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I was in my usual state, my sweet Jesus came and said to me:The Book of Heaven
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I continued in my usual state.
My kind Jesus suddenly showed himself. As I was complaining, he said to me:
"My daughter, my daughter, my poor daughter,
-if you knew everything that had to happen, you would suffer greatly.
So, to save you from such great suffering, I try to avoid you."
As for me, I went on to say with my complaints by saying:
"My Life, I didn't expect that from you. You who seem unable to be without me,
you now spend hours and hours away from me.
Sometimes it seems like you want to let the whole day go by like this. Jesus, don't do that to me! How you have changed!"
He interrupted me by saying:
"Calm down, calm down! I have not changed, I am immutable. When
-I communicated myself to a soul,
-that I have held her against me,
-spoke to her and filled her with my Love,
this communion between her and Me is never broken.
At most, the ways change.
At one point, I manifest myself in one way, in another, in another way.
I always know how to invent new ways to pour out my Love. Don't you see that if I didn't tell you anything in the morning, I speak to you in the evening?
When people read the "apps" of the Hours of My Passion,
-I fill your soul to the point of overflowing and
-I speak to you of intimate things that I have never spoken to you before, of how to follow Me in my ways.
These "applications" are the mirror of my inner life. He who models himself on them reproduces my Life in him.
Oh! how they reveal my Love and thirst for the souls felt
-in all the fibers of my Heart,
-in each of my breaths,
-in each of my thoughts, etc.!
In fact, I speak to you more than ever.
But, as soon as I have finished, I hide and, not seeing me, you say that I have changed.
I would add that
when you do not repeat with your voice what I have told you internally,
you prevent the outpouring of my Love."
I prayed, merging completely into Jesus.
I wanted to have all the thoughts of Jesus in my power to deposit them in the thoughts of the creatures and thus repair for everything that is not according to his Heart in their thoughts, and so on for everything else.
My sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, while I was on earth,
my Humanity united all the thoughts of creatures to mine.
Thus
-each of their thoughts was reflected in my Spirit,
-each of their words in my voice,
-each of their heartbeats in my Heart,
-each of their actions in my hands,
-each of their steps in my feet, and so on. In doing so, I presented divine reparations to the Father.
Moreover, all that I have done on earth, I continue in Heaven:
-while the creatures think,
their thoughts flow into my Spirit.
-when they see, I feel their gaze in mine, etc.
Thus, between them and Me,
a current passes continuously, in the same way
that the head is in continuous communication with the members of the body.
I say to the Father:
"My Father,
-it is not only I who beg you, make reparation and soothe you,
-but there are creatures who do with Me what I do.
By their sufferings, they replace my now glorious humanity and incapable of suffering."
The souls that blend into me repeat what I have done.
When they are with me in Heaven, what will be their contentment:
-they who have lived in Me and
who, with Me, have embraced all creatures and repaired for each!
They will continue their lives in Me.
And when the creatures still on earth
will offend me in their thoughts, the thoughts of these souls
-will reverberate in the minds of those wounded souls, and
-will continue the repairs they made while they were on earth.
With Me, they will be sentinels of honor before the divine throne. When the creatures on earth offend me,
they will do the opposite acts in Heaven.
They will be the guardians of my throne and will have the places of honor. They will be the ones who understand me best.
They will be the most glorious.
Their glory will be melted into mine and mine into theirs.
Therefore, let your life on earth be completely melted into mine.
Do not do any action without going through Me. Every time you melt into Me, I pour into you
new graces and
a new light.
I will be a vigilant sentinel of your heart to save you from the very shadow of sin. I will keep you as my own Humanity.
And I will command the angels
to form a crown around you,
so that you are defended against all and everything."
I was in my usual state and my ever kind Jesus showed himself briefly. He was so distressed that he felt pity.
I said, "What's wrong, Jesus?"
He replied:
"My daughter,
sudden and unexpected things will happen; revolutions will break out everywhere. Oh! how things will get worse!"
Then, all overwhelmed, he remained silent.
I said to him:
"Life of my life, tell me another word."
Acting as if He wanted to blow into me, He said to me, "I love you."
By this "I love you","
it seemed to me that every human being and every thing received new life.
I continued, "Jesus, say yet another word."
He continued, "I can't tell you a more beautiful word than 'I love you.'
Coming from Me, this "I love you" fills Heaven and earth.
It circulates among the saints who receive a new glory from it. It descends into the hearts of earthly pilgrims whose
-some receive the grace of conversion and
-others that of sanctification.
He enters purgatory and pours out a beneficial and refreshing dew on the souls there.
Even the elements feel invested with a new life in their fertility and growth.
All hear the "I love you" of your Jesus!
"Do you know when the soul attracts to it an 'I love you' from me? When, merging into Me,
she takes the divine attitude and does everything I do."
With that, I say to Jesus:
"My Love, it is difficult to always have this divine attitude."
He continued:
"My daughter, if the soul cannot always do this in its everyday actions, it can do so by its good will.
So, I am so happy with her that I am the vigilant sentinel
-with all his thoughts,
-of all his words,
-all its heartbeat, etc.,
placing them inside and outside me as an escort,
looking at them with love as fruits of his good will.
When, merging into Me, the soul does its common actions in union with Me, I feel so attracted to it that I do with it all that it does,
changing his actions into divine actions.
I take everything into account and reward everything, even the smallest things. None of his acts of goodwill go unrewarded."
I complained to my always kind Jesus about my usual prayer of him, saying to him:
"My Love, what a continual death! The deprivation of you is a death.
This death is all the more cruel because it does not actually lead to death.
I do not understand how the goodness of your Heart can tolerate watching me suffer these continual deaths and leave me alive."
As I entertained these thoughts,
Blessed Jesus came and, pressing me firmly on his Heart, said to me:
"My daughter, press yourselves hard against my Heart and come back to life. Know that suffering
-which satisfies me and pleases me the most,
-which is the most powerful and most similar to mine,
is that of the deprivation of Me. For it is a divine suffering.
Souls are so close to my heart that they are as if chained to my Humanity. And when one of them gets lost,
the chain that holds it to me is broken and
I feel pain as if a limb was torn from me.
And who can repair that broken chain, repair the tear?
Who can bring this soul back to me, bring it back to life?
The sufferings of the deprivation of Me. For these are divine sufferings.
My sufferings caused by the loss of souls are divine.
The sufferings of souls who do not see and feel me are divine.
These two species of divine suffering meet, embrace each other. They have such power that they can
-take souls separated from me and
-to reunite them again with my Humanity.
My daughter, does the deprivation of Me cost you much?
-If so, do not make useless a suffering of such a great price.
Since I give you this suffering,
don't keep it to yourself alone but
circulate it among the combatants
to grasp souls in the midst of battle and lock them in Me.
May your suffering circulate throughout the world to save souls and bring them all back to me."
Finding me in my usual state, my ever-amiable Jesus came. As I was in a little pain, he took me in his arms and said:
"My beloved daughter, my dear little girl, rest in Me.
Do not keep your sufferings to yourself alone, but join them to my Cross as an escort and relief from my sorrows.
My sufferings will join yours and support you. Our suffering will burn in the same fire.
I will see your sufferings as if they were mine.
I will give them the same effects and value as mine when I was on the Cross.
They will fulfill the same office before my Father for souls.
"Better yet, come to the Cross yourself. How happy we will be there, even in pain!
In fact, it is not suffering that makes the creature unhappy. On the contrary, suffering makes her victorious, glorious, rich and beautiful.
She becomes unhappy when something is missing from her love.
United to Me on the Cross, you will be satisfied in everything, by love. Your sufferings will be love, your life will be love.
And so you will be happy."
I blended into my sweet Jesus so that I could spread myself into all creatures and melt them all into him.
I wanted to stand between Jesus and the creatures so that they would be unable to offend Jesus. While I was doing this, Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, when you blend in with me in my Will, a sun is formed in you.
While you are thinking, loving, repairing, etc., the rays of this sun are forming and, in the background,
my Will crowns these rays.
This sun rises in the sky and radiates like a beneficial dew on all creatures. The more you blend into Me, the more you form such suns.
Oh! how beautiful it is to see those suns which, rising,
-blend into my own Sun and
-bring down a beneficial dew on all!
How many graces do creatures not receive in this way!
I am so seized of it that, as soon as a soul melts into Me, I rain down graces on it in abundance,
so that it forms an even larger sun
so that we can then pour a more abundant dew on all."
Par la suite, pendant que Je me fondais en lui,
J’ai ressenti la lumière, l’amour et les grâces pleuvoir sur ma tête.
Me trouvant dans mon état habituel, je me plaignais à mon doux Jésus d’être privée de sa présence en disant:
«Mon Amour, qui pourrait savoir à quel point la privation de toi m’est pénible? Je me sens mourir petit à petit.
Chaque acte que je fais est une mort que je ressens parce que je ne trouve pas celui qui est ma vie.
Mourir et vivre en même temps est plus cruel que la mort. C’est une double mort.»
Mon aimable Jésus vint et me dit:
«Ma fille, sois courageuse et ferme en tout!
Et puis, ne veux-tu pas m’imiter?
Je suis également mort petit à petit.
-Pendant que les créatures me heurtaient dans mes pas, je sentais mes pieds se déchirer avec des spasmes capables de me donner la mort.
Cependant, même si Je me sentais mourir, Je ne suis pas mort.
-Quand les créatures m’offensaient par leurs actes, Je sentais la mort dans mes mains.
Je me sentais mourir, mais la Volonté de mon Père m’empêchait de mourir.
-Les mauvaises conversations et les horribles blasphèmes des créatures retentissaient dans ma voix.
Alors Je me sentais suffoquer.
I felt death in my voice, but I am not dead.
-And my Heart tortured? As he throbbed, I felt the bad lives of creatures and souls detached from Me.
My Heart was constantly torn and lacerated.
I continually died for every creature, for every offense.
Here again, Love and divine Will compelled me to live. That's why you too are dying little by little.
I want you by my side.
I want your company in my dead. Aren't you happy?"
Continuing in my miserable state, I tried to blend into my sweet Jesus,
according to my habit. However, all my efforts were useless. Jesus himself distracted me.
Breathing loudly, He said to me:
"My daughter, the creature is nothing but my Breath.
When I breathe, I bring everything to life.
All life is in the breath.
If breathing is lacking,
-the heart no longer beats,
-blood no longer circulates,
-the hands become inert,
-intelligence dies, and so on.
Human life resides in the Gift of my Breath and its acceptance.
However, as I give life and movement to creatures
by my holy breath
by which I want to sanctify them, love them, beautify them, enrich them, etc. they answer me with their charged breath
-offenses, rebellions, ingratitudes, blasphemy, etc.
In short,
-I send a pure Breath and it comes back to Me an impure breath.
-I send a Breath of Blessings and A breath of curses comes back to Me;
-I send a breath of Love and I receive in the depths of my Heart a breath of offenses.
But my Love makes me continue to send my breath to maintain the machines of human life.
Otherwise, they would no longer function and would be destroyed.
Ah! my daughter, do you know how human life is maintained? By my Breath.
When I find a soul who loves me, how sweet his breath is to me! How I rejoice!
I feel all happy.
Between her and Me reverberate harmonious echoes.
This soul is distinct from all other creatures and so it will be in Heaven.
My daughter
I could not contain my Love and I gave it free rein with you."
I was not able to blend into Jesus today, because He kept me busy with His breath.
How many things I have understood that I do not know how to express. Also, I stop here.
My ever kind Jesus had not come and I was very distressed. As I prayed, the following thought came to my mind:
"Did it ever occur to you that you could be damned?" Really, I never think about that.
I was a little surprised that this thought came to my mind.
My good Jesus, who always watches over me, moved in me and said to me:
"My daughter,
this thought is an oddity that greatly saddens my Love. If a girl said to her father:
"I'm not your daughter. You won't give me a share of your inheritance.
You don't want to give me food. You don't want me in your house." And that she was grieving about it, what would the poor father say?
He would say, "Absurd! this girl is crazy!" Then, with love, he would add:
"If you are not my daughter, who are you then?
You live under my roof, you eat at my table, I dress you with the money earned by my labor.
If you are sick, I assist you and provide you with all the care for you to heal.
Why then do you doubt that you are my daughter?"
"With many more reasons, I would say
to the one who doubts my Love and fears being damned: "What is this to say?
I give you my Flesh to eat, you live from all that belongs to me; If you are sick, I heal you with the sacraments.
If you are dirty, I wash you with my Blood.
I am always at your disposal and you doubt? Do you want to sadden me? And then, tell me, would you like someone else?
Do you recognize another as a father? And you say you're not my daughter?"
And if this is not the case for you, why do you grieve and sadden me? Isn't the bitterness that others give me enough?
Do you, too, want to put sorrow in my Heart?"
Being in my usual state,
I blended totally into my sweet Jesus.
And I poured into all the creatures in order to fill them with him.
My kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, whenever the creature melts into Me,
it communicates the divine influences to all creatures who, according to their needs, are thus visited:
-those who are weak feel strength;
-those who are obstinate in sin receive the light;
-those who suffer receive comfort; and so on."
After that, I found myself out of my body in the middle of many souls.
It seemed to me that they were souls from purgatory and saints.
These souls told me about a recently dead person I knew.
They told me:
"How happy she is that the souls who bear the imprint of the 'Hours of Passion' do not go through purgatory!
Escorted by these Hours, they take up positions in a safe place.
Moreover, there is not a soul that flies to Paradise
which is not accompanied by the "Hours of Passion".
These Hours continually spread the dew of Heaven
-on earth,
-in purgatory and
-even in Heaven."
Hearing this I thought to myself:
"Maybe to keep your word
-namely that for every word of the "Hours of the Passion", Jesus would save a soul-
my beloved Jesus grants that there are no saved souls who are not saved through these Hours."
After that, I came back into my body.
Having found my sweet Jesus, I asked him if this was true.
He said to me:
"These Hours bring Heaven and Earth into harmony and prevent me from destroying the world.
I feel my Blood, my Wounds, my Love and all that I have done
-put into circulation and -spread over everything to save everything.
When we meditate on these Hours of Passion,
I feel my Blood, my Wounds and my anxieties for the salvation of souls put into motion.
I feel my Life repeating itself.
How can creatures obtain any good except through these Hours?
Why do you doubt it?
The thing is not yours but mine. You were the weak instrument."
Being in my usual state, I complained about the deprivation of my sweet Jesus.
I said to him, "What a bitter separation! It's all over for me! I have become the most unhappy creature there is!"
Interrupting me, He said to me:
"My daughter, what separation are you talking about?
The soul is separated from Me only
-when it allows something that does not belong to me to enter it.
When I enter a soul and find
-his will, his desires, his affections, his thoughts, his heart, etc. entirely to Me,
I absorb it into Me by the fire of my Love. I maintain his will melted with mine in such a way that we become one.
I melt his affections, thoughts and desires into mine. When I formed a single liquid,
I pour it over my Humanity like a heavenly dew.
It turns into as many droplets of dew as I receive offenses.
These droplets
-fuck me,
-love me,
-make me repair and
-perfume my wounds reopened.
And as I am always doing good to all creatures, this dew descends for the good of all.
But if I find in the soul something that does not belong to me, I am unable to merge his things with mine.
Only similar things can blend in and have the same value.
If in the soul there is iron, thorns and stones, how can they blend together?
There is then separation, dissatisfaction.
If none of this exists in your heart, how can I separate myself from you?"
Continuing in my usual state,
I implored my kind Jesus to come into me to love, pray and repair for me,
given my inability to do anything on my own.
Moved with compassion because of my nothingness,
my sweet Jesus came into me to love, pray, and repair with me. He said to me:
"My daughter,
the more the soul strips itself of itself, the more I clothe it with Me. The more she believes she can't do anything on her own,
the more I work and do everything in her.
I feel that my Love, prayers and reparations are put to use by her.
And, for my honor, I look at what she wants to do:
Does she want to love? I come and love with her. Does she want to pray? I pray with her.
In short, his annihilation and love, which are mine,
-attach me to it and
-force me to do with her what she wants;
And I give him the merit of my Love, my prayers and my reparations.
With immense contentment,
I feel my life repeating itself and
I bring down the fruits of my deeds for the good of all, because they are not things of the creature (hidden in Me), but of mine."
Continuing in my usual state, I was in some pain.
As I came, my adorable Jesus stood before me; there seemed to me to be
several lines of communication between him and me. He said to me:
"My daughter,
every suffering of the soul is an additional communication between it and Me.
It is that all the sufferings that the creature can live have been suffered in my Humanity and were thus clothed with a divine character.
And since the creature cannot live them all together, my goodness communicates them to him little by little.
Through his sufferings, the union with %oi grows. It grows not only through its sufferings, but also through all that the soul does well.
This is how bonds develop between the creature and Me."
Another day, I thought of how lucky other souls are to be able to be before the Blessed Sacrament while to me, poor little thing,
I am denied that.
Then my blessed Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
whoever lives in My Will
-stay with Me in the tabernacle and
-takes part in my sufferings from coldness, irreverence and all that souls do to my sacramental Presence.
Whoever lives in My Will must excel in everything.
And the place of honor is reserved for him.
Who has the most profit:
the one who is before Me or the one who is with Me?
For the one who lives in My Will, I do not tolerate
-not even the distance of a step between him and Me,
-nor difference between us in pain or joy.
Maybe I will place it on the Cross, but I will always have it with Me.
This is why I always want you in My Will:
I want to give you the first place in my sacramental Heart.
I want to feel your heart beating in mine with the same love and sorrows as Me.
I want to feel your will in mine so that by multiplying in each one, it will give me, with a simple act, the reparations and love of all.
I want to feel my Will in yours which, making your poor man mine.
humanity, presents her before the Majesty of the Father as a perpetual victim."
I blended into my sweet Jesus.
But I saw myself so miserable that I didn't know what to say to him. To console me, my ever kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
for anyone who lives in my Will, there is no past or future, but everything is present.
Everything I have done or suffered is current.
Thus, if I want to give satisfaction to the Father or do good to creatures, I can do so as if I were acting or suffering.
The things that creatures can suffer or do in My Will are joined
-to my suffering and
-to my actions
with whom they are one.
When a soul wants to tell me its love with the help of its sufferings, it can appeal to its past sufferings - which are still current - to renew the love and satisfactions it offers me.
For my part,
when I see the ingenuity of this creature who,
-to give me love and satisfaction,
puts his past actions and sufferings as in a bank to multiply them and earn interest,
then
-to enrich it even more and
-not to let myself be overcome in love,
I add my own sufferings and my own actions to his."
Continuing in my usual state,
I was trying to throw myself entirely into the Holy Will of my Jesus.
I implored him to blend fully into me so that I would no longer feel myself, but only him.
Blessed Jesus came and said to me:
"My daughter,
when a soul lives and acts in my Will, I feel it everywhere in me. I feel it in my Spirit.
And his thoughts join mine.
As it is I who diffuse life in the intelligence of creatures,
this soul spreads with me in the minds of creatures.
When she sees that creatures offend me, she feels my sorrow.
I also feel it in the beating of my Heart.
In fact, I feel a double beat in my Heart and,
-when my Love pours out in creatures,
-she pours out with me.
IfI am not loved, she loves me for everyone, she consoles me.
In my desires, I feel the desires of this soul; in my work, I feel his,
and so on.
In short, it can be said that this soul lives at my expense." I said to him:
"My Love, you can do everything by yourself. You don't need creatures at all. Why then do you love so much that creatures live in your Will?"
He replied:
"It is true that I don't need anything or anyone and I can do everything on my own. However, to live, Love needs outlets.
Let's take the sun: it doesn't need light.
It is self-sufficient and provides its benefits to others. However, there are also other small lights.
And, without stopping at the fact that he does not need them, he wants them in him
-as companions and
-as outlets to its light in order to enlarge their small light.
What harm would the little lights not do to him if they refused his light?
"Ah! my daughter, when the will is alone, it is sterile;
when love is alone, it languishes and withers!
I love creatures so much that I want them united with my Will to make them fertile and to give them a life of love. Thus, my Love will find an outlet.
I made the creatures only so that my Love would find a way out of them and for nothing else."
Continuing in my usual state, I complained to Jesus I begged him to put an end to his punishments.
He said to me:
"My daughter, are you complaining?"
Yet, you haven't seen anything yet. Great punishments come.
The creatures have become unbearable.
Under the punishments, they rebel more than recognize that it is my hand that strikes!
I have no recourse but to exterminate them.
Thus, I will be able to take away all these lives
-which infest the earth and
-kill rising generations.
So let us not wait for the end of the evils, but rather for even worse ones. There will be no part of the earth that will not be flooded with blood."
At these words, I felt my heart break. To console me,
Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, come in my Will to do what I do. You will be able to act for the good of all creatures.
By the power of My Will, you will be able to
-rescue them from the blood in which they swim and
-bring them back to me, washed in their own blood."
I replied:
"My Life, I'm so bad, how can I do that?"
He continued:
"You have to know
that the most sublime and heroic act a soul can perform is
-to live and act in my Will.
When a soul decides to live in My Will, our two wills merge into one.
If the soul is stained, I purify it.
If the thorns of human nature surround it, I destroy them. If the nails of sin pierce her, I spray them.
Nothing bad can enter into my Will.
All my attributes invest the soul and change
-its weakness in strength,
-his ignorance in wisdom,
-its misery in wealth, etc.
In other souls, there is always something left of oneself,
but this soul stripped of itself I fill entirely with myself."
While I was in my usual state, my ever-kind Jesus came. How very distressed I was
-because of the continual threat of great punishments and
-also because of the deprivation of his presence, He said to me:
"My daughter,
courage, do not lose heart!
My Will makes the soul happy even in the midst of the greatest storms. The soul reaches such heights that storms cannot touch it, even if it sees and hears them.
The place where she lives is not prone to storms, but it is always serene.
The sun smiles at this soul because
-its origin is in Heaven,
-his divine nobility and holiness in God;
-it is guarded by God himself.
Jealous of the holiness of this soul, God keeps it in the depths of his Heart.
He said, "No one will touch you except me. Because my Will is intangible and sacred. All must honor my Will."
While
I was in my usual state, my sweet Jesus came and said to me:
"My daughter, on earth, I have only surrendered to the Will of the Father. Thus
If I thought, I thought with the Spirit of the Father. If I spoke, I spoke with the mouth of the Father.
If I worked, I worked with the hands of the Father. Even my breathing was in him.
Everything I did was as He wanted to.
In such a way that I can say that my whole life was unfolding in him. Completely immersed in His Will, I did nothing by Myself.
My only thought was His Will.
I wasn't paying attention to myself.
The offenses I was given did not interrupt my race. But I was still flying to my Center.
My earthly life ended when I had fulfilled the Father's Will in all things.
So, my daughter, if you surrender to my Will,
you will have no other thought than mine.
Even the deprivation of Me, which torments you so much,
find the support and hidden kisses of my Life in you.
In your heartbeat, you will feel mine, inflamed and afflicted.
If you don't see me, you'll feel me. My arms will kiss you.
How many times don't you feel my movement and breath refresh your heart?
And when, when you don't see me, you want to know who is holding you so close and blowing on you. I smile at you, I give you the kiss of My Will
I hide in you to surprise you again and make you advance another step in my Will.
So do not grieve me by afflicting you, but let Me act.
May the flight of my Will never cease in you. Otherwise, you will obstruct my Life within you.
If I do not encounter any obstacle,
I grow my Life in you and
I develop it as I want."
That said, out of obedience, I have to say a few words about
the difference between living resigned to the Divine Will and living in the Divine Will.
According to my poor opinion, to live resigned to the Divine Will is to resign oneself in everything to the Will of God,
-as much in prosperity
-that in adversity,
seeing in all things the reign of God over his Creation, according to which
-not even a hair can fall from our head
-without the permission of the Creator.
The soul behaves like a good son
-who goes where his father wants him to go and
-who suffers what his father wants him to suffer. Being rich or poor is indifferent to him.
He is happy to do only what his father wants.
If he is ordered to go somewhere to take care of a business, he goes simply because his father wants to.
However, in doing so,
it refreshes,
he stops to rest, eat, exchange with other people, etc. Thus, he uses a lot of his own will,
not to mention, however, that he goes there because that's how his father wants him. In many things, he finds the opportunity to do his own will.
Thus, he can be days and months away from his father
without his father's will being specified to him in all things.
Thus, for the one who lives only resigned to the Divine Will,
it is almost impossible that he does not involve his own will.
He is a good son,
but he does not share in all the thoughts, words, and life of His Heavenly Father. As he goes, returns, and talks to other people, his love is intermittent.
His will is not in continual communication with that of the Father. Thus, he maintains the habit of doing his own will.
Nevertheless, I believe that this is the first step towards holiness.
To speak now of what it is to live in the Divine Will, I would like the hand of my Jesus to guide mine.
Only he can say all the beauty and holiness of life in the Divine Will!
For my part, I feel unable to do this and I don't have many concepts in mind. I miss the words. My Jesus, pour yourself into my words and I will say what I can.
To live in the Divine Will means to do nothing by oneself.
Because, in the Divine Will,
the soul feels incapable of anything by itself.
She does not ask for or receive any orders. Because she feels unable to go alone.
She says:
If you want me to do something,
let's do it together as one person. If you want me to go somewhere,
let's go together as one person." Thus, the soul does all that the Father does.
If the Father thinks, she makes his thoughts her own. she has no other thought than her own.
If the Father looks, speaks, works, walks, suffers or loves,
she
-look at what the Father is looking at,
-repeat the words of the Father,
-works with the hands of the Father,
-walk with the feet of the Father,
-suffers the same sufferings as the Father and
-loves what the Father loves.
She does not live outside but inside the Father
Thus, she is a perfect replica of Him.
This is not the case for the one who lives only resigned.
It is impossible to find this soul without the Father or the Father without this soul. And this is not only external:
his whole interior is intertwined with the interior of the Father, transformed into him. Oh! the rapid flight of this soul!
The Divine Will is immense.
It circulates everywhere, orders everything and gives life to everything.
The soul that immerses itself in this immensity,
-flies to everything,
-invigorates everything and loves everything;
it acts and loves like Jesus, which cannot be done by the soul, which is only resigned.
For the soul that lives in the Divine Will,
it is impossible to do anything by itself. His human labors, even holy ones, make him nauseous.
Because the things of the Divine Will, even the smallest ones, look different.
It acquires
-a divine nobility,
-a divine splendor and
-divine holiness, also
-a divine power and
-a divine beauty.
These divine qualities multiply indefinitely in her. And, in an instant, she does everything.
After doing everything, she says:
"I didn't do anything, it was Jesus who did everything, and that's my happiness. Jesus did me the honor of receiving me in his Will,
which allows me to do what he did."
The enemy is unable to disturb this soul,
-whether she has done her job well or poorly,
-that she has done little or a lot,
because everything was done by Jesus and her together.
She is peaceful, not prone to anxiety.
She doesn't love one particular person but she loves them all, divinely.
It can be said that she repeats the life of Jesus, that she is his voice, the beating of his Heart, the sea of his graces.
In this alone, I believe, consists of true holiness.
For those who live in the Divine Will, the virtues are of divine order.
Otherwise, they are of a human nature, subject to
-self-esteem,
-vanity and
-passions.
Oh! how many souls doing good deeds and receiving the sacraments weep because,
not being invested with the Divine Will, they do not produce fruit!
Oh! if all understood what true holiness is, how everything would change!
Many are on a false path of holiness.
Many put it in pious practices.
And woe to anyone who would want to change them. These souls deceive themselves. If their will is not united with that of Jesus and transformed into Him, then, with all their pious practices, their holiness is false.
With great ease,
they pass from pious practices to defects, diversions, discord, etc. Oh! how unsightly this false holiness is!
Other souls put their holiness
- to go to church often, and
- to attend all services,
but their will is far from that of Jesus.
These souls care little about their own duties. If they are prevented from going to church,
they are angry and their holiness evaporates.
They complain, disobey and are cumbersome in their families. Oh! what false holiness!
Other souls put their holiness
- to confess often,
to be directed spiritually in the minute details and
to have scruples about everything.
However, they have no scruples
let their will not be melted with that of Jesus. Woe to those who contradict them!
They are like inflated balloons that, when a small hole is made to them, deflate.
Thus, under the contradiction, their holiness evaporates. They complain that they are easily sad.
They always live in doubt and
they like to have a spiritual director just for them,
-to notify them in all things,
-reconcile and console them;
Nevertheless, they still remain agitated.
Poor holiness than that one, how falsified it is!
I would like to have the tears of my Jesus
-to weep with him over these false holiness and
-make known to all
how true holiness is to live in the Divine Will.
This holiness has such deep roots that there is no danger of it faltering.
The soul that has this holiness is
-farm,
-not subject to inconsistencies and wilful defects.
She is attentive to her duties.
She is sacrificed and detached from everything and everyone, even spiritual directors.
It grows to the point that its flowers and fruits reach Heaven!
It is so hidden in God that the earth sees little or nothing of it. The Divine Will absorbed it.
Jesus is his life, the craftsman of his soul and his model.
She has nothing of her own, everything being in common with Jesus.
His passion and characteristic trait is the Divine Will.
On the other hand
the "balloon" of false holiness is subject to continual inconsistencies.
The soul seems to fly at a certain height,
-so much so that many people, including spiritual directors, are in awe of her.
But they are soon disillusioned.
Because, to deflate the balloon, it is enough
-humiliation or
-a preference of the director for another person. The soul believes that it is stolen, believing itself to be in most need.
While she has scruples for trifles, she comes to disobey.
Jealousy is the vermin of this soul.
This jealousy vents his balloon which deflates and falls to the ground.
And if we look at the so-called holiness that was in that balloon, we find
self-esteem,
resentments and
passions
camouflaged under the aspect of the good.
It can be seen that this soul was the demon's toy.
Only Jesus knows all evils
of this false holiness,
of this life of unfounded devotions, based on false piety.
These false holiness corresponds
-to spiritual lives without fruit
which are the cause of the weeping of my kind Jesus.
Those who practice them are
the grumpy of society, the grief of their family.
It can be said that they exude an impure air that harms everyone.
Oh! how very different is the holiness of the soul that lives in the Divine Will!
This soul is the smile of Jesus.
It is detached from all, even from its spiritual directors. Jesus is everything to her.
She is nobody's sorrow.
The healthy air it gives off smells of everything.
It inspires order and harmony for all.
Jesus, jealous of this soul, becomes in her the actor and the spectator in everything.
Not a single one of his breaths, not a single one of his thoughts, or
only one of his heartbeats that is not regularized by Jesus.
This soul is so absorbed in the Divine Will that it almost forgets that it lives in exile.
Continuing in my usual state, I suffered a lot because, having appeared to me, my heavenly Mother was all in tears.
I asked her, "Mother, why are you crying?"
She replied:
"My daughter,
how could I not weep when the fire of divine righteousness wants to devour everything?
The fire of sin devours all the good in souls and the fire of justice wants to devour everything that belongs to creatures.
Seeing that the fire is spreading, I cry. So, pray, pray!"
I was also suffering because of Jesus' deprivation.
It seemed to me that, without him, I could not last long.
Moved with compassion for my poor soul, my kind Jesus came and said to me:
"My daughter, patience!
Constancy in the good puts everything in safety.
When you are deprived of your Jesus and
-that you fight between life and death
because of the pain it causes you and
-that, despite this, you remain constant in the good and do not neglect anything, you are in full struggle.
Through this fight,
-self-love and natural satisfactions leave you,
-your nature is left as defeat and
-your soul becomes for Me a juice so pure and so sweet that I drink it with great contentment.
Then I soften and look at you all filled with love and tenderness, feeling your sufferings as if they were mine.
If you are cold, arid or something else and you remain constant, how many additional renunciations do you achieve.
You form even more juice for my passionate Heart.
It is like a fruit
-which has a thorny and hard peel, but
-which contains inside a soft and useful substance.
If the person is constant in removing the thorns, then, by squeezing the fruit, he enjoys all the substance.
The poor fruit is thus emptied of its contents and its thorny peel discarded. Similarly, through coldness and aridity,
-the soul rejects natural satisfactions and
-it empties itself of itself in constancy.
It stays with the pure and sweet fruit of the good that I delight in.
If you are constant, everything will contribute to your good and I will give you my grace in abundance."
