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 Umqulu 11

Owu Yesu wam, mbanjwa wasezulwini,

ilanga litshona, ubumnyama buhlasela umhlaba kwaye uhlala wedwa emnqubeni.

Ingathi ndiyakubona unxunguphele kwisithukuthezi sasebusuku kuba ungekho nawe

Isithsaba soonyana bakho neentombi zakho ezithambileyo

ngubani onokukugcina ubunenkampani kolu banjwa ngokuzithandela.

Owu mbanjwa wezulu, intliziyo yam ilihlwili xa ndisithi good evening kuwe.

Akwaba bendingaphinda ndithi goodnight, ndingabinaso isibindi sokukushiya wedwa.

Ndithi ngokuhlwa okuhle ngemilebe yam, kodwa hayi ngentliziyo yam. Kungcono ndikushiye intliziyo yam.

Ndizakubala ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho nditshatise neyam. Ndiya kukuthuthuzela, ndiya kukuphumza ezingalweni zam,

Ndiya kuba ngumlindi wakho obukeleyo, ndiya kuqinisekisa ukuba akukho nto iza kukukhathaza.

Andifuni kukushiya wedwa kuphela, kodwa ndifuna ukwabelana nabo bonke   ubunzima bakho.

Owu ntliziyo yentliziyo yam, Owu Sithandwa sam, shiya lo moya wosizi kwaye uthuthuzeleke.

Andinantliziyo yokukubona ubandezelekile.

Njengoko ndisithi goodnight ngemilebe yam,

Ndikushiya umphefumlo wam, uthando lwam, iingcinga zam, iminqweno yam kunye nokunyakaza kwam  .

Baya kwenza ikhonkco lezenzo zoThando

- oya kukubiyela njengesithsaba, oya kukuthanda egameni labo bonke. Awonwabanga na, Yesu? Uthi ewe, akunjalo?

Owu mbanjwa wothando, andikagqibi.

Ngaphambi kokuba ndihambe, ndifuna ukuwushiya umzimba wam phambi kwakho.

Ndifuna ukwenza    amaqhekeza amancinane enyama namathambo am  ,

ukuze benze izibane ezingangobuninzi beminquba yehlabathi.

Ngegazi  lam ndifuna ukwenza amadangatya amaninzi amancinci azakukhanyisa ezi zibane.

Ndifuna ukusibeka isibane sam kuyo yonke intente yokuhlangana,

Úya kukukhanyisela ngesibane sengcwele, athi kuwe.

"Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakusikelela, ndilungisa kwaye ndiyabulela   ngam nangayo YONKE INTO  ."

Owu Yesu masenze isivumelwano, masithembisane ukuthandana ngakumbi nangakumbi. Uya kundinika uthando oluninzi, uya kundisonga ngothando lwakho,

uya kundenza ndiphile eluthandweni lwakho kwaye uya kundintywilisela eluthandweni lwakho.

Siyawomeleza amaqhina ethu othando. Ndiya konwaba kuphela xa undinike uthando lwakho

ukuze ndikuthande ngokwenene.

Ndisikelele, sisikelele sonke.

Ndibambe entliziyweni yakho, ndivalelwe ngothando lwakho. Ndikushiya ngokukuncamisa entliziyweni.

Ubusuku obuhle, ubusuku obuhle, oh Yesu!

Okanye Yesu wam, mbanjwa omnandi wothando, ndilapha kwakhona phambi kwakho.

Ndikushiye ndikunqwenelela ubusuku obuhle ngoku ndiyabuya ndizovalelisa.

Ndandingxamele ukubuya

ndikuxelele eyona minqweno yam ishushu kwakhona   kwaye

Ndikunika ukubetha kwentliziyo yam enothando, kunye nomphefumlo wam wonke. Ndifuna ukudibana nawe njengophawu lothando lwam   kuwe.

Owu sithandwa sam,

ndize kukuzinikela kuni ngokupheleleyo, nam ndize kukwamkela ngokupheleleyo.

Kuba ndingenakuphila ngaphandle kokuba kubekho ubomi kum, ndifuna ukuba ubomi bube bobakho.

Yonke into inikwa lowo unika yonke into, akunjalo?

Ngoko namhlanje,

Ndiya kukuthanda ngokubetha kwentliziyo yakho ezithandekayo,

Ndiya kuphefumla ngomoya wakho ovuthuzayo, ndikhangela   imiphefumlo;

Ndinqwenela uzuko lwakho kunye nokulungileyo kwemiphefumlo kunye   neminqweno yakho engapheliyo,

Ndiya kwenza konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yezidalwa kuqukuqele ekubetheni kwentliziyo yakho yobuThixo.

Ngokudibeneyo, siya kuthatha zonke izidalwa kwaye sizisindise zonke, kungashiyi namnye kuthi,

- kwanangexabiso layo yonke   imibingelelo,

-nokuba ndinyamezele zonke iimbandezelo. Ukuba ubufuna ukundisusa,

- Ndiza kuphosa ngakumbi kuwe,

Bendiya kudanduluka ngakumbi ndibongoza ecaleni kwakho usindiso lwabantwana bakho bonke, bazalwana bam.

Owu Yesu  wam, uBomi bam nako konke okwam,

Zingaphi na izinto zokuvalelwa kwakho ngokuzithandela okundivusayo!

Imiphefumlo sisizathu. Luthando olukubophe ngamandla kubo. Kubonakala ngathi amagama athi umphefumlo kunye nothando akwenza uncume kwaye akwenze buthathaka ukuya kwinqanaba lokunikezela kuzo zonke iingongoma.

Ukubona oku kugqithiswa kothando, ndiya kuhlala ndinawe ngokuyeka kwam okuqhelekileyo:   i-anime kunye nothando  .

Owu Yesu wam  , ndifuna yonke into kuwe:

Ndifuna usoloko unam

-emthandazweni, -emsebenzini,

- kwiziyolo nakwiintlungu;

-ekutyeni kwam, - ekuhambeni kwam,

-ebuthongweni bam, ngokufutshane, kuyo yonke into.

Ukungakwazi ukufikelela nantoni na ngokwam, ndiqinisekile ukuba kunye nawe ndiya kuba nakho konke.

Ukuba yonke into esiyenzayo inegalelo

- ukunciphisa ubunzima bakho,

- ukunciphisa ubukrakra bakho,

-ukulungiswa kulwaphulo-mthetho,

- ukubuyisela yonke into,

-ukufumana zonke iinguquko,

nakwiimeko ezinzima okanye eziphelelwe lithemba.

Siza kuhamba sifuna uthando kuzo zonke iintliziyo ukuze wonwabe ngakumbi. Ngaba akunjalo, Yesu?

Mbanjwa othandekayo wothando,

Ndibophe ngemixokelelwane yakho, Nditywine ngothando lwakho.

Ndicela undibonise ubuso bakho. Umhle kangakanani! Iinwele zakho ezimhlophe zingcwalisa iingcinga zam.

Ibunzi lakho elizolileyo nelizolileyo phakathi kweziphoso ezininzi

indinika uxolo   kwaye

undenza ndizole phakathi   kwezaqhwithi ezinkulu;

yokuswela kwam wena neminqweno yakho endiphulukene nobomi bam.

Ndiyazi ukuba uyayazi yonke le nto, kodwa ndiyaqhubeka kunjalo.

Yintliziyo yam ekuxelela ezi zinto, yazi ngcono kunam ukuba mandizithethe njani.

Owu Uthando, amehlo akho aluhlaza akhanya ngokukhanya okungcwele

Ndiphakamisele eZulwini undenze ndilibale ngomhlaba.

Nangona kunjalo, ngenxa yentlungu yam enkulu, ukubanjwa kwam kuyaqhubeka. Ngokukhawuleza, ngokukhawuleza, owu Yesu!

Owu Yesu, ewe umhle!

Ndibonakala ndikubona kwintente yakho yothando.

Ubuhle nobungangamsha bobuso bakho bundihenda ndibone iZulu.

Ngalo lonke ixesha,

umlomo wakho omhle undifunxa kamnandi,

Ilizwi lakho elimnandi liyandimema ukuba ndithande umzuzu ngamnye, amadolo akho ayandixhasa,

iingalo zakho zindirhangqe ngeentsontelo ezinganyibilikiyo.

Kwaye ndifuna ukubeka amawaka okuncamisa okutshisayo ebusweni bakho obuthandekayo. Yesu, Yesu,

-kwangathi intando yethu ibenye,

-Ngamana uthando lwethu lube lunye,

- makube ulonwabo lwethu lube lunye! Ungaze undishiye ndedwa,

kuba andiyonto kwaye

kuba akukho nto inokubakho ngaphandle koKuphelele.

Uyandithembisa, okanye uYesu? Kubonakala kum ukuba uthi ewe. Ngoku ndisikelele, sisikelele sonke.

Kwiqela leengelosi, abangcwele, uMama omnandi kunye nabo bonke abantu

Izidalwa

Ndithi kuwe: "  Molo, oh Yesu, usuku oluhle  ".

Imithandazo emibini eyandulelayo ndayibhala phantsi kwempembelelo kaYesu.

Ukutshona kwelanga, wabuya waza wandixelela ukuba uza kubugcina obo busuku bupholileyo naloo mini ilungileyo.

entliziyweni yakhe. Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, inene le mithandazo iphuma entliziyweni yam, nabani na oyicengceleza ngenjongo yokuba nam.

njengoko besitsho kule mithandazo,

Ndiya kuyigcina kum kwaye ikum ukuba ndenze yonke into endiyenzayo.

Andiyi kufudumeza kuphela ngothando lwam, kodwa, ngalo lonke ixesha,

-Ndiya kukwandisa uthando lwam kuye,

ndiyimanyanisa kuBomi obungcwele nakumnqweno wam ofanayo wokusindisa yonke   imiphefumlo ».

Ndifuna

- UYesu engqondweni yam,

- UYesu emlonyeni wam,

- Yesu entliziyweni yam. Ndifuna

- khangela kuYesu kuphela,

-mamela uYesu kuphela,

-ukundityhala kuYesu kuphela

yenza yonke into noYesu:

-Ukuthanda uYesu,

-ukunikela noYesu,

-dlala noYesu,

-khala noYesu,

-bhala kunye noYesu.

Ngaphandle kukaYesu, andifuni nokuphefumla.

Ndizohlala apha ndingenzi nto njengomntwana olahliweyo,

ukuze uYesu eze enze yonke into nam, evuya ukuba yinto yakhe yokudlala, endilahla

- uthando lwakhe  ,

- kwiingxaki zakhe  ,

- kwiminqweno yakhe yothando,

ndade ndayenza yonke into naye.

Uyaqonda na, Yesu?

Le yintando yam kwaye awuyi kundenza nditshintshe ingqondo yam! Ngoku yiza bhala kunye nam.

Ndaqhubeka ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo xa kwafika uYesu wam osoloko enobubele.Ndamxelela:

"Kunjani, Yesu,

ukuba emva kokuba ewulungisile umphefumlo wokubandezeleka, nokokuba ekwazi kakuhle ukubandezeleka;

- uthanda ukubandezeleka kwaye,

"Ekholelwa ukuba ikamva lakhe liza kubandezeleka, uphantse wabandezeleka, ngaba uyabugcina obu butyebi kuye?"

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

uthando lwam lukhulu, nomyalelo wam awugqithile;

Iimfundiso zam zilungile,

imiyalelo yam yeyobuthixo, iyile kwaye ayinakulinganiswa nanto.

Ngoko nini

umphefumlo oqeqeshelwe ukubandezeleka  kunye

oko kufika kwinqanaba lokuthanda ukubandezeleka, ngoko, zonke  izinto,

-enkulu okanye encinci,

- yendalo okanye yokomoya,

- kubuhlungu okanye kumnandi,

ingaba nombala okhethekileyo kunye nexabiso kulo mphefumlo,

Ndiyaqinisekisa ukuba ukubandezeleka kusekelwe kwintando yakhe nakwimpahla yakhe.

Ngenxa yoko, xa ndimthumelela iimbandezelo, ukulungele ukuzamkela nokuzithanda.

Kuba ngathi usoloko esezintlungwini, naxa engeva zintlungu.

Umphefumlo uza ukwenza yonke into ngokungakhathali okungcwele. Kuye, ulonwabo luxabiseke njengokubandezeleka.

Ukuthandaza, ukusebenza, ukutya, ukulala, njalo njalo, kunexabiso elifanayo kuye.

Kusenokubonakala ngathi ezinye izinto esele zindinikiwe, zibuyiswe, kodwa akunjalo. Ekuqaleni, xa umphefumlo ungakaqeqeshwa kakuhle, uvakalelo lwawo luyangenelela xa ubandezeleka, uthandaza okanye uthanda.

Kodwa xa, ngokuqhelisela, ezi zinto zidlulele ekuthandeni kwakhe njengokwakhe, ubuntununtunu bakhe buyayeka ukungenelela.

Kwaye xa ithuba livela lokubeka   isimilo sobuthixo esenzweni

endamenza ukuba azifumane  ,   uziqhelisela ngenyathelo eliqinileyo nangentliziyo enoxolo  .

Ukuba ukubandezeleka kuyaziveza, kufumanisa kuyo amandla kunye nobomi bokubandezeleka. Ukuba kufuneka athandaze, uzifumana kuye ubomi bomthandazo,

kwaye njalo kuyo yonke enye into ".

Ngokwento endiyiqondayo, izinto zimi ngolu hlobo lulandelayo. Caba ndinikwe isipho.

Ngoko, ndide ndigqibe into endiya kuyenza ngesi sipho,

-Ndiyabukela,

-Ndiyayixabisa kwaye

-Ndiziva ubuntununtunu ethile ukuthanda esi sipho. Kodwa ukuba ndiyitshixa kwaye ndingayijongi, loo mvakalelo   iyayeka.

Ngokwenza oko, andinakutsho ukuba isipho asisam.

Kukwachasene, kuba, ukuba phantsi kwesitshixo kunye nesitshixo, akukho mntu unokundiba.

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

"Kwintando  yam zonke izinto

-bamba izandla,

- zibukeka zifana kwaye

-vuma.

Ndiyayithanda lento

ukubandezeleka kunika indawo yolonwabo   esithi:

"Ndiyenzile indima yam kwintando kaThixo, kwaye kuphela ukuba uYesu uyafuna, ndiya kubuya".

UFervor ebandayo uthi  : "Uya kuba shushu ngakumbi kunam ukuba uyaneliseka kukuhlala kwintando yothando lwam olungunaphakade".

Ngendlela efanayo,

-umthandazo uthetha ngesenzo  ,

-ubuthongo buthetha ngosuku olungaphambili  ,

-  isifo sithetha nempilo  , njl.

Ngamafutshane, yonke into inikezela kwenye, nangona nganye inendawo yayo eyahlukileyo.

Ngomntu ohlala kwiNtando yam,

akunyanzelekanga ukuba uhambe uyokwenza lento ndiyifunayo. Ihlala ikum kwaye iphendula njengecingo lombane elenza le nto ndiyifunayo.

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu wam onobubele wabethelelwa emnqamlezweni,

ekhatshwa ngumphefumlo owazinikela kuye njengexhoba.

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ndiyakwamkela njengexhoba elibandezelekileyo.

Nantoni na oyiva ubunzima, uya kubandezeleka ngokungathi ubukunye nam emnqamlezweni. Ngokwenjenjalo, niya kundikhulula.

Inyaniso yokuba ukubandezeleka kwakho kundinika isiqabu akusoloko kuviwa kuwe.

Kodwa yazi ukuba bendilixhoba elinoxolo nondwendwe.

Nawe, andifuni ukuba ube lixhoba elicinezelweyo, kodwa   ube lixhoba elinoxolo nolonwabo  .

Uya kuba njengemvana ethambileyo.

Ukukhala kwakho, oko kukuthi, imithandazo yakho, iimbandezelo zakho kunye nomsebenzi wakho uya kuphilisa amanxeba am.

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. Weza uYesu   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, yonke into ondinika yona, nokuba kuncwina nje, ndiyifumana njengesibhambathiso sothando.

Ndikunika iimpawu zam zothando ngokutshintshisa.

Ke, umphefumlo wakho unokuthi: 'Ndiphila ngokwezibophelelo endizinikwe nguSithandwa sam' ".

Waqhubeka wathi:

"Ntombi yam ethandekayo, ekubeni uphila ubomi bam, kunokuthiwa ubomi bakho buphelile. Kwaye ekubeni ayisenguwe ophilayo, kodwa ndim.

Nantoni na esinokuyenza kuwe ithandeka, okanye imbi, ndiyayamkela, ngokungathi ndiyenzela kum.

Oku kubangela ukuba,

nantoni na eyenziwayo kuwe ukuba ibe mnandi okanye ingathandeki, akuyiva nto  .

Ke kukho omnye umntu ova olu lonwabo okanye ukungonwabi endaweni yakho. Lo mntu akanguye wumbi ngaphandle kwam, mna ndihleli kuni, ndinithanda kakhulu  .”

Emva kokubona imiphefumlo eliqela kunye noYesu, kubandakanya nobuthathaka ngakumbi, uYesu wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

xa umphefumlo onomoya obuthathaka ngakumbi uqala ukwenza okulungileyo, uqhubela phambili ngokukhawuleza kunabanye.

kuba ubuntununtunu bumkhokelela kumashishini amakhulu nanzima ngakumbi ”.

Ndathandazela

-ukuba Ususa kulo mphefumlo iintsalela zawo ubuntununtunu kunye

-ukuba umsondeza kuye ngokwakhe, emxelela ukuba uyamthanda.

Kuba ngewayemoyisile ngokupheleleyo kamsinya nje akuqonda ukuba uyamthanda.

“Uza kubona ukuba uya kuphumelela,” ndamxelela.

Awuzange undoyise ngolu hlobo ngokundixelela ukuba uyandithanda kakhulu? "

UYesu wathi kum:

"Ewe, ewe, ndiza, kodwa ndifuna intsebenziswano yakho.

Myeke abaleke kangangoko kunokwenzeka kubantu abavuyisa ubuntu bakhe. "Ndambuza:" Sithandwa sam, sithini isimo sam, ndixelele?

Waphendula wathi:

"Umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam ulahlekelwa yindlela kwaye ufumane eyam.

Sifumana kuye isimilo

-nomtsalane,

-yonwabela,

-ukungena,

-nesidima kwaye

-yokuba lula komntwana.

Ngamafutshane, ufana nam kuyo yonke into.

Lawula umsindo wakhe njengoko ufuna kwaye njengoko kufuneka. Kuba ehlala kwiWill yam, unaMandla am.

Ngoko unayo yonke into kunye nesiqu sakhe.

Ngokuxhomekeke kwiimeko kunye nabantu adibana nabo, uthatha umsindo wam kwaye awukhuphe. "

Ndaqhubeka: "Khawutsho uzondinika indawo yokuqala kwiWill yakho?"

