The Book of Heaven

Volume 7 audio

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I was in my usual state. My blessed Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, it is necessary for the soul

-to do good with constancy and

-to conform to God's plans for her. God is just, holy and merciful.

*The soul must not be

-a patient, humble and obedient day and,

-another day, impatient, proud and fickle. Because thus its virtues are derailed,

a mixture of white and black, light and darkness where everything is confusing.

"The paths these souls take are not those of the Creator. Conflicts

-abound in their homes and

-feed their passions, which seek victory with help

-demons,

-creatures and

-of their deranged virtues.

If these souls are saved, the fire of purgatory will have much to do to purify them.

"For its part, the constant soul is inhabited by peace. Since constancy is the sword before which all disorder flees. Constancy is a chain that

-binds all virtues,

-hurts all passions,

-reorganizes everything inside the soul,

-now the soul on the paths of the Creator.

There will be nothing more to purify for her in purgatory since constancy

-will have ordered everything in her and

-will have placed it on the paths of the Creator."

I was in my usual state.

I felt very overwhelmed by the deprivation of my blessed Jesus. He came and said to me:

"My daughter, the virtues of a creature raise for her a wall more or less large.

For the soul that lives in the Divine Will,

the wall is so high and so wide that no one can know its limits.

It is of solid gold and cannot be subjected to any disaster.

Because, when the soul lives in the Divine Will (that is, in God), God himself guards it.

No power can defeat God!

"The soul that lives in the Divine Will is adorned

of a light similar to the light that exists in God.

This soul

-will shine in Heaven more than others and

-will be an occasion of great glory for the saints.

My dear daughter,

think of the atmosphere of peace in which words are bathed:

"God's Will"!

At the mere thought of living in this atmosphere

-the soul already feels transformed.

-a divine atmosphere surrounds it.

-She feels that she loses her humanity and that she is deified.

-If she is impatient, she becomes patient,

-if she is proud, she becomes humble, docile, charitable and obedient. In short,

-from poor as she was, she becomes rich,

-all its virtues develop and become a crown for this wall without limits.

The soul

-becomes lost in God,

-loses its own limits and

-acquires those of the Divine Will."

This morning

I was meditating on the Passion of Our Lord at the moment when he was nailed to the Cross.

As I sympathized with him, Blessed Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

not only my hands and feet were nailed to the Cross,

but also all the particles of my Humanity, my Soul and my Divinity.

-Everything was nailed in the Will of my Father

Because the crucifixion was willed by him; it was necessary.

Indeed, what is sin if not to withdraw

-the Will of God,

-of what is good and holy, and

to believe oneself to be something outside of God?

Also, in order to

-repair such great audacity on the part of creatures and

-to destroy these idols that they had made of themselves, I wanted, at the cost of great sacrifices,

-completely lose my Will and

-to live only in that of my Father. »

This morning my blessed Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter,

the greatest honor a creature can give to God as his Creator is to depend totally on His Will.

Then God pours out his grace in her."

While Blessed Jesus was saying this,

-a light emanated from him

-making me understand how his grace is communicated to the soul.

I understood it that way

-the soul, for example, feels the annihilation of itself;.

-she sees her nothingness, her misery and her inability to do even a hint of good.

Then, while she is in this state, God who,

by nature, is Truth and

cannot deceive or be deceived.- communicates to him his Truth:

in everything, the soul sees itself exactly as it is, without deception, without darkness.

She becomes by grace what God is by nature She feels disdain for earthly things,

-seeing in them instability, lapse and deception.

While she is in this state, God communicates grace to her.

-true Love,

-de l'Amour éternel.

Il lui communique sa Beauté et la séduit.

Ainsi, elle devient remplie de l'Amour et de la Beauté de Dieu. En somme,

-alors que Dieu est par nature l’Amour éternel,

-l’âme devient amour par grâce.

Cette grâce l'incite à se prêter à l'action divine en elle. Quand

-she accepts the Truths that God communicates to her and makes them her food,

-it takes possession of it.

I said to myself internally:

"Lord, manifest your Will so that I may know clearly whether or not I should be in this state. What will you lose by saying yes or

saying no?"

As I thought this way, Blessed Jesus made Himself heard in me and said to me:

"My daughter, I, too, want you to get out of this victim state. but... oh! Poor child, if you do this:

Are you telling me to get out of this state and then not to? I replied.

Jesus: I'll explain this to you.

Force yourself, do violence to yourself, even if I do not have to follow up on your request. A girl who is always with her father must know his temperament.

It must know the times and the causes of its ways of doing things.

She must think about everything and, if necessary, dissuade her father from giving her this or that order.

Luisa: I didn't do it because obedience doesn't allow me to.

Jesus: If permission is given to you... poor confessor if he gives it to you! Luisa: Lord, it seems that you want to put me to the test.

I get confused and I don't know what to do.

Jesus: I was just having fun and playing with you.

Don't the spouses have fun together?"

Being in my usual state, I found myself out of my body with my blessed Jesus who showed himself as an extremely saddened young child.

I said to him, "My Beloved, tell me why you suffer so much. What can I do to console you?"

At the moment, the Child Jesus prostrated himself face down, praying that I could discern his Will.

Despite this, I didn't understand anything. I lifted Jesus up, kissed him several times, and said to him, "My Love, I don't understand you at all. Do you want me to suffer the crucifixion?"

He replied in the negative and then, taking me by the arm, he raised the sleeve of my shirt.

I asked him, "Do you want my arm uncovered? I feel a lot of reluctance to this but, out of love for you, I submit. »

Suddenly, I saw a man in my town who, desperate, committed suicide.

Jesus said to me, "I cannot contain so much bitterness, receive a share of it."

He poured some of his bitterness into my mouth and I ran to this man to help him repent of his evil deed.

I saw the demons take hold of her soul and place her on a fire, turning her over and over again, as if roasting her.

Twice, I managed to free him.

Then I returned to my body, imploring Jesus to have mercy on this unhappy soul.

Blessed Jesus returned with a crown filled with thorns on his head.

She was so firmly pressed that thorns penetrated into her mouth.

He said to me:

Oh! My dear daughter,

many do not believe that the thorns penetrated to the inside of my mouth.

But I wanted to suffer this because of human pride.

This is a grave sin that hurts the soul and prevents God from living in it.

This pride goes so far that the soul loses the sense of itself; it kills body and soul.

All of the above, I wrote out of obedience only. After reading it, my confessor testified that a man had indeed committed suicide in the morning.

Being in my usual state, I saw my blessed Jesus and several souls in purgatory.

They were sent by Jesus

-to help nations

-where several disasters were about to happen:

contagious diseases, earthquakes and suicides.

All this, because man,

-tired of himself and

-living without God,

no longer feels the strength to live.

This morning, my blessed Jesus had not yet come and I thought to myself:

"Lord, don't you see

-to what extent, by your absence,

I feel like life is taken away from me?

I miss you so much that I feel my being disintegrating.

Oh! Do not deny me what is absolutely necessary for me! I do not ask you for kisses, caresses or favors, but only what is necessary for me. »

As I thought about it, I felt absorbed in Jesus.

My whole being became lost in him and I could see nothing but what Jesus wanted me to see.

I was very happy.

I felt all my faculties asleep and calm,

as someone who would be in the depths of the sea and

who, if he wanted to see, would only see water.

if he tried to speak, the water would block his words and even penetrate his viscera,

if he wanted to hear, he would only hear the murmur of water entering his ears.

All this, with one difference:

-In the sea, one runs the danger of losing one's life and one cannot feel happy.

-In God, on the contrary, one acquires more and more divine life and happiness.

Then my blessed Jesus said to me:

My daughter, if you cannot be without me, it is a sign that you too are necessary for me.

If someone needs another, it is a sign that the other needs him.

So I know when I have to come and when you need me. I know how great your need for me is.

As the need for me grows in you, the need for you grows in me, and I say to myself:

"I go to her to give rest to my Love." And so, I come! »

I spent the morning feeling bad

-because I was out of my body and

-because I could not see anything but fire.

The earth seemed to me to be open, threatening to swallow cities, mountains and men. It seemed to me that the Lord wanted to destroy the earth.

I could see three different places, far from each other. One of these places was located in Italy and had three points that looked like volcanic mouths.

He came out of the fire to engulf cities. Elsewhere, the earth was opening up and terrible earthquakes were raging.

I couldn't know if this was happening or if these disasters were for the future. How many ruins everywhere!

The main cause of these disasters was sin:

man does not want to give up;

he rebels against God.

Thus, God sets the elements against him:

water, fire, wind and so many other things causing many deaths.

Watching these frightening scenes, I wanted to suffer all the pains to pacify the Lord. Then Jesus let Himself be seen.

I told him something to appease him, but he didn't listen to me right away. Later, he told me:

"My daughter, I find no place to rest in my Creation. Please let me rest in you, and you, rest in me and be quiet.

Finding myself in my usual state, I could see my blessed Jesus in me, very sorrowful and suffering the crucifixion. As I was suffering with him, he said to me:

"My daughter, everything is yours: all myself and my sufferings."

Plus tard, il me dit:

«Ma fille, que de mauvaises choses font les créatures! Quelle soif elles ont pour le péché et le sang!

Pour cette raison, je veux vomir le feu sur la terre afin que tout soit brulé. »

Je lui ai répliqué:

"Lord what do you say? You have just told me that you are all mine and that the one who gives himself to another no longer belongs to himself. I don't want you to do that! If you want to satisfy yourself, make me suffer what you want; I am ready for anything. »

So I felt Jesus in me as if I had tied him up.

He repeated several times, "Let me do it, because I can no longer contain myself."

I replied, "I don't want it Lord; I don't want it! »

As I said this, I felt my heart melt with tenderness as I saw Jesus' goodness to my sinful soul. I have understood many things about His divine Goodness, but I do not know how to express them.

Being in my usual state, it seemed to me to see people gathered around my bed. They wanted me to see the punishments that were coming into the world.

It was earthquakes, wars and other things that I didn't understand very well. They asked me to intercede with the Lord so that He might have mercy on all. They seemed to me to be saints, but I'm not sure.

Then I found myself out of my body and heard Blessed Jesus say to these people:

Don't bother or afflict her by showing her these painful scenes.

Leave her at peace with me."

They left and I kept thinking about what was happening around the world.

