Incwadi yezulu

 Umqulu 16

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Njengesiqhelo, ndiye ndazincama ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando yobuThixo, kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wabonwa esiya kum ukuze andammkele   kweyona ntando yakhe iNgcwele   .

Wathi kum: "Ntombi yam, intando yam ihlala ihambelana nentando yesidalwa. Kwaye, ngolu lwalamano, umntu uya kufumana ukukhanya, ubungcwele kunye namandla aqulethwe yintando yam.

 

Intando yam yenza oku ngenjongo yokuba

ukunika isidalwa ubomi basezulwini kwangaphambili. Ukuba uyandamkela, unamathela kobu bomi basezulwini.

 

Kodwa ukuba, kwizenzo zakhe, akayamkeli le Will iPhakamileyo enenjongo yokumenza onwabe, omelele, abe ngcwele, abe nguThixo.

kwaye utshintshwe kukukhanya okuvela kuThixo,

uhlala yedwa nentando yakhe yomntu

nto leyo iyenza ibe buthathaka, ibe lusizi, ibe nodaka kwaye izaliswe ziinkanuko ezimbi.

 

Aniboni na ukuba mingaphi na imiphefumlo exineneyo ngenxa yobuthathaka bayo, ingakwazi ukwenza okulungileyo?

Abanye abanako ukuzilawula.

Abanye babhetyebhetye njengeengcongolo eziphetshethwa ngumoya, okanye abakwazi ukuthandaza ngaphandle kweziphazamiso ezininzi.

Abanye abangonwabanga.

Abanye babonakala bezalelwa ukwenza ububi kuphela.

Yonke le miphefumlo izibandeza ukujoyina iWill yam kwizenzo zayo.

 

Intando yam iyafumaneka kumntu wonke.

Kodwa, ngenxa yokuba besaba kuyo, abayifumani impahla yayo, nto leyo esisohlwayo esifanelekileyo kwabo bayiyo

-abafuna ukuphila ngokuthanda kwabo nazo zonke iintsizi zabo.

 

Kodwa iNtando yam apho le miphefumlo ibingayi kufuna ukumanyana ngexesha lobomi bayo kwaye ibinokubanika intaphane yeempahla,

baya kumkhawulela ekufeni kwabo, bebandezelekile;

-kangangoko baya kuba besindile kuyo ngexesha lokuphila kwabo.

Kutheni, ebaleka kuye,

- baya kuba netyala,

- ziya kugqunywa ngodaka.

 

Ngaphezu koko, kuya kuba kufanelekile ukuba babandezeleke

ngokulingana nokwala kwabo ukumanyana noMthanda wam emhlabeni. Oku kubandezeleka kuya kuba

- ngaphandle kokufaneleka,

-ngaphandle kwemivuzo emitsha, ngokuchaseneyo nokuba   bekunjani

ukuba bebemanyene noMthanda wam ngexesha lobomi babo basemhlabeni.

 

Owu! zingaphi izincwino ezivela kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo kwaye zingaphi izikhalo zokuphelelwa lithemba eziphuma esihogweni

kuba Intando yam yaliwa yilemiphefumlo emhlabeni.

 

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam,

Inkxalabo yakho yokuqala kukuphila kwiNtando yam,

Ngamana ingcinga yakho yokuqala kunye nokubetha kwentliziyo kukuzimanya nentliziyo engunaphakade yeNtando yam,

ukuze ndikwazi ukufumana lonke uThando lwam.

 

Zama ukuhlala udibanisa intando yakho neyam ukuze uziguqule ube yiWill yam

Ke, kwiyure yakho yokugqibela, uya kube ulungele ukudibana kokugqibela neNtando yam ngaphandle kokuba buhlungu".

 

Ndaziva ndicinezelekile ngenxa yokuvinjwa kukaYesu wam osoloko enobubele.Ndazixelela oku: “Kum yonke into iphelile, okukhona ndikhangele kuye, kokukhona esiza.

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni, walala phezu kwehlwempu lam.

Isibane   esisuka kubuso bakhe obuthandekayo   sindixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam iqulathe uBume bam bonke.

Umphefumlo ngamnye onayo undiphethe ngaphezu kokuba ubunoBukho bam obuqhubekayo.

Ngapha koko, iNtando yam ingena kwisidalwa kweyona micu yaso isondeleyo. Bala ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho neengcinga.

Bubomi beyona nxalenye yayo ilungileyo,

Ingaphakathi lakhe, apho imisebenzi yakhe yangaphandle iphuma kumthombo kwaye imenza angabi nakwahlulwa kum.

 

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, andiyifumani intando yam emphefumlweni,

Andinakuba bubomi bangaphakathi kwayo kwaye iphila ngokwahlukileyo kum.

 

Mingaphi na imiphefumlo eyathi, emva kokuxhamla ubabalo lwam kunye nobukho bam, yahlukana nam?

 

Ngokuba

-ukuzaliseka kwentando yam,

- Ukukhanya kwayo,

- Ubungcwele bakho

babengasekho kuzo.

baginywe sisono neziyolo.

 

Bohlukana kuM.

Ngenxa yokuba iNtando yobuThixo, ekhusela ngokupheleleyo umphefumlo esonweni, neyona nto incinane, yayingekho kuzo.

 

Eyona misebenzi isulungekileyo, ingcwele nenkulu

bakhelwe kwabo banenzaliseko yeNtando yam.

 

Ngokuphathelele uThixo, intando yeyona iphambili esidalweni. Ukuba wenza ukuthanda kwakhe kokulungileyo, kukho ubomi.

Kodwa ngenye indlela,

-ufana nomthi othi, nangona unesiqu,

- amasebe namagqabi, akavelisi siqhamo.

 

Kwindalo, intando ayiyongcinga. Kodwa umoya unika ubomi. Asiloliso, kodwa linika ubomi ekuboneni.

Ukuba kukho intando, iliso lifuna ukubona.

Kungenjalo, kuba ngathi iliso alinabomi.

 

Intando ayilolizwi, kodwa inika ubomi kuwo onke amazwi. Ayizozandla, kodwa inika ubomi kwisenzo.

Asiyomilenze, kodwa inika ubomi kwizinyuko.

Ayilothando, iminqweno, umsa, kodwa inika ubomi kuthando, iminqweno, umsa.

Nangona intando ibubomi bazo zonke izenzo zomntu, isidalwa siyahluthwa emva kokuba siyenzile.

Kanye njengokuba umthi othwele iziqhamo uxhwilwa ezandleni zabo beze kuwuqokelela.

 

Nangona kunjalo

- inkangeleko ebekwe isidalwa,

- iingcinga azenzile,

- amazwi athi,

- izenzo azenzileyo

zinjengokungathi zitywinwe kwintando yakhe.

 

Izandla zesidalwa ziyasebenza.

kodwa izenzo zakhe azihlali ezandleni zakhe. Baya phambili, kwaye ngubani onokuthi uphi.

Noko ke, izinto zikaYehova ziya kuhlala zimi ndawonye.

 

Ke ngoko yonke into yenziwe, itywinwe kwintando.

Kunjalo ke nangentando yomntu, kuba kuyo ndisasaze imbewu ukuze ifane neyam intando.

 

Ukucinga

- koko iNtando yam inokuba kum, kwaye

-kokuba uyintoni na kwisidalwa ukuba uthe wazivumela ukuba abe Ngayo".

 

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo ubonwe ngendlela emangalisayo.

Wema entliziyweni yam apho wayebeke imivalo emibini kwaye, ngaphezulu, i-arch.

 

Embindini wearch kwakukho ivili elincinane elinentambo. I-emele encinci yayibotshelelwe entanjeni. UYesu wakhawuleza wehlisa i-emele entliziyweni yam emva koko wayisusa izele ngamanzi awagalela emhlabeni.

Yaqhubeka ifunxa yaye ikhupha de umhlaba wagutyungelwa ngamanzi.

 

Kwakuvuyisa ukubona uYesu exakekile yaye evuza ukubila ngenxa yomgudu owawufuneka ukuze ukhe amanzi amaninzi kangako.

 

Ndicinge:

"Kwenzeka njani ukuba kukhutshwe amanzi angaka entliziyweni yam emncinci kangaka, uwafake nini la manzi?"

U-Yesu osikelelekileyo uye wandenza ndaqonda ukuba konke oku kusisiqhamo sentando yakhe awayeyisebenzele kum ngokulunga okungaka.

Amanzi awatsalayo ayehambelana naMazwi kunye neeMfundiso kwiWill yakhe ethandekayo awayeyibeke entliziyweni yam njengediphozithi,

apho iBandla latsala amanzi ukuze lizaliswe ngawo.

 

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndiyenze ndikwinyama yam.

Okokuqala  , ndibeke kuMama wam othandekayo zonke iimpahla eziyimfuneko ukuze Ndihle ndivela eZulwini ndize emhlabeni.

Emva koko   ndazaliswa, ndafaka uBomi bam kuyo.

 

Ukusuka kuMama, le diphozithi yasasazeka njengobomi bomntu wonke. Kuya kwenzeka okufanayo nakwiWill yam.

Kuya kufuneka ndiqale ngokubeka iimpahla, iziphumo, iprodigies kunye nolwazi oluqulethwe kwiWill yam.

Emva kokubeka ezi zinto kuwe,

baya kwenza indlela yabo kwaye bazinikele kwezinye izidalwa.

 

Yonke into ilungile, idiphozithi iphantse yagqitywa. Okuseleyo kukujikeleza ezi zinto ukuze zingabi nasiqhamo.

 

Ndazintywilisela kwiNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele. UYesu wam othandekayo weza waza   wandixelela  :

“Ntombi yam, ngalo lonke ixesha umphefumlo ungena kwintando yam ukuze uthandaze, wenze okanye ngenye indlela, ufumana imibala yawo yobuThixo ngobuninzi, eminye mihle kunabanye.

 

Ngaba awuyiboni yonke imibala kunye nobuhle obufumaneka kwindalo?

Zizithunzi zabo zifunyenwe kuBuThixo bam.

Kodwa zivela phi izityalo neentyatyambo ezivela kwimibala eyahlukahlukeneyo ngolu hlobo?

 

Ngubani owathunywa ukuba azipeyinte? Elangeni:

ukukhanya kwayo nobushushu bayo buqulathe i-fecundity kunye neentlobo ngeentlobo zemibala ekwaziyo ukuhombisa umhlaba uphela.

Izityalo zifuna nje ukuziveza

- ukwanga kokukhanya kwakhe,

- ukuya kwimikhwa yokufudumala kwayo ukuze iintyatyambo zabo zivuleke.

Yaye, ngokungathi bayamphinda ngokwanga nokuwola, kubo ufumana yonke imibala ebumba ibala lakhe elihle.

 

Umphefumlo ongena kwiNtando yam

ifana nentyatyambo ezibeka esichengeni ngokwanga nokuwolwa lilanga.

 

Ukufumana imibala eyahlukahlukeneyo yeLanga elinguNaphakade, umphefumlo uzityhila kwimitha yawo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela iba yintyatyambo yasezulwini

-ukuba iLanga elingunaphakade linemibala ekuphefumuleni kokukhanya kwayo, ukuya kwinqanaba

-ukuqhola nokuhombisa iZulu noMhlaba e

-ukuyolisa yonke inkundla yasezulwini kunye nobuThixo uqobo.

 

Imitha yeWill yam

engenanto umphefumlo into yomntu   e

yizalise   ngokobungcwele.

 

Ngaloo ndlela umnyama oqaqambileyo weempawu zam unokubonwa apho.

 

Ke, ntombi yam, uhlala ungena kwintando yam ukuze ufane ngakumbi noMdali wakho. "

 

Ndaziva ndinxunguphele kakhulu kuba namhlanje uLanga wam uYesu akavukanga kumphefumlo wam uhluphekayo. Intiyo! enjani yona intlungu yokuchitha imini ngaphandle kwelanga lam, ngokuqhubekayo ebusuku!

Ngelixa ndandigqobhozekile emphefumlweni, ndazithuthuzela ngokujonga isibhakabhaka esineenkwenkwezi ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi:

 

"Kwenzeka njani ukuba uYesu wam othandekayo akasakhumbuli nto?

Andazi ukuba angabuthwala njani ukulunga kweNtliziyo yakhe ukuba lingaphumi kum ilanga loBukho bakhe obubele emva kokuba endixelele ukuba alinakuvela kwintombazana yakhe encinci.

Ekubeni abancinci abanakuchitha ixesha elininzi ngaphandle koyise.

Zininzi kakhulu iimfuno zabo kangangokuba uyise wabo unyanzeleka ukuba abe kunye nabo, abaxhase kwaye abondle.

Ah! Awukhumbuli undikhupha emzimbeni wam, phaya phezulu, nangaphaya kwegunjana lezulu, phakathi kwezijikelezi-langa zezulu, apho sasihamba kunye xa ndandishicilela incwadi yam   ethi "I love you  " kuyo yonke inkwenkwezi, kuyo yonke indawo. ingqukuva?

 

Ah! Kubonakala ngathi ndibona igama lam elithi "I love you" kuyo yonke inkwenkwezi kwaye ndisiva iihalos zabo ezibengezelayo zivakala   "Yesu, ndiyakuthanda  ".

 

Kodwa akabaphulaphuli, akezi

Ilanga lakhe aliphumi ngaphandle kokuba, lisitha zonke iinkwenkwezi ezinikwe ezam

"  Ndiyakuthanda  " uya kubafunxa ukuze babe banye naye.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ukuvuka phakathi kwemimandla yasezulwini, ndinokushicilela   "  uYesu, ndiyakuthanda " omtsha  .

 

Owu zinkwenkwezi, nceda udanduluke uthi   "Ndiyakuthanda  " ukuze, eshukuma, uYesu abuyele kwintombi yakhe encinane, ekuthinjweni kwayo okuncinane.

 

Owu Yesu, yiza, ndinike isandla sakho, ndivumele ndingene kwiNtando yakho yobuThixo ukuze ndizalise isibhakabhaka, ukukhanya kwelanga, umoya, ulwandle nazo zonke izinto zam   "Ndiyakuthanda.  "kunye nokuncamisa kwam.

Ukuze naphi na apho ukhoyo,

-ukuba   ujonga  , ungabona   "ndiyakuthanda  " wam kwaye uzive ukwanga kwam;

-ukuba uyamamela   ,  unokuva u-"  I love you  " kunye nesandi sokwanga kwam;

-  ukuba  uyaphefumla, unokuphefumla ukwanga kwam okubuhlungu;

-ukuba uyasebenza   uziva  eyam i"  I love you  " igeleza ezandleni zakho;

-ukuba   uhamba ungabeka  iinyawo zakho phezu kwam "  I love you  " uve nesandi sokuncamisa kwam.

Yanga i"  I love you  " yam ingalityathanga elindibophelela kuwe   kwaye

vumela ukwanga kwam kube nguzibuthe onamandla wokuba, nokuba uyathanda okanye awuthandi, ukunyanzele ukuba uze kulowo ungenakuphila ngaphandle   kwakho. "

 

Ngubani obenokuthetha obububhanxa bendibuthetha ngoluhlobo?

Ndithe ndisazonwabisa ezi ngcinga,   kwafika uYesu wam othandekayo

 

 

Wandibonisa Intliziyo yakhe evulekileyo kwaye, egcwele ukulunga,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, beka intloko yakho phezu kweNtliziyo yam uphumle, kuba udinwe kakhulu. Emva koko, siza kuthatha uhambo lokubonisa igama lam elithi '  I love you'   elibhalelwe wena kuyo yonke indalo."

 

Ndiye ndawola uYesu emva koko ndangqiyamisa intloko yam phezu kweNtliziyo yakhe ukuba iphumle kuba bendisiva isidingo esigqithisileyo.

Kamva, njengoko ndandiqhubeka nokuphuma emzimbeni wam kwaye ndibethelelwe kwiNtliziyo yakhe,

Wongeza wathi:

 

"Ntombi yam, wena oyintombi yamazibulo yeNtando yam ePhakamileyo, ndifuna ukwazisa

-njani, emaphikweni ayo, yonke indalo ithwala   "ndiyakuthanda  " yam kwizidalwa

-njani, kula maphiko afanayo, izidalwa kufuneka zindinike impendulo yazo "  Ndiyakuthanda  ".

 

Jonga   isibhakabhaka esiluhlaza  :

akukho nendawo enye esibhakabhakeni apho yam "  I love you  " kuba izidalwa aziprintwa.

Inkwenkwezi   nganye   inesithsaba sayo esimenyezelayo ezemidlalo "  Ndiyakuthanda  ". Yonke   imitha yelanga   ezisa ukukhanya emhlabeni,

iqhekeza ngalinye lokukhanya liphethe "  Ndiyakuthanda  ".

 

Ngoxa   ukukhanya kwelanga kugubungela umhlaba

umntu awujonge lo mhlaba, ahambe kuwo;

wam "  ndiyakuthanda  " ufikelela emehlweni akhe, emlonyeni wakhe, izandla zakhe kwaye wolule phantsi kweenyawo zakhe.

 

Amaza olwandle   asebezela indoda "  Ndiyakuthanda", "Ndiyakuthanda",

"Ndiyakuthanda."

Onke amathontsi amanzi anjengamanqaku amaninzi athi, ahlebeze kunye, enze ezona ndlela zintle zokuvumelana kwam okungapheliyo "Ndiyakuthanda".

 

Izityalo, amagqabi, iintyatyambo, iziqhamo

fumana yam "  ndiyakuthanda" iprintwe.

 

Ngaloo ndlela  , yonke indalo

zisa emntwini   okuphindaphindiweyo kwam " Ndiyakuthanda ".

 

Kwaye   umntu ngokwakhe  ,

bangaphi kowam "  ndiyakuthanda  " akakuthwali ngomzimba wakhe wonke?

 

Iingcinga   zakhe zitywinwe yi "  I love you  ".

Intliziyo yakhe  , ebetha esifubeni sakhe ngale nto engaqondakaliyo "ikhayithi, ithiki, ithiki ...", iphinda iphindaphinda: "  Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda  ".

Amazwi   akhe ahamba nelam elithi "  I love you  "

Iintshukumo zakhe  ,  amanyathelo akhe nayo yonke into ephakathi 

ziphawulwe ngegama elithi "  Ndiyakuthanda  " loMdali wazo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, phakathi kokuphuphuma kwam "  Ndiyakuthanda  ", umntu akakwazi ukuphuma ngokwakhe ukuze aphendule kuThando lwam. Enjani yona indlela yokungabi nambulelo nokulimala koThando lwam!

Ke, ntombi yam, ndikunyule njengentombi yeWill yam ukuze ukwazi ukulwela ngokuthembekileyo amalungelo kaYihlo.

Uthando lwam lufuna ngokupheleleyo ukubuya kothando oluvela kwizidalwa.

 

KwiWill yam uyakufumana konke okwam "  I love you  ".

Uya kuprinta eyakho kweyam nganye, ukwenzela wena kunye nomntu wonke.

 

Owu! ndingavuya kanjani xa ndibona uthando lwezidalwa ludibana nolwam.

 

Ndibeka intando yam kuwe ukuze ubuncinci isidalwa esinye,

-khusela amalungelo othando lwam,

uyandibuyekeza ngolu Thando ndilubeke kwindalo yonke.

 

Ndandizihlanganisa ngokupheleleyo kwintando eNgcwele kaThixo. Ndizigqume ngokukhanya okukhulu,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela  :

 

Ntombi yam, ukuba iNtando yam yobuThixo ibingayenzanga intando yam yomntu, bungene kuye, ubuntu bam, bungcwele kwaye bunyulu njengoko bunjalo, ngebungayifezi yonke iNtlawulo.

 

Intando yam yomntu ibingayi kuba nombono wendalo yonke kaThixo.Kungoko ibingenakukwazi ukubona zonke izidalwa.

Wayengenakuba nobungangamsha bukaThixo kwaye wayengenakukwazi ukwamkela yonke into. Wayengenakuba namandla onke kaThixo kwaye wayengenakukwazi ukusindisa zonke izidalwa.

Wayeza kuhluthwa unaphakade wobuthixo yaye wayengenakuhlanganisa yonke into ndaweninye aze alungise yonke into.

 

Ngaloo ndlela indima yokuqala kwiNtlalo yaya kwintando yam yobuThixo kwaye eyesibini yaba kuBuntu bam.

 

Ukuze ufumane ukuxolelwa,

Kwafuneka ndivule iingcango zeNtando yam yobuThixo kuBuntu bam, iingcango ezazivalwe yindoda yokuqala.

 

Kwaye ukushiya intsimi ivulekile kuBuntu bam, ndiyayivumela ukuba ifezekise iNtlalo

ngaphakathi kweNtando yam yobuThixo.

Ukusukela ngoko akukho mntu wumbi wayengene kwintando yam yobuThixo ukuze ndikwazi ukusebenza njengenkosi.

- ngenkululeko epheleleyo,

-ukuba nawo onke amandla nazo zonke iimpahla ezikuwo.

 

Intando yam yeyokuba umphefumlo uyintoni na ngomzimba.

 

Ukuba ukuzalisekisa iNtando yam kwaba lubabalo olukhulu kwabangcwele, ukungena kubo ngokungathi ngokucinga,

Bekuya kuba njani ukuba bebengamkeli nje ukucinga kwakhe, kodwa ukuba bangene kuye kwaye bayonwabela yonke inzaliseko yakhe?

 

Ukuba, ukwenza iNtlawulo, kwakuyimfuneko

ukuba ubuntu bam kunye nomntu wam uya kuba nokufikelela kwiNtando yam yobuThixo. Kuyafana nangoku kulwakhiwo lwe

“Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini”.

 

Kufuneka

-ukuba ndivule iingcango zeNtando yam yobuThixo,

-ukuba ndingenise esinye isidalwa kwaye

ukuze ndiyishiye intsimi ikhululekile, ndimvumele;

kuzo zonke izenzo zakhe, ukusuka kwenkulu ukuya kwencinci,

ukwenza kumbono wendalo yonke, kubukhulu namandla eNtando yam.

 

Ukuba uyayifaka kwaye uyibeke apho

iingcinga zakho, amazwi akho,   umsebenzi wakho,

amanyathelo akho, ukulungiswa kwakho,   iintlungu zakho,

 uthando lwakho kunye nombulelo wakho, iNtando ePhakamileyo iya kwenza

-yenza imali ngazo zonke ezi zenzo e

-yisayine ngomfanekiso wobuthixo.

 

Iya kubanika ixabiso lezenzo zobuthixo ezinokuthi, ekubeni zingenasiphelo, zikwazi

yenza   wonke umntu,

ukufikelela wonke umntu,   e

zinempembelelo enjalo   kuBuThixo

ukuze iNtando yobuThixo yehlele emhlabeni nazo zonke izinto zayo.

 

Oku kuya kwenzeka kwiinkozo zentsimbi (igolide, isilivere okanye enye):

yonke imihla engekabhalwa umfanekiso wokumkani, ayibi   naxabiso;

kodwa, xa ziphawulwe ngomfanekiselo   wokumkani,

bafumana ixabiso lemali kwaye banokujikeleza kubo bonke ubukumkani.

 

Akukho sixeko sibalulekileyo, idolophu okanye isikwere esingalonwabeli udumo lwazo njengemali.

Akukho sidalwa sinokuphila ngaphandle kwazo.

Ukuba intsimbi yabo ixabisekile okanye imbi, akunamsebenzi, logama nje umfanekiso wokumkani ushicilelwe kuyo.

Bajikeleza ebukumkanini bonke,

bongamela phezu kwayo yonke into yaye bayathandwa yaye bayahlonelwa ngabo bonke.

 

Ke ngoko zonke izenzo ezenziwa ngumphefumlo kwintando yam, kuba ziphawulwe ngumfanekiso kaThixo,

-jikeleza ezulwini nasemhlabeni,

-yiba namandla ngaphezu kwayo yonke into,

- nika nabani na ofuna, kwaye

- akukho ndawo ingayonwabeli imiphumo yazo enenzuzo.'

 

Wathi uYesu esathetha,

sathandaza kunye wazisa ubukrelekrele bam kwintando yakhe yobuThixo.

Sikunye, sinike imbeko yobuNgangamela, uzuko, nokuzithoba

nokunqulwa kwazo zonke iingqondi ezidaliweyo.

 

Ngokunxibelelana nentando kaThixo,

umfanekiso wobuthixo ubhalwe kwezi mbeko nezenzo zonqulo eziye zasasazeka kuzo zonke iingqondi ezidaliweyo.

njengabathunywa abaninzi beNtando yobuThixo kwindalo.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo   wongeze wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, ubonile?"

KungeWill yam yonke lento yenzeke. Ngoko ke, qhubeka usenza oko

-Yonke inkangeleko yakho, umsebenzi wakho,

- intliziyo yakho nayo yonke enye into, kwaye

uya kubona izinto ezimangalisayo."

 

Emva kokuchitha ngaphezulu kweeyure ezintathu kwiNtando yobuThixo ndisenza oko uYesu andicele kona,

Ndibuyele emzimbeni wam.

 

Kodwa ngubani owayenokuthetha yonke into?

Ubukrelekrele bam obuhlwempuzekileyo andikwazi.

Ukuba ufuna uYesu, ndiya kuqhubeka ndithetha ngezi zinto kamva. Okwangoku ndiza kuyeka.

 

Ndazintywilisela kwiNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele. Endanga, uYesu wam othandekayo wathandaza kunye nam.

 

Emva   koko wathi kum  :

“Ukuthanda komntu kugubungele isibhakabhaka ngamafu

ukuze zonke izidalwa zibe sisithokothoko sobumnyama. Ngoko, phantse wonke umntu uyaphuthaphutha.

 

Zonke izenzo zomntu ezenziwa ngaphandle kwentando kaThixo ziyabunyusa obu bumnyama kwaye zenza umntu abe yimfama ngakumbi. Ngokuba. ngenxa yentando yomntu, ilanga yintando kaThixo. Ngaphandle kwawo, akukho kukhanya   kwesidalwa.

 

Kwelinye icala, nabani na osebenza kwiNtando yam uphakama ngaphezu kobu bumnyama.

Thumela imitha yokukhanya emhlabeni.

Ngaloo ndlela ishukumisa abo bahlala kumgangatho ophantsi wentando yabo kwaye ibalungiselela ukufumana iLanga leNtando yobuThixo.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndifuna kakhulu

-hlala kwiNtando yam,

-ukuba ulungise isibhakabhaka sokukhanya

oya kuthi ngokuqhubekayo athumele imitha yokukhanya emhlabeni, abe nako ukusasaza esi sibhakabhaka sobumnyama esenziwe ngokuthanda komntu.

Ke, ukuba nokukhanya kwentando yam, amadoda aya kuyithanda. Kwaye ukuthanda kukaThixo kuya kuba nako ukulawula emhlabeni.”

 

 

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Ndothuke ndambona esentanyeni endirhangqe ngeengalo zakhe, ubuso bakhe buchukumisa obam, enesibane afuna ukundifaka engqondweni.

Nditsaleleke kuye ndambhanxa, kodwa ndala lo kukhanya, ndisithi kum:

“Andinamdla wokufunda izinto.

Ekuphela kwento endiyifunayo kukusindisa umphefumlo wam kwaye nguYesu kuphela onokundisindisa; yonke enye into ayiyonto".

 

Kodwa xa uYesu wandichukumisa ebunzi, andizange ndiphinde ndikwazi ukumelana nokukhanya kwangena kum.

 

Wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, nabani na obiziweyo ukuba enze umsitho makazazi iimfihlo zawo, ukubaluleka kwawo, imisebenzi yawo, iziseko zawo nayo yonke into ephathelele kuwo.

Isidalwa esilula saphula ubudlelwane   obukhoyo phakathi kwentando kaThixo kunye nezidalwa. Oku kusikeka kwaphanzisa icebo likaThixo ngomntu.

 

Kodwa esinye isidalwa esilula,   iNtombikazi kaMariya, uKumkanikazi wabo bonke  ,   basikelelwe ngeentsikelelo ezininzi kunye namalungelo - kodwa sisesidalwa - sasinomsebenzi onxulumene nentando yoMdali wakhe ukulungisa ukuqhekeka okwenziwa sisidalwa sokuqala.

 

Owokuqala wayengumfazi waza owesibini waba ngumfazi.

Yaba nguye owathi, ngokubophelela intando yakhe kweyethu, wasibuyisela imbeko, ukuzithoba nentlonipho kumalungelo oMdali.

 

Isidalwa esinye sezise ububi emhlabeni saza sahlwayela ukonakaliswa kwazo zonke izizukulwana.

Sinye kuphela isidalwa esabuyisela abalungileyo emhlabeni.

Kwaye ngokunxibelelana nentando yoMdali wakhe,

Yakha intsholongwane yeFiat engunaphakade eyayiza kuzisa usindiso, ubungcwele kunye nempilo entle kubo bonke.

 

Njengoko esi sidalwa sasezulwini sakhula, yaba njalo imbewu yeFiat kuye, kwaye xa loo mbewu yaba ngumthi,

ILizwi elinguNaphakade lakhawulwa esibelekweni sakhe sobuntombi apho iNtando enguNaphakade yayilawula njengoKumkani owongamileyo.

 

Jonga ukuba njani

zonke iimpahla zivela kwintando kaThixo   e

Ngaba bonke ububi bazibonakalisa xa isidalwa sarhoxayo kule   ntando kaThixo?

 

Ukuba awufumananga sidalwa

-obomi bakhe yayiyintando yam e

-ngubani owandidibanisa nam,

Ngendingazange ndifune okanye ngehle ndivela eZulwini

ukwambatha inyama yomntu ukuze asindise umntu.

"Ke   uMama wam wayeyimbewu   'yentando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengoko isenziwa eZulwini'. Ekubeni esinye isidalwa sabutshabalalisa uBukumkani bokuthanda kukaThixo emhlabeni, kwakufanelekile ukuba esinye isidalwa sibubuyisele.

 

Ukusuka kwimbewu   yentando yam eyayikuMama wam wobuThixo  , ubuntu bam - obungazange bohlukane nobuThixo bam -

wayila iprojekthi enkulu yentando yomntu kwintando kaThixo.

 

Ngentando   yam yomntu edityaniswe nentando yam yobuThixo,

zonke izenzo zam zobuntu zazinxibelelene nentando kaThixo.

 

Ngokuthanda kukaThixo ndandizazi zonke izenzo zezizukulwana ngezizukulwana. Ngentando yam yomntu ndazilungisa ndaza ndazincamathisela kwiNtando yanaphakade.

 

Akukho senzo sasinokundibaleka.

Yonke into yabekwa ngolungelelwano ndim ngokukhanya okumsulwa kweNtando ePhakamileyo.

 

"Ndingatsho ukuba intlawulelo indenzele imali encinci:

-ubomi bam bangaphandle,

- iimbandezelo zoMthanda wam,

Imizekelo yam kunye namazwi am ngeyanele kwaye yonke into yayinokwenziwa ngokukhawuleza.

 

Kodwa

-Yenza  iprojekthi enkulu yentando yomntu edityaniswe kwintando kaThixo

-lungisa onke amakhonkco aphulwe yintando yomntu,

 

Kwafuneka ndibandakanye

intliziyo yam yonke   ,

ubomi bam bonke obufihliweyo,

zonke iimbandezelo zam ezisenyongweni.

ezibe zininzi kakhulu kwaye zininzi kuneentlungu zam zangaphandle kwaye azikaziwa okwangoku.

 

Khange ndicenge qha

- uxolelo lwezono;

- usindiso kunye nokukhuselwa kobomi bomntu. Njengoko ndenze ngePassion yam.

 

Kodwa yayikukuhlaziywa kwayo yonke ingaphakathi lomntu. Kwafuneka ndiphakamise iLanga leNtando engunaphakade,

-ukumanyana naMandla bonke ubungaphakathi bomntu, nkqu nemicu yakhe esondeleyo,

Ngendimngenise esizalweni sikaBawo oseZulwini,

- Wayeza kumvuselela kwintando yakhe engunaphakade.

 

Owu! bekulula kangakanani kum ukubongoza usindiso lomntu kunokuba ndiphinde ndiyenze ingaphakathi lakhe kwintando yam yobuThixo!

 

Kwaye ukuba akwenzanga njalo, intlangulo

- yayingayi kugqitywa,

- ibingayi kuba ngumsebenzi ofanele uThixo.