UYesu wancuma  :

“Ewe, ewe, ndiyakuthembisa.

Asoze ndikushiye ngaphandle kweWill yam. Kwaye uya kuthabatha wenze le nto   uyifunayo.

Ndongeze:

"Yesu ndifuna ukuba lihlwempu, lincinci, lincinci, andifuni kwanto, nditsho nezinto zakho. Kungcono ukuba uzigcine.

Ndifuna wena wedwa.

Kwaye ukuba kukho into endiyisweleyo, uya kundinika yona, andithi, okanye uYesu?”

Waphendula wathi: "Bravo, bravo, ntombi yam!

Ekugqibeleni, ndafumana umntu ongafuni kwanto.

Wonke umntu ufuna into kum, kodwa hayi yonke, oko kukuthi,   Mna kuphela  .

Wena, ungafuni nto, ufuna yonke into.

Obu bubuqili kunye namaqhinga othando lokwenyani. ”Ndancuma waphela.

Ekubuyeni kwam, Konke wam kwaye uhlala enobubele uYesu wandixelela:

"Ntombi yam, ndinguThando kwaye ndenze zonke izidalwa zoThando.

Imithambo-luvo, amathambo kunye nenyama yabo idityaniswe noThando. Emva kokuba ebadibanise noThando,

Ndenze igazi lihamba kuzo zonke iincinci zabo ukuze bazalise ngoBomi bothando.

Isidalwa, ke, asiyonto yimbi ngaphandle kothando oluntsonkothileyo olunokushukuma eluthandweni kuphela.

Kusenokubakho iintlobo zothando, kodwa uhlala eluthandweni ukuba uyashukuma.

Kusenokubakho:

-Uthando lukaThixo,

-zithande wena,

-uthando lwezidalwa,

-ukuthanda ububi,

kodwa ngamaxesha onke uthando.

Isidalwa asinakwenza ngenye indlela

Kuba ubomi bakhe luthando, oludalwe ngoThando olungunaphakade.

Ngaloo ndlela, utsalwa kuthando ngamandla angenakuthintelwa.

Nasebubini, esonweni, kukho uthando olutyhala isidalwa ukuba senze.

Ah! Ntombi yam, hayi indlela ekungeyontlungu yam ngayo ukubona ukuba, ngokuxhaphaza, isidalwa singcolisa uthando endisiphiwe ngalo!

Ukugada olu thando luphume Kum nendimgcwalise ngalo, ndihlala naye njengehlwempu elingqibayo.

Xa ishukuma, iphefumla, isebenza, iyathetha okanye ihamba,

Ndicela yonke into kuye, ndicela undinike yonke into ngokuthi: "Ntombi yam, akukho nto ndikucela yona ngaphandle kwale ndikunike yona.

Kulungelwe nina, musani ukuhlutha okwam kum.

-  Umoya ngowam  , phefumlela mna kuphela.

-ukubetha  kwentliziyo yeyam  , yanga intliziyo yakho ingabetha ngenxa yam,

"  Intshukumo yeyam  , ihamba kum kuphela." Kwaye nangokunjalo.

Kodwa, kwiintlungu zam ezinkulu, ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndibone

- ukubetha kwentliziyo kuthatha icala elinye, - ukuphefumula kwelinye. Kwaye mna, umngqibi olihlwempu,

Ndihlala ngesisu esingenanto ngelixa izidalwa zinesisu esipheleleyo

-ukuzithanda kwabo kunye neminqweno yabo. Ngaba bungakho ububi obungaphezu kobu?

Ntombi yam, ndifuna ukuthululela uthando lwam kunye nentlungu yam kuwe. Ngumphefumlo ondithandayo kuphela onokuvelana nam”.

Ngale ntsasa, xa uYesu wam olungileyo weza, ndathi kuye:

"Owu Ntliziyo yam, uBomi bam kunye nento yonke yam, umntu unokwazi njani ukuba umntu uthanda wena wedwa okanye uyabathanda nabanye?"

Waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam, ukuba umphefumlo ugcwele Mna kude kube sekupheleni, ude uphuphume, oko kukuthi, ukuba

-cinga ngam kuphela,

Ndijonge   nje,

-Thetha ngam kuphela   kwaye

-akathandi mntu ngaphandle kwam,

-ukuba kubonakala ukuba kuye akukho nto ngaphandle kwam kwaye yonke enye into iyamdika.

Okona kulungileyo, inika kuphela imvuthuluka into engeyiyo uThixo, umzekelo kwizinto eziyimfuneko kubomi bendalo.

Le yinto eyenziwa ngabangcwele.

Ndenjenjalo ngenxa yesiqu sam nakwabaPostile, ndinikela imiqondiso yodwa into emayidle;

kwindawo yokuchitha ubusuku.

Ziphathe ngale ndlela ukuya kwindalo

- alwenzi uthando okanye ubungcwele bokwenyani kwaye olu luphawu lokuba ndim ndedwa othandwayo.

Kodwa ukuba umphefumlo usuka kwenye into uye kwenye,

ukucinga ngam kanye kunye nenye into elandelayo,

Ukuthetha ngam ngexesha elinye, ngoko ixesha elide malunga nenye into, njalo njalo   ,

lo ngumqondiso wokuba lomphefumlo awundithandi ukuba mna nam andonwabanga ngawo.

Ukuba nje angandivumela

-ingcamango yakhe yokugqibela,

- ilizwi lakhe lokugqibela,

-isenzo sakhe sokugqibela,

luphawu lokuba akandithandi.

Nokuba indinika ezinye izinto, bubutyobo nje obuncinane. Yiloo nto ke inkoliso yezidalwa eziyenzayo.

Ah! Ntombi yam, abandithandayo bamanyene nam njengamasebe esiqwini somthi.

Kunokubakho ukwahlukana,

ukuvelela okanye ukutya okwahlukileyo phakathi kwamasebe nesiqu? Banobomi obufanayo, iinjongo ezifanayo, iziqhamo ezifanayo.

Okungcono ngakumbi, isiqu bubomi bamasebe kwaye amasebe bubuqaqawuli besiqu.

Bayinto enye. Ngaloo ndlela imiphefumlo ebathandayo inxulumene nam ».

Njengoko ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam olungileyo weza wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam ulahlekelwa sisimo sawo kwaye ufumane owam.

Kwimo yam, kukho iingoma ezininzi ezenza iparadesi yabasikelelweyo:

-ubumnandi bam ngumculo,

-UThixo wam ngumculo,

-ubungcwele bam ngumculo,

-ubuhle bam ngumculo,

- amandla am, ubulumko bam, ubukhulu bam kunye nazo zonke ezinye umculo.

Ngokuthatha inxaxheba kuzo zonke iimpawu zobuntu bam, umphefumlo ufumana ezi ngoma. Ngezenzo zayo, nezona zincinci, ikhuphela Mna iingoma.

Ukuva ezi ngoma, ndiyawazi umculo ovela kwintando yam, oko kukuthi, kubushushu bam.

Kwaye ndiyakhawuleza ukumphulaphula. Ndiyamthanda kakhulu kangangokuba wenza njalo

- uyandonwabisa e

- uyandithuthuzela kubo bonke ububi endizenzayo ezinye izidalwa.

Ntombi yam kuzokwenzekani xa lomphefumlo ufika eZulwini? Ndiya kuyibeka phambi kwam,

Je jouerai ma musique et elle jouera la sienne.

Nos mélodies se croiseront et chacune uya kufumana unyana écho en l'Autre.

Bonke abasikelelekileyo baya kwazi ukuba lo mphefumlo unjalo

- isiqhamo seNtando yam,

-ubukhazikhazi beNtando yam

Kwaye lonke izulu liya kunandipha izulu elitsha.

Kule miphefumlo ndiphinda ndithi:

"Ukuba izulu belingadalwanga, bendiya kudala ngenxa yakho." Kule miphefumlo ndibeka iZulu leNtando yam.

Ndimenza imifanekiso yam yokwenyani

Yaye ndihamba eParadesi ndizele luvuyo ndize ndidlale nabo.

Ndiyaphinda kubo:

"Ukuba andizange ndibeke kwiSakramente,

kuba bendiya kukwenza oko, ukuze ube nguMamkeli-ndwendwe wenyaniso.

Inene, le miphefumlo yimikhosi yam yokwenyani kwaye,

andikwazi ukuphila ngaphandle koMyolelo wam   ,

Andikwazi ukuphila ngaphandle kwale   miphefumlo.

Ayingobamkeli bam bokwenene,   kodwa imbandezelo nobomi bam.

Le miphefumlo ibalulekile kum kuneminquba nemikhosi engcwalisiweyo;

kuba, kwindwendwe,

-Ubomi bam buyaphela xa iintlobo zidliwe,

-ngelixesha ndikulemiphefumlo uBomi bam abupheli.

Kungcono, le miphefumlo

- bayimikhosi yam emhlabeni kwaye

- baya kuba yimikhosi yam engunaphakade ezulwini.

Kule miphefumlo ndongeza:

"Ukuba andizange ndifakwe esibelekweni sikaMama,

-Ndiza kuzalelwa kuwe kwaye,

-kuba wena wedwa bendiya kuthwala imfesane yam;

ngokuba ndifumana kuwe isiqhamo esiyinyani sokuzalwa kwam kunye nenkanuko yam".

Ngale ntsasa uBawo G. uzinikele njengexhoba leNkosi Yethu. Ndamcenga uYesu ukuba amkele esi sipho.

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ndiyakwamkela ngentliziyo enkulu.

Mxelele ukuba ubomi bakhe abusayi kuba sebakhe, kodwa bobam

Kwaye uya kuba lixhoba njengoko bendikhe ndalixhoba lobomi bam obufihliweyo.

Ebudeni bobomi bam obufihliweyo, ndibe lixhoba lentliziyo yomntu yonke ngokulungisa   iminqweno yakhe engendawo, iingcinga, utyekelo kunye nokuthanda.

Oko umntu akwenzayo ngaphandle akukho nto yimbi ngaphandle kokubonakaliswa kwengaphakathi lakhe. Ukuba ubona kakubi kangako ngaphandle, kuthekani ngengaphakathi?

Ukulungisa ingaphakathi lomntu kwandixabisa kakhulu. Kwandithatha iminyaka engamashumi amathathu ukuyenza.

Iingcinga zam, intliziyo yam,

Ukuphefumla kwam kunye neminqweno yam yayihlala inamathele kwiingcinga,

-ukubetha kwentliziyo,

-phefumlela ngaphakathi kwaye

- kwiminqweno yomntu

ukuze acamagushele ubugwenxa bakhe, ukubangcwalise.

Ndimkhetha njengexhoba elidityaniswe nalo mba ufihliweyo wobomi bam kwaye ndifuna bonke ubomi bakhe bangaphakathi bumanyene nam kwaye bunikezelwe kum.

ngenjongo yokwanelisa iimpazamo zangaphakathi zezinye izidalwa.

Ndiyenza ngonaphakade.

Kuba, njengombingeleli, wazi ngaphezu kwakhe nabani na ingaphakathi lemiphefumlo nako konke ukubola okukhoyo.

Ngale ndlela uya kuqonda ngcono ukuba ixhoba lam lindilahlekele kangakanani, lo mbuso endifuna ukuba athathe inxaxheba kuwo, kwaye kungekuphela nje yena, kodwa nabanye   abaya kusondela.

Intombazana yakho

mxelele ubabalo olukhulu endimpha lona ngokumamkela njengexhoba.

Kaloku   ukuba lixhoba kufana nokufumana ubhaptizo lwesibini, yaye ngaphezulu  . Ngoba ngoluhlobo ndiluphakamisa ndilubeke kwinqanaba loBomi bam.

Kuba ixhoba kufuneka lihlale nam kwaye lisuka kum  , kufuneka ndilihlambe kuko konke ukungcola.

-ngokumnika ubhaptizo olutsha e

nimomeleza elubabalweni.

Ngoko ke, ukususela ngoku ukuya phambili, kuya kufuneka athathele ingqalelo yonke into ayenzayo njengeyam, kungekhona eyakhe.

Nokuba uyathandaza, uyathetha okanye uyaphangela, uya kuthi ezi zezam.

Emva koko uYesu wabonakala ebhekabheka kwaye ndathi kuye:

"Ujonge ntoni na, Yesu? Asisodwa na?"

Waphendula wathi:

"Hayi, kukho abantu. Ndibaqokelele ndawonye ukuba babe kunye nam." Ndongeza:"Uyabathanda?"

Waphendula wathi:

"Ewe, kodwa ndiyabathanda

uphumle ngakumbi, ukhuselekile  ,

ukhaliphe   ngakumbi, usondele ngakumbi kum  ,   kwaye

bengazicingeli    . _

Kufuneka bazi ukuba amaxhoba akasakwazi ukuzilawula.

Ngaphandle koko baya kurhoxisa isimo sabo sexhoba ".

Emva koko, kufuneka ndikhohlele kancinci, ndithi:

"Yesu, mandibulawe sisifo sephepha. Khawuleza, khawuleza, ndithabathe, ndithabathe   nawe!"

Wathi, "Sukuzibonakalisa ungonwabanga, kungenjalo ndiya kubandezeleka. Ewe, uya kufa sisifo sephepha. Yiba nomonde kancinci.

Kwaye ukuba awubulawa sisifo sephepha somzimba, uya kufa sisifo sephepha sothando.

Ndicela ungaphumi kwiWill yam. Kuba intando yam iya kuba yiparadesi yakho.

Okungcono ngakumbi, uya kuba yiparadesi yeWill yam.

Zingaphi na iintsuku uya kuphila emhlabeni, zingaphi na iiparadisi endiya kukunika zona eZulwini.

UYesu waqhubeka ethetha nam malunga nokuba lixhoba, endixelela:

"Intombazana yakho,

ubhaptizo ekuzalweni kunikezelwa ngamanzi.

Inesidima sokuhlanjululwa, kodwa hayi ukugxotha utyekelo kunye neminqweno.

Kwelinye icala, ubhaptizo lwexhoba lubhaptizo lomlilo. Ayinakulunga nje ukuhlanjululwa,

kwanezo zobubi nezinkanuko.

Mna ngokwam ndibhaptiza umphefumlo kancinci kancinci.

iingcinga zam zibhaptiza iingcinga zakhe;

Ukubetha kwentliziyo yam ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe, umnqweno wam umnqweno wakhe,

kwaye nangokunjalo.

Olu bhaptizo lwenzeka phakathi kwam nomphefumlo ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba uzinikele kum ngaphandle kokubuyisela oko undinike kona.

Yiyo loo nto, ntombi yam,

awuziva utyekelo olubi okanye nantoni na enjalo. Oku kuvela kwisimo sakho sexhoba.

Ndinixelela oku ukuze nithuthuzele.

Xelela uBawo G. ukuba alumke kakhulu, kuba

-Lo ngumsebenzi wemishini,

-ipostile yabapostile.

Ndihlala ndiyifuna kunye nam nayo yonke into efakwe kum ".

Ndizifumene.

Ndaziva ndinomnqweno omkhulu wokwenza eyona Intando ingcwele kaYesu.

Wafika wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ubomi kwintando yam bubungcwele bobungcwele. Umphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam,

- nokuba incinci kangakanani, ingazi okanye ingaziwa, shiya abanye abangcwele ngasemva,

-kunye nobukrelekrele babo, iinguquko kunye nemimangaliso emangalisayo.

Enyanisweni le miphefumlo ingookumkanikazi, kuba ngathi yonke eminye ikwinkonzo yayo.

Babonakala bengenzi nto, kodwa, eneneni, benza yonke into.

Kuba, ngokuhlala kwiNtando yam, benza ngokobuthixo ngendlela efihlakeleyo neyothusayo.

Ndim

-ukukhanya okukhanyisayo, -umoya ohlambululayo,

-umlilo ovuthayo, -ummangaliso owenza imimangaliso yenzeke.

Abo benza imimangaliso ngamajelo, kodwa Amandla ahlala kule miphefumlo.

Ndim

iinyawo zabavangeli basemazweni, ulwimi lwabashumayeli,

- amandla ababuthathaka, ukunyamezela imilwelwe;

- igunya labaphathi, ukuthobela abalawulwa,

-ukunyamezela ukungcoliswa, -inshurensi eyingozi,

-ubugorha bamagorha, -inkalipho yabafeli-nkolo;

- ubungcwele babangcwele, njalo njalo.

Ukuba kwintando yam,

bafak’ isandla kuko konke okulungileyo okukhoyo eZulwini nasemhlabeni.

Yiyo loo nto ndinokuthi

-ngoobani abamkeli bam bokwenyani,

-phila, iindwendwe ezingafanga.

Iingozi ezenza iindwendwe zomthendeleko

- abagcwele ubomi kwaye

- ayichaphazeli ubomi bam.

Ngelixa umphefumlo uzele bubomi

Ukwenza intando Yam kunempembelelo kwaye kunegalelo kuyo yonke into endiyenzayo.

Ke ngoko le mikhosi ingcwaliswe nguMyolelo wam ithandeka kum kunemikhosi yomthendeleko, kwaye ukuba ndinesizathu sokubakho kumbhiyozo womthendeleko, kukwenza le mikhosi yentando yam.

Intombazana yakho

Ndiziva ndonwabe kakhulu yiWill yam kangangokuba, ukuva nje kuthethwa ngayo, ndalila luvuyo kwaye ndibizela lonke iZulu esidlweni. Khawucinge ukuba kuya kwenzeka ntoni kwimiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam:

-kuzo ndifumana lonke ulonwabo lwam kwaye

-Ndibagcwalise ngolonwabo.

Ubomi babo bobabo basikelelwe.

Bafuna izinto ezimbini kuphela  :   Intando yam kunye noThando lwam.

Akukho nto banokuyenza ukanti benza yonke into.

Bafunxa ubuhle babo kwintando yam nakuLuthando lwam, le miphefumlo akusafuneki ikhathazeke ngabo, kuba intando yam inayo yonke into ngendlela yobuThixo nengenasiphelo.

Obu bubomi babasikelelweyo.

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele waba buhlungu waza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, abafuni ukuqonda ukuba yonke into iqulunqwe

- zinike kuM kwaye

- yenza intando yam kuyo yonke into kwaye ngamaxesha onke.

Xa ndifumene le nto, ndiyawuhlonipha umphefumlo kwaye ndimxelele:

"Ntombi yam, thatha olu vuyo, le ntuthuzelo, oku kuphumla, oku kuphumla". Nangona kunjalo, ukuba umphefumlo uthatha ezi zinto kuqala

-ukuba wazinikela ngokupheleleyo kum kwaye

-yenza intando yam kuyo yonke into kwaye rhoqo,

zizenzo zomntu, kanti zizenzo zobuThixo.

Ekubeni ezi zizinto zam nje, andisenamona, yaye ndithi entliziyweni yam: “Ukuba uyayolisa, kungenxa yokuba ndifuna yona;

ukuba uxoxisana nabantu, ukuba uncokola ngokusemthethweni, ndifuna ukuyenza.