While I was still out of my body, I saw a priest giving a sermon about earthquakes and other events I had seen. He said:

"The Lord is very angry and I believe that the punishments are not about to end."

I said, "Who knows if we will be spared!"

The priest was so moved that I could feel his heart beating very fast and his beating reverberated in my own heart. I didn't know who he was, but I felt he was communicating something to me that I didn't understand.

Then he said to me, "How can such grave events of ruins and deaths happen when there is a heart that loves for all?

At most, there will be some shaking, but without much damage. »

When I heard "a heart that loves for all", I felt touched and, I don't know why, I said:

"What do you say: 'a heart that loves for all'? Not just a heart

-who loves for all,

-but who suffers, who thanks, who adores and who respects the holy law for all.

I don't consider that we have true love for people if we don't give them the love and satisfaction they need. »

As he listened to me, the priest became more moved and inflamed. He came closer to me with a strong desire to kiss me.

I was scared and felt sorry to have spoken like this.

My heart, influenced by his beats, beat even harder than his. The priest changed his appearance and it seemed to me that he was Our Lord, but I am not sure. When I was unable to resist his embraces, he told me:

"Every morning I will come to see you and we will have lunch together." I was in this state when I reintegrated my body.

While I was in my usual state, Jesus came, filled me with His Presence and said to me:

"My daughter, the soul emptied of itself is like water

-which flows continuously and

-which stops only when it has returned to the place from which it came. Being colorless, water can receive all the colors that come to it.

Thus, the soul emptied of itself

-always runs to the divine center from where she came and

-only when it is completely filled with God. Completely belonging to God

-because it is empty of everything else,

-nothing of the divine Being escapes him.

Being colorless, it receives all the divine colors.

"Only the soul emptied of everything except God,

understands things in accordance with the Divine Truth, for example:

the value of suffering,

the importance of virtues and

the need to adhere to the Lord; or that,

to love something,

it is absolutely necessary to hate the things that are opposed to it. Only the soul that is emptied of everything except God can achieve such happiness. »

I was grieving because I had not clearly seen my kind Jesus. It seemed to me that the one who is my Life no longer loved me!

Oh! How lacerated my heart felt!

I was crying bitter tears and didn't know what to do to free myself from those thoughts.

I said to Jesus:

"Even if you don't love me like I used to, I will still love you more." After much waiting, Jesus came. Taking my tears, he laid them on his own face. I didn't know why he was doing this, but later I did.

I understood the reason: it was because of this sentence that I had said and that led me to love him more!

Happy with this, He said to me, "What! What! I don't love you? I love you so much that I take into account even your tears and put them on my own face to please me. »

Later, He added:

"My daughter, I want you to be more accurate when you write: everything has to be said. You sometimes omit things that would be useful to others."

Hearing this, I became confused, because it is true that sometimes I do not write everything. However, I feel so reluctant to write these things down that only the miracles that obedience knows how to do can lead me to do so.

By my will alone, I would be unable to write even a word. May everything be for the glory of God and my own confusion!

Being in my usual state, I felt rejected because of the deprivation of my Jesus.

He came with bread to feed me and said to me:

"My daughter,

in the same way that material bread is food and life for the body (there is no part of the body that does not receive the life of bread),

God is food and life for the soul.

Consequently

there is no part of the soul that should not receive its food and life from God.

The soul must be completely nourished by God:

his desires, his affections, his inclinations, his love. She must not taste any other food.

But, oh! How many souls feed on all kinds of dirt and immodesty! »

After saying that, he left me.

Later, I saw myself inside a church where there were many people saying, "Damn! Cursed!" - as if they had wanted to curse the blessed Lord as well as the creatures.

I cannot explain the meaning of that.

I can only say that these curses corresponded to these people's rejection of God as well as God's rejection of themselves.

I was crying because of these curses.

Later, I saw an altar and a priest –who seemed to be Our Lord – celebrating among those people who had cursed him.

Solemnly and full of authority, he said:

"Be cursed! Be cursed! »

He repeated these words at least twenty times.

While he was saying this, it seemed that thousands of people were dying from revolutions, earthquakes, fire and water and that these punishments were precursors to future wars.

I was crying.

Approaching me, Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, don't be scared! I don't curse you. No! To you, I say:

"Blessed, blessed a thousand times!"

Pleure et prie pour tous ces villages. »

This morning, having received Holy Communion, I could see Jesus blessed in my interior.

I said to him, "My dearest Jesus, go out!

Get out of me so I can kiss you, fuck you and talk to you. »

He waved with his hands and said to me:

"My child, I don't want to go out, I'm very good in you.

If I come out of your humanity which can live tenderness, compassion, weakness, shyness, it is as if I am coming out of my own Humanity. Because

-you perform the same office of victim as me,

-you must feel the weight of the pain of others.

I'm going to get out of you, yes,

-but as God, without my Humanity, and

-my Justice will take its course to punish the creatures. »

I kept telling him:

"Lord, get out of me! Save your children, your own members, your images! »

With a wave of his hand, he repeated to me:

"I won't go out! I won't go out!" He repeated this to me several times.

He communicated to me many things about what his Humanity contains.

I kept them in my mind, not knowing how to express them in words.

I'd rather not write these things down, but to be obedient, I do. Fiat! Fiat always!

Being in my usual state, I felt extreme affliction because of the deprivation of my blessed Jesus. I was tired and felt very weak.

Letting himself be weakly seen in me, Jesus said to me:

"My child,

the soul must continually constrain itself because it is like a sponge. If she empties herself, she becomes filled with God and feels His Life within her. She feels love for virtues and holy tendencies.

She feels defeated and transformed by God.

If it does not constrain itself,

it remains filled with itself and, thus,

she feels all the influences of her corrupt nature.

All vices follow: pride, envy, disobedience, impurity, etc."

My body and soul were suffering terribly when I saw my blessed Jesus in me.

He rested and slept peacefully.

I called him, but he didn't pay attention to me. After a while, he said to me:

"My daughter,

does not disturb my rest.

Isn't it your incessant intention to suffer in your humanity?

my own sufferings,

those that I would suffer in my Humanity if I still lived on earth - for

-suffer in my place,

-give relief to my limbs and

-leave me free? »

I replied, "Yes, Jesus, this is the purpose of all my sufferings." He replied:

"Good! So, while you are suffering, I will rest. At these words, Jesus fell deeply asleep.

Then he disappeared.

I frequently experience the deprivation of Jesus.

At most, he lets himself be seen in me, resting and sleeping, without saying a word. If I complain, he tells me things like:

"Foolishly you lament! You have me in the intimacy of your interior, what more do you want?" Or:

"If you have me completely in you, why are you anxious?

Maybe I'm not talking to you, but just by looking at each other, there is mutual understanding! »

Or,

-if he does not come to give me a kiss, a hug, a caress and

-that he sees that I am not at peace,

he reprimands me severely, saying:

"I don't like your displeasure. If you don't calm down,

-I will make you really upset,

-I will hide completely so that you do not see me at all. »

Who could express the bitterness of my soul as a result of these words?

It is better for me to remain calm and continue to live this state of deprivation of Jesus.

This morning I saw Jesus briefly and felt out of my body. I can't say if I was in Paradise

But, nevertheless, the saints were all radiant and filled with love. Even though they were all filled with love, the love that one manifested was distinct from the love of the other. Moreover, being in the middle of them, I wanted to surpass them all to distinguish myself in love.

My jealous heart didn't want to suffer from seeing others match me. I wanted to be the first in love.

Because it seemed to me that

-the soul that loves the most is closer to God and

-that she is the most loved by him.

Oh! The soul should give everything.

without worrying about life or death,

make all the excesses in his intention to be closer to God

to be loved a little more than the others of the Supreme Being. Then an irresistible force brought me back to my body.

After a long wait, my blessed Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter,

it can be said that Divinity is the consequence of Love.

-Love makes it be generated and created;

-Love is the soul of all its operations. If the Divinity did not have Love,

it could not produce,

she would not have life.

The creature is nothing but a spark of the great fire of God's Love.

She receives from this spark

his life and

fitness for work.

However, not all of them use this spark

-to love,

-do what is beautiful, good and complete.

Many use it instead to

-their self-esteem,

-the love of creatures,

-the love of riches, and even

-the love of beastly things -

to the greatest displeasure of their Creator.

"Having drawn these sparks from his great fire, the Creator longs to see them return to him -magnified and

-as so many images of his divine Life.

Ah! How few correspond to these expectations of their Creator!

My dearest daughter, love - me.

May even your breath be a continual act of love for me.

So, your spark

-will form a small fire and

-give a target to the Love of your Creator. »

I felt intense suffering both in my soul and in my body.

I felt consumed by a great fever that burned my flesh to the point of making me live moments of fainting.

I felt like I was dying because my blessed Jesus wasn't coming. I left my body.

I was nailed to the cross. Not only my hands and feet were

nailed like the other times, but also each of my bones had its nail. I could see my blessed Jesus inside a great light.

But, oh! How much pain I was suffering!

Even in my smallest movements, I felt torn by the nails. every moment I had the feeling that I was going to die.

I was immersed in the Divine Will

-which seemed to me to be the key

-opening all divine treasures. It gave me strength

-to not only keep me in this state of suffering,

-but to be happy there.

The nails seemed to produce fire. All immersed in this fire, I burned. My blessed Jesus saw me and had mercy.

He said to me:

"My daughter, everything must be reduced to a simple flame. Once purified,

-this flame produces pure light

-like that of the sun,

-similar to the one around me.

Thus transformed into light, the soul is very close to the divine Light.

Even more, my Light absorbs his and brings him to Heaven. So, courage! It is the complete crucifixion of the soul and body that you are currently experiencing.

Don't you see

-that your light is ready to join mine

-who wants to absorb it completely? »

While Jesus was saying this, I discovered in me a great flame. From this great flame

-took out a small luminous flame,

ready to take flight to Heaven. Who could express my happiness

-to think that by dying I will be able, forever,

-to be with my Life and my Center, with my supreme and only Good? I can say that I felt Paradise in advance.

I was in my usual state and suffering.

My blessed Jesus came and covered me with a well-adorned garment, without seams or openings.

He said to me:

"My beloved, this garment is similar to mine. I've put you on it

-because I chose you as a victim and

-because you have participated in the pains of my Passion. This garment protects against the world.

