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Ndithandaze kwaye ndajoyina eyona ntando iNgcwele kaThixo ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo athile engqondweni yam malunga nento endiyixelelwa nguYesu wam ngentando yakhe.

Ukhanyisa ingqondo yam,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam yimbewu, indlela kunye nesiphelo sawo onke amandla.

Ngaphandle kwembewu yeNtando yam umntu akanakuze athethe ngesidima. Kufana nomthi:

iqala ngembewu yayo, equlethe umthi uphela onamandla. Iingcambu zawo zaqala kule mbewu.

 

Xa ezi zitshona emhlabeni, amasebe awo akhula enze isithsaba esimangalisayo.

oya kwenza uzuko lwakhe.

Ngokuvelisa iziqhamo ezininzi, lo mthi uzisa ingeniso nozuko kwabo bawuhlwayelayo. Kuthatha ixesha ukukhula kwaye eminye imithi ithatha iinkulungwane ukuthwala isiqhamo. Okukhona umthi unexabiso, kokukhona uthabatha ixesha elide.

 

Kunjalo ke kumthi wentando yam:

ekubeni iyeyona ixabisekileyo, ibalaseleyo, eyona ingcwele, iphakamileyo, ithatha ixesha elingakumbi ukukhula nokuthwala isiqhamo.

 

Umthi weCawe  , kwelinye icala, utsale imbewu   yawo kumthi weNtando yam,   ngaphandle kwayo bekungayi kubakho ubungcwele.

 

Emva koko umthi weCawa wabona amasebe awo ekhula, ahlala ebotshelelwe kumthi wentando yam.

Ngoku iBandla kufuneka livune iziqhamo, ukuze lonwabe kwaye lizondle. Ezi ziqhamo ziya kuba luzuko lwam nesithsaba sam.

 

Yini na ukuba umangaliswe yile nto?

- endaweni yokutyhila iziqhamo zeNtando yam ekuqaleni, ngaba ndiye ndakhetha ukuyenza ngawe emva kweenkulungwane ezininzi kangaka?

Ekubeni umthi wentando yam wawungekakhuli, wawunokuthini ukuvelisa isiqhamo?

 

Yiloo nto kuphela.

Ukumkani akathweswa sithsaba ngaphandle kokuba sele enobukumkani, umkhosi, abaphathiswa kunye nebhotwe.

Kungoko kuphela athi athweswe isithsaba.

Ukuba sifuna ukumthwesa isithsaba ngaphandle kokuba abe nobukumkani kunye nomkhosi, uya kudlula ukumkani we-comedy.

 

Intando yam kufuneka ibe njalo

isithsaba sayo yonke into   kwaye

ukuzaliseka kozuko lwam kwizidalwa.

 

Xa yonke into izaliseka ngokomnqweno wam kumthi wendalo,

andiyi kuyenza ukuba   ivelise isiqhamo kuphela;

kodwa ndiya kumondla kwaye

Ndiya kumvumela ukuba afikelele   kwindawo ephakamileyo.

 

Kuphela ngentando yam  umntu uthi: " Yonke into igqityiwe  ". 

 

Yiyo le nto ndifuna ngokwenene ukuba baziwe.

iziqhamo ezinkulu kunye neentsikelelo ezinxulumene nentando yam   ,

kwanokulunga okukhulu okufumana umphefumlo ngokuhlala kuyo   .

 

Ukuba ezi nyaniso azaziwa,

banokunqwenelwa baze bakhuliswe njani?

 

Ukuba andikhange ndiveze ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kuMyolelo wam kunye nokulunga kwawo, umsebenzi weNdalo yam

- iya kuba ingaphelelanga e

- wayengenakukwazi ukuthweswa kwakhe isithsaba esizukileyo.

 

Bona ngoku

- ingakanani imfuneko

makwazeke yonke into endikuxelele yona ngeWill yam

-kutheni ndikutyhala kangaka ndixolise kwabanye qho?

 

Uyasiqonda nokuba kutheni, kwimeko yabanye abantu,

-Ndatyhila kuphela emva kokufa kwabo iinceba ababezifumene,

-Ngoxa ndikwenzela wena usaphila?

Kusenzelwa   ukuba yonke into endikuxelele yona ngeWill yam yaziwe.

 

Into engaziwayo ayinakuxatyiswa okanye ithandeke.

Ulwazi lweNtando yam luya kusebenza njengesichumiso somthi, senze iziqhamo zivuthwe.

Ulonwabo lwam luya kulandela kunye nolwakho. "



 

Ndacamngca   ngePassion   ka Yesu wam omnandi ndaye ndaqala ukuva iintlungu zakhe njengoko wayeziva.

 

Wandijonga   , wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndinyamezele zonke iintlungu zePasion yam kwiWill   yam  .

Ngelixa ndandiziva, iindlela ezininzi zavulwa kwi-Will yam ukufikelela kuso sonke isidalwa.

 

Ukuba andizange ndihlupheke kwi-Will yam, egubungela yonke into, iintlungu zam

- ngengazange ndikujoyine kwaye

- ngengazange idibanise nasiphi na esinye isidalwa.

Babeza kuhlala bebodwa kuBuntu bam.

 

Ndizicingela njani iimbandezelo zam kwiWill yam,

-iindlela ezahlukeneyo ezivulelwe izidalwa kunye

-Iindlela ezininzi nazo zivuliwe ukuvumela izidalwa kwimbali yonke

- yiza kum kwaye umanyene neembandezelo zam.

 

Njengoko imivumbo yawa phezu kwam,

Intando yam indenze ndabetha yonke indalo  .

 

Ngendlela yokuba kwakungenjalo

-kungekhona kuphela izidalwa ezandibethayo.

- kodwa nabo bawo onke amaxesha,

ngezono zabo zobuqu, bathatha inxaxheba kule mivumbo yoburhelemnqa.

 

Kwenzeka into efanayo kuzo zonke ezinye iimbandezelo zam.

Intando yam izise zonke izidalwa kum. Akukho mntu wayengekho.

 

"Oh! Iintlungu zam zazibuhlungu kwaye zinkulu kunezo zazibonakala kuphela!

 

Ke wena,   ukuba ufuna ukufikelela

imfesane yakho, ukuziphindezela kwakho neembandezelo zakho ezincinci kum,

- hayi nje ukuhamba nam,

-kodwa ukuvula iindlela zam kwaye

-  ukuzisa yonke into kwintando yam,

ngoko zonke izizukulwana ziya kufumana umphumo.

 

Ayiphelelanga nje ekubandezelekeni kwam kuzo zonke izidalwa, kodwa kwanaMazwi am, kuba athethwa kwintando yam.

 

Ngokomzekelo,   xa uPilato endibuza ukuba ndingukumkani na, ndaphendula  :

 

“Ubukumkani bam asibubo obeli hlabathi.

Ukuba ibiphuma kweli hlabathi, imikhosi yezithunywa zezulu ibiya kundimela.

 

Endibonile ukuba ndilusizi, ndithotywe yaye ndideliwe, uPilato wakhwankqiswa waza wandibuza iinkcukacha ezingakumbi, esithi, “Ke, ngaba ungukumkani na?”

 

“Ndamphendula ngokuqinisekileyo yena nabazalwana bakhe.

 

Mna ndingukumkani  , ndize kweli hlabathi, ukuze ndifundise   inyaniso.

Yiyo ayiyo

okanye igunya eliphakamileyo,

okanye   izikumkani,

okanye ilungelo   lokuyalela

evumela umntu ukuba alawule,

oko kumenza abe nesidima kwaye amphakamise ngaphezu kwabanye.

 

Ezi zinto zibubukhoboka nentlupheko nje. Bona

-umenze umntu abe likhoboka leenkanuko ezimbi;

- amkhokelele ekwenzeni izenzo ezigwenxa ezimthoba isidima e

- avuse intiyo yabaphantsi kwakhe.

 

Ubutyebi bukhoboka kwaye

amandla likrele elenzakalisa okanye elibulala inani elikhulu.

 

Amandla okwenene

-ubuhle,

- lahla yonke into,

-libala,

-ukuzithoba kwabanye.

Idibanisa yonke into kwaye wonke umntu othandweni.

Ulawulo lwam aluyi kuba nasiphelo kwaye nolwakho sele luza kuphela.

 

Ndiwagcinile la Mazwi, athethwe kwintando yam,

- bamamele iindlebe zabo bonke abo bakwizikhundla eziphezulu;

ukuze bayazi ingozi enkulu abazifumana bekuyo.

 

Zaba sisilumkiso kwabo bangxamele ukuzukiswa negunya.”



 

Ndibhala ngokuthobela.

Ndinikela ngayo yonke into kuYesu wam othandekayo emanyene nedini lokuthobela kwakhe, ukufumana ubabalo namandla okwenza njengoko afuna.

 

Owu Yesu wam,

- ndinike isandla sakho esingcwele,

-Ndinike ukukhanya kobulumko bakho kwaye ubhale kunye nam.

 

Ndandicinga ngommangaliso omkhulu

yokuMisa   okuNgamanga kukaKumkanikazi wam kunye noMama waseZulwini

kwaye, kum, ndaziva:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

uKukhawulwa Okungenasiphelo kukaMama wam endimthandayo kwakungummangaliso kwaye kwakumangalisa kangangokuba iZulu nomhlaba zakhwankqiswa kwaye zabhiyozelwa.

 

Abantu abathathu abaNgcwele bakhuphisana omnye nomnye:

uYise wathumela ulwandle olukhulu   lwaMandla,

Mna, Nyana, ulwandle olukhulu loBulumko   kunye

uMoya oyiNgcwele ulwandle olukhulu loThando   olungunaphakade.

 

Ezi lwandle zadibana zaba lulunye.

Kwaye phakathi kwayo iNtombi Enyulu yakhawulwa, yanyulwa phakathi kwabanyuliweyo. U-Divinity wayeyijongile into yalo mbono.

 

Olu lwandle

wayengenguye nje isazulu sobomi sesi sidalwa sikhethekileyo nesimangalisayo, kodwa wamngqonga.

ukuyikhusela kuyo nantoni na enokuthi iyifukamele,   ngokunjalo

ukuyinika ngendlela    ehlala  ihlaziywa

ubuhle, ubabalo, amandla, ubulumko, uthando, amalungelo, njl.

 

Umntu wakhe omncinane wakhawulwa esazulwini solu lwandle waza wakhula phantsi kwempembelelo yamaza obuthixo.

 

Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba esi sidalwa sihloniphekileyo nesikhethekileyo sikhawulwe, wafuna ukunikela kuThixo.

-ukuncamisa kwakhe,

- uthando lwakhe olusondeleyo,

- ukwanga kwakhe kunye

-umtsalane ovela kuncumo lwakhe olucacileyo.

Akazange afune ukulinda, njengoko kuqhelekile kwezinye izidalwa.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ukususela ekuqulunqweni kwayo,

-Ndamnika ukusetyenziswa kwesizathu kunye

-Ndayityebisa ngesipho sazo zonke isayensi.

 

Ndamvumela ukuba azi uvuyo lwethu kunye neentlungu zethu ngokuphathelele iNdalo.

 

Ukususela esizalweni sikanina weza eZulwini emazantsi eTrone yethu

- kiss us,

-Sinike uthando lwakhe omnye komnye kunye nokwanga kwakhe okuthambileyo.

Eziphose ezingalweni zethu, wancuma wasijonga enombulelo ongazenzisiyo waza waxhokonxa uncumo lwethu.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela ekwakukuhle ngayo ukubona esi sidalwa simsulwa kwaye sinenyhweba,

- utyebile kuzo zonke iimpawu zikaThixo,

yizani phakathi kwethu, niphuphuma uthando nentembeko, ningenaloyiko.

 

Sisono kuphela

-yahlula isidalwa kuMdali,

-Utshabalalisa uthando nethemba,

- iphakamisa uloyiko.

 

Weza phakathi kwethu njengoKumkanikazi owathi, ngenxa yothando lwakhe,

- efakwe kuyo ngathi -,

wasenza sasabela kwiminqweno yakhe, wasivuyisa,

wasikhuthaza ukuba sibhiyozele kwaye walubamba uThando lwethu. Kwaye samvumela yonke le nto.

 

Sisonwabela olu thando lusiyolileyo, simenze uKumkanikazi weZulu noMhlaba.

 

Izulu nomhlaba   zavuya kwaye zavuya kunye nathi ukuba ekugqibeleni, emva kweenkulungwane ezininzi, uKumkanikazi.

 

Ilanga   lancuma ekukhanyeni kwalo

kwaye waziva ekuvuyela ukukhonza uKumkanikazi wakhe ngokumnika ukukhanya kwakhe.

 

Amazulu, iinkwenkwezi nendalo iphela   zavuya.

bavuya, kuba kaloku bebemthathile ukumkanikazi wabo

ukubavumela ukuba babone ubuhle babo kunye nemvisiswano abazintywilisela kuyo.

 

Izityalo   zancuma kuba zazikwazi ukondla ukumkanikazi wazo.

Nkqu   nomhlaba   wancuma kwaye waziva uhloniphekile ukuba ubenakho ukunika ikhaya kwiNkosazana yawo kwaye ukwazi ukuhamba ekhondweni lakhe.

 

Kuphela   isihogo salila  , siziva sibuthathaka kukufika kwalo Kumkani.

 

Ngaba uyazi ukuba yintoni   na isenzo sokuqala sesi sidalwa sasezulwini?

waqala nini ukuza phambi kwetrone yethu?

 

Wayesazi ukuba bonke ubungendawo babantu buvela ekwahlukaneni kwentando yabo nentando yoMdali wabo.

 

Wangcangcazela kwaye, ngaphandle kokuchitha ixesha kwaye ngaphandle kokuthandabuza,

Wayibeka intando yakhe emazantsi etrone yethu.

 

Intando yethu yazibophelela kuYe kwaye yaba ngundoqo wobomi bakhe, kangangokuba bonke ubudlelwane kunye nonxibelelwano lwavuleka phakathi kwakhe nathi, kwaye kwakungekho mfihlo yokuba singamthembanga.

 

Yayisisenzo kanye   sokubeka intando yakhe ezinyaweni zethu.

eyaye yayiyeyona intle, yayiyeyona inkulu kwaye yayiyeyona ikhaliphile kuzo zonke izenzo zakhe.

Savuya ngoku, samenza ukumkanikazi wayo yonke into.

Uyabona ke ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukubotshelelwa kwintando yethu ngelixa ungahoyi eyakhe?

 

“  Isenzo sakhe sesibini   yayikukubonisa uthando kuthi  .

ukufumaneka kwakhe iyonke naliphi na idini simcela.

 

Isenzo sakhe sesithathu   yaba kukubuyisela imbeko nozuko lweNdalo athe umntu wayingcolisa ngokwenza ukuthanda kwakhe.

 

Ukususela kumzuzu wakhe wokuqala esibelekweni, wakhala ngothando ngathi kunye neentlungu zokuwa   komntu.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela ukulila okumsulwa okwasichukumisa ngayo kwaza kwakhawulezisa ukuzaliseka kweNtlawulelo ekwakukudala ilindelwe.

Lo Kumkanikazi wasikhokela, wasibopha kwaye wakrazula ubabalo olungenasiphelo kuthi.

 

Wazama ngamandla ukuba sijonge uluntu kangangokuba singakwazi ukuzixhathisa izibongozo zakhe ezingapheliyo.

 

Kodwa wawafumana phi amandla angaka kunye nempembelelo phezu koBuThixo?

 

Ah! Sele uqondile ukuba oku kungamandla entando yethu esebenza kuyo. Kwangaxeshanye wayilawula.

Le ntando yamnika amandla phezu koThixo ngokwakhe.

 

Singamelana njani nesidalwa esimsulwa kangaka?

- egcwele amandla kunye nobungcwele beNtando yethu? Bekuya kuba sixhathisa   ngokwethu.

 

Sazibona iimpawu zethu   zobuthixo kuye.

Ukuguqulelwa kweempawu zobuthixo kwamgubungele njengamaza, ukuguqulelwa kobuNgcwele bethu, uThando Lwethu, Amandla Ethu, njl.

 

YayiyiWill yethu ebekwe kuyo

-owatsalela kuye zonke ezi nguqulelo zeempawu zethu zobuthixo kunye

-eyayisenza isithsaba kunye nokhuselo lobuThixo obuhlala kuyo.

 

Ukuba le Ntombi Inyulu yayingenayo intando kaThixo njengendawo yobomi bayo,

onke amanye amalungelo ebesityebise ngawo ebeya kuhlala engasebenzi.

 

Yayiyintando kaThixo eyayingqinayo kwaye yagcina amalungelo ayo amaninzi. Kwaye ayesanda rhoqo.

 

Xa sisenza izinto, sisenza ngengqiqo, ngobulumko nangobulungisa.

Isizathu sokuba simenze abe nguKumkanikazi wazo zonke izidalwa zezi zilandelayo:

-  akazange azale ukuthanda kwakhe komntu.

- Intando yethu ibisoloko ibalulekile kuyo.

 

Besinokuthini kwisidalwa:

"  Ungukumkanikazi wesibhakabhaka, ilanga neenkwenkwezi."

ukuba endaweni yokuba ilawulwe yintando yethu ibilawulwa yintando yakhe? Zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zaziya kusinda kwigunya lakhe.

 

Ngolwimi lwabo oluthe cwaka, babeza kuthi:

"Asiyifuni.

Singaphezulu kuye kuba asizange siyishiye intando yakho yanaphakade. Indlela owasidala ngayo, sinjani."

 

Nantsi into ababeza kuyithetha:

ilanga   nokukhanya kwalo;

iinkwenkwezi   ngokubengezela kwazo;

ulwandle namaza alo,   njl.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ukubona le Ntombikazi ebalaseleyo

-ongazange afune ukwazi intando yakhe kodwa ekaThixo.

babhiyoza kwaye, ngakumbi,

bazifumanisa bewongekile ukuba naye njengokumkanikazi.

 

Babaleka beza kuye.

bamnika imbeko ngokubeka

-inyanga iphantsi kweenyawo zakhe njengenyathela;

-iinkwenkwezi njengesithsaba sakhe;

- ilanga linjengesithsaba sakhe,

-izithunywa zezulu njengabakhonzi bakhe, e

-amadoda okumnceda.

 

Ngokuqinisekileyo wonke umntu wayemhlonela kwaye wamnika imbeko.

Akukho mbeko okanye uzuko olungenakunikwa kwiNtando yethu, yenza ngathi,

okanye ehlala isidalwa.

 

Ngaba uyazi ukuba yintoni na isenzo sokuqala salo kumkanikazi ubalaseleyo ekuphumeni kwakhe esibelekweni sikanina?

Wawavula amehlo akhe ekukhanyeni kweli hlabathi liphantsi?

 

Ekuzalweni kwakhe, iingelosi zamculela iingoma zengoma. Wayevuya.

 

Umphefumlo wakhe omhle wawushiya umzimba wakhe omncinci kwaye, uhamba kunye nomkhosi weengelosi, wajikeleza eZulwini nasemhlabeni, ehlanganisa lonke uthando.

awathi uThixo wayiphalaza kwindalo.

Weza phantsi kwetrone yethu kwaye wasinika olu Luthando. Emva koko wabulela kuqala egameni labo bonke.

 

Owu! hayi indlela esavuya ngayo kukuva lo mbulelo kule ndlovukazi incinci. Kwaye sayizalisa ngazo zonke iinceba kunye nazo zonke izibonelelo,

ukodlula zonke ezinye izidalwa   kunye.

 

Emva koko, waziphosa ezingalweni zethu, wavuya kunye nathi. Kwaye, equbha kulwandle lolonwabo, wafumana

-ubuhle obutsha, ukukhanya okutsha kunye nothando olutsha.

 

Waphinda wabathethelela abantu,

-thandaza ngeenyembezi ukuba ilizwi elinguNaphakade lihle lisindise abazalwana bakhe. Ngelixa ebesenza oku,

Intando yethu yamazisa ukuba uLizwi uya kuhla emhlabeni.

 

Emva koko walushiya ngoko nangoko uvuyo lwethu. Ukwenza ntoni? Ukuqonda intando yethu.

Yayingumazibuthe onamandla kangakanani iWill yethu

-phila emhlabeni kulo Kumkanikazi usandul 'ukuzalwa!

 

Eli lizwe lalingasabonakali lingaqhelekanga kuthi njengoko lalinjalo ngaphambili.

Kwaye sasingasafuni ukumohlwaya ngokunikezela ngokukhululeka kubuLungisa bethu.

Amandla eNtando yethu kulo mntwana umsulwa ubambe ingalo   yoBulungisa bethu  . Wasincumela emhlabeni kwaye wajika isohlwayo saba ngumbulelo omnandi kunye noncumo.

 

Engakwazi ukuxhathisa ukupela, iLizwi elinguNaphakade landulela ukungenelela kwakhe. Owu mmangaliso weNtando yobuThixo: yonke into ingenxa yakho, yonke into izalisekile kuwe.

 

Akukho mmangaliso mkhulu

ukuba intando yethu ihleli kwisidalwa! "

 

Bendicinga ngesenzo elehla ngaso iLizwi elinguNaphakade liphuma eZulwini lakhawulwa esibelekweni sikaKumkanikazi ongagungqiyo.

.

Engaphakathi kuYesu othandekayo wolula ingalo, wamanga intamo yam   wathi kum  :

 

“Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

Ukukhulelwa kukaMama wam osezulwini kwakungaqhelekanga,

kuba wakhawulwa elwandle ngabantu abathathu abaNgcwele,

 

Andizange   ndazalelwa   kolu lwandle

kodwa   kulwandle olukhulu oluhlala kuthi  , kubuThixo bethu, nolwehla esifubeni salo Mama wasezulwini.

 

"Kwanokuba kufanelekile ukuthi uLizwi   wakhawulwa  ,

uBawo waseZulwini noMoya oyiNgcwele bahlala bangohlulwa kum  .

