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Umqulu 10 

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndanikezela ngeemfuno ezininzi zeCawa kuYesu wam osikelelweyo.

Wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam, eyona misebenzi ingcwele eyenziwe ngabantu ifana nezo nqanawa ziqhekekileyo.

Kungakhathaliseki ukuba bubuphi na utywala obugalelwa kuyo, ulwelo ngokuthe ngcembe luqukuqela emhlabeni. Xa umntu echola ezi zikhongozeli xa zifuneka, uzifumana zingenanto.

Yiyo loo nto abantwana beBandla lam bencitshiselwa kwimeko enjalo,

kuba ekusebenzeni kwabo yonke into yenziwa ngeentshukumisa zomntu.

 

Ngoko ngamaxesha entswelo, ezingozini nakungquzulwano, bazifumanise bengenalubabalo.

Ngenxa yesi sizathu, bebuthathaka, bediniwe kwaye bephantse bamfanyekiswe ngumoya womntu, bazishiya ngokugqithisileyo ".

 

“Owu! Hayi indlela iinkokeli zeCawa ebezifanele ukuba zilumke ngayo

ungandiyeki ndibe sisigculelo sokwenza izinto ezincinci zaba bantu!

 

Kuyinyani ukuba kuya kubakho ihlazo xa beguquka,

kodwa ibiya kuba lityala elincinane kum ngaphezu kwazo zonke ezo zingcwele bazenzayo.

 

Ah! Kunzima kum ukuzithwala!

Thandaza, thandaza ntombi yam, kuba zininzi izinto ezibuhlungu eziseza kuphuma phakathi kwabantwana beCawe ».

Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Bendicinga ngoYesu wam osikelelekileyo

xa   wayethwele umnqamlezo endleleni eya   eKalvari.

ngakumbi xa edibana   noVéronique owamnika   impahla yokuhlamba ukuze asule   ubuso bakhe obugcwele igazi.

 

Ndathi kuYesu wam onobubele:

"Sithandwa sam, Yesu, Intliziyo yentliziyo yam,

- ukuba uVéronique wakunika ilinen, enyanisweni,

-Andifuni kukunika amalaphu okusula igazi lakho. Ndiyakunika

- Intliziyo yam, - ukubetha rhoqo kwentliziyo yam,

- Uthando lwam lonke,

-ingqondo yam encinci, -umphefumlo wam,

- ukujikeleza kwegazi lam,

- iintshukumo zam kunye - nomzimba wam wonke - ukomisa igazi lakho.

kwaye kungekuphela nje ukomisa ubuso bakho, kodwa kubo bonke abantu bakho abangcwele".

 

"Ndiza kuyiqhekeza ibe ngamaqhekeza amancinci amaninzi

-kuba ungakanani ukulimala onakho,

- ngokuba unyamezele kangakanani ubunzima;

- kubo bonke ubukrakra obuvayo e

- ngenxa yamathontsi egazi owaphalazayo. phumla kuzo zonke iimbandezelo zakho.

 

-Kwelinye icala ndibeka uthando lwam. kwelinye icala, into yokuthomalalisa;

-kwelinye icala igumbi lokuhlambela elincinci, kwelinye lilungisa;

- kwelinye, uvelwano, kwelinye, bulela; njl.

 

andifuni uku

-ukuba akukho nxalenye yobomi bam,

-Ungavumeli naliphi na ithontsi legazi lam likukhathalele.

 

Yesu, uyawazi na umvuzo endiwufunayo?

 

Ndifuna ukuba uprinte, ukutywina umfanekiso wakho

-kuwo onke amaqhekeza amancinci obomi bam ukuze ufumane yonke indawo nakuyo yonke into,

Ndingaluphinda-phinda   uthando lwam".

Bendisathetha ezinye iimpazamo ezininzi.

 

Emva kokufumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele kwaye ndijonge ngaphakathi kwam,

Ndabona uYesu ephakathi kwedangatye kuwo onke amasuntswana obomi bam.

Eli dangatye lathi, "Uthando".

 

Wathi uYesu kum, Uyabona, ndiyoyisiwe intombi yam, ngako konke ondinike kona;

Nam kwaye ngokuphindwe kathathu ndikuphe isipho sam ».

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndacinga ngesidima sobunyulu. Bendibona ukuba andiyihoyanga kakhulu.

Ndandingafuni okanye ndingafuni. Kubonakala kum ukuba lo mbuzo wobunyulu awundikhathazi kwaye andiyihoyanga.

 

Ndiye ndathi kum:

"Andizazi ukuba ndiphi xa ndihlobene nobu buhle, kodwa andifuni kuphoxa. Kuzo zonke izinto uthando lundanele."

 

UYesu, eqhubeka nokucamngca kwam, wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

* kwelinye icala uthando

-iqulethe yonke into, -iqulethe yonke into,

Unika ubomi kuyo yonke into, - uloyiso kuyo yonke into,

- ihombisa yonke into kwaye ityebisa yonke into.

 

* Kwelinye icala, ubunyulu bukwanela

- musa ukwenza, - musa ukujonga,

- Sukonwabisa naziphi na iingcinga kwaye - musa ukuthetha igama elingacocekanga.

Nyamezela abanye. Ngale nto, umphefumlo awuzuzi nto ngaphandle kobunyulu bendalo ".

 

"Ngakolunye uhlangothi, uthando

- unomona ngento yonke, nokuba ingcinga kunye nokuphefumula,

-nokuba babenyulu. Uthando lufuna yonke into ngokwalo. Ngale nto, unika umphefumlo

- kungekhona ubunyulu bendalo, - kodwa ubunyulu bobuthixo. Oku kusebenza kuzo zonke ezinye iimpawu ".

 

Emva koko singatsho

uthando lunomonde, uthando lululamela;

-ububele, amandla noxolo. Uthando yinto yonke.

 

Ngoko ke zonke iimpawu ezingabufumaniyo ubomi bothando zinokuthi ngeyona ndlela zifane zibizwe ngokuba zizizo zendalo.

Kodwa uthando lubaguqulela kwizinto ezintle zobuthixo.

Owu! Onjani wona umahluko phakathi komnye nomnye!

Izidima zendalo zizicaka kwaye izidima zobuThixo zimakhosikazi.

Ke, kuyo yonke into, vumela uthando lukwanele.

 

Ndizibone ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndambona uYesu wam osoloko enobubele.Ngaphakathi ndaziva ndiguqukile ngokupheleleyo kuthando lukaYesu wam oyintanda.

Emva koko ndazifumana ndingaphakathi kuYesu kwaye kunye naye ndaqhuma kwizenzo zothando. Ndathanda njengoko uYesu wayethanda, kodwa andazi ukuba mandikuthethe njani; Amazwi aphelile kum.

 

Emva koko ndamfumana uYesu wam othandekayo kum kwaye mna ndedwa ndaqhuma kwizenzo zothando. Waziphulaphula uYesu ezi zenzo, wathi kum, Yitsho, yithi, Yitsho, phinda! Ndiphakamise ngothando lwakho.

 

Ukunqongophala kothando kuphose umhlaba kwiwebhu yezixhobo. ”Emva koko wathi cwaka wandimamela.

Ndaphinda ndaphinda izenzo zam zothando. Ndiya kuthi kwinto encinci endiyikhumbulayo:

 

" Ngalo lonke ixesha, iyure nganye, ndihlala ndifuna ukukuthanda ngentliziyo yam yonke.

Kuwo wonke umphefumlo wam, ndiya kukuthanda.

Kuzo zonke izibetho zentliziyo yam, ndiya kuphinda ndithi: "uthando, uthando".

 

Kuzo zonke iincindi zegazi lam, ndiya kukhala "love, love". Kuzo zonke iintshukumo zomzimba wam, ndiza kuncamisa amoour kuphela. Ndifuna nje ukuthetha ngothando.

Ndifuna nje ukuqwalasela uthando.



Ndifuna nje ukuva uthando kwaye ndifuna ukucinga ngothando. Ndifuna nje ukuvutha luthando.

Ndifuna nje ukutyiwa luthando.

Ndifuna nje ukuthanda uthando. Ndifuna nje ukwanelisa uthando.

Ndifuna nje ukuphila ngothando kwaye

Ndifuna nje ukufa ndithandana."

 

"Ngalo lonke ixesha, iyure nganye, ndifuna ukubiza wonke umntu ukuba athande.

Ndizohlala ndedwa ndihlale ndedwa noYesu nakuYesu.Ndizicwilise entliziyweni yam

Kwaye, ngoYesu nangothando lwentliziyo yakhe, uthando, ndiya kukuthanda ».

 

Kodwa ngubani onokukhankanya yonke into endiyithethileyo?

Njengoko ndandisenza njalo, ndeva ukuba yonke into yam yahlulahlulwe yaba ngamadangatya amaninzi amancinane yaye aba lidangatye elinye.

 

Kuba kwakuza kufika umbingeleli olungileyo, ongcwele;

-Ndandinexhala elincinci lokufuna ukubonisana naye, ngakumbi ngoku,

- ukwazi intando kaThixo ngam.

 

Ke kaloku, emva kokuba umbingeleli eze kabini,

Ndabona ukuba akwenzekanga nto.

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele kwaye ndizifumana ndibandezelekile,

Ndamxelela uYesu wam othandekayo malunga nokubandezeleka kwam okugqithisileyo, ndimxelela:

 

"Ubomi bam, Okuhle kwam noKonke kwam, kucacile ukuba nguwe wedwa uyinto yonke kum. Ndingcwele njengezidalwa andizange ndakufumana.

-igama, -intuthuzelo okanye - ukuxolisa kwiziphumo zamathandabuzo am.

 

Kuyacaca ukuba akufuneki kubekho mntu undim ngaphandle kwakho.

Wena wedwa kufuneka ubeyinto yonke kum kwaye kufuneka ndihlale ndingowakho kuphela.

Ndinikezela kuwe ngokupheleleyo nangonaphakade.

 

Ndimbi njengam,

- ube nobubele bokundixhasa ezingalweni zakho kwaye

-Ungandishiyi nangomzuzu omnye. "

Ndithe ndisatsho, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wandibonisa ukuba wayejonge ngaphakathi kum.

Wayeyibhala phantsi yonke into ukuze abone ukuba akukho nto angayithandiyo na.

Wathi emana ejika yonke into, wathatha into engathi lukhozo lwesanti emhlophe ezandleni zakhe wayijula ​​phantsi.

 

Emva koko wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam endiyithandayo, kulungile ukuba umphefumlo oyinto yonke kum, mna ndedwa, ube yiyo yonke into kulo mphefumlo.

Ndinekhwele kakhulu ukuba ndingavumela omnye umthuthuzeli.

Ndifuna mna kunye nam sodwa sithathe indawo yakho yonke into, wena nayo yonke into.

 

Ingaba udinga ntoni? Ufunani? Ndenza konke ukukholisa wena.

Uyalibona ela bala limhlophe ndalithatha kuwe? Yayingeyiyo enye ngaphandle kwelo xhala lincinci ubunalo   kuba ufuna ukwazi iWill yam ngabanye.

 

Ndayisusa kuwe ndayijula ​​phantsi

ukukushiya   ngokungakhathali okungcwele, apho ndifuna khona ».

 

"Ngoku ndiza kukuxelela ukuba yintoni iThanda lam kuwe.   Ndifuna iMisa eNgcwele kunye noMthendeleko oNgcwele.

Nokuba kufuneka ulinde umbingeleli ukuba akuvuselele, uya kuhlala ungakhathali. Ukuba uziva ukozela, awuyi kuzinyanzela ukuba uvuselele.

 

Ukuba uziva uvuselelwe, awuyi kuzinyanzela ukuba ulale. Yazi ndiyakuxelela

-uhlala ulungile e

-uhlala ukwimeko yexhoba, nokuba awuhlali uhlupheka.

 

ndiyakufuna

- njengaloo majoni kwithafa ledabi

- ukuba, nokuba isenzo semfazwe asiqhubeki, bahlala bexhobile izixhobo zabo kwaye

- ukuba kuyimfuneko, ukuhlala kwiindawo zabo zokuhlala,

-xa ngamanye amaxesha utshaba lufuna ingxabano, uhlala ekulungele ukumoyisa. "

 

" Ngoko ke ntombi yam,

-hlala ulungile ! -Hlala ukwindawo yakho !

 

So xa kufuneka ndikuvise kabuhlungu

-ukundenza ndiphakame okanye

-ukusindisa abanye isohlwayo okanye enye, ndiya kuhlala ndikufumana ulungile.



 

Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ndisoloko ndinyanzelwa

-bize wena

- hayi lonke ixesha lokulahla idini, kodwa ndiya kukuthatha njengesiqhelo

nokuba andisoloko ndikugcine ekubandezelekeni.

Ngoko, siyavuma, akunjalo? Thula ungoyiki.

 

Njengoko ndandiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza.

Ndazibona ndiyintlantsi.

Le ntlantsi yayijikeleza ngeenxa zonke kuYesu wam othandekayo.

 

- Ngaxa lithile, wema phezu kwentloko yakhe.

-Ngelinye ixesha, emehlweni akhe.

Yangena emlonyeni, yehla yaya kuye

-ngaphakathi kwentliziyo yakhe ethandekayo.

-Emva koko waphuma waqhubeka nohambo lwakhe.

Ngexesha elithile, uYesu wambeka phantsi kweenyawo zakhe.

 

Endaweni yokuphuma kubushushu beentende zeenyawo zakhe zobuThixo, wavutha ngakumbi waza watsiba phantsi kweenyawo zakhe ngesantya esingakumbi sokujikeleza uYesu kwakhona.

-Ngethuba elithile ndandithandaza noYesu,

-ndiye ndenza izenzo zothando.

- Elinye ixesha ndandisenza ukulungisa. Ngamafutshane, ndandisenza le nto yayisenziwa nguYesu.

 

Kunye noYesu, loo ntlantsi

- yaba mkhulu,

-wawola wonke umntu ngomthandazo, akwabakho usindayo kuye.

 

Intlantsi yafunyanwa kuthando lomntu ngamnye kubo.

-ithandwa kumntu   wonke.

-Wayesenza ulungiso   ngokunjalo

- ithathe indawo yazo zonke kunye nazo zonke izinto.

 

Owu!

Hayi indlela ezimangalisa ngayo nezingenakuchazwa izenzo ezenziwa noYesu!

Ndiphelelwa ngamazwi ephepheni

- iimbonakaliso zothando e

-ezinye izinto

ezenziwe noYesu.

Ukuthobela kuyakufuna. Umoya

- nyukela phezulu ukuze uthabathe amazwi kaYesu

-aze angene enzulwini ukufumana amabinzana namagama olwimi lwendalo.

 

Kodwa ingqondo ayifumani ndlela yokuyibonakalisa. Ngoko andinako.

 

Emva koko uYesu wam oyintanda   wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam  , uyintlantsi kaYesu.

Intlantsi inokuba   naphi na.

Inokungena   kuyo nantoni na.

Ayithathi   ndawo.

Okona kulungileyo, uhlala kwindawo ephezulu kunye nee   -acrobatics zasemoyeni.

Kwakhona   kumnandi ".

 

Ndaphendula kuYesu:

“Intlantsi ibuthathaka kakhulu kwaye inokuphuma ngokulula.

Ukuba iyafa akukho ndlela yokuyinika ubomi obutsha. Ke, sithandwa sam ukuba ndingafa!"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

Hayi, hayi! Intlantsi kaYesu ayinako ukucima ngenxa yokuba

- ubomi bakhe buphenjelelwa ngumlilo kaYesu e

Iintlantsi ezibasondezayo emlilweni wam azinakufa.

Yaye ukuba ezi ntlantsi ziyafa, zifa kwakumlilo   kaYesu.

 

Ndikunike intlantsi yokonwaba ngakumbi nawe. Ngenxa yobuncinci bentlantsi,

Ndingayisebenzisa kwaye ndiyenze ibhabhe ngokuqhubekayo ngaphakathi nangaphandle kwam.

-Ndingayigcina kuyo nayiphi na indawo yam ngokwentando yam:

emehlweni am, ezindlebeni zam, emlonyeni, phantsi kweenyawo zam; apho ndikhetha khona."

 

Ndiqhubekeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona engqondweni yam abanye abefundisi kunye   noYesu  oSikelelweyo  esithi:

“Ukuze wenzele uThixo izinto ezinkulu, kufuneka ukutshabalalisa

-ubuwena,

- intlonipho yakhe yomntu e

- indalo yayo

phila ubomi obungcwele kwaye uvume yedwa

uzuko lweNkosi yethu   e

obuphathelele uzuko nozuko lwakhe   .

 

Kuyafuneka ukuba utyumze kwaye ubethe into ekhathaza umntu ukuze aphile kuThixo ”.

 

Asinini  , kodwa nguThixo oya kuthetha aze asebenze kuni  .

 

Imiphefumlo nemisebenzi ephathiswe kuwe iya kuvelisa iziqhamo ezihle

uya kuvuna iziqhamo ezinqwenelwa ndim nawe, njengomsebenzi weNtlanganiso yababingeleli endiyikhankanye ngaphambili.

 

Omnye waba babingeleli wayenokukhuthaza aze enze lo msebenzi.

Kodwa ukuzithemba okuncinci, uloyiko olungenamsebenzi kunye nentlonipho yomntu kumenza angakwazi.

 

Xa ubabalo lufumana umphefumlo ungqongwe koku kuzithoba, ubhabhe umke ungayeki.

Umbingeleli

- uhlala engumntu owenza umsebenzi wendoda e

- imisebenzi yakhe ivelisa iziphumo ezifanayo nezomntu hayi imiphumo eveliswa yimisebenzi yombingeleli ephiliswa nguMoya kaYesu Krestu ”.

 

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndathandaza kuYesu olungileyo

kumbingeleli owayefuna ukwazi ukuba iNkosi ibimbiza na kwimeko yonqulo.

 

UYesu  olungileyo    wathi kum: Ntombi yam, ndiyibiza.

Nguye nangoku ungekagqibi. Imiphefumlo engasonjululwanga ayinamsebenzi.

Okuchaseneyo kwenzeka xa umphefumlo ugqitywe kwaye usonjululwe. Ukoyisa bonke ubunzima kwaye uzinyibilikise.