Having no seam or opening, nothing can cross it.

Because of all his abuses, the world does not deserve to be covered in this garment and I will make it feel the weight of divine wrath.

I am about to open this garment that I wear so that I can give free rein to my Justice. »

I continued to feel sick. I expressed to my confessor

-my difficulty with obedience and

-mon désir de quitter la vie présente.

Ô Dieu saint, tu es le seul à savoir ce que je vis! Je meurs continuellement

Ma seule consolation serait de mourir définitivement pour me retrouver avec toi seul!

Mais le confesseur m'a dit qu'il ne pouvait pas me permettre de demander cela à Notre-Seigneur. Quelle souffrance amère!

O obedience, how terrible you are! You always make yourself a cruel tyrant! You want me continuously

-dying

-without allowing me to live immediately in the company of God in eternal life!

Later, finding myself out of my body, I saw Our Lord with my confessor.

The latter asked Jesus not to let me die.

Afraid that Jesus would listen to my confessor, I began to cry.

The Lord said to me:

"My daughter, calm down, do not afflict me with your tears.

I have every reason to want to bring you with me seen

-that I want to chastise the world and

-that I am bound and unable to do what I want because of you and your sufferings.

The confessor has his reasons for keeping you on earth.

Indeed, what will happen to the world in the state in which it is? What will happen if no one protects it? Cheer up!

The way things are going, I am more inclined to listen to you than your confessor.

In addition, I will know how to change his will. »

Then I reintegrated my body.

I didn't think I would have to write these things, it didn't seem necessary to me.

Indeed, since the confessor was with Our Lord, I was convinced that he knew everything that had been said.

Having read what I wrote yesterday, my confessor was worried. Because he absolutely wanted

-that I oppose the Lord and

-that I tell him that obedience did not want me to die. However, I felt bad, because the deprivation of Jesus blessed

-burned me alive and

-made me languish after Heaven.

My little humanity revolted against obedience.

I felt my poor soul crushed under its enormous gravity. I didn't know what to decide.

Our Lord came. In his hands, he held an arc of light.

From this bow escaped an arrow. The arc of light remained absorbed in Jesus.

Then

Jesus disappeared without giving me time to tell Him what obedience wanted me to say. I understood that the bow was my soul and that the arrow was the death I aspired to.

I was in my usual state. The Confessor

-came and

-insisted to maintain his order that I do not ask Jesus to die.

Later, Jesus came in the form of a child and I expressed to him my doubts about everything my confessor had told me about obedience.

While he stroked me and took pity on me, he gave me kisses. Through his kisses, he infused me with the courage to continue living.

Subsequently, I felt a renewal of vigor in my humanity.

Only God can understand the mental pain that I am experiencing and that I really do not know how to describe. I hope at least

-may the Lord give me better clarifications concerning this type of obedience-may He forgive me if, by my pain, I speak stupidities.

Being in my usual state, Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, I really want to bring you to Heaven because I want to be free to act as I please in the world."

It seemed to me that Jesus wanted to tempt me, since obedience wanted him otherwise.

While I was thinking like this, Jesus showed me a very beautiful and bright ring that he was holding in his hand. On this ring was a white gemstone from which hung many intertwined gold rings.

which adorned wonderfully the hand of Our Lord. He walked around proudly showing this ring, so much he liked it.

Then he said, "You did it for me in the last days with your sufferings; I am preparing for you an even more beautiful one. »

Having received Holy Communion, I felt in a very intimate union with my beloved Jesus. While he kissed me, I rested in him and he in me.

Après quelque temps, il me dit:

«Ma très chère,

l'âme qui vit dans ma Volonté se repose parce que la Divine Volonté fait tout pour elle.

Moi, pendant que je travaille pour elle, je trouve aussi mon plus grand repos. Ainsi, la Divine Volonté est le repos pour Dieu et pour l’âme.

Pendant que l'âme se repose dans ma Volonté, elle est toujours attachée à ma bouche, recevant la Vie divine qui constitue sa continuelle nourriture.

«La Volonté de Dieu est le paradis de l’âme sur la terre et l'âme qui vit dans la Divine Volonté est le Paradis de Dieu.

God's Will is the only key

-opening the divine treasures and

-giving to the soul

familiarity in the House of God, as if it were its owner. »

Who could say everything I have understood about the Divine Will? O Divine Will, how admirable, kind, desirable and beautiful you are!

To be in you makes me feel the loss of my own miseries and all my evils. Through you, I become a new being, endowed with all divine goods.

Finding me in my usual state, Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter,

he who gives himself everything to me deserves that I give myself everything to him. I am at his disposal. »

However, I had not asked him anything; I had only told him:

"My Dearest,

I want nothing but you alone. You are enough for me because, when I have you, I have everything."

Jesus added: " You were very good at asking: since you don't want anything, you have everything."

After suffering greatly waiting for Jesus, I felt tired and powerless. Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, all that is suffering for the creature is like a spear that pierces the creature from one end and touches God from the other. And, whenever he feels so touched, God gives something of His Divinity to the creature. »

This morning I saw my blessed Jesus with a key in his hand. He said to me, "My daughter, this key is the key to my Will.

It is fitting that those who live in my Will have this key to open and close my treasures according to their good pleasure. All my treasures are available to them.

For, by living in my Will, they take care of it more than if they were their All that is mine is theirs.

They don't waste my treasures.

They know how to give it to others and they know what can give me honor and glory.

That's why I give you this key. Be careful with my treasures. »

While Jesus was saying this, I felt immersed in the Divine Will.

I couldn't see anything else.

I spent the whole day in the paradise of this Divine Will. What a joy! What a joy!

During the night, as I continued in this atmosphere, the Lord said to me:

"See, my dearest one,

there is no grace that is given to Heaven or on earth

without those who live in My Will

are the first to receive it. This is nature!

Because he who lives in the House of the Father is full of all his possessions.

If those who live outside of my Will receive anything, it is by virtue of those who live within."

My blessed Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

human actions,

-even those called holy,

-are filled with darkness

if they are not made with the precise intention of pleasing me.

However, when they are made

-with rectitude and

-with the intention of pleasing me,

they come to me full of light.

For intention purifies action. »

This morning

as I saw my adorable Jesus nailed to the Cross, I wondered inwardly:

« Quelles pouvaient être les pensées de Jésus quand il reçut la Croix?»

Jésus me dit:

«Ma fille, j'ai embrassé la Croix comme si elle était mon plus cher trésor. Par la Croix, j'ai donné une dot aux âmes; je les ai épousées.

Ensuite,

-en regardant la Croix, en observant sa longueur et sa largeur,

-j'ai pris plaisir en elle parce que j'y ai vu suffisamment de dots pour toutes mes épouses.

De plus, aucune d'elles ne pouvait craindre de me marier

-parce que j’avais la Croix dans mes mains,

-c'est-à-dire le prix de leur dot.

"I marry the soul on one condition:

-that she accepts the small gifts that I give her, that is to say the crosses. This is a sign that she accepts me as a husband.

Then the marriage is done and the dowry is given to the soul.

If, on the contrary,

the soul does not accept my little gifts, that is,

if she does not resign herself to my Will, everything is annulled.

Even if I want to give him a dowry, I can't.

For marriage, it is necessary that both parties, the soul and I, agree. If the soul does not accept my gifts, it means that it does not accept my engagement."

Finding me in my usual state, my blessed Jesus came briefly.

When I saw him, I kissed him very hard, as if I wanted to lock him in my heart. At the same time, I saw around my bed a few people who said:

"Look how bold she is! What freedom she takes!

While she is treated with so much confidence, she does not have the esteem,

the appreciation and respect it should have."

Hearing this, I blushed with embarrassment.

But I couldn't change my attitude. The Lord said to them:

"You love an object in truth only if you want to take possession of it. When you don't want to take possession of it, it's because you don't really like it.

When we do not appreciate something, we have no esteem or respect for it.

For example, if a person loves wealth, he manifests

-a lot of esteem for her,

-great respect for rich people and

-a great desire to possess wealth.

If, on the other hand, a person does not like wealth,

-just talking about it causes him boredom.

This is the case with the love of all things.

"So, rather than being criticized, it deserves to be praised.

The fact that she wants to possess me means that she loves me, appreciates me and respects me. »

I was in my usual state. My blessed Jesus came, kissed me, and said:

"My daughter,

simplicity is to virtue what spices are to food. For the soul who is frank and simple,

-there is no key or door to enter me or me into her.

-she can enter at will into me and I into her.

It is in me without having to enter, since its simplicity resembles mine.

I am the simplest mind and, for this reason, I am everywhere. Nothing and no one escapes my hand.

"The frank and simple soul is like the light of the sun which, despite the clouds or dirt it may encounter,

always remains light,

communicates to all and

never changes.

Thus, the simple soul

-accepts all mortifications and displeasures

-without ceasing to be light for itself and for those who mortify it.

If she sees bad things, she is not tainted by them. It always remains light and never changes.

Simplicity is the virtue that most closely resembles the divine Being.

By this virtue, the soul comes to participate in the other divine qualities.

L’âme simple ne s'oppose pas à ce que la grâce divine entre et travaille en elle. Parce que, étant lumière,

-elle s'unit facilement à la Lumière divine et

-se transforme en elle.»

Qui pourrait dire tout ce que j’ai ainsi compris concernant la simplicité? Je me sens comme immergée dans une merde connaissances.

Je n'écris que quelques gouttes de ce que je perçois et je le fais d'une manière incomplète. Que Dieu soit remercié et loué pour tout!

Ce matin, je me sentais fatiguée et attristée par la privation de mon Jésus béni. Il vint brièvement et me dit:

"My daughter, for him who wants to reach the end, it is necessary

-to always run and

-never stop.

Running makes the journey easier.

The longer you run, the faster you get to the goal you are pursuing. In addition, helped by grace, one does not feel the weariness of the road.

"It's the opposite for the one who doesn't run.

By slowing down his walk, he feels tired and loses his strength to continue. As he delays, he loses sight of the end of his journey, that is, the Supreme Good. He feels exhausted and discouraged.

In addition, he loses grace

Because, by the fact that he does not run, it is not given to him in vain. His life becomes unbearable because idleness produces inertia. »

Being in my usual state, my blessed Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, to him who, out of love for me,

-knows how to deprive oneself of small pleasures during this life,

-I will give more bliss in the other life.