 

Nangona ndandiyi-arhente kulo mbono,

abaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele ngaxeshanye "bangabacwangcisi".

 

Yiba nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wezibuko ezibini zijongene yaye zibonakalisa into ethile phakathi.

Emva koko kuvela izinto ezintathu:

leyo yeziko elithatha indima esebenzayo, e

ezinye ezimbini zinendima ezimbini zabathathi-nxaxheba kunye   nababukeli.

 

Into ebekwe embindini ihambelana neLizwi eliMnyama,

- enye yezinto ezibonakaliswe kuBathathu Emnye,

-kunye noMama wam endimthandayo.

Ngalo lonke ixesha ndihlala kwiNtando yam,

Umama wam othandekayo uye walungisa esibelekweni sakhe “umhlaba ongcwele” omncinci apho mna, uLizwi onguNaphakade, ndiye ndambatha inyama yomntu.

 

Bendingasoze ndinyathele kwintsimi yomntu qha.

Ngokubonakaliswa koBathathu Emnye kuMama, ubuntu bam bakhawulwa.

 

Ke, ngelixa uBathathu Emnye wayehlala eZulwini,

UBuntu bam ndakhawulwa esifubeni sikaKumkanikazi ohloniphekileyo.

 

Zonke ezinye izinto,

- nangona inkulu, ihloniphekile, iphakamileyo okanye iyamangalisa, nokuba ukukhulelwa kweNdlovukazi eyiNtombikazi,

bakwindawo yesibini.

 

Akukho nto inokuthelekiswa nokuqonda kwam:

okanye   uthando,

okanye ubukhulu,

okanye   Amandla.

 

Uyilo lwam

- yayingekuko ukudala ubomi obutsha

-kodwa yayiyinyani yokuvalela enyameni yomntu uBomi obunika bonke ubomi.

 

Kwakungenjalo

ayisiyiyo into endenza ndibe ngaphezu kokuba   ndinjalo,

kodwa into eyandikhawulela ukuba   ndinikele.

 

Lowo wadala yonke into wayevalelwe kubuntu obuncinane obudaliweyo! Le yimisebenzi enokwenziwa nguThixo kuphela,

-uThixo onothando kwaye

- ngubani, nokuba liliphi ixabiso, ufuna ukubopha isidalwa kuThando lwakhe ukuze agunyaziswe ukuthanda.

 

Kodwa konke oku akukho nto.

Ngaba uyalwazi uthando lwam, amandla kunye noBulumko bam?

 

Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba Amandla kaThixo abumbe uBuntu bam

-mkhulu njenge hazelnut,

-nangona onke amalungu akhe enziwe ngokupheleleyo) kwaye iLizwi lathatha loBuntu, ngoko ke ubukhulu bentando yam,

eziqulethe zonke izidalwa zangaphambili, zangoku nezexesha elizayo, zakhawula ubomi bazo zonke ezi   zidalwa.

Njengoko obam uBomi babuqhubela phambili, obo bomi bakhula kum.

 

Nokuba bendibonakala ndindedwa, ngemicroscope yeWill yam ubomi bazo zonke izidalwa babunokubonwa kum.

.

Kwaba njengamanzi abonwa ngeendlela ezimbini:

kwiliso lenyama kubonakala kucacile   kodwa,

ibonwa phantsi kwemikroskopu, inyakazela   ziintsholongwane.

 

Le yayiyingcamango yam.

Emva koko ivili likaFerris likanaphakade lawela kwimincili yakubona.

-Ukugqithisa okungenakulinganiswa koThando lwam e

-yayo yonke le mimangaliso.

 

Ubukhulu bendalo iphela bashukunyiswa

ukubona Lowo unikela bonke ubomi bakhe ezivalele, azithintele kwaye azenze mncinci.

 

Ukufeza ntoni?

Ukwenza bonke ubomi obudaliweyo bubonakale. "

 

Ndandiphumile emzimbeni wam kwaye ndikhathazeke kakhulu kukungabikho kukaYesu wam othandekayo.

 

Enyanisweni, ndaziva ndingcungcuthekiswa.

Intliziyo yam ehluphekileyo yayitsala nzima phakathi kobomi nokufa.

Enoba kwakubonakala njani kum ukuba ndiza kufa, amandla afihlakeleyo andomeleza ukuze andivumele ndiqhubeke nentlungu yam ekrakra.

 

Hayi ukuba noYesu, hayi indlela elusizi nekhohlakele ngayo imeko! Ukufa ngokwako akuyonto xa   kuthelekiswa!

Ngoxa ukufa kusikhokelela kubomi obungunaphakade, ukuswela kukaYesu kubangela ukuba   ubomi bubaleke.

 

Nangona kunjalo, konke oku kwakungekho nto.

Umphefumlo wam osweleyo, unqwenela ukuba ndiphile,

ukuba umzimba wam unethemba lokufumana ubomi ubuncinci ngaphandle.

 

Endaweni yoko, ndazifumanisa ndikubukhulu obungenamda.

Kulo nzonzobila, ndajonga macala onke, ndisithi kum:

"Kwazi bani, mhlawumbi ndiza kukwazi ukumbona, nokuba kude, ndiziphose ezingalweni zakhe?"

 

Kodwa konke oko kwaba lilize. Ndandisoyika ukuwela enzonzobileni.

Ngaphandle kukaYesu, bendiza kuya phi? Kwakuza kwenzeka ntoni kum?

Ndandingcangcazela, ndikhwaza, ndilila, kodwa kwakungekho nosizi kum.

Ndandifuna ukubuyela emzimbeni wam, kodwa amandla angaziwayo andithintela ekwenzeni oko.

 

Yayiyimeko eyoyikekayo kuba, ngaphandle komzimba wam,

umphefumlo wam uqhele ukuzilungiselela kuThixo wawo njengendawo yawo,

- ngokukhawuleza kunelitye

ethi, ikhululwe kwindawo ephakamileyo, iwele ngasesazulwini somhlaba.

 

Inesimo selitye

- musa ukuhlala uxhonywe emoyeni

-kodwa ndijonge umhlaba njengenkxaso nendawo yokuphumla.

 

Ngokunjalo, ikwindalo yomphefumlo, xa iwushiyile umzimba wayo, ukuba iqalise ukuya kumbindi ophuma kuwo.

 

Le meko yandenza ndanoloyiko nentliziyo ebuhlungu.

endinokukuchaza njengokubandezeleka ngokuthe ngqo sisihogo. Imiphefumlo ehluphekayo engenaye uThixo, iyenza njani loo nto?

Hayi indlela abaphulukana ngayo nokulahlekelwa nguThixo! Ah! Yesu wam, ungavumeli nabani na ukuba alahlekelwe nguwe!

 

Emva kwethuba ndikule meko imanyumnyezi, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Wandidibanisa, uYesu wam omnandi wabeka iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam wandibonisa ukuba ubambe intombazana encinci kakhulu.

 

Umntwana wabonakala ekwicala lokufa.

UYesu wamvuthela kancinane waza wambamba wamqinisa entliziyweni yakhe.

Umntwana olihlwempu wabuyela ekungcungcuthekeni kwakhe, kodwa akazange afe engabuyelanga kuye.

 

UYesu wayenikele ingqalelo kakhulu kuye, emongamela, emnceda, emxhasa.

Intshukumo encinci yomntwana ofayo ayizange imbaleke.

 

Yonke intlupheko yalo mntana ndini yandophula intliziyo. Ejonge   kum, uYesu wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, lo mntwana ngumphefumlo wakho.

Uyayibona indlela endikuthanda ngayo? ndikujongile ngantoni? Ndikugcina uphila ngomoya weNtando yam   .

 

Intando yam ikwenza ube mncinci, ikwenza ufe kwaye ikubuyisele ebomini. Kodwa musa ukoyika, soze ndikulahle!

 Iingalo zam ziya kuhlala zikucinezela esifubeni sam  ."



 

Ndathandaza ndaza ndazinikela ngokupheleleyo kweyona ntando ingcwele kaThixo.

UYesu wam osoloko elungile, evela ngaphakathi kwaye endinika isandla,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

yiza kunye nam, ubone inzonzobila ephakathi kweZulu nomhlaba.

 

Ngaphambi kokuba kubhengezwe iFiat yam, kwakusoyikeka ukubona lo msantsa mkhulu. Yonke into yayimoshekile.

Kwakungekho mahluko phakathi komhlaba, amanzi kunye neentaba. Yayiyimbumba eyoyikisayo.

 

Ngokukhawuleza ukuba i-Fiat yam yabizwa,

zonke iziqalelo zahlulwe enye kwenye, ngalinye kwindawo yalo. Zonke izinto

- zibekwe ngolungelelwano kwaye

- Andikwazanga ukuhamba ngaphandle kwemvume yeFiat yam.

 

Umhlaba wawungasesoyikeki. Babenodaka,

ulwandle olukhulu kunye namanzi acwengile ngokusebeza kwawo okumnandi,

-ngokungathi ngamazwi acula ngoxolo ubuhle bomhlaba. Olunjani lona ucwangco nengqalelo eyavuselelwa ngulo mbono kwizidalwa!

Onjani wona ukuba mhle umbono womhlaba nezityalo neentyatyambo zawo!

 

Kodwa oko kwakunganelanga.

Ivacuum ayizange   izaliswe ngokwaneleyo.

 

Ngelixa iFiat yam ibhabha   emhlabeni,

ndahlulahlula yonke into, ndamisa ucwangco ehlabathini;

wafikelela ezindaweni eziphakamileyo, wandisa izulu,

behombisa   ngeenkwenkwezi.

Ukuzalisa ubumnyama, ndadala ilanga elikhanyisa umhlaba.

ukugxotha ubumnyama nokutyhila ubuhle   beNdalo.

 

Wawuyintoni unobangela weengenelo ezingaka?

I-Fiat yam enamandla onke  .

 

Kodwa le Fiat   yayifuna ukulambatha

ukudala lo matshini mkhulu owenza indalo iphela.

Intombazana yakho

uyasibona esi sikhewu esikhulu endadala ngaso izinto ezininzi?

Kanti ubuze bomphefumlo mkhulu ngakumbi  .

 

Ngelixa indawo engenanto yendalo yonke yayiza kusebenza njengendawo yokuhlala yomntu,

ubuze bomphefumlo bufanele bube yindawo yokuhlala kaThixo.

 

Apho, ekubuzeni komphefumlo,

Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ndibize iFiat yam kangangeentsuku ezintandathu kuphela

-njengaxa ndidala indalo iphela,

kodwa ngawo wonke umzuzu apho umphefumlo ubeka bucala ukuthanda kwawo ukuqonda okwam.

 

Indlela iFiat yam kufuneka idale ngayo izinto ezininzi emphefumlweni

ukuba xa idala indalo iphela, ifuna indawo engakumbi. Ngaba uyazi ukuba ngubani ondinika i-latitude yokuvala esi sikhewu esikhulu somphefumlo? Ngumphefumlo ophila kwiNtando yam.

 

IiFiats zam zibizwa apho ngokuphindaphindiweyo.

 

Iingcinga zakhe zonke   zikhatshwa ngamandla eFiat yam. Owu! zingaphi iinkwenkwezi ezihombise isibhakabhaka salo mphefumlo!

 

Izenzo zakhe zikhatshwa   yiFiat yam kwaye, oh! mangaphi amalanga aphuma kuyo!

Amazwi akhe, ambethe iFiat yam, amnandi ngaphezu kokumbombozela kwamanzi olwandle.

 

Kwaye ulwandle lwenceba yam luyaqukuqela ukuzalisa ubuze balo obukhulu. IFiat yam iyavuya ngokwenza amaza

-eya kufikelela eZulwini kwaye yehla yanyuswa ukuze yandise ulwandle lwalo mphefumlo.

 

IFiat yam ivuthela entliziyweni yakhe  , isenza izingqi zakhe zibe ngamadangatye othando. Akukho nto ibaleka kwiFiat yam:

Unxiba yonke iminqweno yakhe, iminqweno kunye notyekelo,

- ebavumela ukuba badubule kakuhle.

 

Zingaphi izinto ezibonwa nguFiat wam ekungabinalutho komphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam!

 

Owu! usemva kangakanani umatshini omkhulu wendalo iphela. Isibhakabhaka siyamangaliswa kwaye, singcangcazela;

jonga   kwiFiat enamandla onke esebenza kwintando yesi sidalwa.

 

Baziva bonwabile ngokuphindiweyo

ngalo lonke ixesha le Fiat isebenza kwaye ihlaziya amandla ayo okudala.

Balumkile ukubona ukuba ndiza kuyibiza nini iFiat yam, ukufumana uzuko olukhulu kunye nolonwabo ngakumbi.

 

Owu! ukuba wonke umntu ebesazi

- Amandla eFiat yam e

- zonke iingenelo ezikuyo,

bonke baya kuzinikela kwintando yam enamandla onke!

 

Akwanelanga ukuba ulile?

"Mingaphi imiphefumlo,

-nabo obu balamba bukhulu kubo;

-Ndimbi ngakumbi kunokungabikho kwendalo iphela ngaphambi kokuba kubhengezwe iFiat yam!

 

Ngaphandle kwerudder yeFiat yam ngaphakathi, yonke into ikwimeko embi.

Ubumnyama bukhulu kangangokuba buvusa uloyiko noloyiko.

Sibona iqela lezinto, kodwa akukho nto isendaweni yayo.

 

Kuzo umsebenzi weNdalo uyajikwa.

Kuba   yiFiat yam kuphela iodolo. Intando yomntu kukuphazamiseka.

 

Ke, ntombi yeNtando yam,

-ukuba ufuna ukuyalela ngaphakathi kwakho,

iFiat yam mayibe kuwe Ubomi bayo yonke into.

 

Uya kundinika ulwaneliseko olukhulu lokubona iFiat yam isetyenziswa,

- etyhila imimangaliso kunye neentsikelelo azizisayo ".

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndeva uYesu wam othandekayo ethandaza kum esithi:

 

Bawo, ndicela

- ukuze iWill yethu ibenye nentando yalomntwana weWill wethu.

Kwanga intando yakhe ingaba yindawo yokuzalwa yentando yethu kwizidalwa.

 

Owu! ngenxa yozuko lweNtando yethu yanaphakade,

akukho nto iphuma kuyo ingaphumi kwiWill yethu   .

Ukufezekisa oku,

Ndikunika zonke izenzo zoBuntu bam,

-konke kufezekisiwe kwintando yethu ethandekayo. "

 

Emva koko kwathi cwaka. Andazi ukuba ndizive njani

-ukuba ndandingaphakathi kwizenzo ezenziwa nguYesu kunye

ndaye ndazisasaza enye emva kwenye, ndisebenza imisebenzi yam ngokumanyene nowakhe.

 

Oku kungenise ukuKhanya okukhulu kum,

ukuze mna noYesu sintywiliselwe kulwandle lokukhanya.

 

Uphume ngaphakathi kwam, wema ngeenyawo, intende yeenyawo zakhe isentliziyweni yam. Ethumela isandla, ekuphume kuso ukukhanya okungakumbi kunelanga;

Wakhwaza kakhulu:

 

"Yizani nonke, zingelosi, bangcwele, abahambi, zizukulwana, yizani nize nibone ummangaliso omkhulu owakha wabonwa:

Intando yam isebenza kwisidalwa! "

 

Ngelizwi elimyoli nelidlamkileyo likaYesu owazalisa iZulu nomhlaba, amazulu avuleka kwaye wonke umntu wakhawuleza ukujonga ngaphakathi kwam.

ukubona indlela iNtando yobuThixo esebenza ngayo.

Wonke umntu wavuya waza wambulela uYesu ngokulunga okugqithe ngolo hlobo.

 

Ndabhideka ndaphoxeka ndathi kuye:

"Sthandwa sam wenza ntoni?

Kubonakala ngathi ufuna ukundibonisa yonke into, ukuba ndiyindawo ekugxilwe kuyo. Hayi indlela endizonyanya ngayo! "

 

Emva koko   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ah! Ntombi yam, yintando yam

ukuba ndifuna ukwazisa wonke umntu   kwaye

ekhoyo njengamazulu amatsha kunye nendlela eya   kwisizukulwana esitsha. Uya kuba ngathi ungcwatywe kwiWill yam   .

 

Kufuneka kufane nomoya esiwuphefumlayo: nokuba asiwuboni, siyawuva.

Ingena kuyo yonke indawo, kunye neyona mpahla i-opaque. Inika ubomi kuko konke ukubetha kwentliziyo.

Naphi na apho ungena khona, makube njalo

-ebumnyameni,

- kubunzulu obukhulu o

-kwezona ndawo zifihlakeleyo, ixhasa ubomi bento yonke.

Intando yam iya kuba ngaphezulu kuwe kunomoya.

Ukusuka kuwe, uya kwenza ubomi bayo yonke into.

 

Ke qaphela kakhulu kwaye ulandele Intando   kaYesu wakho.

Ngokuqaphela kwakho, uya kukwazi apho ukhoyo kwaye wenza   ntoni.

Ukuphaphama kwakho kuya kukwenza ukuba uxabise kwaye ulixabise ngakumbi ibhotwe leNtando yam.

 

Kucingelwa ukuba umntu usebhotwe lokumkani, engazi ukuba eso sakhiwo sesikakumkani.

Uya kuphazamiseka kwaye uya kuhamba ethetha kwaye ehleka. Akayi kuvuma ukufumana izipho kukumkani.

 

Noko ke, ukuba uyazi ukuba libhotwe lokumkani,

uya kugocagoca ngenyameko yonke into ekuyo aze axabise yonk’ into.

Uya kuhamba ngeentende zeenyawo zakhe, athethe kamnandi aze ajonge ngenyameko, ukuze abone ukuba ukumkani uya kuphuma kweliphi na igumbi.

Uya kuba nethemba lokufumana izipho ezintle kukumkani.

 

Uyabona,   ukuphapha kuyindlela yolwazi  .

Ulwazi luyamtshintsha umntu kunye nendlela azijonga ngayo izinto, luze lumenze afumane izipho ezibalulekileyo.

 

Kuba usebhotwe leNtando yam,

niya kwamkela okuninzi, ukuze ube nako ukubapha bonke abazalwana bakho. "

 

 

Ndaziva ndihlutshwa kukungabikho kukaYesu kwaye ndazicingela:

"Kutheni engezi?

Kwazi bani ukuba ngendimenze ntoni lo undifihlele.

Bendicinga ezinye izinto ezininzi ezinje ezingadingi kuchazwa apha.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo washukuma kum. Undibambe endiqinisile entliziyweni yakhe,

Wathi kum   ngelizwi elithambileyo nelinovelwano:

 

"Ntombi yam, emva kokulibaziseka okungaka ukuba ndiqalise ukuza kuwe,

kufuneka ukwazi ukuqonda ukuba kutheni ndizifihla kuwe. Ndizimela ngaphakathi kuwe, kungekhona ngaphandle.

 

Wandula ke, encwina,   wongezelela  esithi: “Yeha, iintlanga zilungiselela imbandezelo eqhelekileyo yesibini.

Ndenze konke ukubanqanda: Ndibanike ukukhanya kunye nombulelo.

 

Kwezi nyanga zimbalwa zidlulileyo, ndikwenze wabandezeleka ngaphezu kwesiqhelo

ukuze, ukudibana nawe njengomqobo,

Ubulungisa bam bunokuvumela ukukhanya kunye nobabalo luqukuqele ngokukhululekileyo ezingqondweni zabo ukubanqanda ekuthatheni le mbandezelo yesibini.

 

Kodwa konke oko kwaba lilize.

"Umanyano oluninzi luyenziwa,

kokukhona bephembelela ukungavisisani, intiyo, intswela-bulungisa kunye,

ngaloo ndlela benyanzela abacinezelweyo ukuba bathabathe izixhobo ukuze bazikhusele.

 

Xa kuziwa ekukhuseleni abacinezelweyo kunye nobulungisa bendalo, kufuneka ndivume.

Ngokubhekele phaya, ndimele nditsho ukuba iintlanga ezoyisayo zizuza uloyiso ngokuqhatha ukungabikho kokusesikweni okucacileyo.

 

Bafanele bayiqonde

kwaye ubamele ngakumbi abacinezelweyo.

 

Ngokuchasene noko, azinakuthintelwa ngakumbi,

- ungafuni ukuthotywa kuphela,

-kodwa intshabalalo. Elinjani   lona igeza elingusathana!

Kwaye abanelisekanga kulo lonke uphalazo-gazi. Bangaphi na amahlwempu aya kutshabalala! Umhlaba kufuneka ucocwe.

 

Izixeko ezininzi ziya kutshatyalaliswa.

Nam ndiya kuthabatha imiphefumlo emininzi ngenxa yezohlwayo endiza kuzithumela eZulwini. Kwakuba njalo ke, ndiya kuzifihla kuwe, ndibone.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba ngoko wayezifihle ngakumbi kum. Amazwi akhe andiphosa kulwandle olukrakra.

Kamva, ndaphawula ukuba ndingqongwe ngabantu abathandazayo.

 

Ukungena kwam,   uMama wam waseZulwini   wabamba uYesu ngengalo wamkhupha kum esithi:

“Nyana wam, yiza phakathi kwabantu. Awuboni ukuba ulwandle lunesaqhwithi abaza kuntywila kulo, olo lwandle lunegazi? "

Kodwa uYesu wayengafuni ukuphuma.

 

Ejonge kum,   wathi  :

"Thandaza ukuba yonke into yenzeke ngendlela enenceba".

 

Ngoko ndaqalisa ukuthandaza kuye.

Emva koko wabeka indlebe yakhe kweyam kwaye

Yandenza ndakuva ukushukuma kwezizwe nesandi sezixhobo. Emva koko wandibonisa abantu beentlanga ezahlukeneyo ezihlangeneyo:

- abo balungele ukuya emfazweni e

- abo babelungiselela.

 

Ndimbambe nkqi ngakum, ndathi kuye:

“Yehlisa umoya sithandwa sam, yehlisa umoya.