Ukuba ndandingafuni, ngewayekulungele ukuyiyeka yonke loo nto. Kwakhona, ndibeka yonke into esandleni sakho,

kuba yonke into ayenzayo iphuma kwintando yam hayi eyakhe".

Khawutsho ke ntombam,   ulahlekelwe yintoni ekubeni uzinikele   ngokupheleleyo kuM?

Ndininike incasa yam, iziyolo zam nayo yonke into esuka kum ukuze noneliswe.

Oku kulandelelwano olungaphaya kwendalo. Kodwa nakwindlela yendalo

Andizange ndiphoswe nantoni na: abavuma izono, umthendeleko, njl.

Ngaphezu koko, ekubeni nandifuna Mna kuphela, anifunanga mntu uvumayo rhoqo.

Kodwa ekubeni ndandifuna ukuba zonke izinto zibe ninzi, ngenxa yalowo ubethanda ukuzibandeza iinto zonke ngenxa yam;

Andikuvanga.

Ntombi yam, yeka intlungu endiyivayo kweyam iNtliziyo xa ndibona ukuba imiphefumlo ayifuni kuyiqonda le nto, kwanabo babonwa njengabagqwesileyo!

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza waza wandixelela:

"Ntombi yam, iWill yam liziko. Ngelixa izidima ziyi-circumference. Khawufane ucinge ivili eliphakathi apho zonke izithethi zigxininiswe.

Kwakuya kwenzeka ntoni ukuba enye yemitha ifuna ukuphuma embindini? Okokuqala,   lo mqadi uya kwenza impembelelo embi, kwaye  okwesibini,   ayiyi kuba luncedo.

Kuba, ekhutshiwe kwiziko, wayengayi kuphinda afumane ubomi kwaye uya kufa. Ngaphezu koko, ekuhambeni kwayo, ivili beliya kuzikhulula kulo.

Le yintando yam yomphefumlo. Intando yam liziko. Zonke izinto

engenziwanga kwintando yam kwaye ihambelane nayo kuphela,

nokuba zizinto ezingcwele, izimilo okanye imisebenzi emihle, zifana nemitha ekhutshiweyo   embindini.

Andiphili.

Abanako ukundikholisa.

Ndenza yonke into ukubagxotha kwaye ndibohlwaye. "

Ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo kwaye, xa ndifikayo, uYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, imiphefumlo eya kukhanya ngakumbi

njengamatye anqabileyo esithsaba senceba yam, bangabantu abanoxolo.

Ngokuba

-okukhona bezithemba,

- isithuba ngaphezulu, banika isithuba inceba yam ukugalela zonke ubabalo ifuna kubo.

Kwelinye icala, imiphefumlo engenathemba lokwenene

bulela amandla am   ,

 hlala uhlwempuzekile kwaye ungaxhotyiswanga kakuhle 

ngelixa uThando lwam luhlala lurhoxisiwe kwaye luhlupheka kakhulu.

Ukuze ndingabandezeleki kangako kwaye ndikwazi ukuthulula uthando lwam ngokukhululekileyo,

Ndikhathalele ngakumbi ukuthemba imiphefumlo kunabanye.

Kule miphefumlo,

-Ndiyakwazi ukuthulula uthando lwam, ndonwabe kwaye ndidale umahluko wothando,

-kuba ndingoyiki ukuba baya kuziva bekhubekile okanye besoyika. Endaweni yoko, baba nesibindi kwaye basebenzise yonke into ukundithanda ngakumbi.

Ngamafutshane  ,   imiphefumlo eqinisekileyo injalo

apho ndibonakalisa uthando lwam kakhulu,

abo bafumana olona lubabalo kwaye   bazizityebi ”.

Ndaqhubeka ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo kwaye, xa ndifikayo, uYesu wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, indalo yomntu ityekele kulonwabo ngamandla angenakuthintelwa kwaye oku kulungile kuba yayidalelwe ukuba yonwabe ngolonwabo olungunaphakade nolobuthixo.

Kodwa ngomonakalo wabo omkhulu   ,

-ugxininiso oluthile kwincasa enye,

- abanye ngababini,

- abanye abathathu okanye abane,

ngelixa yonke indalo yabo ihlala ingenanto kwaye ingenancasa, okanye ikrakra kwaye ikruqukile.

Ewe, incasa yomntu, kwanabo bathi bangcwele,

- baxutywe nobuthathaka bomntu kwaye abakwazi ukufikelela kwisakhono sabo esipheleleyo.

Ngaphaya koko, ndiqinisekisa ukwenza ezi ncasa zomntu zibe krakra ukuze ndikwazi ukunxibelelana ngcono neencasa zam ezingenakubalwa emphefumlweni, onamandla okufunxa zonke izinto ezithandwa ngabantu.

Sinokunika uthando olukhulu:

-ukukwazi ukunika ubuninzi ndithatha ubuncinci.

-ukukwazi ukunika yonke into endiyithathileyo!

Nangona kunjalo, le ndlela yokusebenza ayimkelwa kakuhle zizidalwa ".

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane waza wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ngamanye amaxesha ndivumela iimpazamo emphefumlweni othanda ukukwazi ukuzibamba ngokusondeleyo kuM

nimenze enze izinto ezinkulu ngakumbi ngenxa yozuko lwam.

Ezi mpazamo ziyandikhokela

-imfesane enkulu ngenxa yosizi lwakhe,

-Mthande ngakumbi kwaye wandise uthando lwakhe;

nto leyo eyenza lomphefumlo undenzele izinto ezinkulu. Ezi zinto zigqithiso zothando lwam.

Ntombi yam uthando lwam ngezidalwa lukhulu. Jonga ukukhanya kwelanga.

Ukuba bendinokukhupha iiathom kuyo,

Kumntu ngamnye ungaliva ilizwi lam elimnandi lisithi kuwe:

"Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda   "

Ubungenokwazi ukubala endikuthandayo. Ubuya kurhaxwa luthando.

Ndiyakuxelela

"Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda  " ekukhanyeni okuzalisa amehlo akho,

"Ndiyakuthanda"   emoyeni ophefumlayo,

"  Ndiyakuthanda  " kwimpepho yomoya ovala iindlebe zakho,

"  Ndiyakuthanda  " ekushiseni okanye kubanda kukuva ngokuchukumisa kwakho,

"I love you  " egazini libaleka emithanjeni yakho.

Ukubetha kwentliziyo yam ithi   "I love you  " ekubetheni kwentliziyo yakho.

Ndiyayiphinda

"Ndiyakuthanda  " ngayo yonke ingcamango engqondweni yakho,

"Ndiyakuthanda  " ngayo yonke imisebenzi yezandla zakho,

"Ndiyakuthanda  " ngawo onke amanyathelo eenyawo zakho;

"Ndiyakuthanda  " ngayo yonke into oyithethayo.

Akukho nto yenzekayo ngaphakathi okanye ngaphandle kwakho ngaphandle kwesenzo sothando lwam kuwe.

I   "I love you  " ayilindi omnye.

Kwaye   'Ndiyakuthanda'   kuwe, bangaphi abakhoyo kuM?"

Bendibhidekile ndibambekile ngaphakathi nangaphandle phantsi kwale avalanche ethi   "I love you  " kaYesu wam, logama owam "  I love you  " for Him unqabile.

Ndaza ndathi: "Owu Yesu wam oyintanda, ngubani na onokukufanisa nawe?"

Kwakunzima ukuthintitha namagama ambalwa, xa ndithelekisa noko uYesu wandenza ndakuqonda.

Wongeze wathi: "  Ubungcwele bokwenyani bufuna ukwenza iNtando yam ngokucwangcisa yonke into   kum  .

Njengoko ndigcina zonke izinto ngolungelelwano lwesidalwa, ngoko isidalwa kufuneka silawule yonke into kum nakum.

Intando yam ibambe zonke izinto ngolungelelwano. "

Ngale ntsasa, ndizifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, bendicinga ngendlela endinokuzitya ngayo eluthandweni. UYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza waza wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

-ukuba   intando   ifuna mna kuphela,

-ukuba ubukrelekrele  bunomdla wokundazi    kuphela,

- ukuba   inkumbulo iyandikhumbula   kuphela,

le yindlela yokudliwa kuLuthando ngamandla   amathathu omphefumlo  .

Into efanayo   kwiimvakalelo  : ukuba umntu

-  uthetha   ngam kuphela,

-mamela   kuphela  into endikhathazayo , 

-ndivuya  kuphela kwizinto   zam,

-sebenza  kwaye uhambe kuphela   kum,

-ukuba   intliziyo  yakhe indithanda  kuphela,   inqwenela   mna kuphela, oku kutyiwa kothando lweemvakalelo.

Ntombi yam, uthando ngumlingo omnandi onika umphefumlo

-  yimfama   kuyo yonke into engelulo uthando e

-  onke amehlo   kuyo yonke into eluthando.

Kwabo babathandayo,

- ukuba intando yakhe idibana nothando, iba ngamehlo onke;

- ukuba into adibana nayo ayilothando, uba yimfama, usisidenge kwaye akaqondi nto.

Yinto enye   kulwimi  : s

- ukuba kufuneka athethe ngothando, uziva ukukhanya okukhulu kumazwi akhe kwaye abe liciko

-Kungenjalo, iqala ukubantiza kwaye ibe sisimumu. Kwaye nangokunjalo."

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu osikelelekileyo uza ngokufutshane. Ekubeni ndandiziva ndinganelisekanga, wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam,   Uthando lokwenene aluziniki ukunganeliseki. Kunoko, luyakwazi ukusebenzisa kakubi imvakalelo yokunganeliseki ukuze lutshintshe lube yimvakalelo entle  yokwaneliseka  . 

Andikwazi ukunyamezela nakuphi na ukunganeliseki emphefumlweni ondithandayo

Kaloku bendizova ukungoneliseki kwakhe ngaphezu kokuba ibingowam.

Kwaye ndinganyanzeleka ukuba ndimnike yonke into ayifunayo ukuze onwabe.

Kungenjalo, bekuya kubakho imicu phakathi kwethu,

ukubetha kwentliziyo okanye iingcinga eziphikisanayo,

yintoni enokusenza siphulukane nemvisiswano yethu nento endingenakuyinyamezela emphefumlweni ondithanda ngokwenene.

Uthando lokwenyani luqhutywa luthando okanye luyayeka ukwenza, lucela ngothando kwaye lupha ngothando.

Yonke into iphela ngoThando.

Ufela uthando kwaye uvuka kwakhona ngenxa yothando ".

Ndathi kuye: “Yesu, kubonakala ukuba ufuna ukundithintela ngamazwi akho, kodwa yazi ukuba andiyi kunikezela.

Okwangoku, ndinikezele kum ngenxa yothando, yenza umqondiso wothando kum kwaye unikezele kwizinto eziyimfuneko kum, kwinto endiyixabisa kakhulu.

Kolunye, ndinikezela ngokupheleleyo. Ngaphandle koko, andiyi kuvuya. "

Waphendula: "Ngaba uyafuna ukuphumelela ngokungoneliseki?" Wancuma waphela.

Ngale ntsasa, endibona ndisonganyelwa kakhulu, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele uye wandiselisa entliziyweni yakhe. Emva koko wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuba umntu ebefuna ukugqobhoza into eqinileyo okanye atshintshe ukumila kwayo, loo nto ibiya kwaphuka.

Kodwa ukuba loo nto yenziwe ngempahla ethambileyo.

inokugrunjwa okanye inikwe imilo efunekayo ngaphandle kokuyaphula.

Kwaye ukuba sifuna ukuyibuyisela kwimo yayo yokuqala, iboleka kuyo ngaphandle kweengxaki.

Kunjalo ke kumphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam. Ndingenza into endiyifunayo ngayo.

Ngaxa lithile ndiye ndamlimaza,

kwenye ndiyayihombisa, kwenye ndiyayandisa okanye ndiyiguqule.

Umphefumlo uboleka kuyo yonke into, awuchaswanga nantoni na.

Ndisesezandleni zam kwaye ndihlala ndivuya”.

Ndithe ndisaqhuba ngokwesiqhelo ndaziva ndixakwe kukuncanywa kuka Yesu wam osoloko emthanda, wafika   wathi kum.

"Ntombi yam, xa ungekho mna,

Sebenzisa eli lungelo lokuphinda kabini, kathathu, ngokuphindwe kalikhulu izenzo zakho zothando   ngakum, ngaloo ndlela ubumba imekobume yothando kuwe nakwindawo ekufutshane nawe.

-apho uya kundifumana ndimhle ngakumbi nakubomi obutsha.

Enyanisweni, naphi na apho kukho uthando, ndikhona.

Akukho kwahlukana phakathi kwam nomphefumlo ondithanda ngokwenene: sakha into enye ngenxa yothando

-ingathi iyandidala, indinika ubomi, indondle, iyandikhulisa.

Eluthandweni ndifumana indawo yam kwaye ndiziva ndidalwe ngokutsha, nangona ingunaphakade, ingenasiqalo nasiphelo.

Uthando lwemiphefumlo endithandayo luyandivuyisa ndide ndizive ngathi ndinziwe ngokutsha. Kolu thando ndifumana ukuphumla kwam okwenyani.

Ingqondo yam, intliziyo yam, iminqweno yam, izandla zam neenyawo zam ziphumle

- Ngengqiqo yabandithandayo, nentliziyo endithandayo;

- kwiminqweno yabo bafuna   mna kuphela,

- ezandleni ezisebenzela   mna kuphela,

- ezinyaweni ezihambela Mna kuphela.

Ndiphumle emphefumlweni ondithandayo.

Kwaye, ngenxa yothando lwakhe, uphumle kum, endifumana kuyo yonke into nakuyo yonke indawo ».

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndakhalaza kuYesu wam malunga nokuswela kwakhe.

Wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, xa kungekho nto emphefumlweni engayaziyo kum, kungekho nanye into engeyam;

kungabikho kwahlukana phakathi kwam naye.

Ukuba umphefumlo awunamnqweno, ingcinga, umsa okanye ukubetha kwentliziyo engeyiyo yam, ngoko,

-okanye ndigcina lo mphefumlo nam eZulwini

-okanye uhlale naye emhlabeni.

Ukuba kunjalo nakuwe, yintoni na ukuba undoyike ukuba ndohlukana nawe? "

Ndiziva ndigula kancinci, ndathi kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele:

"Uza kundikhapha nini?

Ndiyakubongoza, okanye uYesu, ukuba ukufa kundahlule kobu bomi kuze kundidibanise nawe eZulwini ».

Wathi kum:

"Kuba umphefumlo ohleli kwiNtando yam akukho kufa. Ukufa kungokwalowo ungahlaliyo kwiWill yam

Ngenxa yokuba kufuneka afe kwizinto ezininzi: kuye ngokwakhe, kwiinkanuko kunye nomhlaba.

Kodwa ohleli kwiWill yam akananto yakufa ngoba sele eqhele ukuhlala eZulwini.

Kuye, ukufa akuyonto ingaphezulu kokubeka isidumbu sakhe,

njengokhulula iimpahla zehlwempu lakhe, ukuba ambathe ingubo yobukumkani;

alishiye ilizwe lakhe lokufuduswa, alihluthe ilizwe lakhe.

Umphefumlo ophila kwintando yam awunakufa okanye ugwetywe. Ubomi bakhe bungunaphakade.

Konke okwakumelwe kukufa, uthando sele lukwenzile

Kwaye iNtando yam iwulungelelanise wonke umphefumlo kum, ukuze kungabikho mcimbi wokugwetywa kuyo.

"Ke hlala kwiWill yam

Kwaye xa ungayilindelanga, uya kuzifumana ukwiNtando yam eZulwini ».

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam isibhakabhaka, kodwa isibhakabhaka esingenalanga nangaphandle kweenkwenkwezi. Ngokuba ndililanga lesibhakabhaka, kwaye isidima sam ziinkwenkwezi zalo.

Hayi indlela esisihle ngayo esi sibhakabhaka!

Abo bamaziyo bathandana naye. Mna ngokwam   ndiyithanda kakhulu.

Kuba ndihlala kwiziko njengelanga kwaye ndizalise rhoqo

- imitha yokukhanya emitsha,

-uthando olutsha kunye

- enkosi entsha.

Hayi indlela ekukuhle ngayo ukuhlala esibhakabhakeni xa ilanga lalo likhanya apho.

oko kukuthi, xa ndiphulula umphefumlo kwaye ndiwugcwalise ngee-charisms zam!

Uchukumiseke luthando lwalo mphefumlo, ziwa kwaye uphumle kuwo. Bemangalisiwe, bonke abangcwele bahlanganisana kum.

Akukho nto intle ngakumbi emhlabeni nasezulwini kum nakumntu wonke.

Lihle eli zulu xa lisithekile ilanga lalo, oko kukuthi, xa ndiwubandeza   umphefumlo!

Hayi ke ngoko umntu anokuyincoma ngokukhethekileyo   imvisiswano yeenkwenkwezi zayo, eziluXolo noThando!

Umoya wayo, ozolileyo, ozolileyo kunye nevumba elimnandi, awukho phantsi

-amafu, imvula okanye iindudumo

Kuba kusembindini womphefumlo ilanga lizifihla.

Okanye umphefumlo ufihliwe elangeni kwaye iinkwenkwezi azibonakali,

okanye ilanga lifihliwe emphefumlweni kwaye ukuvisisana kweenkwenkwezi kubonakala. Esi sibhakabhaka sihle nokuba kunjalo

Ululonwabo lwam, ukuphumla kwam kunye neparadesi yam ".

Ngale ntsasa, emva komthendeleko, ndithe kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele:

"Kweyiphi na imeko endincitshisiweyo, kubonakala ngathi yonke into isuka kum: iimbandezelo, ubuhle, yonke into!"

UYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombam kwenzeka ntoni? Ufuna ukuchitha ixesha? Ufuna uphuma kobuntomba bakho?

Hlala endaweni yakho, ungabikho, ukuze yonke into igcine indawo yayo kuwe.

Kuya kufuneka ufe ngokupheleleyo kwiWill yam:

- ukubandezeleka, kwizinto ezintle, kuyo yonke into.

Intando yam kufuneka ibe yibhokisi yomphefumlo wakho.

Ebhokisini, indalo idliwe ide iphele ngokupheleleyo. Emva koko, iphinda izalwe kubomi obutsha kunye nobuhle ngakumbi,

Ngaloo ndlela   umphefumlo ongcwatywe kwintando yam kufuneka ufe

-  ekubandezelekeni kwakhe,

- iimpawu zayo kunye

- kwizinto zakhe zokomoya

ukuze emva koko anyukele kuBomi obuNgcwele  .

Ah! Ntombi yam, ingathi ufuna ukuxelisa ihlabathi

-ukunyamekela okwexeshana

- ngaphandle kokuxhalela into engunaphakade.

