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 Umqulu 12

 

Ndaqhubeka ngokwesiqhelo.

UYesu wam onobubele wathi gqi ngequbuliso. Ndathi ndisakhalaza, wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, ntombi yam, ntombi yam,

-ukuba ubuyazi yonke into ekufuneka yenzeke, ubuya kubandezeleka kakhulu.

Ke, ukukusindisa ekubandezelekeni okukhulu kangaka, ndizama ukukuphepha. "

 

Mna ke, ndahlala ndisithi ngezikhalazo zam:

"Ubomi bam khange ndibulindele kuwe, wena obonakala ungakwazi ukuba ngaphandle kwam.

ngoku uchitha iiyure kunye neeyure kude nam.

Ngamanye amaxesha kuvakala ngathi ufuna ukuchitha imini yonke ngale ndlela. Yesu, musa ukuyenza le nto kum! Utshintshe njani!"

 

Uye wandiphazamisa esithi:

"Zolani, Zolani! Anditshintshanga,   andiguquleki  . Nini

-Ndizixelele kumphefumlo,

- ukuba ndiyibambe ngokuchasene nam,

- Ndathetha naye waza wamzalisa ngoThando lwam,

lo budlelane phakathi kwam nawe awuze uphazamiseke.

 

Ngokuqhelekileyo, iindlela   zitshintshile.

Ngexesha elithile ndizibonakalisa ngenye indlela, kwenye,   ngenye indlela.

Ndihlala ndiyayazi indlela yokuyila iindlela ezintsha zokuthulula uthando lwam. Awuboni ukuba khange ndithethe nto nawe kusasa ndithethe nawe ngorhatya?

 

Xa abantu befunda iiyure zePasion yam "iiapps",

-Ndizalisa umphefumlo wakho kwinqanaba lokuphuphuma e

-Ndithetha nawe ngezinto ezithe tye, endingazange ndakuxelela ngazo ngaphambili, malunga nendlela yokundilandela ezindleleni zam.

 

Ezi "zicelo" zisisipili sobomi bam bangaphakathi. Nabani na ozifanisa nabo uvelisa uBomi bam kuye.

 

Owu! njengoko uthando lwam kunye nokunxanelwa kwam imiphefumlo evavanyiweyo kutyhila

-kuyo yonke imicu yeNtliziyo yam,

-kuwo wonke umoya wam,

- kwiingcamango zam nganye, njl.!

 

Phofu ndithetha nawe kakhulu kunakuqala.

Kodwa ndithe ndakugqiba ndazimela, ungandiboni uthi nditshintshile.

Ndingayongeza loo nto

xa ungaphindi nangelizwi lakho oko ndikuxelele   ngaphakathi;

thintela ukuthululwa koThando lwam   ".

 

Ndathandaza, ndidibanisa ngokupheleleyo kuYesu.

Ndandifuna ukuba nazo zonke iingcinga zikaYesu emandleni am ukuba ndizibeke kwiingcinga zezidalwa kwaye ngaloo ndlela ndilungise yonke into engekho ngokweNtliziyo yakhe kwiingcinga zabo, njalo-njalo kuyo yonke enye into.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, ngelixa ndisemhlabeni,

uBuntu bam budibanise zonke iingcinga zezidalwa kwezam.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

-Iingcinga zabo zonke zabonakalaliswa kuMoya wam,

-Ilizwi labo lonke kwilizwi lam,

-Ukubetha kwentliziyo yabo konke entliziyweni yam,

- zonke izenzo zabo ezandleni zam,

- onke amanyathelo abo ezinyaweni zam, njalo njalo. Ngokwenza njalo,   ndanikezela imbuyekezo yobuthixo kuBawo.

 

Ngapha koko, yonke into endiyenzileyo emhlabeni, ndisaqhubeka ndiseZulwini:

- ngelixa izidalwa zicinga,

iingcinga zabo zithontelana kuMoya wam.

- xa bebona, ndiziva bejonge kum, njl.

 

Ngoko, phakathi kwam nabo,

umsinga udlula ngokuqhubekayo, ngendlela efanayo

ukuba intloko isoloko inxibelelana namalungu omzimba.

 

Ndithi kuBawo:

"  Tata wam,

-andikucenga kuphela, ndibuyisele kwaye ndikuthobe,

-kodwa kukho izidalwa ezenza into endiyenzayo kum.

Ngeentlupheko zabo, bathatha indawo yam ngoku ezukileyo yobuntu kwaye ayikwazi ukubandezeleka ».

 

Imiphefumlo edibanayo kum iphinda into endiyenzileyo.

Xa bekunye nam eZulwini, kuya kuba yintoni na ukwaneliseka kwabo:

- abo bahleli kum kwaye

enithi, kunye nam, namkela zonke izidalwa kwaye nilungisa   nganye nganye!

 

Baya kuhlala behleli kum.

Kwaye xa izidalwa zisekho emhlabeni

baya kundikhubekisa ezicamangweni zabo, iingcinga zale   miphefumlo

- iya kuvakala kwiingqondo zaloo miphefumlo yenzakeleyo, kwaye

-Ukulungiswa abakwenzileyo ngelixa besemhlabeni kuya kuqhubeka.

 

Bekunye nam, baya kuba ngabalindi abazukileyo phambi kwetrone yobuthixo. Xa zindikhubekisa izidalwa zasemhlabeni.

baya kwenza izinto ezichaseneyo eZulwini.

Baya kuba ngabagcini betrone yam, babe neendawo ezizukileyo. Iyakuba ngabo abaya kundiqonda kakuhle.

Ziya kuba zezona zizukileyo.

Uzuko lwabo luya kunyibilika lube ngolwam nolwam lube kolwabo.

 

Ke ngoko, vumela ubomi bakho emhlabeni budityaniswe ngokupheleleyo nobam   .

Musani ukwenza nantoni na ngaphandle kokudlula ngam, nanini na ninyibilika kum, ndigalela   kuni

umbulelo omtsha   kwaye

ukukhanya okutsha.

 

Ndiya kuba ngumlindi wentliziyo yakho ukuba ndikusindise emthunzini wesono. Ndiza kukugcina njengoBuntu bam.

Kwaye ndiya kuyalela iingelosi

ukwenza isithsaba ngeenxa zonke kuwe,

ukuze ukhuselwe kuyo yonke into nayo yonke into ».

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi gqi ngokufutshane. Wayekhathazeke kakhulu kangangokuba waba nosizi.

Ndathi, "Yintoni ingxaki, Yesu?"

 

Waphendula wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

kuya kwenzeka izinto ezingalindelekanga; Iimvukelo ziya kuqhambuka kuyo yonke indawo. Owu! izinto ziya kuba mbi ngakumbi! "

Waza wathi cwaka.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Ubomi bobomi bam, ndixelele elinye igama."

Ebesenza ngathi ufuna ukundivuthela wathi  ndiyakuthanda  .

 

Ngale nto "  ndiyakuthanda "  , 

kwakubonakala kum ukuba wonke umntu nayo yonke into yayifumana ubomi obutsha.

Ndaqhubeka: "Yesu, thetha elinye ilizwi."

Uqhube wathi: "Andinakuthetha nelinye igama elihle kuwe kunokuba '  ndiyakuthanda'.

 

Ukuphuma kum, oku "  Ndiyakuthanda"   kuzalisa iZulu nomhlaba.

Ijikeleza phakathi kwabangcwele abafumana uzuko olutsha. Yehlela ezintliziyweni zabahambi ngezonqulo   abasemhlabeni

- abanye bafumana ubabalo lwenguquko   e

-enye leyo yongcwaliso.

 

Ungena kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo aze athambise umbethe oyingenelo nohlaziyayo kwimiphefumlo.

Izinto zikwaziva ngathi zityalwe kubomi obutsha ekuchumeni nasekukhuleni kwazo.

Wonke umntu umamela   "  Ndiyakuthanda"   kaYesu wakho!

 

Ngaba uyazi xa umphefumlo uzitsalela kuwo   '  Ndiyakuthanda'   kum?

uthatha isimo sobuthixo kwaye wenza yonke into endiyenzayo. "

 

Ngaloo nto ndithi kuYesu:

"Sithandwa sam, kunzima ukuhlala unalo moya wobuThixo."

 

Waqhubeka wathi:

"Ntombi yam, ukuba umphefumlo awukwazi ukuhlala usenza oku kwizenzo zawo zemihla ngemihla, unokukwenza ngokuthanda kwawo.

 

Ke, ndonwabe kakhulu kunye naye ukuba ndingumlindi obukeleyo

-ngeengcamango zakhe zonke,

- kuwo onke amazwi akhe,

-ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe yonke, njl.

ebafaka ngaphakathi nangaphandle kum njengomkhaphi,

ubajonge ngothando njengeziqhamo zentando yakhe elungileyo.

 

Xa, ukudibana kum, umphefumlo wenza izenzo zawo eziqhelekileyo ngokumanyene nam, ndiziva nditsaleleke kakhulu kuwo kangangokuba ndenza yonke into oyenzayo ngawo,

ukuguqula izenzo zakhe zibe zizenzo zikaThixo.

 

Ndithathela ingqalelo yonke into kwaye ndivuze yonke into, kwanezona zinto zincinci. Akukho nasinye kwizenzo zakhe zenkoliseko ezingavuzwayo. "

 

Ndakhalaza kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele ngomthandazo wam wesiqhelo oya kuye, ndimxelela:

 

Sithandwa  sam, ukufa okungapheliyo! Ukuswela kwakho kukufa.

Oku kufa kukhohlakele ngakumbi kuba ngokwenene akukhokelela ekufeni.

Andiqondi ukuba ukulunga kweNtliziyo yakho kunokunyamezela njani ukundibona ndihlupheka ngoku kufa okungapheliyo kwaye undishiye ndiphila ".

 

Njengoko ndandicinga ezi ngcinga,

Weza uYesu onoyolo   , endibambe nkqi entliziyweni yakhe,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, zinyanzelise ngamandla kwiNtliziyo yam ubuye uphile yazi loo ntlungu

-iyandonelisa kwaye ndiyithanda ngakumbi,

-eyona nto inamandla kwaye ifana neyam,

kukuswela kwam, kuba yimbandezelo yobuThixo.

 

Imiphefumlo isondelelene nentliziyo yam kangangokuba ibingathi ibotshelelwe kuBuntu bam. Kwaye xa enye yazo ilahleka,

ityathanga elindibambileyo liqhawukile   e

Ndiva iintlungu ingathi   ndiqhawukile ilungu.

 

Kwaye ngubani onokulungisa ela tyathanga laphukileyo, alungise iinyembezi?

Ngubani na onokuwubuyisela kum lo mphefumlo, awuvuse?

 

Iintlungu zokuswela kwam.Kuba ezi ziimbandezelo zikaThixo.

Iintlungu zam ezibangelwa kukulahlekelwa ngumphefumlo zingcwele.

Iintlungu zomphefumlo ongandiboniyo nongandivayo zingcwele.

 

Ezi ntlobo zimbini zokubandezeleka kobuthixo ziyadibana, ziyawolana. Banamandla kangangokuba banako

- Yahlula imiphefumlo kum e

-ukubahlanganisa kwakhona noBuntu bam.

Ntombi yam, ukuswela kwam kukubiza imali engaka?

-Ukuba kunjalo, musa ukwenza ixabiso elikhulu kangaka ukubandezeleka engenamsebenzi.

 

Kuba ndikunika obu bunzima,

sukuyigcinela wena   kuphela kodwa

Yijikeleze phakathi   kwabalwayo

ukubamba imiphefumlo esazulwini sedabi, ndiyitshixele kum.

Kwanga ukubandezeleka kwakho kungajikeleza kwihlabathi lonke ukuze usindise imiphefumlo kwaye ubuyisele bonke kum. "

 

Ukundifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, wafika uYesu wam osoloko ethandeka.Kuba ndandibandezelekile kancinci, wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe wathi:

 

“Intombi yam endiyithandayo, ntombi yam endiyithandayo, phumla kuM.

 

Sukuzigcinela wena ukubandezeleka kwakho wedwa, kodwa uzidibanise noMnqamlezo wam njengenkxaso kunye nesiqabu kwiintlungu zam.

Iintlungu zam ziya kuhlangana nezakho kwaye zikuxhase. Ukubandezeleka kwethu kuya kutsha kwangalo mlilo.

Ndiya kuzibona iintlungu zakho ngokungathi zezam.

Ndiya kubanika iziphumo ezifanayo kunye nexabiso njengam xa ndandiseMnqamlezweni.

Baya kwenza umsebenzi ofanayo phambi koBawo ngenxa yemiphefumlo.

 

“Okungcono, yiza ngokwakho emnqamlezweni. Hayi indlela esiya kuvuya ngayo apho, nokuba   sisezintlungwini!

 

Enyanisweni, asikokubandezeleka   okwenza ukuba isidalwa singonwabi  . Ngokwahlukileyo koko  , ukubandezeleka kuyenza yoyise, ibe nozuko, ibe sisityebi yaye ibe ntle  .

 

Uba lusizi xa kukho into engekhoyo eluthandweni lwakhe.

 

Ukumanyana kum emnqamlezweni, uya kwaneliseka kuyo yonke into, ngothando. Iintlungu zakho ziya kuba luthando, ubomi bakho buya kuba luthando.

Kwaye ngoko uya kuvuya ".

 

Ndadibana noYesu wam othandekayo ukuze ndizisasaze kuzo zonke izidalwa kwaye ndizinyibilikise zonke kuye.

Ndandifuna ukuba phakathi koYesu nezidalwa ukuze zingamkhubekisi uYesu, ndisenjenjalo uYesu wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, xa udibana nam kwintando yam, ilanga lenziwa kuwe.

Ngelixa ucinga, ukuthanda, ukulungisa, njl., imitha yelilanga iyakha kwaye, ngasemva,

Intando yam ithwesa le mitha.

 

Eli langa liphuma esibhakabhakeni kwaye libengezela njengombethe onenzuzo kuzo zonke izidalwa. Okukhona udibana kuM, kokukhona usenza ilanga elinjalo.

 

Owu! Kuhle kangakanani ukubona laa langa liphuma,

- nyibilika elangeni lam e

- ukuzisa umbethe onenzuzo kumntu wonke!

Zingaphi iinceba izidalwa ezingafumaniyo ngolu hlobo!

 

Ndichukunyiswe yiyo kangangokuba, kamsinya nje xa umphefumlo unyibilika kum, ndinise imvula phezu kwawo ngombulelo ngobuninzi,

ukwenza ilanga elikhulu ngakumbi

ukuze kugalelwe umbethe omninzi phezu kwabo bonke abantu.

 

Kamva, xa ndidibana naye,

Ndakuva ukukhanya, uthando kunye neenceba zimvula phezu kwentloko yam.

 

Ukuzibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndakhalaza kuYesu wam othandekayo ukuba ndivinjwe ubukho bakhe, ndisithi:

 

" Sithandwa sam, ngubani owaziyo ukuba kubuhlungu kangakanani ukuswela kwakho kum? Ndiziva ndisifa kancinci kancinci.

Sonke isenzo endisenzayo kukufa endizivayo kuba andimfumani obubomi bam.

Ukufa nokuphila ngaxeshanye kukhohlakele ngaphezu kokufa. Kukufa kabini. "

 

UYesu  wam endimthandayo    weza   wathi kum  :

 

“ Ntombi yam, yiba nesibindi kwaye uqine kuyo yonke into!

Ngapha koko, awufuni kundixelisa?

Nam ndafa kancinci kancinci.

 

-Ngelixa izidalwa zandibetha ekhondweni lam, ndeva iinyawo zam zikrazuka ngamafinya anokundibulala.

Noko ke, nangona ndandiziva ngathi ndiyafa, andizange ndife.

 

-Xa izidalwa zindikhubekisile ngezenzo zazo, ndandisiva ukufa ezandleni zam.

Kwaba ngathi ndiyafa, kodwa iWill kaBawo yayindinqanda ukuba ndingafi.

 

Amazwi amabi kunye nezithuko ezoyikisayo zezidalwa zavakala elizwini lam.

Ngoko ndaziva ndifuthaniseleka.

Ndive ukufa elizwini lam, kodwa andifanga.

 

-Nentliziyo yam ehlukumezekileyo? Ngelixa ibetha ngamandla, ndeva ubomi obubi bezidalwa kunye nemiphefumlo buphuma kum.

Intliziyo yam ibihlala ikrazukile kwaye ikrazukile.

 

Ndandisifa ngokuqhubekayo ngenxa yezidalwa zonke, ngenxa yazo zonke izikreqo.

Nalapha, Uthando kunye nentando kaThixo yandinyanzela ukuba ndiphile. Yiyo loo nto nawe usifa kancinci kancinci.

 

Ndifuna wena ecaleni kwam.

Ndifuna inkampani yakho phakathi kwabafileyo bam. Awonwabanga?"

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam elusizi, ndazama ukudibanisa kuYesu wam omnandi,

ngokwesiqhelo sam. Noko ke, yonke imigudu yam iye yalilize. UYesu ngokwakhe wandiphazamisa.

 

Ephefumlela phezulu,   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam,   isidalwa asinguye omnye ngaphandle koMphefumlo wam.

Xa ndiphefumla, ndibuyisela yonke into ebomini.

Bonke ubomi busemoyeni.

Ukuba akukho ukuphefumla,

-intliziyo ayisabetha,

-igazi alisajikelezi;

-izandla ziba inert,

-ingqondo iyafa, njalo njalo.

Ubomi bomntu buhlala kwisipho soMphefumlo wam kunye nokwamkelwa kwawo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, indlela endinika ngayo ubomi kunye nokunyakaza kwizidalwa

 kumphefumlo wam ongcwele 

ngoko ke ndifuna ukubangcwalisa, ndibathande, ndibahombise, ndibatyebise,   njl. Bandiphendula    ngokufutheka  kwabo

- izikreqo, uvukelo, ukungabi nambulelo, izinyeliso, njl.

 

Kufuphi,

Ndithumela umoya osulungekileyo, nomoya ongcolileyo ubuyela kum.

Ndithumela umoya weentsikelelo, umoya weziqalekiso ubuyela kum;

-Ndithumela umoya wothando kwaye ndifumana impefumlo yezono ezinzulwini zeNtliziyo yam.

 

Kodwa uThando lwam lundenza ndiqhubeke ndithumela umoya wam wokugcina oomatshini bobomi bomntu.

Kungenjalo, babengayi kuphinda basebenze baze batshatyalaliswe.

 

Ah! ntombi yam, uyazi ukuba   ubomi bomntu bugcinwa njani? Kuba umoya wam  .

 

Xa ndifumana umphefumlo ondithandayo, hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo ukuphefumla kwawo kum! Hayi indlela endivuya ngayo!

Ndiziva ndonwabile.

Izandi ezihambelanayo zivakala phakathi kwakhe nam.

Lo mphefumlo wahlukile kuzo zonke ezinye izidalwa kwaye uya kuba njalo eZulwini.

 

Intombazana yakho

Khange ndikwazi ukuzibamba uThando lwam kwaye ndamnika simahla nawe."

 

Namhlanje khange ndikwazi ukuzidibanisa noYesu, kuba ebendigcina ebusy kukuphefumla kwakhe.

Zingaphi izinto endiziqondayo endingakwazi ukuzichaza. Kwakhona ndimisa apha.

 

UYesu wam osoloko elungile wayengekafiki kwaye ndandikhathazeke kakhulu. Njengoko ndandithandaza, kwathi qatha le ngcamango ilandelayo:

"Ngaba kwakha kwenzeka kuwe ukuba ugwetywe?" Ngokwenene, andizange ndicinge ngayo.

Ndothuka kancinci kuba le ngcinga ithi qatha kum.

UYesu wam olungileyo, osoloko endijongile, washukuma ngaphakathi kwam wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

le ngcinga ingumnqa ibuhlungu kakhulu uThando lwam. Ukuba intombazana ithi kuyise:

Andiyintombi  yakho mna, akusayi kundinika inxalenye yelifa lakho;

Awufuni kundityisa. Awundifuni endlini yakho. "No uba ebebuhlungu ebezothini lo tata?

 

Wathi, "Akhonto! Le ntombazana iyaphambana!" Emva koko, ngothando, wongezelela:

 

"  Ukuba awuyiyo intombi yam, ungubani ke?

Uhlala phantsi kophahla lwam, udla etafileni yam, ndikunxibisa ngemali endiyifumene ngomsebenzi wam.

Ukuba uyagula, ndiyakunceda kwaye ndikunike lonke unyango ukuze uphile.

Yini na ukuba uthandabuze ukuba uyintombi yam?

 

"Ngenxa yezizathu ezininzi, ndingatsho

kwabo bathandabuzayo ngoThando lwam kunye noloyiko lokugwetywa: "Ndingathini?

Ndikunika inyama yam ukuba udle, uphila ngayo yonke into eyeyam; Ukuba uyagula, ndikuphilisa ngeesakramente.

Ukuba ungcolile, ndikuhlamba ngeGazi lam.

 

Ndihlala ndikwisandla sakho kwaye uyathandabuza? Ufuna ukundivisa kabuhlungu? Kwaye ke, ndixelele, ungathanda omnye umntu?

Ngaba uyamgqala omnye njengotata? Uthi awuyontombi yam?"

 

Ukuba akunjalo, kutheni undenza buhlungu kwaye ube buhlungu kum? Ngaba akwanelanga ubukrakra endibunikwa ngabanye?

Ngaba nawe uyafuna ukufaka intlungu kwiNtliziyo yam?"

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndidibene ngokupheleleyo kuYesu wam othandekayo.

Kwaye ndagalela kuzo zonke izidalwa ukuba ndiwazalise ngaye.

 

UYesu wam onobubele wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ngalo lonke ixesha isidalwa sinyibilika kum,

idlulisela iimpembelelo zobuthixo kuzo zonke izidalwa ezithi, ngokweemfuno zazo, zityelelwe ngolu hlobo lulandelayo:

- oswele amandla uva amandla;

- Abo baqaqadekileyo esonweni bamkela ukukhanya;

- abo babandezelekileyo bafumana intuthuzelo; kwaye nangokunjalo."

 

Emva koko, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam phakathi kwemiphefumlo emininzi.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi bayimiphefumlo ekwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo neengcwele.

Le miphefumlo yandixelela ngomntu osandul’ ukusweleka endimaziyo.

 

Bandixelele:

«Hayi indlela ekuvuyisa ngayo ukuba imiphefumlo enophawu lwe ‘Iiyure Zomvandedwa’ ayihambi kwintlambululo-miphefumlo!

Ukukhatshwa kwezi yure, bathatha iindawo zabo kwindawo ekhuselekileyo.

Kwakhona, akukho mphefumlo ubhabhela eZulwini

engakhatshwanga zii "Hours of the Passion".

 

Ezi Ziyure zihlala zichithachitha umbethe weZulu

- emhlabeni,

-kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo   e

-nasezulwini   . "

 

Ukuva oku ndacinga:

"Mhlawumbi ukugcina ilizwi lakhe

Oko kukuthi, ngalo lonke igama elithi "Iiyure zoMbandezelo", uYesu wayeya kusindisa umphefumlo-

uYesu wam oyintanda uyavuma ukuba akukho miphefumlo isindisiweyo engasindiswanga kwezi Hora ».

 

Emva koko, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

Emva kokuba ndifumene uYesu wam othandekayo, ndambuza ukuba yinyani na.

 

Wathi kum  :

“Ezi yure zizisa iZulu kunye noMhlaba kwimvisiswano kwaye zindithintele ekutshabalaliseni umhlaba.

Ndiyaliva iGazi lam, amanxeba am, uThando lwam nayo yonke into endiyenzileyo

-khulula kwaye ufefe kuyo yonke into ukugcina yonke into.

 

Xa sicamngca ngezi yure zePassion,

Ndiyaliva iGazi lam, amanxeba am kunye nexhala lam lokusindiswa kwemiphefumlo.

 

Ndiva ubomi bam buphindaphinda.

Zingalunga njani izidalwa ukuba azikho kwezi yure?

 

Yini na ukuba uthandabuze?

Into ayiyoyakho kodwa yeyam. Ubusisixhobo esibuthathaka."

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndakhalazela ukuvinjwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo.

Ndathi kuye: "Okunjani ukwahlukana okukrakra! Kum konke kuphelile! Ndibe sesona sidalwa singonwabanga!"

 

Wandiphazamisa,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, uthetha ngantoni?

 

Umphefumlo wahlulwe kum kuphela

-xa ivumela into engeyoyam ukuba ingene kuyo.

 

Xa ndingena emphefumlweni ndize ndiwufumane

- ukuthanda kwakhe, iminqweno yakhe, ukuthanda kwakhe, iingcinga zakhe, intliziyo yakhe, njl. ngokupheleleyo kum,

Ndiyifunxa Kum ngomlilo woThando lwam. Ndiphikisa ngelithi intando yakhe idibene neyam ngendlela yokuba sibe   banye  .

 

Ndidibanisa uthando, iingcinga kunye neminqweno yam kweyam. Xa ndenza ulwelo olunye,

Ndiyigalela ebuntwini bam njengombethe wezulu.

 

Ijike ibe ngamathontsi ombethe njengoko ndikhubeka.

 

La mathontsi

- nditshele,

-Ndithande,

- mandiyilungise kwaye

- Ndiqhola amanxeba am avuliweyo.

 

Yaye ekubeni ndihlala ndisenza okulungileyo kwindalo yonke, lo mbethe ufana nokulungelwa kwazo zonke.

 

Kodwa ukuba ndithe ndafumana into engeyoyam emphefumlweni wam, andinakukwazi ukudibanisa izinto zayo nezam.

 

Kuphela izinto ezifanayo zinokudityaniswa kwaye zibe nexabiso elifanayo.

Ukuba kukho intsimbi, ameva namatye emphefumlweni, zinokudityaniswa njani?

Emva koko kukho ukwahlukana, ukunganeliseki.

Ukuba akukho nanye kwezi zinto zikhoyo entliziyweni yakho, ndingahlukana njani nawe?

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndamcenga uYesu wam onobubele ukuba angene kum azondithanda, andithandazele kwaye andilungisele   ,

ngenxa yokungakwazi kwam ukwenza nantoni na   ngokwam.

 

Ndishukunyiswe yimfesane ngenxa yokungabikho kwam,

uYesu wam othandekayo wangena kum ukuze athande, athandaze kwaye alungise kunye nam. Wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Okukhona umphefumlo uzihluba, kokukhona ndiyambatha naM. Ngokuya ukholelwa ukuba awunakwenza nto ngokwawo;

umsebenzi omninzi kwaye ndenza yonke into kuye.

Ndiva ukuba uThando lwam, imithandazo yam kunye nembuyekezo yam isetyenziswa nguye kakuhle.

 

Kwaye, ngenxa yozuko lwam, ndijonge into afuna ukuyenza:

Ngaba uyafuna ukuthanda? Ndifike ndithandane naye. Ngaba uyafuna ukuthandaza? Ndithandaza kunye naye.

Ngamafutshane, imbubhiso yakhe kunye nothando lwakhe, olungolwam,

-ndincamathele kuyo kwaye

-ndinyanzele ukuba ndenze kuye oko akufunayo;

Kwaye ndimnika ukulunga koThando lwam, imithandazo yam kunye nembuyekezo yam.

 

Ngolwaneliseko olukhulu   ,

Ndiva ubomi bam buphindaphinda   e

Ndizihlisa iziqhamo zemisebenzi yam ukuze zilunge kubo bonke, ngokuba aziyinto edaliweyo (efihliweyo kum), kodwa   yeyam.

 

Ndiqhubekeke kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndeva intlungu.

Njengoko ndandisiza, uYesu wam othandekayo wema phambi kwam; kwakubonakala ngathi kukho

iindlela ezahlukeneyo zonxibelelwano phakathi kwam naye. Wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

konke ukubandezeleka komphefumlo lunxibelelwano olongezelelweyo phakathi kwawo kunye nam.

 

Kukuba zonke iimbandezelo esinokuthi ziphile isidalwa ziye zabandezeleka kuBuntu bam kwaye ke zambathiswa isimilo sobuthixo.

Yaye ekubeni indalo ayinako ukuphilisana kunye, ukulunga kwam kuya kuyikhawulela kancinci kancinci.

 

Ngokubandezeleka kwakhe, umanyano kunye ne% oi lukhula. Ayikhuli kuphela ngeembandezelo zayo, kodwa nayo yonke into eyenziwa ngumphefumlo kakuhle.

Le yindlela amakhonkco phakathi kwesidalwa kunye   nam akhula ngayo ".

 

Ngolunye usuku ndaye ndacinga ngendlela enethamsanqa ngayo eminye imiphefumlo ukuba ibekho   phambi kweSigramente esiSikelelekileyo ngelixa mna, ihlwempu   ,

Ikhanyelwe kum.

 

Emva koko uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

ohlala kwiWill yam

- Hlala nam ententeni e

-ithatha inxaxheba ekubandezelekeni kwam ngenxa yokubanda, ukungahloneli kunye nayo yonke into eyenziwa yimiphefumlo kuBukho bam bomthendeleko.

 

Nabani na ohlala kwiWill yam kufuneka agqwese kuyo yonke into.

Kwaye indawo yesidima ibekelwe yena.

 

Ngubani onengeniso eninzi:

ngulowo uphambi kwam, nokuba ngulowo unam?



 

Ngomntu ohlala kwiWill yam, andinyamezeleki

- kungekhona nomgama wesinyathelo phakathi kwakhe kunye nam,

- akukho mahluko phakathi kwethu intlungu okanye uvuyo.

Mhlawumbi ndiya kuyibeka emnqamlezweni, kodwa ndiya kuhlala ndinaM.

 

Ngale nto ndihlala ndifuna wena kwiWill yam:

Ndifuna ukukunika indawo yokuqala kwiNtliziyo yam yomthendeleko.

Ndifuna ukuva intliziyo yakho ibetha kweyam ngothando lwam kunye neentlungu zam.

 

Ndifuna ukuva intando yakho kweyam ukuze ngokuphindaphinda kuyo nganye indinike, ngesenzo esilula, imbuyekezo nothando lwabo   bonke.

 

Ndifuna ukuva iWill yam kweyakho, ndenze ihlwempu lakho libe lelam.

uluntu luyibeka phambi koBukhulu bukaBawo njengexhoba elingunaphakade ».

 

Ndadibana noYesu wam othandekayo.

Kodwa ndazibona ndingonwabanga ndingazi noba ndithini kuye. Ukundithuthuzela,   uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

kuba umntu ohlala kwiNtando yam akukho elidlulileyo okanye elizayo, kodwa yonke into ikhona.

 

Yonke into endiyenzileyo okanye endiye ndabandezeleka yeyangoku.

Ngoko ke, ukuba ndifuna ukwanelisa uBawo okanye ukwenza okulungileyo kwizidalwa, ndinokukwenza ngokungathi ndiyazenza okanye ndiyabandezeleka.

 

Izinto ezinokuthi izidalwa zihlupheke okanye zenziwe kwiThanda lam zimanyana

-kukubandezeleka kwam kunye

-kwizenzo zam

endikunye nayo.

 

Xa umphefumlo ufuna ukundixelela uthando lwawo ngoncedo lweembandezelo zawo,   unokubhenela kwiimbandezelo zawo zangaphambili - ezisangoku - ukuhlaziya uthando kunye nokwaneliseka   ondinika lona.

 

Ukususela kum,

xa ndibona ubukrelekrele besi sidalwa

-ukunika uthando kunye nokwaneliseka,

ubeka izabelo zakhe kunye namatyala amabi adlulileyo njengasebhankini ukuze awandise kwaye afumane inzala,

ngoko

-ukuyityebisa ngakumbi e

- ungandivumeli ukuba ndigqithise,

Ndongeza iimbandezelo nezenzo zam kwezakho.

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndazama ukuziphosa ngokupheleleyo kwintando eNgcwele kaYesu wam.

Ndamcenga ukuba adibanise ngokupheleleyo nam, ukuze ndingabi saziva, kodwa kuphela yena.

 

 

UYesu onoyolo   weza   kum wathi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa umphefumlo uphila kwaye usebenza kwiNtando yam, ndiyiva yonke indawo kum. Ndiyiva kuMoya wam.

Kwaye iingcinga zakhe zidibana nam.

 

Ndithini   na ndisasaza ubomi ngobukrelekrele bendalo?

lomphefumlo unwenwela nam ezingqondweni zezidalwa.

Xa ebona ukuba izidalwa ziyandikhubekisa, uyayiva intlungu yam.

Ndiyiva kwakhona ekubetheni kweNtliziyo yam.

 

Ngapha koko, ndiziva ndibetha kabini entliziyweni yam kwaye,

- xa uthando lwam luthululela kwizidalwa,

- uthele nam.

Ukuba  andithandwa, undithanda kumntu wonke, uyandithuthuzela.

Kwiminqweno yam, ndiva iminqweno yalo mphefumlo; emsebenzini wam, ndiziva eyakhe,

kwaye nangokunjalo.

Ngamafutshane, kunokuthiwa lo mphefumlo uphila ngeendleko zam. "Ndamxelela:

"Sthandwa sam ungayenza yonke into ngokwakho. Awudingi zidalwa tu. Kutheni ngoku uthanda kangaka izidalwa zihlala kwiWill yakho?"

 

Waphendula wathi:

"Kuyinyani ukuba andiyidingi nantoni na okanye nabani na kwaye ndiyakwazi ukwenza yonke into ndedwa. Nangona kunjalo  ,   ukuze uphile, Uthando ludinga iindawo zokuthengisa "  .

 

Asakhe:akufuni kukhanya.

Iyakwazi ukuzimela kwaye ibonelela ngeenzuzo zayo kwabanye. Nangona kunjalo, kukho nezinye izibane ezincinci.

Kwaye, ngaphandle kokuyeka kwinto yokuba akazifuni  ,   uzifuna kuye ngokwakhe

-njengamaqabane kunye

-njengezibane ekukhanyeni kwayo ukuze banzi ukukhanya kwabo kuncinci.

Zingayi kumenzakalisa ngantoni izikhanyiso ukuba ziyala ukukhanya kwakhe?

 

Tshotsho, ntombi yam, xa iwodwa umyolelo, awunto;

uthando lwakuba lulodwa, buyabuna!

 

Ndiyazithanda izidalwa kangangokuba ndifuna ukuba zihlangane kwiWill yam ukuze zichume kwaye ndibanike ubomi bothando. Ke, uthando lwam luya kufumana indawo yokuphuma.

Ndidale izidalwa kuphela ukuze uThando lwam lufumane indlela yokuphuma kuzo hayi enye into".

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndakhalaza kuYesu ndisithi ndimcenga ukuba aphelise izohlwayo zakhe.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, uyakhalaza?"

Ukanti, awukaboni nto. Izohlwayo ezinkulu ziyafika.

Izidalwa azinyamezeleki.

 

Phantsi kwezohlwayo, bavukela ngaphezu kokuvuma ukuba sisandla sam   esibethayo!

Andinandlela yimbi ngaphandle kokuba ndibacim’ igama.

 

Ngoko ndingabuthatha bonke obu bomi

-ezogquba umhlaba e

-ebulala izizukulwana ezikhulayo.

Ngoko asilindeli ukuphela kobubi, kodwa kunye nobubi kakhulu. Akuyi kubakho nxalenye yomhlaba engahlanjwanga egazini.

 

Kula mazwi, ndayiva intliziyo yam ibuhlungu. Ukuze undithuthuzele,

UYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ngena kwiWill yam wenze lento ndiyenzayo. Uzokwazi ukwenza okulungileyo kwindalo yonke.

Ngamandla eNtando yam, uya kuba nakho ukuyenza

-basindise egazini abaqubha kulo

zibuyisele kum, zihlanjwe egazini labo.

 

Ndaphendula:

"Ubomi bam, ndimbi kakhulu, ndingayenza njani lento?"

 

Waqhubeka  wathi:

"Kufuneka wazi

ukuba esona senzo sibalaseleyo nesinobugorha esinokusenziwa ngumphefumlo

-phila kwaye wenze kwiWill yam.

Xa umphefumlo uthatha isigqibo sokuhlala kwintando yam, imiyolelo yethu emibini idibana ibe nye.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo unebala, ndiyawuhlambulula.

Ukuba uthe wangqongwa yimiva yemvelo, ndiyabatshabalalisa. Ukuba iinzipho zesono ziyamgqobhoza, ndiyazitshiza.

Akukho nto imbi inokungena kwiWill yam.

 

Zonke iimpawu zam zityala umphefumlo kwaye zitshintshe

- ubuthathaka bakhe bamandla,

- ukungazi kwakhe   ngobulumko,

- usizi lwakhe ngobutyebi,   njl.

 

Kweminye imiphefumlo kuhlala kukho into ehlala ngokwayo,

kodwa lomphefumlo uzihlubile ndiwugcwalise wonke kum ».

 

 

Ndithe ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo wafika uYesu wam osoloko enobubele indlela ebendibuhlungu ngayo

-ngenxa yesoyikiso esiqhubekayo sezohlwayo ezikhulu e

-nangenxa yokuhluthwa kobukho bakhe, wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

isibindi, ungatyhafi!

Intando yam iwenza wonwabe umphefumlo naphakathi kwezona nkqwithelo zinkulu. Umphefumlo ufikelela kwiindawo eziphakamileyo kangangokuba iiqhwithi azikwazi ukuwuchukumisa, nokuba uyazibona kwaye uyaziva.

Indawo ahlala kuyo ayithwaxwa ziindudumo, kodwa ihlala izolile.

 

Ilanga liyancuma kulomphefumlo kuba

- imvelaphi yayo iseZulwini,

- ubungangamsha nobungcwele bakhe kuThixo;

-igcinwe nguThixo ngokwakhe.

 

Enekhwele ngobungcwele balomphefumlo, uThixo uwugcine enzulwini yeNtliziyo yakhe.

Athi:"akhomntu uzakubamba wena ngaphandle kwam.kuba iWill yam ayibambeki kwaye ingcwele.wonke umntu makahloniphe iWill yam".

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo weza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, emhlabeni, ndazinikela kuphela kwintando kaBawo. Ngaloo ndlela

Ukuba bendicinga, bendicinga ngoMoya kaBawo. Ukuba bendithe ndathetha, bendithetha ngomlomo kaBawo.

Ukuba ndiyasebenza, ndisebenza ngezandla zikaBawo. Nomphefumlo wam ubukuye.

 

Yonke into endandiyenza yayinjengoko wayefuna.

Ngendlela endandinokuthi ngayo ubomi bam bonke babusenzeka kuye. Ndingene ngokupheleleyo kwiWill yakhe, andenzanga nto ngokwam.

 

Iingcinga zam yayiyintando yakhe kuphela.

Bendingazihoyanga mna.

Iziphoso endizinikwe mna aziluphazamisi uhlanga lwam. Kodwa bendisabhabha ndisiya kwiziko lam.

Ubomi bam basemhlabeni baphela xa ndandiyifezile intando kaBawo kwizinto zonke.

 

Ke, ntombi yam, ukuba unikezela kwintando yam,

awuyi kuba nayo enye ingcinga ngaphandle kweyam.

Nokuswela kwam okunidlayo ngokunidlayo,

fumana kuwe inkxaso kunye nokuncamisa okufihliweyo koBomi bam.

 

Ekubetheni kwentliziyo yakho  , uya kuziva eyam, uvutha kwaye uxhwalekile.

Ukuba awundiboni uya kundiva. Iingalo zam ziyakuncamisa.

Kukangaphi ungeva intshukumo yam kwaye umoya wam uhlaziya intliziyo yakho?

 

Kwaye   xa, xa ungandiboni  , ufuna ukwazi ukuba ngubani okubambe ngokuqinileyo kwaye akuvuthele. Ndiyakuncumela, ndikunika I kiss yeWill yam

Ndizifihla kuwe ukuze ndikumangalise kwakhona kwaye ndikwenze uqhubele phambili elinye inyathelo kwiWill yam.

 

Ngoko   musani ukundenza buhlungu ngentlungu;

 

Kwanga ukubaleka kweNtando yam kungangaze kuphele kuwe. Kungenjalo uyakuthintela uBomi bam ngaphakathi kuwe.

Ukuba andidibananga nayo nayiphi na imiqobo,

Ndikhulisa uBomi bam kuwe   kwaye

Ndiphuhlisa indlela   endifuna ngayo ".

 

Emva kokuba ndiyithethile loo nto, ngenxa yokuthobela, kufuneka ndithethe amazwi ambalwa ngayo

umahluko phakathi kokuphila ngokurhoxa kwiNtando yobuThixo nokuhlala kwiNtando   yobuThixo.

 

Ngokoluvo lwam olubi,   ukuhlala urhoxe kwiNtando   yobuThixo kukuncama kuyo yonke into ngokuthanda kukaThixo,

- kangangoko ekuchumeni

-ukuba ebunzimeni,

ebubona kuyo yonk’ into ubukumkani bukaThixo phezu kwendalo yakhe, obuthe bona

- akukho nwele inokuwa entloko yethu

-ngaphandle kwemvume yoMdali.

 

Umphefumlo uziphatha njengonyana olungileyo

-ngubani oya apho uyise afuna ukuba aye khona kwaye

-osokoliswa nguyise afuna asokole. Ukuba sisityebi okanye ukuhlwempuzeka akumkhathaleli.

Uyakuvuyela ukwenza oko kufunwa nguyise kuphela.

 

Ukuba uyalelwa ukuba aye kwindawo ethile ukuze aqhube ishishini, uya kuba nje efuna uyise.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ngokwenza oko,

iyazihlaziya,

uyeka ukuphumla, ukutya, ukutshintshiselana nabanye abantu, njl. Ke usebenzisa intando yakhe eninzi   ,

andisayithethi ke eyokuba uya phaya kuba ufunwa nguyise. Kwizinto ezininzi, ufumana ithuba lokwenza ukuthanda kwakhe.

Ngaloo ndlela, usenokuba neentsuku neenyanga kude kuyise

Ibe ingakacaciswanga kuye yonke into kayise.

 

Ke  ,   kwabo baphilayo barhoxa kuphela kwiNtando yobuThixo,

phantse akunakwenzeka ukuba ingabandakanyi ukuthanda kukabani  .

 

Ungunyana olungileyo,

kodwa akabelani ngazo zonke iingcinga, amazwi kunye nobomi bukaBawo waseZulwini. Njengoko ehamba, ebuya ethetha nabanye abantu, uthando lwakhe luphakathi.

Ukuthanda kwakhe akukho ngokunxibelelana ngokuqhubekayo nokukaBawo. Ngoko ke, uhlala enomkhwa wokwenza ukuthanda kwakhe.

Nangona kunjalo, ndiyakholwa ukuba eli linyathelo lokuqala elisingise ebungcweleni.

Ukuthetha ngoku malunga nokuba kuyintoni na   ukuhlala kwintando kaThixo  , ndingathanda ukuba isandla sikaYesu sam sikhokele esam.

Nguye kuphela onokuthi bonke ubuhle kunye nobungcwele bobomi kwintando kaThixo!

Kwelam icala, ndiziva ndingakwazi ukwenza oku kwaye andinazo iikhonsepthi ezininzi engqondweni. Ndiyawakhumbula amazwi Yesu wam, agalelwe emazwini am kwaye ndiza kuthetha endinokukuthetha.

 

Ukuphila kwintando kaThixo   kuthetha ukungenzi nto wedwa.

Ngokuba, kwintando kaThixo,

umphefumlo uziva ungakwazi ukwenza nantoni na ngokwawo.

 

Akaceli yaye akamkeli imiyalelo. Kuba uziva engakwazi ukuhamba yedwa.

 

Uthi:

Ukuba ufuna ndenze into,

masiyenze kunye njengomntu omnye. Ukuba ufuna ndiye kwenye indawo,

sihamba kunye njengamntu mnye  .

Ukuba uBawo uyacinga,   uzenza ezizezakhe iingcinga. akanayo enye ingcinga ngaphandle kweyakhe.

 

Ukuba uBawo ukhangela  ,   uyathetha, asebenze, ahambe, eve ubunzima, nokuba uyathanda,

yena

-bona oko uBawo akhangeleyo;

- phinda amazwi kaBawo,

-sebenza ngezandla zikaBawo,

-hamba ngeenyawo zikaBawo,

- eva ubunzima ezifanayo zikaYise e

thandani into ayithandayo uBawo.

 

Akahlali ngaphandle, kodwa ngaphakathi kuBawo

Ngoko ke, ungumzekelo ogqibeleleyo waKhe.

Oku akunjalo kwabo bahlala kuphela barhoxa.

 

Akunakwenzeka ukufumana lo mphefumlo ngaphandle koBawo okanye uBawo ngaphandle kwalo mphefumlo. Kwaye oku akukuphela nje:

Ingaphakathi lakhe lonke lidityaniswe nengaphakathi likaYise, liguqulwe libe nguYe. ukubhabha okukhawulezileyo kwalomphefumlo!

 

Intando kaThixo inkulu.

Jikeleza kuyo yonke indawo, cwangcisa yonke into kwaye uzise yonke into ebomini.

Umphefumlo owela kobu bukhulu,

-bhabha kuyo yonke into,

- ivuselela yonke into kwaye ithande yonke into;

wenza kwaye uthande njengoYesu, into engenakwenziwa ngumphefumlo, oye warhoxa kuphela.

 

Ngomphefumlo ohlala kwintando kaThixo,

akunakwenzeka ukwenza into uwedwa. Imisebenzi yakhe yomntu, kwanaleyo ingcwele, imenza abe nesicaphucaphu.

Kuba izinto zeNtando yobuThixo, nokuba zincinci, zibonakala zahlukile.

 

Ifumana

-umoya ongcwele,

-ubungangamsha bobuthixo e

- nobungcwele bobuthixo

-amandla angcwele e

-ubuhle obungcwele.

 

Ezi mpawu zobuthixo zanda ngokungenammiselo kuye. Kwaye, ngomzuzwana, ikwenza konke.

 

Emva kokwenza yonke into, uthi:

Andenzanga nto, nguYesu owenza yonke into, lulonwabo lwam ke olu. UYesu undenzele iwonga lokundamkela kwiWill yakhe.

endivumela ukuba ndenze into ayenzileyo."

 

Utshaba alukwazi ukuwuphazamisa lo mphefumlo,

- ukuba wenze umsebenzi wakhe kakuhle okanye kakubi,

- ngubani owenze kancinci okanye kakhulu,

ngokuba yonke into yenziwa nguYesu naye kunye.

 

Uthule, akatyekelanga ekubeni nexhala.

Akathandi umntu omnye ngokukodwa kodwa ubathanda bonke, ngokobuthixo.

Kunokuthiwa uphinda ubomi bukaYesu, obulilizwi lakhe, ukubetha kweNtliziyo yakhe, ulwandle lweenceba zakhe.

Kukule nto kuphela, ndiyakholwa, apho ubungcwele bokwenyani buquka.

 

Kwabo bahlala kwiNtando yobuThixo, izidima zezocwangco lobuthixo.

Kungenjalo, bangabantu ngokwendalo, baxhomekeke kubo

-ubuwena,

- amampunge kunye

- inkanuko.

Owu! mingaphi imiphefumlo eyenza imisebenzi emihle kwaye ifumana iisakramente ikhale ngokuba,

ukungatyalwa kwentando kaThixo, abavelisi   siqhamo!

 

Owu! ukuba wonke umntu ebeyiqonda into obuyiyo ubungcwele bokwenene, hayi indlela ebeya kutshintsha ngayo yonke into!

 

Abaninzi basendleleni yobuxoki esa ebungcweleni  .

 

Abaninzi balubeka kuqheliselo lobuthixo.

Kwaye yeha kwabo bangathanda ukuzitshintsha. Le miphefumlo iyazikhohlisa. Ukuba ukuthanda kwabo akudityaniswanga nokukaYesu kwaza kwaguqulwa kwaba nguye, ngoko, nazo zonke izenzo zabo zobuthixo, ubungcwele babo bubuxoki.

 

Ngokulula okukhulu,

basuka kwizenzo zobuthixo baye kwizenzo ezigwenxa, ukunxaxha, ukungavisisani  , njl. Owu! hayi indlela obungayolisi ngayo obu bungcwele bobuxoki!

 

Eminye imiphefumlo ibeka ubungcwele bayo

- ukuya ecaweni rhoqo  , e

-ukuthatha inxaxheba kuzo zonke iinkonzo,

kodwa ukuthanda kwabo kukude kwekaYesu.

 

Le miphefumlo ayikhathali kangako ngemisebenzi yayo. Ukuba bayathintelwa ukuba baye ecaweni,

bacaphukile, buze buphele ubungcwele babo.

Bayakhalaza, abathobeli, yaye banzima kwiintsapho zabo. Owu! obunjani bona ubungcwele bobuxoki!

 

Eminye imiphefumlo ibeka ubungcwele bayo

-vuma rhoqo,

kulathiswa ngokomoya kwezona nkcukacha zincinane   e

uneempazamo kuyo   yonke into.

 

Noko ke, abanamathandabuzo

intando yabo ayinyibiliki ngokukaYesu.” Yeha ke abo baphikisana nabo!

Zifana neebhaloni ezivuthelwe ngumoya ezithi xa kwenziwe umngxuma omncinane zigqabhuke.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, phantsi kokuphikisana, ubungcwele babo buyanyamalala. Bakhalazela ukuba badakumbile ngokulula.

Bahlala bahlala bethandabuza kwaye

bathanda ukuba nomlawuli wabo wokomoya,

- ukubalumkisa kuyo yonke into,

- ukudibanisa kunye nokuthuthuzela;

Nangona kunjalo, bahlala bephazamisekile.

Ubungcwele obubi baloo nto, hayi indlela ekububuxoki ngayo!

 

Ndingathanda ukufumana iinyembezi zikaYesu wam

-ukukhala   naye phezu kwezi zingcwele zobuxoki   kunye

- Yazisa kumntu wonke

indlela ubungcwele bokwenyani ukuphila kwintando kaThixo.

 

Obu bungcwele buneengcambu ezinzulu kangangokuba akukho ngozi yokuba buhexa.

Umphefumlo onalo ubungcwele

-fama,

-ayixhomekekanga kukungangqinelani kunye nezenzo ezimbi zangabom.

 

Uyijongile imisebenzi yakhe.

Unikelwe kwaye ukhutshiwe kuyo yonke into nakuwo wonke umntu, nakubalawuli bokomoya  .

 

Ikhula de iintyatyambo neziqhamo zayo zifike eZulwini!

Ifihlwe kuThixo kangangokuba umhlaba awuboni nto kuyo. Intando yobuThixo iye yayamkela.

UYesu bubomi bakhe, umyili womphefumlo wakhe nomzekelo wakhe.

Ayinanto eyeyayo, yonke into iyafana noYesu.

Umdla wakhe kunye nesimilo sakhe yintando kaThixo.

 

Kwelinye icala

 "ibhaluni" yobungcwele bobuxoki ixhomekeke ekungahambelani rhoqo.

Umphefumlo ubonakala ubhabhela kwindawo ethile,

- kangangokuba abantu abaninzi, kubandakanywa nabalawuli bokomoya, bayayincoma.

 

Kodwa ngokukhawuleza bayaphoxeka.

Kuba, ukonakalisa ibhaluni, kwanele

- ukuthotywa o

-ukukhethwa komlawuli kunomnye umntu. Umphefumlo ukholelwa ukuba ibiwe, ukholelwa ukuba yeyona nto idinga kakhulu.

Nangona ethandabuza ubuvuvu, ufika angathobeli.

 

Umona sisifunxi-gazi salomphefumlo.

Lo mona ukhulula ibhaluni yayo ethi inciphe kwaye iwe phantsi.

 

Kwaye ukuba sijonga kwinto ebizwa ngokuba bubungcwele eyayikulabhaloni, siyayifumana

ubuwena,

ingqumbo   e

inkanuko

ezifihliweyo phantsi kwenkalo elungileyo.

Kuyabonakala ukuba   lo mphefumlo wawuyinto yokudlala yedemon.

NguYesu kuphela obaziyo bonke ububi

kobu   bungcwele bobuxoki,

bobu bomi bonqulo olungenasiseko, olusekelwe kunqulo lobuxoki.

 

Obu bungcwele bobuxoki buhambelana

- kubomi bomoya obungenasiqhamo

ukuba ndingunobangela wokulila kobubele bukaYesu wam.

 

Abo bazenzayo banjalo

intlalo ekruqulayo, intlungu   yentsapho yabo.

Kunokuthiwa zikhupha umoya ongcolileyo owenzakalisa wonke umntu.

 

Owu! hayi indlela obahluke ngayo ubungcwele bomphefumlo ophila kwintando kaThixo!

 

Lo mphefumlo luncumo lukaYesu.

 

Ukhutshiwe kuyo yonke into, nakubalawuli bakhe bokomoya. UYesu uyinto yonke kuye.

Akayontlungu yamntu.

Umoya ophilileyo ophumayo unuka yonke into.

Khuthaza ucwangco kunye nemvisiswano kumntu wonke.

UYesu, unomona ngalo mphefumlo, uba ngumdlali kunye nombukeli kuye kuyo yonke into.

 

Akukho nokuphefumla kwakhe, akukho nenye yeengcamango zakhe, nokuba

Ibenye kuphela ukubetha kwentliziyo yayo okungenziwanga rhoqo nguYesu.

 

Lo mphefumlo ugxile kakhulu kwintando kaThixo kangangokuba uphantse walibala ukuhlala elubhacweni.

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yokuba, emva kokubonakala kwam, uMama wam wasezulwini wayelila.

 

I asked her  : "Mama ulilela ntoni?"

 

Uphendule wathi:

"   Intombi yam,

njani ukuba ndingakhali xa umlilo wobulungisa bukaThixo ufuna ukuqwenga yonke into?

Umlilo wesono uqwenga konke okulungileyo emiphefumlweni kwaye umlilo wobulungisa ufuna ukuqwenga konke okwezidalwa.

Ndibona ukuba umlilo uyanwenwa, ndiyakhala. Ngoko, thandaza, thandaza!

 

Kwakhona ndabandezeleka kukuswela kukaYesu.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi andinakuhlala ixesha elide ngaphandle kwakhe.

Ndishukunyiswe yimfesane ngomphefumlo wam ohlwempuzekileyo, uYesu wam olungileyo weza wandixelela:

 

"Ntombi yam, umonde!

Ukungaguquguquki ekwenzeni okulungileyo kubeka yonke into ngokhuseleko.

 

Xa uvinjwa uYesu wakho e

-ukuba ulwe phakathi kobomi nokufa

ngenxa yentlungu ekubangelayo e

-ukuba, nangona oku, uhlala uhlala ulungile kwaye ungashiyi nantoni na, usedabini elipheleleyo.

 

Ngalo mlo,

-ukuzithanda kunye nokwaneliseka kwendalo kukushiya,

-indalo yakho ishiywe injengokoyiswa e

- umphefumlo wakho kum ube yincindi esulungekileyo kwaye eswiti kangangokuba ndiyisele ngolwaneliseko olukhulu.

 

Ndiye ndathambisa ndinijongile nonke nizele luthando nokuthantamisa, ndiziva iintlungu zenu ngokungathi zezam.

Ukuba uyabanda, womile okanye enye into kwaye unamathele, zingaphi imibingelelo eyongezelelweyo oyifumanayo.

Wenza ijusi engakumbi kwiNtliziyo yam enomdla.

 

Kufana nesiqhamo

-enolusu olunameva nolukhuni, kodwa

-equlethe ngaphakathi kwayo into ethambileyo neluncedo.

 

Ukuba umntu usoloko esusa ameva, ngoko, ngokukhama isiqhamo, unandipha yonke into.