Continuing in my usual state, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
the darkness is thick and the creatures are falling more and more. In this darkness, they dig the precipice where they will perish.
Man's mind has remained blind.
He no longer has the light to see good, he sees only evil. This evil will flood him and make him perish.
Where he thinks he will find safety, he will find death. Alas! my daughter, alas!"
He added:
"The actions done in My Will are like suns illuminating everything. As long as the actions of the creature remain in My Will,
-new suns shine on blind minds and
-souls who have a minimum of good will find the light to escape the precipice.
All the others will perish.
In these times of darkness so thick,
what good do the creatures living in my Will!
Souls who survive will do so only because of these creatures."
Then He left. Later, He returned and added:
"I can say that the soul that lives in my Will is my mount.
At home, I hold the reins of everything: -those of her spirit,
-his affections and
-of his desires.
I leave nothing under his power.
I sit on his heart to be more comfortable. My dominance is complete and I do what I want.
I run my mount at one time and fly at another.
It leads me to Heaven at one point and I go around the earth at another. I stop at another time.
Oh! how glorious and victorious I am; I govern and reign!
But if the soul does not do my Will and lives in its human will, my kingdom is ruined. The soul takes the reins.
And I remain without domination like a poor king thrown out of his kingdom.
The enemy takes my place and the reins remain at the mercy of his passions."
This morning, my ever kind Jesus carried me out of my body. He was in my arms, his face very close to mine.
With great gentleness, he fucked me, as if he didn't want me to notice.
As he repeated his kisses, I couldn't help but reciprocate. While I was doing it, the thought came to me to kiss her most holy lips in order to remove her bitterness.
Who knows if he wouldn't grant me that!
I asked him, I tried, I begged for him to pour his bitterness into me. I sucked with more force, but nothing.
It looked like he was suffering from the efforts I was making.
Having tried a third time, I felt his very bitter breathing coming into me.
And I saw a hard thing clogging his throat, preventing his bitterness from going out and pouring into me.
Very distressed and almost weeping, my Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, my daughter, resign yourself!
Do you not see the overwhelm into which man has plunged me through sin, to the point that it prevents me from making the one who loves me share in my bitterness?
Don't you remember that I told you:
"Let me do this; otherwise, man will reach such a point in evil that he will exhaust evil himself."
But you didn't want me to hit him.
Man is always getting worse.
He accumulated so much pus in him that not even the war was able to get rid of it.
The war did not stop him; rather, it made him more daring. Revolutions will infuriate him.
Misery will make him desperate and he will fall into the arms of crime.
All this will serve in one way or another to free it from its rot. Then my goodness will strike him,
-not indirectly through creatures,
-but directly from Heaven.
These punishments will be for him like a beneficent dew that will kill him. Touched by my hand,
-he will realize his condition,
-he will awaken from the sleep of sin and
-he will recognize his Creator.
My daughter, pray that everything will turn out for the good of man." Jesus remained with his bitterness.
I was distressed because I was unable to relieve him.
I only felt his breathing, after which I found myself in my body.
However, I felt worried
Jesus' words tormented me. I saw in my mind the terrible future.
To calm me down and distract me, Jesus came back and said to me:
"So much Love, so much Love!
While I was in pain, I said:
"My suffering, run, goes in search of man! Help him and be his strength in his sufferings."
As I shed my Blood, I said with every drop: "Run, run, save man for me!
If he is dead, give him life, but a divine life.
If he flees, run after him, surround him, confuse him with my Love until he surrenders."
During the flogging, as the Wounds of my body were forming, I repeated:
"My Wounds, do not stay with me, but seek man.
If you find him wounded by sin, place yourself as a bandage to heal him."
So, with everything I said and did, I surrounded the man to save him. You too
out of love for me,
do not keep anything for yourself but make everything run to man to save him.
And I will look at you as another myself."
While I was in my usual state and in great pain, my kind Jesus came and said to me.
"My daughter,
everything I have done is eternal.
My Humanity has not suffered only for a time, but its suffering continues until the end of the world.
As my Humanity in Heaven cannot suffer,
-I use the humanity of creatures,
-making them participate in my suffering
and thus extending my Humanity on earth.
And this I do with Justice. For when I was on earth,
I incorporated into Myself the humanities of all creatures for the purpose of
-to keep them safe and
-to do everything for them.
Now that I am in Heaven, I diffuse into creatures
-my Humanity,
-my sufferings and
-all that my Humanity has done for the good of lost souls.
I do this especially in the souls who love me so that I can say to the Father:
"My Humanity is in Heaven and also on earth, in the souls who love me and suffer."
Thus, because of the souls who love Me and substitute themselves for Me,
-my satisfaction is complete,
-my sufferings are still active.
Console yourself when you suffer,
because you receive the honor of substituting yourself for Me."
Having received my Jesus in Holy Communion, I thought:
"How can I give him love for Love, since he is not in my power?
to shrink me as he does in the host out of love for me?"
Then my beloved Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
if you cannot reduce yourself out of love for me in the form of a small host, you can very well reduce yourself completely in my Will,
-thus making you host in my Will.
With every action you do in My Will,
-thou shalt be a host for Me and
-I will feed on you as you feed on me.
What is the Host? Isn't it my Life?
And what is my Will? Isn't it the totality of my Life? You can make yourself a host out of love for Me.
As much as you do actions in my Will,
as much as you can form Hosts to give me love for Love."
This morning, after receiving Jesus blessed, I said to Him:
"Jesus, my Life, tell me what was your first gesture after receiving Yourself by instituting the Eucharist?"
He replied:
"My daughter, my first act was to multiply my life in as many lives.
that there will be human lives on earth.
Thus, each one will have my Life for himself alone,
a Life that constantly prays, thanks, satisfies and loves.
This, in the same way that I multiplied my sufferings for each soul, as if I had suffered for her alone!
At this supreme moment to receive me in sacramental form,
I gave myself to each one to suffer my Passion in every heart in order to conquer it
by force
-suffering and
-of Love.
By totally giving my Divinity, I took possession of all.
Alas! my Love was disappointed by many.
I anxiously await loving souls who, upon receiving me, will unite with me to
-multiply in all and
-want everything I want.
I will receive from these souls what others do not give me.
I will have the contentment of having souls in accordance with my desires and my Will.
So, my daughter, when you receive me, do what I did.
And I will be contented that there is at least one soul who wants the same thing as me."
As he said this, he looked very distressed. I said to him, "Jesus, what afflicts you so much?"
He replied, "Ah! what floods there will be! what evils, what evils! Italy is heading for very sad times.
Come closer to me and pray that the evils will not be worse."
I resumed, "Ah! my Jesus! What will happen to my country?
So you don't love me like you used to
by not sparing others out of love for me? »
Almost sobbing, he replied:
"No, I love you very much."
I continued in deprivation, suffering and bitterness because of so many evils I heard about, especially the entry of foreigners into Italy.
I was begging my good Jesus to stop the enemies and I said to him, "Is this the flood you told me about a few days ago?"
The good Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, this is the flood I told you about and it will continue. Foreigners will continue to invade Italy.
Is this not well deserved?
I had chosen Italy as my second Jerusalem.
However, she ignored my laws and refused to give me back what is due to me.
Ah! I can say that she does not behave in the manner of humans, but in the manner of beasts!
Even under the heavy scourge of war, I am not recognized and she wants to continue to behave like my enemy. It is just right that she suffered defeat.
I will continue to humiliate him to the dust."
I interrupted him by saying, "Jesus, what do you say about my homeland? My poor homeland, how lacerated you will be! Jesus, have mercy, stop this flood of strangers!"
He continued: "My daughter, to my great sorrow, I must allow the advance of foreigners.
You, because you do not love souls like Me, would like victory. If Italy won, it would be the ruin of souls.
His pride would come to such a degree that he would annihilate the little good that remains in the nation. It would show itself as a nation that can do without God.
Ah! my daughter, the plagues will continue, cities will be devastated!
I will deprive them of everything. The poor and the rich will be on the same footing. They did not want to recognize my laws. All of them have made themselves a god of the earth. By stripping them, I will show them what the earth is.
I will purify this earth by fire, for the stench it emits is intolerable to me. Many will be burned by fire, and thus I will bring your land back to its senses.
This is necessary. The salvation of souls requires it. I have been telling you about these scourges for a long time. The time has come, but not completely.
Other evils will come; I will bring the earth back to his senses, I will bring it back to his senses!"
I said to him, "My Jesus, calm down. Enough for now!"
He resumed, "Ah! No! You pray and I will make the enemy less cruel."
I continued in my state of suffering
My kind Jesus came and flew away immediately at lightning speed, not even giving me time to beg him for the evils endured by the
poor humanity, especially my dear native land.
What a blow to my heart that this invasion of strangers in our home! Jesus had told me before to make me pray.
But when I pray to Him, He tells me, "I will be inexorable."
This time I insisted, saying, "Jesus, don't you want to have mercy?
Don't you see that the cities are destroyed and the people are naked and hungry?
O Jesus, how hard you have become!"
He replied, "My daughter, the cities and the greatness of the earth do not matter to me;
it is the souls that matter to me.
After being destroyed, cities, churches and other things can be rebuilt. In the flood, didn't I destroy everything?
Wasn't it rebuilt afterwards?
But souls, if they are lost, it is forever; no one can give them back to me; I cry over them.
Heaven has been renounced to attach ourselves only to the earth: I will destroy the earth. I will make disappear his most beautiful things which, like traps, capture man."
I said to him, "Jesus, what do you say?" He replied, "Courage! Don't get depressed! I will proceed.
And you, come in my Will and live in it; may the earth no longer be your dwelling place but only me;
thus, you will be totally safe.
My Will has the power to make the soul transparent. and, when it is, everything I do radiates within it.
If I think, my thought radiates in his mind and becomes light there, and as light, his thought radiates in mine.
If I look, speak, love, etc. like so many lights, these acts radiate in the soul and, from there, in me.
Thus, we illuminate each other continuously, we are in perpetual communication of mutual love.
"Moreover, as I am everywhere, the radiance of souls living in my Will reaches me in Heaven, on earth, in the sacramental host and in the hearts of creatures.
Everywhere and always, I give them my light and they return that light to me;
I give them love and they give me love.
They are my earthly abodes where I take refuge to escape the nausea that other creatures give me.
"Oh! how beautiful it is to live in my Will!
I like it so much that, in future generations, I will make all other forms of holiness disappear, whatever their virtues.
I will provoke holiness in my Will which is not human holiness, but divine holiness.
This holiness will be so high that, like suns, the souls who live it will eclipse the stars that were the saints of past generations.
That is why I want to purify the earth: it is unworthy of these wonders."
I continue these writings out of obedience.
It seems to me that when Jesus speaks to me of his most holy Will, he forgets everything else and also makes me forget everything else: the soul finds nothing necessary, except to live in the Divine Will.
Dissatisfied with me with what I have written about His Will over the last twenty days,
Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, you didn't say everything.
I want you to write down everything I tell you about My Will, even the smallest things. They will serve future generations.
Every form of holiness began with saints who initiated it. Thus
-a saint was the initiator of the holiness of penitents,
-another of the holiness of obedience,
-another of the holiness of humility, and so on. As for you,
I want you to be the initiator of holiness in my Will.
My daughter, all other forms of holiness are not exempt from the pursuit of self-interest or waste of time.
For example, for souls who live completely attentive to obedience,
there is a lot of waste of time.
Speakingincessantly, they distract themselves from Me and put the virtues in my place. They only have rest when they receive orders.
Other souls stop a lot at temptations. Oh! how much time they waste!
They never get tired of recounting all their trials, thus putting the virtues in my place.
These various forms of holiness often break into pieces.
Holiness in My Will, on the other hand, is exempt.
-the search for personal interests and
-loss of time.
There is no danger that the soul that lives this holiness will exchange Me for the virtues.
Holiness in the Divine Will was that of my Humanity on earth.
I did everything for everyone without the slightest shadow of self-interest. Self-interest erases the imprint of divine holiness.
The soul that seeks its self-interest cannot be a sun. At best, she will be a star.
In these sad times, creatures need these suns
-which warm them up,
-illuminate them and
-fertilize them.
The generosity of these earthly angels,
-who do everything for the good of others
-without any shadow of personal interest,
opens in hearts the paths of my grace.
Churches are few in number. However, many will be destroyed.
Often I do not find priests to consecrate me in the Eucharistic form. Some allow unworthy souls to receive me. Some souls do not bother to receive me
And others can't. Thus, my Love is hindered. That is why I want holiness in My Will.
For the souls who will live it, I will not need
of priests to consecrate me
or churches,
nor tabernacles,
nor hosts.
Because these souls will be all together
Priests
tabernacles and
Hosts
My love will be freer.
When I want to consecrate Myself, I can do it
at any time,
day and night, and
wherever these souls are found.
Oh! how my Love will find its complete outpouring!
"Ah! My daughter
the present generation deserves to be completely destroyed!
If I allow a few people to stay,
it will be to form those suns of holiness in My Will that will do for Me all that other creatures,
-past,
-present and
-future, owe me.
Then
-the earth will give me real glory and
-my 'Fiat Voluntas tua' on earth as in Heaven will know its total fulfillment."
After receiving Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, I said to him:
"I fuck you with the kiss of your Will.
You're not happy if I only give you my kiss. You also want the kiss of all creatures.
Thus, I give you the kiss of your Will because there are all the creatures.
On the wings of your Will,
I take all the mouths of the creatures and give you the kiss of all.
I fuck you, not with my love, but with your own Love.
Thus, you will feel the contentment, gentleness and kindness of your own Love on the lips of all creatures.
And you'll be forced to give your kiss to everyone."
Who could tell all the other idiocies I said to my kind Jesus?
He said to me:
"My daughter, how sweet it is for me to see and feel a soul in my Will!
Without her noticing, she places herself at the level of my actions and prayers as I did them when I was on earth.
She almost puts herself at my level.
In my smallest deeds, I carried all creatures past, present, and future, so as to present to the Father complete deeds in the name of all.
Not a single breath of the creatures escaped me.
Otherwise, the Father would have found exceptions and would not have recognized all creatures or all their deeds.
He could have said to me, "You didn't do everything for every creature, your work is not complete.
I can't recognize all creatures because you haven't incorporated them all into you and I only want to acknowledge what you've done."
Thus, in the immensity of my Will, Love and Power, I have done everything for every creature.
"Actions that are not done in my Will cannot please me, however beautiful they may be. They are low, human and limited.
On the other hand, the actions done in My Will are noble, divine and infinite, like My Will.
They are similar to mine and I clothe them with the same value, love and power.
I multiply them in all and extend them to all generations. I don't care if they are small.
It is my actions that are repeated and that is enough.
The soul then places itself in its true nothingness.
Not in an attitude of humility
where she always feels something about herself.
But, as nothing, it enters into the All that I am and it works with Me, in Me and as Me.
Completely stripped of itself,
it does not stop at its merits or its personal interest.
Rather, all attentive to make me happy,
she gives me absolute dominion over all her actions,
without trying to find out what I am doing with it.
Only one thought occupies him: to live in my Will, begging Me to grant him this honor.
That is why I love him so much.
All my predilections and all my Love are for her.
And if I love others, it is by virtue of the Love I bring to this soul. My Love for them goes through her.
In the same way that the Father loves creatures by virtue of the Love He brings to me."
I said to him:
"How true it is that in your Will the soul
-is inhabited by the ardent desire to repeat your actions and
-can desire nothing else!
Everything else disappears and she doesn't want to do anything else!"
Jesus continues:
"And I make him do everything and I give him everything."
Continuing in my usual state,
I was merging into the Holy Will of my sweet Jesus. I prayed, loved and made reparations.
Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, would you like a comparison regarding the acts done in my Will?
Look at the heavens. You will find the sun there:
a ball of light that has its limits and shape. However, the light that comes from within its limits fills all the earth and all the space,
-not a limited space,
-but wherever there is land, mountains and seas,
investing them with its majestic light and beneficial warmth.
He is the king of the planets.
He has supremacy over all created things.
These are the acts done in My Will, and even more.
By doing one's actions by one's own will,
-the creature acts in a poor and limited way. But if it enters into my Will,
-his actions take on immense proportions. They invest everything
They give light and warmth to everything.
They rule over everything and
they acquire supremacy over all the acts of creatures.
Thus, the soul governs, commands and conquers. Although small in themselves, the acts done in My Will
-undergo an incredible transformation.
This is not even given to the angels to understand.
Only I can measure the true value of the actions done in my Will. They are
the triumph of my glory,
the outpouring of my Love,
the completion of Creation.
They reward me for Creation itself.
Therefore, my daughter, is moving ever further in my Will."
Being in my usual state and suffering a little, my thought was as follows:
"How come I can't find rest either day or night? The weaker and more suffering I am, the more awake and unable my mind is to rest."
My sweet Jesus tells me:
"My daughter,
You don't know why, but I'll tell you.
My Humanity had no rest.
Even in my sleep, I had no respite. I was intensely at work.
For, having to give life to each thing and to each one, it was necessary for me to work non-stop.
He who is to give life must be continually in action.
If I had wanted to rest, how many lives could not have arisen? How much, without my continual action,
could not have developed and would have remained atrophied?
How many could not have entered into Me
because deprived of the vital act of the one who alone can give life?
My daughter
wanting you in My Will, I want you in continual action.
Your fully awakened mind is action,
the whisper of your prayer is action,
the movement of your hands, the beating of your heart,
the flashing of your eyelids is action.
Your gestures can be small, I don't care. As long as you move, as long as you sow,
-I unite your actions with mine and
-I make them big.
I give them the virtue of producing lives.
Many of my actions were small in appearance. For example, when I was little,
"I was crying, I was sucking my Mother's milk,
-I had fun fucking her, stroking her, interlacing my little hands with hers.
A little larger,
-I was picking flowers for her,
-I drew water, and so on. These were small actions.
But, because they were united with the Will of my Divinity, they were able to create millions of lives.
"When I cried, from my tears came the lives of creatures.
-When I sucked, fucked, caressed, these were lives that I created.
"In my fingers intertwined with those of my Mother, souls flowed.
-When I was picking flowers and drawing water,
souls came out of my heartbeat in love.
I was acting continuously. This is the reason for your vigils. When I see your watches and actions in My Will,
-sometimes placed at my side,
-sometimes flowing in my hands, in my voice, in my Spirit or in my Heart,
I make them flow for the good and salvation of all. I give them the virtue of my own actions."
I was in my usual state and my always kind Jesus was very distressed.
He complained of those who steal the affection of creatures from him by taking his place in souls.
I said to him, "My Love, is this vice so ugly as to afflict you?"
He replied:
"My daughter,
this is more than ugly, it's terrible!
It is the reversal of the order intended by the Creator. The creature places itself above the Creator.
This is equivalent to saying, "I am as good as God."
How about someone stealing a million dollars from another and plunging them into poverty and unhappiness?"
I replied, "He should hand over the stolen money or be convicted."
Jesus continues:
"However, when the affection of creatures is stolen from me, it is more than stealing millions from me.
Money is material and low while the affection of creation is spiritual and great. Money can be returned, but the affection of the creators can never!
It is an irremediable theft.
Even if the fire of purgatory purifies this flight,
he will never be able to fill the void with a single affection that has been stolen from me.
This is not taken into consideration.
On the contrary, there are people who sell their affection. They are happy to find someone to buy it.
They steal from me without any scruples.
They have scruples if they steal another creature.
But stealing from myself does not cause them any scruples.
Ah! My daughter, I gave everything to the creatures by telling them:
"Take whatever you want, but leave me alone your heart."
Not only do they deny me their heart, but they rob me of the affection of others.
Moreover, it comes not only from secular people, but also from pious souls, consecrated souls.
What harm is done to me by a certain spiritual direction with rosewater,
by certain condescensions,
by so much sentimentality,
by the use of seductions!
Instead of doing good to souls, we plunge them into a labyrinth.
When I am forced to enter in sacramental form into these complacent hearts, I would like to flee, seeing
-that their affection is not for me,
-that their heart is not mine.
And this, from whom?
Of those who should lead souls to me! Rather, they took my place.
I feel such nausea that I can't live with staying in their hearts. Even if I am forced to do so until the host accidents are consumed.
What a massacre of souls! These are the real wounds of my Church! That is why there are so many of my ministers cut off from the Church!
Despite all the prayers they give me, I don't listen to them. For them, there are no graces.
I say to them with my sorrowful Heart:
"Thieves, leave, leave my sanctuary because I can no longer tolerate you!"
Frightened, I said to him, "Calm down, Jesus.
Look at us as the fruit of your Blood and your wounds Change the punishments into graces!"
Jesus continues:
"These punishments will continue.
I will humiliate man to the dust.
Unexpected incidents will continue to happen to confuse him. Where he will hope to escape, he will find a trap;
where he will wait for victory, he will find defeat;
where he will expect the light, he will find darkness.
Then he will say, "I'm blind and I don't know what to do anymore!"
The devastating sword will continue its work until everything is purified."
The days are very bitter for me. The sweet Jesus hardly comes anymore.
When he comes, he does it briefly like lightning and lets himself be seen wiping away his tears.
Then, without saying why, he leaves. Finally, after much deprivation,
He said to me:
"My daughter, after dealing with Me for so long, have you not come to know my ways of acting and the reason for my absence?
Yet I have told you this many times. How easy it is for you to forget!
Things will get worse. That's all I have to tell you."
Then, having found myself out of my body, I saw people saying
-that two or three nations would be rendered incapable of defending themselves, and
-that much misery and ruins would ensue
because other nations were going to oppress them to the point of seizing them!
I surrendered myself completely to Jesus.
He said to me:
"My daughter, melt into Me.
Fund your prayer in mine for
may our prayers be one and
that we cannot know which one is yours and which one is mine.
Your sufferings, your actions, your will and your love,
melt them into my sufferings, my actions, my Will and my Love.
Fund them in such a way that you can say, "What is Jesus's is mine's"and I can say, "What is Luisa's is Mine."
Suppose you pour a glass of water into a large vat of water.
After the fact, will you be able to discern the water that comes from the glass from the water that was in the tank? Certainly not!
Thus, for your greater good and contentment, repeat often in everything you do:
"Jesus, I pour this into you to accomplish your Will.
rather than mine.""
While I was in my usual state, my ever-kind Jesus was very distressed and I said to him, "My Love, what afflicts you so much?"
He replied:
"Alas! My daughter
when I allow the churches to be deserted, the ministers scattered and the Masses diminished,
this means that
sacrifices are offenses to Me,
prayers of insults,
the adorations of irreverences,
confessions of fruitless hobbies.
No longer finding my glory but rather offenses in return for the blessings I give,
I stop the latter.
These departures of my ministers also indicate that things have reached their climax. Punishments will be multiplied.
How hard man is, how hard man is!"
I felt a little distracted as I tried to immerse myself in God's Holy Will and asked Jesus for forgiveness for my distractions.
He said to me:
"My daughter,
by its heat, the sun destroys the poisonous vapors emanating from the fertilizer dispersed on the soil to fertilize the plants.
Otherwise, the plants would rot and eventually dry.
As soon as the soul enters my Will, the latter destroys by its heat the infections that the soul has contracted by its distractions.
Therefore, as soon as you notice the distraction within yourself,
do not remain in yourself but enter immediately into my Will so that my warmth purifies you and prevents you from withering away."
Continuing in my usual state, I complained to Jesus about my poor condition.
He said to me, "My daughter, courage! Doesn't change anything! Firmness is the greatest virtue.
It produces heroism and it is almost impossible that the one who possesses this virtue does not become a great saint. The repetition of virtuous acts gives rise in the soul to a new and growing fountain of love.
Firmness strengthens the soul and puts on it the seal of final perseverance. Your Jesus does not fear that his graces will remain without effect in firm souls. He distributes them to her by torrents.
One cannot expect much in the soul
-who works at one time and then does nothing,
-who does one thing at one time and another at the next time.
It has no point of support:
-one day it is thrown to one side and,
-the next day, on the other.
She will starve to death because she does not have the firmness that makes love grow. My grace fears pouring into such a soul because it may abuse it or use it to offend me."
I felt so needy and complained to Jesus about it. All goodness, he came from within dressed in a garment trimmed with resplendent diamonds.
He seemed to be coming out of a deep sleep. With great tenderness, He said to me:
"My daughter, what do you want?"
Your moans hurt my heart and I woke up to immediately come and take care of your needs.
You must know that I was in your heart and that,
-while you were doing your actions, prayers and reparations,
-while you poured into my Will and loved me, I took everything for me and
I used it to feed myself and decorate my garment with precious diamonds.
While you loved me, prayed to me, and so on, I did not fast as if you had done nothing.
I took everything since you had given me complete freedom. When the soul does so,
I can't rest when she's in need. I do everything for her. Then tell me what you want!"
Shedding abundant tears, until I wet his holy hands, I told him about my extreme needs.
The sweet Jesus then pressed me on his Heart and poured from his Heart into mine a very sweet water that refreshed me completely.
He continued:
"My daughter, don't be afraid, I will be everything to you. If you lack the creatures, I will do everything.
I will tie you to me and set you free. I will never abandon you.
You are too dear to me.
I have made you grow in my Will and you are a part of me. I will keep you and say to everyone, "No one but me touches it." So, calm down, because your Jesus never leaves you."
Continuing in my usual state, my ever kind Jesus came all afflicted, He said to me:
"My daughter,
what nausea I feel because of the disunity among the priests. This is intolerable to me.
Their disorderly lives are the reason why my Righteousness will allow my enemies to come upon them to mistreat them.
The wicked are ready to attack and Italy is about to commit the greatest of sins,
-that of persecuting my Church and shed innocent blood."
While He was saying this, He made me see
-our devastated allied nations,
-several shaved places and
-their pride crushed.
While I was in my usual state and trying to blend into the Divine Will, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
whenever the soul enters into my Will and prays, works, suffers, etc.,
it acquires new divine beauties.
For each additional act done in My Will,
the soul acquires more strength, wisdom, love and divine holiness.
"Moreover, while the soul acquires divine qualities, it leaves human qualities.
When the soul acts in my Will, the human remains as if suspended. The divine life acts and takes its place.
And my Love has the freedom to deposit its attitudes in the creature."
I complained to Jesus that I couldn't even attend Holy Mass.
He said to me:
"My daughter,
who then performs the divine Sacrifice? Isn't it Me?
When I am sacrificed at Mass, the soul that lives in My Will is sacrificed with Me,
not just at a mass,
but at all Masses.
She is consecrated with Me in all the Hosts.
Never leave My Will and I will make you go wherever you want.
There will pass such a stream of communication between you and Me that you will not do any act without Me and I will not do any act without you.
Therefore, when you are missing something,
enter into my Will and
you will quickly find what you want:
as many Masses, Communions and Love as you want.
In my Will, nothing is missing.
You find everything in an infinite and divine form."
While I was discussing what it means to live in the Divine Will, someone expressed the opinion that it is to live in union with God.
Showing himself to me, my ever kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, there is a big difference between
-to live simply united with Me and
-live in My Will."
As he said this, he stretched out his arm towards me and said:
"Come for a moment in my Will and you will see the great difference." I found myself in Jesus.
My little atom was swimming in the eternal Will.
As this Will is a simple act comprising all other acts (past, present and future), I took part in this simple act,
to the extent that this is possible for a creature. I even took part in acts
-which do not yet exist and
-which will exist at the end of the centuries and as long as God is God. For all this, I loved him, thanked him, blessed him, etc.
There was no act that escaped me.
I was able to make my own the Love of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, since their Will was mine.
I gave them this Love as my own. How happy I was!
They found full contentment in receiving from me their own Love.
But who can say it all? I miss the words.
Blessed Jesus said to me:
"Have you seen what it means to live in my Will? It is disappearing.
And, to the extent that it is possible for a creature, enter
-in the sphere of Eternity,
-in the Almighty of the Lord,
-in the uncreated Spirit, and
take part in every divine act.
It is to enjoy all the divine qualities even while one is on earth. It is hating evil in a divine way.
It is to cover everything without exhausting oneself, since the will that animates the soul is divine. It is holiness not yet known on earth and which I will make known,
-the most beautiful and the brightest,
which will be the crown and completion of all other holiness.
On the other hand, the one who simply lives united with me does not disappear. Two beings are together, not melted into one. Whoever does not disappear cannot enter the sphere of Eternity to take part in all divine acts. Think carefully and you'll see a big difference."
Finding myself in my usual state, I felt an extreme need to be with Jesus, to rest in Him.
My sweet Jesus came and said to me:
"My daughter, rest in me.
You will always find me at your disposal; I will never fail you. The more you rest in me, the more I will pour into you.
Often, feeling the need to rest, I will come to you and rest in you, serving myself the rest I grant you."
Then He added:
"When souls do everything to please me, love me, and live at the expense of my Will,
they become like members of my body in which I glorify myself as if they were my own.
Otherwise, they are like dislocated limbs who make me suffer; they make suffer not only me, but also themselves and their fellow men. They are limbs that let out purulent materials contaminating even the good they do."
Continuing in my usual state, I felt my poor oppressed heart in great pain—I don't say this to complain.
My ever-kind Jesus came and Said to me:
"My daughter,
I send suffering to creatures to find me through them.
I am as if enveloped by these sufferings. If the soul suffers with patience and love,
-she breaks the envelope that covers me and she finds me. Otherwise, I remain hidden in these sufferings,
the soul does not discover me and I cannot manifest myself to it."
He added:
"I feel an irresistible desire to spread into creatures.
I would like to deposit in them my beauty to make them all very beautiful. But, through sin, they reject my divine beauty and cover themselves with ugliness.
-I would like to fill them with my Love. But, loving that which is not of Me,
they tremble with cold and reject this Love.
-I would like to communicate to them everything about Me to cover them with my qualities. But they reject me.
Rejecting Me, they form between them and Me a wall,
preventing any communication between the Creator and his creature.
In spite of all this, I continue my efforts,
hoping to find at least one soul who wants to receive my qualities. Having found her, I increase my graces in her, multiplying them by a thousand. I pour myself entirely into her to make her a prodigy of graces.
So remove this oppression from your heart. Pour into Me and I will pour into you.
Jesus told you that and that is enough.
Don't worry about anything. I'm going to take care of everything."
I said to my sweet Jesus:
"My Life, how cattiva I am! (in Italian, cattiva means bad, weak), but I know you love me anyway."
Then my beloved Jesus said to me:
"My little cattiva, you are undoubtedly cattiva, but you have captivated[3] my Will.
By captivating my Love, my power, my wisdom etc., you have captivated a part of me.
But by having captivated my Will, you have captivated the whole subs¬ tance of my Being,
you captivated me in full. That is why I often speak to you, not only about my Will, but about how to live in it.
"I want you to know these two aspects well so that your life is perfectly integrated into mine. And then, knowing the secrets of my Will, can you still be evil?"
I said, "My Jesus, you are joking with me.
I want to tell you that I am really cattiva (bad) and that I want you to help me to become good!"
He replied, "Yes, yes!" and disappeared.
I was in my usual state and my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, if you don't see me as usual for a few days, don't grieve. The ailments will increase.
Heaven and earth will unite to strike the homm.
And I don't want to afflict you by making you see so many evils."
I replied, "My good Jesus, the greatest suffering for me is to be deprived of you.
It is death without dying, it is an indescribable and limitless pain! Jesus, Jesus, what do you say? Me without you, without life? Never tell me that again!"
Jesus continued, "My daughter, do not be alarmed.
I didn't say I won't come at all, but not often. I tell you in advance so that you don't worry.
My Will will provide you with everything to keep you firm in it. Like the peel of a fruit, I will remove the human from you.
Let the machine of my Will grind you so that nothing human remains in you."
Continuing in my usual state, I said to my sweet Jesus:
"How I would like to possess your desires, your Love, your affections, your Heart, etc., so that I can desire and love like you!"
Then my ever kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, I have no desire or affection, everything is concentrated in my Will.
My Will is everything to Me.
You want something if you don't have it. However, in My Will, I can do anything. He who does not have love can desire love.
But in my Will is fullness, the source of Love.
Being infinite, I can, by a simple act of My Will, dispose of all goods and spread them over all.
If I had desires, I would not be perfectly happy.
I would be missing something. I would be a finite being. I own everything. Therefore, I am happy and I can make everyone happy.
To be infinite means to be capable
-to do everything, -to possess everything and-to make everyone happy.