Sithandwa sam,   kutheni ungafuni ukufunda ukuhlala kwiWill yam kuphela   ?  Kutheni ungafuni ukuphila uBomi baseZulwini kuphela ngeli xesha usesemhlabeni?

Intando yam mayibe yibhokisi yakho kwaye ndithande isiciko sale bhokisi, isiciko esisusa ithemba lokuphuma.

Yonke ingcamango yokuzicingela, kubandakanywa nobuhle,

-yinzuzo kuye kwaye ihambela kude noBomi obungcwele

Ngakolunye   uhlangothi , ukuba umphefumlo ucinga kuphela ngaM kunye nento endikhathazayo, ithatha   uBomi bobuthixo ngaphakathi kwayo   kwaye, ngokwenza njalo, iyasinda emntwini kwaye ifumane zonke iimpahla ezinokwenzeka.

Ngaba besivane kakuhle?"

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane waza wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndiyawuva umoya wakho kwaye ndihlaziyekile.

Umoya wakho awundiphumzi kuphela xa ndikufutshane nawe,

kodwa kwanaxa abanye bethetha ngawe okanye izinto ozithethileyo kubo ukuze kulungelwe bona.

Ngabo, ndiva umoya wakho, ndizifumana ndonwabile kwaye ndiyakuxelela:

Intombi yam indithumela nakwabanye abantu;

yayingenakwenza abanye kakuhle ngolo hlobo. "Ngoko ke, ndikuthanda ngakumbi kwaye ndiziva ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndize ndithethe   nawe."

Wongeza wathi:

"Uthando lokwenyani kufuneka lube lodwa. Xa lusiza komnye umntu,

nasemntwini ongcwele nowomoya, indenza isicaphucaphu kwaye iyandidika. Ngapha koko, kuphela xa uthando lomphefumlo lulungiselelwe Mna kuphela,

Ndingaba yinkosi yalomphefumlo ndenze unothanda ngawo. Olu luhlobo lothando lwenene.

Ukuba uthando alukhethekile, lukhona

-izinto endinokuzenza kunye

- abanye andikwazi ukwenza.

Ubukhosi bam buthintelekile, andinayo inkululeko epheleleyo. Luthando olungathandekiyo ".

Ukuba noYesu wam osoloko enobubele, ndakhalaza.

Kaloku ukongezelela ekuphucweni kwakhe, ndayiva intliziyo yam ehlwempuzekileyo ibanda kwaye ingakhathali ngayo yonke into, yangathi ayisenabo ubomi.

Enjani yona ukuba lusizi imeko! Bendingakwazi nokulilela ilishwa lam. Ndithi kuYesu:

“Ekubeni ndingenako ukuzikhalela, wena Yesu, yiba nenceba kule ntliziyo.

-owawumthanda kakhulu, owamthembisa ngedinga. Wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, musa ukukhalela into engento yanto. Mna  ke, kunokuba ndibandezeleke ngokukuhlelayo;

Ndonwabile kwaye ndiyakuxelela  :

Vuya kunye nam, ngokuba yeyam ngokupheleleyo intliziyo yakho.

Ekubeni ungeva nto ngobomi bentliziyo yakho, ndiyayiva nje. Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba xa ungaziva nto entliziyweni yakho,

Intliziyo yakho isentliziyweni yam

apho aphumla kubuthongo obumnandi, andihluthise ngovuyo.

Ukuba uziva intliziyo yakho, ke ubumnandi buqhelekile kuthi.

Mandiyenze  :   late

-ndiya kukunika ukuphumla entliziyweni yam kwaye

-ukuba ndiya kunandipha ubukho bakho,

ndiya kuphumla kuwe

kwaye ndiya kukwenza ukonwabele ukwaneliseka kweNtliziyo yam  .

Ah! Intombazana yakho

le meko iyimfuneko kuwe, kum nakwihlabathi.

Kuyimfuneko kuwe.

Ngokuba, ukuba benivukile, beniza kuva ubunzima obukhulu, nizibonile izigwebo endizithumayo ngoku ehlabathini, nezo zinto ndiya kuzithuma.

Kuyimfuneko ke ngoko ukuba uzigcine ulele ukuze ungakukhathazi kakhulu.

Imeko yakho nayo iyimfuneko kum  .

Inene, bendingade ndibandezeleke, ukuba andithanga ndikwenze oko nifuna ngako, ekubeni aniyi kuvuma ukuba ndingohlwaywe.

Ngamaxesha athile xa kuyimfuneko ukuthumela isohlwayo,

kunokuba ngcono ukukhetha iindlela ezikufutshane ukuze yonke into ingabinzima.

Isimo sakho siyimfuneko kwihlabathi  .

Ukuba ke, ukuba ndanigalela kuni ngembandezelo, njengoko sendikhe ndenziwa kakade, beniya kuba noyolo nina, ekubeni ihlabathi belingayi kugwetywa.

Kodwa kuya kuthetha ukuba ukholo, inkolo kunye nosindiso luya kubandezeleka nangakumbi, xa kujongwa isimo sengqondo semiphefumlo kula maxesha.

Ah! Ntombi yam, ndiyeke, ndikugcine uphaphile okanye ulele!

Ubungathanga ndenze lento ndiyifunayo kuwe?

Ngaba ungalibuyisela ilizwi lakho nangaliphi na ithuba? “Ndithi kuYesu:

"Ungaze, Yesu! Kungaphezu kokuba ndoyika ukuba ndibe mbi kwaye yiyo loo nto ndiziva ndikule meko."

UYesu uyaqhubeka:

“Mamela intombi yam,   ukuba   ibikhona

ngenxa yokuba   ingcamango, umsa okanye umnqweno ungene kuwe ongengowam   ,

uya kuba ulungile ukuba woyike.

Ke ukuba akunjalo, oko kungumqondiso wokuba intliziyo yenu ndiyigcine kum naphi na apho ndithe ndalala kuyo. Liyeza ixesha okanye ndiya kumvusa: ngoko uya kuphinda uqalise isimo sengqondo sangaphambili.

Kwaye, xa uphumle, yonke into iya kuba nkulu ".

Wongeza wathi: “Ndenza imiphefumlo yazo zonke iintlobo:

-abo balele ngoThando,

-ukungazi ngoThando,

-uthando oluphambeneyo,

- Izifundiswa zoThando.

Kuyo yonke le nto, ngaba uyazi ukuba yintoni enomdla kum? Yanga yonke into ingaluThando. Yonke enye into,   yonke into engelulo uthando, ayifanelanga ngqalelo  ".

Ngale ntsasa, nje ukuba ndifike, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

"Ntombi   yam, Uthando lwam lufuziselwa liLanga.

Ilanga liphuma ngobungangamsha, nokuba, enyanisweni, lihlala lilungisiwe kwaye aliphumi.

Ukukhanya kwawo kungena kuwo wonke umhlaba kwaye ubushushu bawo buchumisa zonke izityalo.

Akukho liso lingonwabanga.

Akukho nto ilungileyo engangenelwayo kwimpembelelo yayo eluncedo. Ngaba izidalwa azinakuphila ngaphandle kwakhe?

Uyawenza umsebenzi wakhe ngaphandle kokuthetha, engacelanga nto.

Ayiphazamisi mntu kwaye ayihlali kuyo nayiphi na indawo emhlabeni ekhukula ngokukhanya kwayo.

Amadoda ayisebenzisa ngokuthanda kwakhe, nangona engayihoyi.

Luthando lwam olu.

Liphuma kumntu wonke njengelanga eliqaqambileyo. Yiyo ayiyo

- Akukho moya ongakhanyiswa kukukhanya kwam,

-akukho ntliziyo engayivayo imfudumalo yam,

-akukho mphefumlo ungatshiswa luthando lwam.

Ngaphezu kwelanga, ndiphakathi kwayo yonke into, nokuba bambalwa abandihoyayo. Nokuba ndifumana imbuyekezo encinci,

Ndiyaqhubeka ukunika ukukhanya kwam, ukufudumala kwam kunye noThando lwam.

Ukuba umphefumlo uthe wakundiva, ndiyaphambana, kodwa andixolanga.

Ukuqina   , uzinzile kwaye uyinyani, Uthando lwam alukho phantsi kobuthathaka.

Ngoko ke ndingathanda ukuba uthando lwakho lube kum.

Emva koko uya kuba lilanga kum nakubo bonke abantu,

ekubeni Uthando lokwenene lunazo zonke iimpawu zelanga  .

Kwelinye icala

uthando olungaqinanga, oluzinzileyo nolwenyani   lunokufuziselwa ngumlilo womhlaba   ophantsi kokwahluka:

ukukhanya kwayo akukwazi kukhanyisa yonke into, ityhafile yaye ixutywe nomsi, nobushushu bayo bulinganiselwe.

Ukuba athe akathanjiswa ngomthi, uya kufa, ajike abe luthuthu; kwaye ukuba iinkuni ziluhlaza, ziyatshica kwaye ziyaqhuma.

Injalo ke imiphefumlo engeyoyam ngokupheleleyo njengezithandwa zam zokwenyani  .

Ukuba benza okulungileyo, kwanakwimbono yobungcwele okanye yesazela. Yingxolo nomsi ngaphezu kokukhanya.

Bafa ngokukhawuleza baze babande njengothuthu. Ukungaguquguquki luphawu lwabo: ngamanye amaxesha umlilo, ngamanye amaxesha umlotha. "

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

umphefumlo ofuna ukuzilibala

kufuneka enze izenzo zakhe ngokungathi ndiyazenza.

Ukuba uyathandaza kufuneka athi: "NguYesu othandazayo, kwaye ndithandaza kunye naye".

Ukuba uya kusebenza, hamba, utye, ulale, vuka, wonwabe: "

NguYesu oya kusebenza, ahambe, atye, alale, avuke, azonwabisa   .

Ngaloo ndlela kuphela umphefumlo unokuzilibala: ngokwenza   izenzo zayo  .

- kungekhona nje ngenxa yokuba ndivuma, kodwa ngenxa yokuba ndim owenza. "

Ngenye imini, xa ndandisebenza, ndazixelela oku: “Kwenzeka njani ukuba, xa ndisebenza,

-asinguye kuphela uYesu osebenza nam,

-kodwa ukuba nguye owenzayo umsebenzi? "Wathi kum:

“  Ewe, ndiyazi. Iminwe yam ikweyakho kwaye iyasebenza.

Intombi yam, ndisesemhlabeni, ayizange ithobe izandla zayo

-umthi osebenzayo,

-ukuqhuba izikhonkwane,

ndincede utata wam uJoseph?

Ngoko, ngezandla zam neminwe,

Ndadala imiphefumlo kwaye ndazenza uthixo izenzo zomntu ngokubanika imilinganiselo yobuThixo.

Ngokushukuma kweminwe yam,

Ndibize intshukumo yeminwe yakho kunye neyeminye iminwe yomntu

Kwaye, ngokubona

-ukuba le ntshukumo yenzelwe Mna kwaye

- ukuba ndiyenzile,

Ndabandisa ubomi bam bobunazaretha kuyo yonke indalo ndaziva ndinombulelo kubo.

ngenxa yemibingelelo kunye nokuthotywa kobomi bam obufihliweyo.

Ndiseyintombazana ubomi bam obufihliweyo eNazarete abujongwa ngamadoda  .

Nangona kunjalo, ngaphandle koMthandeko wam, andinako ukubanika isipho esikhulu ngakumbi.

Ngokuqubuda kuzo zonke ezo zijekulo zincinane ekufuneka amadoda ezenze mihla le - njengokutya, ukulala, ukusela, ukusebenza, ukubasa umlilo, nokutshayela.

-,

Ndabeka ezandleni zabo iingqekembe ezincinane zexabiso likaThixo ezixabiso lingenakuthelekiswa nanto.

Ukuba uthando lwam lubakhulule, ubomi bam obufihliweyo bunamathele kwimisebenzi yabo, kwaneyona nto ingenabungozi, imilinganiselo yobuthixo yexabiso elingenasiphelo.

"Yabona? Xa usebenza - kwaye usebenza ngenxa yokuba ndisebenza -,

- iminwe yam ingena kweyakho

Njengoko ndisebenza nawe, ngalo mzuzu, izandla zam zokudala

kusasaza ukukhanya okuninzi kwihlabathi jikelele.

Mingaphi imiphefumlo endiyibizayo!

Zingaphi ezinye endizingcwalisayo, ndizilungisa, ndizohlwaya, njalo njalo!

Kwaye unam, udala, ucela umngeni, ulungisa njalo njalo.

Kanye njengokuba ungewedwa kule nto, nam ndingendodwa kumsebenzi wam. Ndingakwenzela   imbeko engaphezulu na?

Ngubani onokuthi konke endikuqondayo: -konke   kulungile

-ukuba unokwenza kuwe kwaye

- into esinokuyenza kwabanye

xa sisenza izinto ngokungathi uYesu uyazenza nathi? Ingqondo yam iyalahleka kwaye, ngenxa yoko, ndiyema apha.

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam osoloko enobubele undixelele:

Ntombi yam, uzicingela wena

-imfamekisa ingqondo e

- kubangela ukupela komntu ngokwenza iwebhu ejikeleze umntu.

Le web yalukwa bubuthathaka, ingcinezelo, ukuxhalaba, uloyiko nabo bonke ububi obusemntwini.

Xa umntu ezicingela ngakumbi,

kwakhona kwinkalo yokulungileyo, i-denser le network iba yinyani, ngakumbi umphefumlo uyamfamekiswa.

Kwelinye icala, musa ukucinga ngawe,

-kodwa ukucinga ngesiqu sam kuphela kwaye ndizithanda kuphela kuzo zonke iimeko kukukhanya kumoya kwaye kubangela ubugqi obumnandi nobungcwele.

Lo mlingo wobuthixo wenza inethiwekhi, kodwa inethiwekhi yokukhanya, amandla, uvuyo

kunye nokuthembela, ngokufutshane, uthungelwano lwento yonke eyeyam. Akukho mntu ucinga ngam kuphela kwaye uthanda mna kuphela,

ukuqina kobu buxhakaxhaka buba ngqindilili, kangangokuba umntu akasaziboni.

Hayi indlela ekukuhle ngayo ukubona umphefumlo ungqongwe yile ntambo yezandla elukwe ngobugqi bobuthixo!

Umhle, unesisa kwaye uthandeka lo mphefumlo kulo lonke iZulu! Yinto echasene nomphefumlo ozinzileyo ".

Emva kokuzibonakalisa ngokufutshane, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, ibuhlungu kangakanani into endiyibonayo xa ndibona umphefumlo uzivalele kwaye usebenza wedwa.

Ndisondele kuye ndijonge kuye

Kwaye ngokubona ukuba akakwazi ukwenza oko akwaziyo ukwenza kakuhle, ndilindele ukuba athi:

Ndiyafuna ukuyenza, kodwa andikwazi;

yiza wenze kunye nam kwaye ndiza kwenza yonke into kakuhle.

Loluphi uhlobo:

-Ndifuna ukuthanda, yiza kwaye uthande nam;

Ndifuna ukuthandaza, yiza uthandaze kunye nam;

-Ndifuna ukwenza eli dini, ndiphe amandla akho, kuba ndibuthathaka; kwaye nangokunjalo."

Ngolonwabo nangovuyo olukhulu, ndiya kuba khona kuyo yonke into.

Ndifana nomfundisi-ntsapho,

- ecebe umsebenzi kumfundi wakhe, usondele kuye ukuze abone ukuba uya kwenza ntoni.

Engakwazi ukwenza kakuhle, umfundi uba nexhala, abe nomsindo ade aqalise nokulila. Kodwa ayitsho ukuthi: “Nkosi, ndibonise ukuba kwenziwa njani na”.

Luluphi usizi lomfundisi-ntsapho, oziva ngaloo ndlela ebalwa ngumfundi wakhe! Yimeko yam le".

Wongeza wathi:

“Umzekeliso uthi:   Umntu uyaceba yaye uThixo uyalungisa  .

Ngokukhawuleza ukuba umphefumlo uzimisele ukwenza okulungileyo, ukuba ube ngcwele, ngokukhawuleza ndinento efunekayo ngeenxa zonke kum: ukukhanya, umbulelo, ulwazi lwam kunye ne-detachments.

Kwaye ukuba ngenxa yale nto andifikeleli usukelo, ngoko, ngokuzingca, ndiyabona ukuba akukho nto ilahlekileyo ukufikelela usukelo.

Kodwa, owu! Bangaphi abashiya esi sakhiwo uthando lwam lululuka kubo! Bambalwa kakhulu abazingisayo kwaye bandivumela ukuba ndenze umsebenzi wam. "

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

"Intombi yam, ngaphandle kothando,

iimpawu ezintle, nokuba ziphakame kangakanani na, zisoloko zisishiya isidalwa sahlukile kuMdali waso.

Luthando kuphela oluguqula umphefumlo ube nguThixo luze luwukhokelele ekubeni ube mnye naye  . Luthando kuphela olunokoyisa konke ukungafezeki kwabantu.

Noko ke, uthando lokwenene lukho kuphela

ukuba ubomi bakhe nokutya kwakhe kuvela kwiWill yam.

Yintando yam ethi, idityaniswe nothando, izise inguqu yokwenyani kuThixo  .

Umphefumlo ke udibana rhoqo

ngamandla am, ubungcwele bam nako konke endikuko. Kunokuthiwa ungomnye uSelf.

Yonke into ixabisekile yaye ingcwele kuye.

Kunokuthiwa nokuba umoya wakhe okanye umhlaba ochukunyiswe ziinyawo zakhe uxabisekile kwaye ungcwele, kuba ziziphumo zeNtando yam ".

Wongeza wathi:

"Owu! Ukuba wonke umntu ebesazi uthando lwam kunye nentando yam,

bebeya kuyeka ukuthembela ngeziqu zabo okanye kwabanye! Inkxaso yabantu yayiza kuphela.

Owu! Hayi indlela engabalulekanga ngayo yaye bengakhululekanga ngayo!

Yonke into ibinokuxhomekeka kuThando lwam kuphela.

Kwaye ekubeni uthando lwam lungumoya ococekileyo, baya kuziva bekhululekile apho.

Ntombi yam, uthando lufuna ukufumana imiphefumlo ingenalutho kuyo yonke into ngaphandle koko ayinakuyisonga ngengubo yayo.

Kufana nendoda efuna ukunxiba isuti epheleleyo kangangokuba ingangeni. Wayezama ukufaka ingalo emkhonweni, kodwa ayifumane ixingile.

Ngaloo ndlela, indoda elihlwempu yayinokuncama ingubo yayo okanye ibonakale kakubi.

Okufanayo kuya kuLuthando: luyakwazi ukuyambesa umphefumlo kuphela xa ufumanisa ungenanto ngokupheleleyo. Ngaphandle koko, edanile, kufuneka arhoxe ".

