The Book of Heaven

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Volume 11 audio

O my Jesus, heavenly prisoner,

the sun is setting, darkness invades the earth, and You remain alone in the tabernacle.

It seems to me to see You sad in the solitude of the night because You do not have with you

-the crown of your sons and your tender wives

who could at least keep you company in this voluntary imprisonment.

O divine prisoner, I am heartbroken to have to say good evening to you.

I wish I didn't have to say goodnight anymore, not having the courage to leave you alone.

I say good evening with my lips, but not with my heart. Better, I leave my heart with You.

I will count your heartbeat and match mine. I will comfort you, I will let you rest in my arms,

I will be your vigilant sentinel, I will make sure that nothing comes to sadden you.

Not only do I not want to leave you alone, but I also want to share all your suffering.

O heart of my heart, o Love of my love, leave this air of sadness and be consoled.

I have no heart to see you afflicted.

While I say goodnight with my lips,

I leave you my breath, my affections, my thoughts, my desires and my movements.

They will form a chain of acts of Love

-who will surround you like a crown and who will love you in the name of all. Aren't you happy, O Jesus? You say yes, don't you?

O prisoner of love, I am not finished.

Before leaving, I also want to leave my body in front of you.

I want to make of my flesh and bones many small pieces,

so that they may form as many lamps as there are tabernacles in the world.

With my blood, I want to make many small flames that will shine on these lamps.

I want to place in every tabernacle my lamp which,

-with the lamp of the sanctuary, will enlighten you and tell you:

"I love you, I adore you, I bless you, I make reparations and I thank you for me and for ALL."

O Jesus, let us make a pact, let us promise to love each other more and more. You will give me more love, you will envelop me with your love,

you will make me live in your love and you will immerse me in your love.

Let us strengthen our bonds of love. I will only be happy if you give me your Love

so that I can truly love you.

Bless me, bless us all.

Hold me on your heart, imprison me in your love. I leave you by placing a kiss on your heart.

Good night, good night, O Jesus!

O my Jesus, sweet prisoner of love, here I am again before you.

I left you saying goodnight and I come back now saying good day.

I was anxious to come back for

tell you again my most ardent desires and

offer you my loving heartbeat, as well as my whole being. I want to blend into you as a token of my love for you.

O my adorable Love,

-coming to give myself totally to you, I also come to receive you totally.

Since I cannot exist without there being a life in me, I want that life to be yours.

Everything is given to the one who gives everything, isn't it?

So, today,

I will love you with your heartbeat of passionate lovers,

I will breathe with your throbbing breath in search of souls,

I will desire your glory and the good of souls with your infinite desires,

I will make all the heartbeat of creatures flow into your divine heartbeat.

Together, we will seize all creatures and save them all, leaving none of us,

-even at the cost of all sacrifices,

-even if I had to bear all the sufferings. If you wanted to keep me away,

-I would throw myself more into you,

-I would shout louder to plead at your side for the salvation of all your children, my brothers.

O my Jesus, my Life and my All,

how many things your voluntary imprisonment awakens in me!

Souls are the reason. It is love that binds you so strongly to them. It seems that the words soul and love make you smile and weaken you to the point of causing you to give in on all points.

Seeing these excesses of love, I will always stay with you with my usual refrain: souls and love.

O my Jesus, I want everything from you:

I want you to always be with me

-in prayer, -in work,

-in pleasures and -in displeasures,

-in my food, -in my movements,

-in my sleep, in short, in everything.

Being unable to get anything on my own, I am sure that with you I will get everything.

That everything we do contributes

-to lessen your suffering,

-to soften your bitterness,

-to be repaired for offenses,

-to pay you back for everything,

-to get all conversions,

even in difficult or desperate cases.

We will go and seek love in all hearts to make you happier. Isn't that right, O Jesus?

Dear prisoner of love,

bind me with your chains, seal me with your love.

Please show me your face. How beautiful you are! Your blonde hair sanctifies my thoughts.

Your calm and serene forehead in the midst of so many offenses

gives me peace and

makes me calm in the midst of the greatest storms,

of my privations of you and your whims that cost me my life.

I know you know all this, but I continue anyway.

It is my heart that tells you these things, it knows better than me how to say them.

O Love, your azure eyes shining with divine light

-lift me up to Heaven and make me forget the earth.

However, for my greatest pain, my exile continues. Quick, fast, O Jesus!

O Jesus, yes you are beautiful!

It seems to me to see you in your tabernacle of love.

The beauty and majesty of your face seduce me and make me see Heaven.

At any time,

your gracious mouth fucks me tenderly,

your sweet voice invites me to love every moment, your knees support me,

your arms enclose me with indissoluble bonds.

And I want to put thousands of burning kisses on your adorable face. Jesus, Jesus,

-let our wills be one,

-let our love be one,

-may our happiness be one! Never leave me alone,

because I am nothing and

because nothing can be without the Whole.

You promise me, O Jesus? It seems to me that you are saying yes. Now bless me, bless us all.

In the company of angels, saints, sweet Mother and all

Creatures

I say to you, "Have a good day, O Jesus, a good day."

The two prayers that precede, I wrote them under the influence of Jesus.

At dusk, he came back and told me that he was keeping that good night and good day.

in his Heart. He said to me:

"My daughter, really, these prayers come out of my Heart. Whoever recites them with the intention of being with me

as it is said in these prayers-,

I will keep Him with me and in me to do everything I do.

Not only will I warm him with my love, but, each time,

-I will increase my love for him,

uniting it with the divine Life and with my own desire to save all souls."

I want to

-Jesus in my mind,

-Jesus on my lips,

-Jesus in my heart. I want to

-look only at Jesus,

-hear only Jesus,

-to press me only against Jesus. I want to

-do everything with Jesus:

-to love with Jesus,

-suffer with Jesus,

-play with Jesus,

-weep with Jesus,

-write with Jesus.

Without Jesus, I don't even want to breathe.

I'm going to stay here without doing anything like a dissipated little girl,

so that Jesus will have to come and do everything with me, happy to be his toy, abandoning me

-to his love,

-to his worries,

-to his whims in love,

until I did everything with him.

Do you understand, O Jesus?

This is my will and you will not make me change my mind! Now come and write with me.

I continued in my usual state when my ever-kind Jesus came. I said to him:

"How is it, O Jesus,

that after you have disposed a soul to suffer and that, knowing the good of suffering,

-she likes to suffer and,

"Believing that her destiny is to suffer, she suffers almost with passion, do you keep this treasure away from her?"

Jesus answered:

"My daughter,

my love is great, my law is unsurpassable,

my teachings are sublime,

my instructions are divine, creative and inimitable.

Thus, when

a soul has trained itself to suffer and

that she comes to the point of loving suffering, then, that all things,

-large or small,

-natural or spiritual,

-painful or pleasant,

may have a unique color and value in this soul,

I make sure that suffering is embedded in his will as well as his property.

As a result, when I send her sufferings, she is willing to accept and love them.

It's as if she's suffering all the time, even when she's not suffering.

The soul comes to do everything in holy indifference. For her, pleasure is as valuable as suffering.

Praying, working, eating, sleeping, etc., have the same value for her.

It may seem to him that I am taking back some things already given, but it is not so. At first, when the soul is not yet well trained, its sensitivity intervenes when it suffers, prays or loves.

But when, by practice, these things have passed into his will as being his own, his sensitivity ceases to intervene.

And when the opportunity comes to put into action the divine dispositions

which I have made her acquire, she exercises them with a firm step and a peaceful heart.

If suffering presents itself, it finds in it the strength and life of suffering. If she is to pray, she finds in herself the life of prayer,

and so on for everything else."

From what I understand, things are as follows. Suppose I am given a gift.

So, until I have determined what I will do with this gift,

-I look at it,

-I appreciate it and

-I feel a certain sensitivity to love this gift. But, if I lock it up and don't look at it, that sensitivity stops.

In doing so, I cannot say that the gift is no longer mine.

It is even the opposite, since, being under lock and key, no one can steal it from me.

Jesus continued:

«In My Will, all things

-hold hands,

-look alike and

-agree.

Thus

suffering gives way to pleasure by saying:

"I have done my part in the Divine Will, and only if Jesus will, I will return."

Fervor says coldly: "You will be more ardent than me if you are content to abide in the Will of my eternal Love."

In a similar way,

-prayer speaks to action,

-sleep speaks the day before,

-the disease speaks to health, etc.

In short, each thing gives way to another, although each has its distinct place.

For the person who lives in my Will,

you don't have to travel to do what I want. It is constantly in Me and responds like an electric wire that does what I want."

I continue in my usual state. My kind Jesus was crucified,

accompanied by a soul that offered itself to him as a victim.

He said to me:

"My daughter, I accept you as a suffering victim.

Whatever you suffer, you will suffer as if you were with Me on the cross. In doing so, you will relieve me.

The fact that your suffering gives me relief is not always noticeable to you.

But know that I was a peaceful victim and a host.

You too, I do not want you to be an oppressed victim, but a peaceful and joyful victim.

You will be like a docile little lamb.

Your bleating, that is, your prayers, your sufferings and your work will serve to heal my wounds."

I was in my usual state. Jesus came and Said to me:

"My daughter, everything you offer me, even a single sigh, I receive it as a pledge of love.

I give you in return my pledges of love.

Thus, your soul can say, 'I live by the pledges given to me by my Beloved.'"

He continued:

"My beloved daughter, since you live from my life, it can be said that your life has ended. And since it is no longer you who live, but I,

whatever we can do to you pleasant or unpleasant, I receive it as if it were done to Myself.

This translates into the fact that,

whatever is done to you pleasant or unpleasant, you do not feel anything.

So there is someone else who feels this pleasure or displeasure in your place. This someone is none other than Me, I who live in you and who loves you very, very much."

After seeing several souls with Jesus, including one who was more sensitive, Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

when a soul of a more sensitive temperament begins to do good, it progresses faster than others.

because her sensitivity guides her to bigger and more difficult undertakings."

I prayed for

-that He removes from this soul his remnants of human sensitivity and

-that He squeezes her more on Him, telling her that He loves her.

For He would completely conquer her as soon as she understood that He loved her.

"You will see that you will succeed," I said to him.

Didn't you win me in this way by telling me that you loved me very, very much? »

Jesus said to me:

"Yes, yes, I will, but I want his cooperation.

Let her escape as much as possible from the people who excite her sensitivity." I asked him, "My Love, what is my disposition, tell me?"

He replied:

"The soul that lives in my Will loses its disposition and acquires Mine.

We find in her a temperament

-attractive,

-pleasant,

-penetrating,

-dignified and

-of a childish simplicity.

In short, she looks like me in everything.

She dominates her temperament as she wants and as necessary. Since she lives in my Will, she possesses my Power.

So she has everything and herself.

Depending on the circumstances and the people she meets, she takes my temperament and disposes of it."

I continued, "Tell me, will you give me a first place in your Will?"

Jesus smiled:

"Yes, yes, I promise you.