Since it is finished, the creature does not possess everything and cannot embrace everything. She has desires, anxiety, affections, etc.
which she can use as steps to ascend to her Creator,
-to court the divine qualities and, then, to overflow on the others.
If the soul blends totally into my Will,
-it does not only court my qualities.
But, in one sip, it absorbs me completely.
His own desires or affections
-disappear and
-are replaced by those of my Will.
This morning, my sweet Jesus did not come and I spent that day in sighs, anxiety and bitterness.
However, I was all immersed in His Will.
When night came, I could no longer hold on and I called Jesus vehemently. I couldn't close my eyes and I was restless.
I wanted it at all costs.
He finally came and said to me:
"My dove, who could say
the flights you make in my Will,
the space you walk,
the air you inhale?
No one can say, not even you! Only I can say it, Me
-which gauges your fibres,
-who counts your thoughts and the beating of your heart.
As you fly, I see the hearts you touch. Don't stop!
Fly to other hearts, knock and fly away again.
On your wings, bring my "I love you" to other hearts to make me love. Then come into my Heart to rest so that, subsequently,
you can start again with even faster flights.
I have fun with my little dove and I invite the angels and my Mother to have fun with Me.
And I don't tell you everything! The rest, I will tell you in Heaven. So many surprising things I will tell you!"
Then He placed His hand on my forehead, adding:
"I leave you the breath of my Will. Fall asleep." And I fell asleep.
Finding myself in my usual state, I said to my beloved Jesus:
"Jesus, love me. I have more right than anyone else to be loved by you, because I have never loved anyone but you and no one else loves me.
And if it seems that someone loves me, it is for what they receive from me and not for me.
In short, between my love for You and yours for me, no other love comes in between."
My sweet Jesus answered me:
"My daughter, you must see there nothing but my most powerful Love for you; he is so great that his jealousy keeps you away from everything.
My jealousy is such that I remain on the lookout so that not even a shadow of love of creatures comes to touch you.
At most, I tolerate that someone loves you in Me, but not outside of Me. Otherwise, I would make him flee.
Thus, you have not entered into any other heart and no other heart has entered into you."
Around evening, Jesus returned with The Queen Mother.
They called me by name as if they wanted me to listen to them. How beautiful it was to see Jesus and his Mother talking together!
The heavenly Mother said, "My Son, what are you doing? That's enough!
I have my rights as a Mother and I am saddened to see my children suffer so much. Do you want to indulge in punishments to destroy creatures and their food?
Do you want to flood them with contagious diseases? What will they do?
You say you love this girl; if you do that, how much will she not suffer? In order not to make her bitter, don't do that!"
Saying this, she pulled Jesus towards me.
But Jesus answered firmly, "I can't! J
I keep away a lot of evils because of her, but everything, no!
My mother
let us bring down on humanity a tornado of misfortune so that it surrenders."
They said many other things to each other, but I didn't quite understand. I was terrified and waiting for Jesus to calm down.
Continuing in my usual state, I said to my beloved Jesus:
"Do not disdain my prayers.
It is your own words that I repeat, your own intentions that I carry. I want to win souls with Your Will, like You."
Then Blessed Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, <
when I hear you repeat my words, my prayers, and want what I want, I feel drawn to you as if by a powerful magnet.
What joy I feel in my Heart! I can say that it is a feast for Me.
And while I rejoice, I feel weakened because of your love for me and I don't have the strength to hit the creatures.
You bind me with the same chains that I used with the Father to reconcile Him with men.
Oh yes! repeat what I did.
Always do this if you want your Jesus, who lives so much bitterness, to receive joy from creatures."
He added:
"If you want to be safe, always make repairs and do them with Me. Sink into Me so that he may ascend from you and Me only a single hymn of reparation.
When the soul repairs, it is sheltered, it is protected from cold, hail and everything.
If it does not repair,
-she is like someone who is in the middle of the road,
-exposed to lightning, hail and all ailments.
Times are very sad
If the circle of reparations is not enlarged, there is a danger that those who are not protected will be struck by the flashes of divine justice."
Finding myself in my usual state, I said to my ever kind Jesus:
"How is this possible? You have done everything for us;
-you have satisfied for all; in all things,
-you have restored the glory of the Father in the name of creatures in such a way that all are covered
-a mantle of Love, Graces and Blessings.
Nevertheless, the punishments still fall
They almost destroy the protective coat you covered for us."
Interrupting me, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, what you say is true. I did everything for the creatures.
To be sure to place them safely, I wanted to wrap them in the mantle of my Love as if inside a defense armor.
But, through willful sins, ungrateful creatures break this armor. They thus escape my graces and my Love.
They are placed outside, without any shelter.
Thus they are struck by the flashes of divine justice. It is not I who strike men.
They are the ones who, by their sins,
stand against Me and receive the blows.
Pray, pray to counter the great blindness of creatures."
One evening, after I had finished writing, my sweet Jesus came and He said to me:
"My daughter, every time you write, my Love feels
-a new effusion,
-a new contentment.
And I feel more inclined to communicate my graces to you.
Know, however, that I feel betrayed
-when you don't write everything,
-that you fail to speak
of my intimacy with you and my demonstrations of love.
It is that, in these manifestations of love,
I seek not only to encourage you to know me and love me more.
But I am also interested in those who will read these texts and from whom I will be able to receive more love.
If you don't write these things,
-I will not receive this love and
"I will feel betrayed."
I replied, "Ah! My Jesus, it takes such an effort to put on paper some secrets and intimacy between you and me!
It seems to me that you deviate with me from the usual ways you use with others."
He replied, "Ah! it is the weakness of many.
Out of humility or fear, they hide the love I have for them. And in doing so, they hide from me.
On the contrary, they should manifest this love to make me love. Thus, I am betrayed in love, even by the good."
Finding me in my usual state, my sweet Jesus manifested himself full of attention. He watched over me in everything.
A rope went from his Heart and walked towards mine.
If I was attentive, this rope remained attached to my heart and my beloved Jesus made it move and had fun with it.
He said to me:
"My daughter, I am all attentive to souls. If they are also attentive to Me,
the rope of my Love remains fixed to their hearts. I multiply my attentions and I have fun.
Otherwise, the rope remains loose and my Love feels rejected and saddened."
He added:
In the souls who make my Will and live in it, my Love does not encounter any obstacle.
I love and prefer them so much
that I deal directly with everything that concerns them. I give them unexpected graces.
And I'm jealous if someone else does something for them. I want to do everything myself.
I reach such jealousy of love that,
like the priest to whom I give power
-to consecrate myself in the sacramental host,
I grant myself the privilege of consecrating these souls myself
who do their actions in my Will by letting down their human will to allow the Divine Will to take all the place.
What the priest does for the host, I do for these souls,
-not only once,
-but every time they repeat their actions in My Will.
They attract me like powerful magnets
And I consecrate them as privileged hosts,
repeating on them the words of consecration.
I do this with Justice.
Because the souls who live in My Will sacrifice themselves more
that souls who receive communion but do not live in my Will.
The souls who live in my Will empty themselves of themselves to give me all the place in them.
They give me the full direction
And, if necessary, they are ready to suffer any pain to live in my Will.
Therefore, my Love cannot wait for the priest to deem it appropriate to give me to them by means of the sacramental host.
I do everything myself.
Oh! how many times I give myself in communion before the priest finds that it is time to give myself to these souls!
If this were not the case,
my Love would remain as if chained by the sacraments.
No, no, I am free!
I have the sacraments in my Heart.
I own them and I can exercise them whenever I want."
While He was saying this, He seemed to be looking everywhere to see if He would not find a living soul in His Will in order to consecrate it.
How beautiful it was
-to see my kind Jesus travelling in haste to perform the office of priest and
-to hear him repeat the words of consecration on the souls who make his Will and live there!
Oh! how beautiful are those blessed souls who thus receive the consecration of Jesus!"
I said to my kind Jesus:
"I love you.
But, because my love is small, I love you with your own Love. I adore you with your worship, I pray with your prayers,
I thank you with your thanksgiving."
As I prayed like this, He said to me:
"My daughter,
-when you love with my Love,
-when you worship with my adorations,
-when you pray with my prayers and
-when you thank with my thanksgiving,
these acts are fixed in mine where they are enlarged.
I feel loved, adored, prayed and thanked as I want creatures to do.
Ah! my daughter, a great surrender to Me is necessary!
When the soul gives itself to Me, I surrender Myself to it. Filling her with Me, I do for her what she should do for Me.
On the other hand, if the creature does not surrender to Me, what it does remains fixed in itself rather than in Me. His actions are filled with imperfections and misery, which cannot please me."
While I was in my usual state, my sweet Jesus came and said to me:
"My daughter,
I am all love.
I am like a fountain of love
such that everything that enters into her is transformed into love.
In my Righteousness, Wisdom, Goodness, Fortitude, etc.,
there is only Love.
But, who controls this fountain of love? This is my Will.
My Will dominates, governs and orders.
All my qualities bear the imprint of my Will.
The soul
-who allows himself to be dominated by my Will,
-who lives in it,
lives in my love base.
She is inseparable from Me.
And, for her, everything turns into love.
Thus, his thoughts, words, heartbeat, actions, steps, etc. are love.
For her, it is always clear.
On the other hand, for the soul separated from my Will, it is night.
Miseries, passions and weaknesses invade him and do their job, a job to make people cry."
I prayed for a dying soul with a little fear and anxiety.
My kind Jesus came and said to me:
"My daughter, why do you fear?"
When a soul meditates on my Passion,
-remembering my sufferings
-by maintaining thoughts of com¬passion and repair, paths open between her and me
and various beauties come to adorn his soul.
This soul made the "Hours of my Passion".
And I will receive her as a daughter of my Passion, clothed in my Blood and adorned with my Wounds.
This flower was grown in your heart
And I bless her and receive her in my Heart as a flower of predilection." While He was saying this, a flower came out of my heart and flew to Jesus.
This morning my sweet Jesus came and said to me:
"My daughter, do not remain in yourself, in your own will; rather enter into Me, into My Will.
I am huge.
Only the one who is immense can multiply his acts as much as he wants. Whoever dwells in the heights can send light lower.
See the sun: because it is in the heights, it is light for all. Every man has the sun at his disposal as if it were his personal property.
On the other hand, further down, plants, trees, rivers and seas are not available to all.
They are not like the sun that could tell if it could speak:
"If I want to, I can take ownership of everything,
which in no way prevents others from taking advantage of me."
Indeed, all the things below benefit from the sun:
-some of its light,
-others of its heat,
-others of his fecon¬dity,
-other of its colors.
I am the Eternal Light. I'm at the top
Therefore, I am everywhere,
including in the greatest depths.
I am the Life of all and everyone receives me as if I exist only for him alone.
As for you, if you want to do good to all,
-enters my immensity and
-screw in the heights, detached from everything, including yourself. Otherwise, you will be surrounded by earth.
You will be able to be a plant, a tree, but never a sun.
Rather than giving, you will only receive and
the good you will do will be so limited that it can be measured."
I lived the anxiety and deprivation of Jesus and I often complained to him. He came and, pressing me firmly on His Heart, He said to me:
"Wood on my side."
I drank the Most Holy Blood that sprang from the wound of his Heart. How happy I was!
However, dissatisfied with the fact that I drank only once,
He tells me that I can drink a second time, then a third. I was amazed that, without my having asked him,
He offered me to drink his Blood.
He added:
"My daughter, when you suffer from being deprived of Me, your heart is wounded by a divine wound that is reflected on my Heart and hurts it.
This wound is sweet to me and is a balm for my Heart.
It has the virtue of softening the cruel wounds that come to me from the indifference of the creatures, their contempt, and even their total oblivion.
When the soul feels cold, arid and distracted and suffers from it because of its love for Me, it hurts me and I feel comforted."
I groaned because of Jesus' deprivation and thought:
"It's all over! What bitter days!
My Jesus has disappeared. He withdrew from me. How can I live from now on?"
While I was telling myself this and many other nonsense, my always kind Jesus said to me in an intellectual light from him:
"My daughter, my self-immolation on the Cross still continues in souls. When a soul is well disposed and welcomes me,
-I live in her as in my own Humanity., The flames of my Love burn me and
I can't wait to prove it to other creatures.
I said to them, "See how much I love you.
My self-immolation on the Cross is not enough for my Love.
I also want to consume myself with love for you in this soul that welcomes me."
And I make this soul feel my self-immolation. She feels as if crushed and in agony.
No longer feeling in her the Life of her Jesus, she feels consumed.
Feeling that my Presence in it
with whom she is accustomed to living, misses her,
she fights and trembles
a bit like my Humanity on the Cross
while my Divinity, depriving her of her strength, let her die.
This self-immolation of the soul is not human, but totally divine.
And I receive divine satisfaction from her
as if another divine Life was consumed out of love for Me.
De facto
it is not the life of this soul that is consumed, but my own life. It is my life that the soul no longer feels and no longer sees.
It seems to her that I died for her.
Thus, I renew the effects of My sacrifice for other creatures. And, for this soul, I double graces and glory.
I feel in my Humanity a sweet enchantment to have done what I wanted.
So let Me do what I want in you and My Life will develop in you."
Another day when I was complaining, I told him:
"How come you left me?" Then, in a serious and imposing tone, He said to me:
"Be calm and don't say nonsense. I didn't leave you. I remain in the depths of your soul.
That's why you don't see me.
When you see me, it's because I'm on the surface of your soul. Don't be distracted.
I want you
-all attentive to Me,
-always available for the good of all."
Continuing in my usual state, I told myself that if the Lord wanted something from me, he would only have to give me a sign, without me having to resort to a priest.
Then, blessed Jesus showed himself in my interior with a ball in his hand, in a position to throw it on the ground.
He said to me:
"My daughter, you desire that I free you from the embarrassment where My Will has placed you.
I have put you in this situation in consideration of the whole world so that I do not let it down and
that I do not destroy it completely.
If I set you free from this situation,
-what you could do well would be very little."
I replied:
"My Jesus, I don't understand you!
You leave me without suffering and it seems to me that you have rid me of the state of
Victim. Afterwards, you tell me that you are using me to prevent the world from being destroyed!"
He said:
"It is wrong that you do not suffer.
At most, you do not suffer from the pains that would completely disarm me. If, sometimes, you are deprived of suffering, it is not according to your desire; otherwise, your own will would come into play.
Ah! you cannot understand the gentle violence you do to me when you have the feeling of being forgotten and that, not seeing me as before, you continue without neglecting anything!
Anyway, I want to be free with you:
-when I like it, I leave you.
-when I like it, I tie you up.
I want you at the mercy of my Will without your own will coming into play." Another time, I felt bad because of my continuous vomiting.
Only to obey, I said to my sweet Jesus:
"What would you lose by granting me to no longer feel the need to take food since I am then forced to vomit it?"
My kind Jesus answered me:
"My daughter, what do you say? Be calm, be calm, never say that again! You must know that if you never needed anything,
I would starve people to death.
However, leaving you the need to be served, I, out of love for you and because of you, I give what is necessary to creatures.
Therefore, if I listened to you, I would neglect others.
By taking food and then vomiting it, you are doing good to others. And, moreover, your suffering glorifies me.
When you vomit your food, you suffer. And as you suffer in My Will,
-I take your suffering and
-I multiply it and
-I spread it for the good of the creatures.
I am happy with this and I say to myself: 'It is my daughter's bread that I give to my children.'"
Finding me in my usual state, my ever-amiable Jesus showed himself in me as if inside a circle of light.
Looking at me, he said, "Let's see what we did well today." And he was looking all around.
I believe that the circle of light represented his most holy Will and that it was through my union with her that he spoke to me.
He continued:
"Anyway, I am tired of the vileness of the priests. I can't take it anymore, I want to put an end to it.
Oh! how many devastated souls, disfigured, so many idolatry!
Using holy things to offend me causes my bitterest sorrow. This is the most abominable sin, the mark of total ruin.
Ill attracts the greatest curses and breaks communications between Heaven and earth. I would like to eradicate these beings from the earth.
For this reason, the punishments will continue and be multiplied.
Death will devastate cities and many homes and roads will disappear. There will be no one left to inhabit them.
Mourning and desolation will reign everywhere!"
I prayed to him a lot.
He stayed with me for a good part of the night and He suffered so much that I felt my heart break with sorrow.
I hope my Jesus will calm down.
While I was in my usual state,
my kind Jesus came briefly and Said to me:
"My daughter, the creatures do not want to give in, they defy my Justice. As a result, my Justice stands against them.
Offenses come from people of all classes,
-including those who call themselves my ministers.
Maybe even more of them than many others. What venom they carry!
They poison those who approach them!
Rather than depositing me in souls, they place themselves there.
They seek to be surrounded, to make themselves known and they put me aside.
By their poisoned contacts,
they distract souls rather than lead them to Me.
They make them dissipate rather than direct them to the serious stuff. Thus, those who do not have contact with them fare better.
I cannot rely on them.
I am forced to allow people to move away from churches and sacraments
so that contact with these ministers may not distance them further from Me.
My grief is great.
The wounds of my Heart are deep.
Pray and unite with the good ones who remain. Sympathize with my grief."
I
was very distressed and I felt in me a great desire to get out of my
usual state (the state of victim).
O God, what suffering! I was living through mortal anguish.
Only Jesus knows this torment of my soul. I have no words to describe it. As I swam in this bitterness, my kind Jesus came. All afflicted, he put a finger on my mouth and said to me:
"I contented you, be calm!
Don't you remember how many times I made you see great killings, depopulated and almost deserted cities?
So you'd say, "No, don't do that.
If you want to do it, at least allow them time to receive the sacraments."
I do as you asked me. What more do you want? Man's heart is hard.
All this is not enough for him!
It has not yet touched the depths of all evils. And so, he is not satiated, he does not surrender.
He looks with indifference at the epidemic that is spreading.
But these are only the beginnings.
The time will come in which I will almost make this malevolent and perverse generation disappear from the earth."
I trembled when I heard these words and prayed. I wanted to ask Jesus:
"And me, what should I do?" But I didn't dare.
Jesus added:
"What I desire is that you do not leave your state by yourself. However, being free, you can do it.
I want you at the mercy of My Will.
In the last few days, it was I who forced you to leave your usual state.
I wanted to spread the scourge of the epidemic and I did not want to keep you in this state to be freer to act."
I begged my blessed Jesus to calm down. He came briefly and I said to him:
"Jesus, my Love, that it is painful to live in these times. Everywhere we see tears and suffering. My heart bleeds.
If your Holy Will did not sustain me, I would be unable to live. Oh! how sweet death would be to me!"
My sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, my justice is balanced. Everything in me is balanced. The scourge of death continually touches creatures
-with the accompaniment of my grace.
In such a way that almost all of them ask for the last sacraments.
Man is such that it is only
-when he sees his skin affected and -he feels beaten that he wakes up.
Many of those who are not affected
live in indifference and continue their lives of sin.
It is necessary for death to make its harvest
in order to touch those who only place thorns under their feet. And this, both among the religious and among the laity.
Ah! my daughter, these are times that require patience! Don't worry.
Pray that everything may contribute to my glory and to the good of all."
I found myself in my usual state, filled with bitterness and deprivation. My sweet Jesus came and Said to me:
"My daughter, governments feel the ground slipping under their feet. I will use all means to bring them
-to submit, -to enter into themselves, and
-to understand that only by Me
they can achieve a true and lasting Peace.
Thus, I humiliate sometimes one, sometimes the other;
I lead them to be sometimes friends, sometimes enemies. I will make them run out of weapons.
I will do unexpected things
-to confuse them and make them understand the instability of human things. I will make them understand
-that only God is stable and
-that only through him they can hope for all goods.
If they want Justice and Peace,
they must come to the fountain of true Justice and True Peace. Otherwise, they will get nowhere and will continue to fight.
Of course, they will continue to agitate.
And if they can agree on peace, it will not last.
Later, they will resume their battles, and even more fiercely.
My daughter, only my almighty finger can fix things. And, in due course, I will.
But, beforehand, major tests are to be expected. And there will be many in the world.
Therefore, great patience is required."
He added in an emotional tone:
"My daughter, the greatest punishments will result from the action of the perverts. Purifications are still needed.
And, in their triom¬phe, the perverts will purify my Church. Later
I will spray these perverts and scatter them like dust in the wind.
Therefore, do not be impressed by their triumph. Rather, weep with Me over the sad fate that awaits them."
I felt very distressed because of the deprivation of my kind Jesus. My mind was deeply clouded by the thought that everything in me was the work of my fantasy and the enemy.
Rumors of peace and triumph were running in Italy
And I remembered that my sweet Jesus had told me that Italy would be humiliated.
What pain, what torment caused me the thought that all my life had been a continual deception!
I felt that Jesus wanted to talk to me.
But I didn't want to hear it and I rejected it. I fought for three days against Jesus.
Sometimes I was so exhausted that I no longer had the strength to reject him and he would talk to me. Drawing my strength from his words, I would say to him, "I don't want to hear anything!"
Finally, Jesus surrounded my heart with His arms and Said to me:
"Calm down, calm down. It's me, listen to me.
Do you remember that in the past months, when you cried with me over poor Italy, I said to you:
"My daughter, who loses wins and who wins loses."
Italy and France have already been humiliated and will continue to be humiliated until this year.
-that they are purified and
-that they come back to me freely, voluntarily and peacefully.
In the apparent triumph they enjoy, they suffer humiliation.
-that not they, but foreigners - not even Europeans - came to expel the enemy.
Also, if it can be called a triumph-which is not one-It belongs to foreigners.
But this is nothing. They lose more than ever,
-as much in the spiritual field
-only in the time domain.
Because these events have them
-to commit greater crimes,
-to live from ferocious internal revolutions,
to the point of surpassing even the tragedy of war.
What I am telling you is not only about the present time, but also about the future. What doesn't happen now will happen later.
If someone finds it difficult or doubtful,
-it means that he does not understand my way of speaking.
My Word is eternal, as I am Myself.
Now I want to tell you something consoling. Italy and France are now losing and Germany is winning.
All nations have their dark areas. And all of them deserve to be humiliated and crushed.
There will be general unrest and confusion everywhere. I will renew the world by sword, fire and water,
-with sudden deaths and contagious diseases.
I will do new things.
The nations will become a kind of tower of Babel.
They will come to not even understand each other anymore. People will revolt among themselves.
They will no longer want kings.
All will be humiliated. True Peace will come only from Me.
And if you hear them talk about peace, it will not be true peace, but only apparent peace.
When I have purified everything,
I will put my finger down in a surprising way and give true Peace. Cough those who were humiliated will come back to me.
Germany will be Catholic; I have great plans for her.
England, Russia and all the countries where the blood has been shed will regain faith and be incorporated into my Church.
It will be a great triumph and a great union among the peoples. Therefore, pray.
Patience is needed because it won't come soon, but it will take time."
I was preparing to receive my sweet Jesus in the sacrament of the Eucharist by asking him to make up for my great misery.
He said to me:
"My daughter,
to ensure that the creature has all the means to receive me in the Eucharist, I instituted this sacrament at the end of my life.
so that my whole Life may
-is located in each Host and
-may serve as a preparation for each creature that would receive me.
The creature could never have received me
-if she had not had a God to prepare her for it.
How my excessive Love brought me
-to give me to the creature and
as she was unfit to receive me,
this excessive Love led me to give the whole of my life to prepare it.
Thus, I placed my works, my steps and my Love in Her. I also placed in her the sufferings of my impending Passion.
-to prepare her to receive me in the Host.
Therefore
-put on Me,
-cover yourself with each of my acts and
-come and receive me."
Then I complained to Jesus that he was not making me suffer as he used to.
He said to me:
"My daughter,
I don't look so much at the suffering of the soul
but I look to her good will and to the love with which she suffers.
With Love,
-the smallest suffering becomes great,
-nothingness comes to life in the Whole and
-his actions acquire value.
Not suffering is sometimes more difficult than suffering itself.
What sweet violence the creature does to me when she wants to suffer out of love for Me!
How important to me that she does not suffer when I see
-that not suffering is a more pungent nail for her than suffering itself?
On the other hand
-lack of goodwill,
-things done by force and without love,
as great as they may seem,
-are small in my eyes. I don't look at them.
Rather, they weigh on me."
Finding myself in my usual state, I said to my sweet Jesus:
"If you want me to leave my usual state, how come after so long it doesn't happen?"
He replied, "Girl, the soul who makes my Will and lives in it.
not only for a short time, but for a period of his life forms a prison for Me in his heart.
By doing my Will and trying to live in Her, she erects the walls of this divine and heavenly prison.
And, for my greatest contentment, I remain a prisoner in her.
Since it absorbs me in it, I absorb it in Me.
In short, she is imprisoned in Me and I in her.
And when she wants something, I tell her, "You've always done my Will, it's just that I sometimes do yours."
By the fact that she lives from my Will, what she wants results from my Will that inhabits her. So don't worry. When it is necessary, I will do your will."
I wondered what is better: to take care of sanctifying oneself or to deal only with repairing and saving souls alongside Jesus.
Blessed Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
the soul that does nothing but
-to make reparation for sins and
-to work for the salvation of souls lives at the expense of my Holiness.
It echoes my ardent heartbeat.
And I perceive in it the characteristics of my Humanity.
Crazy with love for her, I make her live with hooks
-of my holiness,
-of my desires,
-of my Love,
-of my Strength,
-of my Blood,
-of my Wounds, etc.
I can say that I put my Holiness at her disposal, knowing that she wants nothing but what I want.
On the other hand, the soul who is mainly concerned with sanctifying himself lives at the expense of
-his own holiness,
-its own strength and
-of his own love.
Oh! how miserably she grows!
She feels the full weight of her misery
and she continually fights against herself.
But the soul that clings to my holiness lives in peace with itself and with Me.
His path is peaceful.
I watch over his thoughts and every fiber of his heart. I jealously ensure that each of its fibers
-only cares about souls and
-or always immersed in Me.
Don't you feel the jealousy I have for you?"
I was in my usual state and my sweet Jesus came briefly. He seemed to be suffering from great pain in his heart.
Asking for my help, He said to me:
"My daughter, what a flood of crimes in these days! What a satanic triumph!
The prosperity of the ungodly is the worst sign of this.
Faith has disappeared from nations that remain captive as if inside a dark prison.
However, the humiliations caused by the ungodly are
-so many slits through which the light passes, bringing the nations
-to enter into themselves and
-to regain faith.
Humiliations will make them better,
-more than any victory or conquest.
What critical moments they will go through!
Hell and the wicked are consumed by rage
-to continue their plots and
-to perform their perverse acts.
My poor children! My poor Church!"
Being in my usual state,
I asked my ever kind Jesus to fulfill in me
what He had previously told me about the souls who always do His Will, namely that He sometimes does their will.
I said, "Today you should do my will."
Jesus came and Said to me:
"My daughter,
Do you know that coming out of my Will is for the soul like a day
-without sun, without heat,
-without the life of divine acts in her?"
I resumed: "My Love, may Heaven protect me from doing this. I would rather die than get out of your Will.
So put your Will in me and then say to me:
"It is my Will that today I do your will."
Jesus said, "Ah! naughty girl, very good, I will satisfy you! I will keep you with Me for as long as I want.
Then I will leave you."
Oh! how happy I was.
Since, while doing His Will, Jesus was going to do mine! So my kind Jesus spent some time with me.
It seemed to me that He plunged the tip of His finger into His precious Blood and signed my forehead, my eyes, my mouth, and my heart.
Then He kissed me.
Seeing him so affectionate and so gentle, I wanted to draw from his mouth the bitterness of his Heart, as I had already done.
But Jesus walked away a little.
And He let me see in His hand a bundle of plagues.
He said to me:
"See, these are plagues ready to be poured out on the earth. Therefore, I will not pour my bitterness into you. The enemies made their plans for the revolution.
All they have to do is put them into action.
My daughter, how sad my heart is!
I have no one to unload my grief on.
It is for this reason that I want to unload it on you. I want you to be patient
-by often hearing me talk to you about sad things.
I know it makes you suffer, but it is Love that drives me to do this. Love wants to make its pain known to the loved one.
I can't help but pour out into you."
I felt very bad to see Jesus so bitter. I felt his grief in my heart.
To comfort me, He made me taste a very sweet milk. Then He said to me, "I withdraw and leave you free."
I spent that night with Jesus in prison.
I felt sorry for him. I grabbed his knees to comfort him.
He said to me:
"My daughter, during my Passion,
I wanted to suffer the prison to free the creatures from the prison of sin. Oh! what a horrible prison is sin for man!
His passions follow him as if he were a vile slave. My prison and my chains free him.
My prison formed for loving souls prisons of love
in which they can be protected from everything and everyone.
I detached them into living prisons and tabernacles,
able to warm me up
-the coldness of stone tabernacles and
-even more of the coldness of the creatures which,
keeping me prisoner in them, make me die of cold and hunger.
That is why I leave so many times the prisons of tabernacles and
I come into your heart to warm me and feed me with your love.
When I see you looking for me through the tabernacles of the churches, I say to you:
"Aren't you my true prison of Love? Seek Me in your heart and love Me!"
I
said to my sweet Jesus:
"See, I don't know how to do anything and I have nothing to give you. Nevertheless, I give you my nothingness.
I unite this nothingness to the whole that you are and I ask you souls:
-when I breathe, my breaths ask you for souls. Accompanied by incessant tears,
-the beating of my heart asks you for souls;
-the movements of my arms,
-the blood circulating in my veins,
-the flashing of my eyes and
-the movements of my lips ask you for souls.
And I make this request to you by uniting myself with you, with your Love, in your Will." While I was saying this, my Jesus moved in me and He said to me:
"My daughter,
how many are sweet and pleasing to my ears
-the prayers of souls intimate with Me!
I feel in them repeating my hidden life of Nazareth,
-without appearance,
-away from the crowds, without the sound of bells,
-barely known.
I was rising between Heaven and earth and asking for souls. Each of my heartbeats, each of my breaths called for souls.
Thus, my voice reverberated in Heaven and led the Father's Love to give me souls.
How many wonders have I not accomplished during my hidden life!
They were known
only of my Father in Heaven and of my Mother on earth. So it is for my intimate souls when they pray.
Even if no sound is heard on earth,
their prayers ring like bells in Heaven,
They invite all of Heaven to unite with them to implore Divine Mercy to manifest themselves on earth so that souls may be converted."
While I was in my usual state, I felt distressed for various reasons. Compassionate with me, Blessed Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, don't get so depressed.
Courage, I am with you and I continue my life in you. At some point, you feel the weight of divine justice
-as is currently the case and what you would like to be delivered from.
At another time, you feel torn because of the souls that are getting lost.
At another moment, you feel tormented by the need to love me for all and, seeing that you do not have enough love in you, you immerse yourself in my Love and you draw enough to provide everyone with what he must give me.
You love me for everyone.
In all these things, do you believe that it is you who acts? Not at all! This is me. It is I who repeat my life in you.
I burn to be loved by you, not with a creature love, but with my own Love. As a result, I transform you.
I want you in My Will so that you can compensate for others. I want you as an organ capable of emitting all the sounds I desire."
I replied, "My Love, there are times when my life becomes particularly bitter because of the conditions in which you place me."
Understanding what I meant, Jesus continued:
"What do you fear? I take care of everything.
When I give you someone to lead you, I give him the graces I want. It is not you that he serves, it is Me.
To the extent that He appreciates my action, my words, and my teachings, I am generous with Him."
I repeat:
"My Jesus, the confessor greatly appreciated what you told me. So much so that he insisted that I write it.
What will you give him?"
He replied:
"I will give him Heaven as a reward.
I will consider him to be fulfilling the office of St. Joseph and my Mother who,
-providing for my life on earth,
have had to suffer the difficulties inherent in their mission.
Now that My Life is in you, I consider the assistance and sacrifices of your confessor in the same way as if my Mother and Saint Joseph were watching over Me.
Aren't you happy?"
"Thank you, O Jesus," I added.
In the last few days, I have not written anything of what Jesus was telling me. I was particularly unwilling to do so.
Jesus came and Said to me:
"My daughter, why don't you write? My words are light.
Just as the sun illuminates all eyes so that everyone has enough light for their needs,
my words are apt to enlighten every mind and warm every heart. Every word I say to you is a sun emanating from me.
They currently serve you but, by writing them, they will also serve others.