Xa ndandithandazela umntu, uYesu wathi kum:

"Intombi yam, ngoThando  , efanekiselwa lilanga,

kwenzeka kubantu abanokuqhuba ngokukhululekileyo umsebenzi wabo kuphela ukuba bawagcine ejonge phantsi ukuze ukukhanya kwelanga kungabamfamekisi.

Ukuba bathe ntsho ngamehlo abo elangeni, ngakumbi xa kusemini emaqanda, umbono wabo uyakhazimla kwaye banyanzeleke ukuba bawathobe amehlo abo; kungenjalo bamele   bawuyeke umsebenzi wabo.

Okwangoku, ilanga alonakaliswa nawuphi na kwaye liqhubeka ngokumangalisayo.

Kunjalo ke, ntombi yam, kumntu ondithanda ngokwenene.

Uthando lungaphezu kwelanga elinamandla nobungangamsha kuye.

Ukuba abantu babona lo mntu ekude, ukukhanya kwakhe kubadibanisa ngokubuthathaka kwaye banokumgculela kwaye bamhlazise.

Kodwa ukuba bayasondela, ukukhanya kothando kuyabamfamekisa baze bahambe ukuze balibale ngayo.

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ozele luThando uqhubeka nendlela yawo ngaphandle kokukhathazeka nokuba ujongwe ngubani na, kuba uyazi ukuba Uthando luyayikhusela kwaye luyayigada.

Ndathi kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele: “Uloyiko lwam kukuba ungandishiya”.

UYesu wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, andinako ukukushiya ngenxa yokuba

-awurhoxiswa e

-ukuba awuzikhathalelanga.

Kwabo bandithanda ngokwenene, bahlehla kwaye bazikhathalele, nokuba balungile, badala izithuba eluthandweni.

Ke, uBomi bam abunakugcwala ngokupheleleyo umphefumlo wakhe. Ndiziva ngathi ndibekwe ecaleni.

Oku kundinika ithuba lokubaleka abantwana bam abancinci.

Kwelinye icala, umphefumlo

-abangazixhalabisiyo ngezinto zabo e

-ngubani ocinga ukundithanda kuphela, ndiyigcwalise ngokupheleleyo.

Akukho ndawo ebomini bakhe apho ubomi bam bungekho.

Kwaye ukuba bendifuna ukuphuncuka kancinci, bendiya kuzitshabalalisa, nto leyo engenakwenzeka.

Intombazana yakho

ukuba imiphefumlo ibisazi ukuba kuyingozi kangakanani ukurhoxa!

Okukhona umphefumlo uzijonga ngakumbi,

- kokukhona iba ngumntu e

- kokukhona eziva iintsizi zakhe kwaye uba lusizi.

Kwelinye icala, musa ukucinga

- oko kum,

-ukundithanda,

-ukuba ukulahlwa kum ngokupheleleyo kuyawolula umphefumlo kwaye kuyawenza ukhule.

Okukhona umphefumlo undijonga, kokukhona usiba nobuThixo;

Okukhona ecamngca ngam, kokukhona eziva esisityebi, omelele kwaye ekhaliphile.

“Intombi yam, miphefumlo

- abazigcina bemanyene nentando yam,

-endivumela ukuba ndibeke uBomi bam kubo kwaye

Abacinga ngokundithanda bamanyene kum njengemitha yelanga.

Ngubani owenza imitha yelanga, ngubani obanika ubomi? Asililo ilanga ngokwalo?

Ukuba ilanga belingakwazi ukwenza imitha yalo lize liyinike ubomi, belingenakukwazi ukuyityhila ukuze linxibelelane nokukhanya nobushushu balo.

Imitha yelanga ithanda ukubaleka kwayo ize ihombise ubuhle balo.

Kunjalo ke nakum.

Ngenxa yemitha yam ekunye nam,

-ndiya kuyo yonke imimandla,

-Ndisasaza ukukhanya kwam, inceba yam kunye nokufudumala kwam,

-kwaye ndiziva ndimhle ngakumbi kunokuba ndingenayo i-spokes.

Ukuba besicela imitha yelanga

- zingaphi iintlanga azenzileyo,

- kungakanani ukukhanya kunye nobushushu obuninzi, ngoko, ukuba wayechanekile, uya kuphendula:

"Andiyihoyanga. Ilanga liyalazi kwaye kwanele kum

Ukuba bendinomhlaba omninzi wokunika ukukhanya nobushushu, bendiya kuba njalo. Kuba ilanga elindinika ubomi lingenza nantoni na ".

Kwelinye icala, ukuba umqadi wawunokukhangela ngasemva ukuze ubone oko wenzayo, wawunokulahleka uze ube mnyama.

Yiyo le imiphefumlo endithandayo. Yimitha yam ephilayo.

Abayibuzi into abayenzayo. Ekuphela kwento abayixhalabeleyo kukuhlala bemanyene nelanga likaThixo.

Ukuba bafuna ukuzivalela ngokwabo, kuya kwenzeka kubo njengalo mtha wokukhanya kwelanga: baya kulahlekelwa kakhulu ".

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndingena ndiphuma emiphefumlweni, kodwa ngubani ofumana iziphumo?

Le yimiphefumlo

-abagcina ukuthanda kwabo kufutshane nentando yam,

-ngubani ondibizayo, othandaza kunye

abawaziyo amandla am, nako konke okulungileyo endinokubenzela kona.

Ngaphandle koko,

kunjengomntu onamanzi endlwini, akasondeli ukuba asele;

nokuba kukho amanzi, ayisebenzi kwaye itshiswa lunxano.

Okanye kufana nomntu ogodolayo, ekufuphi nomlilo, angasondeli kuwo ukuze othe: nokuba kuthe kwabakho umlilo, akawusebenzisi lowo ubushushu.

Kwaye nangokunjalo.

Ndifuna ukunikela kakhulu, into engeyiyo ukuzisola kwam ukubona ukuba akukho mntu ufuna ukonwabela   izibonelelo zam  ! "

Ndibhala ngezinto zakudala. Ndicinge:

“Utsho uNdikhoyo

- kwezinye zeenkanuko zakhe,

-kwabanye bentliziyo yakhe,

-kwabanye uMnqamlezo wakhe.

Kwaye wayethetha ngezinye izinto ezininzi.

Ndingathanda ukwazi ukuba ngubani oyena wayebabalwe kakhulu nguYesu. “UYesu wam onobubele weza kum wathi:

"Ntombi yam,   uyazi ukuba ngubani oye wababalwa ngakumbi ndim?

Umphefumlo endibonakalise kuwo imimangaliso kunye namandla eNtando yam eNgcwele.

Zonke ezinye izinto ziyinxalenye yam.

Ngelixa iThanda lam liziko kunye nobomi bezinto zonke.

Intando yam

- Yalathisa iPassion yam,

- wanika ubomi Intliziyo yam kwaye

- uphakamisa uMnqamlezo.

Intando yam ibandakanya, ibamba kwaye isebenze yonke into. Ngoko ingaphezulu kwayo nayiphi na enye into. Ke ngoko oyena mntu bendithetha naye ngeWill yam ngoyena ebebabalwe kakhulu.

Ungandibuleli kangakanani ngokukuvuma kwiimfihlo zeWill yam!

Umntu okuWiyo yam ngulo

uthando lwam,

intliziyo yam,

umnqamlezo wam,

eyam inkululeko.

Akukho mahluko phakathi kwam naye.

Kuya kufuneka ube kwiWill yam ngokupheleleyo ukuba ufuna ukuthatha inxaxheba kuzo zonke iimpahla zam. "

Ngenye imini xa ndizibuza

yeyiphi eyona ndlela ingcono yokunikezela ngezabelo zakho:

-  iphantsi kokulungiswa,

- ngothando,

-okanye ngenye indlela  ,

uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

umntu ohlala kwiWill yam enze kuba ndim ofuna ukuyenza   akadingi kuzilungisa ngokwakhe  .

Kuba ikwiWill yam, xa isenza, ithandaza okanye ibandezeleka, ndiyayilahla imisebenzi yayo njengoko ndinqwenela.

Ukuba ndifuna ilungiswe, ndiyilungisile;

ukuba ndifuna uthando, ndifumana izenzo zalo njengezenzo zothando.

Ekubeni ndingumnikazi, ndenza into endiyifunayo ngezinto zakhe.

Akunjalo kubantu abangahlali kwintando yam: bona ngokwabo balahla izinto zabo kwaye ndiyayihlonipha intando yabo ".

Elinye ixesha, emva kokufunda incwadi malunga nengcwele

-ngubani, ekuqaleni, wayengafuni ukutya e

-ukuba, emva koko, kwafuneka ukuba ondle rhoqo, njengoko intswelo yakhe yayinjalo kangangokuba wakhala xa enganikwanga nto;

Ndandizibuza ukuba injani imeko yam.

Kuba, ngesinye isihlandlo, xa ndandinokutya okuncinane kakhulu, ndanyanzeleka ukuba ndikubuyisele, yaye ngoku ndithabatha okungakumbi yaye akuyomfuneko ukuba ndikubuyise.

Ndathi, “UYesu osikelelekileyo, kwenzeka ntoni?

Oku kubonakala kum kukungabikho kokuziphatha okubi kum. Bubugwenxa bam obundikhokelela kwezi ntlungu”.

Weza uYesu wathi kum:

“Uyafuna ukwazi ukuba kutheni? Ndiza kukuvuyisa.

Ekuqaleni  ,

- ukuze umphefumlo ube ngowam wonke,

- yikhuphe kuyo yonke into enovakalelo kwaye

-ukubeka kuyo yonke into yasezulwini kunye neyobuthixo, ndiyamsusa ekusweleni ukutya, ukuze aphantse angabi sakudinga.

Ngaloo ndlela, uchukumisa ngomnwe wakhe ukuba nguYesu kuphela owaneleyo kuye, ukuba akukho nto ingaphezulu kuye.

kuyimfuneko

Umi phezulu kakhulu, udelela yonke into kwaye akakhathali: ubomi bakhe busezulwini.

Emva koko  , emva kokuba ndiqeqeshe umphefumlo iminyaka kunye neminyaka, andisasoyiki ukuba ubuntununtunu bayo buya kudlala kancinci kuyo.

Ngokuba eve okwasezulwini.

- phantse akunakwenzeka ukuba umphefumlo uxabise izinto zasemhlabeni. So ndimbuyisela kubomi besiqhelo.

Kuba   ndifuna abantwana bam bathathe inxaxheba kwizinto endibadalele ukuba bazithande, kodwa   ngokweWill yam, hayi intando yabo.

Kwaye kungenxa yothando kuphela kwaba bantwana ukuba ndikhulise abanye abantwana.

Ukubona aba bantwana basezulwini besebenzisa izinto zendalo

kunye neqela   e

 ngokweWill yam 

kum yeyona nto intle yokulungisa

kwabo basebenzisa izinto zendalo ngokuthanda kwam.

Ungatsho njani ke ukuba kukho ububi kuwe ngenxa yale nto ikwehlelayo? Kukonke!

Yintoni engalunganga ngokuthatha kwiWiyo yam into encinci okanye encinci izinto zasemhlabeni? Akukho nto! Akukho nto imbi ifumanekayo kwiWill yam.

Yonke into ilungile, naphakathi kwezona zinto zingabalulekanga ".

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndakhalaza ukuba ndisikelele uYesu malunga nemeko yam ehlwempuzekileyo, ndimxelela:

"Njani na ngaphambili, wandinika iifefe ezingaka, uza kundibethelela nawe emnqamlezweni, ngoku akwenzeki nto?"

Wathi uYesu kum: “Uthini na, ntombi yam? Akusekho nto isenzekayo?

Kufuneka wazi

-ukuba yonke into endiyenzayo emphefumlweni itywinwe ngetywina likanaphakade kwaye

-ukuba akukho mandla anokuthintela ubabalo lwam ekusebenzeni emphefumlweni.

Yonke into endiyenzileyo emphefumlweni wakho ihleli, ndiwundlandlathekise.

Ukuba ndikubethelele emnqamlezweni, uhleli lo mnqamlezo;

kwaye oku amaxesha onke ndikubethelele emnqamlezweni. Ndiyathanda ukusebenza ngemiphefumlo kwaye ndigcine oko ndikwenzayo.

Emva koko, ndiqhubeka nomsebenzi wam ngaphandle kokugatya into endiyenzileyo ngaphambili. Ungatsho njani ke ukuba akukho nto yenzekayo?

Ah! Intombazana yakho

amaxesha abuhlungu kangangokuba ubulungisa bam bufikelela kwinqanaba

-ukuthintela imiphefumlo efuna ukuthathela kubo ukukhanya kobulungisa bam ukuthintela ukuwela emhlabeni.

Ngawona maxhoba athandwa yiNtliziyo yam.

Kodwa ihlabathi liyandinyanzela ukuba ndibagcine bengasebenzi. Nangona kunjalo, oku akuyiyo ukuthula.

Kuba, ukuhlala kwintando yam, le miphefumlo yenza yonke into,

-nokuba babonakala bengenzi nto.

Le miphefumlo yamkela unaphakade.

Kodwa, ngenxa yobungendawo bakhe, ihlabathi alisebenzisi kakubi. "

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam osoloko enobubele uze ngokufutshane.

Wayedandatheke kakhulu yaye elila. Ndatsho ndilila naye. Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam yintoni le isicinezele kangaka sikhale kangaka? Yimeko yehlabathi andithi?" Ndiphendule:"Ewe".

Uthe:

“Kungenxa yesizathu esingcwele nangaphandle komdla wobuqu ukuba sikhale. Kodwa ngubani ocinga loo nto?

Okuphikisanayo. Bayihleka intlungu esinayo ngenxa yabo. Ah! Izinto zisaqala:

ndiya kuhlamba ubuso bomhlaba ngegazi labo.

Ndabona kuphalala igazi elininzi lomntu ndathi:

"Yh! Yesu, wenza ntoni? Yesu, wenza ntoni?"

Ndikhathazeke kakhulu kukuswela uYesu wam onobubele, ndathandazela kwaye ndalungisa wonke umntu. Kodwa, ebukrakra bobukrakra bam, ndacinga ukuba ndithi:

"Ndibabale, Yesu, ndixolele; igazi lakho neembandezelo zakho azingenxa yam na? Zixabisekile na kum?"

UYesu  wam onobubele    wandixelela   ngaphakathi:

"Ah! Ntombi yam, uthini na? Ukucinga nje, uya regress!

Njengomnini-mnikazi, uyazinciphisa kwiimeko ezibuhlungu zomdlali we-actor!

Ntombazana ndini!

Ukuzicingela, uba lihlwempu.

Kuba, kwiWill yam, ungumnikazi kwaye unokuthatha nantoni na oyifunayo.

Ukuba kukho into onokuyenza kwintando yam, kukuthandaza kunye nokulungisa abanye ».

Ndithi kuYesu:

"Yesu wam othandekayo, ngaba uthanda kakhulu ukuba abo bahlala kwintando yakho bangazicingeli, kodwa bacinge ngawe? (Onjani wona ukuba bubudenge umbuzo!)

Waphendula wathi:

Hayi, andizicingeli mna.

Abo bafuna into bacingela ngokwabo. andiswele nto.

Ndim ubungcwele buqu, ulonwabo ngokwalo, ubukhulu, ukuphakama nobunzulu uqobo. Andiphoswa kwanto, akukho nto tu kwaphela.

UBumo bam buqulathe zonke izinto ezinokwenzeka nezicingekayo.

Ukuba kufika ingcinga engqondweni yam, yingcinga yobuntu.

Ubuntu buphumile kum kwaye ndifuna bubuyele kum.

Ndibeka kwimeko yam efanayo imiphefumlo efuna ngokwenene ukwenza intando yam.

Le miphefumlo ikunye nam.

Ndibenza abaphathi bepropathi yam kuba akukho bukhoboka kwiWill yam:

Okukokwam kokwabo;

- into endiyifunayo, bafuna.

Ngoko   ukuba umphefumlo uvakalelwa kukuba ufuna into ethile, oko kuthetha

-okungekho kwintando yam okanye,

- ubuncinci, ukuba ibuyela umva, kanye njengoko usenza ngoku.

Ngaba ayibonakali ingaqhelekanga kuwe into yokuba lowo unyule ukuba mnye nam, lowo uThandayo, undenza izicelo zenceba, ukuxolelwa, igazi, ukubandezeleka, ngelixa mna ndimenze inkosikazi yayo yonke into kunye nam?

Andiboni ukuba ndingamenzela inceba nokuba ndimxolele ngantoni na, ekubeni ndimnike yonke into.

UJaie makandisizele okanye andixolele, ayinakwenziwa.

Ke,   ndikucebisa

- ungayishiyi iWill yam e

-qhubeka ungacingi ngawe, kodwa ngabanye kuphela.

Ngaphandle koko uya kuhlwempuzeka kwaye uya kuziva ufuna yonke into ".

Ndithe ndisaziqhubela ekubandezelekeni kwam, ndathi entliziyweni yam.

"Andisaziboni! Ubomi bam bumnandi, uphi? Kufuneka ndenze ntoni ukuze ndikufumane?

Ngaphandle kwakho, sithandwa sam, andifumani

-ubuhle obundihombisayo,

-amandla ayandomelezayo;

- ubomi obundivuselelayo.

Ndikhumbula yonke into, yonke into yafa ngenxa yam.

Ngaphandle kwakho ubomi bubuhlungu ngaphezu kwako nakuphi na ukufa: kukufa okuqhubekayo! Yiza, oh Yesu, andisakwazi ukuyithatha!

Owu kuKhanya okuPhakamileyo, yiza, ungandenzi ndilinde! Undivumele ukuba ndibambe izandla zakho kwaye xa ndizama ukukubamba

uhamba kwangoko.

Undibonisa isithunzi sakho.

Kwaye, kamsinya nje ndizama ukujonga ubungangamsha kwesi sithunzi

nobuhle belanga lam Yesu, ndilahlekelwa kokubini, isithunzi nelanga.

Owu! Ndicela ube nenceba! Intliziyo yam ikwiwaka lamaqhekeza: Andisenakuphila. Ah! Ukuba ndingafa!

Ngelixa bendithetha oku, uYesu wam osoloko elungile weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndilapha, kuwe.

Ukuba ufuna ukuzazi, yiza kuM, uze uzazise kuM.

Ukuba uthe wazibonakalisa kum, uya kuzibeka ngolungelelwano. Kuba kum uya kufumana umfanekiso wakho njengam.

Uya kufumana apho yonke into oyifunayo ukugcina kunye nokuhombisa lo mfanekiso.

Xa uthe waziqonda wena kum, uya kumqonda nommelwane wakho okuM.

Kwaye   ndibona indlela endikuthanda ngayo kwaye ndimthanda kangakanani ummelwane wakho,

-uya kuphakama kwinqanaba lothando lokwenene lobuthixo kwaye,

- ngaphakathi nangaphandle kwakho, yonke into iya kubekwa ngolungelelwano oluyinyani oluyinkqubo yobuthixo.

