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Umqulu 13
Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndathi ngequbuliso ndazibona ndiphuma emzimbeni, phakathi kwenginginya yabantu.
Entla kwaba bantu, ephakame kakhulu, wema uKumkanikazi weZulu ethetha nabantu ekhala, kangangokuba iirozi awayezibambe kuye zazimanzi te ziinyembezi.
Andizange ndiqonde kwanto awayeyithetha.
Into endayibonayo kukuba isihlwele sasinemincili kwaye uMama waseZulwini wayebacenga ukuba behlise umoya.
Wawisa irozi, wasondela kum phakathi kwabantu, wandinika. Ndayijonga le rose ndayibona imanzi ziinyembezi zikaMama endimthandayo.
Iinyembezi zakhe zandimema ukuba ndithandazele uxolo phakathi kwaba bantu.
Emva koko ndandikunye noYesu wam othandekayo kwaye ndambongoza ukuba azise uxolo ebantwini.
Ukunditsalela kuye, wathetha nam ngentando yakhe engcwele , endixelela:
“Ntombi yam, iWill yam inamandla amakhulu okudala.
Kanye njengoko lidale zonke izinto, linamandla okutshabalalisa. Umphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam nawo unawo amandla
-zala okulungileyo e
-ukubangela ukuwa kobubi.
Ngenxa yobume bakhe, uzifumana sele ekwixesha elidlulileyo apho ahlawulela oko kwakusilela eluzukweni lwam, izikreqo ezingazanywanga kunye nothando olunganikwanga mna. Indinika olona lungiso luhle kwaye indinika uthando kumntu wonke.
Ikwaqaqambisa nanamhlanje nakwixesha elizayo. Naphi na nakubani na, undinika oko indityala kona iNdalo.
"Emphefumlweni ohlala kwintando yam, ndiva i-echo yamandla am, yothando lwam kunye nobungcwele bam.
Kwizenzo zakhe, ndiva i-echo yezenzo zam.
Lo mphefumlo uhamba yonke indawo: phambi kwam, emva kwam nakum.
Naphi na apho kukho iWill yam, eyakhe.
Njengoko iZenzo zam zisanda, ngokunjalo nezakho yenza njalo.
Kukuthanda komntu kuphela okunokubangela ukungavisisani phakathi koMdali nesidalwa.
Isenzo esilula somntu sidala isiphithiphithi phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba kwaye sikhokelela ekwahlukaneni phakathi koMdali nesidalwa.
Endaweni yoko, kulowo uhlala kwintando yam, yonke into iyahambelana: izinto zakhe kunye nezam ziyahambelana.
Ndikunye naye emhlabeni, yena unam ezulwini.
Iminqweno yethu inye, ubomi bethu bunye, imiyolelo yethu yinto enye.
Qaphela ukuba iNdalo ayizange yahlulwe nangayiphi na indlela kwiThanda lam:
Isibhakabhaka sihlala siluhlaza kwaye sigcwele iinkwenkwezi,
ilanga liphuphuma kukukhanya nobushushu.
Yonke indalo ikwimvisiswano egqibeleleyo: enye into ixhasa enye. Indalo
-Uhlala emhle, emtsha kwaye emncinci,
- akaze aguge kwaye
- ayilahleki nanye ubuhle bayo.
Suku ngalunye lubonakala lusiba nobungangamsha ngakumbi, lunikela umlingo omnandi kuzo zonke izidalwa. Umntu ngewayenjalo ukuba wayengarhoxanga kwiWill yam.
Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam
- isibhakabhaka esitsha,
- iilanga ezintsha,
- umhlaba omtsha utyatyambe ngokupheleleyo.
Bahlukene ngobuhle nangobuhle”.
Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wabonakala ezingalweni zam, ekwimo yokuphumla.
Ndamgona endiqinisa entliziyweni yam, ndathi kuye:
"Sthandwa sam thetha nam. Kutheni uzolile nje?"
UYesu: "Ntombi yam ethandekayo, ndifuna ukuphumla.
Emva kokuba ndithethe nawe kakhulu, ndifuna ukubona iziphumo zamazwi am kuwe. Sebenza, yenza lento ndikufundise yona ndizophumla.
Xa uye wasebenzisa iimfundiso zam, ndiya kuthetha nawe ngezinto eziphakamileyo neziphakamileyo ukuze ndifumane eyona ingcono kuwe.
Phumla.
Ukuba andikwazi ukuphumla kwimiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam, ndingathembela kubani ukuphumla?
Kuphela yimiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yam enokundiphumza.
"Ubomi kwintando yam bundinika igumbi
Izenzo ezenziwe kwiWill yam zindinika ibhedi.
Izenzo eziphindaphindiweyo, zokuphindaphinda rhoqo, zifana ne-lullabies, umculo kunye ne-opium ezindinceda ukuba ndilale.
Noko ke, xa ndileleyo, ndininyamekela ngendlela yokuba
-Intando yakho ayisiyonto ngaphandle kweNtando yam,
-Iingcinga zakho, ziveze ubukrelekrele bam,
-Amazwi akho, inqaku lamazwi am,
-Intliziyo yakho, indawo yokuphuma kweNtliziyo yam.
Nokuba awundiva ukuba ndithetha nawe, ubethelwe kum kangangokuba awukwazi ...
-ufuna,
- ungacingi,
-ungenzi enye into
ukuba izinto endizifunayo kwaye ndizifezekise ngokwam.
Ke, ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba uhlala kwintando yam ,
uqinisekile ukuba yonke into eyenzekayo kuwe iphuma kum.
Ndandicaphuka kakhulu kuba ndandixelelwa ukuba bafuna ukupapasha yonke into endayityhilelwa nguYesu wam othandekayo ngeWill yakhe Engcwele.
Ixhala lam belilikhulu kangangokuba ndade ndonganyelwa.
UYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela entliziyweni yam: "Ucinga ntoni?
Bekuya kuba kuhle ukuba umfundisi-ntsapho ebenikela imfundiso yakhe kumfundi, kodwa imfundiso yakhe okanye izinto ezilungileyo ezinokuza kuzo zinokusasazwa? Iya kuba yinto engekho ngqiqweni kwaye ingamkholisi inkosi.
Kananjalo akukho nto iyeyenu; zonke ezi zinto zezam ; Ubungeyonto ngaphandle kwethebhulethi endibhale ngayo.
Kodwa ngenxa yokuba ndinyule nina,
Ngaba ungangcwaba iimfundiso zam kwaye, ke, nozuko lwam?"
Noko ke, ndandisaziva ndingakhululekanga.
UYesu wam osoloko elungile , evela ngaphakathi kwam, ejikeleze intamo yam ngengalo yakhe kwaye emwola, wathi kum:
"Ntombazana yam yehlisa umoya, yehlisa umoya wonwabe uYesu wakho". Ndaphendula:
“Sthandwa sam ukuzincama kunzima, xa ndicinga ngayo yonke into eyenzekileyo
phakathi kwam nawe nalowo uza kutyhilwa, ndiziva ndisifa; intliziyo yam yophuka ziintlungu. Ukuba ke ndabhala, kungenxa yentobeko nokoyika ukunicaphukisa. Kwaye ngoku jonga into yokuthobela i-labyrinth indibeke kuyo. Ndibabale, bomi bam, ubeke phezu kwam isandla sakho esingcwele.
UYesu :
"Ntombi yam, ukuba ndifuna idini kuwe, kufuneka ulungele ukulenza kwaye ungandinqabeli nantoni na. Uqonde ukuba ukufika kwam emhlabeni, yayikukutyhila imfundiso yam yasezulwini, ukwenza ubuntu bam, ubuzulu bam. Ilizwe likayise elaziwayo, kunye noqeqesho ekufuneka izidalwa ziluqwalasele ukufikelela eZulwini: ngamanye amazwi, iVangeli.
Kodwa malunga neWill yam ndithethe kancinci okanye andenzanga nto. Ndaphantse andayihoya, ndanyanzelisa ukuba eyona nto ibalulekileyo kum yintando kaBawo.
Ngokumalunga nokufaneleka kweNtando yam, ukuphakama kwayo nobukhulu bayo, iingenelo ezinkulu ezifunyanwa sisidalwa xa sihlala kuyo, andizange ndithethe nto, kuba ngenxa yokungavuthwanga kangako kwizinto zaseZulwini, izidalwa bezingayi kuqonda nto.
“Ndabafundisa kuphela ukuba bathandaze ‘intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini’, ukuze babe nokuvuma ukwazi intando yam ukuze bayithande kwaye bayifezekise baze bafumane izibonelelo eziba nayo.
Ke into ekufuneka ndiyenze kula maxesha, iimfundiso ekufuneka ndizinike wonke umntu malunga neWill yam, ndiyakunika. Ukubenza baziwe kukugqibezela nje izinto ekwakufuneka ndizenze ngoxa ndandikweli hlabathi, njengenzaliseko yenjongo yokuza kwam emhlabeni.
Anifuni ukuba ndikufezekise na oko ndikuzeleyo?
emhlabeni? Ngoko ke yiyekeleni kum yonk' into. Ndilandele uhlale ngoxolo !
Ndantywiliselwa kwiNtando eNgcwele kaYesu omnandi kwaye ndazibuza lo mbuzo:
"Phakathi komsebenzi weNdalo kunye nowokukhululwa, ngowuphi owona mkhulu, ongowona wahlukeneyo nowona wahluka-hlukeneyo?"
UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
umsebenzi wokuhlangula mkhulu, wahluka kakhulu kwaye wahluka kakhulu kunalowo wendalo. Enyanisweni, iyodlula kakhulu
ukuba zonke izenzo zentlawulelo zifana nolwandle olukhulu olujikeleze iNdalo .
Umsebenzi weNdalo awukho omnye ngaphandle
imilambo emincinci ejikelezwe lulwandle olukhulu lweNtlalo.
Kodwa nabani na ohlala kwiNtando yam,
ophila "Intando yakho mayenziwe"
untywiliselwe kulwandle olukhulu lwentlawulelo.
Iyanwenwa kwaye inabele de idlule kwawona msebenzi weNdalo.
Bubomi kuphela kwintando yam yobuThixo obunokunika imbeko nozuko lokwenyani kumsebenzi weNdalo.
Kutheni ngoko
Fiat yam yesithathu, leyo yobomi kwintando kaThixo
iyanda kwaye isasazeka kuyo yonke indawo. Ayinamda . _
Kwelinye icala, indalo iyayazi imida.
Ayinakukhula ngaphezu kokuba ikuyo ngoku.
Intombazana yakho
owona mmangaliso mkhulu onokuwenza ngamandla am kukuba umphefumlo uhlala kwintando yam yobuThixo.
Ivakala ngathi yinto encinci kuwe?
- ukuba iNtando yam engcwele, enkulu kwaye engunaphakade, yehlela kwisidalwa esidibanisa intando yakhe neyam, sizicwilise kum?
Emva koko zonke izenzo zakhe ziba zezam, kwanezona zinto zingenabungozi. Ngaloo ndlela ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe, amazwi, iingcinga, iintshukumo kunye nokuphefumla zezo zikaThixo ezihlala kuye.
Ithwala zombini iZulu kunye noMhlaba ngaphakathi kwayo.
Kuphela nje ngenkangeleko ibonakala ngathi sisidalwa nje.
Andikwazanga ukuvuma
ubabalo olukhulu,
enye into emangalisayo,
ubungcwele obungamaqhawe ngaphezu kobabalo lweFiat yam yesithathu .
Umsebenzi weNdalo mkhulu. Leyo yentlawulelo ingaphezulu.
Ngokwenza isidalwa siphile kwintando yam,
iFiat yam yesithathu yodlula ezinye ezimbini.
Ngendalo ndawusungula umsebenzi wam.
Kodwa andizange ndihlale ndingundoqo wobomi kwizinto ezidaliweyo . Ngentlawulelo ndaye ndaba ngumbindi wobomi boBuntu bam kodwa hayi iziko lobomi ezidalweni .
Kwaye ukuba ukuthanda kwabo akunamatheli kweyam, iziqhamo zentlawulelo azinamsebenzi.
Endaweni yoko, ngeFiat yam yesithathu , isidalwa sintywilisela ubomi baso kwiThanda lam kwaye ndibe liziko lobomi baso .
Kule nto, ndiphinda ndibuyele kuwe, iya kuba yam "Fiat Voluntas tua" .
-uzuko lokwenyani lweNdalo e
- ukuzaliseka kweziqhamo ezininzi zeNtlawulelo.
Uqonde ke ukuba kutheni ndingafuni enye into kuwe
- ukuba inzaliseko kuwe yeFiat yam yesithathu.
-Yanga intando yam ibe bubomi bakho.
Yanga ungabinayo enye injongo ngaphandle kweWill yam. Kuba ndifuna ukuba ngundoqo wobomi bakho! "
Ukuba kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele waqhubeka ethetha nam ngentando yakhe eNgcwele. Wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam endiyithandayo , uyimveliso yeWill yam
Andifuni ube sisibhakabhaka esineenkwenkwezi .
Ndingathanda ukubona lo msebenzi weNdalo yam.
Kodwa bendingazokoneliseka ngoba nam bendingeke ndibekho.
-Andifuni nelanga lakho ,
nangona mna ndiya kukholiswa yiyo, ndibone isithunzi sokukhanya kwam nobushushu bam.
Andifumani uBomi bam kuyo, bendingayihoya.
Andifuni ukuba ube yintsimi ezele ziintyatyambo , izityalo kunye neziqhamo ,
ngaphandle kolonwabo endiya kulufumana kuyo. Kuba ndifuna nje ukufumanisa
Ivumba lesiqhumiso sam,
-umkhondo wobumnandi bam,
-ubuchule bentsasa yam yokudala.
Kwezi zinto bendiya kufumana imisebenzi yam kodwa hayi ubomi bam.
Ke, ndingathanda ukuyishiya yonke ngasemva kwaye
Bendiya kuqhubeka ukukhangela ukufumana ubomi bam.
Kodwa ndiza kubufumana phi ubomi bam?
Ndiya kuwufumana emphefumlweni ohlala kwiWill yam. Apha kuba
-Andifuni ukuba ube sisibhakabhaka esineenkwenkwezi, ilanga okanye intsimi yeentyatyambo.
Ndifuna ukuba ube liziko leNtando yam apho ndiya kubufumana khona uBomi bam,
apho ndiya kuma khona, ndidle ubomi ngonaphakade.
Emva koko ndiya konwaba.
Andifuni kuphumla kwimisebenzi yeNdalo yam, kodwa kuBomi bam kuphela.
Qaphela ukuba ubomi bakho kufuneka bube yiFiat yam yesithathu . Le Fiat ikuzise ekukhanyeni.
Njengokumkanikazi ohloniphekileyo ophethe umdali we-fiat esibelekweni sakhe.
Kuya kufuneka uchithe ubomi bakho kumaphiko ale Fiat,
- ukuhlwayela imbewu yentando yam kuyo yonke indawo
ukwenza amanye amaziko amaninzi oBomi bam
apha emhlabeni
- kwaye ke ukuqhubeka kwiFiat yam eZulwini.
Thembeka kum.
Iyakuba njalo intando yam
ubomi bakho ,
isandla sokukukhokela,
Iinyawo zokuhamba kwakho ,
umlomo welizwi lakho.
ngokwenene, iNtando yam iya kuthatha indawo yakho kuyo yonke into."
Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,
weza uYesu wam osoloko ethandwa, ezele bubungangamsha nothando.
Uthathe isandla sam sasekunene wasifaka kwesakhe wasondela entliziyweni yam wasincamisa. Emva koko wabamba intloko yam ngokuqinileyo ezandleni zakhe, wayibeka phezu kwentloko yam okomzuzwana.
Ngubani oza kuchaza indlela endandiziva ngayo? Nguye yedwa oyaziyo into ayifake kum. Emva koko wathi kum:
“Ntombi yeNtando yam, iWill yam ikuzalisa.
Ukugcina iNtando yam kuwe, ndizenza umgcini wayo.
Isipho endisibeke kuwe sikhulu kakhulu
-andifuni ukuyishiya ezandleni zakho
ngenxa yokuba ubungayi kuba nokulinda ngokwaneleyo ukuba umsindise.
Andiyi kuniphendulela qha;
kodwa ndiza kukunceda ukhanyise esi sipho ukuze ushicilelo lwentando yam lubonakale kuyo yonke indawo kuwe.
Emva koko wongeza wathi:
"Nabani na ohlala kwiWill yam kufuneka abe njengeziko layo yonke into".
Jonga ilanga: unokubona iziko lokukhanya kwalo kunye nomjikelezo walo.
Kodwa ukukhanya nobushushu obuphuma kuyo bufikelela kwaye buzalise umhlaba wonke, bunika ukukhanya nobomi kuyo yonke indalo.
Yile ndlela imiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yam kufuneka iphile ngayo
njengoko singqongwe yiWill yam, ebubomi babo bonke. Le miphefumlo ingaphezu kodwa :
Zilula, zifudumala kwaye zineziqhamo kuzo zonke izinto ezilungileyo ezibangqongileyo.
Umntu unokuthelekisa imiphefumlo engaphili ngokupheleleyo kwiWill yam
izityalo nazo zifumana ukukhanya, ubushushu, i-fecundity kunye nobomi elangeni
kodwa bona abo behleli kwelisezantsi baya kubuna;
zibhencekile njengoko zibethwa ngumoya, iqabaka kunye nezaqhwithi.
Endaweni yoko, abo bahlala kwintando yam bafana nelanga
-ilawula yonke into,
-ukuphumelela kuyo yonke into,
-yoyisa yonke into.
Nangona le miphefumlo ichukumisa yonke into kwaye inika ubomi kuyo yonke into, yona ngokwayo ihlala ingabonakali: ayinakuchukunyiswa nabani na.
Kuba, ukuhlala kwinqanaba eliphezulu, akukho mntu unokufikelela kubo ".
Ngelixa ndandintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela :
"Ntombi yam, imiphefumlo ehlala kwintando yam icinga ngayo yonke into. Njengoko becinga ngayo yonke into, yonke into ibonakalisa kubo.
Kwaye ekubeni intando yam ibubomi bezinto zonke,
benza ngentando yam ukunika ubomi kuzo zonke izinto. Zibonisa zonke izinto ezingaphiliyo kunye nezityalo. Kwaye ezi zibonisa thina .
Ngentando yam yonke indalo ibonakala kubo. Zivisisanisa zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
Benzakalisa wonke umntu.
Bangabahlobo kunye noodade bomnye nomnye kwaye bafumana uthando kunye nozuko kumntu ngamnye.
Intando yam ibenza bohlukane nam.Yonke into endiyenzayo bayayenza nabo.
IWill yam ayizazi ukuba zenziwa njani izinto ezohlukileyo kum.
UBukumkani beNtando Yam buthetha ukulawula. Kwaye, ke, bonke bangookumkanikazi.
Ubukumkani bokwenyani abubandakanyi nantoni na endiyidalileyo. "
Intando yam yantywiliselwa kwintando yanaphakade xa, ngokukhanya okungaqondakaliyo, wandinceda ukuba ndiqonde ngokundixelela:
"Intombazana yakho,
kulowo uhlala kuMyolelo wam, isiphumo sangoko
kuyafana noko kufunyanwa ngumhlaba xa ubekwe elangeni.
Ilanga, ukumkani wendalo, liphakame kakhulu, ngaphezu kwako konke.
Kubonakala ngathi yonke indalo ixhomekeke kuye kuyo yonke into emxhalabisayo
- ebomini bakhe,
- ubuhle bayo kunye
- ukuchuma kwakhe.
Intyatyambo itsala ubuhle bayo elangeni.
Xa idubula intyatyambo iyavuleka ukuze ifumane ukukhanya nokufudumala
ukuze umbala nesiqholo saso sibonakale, nobomi bayo buchume.
Izityalo zixhomekeke elangeni ukuze zifikelele ekuvuthweni, ubumnandi kunye nevumba elimnandi. Konke kuxhomekeke elangeni ubomi balo.
Intando yam inkulu kunelanga.
Xa umphefumlo uzichanaba kwimitha yawo yomlilo, ufumana ubomi bawo. Ngokuqhubeka nokwenza kuMyolelo wam,
uyabufumana ubuhle bam, ubumnandi bam, ubungangamsha bam, ukulunga kwam nobungcwele bam.
Ngalo lonke ixesha eziveza kwimitha yentando yam, ufumana ngakumbi iimpawu zam zobuThixo.
Owu! Bufumana ubuhle obunjani,
imibala emininzi ecacileyo kwaye esinjani sona isiqholo!
Ukuba konke oku kunokubonwa zezinye izidalwa, ibiya kuba lizulu lazo emhlabeni.
Oku kubuhle bale miphefumlo: ziyizibonakaliso zam, imifanekiso yam yokwenyani ».
Besendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndilusizi kwaye ndazixelela: "Kushiyeke iWill yakho kuphela kum. Andinayo enye into, yonke into ihambile".
Kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo, ezibonakalisa ngaphakathi kwam, wandixelela:
Ntombi yam, yintando yam ekufuneka ikuthwale. Ifuziselwa ngamanzi.
Nangona amanzi emaninzi elwandle, emilanjeni nakumaqula, umhlaba wonke ubonakala ungenamanzi.
Kanti akukho nto emhlabeni ingazaliyo ngamanzi.
Akukho sakhiwo esingaqulunqwanga ngamanzi njengento yokuqala. Konke ukutya kuqulethwe ngamanzi.
Kungenjalo beziya koma kangangokuba umntu angabi nakuginya. Amandla amanzi anjalo ukuba aphunyuke elwandle,
ihlabathi lonke beliya kunkwantya kwaye likhwankqiswe.
Intando yam ibaluleke ngaphezu kwamanzi.
Kuyinyani ukuba ngamaxesha athile nakwiimeko ezithile iWill yam ibonakala ifihlwe elwandle, emilanjeni nasemithonjeni.
Kodwa, kuyo yonke into ekhoyo, ithatha indawo yokuqala. Noko ke, ifihlakele njengamanzi emhlabeni.
Nangona ingazibonakalisi, amanzi akhulisa izityalo enika ubomi kwiingcambu.
Xa uthando lwam luqala iminyaka yentando yam
Ixesha elitsha lokona kulunge kakhulu kwizidalwa, iilwandle kunye nemilambo yentando yam iya kuphuphuma,
-ukukhululwa kwamaza amakhulu aza kutshayela yonke into. Ayisayi kuphinda ifihlwe.
Amaza alo adudumayo aya kubonwa ngabantu bonke yaye aya kubetha bonke abantu.
Abo bazama ukuxhathisa umsinga baya kuba sesichengeni sokuphulukana nobomi babo.
Xa uhlala neWill yam kuphela, ufana namanzi
leyo ikwindawo yokuqala kuzo zonke izinto ezilungileyo.
Xa intando yam iphuma kwiindonga zayo,
intando yakho, ilahlekile kum,
uya kongamela zonke izinto, eZulwini nasemhlabeni.
Ufuna ntoni enye? "
UYesu wam othandekayo waqhubeka ethetha nam ngentando yakhe eNgcwele, endixelela:
"Intombazana yakho,
Ilanga liyinkosi yendalo iphela ,
Ukukhanya kwayo kufanekisela ubungangamsha bam kunye nokufudumala kwayo uthando nobulungisa bam ,
Xa ilanga lifumana umhlaba ongenamveliso,
iyenza inzala ngokuyomisa kwimitha yayo evuthayo.
Amanzi anokuthiwa nguKumkanikazi woMhlaba .
Lufuzisela uMyolelo wam.
Akukho ndawo ungangeni kuyo kwaye akukho sidalwa sinokubakho ngaphandle kwayo. Kunokwenzeka ukuphila ngaphandle kwelanga, kodwa akukho mntu unokuphila ngaphandle kwamanzi. Amanzi angena kuyo yonke into, kuquka imithambo namanye amalungu angaphakathi omzimba womntu. Emathunjini omhlaba ilandela ikhondo layo elingaphazanyiswa ngokuthula.
Kunokuthiwa amanzi akayena kuphela ukumkanikazi womhlaba, kodwa nomphefumlo wawo. Ngaphandle kwamanzi, umhlaba ubuya kuba njengesidumbu.
Le yintando yam
Akayena ukumkanikazi kuphela, kodwa, ngakumbi, umphefumlo wazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo . Ububomi _
-yebethi nganye e
-kuyo yonke imicu yentliziyo .
Intando yam, njengamanzi, ihamba kuyo yonke into :
-ngamanye amaxesha athule kwaye afihliweyo;
- ngamanye amaxesha liciko kwaye liyabonakala.
Umntu unokukuphepha ukuKhanya kwam, uthando lwam kunye nobabalo lwam,
- kodwa ungaze wenze intando yam.
Bekuya kuba ngathi ufuna ukuphila ngaphandle kwamanzi.
Nokuba bekukho umntu ophambeneyo ngokwaneleyo ukuba awathiye amanzi, ke, nokuba ebeyakuthiya,
ebeya kusela ngenkani. Ibiya kuba ngamanzi okanye ukufa.
Intando yam inje: bubomi bomntu wonke . Kodwa izidalwa zinokuyithanda okanye ziyithiye.
Nangona kunjalo, nangona bona ngokwabo, banyanzeliswa ukuba bayivumele ukuba ihambe ngaphakathi kubo njengegazi emithanjeni yabo.
Ukuzama ukubaleka kwiWill yam kuya kuba luhlobo lokuzibulala komphefumlo. Kodwa intando yam ayiyi kuzishiya izidalwa zide ziziphumelele ngeenzuzo zayo,
wayewalandela ukuya enkundleni.
Ukuba umntu ebesazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukwenza okanye ukungayenzi intando yam,
uya kungcangcazela luloyiko xa kanye ecinga ukurhoxa kulo, okomzuzwana nje.”
Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam, kumbindi wolwandle olukhulu.
Ndabona imoto apho:
injini yayo yayibaleka kwaye amanzi ampompoza kuwo onke amacala.
Iijethi zayo zamanzi, eziya eZulwini, zabafefa bonke abangcwele kunye neengelosi zonke.
Nabo baya etroneni yeNkosi.
zahamba kakhulu ezinyaweni zakhe, zehla zaya elwandle. Bendimangaliswe yiyo yonke le nto kwaye ndazicingela:
"Yintoni le moto?"
Emva koko ukukhanya okuvela elwandle kwandixelela:
"Ulwandle yintando yam. Umatshini ngumphefumlo ohlala kuwo.
Amandla okuqhuba yintando yomntu esebenza kum.
Xa umphefumlo usebenza kwi-Will yam, injini ibeka umatshini ukuba uhambe.
Intando yam, ebubomi boSikelelweyo, ikwayiyo yomphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam. Akumangalisi ke ngoko ukuba amanzi eNtando yam, etyhalwa ngumatshini, afikelele eZulwini kwaye, akhazimle ubuqaqawuli kunye nokukhanya, ankcenkceshele yonke into adibana nayo.
etroneni, ukuba ndibuyele elwandle, ukuba kulunge kubo bonke.
“Intando yam ikuyo yonke indawo.
Izenzo ezenziwa kwintando yam zithontsiza kuyo yonke indawo: emhlabeni naseZulwini.