Isiqhamo esibi siyalahlwa kumxholo waso kwaye ixolo elinameva liyalahlwa. Ngokufanayo, ngokubanda kunye nokoma,

- umphefumlo uyala ukwaneliseka kwendalo e

- uzithululela rhoqo.

 

Kungesiqhamo esisulungekileyo nesiswiti sokulungileyo endiyoliswa kuko.

Ukuba uyanyamezela, yonke into iya kuba negalelo ekulungeni kwakho kwaye ndiya kukunika ubabalo lwam ngokuphuphumayo ”.

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ubumnyama bunzima kwaye izidalwa ziwela ngakumbi nangakumbi. Kobu bumnyama, bemba iliwa apho baya kutshabalala khona.

Ingqondo yomntu iye yahlala iyimfama.

Akasenalo ukukhanya kokubona okulungileyo, ubona ububi kuphela. Obu bubi buya kumkhukulisa, bumtshabalalise.

Apho acinga ukuba uya kulufumana khona usindiso, uya kufumana ukufa. Yeha! ntombi yam, maye!

 

Wongeza wathi:

"Izenzo ezenziwe kwi-Will yam zifana nelanga elikhanyisa yonke into. Logama nje izenzo zesidalwa zihleli kwintando yam,

-amalanga amatsha akhanya kwiingqondo ezingaboniyo e

-imiphefumlo enobuncinci bezinto ezilungileyo iya kufumana ukukhanya ukubaleka i-precipice.

Bonke abanye baya kutshabalala.

 

Kula maxesha obumnyama obukhulu,

zilunge kangakanani na izidalwa ezihlala kwiNtando yam!

Imiphefumlo esindileyo iya kukwenza oko kuphela ngenxa yezi zidalwa. "

 

Emva koko wemka. Kamva wabuya waza wongeza:

"Ndingatsho ukuba umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam yintaba yam.

Ekhaya ndibambe iintambo zayo yonke into: - ezo zomoya wakhe,

- uthando lwakhe e

- yeminqweno yakhe.

 

Andishiyi nto phantsi kwamandla akhe.

Ndihlala entliziyweni yakhe ukuze ndikhululeke ngakumbi. Isizinda sam sigqityiwe kwaye ndenza into endiyifunayo.

Ndibaleka intaba yam ngexesha elinye kwaye ndibhabha kwelinye.

Indithatha ukuya ezulwini ngesinye isihlandlo kwaye enye ijikeleze umhlaba. Ndiyema ngelinye ixesha.

Owu! hayi indlela endizuke ngayo, nokoyisa kwam; Ndiyalawula, ndiyalawula!

 

Kodwa ukuba umphefumlo awuyenzi intando yam kwaye uhlala kwintando yakhe yomntu, ubukumkani bam bonakalisiwe. Umphefumlo uthatha iintambo.

Ke mna ndishiywe ndingenagunya, njengokumkani olihlwempu ogxothwe ebukumkanini bakhe.

Utshaba luthatha indawo yam kwaye iintambo zihleli kwinceba yeminqweno yakhe."

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele undikhuphe emzimbeni wam. Ebesezandleni zam, ubuso bakhe busondele kakhulu kobam.

Ngobubele obukhulu, wandigenca, ngokungathi akafuni ndiphawule.

 

Wathi emana ukuncamisa, andizange ndikwazi ukuzibamba. Ndithe ndisayenza lonto kwathi qatha ingqondo yoba ndincamise eyona milebe yakhe ingcwele ukuze ndisuse ubukrakra.

Kwazi bani ukuba ebengandiniki!

Ndimbuzile, ndazama, ndamcenga ukuba agalele kum ubukrakra bakhe. Ndancanca ngakumbi, kodwa akukho nto.

Ebebonakala ehlutshwa yile stress ndisenzayo.

 

Emva kokuzama okwesithathu, ndeva umoya wakhe okrakra ungena kum.

Ndaye ndabona into enzima imvala umqala inqanda ubukrakra bakhe bungaphumi bugalele kum.

Ndibandezeleke kakhulu kwaye ndiphantse ndalila, uYesu wam wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ntombi yam, ziyeke!

Akukuboni na ukucudisa umntu andondele kuko, ukuba ndingabudluli ubukrakra bam kwabo bandithandayo?

 

Awukhumbuli ndithe kuwe:

"  Mandiyenze le nto, kungenjalo umntu uya kufikelela kwinqanaba elibi kangangokuba uya kugqiba ububi ngokwakhe."

Kodwa ubungafuni ndimbethe.

 

Umntu uya eba worse.

Yaqokelela ubovu kuye kangangokuba nemfazwe ayizange ikwazi ukubuphelisa.

Imfazwe ayizange imthintele; kunoko, yayenza yacaca ngakumbi. Iimvukelo ziya kumcaphukisa.

Inkxwaleko iya kumenza aphelelwe lithemba kwaye uya kuwela kwiingalo zobugebenga.

 

Konke oku kuya kusebenza ngendlela enye okanye enye ukuyikhulula ekuboleni kwayo. Ke ukulunga kwam kuya kumbetha;

- hayi ngokungangqalanga ngezidalwa,

-kodwa uvela ngqo eZulwini.

Ezi zohlwayo kuye ziya kuba njengombethe oyingenelo oya kumbulala. Ndichukunyiswe sisandla sam,

-uya kuyazi imeko yakhe,

-uya kuvuka ebuthongweni besono e

uya kuqonda uMdali wakhe.

Ntombi yam, thandazela ukuba yonke into ihambe kakuhle emntwini.” Wasala nobuhlungu bakhe uYesu.

Ndandikhathazekile kuba ndandingakwazi ukumkhulula.

Ndeva umoya wakhe kuphela, emva koko ndazibhaqa sele ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Noko ke, ndaziva ndixhalabile

Amazwi kaYesu andithuthumbisa. Ndabona ikamva elibi engqondweni yam.

 

Ukuzolisa nokundiphazamisa, uYesu wabuya waza wathi kum:

 

"Uthando oluninzi, uthando oluninzi!

 

Ndithe ndisasokola  ndathi:

Imbandezelo  yam, gidima, iphuthume umntu; Yincede ube ligwiba layo embandezelweni yakhe.

 

Njengoko ndandiphalaza iGazi lam  , ndathi kuwo onke amathontsi: “Baleka, baleka, undisindisele indoda!

Ukuba ufile, mnike ubomi, kodwa ubomi bobuthixo.

Ukuba uthe waphuncula umleqe, umjike, umbhidanise noThando lwam ade anikezele".

 

Ebudeni bokubethwa  , ngoxa amanxeba emzimbeni wam ayekhula, ndaphinda ndathi:

“  Amanxeba am, musa ukuhlala kum, funa indoda leyo.

Ukuba uthe wamfumana engxwelerhwe sisono, bhinqani ibhandeji, ukuze nimphilise.

Ngoko, ngayo yonke into endandiyithetha nendiyenzayo, ndayirhangqa le ndoda ukuze   ndiyisindise. Nawe

ngenxa   yokundithanda

musa ukuzigcinela nto, kodwa balekelani yonke into emntwini lowo, ukuze   amsindise.

 

Kwaye mna ndiya kukujonga njengomnye".

 

Ndithe ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndiqaqanjelwa kakhulu, wafika uYesu wam olungileyo wandixelela.

 

"Intombazana yakho,

yonke into endayenzayo ingunaphakade.

Ubuntu bam abuhluphekanga kangangexesha elithile kuphela, kodwa ukubandezeleka kwabo kuyaqhubeka kude kube sekupheleni kwehlabathi.

 

Ekubeni ubuntu bam eZulwini bungenakubandezeleka,

-Ndisebenzisa ubuntu bezidalwa,

- ukubavumela ukuba bathathe inxaxheba ekubandezelekeni kwam

kwaye ngaloo ndlela ndandisa uBuntu bam emhlabeni.

 

Kwaye oku ndikwenza ngoJustice. Kuba xa ndandisemhlabeni,

Ndifake kuM ubuntu bazo zonke izidalwa ngenjongo yokuba

- ukubagcina bekhuselekile kwaye

-benzele yonke into.

 

Ngoku ndiseZulwini, ndazisasaza ezidalweni

- ubuntu bam,

-iimbandezelo zam e

-konke uBuntu bam obenzele okulungileyo kwemiphefumlo elahlekileyo.

 

Ndikwenza oko ngokukodwa kwimiphefumlo endithandayo ukuze ndithi kuBawo:

 

"  Ubuntu bam busezulwini kwaye nasemhlabeni, kwimiphefumlo endithandayo nendibandezelayo".

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ngenxa yemiphefumlo endithandayo kwaye ithatha indawo yam,

- ukwaneliseka kwam kugqityiwe,

-iimbandezelo zam zisasebenza.

 

Zithuthuzele xa ubandezelekile,

ngokuba uzuza imbeko yokundimela.

 

Emva kokuba ndifumene uYesu wam kuMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndacinga:

"Ndothini na ukumnika uthando lothando, ekubeni ingekho emandleni am?

ukuba ndicuthe njengoko esenza kumkhosi wam ngenxa yothando lwam?

 

Emva koko uYesu wam oyintanda wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuba awukwazi ukuzinciphisa ngenxa yothando kum ngendlela yomkhosi omncinci, ungazinciphisa ngokupheleleyo kwi-Will yam.

- ngaloo ndlela ndikwenza undwendwe kwiWill yam.

 

Ngayo yonke into oyenzayo kwintando yam,

-uya kuba lundwendwe Mna kwaye

-Ndiza kukudlisa njengoko uya kudla kum.

 

Yintoni umamkeli? Ayibobomi bam obo?

Ithini iWill yam? Ngaba asibobomi bam obupheleleyo? Ungazenza undwendwe sthandwa sam  .

Nokuba zininzi kangakanani na izenzo kwiWill yam,

ungakanani na onokuthi wenze i-Hosts ukundinika uthando lothando. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokwamkela uYesu osikelelekileyo, ndathi kuye:

 

"Yesu, bomi bam, ndixelele ukuba yintoni isenzo sakho sokuqala emva kokukwamkela ngokusungula uMthendeleko?"

 

Waphendula wathi:

“Ntombi yam, isenzo sam sokuqala yayikukuphindaphinda   ubomi bam kubomi obuninzi.

ukuba kuya kubakho ubomi babantu   emhlabeni.

 

Ke umntu ngamnye uya kuba   nobomi bam kuphela,

Ubomi obuthandazayo, obubulelayo, obanelisayo nobuthanda rhoqo.

Oku, ngendlela efanayo ukuba ndiphindaphinde iintlungu zam emphefumlweni ngamnye, ngokungathi ndive ubunzima ngenxa yakhe yedwa!

Kulo mzuzu uphakamileyo wokundamkela kwifomu yomthendeleko,

Ndazinikezela kumntu ngamnye ukuba ahlupheke iPasion yam kuyo yonke intliziyo ukuze ndiyiphumelele

ngamandla

-imbandezelo e

-yothando.

Ngokunikela ubuThixo bam ngokupheleleyo, ndithathe yonke into.

 

Yeha! UThando lwam luphoxwe ngabaninzi.

Ndijonge phambili kwimiphefumlo enothando eya kuthi, yakuba indamkele, indimanye

- phindaphinda kuzo zonke e

- Ndifuna yonke into endiyifunayo.

ndiya kwamkela kuyo le miphefumlo oko bangandiphiyo abanye;

Ndiya kuba nokwaneliseka ngokuba nemiphefumlo ngokweminqweno yam kunye neNtando yam.

 

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, xa undamkela, yenza le nto ndiyenzileyo.

Kwaye ndiya kuvuya ukuba kukho umphefumlo omnye ofuna into efanayo nam ".

 

Njengoko wayeyithetha, wayevakala enxunguphele kakhulu. Ndathi kuye: "Ukhathazwa yintoni Yesu   ?"

 

Waphendula wathi: "Awu! Ezinjani izikhukula eziya kubakho! Bubuphi ububi, bubuphi ububi! I-Itali iya   kumaxesha abuhlungu kakhulu.

Sondela kum uthandaze ukuba ububi bungabi bubi ngakumbi.

 

Ndaqhubeka: "Awu! Yesu wam! Liza kuba yintoni ilizwe lam?

So awusandithandi njengokuba ubundithanda

andibacongi abanye ngenxa yothando lwam? "

 

Ephantse ukulila, waphendula wathi:

"Hayi, ndiyakuthanda kakhulu."

 

Ndaqhubeka nokuswela, ukubandezeleka kunye nobukrakra ngenxa yobubi obuninzi endikhe ndeva ngabo, ngakumbi ukungena kwabantu basemzini e-   Italy.

Ndathandaza kuYesu wam olungileyo ukuba anqande iintshaba kwaye ndathi kuye: "NguNogumbe lo ubundixelele ngawo kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo?"

 

UYesu olungileyo   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, lo ngumkhukula endikuxelele ngawo kwaye uya kuqhubeka. Abasemzini baya kuqhubeka behlasela i-Itali.

Ngaba oku akufanelekanga?

 

Ndandikhethe i-Itali njengeYerusalem yam yesibini.

Noko ke, akazange ayithobele imithetho yam yaye akazange avume ukundinika ilungelo lam.

Ah! Ndithi akaziphathanga ngokwabantu, kodwa uziphatha ngokwamarhamncwa!

Naphantsi kwesibetho esikhulu semfazwe, andaziwa kwaye ufuna ukuqhubeka esenza njengotshaba lwam. Kufanelekile ukuba woyisiwe.

ndiya kuphinda ndimhlisele eluthulini.

 

Ndamphazamisa ndisithi: "Yesu, kuthekani ngelizwe lam? Lizwe lam elihlwempu, uya kuqwengwa njani na! Yesu, yiba nenceba, wuphelise lo mlambo wabasemzini!"

Waqhubeka  wathi: “Ntombi yam, kwintlungu yam enkulu, kufuneka ndivumele ukuqhubela phambili kwabasemzini.

 

Nina, ekubeni ningayithandi imiphefumlo njengam, ningathanda uloyiso. Ukuba i-Italiya ibinokuphumelela bekuya kuba kukonakala kwemiphefumlo.

Ikratshi lakhe beliya kuba lide labhangisa oko kuncinane okuseleyo esizweni. Ibiya kuzibonisa njengohlanga olunokuphila ngaphandle koThixo.

 

Ah! ntombi yam, izibetho ziya kuqhubeka, izixeko ziya kuba ngamanxuwa!

Ndiya kubahlutha yonke into. Amahlwempu nezityebi baya kulingana. Babengafuni ukuqonda imithetho yam. Bonke bazenze uthixo wehlabathi. ngokubakhulula, ndobabonisa ukuba uyintoni na umhlaba.

 

Ndiya kuwuhlambulula lo mhlaba ngomlilo, kuba ukuvumba kwawo akunyamezeleki   kum. Abaninzi baya kutshiswa ngomlilo, yaye ndiya kulibuyisela kulo ilizwe lakho.

 

Oku kuyimfuneko. Usindiso lwemiphefumlo luyayifuna. Kudala ndithetha nawe ngezi zibetho. Ixesha lifikile, kodwa hayi.

Obunye ububi buya kuza; Ndiya kulibuyisela ezingqondweni ihlabathi, yaye ndiya kulibuyisela ezingqondweni zakhe!”

 

Ndathi kuye: "Yesu wam, yehlisa umoya. Kwanele ngoku!"

Waphinda:"Awu! Hayi wena thandaza ndizolehlisa utshaba lukhohlakele."

 

Ndaqhubeka ndikwimeko yam yokubandezeleka

Wafika uYesu wam olungileyo wabhabha ngoko nangoko ngesantya sokukhanya, engandiniki nexesha lokuthandaza kuye ngenxa yobubi obuvezwe ngu

abantu abahluphekayo, ngakumbi ilizwe lam endilithandayo.

 

Hayi indlela eyayibetha ngayo intliziyo oku kuhlasela kwabantu esingabaziyo ekhayeni lethu! UYesu wayendixelele ngaphambili ukuba ndithandaze.

Kodwa xa ndithandaza, uthi kum: “Andiyi kuxolela;

 

Ngesi sihlandlo ndazingisa ndisithi: “Yesu, akufuni na ukuba nenceba?

Awuboni na ukuba izixeko zibhuqiwe yaye abantu bahamba ze, belambile?

Owu Yesu, hayi indlela onzima ngayo!

 

Waphendula wathi: “Ntombi yam, azindikhathazi izixeko nobukhulu behlabathi;

yimiphefumlo ebalulekileyo kum.

Emva kokutshatyalaliswa, izixeko, iicawa kunye nezinye izinto zinokuphinda zakhiwe. Andizange nditshabalalise yonke into ngonogumbe?

Ngaba ayizange yakhiwe kwakhona emva koko?

Ke yona imiphefumlo, ukuba ithe yalahleka, yeyaphakade; akukho namnye unako ukuzibuyisela kum; Ndikhalela bona.

Izulu lincamile ekusinamatheleni kuphela emhlabeni: ndiya kuwonakalisa umhlaba. Ndiya kuzenza ziphele izinto zakhe ezintle ezithi, njengemigibe, zithimbe umntu ”.

 

Ndathi kuye: "Uthini na Yesu?" Waphendula wathi: "Yiza! Musa ukudandatheka! Ndiza kuqhubeka.

Kwaye ungene kwintando yam kwaye uhlale kuyo; umhlaba awuselikhaya lakho, kodwa ndim kuphela;

ngoko ke, uya kukhuseleka ngokupheleleyo.

Intando yam inamandla okwenza umphefumlo ucace. kwaye xa kunjalo, yonke into endiyenzayo ikhanya ngaphakathi kwayo.

Ukuba ndicinga, ingcinga yam iphuma engqondweni yakhe kwaye apho kukhanya, kwaye njengokukhanya, ingcinga yakhe iphuma kweyam.

Ukuba ndijonge, ndithetha, ndithanda, njl. njengezikhanyiso ezininzi, ezi zenzo zikhanya emphefumlweni kwaye, ukusuka apho, ukuya kum.

Ngaloo ndlela, sihlala sikhanyisa, sikunxibelelwano olungapheliyo lothando.

 

Ngaphezu koko, njengoko ndikuyo yonke indawo, ubungangamsha bemiphefumlo ehlala kwintando yam bufikelela kum eZulwini, emhlabeni, kumkhosi wesakramente nasezintliziyweni zezidalwa.

Naphi na kwaye ngamaxesha onke, ndibanika ukukhanya kwam kwaye bandibuyisela oko kukhanya;

Ndibanika uthando kwaye bandinika uthando.

Ziindawo zam zasemhlabeni apho ndibalekela khona ukubaleka isicaphucaphu endinikwa zezinye izidalwa.

 

"Oh! Kuhle kangakanani ukuhlala kwiWill yam!

Ndiyithanda kakhulu kangangokuba, kwizizukulwana ezizayo, ndiya kwenza zonke ezinye iintlobo zobungcwele zinyamalale, nokuba ziziphi na izidima zazo.

Ndiya kuvusa ubungcwele kwintando yam engeyiyo ubungcwele bomntu, kodwa ubungcwele bobuthixo.

Obu bungcwele buya kuba buphakamile kangangokuba, njengamalanga, imiphefumlo ephila kuyo iya kuzisitha iinkwenkwezi ezaziyingcwele kwizizukulwana ezidluleyo.

 

Ngenxa yoko ndifuna   ukuhlambulula   umhlaba: ayifanele le mimangaliso ».

 

Ndiqhubeka le mibhalo ngenxa yokuthobela.

Kubonakala kum ukuba xa uYesu ethetha nam ngeNtando yakhe engcwele, uyalibala konke okunye kwaye undenza ndilibale nabo bonke abanye: umphefumlo awufumani nto iyimfuneko, ukuba awuhlali kwintando kaThixo.

 

Andanelisekanga kum ngento endiyibhalileyo malunga neWill yakhe kwezi ntsuku zimashumi mabini zidlulileyo,

UYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, awuthethanga yonke into.

Ndifuna ubhala yonke into endikuxelela yona ngeWill yam, nezona zinto zincinci. Kuya kufuneka izizukulwana ezizayo.

 

Lonke uhlobo lobungcwele lwaqala kwabangcwele ababusungulayo. Ndiyayithanda lento

-ingcwele yaba ngumqalisi wobungcwele babaguqukileyo;

-obunye ubungcwele bokuthobela,

- enye yobungcwele bokuthobeka, njalo njalo. Wena,

Ndifuna ube ngumqalisi wobungcwele kwiWill yam.

Ntombi yam, zonke ezinye iindlela zobungcwele azikhululwa ekusukeleni izilangazelelo zobuqu okanye ekuchitheni ixesha.

Ngokomzekelo  , kwimiphefumlo ephila ngokunikela   ingqalelo epheleleyo kwintobelo  ,

kukho inkcitho yexesha elininzi.

Ngokuthetha  ngokungapheziyo, bayaphazamiseka kuM yaye babeke isidima endaweni yam  . Baphumla kuphela xa befumana imiyalelo.

Eminye imiphefumlo iyema kakhulu kwizilingo  . Owu! lingakanani ixesha abalichithayo!

Abadinwa ukubalisa zonke izilingo zabo, ngaloo ndlela bebeka iimpawu ezintle endaweni yam.

Ezi ntlobo zahlukeneyo zobungcwele zihlala ziqhekeka.

 

Ubungcwele kwintando yam, kwelinye icala, abunabungozi.

- ukukhangela izinto esinomdla kuzo e

-Inkcitho xesha.

Akukho bungozi bokuba umphefumlo ophila kobu ngcwele unditshintshiselane ngezidima.

Ubungcwele kwintando kaThixo yayiboboBuntu bam emhlabeni.

Ndenze yonke into ndiyenzela wonke umntu ngaphandle kwento encinci yokuzicingela  .  Umdla wobuqu uyawucima umzobo wobungcwele bobuthixo.

Umphefumlo ofuna okwawo awunakuba lilanga  . Okona kulungileyo, uya kuba yinkwenkwezi.

Kula maxesha alusizi, izidalwa ziyawafuna la langa

-ukubafudumeza,

-bakhanyise kwaye

- zichumise.

 

Ububele bezi ngelosi zasemhlabeni,

-abenza konke okulungileyo kwabanye

- ngaphandle kwesithunzi somdla womntu,

uvula iindlela zobabalo lwam ezintliziyweni.

 

Iicawe zimbalwa. Noko ke, abaninzi baya kutshatyalaliswa.

Amaxesha amaninzi andibafumani abefundisi abandingcwalisayo kwifomu yoMthendeleko. Abanye bavumela imiphefumlo engafanelekanga ukuba indamkele. Eminye imiphefumlo ayikhathali ukundamkela

Kwaye abanye abakwenzi. Ngaloo ndlela uThando lwam luthintelekile. Ngale nto ndifuna ubungcwele kwiWill yam.

Kuba imiphefumlo eya kuphila ngayo, andiyi kufuna

nababingeleli ukuze bandingcwalise

okanye   wabuza,

 kwaneminquba _ 

okanye   umamkeli.

 

 

Kuba le miphefumlo iya kuba kunye

Ababingeleli

iminquba e

Iindwendwe

 

Uthando lwam luya kukhululeka.

Xa ndifuna ukuzingcwalisa, ndingayenza

nangaliphi na   ixesha,

imini nobusuku,   e

naphi na apho ikhoyo le miphefumlo   .

Owu! indlela Uthando lwam luya kuyifumana ngayo indawo yayo epheleleyo!

 

"Ah! ntombi yam

isizukulwana esikhoyo sifanelwe kukutshatyalaliswa ngokupheleleyo!

 

Ukuba ndivumela abantu abambalwa ukuba bahlale,

iya kubumba kwintando yam ezo langa zobungcwele eziya kundenzela yonke into eyenziwa zezinye izidalwa,

-idlulileyo,

- ngoku kunye

- ikamva, undityala.

 

Ngoko ke

- umhlaba uya kundizukisa ngenene

"I-'Fiat Voluntas tua" yam emhlabeni njengaseZulwini iya kukwazi ukuzaliseka kwayo ngokupheleleyo.

 

Emva kokufumana uYesu kwiSakramente eSikelelekileyo, ndamxelela:

 

"Ndiyakugezela nge kiss yeWill yakho.

Awonwabanga xa ndikuncamisa nje. Kwakhona ufuna ukwanga zonke izidalwa.

So  ndikunika i kiss yeWill yakho kuba zonke izidalwa zikhona.

Ngamaphiko eNtando yakho,

Ndithatha yonke imilomo yezidalwa kwaye ndiniphuza nonke.

 

Ndiyakudlala, hayi ngothando lwam, kodwa ngothando lwakho.

Ngale ndlela uya kuziva ukwaneliseka, ubumnandi kunye nobubele bothando lwakho kwimilebe yazo zonke izidalwa.

Kwaye uya kunyanzelwa ukuba ukwanga kwakho wonke umntu."

Ngubani obenokuxelela obunye ububhanxa endibuxelele uYesu wam onobubele?

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo kum ukubona kwaye ndive umphefumlo kwiNtando yam!

Engakhange ayiqaphele, uzibeka kwinqanaba lezenzo nemithandazo yam njengoko ndandisenza ngoku ndandisemhlabeni.

 

Iphantse yandibeka kwinqanaba lam.

Kwezona zenzo zincinci ndizise zonke izidalwa zangaphambili, zangoku nezizayo ukuba ndizise kuBawo imisebenzi epheleleyo egameni labo bonke.

Akubangakho namnye umphefumlo kum;

Kungenjalo uBawo ngewayefumene okwahlukileyo kwaye ngengazange azibone zonke izidalwa okanye zonke izenzo zazo.

Ngewayendixelele oku: “Awenzelanga yonke into ngesidalwa ngasinye, umsebenzi wakho awuphelelanga.

 

Andikwazi ukuzazi zonke izidalwa kuba awuzifakanga kuwe zonke kwaye ndifuna nje ukuyiqonda into oyenzileyo. "

Ke, kubungangamsha beNtando yam, Uthando kunye namandla, ndenze yonke into ngesidalwa ngasinye.

 

"Izenzo ezingenziwanga kwintando yam azinako ukundikholisa, nokuba zintle kangakanani na. Ziphantsi, zingabantu kwaye zilinganiselwe.

 

Endaweni yoko izenzo ezenziwe kwiNtando yam zilungile, zingcwele kwaye azinasiphelo, njengentando yam.

Ziyafana nezam kwaye ndizinxibisa ngexabiso elifanayo, uthando kunye namandla.

ndibandise kubo bonke, ndibandise kwizizukulwana ngezizukulwana. Andikhathali nokuba bancinci.

Zizenzo zam eziziphindayo.

 

Umphefumlo ke uzibeka kwinto yawo yokwenyani.

Hayi kwisimo sengqondo sokuthobeka

apho ahlala eziva into yakhe.

 

Kodwa,   njengento engento, ingena kuko konke endikuko kwaye isebenza kunye naM, kum nanjengam.

 

ahlulwe ngokupheleleyo,

alupheleli nje kwiingenelo zakhe okanye kwizilangazelelo zakhe zobuqu.

 

Endaweni yoko, bonke baqaphele ukundenza ndonwabe,

undinika ubukhosi obupheleleyo kuzo zonke izenzo zakhe,

ngaphandle kokuzama ukufumanisa ukuba ndenza ntoni ngayo.

 

Inye kuphela ingcamango emphetheyo: ukuhlala kwiNtando yam  , endibongoza ukuba ndimnike olu zuko.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndimthanda kangaka.

Zonke iipredictions zam kunye nalo lonke uThando lwam lwenzelwe yena.

Kwaye ukuba ndiyabathanda abanye, kungenxa yothando endiyizisa kulo mphefumlo. Uthando lwam kubo ludlula kuye.

Ngokukwanjalo uBawo uzithanda izidalwa ngoThando aluzisa kum”.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Kuyinyani ukuba kwintando yakho umphefumlo

-kuhlalwa ngumnqweno ovuthayo wokuphinda izenzo zakho kunye

-Andikwazi ukunqwenela enye into!

Yonke enye into iyanyamalala kwaye akafuni kwenza enye into! "

 

UYesu   uyaqhubeka:

"Kwaye ndimenza enze yonke into kwaye ndimnika yonke into."

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndandidibanisa kwintando eNgcwele kaYesu wam othandekayo.Ndathandaza, ndithanda kwaye ndilungisa.

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukuthelekisa izenzo ezenziwe kwiWill yam?

 

Jonga esibhakabhakeni. Uya kufumana   ilanga   apho:

ibhola yokukhanya enemida yayo kunye nokumila kwayo. Noko ke, ukukhanya okuphuma emideni yawo kuzalise umhlaba wonke nakwindawo yonke;

-hayi indawo enyiniweyo,

-kodwa kuyo yonke indawo kukho umhlaba, iintaba nolwandle,

ukuzityala ngokukhanya kwawo okuzukileyo nokufudumala kwawo okuyingenelo.

 

Ungukumkani weeplanethi.

Bunokongama kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

Ezi zizenzo ezenziwe kwiWill yam, nangaphezulu.

 

Ngokwenza izenzo zabo ngokuthanda kwabo,

-isidalwa sisebenza ngendlela engafanelekanga nelinganiselweyo. Kodwa ukuba ungena kwiNtando yam,

- izenzo zakhe zithatha umlinganiselo omkhulu. Batyala yonke into

Banika ukukhanya kunye nokufudumala kuyo yonke into.

Balawula yonke into kwaye

bazuza ukongama kuzo zonke izenzo zezidalwa.

 

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo uyalawula, uyala kwaye uyaphumelela. Nangona zincinci ngokwazo, izenzo ezenziwe kwiWill   yam

- yenze inguqu engakholelekiyo.

Oku akunikwanga nokuba iingelosi zikuqonde.

 

Ndim kuphela onokulinganisa ixabiso lokwenyani lezenzo ezenziwe kwiWill yam. Ndim

uloyiso   lozuko lwam,

ukuthululwa   kothando lwam,

ukuzaliseka   kweNdalo.

 

Bandivuza ngeNdalo ngokwayo.

Ke, ntombi yam, ihlala iqhubela phambili kwintando yam. "

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ndibandezeleka kancinane, iingcinga zam zaba ngolu hlobo lulandelayo:

Kutheni le nto ndingafumani kuphumla nokuba yimini okanye ebusuku? Okukhona ndisiya ndisiba buthathaka, kokukhona ingqondo yam iphaphama kwaye ayikwazi ukuphumla.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo uthi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Awazi ukuba kutheni, kodwa ndiyakuxelela.

UBuntu bam bebungaphumli.

Nasebuthongweni ndandingaphumli. Ndandixakekile emsebenzini.

Ngenxa yokuba, kufuneka ndinike ubomi kwinto nganye, kwakuyimfuneko ukuba ndisebenze ngokungadinwa.

 

Lowo kufuneka anike ubomi kufuneka aqhubeke esebenza.

Ukuba bendifuna ukuphumla, bangaphi ubomi obungazalwanga? Kangakanani, ngaphandle kwesenzo sam esiqhubekayo,

yayingenakuphuhliswa kwaye ihlale i-atrophied?

Bangaphi na ababengenakungena kuM

kwakutheni ukuze athintelwe isenzo esibalulekileyo singuye yedwa onokunika ubomi?

 

Intombazana yakho

ndifuna wena kwiWill yam, ndifuna wenze into eqhubekayo.

Ingqondo yakho evuswe ngokupheleleyo   isebenza,

Ukusebeza komthandazo wakho   kuyisenzo,

ukuhamba kwezandla zakho, ukubetha   kwentliziyo yakho,

Ukubengezela kweenkophe zakho   sisenzo.

Izijekulo zakho zinokuba zincinci, andikhathali. Ngalo lonke ixesha uhamba, ngelixa   uhlwayela,

-Ndidibanisa izenzo zakho kunye nezam kunye

- Ndibenza bakhulu.

Ndibanika isidima sokuvelisa ubomi.

 

Uninzi lwezenzo zam zazibonakala zincinci. Umzekelo, xa ndandimncinci,

"Ndandikhala, ndifunxa ubisi lukamama,

-Bendikonwabela ukumgezela, ukumphulula, ndidibanise izandla zam ezincinci kwezakhe.

Kancinci kancinci,

Bendimthathela iintyatyambo.

-Ndakha amanzi, njalo njalo. Yayizizenzo ezincinci.

Kodwa, ngenxa yokuba bemanyene nentando yoBuThixo bam, banokudala izigidi zobomi.

 

“Xa ndandilila, ubomi bezidalwa baphuma kwiinyembezi zam.

-Xa ndincanca, ndifunxa, ndiphulula, obu bubomi endabudalayo.

“Eminweni yam edityaniswe naleyo kaMama, imiphefumlo iqukuqela.

-Xa ndikha iintyatyambo kwaye ndikha amanzi,

yaphuma imiphefumlo ekubetheni kwentliziyo yam ngothando.

 

Ndiqhubekile ndisenza. Esi sisizathu semilindo yakho. Xa ndibona iiwotshi zakho kunye nezenzo zakho kwintando yam,

- ngamanye amaxesha ubeka ecaleni kwam,

-ngamanye amaxesha igeleza ezandleni zam, ngelizwi lam, kuMoya wam okanye entliziyweni yam,

Ndibenza baqukuqelele okulungileyo nosindiso lwabantu bonke. Ndibanika isidima sezenzo zam".

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wayekhathazeke kakhulu.

Wayekhalazela abo baluba uthando lwezidalwa kuye ngokuthabatha indawo yakhe emiphefumlweni.

Ndathi kuye: "Sthandwa sam, imbi le vice ikuphatha kakubi?"

 

Waphendula wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

oku kungaphezulu kokubi, kubi!

Kukubhukuqwa kocwangco olufunwa nguMdali. Isidalwa sizibeka ngaphezu koMdali.

Oku kufana nokuthi: "Ndifana   noThixo".

 

Kuthekani ngomntu oba isigidi seerandi komnye aze amfake ebuhlwempu   nasebugxwayibeni?

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Makayinike imali ebiweyo okanye agwetywe.

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka:

"Nangona kunjalo, xa uthando lwezidalwa lubiwe kum, kungaphezulu kokuba izigidi kum.

Imali iyinto ebonakalayo kwaye iphantsi ngelixa uthando lwendalo lusemoyeni   kwaye lukhulu. Imali inokubuyiselwa, kodwa uthando lwabadali alunakwenzeka!

Bubusela obungenakulungiseka.

Nokuba umlilo wentlambululo-miphefumlo uyayicoca le ndiza,

akanakuze avale eso sikhewu nangothando olunye olubiweyo kum.

 

Oku akuthathelwa ngqalelo.

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, kukho abantu abathengisa uthando lwabo. Bayavuya ukufumana umntu oza kuyithenga.

Bandiba ngaphandle kwamakhwiniba.

Abanaxhala xa beba esinye isidalwa.

Kodwa ukuba izinto zam akubangeli naziphi na iingxaki.

 

Ah! Ntombi yam, yonke into ndiyinike izidalwa, ndisithi kuzo:

"  Thatha into oyifunayo, kodwa yishiye nje intliziyo yakho kum."

Abandikhanyeli kuphela intliziyo yabo, kodwa bandihlutha uthando lwabanye.

Ngaphezu koko, akuveli kuphela kubantu behlabathi, kodwa nakwimiphefumlo ethembekileyo, imiphefumlo engcwalisiweyo.

Imbi kangakanani indlela ethile yokomoya enamanzi erozi,

ngenxa   yokuzithoba okuthile,

ukusuka   kwiimvakalelo ezininzi,

ngokusebenzisa   izihendo!

Endaweni yokwenza okulungileyo kwimiphefumlo, siyintywilisela kwilabyrinth.

 

Xa ndinyanzelwa ukuba ndingene kwifomu yomthendeleko kwezi ntliziyo zikhululekileyo, ndingathanda ukubaleka, ndibona

-kuba uthando lwabo alukho kum,

kuba intliziyo yabo asiyiyo eyam.

 

Kwaye oku, ngubani?

Kwabo bakhokelela kum imiphefumlo! Kunoko, bathatha indawo yam.

Ndiva isicaphucaphu kangangokuba andinakuphila ngokuhlala ezintliziyweni zabo. Nangona ndinyanzelwa ukuba ndenze njalo de iingozi zomninimzi zigqitywe.

 

Okunjani kona ukubulalana kwemiphefumlo! La ngamanxeba eCawa yam! Yiyo le nto baninzi abafundisi bam abanqunyulwayo eCaweni!

 

Phezu kwayo yonke imithandazo abayenza kum, andibaphulaphuli. Akukho lubabalo kubo.

Ndibaxelela ngentliziyo yam ebuhlungu:

“  Amasela, yiyani kwingcwele yam, kuba andisenakumelana nani.

 

Ndisoyika, ndathi kuye: “Yehlisa umoya, Yesu.

Sibone njengesiqhamo seGazi lakho namanxeba akho. Guqula izohlwayo zibe zinceba!

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka:

“Ezi zohlwayo ziya kuqhubeka.

Ndiya kumthoba umntu eluthulini.

Iingozi ezingalindelekanga ziya kuqhubeka ukumbhida. Apho athembe ukubaleka, uya kufumana isirhintyelo;

apho alindele uloyiso, uya koyiswa;

apho alinde khona ukukhanya, uya kufumana ubumnyama.

 

Emva koko uya kuthi: "Ndiyimfama kwaye andisazi ukuba ndenze ntoni kwakhona!"

Ikrele elitshabalalisayo liya kuqhubeka nomsebenzi walo de yonke into ihlanjululwe.

 

Iintsuku zikrakra kakhulu kum. UYesu omnandi akasenakuza kwakhona.

Xa efika, wenza oko ngokufutshane njengombane kwaye ubonise ukuba uzosula iinyembezi.

Emva koko, ngaphandle kokuchaza isizathu, uyahamba. Ekugqibeleni, emva kokutya okuninzi  ,

 

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam emva kokundiphatha ixesha elide awuzazi iindlela zam nesizathu sokungabikho kwam?

Kanti ndinixelele izihlandlo ezininzi. Hayi indlela ekulula ngayo ukuba ulibale!

Izinto ziya kuba mbi ngakumbi. Yiyo yonke into endifuna ukukuxelela yona.

 

Emva koko, emva kokuba ndizifumene ngaphandle komzimba wam, ndabona abantu besithi

- ukuba izizwe ezibini okanye ezithathu ziya kwenziwa zingabi nako ukuzikhusela, e

-ukuze kulandele inkxwaleko namanxuwa

ngenxa yokuba ezinye izizwe zaziza kubacinezela de babathabathe!

 

Ndizinikele ngokupheleleyo kuYesu.

Wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombazana yam, nyibilika kuM.

Imali yomthandazo wakho kunye nowam

yanga imithandazo yethu ibenye   kwaye

ukuba singakwazi ukuba yeyiphi eyeyakho kwaye yeyiphi   eyam.

 

Iimbandezelo zakho, izenzo zakho, intando yakho nothando lwakho,

ndibadibanise kwiimbandezelo zam, kwizenzo zam, kwintando yam nakuThando lwam.

 

Ibaxhasa ngemali ngendlela yokuba unokuthi: "OkokukaYesu yeyam" kwaye ndingathi: "Into kaLuisa yeyam".

 

Masithi sigalela iglasi yamanzi kwisitya esikhulu samanzi.

Emva kwenyani, ngaba uya kukwazi ukwahlula amanzi avela kwiglasi kumanzi ebesetankini? Ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo!

Ke ngoko, ukuze ulunge ngakumbi kwaye waneliseke, phinda rhoqo kuyo yonke into oyenzayo:

 

“  Yesu, ndigalela oku kuwe ukuze ndizalisekise iNtando yakho.

kunokuba eyam."

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wayenxunguphele kakhulu yaye ndathi kuye: “Sithandwa sam, ukhathazwa yintoni na?

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Awu! Ntombi yam

xa ndiwayeka amabandla ukuba alahlwe, abafundisi babe ziintsali, banciphe izihlwele;

 

oku kuthetha ukuba

Idini lindikhubekisile   .

imithandazo yezithuko,

iimpawu   zokungahloneli,

ukuvuma izinto zokuzonwabisa ezingenasiqhamo.

 

ndingabi safumana luzuko lwam, ndakuba ndifumane izikhubekiso, ngenxa yeentsikelelo endizinikelayo.

Yeka umva.

 

Oku kushiya kwabaphathiswa bam kukwabonisa ukuba izinto zifikelele kuvuthondaba. Izohlwayo ziya kuba ninzi.

 

Hayi indlela alukhuni ngayo umntu, hayi indlela alukhuni ngayo umntu!

 

Ndaziva ndiphazamisekile njengoko ndandizama ukuzintywilisela kwiNtando Engcwele kaThixo kwaye ndicele uYesu ukuba andixolele ngenxa yeziphazamiso zam.

 

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

ngobushushu balo, ilanga litshabalalisa imiphunga enetyhefu ephuma kwisichumiso esisasazwe emhlabeni ukuchumisa izityalo.

Kungenjalo, izityalo ziya kubola zize   zome.

 

Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba umphefumlo ungene kwiNtando yam, utshabalalisa ngokutshisa kwayo izifo eziye zafunyanwa ngumphefumlo kunye   neziphazamiso zayo.

Ke ngoko, xa ubona ukuphazamiseka okungaphakathi kwakho,

ungahlali kuwe, kodwa ngena kwangoko kwiNtando yam, ukuze ubushushu bam bukuhlambulule kwaye kukuthintele ukuba ubune ".

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam eqhelekileyo, ndakhalaza kuYesu ngemeko yam embi.

Wathi kum:  "Ntombi yam, isibindi! Akukho nto iguqukayo! Ukuqina yeyona nto ilungileyo.

 

Ivelisa ubuqhawe kwaye phantse akunakwenzeka ukuba abo banalo olu kulunga bangabi yingcwele enkulu. Ukuphindwa phindwa kwezenzo ezilungileyo kuvelisa umthombo omtsha nokhulayo wothando emphefumlweni.

 

Ukuqina komeleza umphefumlo kwaye kubeka itywina lokunyamezela kokugqibela kuyo. UYesu wakho akoyiki ukuba iinceba zakhe ziya kuhlala zingasebenzi emiphefumlweni. Umnika zona ngomlambo.

 

Akukho nto ingako inokulindelwa emphefumlweni

-osebenza kanye aze angenzi nto,

-ngubani owenza into ngexesha elinye ngexesha elizayo.

 

Ayinandawo yokuxhasa:

-olunye usuku luphonswa ecaleni kwaye,

- ngosuku olulandelayo, kwelinye.

 

Uya kulamba kuba akanako ukuqina okwenza uthando lukhule. Ubabalo lwam luyoyika ukugalela kumphefumlo onjalo kuba unokuwusebenzisa kakubi okanye uwusebenzise ukundikhubekisa ».

 

Ndaziva ndiswele kakhulu ndakhalaza kuYesu.Okuhle wayevela ngaphakathi enxibe ingubo ehonjiswe ngedayimani ekhazimlayo.

Ebengathi uphuma kobude ubuthongo. Ngobubele obukhulu   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ufuna ntoni?"

Izincwino zakho zayilimaza intliziyo yam ndavuka ukuba ndize kwangoko ndikuhoye ngezidingo zakho.

 

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba bendisentliziyweni yakho kwaye,

nisenza imisebenzi yenu, nemithandazo yenu, nokubuyekeza;

- ngelixa ugalele kwiWill yam kwaye uyandithanda, ndazithathela yonke into kwaye

Ndandiziphakela ukutya nokuhombisa isambatho sam ngeedayimani ezixabisekileyo.

 

Ngelixesha wawundithanda uthandaza kum njalo njalo, zange ndizile ukutya ngathi andenzanga nto.

Ndiyithathile yonke oko undinike inkululeko epheleleyo. Xa umphefumlo wenza njalo,

Andikwazi ukuphumla xa eyidinga. Ndimenzela yonke into. Emva koko ndixelele into oyifunayo! "

 

Zehla iinyembezi, de ndazimanzisa izandla zakhe ezingcwele, ndamxelela ngeemfuno zam ezigqithisileyo.

 

Emva koko uYesu omnandi wandicinezela ukuya kwiNtliziyo yakhe kwaye wagalela ngokuphuma entliziyweni yakhe kweyam amanzi amnandi kakhulu andihlaziyayo.

 

Waqhubeka wathi:

"Ungoyiki ntombam ndizakuba yinto yonke kuwe, ukuba uswele izidalwa ndizokwenza yonke into.

Ndiya kukubopha, ndikukhulule. Soze ndikushiye.

Uthandeka kakhulu kum.

 

Ndikwenze wakhula kwiWill yam nawe uyingxenye yam. Ndiya kubamba kwaye ndixelele wonke umntu: "Akukho mntu ngaphandle kwam   uyayichukumisa." Zola ke, kuba uYesu wakho akakushiyi.

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam owayesoloko elungile wayebandezelekile  , wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

indlela endicaphuka ngayo ngenxa yokungavisisani phakathi kwababingeleli. Le nto ayinyamezeleki kum.

Ubomi babo obungalawulekiyo kungenxa yoko ubulungisa bam buya kuzivumela iintshaba zam ukuba zibaphathe kakubi.

Abangendawo balungele ukuhlasela kwaye i-Italiya iza kwenza ezona zikhulu zezono,

- leyo yokutshutshisa iBandla lam nokuphalaza igazi elimsulwa ».

 

Uthe akutsho wandibonisa

-izizwe ezimanyeneyo ziphanzisiwe,

-Iindawo ezininzi ezichetyiweyo e

- ikratshi labo elityumkileyo.

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ndizama ukudibanisa kwiNtando yobuThixo,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngalo lonke ixesha umphefumlo ungena kwintando yam kwaye uthandaza, usebenza, ubandezeleka, njl.

ufumana ubuhle obutsha baphezulu.

 

Kwisenzo ngasinye esongezelelweyo esenziwa kwiNtando yam,

umphefumlo ufumana amandla angakumbi, ubulumko, uthando nobungcwele obungcwele.

 

Kwakhona, njengoko umphefumlo uzuza iimpawu zikaThixo, ushiya iimpawu zomntu.

 

Xa umphefumlo usebenza kwintando yam, umntu uhlala ngathi unqunyanyisiwe. Ubomi bobuthixo busebenza kwaye buthatha indawo yabo.

Kwaye uthando lwam lunenkululeko yokubeka isimo sengqondo kwisidalwa ».

 

Ndakhalaza kuYesu ndisithi andinako ukuya kwiMisa eNgcwele.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ngubani ke ngoko owenza idini lobuthixo? Ayindim?

Xa ndibingelelwa kwiMisa, umphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam ubingelelwa nam,

hayi nje   kwimass,

kodwa kuzo zonke   iiMisa.

Ungcwaliswe kunye nam kuyo yonke imikhosi.

Ungaze uyishiye iWill yam kwaye ndizakwenza ukuba uye apho uthanda khona.

Kuya kubakho unxibelelwano phakathi kwam nawe kangangokuba awuzukwenza nto ngaphandle kwam kwaye andiyi kwenza nto ngaphandle kwakho.

 

Ngoko ke, xa kukho into oyiphosayo,

ngenisa iNtando yam   e

uya kuyifumana ngokukhawuleza into   oyifunayo:

zingaphi iiMisa, iMithendeleko kunye noThando olufunayo.

 

Akhonto ingekhoyo kwiWill yam.

Ufumana yonke into kwimo engapheliyo kunye neyobuthixo. "

 

Ngoxa wayexubusha ngoko kuthethwa kukuphila ngokuthanda kukaThixo, omnye umntu wavakalisa imbono yokuba kukuphila ngokumanyene noThixo.

Ezibonakalisa kum, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam, kukho umahluko omkhulu phakathi

-phila ngokumanyana nje nam kwaye

-Hlala kwintando yam. "

 

Emva kokuba etshilo, wolula ingalo yakhe kum wathi:

"Yiza umzuzwana kwiWill yam kwaye uza kubona umahluko omkhulu." Ndazifumana ndikuYesu.

Iathom yam encinci yadada kwiNtando yanaphakade.

 

Kuba le Will isisenzo esilula esibandakanya zonke ezinye izenzo (ezadlulayo, ezangoku nezexesha elizayo), ndithathe inxaxheba kwesi senzo silula,

kangangoko oku kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa. Nam ndithathe inxaxheba kwizenzo

-ezingekabikho e

-ukuba uya kubakho ekupheleni kweenkulungwane kwaye logama nje uThixo enguThixo.Kuko konke oku bendimthanda, ndimbulela, ndimsikelele, njalo njalo.

 

Akhonto isindileyo.

Ndikwazile ukwenza uThando lukaBawo, loNyana kunye noMoya oyiNgcwele, kuba intando yabo yayiyeyam.

Ndabanika olu Luthando njengolwam. Hayi indlela endavuya ngayo!

Baye bafumana ukwaneliseka ngokupheleleyo ekufumaneni olwabo uThando kum.

Kodwa ngubani onokuxela yonke into? ndiphelelwe ngamazwi

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

"Ubonile ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwiWill yam? Iyanyamalala.

Kwaye, kangangoko kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa, singena

-kwinqanaba likaNaphakade,

-eNkosini uSomandla,

-kuMoya ongadalwanga, e

thatha inxaxheba kuyo yonke imisebenzi yobungcwalisa.

 

Inandipha zonke iimpawu zobuthixo kwanaxa isemhlabeni. Kukuthiya ububi ngendlela yobuthixo.

Igubungela yonke into ngaphandle kokudinwa, ekubeni intando ephilisa umphefumlo ingokobuthixo. Ubungcwele abukakaziwa ehlabathini, endiya kubazisa;

-eyona intle kwaye iqaqambe kakhulu,

eya kuba sisithsaba nenzaliseko yabo bonke obunye ubungcwele.

 

Kwelinye icala, abo bahlala kunye nam abapheli. Izidalwa ezibini zikunye, azidityaniswanga zibe yinto enye. Nabanina onganyamalalayo akanakungena kwinqanaba likaNaphakade ukuze athathe inxaxheba kuzo zonke izenzo zobungcwalisa.  Cinga ngononophelo kwaye uya kubona umahluko omkhulu. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndibe noYesu, ndiphumle kuye.

UYesu wam othandekayo weza waza wandixelela:

“Ntombi yam, phumla kum.

Uya kuhlala undifumana esandleni sakho; Andisoze ndikuphoxe. Okukhona uphumla kum, kokukhona ndiya kugalela kuwe.

Amaxesha amaninzi, ndiziva ndifuna ukuphumla, ndiya kuza kuwe ndiphumle kuwe, ndikhonze ngokwam ukuphumla endikunika kona".

 

Emva koko wongeza:

"Xa imiphefumlo yenza konke ukundikholisa, undithande kwaye uphile ngeendleko zeNtando yam,

bengamalungu omzimba wam, endiwazukisayo ke ngokwam.

Kungenjalo bafana namalungu atyhuthutywé andenza ndibandezeleke; ababandezeli mna ndedwa, babandezeleka nabo ngokwabo, kwanabanye abantu. Zizitho ezikhupha izinto ezikhukhulayo, zingcolisa nezinto ezilungileyo abazenzayo ".

 

Ndiqhubekeke ngokwesiqhelo, ndaziva ndicinezelekile intliziyo yam icinezelwe ziintlungu ezingathethekiyo, andithethi oku ndikhalaza.

 

 

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza waza   wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndithumela inkxwaleko kwizidalwa ukuba zindifumane ngazo.

Ndiba ngathi ndigutyungelwe zezi ntlungu. Ukuba umphefumlo ubandezeleka ngomonde nothando,

- uqhekeza I envelope endigqume yona andibhaqe  . Kungenjalo ndihlale ndizifihlile kwezi mbandezelo;

umphefumlo awundifumani kwaye andinakuzibonakalisa kuwo. "

 

Wongeza wathi  :

“Ndiziva ndinomnqweno ongathintekiyo wokuzisasaza kwizidalwa.

Ndingathanda ukubeka ubuhle bam apho ukuze ndibenze bahle kakhulu. Kodwa ngenxa yesono bayabucekisa ubuhle bam, bazigqume ngobubi.

 

-Ndingathanda ukubagcwalisa ngoThando lwam. Kodwa, ukuthanda into engekho kum,

bangcangcazela yingqele belandula olu Luthando.

-Ndingathanda ukunxibelelana yonke into ngam kubo ukuze ndibagubungele ngeempawu zam. Kodwa bayala kum.

Bandala, benza udonga phakathi kwam nam;

ukuthintela naluphi na unxibelelwano phakathi koMdali nesidalwa sakhe.

 

Ngaphandle kwayo yonke le nto, ndiyaqhubeka nemigudu yam,

ngethemba lokufumana nokuba mnye umphefumlo ofuna ukufumana iimpawu zam. Ukuba ndimfumene, ndiya kukwandisa ubabalo lwam kuye, ndandise iwaka. Ndizinikezele kuye ngokupheleleyo ukuba ndimenze isidima senceba.

Yisuse ngoko le ngcinezelo entliziyweni yakho. Galelani kuM yaye Ndiya kugalela kuni.

UYesu ukuxelele kwaye kwanele.

Ungazikhathazi nganto. Ndiza kwenza yonke into. "

 

Ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

"Ubomi bam, indlela  embi ngayo   ! (NgesiTaliyane   ububi   buthetha ububi, ubuthathaka), kodwa ndiyazi ukuba uyandithanda ngokufanayo."

 

Emva koko uYesu wam oyintanda wathi kum:

 

"Umbi wam omncinci, umbi ngokungathandabuzekiyo, kodwa uyibambile [3] intando yam.

Ngokutsala uThando lwam, amandla am, ubulumko bam, njl.njl., ubambe inxalenye yam.

Kodwa emva kokuba uthabathe iNtando yam, uthabathe yonke into yoBuntu bam,

undoyisile ngokupheleleyo. Yiyo loo nto ndihlala ndithetha nawe, kungekuphela   nje ngeWill yam, kodwa malunga nendlela yokuphila.

 

"Ndifuna wazi le miba mibini kakuhle ukuze ubomi bakho buhlanganiswe ngokugqibeleleyo kobam. Kwaye ke, ukwazi iimfihlo zeWill yam, ngaba usenobubi?"

 

Ndathi: “Yesu wam, uyadlala ngam.

Ndifuna ukukuxelela ukuba ndimbi ngokwenene kwaye ndifuna ukuba undincede ndibe ngolungileyo! "

 

Waphendula wathi: "Ewe, ewe!" kwaye wanyamalala.

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:

“Ntombi yam, ukuba iintsuku ezimbalwa awundiboni njengesiqhelo, ungabi buhlungu.

Izulu nomhlaba ziya kuhlangana ukuze zibethe umntu.

Kwaye andifuni kukwenza buhlungu ngokukwenza ubone ububi obuninzi ".

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Yesu wam olungileyo, eyona ntlungu inkulu kum kukuhluthwa Wena.

Kukufa ungafi, yintlungu engachazekiyo nengenasiphelo! Yesu, Yesu, uthini na wena? Mna ngaphandle kwakho, ngaphandle kobomi? Ungaphinde undixelele   ! "

 

UYesu wahlabela mgama esithi: “Ntombi yam, musa ukunkwantya.

Khange ndithi andizukuza tu, kodwa hayi rhoqo. Ndinixelela kwangaphambili ukuze ningabi naxhala.

 

Intando yam iya kukunika yonke into ukuze uhlale uqinile kuyo. Njengexolo lesiqhamo, ndiya kumsusa umntu kuwe.

Vumela umatshini weNtando yam ugaye ukuze kungabikho mntu uhlala kuwe. "

 

Ndiqhubekeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

"Ndingathanda kangakanani ukuba neminqweno yakho, uthando lwakho, uthando lwakho, Intliziyo yakho, njl., ukukwazi ukunqwenela nokuthanda njengawe!"

 

Ke uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, andinamnqweno okanye uthando, yonke into igxile kwintando yam.