Anikuboni na ukudideka okukhulu phakathi kwezizwe, isiphithiphithi esikhulu! Ukuba oku kukulungiselela, kuya kuba njani xa yonke into iqala? "

 

UYesu wathi  : “Awu, ntombi yam, nantsi into abayifunayo!

Noko ke, ukususela ngoko,   umanyano lweentlanga ezahlukahlukeneyo luya kulukhonza uzuko lwam.

 

Ndichithe iintsuku ezimbalwa zokugqibela kulwandle olukrakra

kuba uYesu endimthandayo wandibandeza ubukho bakhe obunobubele. Xa ezibonakalisa, wayenza ngaphakathi kum,

wantywiliselwa elwandle olunamaza anyukayo phezu kwakhe. Ukuze angafuthaniselwa, wawagxotha amaza ngesandla sakhe.

 

Ejonge phantsi elusizi, wandijonga waza wacela uncedo, esithi:

 

Ntombi yam, yabona indlela amaza azama ngayo ukundintywilisela;

Hayi indlela elibi ngayo ixesha elinemiphumo enjalo! "

 

Emva koko wazimela ngaphakathi kum.

Hayi indlela ekwakubuhlungu ngayo kum ukumbona ekule meko! Umphefumlo wam ubuqhawukile. Owu! bendingathanda kanjani ukufela ukholo ukuba wayenokukhulula uYesu wam omnandi!

 

Ngale ntsasa bekubonakala ukuba akanakukwazi ukunyamezela ngakumbi.

Esebenzisa amandla akhe, waphuma elwandle ezele zizixhobo ezilungele ukwenzakalisa nokubulala, nto leyo eyabangela ukuba abantu batyhwatyhwe luloyiko.

Ubeke intloko yakhe esifubeni sam

Wayempatshampatsha kwaye enomsindo, nangona wayemhle ngendlela eyolisayo.

Wathi kum:  “Sithandwa sam, andinako ukuqhubeka.

 

Ukuba ubulungisa buthatha ikhondo labo,

Uthando lwam lufuna ukusasazeka kwaye lulandele indlela yalo.

Yiyo loo nto ndilushiye olu lwandle lunzima

amaza abo abunjwa zizono zezidalwa, nangona kunjalo

-ukunika inkululeko kuThando lwam e

-ukunika isiqabu entliziyweni yam

ndihleli nomntwana weWill yam. Nawe awunakwenza okungakumbi.

Ndikuvile ukufa kwakho kuncwina elwandle, ngenxa yokuba uthathiwe.

Ke, ndingabahoyanga bonke abanye, ukuze ndithethe, ndabalekela kuwe.

ukuzikhulula kulo mthwalo   kwaye

ukukuphakamisa ngothando lwethu, ngaloo ndlela sikunika   ubomi obutsha ".

 

Uthe esitsho wandanga wandincamisa wabeka isandla sakhe emqaleni wam.

ngokungathi ufuna ukundiqinisekisa ngembandezelo awandinika yona.

 

Ngenxa yeentsuku ezidlulileyo, umqala wam wawusele ukwimeko ephantse yakrwitshwa. UYesu wam wayeluthando lonke kwaye wayefuna ukuba ndibuyise iikiss, ukuphulula kunye nokundanga awayendinika.

 

Kamva ndaqonda ukuba wayefuna ukuba ndingene kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yakhe ukuze ndiqiniswe ngokuchasene nolwandle lwezono zezidalwa.

 

Ndimbambe ndamqinisa, ndamxelela:

"Sithandwa sam, kunye nawe ndifuna ukulandela zonke izinto ezenziwa nguBuntu bakho kwintando kaThixo.

Into eniyizuzileyo nam ndiyafuna ukuyenza

ukuze, kuzo zonke izenzo zenu, nifumane eyam.

 

Kwintando yakho ephezulu, uMoya wakho udlula kuyo yonke imimoya yezidalwa

-ukunika uBawo oseZulwini uzuko, imbeko nembuyekezo ngendlela yobuThixo ngayo yonke ingcinga embi yezidalwa.

ukutywina ngamnye ngokukhanya kunye nobabalo lweNtando yakho   ,

 

Ngoko ke, nam ndifuna ukubuyisela yonke ingcamango yezidalwa, ukususela ekuqaleni ukuya kokugqibela, ukuphinda oko ukwenzileyo.

 

Kwaye koku ndifuna   ukujoyina uMama wethu waseZulwini.

lonto ayizukuhlala ngasemva kwaye lonto indigcina nawe. Nam ndifuna   ukujoyina   abangcwele bakho  ».

 

Wandijonga uYesu, ezele yimfesane,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

kwintando yam engunaphakade   ,

uya kufumana njengengubo yonke imisebenzi yam kunye nayo yonke   kaMama,

eyayiquka izenzo zazo zonke izidalwa ebezikho okanye eziya kubakho.

 

Kule dyasi kukho iindawo ezimbini:

-umntu uphakanyiselwe eZulwini waza wanikelwa kuBawo ukuba ambuyisele zonke izinto ezimtyala izidalwa, ezinjengothando, uzuko, imbuyekezo nokwaneliseka;

- enye yasala ukukhusela nokunceda izidalwa.

 

 

Abangcwele bam bayifezile iNtando yam, kodwa abazange bayingene

thatha inxaxheba kulo lonke uloyiso lwam kwaye ndizise bonke abantu kunye nabo, ukusuka kwabokuqala ukuya kowokugqibela, ndibenza abadlali, ababukeli nabavumisi.

 

Ukuba   umntu wenza intando yam yedwa,

umntu akafanelekanga ukuphinda konke okwenziwa yiNtando yam yanaphakade. Emva koko yehlela kwisidalwa kuphela ngendlela elinganiselweyo, kangangoko inokusiqulatha.

 

Endaweni yoko  nguye ongena kwiWill yam

-ithatha inxaxheba ekukhuleni kwayo ngonaphakade.

-Izenzo zakhe zihambelana nezam nomama wam.

 

Jonga kwiNtando yam:

Ngaba nawe uyibona njengesenzo esinye esenziwe sisidalwa (ngaphandle kukaMama wam) esithe sazimanya nesam ekugubungeleni zonke izenzo ezenziwayo emhlabeni?

 

Jonga, awuzukufumana nanye

into ethetha ukuba akukho mntu uyifake kwiWill yam.

 

Yayigcinelwe intombi yam encinci

-ukuvula iingcango zeNtando yam engunaphakade

- ukudibanisa izenzo zakhe kunye nezam kunye nezo zikaMama

-kwaye ke ngoko sizenza kathathu zonke izenzo zethu phambi koBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo, ngokulunga kwezidalwa.

Ngoku iingcango zivuliwe,

- ezinye izidalwa zinokungena kuyo,

- ukuba nje une-asethi enkulu.

 

Endlwini kaYesu,

- Ndaqhubeka ndihamba ngeWill yakhe

-esenza yonke into ayenzayo.

 

Emva koko sajonga emhlabeni:

- Zizinto ezicekisekayo esizibonileyo apho;

Hayi indlela ebesikhwankqisa ngayo ngamalungiselelo emfazwe! Ndingcangcazela ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

UYesu wabuya emva kwexesha elithile waza

Wahlala ethetha nam ngentando yakhe engcwele, esithi:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam eZulwini yileyo kaYise, yoNyana kunye noMoya oyiNgcwele. Yena u.

Nangona aba Bantu bathathu bahlukile, intando yabo inye. Kuba inye kuphela intando esebenza kuthi,

Kubandakanya ulonwabo lwethu kunye nokulingana eluthandweni, amandla, ubuhle, njl.

 

Ukuba endaweni yentando kaThixo enye kwakukho abathathu,

Asinakonwaba, singasathethi ke ngokuvuyisa abanye. Ngapha koko, besingalingani ngamandla, ubulumko nobungcwele, njl.

 

Ukuphela kwentando yethu kukuphela kokulunga kwethu  , apho iilwandle zolonwabo ziphuma.

 

Ukubona ixabiso elikhulu elibangelwa kubunye bethu besenzo kwiNtando yobuThixo,

Intando yethu ikwafuna ukwenza ngokumanyeneyo

kubantu abathathu abahlukeneyo emhlabeni: uMama, uNyana kunye noMtshakazi.

 

Ukusuka kwaba Bantu bathathu ezinye iilwandle zolonwabo ziya kuqukuqela, zizise okuhle kakhulu kubo bonke abahambi. "

Ndothukile, ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam, ngubani uMama, uNyana kunye noMtshakazi,

abo bathathu abonwabileyo benza uBathathu Emnye emhlabeni kwaye kuyo iNtando yakho inye kuphela? "

 

Waphendula wathi  : “Awuqondi na?

Ababini kwaba bantu sele beyifumene le mbeko:   uMama wam kunye nam  ,

Mna endiliLizwi laNaphakade, uNyana kaBawo onguNaphakade kunye noNyana kaMama waseZulwini.

Ngenxa yokuzalwa kwam esibelekweni sakhe, ngokwenene ndinguNyana wakhe.

-UMtshakazi ngumntwana weNtando yam.

 

Ndiphakathi, uMama usekunene kwam uMakoti usekhohlo kwam. Xa iWill yam isenza, ivakala ngasekunene nangasekhohlo, isenza iWill enye.

 

Enkosi kakhulu endiyithululele kuwe. Ndikuvulele iingcango zeNtando yam,

ukutyhila iimfihlelo nezimanga ezibandakanya   e

kukuvulela iindlela ezininzi ukuze   i-echo yeWill yam ifikelele kuwe.

 

Ukuphulukana nentando yakho, kufuneka uhlale kwam kuphela. Awonwabanga? "

Ndaphendula:

"Enkosi, Yesu, kwaye ndicela undivumele ndihlale ndilandela iNtando yakho".

 

Ngenxa yokungabikho kukaYesu wam othandekayo ndaziva ndifile. Ukuba ibihamba ngaphakathi kum,

Wazenza wabonakala kolu lwandle lubi lwezono zesidalwa. Andizange ndikwazi ukunyamezela, ndancwina kakhulu. Washukuma uYesu, waphuma kolu lwandle, wandiqinisa  ,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, kwenzeka ntoni?

 

Ndive isingqala sakho.

Ndishiye yonke into ecaleni ukuze ndikuncede. Yiba nomonde  .

Mna nawe sifela ukulunga koluntu olutshona kulwandle lwezono  , nangona uthando lusixhasa kwaye lusikhusela ekufeni.

 

Akutsho, kwavakala amaza olwandle

wasongamela sobabini. Kukuchaza njani oku kubandezeleka!

Ndibona amalungiselelo emfazwe kula maza, ndathi kuYesu:

 

"Sithandwa sam, ngubani owaziyo ukuba le mfazwe yesibini iya kuhlala ixesha elingakanani? Ukuba eyokuqala ithathe ixesha elide kangaka,

kuthekani ngesesibini, esibonakala sitshabalalisa ngakumbi?

 

Enexhala,   uYesu wathi kum  :

Ngokuqinisekileyo iya kutshabalalisa ngakumbi, kodwa akuyi kuba lixesha elide, ngenxa yokuba   ndiya kuthumela izigwebo ezivela ezulwini   eziya kubanqumla emhlabeni.

 

Ngoko ke, masithandaze. Wena ke, ungaze uyilahle intando yam. "

 

Ndandonwabile.

Kungekudala uYesu wam othandekayo wavela waza   wathi kum  :

 

“Yiba nesibindi, ntombi yam!

Thembeka kwaye usoloko unikela ingqalelo,

ngenxa yokuba ukunyaniseka kunye nengqalelo

uzinzise umphefumlo e

- mnike uxolo olugqibeleleyo kunye nokulawula, ukuze afumane oko akufunayo.

 

Umntu ohlala kwiWill yam ufana nelanga

-ayitshintshi e

-ehlala ihleli kwimveliso yayo yokukhanya nobushushu. Ayenzi enye into namhlanje kwaye enye ngomso.

Uhlala ethembekile kumsebenzi wakhe.

 

Nangona isenzo sayo sinye,

oku kuguqulela kwisixa esingenakubalwa seenzuzo zomhlaba:

 

Ukuba uthe wafumana intyantyambo ingavuleki, uya kuyivula, ayinike umbala neoli;

- ukuba uthe wafumana isiqhamo esingekavuthwa, siya kuvuthwa, sithambe;

- ukuba uthe wafumana amasimi aluhlaza, uwabuyisela kwigolide;

-ukuba ufumene umoya ongcolileyo, awuhlambulule ngokwanga ukukhanya kwawo.

 

Ngamafutshane, ilanga linika yonke into eliyifunayo ukuze libekho,

ukuze akwazi ukuvelisa oko uThixo amlungiselele kona.

Ngenxa yokuthembeka kunye nokungaguquguquki kwakhe,

ilanga lizalisekisa intando kaThixo kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

 

Owu! ukuba ebengasoloko ethembekile ekuthumeleni ukukhanya kwakhe, esinjani sona isiphithiphithi ebesiya kulawula emhlabeni!

Umntu ebengayi kuyazi indlela yokuphatha amasimi nezityalo zakhe.

 

Wayesithi: “Ukuba ilanga alindiniki ukukhanya kwalo nobushushu balo;

Andazi ukuba kuya kuba nini na isivuno okanye iziqhamo ziya kuvuthwa.

 

Kunjalo ke kumphefumlo othembekileyo nononyameko ohlala kwiWill yam. Isenzo sayo sinye, kodwa iziphumo zayo azinakubalwa.

 

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ukuba umphefumlo uguquguquka kwaye uphazamisekile,

mna nawe asinakukwazi ukuxela kwangaphambili ukuba iya kuvelisa ntoni na.

 

 

Ndenza inkangeleko yam yesiqhelo phambi komnqamlezo, ndizilahlela ngokupheleleyo kwintando ethandekayo kaYesu othandekayo.Ngelixa ndiyenza loo nto, ndimve esiza ngaphambili ngaphakathi kum.

 

Wathi kum   :

"Ntombi yam,   khawuleza  ,

ngenisa iNtando yam   e

yenza yonke into eyenziwe buBuntu bam kwiNtando ePhakamileyo ukuze udibanise izenzo zakho nezam kunye   nezikaMama.

 

Kwakumiselwe ngoko

- ukuba akukho sinye isidalwa (ngaphandle kukaMariya) esingena kwiNtando yanaphakade kwaye ke siphindaphinda kathathu izenzo zethu,

- Intando ePhakamileyo ayiyi kuhla emhlabeni

Izizukulwana ngezizukulwana. Ufuna igqiza lezenzo ezintathu ukuze aziveze.

Ngoko khawuleza. "

 

Wathula uYesu ndaziva ndingeniswa kwiNtando yanaphakade.

Andazi ukuba ndingayichaza njani into eyenzekayo kum,

ngaphandle kokuba ndijoyine imisebenzi kaYesu kwaye ndongeze eyam.

Kamva,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, bangaphi

izinto ezenziwa buBuntu bam kwintando yanaphakade!

 

Ukuze intlawulelo igqibelele kwaye igqibelele, ubuntu bam bekufuneka busebenze kwintando yanaphakade.

Ukuba izenzo zam bezingenziwanga kuye, ngezazilinganiselwe kwaye ziphelile. Kwintando yanaphakade, nangona kunjalo,

zazingenasiphelo kwaye zingenasiphelo   kwaye

bamkela yonke intsapho yoluntu, ukususela kumntu wokuqala ukusa   kowokugqibela.

 

Ndizifunxe kum zonke iintlobo zokubandezeleka. Zonke izidalwa zenze umnqamlezo wam.

 

Nantsi indlela eyaba nkulu ngayo:

- ubude bazo zonke iinkulungwane e

- Ububanzi bazo zonke izizukulwana zabantu.

 

YayingengoMnqamlezo omncinane waseKalvari apho amaYuda andibethelela khona. Lo yayingumfanekiso nje woMnqamlezo Omkhulu

- apho oPhezukonke wandibethelela emnqamlezweni.

Zonke izidalwa zawubumba uMnqamlezo wam.

 

Nangona wandolula kulo Mnqamlezo waza wandibethelela apho, iNtando yobuThixo yayingeyodwa ekuqulunqeni umnqamlezo wam. Kodwa wancedwa ngabo bonke abayinxalenye yalo.

 

Kulento bendiyidinga indawo kaNaphakade kulomnqamlezo. Ubukhulu bomhlaba babungenakukwanela ukuwugcina.

 

Owu! indlela izidalwa ziya kundithanda ngayo xa zifunda

- into eyenziwa buBuntu bam kubo kwintando kaThixo

-kwaye indlela endibandezeleke ngayo ngenxa yothando lwabo!

 

Umnqamlezo wam wawungenziwanga   ngomthi   . Hayi, lenziwe   ngemiphefumlo.

 

Ndaziva zingcangcazela kuMnqamlezo endandibekwe kuwo iNtando yobuThixo.

Zange ndala mntu.

Ndinike wonke umntu indawo

 

Ngele ndlela,

Kwafuneka ndingqengqe

-ngendlela embi kakhulu kwaye

-ngentlungu engathethekiyo

ukuba, xa kuthelekiswa, iintlungu zePasion yam zibonakala zincinci.

 

Ngoko, khawuleza,

ukuba iNtando yam inokutyhila

konke okuzuzwe yintando yanaphakade kuBuntu bam.

 

Olu lwazi luya kuzala uthando oluninzi kwizidalwa eziya kuzithobela kwaye zivumele ukuba zilawule kuzo ".

 

Esitsho njalo, wabonisa ububele nothando olukhulu kangangokuba, ndimangalisiwe, ndathi kuye:

 

"Sthandwa sam, kutheni ubonisa uThando olungaka xa uthetha ngeWill yakho? Ngolu Thando lukhulu kum kubonakala ngathi ufuna ukudala abanye   ngokwakho.

 

Xa uthetha ngezinye izinto kutheni ungabonisi olu gqithiso loThando? "

 

UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

"Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba kutheni?"

Xa ndithetha ngentando yam ukuyityhila kwizidalwa,

Ndinqwenela ukukufaka ngobuThixo bam kwaye ngaloo ndlela ndidale abanye kum. Uthando lwam lutyhileka ngokugqithisileyo ngale njongo.

Ndiyazithanda izidalwa ezifana nam.

 

Apha kuba,

- xa ndithetha ngentando yam,

-Uthando lwam lubonakala luhamba ngaphaya kwemida yalo

ukwenza isiseko seNtando yam ezintliziyweni zezidalwa. Xa ndithetha ngezinye izinto, bubuhle bam endibubethelelayo.

Emva koko ndiyasithanda isidalwa njenge

uMdali wakhe, uYise,   uMkhululi wakhe,

iNkosi yakhe, uGqirha wakhe    , njl.

 

Ayisiyonto ifanayo yoThando njengaxa ndifuna ukudala abanye ngokwam. "



 

Ndandikhathazeke kakhulu kukuba imeko yam yayinokuba yinkohliso enkulu.

Le ngcinga yandikhathaza kakhulu yaza yandenza ndaziva ndibuhlungu ngakumbi kunabona bantu bangendawo kwanabo bagwetyiweyo.

 

Umphefumlo ogqwethekileyo kunowam wawukhe wabakho!

Eyona nto yayindivisa kabuhlungu kukungakwazi ukuphuma kule meko ibuhlungu, nangona ndandisivuma isono sam yaye ngenxa yoku ngendibuncamile ubomi bam.

 

Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, ndicele ngokuzimisela ukulunga nenceba kaYesu, ndingoyena mphefumlo umbi kuyo yonke.

Emva kwesaqhwithi, uYesu wam othandekayo wabonakala kum kwaye ndathi kuye:

 

“Yesu wam endimthandayo, zimbi ezi ngcinga!

Mandife endaweni yoko

kunokuba undivumele ukuba ndikukhubekise ngeyona nkohlakalo imbi, inkohliso.

 

Iyandoyikisa, indityumze, indibhangise,

ndikrazule kwezonangalo zakho zimnandi   kwaye

Undibeka phantsi kweenyawo zabo bonke,   kwanabagwetyiweyo.

 

Yesu wam, undixelela ukuba uyandithanda kakhulu.

Noko ke, wuvumele umphefumlo wam ukrazulwe kuwe. Intliziyo yakho ingamelana njani neentlungu zam? "

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, isibindi, ungalahli ithemba.

Nabani na ofanele ukuphakama ngaphezu kwabo bonke, kufuneka ehle ngaphantsi kwabo bonke.

 

Kuthethwa   ngoMama wam, uKumkanikazi kubo bonke, owayengoyena uthobekileyo kubo bonke  .

 

Ngolwazi awayenalo ngoThixo uMdali wakhe nesidalwa sakhe.

wayethobekile kangangokuba,

- ukuya kwinqanaba lokuthobeka kwakhe,

siwuphakamisile ngaphezu kwawo nasiphi na esinye isidalwa.

 

Kufuneka kube ngolu hlobo kuwe:

Ngaphezu kwako konke, ukukhulisa umntwana weWill yam

- kwaye ndimnike indawo yokuqala kwintando yam,

Kufuneka ndimhlazise ngokunzulu, ngaphantsi kunabo bonke.

 

Okukhona kuya kuthobeka ngakumbi,

kokukhona inokuphakanyiswa kwaye ithathe indawo yayo kwintando yobuNgcwele.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela   endivuya ngayo xa ndibona isidalwa,

-emele iphakanyiswe ngaphezu kwayo yonke into;

- ube ngaphantsi kubo bonke!

 

Ndiyabaleka, ndibhabha ndize kuwe

-ukukuthatha ezingalweni zam kwaye

-ukwandisa imida yakho kwintando yam.

 

Kwakhona,   ndilahla yonke into ngenzuzo yakho

ukuzalisekisa awona mathemba am athandekayo kuwe.