I will never leave you out of my Will. And you will take and do whatever you want."

I added:

"Jesus, I want to be poor, poor, small, small. I don't want anything, not even your own things. It's better if you keep them yourself.

I only want You.

And if I need something, you will give it to me, won't you, O Jesus?"

He replied, "Bravo, bravo, my daughter!

Eventually, I found someone who doesn't want anything.

All of them want something from Me, but not the Whole, that is, Me only.

You, by wanting nothing, you want everything.

This is the finesse and cunning of true love." I smiled and he disappeared.

On my return, my All and ever kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, I am Love and I made the creatures all of Love.

Their nerves, bones and flesh are woven with Love. After having woven them with Love,

I made blood flow in all their particles to fill them with Life of Love.

Thus, the creature is none other than a complex of love that can only move in love.

There may be varieties of love, but it is always in love that she moves.

There may be:

-divine love,

-self-love,

-the love of creatures,

-love of evil,

but always love.

The creature cannot do otherwise

Because his life is love, created by eternal Love.

Thus, she is attracted to love by an irresistible force.

Even in evil, in sin, there is a love that drives the creature to act.

Ah! My daughter, how it is not my pain to see that, by misuse, the creature profanes the love with which I have endowed it!

To keep this love that came out of Me and of which I filled her, I remain with her as a poor beggar.

When she moves, breathes, works, talks or walks,

I beg everything from her, I beg her to give everything to Me by saying: "My daughter, I ask you nothing but what I gave you

It is for your own good, do not steal from Me what is Mine.

-The breath is mine, breathes only for me.

-the heartbeat is mine, may your heart throb only for me,

"The movement is mine, moves only for me." And so on.

But, in my greatest pain, I am forced to see

-the heartbeat take one direction, -the breath another. And I, poor beggar,

I stay on an empty stomach while the creatures have their stomachs full

-their self-love and even their passions. Can there be a greater evil than this?

My daughter, I want to pour out my love and pain in you. Only the soul that loves me can sympathize with me."

This morning, when my kind Jesus came, I said to him:

"O my Heart, my Life and my All, how can one know if someone loves only you or also loves others?"

He replied:

"My daughter, if the soul is filled with Me to the edge, to the point of overflowing, that is, if she

-think only of Me,

-seeks only Me,

-speaks only of Me and

-loves no one but Me,

-if it seems that nothing but Me exists for her and that everything else bores her.

At most, it grants only crumbs to what is not God, for example to the things necessary for natural life.

This is what the saints do.

This is how I did for myself and with the Apostles, giving only indications of what to eat or

on where to spend the night.

Behave in this way vis-à-vis nature

-does not hurt love or true holiness and this is a sign that one loves only Me.

But if the soul butterflies from one thing to another,

thinking of me at one time and something else the next,

talking about me at one point, then at length about something else, and so on,

this is a sign that this soul does not love that I and I am not happy about it.

If she only grants me

-his last thought,

-his last word,

-its last action,

it's a sign that she doesn't love me.

Even if she gives me some things, they are just miserable debris. And that's how most creatures do.

Ah! My daughter, those who love me are united to Me like the branches on the trunk of a tree.

Can there be a separation,

an oversight or a different food between the branches and the trunk? They have the same life, the same goals, the same fruits.

Better yet, the trunk is the life of the branches and the branches are the glory of the trunk.

They are the same. This is how souls who love are in relation to Me."

Finding me in my usual state, my kind Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter,

the soul that lives in my Will loses its disposition and acquires mine.

In my disposition, there are many melodies that constitute the paradise of the blessed:

-my sweetness is music,

-my goodness is music,

-my holiness is music,

-my beauty is music,

-my power, my wisdom, my immensity and everything else are music.

Participating in all the qualities of my temperament, the soul receives these melodies. Through her actions, even the smallest ones, she emits melodies for Me.

Hearing these melodies, I recognize music from My Will, that is, from my temperament.

And I hasten to listen to him. I love her so much that she

-rejoices me and

-consoles me for all the harm that other creatures do to me.

My daughter, what will happen when this soul arrives in Heaven? I will place it before Me,

Je jouerai ma musique et elle jouera la sienne.

Nos mélodies se croiseront et chacune trouvera son écho en l'autre.

All blesseds will know that this soul is

-the fruit of my Will,

-the prodigy of my Will

And all of Heaven will enjoy a new paradise.

To these souls, I repeat incessantly:

"If Heaven had not been created, I would create it for you only." In these souls, I place the Heaven of My Will.

I make them my real images

And I walk in Heaven all filled with joy and playing with them.

I repeat to them:

"If I had not placed myself in the Sacrament,

for you alone I would do it, that you may be a true Host."

In fact, these souls are my true Hosts and,

as I cannot live without My Will,

I cannot live without these souls.

They are not simply my true Hosts, but my Calvary and my very Life.

These souls are more dear to me than the tabernacles and consecrated Hosts themselves,

because, in the host,

-my Life ceases when species are consumed,

-while in these souls my Life never ceases.

Better, these souls

-are my Hosts on earth and

-they will be my eternal Hosts in Heaven.

For these souls, I add:

"If I had not incarnated in my Mother's womb,

-I would have incarnated only for you and,

-for you only, I would have suffered my Passion,

for I find in you the true fruit of my Incarnation and my Passion."

This morning Father G. offered himself to Our Lord as a victim. I prayed to Jesus to accept this offering.

My ever kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, I accept her with great heart.

Tell him that his life will no longer belong to him, but to Me

And that he will be a victim as I was during my hidden life.

During my hidden life, I was a victim for the whole interior of man by repairing for his evil desires, thoughts, tendencies and affections.

What man does externally is none other than the expression of his interior. If so much evil can be seen on its exterior, what about its interior?

Repairing for the interior of the man cost me dearly It took me to do it for thirty years.

My thoughts, my heartbeat,

my breaths and desires were always attached to thoughts,

-heartbeat,

-breaths and

-to the desires of man

in order to make reparation for his wrongdoing and to sanctify them.

I choose him as a victim associated with this aspect of my hidden life and I want all his inner life to be united to Me and offered to Me.

with the intention of satisfying for the inner faults of other creatures.

I do this for good.

Since, as a priest, he knows better than anyone the interior of souls and all the rot that is there.

Thus, he will better understand how much my state as a victim has cost me, this state in which I want him to take part, and not only him, but also others he will approach.

My daughter

tell him the great grace I give him by accepting him as a victim.

For becoming a victim is equivalent to receiving a second baptism, and even more. Since I thus raise it to the level of my own Life.

As the victim must live with Me and of Me, I must wash him of all filth.

-by giving him a new baptism and

-by strengthening it in grace.

So, from now on, he will have to consider everything he does as mine rather than his own.

Whether he prays, speaks or works, he will say that these are my own things.

Then Jesus seemed to look all around and I said to him:

"What are you looking at, O Jesus? Aren't we alone?"

He replied:

"No, there are people. I gather them around you to have them with Me." I added, "Do you love them?"

He replied:

"Yes, but I would like them

more relaxed, more confident,

braver, more intimate with Me, and

without any thought for themselves.

They must know that the victims are no longer in control of themselves.

Otherwise they would cancel out their victim status."

Then, having to cough a little, I say:

"Jesus, make me die of tuberculosis. Quickly, quickly, bring me, take me with you!"

He said, "Don't let me see you unhappy, otherwise I suffer. Yes, you will die of tuberculosis. Patient just a little more.

And if you don't die of physical tuberculosis, you will die of tuberculosis of love.

Please do not go out of my Will. For my Will will be your paradise.

Better yet, you will be the paradise of my Will.

As many days as you live on earth, so many paradises I will give you to Heaven."

Jesus continued to tell me about the victimhood, telling me:

"My daughter,

baptism at birth is given by water.

It has the virtue of purifying, but not of removing tendencies and passions.

On the other hand, the baptism of the victim is a baptism by fire. He does not only have the virtue of purifying,

but also that of consuming evil and evil passions.

I myself baptize the soul little by little:

my thoughts baptize his thoughts;

my heartbeat his heartbeat, my desires his desires,

and so on.

This baptism takes place between me and the soul to the extent that it gives itself to me without taking back what it has given me.

That is why, my daughter,

you don't feel bad tendencies or anything like that. This stems from your victim status.

I tell you this to console you.

Tell Father G. to be very attentive, for

-this is the mission of the missions,

-the apostolate of the apostolates.

I always want it with me and everything absorbed in me."

I found myself.

I felt a great desire to do the most holy Will of Jesus blessed.

He came and said to me:

"My daughter, life in my Will is the holiness of holiness. The soul that lives in my Will,

-however small, ignorant or unknown she may be, leave the other saints behind,

-even with their prodigies, conversions and resounding miracles.

Truly, these souls are queens, it is as if all the others were at their service.

It seems that they do nothing, but, in reality, they do everything.

For, being in my Will, they act divinely in a hidden and surprising way.

They are

-a light that illuminates, -a wind that purifies,

-a fire that burns, -a miracle that makes miracles happen.

Those who perform miracles are channels, but the Power resides in these souls.

They are

-the feet of the missionaries, -the language of the preachers,

-the strength of the weak, -the patience of the sick,

-the authority of the superiors,-the obedience of the subjects,

-tolerance of slandered, -insurance in dangers,

-the heroism of the heroes, -the courage of the martyrs,

-the holiness of the saints, and so on.

Being in My Will,

they contribute to all the good that can exist in Heaven and on earth.

That is why I can say

-that they are my true hosts,

-living hosts, not dead.

The accidents that form the sacramental hosts

-are not filled with life and

-do not influence my life.

While the soul is full of life

Doing My Will, it influences and contributes to all that I do.

That is why these hosts consecrated by my Will are more dear to me than the sacramental hosts, and if I have a reason to exist in the sacramental host, it is to form these hosts of my Will.

My daughter

I feel so much delight in My Will that, simply to hear someone speak of it, I overabundate with joy and call all Heaven to the feast. Imagine what will happen to the souls who live in my Will:

-in them I find all my happiness and

-I fill them with happiness.

Their lives are those of the blessed.

They seek only two things: my Will and my Love.

They have little to do and yet they do everything.

Their virtues being absorbed by my Will and Love, these souls no longer have to worry about them, since my Will possesses everything in a divine and infinite way.

So is the life of the blessed."

Finding me in my usual state, my ever kind Jesus made himself all sad and said to me:

"My daughter, they don't want to understand that everything consists of

-to give oneself to Me and

-to do my Will in everything and always.

When I have obtained this, I stimulate the soul and say to it:

"My daughter, take this joy, this comfort, this relief, this refreshment." However, if the soul takes these things before

-to have given himself completely to me and

-to do my Will in everything and always,

they are human acts, while after that they are divine acts.

As these are my things, I am no longer jealous and I say to myself: "If she takes a legitimate pleasure, it is because I want it;

if she negotiates with people, if she legitimately converses, I want to.

If I didn't want to, she would be ready to stop everything. Also, I put everything at his disposal,

since everything she does is the effect of my Will and not hers."