The less fun he has here, the more there will be there.

Count the number of privations you have suffered because of me during the last thirty years in bed; because of them, how much more beatitude I will give you in Heaven!"

I replied:

"My only Good, what do you say? I feel honored and indebted to you because you give me the opportunity to deprive myself out of love for you! And you say you're going to give me a lot of beatitude?"

He said, "That's exactly it."

Being in my usual state, I saw my adorable Jesus holding in his hand a cross all covered with white pearls.

He placed it on my chest, and immediately it penetrated my heart and remained there as if in a sanctuary.

He said to me:

"My daughter,

the cross is a treasure.

The soul is the safest place to keep this precious treasure. This place is safest when,

-by his patience,

-by his resignation and

-by its other virtues,

the soul has become fit to receive this treasure.

Virtues, especially patience, are locks protecting the soul from thieves. »

This morning, while I was out of my body, I saw some priests devoted to scientific and human activities not necessary for their state of life.

Moreover, their actions were marked by a spirit of rebellion to their superiors.

In an anguished tone, Our Lord said to me:

"My daughter, scientific and human activities are not the business of priests.

A muddy and putrid second nature is formed in them, The works (same holy)

that come from these activities

stink so much that they make me feel intolerable nausea. Pray and repair for these offenses, for I am disgusted.

This morning, I began my day of settling scores, that is, preparing for death. After receiving Holy Communion, I said to Jesus:

"Blessed Jesus, let us settle our accounts now so as not to leave them for the last moments of my life.

Right now, I don't know my true state because I don't reflect on myself. I don't feel appalled, scrupulous or restless but, on the other hand, I see that others are much better than me.

Moreover, even the saints, the ones I read about, reflected on themselves continuously. They wanted to know if they were cold or hot, tempted or at peace, if they confessed well or poorly, etc.

And almost every one of them was shy, troubled and scrupulous.

"Yet I give you all my attention and love, for I do not want to offend you.

I do not care about the rest.

And when, with a firm statement, I want to examine myself, an inner voice reproaches me and says to me:

"Veux-tu donc gaspiller ton temps?

Ne te préoccupe que des choses de Dieu!"

Ainsi, je ne sais pas dans quel état je me trouve: froid ou chaud.

Si quelqu'un me demandait de donner une évaluation de moi-même, je ne saurais que répondre.

Par conséquent, réglons nos comptes maintenant afin de pouvoir remédier à tout. »

Après avoir prié, Jésus me dit.

«Ma fille,

je t'ai toujours gardée assise sur mes genoux, tellement en sureté que je ne te permets même pas de penser à toi-même. Tu es comme un petit enfant sur les genoux de son père: tantôt –il le caresse, tantôt il le baise.

Si, sans prudence, le petit enfant se souille, le père le nettoie parce que l'enfant n'est pas conscient de sa conduite.

«D'autre part, quand le petit enfant voit

-que son père est affligé, il le console et sèche ses larmes.

-S'il voit que son père est irrité, il le calme.

En somme, le père est la vie du petit enfant et le petit enfant est la consolation et la vie du père.

Meanwhile, the other children, the oldest, have to take care of cleaning the house; they have to wash themselves and take care of other tasks.

«I do this with you. I treat you like my little child.

I keep you so intimately united with me that

I don't allow you to feel like yourself.

-I take care of everything that is yours.

-I wash you if you have soiled yourself, feed you if you are hungry.

I provide for everything, so you don't even know what your needs are. To have you intimately close to me is a grace that I give you,

in such a way that you are freed from many defects.

As a result, you only have to think about doing the work I assign to you and not worry about anything else.

Finding myself out of my body, I saw myself with Jesus as a baby. We were with various people.

Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

all works, words and thoughts of creatures should be stamped with the seal "Ad Gloriam Dei".

-All works, words and thoughts

which are not so marked remain in the dark.

They are buried in darkness and have no value.

The creature then only accumulates darkness and horrors! By not working for the glory of God,

-it moves away from the purpose for which it was created.

-it remains separated from God and abandoned to itself.

"On the other hand, since God is Light,

human actions done for the glory of God acquire light and value.

So don't be surprised that the creature who does not work for the glory of God:

-does not derive anything from his efforts and

-accumulates a lot of debt."

After that, with bitterness, we saw these people

not working for the glory of God

buried in darkness.

To distract my blessed Jesus from this scene,

I kissed him several times and, playing with him, I told him:

"Repeat after me

"I give enough power to the prayer of this soul to grant it what it asks!"

But Jesus didn't care for me. Then, wanting him to do it, I insisted and kissed him, saying, "Repeat after me the words I have said to you!"

As a result of my insistence, it seems to me that Jesus said them. Then I found myself in my body, amazed and embarrassed by my audacity.

I was reflecting on the state I was in,

-where everything seemed to me peace, love and goodness. Nothing bothered me.

Since this state was devoid of sin, I thought to myself, "What will happen at the time of my death if the present situation changes and everything is reversed, that is, everything I have done has been a chain of evils?"

While I was thinking about this, Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, it seems that you want to disturb the rest I live in you. Where does your patience, perseverance and peace come from?

Of you or of the one who lives in you? Only I possess these gifts!

*If it was

nature gold

the demon

who intervened in you,

Your soul would feel tyrannized by continual changes.

-At some point, she would feel dominated by a love,

-later, by another;

-at some point she would feel patient and,

-at the next moment, she would feel angry, and so on.

In short,

your poor soul would be like a reed stirred by a strong ever-changing wind.

Oh! My daughter

-where there is no God,

-there is no continuity and true goodness.

So don't come and disturb your own rest and mine, but give thanks with me."

This morning, I found myself out of my body.

I was able to see Jesus as a baby as in a multifaceted mirror. In each facet, I could observe it very well.

-I could with my hand invite him to me and

-He could also call me to go to him.

While we were doing this,

I saw several devout people as well as priests standing between Jesus and me. All of them spoke ill of me, but I didn't pay attention to them.

My eyes remained turned to my sweet Jesus.

Jesus quickly came out of the mirror game in order to punish people who spoke ill of me.

He said to them, "Let no one touch her, for,

-when you touch someone I love,

-I feel more insulted than if it was me who was directly touched.

I will show you all that I know how to defend the innocence of anyone who has given himself totally to me."

While with one arm he kissed me, with the other he threatened them.

But I, attaching no importance to what these people were saying, felt annoyed that Jesus wanted to punish them because of me.

I told him:

"My sweet life, I don't want anyone to suffer because of me. I will know that you love me if you calm down and do not punish them.

I would like it, but not the other way."

Afterwards, it seemed to me that Jesus had calmed down.

He took me away from these people and made me return to my body.

Then I saw him again, no longer as a baby, but as the crucified. I told him:

"My adorable Jesus, I know that during your crucifixion, all souls had a place in your Humanity. Please tell me what my place was? Where was I?"

Jesus answered:

"My daughter, loving souls were in my Heart.

But you, who helped in the Redemption by your state as a victim, I also had you in all my limbs as my consolation."

The confessor had told me that the superior wanted no one to come and visit me so that I would not be distracted. I told him that this instruction had been given to me several times before. It was respected for a time, but quickly forgotten. If I am to be instructed not to speak, everyone will have to be forced to stay away from me. Having received Holy Communion, I said to the Lord:

"Please, I'd like to know how these things should work.

You know the state of violence I find myself in when I'm with people:

I am at peace only with you alone.

Besides, I don't understand why people want to be with me, since I'm just a peasant and I don't do anything to attract them. Rather, I long to be left always alone! »

Jesus answered me:

"My daughter, the clear, simple and pure truth is a great magnet to attract hearts,

willing to face all sacrifices for the sake of

-for the truth and

-for people who say it.

The truth made all the martyrs capable of shedding their blood.

The truth gave the Saints the strength to maintain a pure and chaste life in the midst of so many battles.

"It's the pure, simple, selfless truth that makes people want to come to me.

Ah! My daughter

how difficult it is to find someone

-who knows how to manifest the truth naked,

-even among the clergy, religious and devout souls!

In their speeches and work, there is always something

-human and

-of self-interested veiling the truth.

Thus, the person who listens is not affected

-by the truth itself, but

-by some other human interest that falsifies it.

As a result, the listener does not receive the graces attached to the truth.

"That's the reason for

so many confessions are wasted, desecrated and fruitless.

I do not refuse to give people the light of the truth, but they do not receive it. It is believed that if one tells the truth naked,

-we will lose our prestige,

-we will no longer be loved,

-we will no longer have the human satisfactions we are looking for and

-that its interests will be compromised. Oh! How wrong we are!

"Whoever leaves everything out of love for the truth

-will have an overabundance of everything and

-will receive more than others.

As a result, whenever you can,

-does not fail to tell the truth pure and simple.

However, you must always be obedient to the one who leads you when the opportunity arises for you to manifest the truth."

For my part, as far as charity is concerned, I note that I have often spoken of it in a veiled way. And, as for the order I was given to write everything in the minutiae, I feel like I didn't always obey.

Having asked Our Lord about this, He told me that I had spoken well, because anyone who sees his flaws is on the right track.

After waiting a long time for my adorable Jesus, I felt oppressed and troubled, trying to find out why he didn't come.

Finally, he came and said to me:

"My daughter,

peace is light for the soul, for others and for God.

If the soul is at peace, it is light.

Being light, it is united with the eternal Light,

-from which it constantly receives a new light,

not only for herself,

but also for others.

If you always want to be light, dwell in peace."

Being in my usual state, my blessed Jesus came, kissed me, and said:

"My dearest daughter,

To act with Christ makes human action fade and divine action appears. For this reason,

always act with me as if we are both doing the same thing.

-Si tu souffres, fais-le comme si tu souffrais avec moi;

-si tu pries, si tu travailles, fais-le en moi et avec moi.

Thus, in you, human action will fade to find itself deified.

Oh! How immense is the wealth that creatures can acquire by acting in this way, but they are not interested!"

After saying this, he disappeared and I felt a great desire to see him again. Later, I found myself out of my body and looked for it everywhere. Not finding it, I exclaimed:

"O Lord, do not be so cruel to a soul that is all yours and suffers from the continual deaths out of love for you. See, my soul seeks you and, not finding you, dies continually because you are the life of his will.

