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Umqulu 14 

 

"Uthando lwam kunye nobomi bam,

sondela kum, uzikhokele izandla zam ekubhaleni kwam, ukuze yonke into yenziwe nguwe, ingabi ndim.

 

Ndikhuthaze ngamazwi ukuze abonise ukukhanya nenyaniso yakho kuphela.

Qinisekisa ukuba ndiyanyamalala ukuze yonke into ibe yeyozuko nozuko lwakho. Ndiyenza nje ngokuthobela!

Ungandivimbeli inceba yakho."

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wabonakala kum ekhathazekile.

Wandincamisa. Umoya wakhe wawungumlilo.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ndingathanda ukuxolisa amadangatye othando lwam ngokulugalela emiphefumlweni yezidalwa.

Kodwa bayala.

 

Xa ndadala uluntu,

Ndibona kwangaphambili ukuba uthando lwam beluya kuba sisiseko sobomi bezidalwa. Olu thando bekufanele

-ukuxhasa, ukomeleza nokutyebisa izidalwa e

- ukuhambelana nazo zonke iimfuno zabo. Kodwa uluntu lulugatyile olu thando.

 

Ke, ukusukela ekudalweni komntu, uthando lwam luye lwabhadula kuyo yonke indawo kwaye ngokungakhathali.

Ukuba siyaliwa sesidalwa esinye, siya kwesinye. Ukuba uyaliwa kwakhona, uyalila.

 

Engafumani mpendulo, ulila iinyembezi zothando.

"Uthando lwam luyakhala xa ihlabathi lijika kwaye lifumana isidalwa esibuthathaka nesihluphekileyo:

-ubuthathaka kubomi bomphefumlo,

- enkosi amahlwempu.

 

Wathi kwesi sidalwa:

"Owu! Ukuba nje ubungandivumeli ndibhadule ndawo zonke!   Ukuba nje ubungandivumela ukuba ndihlale entliziyweni yakho!   Ungomelela ungaphoswa   nto!"

Wabona isidalwa esonganyelwe lityala, walila wathi kweso sidalwa:

“Owu! Ukuba nje ubundivulele iingcango zentliziyo yakho, ngewawungawa!

 

Ukuba uthe waqubisana nesidalwa esilawulwa yiminqweno yakhe, nesidyobhekile sisono;

Wathi kuye:

"Owu! Ukuba wamkele uThando lwam,

iinkanuko zakho aziyi kuba namandla   kuwe,

udaka lwesono alunakufikelela kuwe,   e

uthando lwam luya kuba   kuwe! "

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

Uzimisele ukuphelisa zonke iintsizi zamadoda, ezinkulu nezincinci, Uthando luyakhalaza kwaye lubhadula kuyo yonke indawo, luzama ukuzinikela emadodeni.

Xa zonke izono zabantu zavela phambi kobuntu bam eGadini laseGetsemane, ngasinye sasikhatshwa sisingqala soThando esivela kum.

 

Ukuba umntu ebendithanda, ebengayi kuthuthunjelwa;

Kukungabikho kothando lwamadoda

owazisa zonke iingxaki zakhe nazo zonke iimbandezelo zam.

Xa ndadala umntu, ndenza njengokumkani,

- efuna ukukhukulisa ubukumkani bakhe ngolonwabo,

wenza ukuba abantu bakhe bafumane ubutyebi bezigidi ngezigidi ukuze bonke bathabathe kubo.

 

Nokuba obu butyebi bebufikeleleka kubo bonke,

kuphela linani elincinane eliyisebenzisileyo, kwaye oku kuncinci.

 

Emva koko

- enomdla wokwazi ukuba abantu bakhe bazuze kwisisa sakhe e

- Elangazelela ukubeka izigidi ezingakumbi, ukumkani weza kubuza ukuba ubuncwane buphelile.

 

Impendulo yathi: "Mhlekazi, kuthathiwe nje iisenti ezimbalwa."

Wathi akuva ukuba abalawulwa bakhe abakhange bazixhamle izipho zakhe, lo kumkani waba buhlungu kakhulu.

 

Ehamba phakathi kwabo, uphila ngabo

-ingubo yamadlavu,

- esinye isigulana,

-omnye ulambile,

- enye ukungcangcazela kubanda kunye

- omnye ongenakhaya.

 

Ebuhlungu, ukumkani wathi kubo:

Akwaba ubuxhakamfule ubutyebi bam!

Elona hlazo lam inkulu, andikhange ndimbone ekrazulwa; ngokuchaseneyo, beniya   kunxiba kakuhle nonke.

-Andiboni mntu ugulayo kodwa,

ngokuchaseneyo, beniya kuba sempilweni nonke.

Bendingamboni umntu olambileyo, benizohlutha nonke   .

 

Ukuba benizuze ubutyebi bam, bekungekho namnye kuni oya kuswela indawo yokuhlala.

Ubungazakhela indlu nonke.

Zonke iinkxwaleko ebukumkanini bakhe zingumthombo wokubandezeleka kukumkani;

olilela ukungabi nambulelo kwabalawulwa bakhe abagatyayo impahla yakhe. Ukulunga kwakhe kukhulu kangangokuba, naphezu koku kungabi nambulelo,

akazirhoxisi izigidi zakhe.

 

Kunoko, zigcine zifumaneka kumntu wonke,

ngethemba lokuba izizukulwana ezizayo ziya kuzamkela iingenelo

-nto leyo abayicekisayo abantu bakhe ngoku. Ngaloo ndlela, ukumkani ekugqibeleni uya kufumana uzuko

-eyeyakhe ngako konke okulungileyo akwenzayo ebukumkanini bakhe.

Ndiziphatha njengalo kumkani.

Endaweni yokubuyisa uthando endilunike lona,

Ndihlala ndibhadula, ndilila,

ndide ndiyifumane imiphefumlo

leyo iqokelela ukuya kutsho kwipeni yokugqibela yobuncwane bam bothando.

 

Nali ixesha

-ukuba ukukhala kwam kuya kuphela kwaye

-ukuba ndiya kufumana uzuko ngenxa yesipho sothando lwam endisinikwe nguBuThixo bam ngokulungelwa kwabo bonke.

Ngaba uyazi ukuba iyakuba yintoni loo miphefumlo yonwabileyo ezosula iinyembezi zam zoThando?

-Le yimiphefumlo eya kuhlala kwintando yam yobuThixo.

-Aba baya kuthatha ithuba kulo lonke uThando olwaliwa zizizukulwana zangaphambili.

 

Ngamandla eNtando yam yokudala baya kuphinda-phinda olu Luthando

- bafuna kangakanani kwaye

- kuzo zonke izidalwa ezimkhabayo.

 

Ngoko ukukhalaza kwam neenyembezi zam

yima kwaye uzivumele endaweni yakho ibe lulonwabo   novuyo,

Uthando lwam olunoxolo luya kunika le miphefumlo yonwabileyo

zonke iingenelo ezingabonwanga ngabanye imiphefumlo”.

 

Ndizibone ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndalandela   iHours of Passion.

 

Ngelixa ndandikhapha uYesu wam endimthandayo kwimfihlelo   yokubethwa kwakhe kabuhlungu.

Wabonakala kum   inyama yakhe idlakadlaka.

Umzimba wakhe wawukhululwe kungekuphela nje iimpahla zakhe, kodwa kwanenyama yakhe.

Amathambo akhe ngesawabala nganye nganye.

Imbonakalo yakhe yayiyoyikeka.

Kwabangela uloyiko, uloyiko, intlonipho nothando ngaxeshanye.

 

Ndiye ndathula phambi kwesi sigcawu sisothusayo kwaye bendizokwenza konke ukukhulula uYesu wam omnandi.

Kodwa ndandingazi ukuba mandithini.

Ukubona ukubandezeleka kwakhe kwandenza ndaziva ngathi linqaku lokufa.

Ngobubele uYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

ndijonge ukuze ubazi ubunzulu bembandezelo zam. Umzimba wam ngumfanekiso womntu xa wona.

Isono simhluba umntu iingubo zobabalo lwam.

Ukubuyisela ubabalo lwakhe olulahlekileyo, ndamkhulula iimpahla zam.

Isono siyamgqwetha umntu. iyayiguqula,

-yeyona ndalo intle esandleni sam

- kweyona nto imbi kwaye imbi kakhulu

nto leyo edala ukuzonya kunye nentiyo.

 

Ndandingoyena mntu ubalaseleyo.

Ukubuyisela ubuhle emntwini, uBuntu bam buthathe eyona nkalo imbi.

“Jonga kum, jonga indlela endiyoyikeka ngayo.

Izabhokhwe zathatha inyama yam nolusu zandenza andabonwa.

Isono asisihluthi nje umntu ubuhle bakhe kuphela, kodwa sibangela amanxeba anzulu awosulelwe sisilonda esiqhenqethayo, esityhefa ubuntu bakhe obunzulu size sitye imo yakhe ebalulekileyo.

 

 Ngoko ke, yonke into eyenziwa kwimeko yesono 

engenabomi   kwaye

 ukubonakala kwamathambo.

 

Usizi

-uhlutha umntu ubungangamsha bakhe bokuqala,

-ngena isizathu sakhe e

- kumenza abe yimfama.

 

Ukufikelela emazantsi amanxeba akhe, inyama yam yadlakadlaka;

Wasuka waba linxeba umzimba wam wonke. Kuphalala imilambo yegazi;

Ndagalela eyona nto yam ibalulekileyo emphefumlweni womntu ukuze ndiwubuyisele ebomini.

Ukuba ndandingenabo ubuThixo kunye nam, owona mthombo wobomi, ngendafa kwasekuqaleni kwePassion yam  .

 

Ngayo yonke intlupheko endiyenzileyo, ubuntu bam bafa, kodwa ubuThixo bam bandixhasa.

 

Iintlungu zam, igazi lam elaphalalayo, ulusu lwam oludlakadlaka zonke zibe negalelo ekubuyiseleni umntu ebomini.

 

Kodwa uyala igazi lam kwaye ngenxa yoko akabamkeli ubomi.

Iyinyathele enyameni yam, kwaye ihlala izele ngamanxeba.

Owu! Hayi indlela endibuva ngayo ubunzima bokungabi nambulelo kwamadoda!

Eziphosa ezingalweni zam, uYesu walila.

Ndiye ndambamba entliziyweni yam ebecimele inyembezi! Ukumbona ekhala ngolohlobo yandophula intliziyo!

 

Bendizimisele ukuva ubuhlungu ukuze angalili.

Ndamnika   ububele bam,

Ndawola amanxeba akhe   kwaye

Ndamsula   iinyembezi.

 

Wathuthuzeleka kancinci,   wongeza wathi:

"Uyayazi indlela endiziphethe ngayo?

Ndiziphatha njengotata othanda unyana wakhe kakhulu, ngelixa eyimfama, enesiphene, ekhubazekile, njl.

Kanti utata othanda unyana wakhe wenza ntoni?

 

Ususa amehlo akhe kunye nemilenze yakhe,

Ukrazula ulusu lwakhe kwaye, enika unyana wakhe yonke into, uthi kuye:

 

"Ndivuya ngakumbi ukuba yimfama, isiphene, nedumbe, ukuba ndiyazi ukuba wena nyana wam uyabona, uhamba kwaye uhle."

 

Owu! Hayi indlela avuya ngayo lotata ukuqaphela ukuba unyana wakhe

ngoku ubona   ngamehlo,

hamba ngemilenze e

unxibe   ubuhle bakhe!

 

Hayi indlela ebekuya kuba nkulu ngayo intlungu yakhe ukuba ebenokubona ukuba unyana wakhe, ngesenzo sokungabi nambulelo ongazenzisiyo, uyasikhulula.

- emehlweni kayise,

- imilenze yakhe kunye nolusu lwakhe,

ekhetha ukuba sisidalwa esilusizi kwakhona?

"Ndifana nalo tata.

Ndazihlutha yonke into ukunika yonke into emntwini. Ndabona yonke into. Kodwa, ngokungabi nambulelo kwayo, uluntu lundinika esona sohlwayo siqatha. "

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

UYesu wazibonakalisa ekwimo yovuyo olungenakuchazwa. Ndathi, “Kwenzeka ntoni, Yesu?

Zeziphi iindaba ezimnandi oziphathela zona ezikwenza wonwabe kangaka?

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam, uyayazi kutheni ndonwabe kangaka? Ulonwabo lwam kukubona ubhala.

 

Ngamagama owabhalayo, ndibona kuvela

-uzuko lwam,

-ubomi bam,

- ukukhanya koBuThixo bam,

- amandla eNtando yam,

- ukwaneliseka kothando lwam,

- ulwazi lwam oluhlala lusanda kwicala lezidalwa. Ndiyibona yonke le nto kumagama owabhalayo.

Ngegama ngalinye ndiphefumla ivumba elimnandi leziqholo zam.

 

Kwaye ndibona la mazwi ebaleka phakathi kwabantu, ewathwele

-ulwazi olutsha,

- uthando lwam oluthuthuzelayo kunye

- iimfihlo zeNtando yam yobuThixo.

Owu! Indenza ndonwabe kakhulu!

Andikwazi ukucinga ngomvuzo owaneleyo endinokukunika wona xa ndikubona ubhala! Xa ubhala izinto ezintsha ngam,

 

Ndiyila izinto ezintsha zokukuvuza kwaye ndilungiselele ukutyhila iinyani ezintsha kuwe.

 

Ngokuba

-nto leyo eyandisa ubomi bam njengomvangeli e

- ngoobani abathethi bam,

Bendisoloko ndibathanda kakhulu abo babhala ngam.

 

Ndizibekela into engekhoyo kwiincwadi zam zeVangeli ukuze ndibatyhilele. Ubomi bam njengomshumayeli abuzange buphele ngokubhubha koBuntu bam. Hayi, kufuneka ndishumayele okoko nje kukho izizukulwana ezitsha ".

Ndamxelela:

"Sthandwa sam kulidini ukuba ndibhale iinyaniso ozityhilayo kum. Kwaye idini liba likhulu xa ndinyanzelwa ukuba ndibhale ngezinto ezifihlakeleyo ezenzeka phakathi kwam nawe.

Ndiphantse ndaswela amandla okuyenza.

Ndingenza nantoni na ukuba ndingathethi ngam xa ndibhala ".

UYesu waphendula wathi:

“Uhlala wahlukile kum.

Xa ubhala izinto malunga nale nto ndikunika yona, bhala:

kum

kuThando endikuphathela lona   kunye

luhamba kangakanani uthando lwam lwezidalwa.

 

Oku kuya kubangela ukuba abanye bandithande.

Ukuze bafumane uncedo endikunika lona.

 

Kuyimfuneko ukuba uzifumane ukuM xa ubhala.

Kungenjalo umntu unokuthi:

"Uthethe nabani na oku? Ngubani na othe wazibonakalisa enesisa ngobubele bakhe, mhlawumbi emoyeni, emoyeni?" Hayi!

Khange kuthiwe

Okokuba ndandidla ubomi emhlabeni, ndathetha kubapostile* kuzo izihlwele;

-ukuba ndiphilise umntu onje nanje, kwaye

-ukuba ndibe nesisa kwaye ndihlonipheke kuMama?

 

Yonke into iyimfuneko.

Unokuqiniseka ukuba kuyo yonke into oyibhalayo, usoloko ndim otyhilayo.

 

Ukungabikho kukaYesu kwandisinda kangangokuba

Bendimfowunela qha ndirhalela ukubuya kwakhe. Kodwa yaba lilize. Ngoko ke kwafuneka alinde ixesha elide.

Kanye xa ndandingasakwazi ukunyamezela ukungabikho kwakhe, wafika. Zingaphi izinto ebendifuna ukumxelela zona.

Kodwa Yena wayemi kwindawo ephakamileyo ukuze ndingakwazi ukuthetha Naye.

 

Ndacingisisa kwaye ndayithanda. "Yesu, Yesu, yiza!" Naye wandijonga.

Wavelisa umbethe owandigquma okweperile, yaye oku kwamsondeza kum. Esondele kakhulu, wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho.

-umnqweno wokundibona,

- ubunzulu kunye nokuphindaphinda lo mnqweno ukrazula isigqubuthelo esahlula ixesha elingunaphakade, okwenza umphefumlo uthabathele kum.

 

Uthando lwam luphantse lungabi nakuphumla

xa kufuneka ndibambe kade ekuzivezeni emphefumlweni othe khunubembe emva kwam. Akufunekanga ndizityhile kulo mphefumlo ukuzolisa uthando lwam, kodwa kufuneka ndinike

- amatshatsheli amatsha e

-ubungqina obutsha boThando.

«  Uthando lwam luhlala lunqwenela ukunika ubungqina boThando kwizidalwa.

Xa iNtando yam yenza ukuzinikela kwisidalwa, uthando lwam luba yiholide.

Uyabaleka, kwaye Naye ubhabhela kwesi sidalwa: uba ngumbeleko wakhe.

 

Ukuba ifumanisa ukuba umphefumlo awukho kwindawo yokuzalwa kweNtando yam yobuThixo, iyawubamba kwaye iyicule ukuze iphumle kwaye ilale.

Kwaye xa umphefumlo ulala, ukuphefumlela kubomi bothando oluhlaziyiweyo.

Ukuba ukuphefumla okungaqhelekanga komphefumlo kubonisa intliziyo engonwabanga,

ke Uthando lwam lubumba ngeNtliziyo yam enye imbeleko yokuba lo mphefumlo uwukhulule kubukrakra bawo kwaye uwugcwalise ngovuyo loThando.

 

Owu! Uthando lwam luvuya njani xa umphefumlo uvuka kwaye,

-bonke bonwabile kwaye bugcwele ubomi,

- uyazi ngokuzalwa kwakhe ngokutsha.

 

Wathi kumphefumlo  :

 

Uyabona, ndakunyikimisa esizalweni sam;

ukuze uvuke womelele, wonwabile kwaye uguqukile.

 

Ngoku ndifuna ukushukumisa amanyathelo akho, imisebenzi yakho, amazwi akho, yonke into.

Ndifuna Uthando lwakho

ukuze ukudityaniswa kothando lwethu ezimbini kusenze sonwabe ngokufanayo.

Lumka ungafaki nto phakathi kwethu, ingandenza buhlungu  ”.

LuThando lwam ngaphezu kwayo yonke into endisondeza endodeni. Uthando lwam libele apho umntu wazalelwa khona.

EbuThixo bam yonke into iyahambelana,

kwangokunjalo namalungu omzimba alungeleleneyo.

 

Umntu unengqondo yakhe yokumkhanyisela. Into emqhubayo yintando yakhe.

Ndiyayithanda lento

xa sukuba lifuna: Iliso aliboni, isandla asisebenzi, neenyawo azihambi.

xa sukuba lithanda: iliso liyabona, isandla siyasebenza, neenyawo ziyabaleka. Onke amalungu omzimba ayaphelelisana.

 

Kunjalo nangobuThixo bam:

Intando yam ilawula yonke into kwaye

Iimpawu zam zihlala ngokuvisisana ngokupheleleyo ukuze ndifeze oko kunqwenelwa nguThando lwam.

 

Ubulumko bam, amandla am, ulwazi lwam, ukulunga kwam kunye nazo zonke ezinye iimpawu zam ziyahambelana kwaye zenza yonke into.

 

Zonke iimpawu zam, nangona zahlukile,

-hlala kwindawo yokugcina yoThando lwam e

- ukuzalisekisa iminqweno yoThando lwentando yam.

«  Eyona nto ifunwa yindoda Luthando  .

Uthando lomphefumlo lufana nesonka somphefumlo.

Umntu unokwenza ngaphandle kolwazi, amandla okanye ubulumko kuba ezi mpawu ziluncedo kuphela kwiimeko ezithile.

 

Kodwa bekunokuthiwani xa ndimdala umntu ndingamthandi?

Bendizoyidala ngantoni ukuba bendingayithandi?

Ibiya kuba lihlazo kum, isenzo esingandifanelanga, ekubeni owona msebenzi wam uphambili ikukuthanda.

 

Kwaye kuya kwenzeka ntoni ngoMntu

- ukuba wayengenaso isiseko sothando kuye,

-ukuba wayengakwazi ukuthanda?

Uya kuba sisityhakala kwaye angafanelanga nokujongwa.

 

Uthando kufuneka lungene kuyo yonke into.

Imele ibonakale kuzo zonke izenzo zomntu njengoko umfanekiso wokumkani ubonakala kuzo zonke iingqekembe zobukumkani bakhe.

Ukuba ingqekembe engenamfanekiselo wokumkani, ayimkelwa ngabakhonzi bokumkani.

 

Ngokunjalo, ukuba isenzo asiphefumlelwanga luthando, andinakuyibona njengeyam   . "

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko ethandeka weza waza   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, Uthando lwam lwezidalwa lundenza ndife ngalo lonke ixesha.

 

Ubume bothando lokwenyani benza

fa kwaye ubuyele ebomini ngokuqhubekayo ngenxa yesithandwa sakho   .

 

Ukufuna umntu ngokwakhe, uthando lubangela ukufa ukuba kwenzeke. Ivelisa omnye wabona bafeli-nkolo bade nababuhlungu kakhulu.

 

Kodwa, unamandla ngaphezu kokufa,

kwa lo thando lunika ubomi kwangaxeshanye lunika ukufa.

 

Kuba injalo?

-Kwangathi ubomi bunikwe umntu othandekayo,

- ukwenzela ukuba ubomi obubodwa bubunjwe phakathi komntu kunye nomntu othandekayo.

 

Amadangatye othando   anesidima

-ukutya ubomi bomntu

-ukuyidibanisa nobunye ubomi.

 

Yile nto kanye eyenzekayo ngoThando lwam: indenza ndife.

Ngokusuka koku kuzigocagoca wenza imbewu ukuba ityalwe entliziyweni yesidalwa.

endivumela ukuba ndikhule kuye   kwaye

ukwenza   ubomi obunye kunye nayo.

 

Nawe ungafela sthandwa sam, owazi kangaphi mhlawumbi nangawuphi na umzuzu.

 

Nanini na ufuna ukundibona, kodwa awukwazi, intando yakho iphila ukungabikho kwam njengokufa.

Xa ungandiboni ifa intando yakho

engabufumani ubomi abufunayo.

 

Kodwa emva kokuba kuphelile ukuthanda kwakho kwesi senzo sokufa, ndiya kubuya ndizalwa kuwe, nawe ube nam.

Fumana ubomi obufunayo,

- kodwa ukufa kwakhona,

ubuye udle ubomi kum.

 

Ukuba uyandifuna, umnqweno wakho ongafezekanga udibana nokufa. Xa ephinda evela, ufumana ubomi obutsha.

 

Ke uthando lwakho, ubukrelekrele bakho kunye nentliziyo yakho zinokuba kwisenzo esinye esiqhubekayo.

- ukufa kunye

- buyela ebomini.

 

Ukuba ndikwenzile oku kuwe, kulungile ukuba ukwenzele mna.

 

Ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo kwaye uYesu wam osoloko ethandeka wazibonakalisa kum   ethwele   umnqamlezo wakhe kweyona gxala lakhe lingcwele  .

 

Wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, xa ndifumana uMnqamlezo, ndawuqwalasela ukusuka phezulu ukuya ezantsi ukubona indawo apho umphefumlo ngamnye uhleli khona kuye.

 

Kwaye, ndicamngca ngomphefumlo ngamnye, ndajonga ngothando ngakumbi   kwaye

Ndanikela ingqalelo ekhethekileyo kwabo babehlala kwindawo yam

Ufuna.

Ndathi ndakubona le miphefumlo,

Ndawubona umnqamlezo wabo mde kwaye ubanzi njengowam

kuba uMyolelo wam ubuhlawulele ubude nobubanzi obungenabo. Owu! Wabonakala njani umnqamlezo wakho, mde kwaye ubanzi

- kuba iminyaka yakho emininzi uyichithe ebhedini, ithwalwa kuphela ukuzalisekisa intando yam.

 

Ngelixa umnqamlezo wam wawulapho kuphela   ukuzalisekisa iNtando kaBawo wam   waseZulwini,

owakho wawukhona ukuzalisekisa iNtando yam  . Aba babini bawongwa.

Ekubeni zazilingana ngokomlinganiselo, zadibana.

 

Intando yam inokulunga

-thambisa ubulukhuni beminqamlezo,

- ukunciphisa ubunzima babo,

- bandise kwaye

-ukuzandisa ukuze zibe ngathi zezam.

 

Ke ngoko, xa ndithwele umnqamlezo wam,

Ndabuva kunye ubumnandi kunye nobungqwabalala beminqamlezo yemiphefumlo

- abaye babandezeleka kwi-Will yam.

 

Owu! Esinjani sona isiqabu abasizisa kwiNtliziyo yam! Kodwa ngaxeshanye,

- kule minqamlezo wawutshona uMnqamlezo wam egxalabeni lam



- ukuya kwinqanaba lokubangela inxeba elinzulu.

 

Phezu kwazo nje iintlungu eziqatha endandinazo,

Ngeloxesha ndibuva ubumnandi bemiphefumlo esokolayo kwiWill yam.

 

Ingunaphakade kangakanani intando yam,

 ubunzima babo  ,

ukulungiswa kwazo   e

izenzo zabo   ziye

Waphila onke amathontsi egazi lam,

langena kwinxeba lam ngalinye, kwityala lam ngalinye elifunyenweyo.

 

IWill yam indenze ndabona ukubakhona

zonke iziphoso   zendalo,

ndithabathele kwabawokuqala, kwesa   kwabokugqibela.

 

"Kwakungenxa yokuhlonipha imiphefumlo eyayiza kuhlala kwiWill yam ukuba ndimisele ukukhululwa.

Ukuba eminye imiphefumlo inokuxhamla kwintlawulelo, kungenxa yaloo miphefumlo iphila kwi-Will yam.

 

Akukho nto ilungileyo endiyinikelayo,

- ezulwini nasemhlabeni,

ukuba akukho ngqalelo yale miphefumlo ».

 

Bendicamngca ngokulunga okukhulu asiphathele kona uYesu ngokusikhulula. Enkosi,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndidale indoda entle, ebekekileyo enemvelaphi engunaphakade nengcwele, onwabile kwaye endifaneleyo.

Isono sambangela ukuba awe kwezi ndawo ziphakamileyo enzonzobileni enzulu. Wahlutha ubuhandiba bakhe.

Umntu uye waba sesona sidalwa singonwabanga. Usizi

- ithintele ukukhula kwayo, e

-wamgquma amanxeba amenza amanyundululu ekuboneni kodwa intlawulelo yam yamkhulula ebugwenxeni bakhe.

 

Ubuntu bam abenzanga nto ngaphandle kwento eyenziwa ngumama othambileyo: kuba usana lwakhe aludli ukutya, luvula isizalo sakhe kwaye,

- ukubuyisela umntwana kuye, egazini lakhe liguqulwa libe ngubisi;

- umbonelela ngokutya akudingayo ukuze aphile.

Ukuloyisa uthando lukamama owondla umntwana wakhe kwasesizalweni sakhe,

Ubuntu bam, phantsi kwee-eyelashes,

kwavula inkitha yemijelo ekuphuma kuyo imilambo yegazi ukuze abantwana bam bakwazi

-fumana ubomi bakhe,

-bondle kwaye bagqibelele ukukhula kwabo.

 

Ngamanxeba am ndabugquma ubuphene babo, ndabenza bantle kunakuqala.

 

Xa   ndadala amadoda  , ndawadala ngobunyulu basezulwini kunye nobuhandiba.

 

Ngentlawulelo  ,  ndibahombise ngeenkwenkwezi ezikhazimlayo zamanxeba am 

ngenxa

-ukugquma ububi babo e

zizenze zibe ntle nangakumbi kunezokuqala.

Emanxebeni abo nakwiziphene zabo.

Ndiwabekile amatye entlungu yam, Ukusibekela zonke iintsizi zabo.

Ndabanxibisa ngobukhazikhazi

ukuba inkangeleko yabo iyigqwesile imbonakalo yabo yantlandlolo ngobuhle. Ngenxa yoko iBandla liyadanduluka  : "Impazamo eyonwabileyo!" 

Ngenxa yentlawulelo yezono yeza, ngalo uBuntu bam

-wabondla abantwana bam ngegazi lakhe,

- wambesa ngobuntu bakhe kunye nobuhle.

Kwaye amabele am ahlala ehlutha ukutyisa abantwana bam.

 

Kuya kuba qatha kangakanani na ukugwetywa kwabo

- ondicekisayo,

-abangavumiyo ukufumana uBomi obuya kubenza bakhule kwaye bagqume iziphene zabo!

 

Ndadakumbile kuba ndivinjwa ubukho buka Yesu wam omnandi, emva kokundilinda ixesha elide   wafika  .

 

Emanxebeni akhe, Waphalaza igazi lakhe entanyeni yam nasesifubeni. Athi nje ukuba andichukumisile, la mathontsi egazi aba ziirubhi ezibengezelayo ezazibumba eyona nzwakazi intle.

 

Ejonge   kum, uYesu wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

intle kangakanani le necklace yegazi lam ebekwe phezu kwakho. Hayi indlela ekwenza ube mhle ngayo!

Jonga ukuba ikwenza uzive wonwabile.

Nam ke ndisacaphukile kuba undilinde ixesha elide, ndathi.

"Sithandwa sam kunye noBomi bam, ndinqwenela njani ukuba ndibe nengalo yakho entanyeni yam njengentsimbi yomqala.

Bekuya kundonwabisa nyani kuba ndingabuva ubomi bakho.

Kwaye ndiza kunamathela kuwe kangangokuba ndingasokuze ndikuvumele uphinde uhambe.

Liyinene elithi izinto zakho zintle, kodwa xa ndingakufumani, andifumani bomi.

Xa ndinezinto zakho ngaphandle kwakho, intliziyo yam ibuhlungu. Iyaphakuzela kwaye yopha yintlungu yokungabikho kwakho.

Ah! Ukuba ubusazi ukuba undingcungcuthekisa kangakanani xa ungezi, ubuya kulumka ungandilindeli ixesha elide kangaka!

 

Akuba ethe wathantamisa kakhulu, uYesu wasongela intamo yakhe entanyeni yam, wabamba isandla sam kweyakhe  ,   wongeza  :

 

"Ndiyazi ukuba ubandezeleka kangakanani!

Kwakhona, ndenza izilungiso ngokwenza intsimbi yomqala entanyeni yakho ngengalo yam.

ikwenza wonwabe?

Yazi akukho nto ndinokuyenza ngaphandle kokulungisa abo bahlala kwiWill yam.

Kuba, ngokuphefumla kwabo, benza intsimbi yomqala

oko akujikeleze intamo yam kuphela, kodwa nomphefumlo wam wonke.

 

Kwaye ndiba ngathi ndibotshelelwe kule miphefumlo kwinqaba yeWill yam.

Kude ukuba ingandikholisi, indinika ulwaneliseko olukhulu kangangokuba ndibabophelele kum ukuze batshintshisane.

 

Ukuba aninako ukuphila ngaphandle kwam, kungenxa yale mixokelelwane enibophe niqinile kum.

ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba umzuzwana olula ngaphandle kwam ukubeke kwintlungu yokufela ukholo.

 

Ntombazana ndini, unyanisile!

Ndiya kuthathela ingqalelo yonke le nto kwaye kude ukuba ndikushiye

Ndizozivalela kuwe

ukonwabela umoya weWill yam endiyifumana kuwe.

 

Ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho, iingcinga zakho, iminqweno yakho, iintshukumo zakho

bonke bafana nam. Ndifumana eyona ndawo imnandi yokuphumla emabeleni akho. "

 

Bendikwimo yam yesiqhelo kwathi gqi uYesu wam othandekayo. Wayethe cwaka, ekhathazeke kakhulu kwaye akazange athethe.

 

Ndambuza:

“Ukhathazwa yintoni na Yesu, kutheni ungathethi nam?

UnguBomi bam, Amazwi akho akukutya kwam kwaye andinakuzila ixesha elide kuwo.

Ndibuthathaka kakhulu

Ndiziva ndinesidingo sokutya okuqhubekayo ukuze ndikhule kwaye ndigcine amandla am ".

UYesu, konke ukulunga, wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, nam ndiziva ndifuna ukutya.

 

Emva kokuba uzondla ngeLizwi lam,

- xa sele ifaniswe nguwe e

-iguqulwe egazini lakho, iba kukutya kwam.

 

Ukuba awunakuzila, nam andinakuzila.

Ndifuna umvuzo wokutya endikunika kona. Emva koko, ndiya kubuya ndikudlise kwakhona.

Ndilambe kakhulu ngoku. Yiza ngokukhawuleza uzalise le ndlala!"

Bendixakiwe ndingazi noba mandimnike ntoni ngoba zange ndibenanto. Kodwa uYesu wayithabatha ngezandla zozibini

 -ukubetha kwentliziyo yam  ,

-umphefumlo wam,   iingcinga zam,

- uthando lwam,

- iminqweno yam,

zonke ziguqulwe zaba ziiglowubhu ezincinci zokukhanya.

 

Wawagqiba wathi:

“Zonke ezi zinto zibangelwa ngumsebenzi wam kuwe.

Zezam ndimane ndizitya.

“Ntombi yam,   kuhle ukuba ndiphinde ndisebenze umhlaba womphefumlo wakho ukuze ndityale imbewu yelizwi lam ukuze ndikuxhase.

 

Ndithanda umlimi ofuna ukutyala intsimi yakhe. Iyalima umhlaba ize ibeke imbewu.

Emva koko, buyela ekugqumeni imisele apho wayetyale khona imbewu ukuze ikhuseleke.

Zinike ixesha lokuhluma.

Xa ziye zanda ngekhulu, kuyavunwa.

 

Kulumkele ukugquma imbewu ngomhlaba omninzi, njengoko inokufuthanisela kwaye ife.

Wayeza kuba sesichengeni sokungabi nanto yakutya.

Le yindlela endiziphethe ngayo.

Xa   ndiphakamisa umhlaba womphefumlo,

Ndiyavula kwaye ndikhulise amandla akhe okuqonda ukuze ndikwazi ukuhlwayela iLizwi lam apho  . Emva koko ndigubungela imisele yomhlaba,

nto leyo ebandakanya   ukuthobeka nokutshatyalaliswa komphefumlo  .

Ndisebenzisa zonke iintsizi kunye nobuthathaka bomphefumlo

Kaloku nam ndingumhlaba.

Kodwa lo mhlaba kufuneka uphume emphefumlweni kuba andinalo olu hlobo

Umhlaba.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ndigubungela zonke iimbewu kwaye ndilindele ngovuyo isivuno.

 

Kodwa ngaba uyafuna ukwazi ukuba kwenzeka ntoni na xa umhlaba omninzi ugalelwe imbewu?

Xa umphefumlo uziva iinkxwaleko zawo, ubuthathaka bawo, ukungabi nto kwawo ngamandla kakhulu, uyakhathazeka kwaye uzinikele kakhulu ekucamngceni kuwo kangangokuba utshaba luyawusebenzisa.

ukumhenda, ukumtyhafisa nokumenza aphelelwe lithemba  .

 

Oku kuthetha umhlaba ongafunekiyo okanye ongafunekiyo kwimbewu yam. Owu!

-Ngelixa imbewu yam iziva ifa,

- kunzima kangakanani kuwo ukuntshula phantsi komhlaba ongaka. Amaxesha amaninzi imiphefumlo iyamdinisa umlimi wasezulwini, aze Yena arhoxe.

Owu! Mingaphi na le miphefumlo!

Ndathi kuye: "Sthandwa sam, ndingomnye walemiphefumlo?"

Waphendula wathi  : “Hayi, hayi!

 

Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam ayinako ukuyifunxa imbewu yam.

 

Ngokuchasene noko, ndihlala ndifumana kule miphefumlo kuphela ukungabikho kwayo, okuvelisa umhlaba omncinci.

ukuba andikwazi ukugquma imbewu ngomaleko obhityileyo.

 

Ilanga le-Will yam libenza bahlume ngokukhawuleza.

Emva kwesivuno esikhulu, ngokukhawuleza ndihlwayela imbewu eninzi. Qiniseka ngale nto!

Awuboni ukuba ndihlala ndityala imbewu entsha emphefumlweni wakho?

Njengoko wayendixelela oku, kwakukho usizi oluthile ebusweni baKhe. Ukundibamba ngesandla,

Yandikhupha emzimbeni wam kwaye

Wandibonisa amaLungu ePalamente nabaphathiswa ababhidekileyo,   ukuba njani

-ukuba balungise umlilo omkhulu kwaye

- bazifumana bengamabanjwa amadangatye.

 

Umntu unokubona iinkokeli zamahlelo ezithi,

-dinwe kukulwa iCawe, ndinqwenelwa

- yenza uhlaselo olunegazi;

-okanye bakhululwe kuxanduva lwabo lobunkokeli.

 

Isikhundla sabo sasingazinzanga ngenxa yokungabikho kwemali kunye nezinye izizathu. Ngoko, kunokuba babonakale behlekisa, bazama ukushiya ezabo

uxanduva lokongamela isiphelo sesizwe.

Kodwa ngubani owayenokuthetha yonke into? Emva koko, ebuhlungu,   uYesu wathi kum:

“Zimbi, ziyoyikeka izicwangciso zabo!

Bafuna ukwenza yonke into ngaphandle kwam. Kodwa yonke into iya kubabhideka kubo!