 

Intando yam yinto yonke kum.

Ufuna into xa ungenayo. Nangona kunjalo, kwi-Will yam, ndingenza yonke into. Nabani na ongenalo uthando angalunqwenela uthando.

Kodwa kwintando yam kukho ukugcwala, umthombo wothando.

Ekubeni ndingenasiphelo, ndiyakwazi, ngesenzo esilula soMyolelo wam, ukulahla zonke iimpahla kwaye ndisasaze kuyo yonke into.

 

Ukuba bendineminqweno, ngendingonwabanga ngokupheleleyo.

Ndingaphuthelwa nto. Ndiya kuba ngumntu onesiphelo. Ndingumnikazi wayo yonke into. Ngoko ke, ndonwabile kwaye ndinokwenza wonke umntu onwabe.

 

Ukungabi nasiphelo kuthetha ukukwazi

- yenza konke, - yeyakho yonke kwaye - yenza wonke umntu onwabe.

Ekubeni igqityiwe, isidalwa asinayo yonke into kwaye asinakukwazi ukwamkela yonke into. Uneminqweno, amaxhala, izinto azithandayo, njl.

anokuthi asebenzise amanyathelo okunyukela kuMdali wakhe;

- ukukholisa iimpawu zobuthixo kwaye, emva koko, ukuphuphuma kwabanye.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo udibana ngokupheleleyo kwintando yam,

-ayikhangeli kuphela iimpawu zam.

Kodwa, ngequbuliso elinye, lindifunxa ngokupheleleyo.

 

Iminqweno yakho okanye uthando

-nyamalala kwaye

- zitshintshwa zezo zeWill yam.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo akazange eze kwaye ndichithe loo mini phakathi kokuncwina, ixhala kunye nobukrakra.

Noko ke, ndandizijul’ ijacu kwiWill yakhe.

Xa kwafika ubusuku, andizange ndiphinde ndikwazi ukuxhathisa ndaza ndabiza uYesu kabukhali. Khange ndiwavale amehlo bendingena kuphumla.

Ndandiyifuna ngazo zonke iindleko.

Ekugqibeleni wafika wathi kum:

 

“Hobe lam, ngubani onokuthi

Iindiza ozenzayo kwiNtando yam   ,

indawo   ohamba kuyo,

umoya owuphefumlayo   ?

 

Akukho mntu unokuxelela, nditsho nawe! Ndedwa endinokuyithetha, mna

-elinganisa imicu yakho,

-Obala iingcinga zakho nokubetha kwentliziyo yakho.

 

Njengoko ubhabha, ndibona iintliziyo ozichukumisayo. Sukuyeka!

Bhabha uye kwezinye iintliziyo, unkqonkqoze kwaye ubhabhe umke kwakhona.

 

Ngamaphiko akho, thatha   "  ndiyakuthanda" wam   uye kwezinye iintliziyo ukuze undenze ndithande. Ke yiza entliziyweni yam ukuphumla ukuze, emva koko,

ungaqala kwakhona ngeenqwelomoya ezikhawulezayo.

 

Ndonwabile nehobe lam elincinci kwaye ndimema iingelosi kunye noMama wam ukuba bazokonwaba kunye nam.

Kwaye andikuxeleli yonke into! Okuseleyo ndiya kukuxelela eZulwini. Zininzi izinto ezothusayo endizakuxelela zona!

 

Emva koko wabeka isandla sakhe ebunzini lam, wongezelela:

"Ndikushiyela umoya weNtando yam. Lala." Ndaye ndabiwa bubuthongo.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndathi kuYesu wam endimthandayo:

 

"Yesu, ndithande. Ndinelungelo lokuthandwa nguwe ngaphezu kwakhe nabani na, kuba andizange ndathanda omnye umntu ngaphandle kwakho kwaye akukho mntu undithandayo.

Ukuba ke ubani ubonakala endithanda, wenzela oko akwamkelayo kum, akwamkelanga oko.

Ngamafutshane, phakathi kothando lwam kuWe kunye nolwakho kum, alukho olunye uthando olungena endleleni. "

 

UYesu wam othandekayo waphendula:

"Ntombi yam, akumele ubone enye into ngaphandle kolona thando lwam lunamandla kuwe; likhulu kangangokuba ikhwele lalo likugcina kude kuyo yonke into.

Ikhwele lam lindenza ndihlale ndiphaphile ukuze ungafiki nesithunzi sothando lwezidalwa.

Kodwa ke ndisuka ndinyamezele onithandayo kum, kodwa angabi ngaphandle kwam, hleze ndimbaleke.

Ngoko awungenanga nakweyiphi na intliziyo kwaye akukho ntliziyo yimbi yangena kuwe ».

 

Ngokuhlwa, uYesu wabuya noKumkanikazi uMama.

Bandibiza ngamagama ngokungathi bafuna ndimamele bona. Hayi indlela ekwakumnandi ngayo ukubona uYesu noMama wakhe bencokola kunye!

 

Wathi uMama wasezulwini  : "Nyana wam, wenza ntoni? Kwanele!

Ndinamalungelo am njengoMama kwaye ndibuhlungu xa ndibona abantwana bam betsala nzima. Ngaba ufuna ukuzibandakanya kwisohlwayo sokutshabalalisa izidalwa kunye nokutya kwazo?

Ngaba uyafuna ukubahlamba ngezifo ezosulelayo? Baza kwenza ntoni?

Uthi uyayithanda le ntombazana; ukuba uthe wenjenjalo, akayi kubandezeleka kangakanani? Ukuze ungamenzi abe nomsindo, musa ukuyenza loo nto!”

 

Uthe wakugqiba watsalela uYesu kum.

Kodwa uYesu waphendula ngokuqinileyo wathi: “Andikwazi!

Ndigcina ububi obuninzi ngenxa yakhe, kodwa yonke into, hayi!

 

Umama wam

masihlise inkanyamba yentshabalalo eluntwini ukuze lunikezele.

 

Zininzi nezinye izinto ezazithethwa, kodwa andizange ndiyiqonde kakuhle. Ndandisoyika kwaye ndilindele ukuba uYesu azole.

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndathi kuYesu wam endimthandayo:

“Musa ukuyidelela imithandazo yam.

Ngamazwi akho endiwaphindayo, iinjongo zakho ezifanayo endiziphetheyo. Ndifuna ukoyisa imiphefumlo ngentando yaKho, njengawe."

Waza uYesu wasisikelela wathi kum:

"Intombi yam, <

xa ndisiva uphinda amazwi am, imithandazo yam kwaye ndifuna le nto ndiyifunayo, ndiziva nditsaleleka kuwe ngokungathi ngumazibuthe onamandla.

 

Olunjani uvuyo endiluvayo entliziyweni yam! Ndingathi kum yipati.

Ndithe ndisavuya, ndiziva ndiphelelwa ngamandla ngenxa yothando lwakho kum kwaye andinawo namandla okubetha izidalwa.

Undikhonkxa kwaloo mixokelelwane endamxolela ngayo uBawo, ndimxolelanisa   nabantu.

Oh ewe! phinda into endiyenzileyo   .

Yenza oku rhoqo ukuba ufuna uYesu wakho, ophila ubukrakra obungaka, afumane   uvuyo kwizidalwa ».

 

Wongeza wathi  :

Ukuba ufuna ukukhuseleka, hlala ulungisa kwaye uzenze kunye nam.   Zintywilisele kum ukuze kunyuke iculo elinye lembuyekezo lisuka kum nakum.

Xa umphefumlo ulungisa, uyakhuselwa, ukhuselwe kwingqele, kwisichotho nakuyo yonke into.

Ukuba ayilungisi,

-Ufana nomntu ophakathi kwesitrato;

-esichengeni sombane, isichotho nazo zonke iziphazamiso.

 

Amaxesha abuhlungu kakhulu

Ukuba isangqa sembuyekezo asinwenwanga, kukho ingozi yokuba abo bangakhuselekanga baya kubethwa litha lobulungisa bukaThixo ”.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndathi kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele:

 

Kuya kuba njani na oko, njengokuba nenze zonke izinto;

-waneliseke ngabo bonke; kuzo zonke izinto,

-Ububuyisele ubungangamsha bukaYise egameni lezidalwa ukuze zonke zigutyungelwe

-ingubo yothando, umbulelo kunye neentsikelelo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, isohlwayo siyaqhubeka ukwehla

Baphantse bayonakalisa isambatho esikhuselayo osigqubutheleyo.

Endiphazamisa,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam inyanisile le uyithethayo, yonke into ndiyenzele izidalwa.

Ukuqinisekisa ukuba ndibagcine bekhuselekile, ndandifuna ukuzisonga ngengubo yoThando lwam njengesixhobo sokuzikhusela.

 

Kodwa, ngenxa yezono zangabom, izidalwa ezingenambulelo ziyasaphula esi sikrweqe. Ngaloo ndlela basinda kwiinceba zam kunye noThando lwam.

Zibekwe ngaphandle, ngaphandle kwekhusi.

 

Ngaloo ndlela bachukunyiswa kukukhanya kokusesikweni kobuthixo. Ayindim obetha amadoda.

Ngabo abo, ngenxa yezono zabo,

ndichase, wamkele imivumbo.

Thandaza, uthandaze uthelekisa ubumfama obukhulu bezidalwa ».

 

Ngenye ingokuhlwa, emva kokuba ndigqibile ukubhala, uYesu wam othandekayo weza waza wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam, ngalo lonke ixesha ubhala, uthando lwam luyavakala

- intlawulo entsha,

- inzaliseko entsha.

Kwaye ndiziva ndithambekele ngakumbi ekunxibelelaneni neenceba zam kuwe.

 

Kodwa yazi ukuba ndiziva ndingcatshiwe

-xa ungabhali yonke into,

-ukuba awuthethi

ngokusondelelana kwam nawe kunye nembonakaliso yam yothando.

 

Ngaba, kwezi zibonakaliso zothando,

Andizami nje ukukhuthaza ukuba undazi kwaye undithande ngakumbi.

 

Kodwa ndikwanomdla kwabo baya kufunda ezi ndinyana nabo ndiya kukwazi ukufumana uthando olungakumbi kubo.

Ukuba awuzibhali ezi zinto,

-Andiyi kufumana olu thando kwaye

"Ndiya kuziva ndingcatshiwe."

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Awu! Yesu wam, kufuna umgudu omkhulu ukubeka ephepheni iimfihlelo nokusondelelana phakathi kwam nawe!

Kubonakala kum ukuba undityala ngendlela eqhelekileyo oyisebenzisa ngayo nabanye. "

Waphendula wathi: “Hayi, bubuthathaka babaninzi.

Ngenxa yokuthobeka okanye uloyiko, bayalufihla uthando endinalo ngabo. Kwaye ngokwenza njalo, bazimele kum.

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, bafanele babonise olu thando ukuze bandenze ndithandeke. Ngaloo ndlela, ndingcatshwa ngothando, nangokulungileyo ".

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wabonakala egcwele ingqalelo. Ebendijongile kuyo yonke into.

Kwaphuma intambo entliziyweni yakhe yasingisa kweyam.

Ukuba bendilumkile, le ntambo yahlala inamathele entliziyweni yam kwaye uYesu wam endimthandayo wayenza yashukuma kwaye wonwaba ngayo.

 

Wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, yonke into ndiyayinyamekela imiphefumlo.

Intambo yoThando lwam ihleli ibambelele ezintliziyweni zabo. Ndiphinda-phinda ingqalelo yam kwaye ndonwabele.

Ngaphandle koko intambo ihlala ithambile kwaye uThando lwam luziva lwaliwe kwaye lulusizi ".

 

Wongeza wathi:

Emiphefumlweni eyenza iNtando yam kwaye ihlale kuyo, Uthando lwam aludibananga nomqobo.

Ndiyabathanda kwaye ndibakhetha kakhulu

ukuba ndijongana ngqo nayo yonke into echaphazela bona. Ndibanika umbulelo obungawulindelanga.

Kwaye ndinomona xa omnye umntu ebenzela into. Ndifuna ukuyenza ndedwa.

 

Ndifikelwa yikhwele lothando kangangokuba,

njengombingeleli endimnika igunya

-ndizingcwalise kumkhosi wesakramente,

Ndizivumela inyhweba yokuyingcwalisa ngokwam le miphefumlo

abenza izenzo zabo kwiNtando yam ngokuvumela ukuthanda kwabo kwabantu ukuze bavumele intando kaThixo ithathe indawo yonke.

 

Into ayenzayo umbingeleli emkhosini, ndiya kuyenza ngenxa yale miphefumlo;

- hayi kanye nje,

- kodwa ngalo lonke ixesha bephinda izenzo zabo kwiWill yam.

 

Zinditsala njengemagnethi ezinamandla

Kwaye ndibangcwalise njengeendwendwe ezikhethekileyo,

ephinda kubo amazwi   okungcwalisa.

Ndiyenza ngobulungisa.

Ngenxa yokuba imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam iyazincama ngakumbi

loo miphefumlo ifumana umthendeleko kodwa ingaphili kwiNtando yam.

Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam iyazithulula ukuze indinike yonke indawo yayo kuyo.

 

Bandinika ulwalathiso olupheleleyo

Kwaye, ukuba kuyimfuneko, bakulungele ukuva naziphi na iintlungu ukuze baphile kwiWill yam.

 

Ke ngoko uThando lwam alunakulinda umfundisi ukuba alibone njengethuba lokundinika bona ngomthendeleko womthendeleko.

Ndizenza ndedwa.

Owu! kukangaphi ndizinikela kumthendeleko phambi kokuba umbingeleli afumanise ukuba lixesha lokuba azinikele kule miphefumlo!

Ukuba akukho njalo,

Uthando lwam luya kuhlala lungathi lubotshwe ngamatyathanga.

 

Hayi, hayi, ndikhululekile!

Ndineesakramente entliziyweni yam.

Ndinazo kwaye ndingazisebenzisa nanini na xa ndifuna. "

 

Ngelixa wayethetha oku, wayebonakala ejonga kuyo yonke indawo ukuba akawufumani na umphefumlo ophilayo kwi-Will yakhe ukuze amngcwalise.

 

Indlela ebentle ngayo

- ukubona uYesu wam onobubele ehamba ngokukhawuleza ukuze aqhube umsebenzi wobubingeleli e

- ukumva ephinda amazwi okungcwalisa kwimiphefumlo eyenza intando yakhe kwaye ihlale apho!

 

Owu! Hayi indlela entle ngayo loo miphefumlo isikelelekileyo ethe yafumana ngolo hlobo ungcwaliso lukaYesu!”

 

Ndathi kuYesu wam onobubele:

"Ndiyakuthanda.

Kodwa, njengoko uthando lwam luncinci, ndikuthanda ngoThando lwakho. Ndiyakunqula ngokunqula kwakho, ndithandaza ngemithandazo yakho,

Ndiyabulela ngombulelo wakho ".

 

Ndathi ndisathandaza ngolu hlobo,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

- xa uthanda ngoThando lwam,

-Xa uthandaza ngeendumiso zam,

-xa uthandaza ngemithandazo yam kunye

-xa undibulela ngombulelo wam,

ezi zenzo zilungisiwe apha kum apho zandiswa khona.

 

Ndiziva ndithandwa, ndinqulwa, ndithandaza kwaye ndinombulelo njengoko ndifuna izidalwa zenze.

 

Ah! ntombi yam,   ukuzinikela okukhulu kuM kuyimfuneko!

 

Xa umphefumlo uzinikela kuM, ndiyazinikela kuwo. Ngokumzalisa ngaM, ndimenzela into afanele ukundenzela   yona.

 

Ukuba ke isidalwa asindinikeli kum, loo nto siyenzayo ihleli ngokwayo, ingekum. Izenzo zakhe zigcwele ukungafezeki kunye nosizi, endingenakukuthanda. "

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,   uYesu  wam othandekayo  weza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndinothando lonke.

Ndifana nomthombo wothando

ukuze yonke into engena kuye iguqulwe ibe luthando.

 

Kubulungisa   bam, ubulumko, ukulunga, ubugorha  , njalo njalo,

kukho Uthando kuphela  .

Kodwa ngubani olawula lo mthombo wothando? Le yintando   yam  .

 

Intando yam ilawula, ilawula kunye nemiyalelo.

Zonke iimpawu zam zinophawu loMyolelo wam.

 

Umphefumlo

- ovumela ukuba alawulwe yintando yam,

-ubani ohlala apho,

uhlala kwisiseko sam sothando.

 

Akwahlulwa kuM.

Kwaye, kuye, yonke into ijika ibe luthando.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, iingcinga zakhe, amazwi, ukubetha kwentliziyo, izenzo, amanyathelo, njl. Ndiluthando.

Kuye kuhlala kucacile.

 

Endaweni yoko, kuba umphefumlo wahlukene nentando yam bubusuku.

Iinkxwaleko, iinkanuko kunye nobuthathaka ziyamhlasela kwaye benze umsebenzi wabo, umsebenzi owenza abantu bakhale ".

 

Ndathandazela umphefumlo obhubhayo ndinoloyiko kunye nexhala.

 

UYesu wam olungileyo weza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, woyika ntoni?"

Xa umphefumlo ucamngca ngeNtshukumo yam,

Ndikhumbula iintsizi zam

-ngokubamba iingcinga zovelwano kunye nembuyekezo, iindlela zivulekile phakathi kwam naye

nobuhle obahlukeneyo beza ukuhombisa umphefumlo wakhe.

 

Lo mphefumlo wenze "Iiyure zePasion yam".

Kwaye ndiya kumamkela njengentombi yoMvumo wam, ethiwe wambu ngeGazi lam, ehonjiswe ngamanxeba am.

Le ntyatyambo ikhule entliziyweni yakho

Kwaye ndiyamsikelela kwaye ndiyamamkela entliziyweni yam njengentyatyambo yokuqikelela ». Uthe esathetha njalo kwaphuma intyantyambo entliziyweni yam yabhabha yaya kuYesu.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo uye wandixelela:

 

"Ntombi yam, musa ukuhlala kuwe, ngokuthanda kwakho, kodwa ngena kum, kwintando yam.

Ndimkhulu.

Ngulowo umkhulu kuphela onokundisa izenzo zakhe kangangoko   afuna. Abo bahlala phezulu banokuthumela ukukhanya ngezantsi.

Jonga ilanga: kuba liphezulu, likhanyisela wonke umntu. Wonke umntu unelanga lakhe ngokungathi yinto yakhe yobuqu.

 

Ngakolunye uhlangothi, ukuya ezantsi, izityalo, imithi, imilambo kunye neelwandle azifumaneki kumntu wonke.

Andifani nelanga elinokuthi xa linokuthetha:

 

"Ukuba ndiyafuna, ndingathabatha yonke into,

nto leyo engabathinteli abanye ukuba bandixhaphaze”.

 

Ngapha koko, zonke ezi zinto zingezantsi ziyazuza elangeni:

- inxalenye yokukhanya kwayo,

- abanye ukufudumala kwayo,

-ezinye ze-fecundity yayo,

-enye imibala yayo.

 

Ndim ukuKhanya okuPhakade. Ndiphezulu

Ngoko, ndikho kuyo yonke indawo,

kweyona nzonzobila inkulu.

 

Ndibubomi bomntu wonke umntu ngamnye undamkela ngokungathi bendiphilela yena yedwa.

 

Ke nina, ukuba nifuna ukwenza okulungileyo kubo bonke,

- ingena kubukhulu bam e

-krukra iindawo eziphakamileyo, zikhutshiwe kuyo yonke into, kubandakanya nawe. Kungenjalo, uya kurhangqwa ngumhlaba.

Unokuba sisityalo, umthi, kodwa ungaze ube lilanga.

 

Endaweni yokupha, uya kufumana kuphela kwaye

okulungileyo okwenzayo kuya kulinganiselwa kangangokuba unokulinganiswa. "

 

Ndaba nexhala kunye nokuhluthwa kukaYesu kwaye ndihlala ndikhalaza   kuye. Wafika endibambe endiqinisile entliziyweni yakhe, wathi kum:

"Wood kwicala lam."

Ndasela iGazi eliNgcwele liphuma kwinxeba leNtliziyo yakhe. Hayi indlela endavuya ngayo!

Nangona kunjalo, andonelisekanga kukuba ndisele kanye kuphela,

Uthi mandisele okwesibini, ndiphinde ndisele okwesithathu. Ndothuswe kukuba ndingambuzanga.

Wandinika ukuba ndisele iGazi lakhe.

 

Wongeza wathi:

"Ntombi yam, xa ubandezeleka kukuvinjwa Mna, intliziyo yakho ilimala ngenxa yenxeba elingcwele elibonisa iNtliziyo yam kwaye ibuhlungu.

Eli nxeba limnandi kum kwaye liqholo leNtliziyo yam.

Inesidima sokuthomalalisa amanxeba akhohlakeleyo afika kum ngenxa yokungakhathali kwezidalwa, ukudelela kwazo, kunye nokungalibaleki kwazo ngokupheleleyo.

 

Xa umphefumlo uziva ubanda, womile kwaye uphazamisekile kwaye ubandezeleka ngenxa yokuthanda kwawo Mna, kuba buhlungu kwaye ndiziva ndithuthuzelekile ".

 

Ndakhala ngenxa yokungabikho kukaYesu kwaye ndacinga:

"Kuphelile! Ezinjani zona iintsuku ezikrakra!

UYesu wam unyamalele. Warhoxa kum. Ndingaphila njani ukusukela ngoku?"

 

Ngelixa ndandizixelela ezi kunye nezinye izinto ezingenamsebenzi, uYesu wam owayehlala enobubele wandixelela ngokukhanya kobukrelekrele ecaleni kwakhe:

 

"Ntombi yam, ukuzingca kwam emnqamlezweni kusaqhubeka emphefumlweni. Xa umphefumlo ulungile kwaye undamkele,

-Ndihlala kuye njengoBuntu bam., Idangatye loThando lwam liyanditshisa kwaye

Andikwazi kulinda ukuyingqina kwezinye izidalwa.

 

Ndathi kubo: “Jongani indlela endinithanda ngayo.

Ukuzifela kwam emnqamlezweni akwanelanga kuThando lwam.

Nam ndifuna ukuzitya ngokuthanda wena kulomphefumlo undamkelayo".

 

Kwaye ndiwenza lo mphefumlo uzive uzifaka kum. Uziva etyumkile kwaye esezintlungwini.

Akasabuva uBomi bukaYesu kuye, uziva ediniwe.

 

Ukuva uBukho bam kuyo

uqhele ukuhlala naye, uyakhumbula,

uyalwa kwaye uyangcangcazela

kancinane njengoBuntu bam   eMnqamlezweni

ngoxa ubuThixo bam, emhlutha amandla akhe, makafe.

 

Oku kuzibulala komphefumlo asingomntu, kodwa kungokobuthixo ngokupheleleyo.

Kwaye kuye ndifumana ulwaneliseko lobuthixo

ngokungathi obunye uBomi obungcwele budliwe ngenxa yothando lwam.

 

Kanjalo

asibubomi balo mphefumlo ophelayo, bubomi bam. Bubomi bam ukuba umphefumlo awusaziva kwaye awusaboni.

Kuye kubonakala ukuba ndamfela.

Ngaloo ndlela ndihlaziya imiphumo yedini lam lezinye izidalwa. Kwaye, kulo mphefumlo, umbulelo ophindwe kabini kunye nozuko.

Ndiziva kuBuntu bam ithamsanqa elimnandi ngokwenza le nto bendiyifuna.

 

So ndiyeke ndenze lento ndiyifunayo kuwe ubomi bam buzaphuhla kuwe  .

 

Ngenye imini xa ndandikhalaza, ndamxelela:

"Wawundishiya njani?" Emva koko, ngethoni enzulu kwaye enyanzelisayo, wathi kum:

 

“Zola ungathethi ububhanxa andikushiyanga, ndihleli nzulu emphefumlweni wakho.

Yiyo loo nto ningandiboni.

Xa nindibona, kungenxa yokuba ndisebusweni bomphefumlo wenu. Musa ukuphazamiseka.

 

ndiyakufuna

-bonke baphulaphule kum,

-isoloko ikhona ukuze kulungelwe wonke umntu. "

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazixelela ukuba ukuba iNkosi ifuna okuthile kum, kufuneka indinike umqondiso kuphela, ngaphandle kokuba ndibhenele kumfundisi.

 

Emva koko, uYesu wasikelelwa wazibonakalisa ngaphakathi kwam enebhola esandleni sakhe, ekwazi ukuyiphosa emhlabeni.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, unqwenela ukuba ndikukhulule kwintloni apho iWill yam ikubeke khona.

Ndikubeka kule meko ngokuqwalasela ihlabathi lonke ukuze ungaliyeki kwaye

ukuba andiyi kutshabalalisa ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ukuba ndiyakukhulula kule meko,

-Into onokuyenza kakuhle iya kuba incinci kakhulu. "

 

Ndaphendula:

"Yesu wam, andikuqondi!

Undishiya ndingasokoli kwaye kubonakala kum ukuba undikhulule kwisimo

Ixhoba. Kamva, ndixelele ukuba usebenzisa mna ukugcina ihlabathi lingatshatyalaliswa!

 

Uthe:

Akulunganga ukuba ungasokoli.

 

Ubukhulu becala awukhathazwa ziintlungu endiya kuzikhulula ngokupheleleyo. Ukuba, maxa wambi, anibandezi ukubandezeleka, akubi ngokokuthanda kwenu; kungenjalo, ukuthanda kwakho kuya kusebenza.

 

Ah! awunakubuqonda ubundlobongela obumnandi obenza kum xa unemvakalelo yokuba ulityelwe kwaye, ungandiboni njengangaphambili, uqhubeke ngaphandle kokuhoya nantoni na!

 

Nangona kunjalo, ndifuna ukukhululeka kunye nawe:

-Xa ndithanda,   ndiyakushiya.

-Xa ndithanda, ndiya   kukubopha.

Ndifuna kwinceba yeWill yam ngaphandle kwentando yakho. "Ngelinye ixesha bendigula kukugabha.

Ukuthobela nje ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

"Yintoni obuya kuphulukana nayo ngokundivumela ukuba ndingabi saziva ndidinga ukutya kwakhona, ekubeni ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndiyilahle?"

 

UYesu onobubele   waphendula wathi  :

 

"Ntombi yam, uthini? Zola, zolani, ungaze uphinde uyithethe! Kufuneka uyazi ukuba awuzange uyiswele into

Bendiya kulamba abantu.

 

Noko ke, ndikuyekele ukukhonzwa kuni, mna, ngokuthanda kwenu, ndininika izinto eziyimfuneko kwizidalwa.

 

Ngoko ke, ukuba bendikhe ndakuva, bendiya kubatyeshela abanye.

Ngokuthabatha ukutya uze ukuchithe, wenza okulungileyo kwabanye. Kwaye, ngaphandle koko, ukubandezeleka kwakho kuyandizukisa.

Xa ulahla ukutya, uyasokola. Kwaye ubandezeleka njani kwintando yam,

-Ndithatha ukubandezeleka kwakho kwaye

-Ndiyayiphindaphinda kwaye

Ndiyisasaza ukuze kulungelwe izidalwa.

Kuyandivuyisa oku yaye ndithi entliziyweni yam: ‘Sisonka sentombi yam endisinika abantwana bam’”.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko ethandeka wazibonakalisa kum nje ngaphakathi kwesangqa sokukhanya.

Ejonge kum, wathi: "Makhe sibone ukuba senze ntoni kakuhle namhlanje." Wabhekabheka.

Ndiyakholelwa ukuba isangqa sokukhanya simele eyona ntando yakhe ingcwele kwaye kwakungenxa yomanyano lwam kunye naye awathi wathetha nam.

 

Waqhubeka wathi:

“Nangona kunjalo, ndidiniwe bubugwala babefundisi. Andisakwazi ukuyinyamezela, ndifuna ukuyiphelisa.

Owu! Hayi indlela ebaninzi ngayo imiphefumlo ephangiweyo, egqwethiweyo, ukuba zininzi kangakanani na ukunqula izithixo!

 

Ukusebenzisa izinto ezingcwele ukundikhubekisa kubangela eyona ntlungu yam ikrakra. Esi sesona sono sicekisekayo, umqondiso wentshabalalo epheleleyo.

 

Ukugula kutsala ezona ziqalekiso zikhulu kwaye kuphazamisa unxibelelwano phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba. Ndingathanda ukuphelisa ezi zidalwa emhlabeni.

Ngenxa yoko izohlwayo ziya kuqhubeka kwaye zande.

Ukufa kuya kuphanzisa izixeko nezindlu ezininzi nezitrato ziya kutshabalala. Akusayi kuba sabakho mntu ummiyo.

Ukuzila nokuphanziswa kuya kulawula yonke indawo!

 

Ndamcenga kakhulu.

Wahlala nam ubusuku bonke wangcungcutheka kangangokuba ndaziva ndibuhlungu intliziyo yam.

Ndiyathemba uYesu wam uzola.

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu wam onobubele weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, izidalwa azifuni ukunikezela, zicela umngeni kuBulungisa bam. Ngenxa yoko, ubulungisa bam buchasa.

Iziphoso zivela kubantu bazo zonke iindidi,

-kuquka nabo bazibiza ngokuba ngabalungiseleli bam.

 

Mhlawumbi nangakumbi kubo   kunabanye abaninzi. Enjani yona ityhefu abayizisayo!

Batyhefa abo basondela kubo!

Endaweni yokundifaka emphefumlweni, bazibeka apho.

Bazama ukuzirhangqa, ukuzenza baziwe bandibeke ecaleni.

 

Ngonxibelelwano lwabo olunetyhefu,

bayayikhwabanisa imiphefumlo, ukuba bangabakhokelela kum.

Babenza badideke kunokuba balathise kwizinto ezinzulu. Ngoko ke, abo bangakwaziyo ukunxibelelana nabo balunge ngakumbi.

Andikwazi ukuxhomekeka kubo.

 

Ndinyanzelwa ukuba ndivumele abantu ukuba bashiye iicawe kunye neesakramente

ukuze uqhagamshelwano naba balungiseleli lungabakhweli kude kum.

 

Intlungu yam inkulu.

Anzulu amanxeba entliziyo yam.

 

Thandaza kwaye udibanise nabalungileyo abaseleyo. Yiba kumanyano nentlungu yam. "

 

Ndandikhathazeke kakhulu kwaye ndaziva ngaphakathi kum umnqweno omkhulu wokuphuma kwimeko yam yesiqhelo (imeko yexhoba).

Owu Thixo, okunjani kona ukubandezeleka! Ndandisiva intlungu yokufa.

NguYesu yedwa oyaziyo le ntlungu yomphefumlo wam. Andinawo amazwi okuyichaza. Ndithe ndisaqubha kobu krakra kwafika uYesu wam onobubele bonke bexhwalekile wandibeka umnwe emlonyeni   wathi kum  .

 

“Ndikwanelise, hlala uzolile!

Awukhumbuli ukuba kangaphi ndikubonise ubugebenga ezikhulu, izixeko ezinabemi, eziphantse zibe yinkangala?

 

Ngoko uya kuthi, "Hayi, musa.

Ukuba ufuna ukuyenza, ubuncinane ubanike ixesha lokufumana iisakramente ».

 

Ndenza njengoko ubundicelile. Ufuna ntoni enye? Intliziyo yomntu ilukhuni.

Konke oku akwanele kuye!

Ayikabuchukumisi ubunzulu babo bonke ububi. Kwaye ke, akahluthi, akanikezeli.

Ijongeka ngokungakhathali kubhubhane osasazekayo.

 

Kodwa ezi zisiqalo nje.

Kuya kufika ixesha endiya kuphantse ukusiphelisa ehlabathini esi sizukulwana singendawo, sigwenxa.

 

Ndangcangcazela ndakuva lamazwi ndathandaza. Ndandifuna ukubuza uYesu:

"Kwaye mna, kufuneka ndenze ntoni?" Kodwa andizange ndilinge.

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

"Into endiyifunayo kukuba ungashiyi ilizwe lakho wedwa. Nangona kunjalo, ukuba ukhululekile, unokukwenza.

Ndifuna wena ngenceba yeNtando yam.

 

Kwezi ntsuku ndim owakunyanzelela ukuba ushiye imeko yakho yesiqhelo.

Bendifuna ukusasaza isibetho sobhubhani kwaye bendingafuni ukukugcina ukulo mbuso ukuze ukhululeke ngakumbi ukwenza izinto ".

 

Ndamcenga uYesu wam osikelelweyo ukuba ahlise umoya. Weza ngokufutshane ndamxelela:

“Yesu sithandwa sam kubuhlungu ukuphila kulamaxesha, yonke indawo sibona iinyembezi nentlungu, intliziyo yam iyopha.

Ukuba intando yakho eNgcwele ibingandixhasi, ngendingakwazi ukuphila. Owu! hayi indlela ukufa okunokuba mnandi ngayo kum!

 

UYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, ubulungisa bam bulungelelene, yonke into engaphakathi kwam balungelelene;

-ngokuhamba kobabalo lwam.

Ngendlela yokuba phantse wonke umntu ucela iisakramente zokugqibela.

 

Umntu unjalo ukuba yedwa

- xa ebona ulusu lwakhe luchaphazelekile kwaye - uziva ubethwe ukuba avuke.

 

Abaninzi kwabo bangachaphazelekiyo

baphile ngokungakhathali kwaye baqhubeke nobomi babo besono.

Kuyimfuneko ukuba ukufa kuvune isivuno sakho

ukuze bachukumise abo babeka ameva kuphela phantsi kweenyawo zabo. Kwaye oku, kokubini phakathi kwezenkolo namarhamente.

 

Ah! ntombi yam, la ngamaxesha afuna umonde! Ungaxhalabi.

Thandazani ukuze yonke into ibe negalelo ekuzukisweni kwam nasekulungelweni kwabo bonke”.

 

Ndazibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndizele bubukrakra nokuswela. UYesu wam othandekayo weza waza wandixelela:

“Ntombi yam, oorhulumente bawuva umhlaba utyibilika phantsi kweenyawo zabo. Ndiza kusebenzisa zonke iindlela ukubazisa

-zithoba, -zifake, e

-ukuyiqonda kuphela kum

banokuzuza uxolo lokwenyaniso noluhlala luhleli.

 

Ngoko ke ndiyamhlazisa lowo ngamanye amaxesha, ngamanye amaxesha nomnye;

Ndibakhokelela ekubeni babe ngabahlobo ngamaxesha, iintshaba ngamanye amaxesha. ndiya kubenza baphele izixhobo.

Ndiza kwenza izinto endingazilindelanga

-babhide kwaye baqonde ukungazinzi kwemicimbi yabantu. Ndiza kumenza aqonde

-ukuba nguThixo kuphela ozinzile kwaye

-ukuba kuphela ngaye banokuthi bathembe zonke iimpahla.

 

Ukuba bafuna ubulungisa noxolo,

bamele bafike kumthombo wokusesikweni kokwenyaniso noxolo lokwenyaniso. Kungenjalo, abayi kuya ndawo baze bahlale   besilwa.

Ngokucacileyo baya kuqhubeka bephuthaphutha.

Kwaye ukuba banokuvumelana ngoxolo, aluyi kuhlala.

Kamva, baya kuphinda baqalise iimfazwe zabo, kwaye ngokuqatha ngakumbi.

 

Ntombi yam, kuphela umnwe wam onamandla okwazi ukulungisa izinto. Kwaye, ngexesha elifanelekileyo, ndiya kwenza njalo.

 

Kodwa, kwangaphambili, iimvavanyo ezibalulekileyo zilindeleke. Kwaye kuya kubakho abaninzi emhlabeni.

Oku kufuna umonde omkhulu”.

 

Wongeza ngethoni yeemvakalelo:

"Ntombi yam, ezona zohlwayo zikhulu ziyakuvela kwisenzo sabagqwethekileyo. Ukuhlanjululwa kusafuneka.

Kwaye, kuloyiso lwabo, abagqwethayo baya kulihlambulula iBandla lam. Emva koko

Ndiya kubatshiza aba bagwenxa, ndibachithachithe njengothuli emoyeni.

 

Ngoko ke, musa ukuthabatheka luloyiso lwabo. Endaweni yoko, khala kunye Nam ngekamva elilusizi elibalindileyo".

 

Ndaziva ndinxunguphele kakhulu kukuvinjwa kukaYesu wam onobubele.Ingqondo yam yayigutyungelwe kukucinga ukuba yonke into engaphakathi kum ngumsebenzi wengcinga yam notshaba.

EItali kwakukho amarhe oxolo noloyiso

Kwaye ndakhumbula ukuba uYesu wam othandekayo wayendixelele ukuba i-Italiya iya kuthotywa.

 

Enjani yona intlungu, intuthumbo eyandenza ndacinga ukuba ubomi bam bonke bebuyinkohliso eqhubekayo!

Ndaziva ngathi uYesu ufuna ukuthetha nam.

Kodwa andizange ndifune ukuyimamela ndala. Ndalwa noYesu iintsuku ezintathu.

Ngamanye amaxesha bendiye ndidinwe ndiphelelwe ngamandla ndingasenawo amandla okumala athethe nam. Ukufumana amandla kumazwi akhe, ndathi kuye: "Andifuni ukuva nantoni na!"

 

Ekugqibeleni, uYesu wayijikeleza intliziyo yam ngeengalo zakhe waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Zolani, hlisa umoya. Ndim, ndimamele.

Ngaba uyakhumbula ukuba kwiinyanga zamva nje, xa wawukhala kunye nam malunga ne-Itali ehlwempuzekileyo, ndiza kuthi kuwe:

"Ntombi yam,   nabani na olahlekileyo uyaphumelela kwaye nabani na ophumeleleyo uya kulahlekelwa".

 

I-Itali kunye neFransi sele ithotyiwe kwaye iya kuqhubeka ithotywa kude kube kulo nyaka.

-ukuba bahlanjululwe e

-ukuba babuyele kum ngokukhululekileyo, ngokuzithandela nangoxolo.

 

Kwindlela ebonakala ngathi yoloyiso abalunandiphayo, bayathotywa.

-ukuba ayingabo, kodwa abasemzini - hayi nabaseYurophu - beza kugxotha utshaba.

Ngaphezu koko, ukuba kunokubizwa ngokuba luloyiso, olungelulo uloyiso, lolwabantu basemzini.

 

Kodwa oku akukho nto. Ndixolela kakhulu kunakuqala,

- zombini kwintsimi yokomoya

-kuphela kwi-domain yexesha.

 

Kungenxa yokuba ezi ziganeko zinabo

- ukwenza ulwaphulo-mthetho olukhulu,

-uphila ngeenguqu ezimanyumnyezi zangaphakathi,

ukusa kwinqanaba lokoyisa nentlekele yemfazwe.

 

Le nto ke ndinixelela yona, andithethi ngeli xesha langoku, koko ndithetha nangexesha elizayo. Into engenzekiyo ngoku iza kwenzeka kamva.

 

Ukuba nabani na ufumanisa kunzima okanye ukuthandabuza,

- kuthetha ukuba akayiqondi indlela yam yokuthetha.

ILizwi lam lingunaphakade, njengokuba nam ndingowam.

 

Ngoku ndifuna ukukuxelela into ethuthuzelayo. I-Itali kunye neFransi ziyaphulukana kwaye iJamani iyaphumelela.

Zonke izizwe zineendawo zazo ezimnyama. Yaye wonke umntu ufanelwe kukuthotywa   nokutyunyuzwa.

Kuya kubakho ukungazinzi kunye nokudideka kuyo yonke indawo. Ndiya kulihlaziya ihlabathi ngekrele, umlilo nangamanzi;

-ngokufa ngequbuliso kunye nezifo ezosulelayo.

Ndiya kwenza izinto ezintsha.

 

Iintlanga ziya kuba yinqaba yaseBhabheli.

Baza kufika bengasaqondani. Abantu baya kuvukelana.

Abayi kuba safuna ookumkani kwakhona.

 

Wonke umntu uya kuthotywa. Uxolo lwenene luya kuphuma kum kuphela.

 

Kwaye ukuba uyabeva bethetha ngoxolo, akuyi kuba luxolo lokwenene, kodwa uxolo olucacileyo kuphela.

 

Xa ndiyihlambulule yonke into,

Ndiya kuwuwisa umnwe wam ngokumangalisayo kwaye ndinike uxolo lokwenene. Ukukhohlela abo bebethotyiwe bazobuyela kum.

 

IJamani iya kuba yeyamaKatolika; Ndinezicwangciso ezinkulu ngawe.

INgilani, iRashiya kunye nawo onke amazwe apho igazi liphalaziweyo liya kuphinda   libe nokholo kwaye lifakwe kwiCawa yam.

Kuya kuba luloyiso olukhulu nomanyano olukhulu phakathi kwezizwe. Ngoko ke, thandaza.

 

Sidinga umonde kuba ayizukufika kungekudala, kodwa izakuthatha ixesha”.

 

Bendilungiselela ukwamkela uYesu wam omnandi kwisakramente yoMthendeleko ndimcela ukuba alungise intlupheko yam enkulu.

 

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuze isidalwa sibe nazo zonke iindlela zokundamkela kuMthendeleko, ndawumisela lo mthendeleko ekupheleni kobomi bam.

ukuze   ubomi bam bonke bube nako

-ifumaneka kuyo yonke iHost e

-  ingasebenza njengelungiselelo   layo yonke indalo eya kundamkela.

Isidalwa besingenakundamkela

- ukuba wayengenaye uThixo ukuba amlungiselele.

 

Uthando lwam olugqithileyo lundizisele njani

- ndizinikele kwisidalwa kwaye

kuba ebengafanelanga ukundamkela;

olu Thando lugqithileyo lundikhokelele ekubeni   ndinikele ngobomi bam bonke ukuze ndilulungiselele  .

 

Ngoko ndabeka imisebenzi yam, amanyathelo am kunye noThando lwam kuye  . Nam ndambeka kuye iintlungu zomphefumlo wam osondelayo.

-ukumlungiselela ukuba andamkele eButhweni.

 

Ngoko ke

-ndibeke,

-zigqume ngesenzo sam ngasinye kunye

Yiza, undamkele.

 

Emva koko ndakhalaza kuYesu ukuba akazange andibandezele njengakuqala.

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Andijongi kakhulu ekubandezelekeni komphefumlo

kodwa   ndijonge ukuthanda kwakhe okuhle kunye nothando abandezeleka ngalo.

 

Ngothando,

-intlungu encinci iba nkulu,

- akukho nto iza ebomini kulo lonke   kwaye

- izabelo zakho zizuza   ixabiso.

 

Ukungabandezeleki kunzima ngamanye amaxesha kunokubandezeleka ngokwako.

Hayi ubundlobongela obunjani kum okwenziwa sisidalwa xa sifuna ukuhlupheka ngenxa yothando lwam!

Hayi indlela ekubaluleke ngayo kum ukuba angasokoli xa ndimbona

-ukuba ukubandezeleka akusikhonkwane esibukhali kuwe kunokubandezeleka ngokwako?

 

Kwelinye icala

-ukungabikho kwentliziyo elungileyo,

- izinto ezenziwe ngamandla kwaye ngaphandle kothando,

nokuba zinkulu kangakanani na,

- bancinci emehlweni am. Andibajongi.

Kunoko, bayandisinda. "



 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

"Ukuba ufuna ndihambe kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, kutheni kungenzeki emva kwexesha elide kangaka?"

Waphendula wathi  : "Ntombazana, umphefumlo owenza intando yam kwaye uhlala kuyo.

kungekuphela nje okwexeshana elifutshane, kodwa okwethutyana lobomi bakhe wenze intolongo entliziyweni yakhe   ngenxa yam.

 

Ngokwenza iNtando yam kunye nokuzama ukuhlala kuye, umisa iindonga zale ntolongo yobungcwele kunye neyasezulwini.

Kwaye, ulwaneliseko lwam olukhulu, ndihlala ndilibanjwa kuye.

 

Ekubeni indifunxa kuyo, ndiyayifunxa kum.

Ngamafutshane, uvalelwe Kum nam ndikuye.

Kwaye xa efuna into, ndithi kuye: "Ubusoloko uyenza i-Will yam, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ndenza eyakho".

Ngenxa yokuba uphila ngeWill yam, into ayifunayo iphuma kwiWill yam ehlala kuye. Ngoko musani ukuba nexhala. Xa kuyimfuneko, ndiya kwenza intando yakho. "

 

Ndandizibuza ukuba yintoni na engcono: ukunyamekela ukungcwaliswa okanye ukukhathazeka kuphela ngokulungisa nokusindisa imiphefumlo ecaleni kukaYesu.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

umphefumlo ongenzi nto ngaphandle

-ukulungisa izono e

-ukusebenzela usindiso lwemiphefumlo ephilileyo ngeendleko zobuNgcwele bam.

 

Ukubetha kwentliziyo yam etshisayo kuyavakala.

Kwaye ndibona kuyo iimpawu zoBuntu bam.

 

Uphambene ngokumthanda, ndimenza ahlale namagwegwe

-bungcwele bam,

- kwiminqweno yam,

- uthando lwam,

-ngamandla am,

-egazi lam,

-amanxeba am, njl.

Ndingathi ndibeka ubuNgcwele bam kuwe, ndisazi ukuba akukho nto ayifunayo ngaphandle kwale ndiyifunayo.

 

Kwelinye icala, umphefumlo oxhalabele ngokuyintloko ukuzingcwalisa uphila ngeendleko

- ubungcwele bakhe,

- amandla akho e

- yothando lomntu.

Owu! indlela ekhula kabuhlungu ngayo!

 

Uyabuva ubunzima obupheleleyo bentlupheko yakhe

kwaye isoloko isilwa yodwa.

 

Kodwa umphefumlo obambelele kubungcwele bam uhlala ngoxolo kunye nam kunye nam.

Umendo wakhe awunamagingxigingxi.

 

Ndijonge iingcinga zakhe kunye nayo yonke imicu yentliziyo yakhe. Ndiyaqinisekisa ngomona ukuba nganye yeentsinga zayo

- ukhathalela kuphela imiphefumlo kunye

-okanye ndihlala ndintywiliselwa kum.

Awuwuva lomona endinawo ngawe?"

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye uYesu wam omnandi weza kancinci. Wayebonakala ukuba uphethwe yintlungu enkulu entliziyweni yakhe.

 

Ecela uncedo lwam,   wathi kum  :

Ntombi yam, esinjani sona isikhukula sobugwenxa kwezi mini! Olunjani lona uloyiso lukaSathana!

Ukuchuma kwabangendawo ngowona mqondiso umbi woku.

 

Ukholo luye lwanyamalala kwiintlanga ezisaseleyo njengamabanjwa ngaphakathi kwintolongo emnyama.

Noko ke, ukuthotywa okubangelwa ngabangendawo kunjalo

- iintanda ezininzi apho ukukhanya kudlula, kuthwala iintlanga

-ngena kuwe e

-ukuzuza ukholo kwakhona.

 

Ukuthotywa kuya kubenza babe ngcono,

- ngaphezu kwalo naluphi na uloyiso okanye ukoyisa.

Anjani wona amanqam abaya kutyhubela kuwo!

 

Elabafileyo nabangendawo bavutha ngumsindo

-ukuqhubeka namayelenqe abo   e

-ukwenza   izenzo zabo ezigwenxa.

 

Bantwana bam! Bandla lam elihlwempu!"

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndacela uYesu wam osoloko enobubele ukuba aqonde kum

oko wayendixelele ngaphambili malunga nemiphefumlo ehlala isenza intando yakhe, oko kukuthi, ngamanye amaxesha wenza intando yabo.

Ndathi, "Kufuneka wenze intando yam namhlanje."

 

Weza uYesu   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Uyazi ukuba ukuphuma kwiWill yam kufana nosuku lomphefumlo

- ngaphandle kwelanga, ngaphandle kobushushu,

ngaphandle kobomi bezenzo zikaThixo kuye?

 

Ndaqhubeka: "Sthandwa sam yanga iZulu lingandikhusela ndiyenze lento, kungcono ndife kunokuba ndiphume kwiWill yakho.

Ke ngoko faka iNtando yakho kum kwaye emva koko undixelele:

"  Yintando yam ukuba ndenze intando yakho namhlanje."

 

Wathi uYesu, Hayi, ntombi imbi, ntombi ilungileyo, ndiya kukwanelisa!

Emva koko ndiya kukushiya.

 

Owu! indlela ebendivuya ngayo.

Kuba, ngoxa wayesenza intando yakhe, uYesu wayesele eza kwenza eyam! Ngoko uYesu wam onobubele wachitha ixesha elithile nam.

Kum kwabonakala ngathi uyithi nkxu incam yakhe kwiGazi lakhe elixabisekileyo kwaye wayephawule ibunzi lam, amehlo am, umlomo wam kunye nentliziyo yam.

 

Watsho endincamisa.

Bendimbona ukuba unothando kwaye unobubele, bendifuna ukukhupha ubukrakra beNtliziyo yakhe emlonyeni wakhe, njengoko besendinzile.

Kodwa uYesu uye wakhukuliseka kancinane.

Wandibonisa inyanda yezilonda esandleni sakhe.

 

Wathi kum:

Yabona, ezi zizibetho eziza kuphalazwa emhlabeni; ngoko ke andiyi kuthulula ubukrakra bam kuni ngenxa yoko;

Ekuphela kwento abafanele bayenze kukuzifaka esenzweni.

 

Ntombi yam ibuhlungu intliziyo yam!

Andinamntu wokukhulula intlungu yam.

Kungenxa yesi sizathu ukuba ndifuna ukuyikhuphela kuwe. Ndifuna unyamezele

- rhoqo ukuva ndithetha nawe ngezinto ezibuhlungu.

Ndiyazi ukuba kuyakukhathaza, kodwa luThando olundityhalayo ukuba ndenze oku. Uthando lufuna ukwazisa intlungu yalo kumntu omthandayo.

Andikwazi kuzibamba kodwa ndizigalele kuwe."

 

Ndaziva ndibuhlungu kakhulu xa ndibona uYesu ekrakra. Ndayiva intlungu yakhe entliziyweni yam.

Ukuze andithuthuzele, wandenza ndangcamla ubisi olumnandi kakhulu. Wathi ke kum: "Ndiyarhoxa ndikushiya ukhululekile".

 

Ndachitha obo busuku noYesu entolongweni.

Ndamsizela. Ndithathe amadolo akhe ndimthuthuzela.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Intombi yam, ngexesha loKuthanda kwam,

Ndandifuna ukuva ubunzima entolongweni ukuze ndikhulule izidalwa kwintolongo yesono. Owu! esi sisono sentolongo sibi emntwini!

Iinkanuko zakhe zimlandela ngokungathi ulikhoboka elibi. Intolongo yam nemixokelelwane yam iyamkhulula;

 

Intolongo yam yakha   iintolongo zothando lwemiphefumlo enothando

apho banokukhuselwa kuyo yonke into nakuwo wonke umntu.

Ndabafaka   ezintolongweni nakwiminquba;

ukwazi ukundifudumeza

-ukubanda kweminquba yamatye e

- ngakumbi ukubanda kwezidalwa ezithi,

endibanjwe kuzo, ndibulawe yingqele nayindlala.

 

Ngenxa yoko, ndihlala ndishiya iintolongo zeminquba kwaye

Ndiza entliziyweni yakho ukuba ndifudumale kwaye ndindondle ngothando lwakho.

 

Xa ndinibona nindifuna eminqubeni yamabandla, ndithi kuni:

"  Andithi uyintolongo yam yokwenyani yoThando  ?   Ndikhangele entliziyweni yakho undithande  !"

 

Ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

"Uyabona ke andazi ndenze njani kwaye andinanto ndikunika yona. Noko ke ndikunika into yam.

Ndidibanisa oku kungenanto kuyo yonke into oyiyo kwaye ndikucela imiphefumlo:

-xa ndiphefumla, ukuphefumla kwam kukucela imiphefumlo. Ndikhatshwa ziinyembezi ezingapheliyo,

- ukubetha kwentliziyo yam kukucela imiphefumlo;

-ukushukuma kweengalo zam,

-igazi elijikeleza emithanjeni yam,

- Ukuqhwanyaza kwamehlo am e

- Ukushukuma kwemilebe yam kukucela imiphefumlo.

Kwaye ndenza esi sicelo kuwe ngokuzimanya nawe, ngothando lwakho , kwiNtando yakho    .

"Intombazana yakho,

Zingaphi na ezimnandi nezithandekayo ezindlebeni zam

- Imithandazo yemiphefumlo isondele kum!

Ndibeva bephinda ubomi bam obufihliweyo baseNazareth.

-ngaphandle kwembonakalo,

- kude nesihlwele, ngaphandle kwesandi seentsimbi,

- incinci eyaziwayo.

 

Ndaphakama phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba ndacela imiphefumlo. Konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yam, wonke umphefumlo wam ubizwa ngokuba yimiphefumlo.

Ngaloo ndlela ilizwi lam lalivakala eZulwini kwaye lakhokela uThando lukaBawo ukuba andinike imiphefumlo.

 

Zingaphi izimanga endingazifezi kubomi bam obufihliweyo!

 

Babesaziwa

kuphela kukaBawo wam waseZulwini kunye noMama wam osemhlabeni. Kunjalo ke nakumphefumlo wam osenyongweni xa ithandaza.

Nokuba akukho sandi emhlabeni,

Imithandazo yabo ikhalisa okwentsimbi ezulwini;

 

Bamema lonke iZulu ukuba lizibandakanye nabo ekubongozeni iNceba yobuThixo ukuba ibonakale emhlabeni ukuze imiphefumlo iguquke.”

 

Ngoxa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndicinezelekile ngenxa yezizathu ezahlukahlukeneyo. Enemfesane kum,   uYesu wasikelelwa wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam, musa ukudandatheka kakhulu.

Isibindi, ndikunye nawe kwaye ndiqhubeka nobomi bam kuwe. Ngexesha elithile uva ubunzima bobulungisa bukaThixo

- injani imeko ngoku kwaye yintoni ongathanda ukuhanjiswa kuyo.

Ngesinye isihlandlo, uziva ucatshulwe yimiphefumlo elahlekileyo.

Ngomnye umzuzu uziva ukhathazwa sisidingo sokundithanda kuwo wonke umntu kwaye, ubona ukuba awunalo uthando lwaneleyo kuwe, uzintywilisela kuThando lwam   kwaye utsale ngokwaneleyo ukuba unike wonke umntu oko kufuneka undinike kona.

Uyandithanda kumntu wonke.

 

Kuzo zonke ezi zinto, uyakholelwa na ukuba nguwe osebenzayo? Kukonke! Ndim lo. Ndim obuphinda ubomi bam kuwe.

 

Ndiyatshisa ukuthandwa nguwe, hayi ngothando lwesidalwa, kodwa ngoThando lwam. Ngenxa yoko, ndiyakuguqula.

Ndifuna kwiWill yam ukuze ukwazi ukuhlawula abanye. Ndifuna ukuba ube lilungu elikwaziyo ukwenza zonke izandi endizifunayo. "

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Sithandwa sam, kukho amaxesha apho ubomi bam buba krakra ngokukhethekileyo ngenxa yeemeko ondibeke kuzo.”

 

Eyiqonda into endiyithethayo, uYesu waqhubeka:

“Woyika ntoni? Ndiza kukuhoya yonke into.

Xa ndikunika umntu wokukukhokela, ndimnika iifefe endizifunayo. Asinini abakhonzayo, ndim.

Kangangoko asixabisayo isenzo sam, amazwi am neemfundiso zam, ndinesisa kuye.”

 

Ndiyaphinda:

“Yesu wam, umshumayeli ukuxabise kakhulu oko undixelele kona. Kangangokuba wanyanzelisa ukuba ndiyibhale.