By not writing,
-you suffocate these suns,
-you prevent my Love from manifesting itself and
-you deprive others of all the benefits that these suns can give."
I replied:
"My Jesus, who then will meditate on these words of you that I put on paper?"
He continued, "This is not your business, but mine.
And even if they were not meditated by others – which will not be the case like so many suns, they will rise majestically.
to be accessible to all.
If you don't write them down, you'll keep those suns from rising and you'll do a lot of harm.
If anyone could prevent the natural sun from rising in the blue sky, how many evils would ensue on earth!
The harm that nature would suffer, you do to souls by not writing.
It is the glory of the sun
-to shine majestically and
-to bathe the earth and all that is in it with its light.
Evil is for those who do not take advantage of it. So it is for the suns of my words. It is my glory to make an enchanting sun rise for every word I say. The harm is for those who do not take advantage of it."
He looked at me with his sweet gaze and asked me for help and refuge. I rushed towards him
-to remove him from these blows and
-to enclose it in my heart.
He said to me:
"My daughter, my Humanity remained silent under the blows.
-Not only was my mouth silent,
-but also the esteem of creatures, glory, power, honors, etc. However, in silent language,
-my patience,
-the humiliations I suffered,
-my Wounds, my Blood and
-the annihilation of my whole Being spoke eloquently.
My ardent Love for souls made me embrace all these sufferings.
"Everything must be silent in the soul:
the esteem of others, glory, pleasures, honors, greatness, self-will, creatures, etc.
And if there are some of these things there, they must be there as if they were not.
Instead, the soul must hold within itself
-my patience,
-my glory,
-the esteem of Me and
-my sufferings.
Everything she does and thinks should not be
-that love — identified with my Love — and
-claim of souls.
I am looking for souls
-who love me and
-who, taken by the same madness of love as Me, suffer and claim souls.
Alas! how small is the number of those who hear this language!"
Continuing in my usual state, I was afflicted to the extreme by the deprivation of my sweet Jesus.
Nevertheless, I did my best to remain united with him by meditating on the
"Hours of Passion".
I was at the point of Jesus on the Cross
when I perceived Jesus in me with my hands clasped together and saying in an articulated voice:
"My Father, accept this girl's sacrifice and the pain she feels because of the deprivation of Me. Don't you see how much she suffers?
Her suffering leaves her almost lifeless, so much so that I am forced to suffer with her to give her strength.
Otherwise, she would succumb.
O Father, accept his suffering united with that which I felt on the Cross when I was completely abandoned, even by you.
Grant that the deprivation of my presence that she feels is light and divine life for souls and provides them with all that I have deserved by my abandonment!" That said, He disappeared.
I felt petrified with pain and, while crying, I said to Jesus:
"Jesus, my Life, oh! yes, give me souls!
May the excruciating pain that the deprivation of you gives me compel you to give me souls. As I live this suffering in your Will, let all feel my pain, hear my cries and surrender."
Around evening, my wounded Jesus came back and Said to me:
"My daughter and my refuge, what sweet harmony your suffering has caused today in my Will!
My Will is in Heaven and your pain, being in my Will, has had its echo in Heaven and claimed souls from the Most Holy Trinity.
Moreover, as my Will dwells in all angels and saints, they all together claimed souls, shouting, "Souls, souls!"
My Will also flowed into all creatures.
And your suffering touched every heart by saying to everyone, "Be saved, be saved!"
Like a resplendent sun, my Will, focused on you, bent over all to convert them.
See what great good has resulted from your sufferings experienced in my Will!"
I was in my usual state and deeply saddened by the absence of my sweet Jesus. He came unexpectedly, tired and afflicted, wanting to take refuge in my heart to forget the serious offenses that are done to him. Sighing, He said to me:
"My daughter, hide me. don't you see how much they persecute me? They want to chase me away or give me the last place!
Let Me pour me into you.
It has been several days since I have spoken to you about the fate of the world or the punishments that creatures snatch from me by their wickedness.
My Heart is burdened with pain. I want to tell you about it in order to
-that you participate,
-that we bear together the fate of the creatures,
-that we pray, suffer and weep together for their good.
Ah! my daughter, there will be a lot of fights!
Death will reap many lives and even priests! Oh! How many of them are just simulacra of priests!
I want to remove them before the persecution of my Church and the revolutions begin.
Who knows if they will not convert at the time of their death?
Otherwise, if I leave them, those who are disguised as priests will take off their masks in persecution.
They will unite with the sectarians, become fierce enemies of the Church, and their salvation will be all the more difficult."
So distressed, I said to her:
"My Jesus, what a pain to hear you speak like this! People, what will they do without priests?
They are already so few and you want to take more? So who will administer the sacraments? Who will teach your laws?"
Jesus continued:
"My daughter, don't grieve too much. The small number is nothing.
I will give to one the grace and strength that I give to ten, to twenty. I can compensate for everything.
Moreover, not being good, many priests are the venom of the people. Instead of doing good, it is the evil they are doing.
I will do nothing but remove the elements that poison the people."
Then he disappeared and I remained with a nail in my heart: I was anxious thinking about the sufferings of my sweet Jesus and the fate of the poor creatures.
Later, he returned and, surrounding my neck with his arms,
He said to me, "My beloved, courage!
Enter me and throw yourself into the immense sea of my Will and Love. Hide in the uncreated Will and Love of your Creator.
My Will has the power to make infinite everything that enters into it and to transform the acts of creatures into eternal acts.
Everything that enters into my Will becomes immense, eternal and infinite,
loses its characteristics of being small, of having had a beginning and of being finite.
What if you shout very loudly "I love you!",
-I will hear in this cry the music of my eternal Love and
-I will feel the created love hidden in uncreated Love;
-I will feel that I am loved by an immense, eternal and infinite love, therefore by a love worthy of me, capable of gratifying me with the love of all."
I remained surprised and delighted and commented:
"Jesus, what do you say?" He continued:
"My dear, don't be surprised. Everything is eternal in me:
Nothing has started and nothing will end.
You and all other creatures were eternal in my creative thinking. The Love with which I realized Creation, and with which I endowed each heart, is eternal. Why surprise you
-that by leaving one's own will,
the creature can enter mine?
Or that by attaching oneself to the Love that has desired and loved her from all eternity,
it can acquire its value and eternal, infinite power?
Oh! how little is known about my Will! That's why
-that it is neither loved nor appreciated, and
-that the creature
is content with so little and acts as if it had only a temporal beginning."
I do not know if I am speaking left-handedly.
My kind Jesus sheds such a light on his most holy Will in my mind that
not only am I unable to embrace this knowledge,
but I lack words to express myself.
As my mind lost itself in this light, blessed Jesus gave me an example by telling me:
"To make you better understand what I have just told you, imagine the sun. He radiates a great abundance of small lights that he spreads over all of Creation, granting them the freedom to live scattered in Creation or to dwell in him.
Isn't it that the little lights that live in the sun-
-with their actions and love
acquire the warmth, love, power and immensity of the sun?
Scattering in him, they are part of it, live at his expense and live the same life as him.
In no way do small lights add or remove anything from the sun, because what is immense is not subject to increase or decrease.
The sun receives the glory and honor that the little lights give it by living a life together with it.
And all this is the fulfillment and satisfaction of the sun. The sun is Me.
The little lights that stand out from the sun are the creatures;
The lights that live in the sun are the souls that dwell in My Will. Now, did you understand?"
I said, "I think so." But who could say what I really understood? I would have liked to be silent, but Jesus' Fiat did not want it that way.
So, in His Will, I wrote. May Jesus be blessed forever!
After very bitter days spent in the deprivation of my sweet Jesus, my Life, my All, my poor heart could not take it anymore.
I thought, "What a harsh spell is befalling me! After so many promises, He left me.
Where is His Love? Who knows if I am not the cause of his desertion, having made myself unworthy of him!
Ah! it may be as a result of that night
-where He wanted to tell me about the troubles of the world,
-where He told me
that man's heart is thirsty for blood,
that the battles are not over, since the thirst for blood is not extinguished in the hearts of men,
-and that I said to Him:
"Jesus, You always want to talk to me about these troubles. Let's put them aside and talk about something else."
while he, afflicted, became silent.
Maybe I offended him!
"My Life, forgive me, I will never do this again. But come!"
Pendant que j’entretenais de telles pensées idiotes,
-je me suis sentie comme perdant connaissance et
-j’ai vu à l’intérieur de moi mon doux Jésus, seul et taciturne, marchant d’un endroit à l’autre, trébuchant ici et tombant là.
J’étais complètement confuse, je n’osais rien dire et j’ai pensé:
«Qui sait combien de péchés il y a en moi et qui font trébucher Jésus!»
But He, full of kindness, looked at me. He seemed tired and sweating.
He said to me:
"My daughter, poor martyr, not martyr of the Faith, but martyrdom of Love,
-not human martyrdom, but divine martyrdom!
Your cruelest martyrdom is the deprivation of Me, which places the seal of divine martyrdom on you!
Why do you fear and doubt my Love? How could I leave you?
I live in you as in my Humanity.
And as I contain in me the whole world, so the whole world is in you.
Didn't you notice that while I was walking,
-I was stumbling at one point and
-I was falling to another?
It was because of the sins and evil souls I encountered.
What pain in my Heart!
It is from your interior that I decide the fate of the world.
Your humanity serves me as an asylum
as my own Humanity served as an asylum for my Divinity.
If my Divinity had not had my Humanity to serve as his asylum, the poor creatures would have had no escape in time and eternity.
Also, Divine Justice could not have looked at the creature
-like his own and
-as deserving to be preserved,
but as an enemy deserving of destruction.
Now that my Humanity is glorified, I need a capable humanity
-to share my sorrows and sufferings,
-to love souls with Me and
-to expose his life to save them.
I chose you. Aren't you happy?
Thus, I want to tell you everything about my sufferings and the punishments that creatures deserve, so that you may take part in everything and become one with Me.
I want you in the heights of my Will so that
-that which you cannot attain by yourself, you can by my Will,
and that you may possess all that it takes to hold me office as humanity.
Therefore, do not be afraid that I will abandon you. I have had enough of these things with other creatures. Do you want to add to my suffering?
No no! Be sure that your Jesus will never leave you."
He later returned in the form of a crucified man.
Transforming Me into Himself and making me feel His sufferings, He added:
"My daughter,
my Will is Light
The soul that lives in it becomes light.
As long as light, it easily enters my very pure light. And she has the key to take what she wants.
However, to work properly, a key should not be rusty or dirty.
In addition, the lock must be of iron.
To open with the key of my Will, the soul must not be soiled
-rust of his own volition or
-the mud of earthly things.
Only in this way will we be able to unite together, so that
that you can do whatever you want with Me and
that I can do what I want with you."
Then I saw my mother and one of my confessors who had died. I wanted to tell them about my condition when they told me:
"In these days, there has been a great danger that the Lord will suspend you from your status as a victim.
And we, as well as all of Heaven and purgatory, have interceded much so that the Lord does not suspend you.
You can understand from this that Justice is about to bring down serious punishments.
Therefore, be patient and don't get tired."
I was in my usual state. My ever kind Jesus came. He showed me his adorable Heart covered with bloody wounds.
Full of sorrow, he said to me:
"My daughter, among all the wounds of my Heart,
there are three whose pain exceeds that of all the others together.
There is, first, the sufferings of my loving souls.
When I see a soul all of My own suffering because of Me,
-tortured, trampled and ready to suffer the most painful of the dead for Me, I feel her sufferings as if they were mine,
and perhaps more.
Ah! love can give rise to the deepest tears supplanting any other sorrow!
In this first injury,
my loving Mother occupies the very first place.
Oh! how his Heart pierced because of my sufferings overflowed into mine and how much my Heart felt all his sufferings!
Seeing her die because of my death, although not dying, I felt in my Heart the bitterness of her martyrdom.
I felt the pain caused by my death and my Heart died with his.
My sufferings, united with those of my Mother, surpassed everything.
It was right that my heavenly Mother should have the first place in my Heart,
both from the point of view of suffering and
from the point of view of Love.
Because every pain she felt because of her Love for Me caused oceans of Love to overflow with her Heart.
In this wound of my Heart also enter
all souls who suffer for Me and only for Me.
You get into this wound, so that
-if everyone offended me and did not want to love me,
-I would find in you the compensating love for everyone. When creatures chase me away,
I quickly come to take refuge in you as in my hiding place. Finding there my own Love, a love suffering only for Me, I do not regret having created Heaven and earth and having suffered so much.
A soul that loves and suffers for Me is
my comfort,
my happiness and
-my reward for everything I have done.
Forgetting almost everything else, I rejoice and have fun with her.
This wound of love of my Heart, which is the most painful of all, has two simultaneous effects:
she gives me both
extreme pain and intense joy,
an unstoppable bitterness and an indescribable sweetness,
a painful death and a glorious life.
These are the excesses of my Love, incomprehensible to the created mind.
How many contentments has my Heart not found in the pains of my pierced Mother!
The second mortal wound of my Heart is ingratitude.
By ingratitude, the creature
-blocks the entrance to my Heart,
-takes the key and
-the farm with double tower.
Then my Heart swells with sorrow because He would like to pour out His graces and Love and He cannot.
He goes crazy and loses hope that his wound will be healed. The ingratitude of souls gives me mortal suffering.
The third mortal wound of my Heart is stubbornness.
Stubbornness destroys all the good I have done for the creature.
Through it, the creature declares that it no longer recognizes me and no longer belongs to me. It is the key to the hell to which the soul rushes.
Before the stubborn soul, my Heart falls apart
I feel like one of these pieces is being ripped from me. What a mortal wound is obstinacy for my Heart!
My daughter, enter into my Heart and share these three wounds with Me. Comfort my torn Heart and together let us suffer and pray."
I entered his Heart.
How painful and beautiful it was to suffer and pray with Jesus!
I worshipped the Wounds of my blessed Jesus.
In the end, I recited the Creed with the intention of entering into the immensity of the Divine Will.
-where are the actions of past, present and future creatures,
-as well as the actions they should have done but which, out of negligence or malice, they did not do.
I said to Jesus:
"My Jesus, my Love, I enter into your Will I want, by this Creed,
-make the acts of faith that the creatures have not done,
-repair for their doubts and
-to give God the worship due to Him as Creator."
As I said this and various other things, I felt
my intelligence get lost in the Divine Will and
a light invest my intellect, in which I could see my sweet Jesus. This light spoke to me a lot. But who could say it all?
I feel that I will express myself confusedly and feel extremely keen to do so. If obedience were more forgiving, it would not impose such sacrifices on me.
"But you, my Life, give me strength and do not leave the poor ignorant that I am alone!"
It seems to me that Jesus said to me:
"My beloved daughter,
Je veux te faire connaître l’ordre de ma Providence.
À tous les deux mille ans, J’ai renouvelé le monde.
At the end of the first two thousand years, I renewed it with the flood.
At the end of the second two thousand years, I renewed it by coming to earth where I manifested my Humanity.
Through her, as through a lattice, my Divinity let herself be guessed. The good and most holy of the two thousand years that followed this coming
-have lived from the fruits of my Humanity and
-have enjoyed a little of my Divinity.
Currently
we are near the end of the third period of two thousand years.
There will be a third revival.
This is the reason for the current general confusion, which is nothing more than preparation for the third renewal.
In the second, I demonstrated
-what my Humanity has done and suffered,
-but I have made very little known what my Divinity has done there.
To this third renewal,
-after the earth has been purified and
-a large part of the present generation destroyed, I will be even more magnanimous to creatures.
I will achieve renewal by demonstrating
-what my Divinity has done in my Humanity,
-how my Divine Will has worked in concert with my human Will,
-how everything is connected in Me,
-how I have redone all things,
-how every thought of the creatures was remade by Me and sealed by My Divine Will.
My Love wants to pour out by making known
the excesses that my Divinity has made in my Humanity in favor of creatures, excesses going far beyond what may have seemed outward.
That is why I have spoken to you so much about life in My Will, which I had not manifested to anyone before.
At most, they have known
-the shadow of my Will,
-an overview of the graces and sweetness that one feels in accomplishing it. But
-penetrate it,
-embrace its immensity,
-multiply with me and penetrate everywhere,
as much on earth as in Heaven and in hearts,
-abandoning human ways and working in the divine way, this is not yet known.
Also, it will appear strange to many.
Anyone who does not have an open mind in the light of truth will not understand anything. Nevertheless, little by little, I will lead the way,
-manifesting a truth at one time, another at another,
-so that we end up understanding something.
The first manifestation of Life in my Will was through my Humanity.
This one, accompanied by my Divinity,
bathed in the eternal Will and
took over all the actions of the creatures
to give the Father, in their name, divine glory and to give each of their actions the value, Love and kiss of the eternal Will.
In the sphere of the Eternal Will, I have seen
-tous les actes que les créatures auraient pu faire, mais n’ont pas faits,
-ainsi que leurs bonnes actions faites incorrectement; J’ai fait les choses qui ont été omises et
J’ai refait celles qui ont été faites incorrectement.
The acts not performed as well as those that were not done for me alone
remain suspended in My Will
waiting for the creatures who will live in My Will to repeat to them all that I have done.
And I have chosen you as a link of junction with my Humanity
that your will, as one with mine, may repeat my actions.
Without this, my Love cannot be totally poured out.
and I could not receive glory from creatures for all that My Divinity has accomplished through my Humanity.
As a result, the first end of Creation would not be attained.
-this end which is found in my Will and which must attain its perfection there.
It would be as if I had shed all my Blood without anyone knowing. So who would have loved me?
What heart would have been moved? No one!
In no heart would my Humanity have found its fruit."
With these words, I interrupted him, saying:
"My Love, if living in your Divine Will results in so much good, why have you not manifested this truth before?"
He continued:
"My daughter,
I first had to make known
-what my Humanity has done and suffered externally
to prepare souls to know what my Divinity has done internally.
The creature is unable to understand the meaning of my actions in one fell swoop. Therefore, I manifest myself little by little.
To the link of junction with me that you are will be attached the links of other creatures.
Thus, I will have a cohort of souls living in My Will who will repeat all the acts of the creatures.
I will have glory
-of all outstanding actions done only by me,
-as well as those made by creatures,
this glory comes from all categories of creatures: virgins, priests, lay people, each according to his status.
These souls will no longer work humanly. But, immersed in my Will,
their actions will multiply for all in a completely divine way.
I will receive from creatures divine glory for so many sacraments administered and received.
-in a humane way,
-or desecrated,
-or covered with the mud of personal interests, likewise
-that for so many so-called good deeds that dishonor me more than they honor me.
I long a lot after this time. You yourself pray and languish with Me.
Do not detach your link of junction with Me, you, the first."
While I was in my usual state and for about three days, I felt my mind absorbed in God.
The good Jesus led me several times into his most holy humanity where I could swim in the immense ocean of his Divinity.
Oh! how many things I could see!
How clearly I saw all that his Divinity did in his Humanity! Many times, in the midst of my surprises, Jesus spoke to me. He told me among other things:
"Do you see, my daughter, with what excesses of Love I have loved creatures?
My Divinity was too jealous to entrust a creature with the fulfillment of the Redemption; thus, I have inflicted on Myself the Passion.
No creature would have been able to die
-as many times as there had been and was going to be
of creatures to know the light of Creation,
for every mortal sin committed by them.
My Divinity wanted a life
-for each creature life and
-for each death caused in them by a mortal fault.
Who could have been powerful enough to give me so many dead if not my Divinity?
Who could have had enough strength, love and constancy to see me die so many times if not my Divinity?
A creature would have grown tired and given up.
And will not think that this activity of my Divinity began late in my earthly life.
It began from the moment of my conception in the womb of my Mother who, several times, was herself aware of my sufferings and felt my martyrdom and my deaths.
Thus, even in the womb of my Mother, my Divinity played the role of executioner of love.
Because of His Love, my Divinity was inflexible to the point where no thorns, no nails, and no blows were spared to my Humanity.
On the other hand, these thorns, nails and blows were not like those that the creatures gave me during my Passion, which were not multiplied.
The sufferings inflicted by my Divinity were multiplied to cover all the offenses: as many thorns as evil thoughts, as many nails as unworthy actions, as many blows as evil pleasures, as much suffering as offenses.
They were seas of suffering, thorns, nails and blows. Before this Passion that my Divinity has inflicted on me
-throughout the course of my life,
the Passion that the creatures subjected me to in the last days of my life was only a shadow, only an image.
This is how much I love souls! It was for lives that I was paying.
My sufferings are inconceivable to a created mind.
Enter into My Divinity, see and touch with your hands what I have suffered."
At that moment, I do not know how, I found myself inside the divine immensity. There were erected thrones of Justice,
one for each creature, before whom the sweet Jesus had to answer for the actions of the creatures, paying and suffering death for each.
Like a sweet little lamb, Jesus was killed by divine hands and then came back to life and suffered more deaths.
O God, O God! What immeasurable pains!
Die to come back to life and come back to life to die again from an even more cruel death!
I felt myself dying
seeing my sweet Jesus being killed so many times.
I would have liked to spare even one death to the one who loves me so much! Oh! how I understood that only the Divinity could
-make the sweet Jesus suffer so much and
-boast of having loved men so much, through such sufferings! Neither angels nor man would have had this ability to love to the point of this heroism. Only a God could. But who could say it all?
Mon pauvre esprit nageait ainsi dans cet océan de lumière, d’amour et de souf- frances, et je restai comme interdite, sans savoir comment partir.
Si mon aimable Jésus ne m’avait pas attirée dans sa très sainte Humanité, dans laquelle mon esprit était un peu moins submergé, j’aurais été incapable de quoi que ce soit.
Par la suite, mon doux Jésus ajouta:
«Fille bien-aimée, nouvelle-née de ma vie,
viens dans ma Volonté et vois le nombre de mes actes
-qui sont en suspens et
-attendent de profiter aux créatures.
Ma Volonté doit être en toi comme la roue principale d’une montre.
Si celle-ci tourne, toutes les autres tournent et la montre marque l’heure et les minutes.
Everything results from the movement of the main wheel;
If this wheel does not move, the watch remains without movement. The main wheel in you must be my Will,
which must give movement to your thoughts, to your heart, to your desires, to everything.
As My Will is the Center
-of my being, of Creation and of everything, your movement, emanating from this center,
-can replace the movements of all creatures.
By multiplying for all, he will bring the actions of all before my throne, substituting himself for each.
Therefore, be careful.
Your mission is great and totally divine."
I blended totally into my sweet Jesus
I was doing everything I could to enter into His Divine Will, for the purpose of
-to attach myself to my eternal Love and
-to make him hear my continual cry for souls.
I wanted to graft my small and temporal love to his infinite and eternal Love.
-give him infinite love, infinite reparations and
-to replace me all, as he taught me.
While I was doing so, my sweet Jesus hurriedly came and said to me:
"My daughter, I'm very hungry!"
Then He seemed to take small white balls in my mouth and eat them.
Then, as if He wanted to satisfy His hunger completely, He entered my heart.
And, with both hands, took several crumbs, large and small, and avidly ate them.
Then, as if He had eaten enough, He leaned on my bed and said to me:
"My daughter, when the soul immerses itself in my Will and loves me, she imprisons me in her soul.
By his love,
-it draws up the elements that imprison me and
-she forms a host for me.
By suffering, making repairs, etc., she forms hosts
-to give me communion and
-so that I can nourish myself in a divine way, worthy of Me.
As soon as I see the hosts formed in her, I will take them
-to feed on it and
-to satisfy my insatiable hunger, my hunger to receive love for love of creatures.
Thus, the soul can say to me: 'You are communing to me and I am also communing you.'"
I said to him:
"Jesus, my hosts are your own things. So I'm still in debt to you."
He replied:
"For those who really love me, I don't know or want to keep accounts. Through my Eucharistic hosts, it is Jesus that I give you.
Through your hosts, it is Jesus that you give me. Do you want to see that?"
I said, "Yes."
So He stretched out his hand in my heart and took one of the little white balls in it. He broke it to open it and, from the inside,
Another Jesus came out of it.
Then He said:
"Have you seen? How happy I am when the creature commune with me! Make me many hosts and I will come to feed in you.
You will renew for Me contentment, glory and love
-which I experienced at the institution of the Eucharist, when I communed myself."
I will continue with what I wrote on January 29. I said to my sweet Jesus:
"How is it possible that I am the second link of junction with your Humanity?
Il y a des âmes qui te sont si chères
que je ne mérite même pas d’être sous leurs pieds.
Il y a d’abord ton inséparable Maman
qui occupe la première place à tout point de vue.
Il me semble, mon doux Amour, que tu veux blaguer avec moi.
Quoi qu’il en soit, pour la plus cruelle déchirure de mon âme, je suis contrainte par la sainte obéissance à mettre cela sur papier. Mon Jésus, vois mon martyre!»
As I said this, my ever kind Jesus said to me, caressing me:
"My daughter, why worry? Isn't that my habit?
-to collect dust and
-to train great prodigies of grace? All honor is for Me.
The weaker and smaller the subject, the more glorified I am.
My Mother, on the other hand, does not have the second role
-in my Love, in my Will,
but it forms a single link with Me.
All souls are very dear to me. But this does not exclude
-that I choose one or the other for a high function and
-to whom I want to give the holiness necessary to live in My Will.
Graces that were not necessary for others
that I have not called to live in the holiness of My Will are necessary to you whom I have elected for this purpose from all eternity.
In these sad times, I have elected you so that, living in My Will, you may give me
-a divine Love,
-divine reparations and satisfactions, which cannot be found
than in the souls who live in My Will.
In these times, My Love and My Will want Me to spread more in Love. Am I not free to do what I want?
Could someone stop me? No no!
So calm down and be faithful to Me."
While I was in my usual state, my ever-kind Jesus came.
Holding my hands clenched in His, He said to me with majestic affability:
"My daughter,
tell me, do you want to live in my Will?
Do you accept to be the second link of junction with my Humanity? Do you accept my Love as yours, my Will as life?
Do you accept to share the sufferings inflicted on my Humanity by my Divinity, which I feel the irresistible need
not only to make known,
but also to share with a creature - as far as possible?
I can only make these things known and share with one person
who lives in my Will,
who lives entirely from my Love.
My daughter
it is my custom to ask for the 'yes' of the creature so that I can then work freely with it."
Then He became silent as if waiting for my "FIAT".
I was surprised and said to him, "Jesus, my Life, your Will is mine. You alone unite our two wills and make it one fiat.
Also, united with you, I say "yes". Please have mercy on me.
My misery is great and, only because you want to, I say: 'FIAT, FIAT'."
Oh! how I felt annihilated and pulverized in the depths of my nothingness, especially since
-it's nothing I am
-was called to live in the All that he is!
My sweet Jesus joined our two wills and engraved the word FIAT. My "yes" entered into the Divine Will.
Because He had been pronounced in her, He appeared
-non pas comme un oui humain,
-mais un oui divin.
Il se multiplia pour
-rejoindre toutes les créatures,
-les amener toutes à Jésus et
-réparer solennellement les refus adressés par elles à mon doux Jésus.
It was marked with the seal and power of the Divine Will, pronounced not out of fear or interest in personal holiness,
but only
-to merge into the Will of Jesus,
-to work for the good of each creature and
-to give to Jesus, in the name of each one,
divine glory, divine love and divine reparations. My kind Jesus seemed so pleased with this "yes" that He said to me:
"I now want to adorn you and dress you as Myself
-so that your "yes" joins mine
-to perform my own function before the Eternal Majesty."
So He clothed me as if to identify with His Humanity, and together we presented ourselves before the Eternal Majesty.
But this Majesty seemed to me like an inaccessible Light, immense and of unimaginable beauty, on which everything depended.
I remained lost in her and, comparatively, the very Humanity of my Jesus seemed small.
The simple act of entering into this Light makes the person happy and embellished. I don't know how I can continue to write about it.
My sweet Jesus said to me:
"In the immensity of my Will, worship with Me the Uncreated Power. Thus, not only Me,
but also another person, a human creature,
will worship in a divine way the One who created everything and on whom everything depends. And this, in the name of all his brothers and sisters of all generations."
How exhilarating it was to worship alongside Jesus! We have multiplied for all.
We have placed ourselves before the throne of Jehovah
-as if to defend it against those who do not recognize the Eternal Majesty or even who insult it.
We have made our approach
-for the good of all and
-to make the Supreme Majesty known to all.
I also did other things with Jesus. But I don't know how to describe them.
My mind falters and cannot provide me with the words. Therefore, I do not continue.
If Jesus wills, I will come back to this subject.
Then my sweet Jesus brought me back to my body. But my mind remained attached as if at an eternal point that I could not leave.
"Jesus, help me to correspond to your graces, help your daughter, your little spark!"
Continuing in my usual state,
I anxiously sought my ever kind Jesus
He came and, full of kindness, said to me:
"Beloved daughter of my Will, will you come in My Will
-to accomplish, in a divine way, so many actions which have been omitted by your brethren,
as well as to convert to the divine order so many others that have been made humanly, even the so-called holy ones.
I have done everything in the divine order, but I am not yet satisfied.
I want to
that the creature enters into my Will and that, in a divine way,
-she marries my actions and
-it replaces all, as I have done.
Come, come! I want it so much!
I celebrate when I see
a creature enter into the divine environment where, with Me,
-it replaces all its brothers in a divine way and
-that she loves and repairs on behalf of all.
Then I no longer recognize human things in her, but my own things.
By her,
-my Love rises and multiplies,
-repairs multiply to infinity and
-substitutions are divine.
What a joy! What a party!
Even the saints unite with Me and celebrate. I lls wait anxiously
that one of their own converts to the divine order their own deeds,
-saints in the human order,
-but not yet in the divine order.
They pray that I will immediately bring creatures into this divine environment and
that in this way all their acts be
immersed in the Divine Will and
marked with the imprint of the Lord.
I did it for everyone. Now I want you to do it for everyone." With that, I said to him:
"My Jesus, your words confuse me.
I know that you are enough for everything and that everything belongs to you."
He continued: "It is certain that I am enough for everything and everyone. However, am I not free
-to choose a creature and
-to give him this role at my side,
-to make it sufficient for all?
Also, what does it matter to you if everything belongs to me? Can I not give you what belongs to me?
Give you everything because of my full contentment.
If you do not match and do not accept,
you don't like me,
you betray this chain of graces that I have deposited in you for this purpose."
So I entered Jesus and did what He was doing.
Oh! how clearly I saw all that Jesus had just told me! With him, I became multiplied in all, even in the saints.
But, once I returned to my body, some doubts arose in me.
Jesus said to me:
"A single act of my Will, even for a brief moment, is filled with creative life.
And whoever contains my Will can, in an instant,
give life to everything and
preserve everything.
From my Will, the sun receives
-the existence, -the light, -the preservation of the earth,
-the life of creatures.
Why, then, do you doubt?
I have my court in Heaven and I want another one on earth.
Can you guess who will form this court?"
I replied, "The souls who live in your Will."
He said:
"Well said.
It is the souls who, without the shadow of a search for personal holiness but totally deified, will live for the benefit of their brothers.
These souls make only one chorus with Heaven."
I was in my usual state and Jesus was with me.
At one point, he showed himself in the form of a child and, at another, in the form of a crucified.
Transforming Me into Himself, He said to me:
"My daughter,
enter into my Divinity and swim in my eternal Will. You will find the Creative Power in the very act of setting in motion the great machine of the universe.
Every thing created was intended to be
-a bond of love,
-a channel of graces between the Supreme Majesty and creatures.
"But they weren't going to pay attention.
-to these bonds of love and
-to these channels of grace.
As a result, God should have suspended the Creation that was not going to be appreciated by the creatures.
However, seeing that my Humanity was going to appreciate it so well and,
-that in the name of all created things and all humans,
She was going to present to the Lord all the gratitude and all the love expected,
-He did not let himself be stopped by the evil sides of his other sons.
Thus, for His greatest contentment, He deployed the firmament,
adorning it with countless, graceful and varied stars
which were going to be like channels of love between my Humanity and the Supreme Being.
The Lord looked at the firmament.
He rejoices in seeing his fairy harmonies and the communications of love that He would maintain between Heaven and earth.
He continued
by creating with a simple word the sun as the permanent spokesman of the Supreme Being,
-equipping it with light and heat,
-arranging it between Heaven and Earth
in a position to dominate, fertilize, warm and illuminate everything.