 

Ndajonga imibhalo yam ndacinga:

«NguYesu lo uthetha nam okanye

ngumdlalo wotshaba okanye yingcinga yam?

 

Weza uYesu   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, amazwi am azele yiNyaniso nokuKhanya.

Bathwele ngaphakathi kwabo amandla kunye nokulunga ukubethelela umphefumlo

- ezi Nyaniso,

-oku kuKhanya kunye

- zonke izinto ezilungileyo abazinxibayo.

Ngaloo ndlela, umphefumlo awuzazi iiNyaniso kuphela

kodwa uvakalelwa kukuba utyekele kuye ekwenzeni ngokuvisisana nazo.

 

Iinyaniso zam zizele bubuhle kunye nomtsalane,

ngendlela yokuba xa umphefumlo uzifumana, uthabatheke zizo.

"Kum yonke into iHarmony, Order kunye nobuhle.

 

Ngokomzekelo, xa ndandidala amazulu, ngenda ndayeka emva kokuba ndidale ilanga.

Kodwa   ndandifuna ukuhombisa isibhakabhaka ngeenkwenkwezi,   ukuze amehlo omntu abe novuyo olungakumbi kwimisebenzi yoMdali wabo.

Xa ndadala umhlaba  , ndawuhombisa ngezityalo ezininzi neentyatyambo. Andidalanga nto ingafakwanga bubuhle.

 

Ukuba oku kuyinyani ngolungelelwaniso lwezinto ezidaliweyo, kuyinyaniso ngakumbi kulandelelwano lweeNyaniso zam, ezinengcambu kubuThixo bam.

 

Xa zifika emphefumlweni, zifana nemitha yelanga efika ize ifudumale emhlabeni ingaphumi nalanga.

Umphefumlo uthandana neeNyaniso zam kakhulu

ukuba phantse kube nzima kuye ukuba angazenzi.

Kwelinye icala, xa ilutshaba olwenzayo okanye xa kufikelelwa kwimibono efuna ukuzenza iNyaniso, ezi zinto aziquki.

- akukho ukukhanya, - akukho nto, - akukho buhle, - akukho mtsalane.

 

Azinanto yaye azinabomi.

Umphefumlo awuziva ukulungele ukuzincama ukuze wenze oko.

 

Kodwa iiNyaniso ozivayo kuYesu wakho zizele buBomi nezinomtsalane. Yini na ukuba uthandabuze?

 

Ukuba ngaphandle komzimba wam,

Ndazibona ndikwintlambo ezele ziintyatyambo

apho ndabona umvumisi wam efile kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ngaphambilana (ngoMatshi 10).

 

Ngokwesiqhelo sakhe esahlala apha emhlabeni, wandikhwaza esithi:

Ndixelele, utheni kuwe uYesu?

 

Ndaphendula ndathi, “Wathetha nam ngaphakathi kum, kodwa akazange athethe nto; kwaye uyazi ukuba andizixeli izinto endizibona ngolu hlobo.

Waqhuba:"Nam ndifuna ukuva ukuba utheni kuwe ngaphakathi." Ndizibona ndinyanzelekile, ndaphendula:

"Wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, ndikuthwele ezingalweni zam.

Iingalo zam ziya kuba njengephenyane kuwe

-ukwenza ukuba uhambe kulwandle olungenasiphelo lweNtando yam. Ngokuqhubeka nokwenza imisebenzi yakho kwiNtando yam,

- uya kwenza iiseyile, imasti kunye ne-ankile.

 

Abayi kukhonza kuphela ukuhombisa isikhephe esincinci,

kodwa iyakuyenza ihambe ngokukhawuleza. Ndiyithanda kakhulu imiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yam kangangokuba ndiyithwele ezingalweni zam ngaphandle   kokuyishiya.

Ndithe ndisathetha kanjalo kummeli wam.

Ndazibona iingalo zikaYesu zifana nephenyane elincinane endandikulo.

 

Ukulandela amazwi am, umvumisi wathi kum:

“Umele wazi ukuba xa uYesu wayethetha nawe waza wakutyhilela iinyaniso zakhe, imitha yokukhanya yehla phezu kwakho.

Ekubeni ungenawo amandla aKhe, xa wawudlulisela ezi Nyaniso kum, wazityhila ngokuthe ngcembe.

Kanti umphefumlo wam wawukhanyiselekile. Intwana nje yoko kukhanya yayanele

ukundikhuthaza   kwaye

ukundenza ndifune ukuva ngakumbi ezi Nyaniso, ukwamkela   ukuKhanya okungaphezulu.

Kungenxa yokuba yayikhatshwa livumba elimnandi lasezulwini nemvakalelo yobuthixo.

Ekubeni ukuva ezi nyaniso kukodwa kutsalele ezi nceba kum, iya kuba yintoni na kwabo bazisebenzisayo?

 

Yiyo le nto bendifuna kakhulu ukuyiva le nto yayithethwa nguYesu kuni kwaye ndifuna ukuyazisa kwabanye.

Kwakungenxa yokukhanya kunye nevumba.

Ukuba ubusazi nje okuhle okuhle okutsalwe ngumphefumlo wam kwezi Nyaniso!

 

Oku kukhanya kwasezulwini kunye nevumba elimnandi akuzange kundihlaziye ngokwam.

kodwa yasebenza njengokuKhanya kubantu ababendingqongileyo!

 

Xa uyenzile imisebenzi yakho kwintando kaThixo,

Ndive imbewu yale Will ingcwele ihleli kum ».

 

Ndathi, Ndibonise umphefumlo wakho, ndibonise ukuba ukhupha ukukhanya?

 

Ivuleke kwicala lentliziyo yakhe ndawubona umphefumlo wakhe ukhazimla. Amabala okukhanya adibana kwaye ahlukana, enye yabhabha phezu komnye yayintle kakhulu ukuyibona.

 

Wongezelela wathi: “Yabonani indlela ekumnandi ngayo ukuva ezi nyaniso!

Abo bangayithobeliyo iNyaniso bangqongwe bubumnyama obunjalo ukuze boyike.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndacinga: “Ndiziva ndisona sidalwa sibi. Noko ke,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela.

-ukuba iiprojekthi zakhe zinkulu kum kwaye

-ukuba umsebenzi owakhayo kum ubaluleke kakhulu

ongafuniyo ukuyiphathisa izithunywa zakhe.

 

Yena ngokwakhe ufuna ukuba ngumgcini, umdlali kunye nombukeli.

Kodwa ndingafeza ntoni kangaka? Nantoni na!

Ubomi bam bangaphandle buqhelekile kangangokuba ndenza ngaphantsi kobuninzi babanye. "

Njengoko ezi ngcinga zihamba engqondweni yam,

UYesu wam osoloko ethandwa   waliphazamisa ikhondo lakhe wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

kucacile ukuba ngaphandle koYesu wakho

-Awukwazi ukucinga nantoni na elungileyo   e

-Ungathetha nje   ububhanxa.

 

Umama wam endimthandayo naye akazange aphumeze nantoni na engaqhelekanga kubomi bakhe bangaphandle.

Enyanisweni, wayebonakala esenza kancinci kunabanye.

Incitshiswe ekwenzeni eyona misebenzi iqhelekileyo ebomini. Wasonta, wathunga, watshayela phantsi, wabasa umlilo.

Ngubani owayenokucinga ukuba   nguMama kaThixo?

 

Izenzo zakhe zangaphandle azityhilanga nanye kwezi.

“Kodwa xa wandithwala esizalweni sakhe, mna ndiliLizwi elinguNaphakade,

- yonke intshukumo yakhe,

- zonke izenzo zakhe zobuntu zazihlonelwa yiyo yonke indalo.

 

Ngalo kwaphuma ubomi nenkxaso yazo zonke izidalwa.

Ilanga lalixhomekeke kuye yaye lithembele kuye ukuze ligcine ukukhanya nokufudumala kwalo.

Umhlaba wawulindele ukukhula kobomi bezityalo zawo kuye. Konke kwakuxhomekeke kuye.

 

Izulu nomhlaba zazinikel' ingqalelo kweyona ntshukumo yakhe incinci. Kodwa ngubani owayibonayo?

Akukho mntu!

Bonke ubukhulu bakhe, amandla nobungcwele bakhe,

iilwandle ezininzi zeenzuzo eziphuma   esizalweni sakhe;

konke ukubetha   kwentliziyo yakhe,

ukuphefumla kwakhe, iingcinga zakhe, amazwi akhe, zonke zabhabha zaya ngqo   kuMdali wakhe.

Kwabakho ukwabelana ngokuqhubekayo phakathi koThixo naye. Yonke into eyayiphuma kuye yayimanyaniswa noMdali wakhe. Wadityaniswa naye ngokubuyisela.

Olu tshintshiselwano

kwandisa   ubukhulu bayo,

wayiphakamisa   kwaye

wamvumela ukuba   alawule yonke into.

Kodwa akukho mntu waphawula into engaqhelekanga ngaye.

 

Ndim kuphela uThixo wakhe, uNyana wakhe, owayesazi yonke into.

Kwakukho umsinga onamandla phakathi kwam noMama

ukuba Intliziyo yakhe neyam yabetha ngaxeshanye.

Uphile ngokubetha kwentliziyo yam kwanaphakade kwaye ndaphila ngokubetha kwentliziyo yakhe kamama.

Ubomi bethu babuzaliswe kukutshintshiselana rhoqo.

Yiyo kanye le nto, emehlweni am, eyayimohlula njengoMama wam.

 

Izenzo zangaphandle

- ungandanelisi okanye ungandikholisi

ukuba aziphumi ngaphakathi ezibubomi.

Oko kuthetha, ngubani ongaqhelekanga kangangokuba ubomi bakho buqhelekile?

 

Ndidla ngokugubungela imisebenzi yam emikhulu kunezona zinto ziqhelekileyo

ngoko akukho mntu unokuzibona. Indinika inkululeko engakumbi yokwenza izinto.

 

Xa ndigqibile, ngoko, ngesiphumo esimangalisayo,

Ndibonisa wonke umntu umsebenzi wam kwaye ndivusa uncumo.

Lishishini elincinci

- ukuba izenzo zezidalwa zigeleza kumlambo weNtando yam kunye

-Ukuba izenzo zam zinye nezo zezidalwa?

 

Lishishini elincinci

ukuba umnqweno wobuthixo ungene kwizenzo zezidalwa njengonobangela wazo, ukuba izenzo zomntu ziguqulwe.

kwizenzo zobuThixo,

kuthando lukaThixo,

kwimbuyekezo kaThixo,

kuzuko olungunaphakade nolobuthixo?

 

Ayimangalisi loo nto?

ukuba ukuthanda komntu kunokugcinwa kutshintshiselwano oluqhubekayo kunye neNtando yobuThixo nokuba ngamnye uya kugalela kwenye?

 

Ntombi yam, ndikucela ukuba uphulaphule kwaye undilandele ngokuthembeka ".

Ndaphendula ndathi sthandwa sam zininzi izinto ezenzekileyo mva nje kangangokuba ndiye ndaziva ndiphazamisekile.

Uthe:

"Ngoko ke lumka kuba,

- xa izenzo zakho zingaphumi kwintando yam, kuba ngathi ilanga liphazamisa indlela yalo.

 

Xa uphazanyiswa, kuba ngathi

ukuba amafu agubungela ilanga kwaye ubumnyama bungena kuwe.

Nangona kunjalo, xa iziphazamiso zingenakuzikhethela, isenzo esinamandla kunye nesisigqibo sokuthanda sanele

ukukukhokelela kwintando yam   ,

ukuze ilanga liphinde liqalise indlela yalo kwaye amafu atshabalale, ngaloo ndlela   ilanga leNtando yam likhanye

ngobungangamsha ngakumbi ".

 

Ndamkhapha uYesu   kwiintlungu zomphefumlo wakhe.

 

Uye wazibonakalisa kum   wandixelela  :

Ntombi yam, isono siwubopha umphefumlo, siwuthintele ekwenzeni okulungileyo

-emva koko uziva amatyathanga etyala   e

- uneentloni ekuqondeni kwakhe okulungileyo. Umyolelo uziva uthintelekile kwaye   ukhubazekile.

 

Kunokuba anqwenele okulungileyo, unqwenela okubi.

Umnqweno wokuphaphazela kuThixo unqumle amaphiko.

Yithande

Ndiba novelwano xa ndibona amadoda ekhonkxiwe zizono zawo!

 

Yilonto ukuhlupheka kokuqala ndandifuna   ukukuva kwakubotshwa   ngamatyathanga  .

Bendifuna akhulule amadoda kumatyathanga awo.

 

Amatyathanga awayendithintele

baba ngamaqhina oThando nje bandibamba nje  .

 

Xa imixokelelwane yam ichukumise uluntu,

- batshisa kwaye batshabalalisa imixokelelwane eyayimbophile kwaye

- amadoda aseLuthandweni awabophelele kuM.

Uthando lwam luthando olusebenzayo, alunakubakho ngaphandle kokwenza.

Yiyo loo nto ndilungiselele umntu ngamnye into aya kuyidinga

- ukulungiswa kwakhe,

- ukuchacha kwakhe e

- ukubuyiselwa kobuhle bayo.

 

Ndenze yonke into ukuze, ukuba amadoda ayayifuna, abe nayo yonke into ayifunayo.

-Imixokelelwane yam ilungele ukutshisa eyabo,

- Iziqwenga zenyama yam zokuvala amanxeba abo, ukuba bahombise;

igazi lam lokubanika ubomi. Yonke ilungile!

 

Ndigcinele wonke umntu into azakuyidinga buqu. Indlela uthando lwam olufuna ukwenza ngayo kwaye luzinikele,

Ndiziva ndiqhutywa ngumnqweno onzulu, amandla angenakuthintelwa, abangela ukuba ndingabi seluxolweni.

Kodwa ngaba uyayazi into endiyenzayo xa ndibona ukuba akukho mntu uyamkelayo into endiyinikezayo?

Ndiyigxininise imixokelelwane yam, amaqhekeza eNyama yam neGazi lam

- kwabo banqwenelayo nabandithandayo. Ndibagcwalise ngo Buhle.

Emva koko ndibabophelela kuM ngemixokelelwane yam yoThando ukuze bandise ubomi babo benceba kalikhulu.

Kuphela ke apho uthando lwam lufumana ukuzaliseka, ukwaneliseka kunye nokuphumla kwayo ».

Njengoko wayezithetha ezi zinto.

Ndiyibonile imixokelelwane yakhe, amalungu enyama yakhe negazi lakhe liphalala kum. Wakuvuyela kakhulu ukusebenzisa zonke iimfanelo zakhe kum ngale ndlela.

Kwaye wandibophelela kuYe ngokupheleleyo. Hayi indlela alunge ngayo uYesu! Makabongwe ngonaphakade!

Wabuya emva kwexesha   wathi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndisiva isidingo sokuba isidalwa siphumle kuM, nam ndikuso.

 

Kodwa uyazi ukuba isidalwa sihlala nini kum kwaye nam ndikuso?

Xa ubukrelekrele bakhe bundicinga kwaye bundiqonda.

Ixhomekeke kubukrelekrele boMdali wayo.

Kwaye ubukrelekrele boMdali buphumle kwingqondo edaliweyo.

 

Xa umntu edibana nentando kaThixo  ,

-aba babini bamanga kunye

-aba babini baphumle kunye.

 

Ukuba umntu uthe   waphakama ngaphezu kwendalo yonke,   wathanda uThixo wakhe yedwa  ;

Hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo ukuphumla kuThixo nakumphefumlo! Ophumzayo wophumla;

Ndibeka umphefumlo wam ebhedini ezingalweni zam kwaye ndiwugcina kobona buthongo bumnandi. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, bendicinga ngeNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele. UYesu wam osoloko elungile wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe, wandanga waphefumlela phezulu. Ndive umoya wakhe ungena entliziyweni yam. Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yeNtando yam, umoya wam onamandla onke ufaka uBomi bam kuwe.

Kuba umoya wam uhlala uxhasa imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam.

 

Ngokunika umphefumlo umphefumlo, intando yam yoyikisa yonke into engeyoyam.

Ukuze iWill yam ibe kuphela komoya ophefumlayo.

 

Xa umzimba uphefumla, ufunxa umoya uze uwukhuphe. Ngokufanayo, umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam ukwisenzo esiqhubekayo.

-ukundamkela kunye

- zinike kum.

Intando yam isasazeka kuyo yonke indalo.

Akukho nto angayibekanga itywina lakhe. Xa wathi iFiat yakhe ukudala izinto,

IWill yam ithathe yonke into kwaye ibe yinkxaso yayo.

 

Ufuna zonke izinto zihlale kuye.

Ngendlela yokuba afumane imbuyekezo ngenxa yezenzo zakhe ezibekekileyo nezingcwele.

Ufuna ukubona impepho yakhe, amavumba akhe kunye nokukhanya kwakhe kuqukuqela kuzo zonke izenzo zomntu.

Ngaloo ndlela, ukuhamba kunye,

izenzo zezidalwa kunye nezo zeNtando yam ziyadibana zibe yinto enye.

Le yayiyeyona njongo yeNdalo:

ukuba yonke imiyolelo ifana nomyolelo  .

 

Yile nto ndiyifunayo, into endiyiphakamisayo kunye nento endiyilindeleyo. Ngenxa yesi sizathu ndinqwenela kakhulu ukuba intando yam yaziwe.

Ndifuna ukwazisa ixabiso layo kunye neziphumo

ukuze imiphefumlo emi khona

basasaza kuzo zonke izinto ukuvela kwentando yabo (emiliselwe eyam) njengomoya oqholiweyo.

 

Ndifuna le miphefumlo ikhulelise zonke izenzo zayo ngeWill yam ukuze injongo ephambili yeNdalo ifezeke.

 

Ke, ngale miphefumlo,   zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ziya kuba netywina eliphindwe kabini:

- itywina leFiat yam eyabangela iNdalo e

- itywina le-echo yale Fiat ephuma kwizidalwa ezihlala kwiVolition yam ».

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele   weza waza wandixelela  :

 

“Ntombi yam, xa umphefumlo usenza imisebenzi yawo kwintando yam, uvelisa uBomi bam.

Ukuba wenza izenzo ezilishumi kumyolelo wam, uya kundivelisa kwakhona kalishumi

Ukuba yenza amashumi amabini, ikhulu, iwaka okanye nangaphezulu kwiVolition yam, indivelisa kwakhona amaxesha amaninzi.

 

Oku kuyafana nokungcwaliswa komthendeleko:

Ndiveliswa kwimikhosi emininzi njengoko kukho abangcwaliselweyo. Nangona kunjalo, ndifuna umfundisi wokungcwalisa umkhosi.

 

Kwimeko yeNtando yam,

Ndiyazidinga izenzo zezidalwa endizizo

- ababuki zindwendwe

- bangabi njengabahambi bomthendeleko phambi kokungcwaliswa kwabo - ukuze uMyolelo wam ubandakanywe kwezi zenzo.

Ngaloo ndlela ndiye ndazibonakalisa kuyo yonke into yomphefumlo xa zizaliseka kwiWill yam.

Ngale nto ifunyenwe nguThando lwam

- isiqabu ngokupheleleyo e

- ulwaneliseko olupheleleyo

kwimiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam.

 

Ngabo basebenza njengesiseko;

- hayi kuphela kwizenzo zoThando kunye neNkozo endizenzayo zonke izidalwa kum

Kufuneka

- kodwa nobomi bam bomthendeleko.

 

Kukangaphi kubomi bam bomthendeleko

uhlala evalelwe kwaye ebotshelelwe kwimikhosi embalwa ezinikeleyo! Bambalwa abamkela umthendeleko

Ngokufuthi akukho mbingeleli wokundingcwalisa.

 

Ubomi bam bomthendeleko,

Ayinakwenziwa kwakhona njengoko   ndinqwenela,

kodwa idla ngokuyeka   ukubakho.

 

Owu! Indlela esokola ngayo uThando lwam!

Ndingathanda ukuphinda ndivelise uBomi bam yonke imihla kwiiNdawo ezininzi njengoko kukho izidalwa

ukuze ndizinikele kuye ngamnye kubo.

Kodwa ndilinda ilize: Intando yam ihlala ikhubazekile.

Kodwa oko ndigqibe ngako kuya kwenzeka

-Ndithatha indlela eyahlukileyo kwaye

-Ndiyazivelisa kuyo yonke into eyenziwa zizidalwa eziphilayo kwiWill yam.

 

Ndifuna ezi zenzo zizise ukuveliswa kobomi bam bomthendeleko. Owu! Ewe! Loo miphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam iyahlawula

- kuwo wonke umthendeleko ezingawamkeliyo izidalwa e

kuba ukungcwalisa abangakwenzi ababingeleli.

 

Kuzo ndifumana yonke into, nkqu nokuveliswa kobomi bam bomthendeleko.

Ndiyaphinda ndithi kuwe, umsebenzi wakho mkhulu kakhulu.

Bendingenako ukukunika engaphezulu, ebekeke ngakumbi, ephakame ngakumbi, enyulu ngakumbi. Akukho nto ndingayi kugxila kuwe, ndide ndibe nokuzala koBomi bam.

 

Ndiya kwenza imimangaliso emitsha yobabalo engazange ibonwe ngaphambili. Ngoko ke, nikela ingqalelo kwaye uthembeke.

Qinisekisa ukuba iWill yam ihlala izalwa kuwe.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ndiya kuwufumana kuwe umsebenzi wayo yonke iNdalo, kunye nawo onke amalungelo afanele am nako konke endikunqwenelayo. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndidityaniswa nentando eNgcwele kaYesu wam othandekayo.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yeNtando yam,

ukuba ubusazi imimangaliso eyenzekayo xa udibana noMthanda wam,

uya kumangaliswa.

Uyamamela. Yonke into endayenza ndisesemhlabeni

-iguqulelwe ngokuqhubekayo isipho soMntu wam   e

- ejoliswe ekuthwesweni isithsaba sentsapho yoluntu.

Iingcinga zam zenza isithsaba esijikeleze ubukrelekrele bendalo, amazwi am, imisebenzi yam kunye namanyathelo am

ukwenza izithsaba ezijikeleze amagama, imisebenzi kunye neenyawo zezidalwa, njl.

 

Ukudibanisa izenzo ezenziwa zizidalwa ngezenzo zam,

Ndingaxelela uBawo wam onguNaphakade ukuba imisebenzi yezidalwa ivela kum.

 

Kodwa ziziphi izenzo ezinxibelelene ngolu hlobo nezam, ezithweswa isithsaba ngazo yonke intsapho yoluntu?

Ezi zizenzo zabo bahlala kwiWill yam.

Xa, ngentando yam,

-joyina iingcinga zakho kunye nezam,

-Iingcinga zam zithweswe isithsaba sakho,

abathi ngaloo ndlela bazifanisa nabaM baze baphindaphindeke kubo.

 

Ke, ndibumba isithsaba esiphindwe kabini kubukrelekrele bomntu, uBawo wam osemazulwini akamkeli kum kuphela, kodwa nakuwe, uzuko lobuthixo lwazo zonke iingqondo ezidaliweyo.

 

Kwenzeka into efanayo ngamazwi akho kunye nazo zonke izenzo zakho. Xa oku kusenzeka, uBawo ufumana uzuko lobuthixo,

- hayi nje abantu,

-kodwa wadala izinto,

kuba badalelwe ukudlulisela uthando olungagungqiyo ebantwini.

 

Ngoko ke, kufanelekile ukuba uluntu lunike imbeko nothando kuMdali walo wazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

"Kwaye zeziphi izidalwa ezivumela konke oku? -   Abo bahlala kwintando yam.

 

Umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam unokuthi i-Fiat engunaphakade

-ivakala kuyo,

-esasaza, izike kunye neempukane ukuchukumisa i-Fiat entsha kuyo yonke into edaliwe, ngaloo ndlela inikezela iNtetho kunye nothando kuMdali.

Ndandisenza ngolu hlobo ndisemhlabeni.

Akukho nenye into endingazange ndimdumise ngayo uBawo wam wezulu ngegama lazo zonke izidalwa.

Ndifuna kwaye ndilindele ukuba abo bahlala kwi-Will yam benze okufanayo.

 

Ukuba ubusazi ukuba kuhle kangakanani ukujonga

-ngokuqhwanyaza kweenkwenkwezi e

-kwimitha yelanga

Uzuko lwam, Uthando lwam kunye nozuko lwam olunzulu oludityaniswe nothando lwakho kunye nokudumisa kwakho!

 

Yonke into iphaphazela ngamaphiko omoya, izalise umoya! Yonke into ihamba emanzini olwandle!

 

UMdali ubhengezwa sisityalo ngasinye neentyatyambo zonke! Yonke into iphindaphindeka ngayo yonke intshukumo yezidalwa!

Oku kwenza ilizwi elinye eliphinda-phinda:

 

"Uthando, uzuko kunye nembeko kuMdali wethu!"

Kungenxa yoko le nto isidalwa esihlala kwiWill yam

-Ilizwi lam liyavakala,

- ivelisa ubomi bam e

-ucula uzuko loMdali.

 

Ndingathini ukungasithandi isidalwa esinje? Ndingathini ukuba ndingasiniki esi sidalwa into ebendiyilungiselele zonke ezinye?

Ndingathini ukungamniki ukongama ngaphezu kwakhe wonke umntu? Ah! Uthando lwam beluya kutshatyalaliswa ukuba andithanga! "

 

Imihla yam igcwele intlupheko ekrakra kuba andifane ndimbone uYesu.

Naxa ibonakalisa, ifana nombane onyamalalayo ngoku.

Okunjani kona ukubandezeleka! Esinjani sona ukuba mbi isigwebo!

Ingqondo yam iba yinkangala kwingcinga yokuba uBomi bam, bonke bam, abuyi kubuya:

"Ah! Kuphelile ngam! Ndiza kuyifumana njani?

Ndibuze bani? Ah! Akukho mntu unenceba kum!"

Ngelixa ndandintywiliselwe kwezi ngcinga,   uYesu wam owayesoloko elungile weza wathi kum:

 

"Ntombazana yam, ntombi yam ehluphekileyo, indlela obandezeleka ngayo!

Imeko yakho yokubandezeleka ingaphezu kwaleyo yemiphefumlo   ekwindawo yentlambululo- miphefumlo. Bahluthwe ubukho bam ngenxa yokuba bengcoliswe zizono zabo.

 

Izono zabo

- hayi nje ukubanqanda ukuba bandibone kodwa

bathintele ukuba basondele kum

kuba nesona sono singabalulekanga asinakubakho eBukhweni bobuNgcwele bam obungenasiphelo.

Nokuba ndibavumela ukuba beze kuBukho bam, bemdaka njengoko benjalo,

-yaya kubazisela iintuthumbo ezinkulu kunezo zesihogo ngokwaso.

 

Akukho ntuthumbo inkulu endinokuthi ndiwubeke kuyo umphefumlo kunokuba ndiwunyanzele ukuba uhlale kuBukho bam xa usadyojwe sisono.

 

Kule nto, ukunciphisa iintlungu zakhe, ndivumela umphefumlo

-ukuba azihlambulule izono zakhe kuqala,

- ke, ukuza kuBukho bam.

Kodwa ngokubhekisele kuMntwana weNtando yam,

ayizompazamo zakhe ezindinqandayo ukuba ndizibonakalise kuye. Bubulungisa bam obungena phakathi kwethu sobabini.

 

Yiyo loo nto, xa ungandiboni.

Iintlungu zakho zodlula zonke ezinye iintlungu zakho.

 

Ntombazana ndini, yomelela, unxulunyaniswa nekamva lam.

Zibi kakhulu izigwebo   zobulungisa!

Ndingabelana nabo kuphela kwabo bahlala kwiWill yam   kuba kuthatha amandla kaThixo   ukubathwala   .

 

Ungoyiki ndizobuyela kubudlelwane bethu besiqhelo kungekudala. Ngamana iziphumo zoBulungisa zingajoyina izidalwa. Ukubandezeleka kwakho makunwenwele kwezinye izidalwa. Kuba ubungenakuzinxiba wedwa.

Emva koko, ndiya kuba nawe njengangaphambili.

Nangoku ke andikulahli. Nam ndiyazi ukuba aninako ukuba ngaphandle kwam.

Kwakhona, ndiza kuba nzulu entliziyweni yakho kwaye siya kuthetha omnye nomnye apho. "

Ndiye ndalandela   iiHours of Passion  ,

ingakumbi indawo   uYesu awayenxibe kuyo waza waphathwa njengegeza.

 

Ingqondo yam yayintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kule mfihlelo xa   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

yayiyeyona nto ithob' isidima kuMzolelo wam: ukunxitywa nokuphathwa   njengempambano.

 

Oku kwandenza ndadlala, into yokudlala kumaYuda.

UBulumko bam obungenasiphelo babungenakufumana ukuthotywa okukhulu. Kodwa kwafuneka ukuba mna, uNyana kaThixo, ndibuve obu bunzima.

Isono siyaphambana umntu  . Akukho mpambano mkhulu. Ukususela kukumkani lowo anguye, uyamguqula abe

ikhoboka   kunye

into yokudlala   eyona nkanuko imbi

loo nto imcinezela nangaphezu kokuba ebephambene.

 

Ezi nkanuko, ngokweminqweno yabo kunye neengcinga zabo,

yiphose kwi-fang kwaye uyigqume ngeyona nto ingcolileyo.

 

Owu! Hayi, ukuba mbi isono!

Umntu akanakuze avunyelwe

- avele phambi koBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo ekwimo yesono.

 

Ndandifuna ukuva isohlwayo esinjalo ngokucenga le ndoda ukuba imke kule meko yokugeza.

Ndanikezela ngeembandezelo zam kuBawo oseZulwini

isohlwayo esasifanele indoda leyo ngenxa   yobudenge bayo.

 

 

Zonke iintlungu endiye ndazifumana zaziyi-echo yeembandezelo ezifanelwe zizidalwa.

Le echo yavakala kum yandenza ixhoba

hlekisa,

isigculelo   kunye

kuzo zonke iintuthumbo".

 

Ngelixa bendikwimo yam yesiqhelo, Yesu wam othandekayo

- wandikhupha emzimbeni wam kwaye

wandibonisa inkitha yabantu belila, beswele amakhaya, bekwinkangala enkulu.

Izixeko zabo, ezinkulu nezincinane, zatshatyalaliswa zaza izitrato zawo zatshatyalaliswa. Ububona ingqushu kuphela.

Akukho nanye indawo eyayisindisiwe kwisibetho. Thixo wam! Enjani yona intlungu ukubona izinto ezinjalo!

Ndajonga kuYesu wam othandekayo, kodwa amehlo akhe ayesukile kum. Walila ngokukrakra. Ngelizwi elikhalayo,   wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

umntu uye walawulwa ngumhlaba kangangokuba walibele iZulu. Bubulungisa

- ukuba umhlaba uthatyathwe kuye kwaye

-ohambahamba engakwazi ukufumana indawo yokusabela ukuba akhumbule ukuba iZulu likhona.

 

Ngokuxhalaba ngokugqithiseleyo ngomzimba wakhe, umntu uwulibele umphefumlo wakhe.

Yonke into yeyomzimba: ulonwabo, intuthuzelo, ukugqwesa, ubunewunewu, njl.

Umphefumlo wakhe, ongenanto yonke, ukhala ngendlala  .

 

Abaninzi bafa.

Kodwa, owu! Unzima kangakanani umntu!

Ukuqina kwakhe kundenza ndimbethe kakhulu ngethemba lokuba izohlwayo ziya kumcenga.”

Intliziyo yam yayingcungcuthekiswa. UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

“Ubandezeleka kakhulu xa ubona

umhlaba uyakreqa;

amanzi nomlilo ogqithela ngaphaya kwemida yawo, ujikela umntu. Masibuyele ebhedini yakho sithandaze kunye sithandazela isiphelo   somntu.

Kwintando yam, intliziyo yakho iya kubetha ebusweni bonke bomhlaba.

Uya kulwela yonke into kwaye undixelele ngokungakhathali  : "Uthando!"

 

Kuthi ke, xa izidalwa ziwele isohlwayo.

ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho kuya kungenelela ukuze kwehle. Kwaye xa bachukumisa izidalwa.

baya kuzisa neoli ephilisayo yam, neyoThando lwakho.

Ndandikhathazeke kakhulu.

Ngokukodwa kuba, njengoko ndandihlehla, uYesu wam othandekayo wazifihla ngaphakathi kwam ngokunzulu kangangokuba andizange ndibuve ubukho bakhe. Enjani yona intuthumbo! Kwakhona, ingcinga yokohlwaywa yayindoyikisa.

Ukuhluthwa koBukho bakhe kundinika isigwebo sokufa.

 

Kule meko, ndazama ukudibanisa neNtando eNgcwele kaThixo wam kwaye ndathi kuye:

 

"Sithandwa sam, kwintando yakho, into yakho ye-mmoi.

Ilanga   lelam,   zonke ezidaliweyo   zezam. ndikunika zona  .

Vumela zonke iindawo zokukhanya nobushushu obuvela elangeni zikuxelele

"-Je t'aime  ,   -je t'adore  ,   -je te bénis  ,   -je te prie" pour tous.

 

Les étoiles   m'appartiennent et, dans chacun de leurs scintillements, je scelle mon

"Ii t'aime"   engapheliyo kwaye ithululela kakhulu.

 

Les plantes, les fleurs, les les, le feu, l'air   sont à moi

Ndizinikela kuwe ukuze bathi kuwe egameni lomntu wonke:   "  Ndiyakuthanda  ".

ngothando olufana nolungunaphakade owasidala ngalo!

 

Owu! Ukuba ndizama ukubonisa lonke uthando lwam kuwe, kuya kuba lide kakhulu! "

 

Waza, esiza kum,   wathi uYesu kum:

 

Ntombi yam, zintle kangakanani izenzo kunye nemithandazo eyenziwa kwiNtando yam! Ingakanani isidalwa

- iguqulwa ibe nguMdali wayo e

- ubuyisela kuye zonke izinto azenzele amadoda!

 

Ndamdalela yonke into umntu ndamnika yonke into.

Isidalwa esihlala kwintando yam sinyukela kuMdali waso.

Uyifumana kwisenzo sokudala zonke izinto njengezipho eluntwini.

 

Woyiswa bubuninzi bezipho ezininzi.

Ayinawo ngokwawo amandla okudala zonke ezi zinto iwafumeneyo.

Ngaloo ndlela ubanikezela kuThixo ngesenzo sokuphindaphinda koThando.

 

"Ndikunike ilanga, iinkwenkwezi, iintyatyambo, amanzi kunye nomlilo ukubonisa uthando lwam kuwe." Ukuqonda oku, uyawamkela.

Ngokubeka  uthando lwam  kwisenzo  , undibuyisela kum ngokulinganayo.

 

Ilanga,   elilelakho, ulibuyisela kum ngokuhambelana.

Iinkwenkwezi, iintyatyambo, amanzi  , ndininike zona kwaye nizibuyisele kum ngokulinganayo.

Ngaloo ndlela, umculo wothando lwam uyavakala kwakhona kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

 

Ngazwi-linye, bandibuyisela Uthando endaluthululela endalweni. Kwintando yam umphefumlo unyukela kwinqanaba loMdali wawo.

Unika kwaye wamkele ngentando kaThixo.

 

Owu! Olunjani ke ngoko ukhuphiswano phakathi koMdali nesidalwa!

 

Ukuba wonke umntu ebenokuyibona, bebeya kumangaliswa kukubona

njani, ngenxa yaMandla eNtando yam, umphefumlo uba nguthixo omncinci ».

 

 

 

Ndazibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndacinga ngokubandezeleka   kukaYesu othandekayo kumyezo waseGetsemane.

xa zonke izono zethu zabonakala phambi kwakhe. Ndibandezeleke kakhulu,   uYesu wathi kum   ngaphakathi kwam:

 

“Ntombi yam, intlungu yam ibinkulu kwaye ibingaqondwa kwingqondo edaliweyo.

Kwaba qatha ngakumbi xa ndibona ubukrelekrele bomntu   bugqwethekile  .

Umfanekiso wam omhle, endandiwuvelise kwakhona kwingqondo edaliweyo, wawusoyikeka. Sasimnike umntu   intando, ubulumko nenkumbulo  . Uzuko lukaBawo oseZulwini lwalubengezela kwintando yomntu.

Wayemambese ngamandla akhe, ubungcwele nobuhandiba.

Wayezishiyile iindlela ezivulekileyo phakathi kwakhe nentando yomntu ukuze lo wamva azityebise ngobutyebi boBuThixo. Phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo,

kwakungekho kwahlulwa phakathi "kwezinto zam" kunye "nezinto zakho". Yonke into yayibanjwe ngokuhambelana.

Intando yomntu yayingokomfanekiselo wethu,

-efana ne-Essence yethu,

-imbonakalo yethu.

Ngaloo ndlela, ubomi bethu babumiselwe ukuba bube bubomi bomntu.

UBawo wayemnike inkululeko nenkululeko yokuzikhethela, njengeyakhe.

Ngenxa yokuba le ntando yomntu ibonakaliswe,

- enanise inkululeko yakhe ebukhobokeni bezona nkanuko zimbi! Ah! Yile ntando igqwethekileyo engunobangela wazo zonke iinkxwaleko zabantu ezikhoyo ngoku!

 

Ayisaqondwa! Hayi indlela ebekude ngayo kwizidwangube zakhe zokuqala! Ikwenza isicaphucaphu!