Abo banoxanduva lokudala ubunzima, bebona ukuba umphefumlo usonjululwe, babuthathaka kwaye abanaso isibindi sokuchasa umphefumlo. "

“Into ebophelelayo lo mfundisi yinto encinci. Andifuni ukungcolisa ubabalo lwam ezintliziyweni ezingabanjwanga kuyo yonke into.

 

Ukuba uyazikhwebula kuyo yonke into nakuwo wonke umntu, ke ubabalo lwam luya kumkhukula ngakumbi. Uya kuva amandla ayimfuneko ukuzalisekisa ubizo lwam ».

 

Le ntsasa intsikelelo uYesu uye wabonakala emncinci kakhulu kodwa emhle kwaye enobubele kangangokuba uyandonwabisa kumlingo omnandi.

Wayenobubele ngokukhethekileyo kuba ngezandla zakhe ezincinci wathabatha izikhonkwane ezincinci waza wandibethelela ngobugcisa obufanele uYesu wam osoloko enobubele. Emva koko wandincamisa nangothando ndabuyela kuye.

 

Emva koko, ndazifumana  ndikumqolomba kaYesu osandul’ ukuzalwa.

 

UYesu wam  omncinci  wandixelela:

“Ntombi yam intanda, ngubani na oze kundibona emqolombeni endazalelwa kuwo  ?

 

Ngabalusi kuphela abaziindwendwe  zam zokuqala.

Ngabo kuphela abeze kundinika izipho nezinto ezizezabo. Babengabokuqala ukufumana ulwazi lokuza kwam emhlabeni.

Ke ngoko, yayiziintandokazi zokuqala kwaye zizele lubabalo lwam ”.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndihlala ndikhetha abantu abahluphekayo, abangenalwazi nabalula, endithululela kubo intabalala yenceba.

Ndizikhetha kuba zihlala zezona zifumanekayo.

Ngabo abandiphulaphulayo kwaye bakholelwa kum ngokulula ngakumbi, ngaphandle



benze ubunzima obuninzi, ngaphandle kokuxambulisana okuninzi njengoko - ngokuchaseneyo - abantu abafundileyo besenza ".

 

 "Kwaye kwafika uMazi. 

Kodwa   akuzange kubonwe mbingeleli  ; nokuba bebengaba ngabokuqala ukuza kundihlonela kuba besazi, ngaphezu kwayo nayiphi na enye, ngokwezibhalo ababezifunda, ixesha nendawo yokuza kwam.

Kwaba lula nakubo ukuza kundibona. Kodwa akukho namnye, akukho namnye owashukumayo.

Kunoko, njengoko babekhomba iZazi ngomnwe, bona ababingeleli abazange bashukume.

Abazange bafune ukuthatha inyathelo lokujonga umkhondo wokuza kwam ".

 

Ngexesha lokuzalwa kwam  yayiyintlungu ekrakra kum  . Aba befundisi babebambelele kakhulu kubutyebi, izinto abazithandayo, intsapho nezinto zangaphandle kangangokuba amehlo abo ayemfanyekiswe njengokulitha kokukhanya.

Ezi ntambo ziye zazenza lukhuni iintliziyo zabo kwaye zathwala iingqondo zabo ebusweni bolwazi lwezinto ezingcwele, ezona nyaniso ziqinisekileyo.

 

Babengene zwabha kwizinto ezimbi zeli hlabathi kangangokuba babengenakuze bakholelwe ukuba uThixo unokuza emhlabeni ehlwempuzeke ngolo hlobo yaye ethotywe isidima.”

 

“  Oku bekusenzeka kungekuphela nje ngexesha lokuzalwa kwam, kodwa   kubo bonke ubomi bam.

 

Xa ndenza imimangaliso, akukho mfundisi wandilandelayo. Kunoko, baceba ukufa kwam baza bandibulala emnqamlezweni. Emva kokusebenzisa bonke ubugcisa bam ukuzobasondeza kum,

-Ndizibeke ecaleni kwaye

-Ndanyula amahlwempu, nabangenakwazi, ababengabapostile bam;

-Ndaseka iBandla lam.

Ndabahlukanisa neentsapho zabo.

Ndabakhulula kuyo nayiphi na into yokubambisa ubutyebi. Ndibagcwalise ngobuncwane bobabalo lwam kwaye

Ndibenze bakwazi ukulawula iCawe yam nemiphefumlo yam ».

 

“Kufuneka uyazi ukuba le ntlungu isekhona kum, kuba

ababingeleli beli xesha bazibandakanya nababingeleli belo xesha.

 

-Banamathele kwiintsapho, izinto ezinomdla kunye nezinto zangaphandle e

-Banikela ingqalelo encinci okanye abayihoyi kwaphela kwizinto zangaphakathi.

Eneneni, abanye baye bawohloka kangangokuba amarhamente ayaqonda

-abangonwabanga bubomi babo,

- ukuthoba isidima sabo ukuya kwelona nqanaba lisezantsi nangaphantsi kwinqanaba lamarhamente ".

 

"Awu!   Ntombi yam, lixabiseke ngantoni ilizwi labo ebantwini?

 

Hayi, ngenxa yababingeleli.

- ukholo lwabantu luya lusiba mbi e

- bawela enzonzobileni yobubi kakhulu.

Abantu baqhubela phambili ngokungaqiniseki nobumnyama ngenxa yokuba abasakuboni ukukhanya kubabingeleli.

 

Kule nto sifuna iiNdlu zeNdibano zababingeleli

baphi ababingeleli,

- bakhululwe ebumnyameni abahlaselwa kubo;

- bahlukane neentsapho, kwizinto ezinomdla kunye neenkxalabo zezinto zangaphandle, babonakalise ukukhanya kokulunga kokwenene.

Kwaye abantu banokubona iimpazamo zabo kwiimpazamo abawele kuzo.

 

Ezi ntlanganiso ziyimfuneko kakhulu,

ukuba ngalo lonke ixesha iBandla lifikelela kwindawo yokusela, phantse ngalo lonke ixesha,

ezi Ntlanganiso yayiziindlela,

- ukuvusa iBandla e

-Yenze ibe ntle kwaye ibe nobungangamsha ngakumbi. "

 

Ukuva oku ndathi:

"Oyena uPhakamileyo kwaye oLungileyo kuphela, uBomi bam obumnandi, ndiyavelana nentlungu yakho kwaye ndingathanda ukuyenza ibe mnandi ngothando lwam. Kodwa uyazi kakuhle ukuba ndingubani; indlela endihlupheke ngayo, ndingazi kwaye ndikhohlakele kwaye ndixakeke kakhulu. kumnqweno wokucinywa kwam.

 

Ndingathanda ukuba ndizifihle kakhulu kuwe kungabikho mntu unokukholelwa ukuba ndisekhona.

Kunoko, ufuna ndithethe

-kwezo zinto zilimaza intliziyo yakho ethandekayo kakhulu,

-izinto ezifuneka kakhulu, iBandla lakho elizaziyo.

 

Oh Yesu wam! Ndixelele ngothando!

Endaweni yoko, yiya kwimiphefumlo elungileyo nengcwele ukubaxelela ezo zinto ziluncedo kakhulu kwiCawe yakho!

UYesu wam olungileyo waqhubeka wathi:

"Ntombi yam, nam ndakuthanda ukucinywa. Kodwa yonke into inexesha layo. Xa kwakudingeka imbeko nozuko lukaBawo kunye nokulungela imiphefumlo, ndazityhila kwaye ndaphila ubomi bam basesidlangalaleni. ndenza ngemiphefumlo.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha ndiyazifihla. Ngamanye amaxesha ndiyazibonakalisa.

Kufuneka ungakhathali kuyo yonke into, ufune kuphela le nto ndiyifunayo.

Ndoyithamsanqelisa intliziyo yakho nomlomo wakho, ndithethe nawe ngomlomo wam nangentlungu yam. "

Wandisikelela ke, wathi shwaka.

 

Ngoku, ukuthobela, ndibhala malunga nezinto zexesha elidlulileyo. Ndifuna ukunika ingcaciso kwezi Ntlanganiso zababingeleli ezinqwenelwa nguYesu wam osikelelekileyo.

 

Umfundisi ongcwele wafika ngoNovemba ophelileyo waza wandicela ukuba ndibuze uYesu ukuba uYesu ulindele ntoni kuye.

UYesu  wam osoloko enobubele    wathi kum:

“ Umsebenzi wombingeleli endimnyulileyo woba mkhulu, uphakame  . Imalunga nokugcinela mna

eyona nto ibalulekileyo nengcwele ngababingeleli bam

- ngubani, kula maxesha, ahlekisayo abantu.

 

Eyona ndlela ifanelekileyo yokubasindisa ibiya kuba kukuseka ezi Ndlu zeeNtlanganiso zaBabingeleli ukuze babahlukanise neentsapho zabo, kuba intsapho iyambulala umbingeleli.

Yena (umbingeleli onyulwe ndim) umele awukhuthaze lo msebenzi phakathi kwababingeleli, abatyhale ade abagrogrise.

Ukuba uthe wandigcinela ababingeleli, ubasindisile abantu.”

 

Ngoko ndafumana unxibelelwano olune noYesu ngezi Ntlanganiso. Ndawabhala ndawanika lo mfundisi.

Ngoko andizange ndicinge ukuba kunyanzelekile ukuba ndiwaphindaphinde kwiincwadi zam. Kodwa ukuthobela kufuna ukuba ndizibhale, ngoko ndenza idini.

 

UYesu othandekayo   wathi kum:

"Umsebenzi endiya kumnika wona uphakamile kwaye ugqwesile, kwaye ngendlela ekhethekileyo bubuthunywa bababingeleli.

Ukholo phakathi kwabantu luphantse lwacinywa kwaye ukuba kukho nayiphi na intlantsi kuyo, kuba ngathi ifihliwe phantsi kothuthu.

 

Ubomi babefundisi, imizekelo yabo emibi nobomi babo, obuhlala bubonke bubonke yaye mhlawumbi bububi ngakumbi, bufak’ isandla ekufeni kwale ntlantsi.

 

Ngoko ukuba oku kuyenzeka, kuya kwenzeka ntoni kubabingeleli nakubantu? Yiyo le nto ndimbize ukuba abe nomdla kumcimbi wam.

Ngomzekelo wakhe, ngamazwi akhe, imisebenzi yakhe nemibingelelo yakhe, uya kulungisa imeko ».

 

"Elona nyango lifanelekileyo, lifanelekileyo kwaye lisebenzayo   liya kuba

-ukwenza iiNdlu zeeNtlanganiso zababingeleli behlabathi kwizixeko zabo e

- bahlukanise neentsapho.

 

Kutheni usapho

- ubulala umbingeleli e

-Imveliso

izithunzi zomdla zijulwe ebantwini, kwakunye nezithunzi zokuxabisa izinto zehlabathi e

ithunzi lorhwaphilizo.

Ngamafutshane, intsapho

- isusa konke ukubengezela, ubungangamsha besidima sobubingeleli e

- yenza ababingeleli babe yintlekisa yabantu ».

 

"Ndiza kumnika isibindi, isibindi kunye nobabalo xa efika emsebenzini."

 

Kwakhona, kum kubonakala ngathi ngaxa lithile wasikelela uYesu

yahlaba intliziyo yalo mbingeleli ngothando nangelinye   ixesha;

lamhlaba ngeentlungu, limnika ezinye zeentlungu zikaYesu.

 

Owam uPhakamileyo noOkuphela kwakhe oLungileyo uyaqhubeka ukundixelela   okuhle okukhulu   okuza kuza eCaweni   ngokusekwa kwezi Ndlu   zeNgqungquthela.

 

"Abalungileyo baya kuba ngcono.

Abangafezekanga, abadikidiki nabo baye baziyeka baya kuba ngabalungileyo. Ababi baya kumka.

Kwaye nantsi, iqumrhu labalungiseleli beBandla lam - ligocagociwe kwaye lihlanjululwe.

Nje ukuba bahlanjululwe eyona nxalenye inyuliweyo nengcwele, abantu baya kuguqulwa.

 

Ngelo xesha, ndabona uCorato engqondweni yam kunye nefoto.

Emva koko ndabona abefundisi ababeza kuzibeka phezu kwentloko yomsebenzi kodwa phantsi kolawulo lukaBawo uG.

Abefundisi babonakala benguBawo CDB kunye noFather CF, belandelwa ngabanye.

Kwaye kubonakala kum ukuba kwakufuneka basebenzise ezinye zezinto zabo zobuqu.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo   wongeza wathi  :

"Kuyimfuneko ukuba umsebenzi udityaniswe kakuhle neqhina

-ukungavumeli nabani na ukuba abaleke,

- kodwa kwanokubonelela ababingeleli ngeendlela eziyimfuneko ukuze abantu bangacinezeli (ngokubaxhasa).

 

Emva koko, imali kunye nengeniso yerhamente:

Imali leyo mayinikwe ababingeleli abaya kuba yinxalenye yezi ntlanganiso.



Le mali iya kunceda ukugcina ikwayala nazo zonke ezinye iinkonzo ezinxulumene nenkonzo yabo.

 

“Ekuqaleni siya kubona iimpikiswano neentshutshiso, kodwa ubukhulu becala ziya kuba phakathi kwababingeleli.

Kodwa izinto ziya kutshintsha ngoko nangoko yaye abantu baya kuba nabo baze babalungiselele ngesisa.

Baya kudla uxolo nesiqhamo somsebenzi wabo; kuba mna ndivumela wonke umntu abe ngowabo.”

 

Ke uYesu wam osoloko elungile waziphosa ezingalweni zam, eqhwalela kwaye ebandezelekile, umboniso okwaziyo ukutsala uvelwano kumatye afanayo.

Wathi: “Xelela uTata uG.

- Ndiyakucenga,

Ndiyambongoza ukuba asindise abantwana bam kwaye angabavumeli bafe."

 

Ukuqhubela phambili kwendlela efanayo. Ndikunye nomfundisi, ndabona iZulu livulekile kunye noYesu wam othandekayo kunye noMama wasezulwini esiza   kum.

Besezulwini bonke abangcwele basijongile.

 

UYesu wam uhlala enobubele kwaye enobulali uthi:

"Ntombi yam", watsho uBawo G. ukuba ndiwufuna ngokupheleleyo lo msebenzi.

Sele beqala ukusokola.

Mxelele ukuba akukho nto enye iyimfuneko ngaphandle kokungoyiki, isibindi kwaye akukho mdla.

Iyafuneka

- vala iindlebe zakho kuzo zonke izinto ezingabantu kunye

-ukuzivulela zonke izinto ezingcwele.

 

Kungenjalo

ubunzima babantu iya kuba loo network

eya kubadibanisa ngendlela yokuba bangabi nako ukuphuma kuyo.

Ndiza kubohlwaya ngokobulungisa bonke, ndibenze babe ziziqwenga eziqwenga abantu.”

 

 

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, bathembisa  ukuba baza kusebenza, ndiya kuba yiyo yonke into kubo  .

Abayi kuba yinto ngaphandle kwethunzi eliya kulandela umsebenzi endiwunqwenelayo. Akuphelelanga apho, kodwa baya kufumana enye intsikelelo enkulu.

 

Kuyafuneka ukuba iBandla lihlanjululwe lihlanjwe ngegazi   kuba   uninzi luzigqume ngodaka, lude lundigulise.

Apho zihlanjululwe khona ngolu hlobo (iiNdlu zokuhlangana), ndiya kuligcina igazi. Yintoni enye abanokuyifuna?"

 

Emva koko waguquka ngokungathi ujonge kumfundisi othile wongezelela:

 

“ Ndakunyula ukuba ube ngumveleli walo msebenzi, kuba ndahlwayela imbewu yenkalipho kuwe. Esi sisipho ndikuphe sona.

Andifuni usithathe esisipho ngokungeyomfuneko.

Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku uyichithe kwizinto ezingento, ubuvuvu kunye nemidlalo yezopolitiko.

Kwaye ezi zinto ziye zahlawula kuphela.

ukusuka ubukrakra   kunye

andikuniki noxolo.

 

Kwanele ngoku   ! Kwanele! Yiya emsebenzini!

Ngesibindi ndininike sona: yonk'into kum kwaye ndoba yinto yonke kuni. Ndiya kukuhlawula ngokukunika uxolo nobabalo.

Ndiya kukwenza ufumane uzuko oye waluphosa ikhonkco lakho ngoku ngaphandle kokuthatha nantoni na.

Andiyi kukunika luzuko lobuntu, kodwa uzuko lobuthixo.”

 

Emva koko wathi kuBawo uG.:

Nyana wam, yiba nesibindi! Lithethelele ityala lam, lixhase!

Nceda ababingeleli obona ukuba bakulungele kancinane ukwenza lo msebenzi.

-Thembisa konke okulungileyo, eGameni lam, kwabo baya kusebenza kwaye

-boyikisa abo baphakamisa iimpikiswano kunye nemiqobo.

 

Xelela oobhishophu neenkokeli

-ukuba bafuna ukusindisa umhlambi, le kuphela kwendlela.

Baxelele ukuba ngumsebenzi kabhishophu ukusindisa abelusi nabalusi, umhlambi. Ukuba oobhishophu ababasindisi abelusi kwindawo ekhuselekileyo, umhlambi unokuze usindiswe njani?”

 

Emva kokuba ndibuqonde ubunzima abanabo abefundisi ekuququzeleleni kakuhle "Iintlanganiso", ndathandaza kuYesu olungileyo ukuba ukuba iZindlu ziyintando yakhe, angayicimi imiqobo ethintela   ukulunga okungaka.

 

Xa uYesu wam othandekayo weza kum wathi:

"Ntombi yam,   yonke imiqobo   ivela kwinto yokuba

wonke umntu ujonga izinto ngokwembono yakhe nangokwezimo zakhe.

 

Ngokuqinisekileyo, iwaka lemigibe kunye nemiqobo ibekwe kwindlela yokuthintela amanyathelo abo.

Kodwa ukuba bajonge umsebenzi

-kwimbonakalo yozuko nozuko lwam kunye

- njengeyona nto ilungileyo kwimiphefumlo yabo nakwimiphefumlo yabanye, yonke imigibe iya kuphuka kwaye imiqobo iya kunyamalala. "

 

Kwaye kwakhona, ukuba bafika emsebenzini,

- Ndiya kuba nabo kwaye

-Ndiya kubakhusela kangangokuba ukuba umfundisi ufuna ukuchasa kwaye athintele umsebenzi wam,   nam   ndikulungele ukuthatha   ubomi bakhe ".