Tell me, my daughter, what have you missed since you gave yourself to Me completely?

I have given you my tastes, my pleasures and everything from Me for your contentment.

This in supernatural order. But in the natural order too

I have not let you lack anything: confessors, communions, etc.

Even more, since you only wanted Me, you didn't want a confessor so often.

But as I wanted everything in abundance for the one who wanted to deprive herself of everything for Me,

I didn't listen to you.

My daughter, what pain I feel in my Heart when I see that souls do not want to understand this, even those who are considered the best!"

This morning my ever kind Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, my Will is the center. While the virtues are circumference. Imagine a wheel in the middle of which all the spokes are concentrated.

What would happen if one of the rays wanted to detach from the center? First, this ray would make a bad impression and, second, it would be useless.

Since, detached from the center, he would no longer receive life and would die. In addition, in its movement, the wheel would get rid of it.

This is my Will for the soul. My Will is the center. All things

which are not made in My Will and only to conform to it,

even if they are holy things, virtues or good works, are like rays detached from the center.

They are lifeless.

They can't please me.

I do everything to dismiss and punish them."

I was in my usual state and, as soon as I came, Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, the souls who will shine the most

as precious stones in the crown of my mercy - are the most confident souls.

Because

-the more confident they are,

-the more space they give space to my mercy to pour into them all the graces she wants.

On the other hand, souls who do not have true confidence

sulk my graces,

remain poor and poorly equipped

while my Love remains withdrawn and suffers greatly.

So as not to suffer so much and to be able to pour out my love freely,

I care more about souls who trust than about others.

In these souls,

-I can pour out my love, have fun and cause love contrasts,

-since I am not afraid that they will feel offended or afraid. Rather, they become braver and use everything to love me more.

In short, confident souls are

those where I pour out my Love the most,

those who receive the most graces and who are the richest."

I continued in my usual state and, as soon as I came, Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, human nature tends towards happiness with irresistible force and this with good reason since it was created to be happy with eternal and divine happiness.

But to their great detriment,

-some focus on a single flavour,

-others in pairs,

-others with three or four,

while the rest of their nature remains either empty and tasteless, or embittered and bored.

In fact, human tastes, even those who are said to be holy,

-are mixed with human weakness and unable to reach their full capacity.

In addition, I make sure to make bitter these human tastes to be able to better communicate to the soul my innumerable flavors, which have the strength to absorb all human tastes.

Can we give greater love:

-to be able to give the maximum, I remove the minimum.

-to be able to give the whole, I remove the nothing!

However, this way of operating is not well received by creatures."

I was in my usual state. Blessed Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter,

I sometimes allow faults in a soul who rn' loves to be able to tighten it more strongly on Me

and get him to do greater things for my glory.

These mistakes lead me

-greater compassion for his miseries,

-to love him more and to increase his charisms,

which causes this soul to do greater things for Me. These are excesses of my love.

My daughter, my love for creatures is great. See the sunlight.

If you could extract atoms from it,

from each you would hear my melodious voice say to you:

"I love you, I love you, I love you »

You couldn't count those I love you. You would be drowned in love.

I tell you

"I love you, I love you, I love you" in the light that fills your eyes,

"I love you" in the air you breathe,

"I love you" in the whistling of the wind that rocks your hearing,

"I love you" in the heat or cold felt by your touch,

"I love you" in the blood that flows through your veins.

My heartbeat says "I love you" to your heartbeat.

I tell you again

"I love you" with every thought of your mind,

"I love you" with every gesture of your hands,

"I love you" with every step of your feet;

"I love you" with every word you say.

Nothing happens inside or outside of you without an act of my love for you.

One "I love you" does not wait for the other.

And your 'I love you' to you, how many are there for Me?"

I have remained confused and stunned internally and externally under this avalanche of "I love you" from my Jesus, while my "I love you" for Him are so rare.

And I said, "O my loving Jesus, who could compare to you?"

I could barely stammer a few words, compared to what Jesus made me understand.

He added, "True holiness requires doing my Will by reordering everything in me.

Just as I keep all things ordered for the creature, the creature must order everything for Me and in Me.

My Will keeps all things in order."

This morning, finding myself in my usual state, I was thinking about how to be consumed in love. My blessed Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter,

-if the will wants only Me,

-if intelligence is only interested in knowing me,

-if the memory remembers only me,

this is the way of being consumed in Love by the three faculties of the soul.

Same thing for the senses: if a person

-speak only of me,

-to priest the ear only to what concerns me,

-rejoices only in my things,

-works and walks only for me,

-if his heart loves only me, desires only me, this is consumption in love by the senses.

My daughter, love is a sweet enchantment that gives the soul

-blind to all that is not love and

-all eyes for all that is love.

For the one who loves,

-if what his will encounters is love, it becomes all eyes;

-if what her will encounters is not love, she becomes blind, stupid and she does not understand anything.

Same thing for the language: s

-if she has to talk about love, she feels a lot of light in her words and she becomes eloquent

-Otherwise, she begins to stutter and becomes mute. And so on."

Finding me in my usual state, Blessed Jesus comes briefly. As I felt some discontent, He said to me:

"My daughter, true Love does not lend itself to discontent. Rather, he knows how to take advantage of a feeling of discontent to change it into a very beautiful feeling of contentment. Moreover, being the contentment of contentments,

I cannot tolerate any discontent in a soul that loves me

For I would feel his discontent more than if it were my own.

And I would be forced to give her everything he needs to make her happy.

Otherwise, there would be fibers between us,

heartbeat or thoughts in conflict,

what would make us lose our harmony and what I cannot tolerate in a soul that truly loves Me.

True love acts out of Love or refrains from acting, It asks by Love and gives by Love.

He ends everything in Love.

He dies out of Love and is resurrected out of Love."

I said to him: "Jesus, it seems that you want to thwart me by your words But know that I will not give in.

For now, yield to me out of love, make a gesture of love for Me and give in on what is so necessary for me, what I hold so dear.

For the rest, I surrender totally. Otherwise, I will be unhappy."

He replied, "Do you want to win by dint of discontent?" He smiled and disappeared.

This morning, seeing me very overwhelmed, my always kind Jesus made me drink from his Heart. Then He said to me:

"My daughter,

if someone wanted to drill a hole in a hard object or change its shape, that object would be broken.

But if the object is made of soft material,

it can be pierced or given the desired shape without breaking it.

And if we want to bring it back to its original form, it lends itself to it without problem.

So it is for the soul that lives in my Will. I can do whatever I want with it.

At some point I hurt her,

to another I embellish it, to another I enlarge or transform it.

The soul lends itself to everything, does not oppose anything.

I still have it in my hands and I continually rejoice in it."

Continuing in my usual state, I felt overwhelmed by the deprivation of my ever-loving Jesus. He came and said to me:

"My daughter, when you are without me,

-use this deprivation to double, triple, a hundredfold your acts of love towards Me, thus forming in you and around you an environment of love

-in which you will find me as more beautiful and in a new life.

In fact, wherever there is love, I am there.

There can be no separation between me and the soul that truly loves me: We form one and the same thing because love

-seems to create me, to give me life, to feed me, to make me grow.

In love, I find my center and I feel recreated, although I am eternal, without beginning or end.

The love of the souls who love me rejoices me as long as I feel like I have been remade. In this love, I find my true rest.

My intelligence, my heart, my desires, my hands and feet rest

-in the intelligence of the one who loves me, the heart that loves me,

-in the desires of the one who desires only Me,

-in the hands that work only for Me,

-in the feet that walk only for Me.

I rest in the soul that loves Me.

And, by her love, she rests in Me, finding Me in everything and everywhere."

Continuing in my usual state, I complained to my Jesus about his privations.

He said to me:

"My daughter, when, in a soul, there is nothing that is not foreign to me or nothing that is not mine,

there can be no separation between her and Me.

If the soul has no desire, thought, affection, or heartbeat that is not mine, then,

-or I keep this soul with me in Heaven

-or I stay with her on earth.

If this is how things are going in you, why are you afraid that I will separate myself from you? »

Feeling a little ailing, I said to my ever kind Jesus:

"When will you take me with you?

Please, O Jesus, that death will separate me from this life and unite me with you in Heaven."

He said to me:

"For the soul that lives in my Will, there is no death. Death is for the one who does not live in my Will

Because he has to die to many things: to himself, to passions and to the earth.

But he who lives in my Will has nothing to die for already he is accustomed to living in Heaven.

For him, death is nothing but to deposit his remains,

as someone who takes off his poor man's clothes to put on a royal garment,

to leave his country of exile and take possession of his homeland.

The soul that lives in my Will is not subject to death or judgment. His life is eternal.

Everything death had to do, love has already done

And my Will has reordered the soul completely within me, so that there is no matter for judgment in it.

"So, stay in my Will

And when you least expect it, you will find yourself in my Will in Heaven."

Continuing in my usual state, Blessed Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter,

the soul that lives in my Will is a sky, but a sky without sun and stars. Because I am the sun of this sky and my virtues are its stars.

How beautiful this sky is!

Anyone who knows him becomes in love with it. I myself am particularly in love with it.

Since I occupy the center of it as a sun and I fill it constantly

-new light rays,

-a new love and

-new graces.

How good it is to be in this sky when its sun shines there,

that is, when I caress the soul and fill it with my charisms!

Touched by the love of this soul, I collapse and rest in it. Amazed, all the saints gather around Me.

There is nothing more beautiful on earth and in heaven for Me and for all.

How beautiful this sky is when its sun is hidden, that is, when I deprive the soul of Me!

How the harmony of its stars, which are Peace and Love, can then be particularly admired!

Its atmosphere, calm, serene and fragrant, is not subject to

-clouds, rain or storms

Because it is in the center of the soul that the sun hides.

Or the soul is hidden in the sun and the stars are invisible,

or the sun is hidden in the soul and the harmony of the stars is visible. This sky is beautiful in both cases

He is my happiness, my rest and my paradise."

This morning, after communion, I said to my ever kind Jesus:

"To what state I am reduced, it seems that everything is moving away from me: sufferings, virtues, everything!"

Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, what's going on? Do you want to waste time? Do you want to get out of your nothingness?

Stay in your place, in your nothingness, so that the Whole can keep its place in you.

You must die completely in My Will:

-to suffering, to virtues, to everything.

My Will must be the coffin of your soul.

In the coffin, nature is consumed to the point of disappearing completely. Subsequently, she is reborn to a new and more beautiful life,

In the same way, the soul buried in My Will must die

-to his suffering,

-its virtues and

-to his spiritual possessions

to then resurrect magnificently to the Divine Life.

Ah! My daughter, it seems that you want to imitate the socialite

-which tends to what is temporal

-without worrying about what is eternal.

My beloved, why don't you want to learn to live only in my Will? Why don't you want to live only from the Life of Heaven while you are still on earth?

My Will must be your coffin and Love the lid of this coffin, a lid that takes away the hope of coming out.