 

Kamva mna  ,   uNyana kaThixo, ndancedisa ekunikeni umntu   ubulumko,

endimchazele uBulumko bam kunye neNzululwazi yazo zonke izinto, ngendlela yokuba ndizazi ezi zinto

umntu unokuqonda ngokupheleleyo aze azuze kuzo.

 

Kodwa, ngelishwa, ubukrelekrele bomntu buzaliswe bubungendawo obucekisekayo!

Wasebenzisa ulwazi lwakhe ukuze akhanyele uMdali wakhe!

 

Ke   uMoya oyiNgcwele wathabatha inxaxheba ngokumkhumbuza umntu  ,   ukuze,

- ekhumbula iingenelo ezininzi ezifunyenwe kulwalamano olusenyongweni noMdali wakhe,

ingenwa yimisinga eqhubekayo yoThando.

 

Uthando lwalumiselwe ukuthwesa le nkumbulo, ukungena kuyo. Kodwa olunjani lona usizi ngenxa yothando olungunaphakade!

Le nkumbulo isebenza njengesikhumbuzo solonwabo, ubutyebi kunye nezono!

Ngaloo ndlela,   uBathathu Emnye Ongcwele wagxothwa kwakwezo ngenelo zazizinika izidalwa!

Intlungu yam yokubona la mandla mathathu anikwe umntu egqwethekile ayithetheki. Sayimisa itrone yethu emntwini waza wasigxotha.

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu wam endimthandayo wabonakala kum esezintlungwini.

 

Wabonakala ngathi uza kuqalisa ubulungisa bakhe,

inyanzeliswe ukuba yenziwe zizidalwa ngokwazo. Ndamcenga ukuba anciphise isohlwayo sakhe.

Wathi kum:

«  Intombi yam, phakathi koMdali kunye nezidalwa, luthando kuphela olufanele lujikeleze.

Isono siphazamisa oku kusasazwa kwaye sivula umnyango wobulungisa.

 

esenza indlela yakhe phakathi kwezidalwa,

ubulungisa bam bunqwenela ukubuyisela ubukumkani boThando lwam oludelekileyo  .

 

Owu! Ukuba akonanga umntu, ubungangeneleli ubulungisa bam.

 

Ucinga ukuba ndifuna ukohlwaya indoda? Isithoba! indibangela iintlungu ezininzi. Kunzima kakhulu kum ukuphatha   umntu.

Ke indoda eyandinyanzela ukuba ndiyithethise. Thandaza ukuba uluntu luguquke, ukuze

-ukuba, xa uBukumkani bothando bumiselwe kwakhona, uBulungisa bunokurhoxiswa ngokukhawuleza ".

 

Ndandisenza imithandazo yam yesiqhelo xa, endimangalisayo ngasemva, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandibiza ngegama   wathi  :

Luisa, ntombi yeWill yam, uyafuna ukuhlala kwiWill yam?

Ndaphendula  : "Ewe Yesu".

Athi:   "uyafuna nyani uhlala kwiWill yam?"

Ndaphendula  : “Ngokwenene, sithandwa sam.

Ngaphaya koko, andisayi kuqaphela nayiphi na enye intando; andingeni ndawo kuyo. "

Wathi kwakhona uYesu,   Uyathanda na? Ndiziva ndibhidekile kwaye phantse ndinoloyiko, ndongeza:

"Yesu, ubomi bam, uyandoyikisa ngemibuzo yakho, zichaze ngokucacileyo.

Ndiza kukuphendula ngokuqinisekileyo.

Kodwa ndihlala ndithembele kumandla akho nakuncedo lweNtando yakho,

lonto indingqonge kakuhle kangangokuba andinakuphila ngaphandle kwakho.

"Hayi indlela endivuya ngayo ngeengxelo zakho ezintathu!

Musa ukoyika, ziziqinisekiso kuphela

 ukuze intando yaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele ibe nokutywinwa kuwe ngetywina eliphindwe kathathu   .

 

Yazi ukuba umntu ohlala kwiWill yam kufuneka anyukele kwiindawo eziphakamileyo kangangokuba eze kuhlala esifubeni soBathathu Emnye.

Ubomi bakho nobethu kufuneka bube yinto enye.

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba uphi kwaye yeyiphi inkampani okuyo.

Kwakhona kufuneka uhambelane nayo yonke into esiyenzayo.

 

Ngoko uya kuhlala ngokupheleleyo ngaphakathi kwethu

-ukuqonda, ukuvuma,

- ngaphandle kokunyanzeliswa kunye nothando.

Ngaba uyabazi uBomi bethu obuNgcwele?

Sizonwabisa ngokuzityhila ngokuzinika zonke iintlobo zemifanekiso.

Sihlala sisenza imifanekiso yethu,

kangangokuba iZulu kunye noMhlaba zizele ngabo kwaye ukubonakaliswa kwabo kukuyo yonke indawo.

 

Ilanga   ngumfanekiselo wethu; ukukhanya kwawo kukukhanya kokukhanya kwethu okukhanyisa umhlaba.

Isibhakabhaka   ngumfanekiso wethu: sinwebeka kuyo yonke indawo njengembonakaliso yobukhulu bethu.

Umntu ngumfanekiso wethu: uthwele ngaphakathi kuye amandla ethu, uBulumko bethu kunye noThando lwethu.

Ukuba sesifubeni sethu, abo bahlala kwintando yethu   kufuneka

sibe ziikopi   zethu,

sebenzisana   nathi,

sivumela iikopi Zethu ukuba ziphume kuzo zizalise umhlaba wonke   neZulu.

 

Umntu wokuqala samdala ngezandla zethu saza samnika ubomi. Onke amanye amadoda aphuma kuye kwaye angumzekelo wakhe.

Ukuhamba kuzo zonke izizukulwana, Amandla ethu adala ezi kopi.

Kuba umiselwe intombi yamazibulo kwiWill yethu, kuyafuneka ukuba uhlale nathi.

njengekopi yokuqala yemiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yethu.

 

Ngokuhlala nathi, uba nesimo sengqondo sethu kwaye ngokuthe ngcembe ufunda indlela esenza ngayo. Emva koko, xa sigqibile ukwenza ikopi yokuqala yemiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yethu, ezinye iikopi ziya kulandela.

Indlela eya kwintando yethu inde. Kubandakanya unaphakade.

Nangona isenokuvakala ngathi uyigubungele ubude obupheleleyo, usekuninzi ekufuneka uyigqume.

Unokuninzi ongakufumana kuthi

ukuze ufunde iindlela zethu zokwenza izinto kunye

ukuze ube yikopi elungileyo yokuqala yemiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yethu.

 

Lo ngowona msebenzi ubalulekileyo ekufuneka siwenze kuni. Yiyo loo nto kufuneka sikunike kakhulu.

kwaye kubaluleke kakhulu ukuba silungiselele ukuba ufumane oko sikunika kona.

Esi yayisisizathu sombuzo wam ontluntathu. Yayisenzela

-Lungisa amalungiselelo akho,

-ukukuvula, ukukunyusela kwinqanaba lezicwangciso esinazo ngawe.

 

Umnqweno wam woku mkhulu kangangokuba ndiza kubekela bucala yonke enye into ukuze ndifezekise injongo yam. Ngoko ke phulaphulani nize nihlale nithembekile kum.”

 

Ndandiphumile emzimbeni wam xa ndibona uYesu wam othandekayo, uBomi bam kunye nento yonke yam.

Kuye kwaphuma ilanga elingenakubalwa elalimngqongile.

 

Ndabhabha ndangena phakathi koku kukhanya ndaza, ndaziphosa ezingalweni zakhe, ndamwola ngokuqinileyo ndisithi: “Ekugqibeleni ndikufumene; ngoku andiyi kukushiya.

 

Undenze ndalinda ixesha elide!

Ngaphandle kwakho, andinabomi kwaye andinakuhlala ndingenabomi. Soze ndiphinde ndikushiye.

Ndiye ndamanga ndamqinisa ndisoyika abaleke. Ngokungathi uyakonwabela ukwanga kwam,    wathi kum   :

 

Ntombi yam, sukoyika, soze ndiphinde ndikushiye.

Kanye njengokuba ungenako ukuzihlutha kum, nam andinakwenza ngaphandle kwakho. Kwaye ukuqinisekisa ukuba andiyi kukushiya,

Ndiya kukubopha, ndikubophe ngokukhanya kwam.

Ndandintywiliselwe kwaye ndingenelwe kukukhanya kukaYesu.

kwakubonakala ngathi andifumani ndlela yakuphuma.

Hayi indlela endaziva ndonwabe ngayo nendlela ezininzi ngayo izinto endandiziqonda phakathi koku kukhanya!

 

Andinawo amazwi okuzichaza. Ndikhumbula   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yeNtando yam, oku kuKhanya untywiliselwayo akukho wumbi ngaphandle kwentando yethu.

Ufuna ukusebenzisa intando yakho ukukunika iFomu yethu, eyaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele.

Intando yethu ifuna ukuniguqula nonke nibe sithi. Yena ufuna ukuhlala kuni, ukuze nibe nokuvelisa oko sikwenzayo.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela eya kuba igqibelele ngayo ngoko injongo yeNdalo! Uya kuba yi-echo yentando yethu.

Kuya kubakho ukubhalelana, uthando olufanayo. Siya kuba nemvisiswano epheleleyo.

Isidalwa siya kudityaniswa noMdali waso.

 

Akukho nto iya kuswela kuvuyo nakulonwabo lwethu

kunokuba sasikubone kwangaphambili ngexesha leNdalo.

 

Igama elithi “Masenze umntu ngokomfanekiselo wethu nangokufana nathi” liya kuba nentsingiselo yalo ngokupheleleyo yaye liya kufumana inzaliseko yalo epheleleyo  .

 

Ukuba kuphela komdlali kwindalo,

Intando yethu iya kuzisa yonke into ekuzalisekeni kwayo, Indalo iya kufikelela esiphelweni sayo.

Siya kuyibuyisela ngaphakathi kuthi njengomsebenzi wethu, njengoko bekucetyiwe ekuqaleni.

Ukuba awukwazi ukuba ngaphandle kwam, kungenxa ye-echo yothando lwam oluhlala kuwe.

Ngoba uthando lwam alukwazi ukuba ngaphandle kwakho.

 

Ukungcangcazela yimvakalelo, ukhangela abo bakuthanda kakhulu. Kwaye ndazibona ndinqwenela,

Ndiziva ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndikuthumelele iindlela ezintsha zothando ukuze undijonge ngakumbi. "

Ndathi kuye: “Ngamanye amaxesha, owu sithandwa sam, ngoxa ndikufuna kakhulu, awuzi!

Yiyo loo nto, ngoku ndikufumene,

Andiyi kukushiya;

Andiyi kubuyela   esililini sam;

Andinako.

Undenze ndalinda ixesha elide!

Ndiyoyika ukuba ndingakushiya, uzondihlutha wena kakade.. Ndamncamisa ngakumbi, ndiphindaphinda:

Andiyi kukushiya; Andiyi kuphinda ndikushiye kwakhona!

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam endiyithandayo, unyanisile ukuba awukwazi ukuba ngaphandle kwam, kodwa senza ntoni ngeWill yam?

 

YiWill yam le ifuna ubuyele ebhedini yakho. Ungakhathazeki, andizukushiya.

Ndiya kwenza ukuKhanya kweNtando yam kuqukuqele phakathi kwam nawe. Xa ufuna mna, kufuneka uchukumise lo   wangoku.,

Sur les ailes de ma Volonté, Je viendrai rapidement vers   toi.

 

Retourne donc à ton lit pour the aucune autre raison que cells de ma Volonté

-apha veut réaliser unyana dessein sur toi et

-qui veut faire unyana chemin en toi.

Ngaba ukhe wakhapha umkhaphi ngokuthululela umxhasi we-retourner. "

Owu! Ukulunga kukaYesu!

Kubonakala ngathi, ngaphandle kwemvume yam, ngengazange andibuyise. Ngokukhawuleza xa ndathi kuye: "Yesu, yenza okufunayo",

Ndazibona sele ndibuyele emzimbeni wam.

 

Emva koko, ndandingqongwe kukuKhanya imini yonke. Ndithe xa ndifuna, ndabamba uKhanya weza.

Ngosuku olulandelayo, wandikhupha emzimbeni wam waza wandibonisa zonke iintlobo zezinto ezidaliweyo.

Uzibonakalisile, kungekuphela nje njengoMdali noMlawuli. Kodwa kuye kwavela ubomi kunye nenkxaso yayo yonke into.

 

Amandla oMdali ayesoloko edibana nayo yonke iNdalo. Ukuba eli Mandla alikho, nokuba okomzuzwana,

yonke into yayiza kunyibilika ibe lilize.

UYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum:

"Ndifuna ukunika igunya kuyo yonke into ebantwaneni boMyolelo wam. Amandla am nawabo makube manye  .

 

Ukuba ndingukumkani, mababe ngukumkani.

Kwaye ukuba ndininike ulwazi lwento yonke,

-akunjalo nje ukuba uyazi,

-kodwa ukuze ulawule kwaye

-ukuze uthabathe inxaxheba kulondolozo lwendalo yonke.

 

Kanye njengoko intando yam isuka kum kuzo zonke izidalwa, ngoko ndifuna ukuba yenze nakuni."

Kamva, wandibonisa indawo apho kuphuma umsi omnyama.

 

Wathi kum  :

Yabona, aba ngoorhulumente bafuna ukugweba iintlanga, ngenxa yoko akuyi kuphuma nto ilungileyo;

Baya kukwazi ukucaphukisana baze ngaloo ndlela benze izinto zibe mbi ngakumbi.

 

Amazwe ahlwempuzekileyo akhokelwa ngabantu abaziimfama abazele zizilangazelelo zokuzingca! La madoda aya kuhla kwimbali njengento engathandekiyo,

-iyakwazi ukubangela ukonakala kunye nokuphazamiseka. Kodwa masirhoxe; masibayeke baxakeke;

ukuze babone iziphumo zokwenza ngaphandle kwam ». Wanyamalala ke uYesu ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Yonke into endiyibhalayo ndiyenza ngokuthobela. Kodwa ndiyenza nangakumbi

-ngokoyika ukungamkholisi uYesu e

-ngoloyiko lokuba angandihlutha uBukho bakhe.

 

Nguye kuphela owaziyo ukuba kuxabisa malini kum ukuhluthwa uBukho bakhe! Xa ndidlula imini ngaphandle koBukho baKhe, owu! Okunjani kona ukubandezeleka!

Ndacinga oku: “Hayi indlela awasaphula ngokukhawuleza ngayo isithembiso sakhe sokungandishiyi!

 

Owu Kukuthanda okungcwele kwanaphakade, ndibuyisele ukulunga kwam okukhulu, yonke into yam!

Kule meko, ndizamile ukudibanisa nentando yakhe eNgcwele. Emva koko kwafika uYesu.

Wayesehla iinyembezi intliziyo yakhe ikrazukile. Ndimbone elila, ndizibeke ecaleni iingxaki zam.

Kwaye, ndamanga kwaye ndosula iinyembezi zakhe, ndathi kuye: "Yintoni ephosakeleyo ngoYesu?

Kutheni ulilela nje? Senze ntoni kuwe?"

Waphendula wathi:

“Awu! Ntombi yam, bafuna ukundiphikisa.

Balungiselela mna ucelomngeni olubi, ucelomngeni lwabalawuli. Intlungu yam ide iyive Intliziyo yam isikeke ibe ziingceba!

Owu! Hayi indlela ekulunge ngayo ukuba ubulungisa bam bukhululwe ngokuchasene nezidalwa! Yiza nam kwiWill yam,

Masiphakame phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba e

-Sinqula uMhlekazi oPhakamileyo kunye.

-Siyamsikelela kwaye simnika imbeko kuyo yonke into, ngoko

-ukuba iZulu nomhlaba zizele zizenzo zonqulo, imbeko nentsikelelo, e

- ukuba yonke into ifumana iziphumo zayo eziluncedo.

Ndiye ndayichitha ke intsasa ndithandaza noYesu kwiWill yakhe. Kodwa, owu! Onjani wona ummangaliso!

 

Intando kaThixo isasaza imithandazo yethu kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo  .

Imithandazo yethu ishiye uphawu kuye ngamnye wabo. Imithandazo yethu yafikelela   nakuBukumkani bamaZulu  ,

apho bonke abaSikelelweyo bafumene imprinta yabo kunye nentsikelelo entsha.

Le mizila yeenyawo yehla yaya   kutsho kwiPurigatori.

Yaye bonke baye bafumana imiphumo eyingenelo.

Ngubani onokutsho ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuthandaza noYesu nemiphumo elandelayo?

 

Ke, emva kokuthandaza kunye,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"  Ntombi yam, uyibonile ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuthandaza kwiWill yam  ?

 

Kuba akukho ndawo apho intando yam ingekho,

Umthandazo uphuma kuzo zonke kunye nezinto zonke  .

Yena ubuBomi.

Ungumdlali weqonga kunye nombukeli wayo yonke into.

 

Ngokufanayo   izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam ibe buBomi.

Bangabadlali nababukeli bento yonke, nkqu novuyo nolonwabo lwabangcwele.

Kuyo yonke indawo bazisa ukukhanya, ivumba elimnandi kunye nomoya wasezulwini okhupha uvuyo nolonwabo.

 

Ke ngoko ungaze uyilahle iWill yam.

Izulu nomhlaba zilindele ukufumana ulonwabo olutsha kunye nobuhle obutsha,

 



 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo, xa   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

"Ilanga alizishiyi izityalo, kodwa kunoko

- i-caresses yokukhanya kwayo e

- uwachumisa ngobushushu bawo;

bade bavelise iintyatyambo neziqhamo.

 

Emva koko,   ngomona,

- ivuthwa ezi   ziqhamo,

- ibakhusela ekukhanyeni kwayo kwaye

- uzishiya kuphela xa umfama eziqokelelela ukutya. Oku kunjalo ngezenzo ezenziwe kwiWill yam.

Uthando lwam nekhwele lam ngakubo linjalo

ubabalo lwam luyabathuthuzela,

uthando lwam luyababumba, lubenze baqhame kwaye lubenze bavuthwe. Ndithuma amawaka eengelosi ukuba   zibakhusele.

Kuba ezi zenzo ziyimbewu

- ukuze iNtando yam ifezeke emhlabeni njengasezulwini, iingelosi ziyabalinda ngomona.

 

Kwezi zenzo ndiwunikela umphefumlo wam njengombethe, nokukhanya kwam kube njengesithunzi. Kwaye iingelosi, zilukuhla kwaye zinentlonelo, zinqula

Kuba babona iNtando engunaphakade kubo.

Bazishiya ezi zenzo kuphela xa bebona imiphefumlo ezimisele ukuzithatha.

-njengeziqhamo zobuthixo, kukudla komntu. Owu! Ubunyani bezi zenzo! "

Endiwola ngokuqinileyo,   uYesu wongezelela  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ezi zenzo zinkulu kangangokuba xa umphefumlo uzenza, akukho nto eZulwini nasemhlabeni engathathi nxaxheba kuzo:

ngazo umphefumlo ufakwa kubudlelane nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

 

Zonke iingenelo

- isibhakabhaka, ilanga, iinkwenkwezi,

-amanzi, umlilo kunye nazo zonke ezinye

-kungekhona kuphela ngokuqhubekayo ngokudibanisa nale miphefumlo,

kodwa baba yimpahla yakhe.

 

Umphefumlo uvisisana nayo yonke indalo.

 

Kuba injalo?

Kuba bayimiphefumlo ehlala kwiWill yam

-abagcini, ukhuseleko,

- abaxhasi kunye nabakhuseli boMyolelo wam.

 

Bayilindele kwangaphambili into endiyifunayo.

Ngaphandle kokubuza kwam, baphendula kwiMinqweno Yam. Zibandakanya ubukhulu kunye nobungcwele boMyolelo wam. Ngekhwele, bayayilinda baze bayikhusele.

Akufanelekanga njani ukuba zonke izidalwa zonwabe ngelixa zicinga ngemiphefumlo engqinayo kuThixo wabo ngenxa yentando yam?

 

Ngubani omnye, ukuba ingengabo abo bahlala kuMyolelo wam, onokukhusela amalungelo am?  Ngubani omnye onokundithanda ngokwenene ngothando lokuzincama, olufana noThando lwam?

Ndiziva ndomelele ngale miphefumlo, kodwa ndomelele ngawam amandla.

Ndifana nokumkani oziva enamandla, ezuke ngakumbi, enqabiseke ngakumbi phakathi kwabalungiseleli bakhe abathembekileyo kunaxa eyedwa.

 

Ukuba uyedwa, uyakucekisa ukungabikho kwabaphathiswa bakhe kuba engayenzanga loo nto

-akukho mntu uthetha naye,

-akukho bani unokuphathiswa ubutyebi bakhe. Ndifana nalaa kumkani.

Ngubani onokuthembeka ngakumbi kum kunabo bahlala kwiNtando yam?

 

Ndibona iNtando yam iphinde yaveliswa kuzo. Ngoko ke, ndiziva ndinobuqaqawuli ngakumbi.

Ndiyabathemba kwaye ndiyabathemba. "

 

 

Ukuzifumana kwimeko yam eqhelekileyo, ndihlala umphefumlo wam kunye nengaphakathi lam lonke

iingcinga, uthando, ukubetha kwentliziyo, utyekelo, njl. - iguqulwe ibe yimitha   yokukhanya emininzi.

 

Balala phantsi baza bandisa kakhulu   kangangokuba,

-ephuma ngaphakathi kwam,

zazingqamana nelanga.

 

Emva koko, enyukela phezulu ngakumbi, achukumisa amazulu aza asasazeka emhlabeni wonke.

 

Ndiyijongile yonke le nto, ndayibona

UYesu wam othandekayo wayephethe yonke le mitha yokukhanya esandleni sakhe kwaye,

ngobuchule obumangalisayo,

wayala, wasolula, wayandisa, wayandisa ngokuthanda kwakhe.

 

Xa uchukunyiswa yile mitha yokukhanya, izinto ezidalwe zihambelana kwaye zibhiyozelwa.

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ubonile

Ndizonwabisa njani ngothando ngezenzo ezenziwa kuMyolelo wam kwaye ndizilathisa njani?

 

Ndinekhwele kakhulu

andiziphathi mntwini, nditsho nomphefumlo ngokwawo.

Andivumeli ingcinga enye, ifayibha enye ukuba ingabi naMandla onke eNtando yam.

Ngasinye kwezi zenzo sizaliswe buBomi obuNgcwele.

 

Xa zichukunyiswa zezi zenzo, izinto ezidaliweyo ziva uBomi boMdali wazo;

Bafumana kwakhona i-Fiat enamandla onke abafumana kuyo ubukho babo. Kwaye bayabhiyoza.

Oku kuvisisana kuhle, le mitha yokukhanya iphuma ngaphakathi kwakho.

Ukuba intliziyo yakho ibingahlali kwiNtando yam, kodwa kwenye okanye ngentando yakho, intliziyo yakho ibingayi kuba nayo le migudu yoBomi boBuThixo.

 

 

Endaweni yabo, kuya kuba njalo

-ukubetha kwentliziyo yomntu ehluthwe ubomi bobuthixo,

- igalikhi yomntu,

-njl.

Umntu akanako njani ukuvelisa ukuKhanya kodwa ubumnyama kuphela.

Ngoko, endaweni yokukhanya, kwakuya kwesamela ubumnyama.

Intando yam iya kuba buhlungu ngokungakwazi ukusebenzisa onke Amandla ayo kuwe ».

Ngelixa uYesu wayendixelela oku, ndandifuna ukubona

-ukuba kukho ukubethelwa komntu emphefumlweni wam okunokuphazamisa ukubetha kwentliziyo yobuThixo. Phezu kwalo lonke uphando lwam, andizange ndilufumane.

 

Emva koko   uYesu wongeza wathi  :

"Okwangoku azikho.

 

Ndinixelela oku ukuze ndiniphulaphule kwaye niziqhelanise nani

ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwiNtando yam   :

ukuhlala kwiNtando yam kukuphila

- ngeentliziyo ezingapheliyo,

-ngoMoya wam onamandla onke."

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam oyintanda, njengokukhanya kokukhanya, usandula ukuzityhila.

Ngamanye amaxesha wabonakalisa inkalo yokukhanya kwakhe, ngamanye amaxesha isandla sakhe, njl. Ndeva intlungu engathethekiyo.

 

Emva koko, endiphulula ubuso bam ngesandla sakhe,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombazana, indlela obandezeleka ngayo!" Emva koko warhoxa.

Emva koko   ndazixelela oku:   “UYesu uye wandixelela izihlandlo ezininzi ukuba undithanda kakhulu yaye uyabandezeleka xa endibona ndibandezeleka ngenxa yokungabikho kwakhe.

Ngubani owaziyo ukuba ubandezeleka njani ngoku endibona ndityunyuzwa yintlungu yokungabikho kwakhe.

 

Ukunciphisa ukubandezeleka kwakhe, ndifuna ukomelela.

Ndiza kuzama ukonwaba ngakumbi, ndingabi lusizi kwaye ndithathele ingqalelo ngakumbi ukugcina ukubaleka kwam kunye nezimo zam kwintando yakhe.

Ngoko ke ndiya kuba nako ukumphathela ukwanga okuthuthuzelayo, ngaphandle kwentlungu kodwa ngovuyo noxolo, ukwanga okungayi kumenza buhlungu”.

Ndithe ndisacinga ngale nto, yonke ilusizi nentliziyo ebuhlungu, Wavela ngaphakathi kum. Embindini weNtliziyo yakhe kwabonakala ilangatye elincinci.

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, yinyani

-okukhona ndikubona ubandezeleka xa uzibandeza uBukho bam,

- kokukhona ndibuhlungu.

 

Kuba ukungabikho kwam kungunobangela,

- intlungu yam ayikho enye into ngaphandle kwesiphumo soThando endinalo kuwe. Kwaye ngenxa yoko,

-xa ukhathazekile kwaye ukhathazekile,

-ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho kunkenteza kweyam kwaye kundenze ndiyive inkxwaleko yakho.

Owu! Ukuba ubuyazi intlungu endiyivayo xa ndikubona uphethwe ndim.

- uya kuhlala ulumkile kwaye uthambile;

Ulumkele ukongeza kwiimbandezelo zam. Ngenxa yeentlungu zabo bandithanda kakhulu

-Uphethe umsinga oqhubekayo entliziyweni yam.

 

Jonga: inxeba olibona phakathi kweNtliziyo yam kwaye kuphuma ilangatye - lelakho.

 

Kodwa musa ukukhululeka ngenxa yokuba,

nangona indivisa   ubuhlungu obukhulu,

indinika   noThando oluninzi.

 

Yiba noxolo!

Ndiya kuzama ukubona ubulungisa bam, kodwa andiyi kukushiya. Ndiya kubuya rhoqo, nokuba kukukhanya kuphela.

Andiyi kuyeka ukukundwendwela kancinci."

 

Ndicinge:

"Ngubani onokuthi ndimenze ntoni uYesu wam endimthandayo. Kutheni engezi njengesiqhelo?

Njengokulunga kwentliziyo yakhe Engcwele,

-ngubani onikezela ngokukhawuleza kwabo bamthandayo, ngaba wayecinga ukuba kufanelekile ukuchasa uninzi lwezibongozo zam?"

Ndithe ndisahleli kwezo ngcinga, waphuma ngaphakathi kwam waza

Wandigquma ngesambatho esibenyezelayo sokukhanya, ndatsho ndakhaphukhaphu.

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, woyika ntoni?

Jonga: ukukuqinisekisa kwaye uzive ukhuselekile,

Ndikugqume ngalengubo yoKhanya

ukuze kungabikho sidalwa sinokwenzakalisa.

 

Kwakhona, kutheni uchitha ixesha lakho ucinga ukuba unokundikhubekisa njani? Ityhefu yetyala mayingangeni kwabo bahlala kwiWill yam   .

Ah, intombi yam,

ubungcwele kwintando yam abukaziwa.

 

Uhlobo ngalunye lobungcwele luneempawu zalo ezahlukileyo.

Abaninzi bayamangaliswa kukuva ukuba ndiza kukutyelela rhoqo,

kuba asiyonto eqhelekileyo kum ukwenza oku ngemiphefumlo. Ubungcwele kwintando yam abunakwahlulwa kum.

 

Ukuphakamisa umphefumlo kwinqanaba lobuthixo, kufuneka ndiwugcine,

-kubandakanywa noBuntu bam,

-okanye ukuKhanya koBuThixo bam.

 

Andizange ndikwazi ukugcina isimo sengqondo emphefumlweni

ukwenza kwiWill yam ukuba izenzo zam nezakhe bezingeyonto enye.

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto umphefumlo uhlala kwi-Will yam

- ithatha zonke iimpawu zam e

- idibana kwisenzo sam ngasinye, kubandakanywa izenzo zoBulungisa bam.

 

Ngenxa yesi sizathu, xa ndifuna ukohlwaya, ndiyabufihla ubuntu bam kuwe. Enyanisweni uBuntu bam bufikeleleka ngakumbi kwindalo yomntu.

 

Ngoko ke, xa ufumene izibonakaliso zayo,

Ndive uthando kunye nemfesane endiyivayo ngemiphefumlo KUNYE neempawu zakho zobuntu,

yekani izabhokhwe endiza kubohlwaya ngazo.

 

Ke xa imiphefumlo indijongile ukuya kwinqanaba lokubohlwaya,

-  Ndiyabufihla ubuntu bam kuwe e

-Ndikuphakamisela kwinqanaba lobuThixo bam  . Apho, ndithabathekile bubuThixo bam,

wonwabile kwaye awuziva ukuvela koBuntu bam. Ke ndikhululekile ukohlwaya izidalwa.

Okanye   ndibonakalisa ubuntu bam   kuni ukuze nibe nesabelo kwizenzo zam zeNceba kwizidalwa,

okanye   ndikufunxa ebuThixo bam

ukuba ndinesabelo kwizenzo zam zobulungisa.

 

Uhlala unam, kodwa xa ndikufunxa kubuThixo bam, ndikunika ubabalo olukhulu.

 

Kanti wena, ungabuboni uBuntu bam, ukhalazela ukuvinjwa kwam.

ngokuba ningaluqondi ubabalo olukhulu endinenzela lona.

Ndathi ndakuva ukuba ndandinenxaxheba kwizenzo zobulungisa, ndothuka ndaza  ndamxelela  :

 

"Sithandwa sam, oku kuthetha oku

Xa nizohlwaya izidalwa, nichitha amakhaya azo, ndithatha inxaxheba nam kule misebenzi?

 

Isithoba! Yanga iZulu lingandikhulula ekuchukumiseni abazalwana bam! Xa ufuna ukohlwaya,

- Ndiya kuba mncinci kwintando yakho, kwaye

-Andizu kuzisasaza kuye ngokungabi nanxaxheba kulento uyenzayo.

 

Ndifuna ukuthatha inxaxheba kuyo yonke into oyenzayo,

kodwa kwizenzo zokohlwaya izidalwa, hayi, nakanye!

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Kutheni wothuka nje?

Ndikhululekile kwiWill yam, awukwazi ukuzikhuphela ngaphandle kwento endiyenzayo  . Yinxalenye ebalulekileyo yoBomi kwiWill yam.

 

Lo ngumgangatho   wobungcwele kanye owahlukileyo kuMyolelo wam:

- musa ukwenza nantoni na ngokwakho,

kodwa yenzani konke akwenzayo uThixo.

 

Ubulungisa bam, ubungcwele kunye nothando

gcina amalungelo obuthixo ngokulinganayo.

Ukuba bekungekho bulungisa, ukufezeka koBuThixo bam bekungayi kuba buphelele. Ukuba ufuna ukuhlala kuMyolelo wam ngaphandle kokuthatha inxaxheba kwizenzo zobulungisa bam, ubungcwele bakho kwiThanda lam abuyi kukwazi ukufikelela kwinzaliseko yayo epheleleyo.

Xa imilambo emibini idityanisiwe, omnye uyanyanzeleka ukuba enze oko kwenziwa ngomnye.

Ukuba zahluliwe, nganye ilandela indlela yayo ethile.

 

Intando yam kunye neyakho yile mijelo mibini idibeneyo. Kwaye into ayenzayo omnye, kufuneka enze enye ".

Emva koko ndanikezela ngokupheleleyo kwintando yakhe, nangona nangona kunjalo ndaziva ndicaphukile ngokunxulumene nobulungisa.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo wabuya kwaye waqhubeka:

Ukuba ubusazi

-indleko kum ukusebenzisa ubulungisa bam e

- ndizithanda kangakanani izidalwa!

 

Indalo yeyam

-yintoni umzimba ngomphefumlo,

-yintoni ixolo lesiqhamo.

 

Ndidityaniswe nendoda yesenzo esiqhubekayo. Kodwa dala izinto zindigqume,

kanye njengokuba umzimba womntu ugquma umphefumlo wakhe. Ukanti, ngaphandle komphefumlo, umzimba ubungayi kuba nobomi.

Ngendlela efanayo ndisondela emntwini ngazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo. Ndiyamchukumisa kwaye ndigcine ubomi bakhe.

 

Ndizifihle emlilweni

athuthuzele umntu ngokufudumala kwakhe.

Ukuba bendingenguye, umlilo ubungayi kutshisa; Bekuya kufana nomlilo kumzobo, ongenabomi.

Xa ndisondela kwindoda ephethe umlilo,

akandindazi, akandibulisi.

 

Ndisemanzini

kwaye, ngayo, ndisondela kuloo ndoda, ndicima unxano lwayo. Ukuba ubungekho emanzini, ebengayi kukuphelisa unxano, ibingamanzi afileyo.

Kodwa xa ndindwendwela umntu onje,

ugqithe phambi kwam engakhange athobe nentloko.

 

Ndizimele ekutyeni

kwaye ndindwendwela umntu, ndinike ukutya oko kuko, amandla kunye nencasa.

Ukuba bendingekho ekutyeni ngoko.

nokuba ebetyile, ebesaya kulamba.

Noko ke, nangona efumana ukutya kwakhe kum, umntu undinikela umva.

Ndifihliwe   elangeni kwaye ndindwendwela umntu ngokukhanya kwayo kunye nokufudumala phantse ngamaxesha onke.

Kodwa indoda engenambulelo iphendula kuko konke oku ngokukhubeka rhoqo.

 

Ndindwendwela umntu kuzo zonke izinto  ,

- ukusuka emoyeni ophefumulayo, kwiintyatyambo ezivumbayo,

-ukusuka ekukhanyeni nakwimpepho epholileyo, kwindudumo edubulayo;

-ngabo bonke.

 

Utyelelo lwam alunakubalwa. Uyayibona indlela endimthanda ngayo umntu?

 

Kwaye wena, ekubeni kuMyolelo wam, uthathe inxaxheba kunye nam xa ndindwendwela umntu ukugcina ubomi bakhe.

Ngoko musani ukothuka ukuba ngamanye amaxesha nibandakanyeka nam kwimisebenzi yam yobulungisa. "

 

Ndizibone ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndaxakwa kukungabikho kuka Yesu ixesha elide, ndithe ndisemthandazweni ndeva kukho umntu osemva kwam.

Bendingaqondi ukuba nguYesu, ndiye ndoyika ndangcangcazela.

 

Wazibonakalalisa ke, wolulela kum ingalo yakhe, wabamba isandla sam ngeyakhe.

Wathi kum:

 

"Sukoyika, Luisa, ndim."

Ndisengxakini ndidiniwe kukumlinda   ndamxelela  :

“Kucacile, Yesu, ukuba akundithandi njengakuqala. Wahlutha yonke into kum, nkqu nokubandezeleka kwam.

Ubuphelele bendisele.

Kodwa uhlala unyamalala kwaye andazi ukuba mandithini okanye ndikufumane phi. Ah! Lena Yinyaniso; awusandithandi."

UYesu wathabatha inkalo enzulu, ezele sisidima kangangokuba yavusa uloyiko  . Ithi  :

"Uyandikhubekisa xa usithi andikuthandi njengoko ndandikuthanda.

Lumka, kuba eyona ntandabuzo incinci ngothando lwam sesona sono sibi emehlweni am!

Ngoko, andikuthandi? Andikuthandi?

Kwaye zonke iinceba endikunike zona nendikulungiselela zona azinaxabiso emehlweni akho?

Ndadideka ndaza ndoyika xa ndabona isimo sengqondo esingqongqo sikaYesu.

Emazantsi entliziyo yam, ndandimcela ukuba andixolele kwaye abe nenceba kum.

 

Ngomoya omnandi,   wathi kum:

"Ndithembise ukuba awusoze uphinde. Ukubonisa ukuba ndiyakuthanda, ndifuna ukukuvisa ubuhlungu ngokwabelana  nawe  ngeentlungu zam   ."

 

Emva kokundisokolisa kancinci   ,   waqhubeka  :

"Ngoku ndifuna ukukubonisa indlela endikuthanda   ngayo."

Wandibonisa iNtliziyo yakhe evulekileyo, apho iilwandle ezinkulu zasinda.

- amandla, - ubulumko, - ukulunga,

-yothando, -yobuhle   nobungcwele.