Uzomnika ntoni?"

 

Waphendula wathi:

Ndiya kumnika izulu njengomvuzo;

Ndiza kuyibona izalisekisa iofisi kaSaint Joseph kunye noMama wam owathi,

-ukubonelela ubomi bam emhlabeni,

kwafuneka banyamezele ubunzima obukhoyo kuthumo lwabo.

 

Ngoku uBomi bam bukuwe, ndiluthathela ingqalelo uncedo kunye nokuzincama komntu owavumayo ngokungathi uMama wam kunye noJoseph oNgcwele babendijongile.

Awonwabanga?"

"Enkosi, oh Yesu," ndongeze.

 

Kwezintsuku andibhalanga kwanto endiyixelelwa nguYesu. Ndandingazimiselanga ngokukhethekileyo ukwenza oko.

 

Weza uYesu   wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, kutheni ungabhali? Amazwi am alula.

Kanye njengokuba ilanga likhanyisa onke amehlo ukuze wonke umntu abe nokukhanya okwaneleyo kwiimfuno zakhe,

amazwi am anokukhanyisa yonke ingqondo kwaye afudumale yonke intliziyo. Ilizwi ngalinye endilithetha kuwe lilanga eliphuma kum.

 

Okwangoku bayakukhonza kodwa ukubhala kuya kunceda abanye.

Ayibhali,

-ukubandezeleka la malanga,

- uthintela uThando lwam ukuba lungazibonakalisi e

- ukubahlutha abanye zonke izibonelelo ezinokuthi zinikezelwe ngaba kuphela.

 

Ndaphendula:

"Yesu wam, ngubani na ke ozakuwacamngca ngala mazwi akho ndiwabeke ephepheni?"

 

Uqhube wathi  : "Ayiyonto yakho, yeyam.

Kwaye nokuba bebengacamngiswa ngabanye - oko akuyi kwenzeka njengamalanga amaninzi, baya kuphuma ngokumangalisayo.

ifikeleleke kubo   bonke.

 

Ukuba awuzibhali, uya kuthintela ukuba ilanga lingaphumi kwaye uya kwenza umonakalo omkhulu.

Ukuba umntu ebenokuthintela ilanga lemvelo ukuba lingaphumi esibhakabhakeni, bungakanani ubungendawo obebuya kulandela emhlabeni!

Umonakalo onokuthi indalo ihlupheke, uyenza kwimiphefumlo ngokungabhali.

 

Bubuqaqawuli belanga

- kukhanye ngokumangalisayo kwaye

-ukuwuhlamba umhlaba nako konke okukuwo ngokukhanya kwawo.

Ububi bubi kwabo bangabaxhamliyo. Ngoko ke kungokwamazwi am kuphela. Kuluzuko lwam ukuphakamisa ilanga elitshisayo kuwo onke amazwi endiwathethayo. Ububi buya kwenzeka kwabo bangabaxhamliyo.”

 

Undijonge ngentsholo yakhe emnandi wacela uncedo nekhusi kum. Ndabaleka ndaya kuye

- amsuse kule mivumbo e

-ukuyivala entliziyweni yam.

 

Wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi   yam, uBuntu bam buhleli buthule phantsi kwemivumbo  .

-Ayikho nje umlomo wam uthe cwaka,

- kodwa nozuko lwezidalwa, uzuko, amandla, iimbeko, njl.

- umonde wam,

- ukuthotywa kwam,

- amanxeba am, iGazi lam   kunye

- ukubhangiswa koBume bam bonke kwathetha ngokutyibilikayo.

Uthando lwam olunyanisekileyo ngemiphefumlo lwandenza ndazamkela zonke ezi ntlungu.

 

"Yonke into kufuneka ithule emphefumlweni:

uzuko lwabanye, uzuko, uyolo, imbeko, ubukhulu, intando yomntu, izidalwa, njl.

Kwaye ukuba kukho naziphi na kwezi zinto, zimele zibekho ngokungathi   azikho.

Kunoko, umphefumlo umele uzigcine ngokwawo

- umonde wam,

-uzuko lwam,

-uzuko lwaM kunye

-iimbandezelo zam.

 

Yonke into ayenzayo nayicingayo mayingabi njalo

- olo thando - oluchongwe noThando lwam - e

- ukubuyiselwa kwemiphefumlo.

 

Ndikhangela imiphefumlo

-ondithandayo kwaye

-ethi, ethathwe yimpambano yam yothando, ihlupheke kwaye ibange imiphefumlo.

Yeha! Hayi, ukuba lincinane kangakanani na inani labo baluvayo olu lwimi!

 

Ndiqhubekeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaxhwaleka ngokugqithisileyo kukuswela uYesu wam othandekayo.

Noko ke, ndenza konke okusemandleni am ukuze ndihlale ndimanyene naye ngokucamngca

"  Iiyure zothando".

Ndandikwinqanaba   likaYesu emnqamlezweni

xa ndabona uYesu kum esonge izandla esithi ngelizwi elivakalayo:

 

“Bawo wam yamkele idini lalentombazana nentlungu ayivayo ngokundivinjwa kwam.

Ukubandezeleka kwakhe kumshiya phantse engenabomi, kangangokuba ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndibandezeleke naye ukuze ndimnike amandla.

Kungenjalo ibiya koyisa.

Owu Bawo, yamkele intlupheko yakhe edibene nale ndiyivayo emnqamlezweni xa ndilahliwe ngokupheleleyo, nguwe.

Makube bubuvila ubukho bam azive bukhaphukhaphu nobomi bobuthixo bemiphefumlo kwaye ndibanike konke ebendifanele ukulahlwa kwam!” Akuba etshilo, wanyamalala.

 

Ndaziva ndibuhlungu kakhulu, ndalila, ndathi kuYesu:

"Yesu, ubomi bam, oh! Ewe, ndinike imiphefumlo!

Ngamana intlungu ebuhlungu yokuhluthwa kwakho ingandinika ukunyanzelela ukuba undinike imiphefumlo. Ngelixa ndiphila le ntlungu kwiThanda lakho, bonke bangaziva iintlungu zam, zimamele ukukhala kwam kwaye unikezele ".

 

Ngokuhlwa kwabuya uYesu wam endingxwelerha waza   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam kunye nendawo yam yokusabela, yeyiphi imvisiswano emnandi ukubandezeleka kwakho okwenziwe namhlanje kwintando yam!

Intando yam iseZulwini kwaye intlungu yakho, ngokuba kwintando yam, yayine-echo yayo eZulwini kwaye yabanga imiphefumlo koyena Bathathu Emnye.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ekubeni intando yam ihlala kuzo zonke iingelosi kunye nabangcwele, bonke bebonke babanga imiphefumlo, bedanduluka: "Imiphefumlo, imiphefumlo!"

Intando yam nayo yaphuma kuzo zonke izidalwa.

Kwaye ukubandezeleka kwakho kwachukumisa yonke intliziyo ethi kumntu wonke: "Zisindiseni, zisindiseni!"

 

Njengelanga eliqaqambileyo, intando yam, igxile kuwe, igobe phezu kwayo yonke into ukuba ibaguqule.

Bona ukuba kungakanani okulungileyo okuveliswe kwiimbandezelo zakho ezihlala kwiNtando yam! "



Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndibuhlungu kakhulu kukungabikho kuka Yesu wam omnandi, ufike ndingalindelanga, ediniwe exhwalekile   efuna ukuzimela entliziyweni yam ukuze ndilibale ngezono ezinzulu azenzileyo kuye. Encwina, wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam ndifihle. Awuyiboni indlela abanditshutshisa ngayo? Bafuna ukundigxotha okanye bandinike indawo yokugqibela!

Makhe ndigalele kuwe.

 

Zihambile iintsuku ndinixelele ngekamva lehlabathi okanye izohlwayo endizikrazula izidalwa ngobungendawo bazo.

Intliziyo yam ibuhlungu. Ndifuna ukukuxelela ngayo ukuba uyenze

-ukuba uthatha inxaxheba,

- ukuba sithwale ikamva lezidalwa kunye,

-ukuba sithandaze, sibandezeleke kwaye sikhale kunye ngenxa yokulungelwa kwabo.

 

Ah! ntombi yam, kuya kubakho iingxabano ezininzi;

Ukufa kuya kuvuna imiphefumlo emininzi kwanababingeleli! Owu! Bangaphi kubo abayi-simulacra nje yababingeleli!

Ndifuna ukubasusa phambi kokuba kuqale intshutshiso yeCawa yam noqhanqalazo.

 

Ngubani owaziyo ukuba abayi kuguquka ngexesha lokufa kwabo?

Kungenjalo, ukuba ndithe ndabashiya, abo bazenza ababingeleli, bazikhulule izigqubuthelo zabo ngentshutshiso;

Baza kujoyina amahlelo, baya kuba ziintshaba ezikhohlakeleyo zeCawe kwaye usindiso lwabo luya kuba nzima ngakumbi. "

 

Ndikhathazeke kakhulu, ndamxelela:

"Yesu wam, yintlungu engaka ukuva uthetha kanje! Bantu bazakuthini ngaphandle kwabefundisi?

Sele bembalwa kwaye ufuna ukufumana ngaphezulu? Ke ngubani oza kuqhuba iisakramente? Ngubani na oya kuyifundisa imithetho yakho?

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

"Ntombi yam, musa ukuba buhlungu kakhulu.

Omnye ndiya kumnika ubabalo namandla endiwanika abalishumi, kwabangamashumi amabini. Ndiyakwazi ukuyilungisa yonke into.

Ngaphezu koko, bengengalungisanga nje, baninzi ababingeleli abayityhefu eluntwini. Endaweni yokwenza okulungileyo, bububi ababenzayo.

Andizukwenza nto ngaphandle kokususa izinto ezityhefa abantu. "

 

Emva koko wanyamalala ndaza ndashiyeka ndinesikhonkwane entliziyweni yam: Ndandinexhala ndicinga ngeembandezelo zikaYesu wam omnandi kunye nekamva lezidalwa ezihlwempuzekileyo.

Emva kwexesha wabuya, wajikelisa iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam,

 

Wathi kum: “Sithandwa sam, yomelela!

Ngena kum kwaye uziphose kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yam kunye noThando lwam. Fihla kwintando engadalwanga nakuThando loMdali wakho.

Intando yam inamandla okwenza yonke into engena kuyo ingapheli kwaye iguqule izenzo zezidalwa zibe zizenzo ezingunaphakade.

 

Yonke into engena kwiNtando yam iba nkulu, ingunaphakade kwaye ayinasiphelo,

ilahlekelwa ziimpawu zayo zokuba mncinane, yokuba nesiqalo nokugqitywa.

 

Kuthekani ukuba ukhwaza kakhulu "Ndiyakuthanda!",

-Ndiya kuphulaphula umculo wothando lwam olungunaphakade kule sikhalo kunye

-Ndiya kuva uthando oludaliweyo olufihlwe kuThando olungadalwanga;

-Ndiya kuziva ndithandwa luthando olukhulu, olungunaphakade nolungenasiphelo, ngoko ke ngothando olundifaneleyo, olukwaziyo ukuzanelisa ngothando lwabo bonke ".

 

Ndothukile kwaye ndonwabile kwaye ndaphawula:

Uthini na wena Yesu? Waqhubeka wathi:

 

"Sithandwa sam, musa ukumangaliswa. Yonke into ingunaphakade kum.

Akukho nto iqalile kwaye akukho nto iya kuphela.

Wena kunye nazo zonke ezinye izidalwa zahlala ngonaphakade kwingqondo yam yokudala. Uthando endiyidale ngalo iNdalo, kwaye endilunike yonke intliziyo, lungunaphakade. Wothuswa yintoni

- oshiya intando yakhe,

Ngaba isidalwa sinokungena kweyam?

Okanye ukuba ngokuzincamathela kuThando olumnqweneleleyo nolumthandayo ukususela kunaphakade,

ingaba inokulifumana ixabiso layo namandla ayo angunaphakade, angenasiphelo?

 

Owu! incinci kangakanani into eyaziwayo ngeWill yam! Apha kuba

-engathandwa kwaye engaxatyiswa, e

-ukuba isidalwa

iyaneliswa yinto encinci kwaye yenza ngokungathi inesiqalo sexeshana kuphela ».

Andazi noba ndithetha ndi left hand.

UYesu wam olungileyo ukhanyisa eyona ntando yakhe ingcwele engqondweni yam kangangoko

Andikwazi nje ukwamkela olu   lwazi,

kodwa ndiswele amazwi   okuzichaza.

 

Njengoko ingqondo yam yayilahleka kolu kukhanya, usikelelwe uYesu wandinika umzekelo ngokundixelela:

“Ukuze ukuqonde kakuhle oko ndikuxelele kona, khawube nomfanekiso-ngqondweni welanga.

 

Akunjalo ukuba izibane ezincinci ezihlala elangeni-

-ngezenzo zabo kunye nothando lwabo

ukufumana ubushushu, uthando, amandla kunye nobukhulu belanga?

Ngokusasazeka kuye, bayinxalenye yalo, baphila ngeendleko zakhe kwaye baphila ubomi obufanayo naye.

 

Akukho nanye indlela izibane ezincinci zongeza okanye zithintele ilanga, kuba into enkulu ayinako ukwanda okanye ukuncipha.

Ilanga lamkela uzuko nembeko ezithi izikhanyiso ezincinane zilunike ngokuphila ubomi kunye nalo.

Kwaye konke oku kukuzaliseka kunye nokwaneliseka kwelanga. Ilanga ndim.

Izikhanyiso ezincinci eziphuma elangeni zizinto eziphilileyo;

Izibane ezihlala elangeni yimiphefumlo ehlala kwiWill yam. Ngoku uyaqonda?"

 

Mna:"Ndicinga njalo". Kodwa ngubani na onokuthetha endikuqondayo ngokwenene? Bendingathanda uthula, kodwa iFiat of Jesus ibingafuni kanje.

Ngoko, kwintando yakhe, ndabhala. Makabongwe uYesu ngonaphakade!

 

Emva kweentsuku ezibuhlungu endizichithe ekuvalelweni uYesu wam othandekayo, uBomi bam, konke okwam, intliziyo yam ehlwempuzekileyo ibingasenakukwazi ukuyithatha.

Ndacinga: "Hayi indlela enzima ngayo le nto eyenzekayo kum! Emva kwezithembiso ezininzi, wandishiya.

Luphi uthando lwakhe? Ngubani na owaziyo ukuba andinguye unobangela wokulahlwa kwakhe, ndizenze ndingafaneleki kuye?

Ah! inokuba sisiphumo sobo busuku

-apho wayefuna ukuthetha nam ngeengxaki zehlabathi,

-apho wandixelela khona

ukuba intliziyo yomntu inxanelwe igazi;

ukuze amadabi angekapheli, kuba ukunxanelwa igazi akuqondanga ezintliziyweni zabantu;

-kwaye ndathi kuye:

"Yesu, usoloko ufuna ukuthetha nam ngezi ngxaki. Masizibeke ecaleni sithethe ngenye into."

Uthe ke yena ecinezelekile, wathi cwaka.

 

Inoba ndimkhubekisile!

"Ubomi bam, ndixolele, soze ndiphinde. Kodwa yiza!"

 

Ngelixa ndandineengcinga zobudenge.

-Ndandifuna ukulahlekelwa zingqondo kwaye

-Ndabona ngaphakathi kum uYesu wam othandekayo, eyedwa kunye ne-taciturn, ehamba kwiindawo ngeendawo, ekhubeka apha naphaya esiwa.

Ndandibhideke ngokupheleleyo, andizange ndithethe nto kwaye ndacinga:

Ngubani na owaziyo ukuba zininzi izono ezikum ezikhubekisayo uYesu!

 

Ke yena, ezele bububele, wandijonga. Ebebonakala ediniwe kwaye ebila.

 

Wathi kum  :

“Intombi yam, umfeli-nkolo olihlwempu, engengomfeli-nkolo woKholo, kodwa ufel’ ukholo loThando,

- hayi ukufela ukholo lomntu, kodwa ukufela ukholo lukaThixo!

 

Okona kufa kwakho ukholo kukhohlakele kukuvinjwa kwam, okubeka itywina lokufela ukholo lwakho!

 

Kutheni undoyika kwaye uthandabuza Sithandwa sam? Bendingakushiya njani?

Ndihlala kuwe njengakuBuntu bam.

Njengoko mna ndiliphethe ihlabathi lonke kum, ngokunjalo ihlabathi lingakuwe.

 

Aniqaphelanga ukuba ndithe ndihamba.

-Ndandikhubeka ngexesha elinye kwaye

-Ingaba bendiwela kwenye?

Kwakungenxa yezono kunye nemiphefumlo engendawo endadibana nayo.

 

Enjani yona intlungu entliziyweni yam!

Kungaphakathi kuwe apho ndigqibe khona ngekamva lehlabathi  .

 

Ubuntu bakho buyindawo yam yokusabela

indlela uBuntu bam obasebenza ngayo njengendawo yokusabela kuBuThixo bam.

 

Ukuba ubuThixo bam babungenabo uBuntu bam njengendawo yabo yokukhuselwa, izidalwa ezihluphekayo ngeba azinakusinda ngexesha naphakade.

Ngaphezu koko, okusesikweni kukaThixo kwakungenakusijonga esi sidalwa

-njengaye

- njengoko kufanelekile ukugcinwa,

Ke njengotshaba olufanele intshabalalo.

 

Ngoku uBuntu bam buzukisiwe, ndidinga ubuntu obunako

-ukwabelana ngeentlungu kunye neentlungu zam,

-thanda imiphefumlo kunye nam kwaye

- aveze ubomi bakhe ukuze abasindise.

 

Ndikhethe wena. Awonwabanga?

Ngoko ke ndifuna ukunixelela yonke into ngeembandezelo zam, nesohlwayo esifanelwe yindalo, ukuze nina nibe nenxaxheba kuko konke, nibe banye nam.

Ndifuna wena kwiindawo eziphakamileyo zeWill yam ukuze

- into ongenakuyifumana kuwe, ungayenza ngentando yam,

nokuze nibe nako ukuthwala konke okufunekayo ukuze kuzaliseke imfanelo yam eluntwini.

 

Musa ukoyika ukukushiya nam; Bendonele zezi zinto zezinye izidalwa. Ngaba ufuna ukongeza kwintlungu yam?

Isithoba! Qiniseka ukuba uYesu wakho akasoze akushiye."

 

Kamva wabuya ekwimo yendoda ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni.

Endiguqulela kuYe kwaye endenza ndizive iintlungu Zakhe,   wongeza wathi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam ikuKhanya

Umphefumlo ohleli kuwo uba kukukhanya.

Logama nje ukukhanya, kungena lula ekukhanyeni kwam okucocekileyo. Kwaye unesitshixo sokufumana le nto ayifunayo.

 

Noko ke, ukuze sisebenze kakuhle, isitshixo asimele sibe nomhlwa okanye sibe mdaka.

Kwakhona, isitshixo kufuneka senziwe ngentsimbi.

 

Ukuvula ngesitshixo seWill yam, umphefumlo akufuneki ungcole

- umhlwa ngokwawo okanye

-udaka lwezinto zomhlaba.

 

Kungale ndlela kuphela esinokuthi simanyane kunye, ukuze

ukuba ungenza unothanda ngaM   kwaye

ukuba ndingenza into endiyifunayo   ngawe."

 

Ndaye ndabona umama kunye nomnye wabavumayo bam owayeswelekile. Bendifuna ukubaxelela ngemeko yam xa bandixelelayo:

“Kukho ingozi enkulu kwezi ntsuku zokuba iNkosi ikuxhome kwisimo sakho sexhoba.

Kwaye thina, njengalo lonke iZulu kunye nentlambululo-miphefumlo, sithandazele kakhulu kangangokuba iNkosi ingakumisi.

Ngokusuka koku sinokuqonda ukuba uBulungisa sele buzakuthoba izohlwayo ezinzulu.

Ngoko ke, yiba nomonde kwaye ungadinwa.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. Ufikile uYesu wam osoloko enobubele. Wandibonisa iNtliziyo yakhe ethandekayo egcwele amanxeba ophayo.

Egcwele intlungu,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, phakathi kwawo onke amanxeba entliziyo yam,

bathathu abantlungu yabo ingaphezu kweyabo bonke xa bedibene.

 

Kukho, kwindawo yokuqala, iintlungu zomphefumlo wam onothando  .

 

Xa ndibona umphefumlo konke ukubandezeleka kwam ngenxa yam,

- ndithuthunjisiwe, ndinyathelwe kwaye ndilungele ukuva ubunzima ngenxa yam oyena buhlungu kwabafileyo, ndiziva iintlungu zakhe ngokungathi zezam,

kwaye mhlawumbi ngaphezulu.

Ah! uthando lunokuzala ezona nyembezi zinzulu endaweni   yazo zonke ezinye   iintlungu!

 

Kule   nzakala yokuqala,

Umama wam onothando uthatha indawo yokuqala  .

 

Owu! indlela awayihlaba ngayo iNtliziyo yakhe ngenxa yembandezelo zam yaphuphuma kweyam nendlela intliziyo yam yaziva ngayo zonke iintlungu zayo!

Ndimbone efela ukufa kwam, ebengafi, ndeva ubukrakra bokufela kwakhe entliziyweni yam.

Ndabuva ubuhlungu obubangelwa kukufa kwam kwaye Intliziyo yam yafa kunye neyakhe.

 

Iimbandezelo zam, ezidityaniswe nezo zikaMama, zoyisile yonke into.

Kwakufanelekile ukuba uMama wam wasezulwini abe nendawo yokuqala entliziyweni yam,

zombini ngokwembono yokubandezeleka   kunye

ukusuka kwimbono   yoThando.

Kuba zonke iintlungu awayeziva ngenxa yoThando lwakhe Ngam zaphuphuma iilwandle zoThando ezisuka entliziyweni yakhe.

 

Nawe ngena kwelinxeba leNtliziyo yam

yonke imiphefumlo eva ubunzima ngenxa yam nangenxa yam kuphela  .

 

Ungena kweli nxeba, ngoluhlobo

-ukuba wonke umntu uyandikhubekisa kwaye akafuni ukundithanda,

-Ndiza kufumana uthando olubuyisela wonke umntu okuwe. Xa izidalwa zindigxotha.

Kamsinya nje ndiza kuzimela kuwe njengokuzimela. Ukufumana olwam uThando apho, uthando olusokolayo ngenxa yam kuphela, andizisoli ngokudala iZulu nomhlaba ndahlupheka kangaka.

 

Ngumphefumlo ondithandayo nobandezelekileyo ngenxa yam

 intuthuzelo yam  ,

ulonwabo lwam   kunye

- umvuzo wam ngayo yonke into endiyenzileyo.

Ndilibale phantse yonke enye into, ndiyavuya kwaye ndonwabile kunye naye.

 

Eli nxeba lothando lweNtliziyo yam, elona libuhlungu kuzo zonke, lineziphumo ezimbini ngaxeshanye:

undinika zombini

intlungu ebuhlungu kunye novuyo olukhulu,

ubukrakra obungenakunqandeka kunye    nobumnandi  obungachazekiyo ,

ukufa okubuhlungu nobomi obuzukileyo.

Oku kukugqithisa koThando lwam, olungenakuqondwa kwingqondo edaliweyo.

Kungakanani ukoneliswa yintliziyo yam engakufumananga kwiintlungu zikaMama wam ohlatyiweyo!

 

Inxeba lesibini lokufa kweNtliziyo yam   kukungabi nambulelo  .

 

Ngenxa yokungabi nambulelo, isidalwa

-vimbela ukungena kweNtliziyo yam,

- ithatha isitshixo kunye

-indlu yasefama enenqaba ephindwe kabini.

Emva koko Intliziyo yam idumba ziintlungu kuba ingathanda ukuphalaza iinceba zayo nothando lwayo kwaye ayikwazi.

Uyaphambana aze aphelelwe lithemba lokuba inxeba lakhe liya kuphola. Ukungabi nambulelo kwemiphefumlo kundibangela intlungu yokufa.

 

Inxeba lesithathu lokufa kweNtliziyo yam   yinkani  .

 

Inkani ichitha konke okuhle endikwenzileyo esidalweni.

Ngayo isidalwa sivakalisa ukuba asisandazi kwaye asisengowam. Sisitshixo sesihogo apho umphefumlo ubalekela khona.

Phambi komphefumlo onkani, Intliziyo yam iyawa

Ndivakalelwa kukuba enye yezi ziqwenga iyandiqwenga. Hayi inxeba lokufa liyinkani kwiNtliziyo yam!

 

Ntombi yam, ngena kwiNtliziyo yam kwaye wabelane nam ngala manxeba mathathu. Khuthaza Intliziyo yam ekrazukileyo kwaye kunye sibandezeleka kwaye sithandaze ».

 

Ndangena kwiNtliziyo yakhe.

Hayi indlela ekwakubuhlungu ngayo yaye kwakumnandi ngayo ukubandezeleka nokuthandaza noYesu!

 

Ndawathoba amanxeba kaYesu wam osikelelweyo.

Ekugqibeleni ndiye ndacengceleza iCreed ngenjongo yokungena kubukhulu bentando kaThixo.

- ziphi izenzo zexesha elidlulileyo, langoku kunye nekamva elizayo,

- kunye nezenzo ebekufanele ukuba bazenze kodwa abathi, ngenxa yokungakhathali okanye ukuziphatha kakubi ngabom, abazange bazenze.

 

Ndathi kuYesu:

"Yesu wam, sithandwa sam, ndingena kwintando yakho. Ndifuna, ngenxa yoko ndiyakholwa,

-Yenza izenzo zokholo ezingazenzanga izidalwa;

-ukulungisa amathandabuzo abo e

—ukunika uThixo unqulo olumfaneleyo njengoMdali.”

 

Njengoko ndandithetha oku kunye nezinye izinto ezahlukeneyo, ndaziva

ingqondo yam ilahleka kwintando yobuThixo   e

Ukukhanya kutyala ubukrelekrele bam, apho ndakwazi ukumbona uYesu wam othandekayo.Lo kukhanya kwathetha kakhulu kum. Kodwa ngubani owayenokuthetha yonke into?

Ndivakalelwa kukuba ndiza kuzithetha ngendlela ebhidekileyo kwaye ndiziva ndikulangazelela kakhulu ukwenjenjalo. Ukuba ukuthobela bekuya kuba nokuyekelela ngakumbi, bekungayi kunyanzelisa imibingelelo enjalo kum.

 

"Kodwa wena, bomi bam, ndinike amandla kwaye ungashiyi amahlwempu angazinto ayedwa!"

 

Kubonakala kum ukuba   uYesu wathi kum  :

“Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

Ndifuna ukunazisa kumyalelo weProvience yam.

Rhoqo kwiminyaka engamawaka amabini ndiyalihlaziya ihlabathi.

 

Ekupheleni kweminyaka engamawaka amabini okuqala, ndayihlaziya ngonogumbe.

Ekupheleni kweminyaka engamawaka amabini yesibini ndawuhlaziya ngokuza emhlabeni apho ndabonakalisa ubuntu bam.

Ngaye, njengakwi-lattice, ubuThixo bam buzivumele ukuba buqikeleleke. Oyena ulungileyo nongcwele kwiminyaka engamawaka amabini eyalandela oku kuza

- Ndiphile kwiziqhamo zoBuntu bam e

-Ndiyonwabele kancinci ubuThixo bam.

 

Okwangoku

sisondela ekupheleni kwexesha lesithathu leminyaka engamawaka amabini.

Kuya kubakho ukuvuka okwesithathu  .

Esi sizathu sokudideka ngokubanzi kwangoku, okungekho nto ngaphandle kokulungiswa kohlaziyo lwesithathu.

 

Kweyesibini ndangqina

- into eyenziwa nguBuntu bam kwaye ihlupheke,

-kodwa ndenza kancinci kakhulu ukuba uBuThixo wam wenza ntoni apho.

 

Kolu hlaziyo lwesithathu,

- emva kokuba umhlaba usulungekile e

-ndiya kutshabalalisa inxalenye enkulu yesizukulwana sangoku, ndiya kuba mkhulu ngakumbi kwizidalwa  .

 

Ndiza kufumana uhlaziyo ngokubonisa

-UbuThixo bam benze ntoni ebuntwini bam,

-indlela intando yam yobuThixo esebenze ngayo kwikonsathi kunye nentando yam yomntu,

- indlela yonke into edityaniswe ngayo kum,

-Ndenze njani zonke izinto kwakhona,

-indlela zonke ingcinga zezidalwa zaphinda zenziwa ndim kwaye zatywinwa ngentando yam yobuThixo.

 

Uthando lwam lufuna ukusasazeka ngokwazisa

ukugqithisa okwenziwa buBuThixo bam kuBuntu bam ngokuthanda izidalwa, ukugqithisela okungaphaya koko kunokubonakala kungaphandle.

 

Ke ngoko ndithethe nawe kakhulu malunga nobomi obukwiWill yam, endingazange ndiyibonakalise nakubani na ngaphambili.

 

Ubukhulu becala, babesazi

-isithunzi seNtando yam,

- amagqabantshintshi enceba kunye nobumnandi abuvayo umntu ekuphumezeni. Kodwa

-ngena kuyo,

- Yamkela ubukhulu bayo,

-yandise kunye nam kwaye ungene kuyo yonke indawo,

emhlabeni nasezulwini nasentliziyweni,

-ukulahla iindlela zabantu nokusebenza ngendlela yobuThixo, oku akukaziwa.

 

Ngaphezu koko, kuya kubonakala kungaqhelekanga kwabaninzi.

Abo bangenangqondo ivulekileyo ekukhanyeni kwenyaniso abayi kuqonda nto. Noko ke, kancinci kancinci, ndiya kukuvulela indlela.

-bonisa inyaniso kanye, ngelinye ixesha,

-ukuze sigqibele siqonda into.

 

Umboniso wokuqala woBomi kwintando yam yayingoBuntu bam  .

 

Oku, kukhatshwa bubuThixo bam,

untywiliselwe kwintando yanaphakade   e

uzibambile zonke izenzo   zezidalwa

ukunika uBawo, egameni labo, uzuko lobuthixo kunye nokunika nganye yezenzo zabo ixabiso, Uthando kunye nokwanga kweNtando yanaphakade.

 

Kwinqanaba leNtando yanaphakade, ndibonile

- zonke izinto ezinokuthi zenziwe zizidalwa, kodwa azenzanga,

- kwanemisebenzi yabo emihle engalunganga; Ndenza izinto ebezishiywe kwaye

Ndizenze kwakhona ezo zenziwe ngokungachanekanga.

 

Izenzo azenziwanga kakuhle njengazo zingenzelwanga mna kuphela

 hlala unqunyanyisiwe kwiWill yam 

ndilinde izidalwa eziya kuhlala kwiWill yam ukuba ziphindele kuzo zonke izinto endizenzileyo   .

 

Kwaye ndikunyule njengekhonkco noBuntu bam

ukuze intando yakho, njengokuba inye neyam, iphinde iphinde izenzo zam.

 

Ngaphandle koku, uthando lwam alunakuthululwa ngokupheleleyo.

kwaye ndandingenako ukulufumana uzuko kwizidalwa ngako konke oko ubuThixo bam obukufezile ngoBuntu bam.

 

Ngenxa yoko, injongo yokuqala yeNdalo yayingayi kufezwa.

- esi siphelo sifumaneka kwintando yam kwaye kufuneka sifikelele kwimfezeko yaso apho.

 

Ibingathi ndilichithe lonke iGazi lam kungekho mntu waziyo. Khona ngubani ongandithanda?

Yiyiphi intliziyo eyayiza kushukunyiswa? Akukho mntu!

Akukho ntliziyo uBuntu bam bebungasifumana isiqhamo saso ».

 

Ndamphazamisa ngala mazwi ndathi:

"Sithandwa sam, ukuba ukuhlala kwiNtando yakho yobuThixo kuzisa ukulunga okuninzi, kutheni ungazange uyibonakalise le nyaniso kuqala?"

 

Waqhubeka wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

Kwafuneka ndiyithethe kuqala

- into eyenziwe buBuntu bam kwaye ihlupheke ngaphandle

ukulungisa imiphefumlo ukuba yazi ukuba ubuThixo bam benze ntoni ngaphakathi.

 

Isidalwa asikwazi ukuqonda intsingiselo yezenzo zam kwi-swoop enye. Ngoko ke ndizibonakalisa kancinci kancinci.

Iimbophelelo zezinye izidalwa ziya kudityaniswa kwikhonkco lokuhlangana nam onguye wena.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ndiya kuba neqela lemiphefumlo ephilayo kwintando yam eya kuphinda zonke izenzo zezidalwa.

 

ndiya kuba nozuko

- kuzo zonke izenzo ezikhethekileyo ezenziwe ndim kuphela,

-kwakunye nezo zenziwa zizidalwa,

Olu zuko luphuma kuzo zonke iindidi zezidalwa: iintombi, ababingeleli, amarhamente, elowo ngokwemo yakhe.

 

Le miphefumlo ayisayi kuphinda isebenze ngokwabantu. Kodwa ndibhaptiziwe kwintando yam,

izenzo zabo ziya kubandisa bonke ngendlela yobuThixo ngokupheleleyo.

Ndiya kufumana uzuko olunyulu oluvela kwizidalwa ngeesakramente ezininzi ezenziwayo nezifunyenweyo.

- ngendlela yomntu,

- okanye ihlanjululwe,

-okanye igutyungelwe ludaka lweminqweno yobuqu, ngokunjalo

Ndithi, ngenxa yemisebenzi emininzi emihle, le nto indihlazisayo ngaphezu kokundizukisa kona.

 

Ndinqwenela lukhulu emva kweli xesha. Wena ngokwakho thandaza kwaye utyhafe kunye nam.

Ungalibambi ikhonkco lakho lokuhlangana nam, wena, owokuqala."

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo kwaye malunga neentsuku ezintathu, ndaziva ingqondo yam igxile kuThixo.

UYesu olungileyo undikhokelele izihlandlo ezininzi koyena mntu ungcwele apho ndakwazi ukuqubha kulwandlekazi olukhulu loBuThixo bakhe.

Owu! zingaphi izinto endizibonileyo!

Hayi indlela endikubone ngokucacileyo ngayo konke uBuThixo bakhe akwenzileyo kuBuntu bakhe! Amaxesha amaninzi, phakathi kokumangaliswa kwam,   uYesu wathetha nam  . Phakathi kwezinye izinto, wathi kum:

 

"Uyabona ke, ntombi yam,   ukuba ndithanda kangakanani izidalwa  ?

UbuThixo bam babunomona kakhulu ukuba ndingabuphathisa ukuzaliseka kweNtlawulelo kwisidalwa; ndiye ndazenza inkanuko kum.

 

Akukho sidalwa sasikwazi ukufa

-ngawo onke amaxesha ebekho kwaye kufuneka abekho

wezidalwa ukwazi ukukhanya kwendalo,

ngenxa yezono zonke ezifayo   abazenzayo.

 

UbuThixo bam babufuna ubomi

- kubo bonke ubomi besidalwa e

ngenxa yabo bonke ukufa okubangelwa sisono esinokufa.

 

Ngubani owayenamandla okundinika ukufa okungaka ngaphandle kobuThixo bam?

Ngubani owayenokuba namandla ngokwaneleyo, uthando kunye nokunyamezela ukundibona ndisifa kaninzi ngaphandle kobuThixo bam?

Isidalwa siya kudinwa size sinikezele.

 

Kwaye andiyi kucinga ukuba lo msebenzi woBuThixo wam waqala   emva kwexesha ebomini bam basemhlabeni.

Yaqala ukusuka ekukhawulweni kwam esibelekweni sikaMama owathi, izihlandlo ezininzi, wazazi iimbandezelo zam waza wakuva ukufela ukholo lwam nokufa kwam.

Ngaloo ndlela, kwanasesibelekweni sikaMama, ubuThixo bam badlala indima yokuba ngumbulali wothando.

Ngenxa yothando lwakhe uBuThixo wam wayengaguquguquki kangangokuba ameva, izikhonkwane nemivumbo yayingayeki kuBuntu bam.

 

Ndaweni yaloo miva, izikhonkwane nezikhonkwane, azizange zibe njengezo endazinikwa   zizidalwa eziphilayo ngexesha lembandezelo yam, engandanga.

 

Ukubandezeleka okubangelwa buBuThixo bam kwaphindaphindeka ukugubungela zonke izikreqo: ameva amaninzi njengeengcamango ezimbi, ezininzi izikhonkwane njengezenzo ezingafanelekanga, imivumbo emininzi njengeziyolo ezimbi, iintlungu ezininzi njengezikhubekiso.

Yayilulwandle lokubandezeleka, ameva, izikhonkwane nemivumbo. Phambi kwale Passion endayinikwa nguBuThixo bam

- ebomini bam,

iPasion apho izidalwa zandibeka phantsi kweentsuku zokugqibela zobomi bam yayisisithunzi nje,   ingumfanekiso nje.

 

Nantso indlela endiyithanda ngayo imiphefumlo! Yayibubomi   endandibuhlawulela.

Iimbandezelo zam azinakucingelwa yingqondo edaliweyo.

Ngena ebuThixo bam, ujonge kwaye uchukumise ngezandla zakho oko ndibandezelekileyo.

 

Ngaloo mzuzu, andazi ukuba njani, ndazifumana ndingaphakathi kubukhulu obungcwele. Zamiswa iitrone zobulungisa;

esinye kwisidalwa ngasinye, ekwafuneka uYesu aphendule ngaphambili ngezenzo zezidalwa, ehlawula kwaye ebandezeleka ukufa ngenxa yaso ngasinye.

 

Njengemvana emnandi, uYesu wabulawa zizandla zikaThixo waza wabuyela ebomini waza wabandezeleka ngokufa okungakumbi.

Owu Thixo, oh Thixo! Ezinjani zona ukulinganiswa iintlungu!

Ukufa ukuze ubuyele ebomini kwaye ubuyele ebomini ukuze ufe kwakhona kukufa okukhohlakele ngakumbi!

 

Ndaziva ngathi ndiyafa

ukubona uYesu wam othandekayo ebulawa amaxesha amaninzi.

Bendingathanda ukubasindisa nokuba kube kanye ukufa kwabo bandithanda kangaka! Owu! njengoko ndandiqonda ukuba nguBuThixo kuphela onako

- yenza uYesu omnandi abandezeleke kakhulu e

- ukuqhayisa ngokuthanda amadoda kakhulu, ngeentlungu ezinjalo! Akukho zithunywa zezulu okanye umntu owayenokuba nalo amandla okuthanda ukuya kutsho kobu bugorha. NguThixo kuphela onako. Kodwa ngubani owayenokuthetha yonke into?

 

Umoya wam ombi wawuqubha ngolu hlobo kolu lwandlekazi lokukhanya, uthando nentlupheko, ndashiyeka ndixakiwe ndingazi noba mandihambe njani.

Ukuba uYesu wam onothando wayenganditsalelanga koyena Mntu ungcwele, apho umoya wam wawungaphantsi kwamanzi, ngendingenakukwazi ukwenza yonke into.

 

Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo   wongeza  :

 

" Intombi ethandekayo, osanda kuzalwa ebomini bam,

yiza kwiWill yam kwaye ubone inani lezenzo zam

-abalindileyo kwaye

-ukulindela ukunceda izidalwa.

 

Intando yam mayibe kuwe njengevili eliphambili lewotshi.

Ukuba oku kuyajika, zonke ezinye ziyajika kwaye iwotshi ibetha iyure nemizuzu.

Yonke into iphumela ekuhambeni kwevili eliphambili;

Ukuba eli vili alishukumi, iwotshi iphelelwa yintshukumo. Ivili eliphambili kuwe kufuneka libe yintando yam,

oko kufuneka kunikeze intshukumo kwiingcinga zakho, entliziyweni yakho, kwiminqweno yakho, kuyo yonke into.

 

Ekubeni uMyolelo wam iliZiko

- ngobukho bam, beNdalo nayo yonke into, intshukumo yakho, ephuma kweli ziko,

-inokubuyisela iintshukumo zazo zonke izidalwa.

 

Uya kuzisa izenzo zomntu wonke phambi kwetrone yam, ethatha indawo nganye.

Ngoko ke, lumka.

Umsebenzi wakho mkhulu kwaye ungcwele ngokupheleleyo ".

 

Ndidibene ngokupheleleyo kuYesu wam othandekayo

Ndenze yonke into ukuba ndingene kwintando yakhe yobuThixo, ngenjongo yokuba

- ndinamathele kuThando lwam lwanaphakade e

-ukuba akuve ukukhala kwam kwamihla yonke.

 

Ndandifuna ukumilisela uthando lwam oluncinci nolwexeshana kuThando lwakhe olungenasiphelo nolungunaphakade.

- mnike uthando olungenasiphelo, ukulungiswa okungapheliyo kunye

-ukubuyisela yonke into, njengoko wandifundisayo.

 

Ndithe ndisenza oku,   uYesu  wam othandekayo  weza ngokukhawuleza   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, ndilambile kakhulu!"

Emva koko wangathi uthatha iibhola ezimhlophe emlonyeni wam wazitya.

Emva koko, ngokungathi ufuna ukwanelisa ngokupheleleyo indlala yakhe, wangena entliziyweni yam.

Wathabatha ngezandla zombini, wathabatha imvuthuluka ezininzi, ezinkulu nezincinane, wadla ngokubawa.

Uthe ke, wangathi utyile, woyama ebhedini yam, wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, xa umphefumlo uzifaka kwintando yam kwaye undithanda, undivalela emphefumlweni wawo.

Ngenxa yothando lwakhe,

- Uzoba izinto ezindivalelayo e

- undenzela undwendwe.

Ukubandezeleka, ukulungiswa, njl., kwenza iindwendwe

-ukundinika umthendeleko e

- ukuze ndikwazi ukuzondla ngendlela yobuThixo, endifaneleyo.

 

Nje ukuba ndibone imikhosi isenza kuye, ndiya kuyithabatha

-ukutya kuyo e

- ukwanelisa indlala yam engapheliyo, ukulambela kwam ukufumana uthando lothando lwezidalwa.

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo unokundixelela ukuba: ‘Unxibelelana nam kwaye nam ndinxibelelana nawe’”.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Yesu, iindwendwe zam zezakho. Ndisenalo ityala lakho."

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Kwabo bandithanda ngokwenene, andazi okanye ndifuna ukugcina ingxelo. Ngeendwendwe zam zoMthendeleko, nguYesu lo ndikunika wona.

Ngemikhosi yakho, nguYesu ondinikayo. Uyafuna ukuyibona?"

Ndathi ewe.

 

Ngoko wolula isandla sakhe entliziyweni yam waza wathatha enye yeebhola ezimhlophe ezikuyo. Wayiqhekeza ukuze ayivule, kwaye, ngaphakathi.

Kwaphuma omnye uYesu.

 

Emva koko, wathi:

"Ubonile? Hayi indlela endivuya ngayo xa isidalwa sidibene nam! Ndenzeleni imikhosi emininzi kwaye ndiza kuniphakela.

 

Uya kundihlaziya ukwaneliseka, uzuko nothando

-endinamava kwiziko le-Ekaristi, xa ndandinxibelelana ».

 

Ndizoqhubeka nale ndiyibhale nge29 kaJanuwari. Ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

"Kungenzeka njani ukuba ndibe likhonkco lesibini kunye noBuntu bakho?

 

Kukho imiphefumlo ethandwa kakhulu kuwe

ukuba andifanelekanga nokuba phantsi kweenyawo zabo.

Okokuqala kukho umama wakho ongahlukaniyo

nto leyo ikwindawo yokuqala kuyo yonke ingqiqo.

Kubonakala kum, Sithandwa sam esithandekayo, ukuba ufuna ukuqhula nam.

Yiba nokuba kunjalo, ngenxa yenkohlakalo ekhohlakeleyo yomphefumlo wam, ndinyanzeliswa ngokuthobela okungcwele ukuba ndibeke oku ephepheni. Yesu wam, jonga ukubulawa kwam!

 

Ndithe ndisatsho njalo,   uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum  , endiphulula:

"Ntombi yam, ukhathazeke ngantoni? Asingomkhwa wam?

-ukuqokelela uthuli e

-ukwenza imimangaliso emikhulu yobabalo? Lonke uzuko lukum.

 

Okukhona usiba buthathaka kwaye usiba mncinci umbandela, kokukhona ndizukiswa ngakumbi.

 

Umama yena yena akanandima yesibini

-eluthandweni lwam, kwintando yam,

kodwa yenza iqhina elinye kum.

 

Yonke imiphefumlo ithandeka kakhulu kum. Kodwa oku akukhupheli ngaphandle

-ukuba ndikhethe enye okanye enye kumsebenzi ophezulu e

- endifuna ukumnika ubungcwele obuyimfuneko ukuze ndiphile kwiWill yam.

 

Enkosi kwakungeyomfuneko kwabanye

ukuba andikubizanga ukuba ndiphile kubungcwele beNtando yam iyimfuneko kuwe othe ngenxa yesi sizathu ndinyule   kwaphakade.

 

Kula maxesha alusizi ndikunyule ukuze, ngokuhlala kwintando yam, undinike

- uthando lukaThixo,

- ukulungiswa kobuthixo kunye nokwaneliseka, akukho ndawo

kunasemiphefumloni ehlala kwiNtando yam.

 

Ngala maxesha, uThando lwam kunye neWill yam bafuna ndisasaze ngakumbi ngoThando. Ngaba andikhululekanga ukwenza into endiyifunayo?

Ngaba umntu unokundinqanda? Isithoba!

Ngoko yehlisa umoya kwaye uthembeke kum. "

 

Ndithe ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, kwafika uYesu wam osoloko enobubele.

Ebambe izandla zam ngokuqinileyo kweyakhe, wathi kum ngobubele obukhulu:

 

"   Intombi yam,

ndixelele, uyafuna ukuhlala kwiWill yam?

Ngaba uyavuma ukuba likhonkco lesibini noBuntu bam? Ngaba uyalwamkela uthando lwam njengolwakho, intando yam njengobomi?

Uyavuma ukwabelana ngeembandezelo ezenziwe kuBuntu bam ngobuThixo bam, endisiva isidingo esingenakuthintelwa.

kungekuphela nje ukwazisa   ,

kodwa nokwabelana nesidalwa - kangangoko kunokwenzeka?

Ndingenza kuphela ezi zinto zaziwe kwaye ndabelane ngazo nomntu omnye

ohlala kwiNtando yam   ,

ophila ngokupheleleyo kuThando lwam   .

 

Intombazana yakho

ngumkhwa wam ukubuza 'ewe' wesidalwa ukuze ndikwazi ukusebenza ngokukhululekileyo nayo. "

 

Wathula ngathi ulinde "FIAT" yam.

Ndothuka ndamxelela: "Yesu, ubomi bam, intando yakho yeyam. Nguwe wedwa odibanisa imiyolelo yethu emibini kwaye wenze i-fiat kuyo.

Kwakhona, ndimanyene nawe, ndithi "ewe". Ndicela undenzele inceba.

Usizi lwam lukhulu kwaye, ngenxa yokuba uyayifuna, ndithi: 'FIAT, FIAT' ".

 

Owu! indlela endaziva nditshatyalalisiwe ndaza ndatyunyuzwa kubunzulu bokungabikho kwam, ngakumbi ukususela ngoko

- akukho nto mna

Ubiziwe ukuba uhlale kuyo yonke into!

 

UYesu wam omnandi wadibanisa imiyolelo yethu emibini kwaye wakrola igama elithi FIAT. U "ewe" wam ungene kwintando kaThixo.

Ekubeni yayibiziwe kuye, yavela

-ewe njengomntu,

 - kodwa ewe kaThixo.

Iphindaphindwe   ngo

-joyina zonke izidalwa,

- bazise bonke kuYesu kwaye

- ukulungisa ngokundilisekileyo ukwala abajikela kuYesu wam omnandi.

 

Yaphawulwa ngetywina kunye namandla eNtando yobuThixo, engavakaliswanga ngenxa yoloyiko okanye umdla kubungcwele bomntu,

kodwa kuphela

-zifake kwintando kaYesu,

-sebenzela okulungileyo kwindalo yonke e

-ukunikela kuYesu, egameni lakhe ngamnye,

uzuko lobuthixo, uthando lobuthixo kunye nembuyekezo yobuthixo. UYesu wam onobubele wayebonakala onwabile ngalo "ewe"   kangangokuba wathi kum  :

“Ngoku ndifuna ukukuhombisa ndikunxibise njengam

-ukuze "ewe" wakho ajoyine eyam

-ukwenza umsebenzi wam phambi koBunene obunguNaphakade."

 

Wandinxibisa ke wangathi undifanisa noBuntu bakhe, saye sazibonakalisa phambi koBungangamsha banaphakade.

Kodwa obu Bungangamsha bubonakala kum bukukuKhanya okungafikelelekiyo, okukhulu kakhulu nobuhle obungacingelekiyo, apho yonke into yayixhomekeke kubo.

 

Bendilahlekile kuye kwaye, xa kuthelekiswa, kwabona Buntu bukaYesu wam babubonakala buncinci kum.

 

Isenzo esilula sokungena koku kuKhanya senza umntu onwabe kwaye ahonjiswe. Andazi ukuba ndingaqhubeka njani ndibhala ngayo.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum  :

 

"Ngobukhulu bentando yam ndinqula amandla angadalwanga kunye nam. Ke, ingendim kuphela,

kodwa nomnye umntu,   isidalwa esingumntu,

uya kumnqula ngendlela yobuthixo Lowo wadala yonke into noxhomekeke kuye yonke into. Kwaye oku, egameni labo bonke abazalwana noodade bakhe kwizizukulwana ngezizukulwana ».

 

Hayi indlela ekwakuchulumancisa ngayo ukunqula kunye noYesu! Siye saphindaphindeka kumntu wonke.

Sizimise phambi kwetrone kaYehova

-indlela yokuyikhusela kwabo bangabuqapheliyo ubungangamsha banaphakade okanye bade bayithuke.

Senza indlela yethu

- ukuze kulungelwe bonke e

-ukwazisa bonke ubungangamsha obuPhakamileyo.

 

Ndazenza nezinye izinto kunye noYesu, kodwa andazi ukuba ndingazichaza njani.

Ingqondo yam ithatha ibeka kwaye ayikwazi ukundinika amagama. Ngoko ke, andiqhubeki.

 

Ukuba uYesu uyavuma, ndiza kubuyela kwesi sihloko.

Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wandibuyisela emzimbeni wam. Kodwa ingqondo yam yahlala inamathele kwinqaku lanaphakade apho ndandingenako ukuphuma kuyo.

"Yesu, ndincede ndihambelane neenceba zakho, ndincede intombi yakho, intlantsi yakho encinci!"

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndandikhangele phambili kuYesu wam owayesoloko enobubele

 

Weza, ezele kukulunga, wathi kum.

"Ntombi yam ethandekayo, uya kuza kwiNtando yam

ukuba nizenze ngokobuthixo izinto ezininzi, abaya kuzo abazalwana benu;

kwakunye nokuguqulela kumyalelo wobuthixo abanye abaninzi   abenziwe ngokobuntu, kwanabo babizwa ngokuba   ziingcwele.

 

Yonke into ndiyenze ngokomyalelo wobuthixo, kodwa andkaneliseki.

 

Ndifuna

ukuba isidalwa singene kwintando yam kwaye, ngendlela yobuThixo,

-utshata izenzo zam kwaye

- ithatha indawo yonke, njengoko ndenzayo.

Yiza! Ndiyifuna kakhulu!

 

Ndiyabhiyoza xa ndibona

isidalwa singena kwindawo engcwele apho, kunye nam,

- ebathabathel' indawo bonke abazalwana bakhe ngendlela yobuthixo e

-ukuba uyamthanda kwaye ulungisa egameni lomntu wonke.

Emva koko andisaziboni izinto zomntu kuye, kodwa ezam.

 

Ukusuka kwakhe,

-Uthando lwam luyaphakama kwaye luphindaphindeke,

-ulungiso luphindaphindeka ngokungenasiphelo e

- ii substitutions zingcwele.

 

Olunjani lona uvuyo! Elinjani lona itheko!

Abangcwele nabo bazimanya nam babhiyozele. Ndiya kuyilangazelela

ukuba omnye wabo uguqule izenzo zakhe kumyalelo wobuthixo,

-abangcwele ngokohlobo lomntu,

-kodwa okwangoku akukabikho kucwangco lobuthixo.

Bathandazela ukuba ngoko nangoko ndizise izidalwa kule ndawo yobungcwele e

ukuba ngale ndlela zonke izenzo zabo

ukuntywiliselwa kwintando kaThixo   e

ephawulwe ngophawu   lweNkosi.

Ndenzela wonke umntu. Ngoku ndifuna ukuba wenzele wonke umntu.” Emva kokuba nditshilo, ndathi kuye:

“Yesu wam amazwi akho ayandibhida.

Ndiyazi ukuba wanele ngento yonke kwaye yonke into yeyakho. "

 

Uqhube wathi: "Ewe oko kwanele kum kwinto yonke nakubantu bonke. Kodwa andikhululekanga

- khetha isidalwa kunye

-ukumnika le ndima ecaleni kwam   ,

- ukwenza ukuba yanele kumntu   wonke?

 

Ngapha koko, yintoni oyikhathaleleyo ukuba yonke into yeyam? Andikwazi ukukunika okukokwam   ?

Ndikunika yonke into ukuze ndaneliseke ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ukuba awuhambelani kwaye awuvumi,

 awundithandi _ 

ndingcatshe lo mxokelelwane wenceba ndiwubeke kuwe ngenxa yesi   sizathu.

 

Ndiye ndangena kuYesu ndenza lento ebeyenza.

Owu! ndayibona ngokucacileyo yonke into awayesandul’ ukundixelela yona uYesu! Ndaye ndanda kuye kubo bonke, nakubangcwele.

 

Kodwa, emva kokuba ndibuyele emzimbeni wam, amathandabuzo avuka kum.

 

UYesu   wathi kum:

"Isenzo esinye sentando yam, nokuba okomzuzwana, sigcwele ubomi bokudala.

Kwaye nabani na ophethe uMyolelo wam unako, ngephanyazo,

nika ubomi kuyo yonke into e

gcina   yonke into.

 

Kwintando yam ufumana ilanga

- ubukho, - ukukhanya, - ukulondolozwa komhlaba,

- ubomi bezidalwa.

 

Yini na ke ukuba uthandabuze?

Ndinenkundla yam eZulwini kwaye ndifuna enye emhlabeni.

Ungaqikelela ukuba ngubani oza kwenza le nkundla?"

 

Ndaphendula: "Imiphefumlo ephila kwiWill yakho".

 

Uthe:

"Itshiwo kakuhle.

Yimiphefumlo eya kuthi, ngaphandle kwesithunzi sokufuna ubungcwele bobuqu kodwa eyahlulelwe ngokupheleleyo, iphilele ingenelo yabazalwana.

Le miphefumlo yenza ikhorasi enye kunye neZulu ".

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo wabe uYesu ekunye nam.

Ngesinye isikhathi wazibonakalisa ekwimo yomntwana kwaye, kwelinye, ngendlela yokubethelela.

 

Endiguqulele kuYe  , wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ngena ebuThixo bam kwaye uqubhe kwintando yam yanaphakade. Uya kufumana aMandla okudala kwakweso senzo sokuseta umatshini omkhulu wendalo iphela.

Yonke into edaliweyo kwakufuneka ibekho

- intambo yothando,

-umjelo wenceba phakathi koBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo kunye nezidalwa.

 

Kodwa ngebengazange banikele ngqalelo.

-kule mixokelelwane yothando kunye

-kule mijelo yobabalo.