My breathing, my heartbeat, my memory, my intelligence,

everything in me lives continual cruel deaths. Don't you have pity for me?"

At that moment, I returned to my body and found Jesus inside me. Wanting to teach me a lesson,

He said to me, "See, I am all in you and everything for you."

It seemed to me to see on his head a crown of thorns. When he squeezed her, the blood was dripping.

Then he said, "This blood is shed out of love for you."

He also showed me his wounds, saying, "They are for you."

Oh! How confused I felt, seeing that, faced with his, my love was only a shadow!"

Having received Holy Communion, I felt out of my body and saw a person very overwhelmed by several crosses.

My blessed Jesus said to me:

"Tell him that,

-while she is suffering,

-she can use her suffering to heal and heal my wounds. Sometimes she will take care of my side, sometimes my head, sometimes my hands and sometimes my feet.

All these wounds are painful and irritated because of the great offenses of the creatures.

Tell him that it is a great honor that I do him like this.

I give him the remedy to heal my wounds as well as the merit of having healed me."

While Jesus was talking to me,

I saw several souls in purgatory who, hearing this, were astonished.

said to me:

"How lucky you are, you

-who receive such sublime teachings and

-who can acquire the merits of relieving and healing a God! These merits

-exceed all others and

-they give you a glory that will surpass that of others as much as heaven surpasses the earth.

Ah!

If we had received

-such teachings and

-the knowledge that our sufferings could heal a God, how much wealth and merit we could have acquired,

of which we are deprived! »

Finding me in my usual state, my blessed Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter, simplicity fills the soul with graces that spread outside.

If the soul wanted to restrict these graces to itself, it could not. Indeed, as the perfectly simple Spirit of God naturally spreads everywhere.

effortlessly or

without weariness,

thus the soul that possesses the virtue of simplicity

-diffuses grace in others

-without even being aware of it. Having said that, he disappeared.

Having been given permission to say a few words in the event that someone came, I was frightened that I had failed to obey, since Jesus had not come.

Who could understand the pain of my soul by thinking that I had committed a sin! To be deprived of him is always a cruel pain. But the thought of perhaps having made a mistake gave me an even more terrible torment.

I felt delirious in despair, as if I had died of a concussion.

After waiting for him for a long time, Jesus came.

Touching me three times, he said to me:

"My daughter, I renew you

-in the Power of the Father,

-in my Wisdom and

-in the Love of the Holy Spirit."

I can't explain how I felt then and what I experienced.

Then placing his thorny-crowned head on my heart, he continued:

«Righteousness of intention keeps divine Love burning in the soul.

Duplicity, on the contrary, tends to stifle this Love, for example

through self-love,

through human respect and

by the desire to please others. »

Being in my usual state, I found myself out of my body with Jesus as a baby.

It seemed to me that he wanted to have fun. He said to me:

"My daughter, I am your master and I can do anything I want with you. You need to know

-that you are mine and

-that you are not the master

-of yourself,

-nor of any of your thoughts,

-nor of any of your desires,

-nor any of your heartbeat.

If you want to become the master of something, you steal from me.

At that moment, I saw my confessor

-feel discouraged and

-want to unload his suffering on me.

Jesus sharply stopped him with his hand and said to him:

"First of all, I want to unload my many sorrows.

You can then do it in your turn..

While he was saying this, he came near me and poured a very bitter liquid into my mouth. I begged him to take care of the confessor, asking him to touch him with his little hands so that he would feel better. Jesus touched him and said:

"Yes, yes. Then he disappeared.

Finding me in my usual state, Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, the cross is to the creature what the bridle is to the horse. What would become of the horse if man did not put a bridle on it? It would be indomitable.

He would go from precipice to precipice until he became furious, doing harm.

to man and

to himself.

On the other hand, with its flange,

-he becomes docile,

-it goes by safe paths,

it is protected against precipices and

he serves man's needs as a faithful friend.

"This is the cross for man. The cross

-the mate and

-prevents him from falling into the erratic paths of his passions which, like a fire, would devour him.

The cross extinguished this fire

Rather than allow him to be furious with God and himself, she tames him.

The cross is a way for man's salvation And it helps him to give glory to God.

Oh! If it wasn't the cross

-that, in its infinite Wisdom, Divine Providence uses to restrain man,

-how many evils would melt on the human race! »

This morning, blessed Jesus showed Himself in a torrent of light that flooded all creatures. Thus, all human actions were carried out from this light.

As I saw this, Blessed Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

I intervene in all human action, be it

-a thought,

-breathing gold

-a brief movement.

However creatures

-never think about my activity in them and

do not act for me.

Rather, they attribute to themselves everything they do.

Oh!

If they thought about the fact that I continually intervene in them,

they would not use what is mine to the detriment of my glory, and

of their own well-being!

"Creatures should

-do everything for me,

-offer me everything.

Because

-what they do for me,

-I keep it in deposit to give it back to them in the other life.

On the other hand, the acts

-which are not made for me

-cannot enter into me,

because they are unworthy of me.

Even if they are made

-through my intervention (since I intervene for all human actions),

-I feel nauseous and I reject them. »

Being in my usual state, my good Jesus made himself seen and said to me:

"My daughter,

it can be said that a soul is indifferent to everything

-if, whatever his desires, holy or indifferent,

-she is ready to sacrifice them to the Divine Will in holy peace.

If she becomes troubled or worried,

it is that she retains at least something for herself. At these words, hearing him speak of desires, I said to him:

"My Supreme Good, my desire is to stop writing. Oh! How hard it is for me!

If it weren't for fear of deviating from your Will or displeasing you, I wouldn't be writing anymore." Cutting short what I was saying,

He said, "You don't want this sacrifice, but I want it. So, if you want to obey, write.

For· in the moment, these writings serve as a mirror

-not only for you,

-but for anyone who takes part in your work

There will come a time when they will serve as a mirror for others.

Because everything you write is said by me and constitutes a "divine mirror".

Is it your desire to keep this mirror away from my creatures? Think about this seriously

Do not wish to upset me by not writing everything of this "divine mirror". »

After hearing this, I became confused and humiliated.

I felt even more reluctance to write, especially these last lines. Yet obedience has imposed it on me absolutely and I write only to obey.

I was in my usual state.

I found myself out of my body with Jesus as a baby. He turned to a priest and said:

"Vanity poisons grace in you and in others as others are nourished through you.

The soul easily perceives

-that your words and your deeds

-are made to satisfy your need to be esteemed.

If what you are doing is tainted with vanity,

-grace does not enter alone in others,

-but accompanied by the poison you carry.

As a result, rather than perceiving life in you, they perceive death. »

Later, Jesus said to me:

"It is necessary

-that you are emptied of everything

-so that you can fill yourself totally with God.

Having the Whole within you, you will easily be able to give it to whoever comes to you. »

Then I saw a soul from purgatory fleeing us.

Her shame was so intense that she remained as if crushed by humiliation. I was very surprised by this, and at that moment Jesus disappeared.

I approached this soul and asked him the reason for his conduct. She felt so embarrassed that she couldn't say a word.

Following my insistence, she told me:

"It is the righteousness of God that has sealed on my forehead the confusion and fear in His presence, so that I am forced to flee from Him. I do so against my own desire because, while I consume myself to want it, this suffering of having to flee it crushes me.

"O God, to see you and flee at the same time is extreme pain! But I deserved this suffering more than other souls.

It is that, having lived a devout life, I have often refrained from

communier for peccadilloes:

-for having been tempted,

-for having been fearful or -

-for various other unimportant reasons

Sometimes even,

I went to the confessor to express to him my weak reasons for not receiving communion. These things, which may seem unimportant to the soul, God judges them severely,

-associating them with sufferings that surpass many others,

-because these faults go directly against Love.

"Jesus in the Most Blessed Sacrament burns with Love and the desire to give himself to souls.

What if a soul

-is under the conditions of receiving it,

-but does not do it because of simplistic pretexts, she makes an affront to him.

She causes him so much displeasure that he feels suffocated in her Love and he burns. Not finding

no one to receive His Love,

person with whom to lighten this fire,

He will repeat:

"The excesses of my Love

-are not taken into account;

-they are even forgotten.

Even souls who claim to be my wives do not desire to receive me. I cannot put my trust in them.

Oh! I am not loved; my Love receives no return." It's right that I fix my mistakes.

The Lord has given me to take part in the martyrdom he suffers when he is not received by souls; it is a fire comparable to that of purgatory. »

After that, I found myself in my body, stunned and afflicted,

-thinking of the anguish of this poor soul and

-how, for small things, we could fail to receive Holy Communion.

Since I had omitted to write the following, obedience commanded me to include it.

So I was out of my body and it seemed to me that in Heaven there was a special feast going on.

I was invited to this feast and it seemed to me that I was singing with the blessed. There was no need to learn, because one could feel an inner infusion

What the other was singing or doing, we knew how to do too.

It seemed to me that every blessed gave

-a distinct musical note of its own,

-or rather a separate symphony.

Although each was in perfect harmony with the others.

Some played symphonies of praise, others of glory, others of thanksgiving, others of blessing.

All these symphonies ended on a single note which was that of Love.

This note of Love resounded

-with so much gentleness and strength

-that all the others were as if extinct in this hymn of Love.

It seemed to me that every blessed

-became ecstatic -then fell asleep, -then woke up,

intoxicated by this song of Love so harmonious and so beautiful, which absorbed all heaven. He then enjoyed, so to speak, a new Paradise.

But who were the privileged

-who sang the loudest and

-who sounded their notes of Love everywhere and

-who gave so much happiness in Heaven?

They were the ones who had loved God the most while they lived on earth. Ah! it was not those who had done

-great things, -great penances or -miracles. Not at all!

Love is only that which elevates above all else. Everything else remains behind.

Thus

-those who love very much,

-rather than those who do much, are the closest to the Lord.

It seems like I'm saying nonsense, but what can I do? Obedience sounded the blow.

Besides, who doesn't know that things from up there can't be said here on earth?

As a result, not to say more nonsense, I stop here.

Finding me in my usual state, my blessed Jesus came for a little while and said to me, "My daughter,

the works that I like the most are the hidden works. Because they are free from the human mind.

They are among the most exquisite things I keep in my Heart.

If we could compare

-one million public and exterior works with

-a unique inner and hidden work,

the million exterior works would fall below the hidden work.