Every thought centered on oneself, including the virtues,

-is a gain for oneself and moves away from the divine Life

Whereas if the soul thinks only of Me and what concerns me, it takes within itself the divine Life And, in doing so, it escapes the human and acquires all possible goods.

Did we understand each other well?"

This morning, finding me in my usual state, Blessed Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter,

I feel your breath and I am refreshed from it.

Your breath refreshes me not only when I am near you,

but also when others talk about you or the things you have said to them for their own good.

Through them, I feel your breath, I find myself happy with it and I say to you:

"My daughter sends me her refreshment also through others. Because if she hadn't been careful to listen to me,

she could not have done this good to others. So, it comes from her." Thus, I love you more and I feel compelled to come and converse with you."

He added:

"True love must be exclusive. When it is about someone else,

even on a holy and spiritual person, he makes me nauseous and bored. In fact, only when the love of the soul is exclusively for Me,

I can be the lord of this soul and make of it what I want. So is the nature of true love.

If love is not exclusive, there is

-things I can do and

-others that I cannot do.

My lordship is obstructed, I do not have full freedom. It's an uncomfortable love."

Being with my ever kind Jesus, I complained.

Because, in addition to being deprived of him, I felt my poor heart cold and indifferent to everything, as if he had no more life.

What a pitiful state! I was even unable to cry over my misfortune. I say to Jesus:

"Since I am unable to weep over myself, you, Jesus, have mercy on this heart.

-that you have loved so much and to whom you have promised so much." He said to me:

"My daughter, don't grieve for something that's not worth it. As for Me, rather than grieving for what is happening to you,

I am happy with it and I tell you:

Rejoice with me, because your heart belongs totally to me.

Since you feel nothing of the life of your heart, I am alone in feeling this. You must know that when you feel nothing in your heart,

your heart is in my Heart

where he rests in a gentle sleep and fills me with joy.

If you feel your heart, then enjoyment is common to us.

Let me do it: after

-that I will have given you rest in my Heart and

-that I will have enjoyed your presence,

I will come to rest in you

and I will make you enjoy the contentment of my Heart.

Ah! My daughter

this state is necessary for you, for me and for the world.

It is necessary for you.

For if you were awake, you would suffer greatly when you saw the chastisements that I am currently sending into the world and those that I will send.

It is therefore necessary to keep you in sleep so as not to make you suffer too much.

Your state is also necessary for Me.

Indeed, how much I would suffer if I did not condescend to what you wanted, since you would not allow me to send punishments.

At certain times when it is necessary to send punishments,

it may be better to choose adjoining paths so that everything is less difficult.

Your state is also necessary for the world.

Indeed, if I poured into you by making you suffer as I have already done, it would make you happy since the world would be spared from punishment.

But it would also mean that faith, religion and salvation would be even more suffering, given the attitude of souls in these times.

Ah! My daughter, let Me do it, may I keep you awake or asleep!

Didn't you tell me to do with you what I wanted?

Would you, by chance, take your word back?" I say to Jesus:

"Never, O Jesus! It's more that I'm afraid I've become bad and that it's because of that that I feel in this state."

Jesus continues:

"Listen to my daughter, if it was

because a thought, affection or desire that is not Mine has entered into you,

you would be right to be afraid.

But if this is not the case, it is a sign that I keep your heart in Me wherever I make it sleep. The time will come or I will awaken it: then you will resume the attitude of before.

And, as you are rested, everything will be greater."

He added, "I make souls of all kinds:

-those asleep by Love,

-ignorant of Love,

-fools of Love,

-scholars of Love.

Of all this, do you know what interests me the most? May everything be Love. Everything else, everything that is not Love, deserves no attention."

This morning, as soon as he arrived, my ever kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, my Love is symbolized by the Sun.

The sun rises majestically, although, in reality, it is always fixed and never rises.

Its light invades the whole earth and its heat fertilizes all plants.

There is no eye that does not enjoy it.

There is almost no good that does not benefit from its beneficial influence. That beings would not have life without him?

He does his job without saying a word, without asking for anything.

He does not disturb anyone and occupies no place on the earth that he floods with his light.

Men take advantage of it at will, although they do not pay attention to it.

This is my Love.

It rises for all like a majestic sun. It is not

-no spirit that is not illuminated by my light,

-no heart that does not feel my warmth,

-no soul that is not set ablaze by my love.

More than the sun, I am in the middle of all, even if few pay attention to me. Although I receive little return,

I continue to give my Light, my Warmth and my Love.

If a soul pays attention to me, I go crazy, but without clamor.

For being solid, stable and true, my Love is not subject to weakness.

This is how I would like your love to be for Me.

You would then be a sun for Me and for all,

since true Love possesses all the qualities of the sun.

On the other hand

a love that is not solid, stable and true can be symbolized by the fire of the earth that is subject to variations:

its light cannot illuminate everything, it is weak and mixed with smoke, and its heat is limited.

If he is not fed wood, he dies and turns into ashes; and if the wood is green, it spits and smokes.

Such are the souls who are not completely mine like my true lovers.

If they do some good - even from the angle of holiness or conscience. it is more hubbub and smoke than light.

They quickly perish and become cold as ash. Inconstancy is their characteristic: sometimes fire, sometimes ash."

Finding me in my usual state, my ever kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

the soul that wants to forget itself

must do his actions as if it were Myself who was doing them.

If she prays, she must say, "It is Jesus who prays, and I pray with him."

If she is about to work, walk, eat, sleep, get up, have fun: "

It is Jesus who will work, walk, eat, sleep, get up, have fun." And so on.

Only in this way can the soul come to forget itself: doing its actions.

-not only because I agree, but because I'm the one who does them."

One day, while I was working, I thought to myself, "How is it possible that, when I work,

-not only jesus works with me,

-but that it is he himself who does the work?" He said to me:

«Yes, I do. My fingers are in yours and they are working.

My daughter, when I was on earth, didn't my hands lower

-to work with wood,

-to drive nails,

helping my adoptive father Joseph?

Thus, with my hands and fingers,

I created souls and divinized human actions by giving them divine merit.

By the movement of my fingers,

I called the movement of your fingers and that of other human fingers

And, seeing

-that this movement was made for Me and

-that it was myself who did it,

I extended my nazareth life in every creature and I felt like I was thanked by them.

for the sacrifices and humiliations of my hidden life.

As a girl, my hidden life in Nazareth is not considered by men.

However, apart from My Passion, I could not give them a greater gift.

By lowering to all those little gestures that men have to do daily - like eating, sleeping, drinking, working, lighting the fire, sweeping away.

-,

I put in their hands small coins of divine value of inestimable value.

If my Passion has redeemed them, my hidden life has attached to their deeds, even the most innocuous, divine merits of infinite value.

"Do you see? When you work - and you work because I work -,

-my fingers flow into yours

While I work with you, at this very moment, my creative hands

spread a lot of light in the world.

How many souls I call out!

How many others I sanctify, correct, chastise, etc.!

And you are with me, creating, challenging, correcting, and so on.

Just as you are not alone in this, Neither am I alone in my work. May I do you a greater honor?"

Who could say all that I understood: -all the good

-that one can do to oneself and

-that we can do to others

when we do things as if Jesus was doing them with us? My mind gets lost and, therefore, I stop here.

This morning, my ever kind Jesus said to me:

My daughter, thinking about yourself

-blinds the mind and

-causes a human enchantment forming a net around the person.

This net is woven with weakness, oppression, melancholy, fear and all the evil in man.

The more a person thinks about himself,

even in the aspect of the good, the thicker this net becomes, the more the soul is blinded.

On the other hand, do not think about yourself,

-but to think only of myself and to love only me in all circumstances is light for the spirit and causes a sweet and divine enchantment.

This divine enchantment also forms a net, but a net of light, strength, joy

and trust, in short, a net of everything that belongs to me. No more a person thinks only of me and loves only me,

the thicker this net thickens, to the point that the person no longer recognizes himself.

How beautiful it is to see a soul surrounded by this net woven by divine enchantment!

How beautiful, graceful and dear this soul is to all Heaven! It is the opposite of the soul fixed on itself."

Having shown himself briefly, my ever kind Jesus said to me:

My daughter, how saddened I am when I see a soul withdrawn into itself and acting on its own.

I am near her and look at her

And seeing that she is unable to do what she does well, I wait for her to say to me:

"I want to do this, but I can't;

come and do it with me and I will do everything correctly.

Like what:

-I want to love, come and love with me;

-I want to pray, come and pray with me;

-I want to make this sacrifice, give me your strength, for I am weak; and so on."

With pleasure and in the greatest joy, I will be there for everything.

I am like a teacher who,

-having proposed an assignment to his student, is close to him to see what he will do.

Unable to do well, the student worries, gets angry and even goes so far as to cry But he does not say: "Master, show me how to do it."

What is not the displeasure of the teacher, who thus feels counted for nothing by his student! That is my condition."

He added:

"A proverb says: Man proposes and God disposes.

As soon as the soul proposes to do some good, to be holy, immediately I have the necessary around it: light, graces, knowledge of me and detachments.

And if I do not reach the goal by this, then, by dint of mortifications, I see that nothing is missing for the goal to be achieved.

But, oh! How many leave this structure that my love weaves for them! Very few persist and allow me to do my job."

Finding me in my usual state, my ever-kind Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter, except for love,

virtues, however high and sublime they may be, always leave the creature distinct from its Creator.

Only love transforms the soul into God and leads it to become one with him. Only love can triumph over all human imperfections.

However, true love exists only

if his life and food come from my Will.

It is my Will which, united with love, brings about true transformation in God.

The soul is then in continuous contact

with My power, my holiness and all that I am. It can be said that she is another Self.

Everything is precious and holiness in her.

It can be said that even his breath or the ground touched by his feet are precious and holy, because they are effects of my Will."

He added:

"Oh! If all knew my love and my Will,

they would stop relying on themselves or others! Human support would end.

Oh! How insignificant and uncomfortable they would find it!

All would rely solely on my Love.

And since my love is pure spirit, they would feel perfectly comfortable there.

My daughter, love wants to find the empty souls of everything Otherwise he cannot wrap them in his garment.

It's like a man who wants to put on a suit so full that he could not adjust to it. He would try to put an arm in a sleeve, but he would find it blocked.

Thus, the poor man could only give up the garment or make a bad impression.

The same goes for Love: he can only clothe the soul if he finds it totally empty. Otherwise, disappointed, He must withdraw."

While I was praying for a person, Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, about Love, symbolized by the sun,

it happens as for people who can conveniently do their work only if they keep their eyes down so that the sunlight does not blind them.

If they fix their eyes on the sun, especially if it is noon, their vision is dazzled and they are forced to lower their eyes; otherwise they must cease their activity.

The sun, meanwhile, does not suffer any damage and majestically continues its course.

So it is, my daughter, for the person who truly loves me.

Love is more than a powerful and majestic sun for her.

If people see this person from a distance, his light joins them faintly and they can mock and denigrate him.

But if they approach, the light of love blinds them and they move away to no longer think of it.