With its luminous and searching eye, the sun seems to say to all: "I am the most perfect preacher of the Divine Being.
Observe me and you will recognize it:
He is the supreme light and infinite Love. He gives life to everything;
He needs nothing; no one can touch it.
Look at me and you will recognize it.
I am his shadow, the reflection of his majesty and his perpetual spokesman."
Oh! what oceans of love and relationship were opened between my Humanity and the Supreme Majesty!
Thus, everything you see, even the smallest flower in the fields, is a bond of love between the creature and the Creator.
It was therefore right that the latter expect gratitude and a lot of love from the creatures.
My Humanity has assumed everything.
She recognized and worshipped the Creative Power on behalf of all. But, in the face of so much goodness, my Love is not satisfied.
I also want other creatures
-recognize,
-like and
-love
this Creative Power
and as far as it is possible for a creature,
-participate in these relationships that Jehovah has spread in the universe and
-pay tribute to the Creative Power on behalf of all.
But do you know who can pay these tributes? Souls who live in My Will.
As soon as they enter into my Will, they find in it all the acts of the Supreme Majesty.
And as my Will is found in everything and in all, these acts
-are multiplied in all and in all and
-can give glory, honor, adoration and love in the name of all."
Without me being able to say how this could be done, I entered into this Divine Will Always with my sweet Jesus, I saw the Supreme Majesty in the act of creating.
O God, what Love!
Every thing created received
-the imprint of Love,
-the key to communication with the Creator and
-he silent language to speak eloquently of God. But talk to whom?
To the ungrateful creature!
My little intelligence was lost when I saw
-so many means of communication with the Creator,
-the immense Love that emerges from it and
the creature who considers all these goods as foreign.
Jesus and I, multiplying in each one,
-we adored, thanked and recognized the Creative Power on behalf of all.
Thus, Jehovah received the glory due to him for Creation. Then Jesus disappeared and I reintegrated my body.
I continued in my usual state. Blessed Jesus came and Said to me:
"My daughter,
you have not yet said anything about the creation of man,
he, the masterpiece of Creation
in whom the Lord threw away all his Love, beauty and know-how, not drip by drop, but by rivers.
In the excess of His Love, He placed Himself at the center of man. However, He wanted to find a dwelling worthy of Him.
What did He do then?
With His almighty breath, He created it "in His image and likeness."
(Gn,1,26),
endowing it with all its qualities, adapted to creatures,
making him a little God.
Everything you see in Creation is absolutely nothing compared to man.
Oh! how many heavens, stars and very beautiful suns He has equipped His soul! So many varied beauties and harmonies!
He found the man so handsome that He fell in love with him.
Jealous of this prodigy that He had just created, He made Himself His guardian He took possession of it by telling him:
"I created everything for you.
I give you the rule of all things
Everything will be yours and you will be Mine.
Nevertheless, you will not be able to understand everything:
-the seas of Love of which you are the object,
-your exclusive and intimate relationship with your Creator and
-your likeness to your Creator."
Ah! daughter of my Heart,
if the creature (the human being) knew
-how beautiful his soul is,
-how many divine qualities she possesses and
-how it surpasses all things created in beauty, power and light!
One could say that his soul is a little God and a small universe. Oh! if she understood this,
-how much would it appreciate itself more and
she would not get dirty with sin, she,
-such rare beauty,
-a prodigy so representative of the Creative Power!
But
-almost ignorant as far as she looks at it and
the creature continues to get dirty with a thousand disgusting things,
-thus disfiguring the work of its Creator,
-so much so that it can hardly be recognized.
Think about what my grief is.
Enter into My Will and come with Me before the throne of Jehovah
-substitute yourself for all your brothers so ungrateful and
-to take in their place the acts of recognition which they should address to their Creator."
So, in an instant, we found ourselves before the Supreme Majesty. On behalf of all, we expressed to him
-our love, our thanks and our adoration,
in recognition
-to have created us with such an excess of Love and
-to have endowed us with so many qualities.
When He comes,
Blessed Jesus almost always calls me
-to be repaired or
-to substitute divine acts for the acts of creatures.
Today He told me:
"My daughter,
what a stench escapes from the earth! She forces me to run away from her.
You, however, can get me fresh air. Do you know how?
By acting in My Will.
When you act in My Will,
-you make me a divine atmosphere where I can breathe, thus finding me a place on earth.
And as my Will circulates everywhere, I feel everywhere the air you make for me. It dispels the evil air that creatures offer me."
A little later, He came back and added:
"My daughter, what darkness!
The earth appears to me as covered with a black coat. It is so dark that the creatures do not see:
-or they are blind
-or they have no light to see.
I do not only want divine Air for Me, but also Light.
Consequently
may your actions be continually performed in My Will. They will not only form Air for your Jesus,
but also of the Light.
You will be my reverberation,
-the reflection of my Love and my own Light.
Even more, by acting in My Will,
you will erect tabernacles for Me.
Through your thoughts, your desires, your words, your reparations and your acts of love, many Hosts will be issued by you, consecrated by my Will.
Oh! what effusions will thus find my Love!
I will have free rein in all things, no longer feeling obstruction. I will have as many tabernacles as I want.
The hosts will be countless.
At every moment we will communicate together and I will shout: "Freedom, freedom!
Come all in My Will to taste true freedom!"
Apart from my Will, how many obstacles does the soul not encounter! In my Will, on the contrary, it finds freedom.
The soul can love me as much as it desires and I say to it:
"Leave what is left to you human, take what is divine.
I am not petty or jealous of my possessions, I want you to take everything. Love Me immensely. Take all my Love.
Hold my Power and Beauty.
The more you take, the happier your Jesus will be."
The earth offers me few tabernacles. Hosts can almost be counted. In addition, there are sacrileges, irreverences.
Oh! how my Love is offended and obstructed! In my Will, however, nothing is obstructed.
There is not a shadow of offense and the creature gives me
-divine Love,
-Divine Reparations and
-a total Correspondence.
Moreover, with Me, she replaces with divine acts those of creatures to repair all the evil of the human family.
So be attentive and do not leave the place (the place) where I want you."
Continuing in my usual state, I was completely immersed in the Divine Will.
My ever-kind Jesus came and, pressing me on his heart, he said to me:
"You are the firstborn daughter of my Will. How precious you are to me! So much so that I have prepared for you a divine Eden,
-unlike what it was for your first parents who were placed in an earthly Eden.
In this earthly Eden, the union between the first parents was human. They could enjoy
-of the most beautiful delights of the earth and,
-at certain times, of my Presence.
In Divine Eden, union is divine. You enjoy it
-the most beautiful heavenly delights and
-of my Presence as much as you want.
I am your Life and we will share together
-sweets,
-the joys and,
-if necessary, suffering.
In Earthly Eden,
-the enemy was able to break in and the first sin was committed. In Divine Eden, the entrance is closed
to the devil, passions and weaknesses.
Satan does not want to show himself there, knowing that my Will would burn him more than the fire of hell. The mere sensation of my Will brings him into disarray.
Moreover
the acts performed in My Will are immense, infinite and eternal. They embrace everything and everyone!"
I interrupted him by saying:
"My Love,
the more you tell me about the Divine Will, the more confused and frightened I feel. I live such annihilation that I feel destroyed and totally unable to match your designs."
Full of kindness, He resumed:
«It is my Will that destroys the human in you.
Rather than being frightened, you must throw yourself into its immensity. My plans for you are great, noble and divine.
The very work of Creation ranks after Life in My Will. This Life is not human but divine.
It is the greatest outpouring of my Love,
-this Love that I pour torrents on those who love me.
I call you in My Will
so that neither you nor what belongs to you may remain without their full fulfillment.
My daughter
-do not disturb the action of your Jesus by your fears. Continue your flights where I call you."
I was all captivated by what my sweet Jesus was telling me about His Divine Will and I thought:
"How is it possible that the soul comes to live more in Heaven than on earth?"
Jesus came and Said to me:
"My daughter, what is impossible for the creature is very possible for Me. It is true that this is the greatest prodigy of my Almightiness and Love, but when I want one thing, I can do it.
What may seem difficult to you is easy for Me.
Nevertheless
-I need the "yes" of the creature and
-it must lend itself like a soft wax to all that I want to do with it.
You must know that before calling a creature to live definitively in My Will,
-I call him first intermittently,
-I strip her of everything, and
- I make him undergo a kind of judgment.
In my Will, in fact,
-there is no room for judgment,
-everything being immutable in Me.
Not everything that enters into my Will is subject to judgment. I never judge myself.
Often, I make the creature die bodily and then bring it back to life.
She lives as if she is not living.
His heart is in Heaven and living on earth is his greatest martyrdom.
How many times have I not done so with you.
There is also the chain of my graces, of my repeated visits (as I have granted you so many).
Everything was to prepare you to live in the immense ocean of my Will. So don't try to quibble, but keep going."
While I was in my usual state,
my always kind Jesus attracted me strongly
-in the unfathomable abyss of his Will.
He said to me:
"My daughter, look
-how my Humanity was bathed in the Divine Will and
-how you should imitate me."
At that moment, it seemed to me to see a sun like the one shining on our horizon, but big enough to surpass the entire surface of the earth.
It could not be said where it ended. His rays went up and down.
They produced a wonderful harmony and penetrating everywhere.
In the center of this sun, I saw the Humanity of Our Lord. He fed on this sun, which was his whole life.
He received everything from him and returned everything to him. As a beneficial rain,
this sun poured over the entire human family. What an enchanting view!
Afterwards, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"Have you seen how I want you?"
The sun represents my Will
in which my Humanity bathes as in its essence. I receive everything from my Will
No food enters into Me
- not even a thought, a word or a breath that does not come from my Will.
Thus, it is right that I return everything to Him.
In the same way, I want you at the center of my Will,
of which you will feed only.
Be careful not to take any other food. You would lose your nobility.
You would degrade like a queen who would lower herself
-to take dirty food, unworthy of her.
Moreover, what you take, you must immediately return, so that you only receive from Me and give me back.
In this way, an enchanting harmony will be formed between you and Me."
I was in my poor state when my sweet Jesus briefly introduced himself. He placed me very close to his Heart and said to me:
"My daughter,
if the earth was not moving and did not have mountains,
she would enjoy the sun much more, since she would always be in broad daylight.
Its heat would be the same everywhere and, thus, it would be more fruitful.
Because it is in continuous motion and formed of high places and low places, it does not uniformly receive the light and heat of the sun.
Une partie de son sol reste dans le noir à un moment et une autre partie à un autre moment. Certaines parties reçoivent très peu de lumière.
De nombreux terrains restent stériles à cause des montagnes qui empêchent la lumière et la chaleur du soleil de les pénétrer en profondeur.
Et combien d’autres désavantages!
My daughter
the soul that does not live in my Will is in the image of the surface ter¬restre. Her human actions keep her in continual motion.
His weaknesses, passions and flaws are
-mountains and
-sinking
where dens of vice are formed.
Her movements cause in her areas of darkness and coldness.
Only a small amount of light reaches her as the mountains of her passions block her.
So many miseries!
On the other hand, the soul that lives in my Will remains motionless.
My Will flattens the mountains of his passions in such a way that it is completely leveled.
Thus, the sun of my Will shines on her as he wishes. There are no hidden places where its light does not shine.
Why then should you be surprised that I give back the soul that lives in My Will?
-holiest in a single day
only for a hundred years for the soul who does not live there?"
While I was in my usual state,
I found myself out of my body and saw a deceased former confessor.
The following thought crossed my mind:
"About this thing that you did not say to the confessor, ask him whether or not you are obliged to say it and write it down."
So I asked him the question.
He replied, "Certainly, you have to!" Afterwards, he added:
"Once, you made a beautiful intercession for me. If you knew
-the good you have done to me,
-the refreshment I felt and
-the years you took away from me!"
I said, "I don't remember.
Remind me what it was for me to do it again."
He says, "You immersed yourself in the Divine Will and took
his Power,
the immensity of his Love,
the immense value of the Sufferings of the Son of God and
divine qualities,
and you poured them over me.
I was then immersed
-in the bath of Love of the Supreme Being,
-in the bath of its Beauty,
-in the bath of the Blood of Jesus and
-in the bath of all divine qualities.
Who could say the good that followed for me? Do it again for me, do it again for me!"
While he was telling me this, I came back into my body. Right now
to conform to holy obedience and
in utter confusion and repugnance, I will say what I have failed to say and write.
I remember that one day, talking to me
-of his most holy Will and
-of the sufferings that his Divinity subjected to his most holy Humanity, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
as you are the first to live in my Will,
I want you to take part in the suffering
that in my Will my Humanity received from my Divinity.
Whenever you enter into My Will,
you will find the Sufferings that my Divinity gave me
not those given to me by the creatures,
even if they were also willed by the eternal Will.
By the fact that they were given to me by the creatures, these sufferings were over.
So, I want you in My Will,
in which you will find suffering
innumerable and
Endless.
You will have
-countless nails,
-multiple crowns of thorns, repeated deaths,
-unlimited sufferings similar to mine, divine and immense, which will extend to all creatures past, present and future.
You will be the first to be with me the little lamb sacrificed by the hands of the Father
to relive then and
be sacrificed again
not a limited number of times like those who have shared the wounds of my Humanity,
but as many times as My Divinity has willed for Me.
You will be crucified with Me by the eternal Hands,
receiving the imprint of my immense, eternal and divine Sufferings.
We will present ourselves together before the throne of the Lord with, on our foreheads, written in indelible characters:
"We want to die to give life to our brothers.
We want to suffer to free them from eternal sorrows." Aren't you happy?"
I said to him, "My Jesus,
-I feel too unworthy and
-I think you are making a big mistake in choosing me, poor of me. Think carefully about what you're doing."
Interrupting me, He added:
"Why do you fear?
Yes, yes, I took good care of you during those thirty-two years I kept you in bed.
I have exposed you to many trials, even death. I weighed everything.
If I make a mistake, it will be a mistake of your Jesus who can do you no harm but only immense good.
Rather, know that I will have
-honour and
-glory
of the first soul stigmatized in my Will."
I was in my usual state,
My ever-kind Jesus drew me into the immensity of His Most Holy Will.
There He was seen in the womb of his heavenly Mother at the moment of his Conception. O God, what an abyss of Love!
He said to me:
"Daughter of my Will, come and take part
the first sufferings and
to the first deaths
that my little Humanity received from my Divinity from the moment of my Conception.
À cet instant, J’ai conçu
toutes les âmes passées, présentes et futures ainsi que
les souffrances et les morts que J’allais avoir à endurer pour elles.
J’avais à tout incorporer en Moi-même:
les âmes,
les souffrances et
la mort que chacune aurait à souffrir.
Je voulais pouvoir dire à mon Père:
“Père, ne regarde pas aux créatures, ne regarde que Moi. En Moi, tu les trouveras toutes. Je satisferai pour chacune. Je te donnerai autant de souffrances que tu voudras.
Si tu veux que je subisse une mort pour chacune, Je le ferai. J’accepte tout, pourvu que tu donnes la vie à toutes.”
Et comme ma Volonté contient toutes les âmes et toutes les choses
pas uniquement d’une manière abstraite ou intentionnelle, mais en réalité —, chacune était présente en Moi et identifiée à Moi.
Je suis mort pour chacune.
Et J’ai souffert les souffrances de chacune.
Une Puissance et une Volonté divines m’étaient nécessaires pour que Je puisse vivre autant de souffrances et de morts.
Donc, au moment même où elle fut conçue,
ma petite Humanité commença à souffrir des douleurs et des morts.
Toutes les âmes nageaient en Moi comme dans un vaste océan, formant
-les membres de mes membres,
-le sang de mon Sang,
-le coeur de mon Coeur.
Que de fois ma Mère ne ressentit-elle pas
-mes souffrances et
-my dead and
did she not die with Me,
she who had the first place in my Humanity!
How sweet it was for me to find in my Mother's love the echo of mine! These are deep mysteries where, unable to understand them, human intelligence is lost.
Come, therefore, in my Will to take part
-suffering and
-to the dead
which I endured from the moment of my conception. That way, you will be able to better understand what I am telling you."
I cannot explain how.
But I found myself in the womb of our Queen Mother.
There I could see the baby Jesus so small and, nevertheless, containing everything.
A stinger of light came off his Heart and walked towards me.
"When this stinger penetrated me, I felt that he was giving me death, and,
-when he retired, life came back to me.
Every touch of this stinger produced in me a very sharp pain to the point that I felt
-annihilated
-actually die.
Then, by the same touch, I felt revived.
I really don't have the proper words to explain these things. Therefore, I will stop here.
I felt my poor mind immersed
in the sufferings of my kind Jesus.
As I had been told that it was impossible for him to have suffered so much suffering and death, my Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
my Will can do anything.
It is enough that I want one thing for it to come true.
If this were not so, My Will would have limited power, contrary to the fact that everything in Me is infinite.
Whatever I want, I do.
Ah! how little I am understood by creatures and, as a result, unloved! Come into My Humanity and I will make you see and touch with your hands what I say to you."
Then I found myself in the Humanity of Jesus, inseparable from his Divinity and his eternal Will. His Will repeated a lot
-of deaths,
-suffering,
-lashes and lashes and
-stings without thorns with great ease,
in the same way that it created millions of stars from a single Fiat,
-without her needing to pronounce as many Fiats as there should be stars.
Only a Fiat was enough and the firmament was adorned with millions of stars.
So it was in the firmament of the most holy Humanity of Our Lord where, of a single Fiat,
the Divine Will created lives and deaths as many times as It wanted.
So I found myself in Jesus at the moment when He suffered flogging by divine hands.
It was enough for the Divine Will to want it for that,
-in an atrocious manner and
-without lashes,
the flesh of his holy humanity
-falls apart and suffers deep tears.
Son Humanité fut lacérée au point que
la flagellation que les Juifs lui ont fait subir
-n’était comparativement qu’une ombre.
De plus, parce que la Divine Volonté le voulait ainsi, son Humanité se recomposait au fur et à mesure.
J’ai pris part à ces souffrances de Jésus .
Oh!, comme j’ai bien compris que
la Divine Volonté peut nous faire mourir puis revivre aussi souvent qu’Elle le veut!
Ô Dieu, ce sont là
-des choses inexprimables,
-des excès d’amour et
-des mystères presque inconcevables pour des esprits créés!
Après avoir subi ces souffrances,
je me sentais incapable de revenir à la vie et à l’usage de mes sens.
My blessed Jesus said to me:
"Daughter of my Will,
my Will has given you suffering and death
and brought you back to life and the ability to move again.
I will often call you into my Divinity so that you may take part
to the many deaths and sufferings that I have really suffered for souls.
My sufferings for souls were real, contrary to what one might think.
They weren't happening
-only in my Will
-or in my intention to give life to everyone.
Those who would think so do not know
-not my Love
-nor the power of my Will.
You who have been able to see the reality of so many deaths endured for all,
have no doubts. Rather, love Me,
-be grateful for everything and
-be ready when My Will calls you."
Being in my usual state, I found myself out of my body and saw the order of things created.
My sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter," see
-what order, what harmony there is in Creation and
-how all things came into existence from a Fiat of the Eternal!
Everything resulted from a Fiat,
from the smallest star to the resplendent sun,
from the smallest plant to the largest tree,
from the smallest insect to the largest animal. All these things seem to be saying to each other:
"We are noble creatures,
since our origin is the eternal Will.
All of us are marked with the seal of a divine Fiat. It is true
-that we are different from each other,
-that our functions are different,
-that we differ in light and heat, but that does not count.
Our value is the same since we all result from a divine Fiat
-cause of our existence and conservation,
a Fiat of eternal Majesty."
Oh! how much Creation
-speaks eloquently of the power of my Will and
-teaches that all things, from the greatest to the smallest, have the same value, since they all result from the Divine Will!
Thus, a star could say to the sun:
"It's true
-that you have a lot of light and warmth,
-that your function is great,
-that your possessions are immense,
-that the earth almost completely depends on you,
si bien que je ne fais presque rien en comparaison de toi.
C’est ainsi que le Fiat de Dieu t’a fait. Mais puisque nous avons la même valeur,
la gloire que nous donnons à notre Créateur est la même.”»
Après, Jésus me dit d’un ton affligé:
«Il n’en fut pas ainsi pour la création de l’homme.
Il résulte lui aussi d’un Fiat divin mais, pour lui, ce fut spécial.
Rempli d’Amour, j’ai soufflé sur lui en lui infusant ma propre vie. Je l’ai pourvu de la raison.
Je l’ai fait libre et je l’ai constitué roi de toute la Création. Comment a-t-il répondu à tout cela?
Dans toute la Création,
seulement lui procura de la tristesse à mon Coeur,
seulement lui est devenu une note discordante.
"And what about the sanctification of souls? I made available to men
-not only my breath,
-but my own life, my own wisdom and my own Love. However, what refusals and defeats for my Love!
My daughter, come in my Will to alleviate my hard suffering. Substitute yourself for every human being for
give me the love of each one and
relieve my pierced Heart!"
I was in my usual state when my sweet Jesus came. Very tired, he asked me for help. Placing his Heart near mine, he made me feel his sufferings.
Each could have killed me.
But Jesus gave me the strength not to die.
Looking at me, he said:
"My daughter, patience!
On certain days, your sufferings are especially necessary for me so that the world is not set on fire.
Right now, I want to make you suffer more."
Then, with a spear, he tore my heart apart.
I suffered a lot, but I felt happy thinking
-that my Jesus shared his sufferings with me and
-that, by the relief he received from it,
it would spare the people from imminent and terrible plagues ready to occur.
After a few hours of these intense pains, he said to me:
"My beloved daughter, you are suffering a lot!
Come and rest in my Will; we will pray together for poor humanity."
So, I don't know how, I found myself
-in the immensity of the Divine Will, in the arms of Jesus, repeating after him everything he said to me in a low voice.
I will give an idea of what he told me, because it is impossible for me to repeat everything. I remember that in His Will I was able to see
-all his thoughts,
-all the good he has done us with his intelligence and
-how, from his Spirit, all the intelligences were conceived.
But, O God, what abuses the creatures have made of their spirits! so many offenses!
I said to him:
"Jesus, I multiply my thoughts in your Will to give to each of your thoughts
the kiss of a divine thought,
an act of worship,
a divine reparation imbued with divine Love,
as if I were another Jesus myself
And I want to do this on behalf of all humans,
-for all their thoughts, past, present and future.
I want, in your Will, to supplement
-for what the creatures have neglected to do and
-even for the thoughts of lost souls.
I want the glory that comes to you from the creatures to be complete, that nothing is missing."
After that, Jesus made me understand that He wanted reparations concerning
his eyes. I told him:
"Jesus,
I blend into your eyes to offer you as many looks of divine Love as you have had for creatures.
-I melt into your tears to weep with you over the sins of creatures, so as to give you in the name of each of the divine tears.
I want to give you glory and complete reparations for all the eyes of creatures."
Then Jesus wanted me to continue to repair
-concerning his mouth, his Heart, his desires, etc., multiplying me in his Will.
To describe all this would be too long. Also, I stop here.
Then Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
as you did your acts of love and reparation in My Will, many suns were formed between Heaven and earth.
I can only look at the earth through these suns Otherwise, so many things disgust me on earth that I can no longer look at it.
Anyway,
the earth receives little light and heat from these suns, given its great darkness."
Then Jesus carried me among the creatures. Who could say everything I saw there?
In a sorrowful tone of voice, He said to me:
"What a mess in the world!
This disorder comes from ecclesiastical leaders as well as civil leaders.
Their lives being filled with corrupt interests,
they do not have the strength to correct their subjects.
They turn a blind eye to their misdeeds because, really, they would blame them for their own misdeeds.
If they take up their subjects, it is only in a superficial way. They are not themselves inhabited by the good.
How could they infuse it into others? How many times have they not preferred evil to good? Also, I will hit them in a special way."
I said to Jesus:
"Jesus, spare the heads of the Church, they are already so few. If you hit them, we will run out of leaders."
He replied:
"Don't you remember that with twelve apostles I founded the Church? In the same way, those who remain will be in sufficient numbers to reform the world.
The enemy is already on their doorstep,
-revolutions are already at work,
-nations will swim in blood and their leaders will be scattered.
Pray and suffer that the enemy will not have the freedom to throw everything into ruin."
I immersed myself in the Holy Will of my ever-loving Jesus and, in his company, my intelligence focused on the act of Creation, worshipping and thanking the Supreme Majesty for everything and for all.
All slumped, my sweet Jesus, said to me:
"My daughter, creating heaven,
I first created the small luminaires and then the sun as a large luminaire, giving it a light that
-eclipses all stars and
-the is king of the stars and of all nature.
It is my custom to do the minor things first and then the major things as the crowning of the firsts.
The sun, my spokesman, represents the souls whose holiness will be in my Will.
Saints who lived
-in the reflection of my Humanity,
-in the shadow of my Will, will be the stars.
Although coming after,
-those who have formed their holiness in my Will will be the suns.
I proceeded in this way regarding the Redemption.
My birth was without fanfare.
In front of men, my childhood did not have the splendor of great things.
My life in Nazareth was so hidden that I was ignored by all.
I have bound myself to the smallest and most common things of earthly life.
In my public life, there was some greatness.
However, who knew my Divinity? Nobody. Not even all the apostles! I passed through the midst of the multitude as an ordinary man,
so much so that everyone could
-approach me,
-talk to me and
-even despise me, as it happened."
I interrupted Jesus by saying to him:
"Jesus, my Love, how happy these times were! How lucky were the people who, if they wanted to, could approach you, talk to you, be with you!"
Jesus continues:
"Ah! my daughter, only my Will brings true happiness.
She alone provides all the goods to the soul, making it queen of true happiness. Only souls who have lived in My Will will be queens with My throne because they will be born of My Will.
I must point out that the people around me were generally not happy.
Many saw me without knowing me
because My Will was not the center of their lives. Only those who had happiness
-to receive the seed of my Will in their hearts were prepared to the joy of seeing me risen.
The pinnacle of the Redemption was my Resurrection.
More than a resplendent sun, my Resurrection crowned my Humanity,
making all my actions shine, even the smallest ones.
It was a marvel of such splendor that it stunned Heaven and earth.
The Resurrection is the foundation and completion of all goods.
It will be the crown and glory of all the saints.
My Resurrection is the true sun that glorify my Humanity.
It is the sun of the Catholic religion, the glory of all Christians. Without it, religion would have been like heaven.
-without sun, without heat and without life.
My Resurrection
symbolizes the souls who will form their holiness in My Will.
The saints of past centuries are symbolized by my Humanity. Though abandoned to my Will,
they did not act continuously in her.
Thus, they did not receive the imprint of the sun of my Resurrection, but rather that of the works of my Humanity before the Resurrection.
These saints are numerous. Like stars,
they will form a beautiful ornament in the sky of my Humanity.
The saints in my Will, symbolized by my resurrected Humanity, will be few.
My Humanity before my death was seen by the crowds. But few have seen my resurrected Humanity,
only the most willing believers and, I can say,
only those who possessed the seed of life in my Will.
If they hadn't had this germ, they would have lacked the necessary vision.
-to see my glorious and resurrected Humanity and, consequently,
-to be spectators of my Ascension to Heaven.
My Resurrection symbolizes the saints living in My Will
-because every action, every word, every step, etc., that they do in My Will is
-a divine resurrection,
-an imprint of glory,
-an exit from themselves and
-an entry into the Divinity.
Why be surprised if these souls become
as resurrected and illuminated by the sun of my glory? Alas, few are prepared for this because, even in holiness, souls want some goods from themselves.
Holiness in My Will
-has nothing of the soul, but everything comes from God.
Being willing to strip yourself of everything is very demanding.
As a result, there won't be many souls who will make it.
You are on the side of the few.
Always be attentive to my calls and in a continuous flight."
Finding myself in my usual state, I was very distressed. My ever kind Jesus came, kissed me.
And, surrounding my neck with His arms, He said to me:
"My daughter, what's wrong?
Your affliction weighs on my Heart more than my own sorrow.
Poor girl, so many times you have consoled me and taken upon yourself my sufferings. Now I want to console you and take upon myself your sufferings."
Squeezing me on His Heart and making me leave my body, He added:
"Courage, my daughter.
Come into my Divinity to better see and understand what my Humanity has done for creatures."
I am not sure how to explain what I understood. I miss the words.
I will say only what my sweet Jesus told me:
"My daughter,
my Humanity was the instrument
which restores harmony between the Creator and creatures. I did it in the name of every creature
all that she had to do towards her Creator,
without excluding lost souls, because, for every thing created,
I had to give the Father glory, love, and complete satisfaction.
Some souls come to satisfy their own debt to the Creator
-although, however, none comes to complete satisfaction. These souls unite their glory with mine.
And everything they do is grafted onto my glory.
Lost souls, on the other hand, remain as dried limbs who, deprived of the vital fluid, are not able to accommodate the transplant.
-that I wanted for them.
They are only good to burn in eternal fire.
This is how my Humanity
restored harmony between the Creator and the creatures,
sealing it with its Blood through unheard-of suffering."
I felt drowned in deprivation and bitterness.
Only the Will of my Jesus, which is my strength and my life, allowed me to survive.
For a brief moment, my sweet Jesus showed Himself in me.
He was very distressed and thoughtful, and held his forehead in his hands.
I said to him, "Jesus, what is wrong, that makes you so distressed and thoughtful?"
Looking at me, He said to me:
"My daughter,
from within your heart, I am deciding the fate of the world. My throne on earth is located in your heart.
From this throne, I see
-the world, the madness of creatures, the precipice they are digging. I feel set aside as if I am nothing to them.
Thus, I am compelled to take away from them not only the light of my grace, but even that of their natural reason.
in order to confuse them and make them touch their finger
-what man is and
-what he is able to do.
From your heart, I see the ungrateful man and I weep and pray for him.
I want you with Me to console me and accompany me in my tears, prayers and sufferings."
I said to him:
"Poor Jesus, how I sympathize with you! Oh! Yes! I will cry and pray with you.
But tell me, my Love, how is it possible that my heart is the location of your throne on earth,
when there are so many good souls in whom you dwell and I am so bad?"
Jesus continued:
"I have chosen you as the focal point
because I have called you to live in My Will.
Whoever lives in My Will is able to contain me completely because he lives in the center of my being and I live in the center of his.
I live in his being as if it were mine.
On the other hand, he who does not live in My Will cannot embrace everything about Me.
At best, I dwell in him without erecting my throne there.
Ah! if all understood the great good of living in My Will, they would compete to achieve it!
But, alas! so few understand it.
They live more in themselves than in Me."
I was in my usual state.
I was thinking of the sufferings of my adorable Jesus, especially those that his most holy Humanity suffered at the hands of his Divinity during his earthly life.
I felt drawn into the Heart of my Jesus
I took part in the sufferings that his Divinity caused his Most Holy Heart to suffer during the course of his earthly life.
These sufferings are very different from those he suffered at the hands of the Jews during his Passion. These are indescribable penalties.
For the little I participated in, I can say that I felt a sharp and bitter suffering accompanied by a heartbreak that really made me die.
But, by a prodigy of his Love, Jesus brought me back to life.
Then my sweet Jesus said to me:
"Daughter of my sufferings, know that the sufferings that the Jews inflicted on me were only a shadow of those that the Divinity gave me.
This was so that the Divinity was given complete satisfaction.
The man who sins offends the Supreme Majesty,
-not only externally,
-but also internally.
He disfigures the divine part infused into him when he was created.
Sin is formed
-in the first place in its interior and,
-then, in its exterior.
Very often it is
-the smallest part which is external,
-the major part being inside.
The creatures were incapable
-to penetrate into my interior and
-to allow myself to satisfy for the offenses made to the Father by their inner faults.
These offenses hurt the noblest part of their being.
-their intelligence, their memory and their will, where the divine image is imprinted.
Who, then, could pay this debt, since the creature was incapable of it? The Divinity itself.
For this, it was necessary
may she become the executioner in love with my Humanity.
The Divinity wanted the satisfaction to be complete,
both for the inner faults of creatures
than for their external faults.
By the Passion that the Jews made me suffer,
I was able to restore to the Father the outer glory that the creatures had deprived him of by their external faults.
Through the Passion that the Divinity has made me suffer inwardly throughout my earthly life, I have satisfied for man's inner faults.
The sufferings I have suffered at the hands of the Godhead far surpass those that the creatures have caused me to endure.