 

Bendingayi kuba nayo

-awahlaziyekanga onke amalungu omntu;

- okanye ukubuyisela ubungcwele obulahlekileyo kuye ngokwaphula ubudlelwane bakhe kunye nentando kaThixo.

 

Iprojekthi sele igqityiwe.

Kodwa ngaphambi kokuba uchaze,

Kuqala kufuneka ukuba umntu azi   ukuba,

ngoBomi bam kunye noKuthanda kwam, ndinokufumana uxolelo kunye   nosindiso.

 

Oku kumenza afunde kamva

indlela endambongoza ngayo eyona nto inkulu kwaye ibaluleke kakhulu: ukubuya kwentando yakhe kowam

lo nto

- ubuhandiba bakhe bubuyiselwe,

- ukuba iibhulorho phakathi kwentando yakhe kunye neyam zenziwe ngokutsha kwaye iibhulorho phakathi kwentando yakhe kunye neyam zenziwe ngokutsha kwaye

-ukuba ngaloo ndlela ibuyela kwimeko yayo yokuqala.

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ubulumko bam banaphakade babumisele ukuba isidalwa sasezulwini, esingcwele kuzo zonke,

kwafuneka ukuba ibe kwimvelaphi entsha yokuphakama komntu kwintando yam yobuThixo.

 

Ngoku, ngesinye isidalwa,

ukuba ndifuna ukuzisa kwindawo yokuhlala yanaphakade yeNtando yam

ebophelela intando yakhe   kum,

ndiyidibanisa kuzo zonke   izenzo zam,

ngokubuyisela ingaphakathi lomntu kwiLanga leNtando yam yaNaphakade   , ndifuna ukuvula   intsimi yale projekthi kwizizukulwana,

ukuze nabani na ofuna ukufikelela kuyo.

 

Kwaye ukuba kude kube ngoku izidalwa ziye zakwazi ukunandipha izinto zeNtlawulo, ukususela ngoku ukuya phambili ziya kukwazi ukuqhubela phambili kwaye zonwabele iziqhamo zeNtando yakho eyenziwa emhlabeni njengaseZulwini, ukubuyisela ulonwabo olulahlekileyo.

eso sihandiba noxolo lwasezulwini athe, ngokwenza ukuthanda kwakhe, umntu walususa phezu komhlaba.

 

Olu lolona babalo lukhulu endinokulunika umntu. Kuba ngokumbuyisela kwiWill yam,

Ndibuyisela zonke iimpahla endizinikezele ekuyidaleni.

Lumka, ke ngoko, kuba ngumbuzo wokuvula isizinda esikhulu sempahla kubo bonke abazalwana bakho ».

 

Ndacinga: "Kutheni usikelelwe uYesu ethanda kangaka ukuba intando yakhe yenziwe? Loluphi uzuko olunokuvela kwisidalwa esihlwempuzekileyo nesibuhlungu esishiya ukuthanda kwakhe kwintando kaYesu ephezulu, engcwele neyolisayo?"

Ngelixa ndandicinga ngolo hlobo, uYesu wam onobubele wandixelela ngofefe olukhulu:

 

"Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi?

 

Uthando lwam kunye nokulunga kwam kukhulu kangangokuba,

Nanini na isidalwa sisenza ngokwentando yam, ndimnika kakhulu.

 

Kwaye ukuze ndisoloko ndimnika okuninzi, ndiyamthanda ukuba enze intando yam.

 

Ke ngoko esona sizathu sokuba ndifuna isidalwa sifezekise uMyolelo wam kukuba undibonelele ngeendlela zokuwunika ngokungapheliyo.

 

Uthando lwam alufuni ukuphumla.

Usoloko efuna ukubaleka, abhabhele kwisidalwa. Kwaye ngenxa yantoni? Ukunikeza.

 

Xa isidalwa senza iNtando yam, sisondela kum kunye nam kuye:

-Ndipha kwaye uyathatha.

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, akayizalisekisi intando yam,

Usuka ahlukane nam, abe ngowasemzini kum. Ngoko ke, akakwazi ukuyiqonda into endifuna ukumnika yona.

 

Ukuba bendinokumnika, inokuba yingozi kwaye ayigayeki, kuba inkalakahla yakhe yayikrwada kwaye ingcoliswe yintando yakhe yomntu.

bekungayi kumvumela ukuba anandiphe aze azixabise izipho zobuthixo. Umnqweno wam kukuba ndimnike rhoqo.

 

Izidalwa ezizalisekisa iNtando yam ziyakwandisa uzuko lwam.

Bubuqaqawuli obuhla buvela eZulwini kwaye bubuyela ngqo ezinyaweni zetrone yam yandiswe yintando kaThixo efumaneka kwisidalwa.

 

Kwelinye icala, ukuba kukho uzuko olunye abanokundinika lona abo bangayifeziyo iNtando yam, ibiya kuba luzuko olungaqhelekanga kum, uzuko olunokuza kundicekisa.

 

Xa isidalwa sisenza intando yam, ndimnika eyam, enika imisebenzi yaso

- Ubungcwele bam, Amandla am, Ubulumko bam, Ubuhle bemisebenzi yam, ixabiso elingenakulinganiswa.

 

Ndingathi ezi

- iziqhamo zolawulo lwam,

-imisebenzi yobukumkani bam basezulwini,

- uzuko lwabantwana bam abasemthethweni.

 

Njengesidalwa esibeka onke amandla aso ukuzalisekisa iNtando yam

andiyithanda? Ndingawava njani amandla ayolisayo eNtando yam ePhakamileyo kwimisebenzi yaKhe?

Owu! ukuba izidalwa bezisazi ukulunga kwako konke oku,

babengayi kuphinda bazivumele ukuba badane ngokuthanda kwabo.”

 

Ndicinge:

"UYesu wam olungileyo uthetha izinto ezithandekayo malunga nentando yakhe, umzekelo ukuba akukho nto inkulu, iphezulu, ingcwele ngaphezu kokuphila kwintando yakhe.

Ukuba kunjalo, zingaphi izinto ezimangalisayo nezichukumisayo ekufuneka ndizenze, nangaphandle! Noko ke, andiboni nto intle okanye imangalisayo ngam.

 

Ngokuchasene noko, ndiziva ndingoyena mntu udimazekileyo, ongakwaziyo ukwenza nantoni na elungileyo xa kuthelekiswa nabangcwele abenze okulungileyo okuninzi, izinto ezininzi ezichukumisayo, imimangaliso emininzi.

Kwaye uthi ubomi kwintando yakhe bushiya bonke abangcwele ngasemva! "

Ngelixa ezi ngcinga zazidlula engqondweni yam, uYesu wam washukuma ngaphakathi kum, kwaye ekukhanyeni kwakhe kwesiqhelo   wathi kum  :

Intombazana yakho

xa ubungcwele bunobuntu, ngexesha nendawo enikiweyo, bubonakalisa imimangaliso engakumbi ngaphandle, ukuze abantu bexesha nendawo baxhamle ngcono ubabalo nempahla ephuma kobu ngcwele.

 

Kwelinye icala

Ubungcwele bobomi kwintando yam ayibobungcwele bomntu ngamnye,

uzinikele ekwenzeni okulungileyo

kwindawo ethile   ,

kubantu abathile   e

 ngomzuzu othile  .

Kunoko, bubuNgcwele obumele benze okulungileyo.

-kubantu bonke kuzo zonke iindawo namaxesha onke.

 

UnguBungcwele obuntywiliselwe kwiLanga lanaphakade leNtando yam   , ebandakanya yonke into

ukukhanya ngaphandle   kwamazwi,

- umlilo ngaphandle kweenkuni,

ubungcwele obungenangxokozelo, obungenamsi.

 

Ngaphandle koku, obu bungcwele busaqhubeka bukhona

- eyona ibalaseleyo, eyona intle kwaye inesiqhamo. Ukukhanya kwayo kusulungekile, ubushushu bayo bukhulu ngakumbi.

 

Owona mfanekiso ubalaseleyo wobu Ngcwele lilanga elikhanyisa i-horizon yethu  :   likhanyisa yonke into, kodwa ngaphandle kokukhwaza  .

Ikhanya, kodwa ayithethi. Akathethi nto   nakubani na

-into entle   ayenzayo,

-imbewu echumisayo,

- ubomi obunika zonke izityalo, ngokunjalo

- indlela yakhe yokuhlambulula umoya ongcolileyo ngokutshabalalisa yonke into enokuba yingozi kumntu.

 

Kunoxolo kakhulu

ukuba nokuba abantu banayo kunye nabo, bangayihoyi.

Nangona kunjalo, akayeki ukuba mhle kwaye abe nobungangamsha kwaye aqhubeke esenza okulungileyo kuye wonke umntu.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ukuba ibingekho, wonke umntu ebeya kukhwankqiswa ngenxa yokuba ummangaliso omkhulu wokuchuma nokulondolozwa kwendalo ngewungekho.

Ubungcwele bobomi kwintando yam bungaphezulu kwelanga  .

 

Umphefumlo onobulungisa kunye nomyalelo opheleleyo kwi-Will yam ungaphezulu komkhosi okwazi ukulwa.

Ubukrelekrele bakhe bucwangciswe   kwaye buncanyathiselwe kubuNhloli banaphakade.

Ukubetha kwentliziyo  yakhe, ukuthanda kwakhe, iminqweno yakhe iphawulwa ngamaqhina angunaphakade.

Iingcinga  zakhe, intando yakhe kunye nayo yonke ingaphakathi yakhe ibumba umkhosi wezithunywa ezizalise iZulu nomhlaba kwaye zingamazwi acikozelayo nezixhobo ezikhusela zonke izidalwa kwaye, okokuqala, kuThixo wazo.

 

Benza wonke umntu okulungileyo kwaye benze umkhosi wasezulwini wenyaniso kunye nobuthixo.

esoloko ekho kuBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo kwaye esoloko ekwazi ukuthobela imiyalelo yakhe.

 

Cinga ngoMama wam  : ungumzekelo ogqibeleleyo wobomi kwiWill yam.

Ingaphakathi layo lalintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwiLanga elingunaphakade leNtando ePhakamileyo.

 

Ukuba

uKumkanikazi wobungcwele babangcwele kunye noMama wazo zonke izidalwa

ngenxa yokuba ebefanele ukuzisa ubomi bam kwaye, ke, zonke iimpahla,

kwakungathi kufihlwe   kuyo yonke into.

ndibaphathele impahla yam bengabonwa.

 

Ngaphezu kwelanga elithe cwaka,

wazisa ukukhanya ngaphandle kwamazwi, umlilo ngaphandle kwengxokozelo, elungileyo ngaphandle kokuzibonakalisa.

 

Kwakungekho nto ilungileyo ngaphandle kwakhe.

Akukho mmangaliso wenziwayo ngaphandle kokudlula kuwo. Ukuhlala kwiWill yam, wahlala ezifihlile apho. Yayiyiyo kwaye iseyimvelaphi yempahla yomntu wonke.

Wayevuya kakhulu kuThixo, egxininise kwintando kaThixo, kangangokuba yonke ingaphakathi lakhe ladada kulwandle lweNtando yanaphakade.

Wayewazi umngaphakathi wazo zonke izidalwa waza wabeka esakhe ngaphakathi ukuze alungelelanise yonke into kuThixo.

 

Yayingaphakathi kanye emntwini, endaweni yangaphandle kwakhe, ekwakufuneka enziwe ngokutsha aze ahlengahlengiswe  .

Ngoko ke, ekubeni umsebenzi wakhe omninzi ufanele wenziwe ngaphakathi endodeni, kubonakala ukuba usenokuba akazange ajongane nomphandle.

Noko ke, wayenexhala.

zombini iimpahla zangaphandle nezangaphakathi.

Kuyabonakala ukuba akaphumezi nto ingaqhelekanga kwaye ichukumisayo.

 

Ngaphezulu kwelanga lidlule lingabonwa kwaye lifihlwe kumafu okuKhanya kweNtando yobuThixo.

Ngoko, ngokucacileyo, abangcwele benza izinto ezichukumisayo kunomama wam.

Noko ke, ngabaphi abona bangcwele babalaseleyo xa bethelekiswa naye? Ziinkwenkwezi nje ezincinci xa zithelekiswa nelanga elikhulu.

Ukuba ziqaqambile, kungenxa   yelanga.

 

Ngelixa engazange enze izinto ezichukumisayo ekuqaleni, wayekhangeleka emhle kwaye   enobungangamsha.

Wandanda phezu komhlaba, zonke zolulelwe kwiNtando yanaphakade ethi,

- ngothando kunye namandla,

wavuya kunene, kangangokuba wamehlisa ezulwini, weza emhlabeni;

oku Kukuthanda ukuba intsapho yoluntu yayigxothe ngenkohlakalo emhlabeni.

 

Ingaphakathi layo lonke laliyalelwe kwintando kaThixo.

Yonke into awayeyenza, iingcinga zakhe, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe, ukuphefumla kwakhe, yayingamaqhina anomtsalane awatsala iLizwi elinguNaphakade emhlabeni.

Yaye waphumelela ukubheja   kwakhe ngokwenza owona mmangaliso mkhulu   ekungekho mntu wumbi unokuwenza.

 

Nantsi into omawuyenze, ntombi yam:

-Ndivuyisele ukuba ndize ndizinamathele ngokuqinileyo kwindawo yakho yangaphakathi yonke icwangciswe ngokutsha kwintando kaThixo

ukuba lo uya kuhla evela eZulwini eze emhlabeni

-ukuba aziwe kwaye alawule apho njengoko elawula eZulwini  . Ungazikhathazi ngenye into  .

Nabani na omelwe kukuba enze eyona nto inkulu, akufuneki enze nencinane.

Ucango luvulekele abanye ukuba benze inxalenye encinci, ukuze yonke into yenziwe.

 

Ndiyayazi into efunekayo, ngawaphi amaxesha kunye neendawo zokwenza imisebenzi yam emikhulu yaziwe, ngamanye amaxesha ngemimangaliso yangaphandle.

 

Wena, hlala uqhubeka nokubaleka kwakho kwintando yam,

-ukuzalisa iZulu noMhlaba,

-Iyandithakazelisa kakhulu kangangokuba andinako ukumelana nokwenza eyona mimangaliso mikhulu, yobukumkani bentando yam kwizidalwa".



 

Ndandikhathazeke kakhulu kukuphulukana noYesu wam othandekayo.

Nangona ndambiza ngamandla am onke, akazange avume ukuza elubhacweni lwakhe oluncinane. Owu! Hayi, ubunzima bokufuduka kwam!

 

Intliziyo yam yayisifa zintlungu kuba yena obubomi bakhe zange afike. Ndithe ndisancwina ngolo hlobo, kwathi gqi uvumo lwam, kwangaloo mzuzu kanye uYesu washukuma ngaphakathi kwam. Ngokucinezela intliziyo yam ngamandla, yazenza yabonakala.

Ndathi kuye: Yesu wam, ubungenako na ukuza kuqala?

 

Ngoku ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndithobele.

Ndicela ubuye ndakukwamkela kuMthendeleko oNgcwele. Emva koko siya kuba sodwa kwaye sikhululekile ukuba kunye ".

 

Ethatha isimo sengqondo esinesidima nesinyanisekileyo,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukuba ndophule umyalelo wobulumko bam ndithathe eCaweni yam igunya endilinike yona?"

 

Ngokuthetha oku, wabelana nam ngokubandezeleka kwakhe. Kungekudala emva kokuba ndimxelele:

"Khawutsho sthandwa sam kutheni ungandilindeli ndide ndiphelelwe lithemba lokuba uzobuya umphefumlo wam uzabalaza phakathi kobomi nokufa?"

 

Egcwele ukulunga,   uYesu wandiphendula  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndikwenze inkosikazi yentando yam, andifuni nje ukuba nayo   ,

kodwa masazi indlela yokulima nokuyandisa.

Ngaloo ndlela, iimbandezelo zakho, ukuphaphama kwakho, umonde wakho kunye nokundibandeza kwakho kuya kunceda ukukhusela nokwandisa imida yayo emphefumlweni wakho.

Akwanelanga ukuba nempahla, kufuneka wazi nendlela yokwenza.

 

Bekungayinceda ngantoni indoda ukuba nentsimi?

kuthekani ukuba akazange athabathe inkathazo yokuyihlwayela aze ayihlakulele, aze avune umvuzo wokubulaleka kwakhe?

Nokuba ungumnikazi wentsimi yakhe,

ukuba akasebenzi, akayi kuba nanto yakutyisa.

 

Ngoko ke, asikokuba nezinto okwenza umntu abe sisityebi aze onwabe, kodwa kukwazi ukuhlakulela kakuhle oko anako.

Kunjalo nangeemfefe zam, ngezipho zam, kwaye ngakumbi ngeWill yam, endiyibeke kuwe njengokumkanikazi.

Ucela ukuba umdlise ngeembandezelo nezenzo zakho. Ifuna ukuba,

- ixhomekeke ngokupheleleyo kuyo,

Ezintweni zonke umnika iimbeko kuye njengokumkanikazi.

 

Kuyo yonke into oyenzayo kunye nokubandezeleka,

Ikunika into oyifunayo ukondla umphefumlo wakho. Ke, wena kwelinye icala kunye nam kwelinye,

sinweba kuwe imida yeNtando yam ePhakamileyo ».

 

 

Ndaziva ndinentlungu enkulu ngenxa yokuhluthwa u Yesu wam othandekayo.. Worse wazibonakalisa ngokufutshane njengendudumo, wandirhuqa ngaphandle kwam.

 

umzimba wam waza wanyamalala ngoko nangoko, endinyanzela ukuba ndibone izinto ezibuhlungu namarhe emfazwe.

Kwaba ngathi sifuna ukubandakanya i-Itali.

Iintloko zamazwe zanxibelelana nabanye zaza zabanika izixa zemali ukuze baye emfazweni.

 

Ngenye imini xa ndandibandezelekile kakhulu,   uYesu wandixelela   ukuba, ukususela ngoJanuwari,

Undihlisele ubunzima   ezintlangeni;

ufuna ukuya   emfazweni,

wayefuna ukuqeqesha abanye kunye nabo,

- banike izixa zemali ukubatsala.

 

Enjani yona intlungu kum

-yokushiya umzimba wam ukubona abantu behlupheka kunye nemfazwe entsha ehleliweyo, e

- ungabinaye uYesu wam ukuba ndithethe naye kwaye   ndicele   inceba   yakhe kuluntu olunelishwa  , nokuba ngeendleko zokubandezeleka.

 

Ndachitha iintsuku ezininzi ndikule meko kwaye intliziyo yam yayingasenakunyamezela.

Andizange ndive nje intlungu yokuba phantse ndihluthwe nguYesu, kodwa ndandifumana enye imbandezelo, ukubandezeleka okukhulu kangangokuba andiziva ndikwazi ukuyichaza.

Emva koko wabonwa ngokufutshane kwaye, engakwazi ukunyamezela, wabambelela entliziyweni yam ukuba afune indawo yokusabela nokuphumla. Ndamwola phezu kwam ndamxelela:

"Ubomi bam, Yesu, ndixelele:"

Ndikone njani ngokungafiki?

Iyintoni na le mbandezelo yongeza kobo buhlwempu benu obundikrazula kangaka nje?

 

Ngelizwi elibuhlungu,   waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam ubufuna ukundikhubekisa nyani ukuze ndihlukane nawe?" Mna:"Hayi Yesu wam kungcono ndife kunokuba   ndikukhubekise."

 

Waqhubeka  wathi:

"Kuhle. Intombazana ehlala ihleli noyise kufuneka ilumke izazi iimfihlo zayo nendlela yokwenza.

Ndihleli nawe ixesha elingaka kwaye awukaqondi izizathu ezibangela ukuba ndimke kuwe?

Waziva ke xa ndisiza kuwe ngokuphanyaza, ndakukhupha emzimbeni wakho, ndakushiya wedwa, uzulazula emhlabeni.

Zingaphi izinto ezibuhlungu ongazange uzibone, phezu kwazo kukho iimfazwe ezilungiselelwa ziintlanga.

 

Kunyaka ophelile,

-Ekulweni neJamani, iFransi yakhala intsimbi yokuqala. I-Itali, kwiGrisi eyayichasa, yakhalisa intsimbi yesibini.

Esinye isizwe siya kukhalisa intsimbi yesithathu ngokuququzelela imfazwe. Enjani yona inkani!

Ke ngoko, andikwazi ukuthwala obu buntamo-lukhuni, ubulungisa bam bundinyanzela ukuba ndihlukane nawe ukuze ndikhululeke ekwenzeni.

 

Ngokuphathelele ukubandezeleka okuvayo entliziyweni yakho

-kwaye oko kongezwa koko kuhluthwa Mna, akuyonto ngaphandle kokubandezeleka q

Ndibangela uluntu ngokwahlulwa kwalo kum.

 

Le nto ujongene nayo yintlungu emanyumnyezi efunyanwa yiNtliziyo yam ngenxa yoku kwahlukana.

 

Ngenxa yobudlelwane bakho nam,

- bahlala benxibelelene nayo yonke intsapho yoluntu e

Unyanzeliswa ukuva oku kubandezeleka okubangelwa kum zizizukulwana zoluntu ngokwahlulwa kuM ngenxa yezono zazo ezoyikekayo.

 

Yiba nesibindi, ungatyhafi, ndivumele ndilandele uBulungisa bam.

Emva koko, ndiya kuba nawe kwakhona kwaye siya kuthandaza kwaye silile imini kunye

ikamva loluntu oluhlwempuzekileyo.

Siya kuyeka ukubhadula emhlabeni, sibuyele kuThixo.

 

 

Ndandihlaselwe yintlungu yokuswela uYesu wam othandekayo.

 

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba imbonakalo yakhe, umbane okanye izithunzi, yayincipha, imbonakalo

- ababekuphela kwenkxaso yam kwintuthumbo yam kwaye

-ofana namathontsi amancinane ombethe;

Ndixhase isityalo esincinci somphefumlo wam womile ngenxa yokungabikho kwaso, siwunika umthambo wobomi owawuthintela ukuba ungafi.

 

Noko ke, ndaye ndarhoxa kwiWill yakhe.

Ndizame kangangoko ukuqhubeka nezenzo zam zangaphakathi,

njengangexesha xa ndandibhabha kwinkampani yakhe kwiSS yakhe. Intando.

 

Kodwa, owu! njengoko ndenzayo ngobunzima, ndingenako ukusondeza iminikelo kuThixo wam egameni labo bonke.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Yesu wam, kwintando yakho, ndidibanisa iingcinga zam nezakho ngelixa iingcinga zakho zijikeleza kuzo zonke iingqondo ezidaliweyo,

Ndifuna yonke ingcinga yezidalwa itsale kwiingcinga zakho uthando olufumana engqondweni yakho,

ukuze ibeke yonke ingcinga yezidalwa ekubalekeni kothando.

 

Ukuba le flight

- Izulu lifikelela kwitrone yoBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo.

-ukudibanisa nothando olungunaphakade,

yenza ukuba uthando lukaBathathu Emnye luhle emhlabeni, kuzo zonke izidalwa ».

 

Ngelixa ndandisenza lo mthandazo kunye nabanye abafana nawo, uYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum   wathi  kum  encwina:

 

Intombazana yakho

aninakuba ngaphandle kwam, nditsho kancinane, ndibe ngaphandle kwenu.

Yonke into oyivayo entliziyweni yakho Ndim  . Iminqweno yakho evuthayo, ukuncwina kwakho,

- ukufela ukholo ophilela ukuswela kwam, konke oku Ndim.

Oku kukubetha kwentliziyo yam

-ebonakala kuwe,

-enza ukuba wabelane ngokubandezeleka kwam kunye

-enza ndinyamalale emehlweni akho.

Kodwa xa uthando lwam lungenakukwazi ukuphinda luthathe, luloyisa ubulungisa bam, luyandinyanzela ukuba ndiphinde ndizibonakalise kuwe ».

Ngokuthetha oku wazenza wabonakala. Owu! ndaziva ndizelwe ngokutsha!

 

Wongeza wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

wandinika ikhaya emhlabeni phakathi kwakho.

Kwangaxeshanye, ndikugcina eZulwini, entliziyweni yam.

UbuThixo bayonwaba nentombazana yeNtando ePhakamileyo, inaye kunye naye eZulwini.

 

Kuba sinentombi yethu encinci eZulwini nasemhlabeni, akuseyomfuneko ukuba siwutshabalalise umhlaba.

- njengoko ubulungisa buya kuthanda e

-njengoko izidalwa zifanelekile.

 

Ebuninzini,

-izixeko ziya kunyamalala,

- Umhlaba uya kuvuleka kwiindawo ezininzi kwaye abantu banyamalale,

- iimfazwe ziya kuphelisa izidalwa.

 

Kodwa, ngenxa yentombazana yethu encinci,

- esibanike umsebenzi wokwenza intando yethu emhlabeni, asiyi kutshabalalisa lo mhlaba.

 

Ngoko zixhobise ngesibindi   kwaye   ungalahli ithemba kakhulu ngexesha lokungabikho kwam.

Yazi andikwazi kuba kudala ndibuyele kuwe.

 

Kwaye   awuyeki ukundithanda,

kuqala kuwe   kwaye

nakubo bonke abazalwana bethu abathandekayo   .

 

Ngaba uyafuna ukwazi isizathu sokuba uAdam wonayo ?  

Kungokuba wayelibele ukuba ndiyamthanda walibala nokundithanda.

 

Oku kwakungoyena nobangela wokuwa kwakhe.

Ukuba wayecinga ukuba ndimthanda kakhulu yaye wayenembopheleleko yokundithanda, ngewayengazange agqibe kwelokuba angandithobeli.

Uthando lwayeka kuqala, kwaza kwafika isono.

Xa uAdam wayeka ukumthanda uThixo wakhe,   uthando lokwenyaniso ngaye lwaphela.

 

Amalungu kunye namandla akhe amvukela. Waphulukana nolawulo lwakhe, umyalelo wanyamalala kwaye woyika.

Uthando lokwenene ngezinye izidalwa nalo lwaphela. Ngoxa ndandiyidalile ngothando olufanayo

-kuba lowo ulawulayo phakathi koThixo,

- uthando luphi umfanekiso womnye, ulonwabo lwakhe, uvuyo lwakhe kunye nobomi bakhe.

 

Kwaye ngenxa yoko,

ukufika kwam emhlabeni, eyona nto yayibaluleke kakhulu yayikukuba

- abathandanayo

-indlela ababethandwa ngayo ndim,

ngendlela yokwenza uthando lukaBathathu Emnye olungcwele lundandaze phezu komhlaba.

 

Kuzo zonke iimbandezelo kunye nokuswela kwakho,

- ungaze ulibale ukuba ndiyakuthanda kakhulu,

-ungaze ulibale ukundithanda.

 

Ngaphaya koko, njengentombi yeNtando yethu  , unomsebenzi wokundithanda kumntu wonke  . Ngoko ke niya kuhlala nilungelelene yaye aniyi koyika nto”.

 

Ndive uvalo

- ukuba mhlawumbi yayingengoYesu wam othandekayo owathetha nam, endibonisa iinyaniso ezininzi ezibalaseleyo, ngakumbi ngentando kaThixo,

-kodwa yayilidemon eli lizama ukundikhohlisa ngokundiphakamisela phezulu kakhulu lize lindifake enzonzobileni.

 

Mna:"Yesu wam ndikhulule ezandleni zotshaba andifuni kwanto ngaphandle kokusindisa umphefumlo wam".

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam,   uYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, woyika ntoni?"

Ngaba awuyazi into yokuba inyoka engapheliyo iyazi kancinci ngam yiWill yam?

Enyanisweni, wayengafuni ukuba kwenzeke kwaye, ngenxa yoko, wayengamazi okanye amthande.

 

Nokuba kuncinci, ingene kwiimfihlo zayo ukuze yazi zonke iziphumo zayo kunye nexabiso. Yaye ekubeni engayazi, angathetha njani ngayo?

Eyona nto ayithiyileyo kukuba isidalwa senza intando yam.

 

Akawukhathalelanga loo mphefumlo

Thandaza

yiya   kuvuma izono,

wamkela   umthendeleko,

wenze inguquko okanye wenze imimangaliso.

Ukuvukela kwakhe isihogo seNtando yam sadalwa kuye, yiyo loo nto imeko yakhe engonwabanga kunye nomsindo omdlayo.

 

So iWill  yam isihogo kuye

 

Kwaye, ngalo lonke ixesha ebona umphefumlo

-  kuxhomekeke kwintando yam,

- ukwazi iimpawu zayo, ixabiso kunye nobungcwele,

uziva isihogo sakhe siphindwe kabini.

Kuba ebona izulu, ulonwabo noxolo awalulahlayo ngokudalwa kulomphefumlo.

 

Okukhona isaziwa iWill yam, kokukhona engcungcutheka kwaye enomsindo.

Ngapha koko, angakuxelela njani yena uMenzi wesihogo ngeWill yam? Ukuba uthetha nawe ngaye, amazwi akhe afuna ukwenza isihogo kuwe.

Ngoba uyayazi iWill yam qha ayithiye angayithandi.

 

Into ethiyiweyo ayinakuzisa ulonwabo okanye uxolo.

Kuba ilizwi lakhe lalingenanceba, wayenokunxibelelana njani naye ngobabalo lokwenza intando yam? "

 

Ndandicinga ngendlela yonke into ejikeleza ngayo ilanga: umhlaba, thina, ulwandle, izityalo, yonke into.

Kwaye njengoko sijikeleza ilanga,

sikhanyiselwe Nguye kwaye sifumana ukufudumala Kwakhe.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ilanga likhupha imisebe yalo evuthayo phezu kwethu naphezu kwethu, nayo yonke indalo.

ukutsala umtsalane ojikeleze ilanga, siyakonwabela ukukhanya kwalo yaye sifumana ezinye zeengenelo zalo.

Zingaphi izidalwa ezingaxhuzuliyo zijikeleze iLanga elingcwele?

Wonke umntu uyayenza: zonke iingelosi, iingcwele, amadoda, zonke izinto ezidaliwe, kubandakanywa noKumkanikazi uMama obambe indawo yokuqala ngokufunxa kangangoko kunokwenzeka imitha yeLanga elingunaphakade.

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, uYesu wam wobuThixo washukuma ngaphakathi kwam. Kwaye, endibambele kuye,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, le yayiyinjongo echanekileyo endadala ngayo umntu:

-ehlala ibamba ngeenxa zonke kum kwaye

-ukuba mna, iLanga lakhe, ndibeke embindini wokuguqulwa kwakhe, ndimkhanyise

-Ukukhanya kwam   ,

-   uthando lwam,

-yokufana kwam e

- yolonwabo lwam.

 

Ngenguquko nganye ejikeleze Mna, Ndandifuna ukumnika yona

-Ukwaneliseka okutsha rhoqo,

- soloko ubuhle ezintsha kunye

- iintolo ezivuthayo ezikhulayo.

 

Ngaphambi kokuba umntu one,

UbuThixo bebungafihlwa kuye. Ngenxa yokuba, ibamba ngeenxa zonke kum,

- yayiyingcamango yam kwaye, ngoko,

-kwakukukhanya okuncinci.

 

Kwakuyindalo ukuba, ngelixa ndandiliLanga elikhulu, ukukhanya kwalo okuncinci kukhanyise ukuKhanya kwam.

 

Uthe ke akona, wayeka ukuzibhijabhija.

ukukhanya kwayo okuncinci   kuba mnyama,

waba yimfama kwaye waphulukana namandla okububona ubuThixo bam kwinyama yakhe efayo, kangangoko   isidalwa sinako.

 

Kamva, ukuza kukhulula umntu,

Ndatshata inyama yakhe efayo ukuze ayibone  ,

kungekuphela nje ngokuba wone ngenyama yakhe, kanti ke kule nyama bendiza kuyicamagushela mna;

- kodwa ngenxa yokuba wayengasabuboni ubuThixo bam enyameni yakhe.

 

Oku kuyinyani ukuba ubuThixo bam, obuhlala kuBuntu bam,

Bendinokumkhuphela imitha yoBuThixo bam qha.

 

Ngoko makhe sibone ukuba yintoni na isono esikhulu esibi:

Wazisa indoda

-ukuyeka ukutsalela kuMdali wayo,

-ukuchasana nenjongo yokudalwa kwayo e

-Ukuguqula ukukhanya kube bubumnyama, ubuhle bube bububi  .