This is so because there is always a part of the human mind in external work. »

Being out of my body, I found myself inside a temple where many people were attending a sacred ceremony.

It seemed to me that, with the consent of the authorities, people were allowed to enter and desecrate the holy square.

-A few people were running and jumping everywhere,

-others used violence against others and

Others put their hands on the Blessed Sacrament as well as on the priests.

As I saw this, I wept and begged the Lord, saying:

"Don't allow people to desecrate your sacred temples. Who knows how many punishments you will have to beat them for these horrible sins! »

Jesus replied, "These enormous offenses are attributable to the sins of priests.

Sin leads to other sins and is the punishment for them.

In the first place, the priests desecrated in a hidden way my holy temple

-by saying sacrilegious masses and

-by accompanying with impure acts the administration of the sacraments. These desecrations were committed under the aspect of holiness.

Not only were they desecrating my stone temples, but also my own Body!

"All this has reached the laity.

Because they did not perceive in the priests the light necessary to guide them.

They found in them only darkness.

The laity have become so black that they have lost the light of faith.

Given the lack of this light, one cannot be surprised by these serious excesses.

Pray for priests

-that they may be light among the people and

-that, born again in the light, the laity can regain life and be able to see their mistakes.

-Seeing their priests filled with light,

-they will be reluctant to commit these serious excesses which call for great punishments.

Finding me in my usual state, my blessed Jesus came. He was very distressed and wanted to pour his grief on me.

He said to me:

"My daughter, so much bitterness is given to me by creatures that I can't

contain it. For that reason, I want you to participate. In these times, everything is effeminate.

Even members of the clergy

-have lost their masculine character and

-have acquired feminine manners.

It has become more difficult to find male priests, since there is an abundance of effeminates around. Oh! In what deplorable state is humanity! »

Having said that, he disappeared. I didn't understand the meaning of what he had told me,

but obedience wanted me to write it down.

Continuing in my usual state, I found myself out of my body and it seemed to me that some people wanted to crucify me.

As they laid me on the cross, I could see Our Lord within me.

It extended within me and it also extended with me.

In my hands were his hands and the nails pierced my hands and his hands simultaneously. Moreover, everything I suffered, he suffered too.

These nails were so painful that I felt like I was dying.

The people continued, nailing my feet.

At that moment, I saw Jesus, not with me, but in front of me. My sufferings

-took several luminous forms and

-knelt before Our Lord in an act of worship.

Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

for the one who benefits from grace,

-it is the light, the way. food, strength and consolation. For the one who does not take advantage of it,

-it is not light.

Not having the way under his feet and lacking strength, he is completely in the dark.

His path is turned into fire and punishment. »

Having received Holy Communion, I saw myself inside a great Light.

In this Light was Jesus himself. He said to me:

"My daughter, everything that is Light comes from me. Nothing comes from the creature.

Suppose a person is dressed in the sun's rays.

She would be stupid if she wanted to attribute to herself the light she enjoys.

If she walked away from the light saying:

"I want to walk in the dark",that would be enough to bring him into the darkness.

Thus, the soul can withdraw from my Light.

But then it is in the dark and the dark can only cause evil."

Being in my usual state, my blessed Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter, the patient soul in suffering receives ever greater graces. It acquires

-self-control as well as

-great wealth and

-an immense glory for eternal life. »

I prayed as if I were in the company of Our Lord and with His intentions.

I recited the "I believe in God" without really thinking about what I was saying My intention was

to obtain the same faith as Jesus in order to repair the unbelief of so many and - to obtain the gift of faith for all.

I was immersed in this prayer when Jesus appeared to me inside me and said to me:

"My daughter, you are wrong,

I had neither faith nor hope because I was God.

I had only Love."

When I heard the word "love," I was so drawn to the idea of loving only that, without worrying, I added another idiocy:

"My Lord, I would like to be like you, all love and nothing else."

Then Jesus continued:

"This is exactly my goal for you.

It is for this reason that I frequently bet you on total submission. Living in My Will

-the soul acquires the most perfect love;

-she manages to love me with my own Love

-it becomes all love;

-she is in continuous contact! With me.

In me, with me and through me,

-she does everything I want;

-she desires nothing but my Will

-in which the total Love of the Lord is found and

-where it is also located.

"Thus, the soul almost loses faith and hope. For, living in my Will,

-it no longer needs faith since it is as if immersed in God;

-it no longer needs hope since it has already reached the end of this virtue.

The possession of the Divine Will is for the soul the seal of its predestination for Heaven and of the assured possession of God. Did you understand? Meditate on this! »

Afterwards, I remained thoughtful and in doubt, telling myself: Maybe he wants to put me to the test to see what I will do or to give me the opportunity to say other idiocies in order to make me see where my pride can lead me.

Anyway, I think it is good that I say idiocies because, in this way, Jesus is brought to speak to me, which gives me the pleasure of hearing his voice.

It is pleasing to me to hear his voice; it takes me from death to life. Then I thought, "What other idiocy could I say?"

Then my blessed Jesus added:

"It's you who want to tempt me and not me!"

I felt confused and thought about what Jesus had told me.

But how could I say everything? There are things that cannot be explained.

I was in my usual state and meditating on his Passion. Our Lord came and said to me, "My daughter,

the one who always meditates on my Passion

feels it in him and

is full of compassion for me.

I like it very much because I am rewarded for everything I have suffered. The soul that always meditates on my Passion continually feeds on a food filled with varied flavors and seasonings.

"Whereas,

-during my Passion, I was tied up with chains and strings,

-this soul detaches me and gives me back my freedom.

-Compensating for the hatred, spitting and dishonor that I was burdened with, she appreciates me, cleanses me and honors me.

-Compensating for the affronts of those who stripped me naked and whipped me, she healed me and dressed me.

-While I have been crowned with thorns,

that I was treated like a ridiculous king,

that my mouth was made bitter with fiel and crucified,

this soul that meditates on all my sorrows crowns me with glory and

honor me as his king.

She removes the nails from the cross and lifts me up in her heart.

"Whenever the soul does so,

I, as a reward, give him new graces.

Thus, this soul is my food and I am his.

What I particularly like,

it is that the soul always meditates on my Passion."

Oh! How much I suffered from the deprivation of Jesus!

After a long wait, he showed himself briefly and said to me:

"My daughter, in the same way as

perfect resignation is the sure sign of predestination for Heaven,

the cross pushes the boundaries of the Kingdom of Heaven. »

Finding myself outside my body, I saw many offenses made by consecrated souls and lay people and the great displeasure felt by Jesus.

I said to him: "My sweet Life, it is true that consecrated souls and lay people offend you.

Nevertheless, you show more pain and displeasure when it is consecrated souls who offend you. It seems that you are all eyes for what they are doing and that you do not see what others are doing. »

Jesus replied, "Oh! My daughter, you cannot understand the difference between the offenses of consecrated souls and those of others; that's why you're surprised!

Consecrated souls have declared that they belong to me, love me and serve me. And I, in turn,

-I have entrusted to them the treasures of my grace and,

-to some, my sacraments, as is the case for my priests.

"Moreover, these souls

-display externally belong to me,

but are internally distant from me.

-Externally, they show that they love me but,

internally

they offend me and use holy things to feed their passions.

I keep my eyes on them because I don't want them to

-my gifts and -my graces. However, despite my care,

-they manage to waste my donations,

-even in external things by means of which they seem to glorify me.

This is a very serious offence.

If you could understand it, you would die of sorrow.

"On the other hand, these profane souls declare

-that they do not belong to me,

-that they do not know me and

-that they do not want to serve me.

Thus, they are free from hypocrisy. It is hypocrisy that displeases me the most.

As they have declared that they do not belong to me, I cannot entrust my gifts to them. Even though my Grace would like to stimulate them and fight with them, this Grace cannot be given to them because they do not want it.

"The situation can be compared to that of a king.

who fought the war to free some villages in his kingdom from slavery. By the use of force and by much bloodshed,

-he managed to liberate several of these villages

-which, subsequently, are kept under his government. It provides everything to these people

If necessary, give them a place in his own house.

"Now," tell me, "which ones would displease the king the most if they offended him? The people who live with him, or those he wanted to liberate, but who were not?"

Being in my usual state, I saw my blessed Jesus as a shadow. He told me:

"My daughter,

-whether the food could be deprived of its substance, and

-if a person ate it,

it would not benefit from it. This food would only serve to inflate his stomach. Similarly, the work done

-without inner spirit and

-without righteousness of intent

are empty of the divine substance. They are worthless.

They only serve to swell the person and cause him more harm than good. »

Continuing in my poor state, filled with bitterness because of the almost continual deprivation of my kind Jesus, I saw him as if in a flash.

He told me:

"My daughter,

obedience gives soul

unshakable

that is, strong and robust, in such a way

-that all things seem like trifles

-before the divine strength it possesses.

The obedient soul can dominate everything and nothing can disturb it." Having said that, he disappeared.

Still in my poor state, I saw my blessed Jesus.

It seemed that he had metamorphosed into myself, so that

-if he breathed, I felt his breathing in mine;

-if he moved an arm, I felt his arm in mine; and so on.

He said to me:

"My dear daughter, do you see in what close union I am with you? This is how I want to see you united with me.

Nevertheless, do not believe that you can do this only when you pray or suffer. No, you can always do it.

-If you move,

-if you breathe,

-if you work,

-if you eat,

-if you sleep,

all this you have to do

-as if you were doing it in my Humanity,

-as if all your work were mine.

"In this way, nothing will be held.

Everything you do must be as if deposited inside a shell. By opening this shell, one must find only the fruit of divine work.

You have to do everything that way and

-in favor of all creatures,

-as if my Humanity inhabited all creatures.

If you do everything through me, then,

-even the most indifferent actions and

-the smallest

acquire the merits of my Humanity.

"Being God, I contained everything within myself. That is,

-in my breath, I contained everyone's breaths;

-in my movements, the movements of each;

-in my thoughts, everyone's thoughts.

As a result, everything was restored and sanctified by me.

"By working entirely with the intention of going through me,

thou shalt come to contain all the creatures within you;

your work will be disseminated for the good of all.

Therefore, even if others don't give me anything, I will receive everything through you. »

Having said that, he disappeared.