Batshona kwixesha elidlulileyo kuba iWill yam ibisoloko ikhona; okwangoku kuba isasebenza iWill yam;
kwikamva kuba intando yam iya kuhlala ngonaphakade. Zintle kangakanani izenzo ezenziwe kwiNtando yam!
Kuba intando yam ihlala ibandakanya ulonwabo olutsha, ezi zenzo lulonwabo olutsha kwabasikelelweyo.
Bagqiba izenzo zabangcwele ezingenakufezekiswa kwi-Will yam.
Zizibabalo ezintsha kuzo zonke izidalwa ».
Emveni koko ndaziva ndinexhala kuba, kule mfundiso, andizange ndambona uYesu wam othandekayo.Eqhubela phambili kum, uYesu wandanga esithi:
"Ntombi yam, utheni na ukuba ungcungcuthekiswe? Andilulo ulwandle?"
Ndandiziva ndidandatheke kakhulu kwaye uYesu wam onobubele, weza kundihlangabeza, wathi kum:
"Qina ntombam! Andifuni ukhathazeke.
Kuba nabani na ohlala kwiNtando yam umanyene kubomi bakhe bonke ngovuyo lwaseZulwini, ngolonwabo lwabasikelelekileyo, ngoxolo lwabangcwele.
Intando yam yinto yalo lonke uvuyo, umthombo walo lonke ulonwabo. Nabani na ohlala ekuthandeni kwam, nokuba sele ebandezelekile,
bobabini baziva behluthi
- intlungu kunye novuyo,
- iinyembezi kunye nolonwabo,
- ubukrakra kunye nobumnandi.
Ulonwabo alohlulwa kwiWill yam.
Kuya kufuneka uqonde ukuba kwindlela owenza ngayo kwiWill yam, uzala abantwana abaninzi boMyolelo wam njengoko unabo.
-Iingcinga eziza engqondweni yakho,
- kumagama owathethayo,
-ngemisebenzi nezenzo zothando enizenzayo.
Le misonto iphindaphindeka ngokungenasiphelo kwintando yam.
Bawela iZulu noMhlaba, bekhokelela eZulwini
-uvuyo olutsha,
-uzuko olutsha e
- ulonwabo olutsha kwaye, emhlabeni,
- enkosi entsha.
Ukunqumla zonke iintliziyo, le misonto ithwala
izimvo zam, izikhalazo zam ngokunjalo
izibongozo zika “nina” wabo (oko kukuthi umphefumlo abaphuma kuwo), ofuna usindiso lwabo nofuna ukuba ubomi babo bugcinwe.
Ukuba ngumsebenzi wentando yam, aba bantwana bafana nonina,
- ekufuneka bagcine imikhwa yabo
ukuze abantwana bakhe babonakale njengoonyana bam.
Ukuba bafunyenwe belusizi, baya kulahlwa liZulu.
Uya kuxelelwa ukuba akukho ndawo yosizi ekhaya.
Abanakukwazi ukukholisa ezinye izidalwa ukuba,
-babone lusizi,
uzozibuza ukuba ngabantwana bokwenene beWill yam.
Ngokuba abo badakumbileyo abanababalo
ukungena kwabanye,
ukuboyisa,
ukubalawula.
Umntu olusizi akakwazi ukuba nesibindi nokuzilibala . Aba bantwana bahlala begqibela ngokukhupha isisu baze bafe ekuzalweni, ngaphandle kokungena ngokwenene kwintando kaThixo.
Ndazingisa kubuhlwempu ndisezintlungwini ezingathethekiyo xa weza uYesu wam othandekayo, endirhangqe ngeengalo zakhe, wathi kum :
"Ntombi yeWill yam, ndimthanda kakhulu umntu ohlala kwiWill yam
-ukuba ndiyikhathalele ngokwam kwaye ndiyikhusele ngezixhobo zam. Ngomona ndiqinisekisa ukuba akukho nanye yezenzo zakhe ezilahlekileyo.
Kaloku obam uBomi bubandakanyeka kumntu wonke.
I-Fiat yam yokuqala yavelisa iNdalo kwaye ikwayiFiat enye ehlala iyigcina.
Ukuba le Fiat irhoxisiwe, iNdalo iya kuncitshiswa ibe yinto engento. Ukuba indalo igcinwa yomelele, ingatshintshwa.
-kungenxa yokuba engayishiyanga iFiat yam. Khange ndikhuphe umenzi omtsha weFiat.
Kungenjalo bekuya kuzalwa ezinye isibhakabhaka esitsha, ilanga neenkwenkwezi,
- nganye yahlukile kwabanye.
Emphefumlweni ohlala kwiNtando yam, nangona kunjalo,
- akukho Fiat enye kuphela kodwa Fiat ephindaphindiweyo.
Ndiphinda iFiat yam ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba umphefumlo usebenze kwiWill yam. Ngaloo ndlela, isibhakabhaka esitsha, ilanga kunye neenkwenkwezi zizalwa.
Ekubeni umphefumlo unengqondo, la mazulu ngamazulu amatsha
- uthando,
-yozuko,
- ukukhanya,
-ukuthanda kunye
-ulwazi.
Badala ubuhle obuninzi kangangokuba ndonwabile mna. Abangcwele, iingelosi kunye nesibhakabhaka sonke abanako ukuwasusa amehlo abo kuwo. Ngokuba
njengoko bejonga iindidi zamazulu eziqulethwe ngulo mphefumlo,
esinye isibhakabhaka esitsha siyazalwa, esinye esihle kunezinye .
Babona uBukumkani basezulwini buveliswe kwakhona emphefumlweni ohlala kwiNtando yam. Izinto ezintsha zivela ngokungenasiphelo.
Ndingenza njani
- musa ukubeka iliso lo mphefumlo e
-ndibonise ikhwele eligqithiseleyo ngaye,
ukuba izenzo zakhe zixabiseke ngaphezu kwendalo ngokwayo?
Izulu nelanga azinangqondo;
kangangokuba abanaxabiso kubo.
Kulowo uhlala kwiNtando yam ,
kuba enengqondo,
Intando yakhe iyasebenza kum.
Amandla eFiat yam asebenza njengesixhobo sokuzala amazulu amatsha.
Kangangoko umphefumlo usebenza kwiNtando yam,
-unolonwabo lokwenza izinto ezintsha.
Izenzo zakhe zityhila ubomi beNtando yam, ziyatyhila
-imimangaliso yeNtando yam, yeFiat yam ehlaziyiweyo. Ndingathini ukungawuthandi lo mphefumlo?"
Ndandingene ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo xa uYesu wam wathi kum :
“Ntombi yeNtando yam, kokukhona uzintyintya kwintando yam, kokukhona eyakho iqina ngakumbi kum.
Izenzo ezenziwe kwiNtando yam zikhukula yonke into,
njengokuba ukukhanya kwelanga kukhukulisa umhlaba.
Kodwa ngokuphindaphindwa kwezenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam,
amandla elanga ayanda kwaye umphefumlo ufumana ukukhanya nokufudumala okungakumbi .
Kuba umphefumlo uphinda imisebenzi yawo kwiNtando yam kwaye uhlala unamathele kuyo, yenza iirivulets zaphezulu zihambe emhlabeni, zicothise indlela yoBulungisa ».
Ndathi kuye: “Kukho iintlekele ezininzi emhlabeni kangangokuba ukuphelelwa ngumoya!
UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:
“Awu! Ntombi yam!
Ukuba bekungengenxa yale mijelo, ukuba bekungekho olu manyano lwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo, yonke into iya kusenza sicinge ukuba lo mhlaba asingowam.
Bendiwuvula umngxuma kuyo yonke indawo ukuze uginywe. Hayi, ukubi kum lo mhlaba!
Emva koko wongeza ngokukrakra ukuchukumisa ezona ntliziyo zinzima:
"Ngalo lonke ixesha
ukuba ndithethe nawe ngeNtando yam kwaye
ukuba ufumane ulwazi olutsha,
izenzo zakho zixabiseke ngakumbi kwaye ubutyebi obufumanayo bukhulu.
Kufana nendoda enelitye elinqabileyo ecinga ukuba lixabiso lepeni kuphela.
Ngethamsanqa udibana nengcali emxelela ukuba ilitye lakhe lixabisa i-1000 yeedola.
Le ndoda ngoku inepeni kuphela, kodwa i-1,000 yeedola.
Kamva, ubonisa ilitye lakhe kumntu onamava ngakumbi owenze izacholo omqinisekisa ukuba ilitye lakhe lixabisa i-20,000 yeedola. Ke indoda yethu ngoku ine-20,000 yeedola.
Ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba azi ukuba ilitye lakhe linexabiso, imbeko kunye nenkathalo ukuya kwinqanaba elifanayo, esazi ukuba libandakanya lonke ubutyebi bakhe.
Ngaphambili, waphatha ilitye lakhe ecinga ukuba alinamsebenzi. Ilitye lakhe lalingabalulekanga kangako kule nto.
Umahluko kukuba umntu ngoku unolwazi olungcono ngexabiso lakhe.
Kunjalo nakwintando yam kunye nezinto ezintle ngokubanzi. Kangangoko umphefumlo
uyaziqonda ezi zinto kwaye
ufumana ulwazi oluhambelanayo,
izenzo zakhe zifumana amaxabiso amatsha kunye nobutyebi.
Owu! Ukuba ubusazi nje ukuba loluphi ulwandle lwenceba endikunika yona xa ndithetha nawe ngeziphumo zeWill yam, ungafa luvuyo.
Uya kubhiyozela ngokungathi ufumene iindawo ezintsha zokulawula. "
Ndakhalaza kuYesu wam othandekayo malunga nale mibhalo isikelelekileyo abafuna ukuyisasaza. Ndaziva ndikulungele ukurhoxa kwiWill yakhe .
UYesu wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam uyafuna nyani ukuphuncuka kwiWill yam? Seku late emva koba uzibophelele kwiWill yam.
ngokutshintshiselana ngeWill yam ikubophe ngamatyathanga aphindiweyo ukuze uhlale ukhuselekile.
Ubuphila njengokumkanikazi kwiNtando yam;
ukuqhelile ukuphila ngokutya okucolisisiweyo nokunesondlo
akukho gunya limbi ngaphandle kwelalowo ulawula yonke into, kuquka nawe.
Uqhele ukuhlala nabo bonke ubutofotofo, untywiliselwe kubutyebi obuninzi. Ukuba uyayishiya iWill yam, uya kuziva kwangoko
ukuswela ulonwabo,
ukubanda kunye nokulahlekelwa amandla.
Zonke izibonelelo ziya kunyamalala kuwe.
Kwaye, ukusuka kwimo yokumkanikazi, uya kuhla uye kweso sesicaka esinobugwala.
Ke wena ngokwakho, uqaphela umahluko ocacileyo okhoyo phakathi kokuphila kwintando yam kwaye ungasahlali kuyo, uya kuntywila nzulu ngakumbi kwiThanda lam. Yiyo ke le nto ndikuxelela ukuba selidlulile ixesha .
Ngapha koko, ubuya kundizisela uvuyo olukhulu.
Uzuqonde ukuba ndenze kuwe njengokumkani othanda umhlobo owahluke kakhulu kuye ngokwentlalo,
kodwa uthando lukabani lomhlobo kangangokuba ude agqibe ekubeni enze njengaye. Kodwa ukumkani akanako ukwenza yonke into ngaxeshanye.
Ubona izinto ngokuthe ngcembe.
Okokuqala, wayalela ukuba kuhonjiswe ibhotwe. Emva koko wadala umkhosi omncinci kumhlobo wakhe.
Kwaye, kamva, umnika isiqingatha sobukumkani. Ngoko, inokuthi:
- into endinayo, yeyakho;
Ndingukumkani, wena ukumkani;
Kodwa ngalo lonke ixesha ukumkani emnika isipho esitsha, uqinisekisa ukunyaniseka kwakhe. Ukumnika isipho lithuba
ulonwabo olutsha ,
uzuko olukhulu ngakumbi ,
yembeko nemibhiyozo yakhe.
Ukuba ukumkani wayefuna ukunika umhlobo wakhe yonke into ngaxeshanye, wayeya kumhlazisa.
Kungenxa yokuba aba bamva ngebangazange balandele uqeqesho lwangaphambili lokulawula. Kodwa, ngokuthembeka kwakhe, umhlobo wafunda kancinci kwaye yonke into yaba lula kuye.
Nantsi indlela endiye ndaqhubana ngayo nawe.
Ndikunyule ngendlela ekhethekileyo ukuba uphile kwiindawo eziphakamileyo zeWill yam. Kwaye, kancinci kancinci, ndiye ndanazisa. Ngelixa wawufunda,
Ndandisa izakhono zakho kwaye
Ndikulungiselele ulwazi olukhulu ngakumbi.
Ngalo lonke ixesha ndikubonisa ixabiso, isiphumo seNtando yam, ndiziva ndonwabile kwaye, kunye neZulu, ndiyabhiyoza.
Njengoko zithe zatyhilwa kuni ezi nyaniso zezam, luyanda uvuyo lwam nemibhiyozo yam.
Ke ngoko shiya yonke into kum kwaye uzintywilisele ngakumbi kwiNtando yam".
Ukuntywiliselwa ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando eNgcwele kaYesu wam othandekayo, ndithi kuye:
"Sthandwa,
Ndingena kwiNtando yakho eNgcwele e
Kuyo ndifumana zonke iingcinga zengqondo yakho kunye nezo zezidalwa zonke.
Ndenza isithsaba ngeengcinga zam kunye nabazalwana bam ukuba bajikeleze eyakho.
Ndidibanisa zonke ezi ngcinga ukuze zenze into epheleleyo.
ukunika imbeko, ukudumisa, uzuko, uthando kunye nembuyekezo kubukrelekrele bakho ".
Ndithe ndisatsho kwangena uYesu wam entliziyweni yam. Uye waphakama wathi kum:
"Intombi yam, eyahlukana nentando yam,
-ndivuya kangakanani
- ukuphonononga konke okuzuzwe yiWill yam kuBuntu bam. Ndixhasa ngemali
iingcinga zakho engqondweni yam ,
amazwi akho ngamazwi am ,
ukubetha kwentliziyo yam kukubetha kwentliziyo yam." Utsho endiphuza.
Emva kokuba ndimxelele:
"Ubomi bam, kutheni uvuya kwaye ubhiyozele kakhulu ngalo lonke ixesha undityhilela enye inkalo yeWill yakho?"
UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:
“Kufuneka ukuqonde oku ngalo lonke ixesha
- ukuba ndikutyhilele inyani entsha malunga nentando yam,
Lumanyano oluqilima ngakumbi endilumiselayo phakathi kwam nawe, kwanoluntu luphela.
Lumanyano olusondeleyo kunye nesimo esitsha selifa lam.
Xa ndityhila ezi nyaniso, ndibhala uxwebhu lomnikelo.
Xa ndibona abantwana bam bezityebisa ngokuchukumisa ilifa lam, ndiziva ndonwabile kunye novuyo olutsha.
Kwenzeka ntoni kum lotata onefama ezininzi abangazaziyo abantwana bakhe, abamazi utata wabo ukuba usisityebi.
Bakuba bekhulile abantwana bakhe, uyise ubaxelela imihla ngemihla ukuba le okanye laa fama yeyakho.
Ukuva oku, abantwana baba nemihlali baze banamathele kubawo ngeqhina lothando.
Uyise, ebona uvuyo lwabantwana bakhe, ubalungiselela into eyothusa ngakumbi
esithi kubo "eli phondo lelam" aze, "nabu bukumkani". Abantwana bakhe bayavuya.
Bayavuya kwaye baziva benethamsanqa ukuba notata onjalo.
Hayi nje utata
-baxelele abantwana bakhe ngempahla yakhe,
kodwa ubenza iindlalifa zakhe.
Kunjalo ke nakum.
Ndithethile nawe ukuza kuthi ga ngoku
-imisebenzi yoBuntu bam,
- iimpawu zayo kunye
- kwiimbandezelo zakhe.
Ngoku ndifuna ukuqhubela phambili. Ndifuna wazi
-Oko kwenziwe yintando yam yobuThixo kuBuntu bam,
-iziphumo zayo, ixabiso layo,
ukukhulisa iindlalifa kwizizukulwana ezitsha.
Lumkani ke ngoko, xa nithe nandiphulaphula;
Ungalibali nantoni na malunga neziphumo kunye nexabiso leWill yam. Inikela ingxelo ethembekileyo ngeengenelo zayo.
Yiba likhonkco lokuqala leNtando yam kunye nezinye izidalwa ».
Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu wam osoloko elungile weza kum wathi:
“Ntombi yam, ngalo lonke ixesha umphefumlo usenza kwintando yam, ukhula ngobulumko, ukulunga, amandla kunye nobuhle.
Ngam kubhaliwe kwiVangeli:
ukuba ndandikholelwa ebulumkweni phambi koThixo naphambi kwabantu .
NjengoThixo, ndandingenakukhula okanye ndinciphe.
Ukukhula kwam kube kokoBuntu bam ,
- ekhula, wandisa izenzo zakhe kwiNtando ePhakamileyo.
Isenzo ngasinye esongezelelweyo sibe nesiphumo sokwanda okutsha koBulumko bukaBawo wam waNaphakade ebuntwini bam.
Ukukhula kwam kwakuyinyani kangangokuba kwabonwa nazizidalwa. Isenzo sam ngasinye santywiliselwa kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yobuThixo.
Ndithe ndisasebenza ndondliwa kukutya kwasezulwini kwale Will.
Kungathatha ixesha elide ukuthetha nawe malunga nolwandle loBulumko, uBulungisa, uBubuhle, obuthe bunkcenkceshela kangaka Buntu bam.
Oku kwenzeka kumphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam.
Ntombi yam, ubungcwele kwintando yam bukhula ngalo lonke ixesha. Akukho nto inokumthintela ekwenzeni inkqubela.
Akukho nto inokuthintela umphefumlo ekungeneni kulwandle olungenasiphelo lweNtando yam.
Nezona zinto ziqhelekileyo,
- njengokulala, ukutya kunye nomsebenzi,
bangangena kwiWill yam bathathe indawo yabo yembeko
-njengeearhente zoMyolelo wam.
Kuba umphefumlo onqwenelayo, zonke izinto, ukusuka kweyona inkulu ukuya kweyona incinci, inokuba lithuba lokwenza kwintando yam.
Oku akusoloko kunjalo ngeempawu ezintle.
Kuba, rhoqo, xa ufuna ukwenza isidima, awunalo ithuba. Ukuba ufuna ukuqhelisela ukuthobela, ufuna umntu oza kukunika imiyalelo.
Nangona kunjalo, ngamanye amaxesha iintsuku kunye neeveki zihamba.
ngaphandle komntu okunika ithuba lokulawula ukukwazi kwakho ukuthobela.
Kungakhathaliseki ukuba uzimisele kangakanani na ukuthobela, intobelo ayinakwenziwa kule meko. Kunjalo ke nangomonde, ukuthobeka kunye nazo zonke ezinye iimpawu ezintle.
Kuba zizidima zeli hlabathi liphantsi,
nezinye izidalwa ziyafuneka ukuze ziqhelisele.
Endaweni yoko, ubomi kwiNtando yam bubuhle beZulu.
Isenzo sam sisodwa sanele ukuba siqhutywe ngamaxesha onke. Kum kulula ukuyigcina imini nobusuku ".
Ndicamngca ngePassion xa ndabona uYesu wam othandekayo ekwibhotwe likaHerode , enxibe njengegeza. Wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
bekungaphelelanga apho bendinxibe ngathi ndiligeza ndizenza intlekisa.
Izidalwa zindithwaxa ngolu hlobo.
Enyanisweni, zonke iintlobo zabantu zihlala zihlekisa ngam. Ukuba umntu uyavuma kwaye akananjongo yokuphinda andikhubekise,
undihlawulela intloko.
Ukuba umbingeleli uva uvumo , uyashumayela kwaye enze iisakramente , kodwa ubomi bakhe abuhambelani.
-kumazwi awathethayo
- okanye kwisidima semithendeleko ayinikelayo, uqokelela ukuhlekisa ngam.
Njengoko ndihlaziya ubomi bam ngeesakramente , ndiyahlekwa kwaye ndiyahlekwa. Ngokundixaka kwabo bandinxibisa okwegeza.
Ukuba abaphathi bayayicela
- amadini kwabangaphantsi komnye okanye
-ukuziphatha okuhle, umthandazo, isisa,
kwaye, ngokuchaseneyo, baphila ubomi bokuthuthuzela, ubugwenxa kunye nokuzingca, nalapha bayandigculela.
Ukuba iinkokeli zasekuhlaleni nezecawa zinyanzelisa ukuthotyelwa komthetho , ngelixa zona ngokwazo ziyawugqitha, ziyandigculela.
- Zingaphi iziqhulo esizivumelayo ngokuchasene nam.
Baninzi kangangokuba ndidikiwe ngabo.
Ngokukodwa xa, phantsi kwesigubungelo sokulungileyo, ityhefu yobubi iyachithwa.
Sihlawula intloko njengokungathi kukuzonwabisa okanye ukuzonwabisa. Kodwa ubulungisa bam, kungekudala okanye kamva, buya kubahlekisa kwaye bohlwaye ngokuqatha.
abandigculela ngolo hlobo.
Kufuneka uthandaze kwaye ulungise ukugculelwa kwabo okundibangela intlungu engaka,
- abo bahlekisayo bandithintela ukuba ndingaziwa ukuba ndingubani. "
Kamva, ezibonisa kwakhona kum xa ndandithabatheke ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo , wathi kum:
"Intombi ethandekayo yeNtando yam,
Ndilinde ngexhala ukuba uzifumane kwiWill yam. Kanye njengam, ndacinga kwiWill yam,
ndiye ndabumba iingcinga zakho kwiWill yam .
Ngaphaya koko, ndiyile imisebenzi yakho kwiWill yam, ndilandela umkhwa wam wokwenza.
Izinto endizenzileyo andizenzanga ngokwam, kuba bendingazifuni, ndikwenzela nina nabanye.
Ngoko ke ndikulindele kwiWill yam.
ukuze ufike kwiindawo ezilungiselelwe wena buBuntu bam .
Landela imizekelo yam.
Ndonwabile kwaye ndifumana uzuko olukhulu xa ndikubona uphumeza izinto ezifanayo endizifumene kuBuntu bam ".
Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam olungileyo weza kum wathi:
“Ntombi yam , injani imeko elusizi izidalwa ezindibeke kuyo!
Ndifana notata osisityebi obathanda ngokunzulu abantwana bakhe.
Ngelixa efuna abantwana bakhe banxibe,
aba bamva, abangenambulelo kakhulu, bayala nayiphi na ilokhwe kwaye bafuna ukuhlala ze. Uyise uyazondla;
kodwa bafuna ukuzila ukudla.
Ukuba bayatya, batya kuphela ukutya okungafanelekanga nokubi. Uyise
-ubanika ubutyebi kunye
- ufuna ukubagcina besondele kuye,
- banike ikhaya labo,
kodwa abantwana bakhe abafuni kwamkela nto.
Banelisekile kukubhadula, bengenamakhaya nabangenanto yonke.
Ubawo osweleyo, ingakanani intlungu kunye neenyembezi ezininzi aziphalazayo!
Kuya kuba mnandi ngakumbi
- ukuba wayengenanto yokunikela,
- kunokuba ubutyebi obuninzi kwaye
engazi ukuba makathini ngaye njengoko ebukele abantwana bakhe besifa. Yintlungu enkulu kuye ngaphezu kwayo nayiphi na enye.
« Ndifana nalo bawo: Ndifuna ukupha, kodwa akukho bani ukwamkela. "
Ngaloo ndlela izidalwa zindenza ndiphalaze iinyembezi ezikrakra yaye zindenza ndibe buhlungu.
Uyazi ukuba ngubani na owomisa iinyembezi zam aze ajike intlungu yam ibe luvuyo?
Le kwaye leya
-ngubani ofuna ukuhlala ekunye nam,
- owamkela ubutyebi bam ngothando nangenkoloseko
-odla etafileni yam e
- nxiba iimpahla ezifanayo njengam. Kule ndikunika ngokungenamlinganiselo.
He is my confidant ndamyeka walala esifubeni sam.
“Ntombi yam, ukuba amaqela awasekwanga, iinguqulelo zokwenene azinakwenzeka, ngakumbi ngokuchasene neCawe.
Kodwa amalungu aliqela eli qela, elizibiza ngokuba lamaKatolika, aziingcuka zokwenene ezambethe ufele lwegusha.
Baya kwenza umonakalo omkhulu kwiBandla lam.
Abaninzi bakholelwa ukuba unqulo luya kukhuselwa leli qela. Kunoko, iya kuba yinto eyahlukileyo.
Iintshaba ziya kusebenzisa eli thuba ukuze ziqhubekisele phambili inkolo.”
Kamva, njengoko ndandibuyela ekucamngceni, ndazifumana sele ndikwixesha laxa uYesu wam endimthandayo wakhululwa entolongweni waza wabuyiselwa kuKayafa .
Bendizama ukumkhapha kulomnqa. UYesu wathi kum :
“Ntombi yam, xa ndaziswa kuKayafa, kwakusemini emaqanda.
Uthando lwam ngezidalwa lwalulukhulu kangangokuba, ngalo mhla wokugqibela wobomi bam, ndazimisa phambi kombingeleli omkhulu.
- wonakele ngokupheleleyo kwaye wenzakele ukuze afumane isigwebo sentambo.
Enjani yona intlungu endiyiyo le nkolelo!
Ndaziguqulela ezi mbandezelo zaba yimini engunaphakade apho ndakhukulisa yonke indalo.
ukuze nifumane ukukhanya okuyimfuneko, ukuze nisindiswe.
Ndenza isigwebo sam sokufa safumaneka kuye wonke umntu ukuze bafumane ubomi apho.
Ke, zonke iintlungu zam nako konke okulungileyo endikwenzileyo.
ndiguquguquke emini, ndisindise izidalwa zam.
Kwaye ndongeza
ukuba into elungileyo endiyenzileyo mna, ukuba ndizale namhla,
- kodwa nezinto ezenziwa zizidalwa.
Konke oku ukuchasana nobubi, obumnyama.
Xa kukho umntu omnye ophethe isibane kwaye kukho abantu abalishumi okanye abangamashumi amabini kufutshane.
- nokuba isibane eso sesomntu omnye kuphela;
- zonke ezinye zikhanyisiwe.
Banokufunda kwaye basebenze ngokusebenzisa ukukhanya okukhutshwe sisibane.
Ngokwenjenjalo, abamenzakalisanga umniniso isibane.
Nantsi indlela ulwakhiwo olusebenza ngayo:
ayilosuku nje lomntu omnye ,
kodwa kwabanye abaninzi - ngubani onokutsho ukuba yimalini! Okuhle kuhlala kunxibelelana.
Izidalwa zindibonisa uthando lwazo ngokuvelisa, ngemisebenzi yazo emihle, iifoci ezininzi zokukhanya kubazalwana bazo ».
Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu wam owayesoloko ethandeka wabonakala kum, esondele kakhulu, enentliziyo ekhutheleyo.
Isingqi ngasinye seNtliziyo yakhe sasikhupha ukukhanya
- zindijikelezile ngokupheleleyo kwaye zinabela kuyo yonke indalo.