 

Isono bububi obukhulu kangangokuba, ngaphandle kokuhlangulwa kwam, andikwazanga ukubuyisela emntwini amandla okubona ubuThixo kwinyama yakhe efayo.

Oku kuya kwenzeka kuphela xa,

woyisiwe, watyunyuzwa kukufa, uya kufika ngomhla womgwebo.

 

Bekuya kwenzeka ntoni ukuba iNdalo iye yayeka ukuxhuzula ijikeleza ilanga? Yonke into iya kuba phantsi,

yonke into yayiza kulahlekelwa ukukhanya, imvisiswano kunye nobuhle. Omnye wayeza kumenzakalisa omnye.

Yaye nokuba ilanga belihlala likhona, bekuya kufana nokufa kwindalo ngenxa yokuba ibingayi kuphinda itsaleleke kuyo.

 

Ngenxa yempazamo yokuqala,

umntu uyekile ukuzulazula kuMdali wakhe yaye, ngenxa yoko, ulahlekelwe

indlela   awayephila ngayo,

ubukhosi bakhe phezu   kwakhe,

ukukhanya kwayo.

 

Nanini na xa wona.

ayipheleli nje ekujikelezeni   koThixo wayo,

kodwa iyayeka ukuzulazula kwiimpahla zeNtlawulo ezithi, njengelanga elitsha, zimnike uxolelo   nosindiso.

 

Uyamazi ukuba ngubani ongayekiyo ukuxhuzula ngeenxa zonke kum?

 

Lowo uzalisekisa iNtando yam aze ahlale kuyo. Usabaleka,

ayiyeki e

ifumana bonke ubungangamsha boBuntu bam kunye nokukhanya okuthile koBuThixo bam ».

 

Ndandizaliswe bubukrakra ngenxa yokulahlekelwa nguYesu wam othandekayo.

Yonke into yayibonakala iphelile kum, ndandingenalo ithemba lokuba angabuyela elubhacweni lwakhe oluncinane.

 

Intliziyo yam yaba buhlungu ndicinga ukuba soze ndiphinde ndimbone oyena mntu ebebubomi bam bokwenyani.

Ngoku uBomi bam bahlukene nam: "Yesu wam, ngenkohlakalo engaka owandibulala ngayo. Ngaphandle kwakho, ndiziva iintlungu zesihogo: ngelixa ndifa, ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndiphile".

 

Ngoxa ndandikwimeko embi ngolo hlobo, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele washukuma ngaphakathi kum waza, ethatha ingalo yam, wandiwola ukuze andibuyisele ebomini.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, iWill yam ibifuna ukucacisa izinto kunye nawe ngokuthathela ingqalelo ukuba zonke iimpawu zam zisetyenziswa kwimisebenzi yam.

 

Xa zikubonayo zonke izinto endizithululele kuwe izizukulwana ezizayo, zathi, Angathini na ukuba angabi nako ukwenza konke oku, emveni kokuba ezamkele zonke ezi zinto?

Ubulungisa bam bobabonisa ububi benu, nithi kubo:

 “Ndiyibeke kwingqwalasela yobulungisa bam kwaye ndiyifumene ithembekile.

Oku kwavumela uThando lwam   ukuba   luqhubeke nekhondo lalo”.

 

Yintoni     eyakuncedayo ukuba uzithethelele      kuqala Luthando lwam . Zingaphi   izilingo angakubeke kuzo ukuze uqiniseke   ngothando lwakho?

 

Okwesibini  , yayingumnqamlezo  owakubeka    kuvavanyo oluqatha, ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba iNtando yam, ikhokelwa luthando lwam kunye noMnqamlezo, yehla kuwe yakwenza ukuba uhlale kuyo.

 

Intando yam  , enomona, ayizange ifune ukuhlala ngasemva noThando lwam kunye noMnqamlezo. Ngaloo ndlela uyekile ukuze abone ukuba ungaqhubeka nokubhabha kwiWill yam ngaphandle kwam ».

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye: "Ah! Ngendiqhubeke njani ngaphandle kwakho? Ndandiswele isibane. Kwaye nokuba ndandiqalile, andizange ndikwazi ukugqiba.

Ngokuba lowo uthe wazenza zonke izinto zibekho kum, ethanda ukuba ndibenzele izinto zonke abantu, undomeleza, ukuba ndibathabathele kuzo zonke iintambo zoMdali nendalo, akabanga nam.

Ingqondo yam ibidada etyholweni ndingaboni mntu. Ngoko ke, bendinokuyifikelela njani injongo?

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

"Uqalile kwaye intlungu yakho yokungakwazi ukugqiba yenza konke okunye:

kufuna inkalipho nokuthembeka  .

Ngobungqina obuncinane siqiniseka ngakumbi nangakumbi.

Nkqu noKumkanikazi wam uMama akazange asinde: ngaba ubungathanda ukusinda? "

 

Kungekudala emva koko,   wabuya.

-kubonwa kum embindini wesangqa e

- ukumema imiphefumlo ukuba ihambe kwesi sangqa.

Ndizibandakanye nabanye ukuba ndihlale ndiqhubeka kwesi sangqa.

 

UYesu wam onobubele   wathi kum  :

"   Intombi yam,

esi sangqa simele iNtando yam engunaphakade equka ivili likaFerris kanaphakade.

Yonke into ngaphakathi

- ayisiyonto yimbi ngaphandle koBuntu bam obenze kwintando kaThixo

ukuthandazela ukuba intando yam yenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini.

 

Yonke into ilungile, akukho nto iseleyo yokwenza ngaphandle

-ukuvula iingcango e

- ukwenza intando yam yaziwe

ukuze imiphefumlo ilidle ilifa.

 

Xa ndeza emhlabeni ukuza kukhulula umntu,

kwathiwa kum ndiyakuba lusindiso nentshabalalo yabaninzi.

 

Kunokutshiwo okufanayo ngoku:

iya kuba yintando yam

o ngumthombo wobungcwele obukhulu, kuba intando yam yeyobungcwele obupheleleyo

okanye ukonakaliswa   kwabaninzi.

 

Njengoko umphefumlo uhambela phambili kwesi sangqa,

- kufuneka uhlale ujonge ngaphakathi, ungaze ube ngaphandle.

Kuba ngaphakathi kuyo kukho ukuKhanya, ulwazi, amandla am, izenzo zam, kunye noNcedo, umtsalane kunye noBomi,

ukuze umphefumlo ufumane uBomi beNtando yam kuyo.

Ngaphandle akukho nanye kwezi.

Umphefumlo ufumana ubumnyama kwaye uwela enzonzobileni.

 

Ngoko ke, qaphela,

-hlala ujonge kwiWill yam

nofumana kuyo inzaliseko yobabalo lokuhlala kuyo.”

 

Ndaziva ndixhelekile kukubandezeleka kukaYesu yaye ndandicinga ukuba akasayi kubuya.

Owu! kwakubuhlungu kanjani kum ukucinga ukuba asoze ndiphinde ndimbone oyena mntu ubomi bam bonke, uvuyo lwam nokulunga kwam.

 

Ngelixa ndandizigcine ezi ngcinga zibuhlungu, uYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum kwaye   wandixelela  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ndingakushiya njani

kuba intando yam ivalelwe emphefumlweni wakho,

-apho inika ubomi kuzo zonke izenzo zakho e

-ububeka phi ubomi bakhe njengeziko lakhe?

 

Bunjalo ke noBomi baKhe kwindawo esemhlabeni.

Ah! ukuba umphefumlo wam ubungekho emhlabeni, ubulungisa bam bebuya kuphalala ngobushushu, bude butshatyalaliswe.

 

Ukuva la mazwi, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu wam iWill yakho ikhona yonke indawo uthi ibotshelelwe kum?"

 

Wathi  :

“Enyanisweni kukho kuyo yonke indawo

- ngenxa yobukhulu bayo,

- ngenxa yokubakho kwayo yonke indawo,

- ngamandla ayo. Njengokumkanikazi,

uthobela yonke into, engashiyi namnye usabayo ebukumkanini bakhe.

 

Kodwa, njengoBomi apho izidalwa zintywilisela kubo ubomi bazo ukuze zenze ubomi beNtando yobuThixo emhlabeni, oku akukho.

Kumntu ongayifezekisiyo iNtando yam, kuba ngathi iWill yam ayikho.

 

Kunje

-umntu ebenamanzi egumbini lakhe kodwa akafuni ukuwasela;

-okanye wayenomthombo wokushisa kodwa akazange afune ukusondela ukufudumala,

-okanye wayenesonka esisesandleni sakhe kodwa akafuna ukusidla.

 

Ngokungasebenzisi ezi zinto anazo ukuze aqhubeke ephila, unokufa lunxano, yingqele nayindlala.

 

Ukuba ebeyisebenzisa ngokufuthi, ebeya kuba buthathaka aze agule. Ukuba ebeyisebenzisa yonke imihla, ebeya kuba sempilweni kwaye omelele.

 

Xa ungumnikazi we-asethi, kufuneka wazi indlela yokuyisebenzisa kwaye uyisebenzise ngendlela efanelekileyo; yindlela onokuyenza ngayo inzuzo.

 

Nantsi imeko yeWill yam  :

ukuze ibe bubomi bomphefumlo, imele iyenze ilahleko yayo ngokuyintywilisela kweyam.

Ukuthanda kwakhe makungabikho.

 

Intando yam. Yothi, ngokokuqala ngqá, izihluthe zonke izenzo zayo, izinikele kuye;

-okanye njengamanzi okuphelisa unxano lukabani ngamanzi awo asezulwini nangcwele;

-okanye njengomlilo, kungekuphela nje ukuyitshisa, kodwa ukutshabalalisa into engumntu kuyo kwaye uyithathele indawo ngobomi beNtando yam,

- kokubini njengokutya, ukuwondla kwaye uwenze womelele kwaye ube sempilweni ngokugqibeleleyo.

 

Owu! hayi indlela ekunzima ngayo ukufumana isidalwa esikulungeleyo ukuncama onke amalungelo aso ukuze sinike kuphela intando yam ilungelo lokulawula kuso  !

 

Uninzi lwabantu lufuna ukugcina into ngokuthanda kwabo.

Ngenxa yokuba intando yam ayilawuleki kubo bonke, ayinako ukwenza ubomi bayo kubo. "

 

Intlungu yokuswela uYesu wam ibinzulu entliziyweni yam. Bebungakanani na ubusuku bam ngaphandle kwakhe, bububusuku bamaphakade onke, abungenaenkwenkwezi, bungenalanga.

Inye into ebendiyishiyile yiWill yakhe enobubele endiye ndanikezela kuyo ndafumana ukuphumla kwam.

 

"Hayi! Yesu, Yesu, yiza entliziyweni yam ethuthunjiswayo, kuba ngaphandle kwakho andinakuphila!

 

Ndathi ndisaqubha kulwandle lweentlungu ezibangelwa kukuvinjwa kukaYesu wam, washukuma ngaphakathi kum, wathabatha izandla zam, wazicinezela kakhulu entliziyweni yakhe, esithi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, ukuze intando yam yehle emhlabeni, kuyimfuneko ukuba intando yakho inyukele eZulwini.

Kwaye ukuze inyuke iye eZulwini kwaye iphile kwilizwe lasezulwini, kuyimfuneko ukuba izithululele.

-kuyo yonke into yomntu,

- kuzo zonke izinto ezingengcwele, ezinyulu, nezinyanisekileyo.

Akukho mphefumlo ungena ezulwini ukuba uhlale kunye nathi ukuba awuhlulwanga kwaye uguqulwe ngokupheleleyo ube sisi.

 

Ngecala layo, iNtando yam yobuThixo ayinakuhla emhlabeni kwaye izise ubomi bayo njengakwiziko layo.

ukuba akafumananga mntu kuyo, ehluthi;

-ukwazi ukuyigcwalisa nazo zonke ii-asethi zayo.

 

Le ntando yomntu ke ayiyonto ngaphandle kwesigqubuthelo esibhityileyo.

- wayendifihla,

-njengoMbukeli ongcwalisiweyo apho ndibeka khona ubomi bam;

Ndenzela kuye konke okulungileyo endikufunayo: Ndiyathandaza, ndiyabandezeleka, ndiyavuya.

 

Kwaye uMamkeli akachasanga, undishiya ndikhululekile  .

 

Indima yakhe kukuba ndibe phezu kwam

ukuzigcina ndizifihlile   kwaye

ukugcina ubomi    bam  bomthendeleko buthe cwaka.

 

Kulapho mna nawe sikhona:

intando yakho iza ezulwini kwaye eyam yehla emhlabeni.

Umyolelo wakho kufuneka ungabinabo ubomi. abasenasizathu sokuphila.

Kwaba njalo kuBuntu bam:

Nangona ndandinayo intando yomntu. wayethule ngokupheleleyo kwaye emiselwe ngokupheleleyo   ukunika ubomi kwiNtando yam yobuThixo.

Akathathanga sigqibo yedwa, nditsho nokuphefumla kwam: Intando yam yobuThixo nayo yayisihoyile.

 

Apha kuba

- Intando yanaphakade yalawula phezu koBuntu bam basemhlabeni njengaseZulwini;

-Waphila ubomi bakhe basemhlabeni kuye.

 

Kwaye intando yam yomntu, yonke ibingelelwe kwintando kaThixo,

wabongoza ukuba, ngexesha elifanelekileyo, ukuthanda kukaThixo kwehle emhlabeni ukuze kuphile phakathi kwezidalwa kanye njengokuba kuseZulwini.

 

Awufuni ukuba uMyolelo wam ube nendawo yokuqala emhlabeni?"

 

Njengoko wayethetha, ndaziva ngathi ndisezulwini yaye ndilapho, ngokungathi ukusuka kwinqanaba elithile, ndandizibona zonke izizukulwana.

 

Ndaqubuda phambi koMhlekazi,

Ndaluthatha uthando olwabelwana ngalo ngabantu abangcwele kunye nobungcwele bentando yabo ndaza ndanikela kubo egameni lazo zonke izidalwa.

njengembuyekezo yothando nokuzithoba ekufuneka beyinikele kuMdali wabo.

 

Ndandifuna ukudibanisa iZulu nomhlaba, uMdali nendalo,

ukuze batshintshise ukwanga komanyano lwemiyolelo yabo.

 

UYesu wam wongeza wathi  :

"  Lo ngumsebenzi wakho:

hlala   kuthi ,

thabatha yonke into eyethu   e

ukuba usinike yona egameni   labazalwana bakho;

ukuze, sitsalwe koko kukokwethu, sikwazi

zidityaniswe nezizukulwana zabantu   e

 banike ukwanga ekugqibeleni kwakhona

yomanyano lwentando yabo neyethu, njengoko kwenzekayo ngexesha lokudala ».

 

Ndaziva nditshatyalalisiwe ngokupheleleyo ngaphakathi.

Ukuswela kwam Yena kwandifaka kwelona hlazo linzulu.

Ngaphandle kukaYesu, ndaziva ngaphakathi komphefumlo wam unxunguphele.

 

Zonke izinto ezintle kum zabonakala ziphela kwaye ziyafa.

«Yesu wam, Yesu wam, hayi indlela ekubuhlungu ngayo ukuba ndibanjelwe wena! Owu! indlela eyopha ngayo intliziyo yam xa ndibona yonke into ifa kum ngoba ngubani na onguBomi nonokuphila akakho kum.

 

Ngelixa ndandiziva ndikule meko, oyena Yesu wam umnandi waphuma ngaphakathi kwam kwaye, ebeka izandla zakhe entliziyweni yam kwaye eyibambe nkqi,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

kutheni usiva ubuhlungu kangaka?

Nikela kuM ndikwenze.

 

Xa kubonakala kuwe ukuba yonke into engaphakathi kuwe iyabola kwaye ife, uYesu wakho uya kuvuselela yonke into, kodwa enhle kwaye enesiqhamo. L

 

Umphefumlo yintsimi endisebenza kuyo, ndihlwayele kwaye ndivune.

Kwaye intsimi endiyithandayo ngumphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam.

Kule ntsimi, umsebenzi wam umnandi kakhulu.

Andigqunywa ludaka xa ndihlwayela.

 

Kuba iWill yam iyiguqule le ntsimi yaba yindawo yoKhanya. Umhlaba wakhe unyulu, unyulu kwaye usezulwini.

Kwaye ndonwabela kakhulu ekuhlwayeleni izibane ezincinci, kancinci njengombethe obumba ilanga leNtando yam.

 

Owu! hayi indlela ekukuhle ngayo ukubona le ntsimi yonke igutyungelwe ngamathontsi okuKhanya, okuthi njengoko ekhula kancinci kancinci enze ilanga elingakumbi.

Umboniso wale nto uyamangalisa. Lonke izulu lithabathekile yiyo.

Wonke umntu ujonge ukubukela uMlimi waseZulwini elima le ntsimi

-ngobuchule obuninzi,

-ngembewu ebekekileyo kangangokuba iya kuguqulwa ibe ngamalanga.

 

Ntombi yam, le ntsimi yeyam kwaye ndenza oko ndifuna ngayo.

Xa ilanga libunjwa, ndiyawaqokelela ndiwase eZulwini njengolona loyiso luhle lwentando yam  .

 

Emva koko   ndibuyela   emsebenzini kule ntsimi, ndijika yonke into.

Wabe ke umntwana weWill yam

uvakalelwa kukuba yonke into iyaphela, yonke into iyafa kuye.

Endaweni yokuba ilanga liqaqambe kukukhanya, ubona nje amathontsi okukhanya endikuhlwayelayo, acinge ukuba yonke into iza kufa.

 

Akulunganga kangakanani: sisivuno esitsha esilungiswayo. Kwaye kuba ndifuna ukuyenza ibe ntle ngakumbi kuneyangaphambili,

Ndihlwayela ngokuyintabalala ukuze ndikwazi ukuphinda kabini isivuno sam.

 

Ekuboneni kokuqala, umsebenzi ubonakala unzima kwaye umphefumlo ubandezeleka ngakumbi.

Kodwa oku kubandezeleka kubangelwa yimivumbo yemihlakulo eya kuthi ngayo imbewu izike nzulu emhlabeni ize intshule ngokuqinileyo ukuze ikhule ngakumbi yaye ibe nobuhle.

 

Aniqondi na ukuba emva kokuba ivuniwe, intsimi ibonakala ingamabhodlo yaye ihlwempuzekile? Noko ke, emva kokuhlwayelwa kwakhona, idubula ngakumbi kunangaphambili.

 

Ngoko  ke mandiyenze.

Ukuphila kwintando yam, uyakuhlala usemsebenzini kunye nam.Sisonke siyakuhlwayela amathontsi amancinci okukhanya.

Siza kuba nogqatso lokubona ukuba ngowuphi kuthi ohlwayela kakhulu.

 

Ngoko siza konwaba,

ngamanye amaxesha kuhlwayela, ngamanye amaxesha ukuphumla, kodwa rhoqo kunye. Ndiyazi, ndiyazi ukuba yintoni uloyiko lwakho olukhulu: ukuba ndikushiye.

Hayi, hayi, andikushiyi!

Ohlala kwintando yam akahlukani kum".

 

Ndathi kuye: “Yesu wam, kudala wandixelela ukuba xa ungezi, kungenxa yokuba ufuna ukohlwaya abantu.

Kodwa ngoku ayisosizathu sokuba ungezi, kodwa ngenxa yezinye izizathu ".

Waqhubeka uYesu encwina, wathi: “Ziya kufika izigwebo, ziya kuza! Akwaba ubusazi!

 

 

Ndisahleli ndikhathazekile, intliziyo yam ibuhlungu ngenxa yokuswela uYesu wam othandekayo.

Ndiziva ndingenabomi kuba oyena uBomi akakho nam.

Ndihlala ndisithi: “Ndixelele, owu Thixo wam uphakamileyo nokhethekileyo, ubusiyalele phi eyakho

hayi ngenxa yokuba, ndibalandela, ndingakufumana?

Ah! ndisekude ndincamisa izandla zakho ezithe, ngothando olungaka, zandanga zandiqinisa kwiNtliziyo yakho; Ndiyabuthanda kwaye ndibambe obo buso, ngobabalo nobuhle obungako, buzibonakalise kum, nokuba sele buzifihla kum.

 

Ndixelele ukuba uphi? Yeyiphi indlela ekufuneka ndiye kuyo ukuze ndikufumane?

Ndingenza ntoni? Ndikone ngantoni kuba ubaleka kum? Undixelele ukuba soze undilahle, kodwa wandishiya kunjalo.

 

Ah! UYesu, Yesu, buyela kulowo ungenakuphila ngaphandle kwakho, kwintombazana yakho encinane, elubhacweni oluncinane!

 

Ngubani obenokuthetha ezi zincwino nezibhanxa endizithethe ngolu hlobo? Ukuziva ukwicala lokufa isiqaqa,

Ndabona ihobe livutha umlilo kwaye libandezeleka kakhulu kwaye, ecaleni kwakhe, umntu othi,

umoya wakhe ovuthayo,

- ibabaselwe ngamadangatye ayo kwaye

- wamthintela ekuthatheni nakuphi na okunye   ukutya.

 

Wambamba wamqinisa wasondela emlonyeni kangangokuba akazange akwazi ukuzibamba waphefumla waginya amadangatya awo   .

Ihobe elihlwempuzekileyo lafela ukholo.

Yajika yaba ngamadangatya eyayibaswa ngawo.

 

Ndothuswa kukubona lo mboniso. Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

 

"Ntombi yam, woyika ntoni ukuba ndingakushiya?

Ukukushiya, bekuya kufuneka ndizishiye, nto leyo engenakwenzeka.

Nokuba ngawo onke Amandla am, akunakwenzeka ukuba Ndizishiye. Kunjalo ke kulowo uhlala kwiWill yam:

uye wohlulwa kuM kwaye andinawo amandla okuzikhwebula kuye.

 

Kwakhona, ndihlala ndisondla ngamadangatye am. Awulibonanga eli hobe livutha amadangatye?

Yayingumfanekiso womphefumlo wakho. owayondlayo ngokufutha komlilo wakhe, yaba ndim.

Ndivuya kakhulu xa ngokuphefumla kwam ndisondla amadangatye aphuma kwiNtliziyo yam abo bahlala kwiWill yam!

 

Awazi

ngubani ohlala kwintando yam kufuneka ahluzwe kokona kuKhanya kwakhe kunyulu  ?

Oku kungaphezulu kokufakwa phantsi koshicilelo  .

Kuba, nangona umshicileli ukrazula yonke into, kusoloko kukho into edidayo.

 

Oko kuhluzwa kukukhanya okuxineneyo kweWill yam   akusabhideki; yonke into icace njengokukhanya okuyihluzayo.

Emphefumlweni ohlala kwiNtando yam,

ukuba uyacinga, uyathetha okanye   uyathanda,

yonke into ihlanjululwe kolona kukhanya lucocekileyo lweWill yam.

 

Kwaye oku kuliwonga elikhulu kuye.

Makungabikho mahluko phakathi kwento ayenzayo nesiyenzayo. Yonke into kufuneka ihlangane, yonke into kufuneka ifane ".

 

Ngoxa uYesu wayethetha ngolu hlobo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam emyezweni apho, ndidiniwe, ndahlala phantsi komthi ukuze ndiphumle.

Kodwa imisebe yelanga yayibukhali kum kangangokuba ndandingathi ndiyatsha.

 

Ndandifuna ukungena phantsi komthi onamagqabi amaninzi, owawuza kuvelisa umthunzi ngakumbi, ukuze ndingakhathazwa lilanga.

Kodwa ilizwi elavakala njengelikaYesu kum - landilumkisa ukuba ndingenzi.

 

Wathi kum:

"Nabani na ohlala kwintando yam ubonakaliswe kwimitha yeLanga elivuthayo kunye nelingunaphakade

-phila ngokuKhanya,

-ukubona kuphela ukuKhanya kunye

-chukumisa kuphela ukuKhanya. Oku kukhokelela umphefumlo wakhe ekuvumiseni.

 

Kuphela xa umphefumlo wahlulwe kunokuthiwa uhlala kwi-Will yam. Endaweni yoko, phuma kulo mthi uze uhambe kwigadi yasezulwini yeWill yam.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ngokungena ngokunzulu, iLanga liya kukwazi ukwenza oko

-iguqulwe ibe kukuKhanya e

- ndikunike umnxeba wokuvumisa.

 

Ngoko ndaqalisa ukuhamba.

Kodwa, njengokuba ndenjenjalo, ukuthobela kwandinyanzela ukuba ndiwuzalise umzimba wam.

 

Ndaziva ndicinezelekile kukuvinjwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo nangenxa yokuba umvumi wam walile ukuba ndixolelwe,

 

njengoko ndandingaqinisekanga ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndivuleleke kuye kwaye "ndikhohlakele".

 

Ke, emva kokufumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndazinikela ezingalweni zikaYesu wam othandekayo, ndisithi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam, ndincede, ungandilahli.

Uyayazi imeko endikuyo ngenxa yokukuhluthwa kwam nangenxa yokuba, endaweni yokuba zindincede, izidalwa zindenza intlungu emva kweentlungu.

 

Andinabani ngaphandle kwakho endikhalela intlungu yam ngokuphulukana nawe.

Oku kufanele kukunyanzele ngakumbi ukuba ungandishiyi, ube phakathi kwenkazana elihlwempu elahliwe, elihleli ekufeni elubhacweni lwalo.

Wena ungumfundisi ogqwesileyo, ndinike uxolelo, ndixelele ukuba uyazilibala izono ezisemphefumlweni wam, mandive ilizwi lakho elimnandi elindinika ubomi noxolelo".

 

Xa ndandiphalaza intlungu yam kuYesu, Wazenza wabonakala ngaphakathi kwam   kwaye isigqubuthelo somthendeleko senziwe njengesipili apho wazifumana ephila kwaye eyinyani kakhulu.

 

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

esi sipili sibunjwa ziingozi zesonka ezindigcina ndivalelwe kulomzi. Ndibumba ubomi bam eNtlanganisweni, kodwa uMngeni awundiniki nto,

akukho msa, akukho kubetha kwentliziyo, hayi kancinci "Ndiyakuthanda". Kum kufana nokufa   .

Ndihleli ndedwa, ndingenasithunzi sembuyekezo

 

Ngenxa yoko, uthando lwam alunamonde

-Phuma,

-ukuqhekeza esi sipili,

- yehla ezintliziyweni

ukufumana loo mbuyiselo yothando engayaziyo undwendwe kwaye ayinakundinika.

 

Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba ndiyifumana phi imbuyekezo yokwenyani yoThando?

Emphefumlweni ohlala kwiNtando yam.

Xa ndisihla kuye, kanye ngalo mzuzu,   ndophula iingozi zendwendwe

kuba ndiyazi

ukuba ezona ngozi zibalaseleyo, ezithandekayo kum, zilungile

ukundivalela   kunye

mandingawushiyi lo mphefumlo uwubuyisela ebomini bam umphefumlo wam   .

 

Andindedwa, kodwa ndikunye neqabane lam elithembekileyo. Sizintliziyo ezimbini zokubetha kunye:

Sithanda ngokumanyeneyo, iminqweno yethu inye.

 

Ngoko ke ndihlala kulo mphefumlo kwaye kuwo ndenza ubomi bam bokwenyani, njengakwiSakramente eNgcwele.

 

Kodwa uyazazi ukuba zeziphi ezi ngozi ndizifumana emphefumlweni ohlala kwiWill   yam?

Zizenzo zakhe azenzileyo kwiWill yam ukuba ngaphezulu kweengozi zindijikelezile zindivalele.

kwaye oku  , kwintolongo ehloniphekileyo neyobuthixo  , kungekhona intolongo emnyama.

 

Ngezi zenzo zenziwe kwiWill yam

ikhanyisa kwaye ifudumeze umphefumlo ngaphezu kwelanga.

 

Owu! indlela endiziva ndonwabe ngayo ukwenza ubomi bam bokwenyani kulo mphefumlo! Ndiziva ngathi ndikwiNdlunkulu yam yasezulwini.

 

Ndijonge entliziyweni yakho,

-cornbiano ndonwabile,

-Ingakanani incasa kwaye ndiluva olona lonwabo lunyulu! "

 

Ndamxelela:

"Yesu wam endimthandayo, awundixeleli into entsha ngokundixelela ukuba kulowo uhlala kwintando yakho, wenza uBomi bakho bokwenyani?

Ayingombuzo wobomi obuyimfihlakalo,

lowo uhlala emphefumlweni kwimeko yobabalo?"

 

Wathi  : "

Isithoba! ayibobomi obungaqondakaliyo njengabo baselubabalweni kodwa abangayenzi imisebenzi yabo kwiWill yam.

Abananto yaneleyo yokuqeqesha izehlo ezinokundivalela.

 

Kuba ngathi umbingeleli wayengenamkhosi esandleni sakhe kwaye wayefuna ukubiza amazwi ka

ukungcwaliswa. Wayekwazi kakuhle ukuwathetha, kodwa wayewathetha engenanto: ubomi bam bomthendeleko ngokuqinisekileyo abuyi kuvuka kula mazwi.

 

Ndinje ndisezintliziyweni zam,

- nangona benobabalo lwam,

ungahlali ngokupheleleyo kwiWill yam.

ndikubo ngobabalo, kodwa hayi ngokwenene.

 

Ndaqhubeka  : "Sthandwa sam kwenzeka njani ukuba uphile nyani emphefumlweni uhlala kwiWill yakho?"

 

Waqhubeka  wathi:

“Ntombi yam, andihlali nyani kumbhiyozo womthendeleko, noMzimba wam, iGazi lam, uMphefumlo wam kunye nobuThixo bam?

Kwaye kutheni oku kunjalo?

Kuba akukho myolelo ochasene nowam. Ukuba ndithe ndafumana kumyolelo ochasene nowam,

Bendiya kuphila ubomi obungeyonyani okanye obungenasiphelo.

 

Kananjalo ngenxa yesi sizathu iingozi zomthendeleko zityiwa xa isidalwa samkela mna.

Ngokuba

ukuba ndingafumani kuye namnye umntu ukuthanda kwam.

 

- ongekakulungeli ukuphulukana nentando yokufumana owam. Kodwa ukuba ndifumana kuye umyolelo ofuna ukwenza yedwa. Kwakhona, ndenza utyelelo lwam oluncinane ndihambe.

Kwelinye icala, kumntu ohlala kwiWill yam, ndikunye naye  . Into endiyenzayo kwi-host host, ingakanani enye into endinokuyenza kulo mntu!

Ndifumana kuye

-ukubetha kwentliziyo,

-imeko,

- uthando lubuyela e

- umdla wam,

into endingayifumaniyo kumamkeli.

 

Kumphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam, uBomi bam bokwenyani buyindalo kuyo. Kungenjalo angahlala njani kwiWill yam?

 

Ah! kubonakala ngathi awufuni ukuqonda ukuba   ubungcwele kwi-Will yam   bahluke ngokupheleleyo kobunye ubungcwele.

Ngaphandle   kwe

-iminqamlezo,

- ukuthotywa e

- izenzo eziyimfuneko zobomi

(eyona nto ihombisa umphefumlo xa yenziwe kwintando yam),

ubomi kwiThanda yam abukho obunye ngaphandle kobomi babasikelelweyo baseZulwini.

 

Ngenxa yokuba bahlala kwiNtando yam, kwaye ngenxa yaloo ntando,

bandifumene kubo bonke ngokungathi ndikho kubo kuphela, kwaye oku ngokuchanekileyo hayi ngokufihlakeleyo.

 

Ubomi babo abunakubizwa ngokuba bubomi baseZulwini

- ukuba abazange babe nam kubo njengobomi babo. Ulonwabo lwabo lwalungayi kuphelela okanye lungagqibelelanga.

- ukuba inxalenye yobomi bam yayilahlekile kubo.

 

Kunjalo ke kulowo uhlala kuMyolelo wam: Intando yam ayinakuphelela okanye ingagqibelelanga kuye ukuba ubomi bam bokwenyani, obuxhasa le Will, bebulahlekile.

 

Yonke le nto yiprodigy yothando lwam.

Yinto entle kakhulu eyayigcinwe yiWill yam kude kube namhlanje kwaye ngoku ifuna ukwazisa ukuze isiphelo sokuqala sokudalwa komntu sifikelelwe.

Obu bubomi bam bokuqala bokwenyani kwisidalwa endifuna ukusenza kuwe. "

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi:

"Awu! Sithandwa sam, Yesu, ngeli xesha nam ndiziva ndibuhlungu ngazo zonke ezi zintlukwano ezikum, kwaye uyazazi.