I wanted to avoid writing these things seen

that they seemed personal to me and

that I didn't know how to express them clearly. May everything be for the glory of God!

Having been deprived of my blessed Jesus, I was anxious and experiencing great bitterness.

O God, what pain!

The other pains compared to this one are only shadows and even reliefs. Only the anguish of your deprivation can be called pain.

While I was telling myself this, Jesus said to me in my interior:

"What do you want? Take it easy! Take it easy! You have me right here!

Not only am I with you, but I am in you!

As a result, I don't want to see you anxious. Everything must be gentleness and peace in you.

In this way, it will be possible to say of you what is said of me:

-nothing trickles down from me but honey and milk.

-Honey symbolizes sweetness and

-milk, peace.

This is what trickles down my eyes, my mouth and all my work.

Si tu montres la moindre ombre d'anxiété et d'esprit amer, tu déshonores celui qui vit en toi.

«J'aime tellement cette douceur et cette paix dans l'âme

-que je ne peux accepter ces manières sensibles, violentes et agitées

I only want to accept gentle and peaceful ways because gentleness and peace are what connect hearts. Then I can say, "In this soul is the finger of God."

"In addition,

if I do not like these agitated and carried away manners,

they also displease creatures.

Whoever speaks and deals with the things of God

-with manners neither gentle nor peaceful

-shows that his passions are not in order.

And if someone is not ordained, he cannot inspire order in others. Consequently

-if you want to honor me,

-watch all that is not sweetness and peace in you. »

Continuing in the state of total deprivation of my Jesus, I said to him in my interior:

"Life of my life, why don't you come?"

How you have hardened your Heart, since you do not listen to me! Where are your promises?

Where is your Love, since you leave me thus abandoned in the abyss of my miseries? You promised me that you would never leave me; you said you loved me so much.

What about now? You told me yourself

that by constancy one can know if someone really loves and

that if there is no constancy, nothing can be concluded about his love.

If you want constancy from me, why do you, who form my life, deny it to me? »

As I said this and other balivemes, Jesus came into me and, supporting me with his arm, said to me:

"I am in you and I hide to see what you are doing. I didn't miss you in any way,

nor in my promises,

nor in my Arnour,

nor in my constancy. In addition

-if you act imperfectly towards me,

-I do everything in total perfection towards you. Having said that, he disappeared.

Continuing in my usual state, I was more bitter than ever because of the deprivation of my Jesus.

So, in an instant, I felt all absorbed in the Divine Will. I began to feel my interior calm down in such a way that I no longer felt myself.

I was all absorbed in the Divine Will, even while I was experiencing the deprivation of Jesus.

I said to myself: "What strength, what enchantment, what attraction this Divine Will entails, even to the point of causing me to forget myself!"

While I was in this state, Jesus came into me and said to me:

"My daughter, oh! How the Divine Will is the only substantial food that contains all the flavors appropriate to the soul!

She finds exquisite food and becomes calm.

She finds her fodder there and thinks of grazing slowly without desiring anything more.

His inclinations no longer find a place to manifest themselves because they have found a way to satisfy themselves.

Her will no longer has anything to desire, because she left her behind, she who had previously tormented her.

She has found the Divine Will that forms her happiness.

She left poverty and found wealth, not human, but divine.

"In short, the soul finds in the Divine Will its food,

that is to say, the activity in which it remains occupied and absorbed. She also finds her contentment and what she has to do.

She learns how to learn continuously and always appreciate new things.

From a lesser science, she learns a greater science. From small things, it goes to bigger ones.

From one flavor, it passes to superior flavors.

And he always has more to taste in this atmosphere of the Divine Will! »

Continuing in my usual state, I briefly saw Jesus blessed. He said to me:

"My daughter, if the soul is fearful, it is a sign that she trusts herself a lot.

-Finding in her only weaknesses and miseries, then,

-naturally and precisely, she fears.

If, on the other hand, the soul is not afraid of anything, it is a sign that it puts all its trust in God. His miseries and weaknesses are lost in God.

She feels clothed in the divine Being.

It is no longer the soul that works, but God in the soul. What can she fear?

True trust in God reproduces divine Life in the soul. »

Having read that a soul had scruples about everything and was frightened because, for her, everything was sin, I said to myself:

"How superficial I am. I would also like to think that everything is sinful to be more careful not to offend the Lord. »

Blessed Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, this is not necessary.

The soul that thinks in this way is delayed on the path of holiness. The only true holiness is

-to receive

-as a manifestation of divine Love all that happens,

even the most indifferent things like, for example, receiving good food or not so good food.

Divine Love manifests itself in flavor, for it is God who produces good taste.

He loves the creature enough to give him pleasure in material things.

Divine Love is also manifested in displeasures. One must also love God in this case.

I want the soul to also resemble me in mortification.

"Divine Love manifests itself

-when the person is exalted or

-when she is humiliated,

-when she is healthy or

-when she is sick,

-when she is rich or

-when she is poor.

Same thing about breath, sight, tongue, everything. The soul must

-to receive everything as a manifestation of divine Love and

-return everything to God as an expression of his love.

The soul must

-receive everything as a wave of God's Love and, in turn,

-send to God the wave of his own love.

"Oh! What sanctifying baths are these waves of reciprocal love! They

-purify the soul,

-sanctify it and

-make her progress so much that she doesn't even notice it.

Thus, the soul lives more the life of Heaven than that of earth. This is what I want for you, not the thought of sin. »

Finding me in my usual state, Blessed Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter,

the attachment of creatures to their personal satisfaction is such that I am forced to withhold my gifts.

It is that,

rather than attaching themselves to the donor, they attach themselves to the donations themselves,

worshipping and

offending the donor.

Thus

if they find their pleasure in my gifts,

they use it to feed their passions.

If, on the other hand, they do not find joy in it, they lose interest in it.

"Their personal satisfaction forms second nature to them. They don't know where to find their true pleasure.

It is with difficulty

-that they perceive the pleasures adjusted to the Love of God,

-even in holy things.

Receiving my gifts, graces and favors,

-they must not appropriate them

-seeking only their own pleasure.

They must consider them as divine gifts,

-serving to love the Lord much,

-ready to sacrifice them for this same Love. »

Being in my usual state, I saw my blessed Jesus and he said to me:

"My daughter, how deeply I loved men! See, human nature was

-corrupted,

-humiliated and

-without hope of glory and resurrection. To save them, I wanted to suffer

-all the humiliations in my Humanity,

-especially be undressed, flogged and chastised.

I also suffered flogging, to the point that my humanity was almost destroyed.

All this, in order to

-to renew their humanity,

-to fill them with life, honor and glory for eternal life. What could I have done for them that I didn't do?"

After reading several lives of saints including

-one desired suffering and

-another the smallness,

I asked myself internally the question:

"What is the best way of holiness available to me?" Unable to answer this question, I felt oppressed.

To free myself from this thought and to think only of loving Jesus, I said to myself:

"I don't want to aspire to anything but

-to love Jesus and

-to perfectly accomplish his Will."

While I was immersed in this reflection, my blessed Jesus came and said to me:

"I love you in my Will.

Don't you know that if the grain of wheat is not buried and does not die completely, it cannot produce new life and multiply?

Likewise

-if the soul is not buried in my Will,

-that is, if it does not die completely to itself,

-by inserting his will into mine,

it cannot produce a new life all divine

-with the reproduction of all the virtues of Christ- which constitute true holiness.

"My Will should be the striking seal

-any external tone and

-all your interior.

And when everything in you has been renewed, then you will find true Love.

This is where the best of all holiness to which a creature can aspire is found. »

Finding myself in my usual state, I said to Jesus:

"Lord, let me be all yours and let me never be separated from you. do not allow me to be a thorn that makes you bitter, bored or disturbs you. However, make me a stimulant for you

-to support you when you are tired and oppressed,

-to console you when you are afflicted, and

-to rejoice when you are disgusted by creatures. »

As I said this, my blessed Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, the one who has the continual desire to love me

-is always with me and

-can never be a thorn that hurts me.

Rather, it is a stimulant that supports me, consoles me, caresses me and soothes me Because true Love has the power to make the loved one happy.

He who always loves me cannot

-displease me or

-disgust me

because Love absorbs its whole person.

He could do little things that I would not like and that he would not notice. But Love has the virtue of purifying this, in such a way that I can always find my delights in that person. »

I was living bitter days because of the almost continual deprivation of the blessed Jesus.

From time to time, like lightning, he let himself be seen briefly. Then, immediately,

-he hid in me in a deep silence,

-so much so that I could not see it.

After waiting for him for a long time, I saw him, but he was very bitter and silent. I said, "Tell me at least what makes you suffer so much?

Then, reluctantly and only to please me, he said to me:

"Oh! My daughter, you are not aware of what is to happen.

Moreover, if I made you aware of this, you would calm my indignation and I would not be able to do what I want. That is why I remain silent.

Be calm about how I am with you in this brief period of time. Take courage, because it will be very bitter for you.

Act like a great athlete,

-still living generously and

-dying in my Will without even crying.

Having said this,

Jesus hid even deeper inside me,

leaving me petrified and unable to mourn his deprivation.

It is only out of obedience that I write this since, for a good period of time, I was almost continuously out of my body.

Maybe it was just a dream, but it seems to me that I saw

-desolate places,

-deserted cities,

-entire streets empty of pedestrians and

-many deaths.

My astonishment was such that I am still amazed.

Also, I desire to imitate my good Jesus and remain taciturn and silent. The reason for all this, I do not know.

Jesus, my Light, said nothing to me. I write these things only out of obedience.

Deo gracias! (Thank God!).

Continuing in my silence, I spent several days in great bitterness. It was as if my interior had been hit by a lightning bolt.

I couldn't move forward or backward.

I don't know how to explain what happened to me internally. And I think it's better for me to keep silent about that.

When my blessed Jesus showed up this morning, he said to me:

"My daughter,

whoever does not correspond to my grace lives like birds of prey:

-he lives by looting,

-steal my grace,

-does not recognize me and,

-in the end, offend me. »

I was in my usual state

I had learned that my city was experiencing an epidemic that, in other places, was killing many people.

So I asked Our Lord to please me by sparing the victims and making me suffer in their place.

While I was telling him this, Jesus gave me suffering, and then he said to me:

"My daughter, a long time ago,

I said that the death of a person was necessary to save the cities.- This was the truth, but it was not understood at that time.