Understanding this is not easy for the human mind.
Between the inside of man and his exterior, there is a big difference. However, the difference is much greater between
the sufferings inflicted on me by the Divinity, and
those that the creatures made me suffer on the last day of my earthly life.
The sufferings that were given to me by the Divinity were
-cruel lacerations,
-superhuman suffering
giving me repeated deaths in my soul as well as in my body. Not a single fiber of my being was spared.
The sufferings that were given to me by the Jews were bitter sufferings, certainly, but they were not lacerations capable of giving me death at every moment. Only the Divinity had the power and the will
to do that.
Ah! how much the man cost me!
However, he remains indifferent and does not seek to understand how much
I liked it and
I suffered for him.
No creature can understand all that I have suffered in the Passion that the Jews have subjected me to.
A fortiori, none can understand the much greater sufferings I have suffered at the hands of the Godhead.
That is why I have been so slow to reveal the latter.
My Love wants to find a way out in man and receive a return of love.
Thus, I call you to immerse yourself in My Will where all my sufferings are active.
I call you not only to take part in my sufferings but, in the name of the whole human family, to honor them and to give me a return of love.
With Me, supple for all the obligations of creatures, even if,
to the great sorrow of God and
for their greatest misfortune,
creatures don't even give it a thought."
I was very distressed and a little worried about my poor condition.
Wanting to distract me from my thoughts turned to myself, Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, what are you doing?"
Your thoughts turned to yourself take you out of my Will.
As long as My Will is in you, the Divine Life is also in you.
If My Will ceases to be in you,
-this is the case with the Divine Life and
-you return to your human life. What a change!"
Then, sighing, He added:
"Ah! you don't know the destruction that will come into the world.
Everything that has happened so far can be considered a game in comparison to the punishments to come.
I don't let you see everything so as not to oppress you too much.
At the sight of the stubbornness of men, I remain as hidden in you. And you, pray with Me and refuse to turn your thoughts to yourself."
I thought, "How can it be that a single act done in the Divine Will multiplies to the point of doing good to all?"
Then, moving in me, Jesus lit up my mind and said to me:
"My daughter, you will find a picture of this by observing the sun.
It is unique and, however, it knows how to multiply so that its light and warmth are available to everything and everyone.
For example, it illuminates man's actions and steps.
If it changes its action or path, sunlight follows it.
It also multiplies throughout nature,
distributing its benefits to the various things according to the circumstances. When it rises,
-it beautifies all nature and
-it acts on the coolness of the night to form the dew that extends over all the plants like a silver coat,
giving this nature an aspect and beauty that amazes and enchants the human gaze.
Man, with all his ingenuity,
does not have the power to form a simple drop of dew.
The sun continues its journey and gives the flowers their color and fragrance.
It does not give a unique color and fragrance, but it provides each flower with its particular color and fragrance.
With its warmth and light, it gives the fruits their maturity and flavor, a distinct flavor for each fruit.
It fertilizes and grows all plants.
Despite him doing all this, he remains one.
It is because it dwells in the heights that the sun can be the life of all creatures below.
This is the case with the acts done in My Will:
the soul then acts in the heights of my Will.
From there, more than the sun, she watches over the creatures and transmits life to them. Despite the fact that its action is one, it shines like a sun on creatures:
-it embellishes some of them,
-it fertilizes others with grace,
-it releases some of them from the cold,
-it softens the heart of some,
-it dispels the darkness in others,
-it ignites and purifies others,
giving each person the support they need in proportion to their personal dispositions.
The sun rising to your horizon does the same:
-if the soil is sterile, it gives the plants little development;
-if the seed of the flower is missing,
the sun, for all its light and heat, cannot raise anything. If man does not get up to work, the sun can do nothing to make him gain.
In short, the sun produces goods in Creation according to the fruitfulness of the earth and the dispositions of man.
Thus, although the acts performed in My Will
-can be beneficial for all, they operate
-according to the provisions of each as well as
-in proportion to the good dispositions of the soul that acts in my Will.
Anyway, every act done in My Will is one more sun that shines for all creatures.
Later, I tried to immerse myself in my Jesus, in his Will,
-by multiplying my thoughts in his for the purpose
-to repair and
-to supplement for all the intelligences created, past, present and future.
With all my heart, I said to Jesus:
"How I would like to give you with my spirit all glory, honor and reparation in the name of the whole human family,
even lost souls who, alas! have not given you their intelligence."
Filled with joy, Jesus kissed my forehead, saying:
"By this kiss, I seal all your thoughts with mine, so that I can always
find in you all the created spirits and
to receive continually from you, in their name, glory, honor and reparation."
I was in my usual state and my little mind was lost in God's Holy Will.
Without knowing how, I understood that man does not give God the glory he must give him and I felt very bitter because of this.
Wanting to instruct and console me, my sweet Jesus said to me through an intellectual light:
"My daughter, all my works must be completed. Accordingly
the last day will not come until I have received creatures
all the honor and glory expected, as originally established.
What some creatures don't give me, others will give me.
In the latter, I will double the graces that the former had rejected.
so that they are able to
to give me a double portion of glory and love.
To some, in accordance with their provisions,
-I will give the graces that I would normally give to ten. To others, the graces that I would give to a hundred.
To others, the graces that I would give to a thousand.
To others, the graces I would give to a city, or even to a province or even to an entire kingdom.
And these creatures will love me and give me glory for ten, a hundred, a thousand, etc. In this way, my glory on behalf of Creation will be complete.
When I see that in spite of his good will,
-a creature cannot do what I expect of him, I attract him in My Will
There she discovers the virtue of multiplying a simple action as many times as she wishes.
This allows Him to give me all the glory, honor, and love that other creatures have refrained from giving me.
This is how I prepare for the Age of Life in My Will.
In this era everything will be realized
-what past generations have not done
concerning the love, glory and honor that Creation owes me. I will give the creatures incredible graces.
And to you whom I call to live in My Will, I suggest the following prayer:
"Jesus,
I place at your feet the adoration and subjection of the whole human family;
I place in your Heart the "I love you" of all;
I put on your lips my kiss
to seal the kisses of all creatures of all generations;
I hug you
that you may be hunched by the arms of all creatures of all generations.
I want the glory of all the works of all creatures to come to you."
As a result of this prayer, I will feel in you
-worship,
-the "I love you",
-kisses, etc.
of the whole human family.
How then not to give yourself
-love, kisses and graces planned for others!
Know, my daughter, what the creature does on earth
-constitutes the capital that it accumulates for Heaven. If she does little, she will have little.
If she does a lot she will have a lot.
If a creature has loved me and glorified me for ten,
-she will have ten times more contentment and glory
-and she will be loved ten times more by Me.
If a person loved me and glorified me percent or a thousand,
she will taste contentment, love and glory for one hundred or a thousand.
This is how
-I will give to Creation all that I had planned to give it and that, reciprocally,
Creation will give me all that I had planned to receive from it. Therefore, my glory will be complete."
I felt very oppressed and afflicted by the deprivation of my sweet Jesus and I said to him with all my heart:
"Come, my Life! Without you I feel like I'm dying, not just once, but continuously. Come! I can't take it anymore, I can't take it anymore!"
My sweet Jesus moved within me and Made me perceive that He was ardently fucking my heart.
Se laissant voir, Il me dit:
"My daughter,
I feel an irresistible need to give free rein to my Love for you."
I immediately replied, "Jesus, how you make me suffer!
The deprivation of you kills me! All my other sufferings are just smiles and kisses from you, but the deprivation of you is a merciless death. Ah! Jesus, Jesus! how you have changed!"
Interrupting Me, Jesus said to me:
"Daughter of my Love, can't you convince yourself?
that I look at the world through you?
And as I dwell in you,
you are forced to feel what the world sends me: harshness, darkness, sin, fury of my righteousness, etc.
Therefore, rather than focusing your attention on the deprivation of me, think
-to protect me from the evils that the creatures send me and
-to diminish the fury of my Justice.
I will stay safe in you and the creatures will be less chastised."
I meditated on the Passion of my ever-kind Jesus, especially on the avalanche of lashes that fell on him during his flogging.
I wondered:
"Which of Jesus' sufferings were the greatest:
-those that the Divinity gave him throughout his life
-or those received from the hands of the Jews at the end of his earthly life?"
Through the enlightenment of my intelligence, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
the sufferings given to me by the Divinity far surpass those given to me by the creatures,
-as much in intensity as in number and duration.
And this suffering was not tinged with hatred and injustice. Rather, they were accompanied
-of an immense Love and
-complicity
of the three Divine Persons
so that my Humanity may suffer so many deaths
-that there were going to be creatures to see the light of Creation,
-these creatures that the Father had entrusted to me with so much Love.
In the Godhead, injustice and hatred do not exist, however, man was gravely defiled by these and other such faults.
So I had to be burdened with injustices, hatred, mockery, etc., to make amends for these mistakes.
Thus, in the last Hours of my earthly life, I suffered the Passion from creatures.
The injustices, hatred, mockery, revenge, humiliation, etc., which men have subjected me to were so great,
-that my poor Humanity became the opprobrium and waste of all, so much so
-that I no longer looked like a man and
-that my executioners were themselves horrified.
In short, I have lived two distinct Passions. The creatures were unable to multiply in Me the sufferings and deaths
-as many dead as sinners.
Thus the Divinity subjected my Humanity to these things throughout my earthly life.
and this, in an immense Love and
in agreement with the three Divine Persons.
Since, on the other hand, the Divinity was incapable of injustices, etc.,
the creatures did their part by making me suffer my Passion in the last hours of my earthly life.
Ainsi, la Rédemption fut totalement accomplie.
Combien les âmes m’ont coûté! C’est pourquoi Je les aime tant!»
Un autre jour, je me disais:
«Mon Jésus bien-aimé m’a dit tant de choses; ai-je été vraiment attentive à faire ce qu’il m’a enseigné? Oh! combien peu je m’efforce de lui plaire!
Comme je suis incapable de quoi que ce soit!
Aussi, ses enseignements seront ma condamnation.» Bougeant en moi, mon doux Jésus me dit:
«Ma fille, pourquoi t’affliges-tu?
Les enseignements de ton Jésus ne serviront jamais à te condamner.
Même si tu n’avais fait qu’une seule des choses que Je t’ai enseignées, tu aurais fixé une étoile dans le ciel de ton âme.
J’ai déployé le firmament au-dessus de vos têtes et de mon Fiat, Je l’ai garni d’étoiles.
Thus, I have unfurled a heaven in the depths of your soul. And the "fiat" of the good produced by you,
-for all good is a fruit of my Will comes to adorn it with stars.
If the soul does ten good deeds, he places ten stars, for a thousand good deeds, a thousand stars.
Accordingly, repeat my teachings as much as you can in order to
-to adorn with stars the sky of your soul and
-let this heaven not be inferior to the sky that extends above your head. Each of these stars will bear the imprint of your Jesus' teaching. What honor you will give me!"
I thought to myself, "Where are the sufferings that my sweet Jesus had promised me, when I hardly suffer?"
My ever kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, how come you decide for yourself?"
You calculate bodily suffering and I calculate bodily suffering and moral suffering.
Every time you are deprived of Me, it is a death that you feel.
And so you repair the dead that souls give me by their sins. When you suffer from the cold, it's another little death that you feel
And you repair for the coldness of creatures in the face of my Love. The same goes for all your other sufferings:
by your little dead, you participate in my deaths.
Do you not know that when my righteousness is compelled to shed new plagues because of the sins of men, I suspend your sufferings?
The evil will be so great that it will arouse horror.
I know this is suffering for you. But I too have experienced this suffering.
I would have liked to free creatures from all suffering, both in time and in eternity, but this was not granted to me by the Wisdom of the Father.
Ah! my daughter, there is no
no holiness without the cross,
no virtue without union with suffering!
Know, however, that I will reward you abundantly.
-for all the privations of my presence from which you suffer, as well as
-for the sufferings that you would like to have, but that you do not have."
I was in my usual state and, making me see his most holy Heart, Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, for every virtue practiced by my Heart, a spring springs from it. This source is subdivided into countless trickles that reach Heaven, where they worthily glorify the Father in the name of all.
They then descend to earth for the sake of the creatures. By practicing the virtues,
creatures also form small springs in their hearts, which are also subdivided into streams.
These join mine and, melted together,
-they reach Heaven where they glorify the Heavenly Father,
and then descend to earth for the good of all.
Such harmony is thus formed between Heaven and Earth.
that the Angels themselves are astonished by this enchanting vision.
Therefore, be attentive in practicing the virtues of my Heart so that I can open the sources of my graces."
I live very bitter days.
My kind Jesus allows himself to be seen very little or not at all, or like lightning.
I remember one night He appeared exhausted to me. He carried in his arms like a bundle of souls.
Looking at me, He said to me:
"Ah! my daughter, the killing they will do will be such
that only this bundle of souls that I hold will be spared!
What folly have men come to? Don't be troubled! Be faithful during my absence.
And, after the storm,
I will pay you abundantly for all your privations,
-redoubling my visits and my graces."
Then, almost crying, He disappeared.
Needless to say, the torture of my poor heart!
Another day, a quick illumination of my mind made me understand that when Blessed Jesus placed heaven above our heads,
He also placed a sky in our soul, in fact, several heavens.
Our intelligence is a sky, our vision is a sky,
our talk,
our action, our desires, our affections, our heart are heavens, with the difference that the outer sky does not change
stars do not increase or decrease
while the skies of our interior are subject to change.
If the sky of our mind thinks holy, then, as they form, our thoughts create stars, suns, and very beautiful comets.
And when our angel sees them,
he takes them and places them in the sky of our intelligence.
If the heaven of our spirit is holy,
-so it is with our gaze, our words, our desires and our heartbeat.
Thus
-our eyes become stars,
-our words change into light,
-our desires are comets,
-our heartbeat forms a sun. Each of our senses adorns its own sky.
On the other hand
if our mind is evil, nothing beautiful is formed.
Rather a great darkness extends and comes to obscure our other skies.
Thus
-our gaze sends flashes of impatience,
-notre parler profère des blasphèmes,
-nos désirs jettent des éclairs de passions brutales,
-notre coeur émet une grêle dévastatrice sur les travaux des créatures. Pauvres ciels, ils sont obscurs à faire pitié!
Je vis des jours très amers.
My poor heart is paralyzed
by suffering because of the deprivation of the One who is my life and my whole. Although resigned, I can't help but complain to my sweet Jesus.
when he hurriedly passes in front of me or moves in me.
I remember that one day, while I was complaining, He said to me:
"The abandonment in my hands is like two torrents that come together with great force.
Their combined waters form waves so high that they reach Heaven,
as a result, their beds are emptied.
The murmur of these waters reaching Heaven is so beautiful and harmonious that Heaven feels honored and invested with a new beauty.
And the saints say in chorus:
"This delightful harmony comes from a soul that has surrendered to God. How beautiful it is, how beautiful it is!""
Another day, He said to me:
"What are you afraid of?
Surrender to me and you will be surrounded by me like a circle. In such a way that
if enemies, opportunities or dangers arise, they will have to deal with me, not with you: I will answer for you.
True surrender to me results in a rest for the soul and a job for me.
If the soul is nervous, it means that it is not abandoned to me. For the one who wants to live by herself, her agitation is her just sorrow She hurts me greatly and is greatly harmed."
Another day when I lamented more forcefully, my kind Jesus said to me with great kindness:
"My daughter, calm down!
What you are experiencing is in view of the new punishments that are coming.
Read carefully what I have made you write and you will find that not all punishments have happened.
Many other cities will be destroyed!
Nations will continue to oppose each other.
What about Italy? His friendly nations will become his fiercest enemies.
Patience then, my daughter!
When everything is ready to call man to order, I will come to you as before and we will weep and pray together for the ungrateful man.
As for you, never leave my Will. Since my Will is eternal,
all that is made in it acquires eternal and infinite value.
It's like a currency that keeps increasing in value and never collapses.
The smallest acts done in My Will are inscribed in Heaven
-in indelible characters
-by saying to oneself:
"We are eternal acts because an eternal Will has formed us."
"It is as if liquid gold had been poured into a clay vase and from that gold a goldsmith was making gold objects.
Could we say that this gold is not gold
because it was poured into a clay vase? Certainly not!
Gold is always gold, regardless of the container in which it is located.
In this example, the clay vase represents the soul and gold, my Will.
The acts of the creature acting in My Will
bind my Will to his and the two liquefy together.
With the help of this liquid, I, the divine goldsmith,
I transform the acts of the soul into eternal gold in such a way
-that I can say that these acts are mine and
-that, also, the soul may say that they are its own."
I complained to my sweet Jesus about my poor condition and also about the fact that I am a useless being and incapable of doing good. And I was wondering what the purpose of my life is.
My kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
the purpose of your life is something that belongs to me and not to you. Know, however, that the simple fact
-to blend into Me several times a day
is likely to maintain balance
-concerning the reparations required in respect of the Divinity.
Indeed, only the person who knows
-to blend into Me and
-taking me as a principle of all his actions can, in the name of each and every thing, maintain the balance
-concerning the glory of the Father and all the reparations required.
Does this seem trivial to you? Don't you feel
-that you can't stop doing it and
-that I do not leave you until you have substituted yourself for each of my members
to make the necessary repairs on their behalf?
Try to fix for everyone as much as you can.
If you knew all the good that the world receives when a soul,
-without a shadow of self-interest and
-only out of love for Me, rises between Heaven and earth. and, united with Me,
make the necessary repairs on behalf of all!"
My bitterness increased and I complained to my ever kind Jesus, saying to him: "Pity, my Love, pity! Don't you see how devastated I am?
I feel like I don't have
-no more life, no desire, no affection, no love; Everything in my interior is like dead.
Ah! Jesus! where are in me the fruits of all your teachings?"
As I said this, I felt Jesus very close to me who was tying me up and bound me with strong chains. He said to me:
"My daughter,
the surest sign that my teachings have produced fruit in you is that you no longer feel anything of yourself.
Isn't life in my Will about dissolving into me? Why then do you seek your desires, affections, etc. if you have dissolved them in My Will?
My Will is immense and it takes too much effort to identify it. To live in me, it is better not to live from one's own life.
Otherwise, we show that we are not happy
-to live from my life and
-to be completely dissolved in Me."
I complained a lot to my kind Jesus. He said to me:
"My daughter, the soul victim
-is exposed to receiving all the blows of divine justice and
-to feel the suffering of others.
Oh! how my Humanity groaned under the rigors of being a victim! As a result of your state of deprivation, you can deduce
-how creatures behave in relation to me and
-how divine justice is preparing to punish them with terrible plagues.
Man has reached the state of total madness
With fools, the hardest lashes are needed. As for you, don't change anything.
You will see what Jesus will do for you."
Continuing in my usual state of suffering and deprivation, I spent my time with my sweet Jesus, completely abandoned to him and almost silent, like a little child. Showing Himself within me, He said to me:
"My daughter,
trust in Me is like a cloud of light
in which the soul remains so well enveloped,
that all fear, doubt and weakness have disappeared.
This trust
-fills the soul with pure love and
-makes it so daring that it attaches itself to my breast and drinks from my milk. She doesn't want any more food.
If nothing comes from my breast, which I allow so that confidence increases to the maximum, the soul does not get discouraged.
On the contrary, she is relentless, hitting her head against my chest while I smile inside and let her do it.
The confident soul is my smile and fun.
He who trusts in Me loves me and believes that I am rich, powerful and great.
On the other hand, the one who does not trust me, does not really love me. He dishonors me and believes that I am poor, weak and small.
What an affront he is to me!"
Continuing in my usual state, I thought:
"How is this done? I am so bad, so good for nothing!
The deprivation of my Jesus reduced me to such a state that, if we could see him, he would make even a stone cry and, on top of that, no doubt, no fear of judgment or hell in me. What a horrifying state I am in!"
While I entertained such thoughts, my kind Jesus moved within me and Said to me:
"My daughter, as soon as the soul decides to live in my Will, all doubt and fear disappears.
This soul resembles the daughter of a king who,
-while many people tell her that she is not the king's daughter, she pays no attention to these words
On the contrary, she proudly says to everyone:
"It is useless to try to sow doubt and fear in me. I am really the king's daughter.
The king is my Father.
I live with Him and His Kingdom is mine."
Among all the benefits that life in my Will brings to the soul is that of security.
As the soul makes all that is mine its own, how can it fear for its possessions?
Thus, fear, doubt and fear of hell are absent.
They find neither the key, nor the door, nor the way to enter this soul.
When the soul enters the Divine Will, it strips itself of itself I clothe it with myself and royal clothes.
These are for her the seal
that she is my daughter and
that my kingdom is hers as much as mine.
In addition, defending our rights, she participates in the trial and conviction of others. So why go fishing for fear?"
I was thinking about my poor condition.
The suffering of Jesus' deprivation paralyzed me.
But I remained calm and all abandoned to my sweet Jesus. Heaven seemed closed to me.
As for the earth, it had been a very long time since I had lost contact with it. And since it was non-existent for me,
-how could I have hoped for help? So I didn't even have hope
-to have help from the people of this poor world.
If I had not had sweet hope in my Jesus,
-my life, my everything, my only support, I don't know what I would have done.
Seeing that I could no longer take it, my ever kind Jesus came placing his holy hand on my forehead in order to give me strength, He said to me:
"Poor girl, daughter of my Heart and my sufferings, courage, do not lose heart!
Nothing is finished for you.
On the contrary, when everything seems to be over, that's when it all begins. Of all you think, nothing is true.
Your present state is nothing but an aspect of the victim state that my Humanity was experiencing. Oh! how many times has she found herself in such a painful state!
My Divinity, who had all the powers and wanted me to atone for the whole human family, made me feel the rejection, forgetfulness and all the corrections that the
human nature had earned itself.
It was for Me very great sufferings. How I was united with the Divinity
-my Humanity and my Divinity as one,
the separation from Her was a true martyr to me.
To be loved and at the same time feel forgotten, to be honored and at the same time to feel betrayed,
to be holy and at the same time to see myself covered with all sins,
-what frightening contrasts,
-what extreme suffering!
A miracle of My Almightiness was necessary for me to bear all these sufferings.
At present, my Justice wants these sufferings to be renewed. And who can lend itself to this renewal, if not that
-who has identified with Me,
-who had the honor of being chosen to live in the heights of my Will, from where, as from its center, it
makes me repair and
loves me in the name of all creatures?
This is how she feels forgetfulness, rejection and separation from the One who is her whole life!
These are sufferings that only your Jesus can assess.
"Also, calm down.
This state will end so that you move on to other stages of my Humanity.
When you feel unable to take more,
-surrender yourself even more to Me and
-you will feel your Jesus praying, suffering and repairing
While you will observe it: I will be the actor and you the spectator.
When you are restored, you will take over the role of actress and I will be the spectator.
There will be alternation between the two of us."
I don't feel the strength to write down what is asked of me.
I will only say a few words about what I had not even thought of putting on paper and that my sweet Jesus reminded me of.
One evening I adored my crucified Jesus, saying to him:
"My Love,
in your Will and in the name of the whole human family, I adore you,
I hug you and fix.
I give your Wounds and Blood to all so that all may be saved.
And as lost souls can no longer enjoy your precious Blood and love you,
I do it for them.
I want your Love to be defrauded by creatures in no way.
I want to love you and compensate on behalf of everyone, from the first man to the last."
As I said this and many other things, my sweet Jesus stretched out his arms around my neck and hugged me, telling me:
«My daughter, echo of my life,
while you prayed, my mercy was revived and my righteousness lost its severity.
And this, not only for the present time,
but also for the times to come: your prayers in my Will will remain active.
I felt your love in the name of lost souls
As a result, my Heart felt a special tenderness towards you. Finding in you the love that these souls owe me,
I have paid you the graces I had planned for them."
Another time, He said to me:
"My daughter, I love man so much that in creating him, I have granted him freedom, unlike what I have done for the heavens, the stars, the sun and all nature.
-the heavens can neither be added nor removed from stars,
-the sun can neither add nor remove light.
Even more, I wanted man to be at my side so that by doing good and exercising his virtues, he would create his own stars and suns.
for the ornamentation of the sky of his soul.
The more good it does, the more stars it will form.
The greater his love and sacrifices,
the more splendor and light it will add to its suns.
Present in the heaven of his soul, I say to him:
"My son, the more beautiful you become, the more you please me.
I love your beauty so much that I urge you to get to work.
As soon as you get started, I will run and renew your creative capacity, giving you the power to do whatever good you want.
I love you as long as I have not made you a slave, but a free man."
Alas! what abuses concerning this power which I have given to man!
And he has the audacity to use it for his ruin and to offend his Creator!"
I said to my ever kind Jesus:
"Since you don't want to tell me anything, at least tell me that you forgive me if I offended you."
He replied:
"How do you need forgiveness?
The soul that makes my Will and lives in it no longer has in it the fountain of evil, because my Will is the fountain
-eternal,
-immutable and
-inviolable of all good and holiness.
Whoever drinks from this fountain is holy and evil has no hold on him. If evil tries to manifest itself, it does not take root
because the fountain from which he drinks is holy.
When my Righteousness forces me to strike the creatures, it seems that I am harming them. We go so far as to say that I am unjust.
But this is impossible because the fountain of evil is not in me. On the contrary, in these sufferings that I send,
there is the most tender and intense Love.
It is the human will that is the fountain of evil.
if it seems to be doing some good, that property is infected and whoever touches it also becomes infected."
After that, I substituted myself for each creature as Jesus taught me.
Afterwards, He told me:
"My daughter, when you repeat what I taught you, I feel hurt by my own Love.
When I taught you these things, I hurt you with my Love. When you repeat them, you hurt me in turn.
Even just remembering my words and teachings hurts me. If you love me, always hurt Me!"
I thought to myself:
"How can it be that doing the Divine Will surpasses even the sacraments?"
Moving in me, Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, why are the sacraments called sacraments?
Because they are sacred, they have the power to confer grace and holiness.
Nevertheless, they act in accordance with the provisions of creation,
so much so that they are sometimes fruitless, unable to grant the goods they contain.
"My Will, on the other hand, is holy and sacred.
It carries the virtues of all the institutional sacraments together. It does not have to work to dispose the soul to receive the goods it contains:
as soon as the soul is ready to do my Will, at the very cost of all sacrifices,
it automatically has the required provisions.
Seeing this, My Will is communicated to it without delay and pays the goods it contains.
It thus trains the heroes and martyrs of the Divine Will, the greatest of all wonders.
What do the sacraments do, if not to unite the soul with God! And what does my Will do?
Is it not to unite the will of the creature with that of its Creator, to dissolve it in the eternal Will?
When the soul merges into my Will,
it is nothingness that rises to the All and the All that descends to nothingness.
It is the noblest, purest, most beautiful and heroic act that the creature can do.
Oh! yes! I confirm to you, my Will is a sacrament that surpasses all the institutional sacraments together.
The sacrament of my Will acts in a more admirable way, without any intermediary, without anything material.
It operates between my Will and the will of the creature. The two unite and form the sacrament.
My Will is Life and the soul receives Life from it.
My Will is holiness and the soul receives holiness from it. My Will is strength and the soul receives its strength.
;;; and so on.
On the other hand, how much must my other sacraments, these channels that I have left to my Church, work to dispose of souls, if only they succeed!
How often they are flouted or despised! Some even use it
-for their personal glory and to offend me.
Ah! if you knew the great sacrileges committed in the sacrament of penance and the horrible abuses in the sacrament of the Eucharist, you would weep with me!
Oh! Yes! only the sacrament of my Will can sing victory.
It is complete in its effects and untouchable by the offenses of the creatures. It is that,
to enter into my Will,
the creature must set aside his own will and passions.
Only then does my Will invest her and perform her wonders in her.
When I speak of My Will, I celebrate non-stop. My joy is complete.
When the sacrament of My Will comes into action, no bitterness is manifested between the soul and Me.
For the other sacraments, on the other hand, my Heart is swimming in sorrow.
Man changed them into fountains of bitterness when I had instituted them as fountains of grace."
I was in my usual state. Coming from within, my kind Jesus showed himself all bathed in tears.
Even his very sacred clothes and hands were bathed in tears. This sight plunged me into deep sorrow. I was shaken.
He said to me, "My daughter, what upheavals the world will experience!
The punishments will sweep more painfully than before, so that I will not cease to weep over the sad fate of the world."
He added, "My Will is like a circle.
Whoever enters it is trapped so that he can no longer find a way out. Everything he does there remains fixed at the eternal point and spreads into the circle of eternity."
He added:
"Do you know what the garment of the one who lives in my Will is made of?
It is not made of gold, but of the purest light.
It is like a mirror showing all of Heaven the actions of this soul. It is adorned with several mirrors and, in each of them, I can be seen entirely.
Thus, from wherever one looks at the soul, from the back, from the front, from the left side or from the right side, I am seen multiplied as many times as the soul has done actions in my Will.
I couldn't give this soul a more beautiful garment.
This garment is the exclusive distinction of souls living in my Will."
These words left me a little puzzled. Jesus added, "Why do you doubt?
Doesn't the same thing happen to sacramental hosts?
If there are a thousand hosts, there will be a thousand Jesus who will communicate to a thousand souls.
If there are a hundred hosts,
there are only a hundred Jesus who will give himself only to a hundred souls.
By every action done in my Will,
the soul surrounds me and seals me inside his will.
The acts done in My Will are eternal hosts whose species are not subject to consumption (unlike sacramental hosts,
where my sacramental life ceases as soon as sacramental species are consumed).
In the hosts of my Will, there is no flour or other matter.
Their substance is my eternal Will united to the will of the creature who,
melted into mine, became eternal.
these two wills are not subject to being consumed.
What is surprising about the fact that the whole of my person
be multiplied as many times as there are actions done in my Will?
For each of these acts,
-I am sealed in the soul and
the soul is sealed in Me.
These are wonders of my Will.
Isn't that enough to remove any doubt from you."
I prayed and, through thought, I melted into the eternal Will. Having placed myself before the Supreme Majesty, I said to Him:
"Eternal Majesty, I come to your feet in the name of the whole human family, from the first man to the last, to worship you deeply.
"At your most holy feet, I lay down the adoration of all. In the name of all, I recognize you as the Creator and Sovereign of all. I love you all.
-In the name of all, I return to you the love that you manifest to us through the created things, in which you have put so much love that the creatures will never be able to return all this love to you.
Nevertheless, in your Will, where everything is immense and eternal, I find this love and I give it back to you in the name of all.
I want to love you
-for each star you have created,
-for each ray of light and
-for each intensity of heat you have placed in the sun, etc."
It would be too long to report here all that I have said. And, therefore, I stop.
A thought then came to my mind:
"How, in every thing created,
Could our Lord place such rivers of love for creatures?"
An answer came to me in an inner light:
"It's true, my daughter,
that my Love for creatures has poured into all created things. I have already told you and I repeat it to you:
When my Love created the sun, he placed oceans of Love in it.
-By each of its rays that floods the eyes, feet, hands, mouth etc. of the creature, I offer it my eternal kiss overflowing with Love.
-In addition to its light, the sun lavishes its warmth. Eager to receive the love of creatures,
I say to them in this heat an intense "I love you".
-And when, with its light and warmth, the sun fertilizes the plants, it is my Love that does its shopping to nourish man.
The firmament spread above your heads continually reminds you of my Love. Each of the flashes of stars that, during the night, rejoice the eye of man,
said to him on my part, "I love you."
«Thus, every thing created manifests my Love to man.
If this were not so, Creation would have no purpose.
Which would be an absurdity since I never do anything aimlessly. Everything was done for man.
Alas! He doesn't recognize it and he has become a source of grief for me!
My daughter, if you want to soften my suffering,
-come often in my Will and
"Lavish me with adoration, love, gratitude and thanks in the name of all Creation."
I blended totally into the Divine Will with the intention of substi- killing myself to each creature to present in its name all that it must offer to the Supreme Majesty. While I was doing this, I thought to myself:
"Where can I find enough love to give it to my sweet Jesus in the name of all?"
Jesus said to me inwardly:
"My daughter, in my Will,
you will find in overabundance the love necessary to replace the love that all creatures owe me.
For whoever enters into my Will finds impetuous sources in it.
where we can draw as much as we want without ever exhausting them in the slightest.
There is the fountain of Love which, impetuously, throws its waves. The more you draw from it, the more it increases its flow.