 

Nangona kunjalo, andifuni sichithe ixesha ngokucinga ngale nto. Xa ndikubamba ezingalweni zam,   beka yonke into ecaleni kwaye ulandele iWill yam  . "

 

Bendiziva ngathi ndiyafa kuba ndohlulwe ngu Yesu wam omnandi.

Ukuba uye wafika, yayilixesha lokudanyaza. Njengoko ndandingasenako ukuyinyamezela yonke le nto, uYesu wahambela phambili ngaphakathi kum ezele luvelwano.

 

Ndathi xandimbona ndamxelela:

"Sthandwa sam, yhini ukusokola! Ngaphandle kwakho ingathi ndiyafa, kodwa kukufa endingafi kuko ngokwenene, kubuhlungu ukodlula ukufa ngokwako.

Andazi ukuba ndingabuthwala njani ukulunga kweNtliziyo yakho ukuba ndihlale ndedwa kwaye kule meko yokufa iyaqhubeka ngenxa yakho ».

 

Wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, ungatyhafi!

Asinguwe wedwa ova le ntlungu.

-kuba ndiyifumene phambi kwakho,

-kunye noMama wam othandekayo.

Owu! Intlungu yam yayingaphezu kweyakho!

 

Kukangaphi ukuncwina kwam uMntu eziva yedwa

-yangathi ubuThixo bam bamlahlile, noba ebengohlulwa nguye!

Isizathu soku sasi

dala indawo kuBuntu bam

- Eyocamagushelo e

- ngenxa yokubandezeleka,

into ebingenzeki kuBuThixo bam.

Owu! hayi indlela endayiva kabuhlungu ngayo le mpatho! Noko ke, kwakuyimfuneko.

Kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba xa ubuThixo bam baqalisa umsebenzi weNdalo,

Kwakhona wasungula

lonke uzuko,

iinzuzo   kunye

ulonwabo olwalunayo yonke indalo   ,

hayi kobu bomi kuphela, koko nakwilizwe lasezulwini.

 

Isabelo semiphefumlo elahlekileyo sahlala sinqunyanyisiwe njengoko bekungayi kubakho mntu unokunikela kuye.

 

Kwakutheni ukuze kufuneke

gqibezela kwaye ufunxe yonke into   kum,

Ndinyamezele inkxwaleko abayifumana esihogweni abagwetyiweyo.

 

Owu! hayi indlela ebebuhlungu ngayo kum! Yayikukufa okungenanceba.

Noko ke, konke oku kwakuyimfuneko.

 

Kuba kwafuneka ndifunxe kum yonke into eyaphuma kuthi eNdalweni (uzuko, iintsikelelo, ulonwabo, ...)

ukuyilahla ukuze kungenelwe abo baya kuxhamla kuyo,

 

Kwafuneka ndifunxwe

konke ukubandezeleka   kunye

nokulahlwa koBuThixo bam   .

 

Ngoku ekubeni zonke iingenelo zeNdalo ziye zangenelwa kum, yaye   ekubeni   ndiyintloko apho zonke iingenelo ziphuma khona  .

ezihla kuzo zonke izizukulwana  ;

 

Ndikhangela imiphefumlo efana nam

- ekubandezelekeni kwabo kunye

-ukusuka kwimisebenzi yabo ukuze bathathe   inxaxheba

- ngozuko olukhulu kunye

-ulonwabo

yintoni eza noBuntu bam.

Ekubeni ingeyiyo yonke imiphefumlo

-abafuna ukuthatha inzuzo yale kwaye

-abathe bahluthwa kubo nezinto zomhlaba, ndikhangele

- endinokuthi ndisondelelane ngayo kwaye

-endinokuthi ndidale ukubandezeleka kokuvinjwa uBukho bam.

 

Umphefumlo oya kuphanziswa uya kufumana uzuko

-ukuba ubuntu bam bubandakanya kwaye

-yaliwe ngabanye.

 

Ukuba bendingenawe phantse ngamaxesha onke, ngewungandazi okanye ungandithandanga, kwaye ngewungazange ukwazi ukuva intlungu yoku kuphanziswa.

Kuba bekungenakwenzeka kuwe.

Ngewawuswele isiseko soku kubandezeleka.

 

Owu! Hayi, ukuba mingaphi na imiphefumlo eyahlukanisiweyo kum, neyafayo!

Le miphefumlo iba buhlungu ukuba ibandezwa ulonwabo okanye naluphi na olunye utyekelo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, malunga nokuhluthwa kwam,

- ungaziva ngathi uyazisola e

- abasiniki ngcamango.

 

Ngoko ke ukubandezeleka kwenu makunithuthuzele, kuba oko kungumqondiso oqinisekileyo

- ukuba ndize kuwe,

-ukuba wena nenekazi uyazi kwaye

-uYesu wakho ufuna ukukunika

uzuko, iintsikelelo nolonwabo olugatywayo ngabanye.”

 

 

Ndanikezela konke kumaSS. Intando kaYesu wam othandekayo. Ndiziva ndinentliziyo ebuhlungu ngokungabikho kwakhe, ndacinga ngaphakathi kum:

"Kutheni endixelele kakhulu ngokuthanda kwakhe kwanaphakade ukuba ngoku uyandilahla?

Inene amazwi akhe andihlaba entliziyweni, ayikrazula.

 

Nangona ndirhoxile kwaye ndiwamkele la manxeba abukhali ngokunjalo nawo

njengoko wayendigqobhoza, ndinemvakalelo eyahlukileyo yokuba yonke into iphelile kum.

 

Ebeke iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ntombi yam, musa ukoyika. Akukho nto iphelile phakathi kwam nawe. UYesu wakho usoloko" uYesu wakho ".

Eyona nto indibophe ngamandla emphefumlweni wam kukuphulukana nentando yayo kum  .

 

Ndingathini ukukulahla?

Ngokukuxelela okuninzi ngeWill yam, ndiye ndaseka amaqhina amaninzi angenakunyibilika phakathi kwam nawe.

 

Intando yam yanaphakade incamathela intando yakho encinci kweyam ngalo lonke igama endilibhekisa kuwe.

 

Kufuneka uyazi ukuba ekudaleni umntu, le yayiyinjongo yethu.

- angaphila kwintando yethu kwaye

- ngubani na othabatha into yethu kwaye aphile kwizinto zethu,

ukuguqula izenzo zomntu ebeza kuzenza kwizenzo ezininzi zobuthixo.

 

Kodwa umntu wayefuna ukuphila ngokuthanda kwakhe, ngeendlela zakhe, kwaye,

ukusukela kuloo mzuzu wagxothwa kwilizwe lakhe lokwenyani nakuzo zonke iingenelo ezizibandakanyayo.

 

Ngoko ke iinzuzo zam ezininzi zahlala zingenandlalifa, akukho namnye wazifumanayo.

 

Ngenxa yoko, ubuntu bam buthathe indawo yomntu kwaye buthathe zonke ezi zibonelelo ngokuphila ngalo lonke ixesha kwintando yanaphakade.

 

Ekuzalweni kwayo, ngexesha lokukhula kwayo, ngexesha lokubulaleka kwayo nasekufeni kwayo, uBuntu bam bebusoloko bunamathele.

ukwanga okungunaphakade kweNtando ePhakamileyo.

Ngaloo ndlela wazithabatha zonke iingenelo ababezikhanyela abangenambulelo.

 

Ntombi yam, uBulumko bam obungenasiphelo buthethe nawe kakhulu ngeNtando yam,

- hayi nje ukukwazisa,

-kodwa nokwenza ukuba uhlale kuyo kwaye

-ukukuvumela ukuba uthabathe izibonelelo zayo.

 

UBuntu bam bufeze yonke into kwaye buthathe yonke into, kungengenxa yakhe kuphela, kodwa nakubo bonke abazalwana bakhe.

Ndilinde iinkulungwane ezininzi, izizukulwana ezininzi zidlulile kwaye ndiya kulinda kwakhona, kodwa umntu kufuneka abuyele kuM

emaphikweni eNtando yam ephuma kuyo.

 

Yiba ngowokuqala ukuza! Amazwi am ayakubongoza

uzithabathele ezi zinto   e

ukwenza imixokelelwane ekubophelela ngokungagungqiyo kwiNtando yam   ".

 

Bendicinga ngembandezelo zika Mama wam waseZulwini. Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndingukumkani weentlungu.

Ekubeni ndandiyindoda noThixo, kwakufuneka ndibeke yonke into engaphakathi kum ukuze ndongamele kuyo yonke into, kwanangaphezu kokubandezeleka.

Iinkxwaleko zikaMama zazindibuyisela ebomini bam. Kwaye ke, waba nenxaxheba kuko konke ukubandezeleka kwam.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwakhe kwakungangokuba wayeziva efa ngokuzohlwaya, kodwa Uthando lwamgcina ephila.

Ungukumkanikazi weentlungu ngaloo ndlela.

 

Njengoko wayethetha oku, ndacinga ukuba ndibone uMama wam waseZulwini phambi koYesu.

Iimbandezelo kunye neNtliziyo ehlatyiweyo kaYesu

zazibonakala kwiNtliziyo yeKumkanikazi yeeNtsizi. Kwaba ngathi ngamakrele atyhutyha iNtliziyo yakhe.

La makrele atywinwe yiFiat of Light eyamkhukula ngokupheleleyo ngoKhanya.

 

Ezi Fiats, zinokukhanya okuqaqambileyo, zamgubungela ngobungangamsha kangangokuba amagama angenako ukumchaza.

 

UYesu uthi:

“Yayingeyiyo iintlungu ezenze uMama wam uKumkanikazi weentlungu kwaye zamenza waqaqamba ngozuko olungaka, kodwa uFiat wam onamandla onke oye wazimanya nesenzo sakhe ngasinye nakwintlungu yakhe nganye.

 

I-Fiat yam yayibubomi bentlungu yakhe nganye kunye nesenzo sokuqala esakha amakrele kwaye sabanika ubunzima obuyimfuneko bokubandezeleka.

Wayenokufaka kwiNtliziyo yakhe ehlatyiweyo njengoko wayeyifuna,

- ukongeza inxeba emva kwenxeba, intlungu phezu kweentlungu, ngaphandle kokujongana nokuchasana okuncinci.

Ndaziva ndinewonga lokuba bubomi bakho konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe. IFiat yam yamnika lonke uzuko lwayo kwaye yammisa njengoKumkanikazi osemthethweni noyinyaniso.

 

"Yeyiphi imiphefumlo endinokuthi ndibeke kuyo ukuhlanjululwa kweentlungu zam kunye nobomi bam?

 

Aba bahlala kwi Fiat yam.

Bafunxa uvuselelo lwam kubo kwaye ndinesisa ekwenzeni ukuba bathathe inxaxheba kuko konke okwenziwa yintando yam kum.

 

Ndilindele imiphefumlo kwintando yam, ndilungele ukubanika uzuko olupheleleyo ngazo zonke izenzo zabo kunye neentlungu.

 

Ngaphandle kwentando yam, nangona kunjalo,

Andizazi izenzo okanye iintlungu zomphefumlo.

Ndandinokuthi kubo: "Andinanto ndininika yona. Yintoni eya kuniphilisa ngezenzo nasekubandezelekeni kwenu? Funani umvuzo wenu apho".

 

Ukwenza okulungileyo kunye nokubandezeleka ngaphandle kokubhekisela kwintando yam akukho nto ngaphandle kobukhoboka obubi.

Kuphela iNtando Yam inika uncedo

-indawo yokwenyani,

-ukulunga kokwenyani e

-uzuko lokwenyani

inokuguqula into yomntu ibe nguThixo ”.

 

 

Emva komthendeleko uYesu wam othandekayo wabonakala kum.

Ndithe ndimbona nje ndaphakama ndayobancamisa.

 

Wathi kum  :

Ntombi yam, yiza ezingalweni zam kwaye ungene entliziyweni yam.

Ndizimela kwi-Eucharist ukuze ndingavusi uloyiko.

 

Lo mthendeleko undifaka kweyona nzonzobila inzulu yokuthotywa ukunyusela isidalwa kum.

- ukuze ube banye nam,

- ukuba igazi lam lomthendeleko ligeleza emithanjeni yakho,

- ngamana ndingaba bubomi bokubetha kwentliziyo yakhe nganye, kwengcinga yakhe nganye nobobuntu bakhe bonke.

 

Uthando lwam luyanditya kwaye lufuna ukuba isidalwa sizidle ngamadangatye aso

ukuze aphinde azalwe njengomnye uZiqu  .

 

Ndandifuna ukuzimela kwi-Ekaristi

ngena kwisidalwa kwaye wenze olu tshintsho.

 

Ukuze le nguqu yenzeke, nangona kunjalo,

Izimo ezifanelekileyo zomphefumlo ziyafuneka.

 

Xa ndamisela uMthendeleko, Uthando lwam, lwakhokelela ekugqithiseni, lwabona kwangaphambili

enkosi, inzuzo,

ubabalo nokukhanya ukwenza umntu afanele ukundamkela.

 

Ndingatsho ukuba uThando lwam lunike umntu izibonelelo ezide zigqithise iinzuzo zeNdalo.

 

Ndandifuna ukuyinika le ndoda iinceba eziyimfuneko ukuze ikwazi

-ndamkele ngokufanelekileyo kwaye

- bonwabele ngokuyintabalala iziqhamo zalo mthendeleko.

 

Kodwa, ukuze ufumane ezi ntsikelelo,

- kufuneka ungenanto,

- kufuneka abe nenzondo yesono kunye nomnqweno wokundamkela.

 

Izipho zam aziweli ekuboleni okanye eludakeni. Ukuba umphefumlo awunazimo ezifanelekileyo zokundamkela,

Andifumani ndawo engenanto yokuphalaza uBomi bam.

 

Yonke into yenzeka ngathi ndimfele wafela Mna ndiyatsha kodwa akaliva ilangatye lam.

NdinguKhanya kodwa uhlala eyimfama.

Yeha, zingakanani iintlungu endizifumana kubomi bam bomthendeleko! Inani elikhulu lemiphefumlo, engenazo iindlela ezifunekayo,

ungaxhamli kulo sakramente ugqiba undenza isicaphucaphu.

Ukuba bayanyanzelisa ukuba bandamkele ngale ndlela, kuba nemiphumo

-Kum ukuqhubekeka kweKalvari kunye

ngenxa yabo umgwebo ongunaphakade.

 

Ukuba ayilothando   olubakhuthazayo ukuba bandamkele  , lulo

- esinye isithuko esindihlaselayo e

- esinye isono kwisazela sabo.

 

Thandaza kwaye wenze imbuyekezo ngenxa yezenzo ezigwenxa kunye nemibingelelo eyenziwa kule sakramente ».

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu wam othandekayo wayezibonakalisa ngendlela ethambileyo kunye nobungangamsha.

Yonke yayizaliswe kukukhanya okwathi, ngokukodwa, kwabengezela emehlweni akhe kwaye kwakuphuma emlonyeni wakhe.

Nganye yeentshukumo zakhe, amazwi akhe, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe kunye nokunyathela kwakhe, uBuntu bakhe babuzaliswe kukukhanya.

 

Ndithe ndisachukunyiswe yile ndiyibonayo wandijonga   wathi  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ekuvukeni kwam,

UBuntu bam batyalwe ngokukhanya okukhulu nozuko. Kutheni, ngexesha lobomi bam kulo mhlaba:

zonke izenzo zam, ukuphefumla kwam, inkangeleko yam kunye namazwi am afakwe kwiNtando ePhakamileyo!

 

Ngelixa ndandiqonda yonke into kuye,

Walungiselela uzuko nokukhanya ukuvuka kwam.

 

Kuba ndiqulathe kum ulwandle olukhulu lokukhanya kweNtando yam,

ayimangalisi into yokuba ukuba ndijonge, ndithethe okanye ndishukume, ukukhanya okukhulu kuphuma kum, kunxibelelana nomntu wonke.

 

Ndifuna

kukulandela ngolu khanyiso, uzoyise kwaye uhlwayele kuwe imbewu eninzi yovuko njengoko kukho izenzo ozenzayo kwintando yam   .

 

Yintando yam kuphela ephakamisa umzimba nomphefumlo eluzukweni.

Uhlwayela khona

ubabalo, ubungcwele obuphakamileyo, uvuko   nozuko.

 

Kwinqanaba apho umphefumlo wenza imisebenzi yawo kwintando yam, ufumana ukukhanya okuvela kuThixo. Ngokuba

- ngokwemvelo, intando yam iKhanya kwaye

- umphefumlo ohlala kuwo ufumana amandla okuziguqula

iingcinga zakhe, amazwi akhe, imisebenzi yakhe, nayo yonke into ayenzayo ekukhanyeni.

 

Ndithi ke kuYesu wam othandekayo:

Lungiselela ukuba ndithandaze ngentando yakho ukuze, ndiphindaphindeke kuye, amazwi am agxininise kuwo onke amazwi ezidalwa.

izigxina zomthandazo, indumiso, intsikelelo, uthando nembuyekezo.

 

Ndinqwenela ukuba, xa ndiphakanyiswe phakathi kweZulu noMhlaba, ilizwi lam lingawafunxa onke amazwi abantu.

-ukuzinikezela kuwe simahla e

-ngenxa yozuko lwenu, ngokohlobo enisukuba ninqwenela ngalo ilizwi ngalinye lezidalwa zenu".

 

Ndithe ndisatsho kwasondela uYesu wam emlonyeni wakhe. Ngokuphefumla kwakhe, wawufunxa umoya wam kunye nelizwi lam kuye.

Ukuwabeka kwintando yakhe, wathatha onke amazwi kunye nelizwi ngalinye lomntu, ewaguqula ngendlela endithethe ngayo.

Wandula ke wacengceleza iofisi phambi koThixo egameni labo bonke ngawo onke amazwi abantu.

 

Ndothuka kakhulu.

Ndikhumbula ukuba uYesu akazange aphinde athethe nam ngentando yakhe amaxesha amaninzi,

Ndathi kuye:  "Ndixelele, sithandwa sam, kutheni ungathethi nam rhoqo malunga nentando yakho? Mhlawumbi andizange ndinikele ingqalelo ngokwaneleyo kwizifundo zakho okanye ndithembeke ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndikusebenzise!

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, kwintando yam,

iswele izenzo zobuntu ezenziwa ngokobuthixo.

Le ndawo yasimahla kufuneka igcwaliswe ngabo bahlala kwiWill yam.

 

Okukhona uzibhokoxa ukuze uphile kuMyolelo wam kunye nokwenza ukuba yaziwe kwabanye, kokukhona esi sikhewu siya kuzaliswa.

 

Ngoko ke

ukubona umntu uya kuhamba kuyo ngokungathi ubuyela kumthombo wayo, intando yam iya kwaneliswa kwaye iminqweno yayo evuthayo izaliseke.

Kusenokuba mbalwa kwezi ntando zomntu, kodwa nokuba ndifumana enye kuphela,

Intando yam, ngamandla ayo, inokubuyisela yonke into.

 

Kuthatha intando yomntu

-ngena kwiNtando yam e

-qonda yonke into abanye abangayihoyiyo.

Kuya kuba mnandi kum ukuba sikrazuke isibhakabhaka.

ukwenza intando yam yehle emhlabeni

- ukutyhila izibonelelo zayo kunye nemimangaliso.

 

Sonke isenzo esitsha osenzayo kwintando yam siyandikhuthaza

ukukunika ulwazi oluninzi   kwaye

ukuze ndikuxelele ngezinye   izimanga.

 

Kuba ndiyafuna

-ukuba uyazi okulungileyo okwenzayo,

-ukuba uyayixabisa kwaye

-onqwenela ngakumbi nangakumbi ukuba neWill yam. Xa ndibona ukuba uyayithanda kwaye uliqonda ixabiso layo, ndikunika yona.

 

Ulwazi liliso lomphefumlo.

Umphefumlo ongazi nto awuboni ezi ngenelo kunye neenyaniso.

 

Kwintando yam akukho mphefumlo uyimfama.

Kunoko, ukuzuza ulwazi olutsha ngalunye kumenza abe nokuqonda okungakumbi.

 

Ngena rhoqo kwintando yam kwaye wandise i-horizons yakho kuyo. Kamva, ndiya kubuya ukuze ndikuxelele ngakumbi ngayo.

 

Njengoko watshoyo, sobabini sajikeleza ihlabathi. Kodwa, owu! hayi indlela ekwakusoyikeka ngayo!

Abaninzi babefuna ukwenzakalisa uYesu wam endimthandayo, abanye bephethe iimela abanye ngamakrele.

 

Phakathi kwabo kwakukho oobhishophu, abefundisi nabezenkolo abangxwelerha intliziyo yakhe ngogonyamelo oloyikekayo.

Owu! indlela awayebandezeleke ngayo! Wazijula ​​ezingalweni zam ukuze ndimkhusele!

 

Ndamgcina esondele kum ndimcenga ukuba andivumele ndibe nesabelo ekubandezelekeni kwakhe.

Wandonelisa ngokuyihlaba intliziyo yam ngamandla kangangokuba ndaziva ndibuhlungu kakhulu imini yonke. Yaye wabuya izihlandlo eziliqela ezokundibetha kwakhona.

 

Ngentsasa elandelayo, ndandisagula kakhulu. Wabuya uYesu wathi  , Ndibonise intliziyo yakho. Uthe xa emjonga, wandibuza:

"Ufuna ndikuphilise ndikukhulule kwintlungu yakho?"

 

Ndaphendula:

"Sthandwa sam kutheni ufuna ukundiphilisa? Andifanelanga ukuhlupheka ngenxa yakho?

Intliziyo yakho yenzakele ngokupheleleyo kwaye eyam, xa kuthelekiswa, iphantse yahlala injalo! Endaweni yoko, ukuba uyafuna, ndinike intlungu engakumbi".

 

Wandixina, wayihlaba intliziyo yam;

nto leyo eyandibangela intlungu ngakumbi. Emva koko wandishiya. Ngamana yonke into ingangenxa yozuko lwakhe!