Kodwa   ukuba uzama ukuzazi,

okokuqala, awusayi kuzibona ngokwenyani kuba uya kuphoswa kukuKhanya okungcwele;

okwesibini, uya kufumana yonke into ijonge phantsi:

iintsizi, ubuthathaka, ubumnyama, iinkanuko kunye nazo zonke   ezinye.

Obu bubugxwayiba obuya kukufumana ngaphakathi nangaphandle kwakho.

Kuba zonke ezi zinto ziya kuba semfazweni

-hayi ngokuchasene nawe kuphela,

- kodwa naphakathi kwabo,

ukwazi ukuba yeyiphi eya kukuphatha kakubi kakhulu.

Yaye khawucinge ngendlela abaya kukubeka ngayo ngokunxulumene nommelwane wakho.

Andifuni nje ukuba uzazise kum,

kodwa, ukuba ufuna ukuzikhumbula, kufuneka uze wenze kum.

Kungenjalo, ukuba uzama ukuzikhumbula ngaphandle kwam, uya kuzenzakalisa ngaphezu kokulungileyo. "

Kubonakala kum ukuba ngale ntsasa uYesu wam osoloko elungile weza ngendlela yakhe yesiqhelo. Ebebonakala evuya xa endibona nokuba nam from a

indlela eqhelekileyo.

Ukumbona elungile, enobubele kwaye enobubele, ndiye ndabulibala bonke ubunzima kunye nokuswela kwam. Njengoko wayenxibe isithsaba sameva esikhulu nesishinyeneyo, ndathi kuye.

"Uthando lwam olumnandi kunye noBomi bam, ndibonise ukuba uhlala undithanda:

susa esi sithsaba entlokweni yakho, usibeke entlokweni yam ngezandla zakho.

Ngaphandle kokulibazisa wasisusa isithsaba entloko waza ngezandla zakhe wasicinezela kwesam. Owu! Hayi indlela endavuya ngayo kuba ndinameva kaYesu entlokweni yam, abukhali, ewe, kodwa amnandi! Wandijonga ngobubele nothando.

Ukuzibona ndijongwe ngolo hlobo nguYesu, ngenkalipho ndathi:

"Yesu Ntliziyo yam, ameva awanelanga ukuba ndiqiniseke ukuba uyandithanda njengakuqala. Awunazo na izikhonkwane zokundibethelela ngazo?

Kungekudala, oh Yesu, musa ukundishiya ndithandabuza

Kuba ukuthandabuza kuphela kokungasoloko ndithandwa nguwe kundinika ukufa okungapheliyo! Ndihlabe!"

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, andinazikhonkwane kum, kodwa, ukwanelisa, ndiza kukuhlaba ngentsimbi."

Wazibamba izandla zam, wazikrazula, wenjenjalo nakwiinyawo zam.

Ndaziva ngathi ndintywiliselwe kulwandle lweentlungu, kodwa kunye nothando kunye nobumnandi.

Kwam kwabonakala ngathi uYesu wayengenakuyisusa inkangeleko yakhe yothando nothando. Wabeka ingubo yakhe yobukumkani phezu kwam, wandigubungela ngokupheleleyo,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam ethandekayo, ngoku yeka ukuthandabuza malunga nothando lwam kuwe.

Ukuba undibona ndikhathazekile, okanye ukuba ndidlula njengombane, okanye ukuba ndithe cwaka, khumbula ukuba uhlaziyo olunye lwameva nezinzipho zam kwanele ukusibuyisela kulwalamano lwethu olusondeleyo. Ke yonwaba kwaye ndiza kuqhubeka ndisasaza izibetho emhlabeni. "

Ukwandixelela nezinye izinto, kodwa ubunzulu bentlungu bundenza ndingakwazi ukuyikhumbula kakuhle.

Ndaphinda ndazibona ndindedwa, ndingenaye uYesu.

Ndagalela kuMama wam othandekayo, ndikhala ndimcela ukuba abuyise uYesu.

Umama wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam ethandekayo, musa ukulila.

Kufuneka umbulele uYesu

- ngenxa yendlela aziphatha ngayo kuwe e

- ngenxa yeenceba akunika zona, engakuvumeli ukuba uhlukane nentando yakhe eNgcwele kula maxesha esohlwayo.

Wayengenakukunika ubabalo olukhulu.

Wabuya uYesu, endibonile ukuba bendilila, wathi kum.

"Ulile?"

Ndamxelela:

"Ndalila kunye noMama

Khange ndikhale namntu mna ndenze lonto kuba ubungekho."

Wathatha izandla zam wazifaka kwezakhe wathomalalisa intlungu yam.

Emva koko wandibonisa izinyuko ezibini ezinkulu ezidibanisa umhlaba nesibhakabhaka.

Kwakukho abantu abaninzi kwenye yezinyuko kwaye bembalwa kakhulu kwenye.

Ileli apho kwakukho abantu abambalwa kakhulu yayiyigolide eqinileyo kwaye yayibonakala ngathi abantu balapho yayingomnye uYesu.

Esinye isinyuko sasibonakala senziwe ngamaplanga yaye, ngokubhekisele kubantu ababekho, sasiphantse sibe sifutshane yaye singaphucukanga.

UYesu wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam,   abo baphila ubomi bam bakhwela ileli yegolide   ndingathi ziinyawo zam, izandla zam, Intliziyo yam, zonke ngokwam: bangomnye ngokwam.

Bayinto yonke kum kwaye ndim ubomi babo.

Zonke izenzo zabo ziyigolide kwaye azinaxabiso, njengoko benobuThixo. Akukho mntu unokufikelela ubude bakhe kuba buBomi bam.

Phantse akukho mntu ubaziyo ngenxa yokuba bafihliwe kum, kodwa baya kwaziwa ngokugqibeleleyo eParadesi.

Kukho imiphefumlo emininzi kwi-staircase yamaplanga  .

Bayimiphefumlo ehamba umendo wokulunga.

Oku kulungile, kodwa le miphefumlo ayidityaniswanga kuBomi bam kwaye iqhagamshelwe ngokuqhubekayo kwintando yam. Izabelo zabo ziyimithi kwaye, ngoko ke, ixabiso elincinci.

Le miphefumlo iphantsi, iphantse yabhitya,

ngenxa yokuba iinjongo zabantu zikhapha izenzo zabo ezilungileyo.

Iinjongo zomntu azivelisi ukukhula.

Le miphefumlo yaziwa ngumntu wonke

ngokuba azifihlakalanga kum, zifihlakeleyo kuzo. Abayi kubangela imimangaliso ezulwini,

ngokuba babesaziwa nasemhlabeni.

Ke, ntombam,   ndifuna uphelele eBomini bam ungenanto kobakho  .

Ndikuphathisa abantu obaziyo

ukuhlala ndomelele kwaye ndizinzile kwisikali soBomi bam. ”Ukhombe umnwe emntwini endimaziyo, emva koko wathi shwaka.

Ngamana yonke into ibe ngenxa yozuko lwakhe.

Ngale ntsasa, xa uYesu wam olungileyo weza, wandibopha ngomsonto wegolide wathi:

“Ntombi yam, andifuni kukubophelela ngeentsontelo namatyathanga.

Amakhamandela entsimbi awabavukelayo, hayi imiphefumlo ethambileyo

ukuba ufuna kuphela intando yam njengobomi kunye noThando lwam kuphela njengokutya. Kwabo, intambo elula yanele.

Ndidla ngokungawusebenzisi nomsonto.

Le miphefumlo inzulu kakhulu kum kangangokuba iba banye nam.

Ngelixa uYesu wam othandekayo wayendibambile, ndazibona ndikulwandle olungenamda lweNtando yakhe, ke, kuzo zonke izidalwa.

Ndahamba engqondweni kaYesu, emehlweni akhe, emlonyeni wakhe, naseNtliziyweni yakhe, kwangaxeshanye, ngengqondo, emehlweni nakwezinye izidalwa, ndisenza yonke into eyenziwa nguYesu. Owu! Hayi indlela umntu amkela ngayo yonke into xa enoYesu, akukho mntu ukhutshelwa ngaphandle!

Wathi kum:

"Nabani na ohlala kwintando yam uyamkela yonke into, athandaze kwaye alungise wonke umntu. Uthwala ngaphakathi kwakhe uthando endinalo kumntu wonke. Udlula bonke abanye ".

Ndandifunde ukuba abo bangalingwayo abathandeki kuThixo.

Kwaye ekubeni kubonakala kum ukuba ixesha elide andazi ukuba yintoni isilingo,

Ndamxelela uYesu ngayo.

Wathi kum   :

"Ntombi yam, nabani na ohlala yonke into kwi-Will yam akakho phantsi kwesilingo.

kuba usathana akanawo amandla okungena kwiWill yam.

Kwakhona, akafuni ukuthatha umngcipheko ngenyaniso

- ukuba intando yam iKhanya kwaye

-ukuba, ngenxa yolu kukhanya, umphefumlo uya kuqaphela amaqhinga akhe ngokukhawuleza kwaye uhlekise ngaye. Utshaba aluthandi ukuhlekwa, lumbi kakhulu kuye kunesihogo ngokwaso. Yenza yonke into ukuze uhlale kude nomphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam.

Zama ukuphuma kwiWill yam kwaye uya kubona ukuba zingaphi iintshaba eziya kunyibilika kuwe. Nabani na oseNtandweni yam uphethe iflegi yoloyiso phezulu.

Kwaye akukho lutshaba lunobuganga bokumhlasela.

Kwezi ntsuku kum kwakubonakala ngathi uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wayefuna ukuthetha nam.

yentando yakhe engcwele. Wayeza, athethe amazwi ambalwa aze ahambe ngoko nangoko. Ndikhumbula ngenye imini wathi kum:

"Intombi yam, kumntu ohlala kwintando yam,

Ndiziva ndinoxanduva lokunika izidima zam, ubuhle bam, amandla am, ngamafutshane, konke endikuko.

Ukuba andikhange ndiyenze, bendiya kuzikhanyela.

Ixesha elinye ngaphezulu, ngoko

-ukuba ndandifunda malunga nobunzima bomgwebo wokugqibela e

-ukuba ndandibuhlungu kakhulu,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, kutheni ufuna ukundenza buhlungu?"

Ndaphendula:

"Ayikho kuwe ukuba buhlungu, kuxhomekeke kum."

Uthe:

"Ah! Awufuni ukuqonda ukuba xa umphefumlo uhlala kwi-Will yam

- uzive ulusizi, udabukile okanye nantoni na ekwenza ubandezeleke,

intlupheko yakhe iyehlela kum ndive ngathi   yeyam?

Kumphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam ndinokuthi:

"Imithetho ayifanelanga wena, akukho sigwebo kuwe."

Ukuba bendifuna ukugweba umphefumlo onjalo, bendiya kuziphethe kakubi. Esikhundleni sokuba ugwetywe, lo mphefumlo ufumana ilungelo lokugweba abanye ».

Wongezelela wathi: “  Intando elungileyo yomphefumlo owenza okulungileyo inamandla phezu kweNtliziyo yam  .

Amandla akhe makhulu kangangokuba kuyandinyanzela ukuba ndimnike into ayifunayo. "

Emva koko, kwafika umbuzo kum:

"Yintoni uYesu ayithanda kakhulu: uthando okanye intando yakhe?"

Wathi kum:

"Intando yam kufuneka ibe yeyona nto iphambili kuyo yonke into. Zibonele wena:

- Unomzimba nomphefumlo,

-wenziwe ngobukrelekrele, inyama, amathambo, imithambo-luvo, kodwa awenziwanga ngelitye lebhastile elibandayo, uqulathe nobushushu.

Ubukrelekrele, umzimba, inyama, amathambo kunye nemithambo-luvo yintando yam, ngelixa ubushushu emphefumlweni luthando.

Jonga idangatye nomlilo: yintando yam. Ngelixa ubushushu ababuvelisayo buLuthando.

Eyona nto yintando yam kwaye iimpembelelo zale nto luThando. Ezi zimbini zidibene kangangokuba enye ayinakuba ngaphandle komnye.

Okukhona umphefumlo unezinto zoMthandazo wam, kokukhona uvelisa uthando ngakumbi ».

Ndandintywiliselwe kuYesu kwaye ndandicinga ngenzondelelo   yakhe  , ngakumbi ngezinto awabandezeleka   ngazo egadini  .

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam,   iPasion yam yokuqala yayiyeyoThando.

Isizathu sokuqala sokuba umntu one kukungabi naluthando. Oku kungabikho koThando kwandenza ndasokola ngaphezu kwayo yonke enye into, yayindityumza ngaphezu kokuba ndityunyuzwe ngokupheleleyo. Undinike ukufa okuninzi njengoko kukho izidalwa ezifumana ubomi.

Umdla wesibini yayikukuba ngenxa yezono  . Isono sirhwebeshela uThixo uzuko lwakhe.

Ke kaloku, ukuze ndilungise uzuko láluphuthileyo uThixo ngenxa yesono, uBawo wandithwalela umvandedwa wezono;

Ndive ubunzima obungangobugwenxa bakhe waza wazenza kwada kwasekupheleni kwehlabathi. Ngaloo ndlela uzuko lukaBawo lwabuyiselwa. Isono sivelisa ubuthathaka emntwini. Ndandifuna ukuva ubunzima ngenxa yamaYuda – inkanuko yam yesithathu – ukubuyisela emntwini amandla akhe alahlekileyo.

Ngaloo ndlela,   ngokuthanda kwam Uthando  , Uthando lubuyiselwe kwaye lubuyiselwe kwinqanaba elifanelekileyo.

Ngenzondelelo yam yezono  , uzuko lukaBawo lubuyisiwe kwaye lwabuyiselwa kwinqanaba lakhe.

Kuba imfesane yam yabandezeleka ezandleni zamaYuda  , amandla ezidalwa abuyiselwa kwaye abuyiselwa kwinqanaba lawo.

Ndasokola konke oku eGadini:

- isonka esigqithisileyo,

- ukufa kwabantu abaninzi,

-i-spasms ezibuhlungu.

Konke oku kwintando kaBawo".

Emva koko ndacinga ngexesha uYesu wam olungileyo waphoswa kumlambo iKidron.

Wazibonakalisa ekwimeko elusizi, emanziswe ngala manzi anezothe.

Wathi kum:

"Intombi yam, ukudala umphefumlo,

Ndayigquma ngengubo yokukhanya kunye nobuhle,

Kodwa isono siwususa lo mnweba siwubeke endaweni yawo ngesambatho sobumnyama nobubi, nto leyo isenza sibe nezothe kwaye sigule.

ukuze ndiyisuse le ngubo ilusizi emphefumlweni wam, ndawavumela amaYuda ukuba andijulele emlanjaneni oyiKidron;

apho bendinjengokungathi ndisongelwe ngaphakathi nangaphandle, ekubeni la manzi amdaka angena ezindlebeni zam, emathatheni nasemlonyeni.

Ayenyanya amaYuda ukundichukumisa. Ah! Uthando lwezidalwa lundixabise kangakanani, ukusa kwinqanaba lokundigulisa, nakuMna!”

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam  umphefumlo ongayenzi iNtando yam awulunganga ukuba uphile emhlabeni.   Ubomi bawo abunantsingiselo kwaye abunanjongo.

Kwaye njani

-umthi ongavelisi siqhamo okanye uvelisa isiqhamo esinetyhefu

Lowo uyityhefa ngokwakhe aze atyhefe abo bazibeka esichengeni sokuyitya ngokungakhathali, - umthi ongenzi nto ngaphandle kokweba umlimi.

ewomba umhlaba owujikelezileyo kabuhlungu.

Ngaloo ndlela   umphefumlo ongayenziyo intando yam uzigcina kwisimo sengqondo sokundiba  .  Kwaye ubusela bakhe bujika bube yityhefu.

Indihlutha iziqhamo zeNdalo, iNtlawulo kunye noBungcwaliselo. Uyandiba

- ukukhanya kwelanga,

- ukutya akuthathayo,

-umoya owuphefumlayo,

-amanzi aphelisa unxano;

-umlilo owutshisayo e

-umhlaba ahamba kuwo.

Ngoba yonke lento yeyemiphefumlo eyenza intando yam.

Yonke into eyeyam yeyale miphefumlo.

Umphefumlo ongayenzi intando yam awunamalungelo. Ndihlala ndiziva ndikhuthuzwa nguye.

Kufuneka abonwe njengomntu ongaziwayo kwaye, ngenxa yoko, kufuneka abotshwe ngamatyathanga aze aphoswe kweyona ntolongo imnyama. "

Emva koko, uYesu wathi shwaka okomlilo wedobo.

Ngenye imini wafika wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi   umahluko phakathi kwentando yam kunye noThando?

Intando yam lilanga kwaye Uthando ngumlilo.

Njengelanga, iWill yam ayifuni kutya.

UkuKhanya kwayo kunye noBushushu bayo abunakunyuka okanye bunciphe.

Intando yam ihlala ilingana nayo kwaye ukukhanya kwayo kuhlala kunyulu ngokugqibeleleyo.

Umlilo, ngakolunye uhlangothi   , uphawu loThando  , ludinga ukondliwa ngokhuni kwaye, ukuba lulahlekile, lubeka ingozi yokubuna de luphume.

Umlilo uyanda okanye uyancipha ngokuxhomekeke kwiinkuni ezityiswayo. Ngoko ke, ixhomekeke ekungazinzini.

Ukukhanya kwayo kusemngciphekweni wokuba mnyama kunye nokuxubana nomsi ukuba akwenziwanga ngokwentando yam ".

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele,   uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandixelela  :

"Ntombi yam, intando yam yeyomphefumlo yintoni i-opium yomzimba.

Umguli ohlwempuzekileyo ekufuneka enziwe utyando, njengokunqunyulwa komlenze okanye ingalo, ulala neopium.

Ngoko ke, akaziva ukulungeleka kweentlungu kwaye xa evuka, kwenziwa utyando.

Akazange abandezeleke kakhulu ngenxa ye-opium.

Kunjalo nakwiWill yam: iopium elalayo yeyomphefumlo

ubukrelekrele

uzithande,

ukuzithemba,   e

yonke into   yomntu.

Ayivumeli

- ukungonwabi, ukuhlambalaza. ekubandezelekeni, okanye intlungu yangaphakathi ukungena nzulu emphefumlweni

-kuba umgcina elele.

Ukanti umphefumlo ugcina imiphumo kunye neemfanelo ezifanayo, kanye ngokungathi ubuziva ngokunzulu ezi ntlungu.

Ngomahluko omnye omkhulu, nangona:

I- opium kufuneka   ithengwe kwaye umntu akanakuyithatha rhoqo. Ukuba uyithatha rhoqo, okanye yonke imihla, uyabhideka, ngakumbi ukuba ubuthathaka kumgaqo-siseko.