 

Esazulwini solwandle ngalunye kwakubhalwe kwathiwa:

"Luisa, intombi yoBulumko bam, uLuisa, intombi yaMandla am, Luisa, intombi yoBulumko bam;

Luisa, intombi yokulunga kwam, uLuisa, intombi yoThando lwam; Luisa, intombi yoBuhle bam, uLuisa, intombi yobuNgcwele bam. Ngokuya ndandizibona ezi zinto, ndandibhideka ngakumbi.

 

Waza uYesu  wathi:

"Uyibonile indlela endikuthanda ngayo:

Igama lakho alibhalwanga entliziyweni yam kuphela

-kodwa nakwimpawu zam nganye?

 

Igama lakho elibhalwe entliziyweni yam likuvulela imisinga emitsha

-Enkosi, ukukhanya, uthando, njl.

 

Kodwa nangona yonke le nto, uthi andikuthandi? Ungayikrokrela njani into enjalo?"

NguYesu kuphela owaziyo ukuba ndandidakumbile kangakanani na xa ndandicinga ngokumkhubekisa, yaye oku, kanye phambi kwakhe.

Owu! Thixo wam, hayi intlungu! Kubi ke ukuba netyala!

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

UYesu wam osoloko elungile wazibonakalisa kum, apho wavula ucango oluncinane.

 

 

Ndibeke iingalo zam emnyango,

Wayijongisa intloko yakhe ngaphakathi ukuze abone okwenziwa zizidalwa. NgoYesu ndandibona.

Ngubani na onokubuchaza bonke ububi obabonwa apho?

- izikreqo ezenziwa kuYesu e

- izohlwayo ezaziza kuwela kwizidalwa.

 

Umbono ombi!

Ndibone nesizwe sakowethu esihluphekayo sibethwa zizohlwayo zezulu. Ndiye ndema phambi koYesu,

eyayizele bububele, uthando kunye neentlungu.

 

Uyikhumbula kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ngaphambili

Andikwazanga ukutshintsha isimo sakhe sengqondo ngezidalwa,   ndamxelela  :

"Uthando lwam kunye nobomi bam.

Khawubone indlela abazalwana bethu abathandekayo ababandezeleka ngayo. Ngaba awuyi kuba nanceba?

Bendiya kuvuma njani ukuba ndisokole yonke into

ukuthintela ukuba bangonakaliswe zezi zohlwayo.

Khumbula ukuba lo ngumsebenzi ophezu kwam ukusuka kwimeko yam yexhoba lomphefumlo, ndilandela umzekelo wakho.

 

Awusokolanga yonke into ngenxa yethu?

Awufuni ukuba abandezeleke ukuze aphephe ezo zohlwayo; awufuni ndixelise wena owahlupheka kangaka?"

UYesu wandiphazamisa  :

"Yh! ntombi yam umntu ufikelele kwelinje lobubi ndingamjonga nje ndothukile.

 

Ndingabukela yona kuphela.

Ukufumana kuwe ububele boBuntu bam kunye nemithandazo yam, ndizaliswe yimfesane.

Kwaye, ngenxa yokukuthanda, ndiya kusindisa ubomi.

 

L'homme a besoin de sévères purifications. I-Autrement, i ne verra pas la réalité,

yaye akayi kuzilungisa iimpazamo zakhe.

Yiyo loo nto, ukuyibhida kwaye uhlaziye izinto. Ndiza kuyishukumisa yonke. Ndiza kuyila izohlwayo ezitsha nezingalindelekanga angayi kuba nako ukufumana umthombo wazo.

 

Kodwa musani ukoyika.

Ngenxa yothando lwakho ndiya kuyigcina inxalenye yendalo kuba ndiziva kuwe into endinayo kuBuntu bam:

umanyano nazo zonke izidalwa

Ngenxa yoko, kunzima kum ukumelana nezicelo zakho, ukuba ndibe nosizi ngawe. "

Kamva, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam kwindawo ephakamileyo kakhulu, apho ndafumana uMama wam waseZulwini, uBhishophu omkhulu ongasekhoyo, abazali bam,

kunye noYesu wam othandekayo ezingalweni zikabhishophu.

 

Xa lo mva wandibonayo, wabeka uYesu ezingalweni zam, esithi:

"Mthabathe, ntombi yam, uze ube nemihlali ngaye". Kanye ezingalweni zam.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombi ethandekayo yeNtando yam,

Ndifuna ukuhlaziya iibhondi zakho ngeSipho esikhulu soBomi kwiWill yam.

 

Kwaye bendifuna amangqina alo msitho:

umama wam endimthandayo,

ubhishophu owathatha inxaxheba kulwalathiso lwakho lomoya xa wayesemhlabeni, kunye nabazali bakho.

 

Ngaloo ndlela uya kuqinisekiswa ngakumbi kwi-Will yam, uya kufumana zonke izibonelelo ezibandakanya intando yam.

Kwaye la mangqina aya kuba ngawokuqala ukufumana iziphumo zozuko ezinxulumene noBomi bakho kwintando yam.

Uyiatom kuphela kwiThanda lam.

Kodwa kule atom ndibeka yonke into kunye namandla eNtando yam. Ngendlela yokuba xa ushukuma, ulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yam luya kufumana intshukumo yakho kwaye amanzi alo aya kuphazamiseka.

 

Ngolu kuphazamiseka, amanzi ayo akhupha ubutsha neziqholo. Kwaye baya kuphuphuma ngenxa yokulungelwa kweZulu nomhlaba.

 

Iatom incinci, ilula kwaye ayinako ukushukumisa ulwandle olukhulu lwentando yam. Kodwa xa le atom iqulethe umxholo weNtando yam,

inokuphumeza nantoni na.

Kwaye uya kundinika indawo yokuba ndenze ezinye izenzo zobuThixo kuwe ndiphefumlelwe yintando yam.

Ùya kuba njengelitye eliphoswe emthonjeni: xa athe wabetha emanzini, enze amaza, amanzi anyikima, akhuphe ubutsha nevumba lalo elivumba limnandi.

Ingqalutye ayinakuwenza uphuphume umthombo

kuba ayiqulathanga iNtando yam.

 

Kodwa iathom yakho, kuba iqulethe umxholo weNtando yam,

-ayisiyiyo kuphela inokugubha kwaye ishukumise ulwandle lwam lonke,

-kodwa ikwakhukula iZulu noMhlaba.

Ngomphefumlo omnye uyakufunxa iNtando yam kunye nalo lonke ulonwabo olukuyo. Kwaye, ukusuka kokulandelayo, uya kuyikhupha.

Ngalo lonke ixesha usenza oku, uya kuphinda-phinda uBomi bam kunye neentsikelelo zam  .

EZulwini, Lowo Ungowokubongwa

-yonwabele lonke ulonwabo olubandakanya iWill yam, kwaye

- baphila ngokungathi baphakathi kwakhe.

 

Kodwa abanako ukuyiphindaphinda iNtando yam, kuba iimfanelo zimisiwe kubo.

 

Ngoko ke, ninoyolo ngakumbi kunabo.

Kuba ungaphinda-phinda

-ubomi bam,

- Intando yam e

- zonke izibonelelo eziziquletheyo.

 

Ndiyavuya ukuhlala kuwe, Intando yam yenza. Ufuna izenzo zakho ukuze undiphindaphinde.

Xa usenza, ndinexhala lokuba kukwiWill yam ukuba ndikwazi ukuphindaphinda ngezenzo zakho.

Hayi indlela omele ukuba uphaphe ngayo ukuze ungaphoswa nto!

 

Ndacinga: "Ukuba isenzo esenziwe kwintando kaYesu sikhulu kakhulu, zingaphi ezi zenzo, maye, ndiyeke ukutyibilika!"

UYesu wam othandekayo, esondela kum ngaphakathi kwam,   wandixelela:

 

"Intombi yam  ,

kukho kwiWill yam

- isenzo sangaphambili e

- isenzo esiqhubekayo.

 

Isenzo sangaphambili

kwenzeka xa umphefumlo,   ekuqaleni kosuku  ,

- lungisa intando yakhe kum,

-qinisekisa ukuba ufuna ukuphila kwaye asebenze kuphela kwiWill yam.

Ngesi senzo ulindele zonke izenzo zakhe kwaye uzibeke kwiWill yam. Ngale mvume yangaphambili,

- ilanga leNtando yam liyaphuma kwaye

-ubomi bam buveliswa kuzo zonke izenzo, njengakwisenzo esinye sangoku.

 

Nangona kunjalo, isenzo sangaphambili sinokufihlwa ngezinye iindlela zobuntu:

- intando yakho,

-ubuwena,

- ukungakhathali, njl.

Zonke ezi zinto zifana namafu

- yima phambi kwelanga e

-ezenza ukukhanya kwayo kungabi ncinci.

Isenzo sangoku  , kwelinye icala,

ayixhomekeke ekuphazamisekeni kwamafu, kodwa inenzuzo yokusasaza onke   amafu.

 

Amanye amalanga aphuma, apho uBomi bam buzivelisa ngakumbi ngokukhanya okugqithisileyo kunye nobushushu ukwenza ilanga elitsha, elinye lihle ngakumbi kunelinye.

 

Zombini ezi zenzo ziyimfuneko  :

 

isenzo sangaphambili   sinika amandla, siyala intliziyo kwaye sisisiseko sesenzo sangoku.

Isenzo sangoku   sigcina kwaye sandise isenzo sangaphambili ».

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndacamngca   ngeeyure zePasion   kaYesu othandekayo, ngakumbi ngalo mzuzu athe wazimisa   phambi koPilato  , owambuzayo ngoBukumkani bakhe.

UYesu wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, yayikokokuqala kubomi bam basemhlabeni ukuba ndizibone ndiphambi kwenkokeli engeyomYuda. Yandibuza ngoBukumkani bam   ndaza ndaphendula  :

 

“Ubukumkani bam asibubo obeli hlabathi.

Ukuba ubephuma kweli hlabathi, imikhosi yezithunywa zezulu ibindikhusela.

Ubukumkani bam ndabuvulela iintlanga kunye

Ndidlulisele kubo imfundiso yam yasezulwini.

 

Oku kuyinyaniso kangangokuba   uPilato wathi kum:  "Ungukumkani na?"

Ndaphendula ngoko nangoko:

"Ewe, ndinguKumkani. Kwaye ndize kweli hlabathi ukuza kutyhila iNyaniso."

 

Ngalomazwi bendifuna ukumvulela indlela engqondweni yakhe ukuze aqhelane nam.

Eziva echukunyiswe yimpendulo yam, wabuza, "Yintoni inyaniso?"

 

Kodwa akazange alindele impendulo yam yaye, ngenxa yoko, andizange ndikwazi ukumenza azuze kwingcaciso yam.

" Ngendimxelele  :

“Ndim iNyaniso; yonke into ekuM iyiNyaniso.

Inyaniso ngumonde wam phakathi kwezithuko ezingaka.

Uyijongo lam elinobubele kwintlekisa, intlebendwane nendelelo. She is my affable and interesting attitude phakathi kwezo ntshaba ndizithanda noba ziyandicaphukela.

 

Même s'ils veulent me tuer, Je les aime, Je veux les embrasser et leur donner la vie.

Mes Paroles solennelles, pleines de Sagesse céleste, sont vérité Tout en Moi est Vérité.

Le Nyaniso ingaphezulu nje kokuphuma kwelanga elimangalisayo, liqaqambile kwaye liqaqambile. Uzihlazisile iintshaba zakhe; Ubawisa ezinyaweni zakhe.

Wandibuza ngokunyanisekileyo uPilato ndamphendula kwangoko. Ke yena uHerode wandibuza ngoburhalarhume

Ngapha koko zange ndimphendule kwanto.

Ndiyazityhila kwabo banqwenela ngokunyanisekileyo ukufunda izinto ezingcwele, ndibatyhilela ngaphezu kokuba benethemba lokwazi.

 

Kwelinye icala, ndiyazifihla kwabo bafuna ukwazi nabangendawo.

Xa bezama ukundihleka ndiyabafihla ndibabhideke. Ngandlela ithile ndibagxeka.

 

Noko ke, ngenxa yokuba umntu wam ehleli kwiNyaniso, wazibonakalisa nakuHerode.

-ukuthula kwam phambi kwemibuzo yakhe enobutshaba,

-imbonakalo yam ethozamileyo,

-Intliziyo yam izele bububele,

- isidima kunye nobuhandiba boMntu wam

zazisenzela yena iinyaniso ezininzi, iinyaniso ezisebenzayo ».

 

Ndacinga: “UYesu wam olungileyo utshintshile kum.

Wayevuyela ukundibandezela ngokuthabatha inxaxheba ezinziphoni zakhe, emeveni nasemnqamlezweni. Ngoku yonke loo nto iphelile.

Akasavuyi ukundisokolisa.

Kwaye ukuba kwenzeka ukuba ndibandezeleke, akasakhathali njengangaphambili ». Ndithe ndisacinga ngalento, uYesu wam othandekayo, ngaphakathi kwam, wancwina. Uye wathi   kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

xa unomdla ophezulu,

okungabalulekanga kangako kuphulukana nomtsalane kunye nomtsalane. Sibajonga ngokungakhathali.

Umnqamlezo ubophelela umphefumlo kuThixo.

Kodwa ngubani oyondlayo aze ayikhulise de ibe yincopho yayo? Le yintando yam.

 

Intando yam iyodwa eyenza izigqibo zam eziphezulu emphefumlweni.

Ukuba bekungeyoNtando   yam, nokuba umnqamlezo  , nangona ugcwele Amandla kunye noBukhulu, unokwenza umphefumlo umise phakathi.

 

Owu! Njengoko baninzi ababandezelekileyo.

Kodwa   njengoko baninzi babo

eswele ukutya okuqinileyo koMyolelo wam.

 

Abanakufa ngokwenene ngokuthanda komntu. Ithintelwe ngolo hlobo, iNtando yobuThixo ayinako ukuzisa umphefumlo kwincopho yokugqibela yobuNgcwele boBungcwele.

Endaweni yoko uthi izikhonkwane, ameva kunye nomnqamlezo ziphelile. Kodwa oku akuyonyani ntombi yam; asiyonyani le!

Enyanisweni, umnqamlezo wakho wawumncinci kwaye ungaphelelanga.

Ngoku, ngentando yam, iye yanda.

 

Yonke into oyenzayo kwiWill yam sisikhonkwane kwintando yakho.

Xa intando yakho iphila kwiNtando yam, iyolula ukuya kwinqanaba

- basasazeke kuzo zonke izidalwa e

-ukundibuyisela, egameni labo, ubomi endandibanike bona.

Ùya kundibuyisela ke isidima nozuko endazidalela lona. Njengokuthanda kwakho - ukuntywiliselwa kum -

wandisa, ngokunjalo umnqamlezo wakho.

Awusengumnqamlezo wenu kuphela, kodwa ngowezidalwa zonke. Kwakhona, ndibona umnqamlezo wakho kuyo yonke indawo,

hayi njengakuqala, xa ndandiyibona kuwe kuphela. Ngoku ndiyibona kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Ukudityaniswa kwakho kwiWill yam, engenawo nawuphi na umdla wobuqu, akunanjongo

-ukuba andinike oko zonke izidalwa zindityala, kwaye

-ukubonelela kuzo zonke izidalwa zonke izibonelelo eziqulethwe kwiWill yam.

 

Bubomi bobuthixo kuphela, hayi obomntu.

Kwaye yintando yam kuphela eyenza ubungcwele bobuthixo emphefumlweni.

Iminqamlezo yakho yokuqala yancamathela ebungcweleni bomntu. Umntu, ungcwele njengoko anjalo, akanakufeza izinto ezinkulu, kuphela ezincinci.

Nangaphantsi angakwazi

-uphakamisa umphefumlo wakhe kwinqanaba lobuNgcwele boMdali wakhe,

-ukuthatha inxaxheba kwizenzo zoMdali wakhe.

Umntu usoloko exhomekeke kwimida yendalo.

 

Kodwa iNtando yam, idiliza yonke imiqobo phakathi komntu kunye nobuthixo, inokuphosa umphefumlo kubukhulu bobuthixo.

Ke ngoko yonke into iba nkulu kuye:

umnqamlezo, izikhonkwane, ubungcwele, uthando, imbuyekezo, njl.

Ukusukelana nam kungaphezu kobunyulu bomntu,   nokuba bendinokuqala ndisenza izinto ezincinane kuni. Kwaye ndavuya kakhulu ukuyenza!

Kwaye ndikwenze uqhubela phambili nangoku, okoko uhlala kwiWill yam.

 

Ndivuya kakhulu xa ndibona ubuncinci bakho, ukungabikho kwakho kubambe ubukhulu bam, ukundinika uzuko nembeko egameni layo yonke into nayo yonke into.

Oku kundityhala ukuba ndibuyisele onke amalungelo kwizidalwa kunye

kuyandonwabisa kangangokuba andivuyiswa nayinye into.

Ke, umnqamlezo wakho kunye nezikhonkwane zakho ziyintando yam, ethi, ngokubethelela intando yakho, ifezekise ukubethelwa emnqamlezweni kuwe, iyenze ifane neMenne.

 

Ndakhawulwa   ndabethelelwa emnqamlezweni,   ndaphila   ndibethelelwe

Ndafa   ndibethelelwe emnqamlezweni.

 

Ndisoloko ndiwondla uMnqamlezo wam

ngokuzalisekisa intando kaThixo kuphela.

Ngoko ndabethelelwa emnqamlezweni ngenxa yesidalwa ngasinye. Kwaye umnqamlezo wam ubeke itywina lawo kuzo zonke.

 

Xa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wayesiza rhoqo.

Ngeli xesha, xa efika, wabeka intloko yakhe kweyam   wathi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndifuna ukuphumla.

Ubukrelekrele obungadalwanga bunqwenela ukuphumla kubukrelekrele obuyiliweyo.

Kodwa ukwazi ukuphumla okupheleleyo kubukrelekrele bakho, kufuneka ufumane kuyo lonke uzuko kunye nokwaneliseka ukuba zonke ezinye iingqondo zindityala.

Yiyo loo nto ndifuna ukwandisa izakhono zakho.

Kwaye andizukonwaba de iWill yam ibeke kuwe yonke into abanye ekufuneka bandinike yona ».

Wabe   sele evuthela ingqondo yam  . Ngezithonga zokukhanya,

yanxulunyaniswa nayo yonke imimoya ephuma ezandleni zoMdali.

 

Umgca ngamnye uthi:

"Uzuko, imbeko, imbeko, uthando, umbulelo kuThixo wethu ongcwele kathathu".

 

Emva koko   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ah! Ewe! Ngoku ndingafumana ukuphumla kubukrelekrele bakho.

Kuba ndifumana ukuqondwa kunye nokuphindaphinda kobukrelekrele obudaliweyo. Umoya odaliweyo udibana noMoya ongadalwanga ".

Emva koko wacinezela intloko yakhe entliziyweni yam

kwaye akazange afumane kuphumla ngokupheleleyo apho.

Waqhubeka nokubeka uMlomo wakhe entliziyweni yam kwaye ephefumla, ngoMoya ngamnye, intliziyo yam iyakhula.

 

Ithi  :

“Ntombi yam, ndizimisele ukufumana ukuphumla.

Kwaye   ndifuna ukuphefumla   entliziyweni yakho

ukuze ndibeke kuye lonke uthando endifanele ukuba ndiyidalwe yiyo yonke indalo.

Ukuphumla kwam akunako ukugqibelela

phambi kokuba ndifumane ukubuyisana ngoThando endilunika lona.

Ndifuna ukufumana entliziyweni yakho uthando zonke izidalwa zindityala.

 

Intando yam iya kwenza lo mmangaliso kuwe kwaye intliziyo yakho iya kucula inowuthi egameni labo bonke. Eli nqaku liya kuba:   "Uthando  ".

Waphinda wabeka iNtloko yakhe phezu kwentliziyo yam wayiyeka yaphumla apho. Hayi indlela ekwakumnandi ngayo ukubona uYesu ephumle! Emva koko wanyamalala.

Kodwa wabuya kwangoko.

 

Kweli tyeli wayefuna ukuphumla ezandleni zam emva koko emagxeni am.

Ebebonakala efuna ukujonga

ukuba wonke umntu wam ebevuma kwaye ebenokumphumza.

 

Ithi  :

"Sithandwa sam, ndikuthanda kangakanani!

Ndigxininise kuni lonke uThando olwalujoliswe kwabanye kodwa lwaliwa.

Ndibona kuwe i-echo yeLizwi lam lokudala

“Masenze umntu ngokomfanekiselo wethu nangokufana nathi”.

Kwaye ndifumana eli Lizwi lizalisekile kuwe.

Ah! Yintando yethu kuphela enokubuyisela umntu kwimvelaphi yakhe.

Intando yethu iya kubeka kwintando yomntu umqondiso wazo zonke iimpawu zobuthixo. Kwaye, emva kokuyidibanisa neyethu, iya kuyibeka ezandleni zoMdali.

Lo mntu akayi kuphinda agqwethwe lisazela njengangaphambili.

Kodwa uya kuba ebuyile enyulu, emhle yaye ekwimfanekiselo yoMdali wakhe.

 

Ndifuna ukuba ufumane ushicilelo lweWill yam kumyolelo wakho

ukuba iZulu namhlaba awuboni intando esebenza kuwe eyahlukileyo kwintando yobuThixo.

Baya kuziva bonganyelwe yintando kaThixo kuwe. Ngoko zilungiselele ukwamkela yonke into evela kum kwaye uhlale uthembekile kum.

Kamva, wabuya uYesu ebuhlungu waza   wathi kum  :

“Ndiba buhlungu xa izidalwa   zicinga

-ukuba ndingqongqo kwaye

-ukuba ndinqwenela ukusebenzisa ubulungisa ngaphezu kweNceba.

 

Balindele ukohlwaywa ndim ngesona siphoso sincinci. Owu! Indlela ebuhlungu ngayo kum.

Njengoko oku kubakhokelela ekubeni batyeke kum.

Kwaye nabani na ozigcinayo kude kum akanakufumana ukufakwa ngokupheleleyo koThando lwam.

Kunoko, ngabo abangandithandiyo. Bacinga ukuba ndingqongqo kwaye ndiphantse   ndoyike.

Ukuba nje bebejonge ubomi bam,

bobona, ukuba ndenze isenzo esinye sobulungisa, ukuze ndikhusele indlu kaBawo;

Ndazithabatha iintsontelo, ndabagxotha abo babeyihlambela indlu kaYehova.

Yonke enye into ebomini bam ibingeyonto ngaphandle kweNceba. Ingqondo yam yayiyiNceba,

Ukuzalwa kwam kwaba yinceba, amazwi am yaba yinceba, imisebenzi yam yayiyinceba, ukunyathela kwam yiNceba,

iGazi endaliphalaza nguNceba, iimbandezelo zam ziNceba.

 

Ndifeze yonke into ngeNceba yoThando lwam. Baninzi ke abandoyikayo;

Nokuba bafanele boyike ngakumbi kunam”.

 

Ndacinga, "Kutheni ubomi bomoya bunokuguquka okungaka? Ngokukhawuleza xa umntu ecinga ukuba usendleleni echanekileyo, ngomzuzu ongalindelekanga, utsibela kwelinye icala.

Ngaloo ndlela, sibandezeleka kakhulu iinyembezi,

- iinyembezi ezibuhlungu zide zikhuphe igazi entliziyweni. Ezi nguquko zenza   ukufela ukholo ngokuqhubekayo ».

Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wangena kum waza   wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

liyinene elithi ubomi bomoya kukufela ukholo ngokuqhubekayo.

Ifana neyokuqala noyena mkhulu kubafeli-nkolo: mna.

 

Kuyimfuneko ukwenza utshintsho oluninzi ukuvumela ubomi bomoya ukuba bufikelele kwisimo sawo, ukuze bube nobukhazikhazi, bubuhle kwaye bugqibelele.

 

Ukuba ubomi bomzimba, obungabalulekanga kangako kunobomi bomoya,

- kufuneka afumane utshintsho olungenakubalwa ukuze afikelele ekuvuthweni, oku kuyinyani ngakumbi   kubomi bomoya.

Ubomi bomoya   bumiselwe kubomi bendalo.

Yima okomzuzwana kwiinguqu ezininzi ezibonisa ubomi bendalo.

Ukukhawulwa kukhawulwa esibelekweni.

Kwaye ihlala apho iinyanga ezilithoba ukwenza umzimba omncinci. Xa umzimba usenziwa, unyanzelekile ukuba uvele.

 

Ukuba ebefuna ukuhlala   esizalweni  , ngewayefile.

Ukungabi nandawo yokukhula, kuya kuhlutha,

- ebeka esichengeni ubomi bakhe nobakamama wakhe.

 

Ukuba ubomi bemvelo bebunokukhawulwa ngaphandle kwesibeleko,

-ngubani oza kubonelela ngegazi kunye nobushushu obuyimfuneko ekubunjweni komzimba omncinci? Kwaye nokuba kunokwenzeka,

- ukudibana komoya kuya kutshabalalisa amalungu athambileyo alo mzimba omncinci.

Ngoku khawucinge ngenkathalo efanele inikwe usana olusandul   ’  ukuzalwa 

kwithuba elilandela ukuzalwa kwakhe.

Ubushushu, ukubanda okanye ukungancancisi ngokwaneleyo kunokukhokelela ekufeni.

Ukuba umntwana unikwe ukutya ngaphandle kobisi,

andikwazi ukuyihlafuna kwaye isenokubeka ubomi esichengeni.

 

Emva koko kuza ixesha apho   umntwana unokutya okunye ukutya  , unokwenza ngaphandle kwe-diapers kwaye uthathe   amanyathelo okuqala.

Uyabona? Sisesebuntwaneni kwaye umntwana sele efumene   utshintsho oluninzi.

Besiya kuthini ukuba, xa sibeka umntwana emhlabeni ukuze athathe amanyathelo akhe okuqala,

Ngaba uye wanikezela kuloyiko, wenza imifanekiso yomsindo, iinyembezi waza wala ngenkani?

 

Oku bekuya kuba lusizi, ekubeni umntwana ebengenakukhula ukuba ebesoloko ehleli ezingalweni zikanina. Bekuya kuswela umthambo ofunekayo, bekungayi kufumana amandla kwaye bekungayi kukhula.

 

Ngoku makhe siqwalasele ubomi bomoya bokwenyani.

 

Kukhawulwe esizalweni sam.

Yenziwe liGazi lam, uThando lwam kunye noMphefumlo wam. Emva koko ndimondle ngesibeleko sam kwaye ndimrhangqe ngeenceba zam.

 

Emva koko ndimfundisa ukuhamba ngenkxaso yeeNyaniso zam. Injongo yam asikokwenza unodoli ngenjongo yokuzonwabisa,

kodwa   ukwenza ikopi   yam.

 

Kulapho utshintsho lungena khona. Inye kuphela injongo

-ukuzisa lowo usaqalayo ekuvuthweni e

-ukumnika onke amalungelo kunye namalungelo obomi bokomoya obuyinyani.

 

Ngaphandle koko, iya kuhlala kwi-diapers.

Yaye endaweni yokundizukisa nokundizukisa, oko bekuya kundibangela usizi nokuhlaziswa.

Mingaphi imiphefumlo ehlala kwinqanaba lomntwana osanda kuzalwa okanye, ngokufanelekileyo, uqhubele phambili kwinqanaba le-diapers.

 

Imiphefumlo esebenzisana nam ukuze ndibe yikopi yeYam inqabile kakhulu. "

 

Njengoko ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndandicinga ngeNtando Engcwele kaThixo. Njengoko ndandidibana naye,   uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam yanaphakade yayiyeyona ndawo iphambili kuBomi bam kuBuntu bam. Ukususela ekukhawulweni kwam ukuya kumphefumlo wam wokugqibela,

yandandulela, yandikhapha kwaye yayiyinkuthazo yazo zonke izenzo zam.

Wandilandela waza wayitshixela yonke into endiyenzayo kwimida yakhe yanaphakade, apho babengenandlela yokuphuma.

 

Ngenxa yobukhulu bayo,

akukho nto iNtando yam yanaphakade ingaphumi kuyo okanye isizukulwana esingachukumisiyo.

Kwakuyindalo ukuba intando yam yenze izenzo zam kwaye ndizandise kubo bonke,

ngokungathi zenziwa zodwa kwisidalwa ngasinye.

Intando yam yayinamandla okuphindaphinda izenzo zam kangangoko inqwenela. Yayiqulathe zonke izinto, zonke ezikhoyo kwizidalwa ngokwezipho zazo, ukususela ekuqaleni koluntu kude kube sekupheleni kwexesha.

 

Ngexesha lokukhulelwa kwam,

Intando yam yenze iingcamango ezininzi ngam

ukuba kukho izidalwa, ezadlulayo, zangoku nezexesha elizayo. Wenza uphindaphindo

ngamazwi am,   iingcinga zam,

yemisebenzi yam   namanyathelo am,

Yabongeza ukusuka kumntu wokuqala ukuya kowokugqibela umntu owayekho, owayekho okanye owayefanele ukuba ukho.

 

Amandla eNtando engunaphakade aliguqule iGazi lam kunye nokubandezeleka kwam kwiilwandlekazi ezinkulu apho wonke umntu unokusela.

 

Ukuba bekungengenxa ye-prodigy yeNtando ePhakamileyo,

Ukuhlawulelwa kwam kuya kuba sisiganeko esilula, ukuze kuzuze izidalwa ezimbalwa.

IWill yam ayikatshintshi.

Kunjengoko kwakunjalo kwaye kuya kuba njalo ngonaphakade. Kwaye kukho okungakumbi.

Ukufika kwam emhlabeni, ndadibanisa intando yam nentando yomntu.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo awuyigatya le ntambo

kodwa endaweni yoko unikezela kwiNceba yeNtando yam eyivumela

- ukuya phambili,

- ukuhamba naye,

-ukumlandela,

emva koko yonke into eyenzekayo kum iyenzeka kuloo mphefumlo.

 

Xa idibanisa

- iingcinga zakhe, amazwi akhe, izenzo zakhe,

- imbuyekezo yakhe kunye nothando lwakhe oluthobekileyo

ngentando yam ndiya kubandisa kwaye ndibandise. Ziba liyeza kunye neyeza

- kuyo yonke ingcinga, onke amazwi kunye nezenzo zonke zezidalwa.

 

Baba

- imbuyekezo yalo naluphi na ulwaphulo-mthetho, e

uthando luthabathele indawo yothando endinalo ngenxa yam;

Ukuba oku akwenzeki, kungenxa yokuba ukuthanda komntu kunetyala

- akaziphosi ngokupheleleyo kwiingalo zentando kaThixo kwaye, ngenxa yoko, akayithathi yonke into ekhoyo apho.

 

Ngenxa yoko, akanako ukunika abanye nantoni na.

Uhlangabezana nokusikelwa umda kobuntu okumenza abe lusizi, abe lihlwempu kwaye abe netyala kwizigqibo zakhe.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndifuna ukuba uqonde

- kuthetha ntoni ukuhlala kwintando yam,

kangangoko kunokwenzeka ukuba isidalwa sikuqonde.

Ukuba uhlala kwintando yam, intando yakho iya kuba nakho konke kwaye uya kundinika yonke into. "

Ngaloo mazwi uYesu wathi shwaka.

Emva kwexesha wabuya egqunywe yiminxeba,

--Nganye yenza iseli encinci apho

Wamema imiphefumlo ukuba isabele ukuze ifumane ukhuseleko lwayo.

 

Ndathi kuye: "Sthandwa sam ndibonise unomyayi wakho ndingene ndingaphumi."

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, akukho cell yakho apha eMzimbeni wam. Kaloku uhlala kwiWill yam

-Andikwazi ukuhlala kwindawo yam,

-kodwa uhlala entywiliselwe kwezo ntliziyo yam ibetha kakhulu.

 

Ukubetha kwentliziyo liziko kunye nobomi bomzimba womntu. Ukuba intliziyo iyeka ukubetha, ubomi   buphela.

Ukubetha kwentliziyo kujikeleza   igazi.

- Nika ubushushu,

- ukuxhasa ukuphefumla kunye

- bagcina amandla kunye nokuhamba kwawo onke amalungu omzimba.

 

Ukuba intliziyo ibetha ngokungaqhelekanga, yonke into eyenziwa ngumntu ayilawuleki.

Nokuba ubukrelekrele bulahlekelwa bubuhle, ubukrelekrele kunye nokucaca okugcweleyo.

 

Ekudaleni umntu, ndibeka ithoni ekhethekileyo entliziyweni yakhe,

-ithoni elungiselelwe imvisiswano engunaphakade,

ukuze ukuba intliziyo ibetha kakuhle,

-kwaye yonke into ekwindalo iyahambelana.

 

Intando yam ifana nokubetha kwentliziyo.

Ukuba intando yam ibetha emphefumlweni, ivisisanisa ubungcwele kunye nokulunga, idala imvisiswano phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba,

- imvisiswano edibanisa uBathathu Emnye oNgcwele.

 

Ukubetha kwentliziyo yam kuyazinikela kuwe njengegumbi lokukuvalela.

Ke, ukuba intliziyo yakho ibetha ngokuhambelana neyam, uya kudala imvisiswano eZulwini nasemhlabeni.

Uya kuphazamisa kwixesha elidlulileyo, langoku kunye nekamva. Kwaye niya kuba kuyo yonke indawo, ngokupheleleyo kum, nam ndibe kuni.”

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndantywiliselwa kwiNtando ePhakamileyo kaYesu wam othandekayo.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba sonke isenzo sam esincinci, esiqhutywa kwintando kaThixo, siya kuxhokonxa ukuvela kolonwabo olutsha kuBukhulu obuPhakamileyo.

 

UYesu wam onobubele wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndinovuyo olukhulu, ulonwabo kunye nolonwabo endinokunikela ngalo nangawuphi na umzuzu

-ulonwabo olutsha kunye nezinto ezintsha ezithandwayo kwizidalwa.

Ngalo lonke ixesha umphefumlo wenza kwintando yam, ivula indawo

apho ndinokuvelisa izinto ezintsha kunye nolonwabo olutsha.

 

Intando yam inkulu kwaye ingena kuzo zonke izidalwa nazo zonke izinto. Xa ubabalo lwam luvela, luqala ukungena kwimiphefumlo esebenza kwintando yam, kuba le miphefumlo sisizathu sokuqala.

Ndingakunika uncedo lwam.

 

Ke ngoko, ngalo lonke ixesha usenza kwintando yam,

uzuza kum ubabalo olutsha kunye nolonwabo olutsha   e

undinika ulonwabo lokuzisa izidalwa ukwabelana ngolonwabo lwam   .

Kuba intando yam ifuna ukutyhila into enayo, iyafuna

- abo banokumvumela ukuba   enze njalo,

- abo bathanda ukwamkela   izipho zakhe;

- abo balungiselela indawo emphefumlweni wabo, nokuba yincinci, ukuba bafake   izipho zam.

 

Xa umphefumlo ufuna ukwenza iNtando yam, uyayilahla intando yakhe kwaye andenzele indawo encinci yokubeka iWill yam kunye nezibonelelo zam.

Ndijonge ngolangazelelo imiphefumlo esebenza kwiNtando yam engunaphakade ukuze ndikwazi ukubabonelela ngenceba yam kwaye, ke ngoko,

ukuze bazi ukuba ndinguThixo

-ezingasoze ziphelelwe ubutyebi kunye

-ohlala enento ayinikelayo. "

 

Ndicinge:

“UYesu uthetha kakhulu ngentando yakhe eNgcwele.

Ukanti kubonakala ngathi iimfundiso zakhe aziqondwa nangabam bavumayo.

Ndinoluvo lokuba bayathandabuza kwaye, phambi kokukhanya okukhulu kangako, abakhanyiselwanga okanye batyekele ekuthandeni le ntando intle kangaka ».

 

Ngelixa ndandisonwabela ezi ngcinga, uYesu wam onobubele wabeka ingalo yakhe egxalabeni lam   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, ungamangaliswa yile nto.

Ukuba umntu akakhutshelwanga kwintando yakhe, umntu akanakuba nokuqonda okuyinxalenye yeWill yam.

Intando yomntu yenza amafu phakathi kwayo kunye nentando yam.

La mafu athintela intando yomntu ekulazini ixabiso kunye neziphumo zeWill yam. Noko ke, phezu kwawo nje la mafu, akanakukhanyela

ukuba intando yam ikuKhanya.

Ngaphezu koko, kwanezinto zomhlaba aziqondwa kakuhle ngabantu.

Ngubani onokuthi, umzekelo,

-Indlela endadala ngayo ilanga,

-yintoni na umgama wayo emhlabeni, okanye

-kungakanani ukukhanya kwaye iqulethe ubushushu obungakanani?

 

Ukanti abantu bayayibona baze bayonwabele imiphumo yako.

Ubushushu bayo nokukhanya kwayo kubalandela kuyo yonke indawo. Kwaye ukuba umntu uzama ukunyuka elangeni ukuze acacise iimpawu zalo,

ukukhanya kwawo bekuya kubamfamekisa, butshiswe bubushushu bawo.

 

Umntu umele akonwabele ukukhanya kwelanga ejonge phantsi. Akakwazi ukuyihlolisisa, kufuneka aneliseke ngokuthi "lilanga".

Ukuba linjalo ilanga elibonakalayo, endalidalela okulungileyo umntu;

kakhulu malunga neeNyaniso zam,

-ebonisa ngakumbi ukukhanya kunye nokufudumala, ngakumbi iiNyaniso zam malunga nentando yam,

- eziziphumo, iinzuzo kunye nexabiso lingunaphakade!