Kuyinyani ukuba bandikhokelela ekubeni ndizilahle ngakumbi ezandleni zakho kwaye ndikubuze ukuba yintoni endiphosayo.

Kodwa, nangona oku, ndiziva ukuphazamiseka kum okundiphazamisayo. Ndixelele

ufuna ukwenza ntoni uBomi bakho bokwenyani kum?  Owu! ndikude kangakanani na kuloo nto!"

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

“Ntombi yam, suzikhathaza, into endiyifunayo

-ukuba ungenzi nto ngokwakho kwaye

-ukuba uthobele kangangoko unako.

 

Kuyaziwa ukuba zonke ezinye izinto ezingcwele, oko kukuthi, ezo zentobeko nezinye iimpawu ezintle, azikhululwa.

ubungendawo,   ukuphazamiseka,

iingxabano kunye nokuchitha   ixesha,

ethintela ukwakheka kwelanga elihle.

Okona kulungileyo, ezi zingcwele zenza inkwenkwezi encinci.

 

Kuphela ubungcwele kwiWill yam bukhululekile kwezi ntlungu. Endaweni yoko uMyolelo   wam ubandakanya zonke iisakramente kunye neziphumo zazo  .

Ke ngoko   zilahle ngokupheleleyo kwiWill yam  . Yenze yeyakho!

Kwaye uya kufumana imiphumo yokukhululwa okanye nayiphi na enye into enokuthi yaliwe kuwe.

 

Ngoko ke, ndikucebisa ukuba ungachithi ixesha. Ngenxa yokuchitha ixesha,

uphazamisana nobomi bam benene endibubumbayo kuwe.

 

Ukuphulukana kwam noYesu kusaqhubeka.

Okona kulungileyo, kufana nokubethwa ngumoya, kwaye nangona kubonakala ngathi ndifuna ukukhanyisela kum, ndibuyela ebumnyameni ngakumbi kunangaphambili.

 

Ndithe ndisaqubha kobu buhlungu bokuvinjwa kwakhe wazenza wabonakala kum ebhalile, hayi ngosiba kodwa ngomnwe wakhe.

Oku kwavelisa imitha yokukhanya eyayisebenza njengosiba lokubhala nzulu emphefumlweni wam.

Bendifuna ukuthetha naye, owazi kakhulu ngomphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo kodwa ebeke umnwe wakhe emilebeni yam, uye wandenza ndaqonda mandithule ngoba akafuni kundiphazamisa.

 

Emva   koko wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yeNtando yam ePhakamileyo,

Ndibhala emphefumlweni wakho umthetho weNtando yam kunye nokulungileyo okwenzayo. Ndifuna kuqala ukubhala emphefumlweni wakho kwaye, kancinci kancinci, ndikunike iingcaciso ".

Ndathi kuye:   "Yesu wam, ndingathanda ukuthetha nawe malunga nesimo somphefumlo wam. Oh! Ndimbi kangakanani! Khawutsho undishiyeleni?

Kufuneka ndenze ntoni ukuze ndingalahleki?"

Waphendula wathi:

“Musa ukuba buhlungu, ntombi yam.

Kufuneka wazi ukuba ukufika kwam emhlabeni,

ndize kubhangisa imithetho yakudala, ndiyifezekise.

 

Noko ke, nokuba ndiyitshitshisile le mithetho,

andikhange ndiyeke ukuzigcina;

-Ndiziqwalasele ngokugqibeleleyo ngakumbi kunabanye abantu.

 

Ukuze ndidibanise endala kunye nentsha kum, ndandifuna ukujonga yonke into ngendlela enye

ukuzalisekisa   imithetho emidala

wancamathelisa kuzo itywina lokutshintshwa kwazo

- ukuzisa umthetho omtsha   , endize ukuwumisa emhlabeni, umthetho wobabalo noThando,   apho,

Bendiza kuwavingcela onke   amadini kum;

-njengoko bendizakuba   nguye qha ndizincamile.

 

Ngenxa yoko, onke amanye amadini ayengaseyomfuneko ukuba, ekubeni engumntu noThixo,

eyam yayingaphezu kokwanelisa wonke umntu.

 

Ngoku, ntombi ethandekayo,

Ndifuna ukukunika umfanekiso ogqibeleleyo waM.

 

Ndifuna   ukuzala ubungcwele obutsha,

-zonke zihloniphekile kwaye zingcwele, e

- ehambelana "nentando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini"

 

Ke ngoko ndifuna ukugxila kuni zonke iimeko zangaphakathi ezikhoyo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku kwiindlela zobungcwele.

 

Kwaye ngenxa yokuba uhlala nabo kwi-Will yam, mna

-zigqibezele,

- izithsaba,

- imihlobiso kunye

- itywina kubo.

Yonke into kufuneka iphumelele kwiWill yam.

 

Apho ubungcwele bakudala buphela, ubungcwele kwintando yam buqala,

ebenza bonke obunye ubungcwele babe yintlahlela yakhe.

"Ndiyayithanda lento,

-ndivumele ndiyenze,

-Mandiphinde kuwe

uBomi bam nako konke endikwenzileyo ngoThando olungaka eNkululweni.

NgoThando olungakumbi, ndifuna ukuyiphinda yonke le nto kuwe

ukuqalisa isiqalo soLwazi lweNtando yam kunye nemithetho yayo. Ndifuna intando yakho idityaniswe neyam kwaye ichithwe kuyo ».

 

Ndalahlwa ngokupheleleyo ezingalweni zikaYesu wam othandekayo.

Njengoko ndandithandaza kuye, ndabona umphefumlo wam omncinci kakhulu, omncinci kakhulu.

Ndacinga: "Hayi indlela endimncinci ngayo!

Wayenyanisile uYesu ngokundixelela ukuba ndingoyena mncinane kubo bonke. Ndingathanda ngokwenene ukwazi ukuba ndingoyena mncinane kubo bonke. "

 

Ehamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandibonisa ukuba wayithatha le ntombazana incinci ezandleni zakhe wayibamba ngeNtliziyo yakhe logama emyeka enze unothanda kuyo.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Sithandwa sam ndikhethe umncinci kuba abancinci bayasivumela ukuba senze unothanda kubo. Abahambi bodwa kodwa bavumela ukukhokelwa.

Ngaphezu koko, boyika ukubeka iinyawo zabo emhlabeni ngokwabo.

 

Ukuba bafumana izipho, beziva bengakwazi ukuzigcina, bazibeka emathangeni kamama. Abancinci bahluthwa yonke into kwaye akukhathaliseki nokuba bazizityebi okanye bangamahlwempu; abakhathali nganto.

 

Owu! hayi indlela entle ngayo iminyaka ethambileyo, yonke izele lubabalo, ubuhle kunye nokutsha!

Okukhona ndifuna ukwenza izinto ezinkulu emphefumlweni, kokukhona ndikhetha kancinci. Ndithanda kakhulu ubutsha kunye nobuhle babantwana.

Ndiyayithanda imiphefumlo emincinci kangangokuba ndibagcina ebuncinci kwaye akukho nto basuka kuyo.

Andishiyi nto kubo ukuze bangaphulukani nobuncinci babo,

ukuze ubutsha kunye nobuhle babo bangaphambili bugcinwe ".

Ndathi kuYesu  :

“Yesu, sithandwa sam, kum ngathi ndimbi [mbi] kakhulu, kungoko ndimncinci kangaka.

Noko ke, ndixelele ukuba uyandithanda kakhulu kuba ndimncinci. Inokwenzeka njani?"

 

UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

"Mncinci wam,

ababi abanakungena kwabancinane bokwenene.

Ngaba uyazi ukuba ububi bokukhula buqala nini? Xa intando yomntu iqala ukungena.

Emva koko isidalwa siqala ukuziva, ukuhlala sodwa.

 

Kwaye Iphelele iyabushiya ubuncinci bezidalwa zayo. Kwesi sidalwa kubonakala ngathi ubuncinci bakhe buba bukhulu, bobukhulu obusenza sikhale.

 

Ekubeni uThixo engahlali kuye ngokupheleleyo, uyazikhwebula kwimvelaphi yakhe aze ayijongele phantsi.

Ilahlekelwa kukukhanya, ubuhle, ubungcwele kunye nobutsha boMdali wayo.

 

Ibonakala ikhula phambi kwayo kwaye mhlawumbi naphambi kwabantu kodwa, phambi kwaM, owu! iyancipha njani!

Unokuba mkhulu, kodwa akasokuze abe sisithandwa sam esincinci, endimgcwalise Ngam ngenxa yothando, ngethemba lokuba uya kuhlala njengoko ndamdalayo ukumenza omkhulu, kangangokuba kungabikho bani unokulingana naye.

 

Kwaba njalo   kumama wam osezulwini  .

Kuzo zonke izizukulwana, ungoyena mncinane kuba intando yakhe ayizange isebenze kuye: kuphela intando yam engunaphakade.

Kwaye ayigcinanga nje incinci, intle kwaye itsha njengoko yayinjalo xa yayiphuma kuthi, kodwa iyenze yaba yeyona inkulu kuzo zonke.

 

Owu! indlela awayemhle ngayo!

Wayemncinci yedwa, kodwa emkhulu kwaye ephakamile kubo bonke ngenxa yethu.

Ngenxa yobuncinci bayo,

uphakanyiselwe phezulu kuMama waLowo waMbumbayo  .

 

Njengokuba ubona,

Konke okulungileyo emntwini kuvela ekuzalisekeni kweNtando yam kuye, kwaye

- ububi buvela ekuzalisekeni komntu.

 

Ukuza kukhulula indoda, ndakhetha uMama wam kuba wayemncinci.

Ndiyisebenzisile njengejelo

ukwenza zonke iziqhamo zeNtlawulo zihle phezu koluntu.

Endaweni yoko, ukuze iNtando yam yaziwe kwaye iZulu livuleke ukuba lihle emhlabeni ukuze lilawule khona njengaseZulwini,

Kwafuneka ndikhethe omnye omncinci kuzo zonke izizukulwana.

 

Kuba lo ngowona msebenzi mkhulu endifuna ukuwufeza

ukubuyisela umntu kwimvelaphi yakhe kwaye umbuyisele iNtando   yobuThixo awalayo,

vula iingalo zakho kuye kwaye umamkele kwakhona kwiNtando yam, uBulumko bam obungenasiphelo bubiza eyona incinci, ngaphandle   kwento.

 

Kwakufanelekile ukuba wayemncinci:

ukuba ndithe ndabeka encinane entlokweni   yentlawulelo,

Kwafuneka ndibeke omnye omncinci   ophetheyo

“Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini”.

 

Ngabancinci ababini, kwafuneka ndiqonde

-injongo yokudalwa komntu,

-imizobo yam kuye.

 

Ngomnye  kwaye,

Kwafuneka ndikhulule umntu,

mhlambe ebubini bakhe ngeGazi lam   kwaye

mxolele   .

 

Ngomnye  , kwafuneka ndibuyisele indoda

 kwimvelaphi yayo  ,

kwisikhulu sakhe esilahlekileyo,

kwimida yeWill yam   awayeyiwelile,

ukuyivuma kwakhona phambi koncumo lwentando yam yanaphakade,

ukuze siwolane size sihlale omnye komnye  .

 

Injongo yokudalwa komntu yayingeyiyo enye ngaphandle koko.

Endigqibe ngako akukho bani unokuchasa.

 

Iinkulungwane zingadlula kodwa,

Kanye njengokuba uHlawulo lwenzeka,

-  umntu uya kubuyela ezingalweni zam njengoko kulindelekile xa edalwa  .

 

Ukwenza oku, kwafuneka ndenze

khetha kuqala lowo uya kuba ngowokuqala   ukuhlala kwintando yam yanaphakade,

-yidibanise nayo yonke indalo kunye

-hlala naye ngaphandle kokwahlukanisa nentando yethu, ekubeni intando yakhe kunye neyethu inye.

Yiyo ke imfuneko

eyayiyeyona incinane, iphuma kwindalo ngendlela yokuba,

- ezibona emncinci kakhulu, ufuna ukubaleka kwintando yakhe

ukumbopha ngokuqinileyo kowethu ade angaze amenze abe ngowakhe, nokuba, nokuba mncinci, angahlala nathi

ngomoya esamdala ngawo umntu. Intando yethu imgcine emtsha kwaye emhle

Uluncumo lwethu, ulonwabo lwethu.

Kwaye siyenza njengoko sifuna. Owu! hayi indlela avuya ngayo!

Ukonwabela ubuncinci bakhe kunye nekamva lakhe elonwabileyo,

- wathandazela abazalwana bakhe kunye

- akenzanga nto ngaphandle kokubabuyisela Ngathi kubo bonke ububi abasenzayo kuthi ngokuhlala bezimele kwintando yethu   .

 

Iinyembezi zomntu ohlala kwintando yethu zinamandla, kuba efuna kuphela le nto siyifunayo.

 

Emva kwenqanaba lokuqala lentlawulelo, siya kuvula   elesibini, elithi "intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini".

 

Emva kwala mazwi, ndathi:

"Sithandwa sam nako konke okwam, ndixelele, iyakuba ngubani le ntombazana incinci yonwabileyo? Owu! Ndingathanda kangakanani ukudibana nayo."

 

Waphendula ngokukhawuleza  :

"Yintoni? Awumqondi ukuba ngubani? Nguwe, umncinci wam!

Ndikuxelele amaxesha amaninzi ukuba ungumntwana wethu kwaye yiyo loo nto ndikuthanda!"

 

Njengoko wayethetha oku, ndaziva ngathi ndiziswa   emzimbeni wam ekukhanyeni okumsulwa.

-apho zonke izizukulwana zazibonakala zisenza   amaphiko amabini;

-Omnye ungasekunene kwetrone kaThixo e

- enye ngasekhohlo.

 

Entloko kwelinye lala maphiko kwakukho   uMama onguKumkanikazi ohloniphekileyo  , apho   zonke iimpahla zeNtlawulo ziphuma khona  .

Owu! hayi indlela ebebuhle ngayo ubuncinci bakhe!

Owu ubuncinci obumangalisayo nobumangalisayo:

-incinci kwaye inamandla,

-incinci kwaye inkulu,

- encinci kunye nenkosikazi,

- encinci kwaye wonke umntu ubambelele kubuncinci bakhe ngelixa yena

bendinakho   konke,

elawula   yonke into.

 

Wagubungela iLizwi ngobuncinci bakhe,

-emehlisa ephuma ezulwini, eze emhlabeni

ukuba makafe ngenxa yothando lwabantu.

 

Entloko kwelinye iphiko kwakukho olunye usana

Nditsho ndingcangcazela nangenxa yokuthobela.

wayeyiloo nto uYesu ayibiza ngokuba   yintombi yakhe encinci yentando kaThixo.

 

Yesu wam othandekayo, indawo

-phakathi kwala maphiko mabini, kunye

-kwanjalo phakathi kwabantwana ababini ababesentloko yabo   ;

wathatha esam ngesandla esinye nesika Queen Mother ngesinye. Wadibana nabo   wathi:

“Zintombi zam, yolula isandla sakho phambi kwetrone yethu kwaye wamkele ubungangamsha obungunaphakade obuNgcwele ngeengalo zakho ezincinci.

 

Linikwe kuwe wedwa, ngenxa yobuncinane bakho

- bamkele ongunaphakade, ongenasiphelo kunye

-ukungena kuye.

 

Ukuba owokuqala omncinci wafumana intlawulelo kuthando olungunaphakade,

- ukuba owesibini, obanjwe ngesandla sokuqala, uncedwa nguye ukuba afumane Uthando olungunaphakade

“Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini”.

 

Ngubani onokuthi kwenzeke ntoni emva koko? Andinawo amazwi okuyichaza.

Ndingatsho nje ukuba ndandithotywe isidima ndaza ndabhideka ngakumbi kunangaphambili.

 

Kancinci njengentombazana encinci engenangqondo,

Ndandifuna ukuthetha noYesu wam ukwabelana ngoloyiko lwam kunye namathandabuzo.

 

Ndamcenga ke ukuba azisuse kum zonke ezi zinto, kuba ndandisoyika ukuba ingcinga yabo iya kundenza ndibe nekratshi.

Ndamxelela ukuba ndifuna into enye kuphela: ubabalo lokumthanda ngokwenene nokuzalisekisa intando yakhe eNgcwele kuyo yonke into.

Ukubuya, uYesu wam osoloko elungile wazibonakalisa kum. Kwaye umntu wam ebebonakala ukuba uyigqumile.

Akazange andinike ixesha lokuthetha,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombazana yam,   woyika  ntoni?

Yiza, ndim ozakwenza yonke into kwintombazana yam encinci.

Awuyi kuba nanto yokwenza ngaphandle kokundilandela ngokuthembeka. yokwenene?

Unyanisile ukuba umncinci kwaye awunakwenza nto,

kodwa ndiya kukwenza konke kuwe. Awuboni ukuba ndinjani ngaphakathi kuwe apho ungeyonto ngaphandle kwesithunzi esindigubungeleyo?

 

"Nguye oya kutsala imida engunaphakade nengenasiphelo yeNtando yam kuwe. Ndiya kwamkela zonke izizukulwana ukuzizisa.

-uhamba nesithunzi sakho, ezinyaweni zeNkosi.

 

Ukuze intando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo ikwazi

- kiss, ncuma,

-ungabi sazijonga njengabasemzini,

kodwa bayadibana babe banye.

 

Ngamandla kaYesu wakho amelwe kukwenza oku. Omawukwenze kukujoyina.

Ndiyazi, ndiyazi ukuba aninto yanto, ukuba aninakwenza nto kwaye yiyo le nto ikuphetheyo. Kodwa ngamandla engalo yam anokwazi kwaye afune ukwenza.

Ndiyathanda ukwenza izinto ezinkulu kwabancinci.

 

Ubomi bentando yam sele bufunyenwe emhlabeni.

Oku akunto intsha ngokupheleleyo, nokuba ibifana nokupasa.

Wayehlala kumama wam owahlukileyo nothandekayo.

 

Ukuba bekungekho ubomi beNtando yam, mna, iLizwi elingunaphakade,

Bendingenako ukuhla ezulwini;

Bendingazukuba nandlela yokuhamba, igumbi   lokungena, isintu sigqume ubuThixo bam, ukutya okundiphakelayo.

Ngendiyiphosile   yonke,

kuba yonke enye into ibingazundifanela.

 

Kodwa ukufumana iNtando yam kuMama wam endimthandayo, ndafumana elam iZulu, ulonwabo lwam, ukwaneliseka kwam kuye.

 

Ubukhulu becala, kwafuneka nditshintshe indawo yokuhlala ukusuka eZulwini ukuya emhlabeni. Kodwa, kungenjalo, akukho nto itshintshileyo.

Oko ndandinako eZulwini ndakufumana emhlabeni ngenxa yeWill yam eyayikuMama wam.

Ngoko, egcwele uthando,

Ndiye ndehla kuye ndanxiba inyama yomntu.

 

Ngaloo ndlela iNtando yam yayinobomi bayo emhlabeni, kuBuntu bam, owathi ngayo wafeza iNtlawulelo.

 

Ayisiyiyo loo nto kuphela, kodwa, ngenxa yentando yam,

Ndizinikele kuyo yonke imigudu yabantu, ndibatywina ngemisebenzi yobuthixo. Kwaye, ngaphandle koko, ndandithandaza kuBawo

umntu akahlawulelwanga kuphela   ;

kodwa nokuba ngexesha lakhe uyonwabela inkoliseko yentando yethu   njengaxa   wayedalwa,

-ukwazi ukuphila ngokweprojekthi esasinayo ekudaleni, oko kukuthi, "ukuba iNtando yeZulu kunye neyomhlaba imanyane".

 

Ke ngoko, yonke into yamiselwa ndim:

- isicwangciso sentlawulelo e

"Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini".

 

Bekungayi kuba ngumsebenzi ondifaneleyo ukuba bendingambuyiselanga ngokupheleleyo umntu njengoko wayenjalo ukudalwa kwakhe.

Bekuya kuba ngumsebenzi osisiqingatha kwaye uYesu wakho akayazi indlela yokwenza izinto phakathi.

 

Okona kuninzi ndilinde iinkulungwane ukugqiba ukuhanjiswa kwazo zonke iimpahla ezilungiselelwe ndim.

Ngoko anifuni na ukuhlala nam niwugqibe umsebenzi owenziweyo ukufika kwam emhlabeni?

Ke, nikela ingqalelo kwaye uthembeke, kwaye ungoyiki, ndiya kuhlala ndikugcina umncinci ukuze ndiziqonde ngcono iinjongo zam ngawe. "

 

Ndizive ndintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo kwaye kwakubonakala ngathi, ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo wayesonwaba ngokundithumela

ukukhanya. Ndaziva ngathi ndisithelwe koku kukhanya.

 

Ndaziva ingqondo yam igcwele kangangokuba andakwazi ukuzibamba. Ndathi kuYesu: Yesu, Ntliziyo yam, awuyazi na ukuba ndimncinci?

Andikwazi kuyibamba le nto ufuna ukuyibeka engqondweni yam. "

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika, uYesu wakho uya kukuselisa oku kukhanya ngamaqhekeza amancinci, ukuze ukufumane kwaye ukuqonde.

Ngaba uyazi ukuba yintoni na esi sibane?

KukuKhanya kwentando yam yobuThixo.

Le Will ekhatywayo zezinye izidalwa kwaye leyo, ifuna ukuza kulawula umhlaba, ifuna ukufumana umntu oyamkelayo, uyayiqonda kwaye ayithande.

 

Ukuze eze kwaye alawule, ufuna ukufumana umphefumlo omncinci onokuzinikela ukuba afumane zonke izenzo ezimiselwe yintando kaThixo ukuba izidalwa ziyonwabe kwaye zibe ngcwele.

 

Kodwa olu lonwabo, obu bungcwele kunye nezi mpahla iNtando kaNaphakade eyayizibekele izidalwa, njengoko yonke indalo yayilahlile, ziphelile.

 

Yaye ukuba akafumani mntu ubamkelayo ngendlela yokuba anikele kwintando yobuthixo zonke imbeko nembeko ezinganikwanga zezinye izidalwa, akayi kuba nako ukuza kulawula emhlabeni.

 

Ke ngoko  umsebenzi wenu kukwamkela zonke izizukulwana   ukuze nizifumanele zonke izenzo zoMyolelo oPhakamileyo ezingavumanga.

Ukuba awukwenzi, intando yam engunaphakade ayizukwazi ukubhiyozela ukuza kulawula. Uya kuqhubeka ekhala njengakwixa elidluleyo, ngenxa yokungabi nambulelo okukhulu awachaswa ngako.

 

Abo bakhalayo abalawuleki. Ngoko ke, ufuna

- ukuba kubekho imbuyekezo yokwaliwa zizidalwa zezenzo zeNtando yakhe, e

- umntu othi, ngothando, amkele ulonwabo kunye nempahla yakhe. "

 

Ndamxelela  :

"Yesu, sithandwa sam, ndingayenza njani loo nto?

Ndimncinci kakhulu, kwaye ngaphandle koko, ndikhohlakele [kancinci]. kwaye uyazi kakuhle. Ndiyoyika nokungakwazi ukuzenzela ngokwam.

Ngoko ndingayenza njani kwabanye ".

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

“Kungenxa yoko le nto ndininyulileyo, ndaza ndanenza nincinane, ukuze ningabi nakwenza nto ninodwa, nihlale ninam kuphela.

 

Ngokuphathelele wena, ndiyazi ukuba, njengokuba uncinci,

-awunanto yakwenza kakuhle,

- kakhulu ukundenza ndincume kumdla wakho.

UYesu wakho uya kukwenza konke.

 

Oku kuyimfuneko, kanye njengoko kwakuyimfuneko

ukuba omnye wabantwana bethu   , uMama wam  , wawuqwalasela umsebenzi wakhe

ukufumana kuyo zonke izenzo zeNtando yethu ezikhatywayo zizidalwa.

Uzenze ezakhe,

bamkela ngombulelo   nangesidima;

wayebathanda,

wasibuyekeza, sada safikelela kwinqanaba lokuwawola ngokupheleleyo, kangangoko kunokwenzeka   ngesidalwa.

 

Ngapha koko, xa ubuThixo babona intando yakhe idibanisa indalo ngalo mncinci,

- kungekhona yena kuphela, kodwa wonke umntu,

Waziva enomtsalane kangangokuba, ngenxa yazo zonke izenzo zakhe zeNdalo,

 

Wenza esona senzo sikhulu nesimangalisayo,

-eyokukhulisela le ntwazana kwisidima esikhethekileyo nesikhethekileyo sokuba nguMama woMdali wayo.

 

Mna, iLizwi elinguNaphakade, ngendingazange ndikwazi ukuhla eZulwini ukuba ndandingayifumananga iNtando yam kulo.

ebesikufuna kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Yintoni eyabangela ukuba ndehle emhlabeni?

 

Intando yam ekhoyo kwisidalwa esincinci.

Ndazikhathaza ngobuncinci bayo?

Eyona nto yayibalulekile kum yayikukuba iWill yam ikhuselekile kuyo, ingaphazanyiswa yintando yomntu.

 

Nje ukuba iNtando yethu iqinisekisiwe, amalungelo ethu abuyiselwe: isidalwa sizibeke ngolungelelwano ngokuphathelele kuMdali waso.

Kwaye uMdali wayelungelelene ngokunxulumene nesidalwa.

 

Injongo yeNdalo yayinokuphunyezwa

Sifikelele ke ngoko, oko kukuthi,   uLizwi waba yinyama;

- kuqala   wakhulula umntu   kwaye,

- ke,   ukuze "intando yethu yenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini  ".

 

Oh ewe! yayinguMama owathi, ethatha ngaphakathi kuye yonke iNtando yethu, wathumela iintolo kuBuThixo.

Ngendlela eyathi, ingxwelerhekile zezethu iintolo, iLizwi latsalwa esibelekweni sakhe ngokungathi yimagnethi enamandla.

 

Asinakukhanyela nantoni na kumntu onayo intando yethu.

Uyasibona isidingo sokuba ndifune esinye isidalwa

ozinikela ukuba amkele kuyo zonke izenzo zeNtando yethu enxulumene neNdalo, ukunika inzaliseko yayo kwiFiat.

Okundihlisele emhlabeni

-kwaye ibifunwa kwaye iqondwa nguMama qha.

 

I-Divinity ifuna ukwenzakala kwakhona ngeentolo zayo

ukuba ndinike oku kulunga okukhulu kwizizukulwana: ukuba intando yam ibe ngukumkani kuzo.

 

Inkulu kangakanani into enkulu endifuna ukuyinika

umntu ebekulangazelela ukusukela kwimvelaphi yakhe   -,

Intando yomntu ayonelanga ukuyicenga le nto, singasathethi ke ngokukhathaza ubuThixo.

 

Kuthatha iNtando yobuThixo kumphefumlo apho loo mphefumlo unokulimaza uMdali wawo ngeentolo zobuThixo,

ngendlela yokuba avule amazulu kwaye enze intando yakhe yehle emhlabeni.

 

Ngokuba uya kufumana umngcelele wakhe ozukileyo apho

(zonke izenzo zentando yakhe ziqokelelwe kwesi sidalwa sabakrazulayo kuye), uya kulawula emhlabeni ngoloyiso ngokupheleleyo”.

 

Ngala mazwi   ndathi kuye  :

"Kulungile, sithandwa sam,

Amazwi akho andihlaza, ayandibhangisa.

Ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba ndizive ndilusana oluncinci amalungu alo angekaqeqesheki kakuhle kwaye, ngoko ke, kufuneka asongwe.

 

Nangona kunjalo, nangona i-diapers ziyimfuneko ukuba ndiqeqeshe, ngaba ufuna ukuthabatha la ma-diapers kum kwaye, ngayiphi injongo?

ukundenza ndolule izandla zosana lwam ukuze ndamkele intando yakho yanaphakade?

Yesu wam, awuboni ukuba andikwazi?

ukuba andinakuyibamba iNtando yakho, ukuba ndimncinci kakhulu.

Kwaye ukuba ufuna kakhulu ukuba intando yakho ilawule emhlabeni, kutheni ulinde ixesha elide kangaka?

Kutheni, xa ufika emhlabeni, awuzange wenze zombini ngaxeshanye,

- oko kukuthi intlawulelo

-kwaye ukuba intando yakho yenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa eZulwini?

 

Uneengalo ezomeleleyo nezinde, ezikwaziyo ukwanga iNtando yakho engenasiphelo.

'Yabona, okanye uYesu, abam babuthathaka kwaye bamfutshane; Ndingenza njani?"

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Unyanisile mntwana ndini.

Amazwi am anixabanisa.

Ukukhanya kweWill yam kukumfamekisa kwaye kukwenza ukuba uzalwe ngokwentando ePhakamileyo.

 

Ngena ezingalweni zam, ndiya kukubopha ngamanapkeni eNtando yam ukuze womeleze amalungu akho ngamandla akhe.

Ngale ndlela kuya kuba lula kuwe ukuba ubambe ngeengalo zakho iNtando yanaphakade yokuba ngothando olungaka ifuna ukuza kwaye ilawule kuwe ».

Ngoko ndagxalathelana kuye ukuze ndimvumele ukuba enze nantoni na ayifunayo ngam.

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Ngendenze zombini ndedwa xa ndifika emhlabeni.

Kodwa isidalwa asinakukwazi

wamkele nganto-nye imisebenzi yoMdali wakhe.

Kwakhona, ndonwabile ngokuhlala ndinika izinto ezintsha ezothusayo zothando.

 

Isidalwa singcolise incasa yaso sisebenzisa intando yaso. Umoya womphefumlo wakhe unuka kakubi ngezinto ezininzi ezimbi, kangangokuba uyandicekisa.

 

Ifikelele kwinqanaba

-thanda izinto ezicekisekayo,

-ukwenza ulwelo olubolileyo luqukuqelele amandla amathathu omphefumlo wakhe, ukuze ubuhandiba bakhe bungabi saqondwa.

 

Ke kwafuneka ndijongane nayo yonke le nto kuqala ngentlawulelo yam,

- ukunika isidalwa onke amayeza e

- ukunika ububi bakhe ukuhlamba kweGazi lam ukuba bahlambe.

 

Nokuba bendifuna ukuzenza zombini, isidalwa besingenakuyenza

amehlo obulumko ukuqonda intando yam   ,

kwaneendlebe   zokumva;

nentliziyo   yokuyamkela;

ngokuba, ngentando yakhe yomntu, wayengcole kakhulu, eyimfama kwaye esisithulu.

 

Ukungamanyelwa nokungayifumani indawo yokuhlala, iWill yam ibuyela eZulwini.

 

Ngoko ke, kwakuyimfuneko emntwini

- okokuqala ibandakanya ii-asethi zeNtlalo,

- ukuze kuqondwe ii-asethi   ze

“Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini”.

 

Ngekwenzeke kwaloo nto nakuwe, ukuba, kwasekuqaleni, xa ndiqala ukuthetha nawe, ndithethe ngoko nangoko kuwe ngeNtando yam: anizange niqonde.

 

Bendiya kufana nomfundisi-ntsapho othi, endaweni yokufundisa umfundi wakhe oonobumba bokuqala bealfabhethi, akhawuleze amfundise isayensi neelwimi zasemzini. Umntwana ohluphekileyo, wayeza kubhideka kwaye angafundi nto.

 

Endaweni yoko,   bendifuna ukuthetha nawe malunga nokubandezeleka kunye nokulunga  , ngezinto

- ezifikeleleka ngakumbi kwaye zibambeke kwindalo yomntu, e

-enokuthiwa yialfabhethi yobomi bobuKristu.

Lulwimi lwasekuthinjweni nolwabo balangazelela ilizwe lasezulwini. Endaweni yoko   Intando yam iyinxalenye yolwimi lwaseZulwini   kunye

Iqala apho zonke ezinye isayensi kunye nokulunga ziphela.

 

Ungukumkanikazi olawula zonke izinto kwaye othwesa zonke izidalwa.

Phambi kobungcwele beNtando yam,

zonke ezinye izidima ziyashwabana kwaye ziyangcangcazela.

 

Ke bendifuna ukwenza njengotitshala wakho wealfabhethi kuqala, ukulungelelanisa ubukrelekrele bakho.