I-opium yeNtando yam ,  ngakolunye uhlangothi, ikhululekile kwaye umphefumlo unokuyithatha nangaliphi na ixesha.

Okukhona ethatha, kokukhona isizathu sakhe sikhanyiselwa. Ukuba ibuthathaka, ifumana amandla kaThixo. "

Emva koko, ndabonakala ndibona abantu abandingqongileyo. Ndithi kuYesu: "Ndingubani na?"

Waphendula wathi: “Aba ngabo endakuphathisa kwakudala

Ndifuna ukwakha iqhina phakathi kwakho nabo ukuze bahlale bekufutshane nam.”

Walatha kwenye ngokukodwa. Ndithi kuYesu:

"Ah! Yesu, ulibele intlupheko yam egqithileyo nokungabikho kwam, kwaye ndidinga yonke into! Ndithini?"

Waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam,   awuyi kwenza nto, njengoko ungazange wenze nto.

Mna ndiya kuthetha ndisebenze kuwe, Ndiya kuthetha ngomlomo wakho.

Ukuba uyafuna kwaye ukuba aba bantu banesimo esihle sengqondo, ndiya kwenza nantoni na.

Kwaye ukuba kufuneka ndikugcine ulele kwiWill yam, ndizokuvusa xa kufika ixesha kwaye ndikwenze uthethe nabo.

Ndiya kuvuya xa ndisiva uthetha ngeNtando yam,

- mhlawumbi ukwimeko yokuvuka okanye   ulele.

Ndiza kuzibhala ezinye izinto uYesu awandixelela zona ngemihla yokugqibela. Ndiyakhumbula, ngelixa ndiziva ndigodola kwaye ndingenamdla, ndandisenza into endiyenzayo. Ndazicingela    : _

"Ngubani onokutsho ukuba lungakanani uzuko endilunika uYesu xa ndiziva ngokuchaseneyo nale nto ndiziva ngayo ngoku?"

UYesu wathi kum:

"   Intombi yam,

Xa umphefumlo uthandaza uvutha, undithumezela ngesiqhumiso esinomsi.

-xa ethandaza uziva egodola kodwa engazingenisanga

yonke into endingayaziyo sisiqhumiso esingenamsi into endithuma yona. Ndibathanda bobabini. Kodwa ndithanda isiqhumiso esingenamsi ngakumbi,

kuba ukutshaya kuhlala kubangela ingxaki yamehlo ». Ngelixa ndandiziva ndigodola,   uYesu wam olungileyo wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, kwiVolition yam umkhenkce uvutha ngakumbi kunomlilo. Yintoni eya kukuchukumisa kakhulu: ukubona

-Umkhenkce uyatshisa kwaye utshabalalise yonke into eyichukumisayo okanye

-Ngaba umlilo ujika izinto zibe ngumlilo? Ngokuqinisekileyo ngumkhenkce.

Ah! Ntombi yam,   kwiWill yam izinto ziyatshintsha kwindalo.

Ngaloo ndlela kwintando yam umkhenkce unobuhle bokutshabalalisa konke okungabufanelanga ubungcwele bam, ukwenza umphefumlo ucoceke, ube buthathaka kwaye ube ngcwele ngokwencasa yam hayi ngokwencasa yayo.

Obo bubumfama bezidalwa kwanabo bagqalwa njengabalungileyo.

Xa beziva begodola, bebuthathaka, becinezelekile, njl.

- ngakumbi baziva,

- ngakumbi babuyela ekuthandeni kwabo, besenza i-labyrinth ukuze batshone ngakumbi kwiingxaki zabo;

kunokuba ndenze umtsi kwi-Will yam, apho baya kufumana khona

-umlilo obandayo,

-intsizi-ubutyebi

ubuthathaka-amandla,

- ingcinezelo-uvuyo.

Kungenjongo yokuba ndiwenze ube buhlungu umphefumlo, ukuze ndiwunike ngokuchasene noko uzivayo.

Nangona kunjalo, ndingafuni ukuyiqonda kube kanye,

Izidalwa ezikhohlakeleyo ziwaphuthisa amacebo am. Obunjani bona ubumfama! Obunjani bona ubumfama!"

Ngenye imini,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam  , yabona ukuba wondleke njani umphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam  ". Wandibonisa ilanga elivula imitha engenakubalwa.

Yayiqaqambe kangangokuba ilanga lethu lesiqhelo lisisithunzi nje ecaleni kwayo. Eminye imiphefumlo ihlanjwe kukukhanya kweli langa yayisela kwimitha yalo njengamabele.

Nangona le miphefumlo yayibonakala ingasebenzi ngokupheleleyo, wonke umsebenzi wobuthixo wawusenziwa   yiyo. UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wongezelela wathi:

"Ngaba ulubonile ulonwabo lwemiphefumlo ehlala kwintando yam kunye nendlela imisebenzi yam eyenziwa ngayo ngabo?

Umphefumlo ohleli ekuthandeni kwam udla ngokukhanya, oko kukuthi, kum, kwaye nangona ungenzi nto, wenza konke.

Nantoni na ayicingayo, ayenzayo okanye ayithethayo, lo ngumphumo wokutya akuthathayo, oko kukuthi, isiqhamo seNtando yam ».

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndathandaza kuYesu wam othandekayo ukuba abe nobubele ngokwaneleyo ukuze abelane nam ngeembandezelo zakhe. Wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam yi-opium yomphefumlo  ,

kodwa   i-opium yam kum ngumphefumlo oshiywe kwiNtando yam  .

Le opium yomphefumlo inqanda

- ameva ukuba andihlabe,

-izikhonkwane zokundigqobhoza;

-amanxeba okundivisa ubuhlungu.

Yonke into iphakama kum, yonke into iyalala.

Ke, ukuba undinike i-opium, ungafuna njani ukuba ndibelane nawe ngentlungu yam? Ukuba andinazo kum, andinazo nazo kuwe. "

Ndamxelela:

“Awu! Yesu, kulungile ukuza kum nale nto!

Undihlekisa ngokuthatha amagama akuvumela ukuba ungandonelisi!

Waphendula wathi:

"Hayi, hayi, kunjalo, kunjalo.

Ndifuna i-opium eninzi kwaye ndifuna ukuba ulahlwe ngokupheleleyo kuM.

Ukuze ndingabi sakubona njengawe, kodwa njengam, nokuze ndikuxelele   ukuba ungumphefumlo wam, inyama yam, amathambo am  .

Ngala maxesha, ndifuna i-opium eninzi.

Kuba, ukuba ndithe ndavuka, ndothulula isohlwayo somkhukula.”

Emva koko wanyamalala.

Wabuya kungekudala emva koko wongeza:

“Ntombi yam, okwenzeka emoyeni kuhlala kusenzeka emphefumlweni.

Ngenxa yevumba elibi eliphuma emhlabeni, umoya ubanzima kwaye kufuneka umoya omhle ukukhupha eli vumba libi.

Emva koko, emva kokuba umoya uhlanjululwe kwaye impepho enenzuzo iqalile ukuvuthuza,

sinovuyo lokugcina imilomo yethu ivulekile ukuze siwenze kakuhle lo moya usulungekileyo.

Kwenzeka into efanayo emphefumlweni. Rhoqo

-ukuzola,

-ubuwena,

- i-ego kunye

-Yonke into engumntu ithoba umoya womphefumlo.

Kwaye ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndithumele umoya

-ingqele,

- isilingo,

-ububhanxa,

- ukunyelisa, ukuze bona

-coca umoya,

- hlambulula umphefumlo e

- uyibuyisele ekungento kwayo.

Le nto ingamvulelanga ucango uThixo, ongenisa impepho evumba limnandi.

Ke, ukugcina umlomo wakho uvulekile,

umphefumlo unokuwonwabela ngakumbi lo moya uyingenelo ngenxa yokungcwaliswa kwawo. "

Ndaziva ndinganelisekanga kancinci kukuswela uYesu wam osoloko enobubele Weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, wenza ntoni?" Ndiyinzaliseko yokwaneliseka.

Ndikuwe kwaye ndiziva ndinganelisekanga. Ndiyaqonda ukuba iphuma kuwe

Kwaye, ke, andizazi ngokupheleleyo kuwe

Enyanisweni, ukunganeliseki yinxalenye yendalo yomntu kungekhona indalo kaThixo.

Kuyintando yam ukuba into engumntu ayisekho kuwe, kodwa oko kungokobuthixo."

Ke, ngelixa ndicinga   ngoMama wam othandekayo  , uYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam,   ingcinga yePassion yam ayizange imlahle uMama wam endimthandayo. Yiyo loo nto izaliswe ndim ngokupheleleyo.

Kwenzeka into efanayo emphefumlweni: ngokungacingi malunga nokubandezeleka kwam, kuza kuzalisa ngokupheleleyo ngam ".

Ndandiphethwe kakubi kukuswela uYesu wam othandekayo.

Uvele ngasemva wabeka isandla emlonyeni wam watsala amashiti ebewakhuphe ebhedini ebesondele kakhulu endinqanda ukuba ndiphefumle ngokukhululeka.

Wathi kum, Ntombi yam,   umphefumlo ohleli kwintando yam ngumphefumlo   wam.

Yiyo loo nto bendiwacimile amashiti.

Kuba nam ndaziva ndinentloni ukuphefumla. "

Ndathi kuYesu: “Uthini na wena Yesu?

Kunoko, ndivakalelwa kukuba undishiyile yaye uzilibele zonke izithembiso zakho!

Waphendula wathi: “Ntombi yam, ungatsho.

Uyandikhubekisa kwaye undinyanzele ukuba ndikwenze uzive ngokwenene ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukushiywa ndim.

Ngobumnandi obukhulu wongeza:

"Nabani na ohlala kwintando yam ubonisa ngokucacileyo ukuba,

Ebudeni bobomi bam basemhlabeni, nangona ndandikhangeleka njengomntu, ndandisenguNyana othandekayo kaBawo endimthandayo.

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam ugcina isigqubuthelo sobuntu, nangona uMntu wam oNgahlulwayo kuBathathu Emnye ungcwele.

Kwaye i-Divinity ithi, "Lo ngomnye umphefumlo esiwugcinayo emhlabeni.

Ngenxa yokumthanda, siyawuxhasa umhlaba, kuba uthatha indawo yethu kuyo yonke into ".

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam osoloko elungile uye weza, endicinezela entliziyweni yakhe, wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, umphefumlo ohlala ucinga ngePassion yam wenza umthombo entliziyweni yawo.

Okukhona uhlala ucinga ngePasion yam, kokukhona lo mthombo ukhula. Amanzi alo mthombo ngawabantu bonke;

Ngaloo ndlela lo mthombo ugeleza ngenxa yozuko lwam kunye nokulungela lo mphefumlo kunye nayo yonke eminye imiphefumlo ».

Ndamxelela:

Ndixelele, Thixo wam, wobabuyekeza ngantoni abo benza amaXesha oShishino njengoko wandifundisayo?

Waphendula wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndiya kuziqwalasela ezi Ziyure, kungenjengoko kwenziwe ngabo, kodwa njengoko besenza mna.

Ngokweemeko zabo, ndiya kubanika iimfanelo ezifanayo kunye nemiphumo efanayo njengokuba ndibandezeleka ngenxa yothando lwam.

Oku, kwanasebudeni bobomi babo basemhlabeni.

Andikwazanga ukubanika umvuzo omkhulu ngakumbi.

Emva koko, eZulwini, ndiya kubeka le miphefumlo phambi kwam

Kwaye ndiya kubatola iintolo zothando kunye nokwaneliseka ngamaxesha amaninzi njengoko iiyure zoMvumo wam. Kwaye baya kuphendula.

Onjani wona ukuthakatha okuya kuba kubo bonke abasikelelweyo!

Wongeza wathi:

"Uthando lwam ngumlilo, kodwa ayingomlilo wenyama otshisa izinto zibe luthuthu. Umlilo wam uyavuselela kwaye ufezekise.

Kwaye, ukuba idla into ethile, ayingcwele yonke into.

- iminqweno, ukuthanda kunye neengcinga ezingalunganga. Lulo olu ukulunga komlilo wam: ukutshisa ububi nokudlisa ubomi kokulungileyo.

Ukuba umphefumlo awuziva utyekelo olubi kuwo, unokuqiniseka ukuba umlilo wam ukuyo.

Kodwa ukuba uva umlilo uxutywe nobubi kuye, unokungabaza ukuba ngumlilo wam wokwenene. "

Njengoko ndandithandaza, ndacinga ngelo xesha

UYesu washiya uMama wakhe Oyena Ungcwele ukuba aye kubandezeleka ngenxa yentlungu yakhe  . Ndicinge:

“Kwenzeka njani ukuba uYesu azahlule kuMama wakhe amthandayo, aze yena azahlule kuYesu?”

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

kungabikho kwahlukana phakathi kwam noMama wam othandekayo. Ukwahlukana kwabonakala kuphela.

Kwabakho umanyano phakathi kwam naye.

Oku kudityaniswa kwaba kukuba ndihlale naye kunye naye kunye nam. Kunokuthiwa kwakukho uhlobo oluthile lokuhlala.

Kuyenzeka nakwimiphefumlo xa imanyene nam ngokwenene.

- bavumela umthandazo ungene kwimiphefumlo yabo njengobomi,

-uhlobo lokudityaniswa kunye nokwahlulwa kwenzeka.

Ndihamba nabo naphi na apho ndikhoyo ndihlale nabo.

"Intombazana yakho,

awuyiqondi kakuhle into yokuba umama wam endimthandayo wayeyintoni kum.

Ukuza emhlabeni, andinakuba ngaphandle kweZulu, kwaye iZulu lam lalinguMama wam.

Kwakukho uhlobo oluthile lombane phakathi kwam naye, ngoko akazange acinge ukuba awukhuphuki engqondweni yam.

Yintoni awayifumana kum:

amagama, - intando, - iminqweno, - izenzo, - izijekulo, njl.

wenza ilanga, iinkwenkwezi kunye nenyanga yeli Zulu, ezongezeleleka kuzo zonke izinto   eziyolisayo ezinokubakho

ukuba isidalwa sinokundinika kwaye sizonwabisa.

Owu! Hayi indlela endandonwabe ngayo kule paradesi! Hayi indlela endaziva ndivuzwe ngayo ngayo yonke into!

Ikiss endandinika yona umama ibiqulathe ukwanga kwazo zonke izidalwa.

"Ndaziva umama wam othandekayo kuyo yonke indawo:

-Ndayiva ngokuphefumla kwam kwaye, ukuba ndiyasebenza, yawuthambisa umsebenzi wam.

Ndayiva apha eNtliziyweni yam ukuba ndiziva ndicaphukile yayitsho yamnandi intlungu yam. -Ndayiva ezinyaweni zam kwaye, ukuba ndidiniwe, yayindinika amandla kwaye ndiphumle.

Kwaye ngubani onokutsho ukuba ndiziva kangakanani ngexesha lam lePassion? Ngayo yonke i-whiplash,

kuyo yonke iplagi,

kuwo onke amanxeba,

ngethontsi ngalinye legazi lam.

Ndayiva, izalisekisa umsebenzi wayo njengoMama wokwenene. Ah!

- ukuba imiphefumlo yandinika yonke into,

-ukuba bazobe yonke into ngam,

zingaphi izibhakabhaka kunye noomama abaninzi endinokuba nabo emhlabeni!

Ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu wam wayesoloko enobubele wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ndifuna kuwe

-ukusetyenziswa kokwenyani,

-ayisiyiyo ingqikelelo, kodwa yinyani,

nokuba yenziwe ngendlela elula.

Masithi unengcinga engeyiyo eyam, emva koko kufuneka uyincame kwaye ubeke ingcinga yobuthixo endaweni yayo. Ngoko,

uyakube ugqibile ingcinga yakho yomntu ukuze kuzuze ubomi bengcinga yobuThixo.

Ngokufanayo,

- ukuba iliso lifuna ukujonga into endizisolayo okanye ayibhekiseli kum kwaye umphefumlo unikezela kule nto,

iyonakalisa imbono yakhe yomntu ize izuze ubomi bombono wobuthixo. Ngoko ke ubomi bakho bonke.

Owu! Ndibuva njani obu   bomi butsha baphezulu

-ngena kum, -thatha inxaxheba kuyo yonke into   endiyenzayo!

Ndiyabuthanda obu bomi kangangokuba ndincama yonke into kuba ndibathanda. Le miphefumlo yeyokuqala phambi kwam.

Xa ndibasikelela abanye bayasikelelwa ngabo.

Bangabokuqala ukuxhamla kwiiGrafes zam kunye noThando lwam. Kwaye ngabo abanye bafumana ubabalo lwam kunye nothando lwam ».

Ndithe ndisathandaza ndangena

-Iingcinga zam kwiingcinga zikaYesu,

-amehlo am emehlweni kaYesu, njalo njalo,

ngenjongo yokwenza oko kwenziwa nguYesu

- ngeengcinga zakhe, amehlo akhe, umlomo wakhe, intliziyo yakhe, njl.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba iingcinga zikaYesu, amehlo akhe, njl. zisasazeke kulunge kubo   bonke.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba nam, ndimanyene noYesu, ndandizisasaza ukuze   kulungelwe   bonke abantu.

Ndaba ngathi, "Luhlobo luni lokucamngca endilwenzayo! Hayi! Andisalungelwa kwanto!

Andisakwazi nokucinga nganto!

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

" Ntombi yam, uthini na? Unesingqala nje? Kunokuba ubandezeleke, ufanele uvuye.

Kuba xa ucamngca kwaye wenza imbonakalo entle,

-utshatile nje inxenye yeempawu zam nokulunga kwam. Okwangoku, ekuphela kwento onokuyenza

-ukumanyana kunye nokudibanisa nam, ndithabathe Mna ngokupheleleyo.

Akulunganga nto xa uwedwa,

ulungile kwinto yonke xa unam.

Emva koko ufuna wonke umntu okulungileyo.

Ukumanyana kwakho neengcinga zam kunika ubomi kwiingcinga ezingcwele kwindalo, umanyano lwakho emehlweni am lunika ubomi kwindalo engcwele,

Ukumanyana kwakho nomlomo wam kudlisa ubomi amazwi angcwele kwizidalwa, umanyano lwakho

Ngentliziyo yam   , kwiminqweno yam,

ezandleni zam,   emanyathelweni am,

ekubetheni kwentliziyo yam inika   ubomi obuninzi.

Bubomi obungcwele obu,

-kuba amandla okudala akuM kwaye

-kuba, ke ngoko, umphefumlo okum uyadala kwaye wenze nantoni na endiyifunayo.

Olu manyano phakathi kwam nawe, ukusuka kwingcinga ukuya kwingcinga, ukusuka entliziyweni ukuya entliziyweni, njl.

ivelisa kuwe ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba eliphezulu uBomi beNtando yam kunye noBomi boThando lwam.