Thus, the soul filled with Love continues its course without even worrying about those who look at it, because it knows that Love defends it and keeps it safe.

I said to my ever kind Jesus, "My only fear is that you will leave me."

Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, I can't leave you because

-you are not withdrawn and

-that you don't care about yourself.

For the one who truly loves me, withdrawal and self-care, even for the good, create voids of love.

Thus, my Life cannot fill his soul completely. I feel like I'm sidelined.

This provides me with opportunities to run away from my little ones.

On the other hand, the soul

-who is not inclined to worry about his own things and

-who thinks only of loving me, I fill it completely.

There is no point in his life where my life is not.

And if I wanted to make my little getaways, I would destroy Myself, which is impossible.

My daughter

if souls knew how damaging withdrawal is!

The more a soul looks at itself,

-the more human it becomes and

-the more she feels her miseries and becomes miserable.

On the other hand, do not think

-that to Me,

-that to love Me,

-that to be totally abandoned in Me straightens the soul and makes it grow.

The more the soul looks at Me, the more divine it becomes;

The more she meditates on Me, the richer, stronger and braver she feels." He added:

"My daughter, souls

-who keep themselves united to my Will,

-which allow me to deposit my Life in them and

-who think only of loving me are united to Me like the rays in the sun.

Who forms the sun's rays, who gives them life? Isn't it the sun itself?

If the sun were not able to form its rays and give them life, it would not be able to deploy them to communicate its light and heat.

The sun's rays promote its running and increase its beauty.

So it is for Me.

By my rays, which are one with Me,

-I extend to all regions,

-I spread my light, my graces and my warmth,

-and I feel more beautiful than if I had no rays.

If we asked for a ray of sunshine

-how many races he has done,

-how much light and heat he gave, then, if he had the reason, he would answer:

"I don't deal with that. The sun knows it and it's enough for me

If I had more land to give light and warmth to, I would. Because the sun that gives me life can do anything."

On the other hand, if the ray started looking back to see what it has done, it would lose its way and darken.

These are the souls who love me. They are my living rays.

They don't question what they're doing. Their only concern is to remain united to the divine Sun.

If they wanted to withdraw into themselves, it would happen to them like this ray of sunshine: they would lose a lot."

Continuing in my usual state, Blessed Jesus came briefly and said to me:

"My daughter,

I am inside and outside souls, but who experiences their effects?

These are the souls

-who hold their will close to my Will,

-who call me, who pray and

-who know My Power and all the good I can do to them.

Otherwise,

it's like a person who has water in their house, but doesn't approach to drink:

even if there is water, she does not take advantage of it and she burns with thirst.

Or, it's like a person who is cold and is near a fire, but doesn't approach it to warm up: even if there is fire, they don't take advantage of that heat source.

And so on.

I want to give so much, what is not my sorrow to see that no one wants to enjoy my benefits!"

I write about things from the past. I thought to myself:

"The Lord has spoken

-to some of his Passion,

-to others of his Heart,

-to others of his Cross.

And he talked about a lot of other things.

I would like to know who was most favored by Jesus." My kind Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, do you know who has been favored more by Me?

The soul to whom I have manifested the Wonders and Power of my Most Holy Will.

All other things are parts of Me.

While my Will is the center and life of all things.

My Will

-directed my Passion,

-gave life to my Heart and

-exalted the Cross.

My Will encloses, grasps and activates everything. So it is more than anything. Therefore, the person to whom I have spoken of My Will has been the most favored.

How much should you not thank me for admitting you into the secrets of my Will!

The person who is in My Will is

my Passion,

my Heart,

my Cross,

my very redemption.

There is no difference between Me and her.

You must be completely in My Will if you want to take part in all my possessions. »

Another time, when I was wondering

what is the best way to offer your shares:

-in repair,

-in adoration,

-or otherwise,

my ever benevolent Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

the person who lives in My Will and acts because it is I who want to do so does not need to set his intentions himself.

Since she is in My Will, when she acts, prays or suffers, I dispose of her deeds as I wish.

If I want it to make reparation, I have it repaired;

if I want love, I receive its acts as acts of love.

Being the owner, I do with his things what I want.

This is not the case for people who do not live in my Will: they themselves dispose of their things and I respect their will."

Another time, having read in a book about a saint

-who, at first, had almost no need for food and

-who, subsequently, had to feed herself very often, her need being such that she cried if she was not given something,

I wondered about my condition.

Since, once, when I had taken very little food, I was forced to return it, and now I take more and I do not have to give it back.

I was like, "Blessed Jesus, what's going on?

This seems to me to be a lack of mortification on my part. It is my wickedness that leads me to these miseries."

Jesus came and Said to me:

"Do you want to know why? I will rejoice you.

In the beginning,

-that the soul may become completely mine,

-to empty it of all that is sensitive and

-to place in her all that is heavenly and divine, I even detach her from the necessity of food, in such a way that she almost no longer needs it.

Thus, she touches with her finger that only Jesus is enough, that nothing is more to her.

necessary

She rises very high, despises everything and does not care about anything: her life is heavenly.

Subsequently, after having trained the soul for years and years, I no longer fear that its sensitivity can play the slightest in it.

Since after tasting the celestial,

-it is almost impossible for a soul to appreciate earthly things. So I bring her back to ordinary life.

For I want my children to take part in the things I have created out of Love for them, but according to My Will, not their will.

And it is only out of Love for these children that I feed the other children.

The fact of seeing these celestial children use natural goods

with detachment and

according to My Will

is for Me the most beautiful repair

for those who use natural things outside of My Will.

How, then, can you say that there is evil in you because of what is happening to you? Not at all!

What is wrong with taking in my Will a little more or a little less earthly things? Nothing, nothing! In my Will, nothing evil can be found.

Everything is fine, even in the midst of the most insignificant things."

Finding myself in my usual state, I complained to Jesus blessed about my poor state, saying to him:

"How is it that, in the past, you gave me so many graces, going so far as to crucify me with you, when now nothing is happening?"

Jesus said to me, "My daughter, what do you say? Nothing is happening anymore? False! You are deluding yourself! Nothing is finished and everything is good for you!

You need to know

-that all that I do in a soul is sealed with the seal of eternity and

-that there is no power that can prevent my grace from operating in a soul.

All that I have done to your soul dwells and nourishes it continuously.

If I have crucified you, this crucifixion remains,

and this for all the times I have crucified you. I like to work in souls and put what I do in reserve.

Afterwards, I continue my work without rejecting what I have done before. So how can you say that nothing is happening anymore?

Ah! My daughter

times are so sad that my Righteousness reaches the point

-to block souls who want to take upon themselves the flashes of my righteousness to prevent them from falling on the world.

They are the victims most dear to my Heart.

But the world forces me to keep them almost inactive. However, this is not immobility.

For, being in my Will, these souls do everything,

-even if it seems that they do nothing.

These souls embrace eternity.

But, because of his wickedness, the world does not take advantage of it."

This morning my ever kind Jesus came briefly.

He was very distressed and He was crying. I started crying with him. He told me:

"My daughter, what oppresses us so much and makes us cry so much? That's the state of the world, isn't it?" I replied, "Yes."

He said:

"It is for a holy reason and without self-interest that we mourn. However, who considers this?

On the contrary. They laugh at the affliction we have because of them. Ah! Things are only at their beginning:

I will wash the face of the earth with their own blood."

I then saw a lot of human blood being shed, and I said:

"Ah! Jesus, what are you doing? Jesus, what are you doing?"

Very distressed because of the deprivation of my kind Jesus I prayed and repaired for all. But, in my extreme bitterness, I thought of myself saying:

"Have mercy on me, Jesus, forgive me; Aren't your blood and sufferings for me too? Are they less valuable to me?"

My kind Jesus said to me inwardly:

"Ah! My daughter, what do you say? Thinking of yourself, you regress!

From owner that you are you reduce yourself to the miserable condition of plaintiff!

Poor girl!

By thinking about yourself, you get poorer.

For, in My Will, you are the owner and you can take whatever you want.

If there is anything you can do in My Will, it is to pray and make amends for others."

I say to Jesus:

"My most sweet Jesus, you love very much that those who live in your Will do not think of themselves, but do you think of yourself? (What a silly question!)

He replied:

"No, I don't think about myself.

Those who need something think for themselves. I don't need anything.

I am holiness itself, happiness itself, immensity, height and depth itself. I lack nothing, absolutely nothing.

My Being contains all possible and imaginable goods.

If a thought comes to me, it is the thought of humanity.

Humanity has come out of Me and I want it to come back to Me.

I place in the same condition as Me the souls who really want to do My Will.

These souls are one with Me.

I make them owners of my property because there is no slavery in my Will:

-that which is mine is theirs;

-what I want, they want.

So if a soul feels the need for something for her, it means

-that it is not really in my Will or,

-at the very least, that it regresses, exactly as you are doing now.

Doesn't it seem strange to you that the one who has chosen to be one with Me—that one Will—makes me requests for mercy, forgiveness, blood, suffering, while I have made her the owner of everything with me?

I don't see what pity or forgiveness I can give him, since I have given him everything.

Jaie would have to pity Myself or forgive Myself, which cannot be done.

So, I recommend you

-not to leave my Will and

-to continue not to think about yourself, but only about others.

Otherwise, you will impoverish yourself and feel the need for everything."

Continuing in my affliction, I said to myself:

"I don't recognize myself anymore! My sweet Life, where are you? What do I need to do to find you?

Without you, my Love, I cannot find

-the beauty that beautifies me,

-the force that strengthens me,

-the life that invigorates me.

I lack everything, everything is dead for me.

Without you, life is more painful than any death: it is a continual death! Come, O Jesus, I can't take it anymore!

O Supreme Light, come, don't let me wait any longer! You let me touch your hands, and then, when I try to grab you,

you walk away immediately.

You let me see your shadow.

And, as soon as I try to look in this shadow at the majesty

and the beauty of my sun Jesus, I lose both, the shadow and the sun.

Oh! Please, pity! My heart is in a thousand pieces: I can no longer live. Ah! If at least I could die!"

While I was saying this, my ever-kind Jesus came briefly and He said to me:

"My daughter,

I am here, in you.

If you want to recognize yourself, come to Me, come and recognize yourself in Me.

If you come to recognize yourself in Me, you will put yourself in order. Because in Me you will find your image like Me.

You will find there everything you need to preserve and beautify this image.

When you come to recognize yourself in Me, you will also recognize your neighbor in Me.

And seeing how much I love you and how much I love your neighbor,

-thou shalt rise to the level of true divine Love and,

-inside and outside of you, everything will be put in the true order which is the divine order.

But if you try to recognize yourself in yourself,

first, you will not really recognize yourself because you will lack the divine Light;

second, you'll find everything upside down:

miseries, weaknesses, darkness, passions, and everything else.

This is the mess you will find inside and outside of you.

Because all these things will be at war

-not only against you,

-but also between them,

to know which one will hurt you the most.

And imagine in what order they will place you in relation to your neighbor.

Not only do I want you to recognize yourself in Me,

but, if you want to remember yourself, you must come and do it in Me.