Ndothuka. UYesu wathi kum :
Ntombi yam, ndikuKhanya okuPhakade.
Yonke into ephuma kum ikukuKhanya,
ngoko ke ayikokubetha kweNtliziyo yam kuphela
-ekhupha ukukhanya,
kodwa iingcinga zam, umphefumlo wam, amazwi am, amanyathelo am, onke amathontsi eGazi lam.
Wonke umntu wamkela ukuKhanya okuphuma kum.
Olo khanyiso lusasazekileyo phakathi kwezidalwa, bubomi kumntu ngamnye. Ifuna ukudibanisa kunye ne-foci encinci yokukhanya ekhutshwe zizidalwa
- ukusuka ekukhanyeni kwam.
Kwelinye icala, isono siguqula izenzo zezidalwa zibe bubumnyama.
Intombazana yakho
Ndisithanda kakhulu isidalwa endisenzayo
- ukukhawulwa komphefumlo wam e
- Uzala esizalweni sakhe
ukuyibeka esifubeni sam kwaye ndiyigcine ikhuselekile.
Kodwa isidalwa sinokusinda kum.
Xa ndingasenawo umoya wam, ndingayifumani esizalweni sam.
umoya wam uyibiza rhoqo kwaye
amadolo am adiniwe kukulinda.
Ndimkhangela kuyo yonke indawo ukuba ndimmeme ukuba abuyele kuM.
Ah! Kweyiphi inzonzobila yezidalwa zothando ezindenza nditshone!"
Ethubeni ndeva ngokuthobeka ndaqiniseka.
-ukuba esi sidima sasingekho kum kwaye
-ukuba, ngendlela, andizange ndicinge ngayo. Xa uYesu wam othandekayo wabuya, ndakhankanya intlungu yam kuye.
Wathi kum:
Musa ukoyika, ntombi yam, ndakuphakamisa elwandle, abahleli elwandle abalazi ilizwe;
Ukuba ndibuza intlanzi ukuba umhlaba ukhangeleka njani, iziqhamo zawo, izityalo, iintyatyambo zikhangeleka njani,
bangaphendula bathi:
“Sizalelwe elwandle sihlala elwandle, amanzi ayasondla, nokuba abanye bangatshona kulo, sibaleka macala onke kwaye oku kusizisa ebomini.
Nokuba igazi lezinye izidalwa liba ngumkhenkce kwiimeko zethu, liyafudumala kuthi.
Ulwandle luyinto yonke kuthi: lusebenza njengegumbi lokulala kwaye siqubha kulo. Singabazingeli kuba akunyanzelekanga ukuba sidinwe ukuze sifumane ukutya. Izinto esizifunayo zisoloko zifumaneka kuthi. Asonakalisile amanzi odwa.
Ukuba, ngoku, sasigocagoca ezi ntaka , zazinokuphendula:
“Sizazi kakuhle izityalo, imithi emide, iintyatyambo neziqhamo. Kodwa kufuneka sisebenze nzima ukuze sizifumane.
- iimbewu ukusondla okanye
-indawo yokuzimela ukubaleka ingqele nemvula. "
Umfanekiso
- intlanzi elwandle ihambelana nomphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam.
-ukusuka kwiintaka emhlabeni ukuya emphefumlweni olandela umendo wokulunga.
Kuba uhlala kulwandle lweNtando yam, ayimangalisi into yokuba iWill yam iyodwa yanele wena kuyo yonke into .
Ukuba amanzi anike izibonelelo ezahlukeneyo kwiintlanzi, ezinjengokutya, ubushushu, ibhedi, igumbi kunye nazo zonke ezinye izinto, ngoko ke, ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba elingaphezulu kwaye ngendlela encomekayo, iWill yam yenza okufanayo nakuwe.
Ewe, kwintando yam, iimpawu ezintle zinokuba ngamagorha ngakumbi kunye nobungcwele. Umphefumlo uhlala untywiliselwe kwiNtando yam.
Izondla kuyo kwaye ihamba ngaphakathi kwayo, izazi ngokwayo. IWill yam iyodwa yanele yonke into.
Kunokuthiwa, kuzo zonke izidalwa,
umphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam nguye kuphela onale nto inokwenzeka.
- akunyanzelekanga ukuba acenge isonka.
Amanzi eNtando yam amhlasela ukusuka phezulu, ukusuka ezantsi, ukusuka ekhohlo nasekunene. Ukuba umphefumlo ufuna ukutya, uyatya.
Ukuba ufuna amandla, uyawafumana;
Ukuba ufuna ukulala, fumana eyona bhedi itofotofo ukuze uphumle:
Yonke into isesandleni sakho".
Ndawathanda amanxeba kaYesu wam obethelelwe emnqamlezweni ndacinga ngaphakathi:
“Hayi indlela esibi ngayo isono. Sinciphise ukulunga kwam okukhulu ukuya kwimeko emaxongo ngayo!
Engqiyame ngentloko yakhe engcwele egxalabeni lam, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum encwina:
“Ntombi yam, isono sibi kakhulu, sibi kakhulu.
Kukubuna komntu.
Xa onile, umntu uba notshintsho olubi: zonke izinto ezintle endandimnike zona zigutyungelwa bububi oboyikekayo.
Asizozimvo zomntu kuphela ezona, kodwa ngumntu wonke obandakanyekileyo.
Isono si
- ingqondo yakhe,
-ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho,
-ukuphefumula,
- iintshukumo zakhe,
- amanyathelo akhe.
Ukuthanda kwakhe kumzisa kwinqanaba. Uxhokonxa ngomphefumlo wakhe wonke
-ubumnyama obugqithisileyo obumfamekisayo;
- umoya onetyhefu omtyhefa.
Yonke into imnyama ngeenxa zonke kuye, yonke into iyabulala.
Nabani na osondela kuye uzibeka kwimeko eyingozi.
Uyoyikeka kwaye uyoyikeka umntu okwimo yesono ".
Ndandisoyika! UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:
"Ukuba umntu uyoyikeka kwimeko yesono, umhle kakhulu kwimo yobabalo.
Ngokwenza okulungileyo, nokuba oko akunamsebenzi kangako, umphumo emntwini uba mhle.
Okulungileyo kumazisa kuguquko lwasezulwini, lwengelosi nolwezulu.
Ukuthanda kwakhe okulungileyo kuzisa yonke indawo kwindawo enye, ukuze iingcamango zakhe, amazwi, ukubetha kwentliziyo, iintshukumo kunye namanyathelo alungile.
Yonke into engaphakathi kuye nangaphandle kwakhe ikhanya. Umoya wayo unevumba elimnandi kwaye unika amandla.
nabani na osondela kuye usindisiwe.
Umphefumlo okwinceba owenza okulungileyo mhle kakhulu, unobabalo, unomtsalane, unobubele, kangangokuba nam ngokwam ndiyawuthanda!
Yonke into elungileyo ayenzayo uyamnika
enye inkalo yobuhle,
umfanekiselo omkhulu ngakumbi kuMdali wakhe kunomnye woonyana bakhe .
Ngamandla kaThixo lo mphefumlo uwafaka ekusasazweni.
Zonke izinto ezintle azenzayo
zininzi izibongozo phakathi komhlaba nezulu. Ziyakha
inkonzo yeposi e
- iingcingo zombane ezigcina unxibelelwano noThixo ".
Ndandicinga ngeSidlo sikaYesu Sokugqibela nabafundi bakhe. Entliziyweni yam, uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, xa ndandisitya nabafundi bam kwiSidlo Sokugqibela, ndandingqongwe
hayi kubo kuphela
kodwa eyentsapho yabantu iphela. Omnye emva komnye,
-Ndandibasondeza kum.
Ndandibazi bonke yaye ndandibabiza ngamagama bonke. Nam ndikubizile.
Ndinibeke ngembeko phakathi kwam noYohane
- Ndenze ukuba ube yithemba elincinci leWill yam.
ndathabatha ixhwane, ndalinika abapostile bam, nakubo bonke abantu; Le mvana, yosiwe yaza yanqunyulwa, yayifuzisela mna.
Imele uBomi bam kwaye ibonise indlela endimele ndizehlise ngayo ngenxa yothando
yonke into.
Bendifuna ukuyinika wonke umntu njengokutya okumnandi omele iPassion yam.
"Uyazi
*kuba uthando lwam lwenze okuninzi, luthethe kakhulu kwaye lubandezelekile kakhulu,
ukujika ube kukutya kwabantu?
* kutheni ndibabize bonke ndibanike itakane?
Kuba nam bendifuna ukutya kubo:
Bendirhalela ukuba yonke into abazakuyenza ibekukutya Kum.
Ndandifuna ukondla ngothando lwabo, amazwi abo, umsebenzi wabo, yonke into. "
Ndithi kuYesu:
Sithandwa sam, inokuba njani na imisebenzi yethu ibe kukutya kwakho?
Waphendula wathi:
«Umntu akaphili ngesonka sodwa, kodwa ngento endimnika yona ngokuthanda kwam.
Ukuba isonka siyayondla indoda, kungenxa yokuba ndiyasifuna.
Noko ke, isidalwa senza ukuthanda kwaso ukwenza izenzo zaso.
Ukuba ke uthe wathanda ukubeka umsebenzi wakhe kum, wondinika ukudla;
-ukuba luthando olufuna ukundinika, undinika uthando,
-ukuba kukulungisa, kuyandilungisa.
-ukuba ngokuthanda kwakhe ufuna ukundikhubekisa wenza izenzo zakhe zibe sisixhobo sokundivisa ubuhlungu nokundibulala.
“Ukuthanda komntu kokona kufana noMdali wakhe okuye.
Ndibeke inxalenye
-ubukhulu bam kunye
- ngamandla am
kwintando yomntu.
Ukuyinika indawo yembeko, ndenze ezimbalwa
- ukumkanikazi womntu kunye
- umgcini wazo zonke izenzo zakhe.
Kanye njengezidalwa zinezifuba apho,
- ngenxa yezizathu zocwangco kunye nokhuseleko, babeka okukokwabo,
umphefumlo unegunya, ubambe yaye ulawula yonke into oyicingayo, oyithethayo noyenzayo.
Akaphoswa nanye ingcamango. Ngento engenakwenziwa
--amehlo okanye umlomo, okanye
- ngenxa yemisebenzi,
inokuphunyezwa ngentando.
Ngephanyazo, intando ingafuna
izinto eziliwaka ezilungileyo okanye
abaninzi abantu ababi.
Amandla okwenza iingcinga ziphaphaze
esibhakabhakeni ,
kwezona ndawo zikude kakhulu, okanye
nasenzonzobileni.
Umphefumlo unokuthintelwa ekwenzeni, ukubona okanye ukuthetha.
Kodwa unako ukwenza yonke into ngokuthanda kwakhe.
Ingahanjiswa njani!
Zingaphi izenzo ezilungileyo nobungendawo enokuqukunjelwa! Ngaphezu kwako konke, ndifuna intando yomntu.
Kuba ukuba ndinayo, ndinayo yonke.
Ukuchasa kwakhe koyisiwe! "
Ndandidandathekile xa ndicinga ukuba ndimele ndithethe ndize ndibhale nezona zinto zincinane uYesu awazithetha kum. Weza kum, wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, ngalo lonke ixesha ndithetha nawe, ndifuna ukuvula umthombo entliziyweni yakho. Kuwo wonke umntu, amazwi am afuna ukuba yimithombo empompoza ebomini obungunaphakade.
Kodwa ukuze le mithombo ibumbe entliziyweni yakho, kufuneka wenze indima yakho, oko kukuthi
- hlafuna amazwi am kakuhle
-ukubaginya, uvule umthombo okuwe.
Ngokuhlala ucinga ngamazwi endiwathetha kuwe, uyawahlafuna.
-Ukuphinda kwabo banegunya phezu kwakho e
- ndiqinisekile ukuba la mazwi ngawam,
uya kubadla, uvule ithende elikuwe.
Xa kuyimfuneko,
- niya kusela kwizibane ezikhulu umthombo wenyaniso yam.
Ngokubhala la magama ndikunika wona, nivula amajelo aya kuba luncedo kubo bonke abo bafuna ukuzihlaziya ukuze bangafi lunxano.
Kodwa ukuba awunxibelelani nala magama, awuyi kucinga ngawo. Hayi ukuwahlafuna,
akuyi kuba nako ukuziqwenga.
thatha umngcipheko
umthombo awuphumi kuwe kwaye amanzi awaphumi.
Xa uziva ufuna amanzi, uya kuba ngowokuqala ukubandezeleka ngenxa yonxano. Ukuba awubhali kwaye, ngenxa yoko, ungawavuli amajelo,
"Zingaphi izinto ezilungileyo oza kuzihlutha abanye?"
Njengoko ndandibhala, ndandizicingela
“Sekulithuba elithile okoko uYesu wam othandekayo wathetha nam ngeNtando yakhe ingcwele. Ndiziva ndinqwenela ngakumbi ukubhala ngaye.
Ndiziva ndonwabile ngakumbi, ngokungathi yinto yam kuphela. Intando yakhe yanele kum kuyo yonke into".
Esiza kum, uYesu wam osoloko ethambile wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, ungothuki
ukuba uthambekele ngakumbi ekubhaleni malunga neWill yam kunye
ukuba ufumane ulonwabo ngakumbi apho
kuba - mamela, -thetha okanye - bhala ngeWill yam
yeyona nto ibalaseleyo enokubakho emhlabeni naseZulwini.
Yiloo nto, ngexesha elifanayo,
- undizukisa ngakumbi,
- ibandakanya zonke izinto ezilungileyo kunye nabo bonke ubungcwele.
Ezinye iinyaniso nazo zinamacala azo amahle:
- sisela i-sip emva kokusela;
-ukufikelela ngokuthe ngcembe;
- baziqhelanisa nendlela yomntu.
Kwintando yam, nangona kunjalo, umphefumlo uqhelana nendlela kaThixo.
Akusesezibaneni ukuba ubani usele, uselwandle;
iyazibamba, hayi ngezidanga,
kodwa ngamaphiko afikelela esibhakabhakeni ngokuqhwanyaza kweliso.
Owu! Intando yam, intando yam!
Ukuva nje ngayo kundizisela uvuyo nobumnandi obuninzi!
Xa ndisiva iNtando yam ihlala kwesinye sezidalwa zam,
lelinye lamandla am,
Ndivuya gqitha kangangokuba indenza ndibulibale ubungendawo bezinye izidalwa.
Kuya kufuneka uziqonde izinto ezinkulu endikutyhile kuwe malunga neWill yam , nokuba awukabinazo ngokupheleleyo .
ihlafunwa kwaye yetyiswe de lonke igazi lomphefumlo wakho libunjwe.
Xa uqonda yonke into,
Ndiya kubuya kwaye
Ndiya kukutyhilela izinto eziphakamileyo ngakumbi ngaye.
Ngelixa ndiza kulinda de uyityise kakuhle,
Ndiza kukugcina uxakekile ngezinye iinyaniso ezinxulumene nayo. Ukuba ezinye izidalwa
- abafuni ukuthatha ithuba lolwandle kunye nelanga le-Will yam ukuza kum, banako
ukusela emithonjeni nasemijelweni;
sebenzisa ezinye izinto ezizezam".
Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandenza ndabona zonke izidalwa ziphuma koyena Mntu ungcwele. Ngobubele wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, jonga i-prodigy enkulu ye-Incarnation.
-Xa ndikhawulwe kwaye ubuntu bam bubunjwa,
Ndazivusa zonke izidalwa kum.
ngendlela yokuba uBuntu bam babone zonke izenzo zabo.
Ingqondo yam yazamkela zonke iingcinga zezidalwa, ezilungileyo nezimbi.
Abalungileyo , ndibaqinisele kokulungileyo,
ndijikelezwe lubabalo lwam kwaye ndityalwe ngokukhanya kwam,
- Ndihlaziya ubungcwele bomoya wam;
- ziyimveliso efanelwe bubulumko bam.
ndibalungisele ububi ngokuzohlwaya;
Ndizandise ngokungenasiphelo iingcinga zam ukuze ndizukise uBawo
kuzo zonke iingcamango zezidalwa.
Emehlweni am, nasemazwini am , ezandleni zam , naseenyawo zam, nasentliziyweni yam ,
Ndawola inkangeleko, amazwi, imisebenzi, amanyathelo kunye neentliziyo zazo zonke izidalwa.
Yonke into intywiliselwe kubungcwele boBuntu bam, yonke into ilungisiwe.
Ndafumana isohlwayo esikhethekileyo ngokophulwa kwemithetho nganye.
Emva kokuba ndivuselele zonke izidalwa ezikum, ndizinikele kubo bonke ubomi bam. Ngaba uyazi ukuba ndawavusa nini?
Emnqamlezweni , ebhedini
-yeentlupheko zam zenkohlakalo kunye
- ngentlungu yam ebuhlungu,
-ngomphefumlo wokugqibela woBomi bam ndabazala.
Xa ndiphefumla okokugqibela,
- Unqatshelwe ubomi obutsha,
- ngalinye liphawulwe ngetywina loBuntu bam.
Andivuyiswa kukuba ndibavuselele,
-Ndanika ngamnye kubo yonke into endiyifumeneyo
-ukubakhusela nokubagcina bekhuselekile.
Uyabubona ukuba buyintoni na ubungcwele emntwini?
Ubungcwele boBuntu bam bungasoze bubeleke abantwana
engafanelekanga kwaye
-yahluke kum.
Ndibathanda kakhulu kuba ngabantwana bam.
Kodwa abantu abanambulelo kangangokuba abamqapheli lowo wabazala ngothando nangentlungu engaka .
Emva kwala mazwi, wabonakala evutha. UYesu watshiswa waza watshiswa ngala madangatye. Yayingasabonakali; wawubona umlilo kuphela.
Emva koko kwavela kwakhona, ukuba kugqitywe kwakhona. Wongeza wathi:
"Ntombam ndiyatsha uthando luyanditya. Somelele ke sithandwa sam!
Idangatye elinditshisayo liyavutha kangangokuba ndifa luthando lwendalo yonke! Andizange ndife nje ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwam.
Ukufa kwam ngenxa yothando kuyaqhubeka.
Kodwa akukho namnye obonisa uthando kum ukuze andiphakamise.
Ndachitha usuku ndiphazamisekile kwaye ndinexhala
kwizinto ezahlukeneyo endizivileyo (ekungafuneki zichazwe apha). Phezu kwayo nje imigudu yam, andizange ndikwazi ukwahlukana nayo.
Imini yonke andimboni uYesu wam othandekayo, ubomi bomphefumlo wam. Ibingathi ixhala lifake isigqubuthelo phakathi kwethu sobabini, lindithintele ekuliboneni. Ekugqibeleni, ebusuku, ingqondo yam ediniweyo yadamba.
Ngokungathi ebendilindile, uYesu wam olungileyo wabonakala kum, ebuhlungu, wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, namhlanje, ngenxa yenkxalabo yakho,
walithintela ukuba lingaphumi ilanga lomntu wam phakathi kwakho.
Amaxhala akho adala ilifu phakathi kwam nawe kwaye athintele imitha ukuba yehlele kuwe.
Ukuba imitha ayitshoni, unokulibona njani ilanga?
Ukuba ubusazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukunqanda ilanga lam ukuba lingaphumi nokuba kuyingozi kangakanani kuwe nakwihlabathi liphela, ubuya kulumka ukuba ungaphindi ukhathazeke.
Kuhlala kumnyama kwimiphefumlo exhalabileyo; ilanga aliphumi.
Ngokuchasene noko, kwimiphefumlo enoxolo, ihlala iyimini; ilanga lam lingaphuma nangawuphi na umzuzu kuba umphefumlo uhlala ulungele ukufumana izibonelelo zokuza kwam.
"Ixhala asiyonto ngaphandle kokungabikho kokuzinikela ezandleni zam. Ndifuna ukuba ulahlwe ezingalweni zam kangangokuba akukho nto inokukuphazamisa; ndiza kuhoya yonke into.
Ungoyiki, uYesu wakho akanakwenza nto ngaphandle kokuba akukhathalele kwaye akukhusele kuyo yonke into.
Undibize kakhulu.
Ndityala imali eninzi kuwe.
Ndim ndedwa onamalungelo phezu kwenu.
Yaye ukuba amalungelo ngawam, ndinembopheleleko yenu . Ngoko ke hlalani ninoxolo, ningoyiki.
Ndacamngca ngePassion ka Yesu wam othandekayo.Esiza kum, wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
ngalo lonke ixesha umphefumlo ucinga ngomdla wam ,
- nanini na ukhumbula oko ndabandezeleka okanye
Ngalo lonke ixesha xa enovelwano ngam, ukusetyenziswa kweembandezelo zam kuyahlaziywa kuye.
IGazi lam liyaphakama ukuze liphuphume.
amanxeba am ayaphilisa, ukuba ihlatyiwe, ayayihombisa ukuba iphilile;
konke ukulunga kwam kuyayityebisa .
Isiphumo esiveliswa yiPassion yam iyamangalisa :
Kuba ngathi umphefumlo ubeke ebhankini yonke into oyenzileyo kwaye ubandezeleke ukuze ufumane imbuyekezo ephindwe kabini.
Ngaloo ndlela, yonke into endiyibonileyo kunye nentlungu yam ibonwa rhoqo ebantwini, njengoko ilanga lihlala linika ukukhanya kwalo kunye nobushushu balo emhlabeni.
Indlela yam yokwenza ayifani nokudinwa.
Ekuphela kwento efunekayo kukuba umphefumlo ukunqwenele .
Nanini na umphefumlo unqwenela, ufumana iziqhamo zoBomi bam. Ukuba uyayikhumbula iNtshumayelo yam engamashumi amabini, ikhulu okanye iwaka amaxesha,
amaxesha amaninzi iya kuyonwabela imiphumo yayo.
Hayi indlela abambalwa ngayo abayenza bubuncwane babo!
Phezu kwazo nje zonke ezi ngenelo, sibona imiphefumlo emininzi ebuthathaka, iimfama, izithulu, izimumu neziqhwala: ngamafutshane, izidumbu eziphilileyo ezinezothe. Yantoni?
Masiyilibale Intlungu yam ngelixa ndibandezelekayo, amanxeba am kunye neGazi lam
Unikezelo
-amandla okoyisa ubuthathaka,
-ukhanyiso lokunika ukubona iimfama;
- ulwimi lokukhulula ulwimi lwesidenge, iindlebe zezithulu zivuleke;
-indlela yokukhokela ababuthathaka, ubomi bokuvusa abafileyo.
Zonke izisombululo ezifunwa luluntu kakhulu zifumaneka kuBomi bam kunye noKuthanda kwam.
Kodwa izidalwa ziyalidelela eli yeza kwaye azisebenzisi isisombululo sam. Ngaphaya koko, ngaphandle kokuhlawulelwa kwam, umntu uyabuna.
ngokungathi unesifo sephepha esinganyangekiyo.
Eyona nto indivisa kabuhlungu kukubona abantu bonqulo besenza yonk’ into.
-kwimibandela yemfundiso,
-kwintelekelelo kunye namabali,
kodwa abangenamdla kwiPastion yam.
Amaxesha amaninzi iPasion yam iyavalwa ezicaweni nasemilonyeni yabefundisi . Amazwi abo akanakukhanya kwaye abantu bazifumana bengenakunceda ngakumbi kunangaphambili.
Ethubeni ndazibona sendijongene nelanga elamitha yahlaba yatshona kum.
Ndaziva ndihlaselwe, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba ndibe nenceba yakhe ngokupheleleyo; ukukhanya kwayo okuqaqambileyo akuzange kundiyekise ukuyijonga, yaye ngalo lonke ixesha ndiyijonga ndandiziva ndonwabe ngakumbi. UYesu wam othandekayo, evela phakathi kwelanga, wathi kum:
Ntombi ethandekayo yeNtando yam, ilanga leNtando yam likukhukula ngokumangalisayo! Awuyonto ngaphandle kwexhoba, into yokudlala kunye nentuthuzelo yeWill yam.
Ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba uzintywilisele kuyo, intando yam, njengokukhanya kwelanga, ithululela phezu kwakho iziqholo zobungcwele bam, amandla, ubulumko, ukulunga, njl.
Ingunaphakade kangakanani intando yam,
Okukhona uzama ukuhlala kuyo kwaye uyenze ubomi bakho,
intando yakho ifunxa ukungaguquki kunye nokungenzeki kwam.
Iphakade likuntywilisela ngokupheleleyo, ukuze uthabathe inxaxheba kuyo yonke into kwaye akukho nto ikushiyayo.
Konke oku ukuze iNtando yam izukiswe kwaye izukiswe ngokupheleleyo kuwe. Ndifuna
-intombi yokuqala yentando yam ayinanto,
-akukho nto yeyam kwaye iyahlula kulo lonke iZulu
njengomgcini wokuqala wobungcwele kwiWill yam.
Ngoko lumka.
Ungaze uyishiye iWill yam kanje
- ungafumana onke amavumba oBuThixo bam kunye
-ukushiya konke okwakho,
ungavakalisa konke okwam
ukuze intando yam ibe ngundoqo wobomi bakho."
Ndaziva ndingenelwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo. Esiza kum, uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam yeNtando, jonga indlela ulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yam lungena ngayo ngoxolo entliziyweni yakho.
Sukucinga ukuba olu lwandle lukuntywilise ixesha elifutshane. Kudala ikuntywilisela, kuba ngumkhuba wam lo
- yenza kuqala kwaye - thetha emva koko.
Inyaniso, ukuba iingqalo zakho zaziphawulwe ngolwandle lwembandezelo yam.
Yazi ukuba bonke ubungcwele budlula kumnyango woBuntu bam .
Kukho abangcwele abahlala emnyango woBuntu bam kunye nabanye abahambela phambili.
Ndikuhlasele ngeWill yam ndakubona
ukuba ubulungile, wandinika umyolelo wakho.
Ke ulwandle lweNtando yam lwaqukuqela kuwe ngomsinga okhulayo.
Isenzo ngasinye esitsha othe wasenza kwiWill yam sizise ukukhula okutsha kuwe.
Andikuxelelanga kakhulu ngayo nayiphi na kwezi.
Iminqweno yethu yadibana kwaye yaqonda ngaphandle kokuba sithethe ngayo. Kuphela ngokubonana, siyaqondana. Ndavuya ngawe.
Ndibuvile ubumnandi beZulu kuwe,
ayengahlukanga nganto kulawo afunyanwa ngabangcwele. Ngenxa yokuba ezi zolo zivuyisa abangcwele, ziyandonwabisa nam. Ukuntywiliselwa kwiThanda lam, abanakundinika ulonwabo kunye nolonwabo.
Kodwa uvuyo lwam lwalungaphelelanga.
Bendifuna nabanye abantwana bam nabo babe yinxalenye yento entle kangaka. Kwakhona, sendiqalile ukubheja kwiThanda lam ngendlela emangalisayo.
Okukhona ndinityhilela inyaniso, kokukhona ndivula imijelo ephuma elwandle.
ukuze kulungelwe abanye,
ukuze le mijelo isasaze amanzi amaninzi emhlabeni wonke.
Indlela yam yokwenza yeyokunxibelelana kwaye ihlala isebenza. Ayiyeki.