 

Ndandintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo kwaye ndathi kuYesu wam:

"Ah! Nceda ungaze undivumele ndiyishiye iNgcwele yeThanda lakho.

Qiniseka ukuba ndihlala ndicinga, ndithetha, ndisenza kwaye ndithanda kwintando yakho! "

 

Ndithe ndisatsho njalo ndazibona ndingqongwe kukukhanya okumsulwa emva koko ndabona uThando lwam lo wathi kum:

 

“Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

Ndiyazithanda kakhulu izenzo ezenziwe kwiWill yam.

 

Nje ukuba umphefumlo ungene kwiNtando yam ukuze wenze, ukuKhanya kwam kuyayirhangqa. Kwaye ndibaleka ukuze ndiqinisekise ukuba iSisenzo sam kunye nesomphefumlo yinto enye.

 

Kuba ndingowokuqala kwindalo yonke.

-ngaphandle kwam njengenjini ephambili,

-Yonke into edaliweyo iya kuba ngumlwelwe, ayifanelekanga ukwenza eyona nto ilula.

 

Ubomi yintshukumo. Ngaphandle kokunyakaza, yonke into yafa.

 

Ziyinjini ephambili eyenza zonke ezinye iintshukumo zenzeke. Kufana nemoto:

- xa i-gear yokuqala iqala ukuhamba, zonke ezinye ziyahamba.

 

Kungale ngqiqo ukuba iphantse ibe yendalo

- owenza kwintando yam

-ithatha inxaxheba kuMthetho wam wokuQala kwaye, ngenxa yoko, kwizenzo zazo zonke izidalwa.

 

Ndiyasibona kwaye ndiyasiva esi sidalwa

- ndisebenza kwisenzo sam sokuqala kwaye,

-ngoko, kwizenzo zazo zonke izidalwa.

 

Esi sidalwa siyandinika

-isenzo sobuthixo

- ngaso sonke isenzo somntu esinetyala ezenziwa ngabanye.

Angayenza kuba udlala kwisenzo sam sokuqala.

 

So ndingatsho lowo uhlala kwiWill yam.

-ba yibango lam lomntu wonke,

- undikhusela kuwo wonke umntu kwaye

-ikhusela isenzo sam, oko kukuthi, ubomi bam.

 

Ukwenza kwintando yam ngummangaliso wemimangaliso. Kodwa, nangona kunjalo, ngaphandle kozuko lomntu.

 

Olu luloyiso lwam kuyo yonke indalo.

Ulunge kangakanani olu loyiso lweNtando yam ePhakamileyo,

- akukho lizwi lomntu linokuyichaza. "

 

Bendicinga oku kungentla ingqondo yam idada kulwandle lwentando kaThixo. Ndaziva ngathi ndiyatshona kuye.

Amagama asoloko endilela xa ndifuna   ukuzichaza.

 

Amaxesha amaninzi nam andiyazi indlela yokucwangcisa izinto ezininzi endifuna ukuzibhala kwaye ndibonakala ndizibhala ngaphandle   kokulandela.

Kodwa uYesu ingathi uyandinyamezela. Into efunekayo kukuba ndibhale.

 

Ukuba andiyenzi, uyandithethisa esithi:

"Musa ukulibala ukuba ezi zinto azikho kuwe kuphela, kodwa nakwabanye."

 

Ndacinga ngaphakathi kwam:

Ukuba uYesu uzimisele kakhulu ukwazisa indlela yokuphila kwintando yakhe kwaye ukuba kuza ixesha elitsha,

abanzuzo zabo ziya kodlula nezo zentlawulelo.

 

Kufuneka ke athethe nopapa ukuba,

Njengommeli kaKristu, unegunya

ifuthe ngokuthe ngqo kuwo onke amalungu eBandla kwaye ngaloo ndlela inxibelelane le nto ilungileyo kuzo zonke izizukulwana.

Okanye, ubuncinane, wayenokuphethukela kwabanye abantu abanempembelelo ekwaya kuba lula ngabo ukuba wenziwe umsebenzi.

 

Kodwa kumntu onjengam, ongenalwazi nongaziwayo, singenza njani ukuba le nto ihle kangaka yaziwe? "

 

Wancwina kakhulu, wandanga ngakumbi,   wathi kum uYesu  :

 

"Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

Intando yam ephezulu ihlala ivelisa imisebenzi yakhe emikhulu

- ngeentombi ezinyulu kunye nemiphefumlo engahoywanga

abanyulu kuphela ngokwemvelo;

kodwa kwanenkanuko yabo, ezintliziyweni zabo, nasezicamango zabo.

 

Ubuntombi benene sisithunzi esiNgcwele. KungeSithunzi sam kuphela endinokuthi ndichumise imisebenzi yam emikhulu.

 

Ngeli xesha ndize kusindisa indoda, kwakukho oopopu kunye nabasemagunyeni. Kodwa andizange ndiye kubo kuba uMthunzi wam wayengekho kubo.

 

Ndakhetha intombi enyulu engahoywanga ngabo bonke kodwa eyaziwayo kum. Ukuba ubuntombi benene busisithunzi sam,

ngenxa yekhwele lam lobuthixo ndinyule intombi engaziwayo.

 

Bendiyifuna kuM ngokupheleleyo.

Yiyo loo nto bendiyigcina ingaziwa ngumntu wonke ngaphandle kwam.

Ekubeni le Ntombi inyulu yasezulwini yayingaziwa, ndandikhululekile ngakumbi ukuba ndizazise kwaye ndivule indlela yokuba wonke umntu azi ngeNtlawulelo.

 

Okukhona ndisiba mkhulu umsebenzi endifuna ukuwenza ngomntu, kokukhona ndiwenza ubonakale uqhelekile  .

 

Kuba abantu othetha ngabo baziwa kakhulu.

ikhwele likaThixo lalingenakukwazi ukuvakalisa izibhengezo zalo. Owu! hayi indlela ekunzima ngayo ukufumana uMthunzi oNgcwele kwaba bantu! Kwakhona, ndikhetha lowo   ndifuna.

 

Iintombi ezimbini ezinyulu zamiselwa ukuba zize kunceda uluntu  :

-enye ukunceda ukusindisa umntu,

- enye yokunceda ekufikeni koBukumkani bam emhlabeni ukwenza njalo

- ukunika umntu ulonwabo emhlabeni,

- ukudibanisa intando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo e

-ukuqinisekisa ukuba injongo umntu adalelwe yona ifikelela kwinzaliseko epheleleyo.

Makhe ndikhethe indlela yokutyhila izinto endifuna ukuzazisa.

 

Into ebalulekileyo kum kukuba ndibe nesidalwa sokuqala endinokuthi ndigxile kuso iWill yam kunye

apho ithatha uBomi emhlabeni njengaseZulwini.

 

Yonke enye into iya kulandela.

Ke ngoko, ndiyaphinda kuwe, qhubeka nohambo lwakho kwiWill yam

kuba intando yomntu inobuthathaka, iinkanuko kunye neentsizi.

 

Le yimiqobo ethintela iNtando engunaphakade ukuba isebenze.

"Izono ezifayo zifana nemiqobo eyakhiwe phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo.

 

Ngumsebenzi wakho ukususa imiqobo, ukudiliza imiqobo kunye nokudibanisa zonke izenzo zabantu zibe yinto enye kwintando yam.

- ndizibeka ezinyaweni zikaBawo wam waseZulwini

- ukuze bavunywe kwaye batywinwe ngentando yakhe.

 

Ukubona ukuba isidalwa siye sambesa lonke usapho lwabantu ngentando kaThixo,

- utsalwe kwaye uthabathekile yile nto,

Uya kwenza intando yakhe emhlabeni ukuze alawule emhlabeni njengaseZulwini.”

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam osoloko enothando undikhuphe kum wandisa kwindawo apho iiflegi zazinokubonwa ziwangawangisa kunye nemingcelele eziziswe   zizo zonke iindidi zabantu, kuquka nabefundisi.

 

UYesu wabonakala ecatshukiswa yile nto.

Kwaye wayefuna ukuchola izidalwa ukuze azityumze.

 

Ndithathe isandla sakhe wasifaka kwesam ndamtsalela ngakum. Ndamxelela  :

"Yesu wam, wenza ntoni?

Ngokubanzi, azibonakali zisenza izinto ezimbi, kodwa zilungile.

Kubonakala ngathi iBandla lizimanya neentshaba zakho zangaphambili.

Kwaye abasabonakalisi oku kungafuni ukujongana nabantu beCawa.

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, babacela ukuba basikelele iindwe zabo. Ngaba ayingophawu oluhle olo?

Yaye endaweni yokuba wonwabe, ubonakala ukhubekile. "

 

Okuphikisanayo

abanye babo babhiyozela iDini eliNgcwele ngaphandle kokukholelwa   kubukho bam.

Ke abanye, ukuba bakholwa, lukholo olungenamisebenzi; Kwaye ubomi babo bulandelelwano   lokunyeliswa okukhulu.

 

Yintoni elungileyo abanokuyenza ukuba abanayo kubo?

 

Banokubabizela njani abanye kwihambo yobuKristu bokwenyaniso?

ukuba sisazi ukuba isono siyintoni na, ukuba baswele ubomi?

Ngazo zonke izivumelwano abazenzayo, amadoda awasayisebenzisi imimiselo. Yiloo nto ingelulo unxulumano loloyiso lonqulo.

Olu luloyiso lombutho wabo   .

Kwaye njengoko bezifihla emva kwayo,

bazama ukubufihla ububi babo. Ngaphantsi kwezi maski kukho inguqu yangempela   .

 

Kwaye ndihlala ndihlala ndingu Thixo othukwayo, kakhulu

ukusuka ebubini,   apho i-glimmer yenceba ixhoma ukuqinisa indima kwaye ibangele umonakalo omkhulu, e

ngabantu beCawe   abathi, ngokuhlonela ubuxoki, abasakwazi ukutsala abantu ukuba bandilandele. Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ngabo abagxotha abantu.

 

Ingaba likhona ixesha elibuhlungu kuneli?

Uhanahaniso sesona sono sibi kwaye ibuhlungu kakhulu intliziyo yam. Ngoko ke, thandaza kwaye ulungise. "

 

Ndaziva ndicwile ekuKhanyeni okungapheliyo kweNtando yanaphakade.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ubuThixo bam akufuneki ukuba asebenze ukuze aphumeze imisebenzi yakhe, kwanele ukuba uyayifuna.

Ngoko, ndifuna kwaye ndifuna   .

Imisebenzi emikhulu, eyona mihle kakhulu, iphuma kwintando yam.

Kwelinye icala, nokuba isidalwa sifuna,

ukuba ayisebenzi, ukuba ayishukumi, ayenzi   nto.

 

Ngoku ke, kulowo wenza intando yam aze ahlale khona njengasebukumkanini bakhe, kwaa Mandla adluliselwa kum adluliselwe kuye, kangangoko kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa.

 

Uthe xa esitsho, ndaziva nditsalwa kum.

kwaye ndabona, phantsi kweenyawo zam, irhamncwa eloyikekayo eliluma yonke into ngomsindo.

 

UYesu, emi ecaleni kwam, wongeza wathi:

 

"Njengoko uMama wam oyiNtombi eNcinane watyumza intloko yenyoka engapheliyo,

Ndifuna enye intombi enyulu, ekufuneka ibe ngowokuqala ukufumana iNtando ePhakamileyo,

icinezela le ntloko ye-infernal kwakhona ukuyityumza kwaye iyenze buthathaka, ukuyivalela   esihogweni,

Kuba

onegunya elipheleleyo phezu kwayo,   kwaye

ongalinge asondele kwabo kufuneka baphile kwiWill yam. Ngoko beka unyawo lwakho entlokweni yakhe kwaye umtyumze.  "

 

Ndenze ngesibindi, ndiyenzile, kwaye kancinci ...

Kodwa ukuze angayiva into endiyibambayo, wazivalela kweyona nzonzobila imnyama.

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto   uYesu walithabatha iLizwi lakhe  :

"Ntombi yam, ucinga ukuba ukuhlala kwiWill yam akuyonto? Hayi, hayi -

kunoko, kuphelele apho   ,

kukuzaliseka   kobungcwele bonke;

kukuzilawula ngokupheleleyo, kweminqweno kabani nezono zakhe ezibulalayo: ikratshi, uburheletya, inkanuko, ...

 

Ukuba isidalwa siyakwamkela ukuvumela iNtando yam ihlale kuye kwaye ayisoze ifune ukwazi eyakhe kwakhona, luloyiso olupheleleyo loMdali phezu kwesidalwa.

Ayisenanto indibuyisela kwisidalwa kwaye ayikho enye into endiyinikwayo. Yonke iminqweno yam izalisekile, imizobo yam ifezekisiwe.

Okuseleyo kukuvuyisana nawe, ukonwaba nje.



 

Ndaziva ingqondo yam ilahlekile kubukhulu beNtando yanaphakade.

UYesu wam othandekayo ubuyile kwimfundiso yakhe kweyona ntando ingcwele kaThixo.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, oh! Hayi indlela imisebenzi yakho ehambelana ngayo kwintando yam!

-Ndivumelana nezenzo zam kunye nezo zikaMama wam endimthandayo,

- bayanyamalala kuzo baze benze isenzo esinye.

Kufana nezulu emhlabeni nasemhlabeni ezulwini,

i-echo yenye ikuzo zontathu   kunye

bobathathu bakwenye   kaBathathu Emnye oNgcwele.

 

Owu!

hayi ukuba bumnandi ezindlebeni zethu, hayi indlela ekuyolisa ngayo;

kangangokuba iNtando yethu yehla isuka eZulwini iye emhlabeni!

 

"Xa 'i-Fiat Voluntas tua' yam (" Mayenziwe Intando Yakho ") iyazi inzaliseko yayo emhlabeni njengaseZulwini,

 

ngoko ukuqhubeka kukaBawo Wethu kuya kuzaliseka ngokupheleleyo:

Siphe namhla isonka sethu sale mini.

"Egameni labantu bonke ndathi: 'Bawo wethu, ndiyakubongoza ngeentlobo ezintathu zezonka.

Eyokuqala sisonka seWill yakho   esingaphezulu kwesonka esiqhelekileyo.

Kuba isonka esiqhelekileyo sifunwa kabini okanye kathathu ngosuku

 

Ngelixa isonka seNtando yakho sihlala sihlala kwaye sikwimeko zonke. Unguloo moya uqholiweyo owenza uBomi bobuthixo bujikeleze esidalwa.

 

Bawo, ukuba awusiniki esi sonka sentando yakho kwisidalwa,

andisoze ndikwazi ukonwabela   zonke iziqhamo zobomi bam   bomthendeleko  ,

sisonka sesibini   endikubuza yonke imihla  .

 

Owu! injani imeko embi ubomi bam bomthendeleko:

- endaweni yokondla abantwana bam,

- Isonka somthendeleko sonakaliswe ngokuthanda kwabo! Owu! iyandigulisa!

Nokuba ndiya kubo, andinako ukubanika iintsikelelo nobungcwele.

ngokuba isonka sakho asikho kubo.

Ukuba ndibanika okuthile, yinxalenye nje encinane, ngokwemikhwa yabo, ingelulo lonke ubabalo olukum.

 

Ukuze ubanike zonke iintsikelelo zabo, uBomi bam bomthendeleko bulinde ngomonde ukuba bondliwe phambi kwesonka seNtando yakho ePhakamileyo.

 

Umthendeleko woMthendeleko kunye nazo zonke ezinye iisakramente endizinike iBandla lam

baya kuthwala zonke iziqhamo zabo   kwaye

iya kuziswa   ekuvuthweni

kuphela xa intando yakho izaliseka emhlabeni njengaseZulwini."

 

Emva koko   ndacela isonka sesithathu, isonka sempahla  . Ndingatsho njani ngokucacileyo:

"Siphe isonka sethu sezinto zanamhlanje" ngokuba umntu,

- ngubani obekufanele enze intando yethu,

- ngaba uthabathe into yethu kuye?

 

UBawo ngewayengafuni ukupha

- isonka seNtando yakhe,

- isonka sobomi bam bomthendeleko e

  - impahla yesonka

kubantwana basemzini, kwabangendawo, nakubarhwebi, kodwa   bodwa

- kubantwana abasemthethweni,

-kumadoda alungileyo abambelele kwiintsikelelo zikaBawo.

 

Ngenxa yoko   ndathi  , Siphe isonka sethu;

Xa besitya esi sonka sisikelelwe, wonke umntu uya kubancumela;

Izulu nomhlaba ziya kuhlala ngemvisiswano yoMdali wazo.

 

Kamva   ndongeza  :

Usixolele izono zethu njengokuba nathi sibaxolela abo basonayo.

 

Xa intando yakho izaliseka emhlabeni njengaseZulwini, ke uthando luya kuba lugqibelele.

 

Uxolelo luyakuba nesimilo sobuqhawe njengaxa ndandiseMnqamlezweni.

Oku kuya kwenzeka xa umntu esidla isonka sentando yakho kunye nesonka sobuntu bam.

 

Emva koko iimpawu ziya kuphila kwintando yam,

ukufumana isitampu sobugorha bokwenyani kunye nesimilo esingcwele. Baya kuba njengemilambo ephuma kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yam.

Ndiye ndaqhubeka namazwi   masingangeni esilingweni  . Kuba umntu usoloko eyindoda, enikwe inkululeko yokuzikhethela.

Andizange ndimhluthe oko ndandimnike kona ngokuyidala.

 

Ezoyika ngokwakhe, umntu kufuneka akhale:

"Siphe isonka sentando yakho ukuze sixhathise isilingo kwaye, ngenxa yeso sonka sinye, usikhulule ebubini. Amen".

 

Jonga ukuba silufumana njani apha unxibelelwano ne

“  Masenze umntu ngokomfanekiselo wethu nangokufana nathi  ” yeGenesis, njengoko sonke isenzo esenziwe ngumntu siqinisekisiweyo.

indlela amalungelo alahlekileyo abuyiselwa ngayo, indlela i-inshurensi ebuyiselwa ngayo kubo

oya kufumana ulonwabo lwakhe lwasemhlabeni nolwasezulwini olulahlekileyo.

 

Bona kwakho

- kuba "intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini" yinkxalabo yam yokuqala kwaye

Kuba andizange ndifundise omnye umthandazo ngaphandle koBawo Wethu Osezulwini.

 

ICawe, umabi othembekileyo nomgcini weemfundiso zam, ibisoloko iwugcina lo mthandazo emlonyeni wayo kuzo zonke   iimeko.

 

Kwaye bonke, abafundileyo nabangenalwazi, abancinci nabadala, ababingeleli namarhamente, ookumkani nabalawulwa, bonke bacela ukuba intando kaThixo yenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini.

 

Awufuni ukuba iWill yam yehle kulo mhlaba?

 

Intlawulelo yaqalwa yiNtombi Enyulu.

Kwaye andizanga ndenziwa mntu ngamnye ukuba ndiwukhulule ngentlawulelo, nokuba ubani unqwenela njalo.

-Unokunandipha iingenelo zentlawulelo e

- unokundamkela ngenxa yakhe kuphela kwisakramente yam yoThando.

 

UBukumkani beNtando yobuThixo ezintliziyweni kufuneka buqalwe kwaye bukhuliswe yintombi enyulu.

 

Lowo utyekele kakuhle

baya kuba nako ukuxhamla kwiimpahla ezinikezelwa kwabo bahlala kwiWill yam.

 

Ukuba ndandingazange ndikhawulwe ngoyena Mama wam endimthandayo, iNtlawulelo ngengazange izaliseke.

Ngokunjalo, ukuba andiwuvumeli umphefumlo ukuba uphile kwiNtando yam ePhakamileyo, akunakwenzeka ukuzalisekisa "Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini".



 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndaziva ndikhutshwa emzimbeni wam. Andizange ndisibone isibhakabhaka esiluhlaza nelanga lethu elisemhlabeni kodwa isibhakabhaka esahlukileyo, esibugolide ngokupheleleyo nesizaliswe ziinkwenkwezi ezinemibala eyahlukahlukeneyo eqaqambe kunelanga.

 

Ndaziva nditsalwa phezulu.

Lavuleka izulu phambi kwam ndazibona ndintywila kukukhanya okumsulwa.

 

Ndibize engqondweni yam yonke imimoya yabantu ekhoyo okanye ekumele ukuba ikhona, ukusukela kumzuzu apho uAdam waqhawula umanyano lomoya wakhe noMoya woMdali ngokurhoxa kwiNtando yobuThixo ukuya kumntu wokugqibela oza   kubakho   emhlabeni . .

 

Ndizamile ukunika uThixo imbeko, uzuko, ukuzithoba, njl.

-ngemimoya yonke edaliweyo.

 

Ndenze okufanayo kwizakhono ezahlukeneyo kunye neemvakalelo zomntu,

ndibiza kuzo zonke izidalwa.

Ndenze oku ngentando elungileyo kaThixo wam apho yonke into ikhona kwaye akukho nto isindayo kuyo,

nezinto ezingekhoyo ngoku.

 

Xa ndenza njalo, ilizwi elinamandla lathi:

 

Nanini na umphefumlo ungena kwiNtando yobuThixo

thandaza, sebenza, thanda

okanye wenze enye into,

ivula iindlela ezininzi zesidalwa kuMdali.

 

Ebona isidalwa esiza kuye,

UbuThixo ukwavula iindlela zokuhlangana nesidalwa sakhe.

 

Kule ntlanganiso, isidalwa

- ixelisa iimpawu zoMdali wayo,

-ufunxa uBomi bakhe kuye e

- ingena ngokupheleleyo kwiimfihlo zeNtando ePhakamileyo.

 

Yonke into esiyibonayo isidalwa asiseyomntu kodwa ingokobuthixo.

Oku kuzala isibhakabhaka segolide apho ubuThixo

iza ngaphambili   kwaye

uvuyiswa kukubona imimangaliso ayibonayo   esidalweni.