Otherwise, if you try to remember yourself without Me, you will do yourself more harm than good."

It seems to me that this morning my ever-kind Jesus came in his usual way. He seemed happy to see me and to be with me from a

familiar way.

Seeing him so good, gentle, and affable, I forgot all my difficulties and privations. As He wore a crown of thorns large and thick, I said to Him:

"My sweet Love and my Life, show me that you always love me:

take this crown off your head and place it on my head with your hands."

Without delay, He removed the crown from his head and pressed it on mine with his own hands. Oh! How happy I was to have the thorns of Jesus on my head - sharp, yes, but sweet! He looked at me with tenderness and love.

Seeing myself thus looked at by Jesus, I said boldly:

"Jesus, my Heart, the thorns are not enough for me to be sure that you love me as before. Don't you also have the nails with which to nail me?

Quickly, O Jesus, do not leave me in doubt

For the mere doubt of not always being loved by you gives me continual deaths! Pierce me!"

He said to me:

"My daughter, I have no nails with me, but, to satisfy you, I will pierce you with a piece of iron."

Thus, He took my hands and tore them widely, and He did the same for my feet.

I felt like I was immersed in a sea of pain, but also of love and sweetness.

It seemed to me that Jesus could not take away from me his tender and loving gaze. Placing His royal mantle on me, He covered me completely and said to me:

"My sweet daughter, now cease your doubts about my love for you.

If you see Me preoccupied, or if I pass like lightning, or if I am silent, remember that a single renewal of my thorns and nails is enough to bring us back into our intimacy as before. Therefore, be happy and I will continue to spread plagues in the world."

He also tells me other things, but the intensity of the pain prevents me from remembering it well.

Then I found myself alone again, without Jesus.

I poured into my sweet Mother, crying and begging her to bring Jesus back.

My Mom said to me:

"My sweet daughter, don't cry.

You must thank Jesus

-for the way He behaves towards you and

-for the graces He gives you, not allowing you to stray from His Most Holy Will in these times of chastisement.

He could not give you greater graces."

Jesus came back and, noticing that I had cried, He said to me:

"Did you cry?"

I said to him:

"I cried with Mom

I didn't cry with anyone else, and I did it because you weren't there."

He took my hands in his and relieved my suffering.

He then showed me two great staircases connecting earth and heaven.

There were several people on one of the stairs and very few on the other.

The staircase on which there were very few people was of solid gold and it seemed that the people there were other Jesus.

The other staircase seemed wooden and, as for the people there, they were almost all short and undeveloped.

Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, those who live their lives in mine go up the golden staircase I can say that they are my feet, my hands, my Heart, all Myself: they are other Myself.

They are everything to Me and I am their life.

All their actions are golden and priceless, since they are divine. No one is able to reach their height because they are my very Life.

Almost no one knows them because they are hidden in Me. Only in Heaven will they be perfectly known.

On the wooden staircase there are more souls.

It is souls who go through the path of virtues.

This is fine, but these souls are not united to my Life and continually connected to my Will. Their actions are of wood and, therefore, of little value.

These souls are short, almost emaciated,

because human goals accompany their good deeds.

Human goals do not produce growth.

These souls are known to all

because they are not hidden in Me, but rather in themselves. They will not cause any surprises to Heaven,

because they were also known on earth.

So, my daughter, I want you completely in my Life with nothing in yours.

I entrust you with the people you know

so that they may remain strong and constant in the staircase of my Life." He pointed the finger at a person I know, and then he disappeared.

May everything be for his glory.

This morning, when my kind Jesus came, he tied me up with a golden thread and said:

"My daughter, I don't want to tie you up with ropes and chains.

Shackles and iron chains are for rebels and not for docile souls

who want as life only my Will and as food only my Love. For those, a simple thread is enough.

Often, I don't even use a thread.

These souls are so deep within Me that they are one with Me. And if I use a thread, it's more to have fun with them."

While my sweet Jesus was holding me, I saw myself in the boundless sea of his Will and, thus, in all creatures.

I walked in Jesus' mind, in his eyes, in his mouth, in his Heart and, at the same time, in the mind, the eyes and all the rest of the creatures, doing everything Jesus did. Oh! As one embraces everything when one is with Jesus, no one is excluded!

He said to me:

"He who lives in my Will embraces everything, prays and repairs for all. He carries within him the love that I have for all. He surpasses everyone else."

I had read that the one who is not tempted is not dear to God.

And as it seems to me that for a very long time I do not know what temptation is,

I mentioned this to Jesus.

He said to me:

"My daughter, he who lives completely in my Will is not subject to temptation.

because the devil does not have the power to enter into my Will.

Moreover, he would not want to risk it by the fact

-that my Will is Light and

-that, because of this light, the soul would very quickly recognize his tricks and mock him. The Enemy does not like to be mocked, it is for him more terrible than hell itself. He does everything to stay away from the soul that lives in my Will.

Try to get out of my Will and you will see how many enemies will melt on you. He who is in my Will carries high the flag of victory.

And no enemy dares to attack him."

In recent days, it seemed to me that my ever kind Jesus wanted to talk to me.

of his Holy Will. He would come, say a few words, and leave immediately. I remember once he said to me:

"My daughter, to the person who lives in my Will,

I feel the obligation to give my virtues, my beauty, my strength, in short, all that I am.

If I didn't, I would deny Myself."

Another time, then

-that I was reading about the severity of the last judgment and

-that I was very saddened, my sweet Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, why do you want to sadden me?"

I replied:

"It's not up to you to be saddened, but to me."

He said:

"Ah! Don't you want to understand that when a soul lives in my Will

-feels displeasure, sadness or anything else that makes her suffer,

his suffering falls on Me and I feel it as if it were mine?

To the soul that lives in my Will, I can say:

"The laws are not for you, there is no judgment for you."

If I wanted to judge such a soul, I would behave like someone who acts against himself. Instead of having to be judged, this soul acquires the right to judge others."

He added, "The good will of the soul that does good exerts power over my Heart.

Her power is so great that it forces me to give her what she wants."

Afterwards, A question came to me:

"What does Jesus love most: love or his Will?"

He said to me:

"My Will must take precedence over everything. See for yourself:

-you have a body and a soul,

-you are made up of an intelligence, flesh, bones, nerves, but you are not in cold marble, you also contain heat.

Intelligence, body, flesh, bones and nerves are my Will, while the warmth in the soul is Love.

Look at the flame and the fire: they are my Will. While the heat they produce is Love.

Substance is my Will and the effects of this substance are Love. The two are so knotted that one cannot be without the other.

The more the soul possesses the substance of my Will, the more Love it produces."

I was immersed in Jesus and thought of His Passion, especially what He suffered in the Garden.

He said to me:

"My daughter, my first Passion was one of Love.

For the first reason why man sins is his lack of Love. This lack of Love made me suffer more than anything, it crushed me more than if I had been totally crushed. He gave me as many dead as there are creatures that receive life.

A second Passion was that for sins. Sin deceives God of the glory due to him.

Also, to make reparation for the glory that God is deprived of because of sin, the Father made me suffer the passion for sins: each sin caused me a particular passion.

I suffered as many passions as he committed sins and committed them until the end of the world. Thus, the glory of the Father was restored. Sin breeds weakness in man. I wanted to suffer my Passion at the hands of the Jews - my third passion - to restore in man his lost strength.

Thus, through my Passion of Love, Love was restored and restored to its right level.

Through my Passion for sins, the glory of the Father was restored and restored to his level.

By my Passion suffered by the hands of the Jews, the strength of the creatures was restored and restored to its level.

I suffered all this in the Garden:

-extreme bread,

-multiple deaths,

-excruciating spasms.

All this in the Will of the Father."

Then I reflected on the moment when my kind Jesus was thrown into the torrent of the Kidron.

He showed himself to be in a pitiful state, all soaked from these foul waters.

He said to me:

"My daughter, creating the soul,

I covered it with a coat of light and beauty,

But sin takes away this mantle and replaces it with a cloak of darkness and ugliness, which makes her disgusting and nauseating.

To remove this sad mantle from the soul, I allowed the Jews to throw me into the torrent of the Kidron,

-where I was as if wrapped inside and out, since these putrid waters even entered my ears, nostrils and mouth.

The Jews were disgusted to touch me. Ah! How much the love of creatures has cost me – to the point of making Me nauseous, including for Myself!"

This morning my ever kind Jesus came briefly and Said to me:

"My daughter, the soul that does not do my Will is not right to live on earth. His life is meaningless and aimless.

It is like

-a tree that is unable to bear fruit or at best gives poisoned fruit

who poison it itself and poison those who recklessly risk eating it, -a tree that does nothing but steal from the farmer

who painfully digs the ground around him.

Thus, the soul that does not do my Will maintains itself in the attitude of stealing from me. And his thefts turn into poison.

It robs me of the fruits of Creation, Redemption and Sanctification. She steals from me

-sunlight,

-the food she takes,

-the air it breathes,

-water that quenches his thirst,

-the fire that warms it and

-the ground she walks.

For all this belongs to the souls who make my Will.

Everything that belongs to me belongs to these souls.

The soul that does not do my Will has no rights. I continually feel robbed by her.

She must be seen as an undesirable stranger and, as a result, she must be chained and thrown into the darkest prison."

Having said this, Jesus disappeared like lightning.

Another day he came and said to me:

"My daughter, do you want to know the difference between my Will and Love?

My Will is sun and Love is fire.

Like the sun, My Will does not need food.

Its Light and Heat are not subject to increase or decrease.

My Will is always equal to itself and its Light always perfectly pure.

On the other hand, fire, symbol of Love, needs to be nourished by wood and, if it lacks it, it risks withering away to the point of extinguishing.

The fire increases or decreases depending on the wood it is fed. Thus, it is prone to instability.

His Light risks being darkened and mixed with smoke if it is not regularized by my Will."

Continuing in my usual state and having received Holy Communion, my ever kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, my Will is to the soul what opium is to the body.

The poor patient who has to undergo an operation, the amputation of a leg or an arm for example, is asleep with opium.

Thus, he does not feel the alertness of the pain, and when he wakes up, the operation is performed.

He did not suffer too much thanks to opium.

So it is with my Will: It is for the soul the opium that sleeps

intelligence

self-love,

self-esteem, and

everything that is human.

It does not allow

-displeasure, defamation. to the suffering, or inner pain to penetrate deep into the soul

-because He keeps her as asleep.

Nevertheless, the soul retains the same effects and merits, exactly as if it had felt these sufferings deeply.

With one imposing difference, however:

opium must be purchased and the person cannot take it often. If she takes it often, or even every day, she becomes confused, especially if she is of weak constitution.

The opium of my Will, on the other hand, is free and the soul can take it at any time.

The more she takes, the more her reason is enlightened. If it is weak, it acquires the Divine Force."

Afterwards, it seemed to me to see people around me. I say to Jesus, "Who are they?"

He replied, "These are the ones I entrusted to you some time ago. I recommend them, watch over them

I want to form a bond between you and them to always have them around Me."