Kodwa le mijelo kwizidalwa zam ihlala inodaka. Abanye baba ngamatye kwaye amanzi ajikeleza ngobunzima.
Ingekuko ukuba ulwandle alufuni ukunika amanzi alo;
nokuba amanzi akacacanga kwaye akwazi ukungena kuyo yonke indawo, kodwa ngenxa yokuba izidalwa zichasene nokulunga okukhulu ngolo hlobo.
Ke, ukuba bafunda ezi nyaniso ngaphandle kokutyalwa kakuhle,
abaqondi nto,
babhidekile kwaye bamfanyekiswe kukukhanya kwezi nyaniso.
Kwabo batyekele kakuhle, bakhona
-ukukhanya ukubakhanyisela kunye namanzi okupholisa
ngendlela yokuba bangasokuze bafune ukugqabhuka kula mijelo, ngenxa yokulunga okukhulu abakufumana kubo kunye nobomi obutsha obuvela kubo.
Ngoko kufuneka wonwabe
ukuvula la mijelo ukuze kungenelwe abazalwana bakho,
andiphoxi nanye yeenyaniso zam,
incinane kangangokuba ibonakala inceda abazalwana bakho ukuba banandiphe amanzi.
Ngoko qaphela ukuba uvule la majelo
nimkholise ngoko uYesu wenu, onenzele izinto ezininzi kangaka.
Ndathi kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele:
Kudala ungandifaki ngaphakathi kuwe.
Ndaziva ndikhuselekile kwaye ndikhuselekile apho
Ndithathe inxaxheba ngakumbi kubuThixo bakho,
ingathi andisekho emhlabeni kwaye iZulu laliyindawo yam yokuhlala.
Zingaphi inyembezi endazikhuphayo xa undikhupha iWill yakho! Ukuva nje umoya womhlaba kwakungumthwalo onganyamezelekiyo kum. Kodwa iWill yakho yaphumelela, ndathoba intloko yam, ndarhoxa.
Ngoku ndisakuva wena kum.
Xa ndiziva ndinesidingo esingenakunqandwa sokukubona ngoko
ehamba entliziyweni okanye
ukundibonisa ingalo yakho, uyandipholisa undibuyisele ebomini. Ndixelele, yintoni isizathu?"
UYesu :
“Ntombi yam, ufanelekile
-ukuba emva kokuba ndikuthwele entliziyweni yam,
- kukuwe ukuba undithathele entliziyweni yakho.
Ukuba bendikubeke entliziyweni yam, kungenxa yokuba bendiyifuna
-qhola umphefumlo wakho e
-Beka iParadesi entsha kuwe
ukwenza ikhaya elindifaneleyo kuwe.
Yinyaniso leyo
waziva uzithembile ngakumbi kwaye
-ukuba ungenwe luvuyo olungakumbi.
Kodwa umhlaba awuyondawo yolonwabo.
Imbandezelo lilifa lakhe, nomnqamlezo sisonka sabanamandla.
Ngaphezu koko, ukumisela intando yam kuwe,
bekunyanzelekile ukuba ndihlale kuwe kwaye
ukuba ndifana nomphefumlo womzimba wakho.
Intando yam
ayinakuhla iye emphefumlweni
ukuba ngendlela ekhethekileyo ngaphandle kwesiqhelo.
Akanakukwenza oku ngaphandle kokuba umphefumlo ufumana amalungelo akhethekileyo. Ke , mna, iLizwi elinguNaphakade,
Ndandingenakukwazi ukuhla kuMama wam endimthandayo ngaphandle kwamalungelo akhe akhethekileyo,
oko kukuthi, ukuba umoya kaThixo
yayingangenanga kuyo njengesidalwa esitsha, kwaye
wayengamenzanga wamangalisa, waphakama kuzo zonke izinto kunye nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
Nantsi into eyenzekayo kuwe: okokuqala uBuntu bam bebufuna ukukulungiselela ngokukwenzela indawo yokuhlala ngokusisigxina.
Emva koko, ngokungathi ndingumphefumlo womzimba wakho, ndikunike iWill yam.
Kuya kufuneka uqonde ukuba iWill yam kufuneka ifane nomphefumlo womzimba wakho.
Enyanisweni, oku kuyenzeka naphakathi kwethu, abantu abathathu abangcwele. Uthando lwethu lukhulu, alunasiphelo kwaye lungunaphakade, kodwa ukuba besingenawo uMyolelo ovuselela olu thando, beluya kuba lungasebenzi kwaye alunamisebenzi. Ubulumko bethu benza into engakholelekiyo.
Amandla ethu anokutshabalalisa yonke into ngephanyazo kwaye enze yonke into ngephanyazo.
Kodwa ukuba besingenalo iNtando yokubonakalisa ubulumko bethu, ngokomzekelo, yazibonakalisa kwiNdalo apho sayalela kwaye savisisanisa yonke into kwaye, ngamandla ethu, sayithintela ukuba ingaguquki nakancinci, ke ubulumko bethu okanye amandla ethu. ngendenzele nantoni na..
Oku kunjalo kuzo zonke ezinye iimpawu zethu.
Ngaloo ndlela ndinqwenela ukuba intando yam ibe ngumphefumlo womntu. Umzimba ongenamphefumlo awuphili.
Nangona enazo zonke izivamvo, akaboni, akathethi, akeva yaye akenzi nto.
Oku akuyomfuneko, kwaye akunyamezeleki.
Kodwa ukuba i-animated, yintoni engenakuyifeza?
Baninzi kakhulu abazenza abanto yanto kwaye abanyamezeleki kuba abaphiliswanga yiWill yam!
Ndinje
iinkqubo zombane ezinganiki ukukhanya, okanye
iimoto ezingenaenjini, ezinxitywe ngumhlwa nothuli, azikwazi kuhamba.
Ah! Hayi indlela abalusizi ngayo!
"Ukuba isidalwa asibonakalisi ngentando yam, ubomi bobungcwele abukho. Ndifuna ukuba kuwe njengomphefumlo womzimba wakho. Kodwa uya kuzisa indalo entsha emangalisayo. Ndiya kunika ubomi obutsha kuthando lwam, ubugcisa obutsha kubulumko bam. , intshukumo entsha kumandla am.
Ke ngoko, phulaphula kwaye undishiye yonke into ukuze iprojekthi yam enkulu izaliseke kuwe, oko kukuthi, unyanisekile yintando yam. "
Ndachitha ubusuku ndibukele.
Ngamaxesha amaninzi iingcinga zam bezibhabhela kuYesu wam ebotshwe entolongweni.
Bendifuna ukuncamisa amadolo akhe ebegevezela ngenxa yenkohlakalo awayebotshwe ngayo iintshaba zakhe.
Bendifuna ukucoca isikhohlela ebesimdaka kuso.
Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, kwavela uYesu wam, uBomi bam, ndisebumnyameni obunzulu, apho ndandingakwazi ukwahlula uMntu wakhe othandekayo.
Ekhala, wathi kum:
"Ntombazana, iintshaba zam zandishiya ndedwa entolongweni,
- ibotshwe kabuhlungu kwaye kumnyama.
Kuyo yonke indawo, kwakukho ubumnyama obunzulu kuphela. Owu! Hayi indlela obundiphethe ngayo obu bumnyama!
Iimpahla zam zazimanziswe ngamanzi amdaka omlambo.
Bendiliva ivumba lalo jele nala mathe ebendingcolisile.
Iinwele zam bezimdaka bekungekho mntu unovelwano ukuba uzisuse emehlweni nasemlonyeni.
Izandla zam zazibotshwe ngamatyathanga kwaye ubumnyama obungqingqwa bandithintela ukuba ndingayiboni imeko yam ilusizi kwaye indithobile.
Owu! Zininzi izinto ezabonisa imeko yam elusizi kule ntolongo! Ndahlala kule meko kangangeeyure ezintathu .
Bendifuna ukubuyisela imithetho emithathu yehlabathi :
umthetho wendalo,
umthetho obhaliweyo e
umthetho wobabalo.
ndifune
-khulula bonke abantu,
-ukubahlanganisa ndinike abantwana bam inkululeko eyeyabo.
Ukuhlala apho iiyure ezintathu,
Ndandifuna ukubuyisela amanqanaba amathathu obomi basemhlabeni :
- ebuntwaneni,
- ukuba mdala e
-iminyaka emidala.
Kwakhona, ndandifuna ukubuyisela umntu xa wona
- ngenxa yothando,
- ngentando kunye
- ngenxa yenkani.
Owu! Hayi indlela ubumnyama obunzima endabuvayo bandenza ndabuva bonke ubumnyama obuveliswe sisono emntwini! Owu! Ndithe ndisamkhalela ndathi kuye:
Mntundini, zizono zakho ezi
-eyandiphosa kobu bumnyama bubumnyama
apho ndibandezelekayo ukuze ndinikhanyisele; Bubugwenxa benu obundingcolisayo;
Ubugwenxa obungandiboniyo ubumnyama, ukuba ndibubone.
Jonga kum: Ndingumfanekiso wezono zakho. Ukuba ufuna ukubabona, bajonge kum!”
Noko ke, ebudeni beyure yam yokugqibela kule ntolongo, kwafika isifingo kwaza kwavela amathanyana ambalwa okukhanya akroba kwezo ntanda.
Owu! Intliziyo yam yayixolile xa ndibona imeko yam elusizi!
Oku kukhanya kufuzisela okwenzekayo
xa umntu ediniwe bubusuku besono kwaye, njengokusa, ubabalo lumgubungela;
- amthumelele ilitha lokukhanya ukuze ambuyise. Yatsho Intliziyo yam yaphefumlela phezulu.
Ngesifingo ndakubona, mbanjwa wam oyintanda;
-wena ukuba uthando lwam luhlasele kwimeko yakho njengesiqhelo
kwaye ngubani ongandishiya ndedwa ebumnyameni bale ntolongo.
Ulinde ukusa ezinyaweni zam, Ulandele ukuncwina kwam, Udanduluke nam ngobusuku.
Oku kwandithuthuzela kwaye kwanikela ukubanjwa kwam ukukunika ubabalo lokundilandela.
Intolongo nobumnyama zinenye intsingiselo .
Ukuvalelwa kwam ixesha elide eminqubeni
-kunye nesithukuthezi endihlala kuso,
rhoqo kungekho mntu uthetha nam okanye undithumelele imbonakalo yothando.
Kwaye ngamanye amaxesha, kuBukhosi obuNgcwele, ndiyaziva
-Nxibelelana neelwimi ezingafanelekanga,
-ivumba lezandla ezinetyhefu nezonakeleyo e
- ukungabikho kwezandla ezihlambulukileyo ezindichukumisayo kwaye zindiqhole ngothando lwabo.
Zingaphi izihlandlo zokungabi nambulelo komntu kundishiya ebumnyameni,
kungekho nokukhanya luzizi kwesibane!
Ngaloo ndlela, ukuthinjwa kwam kuyaqhubeka kwaye kuya kuqhubeka ixesha elide elizayo.
Sobabini singamabanjwa
wena, ulibanjwa esililini sakho, ngenxa nje yothando lwam;
Mna, ndingumbanjwa ngenxa yakho, ukuze ndibophe zonke izidalwa ngothando lwam,
ndandisebenzisa amatyathanga awayendibambile.
Siza kuhlala kunye kwaye uya kundinceda ukuba ndibe namatyathanga aza kusetyenziswa ukubopha zonke iintliziyo kuthando lwam ".
Ethubeni ndathi kum:
“Hayi indlela esingazi ngayo ngoYesu, xa wenza okuninzi kangaka!
Kutheni le nto kungathethwa kangako ngako konke oko uYesu wakwenzayo waza wabandezeleka?
Ntombam, bangamantombi akunye nam bonke, nditsho namahle. Hayi indlela endibiyela ngayo!
zingaphi izithintelo kum,
zingaphi izinto endizithethayo kubo kwaye bayandiqonda, kodwa abavezi!
Kukangaphi, wena ngokwakho, ungakhethi buso baM? Ukuqaphela? Inoba awuyibhali lento ndikuxelela yona okanye awuyivezi.
Sisenzo soburhalarhume kum.
Kuba lonke ulwazi olutsha sinalo Ngam
luzuko olongezelelweyo nothando olongezelelweyo endilufumana kwizidalwa. Yiba nesisa ngakumbi kum kwaye ndiya kuba nesisa ngakumbi kuwe! "
Ndaziva ndimanyene noYesu wam othandekayo, uthe akufika kum ndaziphosa ezingalweni zakhe.
- ndizilahle ngokupheleleyo kuye njengakwiziko lam
-kwaye uziva unesidingo esingenakunqandwa sokuba sezingalweni zakhe.
Kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:
Ntombi yam, into oyivayo lithuku lesidalwa esifuna isifuba soMdali waso kwaye sifuna ukuphumla ezingalweni zaso.
Ngumsebenzi wakho
-ukuba ungene ezingalweni zam, mna uMdali wakho, kwaye
- phumla esibelekweni sam, apho uvela khona.
Kufuneka uqonde ukuba imisonto eyahlukeneyo yonxibelelwano kunye nomanyano luphuma kuM.
Ukunxulumana naM, uMdali wakho, kunye
ikwenza uphantse ungohlulwa kum,
ngaphandle kokuba, nangona kunjalo, ukuba awujiki kwintando yam.
Ukwahlukana okunjalo kuya kuthetha
-sika iintambo zonxibelelwano,
- aphule umanyano.
Ubomi boMdali, ngaphezu kombane, buqukuqela kwisidalwa.
Ubomi bam babufakwe esidalweni.
Ekudaleni yena, ndanxulumanisa uBulumko bam nobukrelekrele bakhe .
ukuze ingqondo yakhe ibe yimbonakaliso yokwam.
Ukuba umntu uphumeza okuninzi ngesayensi yakhe kangangokuba atsale izinto ezimangalisayo kuyo, kungenxa yokuba ubukrelekrele bam bubonakala kubukrelekrele bakhe .
Ukuba amehlo akhe asebenza kukukhanya;
sibonakalaliswa kuye isikhanyiso sam esingunaphakade.
Thina, bantu bangcwele,
Akuyomfuneko ukuba sithethe ukuze sivane.
Kodwa kwiNdalo ndandifuna ukusebenzisa amagama.
Ndathi "Fiat" kwaye izinto zeNdalo zifumene ubukho.
Ngale Fiat ndinike izidalwa ulwimi
ukuze nabo banxibelelane kwaye baqondane.
Amazwi omntu aqhagamshelwe njengokungathi ngeengcingo zombane kwigama lam lokuqala , apho zonke ezinye ziphuma khona.
“ Ekudaleni kwam umntu, ndawuthumela kuye uMoya wam, ndamnika ubomi; ndabubeka kuye ubomi bam, ndabuthwala ngokwamandla omntu.
Akhonto ikum endingazange ndibe yinxalenye yayo.
Ngoko ke kwanomoya womntu yilizwi lam ;
umphefumlo endiwunika ubomi ngamaxesha onke.
Umoya wakhe ubonakala kum, endihlala ndiwuva kum.
Uyabubona ubudlelwane obuninzi obukhoyo phakathi kwam nezidalwa? Ndibathanda kakhulu, kuba ndibagqala njengenzala yam.
Ngabam kuphela.
Kwaye ndiyikhulise kangakanani intando yomntu!
Ndanxulumanisa ukuthanda kwakhe nokwam, ndimnika onke amalungelo am. Ndimkhulule njengeWill yam .
Kunoko
Ndiwunike umzimba womntu ngamehlo amancinci , amancinci kwaye anqamlekileyo , aphuma ekukhanyeni kwam ngonaphakade,
- ukuthanda kwakhe kwenza onke amehlo .
Kangangokuba, ngokomlinganiselo umntu afuna ukwenza ngayo, kunokuthiwa unamehlo amaninzi.
Jonga ngasekhohlo nasekunene, ngasemva naphambili.
Ukuba umntu akaphili ngokuthanda kwakhe, akenzi nto ilungileyo .
Ekudaleni uluntu, ndathi:
Uya kuba ngudade wethu emhlabeni. Usezulwini, intando yam iya kuphilisa eyakho. Uya kuba ngomsindo oqhubekayo.
Into endiya kuyenza, nawe uya kuyenza:
Mna, ngokwendalo,
Wena, ngobabalo lokuhlala ndikhumbula.
Ndiya kukulandela njengesithunzi kwaye andiyi kukushiya.
Ekwenzeni isidalwa siphile, injongo yam yayikukuba afeze iNtando yam kuyo yonke into.
Ndandifuna ukuzinika inzala. Ndandifuna ukwenza iprodigy emangalisayo ngayo,
-Undifanele kwaye ufana nam ngokupheleleyo.
Kodwa yeha, intando yomntu ikhethe ukuchasa okwam!
Uyabona, akukho nto inokufezwa ngokuzimeleyo:
Unamehlo nje , kodwa ukuba akanalo ukukhanya kwangaphandle okukukhanyiselayo;
awuboni nto,
Unezandla , kodwa ukuba awunayo into efunekayo ukusebenza,
-awunakwenza nto. kwaye nangokunjalo.
Ndifuna ubungcwele
- kwindalo, - phakathi kwayo kunye nam, - phakathi kwethu:
Mna, kwelinye icala, nesidalwa, kwelinye;
-Mna, ndithetha ngoBomi bam kunye noBungcwele njengeqabane elithembekileyo e
-isidalwa esifumana ezi zibonelelo njengeqabane elithembekileyo nelingenakwahlulwa.
Ngaloo ndlela, isidalwa siya kuba ngamehlo abonayo .
Kwaye ndiya kuba liLanga elinika ukukhanya . Yena uyakuba ngumlomo, mna ndibe liLizwi;
Yena uya kuba zizandla zakhe , kwaye mna ndiya kumnika imisebenzi yokwenza; Yena uya kuba ziinyawo kwaye mna ndiya kuba ngamanyathelo.
Uyakuba yintliziyo mna ndibe zizibethe.
Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba ngoobani ababumba obu ngcwele?
Intando yam iyodwa igcina injongo yeNdalo ingaguquki.
Ubungcwele kwintando yam bubo obugcina ulungelelwano olugqibeleleyo phakathi kwesidalwa kunye noMdali.
Ke, kukho imifanekiso yokwenyani yaM. "
Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.
UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandivumela ukuba ndibone ukuba uthabathe isibane kum wasisusa.
Ndikhwaze ndithi Yesu wenzani ufuna undishiya ebumnyameni?
Ngobubele wathi kum: "Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika. Ndithatha isibane sakho esincinci ndikushiye.
Oku kukhanya kwakho akukho nto yimbi ngaphandle kwentando yakho.
- ukuzibeka phambi kweNtando yam,
- ibe yimbonakaliso yalo.
Yiyo loo nto kwaba kukukhanya.
Ndiyithatha ukuyibonisa yonke indawo.
Ndiya kuyisa eZulwini njengeyona nto inqabileyo kwaye intle kakhulu.
Yiloo nto intando yomntu
xa iye yaba yimbonakaliso yentando yoMdali.
Ndiza kubonisa abantu abaNgcwele
ukuze bamkele ukunqulwa nokunqulwa komfanekiso wabo;
okuphela kwabo ubafaneleyo.
Ngelo xesha ndiya kubabonisa bonke abangcwele , ukuze nabo,
ukufumana uzuko lo mbonakaliso weNtando yobuThixo kwintando yomntu.
Ekugqibeleni
Ndiya kuwuthwala emhlabeni wonke ukuze wonke umntu abe nenxaxheba kukulunga okukhulu kangaka ».
Ndakhawuleza ndongeza:
"Sthandwa sam ndixolele bendicinga ufuna ukundishiya ebumnyameni.
Yiyo loo nto ndisithi, "Wenza ntoni?"
Kodwa, xa kuthe kwafika ekuthandeni kwam, ngoko, ngandlela zonke, yisuse kwaye wenze unothanda ngayo."
Ngelixa uYesu ephethe oku kukhanya kuncinci kwentando yam ezandleni zakhe,
Andazi ukuba ndingayichaza njani into eyenzekayo kuba andinamazwi. Ndiyakhumbula nje
- owabeka ukukhanya okuncinci phambi kwakhe kwaye
-ukuba ndiyifumene yonke imitha yayo, ngendlela yokuba ndivelise uYesu.
Ngalo lonke ixesha intando yam isenza umsebenzi, omnye uYesu wayeyilwa.
Emva koko uYesu wathi kum :
"Uyabona ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwiWill yam?
Ithetha ukuba:
phindaphinda uBomi bam ukuba kukangaphi ufuna ukuvelisa kwakhona konke okulungileyo okuqulathwe nguBomi bam. "
Emva koko ndathi kuYesu wam:
"Ubomi bam, ndingena kwiNtando yakho
ukukwazi ukufikelela wonke umntu nayo yonke into,
-ukusuka kweyokuqala ukuya kwingcinga yokugqibela,
-ukususela kwelokuqala ukuya kwelokugqibela,
-ukusuka kweyokuqala ukuya kwisenzo sokugqibela,
- inyathelo elithathiweyo kunye nokuba kuya kuba yintoni.
Ndifuna ukuvala yonke into ngeWill yakho
ukuze nizukiswe ngezinto zonke
ngobungcwele bakho ,
ngothando lwakho ,
ngamandla akho ,
kwanokuba yonke into engumntu igutyungelwe, ifihliwe kwaye igximfizwe yintando yakho.
ukuze kungasali nto ihleliyo, ingakuzukisiyo.
Ndithe ndisatsho kwafika uYesu wam omnandi.
Waye egcobile, ehamba nenkitha eninzi yabangcwele. Wathi kum: “Yonke indalo ithi kum: ‘Uzuko, uzuko!’”
Kwaye bonke abangcwele baphendula:
Uyabona, Nkosi, sikunika uzuko lobuthixo ezintweni zonke.
Yayine-echo evela macala onke, iphindaphinda
"Kuyo yonke into, sibuyisela uthando lukaThixo kunye nozuko kuwe."
UYesu wongeza wathi :
“Unoyolo wena!
Zonke izizukulwana ziya kuthi unoyolo!
Ingalo yam iya kwenza imisebenzi yamandla kuwe.
Uya kuba yimbonakaliso yobuthixo. Ukuzalisa wonke umhlaba.
Uya kundithabatha kwizizukulwana ngezizukulwana, uzuko abandikhanyele lona.
Ndabhideka ndanexhala kakhulu ndisiva yonke le nto. Kwaye ndandingafuni ukubhala ngayo.
Endiphulula , uYesu wathi kum :
"Hayi, hayi! Uya kukwenza, kuba ndiyafuna!
Izinto endikuxelele zona ziyakwenza imbeko yeWill yam. Nam ngokwam bendifuna ukuhlawula imbeko kwiWill yam.
Enyanisweni, andizange ndithethe nto xa ndithelekisa naleyo bendinokuyithetha.
Ndibhala nje ngokuthobela.
Kungenjalo, andizukwazi ukubhala igama elinye.
Kukoyika kuphela ukudanisa uYesu wam othandekayo, ukuba andiyenzi le nto andicela yona, oko kundinika amandla namandla okubhala.
UYesu uyaqhubeka ethetha nam ngeNtando yakhe Engcwele.
"Ntombi yam, ubungcwele kwi-Will yam ayikaziwa. Yiyo loo nto imangalisayo ivusa.
Kuba, xa kukho into oyaziyo, umothuko uyayeka.
Iintlobo zobungcwele zinokufuziselwa zizinto ezahlukahlukeneyo zeNdalo .
Njengantoni
- uhlobo lobungcwele lunokufuziselwa ziintaba;
- enye evela emithini,
- enye evela kwizityalo,
- enye isuka kwintyatyambo encinci,
- enye evela kwiinkwenkwezi, njl.
Ezi ndlela zobungcwele zinobuhle bazo obulinganiselweyo. Banesiqalo nesiphelo sabo.
Yaye abanakukwazi ukwamkela yonk’ into okanye benze wonke umntu okulungileyo, njengokuba kunjalo ngomthi okanye intyatyambo.
Ngokuphathelele ubungcwele kwiNtando yam , ifanekiselwa lilanga
Bekusoloko kunjalo kwaye kuya kuhlala kunjalo.
Ilanga laba nesiqalo, kuyinyaniso, ngexesha lokukhanya kwehlabathi.
Kodwa ivela njani ekukhanyeni kwam okungunaphakade,
kunokuthiwa ngale ngqiqo ukuba ayizange iqalise.
Ilanga
-inceda wonke umntu,
- idibanisa wonke umntu ngokukhanya kwabo kunye
- ayicaluli.
Ngobungangamsha nobungangamsha bakhe,
isebenzisa ubukhosi bayo yonke into e
inika ubomi kuyo yonke into, kwaneyona ntyatyambo incinane.
Kodwa isebenza ngokuthe cwaka, ngendlela ephantse ingabonakali.
Owu! ukuba isityalo sinokufeza into ethile ecaleni kwento eyenziwa lilanga, nokuba incinci,
- umzekelo ngokunika ubushushu kwesinye isityalo, - abantu bakhalela ummangaliso
Wonke umntu angathanda ukuyibona kwaye angathetha ngayo emangalisiwe. Ukanti akukho mntu uthetha ngelanga, yena
-okunika ubomi kunye nokufudumala kuyo yonke into,
Lowo uwenza ngokuqhubekayo lo mmangaliso.
Hayi kuphela akukho mntu uthetha ngayo.
Kodwa asothuswa nangayiphi na indlela bubukho bayo.
Esi simo sengqondo sichazwa sisibakala sokuba
amehlo enu mawamilisele kwizinto ezisemhlabeni, ngaphezu kwawasezulwini.
Ubungcwele kwintando yam, efanekiselwa lilanga,
isetyenziswa bubungcwele bam banaphakade.
Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam ibinam kokulungileyo endikwenzileyo. Abazange bawushiye umqadi endandibabiza ngawo.
Kuba abasoze bayishiye intando yam,
Ndikholisiwe ngabo kwaye ndisaqhubeka ndibanandipha. Ukumanyana kwam nabo kuya kuhlala kuhleli.
Ndibabukela bedada ngaphezu kwayo yonke into. Kubo akukho nkxaso yomntu , njengelanga
-engathembeli kuyo nayiphi na inkxaso,
-kodwa ihlala phezulu esibhakabhakeni, ngokungathi iyedwa. Nangona kunjalo, ngokukhanya kwayo, ikhanya kuyo yonke into.
Nantsi indlela ekhangeleka ngayo le miphefumlo :
-phila phezulu kodwa
- ukukhanya kwabo kufikelela kwezona ndawo zisezantsi kwaye kufikelela wonke umntu.
Ndingathi ndiyabaqhatha
-ukuba andizibekanga ecaleni e
- ukuba andizange ndibavumele ukuba benze into efanayo njengam. Akukho nto ilungileyo ukuba ingehli kule miphefumlo.
Ebungcweleni babo, ndibona imifanekiso yam
bhabha - emhlabeni wonke, - emoyeni nasesibhakabhakeni.
Ke, ndiyalithanda kwaye ndiya kuqhubeka ndilithanda ihlabathi. Ndiva i-echo yobungcwele bam emhlabeni.