Ngaloo ndlela, kwintando yam, isidalwa

- isondela kumfanekiso wam,

- yenza imizobo yam, e

- izalisekisa injongo yeNdalo.

 

Emva koko, ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa ndisuka nje ndawushiya umzimba wam. Ndaziva ngathi ndihamba umgama omde apho ndadibana nabantu abaninzi ababengaboni kakuhle.

Ezinye zazikhangeleka njengeedemon ezenzelwe umntu. Abantu abalungileyo babenqabile.

 

Indlela yayinde kangangokuba yayibonakala ingenasiphelo. Ndidiniwe, bendifuna ukubuyela emzimbeni wam,

kodwa umntu osecaleni kwam wandimisa esithi:

Vuka uhambe.

 

Kufuneka ufikelele ekuqaleni kwaye ukuze ufike apho kufuneka uhambe kuzo zonke izizukulwana.

Kufuneka uzigcine zonke ukuze uzizise kuMdali.

Isiqalo sakho nguThixo kwaye ufanele ufikelele kwelo nqanaba ngonaphakade apho uYehova wadala umntu

ukuba amnike uzuko nembeko ngenxa yomsebenzi wendalo yakhe nokubuyisela zonke iimvisiswano phakathi koMdali nendalo”.

 

Amandla aphezulu andigcina ndihamba, kwaye,

ngelishwa ndanyanzeleka ukuba ndibone zonke izinto ezimbi ezidlulileyo, zangoku nezexesha elizayo zomhlaba: umbono owoyikekayo.

 

Emva kwexesha ndamfumana uYesu wam othandekayo.

Ndidiniwe, ndamgona ndathi:

"Sithandwa sam, kufuneka ndihambe kude kangakanani!

Kubonakala kum ukuba iinkulungwane zidlulile oko ndikubonile, wena nkxaso yam! "

 

Egcwele Uthando,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Owu! Ntombi yam, phumla ezingalweni zam. Buyela ekuqaleni kwakho.

Bendilindele ngexhala ukuba ndifumane kuwe, kwiWill yam,

- yonke into endityala yona iNdalo   e

- ukukunika, kwintando yam   ,

konke endinako ukukunika kwiNdalo.

 

Yintando yam kuphela enomona kwaye iqinisekise zonke izinto ezilungileyo endifuna ukuzinika izidalwa.

Ngaphandle kweWill yam, izibonelelo zam zisengozini kwaye azikhuselwanga kakhulu.

 

"Kwintando yam kukho ubuninzi.

Kwaye ndifuna ukunika isidalwa esithile into endifuna ukuyinika wonke umntu. Ndifuna ukumilisela yonke iNdalo kuwe,

zibeke kwincopho yendalo yomntu.

 

Ngumkhwa wam ukuthethana nomntu omnye, oko kukuthi, nomntu omnye kuphela.

Into endiyinika lo mntu ndifuna ukuyinika wonke umntu. Ngaye, wonke umntu ufumana iintsikelelo zam.

 

"Awu! Ntombi yam ndadala umntu waba yintyatyambo ekumele ikhule, ibenombala nevumba lobuThixo bam.

Ngokurhoxa kwintando yam, umntu waba njengentyatyambo enqunyulwe esiqwini sayo.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha isahleli esiqwini sayo.

- intyatyambo intle, igqamile ngombala kwaye inevumba elimnandi.

Inqunyulwe kwisiqu, iyabuna, ilahlekelwe yimibala yayo, ibe mbi kwaye ivumba kakubi.

 

Ibinjalo ke isiphelo somntu kwaye ingunobangela wentlungu yam

kuba ndandifuna le ntyatyambo ikhule kuBuThixo bam ngendivuya!

 

"Ngoku, ngamandla am onke,

Ndifuna ukuyikhulisa kwakhona le ntyatyambo isikiweyo ngokuyifakela esifubeni soBuThixo bam.

 

Kodwa ndifuna umphefumlo ovumayo ukuhlala apho. Lo mphefumlo, ngokuvuma, uya kuba yimbewu. Okuseleyo kuzofikelelwa yiWill yam.

 

Ndandule ke ndivuye ngeNdalo kwakhona. Ndiya konwaba nale ntyatyambo eyimfihlakalo kwaye

Ndizakufumana into ebendiyilindele kwiNdalo ".



 

Ndaphila kwintuthumbo enkulu, phantse ndahluthwa ngokupheleleyo uYesu wam othandekayo.

Ukungabikho kwakhe kukufel’ ukholo okubi ngaphandle kokuthatha iZulu ngenkani, njengoko kunjalo ngabafeli-nkolo, nto leyo eyenza ukubandezeleka kwabo kube mnandi.

 

Ukwahlukaniswa noYesu kukufel’ ukholo okubuhlungu okuvula inzonzobila phakathi komphefumlo noThixo.

Kuvakala ngathi kuyafa, nokuba ukufa akufiki.

 

Owu! Thixo wam! hayi intlupheko!

Ndithe ndisantywile kulo mngxuma wokubandezeleka, ndeva uYesu eshukuma ngaphakathi kum ndathi kuye: «Awu! Yesu wam, ngoko awusandithandi!

Khange andihoye.

Ebebonakala ecaphukile ephethe into emnyama ebezoyigibisela ezi zidalwa.

 

Emva koko wathatha intliziyo yam wayibamba ezandleni zakhe wayikhama wayiqinisa, wayihlaba. Ndakwamkela oku kubandezeleka njengesiqabu nanjengevumba elimnandi xa kuthelekiswa nentlungu yokwahlukaniswa naye.

Owu! hayi indlela endandisoyika ngayo ukuba angayisusa le ntlungu kum aze andiphose kwakhona enzonzobileni yentlungu yokwahlukaniswa naye!

 

Emva koko wathi kum:

"  Ntombi yam andizihoyanga iitexts ndizinika iziphumo qha  .

 

Ngaba ucinga ukuba kulula ukufumana umphefumlo ofuna ngokwenene ukubandezeleka? Owu! kunzima kangakanani!

Bathi bafuna ukubandezeleka kodwa,

- ngokukhawuleza xa bephantsi kwesigwebo,

- baleka.

Hayi indlela abafuna ukuzikhulula ngayo!

Ndihlala ndedwa ekubandezelekeni kwam!

 

Kwakhona, xa ndifumana umphefumlo

-ongabalekiyo ekubandezelekeni kwaye

-ngubani ofuna ukundigcina kunye neentlungu zam,

Undilindele rhoqo ukuba ndimphathele isonka sokubandezeleka, undinika uxwilo lothando

kwaye undinika ububele obugqithisileyo ngakuye, ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba elimangalisayo leZulu nomhlaba.

Ngaba ucinga ukuba ndihlala ndindindisholo kwinto yokuba,

- ngelixa wena wahlukana nam,

- Ngaba ubufuna ndikuzisele iimbandezelo zam? "

 

Wathi xa ethetha oku, wandibonisa ukuba uMthendeleko oNgcwele wawudlula esitratweni.

Wandincamisa kakhulu ndambuza:

"Yesu wam, kwenzeka ntoni?

Uyaphi uthathwa ngubani? "

 

Waphendula ngelilusizi wathi:

"Ndiya emntwini ogulayo, othwelwe ngumbulali wemiphefumlo". Ndoyika, ndamxelela:

“Uthini na wena Yesu? Angathini na omnye wabalungiseleli benu ukuba ngumbulali wemiphefumlo? "

 

Waphendula wathi  :

«  Baninzi ababulali bemiphefumlo eCaweni yam!   Kukho ezo

-abaxhomekeke kwimali e

- ababingelela imiphefumlo ngemizekelo yabo emibi.

Endaweni yokunceda imiphefumlo ukuba ihlukane nayo yonke into evela emhlabeni, iyenza inamathele ngakumbi.

 

Kukho abantu abaziintloni   abathi endaweni yokuba bahlambulule imiphefumlo, bayonakalisa imbonakalo yabo.

Kukho ababulali   abazinikeleyo

-ukuzonwabisa, ukuzonwabisa, ukuhamba okanye ezinye.

Baphazamisa imiphefumlo kunokuba

ukubahlanganisa kunye nokubakhuthaza ngothando lomthandazo kunye nokuba wedwa.

 

Ezi ziindlela zonke zokubingelela imiphefumlo.

Indlela ebuhlungu ngayo intliziyo yam xa ndibona aba bantu

ngubani ofanele abancede bazingcwalise ubatyhalela ekonakaleni! "

 

Ukungabikho kukaYesu wam othandekayo kwande.

Ekugqibeleni wafika ndathi kuye: "Khawutsho ke sthandwa sam, ziziphi izikreqo endizenzileyo kuwe kuba ukude nam? Yhoo inzima kangakanani le ntlungu!"

 

Wandiphendula uYesu wathi:   "Ngaba mhlawumbi urhoxile kwintando yam?"

Ndiye ndaphendula ngokukhawuleza:

"Hayi, hayi. Izulu lindikhusele kwishwangusha elinje!"

 

UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

“Kutheni ngoku undibuza ukuba undikhubekisile?

Kukho isono kuphela xa umphefumlo urhoxa kwiNtando yam.

 

Ah! ntombi yam, ukuze uyithathe ngokupheleleyo iNtando yam,   kuya kufuneka uzithathele kuwe zonke iimeko zengqondo yazo zonke izidalwa. Le nto yenzeka kuMama nakuBuntu bam.   

 

Zininzi kangakanani iimbandezelo kunye neemvakalelo eziye zagxila kuthi!

Ngamaxesha athile, uMama wam othandekayo uye wahlala ekwimo yokholo olunyulu ngelixa ukuncwina kwam Ubuntu butyunyuziwe.

phantsi kobunzima bazo zonke izono neembandezelo zezidalwa.

 

Kodwa, ngoku ndandibandezelekile,

Ndandinegunya kuzo zonke izinto ezichasene nosizi lwezidalwa.

 

Umama wam othandekayo wahlala enguKumkanikazi wokholo, ithemba, uthando kunye nokukhanya,

ngendlela yokuba ube nako ukupha

ukholo, ithemba, uthando kunye nokukhanya kubo bonke. Ukuze ndikwazi ukuyenza   ,

umntu makaqale agxininise kuye zonke iintsizi zezidalwa

kwaye, ngokuyeka kunye nothando,

-tshintsha ububi esikhundleni sokulungileyo;

-ubumnyama ekukhanyeni;

-ingqele emadangatyeni.

 

Intando yam kukuzala  .

Nabani na ofuna ukuhlala kuye kufuneka athathe igunya phezu kwazo zonke izinto ezinokubakho nezizicingelayo.

kangangoko kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa.

 

Zingaphi iimpahla endinokunika wonke umntu! Okanye umama.

 

Ukuba asikuniki kungenxa yokuba akukho mntu ufuna ukuyifumana. Sinikela kuba sibandezeleke ngayo yonke into.

 

Ngelixa sasisemhlabeni,

indawo yethu yokuhlala yayikwinzaliseko yentando kaThixo.

 

Ithuba lakho

-ukulandela indlela yethu efanayo e

- yenzeka apho senzeka khona.

 

Kholelwa ukuba   uphile kwintando yethu

-okanye into encinci okanye loo nto

Ngaba ifana nobomi, nokuba ngcwele?

 

Isithoba! Kuko konke. Yonke into mayivalelwe.

Ukuba kukho into engekhoyo,

ke awukwazi ukuthi uhlala kwinzaliseko yeNtando yethu.

Ke ngoko phulaphula kwaye uqhubeke nohambo lwakho kwintando yethu yanaphakade.

 

 

Ndaziva ndicwile kwintando yanaphakade xa, enditsalela kuye, uYesu wam othandekayo wandikhupha emzimbeni wam wandenza ndabona amazulu nomhlaba.

 

Endibonisa zona   , wathi kum  :

"Ntombi ethandekayo, ngentando yethu ePhakamileyo sidale umatshini omkhulu wendalo iphela, isibhakabhaka, ilanga, iilwandle kunye nazo zonke ezinye ukuba zinikwe njengesipho.

Kodwa kubani? Kwabo benza intando yethu.

 

Banikwe yonke into njengabantwana bethu abasemthethweni. Senze oko ngenxa yokuhlonela isidima semisebenzi yethu.

Asiziniki abantu basemzini okanye abantwana basemzini.

 

Ngenxa yokuba bebengayi kukuqonda ukubaluleka kwezi zipho, bengayi kubuxabisa ubungcwele obukhulu bemisebenzi yethu. Kunoko, babeza kubacekisa baze babachithachithe.

 

Ngokunika ezi zipho kubantwana bethu abasemthethweni, intando yethu, ebubomi babo   bokwenyani, ibenza babone zonke iinkalo zothando lwethu olubonakaliswa   ngeNdalo.

 

Kuba yonke into edaliweyo ibonisa inkalo ethile yoThando lwethu.

Ngoko ke kufuneka basibuyisele ngokusinika uthando, uzuko nembeko nganye kwezi nkalo zoThando lwethu.

Ngaloo ndlela iimvisiswano phakathi kwethu zisenza sisondele kwaye sisondele.

 

Nangona abo bangayiqondiyo iNtando yethu bebonakala bezonwabela ezi zipho, bakwenza oko njengabantwana abangekho mthethweni.

 

Kuba intando yethu ayihlali kuzo,

Ukuqonda okuncinci okanye ukungaqondi koThando lwethu kubo olubonakaliswa ngeNdalo,

okanye iingenelo ezinkulu zeNtando yethu.

 

Abaninzi abazi nokuba ngubani owadala zonke ezi zinto. Bangabasemzini abathi, phezu kwako nje ukuhlala phakathi kwazo zonke ezi mpahla, abafuni ukuzigqala njengezethu   .

 

Ngokubhekisele kuNyana wobugqwetha,

UBawo waseZulwini unike uBuntu bam isipho esikhulu sendalo iphela.

 

Akukho nto ndingazange ndimnike yona ngokubuyisela,

isipho sesipho, uthando   lothando.

 

Kwandula ke kwafika uMama wam wasezulwini owayekwazi kakuhle ukungena kubudlelane   noMdali wakhe.  Ngoku bayeza abantwana beNtando yam.

Yonke iNdalo ivuya ngovuyo, idumileyo

kwaye kunye nam uqaphela kuwe intombi esemthethweni yeNtando ePhakamileyo.

 

Zonke izidalwa ziya kubalekela kuwe,

- hayi nje ukukwamkela,

-kodwa ukuxabisa, ukukhusela kwaye bakuthathe njengesipho esivela kuMdali wabo.

 

Baya kukhuphisana

ukukunika iinkalo ezahlukeneyo zothando oluvela kwizinto ezidaliweyo.

Isidalwa siya kukunika isipho sobuhle boMdali wakho ngothando olunxulumene nalo.

Omnye uya kukunika isipho samandla kunye nothando olunxulumene nalo.

 

Kwaye kuya kuba njalo kwizipho

ezibubulumko, ukulunga, ubungcwele, ukukhanya, ubunyulu, obuneenkalo ezithile zothando ezinxulumene nezi mpawu zobuthixo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, yonke imiqobo phakathi komphefumlo noThixo iya kwaphulwa.

Ubekwe phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba, umphefumlo uya kuzazi iimfihlelo ezahlukeneyo zothando ezifumaneka kwiNdalo kwaye uya kuba nguvimba wazo zonke izipho zikaThixo ".

 

Ndakhapha uYesu wam othandekayo kwiimbandezelo zakhe,

ngakumbi ezo wadibana nazo   kuMyezo waseGetsemane  .

Ndithe ndisavelana naye wasondela ngaphakathi kum   wathi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

uBawo wam osemazulwini wayengumqalisi weembandezelo zobuntu bam.  Nguye kuphela owayenamandla okudala ukubandezeleka nokufaka into efunekayo ukuze kuhlawulwe amatyala ezidalwa.

 

Ngokuphathelele izidalwa,

-imbandezelo abandinika yona yayiyeyesibini. Ngokuba babengenamandla phezu kwam;

yaye babengenakubangela ukubandezeleka ngokuzenzekelayo. UBawo oseZulwini wenza ngendlela efanayo kwizidalwa.

Kwindalo, umzekelo,

umsebenzi wokuqala owenziwa emphefumlweni nasemzimbeni womntu wenziwa nguBawo ongcwele.

Hayi indlela engakanani imvisiswano nolonwabo olubeke ngayo kwindalo yomntu!

 

Yonke into emntwini yimvisiswano kunye nolonwabo.

Khawucinge nje ngomzimba wakhe.

Enjani yona imvisiswano nolonwabo oluyizisayo!

Amehlo akhe ayabona, umlomo wakhe uyathetha, iinyawo zakhe ziyahamba.

Izandla zakhe zithatha kwaye zilawule izinto iinyawo zakhe ezimvumele ukuba azifezekise.

 

Ukuba ke amehlo akhe ebenokubona, ukuba akanamlomo wokuthetha, nokuba uneenyawo zokuhamba, engenazandla zokuzibamba;

ebengayi kuswela imvisiswano nolonwabo?

 

Ngoku makhe siqwalasele umphefumlo womntu  , kunye nentando yakhe, ingqondo kunye nenkumbulo.

Enjani yona imvisiswano nolonwabo oluyizisayo!

 

Ubume bomntu (umzimba nomphefumlo) ngokwenene yinxalenye yemvisiswano engunaphakade. UThixo wadala i-Eden emphefumlweni nasemzimbeni womntu, i-   Eden yasezulwini ngokupheleleyo.

 

Emva koko wamnika iEden yasemhlabeni ukuba ibe yindawo yakhe yokuhlala. Yonke into ekwindalo yomntu ikumvisiswano nolonwabo.

Nangona isono siye saphazamisa le mvano kunye nolu lonwabo,

aluzange luzitshabalalise ngokupheleleyo izinto ezilungileyo uThixo awayezidalele emntwini.

 

Kanye njengokuba uThixo wadala imvisiswano nolonwabo lwezidalwa ngezandla zakhe,

Wadala zonke iimbandezelo eziyimfuneko kum

-ukubuyekeza ukungabi nambulelo kwabantu e

-ukubuyisela ulonwabo olulahlekileyo kunye nemvisiswano. Kunjalo ke kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Xa ndibiza omnye wabo kubungcwele obukhethekileyo okanye ubuthunywa, zizandla zam ezisebenza emphefumlweni wakhe,

- ukumenza abandezeleke ngaxa lithile,

- komnye wothando okanye ulwazi lweenyaniso zasezulwini.

 

Umona wam mkhulu kangangokuba andivumeli nabani na ukuba awuchukumise. Ukuba ndivumela izidalwa ukuba zenze okuthile kulo mphefumlo okhethiweyo, uhlala ungowesibini. Ndigcina okuphambili kwaye ndibumbe ngokwesicwangciso sam. "

 

Ndandinexhala lokungabikho kukaYesu wam othandekayo kwaye ndathi ngaphakathi:

“Ngubani na obaziyo ububi obukum noYesu azifihlayo kubo ukuze aphephe usizi? Ukuhamba kum,

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, uphawu

ukuba akukho bubi emphefumlweni   kwaye

ukuba uzaliswe ngokupheleleyo   nguThixo,

kukuba yonke into eyenzekayo kuye ngaphakathi okanye ngaphandle ayimniki lonwabo.

Ukuthanda kwakhe kukuphela kwam nakum.

 

Oku kuyinyaniso kungekuphela nje ngentlonipho

-izinto zomhlaba,

- kodwa nakwizinto ezingcwele,

- kubantu abalungileyo,

-Imisitho yenkolo,

- umculo, njl.

 

Kulo mphefumlo,

zonke ezi zinto ziyabanda, azikhathali kwaye zibonakala zingezizo ezakhe. Isizathu silula kakhulu:

Ukuba umphefumlo ugcwele Mna ngokupheleleyo, uzele ziziyolo zam. Olunye ulonwabo alufumani ndawo lungena kuyo.

Nokuba zintle kangakanani na, umphefumlo awutsalelwanga kuzo.

Kubonakala ngathi bafile kuye.

 

Kwelinye icala, umphefumlo ongengowam awunanto  .

Xa edibana nezinto zasemhlabeni, uba namava

- nceda ukuba kufikwa kwizinto azithandayo kwaye

- uxolo ukuba kuziwa kwizinto ongathandiyo.

Ngenxa yoko, kukumjikelo oqhubekayo wolonwabo nosizi.

 

Njengeziyolo ezingaphumi kum

-ungapheli e

- kaninzi ijika ibe lusizi,

umphefumlo wonwabile ngelinye ixesha kwaye ulusizi kwelinye.

 

Ngaxa lithile uyathandana kwaye, ngomzuzu olandelayo, uyarhoxa. Kukungabi nanto komphefumlo okubangela oku kuguquguquka kweemvakalelo kunye neenguqu.

 

Wena ke, ngaba uyayoliswa zizinto ezikhoyo apha emhlabeni?

Yini na ukuba woyike ukuba kukho ububi kuwe, Ndibe ndizímela ngenxa yosizi? Apho ndikhoyo, akukho kuzisola. "

 

Ndaphendula:

“Sithandwa sam, andiyoliswa yiyo nantoni na yasemhlabeni, nokuba ilungile kangakanani na.

Wazi ngaphezu   kwam.

Ndingayonwabela njani into ngaphandle kobuhlungu   bokungabikho kwakho

- uyandibamba,

- undenza krakra ngaphakathi kum kwaye

- Ngaba indenza ndilibale yonke into ngaphandle kwentlungu yokuvinjwa kwakho? "

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

Oku kuyangqina kuwe ukuba ungowam, uzele ndim.

 

Ulonwabo lunala mandla:

Ukuba yeyam, guqulani isidalwa sibe kum;

- ukuba yinto yendalo, izisa umphefumlo kwizinto zomntu;

Ukuba ke luphuma ezinkanukweni, luwukhokelela ebubini umphefumlo.

 

Imvakalelo yolonwabo isenokubonakala ingenamsebenzi; Kodwa akunjalo: yintshukumo yokuqala

- ngokulungileyo okanye

- ngenxa yobubi.