 

Ke uYesu wam osoloko elungile   , bonke ababandezelekileyo, wongeza:

 

"Awu! Ntombi yam!

Ucinga ukuba ngowuphi owona mqobo ungenakoyiswa kunye nowona mgibe unamandla?

 

Umdla kuphela!

Inzala linundu lombingeleli elenza iinkuni ezibolileyo zibe luncedo zize zitshiswe esihogweni.

Iminqweno yenza ababingeleli

intlekisa   yomtyholi,

ukugculelwa kwabantu   e

isithixo   sentsapho yomntu.

 

Yiyo loo nto idemon iya kubeka imiqobo emininzi

- ukubathintela ekwenzeni lo msebenzi

-kuba ebona ukukrazula

umnatha owawugcina ababingeleli bekhonkxiwe yaye bekhotyokiswe lulawulo lwakhe.”

 

Yiyo loo nto kufuneka uxelele uTata uG.

-ukunika isibindi kubabingeleli abona ekulungele e

angabashiyi xa ebona ukuba umsebenzi awuqhubeli phambili.

 

Ngaphandle koko, baya kuqala ukwenza izicwangciso kwaye bangafiki ndawo. Kananjalo uya kuxelela uBawo uG. ukuba axelele oobhishophu

musani ukubayalela abo bangafuniyo ukuhlala bodwa kwiintsapho zabo.

 

Ngaphaya koko, uxelela ubawo uG. ukuba abaninzi baya kuwuhleka umsebenzi, bawuhlekise kwaye bawujongele phantsi, kodwa makangabahoyi. Nakuphi na ukubandezeleka ngenxa yesizathu sam kuya kuba mnandi”.

 

Ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

UYesu  wam osikelelekileyo    weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

 

(Ndathandaza kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele

- ukuphelisa imiqobo ebithintela ezi ntlanganiso e

- ukusibonisa indlela kunye neyona ndlela ilungileyo afuna ukuba ezi Ntlanganiso zenzeke ngayo.)

 

"Ntombi yam, inqaku

- eyona ibalulekileyo kum kwaye

-eyona nto ndiyikhathalele kakhulu

ukwahlula umbingeleli kusapho lwakhe ngokugqibeleleyo kangangoko kunokwenzeka.

 

Ababingeleli

- kufuneka banike iintsapho zabo yonke into abanayo e

- zigcinele izinto zobuqu kuphela.

 

Kwaye ekubeni kufuneka baxhaswe yiCawa, ubulungisa bufuna

- ukuba zivela phi izinto,

-kulapho kufuneka baye khona.

Loo nto ke ithetha ukuthi yonke into anayo ababingeleli mayisebenze kuphela

 ukugcinwa kwabo  ,

ukwandisa imisebenzi yozuko lwam   kunye

ukuze kulungelwe   abantu.”

Kungenjalo andizukubavumela abantu ukuba babe nesisa kubo.

 

Akunjalo kuphela, kodwa

ukuba bahlukana nosapho ngokwasemzimbeni kodwa kungekhona   entliziyweni,

kuya kubakho ukunyoluka okukhulu ukwazi ukuba ngubani onokwenza inzuzo enkulu kwaye oku kuya kubangela ukunganeliseki phakathi   kwabo.

 

Ubuqu

- omnye unikwe umsebenzi kunomnye owonakeleyo;

- ukuvumela ukuba anike ngakumbi intsapho yakhe,

baya kububona ngokwezenzo bonke ububi obuya kubuzisa ngokucingisisa ngale ngongoma endiyithandayo kwiNtliziyo yam.

- Iiyantlukwano ezininzi, - amakhwele amaninzi, - ama-grudges amaninzi, njl.

 

Ndiya kwaneliseka kuphela ngenkxaso yababingeleli abambalwa, kunokuba nditshabalalise umsebenzi endiwunqwenelayo ”.

 

“Awu! Ntombi yam! Hayi indlela abaya kuzibonakalisa ngayo ubudoda!

- ukukhusela kakuhle, - ukuxhasa kunye - nokuthethelela esi sithixo sinqweneleka kakhulu seminqweno.

 

Ah! Ngumphefumlo ozinikele kum kuphela onokuhlangabezana neli shwa:

ukuba endaweni yokundinyamekela, imbeko nozuko lwam, ukungcwaliswa kwemiphefumlo yabo ngokwemeko yabo   ;

- ukuba ndiluncedo kuphela kubo njengesigqubuthelo.

Injongo yabo kukunyamekela iintsapho zabo, abazukulwana kunye nabazukulwana. "

Akunjalo ke kwabo bazinikelayo ehlabathini! Kunoko, bazama ukuxoxisana neentsapho zabo.

Kwaye ukuba abanakuthatha nto kubo,

bagqibe kwelokuba bahluthe abazali babo.”

 

"Kodwa xa umntu engazikhathazi nje

-yozuko lwam kunye

- imisebenzi enxulumene kuphela nobulungiseleli bakhe bobubingeleli, akukho nto ngaphezu kwethambo elikrunekileyo

- oko kundenza ndibandezeleke,

-ngubani ohluphekayo kwaye

-wenza abantu babandezeleke.

 

Ngaphezu koko  , yenza umsebenzi wakhe ungasebenzi.

Xa ithambo lingabuyiselwa endaweni yalo, lihlala libangela intlungu.

Ukungathathi nxaxheba kwimisebenzi yomzimba,

-ngexesha liyoma kwaye

- kuba yimfuneko ukuyikhupha kunye nokuyigatya nje ngokungabi namsebenzi kwayo

kuphela ngenxa yentlungu enika amanye amalungu ".

 

"Ngoko ke ababingeleli,

xa bengandikhathalelanga nje   ,

ukuba lithambo elisusiweyo   emzimbeni wam,

bayacaphuka kuba bengathathi nxaxheba ekuhambeni kobabalo lwam kwaye ndiyabaxhasa, ndiyabaxhasa.

 

Ukuba ke ndithe ndakuqonda ukuqaqadeka kwabo, ndala; Kwaye uyazi apho? Kweyona ndawo inzulu yesihogo ".

 

Emva koko wongeza:

Bhala ke, ubhale phantsi kwakho;

qina kule   ngongoma.

ukwenza le ngongoma ingachukumiseki kum.

Mxeleleni ke ukuba ndimfuna emnqamlezweni, ahlale ebethelelwa nam emnqamlezweni.

 

Ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu wam othandekayo   wazibonakalisa ekhala  .

UMama waseZulwini wandizisela yona ukuze ndiyithomalalise kangangoko ndinako.

Ndiye ndamncamisa, ndamphulula ndamwola ngam ndisithi:

 

"Ufunani kum?

Awufuni uthando oluncinci lukwenze wonwabe kwaye luzolise ukukhala kwakho? Khange undixelele nakweminye imini ukuba ulonwabo lwakho luthando lwam?

 

Ndikuthanda kakhulu, kakhulu!

Kodwa ndiyakuthanda nawe, kuba wedwa andazi ukuba ndikuthande njani.

Ndinike umoya wakho ovuthayo onyibilikisa ubomi bam bonke kwidangatye lothando kwaye ke ndiya kukuthanda entliziyweni yomntu wonke ".

Kodwa ngubani onokusixelela sonke isiyezi sam?

Ungathi ukhe waphola kancinci.

 

Ukuphazamisa uthando lwam olumnandi kwiinyembezi zakhe, ndathi kuye:

"Ubomi bam kunye nabo bonke bam, zithuthuzele!

Kungakanani ukulunga okuya kuvela kwiiNtlanganiso zababingeleli! Owu! Hayi indlela oya kuvuya ngayo!

 

Kwangoko   uYesu wathi:

"Awu! Ntombi yam!

-Imidla yityhefu yababingeleli.

-Imidla ingenile kubefundisi kangangokuba bayityhefe

iintliziyo zabo, igazi labo kwanomongo wamathambo abo.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela idemon eyayikwazi ngayo ukwaluka, yakuba ifumene ukuthanda kwayo kusongezwa!

 

Ubabalo lwam wasebenzisa onke amaqhinga akhe

- ukwenza iibraids zothando kuzo e

-banika amayeza ayimfuneko okulwa imidla.

 

Kodwa bengayifumani intando yabo evumayo,

ubabalo lwam belungenako ukuluka kancinci okanye akukho nto ingcwele.

 

Emva koko idemon,

-esazi ukuba ulahlekelwa kakhulu ngokungakwazi ukuthintela ngokupheleleyo ezi Ndlu zeNtlanganiso yababingeleli,

- wanelisekile, nangona kunjalo, ngokugcina uthungelwano alulukiweyo ngetyhefu yeminqweno.

 

"Oh!   Ungalila nam xa umbona

bambalwa kangakanani abo

- bazimisele ukuzahlula ngokwasemzimbeni nangokufudumeleyo kusapho lwabo,

kwaye ukulungele ukwala ubuthi bomdla! Awuboni

baxoxa njani omnye komnye   ?

Hayi indlela abahleli bengazolanga ngayo!

Hayi indlela   abakhanyisa ngayo!

Endaweni yoko, bacinga ukuba yimbudane, into engahambelani nemeko yabo. "

 

Akuba etshilo uYesu, ndabona ababingeleli ababalungiselela.

Hayi indlela ababembalwa ngayo!

Wanyamalala uYesu ndazibona sendim.

-Ube mathidala ukubhala ezi zinto malunga nababingeleli

- wenza idini ngenxa yokuthobela ekufunayo,   uYesu  wam oyintanda  wabuya.

 

Wandincamisa ukuze andivuze ngokuncama kwam. Wongeza wathi:

 

"Ntombi yam endiyithandayo, awuthethanga yonke into

- iziphazamiso ezinokubakho ukuba umbingeleli wayethintelwe ngenxa

ubudlelwane nentsapho yakhe,

-amabizo amaninzi awaphoswayo iCawe ililela ngokukrakra kula maxesha alusizi!

 

"Ngokuqinisekileyo, masibone

- ababingeleli abaninzi abathozamileyo,

- baninzi ababingeleli abadinga ukuhlonela uThixo, ukuhlonela uThixo;

- abaninzi abazifica ngeziyolo, ukungcola;

- abanye abaninzi abakholelwa ukuba ukulahlekelwa ngumphefumlo akukho nto, ngaphandle kobukrakra obuncinci, e

- ezinye iimpazamo ezininzi abazenzayo.

 

Ezi   ziimpawu zokuphoswa kobizo.

Ukuba iintsapho ziyabona ukuba akukho nto inokuthenjwa kubabingeleli,

uvuyo lokukhuthaza abantwana babo ukuba babe ngababingeleli alusayi kuba sabakho kubo. Ingcinga ayizukuvela ebantwaneni, nokuba batyebise okanye bakhulise iintsapho zabo ngolungiselelo lwababingeleli ".

 

Ndaphendula:

"Ah! Yesu wam omnandi! Kunokuba undixelele ezi zinto, yiya kubaphathi, uhambe uye kubona oobhishophu, kuba ibona abanegunya. Bangeza bakwanelisa kule ngongoma.

Kodwa sithandwa sam, ndingenza ntoni?

Ndingavelana nawe kuphela, ndikuthande kwaye ndilungise. "

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho!

Yiya kubona abapheki? Uya kubona oobhishophu?

 

Ityhefu yeminqweno ihlasele wonke umntu.

Kwaye ekubeni phantse wonke umntu ephethwe sesi sibetho,

- isibindi sokwenza ulungiso oluyimfuneko nasekusweleni kwabo

- inkalipho yokumisa umqobo phakathi kwababingeleli nabo baxhomekeke kubo.

 

Ngaphezu koko,   andiqondwa ngumntu ongahluthwanga yonke into kwaye wonke umntu  . Ilizwi lam livakala kakubi ezindlebeni zabo.

Kubonakala ngathi ibubudenge kubo, into engahambelaniyo nemeko yabo yobuntu.

 

Ukuba ndithetha nawe, siyavana kakuhle.

Ukuba akukho nto yimbi, ndifumana ithuba lokubonisa intlungu yam.

Kwaye uya kundithanda ngakumbi ngenxa yokuba uyazi ubukrakra bam. "

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza.

 

Wayedakumbile kwaye evutha luthando kangangokuba wayenesiphithiphithi kwaye wacela ukuba akhululeke. Ejike izandla zakhe entanyeni yam wathi:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

-Ndithande.

"Esi kuphela isiqabu esithomalalisa iinkohliso zam zothando."

 

Emva koko wongeza:

“Ntombazana, le nto uyibhalileyo ngeentlanganiso zababingeleli ayiyonto ngaphandle kwenkqubo endiyenzayo kunye nabo.

Ukuba bayandimamela, kulungile.

 

Kodwa iinkokeli zabefundisi azifuni kundiphulaphula, xa kujongwa oku

-ukuba nabo babotshelelwe yimigibe yomdla, e

-abangamakhoboka eentlupheko zoluntu eziphantse zibenzima

endaweni yokubalawula:

oko kukuthi, iintsizi

- umdla, - isidima ofisi yabo kunye - nezinye iintsizi. Kunoko, ziinkxwaleko ezibalawulayo.”

 

“Ekubeni bezizithulu ebantwini, andisayi kuba njalo

- ayiqondwa - ayimamelanga.

 

Ngenxa yoko ndiya kubhenela kumagunya asekuhlaleni aya kundiphulaphula ngokulula ngakumbi.

Ukubona umfundisi ehlazekile yaye enikwa ukuba abasemagunyeni mhlawumbi bahluthwe kancinane abefundisi ngokwabo, ilizwi lam liya kuviwa ngakumbi.

 

Into abangafuni ukuyenza abefundisi ngenxa yothando ndiya kuyenza

- ngemfuneko kwaye - ngamandla.

Ndiza kuqinisekisa ukuba urhulumente uyayisusa intsalela eshiyeke kubefundisi.”

 

Ndathi: "Eyona nto iphezulu kwaye ilungile kuphela,

-ngubani igama lokunikwa kwezi zindlu?

kwaye iya kuba yintoni imimiselo?

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

“Igama liya kuba:   Iindlu zoHlaziyo loKholo.

Imigaqo:

Bangasebenzisa imithetho efanayo kunye ne-Oratory ye-S. Filippo di Neri. "

 

Emva koko wongeza:

"Xelela uBawo uB. ukuba uya kuba yi-organ kwaye uya kuba sisandi sale opera. Ukuba i-opera ihlekwa kwaye yaliwe ngamaqela anomdla, okulungileyo kunye nokunqabileyo kakhulu kuya kuyiqonda imfuno kunye nenyaniso yokuba. Ubawo uB. ubhengeza.

Baya kukwenza kube ngumsebenzi wesazela ukuya emsebenzini.

 

Kwaye emva kwayo yonke loo nto, ukuba uTata uB uyagculelwa,

uya kuba newonga lokuzenza afane nam ngakumbi.”

 

Ndiye ndeva ngeengxaki zabefundisi, ingakumbi ngokuphathelele ukuqhawuka ngokupheleleyo kwamaqhina nentsapho.

Bathi kwakungenakwenzeka ukwenza oku ngendlela uYesu Owongamileyo awayefuna ngayo.Ukuba uYesu uwufuna ngokwenene lo msebenzi, bathi, uya kuthetha noPopu onegunya nonokuyalela wonke umntu; ngoko umsebenzi unokwenziwa.

 

Yonke le nto ndayiphindaphinda kuYesu wam osikelelekileyo ndakhalaza kuye:

"Sthandwa sam, khange ndenze kakuhle na ndathi mandiye kubaphathi ubaxelele ezizinto? Ngokundixelela ke sisi sithwakumbe ndingenza ntoni?"

 

UYesu  wam osoloko enobubele    wathi:

"Ntombi yam, bhala! Musa ukoyika, ndiya kuba nawe.

Ilizwi lam lingunaphakade kwaye into enokuthi ingabi luncedo apha inokuba luncedo kwenye indawo.

Okungenziwayo kula maxesha kuya kwenziwa ngamanye amaxesha. Kodwa ke ndithanda ukuba umanyano lwababingeleli lube njalo, lungabi nakuguqulwa, njengoko ndanixelelayo.

- ukuzinxwema kusapho lwakho e

ningabi nampahla.

 

Aniwazi nina umoya wababingeleli kule mihla, awahlukanga kwaphela nomoya wamakholwa.

umoya wempindezelo, intiyo, umdla kunye negazi.

 

Ke ngoko, nababingeleli abaya kuhlala ndawonye,

- ukuba umntu uthe wamkela ngaphezu komnye, akawuncami umvuzo wakhe ngenxa yokulungelwa komntu wonke;

- abanye baya kuziva bethandwa kunabanye,

-abanye baya kuziva behluthiwe,

-abanye babethotywa isidima ngokukholelwa ukuba nabo bangayifumana loo ngeniso.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ke kuya kuvela iingxabano, ingqumbo nokunganeliseki. Baya kuza nokusebenzisa amanqindi abo.

 

UYesu wakho ukuxelele, kwaye kwanele. Le ngongoma nayo iyimfuneko.

Yintsika, isiseko, ubomi kunye nesondlo salo msebenzi. Ukuba ibinokwenziwa ngokwahlukileyo, ngendingazange   ndinyanzelise   kakhulu”.

 

"Jonga intombi yam.

Hayi indlela ekukrwada nokungazi nto ngayo izinto zobuThixo! Andinazo iindlela zabo zokucinga.

Bahambela phambili ngokukhotha nokubonisa isidima sabo.

Ekunxibelelaneni nemiphefumlo, andijongi isidima sayo. Andiboni ukuba ngoobhishophu okanye oopopu,

-  kodwa ndijonge ukubona ukuba le miphefumlo ihluthwe yonke into kunye nomntu wonke.

-Ndibajonga ukuba yonke into iluthando na.

-Ndijonge ukubona ukuba banyanisekile ukuba babe ziinkosi - nokuba ngomphefumlo omnye, nangokubetha kwentliziyo enye ".

"  Ekubafumaneni bonke bethandwa  , andibajongi

_ningogqirha okanye hayi,

ukuba bangamahlwempu, abadelekileyo, abadelekileyo,   banothuli.

 

Ndijika nothuli lube yigolide. Ndiyiguqulela kum.