Ngubani onokulinganisa konke okubandakanya iWill yam?

Kulo mbuzo,   umntu unokuqubuda kuphela!

Kungcono ukuthoba intloko kwaye ukonwabele ukukhanya kwayo kunye nokufudumala kwayo.

Kungcono ukuthanda iiNyaniso zam kwaye ulungele isixa esilinganiselweyo sokuKhanya esinokuqondwa bubulumko bomntu, endaweni yokuyibeka ecaleni phantsi kwesizathu sokuba umntu akanakuqonda yonke into.

 

Kufuneka wamkele iiNyaniso zam ngendlela olamkela ngayo ilanga ungaliqondi ngokupheleleyo.

Sizabalazela ukunandipha ukukhanya kwethu kangangoko sinako, sikusebenzisela ukusebenza, ukuhamba nokubona.

Yaye hayi indlela esilindele ngayo ukuba kuse ukuze abe liqabane lakhe kwimisebenzi yakhe!

Inyaniso yam ingaphezu kokukhanya kwelanga. Ukanti abahoywa.

Abathandwa okanye abanqweneleki. Zigqalwa njengento engenamsebenzi.

Hayi indlela okubuhlungu ngayo!

 

Xa ndibona imiphefumlo iyibeka ecaleni, andiyihoyi loo miphefumlo kwaye ndivumele iinyaniso zam zithathe indlela yazo emphefumlweni.

-ngubani obathandayo,

-obani abafuna,

-ezikhanyisa ngokukhanya kwabo ubomi babo kunye

- ngubani ochonga kunye nabo.

 

Ucinga ukuba ndikutyhilele yonke into malunga neeNyaniso zam, iziphumo zazo kunye nexabiso lazo?

Hayi, kude kuyo! Owu! Mangaphi amanye amalanga endishiye ukuba ndiwasuse! Kodwa musa ukudimazeka ukuba awuyiqondi yonke into.

Yaneliswa kukuphila ekuKhanyeni kweNyaniso yam. Oku kwanele kum.

 

Ndizifumene ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, wafika uYesu wam ohleli ethandeka.

ukusa kwinqanaba lokungakwazi ukushukuma.

UYesu wathatha izandla zam waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, ndivumele ndikukhulule."

Emva koko, emi ecaleni kwam kwaye ebeka iingalo zam emagxeni akhe, wathi kum:

“Ngoku ukhululekile.

Nindange, kuba ndize kunigcina kunye nokuze ndinifumanele imbuyekezo.

 

Uyabona, ndinguThixo owahlukileyo kwizidalwa.

Ndihlala phakathi kwabo, ndibubomi bomntu ngamnye. Bandigqala njengomntu wasemzini. Owu! Ndikhalela   isithukuthezi sam  !

Ndihlelwa lilanga elinye. Ngalo lonke ixesha lobomi bakhe,

Ilanga lihlala phakathi kwezidalwa ezinokukhanya nobushushu balo. Akukho nzala engaphumiyo kuye.

Ihlabathi lihlambuluka ngobushushu balo.

Umvuzo wakhe, awugalela kubo bonke ubungangamsha, awunakubalwa. Ukanti, kubude bakhe, usahlala yedwa.

 

Yaye umntu akawunikeli kwaumbulelo okanye umqondiso wombulelo kuMdali ngeli langa.

Nam ndindedwa, ndihlala ndedwa!

 

Ukanti, phakathi kwabantu, ndinjalo

- Ukukhanya kweengcamango zabo,

- isandi samazwi abo,

-injini yezenzo zabo,

-Amanyathelo eentshukumo zabo,

-ukubetha kwentliziyo yabo.

 

Umntu ongenambulelo undishiya ndedwa.

Ungaze undinike   "enkosi"   okanye "  ndiyakuthanda  ".

Ndiziva ndilahliwe bubulumko bomntu kuba usebenzisa ukukhanya endimnika kona ngeenjongo zakhe, ngamanye amaxesha ade andikhubekise.

 

Andikho kumazwi omntu osoloko endinyelisa.

Andikho kwizenzo zendoda edla ngokundibulala. Andikho emkhondweni womntu.

Nam ndingowentliziyo yakhe, intliziyo

waguqukela ekungathobelini   e

ndityekele ekuthandeni konke okungekuko   okwam.

Owu! Hayi isithukuthezi esindisindayo!

Kodwa uthando lwam kunye nobukhulu bam bukhulu kakhulu (bukhulu kakhulu kunelanga),

Ngamana ndingaqhubeka nogqatso lwam, ndihlala ndikhangela umphefumlo ovumayo ukundikhapha phakathi kobundedwa bam!

 

Xa ndifumana umphefumlo onjalo,

Ndimkhapha ngokuqhubekayo kwaye ndimgcwalise ngeefefe zam. Yiyo le nto ndize kuwe.

Ndandidinwe gqitha sisithukuthezi! Ungaze undishiye ndodwa ntombam  .

 

Ndithe ndisacamngca ngeeHours of the Passion of Jesus, ndabona uYesu esiya kuMama wakhe eyocela intsikelelo kuye.

Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela ngaphakathi kwam:

“Ntombi yam, ngaphambi kokuthanda kwam, bendifuna ukusikelela uMama wam kwaye ndisikeleleke nguye.

 

Kodwa yayingengoMama wam kuphela endandifuna ukumsikelela, kodwa nazo zonke izidalwa eziphilayo nezingaphiliyo. Ndazibona izidalwa ezibuthathaka, zigutyungelwe yimivumbo.

Babehlwempuzekile, kwaye Intliziyo yam ibetha yintlungu novelwano ngabo, njengoko ndanditshilo phambi kukaMama:

"Ubuntu obuhlwempuzekileyo, wawa njani!

Ndiyakusikelela ukuba uphume kwimeko yakho yangoku.

 

Yanga iNtsikelelo yam ingakubethelela itywina eliphindwe kathathu kuwe

-Amandla,

- Ubulumko kunye

-Yothando

yaBantu abathathu   abaNgcwele.

 

UCanzibe

-buyisela amandla akho,

- ziphilise e

- zityebise wena.

 

Kwaye ukukurhangqa ngokhuseleko, ndikwasikelela zonke izinto endizidalileyo ukuze uzifumane zitywinwe ngeSikelelo soMdali wazo.

 

Ndiyakusikelela ukukhanya, umoya, amanzi, umlilo nokutya kwakho, ukuze ugutyungelwe ziintsikelelo zam.

 

Kwaye ekubeni nina, zidalwa ziwileyo, aniyifanelanga le Ntsikelelo, ndidlula ngoMama wam, ukuba abe lijelo.

 

Ngenxa yoko, ndifuna iintsikelelo ezifanayo ezivela kwizidalwa. Kodwa olunjani lona usizi!

Kunokuba bandisikelele, bayandicaphukisa baze bandiqalekise.

 

Ngenxa yoko,   ntombi yam,

-ngena kwiNtando yam   e

-Thatha ukunyuka kwakho ngamaphiko ezinto zonke ezidaliweyo,

-tywina zonke iintsikelelo ezindityala zonke izidalwa, kwaye

-Zisa zonke ezi ntsikelelo kwiNtliziyo yam ethambileyo neyonzakeleyo ".

 

Emva kokuba ndikwenzile oko,   uYesu wathi kum  , ngokungathi ufuna ukundivuza:

 

“Ntombi yam ethandekayo, ndiyakusikelela ngendlela ekhethekileyo: Ndiyayisikelela intliziyo yakho;

Ndiyawusikelela umoya wakho, iintshukumo zakho, amazwi akho, umoya wakho. Ndiyakusikelela konke okukuwe nako konke okwakho."

 

 

Ndaqhubeka nokucamngca ngeHours of Passion.

Bendicinga ngeSidlo Sangokuhlwa Sokugqibela, xa kwangena uYesu wam omnandi wandibamba ngencam yomnwe.

Emva koko - rhoqo ngaphakathi kum -

Undibizele phezulu, ndawuva uphuma ezindlebeni zam. Ndaze ndacinga, “Angathini uYesu ukundibiza ngolo hlobo, nceda?”

Wathi  : “Andikhange ndikuhoye. Ndiye ndaphakamisa ilizwi lam ukuze ndivakale.

 

Mamela ke ntombi yam xa ndiseka uMthendeleko ndabona

zonke izidalwa kwaye zonke ndibamemile ukuba beze   kum

kuzo zonke izizukulwana, ukusuka kweyokuqala ukuya kowokugqibela, ukuze ndibe nokunikela ubomi bam bomthendeleko kuye wonke umntu.

 

Kwaye oku, hayi nje kube kanye,

kodwa nanini na befuna ukutya.

Bendifuna ukuba kukutya komphefumlo wabo  .

Kodwa ndadana kakhulu xa ndibona ukuba ubomi bam bomthendeleko bamkelwe.

-ngokungakhathali, ukungahoywa, kunye

-nditsho nokundinika ukufa.

Ndaziva ndoyikeka ngenxa yoku kufa ngokuphindaphindiweyo.

Emva koko, ndandonwabile,

-Ndibhenele kuMandla eNtando yam e

- Ndibize ngeenxa zonke kum imiphefumlo ebeya kuhlala kwiWill yam.

 

Owu! Indlela endandivuya ngayo ngoko, ndingqongwe yile miphefumlo

- ukuba Amandla eNtando yam aye afunxa kwaye

- ogama liziko loBomi laliyintando yam.

 

Ndabona ubukhulu bam kubo.

Kuzo ndaziva ndikhuselekile kuzo zonke izidalwa ezingenambulelo. Kwaye kubo ndibeke ubomi bam bomthendeleko.

 

ndiyenzile

- kungekhona nje ngenxa yokuba   balondoloza ubomi bomthendeleko,

- kodwa ukuze, ngobomi bomntu,

bandinika imbuyekezo kummkeli ngamnye ongcwalisiweyo.

 

Kungokwemvelo ukuba benjenjalo

- kuba uBomi bam bomthendeleko buvela kwintando yam yanaphakade,

-nto leyo engundoqo wobomi babo.

 

Xa uBomi bam bomthendeleko buhlala kubo, kwaloo ntando inye isebenza kum iyasebenza kubo. Xa ndisiva ubomi babo kubomi bam bomthendeleko,

ubomi babo buphindaphindeka kuwo wonke umkhosi   kwaye

Ndiva ukuba bandinika ukubuyisana, ubomi   ubomi.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela endavuya ngayo xa ndikubona njengomphefumlo wokuqala obizelwe ukuhlala kwiWill yam!

Ndibeke kuwe okokuqala kubo bonke uBomi bam bomthendeleko. Kwaye ndikunikile amandla kunye nobukhulu beNtando yam ePhakamileyo yokwenza ukuba ufaneleke ukufumana le deposit.

 

Ubulapho ukusukela ngoko.

Kwaye ndimanyene nani bonke abantu ababeza kuhlala kwiWill yam.

 

Ndikunike ubungangamsha kuzo zonke.

Ngokuchanekileyo kuba   i-Will yam ingaphezulu kwayo yonke into, nkqu nabapostile nababingeleli  .

 

Inene bayandingcwalisa.

Kodwa amaxesha amaninzi ubomi babo abudityaniswanga ngokusondeleyo kobam. Kwaye yintoni enye,

bayandilahla, bayandilibala, ababukhathaleli uBukho bam.

 

Kodwa imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam iphila kowam uBomi. Ke ngoko abahlukani kum.

Yiyo loo nto ndikuthanda kakhulu.

Yintando yam efanayo kuwe endiyithandayo  ".

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva kum ubukho bukaYesu olungileyo, kodwa ngendlela egxininisiweyo.

Nam ndaziva uba uyibambe wayiqinisa intliziyo yam ukuze indivise kabuhlungu. Emva koko wandicinezela intamo yam ezandleni zakhe, endiwola ngokufuthaniselayo.

Emva koko wahlala entliziyweni yam ngenkangeleko enyanzelisayo nenegunya. Ndaziva nditshatyalalisiwe.

 

Emva koko, ngokomyalelo wakhe, ndabuyela kubomi obutsha.

Ngubani onokuthi ibangele ntoni kum ngaphakathi kwaye ndiziva njani!

Emva koko, ngelixa ndisabuva ubukho bakhe ngamandla kum,

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, nyuka, nyuka, nangakumbi, ngaphezulu ... ngokwaneleyo ukuba ufike kwi-Divinity.

Ubomi bakho kufuneka bube phakathi kwaBantu abaNgcwele. Kwaye ukuze ukwazi ukuyiqonda, ndibumbe ubomi bam kuwe.

Kwaye ndiyijikelezile yonke into oyenzayo ngentando yam yanaphakade, ukuze

Intando yam ibaleka kuzo zonke izinto ngendlela emangalisayo nemangalisayo. Intando yam isebenza kuwe ngesenzo esiqhubekayo.

 

Ngokuba

-ukuba ndibumbe ubomi bam kuwe,

ukuba intando yam isebenze kuwe nasemisebenzini yakho,

-ukuba intando yakho itshintshelwe kweyam, intando yam ngoku inoBomi emhlabeni.

Kuyafuneka ukuba uthathe uBomi bam kunye neNtando yam kunye nawe ukuze iNtando yam emhlabeni kunye neNtando yam yaseZulwini isekwe.

 

Uya kuhlala ixeshana esifubeni soBuThixo.

Kwaye intando yakho iya kwenza kunye neyam ukuyandisa kangangoko kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa.

Emva koko uya kubuyela emhlabeni  ,

ukuzisa nawe Amandla kunye neMimangaliso yeNtando yam.

 

Ubukho bezi mpawu kuwe

- iya kucaphukisa izidalwa,

-Iya kuvula amehlo abo.

Abaninzi baya kuyazi intsingiselo yokuphila kwintando yam. Baya kukwazi oko kuthethwa kukuphila

“ngokomfanekiselo nangokufana” noMdali wabo. "

“  Esi iya kuba sisiqalo sobukumkani bam emhlabeni njengasezulwini.”

 

Uyakholelwa ukuba yinto encinci ukuhlala kwiWill yam? Ayinakulingana, kanye njengokuba bukho ubungcwele obusondelayo.

 

Obu bubomi bokwenyani, asiyontelekelelo, asiyiyo into yokuyilwa kwentelekelelo.

Obu bomi bukhoyo, kungekhona emphefumlweni kuphela, kodwa nasemzimbeni.

 

Ngaba uyazi ukuba yenziwa njani?

Okokuqala, intando yam engunaphakade iba yintando yomphefumlo.

Emva koko ukubetha kwam entliziyweni yakhe kukhawula ubomi bam ngaphakathi kwakhe.

 

Uthando, iintlungu kunye nazo zonke izenzo ezenziwa ngumphefumlo kwintando yam zenza ubuntu bam kuyo.

Ezi zenzo zindenza ndikhule kakhulu emphefumlweni

-ukuba andinakuhlala ndifihliwe kwaye

-ukuba umphefumlo awukwazi ukuzibamba kodwa uve uBukho bam. Ngaba awuziva ukuba ndiyaphila kuwe?

Yiyo loo nto ndikuxelele

ukuba akukho nto, nokuba ikude, isondela kubungcwele kwintando yam. Bonke obunye ubungcwele bufana nezibane ezincinci.

Kodwa obu bungcwele butsha lilanga elikhulu elatofelwa emphefumlweni nguMdali.

Kuphela kukuthobela kunye nokuzonda okukhulu ukuba ndiza kuthetha apha ukuba ndimbona njani uYesu kum.

 

Ndiyayibona, phantse ibonakale, kwindawo apho intliziyo yam ikhona.

Ngamanye amaxesha ndiye ndive ukuba uyathandaza. Kwaye, rhoqo, ndisiva ngeendlebe zam zokwenyama njengoko ndithandaza kunye Naye.

Xa esezintlungwini, ndiye ndive ukuphefumla kwakhe okubulalekayo, ndikuva ngomphefumlo wam, kangangokuba ndityekele ekuphefumleni ngesingqi sakhe.

 

Ke, ekubeni zonke izidalwa zimi kuye.

Ndiva umoya wakhe usasazeka, kunye nobomi bakhe, kuzo zonke iintshukumo kunye nokuphefumla kwabantu.

Ndaze ndazidlulisela apho ndimanyene   naYe.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha ndiye ndimve encwina   afe.

Ngamanye amaxesha ndiye ndimve evula iingalo zakhe xa ezolulela kweyam. Ngamanye amaxesha ulala kwaye ashiye ukuthula okunzulu kum.

 

Kodwa ngubani onokuxela yonke into? NguYesu kuphela onokuthetha into ayivelisayo kum. Andiwafumani amagama okuchaza.

Kwakungenxa yokuthobela kuphela ukuba ndabhala oku ngasentla, ndibuhlungu kakhulu emphefumlweni kwaye ndisoyika ukungamkholisi uYesu.

Uyabanyamezela xa bengathotyelwa.

Kodwa ukuba ukuthobela kufuna oko, ke impendulo yam kuphela kufuneka ibe "fiat". Kungenjalo ibiya kundibhangisa.

 

 

Ngokundifumana kwimeko yam eqhelekileyo, uYesu wandikhupha kum wandibeka esifubeni sikaYehova. Ukunqongophala kwamagama okuzibonakalisa,

Andikwazi ukuthetha into ebendiziva kwaye ndiyiqonda ngelixa ndiqubha kweli nqanaba.

 

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele   wathi kum:

"Ntombazana ethandekayo yoMthanda wethu, ndikuzise kwiDivinity yethu ukuze

intando yakho ingaphuhliswa ngakumbi ngaphakathi kwethu   kwaye,

ukuba ngale ndlela sithatha inxaxheba kwindlela   yethu yokwenza.

UbuThixo bethu ngokwendalo bujonge kwindalo. Udala ngokuqhubekayo.

Yonke into esiyidalayo nayo inesidima sokudala.

 

Ilanga livelisa ukukhanya emehlweni abantu. Ngokuqhubekayo, kubonakala ngathi kuphindaphindeka kumntu wonke, kwizityalo nakuwo wonke umhlaba.

 

Ukuba akazange

-obu buhle,

- oku kusebenzisana namandla okuvelisa oMdali walo, ilanga alinakuze

-nika ukukhanya kumntu wonke,

- kwaye ungafumaneki kuye wonke umntu.

 

Intyatyambo ivelisa ezinye iintyatyambo ezifanayo nayo. Enye imbewu ivelisa enye imbewu.

Abantu bavelisa abanye abantu.

Zonke izinto zithwele ngaphakathi kuzo isidima soMdali wazo.

 

Thina, njengabaNtu abaNgcwele, sityekele ngendlela engokwemvelo ukuvelisa nokuvelisa izidalwa ezifana nethi.

Kungoko ndakuthwalayo kwasesiswini sethu;

ukuze, uhlala nathi, ukuthanda kwakho kusekwe kuthi, kwaye   kukhule kuyo, ukuze kuvelisa   nathi .

Ubungcwele, ukuKhanya kunye nothando.

 

Ngaloo ndlela,

- ukwanda kunye nathi kuzo zonke izidalwa,

-Unako ukuvelisa kwabanye oko akufumene kuthi.

 

Ekuphela kwento eseleyo kuthi ukuba siyenze kwiNdalo inxulumene neNtando yethu: sifuna intando yethu isebenze kwizidalwa njengoko isenza kuthi.

Uthando lwethu lufuna ukwenza intando yethu ukusuka esibelekweni sethu ukuya kwizidalwa.

 

Ukhangela isidalwa

-ngubani na ozimisele ukuyamkela,

-ngubani oya kuyibona kwaye ayixabise.

 

Nguwe loo mntu. Ngale nto ufumene ubabalo oluninzi, imiboniso emininzi malunga nentando yethu.

 

Ngenxa yobungcwele bayo, iNtando yethu ifuna ukuba, ngaphambi kokuba ibekwe emphefumlweni, ifunde

-ukwazi,

-Mthande kwaye

-mnqule.

 

Emva koko intando yethu iya kuba nakho ukuphuhlisa onke amandla ayo kulo mphefumlo. Umphefumlo uya kuhlanjululwa ngenceba yethu.

Yonke into esiyenzayo nawe

- ukulungisa kunye nokuhombisa indawo yokuhlala yeNtando yethu kuwe. Ngoko lumka!

 

Apha esifubeni sethu uya kufunda iindlela zethu ngcono. Uya kufumana onke amalungelo ayimfuneko kwimizobo esinayo kuwe. "

 

Umvumi wam wandicela ukuba ndibhale iindinyana apho uYesu wandicela ukuba ndibhale malunga neentlobo ezahlukeneyo zokulunga. Yandenza ndabandezeleka kakhulu. Ingcamango yokuba oko uYesu wandifundisa kona kwakuya kupapashwa yayikukufel’ ukholo kum.

 

Ke kaloku, akufika uYesu, ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam, oku kufela ukholo kum kuphela:

kusuke kwafuneka ukuba ndaziswe izinto ozibonakalalisileyo kum. Okubi nangakumbi, ukutyhila le nto undixelele yona,

Kufuneka ndivele kwezinye iziqendu. Ah! Yesu wam, onjani umfeli-nkolo!

Noko ke, nangona ndinomphefumlo ova ubunzima, ndimelwe kukuva.

 

Ndiphe amandla. Ndincede. Le nto yokufela ukholo yeyam kuphela.

Uthethe izinto ezininzi kakhulu kwabanye, wabulela kakhulu kubo, kodwa akukho bani wazi nto.

Ukuba ekugqibeleni safumanisa, kwakusemva kokufa kwabo.

Yonke enye into yangcwatywa kunye nabo. Ah! Ndindedwa kule nto yokufela ukholo!"

Kulungile,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Yomelelani, musani ukukhukuliswa. Nam ndiya kuba nawe kule nto. Phambi kweNtando yam, ukuthanda kwakho kufuneka kunyamalale.

 

Isizathu kukuba

Kuyimfuneko ukwazi ubungcwele bobomi kwiWill yam.

Obu bungcwele   abunandlela, anasitshixo, abunandawo. Igqobhoza yonke into.

Kufana nomoya esiwuphefumlayo,

umoya wonke umntu onako kwaye ekufuneka ewuphefumle.

Umphefumlo nje

iminqweno   kunye

ukuba ubeka bucala ukuthanda kwakhe komntu ukuze kuzuze   iNtando yobuThixo, ukuze le yokugqibela ivumele ukufunxwa   kulo mphefumlo,

emnika   ubomi,

ndimnika zonke izibonelelo zoBomi kwiWill yam   .

 

Kodwa ukuba obu ngcwele abukwaziwa.

ithini imiphefumlo ukunqwenela ubomi obungcwele ngolo hlobo?

 

Phila kwiWill yam

olona zuko lubalaseleyo endilunikwa yizidalwa.

Olunye uhlobo lobungcwele luyaziwa kwiCawa iphela kwaye nabani na ofunayo angabufumana.

Yiyo loo nto ndingangxamanga ukubazisa ngakumbi.

 

Ngaphaya koko, ubungcwele bobomi kwintando yam, iziphumo zayo, ukulunga kwayo, le brushstroke yokugqibela iSandla sam soBuchule esifuna ukunika izidalwa ukuze ziguqule zibe nguMfanekiselo wam, azikaziwa.

 

Esi sisizathu sokungxamiseka endiziva ndikwazise ngayo yonke into endinixelele yona.

 

Ukuba awuzange unikezele kule nto,

uya kuyiphatha intando yam   ,

Ngaba ungandibuyisela edangatyeni elindiqwengayo?

ungalibazisa umzuzu xa kufuneka ndifumane uzuko olupheleleyo olundifaneleyo oluvela kuyo yonke indalo.

Kodwa ndifuna yonke into mayenziwe ngocwangco.

Igama elingekhoyo okanye isiphumlisi, isalathiso esishiyiweyo, isahluko esingaphelelanga, izinto ezininzi ezishiyiweyo ezinokuthi zingasebenzi ngolwazi lokuhlala kwintando yam endaweni yokukhanyisa izidalwa.

 

Emva koko, endaweni yokundinika uzuko noLuthando, izidalwa zaziza kuhlala zingakhathali.

Ngoko ke, lumka:

Ndifuna yaziwe ngokupheleleyo into endiyityhile kuwe.

Ndathi kuye, "Kodwa ukuze ndichaze icala lakho, kufuneka ndikhankanye izinto zam."

UYesu uyaqhubeka  :

"Uthetha ukuthini ngalo nto?

Ukuba silandele le ndlela kunye, kutheni ufuna ukuba ibonakale yodwa? Kwakhona, ngubani endifanele ndikhethe, ngubani endifanele ndicaphule njengomzekelo,

ukuba akafuni ukwaziwa lo endambumbayo nowaziyo ukuhlala kwiWill yam? Ntombi yam, bubudenge obu!

Ndaphendula:

"Ah! Yesu, kweyiphi i-labyrinth undibeka kuyo! Ndiziva ndisondele ekufeni, kodwa ndiyathemba ukuba iFiat yakho iya kundinika amandla".

Kwaye uYesu wongeza wathi:

"Ngqo, yibeke ecaleni intando yakho kwaye iFiat yam iya kwenza yonke into."

 

Ndizifumene ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko ethandeka wafika wandintywilisela kwiWill yakhe kangangokuba ndaziva ndingenako ukuyishiya.

 

Ndaziva ndingumntu oye warhoxa ngokuzithandela kwindawo encinci nelinganiselweyo kwindawo engenamkhawulo

Ukubona umgama omde wokuhamba ukuze uphume kule ndawo,

-ayiboni apho iphelela khona,

nangona kunjalo, uzibona enethamsanqa ukuba lapho

kwaye ilahle yonke ingcamango yokubuyela kwindawo yayo yangaphambili.

Ngelixa ndandiqubha kolu lwandle lukhulu lweNtando yobuThixo,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:

 

"Ntombi yam endiyithandayo,   ndifuna ukwenza umfanekiso woBomi bam.

Ubomi kwiThanda yam bumilisela yonke iNtando yam emphefumlweni

-ndibonile kwaye ndenziwa ukuba ndibandezeleke kuBuntu bam.

IWiyo yam ayikunyamezeli nakuphi na ukungafani.

 

Intando yam engunaphakade yenza uBuntu bam bubhubhe

amaxesha amaninzi njengoko kukho izidalwa ezibonileyo okanye eziya kubona ukukhanya kwemini. UBuntu bam bakwamkela oku kufa ngoThando olukhulu kangangokuba intando yaNaphakade yashiya uphawu kuBuntu bam kukufa ngakunye.

 

Ngaba ufuna ukuba ndibethelele onke la manqaku kwintando yakho - kangangoko kunokwenzeka - ukuze ubandezeleke kwaye uxelise abaninzi abafayo?"

Ndaphendula ndathi "Fiat" ("Makube njalo").

Emva koko uYesu wasebenzisa intando yakhe ukuphawula ubuntu bam ngemiqondiso engenakubalwa yokufa   ngokundixelela  :

"Nikela  ingqalelo kwaye womelele ekubandezelekeni kwaba bafileyo, kuba, kubo, ubomi kwizidalwa ezininzi buya kuphuma."

 

Ngoko wathi wandichukumisa ngezandla zakhe ezidala, nto leyo eyabangela ukubandezeleka okungathethekiyo kum. Yayincothula intliziyo yam kwaye yayenza buhlungu ngeendlela eziliwaka,

- ngamanye amaxesha kunye nezilonda ezivuthayo,

-kwaye ngeentolo zomkhenkce ezandenza ndangcangcazela.

 

Emva koko wamkhama kakhulu kangangokuba wangakwazi nokushukuma. Ngubani onokuthi konke akwenzileyo?

Nguye yedwa. Ndaziva ndityumkile yaye ndityumkile.

Kwaye ndandinexhala lokuba ndandingenawo amandla aneleyo okuxhathisa. Ngokungathi uzama ukuphumla kwiintlungu awayendenze zona.

 

Wathi kum  :

"  Woyika ntoni?   Ungoyika ukuba iWill yam ayikwazi ukukuxhasa kwezi ntlungu ndizibeka kuwe?

Okanye woyika ukuphuma kwimida yeWill yam?

Ayinakwenzeka loo nto!

Awuboni ukuba zingaphi iilwandle ezinkulukazi ezisasazeke malunga nawe? Ayinakufumana indlela yokuphuma.

 

Zonke iiNyaniso endizibonakalise kuwe zibe ziilwandle ezininzi ezikujikelezileyo.

Yaye ndiya kuqhubeka ndinabisele ngakumbi iilwandle ngeenxa zonke kuni.

"  Yiba nesibindi, ntombi yam  ,

oku kuyimfuneko ukuze ndiphile ebungcweleni beNtando yam, ubungcwele obusekelwe ekufaneni komphefumlo kunye nam.. Ndenjenjalo ke nomama.

Andimkhululanga kuzo zonke iintlungu zam, nokuba zincinane kangakanani na, nakuzo naziphi na izenzo zam okanye iimpawu zobubele.

 

Intando yethu emanyeneyo yasimanya.

Ukuze, xa ndive ubunzima ngenxa yabafileyo, nangenxa yentlungu, okanye xa ndisenzayo,

wafa, wabandezeleka kwaye wenza kunye nam.

 

Ubume bakhe yayiyikopi yam ethembekileyo.

Kangangokuba ndithe xa ndiyijonga ndabona enye Yam.

Ngoku ndifuna ukwenza nawe le nto ndiyenze noMama wam, ukuba ukwazi ukuyenza.

 

Kuyimfuneko ukuba, ngesidalwa esilusizi, iNtando yam iphile kwaye isebenze emhlabeni.

Kodwa ndingabufumana njani ubomi obusebenza ngolu hlobo kwisidalwa ukuba asimniki into equlethwe buBuntu bam kwaye bubandezelekile? Intando yam ifumene ubomi obusebenza kum   nakuMama wam owahlukileyo.

 

Ngoku ndifuna iWill yam ifumane obu bomi busebenza kwesinye isidalwa, njengoko kumiselwe yiWill yam. Kwaye eso sidalwa   nguwe. "

Nangona ndandibhidekile yiyo yonke le nto, ndandiyiqonda into eyayithethwa nguYesu kum kwaye ndaziva ukuba umntu wam olihlwempu ebhujiswe ngokupheleleyo kwaye etshatyalalisiwe.

 

Ndazibona ndingafanelekanga kangangokuba ndacinga, "Yeka impazamo enkulu eyenziwa nguYesu! Mininzi imiphefumlo elungileyo anokuyikhetha!"

Ngoxa ndandicinga njalo,   uYesu wongezelela:

"Ntombazana, ubuncinci bakho bunyamalala ezinyaweni zam.

Kodwa ndagqiba ngolo hlobo. Ngendikhethe esinye isidalwa. Kodwa ekubeni umncinci kakhulu, ndakwazi ukukukhulisela emadolweni akho.

 

Ndakudlisa ebeleni njengosana.

Ngoko ndibuva obam uBomi kuwe. Ndijonge kuwe. Ndijonge kuwe macala onke.

 

Ndanelisekile koko ndikubonayo,

Ndicele uBawo kunye noMoya oyiNgcwele ukuba akuhlolisise nawe.

 

Sikunyule ngamxhelo mnye. Yiyo loo nto ungenayo enye indlela ngaphandle kokuyenza

-thembeka kum e

-ukwamkela ngothando ukubandezeleka, ubomi, iziphumo kunye nazo zonke ezinye izinto ezinqwenelwa yintando yethu kuwe ».

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam onobubele weza nobungangamsha kunye nothando oluthakathayo. Wandibonisa zonke izizukulwana zabantu;

ukususela kowokuqala ukusa kowokugqibela, ngamnye wabotshelelwa kuye   .

 

Amaqhina ayeqina kangangokuba uYesu wabonakala ephindaphindeka kuye wonke umntu, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba ngamnye abonakale enoYesu yedwa.

 

UYesu wanikela ngobomi bakhe   ukuze athwale iimbandezelo zaso sonke isidalwa ukuze   athi kuBawo osemazulwini  :

"Bawo wam, kuyo yonke indalo uya kufumana omnye Ubuqu. Kuba ngamnye ndiya kukunika okukuko".

Xa ndandicinga ngale nto,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

 

Ntombi yam, ufuna ukundilinganisa ngokuvuma ukubotshelelwa kwinto yonke?” Andazi ukuba njani, kodwa ndaziva ngathi ubunzima bezidalwa zonke busemagxeni am.

Ndakubona ukungafaneleki kunye nobuthathaka bam.

Kwaye ndaziva ndilizothe kangangokuba ndaziva ndibhangisiwe.

 

Uvelwano ngam, Yesu, wonzakele,

- wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe,

- wandisondeza entliziyweni yakhe waza wabeka umlomo wam phezu kwenxeba elibangelwa ngumkhonto;

Ithi  :

"Piccolo, igazi eliphuma kweli nxeba kukunika amandla ongenawo.

Musa ukoyika, ndiya kuba nawe.

Siya kwahlula umthwalo, umsebenzi, iintlungu nokufa phakathi kwethu.

 

Phulaphula kwaye uthembeke,   kuba ubabalo lwam lufuna ukubuyekezwa  . Ngaphandle kokubuyisela, akukho mfuneko yokuba ehle. "

Uye wongeza wathi    :

"Kuthatha umzamo ongakanani ukuvula nokuvala amehlo akho? Akukho. Gxila kwinzuzo enkulu

- ukukwazi ukugcina amehlo akho evulekile kwaye

- kwi-disavavant enkulu yesichasi.

 

Xa zivuliwe, amehlo akho azaliswa kukukhanya nokukhanya kwelanga. Oku kukhanya

-ikuvumela ukuba usebenze kwaye

-ivumela iinyawo zakho ukuba zihambe ngokukhuselekileyo ngaphandle kokuwa;

-ikuvumela ukuba uhlukanise ngokulula izinto ezinenzuzo kwizinto eziyingozi.

Uyakwazi ukubeka izinto ngolungelelwano, unokufunda, ungabhala.

 

Kwaye kuthatha ntoni ukuphulukana nazo zonke ezi zibonelelo? Vala nje amehlo akho! Ngoko isandla sakho asikwazi ukusebenza,

iinyawo zakho azikwazi ukuqhubela phambili, kwaye ukuba zenza njalo, zibeka umngcipheko wokukhubeka, kuba awusakwazi ukwenza izinto eziphambi kwakho.

Uncitshiswe ekungakwazini.

 

Yile nto ndiyithethayo   ngokubuyisela: ukuvula nje amehlo omphefumlo  .

 

Xa umntu ewavula,

-ukukhanya kungena engqondweni yakhe e

-Umfanekiso wam uboniswa kuyo yonke into oyenzayo, uwenza ube yikopi ethembekileyo yaM.

 

akenzi nto ngaphandle kokuhlala ekwamkela ukukhanya kwam, okubuguqulayo ubume bakhe bube ekuKhanyeni.

 

Kodwa  , ukuba akukho kubuyelana, umphefumlo uwela ebumnyameni kunye nokungabi nakuzinceda  . "

 

Ndaziva ndoyikeka ngokupheleleyo kweyona ntando ingcwele kaYesu wam othandekayo, xa weza kum   wandixelela  :

 

Intombazana yakho

dibanisa ingqondo yakho neyam

Ndiyayithanda lento

-ehlasela ubukrelekrele bazo zonke izidalwa e

-nto leyo edityaniswe kuzo zonke iingcinga zabo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ubukrelekrele bakho buya kuba nakho ukutshintsha iingcinga zabo ngenani elilinganayo leengcinga kwiWill yam.

Kwaye ndiya kufumana uzuko ngokungathi zonke iingcinga zabo zinomgangatho wobuthixo.

 

Hlanganisa intando yakho neyam.

Akukho nto kufuneka ibaleke kumnatha wentando yakho kunye nentando yam.

Intando yam kum kunye neNtando yam kuwe kufuneka idibanise kwaye wonwabele amalungelo afanayo.

 

Kodwa kufuneka undinike umyolelo wakho

ukuba ndiyakwazi ukuyivula kweyam   ,

ukuze yonke into edaliweyo   isinde.

 

Ke kuzo zonke izinto ndiya kumamela i-echo yeNtando yobuThixo.

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndibandezelekile ukufa kabini kuko konke ukufa okuphethwe zizidalwa:

- omnye ukufa ngenxa yothando kunye nomnye ngenxa yenkxwaleko.

 

Xa ndidala izidalwa, ndadala isakhiwo sothando kuzo

ukuze kungaphumi nto ngaphandle kothando kubo.

 

Oku kuyinyani kangangokuba uthando lwam kunye nothando lwabo lwalumiselwe ukuhlangana kwimisinga eqhubekayo.

Indoda engenambulelo, ayizange ivume nje ukundithanda, kodwa yandikhubekisa.

 

Ukususela ngoko kwafuneka ndamkele

ukufa koThando   kuyo yonke indalo

ukubuyekezela oku kuswela uthando kuBawo, kunye

kwakhona   isohlwayo sokufa   ukulungisa  ubugwenxa  bezidalwa ».

Ngelixesha uYesu wam othandekayo wayethetha oku, yonke into yayivutha nguThando.

-ngubani wadla kwaye

-nto leyo yamkhokelela ekufeni kwayo yonke indalo.

 

Kwakhona, ndiyibonile

- yonke ingcamango,

- onke amagama,

-Intshukumo nganye,

- isenzo ngasinye, e

- onke amanyathelo kaYesu

 

baba ngathi ngamadangatye amaninzi

-ngubani wadla kwaye

owathi, kwangelo xesha, wambuyisela ebomini.