There is the source of beauty that never dries out. It emits ever new beauties.
There are also the fountains of wisdom, happiness, goodness, power, mercy, justice and all my other attributes.
Each fountain overflows into its neighbors. Like what
-the fountain of Love fills beauty, wisdom, power, etc. with love.
-the fountain of beauty gives beauty to love, wisdom, power, etc.
All this is accomplished with such intensity that all of Heaven is delighted.
These various fountains
-present such harmony,
-create such joy and offer such a spectacle
that all the blessed are delighted with it and no longer want to detach themselves from it.
So, my daughter,
for whoever wants, in the name of all, to love, repair and substitute for all, it is absolutely necessary that he live in my Will,
from which everything springs, where things flow
-multiply as many times as you want and
-are marked with the divine imprint.
This imprint forms the fountains whose waves rise to the point
-flood everything and
-to do good to all.
Therefore, always remain in my Will. This is where I am waiting for you, where I want you."
Continuing in my usual state, I united with Jesus, begging Him to keep me company.
Moving within me, He said to me:
"My daughter,
if you knew how much I love the company of creatures! When I created man, I said:
"It is not good for man to be alone, let us create another creature like him to keep him company, so that they may be each other's joy."
Before creating man, I said similar words to myself: "I don't want to be alone.
I want creatures to keep me company,
-so that I may rejoice with them,
-so that they can share my happiness. With them, I will give free rein to My Love."
That is why I made the creatures in my likeness.
"When their intelligence thinks of Me, they keep my Wisdom company. If their gaze is on Me or on things created to love Me,
-I feel the company of their gaze.
If their language prays or teaches what is right,
-I feel the company of their voice.
If their heart loves me, I feel the company of their love, etc.
But, if the creatures do the opposite, I feel alone, like a deposed king. Alas! how many leave me alone and ignore me!"
My condition was more and more painful. While I was drowning in the ocean of the deprivation of my sweet Jesus, my life and my whole, I couldn't help but complain and even say idiocy.
Moving within me, my sweet Jesus said to me with a sigh:
"My daughter, you are the hardest martyr of my Heart.
Every time I see you groaning, paralyzed by the pain of Me's deprivation, my martyrdom becomes more painful.
My pain is so great that I groan saying:
"O man, how much you cost me!
You have formed the martyrdom of my Humanity which, mad with love for you, took upon itself all your sufferings.
And you continue by martyring the one who, seized with love for Me and for you, offered herself as a victim because of you."
Thus, my martyrdom is continual. I feel it more vividly
because it is the martyrdom of someone who loves me and
-and may the martyrdom of love surpass all other martyrdoms together."
Then, approaching His mouth near the ear of my heart, He said, moaning:
"My daughter, my daughter, my poor daughter!
Only your Jesus understands you and is filled with compassion for you, because I feel in my Heart your martyrdom."
He added:
"Listen, my daughter:
if, with the punishment of war, man
had humiliated himself and
had entered into himself,
no further punishment would be necessary. But he went on an even more rampage.
Thus, to bring it into itself, punishments worse than war are necessary and will come.
My Justice arranges my absence.
This is how I refrain from coming to you. For if I come to you,
-thou shalt seize my righteousness and,
-by your sufferings, you fill the voids that man makes by his sins. Didn't you do that for many years?
Man's stubbornness makes him unworthy of this great good, which is why I often deprive you of Me.
Seeing you martyred because of Me,
-my sorrow is so great that I delirium.
I am constrained
-to hide my moans from you and
-not to pour them into you,
so as not to give you even more suffering."
I complained to my ever kind Jesus, saying to him:
"How you have changed!
Is it possible that there is no more suffering for me?
All are suffering; I am the only one who is unworthy of this!
It is true that I surpass everyone in wickedness but, please, have mercy on me.
Do not at least deny me the crumbs of the sufferings that you distribute in abundance to others. My Love, what a terrifying state I am in! Have mercy on me, have mercy!"
As I was saying this, my sweet Jesus moved within me and Said to me:
"My daughter, calm down!
Otherwise, you will open the tears of my Heart more deeply! Do you want to surpass me in suffering?
Me too
I would have liked to carry within Me all the sufferings of all creatures.
My Love for them was so great that I wish none of them had suffered. However, I couldn't get that.
I had to submit to the Wisdom and Righteousness of the Father.
Although He allowed Me to take upon Myself most of the sufferings of the creatures, He did not want Me to take them all.
so that the rights and balance of its Justice may be preserved.
Mon Humanité aurait voulu souffrir assez pour que soit mis un terme
-à l’enfer, au purgatoire et à tous les châtiments. Mais la Divinité ne l’a pas voulu ainsi.
La Justice a dit à l’Amour:
“Tu as voulu tes droits? Ils t’ont été concédés. La justice a aussi ses droits.”
Je me suis ainsi résigné à la sagesse du Père.
Mais mon Humanité en ressentit beaucoup de peine, vu les grandes souffrances qui allaient tomber sur les créatures.
Tes plaintes de ne pas souffrir
echo my own complaints on the same subject.
I come to strengthen your heart, knowing how painful this suffering is. Know, however, that this is also a suffering for your Jesus."
Out of love for my Jesus, I resigned myself not to suffer. But the torment of my heart was very great.
There were many ideas running through my mind, especially regarding what He told me about His Divine Will. It seemed to me that I could never see in myself the effects of his words on this issue.
Jesus kindly added:
"My daughter, when I asked you if you would consent to live in My Will, you agreed, saying:
"I say yes, not in my will but in yours,
that my yes may have all the power and value of a divine yes."
Well! know that this "yes" pronounced by you exists and will always exist, just like my Will.
With this "yes", your personal life has come to an end. Your will must no longer live by itself.
As all creatures are in My Will, you have come in the name of the whole human family to lay at the foot of my throne, in a divine way,
-the thoughts of all the creatures that you carried in your own mind, to give me glory for all these thoughts.
In your eyes, in your speech, in your actions, in the food you eat, and even in your sleep,
-do the same by giving me glory for the corresponding actions of the creatures.
Your life must embrace everything.
If, oppressed by the deprivation of Me,
you did not unite the whole human family to your actions, I would rebuke you.
And if you didn't listen to me, I would tell you all distressed:
"If you don't want to follow me, I will do things alone."
To live in My Will is to live
-departure from his personal life,
-let go of his personal reflexes. it is to embrace all other lives.
Pay attention to this and do not fear."
I said to my sweet Jesus:
"I would like to hide from everyone's eyes so that everyone forgets me as if I no longer exist on earth. How painful it is for me to deal with people!
I feel the need for a deep silence."
Then, moving in me, Jesus said to me:
"You want to hide, but I want you like a lamp on his lamppost that gives its light to all,
-this lamp being powered by my eternal light. If you hide, it is not you that you hide,
it is Myself, my light and my Word."
Then I continued to pray and, I don't know how, I found myself out of
my body in the company of Jesus. I was small and Jesus very tall.
He said to me:
"My daughter,
grow up to become equal to Me.
I want your arms to reach mine and your mouth to reach mine."
I really didn't know how to do it. Jesus placed his hands in mine and repeated, "Grow, grow."
I tried and felt like a spring in such a way that, if I wanted to, I could grow.
So I lay down with ease and put my head on Jesus' shoulder, while he continued to keep his hands in mine.
Through this contact with his hands, I remembered his most holy Wounds and said to him, "My Love, since you want me of your greatness, why don't you give me your sufferings? Give them to me! Don't deny them to me!"
Jesus looked at me and hugged me very tightly on his Heart, as if he had wanted to tell me many things.
Afterward, He disappeared and I found myself in my body.
I was in my poor state and I felt in me my kind Jesus who united in my prayer.
He said to me:
"My daughter, what I desired in creating man was
-let him do my Will in all things and
-that, little by little, by repeated acts in my Will, the sun of my life is formed in him.
Thus, the sun of my life would have found in it this same sun and the two would have melted into one.
Then I would have brought him to the joys of Heaven.
Alas! man has not followed through on this divine plan.
He does not fulfill my Will or only partially fulfills it.
My life in him, obscured by his human actions, does not receive enough nourishment to grow to maturity.
Thus, it is in continual opposition to the purpose of Creation.
How many of them, by living the life of passions and sin, form in them an evil life!"
I complained to my sweet Jesus about my lamentable state, telling him:
"Tell me, my Love, where are you?
Tell me by what path you left me so that I could find you.
Let me see the traces of your steps so that, step by step, I will reach you. Ah! Jesus, without you I cannot continue!
However, even if you are far away, I send you my kisses.
I fuck that hand that no longer squeezes me, that mouth that no longer speaks to me, that face that I no longer see, that feet that no longer walk towards me, but that go elsewhere. Ah! Jesus, how sad my condition is!
What a cruel end awaited me!"
While I was saying this and many other nonsense, my sweet Jesus moved within me and He said to me:
"My daughter, calm down.
For he who lives in my Will, all places are safe places to find me. My Will fills everything.
No matter which path you take, you shouldn't be afraid you won't be able to find me.
Ah! My daughter, I feel your painful state in my Heart.
I see that the stream of sorrow that passed between My Mother and Me is repeated between you and Me.
She was crucified because of my suffering. And I was crucified because of his suffering.
"But, what was the cause of all this? Our Love for Souls.
Out of love for souls, my dear Mother bore all my sufferings and even my death.
Out of love for souls, I bore all his sorrows, including his sorrow for being deprived of Me.
Oh! how much it cost my Love to deprive my inseparable Mother of Me and how much she suffered! But the love of souls triumphed over everything.
It is also out of love for souls that you have accepted your state as a victim, that you have accepted all these sufferings that have arisen during your life.
If it were not for this love of souls,
your exile would be over,
thou shalt not have the sorrow of being deprived of me and
nor would I have the sorrow of seeing you tortured because of this deprivation.
So take patience and may the love of souls triumph to the end in you."
My misery was felt more and more and I said to myself:
"My Jesus, what life is mine!"
Immediately, Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
for the soul that lives in my Will, holiness has only one purpose:
a continual "Glory to the Father"
followed by
"As he was in the beginning, as he is now
and as it will be in the centuries of centuries."
There is nothing by which this soul does not give glory to God.
His holiness is not subject to retreat, but it still reigns.
Its foundation is the "Glory to the Father" and
his prerogative the "As he was in the beginning, etc.""
I kept complaining about Jesus' deprivation.
I also complained that he deprives me of suffering while giving abundantly to others.
He came out of my interior and, leaning his head on my shoulder, he said to me all distressed:
"My daughter, the soul that lives in my Will lives in the heights
As a result, she sees better what is happening downstairs.
It must participate in the decisions, afflictions and anything else proper to those who live in the heights.
Look at what happens in everyday family life: only the father and mother, and sometimes an older son, participate in the decisions and sufferings inherent in family life. When the family is in trouble, small children know none of this.
Rather, they play and live their ordinary lives.
This is so in the order of grace.
Those who are small and still growing up live downstairs.
But those who live in the heights of My Will must support those who live below, see the dangers that await them, help them make the right decisions, etc.
Therefore, calm down. We will have a common Life in My Will. Together, we will participate in the difficulties and sorrows of the human family.
You will watch over the great storms that will arise. While those below play in the midst of dangers, we will weep over their misfortune."
I complained to my sweet Jesus, saying, "Where are your promises? I no longer have a cross or a similarity with you; everything fell apart; all I have to do is cry over my sad fate."
Moving in me, Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, my crucifixion was complete. Do you want to know why?
Because it was fulfilled in the Divine Will of my Father.
In this Will, my Cross became long and wide enough to embrace all the centuries and penetrate all hearts, past, present and future.
The Divine Will put nails all over me:
in my desires, affections and heartbeats.
"I can say I wasn't living
-not my own life,
-but that of the eternal Will which enclosed in me all the creatures for which He wanted me to respond.
My crucifixion could never have been complete and embraced all creatures if the Eternal Will had not been the author.
In you too, I want
-that the crucifixion be complete,
-that she embraces all creatures.
This is the reason for the continual call I make to you
-to bring the whole human family before the Supreme Majesty and
-to do in the name of each creature the acts that it does not do.
The total forgetfulness of yourself and the total absence of self-interest are nails that my Will puts in place in you.
My Will does not know how to do small or incomplete things.
Surrounding the soul, she wants it totally in Her and puts her seal in it.
My Will
-empties the interior of the creature of all that is there of human and
-replaces it with divine.
It seals the interior of the soul with as many nails as there are human actions to replace them with divine actions.
Thus, it forms the true crucifixion of the soul,
-not just for a time, but for his whole life."
Being in my usual state, my ever kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
the actions made in My Will dissolve human actions which, transformed into divine actions,
-rise in Heaven,
-circulate in all creatures and
-embrace all centuries.
These actions remain permanently in My Will.
They are the defenders of my throne against every offense of the creatures and that,
not only for the present time,
but until the end of the centuries.
The actions done in My Will have the virtue of multiplying for my glory according to the needs and circumstances.
What will be the happiness of the soul when, having reached Heaven, it will see that its actions are done in My Will.
-have become the defenders of my throne by neutralizing the offenses coming from the earth!
In Heaven, the happiness of the soul who lived in my Will while on earth will be different from that of other blesseds.
Others will receive from Me all their happiness. While these souls,
-not only will they receive from Me their happiness,
-but they will have their own little rivers of happiness drawn from my own sea of happiness.
While living on earth, these souls formed their own rivers of happiness from my sea.
It is right that in Heaven they also have these rivers of happiness, which will pour out on all the blessed.
How beautiful are these rivers taking their source in the infinite sea of my Divine Will!
They pour into Me and I pour into them.
They are an enchanting spectacle before which all the blessed are ecstatic."
It was during the holy sacrifice of the Mass and I blended into Jesus in order to be consecrated with him.
Moving within me, He said to me:
"My daughter, enter into my Will so that I can find you in all the Hosts, not only present but also future.
Thus, you will receive as many consecrations as I will. In each consecrated host,
-I have deposited my life and I want another in exchange.
-I give myself to the soul, but very often the soul refuses to give itself to Me in return. Thus, my Love feels rejected, flouted.
Come, therefore, in My Will
-to be consecrated with Me in every Host.
Thus, in each one, I will find your life in exchange for mine.
And this, not only while you are on earth, but also when you are in Heaven. And as I will receive consecrations until the last day, you too will receive consecrations with Me until the last day."
He added:
"The deeds done in My Will excel above all others.
They enter the sphere of eternity and
they leave behind all human acts. It is not important that these acts
-are made at one time or another, or
-whether they are small or large.
It is enough that they be made in My Will
so that they have priority over all other human acts.
The acts done in my Will are like oil mixed with other matter:
whether it is things of great value such as, for example,
-gold or silver, or
-spicy foods, or
-ordinary things,
all remain at the bottom, the oil prevails over all, it is never below. Even in small quantities, she seems to be saying, "I'm basking on everything."
The acts done in My Will are converted into light,
-a light that merges with eternal light.
They do not remain in the category of human acts, but they pass into the category of divine acts.
They have supremacy over all other acts.
Continuing in my usual state and absorbing myself in prayer,
I saw in me an abyss of which I could not discover either the depth or the width.
In the midst of this abyss, I saw my sweet Jesus, grieving and taciturn. I felt him very far away from me, as if he wasn't there for me.
My heart was tortured by a cruel death that was constantly repeated because of this abyss separating me from my whole, from my life.
While my heart was dripping with blood, my ever-kind Jesus, coming out of this abyss, placed himself behind my back and, surrounding my neck with his arms, said to me:
"My beloved daughter, you are my portrait.
How many times my groaning Humanity experienced these tortures!
My Humanity was united with my Divinity, the two becoming one.
However, then
-that my Divinity enveloped me internally and externally,
-that -I was melted into her, I felt far from her.
Through this suffering, my Humanity paid the price of the separation of man from the Divinity through sin, in order to reunite him again with the Divinity.
Every moment of this separation between my Divinity and my Humanity was for Me a merciless death.
This is the reason for your suffering and the abyss you see.
In these tumultuous times when humanity is rushing away from Me, you must feel the pain of this separation to bring it back to Me.
Your condition is very painful, but it is also a pain of your Jesus. To give you strength, I support you from behind,
so that your sufferings are more intense.
In fact, if I supported you from the front,
-the simple fact of seeing my arms near you
would cut your suffering in half and your likeness to Me would be delayed.
I felt very distressed, alone and without support.
My sweet Jesus took me in his arms, lifted me up in the air and said to me:
"My daughter,
when my Humanity was on earth, I lived between Heaven and earth,
-having the whole earth under me and
-the whole Heaven above me.
By living this way, I was trying to attract
-the whole earth and
-the whole of Heaven
in Me in order to make them one thing.
If I had lived at the level of the earth,
-I would not have been able to attract everything to Me. I would have attracted at most a few points of the earth.
It is true that living like this cost me a lot, because
-I had no place to rest or anyone to lean on. Only the strictly necessary things were provided to my Humanity.
For the rest, I was always alone and without comfort.
"It was necessary,
-first tbecause of the nobility of my person for whom living downstairs and with vile and bad human support was not suitable and,
-second, because of my mission as Redeemer
who was to have supremacy over everything.
That is why it was appropriate for me to live higher, above all.
"Likewise, those whom I call to my likeness,
I put them in the same conditions as my Humanity. I make them live in my arms between Heaven and earth.
Only the strictly necessary things reach them. They are all Mine, detached from everything.
For them, human things that are not absolutely necessary are vile and degrading.
If human support is offered to them, they feel the stench of the human being and move away from it."
He added:
"As soon as the soul enters my Will, its will binds to mine. Even if she doesn't think about it, everything my Will does, her will does too.
and she runs with me for the good of all."
Following
my habit, I brought the whole human family to my sweet Jesus.
-praying and repairing on behalf of all, and
-by replacing me all
in order to do on their behalf all that they have an obligation to do. As I did so, a thought came to my mind:
"Think and pray for yourself!
Ne vois-tu pas dans quel triste état tu es?»
I was going to do so when, moving within me, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, why do you want to deviate from my likeness? My Humanity has never thought of itself.
My holiness was marked by total selflessness.
-I have never done anything for Myself.
-I did and suffered everything for the creatures.
My Love can be called true
because it was based on total selflessness.
Where there is self-interest, the source of truth is not found.
The totally selfless soul is the one that advances the most.
The ocean of my graces
-the reached from behind and
-completely overwhelms her without her even having to worry about it.
The soul turned towards itself, on the other hand, stands behind. The ocean of my grace is in front of her.
And she must cross it by the strength of her arms, if only she succeeds.
Concern for herself creates a lot of obstacles for her,
-among other things, the fear of swimming in my ocean. She runs the risk of staying on shore."
I live in the almost continual deprivation of Jesus.
At best, He lets Himself be seen briefly, and then He disappears like lightning. Ah! only he knows the martyrdom of my poor heart!
I was thinking about the Love with which
my ever-kind Jesus suffered so much for us.
He said to me:
"My daughter, my first martyrdom was Love,
which gave birth to my second: suffering.
Each of my sufferings was preceded by a sea of Love.
When My Love saw itself alone and abandoned by the majority of creatures, It became delusional.
Not finding who to give Himself to, He concentrated in Himself.
It gave me such suffering that, in comparison, my other sufferings were reliefs.
Ah! when my Love finds company, I feel happy.
Love in the company of another love is happy.
Even if it's just a little love
Because He finds to whom to give Himself, to whom to give life.
When Love is found with someone who does not love it or despises it, It is very unhappy.
Beauty next to ugliness feels dishonored. The two flee.
Because beauty hates ugliness.
And because ugliness feels even more ugly next to beauty.
What is beautiful is happy to be with what is beautiful; The two communicate their beauty to each other.
What is the point of the teacher to have learned so much
-if he can't find any pupil to teach?
What is the purpose of the doctor to have studied the art of medicine
-if no one comes to him for his care?
What advantage does a rich man get from his wealth?
-if he is always alone and finds no one with whom to share his wealth?
The company makes you happy,
-allowing the good to communicate and grow.
Isolation makes you unhappy and sterile.
Ah! my daughter, how much my Love suffers from its isolation!
The few people who keep me company are my consolation and happiness."
I was acting in the Most Holy Will of my Jesus. Moving within me, He said to me:
"My daughter, the actions done in My Will are sealed in Her. Like what
If the soul prays in my Will, its prayer is sealed in my Will.
Thus, the soul receives the gift of prayer,
that is, she no longer has to make an effort to pray.
The one who has healthy eyes has no effort to make to see. He naturally sees objects and enjoys them.
But, for the one whose eye is sick,
-looking at it requires a lot of effort.
If the soul suffers in my Will,
-she feels in her the gift of patience. If she works in My Will,
-she feels in her the gift of working holy.
Actions sealed in My Will
-lose their weakness and
-are freed from their human aspect. They are imbued with divine life."
Finding myself in my usual state, I saw my ever-kind Jesus place a globe of light within me, telling me:
"My daughter, my Truths are light.
When I communicate them to souls, who are limited beings, I communicate them in a restricted light,
since they are unable to receive great light.
It happens as with the sun:
while it appears as a limited globe,
-the light it spreads invests, warms and fertilizes the whole earth.
It is impossible for man to count
plants made fruitful,
the land illuminated and warmed by the sun.
While, at a glance, one can see the sun in the heights, one cannot see where its light ends or all the good it does.
So it is with my Truths.
They appear limited
But, when they are manifested,
-how many souls do not join?
-How many spirits do not illuminate?
-What goods do they not do?
I have placed in you a globe of Light.
It represents the Truths that I communicate to you.
Be attentive in receiving them and even more attentive in communicating them, in order to promote their spread."
Later, having returned to prayer, I found myself in the arms of my heavenly Mother who stroked me and hugged me on her breast.
But, I can't explain why, I quickly forgot this fact and complained that everyone had abandoned me.
Passing stealthily, Jesus said to me:
"A moment ago, my Mother was here and hugged you with a lot of love." So, I remembered.
He continued:
"It happened with Me too.
How many times I have come and you have forgotten it. Should I maybe not come?
I do like a mother when her baby sleeps.
She fucks and caresses him, but the baby doesn't know any of it.
And when he wakes up, he might complain
that his mother does not fuck him and does not love him."
May Jesus be praised, he the architect of so many love stratagems.
I felt overwhelmed, alone and without any hope of receiving even a word of help or encouragement.
When someone comes to me, even if it is a holy person,
it seems to me that it can only be to get help, comfort, or to get rid of one's doubts. But, for me, nothing!
While I was in these feelings, my ever kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
he who lives in My Will is in the same condition as Me.
If I Claimed to Need Creatures
-what is impossible,
since creatures cannot help their Creator.
It would be as if the sun was asking for light and heat from other creatures.
What would they do? Confused, they would say in the sun:
"What, you ask us for light and warmth,
you who fill the world and fertilize the whole earth with your light and warmth? Our light is totally fading before you!
Rather, it is you who must give us these things."
So it is for the one who lives in my Will.
Since He shares my condition and the sun of my Will is within Him, He must provide
-light, warmth, help, assurance and comfort to others.
I am his only helper and he, from my Will, he helps others."
My condition was always more painful. Only the Divine Will could help me.
My sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
-every act that the soul performs for Me,
-every thought, every word, every prayer,
-each suffering and
-even a simple memory of Me, becomes a chain attaching the soul to me.
Without violating the human will, these chains have the power
-to forge perseverance which is the last step
before the soul takes possession of eternal glory."
I meditated on the episode when, before engaging in his painful Passion, Jesus went to his Mother to ask for her blessing.
He said to me:
"My daughter, how many things reveal this mystery.
I wanted to go to my dear Mother's house to ask for her blessing in order to provide her with the opportunity to ask me for my own blessing.
The sufferings she had to go through were going to be so great that it was fitting for Me to strengthen her with My blessing.
When I want to give, it is my habit to ask first.
My Mom understood this right away and asked me to bless her first. It was only after she blessed me.
To create the universe, I pronounced a Fiat
by which I have arranged, ordained and decorated heaven and earth.
In creating man, I infused his life with My Almighty Breath.
At the beginning of my Passion, I blessed my Mother with my creative and all-powerful Word. It wasn't just her that I blessed.
Through her, I blessed all creatures.
My Mother held supremacy over all. And in her I have blessed everyone and everyone.
More than that,
I have blessed every thought, every word, every action, etc. of creatures.
I also blessed all the things made available to them.
In the same way as the sun,- from my almighty Fiat,
continues its course without its light and heat ever diminishing in the slightest,
my Blessing, -spring from my creative Word at the beginning of my Passion,
always remains active.
Through her, I renewed Creation.
I called Heavenly Father to bless the creatures too
to communicate to them his Power.
I also wanted the Holy Ghost to participate in this blessing.
so that Wisdom and Love may be communicated to creatures
-and, thus, their memory, their intelligence and their will be renewed,
-and that their sovereignty over everything be restored.
When I give, I also want to receive. Thus, my dear Mother blessed me,
-not only in his personal name,
-but in the name of all creatures.
Oh! if all were attentive, they would feel my blessing
in the water they drink,
in the fire that warms them,
in the food they take,
in the sufferings that afflict them,
in the groans of their prayers,
in their remorse for their faults,
in their abandonment in my hands.
Through all things, they would hear my creative Word say to them, "I bless you in the name of the Father, of Myself, and of the Holy Spirit.
I bless you to help you,
-defend you, forgive you, console you and make you holy!"
Moreover, all would echo my blessing by blessing me themselves. These are the effects of my blessing.
My Church, taught by me, echoes my blessing in almost all of them.
the circumstances.
She blesses in the administration of the sacraments and on many other occasions."
With my heart afflicted by the absence of my sweet Jesus, I was in prayer. Suddenly, I felt it close to me.
He said to me:
"Ah! my daughter, things are getting worse. Like a tornado, I will come to shake everything.
It will last for the duration of a tornado and it will end like a tornado.
The Italian government feels the ground slipping under its feet and it does not know what to do: it is the Justice of God in action."
Then I felt that I was out of my body, very close to my sweet Jesus, so close that I could not even see his divine person.
I said to him, "My sweet Jesus, while I am very close to you, I want to show you my love, my gratitude and give you everything back.
what creatures owe you for having created our Queen Immaculate Mother, the most beautiful, the holiest, having enriched her with all gifts and
having made her our Mother.
I offer you this prayer of thanksgiving on behalf of all creatures past, present and future.
I want to take hold of every action, every word, every thought, every heartbeat and every step of creatures.
And I want by each one, to tell you on behalf of all that
"I love you, thank you, bless you and adore you"
for all that you have done in your heavenly Mother and ours."
Jesus was very happy with my prayer.
He said to me:
"My daughter,
I looked forward to this prayer on behalf of all generations.
He said:
"If not, nothing is finished."
My Justice and Love felt the need for this return.
Because the graces that descend on all by my dear Mother are very great. And I was never given a word, a thank you about it."
Another day I said to my kind Jesus:
"Everything is over for me: the sufferings, the visits of Jesus, everything!"
Just now, He said to me:
"Would you have by chance ceased to love me and live in my Will?" I said, "No! And let it never be!"
I thought of God's Most Holy Will and thought to myself:
"What enchantment, what power, what magical force possesses the Divine Will!"
As I thought this way, my kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
the simple words "Divine Will" refer to the Creative Power.
Therefore, they designate
-the power to create, transform and flow new torrents of light, love and holiness in souls.
If the priest can consecrate me in the host, it is by virtue of the power that my Will conferred on the words he speaks on the host.
Everything comes from the Fiat pronounced by the Divine Will.
If, at the mere thought of doing My Will, the soul feels soothed, strengthened and changed.
because in thinking of doing my Will, she places herself on the path of all goods what will happen when she lives in her?"
At that moment, I remembered that several years before, Jesus had said to me:
"We appear before the Supreme Majesty with writing on our foreheads in indelible characters:
"We want death to give life to our brothers and sisters.
We want suffering to free it from eternal suffering."
And I thought, "How can I do this if He doesn't come? I could do it with him, but alone, I don't see how. And then, how can I suffer so many deaths?"
Moving in me, Blessed Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, you can do it at any moment since I am always with you and I never leave you.
I'm going to tell you about various kinds of deaths that can be suffered.
I suffer death when my Will wants good for a creature and it turns its back on the grace I offer it.
If the creature is willing to correspond to my grace, it is as if my Will is multiplying another life.
if, on the contrary, the creature hesitates,
it is as if my Will is suffering a death!
Oh, how many dead my Will has to suffer!
The creature suffers a death when I want it to do good and it does not. Then his will dies to this good.
The creature who is not in the continnual act of doing my Will suffers a death for each of his refusals.
She dies in this light, in this grace, in this charism that she would have received if she had done this good.
I also want to tell you about the dead by which you can give life to our brothers.
When you feel deprived of me, your heart is lacerated and you feel an iron fist squeeze it, you suffer a death, and even more than a death, because to die would be to live for you.
This death is apt to give life to our brothers. Because this suffering, this death
-are filled with divine life,
-are an immense light, a creative force with eternal and infinite value.
So how many lives can you give to our brothers!
I suffer these dead with you, giving them the value of my own death.
"See how many deaths you suffer:
every time you want me and don't find me, it's a real death you suffer, it's a martyrdom.
What died for you is life for others."
I was out of my body and I was taking a long walk during which I walked one end with Jesus and one end with my Queen Mother.
When Jesus disappeared, I was with Mom, and when she disappeared, I was with Jesus.
Jesus and Mary were very affable and told me many things. I had forgotten everything: my sufferings and even my deprivations.
I thought I was never going to lose this enchanting company again. Oh! how easy it is to forget evil when one is in front of good!
At the end of the walk, the heavenly Mother took me in her arms.
I was very small.
She said to me:
"My daughter, I want to strengthen you in everything." It seemed to me that, with his holy hands,
-she wrote on my forehead and put a seal on it; likewise
-she wrote on my eyes, my mouth, my heart, my hands and my feet, putting a seal in each place.
I wanted to know what she was writing about me, but I couldn't read it. However, on my mouth, I understood a few letters that said "annihilation of all taste"
Immediately, I said:
"Thank you, O Mother, for taking away from me any taste that is not of Jesus."
I wanted to understand the rest, but my Mother said to me:
"You don't have to know. Have confidence in myself. I did what was necessary."
She blessed me and disappeared, after which I found myself in my body.
Later, my sweet Jesus returned.
He was a tender little baby crying and shivering with cold. He threw himself into my arms to be warmed up.
I squeezed him on myself and melted into his Will.
in order to take everyone's thoughts, to add them to mine and to surround Jesus shivering with them.
I also presented to him the adorations of all the created intelligences.
Then I grabbed everyone's eyes and directed them to Jesus to distract him from his tears.
I also took hold of the mouths, words, and voices of all creatures, that all would fuck him.
so that he no longer cries and is warmed by their breath.
The baby Jesus stopped crying and then, as if he felt warmed, he said to me:
"My daughter, did you understand what made me tremble with cold and cry? It was the abandonment of creatures.
You placed them all around Me and I felt that all of them were looking at me and kissing me. This is how I stopped crying.
Know that
what I suffer in my sacrament of Love is even harder than what I suffered in the manger as a child.
-The cave, although cold, was spacious. I found air to breathe.
The host is cold too, but it's so small that I run out of air.
-In the cave, I had a manger and a little straw as a bed. In my sacramental life, even straw I miss, and for bed I have only a hard and cold metal.
-In the cave, I had my dear Mother who very often took me with her very pure hands and covered me with her warm kisses in order to warm me and soothe my tears. She fed me her very sweet milk.
In my sacramental life, it is quite the opposite:
I don't have my Mom, and if I am taken, I often feel the touch of unworthy hands that smell of earth and manure.
Oh! how I feel their stench more than the manure I felt in the cave!
Rather than covering me with kisses, they cover me with irreverent acts. Rather than milk, they give me the bitterness of their sacrileges,
of their indifference and coldness.
-In the cave, Saint Joseph never deprived me of a little light or a small lamp during the night.
In the sacrament, how many times I stay in the dark, even at night!
"Oh! how my sacramental situation is suffering! How many hidden tears that are not seen by anyone! How many moans that are not heard!
If my situation as an infant brings you pity,
how much should you be moved with pity for my sacramental situation."
I was in my usual state
and I strove to immerse myself in the Divine Will.