Ndithetha yonke into ngam.

Ndibaxelela ezona mfihlo zam.

Ndiyenza le miphefumlo ibe yinxalenye yolonwabo lwam kunye neentsizi.

 

Kunoko, ndihlala ngaphakathi kum ngothando, akumangalisi

- ukuba bayazi intando yam ngemiphefumlo nakwiCawe.

 

Ubomi babo kunye nam bunye.

Intando yabo inye yaye enye kukukhanya abayibona ngako inyaniso ngokwemibono yobuthixo kungekhona ngokwemibono yabantu.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndinganyanzelekanga ukuba ndenze iinzame zokunxibelelana ngokwam kule miphefumlo kwaye

Ndibaphakamisa ngaphezu kwaso sonke isidima ".

 

Emva koko, ndibambe yonke into kuye kwaye endincamisa,

Wathi ekubhidekeni kwam kunye nokuzoliseka kwakhe okukhulu:

 

" Ntombam'emhle kodwa umhle ngowam ubuhule, uyazisola ngezinto abazithethayo?

Musa ukuba buhlungu!

Buza uBawo uB., unyana wam olihlwempu, ukuba wabandezeleka kangakanani ngenxa yam   ezandleni zabaphathi bakhe   , 

- oogxa bakhe kunye

- ngakumbi kwinqanaba

mabayixele ukuba sisidenge,   nobuhilo.

 

Bazinika uxanduva lokumenzela inguquko enjalo ukusa kwinqanaba lokumbeka njengegeza”.

 

"Yaye   yintoni ulwaphulo-mthetho lwakhe? Uthando!

 

Abanye abantu,

- ube neentloni ngobomi bakho

- ethelekisa neyakhe, walwa naye!

Ah! Luxabisa malini ulwaphulo-mthetho lothando!

Uthando lubiza kakhulu kum nakubantwana bam abathandekayo! "

 

Ndiyamthanda kakhulu.

Njengomvuzo wembandezelo yakhe, ndazinikela kuye, ndaza ndahlala kuye.

Unyana wam ndini, abamshiyi yedwa.

Bamhlola macala onke. Abakwenzi kwabanye.

Ngubani owaziyo ukuba banokufumana izinto zokumlungisa nokumothusa.

 

Ngokuba kunye naye, ndibenza bungabi namsebenzi ubuqhetseba babo. Oku kumenza abe nesibindi.

Owu! Uyakuba mbi kangakanani na umgwebo endiya kuwusebenzisa kwabo banobuganga bokuphatha kakubi abantwana bam abathandekayo!

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, Intliziyo kaYesu wam othandekayo yazenza wabonakala.

Ndijonge ngaphakathi kuYesu, ndabona Intliziyo yakhe kuye kwaye

ndijonge ngaphakathi kum, ndabona nentliziyo yakhe eNgcwele kum.

Ah!

-Kungakanani ubumnandi,

- zingaphi uyolo,

- zingaphi iimvisiswano eziviwayo kule Ntliziyo!

 

Ndithe ndisamangaliswe nguYesu, ndeva ilizwi lakhe elimnandi liphuma entliziyweni yakhe lisithi kum:

 

"Ntombi, uyoliswa yiNtliziyo yam, uthando kufuneka luzibonakalise. Kungenjalo imiphefumlo ibingenoqhubeka, ingakumbi leyo

ondithanda ngokwenene   kwaye

nto leyo abangayivumiyo ngokwabo

ezinye iziyolo, ezinye izinto ezikhethwayo okanye nabuphi na ubomi ngaphandle kothando.

 

Ndiziva nditsaleleka kubo kangangokuba uthando ngokwalo lundinyanzela ukuba ndaphule izigqubuthelo zokholo.

Ngoko ndiyazityhila kwaye ndiqinisekise ukuba le miphefumlo sele yonwabele

- Iparadesi kunye

- kwakhona ukusuka ngezantsi - ngamaxesha.

Uthando alundiniki ixesha lokulinda ukufa komphefumlo ondithanda ngokwenene. Ndivumela umphefumlo ukuba ulindele iZulu sele livela kobu bomi. "

 

Vuya! Phila uyolo lwam!

Jonga kwaye uthathe inxaxheba kuko konke ulwaneliseko oluseNtliziyweni yam!

Zivumele uye eluthandweni lwam ukuba uyenze

-Ngamana uthando lwakho lukhula kwaye

"ukuze undithande ngakumbi."

 

Uthe akutsho, ndabona ababingeleli. UYesu waqhubeka wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ngala maxesha,

-  ICawe iyafa kodwa ayisayi kufa!

-   Ngokuchasene noko,   iya kuvuka ibe yinhle ngakumbi  .

 

Ababingeleli abalungileyo bazabalazela ubomi obuthe kratya, obungamadini nobunyulu.

Abefundisi abakhohlakeleyo bazabalazela ukuphila ubomi obuzele zizilangazelelo zobuqu, obukhululekileyo, obunenkanuko nehlabathi ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ndibhenela kubefundisi abambalwa abalungileyo, nokuba kukho ilali enye kuphela.

Kwezi

-Ndiyathetha kwaye -Ndiyalele,

Ndiyacenga kwaye   ndiyacenga

vumela ezi Ntlanganiso zenze,

- Ndisindisele mna ababingeleli abaya kufika kula maphempe;

-ziqonde ngokupheleleyo

simahla kulo naluphi na ulwalamano losapho kwaye akukho mdla.

 

Kwaba babingeleli balungileyo bambalwa ndiya kulakha kwakhona iBandla lam, ndilisindisa kwiintlungu zalo.

 

Ezi yinkxaso yam, iintsika zam kunye nokuqhubekeka kobomi beCawe ».

 

Andithethi nabo baziva bekhululekile kumaqhina osapho.

nokuba bangoobani na kuba ukuba ndithetha nabo ngokuqinisekileyo abandimameli.

Kunoko, ngengcamango nje yokuqhawula onke amaqhina, bayacaphuka.

Ah! Ngelishwa baqhelile ukusela chalice of interests nokunye okunjalo.

Kwaye ngelixa indebe inobubele enyameni, iyityhefu emphefumlweni. Aba ekugqibeleni baya kusela amanzi amdaka ehlabathi. Ndifuna ukuzigcina ngazo zonke iindleko.

Kodwa abandimameli. Yiyo loo nto ndithetha ngayo. Kodwa kubo ingathi andithethi."

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam,” watsho ubawo uG. ukuze acele iintlanganiso zabefundisi.

-ukuze bangabi ngunobangela wokuba intshutshiso ifike ngaphambi kwexesha layo

- kutheni yeha kubo.

 

Ziya kuqhutyelwa phi ezi Ntlanganiso?

nayo intshutshiso iya kuba   qatha

ukwenzakala kuya   kusindiswa.

Ukubola kukhulu,   kune-fetid kakhulu.

 

Ngokuyimfuneko udinga intsimbi kunye nomlilo.

Intsimbi yokusika inyama edlavuzayo nomlilo wokuhlambulula. Kungekudala!"

 

Ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndachitha phantse iintsuku ezintandathu ndintywiliselwa kuthando lukaYesu osikelelekileyo kangangokuba ngamanye amaxesha ndandicinga ukuba andinakukwazi ukuqhubeka.

 

Ndathi kuYesu:

"Yonela! Andikwazi ukuqhubeka."

Ndaziva ngathi ndisebhafini lothando olungene kumongo wamathambo am.

 

Ngaxa lithile, uYesu wathetha nam ngothando nangendlela awayendithanda ngayo. Ngenye imini ndandincokola naye ngothando.

Into embi kukuba ngamanye amaxesha uYesu akazange abonakale kwaye mna,

ukuqubha kule bhafu   yothando,

Ndeva isangqa sendalo yam ehlwempuzekileyo ifa   kwaye

Ndakhalaza kuYesu ngayo.

 

Uhlebeza endlebeni yam:

"  NdinguThando kwaye ukuba uziva uthando, ngokuqinisekileyo ndikunye nawe."

 

Ngamanye amaxesha ndandikhalaza aze athi endlebeni yam (ngequbuliso):

"Luisa, uyiparadesi yam yasemhlabeni kwaye uthando lwakho luyandonwabisa."

 

Ndaphendula: "Yesu sthandwa sam uthini na ufuna ukundihleka? Sele wonwabile wedwa.

Kutheni uthi wonwabile ngenxa yam?"

 

UYesu   wathi kum:

"Mamela ke ntombam uzoyiqonda lento ndikuxelela yona, akhonto idaliweyo engabufumaniyo ubom beNtliziyo yam.

Izidalwa zifana neentambo ezininzi

-ezo ziphuma entliziyweni yam kwaye

bona bamkela ubomi kum;

 

Ngaphandle kwemfuneko kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo, yonke into abayenzayo

Kuvakala ngokupheleleyo entliziyweni yam, nokuba yintshukumo nje.

Ngenxa yoko, ukuba bayawenzakalisa okanye abawathandi, babesoloko bendithwele.

Lo mtya uvakala entliziyweni yam yezandi

yokungoneliseki, ubukrakra nesono.

Yenza izandi ezibuhlungu ezindenza ndibe lusizi - ngenxa ye

yale   ntambo

kobu bomi buphuma   kum”.

 

"Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ukuba isidalwa

-Undithanda   kwaye

-konke kunenjongo yokundanelisa, le   ntambo

-undinika uyolo oluqhubekayo kwaye

-ifomu entliziyweni yam izandi ezimnandi kunye nezolonwabo ezihambelana nobomi bam.

 

Ngenxa yale ntambo,

-Ndonwabe kakhulu kangangokuba ndonwabe kwaye

-Ndiyonwabela iparadesi yam enkosi kubo.

Ukuba uyayiqonda kakuhle yonke le nto, awuzukuphinda uthi ndiyakuhleka.

Nantsi ke into endayithethayo ngothando nangento eyathethwa nguYesu.

Ndizakuyithetha kakubi mhlawumbi ngamagama angadityaniswanga kuba ingqondo yam ayikwazi ukuthetha yonke into ngamagama.

 

"Oh! Yesu wam! Wena uluthando. Niluthando nonke. Ndifuna uthando, ndinqwenela uthando, ndiyancwina ngenxa yothando. Ndicela uthando kwaye ndiyakucela uthando. Uthando luyakumema, uthando bubomi kum, uthando. yonwaba intliziyo yam kwasesizalweni seNkosi yam, ndinxila luthando, ndifumana uyolo lothando ndingowakho kuphela!

Ngoku sisodwa, masithethe ngothando?

 

Ah! Mandiqonde indlela ondithanda ngayo

kuba uthando luqondwa kuphela entliziyweni yakho!

 

 "Ufuna ndithethe nawe ngothando?

Ntombi yam endiyithandayo, mamela ubomi bam bothando.

Ukuba ndiyaphefumla,   ndiyakuthanda.

Ukuba Intliziyo yam iyabetha, ukubetha kwentliziyo yam kukuxelela "uthando,   uthando!"

Ndiphambene ndikuthanda   .

Ukuba nditshatile, ndiyakwandisa uthando lwam   kuwe.

Ndikukhukulise   ngothando,

Ndikujikelezile ngothando,   -

Ndikuthanda   ngothando,

Ndiphosa iintolo  kuwe  ngothando,

Ndinesibindi sokukuthanda,

Ndiyakuncwasa ngothando, ndondla ngothando   kwaye

Ndiphosa iintolo ezibukhali entliziyweni yakho. "

 

"Owu Yesu wam kwanele ngoku! Ndiziva ndiphelelwa luthando.

Ndibambe ezingalweni zakho.

Nditshixe entliziyweni yakho kwaye ngaphakathi kwentliziyo yakho mandikhuphe uthando. Kungenjalo ndiya kufa luthando. Ndivuyiswa luthando. Ndivutha luthando. Ndibhiyozela uthando. Ndinqwenela uthando, ndiphelelwe luthando. Uthando luyandibulala kwaye lundikhulise ngakumbi kubomi obutsha ".

 

“ Ubomi bam buyandisinda kwaye ndiva kuphela ubomi bukaYesu, Uthando lwam. KuYesu, Thando lwam, ndiziva ndicwile kwaye ndithanda wonke umntu.

Ubomi bukaYesu bundilimaza ngothando kwaye bundigulisa ngothando.

Indihombisa ngothando kwaye indenza ndibe sisityebi ngakumbi. Andazi ukuba ndingathetha njani ngakumbi. Owu uthando! Nguwe kuphela ondimamelayo, kuphela uyandiqonda!

Ukuthi cwaka kwam kuthetha nawe ngakumbi.

KwiNtliziyo yakho emangalisayo kuthiwa kuthe cwaka kunokuthetha.

Ngokuthanda, sifunda ukuthanda. Uthando! Uthando!

nguwe kuphela   othethayo, ngenxa yokuba uluthando, uyakwazi ukuthetha ngothando. "

 

"Ngaba uyafuna ukuva ngothando?

 

Yonke indalo ikuxelela uthando.

Ukuba iinkwenkwezi zikhanya, zikuxelela   uthando.

Ukuba ilanga liyaphuma, likwambathisa   ngothando.

Ukuba ilanga likhanya nako konke ukukhanya kwalo ekukhanyeni kwalo okupheleleyo, Uthumela iintolo zothando entliziyweni yakho.

-Xa ilanga litshona,

U-Yesu wandinika amandla okubulela.

-Dans le tonnerre et dans les éclairs, je t'envoi de amoour et je lance

ukwanga entliziyweni yakho. -Ngamaphiko omoya luthando oluphaphazela lwemka.

“Ukuba amanzi ayambombozela, ziingalo zam ezolulela kuwe.

-Ukuba amagqabi ayashukuma, ndikucinezela ngamandla entliziyweni yam.

-Ukuba intyatyambo ikhupha isiqholo, ikuphakamisa uthando.

 

Yonke indalo ngolwimi oluthe cwaka ithi entliziyweni yakho:

-Ndifuna kuphela ubomi bothando kuwe!

- Ndifuna uthando.

- Ndifuna uthando.

-Ndicela uthando olusuka entliziyweni yakho.

"Ndiyavuya kuphela xa undinika uthando."

 

"Inkosi yam! Yam! Uthando olunganelisekiyo, ukuba ufuna uthando, ndinike uthando!

Ukuba ufuna ndonwabe, ndixelele ngothando.

Ukuba ufuna ukundikholisa, ndinike uthando.

Uthando luyandihlasela. Uthando luyanditsala lundikhokelela etroneni yoMdali wam.

Uthando lundibonisa uBulumko obungadalwanga kwaye lundikhokelela kuThando lwanaphakade. Apho ndiyema ukuze ndihlale apho.

 

Ndiyakuphila ubomi bothando entliziyweni yakho. Ndiya kunithanda nonke.

Ndiya kukuthanda kuyo yonke into.

Yesu, entliziyweni yakho, beka itywina lakho lothando kum. Vula imithambo yam kwaye uvumele igazi lam liphume ukuze endaweni yegazi, ibe luthando oluhamba   kum.

Thatha umoya kwaye undiyeke ndiphefumle umoya wothando.

Itshisa amathambo am nenyama yam kwaye indiluke yonke into yothando ngokupheleleyo.

Uthando lundifundisa ukubandezeleka kunye nawe.

Uthando lundibethelela emnqamlezweni kwaye lundenza ndifane nawe ngokupheleleyo".

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza.(Ndathandaza kuye ngeemfuno ezithile zeCawa kunye noB. owayeshicilela iincwadi zesihogo.)

 

UYesu wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, yonke into ayenzileyo kukuziphosa eludakeni.

Loo mntu akayi kufaka amandla okwenene engqiqo kwinto ayithethayo.

Andifuni ukuba abefundisi bakunyamekele ukufunda le ncwadi. Baya kuzenza amagwala kakhulu ukuba benjenjalo.

Baya kwenza ngaphantsi kwesidima sabo ngokungathi bafuna ukumamela isiyezi somntwana baze ngaloo ndlela bamnike ithuba lokuba aphinde abe ndindisholo.

 

Kodwa

- ukungayikhathaleli incwadi e

- bengamhoyi, baya kumnika inkathazo

-ukuba kungabikho mntu unikela ingqalelo kwincwadi yakhe e

-ukuba akukho mntu uyixabisayo.

Baya kusabela ngemisebenzi efanele ubulungiseleli babo; le yeyona mpendulo ilungileyo.

Ah! Uya kuwela kumgibe awubekela abanye! "

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndizifumana ndingaphandle kwam,

Ndabona uMama waseZulwini ephethe uMntwana ezandleni zakhe.

Ngesandla sakhe esincinci uMntwana wakwaThixo wandibiza kwaye

Ndabhabha ngamadolo phambi kukaKumkanikazi uMama.

 

UYesu   wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam namhlanje ndifuna uthetha nomama wethu."

Mna:"Khawutsho   Mama waseZulwini  ikhona into angayifuniyo apha kum uYesu?"

 

Uye   wandixelela:

"Ntombi yam khawuthule. Okwangoku andiboni kwanto kuwe Nyana wam azisola ngayo. Ukuba ukhe wawela kwinto enokungamkholisi ndakukulumkisa ngoko nangoko. Thembela unyoko ungakwenzi oko. yoyika."

Njengoko uKumkanikazi waseZulwini wandiqinisekisa ngale nto, ndaziva ngathi ndiphila ubomi obutsha kwaye ndongeza: “Mama wam othandekayo, esingawonwabanga ngawo amaxesha!

Ndixelele, ngaba yinyaniso ngokwenene into yokuba uYesu ufuna iintlanganiso zababingeleli?

 

Uphendule   wathi:

"Ngokuqinisekileyo! Uyakufuna kuba amaza asele eza kunyuka kakhulu kwaye ezi Mqulo ziya kuba ziiankile, izibane kunye nokubheqa iBandla eliya kuzisindisa ngalo ekurhaxweni ngexesha loqhwithela.

Ngelixa kuya kubonakala ngathi isaqhwithi siginye yonke into.

Emva kwesiphango kuya kubonakala ukuba i-ankile, izibane kunye namaphini ahlala ehleli, oko kukuthi, izinto ezizinzileyo zokuqhubekeka kobomi beCawa.

 

Kodwa oh! Hayi indlela amagwala, amagwala kwaye alukhuni ngayo (ababingeleli)! Akukho mntu ushukumayo. Kodwa la ngamaxesha okusebenza.