 

Kwaye uYesu wongeza wathi:

"Ngaba ufuna ukufana nam?"

Ngaba uya kubamkela abafileyo bothando njengoko wamkele abafileyo bembandezelo?

Ndaphendula  : "Yhoo! Yesu wam, andazi ukuba kwenzeke ntoni.

Ndisenezothe kakhulu ngokufa kwembandezelo endikwamkeleyo. Ndandiza kubamkela njani abangasekhoyo bakaThando

loo nto ibonakala imbi ngakumbi kum?

 

Ndingcangcazela kuphela kule ngcinga.

Ubuhlwempu bam kufuneka bubhujiswe ngakumbi, butshatyalaliswe!

Ndincede! Ndiphe amandla, kuba ndiziva ndingenako ukuqhubeka”.

Konke kulungile,   uYesu wongeza wathi  :

"Ntombazana yam, sele kugqitywe, yiba nesibindi, ungoyiki.

ungakhathazwa nakukuzonyanya. Kwakhona, ukunika ukuzithemba,

Ndiyakuxelela ukuba oku kukwayinxalenye yokufana kwam.

Yazi ukuba uBuntu bam, kodwa bungcwele kwaye buzimisele ukubandezeleka, baziva bezonyanya.

 

Kodwa oku yayingelozothe kum.

Eli yayilizothe ezazinalo zonke izidalwa.

- yenza okulungileyo e

-ukwamkela ukubandezeleka okubafaneleyo.

 

Kwafuneka ndiyamkele le mbandezelo indithuthumbisayo

- ukubethelela kwizidalwa utyekelo lokulungileyo;

-kwaye ukuze ukubandezeleka kwabo kuncitshiswe.

 

Kangangokuba ndandinezothe kakhulu kangangokuba   ndadanduluka kuBawo emyezweni weminquma  :

"  Ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba le ndebe isuke kum!"

Kodwa ucinga ndim lo wayekhwaza? Ah! Hayi!

Awulunganga ukuba ucinga njalo.

Ndandikuthanda ukubandezeleka de ndaphambana.

Ndandikuthanda ukufa ukuze ndibadlise ubomi abantwana bam.

Ibisitsho isikhalo soluntu lonke sinkenteza kuBuntu bam  .

 

Ndikhwaza kunye nezidalwa, ndaphinda kathathu:

Ukuba kunokwenzeka, yisuseni kum le ndebe.

 

Ndadanduluka ndidanduluka egameni loluntu lonke, njengoko lwaluyinxalenye yam, ndaziva ndicinezelekile kwaye ndityumkile.

Izothe ozivayo ayiyoyakho. Yi-echo yam.

Ukuba ibiphuma kuni, ngendisele ndemka kuwe.

 

Ke, ntombi yam, ndinqwenela ukwenza omnye umfanekiso Wam kuwe kwaye wamkele. Mna ngokwam ndifuna ukwandisa intando yakho kwaye ndiyidle kum ukuze ndibethelele kuyo oku kufa   koThando ».

Esitsho ngesandla sakhe esingcwele,

UYesu wakubethelela oku kufa kothando emphefumlweni wam. Emva koko wanyamalala.

Yanga yonke into inokuba luzuko lukaThixo!



 

Bazibhala ke zona iincwadi zam, ngokwesiko lovumo lwam, nazizo zonke izinto uYesu awandixelela zona, malunga nezidima,

endingathanda ukuyikhupha kwiikopi. Weza uYesu, engavumi, wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

kutheni ufuna ukundifihla?

Ngaba andifanelanga ukukhankanywa? Ukuba sichaza inzuzo, igama, isenzo okanye iNyaniso ephuma emntwini kwaye asifuni ukuyibiza ngegama, kungenxa yokuba sikholelwa ukuba umthombo wenkcazelo yakhe awukholeleki kakhulu.

 

Kwelinye icala, ukuba umntu uhloniphekile, uhloniphekile kwaye uyaziwa,

sandule ke silikhankanye igama lakhe kuqala, ukuze siphakamise oko kuya kuthiwa;

Yaye kuphela emva kokuba ilizwi okanye isenzo saloo mntu sichaziwe.

"Andifanelanga ukuba igama lam likhankanywe ngaphambi kokuba ndithethe amazwi am?

Owu! Undiphethe kakubi kanjani!

Andizange ndicinge ukuba unokundinika esi sithuko, emva kokuziphatha kwam okuziintloni ngakuwe.

 

Ndikubonakalise kakhulu ngam.

Ndikutyhilele iinkcukacha ezininzi ezisondelelene kakhulu, izityhilelo ezintsha malunga neWill yam, ebingazange ichazwe nakubani na ngaphambili.

Bekufanele ukuba uzimisele ngakumbi ukundazisa. Kodwa, ngokuchaseneyo, uvaliwe kakhulu.

Eminye imiphefumlo, ezele yinzondelelo yokundazisa nokuba ndithandwe, ibingathanda ukuvakalisa ngendumasi namaxilongo.

konke endikutyhile kubo, ukuze ndaziwe, ndithandwe. Ufuna ukundifihla! Andiyithandi tu".

Ndibhidekile kwaye ndihlazekile kakhulu,   ndamxelela  :

"Yesu wam, ndixolele. Unyanisile. Kodwa ndiziva ndonyanya.

Ukunyanzela umyolelo wam ukuba ndivume ukushiya indawo ebendibekelwe kuyo kundithuthumbisa.

 

Ndenzele inceba! Ndiphe amandla akho, ndinike ubabalo olungakumbi nentliziyo eyongezelelekileyo ukuze ingaphindi ikuxhwalekise kwakhona.”

UYesu waphendula wathi  : “Ndiyakusikelela ukuze intliziyo yakho yamkele ubabalo olungakumbi kwaye ithande ngakumbi ukundazisa nokundithanda.”

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndaziva ndibhidekile ndohlukene noYesu wam omnandi kangangokuba uthe akufika ndathi kuye:

 

"Sithandwa sam, indlela izinto ezitshintshile ngayo kum.

Ngaphambili, ndiziva ndidityaniswa kakhulu nawe

ukuba bendingenako ukwahlula phakathi kwam nawe.

Nasezibandezelweni zam, ubunam; Ngoku kuchasene noko.

 

Xa ndibandezeleka ndiziva ndikwahlukanisiwe nawe, xa ndikubona uphambi kwam okanye ungaphakathi kwam.

Ubonakala engumgwebi ogwebayo, othi ubandezeleka, afe, kanjalo akusenabudlelane nam kwiimbandezelo ondinike zona.

 

Endaweni yoko, uthi, Suka uye phezulu. Kodwa ndiyaqhubeka nokuhla".

 

 Wandiphazamisa   uYesu  wathi  :

“Ntombi yam, uphazama kangakanani!

Kwenzeka ngenxa yokuba uyamkele.

Ndizikrolile kuwe abafileyo neembandezelo endizithweleyo ngenxa yendalo yonke.

 

UBuntu bam bazifumana bukwimeko efanayo. Ebengohlulwa bubuThixo bam.

Kodwa oku akuzange kuphunyezwe nguDouffrance.

Wayengenakukwazi nokuhlala phantsi kwethunzi lokubandezeleka.

 

UBuntu bam bazifumana bubodwa kwiimbandezelo zabo.

UbuThixo bam ibingumbukeli nje wentlungu nokufa endikuyo.

 

Ngaphaya koko,   ubuThixo bam yayingumgwebi ongenakuguqulwa owayefuna isohlwayo ngenxa   yezono zezidalwa. Owu! Wangcangcazela uBuntu bam!

Xa ndazibona ndityholwa ngempazamo yomntu wonke,

ngenkxwaleko nokufa okwakufanele indalo yonke, ndatyunyuzwa phambi koNgamileyo.

 

Yayiyeyona mbandezelo inkulu   ebomini bam:

-Ngelixa udityaniswe ngokungenakuhlukaniswa kwi-Divinity,

Ndandindedwa kwiinkxwaleko zam kwaye ngokungathi ndahluliwe kubuThixo.

Ukuba ndikubize ukuba ufane nam,

kutheni wothuswa kukuziva ndingaphakathi kwakho kweli cala?

Undibona kananjalo njengombukeli weenkxwaleko Mna ngokwam endizibeka phezu kwakho kwaye uzive wahluliwe kuM.

 

Ton affliction n'est rien d'autre que l'écho de ma propre affliction.

De même que mon Humanité n'a, de fait, jamais été séparée de ma Divinité, ainsi tu n'es jamais séparée de Moi.

 

Ukuphela kwento efunekayo kukufumana ukwahlukana. I-Mais c'est dans ces moments, plus que dans tout autre, que Je forme une seule entité avec toi.

Ayinsi donc, ithatha isibindi, sois fidèle et ne crains pas. "

 

J'étais immergée dans la sainte Volonté de Dieu lorsque mon doux Jesus vint et

Ndithi  :

"Ntombi yam, zonke izinto zilungelelene, eZulwini njengasemhlabeni. Intando yethu igcina ibhalansi egqibeleleyo kuyo yonke indawo.

Ukulinganisela kwethu kuzisa ucwangco, igunya, imvisiswano kunye nokuvisisana. Zonke izinto ziyavisisana ngokungathi zinto-nye.

 

Ulungelelwaniso luthwala ukufana.

Yiyo loo nto kukho ucwangco, ulungelelwaniso kunye nokufana kwabantu abathathu abaNgcwele.

"Zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ziyahambelana: enye isebenza njengenkxaso, amandla kunye nobomi bomnye.

 

Ukuba into edaliweyo ibingakukhathalelanga ukuzigcina ikule mvisiswano, ngoko bonke besiya kubhadula baze babe kumendo wentshabalalo.

 

Ngumntu kuphela owazahlulayo ekulinganeni koMyolelo wethu. Owu! wabhadula njani.

Ukusuka kwindawo yayo ephakamileyo, yawela enzonzobileni!

Kwanasemva kwentlawulelo yam, intsapho yoluntu ayizange ibuyele kwimeko yayo yangaphambili.

 

Oku kubonisa ukuba eyona nto imbi kakhulu enokwenzeka kukurhoxa ekulinganeni koMyolelo wethu: oku kufana nokuziphosa kwisiphithiphithi kunye nokuphazamiseka,

-kulwandle lwazo zonke iintsizi.

"Yiyo loo nto, ntombi yam,

-Ndikubize ngendlela ekhethekileyo ukuze ube nokulingana kwintando yam,

ukuze ubomi bakho kuMyolelo wam buphawule isiqalo sexesha apho   zonke izenzo zoluntu oluphazamisekileyo ziya kufumana ukulingana kwazo.

 

Uya kuvisisana ngokugqibeleleyo nathi kunye nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo. Xa zonke izinto zihambelana,

Siya kuziva kuwe

nakuye wonke umntu ohlala kwintando yethu -   imvisiswano

- ubukrelekrele, amazwi, izenzo kunye namanyathelo ezidalwa.

 

Kwintando yethu siya kuseka imisebenzi yakho njengabalawuli bezenzo zabo bonke.

Yonke into eyenziwayo kwiWill yethu iya kufana netywina lomyalelo kunye nokulingana komntu wonke.

 

Uya kuba kuninzi onokukwenza kwiWill yethu.

Uya kusizisela lonke uloyiso kunye nokuvisisana kwezidalwa.

 

Intando yethu iya kubonelela ngezinto ezifunwa yizidalwa ukubuyisela ulungelelwaniso kwintando yabantu.

yonakaliswe kakhulu kukurhoxa kwiWill yethu   .

 

Ndandizele ziintlungu.

NguYesu othandekayo kuphela owaziyo njengaye uphonononga yonke imicu yentliziyo yam. Ngemfesane yakhe kum, weza, wandiwola,   wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam, yomelela: ndinawe.

Woyika ntoni? Ndikhe ndakuphoxa?

Ukuba ucaphukela nokwahlukaniswa kuncinci kwiWill yam, ndicaphukela ngakumbi

ungabi nawe   e

musa ukuba bubomi bezenzo zakho nganye kunye   neembandezelo.

Yazi ukuba iWill yam ifana negolide esulungekileyo.

Ukuze intando yakho yomntu idibane nentando yam yobuThixo

ukuze iminqweno yomibini ingehlukani omnye komnye;

intando yakho mayiguqulwe ibe yigolide esulungekileyo  .

 

Oku kunokufezekiswa kuphela   ngokubandezeleka, okuya kuguqula intando yakho ibe    yigolide  yobuthixo .

Ngaloo ndlela intando yakho iya kudibana kunye neNtando yam kwivili eliKhulu lanaphakade. Uya kufikelela kuzo zonke iindawo kwaye uya kudibana kuyo yonke indawo.

Kodwa ukuba intando yakho yeyentsimbi, ayisayi kuhlangana neyam, eyigolide engcwengiweyo.

 

Ukuba sithatha izinto ezimbini zegolide, nganye inemilo yayo ethile, kwaye sizidibanise, sifumana into eyodwa

apho kungenakwenzeka ukwahlula igolide yenye kwigolide yenye.

Ukuba enye yazo iyigolide, enye iyintsimbi, azinakuhlangana zombini.

Ukubandezeleka kuphela kunokuguqula intando yomntu ibe yigolide ecocekileyo.

 

Ukubandezeleka kunjengomlilo odangazelayo, otshisayo.

Ingcwele kwaye inamandla okuzisa intando kaThixo kwintando yomntu. -Uyinceba yokuba, ngeebrashi zakhe,

- uchukumisa iimpawu zobuthixo kunye neemo kwintando yomntu.

 

Ngenxa yoko iimbandezelo zakho ziyanda.

Ezi ziibrushstrokes zokugqibela eziyimfuneko ukulungiselela intando yakho ukuze idibane neyam. "

 

Ndamxelela:

“Owu! Yesu wam zonke iimbandezelo zam ezingathi ziyandibhangisa, ungandophuli nokuba zibuhlungu kangakanani na.

 

Ukuba uyafuna, ziphindaphinde.

Kambe ke wena uyazi kakuhle ukuba yintoni na imbandezelo endityabulayo. Ndicela imfesane yakho kule mbandezelo inye.

Kuba ingathi andisakwazi ukunyamezela. Ah! ngenxa yosizi, ndincede ndiyisuse loo nto, nceda!

UYesu waphendula wathi:

Ntombi yam, nam ndoba nawe kule mbandezelo;

Ndiza kuba yinkxaso yenu kwaye ndiza kuninika amandla am ukuze nikwazi ukunyamezela. Ndingakukholisa ngokuyisusa, kodwa oko akuyi kufaneleka.

 

Kuya kuba yinqaku elixubileyo

- kulo msebenzi mkhulu,

-Kule mishini ibaluleke kakhulu ubomi bakho kwiWill yam.

 

Kwakhona, ndikubeke kwesi simo

-ngentando yam nangokuthobela kwakho omnye wabefundisi bam.

 

Kodwa ukuba akafuni ukuqhubeka, unokukukhulula ukuze, ngenxa yokuthobela, uhambisane nam.

Kodwa ukuba wenza wedwa, ngokuthanda kwakho,

ngoko ke asiyi kubambana kuphela, singaba singabi nambeko.

Bafanele bazi ukuba ihlabathi lihleli phezu komgubo.

Ukuba bafuna ukuba kuqhambuke umlilo kuqhume yonke into, mabenze unothanda.

 

Ndandisoyika yaye ndixhalabile ngakumbi kunangaphambili, kodwa ndandikulungele ukwenza iSS. Intando ka Yesu wam omnandi hayi eyam.

 

Ndandizinikela kweyona ntando ingcwele kaThixo xa   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, hayi kuphela

ibizizenzo zoBuntu bam ezigqitywe kwiWill yam

izenzo endamkela ngazo zonke izidalwa   -

kodwa kwaba njalo kuyo yonke into eyenziwa nguMama endimthandayo.

Intando yakhe yadityaniswa neyam kwaye izenzo zakhe zichongwe nezam.

 

Kwathi nje ukuba ndikhawulwe esizalweni sakhe.

uMama waqalisa ukufanisa izenzo zakhe nezam.

UBuntu bam babunobomi, isondlo kunye nenjongo kuphela yiNtando kaBawo.

 

Kwaba njalo kuMama wam.

Intando kaBawo

yaqukuqela kuzo zonke iZenzo zam kwaye yandikhokelela, egameni lezidalwa zonke, ukubuyisela amalungelo oMdali wam uBawo.

Ngokunjalo nomama wayechacha.

egameni lezidalwa zonke amalungelo kaBawo uMdali wam.

EZulwini uMama wam ufumana uzuko lwakhe kuyo yonke indalo.

Intando yam imnika uzuko olukhulu egameni lezidalwa kangangokuba akukho luzuko angenalo.

kananjalo uzuko aludluli kuyo.

 

Ngokuba uyilule kunye neyam imisebenzi yakhe, uthando lwakhe kunye neentlungu, kwintando yam zongezwa kubuqaqawuli bakhe obukhanyayo.

 

Yiyo loo nto ibandakanya yonke into kwaye ihamba kuyo yonke into. Yile nto ithetha   ukuhlala kwiWill yam  .

Umama wam endimthandayo wayengenakuze alufumane olo zuko

ukuba yonke imisebenzi yakhe ayizange impompoze kwi-Will yam.

Izenzo zakhe kwiWill yam zimenza uKumkanikazi wayo yonke into.

Ndifuna wena kwiWill yam

ukuze ukuthungelana kungabi phakathi kwezibini, kube phakathi kobathathu.

 

Intando yam ifuna ukukwandisa ukuze kwisidalwa esinye ifumane zonke izidalwa.

 

'Yabona

okulungileyo okukhulu okuza kuwe   ,

niya kundinika uzuko olungakanani na   e

zonke izinto ezilungileyo oya kuzizisa kuzo zonke   izidalwa?

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wandenza ndabandezeleka ezinye zeentlungu nokufa awakufumanayo ngenxa yezidalwa.

 

Xa ndicinga ngeentlungu ezibangelwa kukungcungcutheka kwam, ndaba nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wendlela awayebuhlungu ngayo.

 

Wathi kum:  “Ntombi yam, ukubandezeleka kwam akunakuqondwa ebantwini.

Iimbandezelo zoMzimba   wam

zazisisithunzi nje sentlungu yam yangaphakathi.

Iimbandezelo zam zangaphakathi   zathwalwa kum nguThixo onamandla onke: akukho nentwana encinci yoBume bam eyayinokusinda kuyo.

 

Iintlungu zePassion yam ndenziwa ngamadoda, angenamandla nokwazi konke, awakwazi ukwenza unothanda.

Zazingangeni kuyo yonke imicu yam yangaphakathi.

Iba ngathi iimbandezelo zam zangaphakathi zibonakaliswe.

Ngaloo ndlela uBuntu bam bafezekiswa.

- ameva, izikhonkwane, imivimbo, amanxeba kunye nabafeli-nkolo abakhohlakeleyo

ubangela kum ukufa okungapheliyo.

Ezi ntlungu zazingahlulwa kum. Yayibubomi bam bokwenyani.

Iintlungu zasenyameni zePassion yam zazingaphandle kum. Zazimeva nezikhonkwane

-enokuthi ityalwe,

-kodwa inokuba isusiwe.

Ingcamango nje yokuba umthombo weentlungu unokupheliswa kuzisa isiqabu.

Kodwa malunga neentlungu zam zangaphakathi,

kwakungekho themba lokuba babenokususwa. Ayemahle kakhulu ndiyakwazi ukubaxelela

-ukuba iimbandezelo zenyama zothando lwam zazingumthombo wokukhululeka, ukusuka ekuncanyisweni okunikwe kwiimbandezelo zam zangaphakathi

eyayibubungqina obuphezulu bothando lwam,

-Uthando oluphuphumayo ngenxa yosindiso lwemiphefumlo.

Iintlungu zam zangaphandle zazifana namazwi amema imiphefumlo ukuba ingene kulwandle lweembandezelo zam zangaphakathi.

ukuze baqonde ukuba liliphi ixabiso endilihlawulele usindiso lwabo.

 

Ngenxa yeembandezelo zam zangaphakathi, endizixeleleyo kuwe,

Uya kuqonda ngendlela exubeneyo ukuqina kwam. Thatha intliziyo. Luthando olundiqhubela ekubeni ndenze oku. "

 

Ndaziva ndinexhala.

Ndaziva ngathi umzimba wam wawusoloko ubandezeleka ngenxa yentshabalalo entsha. Ndamcela uYesu ukuba andiphe amandla.

 

Ufike wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe waphefumlela ubomi obutsha kum.

Kodwa obu bomi bundinike ithuba lokufa okutsha kwaye, emva koko, ndiqale ubomi obutsha kwakhona.

 

Wathi kum:   “Ntombi yam, iWill yam.

igubungela   yonke into,

ithatha zonke iintlungu, bonke abafel' ukholo kunye nazo zonke iintsizi   kwiinkulungwane.

 

Yiyo loo nto uBuntu bam buwola

zonke iintlungu kunye nabafel 'ukholo bezidalwa,

kuba ubomi bam babungeyiyo enye ngaphandle kobo boBungcwele.

 

Oku kwakuyimfuneko,

-kungekuphela nje ukugqiba umsebenzi wentlawulelo,

-kodwa ukuba ndizenze uKumkani wazo zonke iimbandezelo kwaye, kananjalo, ndibe luncedo nokomelela kwabo bonke abafeli-nkolo.

 

Ukuba ukufela ukholo, intlungu nokubandezeleka bekungekho kum, bendinokuba ngumthombo wako njani?

- uncedo, uncedo, amandla kunye nobabalo olufunekayo kwiimvavanyo zezidalwa?

Ukuze unikele, kufuneka ube  ! Yiyo loo nto bendisoloko ndikuxelela ukuba yimishini ukuhlala kwiWill yam

lelona likhulu, lelona liphakamileyo kwaye libalaseleyo. I

 

Asikho esinye isibheno esinokuthi, nokuba sikude, sinokuthelekiswa naso. Ubukhulu bentando yam buya kukhokelela ekuzalisekeni kwabo

-bonke abafeli-nkolo neembandezelo. Intando yam ngamandla kaThixo abaxhasayo.

Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam yenza

- indawo yokugcina ukholo kunye nokubandezeleka. Bangamakhosikazi abo.

 

Uyabona ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwiWill yam? Oku akuthethi ukubandezeleka

ukufela ukholo kodwa bonke abafeli-nkolo,

ingabi nanye imbandezelo, ibe ziimbandezelo zonke   . Kungenxa yoko le nto intando yam kufuneka ibe buBomi bale   miphefumlo.

Ukuba bekungenjalo, ngubani na oya kubomeleza ekubandezelekeni okungaka?

Ndiyabona ukuba ukuva ezi zinto kuyakoyikisa. Sukoyika. Aba bafeli-nkolo neembandezelo ziya kukhatshwa luvuyo neenceba ezingenakubalwa.

apho uMyolelo wam unguvimba ongacimiyo.

Ilungile.

Ukuba   ndiyindawo yokugcina iintlungu zomphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam,   ukunceda yonke intsapho yoluntu,

Kufanelekile ukuba ndibe   ngabo

uvimba wolonwabo, ulonwabo kunye nobabalo.

 

Kodwa kukho umahluko:

ukubandezeleka kuya kuphela ngenxa yokuba izinto ezisemhlabeni ziyaphela. Nokuba kukhulu kangakanani ukubandezeleka, kunexesha elilinganiselweyo.

 

Kodwa, ekubeni uvela phezulu kwaye ungcwele, ulonwabo alunasiphelo.

Ke ngoko yiba nesibindi sokuqhubeka nokuhamba kwintando yam. "

 

Ndandisacinga ngemibhalo yam ekwakufuneka ipapashwe ngenxa yokuthobela. Le ngcamango yafika kum:

“Iyintoni na intsingiselo yawo onke la madini?

Ndithe ndisacinga ngolu hlobo, uYesu wam olungileyo wandibamba ngesandla wasibamba wasiqinisa   , wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, kanye njengokuba iintyatyambo zikhupha isiqholo sazo ngokuqina ngakumbi xa zichukunyiswa, kunjalo nangenyaniso yam.

 

Okukhona siziqwalasela, sizifunda, sizibhala, sithetha ngazo, sizisasaza, kokukhona zikhupha ukuKhanya nesiqholo, ngaloo ndlela zimanyanisa umhlaba   neZulu.

 

Ndiziva ndibophelelekile ukuba ndazise iiNyaniso ezintsha xa ndibona ukuba ezo sele zibonakalisiwe zisasaza ukukhanya kwazo nevumba lazo   elivumba limnandi.

 

Ukuba iinyaniso zam azityhilwa,

Ukukhanya kwabo nesiqhumiso sabo siya kuhlala   sicinezelwe;

Okulungileyo abakuquletheyo kuhlala kungekho   nto.

Ngoko ke ndisikwa yimfesane ngenxa yeso sizathu, ukuze ndibatyhile. So wayeza kuba yedwa nini

yonwabe kwaye ufumane ukukhanya kunye nevumba   lamazwi am,

ufanele ukukuvuyela ukwenza idini   elicelwa kuwe   .

 

Étant dans mon état habituel, je pensais à tout ce que que mon cher UnguYesu oyiRealisé et souffert pour sauver les âmes  . Vint me dit:

Ma chère fille, tout ce que mon Humanité a compli,

-Mes Prières, mes Paroles, mes Travaux, mes Pas et mes Peines était pour l'homme.

Umbona qui se greffe sur ces acts? Ngaba i-accueille mes bienfaits?

 

Celui qui s'approche de Moi et prie en s'unissant à Moi

- ukuba greffe sur mes Prières et sur leurs iziqhamo.

Celui qui parle et enseigne en étant uni à Moi

-ukuba greffe sur les fruit de mes Paroles.

Obandezelekayo bumanyene nam

-imiliselwe kwiinzuzo zeMisebenzi yam kunye neentlungu zam.

 

Kwaye ukuba izidalwa aziyonwabeli izibonelelo endizizuzele zona, ezo zibonelelo zihlala zinqunyanyisiwe.

Isidalwa esingafakelwanga Kum asizondli kwizibonelelo zoBuntu bam, endimnika ngoThando olungaka.

Ukuba akukho kumanyana kwabantu ababini, ukulunga kwenye kukufa kwenye.

Yiba nomfanekiso wevili:

iziko   buBuntu bam;

imitha yiyo yonke into endiyifumeneyo kwaye   ndibandezelekile.

Isangqa esidityaniswa yimitha

yintsapho yoluntu ejikeleza iziko. Ukuba umphetho awufumani nkxaso yomlomo,

ivili ayikwazi ukusebenzisa okulungileyo ezinikezelwa liziko.

 

Owu! indlela endibandezeleka ngayo

ukubona zonke izibonelelo zam ezilindileyo   e

bona ukuba usapho lwabantu abangenambulelo,

akaneli nje ukungazamkeli, kodwa uyazidelela, azinyathele!

Yiyo loo nto ndiyifuna ngamandla imiphefumlo

abaya kufuna ukuhlala kwiWill yam, ukuze ndibaqhoboshele kwiispoki zevili lam.

 

Intando yam iya kubanika ubabalo lokwenza umqukumbelo welivili.

Le miphefumlo iya kufumana iintsikelelo eziye zagatywa kwaye zadelwa ngabanye. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko ethandeka wabonakala kum elusizi kwaye esoyikeka. Eyona nto yayimkrwitsha ngamadangatya oThando lwakhe olwaluphuphuma kwiNtliziyo yakhe.

Kodwa banyanzeleka ukuba barhoxe ngenxa yokungabi nambulelo kwabantu. Owu! Indlela Intliziyo yakhe eNgcwele yayiminxeke ngayo kwaye iminxeke ngamadangatye ayo. Wandicela ukuba ndimthuthuzele   wathi  :

Ndiphakamise ntombi yam, kuba andisenakukwazi ukuyinyamezela le nto, ndadliwa ngumlilo wam.

Mandondise intliziyo yakho ukuze ndibeke uThando lwam nentlungu yothando lwam olulahlwayo apho. Ah! Ukubandezeleka koThando lwam koyisa zonke ezinye iimbandezelo kunye ".

Uthe xa endixelela lento wabeka umlomo wakhe entliziyweni yam wafutha ngamandla, ndaziva ndikhula intliziyo yam.

Emva koko wayibamba ngezandla ngokungathi ufuna ukuyandisa ngakumbi.

 

Waphinda wavuthela.

Ndaziva ukuba intliziyo yam yayiza kugqabhuka, kodwa uYesu waqhubeka ephephetha.

Wayizalisa wayivala ngezandla wangathi uyitywina ngalendlela kungabikho themba lokuba ndikhululeke.

Wathi kum:

"Ntombazana yentliziyo yam, bendifuna ukutywina uthando lwam kunye neentlungu zam kuwe ukuze uve ubunzima obunje.

yoThando olucinezelweyo, yoThando   olulahliweyo.

 

Ntombi yam, yiba nomonde, uzohlupheka ngakumbi. Le yeyona ntlungu ibuhlungu.

Kodwa nguYesu wakho, uBomi bakho, ofuna oku kukhululeka kuwe ».

NguYesu yedwa oyaziyo into endayivayo ngoko.

Emva kokuziva ndisifa imini yonke, uYesu wam othandekayo wabuya kwaye wayefuna ukuqhubeka nokuvuthela entliziyweni yam.

 

Ndathi kuye  : "Yesu, andisakwazi ukunyamezela, andisakwazi ukugcina into endinayo. Kutheni ufuna ukundinika ngaphezulu?"

Wandiwola ngeengalo zakhe ukuba ndindomeleze,   wathi kum.

“Ntombi yam, khawume isibindi, mandiqhubeke.

Ukuba bekungeyimfuneko, ngendingalubeke phezu kwenu olu kubandezeleka.

Ububi buye bavakala kangangokuba kufuneka unyamezele iintlungu ezikrakra ngokungathi uphila emhlabeni kwakhona.

Umhlaba uza kutshisa amadangatye ukohlwaya izidalwa.

 

Inene,   uthando lwam lubaleka lubagqume ngeenceba  , kodwa, lwala, lujike lube ngumlilo ukubabohlwaya.

 

Ngenxa yoko, uluntu luzifumana luphakathi kwemililo emibini:

- Umlilo weZulu e

-umlilo womhlaba.

 

Ububi buxhaphake kangangokuba le mililo mibini sele iza kumanyana.

Kwaye intlungu endikuvisa yona ibekwe phakathi kwale mililo mibini ukuthintela ukuba ingadibani.

Ukuba bekungengenxa yoku, bonke abantu abahluphekayo beziya kuphela. Ngoko ke mandiqhubeke; ndiya kuba nawe ukuze ndikunike amandla.

Uthe akutsho waphefumla.

Kwaye andisakwazi ukunyamezela,

Ndamcela ukuba andixhase ngezandla zakhe andinike amandla akhe.

 

Wandichukumisa uYesu. Ukuthatha intliziyo yam ezandleni zakhe,

Usolule kabuhlungu qha nguye owaziyo ukuba undiphathele ntoni na.

Akonelisekanga yilento, wandikhama umqala ngezandla zakhe ukuze ndive amathambo am nemithambo yam. Ndaziva ndiphelelwa ngamandla.

Emva koko, emva kokundishiya kule ndawo okwethutyana,   uyandixelela

ngobubele obupheleleyo:

“Yiza, isizukulwana sangoku sikule meko.

Iminqweno nemikhwa emibi eyilawulayo zininzi kwaye iyahluka kangangokuba iyafuthaniselwa. Ukubola kunye neentsinga zifikelela kwinqanaba lokuba sele liza kuntywiliselwa.

 

Yiyo le nto ndikuvise iintlungu zokuphefumla emqaleni, kuba le ntlungu yeyokugqibela.

Ndiyicelile le imbuyekezo kuba andisakwazi ukunyamezela ubuntu bufuthaniseleka bububi babo.

Kodwa yazi ukuba nam ndiyinyamezele le ntlungu. Xa babendibethelela, bandisa uMnqamlezo kum ukuze ndive imithambo-luvo yam ijija kwaye ikrazukile.

 

Kodwa umqala wam uya ungcungcuthekiswa ngakumbi yaye ndixinezeleka ngakumbi kangangokuba ndaphelelwa ngumoya.

Yayisisikhalo soluntu lonke esonganyelwe yiminqweno yakhe esibambe emqaleni wandikrwitsha. Oku kubandezeleka kwakusoyikeka.

 

Ukolula kwezihlunu zentamo yam kwakukhulu kangangokuba zabonakala zitshatyalalisiwe, kuquka nezo zisentlokweni yam, emlonyeni nasemehlweni.

 

Umlinganiselo wokuxinezeleka wawunjalo kangangokuba eyona ntshukumo incinane yayindinika iintlungu zokufa.

Ngamanye amaxesha ndandithule.

Kwabanye umzimba wam wawujijekile kangangokuba ndandingcangcazela njengegqabi,

kangangokuba iintshaba zam zatsho zankwantya ngenxa yoko.

Ngoko yiba nesibindi. Yintando yam eya kukunika amandla kuyo yonke into ».

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ndazinikela ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando eNgcwele kaYesu wam othandekayo.

Ndaziva ndifuna ukuphumla, ndathi ngaphakathi:

"Ngeli xesha ndilele, akukho nto ndiyifunayo ngaphandle kokuphumla kokwenyani ezandleni zeNtando kaYesu wam othandekayo".

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Yandisa ukuphumla kwakho kuzo zonke izidalwa njengesambatho sokuzigubungela, kuba kuphela kwintando yethu sifumana ukuphumla kokwenyani.

Kwaye ekubeni le Will igubungela yonke into,   ukuphumla kuyo,

umanyene nazo zonke izidalwa, uzinike ukuphumla okuyinyaniso.

 

Hayi indlela ekukuhle ngayo ukubona esinye sezidalwa zethu siphumle kwiingalo zeNtando yethu!

 

Kodwa, ukuze ukwazi ukuphumla kokwenene, kuyimfuneko ukuqalisa

ukubeka yonke imisebenzi yakhe, amazwi, uthando, iminqweno, njl. kwintando yethu.

Umsebenzi uphumza umbhali wawo wakuba ugqityiwe.

Ukuba ayifezwa, yondla ingcamango yoko kungekafezwa, nto leyo ephazamisa abanye.

I-Fiat of Creation yabona kwangaphambili ukuba umntu uya kuzalisekisa ukuthanda kwethu kuzo zonke izinto.

Intando yethu kwakufuneka ibe bubomi, ukutya kunye nesithsaba sesidalwa.

Kwaye ekubeni oku kungenzeki, umsebenzi weNdalo awukagqitywa. Kwaye asinakuphumla kuye kwaye asisekho kuthi.

 

Usoloko enento ayenzayo.

Yaye silangazelela ukuzaliseka kwayo nokuphumla kwethu.

Ngesi sizathu ndinqwenela kakhulu ukuba indlela yokuphila kwintando yethu yaziwe.

Asinakuze sichaze

-ukuba umsebenzi weNdalo kunye nowokuhlangula uphelele ukuba asiziboni zonke izenzo zendalo.

ukuba sisongezo seNtando yethu, ukusiphumza.

 

Ukubona izidalwa zibuyela kwintando yethu,

okunjani kona ukuphumla esingayi kusilela ukubanika kona, ngaloo ndlela sigqibezela iNdalo! Isibeleko sethu siya kuba   ngumandlalo wabo.

Andenzanga nto ingenayo njengenjongo   yayo ephambili

umntu makathathe uMyolelo wethu nathi owakhe.

Le yayiyeyona nto ndiyixhalabeleyo kwiNdalo neNtlawulelo.

 

IMithendeleko endiyimisileyo, ubabalo oluninzi olunikwe abangcwele bam

zazininzi kakhulu iimbewu neendlela

- ukuze bangene kwintando yethu.

Musa ukushiya nantoni na endiyifunayo kwiNtando yethu,

nokuba kubhaliwe, ngomlomo okanye ngenye indlela.

 

Ngamalungiselelo amaninzi awandulela uBukumkani beNtando yethu, unokuqonda ukuba ukuhlala kwintando kaThixo

- eyona nto inkulu kwaye ibaluleke kakhulu, e

-yeyona nto inomdla kuthi.

Ngaba uyafuna ukwazi ukuba le mbewu yahlwayelwa kuwuphi umhlaba? KuBuntu bam. Apho, emanxebeni am, egazini lam,

-le mbewu yazalwa, yantshula, yakhula kwaye ifuna ukutshintshwa kwizidalwa

ukuze bathabathe iNtando yethu kunye nathi kokwabo.

 

Ngale ndlela umsebenzi weNdalo uya kubuyela kwindawo yawo yokuqala.

- hayi kuphela ngoBuntu bam,

kodwa kwanakwizidalwa ngokwazo.

Baya kuba mbalwa. ..nokuba inokuba mnye kuphela! Ayinguye kuphela lowo, ezikhwebula kwintando yethu,

-Ingaba waphule waza wonakalisile amacebo ethu, wayiphanzisa injongo yeNdalo?

 

Ngokufanayo, isidalwa esinye sinokuwuhombisa size sifikelele usukelo lwaso.

Kodwa imisebenzi yethu ayikhe ihlale yodwa.

 

Ngaloo ndlela   umkhosi wemiphefumlo uya kuhlala kwintando yethu. Kuzo iNdalo iya kubuyiselwa, yonke intle kwaye inomtsalane njengaxa yaphuma ezandleni zethu.