Kwaye ndibona imisebe yam ivela apho,
Ndinike uzuko olupheleleyo;
uthando abandinika lona abanye .
Nangona kunjalo, njengelanga, le miphefumlo yeyona nto ibonwa kancinci, ukuba ayihoywa.
Ukuba bakhetha ukuthenga ngeenxa zonke, ikhwele lam liya kuba likhulu njengabo
- qhuba umngcipheko wokumfamekiswa, e
- wayeya kunyanzelwa ukuba ajonge phantsi ukuze aphinde abone.
Uyayibona indlela entle ngayo ubungcwele kwiWill yam?
Bubungcwele obusondela ngakumbi kobo boMdali.
Igcina ukongama kuzo zonke ezinye iintlobo zobungcwele, kuquka zonke. Bubomi babo.
Olunjani ubabalo kuwe
-ukwazi oku kwaye
-Yiba ngowokuqala ukuqaqamba njengemitha yokukhanya kwelanga ephuma embindini wobungcwele bam, ungakhange uzibeke kuyo!
Andikwazanga uku
Zalisa ngobabalo olukhulu ngakumbi, kananjalo
ukwenza ummangaliso omkhulu ngakumbi kuwe.
Jonga, ntombi yam, kukukhanya kwam !
Ngalo lonke ixesha
- ukuba ungene kwintando yam kwaye
- ukuba wenze,
Isiphumo siyafana neso sokukhanya kwelanga kwiglasi:
amalanga amaninzi akhiwa apho .
Ke, mangaphi amaxesha ubusasaze uBomi bam,
- phinda-phinda kwaye
"Unika ubomi obutsha kuthando lwam."
Kamva ndacinga:
"Kule ntando iNgcwele umntu akaboni mimangaliso okanye izinto ezingaqhelekanga,
- zeziphi izidalwa ezisakhangela e
- ngoko ke bakulungele ukuhamba emhlabeni.
Yonke into yenzeka phakathi komphefumlo noThixo .
Ukuba izidalwa zifumana izibonelelo, azazi ukuba zivela phi. Ngokwenene, kufana nelanga elinika ubomi kuyo yonke into: akukho mntu umisa apha ".
Ndithe ndisacinga ngalento.
uYesu wam wabuya wongeza oku kulandelayo ngenkangeleko enomtsalane:
"Onjani ummangaliso, onjani ummangaliso!
Ayingowona mmangaliso mkhulu na ukwenza intando yam?
Intando yam ngummangaliso wanaphakade kwaye wanaphakade. Nanini na umntu efuna
- uhlala enxibelelana rhoqo nentando kaThixo, ngummangaliso.
Ukuvusa abafileyo, ukubuyisela ukubona kwiimfama nezinye izinto ezinjalo ayizizo izinto ezingunaphakade: zinesiphelo!
Inene, izithunzi nje, izinto ze-ephemeral azinakubizwa ngokuba yimimangaliso, xa kuthelekiswa nommangaliso omkhulu osisigxina wobomi kwintando yam.
Ngoko akakhathali ngale mimangaliso.
Kodwa ndiyazi xa ziluncedo kwaye ziyimfuneko. "
Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wazibonakalisa ebotshiwe: izandla, iinyawo kunye nobomi.
Ityathanga lentsimbi lalijinga entanyeni yakhe.
Wayebotshwe ngokuqinileyo kangangokuba umntu wakhe ongokobuthixo wayengenakushukunyiswa.
Enjani yona ukuba buhlungu imeko, ngokwaneleyo ukukrazula iinyembezi etyeni! Kwaye uYesu, oyena mkhulu wam, wandixelela :
"Ntombazana yam, ngexesha leenkanuko zam,
-Zonke iimbandezelo zam zazikhuphisana zodwa
-kodwa, ubuncinane, baye bazisa utshintsho: enye ithatha indawo enye.
babenjengabalindi,
ukuqinisekisa ukuba ndihlala ndisandisa intlungu yam,
Ngamnye kubo ufuna ukuqhayisa ngathi ukhohlakele kunabanye. Kodwa amakhonkco awazange asuswe kum.
Ndakhokelelwa eNtabeni yeKalvari ndihlala ndibophekile.
Enyanisweni, abakhange bayeke ukufaka imisonto namatyathanga
- ngoloyiko lokubaleka e
-kwaye ukundigculela ngakumbi.
La makhonkco ongeziwe
- kwintlungu yam,
-ukudideka kwam,
- ngokuthotywa kwam kunye
-nditsho nakwiingxangxasi zam .
Qaphela, nangona kunjalo, ukuba la makhonkco afihliweyo
imfihlakalo enkulu e
intlawulelo enkulu .
Umntu,
-wela esonweni,
wahlala enamathele kwimixokelelwane yesono sakhe.
Ukuba isono sinokufa, imixokelelwane iyintsimbi.
-Ukuba i-venial, unxibelelwano lusentanjeni.
Nanini na xa eza kwenza okulungileyo,
- ngaphandle kokuphazamiseka kunxibelelwano kunye
-uziva ungakwazi ukwenza okuthile. Oku kuphazamiseka kuyavakala
- iyamcaphukisa,
- buthathaka kwaye
- imkhokelela ekuweni okutsha.
Ukuba wenza okuthile, uziva ephazamisekile ezandleni zakhe, ngokungathi akanazandla zokwenza okulungileyo.
Iinkanuko zakhe, zimbona ehlaselwe kangaka, vuyani nithi: uloyiso lolwethu.
Njengokumkani anguye, bamenza ikhoboka kwiimfuno zabo zenkohlakalo. Hayi, ulizothe kumntu okwimo yesono!
Ukuze ndimkhulule kwiintambo zakhe, ndakhetha ukubotshwa. Andizange ndifune ukuhlala ndingenamatyathanga
-ukuze la majelo asoloko efumaneka
-ukuqhawula ezabantu.
Kwaye xa izithonga kunye nokutyhalwa kwandenza ndawa,
Ndazolula izandla zam ukuba ndiyikhuphe le ndoda kwaye ndiyikhulule kwakhona. "
Xa wayethetha oku uYesu, ndabona phantse bonke abantu bekhonkxiwe ngemixokelelwane. Kwaba lusizi ukubona.
Ndathandazela ukuba uYesu achukumise imixokelelwane yabo ngeyakhe ukuze ezo zezidalwa ziqhawuke.
Ndanxulumana noYesu owayesifa kumyezo waseGetsemane.
Kangangoko ndinako,
-Ndavelana naye kwaye
-Ndamcinezela entliziyweni yam, ndizama ukosula umbilo wegazi.
UYesu wam olungileyo , ngelizwi elibuthathaka nelibi, wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, iintlungu zam egadini zazibuhlungu, mhlawumbi ngaphezu kokufa kwam emnqamlezweni.
Ukuba uMnqamlezo wawuzalisekisa kwaye uloyiso phezu kwayo yonke into, kwakulapha, emyezweni, apho kwaqala khona.
Ubungendawo bubuhlungu ngakumbi ekuqaleni kunasekupheleni.
Kule ntlungu, eyona ntlungu icinezelayo yenzeka xa zonke izono zabantu zeza phambi kwam, esinye emva kwesinye. UBuntu bam bubathathele kubo bonke ubukhulu babo.
Naliphi na icala
- wayenophawu lokufa kukaThixo kunye
wayexhobe ngekrele ukuba andibulale.
Ngokombono wobuThixo bam, isono sabonakala kum
-yiyoyikeka kakhulu kwaye yoyikeka,
- nangaphezu kokufa ngokwako.
Xa sicinga ukuba isono sithetha ukuthini na.
-Ndaziva ndifa, kwaye
“Ndifile ngokwenene.
Ndakhala kuBawo, kodwa akazange ayeke.
Akukho namnye umntu owandincedayo ukuba ndingafi.
Ndakhala kuzo zonke izidalwa ukuba makube nenceba kum, kodwa ngelize! UBuntu bam bebuphelelwa ngamandla kwaye bendiza kufumana isibetho esibulalayo.
Uyazi ukuba ngubani na
- ukuphumeza kuphazamisekile e
-Ibugcinile uBuntu bam ekufeni ngeli xesha?
Umntu wokuqala yayinguMama wam ongahlukaniyo. Ndakhala ndicela uncedo, wabaleka weza kum wandixhasa. Ndibeke ingalo yam yasekunene phezu kwakhe.
Ndayijonga ecaleni lokufa kwam ndayifumana
- kubukhulu beNtando yam e
- xa kungekho mahluko phakathi kweWill yam neyakhe.
Intando yam buBomi!
Ukusuka
Intando kaBawo yayingaguquki, njalo njalo
ukufa kwam kubangelwa zizidalwa,
ebesisidalwa esihlalwa bubomi kwiWill yam endinika ubomi.
WayenguMama wam, owathi, kummangaliso weNtando yam,
wayendiyile kwaye
wandizala ngexesha, okwathi, ngelo xesha,
- wandinika ubomi okwesibini
-ukundivumela ukuba ndiqhube umsebenzi wentlawulelo.
Emva koko, ndijonge ngasekhohlo, ndabona intombi yoMthandazo wam.
Ndibone wena kuqala, ndilandelwa ngabanye abantwana beWill yam.
Ndandifuna uMama abe ngumgcini wokuqala weNceba yam.
Ngayo bekufanele ukuba sivule iingcango kuzo zonke izidalwa. So, bendifuna abe ngasekunene kwam ukuze ndoyame ngaye.
Bendifuna wena, wena, idipozithi yokuqala yoBulungisa bam , ukunqanda obu Bulungisa ukuba busetyenziswe kwizidalwa.
njengoko kubafanele.
Bendikufuna ngasekhohlo kwam, ecaleni kwam.
Ngezi nkxaso zimbini, ndizive ndinoBomi obutsha kum.
Ngokungathi andizange ndisokole.
Ndahamba ngenyathelo eliqinileyo ukuya kuhlangana neentshaba zam.
Kuzo zonke iimbandezelo endiye ndazifumana ngePassion yam, uninzi lukwazile ukundibulala.
Ezi nkxaso zimbini azizange zindishiye.
Bathe bakundibona ukuba ndiza kufa ngoko
ngeNtando yam eyayikubo ,
bandixhasa kwaye
bandinika ubomi obutsha.
Owu! Imimangaliso yeNtando yam!
Ngubani na onokuzibala, aligwebe ixabiso lazo?
“Ngale nto ndibathanda kakhulu abantu abahlala kwiWill yam.
Ndiyawubona umfanekiso wam kubo, iimpawu zam ezibalaseleyo. Ndeva umoya wam nelizwi lam kuzo.
Ukuba ndandingabathandi aba bantu, ndandiya kuba ndiphazama. Ndiya kuba njengenkosi
- ngaphandle kweendlalifa,
- ngaphandle kokuqhubeka kozuko kwintendelezo yakhe;
ngaphandle kwesithsaba sabantwana bakhe.
Ukuba bendingenandlalifa, nandlu, nanyana, bendiya kuba yini na ukuba ngukumkani?
UBukumkani bam benziwe ngabo bahlala kwiWill yam.
Ngenxa yobu Bukumkani ndinyule umama, ukumkanikazi, abaphathiswa, umkhosi kunye nabantu.
Ndim bonke yaye bonke ngabam.”
Ndicinga ngento eyathethwa nguYesu kum, ndacinga ngaphakathi kum:
"Ingenziwa njani le nto?"
UYesu, ebuya, wongeza wathi:
“Ntombi yam, ukuze uzazi ezi nyaniso kunyanzelekile ukuba zibekho
- umnqweno e
- intando
ukuze ubazi.
Yiba nomfanekiso wegumbi elinezivalo ezivaliweyo:
kungakhathaliseki ukuba ilanga libukhali kangakanani ngaphandle, igumbi lihlala limnyama.
Isenzo sokuvula iimfama sibonisa ukuba ufuna ukukhanya.
Kodwa oku akwanelanga ukuba asikuxhaphazi oku kukhanya.
ukuya emsebenzini,
ukucoca igumbi,
eluthulini ,
ukuze ungachithi oku kukhanya okwamkelweyo kwaye, njalo, ukuvuma ukungabi nambulelo.
Akwanelanga ukuba nomnqweno wokwazi inyaniso.
Kananjalo kufuneka ukhangele
ukoyisa ubuthathaka bayo kunye
ukuzisa ucwangco ebomini bakhe kuKhanya lwale Nyaniso.
Kufuneka uye emsebenzini
ukuze ukukhanya kwenyaniso efunnyiweyo kukhanye
umlomo wakhe,
izandla zakhe kwaye
ukuziphatha kwakhe .
Kungenjalo
-Kuya kufana nokubulala le Nyaniso
- ukungayisebenzisi .
Iya kuba iphila kwisiphithiphithi ekukhanyeni okupheleleyo.
Ukuba igumbi ligcwele ukukhanya kwaye, kwangaxeshanye,
- kwingxaki epheleleyo, e
ukuba umntu ohlala apho akazihluphi kwaphela ukulungisa imeko,
-Ngaba ayingombono olusizi?
Kunjalo ke kumntu oyaziyo inyaniso kodwa angayisebenzisi.
"Qaphela, nangona kunjalo, ukuba kuyo yonke iNyaniso,
Ubulula yinto yokuqala.
Ukuba inyaniso ayilula,
ayikuKhanya kwaye
ayinakungena engqondweni yomntu ukuze iyikhanyisele.
Apho kungekho kukhanya, izinto azinakuqondwa.
Ukulula akukhona nje ukukhanya,
-ngumoya othi , nangona ungabonakali, ukuvumela ukuba uphefumle .
Ngaphandle komoya, umhlaba nabo bonke abo bawumiyo ubungayi kuba nabomi. Ngokunjalo
- ukuba iimpawu kunye neenyaniso azikho phantsi komqondiso wokulula, zifana nokuba zingenamoya kwaye zingenakukhanya ".
Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndandingalali phantse ubusuku bonke.
Iingcinga zam bezisoloko zibhabhela kuYesu ongumbanjwa wam . Kwabonakala kum esithokothokweni.
Ndabuva ubukho bakhe kunye nokuphefumla kwakhe kabuhlungu, kodwa andizange ndimbone. Ndizamile ukuzimanya nentando yakhe engcwele,
ndiphinda-phinda izenzo zam zesiqhelo zovelwano kunye nembuyekezo.
Kwaphuma umtha wokukhanya okuqaqambileyo kum kwaye kwabonakala ebusweni bakhe.
UBuso Bakhe ObuNgcwele babukhanyiselwe.
Ngaloo ndlela, ubumnyama baphela kwaye ndakwazi ukumphuza amadolo. Wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, izenzo zentando yam zifana nemini kum. Ngezono zakhe umntu undirhangqe ngobumnyama.
Ngaphezu kwemitha yelanga, izenzo ezenziwe kwiNtando yam
ndikhusele ebumnyameni e
undirhangqe ngokukhanya, okundinceda ukuba ndizazi ngezidalwa.
Ngale nto ndibathanda kakhulu abantu abahlala kwiWill yam. Banga
ndinike yonke into kwaye
ndizikhusele kumntu wonke. Ndiziva ndizimisele
-à tout leur acorder et
-à les combler de toutes les bonnes ukhetha ukuba i-je prévoyais iya kunika i-aux autres.
"Ii-suppositories
-que le soleil soit doué de raison,
-qu'il en soit ainsi pour les plantes et
-que, sciemment, celles-ci rejettent sa lumière et sa chaleur, ne désirant ni croître ni produire des fruits.
Endaweni yoko, masithi isityalo esinye
- Ufumana ukukhanya kwelanga ngobunono
-ufuna ukumbonisa zonke iziqhamo ezingafuni ukuvelisa ezinye izityalo.
Ayinakulunga loo nto,
ukususa ukukhanya kwayo kwezinye izityalo,
Ngaba ilanga likhupha konke ukukhanya nobushushu balo kwesi sityalo sinye?
Kulungile!
-Yintoni engenakwenzeka ngelanga kuba akalunganga,
- ingenzeka phakathi komphefumlo kunye nam. "
Emva kokuba etshilo, wanyamalala. Kamva, wabuya waza wongeza:
"Intombazana yakho,
Owona mvandedwa wawundibandezela kakhulu, kukuhanahanisa kwabaFarisi.
Babezenza ubulungisa ngoxa babengabona bangenabulungisa. Balinganisa ubungcwele, ubulungisa nocwangco,
ngoxa ayengawona agqwethekileyo, ngaphandle kwemithetho yonke kwaye ekwisiphithiphithi esipheleleyo.
Ngoxa babesenza ngathi bayamhlonela uThixo,
- bayahlonishwa,
- bajonga izilangazelelo zabo, impilo-ntle yabo.
Ukukhanya bekungenakungena kubo, kuba uhanahaniso lwabo lwaluvale zonke iingcango. Amampunge abo
-yayisitshixo sokuba, ngokujika kabini, bavalele ekufeni kwabo kwaye
- Kwakhona wayeka naluphi na ukukhanya dim.
KwanoPilato owayenqula izithixo wafumana ukukhanya okungakumbi kunabaFarisi. Kuba yonke into awayeyenza nawayeyithetha yayiphuma
- akukho zikhalazo,
- kodwa uloyiko.
ndiyeva
- ngakumbi xa athe wathandeka kumoni, kwanangoyena ugwenxa, ukuba akakhohlisi;
-ukuba kwabo bangcono kodwa abahanahanisi.
Owu! Indlela ondonyanyisa ngayo lo
oko kulungileyo ebusweni,
uzenza ngathi ulungile,
thandazani, kodwa
ekusithelweni kobubi nokuzingca; Intliziyo yakhe ikude lee kum;
Ngethuba esenza okulungileyo, ucinga ngokwanelisa iminqweno yakhe ekhohlakeleyo. Nangona kunjalo
- okulungileyo ekwenzayo ngenkangeleko kunye
-amazwi awathethayo, umntu ozenza ilungisa
- akakwazi ukuzisa ukukhanya kwabanye kuba etshixe iingcango.
Usebenza njengedemon efakwe inyama,
phantsi komthi wepropathi,
izidalwa ezilingayo .
Ukubona into elungileyo, umntu uyatsaleka. Kodwa
-xa ikwindawo entle kakhulu yendlela,
- uzibona erhuqelwa kwezono zinzulu.
Owu! Izilingo ezifika zifana nesono azinabungozi kangako
kwabo bazibonakalisayo ngembonakalo elungileyo!
Ayinabungozi kangako
-ukujongana nabantu abagwenxa
-ukuba kunye nabo babonakala belungile kodwa bengabahanahanisi.
Zingaphi iityhefu abazifihlayo! Mingaphi imiphefumlo abangayityhefanga?
Ukuba bekungengenxa yezi zifaniso kunye
ukuba wonke umntu ebesazi ukuba ndiyintoni na,
iingcambu zobubi ziya kususwa emhlabeni
kwaye wonke umntu uya kulahlekiswa.
Ndandicinga ngento uYesu awayendixelele yona kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ngaphambili ( ngoNovemba 19 ). Ndicinge:
"Kwenzeka njani ukuba emva kukaMama wam osezulwini, ndibe yinkxaso yesibini kaYesu!"
Wanditsalela kuye ngokukhanya okukhulu, wathi uYesu kum:
"Ntombi yam, kutheni uthandabuza?" Ndaphendula: "Intlungu yam enkulu!"
UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:
"Libala ngayo.
Phofu ukuba bendingakunyulanga.
Ngendinyule omnye umntu ebantwini. Ndivukele kwiWill yam, abantu benze isiphithiphithi
unikelo lozuko nembeko
-ukuba iNdalo kwafuneka indibuyisele.
Omnye umntu ophuma kwintsapho yoluntu
umntu oqhubeka edityaniswa nentando yam ,
ndihlala kakhulu neWill yam kune eyakhe
ukwamkela yonke into kwiWill yam, bekufanele ukuba uphakame ngaphezu kwayo yonke into
ukuba ndingqengqe emazantsi etrone yam
uzuko,
imbeko kunye
uthando
ukuba abanye abandinikanga.
“Injongo yeNdalo yayiyiyo
- ukuba bonke abantu benze intando yam kunye
Hayi ukuba wenza izinto ezinkulu.
Inene, ndithatha izinto ezinje njengokungavunyelwa, ngaphandle kokuba ziziqhamo zoMthanda wam.
Mininzi imisebenzi yonakala ngexesha elibalulekileyo, kuba ubomi beWill yam abukho kubo.
Bakuba bahlule intando yabo kweyam,
bayonakalisa eyona intle emehlweni am;
-injongo endazidalela yona.
Bazibhuqile bancama mna
uzuko kunye
uthando
ukuba babendinike njengoMdali wabo.
“Kodwa imisebenzi yam inomqondiso weNkosi. Ubulumko bam obungenasiphelo kunye nothando lwanaphakade
- ayikwazanga ukushiya umsebenzi weNdalo
-ngaphandle kweziphumo ezimiselwe uzuko lwam.
Ngokomzekelo, khawucinge ngentlawulelo :
Ndandifuna ukucamagushela izono zabantu abanokubandezeleka okukhulu,
Ungaze wenze intando yam ,
kodwa ihlala injalo kaBawo,
- nakwizinto ezingabalulekanga, ezifana nokuphefumla, ukujonga, ukuthetha, njl.
Buntu bam
- ayikwazanga ukuhamba
-Nabo ubomi
ngaphandle kokuba ushukunyiswa yintando kaBawo.
Bendingakhetha ukufa izihlandlo eziliwaka kunokuba ndiphefumle kube kanye kwiNtando yakhe.
Ngoko,
Ndiphinde ndancamathisela intando yomntu kwintando kaThixo.
Kwaye ekubeni ndingumntu oyinyaniso noThixo oyinyaniso,
Ndilubuyisele kuBawo lonke uzuko namalungelo akhe.
Nangona kunjalo iWill yam kunye nothando lwam aluzange lufune ukuhlala ndodwa kwimisebenzi yam. Babefuna imifanekiso yam ecaleni kwam.
UBuntu bam babubuyisele iNdalo ngokwezicwangciso zoMdali. Kodwa injongo yokuhlangula yayisemngciphekweni.
ngenxa yokungabi nambulelo kwabantu,
uninzi lwazo lwalusenkangala.
Kwakhona
ukuqinisekisa ukuba Intlawulelo izisa uzuko olupheleleyo kwaye
ukubuyisela onke amalungelo am,
Ndinyule esinye isidalwa esitsha phakathi kwabantu:
Umama wam
-impendulo ethembekileyo kum,
-intando yakhe yayintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwi-e yam
-endizigxininise kuzo zonke iziqhamo zeNtlawulo.
Kwaye nkqu
ukuba akukho nasinye isidalwa esaxhamlayo kwiNtlawulelo,
umama angathanda ndibe ndedwa
unikwe yonke into izidalwa zingandala.
Ndiza kuwe ngoku.
NdandinguThixo oyinyaniso nendoda yokwenyaniso yaye uMama wam endimthandayo wayemsulwa yaye engcwele .
Uthando lwethu lusiqhubele phambili:
sifuna esinye isidalwa,
zikhawulwe njengazo zonke ezinye izidalwa ezingabantu,
inokuthatha indawo yesithathu ecaleni kwam .
Ndandingonwabanga
kuphela mna nomama wam esinokudityaniswa kwintando kaThixo. Sifuna abanye abantwana,
-egameni lazo zonke izidalwa e
-phila ngokuvumelana ngokupheleleyo nentando yethu,
siphe uzuko nothando olungcwele egameni labo bonke. Ngoko, xa kwakungekho nto emhlabeni, ndikubizile.
Kanye njengoko ndandicamngca ngovuyo ngoMama wam othandekayo kunye
- Ndavuya ngaye,
-Ndambamba ndaza ndagalela kuye zonke izipho zobuThixo kuye ngemisinga,
Ndikujonge ngovuyo,
Ndakuphulula namathontsi agalela uMama
nazo zithululelwe phezu kwenu , ngokokude nibe nako ukuzamkela.
Le misinga
ndikulungisile, -ndandulelayo;
banihombisa, banipha ubabalo
Ngamana iNtando yam- hayi eyakho- ingadityaniswa kweyakho ngendlela yokuphilisa nezona zenzo zakho zincinci.
Kwisenzo sakho ngasinye yayihamba
- Ubomi bam, - Intando yam kunye - lonke uthando lwam.
Hayi indlela endivuya ngayo! Hayi indlela okundivuyisa ngayo oku!
Yiyo le nto ndikubiza ngenkxaso yesibini emva koMama wam.
Khange ndoyame ngawe kuba ungeyonto kwaye andikwazi.
Endaweni yoko ndizinikele kwiWill yam kuwe .
Intando yam buBomi.
Nabani na onabo unoBomi kwaye unokuthwala umbhali woBomi.
Kanye njengokuba ndibetha
injongo yokudala kum e
iziqhamo zentlawulelo kuMama wam, ndibeke injongo yoBuqaqawuli bam kuwe , ngokungathi intando yam idityanisiwe kuyo yonke into.
Amaqela ezidalwa ezihlala kwintando yam kufuneka eze kuwe. Izizukulwana aziyi kudlula ngaphandle kokuba ndilufezekise olu sukelo.
Ndothukile, ndathi: "Sithandwa sam, inokwenzeka?
- yanga iNtando yakho ingabandakanywa kum kwaye
-ukuba kubomi bam bonke bekungekho nokwahlukana phakathi kweWill yakho neyam? Ubonakala uhlekisa ngam."
Kwaye, ngelizwi elimnandi ngakumbi, uYesu waphendula :
"Hayi andidlali ngawe, liyinene elithi khange libekho ikhefu elinje, ngamanye amaxesha uye uzilimaze.
Kodwa uthando lwam, njengesamente eyomeleleyo, lawaphilisa la manxeba kwaye lenza ingqibelelo yentando yam kuwe yomelela ngakumbi.
Ndizibonile zonke izenzo zakho.
Ndaye ndenza iNtando yam apho njengendawo yozuko.
Ndandisazi ukuba zingaphi iinceba ozidingayo
ukuze ndenze kuwe owona mqondiso mkhulu ehlabathini,
-ukuphila ngokuqhubekayo kwintando yam .
Umphefumlo ufanele
ukulinganisa yonke into evela kuThixo, ngendlela yokuba
ukuze ayibuyisele kuye njengoko ebeyalile, kwaye
emva koko ukufanisa kwakhona.
Oku kodlula ummangaliso woMthendeleko!
Iingozi zesonka kunye newayini azinasizathu, akukho ntando, akukho minqweno ezenza zahluke kubomi bam bomthendeleko.
Undwendwe alwenzi nto lulodwa; yonke into ngumsebenzi wam. Ukuba ndiyafuna, ndiyayiqonda.
Ngelixa ngenxa yommangaliso wokuphila kwi-Will yam kufuneka ndikhuthaze
intando yomntu,
isizathu ,
umnqweno kunye
uthando olunye ,
zonke simahla ngokupheleleyo.
Zingakanani izinto ezifunekayo!
Imiphefumlo emininzi iya kumthendeleko kwaye ithathe inxaxheba kummangaliso we-Ekaristi. Kodwa bambalwa kakhulu kubo abazimiseleyo ukubona ummangaliso weNtando yam uqondwa kubo, kuba ngenxa yoku kufuneka bancame ngaphezulu .