Iintshaba aziphumli.

Kwaye bona (ababingeleli) bayonqena. Kuya kuba kubi ngakumbi kubo.

 

Emva   koko   wongeza:

"Ntombi yam, zama   ukubonelela yonke into ngothando  . Ngamana into enye kuphela ethandekayo entliziyweni yakho:   Uthando!

Yiba nengcamango, igama, ubomi:   Uthando  .

Ukuba ufuna ukukholisa nokukholisa uYesu, mthande kwaye umnike ithuba lokuthetha ngothando.

Esi kuphela kwesiqabu esimqinisekisayo: Uthando.

Mxelele ukuba athethe nawe ngothando kwaye uya kuba noVuyo ".

 

Ndithe:

"Yesu wam othandekayo, uyamva ukuba uthini uMama wethu?

Makhe ndikubuze ngothando kwaye uya kuthetha nam ngothando ». Ngelixa sibhiyozelayo, uYesu uthetha kakhulu ngesidima, isidima kunye nobuhandiba bothando kangangokuba andinalo ulwimi lomntu ukuba ndikwazi ukuphinda. Ngoko, ndithule ... "

 

Ndathandaza ukuba uYesu wam osikelelekileyo enze ukubhideka phakathi kweentshaba zeCawe.

Ukufika kwam, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ndingazibhidanisa iintshaba zeBandla eliNgcwele, kodwa andifuni.

Ukuba ndenze njalo, ngubani owayeza kuhlambulula iBandla lam?

Amalungu eCawe, ngakumbi abo bahleli phezulu kwisidima, banamehlo amfanyekisiweyo.

Babona izinto kakubi

-ukuba bayakwazi ukukhusela abo babonakalisa iimpawu zobuxoki e

- bacinezela kwaye bagwebe okulungileyo ngokwenene.

 

Andikuthandi kangako ukubona abantwana bam abambalwa bokwenene begoba phantsi kobunzima bokungekho sikweni, aba bantwana

- ekufuneka iBandla livele ngalo e

-endimbulela kakhulu ngokuwusebenzisa kulo msebenzi.

 

Ubarhuqela eludongeni ngomqolo neenyawo zabo zibotshelelwe ngamatyathanga ukuze bangaqhubeli phambili. Oku kundikhathaza kakhulu kangangokuba ndiziva ndinomsindo (ngenxa yonyango lwabo)!

 

"Mamela ntombi yam. Ndinobubele bonke, konke ukulunga, yonke inceba nenceba, kangangokuba ngenxa yobumnandi bam ndiyayolisa iintliziyo.

 

Kodwa zomelele, zomelele ngokwaneleyo ukuba zingazityumza zize zizitshise.

-nto leyo engaxinzelele phantsi kwabalungileyo kuphela, kodwa ikwanjalo

- abazama ukuthintela okulungileyo abafuna ukukwenza.

 

Ah! Lilela amarhamente!

Ndikhalela amanxeba abuhlungu akhoyo emzimbeni weBandla eliNgcwele. Bandivisa kabhlungu kangangoba bandoyisa amanxeba amarhamente.

 

Kaloku ezintlungu ziphuma kwelilungu lomzimba bendingalilindelanga. Lamanxeba andikhokelela ekubeni ndisasaze irhamente ukuba ikhale ngomzimba weCawe.

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wayebandezelekile.

 

Ndamrhangqa,

ndizimisele ngokupheleleyo ukumbonisa uvelwano lwam kwaye   ndimthanda,

ukumwola nokumthuthuzela ngako konke   ukuthembela kwam ngokupheleleyo.

 

UYesu  wam othandekayo    wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ukwaneliseka kwam. Ngale ndlela, ndiyawuthanda loo mphefumlo

- azilibale yena kunye neentsizi zakhe kunye

Undikhathalele ndodwa, kwiinkxwaleko zam, nentlungu yam, yothando lwam, olundijikela ngokuthembakala.

 

Le trust

-yenza intliziyo yam kwaye

- iyandikhukula ngovuyo olunjalo

--- xa umphefumlo ulityelwe ngokupheleleyo kum,

--- Ndilibala yonke into yomphefumlo kwaye ndiyenza njengomnye nam. Ndiyafika apho

- kungekhona nje ukumnika oko akufunayo,

-kodwa ukumenza athathe oko akufunayo."

 

"Ngokuchasene noko, umphefumlo

-ongalibali yonke into kum, nkqu neentsizi zakhe, kunye

-ngubani ofuna ukundijikeleza

--- ngayo yonke intlonipho efanelekileyo,

---- ngoloyiko kunye

ngaphandle kwethemba elivuyisa Intliziyo yam,

ngathi ufuna ukuba nam   kodwa

kumphefumlo onjalo andiwuniki nto   e

Akakwazi kuthatha nto kuba ukhumbula isitshixo

ukuzithemba

ukhululekile   kwaye

ubulula.

 

Zonke ezi zinto ziyimfuneko kum ukuba ndinikele kwaye ndithabathe umphefumlo. Ngoko ke uyeza neentsizi zakhe kwaye ahlale neentsizi zakhe."

 

Bendicinga ngoBukhulu obungaqondwayo kunye noBulumko obuNgcwele okuthi, ngokusinika impahla yabo, abunciphi nangayiphi na indlela.

Ngokuchasene noko, kubonakala ngathi, ngokupha, uzuza uzuko olunikelwa sisidalwa, ekubeni ezamkele izinto zeNkosi.

 

Ndathi ndakufika, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, nawe unaso esi sipho,

- kungekhona emzimbeni wakho kodwa emphefumlweni wakho,

-Esi sipho ndisiphathelwe ngokulunga kwam.

 

Kanjalo

- ukuzama ukubethelela ukulunga, isidima, uthando, umonde kunye nobumnandi emiphefumlweni

- musani ukuncipha.

 

Ngokuchasene noko, ngokuwafaka kwabanye,

-ukuba ubona ukuba le miphefumlo iyayisebenzisa,

-yonwabela ulwaneliseko olukhulu.

 

Ke into oyiyo ngobabalo emphefumlweni, ndiyindalo,

- hayi kuphela iimpahla zesidima

- kodwa kuzo zonke izinto ezinokubakho, zendalo kunye nezamandla kunye nantoni na enokuba yiyo ».

 

Ukudlula iintsuku ezibuhlungu kakhulu ngenxa yokungabikho kukaYesu wam othandekayo, ndambongoza ukuba ukulunga kufike.

Kwafika ixesha lokukhanya kwaye wathi kum:

 

Yeha, uthando olufihlakeleyo! Ndamthandazela iBandla eliNgcwele ndimcela ukuba abe nenceba kwimiphefumlo emininzi elahlekileyo ngenxa yokuba ifuna ukulwa neCawa eNgcwele nabefundisi bayo.

 

UYesu wongeza wathi:

"Ntombi yam, ungazihluphi, hayi. Kuyafuneka iintshaba zihlambulule iBandla. Emva kokuba zihlanjululwe, umonde kunye neempawu ezilungileyo ziya kuba kukukhanya kwiintshaba. Kuya kusindiswa ezi ntshaba kunye neBandla." .

Ndaye ndongeza: "Noko musani ukwazisa amarhamente ngeentsilelo zabefundisi benu. Kungenjalo baya kuyicinezela ngakumbi iBandla lenu".

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam ayindibuzi ndiyacaphuka, ndifuna waziwe lo mcimbi, andikwazi ukuqhubeka, andikwazi ukuqhubeka. Amadini maninzi. Ngokuwagquma ndingawanika ithuba lokwenza ububi obukhulu. Uzoba nomonde wokwenza njalo nyamezela ukungabikho kwam, uyakwenza oko njengeqhawekazi.

 

Ndifuna ukuthembela kuwe, wena ntombi yam. Okwangoku ndiza kunyamekela amanxeba amarhamente nababingeleli ».

 

Ndacinga   ngoMama waseZulwini ngelo   xesha wayethwele uYesu wam onobubele ezingalweni zakhe ngexesha lokufa kwakhe,

- into awayenzayo kwaye

- indlela amnyamekela ngayo ngokwakhe.

 

Ukukhanya okukhatshwa lilizwi langaphakathi kundixelele:

“Ntombi yam, uthando lusebenze ngamandla kuMama wam.

Uthando lwamgqibela kum, emanxebeni am, eGazini lam, ekufeni kwam kwaye lwamenza wafela eluthandweni lwam.

Uthando lwam, lutya uthando lwakhe kunye nobuntu bukaMama buphela, kwamenza   waphila uthando olutsha.

 

Oko kukuthi, uMama wam uvuke ngokupheleleyo eluthandweni lwam. Ngaloo ndlela uthando lwakhe lwamenza wafa kwaye uthando lwam lwamphakamisa kubomi bobuthixo. Ngoko ke abukho ubungcwele ukuba umphefumlo awufi kum.

Abukho ubomi bokwenyani ukuba awutyiwanga ngokupheleleyo eluthandweni lwam.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, nje ukuba uYesu wam osikelelweyo eze wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, uthando alunakufa.

Akukho mandla okanye ilungelo ngaphezu kothando.

Uthando lungunaphakade kunye nomphefumlo onothando, lo mphefumlo ungunaphakade kunye nam.

Uthando aloyiki nto, aluthandabuzi nto kwaye luguqula ububi ngokwalo lube luthando. Uthando ndim, ngokwam.

Ndiwuthanda kakhulu umphefumlo ondithandayo kuyo yonke into kwaye wenza yonke into ngenxa yothando: yeha kwabo bafuna ukuyichukumisa!

ndiya kubatshisa ngomlilo wobulungisa bam.

 

Ndiqhubekeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, nje ukuba uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wafika,

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, apho kukho uthando, kukho ubomi:

- hayi ubomi bomntu,

-kodwa ubomi bobuthixo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, yonke imisebenzi, kwanaleyo elungileyo,

ukuba abenziwanga ngothando banje

-umlilo otsaliweyo onganiki bushushu nawo

- ukurhoxa kwamanzi angacimiyo unxano, angahlambululi;

 

“Oo!

kuba luthando kuphela oluphethe ubomi.

Ayikho enye into enegunya elinjalo lokuzisa yonke into ebomini. Ewe,   ngaphandle kothando zonke izinto zifile.”

 

Phantse isoloko ihamba ngendlela efanayo:

oko kukuthi, ngokungabikho kwakhe okukrakra kunye nokuthula. Ubukhulu becala ivumela ukuba ibonakale.

Kwaye uninzi zizinto eziqhelekileyo ngoko ke andizukubhala.

 

Ndikhumbula xa ndihlebeza ezinye izikhalazo malunga nemeko yam,

wathi entliziyweni yam:

 

"Ntombi yam, umonde. Yiba nesibindi, iqhawekazi, isibindi.

Makhe ndiyohlwaye okwangoku. Ndiye ndabuya njengakuqala".

Ndikhumbula ukuba ndandisenexhala lemeko yam waza wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

imiphefumlo efuna ukunikela ingqalelo

-ubunzima,

-amathandabuzo   o

-kuzo ngokwabo

bayafana naba bantu

- abagqala yonke into elisikizi e

-abafuna kuyo yonke into.

 

Endaweni yokucinga ngesondlo,

-le miphefumlo icinga ngezinto ezicekisekayo,

-nokuba kwakungekho.

 

Yiyo loo nto behla emzimbeni, babhitye baze bafe ngenxa yoko. Kukwanjalo nakwimiphefumlo enyamekela yonke into. Banciphisa umzimba baze bafe ngenxa yoko. "

Andizikhumbuli kakuhle ezinye izinto.

 

Ngoko, ngale ntsasa, ndizifumanisa ndingaphandle kwam, ndifumene uMntwana onguYesu ezingalweni zam.

Wakhala kakhulu kuba wayevile ukuba bafuna ukumgxotha e-Italy. Saya eFransi yaye sasingafuni ukuyifumana.

 

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele elila wathi:

“Wonke umntu uyandigxotha.

 

Okwangoku ndibone izitrato ezizele ngamatye nomlilo, nentshabalalo enkulu esixekweni.

 

"Ubonile? Masirhoxe ntombi yam! Masirhoxe!" Saye sahlala ke salala wabe engasekho.

Kwandula ke, emva kweentsuku ezininzi, ngenxa yezibetho ezininzi esiziva ngazo, ndambongoza ukuba ahlise umoya.

 

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

- bandiphatha njengenja,

Ndiya kubenza babulalane okwezinja, Thixo!

 

"Zola! Owu, Nkosi! Thatha lula!"

 

Ndazicingela:

“Kunokwenzeka njani ukuba uYesu wam osikelelekileyo andivimbe ubukho bakhe bobubele ukuze ohlwaye abantu?

Ndicela ukwazi ukuba akayi kweminye imiphefumlo ukuze abonwe?

Ndiyacinga

-ezo luxolo okanye

-ukuba kukho into kum ethintela ukuba angezi."

 

Ezivumela ukuba abonakale ngokufutshane, uYesu wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam liyinene elithi andizi rhoqo ngenxa yezohlwayo, ukuba kunyanisiwe xa ndisiya komnye umphefumlo ayithethi nto.

Konke kuxhomekeke kwimeko yomphefumlo, imeko eyafikelela kuyo "ngobabalo lwam".

 

'Njengokuba:

Ukuba ndiyile

-kusana olusanda kuzalwa (ngobabalo lwam) okanye

- kumphefumlo ongazange ube nam njengokungathi ndiphelele ngokupheleleyo,

lo mphefumlo ungandenza kancinci okanye ungandenzeli nto.

 

Lo mphefumlo ubungayi kuyenza loo nto

- ukuzimisela,

- intembeko efunekayo

--- ukundikhulula,

--- ukundibopha ngokokuthanda kwakho.

 

Le miphefumlo ineentloni ngokupheleleyo phambi kwam kwaye inesizathu esihle. Oku kungenxa yokuba abazange bangene kum njengomnini.

-ukwazi ukulahla izinto njengoko befuna.

 

Okuphikisanayo

xa umphefumlo uthe weza kundidla, uba nesibindi, unesibindi  . Uyazazi zonke iimfihlo zikaThixo kwaye unokundixelela-kwaye ngesizathu esihle:

"Ukuba ungowam, ndifuna ukwenza into endiyifunayo."

 

Yiyo loo nto ukuze ndisebenze, ndiyazifihla, kutheni

-Le miphefumlo ibiya kubandezeleka kakhulu ukuba ithe yandimanyanisa ekuthethiseni okanye,

- bebeya kundinqanda ekwenzeni oko.

Ntombi yam yilento ndingayi phambili. Kwakhona, ndifuna ukuva kuwe ukuba ungenza ntoni na kum. Bangaphi ongenobaphikisa?"

 

Ndaphendula:

Ewe, Nkosi yam, zonke izinto endizifundisileyo ndimele ndizenze: ndithande izidalwa ngokwemifanekiso yakho, nanjengoko uzithanda ngako.

 

Ukuba ubuzibona njengangaphambili, ngewungazange uyivumele imfazwe eItali.

Uzifihle ndihlale ndingento.

Kwaye akukho nto ihluphekayo - ndingenza yonke into ngawe, ngaphandle kwakho andinakwenza nto ".

 

'Yabona? Utsho ngokwakho.

ke ukuba ndithe ndeza kuni, imfazwe leyo ingaphela njengomdlalo. Ngelixa iWill yam izisa iziphumo ezibuhlungu nezibi.

 

Ke, ndiya kuphinda ukuphinda kwam:

«-   Isibindi.

Yiba   noxolo.

Thembeka kum  .

 

Musa ukuba njengomntwana ongenangqondo kuyo yonke into. Ngokwahlukileyo koko,   yiba ligorhakazi  .

Andikushiyi nyani kodwa

-Ndiya kuhlala efihliweyo entliziyweni yakho kwaye

-Uya kuqhubeka uphila ngentando yam. "

 

Ukuba asenzi ngale ndlela,

abantu baya kuza kwizinto abazenzayo

- uloyiko kunye

- uloyiko."

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndabona uYesu wam othandekayo ngokufutshane kakhulu.

Wadakumba kangangokuba wadanduluka amawa.

Wandibonisa izixeko ezingqingiweyo nabantu basemzini ababefuna ukuhlasela i-Itali.

Wonke umntu wayekhala ngeentlungu noloyiko; abanye babezimele.

Bonke   uYesu  owayexhwalekile  wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, yintoni amaxesha abuhlungu! I-Itali ehluphekileyo!

I-Italiya ngokwayo ilungiselela ukuphuma ekufeni. Ndinike kakhulu eItali.

ndambabala ngaphezu kwezizwe zonke. Ukubuya, i-Italiya indinike ubukrakra obungakumbi ”.

 

Bendifuna ukumcela ahlise umoya andigalele ubukrakra bakhe. Kodwa ayisekho.

 

Ingathi ndiyafa ziintlungu.

Ndisoloko ndiphindaphinda amazwi am: "Bazalwana bam abangamahlwempu! Bazalwana bam abangamahlwempu!"

UYesu wandisa intlungu yam ngokundibonisa ishwangusha lemfazwe. Igazi elingakanani kum kubonakala lichithiwe kwaye liza kuphalala.

 

UYesu wayebonakala engaguquguquki waza wathi:

"Andikwazi ukuqhubeka. Ndifuna ukuyigqiba. Uzakwenza iWiyo yam, akunjalo?" "Ngokuqinisekileyo, njengoko uthanda: kodwa ndingalibala ukuba bangabantwana bakho, bephuma ezandleni zakho?"

 

UYesu wathi: “Kodwa aba bantwana bandenza ndibandezeleke kakhulu.

Abafuni nje ukubulala uyise, bafuna nokuzibulala.

Ukuba ubuyazi indlela abandisokolisa ngayo, ubuya kundijoyina.

Njengoko wayethetha oku, kubonakala kum ukuba wandibopha izandla kwaye wamcinezela yonke into.

 

Ndaziva nditshintshile kwiWill yakhe kangangokuba ndaphelelwa ngamandla okuchasa.

 

Lwandile:"Akunangxaki ngoku! Ukwi will yam."

 

Xa ndibona ukungakwazi kwam kunye nentlekele ngaxeshanye, ndalila ndisithi:

"Yesu wam bazokwenza njani? Akukho ndlela yokubasindisa. Gcina noko imiphefumlo yabo! Ngubani ozokwazi ukuyinyamezela lento?