Emva koko, ndaba yiNkosi yenu yasezulwini kunye noThixo owaziyo kuphela

ulwimi lwelizwe lasezulwini   e

isayensi ephezulu equlethwe kwiWill yam   .

 

Kwafuneka ndisuse incasa yakho kuyo yonke into kuqala. Kuba umntu uya kugalela le tyhefu.

Ikwenza ulahlekelwe yincasa yentando kaThixo.

 

Kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo, kususela oko zaphuma kum, ndibeke incasa yobuThixo.

Kodwa, ngokwenza ukuthanda kwakhe, umphefumlo awuziva le ncasa, kwanakwizinto ezingcwele.

 

Ngaphaya koko, ukuze ndikuzise ukuba ube nencasa yentando yam kuphela, ndiyaqinisekisa ukuba andikuvumeli ukuba ungcamle enye into, ukuze uzimisele ngakumbi ukufumana izifundo zam eziphakamileyo ngaye   .

Okwakuyimfuneko kuni kwakubaluleke ngakumbi kwiBandla ekwakufuneka kuqala ndazise izinto ezincinci.

Okukhulu kunabo bonke kuza emva: ulwazi lweNtando yam".

 

Ndandisoyika le nto ndandiyibhala kwaye ndazicingela:

“Kuya kuba yintoni ukubhideka kwam ngoMhla woMgwebo ukuba, endaweni kaYesu, yintelekelelo yam okanye luTshaba olungenasiphelo luthetha nam?

 

Yesu wam ndiziva ndifa kukucinga oku. Kwaye uyazi ukuba mathidala okukhulu ndizama ukubhala. Ukuba bekungengenxa yokuthobela okungcwele, andiyi kubhala negama elinye ».

Ukubhideka kwam kwakusithi, ukuba ndandinako, ndandiya kutshisa yonke into.

 

Ngelixa ndandikule meko, uYesu wam owayesoloko ethandeka wazibonakalisa kum njengomntwana kwaye, ebeka intloko yakhe encinci egxalabeni lam, Wayame ngayo ebusweni bam   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, woyika ntoni?"

Akunyanzelekanga ukuba uyeke kwiimvakalelo, kodwa ngeenyani. Ayiyonyani into yokuba ngokwamkela iWill yam,

intando yakho ifuna ukufikelela wonke umntu

-ukuzincamathisela kwintando yam,

-ukubuyisela zonke iintambo ezaphukileyo phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo, kwaye oku ngokuzilwela

-khusela kwaye

- ukuxolela izidalwa kunye

- ukuzilungisa noMdali? Le yinyani, akunjalo?

 

Xa ubiza "okanye" mna, awufunganga ukuba ufuna ukuhlala kwiWill yam? Ah, lo "ewe" litsheyini elikugcina unamathele kwiWill yam.

Ukufumana ulonwabo lwakho kuyo kukwenza ucekiseke kwanaso isithunzi sentando yakho. Oku kuyinyani, njengezinye izinto ezininzi

wazi kakuhle.

 

Ukuba bendibhale ndingaphili - iinyani ozibhalileyo - ndihleli kuwe,

-Ungenza kakuhle ukuba woyika kwaye

Ngendikunike amandla, nakukhanya, nancedo;

Ubungade ube sisibhanxa kwaye ngewungazange uye kude kakhulu.

 

Ngoko ke, zola uze uqhubeke uphila

ngokungathi uxovulwe kwintando yam   ,

ukwandisa imida yentando yakho yomntu ibe   yeyam.

 

NoBuntu bam babuncinci.

Yakhula ngokungathi ixovulwe kwintando kaThixo.

Ke, njengoko ndikhula, ukuthanda kwam komntu kwakhula kwangaxeshanye, ndintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo.

Njengoko wayelungiselela wayesoloko eyandisa imida yakhe kukuthanda kukaYehova

- intlawulelo e

"Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa eZulwini".

Wena, awufuni ukuxelisa ukukhula kwam kwiWill yam?

 

Intando yam ayiboBomi kuphela. UnguMoya womphefumlo.

 

Ukuba akukho moya:

-indalo iyancipha, - ukuphefumla kuyathintelwa;

-intliziyo ihlazekile ekubetheni kwayo,

-ukujikeleza kwegazi kuba yinto engaqhelekanga,

-ubulumko buyancipha,

-amehlo aphantse angabi nabomi,

-ilizwi liyancipha, - amandla ayancipha.

 

Yintoni ebangela loo mbhodamo? Ukungabikho komoya.

Konke oku kubangelwa kukuthanda komntu othi, njengomoya osweleyo,

kuvelisa isiphithiphithi, ukungahambi kakuhle, ubuthathaka, ngokufutshane, ukuhla kwakho konke okulungileyo emphefumlweni.

 

Ukuba ubomi bomntu abuncedwanga ngumoya wezulu weNtando yam evuselela yonke into, eyomeleza, iyalela kwaye ingcwalise yonke into,

bubomi obungenasiphelo, obungalungelelananga nakwithambeka lobubi. "



 

Ndandineyure yePassion apho   uMama olusizi wamkela   uNyana ofileyo ezingalweni zakhe waza wambeka engcwabeni.

 

Ndathi kuMaria:

“Mama omnandi, ecaleni kukaYesu, ndibeka yonke imiphefumlo ezingalweni zakho ukuze

- uyabaqonda bonke njengabantwana bakho,

- uzibhala nganye nganye entliziyweni yakho kwaye

- uwabeke emanxebeni kaYesu.

Bangabantwana bentlungu yakho enkulu kwaye oku kwanele ukuba ubaqaphele kwaye ubathande.

Ndifuna ukubeka zonke izizukulwana kwiNtando ePhakamileyo ukuze kungabikho mntu ulahlekileyo kwaye, egameni labo bonke, ndiyathuthuzela kwaye ndiyavelana nani ".

 

Ngelo xesha,   uYesu  wam othandekayo  wahamba ngaphakathi   kum, endixelela  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuba bendisazi ukuba uMama wam obuhlungu ubadlise ngantoni abantwana bakhe   ! "

 

Mna: "Kwakukutya ntoni oku Yesu wam?"

Waqhubeka  wathi:

 

"Ekubeni ungumntwana wam omncinci onyulwe ndim ukuze enze umsebenzi wentando yam, kwaye ekubeni useFiat owadalelwa yona,

Ndifuna ukunazisa

ibali lentando yam yanaphakade,

uvuyo lwalo, iimbandezelo zalo,   iziphumo zalo,

ixabiso layo likhulu,

Ndenze ntoni, ndamkele ntoni?

kunye nomntu oye wathembisa ukuyikhusela.

 

Abancinci bandinika ingqalelo ngakumbi

kuba iingqondo zabo azizele nanto yimbi Bafana nje bangenanto.

Yaye ukuba nabani na ufuna ukumnika okunye ukutya, uyacekiseka.

Kuba, bebancinci, banomkhuba wokuthatha kuphela ubisi lweWill yam, le Will ethi, ngaphezu kwemeko kamama onothando, ibagcine benamathele kuyo.

isifuba sakhe sobuthixo ukuba sondleke kakhulu.

 

Kwaye bahlala bevule imilomo belindele ubisi lweeMfundiso zam, ezindihlekisa kakhulu.

Owu! indlela abahle ngayo xa bejongwa, ngoku bencumile, ngoku begcobile, ngoku belila, ndibalisa ibali leWill yam.

 

Imvelaphi yentando yam ingunaphakade  .

 

Akuzange kufike ukubandezeleka kuye.

Phakathi kwaBantu abangcwele, le Will ihambelana ngokupheleleyo. Ngokwenene,   inye  .

Kwisenzo sakhe ngasinye, sangaphakathi okanye sangaphandle, usinika

- ulonwabo olungapheliyo,

- ulwaneliseko olutsha e

-ulonwabo olukhulu.

 

Xa sasungula umatshini wokudala,

lungakanani uzuko, imvisiswano nembeko esiyitsaleleyo!

 

Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba iFiat yabizwa  ,

 

Wasasaza ubuhle bethu, ukukhanya kwethu, amandla ethu, ulungelelwano lwethu, imvisiswano yethu, uthando lwethu, ubungcwele bethu, njl.

 

Kwaye siye sazukiswa bubuhle bethu ngokubona, ngeFiat yethu, intyatyambo yobuThixo bethu efihliweyo kwindalo iphela.

 

Intando yethu ayizange iphelele apho. Edumbe luthando, wadala umntu.

Uyayazi imbali yayo kwaye, ngenxa yoko, andiyi kuphelela apho. Ah! yindoda eyabangela Intando yethu intlungu yayo yokuqala. Wamenza buhlungu Lowo wayemthanda kakhulu nowayefuna ukuba   onwabe.

 

Intando yam yalila ngaphezu komama othambileyo owayelilela unyana wakhe owaba sisiqhwala kwaye wangaboni emva kokuba emkile kuye.

 

Intando yam ibifuna ukuba ngumdlali wokuqala emntwini ngaphandle kwesizathu esinye ngaphandle kokuhlala ndimnika izinto ezintsha ezothusayo.

yothando, uvuyo, ulonwabo, ukukhanya, ubutyebi. Wayefuna ukumnika ngalo lonke ixesha.

Kodwa umntu wayefuna ukwenza intando yakhe kwaye ahlukane nentando kaThixo. Owu! hayi indlela esinqwenela ngayo ukuba engazange enjenjalo!

Intando yam yarhoxa kwaye yawela enzonzobileni yabo bonke ububi.

Ukudibanisa le miyolelo mibini, kwakufuneka umntu owayeneNtando yobuThixo ngaphakathi kwakhe.

Njengam, iLizwi elinguNaphakade, ndithande umntu ngothando lwanaphakade,

Thina, Bantu bangcwele, simisele ukuba ndiya kunxiba inyama yomntu ukuze ndize ndisindise umntu kwaye ndidibanise le miyolelo mibini.

Kodwa ukwehla phi?

Yayiza kuba ngubani isidalwa esasiya kubolekisa ngenyama yaso kuMdali waso?

 

Yile ndlela esikhethe ngayo isidalwa.

Kwaye, ngenxa yeemfanelo zexesha elizayo zoMhlawuleli wexesha elizayo, wakhululwa kwisono sokuqala.

Intando yakhe neyethu yayinye.

Esi sidalwa sasezulwini kwafuneka siyazi imbali yentando yethu.

 

Samxelela yonke into njengomntwana:

- iintlungu zeNtando yethu e

- njani, ekuthinteleni ukuthanda kwakhe kweyethu, indoda engenambulelo yanyanzela intando yethu ukuba irhoxe kwisangqa sakhe sobuthixo,

othukile kuyilo lwakhe   e

wathintelwa ekwaziseni izinto zakhe emntwini nasekuphumezeni injongo   awayemdalele yona.

 

Kuthi, ukupha kusenza sonwabe

kwanjengoko bamkelayo kuthi, ukuba batyebisa abanye,   singazihlwempu;

kukunika oko sikuko ngokwendalo nokuba isidalwa samkele ngobabalo, kuphuma kuthi ukuba sinikele oko sikuko.

 

Xa sinikela, uthando lwethu luyahamba kwaye intando yethu iyabhiyozelwa. Ukuba besingafuni ukunikela, besiya kwenza ntoni iNdalo?

 

Ngenxa yoko, into elula yokungakwazi ukunikela

- kubantwana bethu,

- kwimifanekiso yethu ethandekayo,

yayingathi sizilele iNtando yethu ePhakamileyo.

 

Wedwa

ukubona umntu esebenza  , athethe kwaye ahambe ngaphandle kokuqhagamshelwa kwintando yethu - unxibelelwano luphazanyiswe nguye -

kwaye uqaphele ukuba imilambo yobabalo,   ukukhanya, ubungcwele, isayensi, njl. eyayinokuqukuqela kuye, kodwa ayikwazanga;

Intando yethu yahlupheka.

 

Ngazo zonke izenzo esizenzileyo isidalwa saba nokubandezeleka ngenxa yethu.

Kuba sisibonile esi senzo

bahluthwe ixabiso lobuthixo,

ngaphandle kobuhle okanye   ubungcwele,

ngokungafaniyo ngokupheleleyo   nezenzo zethu.

 

Owu! indlela owaqonda ngayo lo mncinane wasezulwini le ntlungu inkulu esasinayo kunye nobubi obukhulu obo babenziwe ngumntu ngokuziqhawula kwiNtando yethu!

 

Owu! zingaphi iinyembezi aziphalazayo ngenxa yentlungu yethu nentlupheko enkulu yomntu! Esoyika, akazange afune ukunikela inxalenye yobomi kwintando yakhe.

Yiyo loo nto yahlala incinci.

Ekubeni intando yakhe yayingenabomi kuye, yayinokukhula njani?

 

Nangona kunjalo, into engenziwanga yintando yethu. Wamenza wamhle, wangcwele kwaye wanobuThixo.

Yayityebisa kakhulu kangangokuba yayenza yaba yeyona inkulu kuzo zonke.

Yayiyintabalala yeNtando yethu, imbonakalo yobabalo, yobuhle, yobungcwele.

 

Kodwa ibisoloko ihleli incinci, kangangokuba ayisuki ezingalweni zethu. Ethathela ukuzikhusela kwethu entliziyweni, Walungisa zonke izenzo ezibuhlungu ezifunyenwe yiNtando yethu ePhakamileyo.

Wayengacwangciswanga nje ngokugqibeleleyo nentando yethu, kodwa wenza yonke imisebenzi yezidalwa eyakhe.

Efaka kuye intando yethu eyaliwe ngamadoda, wenza imbuyekezo   kwaye wamthanda egameni labo. Ukuthathela ingqalelo intando yethu njengoko ifakwe kwintliziyo yakhe enyulu, ulungiselele ukondla kwentando yethu kuzo zonke   izidalwa.

 

«  Uyabona ke, ukuba lo Mama uthandekayo wondla ngantoni abantwana bakhe?

Oku kutya kwabangela ukuba abandezeleke ngendlela engathethekiyo kubo bonke ubomi bakhe, nkqu nobomi boNyana wakhe.

 

Ngaloo ndlela wenze idiphozithi eninzi yesi sondlo seNtando yam   ukuze amgcine efumaneka kubo bonke abantwana bakhe njengoMama onobubele nonothando.

 

Wayengenakubathanda abantwana bakhe ngaphezu koko.

Ngokubanika oku kutya, uthando lwakhe lwafikelela kwelona qondo liphakamileyo.

Ke ngoko, kuzo zonke izihloko zakhe, eyona intle anokuthi anikwe yona yayiyeyoMama   kunye noKumkanikazi weNtando yobuThixo.

 

Ukuba uMama wenza oku malunga nomsebenzi wokuhlangula,

kufuneka uyenze ngokunxulumene "  nentando yakho mayenziwe".

 

Intando yakho mayingabi nabomi kuwe.

Ukugcina zonke izenzo zeNtando yam kuzo zonke izidalwa,

uya kuzifaka ngaphakathi kuwe.

Kwaye ndibuyisela kwintando yam egameni labo bonke,

uya kwenza kuwe konke ukutya okuyimfuneko ukuze ukondle zonke izizukulwana zesondlo seNtando yam.

 

Igama ngalinye kunye nalo lonke ulwazi olongezelelweyo malunga nalo luya kuba yincasa eyongezelelweyo abaya kuyifumana koku kutya, ukuze bakudle ngokunyoluka.

Yonke into endikuxelele yona ngeWill yam izakwenza ukuba bafune ukutya ukuze bangaphinde bakufune ukutya. ngexabiso layo naliphi na idini.

 

Ukuba bekuqondwa ukuba ukutya kulungile, kubuyisela amandla, kuphilisa abagulayo, kukho konke ukunambitheka kwaye, ngakumbi, ukuba kunika ubomi, kuyamhombisa umntu kwaye kumenza onwabe, obengayi kukulungela ukwenza yonke imibingelelo. ukufumana ukutya.

Kunjalo nokondliwa kweWill yam.

 

Ukuze intando yam ithandeke kwaye inqwenelwe, kufuneka yaziwe  . Ke phulaphula kwaye wamkele kuwe ukuze, njengomama wesibini, ulungiselele abantwana bethu ukutya.

 

Ngokwenza njalo uya kuxelisa uMama wam; enyanisweni iya kukubiza kakhulu kodwa, phambi kweWill yam, naliphi na idini liya kubonakala lingeyonto kuwe. Yenza njengomncinci: ungaze ushiye ezingalweni zam kwaye ndiza kuqhubeka ndikuxelela ibali leWill yam.

 

Ndaziva ndicwile kwintando kaThixo kaYesu wam.

 

Umphefumlo wam omncinane wawubonakala ungumntwana osandul' ukuzalwa kum

ukuba uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wayebambe impefumlo yeNtando yakhe ezingalweni Zakhe, enomona omkhulu kangangokuba wamfuna -

- ayijongi nantoni na, ayiva nto kwaye ayichukumisi nantoni na.

 

Ukuze kungabikho nto imphazamisayo,

Wamchulumancisa ngobugqwirha obumnandi beemfundiso zakhe kwiNtando yakhe Engcwele.

 

Umntwana omncinci wakhuliswa kwaye wakhuliswa ngumoya weNtando ka

UYesu wakhe Wamgquma kananjalo ngeminqamlezo emincinane yokukhanya: umnqamlezo wokukhanya wabonwa ucinezelekile kuzo zonke iindawo zobuntu bakhe.

 

UYesu wayeyonwabile,

ngamanye amaxesha uphinda-phinda le   minqamlezo,

maxa wambi efuna ukuba usana luhlale luthe ntsho   kuye ukuze lubale amazwi akhe    ,  ebemncedile

- ukutya kunye

- indlela yokukhula.

 

Emva koko, uYesu wam wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, usana lwam olusandul 'ukuzalwa lwentando kaThixo, intando yam

ukutsalile,

wazala wena   kwaye

ngoku ikwenza ukhule uzele   luthando.

 

Awuboni uthando endikubambe ngalo ezingalweni zam kwaye andikuvumeli ukuba utye ukutya ngaphandle komphefumlo weWill yam?

Umntwana osandula ukuzalwa kwiWill yam yeyona nto intle, ithandekayo, eyona nto ixabisekileyo iphumile ekudalweni ukuza kuthi ga ngoku.

Kwaye ndiza kumbamba ngomona onjalo andivumi ukuba nabani na amchukumise. Intando yam iya kuba yinto yonke kuwe:

-ubomi,

-ukutya,

-impahla e

-ngokusebenzisa.

 

Kutheni, ukuba yinto enkulu. ibingafanelanga ukuba uYesu wakho umxube nayo yonke into engaveli kwiWill yethu. Ulibale yonke into, ukuze amanzi angakujikelezi,

ngaphakathi nangaphandle,

ukuba ayilulo olo lwandle olukhulu lweNtando yam engunaphakade.

 

Ndifuna ukufumana kuwe

- imbeko,

- amanene kunye

- umhlobiso

yomntwana osanda kuzalwa wentando yam".

 

Ukuva oku, endaweni yokuvuya, ndaziva ndifa kukubhideka. Ndaba nesibindi sokuthetha kuphela:

"Yesu, Sithandwa sam, ndimncinci, yinyani le, ndizibonela ngokwam. Kodwa nam ndiligabadeli [libi] kwaye kwakhona, undixelela yonke le nto?

Inokwenzeka njani? Mhlawumbi ufuna ukundihlekisa?

Ndiyazi ukuba abaninzi bayakukhalisa ukanti ufuna ndivuye kwiinyembezi zakho. So ufuna ukundibhanxa ngezi jokes? Nangona kunjalo, nokuba ndintywile ekubhidekeni, qhubeka namaqhinga eWill yakho. "

 

Ecinezela ngakumbi kuye, waqhubeka:

“Hayi, hayi, uYesu wakho akahlekisi ngawe.

Ndiyonwabile, yinyani, kodwa uphawu oluqinisekileyo lokuba le nto ndikuxelela yona iyinyani,

le yiminqamlezo yokukhanya ephawulwe ngayo iNtando yam.

 

Yazi, ntombi yam,   ukuba owona mnqamlezo mde kwaye ubanzi kuBuntu bam, umnqamlezo ongazange undishiye,

yayinguye owayephuma kwintando kaThixo  .

 

Ngaphezu koko,

-Sonke isenzo somntu esichasene nentando kaThixo yayingumnqamlezo othile oye washicilelwa ngokunzulu kuBuntu bam.

 

Enyanisweni, nini

umntu uya kuwushiya umhlaba ukuze enze   ukuthanda kukaThixo,

-Lishiye iZulu ukuze lihlangane naLo kwaye libe banye nalo, litshone imilambo

-enkosi,

-ukukhanya   kunye

- yobungcwele kwesi   senzo.

 

Kodwa, ukwala ukuhlangabezana nentando kaThixo, intando yomntu

- uya kulwa imfazwe noMdali wakhe e

- utyhalela umva kwimimandla yasezulwini okulungileyo, ukukhanya nobungcwele awayefuna ukuba kusasaze phezu kwakhe.

 

Wakhubeka ngolo hlobo, uMthandazo oPhakamileyo wafuna ukufumana imbuyekezo kum.

Kuzo zonke izenzo zentando yomntu, undibethele umnqamlezo.

 

Ngale   minqamlezo ndafumana zonke iimpahla ezikhatywayo ngabantu  ,

- ukwenzela ukuba zigcinwe kwindawo yokugcina

-Ngexesha apho isidalwa siya kufuna ukuhlangabezana nentando kaThixo kwimisebenzi yaso,

Kodwa phezu kwako nje oku, andizange ndikwazi ukuzibamba kodwa ndeva intlungu eqatha eyayibangelwa yiminqamlezo emininzi kangaka.

 

Jonga ngaphakathi kum   ukuba zingaphi izigidi zeminqamlezo yoBuntu bam  . Ndiyayithanda lento

- iminqamlezo efunyenwe yiWill yam yayingenakubalwa,

-ukubandezeleka kwam kwakungapheli,

- Ndancwina phantsi kobunzima bokubandezeleka okungapheliyo.

 

Le mbandezelo ingenasiphelo yayinamandla kangangokuba yandinikela ukufa ngalo lonke ixesha ngokundinika umnqamlezo.

ngaso sonke isenzo somntu esichasene nentando kaThixo.

 

Umnqamlezo ovela kwintando yam   ayingomthi,

-nto leyo esenza sizive ubunzima bayo kunye nokubandezeleka kwayo.

 

Kunoko, ngumnqamlezo wokukhanya nomlilo, otshisayo, odlayo, uze uzimilisele ngokwawo ukuze ubumbane nalowo uwamkelayo.

 

Ukukuxelela ngeminqamlezo endiyinikwe yintando yam yobuThixo, kufanele

-yaluka zonke izenzo zezidalwa,

- zenze zibekho e

-zivumele uzive ngezandla zakho ukuba njani, ubanga ukwaneliseka kwangempela,

Intando yam yandibethelela umnqamlezo emva komnqamlezo.

 

Yayiyintando   yomntu eyakhubekisa intando   kaThixo yaza yahlukana nayo, akunjalo?

Ngaphaya koko, yayiyiNtando yobuThixo eyabethelela emnqamlezweni kwaye yenza ukuba indalo yam kunye nentando yomntu ibandezeleke.

 

Emntwini umthombo, ingcambu, into embi okanye elungileyo isezantsi kwentando yakhe, zonke ezinye zinokujongwa njengezinto eziphezulu.

 

Kuphela kukuthanda kukaThixo okunokundenza ndibuxolele ububi bentando yabantu abaninzi.

 

Mna ke, ndifuna ukuba wenze yonke intando yam yaziwe

- into eyenziwa yintando kaThixo,

- yintoni eyenza ukuba ndibandezeleke,

- Ingaba ufuna ntoni.

 

Yiyo loo nto uphawulwe ngeminqamlezo emininzi yokukhanya.

Umnqamlezo wakho uze kuwe uvela kwintando yam.

 

Oku kutshintshe yonke into ekukhanyeni ukukulungiselela ukuba ube lusana olusanda kuzalwa

- lowo afuna ukuphathisa iimfihlo zakhe, ulonwabo lwakhe kunye neentlungu zakhe njengentombazana ethembekileyo,

edibanisa imisebenzi yakhe, unako ukuvula   iZulu

-  yenza intando yam yehle emhlabeni e

-ukumenza aziwe, amkelwe kwaye athandwe. "

 

 

Bendicinga ngento endiyibhalileyo ngeNtando Engcwele ka Yesu wam othandekayo.Inyaniso yokuba uYesu osikelelekileyo uyaziqonda izinto ezininzi ezibalaseleyo zentando yakhe iqhelekile.

 

Kuba, nantoni na abayithethayo ngayo: ubude bayo, ubukhulu bayo, imimangaliso yayo, njl. konke oku kulungile.

Enoba yintoni na, yonke into incinane xa ithelekiswa noko umntu anokuyithetha.

 

Kodwa oku kukhankanywa rhoqo ngam ngezi mfundiso zikaYesu akufanelekanga. Yintando yakhe ekufuneka azazise, ​​hayi mna.

Umntu wam ohluphekayo akufunekanga abekho. Yonke le nto yeyakhe, hayi eyam.

Kum yonke into yam kukubhideka okuza nento eyithethayo ngam. Nangona kunjalo ukuthobela kundibophelela ukuba ndibhale kungekuphela nje ngeNtando yobuThixo, kodwa nangobudlelwane uYesu abenzayo phakathi kwam nentando yakhe.

 

Ndithe ndisacamngca ngako konke oku, waphuma uYesu wam othandekayo, endiwola,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, usengumntwana weWill yam. Kodwa uyaphazama xa ucinga ngendlela ocinga ngayo.

Ngaba uyafuna ukuba ndithethe ngeWill yam, ndiyenze yaziwe, kodwa umntu ekufuneka abe lijelo layo, isithethi, isixhobo, akufuneki abekho?

 

Ukuba yonke into ibinokuhlala phakathi kwam nawe, mhlawumbi ibinokulunga.

Kodwa ndifuna ukuba iWill yam ibe nobukumkani bayo kwaye ubukumkani abunziwe ngumntu omnye, kodwa ngabantu abaninzi, kunye nabantu beemeko ezahlukeneyo.

 

Ngoko ke, kuyimfuneko ukuba,

hayi intando yam kuphela,

kodwa iimpahla ezikuyo   ,

izidwangube zabo bafuna ukuhlala kobu   Bukumkani,

uyakwazi okulungileyo, ulonwabo, ulungelelwano, imvisiswano oya kuba nayo wonk’   ubani   .

 

Kukwayimfuneko ukwazi umntu ukulunga kwam ukhethe ukubandakanyeka ekuqalekeni kokulunga okukhulu kangaka.

 

Ukubandakanyeka kwiimfundiso zam malunga nentando yam, ukuphakama ngaphezu kwazo zonke izinto zendalo,

ayithethi enye into ngaphandle kokunika ukubaluleka ngakumbi kwintando yam,

-ukuyiphakamisa phezulu, ukuyinika ubunzima obuninzi.

 

Okukhona ukumkani elungile, engcwele, esisityebi yaye enesisa, kokukhona ebathanda ngakumbi abantu bakhe.

ade ancame ubomi bakhe kunokuba avumele nabani na   ebukumkanini bakhe achukunyiswe.

Okukhona ubukumkani bakhe buxatyiswa, kokukhona umnqweno wokuphila apho ukhula kuye wonke umntu. Abantu nabo bakhuphisana ngeli thuba.

Ngaphaya koko

ukusebenza kakuhle kobukumkani nokubaluleka kwabo kuphuma kulwazi lokumkani.

 

Ndisithi awufuni kubandakanyeka kwiimfundiso zam malunga neWill yam,

yindlela ofuna ngayo

-ubukumkani obungenakumkani;

-inzululwazi ngaphandle komfundisi;

-ubunini ngaphandle komnini.

Kwakuza kwenzeka ntoni kobu bukumkani, le nzululwazi, le mpahla? Enjani isiphithiphithi nentshabalalo ebeya kuba nayo!

Mna ke andiyazi ndenza izinto ezimdaka. Ngokuchasene noko, ucwangco luyinxalenye yoBuThixo bam.

 

Oku kwakuya kwenzeka kwiNtlawulelo

ukuba umama wam endimthandayo ebengafuni sazi

ngubani   umama wam,

owandikhawulayo   esizalweni sentombi yakhe;

ebendidlise   ngamasi akhe.

 

Ukuza kwam emhlabeni kunye neNtlawulelo yayingasayi kuthenjwa kwaye akukho mntu wayenokuthambekela ekukholelweni kwaye azonwabele iimpahla zeNtlalo.

 

Kwelinye icala

kuba uMama wam wazisile

-owaye engu

-ukuba yayingenalo naliphi na ibala, kuquka nebala lokuqala (ummangaliso wobabalo),

owathanda zonke izidalwa njengabantwana abathambileyo

owathi ngenxa yokubathanda wancama ubomi balowo unguNyana wakhe noThixo wakhe;

 

Intlawulelo

-ifumene ukubaluleka ngakumbi,

- yafikeleleka ngakumbi kwingqondo yomntu kwaye

-wabumba uBukumkani bentlawulelo kunye neziphumo zabo ezingenakulinganiswa.

 

Ngaphaya koko, ukubandakanya uMama wam kumsebenzi wokuhlangula yayingeyonto enye ngaphandle kokunika ukubaluleka kokulungileyo.

ukuba ndize kuzisa emhlabeni.

 

Kufuneka ibonakale kubo bonke kwaye inxibe inyama yomntu,

Kwafuneka ndisebenzise isidalwa soluntu ekwakufuneka ndisikhulise ngaphezu kwayo yonke enye into.

ukwenza iiprojekthi zam ezinkulu.

 

Oku kwafuneka kwenzeke ukwenza   uBukumkani beNtlawulo yam   emhlabeni. Ke, kufuneka wenze   uBukumkani beNtando yam  , kuyafuneka

- ukuze kwaziwe esinye isidalwa, obuphuma kuye ubukumkani bokuthanda kwam;

- masazise ukuba ungubani, ndandimthanda kangakanani, ndancama njani ngaye kumntu ngamnye.

ngokufutshane, masazise konke oko iWill yam igalele kuyo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, nokuba ubandakanyeka kuyo yonke le nto, iseyintando yam iyazibonakalisa.

 

Zezi

- iindlela kunye neendlela zokwazisa ukuba zicetywayo;

-kunye nezinto ezikhangayo, iiprods, izibane, imagnethi ukutsala wonke umntu

ukuza kuhlala eBukumkanini bolonwabo, ubabalo, uxolo nothando.

 

Ke vumela uYesu wakho asebenze,

-umntu okuthanda kakhulu,

-ngubani ongafuni ukuba buhlungu kwaye

-ngubani ode ayikhathalele indlela akuxuba ngayo yonke lento.

 

Cinga nje ngokuqhubeka nokubhabha kwiindawo ezingunaphakade zeNtando ePhakamileyo. "

 

Ndathandaza, kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wabonakala ngaphakathi kwam, amehlo akhe ejonge kum. Mna ke, ndatsalwa yimbonakalo yakhe, ndajonga nzulu ngaphakathi ngokungathi yikristale apho wawunokubona yonke into awayeyenza.

 

Ngokuzimanya naYe, ndandizama ukwenza oko Wayekwenza.

 

Ngomnye umzuzu kwabonakala kum ukuba uYesu wawuthatha umphefumlo wam ezandleni zakhe waza wawunikela umfutho kubukhulu bentando yakhe, esithi kum: "Ukuzalwa okutsha kwintando yam, wazalelwa kwintando yam. Ndifuna ukuba uhlale kuye. .

 

Bhabha kwintando yanaphakade, zalisekisa umsebenzi wakho.

Bona into ekufuneka yenziwe phakathi koBuThixo kunye nezidalwa, ukuhamba phakathi kwezizukulwana, kodwa rhoqo kwintando yam, kungenjalo awuyi kuzifumana zonke.

 

Kwaye, ngokuthanda, ukwenza, ukulungisa kunye nokuhlonela wonke umntu, uya kuza phambi koMkhulu oPhakamileyo ukuze amnike lonke uthando kunye nembeko yomntu ngamnye, njengentombi yamazibulo yokwenene yentando yethu ".

 

Ndiye ndahamba wabe uYesu endilandela ngamehlo. Kodwa ngubani onokuthi yonke le nto ndiyenzileyo?

KwiWill yakhe ndaqokelela lonke uthando awayefuna ukulinika izidalwa iThanda lakhe.