Makhe sibone ukuba kutheni oku kunjalo:

 

Kwakutheni ukuze uAdam one?

Kaloku umkile ekonwabeleni ubuThixo

kweso siqhamo xa uEva wamnika isiqhamo esalelweyo waza wathi makasitye.

 

Wathi akubona eso siqhamo, waziva evuya.

Yaye wavuyiswa kumazwi kaEva awayemxelela ukuba wayeya kuba njengoThixo ukuba wayemtyile.

 

Wayekuthanda ukuyidla kwaye oku konwaba kwakuyintshukumo yokuqala yokuwa kwakhe.

Ukuba, ngokuchaseneyo, wayezamile

- uxolo xa uyijonga,

- ukungakwazi ukumamela amazwi kaEva e

- ngenxa yokuzonda kwingcamango yokuyidla, akayi kuba nesono.

 

Kunoko, wayeya kwenza isenzo sokuqala sobuqhawe ebomini bakhe.

- ukuchasa uEva kunye

- ukuyilungisa.

Wayeya kusigcina isithsaba sakhe sokuthembeka kuLowo

lowo wayenetyala elingaka   e

eyayiphethe onke amalungelo kuye   .

 

Owu! kuyimfuneko ukuba unikele ingqalelo kwizinto ezahlukeneyo zokuzonwabisa ezivela emphefumlweni:

ukuba   ziziyolo zikaThixo  , zikhokelela   ebomini,

ukuba zingabantu,   nokuba ziphuma ezinkanukweni  , zisingisa ekufeni. Kukho ke ingozi yokonganyelwa ngumsinga   wobubi ".

 

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndathandaza ukuba uYesu wam othandekayo angandwendwela umphefumlo wam osweleyo.

 

Konke okulungileyo  , Wakubonakalisa.

Ngezandla zakhe ezingcwele wandichukumisa izihlandlo eziliqela.

Apho yandichukumisa khona, yashiya uphawu, isibane. Emva koko, wemka.

 

Emva koko   umvumi wam wokuqala, ngoku ongasekhoyo, weza waza wathi kum:

"Ndifuna ukuchukumisa ezo ndawo iNkosi ikuchukumisileyo".

Ndandingafuni, kodwa ndingenawo amandla okuchasa, ndayivumela. Uthe akwenza oko, waxelelwa ukukhanya ukuba uYesu wayekushiyile kundichukumisa.

Ngokuchukumisa ngalunye olongezelelweyo-kwiindawo apho uYesu wayendichukumisile-ukukhanya kwamhlasela ngakumbi nangakumbi.

Ndamangaliswa kwaye u-confessor wam wathi kum:

“ INkosi indithume ukuba ndinivuze ngokulunga kwam ekufikeni kwam kuni ngothando.

Ngoku yenzelwe mna kukukhanya kozuko olungunaphakade”.

 

Kwandula ke kwafika ummeli wam wesibini, naye owayeswelekile,  ngexesha lakhe  . Wathi kum, Ndixelele ukuba utheni na kuwe uYesu.

Ndifuna ukumphulaphula ukuze ukukhanya kwezi nyaniso kumanyanise nokukhanya kweenyaniso ezininzi awathetha ngazo uYesu kuni ebudeni bobomi bam nendathi ndakhawulwa ngazo ngoko.

 

INkosi indithume ukuba ndifumane umvuzo ngenxa yenzuzo endiyifumeneyo ngokunqwenela ukuva iinyaniso Zayo kubo bonke ubomi bam.

Ukuba ubusazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuva iinyaniso zikaThixo! Okunjani kona ukubangel’ umdla ukukhanya ezikuquletheyo!

 

Iingenelo zelanga zigutyungelwe ziingenelo kwabo bathetha ngezi Nyaniso okanye bazivayo.

 

Kufuneka uphindaphinde imizamo yakho ukuze uzenze zaziwe   kwabo bafuna ukumamela.

Utheni ke kuwe? "

 

Ndikhumbula oko uYesu wandixelela kona malunga nesisa, ndathetha naye.

Ngokwenza oko, amazwi am ajika aba kukukhanya kwaye oko kukhanya kwamjikeleza. Uvuya kakhulu, akakho.

Ngoku nantsi into awandixelela yona uYesu malunga   nesisa  :

 

"Ntombi yam, uthando luyayazi indlela yokuguqula yonke into ibe luthando.

Cinga ngomlilo - unokuguqula iintlobo ezahlukeneyo zemithi kunye nezinye izinto zibe ngumlilo. Ukuba wayengenawo amandla okutshintsha yonke into evuthayo, wayengayi kulifanela igama lakhe.

 

Okufanayo kuya   kumphefumlo  : ukuba ayiguquli yonke into ibe luthando,

izinto zendalo kunye nezinto zendalo,

ulonwabo kunye nosizi kunye nako konke okumngqongileyo, akanakubanga ukuba unothando lokwenyani   ”.

 

Njengoko wayethetha oku, amadangatye amaninzi

-wabaleka entliziyweni yakhe,

-izulu nomhlaba ogcweleyo

-emva koko ihlanganiswe kwidangatye elinye.

 

Wongeza wathi:

"Amadangatye aqhubekayo aphuma entliziyweni yam. Omnye bazisa uthando;

omnye iintlungu, komnye   ukukhanya;

kwamanye amandla, njl.

 

Nangona zinemisebenzi eyahlukileyo, la madangatye onke aphuma kwiziko loThando lwam kwaye eyona njongo yawo kukunxibelelana ngoThando nezidalwa.

 

Ngoko ke, zidibana zibe lidangatye elinye. Kufuneka kube ngolu hlobo kwizidalwa:

nangona benza izinto ezahlukeneyo, eyona njongo yabo ifanele ibe luThando.

Ngaloo ndlela izenzo zabo ziba ngamadangatye amancinane athi, emanyene, enze idangatye elikhulu elitshisa yonke into lize liguqule yonke into ibe kum.

Ngaphandle koko ezi zidalwa azinalo   uthando lokwenene ».

 

 

Ndandisandula ukufumana uYesu wam endimthandayo kuMthendeleko oNgcwele. Ndandithabatheke ngokupheleleyo kokona kungcwele kukuthanda kukaThixo xa wandenza ndabonisa zonke izenzo zobomi bakhe   basemhlabeni,

ngokungathi   bayaziqonda.

 

Undenze ndabona

- iziko lomthendeleko we-Ekaristi

wazinikela ngokwakhe umthendeleko.

Hayi indlela okwakumangalisa ngayo, olunjani lona ulwazelelelo lothando olwalukolu nxibelelwano nesiqu sakho! Ingqondo yam ibibhidekile phambi kobubhanxa obungaka.

UYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum  :

“Intombi endiyithandayo yeNtando yam ePhakamileyo, intando yam iqulethe yonke into.

Uyiguqulela yonke ingcamango yobuThixo ukuba isebenze kwaye akukho nto isindayo kuye.

 

Nabani na ohlala kwiWill yam ufuna ukwenza ukuba izibonelelo zayo zaziwe.

Ndifuna wazi ukuba kutheni ndandifuna ukundamkela xa ndandisungula umthendeleko wam wothando.

Ngummangaliso ongenakuqondwa kwingqondo yomntu:

loo mntu wamkela uMntu oPhakamileyo,

ukuba uMntu ongenasiphelo uvalelwe kwisidalwa esinesiphelo e

- ke makazuze uzuko olumfaneleyo, afumane khona indawo yokuhlala emfaneleyo;

le yimfihlakalo engaqondakaliyo engqondweni yomntu

ukuba abapostile, bathi noko bakholwayo kuko ukuzalwa komntu, nakwezinye iimfihlelo;

akakhululekanga watyekela ekungakholweni.

Bavuma kuphela emva kwezibongozo zam ezininzi.

 

Ekusunguleni uMthendeleko, kwafuneka ndicinge ngayo yonke into. Kuba isidalwa sasiza kundamkela,

- Kwafunyanwa imbeko, isidima kunye nekhaya lomntu kwi-Divinity.

 

Kwakhona ntombi yam, xa ndamisela le sakramente enkulu, intando yam yanaphakade,

ndidibene nentando yam   yomntu,

wandinika yonke imikhosi engcwalisiweyo eyayiza kubakho kude kube sekupheleni   kwexesha.

Ndazijonga zonke ndazitya ndalandelana.

Ndabona kubomi bam bomthendeleko ngamnye ephila kwaye elangazelela ukuzinikela kwizidalwa.

 

Ubuntu bam, egameni loluntu luphela,

ndathabatha uxanduva lokuba wonke umntu amkele   e

 wayezenzela undwendwe ngalunye ikhaya  .

 

UbuThixo bam, obabungenakwahlulwa kuBuntu bam, burhangqe wonke umthendeleko womthendeleko.

- amawonga,

-ukudumisa kunye

- iintsikelelo zikaThixo,

ukuze uMhlekazi wam wamkelwe ezintliziyweni ngesidima esinqwenelekayo.

 

Ummkeli ngamnye womthendeleko uphathiswe kum kwaye ube yindawo yokuhlala yoBuntu bam.

Ngamnye watyalwa ngomngcelele wembeko ngenxa yobuThixo bam. Kungenjalo ngehle njani na esidalweni?

 

Ibikukwamkela nje ngoluhlobo

-ukuba ndisigcine isidima sam nembeko yam, e

-ukuba ndakhe indlu efanele umntu wam.

Oku kwandivumela ukuba ndinyamezele

-ukuncama,

-ukungakhathali,

- ukungahloneli kunye

- ukungabi nambulelo kwezidalwa.

 

Ukuba ndandingazamkelanga ngolu hlobo, ngendingazange ndikwazi ukuhla ndisekudalweni. Babengayi kuba nayo nendlela yokundamkela.

 

Le yindlela yam yokwenza izinto kumsebenzi wam ngamnye.

Ndenza isenzo kanye xa ndisinika ubomi ngawo onke amanye amaxesha siya kuziphinda.

 

Zonke iimvavanyo zihlanganiswe nomsebenzi wokuqala, ngokungathi yinto enye.

 

Le yindlela amandla onke eNtando yam andenze ngayo ukuba ndamkele zonke iinkulungwane.

Undenze ukuba ndibekho bonke abanxibelelanisi nabo bonke abaququzeleli bomthendeleko.

Ndiye ndazamkela ngenxa yomntu ngamnye.

 

Ngubani owayenokukholelwa eluthandweni olugqithe ngolo hlobo?

Phambi kokuba ndehle ezintliziyweni zezidalwa, ndazamkela ngokwam

-ukukhusela amalungelo am angcwele e

-ukwazi ukuveza umntu wam kwizidalwa.

 

Ngokulinganayo

Ndandifuna ukutyala izidalwa kwizenzo ezifanayo endazenzayo ngokuzamkela mna,

- ukubanika izimo ezifanelekileyo kunye nelungelo lokundamkela.' Ukuva la mazwi kaYesu, ndothuka kakhulu kwaye ndisecicini lokuthandabuza.

UYesu wongeza wathi:

“Kutheni uthandabuza nje?

Asingomsebenzi kaThixo na lo?

Esi senzo, nangona yayisisenzo esinye, asizange sikhokelele kuzo zonke ezinye?

 

Ngapha koko, bekungenjalo?

-ngenxa yokuzalwa kwam,

-ubomi bam emhlabeni e

- ngenxa yothando lwam?

I incarnated only once, I lives a Life and I suffered a Passion. Nangona kunjalo ukuzalwa kwam, uBomi bam kunye neNgqondo yam yayiyeyomntu wonke kunye nomntu wonke.

 

Ndisasebenza kuyo yonke indalo

ngokungathi, ngalo mzuzu, ndazaliswa kwaye ndithwele iNkolelo yam.

 

Ukuba akunjalo, andiyi kusebenza njengoThixo, kodwa njengesidalwa esinokuthi,

abanamandla   kaThixo,

akanako ukuya kuye wonke umntu okanye azinikele kuye   wonke umntu.

 

Ngoku, ntombi yam, ndifuna ukuthetha nawe malunga nolunye ugqithiso loThando lwam.

Isidalwa esizalisekisa iNtando yam kwaye sihlala kuyo siza kwamkela zonke izenzo zoBuntu bam.

Kuba ndingxamele kakhulu ukuba isidalwa sifane nam.

 

Kuba intando yakhe kunye nentando yam inye,

-Intando yam iyavuya kwaye, iyonwabile,

- Ubeka esidalweni konke okulungileyo okukum, kuquka nemikhosi yomthendeleko.

 

Intando yam, ekwisidalwa, imjikelezile ngeembeko nezidima zobuThixo.

Ndithembe yena kuba iWill yam imenze umgadi wakhe

ngayo yonke impahla yam, nemisebenzi yam yonke, kwanobomi bam.”

 

Njengesiqhelo, ndamthanda uThando lwam olubethelelwe emnqamlezweni, ndathi kuye:

 

"Ndingena kwintando yakho okanye, endaweni yoko, ndinike isandla sakho

kwaye undibeke wena kubukhulu beNtando yakho, ukuze ndingabi nakwenza nantoni na engeyiyo iNtando yakho engcwele.

 

Ndathi ndisatsho, ndacinga:

Ukuba iNtando yobuThixo ikuyo yonke indawo kwaye ndikuyo, kutheni ndisithi: 'Ndingena kwiNtando yakho'?

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

"Intombazana yakho,

kukho umahluko omkhulu phakathi kwabo benzayo okanye bathandaza nje,

- kuba ngokwendalo i-Will yam ikhona yonke indawo kwaye igubungela yonke into. kwaye lowo,   ngokuqonda nangokhetho lwakhe  ,

ngena ebukumkanini beNtando yam ukuze wenze kwaye uthandaze.

 

Makhe siqwalasele umzekelo.

Xa ilanga liphuma emhlabeni, asizizo zonke iindawo ezifumana ukukhanya nobushushu obulinganayo. Kwezinye iindawo kukho isithunzi yaye kwezinye ukukhanya kuthe ngqo yaye kuqatha ngakumbi. Sesiphi isidalwa esifumana ukukhanya nobushushu obuninzi:

yintoni na esemathunzini, yintoni na etyhilekileyo?

 

Nangona kungenakuthiwa akukho kukhanya emthunzini, inyaniso ihleli kukuba ukukhanya kukhanya ngakumbi kwaye ubushushu bugqithise ngakumbi kwiindawo ezingagqunywanga. Ngokwenene, imitha yelanga iyakhukulisa ezi ndawo ize izifunxe.

 

Ukuba ilanga lalisazi kwaye isidalwa esivezwe kwimitha yaso evuthayo sasithi kuye egameni lomntu wonke:

"Ndiyabulela kuwe, ilanga, ngokukhanya kwakho kunye nazo zonke iingenelo osizisela zona ngokusasaza umhlaba. Egameni lazo zonke izidalwa, ndinikela umbulelo kuwe ngako konke okulungileyo okwenzayo."

olunjani lona uzuko, nembeko, nolonwabo olunjani na ukungalufumani kwesi sidalwa!

 

Nangona kuyinyani ukuba iNtando yam ikuyo yonke indawo, umphefumlo uhleli emthunzini wentando yawo awunakufumana ubunzulu bokukhanya kweNtando yam, okanye ubushushu bayo, kunye nazo zonke iingenelo zayo.

 

Kwelinye icala, umphefumlo ongena kumThandazo wenza isithunzi esakhe sinyamalale.

Ngaloo ndlela ukukhanya kweNtando yam kukhanya kuyo, kuyigubungele kwaye iyiguqule ibe yiyo.

 

Umphefumlo ontywiliselwe kwintando yam yanaphakade uthi kum:

"Enkosi, Owu Ngcwele kunye neNtando ePhakamileyo, ngokukhanya kwakho nangazo zonke izibonelelo osizisela zona ngokuzalisa iZulu nomhlaba ngokukhanya kwakho.

Egameni labo bonke, ndikunika umbulelo ngazo zonke izibonelelo zakho. "

 

Ngoko, ndiziva ndihloniphekile, uzuko kunye nolonwabo olungenakuthelekiswa nanto.

Ntombi yam, zininzi izinto ezimbi ezehlela umphefumlo ohleli emthunzini wentando yawo! Esi sithunzi siyaba ngumkhenkce kwaye simfake kubuvila kunye nokuba ndindisholo.

Kuchasene nomphefumlo ophila ekukhanyeni kweNtando yam ".

Emva kwexesha, ndawushiya umzimba wam kwaye ndabona ukuba kuza isifo esosulelayo.

-kubandakanya ukuvalelwa kwabantu abaninzi.

Uloyiko lwalulawula kwaye ububi obuninzi bohlobo olutsha lwavutha. Noko ke, ndiyathemba ukuba uYesu uxolile ngelona Gazi lakhe lixabisekileyo.

 

 

Bendicinga ngoThando olukhulu lukaYesu wam othandekayo.

Wandibonisa zonke izidalwa ezimanyene kwiwebhu yothando waza   wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ekudaleni umntu ndibeke imbewu eninzi yoThando

engqondweni yakhe, emehlweni akhe, emlonyeni wakhe, nasentliziyweni yakhe, ezandleni nasezinyaweni zakhe. Ndibeka imbewu yoThando kumntu wakhe wonke.

 

Kuba bekufuneka ndidlale ngaphandle,

Ndibeka mna kunye nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo phambi kwakhe ukuba zintshule kwaye zikhule ezi mbewu ngokweminqweno yam.

 

Ehlwayelwe nguThixo ongunaphakade, ezi mbewu zihlala ngonaphakade. Ngaloo ndlela umntu unoThando olungunaphakade ngaphakathi kuye.

Uthando olungunaphakade luhlala lukhangela ukubuya koThando olungunaphakade.

 

Ndandifuna ukuba njalo

-ngaphakathi komntu njengembewu e

- ngaphandle kwakhe njengomsebenzi,

ukuze umthi wothando lwam olungunaphakade ukhule kuye.

 

Unceda ntoni umntu ngokuba namehlo okubona?

Kuthekani ukuba wayengenawo umthombo wokukhanya wangaphandle owawuza kwenza amehlo akhe abone?

 

Kuyafana nakwingqondo,

ukuba akanawo amazwi okuchaza iingcinga zakhe, ingqondo yakhe ayinasiqhamo. Kwaye nangokunjalo.

 

Ndimthanda kakhulu umntu kangangokuba andiphelelanga nje ekubeni ndibeke kuye imbewu yoThando lwam olungunaphakade, kodwa ndimbeke phantsi kwamaza angaphandle olo Luthando lunaphakade lusasazeke kuyo yonke indalo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ukukhanya emehlweni akhe, ilanga limzisela amaza othando lwam olungunaphakade.

Ukuba uthabatha amanzi ukuphelisa unxano lwakhe okanye ukutya ukwanelisa indlala yakhe, ezi mpahla zimzisela amaza oThando lwam lwanaphakade.

 

Ngokumnika inkxaso yeenyawo zakhe, ilizwekazi limzisela amaza oThando lwam lwanaphakade. Kukwanjalo nangentyatyambo eyinika ivumba layo okanye umlilo oyinika ubushushu bayo. Yonke into izisa amaza oThando lwam lwanaphakade.

 

Ndisebenza ngaphakathi nangaphandle komphefumlo ngenxa

-beka yonke into ngolungelelwano,

-qinisekisa yonke into e

- vala yonke into.

 

Ngale ndlela ndibonakalisa uthando lwam olungunaphakade kuwe ukuze undinike imbuyekezo yoThando lwanaphakade.

 

Yonke indalo ingandithanda ngothando olungunaphakade kuba yona ithwala imbewu.

 

Nokuba uthando lwam olungunaphakade luhlwayelwe emntwini, akalufumani. Ngokuba, emva kokubulala le mbewu, waba yimfama.

 

Ukuba iyatsha, ayiva bushushu.

Ukuba uthe wadla, wasela, akakhuthali, akalucimi unxano lwalo. Kuba apho imbewu iye yafuthaniselwa khona, akukho fecundity."

 

Ndandimanyene neyona ntando iNgcwele kaThixo

- Ukutyelela umoya wezidalwa zonke e

-ukunika uthando lothando kuYesu wam ngayo yonke ingcinga yezidalwa. Njengoko ndandisenza oku, kwathi qatha ingcinga kum:

“Kunceda ngantoni ukuthandaza ngolu hlobo?

Kubonakala ngathi bubudenge ngakumbi kunomthandazo. "

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam,   uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ngaba uyafuna ukwazi iingenelo zale ndlela yokuthandaza?

 

Xa isidalwa siphosa ingqalutye yentando yaso kulwandle olukhulu loBuThixo bam, ngoko,

ukuba intando yakhe ifuna ukuthanda,

-amanzi olwandle olungenasiphelo loThando lwam luyashwabana kwaye

-Ndiva amaza oThando lwam ekhupha iziqholo zabo zasezulwini;

Ndiva ubumnandi nolonwabo loThando lwam

ezathi zashukunyiswa yingqalutye yentando yesidalwa.

 

Ukuba uthe wabunqula ubungcwele bam  , Ingqalutye yomntu iya kucamagushela ulwandle lobungcwele bam.

Ndiziva ndihlaziyekile ngesona siqholo sinyulu sobungcwele bam.

 

Ngamafutshane,   yonke into umntu aya kuyenza kwiWill yam

kufana nelitye eliphoswe elwandle elihambelana neempawu zam.

 

Kwaye, ngamaza abangelwa,

Ndivakalelwa kukuba   iimpawu zam zinikwa nam

imbeko, uzuko nothando   ,

-ngendlela kaThixo,

isidalwa sindinika njalo.

 

Oku kunokufaniswa nendoda elihlwempu

ukutyelela ilifa lomntu osisityebi kakhulu ophethe yonke into, kuquka

-umthombo wamanzi abandayo;

-umthombo wamanzi ashushu e

-umthombo onevumba elimnandi.