 

Ngenxa yoko, uThixo ngewayeyirhoxise iNdalo eyayingayi kuxatyiswa zizidalwa.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ekubeni ubuntu bam bebuya kubuxabisa kakuhle kwaye,

-ukuba egameni lezinto zonke ezidaliweyo nezabantu bonke,

Wayeza kunikela eNkosini lonke umbulelo kunye nalo lonke uthando olulindelekileyo,

-Akazange avume ukunqandwa ngamacala amabi abanye abantwana bakhe.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ngenxa yokwaneliseka kwakhe okukhulu, wawutyhila isibhakabhaka,

ukuhombisa ngeenkwenkwezi ezingenakubalwa, ezithandekayo kunye   neentlobo   ngeentlobo

ezinokuthi zifane nemijelo yothando phakathi koBuntu bam kunye noMntu oPhakamileyo.

INkosi yasibona isibhakabhaka.

Uyavuyiswa kukubona iimvisiswano zakhe zentsomi kunye nonxibelelwano lothando aya kulugcina phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba.

 

Waqhubeka

ukudala ngegama elilula ilanga njengomlomo osisigxina woBuntu obuPhakamileyo,

- ukuyixhobisa ngokukhanya kunye nobushushu,

- ukuyibeka phakathi kweZulu noMhlaba

ikwazi ukulawula, ukuchumisa, ukufudumeza kunye nokukhanyisa yonke into.

 

Ngeliso lalo eliqaqambileyo neliphengululayo, ilanga libonakala lisithi kubo bonke abantu: “Ndingoyena mshumayeli ugqibeleleyo woBume boBuThixo.

Ndijonge kwaye uya kuyibona:

Ungukukhanya okuphakamileyo kunye noThando olungenasiphelo. Inika ubomi kuyo yonke into;

Ayifuni nto; akukho bani unokulichukumisa.

 

Ndijonge kwaye uya kuyiqonda.

Ndisisithunzi sakhe, imbonakalo yobungangamsha bakhe, nesithethi sakhe esihlala sihleli.”

 

Owu! zeziphi iilwandlekazi zothando nobudlelwane ezithe zavuleka phakathi koBuntu bam kunye noBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo!

 

Ngaloo ndlela, yonke into oyibonayo, kwaneyona ntyatyambo incinane emasimini, iliqhina lothando phakathi kwesidalwa noMdali.

Ngoko ke kwakufanelekile ukuba lo wokugqibela alindele umbulelo nothando olukhulu kwizidalwa.

 

UBuntu bam buthathe yonke into.

Wawaqonda kwaye wawanqula Amandla okudala egameni labo bonke. Kodwa, ebusweni bokulunga okungaka, Uthando lwam alwaneli.

 

Ndifuna nezinye izidalwa

-qonda,

-injani i

-uthando

la mandla okudala

kwaye kangangoko kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa,

-ukuba nenxaxheba kolu lwalamano uYehova alusasaze kwindalo iphela e

-nika imbeko kuMandla okudala egameni labo bonke.

 

Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba ngoobani abanokuhlawula ezi rhafu? Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiWill yam.

Nje ukuba bangene kwiThanda lam, bafumana kuYo zonke izenzo zoBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo.

Kwaye ekubeni intando yam ifumaneka kuyo yonke into nakuyo yonke into, ezi zenzo

-zande kuyo yonke into nakuyo yonke into kwaye

- unako ukunika uzuko, imbeko, ukunqula kunye nothando egameni labo bonke ».

 

Khange ndikwazi ukutsho ukuba yenziwa njani lento ndangena kuleNtando yobuNtu.Bendihlala ndikunye noYesu wam othandekayo, ndibona ubungangamsha bendalo.

Owu Thixo, olunjani lona uthando!

Yonke into edaliweyo ifunyenwe

-umfanekiso wothando,

- isitshixo sokunxibelelana noMdali e

-intetho engathethiyo ukuthetha kakuhle ngoThixo, kodwa ukuthetha nabani?

Kwisidalwa esingenambulelo!

 

Ingqondo yam encinci yalahleka xa ndibona

- iindlela ezininzi zokunxibelelana noMdali,

-Uthando olukhulu oluphuma kuyo e

isidalwa esigqala zonke ezi zinto njengezasemzini.

 

Mna noYesu, sisanda ngokwahlukeneyo;

- sanqula, sabulela kwaye saqaphela amandla okudala egameni lomntu wonke.

 

Ngaloo ndlela uYehova walufumana uzuko olufanele kuye ngenxa yeNdalo. Emva koko uYesu wanyamalala ndazalisa umzimba wam.

 

Ndaqhubeka ngokwesiqhelo. UYesu onoyolo weza   kum wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

awukathethi nto ngokudalwa komntu,

yena, umsebenzi wobugcisa   weNdalo

athe uYehova wayiphosa kulo lonke uthando lwakhe, nobuhle bakhe, nokwazi kwakhe, kungekuthontsi nje, kodwa kwaba   semilanjeni.

 

Ngokugqithisela kothando lwakhe, wazibeka embindini womntu. Noko ke, wayefuna ukufumana ikhaya elimfaneleyo Yena.

Wenza ntoni ke ngoko?

Ngokuphefumla kwakhe onamandla onke,   wamdala “  ngokomfanekiso wakhe nangokufana naye”.

(Gen, 1,26),

ukumnika zonke iimpawu zayo, ezilungele   izidalwa,

emenza   uThixo omncinci.

Yonke into oyibonayo kwiNdalo ayiyonto kwaphela xa ithelekiswa nomntu.

 

Owu! Zingaphi na isibhakabhaka esihle, iinkwenkwezi namalanga awunike umphefumlo wakhe! Ubuhle obuninzi obahlukeneyo kunye nokuhambelana!

Wayifumana le ndoda intle kangangokuba wayithanda.

 

Enomona ngobu buchule awayesandul’ ukubudala, waba ngumgcini wakhe waza wayithabatha ngokuthi:

“  Ndikudalele yonke into.

Ndikunika urhulumente wezinto zonke

Yonke into iya kuba yeyakho kwaye wena uya kuba ngowam.

 

Nangona kunjalo, awuyi kukwazi ukuqonda yonke into:

- iilwandle zoThando oyinto yakho,

- Ubudlelwane bakho obubodwa kunye nobudlelwane obusondeleyo noMdali wakho e

-ukufana kwakho noMdali wakho."

 

Ah! ntombi yentliziyo yam,

ukuba ibisazi isidalwa (umntu).

-Umhle kangakanani umphefumlo wakhe,

- zingaphi iimpawu zobuthixo enazo e

- hayi indlela elizidlula ngayo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ngobuhle, amandla nokukhanya!

 

Kunokuthiwa umphefumlo wakhe unguThixo omncinci kunye nendalo encinane. Owu! ukuba wayeyiqonda,

- ungaxabisa kangakanani ngaphezulu e

ebengayi kungcoliswa sisono;

- ubuhle obunqabileyo obunjalo,

-i-prodigy emele i-Creative Power!

 

Kodwa

- phantse ukungazi kangangoko ekujonga e

isidalwa siyaqhubeka singcoliswa zizinto eziliwaka ezicekisekayo,

- ngaloo ndlela ebonisa umsebenzi woMdali wakhe,

- kakhulu kangangokuba kunzima ukuqaphela.

 

Cinga ukuba yintoni intlungu yam.

Ngena kwiNtando yam uze nam phambi kwetrone kaYehova

-bathabathel' indawo bonke abazalwana bakho abangenambulelo   kwaye

-ukuthatha indawo yabo izenzo zokuqaphela abafanele bazibhekise   kuMdali wabo ”.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ngephanyazo, sazifumana siphambi kowongamileyo. Egameni labo bonke, siye savakalisa kuye

-uthando lwethu, umbulelo wethu kunye nokudumisa kwethu,

kuqwalaselo

- yokuba usidale ngokugqithisela koThando kunye

-kuba usinike iimpawu ezininzi.

 

Xa ifika,

UYesu osikelelekileyo phantse esoloko endibiza

- ukulungiswa okanye

- ukumisela izenzo zobuThixo endaweni yezenzo zezidalwa.

 

Namhlanje uthe kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

elinjani lona ivumba elibi eliphumayo emhlabeni! Uyandinyanzela ukuba ndimbaleke.

Wena, nangona kunjalo, ungandiphathela umoya omtsha. Uyazi njani?

Ukwenza kwiWill yam.

 

Xa usenza kwintando yam,

-undinika umoya ongcwele apho ndikwazi ukuphefumla, ngaloo ndlela ndifumana indawo emhlabeni.

 

Kwaye njengoko iWill yam   ijikeleza yonke indawo, ndiwuva umoya ondenzela wona kuyo yonke indawo  . Ugxothe umoya ombi endiwunikwa zizidalwa".

 

Kamva wabuya waza wongeza:

 

"Ntombi yam,   ubumnyama obunjani!

 

Umhlaba ubonakala kum ugutyungelwe ngengubo emnyama. Kumnyama kangangokuba izidalwa aziboni.

-okanye baziimfama

okanye akukho ukukhanya ukubona.

Andifuni mna kuphela uMoya kaThixo, kodwa ndifunele ukukhanya.

 

Ngokulandelayo

Yanga izenzo zakho zingaqhubeka ziqhutywa kwiNtando yam. Abayi kubumba iAria kuphela kuYesu wakho,

kodwa kwanokokuKhanya.

 

Uya kuba sisenzo sam,

-umfanekiso woThando lwam kunye nokuKhanya kwam.

 

ngokwenene, ndisebenza kwiNtando yam,

 uya kundimisela iminquba . 

Ngeengcinga zakho, iminqweno yakho, amazwi akho, imbuyekezo yakho kunye nezenzo zakho zothando, imikhosi emininzi iya kukhutshwa nguwe, ingcwaliswe yintando yam.

 

Owu! yhini uthando lwam oluya kulufumana ngale ndlela!

Ndiza kukwazi ukulawula zonke izinto, ngaphandle kokuziva ndithintelekile. Ndiya kuba nayo yonke iminquba endiyifunayo.

Ababuki zindwendwe baya kuba bengenakubalwa.

Ngawo onke amaxesha siya kunxibelelana kunye kwaye ndiya kukhwaza: "Inkululeko, inkululeko!

Yizani nonke kwiNtando yam ukuze ndonwabele inkululeko yokwenyani! "

 

Ngaphandle kweNtando yam, mingaphi imiqobo engadibananga nomphefumlo! KwiWill yam, kwelinye icala, ufumana inkululeko.

Umphefumlo unokundithanda kangangoko ufuna kwaye ndiyawuxelela:

 

“  Shiya okuseleyo komntu kuwe, thatha oko kungcwele.

Andinamona okanye andinamona ngezinto zam, ndifuna uthatha yonke into. Ndithande kakhulu. Thatha lonke uthando lwam.

Gcina amandla am nobuhle bam.

Okukhona uthatha, kokukhona uYesu wakho uya konwaba ngakumbi”.

 

Umhlaba undinike iminquba embalwa. Ababuki zindwendwe baphantse ukubalwa. Kukwakho neendawo ezingcwele, nokungahloneli Thixo.

 

Owu! Uthando lwam lukhubeke kwaye luthintelekile! Kwintando yam, nangona kunjalo, akukho nto isithintelo.

Akukho sithunzi sesikhubekiso kwaye isidalwa siyandinika

-Uthando lukaThixo,

-Ulungiso olungcwele e

-umdlalo opheleleyo.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ekunye nam, uthabathel’ indawo ezo zezidalwa ngezenzo zobuthixo ukulungisa bonke ububi bentsapho yoluntu.

Ke lumka kwaye ungayishiyi indawo (indawo) apho ndifuna khona. "

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndantywiliselwa ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo.

UYesu wam osoloko elungile weza kwaye, endicinezela entliziyweni yakhe, wathi kum:

"Ulizibulo lentombi yeNtando yam. Hayi indlela oxabiseke ngayo kum! Kangangokuba ndikulungiselele   iEden yobuthixo  .

- ngokungafaniyo nabazali bakho bokuqala ababebekwe kwi-Eden yasemhlabeni.

 

Kule Eden yasemhlabeni, umanyano phakathi kookhokho yayiluluntu. Babenokonwaba

-yeyona nto imnandi emhlabeni kwaye,

-kwimizuzu ethile, yoBukho bam.

 

Kwi-Eden yobuthixo, umanyano lungokobuthixo  . Ingaba uyayithanda

- olona lonwabo luhle lwasezulwini e

-yoBukho bam kangangoko ufuna.

 

Ndim ubomi bakho kwaye siya kwabelana kunye

-iilekese,

-uvuyo kunye,

- ukuba kuyimfuneko, ukubandezeleka.

 

E-Eden yasemhlabeni,

- utshaba lwalukwazi ukuqhekeza kwaye isono sokuqala senziwe. Kwi-Eden eNgcwele, umnyango uvaliwe

esihogweni ngeenkanuko kunye   nobuthathaka.

Usathana akafuni kuzibonakalisa apho esazi ukuba iWill yam iyakumtshisa ngaphezu komlilo wesihogo. Kwa ukuziva kweWill yam kumxabanisa.

 

Ngaphaya koko

izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam zininzi, azinasiphelo kwaye zingunaphakade. Bamkela yonke into kunye nawo wonke umntu! "

 

Ndayiphazamisa ndathi:

"Sthandwa,

Okukhona uthetha nam ngentando kaThixo, kokukhona ndibhideka kwaye ndoyika. Ndijongene nentshabalalo kangangokuba ndiziva nditshatyalalisiwe kwaye ndingakwazi kwaphela ukuhambelana   nezicwangciso zakho. "

 

Egcwele ububele, waphinda wathi:

«  Yintando yam etshabalalisa umntu kuwe.

Endaweni yokoyika, kufuneka uziphose kubukhulu balo. Izicwangciso zam ngawe zinkulu, zinobungangamsha, nobungcwele.

 

Owona msebenzi weNdalo usemva koBomi kwiNtando yam. Obu Bomi asibobantu kodwa bobuThixo.

Okona kuthululwa okukhulu koThando lwam,

-olu Thando ndiluphalazayo kwabo bandithandayo.

 

Ndiyakubiza kwiWill yam

ukuze ningabikho, ningabi nakuzaliseka, noko kukokwenu.

 

Intombazana yakho

-ungaphazamisi isenzo sikaYesu wakho ngoloyiko lwakho. Qhubeka neenqwelomoya zakho apho ndikubizela khona."

 

Ndothuswe yinto awandixelela yona uYesu wam ngentando yakhe   yobuThixo kwaye ndacinga:

"Kwenzeka njani ukuba umphefumlo uza kuhlala ngakumbi eZulwini kunasemhlabeni?"

 

 Weza   uYesu  wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam into engenzekiyo kwesi sidalwa inokwenzeka kakhulu kum. Liyinene elithi le yeyona nto ibalaseleyo yobugorha bam nothando lwam, kodwa xa ndifuna into ndingayenza.

 

Into ebonakala inzima kuwe ilula kum.

Nangona kunjalo

-Ndifuna "ewe" wesidalwa kunye

- imele iziboleke njengomthwebeba othambileyo kuyo yonke into endifuna ukuyenza ngayo.

 

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba ngaphambi kokubiza isidalwa ukuba siphile ngokuqinisekileyo kwintando yam,

-  Ndimbiza rhoqo kuqala,

-Ndimhlutha yonke into, e

- Ndiza kumbeka ngokusebenzisa ezinye uhlobo isigwebo.

 

Enyanisweni, kwi-Will yam

- akukho ndawo yokugweba;

zonke aziguquki kum.

 

Ayiyiyo yonke into engena kwiNtando yam ephantsi kwesigwebo. Andikhe ndizigwebe.

 

Ngokufuthi  ndisenza isidalwa sife emzimbeni ndize ndisibuyisele ebomini  .

Uphila ngokungathi akaphilanga.

 

Intliziyo yakhe iseZulwini kwaye ukuphila emhlabeni kokona kufel’ ukholo okukhulu.

Kukangaphi ndingayenzanga nawe.

Kukwakho netyathanga leenceba zam, lokundwendwela kwam ngokuphindaphindiweyo (njengabaninzi endininike yona).

 

Yonke into ibikukulungiselela ukuba uphile kulwandlekazi olukhulu lweNtando yam. Ngoko ungazami ukugxeka, kodwa   qhubeka  . "

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wanditsala ngamandla

- enzonzobileni engaqondakaliyo yentando yakhe.

 

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, khangela

- indlela uBuntu bam obahlanjwa ngayo kwintando kaThixo e

-ufanele undixelise njani."

 

Ngelo xesha kum kwabonakala ngathi ndibona ilanga elinjengelo liqaqambile elundini phayaa, kodwa elikhulu ngokwaneleyo ukuba linokugqithisa umhlaba uphela.

Akuchazwa ukuba yaphelela phi. Imitha yayo yehla inyuka.

Bavelisa imvisiswano emangalisayo kwaye bangena kuyo yonke indawo.

 

Embindini weli langa, ndabona uBuntu beNkosi yethu. Wayesitya eli langa, ubomi bakhe bonke.

Wafumana yonke into kuye, wambuyisela kuye. Njengemvula eluncedo,

eli langa liye lagalela phezu kwayo yonke intsapho yoluntu. Onjani wona ukumangalisa umbono!

 

Emva koko, uYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum  :

 

"Uyibonile indlela   endifuna ngayo?"

Ilanga limele iWill   yam

apho uBuntu bam buzihlamba ngokwawo njengoko bunjalo. Ndifumana yonke into kwiWill yam

Akungeni kutya   kum

- hayi ingcinga, igama okanye umoya ongaveli kwintando yam   .

 

Kufanelekile ke ngoko ukuba ambuyisele konke.

 

Ke ndifuna ube sembindini wentando yam,

eniya kuthi nizondle ngazo kuphela.

 

Lumka ungatyi okunye ukutya. Uya kuphulukana nobuhandiba bakho.

Uya kuthoba isidima sakho njengokumkanikazi ogobayo

-ukuthatha ukutya okumdaka, okungafanelekanga kuye.

 

Ngaphezu koko, oko ukuthabathileyo kufuneka ubuye kwaoko, ukuze   namkele kum kuphela, nibuye nindibuyise.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ke kuya kwenziwa imvisiswano phakathi kwam nawe.

 

Ndandikwimeko ehlwempuzekileyo xa uYesu wam othandekayo wathi gqi ngokufutshane. Undibeke kufutshane neNtliziyo yakhe wandixelela:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ukuba bekungashukumi umhlaba, kungekho zintaba;

wayeya kulivuyela ilanga ngakumbi, kuba wayesoloko esemini emaqanda.

 

Ubushushu bayo buya kufana yonke indawo kwaye, ngenxa yoko, buya kuba neziqhamo ezingakumbi.

Ekubeni isoloko ishukuma kwaye yenziwe ziindawo eziphakamileyo neziphantsi, ayikufumani ukukhanya nobushushu belanga ngokufanayo.

 

Inxalenye yomgangatho wayo ihlala imnyama kube kanye kwaye enye inxalenye kwakhona. Ezinye iindawo zifumana ukukhanya okuncinane kakhulu.

 

Amasimi amaninzi ahlala eyinkqantosi ngenxa yeentaba ezithintela ukukhanya nobushushu belanga ukuba bungene nzulu kuzo.

Kwaye zingaphi ezinye izinto ezingeloncedo!

 

Intombazana yakho

umphefumlo ongahlaliyo kwiThanda lam ukumfanekiso womphezulu osemhlabeni. Izenzo zakhe zobuntu zimenza ahlale eshukuma.

Ubuthathaka, ukuthanda kunye neziphene

-iintaba e

- ukuzika

apho iilari ze-vice zenziwe.

Ukushukuma kwayo kubangela kwiindawo zayo zobumnyama nokubanda.

Ukukhanya okuncinci kuphela okufika kuye njengoko iintaba zeminqweno yakhe zimthintela.

Zingaphi iintsizi!

Endaweni yoko umphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam uhlala ungashukumi.

Intando yam ithoba iintaba zeenkanuko zayo ukuze ithotywe ngokupheleleyo.

Ngaloo ndlela ilanga leNtando yam likhanya kuye njengoko lifuna. Akukho ndawo zifihlakeleyo apho ukukhanya kwawo kungakhanyi.

Kutheni ke ukuba umangaliswe kukuba ndiwubuyisela umphefumlo ophila kwiNtando yam?

-santo ngosuku olunye

iminyaka elikhulu kuphela kumphefumlo ongaphiliyo apho?

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam ndaza ndabona umntu ongasekhoyo owayekhe wandivuma.

 

Le ngcinga ilandelayo yathi qatha engqondweni yam:

"Ngale nto ungamxeleli ngayo umthetheli, mbuze ukuba unyanzelekile na ukuba uyithethe kwaye uyibhale phantsi".

 

Ndiye ndambuza umbuzo.

Waphendula wathi: "Ngokuqinisekileyo, kufuneka!" Emva koko wongeza wathi:

Wakhe wandenzela inceba entle, ukuba ubusazi;

- okulungileyo okwenzileyo kum,

-ukuhlaziyeka endikuvileyo e

-iminyaka owandithatha ngayo!"

 

Ndathi: "Andikhumbuli.

Ndikhumbuze ukuba bekunjani ukuba ndiyenze kwakhona. "

 

Ithi: “Uzintywilisele kwiNtando yobuThixo kwaye uyithathile

 Amandla akhe  ,

ubukhulu boThando lwakhe   ,

ixabiso elikhulu leembandezelo zoNyana kaThixo   e

iimpawu zikaThixo,

wandigalela ngawo.

 

Ndiye ndantywiliselwa

-ekuhlambeni kothando loBume obuPhakamileyo,

-kwigumbi lokuhlambela likaBuhle wakhe,

-ekuhlambeni kweGazi likaYesu e

-kwigumbi lokuhlambela lazo zonke iimpawu zobuthixo.

Ngubani onokuthi athethe okuhle kwalandela mna? Yenza kwakhona kum, yenzela mna kwakhona!"

Wathi xa endixelela lento, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam. Ngoku

bahambelane nentobeko engcwele   e

ngokubhideka ngokupheleleyo kunye nentiyo, ndiza kuthetha into endingayithethanga kwaye   ndiyibhale.

 

Ndikhumbula ngenye imini sincokola nam

- yentando yakhe engcwele e

- ngeembandezelo ezithe ubuThixo bakhe wazibeka phantsi koBuntu bakhe obungcwele, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

njengokuba ungowokuqala ukuhlala kwiNtando yam,

Ndifuna nibe nenxaxheba kwiimbandezelo

ethe kwintando yam ubuntu bam bufunyenwe kubuThixo bam.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha ungena kwiNtando yam,

uzozifumana iimbandezelo endizinikwe nguBuThixo bam

ingeyiyo leyo ndiyinikwe   yindalo;

nokuba nabo bebenqwenelwa yintando yanaphakade.

 

Ngenxa yokuba bendiphiwe zizidalwa zaphela ezi ntlungu.

 

Ke, ndifuna wena kwintando yam,

apho niya kufumana ukubandezeleka

ezininzi   e

Ayinasiphelo.

 

Uya kuba nako

- ukungapheli kwezikhonkwane,

- izithsaba ezininzi zameva, ukufa okuphindaphindiweyo,

- iimbandezelo ezingasikelwanga mda ezifana nezam, zobuThixo nezinkulu, eziya kunabela kuzo zonke izidalwa ezadlulayo, ezangoku nezizayo.

 

Niya kuba ngowokuqala ukuba yixhwane elibingelelwe ezandleni zikaBawo kunye nam

vuselela ke   e

makwenziwe idini   kwakhona

hayi inani elilinganiselweyo lamaxesha afana nabo babelane ngamanxeba oBuntu bam,

kodwa kangangoko ubuThixo bam bundifuna.

Uya kubethelelwa kunye nam ngeZandla ezingunaphakade,

ndifumana umfanekiso weembandezelo zam ezinkulu, zanaphakade nezingcwele.

 

Siya kuzimisa ndawonye phambi kwetrone yeNkosi, sibhalwe emabunzini, sibhalwe ngoonobumba abangacimekiyo.

“Sifuna ukufa ukuze sibanike ubomi abazalwana bethu.

Sifuna ukuva ubunzima ukuze sibakhulule kwiintlungu ezingunaphakade."Awonwabanga na   ?"

 

Ndathi kuye, Yesu wam,

-Ndiziva ndingafaneleki kakhulu kwaye

-Ndicinga ukuba wenza impazamo enkulu ngokukhetha mna, ndihluphekile. Cinga ngenyameko ngale nto uyenzayo ".

Undiphazamisa   wongeza wathi  :

Yini na ukuba woyike?

Ewe, ewe, ndikukhathalele kule minyaka ingamashumi amathathu anesibini ndikulalise ebhedini.

Ndikuvezile izilingo ezininzi, ukufa; Ndalinganisa yonke into.

Ukuba andilunganga, iya kuba yimpazamo kaYesu wakho ongenakukwenzakalisa kodwa ulunge kakhulu.

 

Kunoko, yazi ukuba ndiya kuba nayo

- imbeko kunye

-uzuko

womphefumlo wokuqala ubekwe ibala kwiNtando yam".

 

Bendikwimo yam yesiqhelo,

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wanditsalela kubungangamsha bentando yakhe engcwele.

Apho wabonwa esibelekweni sikaMama wakhe wasezulwini ngexesha lokukhawulwa kwakhe. Owu Thixo, yeyiphi inzonzobila yoThando!

 

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yoMyolelo wam, yiza uthathe inxaxheba

iintlungu zokuqala   e

 ekufeni kwabokuqala 

ukuba uBuntu bam obuncinci bubufumene kuBuThixo bam ukusukela ekukhawulweni kwam.

 

Ngelo xesha   ndamitha

 yonke imiphefumlo yangaphambili, yangoku neyexesha elizayo ngokunjalo 

iimbandezelo nokufa bekuya kufuneka ndikunyamezele ngenxa   yabo.

 

Kwafuneka ndidibanise yonke into kum:

imiphefumlo,

ukubandezeleka   kunye

ukufa umntu ngamnye ebeya   kukufumana.

 

Ndandifuna ukuxelela uBawo:

“  Bawo, musa ukukhangela kwizidalwa, jonga kum. Niya kubafumana kum bonke. Ndiya kukholisa ngamnye. Ndiya kukunika konke ukubandezeleka   okufunayo.

 

Ukuba nifuna ndive ukufa ngenxa yomntu ngamnye, ndiya kwenjenjalo. Ndiyayamkela yonke into, logama nje unika   wonke umntu ubomi ”.

 

Kwaye iNtando yam iqulethe yonke imiphefumlo kunye nezinto zonke

hayi nje ngokubonakeleyo okanye ngabom, kodwa eneneni-ngamnye wayekho kuM kwaye echongiwe kunye   nam.

 

Ndafela umntu ngamnye.

Kwaye ndinyamezele iintlungu zomntu ngamnye.

Ndandifuna amandla kaThixo kunye nentando kaThixo ukuze ndibandezeleke kakhulu kwaye ndife.

 

Ngoko, kanye ngelo xesha yakhawulwa,

uBuntu bam obuncinci baqala ukuva intlungu nokufa.

 

Yonke imiphefumlo yadada kum ngokungathi ikulwandle olukhulu, izenzela

-amalungu amalungu am,

-igazi lam igazi,

-Intliziyo yentliziyo yam.

 

Kukangaphi uMama engaziva

-iimbandezelo zam e

-abafileyo bam kunye

akazange afe kunye nam,

lowo wayenendawo yokuqala kuBuntu bam!

Hayi indlela ekwakumnandi ngayo kum ukufumana i-echo yam kuthando lukaMama! Ziimfihlelo ezinzulu apho, engakwazi ukuziqonda, ingqondo yomntu ilahleka.

Yiza ke ngoko kuMyolelo wam ukuze uthathe inxaxheba

-imbandezelo e

-kwabafileyo

endiyinyamezeleyo kwasekukhawulweni kwam. Ngale ndlela uya kuba nakho ukuyiqonda ngcono le nto ndikuxelela yona. "

Andikwazi ukucacisa ukuba njani.

Kodwa ndazibona sele ndisesiswini sika Kumkanikazi wethu.

Apho ndakwazi ukubona umntwana onguYesu emncinci kodwa ephethe yonke into.

 

Kwehla umvambo wokukhanya eNtliziyweni yakhe wasondela kum.

"Xa le nto yangena kum, ndaziva ndibulala kwaye,

-Xa ethatha umhlala-phantsi, ubomi babuyela kum.

 

Ukuchukumisa oku kubetha ngakunye kwavelisa kum iintlungu ezibukhali ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba ndizive

- itshatyalalisiwe

- uyafa ngokwenene.

Emva koko, kwangokunjalo ndaziva ndihlaziyekile.

 

Andinawo amazwi afanelekileyo okuchaza ezi zinto. Ngoko ke, ndimisa apha.

 

Ndayiva ingqondo yam ibuthathaka

kwiimbandezelo zikaYesu wam onobubele.

Ekubeni ndandixelelwe ukuba akunakwenzeka ukuba eve intlungu nokufa okungaka, uYesu wam wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam inokwenza yonke into.

Kwanele ukuba ndifuna into enye ukuba ibe yinyani.

Ukuba bekungenjalo, iWill yam ibizakuba namandla alinganiselweyo, ngokuchaseneyo nento yokuba yonke into ekum ayinasiphelo.

 

Nantoni na endiyifunayo, ndiyayenza.

Ah! indlela encinci endiyiqondwa ngayo zizidalwa kwaye, ngenxa yoko, ayithandwa! Ngena ebuntwini bam kwaye ndiza kukwenza ubone kwaye ndikuchukumise ngezandla zakho oko ndikuxelela kona ».

 

Emva koko ndazifumana ndikuBuntu bukaYesu, obungahlukaniyo nobuThixo bakhe nakwintando yakhe yanaphakade. Intando yakhe iphindaphindeke kakhulu

-yokufa,

-imbandezelo,

- i-eyelashes kunye ne-eyelashes e

-Iyahlaba ngaphandle kwemithana enameva ngokulula;

ngendlela efanayo naleyo wadala ngayo izigidi zeenkwenkwezi kwiFiat enye,

-Ngaphandle kokufuna kwakhe ukubiza iiFiats ezininzi njengoko kufuneka iinkwenkwezi.

 

I-Fiat yayanele kwaye isibhakabhaka sasihonjiswe ngezigidi zeenkwenkwezi.

Ke kwakusesibhakabhakeni soBuntu obuNgcwele beNkosi yethu apho, kwiFiat enye,

Intando kaThixo yadala ubomi nokufa kaninzi njengoko wayefuna.

 

Ndiye ndazifumana ndikuye uYesu ngalaa xesha wayeva ubunzima   ngokubethwa ngezandla zezulu  .

Kwakwanele ukuba iNtando yobuThixo imfunele oku,

- ngenkohlakalo e

- ngaphandle kwe-eyelashes,

inyama yobuntu bakhe obungcwele

- uyawa kwaye ubandezeleka iinyembezi ezinzulu.

 

UBuntu bakhe bukrazulwe kangangokuba

watyakatywa ngamaYuda

- yayisithunzi nje.

 

Ngapha koko, ngenxa yokuba iNtando yobuThixo yayiyifuna le nto, uBuntu bakhe ngokuthe ngcembe batshintsha.

 

Ndathatha inxaxheba kwezi ntlungu zikaYesu.

Owu, indlela endiyifumene ngayo

Intando kaThixo inokusenza sife kwaye emva koko siphile amaxesha amaninzi njengoko ifuna!

 

Owu Thixo, ezi zinjalo

-izinto ezingabonakaliyo,

- Ukugqithisa kothando e

- iimfihlelo eziphantse zibe zingenakucingeleka kwiingqondo ezidaliweyo!

 

Emva kokubandezeleka kwezi ntlungu,

Ndaziva ndingenakukwazi ukubuyela ebomini nasekusebenziseni izivamvo zam.

 

UYesu wam   osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yeNtando yam,

Intando yam ikunike ukubandezeleka nokufa

kwaye wakubuyisela ebomini kunye nokukwazi ukuhamba kwakhona.

 

Ndiya kuhlala ndinibizela kwiDivinity yam ukuze nithathe inxaxheba kuyo

ekufeni okuninzi nasekubandezelekeni endiye ndakuva ngenene ngenxa yemiphefumlo.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwam ngenxa yemiphefumlo bekuyinyaniso, kuchasene noko umntu acinga ngako.

Zazingenzeki

- kuphela kwintando yam

okanye kwinjongo yam ukunika wonke umntu ubomi.

 

Ngubani onokucinga njalo akazi

- hayi uthando lwam

- okanye amandla eNtando yam.

 

Wena oye wakwazi ukubona ubunyani bokufa okuninzi okubandezelekayo kuye wonke umntu,

ungathandabuzi. Kunoko,   ndithande,

- yiba nombulelo ngayo yonke into e

-Yiba ulungile xa iWill yam ikufowunela."

 

Ekubeni ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam kwaye ndabona ukulandelelana kwezinto ezidaliwe.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam", uyabona

- yintoni umyalelo, yintoni ukuvumelana ekhoyo kwindalo kunye

- indlela zonke izinto ezizalwa ngayo kwi-Fiat of the Eternal!

 

Yonke into yazalwa kwiFiat,

ukusuka kweyona nkwenkwezi incinane ukuya   kwilanga eliqaqambileyo,

ukusuka kwesona sityalo sincinane   ukuya kowona mthi mkhulu,

ukusuka kwesona sinambuzane sincinci ukuya kwesona silwanyana sikhulu. Zonke ezi zinto zibonakala zithetha omnye   komnye:

 

"  Sizizidalwa ezihloniphekileyo,

ekubeni imvelaphi yethu yintando yanaphakade.

Sonke siphawulwe ngetywina leFiat yobuthixo. Yinyani

-ukuba sahlukile omnye komnye,

-ukuba imisebenzi yethu yahlukile,

-ukuba siyahluka ekukhanyeni nakubushushu, kodwa oko akunamsebenzi.

 

Ixabiso lethu liyafana kuba sonke siphuma kwiFiat yobuthixo

-isizathu sobukho bethu kunye nolondolozo,

Umzekeliso wobungangamsha obunguNaphakade".

 

Owu! ingakanani iNdalo

-Thetha kakuhle ngamandla eNtando yam e

- ifundisa ukuba zonke izinto, ukusuka kwenkulu ukuya kwencinci, zinexabiso elifanayo, kuba zonke ziphuma kwintando kaThixo!

 

Ngaloo ndlela, inkwenkwezi isenokuthi elangeni:

“  Yinyani leyo

-ukuba unokukhanya okuninzi kunye nobushushu,

-ukuba umsebenzi wakho ubalaseleyo,

-ukuba izinto zakho zininzi,

-ukuba umhlaba uxhomekeke ngokupheleleyo kuwe,

ngokokude ndenze phantse yonke into ngokuthelekiswa nani.

 

Wenjenje ke kuni uMoya kaThixo, nakuba sixabiso linye   ;

uzuko esilunika uMdali wethu luyafana ”.

 

Kamva, uYesu wathi kum ngelizwi elibuhlungu:

“ Kwakungenjalo ngendalo yomntu.

Ikwasisiphumo seFiat yobuthixo, kodwa kuye yayikhethekileyo.

 

Egcwele uThando, ndamphefumlela, ndimfakela obam ubomi. Ndamnika isizathu.

ndamkhulula ndamenza ukumkani wendalo yonke. Wasabela njani kuyo yonke le nto?

Kwindalo yonke,

yazisa intlungu nje entliziyweni yam   ,

kuphela waba ngumqondiso   wokungavisisani.

 

"Kwaye kuthekani ngokungcwaliswa kwemiphefumlo? Ndenze ukuba ifumaneke ebantwini

- hayi nje umoya wam,

- kodwa ubomi bam, ubulumko bam kunye nothando lwam olufanayo. Kodwa yintoni ukwala kwaye yintoni eyoyisayo kuThando lwam!

Ntombi yam, yiza kwiWill yam ukuze unciphise ukubandezeleka kwam. Zibeke endaweni yakho wonke umntu

ndinike uthando lomntu ngamnye   kunye

yiphakamise   Intliziyo yam ehlatyiweyo!"

 

Ndithe ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwafika uYesu wam omnandi edinwe eyimfe   wacela uncedo kum. Ngokusondeza Intliziyo yakhe kweyam, wandenza ndaziva iintlungu zakhe.

Umntu wayenokundibulala.

Kodwa uYesu wandinika amandla okuba ndingafi.

 

Ejonge kum, wathi:

"Ntombi yam, umonde!

Ngeminye imihla  , iimbandezelo zenu ziyimfuneko ngenene , ukuze ihlabathi lingatshiswa  .

Okwangoku, ndifuna ukukukhathaza ngakumbi. "

 

Wandula ke, ngomkhonto, wayikrazula intliziyo yam.

Ndabandezeleka kakhulu, kodwa ndandiziva ndonwabile xa ndicinga

-ukuba uYesu wam wabelana nam ngeembandezelo zakhe kunye nam

-ukuba, ngenxa yoncedo awalufumanayo,

yayiza kusindisa abantu kwizibetho ezizayo nezoyikekayo ezilungele ukwenzeka.

 

Emva kweeyure ezimbalwa zezi ntlungu ziqatha, wandixelela:

"Ntombi yam endiyithandayo, ubandezeleka kakhulu!

Yiza uphumle kwiNtando yam; siyakuthandazela kunye uluntu oluhluphekayo ».

 

Ngoko, andazi ukuba njani, ndizifumene

- kubukhulu beNtando yobuThixo, ezingalweni zikaYesu, ephinda emva kwakhe yonke into ayithethayo kum ngelizwi eliphantsi.

 

Ndiza kunika umbono wento andixelele yona, kuba akunakwenzeka ukuba ndiphinde yonke into. Ndikhumbula ukuba kwiWill yakhe bendibona

- zonke iingcamango zakhe,

- konke okuhle awasenzela kona ngobukrelekrele bakhe kunye

-njani, ngoMoya wakhe, zonke iingqondo zakhawulwa.

 

Kodwa, Owu Thixo, hayi indlela eziye zenziwa inkohlakalo ngayo izidalwa zomoya wazo! zingaphi izikreqo!

 

Ndamxelela:

“Yesu, ndizondisa iingcinga zam kwintando yakho ukunika nganye yeengcinga zakho

ukwanga   kwengcinga yobuthixo,

isenzo   sonqulo,

imbuyekezo yobuthixo ezele   luthando lobuthixo,

ngokungathi nam ndingomnye uYesu

 

Kwaye ndifuna ukuyenza egameni labo bonke abantu,

- kuzo zonke iingcinga zabo, ezadlulayo, ezangoku nezexesha elizayo.

 

Ndifuna, kwintando yakho, ukuhlanganisa

- kuba yintoni izidalwa ezingakuhoyanga ukuzenza kunye

- nakwiingcinga zemiphefumlo elahlekileyo.

Ndinqwenela ukuba uzuko oluza kuni oluvela kwizidalwa, luzaliseke, ningasileli nto.”

 

Emva koko, uYesu wandenza ndaqonda ukuba ufuna   imbuyekezo   ngayo

amehlo akhe  . Ndamxelela:

"Yesu,

Nditshona emehlweni akho ukuba ndikubonelele ngokubona okuninzi koThando lukaThixo   njengoko ubunalo kwizidalwa.

-Ndiyanyibilika kwiinyembezi zakho ukukhala nawe ngenxa yezono zezidalwa, ukuba ndikunike egameni leenyembezi zobuthixo.

Ndifuna ukukunika uzuko nembuyekezo epheleleyo kuwo onke amehlo ezidalwa.

 

Emva koko uYesu wayefuna ukuba ndiqhubeke   ndilungisa

-  malunga nomlomo wakhe, Intliziyo yakhe, iminqweno yakhe,   njl.  , andisandise kwintando yakhe.

Kuya kuthatha ixesha elide ukuchaza konke oku. Kwakhona ndimisa apha.

 

Emva koko   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

njengoko uzenzile izenzo zakho zothando kunye nembuyekezo kwintando yam, maninzi amalanga enziwe phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba.

Ndiwujonga nje umhlaba ngala malanga.Kungenjalo, zininzi izinto ezindonyanyisayo emhlabeni kangangokuba ndingasakwazi nokuwujonga.

 

Phofu,

umhlaba ufumana ukukhanya okuncinane nobushushu obuncinane kula langa, ngenxa yobumnyama bawo obukhulu”.

 

Wandithabatha ke uYesu phakathi kwezidalwa. Ngubani onokuthi yonke into endiyibone apho?

 

Ngelizwi elibuhlungu,   wathi kum  :

“Enjani yona inkathazo emhlabeni!

Esi siphithiphithi sivela kwiinkokeli zecawa kwakunye neenkokeli zasekuhlaleni.

 

Ubomi babo buzele yiminqweno eyonakeleyo,

abanawo amandla okulungisa izifundo zabo.

Bazibetha ngoyaba izenzo zabo ezigwenxa, kuba, eneneni, baya kubagxeka ngezenzo zabo ezigwenxa.

 

Ukuba bathatha izifundo zabo, benza nje kuphela. Bona abahlali kwabalungileyo.

Babenokubufaka njani kwabanye? Zingaphi izihlandlo abakhethanga ububi kunokulungileyo? Kwakhona, ndiza kubabetha ngendlela ekhethekileyo. "

 

Ndathi kuYesu:

"Yesu, zisindise iinkokeli zeBandla, sele zimbalwa.

 

Waphendula wathi  :

 

“Anikhumbuli na ukuba ndaseka iBandla, ndinabapostile abalishumi elinababini? Ngokukwanjalo, abo baseleyo baya kuba banele ngenani ukuhlaziya ihlabathi.

Utshaba selusele lusemasangweni abo;

- iinguqu sele zisebenza,

Iintlanga ziya kudada egazini, neenkokheli zabo zibe lusali.

 

Thandaza kwaye ubandezeleke ukuba utshaba lungabi nayo inkululeko yokulahla yonke into ekonakaleni ".

 

Ndazintywilisela kwiNtando eNgcwele yothando lwam oluhlala luhleli uYesu kwaye, kwinkampani yakhe, ubukrelekrele bam babugxile kwisenzo seNdalo, ndinqula kwaye ndibulela ubuNgangalala ngayo yonke into nangayo yonke into.

Zonke ziwile,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:

 

"Ntombi yam, ukudala izulu,

Ndaqala ndadala izikhanyiso ezincinci kwaye emva koko ilanga njenge-luminaire enkulu, ndiyinika ukukhanya oko

- ifihla zonke iinkwenkwezi kunye

-ngukumkani weenkwenkwezi kunye   nendalo yonke.

 

Kulisiko lam ukwenza ezona zinto zincinane kuqala, ze emva koko ndenze ezona zibalulekileyo zibe sisithsaba sezokuqala.

 

Ilanga, isithethi sam, limele imiphefumlo ebungcwele bayo buya kuba kwintando yam.

Abangcwele ababephila

-kumfanekiso woBuntu bam,

- emthunzini weNtando yam, iinkwenkwezi ziya kuba.

 

Nangona ifika kamva,

- Abo baye babumba ubungcwele babo kwintando yam iya kuba ngabo bodwa.

 

Ndiye ndaqhubeka ngolu hlobo malunga   neNtlawulo  .

Ukuzalwa kwam   akuzange kube mnandi.

Phambi kwabantu, ubuntwana bam babungenabo ubungangamsha bezinto ezinkulu.

Ubomi bam eNazareth   babufihlakele kangangokuba ndandingahoywa ngumntu wonke.

Ndazibandakanya kwezona zinto zincinane neziqhelekileyo zobomi basemhlabeni.

 

Kubomi bam basesidlangalaleni  , kwakukho ubungangamsha obuthile.

Kodwa,   ngubani owayesazi ubuThixo bam? Akukho nanye  . Ngabantu bonke abapostile! Ndacanda esihlweleni njengomntu oqhelekileyo;

kakhulu kangangokuba wonke umntu wayenako

-Sondela kum,

- Thetha nam kwaye

- nawe undidelile, njengoko kwenzekayo.

 

Ndamphazamisa uYesu ndathi kuye:

"Yesu, Sithandwa sam, hayi indlela ebevuya ngayo la maxesha! Hayi indlela abantu abanethamsanqa abaye ngayo, ukuba babefuna, banokusondela kuwe, bathethe nawe, babe nawe!"

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka  :

"Ah! Ntombi yam,   yintando yam kuphela ezisa ulonwabo lokwenyani.

Nguye kuphela onika umphefumlo zonke izinto ezilungileyo, ewenza ukumkanikazi wolonwabo lokwenene. Kuphela yimiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yam eya kuba ngookumkanikazi kunye netrone yam kuba baya kuzalwa ngentando yam.

 

Ndimele ndibonise ukuba abantu ababendingqongileyo babengonwabanga.

Abaninzi bandibonile bengandazi

kuba iWill yam ibingeyonto iphambili ebomini babo. Kuphela ngabo baye bonwabile

- ukufumana imbewu yeNtando yam ezintliziyweni zabo babelungiselelwe uvuyo lokundibona ndivuka.

 

Incopho yeNtlalo yayiluVuko lwam.

Ngaphezu kwelanga elikhanyayo, uVuko lwam lwathwesa ubuntu bam,

ukwenza zonke izenzo zam zikhanye, nezincinane.

Yayingummangaliso wobungangamsha obungaka kangangokuba yakhwankqisa izulu nomhlaba.

Uvuko lusisiseko kunye nokugqitywa kwazo zonke iimpahla.

Iya kuba sisithsaba nozuko lwabo bonke abangcwele.

UVuko lwam lilanga lokwenyani elizukisa uBuntu bam.

Lilanga lonqulo lwamaKatolika, uzuko lwamaKristu onke  . Ngaphandle kwayo, unqulo beluya kufana nezulu.

- ngaphandle kwelanga, ngaphandle kobushushu kwaye ngaphandle kobomi.

 

Uvuko lwam

lufanekisela imiphefumlo eya kwenza ubungcwele bayo kwiThanda lam  .

 

Abangcwele beenkulungwane ezidlulileyo bafanekiselwa buBuntu bam. Nangona ishiywe kwintando yam,

abazange bahlale kuyo.



 

Ngaloo ndlela abazange bawufumane umfanekiso welanga loVuko lwam, kodwa lowo wemisebenzi yoBuntu bam phambi koVuko.

Aba bangcwele baninzi. Njengeenkwenkwezi,

baya kwenza isambatho esihle esibhakabhakeni soBuntu bam.

Abangcwele kwintando yam, efanekiselwa buBuntu bam obuvukileyo, baya kuba mbalwa.

 

UBuntu bam phambi kokufa kwam babonwa ngabantu abaninzi. Kodwa bambalwa ababone uBuntu bam buvukile,

kuphela awona makholwa azimiseleyo kwaye,   ndingatsho,

kuphela ngabo banembewu yobomi kwiWill yam   .

Ukuba bebengenayo le ntsholongwane, bebengayi kuba nombono oyimfuneko.

-bona ubungangamsha bam kwaye buvukile uBuntu kwaye, ngenxa yoko,

-Yibani ngababukeli bokuNyuka kwam eZulwini.

 

Uvuko lwam lufanekisela abangcwele abahlala kwiNtando yam

- kuba zonke izenzo, onke amagama, onke amanyathelo, njl., abazenzayo kwi-Will yam

-uvuko lukaThixo,

-umzobo wozuko,

- ukuphuma kuwe e

- ukungena kwi-Divinity.

 

 Kutheni umangaliswe ukuba le miphefumlo iba

Kunini na ukuvela, wakhanyiselwa lilanga lozuko lwam?  Ngelishwa, bambalwa abalungiselelwa oku kuba, nakubungcwele, imiphefumlo ifuna izinto kubo.

 

Ubungcwele kwintando yam

-akukho nto yomphefumlo, kodwa yonke into ivela kuThixo.

 

Ukukulungela ukulahla yonke into kulucelomngeni kakhulu.

ngenxa yoko akuyi kuba mininzi imiphefumlo eya kuyenza  .

 

Ukwicala labambalwa.

Ngalo lonke ixesha yimamela iminxeba yam kunye nenqwelomoya eqhubekayo ".

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndandikhathazeke kakhulu. Wafika uYesu wam osoloko enobubele, wandanga.

Kwaye, esonga izandla zakhe entanyeni yam,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, kwenzeka ntoni?

Iintlungu zakho zinzima phezu kwentliziyo yam ngaphezu kwentlungu yam.

Ntombazanandini, amaxesha amaninzi undithuthuzele kwaye uzithathele iimbandezelo zam. Ngoku ndifuna ukukuthuthuzela kwaye ndibeke iimbandezelo zakho phezu kwam ".

 

Endibambe kwiNtliziyo yakhe kwaye endishiya emzimbeni wam  , wongeze wathi  :

Isibindi, ntombi yam.

Ngena kubuThixo bam ukuze ubone kwaye uqonde ngcono into eyenziwa buBuntu bam kwizidalwa. "

Andazi ukuba ndingayichaza njani into endiyiqondayo. ndiphelelwe ngamazwi

Ndiza kuthetha kuphela oko   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela kona  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

uBuntu bam   ibisisisixhobo

ebuyisela imvisiswano phakathi koMdali nezidalwa. Ndenze oko egameni laso sonke isidalwa

konke ekwakufuneka akwenzele   uMdali wakhe,

ngaphandle kokukhuphela ngaphandle imiphefumlo elahlekileyo, kuba, kuyo yonke   into edaliweyo,

Kwafuneka ndinike uBawo uzuko, uthando kunye nokwaneliseka okupheleleyo.

 

Eminye imiphefumlo iza kuzalisekisa ityala layo kuMdali

-nangona kunjalo, akukho mntu wanelisekile ngokupheleleyo. Le miphefumlo idibanisa uzuko lwayo nolwam.

Kwaye yonke into abayenzayo imiliselwe eluzukweni lwam.

 

Imiphefumlo elahlekileyo, ngakolunye uhlangothi, ihlala njengemilenze eyomileyo, enqatshelwe ulwelo olubalulekileyo, ayikwazi ukwamkela ukutshintshwa.

-into ebendiyifuna kubo.

Alungile kuphela ukuba atshiswe emlilweni ongunaphakade.

Bubuntu bam obu

imvisiswano phakathi koMdali   nezidalwa ezibuyiselweyo,

bemtywina ngeGazi lakhe ngeembandezelo ezingaviweyo.”

 

Ndaziva ndiphantsi kobuhlwempu nobukrakra.

Kuphela yintando kaYesu wam, engamandla am nobomi bam, endivumele ukuba ndiphile.

Okomzuzwana omncinci uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa kum.

Wayekhathazeke kakhulu kwaye ecinga kwaye ebambe ibunzi lakhe ezandleni zakhe.

Ndathi kuye, Yesu, yintoni na le ikwenza unxunguphele kwaye ucinge?

 

Wandijonga   , wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ngokusuka entliziyweni yakho, ndisenza isigqibo ngekamva lehlabathi. Itrone yam emhlabeni isentliziyweni yakho.

Kule trone ndiyabona

-ihlabathi, impambano yezidalwa, ingxondorha ezigrumbayo. Ndiziva ndilahliwe ngokungathi andiyonto kubo.

 

Kungoko ndinyanzelekileyo ukuba ndisuse kubo, kungekuphela nje ukukhanya kobabalo lwam, kodwa kwanesengqiqo yabo yemvelo.

ukubaphambanisa kwaye ubenze bachukumise umnwe wakho

-yintoni umntu kwaye

- into enokuyenza.

 

Ngokusuka entliziyweni yakho ndibona umntu ongenambulelo kwaye ndiyakhala ndimthandazela.

Ndifuna wena kunye nam undithuthuzele kwaye undikhaphe ezinyembezini, emithandazweni nasezintlungwini zam”.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Yesu ndivelana nawe! Ewe! Ndiyakhala ndithandaza nawe.

Kodwa ndixelele, sithandwa sam, kwenzeka njani ukuba intliziyo yam ibe yindawo yetrone yakho emhlabeni,

xa kukho imiphefumlo emininzi elungileyo enihlala kuyo ndibe mna ndimbi kangaka?"

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

 

“Ndikukhethe njengeyona ndawo iphambili

kuba ndikubizele ukuba uhlale kwiWill yam.

Umntu ohlala kwiWill yam angandiqulatha ngokupheleleyo kuba uhlala esizikithini sobomi bam mna ndihlala esizikithini sakhe.

Ndiphila ebuntwini bakhe ngokungathi ngowam.

 

Kwelinye icala, nabani na ongahlaliyo kwiWill yam akanakuvuma yonke into ngam.

Okona kulungileyo, ndihleli kuye, ndingayimisi itrone yam.

 

Ah! ukuba wonke umntu ebeqonda ukulunga okukhulu kokuhlala kwiWill yam, bebeya kukhuphisana ukuze bayiqonde!

 

Kodwa maye! bambalwa ke abayiqondayo.

Baphila ngakumbi kubo kunam”.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Bendicinga ngeembandezelo zikaYesu wam othandekayo, ngakumbi ezo uBuntu bakhe obungcwele babandezeleka esandleni sobuThixo bakhe ngexesha lobomi bakhe basemhlabeni.

 

Ndaziva nditsalwa yiNtliziyo kaYesu wam

Ndithathe inxaxheba kwiimbandezelo awathi uBuThixo bakhe wenza iNtliziyo yakhe eyiNgcwele yabandezeleka ngexesha lobomi bakhe basemhlabeni.

 

Ezi ntlungu zahluke kakhulu kwezo wabandezeleka ngazo ngamaYuda ngexesha lokubandezeleka kwakhe. Zizohlwayo ezingenakuchazwa.

Kuncinci endithathe inxaxheba kuyo ndingatsho ukuba ndifumene inkxwaleko ekrakra kunye nentlungu ekhatshwa yintliziyo eyandibulala ngokwenene.

Kodwa, ngobuchule boThando lwakhe, uYesu wandibuyisela ebomini.

 

Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum  :

“Ntombazana yeembandezelo zam, yazi ukuba ezo ntlungu andizihlelayo ngamaYuda zazisisithunzi nje sezo ntlungu andinike zona uThixo.

Ngaloo ndlela i-Divinity yafumana ulwaneliseko olupheleleyo.

 

Umntu owonayo ukhubekisa oNgamileyo;

- hayi nje ngaphandle,

- kodwa nangaphakathi.

Iyonakalisa inxalenye yobuthixo eyafakwa kuye xa wayedalwa.

 

Isono senziwa

-okokuqala ngaphakathi kwayo kwaye,

-ke, ngaphandle kwayo.

Kudla ngokuba njalo

-elona candelo lincinci lingaphandle,

- uninzi lwayo lungaphakathi.

 

Izidalwa zazingakwazi

-ukungena ngaphakathi kwam e

-ukundivumela ukuba ndanelise izikreqo ezenziwa kuBawo ngezono zabo zangaphakathi.

 

Ezi ziphoso zenzakalisa eyona nxalenye ibalaseleyo yobomi babo.

-  ubukrelekrele babo, inkumbulo yabo kunye nentando yabo,   apho umfanekiso wobuthixo ubhalwe khona.

 

Ngubani ke owayenokuhlawula eli tyala ekubeni esi sidalwa sasingenako ukulihlawula? UbuThixo ngokwabo.

Kule nto kwakuyimfuneko

wanga angaba ngumbulali ngothando noBuntu bam.

 

UbuThixo wayefuna ulwaneliseko luphelele,

zombini ngenxa yezono zangaphakathi zezidalwa

kuneziphoso zabo zangaphandle.

 

Ngenxa yokundibandezela kwam amaYuda;

Ndakwazi ukubuyisela kuBawo uzuko lwangaphandle ezazimhluthe izidalwa ngenxa yezono zazo zangaphandle.