Aluthathwa, olu thando lwahlala luhleli lulindele ukuthathwa. Ndiyithathile kwaye, ndityala zonke iingqondo ezidaliweyo,

Ndenze ngazo zonke izenzo zothando nonqulo nayo yonke into enengqondo ukuba ndiyibuyisele kuThixo.

 

Ndiqokelela yonke into engaphakathi kwam kwaye ndibeka zonke izidalwa esibelekweni sam, ndaya eZulwini ukuze ndibeke yonke into esibelekweni sikaBawo osezulwini  , ndisithi kuye  :

 

“Bawo Oyingcwele  , ndiza phambi kwetrone yakho ukuze ndibeke imifanekiso yakho ethandekayo eyenziwe nguwe emadolweni akho, ukuze ukwazi ukuyidibanisa nentando yakho abalayo.

Ngomncinci wentando yakho okucelayo; Ndimncinci, yinyani, kodwa ndithathela kum ukunenza nonwabe nonke.

Andiyi kuyishiya itrone yakho ngaphandle kokuba ubophelele ukuthanda komntu kwiNtando yobuThixo, ukuze ubukumkani beNtando yakho bumiselwe emhlabeni. Akukho nto inqatshelwe abancinci kuba into abayicelayo ayikho enye into ngaphandle kwe-echo yentando yakho, yento oyifunayo ".

 

Emva koko ndaya kuYesu owayendilindile kwigumbi lam elincinane waza wandamkela ezingalweni zakhe. Ukundigubungela ngokuncamisa kunye nokundiphulula,

Wathi kum:

"Ntombazana yam, ukuze iNtando yeZulu yehle emhlabeni, kuyimfuneko ukuba zonke izenzo zomntu zitywinwe ngezenzo zeNtando yobuThixo,

ukuze, ukutsalwa ngumazibuthe onamandla wentando yakhe, iNtando ePhakamileyo ikwazi ukuhla emhlabeni kwaye ilawule khona.

Lo ngumsebenzi owuphathisiweyo njengentombi yamazibulo yeWill yethu. Yazini ukuba,   ukuze kuthotywe iLizwi livela eZulwini,

Umama wenze lo myalelo ulandelayo:

 

Yaya kuzo zonke izizukulwana

Ezenza zonke izenzo zomntu zibe zezakhe, wabeka iNtando yobuThixo kuyo, kuba wayenezinto ezininzi zokuthanda kukaThixo ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokugqwesa zonke izidalwa kunye ezinokuba nazo.

 

Kwaye,   ngalo lonke ixesha awayesenza ngalo, wayeziphindaphinda ezi mpahla  .

 

Ukubona   ukuba esinye sezona zidalwa zethu zithembekileyo siye saphucuka

ngobabalo olungaka kunye nothando zonke izenzo zomntu kwintando kaThixo

- ukuthatha entliziyweni yonke into efunekayo ukwenza oku, kwaye   sibona   ukuba intando yethu ikhona emhlabeni, mna, iLizwi elingunaphakade, ndehla ezulwini   emhlabeni.

 

Umyalelo wesibini uzalisekile: kukuzaliseka kweNtlawulelo

Wawa ke kum.

Kwakufuneka ndindwendwele zonke izenzo zomntu

-ndibathatha bonke ezandleni zam,

- ukuzigquma e

-ndibatywina ngentando yam yobuThixo,

ukuphembelela uBawo wam osemazulwini ukuba ahlolisise zonke izenzo zomntu   ezambethe le ntando kaThixo eyala umntu kummandla   wasezulwini.

 

Ngoko ke, uBawo wam oNgcwele wavula iingcango zeZulu ezazivalwe ngentando yomntu. Akukho nto ilungileyo ihlayo ngaphandle kwejelo leWill yam   .

Umyalelo wesithathu kufuneka ufezekiswe kwaye kuxhomekeke kuwe  .

 

Njengamazibulo eNtando yethu, kukuwe ukuba wongeze itywina lesithathu leNtando yethu kuzo zonke izenzo zabantu.

-emva kweyokuqala neyesibini,

ukwenza ubukumkani beNtando yam bufike emhlabeni.

 

Ngokulandelayo

- Hamba, ntombi yam, phakathi kwezenzo zabantu zezidalwa,

-ingena ezintliziyweni kwaye

- izisa ukubetha kweWill yam kwintliziyo nganye,

- ngayo yonke ingcinga ukwanga kunye nolwazi lweWill yam.

 

Shicilela i-Fiat enamandla onke amagama.

Wahlasela yonke into waza wakhukula yonke into nale Fiat

ukuze ubukumkani bam bufike emhlabeni.

 

UYesu wakho akayi kukushiya wedwa kolu hambo. Uya kukunceda kwaye akukhokele kuyo yonke into ".

 

Uthe xa esitsho,

Ndaqhubeka neenqwelomoya zam, ndindwendwela zonke izinto naye wonke umntu. Kodwa ngubani onokuthi yonke le nto ndiyenzileyo?

NguYesu yedwa onokuthi ndenze yonke le nto.

 

Ndachitha ubusuku bonke noYesu, ndashukuma, ndamzisa kuye.

- ngamanye amaxesha zonke iingcamango,

- ngamanye amaxesha onke amagama,

- ngamanye amaxesha yonke imisebenzi, onke amanyathelo, zonke iintliziyo, ezigutyungelwe yintando yakhe

Kwaye uYesu wafumana yonke into ngothando nangemibhiyozo.

 

Emva   koko wathi kum  :

“Uyabona umahluko omkhulu okhoyo phakathi

Ubungcwele kwintando yam kunye nobungcwele bezinye iimpawu?

 

Eyokuqala   ithwala imiphefumlo;

- ukufumana imisinga yobabalo, ukukhanya nothando ngamaxesha onke, e

-ngolungelelwano noMdali wakhe kuyo yonke into ayenzayo. Yeyona ngcwele isondeleyo kuMdali.

 

Eyesibini  , eyezinye izidima, iwafanele amaxesha namathuba:

-ngamanye amaxesha siya kuba nethuba lokusebenzisa umonde,

-ngamanye amaxesha ukuthobela,

- ngamanye amaxesha uthando okanye ezinye izinto ezintle.

Kwaye ukuba amathuba akazibonakalisi ngokwawo, izidima azinakukhula kwaye azinako ukuvelisa okulungileyo ebenokukwenza ukuba bezisebenza.

 

Kwelinye   icala, ebungcweleni kwi-Will yam  akukho kumisa okanye ukuphazamiseka.

 

Intando yam ihlala izibophelele ekuhlaseleni isidalwa, esinokuthi siyifumane nangawuphi na umzuzu.

Nokuba isidalwa siyaphefumla, siyacinga, siyathetha, siyabetha, okanye sithatha ukutya okanye siyalala, yonke into ingena kwiNtando yam.

 

Kwaye, ngalo lonke ixesha, isidalwa sinokuzaliswa yintando yam yazo zonke iimpahla ezikuzo ».

 

 

Bendicinga nge Immaculate Conception ka Kumkanikazi wam uMama

Emva komthendeleko, uYesu wam osoloko elungile wazibonakalisa ngaphakathi kwam njengegumbi elizele kukukhanya.

Kolu kukhanya kwabonakala yonke into awayeyenza ngexesha lobomi bakhe.

 

Uyabona, ulungelelaniswe ngokulandelelana,

zonke iimfanelo zakhe, imisebenzi yakhe,   iimbandezelo zakhe,

 amanxeba akhe , 

 iGazi lakhe 

ngokufutshane, yonke into eyayiqulethwe buBomi bakhe njengomntu nanjengoko uThixo.

njengakwisenzo sokulondoloza kobungendawo obungaphantsi umphefumlo awayewuthande kakhulu. Ndamangaliswa kukubona ingqalelo engaka evela   kuYesu.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ndifuna ukwenza umntwana wam omncinci aziwe

uKukhawulwa okuNgcwele kweNtombi Enyulu wakhawulwa ngaphandle kwesono.

 

Kuya kufuneka uqale wazi ukuba   ubuThixo bam bunesenzo esinye kuphela  : zonke izenzo zigxile kwinto enye.

Oku koko kuthetha ukuba nguThixo.

Eyona nto imangalisayo yeNdawo yethu yobuThixo kukuba asikho phantsi kwezenzo ezilandelelanayo.

Yaye ukuba, kwisidalwa, kubonakala ngathi senza into ngokuphindaphindiweyo, kungenxa yokuba asazi yonke into ngaxeshanye yaye kufuneka sifunde kancinci kancinci.

 

Yonke into ebendimelwe kukuyenza kuBuntu bam mna, iLizwi elinguNaphakade, ndayenza ngesenzo esinye, ngokwesenzo esinye esibuBuThixo bam   .

 

Ngenxa yoko, xa uMama wam, iNtombi Enyulu enguMariya, wakhawulwayo, yonke into ekwakufuneka yenziwe liLizwi elinguNaphakade emhlabeni yayisele ikho.

 

Ke, kwisenzo ekukhawulwe ngaso, konke ukulunga kwam, iintlungu zam, iGazi lam, yonke into ebandakanya uBomi bomntu owenziwe nguThixo-yayirhangqa le Mimba:   yakhawulwa enzonzobileni engapheliyo yokulunga kwam. IGazi lobuThixo kunye nakulwandle olukhulu lweembandezelo zam.

 

Ngenxa yoku, wahlala emsulwa, emhle kwaye enyulu.

Kwaye iimfanelo zam ezingenakubalwa zavala indlela eya kuTshaba owayengenakumenza nto.

 

Kwakufanelekile ukuba lowo wayeza kukhawula uNyana kaThixo abe ngoyena mkhulu kwimisebenzi kaThixo, ukuba abe nesidima sokuqonda iLizwi ukuze akhulule abantu.

 

Ngaloo ndlela   yaqala yakhawulwa kum ndaze ndakhawulwa kuyo  . Ekuphela kwento eyayisele kukwenza lo mmangaliso waziwe kwizidalwa ngexesha elifanelekileyo. Nangona kunjalo, kubuthixo, yayisele   yenziwe.

 

Ke, umntu ovune ezona ziqhamo zeNtlawulelo

ngenene, wafumana iziqhamo zayo ezizeleyo – wayesisidalwa   esigqwesileyo.

 

Ekubeni wayezelwe ndim, wayekuthanda, ekuxabisa waza wakugcina njengeyakhe yonke into eyenziwa nguNyana kaThixo emhlabeni.

Owu! uBuhle balentwana ithambileyo!

Yayilubabalo olumangalisayo, imbonakalo yobuThixo bethu. Ukhula njengentombi yethu

Yayiluvuyo lwethu, imbeko yethu nozuko lwethu.”

 

Ngelixa uYesu wam othandekayo wathetha nam ngolu hlobo, ndazixelela:

 

"Kuyinyani ukuba uKumkanikazi uMama wakhawulwa ngenxa yeempawu ezingapheliyo zikaYesu wam. Kodwa igazi lakhe, umzimba wakhe, wakhawulwa kwisibeleko sika-Anne oNgcwele, esasingekho.

akakhululwa kwisono sokuqala.

Ngoko kunokwenzeka njani ukuba uMariya akazange azuze ilifa nanye kwezi zinto zininzi esiye sazizuz’ ilifa ngenxa yesono sikabawo wethu wokuqala uAdam?”

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, awukaqondi ukuba bonke ububi bukwintando.

Yayiyintando yomntu eyayityumza indalo yakhe hayi ubume bakhe obutyumza ukuthanda kwakhe. Indalo yayo, njengoko idalwe ndim, ihleli ingatshintshi.

 

Yayiyintando yakhe eyatshintshayo.

Akazange achase omnye ngaphandle kweNtando yobuThixo.

Imvukelo yakhe iya kuyityumza indalo yakhe, yamenza buthathaka, yangcolisa kwaye yamenza ikhoboka lezona nkanuko zimbi.

 

Yayinjengesitya esizele ziziqholo okanye izinto ezixabisekileyo.

Ukuba ithe yakhutshelwa into ekuyo yaza yazaliswa zizinto ezibolileyo okanye ezimbi, ngaba isitya siyatshintsha?

Yintoni efakwe ngaphakathi iyatshintsha, kodwa isitya sihlala sifana. Okona kulungileyo, iba nedumela elingakumbi okanye elingaphantsi, kuxhomekeke koko ikuquletheyo. Kwaba njalo ke nangomntu.

 

Ukukhawulwa kwisidalwa esiyinxalenye yesizwe akukhange kumenzakalisa uMama wam, kuba umphefumlo wakhe wawungakhuselekanga kuso sonke isono.

Kwakungekho nkcaso phakathi kokuthanda kwakhe noko koThixo wakhe.

 

Imisinga yobungcwele ayizange idibane nomqobo wokugalela kuye.Ngalo lonke ixesha wayefumana inyanda yobabalo.

Emva koko, kunye nale ntando kunye nomphefumlo, yonke ingcwele, yonke ihlambulukile, yonke intle, yahlala isitya esasingumzimba awawufumana kunina.

-ivumba elimnandi, ngokulandelelana, yenziwe isithixo,

ukuze ukhululeke kuso nasiphi na isifo sendalo esinokuthi indalo yomntu ichaphazeleke.

 

Ah! kuyo iFiat Voluntas Tua yaqondwa ngokupheleleyo emhlabeni njengaseZulwini,   eyayenza yaphucuka yaza yayibuyisela kubume bayo bobuntu njengoko yayinjalo ekuqaleni, ngaphambi kwesono sokuqala.

 

Kuye kwaba mhle ngakumbi ngokuhamba okuqhubekayo kwale Fiat ephinde yavelisa kuyo imifanekiso efana ngokugqibeleleyo naleyo yayiyidalile.

 

 

Ngenxa yeNtando yobuThixo eyayisebenza kuyo, kunokutshiwo ukuba into ayiyo uThixo ngokwemvelo ibe ngobabalo.

Intando yethu inokwenza kwaye iqonde yonke into xa umphefumlo usinika inkululeko

ukwenza kwaye akawuphazamisi umsebenzi wethu ngokuthanda kwakhe ".

 

 

Ndichithe iintsuku ezikrakra ngenxa yokuvinjwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo, ndaziva ngathi ndilidlakadlaka elibi uYesu awayelibeka ecaleni.

waye wonyanya.

 

Emva koko ndeva ngaphakathi kum: "Kwi-Will yam akukho rag. Yonke into ibubomi apho, kunye noBomi bobuThixo.

Ilaphu liyakrazuka lingcole kuba alinabomi.

Kwintando yam, ephethe ubomi kwaye inika zonke izinto, akukho ngozi yokuba umphefumlo uzikrazula kwaye, ngaphantsi, ungcolile ".

 

Mna ke, ngaphandle kokuyihoya le nto ndiyivayo, ndazixelela oku:

"Yeyiphi i-Christmas party enhle eyenziwa nguYesu! Bonisa indlela athanda ngayo!"

 

Wangena ngaphakathi kum,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, kumntu owenza intando yam, ihlala iyiKrisimesi.

 

Xa umphefumlo wakhe ungena kwiNtando yam, ndikhawulwe kuye. Xa eqhubeka kwiWill yam, ndizisa ubomi bam kuye.

Xa egqiba isenzo sakhe, kwenzeka into enkulu:

lo mphefumlo ngokwawo ukhawulwe kum, uthwele ubomi bawo kobam kwaye uthatha inxaxheba kwizenzo zam.

 

Abo bathatha inxaxheba kwitheko leKrisimesi kanye ngonyaka bafumana into entsha kubo

Kodwa, kulowo uhlala kumyolelo wam, ihlala iyiKrisimesi: Ndizalwa ngokutsha ngenxa yazo zonke izenzo zakhe.

 

Ngaba ufuna ukuba izalwe ngaphakathi kuwe kube kanye kuphela ngonyaka? Isithoba!

 

Kuba nabani na owenza intando yam, ukuzalwa kwam, ubomi bam, ukufa kwam kunye nokuvuka kwam kuyisenzo esiqhubekayo, asizange siphazamiseke.

Kungenjalo, ubuya kuba yintoni umahluko, umahluko ongenakulinganiswa nanto, ngokubhekiselele kobunye ubungcwele?

 

Ndithe ndakuva la mazwi, ndaziva ndikrakra ngakumbi kwaye ndathi ngaphakathi:

"Imibono emininzi!

Into endiyivayo ayiyonto kodwa libhongo elichuliweyo kum.

Kuphela ikratshi lam linokucebisa izinto ezinjalo kum kwaye lindenze ndibhale izinto ezininzi malunga nentando kaThixo.

Abanye balungile kwaye bathobekile.

Yiyo loo nto kungekho namnye umntu owakha wanesibindi sokubhala nantoni na. "

 

Ndathi ndisacinga njalo ndeva intlungu kangangoba yandophula intliziyo. Ndazama ukuziphazamisa ukuze ndingeva nto.

Onjani wona ukubanzima umzabalazo, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuziva ndisifa!

 

UYesu wam endimthandayo wazibona ngathi ufuna ukundixelela ngakumbi ngentando yakhe eNgcwele.

 

Ndamxelela  :

"Yesu wam ndincede;awuliboni ikratshi elingakanani kum? Ndibabale, ndikhulule kobu buqhophololo.

Andifuni ukwazi enye into ngaphandle kokukuthanda!"

 

Wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

iminqamlezo neentlungu zinjengoxinzelelo lomphefumlo.

 

Kanye njengokuba isixovulelo sisetyenziselwa ukucofa nokuxobula iidiliya ukuze incindi yewayini iye kwelinye icala nezintsu kwelinye.

ngoko iminqamlezo neentlungu, njengokushicilela, zixobula umphefumlo

-ikratshi,

-zithande wena,

-iminqweno kunye

- kuyo yonke into yomntu.

kushiya kuphela iwayini ecocekileyo yezinto ezilungileyo. Ngoko, amandla am

-ukusasazeka emphefumlweni njengakwiseyile emhlophe

-kwaye uyibhale ngoonobumba abangacimekiyo.

 

Ukoyika njani ukuba ngalo lonke ixesha ndikubonisa iinyani zam malunga nentando yam,   yandulelwa yiminqamlezo kunye neentlungu  ?

 

Inyaniso ephezulu. ngakumbi iintlungu.

 

Akukho nto ingaphaya koxinzelelo loshicilelo endilubeke kuwe ukuze kususwe konke okunobuntu kuwe.

Ndinomdla ngakumbi kunenu, ukuba ezi nyaniso zingadibananga namakhoba eenkanuko zabantu.

 

Ndiyaphinda  :

"Yesu wam, ndixolele ukuba ndikuxelele oku, kodwa nguwe ongunobangela woloyiko lwam.

Ukuba bendingazifihlanga ndizihluthe kuwe, ngekungekho ndawo kum yokuvusa olu loyiko.

 

Ah! Yesu, undenza ndife, kwaye oku kukufa okukhohlakeleyo nokuphindiweyo, ekubeni ndingafi. Ah! ukuba ndingafa ngenene, hayi indlela ebekumnandi ngayo kum! Ah! Yesu, inene, inene, andinako ukumelana nayo: nokuba ungandithabatha uhambe nam, nokuba uhlale nam.

 

Ndathi ndisathetha, uYesu wam onobubele wandanga. Ibingathi kukho into ayicofayo ngezandla ndaziva ngathi ndiphantsi kwepress. Andikwazi ukuthetha ngokubandezeleka endiye ndakufumana; Nguye yedwa oyaziyo into eyandivisa   kabuhlungu.

 

Emva koko,   wathi kum  :

"Intombi ethandekayo yeNtando yam,

jonga kum indlela iNtando ePhakeme engazange inike nomphefumlo wobomi kwintando yam yomntu, nokuba ibingcwele kangakanani.

 

Kwafuneka ndibe phantsi koxinzelelo lwentando kaThixo kunaphantsi koshicilelo. YayibuBomi

-Ngako konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yam,

-Ngawo onke amazwi am,

- kuzo zonke izenzo zam.

 

Kwaye umntu wam omncinci uya kufa kuwo wonke umntu

-intliziyo yam ibetha,

- umoya wam,

- ngezenzo zam,

- amazwi am, njl.

 

Enyanisweni, oku akunakuze kube nobomi.

Ndandinayo kuphela yokumenza afe ngokuphindaphindiweyo. Kwaye, nangona kunjalo

- iwonga elikhulu kuBuntu bam e

-eyona mimangaliso inkulu,

konke ukufa kwentando yam yomntu kuguqulwe kuBomi beNtando yobuThixo.

Oku kufa kuqhubekayo kwakuyeyona nto inkulu kwaye ibuhlungu kakhulu kuBuntu bam.

 

Owu! bezincinci kangakanani na iintlungu zomphefumlo wam, ngaphambi koku kufa okungapheliyo kum.

 

Ngale nto ndimnike uzuko olugqibeleleyo kuBawo wam osemazulwini, endimthandayo ngothando olungaphezu kothando lwendalo yonke.

“Ukufa, ukubandezeleka, ukwenza into enkulu ngamanye amaxesha, ngamaxesha athile, akulunganga kangako.

 

Abangcwele kunye nezinye izidalwa ezilungileyo bakwenza oko, kodwa ekubeni kwakungaqhubeki, akuzange kubangele

- hayi uzuko olugqibeleleyo kuBawo,

okanye inkululeko enokufikelelwa ngumntu wonke.

 

Ke, ntombi yam esanda kuzalwa kwintando yam yanaphakade, bona apho uYesu wakho akufuna khona: phantsi koxinzelelo lweNtando yam yobuThixo,

- ukuze nina nifumane ukufa okungapheliyo, njengoko kwenzekayo ngokuthanda kwam.

 

Kungenjalo andizukwazi ukuzala ixesha elitsha apho intando yam iya kuba nako ukulawula emhlabeni.

 

Kuthatha   _

-yenza,

-imbandezelo e

-ukufa okuqhubekayo

ukuze iFiat Voluntas Tua yehle isuka eZulwini iye emhlabeni.

 

“Lumka, ntombi yam, ungabajongi abanye, nkqu nabangcwele, ngendlela endaziphatha ngayo phakathi kwabo.

Isenokukothusa indlela endiziphethe ngayo xa ndikufutshane nawe.

 

Ndandifuna ukwenza into enye nabo; kunye nawe yinto eyahlukileyo ngokupheleleyo. "

 

Uthe xa esitsho wathatha imilo yomnqamlezo ngokucinezela ibunzi kwelam egquma wonke umntu wam.

Ndaziva ndiphantsi koxinzelelo lwakhe, ixhoba leWill yakhe.



 

Bendisemthandazweni xa ndiphuma emzimbeni ndikwenye indawo ebethelelwe phantsi.

Ndasondela ukuze ndinqule kwaye ndamkele amanxeba angcwele kaYesu, kodwa ngelo xesha umnqamlezo wabonakala: UYesu wazikhulula izandla zakhe emnqamlezweni waza wabambelela entanyeni yam, endibambe endiqinise kakhulu.

Ndoyika ukuba ayingoYesu, ndazama ukuzikhulula kolu lwanga.

UYesu wathi kum:

 

" Ntombi yam, kutheni ufuna ukundibaleka? Kwenzeka njani ukuba ufune ukundishiya?

Awuyazi ukuba kukho iqhina lanaphakade phakathi kwam nawe esingenako ukuliqhawula? Enyanisweni, oko kungunaphakade kungene kum kwaye akunakuphuma kum.

 

Zonke izinto esizenzileyo kunye kwintando yam zizenzo zanaphakade, njengokuba intando yam ingunaphakade.

Ngoko kukho into ethile kuni ekuM kwaye into ethile yaM kuni. Umsinga wanaphakade uqukuqela ngaphakathi kwakho usenza ukuba singohlukani.

Okukhona uphindaphinda izenzo zakho kwiWill yam, kokukhona uthatha inxaxheba kwinto engunaphakade.

 

Khona ufuna ukuya phi?

Bendilindele ukuba uzondithatha undikhulule kulendawo

- apho i-perfidy yomntu indiphose khona,

apho wandibethelela khona emnqamlezweni ngezono ezifihlakeleyo, nangezinto ezimbi eziziimfihlelo;

Kungoko ndithe nca kuwe

ukuze undikhulule, undithabathe nawe.”

 

I hugged him, kissed him ndazibona ndihleli naye egumbini lam elincinci. Ndaye ndabona ukuba ingaphakathi lam laligxile kangakanani kuye kunye nelakhe kum.

 

Kamva ndafumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele.

Njengesiqhelo ndabiza zonke izinto ezidaliweyo, ndizibeka kufutshane noYesu ukuze zimnike imbuyiselo yothando kwaye zimnike imbeko kuMdali wazo.

Wonke umntu wangxamela ubizo lwam kwaye ndandilubona kakuhle lonke uthando lukaYesu kum lubonakaliswa ngabo.

 

Entliziyweni yam uYesu walwamkela lonke olu thando ngobubele obukhulu.

Ndiphaphazela phezu kwazo zonke izinto kwaye ndibanga, ndasondela ezinyaweni zikaYesu ndaza ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam, Yesu wam, udale zonke izinto ngenxa yam, wandinika njengesipho. Ngenxa yoko, zonke ezi zinto zezam, ndizinikela kuwe ukuba ndikubonise uthando lwam.

 

Ndiyakuxelela

-  "Ndiyakuthanda  " kuwo onke amathontsi okukhanya kwelanga,

- "  Ndiyakuthanda  " kwi-glitter yeenkwenkwezi,

- "  Ndiyakuthanda  " kuwo onke amathontsi amanzi.

 

Intando yakho indenza ndikubone   "ndiyakuthanda  " kum, naphantsi kolwandle.

Kwaye ndiprintela   "ndiyakuthanda" kuwe  kuzo zonke iintlanzi ezihlekisayo   elwandle.

 

Ndifuna ukuprinta

wam "  ndiyakuthanda  "   ngesantya sentaka,

"  Ndiyakuthanda  " kuyo yonke indawo,   sithandwa sam.

 

Ndifuna ukuprinta igama lam   elithi "I love you  "

emaphikweni   omoya,

ekuhambeni   kwamagqabi,

kuzo zonke iintlantsi   zomlilo.

'  Ndiyakuthanda'   ngenxa yam nangenxa yomntu wonke.

 

Indalo yonke yathi   "ndiyakuthanda  " kunye nam.

Kodwa xa ndandifuna ukumanyanisa zonke izizukulwana zabantu kwintando   kaThixo, ukuze baguqe phambi koYesu bathi   "Ndiyakuthanda  " ngezenzo zabo zonke, ilizwi kunye   neengcinga zabo,

Ndaphuncuka ndingazi noba ndenze njani. Ndabonisa oku kuYesu waza   wathi kum  :

Yazi, ntombi yam, ukuba ukuhlala kwiWill yam kubandakanya ngokuchanekileyo

ukuzisa zonke izidalwa phambi kwam   , kwaye, nangegama labo   bonke,

ukuze bandihlawule   irhafu.

 

Akukho mntu ufanele ukubaleka kuwe,

kungenjalo uMyolelo wam uya kufumana izikhewu kwiNdalo kwaye unganeliseki.

 

Kodwa uyazi ukuba kutheni ungafumani zonke izidalwa kunye ezininzi

ukubaleka? Oku kungamandla okuzikhethela.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ndifuna ukukufundisa imfihlo yokuzifumana zonke:

ngena kuBuntu bam  .

Kuyo uya kufumana zonke izabelo zabo njengediphozithi,

ezo zidalwa ndizinikeleyo ukukholisa uBawo wam   waseZulwini endaweni yazo.

 

Wena  , qhubeka ulandela zonke izenzo zam ezazizezomntu   wonke. Ngale ndlela uya kufumana zonke izinto.

Kwaye uya kubuyela kum uthando ngayo yonke into kunye nayo yonke into.

 

Yonke into ikuM.

Ndisebenzele bonke, kum kukho uvimba wezinto zonke.

Kwaye ndinikezela kuBawo oNgcwele umsebenzi woThando kubo bonke.

Nabani na ofunayo angandisebenzisa njengendlela eya ezulwini”.

 

Ndiye ndangena kuYesu.

Kwaye, ngokulula, ndafumana zonke izinto kunye nabo bonke abantu. Ukulandela imisebenzi kaYesu,

Ndithi   "ndiyakuthanda  "

-kuyo yonke ingcamango yezidalwa,

-kwindlela yokujonga yonke into,

-kuzo zonke izandi zamagama,

-kuko konke ukubetha kwentliziyo,

- kuwo wonke umoya kunye nothando.

"Ndiyakuthanda  " kuwo onke amathontsi egazi, kuzo zonke izenzo kunye nakuwo onke amanyathelo.

 

Kodwa ngubani onokuthi yonke into endiyenzileyo nendiyithethileyo? Izinto ezininzi azinakuthethwa.

Ngaphezu koko, nantoni na enokuthethwa ibiya kuba imbi gqitha xa ithelekiswa nendlela yokuthetha xa ubani enoYesu.

 

Emva koko, esithi   "Ndiyakuthanda  ", ndazifumana ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

 

Ndandicinga ngoYesu emyezweni xa wathi:

“Bawo, ukuba kunokwenzeka, idlule le ndebe kum, kodwa akwenziwa intando yam, kodwa eyakho.”

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela  : "Ntombi yam, kholwa ukuba bekunxulumene nendebe yenkanuko yam endathi kuBawo:

Bawo, ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba le ndebe ife, ngenxa yam?

 

Kukonke. Yayiyindebe yentando yomntu.

Undinike ubukrakra obukhulu kunye nobuninzi bezenzo ezimbi, kangangokuba kwakunxulumene naye ukuba iNtando yam yomntu idityaniswe nentando yam yobuThixo yadanduluka yathi:   “Bawo, ukuba kunokwenzeka, mayidlule kum le ndebe  ”.

 

Hayi indlela embi ngayo intando yomntu ngaphandle kwentando kaThixo, ethi, njengakwindebe, ifumaneka kuyo yonke indalo!

Akukho bubi phakathi kwezizukulwana

apho intando yomntu ingenguwo umgaqo.

 

Ukubona ubungcwele boMyolelo wam obugqunywe ngabo bonke ububi obuveliswa yintando yomntu, ndaziva ndisifa.

Phofu ngendifile ukuba ubuThixo ebengandixhasi. Kwaye uyasazi isizathu sokuba ndithethe ukuya kuthi ga kathathu:

"Intando yam ayenziwa kodwa eyakho"?

 

Ndingenise Mna

- intando yazo zonke izidalwa,

- zonke izono zabo.

Kwaye, egameni labo bonke, ndadanduluka kuBawo:

“Umntu akasayi kwenziwa emhlabeni, kodwa ukuthanda kukaThixo.

 

Lo mthandazo ndiwucengceleze kwasekuqaleni kothando lwam.

Kaloku “intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini” yayiyeyona nto ibalulekileyo kum.

 

Isegameni layo yonke into endiyithethileyo:



"Intando yam ayenziwa, kodwa eyakho."

Ngelo xesha ndamisela ixesha leFiat Voluntas Tua emhlabeni.

 

Ndawuphinda lo mthandazo izihlandlo ezithathu:

okokuqala   ndafumana ubabalo oluceliweyo;

okwesibini   ndayizisa emhlabeni, kwaye,

okwesithathu  ndamenza uKumkani.

 

Ngalo mthandazo, ndandifuna

- izidalwa ezingenanto zobuntu babo e

- bagcwalise ngentando kaThixo.

Ngaphambi kokuba ndife, njengoko bendineeyure ezimbalwa eziseleyo,

Ndandifuna ukuthethathethana noBawo wam waseZulwini ngeyona njongo iphambili endandize ngayo emhlabeni:

ukuba ukuthanda kukaThixo kunendawo yokuqala esidalweni  .

 

Ityala lokuqala lomntu ngokuchasene neNtando ePhakamileyo yayikukurhoxa kuyo.

Zonke ezinye iziphene zakhe zisemva kwesi.

 

Ngokulandelayo

Kwafuneka   ndiqale

-yenza   "i-Fiat Voluntas Tua emhlabeni njengasezulwini",

-ukuze ndifezekise   intlawulelo   ngeembandezelo   zam  .

 

Ngokwenene, intlawulelo ngokwayo iyeyesibini. Ihlala iyintando yam ethatha indawo yokuqala kuyo yonke into.

 

Iziqhamo zeNtlawulelo zabonakala kuqala.

Kodwa kungenxa yesi sibhambathiso endasenzayo noBawo wam waseZulwini.