Ubuncinci ndise kusasa (ezulwini).

 

UYesu   uthi:

"Uyabona?" Ukuba uhlala ulila, ndiza kuhamba ndikushiye wedwa. Ngaba nawe ufuna ukundicinezela?

ndiya kuyisindisa yonke imiphefumlo evumayo, musani ukulila  . ndiya kukunika imiphefumlo yabo. Yonwaba.

 

Yini na ukuba ubandezeleke kangaka?

Andinakuphinda ndikuse ezulwini? Uyazi ukuba andizukuthatha?"

 

Kwaye njengoko ndandikhala, kubonakala ngathi uYesu uyekile. Inokuba ndayikhwaza kakhulu, ndathi:

"Yesu, ungandishiyi! Andisayi kuphinda ndilile!"

 

UYesu wam osoloko elungile uhlala esiza ngokunqabileyo, kodwa uhlala eyeka ukucwangcisa iintlekele.

 

Akunjalo nje.

Kodwa uyakuphinda oku kuyeka ukuhlasela i-Itali ngabantu basemzini.

Ukuba oku kuyenzeka, intlekele enkulu iya kwenzeka eItali.

 

Ngoko ndathi kuYesu:

“Iimfazwe, iimfazwe, iinyikima zomhlaba, izixeko ezitshatyalalisiwe!

 

Waphendula uYesu   wathi: “Awu! Ntombi yam, umelwe kukwenjenjalo. Kaloku wena ungaziqondi kakuhle izigqweso ezithe zafika kuzo abantu bazo zonke iindidi, nababingeleli, nabangamakholwa.

Ngubani na oya kubahlambulula?

Akulunganga ukuba ndisebenzise abantu basemzini

-ukuhlambulula yonke into kunye

-ukuthoba intloko yendoda enebhongo nekratshi?"

 

Ndathi, "At least you can't do that. Awunobavumela abantu ongabaziyo ukuba beze! Ndiyakoyisa ngothando lwam. Ndithini?

Kunoko, ngothando lwakho.

Awutshongo wena

ukuba awukwazi ukukhanyela into kumphefumlo okuthandayo?"

 

UYesu   uthi:

"Ufuna ukundoyisa? Ingathi uzozibona ulwa nam. Awuyazi ukuba uthando lokwenyani lukumanyano lwentando?

 

Kwaye nam, ndisiya ndifudumala ngakumbi, ndathi:

"Ngokuqinisekileyo! Dibanisa nentando yakho kuyo yonke into, kodwa hayi kule nto!

Apha kufuneka sijongane namashwa abangelwa kwabanye.

Siya kulwa idabi lobuxoki, kodwa aniyi kuphumelela.

 

UYesu   uthi:

"Halala! Wenze kakuhle! Ufuna ukulwa nam."

Ndaphendula ndathi: "Kungcono ukulwa nawe kunomnye, kuba nguwe wedwa Olungileyo, Oyingcwele, Onobubele obakhathalelayo abantwana bakho."

 

UYesu   uthi:

"Khawuhambe nam kancinci masambe siyokubona."

Mna:" Andifuni ukuza. Awufuni kundinika kwanto. Kunceda ntoni ukuza?"

Kodwa ke sahamba. Ngubani onokuchaza amashwa esiwabonileyo?

Izizathu zokuba uYesu afune aphantse ukusitshabalalisa zininzi kangangokuba ukuthetha ngazo andazi nokuba mandiqale ngaphi.

Ngoko ke, ndiza kuma apha.

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka nokubonwa kunqabile kodwa uhlala esenza intando yam kuye kangangokuba kubonakala kum ukuba ndifuna izohlwayo. Enjani yona intlungu!

 

Kubonakala ngathi undenze ndabandezeleka kancinci ngokundixelela ukuba "izinto zizoba nzima.

Iimbandezelo zakho ezincinci ziya kukwanelisa kwaye ziya kundivumela ukuba ndigcine ilizwi lam lokusindisa (abantu) ngokuyinxenye. "

 

Ndaphendula:

"Enkosi, oh Yesu! Kodwa andonwabanga. Ndiyathemba ukuba ndiza kukuphumelela kwaye ndikuxolise kuba kwiindaba esizivayo ngemfazwe, kubonakala ngathi i-Italiya iyaphumelela. Ngoko ngokuphumelela kwe-Italiya asokuze sifike e-Italy. indawo apho abantu basemzini banokuhlasela i-Itali."

 

UYesu   waphendula wathi:

"Ah! Ntombi yam, indlela abaphoxeke ngayo. Ndiza kuvumela uloyiso lokuqala oluyimfama eItali kwaye ndivumele utshaba lucebe olwakhe.

ukoyiswa.

Nangoku, iziganeko azikabikho nto.

Uloyiso abathetha ngalo luloyiso ngaphandle komlo. Ngoko, ngaphandle kokuqinisekisa ".

 

Ndathi, "Ah! Ndimbonile uYesu. Ndicela wehlise umoya." UYesu wongezelela wathi: “Awu! Ntombi yam, ntombi yam!"

 

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wabonakala ebonisa ukuba ufuna ukulala ngaphakathi kwam.

Ukumphazamisa, ndathi kuye:

“Yesu wenzani, ayiloxesha lokulala eli.

Ubuya kuba nenjongo

ukuvumela ukuba kwenzeke isiganeko esibalulekileyo namhlanje?"

 

UYesu   waphendula wathi:

"Mandiyolala kuba ndiyayidinga nyani. Nawe uphumle nam."

Ndathi, “Hayi, Nkosi.

Ubandezeleka kakhulu kwaye kufuneka uphumle, kodwa andikwenzi. "

UYesu   wongeza wathi:

"Ndiza kulala ke!

Uthwele ubunzima behlabathi. Uza kubona ukuba uyakwazi."

 

Ndaphendula:

"Ngokuqinisekileyo andiyi kuyenza ndedwa. Kodwa kunye nawe, ewe. Kwaye ke, kuwe, uthando alusekho ngaphezu kokuphumla?

Ndifuna ukukuthanda kakhulu, kodwa ngothando lwakho - ukuze ndikunike uthando kumntu wonke.

Ndiya kukuthambisa ngothando kuzo zonke iimbandezelo zakho. Ndiya kukwenza ulibale ngayo yonke into engathandekiyo.

Ndiya kuyibuyekeza ngayo yonke into ekufanele yenziwe yindalo. Ngaba akunjalo, okanye uYesu?"

 

UYesu   wathi kum:

"Le nto uyithethayo yinyani,   kodwa uthando lulungile  .

 

Owu! Hayi indlela elinqabe ngayo inani labo bazinze ngokupheleleyo eluthandweni!

Ndiyakucebisa, ntombi yam, ukuba ubazise kubo bonke onako,

- ukuba yonke into iqulethwe luthando,

- imfuno yothando; Kwaye

-kuba yonke into engelothando, nasezintweni ezingcwele, endaweni yokuqhubela imiphefumlo, iyabarhola.

 

Kwenze kube ngumsebenzi wakho  ukufundisa ubomi bokwenyani bothando 

-apho kukho konke okuhle kwizidalwa kunye

-apho kukho yonke into abanokundinika intle ngakumbi. "

 

Ndathi, Kuyakuthatha ixesha elingakanani ukuba baqonde! Kweminye imiphefumlo ibonakala ingaqhelekanga kubo

-ukuba yonke into iqulathe uthando kunye

-ukuba ngokuthanda, uthando luthatha umsebenzi wokubenza babe njengawe bonke abanothando.

Kodwa, nangona kunjalo, ndiya kwenza oko ndinako. "

 

Emva koko ndabona ukuba uYesu wayefuna ukurhoxa. Ndathi, "Ungandishiyi! Ngoku sithetha ngothando, ufuna ukurhoxa?

Uthanda uthando kakhulu. ”…

 

Kodwa emva kwexesha elithile yanyamalala. Ndongeza ukuba nge-11 yenyanga ndathi kuYesu:

"Ngaba uya kundigcina emnqamlezweni okanye ndiza kukugcina emnqamlezweni!"

 

UYesu wayendibonisile ukuba wayethwele ibhokisi emnyama emagxeni akhe. Wasongwa ngokupheleleyo phantsi kwale bhokisi waza wathi kum:

"Le bhokisi yi-Itali. Andisakwazi ukuyinxiba. Ndiziva ndityumkile phantsi kobunzima."

 

Kubonakala ngathi njengoko wayelungisa, ibhokisi yayingcangcazela kwaye i-Italiya yafumana ukungcangcazela.

 

Ngaloo ntsasa intsikelelo uYesu wazibonakalisa evutha luthando.

Umoya owawuphuma kuye wawushushu kakhulu

ukuba kwakubonakala ngathi kuya kwanela ukutshisa bonke abantu ngothando, ukuba bafuna.

 

Emva koko ndathi kuye: "Yesu, sithandwa sam, ukususela ekuphefumleni kwakho

- kufana ne-brazier,

-tshisa wonke umntu,

-unika uthando kuwo wonke umntu, ngakumbi kwimiphefumlo efuna. "

 

Wathi yena, Ubatshisa bonke abasondela kuwe.

Lwandile:"Ndingazitshisa njani xa ndingatshi?"

 

Okwangoku, kubonakala ngathi wayefuna ukuthetha ngezohlwayo. Ndathi, "Ufuna ngokwenene ukuba ne-cheeky.

Hayi okwangoku. Siza kucinga ngayo kamva. "

 

Kubonakala ngathi abaNgcwele babethandaza kuYesu wam othandekayo ukuba andise ezulwini kunye naye. Ndithe:

“Uyambona uYesu indlela abalunge ngayo abangcwele?

Bafuna undise kubo, awufuni. Asikukuba awulunganga, kodwa awulungile kum kuba ungandithwali.

 

Wemka uYesu wandishiya ndidanile ndidanile.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele woyikisa ngamandla ukuba i-Italiya iza kuhlaselwa ngabantu basemzini.

Ndiziva ndimcaphukela, ndathi kuye:

"Ufuna ngokwenene ukuba neentloni!

Uthi uyandithanda kanti awufuni kundanelisa nganto. Siyavuyisana nawe Yesu! Luthando ondithanda ngalo olu?"

 

UYesu   wathi: “Ukuze ndikubonise ukuba ndiyakuthanda, ngenxa yakho ndiya kubasindisa abo bangeenxa zonke kuwe.

Ndikhalela phezulu ndathi, "Hayi Nkosi! Awunakuyenza le nto!"

 

Wathi uYesu   , Yini na! Ndaphendula:

"Ngoko ke, namhlanje ndihlala ndigcwele ingqumbo ngakuwe!"

 

Uye wanyamalala. Ndiyathemba ukuba kuyakudamba. Ingathi wandihlasela ngamandla, ebotshelelwe ngamandla kuye ukuze andenze ndenze iWill yakhe.

 

Kubonakala ngathi uYesu wam othandekayo weza kancinci kancinci kunesiqhelo. Kubonakala   ukuba wayenxibe isithsaba sameva  .

Ndaye ndayikhulula ndayibeka entloko.

 

Kwaoko, ondele kuYesu, ndabuya ndambona ethweswe isithsaba sameva. Wathi uYesu kum: “Yabona, ntombi yam, bandenza ityala elingakanani na?

Undithathele enye bandiluka enye. Abazange bandikhulule.

Bandithungela isithsaba sameva ngokuqhubekayo.

 

Ndaphinda ndawasusa ameva.

Wahlutha uYesu weza emlonyeni wam wagalela utywala obuswiti.

Mna:" Yesu wenzani? Uzele bubukrakra ugalela iilekese apha kum? Akulunganga."

 

UYesu   waphendula wathi: "Yiyekele kum. Nawe udinga ukukhululeka. Kodwa ndifuna uphumle kancinci entliziyweni yam".

Owu! Hayi indlela ekwakukuhle ngayo! Emva koko wandikhahlela   ngaphandle.

Ndathi, "Undikhuphela ntoni?

Bendilungile entliziyweni yakho. Hayi indlela ekwakumnandi ngayo!

 

UYesu   waphendula wathi:

"Xa ndikubamba ngaphakathi kwam, ndim kuphela endikonwabelayo.

Xa ndikukhupha   ,

-Wonke umntu uyonwabile   kwaye

-Unokubakhusela abazalwana bakho,

-ungabathethelela e

- ungaqiniseka ukuba zigcinwe. Oku kuyinyani kakhulu into ethethwa ngabaNgcwele

-Ndinokwanelisa ngaphezu kwabo,

kuba ndikholiswa luthando lwakho ngaphezu kolwabo.

 

Ndibaxelela ukuba ndikwenza oko   ngothando nangobulungisa bonke   , kuba ndinokwabelana nani ngeembandezelo zam, kungekhona nabo.

 

Wena, ngelixa usesemhlabeni,   unokuyithatha kuwe

ukubandezeleka kwabanye   e

wam."

 

"Ngoko  ke unawo amandla okundihlutha izixhobo ngaphandle kokuba ndiyafuna.   Njengayizolo xa ndikubophe ngokuqinileyo iingalo ukuze ndingakuchasi iWill yam.

Bona, kwelinye icala, abasenazo ezi zixhobo kumandla abo.

Liyinene elithi xa kufuneka ndohlwaywe ndizimele phakathi kwakho, kuba ungandichukumisa ngokungenelela. andizifihli kubo".

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Ngokuqinisekileyo, owu Yesu! Umele ukuba wonwabe ngakumbi nothando lwam kunolwabo. Kuba uthando lwabo luthando lwabo baseZulwini.

- Bayakubona.

- Bazonwabele lonke ixesha kwaye

- bangene kwintando yakho engcwele nengcwele. Wonke umntu ulahlekile kuwe.

Yintoni enkulu ngothando lwabo, abo bafumana ubomi buqhubeka buvela kuwe? Ngelixa mna, ntombazana ndini, ukungabikho kwakho kuphela kundinika ukufa okuqhubekayo ».

 

UYesu   wathi: “Unyanisile, ntombi yam elihlwempu.

 

Ngale ntsasa, nje ukuba uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa.

Ebendifaka umnwe emlonyeni

ngokungathi ufuna ndiphakamise ilizwi lam ukuze ndithethe naye, esithi:

 

"Ndiculele ingoma yothando.

Ndifuna ukuziphazamisa kancinci kwinto eyenziwa yizidalwa kum. Thetha nam ngothando, ndinike isiqabu. "

 

Mna:"Yenza wena kuqala kaloku ndizofunda ndikwenzele wena".

UYesu wathetha amazwi amaninzi othando kum waza wongeza wathi: "Ngaba siya konwaba?"

 

Ndathi ewe"Ingathi uthathe utolo ngaphakathi kweNtliziyo yakhe waluphosa kweyam, ndaziva ndisifa zintlungu nothando kodwa ndazigcina".

 

Wathi ke uYesu, Ndikwenzele oko, ndenzele mna ngoku.

Ndathi, Andazi ukuba ndikuthumele ntoni na. Ukuze ndikwenze oku, kufuneka ndisebenzise utolo lwakho. Ndiye ndathatha utolo ndalujula eNtliziyweni yakhe. UYesu wangxwelerhwa waza wafa. Ndambamba ezingalweni zam.

 

Kodwa ngubani onokuthetha bonke obubhanxa bam? Ngoko, ngequbuliso, wathi shwaka engakhange andincede ndibuyele. Kum ingathi iNgelosi ibifuna ukundinceda.

Ndathi: “Hayi, ngelosi yam, ndifuna uYesu.

Fowuna! Fowuna! Kungenjalo ndizohlala apha".

Kwaye ndadanduluka kakhulu: "Yiza! Yiza Yesu!" Kubonakala ngathi uYesu weza waza wathi kum: "Ndiphumelele? Ndiyavuyisana noYesu!"

Wabe endincedisa ukuba ndibuyele wathi kum: "Ukhubekisile Angel". Ndathi: “Asiyonyani leyo!

Ndifuna ukufumana yonke into kuwe. Uyayazi nokuba mandikuthande kuqala.” Wancuma uYesu wathi shwaka.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wayefuna ukusindiswa kum. Ndambamba ndamqinisa ezingalweni zam.

UYesu wayefuna ukuzikhulula.

Ndathi, “Undifundise loo nto.

 

Kwezi ntsuku zintathu zigqithileyo, ubundibophe ngci ukuba ndingakwazi nokushukuma kwaye bendikuvumela ukuba xa ithuba livela, ndenze okufanayo nakuwe.

 

Ngoku qiniseka. Makhe ndithathe amanyathelo.

Ndifuna ukuthetha endlebeni yakho ikakhulu kuba andifuni kukhwaza. "

 

“Kum kubonakala ngathi kwezi ntsuku zimbalwa zidlulileyo benifuna ukundikhwaza, nizenza isithulu ukuze ningandiva.

Kwafuneka ndiphinde ndikhwaze ukuze ndive.

Andazi ukuba kutheni usenza ezi ndaba ngamaxesha athile”.

 

UYesu wathi: “Ndaziva ndisisithulu ngenxa yezono zezidalwa.

Ukuziphazamisa nokuzikhulula, bendifuna ukuva ilizwi lakho elinothando ndenze ngathi andivanga.

 

Ah! Aniyazi into endiyivayo ehlabathini! Amazwi othando, indumiso njl.

Yaphula lo msindo ubulalayo kwaye undikhulule kancinci. "Okwangoku, kubonakala ngathi   uMama   ufikile.

Ndathi, "Owu Mama! Mama! Yiza Yesu! Mama (ukhona)!"

Wathi kum:   “Mthande kakhulu uYesu  .

Gcina wonwabile. Uthando lulonwabo lwakhe  .

“Ubonakala onwabile ngandlel’ ithile. Ndiza kwenza konke endinako ukuze ndimthande.

Kum kubonakala ngathi unokumanelisa ngaphezu kokuba ndinokwanelisa.

 

Umama uthi:

“Ntombi yam, uthando lweZulu lolwakhe (sele) uYesu ufuna ukufumana uthando lwasemhlabeni.

Yiyo loo nto kweli cala unokumanelisa ngakumbi

-  ukwenza uzibuthe   e

- kubuhlungu   kakhulu  . "

 

Mna:"Akwaba ubuyazi mama yonke lento ayenzayo kum! Uyandilahla aphinde andivise intsokolo yokohlwaya!