NgePassion yokuba ubuThixo bundenze ndabandezeleka ngaphakathi kubo bonke ubomi bam basemhlabeni, ndonele ngenxa yezono zangaphakathi zomntu.

 

Iimbandezelo endiye ndazifumana ezandleni zoBuThixo zingaphezulu lee kwezo ndinyamezele izidalwa.

Ukuqonda oku akulula ngengqondo yomntu.

Kukho umahluko omkhulu phakathi kwengaphakathi lomntu nengaphandle lakhe. Nangona kunjalo, umahluko mkhulu kakhulu phakathi

iimbandezelo ezaziswa kum buBuThixo, e

ezo izidalwa zandenza ndabandezeleka ngomhla wokugqibela wobomi bam   basemhlabeni.

 

Iimbandezelo endandizinikwe nguBungcwele

-izilonda ezibuhlungu,

- ukubandezeleka okungaphaya komntu

endinika ukufa okuphindaphindiweyo emphefumlweni nasenyameni yam. Akukho namnye umcu wobomi bam owasindayo.

 

Iimbandezelo endazinikwa ngamaYuda zaziziimbandezelo ezikrakra, ewe, zazingeyiyo imivumbo enokundinika ukufa nangawuphi na umzuzu. UbuThixo bubodwa obunamandla kunye nentando

yenza oko.

 

Ah! yandixabisa malini loo ndoda!

Nangona kunjalo, uhlala engakhathali kwaye akazami ukufumanisa ukuba yimalini

Ndayithanda   kwaye

Ndahlupheka ngenxa   yakhe.

Akukho sidalwa sinokukuqonda konke ukuxhwaleka kwam ngenxa yezo mbandezelo zamaYuda.

I-fortiori, akukho mntu unokuqonda ukubandezeleka okukhulu ngakumbi endikuvileyo ezandleni zoBuThixo.

Yiyo loo nto ndiye ndacotha ukutyhila okukugqibela.

 

Uthando lwam lufuna ukufumana indlela yokuphuma endodeni kwaye ufumane ukubuya kothando.

Ke ngoko ndikumema ukuba uzintywilisele kwiThanda lam apho zonke iimbandezelo zam zisebenza.

Andikumemeli nje kuphela ukuba ube nenxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zam, kodwa, egameni loluntu lonke, ukuba ube nembeko kwaye undibuyisele uthando lwakho kum.

 

Ngam, lithe kuzo zonke iimfanelo zezidalwa, nokuba,

ngentlungu enkulu kaThixo   e

ngenxa yobubi babo obukhulu   ,

izidalwa azisiniki ngcamango.

 

Ndandikhathazeke kakhulu yaye ndinexhala elincinane ngemeko yam embi.

Efuna ukuziphazamisa kwiingcinga zam ndaguqukela kum,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, wenza ntoni?"

Iingcinga zakho ezijoliswe kuwe ziyakukhupha kwiWill yam.

Logama nje iNtando yam ikuwe, uBomi obuNgcwele bukuwe.

Ukuba intando yam iyeka ukuba kuwe,

-oku kunjalo ngoBomi obuNgcwele e

-Buyela kubomi bakho bomntu. Olunjani utshintsho! "

 

Emva koko, encwina,   wongeza  :

Aniyazi intshabalalo ezayo ehlabathini.

Yonke into eyenzekileyo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku ingathathwa njengomdlalo ngokubhekiselele kwizohlwayo ezizayo.

 

Andikuvumeli ukuba ubone yonke into ukuze ungazicinezeli kakhulu.

Xa ndibona inkani ebantwini, ndihlala ndinjengozifihle kuni. Nawe ke,   thandaza kunye nam kwaye ungavumi ukuzalisa iingcinga zakho kuwe  .

 

Ndacinga: "Kungenzeka njani ukuba isenzo esinye esenziwe kwintando kaThixo siphindaphindeke ukusa kwinqanaba lokwenza okulungileyo kuye wonke umntu?"

 

Ke, ehamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wayikhanyisela ingqondo yam waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, uya kufumana umfanekiso wayo ngokujonga   ilanga.

Iyingqayizivele kwaye, nangona kunjalo, iyayazi indlela yokuphindaphinda ukuze ukukhanya kwayo kunye nokufudumala kufumaneke kuyo yonke into kunye nomntu wonke.

Ngokomzekelo, ikhanyisa izenzo namanyathelo omntu.

Ukuba utshintsha isenzo okanye indlela, ukukhanya kwelanga kuyamlandela.

 

Iphinde iphindaphindeke kuyo yonke indalo,

ukusasaza iingenelo zayo kwizinto ezahlukeneyo ngokweemeko. Xa iphakama,

- ehombisa yonke indalo e

- wenza ekupholiseni ebusuku ukuze enze umbethe ogubungela zonke izityalo njengengubo yesilivere;

ukunika olu hlobo inkalo kunye nobuhle obumangalisayo kwaye buthakazelise ukujonga komntu.

Umntu, nabo bonke ubulumko bakhe,

ayinawo amandla okwenza ithontsi ombethe nje.

 

Ilanga liyaqhubeka nohambo lwalo kwaye linika iintyatyambo umbala wazo kunye nevumba lazo.

Ayiniki mbala ukhethekileyo kunye nevumba elimnandi, kodwa inika intyatyambo nganye umbala wayo kunye nevumba.

Ngokufudumala kunye nokukhanya kwayo, inika iziqhamo ukuvuthwa kunye nencasa yazo, incasa eyahlukileyo kwisiqhamo ngasinye.

Khulisa kwaye ukhulise zonke izityalo.

 

Nangona sele ekwenzile konke oku, kuhleli kunjalo.

Kungenxa yokuba lihlala kwiindawo eziphakamileyo kangangokuba ilanga linokuba bubomi bazo zonke izidalwa ezingaphantsi.

 

Nantsi imeko ngezenzo ezenziwe   kwiWill yam  :

umphefumlo ke usebenze kwiindawo eziphakamileyo zeNtando yam  .

 

Ukusuka apho, ngaphezu kwelanga, ijonga izidalwa kwaye idlulisela ubomi kuzo. Nangona isenzo sayo sisinye, sikhanya njengelanga kwizidalwa:

-uhombisa ezinye,

-qhamisa abanye ngobabalo,

-khulula ezinye zazo kwingqele;

- uthambisa iintliziyo zabanye,

-ikhupha ubumnyama   kwabanye,

- utshisa kwaye uhlambulule   abanye;

enika ngamnye inkxaso ayifunayo ngokotyekelo lwakhe lobuqu.

 

Ilanga eliphuma kumphezulu wakho lenza okufanayo:

- ukuba umhlaba uyinyumba, unika uphuhliso oluncinci kwizityalo;

- ukuba imbewu yentyatyambo ilahlekile,

ilanga, nako konke ukukhanya nobushushu balo, alinakuphakamisa nto. Ukuba indoda ayivuki iye emsebenzini, ilanga alinakwenza nto ukuze ifumane umvuzo.

 

Ngamafutshane, ilanga livelisa izinto kwiNdalo ngokokuqina komhlaba kunye nezimo zomntu.

 

Ke, nangona izenzo zenziwe kwiWill yam

-inokuba luncedo kumntu wonke, bayasebenza

- ngokolungiselelo ngalunye ngokunjalo

- ngokulingana nezimo ezilungileyo zomphefumlo osebenza kwiWill yam.

 

Nangona kunjalo, sonke isenzo esenziwe kwintando yam lilanga elinye elikhanyisela zonke izidalwa.

 

Emva koko ndazama ukuntywila kuYesu wam, kwintando yakhe,

- ndiphindaphinda iingcinga zam kwezakho ngenjongo

-ukulungisa kunye

- dibanisa zonke ezidaliweyo, ezadlulayo, zangoku nezexesha elizayo.

 

Ngentliziyo yam yonke ndathi kuYesu:

“Ndithanda ukukunika lonke uzuko nembeko nembeko kuwe ngomoya wam, egameni loluntu lonke;

kwanemiphefumlo elahlekileyo eyathi, maye! abakunikanga ubukrelekrele babo”.

 

Ezele luvuyo, uYesu wandanga ebunzi, esithi:

"Ngale kiss, nditywina zonke iingcinga zakho kunye nezam, ukuze ndihlale

fumana kuwe yonke imimoya edaliweyo   e

 ukuba ngamaxesha onke bamkele kuwe uzuko, nembeko, nokubuyekeza , egameni labo  .

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ingqondo yam encinci yayilahlekile kwintando eNgcwele kaThixo.

Ndingazi ukuba kwenzeka njani, ndaqonda ukuba umntu akamniki uThixo uzuko amele amnike lona yaye ngenxa yoku ndaba buhlungu gqitha.

Efuna ukundifundisa nokundithuthuzela, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela ngokukhanya kwengqondo:

 

“Ntombi yam, yonke imisebenzi yam mayigqitywe

awuzufika umhla wokugqibela ndide ndifumane izidalwa

yonke imbeko nozuko olulindelekileyo, njengoko   kwakucetyiwe ekuqaleni   .

Izinto ezingandinikiyo ezinye izidalwa, ezinye ziya kundinika.

 

Kweyesibini ndiza kuziphinda kabini ezona zibabalo zazikwalile owokuqala.

ukuze babe   nako ukuyenza

ukundinika izahlulo eziphindiweyo zozuko nothando.

 

Kwabanye, ngokweemeko zabo,

-Ndiya kunika umbulelo endidla ngokuwunika abalishumi. Kwabanye iinceba endiza kuzinika ikhulu.

Kwabanye ubabalo endiya kubanika lona iwaka.

Abanye bendiya kubanika ubabalo esixekweni, nakwilizwe, nobukumkani, buphela.

Kwaye ezi zidalwa ziya kundithanda kwaye zindinike uzuko ngenxa yeshumi, ikhulu, iwaka, njl. Ngaloo ndlela uzuko lwam kwindalo luya kuphelela.

 

Xa ndibona ukuba nangona ukuthanda kwakhe okulungileyo,

- isidalwa asinakwenza into endiyilindele kuye, ndiyamtsalela kwiWill yam

Apho ufumanisa amandla okuphinda-phinda isenzo esilula kangangoko efuna.

 

Oku kumvumela ukuba andinike lonke uzuko, imbeko nothando eziye zanqandwa zezinye izidalwa ukundinika.

 

Ngaloo ndlela   ndilungiselela iXesha loBomi kwiNtando yam.

 

Ngeli xesha yonke into iya kuzaliseka

- into engenziwanga zizizukulwana ezidlulileyo

malunga nothando, uzuko nembeko endinayo iNdalo. Ndiya kuzinika izidalwa ubabalo olungathethekiyo.

 

Kwaye kuwe endikubizela ukuba uhlale kwintando yam, ndicebisa lo mthandazo ulandelayo  :

"  Yesu,

Ndibeka ezinyaweni zakho ukuhlonelwa nokuzithoba kulo lonke usapho loluntu;

Ndibeka entliziyweni yakho "  Ndiyakuthanda"   kubo   bonke;

 Ndibeke kiss yam emlonyeni wakho 

ukutywina ukwanga kwazo zonke izidalwa kuzo zonke izizukulwana;

Ndiyakugona

ukuze ube nokugotywa kweengalo zezidalwa zonke kwizizukulwana ngezizukulwana.

Ndinqwenela ukuba uzuko lwemisebenzi yazo zonke izidalwa lufike kuni”.

 

Ngenxa yalomthandazo ndiya kuziva ndikuwe

-ihlelo,

- "Ndiyakuthanda",

- ukwanga, njl.

yayo yonke intsapho yoluntu.

 

Njani ke ungazinikeli

- uthando, ukwanga kunye nombulelo olungiselelwe abanye!

 

Yazi ke ntombam into eyenziwa sisidalwa emhlabeni

-enza ikomkhulu aliqokelelela iZulu. Ukuba wenza kancinane, uya kuba nokuncinane.

Ukuba wenza okuninzi, uya kuba nokuninzi.

Ukuba isidalwa sandithanda sandizukisa ngenxa yeshumi;

Uya kuba nokwanela nozuko oluphindwe kalishumi

- kwaye uya kuthandwa ndim ngokuphindwe kalishumi.

Ukuba umntu wandithanda waza wandizukisa ngenxa yekhulu okanye iwaka;

uya kungcamla ukwaneliseka, uthando nozuko ngenxa yekhulu okanye   iwaka.

 

Nantsi indlela

-Ndiya kunika iNdalo yonke into endiyicebe ukuyinikela kwaye, ngokuphindaphindiweyo,

Indalo iya kundinika yonke into ebendicebe ukuyifumana kuyo. Ngoko ke uzuko lwam luya kugqibelela.

 

Ndaziva ndicinezelekile kwaye ndicinezelekile kukuvinjwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo kwaye ndathi kuye ngentliziyo yam yonke:

"Yiza, Ubomi bam! Ngaphandle kwakho ndiziva ngathi ndiyafa, kungekhona nje kube kanye, kodwa ngokuqhubekayo. Yiza!

UYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum kwaye wandenza ndaziva ukuba uyinyumba ngenzondelelo intliziyo yam.

 

Waphakama,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndiziva ndinesidingo esingenakuthintelwa sokunikezela simahla kuThando lwam kuwe. "

 

Ngoko nangoko ndaphendula ndathi: “Yesu, hayi indlela ondenza ndibandezeleke ngayo!

Ukuhluthwa kwakho kuyandibulala! Zonke ezinye iimbandezelo zam luncumo nje kwaye ukwanga kuwe, kodwa ukuvinjwa kwakho kukufa okungenalusini. Ah! Yesu, Yesu! utshintshe njani!"

 

Endiphazamisa,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yothando lwam, awukwazi ukuziqinisekisa?

ukuba ndijonge ihlabathi ngawe

 

Kwaye ngelixa ndihlala kuwe,

unyanzelekile ukuba uzive oko ihlabathi lindithumela kona: ubunzima, ubumnyama, isono, ukuvutha kobulungisa bam, njl.

 

Ke ngoko, endaweni yokunikela ingqalelo yakho ekundivimbeni, cinga

-ukundikhusela ebubini endithunywe zizidalwa e

-ukunciphisa ubushushu boBulungisa bam.

Ndiya kuhlala ndikhuselekile kuwe kwaye izidalwa aziyi kuqeqeshwa. "

 

Ndicamngce ngePassion kaYesu wam osoloko elungile, ngakumbi kwi-avalanche yemivumbo eyawa phezu kwakhe ngexesha lokubethwa kwakhe.

Bendizibuza:

"Yeyiphi imbandezelo kaYesu yayiyeyona inkulu:

- ezo uThixo amnike zona kubo bonke ubomi bakhe

—okanye abo bamkelwa ezandleni zamaYuda ekupheleni kobomi bakhe basemhlabeni?

 

Ngokukhanyiselwa kobukrelekrele bam, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:

"Intombazana yakho,

iimbandezelo endizinikwe nguThixo zingaphezulu lee kwezo ndazinikwa zizidalwa.

- kangangoko kwinani kunye nobude.

 

Yaye oku kubandezeleka akuzange kuphenjelelwe yintiyo nokungekho sikweni. Kunoko, baphelekwa

-Uthando olukhulu kunye

-ukuhambelana

yaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele

ukuze uBuntu bam bube nokubulaleka okungaka

-ukuba kuya kubakho izidalwa ukubona ukukhanya kweNdalo,

-ezi zidalwa uBawo ebendiphathiswe zona ngoThando olungaka.

 

Kwi-Divinity, ukungabi nabulungisa kunye nentiyo akukho, nangona kunjalo, umntu uye wangcoliswa ngokunzulu ngezi zono kunye nezinye ezifanayo.

Ngoko kwafuneka ndithwaliswe ukungabikho kokusesikweni, intiyo, ukugculelwa, njalo njalo, ukuze ndilungise ezi mpazamo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kwiiyure zokugqibela zobomi bam basemhlabeni, ndabandezeleka kwiPassion evela kwizidalwa.

Intswela-bulungisa, intiyo, intlekisa, impindezelo, ukuthotywa, njl.njl., abathe abantu bandithobela phantsi kwazo, zibe nkulu kakhulu;

-ukuba ubuntu bam obuhlwempuzekileyo bube yi-opprobrium kunye nenkcitho yazo zonke, kakhulu

-ukuba andisabukeki njengendoda kwaye

-ukuba ababulali bam babekhwankqisiwe.

 

Ngamafutshane,   ndiphila iminqweno emibini eyahlukileyo  . Izidalwa azikwazanga ukuzandisa iintlungu nokufa kum

- njengabaninzi abafileyo njengaboni.

Ngaloo ndlela ubuThixo bubeke ubuntu bam kwezi zinto kubo bonke ubomi bam basemhlabeni.

kwaye oku, ngoThando olukhulu   kunye

ngokuhambelana   naBantu abathathu abaNgcwele.

 

Ekubeni, kwelinye icala, i-Divinity yayingenako ukungabi nabulungisa, njl.

izidalwa zenze indima yazo zindenza ndihlupheke kwiPassion yam kwiiyure zokugqibela zobomi bam basemhlabeni.

Ngaloo ndlela, iNtlawulo yafezwa ngokupheleleyo.

Ingakanani imiphefumlo endiyixabisayo! Yiyo loo nto ndibathanda kakhulu! "

 

Ngenye imini, ndacinga:

“ UYesu endimthandayo undixelele izinto ezininzi; Ngaba ngokwenene ndandikulumkile ukwenza oko wandifundisa kona? Owu! hayi indlela endizama ngayo ukumkholisa!

Hayi indlela endingenakukwazi ngayo!

Ngoko ke imfundiso yakhe iya kuba sisigwebo kum.” Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

“ Ntombi yam, kutheni uba buhlungu?

Iimfundiso zikaYesu wakho azinakuze zisetyenziswe ukukugweba.

Nokuba ubunokwenza enye yezinto endikufundise zona, ubuya kujonga inkwenkwezi esibhakabhakeni somphefumlo wakho.

Ndasasaza isibhakabhaka phezu kweentloko zenu kunye neFiat yam, ndiyihombise ngeenkwenkwezi.

 

Ndiye ndolula isibhakabhaka nzulu emphefumlweni wakho. Kwaye "i-fiat" yezinto ezilungileyo ozivelisayo,

- kuba yonke into elungileyo isiqhamo sentando yam, iza ukuyihombisa ngeenkwenkwezi.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo uthe wenza izenzo ezilishumi ezilungileyo, ubeka iinkwenkwezi ezilishumi, iwaka lemisebenzi elungileyo, iwaka leenkwenkwezi.

 

Ngenxa yoko, phinda iimfundiso zam kangangoko ukwenza oku

-hombisa isibhakabhaka somphefumlo wakho ngeenkwenkwezi e

- yenza esi sibhakabhaka singabi ngaphantsi kwesibhakabhaka esingaphezulu kwentloko yakho. Nganye kwezi nkwenkwezi iya kuba nomfuziselo wemfundiso kaYesu. Hayi, iwonga eniya kundinika lona!

 

Ndazicingela ndathi: "Ziphi iintlungu endizithenjiswe nguYesu wam othandekayo, xa kunzima ukuva ubunzima?"

 

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, kutheni uthatha isigqibo ngokwakho?"

Ubala ukubandezeleka komzimba kwaye ndibala ukubandezeleka komzimba kunye nokuziphatha okubi.

 

Nanini na xa uvinjwa Mna, kukufa okuvayo.

ke wena uyabalungisa abafileyo, endinikela imiphefumlo ngezono zabo. Xa uphethwe yingqele, yenye into encinci yokufa oyivayo

Kwaye ulungisa ukubanda kwezidalwa phambi koThando lwam. Okufanayo kuya kuzo zonke ezinye iintlungu zakho:

kuba abafileyo benu abancinane, nithatha inxaxheba ekufeni kwam.

 

Anazi na ukuba xa ubulungisa bam bunyanzelwa ukuba buphalaze izibetho ezitsha ngenxa yezono zabantu, ndiya kukumisa iintlungu zakho?

Ububi buya kuba bukhulu kangangokuba buya kukhwankqisa.

 

Ndiyazi ukuba oku kubuhlungu kuwe. Kodwa nam ndiye ndeva oku kubandezeleka.

Ndingathanda ukukhulula izidalwa kuko konke ukubandezeleka, kokubini kwixesha kunye nakwiphakade, kodwa oku andizange ndikunikwe buBulumko bukaBawo.

 

Ah! ntombi yam, akukho

abukho ubungcwele ngaphandle   komnqamlezo,

akukho sidima ngaphandle kokudibanisa   nokubandezeleka!

 

Yazi ke ukuba ndokuvuza ngokukhulu.

-ngenxa yazo zonke iintswelo zobukho bam enibandezeleka zizo, ngokunjalo

- ngenxa yeembandezelo eningathanda ukuba nazo, kodwa aninazo ".

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye, endenza ndibone eyona Ntliziyo yakhe ingcwele, uYesu wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, ngenxa yazo zonke izinto ezilungileyo ezenziwa yiNtliziyo yam intwasahlobo iyaphuma. Lo mthombo wahlulwe waba yimijelo engenakubalwa efikelela eZulwini, apho bafanele bamzukise uBawo egameni labo bonke.

Ngoko behla beza emhlabeni ngenxa yezidalwa. Ukwenza izinto ezilungileyo,

izidalwa nazo zenza imithombo emincinci ezintliziyweni zabo, ekwahlulwe yaba yimijelo.

Ezi zidibanisa zam kwaye, zidityanisiwe,

- bafikelela eZulwini apho bazukisa uBawo waseZulwini,

wandule ke uhle eze emhlabeni ukuze kulungelwe   bonke.

 

Le imvisiswano yenziwa phakathi kweZulu   noMhlaba.

ukuba iiNgelosi ngokwazo zikhwankqisiwe ngulo mbono umangalisayo.

 

Ke ngoko nikela ingqalelo ekwenzeni izinto ezintle zeNtliziyo yam ukuze ndikwazi ukuvula imithombo yobabalo lwam ».

 

Ndiphila iintsuku ezibuhlungu kakhulu.

UYesu wam olungileyo uzenza abonakale kancinci okanye angabonwa kwaphela, okanye njengombane wombane.

Ndikhumbula ukuba ngobunye ubusuku wayekhangeleka ediniwe. Wathwala ezingalweni zakhe njengenyanda yemiphefumlo.

Wandijonga, wathi kum:

"Awu! Ntombi yam, ukubulawa abaza kukwenza kuya kuba njalo

ukuba kuphela kwesi siqhuma semiphefumlo ndisesandleni sam siya kusinda!

Yimpambano yantoni le ifike amadoda? Musa ukucaphuka! Thembeka xa ndingekho.

Kwaye, emva kwesaqhwithi,

ndiya kukuhlawula ngako konke ukuhlutha kwakho;

-ndiphinda kabini utyelelo lwam kunye nombulelo wam ".

 

Emva koko, xa sele ephantse ukulila, wanyamalala.

Ngokungathandabuzekiyo, ukuthuthunjiswa kwentliziyo yam ehlwempuzekileyo!

 

Ngolunye usuku, ukukhanyiselwa ngokukhawuleza kwengqondo yam kwandenza ndaqonda ukuba xa uYesu wasikelelwa wabeka isibhakabhaka phezu   kweentloko zethu,

Kwakhona wabeka isibhakabhaka emphefumlweni wethu, enyanisweni,   isibhakabhaka eziliqela.

 

Ingqondo yethu isibhakabhaka, umbono wethu sisibhakabhaka,

intetho yethu,

isenzo sethu, iminqweno yethu, ukuthanda kwethu, iintliziyo zethu zisibhakabhaka, kunye nomahluko wokuba isibhakabhaka sangaphandle   asitshintshi   .

iinkwenkwezi aziphumi, aziwi

ngelixa isibhakabhaka ngaphakathi kwethu sinokutshintsha.

 

Ukuba isibhakabhaka sengqondo yethu sicinga ngcwele  , ngoko, njengoko zenza, iingcamango zethu zenza iinkwenkwezi ezintle kakhulu, ilanga kunye ne-comets.

 

Kwaye xa ingelosi yethu ibabona,

uyawathabatha aze awabeke esibhakabhakeni sobulumko bethu.

 

Ukuba izulu lomoya wethu lingcwele,

-Kunjalo ke ngokujonga kwethu, amazwi ethu, iminqweno yethu kunye nokubetha kwentliziyo yethu.

Ndiyayithanda lento

- amehlo ethu aba ziinkwenkwezi,

- amazwi ethu aguqulwa abe ukukhanya,

-iminqweno yethu ziicomets,

- ukubetha kwentliziyo yethu kwenza ilanga. Ngasinye sezivamvo zethu sihombisa isibhakabhaka saso.

 

Kwelinye icala

ukuba ingqondo yethu ingendawo  , akukho nto intle yenziwayo.

Endaweni yoko ubumnyama obukhulu bunwenwela kwaye bufike kusitha ezinye izibhakabhaka zethu.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

-Imehlo lethu likhanya ngokuphelelwa ngumonde,

-intetho yethu ithetha iziqalekiso,

-iminqweno yethu iphosa ukukhanya kweenkanuko ezikhohlakeleyo,

- intliziyo yethu ikhupha isichotho esitshabalalisayo kwimisebenzi yezidalwa. Isibhakabhaka esihlwempuzekileyo, simnyama ngokulusizi!

 

Ndiphila iintsuku ezibuhlungu kakhulu.

Intliziyo yam ikhubazekile

ukuhlupheka ngenxa yokuswela Yena obubomi bam nento yonke yam. Nangona ndirhoxile, andikwazi kuzibamba ngaphandle kokukhalaza kuYesu wam othandekayo.

xa idlula ngokukhawuleza phambi kwam okanye ingena ngaphakathi kwam.

Ndikhumbula ngenye imini, xa ndandikhalaza, wathi kum:

 

“Ukulahlwa ezandleni zam kufana nemijelo emibini edibana ngamandla amakhulu.

Amanzi awo ahlangeneyo enza amaza aphakamileyo, ade afikelele ezulwini;

ngenxa yoko, iibhedi zabo azikho mntu.

 

Ukumbombozela kwala manzi afikelela eZulwini kuhle kakhulu kwaye kuyavumelana kangangokuba iZulu liziva lihlonitshiwe kwaye lityalwe ngobuhle obutsha.

Kwaye abangcwele bathi kwikhorasi:

"  Le imvisiswano imnandi ivela kumphefumlo ozinikele kuThixo. Hayi indlela entle, entle ngayo!"

 

Ngolunye usuku,   wathi kum  :

Woyika ntoni?

Ndinikezele kum kwaye uya kukurhangqa njengesangqa. Ngaloo ndlela

ukuba kuthe kwavela utshaba, nokuba kuthe kwavela amathuba, nokuba kuthe kwavela ingozi, kofuneka babambane nam, bangabi nani; ndoniphendula   .

 

Ukuzinikela okwenyani kum kuguqulela ekuphumleni komphefumlo kunye nomsebenzi kum  .

Ukuba umphefumlo unovalo, oko kuthetha ukuba awulahlwanga kum. Kwabo bafuna ukuhlala bodwa, ukuphazamiseka kwakhe yintlungu yakhe efanelekileyo. Kubuhlungu kum kakhulu kwaye yonakele kakhulu. "

 

Ngenye imini xa ndakhalaza ngamandla,   uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum   ngokulunga okukhulu:

 

“Ntombi yam, yehlisa umoya!

Into ojongene nayo iphambi kwezohlwayo ezitsha ezizayo.

Funda kakuhle into endikwenze ukuba uyibhale kwaye uya kufumanisa ukuba azikho zonke izijeziso eziye zenzeka.

Izixeko ezininzi ezingakumbi ziya kutshatyalaliswa!

Iintlanga ziya kuqhubeka zichasana.

KuseItali? Izizwe zakhe ezinobuhlobo ziya kuba ziintshaba zakhe ezinoburhalarhume.

 

Ke umonde, ntombam!

Xa yonke into ilungile ukubiza indoda ukuba ilandele, ndiza kuwe njengakuqala kwaye sizokhala kwaye sithandaze kunye nomntu ongenambulelo.

 

Wena ke, ungaze uyishiye iWill yam. Kuba intando yam ingunaphakade,

yonke into eyenziwa apho ifumana ixabiso elingunaphakade nelingenasiphelo.

Kufana nemali eqhubeka ikhula kwixabiso kwaye ayisoze idilike.

 

Ezona zenzo zincinci zenziwe kwiThanda lam zibhalwe eZulwini

-ngoonobumba abangacimekiyo

- bathi ngokwabo:

"Sizizenzo ezingunaphakade kuba iNtando yanaphakade isibumbile".

 

“Kuba ngathi kugalelwe ingqayi yegolide kwingqayi yodongwe aze umnyibilikisi enze izinto zegolide ngaloo golide.

 

Sinokuthi le golide asiyogolide

Bekutheni ukuze kugalelwe ingqayi yodongwe? Ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo!

Igolide ihlala igolide, nokuba ikwesiphi na isitya.

 

Kulo mzekelo ivasi yodongwe imele umphefumlo kunye negolide, intando yam.

Izenzo zesidalwa esisebenza kwiWill yam

Ndiyibophelela iWill yam kweyakhe kwaye bobabini banyibilike kunye.

 

Ngoncedo lolwelo mna, umkhandi wegolide.

Ngaloo ndlela ndiguqula izenzo zomphefumlo zibe yigolide engunaphakade

-ukuba ndingatsho ukuba ezi zenzo zezam kwaye

- ukuze nomphefumlo unokuthi ungowakhe ».

 

Ndakhalaza kuYesu wam othandekayo ngemeko yam yentlupheko nangokuba ndingumntu ongenamsebenzi nongakwaziyo ukwenza okulungileyo. Kwaye ndandizibuza ukuba yintoni injongo yobomi bam.

UYesu wam onobubele   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ubomi bakho injongo yinto yeyam hayi eyakho. Yazi, nangona kunjalo, ukuba inyaniso elula

-  ukudibanisa kuM amaxesha amaninzi ngosuku

imingcipheko yokugcina ulungelelwano

- malunga nembuyekezo efunekayo ngokuchasene noBunkulunkulu.

 

Enyanisweni, ngumntu owaziyo kuphela

- ukudibanisa kuM kunye

- ukundithatha njengomgaqo wazo zonke izenzo zakhe, unako, egameni lezinto zonke, ukugcina ibhalansi

- malunga nozuko lukaYise, nayo yonke imbuyekezo efunekayo.

 

Ngaba ibonakala ingenamsebenzi kuwe? Awuziva

-ukuba awukwazi ukuyeka ukuyenza e

-ukuba andiyi kukushiya de uthabathe indawo nganye kumalungu am

ukwenza ulungiso oluyimfuneko egameni labo?

 

Zama ukulungisa wonke umntu kangangoko kunokwenzeka.

Ukuba ubusazi konke okulungileyo okufunyanwa lihlabathi xa umphefumlo,

-ngaphandle kwesithunzi somdla e

-kuphela kothando lwam luphakama phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba. kwaye, simanyene nam,

wenze ulungiso oluyimfuneko egameni lomntu wonke!"

 

Ubukrakra bam banda ndaza ndakhalaza kuYesu wam osoloko elungile, ndisithi kuye: “Yiba nenceba, sithandwa sam, yiba nenceba!

Ndiziva ngathi andinayo

- akusekho bomi, akusekho mnqweno, akukho thando, akukho thando; Yonke into engaphakathi kwam ingathi ifile.

 

Ah! Yesu! ziphi na ke zona iziqhamo zemfundiso yakho?

Ndithe ndisatsho njalo ndaziva ndisondele kakhulu kum uYesu wandibopha wandibopha ngamatyathanga aqinileyo  . Wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Owona mqondiso uqinisekileyo wokuba imfundiso yam inesiqhamo kuwe kukuba awuseziva nto ngawe.

 

Ngaba ubomi obukwiWill yam mhlawumbi abupheli kum? Kutheni ke ngoku ufuna iminqweno yakho, uthando, njl., ukuba uzicimile kwiWill yam?

 

Intando yam inkulu kwaye kuthatha umzamo omkhulu ukuyichonga. Ukuhlala kum kungcono ungaziphileli.

Kungenjalo, sibonisa ukuba asonwabanga

-phila ubomi bam e

-ukuchithwa ngokupheleleyo kum".

 

Ndakhalaza kakhulu kuYesu wam onobubele.Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ixhoba lomphefumlo

- utyhilwe ukuba afumane zonke izibetho zobulungisa bukaThixo kunye

-ukuva ukubandezeleka kwabanye  .

 

Owu! yancwina uBuntu bam phantsi kobunzima bokuba lixhoba! Njengomphumo wemeko yakho yokuswela, unokugqiba

-indlela izidalwa eziziphatha ngayo kum e

- indlela ubulungisa bukaThixo okulungiselela ngayo ukubohlwaya ngezibetho ezoyikekayo.

 

Umntu ufikelele kwimo yokuphambana ngokupheleleyo

Ngezidenge, udinga imivimbo eqinile. Ke wena, musa ukutshintsha nto.

Uya kuyibona into aya kukwenzela yona uYesu.”

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo yokubandezeleka nokuswela, ndachitha ixesha lam noYesu wam othandekayo, ndilahliwe ngokupheleleyo kuYe kwaye ndiphantse ndathula, njengomntwana. Ezibonakalisa ngaphakathi kum,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ukukholosa kwam kunjengelifu lokukhanya

apho umphefumlo uhlala ugqunywe kakuhle   ,

ukuba konke uloyiko, intandabuzo nobuthathaka buthe shwaka.

 

Le trust

-Uzalisa umphefumlo ngothando olunyulu e

- iyenza ibe nesibindi kangangokuba inamathele emabeleni am kwaye isele kubisi lwam. Akasakufuni ukutya.

 

Ukuba akukho nto iphuma esifubeni sam, endivumela ukuba ukuzithemba kunyuke ukuya phezulu, umphefumlo awuyi kudimazeka.

Ngokuchasene noko, akayeki, ubetha intloko yakhe esifubeni sam njengoko ndincuma ngaphakathi kwaye ndimvumela ukuba ayenze.

 

Umphefumlo oqinisekileyo luncumo lwam kunye nolonwabo lwam.

Lowo uthembele kum uyandithanda kwaye ukholelwa ukuba ndisisityebi, ndinamandla kwaye ndimkhulu.

 

Kwelinye icala, abo bangandithembiyo abandithandi ngokwenene. Uyandidelela, ukholelwa ukuba ndilihlwempu, ndibuthathaka kwaye ndimncinci.

Enjani yona imbeko kum!

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndacinga:

"Uyenza njani? Ndimbi kakhulu, andilungelwa nto!

Ukuhluthwa kukaYesu wam kuye kwandinciphisa kwimeko yokuba, ukuba sinokumbona, wayenokwenza isikhalo samatye kwaye, ngaphezu koko, ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo, ngaphandle koloyiko lomgwebo okanye isihogo kum. Hayi indlela embi endikuyo!”

 

Ngelixa ndandicinga ngolo hlobo, uYesu wam onobubele washukuma ngaphakathi kum   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, nje ukuba umphefumlo ugqibe kwelokuba uhlale kwintando yam, onke amathandabuzo kunye noloyiko luyaphela.

 

Lo mphefumlo ufana nentombi yokumkani;

- nakuba abaninzi bemxelela ukuba akayontombi yokumkani, akawahoyi loo mazwi

Ngokuchasene noko, ngokuzingca uxelela wonke umntu:

“  Kungento yanto ukuzama ukuhlwayela amathandabuzo noloyiko kum, kuba ndiyintombi yokumkani ngokwenene.

Inkosi ngutata wam.

Ndihlala naye kwaye ubukumkani bakhe bobam".

 

Phakathi kwazo zonke izibonelelo eziziswa bubomi kwi-Will yam emphefumlweni kukho ukhuseleko.

 

Ekubeni umphefumlo uzenzela ngokwam konke okukokwam; wothini na ke ukoyikela impahla yawo?

Ngaloo ndlela, uloyiko, ukuthandabuza kunye nokoyika isihogo akukho.

Abasifumani isitshixo, okanye umnyango, okanye indlela yokungena kulo mphefumlo.

 

Xa umphefumlo ungena kwiNtando yobuThixo, uyazihluba ngokwawo, ndiyambesa mna kunye neengubo zasebukhosini.

Ezi zitywina kuye

ukuba yintombi yam   kwaye

ukuba ubukumkani bam bube bobakhe njengobam.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ngokukhusela amalungelo ethu, uba nenxaxheba ekuxoxweni nasekugwebeni abanye. Kutheni ke uyoloba ngenxa yokoyika?"

 

Bendicinga ngemeko yam embi.

Ukubandezeleka kobuhlwempu bukaYesu kwandityhafisa.

Kodwa ndahlala ndizolile kwaye ndalahlwa ngokupheleleyo kuYesu wam othandekayo.Izulu lalibonakala livaliwe kum.

 

Ke wona umhlaba, bekukudala ndingawuvali umlomo. Kwaye ekubeni kum yayingekho,

-ndingathemba njani uncedo? Ngoko ndandingenalo kwa ithemba

- fumana uncedo kubantu beli hlabathi lihlwempuzekileyo.

 

Ukuba bendingenalo ithemba elimnandi kuYesu wam,

-ubomi bam, yonke into, inkxaso yam kuphela, andazi ukuba ngendenze ntoni.

 

Uthe akubona ukuba andinakukwazi ukuyithatha, uYesu wam osoloko elungile weza, ebeka isandla sakhe esingcwele ebunzini kum ukuze andomeleze  , wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombazana ehlwempuzekileyo, ntombi yentliziyo yam kunye neembandezelo zam, isibindi, ungaphelelwa yintliziyo!

Akukho nto iphelileyo kuwe.

 

Ngokuchasene noko, xa yonke into ibonakala iphelile, kulapho yonke into iqala khona. Kuyo yonke into oyicingayo, akukho nto iyinyani.

Imeko yakho yangoku yinkalo enye yelizwe lexhoba uBuntu bam bebujongene nalo. Owu! kukangaphi ekwimeko ebuhlungu kangaka!

 

UbuThixo bam, obunamandla onke nobebufuna ukuba ndicamagushele lonke usapho loluntu, lwandenza ndaziva ndilahlwa, ndilahliwe nazo zonke izilungiso   ezathi

imvelo yomntu yayizuzile.

 

Yayiziimbandezelo ezinkulu kum. Indlela endandimanyene ngayo noBunkulunkulu

-Ubuntu bam kunye nobuThixo bam njengento enye,

ukwahlukana nawe yaba ngumfeli-nkolo wokwenene kum.

 

Ukuthandwa kwaye kwangaxeshanye uzive ulibele, uhlonitshwa kwaye kwangaxeshanye uziva ungcatshiwe,

ukuba ngcwele kwaye kwangaxeshanye ndizibone ndigutyungelwe zizo zonke izono;

-yintoni eyoyikisayo umahluko,

-enjani yona intlungu!

 

Ummangaliso wobuSomandla bam wawuyimfuneko ukuze ndinyamezele zonke ezi ntlungu.

 

Okwangoku ubulungisa bam bufuna ukuba ezi ntlungu zihlaziywe. Yaye ngubani na onokuboleka kolu hlaziyo, ukuba akunjalo

- ngubani othe wadibana nam,

-owayenewonga lokunyulwa ukuba aphile kwindawo ephakamileyo yeNtando yam, ukusuka apho, ukusuka kwiziko layo, kuyo

undenza ndilungise   kwaye

uyandithanda egameni   lezidalwa zonke?

 

Ngaloo ndlela uziva engakhathalelwa, engafunwa yaye ekwahluliwe kuLowo uphila ubomi bakhe bonke!

Ezi ziimbandezelo ezinokuthi zivavanywe nguYesu wakho kuphela.

 

"Kwakhona, yehlisa umoya.

Esi simo siyakuphela ukuze udlulele kwezinye izigaba zoBuntu bam.

 

Xa uziva ungakwazi ukuthatha ngaphezulu,

- ulahle ngokwakho ngakumbi kum kwaye

-uyakuva uYesu wakho ethandaza, ebandezeleka kwaye elungisa

Ngelixa uyibukeleyo: Ndiza kuba ngumdlali kwaye uya kuba ngumbukeli.

 

Xa ubuyiselwe, uya kuthatha indima yomdlali we-actress kwaye ndiya kuba ngumbukeli.

Kuya kubakho ukujikisana phakathi kwethu sobabini".

 

Andinawo amandla okubhala lento ndiyibuzayo.

Ndiza kuthetha nje amagama ambalwa malunga nento endingazange ndiyicinge nokuyibhala ephepheni kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wandikhumbuza.

 

Ngenye ingokuhlwa ndanqula uYesu wam obethelelwe emnqamlezweni, ndisithi kuye:

"Sthandwa,

Ngentando yakho nasegameni loluntu lonke ndinqula wena,

Ndiyakugona kwaye ndizimisele   .

 

Ndinikela amanxeba akho kunye neGazi lakho kuye wonke umntu ukuze bonke basindiswe.

Kwaye ekubeni imiphefumlo elahlekileyo ayinakukwazi ukunandipha iGazi lakho elixabisekileyo kwaye ikuthande,

Ndibenzela yona.

Ndifuna ukuba uThando lwakho lungaqhathwa nangayiphi na indlela zizidalwa.

Ndifuna ukukuthanda kwaye ndibuyekeze egameni lomntu wonke, ukususela kowokuqala ukuya kowokugqibela ".

 

Ngelixa bendithetha oku kunye nezinye izinto ezininzi, uYesu wam othandekayo wolulela iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam waza wandanga esithi:

 

"  Ntombi yam, i-echo yobomi bam,

ngoxa wawuthandaza, inceba yam yavuseleleka yaye nobulungisa bam baphelelwa bukhali  .

 

Kwaye oku, hayi okwangoku,

kodwa nangamaxesha azayo: imithandazo yenu ngokuthanda kwam iya kuhlala isebenza.

 

Ndaluva uthando lwakho ngegama lemiphefumlo elahlekileyo

Ngenxa yoko, iNtliziyo yam yeva ukuthantamisa okukhethekileyo ngakuwe. Ukufumana kuwe uthando endityala le miphefumlo,

Ndikunikile ubabalo endibalungiselele lona.

 

Ngelinye ixesha   wathi kum  :

“Ntombazana yam, umntu ndimthanda kakhulu kangangokuba ekudaleni kwakhe ndamnika inkululeko, ngokungafaniyo naleyo ndayenzela isibhakabhaka, iinkwenkwezi, ilanga nendalo yonke.

- izulu alinakongezwa okanye lisuswe ezinkwenkwezini;

Ilanga alinako ukongeza, lingasusa kukhanya.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ndandifuna ukuba umntu abe secaleni kwam ukuze, ngokwenza okulungileyo nokusebenzisa izidima zakhe, adale iinkwenkwezi namalanga akhe.

ngenxa yesihombo sesibhakabhaka somphefumlo wakhe.

 

Okukhona ingcono, kokukhona iya kubumba iinkwenkwezi ezininzi.

Lungakanani na uthando lwakhe nemibingelelo yakhe;

ubuqaqawuli nokukhanya kuya kongezelela elangeni lakhe.

 

Ndikho esibhakabhakeni somphefumlo wakhe,   ndithi kuye  :

“  Nyana wam, okukhona usiba mhle ngakumbi, kokukhona undikholisa.

Ndiyabuthanda ubuhle bakho kangangokuba ndikucenga ukuba wehlise ishishini.

 

Nje ukuba uqalise, ndiya kubaleka kwaye ndihlaziye amandla akho okudala, ndikunike amandla okwenza konke okulungileyo okufunayo.

Ndiyakuthanda de ndikwenze ikhoboka, kodwa ungokhululekileyo.

 

Yeha! hayi indlela embi ngayo eli gunya ndilinike umntu!

Yaye unobuganga bokubusebenzisa ekuweni kwakhe nasekukhubekiseni uMdali wakhe!”

 

Ndathi kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele:

"Kaloku awufuni kundixelela nto, undixelele ukuba ndiyakuxolela xa ndikonile."

 

Waphendula wathi:

“Ulufuna njani uxolelo?

Umphefumlo owenza intando yam kwaye uhlala kuyo awusenawo umthombo wobubi ngokwawo, kuba intando yam ingumthombo.

-ngonaphakade,

-engenakuguqulwa e

- engenakuthintelwa kuko konke okulungileyo kunye nobungcwele.

 

Lowo usela kulo mthombo ungcwele kwaye ububi abuyi kumbamba. Ukuba ububi buzama ukuzibonakalisa, abuzinzi iingcambu

ngokuba umthombo asela kuwo ungcwele.

 

Xa ubulungisa bam bundinyanzela ukuba ndibethe izidalwa, kubonakala ngathi kuyabenzakalisa. Sifikelela kwinqanaba lokuba ndithi andinabulungisa.

Kodwa oku akunakwenzeka kuba umthombo wobubi awukho kum. Ngokuchasene noko, kwezi ntlungu ndithumelayo.

kukho olona Thando luthambileyo noluqatha.

 

Kukuthanda kwabantu okungumthombo wobungendawo.

ukuba ibonakala ilungile, loo mpahla yosulelekile kwaye nabani na oyichukumisayo uyosulelwa naye.”

 

Emva koko, ndazimela zonke izidalwa njengoko uYesu wandifundisayo.

Emva koko,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, xa uphinda into endikufundise yona, ndiziva ndilimele ngowam uThando.

 

Xa ndikufundisa ezi zinto, ndikuvise ubuhlungu ngoThando lwam. Xa uziphinda, nawe uyandilimaza.

Ukukhumbula nje amazwi am nemfundiso yam kuyandikhathaza. Ukuba uyandithanda, hlala undenzakalisa!"

 

Ndicinge:

"Ingenzeka njani into yokuba ukwenza iNtando yobuThixo kugqwese iisakramente?"

 

Ehamba ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, kutheni le nto iisakramente zibizwa ngokuba ziisakramente?

Ngenxa yokuba zingcwele, zinamandla okunika ubabalo nobungcwele.

Nangona kunjalo, benza ngokwamalungiselelo endalo,

kangangokuba ngamanye amaxesha azinaziqhamo, azikwazi ukunika iimpahla   ezikuzo.

 

"Intando yam, kwelinye icala, ingcwele kwaye ingcwele.

Dibanisa izidima zazo zonke iisakramente zamaziko. Akufuneki asebenze ukulahla umphefumlo ukuze afumane izinto ezikuwo:

ngokukhawuleza ukuba umphefumlo ulungele ukwenza intando yam, ngexabiso layo yonke imibingelelo,

ngokuzenzekelayo inezimo ezifunekayo.

 

Ukubona oku, iWill yam idluliselwa kuye ngaphandle kokulibazisa kwaye uhlawulela iimpahla ezikuyo.

Ngaloo ndlela wenza amaqhawe kunye nabafeli-nkolo beNtando yobuThixo, eyona mimangaliso inkulu.

 

Zenza ntoni iisakramente, ukuba azimanyanisi umphefumlo kuThixo! Kwaye yenza ntoni iNtando yam?

Ngaba mhlawumbi ayikokumanyanisa ukuthanda kwesidalwa kunye noko koMdali waso, ukuyichitha kwiNtando engunaphakade?

 

Xa umphefumlo udibana kwintando yam,

asiyiyo into ekunyukela kuyo yonke iphela, ukuba ihle iye entweni yonke.

Sesona senzo sibekekileyo, sinyulu, sihle nesinobugorha esinokwenziwa sisidalwa.

 

Owu! Ewe! Ndiyakuqinisekisa ukuba uMyolelo wam ngumthendeleko odlula zonke iisakramente zeziko   .

Umthendeleko woMyolelo wam usebenza ngendlela encomeka ngakumbi, ngaphandle komthetheleli, ngaphandle kwento ephathekayo.

 

Isebenza phakathi kwentando yam kunye nentando yesidalwa. Aba babini bayamanyana kwaye benze umthendeleko.

 

Intando yam buBomi kwaye umphefumlo ufumana uBomi kubo.

Intando yam bubungcwele kwaye kuyo umphefumlo ufumana ubungcwele. Intando yam ingamandla kwaye umphefumlo ufumana amandla awo.

;; kwaye nangokunjalo.

Kwelinye icala, ungakanani umsebenzi ofanele ukwenziwa ngamanye amasakramente ukulahla imiphefumlo, le mijelo ndiyishiye eCaweni yam, ukuba nje ingaphumelela!

 

Kukangaphi begculelwa okanye becekiswa! Abanye bade bayisebenzise

ukuze bazukiseke, bandikhubekise.

Ah! ukuba ubusazi imibingelelo emikhulu eyenziwa kwisakramente yezohlwayo kunye nokuxhatshazwa okumasikizi kwisakramente yoMthendeleko, ubuya kukhala   nam!

 

Owu! Ewe! ngumthendeleko wentando yam kuphela onokucula uloyiso.

Iphelele kwimiphumo yayo kwaye ayinakuchukunyiswa kwiziphoso zezidalwa. Ingaba lonto yi,

ngena kwiNtando yam   ,

isidalwa kufuneka sibeke ecaleni intando yakhe kunye neminqweno yakhe.

Kulapho ke iNtando yam iya kumtyala kwaye ifezekise imimangaliso yakhe kuye.

 

Xa ndithetha ngeWill yam, ndiyabhiyoza ngaphandle kokunqumama. Uvuyo lwam luzalisekile.

Xa isakramente yentando yam ingena esenzweni, akukho bukrakra bubonakaliswa phakathi komphefumlo kunye nam.

 

Kwezinye iisakramente, nangona kunjalo, Intliziyo yam idada kwiintlungu.

Umntu wabaguqula baba ngamathende obukrakra xa ndandibamisela njengemithombo yobabalo ».

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. Evela ngaphakathi, uYesu wam olungileyo wazibonakalisa emanzi ziinyembezi.

Iimpahla zakhe ezingcwele nezandla zazimanziswe ziinyembezi. Lo mbono wandifaka kwintlungu enzulu. Ndothuka.

 

Wathi kum:  “Ntombi yam, ezinjani zona iingxaki eziya kwenzeka emhlabeni!

Izohlwayo ziya kutshayelwa kabuhlungu ngakumbi kunangaphambili, ukuze ndingayeki ukulila ngenxa yelishwa elilusizi lehlabathi.

 

Wongeze wathi  : “Intando yam ifana nesangqa.

Nabani na ongena kuwo uvalelwe ukuze angabi nandlela yokuphuma. Yonke into ayenzayo apho ihlala ihleli kwindawo engunaphakade kwaye isasazeke kwisangqa saphakade ".

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Uyayazi ukuba yenziwe ngantoni  isambatho somntu ohlala kwiWill yam   ?

 

Ayenziwe ngegolide, kodwa ngokukhanya okucocekileyo.

Kufana nesipili esibonisa izenzo zalo mphefumlo kulo lonke iZulu. Ihlotshiswe ngezibuko ezininzi kwaye, kuzo zonke, ndingabonwa ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ke, ukusuka apho umntu ejonge umphefumlo, ngasemva, ngaphambili, ngasekhohlo okanye ngasekunene, uyandibona ndiphindaphindeka kaninzi njengoko umphefumlo wenze izenzo kwintando yam.

Andikwazanga ukunika lo mphefumlo ilokhwe entle ngakumbi.

Esi sinxibo lukhetho olukhethekileyo lwemiphefumlo ehlala kwintando yam ".

 

La mazwi andishiya ndixakiwe kancinci. UYesu wongezelela wathi: “Yini na ukuba nithandabuze?

Ayenzeki into efanayo kubabuthi bomthendeleko?

 

Ukuba kukho iwaka lemikhosi, kuya kubakho ooYesu abaliwaka abaya kunxibelelana nemiphefumlo eliwaka.

Ukuba kukho ikhulu lemikhosi,

kukho ikhulu kuphela uYesu oya kuzinikela kwimiphefumlo elikhulu kuphela.

Ngayo yonke into eyenziwe kwintando yam,

umphefumlo undingqongile kwaye unditywine ngaphakathi kwentando yawo.

 

Izenzo ezenziwa kuMyolelo wam zinginginya zanaphakade ezi iintlobo zazo zingasetyenziswanga (ngokungafaniyo   nemikhosi yomthendeleko,

apho ubomi bam bomthendeleko buphelayo nje ukuba iintlobo zomthendeleko zidliwe).

 

Kwimikhosi yeWill yam akukho mgubo okanye enye into.

Umongo wabo yintando yam yanaphakade edityaniswe nentando yesidalwa esithe,

wanyibilika kweyam, waba   ngunaphakade.

le miyolelo mibini ayixhomekeke ekubeni   igqitywe.

 

Into emangazayo kukuba umntu wam   wonke

ziphindaphindwe kaninzi njengoko kukho izenzo ezenziwayo kuMyolelo wam?

 

Kwisenzo ngasinye kwezi   ,

-Nditywinwe emphefumlweni   kwaye

umphefumlo utywinelwe   kum.

Izimanga zeNtando yam ezi.

Akwanelanga ukususa onke amathandabuzo. "

 

Ndathandaza kwaye, ngeengcinga, ndadibanisa kwintando yanaphakade. Emva kokuba ndizibeke phambi koBunene obuPhakamileyo, ndathi kuye:

 

"Mhlekazi kanaphakade, ndiphakama ezinyaweni zakho egameni loluntu luphela, ukusuka kowokuqala ukuya kowokugqibela, ukukunqula ngokunzulu.

 

“Ezinyaweni zakho ezingcwele ndibeka uzuko lwabo bonke. Egameni labo bonke, ndiyanakana njengoMdali noMongami wezinto zonke. Ndiyanithanda nonke.

-Egameni lakho konke ndikubuyisela uthando olubonakalisa kuthi ngezinto ezidaliweyo, obeke kulo uthando olungaka kangangokuba izidalwa azisoze zikwazi ukubuyisela lonke olu thando.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kwintando yakho, apho yonke into inkulu kwaye ingunaphakade, ndifumana olu thando kwaye ndilubuyisela kuwe egameni labo bonke.

 

ndifuna ukukuthanda

-kuyo yonke inkwenkwezi oyidalile,

-kwimitha yokukhanya nganye e

- nangabuphi na ubushushu obushushu oye wabonakalisa ilanga, njl.

 

Kuya kuthatha ixesha elide ukuyixela yonke into endiyithethileyo apha. Kwaye, ke, ndiyayeka.

 

Emva koko kwathi qatha ingcinga kum:

"Njani, kuyo yonke into edaliweyo,

Ngaba iNkosi yethu inokuyibeka loo milambo yothando kwizidalwa?

Kwafika impendulo kum ekukhanyeni kwangaphakathi.

"Yinyani, ntombi yam,

ukuba uthando lwam ngezidalwa luthululele kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo. Sele ndikuxelele kwaye ndiyayiphinda:

 

Xa uThando lwam ludala ilanga, lwabeka iilwandle zoThando kulo.

-Kwimitha nganye ekhukula amehlo, iinyawo, izandla, umlomo, njl. wesidalwa, ndimnika ukwanga kwam kwanaphakade okuphuphuma Luthando.

 

-Ngaphezu kokukhanya kwayo, ilanga likhupha ubushushu balo. Ulangazelela ukufumana uthando lwezidalwa,

Ndibaxelela kobu bushushu  ndithi  "  I love you".

 

-Kwaye xa, ngokukhanya kwayo kunye nobushushu bayo, ilanga lichumisa izityalo, Luthando lwam oluthengisayo ukuze londle umntu.

 

Isibhakabhaka esinesibhakabhaka phezu kweentloko zenu sihlala sinikhumbuza ngoThando lwam. Ngamnye weenkwenkwezi ezithi, ebusuku, zikholise iliso lomntu;

Ndathi kuye kwelam icala:   "  I love you".