"Ngamana ukuthanda kwakhe kulawule emhlabeni"  ,

-injongo eyinyani yeNdalo e

- injongo ephambili endize ngayo emhlabeni

loo mntu waba nako ukufumana iziqhamo zeNtlalo. Kungenjalo, uBulumko bam ngebungenalucwangco.

Ukuqala kobubi emntwini bekukukuthanda kwakhe.

Yaba yile testament ekwakufuneka ndiyi-odole ndiyibuyisele.

-ngokwenza umanyano phakathi kwentando kaThixo kunye nentando yabantu.

 

Intando yam ifana nokumkani othi,

nokuba yongamele kuyo yonke into, ifika ekugqibeleni,

-ngaphambili, ngenxa yembeko nokulunga kwakhe;

ebantwini bakhe, nakumkhosi wakhe, nakubakhonzi bakhe, nakubathetheli bakhe, nakuyo yonke inkundla yakomkhulu.

 

Ukuze kuqala kubonakaliswe iziqhamo zeNtlawulelo, ukuze ubungangamsha beNtando yam bumanyane.

inkundla yakhe yasebukhosini, abantu bakhe, imikhosi yakhe, abalungiseleli bakhe.

 

Kwaye uyazi ukuba ngubani owokuqala ukukhwaza kunye nam:

"Hayi intando yam, kodwa eyakho mayenzeke  "?

 

Yayiyintombazana yam encinci yeWill yam, intombi yam encinci,

owaziva ecaphuka kakhulu kunye noloyiko malunga nentando yakhe kwaye

owathi, egubha, wanamathela kum, ekhala nam.

“Bawo, ukuba kunokwenzeka, mayidlule kum le ndebe yokuthanda kwam”.

 

Kwaye ukulila kunye nam wongeze:

"Intando yam ayenziwa, kodwa eyakho."

 

Oh ewe! wawunam kweso sivumelwano sokuqala noBawo Wam oseZulwini.

Kuba ubuncinane esinye isidalwa kwafuneka sithathe inxaxheba ukuze siqinisekise isivumelwano. Ukuba bekungenjalo, ngubani ebesiya kuwaphathisa lo msebenzi?

 

Kwaye, ukwenza ukugcinwa ngokukhuselekileyo kwesi sivumelwano sikhuseleke ngakumbi,

Ndikunika zonke iziqhamo zomnqweno wam njengesipho,

- ndibalungelelanise bakujikelezile njengomkhosi owoyikekayo owathi, ngelixa umngcelele wasebukhosini weNtando yam wawusenziwa,

- wenza imfazwe enzima ngokuchasene nentando yakho.

 

Ke, yomelela kwimeko okuyo.

Lahla ingcinga yokuba ndingakushiya: iyakuba ngumonakalo kwiWill yam, kuba kufuneka ndijonge isivumelwano seWill efakwe kuwe.

 

Ngoko ke, hlalani ngoxolo.

Yintando yam ekubeka kuvavanyo, uzimisele

-hayi nje uzihlambulule,

kodwa tshabalalisa nesithunzi sentando yakho.

 

Kulo lonke uxolo,

-Qhubeka nokubhabha kwakho kwiWill yam e

- Ungakhathazeki malunga nantoni na.

 

UYesu wakho uya kuqinisekisa

yonke into enokwenzeka ngaphakathi nangaphandle kwakho inefuthe

- yanga iNtando yam ingagqama ngakumbi e

-imida yeNtando yam mayivulwe ngentando yakho yomntu.

 

ndiya kumisa uxolo kuni

ukuze ndikwazi ukwalathisa yonke into ekuwe ngokweWill yam.

 

Emhlabeni ndandizixhalabele kuphela ngokwenza intando kaBawo. Ekubeni zonke izinto zikho, andizange ndikhathalele enye into.

 

Ukuba bendithandazela into enye:

"Intando yobuThixo mayenziwe emhlabeni njengaseZulwini", konke kubandakanywa.

Andenzanga nto ngaphandle kweNtando ePhakamileyo:

- amazwi am, iintlungu zam, imisebenzi yam kunye nokubetha kwentliziyo yam kwakuzele yintando yasezulwini.

 

Nantso ke into endiyifunayo kuwe.

Kuya kufuneka ugxile kuyo yonke into kwiWill yam ngokuzivumela ukuba utshiswe nguMphefumlo wakhe

ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba ndiphulukane nalo lonke ulwazi olwahlukileyo kuleyo yeNtando yam".

 

Ndicamngca   ngemfihlakalo yokukatswa   ndivelana noYesu wam othandekayo owathi, phakathi kweentshaba, waphathwa ngenkohlakalo, wahlutywa ze wabethwa.

Ndiphuma ngaphakathi kwam kwimeko ebendikuyo ngexesha lokubethwa,   uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Uyafuna ukwazi ukuba ndikhulule ntoni xa nditywatyushwa? Kuyo yonke imfihlakalo yePasion yam ndizikhathalele

ngaphambi   kokulungisa ukwahlukana phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo   kunye,

okwesibini,   ukulungisa amatyala abangelwe kolo   kwahlukana.

 

Xa, kuMyezo wase-Edeni, umntu waqhawula amaqhina adibanisa intando yakhe kwiNtando ePhakamileyo,

wazikhulula ngengubo yasebukhosini yeWill   yam

Ukunxiba amadlavu obubi bentando yakhe   .

ubuthathaka, uguquguquka kwaye ungafanelekanga ukwenza nantoni na elungileyo.

 

IWill yam ibingumthakathi omnandi kuye.

Wayemgcina ehlanjwe ngokukhanya okuthambileyo emxelela ukuba azi uThixo wakhe kuphela awayephuma kuye nowayemnike iingenelo ezingenakubalwa.

 

Wayezinikele kakhulu kububele bukaThixo wakhe kangangokuba akazange acinge ngesiqu sakhe.

 

Owu! indlela awayevuya ngayo kwaye evuya uBunkulunkulu

emnika amasuntswana oBume bakhe kangangoko isidalwa sinokuwafumana, ukuze abe nokufana naYe.

 

Ke nje ukuba umntu aphule umanyano lwentando yethu kunye neyakhe, waphulukana.

- ingubo yakhe yasebukhosini

- ngaphezu komlingo, ukukhanya kunye nolonwabo.

 

Ezijonge ngaphandle kokukhanya kweWill yam, ngaphandle kobugqwirha obumfunxayo, uye wazazi.

Yaye waziva eneentloni yaye esoyika phambi koThixo wakhe.

Ubume bakhe beva ukubanda kobuze bakhe kunye nesidingo esibalulekileyo sokuzigquma.

 

Ngelixa iNtando   yethu   yamgcina kwizibuko lolonwabo olukhulu,   intando yakhe   yambeka kobo bugxwayiba  .

 

Ngaphambi kokuwa kwakhe, ukuthanda kwethu konke kwakuye:

ufumene yonke into kuwe.

Kwakufanelekile ukuba, ukuba siphumile kwintando yethu kwaye sihlala kuye njengentombi yethu ethambileyo, iWill yethu kufuneka yanelise zonke iimfuno zakhe.

Kwelinye icala, ekubeni   efuna ukuphila ngokuthanda  kwakhe, wayefuna yonke into.

Kungenxa yokuba ukuthanda komntu akuzange kukwazi ukwanelisa zonke iintswelo zakhe. Ayiwuqulathanga uMthombo wokulungileyo ngokwawo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela wanyanzeleka ukuba alungiselele iintswelo zobomi bakhe ngeembandezelo. Uyabona ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukungamanyaniswa nentando yethu?

 

Owu! ukuba wonke umntu ebekwazi oku, bebeya kuba nomnqweno omnye kuphela:   ukuba intando yethu ize ilawule emhlabeni  .

 

Ukuba uAdam akazange arhoxe kwintando kaThixo,

- indalo yakhe ayifuni ukuba anxibe nangayiphi na indlela,

- wayengayi kuba neentloni ngobuze bakhe;

Kananjalo ngewayetyekele ekubandezelekeni yingqele, ubushushu, indlala nobuthathaka. Nangona kunjalo, ezi zithintelo zendalo phantse aziyonto xa zithelekiswa nezinto ezinkulu eziphulukene nomphefumlo wakhe.

 

Ke, ntombi yam,   ngaphambi kokuba ibotshelelwe kwikholamu ukuba ibethwe,

Bendifuna ukuzikhulula ukuze ndisokole ndilungise ubuze bendoda ehluthwe ingubo yasebukhosini yeWill yam.

 

Ndeva ukubhideka nentlungu enkulu xa ndizibona ndikhulula phambi kweentshaba ezindigculelayo.

Ndalila ubuze bomntu ndanikezela ubuze bam kuBawo waseZulwini ukuze umntu athathe ingubo yasebukhosini yeNtando yam.

 

Kwaye kube yintlawulelo, ukuze ndingalahlwa;

-Ndanikela ngeGazi lam, Inyama yam yakrazuka yadlakadlaka.

-kwaye ndazivumela ukuba ndikhululwe kungekhona iingubo zam kuphela;

kodwa nolusu lwam.

 

Ndiphalaze igazi elininzi kangaka kule mfihlelo, andiphalalanga nto ingako   yokugubungela umntu, ingubo yesibini, ngegazi;

-ukuyifudumeza

-ukuyicoca e

- ukumlahla ukuba afumane ingubo yasebukhosini yeNtando yam ".

 

Ndakuva oku, ndamangaliswa, ndathi kuYesu:

“Yesu wam onobubele, kwenzeka njani ukuba indoda, irhoxile kwintando yakho, ibe neentloni kwaye yoyika, yaziva ifuna ukunxiba?

 

Kanti wena osoloko usenza intando kaBawo osezulwini, omnye   kunye Naye, kunye noMama wakho ongazange azi intando yakhe, bobabini babedinga iimpahla kunye nokutya kwaye beva ukubanda kunye   nobushushu ".

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Bekunje ngenene, ntombi yam.

Ukuba indoda leyo yaziva ineentloni ngobuzé bayo, yafumana zonke iintlobo zobubi bemvelo;

kwakungenxa yokuba wayephulukene nokuthakatha kweWill yam.

 

Nokuba ngumphefumlo wakhe owenze ububi hayi umzimba wakhe, lo wamva wabandakanyeka ngokungangqalanga kwintando yakhe yokugula kwaye wangcoliswa nguye. Zombini, umzimba nomphefumlo, zabandezeleka kwintlungu yobubi obenziwe.

Mna ke, kunjalo, bendisoloko ndizalisekisa iNtando ePhakamileyo. Kodwa kanjani

Andizanga

-Kubantu abamsulwa njengakuqala,

-kodwa kubantu aboni kunye nazo zonke iintlobo zeentlungu, ndandifuna ukunxulumana nabo

- ukuthathela Mna zonke iintsizi zabo kunye

Ngokundithobela phantsi kwazo zonke iintswelo zobomi babo, ngokungathi ndingomnye wabo.

 

Ukuba bendifuna, bendingayi kufuna

- akukho nto, akukho mpahla, akukho kutya, akukho nto enye.

Kodwa ndandingafuni ukuyisebenzisa ngenxa yamadoda. Ndandifuna ukuzincama kuyo yonke into,

Nakwezona zinto zimsulwa zidalwe ndim ukubonisa uthando lwam olushushu emadodeni.

Kwandinceda ukuba ndicenge uBawo wam oNgcwele ukuba,

- ngenxa yam kunye neNtando yam yonke ibethelwe kuye,

Ufuna ukubuyisela indoda isambatho sasebukhosini esihloniphekileyo sentando yethu. "

 

Ngenxa yokungabikho okuqhelekileyo kobubele bam,

-Ndaziva ndibuhlungu ngenxa yentlungu,

Ndahluthwa nguYe yedwa onokuba lilanga, ukufudumala, uncumo kunye nolonwabo lomphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo.

Ngaphandle kwakhe kusebusuku, ndibanjwe yingqele, andonwabanga.

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

“Ntombi yam, khalipha, sukuzivumela ukuba wonganyelwe yingcinezelo.

 

Akwaba ubuyazi indlela endisokola ngayo xa ndikubona uhlupheka!

Ndibandezelekile kangangokuba, ukuze ndingakuboni ubandezeleka, ndikwenze ulale ubuthongo. Nangona kunjalo, ndihlala kufuphi nawe, andiyi kukushiya.

 

Xa nilele, ndenzela into ebesiya kuyenza kunye ukuba nithe navuka, ekubeni ingenini nina abalalayo, kodwa ndim obangela ukuba ulale ebuthongweni.

 

Uyabona ukuba ndikuthanda kangakanani?

Akwaba ubuyazi indlela endisokola ngayo xa ndikubona uvuka ungaphumli kuba awuzange undibone ukuba ndisondele kakhulu kuwe, ndilele ngoku ungcungcuthekiswa kukungabikho kwam!

 

Liyinene elithi uyabandezeleka, kodwa nam ndiyabandezeleka.

Okwangoku, iWill yam iqukuqela ngaphakathi kuwe kwaye, ngokukucinezela ngakumbi, yenza umanyano lwethu luzinze ngakumbi.

 

Yiba nesibindi kwaye ukhumbule

-ukuba usisikhephe sam esincinci kwiWill yam kwaye

-ukuba intando kaThixo ayilolwandle lwamanzi olunamachweba kunye neelwandle apho izikhephe kunye nabakhweli bayeka ukuphumla kwaye bonwabe kwaye ukusuka apho abaninzi bengabuyeli elwandle.

 

Ulwandle lweNtando yam lulwandle lokukhanya nomlilo, ngaphandle kwezibuko okanye unxweme. Ke ngoko, akukho kumiswa kwesikhephe sam esincinci.

Kuya kufuneka uhambe ngokuqhubekayo kwaye ngesantya esinjalo ukuze ubambe iNaphakade kuko konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho kunye nesenzo,

ukuze badityaniswe nokubetha kwentliziyo kunye nezenzo zomnye.

 

Uyakundwendwela uPhakade ekubetheni kwentliziyo yakho nganye. Uya kuthatha yonke into kwaye ubuyise yonke into evela kuBunkulunkulu

- ukuze afumane kwangelo xesha linye njengoko   anikela ngako.

Isikhephe sam esincinci sinomsebenzi wokuhambahamba kulwandle olukhulu lwentando yam ukusibuyisela ngayo yonke into evela   kuthi.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ukuba uzivumela ukuba woyiswe, ulahlekelwa yingqalelo oyifunayo kukhenketho lwakho.

 

Andiziva ndidityaniswe kukujika ngokukhawuleza kwesikhephe sam esincinci,

-ulwandle lweNtando yam lukutya ngakumbi

-kwaye ukhathazwa ngakumbi kukungabikho kwam.

 

Kodwa ukuba uqhubeka uhamba ngesikhephe, ufana nempepho epholileyo,

- njengoko izisa ukuphumla emlilweni wethu,

uyayifuna ukuze wenze intuthumbo ova ubunzima ngenxa yokungabikho kwam ».

 

Ndazinikela ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando engcwele kaThixo, ndisithi kum:

 

“Esebenzisa  uMdali wakhe uFiat  , uThixo uyile indalo iphela azibonakalisa ngayo,

-ngento yonke edaliweyo, uthando lwakhe ngabantu.

 

NgeFiat yakhe yesibini,   iFiat yentlawulelo  ,

UThixo usindwendwele esinika ubomi kwisenzo ngasinye seLizwi elinguNaphakade.

 

I-Fiat of Creation kunye neFiat of Redemption inxulunyaniswe,

- nganye ifana ne-echo yomnye.

 

Endaweni yoko, uYesu wam othandekayo undixelele izihlandlo ezininzi ukuba iFiat yesithathu iyimfuneko.

ukuze imisebenzi yeNdalo neNtlawulo ifezekiswe. Bendizibuza ukuba kuza kwenziwa njani."

Ndathi ndisacinga ngolu hlobo,  uYesu wam onobubele  , ehamba ngaphakathi kwam,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho

ukuba,   ngoMdali wakhe uFiat  ,   uBawo ongunaPhakade

wabonakalisa uthando olungaka eluntwini ngazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo, kwakufanelekile ukuba   mna, uNyana wakhe  ,

Ndenza izinto ezininzi   ukumvuza   ngenxa yothando lwakhe,

-  edibanisa iFiat yakhe neyam

kwangathi   enye i-Fiat  ,   yomntu kunye nobuthixo,   inyuke emhlabeni ukuze imnike ukubuya koThando kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Ndide ndifike emhlabeni,

yodwa yayiyiFiat ebonakaliswe kuyo yonke iNdalo. Kodwa ndathi ndifika wabe engasekho yedwa.

 

Kwaye umsebenzi wam wokuqala yayikukubonakalisa kuBawo imisebenzi emininzi njengoko wayenzayo kwiNdalo.

Ke, ngeFiat yam,

iFiat of Creation yayineqabane elimnandi nelivisisanayo.

 

Kodwa uPhakade akafuni kuzibekela umda kwezi Fiat zimbini. Ufuna eyesithathu.

Kwaye, oku, nguwe omelwe kukuba wenze ukuba kwenzeke.

 

Yiyo loo nto, ngokuphindaphindiweyo,

- Ndakukhupha emzimbeni wakho kwaye

-Ndikubeke kwiiFiats zeNdalo kunye neNtlalo ukuze ukwazi ukubhabha apho.

 

Kwaye ekubeni kufuneka udibanise iFiat yakho kunye neyethu, okukhona usenza kwiiFiats zethu, ngokukhawuleza uya kufikelela usukelo.

 

KwiFiat   yeNdalo  ,

zininzi izinto ezimangalisayo nezintle ziphumile Kuthi

Ngokusebenzisa iFiat   yeNtlalo  wafezekiswa yonke imisebenzi yezidalwa, eyithatha ngesandla aze ayibuyisele esifubeni sikaBawo osezulwini.

Ngokufanayo,   iFiat yesithathu   kuya kufuneka ilandele indlela yayo kwaye ibonakalise iziphumo zayo:

Intando yam iyaziwa, ithandwa kwaye ilawula emhlabeni  .

 

Isenzo sakho sonke osidibanisa neFiats zethu siya kuba

- ukwanga komntu oya kubanika,

- ukuqiniswa kwekhonkco phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo, ukwenzela ukuba lo mva ukwenze

-kwaziwa e

- ukumisa ulawulo lwakhe lobukumkani phakathi kwabantu.

 

Yonke into ibandakanya ukwenza intando kaThixo yaziwe, okunye kuya kuzizela.

 

Yiyo loo nto bendisoloko ndikucebisa

bhala yonke into endikufundise yona ngeWill yam Kuba   ulwazi yindlela   kwaye

ngenxa   yokuba ukukhanya okuphumayo kusebenza njengexilongo

ukwenza ukuba iviwe ngumphulaphuli.

 

Kwaye ngakumbi ixilongo isandi

kwaye ivakala ngakumbi njengoko inolwazi lokuzibonakalisa: abantu abaninzi bayakungxamela kuYo.

 

Ulwazi lufuna isimo sengqondo

-ngamanye amaxesha evela kumshumayeli,

- ngamanye amaxesha ngutitshala,

-ngamanye amaxesha evela kubawo,

- ngamanye amaxesha umthandi onomdla.

 

Ngamafutshane, Ulwazi lunazo zonke iindlela kumandla alo

- ingena ezintliziyweni,

-boyise kwaye uphumelele kuzo zonke izinto.

Kwaye okukhona lubanzi olu lwazi, kokukhona iindlela ezinokusetyenziswa. "

 

Ndibhidekile yile nto ndiyivileyo, ndathi:

"Sithandwa sam esimnandi, uyayazi indlela endilusizi ngayo kwaye ndikuyo imeko. Ndivakalelwa kukuba akunakwenzeka ukuba ndithathe indlela efana neFiats yeNdalo kunye neNtlalo ngezenzo zam."

 

UYesu waphinda wathi  : “Ngaba iiFiat zethu bezingayi kuba nawo onke amandla abawafunayo?

bangathini na ukwenza   kuwe?

Into esiyidingayo yintando yakho.

 

Ndiza kukrola iFiat yam kweyakho.

Kanye njengokuba ndibhala iFiat yam yobuThixo kwintando yoBuntu bam. Siza kuqhubeka ngendlela efanayo. Intando yam ingenza nantoni na  .

 

Ngobukho bam bonke,

Uya kukwazisa kuzo zonke izenzo zeNdalo kunye neNtlawulo.

Kwaye wena, ngezenzo zakho, uya kudibanisa ngokulula iFiat yesithathu kunye nezinye ezimbini. Awonwabanga?"

Ngelixa wayethetha nam ngeNtando yakhe, uYesu wam othandekayo wanyamalala ngokungathi ugutyungelwe kukuKhanya okukhulu, kanye njengokuba iinkwenkwezi zinyamalala phantsi kwelanga eliqaqambileyo.

 

Ndathi kuye  : "Yesu, ubomi bam, awuthethi kum ngentando yakho.

Kuba ngokwenza njalo, uzisitha ekuKhanyeni kwayo kwaye ndishiywe ndedwa. Kwenzeka njani ukuba iNtando yakho indenze ndiphulukane noBomi bam, Konke?"

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

“Ntombi yam, ubuntu bam bunobukhulu obungaphantsi kunentando yam engunaphakade.

Inemida yayo. Ke ngoko, xa iNtando yam engapheliyo isondela kuwe ngoLwazi lwayo, ubuntu bam buba ngathi busithwe koku kuKhanya.

 

Yiyo loo nto ningandiboni Mna.

Kodwa ndihlala ndikuwe kwaye ndiyathanda ukubona umntwana wam omncinci ozelwe kwintando yam egutyungelwe kukukhanya okufanayo okugubungela uBuntu bam.

 

Sikunye kodwa, kuba amehlo ethu agutyungelwe kukuKhanya okuqaqambileyo kweNtando ePhakamileyo, asikwazi ukubonana. ”

 

Ndaziva ndicinezelekile kakhulu ngenxa yokungabikho kuka Yesu wam othandekayo, nangenxa yezinye izizathu ezingadingi kubekwa ephepheni.

Ndathi ndiziva ndiphelelwa ngamandla, uYesu wam endimthandayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum, wandanga wandinika amandla,   wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam bubomi kunye nokuhamba kwayo yonke into  .

 

Kodwa uyazi ukuba ngubani obalekayo kwintando yam engunaphakade

-ukwazi ukuhamba njengawe kwinqanaba likanaphakade,

-nokuba naphi na apho ukhoyo e

-yenza yonke into ayenzayo?

Ngumphefumlo oshiywe ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando yam eNgcwele.

Ukulahlwa kunika amaphiko ukuze ndikwazi ukubhabha kwiWill yam.

 

Ukuba kuyeka ukulahlwa, umphefumlo uyaphulukana nokubhabha kwaye amaphiko awo ayatshatyalaliswa. Wonke umntu uyasiva intshukumo, uBomi beNtando yam.

Ngokuba akukho kushukuma akuphumi kum, kodwa baninzi abasele apho bakhoyo.

Kuphela ezo

- abanamaphiko okulahla kum kwaye

-elandela ukuhamba kweWill yam

undanda phezu kwezinto zonke, ezulwini nasemhlabeni

 

Bangena kumda wamaphakade.

Bahamba phakathi kwabaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele, bangene kwiindawo zabo ezifihlakeleyo kwaye

bayazazi iimfihlo zabo kunye neengcinga zabo ezintle.

 

Oku kwenzeka njenge-injini enevili layo eliphambili kumbindi namanye amavili amancinci amaninzi ayijikelezileyo kwaye ahlala engashukumi.

Xa ivili eliyintloko lijika, amavili amancinci ayakwazi ukushukuma, kodwa akakwazi ukuchukumisa ivili eliphambili

Abazi nto malunga nento eyenziwa livili eliyintloko okanye izinto ezikulo.

 

Kodwa kukho ivili elincinci, elingashukumiyo, elinokuthi,

-ngendlela ekhethekileyo,

iyajikeleza ngokuqhubekayo isenza ukujika kwayo phakathi kwawo onke amavili, kwaye emva koko

- joyina yonke intshukumo yevili eliphambili e

- qala kwakhona ukhenketho lwakho phakathi kwamavili amancinci.

 

Ivili elincinane liyahamba

-yazi into ekwivili eliphambili e

-ithatha inxaxheba kwii-asethi eziquletheyo.

 

Ivili eliphambili yiWill yam.

Amavili amancinci angashukumiyo yimiphefumlo

- ushiyeke kuwe e

-ezingashukumiyo kwizinto ezilungileyo

 

Ivili elihambayo ngumphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam.

Kwaye indlela ekhethekileyo kukuzinikela ngokupheleleyo   kuM.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, nakuphi na ukuswela ukuzinikela kuM

lukhenketho olulahlekileyo kwisigaba sanaphakade.

Owu! ukuba ubusazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuphoswa lukhenketho lwanaphakade!

 

Ukuva oku,   ndathi kuye  : "Kodwa ndixelele, sthandwa sam, lithetha ukuthini ingunaphakade kwaye zithini ezi hambo zanaphakade?"

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

“Ntombi yam, ingunaphakade isangqa esikhulu kangangokuba akukho mntu unokwazi ukuba iqala phi   kwaye iphelela phi.

Kwesi sangqa kukho   uThixo

- ongenasiqalo nasiphelo, e

- ulonwabo, ulonwabo, ulonwabo, ubutyebi, ubuhle, njl njl.

 

Ngesenzo ngasinye sobuthixo, esingayekiyo, uThixo uphuma kwisangqa esingcwele

-ulonwabo olutsha,

-iinzwakazi ezintsha,

- iibeatitude ezintsha, njl.

 

Isenzo esitsha ngasinye sisenzo esingaze siphazamiseke nokuba izenzo zahlukile kwenye.

 

Ulwaneliseko lwethu luhlala lulutsha.

Ukonwaba kwethu zininzi kangangokuba ngelixa sisonwabela enye, kuvela enye kwaye isothuse.

Ihlala inje kwaye ayiyeki.

Izenzo zethu zezanaphakade, zikhulu, njengathi.

 

Kwaye into engunaphakade inesidima sokuhlala uvelisa izinto ezintsha.

Izinto ezindala neziphindaphindayo azikho kwanaphakade.

 

Kodwa uyazi ukuba ngubani, eZulwini, othatha inxaxheba kakhulu

kobu butsha obuqhubekayo obungasoze buphele? Ngoyena mntu uqhelisela kakhulu emhlabeni.

Oku kulungileyo kufana nembewu awaziswa nguLwazi

-iimeko, ulonwabo, ubuhle, uthando, ukulunga, njl.

 

Elandela ukulunga akwenzileyo emhlabeni, ngokuvisisana neemeko zethu zokulunga ezahlukeneyo, uyasondela kuthi aze azizalise ngokuntywila okukhulu kwesi ntsikelelo athwala kuyo imbewu, ide iphuphume.

 

Ithatha inxaxheba kuyo yonke into equkwa yisangqa sephakade, igcwalisa nayo ngokwembewu efunyenwe emhlabeni.

 

Kwenzeka njengomntu ofunde umculo, okanye urhwebo, okanye isayensi. Xa umculo udlalwa, abaninzi bayaphulaphula baze bayonwabele; kodwa ngubani oqondayo, uva onke la manqaku ovuyo okanye usizi ahlasela ingqondo yakhe kwaye ehla entliziyweni yakhe, uziva zonke zingenwe yimiboniso evezwa ngulo mculo? Lowo wafundayo, owasebenza nzima ukuze afunde.

 

Abanye bayazonwabisa kodwa abaqondi

Ukuthanda kwabo kukumakhonkco ezindlebeni zabo, kodwa izibilini zabo zihlala zingenanto. Oku kunjalo kwabo bafunde isayensi. Ngubani ozuza kakhulu?

 

Ngaba ngulowo wafunda waza wasebenzisa ubukrelekrele bakhe ukuze aqonde kakuhle okanye ngulowo ujonge kuphela?

Abo baye bafunda banokwenza inzuzo efanelekileyo, banokuhlala kwizikhundla ezahlukeneyo, ngelixa omnye unokwanela kuphela kukubona izinto ezinxulumene nesayensi. Le yimeko yazo zonke ezinye izinto.

 

Ukuba oku kuyinyani kwizinto zomhlaba, kuyinyaniso ngakumbi kwabo baseZulwini,

apho ubulungisa bulinganisa isikali sothando

zonke izenzo ezilungileyo ezincinci ezenziwa sisidalwa, esinika ulonwabo olungenasiphelo, uvuyo kunye nobuhle.

 

Kwaye kuya kuba yintoni ke kumphefumlo oye wahlala kwiNtando yam apho zonke izenzo zakhe zifana nembewu engunaphakade kunye nobuthixo?

 

Isangqa saphakade siya kugalela phezu kwayo kangangokuba yonke iYerusalem yasezulwini iya kukhwankqiswa, ibhiyozele amatheko amatsha, ifumane uzuko olutsha.”

 

Ndaba buhlungu ngokungabikho koThixo wam ophakamileyo nokuphela kwam.Ndandivakalelwa kukuba kuphelile ngam, ukuba ubomi bam bonke abuyi kubuya, kwaye yonke into edlulileyo yayiyinkohliso.

Owu! ukuba bekusemandleni am, ngendizitshisile zonke iincwadi, ukuze kungasali namnye umkhondo kum.

 

Nendalo yam ikhe yandiphatha kabuhlungu kodwa akuncedi nto ukuyibeka ephepheni yonke into ebendijongene nayo ngoba ngenkohlakalo nephepha alinalizwi lokundithuthuzela alindibuyiseli endilinqwenelayo. kakhulu.

 

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ngokuthetha ezi zinto, iintlungu zam ziba krakra ngakumbi.

 

Senditshilo, ndizakuqhubeka.

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko embi ngolo hlobo,   uYesu  wam osoloko enobubele  wazibonakalisa ephethe ingcongolo yomlilo esandleni sakhe,   endixelela  :

"Ntombi yam, ufuna ndikubethe phi le ntonga?"

Ndifuna ukubetha umhlaba kwaye, ngenxa yoko, ndiza kuwe ukuze ndibone ukuba zingaphi ii-hits ofuna ukuzifumana, ezinye kufuneka ziye kwizidalwa.

khawutsho ufuna ndikubethele phi?"

 

Ndicaphukile   ndaphendula ndathi  :

"Betha apho ufuna khona, andifuni kwanto ngaphandle kweWill yakho."

 

Athi:   "ndifuna undixelele ukuba ufuna ndikubethele phi."

Ndaqhubeka  : "Hayi hayi soze ndikuxelele ndifuna undibethe naphi na apho ufuna khona".

 

UYesu waphinda wandibuza into enye kwaye, ebona ukuba ndihlala ndiphendula: "Ndifuna intando yakho kuphela",

Athi:"Awufuni nokundixelela ukuba ufuna ndikubethele phi?"

 

Emva koko, ngaphandle kokunye, yandibetha.

Izithonga zakhe zazibuhlungu, kodwa ziphuma ezandleni zikaYesu, zandifaka uBomi, amandla kunye nokuzithemba.

 

Emva kokuba endibethe ndaziva ndibethwa, ndabambelela entanyeni yakhe ndaza ndasondeza umlomo wam kweyakhe ndazama ukumunca.

Emva koko kwangena ulwelo olumnandi kakhulu emlonyeni wam olwandithuthuzela kakhulu. Kodwa yayingeyiyo le nto ndandiyifuna, ndandifuna ubukrakra bakhe.

Wayenokuninzi kweyona Ntliziyo yakhe ingcwele.

 

Emva   kokuba ndimxelele  :

"Sthandwa sam, injani isiphelo sam esinzima, ukungabikho kwakho kuyandibulala kwaye uloyiko lokuba undahlukanise nentando yakho luyandityumza. Khawutsho: ndikone ngantoni?

Undishiyelani? Kwaye nangona ukunye nam ngoku, andiqondi ukuba wawuza kuba nam njengakuqala, kodwa kukuba uyadlula nje.

Ah! Ndingaba njani ngaphandle kwakho, ubomi bam? Ndixelele! ”Emva koko ndalila.

 

Wandicinezela kuye,   wathi kum  :

“Ntombazana yam, ntombindini, yomelela, uYesu wakho akayi kukushiya.

 

Akufunekanga woyike nokuphuma kwiWill yam, kuba intando yakho ibotshelelwe kukungaguquki kwam.