At all times, it has been necessary for one person to suffer for the good of others.

'To be accepted,

-this person must voluntarily offer himself,

-alone, and out of love for God and his brothers.

His suffering

-do not equal the suffering of others;

-rather, they surpass them and there is no value that equals them.

Do you think your suffering is enough? No.

If I suspended the epidemic completely, how would these cities end? Oh! Woe to them, things would get worse! »

One day, when I was in my usual state,

my kind Jesus showed himself to me, stroked me and kissed me.

He made me understand that, since mom was very sick, he would come to take her.

So I said to him, "My Lord, you want it and I give it to you. However, I don't want you to bring it right away.

I want, above all, to be rewarded for this gift I give you.

I want you to receive it directly in Paradise, without passing it through purgatory.

And this,

-at the cost of my own suffering,

-that is, I want to do penance in his place."

Blessed Jesus said to me, "My daughter, I want to do this."

Then I continued my prayer by telling him:

"My sweet Love,

-how could my heart see my mother suffering in purgatory, she who has suffered so much and shed so many tears because of me?

-It is the weight of gratitude that pushes and forces me.

In all other things, do what you desire, but in this one, I don't give in. You will make me happy if you do what I want. »

Jesus continues:

"My beloved, do not be so unwelcome:

-you are tireless,

-you ask me a lot and

-you force me to please you! »

Of all that I told him, Jesus did not give me a precise answer and I cried like a child.

I asked and asked, offering him

-minute after minute,

-hour after hour,

all that he suffered in his Passion.

I applied his sufferings

-to my mother's soul

-so that it is purified and embellished.

In this way, I hoped that she would get what I had asked for.

Drying my tears, Jesus added:

"My beloved, do not cry; I love you so much! Could I not please you?

With this continual offering of my Passion,

I have not let anything slip from all that I have suffered for the benefit of your mother.

His soul remained immersed in a huge sea.

And this sea washes it, beautifies it, enriches it and floods it with light. To make sure you like me, when she dies,

you will be surprised by a fire by which you will feel yourself shining. »

I remained happy, but not sure.

Because Jesus didn't really assure me that He would take it directly to Heaven.

Two months have passed since my last writing. It is with great repugnance and only out of obedience that I return to the task. How heavy I feel!

In thought, I said to my Jesus:

"See how I love you and how my love grows, for,

-out of love for you only,

I submit to this hard sacrifice.

As much as it is difficult for me to start writing again, I want to tell you that

"I love you."

I don't remember perfectly everything that happened.

I will tell what happened from the moment I asked my Jesus to take my mother directly to Paradise, without her having to go through purgatory. However, things are a bit confusing in my memory.

It was March 19, a day dedicated to St. Joseph.

In the morning, when I was in my usual state, Mom moved from this life to the next.

Making me see that he was taking her to bring her, Blessed Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, the Creator takes back his creature."

At this time,

-I felt consumed internally and externally by a fire so intense that I felt my viscera and my whole body shining.

If I ate something,

-it has become an inner fire and

-I was forced to vomit it immediately.

This fire consumed me, but it left me alive.

Oh! As I understood what the fire of purgatory is:

while it consumes, it gives life.

He does the work of food, water, death and life!

Despite everything, I was happy in this state.

But since I hadn't seen where Jesus brought Mom, my joy wasn't complete. I thought my suffering was Mom's, assuming she was in purgatory.

Seeing Jesus blessed in these days, he did not leave me alone. I cried and I told him:

"My sweet Love, where have you brought it? I'm glad you brought it, but if you don't have it with you, I can't tolerate it. I will continue to cry until you answer me on this point. »

It seemed to me that Jesus was happy with my tears. He dried my tears and said to me:

"My daughter, don't be afraid.

Be calm and when you have calmed down, I will let you see it. You will be very happy.

In addition, the fire you feel will serve as proof that I have satisfied you. »

Yet I continued to cry, especially when I saw her, because I felt that something was missing from her beatitude.

I cried so much that the people who came to visit me thought I was crying because of my tenderness for her and out of regret for losing her. They were a little outraged, thinking that I was not conforming to God's Will. But, in truth, I was swimming in her more than ever.

However, I have not sought refuge in any human court, because they are all false, but only in the Divine Tribunal, because this one is true. My good Jesus did not condemn me.

I had rather pity and, to support me,

he came more often,

giving me more opportunities to cry.

If he hadn't come, I wouldn't have had anyone to cry with for what I wanted to happen.

After several days, my good Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, please be consoled.

I want to tell you and make you see where your mother is.

Before and after I took it with me, you offered me on her behalf all that I have deserved and suffered in my life.

As a result, in the stage she is in now, she takes part in all that my Humanity did and enjoyed.

Nevertheless, my Divinity is still hidden from him, but it will soon be revealed to him.

The fire you suffered and your prayers served to free your mother from many pains of the senses that are the lot of everyone. »

At this time,

it seemed to me that I was seeing Mom inside a huge space. In this space, there were joys and delights corresponding to all

the words, thoughts, looks, works, sufferings, heartbeats, etc. of the most holy Humanity of Jesus.

I also understood

-that this holy Humanity is an intermediate paradise for the blessed and

-that everyone, in order to enter the paradise of his Divinity, must first pass through the paradise of his Humanity.

On the other hand, it was for my mother a very singular privilege, reserved only for a few who do not have to experience purgatory.

I also understood very well that she was not in torments, but in delights. However, his joy was not perfect, but partial.

I continued to suffer for twelve days, so vividly that I felt about to die.

It was also obedience that intervened so that the little thread of life that still held me back was not broken. Then I returned to my natural state. I don't know why obedience always interferes so as not to let me pass to Heaven.

My good Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, the Blesseds of Heaven give me great glory by the perfect union of their will with mine.

Because their life is a reproduction of my Will.

There is so much harmony between them and me that their breath, their movements, their joys and all that constitutes their beatitude are an effect of my Will.

"As for the souls who are still travelers,

-they unite with my Will

-so as never to part with it.

Their life is from Heaven and I receive from them the same glory that I receive from the blessed. However, I take more pleasure and satisfaction in them,

-because, what the blessed do in Heaven,

-they do it without sacrifice and with delight. On the other hand, what pilgrim souls do,

-they do so with sacrifice and

-with suffering.

And where there is sacrifice, I am very happy and I take more joy. The Blessed themselves, since they live in my Will,

form the same life with me and,

thus, they also share the delights that come to me from pilgrim souls.

I remember that on another occasion, fearing that what I was experiencing was the work of the devil, the good Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, the devil also knows how to talk about virtues. Nevertheless, while he talks about it, he leaves in the soul

-repugnance and hatred for these same virtues. Thus, the poor soul is in a state

-contradiction and

-without strength to practice what is good.

On the other hand, when it is I who speak,

my Word is Truth,

it is full of Life,

it is not sterile, fertile goal.

When I speak, I infuse love and virtue into the soul.

Truth is strength, light, support and a second nature for the soul that allows itself to be guided by it."

To continue my story, I will say that only ten days had passed since my mother's death when my father fell seriously ill in turn.

The Lord made me understand that he too was going to die.

I gave it to the Lord in advance and repeated everything I had done for my mother, so that he would not go to purgatory either.

However, the Lord was very reluctant and did not listen to me. I feared very much, although not for his salvation.

Because, about fifteen years before, the good Jesus had made me the solemn promise that of all those who belonged to me, not one would be lost. As a result, I did not fear for his salvation.

Nevertheless, I was greatly frightened about purgatory. I prayed continuously, but the good Jesus rarely came.

It was only on the sixteenth day of Dad's illness, as he was dying, that blessed Jesus showed himself, all benevolent and dressed in white as ready for a celebration.

He said to me, "Today I soften your father. However, out of love for you, I will meet him

-not as a judge,

-but as a benevolent father Thus, I will welcome him in my arms. »

I insisted on the question of purgatory, but, not paying attention to me, it disappeared.

My father having died, I did not feel any particular suffering as was the case when my mother died. For this reason, I understood that my father had gone to purgatory.

I prayed and prayed, but Jesus only let himself be seen very briefly, without giving me time for anything. Because of this, I couldn't even cry, since I had no one to cry with: the only one who could have heard my crying running away from me.

Adorable Righteousness of God in His ways!

After two days of internal pain, I saw Jesus blessed.

As I asked him about my father, I heard his voice, as if he had been behind Jesus, all in tears, and asking for help. At that moment they both disappeared. I remained with great pain in my soul and prayed a lot. '

Seven days later, finding myself out of my body, I saw myself inside a church in which there were several souls from purgatory.

I asked Our Lord to at least allow my father to do his purgatory inside this church, for I could see that the souls of purgatory who are in a church are constantly consoled by the prayers and masses that are celebrated there;

They are even more consoled by the sacramental Presence of Jesus, which for them is a continuous comfort! At that moment, I saw my father with a reverential aspect and Our Lord placing him near the tabernacle. At this sight, I remained with less sorrow in my heart.

I remember confusedly that Jesus had previously made me understand the precious value of suffering and that I had asked him to make everyone understand the great good that is there.

He had said to me: My daughter, the cross is a fruit externally filled with thorns and roughness. However, apart from its thorns and coating, there is in it a precious and exquisite fruit that only those who have the patience to overcome the discomfort of its thorns can taste.

Only they can discover the secret of this wonder and the taste of this fruit. Whoever has discovered this secret keeps it with love and lust, looking for this fruit without noticing the thorns. Everyone else looks at this fruit with disdain and spite. »

I said to Jesus:

"My sweet Lord, what is the secret in the fruit of the Cross?"

He said to me: "His secret lies in the many coins that the soul finds there, in sight.

-his entry into Heaven and

-of his eternal beatitude.

With these pieces, the soul becomes rich and eternally blessed. »

Everything I remember, I remember confusingly and it's not very well ordered in my mind. For this reason, I stop here.

Being in my usual state, I saw my blessed Jesus for a brief moment. I prayed to Him for myself and for others.

However, I did it with unusual difficulties,

-because I thought I couldn't get much

-if I prayed only for myself.

With that, the good Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

prayer is concentrated in a single point.

This point is able to bring together all the other points.

Thus, one can get

-a lot if one prays only for oneself and

-as much if one prays for others. Its effectiveness is unique. »

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