He pointed to one in particular. I say to Jesus:

"Ah! Jesus, you have forgotten my extreme misery and nothingness, and how much I need everything! What should I do?"

He replied:

"My daughter, you won't do anything, just like you've never done anything.

It is I who will speak and act within you: I will speak through your mouth.

If you want and if these people have good dispositions, I will do everything.

And if I have to keep you asleep in My Will, I will wake you up when the time is right and make you talk to them.

I will rejoice when I hear you speak of my Will,

-either in a state of wakefulness or asleep.'

I'm going to write down a few things that Jesus has told me in the last few days. I remember that, while feeling cold and indifferent, I was doing what I used to do. I thought to myself:

"Who could say how much more glory I give to Jesus when I feel the opposite of what I feel now?"

Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

-when the soul prays fervently, it is incense with smoke that it sends me.

-when she prays feeling cold but without letting herself in

anything foreign to Me, it is smokeless incense that she sends to me. I like both. But I like smokeless incense more,

because smoke always causes some trouble to the eyes." As I continued to feel cold, my kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, in my Will, ice is more fiery than fire. What would impress you the most: to see

-ice burn and destroy everything that touches it or

-fire turn things into fire? Definitely ice.

Ah! My daughter, in my Will, things change in nature.

Thus, in my Will, ice has the virtue of destroying everything that is not worthy of my Holiness, making the soul pure, clear and holy according to my taste and not according to its taste.

Such is the blindness of creatures and also of people who are considered good.

When they feel cold, weak, oppressed, etc.:

-the worse they feel,

-the more they retreat within their will, forming a labyrinth to sink further into their troubles,

rather than making the leap into my Will, where they would find

-cold-fire,

-misery-wealth

-weakness-strength,

-oppression-joy.

It is on purpose that I make the soul feel bad, to give it the opposite of what it feels.

However, not wanting to understand this once and for all,

the creatures render my designs on them in vain. What blindness! What blindness!"

Another day, Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, see how the soul that lives in my Will is nourished." He made me see a sun unfolding countless rays.

It was so bright that our usual sun is just a shadow next to it. Some souls immersed in the light of this sun drank from its rays like breasts.

Although these souls seemed totally inactive, all divine work was done by them. My ever kind Jesus added:

"Have you seen the happiness of the souls who live in my Will and how my works are done through them?

The soul that lives in my Will is nourished by Light, that is, by Me. And, while she does nothing, she does everything.

Whatever she thinks, does or says, this is the effect of the food she takes, that is, the fruit of my Will."

Continuing in my usual state, I prayed to my sweet Jesus to be kind enough to share his sufferings with me. He said to me:

"My daughter,

my Will is the opium of the soul,

but my opium to Me is the soul abandoned in My Will.

This opium from the soul prevents

-the thorns to sting me,

-the nails to pierce me,

-the wounds of making me suffer.

He relieves everything in Me, he puts everything to sleep.

So if you have given me opium, how can you want Me to share my Sufferings with you? If I don't have them for Myself, I don't have them for you either."

I said to him:

"Ah! Jesus, you're good to come to me with this!

You make fun of me by taking words that allow you not to satisfy me!"

He replied:

"No, no, it's true, it's really like that.

I need a lot of opium and I want you completely abandoned in Me.

So that I no longer recognize you as yourself, but as Myself, and so that I can tell you that you are my soul, my flesh, my bones.

In these times, I need a lot of opium.

For if I wake up, I will pour out a flood of punishments."

Then he disappeared.

He came back a little later and added:

"My daughter, it often happens to souls what happens in the air.

Because of the bad smell that escapes from the earth, the air becomes heavy and a good wind is needed to eliminate this bad smell.

Then, after the air has been purified and a beneficial breeze has begun to blow,

we have the taste to keep our mouth open in order to better enjoy this purified air.

The same thing happens to the soul. Often

-complacency,

-self-esteem,

-the ego and

-everything that is human weighs down the air of the soul.

And I am forced to send the winds

-coldness,

-temptation,

-aridity,

-slander, so that they

-clean the air,

-purify the soul and

-put it back in its nothingness.

This nothingness opens the door to the All, to God, who gives rise to fragrant breezes.

So that, keeping the mouth open,

the soul can better enjoy this beneficent air for its sanctification. »

I felt some discontent because of the privations of my ever-kind Jesus He came briefly and Said to me:

"My daughter, what are you doing?" I am the contentment of contentments.

I am in you and I feel discontent. I recognize that it comes from you

And, therefore, I do not fully recognize myself in you

Indeed, discontent is part of human nature and not of divine nature.

It is my Will that what is human no longer exists in you, but only what is divine."

Then, as I thought of my sweet Mother, Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, the thought of my Passion has never left my dear Mother. By this, she was completely filled with Me.

The same thing happens to the soul: by dint of thinking about what I have suffered, it comes to be completely filled with Me."

I was all afflicted because of the deprivation of my sweet Jesus.

He came from behind, placed a hand on my mouth, and moved the sheets from the bed which were so close that they prevented me from breathing freely.

He said to me, "My daughter, the soul that lives in my Will is my breath. My breath contains all the breaths of all creatures. Thus I direct the breathing of all from this soul.

That's why I kept the sheets away.

For I, too, felt my breathing embarrassed."

I said to Jesus, "Ah! Jesus, what do you say?

I rather feel that you have left me and that you have forgotten all your promises!"

He replied, "My daughter, don't say that.

You offend me and force me to make you feel for real what it means to be left by Me."

With great gentleness, He added:

"He who lives in my Will vividly illustrates the fact that,

During my life on earth, although I seemed to be a man, I was still the beloved Son of my dear Father.

In the same way, the soul that lives in my Will retains the coating of humanity, although my Inseparable Person from the Most Holy Trinity is within it.

And the Divinity says, "This is another soul that we keep on earth.

Out of love for her, we support the earth, because it replaces us in everything."

This morning my ever kind Jesus came and, clutching me on his heart, he said to me:

"My daughter, the soul that always thinks of my Passion forms a source in her heart.

The more she continues to think about my Passion, the more this source grows. The waters of this spring are for all,

Thus this source flows for my glory and for the benefit of this soul and all other souls."

I said to him:

"Tell me, my God, what reward will you give to those who do the Hours of Passion in the way you taught me?"

He replied:

"My daughter,

I will consider these Hours, not as made by them, but as made by me.

According to their dispositions, I will give them the same merits and the same effects as if I were suffering my Passion.

This, even during their life on earth.

I couldn't give them a greater reward.

Then, in Heaven, I will place these souls before me

And I will throw arrows of love and contentment at them as many times as they have done the Hours of My Passion. And they will reciprocate.

What a sweet enchantment it will be for all the blessed!"

He added:

"My Love is fire, but not a material fire that reduces things to ashes. My fire invigorates and perfects.

And, if he consumes something, it is all that is not holy:

-desires, affections and thoughts that are not good. This is the virtue of my fire: to burn evil and give life to good.

If the soul does not feel in it any tendency to evil, it can be certain that my fire is in it.

But if she feels fire mixed with evil in her, she can doubt that it is my true fire."

As I prayed, I thought about the moment when

Jesus left His Most Holy Mother to go and suffer his Passion. I thought to myself:

"How was it possible for Jesus to separate himself from his dear Mother, and she from Jesus?"

Blessed Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

there could be no separation between Me and my sweet Mother. The separation was only apparent.

There was a fusion between her and Me.

This fusion was such that I dwelt with her and she with Me. It can be said that there was a kind of bilocation.

It also happens to souls when they are truly united with Me. If, while they are praying,

-they let prayer enter their souls as life,

-a kind of fusion and bilocation occurs.

I bring them with Me wherever I am, and I stay with them.

"My daughter,

you can't fully understand what my beloved Mom was to Me.

Coming to earth, I could not be without Heaven, and my Heaven was my Mother.

There was a kind of electricity between her and me, so she had no thought that she wasn't pulling from my mind.

What she got out of me:

words,- will,- desires, -actions, -gestures, etc.

formed the sun, stars and moon of this Heaven, added to all possible delights

that the creature can give me and that it can enjoy itself.

Oh! How I enjoyed in this Heaven! How I felt rewarded for everything!

The kisses my Mom gave me contained the kisses of all creatures.

"I felt my sweet Mom everywhere:

-I felt it in my breath and, if I worked, it softened my work.

I felt it in my Heart and, if I felt bitter, it softened my suffering. -I felt it in my footsteps and, if I was tired, it gave me strength and rest.

And who could say how much I felt it during my Passion? With each whiplash,

at each thorn,

with each injury,

with every drop of my blood,

I felt her, fulfilling her function as a true Mother. Ah!

-if souls turned everything over to me,

-if they drew everything from me,

how many heavens and mothers I would have on earth!"

I was in my usual state when my ever-kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, I want in you

-real consumption,

-not imaginary, but true,

although carried out in a simple way.

Suppose a thought comes to you that is not for Me, then you must renounce it and substitute a divine thought for it. In this way,

you will have consumed your human thought for the benefit of a life of divine thought.

In the same way,

-if the eye wants to look at something that displeases me or does not refer to Me and the soul renounces this,

it destroys his human vision and acquires a life of divine vision. So on for everything else in your being.

Oh! How I feel these new divine lives

-flow into Me, -taking part in all that I do!

I love these lives so much that I give up everything out of Love for them. These souls are first before Me.

When I bless them, others are blessed through them.

They are the first to benefit from my Graces and My Love. And through them, others receive my Graces and Love."

As I prayed, I united

-my thoughts to the thoughts of Jesus,

-my eyes in the eyes of Jesus, and so on,

with the intention of doing what Jesus does

-with his thoughts, his eyes, his mouth, his Heart, etc.

It seemed to me that Jesus' thoughts, his eyes, etc. were spreading for the good of all.

It also seemed to me that I, too, united with Jesus, was spreading myself for the good of all.

I was like, "What kind of meditation I do! Ah! I'm no longer good at anything!

I'm not even able to think about anything anymore!"

My ever kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, what do you say? Do you grieve for that? Rather than grieving, you should rejoice.

For when you meditated and made beautiful reflections,

-you only partially espoused my qualities and virtues. Currently, since the only thing you are able to do is

-to unite and identify with Me, you take me entirely.

Good for nothing when you are alone,

you are good at everything when you are with me.

Then you want the good of all.

Your union with my thoughts gives life to holy thoughts in creatures, your union in my eyes gives life to holy looks in creatures,

your union with my mouth gives life to holy words in creatures, your union

to my Heart, to my desires,

to my hands, to my steps,

to my heartbeat gives many lives.

These are holy Lives,

-since the creative power is with Me and

-since, therefore, the soul that is with Me, creates and does everything I want.

This union between you and Me, thought to thought, heart to heart, etc.,

produces in you to the highest degree the Life of my Will and the Life of my Love.

By this Life of My Will, the Father is formed and,

through this Life of my Love, the Holy Spirit is formed.