Kuba obu bomi beNtando yam uBawo wenziwe kwaye,

ngobu Bomi boThando lwam uMoya oyiNgcwele uyakhiwa.

Ngezenzo, amazwi, imisebenzi, iingcinga kunye nayo yonke into evela kule Will noThando, uNyana uyakhiwa.

Ke lo nguBathathu Emnye emphefumlweni wakho.

Ngoko ke, ukuba sifuna ukusebenza, akukhathali ukuba sisebenza

-ukusuka kuBathathu Emnye eZulwini, okanye

-ukusuka kuBathathu Emnye emphefumlweni wakho emhlabeni.

Yiyo loo nto   ndigcina yonke enye into kude kuwe  ,

-nokuba zingcwele kwaye zilungile,

ukukwazi ukukunika okona kulungileyo nokungcwele, oko kukuthi, mna  , kwaye

ukukwazi ukwenza enye iSelf  ,

-kangangoko kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa.

Andiqondi ukuba uyakukhalaza kwakhona, akunjalo?"

Ndathi, "Awu! Yesu, ndivakalelwa kukuba ndiye ndaba mbi kakhulu, kwaye eyona nto imbi kukuba andinakububona obu bubi kum, ukuze ubuncinane ndenze konke ukubuphelisa."

UYesu waphinda wathi: “Yima, yima!

Ufuna ukuya kude kakhulu kwiingcinga zakho zobuqu. Ndicingeni nam, ndibuvelele nam ubugwenxa benu. Uvile?"

Umphefumlo ongenamdla kwizinto ezilungileyo uziva uhlobo oluthile lwesicaphucaphu kunye nokucaphukela okulungileyo. Ngoko kukugatywa kukaThixo.

Ndithe ndisathandaza ndabona kum uYesu wam onobubele kunye

Imiphefumlo emininzi ejikeleze mna yathi: "Nkosi, ubeke yonke into kulo mphefumlo!"

Baguqukela kum, bathi kum:

“ Ekubeni uYesu ekuni, enazo zonke iimpahla zakhe, zithabatheni ezo zinto nindinike zona.”

Ndandididekile kwaye   ndisikelele uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, kwi-Will yam zonke iimpahla ezinokwenzeka zifunyenwe. Kuyimfuneko kumphefumlo ohlala khona.

- ukuziva ukhuselekile kwaye

- asebenze ngokungathi ungumnini Mna.

Izidalwa zilindele yonke into kulo mphefumlo

Ukuba abafumani, baziva beqhathiwe.

Kodwa unganikela njani lo mphefumlo ukuba awusebenzi naM ngokuzithemba? Ngoko ke

ukuthemba   ukukwazi   ukunika,

ubulula   ukukwazi ukunxibelelana ngokulula nomntu wonke,   e

ukuthanda abanye abantu

oku kuyimfuneko kumphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam   ukwazi ukuphilela Mna ngokupheleleyo kunye nabanye.  Ndinje   ndinje".

Wongeza wathi:

"Ntombi yam,   kwenzeka kumphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam njengomthi omiliselweyo:

Amandla ohlumelo anokulunga kokutshabalalisa ubomi bomthi owamkelayo.

Ngenxa yoko, asisaboni amagqabi kunye neziqhamo zomthi wokuqala, kodwa ezo zegrafti.

Bekunokuthini ukuba umthi wokuqala uthe makufuduselwe:

"Ndifuna ukugcina isebe elincinci kum ukuze nam ndithwale isiqhamo kwaye abantu bazi ukuba ndisekhona".

Ubhaliso luya kuphendula:

"Awusenasizathu sokuba ubekho emva kokwamnkela ukuba ndimiliselwe kuwe. Ngoku ubomi bobam ngokupheleleyo."

Ngendlela efanayo umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam unokuthi: "Ubomi bam buphelile.

Ayiseyiyo imisebenzi yam, iingcinga zam namazwi am aphuma kum, kodwa yimisebenzi, iingcinga kunye namazwi aLowo Intando yakhe ibubomi bam ».

Kulowo uhlala kwiWill yam ndithi:

"Ububomi bam, igazi lam, amathambo am."

inguqu yokwenene yomthendeleko iyenzeka,

- kungabi ngenxa yamazwi ombingeleli;

- kodwa ngenxa yentando yam.

Nje ukuba umphefumlo ugqibe kwelokuba uhlala kwiNtando yam, iWill yam iyandidala   kuloo mphefumlo   .

Kwaye, ngenxa yokuba intando yam ihamba ngentando, kwimisebenzi kunye nakumanyathelo   alo mphefumlo,

wenza izinto ezininzi ezidaliweyo.

Kufana ne-ciborium ezele ngamasuntswana angcwalisiweyo:

kukho uYesu kangangoko kukho amasuntswana, uYesu omnye kwisuntswana ngalinye.

Ke, ngenxa yeNtando yam, umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam

- indiqulathile kubo bonke ubume bayo

-kunye nakwindawo nganye yayo.

Umphefumlo ophila kwiNtando yam ukubudlelane nam ngonaphakade, ubudlelane kunye nazo zonke iziqhamo zawo ».

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndakhalaza kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele ngemeko yam elusizi. Ngochuku, ndamxelela:

"Ubomi bobomi bam, awusenamfesane ngam! Uphilelani? Awusafuni kundisebenzisa, kuphelile!

Ubukrakra bam bubuhlungu kangangokuba ndiziva ndibuhlungu.

Ngapha koko, ngelixa ndizibambe ndilahliwe ezingalweni zakho ngokungathi andicingi ngeshwangusha lam elikhulu, abanye kwaye uyazi ukuba ndithetha ngabani bandixelele:

"Kuqhubeka ntoni? Mhlawumbi kukuba wenze iimpazamo okanye uphazamisekile."

Worse worse xa bendixelela ndivele ndibengathi andifuni nokuva.

Ingathi beze kuphazamisa ubuthongo ondibambe ngabo, ezingalweni zeWill yakho.

Ah! Yesu, mhlawumbi awuyiqondi indlela enzima ngayo le ntlungu kum, kungenjalo ubuya kundinceda!

Kwaye bendimxelela izinto ezininzi ezibubudenge ngolo hlobo.

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ntombi yam, bafuna ukugqithisa, akunjalo?

Ah! Ntombi yam, ndenza kakhulu ukukugcina unoxolo kwaye bafuna ukukuphazamisa! Isithoba!

Yazi xa undikhubekisile bendizoba ngowokuqala umvandedwa ndikuxelele. Ukuba ke andinixeleli nto, musani ukuba nexhala.

Kodwa ngaba uyafuna ukwazi ukuba ivela phi yonke le nto? Idemon. Uvutha ngumsindo

Nanini na xa uthetha ngempembelelo yentando yam kwabo basondela kuwe, uba nomsindo kwaye,

- akakwazi njani ukusondela ngokuthe ngqo kwimiphefumlo ehlala kwintando yam,

ufuna kubantu abakhuthazayo abathi, phantsi kwembonakalo yabalungileyo,

-iya kuphazamisa iparadesi yoxolo yomphefumlo apho ndithanda ukuhlala khona kakhulu.

Ekude, uwangawangisa imibane yakhe neendudumo, ecinga ukuba kukho nto ayenzayo. Kodwa, ihlwempu kuye,   amandla eNtando yam

- wophula imilenze e

-kuba nemibane kunye neendudumo ziwa phezu kwakhe. Kwaye uba nomsindo ngakumbi.

Kwakhona, oko ukuthethayo akuyonyani.

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba kumphefumlo ohlala ngokwenene kwiThanda lam, amandla eNtando yam makhulu kangangokuba

- ukuba ndisondela kulo mphefumlo ukuba ndithumele izohlwayo, ndifumana iNtando yam kunye noLuthando lwam kulo mphefumlo,

- Andifuni ukuzohlwaya. Ndiziva ndibuhlungu kwaye ndityhafile.

Kunokuba ubethe,

Ndiziphosela ezingalweni zalo mphefumlo uqulathe iWill yam noThando lwam, nalapho ndihleli ndizele luvuyo.

Ah, ukuba ubusazi

- kukuphi na ukunyanzeliswa kothando undibeka kum, kwaye

"Hayi indlela endisokola ngayo xa ndikubona uphazamiseka kancinci ngenxa yam, ungavuya abanye bayeke ukukudika."

Ndithi kuYesu: "Uyabona ke Yesu bonke ububi endibenzayo bude bude buhlupheke".

Waphinda ngoko nangoko uYesu wathi: “Ntombi yam, musa ukuba nomsindo ngenxa yoko.

Ukubandezeleka okuza kum kuThando lomphefumlo kukwaqulathe ulonwabo olukhulu, kuba uthando lokwenyani, nangona luzisa ukubandezeleka, aluze lwahlulwe kulonwabo olukhulu kunye nomxholo ongachazekiyo ”.

Xa ndithandaza kulungile

ukuba andazi ukuba ndingazichaza njani kakuhle   e

ukuba into endiyithethayo inokuba likratshi lam elichuliweyo, andikaze ndicinge ngam kunye nosizi lwam olukhulu, kodwa   ngalo lonke ixesha .

ukumthuthuzela   uYesu,

zilungiswe ngenxa yaboni   e

ukubathethelela   bonke.

Ndithe ndisazibuza ngale nto, uYesu wam osoloko elungile weza wathi kum:

"Ntombam kwenzeka ntoni? Ukhathazwa yilento?

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba xa umphefumlo uhlala kwintando yam,

uvakalelwa kukuba unayo yonke into   ngobuninzi.

Oku kuhambelana nenyani, kuba uMyolelo wam unazo zonke izinto ezilungileyo.

Iyalandela

-ngubani oziva efuna ukunikela ngaphezu kokufumana,

-ovakalelwa kukuba akadingi nto e

-ukuba, ukuba kukho into ayifunayo, angathatha nantoni na ayifunayo ngaphandle kokucela.

Kwaye ekubeni iWill yam inotyekelo olungenakuphikiswa lokunikela, umphefumlo uyonwaba kuphela xa unika.

Kwaye okukhona epha, kokukhona enxanelwa ukupha.

Kuyamcaphukisa xa efuna ukupha kwaye akafumani mntu unokupha.

Intombazana yakho

Ndibeka kwezam isimilo umphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam. Ndabelana naye ngovuyo lwam neembandezelo zam.

Yonke into ayenzayo itywinwa nge-altruism  .

Lilanga lokwenene elinika wonke umntu ukufudumala nokukhanya.

Ilanga, ngelixa linika wonke umntu, alithathi nto nakubani na,

-kuba yongamile kuyo yonke into e

-kuba akukho namnye emhlabeni onokulingana nobukhulu bokukhanya kwawo nomlilo wawo.

Ah! Ukuba izidalwa zinokubona umphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam, ziya kumbona njengelanga elimangalisayo elenza okulungileyo kuye wonke umntu.

Ngaphezu koko, babeza kundibona kweli langa.

Umqondiso wokuba umphefumlo uhlala ngokwenene kwi-Will yam kukuba uvakalelwa kukuba ufuna ukunikela.

Uvile?"

Ndacinga ngeeHours of Passion kunye nenyaniso yokuba abanazo iindulgences. Oku kuthetha ukuba abo babenzayo abafumani nto,

ngelixa kukho imithandazo emininzi etyetyiswe ngokuzola.

Ngokulunga okukhulu, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandixelela:

"Intombazana yakho,

ezinye izinto zinokuzuzwa kwimithandazo yokuzincama. Kodwa iiyure zothando lwam,

-ithini eyam imithandazo kwaye

-ephuphuma luthando,

phuma emazantsi eNtliziyo yam.

Ngewulibele

-ithathe ixesha elingakanani ukuba siziqambe e

-ukuba ngazo izohlwayo ziye zaguqulwa zaba ziinceba emhlabeni wonke?

Ukwaneliseka kwam yile mithandazo kukuba,

- ngaphandle kokuzonwabisa,

Ndinika umphefumlo ukugqithisela koThando olukhatshwa ziinceba ngexabiso elingenakulinganiswa.

Xa zenziwe ngoThando olusulungekileyo, ziyaluyeka uThando lwam luqukuqele.

Yaye akuyonto ingenamsebenzi ukuba isidalwa sinokuyenza loo nto

inika isiqabu kuMdali wayo   e

mvumele aluphalaze   uthando lwakhe."

Bendicinga ngenyaniso yokuba uYesu wam osikelelekileyo uzitshintshile izinto: ngoku, xa endishiya, andisakhathazeki njengakuqala: Ndifumana imeko yam yendalo ngalo mzuzu.

Andazi ukuba kwenzeke ntoni.

Noko ke, ingcamango yokuba nabani na onegunya phezu kwam usenokufuna ukwazi okwenzekayo kum iyandidida.

Kodwa Yesu wam olungileyo,

- ojonga yonke ingcinga yam e

-ofuna kungabikho bani ukwahlukana, weza   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ungathanda ukuba ndikubophe ngeentambo namatyathanga?"

Oku kwakuyimfuneko ngamanye amaxesha kwixesha elidlulileyo:

Ndikugcinile ngothando olukhulu, ndisenza ngathi andimamelanga izikhalazo zakho. Khumbula. Ngoku andisaboni ukuba kuyimfuneko. Ngaphezu kweminyaka emibini ndiye ndakhetha ukusebenzisa amatyathanga abekekileyo, lawo eWill yam.

Kwaye ndithetha nawe ngokungapheziyo malunga neNtando yam kunye neziphumo zayo ezibalaseleyo nezingenakuchazwa.

into endingazange ndayenzela mntu   ngaphambili.

Jonga ukuba zingaphi iincwadi ozifunayo, ngexesha elifutshane uyakuyifumana le nto bendikuxelele yona ngeWill yam.

Phofu bekunyanzelekile ukuba ndiwubeke umphefumlo wakho kulemeko ikhoyo.

Yangenelela iWill yam

ukubamba wonke umnqweno wakho, ilizwi, ingcinga kunye nothando umbanjwa, de ulwimi lwakho luthethe ngentando yam ngobuciko nangomdla.

Yiyo le nto ikucaphukela xa bekubuza iingcaciso zokuba uYesu wakho akafiki njengakuqala. Ubanjwe yintando yam kwaye umphefumlo wakho uyabandezeleka xa umntu eza kuphazamisa umlingo wakhe omnandi ".

Ndathi kuye: "Uthini na Yesu? Ndiyeke, undiyeke! Bubungendawo bam obenze ukuba ndibe kule meko!"

UYesu wancuma, wandisondeza kuye, wathi kum:

"Kum akunakwenzeka ukuba uhambe.

Ngoba andikwazi ukuzahlula kwiWill yam. Ukuba unayo iWill yam, kufuneka ndibe nawe. IWill yam kunye nam sibanye, hayi babini.

Enyanisweni, makhe sijonge imeko. Wenze bubi buni?"

Ndathi kuye: "Sithandwa sam, andazi.

Usandul' ukundixelela ukuba iWill yakho indibambe ndilibanjwa, ndingazi njani? "UYesu wathi:" Ah! Awazi?"

Ndaphendula:

"Andikwazi kuba uhlala undibambele phezulu kwaye awundiniki ixesha lokuzicingela.

Nje ukuba ndizame ukucinga ngam, uyandithethisa,

- okanye ngokukhawuleza kwinqanaba lokundixelela ukuba kufuneka ndibe neentloni ngokuyenza,

-okanye ngothando ndizitsalela kuwe ngamandla kangangokuba ndilibale yonke into ngam. Ndiye ndazi njani?"

UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

"Ukuba awukwazi ukuyenza, le yindlela endifuna ngayo. Intando yam ifuna ukuthatha yonke indawo kuwe.

Kungenjalo ebeya kuziva evinjwa into eyeyakhe. Yile ndlela aqinisekisa ngayo ukuba ugcina ukuba ungazicingeli ngokwakho, ukwazi oko

-Xa ethatha indawo yento yonke emntwini, akukho bubi kuye.

Ndikujongile ngomona."

Mna:" Yesu uyadlala ngam?" Waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam, kufuneka ndikwenze uqonde ukuba izinto zinjani. Mamela, ukukunceda ukuba ufikelele kolu lwazi lubalaseleyo nolobuthixo lweNtando yam,

Ndiziphatha nawe ngathi sizithandani zibini ezithandana ngokuphambeneyo.

Okokuqala  ,

Ndikunikile imincili yoBuntu bam kuba, undazi ukuba ndingubani, uyandithanda.

Kwaye ukoyisa ngokupheleleyo uthando lwakho, ndasebenzisa amaqhinga oThando

ngokuqinisekileyo uyakhumbula. Akukho mfuneko yokuba ndenze   uluhlu.

Okwesibini  , uthathwe yiWill yam.

Ekubeni wawungenako ukubakho ngaphandle kwam, kwakuyimfuneko

-Imincili yoBuntu bam  ithatha ulonwabo lweWill yam.

Andenzanga nto ngaphandle kokukulahla   kwi-ecstasy yeNtando yam  ".

Ndothukile, ndathi kuye: "Uthini na, Yesu? Ngaba iThanda lakho li-ecstasy?" Waphendula wathi: “Ewe, iWill yam iyonwabisa ngokupheleleyo.

Kwaye yeka loo mincili xa ucinga ngawe.

Kodwa andizukukuvumela ukuba uphumelele:

Izohlwayo ezikhulu ziya kuza kamsinya, nokuba anikholwa. Wena nalowo ukhokelayo uya kukholwa xa ubona.

Kuyafuneka ukuba ukonwaba koBuntu bam kuphazamiseke, nokuba akunjalo ngokupheleleyo: Ndiya kuvumela ukuthakatha okumnandi kweNtando yam kukuhlasela,

ukuze ningabandezeleki nibe mbalwa, xa nibona isohlwayo.

Ndandicinga ngemeko yam ngoku, indlela endibandezeleka ngayo encinane.

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

yonke into eyenzekayo emphefumlweni:

ubukrakra,   ubumnandi,

ukuchasana,   ukufa,

ukuswela, ukwaneliseka,.

asiyonto yimbi ngaphandle kwesiqhamo somsebenzi wam oqhubekayo, ukuze iNtando yam izaliseke ngokugqibeleleyo apho.

Xa ndiyifezekisile yonke lento, yonke into iluxolo kulomphefumlo.

Ukubandezeleka kubonakala kukude nalo mphefumlo.

Ekubeni intando kaThixo ingaphezulu kokubandezeleka  :   ithatha indawo yonke kwaye idlula yonke into  .

Yonke into kulo mphefumlo ibonakala inika imbeko kwiWill yam. Kwaye xa umphefumlo ufikelele kweli nqanaba, ndiyilungiselela iZulu ».

Ngale ntsasa uzibonakalisa uYesu wam osoloko enobubele.

ezaliswe bubumnandi obungaqhelekanga kunye nokuthandeka, ngokungathi kukho into afuna ukundixelela   yona