Mamela into ayithethileyo ngezolo: Ufuna ukuzisa abantu basemzini eItali!

 

Hayi indlela abaya kutshabalalisa ngayo! Ufuna ngokwenene ukuzenza sassy!

Kwaye ukundenza ndinikezele kwintando yakhe, wandihlasela ngamandla! "

 

Lwandile:"Yintoni? Uyandityhola?"

Mna:" Kanene! Kufuneka ndikutyhole phambi kukaMama kuba ukuphathisa kum endicebisa ukuba ndilumke ndingohlwaywa.

Uphinde wathi mandibe nesibindi sokukuhlutha izixhobo.

 

Akunjalo, Mama? "Waphendula," Ewe, kunjalo.

Kwaye ndifuna ukuba uqhubeke ngakumbi.

Kungenxa yokuba kulungiselelwa izohlwayo ezinzulu.

Ke, mthande kakhulu kuba ubuncinci uthando luya kumthomalalisa. "

 

Ndathi: "Ndizokwenza konke endinako. Ndiziva ndithandwa nguye kuphela, kangangokuba, ngaphandle kwakho, ndiyazi indlela yokwenza, kodwa ngaphandle koYesu andiyazi.

 

Ngokuqinisekileyo aniyi kukhathazwa yile nto, kuba niyazi kwaye nifuna ukuba ndimthanda ngakumbi uYesu ».

Umama wayebonakala onwabile.

 

Ukubona uYesu wam othandekayo, omnye ushukunyiswa yimfesane. Wakhala kakhulu engqiyame ubuso bakhe kobam.

Ndaziva iinyembezi zakhe zisehla kum.

 

Ndimbone elila, nam ndalila ndathi:

 

"Yintoni ingxaki, Yesu? Ukhalela ntoni? Ah!

Sukulila, nceda. Yigalele kum yonke.

Ndinike ubukrakra bakho kodwa ungalili. Kuba ingathi ndiyafa zintlungu!

 

UYesu usizana! Benze ntoni?"

Ndiye ndamphulula ndamphuza ukuthoba isikhalo sakhe.

 

UYesu uthi:

"Yh! ntombi yam awuyazi yonke into abandenza yona, ukuba ubuyibona ungafa zintlungu.

 

Wandule ke undixelela ukuba mandingabavumeli abantu basemzini beze.

Kodwa ngokwenza kwabo, baya kusihlutha esi sohlwayo esandleni sam. Ngabo aba bahlutha kum isohlwayo semfazwe, nokutshatyalaliswa kwemizi kum. Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, umonde ".

 

Ndithe:

"Ndikubona ukhala, ndiziva izandla zam zibotshiwe kwaye andazi ukuba ndikuxelele njani ukuba ungakwenzi.

 

Ndinento enye kuphela endifuna ukukuxelela yona:

Ndizise kwangethuba kuba ndiseZulwini ndiza kucinga njengabo baseZulwini.

Kodwa ekubeni ndisemhlabeni, andiyi kucinga njengabo basezulwini. Ndiziva ngathi andikwazi kukunyamezela ukuyibona yonke le nto. "

 

Emva koko kubonakala ngathi

Ukubandezeleka kukaYesu kwakukhulu kakhulu   kwaye

Isidingo somntu wokumkhulula sicinezela, kangangokuba wayesoloko   enam.

 

Ngaxa lithile, ndandithetha naye ngothando.

Ngelinye ixesha, 'Bendimlungisa. Ngesinye isihlandlo sasithandaza kunye.

Ngesinye isihlandlo, ndamjonga entloko ukuba unxibe isithsaba sameva sokusikhulula.

 

UYesu wayefuna ukuhlala wathi cwaka kwaye kubonakala ukuba wandivumela ukuba ndenze yonke into.

Zazininzi izono ezenziwayo

owayebaleka amathuba okujikeleza abantu.

Emva koko wagalela intwana yotywala obuswiti, endixelela

"Nawe kufuneka ukhululeke." Owu! Hayi indlela alunge ngayo uYesu!

 

Ngale ntsasa kufike uYesu wam osoloko enobubele.

Ngubani onokuyichaza indlela aye wabandezeleka ngayo!

Kubonakala ngathi uva kuye zonke iimbandezelo zezidalwa. Kukho ukubandezeleka okukhulu kangangokuba kufuna isiqabu nentuthuzelo.

 

Emva kokuyigcina ithule kunye nam kwaye ndiyiphakamise,

-Ndamxelela ukuphambana kwam kothando,

- ukongeza ukwanga kunye nokuphululwa.

Ngoko ke kubonakala ngathi kuthotyiwe.

 

Wathi kum, Ntombi yam,   umphefumlo wentliziyo yakho ube luthando lodwa  , ungavumeli nantoni na ukuba ingene, kuba ndifuna ukuzisa ukutya kwam entliziyweni yakho.

Ukuba andifumani ukuba yonke into luthando, ukutya akuyi kuba mnandi kum.

Ngokubhekiselele kwamanye amalungu omzimba wakho,

unokunika ngamnye umsebenzi wakhe wothando.

Oko kukuthi, engqondweni, emlonyeni, ezinyaweni nakuzo zonke "iingqondo zakho": komnye, ukunqula,

kwelinye, ukulungisa;

komnye, indumiso, umbulelo, njl. Kodwa   ngokusuka entliziyweni ndifuna uthando kuphela ".

 

Ebemane ebonakala

kodwa ufuna ukuzimela   kum

ukungabuboni ububi bezidalwa.

 

Kubonakala ngathi ndizibone sele ndiphumile kum. Ndibone abantu abahloniphekileyo bekhathazekile.

Babethetha ngemfazwe yaye besoyika kakhulu. Emva koko wandibonisa uMama weKumkanikazi.

 

Ndathi, "Mama wam omhle, uthini ngemfazwe?

Lathi   : "Ntombi yam thandaza. Oh! Ubutshaba obungaka! Thandaza thandaza ntombam".

 

Ndadana ndathandaza kuYesu wam olungileyo.

Kodwa kubonakala ukuba uYesu wayengafuni kundihoya. Kunoko, kubonakala ngathi akafuni nokuthetha ngayo.

Kubonakala ngathi ufuna isiqabu kunye nesiqabu esivela eluthandweni kuphela. Endaweni yokuba andigalele ubukrakra, undigalele iilekese.

 

Kwaye ukuba ndithe kuye: “Uzele bubukrakra neendinyana ezimnandi kum,”    uyaphendula uYesu  :

Intombazana yakho

-Ndiyakwazi ukusasaza ubukrakra bam kumntu wonke

-kodwa ndiyakwazi ukugalela kuphela i-effusions yothando lwam kumphefumlo ondithandayo noluthando lwam lonke.

Awazi

-  olo thando luyimfuneko kum kwaye

-ukuba ndiyidinga ngaphezu kwayo nayiphi na enye into?"

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, wathi nje ukuba uYesu wam osikelelweyo eze, ndakhalaza kuye.

-eza yahamba njengombane kwaye

-loo nto ayizange indinike ixesha lokuba ndimxelele nantoni na ngeemfuno ezikhoyo.

 

Nam ndakhalaza ngalento

-xa ifika, ngaxa lithile indibambe ngokuqinileyo, kwaye

- omnye umzuzu undiguqula kakhulu kwintando yakhe - ukuba akandishiyi nesithuba esincinci sokukwazi ukuthethelela izidalwa zakhe.

UYesu   wathi kum: “Kodwa, ntombi yam, usoloko ufuna ukwazi isizathu.

Ndithi kuni, izinto zizakuba serious, kakhulu, serious kakhulu. Naso isizathu. Ukuba ndithembe wena,

ungandibopha kwaye uqalise enye yee "bravos" zakho ezinkulu.

 

Okwangoku, kufuneka ube nomonde kuba ndim okubophileyo. "

 

Emva koko

Wathatha intliziyo yonke ukukhanya kwaye

Wayifaka ngaphakathi kum  , wongeza:

"-Uya kuthanda, - uya kuthetha,

- uya kucinga, - uya kulungisa kwaye   wenze yonke into ngale ntliziyo ".

 

Ndakhalaza kuYesu

- ukungabikho kwakhe, ngakumbi kule mihla, e

-inyaniso yokuba akazange aphinde andibonise nayiphi na yeziganeko.

 

UYesu  wam osikelelekileyo    wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ndilapha entliziyweni yakho.

Ukuba ke andisakubonisi nto, kungokuba ndiliyeke ihlabathi lixhomekeke kulo. Ukurhoxa, ndikurhoxile nawe. Yiyo loo nto ungasayiboni into eyenzekayo kule mihla.

 

Kodwa kuwe ndihlala ndiqaphela ukuba ndibone kwaye ndive into oyifunayo. Ukhe wandibuza into?

Ubuzidinga imfundiso zam ndingahoyanga?

Kunoko, ndiningqinela kakhulu

ukuba ndikubeke kwimeko apho ungaziva uswele nantoni na.

Imfuno yakho kuphela

- Intando yam e

- ukuba ukusetyenziswa kothando kuzalisekile kuwe ».

 

“Intando yam ifana nomthombo.

Okukhona umphefumlo ungena kwintando yam,

- kokukhona umthombo weWill yam usanda kwaye usanda

- umphefumlo uthatha inxaxheba ngakumbi kuzo zonke iimpahla zam.

Ngoko, ngeli xesha lobomi bakho

Ndifuna nonke nizimisele ekwenzeni ukusetyenziswa okugqibeleleyo kwenu eluthandweni. "

 

Ndathi: "Kodwa, Sithandwa sam esimnandi, ndiyoyika kakhulu imeko yam yangoku! Sithandwa sam, yintoni utshintsho! Kwaye uyazi!

Ukubandezeleka nako kubalekile. Ingathi uyoyika ukuza kum. Ngaba asingomqondiso obuhlungu lowo? "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi: “Ububuxoki, ntombi yam.

Ukuba andikubambisi kangaka, uya kuphakama.

Kuthetha ukuthini ukungakwazi ukuhamba wedwa? Ngaba ufuna abanye kwishishini lakho?

Ayingophawu lokuba ndikubambele?

Emva kokukukhulula kumakhamandela obukho bam, uthando lwam lusebenzisa amanye amaqhinga ukukugcina unxibelelene nam. "

 

“Yazini ukuba ubethelelo lwenene alubethelelwanga ezandleni nasezinyaweni, kodwa lubethelelwa kuwo onke amasuntswana omphefumlo nomzimba.

 

Xa ubethelelwa ndim, koda kube nini ukubethelelwa 'ngezandla neenyawo kuqhubeka ngaphandle?' Iiyure nje ezintathu. Kodwa "ukubethelelwa kwawo onke amasuntswana oBuntu bam kukubethelelwa kwentando yam kwintando kaBawo eyathatha ubomi bam bonke.

 

Ngaba nawe awufuni ukundixelisa kule nto? Ah! Ukuba ubufuna ukuqhawuka nyani ubuzokhululeka ingathi khange ulale nemini enye. Kodwa ndiyakuthembisa ukuba ndiza kubuya kwangoko."

 

Ndaqhubeka nentsuku zam ezibuhlungu kakhulu kodwa ndarhoxa kwiNtando kaThixo.Xa uYesu wam olungileyo ezibonakalisa, uhlala enxunguphele kwaye ekhathazekile. Ingathi akasafuni kundihoya.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ebonisa, wabeka amakhubalo amabini ezindlebeni zam. Zaziqaqambile kangangokuba zazikhangeleka ngathi ziilanga ezimbini.

Wathi ke yena, Ntombi yam intanda, ngenxa yomphefumlo ondiphulaphulayo, ilizwi lam lilanga elingavuyisi nje ingqondo;

kodwa eyondla ingqondo kwaye yonelisa intliziyo yam nothando lwam.

 

Ah! Asifuni ukuqonda ukuba injongo yam yonke kukubona ukuba wonke umntu ugxile kum, ngaphandle kokuhoya yonke into engaphandle kwam.

 

Uyawubona la mphefumlo phaya (ewukhomba)?

Ngendlela ahlolisisa ngayo yonke into, ejonga yonke into, avumele ukuba athabatheke yiyo yonke into, nokuba ngokugqithisileyo, kwaye nangezinto ezingcwele, akukho nto ngaphandle kokuphila ngaphandle   kwam.

Kwaye umphefumlo ohlala ngaphandle kwam, ngenxa yoko, unamava amaninzi ngokwawo. Uba uyandizukisa; kodwa   kuchasene noko.

 

ndizifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

UYesu  wam osikelelekileyo    usenexesha elithile.

 

Wema phambi kwam, wandijonga ukusuka entloko ukuya ezinyaweni. Ezinkangeleko zangena kum.

-ngaphakathi   kunye

-ngaphandle   kunye

Bendikhanya ndiphelele.

 

Okona endijongile, ndaye ndiqaqamba.

Ngalo kukhanya, wakhangela kulo lonke ihlabathi. Emva kokujonga kakuhle,   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, iWill yam lilanga.

Umphefumlo ophila kwiNtando yam uba lilanga. Kuphumela kweli langa kuphela

-ukuba ndijonge ihlabathi kwaye

-ukuba ndithululele ubabalo neentsikelelo ngenxa yenzuzo yabo bonke.

 

Ukuba ndilifumene eli langa leNtando yam emphefumlweni,

Loba lilizwe lasemzini kum

- Bendiya kuluqhawula naluphi na unxibelelwano phakathi komhlaba nezulu.

 

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ozalisekisa ngokugqibeleleyo iNtando yam ufana nelanga emhlabeni.

Kodwa ngalo mahluko:

-Ilanga elibonakalayo lilungile kuwe. Inika ukukhanya kwaye yenza okulungileyo ngokwezinto eziphathekayo

- Ilanga leNtando yam emphefumlweni

- ucenga zonke iinceba zomoya nezenyama e

- unika ukukhanya emiphefumlweni"

 

"Intombazana yakho,

-Intando yam mayibe yeyona nto ithandekayo entliziyweni yakho.

-Yenza intando yam ibe bubomi bakho, bonke bakho,

nakwizinto ezingcwele,

ukufikelela kukungabikho kwam   .

 

Ngokuqinisekileyo awusayi kuzisola

ngokuzibekela kude, nokuba kuncinci, kwintando yam, akunjalo?

Ndandonwabile.

Uye wahamba. Ndicinge:

 

Uthetha ukuthini uYesu ngale nto? Hayi! Mhlawumbi ufuna ukundenza

-enye yezinto zayo eziqaqambileyo,

- omnye waba bafana abalungileyo,

-oko kukuthi, ukundihlutha ubuso bakhe. "

 

Ah! Ngamana intando yakhe yobuThixo ingahlala isikelelwe kwaye inconywe!

 

Emva kokuba ndifundile kwimibhalo yam ukuba xa esikelelwayo uYesu esibandeza ubukho bakhe, uba netyala kuthi,

Ndacinga ngaphakathi kwam:

 

"Ukuba uYesu wenza ukubala

- konke ukungabikho kwakhe,

- izenzo zonyamezelo e

-Izenzo zochuku endizenzayo, ngakumbi kula maxesha, ngubani owaziyo ukuba lingakanani na ityala analo kum.

 

Kodwa ndiyoyika ukuba imeko yam, ingeyiyo intando yakhe,

endaweni yokuba ndibe netyala, ndigwetywe mna.

UYesu  , eshukuma entliziyweni yam, wathi kum:

"Ndiyayibukela into oyenzayo: ukuba uyashukuma, okanye utshintsha inkqubo. Ude uhambe, qiniseka ukuba ndiya kuhlala ndisayina amatyala amatsha. Ukulindela kwakho, ukunyamezela kwakho kunye nokunyamezela kundithumelela ii-invoyisi ezindixelela ukuba ndibeke phi utyikityo lwam.

 

Kodwa ukuba awukwenzi,

-okokuqala, andinayo indawo yokubeka isiginitsha yam,

-okwesibini, awuyi kuba namaxwebhu esandleni okuqokelela la matyala.

 

Kwaye ukuba bendifuna ukubuza, bendiza kukuphendula ngokunyanisekileyo:

"Andikwazi. Aphi amaphepha abonisa ukuba ndinetyala kuwe?"

Ubuya kubhideka. "

 

“Kuyinyani ukuba ndiba netyala xa ndihlutha umphefumlo wam

- yobukho bam, - yobabalo olunovakalelo.

 

Injongo

-xa ndibeka ubulumko bam e

-xa imiphefumlo ingandiniki ithuba lokuyihlutha ubukho bam, nokuba

- xa bendinika ithuba kwaye - bebahlutha ubukho bam

-Abahlali bethembekile kum, abalindi, ngoko,

- endaweni yokuzenza unetyala,

- benza amatyala.

 

Ukuba ndingena ematyaleni, ndinento efunekayo ukuze ndihlawule kwaye ndihlala ndihlala ndiyiloo nto ndiyiyo.

 

Kodwa ukuba unetyala, ungandihlawula njani? Ngoko lumka

- isikhundla sakho, - isimo sakho sexhoba.

Akukhathaliseki nokuba ndikuxhasa njani xa ufuna ukundenza umtyali wakho. "

 

Ndamxelela:

«Ngubani na omaziyo uYesu ukuba uhamba njani noYise (umbingeleli), kuba wayengaziva mnandi. Namhlanje khange ndicinge ukumthandazela njengoko bendiqhele ukwenza ngokuqhubekayo nanjengosuku olungaphambi kwezolo ».

 

UYesu   waphendula wathi:

Hlala uziva ukhululeke ngakumbi kuba,

-Uthandaza kum ngokuqhubekayo;

-Ndiva amandla omthandazo e

- iphantse inqanda ukuba ndimenze azive ebandezeleka ngakumbi ekuhambeni kwexesha, xa lo mthandazo uqhubekayo uphela,

- la mandla ayanyamalala e

Ndikhululekile ukumenza abandezeleke ngakumbi ".

 

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandibonisa oko

ngeenxa zonke kum   kwaye

Ndingaphakathi kuye - njengakwimisinga   .

 

UYesu wayengumsinga mna ndiyinto engekhoyo ephakathi komsinga.

Kodwa ngubani onokutsho into endiye ndadibana nayo kulo msinga?

 

Ndaziva ndimkhulu kwaye kodwa akukho nto yayikhona kum ngaphandle nje kwento yam. Ndaziva ndiphefumla ngoYesu.