 

Ngaphandle koko asiyi kuba nomdla kakhulu ekwenzeni le Nzululwazi yeNtando yobuThixo yaziwe ».

 

Njengoko ndandibhala oko uYesu wayendixelele kona ngeempawu ezintle, ndaziva ndilizothe kangangokuba ndandicinga ukuba ndiza kufa.

Ndazixelela ke ndathi emva kokufa kwabo sithetha ngezigigaba eziye zaphawula ubomi babantu, kwaye ndim ndedwa onelishwa lokundehlela oku ebomini. Yehova ndiphe amandla wamkele eli dini” .

 

Kamva ummeli wandicacisela indlela ezaziza kusasazwa ngayo iZibhalo.

Owu Thixo, okunjani kona ukubandezeleka! Ndaziva ndinxunguphele naxa ndisenzonzobileni. Endibona ndikhathazeke kangaka, uYesu wam olungileyo weza   wathi kum  :

Ntombi yam, utheni na ukuba uzibandeze kangaka?

Kukokwam uzuko nembeko kum ukuba zaziswe izibhalo. Kufuneka wonwabe ngale nto.

 

Ngaba ucinga ukuba izidalwa ziyayifuna?

Isithoba! Ndim, kwaye ndim kuphela, olungiselela yonke into, omema kwaye akhanyise imiphefumlo. Izidalwa zihlala zingandimameli.

Ukuba babendiphulaphula, babekhawuleza baze babe nomdla ngakumbi kwiminqweno yam. Ungathanda ukuba oku kupapashwe kuphela emva kokufa kwakho.

Kodwa iWill yam ayifuni kulinda.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ayithethi ngawe, kodwa iphathelele Mna.

Ngumbuzo wokwazisa iziphumo, ubutyebi kunye nexabiso lobomi kwiWill yam. Ukuba awufuni ukubonisa umdla,

- uyazi ukuba ndifuna kangakanani ukuba iziphumo zoBomi kwi-Will yam zaziwa, apho lonke uzuko luya kuvela khona.

Kufuneka ndifumane ntoni xa ndigqibezela iNdalo neNtlawulo?

"Oh! Zingaphi iingenelo malunga neNdalo kunye neNtlawulelo ezigciniweyo kuba iNtando yam ayaziwa kwaye ayilawuli ngenyani kwizidalwa.

 

Ngenxa yoko, izidalwa zihlala ebukhobokeni.

Ucinga ukuba baya kuba nomdla ngakumbi kolu Lwazi emva kokusweleka kwakho?

Owu! Zingaphi izinto ezityhilwe kwimiphefumlo ethile eziye zalityalwa ngenxa yokuba umntu wala ukubonisa umdla kwimisebenzi yam.

 

Ukuba ndiyinyamezele le nto kwezinye iimeko, andinakuyamkela malunga neWill yam. Uya kunika ubabalo olunjalo kwabo baya kwenza umsebenzi abangenako ukuxhathisa mna.

Kwaye eyona nto ibalulekileyo kwaye ibalulekile kukuba ndiyifuna ngawe. ”

 

Ndathi kuYesu wam onobubele:

"Ah! Sithandwa sam, makuphume kuwe uthando, indumiso, imbuyekezo nentsikelelo kuwe."

 

Ndithe ndisatsho kwafika uYesu wam omnandi.

Akukho ndawo yam yayingenamehlo.

Kwaye kwiliso ngalinye kwaphuma imitha yokukhanya eyenzakalisa iNkosi Yethu.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ifanelekile kum nawe

makungaphumi nto yimbi kuwe ngaphandle kothando, ubungcwele, uzuko; zonke ezi zinto zabhekiswa kum.

Kuya kuthoba isidima   ukuvumela umphefumlo uhlale kwiWill yam

ukuba ibingeyombonakaliso yokwenyani yomthombo ogqithisileyo wezibonelelo eziyintando yam.

 

Umphefumlo ongatyekelanga kakuhle kuko konke okulungileyo awukwazanga ukufumana izibonelelo zeWill yam.

 

Ukuba bekukho umphefumlo onembewu engalunganga,

ingaba ngumngeneleli kwintando yam   ,

ngaphandle kobunene okanye   ubunyulu.

Naye ebeya kuba neentloni aze ahambe.

 

Akazukufumana ulwaneliseko okanye ulonwabo, kuba uya kuba nento engahambelaniyo nentando yam.

Ndinamehlo okuKhanya

-amathontsi egazi lakho,

- amathambo akho kunye

-ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho

ukuba akukho nanye into eya kuphuma kuwe, into engeyiyo ngcwele, ingengam.

Kamva, yandikhupha emzimbeni wam yaza yandibonisa isiphithiphithi: zonke ezi zicwangciso zemfazwe   nemvukelo.

Wenza konke okusemandleni akhe ukubadimaza abo babeceba. Uthe ke akukubona ukuba lukhuni kwabo,   wemka kubo.

 

Thixo wam, elinjani lona ixesha elibuhlungu! Andizange ndicinge ukuba loo ndoda inokufikelela

iqondo lokonakala elinjalo, ukuya ekutshatyalalisweni komntu.

Bendisoyika ukuba akabuyi uYesu wam omnandi

kuba ndandivakalelwa kukuba intlungu yam iyancipha.

Ndaziva ngathi ndindindisholo. Kwaye, ngenxa yoku, ndazicingela:

 

Ukuba oko ndikubonileyo kuyinyani, mhlawumbi, ngokungafaniyo namanye amaxesha, akayi kuza okanye andivumele ukuba ndibe nenxaxheba ekubandezelekeni kwakhe.

Wandibona ukuba ndothukile wabuya   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika. Awukhumbuli ukuba unendima ezimbini:

elinye lamaxhoba   e

enye, inkulu kakhulu, ukuhlala kwiNtando yam, ukuze undibuyisele uzuko olupheleleyo   lwendalo yonke?

 

Ukuba anithanga nikunye nam kwenye yendima, niya kuba nam kwenye.

Kusenokubakho ikhefu ekubandezelekeni, ngokubhekiselele kwindima yakho njengexhoba.

Musa ukoyika kwaye uhlale uzolile. "



 

Ndithe ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo, wabonakala uYesu wam othandekayo ephantse ukuba ze engcangcazela yingqele.

Wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ndigqume undifudumeze, ngokuba ndiyagodola.

 

Khangelani, ukuba izidalwa, ngenxa yesono, zizihlubile zonke iimpahla zazo.

Ndingathanda ukubanxiba kakuhle,

-Ukwaluka iingubo zabo ngelaphu leentlupheko zam;

- ukuzifaka imibala ngeGazi lam e

-ndizihombisa ngamanxeba am.

 

Hayi indlela enkulu ngayo intlungu yam ukubona ukuba bayayigatya le lokhwe intle!

Bahlala nje ze. Ndiziva ndize phakathi kwabo. Ndijongene nokungakhathali kwabo, ndifuna ukuba undinxibise. "

Ndathi, "Ndingakunxibisa njani? Andinampahla!"

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Ewe, unakho. Unayo yonke intando yam onayo. Yifunxe kuwe kwaye uyenze iphume kuwe.

Kwaye uya kundenzela eyona ngubo intle, zonke ezingcwele kunye nezasezulwini.

 

Owu! ndiya kutshisa kanjani!

Kwaye ndiza kukwambesa ngesambatho seNtando yam

ngendlela eya kuthi sinxibe ngendlela efanayo.

Ukuba uyandinxibisa kulungile ukuba ndikunxibise ukubuyisela into ondenzele yona, bonke ububi obusemntwini buvela ekubeni ulahlekelwe yimbewu yeWill yam.

 

Ngenxa yoko, akenzi nto ngaphandle kokuzigquma ngowona lwaphulo-mthetho likhulu, olumthoba isidima kwaye lunyanzelise ukuba aziphathe njengegeza.

Bubuphi obunye ubudenge obusaseleyo ukuba abenze? Iimbandezelo zakhe zilungile.

Kwaye ivela kwizidalwa ezithatha i-egos yazo njengoThixo. "

 

Ndeva intlungu enzulu ngenxa yokungabikho kuka Yesu wam othandekayo.

Ukubandezeleka kwam kwakukhulu kangangokuba ndaqalisa ukuthetha amazwi ahlekisayo,

- ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba athi uYesu akazange andithande kwaye ndamthanda ngaphezu kwakhe, nangona ngokuqinisekileyo uthando lwam luncinci, lunesithunzi nje, ithontsi elincinci, ingqekembe engenaxabiso.

 

Kodwa nokuba uthando lwam alubalulekanga kwaye lulinganiselwe kangakanani, kufuneka ndiluthande. Zingaphi na iingcinga ezinde kangaka ezithe zafika kum!

 

C'était son ukungabikho qui causait but fièvre, me rendait délirante et me portait à parler ainsi. Après que je eus attendu longtemps, Il vint et   I me dit  :

"Ma fille, Je veux voir s'il est vrai que tu m'aimes plus que Je t'aime." I-pendant qu'Il disait ifihla,

sa Personne se multiplia de telle façon que Je l'ai vu

-à ma droite, à ma gauche et dans mon cœur.

I-n'y avait aucune partie de moi ou aucun endroit où je ne le voyais pas.

Et toutes ces répliques de Jésus répétaient ensemble:   "Ndiyathanda, Ndiyathanda  ."

 

Mais cela n'était rien: toute la création répétait à unisson:   "Ndiyathanda!"

Le Ciel et la terre, les passants et les âmes bienheureuses, tous formaient un choeur qui répétait:   "  Ndiyakholwa ukuba uYesu unguYise  .

Wahlala edidekile devant kubonakaliswa de tant d'Amour. UYesu   wathi:

“Enkosi! Dis-Moi, répète-Moi que tu m'aimes plus que Moi Je t'aime. Multiplie-toi toi-même pour m'offrir autant d'amour que Je te women. "

Iimpendulo:

"Yesu wam, ndixolele, andazi ukuba ndiphindaphindeka njani kuba andinawo amandla akho okudala. Andinanto emandleni am.

Ndingakunika njani uthando olungaka njengoko undinika lona?

 

Nam ndiyalwazi uthando lwam aluyonto xa luthelekiswa nolwakho.

Kodwa intlungu yokungabikho kwakho indenza ndibe nedyudyu nditsho ndiphambana. Ungaze uphinde undishiye ndedwa ukuba awufuni ndithethe amazwi angenangqondo."

 

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

"Ah! Ntombi yam, awuyazi ukuba ndikweyiphi ingxaki:

-Uthando lwam lundenza nditshone kwintlungu ukuze ndize kuwe,

-kodwa ubulungisa bam buphantse bandithintele ukuba ndize

ngenxa yokuba umntu sele efikelele kwinqanaba lobubi kwaye akayifanele inceba equkuqelayo phezu kwakhe ekufikeni kwam.

Kwaye kufuneka ndihlanganyele nani iintlungu ezinde phezu kwam.

Yazini olawula iintlanga

-joyina imikhosi ukutshabalalisa abantu kwaye ucwangcise ilishwa leCawe yam.

Ukuze baphumelele kumsebenzi wabo, bafuna uncedo kumagunya asemzini. Umhlaba ukwixesha elibi! Thandaza kwaye ube nomonde ".

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndaziva ndisindwa ngumbilini kuba uYesu olungileyo wandivumela ukuba ndiphile iimbandezelo zakhe phambi komvumayo.

Ndakhalaza kuYesu ndaza ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam, ndicela ungandivumeli ndisokole phambi komntu.

Qiniseka ukuba nguwe wedwa owaziyo ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni phakathi kwam nawe, ngakumbi malunga nokusokola kwam.

 

Ah! Yesu, ndivuyise; ndinike isithembiso sakho sokuba akusayi kuphinda usenze. Ungandenza ndisokole kabini.

Ndingavuya ukuba yonke into ihlala ifihliwe phakathi kwam nawe. "

UYesu wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, musa ukuba buhlungu.

Xa iyintando yam eyifunayo, kufuneka uyinike.

 

Kwakhona, oku akuyonto ingaphaya kobomi bam.

Ubomi bam obufihliweyo, iimbandezelo zam zangaphakathi

kwaye yonke into endiyenzayo ibisoloko inengqina elinye okanye amabini.

Oku kwakunengqiqo kwaye kuyimfuneko ukuphumeza injongo yokubandezeleka kwam.

 

Umntu wokuqala owabukelayo   yayinguBawo   wam wasezulwini  , ekungekho nto isindayo kuye kwaye wayeyiloo nto kanye imbandezelo yam yandehlelayo. Wayengumdlali weqonga kunye nombukeli.

 

Ukuba uBawo ubengabonanga nto, ndazi, bendiya kumnika ntoni na ukwanelisa nozuko? Kanti ndandiza kuba nenceba njani ebantwini ngaphandle kokuba andibone ndihlupheka? Injongo yokubandezeleka kwam yayingayi kufezekiswa.

Umama wayekwangumbukeli wazo zonke iintlungu zam ngaphakathi.

Kwaye oku kwakuyimfuneko.

Okunene, ephuma ezulwini weza emhlabeni eze kuva ubunzima;

- kungekhona mna, kodwa ngenxa yabantu,

kumele ukuba kukho isidalwa esinye esindixhasayo ekubandezelekeni kwam. Ezi ntlungu zanyanzela uMama ukuba ambulele, adumise, athande kwaye asikelele.

Bamgcwalisile bemncoma ngokugqithisela kuka Buhle wam.

Oku kwenzeka kangangokuba, eshukunyiswa yaye echukunyiswe kukubona iintlungu zam, wathandazela ukuba abe nako ukwabelana nam ngembandezelo, ukuze afane nam ngokugqibeleleyo.

Ukuba umama wayengabonanga nto,

- Wayengayi kuba ngumxelisi wam wokuqala e

-Ngendingazange ndiwufumane umbulelo nendumiso yakhe.

 

Ukuba kwakungekho mntu wayesazi ukubandezeleka kwam, ngendingazange ndifumane inkxaso kwasekuqaleni.

Ngenxa yoko, ukulunga okukhulu esakufumanayo esi sidalwa kwakuya kulahleka. Awuboni ke ngoku ukuba bekunyanzelekile ukuba nokuba sibe sinye isidalwa sizazi kakuhle iimbandezelo zam?

 

Ukuba bekunje kum, ndifuna ukuba kube njalo nakuni.

 

Kwakhona, ndifuna umntu ovumayo kum njengoko

-mbukeli kunye nomgcini weembandezelo endikunika zona.

Ukuba naye ekufutshane, ndingaluvuselela ngakumbi ukholo lwakhe kwaye

mthambise ngoKhanya nangoThando ukuze aziqonde iiNyaniso endizibonakalisa kuni.”

Ukuva oku, ndaziva ndonganyelwe ngakumbi kunangaphambili: ngelixa ndandinethemba leNceba, ndafumana ubulungisa kunye noYesu ongaguqukiyo. Intiyo! yintlungu engaka!

 

Endibona ndinxunguphele kangaka,   uYesu wongezelela  :

Ntombi yam   yindlela ondithanda ngayo le?

Amaxesha alusizi. Ububi obuya kuza buya kubangcangcazelisa abantu. Kwaye ekubeni ungenako ukuyithintela indlela yobulungisa bam,

Mna nawe siya kukwazi ukwenza kunye, kwaye uya kundicela ukuba ubandezeleke.

 

Ngoko rhoxa kwaye ube nomonde. UYesu wakho ufuna ibenje, kwaye oku kwanele ».

 

 

 

Ndithe ndisathandaza kwafika uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wabeka ingalo yakhe egxalabeni lam   wathi  :

 

“Ntombi yam,   masithandaze kunye.

Singena kulwandle olukhulu lwentando yethu kaBathathu Emnye

ukuba akukho nto ikushiya ngaphandle kokuntywiliselwa kule Will:

iingcinga, amagama, amanyathelo, imisebenzi kunye nokubetha kwentliziyo.

 

Yonke into kufuneka ibe nendawo yayo kwiWill yethu. Yonke into oyifumana kuye iya kukunika izinto ezintsha kunye namalungelo.

Kwakukwicebo leNdalo apho bonke abantu benza

- banomthombo wabo kwi-Will yethu kunye

-makishwe ngetywina lobuthixo lobuhandiba, ubungcwele kunye nobulumko obuphakamileyo.

 

Kwakungekho kwintando yethu ukuba umntu azahlule kuthi,

kodwa hlalani nathi, nikhule ngokufana nathi, nisebenze njengathi.

Sasifuna ukuba zonke izenzo zomntu zifezekiswe kwintando yethu, ukuze babe nendawo yabo kulwandle lwethu olukhulu.

 

Senze   njengoyise owathi kunyana wakhe ,  ehluthe imihlaba ebanzi    .

"Ndikubeka embindini wepropathi yam ukuze ungalokothi ushiye indawo yam kwaye uqhubele phambili ngokobutyebi bam, kunye nobukhulu kunye nobukhulu bam. Ngoko wonke umntu uyazi ukuba ungunyana wam."

 

Ubani ebeya kuthini ngalo nyana ukuba ebesala eso sipho aze ashiye umhlaba omkhulu ezandleni zakhe, ewohloka de aphile.

njengekhoboka lotshaba olukhohlakeleyo? Nantsi into eyenziwa yile ndoda!

Ndifuna oku kuhamba kwakho kuncinci kwiWill yethu.

Ngamana yonke ingcinga yakho ingangena kwiNtando yethu

ukuze ukubonakaliswa koBukrelekrele bethu, obungumthombo wayo yonke ingcamango,

isekelwe kubo bonke ubulumko bomntu kwaye ngendlela yobuthixo izisa imbeko yazo zonke iingcamango zezidalwa.

Vumela amazwi akho kunye nemisebenzi yakho ingene kwintando yethu

ukuze babe yimifanekiso yeFiat yethu.

 

Le yiFiat

- owadala nozimasa zonke izinto;

- engumthombo wabo bonke ubomi, intshukumo kunye nelizwi lezidalwa.

 

Vumela zonke izenzo zezidalwa

- iyazimanya kwiFiat yethu kwaye inobungcwele obufanayo bemisebenzi yethu ukusenza uzuko.

Intombi yam,   ukuba yonke into engumntu, nokuba yingcinga enye, ayifezekanga kwintando yethu,

umntu akanako ukuthabatha indawo yakhe eyiyo.

Umsinga awuhambi

Kwaye intando yethu ayinakuhla emhlabeni ukuze azazise kwaye alawule."

Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye:

Yesu, sithandwa sam, ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba emva kweenkulungwane ezininzi zobomi bobufundisi, abaninzi abangcwele, abothusa iZulu nomhlaba ngobuhle babo nezimanga zabo, abenzanga nto kwiNtando yakho yobuThixo ngendlela othetha ngayo?

 

Kubonakala kungakholeleki kum ukuba ulindele kum ukuba ndingoyena ubi kakhulu, ongenalwazi kwaye ongenamandla ».

UYesu waphendula wathi:

“Mamela, ntombi yam, uBulumko bam bunezinto kunye neendlela

-loo ndoda ayihoyi e

-nto leyo emnyanzela ukuba aqubude anqule ethe cwaka.

 

Kwaye asingomntu

-ukumisela imithetho okanye

-ukundixelela ukuba ndikhethe bani okanye leliphi elona xesha lilungileyo.

 

Kuqala kwafuneka ndiqeqeshe abangcwele ukukopa ubuntu bam

ngeyona ndlela igqibeleleyo kubo. Oku kwafezwa.

Ngoku uBuhle wam ufuna ukuya phambili, ukufikelela kwezona zinto zigqithisayo zoThando.

Ndifuna abantwana bam

Ngena kuBuntu bam kwaye ukope oko Akwenzileyo kwiNtando yobuThixo.

 

Ukuba, kwiinkulungwane ababephila,

-  owokuqala waba nentsebenziswano kwiNtlawulo yam yosindiso lwemiphefumlo  , ukufundisa umthetho nokulwa nesono,

-  ngubani oza okwesibini uya kuba nako ukuya phambili  ,

ukukopa oko Buntu bam bufezekise kwintando kaThixo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela baya kwamkela bonke ubudala nabo bonke abantu. Phakamani ngaphezu kwezidalwa zonke. iyakubuyisela

- amalungelo am okudala

- kunye namalungelo ezidalwa.

Ziya kuthatha indawo yazo zonke izinto zeNdalo

ngokwenjongo ezidalelwe yona.

Yonke into ifumana ulungelelwano lwayo kum.

Ukuba iNdalo yaphuma kum ngocwangco, kufuneka ibuyele kum kwangolo hlobo. Sele ndiguqule izenzo zobuntu zaba zizenzo zobuThixo kwintando yam kwinqanaba lokuqala.

 

Kodwa isidalwa sasingazi nto ngayo, ngaphandle   kwentanda yam nengahlukaniyo

Umama.

Kwaye ngoko kwakuyimfuneko.

Kodwa ekubeni umntu engayazi indlela, umnyango kunye namagumbi oBuntu bam, angangena njani kwintando yam enze njengam?

Ngoku lifikile ixesha lokuba izidalwa ezingabantu zibambelele kuBomi kwiWill yam.

Ndikubizele ukuba ube ngowokuqala.

Nangona ndibathanda, andizange ndifundise esinye isidalwa ukuza kuthi ga namhlanje.

indlela yokuphila kwiNtando yam   ,

iziphumo zobu bomi,

imimangaliso yayo   neengenelo zayo.

 

Jonga ebomini babo bonke abangcwele okanye kuzo zonke iincwadi zemfundiso kwaye awuyi kufumana imimangaliso

- yentando yam esebenza kwisidalwa e

- yesidalwa esisebenza kwiWill yam.

Kakhulu uya kufumana

- ukurhoxa, ukulahlwa kunye nomanyano lwemiyolelo,

- kodwa hayi intando yam yobuThixo esebenza kwisidalwa e

- isidalwa, sona, sisebenza kwintando kaThixo.

 

Oku kuthetha ukuba lalingekafiki ixesha

apho uHlehle wam wayebiza isidalwa ukuba siphile kule meko iphakamileyo. Nalendlela ndikwenza ngayo uthandaza ayibonwa nakwesinye isidalwa sangaphambili.

 

Ngoko ke, lumka.

Kwaye kuba ubulungisa bam bundicinezela kwaye uthando lwam lufuna ngokunyanisekileyo, uBulumko bam bunayo yonke into yokubufumana.

 

Into esiyifunayo kuwe kukuba

amalungelo ethu nozuko lweNdalo  ».

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza ezele yimfesane. Unditsalele kuye wandincamisa waphinda wathi:

"Ntombi yeNtando yam, ndikuthanda kanjani!

Jonga: ukuba intando yakho ingena kwiNtando yam,

iyakukhupha kuwe kwaye ikuntywilisele ukuze wenze kuye.

Kwaye, ukwenza kwiNtando yam, intando yakho igalelwe ngamandla oMdali.

Kuba yonke into kum ifana nenqaku, ndiqulathe yonke into, ndiyamkela yonke into kwaye ndenza yonke into.

 

Ndibona intando yakho isebenza kum,

-ndityalwe ngamandla oMdali wam e

-ofuna ukundinika yonke into kwaye ahlawule wonke umntu.

Ngokwaneliseka okukhulu,

Ndikubone kuBukho bam kwasekuqaleni kweNdalo. Ukushiya wonke umntu ngasemva,

-ubekwe phantsi kolawulo

-ukuba sisidalwa sokuqala esintando yakhe ingangqubaniyo neyam.

 

Undinika imbeko, uzuko nothando ngokungathi iNdalo ayishiyanga iNtando yam.

Akwaba bekunje kumntu wokuqala.

Olunjani lona ulonwabo, olunjani ulwaneliseko endinalo! Awunakuyiqonda.

Ulungelelwaniso lweNdalo lubuyela kum lubuyiselwe.

 

Iimvisiswano kunye nolonwabo luza kum ngaphandle kokuphazamiseka. Ndiyayibona intando yakho yomntu isebenza ngam

-ekukhanyeni kweLanga,

-kumaza olwandle,

-ngokuqhwanyaza kweenkwenkwezi;

- kuyo yonke into.

 

Yaye uyalizukisa igama lam ngenxa yezinto zonke ezidaliweyo. Olunjani lona uvuyo!

Yonke into indibonisa, kodwa ngokwahlukileyo:

Ndikwinqaku   kwaye

wena, kancinci kancinci, ngomsebenzi wakho, iingcinga zakho, amazwi akho kunye nothando lwakho kwiNtando yam,

uthatha indawo eninzi kwaye wenze iindawo ezingcwele ".

 

Ukulahlwa kwam ezingalweni zikaYesu kwaqhubeka. Ndaziva ndicwile kweyona Will yakhe ingcwele, kanye kwindawo yakhe. Wathi kum  :

Ntombi yeNtando yam, uBuntu bam buphile

ngathi kumbindi welanga leWill yam.

Ukusuka apho imitha yemitha eyathwala ubukhulu bam kwaye yafikelela kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Izenzo zam bezisebenza kuzo zonke izenzo zomntu, amazwi am asebenza kwilizwi ngalinye lomntu, iingcamango zam zisebenza kuzo zonke iingcamango zomntu, ngokunjalo nakuzo zonke   ezinye izinto.

 

Emva kokuthatha icala emhlabeni,

imisebenzi yam ibuyile izisa nazo zonke izenzo zobuntu ukuba zenziwe ngokutsha kwaye zilungelelaniswe nentando kaBawo.

Kuphela kungenxa yokuba uBuntu bam buhlala kumbindi weNtando yobuThixo.

ukuba ndiyakwazi ukufihla yonke into. Ngaloo ndlela, ndakwazi ukwenza umsebenzi wentlawulelo ngendlela endifaneleyo.

Ukuba bekungenjalo, lo msebenzi ngewungaphelelanga kwaye ungandifanelanga Mna.

 

Ukuqhekeka phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo ibe ngunobangela wosizi lomntu,

Umanyano lwentando yam yomntu kunye neNtando yobuThixo yayimiselwe ukuba ibe ngumthombo wokuvuselelwa komntu.

Olu manyano lwalukuM njengenxalenye ebalulekileyo nendalo yoBumi bam.

Jonga   ilanga  :

yiglowubhu yokukhanya ephuma ngokungakhethiyo ukuya ekunene, ekhohlo, phambili, ngasemva, phezulu, ezantsi, kuyo yonke indawo.

Iinkulungwane ezininzi, ihlala ifana. Akukho nto itshintshileyo, nokukhanya kwayo, nobushushu bayo.

Ngaloo ndlela, iya kuhlala kude kube sekupheleni kwexesha.

 

Ukuba ilanga beliyinto enengqondo e

ukuba wayenayo intando yam yobuThixo,

-uya kwazi zonke izenzo zabantu kwaye, ngaphezu koko,

- ebeza kuba ngabakhe

kuba ebeya kuba ngunobangela nobomi bomntu ngamnye, ngokungathi yinxalenye yendalo yakhe.

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam ubandakanya wonke umntu. Akukho nto imsindayo. Isebenza egameni labo bonke kwaye ayishiyi nto.

 

Ngam isasaza ngasekhohlo nasekunene, ngasemva naphambili, ngokulula kakhulu, ngokungathi kuyinxalenye yendalo yayo.

Xa lo mphefumlo usebenza kwiNtando yam,

- ihamba kuzo zonke iinkulungwane e

-uphakamisa sonke isenzo somntu ngendlela yobuThixo, ngokwentando yam.

Mamela ke ntombi yam, yintoni endifuna ukuyenza ngawe.

wena osele uzelwe ngokutsha kwintando yam yobuThixo.

 

Ndifuna ukuqonda kuwe

umfuziselo wento ephunyezwe buBuntu bam kwintando kaThixo.

Ndifuna intando yakho imanyaniswe neyam ngendlela yokuba iphinde into endiyizuzileyo kwaye ndiqhubeke ndiyiphumeza.

 

Kwintando yam,

uya kufumana zonke izenzo ezenziwa nguBuntu bam, ngaphakathi nangaphandle.

 

Izenzo zam zangaphandle   ziyaziwa kwaye izidalwa ezizinqwenelayo zinokuthatha inxaxheba ngokuthanda kwazo okulungileyo endikwenzileyo.

Ndiyayithanda kuba ndibona ukulunga kwam kuphindaphindeka kwizidalwa ngenxa yokuhlangana kwazo nam.

Iba ngathi amaxwebhu am afakwe ebhankini ndaza ndafumana inzala kuwo.

Kodwa   izenzo zangaphakathi zoBuntu   bam kwintando kaThixo zaziwa kancinci. Ukungazi

-amandla ezi zenzo kwintando kaThixo,

- indlela endenze ngayo kule Will kwaye

Ndenze ntoni,

Izidalwa azinako ukundidibanisa ukuze zizonwabele zonke ezi mpahla. Okukhona uyazi into, kokukhona unokuba nolonwabo ngakumbi.

 

Ukuba abantu ababini bathengisa izinto ezifanayo, abo bayaziyo loo nto banokuyithengisa ngexabiso elingcono baze benze ingeniso engakumbi.

nabani na owazi kancinci malunga nento uyayithengisa ngexabiso eliphantsi kwaye enze inzuzo ephantsi. Zingaphi iingenelo ezinokuzuzwa kulwazi!

 

Abanye baba zizityebi

kuba bathatha inyathelo lokuyazi into abayithengisayo. Abanye, abakwiimeko ezifanayo, bahlala bengamahlwempu ngenxa yokuba benolwazi oluncinane ngezinto abazithengisayo.

 

Kuba ndifuna ukukuhlanganisa nam kwizenzo zam zangaphakathi ezenziwa kuBuntu bam, kulungile ukuba ndikufundise oku.

malunga nexabiso kunye namandla abo, kunye nendlela intando yam esebenza ngayo.

 

ezibonakalalisa kuwe ezi zinto,

Kwangaxeshanye, ndivula ithuba lokuba uthabathe inxaxheba koko ndikutyhilayo kuwe. Kungenjalo, kutheni uzityhile kuwe?

Ngaba kukwazisa nje iindaba? Hayi! Hayi! Xa ndityhila into, kungenxa yokuba ndifuna ukunikela!

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

Okukhona ulazi ixabiso leNtando yobuThixo kunye neziphumo zayo, kokukhona uya kufumana kum.

 

Kungoko ndithi, Kugqaleni ukulunga kwam okukhulu, endisukuba ndithanda ukukunika kona, kungekuphela nje nina, kodwa nakwabanye.

 

Ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba ulwazi lobomi kwiWill yam, iya kuthandwa.

AndingoThixo ozikhethayo  .

Hayi, ndifuna izidalwa zindibandakanye nam.

I-echo ye-Will yam kufuneka ivakale kwintando yabo e

i-echo yentando yabo kweyam ukuze le ntando ibenye.

 

Ndilinde iinkulungwane ezininzi kangaka ukuba ndibonakalise izibonelelo zeNtando yam esebenza kwintando yezidalwa kunye noncedo lwentando yezidalwa ezisebenza kwiWill yam kuba, ngoku, ndiya kuphakamisa izidalwa phantse kwinqanaba lam.

 

Kwakhona, kwafuneka ndilungiselele izidalwa ndize ndilungiselele ukuba zenze inkqubela ukusuka kulwazi olulinganiselweyo ukuya kulwazi olungakumbi. Ndandingumfundisi-ntsapho ekwakufuneka ndiqale ndifundise ialfabhethi ngaphambi kokuba ndibhale ndize ndibhale. Ngaloo ndlela ndityhila ubomi kwiNtando yam!

 

Kuwe, ndifuna ukuqamba kwakho kokuqala. Ukuba ulumkile, uya kuphuhlisa kakuhle. Uya kundenzela imbeko yokubhala kumxholo awucebise kuwe uYesu wakho, obalaseleyo kubo bonke, lowo weNtando yanaphakade.

 

Oku kuya kundinika uzuko olukhulu, kuba iya kwenza ikhonkco phakathi kwam nezidalwa, kwaye iya kubatyhilela ama-horizons amatsha, amazulu amatsha, ukugqithisela okutsha koThando lwam.

Uhlala kwiWill yam ephezulu

zonke izenzo zangaphakathi ezenziwa nguBuntu bam.

 

Balinda ukuhamba njengabathunywa   .

Ezi zenzo zenzelwe izidalwa kwaye zifuna ukuzenza zaziwe   kwaye zinikezele. Kutheni bengenako ukuncama   ngokwabo,

- baziva bevalelwe kwaye bathandazela iWill yam ukuba ibazise ukuze baveze iziqhamo zabo.

 

Ndifana nomama kudala ethwele usana lwakhe esibelekweni.

Ukuba akakwazi ukuzala umntwana xa ixesha lifika, uya kwenza yonke into, kwanangexabiso lobomi bakhe, ukuze alufumane.

Nakuphi na ukulibaziseka kweeyure okanye iintsuku zokuhanjiswa kubonakala kuye

njengeminyaka okanye iinkulungwane kuba ekhathalele unyana wakhe.

Sele emkhulise kuye kwaye wenza yonke into efunekayo ngexesha lokubeletha.

 

Kuphela unikezelo lwenene olulahlekileyo. Le yimeko yam ngoku. Ibi worse kunomama ngoba kudala ndithwele lomntwana apha kum.

Ingaphezu kokuzalwa komntwana kuba imalunga nenkululeko yezidalwa.

kuzo zonke izenzo zam zobuntu ezenziwe ngobungcwele beNtando yanaphakade.

 

Xa ithunyelwe, imisebenzi yam iya kuguqula izenzo zezidalwa zibe zizenzo zobuThixo.

Ziya kunika izidalwa obona buhle buqaqambileyo nobuninzi.

"Yiyo loo nto, ngaphezu kukamama,

Ndiphethwe lirhashalala neentlungu zokuzala kungekudala. Ndivutha ngumnqweno wokuhambisa uMyolelo wam!

Ixesha lifikile kwaye ndijonge umphefumlo olungele ukufumana ukuzalwa kokuqala ukuze ndiqhubeke nokuhambisa iWill yam kwezinye izidalwa!

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto ndithi kuni: "Lumka!"

Njengesidalwa sokuqala endibeka kuyo intando yam,

vula intando yakho ukuze ifunxe onke amaxabiso aqukwa yintando yam.

 

Hayi indlela eniya kundinika uvuyo ngayo! Uya kuba sisifingo solonwabo lwam emhlabeni!

Ukuthanda komntu, ngokungathi kunjalo, kwakwenza ukuhlala kwam phakathi kwezidalwa kube buhlungu. Kodwa intando yam esebenza kwizidalwa iya kulubuyisela ulonwabo lwam. ”

 

UYesu wam osoloko enobubele ngamanye amaxesha ufana neNkosi ethi,

-ukunika ingcamango yokuba uzigqibile zonke izifundo awayefuna ukuzifundisa umfundi wakhe, eneneni lixesha lokuphumla kuphela.

 

Emva koko uphinda aqhubeke nezifundo ezibalaseleyo ezonwabise umfundi kwaye azale uthando olungakumbi kunye nokuhlonelwa kuye.

Weza uYesu wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, zingaphi imimangaliso yam ePhakamileyo esebenza kwisidalwa esinikezela kuye!

 

Xa umphefumlo ubiza intando yam kwaye uzinikele kuyo ngokubuyisela,

umsinga usekwe phakathi kwentando yam esebenza kuBantu abathathu abaNgcwele kunye nentando yam esebenza kulo mphefumlo.

 

Ke iWill yam, ihlala inye, ibonakala iphindwaphindwa:

ihlangene kwi-Divinity kwaye kwangaxeshanye kulo mphefumlo. Ke, ukuba ubuThixo bam bufuna ukuveza ubuhle babo, iinyani zabo,

amandla akhe, ubabalo lwakhe olungenasiphelo, njl. fumana into yokwamkela kulo mphefumlo.

 

Akasaqhathwa nganto. Isebenza ngemvisiswano egqibeleleyo

- emhlabeni ngalo mphefumlo kwaye,

-eZulwini, kuBantu abathathu abaNgcwele.

 

Ngokuya ndityhila uBume bam

xa ndifumana emhlabeni isitya sokubeka iinyaniso zam.

Emva koko uthando lwam oluvalelweyo lukhululekile kwaye

yangoku ihamba ngokuqhubekayo phakathi kweZulu noMhlaba. "

 

Ndandicinga ngento endandiyibhalile ngoYesu ngemihla yokugqibela ndaza ndacinga:

"Kungenzeka njani ukuba uYesu wam othandekayo walinda ixesha elide kangaka ukuba atyhile oko Buntu bakhe bufezekise kwintando kaThixo ngenxa yokusithanda?"

Ndithe ndisacinga ngolu hlobo, uYesu wam osoloko elungile wazibonakalisa ngentliziyo yakhe ebonakalayo   wandixelela:

Ntombi yeWill yam, kutheni unenkathalo nje?

Kwenzeka into efanayo nakwiNdalo. Kangangexesha elide ndayibumba engqondweni yam.

Kuphela xa ndiyithanda ndayihlaziya.

 

Kwakunjalo nakwiNtlawulelo.

Kodwa kwakukudala ingekho engqondweni yam? Kunokuthiwa uhleli kum ukususela kunaphakade.

Kangangexesha elide ndandifuna ukuhla ndivela eZulwini ukuze ndiyifezekise. Nantsi indlela yam yokwenza izinto:

Ndivelisa kuqala kwingcinga yam kwaye, ngexesha elifanelekileyo, ndiyaqonda.