 

Ihlwempu alinanto yakwenza kuba izityebi sele zinayo yonke into. Kodwa usafuna ukumkholisa nokumthanda.

 

Yintoni enokuyenza?

Uthabatha ingqalutye aze ayiphose kumthombo wamanzi abandayo.

Emva koko imibimbi yenzekile emanzini kwaye kuvela ukutsha okuthambileyo.

 

Umnini-mhlaba uyakonwabela ubumnandi abunikwa bubutsha kwaye, ke ngoko, uyazixabisa iimpahla anazo. Yantoni?

Kungenxa yokuba indoda elihlwempu yayicinga ngokuwashukumisa amanzi yaye la manzi axutyushwayo anokukhupha ngakumbi ukuhlaziyeka kwawo, ubushushu okanye ivumba lawo.

 

Nantsi into ekuthethayo ukungena kwiWill yam  :

susa uBume bam kwaye undixelele:

"Ndiyabona indlela olunge ngayo, unobubele, ungcwele, umkhulu kwaye unamandla. Uyinto yonke kwaye ndifuna ukugubha yonke into kuwe ukuze ndikuthande kwaye ndikukholise."

 

Ngaba oko akuvakali njengento eninzi? Ngalomazwi warhoxa wangena kum ngaphakathi.

Ndicinge:

“Ulunge kangakanani uYesu!

Ubonakala ekunandipha ngokwenene ukunxibelelana nesi sidalwa yaye uyakuvuyela ukutyhila iinyaniso zaso.

Xa etyhila enye, umfazi uba ngumvuseleli okhokelela kuye, ngamandla angenakuthintelwa, ukuba atyhile ezinye. Iyamangalisa! Oluphi uthando! "

 

Kwakhona, uYesu waphuma kum. Esondeza ubuso bakhe kobam,   wongeze wathi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

awazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini kum ukutyhila iiNyaniso zam.

 

Ngoko umangaliswe kukuyoliswa kwam kunye namandla angenakunqandwa andityhala ukuba ndizibonakalise   kwisidalwa   .

Nabani na othanda ukundiva athethe nam, uluvuyo kum.

 

Kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba xa ndiqala ukutyhila inyani, isenzo sam sisidalwa esitsha.

Ndiyathanda ukutyhila iimpahla ezininzi kunye neemfihlo ezikuM.

 

Kuba ndim isenzo esingaphindi siphinde,

Ndihlala ndithetha into entsha.

Ndihlala ndimtsha othandweni, ubuhle, ulonwabo, imvisiswano. Ngoko ke, akukho mntu udiniweyo.

Ndihlala ndithanda ukupha nokuthetha izinto ezintsha.

Amandla angenakuphikiswa andityhalayo ukuba ndiziveze luThando lwam lwanaphakade. Ndaqalisa iNdalo ngokuphuphuma koThando.

Yonke into eyayibonakala kwindalo iphela yayikum.

Uthando lwenze ukubonakaliswa kokuKhanya kwam kuphume kuM kwaye ndadala ilanga;

Ukhuphe kuM umboniso woBungangamsha bam kunye neMvelwano

ndawatwabulula amazulu, ndiwavisisanisa nentaphane yeenkwenkwezi neenkwenkwezi.

 

Ezi kunye nezinye izinto endizidalileyo ziyimbonakaliso yeempawu zam eziphuma kum.

Ngaloo ndlela, uthando lwam lufumene ukuhamba kwalo.

Kwaye ndavuyiswa kakhulu kukubona konke okwakukum kuthiwe saa kumasuntswana amancinane, kundanda phezu kwayo yonke indalo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, yintoni uvuyo lwam xa ndityhila iinyaniso zam,

-hayi imiboniso yeempawu zam, kodwa eyona nto ibalulekileyo yempahla

-ezikum,

-ezo zithetha ngam ngobuchule, hayi ukuthula njengoko zisenza izinto ezidaliweyo!

 

Kwaye ekubeni ilizwi lam liyindalo, yintoni engelulo uvuyo lwam

xa ndibona iiNyaniso endizityhilayo zenza indalo entsha emiphefumlweni!

 

Nokuba ndivela kwiFiat enye ndidale izinto ezininzi. Ngaloo ndlela, ukutyhila iinyaniso zam,

-ayisiyoFiat kuphela endiyibizayo

-kodwa iNyaniso endiyazisayo.

 

Cinga ngovuyo lwam xa ndityhila iinyaniso zam emiphefumlweni,

- hayi ngokuthula,

-kodwa ngelizwi elimnandi.

 

Ekutyhileni iiNyaniso zam, uthando lwam lufumana indawo yalo kwaye luyabhiyoza.

Kwaye ndibathanda kakhulu abo bafuna ukundiphulaphula ".

 

Ndamkhapha uYesu wam omnandi   ngeHours of his Passion  , ngakumbi xa   wayemangalelwa ngamaJuda phambi koPilato  .

 

Oku

akanelisekanga zizityholo ezinxamnye   noYesu,

ancinwe ukuze afumane izizathu ezaneleyo zokumgwebela okanye amkhulule.

 

Ethetha nam entliziyweni yam,   uYesu wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, yonke into ebomini bam

- yayiyimfihlakalo enzulu kwaye

-imfundiso ephantsi

indoda kufuneka icinge ngayo ukuze ixelise mna.

 

AmaYuda ayenekratshi yaye enobuchule

- ukuzenza ubungcwele e

-ukuze abe nembonakalo yamadoda athe tye, anengqondo

ababekholwa kukuba ndimiswe phambi koPilato.

esithi bandifumene ndifanelwe kukufa, wabaphulaphula waza, ngaphandle kokulibazisa,   wandigweba.

 

Babethembele ngokukodwa kwisibakala sokuba uPilato wayengumntu ongengomYuda owayengazi

hayi uThixo.

 

Kodwa uThixo wayegqibe kwelokuba akwenze oko

- lumkisa abasemagunyeni e

-ukubafundisa ukuba,

ngaphandle kokubonakala kwemfezeko kunye nobungcwele babamangaleli bomntu otyholwa ngolwaphulo-mthetho,

   mabangakholelwa ngokulula kakhulu aba  bamangaleli

kodwa kufuneka bayazi indlela yokubuza kakhulu kubo ukuze bakwazi   ukugweba

ukuba, emva kwembonakalo yeenjongo ezilungileyo,

-kukho inyaniso okanye

- ikhwele, ingqumbo, nokulangazelela inzuzo ethile nozuko.

 

Ukuhlolwa ngenyameko

-bonisa abantu,

-inokubabhida kwaye

- unokungqina ukuba akathembekanga.

 

Xa bebuzwa, banokuwuyeka umbono wokufumana izibonelelo.

tyhola abanye. Onjani wona umonakalo ongenakuba netyala ngawo abongameli xa bezukisa ukulunga kobuxoki kunokulunga okungqinelweyo!

 

AmaYuda ahlaziswa kakhulu

- ukungakholelwa lula nguPilato kunye

- kufuneka uphendule imibuzo emininzi.

 

Bahlazeka ngakumbi njengoko babebona

ukuba kwakukho ubulungisa nesazela kulo mgwebi ungengomYuda kunabo ngokwabo. Kananjalo, ukuba uPilato undigwebe,

- akungenxa yokuba wayekholelwa kuyo

- kodwa ngenxa yokuba wayengenayo enye indlela yokungaphulukani nesikhundla sakhe.

 

Kufuneka siyazi indlela yokuhlolisisa iinjongo.

Oku kukhokelela ekukhanyiseni ukuthomalalisa okulungileyo nokubhidanisa abakhohlakeleyo.

 

Angathanda ukwazi ngakumbi,   uPilato wathi kum.

Ungukumkani ke wena? Buphi ubukumkani bakho?

Ndandifuna ukumnika esinye isifundo esibalaseleyo ngokuthi, "Ewe, ndiyinkosi". Ngale mpendulo, bendifuna ukumxelela:

Uyabazi na ukuba buyintoni na uBukumkani bam?

Ezi zintlupheko zam, igazi lam kunye nokulunga kwam.

Ubukumkani bam abukho ngaphandle kwam, bungaphakathi kum, into onayo ngaphandle kwakho

ayinakuba bubukumkani bokwenene okanye   ubukhosi bokwenene.

 

Kuba yintoni na engaphandle komntu

inokulahleka okanye ihluthwe kwaye iya kunyanzeliswa ukuba iyishiye.

 

Ngoxa oko kungaphakathi emntwini akunakususwa. Impahla yakhe ingunaphakade.

 

Iimpawu zoBukumkani bam

ukwenzakala,

isithsaba sameva   e

umnqamlezo   .

 

Andiziphathi njengabanye ookumkani

abazahlulayo kubo;

- ngaphandle kokhuseleko kwaye ngaphandle kobonelelo lwamandla:

 

Ndibiza abantu bam

-hlala emanxebeni am,

Ndomelezwe ziimbandezelo zam;

-icinywe liGazi lam e

- yondliwe yinyama yam.

 

Le yeyona nto ilawulayo ngokwenene.

Zonke ezinye iiroyalty bukhoboka, ingozi kunye nokufa. Ebukumkanini bam kukho ubomi benene”.

 

Hayi indlela ezinzulu ngayo iimfihlelo emazwini am! Ekubandezelekeni kwayo, ukuthotywa kunye nokulahlwa kwayo yonke into, ekusebenzeni kwezinto ezilungileyo, umphefumlo kufuneka uthi kuwo:

 

Bubo obu ubukumkani bam obungayi kutshabalala; akukho namnye unokubuhlutha kum, angabuchukumisi;

Ungunaphakade kwaye ungcwele, ufana noYesu wam othandekayo, iintlungu zam ziyamomeleza.

Akukho mntu unokulwa nam ngenxa yenqaba endikuyo.

 

Obu bubukumkani boxolo ekumele bonke abantwana bam babulangazelele. "



 

Ndathandaza ndaza ndazinikela ngokupheleleyo ezingalweni zikaYesu wam othandekayo xa kwathi qatha le ngcinga ilandelayo kum: “Ndim ndedwa ova ubunzima bokufel’ ukholo ngokucaphukisa abanye nokuba ngumthwalo kubavumi bam, ndibacinezela ngemisebenzi yam yasekhaya nobudlelwane bam. kunye noYesu, ngelixa abanye bekhululekile.

 

Xa bengena kwimeko yokubandezeleka, bayazikhulula.

Kanti ndithandaze kangaphi uYesu ukuba andikhulule, kodwa ngelize ». Njengoko ndibambe ezi ngcinga kunye nezinye ezininzi,

uYesu wam oyintanda weza, konke ukulunga nothando. Wasondela kum kakhulu,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

mkhulu umsebenzi endifuna ukuwenza,

ngakumbi kuyimfuneko ukuba isidalwa esikhethiweyo siphathwe ngendlela ekhethekileyo.

 

Umsebenzi weNtlawulelo wawungowona mkhulu. Ndinyule njengesidalwa esingumthetheleli e

Ndamzalisa ngazo zonke izipho ezingazange zibonwe ngaphambili, ukuze abe nguMama wam kwaye

ukuze ndibeke kuye lonke ubabalo lwentlawulelo.

 

Ukususela ekukhawulweni kwakhe, ukusa ekukhawulweni kwam kuye, ndamgcina efihlwe kweYona Ngcwele kaBathathu Emnye, eyayimkhusela yaye imalathisa kuyo yonke into.

 

Xa ndakhawulwa esizalweni sakhe sobuntombi.

engumbingeleli omkhulu oyinyaniso, nowokuqala phakathi kwababingeleli;

Bendicinga ukumkhusela ndimyalele kuyo yonke into nditsho nasekubetheni kwentliziyo yakhe.

 

Ukufa kwam, andizange ndifune ukumshiya ngaphandle koncedo lomnye wabefundisi bam, uJohn, umphefumlo obekekileyo, ozele lubabalo nokhethekileyo phambi koThixo nangaphambi kwembali.

 

Ndiyenzele eminye imiphefumlo?

Hayi, ngenxa yokuba singenazo izipho ezininzi nesisa.

akakho omnye umntu owayekufanelekele ukukhuselwa   noncedo olunjalo.

 

Kwaye nawe, ntombi yam, ukhethekile phambi kwaM naphambi kwembali. Akubangakho ezinye izidalwa phambi kwakho kwaye akuyi kubakho zidalwa emva kwakho   ,

ngenxa yemfuneko, babonelelwa ngalo mlinganiselo ngoncedo lwabalungiseleli bam.

Ndikunyule ukuba ubeke kuwe izenzo zeNtando yam ePhakamileyo. Yayilithuba, ngenxa yobungcwele beNtando yam,

abanye babalungiseleli bam bahamba nani, babe ngabagcini babo

- iinceba zoMthanda wam,

kwaye emva koko banxibelelane neBandla liphela.

 

Sifuna izilumkiso ezininzi kuwe nakwaba baphathiswa. Wena ke  ufana nomnye umama kum  .

kufuneka ufumane isipho esikhulu seNtando yam   e

-Kuya kufuneka wazi zonke iingenelo.

Ke bona abalungiseleli bam, baya kuzamkela ezo zinto kuni;

ukuze "iFiat Voluntas ibulale" emhlabeni njengoko ibonwa eZulwini kwiCawe yam.

 

Ah! awuyazi yonke into ebendikunika yona ukuze wenze idiphozithi yeWill yam kuwe. Ndiyithabathile kuni imbewu yokonakala.

Ndiwuhlambulule umphefumlo wakho kunye nendalo yakho   ukuze

- awuziva nto kubo kwaye bona   ngakuwe.

Ukungabi nayo le ntsholongwane kufana nomthi ongenamlilo.

 

Nangona ndingazange ndikukhulule kwisono sokuqala njengoko ndenza kuMama othandekayo,

Ndenze isimangaliso sobabalo esingazange sinikwe mntu wumbi;

- ukususa intsholongwane yorhwaphilizo kuwe.

 

Bekungayi kuba lula kwiWill yam kathathu engcwele

- yehlela emphefumlweni,

- lithabathe ilifa e

- uthetha naye ngezenzo zakhe,

ukuba lo mphefumlo ubungcoliswe nokona kukonakala okuncinci.

 

Kanye njengoko belingenakulunga kum, iLizwi likaBawo,

Ndakhawulwa esibelekweni sikaMama waseZulwini ngaphandle kokuba akhululwe kwityala lokuqala.

 

Ngenxa yoko, zingaphi na izipho endinganinikanga zona? Ukholelwa ukuba akukho nto kwaye ngoko awuyeki apho.

Endaweni yokundibulela, unexhala malunga nendlela endikulahlile ngayo kunye nabo bendibabeke ngakuwe, xa   into endiyifunayo kukuba ulandele iWill yam.

 

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba ukuzaliseka koMyolelo wam kubaluleke kakhulu kangangokuba uphakathi kweyona mimiselo ibalulekileyo yoBuThixo.

Ndifuna lo mthetho waziwe ukuze, ndisazi ubukhulu kunye neenceba ezinkulu ezibandakanyekayo ekuzalisekeni kwentando yam,

imiphefumlo inamathele kuyo.

 

Ngezihlandlo ezithathu, uBunkulunkulu benza "intengiso eyongezelelweyo":

 

okokuqala  ,   ngexesha leNdalo   eyafezwa ngaphandle koncedo lwesidalwa, ekubeni yayingekho ngoko.

okwesibini  ,   ngexesha leNtlalo   eyacela uncedo lomfazi, uMama wam wasezulwini, oyena ungcwele kwaye umhle kuzo zonke izidalwa.

eyesithathu   iphathelene   nokuzaliseka kweNtando yethu emhlabeni njengaseZulwini   ,  ukuze isidalwa siphile kwaye senze ngobungcwele namandla eNtando yethu.

 

Le nzaliseko ayinakwahlulwa kwiNdalo neNtlawulelo, kanye njengokuba iZiqu ezithathu zoyena Bathathu Emnye zingenakwahlulwa.

 

Kunokuthiwa umsebenzi weNdalo uya kugqitywa kuphela xa,

- njengoko satshoyo,

Intando yethu iya kuhlala kwisidalwa kunye

 iNkululeko efanayo  ,

obunye ubuNgcwele   e

aMandla afanayo   nakuthi.

 

Ukuzalisekiswa kweNtando yethu emhlabeni njengaseZulwini iya kuba kukuzaliseka kweNdalo neNtlawulo.

 

USara

- inxalenye yabo eqaqambileyo,

- uvuthondaba lwabo e

- itywina lokuzaliseka kwabo ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ukuphumeza lo myalelo, sifuna ukusebenzisa omnye umfazi: ngokwakho.

 

Kuphantsi kokunyanzelwa ngumntu obhinqileyo ukuba le ndoda yawela kwiingxaki zayo.

Kwaye sasifuna ukubiza umfazi

-ukulungisa izinto,

-ukukhupha umntu kwiingxaki zakhe   ,

- ukubuyisela isidima sakhe, imbeko kunye nokufana kokwenyani koBuThixo, njengoko kubonwe kwangaphambili   kwiNdalo.

 

Ngoko ke lumka kwaye ungazithathi lula izinto.

Ayisiyonto nje kodwa

-imimiselo yobuthixo e

-ukugqitywa kwemisebenzi yeNdalo neNtlawulo  .

 

Siphathise uMama kuJohn   ukuze uthululele kuye kwaye, ngaye, eCaweni, zonke iimfundiso zam kunye nabo bonke ubuncwane bombulelo obuphathiswe kum kwaye ndibuthabathe njengomfundisi.

 

ndibeke kuyo njengokwengcwele;

yonke imimiselo neemfundiso eziya kuzifuna iBandla.

Ngokukwanjalo, ethembekile, enekhwele ngemisebenzi yam, namazwi am, njengoko wayenjalo, wawabeka kumfundi wam othembekileyo uYohane.

 

Ngaloo ndlela uMama ubambe ukongama kwiCawa iphela  .

 

Ndaqhubeka ngendlela efanayo nawe:

ekubeni lonke ibandla kufuneka lithathe inxaxheba kwi "Fiat Voluntas Tua", ndiniphathise omnye wabalungiseleli bam, ukuze nibe nokubeka kuye.

-yonke into endiyityhile kuwe malunga nentando yam,

-enkosi kuyo iqhotyoshelweyo,

-ukungena njani e

-Inyaniso yokuba uBawo ufuna ukuvula ixesha elitsha lobabalo  , ukwabelana ngempahla yakhe yasezulwini kunye nezidalwa

ukubuyisela ulonwabo lwabo olulahlekileyo. Ngoko ke phulaphulani nize nithembeke kum.”

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu wam olungileyo weza ejonge kabuhlungu ebonakala engakwazi ukundishiya. Enkosi,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombam ndize kukusokolisa.

Uyakhumbula mhla ndandifuna ukohlwaya amadoda wawuphikisa usithi ufuna ukuhlupheka ngenxa yawo? Ukwanelisa wena nangenxa yakho, ndavuma ukunika izohlwayo ezihlanu kuphela endaweni yeshumi?

 

Okwangoku, izizwe zifuna ukulwa kwaye abo bakholelwa ukuba zezona zingalo zinamandla ngokwabo ukutshabalalisa ababuthathaka.

kungoko ndize kunivisa ubunzima, ukuze ngenzile ngokwedinga, kunihlube izohlwayo ezihlanu. Ngomlilo namanzi, ubulungisa bam buya kuthumela amandla ezi zinto ukuze zitshabalalise zonke izixeko kunye nabantu.

Ukubandezeleka kwakho kuyimfuneko ukuze unciphise ezi zohlwayo.

 

Uthe xa esitsho, waphuma wangena ngaphakathi kwam.

Wayebonakala ephethe izixhobo ezininzi kwaye, xa ewangawangisa,

Ndandisiva ubunzima kangangokuba andazi ukuba ndakwazi njani ukuphila. Wathi akubona ukuba ndiyancwina, ndingcangcazela ngenxa yezo ntlungu, nangomoya wokoyisa yonke into  , wathi kum  .

 

"Ububomi bam kwaye ndingabuchitha ubomi bam njengoko ndibona kufanelekile." Kwaye kwaqhubeka kundenza ndibandezeleke.

Ngamana yonke into ibe yeyozuko lukaThixo, ukulunga komphefumlo wam nosindiso lwabo bonke.

 

Kamva   wongeza  :

“Ntombi yam, umhlaba wonke ujonge phantsi.

Wonke umntu unethemba lokutshintsha, uxolo kunye nezinto ezintsha.

Bahlanganisana ukuze baxubushe yaye bamangaliswa kukuba abazi ukuba mabenze ntoni na yaye abafiki kwizigqibo ezinzulu.

 

Ke akukho luxolo lokwenyani kwaye konke kuhla kumagama angenakamva. Banethemba lokuba ezinye iinkomfa zinokuzisa izigqibo ezisebenzayo kodwa ezingaphumeleliyo.

 

Okwangoku, wonke umntu ulinda ngoloyiko. Abanye balungiselela iimfazwe ezintsha kwaye abanye balungiselela uloyiso olutsha.

Kodwa abantu baya behlwempuzeka ngakumbi. Kweli xesha lilusizi, elimnyama nelinegazi, balindele kwaye banethemba lexesha elitsha apho intando kaThixo iya kuzaliseka emhlabeni njengaseZulwini.

 

Bonke, bediniwe yimeko yangoku, banethemba ngeli xesha litsha, kodwa bengazi ukuba liya kuba yintoni kanye kanye.

 

Kanye njengokuba abantu babengakuqondi ukuza kwam emhlabeni ekufikeni kwam okokuqala, olu lindelo lwandile lungumqondiso oqinisekileyo wokuba ilixa likufuphi.

 

Kodwa olona phawu luqinisekileyo kukuba ndityhila into endifuna ukuyenza ngokuzibhekisa kumphefumlo wam, njengoko ndenzayo ngoko kuMama.

Ndinxibelelana nalo mphefumlo iNtando yam, iinceba kunye neziphumo ezikuyo ukuze ndizazise kubo bonke abantu ».

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