Knowing that nothing escapes him,
neither of the past, nor of the present, nor of the future,
I took hold of all that is in this Divine Will
And, on behalf of all, I offer our tributes, our love, our reparations, etc. to the Supreme Majesty. Moving in me, my ever kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
for the soul, the true way to live in my Will is to mold one's life into mine.
During my earthly life,
-I flew in my Will all my actions, both internal and external.
-I flew my thoughts above the thoughts of creatures.
My thoughts
became like the crown of their thoughts and
offered in their name homages, adoration, love and reparation to the Majesty of the Father.
-I did the same with my looks, my words, my movements and my steps.
To live in My Will, the soul must give
-to his thoughts, his looks, his words and his movements the form of my own thoughts, looks, words and movements.
In doing so, the soul loses its human form to acquire mine.
It gives continual deaths to the human in it to replace it with the divine. Otherwise, the divine form will never be fully realized in it.
My eternal Will makes it possible to find and accomplish everything.
It reduces the past and the future to a simple point in which all the hearts, all the minds, all the works of creatures are located.
By making my Will, the soul, its own
does everything, satisfied for all,
loves for all, does good to all, as if all were one.
Who could get to so much outside of my Will?
No virtue, no heroism, not even martyrdom, can compare to life in My Will.
Therefore, be attentive and let my Will reign totally in you."
As I was in my usual state, my ever-kind Jesus came and wrapped his arms around my neck.
Then, coming close to my heart and squeezing his chest with his hands, he pressed it in the direction of my heart and streams of milk came out.
He fills my heart with this milk and says to me:
"My daughter, do you see how much I love you?
I have completely filled your heart with the milk of my graces and Love so that everything you say and do is nothing but an outpouring of the graces and Love that I have filled you with.
You will only have to place your will at the disposal of My Will and I will do everything Myself.
You will be
the sound of my voice,
the bearer of my Will,
the destruction of virtues practiced in a human way and
the instigator of the virtues practiced in a divine way, which are located at an immense, eternal and infinite point."
Having said that, He disappeared.
A little later, He came back and I felt completely annihilated thinking about some things that need not be said here.
My affliction was extreme and I thought, "How is this possible? My Jesus, do not allow it!
Perhaps you intend to do so, but do not move on to the realization of this sacrifice. In the harsh state in which I am, I hope for nothing but to leave for Heaven."
Coming out of my interior, Jesus burst into tears.
I could hear these sobs echoing in Heaven and on earth. After these sobs, he sketched a smile that, like his sobs, reverberated in Heaven and on earth.
I was delighted with this smile and my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My beloved daughter,
as a result of the great sorrow that creatures give me in these sad times, enough to make me cry
-and as they are tears of a God, they resonate in Heaven and on earth-
a smile will appear that will fill Heaven and earth with happiness.
This smile will appear on my lips when I see
-the first fruits,
-the first children of my Will,
not living in the human way, but in the divine way.
They will be marked with the seal of my immense, eternal and infinite Will.
This eternal point, which is currently only in Heaven, will appear on earth.
and will shape souls by
-its infinite sources,
-its divine action and
-the multiplication of acts from a single act.
The Creation, released from my Fiat, will be completed by this same Fiat. The children of my Will will accomplish everything in my Fiat.
In this Fiat, they will give me,
-in a complete way
-and in the name of everything and everyone,
love, glory, reparations, thanksgiving and praise.
My daughter, things will go back to their origins.
Everything came out of my Fiat and, through this Fiat, everything will come back to me.
They may be few but, through my Fiat, they will give me everything."
I wondered about what is written above and I thought to myself:
"I don't know what Jesus wants from me.
Nevertheless, He knows how bad and good I am."
Stirring in me, He said to me:
"My daughter," you remember, "a few years ago, I asked you
-if you wanted to live in My Will and, if necessary,
-to pronounce your "fiat" in my Will. And that's how you did it.
Your fiat
-is located in the center of my Will and
-is surrounded by my infinite immensity.
If he wanted to get out of it, he could hardly find the way.
Also, I'm having fun
-of your small oppositions and
-of your manifestations of discontent.
You are like a person
-which, by its own will, is in the depths of the ocean and
-who, wanting to leave this place, sees only water all around her.
Then
seeing the boredom that his exit would cause him
and wanting to remain quiet and happy,
-it sinks even deeper into the ocean.
Thus
bored by the embarrassment of coming out of my Will and seeing that you are incapable of it,
linked that you are by your own fiat,
you sink even deeper into the depths of my Will.
It amuses me.
Do you believe that it is an easy and simple thing to leave my Will? You would have to move an eternal point.
If you knew what it's like to move an eternal point, you'd tremble with fear."
He added:
"I asked my dear Mom for a first fiat in my Will. Oh! the power of this fiat in my Will!
As soon as my Mother's fiat met the divine Fiat, they became one. My Fiat raised my Mother, divinized her, flooded her.
-then, without any human intervention, she conceived my Humanity.
It was only in my Fiat that she was able to conceive of my Humanity. My Fiat communicated to him in a divine way
-immensity, infinity and fecundity.
This is how the Immense, the Eternal and the Infinite could be conceived in her.
As soon as she said her fiat,
-not only did she take possession of Me,
but his being covered all creatures and all things created.
She felt in her the life of all creatures and began to act as Mother and Queen of all.
How many wonders did this fiat of my Mother have? If I wanted to tell you all about them, you wouldn't stop hearing about them!
Then I asked for a second fiat in my Will. Although trembling, you pronounced it.
This fiat in my Will will accomplish its wonders. He will have a divine fulfillment.
You follow me and sink deeper into the immense sea of my Will and I will take care of everything else.
My Mother did not question how I would incarnate in her.
She only pronounced her fiat and I took care of how to incarnate in her. That's how you have to do it."
I felt my poor mind completely immersed in the immense sea of the Divine Will.
I perceived the imprint of the divine Fiat in everything created.
I perceived this imprint in the sun. It seemed to me that the sun transmitted to us the divine Love that dares, wounds and illuminates.
On the wings of this imprint, I went to the Lord, bringing to him, in the name of the whole human family, the divine Love that dares, wounds and illuminates.
I told him:
"It is in your Fiat that you give me this Love that dares, hurts and illuminates, and it is in your Fiat that I return it to you."
I then looked at the stars and perceived that, in their sweet flicker, they transmit to the creatures a peaceful, gentle, hidden and compassionate Love in the night of sin.
And me
through this imprint of the divine Fiat, I have brought to the throne of the Lord, in the name of all,
-a peaceful love for heavenly peace to reign on earth,
-a sweet love like that of souls in love,
-a hidden love like that of erased souls and
-a humble love like that of creatures who return to God after sin.
How could I recall all that I have understood and said by perceiving these imprints of the divine Fiat in Creation? That would be too long and I will stop here.
Then my sweet Jesus took my hands in His and, clutching them tightly, He said to me:
"My daughter, my Fiat is full of life Better yet, it is life.
All life and everything comes from my Fiat. The Creation comes from my Fiat.
In every thing created, one can see its imprint.
Redemption results from the fiat of my dear Mother, pronounced in my Will, and bearing the same power as my fiat creator.
Therefore, everything in the Redemption contains the imprint of my Mother's fiat.
Even my own Humanity, my steps, my words and my works bear the imprint of his fiat.
My sufferings, my wounds, my thorns, my Cross and my Blood bear the imprint of his fiat,
because things bear the imprint of where they come from.
My origin in time bears the imprint of the fiat of my Immaculate Mother.
This fiat is found in every sacramental host. If man is reborn after sin,
if the newborn is baptized,
if Heaven opens to receive souls,
it is as a result of my Mother's fiat. Oh! the Power of this Fiat!
I want to tell you now why I asked you for your fiat, your yes in my Will. The "Fiat Volontas tua sicut in Coelo et in terra"
-"Thy Will be done on earth as in Heaven"-,
which I have taught and which has been recited for so many centuries by so many generations, I want Him to have His total fulfillment.
That is why I wanted
-another fiat that is also invested with creative power,
-a fiat that rises at every moment and multiplies in all.
I want to see in a soul my own Fiat which rises to my throne and which, through my creative Power, brings to the earth the realization of 'thy Will be done on earth as in Heaven.'"
Surprised and devastated by these words, I said to Jesus, "Jesus, what do you say? You know how bad I am and incapable of anything!"
He continued: "My daughter, it is my custom to choose souls among the most incapable and the poorest for my greatest works.
Even my own Mother had nothing extraordinary in her outer life: no miracles, no signs to distinguish her from other women.
His only distinction was his perfect virtue, to which no one paid attention.
And if I have given the distinction of miracles to some saints and adorned some of their Wounds,
to my Mother, nothing.
However, she was
-the prodigy of prodigies,
-the miracle of miracles,
-the true and perfect crucified. No one else was like her.
I usually act like a master who has two servants.
-One seems to be a Herculean giant, capable of anything.
-the other is small and incapable and he seems not to know how to do anything.
If the master keeps it, it is rather out of charity, and also for his amusement. Having to send a million dollars somewhere, what does he do?
He calls the little one, the incapable, and entrusts him with the big amount, saying to himself:
"If I entrust the magot to the giant, everyone will notice it and the thieves may well attack and steal it.
And if he were to defend himself with his Herculean strength, he could be injured.
I know he is capable, but I want to protect him. I do not want to expose him to obvious danger.
On the other hand, no one will pay attention to the little one,
-knowing him as a perfect incapable.
No one will think that I can entrust him with such a large amount. Also, he will return from his mission safe and sound."
The poor and incapable is astonished that his master trusts him when he could have used the giant.
And, all trembling and humble, he will deliver the big amount without anyone even deigning to give him a look. Then, he returns safe and sound to his master,
more humble and trembling than ever.
This is how I proceed:
-the greater the work to be done,
-the more I choose poor and ignorant souls, without any outward appearance that can attract attention and expose them.
The erased state of the soul serves as a safety precaution for my business.
Thieves filled with self-esteem and self-love
will not pay attention to her, knowing her disability.
And she, humble and trembling, fulfills the mission that I have entrusted to her, knowing well that she does nothing by herself,
-but that I do everything for him."
I felt devastated when I thought of this fiat and my kind Jesus wanted to make my confusion even more.
He seemed to want to have fun offering me surprising and downright incredible things, taking pleasure in confusing me and annihilating me even more.
And, what is worse, I am compelled, by obedience and for my greatest torment, to put this in writing.
As I prayed, Jesus tilted his head over mine, holding his forehead in his hand. A light radiated from his forehead.
He said to me:
"My daughter,
the first Fiat, which relates to Creation, was pronounced without the intervention of any creature. - For the second, which relates to redemption, I wanted the intervention of a creature and it was my Mother who was chosen.
A third Fiat is planned for the completion of the first two, and this time again a creature must participate. And it is you that I have chosen.
This third Fiat must lead to their completion the Fiats of Creation and Redemption. He will bring to earth the realization of "thy Will be done on earth as in Heaven".
The three Fiats are inseparable, each complementing the other two.
They are a reflection of the Most Holy Trinity, one and distinct from each other.
My Love and my glory demand this third Fiat.
My Creative Power from which the first two Fiats originated can no longer contain itself and wants the third Fiat to move forward to complete the work already done.
Otherwise, the fruits of Creation and Redemption will remain incomplete."
Hearing these words, I was not only confused, but literally stunned.
I thought to myself:
"Is this possible? There are so many other people!
And if it is really me that he has chosen, I recognize the customary folly of my Jesus. So what can I do, confined as I am to a bed, half crippled and quite mediocre? Can I face the multiplicity and infinity of the Fiats of Creation and Redemption?
If this third Fiat is like the first two, I will have to race with them, multiply and intertwine with them. Jesus, think of what you are doing; I am not
really not the right person for you!" Who could tell all the nonsense I said in this way?
My sweet Jesus came back and said to me:
"My daughter, calm down. I choose who I want.
You must know that the beginning of most of my works takes place between me and a creature. Subsequently, there is development, expansion.
Who was the first spectator of the Fiat of my Creation? Adam first and Eve second.
So they were not a multitude!
Subsequently, over the years, the multitudes have been the spectators of Creation.
"In the second Fiat, my Mother was the only spectator.
Even St. Joseph knew nothing about it. My Mother was in a similar condition to yours. The creative Power she felt in her was so great that, confused, she did not find in herself the strength to tell anyone about it.
If St. Joseph later learned this, it was I myself who revealed it to him. Later, my Humanity became more known, but not to all.
This second Fiat germinated like a seed in the virginal womb of Mary, formed an ear capable of multiplying and leading to the light of day this great wonder.
This will be the case for the third Fiat. It will germinate in you and the cob will form there. Only the priest will know, then some souls; then it will be the broadcast.
It will spread along the same path as the Fiats of Creation and Redemption.
The more you feel devastated, the more the cob will grow and be fertilized. Therefore, be attentive and faithful."
Being in my usual state, I immersed myself deeply in the Divine Will by saying to Jesus:
"My Jesus, I would like there to be so much love in me that I can compensate for the lack of love of all past, present and future generations.
But where to find so much love?
As your Will includes the Creative Force, in It I can.
In her, I want to create enough love to equal and even surpass all the love that creatures owe to their Creator."
Then I said to myself:
"What nonsense I'm telling!" Then, moving in me, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
of course in my Will is the Creative Power.
From a single Fiat of my Will came out millions of stars. From the fiat of my Mother, from which my Redemption has its origin, millions of graces have come out for souls,
-more beautiful, brighter and more varied than the stars.
Moreover, while the stars are fixed and do not multiply, the graces
-multiply to infinity, run incessantly,
-attract creatures, make them happy,
-strengthen them and communicate life to them.
Ah! if creatures could perceive the supernatural aspect of things, they would hear such beautiful harmonies and
they would see such an enchanting sight
-that they would believe they had gone to Paradise.
The third Fiat must also race with the other two. It must
-multiply to infinity,
-produce as many graces as there are stars in the sky, drops of water in the sea, things created from the Fiat of Creation.
All three Fiats have the same value and power. You have to disappear and it is the Fiats that will act.
Therefore, you can say in my Almighty Fiat:
"I want
-create so much love, worship and blessings and
-to bring as much glory to my God as it should
to compensate for all creatures and all things."
Your actions
will fill Heaven and earth,
will multiply in parallel with the acts of Creation and those of redemption.
All will become one.
These things may seem surprising and incredible.
Those who doubt it, it is my Creative Power that they doubt. When we understand that it is Me
-who wants it,
-which gives this power, or the doubts cease.
Am I not free to do what I want and give to whomever I want? You, be attentive. I will be with you.
With My Creative Force, I will be your shadow and I will accomplish what I want."
This morning, after receiving Holy Communion,
I heard in me my always kind Jesus who said:
"O iniquitous world, you do everything
-to oust me from the face of the earth,
-to banish me from society, schools and conversations. You conspire to demolish temples and altars,
-to destroy my Church and kill my ministers.
For my part, I prepare for you
an era of Love,
the era of my third Fiat.
While you will try to banish me,
I will come from behind and from the front to confuse you with Love.
Wherever you have banished me, I will erect my throne and I will reign more than before and in a way that will surprise you, until you fall at the foot of my throne, struck by my Love."
He added:
"Ah! my daughter, creatures are rushing more and more into evil. How many machinations they ruminate and ruins they prepare!
They will go so far as to exhaust evil itself.
But, while they continue on their way,
I will see to it that the "Thy Will be done on earth as in Heaven"
comes to its full fulfillment.
I am preparing the era of the third Fiat in which my Love will manifest itself in a wonderful and completely new way.
Oh! Yes! I will confuse man with Love! As for you, be attentive.
I want you with Me to prepare this heavenly and divine age of Love. We will work on it hand in hand."
Then He approached my mouth, and as He sent His almighty breath into it, I felt that a new life was being infused into me. Then He disappeared.
As I reflected on the Divine Will, my sweet Jesus said to me:
"My daughter,
to enter into my Will,
there is no path, no door, no key, because my Will is everywhere. It is found under his feet, on the right, on the left, above his head, absolutely everywhere.
To access it, you just have to want it.
Without this decision, even if the human will is in my Will, it is not part of it and does not enjoy its effects.
She is there like a stranger.
From the moment the soul decides to enter into my Will, it merges into Me and I into it.
She finds all my possessions at her disposal:
-strength, light, help, whatever she wants.
All she has to do is want it and that's it.
My Will takes charge of everything, giving the soul all that it lacks and that can allow it to swim at ease in the infinite ocean of my Will.
It is the opposite for those who proceed through the acquisition of virtues.
So much effort is needed, so much fighting, so many long roads to go!
And when it seems that virtue finally smiles at the soul, a somewhat violent passion, a temptation, a chance encounter brings it back to the starting point."
I was in my usual state and my sweet Jesus was completely silent.
I said to him, "My Love, why don't you say anything to me?"
He replied, "My daughter, it's my habit to remain silent after I've
spoken.
I want to rest in the words I said, that is, in the work that came out of me. I did so with regard to Creation.
After saying "Fiat lux"("let the light be")
and that the light was manifested,
and to have said "Fiat" to all other things and that they found existence,
I wanted to rest.
My eternal Light rested in the light that came in time. My Love rested in the love I had invested in Creation.
My beauty rested in the universe that I had modeled according to my own beauty.
My wisdom and power rested in the work I had ordained with so much wisdom and power.
that when I looked at her, I said to myself:
"How beautiful this work came out of Me. I want to rest in her!" I do the same with souls:
after talking to them, I rest and enjoy the effects of my words."
Then He says, "Let's say 'Fiat' together." As a result of this Fiat,
Heaven and earth were filled with adoration to the Supreme Majesty.
He repeated "Fiat" again, and this time the Blood and Wounds of Jesus multiplied endlessly.
A third time, he says "Fiat" and this Fiat multiplied in all the wills of the creatures to sanctify them.
Afterwards, He said to me:
"My daughter,
these three Fiats are those of Creation, Redemption and Sanctification."
Then he added:
"In creating man, I have endowed him with three powers:
his intelligence, his memory and his will.
Through my three Fiats, I assist him in his ascent to his God.
Through my creative Fiat, man's intellect is delighted to see all the things that I have created for him and that manifest my Love to him.
Through the Fiat of Redemption, his memory is touched by the excesses of my Love manifested through so much suffering to deliver him from his state of sin.
Through my third Fiat, my Love for Man wants to manifest itself even more.
I want to assail His will by placing my own Will as support for His. And since my Will will bear him in all things, he will be almost unable to escape from it.
Generations will not end until My Will has reigned over all the earth. My three Fiats will intertwine and accomplish the sanctification of man.
The third Fiat will give man so many graces that it will return almost to its original state.
Only then, when I see man as he came out of Me, my work will be completed and I will take my perpetual rest!
It is through life in my Will that man will be restored to his original state. Be attentive and help me to complete the sanctification of the creature."
Hearing these things, I said to him:
"Jesus, my Love, I am unable to do as you and as you taught me. I'm almost afraid of receiving your reproaches if I don't do well what you expect of me."
All goodness, Jesus answered me:
"I know very well that you are not able to do perfectly what I ask of you, but what you cannot achieve, I will do for you.
However, it is necessary
-may I seduce you and let you understand well what you have to do. Even if you can't do everything, you'll do what you can.
Your will is chained to mine.
It will be enough that you want to do what I ask of you.
I will consider it as if you have done everything."
I repeat:
"How can this life in the Divine Will be taught to others and who will be willing to adhere to it?"
He continued:
"My daughter, even if no one had been saved by my descent to earth, the glorification of the Father would still have been complete.
Similarly, even if no one but you
did not want to receive the good of my Will - which will not be the case - you alone would be enough to give me complete glory
that I expect from all creatures."
Finding me in my usual state, my ever kind Jesus came and said to me:
"My daughter,
the third Fiat, the "may your Will be done on earth as in Heaven",
will be like the rainbow
-appeared in the sky after the flood and
-which was a sign of peace announcing that the flood was over.
When the third Fiat is known,
-loving and selfless souls will enter to live there. They will be like rainbows of peace
-which will reconcile Heaven and Earth
-by discarding the flood of sins that flooded the earth.
My "Thy Will be done" will find its completion in these souls. While the second Fiat
-Made Me descend to the earth that I might live among men,
the third Fiat
-will bring down my Will into souls
where She will reign 'on earth as in Heaven.'"
Seeing that I was sad because of my deprivation of Him, Jesus added:
"My daughter,
be consoled. Come in My Will.
I chose you from thousands and thousands
-that my Will may reign completely in you and
-that you may be a rainbow of peace which, with its seven colors, will attract others to live in my Will too.
Let us leave aside the earth. Until now, I kept you with Me
-to appease my Justice and
-to prevent harsher punishments from falling on men.
Let us now let the current of human iniquity follow its course. I want you with Me, in My Will, to prepare for the age of My Will.
As you walk in the paths of my Will,
the rainbow of peace will be drawn in you and
you will become a connecting link
between the Divine Will and the human will.
Through this link, the reign of my Will will begin on earth in response to my prayer and that of the whole Church:
"Let your Kingdom come and
may your Will be done on earth as in Heaven."
As I prayed and immersed myself in the Divine Will, my sweet Jesus came out of my interior, put His arms around my neck, and said to me:
"My daughter,
by his Love, his prayers and his annihilation,
my Mother brought me down from Heaven so that I could incarnate in her womb.
You, by your love and by living in my Will, will bring my Will to be established in your interior and, subsequently, in other creatures.
However, know that by coming into its bosom by a single act that will never be repeated,
-I have enriched my Mother with all graces and
-I endowed her with Love to the point
to surpass the love that all other creatures have together.
I gave him
-la primauté dans les privilèges,
-glory and everything else.
The totality of Jehovah poured into her in torrents.
"As far as you are concerned,
my Will descends into you by an equally unique act.
And, for decorum,
I must pour into you so many graces and Love
that you will surpass all other creatures in these areas.
As my Will has supremacy over everything, that it is eternal, immense and infinite,
I must place these prerogatives in the one that has been chosen,
-that the life of my Will may find in it
its beginning and completion,
endowing it with the qualities of my Will,
giving him supremacy over everything.
My Eternal Will
take the past, present and future,
reduce them to a single point and
will pour them into you.
My Will is eternal and wants to settle where it finds eternity.
She is huge and wants to settle where she finds the immensity.
It is infinite and wants to establish itself where it finds infinity.
How can I find all this in you if I do not put it there first?"
Hearing these words, I became terrified.
I wrote these things only out of obedience. I said to Jesus, "Jesus, what do you say?
You really want to confuse me and humiliate me to the dust! I feel completely unable to tolerate what you say.
I feel an extreme fright in me."
He said:
"These things are necessary for the holiness and dignity of my Will. I cannot stoop to dwell where I cannot find what belongs to me.
You will be nothing but the custodian of an extremely great good that you will have to guard jealously.
Take your courage with both hands and don't be afraid."
I thought to myself:
"My Queen Mother provided the blood to form the humanity of Jesus that she carried in her womb.
And what do I have to provide for the Divine Will to be formed in me?"
My kind Jesus said to me:
"My daughter, you will be the straw allowing the wheat that is my Will to be formed. I will give the wheat of my Will as food to all souls who want to feed on it. You will be the straw for its preservation."
Hearing this, I said:
"My Love, my role of serving as straw is unsightly because straw
is thrown away and burned and has no value."
Jesus continued:
"However, straw is necessary for wheat.
If it were not for straw, the wheat would not be able to ripen or multiply. Straw serves as clothing and defense for wheat.
If the scorching sun hits the ear of wheat, the straw defends it from excess heat that could cause it to dry.
If frost, rain or something else tries to damage the wheat, the straw takes all these evils on it.
Thus, one could say that straw is the life of wheat.
Straw is discarded and burned only when it is detached from the wheat.
The wheat of My Will is not subject to increase or decrease.
Even if we take a lot of it, it does not decrease in any way, not even by a single grain.
Thus, your straw is necessary for me; it serves me as a garment, as a defense. So there is no danger that you will be separated from Me."
Later, He came back and I said to Him:
"Jesus, my Life, if the souls who will live in your Will will be rainbows of peace, what will be their colors?"
All goodness, He said to me:
"Their colors will be dazzling and totally divine. They will be:
-love, kindness,
-wisdom,
-power,
-holiness,
-mercy and justice.
These colors will be like lights in the darkness of the night. They will make the spirits of creatures rise up."
I said to my sweet Jesus, "I don't understand.
The more you tell me that you give me much by your Holy Will, the more miserable and ugly I feel,
when I should feel better."
Jesus answered me:
"My daughter,
the more the wheat of my Will grows in you, the more you will feel the misery of your straw.
When the cob begins to form, wheat and straw are one and the same thing.
But when the cob develops, the wheat ripens, the straw becomes as separate from it and remains only to defend the wheat.
So the more miserable you feel,
the more the wheat of my Will is formed in you and approaches its full maturity.
The straw in you is nothing but your weak nature which,
-living in the company of the holiness and nobility of my Will, feels his misery more and more."
He added:
"My beloved, until now, you have occupied by my side the role that my Humanity played on earth.
I now want to give you a nobler and larger role: the one that my Will played in relation to my Humanity.
See how much higher, more sublime this role is.
My Humanity had a beginning, but my Will is eternal. My Humanity was circumscribed in space and time
But my Will has no limits.
I couldn't give you a more noble role."
Hearing this, I said to him:
"My sweet Jesus, I see no reason why you want to give me this role. I didn't do anything that could have earned me such a big favor!"
He said:
"The reasons are:
-my Love,
-your smallness,
-your life in my arms like a baby
who thinks of nothing but his jesus alone,
-and also the fact that you have never refused me a sacrifice.
I don't let myself be impressed by the big things.
Because in things that appear great, there is always human.
I rather let myself be impressed by the small things, small in appearance, but big in fact!
Besides, you should have suspected that I was going to give you a special mission in My Will,
-since I continually tell you about her in all her facets, which I have not done with anyone else until now.
I behaved with you like a master who wants his disciple to become perfect in his discipline: it seems that he cannot talk about any other subject.
This is how I did with you.
I took the teacher's attitude by telling you about the Divine Will as if I didn't know everything else.
After teaching you well, I have manifested you
your mission and
how the fulfillment of the "Fiat Voluntas Tua" on earth will have its beginning in you.
Courage, my daughter! Don't be afraid.
You will have my Will in you as help and support."
As He spoke to me, He caressed my head, face, and heart with His hands, as if to confirm what He was telling me. Then He disappeared.
Being in my usual state, I found myself out of my body by Jesus' side.
I told him:
"My Love, I would like you to pay attention to how I enter into your Will, so that you can tell me whether you like it or not."
Afterwards, I said what I usually say when I enter into His Will, which I do not think necessary to repeat here, having said it elsewhere.
After that, Jesus gave me a kiss, meaning that he was satisfied with what I had said.
Then he said to me:
"My daughter, my Will has the special virtue of making souls small,
-so much so that they feel an extreme need that my Will directs all their lives.
Their smallness becomes so great that they are unable to take any action or step if my Will is not behind.
They live entirely at the expense of my Will, because their will carries no baggage, either of things of their own or of self-love. They are all part of My Will, and that is,
-not for themselves,
-but to give it back to me.
Because they need everything, they live immersed in my Will.
My daughter, I have been around the world many times and I have looked at all the creations one by one to find the smallest.
Finally, I found you, the least of all. I loved your smallness and I chose you.
I have entrusted you to my angels to watch over you, not to grow you, but to protect your smallness.
Now I want to begin in you the great work of fulfilling My Will, and you will not feel grown because of it.
On the contrary, My Will will make you even smaller.
And you will continue to be the little daughter of your Jesus, the little girl of my Will."
I feel my poor mind as dizzy.
I lack the words to describe how I feel.
If my Jesus wants me to write, He will have to tell me in words what He has infused into me with light. All I remember is that He told me:
"My daughter, when, in my Will,
a soul prays to me, loves me, repairs, kisses me and adores me, I feel that all creatures
-pray to me, love me, repair, kiss me and worship me.
In fact, since my Will carries within it every thing and every person, the soul that acts in my Will gives me
kisses, adoration and love of all.
And seeing all the creatures in Her,
I give him enough kisses, love and adoration for all.
The soul that lives in my Will is not happy
-if she does not see me fully loved by all,
-if she does not see me embraced, adored and prayed by all.
In My Will, things cannot be done halfway, but entirely. I cannot give small things to the soul that acts in my Will, but rather immense things capable of being enough for all.
With the soul acting in My Will, I do as a leader
-who would like a job to be done by ten people,
while only one of them offers himself to do the work,
-all others refusing.
Isn't it fair that everything the manager wanted to give to the ten should be given to the only person who did the work?
Otherwise, where would be the difference between a person who acts in my Will and another who acts in his own will?"
I live very bitter days because my always kind Jesus has almost totally eclipsed. What torment!
I feel my mind wandering into the sphere of the Divine Will in order to seize it and communicate it to creatures.
so that they can make it their life.
My mind navigates between the Divine Will and human wills so that they become one.
While I was at the height of my bitterness, my kind Jesus moved faintly in me, shook my hands in his and said to me inwardly:
"My daughter, courage, I will come!
Do not worry about anything but my Will. Let us leave the earth aside. They will eventually get tired of the evil.
They will sow terror and massacres everywhere, but this will cease and my Love will triumph. T
You, immerse your will in mine
By your actions, you will form like a second heaven above the heads of creatures and I will look at their actions through your divine actions.
-divine because they come from my Will.
You will thus force my eternal Will to descend to earth to triumph over the miseries of the human will.
If you want My Will to come down to earth and my Love to triumph, you must
-rise above earthly contingencies
-and always act in my Will.
Then we will descend together and assail the creatures with my Will and Love.
We will confuse them in such a way that they will be unable to resist.
For now, let them do what they want. Live in my Will and be patient."
While I was longing in my sorrowful state, my sweet Jesus came He pulled me strongly towards Him and Said to me:
"My daughter, I repeat to you, do not linger on the earth! Let the creatures do what they want.
They want to go to war, let it be so.
When they are tired, I too will make my war.
Their fatigue of evil, their disillusionment and their suffering will prepare them to accept my war.
It will be a war of Love.
My Will will descend from Heaven in the midst of creatures. Your actions done in My Will,
-just as those of other souls also made in my Will, will make war on creatures, a non-bloodthirsty war.
They will fight with the weapons of Love,
-bringing creatures gifts, graces and peace. They will give such surprising things
-that men will be stunned.
My Will, my militia of Heaven,
will confuse men with divine weapons.
It will overwhelm them, giving them the light to see the gifts and wealth with which I want to enrich them.
The actions done in My Will,
-carrying within them the Creative Power, will be the new salvation of man and
will bring them all the goods of Heaven on earth.
They will bring
-the new era of Love and
-its triumph over human iniquity.
Therefore, multiply your actions in My Will in order to form weapons, gifts and graces.
-who will descend into the midst of the creatures and
-who will engage in the war of Love with them."
Then, in a more distressed tone, He added:
"My daughter, what happens to me happens to a poor father whose wicked children not only offend him, but want to kill him.
And if they don't, it's because they can't.
If these children want to kill their own father, it's no wonder
-that they kill each other,
-that one rises against the other,
-that they impoverish each other and
-that they reach the state of moribund.
And, what's worse, they don't even remember that they have a father.
And what does the father do?
Exiled by his own children. And while these
-fight,
-injure each other and
-are about to starve, he works hard to acquire
-new wealth and
-remedies for his children.
Then, when he sees them almost lost, he will go into their midst.
-to make them rich,
-to give them remedies for their injuries and
-to bring them peace and happiness.
Conquered by so much love, his children
will attach themselves to their father in a lasting peace and
they will love it.
The same thing is going to happen to me. Consequently
I want you in my Will.
and I want you to work with Me
to acquire the riches to be given to creatures. Be faithful to Me and do not worry about anything else."
Note: This refers to Luisa's writing entitled
"Les 24 Heures de la Passion" of which a French version is available in the places indicated in the information at the beginning of this book.
In earlier books, Jesus tells Luisa that there will still be sacraments when the Kingdom of the Divine Will is established on earth. Here Jesus seems to express his joy at being able to operate as He wills, at all times, in the souls living in his Will.
Jesus makes a play on words here: "cattiva" in Italian means "bad" and "cattivare" means "to captivate".
The Humanity of Jesus is created and, therefore, is a creature.
Jesus wants other creatures to recognize, love, worship, andc.
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