Yazi kwelinye icala ukuba ubuntu bam buzise izizukulwana ezibini:

abantwana bobumnyama   e

abantwana bokukhanya.

 

Ndize kuhlangula owokuqala, ndaliphalaza igazi lam ngenxa yoko. UBuntu bam babungcwele.

Akazange azifumane njengelifa iinkxwaleko zomntu wokuqala.

 

Nokuba yinyani ukuba Buntu bam

wayenezinto ezikhethekileyo kunye neempawu zendalo njengabo bonke abantu, akuyonyani ukuba wayefezekile,

ndingenaso nasiphi na isileleko ebesinokubugquma ubungcwele bam.

Ndantywiliselwa kwiNtando kaBawo wam osezulwini, apho zonke izenzo zam zobuntu zaphuhliswa ukwenza isizukulwana sabantwana bokukhanya.

 

Andizange ndiyeke ukuzama, akukho kubandezeleka, akukho ntshukumo, akukho mthandazo wokufezekisa lo msebenzi.

 

Ngokwenene, esi sizukulwana sokukhanya siye saba yintshukumisa ebalaseleyo kuko konke endikwenzileyo ndaza ndabandezeleka.

Babengabantwana bokukhanya endiphathiswe uthando olungaka nguBawo osezulwini. Yayililifa lam endilithandayo endalinikwa nguMyolelo oPhezulu.

Emva koko

iinzuzo zentlawulelo ezisetyenzisiweyo e

exhotyiswe ngazo zonke iindlela eziyimfuneko ukuze azisindise,

Ngoku ndiza kuhambela phambili

ukwazisa ukuba kukho esinye isizukulwana kwingcinga yam:

isizukulwana sabantwana bam esimiselwe ukuhlala kwintando kaThixo.

 

Ndibalungiselele bonke ubabalo;

ndifezekise zonke izenzo zam zangaphakathi kwintando yanaphakade.

Ukuba ubuntu bam bebungafanelanga ukunika intando kaThixo   ,

esona sizathu siphambili sothando lwam kunye nomthombo apho zonke iintsikelelo zam ziphuma khona, ngoko ukuza kwam emhlabeni bekungayi kuphelela   .

 

Andinakutsho nje ukuba ndinike yonke into, kodwa ngokuchaseneyo bendiya kushiya eyona nto inkulu, eyona nto ibalulekileyo kunye neyona nto ingcwele.

Qonda ukuba kutheni kuyimfuneko

ingaba intando yam yaziwe kuzo zonke iinkalo zayo, yenze imimangaliso yayo, iziphumo zayo, nexabiso layo laziwe?

Bona kwakhona ukuba kutheni kubaluleke kangaka ukwazisa yonke into endiyizuzileyo kwizidalwa kunye

zithini izidalwa ngokwazo ukuba zifezekise?

 

Ulwazi ngezi zinto luya kuba yimagnethi enamandla

- ukubatsala,

- bakhuthaze ukuba bafumane ilifa leWill yam e

-ukukhupha esi sizukulwana sabantwana bokukhanya.

 

Mamela, ntombi yam: uya kuba sisithethi kunye nexilongo ukubiza esi sizukulwana sitsha

- ukuba ndithanda kakhulu kwaye ndinqwenela kakubi. "

Emva kokuthatha umhlala-phantsi ixeshana, wabuya. Kodwa wayelahlekile kangangokuba waba nosizi.

Wazijula ​​ezingalweni zam ngokungathi ufuna ukukhululeka.

Kuloo mbono, ndathi kuye: “Yintoni na, Yesu, ubandezeleke kangaka?

Waphendula wathi  : "Hayi! ntombi yam, awuyazi into abafuna ukuyenza. Bafuna ukudlala eRoma.

Akunjalo kuphela abantu basemzini, kodwa namaTaliyane afuna ukuyibeka kwindawo yokungcakaza.

Iiprojekthi zabo zikhohlakele kwaye zininzi

-eya kuba bububi obuncinci emhlabeni

-ukubatshica umlilo ukubatshisa.

 

Khangela! Abantu beza bevela macala onke beze kuhlasela. Yintoni embi,

bathi bona bazenze ngokwamatakane;

ngoxa beziingcuka eziqwengayo, ezilungele ukuqwenga amaxhoba azo.

Zeziphi izicwangciso ezingendawo abazicebayo ukuqokelela amandla abo ohlaselo.

 

Thandaza, thandaza! Eli linyathelo lokugqibela izidalwa ezinqwenela ukuqalisa ngalo kula maxesha. "

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza, wandenza ukuba ndingene ekukhanyeni okukhulu kwentando yakhe engcwele,   wathi kum  :

Ntombi yam, jonga imimangaliso eyenziwa yizidalwa xa zisenza kwiWiyo yam.

Isidalwa esingakanani singena kwiWill yam, sicinga kuyo, sithandaza kuyo kwaye sisebenze kuyo, kakhulu inyukela kum kwaye ndiyiva elizwini lam, kwizenzo zam nakwizinyathelo zam.

“Kodwa iLizwi lam lisisimumu, ngoko linokufikelela iintliziyo zonke ngokweemfuno zabo, ngeelwimi ezininzi nangeendlela ezininzi njengoko kukho izidalwa, ukuze wonke umntu andiqonde.

 

Ekubeni ndisebenza ngaphandle kwezandla, ndiyaphazamisa kwizenzo zazo zonke izidalwa.

 

Kwaye ekubeni ndihamba ngaphandle kweenyawo, ndiza kuyo yonke indawo kwaye ndenza yonke indawo. Xa umphefumlo usebenza kwiNtando yam, naye uba

-ilizwi elingenamagama,

- isenzo ngaphandle kwezandla,

-amanyathelo ngaphandle kweenyawo.

 

Kuba ndisiva umphefumlo uhlala umanyene nam, andiziva ndedwa. Ndiyayithanda inkampani yezidalwa ngaphezu kothando lwam ngokwam

- uyabahlula,

-yatyebisa e

-Banike inceba ukuba bakhwankqise iZulu nomhlaba."

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osoloko elungile wazibonakalisa ngokuphatha amatakane amancinane kuYe.

Abanye balala esifubeni, abanye emagxeni;

abanye entanyeni yakhe,

ezinye ezingalweni zakhe, ekhohlo nasekunene,

abanye babonisa iintloko zabo ezincinci kwiNtliziyo yakhe.

 

Nangona kunjalo, iinyawo zazo zonke iimvana zahlala kwiNtliziyo kaYesu, waza wazondla ngomoya wakhe.

Wonke umntu wayevuleke imilomo kuMlomo kaYesu wam omnandi ukuze afumane ukutya kwakhe.

 

Hayi indlela ekwakukuhle ngayo ukubona uYesu evuya yaye evuya kubo, enikele ingqalelo ngokupheleleyo ekondleni.

 

La matakane ayekhangeleka njengabantwana abasandul’ ukuzalwa beNtliziyo Yakhe Engcwele. UYesu wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ezi mvana ziphumla phezu kwam

- abantwana beNtando yam,

-inzala esemthethweni yoMyolelo wam oPhakamileyo.

Baphuma entliziyweni yam, kodwa iinyawo zabo zihleli embindini wentliziyo yam, ukuze bangabi nakuthatha nto emhlabeni,

uzikhathaza   ngam qha.

 

Jonga indlela entle, ecocekileyo, yondliwe kwaye yondliwa kukutya kwam kuphela. Baya kuba bubuqaqawuli nesithsaba sendalo.

 

Kamva  wongeza  :

Intando yam iqaqambisa umphefumlo.

Kanye njengoko ikristale ibonisa yonke into ephambi kwayo,

Ngaloo ndlela imiphefumlo ebonakaliswe yintando yam ibonisa konke okufezwa yintando yam. Intando yam ePhakamileyo ifumaneka kuyo yonke indawo, eZulwini nasemhlabeni.

Anime

- apho iWill yam ihlala khona e

-abanayo njengeyabo, bathathe izenzo zam kwaye bazibonakalise.

 

Xa ndisenza, ndiyema phambi kwabo ukuze ndibabone bephinda izenzo zam kwaye, ngokuchaseneyo, iWiyo yam ivelisa yonke into eyenziwa yile miphefumlo.

ukusa kumlinganiselo

-apho kungekho nto idaliweyo

- kungekhona indawo apho le miphefumlo ingekho

kwizidalwa, elwandle, elangeni, ezinkwenkwezini naseZulwini.

 

Ngaloo ndlela intando yam ifumana, ngendlela engcwele,

ukufana kwezenzo zam phakathi kwezidalwa.

Kungenxa yoko le nto ndinqwenela ukuba ubomi kwi-Will yam baziwe. Ndifuna ukuphinda-phinda ezi zipili zeWill yam ukuze ziphinde   izenzo zam.

Ngaloo ndlela, andisayi kuba ndedwa, ndiza kuba nezidalwa eziya kundikhapha. Ebunzulu beNtando yam, ezi zidalwa ziya kuba zimanyene nam.

 

Baphantse bangohlukani naM, njengakwixesha leNdalo, ngaphambi kokuba bathathe uluvo oluchasene nentando yam.

Hayi indlela endiya kuvuya ngayo!

Ukuva oku,   ndamxelela  :

Uthando lwam kunye nobomi bam, andikakwazi ukuziqinisekisa.

Kwenzeka njani ukuba bekungekho bangcwele

ngubani owayehlala kwintando yakho ngendlela oyichaza ngayo?"

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

Ah! ntombi yam, awufuni ukwamkela

-ukuba umntu akanakufumana ukukhanya, ubabalo nenyaniso

-ukuba kwaziwa kwaye kuqondwe ngayo!

Kuyinyani ukuba kukho abangcwele abasoloko besenza iNtando yam,

kodwa batsale kwiNtando yam kuphela njengoko beyiqondile. Babesazi ukuba ukwenza intando yam yeyona nto inkulu,

owandinika eyona mbeko inkulu, wabazisela ubungcwalisa.

Kukwayinyaniso

- ukuba akukho ngcwele ngaphandle kwentando yam kunye

-ukuba akukho propati,

-Nabuphi na ubungcwele, obukhulu okanye obuncinci,

ayinakubakho ngaphandle kweWill yam.

 

IWill yam ayizange itshintshe. Kodwa ndiyakwazi ukuveza imiphumo yayo, ixabiso layo kunye neentlobo zemibala yayo ngokwahlukileyo.

 

Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, ibingekabonakali. Ukuba akukho njalo,

Kutheni kufuneka ndazise ezi zinto ngoku?

Intando yam yaziphatha njengeNkosi enkulu

ebonisa enye yeebhotwe zayo ezinkulu kunye nezona zintle.

 

Ubonisa iqela lokuqala labantu indlela eya ebhotwe. Kwiqela lesibini, bonisa i-portal ukufikelela kuyo.

Iqela lesithathu libonisa izinyuko ezikhokelela kumagumbi okulala. Kwiqela lesine ubonisa amagumbi athile.

Kwiqela lokugqibela, vula onke amagumbi kwaye

ubenza aba bantu babe ngabanini besakhiwo nayo yonke into ekuso.

Iqela lokuqala   alinakuthabatha

kunendlela esa ebhotwe.

Iqela lesibini   linokuthatha into ekufutshane nesango, oku kukhulu kunoko kunokuzuzwa endleleni.

Iqela lesithathu   linokuthabatha oko kukufuphi nezinyuko.

Owesine   unokuthatha oko akufumanayo kumagumbi okuqala, apho kukho ifanitshala engakumbi kunye nokhuseleko.

Kodwa liqela lokugqibela kuphela elinokuthabatha lonke ibhotwe nayo yonke into ekuyo.

Intando yam yenza ngendlela efanayo. Waqala wakhomba kwisitrato, walandelisa ngesango, walandelisa ngezinyuko namagumbi athile.

Ekugqibeleni ivumela izidalwa ukuba zingene kubukhulu bayo.

 

Apho ubatyhilela izinto zobungangamela ezikuyo, ababonise ukuba, esebenza kuye,

imiphefumlo inokuyifumana

-zonke iintlobo zemibala yentando yam,

-ubukhulu bayo, ubungcwele bayo,

- amandla akhe nazo zonke izenzo zakhe.

 

Xa ndityhila izinto emphefumlweni, ndibanika kwangaxeshanye! Imprints emphefumlweni izinto ezingcwele endizityhilayo!

Ukuba ubusazi nje ubukhulu bamaza obabalo akugubungelayo xa ndikwazisa ngeziphumo zeWill yam, ubuya kumangaliswa.

 

Njengoko umzobi ebeya kwenza kwiseyile, ndipeyinta emphefumlweni wakho

-imibala eqaqambileyo yentando yam,

-iziphumo zayo kunye nexabiso elikhulu endikutyhilela lona.

 

Kodwa ngenxa yokuba ndinovelwano ngenxa yobuthathaka benu, ndiyanixhasa. Kwaye, ngokukuxhasa, ndigxininise ngakumbi kuwe le nto ndikuxelela yona kuba, ukuba ndiyathetha, ndenza ngaxeshanye.

Ngoko lumka kwaye uthembeke! "

 

Ukungabikho ixesha elide kukaYesu wam othandekayo kwenza ukuba imihla yam ibe mnandi.

Amatyeli ambalwa ebonakalise mva nje, ebebonakala ethe cwaka kwaye ephethe kakubi kangangokuba akukho nzame kum ibibonakala imthuthuzela. Kwaye yandishiya ndikrakra kakhulu kunakuqala.

Ngoku kusasa, xa efika,   wathi kum  :

Intombazana yakho

Andisenakuzithwala iintlungu nezikhubekiso endizithwaliswe zizidalwa.

Izizwe zimanyana ukuze ziqalise iimfazwe ezintsha. khange ndikuxelele

ukuba imfazwe edluleyo yayingeyokugqibela   ,

ukuba olu xolo luxolo lobuxoki   ?

 

Uxolo alunakwenzeka ngaphandle   koThixo.

Olu xolo alusekelwanga kubulungisa. Yiyo loo nto ingenako   ukuhlala.

 

Ah! iinkokeli zala maxesha ziidemon zokwenyani ezenzelwe umntu

abaququzelela ububi bazise

Isiphithiphithi, isiphithiphithi kunye nemfazwe kubo bonke abantu ".

Wathi uYesu esathetha, waziva

- oomama bekhala, izandi ze-cannon kunye

-ukugquma kweesiren ezilumkisayo kuwo onke amazwe.

Kodwa ndihlala ndinethemba lokuba uYesu uya kuzola kuze kubekho uxolo.

 

UYesu wam osoloko elungile weza ngokukhanya okukhulu kwaye, endibambe ngesandla ngokuqinileyo,   wathi kum  :

Intombi encinci yeNtando yam, oku kukhanya kukhulu okubonayo kumela iNtando yam ePhakamileyo ekungekho nto isindayo kuyo.

 

Yazi ukuba ekudaleni amazulu, ilanga, iinkwenkwezi, njl. Ndibeke umda kwinto nganye, ndiyinike indawo yayo kwaye ndimisele ubungakanani bezinto.

Akukho nto inokunciphisa okanye igqithe le mida. Ndibambe yonke into esandleni sam.

Ekudaleni umntu, ndadala ubukrelekrele bomntu, iingcinga zakhe, amazwi akhe, imisebenzi yakhe, amanyathelo akhe.

nayo yonke into engaqhelekanga kwindalo yomntu.

Ndayenzela indoda nganye, ukusuka kwelokuqala ukuya kwelokugqibela.

 

Yayiluphawu loBume bam ukwenza ngolu hlobo.

Kwaye ngaphezu koko, ndibe ngumdlali weqonga kunye nombukeli ngokwam kuyo yonke le nto. Zonke izenzo zezidalwa zidada kwiThanda lam njengeentlanzi   elwandle.

Andimdalanga umntu ukuba abe likhoboka, kodwa ndimdala.

Kwaye ke, ndamnika inkululeko yokuzikhethela. Bekungayi kufaneleka okanye indifanele ukuba Ndidale umntu ngaphandle kwenkululeko. Kwaye ndandingakwazi ukuthi "masenze umntu ngokomfanekiselo wethu ngokufana nathi" ukuba ndandingamdalanga ngokukhululekileyo.

 

Njengoko ndikhululekile, ngoko umntu makakhululeke. Kuba akukho nto ibuhlungu ngaphezu kothando olunyanzelayo.

Ibangela ukungathembi, ukuthandabuza, uloyiko kunye nesicaphucaphu kumamkeli.

Jonga ukuba yintoni imvelaphi yezenzo zezidalwa, kunye neengcinga zazo: ziveliswa kwintando yam.

 

Kodwa, ekubeni ekhululekile, umntu unokuwukhusela

iingcinga zakhe, amazwi, njl. zezokulunga okanye ezimbi. Kunokubenza babe ngcwele okanye bagqwetheke.

Intando yam yaziva ibuhlungu xa ndimbona

izenzo zezidalwa ezininzi zajika zaba bubugqwirha.

 

Yiyo loo nto bendifuna

Kwanga intando yam ingenza ngokuphindwe kabini kuyo yonke into eyenziwa yindalo, ukuze kongezwe esinye isenzo, isenzo sobuthixo.

Ezi zenzo zobuThixo ziya kundinika lonke uzuko olufanele iNtando yam.

Kodwa kwanyanzeleka ukuba kubekho umntu oza kuyenza yonke loo nto. Yiyo ke imfuneko yoBuntu bam.

Ingcwele, ikhululekile kwaye ingafuni bomi obunye ngaphandle kobo beNtando yobuThixo, ubuntu bam baqubha kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yobuThixo, buzigqume ngezenzo zobuThixo.

zonke iingcamango, onke amazwi nayo yonke imisebenzi yezidalwa.

 

Oku kwanika uBawo waseZulwini ukwaneliseka kunye nozuko, kumvumela ukuba acinge ngomntu kwakhona kwaye amvulele amasango eZulu. Ukubona indlela utata asabela ngayo,

Ndibophe intando yomntu ngakumbi kwintando yakhe,

okwahlulwa kwakhe kwafaka uluntu kuzo zonke iinkxwaleko zalo.

 

Ndiye ndafumana ithuba loluntu

ukuphumla kwiNtando kaBawo ongcwele   e

ukwala nakuphi na ukwahlulwa kwixa elizayo kule ntando kaThixo   .

Noko ke, oku kwakunganelanga ukundanelisa.

Ndandifuna uMama wam Osikelelwe

-Ndilandele kulwandle olukhulu loPhezukonke

- ukuvelisa kwakhona zonke izenzo zomntu kunye nam.

 

Oku kuyakunika izenzo zamadoda itywina lesibini ukongeza kwitywina endilibeke phezu kwabo.

ngenxa yezenzo zam zobuntu ezenziwe kwiNtando yobuThixo.

 

Yayimnandi kangakanani inkampani kuMyolelo wam kaMama wam owahlukileyo  !

Ubudlelwane phakathi komsebenzi buyanda

- ulonwabo, ulwaneliseko, uthando oluthambileyo,

-ukulinganisa ngothando, imvisiswano nobugorha.

Ukuzihlukanisa, kwelinye icala, kuvelisa iziphumo ezichaseneyo.

Xa mna nomama sasisebenza kunye,

sobabini sakhupha iilwandle zolonwabo, ulwaneliseko kunye nothando olwasifaka omnye komnye, luvelisa ubuqhawe obuphezulu.

Ezi lwandle azizange zivukele Thina kuphela. Ibingabo bonke abo kufuneka basikhaphe kwintando yobuThixo.

 

Kwaye ezi lwandle ziye zaphakamisa inkitha yamarhe.

ukubiza umntu ukuba aphile kwi-   Will yethu

ukuze aphinde afumane ulonwabo lwakhe kunye nempahla yakhe njengasekuqaleni, izinto awayephulukene nazo xa wayerhoxa kwiWill yethu.

Ndiza kuwe ngoku.

Emva kokubiza uMama wam waseZulwini, ndikubiza, wena, ukuze zonke izenzo zomntu zibe namatywina amathathu:

-umhla wokuqala ovela kum,

- eyesibini ndiyinikwe nguMama wam e

- eyesithathu inikwe sisidalwa esiqhelekileyo.

 

Uthando lwam lwaphakade alunakwaneliswa

okoko nje engakhange akhulise isidalwa esiqhelekileyo

ukuze ndivule iingcango zeWill yam kubo bonke abo bafuna ukuhlala khona.

 

Nantsi

 ngokuba nifumene izibonakaliso ezininzi kum  ,

kuba ndikutyhilele iziphumo ezininzi zeWill yam   .

 

Ezi zimagnethi ezinamandla

ukukutsala ukuba uphile kwintando yam kwaye, emva   kwakho,

ukutsala   abanye.

 

Injongo

ngena kwiNtando yam   e

ukulandela ukuhamba okumangalisayo kwemisebenzi yam kunye noMama wam ongahlukaniyo, wena,   wohlanga oluqhelekileyo,

-Awukwazanga ukuyenza

ukuba ndandingabuyiswanga noko kwisikhundla awayenaso umntu ngokushiya izandla zethu, phambi kokuba arhoxe kwiWill yethu.

Ngale nto ndinibulele kakhulu.

Ndifuna ukuzisa indalo kunye nomphefumlo wakho kule meko yokuqala. Ngokuthe ngcembe, njengoko ndikunika ubabalo lwam, ndisusa imbewu, utyekelo kunye neminqweno yemvelo yemvukelo, konke ngaphandle kokunciphisa inkululeko yakho yokuzikhethela.

 

Isidima sam nobungcwele bufuna ukuba   uqale ukuzise kobu lonwabo

- ndikubizele embindini weWill yam e

-ukwenza ukuba uphinde zonke izenzo ezenziwa ndim, izenzo ezingekazazi izidalwa.

 

Kungenjalo ngewungenakukwazi ukuyenza loo nto

-hamba kunye nam ngenxa yezenzo ezingenakubalwa zeNtando yam,

- okanye ukuhlala kunye nam ukuqhelana kufuneka sisebenze njengeqela.

 

Iinkanuko kunye neembewu zotyekelo olubi beziya kuvela njengezithintelo phakathi kwam nawe.

Ebuninzini

unge uthobele imithetho yam njengoko bebaninzi   abathembekileyo kum.

kodwa wena ngewukude ukuyifeza le nto ndiyenzayo, kwaye wena nam   ngesingavuyanga.

 

Ukuhlala kwiWill yam ngokuchanekileyo

-hlala ngolonwabo olugqibeleleyo emhlabeni,

-kwaye uphile kulonwabo olukhulu ngakumbi eZulwini.

 

Ngale nto ndikubiza ngokuba yintombi yokwenyani yeWill yam, lizibulo elonwabileyo leWill yam.

Nikela ingqalelo kwaye uthembeke. ²IViens kwintando yam yanaphakade.

Izenzo zam nezikaMama zikulindile apho

ukuze ube nokongeza itywina lezenzo zakho kubo. Lonke izulu likulindile

AbaSikelelweyo bafuna ukubona yonke imisebenzi yabo izukiswa kwintando yam sisidalwa esisuka kubo.

 

Izizukulwana zangoku nezizayo zikulindile

ukuze ulonwabo lwabo lokuqala olulahlekileyo lube nokubuyiselwa kubo.

 

Ah! Hayi! Hayi! Izizukulwana aziyi kudlula de umntu abuyele esibelekweni sam

kwimo yobuhle nolongamo eyayinalo xa yaphuma ezandleni zam ngexesha   lokudala!

 

Andoneliseki yintlawulelo yomntu yedwa. Nokuba kuza kufuneka ndilinde, ndiza kuba nomonde.

Ngenxa yentando yam, umntu kufuneka abuyele kum ekwimeko efanayo naleyo ndandimdale ngayo.

“Xa elandela intando yakhe,

umntu wawela enzonzobileni waza wajika waba lirhamncwa.

Ekufezekiseni iWill yam, uyakubuyela kwimeko ebendimkhethele yona.

 

Emva koko ndiya kuba nako ukuthi: Ndiyifezile yonke into.

Yonke indalo ibuyiselwe kum, kwaye ndiya kuphumla kuyo.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza waza wandintywilisela ngokupheleleyo kwintando yakhe eNgcwele. Kwaba ngathi ndibona umsebenzi weNdalo usombuluka phambi kwamehlo am

ndaza ndalandela konke oko uYesu wam endimthandayo wayekwenzela izidalwa. Emva kokucamngca ngayo yonke le nto kunye,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, intando yam yenza ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo.   Ekuqaleni iyaqonda  . Emva koko   iqinisekisa kwaye ikhusela oko ikuzuzileyo  .

 

KwiNdalo ndenze kwaye ndaodola yonke into  . Ngoku iWill yam ikhusela yonke into.

 

Ukususela kumzuzu wokudala,

Akukho nto intsha ndiyenzileyo ngolungelelwano lwendalo.

IWiyo yam iphinde yachazwa kwakhona

xa ndehla eZulwini ukuze ndisindise uluntu  .

Kodwa esi senzo asenziwanga ngexesha elifutshane njengeNdalo.

 

Kwandithatha iminyaka engamashumi amathathu anesithathu.

Kwaye ndisenayo yonke into endayenzayo ngelo xesha.

 

Njengoko ilanga likhona ukuze kulungelwe bonke abantu ngenxa yentando yam yokuGcina, ngokunjalo izibonelelo zokuhlengwa zihlala zisebenza kwisidalwa ngasinye.

Okwangoku, iWill yam ifuna ukubuyela emsebenzini. Ngaba uyazi ukuba uza kwenza ntoni?

 

Ufuna ukuvelisa kwizidalwa oko akufezileyo   kuBuntu bam  .

Iya kuba ngumsebenzi ochukumisa kakhulu, omkhulu kuneNtlalo.

Kanye njengokuba, kwiNtlawulelo,

Ndabumba uMama ukuba akhawule ubuntu bam.

Ke ngoku ndikukhethile ukuba wenze kuwe into ezuzwe yintando yam kuBuntu bam.

 

Yabona, le yimisebenzi, leyo yeNtando yam ePhakamileyo.

Njani, ngexesha leNdalo, ubuze bendawo banikelwa

ukuze ndibeke ilanga, neenkwenkwezi, nenyanga, nesibhakabhaka, nazo zonke izinto ezintle eziphantsi kophahla lwezulu.

 

Ngale ndlela uya kuzinikela ukufumana zonke ezi zinto zithe zafezwa yintando yam kuBuntu bam.

 

Uya kufana noBuntu bam

ongazange aphikisane nayo yonke into eyayifunwa yiWill yam.

Ndiya kukubeka kuwe konke okwenziwa yiNtando ePhakamileyo kum ukuze uvelise kwakhona yonke into.

Emva kwexesha, ndifumana ukuxolelwa ngummeli wam, ndazixelela:

"Yesu wam, ndifuna ukufumana uxolelo kwiThanda lakho".

 

Ngaphambi kokuba ndithethe kwakhona,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ndiyakukhulula kwiWill yam

Kwaye iNtando yam, ukukukhulula, ibeka amazwi okuxolelwa

- khulula nabani na ofuna ukukhululwa e

- baxolele abo bafuna ukuxolelwa.

 

Intando yam ayiquki nje enye, kodwa zonke izidalwa. Nangona kunjalo, abo bathambekele ngcono bafumana ngaphezulu kunabanye ».

 

Ndicamngca ngeentlungu ezininzi ezaziphilwa nguYesu wam othandekayo   kumyezo waseGetsemane, iintlungu ezingaziswanga ngokuthe ngqo ngabantu  .

Kuba uYesu ngelo xesha wayeyedwa, eshiywe ngumntu wonke.

 

Kunoko, ezi ntlungu wazibeka kuye nguYise ongunaPhakade.

Imijelo yoThando eyayithwele zonke izidalwa yayiqukuqela phakathi kwakhe noBawo waseZulwini. Le misinga ithwele uthando uThixo analo ngezidalwa zonke kwakunye nothando isidalwa ngasinye esinalo kuThixo.

 

Kuba olu thando lokugqibela lwalulahlekile,

UYesu weva intlungu eyodlula zonke ezinye iintlungu, intlungu ebuhlungu kangangokuba yayibila ligazi.

 

Ke uYesu wam othandekayo, efuna intuthuzelo, wandicinezela entliziyweni yakhe   wathi  :

“Ntombi yam, iintlungu zoThando zezona zibuhlungu.

Jonga, lonke uThando olundityala izidalwa luvalelekile kwimisinga yoThando phakathi kwam noBawo.

 

Ngoko ke, le misinga iqulethe

-Uthando lungcatshiwe, uthando luyaliwa,

-Uthando alwaziwa, uthando luxhatshaziwe.

Owu! indlela le misinga igqobhoza ngayo iNtliziyo yam, kangangokuba ndiziva ndisondele ekufeni!

Xa ndadala umntu,

Ndamisa intaphane yothando phakathi kwam naye.

 

Kwakunganelanga ukuba ndiyidale.

Hayi, kwakufuneka ndimise imisinga emininzi phakathi kwam naye.

kwaye ezi zobukhulu obungaka, ukuba kwakungekho nxalenye yomntu apho le misinga ingahambi ngayo.

 

 Umsinga wothando ngobulumko bam ujikelezwe kubukrelekrele  bomntu. Emehlweni akhe, ukuqukuqela kothando lokuKhanya kwam.

Emlonyeni wakhe, ukuhamba kothando lwaMazwi am. Ezandleni zakhe, ukuhamba kothando lwemisebenzi yam. Kwintando yakhe, yangoku yothando lweNtando yam. Kwaye ngako konke okunye.

 

Umntu udalelwe ukuba anxibelelane rhoqo noMdali wakhe ngemijelo yoThando.

Isono siyitshabalalisile yonke le misinga, sahlukanisa umntu nam.” Ngaba uyazi ukuba kwenzeke njani oku?

Jonga ilanga:

ukukhanya kwawo kuchukumisa umphezulu womhlaba kwaye kunempembelelo enkulu kuwo.

Umhlaba ukufunxa kakuhle ubushushu belanga

obo bushushu mabuwuvundise, bube ke ubomi kuyo yonke into eyivelisayo. Ngokwenene sinokuthi ilanga nomhlaba ziyanxibelelana.

 

Owu! lungakanani na unxibelelwano phakathi komntu nam, mna lo ndililo iLanga lenyani nelanaphakade!

 

Ukuba isidalwa sinokuphazamisa ukukhanya phakathi kwelanga nomhlaba, umhlaba ubuya kutshona kubumnyama obupheleleyo.

Yayiza kuphulukana nokuchuma kwayo ize ingabi nabomi.

Esinjani sona isohlwayo esasiya kusifanelekela isidalwa esasiza kuphazamisa ukukhanya kwelanga!

Ukanti oku koko kwenziwa ngumntu ngexesha lokudala.

Kwafuneka ndehle eZulwini ukuze ndibuyisele yonke le misinga yoThando.

Kwaye ngexabiso elingakanani kum! Nangona kunjalo, nangoku, ukungabi nambulelo komntu kuyaqhubeka nokutshabalalisa imisinga yoThando endiyibuyisileyo ”.

 

Ndacinga ngoYesu wam othandekayo xa wayeziswe phambi koHerode, ndaza ndacinga ngaphakathi kwam: “Kwenzeka njani ukuba uYesu, olunge ngolu hlobo, angabi nakuthetha nelizwi   kuHerode   , nokuba amkhangele?

 

Mhlawumbi le ntliziyo inenkohliso yayinokuguqulwa ngamandla oMjongo kaYesu.” Ezibonakalisa   uYesu, wathi kum  :

 

Intombazana yakho

Ubugwenxa nobuqaqadeka bentliziyo kaHerode babenza ukuba akafanele ukumjonga okanye athethe nelizwi elinye kuye.

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ukuba bendinako, ebeya kuba netyala ngakumbi.

kuba lonke iLizwi lam liyamisela

- ikhonkco elongezelelweyo, umanyano olukhulu,

-ubudlelwane obukhulu phakathi kwam nesidalwa.

Xa umphefumlo uva uJongo lwam, ubabalo luqala ukwenza.

 

Ukuba iNjongo yam okanye iLizwi lam limnandi kwaye liyingenelo,   ngoko   umphefumlo uthi kuwo  : Hayi indlela elimnandi, elingene ngayo, lithambile, limnandi!

Ungamthandi njani?"

Ukuba iNjongo yam okanye iLizwi lam lizaliswe bubungangamsha, likhanya ngokukhanya  ,   umphefumlo uthi  : "Bubuphi ubungangamsha, yintoni ubukhulu, yintoni ukukhanya okungena ngaphakathi.

Incinci kangakanani, ilusizi kwaye isebumnyameni xa ithelekiswa nokukhanya okuqaqambileyo! "

Ukuba bendifuna ukukuchazela amandla, ubabalo kunye nokulunga kwamazwi am, ngubani owaziyo ukuba zingaphi iincwadi omele uzibhale  !

 

Jonga zonke izinto ezintle endikwenzele zona

- ndijonge kuwe amaxesha amaninzi,

-ukuqhubeka neencoko ezinje ngokusondeleyo nawe.

 

Andanelisekanga ngamazwi ambalwa ngawe. Hayi, ndikunike iintshayelelo ezipheleleyo.

Oku kulandela ukuba amaqhina phakathi kwam nawe akanakubalwa.

Bendiniphethe njengomfundisi ebenzela abafundi bakhe.

Xa umntu ongengomfundi ecela icebiso, umfundisi-ntsapho waneliswa ngamazwi ambalwa.

Kodwa, efuna ukwenza njengaye abafundi bakhe abakhulu,

unikela imihla yonke kubo, uthetha nabo ixesha elide yaye usoloko ebakhokela.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha iphuhlisa isihloko okanye inike imizekelo

ukubanceda baqonde. Akaze abashiye bodwa kuba esoyikela ukuba iziphazamiso ezinjengomoya zisenokusasaza iimfundiso zakhe.

 

Ukuba kuyimfuneko, uzibandeza ukuphumla ukuze abanyamekele, abafundise. Akayihoya nto, okanye ukudinwa, okanye ubunzima, okanye ukubila kwakhe;

ukuphumeza injongo yakhe yokuguqula abafundi bakhe babe ngabafundisi-ntsapho abafana naye.

Yile nto ndiyenzileyo nawe. Andikufihlelanga nto. Kwabanye bendinamazwi nje ambalwa.

Kodwa, ngenxa yenu, ndisebenze udliwano-ndlebe, iintetho ezinde, uthelekiso, ebusuku, emini, ngamaxesha onke.

 

Mingaphi imibulelo endinganinikanga yona!

Lungakanani uthando endingakhange ndilungqine kuwe, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba ndingakwazi ukuba ngaphandle kwakho! Ndinezicwangciso ezinkulu ngawe. Yiyo loo nto ndikunike kakhulu.

 

Kwaye wena, ungathanda ukubulela kum ngokundishiya ndifihliwe

-konke endikuthethileyo, nako konke endakwenzayo kuwe;

ngaloo ndlela ndihlutha uzuko endiza kulufumana xa konke oku kwaziwa?

Ungathini ngomfundi ukuba utitshala, emva komsebenzi ongaka, wakwazi ukuguquka waba ngutitshala onjengaye,

kuthekani ukuba lo mfundi wayefuna ukulugcina kuye lonke ulwazi awayelunikwe ngumfundisi-ntsapho, esala ukwabelana nabanye ngalo?

 

Ngaba oko bekungayi kuba kukungabi nambulelo nonobangela wentlungu kumfundisi-ntsapho?

 

Kuthekani ngelanga, ukuba emva kokufumana ukukhanya nobushushu obungaka kum, lalile ukukhupha oko kukhanya nobushushu emhlabeni?

 

Ubungekhe umxelele:

“Yinyani ukuba umhle.

Kodwa uphosakele ngokugcina ukukhanya kwakho kunye nokufudumala kwakho kuwe.

Umhlaba, izityalo kunye nezizukulwana zabantu zilindele ukukhanya kwakho kunye nokufudumala. Bayayifuna ukuze bafumane ubomi baze bachume.

 

Kutheni usivalela izinto ezingaka?

Nto leyo eyenza ukuba ukuziphatha kwakho kubekruqula ngakumbi,

kukuba xa usinika ukukhanya nobushushu, awulahlekelwa nto. Ngokwahlukileyo koko, zuza uzuko olungakumbi kwaye usikelele wonke umntu!”

Ngaba awufani nela langa?

Ndibeke ukukhanya okukhulu kuwe malunga neWill yam

elingaphezu kwelanga elikhanyisela bonke abantu. Uluntu luya kuxhamla kakhulu kuyo.

Mna kunye nezizukulwana zabantu silindele ukuba oku kukhanya kuphume kuwe. Yaye cinga ngendlela yokuyifihla.

 

Kwaye unexhala lokuba abantu abaphetheyo bathatha amanyathelo ayimfuneko

ukuze bukhanye ngokwenzuzo yabo bonke. Hayi, hayi, akulunganga oko! "

 

Ndandicinga ukuba ndiza kufa ngoxa uYesu wayethetha. Ndaziva ndinetyala kuba, mva nje, ndiye ndakhululeka kukubona ukuba abo babenikwe imvume abazange bakwazi ukupapasha nayiphi na imibhalo yam.

 

Owu! hayi indlela endandiziva ngayo xa ndingxoliswa kanobom! Ngokusuka emazantsi entliziyo yam, ndacela uYesu ukuba andixolele.

 

Watsho   endithulisa   wathi:

"Ndiyakuxolela kwaye ndikusikelele.

Kodwa lumka ngakumbi kwixesha elizayo ukuze ungaqalisi. "

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