Through deeds, words, works, thoughts and all that comes from this Will and Love, the Son is formed.

So this is the Trinity in your soul.

Thus, if we want to operate, it is indifferent that we operate

-by the Trinity in Heaven, or

-by the Trinity in your soul on earth.

That is why I continue to keep everything else away from you,

-even if they are holy and good things,

to be able to give you the best and the holiest, that is, I, and

to be able to make you another Self,

-as far as it is possible for a creature.

I don't think you'll complain anymore, will you?"

I said, "Ah! Jesus, I rather feel that I have become very bad, and the worst thing is that I am unable to identify this wickedness in me, so that at least I can do everything to eliminate it."

Jesus repeated, "Stop, stop!

You want to go too far in your personal thoughts. Think of Me, and I will take care of your wickedness too. Did you understand?"

The soul that has no appetite for good feels a kind of nausea and repulsion for good. So it is God's refusal.

As I prayed, I saw my kind Jesus in me and

several souls around me who said, "Lord, you have placed everything in this soul!"

Reaching out to me, they said:

"Since Jesus is in you and He has all His possessions with Him, take those goods and give them to us."

I was confused and Blessed Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, all possible goods are found in my Will It is necessary for the soul that lives there.

-to feel confident and

-to operate as if she were the owner with Me.

Creatures expect everything from this soul

If they do not receive, they feel defrauded.

However, how can this soul give if it does not operate with Me with confidence? Therefore

confidence to be able to give,

simplicity to be able to communicate easily with all, and

unselfishness

this is what is necessary for the soul that lives in My Will to be able to live totally for Me and for others. This is how I am."

He added:

"My daughter, it happens to the soul that lives in my Will as to a grafted tree:

The power of the graft has the virtue of destroying the life of the tree that receives it.

As a result, we no longer see the leaves and fruits of the original tree, but those of the graft.

What if the original tree said to the transplant:

"I want to at least keep a small branch of me so that I, too, can give some fruit and people know that I still exist,"

the registry would reply:

"You no longer have any reason to exist after accepting that I graft on you. Life is totally mine now."

In the same way, the soul that lives in my Will can say, "My life is over.

It is no longer my labors, my thoughts, and my words that come out of me, but the works, thoughts, and words of the One whose Will is my life."

To him who lives in my Will, I say:

"You are my life, my blood, my bones."

True sacramental transformation occurs,

-not by virtue of the words of the priest,

-but by the virtue of my Will.

As soon as a soul decides to live in my Will, my Will creates me in that soul.

And, by the fact that my Will flows in the will, the works and the steps of this soul,

it undergoes so many creations.

It's like a ciborium filled with consecrated particles:

there is as much Jesus as there are particles, one Jesus per particle.

In the same way, by the virtue of my Will, the soul that lives in my Will

-contains me in all his being

-as well as in each of its parts.

The soul that lives in my Will is in eternal communion with Me, a communion with all its fruits."

Finding myself in my usual state, I complained to my ever kind Jesus of my miserable state. Vehemently, I said to him:

"Life of my life, so you no longer have compassion for me! Why live? You don't want to use me anymore; it's all over!

My bitterness is so great that I feel petrified by the pain.

Moreover, while I keep myself abandoned in your arms as if I had no thought for my great misfortune, others and you know who I am talking about say to me:

"What's going on? Maybe it's that you've made mistakes or you're distracted."

Even worse, while they're telling me this, I feel like I don't want to hear them.

It is as if they were coming to interrupt the sleep in which you keep me, in the arms of your Will.

Ah! Jesus, maybe you don't realize how hard this suffering is for me, otherwise you would come to my aid!"

And I was telling him a lot of other silly things like that.

Jesus said to me:

"My daughter, my poor daughter, they want to overwhelm you, don't they?

Ah! My daughter, I do so much to keep you at peace and they want to disturb you! No no!

Know that if you had offended me, I would be the first to be saddened and to tell you. So if I don't tell you anything, don't worry.

But do you want to know where all this comes from? Demon. He is consumed by rabies

Every time you talk about the effects of my Will to those who approach you, he becomes furious and,

-as he cannot approach directly the souls who live in my Will,

he seeks in the entourage people who, under the appearances of the good,

-will disturb the serene heaven of the soul where I love so much to dwell.

From a distance, he waves his lightning and thunder, thinking he is doing something. But, poor of him, the power of my Will

-breaks his legs and

-makes his lightning and thunder fall back on him. And he gets even more furious.

Moreover, what you say is not true.

You must know that for the soul that truly lives in My Will, the virtue of My Will is so great that

-if I approach this soul to send chastisements, finding my Will and my own Love in this soul,

-I don't want to punish myself. I feel hurt and I falter.

Rather than chastise,

I throw myself into the arms of this soul that contains my Will and Love, and I rest there filled with joy.

Ah, if you knew

-in what constraint of love you put Me, and

"How much I suffer when I see you the slightest trouble because of Me, you would be happier and others would stop boring you."

I said to Jesus, "You see, O Jesus, all the evil I do, to the point of making you suffer."

Jesus immediately resumed, "My daughter, do not be troubled by this.

The sufferings that come to me from the Love of a soul also contain great joys, because true Love, although it brings suffering, is never separated from great joys and indescribable contentments."

When I pray, well

that I do not know how to explain myself well and

that what I say might well be subtle pride on my part, I never think of myself and my great misery, but always

to console Jesus,

to be repaired for sinners and

to intercede for all.

As I wondered about this, my ever kind Jesus came and said to me:

"My daughter, what's going on? Are you worried about that?

You must know that when a soul lives in my Will,

she feels that she has everything in abundance.

This corresponds well to the truth, since My Will contains every conceivable good.

It follows

-that she feels the need to give rather than receive,

-that she feels that she does not need anything and

-that, if she wants something, she can take everything she wants without even asking for it.

And since my Will has an irresistible inclination to give, the soul is happy only when it gives.

And the more she gives, the more she is thirsty to give.

It annoys her when she wants to give and she can't find anyone to give to.

My daughter

I put the soul that lives in my Will in the same dispositions as Me. I share with him my joys and my sufferings.

Everything she does is sealed by selflessness.

It is the real sun that gives warmth and light to all.

The sun, while it gives to all, takes nothing from anyone,

-because it is superior to everything and

-because no one on earth can match the greatness of his light and fire.

Ah! If creatures could see a soul that lives in my Will, they would see it as a majestic sun doing good to all.

Even more, they would recognize me in this sun.

One sign that the soul really lives in my Will is that it feels the need to give.

Did you understand?"

I was thinking about the Hours of Passion and the fact that they are without indulgences. This means that those who do them earn nothing,

while there are many prayers enriched with indulgences.

With great kindness, my ever kind Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

a few things can be gained by indulgent prayers. But the Hours of my Passion,

-which are my own prayers and

-which overflow with Love,

come from the depths of my Heart.

Would you have forgotten

-how long it took us to compose them and

-that through them punishments have been transformed into graces throughout the earth?

My satisfaction with these prayers is such that,

-rather than indulgences,

I give the soul an overabundance of Love accompanied by graces of an incalculable price.

When they are made in pure Love, they allow my Love to pour out.

And it is not trivial that the creature can

give relief to his Creator and

allow him to pour out his Love."

I was thinking about the fact that my blessed Jesus has changed things: now, when he leaves me, I no longer remain petrified as before: I find at the moment my natural state.

I do not know what happened.

However, the mere thought that whoever has authority over me might want to know what is happening to me puzzles me.

But my good Jesus,

-who watches over each of my thoughts and

-who wants none to be discordant, came and He said to me:

"My daughter, would you like Me to use ropes and chains to keep you tied up?"

This was sometimes necessary in the past:

I kept you with great love, even affecting not to hear your lamentations. Remember. Now I no longer see this as necessary. For more than two years, I prefer to use more noble chains, those of My Will.

And I tell you incessantly about my Will and its sublime and indescribable effects.

which I haven't done for anyone before.

Examine as many books as you want, in no time will you find what I have told you about My Will.

In fact, it was necessary for Me to bring your soul to its present state.

My Will intervened

holding captive every one of your desires, words, thoughts, and affections, until your tongue speaks of my Will eloquently and enthusiastically.

That's why you're annoyed when you're asked for explanations about the fact that your Jesus doesn't come as before. You have been captured by my Will and your soul suffers when one comes to disturb its sweet enchantment."

I said to him, "Jesus what do you say? Leave me, leave me! It was my wickedness that reduced me to this state!"

Jesus smiled, and as he pressed me more on Him, He said to me:

"It's impossible for me to leave.

For I cannot separate myself from My Will. If you have My Will, I must be with you. My Will and I are one, not two.

In fact, let's look at the situation. What harm have you done?"

I said to him, "My Love, I don't know.

You just told me that your Will keeps me captive, how can I know?" Jesus said, "Ah! Don't you know?"

I replied:

"I can't know because you always keep me in the heights and you don't give me time to think about myself.

As soon as I try to think about myself, you scold me,

-either severely to the point of telling me that I should be ashamed to do this,

-or lovingly by drawing me to you with such force that I forget everything about myself. So how do I know?"

Jesus continued:

"If you can't do it, that's how I want it. My Will wants to occupy all the place in you.

Otherwise, she would feel deprived of something that belongs to her. This is how she makes sure to prevent you from thinking about yourself, knowing that

-when it takes the place of everything for a person, there can be no harm in him.

I watch jealously over you."

I said, "Jesus, are you making fun of me?" He replied:

"My daughter, I have to make you understand how things are. Listen, to help you attain this noble and divine knowledge about my Will,

I behave with you as if we were two lovers who love each other madly.

In the first place,

I have given you the ecstasy of my Humanity so that, knowing who I am, you may love me.

And to win your love totally, I used stratagems of Love

you certainly remember it. It is not necessary for Me to make a list.

Second, you have been taken by my Will.

As you could no longer be without Me, it was necessary

-may the ecstasy of my Will take over from the ecstasy of my Humanity.

All I did before was to dispose of you to the ecstasy of My Will."

Surprised, I said to him, "What do you say, O Jesus? Your Will is an ecstasy?" He replied, "Yes, my Will is perfect ecstasy.

And you stop that ecstasy when you think about yourself.

But I will not let you win:

great punishments will come soon, even if you do not believe in them. You and the one who directs you will believe when you see.

It is necessary that the ecstasy of my Humanity be interrupted, although not completely: I will let the sweet enchantment of my Will invade you,

so that you will suffer less when you see the punishments."

I was thinking about my current state, how little I suffer.

Jesus said to me:

"My daughter,

everything that happens to the soul:

bitterness, pleasure,

contrasts, deaths,

deprivations, contentments,.

is nothing but the fruit of my continual work so that my Will may be perfectly fulfilled there.

When I have obtained this, everything is done, everything is Peace in this soul.

It seems that even suffering stands far from this soul.

Since the Divine Will is more than suffering: It replaces everything and surpasses everything.

Everything in this soul seems to pay homage to my Will. And when the soul has reached this point, I prepare it for Heaven."