 

"  Ke, yonke into edaliweyo ibonakalisa uthando lwam emntwini.

Ukuba bekungenjalo, iNdalo ibingayi kuba nanjongo.

Obu bubudenge kuba zange ndenze nto ndingenanjongo. Yonke into yenzelwa umntu.

Yeha! Akayiqaphela kwaye ibe yintlungu kum!

 

Ntombi yam, ukuba ufuna ukuyolisa intlungu yam,

- yiza rhoqo kwi-Will yam kwaye

"Ndigubungele ngokundihlonela, uthando, umbulelo kunye nombulelo egameni layo yonke iNdalo".

 

Ndizidibanise ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando yobuThixo ngenjongo yokubeka mna endaweni yaso sonke isidalwa ukuze ndiveze egameni laso yonke into anokunikela ngayo   kuBukhulu obuPhakamileyo. Njengoko ndiyenza, ndazixelela:

"Ndingalufumana phi uthando olwaneleyo lokulunika uYesu wam othandekayo ngegama labo bonke?"

 

UYesu wathi kum ngaphakathi:

 

"Ntombi yam, kwintando yam,

uya kufumana kwi-superabundance uthando oluyimfuneko lokuthatha indawo yothando zonke izidalwa zindityala.

Ngenxa yokuba nabani na ongena kwi-Will yam ufumana imithombo engenamandla kuyo.

apho sinokuzoba kangangoko sifuna ngaphandle kokuba siphume nakancinane kubo.

 

Kukho umthombo woThando othi, ngokungxama, ukhuphe amaza awo. Okukhona utsala umdla, kokukhona ukuhamba kwayo kuyanda.

Kukho umthombo wobuhle obungomiyo. Ihlala ikhupha ubuhle obutsha.

Kukwakho nemithombo yobulumko, ulonwabo, ukulunga, amandla, inceba, ubulungisa nazo zonke ezinye iimpawu zam.

 

Umthombo ngamnye uyaphuphumala kummelwane wawo. Njengantoni

-umthombo wothando uzalisa ubuhle, ubulumko, amandla, njalo njalo ngothando.

-umthombo wobuhle unika ubuhle kuthando, ubulumko, amandla, njl.

Konke oku kufezwa ngamandla kangangokuba lonke iZulu liyavuyiswa kuko.

 

Le mithombo yahlukeneyo

-bonisa imvisiswano enjalo,

-Yenza uvuyo olunjalo kwaye unikeze umbono onjalo

ukuba bonke abasikelelweyo bayavuyiswa yiyo yaye abasayi kufuna ukuzahlula kuyo.

 

Ngoko, ntombi yam,

kuba nabani na ofuna, egameni labo bonke, ukuthanda, ukulungisa nokutshintsha wonke umntu, kunyanzelekile ukuba aphile kwintando yam   ,

apho yonke into iphuma khona, apho   izinto zihamba khona

- phinda-phinda kangangoko ufuna e

- ziphawulwa ngoshicilelo olungcwele.

 

Lo mbhalo ubumba imithombo enamaza anyukayo ukuya kwinqanaba

- izikhukhula yonke into e

- yenza okulungileyo kumntu wonke.

Ke ngoko hlala ukwiWill yam. Kulapho ndikulindile khona, apho ndifuna khona."

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndathelela uYesu, ndimcela ukuba andigcine.

Wangena ngaphakathi kum,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuba ubusazi ukuba ndiyithanda kangakanani inkampani yezidalwa! Xa ndandidala umntu, ndathi:

"  Akulungile ukuba umntu abe yedwa, masidale esinye isidalwa esifana naye ukuze simgcine, ukuze babe novuyo omnye komnye".

 

Ngaphambi kokuba ndidale umntu, ndandidla ngokuthetha amazwi afanayo kum: “Andifuni ukuba ndedwa.

Ndifuna izidalwa zindigcine kunye,

ukuze ndivuyisane nabo;

-ukuze babelane nolonwabo lwam. Ngabo ndiya kunikezela ngesisa kuThando lwam ".

 

Ngenxa yoko ndidale izidalwa ngokomfanekiselo wam.

 

Xa ingqondo yabo ithe yandikhumbula, basuka bandigcine ubulumko bam.

-Ndiva inkampani yokujonga kwabo.

Ukuba ulwimi lwabo luyathandaza, lufundisa okulungileyo.

Ndisiva isandi selizwi labo.

Ukuba intliziyo yabo iyandithanda, ndiva inkampani yothando lwabo, njl.

 

Kodwa, ukuba izidalwa zenza ngokuchaseneyo, ndiziva ndedwa, njengokumkani osusiweyo. Yeha! bangaphi bandishiya ndedwa bangandihoyi!"

 

Imeko yam yayisiya isiba buhlungu ngakumbi. Ndithe ndisantywila kolu lwandle luvinjwa u Yesu wam omnandi, ubomi bam nento yonke yam, zange ndikwazi ukuzibamba ndikhalaze ndiphinde ndithethe ububhanxa.

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum encwina:

 

“Ntombi yam, ungoyena mfeli-nkolo unzima weNtliziyo yam.

Ngalo lonke ixesha ndikubona uncwina, ukhubazekile yintlungu yokuvinjwa kwam, ukufelwa kwam ukholo kuba buhlungu ngakumbi.

 

Intlungu yam inkulu kangangokuba ndiyancwina ndisithi:

“  Owu mntundini, zingakanani na iindleko zakho kum!

Wakha ubufeli boBuntu bam obuthe, buphambana ngokukuthanda, buzithabathele kubo zonke iimbandezelo zakho.

Kwaye uyaqhubeka ufela ukholo lowo, othandwe luthando ngam nangenxa yakho, wazinikela njengexhoba ngenxa yakho ».

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ukufela ukholo kwam kuyaqhubeka. Ndiyiva ngokucace ngakumbi

kuba kufela ukholo lomntu ondithandayo   kwaye

-kwaye ukuba ukufela ukholo kunye ngaphaya kwabo bonke abanye abafeli-nkolo ».

 

Emva koko, esondela emlonyeni wakhe kufutshane nendlebe yentliziyo yam, wathi, encwina:

"Ntombi yam, ntombi yam, ntombi yam!

NguYesu wakho kuphela okuqondayo kwaye uzele yimfesane ngawe, kuba ndikuva ukufela ukholo lwakho entliziyweni yam ».

 

Wongeza wathi:

“Mamela, ntombi yam:

ukuba, phantsi kwesohlwayo semfazwe, umntu

wayezithobile   kwaye

wangena   kuye ngokwakhe.

bekungayi kufuneka esinye isohlwayo. Kodwa waqhubeka eqhuba.

Ngaloo ndlela, ukuthwala ngaphakathi kuwe, isohlwayo esibi ngaphezu kwemfazwe siyafuneka kwaye siya kuza.

Ubulungisa bam buququzelela ukungabikho kwam.

Ndenjenje ke ukuyeka ukuza kuni. Ngokuba, ukuba ndiza kuwe,

- uya kuthabatha ubulungisa bam kwaye,

-Ngeentlupheko zakho uvala izikhewu ezenziwa ngumntu ngezono zakhe. Ngaba awukwenzi oku iminyaka emininzi?

 

Inkani yomntu imenza angakufanelekeli oku kulungileyo kukhulu, ngenxa yesi sizathu uhlala enihlutha mna.

ndikubona wafela ukholo ngenxa yam,

-Intlungu yam inkulu kangangokuba ndiyadelela.

 

Ndinyanzelekile

-ukufihla iincwina zam kuwe kwaye

- musa ukuwagalela kuwe,

ukuze ningabandezeleki ngakumbi.”

 

Ndakhalaza kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele, ndisithi kuye:

"Utshintshe njani!

Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba akusekho kubandezeleka kwam?

 

Wonke umntu uyabandezeleka; Ndim ndodwa ongafanelanga oku!

Inene, ndiyabafumana bonke ngobugwenxa, kodwa khawuncede undenzele inceba.

Ungandikhanyeli noko oko imvuthuluka yembandezelo owabela abanye ngobuninzi. Sithandwa sam, hayi indlela eyoyikeka ngayo imeko endikuyo! Yiba nenceba kum, yiba nenceba!

Ngelixa bendithetha oku, uYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum kwaye   wandixelela:

 

“Ntombi yam, yehlisa umoya!

Kungenjalo uyakuvula nzulu ngakumbi iinyembezi zeNtliziyo yam! Ngaba ufuna ukundoyisa ekubandezelekeni?

Nam

Bendingathanda ukuthwala ngaphakathi Kwam zonke iimbandezelo zazo zonke izidalwa.

 

Uthando lwam kubo belulukhulu kangangokuba akwaba bekungasokoli namnye kubo. Nangona kunjalo, andizange ndiyiqonde.

Kwafuneka ndizithobe kuBulumko noBulungisa bukaBawo.

 

Nangona wandivumela ukuba ndithathele phezu kwam uninzi lweembandezelo zezidalwa, akazange afune ukuba ndizithabathe zonke.

ukuze amalungelo kunye nokulingana koBulungisa bakhe kugcinwe.

 

UBuntu bam bebungathanda ukusokola ngokwaneleyo ukuze buphele

-esihogweni, kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo nakuzo zonke isohlwayo. Kodwa uBunkulunkulu wayengayifuni ngolo hlobo.

UJustice wathi kuThando:

“  Wawuwafuna amalungelo akho? Bazinikiwe kuwe. Ubulungisa bunamalungelo abo ”.

 

Ndiye ndanikezela kubulumko bukaBawo.

Kodwa uBuntu bam bufumene iintlungu ezininzi, ngenxa yokubandezeleka okukhulu okuya kuwela kwizidalwa.

 

Izikhalazo zakho malunga nokungabandezeleki

ndivakalisa ezam izikhalazo kumxholo omnye.

Ndize kukuqinisa intliziyo, ndiyayazi indlela ebuhlungu ngayo le ntlungu. Yazi nangona kunjalo ukuba oku kukwabandezeleka noYesu wakho ».

 

Ngenxa yothando luka Yesu wam, ndiye ndazincama ukuba ndingasokoli. Kodwa intlungu yentliziyo yam yayinkulu kakhulu.

 

Zazininzi izimvo ezazihamba engqondweni yam, ngakumbi malunga nento awayeyithetha kum ngentando yakhe yobuThixo. Kwakubonakala kum ukuba andinakuze ndiyibone imiphumo yamazwi akhe kulo mbandela.

 

Ngobubele uYesu wongezelela wathi  :

 

"Ntombi yam, xa ndikubuza ukuba uyavuma na ukuhlala kwiWill yam, uye wavuma ngokuthi:

"  Ndithi ewe, kungekhona ngentando yam, kodwa ngeyakho.

ukuze uewe wam abe nawo onke amandla nexabiso likaewe wobuthixo”.

Kulungile! yazi ukuba   lo "ewe"   ubizwe nguwe ukho kwaye uya kuhlala ekhona, njengeWill yam.

 

Ngalo "ewe", ubomi bakho bomntu bufikelele esiphelweni. Intando yakho akusafuneki ukuba uhlale wedwa  .

 

Kuba zonke izidalwa zikwintando yam, uze egameni loluntu lonke ukuba ulale emazantsi etrone yam, ngendlela yobuThixo.

-Iingcinga zezidalwa zonke obuzithwele engqondweni yakho, ukuze undizukise ngazo zonke ezi ngcinga.

 

Emehlweni akho, ekuthetheni kwakho, nasezenzweni zakho, ekudleni okudlayo, nasebuthongweni bakho;

Yenzani kwangokunjalo nindizukise ngezenzo zezidalwa.

 

Ubomi bakho kufuneka bubambe yonke into.

Ukuba, ndicinezelwe bubuhlwempu bam,

akuzimanyanisanga nezizwe zonke ngezenzo zakho, ndiya   kukungcikiva.

Ukuba beningathanga nindiphulaphule, bendiya kunixelela nonke ndibandezelekile;

"  Ukuba awufuni ukundilandela, ndiya kwenza izinto ngokwam."

 

Ukuphila kwintando yam kukuphila

- ukuhamba kubomi bakhe bomntu,

- shiya ingqondo yakhe. buquka bonke obunye   ubomi.

 

Kulumkeleni oku,   ningoyiki.

 



Ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

"Ndithanda ukuzifihla emehlweni abantu bonke ukuze wonke umntu andilibale ngathi andisekho emhlabeni. Hayi indlela ekubuhlungu ngayo ukujongana nabantu!

Ndiziva ndifuna ukuthula okunzulu".

 

Waza, ehamba ngaphakathi kwam, wathi uYesu kum:

Ùyafuna ukufihla, kodwa mna ndithanda ukuba ube sisibane esimisweni saso, esikhanyisela wonke umntu;

-esi sibane siqhutywa kukukhanya kwam kwanaphakade. Ukuba uyazifihla, ayinguwe ozifihlayo.

nguMna, ukukhanya kwam kunye neLizwi lam ».

 

Ndiye ndaqhubeka ke ndithandaza andazi noba njani ndazibona sendingaphandle

umzimba wam ukwinkampani kaYesu.Ndandimncinci noYesu emde kakhulu.

Wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

khula ufane nam.

Ndifuna iingalo zakho zifike kweyam nomlomo wakho ufikelele kowam."

Ndandingazi ukuba ndenze njani. UYesu wabeka izandla zakhe kwezam waphinda wathi: “Khula, khula”.

 

Ndazama ndaziva ngathi ndingumthombo ngendlela yokuba, ukuba ndiyafuna, ndingakhula.

Emva koko ndalala ngokukhululeka ndaza ndabeka intloko yam phezu kwegxalaba likaYesu njengoko wayeqhubeka ebambe izandla zakhe kweyam.

 

Ngolu nxibelelwano lwezandla zakhe, ndakhumbula amanxeba akhe angcwele kwaye ndathi kuye: "Sithandwa sam, njengoko ufuna ukuba ndibe yingangamsha yakho, kutheni ungandiniki iimbandezelo zakho? Ndinike! Musa ukukhanyela! bona ngenxa yam!"

 

Uye wandijonga uYesu wandiwola ngamandla entliziyweni yakhe, engathi ufuna ukundixelela izinto ezininzi.

Kamva yanyamalala ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Bendikwimeko enkenenkene ndiziva kum uYesu wam olungileyo ebebumbene emthandazweni wam.

 

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, eyona nto ndandiyinqwenela ekudaleni umntu yayikukuba

- yenza intando yam kwizinto zonke kwaye

- ukuba kancinci kancinci, ngezenzo eziphindaphindiweyo kwintando yam, ilanga lobomi bam linokwakheka kuye.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ilanga lobomi bam laliza kufumana eli langa elifanayo kulo kwaye ezi zimbini zidibanise zibe yinto enye.

 

Ngoko ngendimzise kuvuyo   lwaseZulwini.

 

Yeha! umntu akazange alilandele eli cebo likaThixo.

Akayifezi iNtando yam okanye uyizalisekisa ngokuyinxenye.

Ubomi bam kuye, busithelwe zizenzo zakhe zobuntu, abufumani kutya kwaneleyo ukuze akhule aqole.

Ngoko ke, iphikisana rhoqo nenjongo yeNdalo.

Bangaphi na ke kubo abaphila ubomi beminqweno nesono, besenza ububi kubo!

 

Ndakhalaza kuYesu wam othandekayo malunga nemeko yam elusizi, ndimxelela:

“Khawutsho sithandwa sam uphi?

Ndixelele ukuba undishiye kweyiphi indlela ukuze ndikufumane.

Ndibonise umkhondo wamanyathelo akho kuba inyathelo ngenyathelo ndifikelela kuwe. Ah! Yesu, ngaphandle kwakho andinakuqhubeka!

Noko ke, nokuba ukude, ndikuthumelela ukwanga kwam.

Ndinyoshoza eso sandla singasandibambiyo, lo mlomo ungasandithethisiyo, obo buso ndingasababoniyo, ezo nyawo zingasahambiyo kum, kodwa eziya kwenye indawo. Ah! Yesu, hayi indlela ebuhlungu ngayo imeko yam!

Esinjani sona isiphelo esasindilindele!

 

Ngelixa bendithetha ezi kunye nezinye izinto ezingenamsebenzi, uYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, yehlisa umoya.

Kumntu ohlala kwiWill yam, zonke iindawo ziindawo ezikhuselekileyo zokundifumana. Intando yam igcwalisa yonke into.

Nokuba yeyiphi na indlela ohamba ngayo, akufunekanga woyike ukungandifumani.

Ah! Ntombi yam, ndiyayiva imeko yakho ebuhlungu entliziyweni yam.

Ndiyabona ukuba intlungu edlulile phakathi kwam noMama iyaphinda phakathi kwam nawe.

Wabethelelwa emnqamlezweni ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwam. Kwaye ndabethelelwa emnqamlezweni ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwakhe.

 

"Kodwa yintoni unobangela wazo zonke ezi zinto? Uthando lwethu ngemiphefumlo.

Ngenxa yothando lwemiphefumlo, uMama wam endimthandayo wanyamezela konke ukubandezeleka kwam kwanokufa kwam.

Ngenxa yemiphefumlo, ndinyamezele zonke iintlungu zakhe, kuquka nentlungu yakhe yokuvinjwa kwam.

Owu! ixabisa malini uThando lwam ukuhlutha uMama wam ongahlukaniyo kunye nokubandezeleka kwakhe! Kodwa uthando lwemiphefumlo luyoyisa yonke into.

Kwakhona ngenxa yemiphefumlo uye wamkela isimo sakho sexhoba, ukuba uye wamkela zonke ezi ntlungu eziye zavela ngexesha lobomi bakho.

 

Ukuba bekungengenxa yolu thando lwemiphefumlo,

ukuthinjwa kwakho kuya kudlula,

awuyi kuba nantlungu yokuhluthwa mna   kwaye

nam bendingenoba nentlungu yokukubona ungcungcuthekiswa kobu bunzima.

Ngoko yibani nomonde kwaye uthando lwemiphefumlo maluphumelele kude kuse esiphelweni kuni.”

 

Intlupheko yam izenze yanda ngakumbi kwaye ndazixelela:

"Yesu wam, yintoni na ubomi bam!"

 

Kwangoko,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

kuba umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam, ubungcwele bunenjongo enye kuphela:

 

 "Uzuko kuBawo" oluqhubekayo

ilandelwe ngu

“  Njengoko kwakunjalo ekuqaleni, njengokuba kunjalo ngoku

nokuba kuya kuba njani na ngonaphakade kanaphakade.

 

Akukho nto ungamzukisiyo uThixo ngayo lo mphefumlo.

Ubungcwele bakhe abunakurhoxa, kodwa busalawula.

Isiseko salo "Uzuko kuBawo"   kwaye

ilungelo layo "Njengoko kwakunjalo ekuqaleni, njl." "

 

Ndandisoloko ndikhalazela ukuswela kukaYesu.

Ndiye ndakhalaza nokuba iyandivalela ukuhlupheka ndibe ndipha   kakhulu kwabanye.

Waphuma ngaphakathi kwam, wangqiyama ngentloko yakhe egxalabeni lam, wathi kum esezintlungwini:

 

"Ntombi yam, umphefumlo ohlala kwiVolition yam uhlala phezulu

Ngenxa yoko, ufumana ujongo olungcono kwinto eyenzekayo ezantsi.

Kufuneka athathe inxaxheba kwizigqibo, iinkxwaleko njalo njalo kwabo baphila phezulu.

 

Bona okwenzekayo kubomi bentsapho bemihla ngemihla: ngutata nomama kuphela, yaye ngamanye amaxesha unyana omkhulu, abathabatha inxaxheba kwizigqibo nokubandezeleka okubangelwa kubomi bentsapho. Xa intsapho isengxakini, abantwana abancinane abazi nto ngayo nayiphi na kwezi.

Kunoko, badlala kwaye baphile ubomi babo obuqhelekileyo.

 

Oku kunjalo ngokolandelelwano lobabalo.

Abo bancinci kwaye basakhula bahlala phantsi.

Kodwa abo bahlala kwiindawo eziphakamileyo zeNtando yam kufuneka babaxhase abo bahlala ngezantsi, babone iingozi ezibalindileyo, bancede benze izigqibo ezifanelekileyo, njl.

 

Ngoko ke, yehlisa umoya. Siza kuba nobomi obufanayo kwiWill yam. Sikunye, siya kuba nesabelo kubunzima neentsizi zentsapho yoluntu.

Uya kubukela phezu kwezaqhwithi ezinkulu eziya kuvela. Ngelixa abo bangezantsi bedlala phakathi kweengozi, siya kukhalela ilishwa labo. "

 

Ndakhalaza kuYesu wam othandekayo, ndisithi: “Ziphi na izithembiso zakho   ?

Ehamba ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wathi kum:

"  Ntombi yam, ukubethelelwa kwam kugqityiwe  . Uyafuna ukwazi ukuba kutheni?

Kuba yazaliseka kwintando kaThixo kaBawo.

 

Kule Will, umnqamlezo wam uye waba mde kwaye wabanzi ngokwaneleyo ukuba wamkele zonke iinkulungwane kwaye ungene kuzo zonke iintliziyo, zangaphambili, zangoku kunye nekamva.

Intando kaThixo indibeke izikhonkwane:

kwiminqweno yam, ukuthanda kunye nokubetha kwentliziyo.

“Ndingatsho ukuba ndandingahlali

-hayi ubomi bam,

- kodwa leyo yeNtando yanaphakade eyayindivalele zonke izidalwa awayefuna ndiphendule ngazo.

Ukubethelelwa kwam emnqamlezweni ngekungasoze kugqibelele kwaye kwamkele zonke izidalwa ukuba intando yanaphakade ibingengombhali.

 

Nam ndifuna kuwe

- ukuba ukubethelelwa kugqityiwe,

-equka zonke izidalwa.

 

Siso esi isizathu sokuba ndihlale ndinibiza

-ukuzisa lonke usapho loluntu phambi koBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo e

- ukuba enze egameni lendalo yonke imisebenzi angayenziyo.

 

Ukuzilibala ngokupheleleyo kunye nokungabikho kokuzingca ngokupheleleyo zizikhonkwane ezibekwa yintando yam kuwe.

IWill yam ayiyazi indlela yokwenza izinto ezincinci okanye ezingaphelelanga.

Ejikeleze umphefumlo, uyifuna ngokupheleleyo kuwe kwaye ibeka itywina layo kuyo.

 

Intando yam

- ikhupha ingaphakathi lesidalwa sayo yonke into engumntu kunye

- buyisela endaweni engcwele.

 

Itywina ngaphakathi komphefumlo ngezikhonkwane ezininzi njengoko kukho izenzo zomntu ezithatha indawo yazo ngezenzo zobuthixo.

Ngaloo ndlela kwakheka ukubethelelwa komphefumlo wokwenene,

- hayi nje okwethutyana, kodwa ubomi bakhe bonke. "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,   uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam zichitha izenzo zomntu, eziguqulelwe kwizenzo zikaThixo,

- ukunyuka esibhakabhakeni,

-jikeleza kuzo zonke izidalwa e

- Yamkela zonke iinkulungwane.

Ezi zenzo zihlala ngokusisigxina kwiNtando yam.

 

Bona bangabagcini betrone yam kuzo zonke izikreqo zezidalwa;

hayi   okwangoku,

kodwa kude kube sekupheleni   kweenkulungwane.

 

Izenzo ezenziwe kwiThanda lam zinento entle yokuphindaphinda uzuko lwam ngokweemfuno kunye neemeko.

Kuya kuba yintoni ulonwabo lomphefumlo xa, sele ifikile eZulwini, ibona ukuba izenzo zayo zenziwa kwintando yam?

- Baye baba ngabakhuseli betrone yam ngokususa ubugwenxa obuvela emhlabeni!

 

EZulwini ulonwabo lomphefumlo obuhlala kwiNtando yam ngelixa ndisemhlabeni luya kwahluka kolomnye osikelelekileyo.

Abanye baya kufumana lonke ulonwabo lwabo kuM. Ngelixa le miphefumlo,

- abayi kufumana kuphela ulonwabo lwabo kum,

-kodwa baya kutsalwa imilambo yabo yolonwabo kulwandle lwam lolonwabo.

 

Ngelixa uphila emhlabeni, le miphefumlo yakha imilambo yolonwabo ukusuka elwandle lwam.

Kufanelekile ukuba eZulwini nabo banayo le milambo yolonwabo, eya kuthululela bonke abasikelelekileyo.

 

Intle kangakanani le milambo ithatha umthombo wayo kulwandle olungenasiphelo lweNtando yam yobuThixo!

Bagalela kuM kwaye nam ndiya kubo.

Bangumbono onomtsalane phambi kwabo bonke abasikelelweyo bachulumanca.”

 

Kwakungexesha ledini elingcwele leMisa ndaza ndazifihla kuYesu ukuze ndingcwaliswe kunye naye.

Wangena ngaphakathi kum,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, faka iWill yam ukuze ndikufumane kuyo yonke i-Hosts, hayi okwangoku kodwa nakwixesha elizayo.

Uya kufumana ukungcwaliswa okuninzi njengoko ndifuna. Kuwo wonke umkhosi ongcwalisiweyo,

-Ndibeke ubomi bam kwaye ndifuna enye ngembuyekezo.

-Ndizinikela emphefumlweni, kodwa kaninzi umphefumlo uyala ukuzinikela ngokutshintshisa. Ngaloo ndlela uThando lwam luziva lwaliwe, luhlekisiwe.

 

Yiza, ke, kwiNtando yam

-ngcwaliselwa kunye nam kuyo yonke imikhosi.

Ngaloo ndlela, kuyo nganye, ndiya kufumana ubomi bakho endaweni yam.

Kwaye oku, kungekuphela ngelixa usemhlabeni, kodwa naxa useZulwini. Kwaye ekubeni ndiya kungcwalisa kude kube yimini yokugqibela, nawe uya kwamkela ukungcwaliswa kunye nam kude kube yimini yokugqibela."

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Imisebenzi eyenziwe kwintando yam igqwesile ngaphezu kwayo yonke eminye.

 

Bangena kwinkalo kanaphakade kwaye

bazishiya ngasemva zonke izenzo zomntu. Akubalulekanga ukuba ezi zenzo

- zenziwa ngexesha elinye okanye elinye, okanye

- nokuba zincinci okanye zinkulu.

 

Kwanele ukuba zenziwe kwiWill yam

ukuze zibe kwindawo yokuqala kuzo zonke ezinye izenzo zabantu.

 

Izinto ezenziwa kwiWill yam zifana ne-oyile exutywe neminye imicimbi:

ukuba imalunga nezinto zexabiso elikhulu ezinje, umzekelo,

- igolide okanye isilivere, okanye

- ukutya okuneziqholo, okanye

-izinto eziqhelekileyo,

yonke into ihlala ngaphantsi, i-oyile yongamela yonke into, ayikho ngaphantsi. Nangona kuncinci, kubonakala ngathi, "  Ndibhaka kuyo yonke into."

 

Izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam ziguqulwa zibe kukukhanya,

-ukukhanya okuhlangana nokukhanya okungunaphakade.

 

Azihlali kudidi lwezenzo zomntu, kodwa zidlulela kudidi lwezenzo zobuthixo.

Banobungangamsha kuzo zonke ezinye izenzo.

 

Ndiqhubekeke kwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ndizibambe emthandazweni,

Ndazibona ndingumhadi endingenako ukubufumana ubunzulu okanye ububanzi.

 

Esazulwini salo mhadi ndabona uYesu wam othandekayo, elusizi kwaye ethe cwaka. Ndamva ekude kakhulu kum, ngokungathi akekho kum.

Intliziyo yam yayingcungcuthekiswa kukufa okukhohlakeleyo okuphindaphindayo ngenxa yalo mhadi undahlula kuyo yonke into, nobomi bam.

 

Ngelixa intliziyo yam ivuza igazi, uYesu wam osoloko elungile, ephuma kulo mhadi, wazibeka emva kwam, wajikelisa iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam, wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam endiyithandayo, ungumfanekiso wam.

Kukangaphi ukuncwina kwam uBuntu behlelwa zezi ngcungcuthekiso!

UBuntu bam bajoyina ubuThixo bam, abo babini baba banye.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ngoko

-ukuba ubuThixo bam bundigubungele ngaphakathi nangaphandle,

-ndiye ndadityaniswa kuye, ndaziva ndikude kuye.

 

Ngolu kubandezeleka, uBuntu bam buhlawule ixabiso lokwahlula umntu kubuThixo ngesono, ukuze buphinde bumanyaniswe nobuThixo.

Umzuzu ngamnye walo mahluko phakathi koBuThixo bam noBuntu bam yayikukufa ngokungenalusini kum.

 

Esi sisizathu sokubandezeleka kwakho kunye nenzonzobila oyibonayo.

Kula maxesha anesiphithiphithi xa uluntu luhambela kude kum, kufuneka uve intlungu yolu kwahlukana ukuze ulubuyisele kum.

 

Imeko yakho ibuhlungu kakhulu kodwa ikwayintlungu ka Yesu wakho, ukukunika amandla ndikuxhasa ngasemva.

ukuze iimbandezelo zenu zibe qatha.

 

Enyanisweni, ukuba ndiyakuxhasa ukusuka phambili,

- into elula yokubona iingalo zam zisondele kuwe

bekuya kukunciphisa ngesiqingatha ukubandezeleka kwakho kwaye ukufana kwakho nam bekuya kulibaziseka.

 

Ndaziva ndinxunguphele kakhulu, ndililolo kwaye ndingaxhaswanga.

UYesu wam othandekayo wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe, wandifunqula emoyeni wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa uBuntu bam babusemhlabeni, ndahlala phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba,

Umhlaba wonke ube phantsi kwam kwaye

-Izulu lonke liphezu kwam.

 

Ngokuphila ngale ndlela, ndandizama ukutsala

- umhlaba wonke e

-iZulu lonke

kum ukwenza into enye.

 

Ukuba bendiphila kwinqanaba lomhlaba,

-Andikwazanga ukutsalela yonke into kuM.

 

Kuyinyani ukuba ukuphila ngolu hlobo kwandixabisa kakhulu, kuba

-Ndandingenayo indawo yokuphumla okanye umntu wokwayama ngaye. Kuphela zizinto eziyimfuneko ngokungqongqo ezinikezelwe kuBuntu bam.

Kwelinye icala, ndandisoloko ndindedwa yaye ndingathuthuzeleki.

 

"Kwakuyimfuneko,

- kwindawo  yokuqala  ngenxa   yozuko lomntu wam   ebengafanelekanga ukuhlala phantsi kunye nenkxaso embi kunye nembi yabantu kunye,

-  okwesibini  ,   kuthumo lwam njengoMhlawuleli

eyayifanele ukuba yongame kuyo yonke into.

Kuba oku kwakufanelekile ukuba ndiphile ngaphezu kwayo yonke into ephakamileyo.

 

Ngokukwanjalo, abo ndibabiza ngokufana nam,

Ndibabeka kwiimeko ezifanayo nezoBuntu bam. Ndibenza bahlale ezingalweni zam phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba.

Kuphela zizinto eziyimfuneko ngokungqongqo ezifikelela kubo. Bonke ngabam, bahlulwe kuyo yonke into.

Kubo, izinto zabantu ezingeyomfuneko kwaphela zimbi yaye zithob’ isidima.

Ukuba banikwa inkxaso yomntu, bava ivumba elibi lomntu baze bamke kulo.

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba umphefumlo ungene kwintando yam, uya kuzibophelela kweyam. Nokuba awucingi ngayo, yonke into eyenziwa yintando yam, intando yayo nayo iyayenza.

kwaye ubaleka nam ngokulungelwa kwabo bonke. "

 

Ukulandela umkhwa wam, ndazisa lonke usapho lwabantu kuYesu wam othandekayo.

-thandaza, wenze impindezelo egameni labo bonke, e

- Ndibuyisela yonke into

ukuba abenzele konke abamelwe kukuba bakwenze. Njengoko ndandisenza oku, kwathi qatha ingcinga kum:

"Cinga kwaye uzithandazele!

Awuboni ukuba ukwimeko elusizi?"

 

Ndandisele ndiza kuyenza xa, ndihamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:

 

" Ntombi yam, kutheni ufuna ukuphambuka nje kum?

Ubungcwele bam babuphawulwa kukungazingci ngokupheleleyo.

- Andizange ndizenzele nantoni na.

Ndenze ndaza ndabandezeleka ngenxa yezidalwa.

 

Uthando lwam lunokuthiwa luyinyani

kuba yayisekelwe kwi-altruism epheleleyo.

 

Apho kukho ukuzingca, akukho mthombo wenyaniso  .

Umphefumlo ozinikele ngokupheleleyo ngowona uhambela phambili kakhulu.

 

Ulwandle lwenceba zam

-ukufikelela ngasemva kunye

- imoyisa ngokupheleleyo ngaphandle kokuba akhathazeke ngayo.

 

Umphefumlo wajikela kuwo, kwelinye icala, usemva. Ulwandle lwenceba yam luphambi kwayo.

Kwaye kufuneka ayinqumle ngamandla eengalo zakhe, ukuba unako.

 

Inkxalabo ngokwayo idala imiqobo emininzi  ,

- phakathi kwezinye izinto, ukwesaba ukuqubha elwandle lwam. Usengozini yokuhlala phantsi ".

 

Ndiphila kwintlupheko kaYesu phantse eqhubekayo.

Okona kulungileyo, ibonakala ngokufutshane, ize ithi shwaka njengombane. Ah! nguye yedwa owazi ukufa kwentliziyo yam ehluphekileyo!

 

Bendicinga ngoThando endinalo

uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wabandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yethu.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Intombi yam, ukubulawa kwam okokuqala kwaba nguThando,

owazala okwesibini kwam: ukubandezeleka.

 

Konke ukubandezeleka kwam kwandulelwa lulwandle loThando.

Xa uthando lwam luzibona lulodwa kwaye lulahliwe luninzi lwezidalwa, lwaba yinkohliso.

Engafumani bani azinikele kuye, wazingisa kuye.

 

Kwandinika ukubandezeleka kangangokuba, xa kuthelekiswa, ezinye iintlungu zam zazisisiqabu.

Ah! xa Uthando lwam lufumana inkampani, ndiziva ndonwabile.

 

 Uthando phakathi kolunye uthando lunoyolo.

Nokuba luthando oluncinci

Kuba ufumana lowo azinikele kuye, anikele kuye ubomi bakhe.

 

Xa efumene uThando nomntu ongamthandiyo okanye ongamdeleliyo, ungonwabi kakhulu.

Ubuhle obuhambisana nobubi buziva buhlazekile. Bobabini basaba.

Kaloku ubuhle bubuthiyile ubungendawo.

Kwaye ngenxa yokuba ububi buziva bumbi ngakumbi ecaleni kobuhle.

 

Into entle ivuyisa ukuba nobuhle; Aba babini banxibelelana ngobuhle babo.

 

Yintoni injongo katitshala yokufunda kangaka

-ukuba awufumani bafundi bokufundisa?

Yintoni injongo kagqirha ukuba ufunde ubugcisa bonyango

-ukuba akukho bani uza kuye ngenxa yenkathalo yakhe?

 

Sizuza ntoni na isityebi ngobutyebi baso?

-ukuba uhlala yedwa kwaye akafumani mntu ukwabelana naye ngobutyebi bakhe?

 

Inkampani ikwenza wonwabe,

-vumela okulungileyo ukunxibelelana kunye nokukhula.

Ukuba wedwa kukwenza ungonwabi kwaye ube lidlolo.

 

Ah! ntombi yam, uthando lwam luhlupheka kangakanani ngenxa yokwahlukaniswa kwakhe!

Bambalwa abantu abandigcinayo yintuthuzelo yam kunye nolonwabo lwam ".

 

Ndenza kweyona ntando iNgcwele kaYesu wam. Ehamba ngaphakathi kwam,   Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam zitywiniwe kuye

Ukuba umphefumlo uyathandaza kwiNtando yam, umthandazo wawo utywinwe kwiThanda lam.

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ufumana isipho somthandazo,

oko kukuthi, akuseyomfuneko ukuba enze umgudu wokuthandaza.

 

Abo banamehlo aphilileyo abanamzamo wokubona. Ngokwendalo uyazibona izinto kwaye uyayonwabela.

Kodwa ke, ngenxa yalowo iliso ligulayo.

- ukuyibukela kufuna umgudu omkhulu.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo uyabandezeleka kwintando yam,

-uva isipho somonde kuye. Ukuba usebenza kwi-Will yam,

- uziva kuye isipho sokusebenza ngendlela engcwele.

 

Izenzo ezitywiniweyo kuMyolelo wam

- baphulukana nobuthathaka babo e

- bakhululwe kumbono wabo wobuntu. Bazaliswe bubomi bobuthixo".

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndabona uYesu wam osoloko enobubele ebeka ilitha lokukhanya ngaphakathi kum, endixelela:

 

“Ntombi yam, inyaniso yam ilula.

Xa ndinxibelelana nabo kwimiphefumlo, engabantu abalinganiselweyo, ndithetha nabo ngokukhanya okumxinwa,

kuba abanakufumana ukukhanya okukhulu.

 

Kwenzeka   njengelanga  :

ngelixa ibonakala njengehlabathi elilinganiselweyo,

- ukukhanya okukusasaza kutyalomali, kushushu kwaye kuchumise umhlaba wonke.

akunakwenzeka ukuba umntu ubale

izityalo zenziwe   zichume,

umhlaba ukhanyiselwe kwaye ufudunyezwe   lilanga.

 

Ngoxa, xa ulikrwaqula nje, ubani unokubona ilanga phezulu, akanakubona apho ukukhanya kwalo kuphelela khona okanye konke okulungileyo elikwenzayo.

 

Kunjalo nangenyaniso   yam  .

 

Zibonakala zilinganiselwe

Kodwa, xa zibonakala,

- mingaphi imiphefumlo engabandakanyiyo?

-Mingaphi imimoya engakhanyisi?

-Zeziphi iimpahla abangazenziyo?

 

Ndibeke iglowubhu yokuKhanya kuwe.

Imele iiNyaniso endizidlulisela kuni.

Kulumkele ukubamkela kwaye ulumke ngakumbi ekunxibelelaneni nabo, ukuthanda ukusasazwa kwabo ».

 

Kamva, xa ndibuyela emthandazweni, ndazifumana sele ndisezingalweni zikaMama wam wasezulwini owandiphulula waza wandiwola ebeleni lakhe.

 

Kodwa, andinakuchaza ukuba kutheni, ndakhawuleza ndayilibala le nyaniso kwaye ndakhalaza ukuba wonke umntu undilahlile.

 

Edlula,   wathi uYesu kum  :

"Kumzuzwana odlulileyo, umama wayekho kwaye wamanga ngothando olukhulu." Ngoko, ndakhumbula.

 

Waqhubeka  wathi:

"Kwenzeka nakum.

Kunini ndifika sele ulibele. Mhlawumbi ndingezi?

Ndiyamthanda umama xa umntwana wakhe elele.

Uyamteketisa ke yena umntwana akazi nto ngalonto.

 

Yaye xa evuka, usenokukhalaza

ukuba umama wakhe akamgezi kwaye akamthandi. "

 

Makabongwe uYesu, umdali wamaqhinga amaninzi othando.

 

Ndaziva ndicinezelekile, ndindedwa kwaye ndingenathemba lokufumana nelizwi loncedo okanye ukhuthazo.

Xa umntu esiza kum, nokuba ungcwele,

kum kubonakala ngathi isenokuba kukufuna uncedo, intuthuzelo, okanye ukususa amathandabuzo kabani. Kodwa, kum, akukho nto!

 

Ngelixa ndandikwezi mvakalelo,   uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

nabani na ohlala kwiWill yam ukule meko yam.

 

Ukuba ndithe ndifuna izidalwa

- into engenakwenzeka,

kuba izidalwa azinako ukumnceda uMdali wazo.

 

Bekuya kuba ngathi ilanga licela ukukhanya nobushushu kwezinye izidalwa.

Babeza kwenza ntoni? Bedidekile, babenokuthi   elangeni:

 

"  Yiza, usicele ukukhanya nobushushu,

wena ulizalise ihlabathi, ulizalise ihlabathi lonke ngokukhanya kwakho nobushushu bakho? Ukukhanya kwethu kuyaphela ngokupheleleyo phambi kwakho!

Kunoko, nguwe omele usinike ezi zinto.

 

Kunjalo ke kumntu ohlala kwiWill yam.

Kuba esabelana ngemeko yam kwaye nelanga leNtando yam likuye, kufuneka abonelele

- ukukhanya, ukufudumala, uncedo, ukhuseleko kunye nentuthuzelo kwabanye.

 

Ndim kuphela uncedo lwakhe kwaye yena, kwintando yam, unceda abanye ».

 

Imeko yam yayisiya isiba buhlungu ngakumbi. Kuphela yintando kaThixo eyayinokundinceda.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

- yonke into eyenziwa ngumphefumlo kum,

- yonke ingcamango, onke amazwi, yonke imithandazo,

- nakuphi na ukubandezeleka e

-kwaye inkumbulo nje Yam iba lityathanga elibopha umphefumlo kum   .

 

Ngaphandle kokwaphula intando yomntu, la matyathanga anamandla

-ukubumba ukuzingisa elinyathelo lokugqibela

ngaphambi kokuba umphefumlo uzuze uzuko olungunaphakade”.

 

Ndacamngca ngesiqendu apho, ngaphambi kokuba azinikele kuMvumo wakhe obuhlungu, uYesu waya kuMama wakhe ukuya kucela intsikelelo yakhe.

Wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, zingaphi izinto ezityhilwa yile mfihlakalo.

Ndandifuna ukuya endlwini kaMama endimthandayo ndiyokucela intsikelelo yakhe ukuze ndimnike ithuba lokucela intsikelelo yam.

 

Intlupheko ebeza kudlula kuyo ibizakuba nkulu kangangokuba bekufanelekile ukuba ndimomeleze ngentsikelelo yam.

 

Xa ndifuna ukupha, ngumkhwa wam ukucela kuqala.

Umama wayiqonda ngoko nangoko le nto waza wandicela ukuba ndiqale ndimsikelele. Kusemva koko wandisikelela.

 

Ukudala indalo iphela, ndabiza iFiat

endithe ngayo ndalungisa, ndalungisa ndahombisa izulu nomhlaba.

 

Ekudaleni umntu, ndafaka ubomi bakhe ngoMoya Wam onamandla onke.

 

Ekuqaleni koMthanda wam, ndamsikelela uMama ngelizwi lam lokudala nelinamandla onke. Yayingenguye yedwa endamsikelelayo.

Ndazisikelela ngaye zonke izidalwa.

 

Umama wayephethe yonke into. Kwaye kuye ndisikelele wonke umntu kunye nomntu wonke.

Ngaphezu koko,

Ndisikelele yonke ingcinga, onke amazwi, zonke izenzo, njl. zezidalwa.

Kwakhona ndasikelela zonke izinto ezenziwe zafumaneka kubo.

 

Njengelanga   ,  - ukusuka kwi-Fiat yam enamandla onke,

iqhubeka nendlela yayo ngaphandle kokukhanya kwayo kunye nobushushu bayo buyehla kancinci,

Intsikelelo yam  , -   iphuma kwiLizwi lam lokudala ekuqaleni koMzolelo wam,

ihlala ihlala isebenza  .

Ngaye ndihlaziye iNdalo.

 

Ndabiza   uBawo waseZulwini ukuba asikelele izidalwa

ukuba   adlulisele kubo Amandla akhe  .

 

Ndandifuna   nokuba uMoya oyiNgcwele athathe inxaxheba kule ntsikelelo.

ukuze  uBulumko noThando   zidluliselwe kwizidalwa

-kwaye, ngaloo ndlela ke,  inkumbulo yabo, nengqiqo yabo, nentliziyo yabo iyahlaziyeka;

- kwaye   ulongamo lwabo phezu kwayo yonke   into lubuyiselwe.

 

Xa ndipha, nam ndifuna ukwamkela. Ngoko, uMama wam othandekayo wandisikelela,

- kungekhona nje ngegama lakhe lomntu,

-kodwa egameni lezidalwa zonke.

 

Owu! ukuba bonke bebebazele indlebe,   bebeya kuyiva intsikelelo yam

emanzini   aselayo;

emlilweni obafudumezayo;

ekutyeni   abakutyayo,

kwiimbandezelo   ezibacinezelayo;

ekuncwineni   kwemithandazo yabo,

bezisola   ngezono zabo.

ekulahlweni kwabo   ezandleni zam.

 

Kuyo yonke into babeya   kuliva iLizwi lam lokudala lisithi kubo:  “Ndiyanisikelela egameni likaBawo, elam nelikaMoya oyiNgcwele.

Ndiyakusikelela ukuba uncede,

-zikhusele, uxolele, uthuthuzele kwaye uzingcwalise! "

Kananjalo, wonke umntu ebeya kuyiva intsikelelo yam ngokundisikelela. Ezi ziziphumo zentsikelelo yam.

Icawe yam, endiyifundiswe ndim, ivakalisa intsikelelo yam phantse kuzo zonke.

iimeko.

Uyasikelela kulawulo lweesakramente nangezinye izihlandlo ezininzi ».

 

Intliziyo yam ibixhelekile kukungabikho kuka Yesu wam omnandi, bendithandaza. Ngokukhawuleza, ndamva esondele kum.

Wathi kum:

"Haa! ntombi yam, izinto ziya zisiba mbi. Njengenkanyamba, ndiza kufika ndizoshukumisa yonke into.

Iya kuhlala ixesha elide lenkanyamba kwaye iya kuphela njengenkanyamba.

Urhulumente wase-Italiya uva umhlaba utyibilika phantsi kweenyawo zakhe kwaye akazi ukuba enze ntoni na: bubulungisa bukaThixo obusebenza ".

 

Emva koko ndaziva ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndisondele kakhulu kuYesu wam othandekayo, ndisondele kakhulu kangangokuba ndandingakwazi nokumbona umntu wakhe ongcwele.

 

Ndathi kuye: "Yesu wam othandekayo, ngelixa ndisondele kakhulu kuwe, ndifuna ukukubonisa uthando lwam, umbulelo wam kwaye ndikubuyisele yonke into.

zeziphi izidalwa abanatyala kuwe ngokudala uMama wethu onguKumkanikazi ongagungqiyo, oyena mhle kakhulu, ungcwele, emva kokumtyebisa ngazo zonke izipho kunye

ngokumenza uMama wethu.

 

Ndininika lo mthandazo wombulelo egameni lazo zonke izidalwa ezadlulayo, ezangoku nezizayo.

Ndifuna ukuqonda zonke izenzo, onke amagama, ingcinga zonke, ukubetha kwentliziyo kunye nawo onke amanyathelo ezidalwa.

Kwaye ndifuna ukuba wonke umntu akuxelele egameni lakho konke   oku

"Ndiyakuthanda, enkosi, ndiyakusikelela kwaye ndiyakuthanda"

ngayo yonke into oyenzileyo kuMama wethu osezulwini”.

 

UYesu wavuya kakhulu ngomthandazo wam.

Wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Bendilindele lomthandazo egameni lezizukulwana zonke.

Wathi  :

"Ukuba akunjalo, akukho nto igqityiweyo."

Ubulungisa bam nothando lwam luyivile imfuneko yokubuya.

Kuba iinceba ezehla kuye wonke umntu ovela kuMama othandekayo zikhulu kakhulu. Kwaye andizange ndinikwe nelizwi, ndiyabulela ngayo. "

 

Ngenye imini ndathi kuYesu wam onobubele:

"Yonke into iphelile kum: iimbandezelo, ukutyelelwa kukaYesu, yonke into!"

 

Ngoku  , wathi kum  :

"Ngaba ngenhlanhla uyekile ukundithanda kwaye uhlala kwiWill yam?" Ndathi: "Hayi! Kwaye mayingaze ibe njalo!"

 

Ndacinga ngeyona ntando iNgcwele kaThixo kwaye ndacinga:

"Onjani wona ukuthakatha, amandla angakanani, yintoni na amandla omlingo anamandla kaThixo!"

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, uYesu wam wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

amagama alula athi   "  Ukuthanda KukaThixo  "   abhekisela   kuMandla Okudala  .

 

Ngoko ke, bakhetha

-Amandla okudala, ukuguqula kunye nokwenza imisinga emitsha yokukhanya, uthando kunye nobungcwele bungene emiphefumlweni.

 

Ukuba umbingeleli unokundingcwalisa emkhosini, kungenxa yamandla athe iNtando yam iwanike amazwi Awathethayo kumkhosi.

Yonke into ivela kwiFiat echazwe yintando kaThixo.

 

Ukuba, ngengcinga nje yokwenza intando yam, umphefumlo uziva uthuthuzelekile, womelezwa kwaye utshintshile.

kuba ekucingeni ukwenza iWill yam uzibeka endleleni yazo zonke iimpahla, kuya kwenzeka ntoni xa ehlala   kuye?"

 

Ngelo xesha ndakhumbula ukuba kwiminyaka eliqela ngaphambili, uYesu wathi kum:

“Sizibonakalisa phambi koBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo sinombhalo obhalwe ebunzi ngoonobumba abangacimekiyo:

“  Sifuna ukufa kubadlise ubomi abazalwana bethu.

Sifuna ukubandezeleka ukuze simkhulule ekubandezelekeni okungunaphakade ".

 

Ndaze ndacinga, "Ndingayenza njani ukuba Akafiki? Ndingayenza kunye naye, kodwa ndedwa, andiboni ukuba njani. Ngaphandle koko, ndingahlupheka njani ngokufa okungaka?"

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam,   uYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam ungayenza nanini na kuba ndihlala ndinawe andisoze ndikushiye.

 

Ndiza kukuxelela ngeentlobo ezahlukeneyo zokufa ezinokuva.

 

Ndibandezeleka kukufa   xa iWill yam ifuna okuhle kwisidalwa kwaye ilufulathele ubabalo endimpha lona.

Ukuba isidalwa sifuna ukuhambelana nobabalo lwam, kufana nokungathi intando yam yandise obunye ubomi.

ukuba isidalwa siyathandabuza,

ingathi iWill yam ifa!

Owu, bangaphi abafileyo ekufuneka   bebandezelekile iNtando yam!

 

Isidalwa siyafa   xa ndifuna senze okulungileyo kanti asikwenzi. Emva koko ukuthanda kwakhe kufa   kokulungileyo.

Isidalwa esingekho kwisenzo esiqhubekayo sokwenza intando yam sibandezeleka kukufa ngako konke ukwala kwakhe.

Ufa ekukhanyeni, kolu lubabalo, kolu thando ebeya kulufumana ukuba ebekwenzile oku kulungileyo.

 

Nam ke ndifuna ukunixelela ngabangasekhoyo eninokuthi nabo nibadlise ubomi   abazalwana bethu.

 

Xa uziva ndibandelwe mna, intliziyo yakho ikrazukile kwaye uyiva ibambe inqindi yentsimbi, ubandezeleka kukufa, nangaphezu kokufa, kuba ukufa kuya kuphila kuwe.

 

Oku kufa kubadlisa ubomi abazalwana bethu. Kutheni le ntlungu, oku kufa

-bazele bubomi bobuthixo,

-Ndikukukhanya okukhulu, amandla okudala anexabiso lanaphakade nelingenasiphelo.

 

Ngoko bungakanani ubomi onokuthi unikele kubazalwana bethu!

Ndiva oku kufa nawe, ndibanika ixabiso lokufa kwam.

 

"Jonga ukuba bangaphi abantu abafayo obandezelekayo:

ngalo lonke ixesha undifuna ungandifumani, kukufa nyani oku ubandezelekayo, kukufela ukholo.

Oko wakufelayo bubomi kwabanye”.

 

Bendiphumile emzimbeni wam ndithatha umgama omde ndihamba ngentloko enye noYesu enye intloko noQueen Mother.

Wathi akunyamalala uYesu, ndandikunye nomama, wathi akunyamalala, ndandikunye noYesu.

 

UYesu noMariya babenobubele yaye bandixelela izinto ezininzi. Ndandilibele yonke into: inkxwaleko yam kwanokuswela kwam.

Bendicinga ukuba andisoze ndiphinde ndiphulukane nale   nkampani ithandekayo. Owu! Hayi indlela ekulula ngayo ukubulibala ububi xa ujongene nokulungileyo!

 

Ekupheleni kohambo, uMama wasezulwini wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe.

Ndandimncinci kakhulu.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ndifuna ukomeleza kwinto yonke." Kwabonakala kum ukuba, ngezandla zakhe   ezingcwele,

- wabhala ebunzini lam kwaye wabeka uphawu kuyo; ngendlela enye

- Ndibhale emehlweni am, emlonyeni wam, nasentliziyweni yam, nasezandleni zam, nasezinyaweni zam, nditywine yonke indawo;

 

Ndandifuna ukwazi ukuba wayebhala ntoni ngam, kodwa ndandingakwazi ukuyifunda. Nangona kunjalo, emlonyeni wam, ndandiqonda ezinye iileta ezithi "ukutshabalalisa konke ukuthanda"

Ngoko nangoko ndathi:

"Enkosi Mama ngokundithathela incasa engeyiyo ekaYesu".

 

Ndandifuna ukuqonda okuseleyo, kodwa umama wathi kum:

"Akunyanzelekanga ukuba wazi. Ndithembe. Ndenze   obekuyimfuneko."

Wandisikelela ndanyamalala, emva koko ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Kamva, uYesu wam othandekayo wabuya.

Ebengumntwana othambileyo elila engcangcazela yingqele. Wazijula ​​ezingalweni zam wazifudumeza.

Ndiye ndamqinisa nam ndazidibanisa kwiWill yakhe.

ukuthabatha iingcinga zabantu bonke, ukuzongeza kwezam nokurhangqa uYesu engcangcazela kunye nabo.

Ndaye ndambonisa ngokuthanda kwakhe zonke iingqondo ezidaliweyo.

 

Emva koko ndawabamba wonke umntu amehlo ndawabhekisa kuYesu ukuba amphazamise kwiinyembezi zakhe.

Kananjalo ndawubamba umlomo, namazwi, namazwi ezinto zonke eziphilileyo;

ukuze angabi sakhala, afudunyezwe ngumoya wabo.

 

Umntwana uYesu wayeka ukukhala emva koko, wangathi uyafudumala,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, uyayiqonda phofu into eyandenza ndangcangcazela yingqele ndilila? kukushiywa zizidalwa.

Ubabeke ngeenxa zonke kum ndive wonke umntu ejonge kum endiphuza. Ndatsho ndayeka ukulila.

 

Yazi lonto

into endiyivayo kwisakramente yam yoThando inzima ngakumbi kunento endayiva emkhumbini ndisengumntwana.

 

-Umqolomba  nangona wawubanda, wawubanzi. Ndafumana umoya wokuphefumla.

Indwendwe   nayo iyabanda, kodwa incinci kangangokuba ndikhumbula umoya.

-Emqolombeni bendinomkhumbi  kunye neendiza njengebhedi. Kubomi bam bomthendeleko  , ndiswele iindiza, kwaye ebhedini ndinentsimbi   eqinileyo nebandayo kuphela.

 

-  Emqolombeni  ndandinoMama wam othandekayo owayesoloko endithatha ngezandla zakhe ezicocekileyo kwaye wandigubungela ngokundanga kwakhe okufudumeleyo ukuze ndifudumale kwaye ndithobe iinyembezi zam. Wandityisa ngobisi lwakhe olumnandi.

 

Kubomi bam bomthendeleko  , kuchasene noko:

Andinaye umama, kwaye ukuba ndiyabanjwa, ndidla ngokuva ukubamba izandla ezingafanelekanga ezinuka umhlaba nomgquba.

Owu! indlela endiliva ngayo ivumba labo ngaphezu komgquba endandiwuva emqolombeni!