Bendiwuva umoya wakhe undijikelezile nakuyo yonke indawo. Kodwa andazi ukuba mandiyicacise njani. Andinalwazi kakhulu. Ndabhala kuphela ngenxa yokuthobela.

 

Kamva,   uYesu   wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

jonga indlela endikuthanda ngayo kwaye ndikukhathalele

kumlambo wam;

oko kukuthi, ngaphakathi   kwam!

 

Wenjenje ukundigcina, undinike indawo yokuzimela. Uthando lunqwenela ukulingana kothando ukuze lube nokwaneliseka kukwenza into emangalisayo ngaphezu kothando.

Ngoko, ungaze uphume ngaphakathi

- yothando lwam, - yeminqweno yam, - yemisebenzi yam, - yento yam yonke. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wazibonakalisa ephethe intambo esandleni sakhe.

Ngale ntambo, wayeya kuyenza

Ukubopha iintliziyo   e

bemxina ngamandla, ukuze ezo   ntliziyo

baphulukana neemvakalelo zabo   e

wayenazo zonke iimvakalelo   zikaYesu.

 

Ziziva zicinezelekile, ezi ntliziyo zatsala nzima.

Bakubon' ukuba bayabila, balolula iqhina abelenzile uYesu;

- besoyika ukuba ngokungabe besaphila iimvakalelo zabo,

-ibiyingxaki kubo.

 

Bonke abaxhwalekileyo kukuhamba kwale miphefumlo,

UYesu   wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ubonile? Uyibonile indlela imiphefumlo eyenza ngayo ilize ububele bam bothando? Ndiza kuzibopha iintliziyo.

-ukubamanyanisa ngamandla kum

-ukubenza balahlekelwe yiyo yonke into yomntu.

 

Kwaye bona,

- endaweni yokundivumela ukuba ndiyenze,

banxunguphele, bebona oko kwaphukileyo komntu ngaphakathi kwabo, ngathi baphelelwa   ngumphefumlo.

Bayasokola.

Bakwafuna ukuzijonga kancinci ukuba banjani na: ukuba bayabanda, bomile okanye bashushu.

Ngokuzijonga ngokwakho,

- baxhalabile, - bayasokola kwaye

- Yandisa iqhina endilenzileyo.

 

Bafuna ukuba nam,

- kodwa kude

- kodwa ayiqinile kangako kum kangangokuba andisaziva iimvakalelo zam. "

 

“Oku kucinezela ngokugqithisileyo kwaye kundithintele kwimidlalo yam yothando. Musani ukukholelwa ukuba yimiphefumlo kuphela ekude kuni.

Ikwayimiphefumlo ekungqongileyo.

 

Uya kubenza bakuqonde oku kunganeliseki bandinika kona. Ukuba abavumanga ukuba batyunyuzwe kum

ude ulahlekelwe ziimvakalelo zakho   ,

Andisokuze ndikwazi ukwandisa ubabalo lwam, i-charisms yam kunye nabo. Uyaqonda? "

Ndathi: "Ewe, oh Yesu, ndiyaqonda. Imiphefumlo ehluphekileyo!

Ukuba baqonde imfihlelo emva hug yakho, bebengayi. Baya kukuvumela ukuba wenze. Kwakhona, ziya kuba ncinane ngakumbi ukuze ubophe iqhina nangakumbi. "

 

Okwangoku, ndikhule ndimncinci kakhulu.

UYesu wandicinezela kakhulu kwaye endaweni yokulwa nam, ndazivumela ukuba ndibanjwe ngamandla ngakumbi.

Uthe endibambile endisondeza kuye ndabuva ubomi bukaYesu nam ndaphulukana nobam. Owu! Hayi indlela endavuya ngayo ngobomi bukaYesu!

Ndingathanda ngakumbi kwaye ndinokufeza nantoni na uYesu ayifunayo.

 

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wabuya kwaye waqhubeka ebonwa eshukuma   ewola iintliziyo ngamandla  .

 

Kuba imiphefumlo eye yaxhathisa oku kuqiniswa, ubabalo luhleli lungenamandla.

 

UYesu wathabatha olu lubabalo esandleni sakhe waza waluzisa kwimiphefumlo embalwa eyavumela ukuba iphuzwe ngamandla.

 

Undiphathele nesabelo esilungileyo; Ndithe ndakubona oko ndamxelela:

"Ubomi bam obumnandi,

Undiphethe kakuhle ngokundinika inxalenye yobabalo;

Sekunjalo, andiziva ndiqina.

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ndiziva ndibanzi kakhulu kangangokuba andazi ukuba ndibone njani

- okanye ububanzi,

- okanye ukuphakama,

- hayi ubunzulu bemida endizifumana kuyo. "

 

UYesu   wathi kum:

"Intombi yam endiyithandayo, imiphefumlo engavumi ukuba icinezelwe ngamandla ndim

yiva ukuqina kwam.

Abanako ukungena bahlale kum.

Kodwa umphefumlo ovumela ukuba ubanjwe ngokuqinileyo kum njengoko ndifuna, sele udlulile ukuhlala kum.

 

Ukuhlala kum, yonke into ibanzi, ukuqina akusekho.

Ukuqina kuyaqhubeka de umphefumlo ube nomonde wokuzivumela ukuba ucinezelwe ngamandla ndim de ukhulule ubuntu bawo ukuze ukwazi ukuphila kuBomi obungcwele.

 

Kamva, xa umphefumlo wenza indlela yokuphila kum,

- Ndiyigcina ikhuselekile kwaye

-Ndiyivumela ukuba ihambe kwimida yam engapheliyo. "

 

Amaxesha amaninzi, kufuneka ndiyikhuphe kancinci le miphefumlo.

-ukubabonisa amashwa asemhlabeni e

-ukuba bacele ukusindiswa kwabantwana bam ngokuxhalaba okukhulu,

ukuze isohlwayo esimfaneleyo kungabikho.

 

Le miphefumlo ifana nemiva. Bayandibamba

-kuba bafuna ukungena kum

- bekhalazela ukuba umhlaba awungowabo.

 

Ndikwenzele wena kangaphi!

Kwafuneka ndicaphuke ndifinge iintshiya ukuze ndikugcine kancinci.

Kungenjalo ngewungekho ecaleni kwam nomzuzu. Intliziyo yam iyayazi ukuba bekubuhlungu ntoni xa ndikubona

-ngaphandle kwam,

-shukunyiswa,

- ixhala kunye

- zonke iinyembezi.

Ngelixa abanye besenza oko ukuze bangacinezelwa ndim,

wenze. ..hlala kum"

 

Kukangaphi ungaqumbi kwaye ucaphuke ngenxa yale meko (yokugxothwa kum)?

Awukhumbuli na ukuba nathi sazifumana sisilwa? "

 

Ndathi, "Ah! Ewe, ndiyakhumbula. Usuku olungaphambi kwezolo ukuba lube ngokuchanekileyo.

'wayekulungele ukuba capricious kuba wakhutshelwa ngaphandle kwakho.

Oko ndikubonile ulilela amashwa asemhlabeni, ndalila nawe yadlula iminqweno yam.

 

Ngaba ulumke ngokwenene, Yesu, uyazi? Ukrelekrele ngantoni, mncinane omncinci?

Ukuthanda, ukunika uthando. Ukufumana uthando, uba ngendawo. Ngaba asingoYesu oyinyaniso lo? Emva kwesenzo esihlekisayo, emva kokuxabana kunye, ngaba asithandani ngakumbi? "

 

UYesu uthi:

"Ngokuqinisekileyo, ngokuqinisekileyo  .

Kubalulekile ukuthanda ukuze uqonde uthando  .

Kwaye xa uthando lungakwazi ukufikelela kwimiphefumlo ngendlela efanelekileyo,

zama ukufikelela kubo ngobukrakra, whims kunye nentiyo engcwele.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wandibonisa umphefumlo olilayo, kodwa kum ingathi wawukhalela uthando. UYesu wawucinezela lo mphefumlo kuye ngamandla.

 

Kubonakala kum ukuba kwakukho umnqamlezo entliziyweni yalo mphefumlo kwaye ucinezela intliziyo yawo, umphefumlo ufumene iimeko zokulahlwa, ukubanda, intlungu, ukuphazamiseka kunye nokukhathazeka.

Umphefumlo wawusokola kwaye ngamanye amaxesha uzisindise ezingalweni zikaYesu ukuze uzibeke ezinyaweni zakhe.

UYesu wayefuna ukuba umphefumlo uxhathise kule meko ukuze uhlale ezingalweni zikaYesu.

 

Wathi kuye:

"Ukuba unganyamezela kule meko yokuhlala ezingalweni zam ungashukumi, lo mnqamlezo uyakuba kukungcwaliswa kwakho.

Kungenjalo uya kuhlala ukwindawo enye. "

 

Ndathi ndakukubona oku, ndathi, Yesu, ifuna ntoni na kum le miphefumlo?

Kubonakala kum ukuba bafuna ukuthabatha inkululeko yam engcwele kwaye bangene kwiimfihlo ezikhoyo phakathi kwam nawe ».

 

UYesu wathi: “Ntombi yam, ukuba ndithe ndakuva oko ukuthetha kwakho nam, kungenxa yokholo lwabo olukhulu.

Ukuba ndandingakuvumeli, ndandiya kuziva ngathi ndibangcatshiwe. Ukuba abanye bayazama, uya kubona ukuba andikuvumeli ukuba uphefumle. "

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Ndiyoyika, Yesu, ukuba asisodwa kwanakweli lixa.

Ukuba uvumela izinto zihambe, iyakuba phi indawo yam yokuzimela kuwe?

Mamela uYesu, ndikuxelela ngokuthe ngqo: Andifuni ukuba ubudenge bam buphume.

Qha kufuneka ubazi ngoba nguwe wedwa ondaziyo. Uyayazi indlela endiphambene ngayo, indlela endikhohlakele ngayo.

 

Ndide ndiphele ndinyathela apha kuwe, ndibenomsindo ngathi ndingumntwana.

Ngubani onokukuphumeza oku? Akukho mntu.

Kuphela yimpambano yam, ikratshi lam, ububi bam obukhulu.

Kwaye ndiyabona ukuba undithanda ngakumbi, ukwamkela uthando olungakumbi kuwe.

Ndihlala ndihlekisa ndingazikhathazi ngokuba yinto yakho yokudlala. Bazi ntoni abanye,   Yesu othandekayo  ?"

 

"Ntombi yam, ungakhathazeki. Ndikuxelele ukuba ngesiqhelo andiyifuni, kanye ngekhulu."

Kwaye ngokungathi uyandiphazamisa wongeza wathi:

Ndixelele ukuba uthetha ukuthini kwabo basezulwini?

Ndathi, "Andikwazi ukuthetha nantoni na kwabo ndithetha ngqo nabo. Nguwe kuphela onokuthi ndithethe yonke into.

 

Ngawe, uya kubaxelela ukuba ndibanika imbeko kwaye ndibabulise bonke: uMama omnandi, abaNgcwele kunye neeNgelosi abazalwana bam, kunye neeNtombikazi noodadewethu. Baxelele ukuba bakhumbule ihlwempu ekuthinjweni.

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokunika uYesu umphefumlo njengexhoba, uYesu walwamkela umnikelo kwaye wandixelela:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

into yokuqala endiyifunayo   kukumanyana   kwemiyolelo  .

Lo mphefumlo kufuneka uzinikele kwi-Will yam. Inokuba yinto yokudlala yeWill yam. Ndizakuqaphela ukuba yonke into ayenzayo idityaniswe neWill yam, ngakumbi ukuba izenzo zakhe zezokuzithandela.

Ukuba ndibona ukuba izenzo zakhe ezidityaniswe neWill yam azinyanzelekanga, andizi kuzithathela ngqalelo. Ngoko ke, xa endixelela ukuba ufuna ukuba lixhoba lam, ndiya kuyithatha njengengatshongo. "

Okwesibini: Kumanyano lwemiyolelo kwiWill yam, wongeza   ukuba kufuneka abe lixhoba   lothando  .

Uya kuba nomona ngento yonke.

Uthando lokwenene lubangela ukuba umntu angabi ngowakhe; kunoko umntu yipropathi yomntu omthandayo".

 

“Okwesithathu:   ixhoba   lokuzingca  .

Lo mphefumlo kufuneka wenze yonke into   ngesimo sengqondo sokuzincama ngenxa yam  , nakwizinto ezingenamdla kakhulu. Oku kuya kulandelwa   yimeko yexhoba lokulungisa  .

Lo mphefumlo kufuneka uhlupheke yonke into, ulungise yonke into, uvelwano nam kuyo yonke into. "

 

"Kwaye nantsi ingongoma yesine: ukuba lo mphefumlo usebenza ngokuthembekileyo kule nto, ngoko   ke ndiyakwazi ukuyamkela njengexhoba lombingelelo, intlungu, ubuqhawe kunye nokusetyenziswa.

Ncoma  ukunyaniseka   kulo mphefumlo. Ukuba lo mphefumlo uhlala uthembekile kum, yonke into ifezekile ».

Mna:"Ewe lomphefumlo uzothembeka kuwe". UYesu wongeza wathi: "Siza kubona".

 

Ndithe gqolo kwimo yam yesiqhelo, weza uYesu wam osoloko enobubele, ebeka isandla sakhe esingcwele phantsi kwesilevu sam, wathi kum:

 

" Ntombi yam  , usisibetho sozuko lwam  .

Emva koko wongeze wathi: “Kum kuyafuneka ukuba ndibe nezipili kwihlabathi apho ndingaya khona kwaye ndicamngce.

 

Umthombo, xa unyulu, unokusebenza njengesipili esincinane apho abantu banokujongana khona. Kodwa ukuba amanzi aba budumbe, akukho nto iseleyo kwinto yokuba (isakhiwo) somthombo sinyulu.

 

Ayinamsebenzi into yokuba lo mthombo uqhayise ngokuba yenziwe ngamatye anqabileyo. Ilanga alikwazi ukuphosa imitha yalo ngokuthe ngqo

-ukuze la manzi abe yisilivere kwaye

-ukunxibelelana ngemibala eyahlukeneyo kubo.

Kwakhona, abantu abanakuzicingela kulo mthombo.”

 

"Ntombi yam, imiphefumlo enyulu ifana nobunyulu bomthombo. Ikristale kunye namanzi acocekileyo zizenzo zabo ezisemthethweni.

Ilanga elikhupha imitha ye-perpendicular ndim. Iindidi zemibala luthando.

 

Kodwa ukuba andifumani ubunyulu, ubulungisa kunye nothando emphefumlweni    , ayinakuba sisipili sam. Zizipili zam ezi ndibonakalisa uzuko lwam.

 

Yonke eminye imiphefumlo, nokuba inyulu, ayindivumeli nje ukuba ndicamngce, kwaye, ukuba ndiyathanda, andizazi ukuba ndikuyo.

Kwaye umqondiso wako konke oku   'luxolo'  .

Kule nto uya kuqonda ukuba zimbalwa kangakanani izibuko endinazo emhlabeni, kuba imiphefumlo enoxolo inqabile. "

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,   uYesu  wam osoloko ethandeka  wazenza wabonakala ngokufutshane kangangokuba andizange ndimbone.

Wathi kum:

"   Intombi yam,

-umphefumlo oshiya yonke into kwaye usebenze kum,

-umphefumlo othanda yonke into ngendlela yobuThixo, yonke into isesandleni sayo.

 

Uphawu lokuqonda ukuba

-umphefumlo ushiye yonke into kum kwaye

-weza emsebenzini kunye nokuthanda yonke into ngendlela yobuthixo ... kukubona ukuba

-   kwizenzo zakhe,

-kula   mazwi,

-kwimithandazo yakhe kunye

- kuyo yonke into

 

 andisakwazi  ukufumana _ 

-izithintelo,

-ukungoneliseki,

- uthelekise kwaye

-inkcaso

ngenxa yokuba ejongene nalo mandla okusebenza ... kwaye ukuthanda yonke into ngendlela yobuthixo, wonke umntu uthoba iintloko zakhe kwaye akafuni nokuphefumla. "

 

“  Ngenxa yokuba mna, Bawo onobubele, ndihlala ndiphaphile

intliziyo yomntu  .

 

Xa ndimbona ebaleka, oko kukuthi

- xa ndimbona esebenza kwaye ethanda ngendlela yomntu,

- Ndibeka ameva, ukungoneliseki, ubukrakra

oko kuhlaba nokuthanda le misebenzi yabantu kunye nolu thando lomntu.

 

Ukuziva uhlaselwe, umphefumlo uyaqonda ukuba indlela yawo ayiyobuthixo e

ingena kuyo   kwaye

yenza ngokobuthixo kuba iyayihlaba

bangabalindi bentliziyo yomntu   kwaye

zinika amehlo   umphefumlo

kutheni ubona ukuba iqhutywa ngubani: nguThixo okanye isidalwa? "

"Ewe, xa umphefumlo

-shiya yonke into,

-sebenza kwaye uthande yonke into ngendlela yobuThixo, wonwabele uxolo lwam.

 

Endaweni yokuba nabalindi kunye namehlo alumayo, iye

-abalindi boxolo, abagcina yonke into enokuphazamisa kude;

-amehlo othando enza abo bafuna ukumphazamisa babaleke batshise. Yiyo loo nto abagadi balo mphefumlo beseluxolweni.

Banika uxolo emphefumlweni kwaye bazenze bafumaneke emphefumlweni.

 

Ngoko ke, kubonakala ngathi umphefumlo unokuthi:

"Akukho mntu undichukumisayo ukuba kutheni

Ndingcwele kwaye ndingowothando lwam olumnandi,   uYesu.

-Akukho mntu unobuganga bokuphazamisa ukuphumla kwam okumnandi ngokulungileyo kwam   .

ukuba umntu uthe wazama, ngamandla kaYesu angawam, ndombhangisa.

 

Ingathi ndithethe izinto ezininzi ezibhadlileyo kodwa uYesu uzakundixolela ngokuqinisekileyo kuba ndikwenzele ukuthobela. Kubonakala ngathi undinika umxholo ngamazwi kwaye mna, ngokungazi kunye nomntwana, andinaso isakhono sokuwuhlakulela.

 

Ngamana yonke into ingaluzuko lukaThixo kunye noloyiso loBukumkani beFiat ePhakamileyo!

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