Ekubeni ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndikulwandle olukhulu lokukhanya
Kwakungenakwenzeka ukuxoxa ngesiqalo okanye isiphelo. bekukho ke umkhonjana, obenziwe lula;
Umzantsi wayo ubukhanya neeseyile zayo zikwafana. Ngokufutshane, isikhephe sonke sasikhanya.
Iinxalenye zawo ezahlukahlukeneyo zazahlulwa ngokwahluka kobunzulu bokukhanya. Esi sikhephe sincinci sasinqumla ulwandle lokukhanya ngesantya esimangalisayo.
Ndamangaliswa ngakumbi xa, ngomzuzu othile, ndayibona inyamalala elwandle yaza yavela kwakhona,
- ntywila kwenye indawo kwaye uphinde uvele kwindawo enye apho ubuntywila khona.
UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wavuya kakhulu ekujongeni esi sikhephe sincinane.
Wandibiza, wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, olu lwandle ulubonayo yiWill yam.
Kukukhanya kwaye akukho mntu unokuwela olu lwandle ngaphandle kokuba ufuna ukuhlala ekukhanyeni.
Esona sikhephe sinobubele osibonayo sihamba elwandle ngumphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam.
Ukuhlala ngokuqhubekayo kwiNtando yam, phefumla umoya weNtando yam.
Ekutshintsheni iWill yam iyamthulula
- umthi wayo, iiseyile zayo, i-ankile yayo kunye nemasti yayo, ukuyiguqula ngokupheleleyo ibe kukukhanya.
Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo osebenza kwiNtando yam
ikhupha kwaye izalise ukukhanya.
NdinguKapteni wesikhephe
Ndiyamkhokela kugqatso lwakhe ndize ndimjube elwandle
-ukumnika ikhefu kwaye
-ukuba nexesha lokumthemba iimfihlo zeWill yam.
Akukho mntu wumbi ebeya kukwazi ukuyikhokela.
Kuba, bengalwazi ulwandle, abanye babengenakulukhokela. Ngapha koko, ndandingathembi mntu.
Ubukhulu becala ndikhetha umntu omamelayo kwaye ojonge imimangaliso eyenziwa yiWill yam. Ngapha koko, ngubani onokumisela iindlela kwiWill yam? Ukwenza uhambo endinokumenza ngalo ngephanyazo,
esinye isikhokelo siya kuthatha inkulungwane. "
Wongeza:"Uyayibona indlela entle ngayo?
Isikhephe siyahamba, siyantywila kwaye sizifumana sikwindawo yokuqala: yingqukuva kaNaphakade esirhangqileyo, sihlala sigxile kwindawo enye.
Linqanaba leNtando yam engaguqukiyo ekhokela indlela yayo ekhawulezileyo, intando yam engenasiqalo nasiphelo.
Kwikhosi yayo, isikhephe sikwindawo esisigxina yokungaguquki kwam. Qwalasela ilanga: lilungisiwe kwaye alishukumi.
Kanti ukukhanya kwawo kunqumla umhlaba ngephanyazo.
Kunjalo ke okwesikhitshane: asiguquki kum, asishiyi kwindawo apho iNtando yam ishiye khona.
Intando yam imshiye kwindawo engunaphakade kwaye ukho, nangoku: ukuba ubonakala eshukuma, yimisebenzi yakhe le.
-ukuhamba kwaye,
-okuthi, njengokukhanya kwelanga, kukhanye kuyo yonke indawo.
Lo ngummangaliso: shukuma kwaye ume ngxi ngaxeshanye.
Ndinje ndinje, kwaye ke ndinikezela umntu ohlala kwiWill yam.
Ukubeka izenzo zayo kwintando yam, umphefumlo
iyaqhubeka nokubaleka kwayo ngokukhawuleza kwaye
inika ithuba kwiNtando yam
ukutsalela kuye ezinye izenzo ezininzi ezibalulekileyo zobabalo, uthando nozuko. Mna, umthetheli wakhe, ndiyalathisa isenzo sakhe kwaye ndimkhapha kugqatso lwakhe ukuba lube sisenzo
-ayiswele nto e
-enokuthi ifanele iNtando yam. Kuyo yonke le nto ndonwabe kakhulu.
Ndibona umntwana weWill yam ebaleka nam nangoku.
Akananyawo, kodwa uhambela wonke umntu.
Ayinazandla, kodwa iyinjini yayo yonke imisebenzi.
Akanamehlo, kodwa ekukhanyeni kweNtando yam angamehlo nokukhanya kwabo bonke.
Owu! Hayi indlela uMdali amxelisa kakuhle ngayo! Undithanda njani!
Kuphela kwiWill yam apho kuya kubakho ukuxelisa okwenyani.
Ke, ndiva ilizwi lam loyilo nelimnandi linkenteza ezindlebeni zam:
“ Masenze umntu ngokomfanekiselo wethu nangokufana nathi.”
Emva koko, ngovuyo olungenasiphelo, ndithi:
Camngca ngemifanekiso yam.
Amalungelo endalo abuyiselwe kwaye injongo endayidalayo umntu ifezekile. Hayi indlela endivuya ngayo! Ndimema lonke iZulu ukuba libhiyozele ".
Ndaziva ndithandabuza kwaye ndilahlekile ngokupheleleyo kuko konke oko uYesu akuthethayo malunga neNtando yakhe yobuNgcwele, kwaye ndacinga:
Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba iinkulungwane ezininzi kangaka ziye zadlula ngaphambi kokuba atyhile ummangaliso weNtando yakhe yobuThixo?
Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba akanyulanga enye yeengcwele ezininzi ukuba azise obu bungcwele bobuthixo? Kwakukho abapostile kunye nabo bonke abanye abangcwele abakhulu abawukhwankqisayo umhlaba wonke ».
Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, weza uYesu, ephazamisa indlela endicinga ngayo, wathi kum:
"Akaqinisekanga na umntwana weWill yam? Kutheni uthandabuza?"
Ndaphendula ndathi: “Ngenxa yokuba ndizibona ndimbi yaye okukhona uthetha, kokukhona ndiziva nditshatyalalisiwe.”
UYesu waphendula wathi:
"Ndifuna oku kubhangisa kwakho.
Okukhona ndithetha nawe ngentando yam,
kwaye kuba amazwi am eyile, kokukhona iNtando yam isenziwa kweyakho.
Kwaye intando yakho, ubuso ngobuso nowam, ivakala itshatyalalisiwe kwaye ilahlekile.
Qaphela ukuba intando yakho kufuneka idibanise ngokupheleleyo neyam, njengoko ikhephu linyibilika phantsi kwemitha yomlilo yelanga.
Kufuneka wazi ukuba okukhona ndifuna ukuwenza umsebenzi omninzi, kokukhona kufuneka amalungiselelo angakumbi.
Iinkulungwane ezininzi, iziprofeto ezininzi, yintoni na ukulungiselela eyandulelayo
inkululeko yam !
Zingaphi iisimboli ezazilindele ukukhulelwa kukaMama wam osezulwini!
Emva kokugqitywa kweNtlangulo, kwafuneka ndiqinisekise umntu kwizipho zale Nkhululo.
ndinyule abapostile ukuba babe ngabalungiseleli beziqhamo zentlawulelo. Ngoncedo lwemithendeleko, kwafuneka benjenjalo
Funani lowo uwileyo, nimbuyisele endaweni ekhuselekileyo.
Injongo yeNtlawulelo yayikukusindisa umntu ekonakaleni .
Njengoko sele ndikuxelele:
isenzo somphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam sikhulu ngakumbi kunentlawulelo ngokwayo.
Ukuze usindiswe, kwanele ukuphila ubomi bokulalanisa
Ukuwa okomzuzwana kwaye ubuyele phezulu okulandelayo akukho nzima kangako.
Intlawulelo yam ifezekise oku kuba bendifuna ukusindisa umntu ngazo zonke iindleko. Ndiphathise abapostile uxanduva lwabagcini beziqhamo zentlawulelo.
Emva koko kwakufuneka ndaneliseke ngokona kuncinane, nokuba oku kwakuthetha ukubekela elinye ixesha ukuzaliseka kwezinye iinjongo zam.
Ukuphila kwiNtando yam akuniki usindiso kuphela, kodwa kwanobungcwele
-olugqwesa naluphi na olunye uhlobo lobungcwele e
-ethwele itywina lobungcwele boMdali.
Iindlela ezingaphantsi zobungcwele zifana nezandulela kunye noovulindlela bobu ngcwele bungcwele ngokupheleleyo.
Kanye njengokuba, kwiNtlawulelo, ndakhetha uMama wam ongenakuthelekiswa nanto njengomlamli phakathi kwamadoda kunye nam ukuze iziqhamo zayo zisetyenziswe. Ngokunjalo ndikunyule ukuba ube ngumthetheleli
- ukuze ubungcwele bokuphila kwintando yam buqale, ngaloo ndlela izise uzuko olupheleleyo kuMdali,
-isizathu esiyinyaniso sokudalwa komntu.
Ngoko kutheni umangaliswa?
Ezi zinto ziye zasekwa ukususela kwixesha elingenammiselo kwaye akukho mntu unokuziguqula. Kuba oku kuyinto elungileyo
ukumiselwa koBukumkani bam emiphefumlweni nasemhlabeni, ndasebenza njengokumkani omele athabathe ubukumkani.
Ekuqaleni akayi apho ngokwakhe.
Kodwa, ekuqaleni, walungisa ibhotwe lasebukhosini.
Wandula ke athumele amajoni akhe ukuba alungise ubukumkani aze athobe abantu kwigunya lakhe. Emva koko kuza oonogada nabalungiseleli.
Ekugqibeleni ukumkani uyafika.
Nantsi into emfanele ukumkani, nento endiyifezileyo: Ndililungisile ibhotwe lam lobukumkani, elilibandla,
Abangcwele yayingamajoni awayendazisa ebantwini. Baza ke abangcwele abenza imimangaliso, njengoko benzayo nabona balungiseleli bam.
Ngoku ndiza kuzilawula .
Ngoko ke, kufuneka ndikhethe umphefumlo apho ndikwazi khona
misela ikhaya lam lokuqala e
ukufumana obu bukumkani beNtando yam .
Ngoko ke mandilawule kwaye ndinike inkululeko epheleleyo! "
Emva kokubhala amagama esicatshulwa sangaphambili, ndaziva ndithotywe ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndithotywe kakhulu kunangaphambili.
Ndaqala ndathandaza weza uYesu wam onobubele, wayicinezela intliziyo yam wathi kum :
" Ntombi yeNtando yam,
kutheni ungazamkeli izipho uYesu wakho afuna ukukupha zona? Ukungawamkeli kukungabi nambulelo okugqithiseleyo.
Khawube nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wokumkani engqongwe ngabalungiseleli bakhe abathembekileyo nenkwenkwe elihlwempu enxibe amadlavu efuna ukubona ukumkani.
Ngena ebhotwe uze, uzenze mncinane, ukhangele ukumkani emi emva kwabaphathiswa. Ugoba phantsi esoyika ukubhaqwa.
Ukumkani uyabubona ubukho bakhe. Ngoxa inkwenkwe ithe ngcu emva kwabaphathiswa, iyambiza ize imahlule.
Umncinci uyangcangcazela kwaye abe neentloni, esoyika ukohlwaywa. Kodwa ukumkani ucinezela intliziyo yakhe aze athi: “Musa ukoyika, ndikubekele bucala ukuze ndikuxelele ukuba ndifuna ukukuphakamisa ngaphezu kwabo bonke abanye.
ndithanda ukuba namkele izipho ezingaphezulu kwezo ndiziphileyo kubalungiseleli bam. Ndifuna ukuba ungaze ulishiye ibhotwe lam.
Ukuba le nkwenkwana ilungile, iya kusamkela isicelo sikakumkani ize ixelele wonk’ ubani indlela azuke ngayo ukumkani.
Uya kuxelela abaphathiswa, ebacela ukuba bambulele ukumkani ngaye.
Ukuba, ngokuchaseneyo, akanambulelo, uya kusikhaba eso sicelo, esithi:
"Ufunani kum?" Ndingumntana olihlwempu, ndinganxibanga zihlangu kwaye ndinxibe amadlavu. ezi zipho azindim.
Yaye uya kuyigcina imfihlelo yokungabi nambulelo kwakhe entliziyweni yakhe.
Ngaba asikokungabi nambulelo okubi oko? Kwaye kuya kwenzeka ntoni ngalo mfana? Kunjalo kuwe: ngenxa yokuba uzibona ungafanelekanga,
ungathanda ukuncama izipho zam?"
Ndamxelela: "Sthandwa sam, unyanisile, kodwa eyona nto indibethayo kukuba usoloko ufuna ukuthetha ngam."
UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:
“Kufanelekile kwaye kufanelekile ukuba ndithethe ngawe.
Ngaba bekuya kwamkeleka ukuba iqabane eliza kutshata nomtshakazi walo, lithethe nabanye kunokuba litshate naye?
Ngokuchasene noko, kuyimfuneko
-ukuba bathembe iimfihlo zabo omnye komnye,
-umntu uyazi ukuba yintoni enye,
- ukuba abazali babonelele ngekhazi kwisibini, e
- ukuba ngamnye uqhelane nemikhwa yomnye kwangaphambili. "
Emva koko ndathi kuYesu: “Ndixelele, ubomi bam,
-Ngubani usapho lwam?
"Lithini ikhazi lam nelakho?"
Encumile, uYesu waqhubeka:
Usapho lwakho nguBathathu Emnye
-ukuba kwiminyaka yokuqala xa wawuvalelwe, Ndakuthabatha wandisa eZulwini
-ukuba silufezile umanyano lwethu phambi koBathathu Emnye oNgcwele?
UBathathu Emnye ukujize ngezipho ezinjalo
ukuba wena awukabazi.
Kwaye xa ndithetha nawe malunga neWill yam, iziphumo zayo kunye nexabiso layo, ufumanisa izipho ozifumeneyo.
Andithethi ngesam isipho, kuba okukokwakho yeyam.
Ke, emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa, sehla sivela eZulwini. Thina, abantu abathathu abaNgcwele,
Siyithathile intliziyo yakho sayenza ikhaya lethu elingunaphakade.
Sithathe iintambo zobukrelekrele bakho, intliziyo yakho kunye nobuntu bakho bonke. Zonke izenzo zakho ziphuma kuMyolelo wethu woBuchule kuwe.
Umsebenzi sele wenziwe.
Akukho nto iseleyo yokwenza kodwa wonke umntu uyazi ukuba,
ingenguwe wedwa ,
kodwa nabanye
Yabelana ngazo zonke ezi zipho zikhulu.
Yile nto ndiyenzayo, ndiyabiza
- ngamanye amaxesha omnye wabefundisi bam,
- ngamanye amaxesha,
-kwanabefundisi abasuka kwiindawo ezikude,
ukubazisa ngezi nyaniso zinkulu.
Le projekthi yeyam, hayi eyakho! Ngoko yiyekele kuM!
Kwaye kufuneka uqonde ukuba,
ngalo lonke ixesha ndikufundisa ixabiso elitsha leNtando yam,
-Ndiziva ndonwabile kwaye
-Ndikuthanda ngakumbi.
Ndibuhlungu ngenxa yobunzima bam, ndamxelela:
"Oyena mkhulu kwaye ulungile kuphela, jonga indlela endiye ndaba mbi ngayo kunangaphambili:
ekuqaleni bendingenamathandabuzo ngale nto ubundixelela yona.
Ngoku oku akuseyiyo: amathandabuzo kuphela, ubunzima kuphela. Andazi ukuba ifika njani yonke le nto engqondweni. "
UYesu:
“Musa ukwenzakala ngenxa yale nto.
Ngokufuthi, mna ngokwam ndibangela obu bunzima kwinkxalabo yam
-uze uphendule imibuzo yakho kwaye
-ukuqinisekisa iinyaniso endizityhila kuwe, e
-kwakhona ukuphendula bonke abo bathi, befunda ezi nyaniso, babe namathandabuzo kunye nobunzima.
Ndibaphendula ngokukodwa, ukuze bakwazi
ukufumana ukukhanya kunye
khulula iingqondo zabo kubunzima babo .
Enyanisweni, kuya kubakho ukuphononongwa! Yonke into iyimfuneko ".
Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, mikhulu kangakanani imisebenzi ephunyeziweyo kwiNtando yam!
Ukuba ubuza elangeni, "Zingaphi iimbewu ozenze zavelisa namhlanje? Zingaphi oziphindaphinde?"
Kakade ke, ilanga okanye nasiphi na isidalwa, kungakhathaliseki ukuba zilazi kakuhle kangakanani na, asinakuwuphendula lo mbuzo.
Nangona kunjalo, isenzo esenziwe kwintando yam sifumana ngaphezulu kwelanga ngokuphindaphinda imbewu yobuThixo ngokungapheliyo.
Into entsha ke iyenzeka kwihlabathi lokomoya, umculo omtsha uyonwaba wonke umntu.
Ukuva lo mculo, eyona miphefumlo izimiseleyo iba semlilweni kwaye ukuphindaphinda okungenakubalwa kuvela njengembewu eninzi.
Isenzo esenziwe kwiWill yam sithwele ngaphakathi ngokwaso amandla amakhulu okudala enza ukuba imbewu ivelise imveliso emangalisayo.
Yenza imbewu kwaye uphindaphinde ngokungenasiphelo.
Indinika ithuba lendalo entsha, ndibeka amandla am kwisenzo. Ungumthwali wobomi bobuthixo».
Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko elungile weza wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, nikela ingqalelo kum .
Ungakwenza oku ngokuzidibanisa ngokupheleleyo kwiThanda lam .
Nokuba umphefumlo wakho, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho kunye nomoya owuphefumlayo
kufuneka idityaniswe kwiThanda lam.
Ngaloo ndlela ulungelelwaniso lubuyiselwa phakathi koMdali nesidalwa:
indalo ibuyela kwimvelaphi yayo.
Kolu lungelelwaniso lutsha, zonke izinto zigqibelele kwaye zinebhongo ngendawo. Izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam zibuyela kwimeko yazo yangaphambili,
-leyo owadalwa ngayo umphefumlo.
Baba bubomi kwinqanaba likaNaphakade,
- ukubuyisela kuMdali wabo lonke uzuko lwabo ngenxa yezi zipho.
Xa uyilo lwantlandlolo lwezinto lulahliwe, yonke into iba
- ukuphazamiseka, intlonipho kunye nokungafezeki. Izenzo zihlala zingaphantsi.
Bonke balinde iyure yokugqibela yobomi
- ukuba enze umgwebo nesohlwayo esimfaneleyo.
Ngenxa yokuba akukho senzo senziwe ngaphandle kwentando yam, nokuba ilungile,
- enokuthi ichazwe njengenyulu.
Ukungajoli kwiThanda lam
-jula udaka kwimisebenzi emihle kakhulu e
-ukwahlula kwinjongo ephambili yezinto kukufumana isohlwayo.
Indalo yenziwa ngamaphiko eWill yam. Kwala maphiko manye, kufuneka ibuyele kum.
Nangona kunjalo, kulilize ukuba ndilindele ukuba oku kube njalo. Kwaye, ke, yonke into iyisiphithiphithi kunye nokudideka.
Wena, zicwilise kwiThanda lam.
Kwaye, egameni labo bonke, ndinike imbuyekezo ngobu bubi bungaka.
Ndaziva ndidakumbile kakhulu kwaye ndinexhala lokungabikho kuka Yesu wam othandekayo.Emva kobunzima bemini yonke, sekuhlwile, wafika.
Esonge izandla zakhe entanyeni yam, wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, kwenzeka ntoni?
Ndibona kuwe isimo, isithunzi
-oko kukwenza wohluke kum kwaye
-oko kwaphula umsinga wolonwabo obelusoloko lukho phakathi kwam nawe.
Yonke into inoxolo kum ngenxa yesi sizathu andikwazi ukunyamezela isithunzi kuwe esinokuphazamisa umphefumlo wakho.
Uxolo ngumthombo womphefumlo.
Eluxolweni, izimilo ziyachuma, ziyakhula kwaye zonwabe
njengezityalo kunye neentyatyambo phantsi kokufudumala kwemitha yelanga yasentwasahlobo yelanga, ukulahla indalo ukuvelisa iziqhamo zayo.
Ukuba bekungeyontlakohlaza, ngoncumo lwayo olumnandi,
- ivusa izityalo kwi-torpor yasebusika e
-wambesa umhlaba ngengubo yeentyatyambo;
umhlaba ubuya kuba bubi kwaye izityalo ziya kubangela ukudinwa.
Ngobuhle bayo obumnandi, intwasahlobo imema ukucamngca.
Njengentwasahlobo, Uxolo luncumo olungokobuthixo olukhupha umphefumlo ebugxwayibeni . Njengakwintwasahlobo yasezulwini, khulula umphefumlo
-ukubanda kweenkanuko, ubuthathaka, ukungahambelani, njl. Yenza zonke iintyatyambo ziqhakaze kwaye zonke izityalo zikhule,
- ngaloo ndlela ukwenza igadi eluhlaza
apho uYihlo osemazulwini avuyela ukuhamba nokuvuna iziqhamo azidlayo.
Umphefumlo oseluxolweni kum sisitiya endithanda ukuyila kwakhona kwaye ndonwabe.
Uxolo lukhanya, lukhupha yonke into ecingayo, ethethwayo neyenzayo umphefumlo.
Utshaba alukwazi ukusondela emphefumlweni ngoxolo kuba luziva luhlaselwe kukukhanya kwawo. Engxwelerhekile yaye othukile, kunyanzeleka ukuba asabe ukuze aphephe ukungaboni.
Uxolo lulawulo, kungekhona phezu kwakho kuphela, kodwa nakwabanye . Phambi komphefumlo onoxolo, abanye banjalo
-okanye woyisiwe
-okanye ubhidekile kwaye uthotyiwe.
Mhlawumbi bazivumela ukuba balawulwe, bahlale bengabahlobo bomphefumlo onoxolo, okanye bahambe bedidekile, bengakwazi ukuthwala isidima, ukuzola kunye nobumnandi balo mphefumlo.
Nabona bagqwethekileyo baweva amandla omphefumlo useluxolweni.
Ndineqhayiya ngokubizwa ngokuba nguThixo woXolo neNkosana yoXolo.
Alukho uxolo ngaphandle kwam.Ndim ndedwa onoxolo.
Kwaye ndiyinika kubantwana bam, abantwana bam abasemthethweni abasala bebotshelelwe kuM njengeendlalifa zeentsikelelo zam.
Ihlabathi nabalandeli balo abanalo oloxolo. Kwaye into esingenayo, asinako ukupha.
Okona kulungileyo, banokukhusela uxolo olubonakalayo olubathuthumbisa ngaphakathi. Luxolo lobuxoki oluqulathe ithontsi letyhefu ngaphakathi kwalo.
Le tyhefu yenza buthuntu inguquko yesazela kwaye izisa ulawulo lobungendawo.
Ndinoxolo lokwenene.
Ndifuna ukukufihla eluxolweni lwam
ukuze ungaze ukhathazeke e
ukuze, njengokukhanya kokukhanya, isithunzi soxolo lwam sikugcine
-yonke into kunye nabani na ofuna ukufihla uxolo lwakho. "
Ndaqhubeka ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo waza uYesu wam osoloko elungile wazityhila ngokukhanya okuqaqambileyo.
Isasaza njengemvula yokukhanya, amathontsi okukhanya awela phezu kwakhe
imiphefumlo. Imiphefumlo emininzi ayikawufumani umsinga wokukhanya, ihleli ngokungathi ivaliwe.
Le yangoku yajikeleza apho wafumana imiphefumlo ezimisele ukuyifumana.
Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, umsinga wobabalo lwam ungena kwimiphefumlo eyenza ngothando olumsulwa.
Umnqweno wabo wokundithanda ubagcina bekulungele ukwamkela ukuhamba kwazo zonke iinceba zam. Ndiyathandwa kwaye bayathandwa.
Zihlala zifakwa kum kwaye nam ndizifaka kuzo.
Ngokuchasene noko, imiphefumlo eyenza ngenxa yezizathu zobuntu ivaliwe kum. Bamkela kuphela kwaye bafumane amandla kwinto yobuntu.
Abo benza ngenjongo yokona bafumana umjelo wetyala.
Abo benza ngeenjongo ezimbi bafumana umsinga wesihogo.
“Injongo ekhuthaza izenzo zomntu iyamguqula
ebuhleni okanye ebubini,
ekukhanyeni okanye ebumnyameni;
ebungcweleni okanye esonweni.
Izizathu zezenzo zomntu ziyamchaphazela ngokwakhe.
Umjikelo wam awungeni yonke into.
Kuba eshiyiwe ngabandithiyileyo.
isasaza ngamandla nangakumbi kunye nentabalala kwimiphefumlo evulekileyo ".
Emva kokuba etshilo, wanyamalala. Wabuya emva kwexesha kwaye wongeza:
Ngaba ungandicacisela ukuba kutheni ilanga likhanyisela umhlaba wonke?
Kuba inkulu kakhulu kunomhlaba,
inamandla okuwola wonke umhlaba ngokukhanya kwawo.
Ukuba ibincinane, ibiya kukhanyisa inxalenye yayo kuphela.
ekubeni izinto ezincinci zilawulwa ezinkulu.
Intando yam yeyona nto ibalaseleyo . Ngenxa yoko, wonke umntu uyalahleka phambi kwakhe.
Inene, phambi kobungcwele beNtando yam, ezinye izinto ezintle ziyangcangcazela ngentlonipho.
Ukuba, ngokungabikho kwentando yam ,
iimpawu zikholelwa ukuba bafumene into enkulu, ngoko ke,
Emva kokunxibelelana nobungcwele kunye namandla eNtando yam,
bayabona ukuba akukho nto bayenzileyo.
Ukubanika iwonga lesidima,
Kufuneka ndibaphose kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yam ethi,
-hayi nje ugqwesa kuyo yonke into,
- kodwa uboleka izinto izithunzi zayo ezahlukeneyo zobuhle kunye
-dala imibala eyahlukeneyo, iipeyinti zasezulwini kunye nokukhanya kwazo okuqaqambileyo. Ukuba azigutyungelwa yintando yam, iimpawu ezintle, nangona zilungile,
abanalo uhlobo lobuhle obuyolisayo, ubugqi nobugqwirha bezulu nomhlaba”.
Emva koko uYesu wam wandikhupha emzimbeni wam waza wandibonisa, phantsi kolwandle, imijelo, eyayithwele amanzi angaphantsi komhlaba, yayikhukulisa iziseko zemizi.
Izakhiwo zadilika yaye imijelo yala manzi yawenza angabikho. La manzi anzulu avuleka aza agubungela izakhiwo ezingaphantsi komhlaba.
UYesu, ebandezelekile, wathi kum:
Umntu akafuni ukulungisa; ubulungisa bam bunyanzelwa kuye.
Zininzi izixeko eziya kutshatyalaliswa ngamanzi, umlilo, neenyikima zomhlaba.
Ndaphendula: "Sthandwa sam, uthini? Awuyi kuyenza ...!" Ndandifuna ukuthandaza kuye, kodwa wanyamalala.