Endaweni yokundanga, bandigubungela ngezenzo ezigwenxa. Endaweni yobisi bandinika ubukrakra bezinto zabo ezingcwele;

yokungakhathali nokubanda kwabo.

 

-Emqolombeni  , iSt. Joseph ayizange indithintele ukukhanya okuncinci okanye isibane esincinci ebusuku.

Kwisakramente  , mangaphi amaxesha endihlala ebumnyameni, nasebusuku!

 

"Owu! Hayi indlela ebuhlungu ngayo imeko yam yomthendeleko! Zingaphi na iinyembezi ezifihliweyo ezingabonwa mntu! Zingaphi izincwino ezingeviwayo!

 

Ukuba imeko yam njengomntwana ikwenza ube nosizi,

kufuneka ushukunyiswe kangakanani ukuba ube nosizi ngemeko yam yomthendeleko ».

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo

ndaza ndazama ukuzintywilisela kwintando kaThixo.

 

Esazi ukuba akukho nto imsindayo,

ingeyiyo yexesha elidlulileyo, okanye eyangoku, okanye yexesha   elizayo,

Ndithathe yonke into ekule ntando kaThixo

 

Kwaye, egameni labo bonke, ndinikezela ngeminikelo yethu, uthando lwethu, imbuyekezo yethu, njl. kowoNgamileyo. Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngomphefumlo, indlela eyinyani yokuphila kwintando yam kukubumba ubomi bomntu kum.

Ngexesha lobomi bam basemhlabeni,

-Ndiye  ndabhabha kwi-Will yam zonke izenzo zam  , ngaphakathi nangaphandle.

-  Ndenze iingcinga zam zibhabha   phezu kweengcinga zezidalwa.

Iingcinga zam

yaba njengesithsaba seengcinga zabo kwaye

banikela egameni labo imbeko, imbeko, uthando kunye nembuyekezo kuBungangamsha bukaBawo.

-Ndenze okufanayo ngeenkangeleko zam, amazwi am, iintshukumo zam kunye namanyathelo am.

 

Ukuphila kwintando yam, umphefumlo kufuneka unike

-kwiingcinga zakhe, inkangeleko yakhe, amazwi akhe kunye neentshukumo zakhe imilo yeengcamango zam, inkangeleko, amagama kunye neentshukumo.

 

Ngokwenza njalo, umphefumlo ulahlekelwa yimo yawo yomntu ukuze ufumane owam.

Inika ukufa okuqhubekayo emntwini okuyo ukuze endaweni yayo ibe yeyobuthixo. Kungenjalo, imo yobuthixo ayinakuze izaliseke ngokupheleleyo kuyo.

 

Intando yam engunaphakade yenza ukuba kufumaneke kwaye kufezekiswe yonke into.

Inciphisa ixesha elidlulileyo kunye nexesha elizayo kwindawo elula apho zonke iintliziyo, zonke iingqondo, yonke imisebenzi yezidalwa ifunyenwe.

 

Ngokwenza intando yam, umphefumlo

wenza yonke into, wanelisekile   yinto yonke,

thandani bonke, yenzani okulungileyo kubo bonke, njengokuba bonke babanye   .

 

Ngubani onokuphuma oku kweWill yam?

Akukho sidima, akukho bugorha, nokuba kufela ukholo, kunokuthelekiswa nobomi kwiWill yam.

 

Ke ngoko phulaphula kwaye ukuthanda kwam makulawule konke kuwe."

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza wajikelisa iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam.

Emva koko, esondela entliziyweni yam kwaye ecinezela isifuba sakhe ngezandla zakhe, wasicinezela kwicala lentliziyo yam kwaye kuphuma imisinga yobisi.

Igcwalisa intliziyo yam ngolu bisi kwaye indixelele:

 

"Ntombi yam, uyayibona indlela endikuthanda ngayo?

Ndiyigcwalise ngokupheleleyo intliziyo yakho ngobisi lwenceba yam kunye noThando lwam, ukuze yonke into oyithethayo neyenzayo ingabi nto ngaphandle kokuthululwa kweenceba kunye noThando endikugcwalise ngalo.

 

Kuya kufuneka ubeke intando yakho kuphela kwintando yam kwaye ndiya kwenza yonke into ngam.

Uza ku

isandi   selizwi lam,

umphathi weNtando yam   ,

ukutshatyalaliswa kwezinto ezilungileyo ezenziwa ngendlela yomntu   e

umphembeleli wezinto ezintle ezenziwa ngendlela yobuthixo, ezifumaneka kwindawo   enkulu, engunaphakade nengenasiphelo ".

 

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

 

Kungekudala emva koko, wabuya ndaziva ndicinywe ngokupheleleyo ndicinga ngezinye izinto ezingadingi kuthethwa apha.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwam kwakugqithise kwaye ndacinga: "Inokwenzeka njani le nto? Yesu wam, musa ukuvumela!

Mhlawumbi uzimisele, kodwa ungaqhubeli phambili ekwenzeni eli dini. Kwimeko enzima endizifumana ndikuyo, andinathemba lanto ngaphandle kokuya ezulwini ".

 

Ephuma ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu walila iinyembezi.

Ndandisiva esi singqala singxola eZulwini nasemhlabeni. Emva kwezi nyembezi, wacaphula uncumo olwathi, njengokulila kwakhe, lwavakala eZulwini   nasemhlabeni.

 

Ndonwabile kolu ncumo kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:

 

“Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

ngenxa yeentlungu ezinkulu   ezindinika zona izidalwa kula maxesha alusizi, kangangokuba ndide ndikhale

-kwaye ekubeni ziinyembezi zikaThixo, ziyavakala eZulwini nasemhlabeni-

kuya kubonakala uncumo oluya   kuzalisa izulu nomhlaba ngolonwabo.

 

Oluncumo luzovela emilebeni yam xa ndilubona

-iziqhamo zokuqala,

- abantwana bokuqala beNtando yam,

engaphili ngokwendlela yomntu, kodwa ngendlela yobuthixo.

 

Ziya kuphawulwa ngokutywinwa kwentando yam enkulu, yanaphakade kunye nengenasiphelo.

 

Le ngongoma yanaphakade, ngoku isezulwini kuphela, iya kubonakala emhlabeni.

kwaye baya kwenza imiphefumlo

- imithombo yayo engapheliyo,

- isenzo sakhe sobuthixo e

- Uphinda-phindo lwezenzo kwisenzo esinye.

 

Indalo, ekhutshwe kwiFiat yam, iya kugqitywa yile Fiat. Abantwana beWill yam bazokwenza yonke into kwiFiat yam.

Kule Fiat baya kundinika,

-ngokupheleleyo

-kwaye egameni lezinto zonke kunye nabo bonke abantu,

uthando, uzuko, imbuyekezo, umbulelo kunye nendumiso.

 

Ntombi yam, izinto zizobuyela kwimvelaphi yazo.

Yonke into iphumile kwiFiat yam kwaye, ngale Fiat, yonke into iya kubuyela kum.

Baza kuba mbalwa kodwa, ngeFiat yam, baya kundinika yonke into ».

 

Ndazibuza ukuba kubhalwe ntoni kuyo kwaye ndacinga kum:

“Andazi ukuba uYesu ufuna ntoni kum.

Nangona kunjalo, uyazi ukuba ndimbi kwaye ndilungile kangakanani. "

 

Wasondela kum,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam", uyakhumbula, "ndakubuza kwiminyaka embalwa edlulileyo

- ukuba ufuna ukuhlala kwintando yam kwaye, ukuba kuyimfuneko,

-biza "fiat" yakho kwiWill yam. Wenze njalo ke.

 

I-fiat yakho

- ifumaneka embindini weWill yam e

-ijikelezwe bubukhulu bam obungenasiphelo.

Ukuba wayefuna ukuphuma kuyo, wayengenakuyifumana indlela.

 

Kwakhona, ndonwabile

- kwezichasi zakho ezincinci e

-yeembonakaliso zakho zokunganeliseki.

 

Ufana nomntu

- ngubani, ngokuthanda kwakhe, usenzulwini yolwandle kwaye

-ngubani, efuna ukuyishiya le ndawo, ubona amanzi kuphela ngeenxa zonke kuye.

 

Ngoko ke

ebona ukukruquka ukuphuma kwakhe kungambangela

kwaye ufuna ukuziva ukhululekile kwaye wonwabile,

- itshona nangakumbi elwandle.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

ndidikwe lihlazo lokuphuma kwiWill yam kwaye ndibona ukuba awukwazi ukuyenza,

uqhagamshelwe ukuba uvela kwi-fiat yakho,

nditshone kwakhona kubunzulu beNtando yam   .

 

Iyandihlekisa.

Ngaba ucinga ukuba kulula kwaye kulula ukushiya iWill yam? Kufuneka uhambise inqaku lanaphakade.

Ukuba ubusazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhambisa inqaku lanaphakade, ubuya kungcangcazela luloyiko.

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Ndicele ifiat kumama wam wokuqala kwiWill yam. Oh! Amandla ale fiat kwiWill yam!

 

Nje ukuba iFiat kaMama idibane neDivine Fiat, baba yinto enye. IFiat yam ikhulise uMama, yamhlula, yamkhukula.

-emva koko, ngaphandle kokungenelela komntu, wakhulelwa uBuntu bam.

 

Kuphela kwiFiat yam wakwazi ukumithisa ubuntu bam. IFiat yam yanxibelelana naye ngendlela yobuThixo

- ubukhulu, ubungenasiphelo kunye nokuqina.

Ngaloo ndlela wayenokukhawulwa kuye oKhulu, onguNaphakade nongenasiphelo.

 

Ngokukhawuleza xa wathi i-fiat yakhe,

-akazange andithathele ilifa kuphela.

kodwa ubukho bakhe bugutyungelwe yindalo yonke nendalo yonke.

 

Wabuva ubomi bazo zonke izidalwa ezikuye waza waqalisa ukwenza njengoMama noKumkanikazi wabo   bonke.

 

 

Zingaphi izimanga zale fiat kaMama? Ukuba bendifuna ukukuxelela yonke into ngabo, ubungayeki ukuva   ngabo!

 

Emva koko ndacela i-fiat yesibini kumyolelo wam. Nangona ubungcangcazela, utsho.

Le fiat kwiNtando yam iya kufeza imimangaliso yayo. Iya kuzaliseka ngokobuthixo.

 

Ndilandele kwaye utshone kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yam kwaye ndiya kukhathalela yonke enye into.

 

Umama akazange azibuze ukuba ndiza kuzalwa njani kuye.

Wabiza i-fiat yakhe kuphela kwaye ndandixhalabile yindlela yokuzalwa kuye. Kufuneka wenze njalo."

 

Ndiyivile ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo yonke intywiliselwe kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yobuThixo.

Ndiyibonile imprint yeFiat yobuthixo kuyo yonke into edaliweyo.

Ndawuva lo mzila wenyawo elangeni. Kwakubonakala kum ukuba ilanga lalidlulisela kuthi uthando lobuthixo olunamandla, olubuhlungu nolukhanyisayo.

Emaphikweni alo mzobo ndaya eNkosini, ndizisa kuye, egameni loluntu lonke, uThando lobuthixo olunesibindi, amanxeba kunye   nokukhanyisa.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Kule Fiat yakho ukuba undinike olu Thando lunesibindi, amanxeba kunye nezikhanyiso, kwaye kuFiat yakho ndibuyisela kuwe".

 

Emva koko ndajonga iinkwenkwezi kwaye ndabona ukuba,   ngokufiphala kwazo okumnandi, zidlulisela kwizidalwa uthando olunoxolo, olunobubele, olufihlakeleyo nolunovelwano ngobusuku besono.

 

Kwaye nam

kuba lo mfanekiso wobungcwele ndiwuzisile etroneni yeNkosi, egameni labo bonke,

- uthando olunoxolo ukuze uxolo lwasezulwini lulawule emhlabeni,

-uthando olumnandi njengolo lwemiphefumlo eluthandweni,

- uthando olufihliweyo olufana nolo lwemiphefumlo ecinyiweyo e

-uthando oluthobekileyo olufana nolwezidalwa ezibuyela kuThixo emva kwesono.

 

Bendinokukukhumbula njani konke endikuqondileyo ndaza ndakuthetha ngokubona le mikhondo yeDivine Fiat in Creation? Ingathatha ixesha elide kwaye ndiza kuma apha.

 

Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wathatha izandla zam ezandleni zakhe, wazibamba,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, iFiat yam izele bubomi, ngcono noko bubomi.

Bonke ubomi kunye nayo yonke into ivela kwiFiat yam. Indalo ivela kwiFiat yam.

Kuyo yonke into edaliweyo umntu unokubona umzobo wayo.

Ukuhlangulwa kuphuma kwi-fiat kaMama wam othandekayo  , echazwe kwiThanda lam, kwaye ephethe amandla afanayo ne-fiat yam yokuyila.

 

Ke ngoko yonke into kwiNtlalo iqulethe imprint ye-fiat kaMama.

Kwanobuntu bam, ukunyathela kwam, amazwi am, nemisebenzi yam, inomkhondo wayo   .

Iintlungu zam, amanxeba am, ameva am, umnqamlezo wam kunye neGazi lam zinomfanekiso we-   fiat yakhe,

kuba izinto zinophawu lwemvelaphi yazo.

Imvelaphi yam ekuhambeni kwexesha inophawu lwe-   fiat kaMama wam ongafezekanga  .

Le fiat ifumaneka kuwo wonke umkhosi wesakramente  . Ukuba umntu uthe wazalwa ngokutsha emva kwesono.

ukuba umntwana ubhaptiziwe.

ukuba iZulu livula ukwamkela imiphefumlo.

sisiphumo se-fiat kaMama. Owu! amandla ale Fiat!

 

Ndifuna ukukuxelela ngoku ukuba kutheni ndikucele ifiat yakho, ewe wakho kwiWill yam. I   "  Fiat Volontas tua sicut in Coelo et in   terra "

 "  Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa   ezulwini  "

endiyifundisileyo neyayicengcelezwa kangangeenkulungwane ezininzi kwizizukulwana ezininzi, ndifuna ibe nenzaliseko yayo epheleleyo.

 

Yiyo loo nto bendifuna

-enye i-fiat nayo ityale imali ngamandla okudala,

-i-fiat ephakama ngawo wonke umzuzu kwaye iphindaphinde kuyo yonke into.

 

Ndifuna ukubona emphefumlweni owam uFiat onyukela etroneni yam kwaye, ngamandla am okudala, ezisa emhlabeni ukuzaliseka kwentando   yakho  mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini.

 

Ndikhwankqisiwe yaye ndinxunguphele ngala mazwi, ndathi kuYesu: “Uthini na, Yesu?

Waqhubeka wathi: "Ntombi yam, ngumkhwa wam ukukhetha imiphefumlo phakathi kwabona bangenakukwazi kunye nabahluphekileyo kwimisebenzi yam emikhulu.

Nkqu nowam uMama wayengenanto ingaqhelekanga kubomi bakhe bangaphandle: akukho mimangaliso, kungekho miqondiso eyayimohlula kwabanye abafazi.

 

Ekuphela kwento awayebalasele ngayo yayisisidima sakhe esigqibeleleyo, ekungekho mntu wasihoyayo.

Kwaye ukuba abanye abangcwele ndibanike imimangaliso kwaye ndihombise amanye amanxeba abo,

kuMama   wam  , akukho nto.

 

Noko ke, kwaba njalo

-imimangaliso emangalisayo,

-ummangaliso wemimangaliso,

- umnqamlezo oyinyani nogqibeleleyo. Akakho omnye umntu owayefana naye.

 

Ndidla ngokuba njengenkosi enezicaka ezibini.

-Omnye ubonakala eyindoda enkulu yeHerculean, ekwazi nantoni na.

- enye incinci kwaye ayikwazi kwaye ayibonakali ikwazi ukwenza nantoni na.

 

Ukuba ke inkosi iyasigcina, soba sesothandweni, nokuba sesokuzonwabisa. Kufuneka athumele isigidi seedola kwenye indawo, wenza ntoni?

Abize oyena mncinane, ongenabuchule, amnike imali eninzi, esithi ngaphakathi kwakhe:

Ukuba  ndibeke imazi kwingxilimbela, wonke umntu uya kuyibona, kwaye amasela angayihlasela kakuhle ayibe.

Kwaye ukuba uyazikhusela ngamandla akhe eHerculean, unokulimala.

 

Ndiyamazi ukuba uyakwazi, kodwa ndifuna ukumkhusela. Andifuni ukumveza kubungozi obucacileyo.

 

Kwelinye icala, akukho bani uya kuqwalasela omncinane;

-ukumazi njengomntu ongenabuchule.

Akukho mntu uya kucinga ukuba ndingamnika isixa esikhulu kangaka. Ukongeza, uya kubuya kuthumo lwakhe ekhuselekile kwaye ephilile. "

 

Osweleyo nongakwaziyo ukwenza umsebenzi wothuswa kukuba inkosi yakhe imthembile xa ebenokusebenzisa isigebenga.

Kwaye, engcangcazela kwaye ethobekile, uya kunikela isixa esikhulu ngaphandle nabani na deigning nokumjonga.  Uya kubuyela enkosini yakhe ephilile  ;

uthobekile kwaye ungcangcazela kunakuqala.

 

Nantsi indlela endiqhuba ngayo:

-umsebenzi omninzi ekufuneka wenziwe,

-ngakumbi ndikhetha imiphefumlo ehluphekileyo nengenalwazi, ngaphandle kwayo nayiphi na imbonakalo yangaphandle enokuthi itsalele ingqalelo kwaye ibhence.

 

 Imeko ecinyiweyo yomphefumlo isebenza njengenyathelo lokhuseleko kwishishini lam.

 

Amasela agcwele ukuzithemba nokuzithanda

akayi kumhoya, esazi isiphene sakhe.

Kwaye yena, ethobekile kwaye engcangcazela, uzalisekisa uthumo endimphathise lona, ​​esazi kakuhle ukuba akenzi nto yedwa.

-kodwa ndimenzela yonke into."

 

Ndaba buhlungu xa ndicinga ngale fiat kwaye uYesu wam onobubele wayefuna ukwenza ukubhideka kwam ngakumbi.

Wayebonakala efuna ukonwaba endinika izinto ezothusayo nezingakholelekiyo, ethanda ukundibhida nokundibhangisa nangakumbi.

Kwaye, okubi ngakumbi, ndinyanzelekile, ngenxa yokuthobela kunye nentlungu yam enkulu, ukuba ndiyibhale phantsi.

 

Njengoko ndithandazayo, uYesu wajongisa intloko yakhe phezu kweyam, ebambe ibunzi lakhe esandleni sakhe. Kwaphuma isibane ebunzi.

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

iFiat yokuqala, ephathelele kwiNdalo, yavakaliswa ngaphandle kokungenelela kwaso nasiphi na isidalwa.  - Ngeyesibini, echaphazela ukuhlengwa, ndandifuna ukungenelela kwesidalwa kwaye uMama wam wakhethwa  .

I-Fiat yesithathu icwangciselwe ukugqiba ezimbini zokuqala, kwaye ngeli xesha isidalwa kufuneka sithathe inxaxheba. Ke mna   ndinyule nina.

Le Fiat yesithathu kufuneka izise i-Fiats yeNdalo kunye ne-Redemption ukugqiba. Uya kuzisa ukuzaliseka emhlabeni   "  Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa eZulwini".

 

IiFiat ezintathu azinakwahlulwa, nganye igqibezela ezinye ezimbini.

Ziyimbonakaliso yoBathathu Emnye oNgcwele, enye kwaye yahlukile omnye komnye.

 

Uthando lwam kunye nozuko lwam lufuna le Fiat yesithathu.

Amandla am okudala apho kwazalwa iiFiat ezimbini zokuqala akasakwazi ukuzibamba kwaye ufuna ukuba iFiat yesithathu iqhubele phambili ukugqiba umsebenzi osele wenziwe.

Kungenjalo, iziqhamo zeNdalo kunye neNtlangulo ziya kuhlala zingaphelelanga ".

 

Ukuva la mazwi, andizange ndidideke nje kuphela, kodwa ndothuka ngokwenene.

Ndicinge:

Ngaba kunokwenzeka? Baninzi abanye abantu!

Ukuba ke ndim onyulileyo, ndiyabuqonda ubugeza obuqhelekileyo bukaYesu wam.” Ngoko ke, ndingenza ntoni, ndilele elukhukweni, ndife umzimba, yaye ndiphakathi nje? Ngaba ndingajongana nobuninzi kunye nokungapheli kweeFiats zeNdalo kunye neNtlalo?

 

Ukuba le Fiat yesithathu ifana nezimbini zokuqala, kuya kufuneka ndibaleke nazo, ndiphindaphindeke kwaye ndidibanise nazo. Yesu, yicinge into oyenzayo; andingo

nyani akanguye umntu okulungeleyo!

 

UYesu  wam othandekayo    wabuya waza   wandixelela:

“Ntombi yam yehlisa umoya ndiyakhetha   endimfunayo.

Yazi ukuba isiqalo semisebenzi yam emininzi yenzeka phakathi kwam nesidalwa. Okulandelayo, kukho uphuhliso, ukwandiswa.

Ngubani owayengumbukeli wokuqala weFiat   yeNdalo yam  ? UAdam kuqala noEva okwesibini.

Ngoko babengeyosihlwele!

Emva koko, ukutyhubela iminyaka, izihlwele bezisoloko zingababukeli beNdalo.

 

«Kwi   - Fiat yesibini  , uMama   wayengumbukeli kuphela.

NoSt. Joseph wayengazi nto ngayo. Umama wayekwimeko efana neyakho. Amandla okudala awayewava kuye ayemakhulu   kangangokuba, edidekile, akazange akwazi ukufumana kuye amandla okuxelela nabani na ngaloo nto.

 

Ukuba uSt Joseph wayifunda kamva, ndim owamtyhilela. Emva kwexesha, uBuntu bam baziwa ngcono, kodwa hayi wonke umntu.

Le Fiat yesibini yantshula njengembewu kwisibeleko sentombi enyulu kaMariya, yenza indlebe ekwaziyo ukwanda nokuzisa ekukhanyeni lo mmangaliso mkhulu.

 

Oku kuya kuba njalo   kwiFiat   yesithathu  . Iya kuntshula kuwe kwaye isikhwebu siya kumila apho. Ngumbingeleli yedwa oya kwazi, imiphefumloithile; emva koko iya kusasazwa.

Iya kusasazeka ngendlela efanayo neFiats yeNdalo kunye neNtlalo.

Okukhona uziva unxunguphele, kokukhona isikhwebu siya kukhula kwaye sichunyiswe. Ngoko ke phulaphula uze uthembeke.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndantywila nzulu kwintando yobuThixo ndisithi kuYesu:

«Yesu wam, ndinqwenela ukuba bekukho uthando olungaka kum ukuze ndikwazi ukuhlawulela ukungabikho kothando kuzo zonke izizukulwana ezadlulayo, zangoku nezizayo.

Kodwa ungalufumana phi uthando olungaka?

 

Kuba intando yakho ibandakanya amandla okudala, kuyo ndinako.

Kuye ndifuna ukudala uthando olwaneleyo ukuze lulingane kwaye lugqithise lonke uthando izidalwa ezilufumana kuMdali wazo. "

Emva koko ndathi kum:

"Hayi ububhanxa obu ndibuthethayo!" Ke, ehamba ngaphakathi kum,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngokwendalo kwiWill yam kukho Amandla okudala.

 

 Izigidi zeenkwenkwezi  ziphumile kwiFiat enye yeNtando yam  . Ukusuka kwi-fiat kaMama  , apho iNtlawulo yam ivela khona, izigidi zenceba ziye zaphuma ngenxa yemiphefumlo,

- intle ngakumbi, iqaqambile kwaye yahluke kakhulu kuneenkwenkwezi.

 

Kwakhona, ngelixa iinkwenkwezi zilungiswa kwaye zingaphindaphindi, iinceba

-phindaphindeka ngokungenasiphelo, baleka ngokungapheziyo,

-tsala izidalwa, ubenze bonwabe,

-bomeleze kwaye uthethe ubomi kubo.

 

Ah! ukuba izidalwa zinokubona inkalo yezinto ezingaphaya kwendalo, beziya kuva iimvisiswano ezintle ngolo hlobo kwaye

babeza kubona umbono onjalo omangalisayo

- ababeza kukholelwa ukuba baye eZulwini.

I-Fiat yesithathu kufuneka ibaleke kunye nezinye ezimbini. Kufuneka

- phindaphinda ngokungenasiphelo,

- velisa ubabalo oluninzi njengoko kukho iinkwenkwezi esibhakabhakeni, amathontsi amanzi   elwandle, izinto ezidalwe yiFiat yeNdalo.

 

Zontathu iiFiats zinexabiso elifanayo kunye namandla. Kuya kufuneka unyamalale kwaye ziiFiats eziya kusebenza.

 

Ke   ngoko unokuthi kuSomandla Fiat yam  :

 

Ndiyafuna _ 

-ukudala uthando oluninzi, unqulo kunye neentsikelelo e

-ukuzisela lonke uzuko kuThixo wam

ukuhlawulela zonke izidalwa nezinto zonke".

 

Izenzo zakho

uya kuzalisa izulu   nomhlaba,

iya kwanda ngokuhambelana nezenzo zeNdalo nezo zentlawulelo.

Yonke into iya kuba yinto enye.

Ezi zinto zisenokubonakala zisothusa yaye zingakholeleki.

Abo bathandabuzayo, Ngamandla am okudala bayathandabuza. Xa siqonda ukuba ndim

Ngubani ofuna loo nto,

-okunika la mandla, okanye amathandabuzo apheze.

 

Andikhululeki na ukuba ndenze endikuthandayo, nokuba ndinike lowo ndisukuba ndithanda ukumnika? Lumnka. Ndiya kuba nawe.

Ngamandla am okudala, ndiza kuba sisithunzi sakho kwaye ndiya kufezekisa le nto ndiyifunayo. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokufumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele,

Ndaziva kum   uYesu wam osoloko enobubele owathi  :

 

"Owu hlabathi elingendawo, wenza yonke into

-ukundigxotha ebusweni bomhlaba,

- ukundigxotha kuluntu, izikolo kunye neencoko. Iitempile nezibingelelo, niceba ukudiliza;

-ukutshabalalisa iBandla lam nokubulala abefundisi bam.

 

Mna ke ndiyanilungiselela

ixesha   lothando,

ixesha   leFiat yam yesithathu.

 

Ngelixa uzama ukundigxotha,

Ndizovela ngasemva nangaphambili ndikubhidanise ngoThando.

Naphi na apho undigxothe khona, ndiya kuyimisa itrone yam kwaye ndilawule ngakumbi kunangaphambili kwaye ngendlela eya kukumangalisa, ude uwe emazantsi etrone yam, ubethwe nguThando lwam ".

 

Wongeza wathi:

“Awu! Ntombi yam, izidalwa ziya zisanda ngobungendawo.

Baya kufika kwinqanaba lokuba bagqibe ububi ngokwabo.

Kodwa, njengoko beqhubeka nendlela yabo,

Ndiya kuqinisekisa ukuba   "  intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni, njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini"

ifikelela kwinzaliseko yayo epheleleyo.

 

Ndilungiselela ixesha leFiat yesithathu apho Uthando lwam luya kuzibonakalisa ngendlela emangalisayo nentsha ngokupheleleyo.

Owu! Ewe! Ndizobhida indoda ngoThando! Wena ke, lumka;

Ndifuna ukuba ulungiselele kunye nam elixesha lasezulwini nelingcwele loThando. Siza kusebenza ngezandla ".

 

Emva koko wasondela emlonyeni wam kwaye, njengoko wayethumela umoya wakhe onamandla onke kuwo, ndaziva ukuba ubomi obutsha bundifakela. Emva koko   wanyamalala.

 

Ngelixa bendicinga ngentando kaThixo,   uYesu  wam othandekayo  wandixelela   :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngena kwiNtando yam,

akukho ndlela, akukho mnyango, akukho sitshixo, kuba iWill yam ikhona yonke indawo. Iphantsi kweenyawo zakhe, ekunene, ekhohlo, phezu kwentloko yakhe, kuyo yonke indawo ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ukuze ufikelele kuyo, kufuneka uyifune nje.

Ngaphandle kwesi sigqibo, nokuba intando yomntu ikuMyolelo wam, ayiyonxalenye yayo kwaye ayonwabeli iziphumo zayo.

Ukhona njengomntu wasemzini.

 

Ukususela kumzuzu umphefumlo uthatha isigqibo sokungena kwiNtando yam, idibanisa kum kunye nam kuyo.

Fumana zonke izinto zam onazo:

-amandla, ukukhanya, uncedo, nantoni na oyifunayo.

 

Into ekufuneka uyenzile kukufuna nje.

Intando yam ilawula yonke into, inika umphefumlo konke osweleyo kwaye inokuwuvumela ukuba udada ngokukhululeka kulwandle olungenasiphelo lweNtando yam.

 

Kuchasene nabo baqhubeka ngokufumana izidima.

Mninzi umgudu ofunekayo, imilo emininzi, iindlela ezininzi ezinde!

 

Kwaye xa kubonakala ngathi isidima ekugqibeleni siyancuma emphefumlweni, inkanuko enobundlobongela, isilingo, ithuba lokuhlangana liyibuyisela kwindawo yokuqala. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo wabe uYesu wam emnandi ethule yonke into.

Mna:"Sthandwa sam kutheni ungandixeleli nto?"

Waphendula wathi: “Ntombi yam, ngumkhwa wam ukuba ndithule emva kokuba ndiyenzile le nto

thethwa.

Ndifuna ukuphumla kumazwi endiwathethileyo, oko kukuthi, kumsebenzi ophuma kum. Ndiyenze ngokusingise kwiNdalo.

 

Emva kokuthi   "  Fiat lux  "  ("makubekho ukukhanya")

kwaza kwabonakala ukhanyiso;

kwaye wathi   "  Fiat"   kuzo zonke ezinye izinto kwaye zifumene ubukho,

Ndandifuna ukuphumla.

 

UkuKhanya kwam okuPhakade kwaphumla ekukhanyeni okwafika ngexesha. Uthando lwam luphumle kuthando endandilutyale kwiNdalo.

Ubuhle bam babuphumle kwindalo yonke endiyilinganise ngokobuhle bam.

Ubulumko bam nobugorha bam babuxhomekeke kumsebenzi endawumisela ngobulumko obukhulu namandla.

ndathi ndakuyijonga ndathi ngaphakathi:

"  Umhle kangakanani lo msebenzi uphuma kum. Ndifuna ukuphumla kuye!" Ndenza njalo nangemiphefumlo:

emva kokuthetha nabo, ndiyaphumla kwaye ndonwabele imiphumo yamazwi am. "

 

Aze athi: "Masithi  Fiat  kunye". Ngenxa yale Fiat,

Izulu nomhlaba zazizaliswe kukunqulwa kowongamileyo.

 

Waphinda   "  Fiat  "  kwakhona , kwaye ngeli xesha iGazi kunye namanxeba kaYesu aphindaphindeka ngokungenasiphelo.

 

Okwesithathu uthi   "  Fiat  "   kwaye le Fiat yanda kuzo zonke iintando zezidalwa ukuba zingcwalise.

 

Emva koko,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ezi Fiat zintathu zezo zeNdalo, intlawulelo kunye nokungcwaliswa ».

 

Emva   koko wongeza  :

"Ekudaleni umntu, ndamnika amandla amathathu:

ingqondo yakhe, inkumbulo yakhe kunye nentando yakhe.

NgeeFiat zam ezintathu, ndiyamncedisa ekunyukeni kwakhe kuThixo wakhe.

Nge-Fiat yam yokudala  , ingqondo yomntu iyakuvuyela ukubona zonke izinto endimdalele zona kwaye ezibonisa uthando lwam kuye.

NgeFiat yeNtlalo  , inkumbulo yakhe ichukunyiswa kukugqithisela koThando lwam olubonakaliswe ngokubandezeleka okukhulu ukumkhulula kwimeko yakhe yesono.

NgeFiat yam yesithathu  , Uthando lwam ngoMntu lufuna ukuzibonakalisa ngakumbi.

Ndifuna ukuhlasela intando yakhe ngokubeka eyam intando ukuxhasa eyakhe. Kwaye ekubeni iNtando yam iya kumzisa kuzo zonke izinto, phantse akakwazi ukubaleka kuye.

 

Izizukulwana aziyi kuphela de intando yam ilawule umhlaba wonke. IiFiat zam ezintathu ziya kuhlangana kwaye zenze   ukungcwaliswa komntu.

I-Fiat yesithathu iya kunika umntu ubabalo oluninzi kangangokuba uya phantse abuyele kwimeko yakhe yangaphambili.

 

Kuphela kuxa ndibona umntu ephuma kum, uya kugqitywa umsebenzi wam, ndiphumle ngonaphakade!

Kungobomi obukwiWill yam ukuba umntu uya kubuyiselwa kwimeko yakhe yantlandlolo. Nikela ingqalelo kwaye undincede ndenze ukungcwaliswa kwesidalwa ».

 

Ndithe ndakuva ezi zinto, ndathi kuye.

"Yesu, sithandwa sam, andinako ukwenza njengoko wena nanjengoko   wandifundisayo. Ndiphantse ndoyika ukukwamkela ukungcikivwa kwakho, ukuba andiyenzi kakuhle into oyilindeleyo kum."

 

Enkosi, uYesu wandiphendula:

"Ndiyazi kakuhle ukuba awukwazi ukwenza ngokugqibeleleyo le nto ndikucela yona, kodwa into ongakwaziyo ukuyenza ndiya kukwenzela yona.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kuyimfuneko

-Ndiyakwazi ukukuhenda ndikwenze uqonde into omawuyenze. Nokuba awukwazi ukwenza yonke into, uya kwenza oko unako.

Intando yakho ibotshelelwe kweyam.

Kuya kwanela ukuba ufune ukwenza endikucelayo kuwe.

Ndiya kucinga ukuba ndenze yonke into. "

 

Ndiyaphinda:

Obu bomi bukwintando kaThixo bunokufundiswa njani kwabanye yaye ngoobani abaya kukulungela ukunamathela kubo?

 

Waqhubeka  wathi:

"Ntombi yam, nokuba bekungasindiswanga mntu ekwehleni kwam emhlabeni, ubungangamsha bukaBawo ngebuphelele.

 

Ngokufanayo, nokuba akukho mntu ngaphandle kwakho

awufunanga ukufumana ukulunga kweNtando yam - okungayi kuba njalo - kuya kwanela nguwe wedwa ukundinika lonke uzuko.

endiyilindeleyo kuzo zonke izidalwa”.



 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,   uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza kum wathi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

owesithathu uFiat  ,  othi,  " Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni, njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini". 

 kuya kuba njengomnyama

- wabonakala esibhakabhakeni emva komkhukula kwaye

-nto leyo yayiluphawu loxolo oluvakalisa ukuba unogumbe uphelile.

 

Xa uyazi iFiat yesithathu,

- imiphefumlo enothando nengazingciyo iya kuhlala apho. baya kuba njengomnyama woxolo

-oko kuya kuxolelanisa iZulu noMhlaba

- ukulahla unogumbe wezono ezikhukulise umhlaba.

“  Intando yakho mayenziwe”   yam   iya kuzaliseka kule miphefumlo. Ngoxa   i-Fiat yesibini

Wandihlisela  emhlabeni, ukuze ndihlale phakathi kwabantu;

iFiat yesithathu

-  uya kwenza intando yam yehlele emiphefumlweni

apho aya kulawula   ‘  emhlabeni njengasezulwini’. "

 

Ebona ukuba ndandibuhlungu ngenxa yokumhlutha kwam,   uYesu wongezelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

thuthuzeleka. Ngena kwiWill yam.

ndikunyule emawaka namawaka;

- ukuze intando yam ilawule konke kuwe kwaye

- ukuze ube ngumnyama woxolo othi, ngemibala yawo esixhenxe, utsale nabanye ukuba baphile kwintando yam.

 

Masiwushiye bucala umhlaba. Ndikugcine nam kude kube ngoku

-ukuxolisa ubulungisa bam e

-ukuthintela izohlwayo eziqatha ukuba zingaweli emadodeni.

 

Masiwuyeke ngoku umsinga wobugwenxa bomntu uqhube umzila wawo. Ndifuna wena kunye nam, kwiWill yam, ndikulungiselele iminyaka yeWill yam.

 

Njengoko uhamba ngeendlela zeNtando yam,

umnyama woxolo uya kutsalwa kuwe   kwaye

uya kuba likhonkco

phakathi kwentando kaThixo kunye nentando yomntu.

 

Ngolu manyano, ulawulo lweNtando yam emhlabeni luya kuqala ukuphendula umthandazo wam kunye noweBandla liphela:

 

“  Mabufike ubukumkani bakho

mayenziwe intando yakho emhlabeni njengaseZulwini."

 

Ngelixa ndandithandaza kwaye ndintywila kwintando kaThixo, uYesu wam othandekayo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam, wabeka iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngenxa yothando lwakhe, nemithandazo yakhe, nokubhujiswa kwakhe,

uMama wam wandenza ndehla eZulwini ukuze ndibe yinyama esizalweni sakhe.

 

Wena, ngothando lwakho kunye nokuhlala kwintando yam, uya kuzisa uMyolelo wam ukuze uzinze ngaphakathi kwakho, kwaye, emva koko, kwezinye izidalwa.

 

Yazini ke, ukuba ukungena kwakhe esibelekweni sakhe ngento enye, engasayi kuphinda yenziwe;

-Ndimtyebise uMama ngazo zonke izipho kunye

-Ndamjikijelwa ngoThando kwade kwalapha

loyise uthando ezinalo zonke ezinye izidalwa kunye.

 

Ndamnika

- ukongama kumalungelo,

-uzuko nako konke.

Wagalela kuye yonke imilambo kaYehova.

 

"Wena ke,

Intando yam yehlela kuwe ngesenzo esisodwa esilinganayo.

 

Kwaye, ukuhlobisa,

Ndimelwe kukugalela ubabalo noThando oluninzi kuwe

ukuba uya kuzodlula zonke ezinye izidalwa ezikwezi ndawo.

 

Kuba intando yam inegunya phezu kwayo yonke into, engunaphakade, inkulu kwaye ingenasiphelo,

Kufuneka ndibeke la malungelo kulowo ukhethiweyo,

- ukuba kuyo ufumana ubomi beNtando yam

ukuqala kwayo kunye nokugqitywa kwayo,

ukumnika iimpawu zoMthanda wam   ,

emnika ukongama phezu kwayo   yonke into.

 

Intando yam yanaphakade

thatha ixesha elidlulileyo, langoku kunye   nekamva,

zinciphise ziye kwindawo enye   e

wowagalela   kuwe.

 

Intando yam ingunaphakade   kwaye ifuna ukuzimisa apho ifumana khona unaphakade.

Inkulu   kwaye ifuna ukuzinza apho ifumana khona ubukhulu.

Ayinasiphelo   kwaye ifuna ukuzinza apho ifumana khona okungapheliyo.

Ndingayifumana njani yonke lento kuwe ukuba andiyibeki kuqala?"

 

Ndithe ndakuva la mazwi, ndafikelwa luloyiko.

Ndabhala ezi zinto ngenxa nje yokuthobela. Ndathi kuYesu: “Uthini na wena Yesu?

Kanene ufuna ukundibhida undihlaze ndide ndiphele tu! Ndiziva ndingakwazi kwaphela ukuyinyamezela le nto uyithethayo.

Ndiziva ndinoloyiko olugqithisileyo ngaphakathi kum”.

 

Wathi  :

“Ezi zinto ziyimfuneko kubungcwele nesidima seWill yam, andikwazi ukuma ndihlale apho ndingayifumaniyo into eyeyam.

 

Awuyi kuba yinto engaphezulu kunomgcini wento enhle kakhulu oya kuba nayo ngomona.

Yomelelani ngezandla zozibini, musani ukoyika.

 

Ndicinge:

“UKumkanikazi wam uMama wanikezela ngegazi ukwenza ubuntu bukaYesu awabuthwala esibelekweni sakhe.

Kwaye kufuneka ndibonelele ntoni ukuze intando kaThixo ibumbe kum? "

 

UYesu wam onobubele   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, uya kuba ngumququ ozokwenza kube lula ukubumba ukhozo oluyintando yam   . Ndiyakunika ukhozo lwentando yam ukuba lube kukutya kuyo yonke imiphefumlo efuna ukuzondla kuyo. Uya kuba ngumququ ukugcinwa kwayo".

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi:

“Sithandwa sam, indima yam yokuba ngumququ ayimnandanga ngenxa yeendiza

ilahlwa kude, itshiswe kwaye ayinaxabiso.

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

“Nangona kunjalo, iindiza ziyafuneka kwingqolowa.

Ukuba ibingengomququ, iinkozo bezingenakuvuthwa okanye ziphindaphindeke. Iindiza zisebenza njengengubo kunye nokukhusela iinkozo.

Ukuba isikhwebu sombona sitshiswa lilanga, siwukhusela kubushushu obugqithiseleyo obunokubangela ukuba wome.

Ukuba iqabaka, imvula okanye enye into izama ukonakalisa ingqolowa, umququ uthatha bonke obu bubi.

Ngoko kunokuthiwa umququ bubomi bengqolowa.

Umququ uyalahlwa kwaye utshiswe kuphela xa ukhutshiwe kwingqolowa.

 

Ukhozo lweWill yam alunakunyuka okanye lunciphe.

Nokuba sithatha kakhulu, ayinciphi nangayiphi na indlela, nditsho nokhozo olunye.

 

Ngoko ndifuna umququ wakho; Ndiyifuna njengengubo, njengesikhuselo. Ngoko akukho ngozi yokuba wahlukane nam.

 

Emva kwexesha wabuya ndamxelela:

"Yesu, ubomi bam, ukuba imiphefumlo eya kuhlala kwiNtando yakho iya kuba yimvula yoxolo, iya kuba yintoni imibala yayo?"

 

Enkosi,   wathi kum  :

 

Imibala yazo iya kukhazimla, ibe yeyobuthixo ngokupheleleyo.

-uthando, ububele,

- ubulumko,

-amandla,

-ubungcwele,

- inceba nobulungisa.

Le mibala iya kufana nezikhanyiso ebumnyameni bobusuku. Baya kuyinyusa imimoya yezidalwa.”

 

Ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo: "Andiqondi.

Okukhona undixelela ukuba undinika okuninzi ngentando yakho eNgcwele, kokukhona ndiziva ndilusizi kwaye ndimbi,

xa kufuneka ndizive ngcono."

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

ngakumbi ukhozo lweWill yam lukhula kuwe, kokukhona uya kuyiva intlupheko yomququ wakho.

 

Xa isikhwebu siqala ukumila, ingqolowa kunye neendiza ziyafana.

Kodwa xa isikhwebu sikhula, ukutya okuziinkozo kuyavuthwa, umququ uba ngathi uyahluliwe kwaye uhlala ukhusela ingqolowa.

Ke kokukhona uziva ulusizi,

kokukhona ukhozo lweWill yam lubumba kuwe kwaye lusondela ekuvuthweni kwayo ngokupheleleyo.

 

Umququ okuwe awukho wumbi ngaphandle kobuthathaka bakho obuthi,

- ehlala kwinkampani yobungcwele kunye nobuhandiba beNtando yam, uziva usizi lwakhe ngakumbi nangakumbi ».

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Sithandwa sam, kude kube ngoku uyibambe ecaleni kwam indima edlalwe nguBuntu bam emhlabeni.

Ngoku ndifuna ukukunika indima ebekekileyo nenkulu: le nto yenziwe yintando yam ngokunxulumene noBuntu bam.

Jonga ukuba iphezulu kangakanani, kokukhona iqaqambile le ndima.

 

UBuntu bam bunesiqalo, kodwa intando yam ingunaphakade. UBuntu bam babulinganiselwe kwindawo kunye nexesha

Kodwa iWill yam ayinamida.

Andikwazanga ukukunika indima ebekekileyo. "

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu wam othandekayo, andiboni ukuba kutheni ufuna ukundibeka kule ndima. Andenzanga nto ibinokundifanelekela ubabalo olungaka!"

 

Wathi  :

Izizathu zezi:

 - sthandwa ,

-ubuncinci   bakho,

-Ubomi bakho ezingalweni zam njengomntwana

ocinga nganto ngaphandle koYesu okuphela kwakhe,

-kwaye kananjalo into yokuba azange wanqaba kum nedini.

 

Andichukunyiswa zizinto ezintle.

Kuba kwizinto ezibonakala zinkulu kuhlala kukho umntu.

Ndikhetha ukuchukunyiswa zizinto ezincinci, ezincinci ngenkangeleko, kodwa ezinkulu ngokwenene!

 

Ngaphaya koko, bekufanele ukuba ukrokrele ukuba ngendikuphathise umsebenzi okhethekileyo kwiWill yam,

-oko ndihlala ndithetha nawe kuzo zonke iinkalo zakhe, endingazange ndayenza nomnye umntu kude kube ngoku.

 

Ndiniphethe njengomfundisi-ntsapho ofuna ukuba umfundi wakhe agqibelele ekuqeqesheni kwakhe: kubonakala ngathi akanakuthetha ngaso nasiphi na esinye isifundo.

 

Nantsi indlela endiyenze ngayo nawe.

Ndithathe i-attitude ka-master ikuxelela ngentando kaThixo ngathi andiyazi yonke enye into.

Emva kokuba ndikufundise kakuhle, ndikubonakalisile

umsebenzi wakho   e

 indlela ukuzaliseka kwe "  Fiat Voluntas Tua"    emhlabeni kuya kuqala kuwe  .

 

Isibindi, ntombi yam! Sukoyika.

Uya kuba nentando yam kuwe njengoncedo nenkxaso."

 

Uthe xa ethetha endiphulula intloko, ubuso nentliziyo ngezandla zakhe, engathi uqinisekisa lento ayithethayo kum. Emva koko wanyamalala.



Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam ecaleni kukaYesu.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Sthandwa sam, ndicela undihoye ukuba ndiyifake njani iWill yakho, ukuze undixelele ukuba uyathanda okanye awuthandi."

Emveni kokuba ndithethe into endiqhele ukuyithetha xa ndifaka iWill yakhe, endibona kunganyanzelekanga ukuba ndiyiphinde apha, sele ndiyithethile kwenye indawo.

 

Emva koko, uYesu wandanga, ngengqiqo yokuba wanelisekile koko ndikuthethileyo.

Emva   koko wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, intando yam inamandla akhethekileyo okwenza imiphefumlo ibe mincinci,

- kangangokuba baziva benesidingo esigqithisileyo sokuba iWill yam ilawule ubomi babo bonke.

 

Ubuncinci babo buba bukhulu kangangokuba abanakwenza nasiphi na isenzo   okanye inyathelo ukuba alikho emva kwentando yam.

 

Baphila ngokupheleleyo ngeendleko zeWill yam, kuba intando yabo ayithwali mthwalo nokuba yeyabo izinto okanye yokuzithanda. Zonke ziyinxalenye yoMyolelo wam, oko kukuthi

-hayi ngokwabo,

-kodwa ukuyibuyisela kum.

Kuba badinga yonke into, bahlala bentywiliselwe kwiWill yam.

 

Ntombi yam, ndijikeleze ilizwe amaxesha amaninzi kwaye ndijonge kuyo yonke indalo nganye nganye ukuze ndifumane eyona incinci.

Ekugqibeleni ndikufumene, ungowokugqibela kubo bonke. Ndakuthanda ubuncinci bakho ndakhetha wena.

Ndikuphathise iingelosi zam ukuba zikugade, hayi ukuze ukhule, kodwa   zikhusele ubuncinci bakho  .

 

Ngoku ndifuna ukuqala kuwe umsebenzi omkhulu wokuzalisekisa iNtando yam, kwaye ngayo awuyi kuziva ukhulile.

Ngokuchasene noko, iWill yam iya kukwenza ube mncinci ngakumbi.

Kwaye uya kuqhubeka uyintombi encinci kaYesu wakho, incinci yeNtando yam".

 

Ndiyiva ingqondo yam ehluphekayo ibambekile.

Ndiphelelwa ngamazwi ukuchaza indlela endivakalelwa ngayo.

Ukuba uYesu wam ufuna ndibhale, kuya kufuneka andixelele ngamazwi oko andifakele ukukhanya. Ndikhumbula   nje wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, xa, kwintando yam,

umphefumlo uyathandaza kum, uyandithanda, uyandilungisa, uyandincamisa kwaye uyandithanda, ndivakalelwa kukuba zonke   izidalwa

-ndithandaze, ndithande, ndilungise, undincamise kwaye undithande.

 

Ngapha koko, kuba i-Will yam iphethe yonke into naye wonke umntu ngaphakathi kwayo, indinika umphefumlo osebenza kwintando yam.

ukwanga, ukudumisa kunye nothando lwabo   bonke.

 

Kwaye ebona zonke izidalwa ezikuye,

Ndimncamisa ngokwaneleyo, uthando kunye nokuncoma wonke umntu.

 

Umphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam akonwabanga

-ukuba akandiboni ndithandwa ngokupheleleyo ngumntu wonke,

-ukuba akandiboni ndiwolwa, ndinqulwa kwaye ndithandazelwe ngumntu wonke.

 

Kwintando yam, izinto azinakwenziwa phakathi, kodwa ngokupheleleyo. Andikwazi ukunika izinto ezincinci kumphefumlo osebenza kwintando yam, kodwa izinto ezinkulu ezinokwanela wonke umntu.

 

Ngomphefumlo osebenza kwiNtando yam, ndisebenza njengesikhokelo

-ngubani ongathanda ukuba umsebenzi wenziwe ngabantu abalishumi,

ngelixa inye kuphela kubo enikezela ukwenza umsebenzi,

- bonke abanye bayala.

 

Akunjalo na ukuba yonke into ebefuna ukumnika ishumi inikwe umntu omnye owenze loo   msebenzi?

Kungenjalo, ubuya kuba phi umahluko phakathi komntu owenza ngokuthanda kwam kunye nomnye owenza ngokuthanda kwakhe   ?

 

Ndiphila iintsuku ezikrakra kuba uYesu wam osoloko enobubele uphantse wanyamalala. Enjani yona intuthumbo!

Ndiva ingqondo yam ibhadula kwinqanaba leNtando yobuThixo ukuze ndiyibambe kwaye ndiyidlulisele kwizidalwa.

ukuze bayenze ubomi babo.

 

Ingqondo yam ihamba phakathi kwentando kaThixo kunye nentando yabantu ukuze babe banye.

 

Ngelixa ndandikwiqondo eliphezulu lobukrakra bam, uYesu wam olungileyo washukuma buthathaka kum, wafaka izandla zam kwezakhe nangaphakathi kwam wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam, khalipha, ndiya kuza!

Ungazikhathazi ngenye into ngaphandle kweWill yam. Masiwushiye bucala umhlaba. Ekugqibeleni baya kudinwa bububi.

Baza kuhlwayela uloyiko kunye nokubulawa kwabantu kuyo yonke indawo, kodwa oku kuya kuphela kwaye uthando lwam luya koyisa. T.

 

Wena, ntywilisela intando yakho kum

Ngezenzo zenu niya kubumba njengezulu lesibini ngaphezu kweentloko zezidalwa, yaye ndiya kuzijonga izenzo zazo ngokwemisebenzi yenu yobuThixo.

-bangcwele kuba bavela kwiWill yam.

 

Ngale ndlela uya kunyanzela iNtando yam yanaphakade ukuba yehle emhlabeni ukuze yoyise usizi lwentando yomntu.

 

Ukuba ufuna iNtando yam yehle emhlabeni kunye noThando lwam loyise, kuya kufuneka

- ukunyuka ngaphezu kweemeko ezingalindelekanga zomhlaba

- kwaye uhlala usenza kwiNtando yam.

Emva koko siya kuhla kunye kwaye siya kuhlasela izidalwa ngentando yam kunye noThando lwam.

Siza kubabhida ngendlela yokuba bangakwazi ukuxhathisa.

Okwangoku, bavumele benze unothanda. Hlala kwiNtando yam kwaye ube   nomonde ".

 

Ndithe ndisarhalela kweyam intlungu,   wafika uYesu wam othandekayo, wanditsalela kuye wandiqinisa wathi:

"Ntombi yam, ndiphinda ndithi kuwe, ungahlali emhlabeni! Yekela izidalwa zenze unothanda.

Bafuna ukuya emfazweni, makube njalo.

Xa bediniwe, nam ndiya kulwa imfazwe yam.

Ukudinwa kwabo okubi, ukudana kwabo nokubandezeleka kwabo kuya kubalungiselela ukuba bamkele imfazwe yam.

 

Iya kuba yimfazwe yothando.

Intando yam iya kuhla ivela eZulwini phakathi kwezidalwa. Izenzo zakho zenziwe ngentando yam,

-kunye naleyo yeminye imiphefumlo eyenziweyo kwintando yam, baya kulwa nezidalwa, hayi imfazwe yamagazi.

 

Baya kulwa ngezixhobo zothando,

- ukuzisa izipho, ubabalo noxolo kwizidalwa. Baya kunika izinto ezimangalisayo

-ukuba abantu baya kumangaliswa.

 

Intando yam, umkhosi wam waseZulwini,

iya kubadubaduba abantu ngezixhobo zobuthixo.

Kuya kuboyisa, kubanike ukukhanya ukuze babone izipho kunye nobutyebi endifuna ukubatyebisa ngabo.

 

Izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam,

-ukuthwala Amandla okudala ngaphakathi kwakho kuya kuba lusindiso olutsha lomntu kunye

uya kubazisela konke ukulunga kwezulu emhlabeni.

 

Baya kuzisa

- ixesha elitsha loThando kunye

- ukuloyisa kwakhe ubugwenxa bomntu.

 

Ke ngoko phindaphinda izenzo zakho kwiWill yam ukwenza izixhobo, izipho kunye neenceba.

- ngubani na oya kuhla phakathi kwezidalwa kunye

-abaza kubandakanyeka kwimfazwe yoThando kunye nabo. "

Emva koko, ngethoni yoxinzelelo ngakumbi, wongeza:

"Ntombi yam, kwenzeka ntoni kum kubawo olihlwempu onoonyana abakhohlakeleyo abangamkhubekisiyo kuphela kodwa bafuna ukumbulala.

 

Kwaye ukuba abakwenzi, kungenxa yokuba abanako.

Ukuba aba bantwana bafuna ukubulala uyise, akumangalisi oko

-eyabulalana,

-omnye umelene nomnye;

-ezenza amahlwempu omnye komnye e

-ukuba bafikelele kwimeko yokufa.

Okubi nangakumbi kukuba abakhumbuli nokuba banotata.

 

Wenza ntoni utata?

Wagxothwa ngabantwana bakhe. Kwaye ngelixa ezi

- ukulwa,

- ukwenzakalisa omnye komnye e

-baza kulamba, basebenze nzima ukuze bafumane

-ubutyebi obutsha e

- amayeza abantwana bakhe.

 

Uya kuthi ke, xa ebabona bephantse ukuba balahleka, angene phakathi kwabo.

-ukubenza babe zizityebi,

-banike amayeza okwenzakala e

-ukubazisela uxolo nolonwabo.

 

Ukoyiswa luthando olungaka, abantwana bakhe

baya kuhlangana noyise eluxolweni oluhlala luhleli   kwaye

baya kuyithanda.

 

Kuya kwenzeka into efanayo nakum. Ngokulandelayo

Ndifuna wena kwiWill yam   .

kwaye ndifuna usebenze kunye   nam

ukufumana ubutyebi obunikwa izidalwa. Thembeka kum kwaye ungazikhathazi ngayo nayiphi na enye into ".

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