Ndaziva ndingenelwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo. UYesu wam othandekayo, esiza kum, wathi kum:
"Ntombi yeNtando yam, ehlala kwaye yenza kwintando yam, yenza izenzo ezintsha,
undinike ithuba
- imisebenzi emitsha,
-uthando olutsha kunye
-amandla amatsha.
Hayi indlela endivuya ngayo xa isidalwa sindinika inkululeko yokwenza oko. Kwelinye icala, nabani na ongahlali kwiThanda lam ubopha izandla zam kwaye enze intando yam ingabi namsebenzi kuye.
Ngamandla angenakunqandwa wothando lwam, ndikhokelela kwintshukumo, kwisenzo. Kuphela ngumphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam ondinika inkululeko yokwenza oko.
Emva koko ndiya kuziphilisa izenzo zakhe ezincinci.
Andiphiki nakwezona zinto zilula umfuziselo wokulunga kwam kobuthixo. Ndimthanda kakhulu umntu ohlala kwiWill yam, kangangokuba ngesidima kunye nokuziphatha okuhle ndijikeleze ngasinye sezenzo zakhe ngobuninzi benceba. Kuba ndimnqwenelela imbeko nozuko olunxulunyaniswa nendlela yam yobuthixo yokwenza.
Ngoko ke, lumka kwaye ucinge kakuhle.
Ngoba ukuba yonke into oyenzayo iphuma kwiWill yam, awuzube umenzele nto iluncedo uYesu wakho.
Ah! Akwaba bendisazi ukuba bubuvila bundisinda kangakanani na, ndibuhlungu! Uya kulumka ngakumbi. "
Kuthe ekuhambeni kwexesha ndathi xa ndizakuvala amehlo ukuba ndilale, ndazicingela:
"Yesu, kwanga ubuthongo bam mabube kwiNtando yakho, umoya wam mawuguquke ube ngowakho,
so into obuyenza xa ulele nam ndiyenzile.
Kodwa ngaba uYesu wam wayelele ngokwenene?
“Ntombi yam, ubuthongo bam bebufutshane kakhulu, kodwa bendilele.
Nam ke ndandingalali ngenxa yam, ndandilele izidalwa . Ukuba yintloko yoMzimba oyiMystical,
-Ndandimele yonke intsapho yoluntu kunye
-Ndandise uBuntu bam kubo bonke ukuba ndibaphumze.
Ndazibona zonke izidalwa zigutyungelwe ngengubo
- amaxhala, iingxabano kunye nezidubedube. Ndandibona
-abo bawela esonweni e
- abo babebuhlungu.
- abo balawulwa bubuzwilakhe beminqweno yabo kwaye bothuswe yiyo
- abo babefuna ukwenza okulungileyo kwaye balwela ukukwenza.
Ngamafutshane, kwakungekho luxolo kuba uxolo lokwenyaniso lufumaneka kuphela xa ukuthanda kwesidalwa kubuyela kumthombo wako:
Ukuthanda koMdali wakhe.
Ngaphandle kombindi wayo, imvelaphi yawo, isidalwa asilwazi uxolo . Ngexesha lokulala, Buntu bam
-yandiswa kuyo yonke into,
- ukuzisonga njengengubo,
njengesikhukukazi esibambe amantshontsho aso ngaphantsi kwamaphiko kanina ukuba alale.
Ngaloo ndlela, ukongezelela kuyo yonke into, ndinike
-bathi baxolelwe izono zabo;
-kwabanye uloyiso kwiinkanuko e
kwabanye amandla kwiingxabano. bonke ndibanike uxolo nokuphumla.
KUYA
- banike inkalipho e
-ukubakhulula ekoyikeni, ndenza njalo ndilele.
Ngubani onokoyika umntu oleleyo?
Ihlabathi alikatshintshi. Eneneni, kunanini na ngaphambili ikwimeko yongquzulwano.
Ngoko ke ndifuna uphumle kwiWill yam
ukuze izuze kwimiphumo yokulala koBuntu bam ». Emva koko, ngelizwi elixhalabileyo, wongeza wathi:
"Baphi abanye abantwana bam?
Kutheni bengezi kum ukuze bafumane ukuphumla noxolo?
Babizele kum, babizele kum bonke!”
Kwakubonakala ngathi uYesu wayebabiza bonke, omnye emva komnye. Kodwa abezayo babembalwa.
Ndizibone ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wabonakala kum njengomntwana ondindisholo yingqele. Waziphosa ezingalweni zam, wathi kum:
"Yingqele engaka!
Ndayibeka entliziyweni yam, ndathi:
“NdineNtando yakho entliziyweni yam;
Ubushushu bayo bungaphezu kokwaneleyo ukukugcina ufudumele.
Ezele luvuyo, uYesu wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, iWill yam iqulethe yonke into kwaye nabani na onayo unokundinika yonke into.
Intando yam ibiyinto yonke kum: yandimithisa, yandibumba, yandizala yandikhulisa.
Ukuba uMama ebenegalelo ngokundinika igazi, ebengayenza kuba ibiyintando yam ehlala kuye.
Yayiyintando yam kwangoko neWill yam endizijulele kuyo eyandinika ubomi. Umntu akanawo amandla okundinika nantoni na.
NguThixo yedwa owandondla, wandizala ngomoya wakhe.
"Kodwa ucinga ukuba yingqele yomoya eyandenza ndangcangcazela? Hayi! Yingqele yentliziyo eyandigqibayo, kukungabi nambulelo kwabo okwanditsho ndakhala kabuhlungu kwasekuzalweni kwam.
Umama wam endimthandayo wazizolisa iinyembezi, nangona wayelila; iinyembezi zethu zaxubana kwaye, sangana okokuqala, saphalaza iintliziyo zethu ngothando.
Kodwa ubomi bethu bumele ukuba babuzaliswe ziintlungu neenyembezi.
Wandibeka emkhumbini ndaphinda ndakhala, ndibiza abantwana bam ngesingqala sam nenyembezi.
Bendifuna kakhulu ukubahambisa ngokukhala kwam, bendifuna kakhulu ukuba bandive.
“Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba ngoobani, emva kukaMama, owaba ngowokuqala ukusondela kum ndineenyembezi zam, kwakuloo mkhumbi mnye, ukuze ndiphalaze intliziyo yam ezele luthando?
Ebengumntwana weWill yam.
Wawumncinane kakhulu ukuba ndikubambe ndikusondeze kum emkhumbini ndikhuphe iinyembezi zam entliziyweni yakho; ezi nyembezi zitywine iWill yam kuwe zakwenza intombi esemthethweni yeWill yam.
Intliziyo yam yayigcobile kulo mba xa ndibona ukuba iNtando yam ikuwe, yonke into eyayiziswe yintando yam kwiNdalo yayigxile kuwe. Yayiyinto ebalulekileyo neyimfuneko kum.
Ukususela ekuzalweni kwam kulo mhlaba, kwafuneka ndidibanise iziseko zeNdalo kwaye ndifumane uzuko lwayo, ngokungathi zonke izidalwa azizange ziyishiye iNtando yam.
Kwaye ke unikwe ukwanga kokuqala kunye neenzuzo zokuqala zobuntwana bam. "
Ndaphendula ndathi: "Sthandwa sam, kwenzeka njani ekubeni, ngelo xesha, ndingekho?"
UYesu waphendula wathi :
"Kwintando yam yonke into yayikhona, zonke izinto zazigxininiswe kum kwinqanaba elinye.
Ndikubonile ndisakubona kwaye zonke ezi zifefe endikwenzele zona aziyonto ngaphandle kokuqinisekisa ezo
oko wakunikwa kwasephakadeni.
Kwaye ndakubona, kungekhona kuphela:
Ndibone kuni ifamily yam encinci kwabo bebezohlala kwiWill yam. Hayi indlela endandonwabe ngayo kuko konke oku!
Undithulisile isikhalo sam wandinika ubushushu. Ubudala isangqa kum
Ubundikhusela kwiinkohliso zezinye izidalwa.
Ndahlala ndicinga kwaye ndithandabuza. UYesu waqhubeka wathi:
“Kutheni uthandabuza nje?
Andikanixeleli nto ngobudlelwane phakathi kwam nomphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam.
Okwangoku ndiza kukuxelela ukuba ubuntu bam buphila phantsi kwesenzo esiqhubekayo seWill yam.
Ukuba ndandikhe ndaphefumla nokuba mnye umoya owawungavuswanga yintando kaThixo, ngewundithobile.
Umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam usondele kum.
Kuzo zonke izinto eziye zaphunyezwa buBuntu bam kwaye zabandezeleka, ngowokuqala phakathi kwazo zonke ezinye izidalwa ukufumana iziqhamo kunye nemiphumo yazo ».
Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:
"Ntombi yam, xa umphefumlo ungena kwiNtando yam, uqala ukuzijonga kwisipili sobuThixo. Ngaloo ndlela uzibophelela kuBunkulunkulu kwaye ufumane iimpawu zayo.
Ukufumana ukufana kwakhe emphefumlweni, i-Divinity iyamqaphela njengelungu lentsapho yakhe, apho anikwe indawo; abelana naye ngeemfihlo zakhe
umphefumlo. Ukuqaphela intando yakhe emphefumlweni njengendawo yakhe yobomi, uyayivuma kwindawo engunaphakade kwaye ayityebise ngayo yonke into equlethwe nguNaphakade.
"Owu! Kuhle kangakanani ukubona lo mfanekiso omncinci wethu ugcwele yonke into equlethwe yi-Etemaité! Ngenxa yokuba incinci kakhulu, umphefumlo uziva ulahlekile kwaye urhangqwe, awukwazi ukuqulatha unaphakade.
Kodwa ukutyhilwa kwentando yethu kuye kumtyhala ukuba azibeke kuthi; amaza ethu angunaphakade asasazeka kuyo ngokungathi ivela kumatshini ogama injini ingayeki.
Owu! Elinjani lona ukuba mnandi ixesha!
“Le yayiyeyona njongo yokudalwa komntu:
- wajoyina nathi kwaye
-sidibana naye,
ukuze sifumane ukukholiswa kwethu nguye, nokuba unoyolo ezintweni zonke.
Xa olu manyano lwentando yaphulwa ngumntu,
- yaqala iintlungu zethu kunye neentlekele zabantu kwaye, ngoko,
- injongo yeNdalo ephunyeziweyo.
« Ngubani ohlawulela oku kusilela kwaye aqinisekise iingenelo zeNdalo yethu?
Ngumphefumlo ophila kwintando yethu.
Zilibale zonke ezinye izizukulwana emva kwakhe;
ngokungathi ngowokuqala ukudalwa sithi.
Buyela kumyalelo wokuqala, ngokwenjongo esiyidale ngayo. Intando yethu kunye nomphefumlo iba yinto enye .
Iintsikelelo zethu zobuthixo zithululela ekuthandeni komntu. Ngaloo ndlela injongo yeNdalo iyazaliseka.
"Ekubeni intando yethu ineendlela ezingapheliyo,
ukuba uthe wafumana umphefumlo omvumela ukuba enze okuthile,
ibuyisela ngoko nangoko ukusilela kwayo yonke eminye iminqweno yabantu.
Kungenxa yoko le nto uthando lwethu ngalo mphefumlo
lugqwesa uthando lwethu ngazo zonke ezinye izidalwa ezithathwe kunye. Kuba intando yethu ihlekisiwe kwaye ideliwe zezinye izidalwa,
lo mphefumlo ubuyisela iwonga, imbeko, uzuko, igunya kunye nobomi beNtando yethu.
Singathini na ukumnika yonke into?"
Emva koko, ngokungathi akakwazi ukulubamba uthando lwakhe,
UYesu wandicinezela entliziyweni yakhe waza wongeza wathi:
"Ndinikela yonke into kwintombazana encinci ye-Will yam. Ndiza kuhlala ndinxibelelana nawe rhoqo.
Iingcinga zakho ziya kuba sisikhonkwane sobulumko bam.
Iliso lakho liya kuba lukhanyiselo lokukhanya kwam.
umoya wakho ,
izinga lokubetha kwentliziyo yakho e
izenzo zakho
iya kwandulelwa kuqala ngabafowunelwa bam kwaye, ke, baya kuba nobomi.
Qaphela kwaye, kuyo yonke into oyenzayo,
Yazi ukuba uYesu uhlala enxibelelana nawe”.
Ngenxa yezinye izinto ezingachazwanga apha, ndaziva ndibuhlungu.
Ukudandatheka kwam kwandenza ndaziva ngathi ndiza kufa. Wafika ke uYesu wam omnandi wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe wangathi uyandixhasa endiqinisa.
Egcwele ubumnandi kunye nobubele, wathi kum:
" Ntombi yam, kwenzeka ntoni? Udandathekile kakhulu kwaye andikufuni."
Ndaphendula:
"Yesu wam, ndincede, ungandilahli ebukrakra obungaka. Eyona nto indicinezela kakhulu,
-kuxa ndiziva ndinomnqweno wokuphakama kum kwaye
-Ndiyavuya ukukuxelela:
“Ngesi sihlandlo uya kwenza intando yam hayi ngenye indlela.
Kwaloo ngcinga iyandibulala. Owu! Kuyinyani ukuba iThanda lakho bubomi! Kodwa ke, iimeko ziyandicinezela. Ndincede!"
Ndaye zehla iinyembezi. UYesu
- ukuvumela iinyembezi zam zehla izandla zakhe kwaye
- wandicinezela ngakumbi kuye, wathi kum:
“Yomelela, ntombi yam, ungoyiki, kuba ndinawe ngokupheleleyo.
Awuziboni ukuba zintle kanjani izandla zam ezithwele iinyembezi zomntu owoyika ukungayifezi iWill yam?
Akuzange kuwa phantsi nanye kwezo nyembezi!
Mamela ngoku wehlise umoya. Ndiza kwenza unothanda,
- kodwa kungekhona ngenxa yokuba ufuna,
-kodwa ngathi ndiyayifuna ngokwam. ikwenza wonwabe?
Kodwa kufuneka ukuba imeko yakho ihlale ithutyana.
Iintliziyo zabo zigqunywe sisikrweqe sentsimbi. Amazwi am akaviwa, akaqondwa.
Izono ziyoyikeka kwaye imibingelelo inkulu kakhulu.
Izohlwayo sele zisemasangweni esixeko. Kuya kubakho ukufa okuninzi.
Ke, imeko yakho yangoku kufuneka yolulwe kancinane. Kuba imisa indlela yobulungisa bam. Uya kundinika ixesha lokufika. Ngokurhoxa ngaphandle kokuzivumela ukuba ushiye iWill yam, ndiza kukunika into oyifunayo ".
Ndaba buhlungu ngakumbi kunangaphambili ngenxa yezinye izinto ezininzi uYesu awandixelela zona ngamaxesha ethu obunzima.
Noko ke bendizolile kuba ebendithembisile ukuba akazundiyeka ndishiye iWill yakhe.
Ngengomso wafika uMama kaQueen .
Umzisa kum umntwana onguYesu, wambeka ezingalweni zam, wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam umbambe ungamshiyi, ukuba ubuyazi into afuna ukuyenza!
Thandaza, thandaza, umthandazo kwintando yakhe uyayoliswa kwaye umthakathise. Ke ngoko, ngokuyinxenye, baya kusinda kwisohlwayo ".
Emva kwala mazwi, uMaria wathi shwaka.
Ndabuyela kwintandabuzo ebuhlungu eyabangela ukuba uYesu enze intando yam.
Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.
Esiza kum, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:
“Ntombi yeNtando yam, yiza kwiWill yam
ukuze ndikwazise kubudlelwane obukhoyo phakathi
- Intando kaThixo e
- intando yomntu,
ubudlelwane ezazaphulwa zizidalwa kuMyezo wase-Eden.
Umphefumlo
ngubani owazi obunye ubomi ngaphandle kobomi obukwiWill yam
iyalwakha kwakhona olu budlelwane kwaye iyabuhlaziya.
Obu budlelwane yayingamakhonkco omanyano phakathi koMdali nesidalwa: ubudlelwane be:
-ukufana,
-ubungcwele,
- ulwazi,
-yamandla.
Lo mphefumlo kwakhona uhlaziya ubudlelwane phakathi
umntu kunye
zonke izinto ezidaliweyo endimnike ukongama phezu kwazo.
"Ngenxa yokuba ephumile kwintando yam ,
-Umntu waphule bonke obu budlelwane,
Ukuvulela isono iingcango zawo;
kwiminqweno yakhe kunye
kolona tshaba lwakhe lukhohlakeleyo.
Kodwa umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam
-ide ukuba yinde
-nto leyo eshiya ngasemva zonke ezinye izidalwa. Ibuyiselwe kwimvelaphi yayo.
Ngaloo ndlela useka kwakhona ucwangco lokuqala phakathi kwam kunye naye.
“Zonke izinto ezidaliwe
- zibeke kwinkonzo yalo mphefumlo e
- Yamkela lo mphefumlo njengodade wabo ofanelekileyo.
- azive ebekekile ukuba phantsi kwegunya lakhe.
Ngoko ke, injongo ezidalelwe yona - ukuba
ube phantsi kwegunya lomphefumlo womntu e
ukuthobela ezona zicelo zincinci - kuyafezekiswa.
Izinto zenziwe
- hlonipha umphefumlo onjalo e
-Bavuya bakubona uThixo wabo esamkela uzuko lwakhe kubo;
ngokwenjongo abebadalele yona, ukuba bakhonze umntu.
Umphefumlo
- babe negunya phezu komlilo, ukukhanya, amanzi nokubanda e
-Ezi ziqalelo ziya kumthobela ngokuthembeka.
Inzala evela eZulwini e
-ukuthatha imeko yomntu,
uthando lwam lulungiswe kwangoko
-iyeza losindiso lomntu.
Ukubuyiselwa kwimvelaphi yayo engunaphakade,
- umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam
wayesele ewole kwaye enqula iGazi lam kunye namanxeba am, nangaphambi kokuba ubuntu bam bubunjwe .
Wawathanda amanyathelo am nemisebenzi yam, emisela inkundla efanele uBuntu bam.
Owu mphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam, unguye
uzuko lwendalo,
ubungangamsha nozuko lwemisebenzi yam ,
ukuzaliseka kwentlawulelo yam. Yonke into igxile kuwe.
Lonke ubudlelwane noMdali bubuyiselwe kuwe.
Ukuba, ngenxa yobuthathaka,
awuyi kufaneleka ubungangamsha kunye nembeko yeNtando yam ,
ndiya kukubuyekeza wena ngezinto zonke .
Ke ngoko phulaphula kwaye unike olu lonwabo lukhulu kuYesu wakho ».
Ndaziva ndibuhlungu kakhulu.
UYesu wam othandekayo, esiza kum waza wandanga, wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, iintlungu zakho ziyiyonile intliziyo yam, ngaphezu kokuba bendizezam, andinako ukuyithwala intlungu yakho.
Ngazo zonke iindleko, ndifuna ukukubona wonwabile
Ndifuna ukubona emilebeni yakho uncumo olubonakalisa ukonwaba kweWill yam.
Ndixelele ufuna ukufumana ulonwabo?
Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba, emva kwexesha elide ungakhange undale nantoni na, akakuniki oko ukucelayo ukuze wonwabe?"
Ndaphendula:
"Sithandwa sam, into endiyifunayo,
kukuba undiphe ubabalo lokusoloko ndisenza iNtando yakho: kwanele kum. Ayiyi kuba lishwa elikhulu kum ukuba ndingayenzi intando yakho,
nakwizinto ezincinci?
Ukanti izindululo zakho kunye nenkxalabo yakho indikhokelela apho kuba ndiyabona ukuba asiyoWiyo yakho.
Ufuna ukundonwabisa kwaye ukhuphe intliziyo yam ngosizi oluye lwangena kwaye ufuna ukwenza intando yam.
Ah! Yesu! Yesu! Musa ukuyivumela! Ukuba ufuna ukundivuyisa, amandla akho akasweli zezinye iindlela zokundikhulula kwinkxwaleko yam.
UYesu uyaqhubeka:
"Ntombi yam, ntombi yam, ntombi yeNtando yam, hayi, musa ukoyika.
Oku akusayi kuze kwenzeke, neminqweno yethu ayisayi konakaliswa. Ukuba kufuneka ummangaliso, ndiya kuwenza.
Kodwa intando yethu ayisoze yahlukane. Ngoko, zola kwaye uzithembe.
Mamela: UBuntu bam buphiliswa ngamandla angenakunqandwa wokunxibelelana nesidalwa.
Zininzi nezinye izinto endifuna ukunixelela zona, zininzi ezinye iinyaniso ongazaziyo.
Ngokuhambelana nenani leenyaniso elizaziyo, umphefumlo ufumana iintlobo ezintsha zolonwabo.
Ndifana notata
-ophethe inzaliseko yazo zonke iintlobo zolonwabo kunye
-ofuna ukuvuyisa bonke abantwana bakhe.
Ukuba ubona omnye wabantwana bakhe
-ngubani othanda ngokwenene kwaye
-ngubani olusizi kwaye okhathazekileyo,
ufuna ngazo zonke iindlela ukumenza onwabe aze amkhulule kumaxhala akhe.
Ukuba uyise uyazi ukuba intlungu yonyana wakhe ibangelwa luthando lo mntwana ngaye, ngoko uyise akaphumli.
Usebenzisa zonke iindlela kwaye akashiyi ilitye elingaguqukiyo ukwenza unyana wakhe onwabe.
Banjalo ke. Ndiyazi ukuba intlungu yakho inxulumene nomdla wakho kum.
Andizukonwaba de ulubuyise ulonwabo lwam."
Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, bendicinga ngeNtando eNgcwele neNgcwele. Ndicinge:
"Bonke abantwana beCawa bangamalungu oMzimba oMfihlakalo uYesu ayiNtloko yawo. Yeyiphi indawo ehlala kuyo imiphefumlo enoKuthanda kukaThixo kuMzimba Oyimfihlelo?"
UYesu wam osoloko enobubele , esiza kum, wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, iCawe nguMzimba wam ongaqondakaliyo kwaye ndinozuko lokuba yiNtloko yayo. Ukungena kumalungu kufuneka kukhule ukuya kwinqanaba elaneleyo, kungenjalo banokuwugqwetha uMzimba wam.
Ewe, baninzi abathi,
- hayi nje ukuba abanaso isiqu esifunwayo,
-kodwa zibolile kwaye zicocekile;
kangangokuba bayandicekisa kwaye amalungu aphilileyo.
Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam iya kuba,
-umzimba weBandla lam,
-njengesikhumba.
Umzimba unolusu lwangaphakathi kunye nolusu olugqithisileyo.
Eluswini, igazi lijikeleza kwaye linika ubomi kumzimba wonke.
Ngombulelo kulo mjikelezo, amalungu omzimba afikelela kubukhulu bawo obuqhelekileyo. Ukuba ibingekho ulusu, okanye ukujikeleza kwe<em>sanquin, umzimba womntu ngewuyoyikeka ukubona ukuba amalungu awo ebengayi kukhula abe kubude bawo obuqhelekileyo.
Ngaloo ndlela ubona ukuba imiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yam iyimfuneko kum. Ndim
-banjengolusu lomzimba weBandla lam e
- ukubonelela ngokujikeleza kobomi kuwo onke amalungu.
Bona
- ukuqinisekisa ukukhula okunqwenelekayo kumalungu angakhange aqhubele phambili, e
-philisa abo benzakeleyo.
Baya kuhlala ngokuqhubekayo kwiNtando yam.
Ngaloo ndlela baya kubuyisela ubutsha, ubuhle kunye nobuhle bawo wonke uMzimba oyiMystical.
Ziya kuyenza ifane neNtloko yam eya kuma ngobungangamsha obukhulu ngaphezu kwamalungu onke.
Isiphelo sehlabathi asinakufika ndide ndibenayo loo miphefumlo iphila njengelahlekileyo kwiWill yam.
Ndibakhathalela ngaphezu kwakhe nabani na omnye.
Ngaphandle kwabo, ubuya kuba yintoni uMzimba oyimfihlelo kwiYerusalem yasezulwini? Ndiyayikhathalela le ngaphezu kwayo nantoni na enye.
Ngokunjalo, ukuba uyandithanda, kufuneka uzive ukhathazekile.
Ukusukela ngoku ukuya phambili, zonke izenzo zakho ezigqityiweyo kuMyolelo wam ziya kujikeleza ubomi kuwo wonke uMzimba oyimfihlakalo weCawe.
Igazi elijikelezayo emzimbeni womntu.
Ke ngoko zonke izenzo zenu eziye zandiswa bubukhulu boMyolelo wam ziya kudityaniswa kuwo onke amalungu.
Baya kubagubungela bonke, njengesikhumba
kwaye ubanike ukukhula okwaneleyo. Ngoko lumka kwaye uthembeke. "
Emva koko, ndishiywe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaYesu, ndathandaza. Phantse ndingacingi ngako, ndathi kuye:
"Sithandwa sam, simanyene nayo yonke into oyiyo, ndibeka yonke into kwintando yakho:
- iimbandezelo zam ezincinci,
-imithandazo yam,
-ukubetha kwentliziyo yam,
-yonke into endiyiyo nayo yonke into endinokuyifeza
ukunika ukukhula okunqwenelekayo kumalungu eMystical Body ». Endivile, uYesu waphinda wabonakala kum, encumile evuya, wongezelela:
"Kuhle kangakanani ukubona iinyaniso zam entliziyweni yakho njengomthombo wobomi owaziyo ngokukhawuleza
uphuhliso e
umphumo eziye zabhengezwa ngawo!
Hlala uhambelana nayo kwaye ndiya kuhlonitshwa.
Nje ukuba ndibone ukuba inyani iphuhlile, ndiphakamisa enye. "
Ndizibone sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam.
Ndabona iZulu livulekile, lityalwe ngokukhanya okungafikelelekiyo kuso nasiphi na isidalwa.
Imitha yehla koku kukhanya ize igqume zonke izidalwa.
-celeste kunye
-ehlabathini, ngokunjalo
- abo bakwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.
*Eminye yale mitha yayiqaqamba kangangokuba,
-nokuba umntu unokuhlaselwa, uyonwabile kwaye wonwabe,
- akukho nto inokutshiwo malunga nomxholo wabo.
* Kwezinye, imitha ekhanyayo encinci,
kwakunokwenzeka ukuchaza ubuhle babo, ulonwabo lwabo neenyaniso ezizibandakanyayo.
Amandla okukhanya ayemakhulu kangangokuba ndandingaqinisekanga ukuba ndingabaleka ndivale ingqondo yam encinane.
Ukuba uYesu wam wayengandivusanga ngamazwi akhe,
Amandla am ebengenakuba nako
-ukubalekela kolu khanyiso lokundibuyisela ebomini. Kodwa yeha, andikalifanelanga ilizwe lam lasezulwini.
Oku kuthotywa kundinyanzela ukuba ndibhadule ndiye elubhacweni kwakhona! Emva koko, uYesu wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam masibuyele ebhedini yakho sobabini, into oyibonileyo nguBathathu Emnye.
Uphethe zonke izidalwa esandleni sakhe.
Ngempefumlo yayo elula inika ubomi, igcina, icoca kwaye ikwenza wonwabe.
Akukho sidalwa singaxhomekekanga kuyo. Ukukhanya kwayo akufikeleleki kwingqondo edaliweyo.
Ukuba nabani na wayefuna ukumngena, kwakuya kwenzeka ntoni kuye.
-kuya kwenzeka ntoni kumntu ofuna ukungena emlilweni omkhulu:
ingenawo amandla aneleyo kunye nokudlamka kwayo, ngeyitshiswe ngulo mlilo. Ngokungasekhoyo,
- wayengakhumbuli ubungakanani okanye umgangatho wobushushu obuvela emlilweni.
Imitha bubuhle bobuthixo .
* Ezinye zezi mpawu aziyifanelanga kangako ingqondo yomntu . Apha kuba
unokuzibona kwaye uzonwabele,
kodwa ndingathethi nto ngabo
* Abanye, abayifanele ngakumbi ingqondo yomntu,
-singathetha ngayo,
- kodwa uyancwina.
Kaloku akakho umntu onokuthetha ngayo ngendlela enesidima nangesidima.
Ezi mpawu zezi:
- uthando, inceba, - ububele,
-ubuhle, -ubulungisa kunye -nolwazi.
Ngam kunye negama labo bonke,
imbeko kuBathathu Emnye ngenxa
enkosi,
yirente e
Msikelele
ngobubele obungako kuzo zonke izidalwa zakhe.”
Emva kokuthandaza noYesu, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.
Bendilandela I Passion ka Yesu wam omnandi.
Ngephanyazo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam.
Ndabona uYesu wam osoloko enobubele erhuqwa ezitratweni, enyathelwe kwaye ebethwa , nangaphezulu nangaphezu kwePassion ngokwayo.
Waphathwa ngoburhalarhume kangangokuba wawunezothe ukumbona.
Ndasondela kuye ukuba ndimxhwithe ezandleni zeentshaba zakhe ezazingathi ziindimoni ezingaka zingezi.
Wazijula ezingalweni zam, wangathi ulindele ukuba ndimkhusele. Ndamsa ebhedini yam.
Emva kwemizuzu embalwa kuthulekile, ngokungathi ufuna ukuphumla, wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, ubonile ukuba njani, ngeli xesha libuhlungu,
- ubugwenxa kunye neminqweno yoyisiwe,
- bahamba ngoloyiso kuzo zonke izitrato kunye
Yintoni elungileyo enokunyathelwa, ibethwe kwaye itshatyalaliswe?
Ndim oLungileyo .
Akukho nto ilungileyo enokwenziwa sisidalwa ngaphandle kokuthatha inxaxheba kwam.
Yonke into eyenziwa sisidalwa ngokulungileyo iyinxalenye yobomi bomphefumlo waso. Kangangokuba,
-ngendlela ehambelana ngokuthe ngqo nenani lezenzo ezilungileyo azenzayo, -ukhula kwaye abe namandla kwaye azimisele ngakumbi ukwenza ezinye izenzo ezilungileyo.
Nangona kunjalo
- ukuze izenzo zakhe zikhululeke kuyo nayiphi na into enetyhefu,
Mababe nyulu, bangabi nanjongo yamntu, ukuze bandikholise.
Ngaphandle koko, nakwizenzo ezibonakala zihle kakhulu kwaye zingcwele,
ityhefu inokufunyanwa.
Ukuba ngolungileyo kubo bonke ubunyulu bayo ,
Ndiyabaleka kwezi zenzo zingcolisekileyo kwaye andinxibelelani nobomi kubo. Ngoko ke, nangona umphefumlo ubonakala wenza okulungileyo,
-i anemic e
- utya ukutya okumnika ukufa.
Imbi
-hluba umphefumlo wengubo yobabalo,
- uyayonakalisa e
-amandla okuginya ityhefu ekwaziyo ukumbulala.
Izidalwa ezihluphekileyo, ezidalelwe ubomi, ulonwabo kunye nobuhle! Usizi
unika umphefumlo wabo amathontsi okufa, ilishwa nobubi,
ukuyihlutha imisebenzi yayo ebalulekileyo e
ukwenza kube njengomthi owomileyo, okwazi ukutshisa kakhulu esihogweni "
Ndandikhathazeke ngokwenene.
Ixhala lam landiswa kukuba ndandizibona ndimbi kakhulu. NguYesu kuphela onokuyazi imeko elusizi yomphefumlo wam!
UYesu wam othandekayo, konke ukulunga, weza wandixelela:
"Ntombi yam, kutheni udakumbile?
Kwintando yam, ngaba uyazi ukuba zikhangeleka njani izinto zesidalwa? Zizinto ezi
-amadlavu amdaka,
- amadlavu
uwuhlazisa umphefumlo ngokuwukhumbula, ngaphezu kozuko
-ngubani owayelihlwempu,
-owayengenayo nelokhwe entle.
Xa ndifuna ukubiza umphefumlo kwintando yam, ukuba ndiyenze,
Ndiziphatha njengenene elifuna ukwamkela omnye wabona bantu bangathathi ntweni kwibhotwe lakhe ngokummema.
- akhulule iimpahla zakhe ezingaphucukanga e
-ukunxiba iimpahla ezifana nezakho,
- uhlala naye,
ukuze emva koko amazise zonke izinto zakhe ezilungileyo.
Ngaloo ndlela, le ndoda ihamba kuzo zonke izitalato zesixeko.
Kwaye xa efumana esinye sezona zifundo zakhe zihlwempuzekileyo, engenakhaya, engenamandlalo, enxibe kuphela iingubo ezimdaka,
- ithatha kwaye
umkhokelela kwibhotwe lakhe, ngesenzo soloyiso sothando lwakhe.
Nangona kunjalo, iyayifuna
- ususa amadlavu akhe;
-coca e
-nxiba ezona mpahla zintle.
Ukuze acime inkumbulo yobuhlwempu bakhe atshise amadlavu akhe;
- ube sisityebi kakhulu,
- akanyamezeli nantoni na ehluphekileyo ekhayeni lakhe.
Ukuba, kwelinye icala, amahlwempu ajonga ngasemva ezisola
-ecinga ngamadlavu akhe kunye
- enkangala ngenxa yokuba engenanto yakhe;
ibingayi kukhubekisa ukulunga nobungangamsha balo mnumzana?
Ndinje.
Ngelixa le ndoda ihambahamba esixekweni,
Ukuhamba kwihlabathi jikelele e
nakwizizukulwana ngezizukulwana.
Xa ndifumana eyona incinci kwaye ilusizi kakhulu,
Ndiyayithatha kwaye
Ndimbeka kwindawo engunaphakade yeNtando yam kwaye ndithi kuye:
"Sebenzisa nam kwintando yam.
-Into yam yeyakho.
-Ukuba unento eyeyakho, yiyeke.
Ngokuba
-kubungcwele e
- kubutyebi obukhulu beNtando yam,
ezi zinto aziyonto ngaphandle kwamadlavu alusizi.
Abo bafuna ukugcina izinto zabo ezintle bafuna ukugcina oko kubo
-a abakhonzi kunye
-amakhoboka,
- hayi kwiingcingo.
OkukaBawo kokwabantwana bakhe . Zeziphi zonke izinto ezilungileyo onokuzifumana xa uthelekisa nesenzo esinye kwiWill yam?
Zonke iimfanelo zinexabiso elincinci, ubunzima kunye nobukhulu.
Kodwa ngubani onokuvavanya isenzo esinye kwiWill yam? Akukho mntu, akukho mntu!
Mamela ke ntombam, ndifuna uyiyeke yonke into. Umsebenzi wakho mkhulu kakhulu.
Ngaphezu kwamagama , ndilindele iziphumo kuwe.
Ndifuna nonke nibe yinto eqhubekayo kwiWill yam. Ndifuna iingcinga zakho zithathe ikhosi yazo kwiWill yam
obhadula ngaphezu kobulumko bonke bomntu, ukuba andise ingubo yakhe phezu kwemimoya yonke edaliweyo ;
ndiyayifuna ,
-enyuka esiya etroneni yeNkosi,
banokunikela zonke iingcamango zomntu kuThixo
ndiphawulwe ngembeko kunye nozuko lweNtando yam.
Yandisa ingubo yeWill yam
emehlweni abantu bonke,
phezu kwawo onke amazwi abo,
ndibeke amehlo akho namazwi akho kwawabo, ndiwatywine kwiThanda lam
ngenxa
ephakama phambi koBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo, kwaye
qubuda kuye,
ngathi wonke umntu usebenzise amehlo kunye namazwi akhe kwiWill yam.
Indlela yakho inde kakhulu : liphakade lonke ekufuneka udlule kulo.
Ukuba ubusazi yonke into, ulahlekelwa xa uyeka.
Ngoko akundihluthi luzuko lwamntu, undihluthe uzuko lobuthixo.
Ezi zizinto omele woyike ukulahlekelwa zizo, hayi amalaphu kunye nosizi. Ke qiniseka ukuba uyangena kwiNtando yam. "
Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. Ukuza kum, uYesu wam olungileyo wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
-Inyaniso eyongezelelekileyo ndiyityhila kuwe,
-Ngaphezu koko, ndikunika isipho se-Beatitudes.
Inyaniso nganye iqulethe ngaphakathi kwayo uyolo olwahlukileyo lolonwabo, uvuyo kunye nobuhle ,
Ukuze inyaniso nganye entsha oyifundayo izise uyolo olutsha lolonwabo, uvuyo nobuhle .
Ezi ziimbewu ezingokobuthixo ezifunyanwa ngumphefumlo. Ukuba uyazityhila kwabanye,
ukwadlulisela kubo ezi mbewu zityebisa abo bazifumanayo.
Ziimbewu yobuthixo. Ngaloo ndlela bachulumancisa kwiimo zovuyo, njl. Ezi nyaniso, ezaziwa emhlabeni, ziya kuba, xa umphefumlo useZulwini,
iingcingo zonxibelelwano.
UbuThixo buya kubangela ukuba kuqhume uvuyo oluninzi esibelekweni sakhe njengeenyaniso ezaziwayo. Owu! Hayi indlela esiya kugutyungelwa ngayo ziilwandle ezininzi!
Xa unembewu,
-Ukwanayo nendawo ekhoyo
-ukwazi ukufumana ezi lwandle zikhulu zolonwabo, uvuyo kunye nobuhle.
Oko
- lowo ungenazo ezi mbewu, kwaye
-ngubani ongazaziyo ezi nyaniso emhlabeni
ayinaso isithuba sokufumana iibhithithali ezihambelanayo.
Ufana nomntwana obengenakufuna ukufunda zonke iilwimi. Yiba ngumntu omdala kwaye umamele ezi lwimi zithethwayo
-ababengafuni ukufunda, nabo
- ukuba akazange acelwe ukuba afunde, akayi kuqonda nantoni na ngenxa yokuba,
- ngenxa yokungabikho komsebenzi,
-Ingqondo yakhe yahlala ivaliwe.
Akazange enze nzame zokuvula ithuba kubukrelekrele bakhe kwezi lwimi. Ebuninzini,
-uya kumangaliswa kwaye
- baya kuvuya ngolonwabo lwabanye,
-kodwa yena akayi kuba nalo olu lonwabo kwaye
-Ayi kukwazi ukubangela ulonwabo lwabanye.
Ngale ndlela uyayiqonda imiphumo yokwazi inyaniso.
ukongeza okanye
Ngaphantsi.
Kwaye ukuba besisazi ukuba ziziphi na izipho ezikhulu esiphulukene nazo ngenxa yokungakhathali, besiya kuba ngaphezu kwethu ukufumana iinyaniso ezininzi kangangoko sinako.
Inyaniso sisibambiso seentsikelelo zam.
Kwaye, ngaphandle kokuba uzityhile, iimfihlo zabo azinakutyhilwa.
Inyaniso ihleli ebuThixo bam,
- elinde ithuba labo
-ukubenza babe zizithunywa zobuthixo
-ukwazisa ukuba zingaphi ezinye iibeatitudes endinazo.
-Ngokuba iinyaniso zifihlakele kum,
Isiqhumiso esiqholiweyo nesihomo sabo siya kuzikhukulisa izidalwa, butyhile uzuko lwam.
Pensez-vous que le Ciel est complètement inondé de mes cadeaux?
Ndixelele ! Owu!
Zingaphi na izipho zam eziseleyo apho, zilindele ukuthakatha abanyuliweyo, kanti namhlanje akukho bani benza imilingo.
Wonke umphefumlo ongena eZulwini kwaye uyazi inyaniso
- ngaphezu kwabanye,
-inyaniso engaziwa ukuza kuthi ga ngoku,
ithwala nayo imbewu eya kubekwa phambili
-ukuvuyisana okutsha,
-uvuyo olutsha e
-iinzwakazi ezintsha.
Le miphefumlo iya kufana novimba apho bonke abanye banokutsalwa khona.
Isiphelo asiyi kufika ngaphandle kokuba ndifumane imiphefumlo evumayo
-ukutyhila zonke iinyaniso zam e
- ukwenza iYerusalem yasezulwini ivakale ngobuqaqawuli bam obupheleleyo, ukuze bonke abasikelelweyo babe nenxaxheba kwiintsikelelo zam.
Kukho abo bangunobangela othe ngqo wokonwaba okutsha, bezazi iiNyaniso zam .
Kukwakho ezo zingoonobangela abangathanga ngqo,
wadlula ebantwini ababezazi iinyaniso.
Ngoku, ntombi yam, ndifuna ukukuxelela into elungileyo
- consulates kunye
- ndikukhokelela ekubeni unikele ingqalelo kwaye umamele iinyaniso zam .
Iinyaniso ezindizukisa kakhulu zezo zichaphazela iNtando yam .
Isizathu sokuqala sokuba ndidale ubuntu kukuba
ukuthanda komntu kukunye noko Mdali wakhe.
Kodwa
ndaphuma kwintando yam ,
umntu uzenze akakufanelekela ukwazi ixabiso neziphumo zeenyaniso zam.
Unayo apha isizathu sayo yonke ingqalelo endikunika yona: oko kukuthi, ukuba intando yakho neyam
ukusebenza kunye,
hlalani kwisivumelwano esigqibeleleyo e
yanga imiphefumlo yenu ingavuma ukuvula iingcango zabo kwiiNyaniso malunga neNtando yam.
Inyathelo lokuqala ekufuneka ulithathe kukufuna ukuhlala kwiWill yam,
okwesibini, ukufuna ukuyazi yaye, okwesithathu, ukufuna ukuyixabisa .
Ndikuvulele iingcango zeWill yam ukuze wazi iimfihlo zayo nexabiso layo.
Okukhona uyazi ngakumbi iinyani malunga neWill yam,
- kokukhona ufumana imbewu e
- kokukhona kukho abakhuseli abaninzi abakungqongileyo .
Owu! Hayi indlela abavuya ngayo xa bekunye nawe,
ufumene umntu oza kuphathisa iimfihlo zabo kuye!
Baya kuvuya ngakumbi xa bekukhokelela eZulwini. Xa, ngexesha lokungena kwakho,
UBungcwele buya kuphakamisa iintlobo ezahlukeneyo zovuyo, ulonwabo kunye nobuhle
-eya kukukhukulisa, kungekhona nje wena,
Ke bonke abasikelelweyo abaya kudlelana nabo kuko konke oko.
Owu! Ngelixa iZulu lilindele ukuza kwakho
ukufumana olu lonwabo lutsha! "
Bendisemthandazweni. UYesu wam othandekayo, enditsalela kuye, wandiguqula ngokupheleleyo ukuba ndibe nguye kwaye wathi kum: "Ntombi yam, masithandaze kunye ukuze sikwazi ukulawula iZulu kwaye sithintele umhlaba ekuweleni kububi".
Emva kokuthandaza kunye, wongezelela:
"Xa ubuNtu bam babusemhlabeni, babusondelelene kakhulu noBunkulunkulu. Kuba babungenokohlulwa kubo, andizange ndenze nto ngaphandle kokungena
ubukhulu bentando yanaphakade kunye nokuvula amadama amaninzi ukuze kuxhamle izidalwa.
Ndanika intsapho yoluntu ilungelo lokuya kula machibi avulwe nguMntu kaThixo kwaye ithabathe oko ikufunayo.
Ngaloo ndlela ndiye ndakha iindawo zokugcina uthando, umthandazo, impindezelo, uxolelo, iGazi lam kunye nozuko lwam.
Ngoku, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba ngubani olungisa la madama ukuze aphakame kwaye aphuphume aze ngaloo ndlela akhukulise umhlaba uphela?
Ngumphefumlo ongena kwiNtando yam.
Xa ingena kwiNtando yam,
ukuba ufuna ukuthanda, ulutsalela eluthandweni lothando;
ukuthanda, okanye ukunqwenela ukuthanda, kuyashukumisa eli dama.
Amanzi, xa ezamazama, ayaphakama, aphuphume kwaye andise emhlabeni. Ngamanye amaxesha ukuphithizela kuba namandla kakhulu kwaye amaza aphakama kakhulu kangangokuba achukumisa isibhakabhaka aze anwebe kwilizwe lasezulwini.
Ukuba lo mphefumlo ufuna
thandaza
lungisa,
cela ukuxolelwa kwezono, okanye
ndinike uzuko;
ivundisa iitanki
-umthandazo,
-ukulungisa,
- ulahlekelwe, okanye
-uzuko.
La machibi ayaphakama, aphuphume kwaye asasazeka phakathi kwemiphefumlo yonke.
"Zingaphi izibonelelo ezicelwe nguBuntu bam kumadoda? Ndiwashiye evuliwe amacango ukuba bangene ngokuthanda kwabo.
Nangona kunjalo, bambalwa abayisebenzisayo! "
Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo weza kum.
Endibona ndithandabuza ukutyhila kwizinto azithethayo kum kwimibhalo yam, wathetha nam ngobungangamsha obundingcangcazelisayo.
“Ntombi yam, ilizwi lam liyayila.
Xa ndivumela umphefumlo wazi enye yeenyaniso zam,
akukho nto ingaphantsi kwendalo endiyenzayo kulo mphefumlo.
Xa ndidala isibhakabhaka ngeFiat, ndayisebenzisa kwaye ndayifefa ngezigidi zeenkwenkwezi,
ukuze ibonakale kuyo yonke indawo emhlabeni.
( ukuba kukho indawo ongayiboniyo;
ingalingana nomsantsa kumandla am okudala
Kwaye kwakunokuthiwa la mandla ayengenamandla ngokwaneleyo okwenza yonke indawo).
Iinyaniso zam zingaphezu kwesibhakabhaka kwaye ndinqwenela ukuba, ngelizwi lomlomo,
- basasazeka ukusuka kwesinye isiphelo sehlabathi ukuya kwesinye;
-ukuze umhlaba uhonjiswe ngokupheleleyo ngawo.
Ukuba isidalwa besichasa ukutyhilwa kweeNyaniso zam, bekuya kuba ngathi sifuna ukuphazamisa iinjongo zam,
Mna owadala izulu nomhlaba.
Ngokuvuma kwakhe ukufihla enye yeenyaniso zam, ngewayendihlazile. Kuya kuba ngathi kukho umntu ofuna ukuthintela abanye ukuba bajonge
- isibhakabhaka,
-ilanga kunye
-zonke izinto endizidalileyo,
ukuze ndingaziwa.
"Awu! Ntombi yam, inyaniso ilula kwaye ukukhanya kuyazisasazeka.
Ukuze inyaniso isasazeke ngaphandle, kufuneka yaziwe. Emva koko, yenza ukuphumla ngokwayo.
Kungenjalo, iyathintelwa ekukhanyiseni indawo eyingqongileyo nasekulandeleni ikhondo layo.
Ngoko lumka ungandiyeki ekusasazeni ukukhanya kweenyaniso zam.
Ngale ntsasa kufike uYesu wam osoloko elungile, konke ukulunga nobumnandi. Wabane
- intambo entanyeni kwaye,
-ezandleni zakhe isixhobo, ngokungathi ufuna ukwenza okuthile.
Emva koko wakhupha intambo entanyeni yakhe wayifaka kweyam. Emva koko wayibophelela esi sixhobo embindini womntu wam.
Yayisisixhobo sokulinganisa esiqhutywa livili elincinane embindini.
Walinganisa umntu wam wonke ukuba, kum, onke amalungu ayalingana. Wathatha iintlungu ezinkulu ukuze aqinisekise ukuba isixhobo esilinganiswayo, ngokujika, sityhile kum ukulingana okugqibeleleyo. Akuba efumanise ukuba oku kunjalo, wabonakalisa uvuyo olukhulu waza wathi kum:
"Ukuba andizange ndibone ukulingana, ngendingenakukwazi ukufezekisa le nto ndiyifunayo.
Ndizimisele, ngazo zonke iindleko, kukwenza ube ngumbulelo omkhulu ».
Ivili elincinane elalisembindini lalikhangeleka ngathi livili lelanga.
UYesu wayeza kuba kuye, ngokungathi wayefuna ukulawula ukuba uMntu othandekayo ubonakala ngokupheleleyo kuye. Xa uMntu Wakhe wabonakala kweli vili lincinane lelanga, uYesu wavuya kakhulu kwaye wabonakala ethandaza.
Ngelo xesha, elinye ivili elincinane lokukhanya, elifana nelo liphakathi komntu wam, lehla livela eZulwini, kodwa alizange liyisuse imitha yalo evela eZulwini.
Iivili zombini zadibana waza uYesu wazibeka phezu kwam ngezandla zakhe ezingcwele.
Wathi kum:
"Okwangoku, ndiyenzile inxeba ndaza ndawatywina. Kamva, ndiza kuzama ukulandela le nto ndigqiba kuyenza."
Emva koko wanyamalala. Ndamangaliswa, kodwa ndandingayazi intsingiselo yayo yonke le nto. Ndaqonda kuphela ukuba uYesu,
-sebenza ngaphakathi kwethu,
-ufuna ukulingana okukhulu kwizinto zonke. Ngaphandle koko, usebenza kwindawo ethile yomphefumlo wethu, ngelixa sitshabalalisa kwenye indawo.
Izinto ezingalinganiyo zihlala zicaphukisa kwaye zisilela. Ukuba sifuna ukucinezela into kubo,
kukho ingozi yokuba ukungalingani kwamaqela kuya kuzisa yonke into phantsi.
Umphefumlo ongasoloko ufana nawo ngokwawo
ufuna ukwenza okulungileyo ngenye imini ngokwenza ngathi uthatha yonke into;
ngolunye usuku akasabonakali: akakhathali kwaye akanamonde, kangangokuba akanakumthemba.
Emva koko wabuya uYesu wam.
Emva kokuba endikhokele kwiWill yakhe, wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, umhlaba uyahluma kwaye uyandise imbewu ebekwe apho. Intando yam iyakhula ngaphezu komhlaba.
Imbewu yakhe, esasazeka emphefumlweni,
- iza kuntshula e
-Phuhlisa imifanekiso yam emininzi. Intando yam yenza abantwana bam bahlume kwaye bande.
Izinto ezenziwa kuMyolelo wam zifana nelanga:
wonke umntu ufumana ukukhanya, imfudumalo nako konke okulungileyo.
Akukho mntu unokunqanda nabani na ukuba axhamle iingenelo zelanga. Ngaphandle kokuba uyakopela, wonke umntu uyonwabela iingenelo zayo.
Wonke umntu unetyala kuye.
Wonke umntu unokuthi "ilanga lelam".
Ngaphezu kwelanga,
izenzo ezenziwe kwiWill yam ziyanqweneleka kwaye ziyacelwa ngabo bonke:
- izizukulwana ezidlulileyo zibalindile
ukufumana ukukhanya okuqaqambileyo koMyolelo wam kuko konke abakuzuzileyo.
- izizukulwana zangoku zibalindile
ukuze uchume kwaye ugutyungelwe koku kukhanya
- Balindelwe zizizukulwana ezizayo,
njengenzaliseko yokulungileyo abaya kukwenza.
Izenzo ezenziwa kwiWill yam ziya kuhlala zikhona
kwivili elingenasiphelo likaNaphakade
ukunika ubomi, ukukhanya nokufudumala kumntu wonke ».
Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu wam othandekayo , esiza kum, wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, yimiphefumlo ehlala kwiWill yam
amavili amancinci
ukujikeleza kwivili likaFerris likaNaphakade.
Intando yam yintshukumo kunye nobomi bevili likaFerris likaNaphakade.
Xa imiphefumlo ingena kwi-Will yam ukuze ithandaze, ithande, isebenze, njl.
Kweli vili bafumana
-yonke into eyenziweyo okanye ekufuneka yenziwe,
- yonke into ekufanele yenziwe kwaye ayizange.
Xa zijika, zikhupha ukukhanya kwaye zivelise amaza angcwele kuyo yonke into eyenziweyo okanye ekufuneka yenziwe,
enikela imbeko yobuThixo kuMdali egameni labo bonke,
ukwenza kwakhona yonke into engazange iphumelele izidalwa.
Owu! Kuhle kangakanani ukubona umphefumlo ungena kwintando yam! Xa engena kuyo, ivili likaFerris likanaphakade limnika intambo ukuze imjikelezise kwisakhiwo sayo esikhulu.
Kwaye ivili lakhe elincinci lizibandakanya kumaqhinga angunaphakade.
Intambo yamavili kaFerris iyibeka kunxibelelwano nazo zonke iintambo zobuThixo.
Ngokujika, ivili lenza yonke into eyenziwa nguMdali. Ingathi yinto yokuqala endayidalayo.
Ngokuba, xa lijika, lisekuqaleni, phakathi, nasekupheleni.
Kunjalo ke
isithsaba sentsapho yoluntu lonke,
uzuko, imbeko nokongeza kwizinto zonke.
Zonke izinto azidalileyo uzibuyisela kuThixo.
Yanga iinguqu zakho zingaqhubeka kwiWill yam. J.
Uya kukunika intambo kwaye ulungele ukuyifumana, akunjalo?"
Kamva wongezelela wathi: “Awukhange uwachaze onke amaqhinga alenziwa livili elincinane lentando yakho kwiVili eliKhulu elingunaphakade.
Ndathi, "Ndingazisusa njani, ekubeni ndingazi?"
Emva koko uYesu waqhubeka:
"Xa umphefumlo ungena kwintando yam,
-nokwamnkela nje okanye ukulahlwa kwakhe, ndimnika intambo ajike ivili.
Kwaye uyazi ukuba zingaphi iinqaba zeetomu? Qhuba amaxesha amaninzi
- ukuba imimoya icinga,
-ukuba izidalwa ziphosa iliso, zithethe amagama, zithathe amanyathelo, zenze imisebenzi.
Ikwayitome
-ngaso sonke isenzo sobuthixo, ngayo yonke intshukumo,
-kulo lonke ubabalo oluhla luvela eZulwini.
Ngamanye amazwi, ijika imanyene nako konke okwenziwa eZulwini nasemhlabeni. Ukujika kwala mavili mancinci kubukhali kwaye kuyakhawuleza.
Ngenxa yoko, azinakubalwa ngumphefumlo. Kodwa ndibala zonke:
Phambi kokuba ndiluthabathe kubo uzuko nothando olungunaphakade abandinika lona
- ke, ukudibanisa zonke izibonelelo ezingunaphakade kunye ukubanika
ukukwazi ukunqoba yonke into,
amandla okwamkela konke kwaye ube sisithsaba sabo bonke. "
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