 

Ebuninzini

ezi ziingcinga, iimvakalelo ozivayo, kodwa hayi iinyani zokwenyani. Ewe, ekubeni ukungaguquki kwentando yam kukuwe,

-ukuba intando yakho yayiza kushiya eyam,

ungakuva ukuqina kunye nokomelela kokungaguquki kwam kwaye intando yakho ibiya kubotshelelwa ngakumbi kweyam.

 

Ngapha koko, ngewulibele ngayo

ukuba andikho entliziyweni yakho kuphela, kodwa kwihlabathi lonke, kwaye ukuba ngaphakathi kwakho ndilawula isiphelo sezidalwa zonke?

 

Into oyivayo ayikho enye into ngaphandle kwendlela ihlabathi eliziphatha ngayo kum kunye neentlungu ezindinika zona.

Ngenxa yokuba zikuwe, ezi zinto zibonisa wena. Ah! ntombi yam, ihlabathi lisinika ukuhlupheka!

 

Kodwa yiza, khalipha! Xa ndibona ukuba awusenakukwazi ukuyinyamezela,

Ndishiya yonke into kwaye ndiye kwintombi yam ukuze ndiyithuthuzele kwaye indithuthuzele kwintlungu endiyinikwa lihlabathi".

 

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

Ndomelezile, ewe, kodwa nge-melancholy enkulu, ukuya kwinqanaba lokuziva ndisifa. Ndaziva ndintywila kubukrakra neentlupheko, kangangokuba ndandingenawo amandla okuthi kuYesu: “Buya”.

 

Ke, ngelixa ndisenza imithandazo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam endimthandayo wabuya waza   wathi kum  : “Ntombi yam, ndixelele ukuba kutheni ukhathazekile.

 

Uyabona ndibuya phakathi kwezidalwa ndithe gwantyi iinyembezi, intliziyo yam ilihlwili, ndingcatshwa ngabaninzi,   ndathi ngaphakathi kum  .

 

"Masiye kwintombi yam, intwana yam ezelwe kwiWill yam, ukuze zome iinyembezi zam. Ngezenzo zakhe kwiWill yam, uzondinika uthando kunye nayo yonke into abangandiniki yona abanye.

Ndiya kuphumla kuye kwaye ndiza kumthuthuzela ngoBukho bam. "

 

Kodwa ndikufumanisa unxunguphele kangangokuba kufuneka ndibeke iintlungu zam ecaleni ukuze ndincede eyakho.

 

Awuyazi ukuba     ulonwabo luyinto yomphefumlo

isiqholo   seentyatyambo,

iziqholo  zokutya  ,

imbonakalo entle   ebantwini,

ukuvuthwa   kweziqhamo;

ilanga kwizityalo?

 

Kwakhona, ngenxa yale melancholy, awuzange undivumele ukuba ndiyifumane

-i-perfume enokundithuthuzela,

- hayi ukutya okumnandi,

- hayi isiqhamo esivuthiweyo.

Koko niyonqena ukundisizela.

Intombazana ehlwempuzekileyo, isibindi, bambelela kum, musa ukoyika! "

 

Ndabambelela kuye.

Bendifuna uphuma inyembezi ndive ilizwi lam lifuthaniseleka kodwa ndazixhobisa ngamandla ndophula iinyembezi   ndamxelela  :

“Yesu, sithandwa sam, iintlungu zam aziyonto xa zithelekiswa nezakho.

Ke makhe sijonge intlungu yakho, ukuba awufuni ukongeza ubukrakra kweyam.

Mandosule iinyembezi zakho kwaye wabelane nam ngeentlungu zentliziyo yakho ".

 

Wabelana nam ngeentlungu zakhe, wandibonisa ubugwenxa obukhoyo ehlabathini, kwanezono zizayo. Inyamalele.

 

Ndandintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando eNgcwele kaThixo.

Njengoyena mncinane kuzo zonke izidalwa, ndizibeke njengentloko yazo zonke izizukulwana, kwanaxa ndibuyela emva kwixesha langaphambi kokudalwa kuka-Adam noEva.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ke, ngaphambi kokuba one, ndikwazi ukulungisa ubungangamsha bobuthixo. Kuba kwintando kaThixo akukho lidlulileyo okanye elizayo, yonke into ikhona.

 

Kwaye ngendlela yokuba, ukuba mncinci kakhulu,

Ndingasondela kuBukhulu ukuba ndimcenge enze imisebenzi yam encinci kwiWill yakhe

-ukugubungela zonke izenzo zezidalwa e

-ukwazi ukudibanisa intando yomntu kwintando kaThixo ukuze babe banye.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ngenxa yokutshatyalaliswa kwam, inkxwaleko yam kunye nobuncinci bam obukhulu,

Ndazixelela  :

“Endaweni yokuzibeka njengentloko kuye wonke umntu okwiSS. Ngaba, kungcono ndibuyele emva komntu wonke,

nasemva komntu wokugqibela ozayo.

 

Enyanisweni, ekubeni ndingoyena ukhohlakeleyo kwaye ndibuhlungu kuzo zonke izidalwa, yindawo yokugqibela endifanelana nayo ».

Waza uYesu wam oyintanda waphuma ngaphakathi kwam, wabamba isandla sam,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, kwiWill yam, abantwana kufuneka babe yintloko kuyo yonke into. Nangaphezulu, esibelekweni sam.

Lowo kufuneka acenge, alungise kwaye amanyanise iNtando yethu, ingabi neyakhe kuphela, kodwa neyabo bonke, kufuneka asondele kuthi kwaye ukuba simanyene nathi.

owamkela bonke ubungangamsha boBungcwele ukuba bavelise kwakhona kubo.

Iingcinga zakhe, amazwi akhe, imisebenzi yakhe, amanyathelo akhe, uthando lwakhe zimele zibe zezabantu bonke kunye nabo bonke abantu.

 

Kwaye indlela iNtando yethu egubungela ngayo zonke izidalwa, leyo ikwintando yethu

iingcinga zakho ziingcinga   zezizukulwana ngezizukulwana, kuyafana nakwizizukulwana   ngezizukulwana

izenzo zakho   e

uthando lwakho.

 

Oko, ngamandla eNtando yethu,

-Iingcinga zakho, izenzo zakho kunye nothando lwakho ziba ngolu hlobo

-i-antidotes, abakhuseli, abathandi, abaqhubi, njl.

 

Ukuba ubusazi

- ngothando olunjani uBawo wethu oseZulwini akulindele ngalo e

- yintoni uvuyo avakalelwa ngayo xa ekubona, encinci kakhulu,

beka yonke iNdalo esifubeni sakho ukuze umbuyisele kuyo yonke into! Ngaloo ndlela uva uzuko, uvuyo nokwaneliseka okulindelwe ngexesha leNdalo.

Yiyo loo nto kuyimfuneko ukuba ufike entlokweni yomntu wonke  .

 

Okulandelayo, uya kukhenketha kwintando yethu  .

 

Emva koko uya kulandela wonke umntu.

Uya kuzibeka esibelekweni sakho kwaye uya kubathwala bonke esibelekweni sethu. Kwaye thina, sibabona begutyungelwe yimisebenzi yakho eyenziwe kwintando yethu,

Siza kubamkela ngothando olungakumbi.

Kwaye siya kukulungela ngakumbi ukubophelela iNtando yethu naleyo yezidalwa, ukuze intando yethu iphinde ibe nolawulo lwayo olupheleleyo.

 

Ngoko, yomelela!

Abantwana bayalahleka phakathi kwesihlwele kwaye yiyo loo nto kufuneka uye phambili ukufezekisa umsebenzi owuphathisiweyo kwiWill yethu.

 

KuMyolelo wethu, abantwana abanazo iingcinga zabo. Kananjalo abanazo izinto zobuqu.

Kodwa banayo yonke into abafana ngayo noBawo waseZulwini.

Kwangokunjalo bonke abantu balivuyela ilanga, xa liphantsi kokukhanya kwalo; ngokuba uThixo wadalelwa ukuba kulunge kubo bonke;

bonke nabo bayonwabela izenzo ezenziwa yintombazana yeWill yethu, eqaqamba ngaphezu kwelanga kumntu wonke

- ukuze ilanga le-Will engunaphakade lizibonakalisa kwakhona ngokwenjongo ezidalwe ngayo zonke izizukulwana.

 

Ke ngoko musa ukulahleka kubuninzi beentsizi zakho kunye nokulahlwa kwakho. Kodwa cinga kuphela ngomsebenzi wakho njengawo wonke umncinci wentando yethu.

Kwaye ulumkele ukwenza umsebenzi wakho kakuhle ".

 

 

Bendicinga ngayo yonke into endiyibhalileyo kwezintsuku zimbalwa zidlulileyo. ndicinge

-ukuba ezi yayingeyomfuneko okanye izinto ezinzulu e

-ukuba bendinokunqanda ukuwabeka ephepheni.

-kodwa ukuba ndiyenze kuphela ngokuthobela kwaye

-ukuba yayingumsebenzi wam ukuba ndithi "fiat" yam naloo nto.

Njengoko ndandicinga ezi ngcinga, uYesu wam oyintanda wathi kum:

 

Intombazana yakho

yonke into endikuxelele yona ibiyimfuneko

-ukwazisa indlela yokuphila kwintando yam. Ngokungabhali yonke into, ubuya kuba uqinisekile

- ukuba ezinye iimpawu zokuhlala kwi-Will yam bezingekho.

 

Umzekelo wokulahlwa okuyimfuneko ukuze ndiphile kwi-Will yam, ukuba umphefumlo awuzange uphile ulahliwe ngokupheleleyo kwi-Will yam,

-Uya kuba njengomntu ohlala kwibhotwe elikhazimlayo, kodwa ngubani ohamba ixesha lakhe

-okanye ujonge iifestile,

-okanye uphume kwii-balcony,

-okanye ukuhla ukuya kumnyango omkhulu.

 

Ke ngoko, bekunqabile kwaye kudlule ngokukhawuleza kumagumbi athile. Ngoko ke, wayengazi kangako

- malunga nendlela yokuphila nokusebenza apho,

- kwiimpahla ezikuyo,

- malunga nento anokuyenza okanye ashiye apho.

Ngenxa yoko, wayengayi kulithanda ibhotwe njengoko ebefanele alithande yaye akayi kulixabisa.

 

Kuba umphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam kwaye ungalahlwanga ngokupheleleyo apho,

- ukucinga kunye nokuzikhathalela,

- uloyiko kunye neengxaki zifana neefestile, iibhalkhoni kunye nomnyango omkhulu awumisayo apho.

Ngokuphuma kwakhe rhoqo, ukhokelelwa ukuba abone kwaye azive iintsizi zobomi bomntu.

 

Kuba iintsizi ziyipropathi yakhe yobuqu ngelixa ubutyebi beNtando yam yeyam,

umphefumlo unamathela ngakumbi ebugxwayibeni   kunobutyebi

Ngaleyondlela akezi kuThando kwaye akangcamli ukuba kuyintoni ukuhlala kwiWill yam.

 

Emva kokumisa umnyango wayo oyintloko,

- Ngenye imini okanye ngenye imini uya kushiya ukuhlala kwindawo elusizi ngokuthanda kwakhe.

 

Bona, ke, ukuba ukulahlwa ngokupheleleyo kum kubaluleke kangakanani ukuze ndiphile kwiWill yam.

IWill yam ayidingi ntlupheko yentando yomntu

Ufuna ukuba isidalwa siphile kwiVolition yam, yonke intle kwaye iphuma esibelekweni sam. Ngaphandle koko, kuya kubakho ukungafani

Oku kuya kuzisa usizi kwintando yam nakwintando yomntu.

 

Ngaba uyayibona indlela eyimfuneko ngayo ukwenza abantu baqonde ukuba ukulahlwa ngokupheleleyo kuyimfuneko ukuze uhlale kwiWill yam? Kwaye uthi akuyomfuneko ukubhala ngayo!

 

Ndinemfesane ngawe,

-kuba awuyiboni into endiyibonayo

-kuba uyithatha kancinci.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kwi-omnivegivity yam,

Ndiyabona ukuba le mibhalo iya kuba yeCawe yam njengelanga elitsha eliya kuphuma kuyo.

 

Ukutsalwa kukuKhanya kwayo okuqaqambileyo, izidalwa ziya kuzivumela ukuba ziguqulwe kwaye zibe ngokomoya kwaye zenziwe isithixo; iBandla liya kuhlaziywa kwaye ubuso bomhlaba buguqulwe.

Imfundiso kwiWill yam yeyona inyulu kwaye intle kakhulu,

-ukungakhathazwa sisithunzi sezinto okanye izinto ezinomdla kuye, kokubini kwindalo nakwindlela yamandla angaphezu kwawemvelo.

 

Njengelanga, iya kuba lelona ligqobhozayo, elinemveliso, elinqweneleka kakhulu nelixatyiswayo. UkuKhanya, Yena ngokwakhe uya kuqondwa kwaye uya kwenza indlela yakhe.

 

Ayizi kuba phantsi kwamathandabuzo, ukukrokra okanye iimpazamo.

Kwaye ukuba amanye amagama ebengaqondwa, bekuya kuba kukuba iNtando yam ikhupha ukuKhanya okuninzi, okuthe, ukugubungela ingqondo yomntu, kungavumeli abantu ukuba baqonde iNyaniso kubo bonke ubukhulu bayo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, abayi kufumana nawaphi na amagama angeyoNyaniso. Okona kulungileyo, abayi kukwazi ukuziqonda ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ke ngoko, ngokubhekisele kokulungileyo endikubonayo, ndiyanikhuthaza ukuba ningatyesheli nantoni na ebhalweni. Isenokuba ligama, intetho, uthelekiso kuMyolelo wam

-umbethe oluncedo emphefumlweni;

- indlela amazolo aluncedo ngayo kwizityalo emva kosuku olushushu olushushu, okanye

-njengemvula engena emva kweenyanga zembalela.

 

Akunakukuqonda konke okulungileyo, ukukhanya kunye namandla aqulethwe ligama ngalinye.

Kodwa uYesu wakho uyayazi.

Kwaye uyabazi abaya kungenelwa kuye kunye nezinto ezilungileyo abanokuthi bazenze ".

 

Uthe esandixelela le nto wandibonisa itafile ephakathi kwecawa babeka yonke imibhalo yentando kaThixo apho.

Abantu abaninzi abahloniphekileyo bajikeleza itafile baza baguqulwa baba kuKhanya kwaye banziwa isithixo.

 

Kwaye xa aba bantu babehamba, babethetha oku kuKhanya kuye nabani na osondela kubo.

 

Emva koko uYesu wongeza wathi:

"Uvela eZulwini uyakubona ukulunga okukhulu kweThanda lam xa iCawe ifumana esi sondlo sasezulwini esiya kusomeleza kwaye siyikhulise ngoloyiso".

 

Bendicinga ngembandezelo zeNtliziyo eyiNgcwele kaYesu.

Owu! ziphela kangakanani na iimbandezelo zethu ngokubhekiselele kuye. UYesu wam osoloko enobubele   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, iintlungu zeNtliziyo yam azichazeki kwaye azinakuqondwa sisidalwa somntu. Yazi ukuba ukubetha kweNtliziyo nganye kundenzele intlupheko entsha necacileyo kwabanye.

Ubomi bomntu kukubetha kwentliziyo okuqhubekayo:

ukuba ukubetha kwentliziyo kuyema, ubomi buyayeka.

 

Khawube nomfanekiso-ngqondweni weentlambo zentlupheko endiziswe kukubethwa kweNtliziyo yam, kwaye oku, kude kube ngumzuzu wokugqibela wobomi bam   basemhlabeni.

Ukusukela kumzuzu wokukhawulwa kude kube ngumphefumlo wam wokugqibela, Intliziyo yam ayizange indisindise, isoloko indizisela   iimbandezelo ezintsha.

 

"Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba ubuThixo bam, obungahlukaniyo noBuntu bam kwaye babujongile, abuzange bungene nje ukubandezeleka okutsha kweNtliziyo yam, kodwa kunye nolonwabo olutsha, ukwaneliseka okutsha, ukuhambelana okutsha, iimfihlo zezulu.

 

Ukuba ubugcwele intlungu

Intliziyo yam equlethe iilwandle ezinkulu   zokubandezeleka-,

Kwakhona ndandizele lulonwabo, ulonwabo olungenasiphelo kunye nobumnandi obungenakuthelekiswa nanto.

 

Ngendifile zintlungu ekubetheni kwentliziyo yam yokuqala ukuba ubuThixo, ndithanda Intliziyo yam ngothando olungenasiphelo,

wayengasivumelanga sonke isingqi siphindaphindeke kum.

- intlungu kunye novuyo,

- ubukrakra kunye nobumnandi,

- ukufa kunye nobomi,

- ukuthotywa kunye nozuko,

- ukulahlwa kwabantu kunye nentuthuzelo evela kuThixo.

 

Owu! ukuba bendibona entliziyweni yam,

uya kubona zonke iintlungu ezikuyo,

-ukusuka apho izidalwa zivuka ziye ebomini obutsha,

kwanako konke ukwaneliseka nabo bonke ubutyebi bobuthixo obuqukuqela kuye njengemilambo nobuphalala ngenxa yokulungelwa kwayo yonke intsapho yoluntu.

 

Kodwa ngubani onokonwabela obu butyebi bukhulu beNtliziyo yam?

Oyena ubandezeleka kakhulu.

Kuko konke ukubandezeleka kwesidalwa, entliziyweni yam kukho uvuyo oluthile olukhapha oko kubandezeleka.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwenza umphefumlo ube nesidima ngakumbi, uthandeke ngakumbi, ube nokuqonda ngakumbi.

Intliziyo yam yatsalela kuye lonke uvelwano lobuThixo ngenxa yeembandezelo azinyamezeleyo.

Xa ndibona ukubandezeleka entliziyweni

ukubandezeleka luphawu olukhethekileyo   lweNtliziyo yam-

ndizele luthando, ndigalela kule ntliziyo ulonwabo nokwaneliseka okuqulathwe kwiNtliziyo yam.

 

Nangona kunjalo, xa Intliziyo yam

- ufuna uvuyo lwam luhambe nentlungu endiyithumela kwisidalwa,

- kodwa ungafumani kuye uthando lokubandezeleka kunye nokurhoxa ngokwenyani njengoko kuvalelwe entliziyweni yam,

uvuyo lwam alufumani ndlela yokungena kule ntliziyo ibuhlungu kwaye, kwaye ndibuhlungu, ndivumela olu lonwabo lubuyele kuM.

 

Kwelinye icala, xa ndifumana umphefumlo urholile kwaye uthandana nokubandezeleka, kuba ngathi uvuselelwe kwiNtliziyo yam.

Kwaye oh! Yithande

iimbandezelo   novuyo,

- ubukrakra kunye nobumnandi ziyatshintshana kuyo!

Andibambi nto kuzo zonke iimpahla endinokugalela kuye ».

 

Ndadibana neNtando yobuThixo ngendlela yam yesiqhelo, ukumanyanisa zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

ukunika uThixo imbuyekezo yothando egameni lam lobuqu kunye negama labo bonke.

 

Ngokwenza oko ndacinga:

«UYesu wam uthi wadala yonke into ngenxa yothando lwam kunye nothando lomntu wonke.

 

Inokwenzeka njani into yokuba zininzi izinto ezidaliweyo endingazaziyo nokuba zininzi intlanzi ezihamba elwandle, iintaka ezininzi ziphaphazela emoyeni, izityalo ezininzi, iintyatyambo ezininzi, iintlobo ezininzi ubuhle kuyo yonke indalo?

Ngubani na ozaziyo zonke ezi zinto?

Ngoko ukuba andibazi, ingakumbi mna oye ndahlala iminyaka emininzi kangaka ebhedini, unokutsho njani ukuba zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ziphawulwe kum ngetywina elithi   ‘Ndiyakuthanda’  ?

 

Ndithe ndisacinga ngolu hlobo, uYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum, efikelela ngokungathi uyandimamela,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam liyinene elithi yonke into edaliweyo ibonakalisa uthando kuwe.

Ngokuchasene noko, ityhila uthando lwam kuwe ngakumbi kwaye ikuxelela ngokucacileyo ukuba "  ndiyakuthanda"   yam

kufuphi   nakude,

zombini zifihliwe kwaye   ziyabonakala.

Andiziphathi okwezidalwa ezithi xa zisondelelene zibe nothando, zithi zisuka nje zifuduke zigodole zingaphinde zithande.

Uthando lwam luzinzile, lunesandi esinye   esingaphazanyiswanga   :  " Ndiyakuthanda".

 

Ukwazi kakuhle ukukhanya kwelanga

Ufumana ukukhanya kunye nokufudumala kwayo kangangoko ufuna. Nangona kunjalo kukho ukukhanya okuninzi,

ukusa kwinqanaba lokuntywilisela umhlaba uphela.

Ukuba ufuna ukukhanya okungakumbi, ilanga beliya kukunika: konke ukukhanya kwalo.

 

Konke ukukhanya kwelanga kukuxelela ukuba   "  ndiyakuthanda  ", kufuphi nakude.

Ukugubungela wonke umhlaba, udlalela wena i-sonata yam ethi "  Ndiyakuthanda  . Nangona kunjalo, awuyazi

- okanye iindlela ezithathayo,

- okanye imihlaba ekhanyisayo,

- kwanabo bantu banandipha impembelelo yayo eluncedo.

 

Nokuba awuyazi yonke into eyenziwa yilanga, ukuyo, kwaye ukuba awukuthathi konke, kungenxa yokuba awukwazi ukufunxa ngokupheleleyo.

Ngaphandle koku, awukwazi ukuthi konke ukukhanya kwelanga akukuxeleli

"Ndiyakuthanda."  Ukwabonisa uthando olukhulu kuba, egubungela umhlaba wonke, esithi kuye wonke umntu wam "  Ndiyakuthanda  ".

 

Kuyafana kuwo onke amathontsi amanzi  .

Awunakuwasela onke kwaye uwatshixe ngaphakathi kwakho kodwa, ngaphandle koku, awukwazi ukuthi ayinguye wonke umntu okuxelela ukuba "  ndiyakuthanda  ".

Kunjalo ke kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo   , ezaziwayo okanye ezingaziwayo kuwe: zonke zinesitampu sam esithi "  Ndiyakuthanda".

Kuba wonke umntu uyafak’ isandla

- ukuhambelana kwehlabathi,

-kubungangamsha beNdalo,

-kulwazi lobuchule besandla sethu sokudala.

 

Ndiziphatha njengotata osisityebi nothambileyo othanda unyana wakhe kakhulu.

Ekubeni kwakufuneka ayishiye indlu kayise ukuze athabathe indawo yakhe ebomini, uyise wamlungiselela ibhotwe elinobukhazikhazi elinamagumbi angenakubaleka, ngalinye linento eyayinokuba luncedo kunyana wakhe.

 

Ekubeni la magumbi maninzi kakhulu, unyana akakwazi ukuwabona onke ngaxeshanye. Ngaphezu koko, akabazi bonke, kuba akukho sizathu sakubatyelela.

Sekunjalo, akunakuphikwa ukuba igumbi ngalinye libonakalisa uthando oluthile lukayise ngomntwana, njengoko ukulunga kukayise kuye kwalungiselela umntwana wazo zonke iintlobo. nokuba bayakhonza okanye abayikho.

 

Ndiyenza le nto.

Lo mntwana uphume esizalweni sam bendifuna angasweli nto. Kwakhona, ndidale izinto ezininzi ezahlukeneyo,

- abanye abanomdla onjalo,

- abanye njengabanye.

Kodwa bonke   banesandi esikhethekileyo  : "  Ndiyakuthanda  ".

 

 

Kuyo yonke into awandixelela yona uYesu wam ngentando yakhe eNgcwele, ndacinga:

 

"Kungenzeka njani ukuba kungabikho namnye umphefumlo oye waphila kwintando kaThixo ngaphambi kwanamhlanje kwaye ndingowokuqala?

Ngubani onokuthi bangaphi abanye abantu abakhe baphila ngaphambi kwam ngendlela egqibeleleyo nesebenzayo kunam? "

 

Ngelixa bendicinga ngolu hlobo, uYesu wam osoloko elungile washukuma ngaphakathi kum   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngokuba anifuni ukuluqonda ubabalo endininike lona, ​​ngokunibiza ngoMoya

Indlela ekhethekileyo nentsha yokuphila kwiWill yam?

 

Kuba ukuhlala kwiWill yam yeyona nto ibalulekileyo, eyona nto ndiyikhathaleleyo,

ukuba bekukho omnye umphefumlo ngaphambi kwakho obenethuba lokuphila kwi-Will yam, ebeya kuba nolwazi lobu bomi,

wayephila imitsalane yayo kwaye wayeyazi izibonelelo.

 

Ke ngendisebenzise amandla am ukwenza indlela ebalaseleyo yoBomi ikhanye kwintando yam ngayo.

Ngendiwugcine lo mphefumlo unamathele kangangokuba awukwazi ukumelana nokuzibonakalisa kwabanye yonke into endiyifunayo.

Kanye njengokuba kukho imilinganiselo kunye neemfundiso ngayo

-ukurhoxa,

-umonde,

-ukuthobela, njl.,

bekukho   noBomi kwiWill yam  .

 

Bekuya kuba ngumnqa ukuba bendifihle eyona nto ibalulekileyo kum. Okukhona umntu eyithanda into, kokukhona efuna ukuyazisa.

Okukhona ndifumana ulwaneliseko nozuko ngakumbi kwindlela yokuphila, kokukhona ndifuna yaziwe.

 

Asikuko kwindalo yothando lokwenene ukufihla into enokwenza abanye bonwabe kwaye batyebe.

Ukuba ubusazi ukuba ndinqwenela kangakanani ngeli xesha apho umntwana wam osandul 'ukuzalwa uza kuzalwa, nguwuphi umngcelele wenceba endiwulungiselele ukufikelela usukelo,

uya kumangaliswa kwaye ube nombulelo ngakumbi kwaye uphulaphule. Ah! awuyazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwiWill yam  .

Oku kuthetha   ukuba ulonwabo olusulungekileyo olulindelwe ekudalweni komntu lwenzeka kum.

Oku kuthetha   ukunyamalala kwabo bonke ubukrakra endibunikwe ngumngcatshi ukusukela ekuqaleni kweNdalo.

Kuthetha   utshintshiselwano oluqhubekayo phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo ngelixa umphefumlo, usoyika intando yawo,

buphila eyam kwaye eyam iwuzalisa ngovuyo olungenasiphelo, uthando kunye nempahla.

 

Owu! indlela endiziva ndonwabe ngayo

ukuze ndikwazi ukunika yonke into endiyifunayo kulomphefumlo.

Akusekho kwahlukana phakathi kwam nawe, kodwa umanyano oluzinzileyo

- ngesenzo, ukucinga kunye nothando.

Kuba iWill yam yenza into eyimfuneko kuyo yonke into.

Ngaloo ndlela siphila kwimvisiswano egqibeleleyo kunye nobudlelwane bempahla.

 

Le yayiyinjongo yokudalwa komntu:

-ophila njengonyana wethu kunye

- ukuba yonke impahla yethu yabelwana naye

ukuze onwabe ngokupheleleyo size sivuye kulonwabo lwakhe.

 

Ubomi obukwiWill yam yinto ebilindelwe kwiNdalo, nokuqukuqela kolonwabo oluqhubekayo kunye namatheko.

 

Kanti uthi ngendiyifihlile ecakwam? Ngendiliguqule izulu nehlabathi phantsi.

Ngendizizalise iintliziyo ngamandla angenakuthintelwa ukuze inzaliseko yokwenyaniso yeNdalo yaziwe.

 

Uyayibona indlela endibukhathalele ngayo ubomi kwiWill yam?

Yena ubeka uphawu lwam kuyo yonke imisebenzi yam ukuze igqitywe.

 

Mhlawumbi kubonakala ngathi akukho nto kuwe okanye ukuba kukho izinto ezifanayo ecaweni yam?

 

Isithoba! Kum, le yimisebenzi yam yonke.

 

Kuya kufuneka uyixabise ngolo hlobo kwaye ulumke ngakumbi ukuzalisekisa uthumo endikuphathise lona ».

 

Bendicinga ngalento ndiyibhale ngasentla bendicinga:

“Inokwenzeka njani into yokuba iNkosi isikelele, emva kweenkulungwane ezininzi kangaka,

- akazange angcamle uyolo olunyulu lweNdalo kunye

-ulinda ubomi ukuba buzinze emhlabeni kwintando kaThixo ukuze wazi olu lonwabo kunye nozuko oluhambelanayo ngokutsha.

Iya kufezekiswa nini injongo eyadalwa ngayo yonke into?

 

Ndithe ndisacinga ngale nto nangezinye izinto, uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa kum, nangokukhanya awakuthumayo kubukrelekrele bam,   wathi kum  :

Intombazana yakho

Ndilungcamle ulonwabo olunyulu lweNdalo, ulonwabo lwam olumsulwa kunye nezidalwa, kodwa ngamaxesha athile, hayi ngokuqhubekayo.

Xa, emntwini, ulonwabo olukhulu aluqhubekiyo, oku kunjalo

- kubangela ukubandezeleka,

- kusenza sityhafe emva kokubuya kwezi lonwabo e

kumenza alungele ukwenza nakuphi na ukuzincama ukuze abe   ngokusisigxina.

 

Sangcamla ulonwabo olunyulu lweNdalo xa, emva kokudala yonke into, sadala umntu kwaye oku, de one.

 

Phakathi kwakhe kunye nathi kwakukho ukuqonda okugqibeleleyo, ulonwabo oluqhelekileyo, ukugcoba okumsulwa.

Iingalo zethu bezisoloko zivulekile

-manga,

- mnike ulonwabo olutsha kunye nobabalo olutsha

 

Ibiyimibhiyozo eqhubekayo kuthi nakuye.

Ukupha kusinika uvuyo, ulonwabo novuyo  .

 

Kodwa xa, ngokona, umntu waluqhawula umanyano lwentando yakhe nolwethu, olu vuyo lwaphela.

Kaloku inzaliseko yeNtando yethu yayingasekho kuye, amandla okunikela kuye ngokungapheliyo ayengasekho.

 

Salonwabela ulonwabo olunyulu lweNdalo xa, emva kweenkulungwane eziliqela,  kwazalwa iNtombi Enyulu Emsulwa.

Ekubeni wayegcinwe emthunzini wesono, wayenayo inzaliseko yeNtando yethu, kwaye,

ukuba phakathi kwentando yakhe neyethu kwakungekho sithunzi santlukwano, uvuyo lwethu olumsulwa nolonwabo lwethu lwabuyela kuthi.

 

Usiphathele zonke izidlo zeNdalo.

Siyityebise ngalo lonke ixesha ngobabalo olutsha, ukwaneliseka okutsha kunye nobuhle obutsha,

ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba angakwazi ukuthabatha enye.

 

Kodwa   esi sidalwa esiyinkosikazi   asizange sihlale ixesha elide emhlabeni.

Xa wayedlulela eZulwini, kwakungasekho zidalwa apha emhlabeni eziqhubela uvuyo lwethu lweNdalo.

 

Ngexesha lokuhlala kwam kwilizwe likaMama endimthandayo,

ubuThixo, obuphuphuma luthando kwesi sidalwa singcwele,

wamnika ubungangamsha bobuthixo waza wandikhawula esibelekweni sakhe sobuntombi ukuze ndiwufeze umsebenzi omkhulu wokukhulula.

 

Ubomi bam basemhlabeni babusesinye isizathu sokuba sinandiphe uvuyo lweNdalo.

 

Ukuba bekungeyo le Ntombi imangalisayo,

-owayephila ubomi obugqibeleleyo kwintando yam,

iLizwi elinguNaphakade lalingenakuze lize emhlabeni ukuza kuphumeza iNtlawulelo yoluntu.

 

Ngoko uyayiqonda loo nto

-enkulu kakhulu,

- eyona nto   ibalulekileyo,

- eyona nto imnandi   kwaye

- eyona nto itsalela kakhulu uThixo bubomi kwintando yam.

 

Kwaye nabani na ohlala kule Will

ukoyisa uThixo   kunye

kumkhokelela ekwenzeni izipho ezikhulu kangangokuba zikhwankqise iZulu   noMhlaba, izipho ezazingenakunikelwa kangangeenkulungwane   .

 

Owu! njengoBuntu bam, obuqulathe uBomi beNtando ePhakamileyo

enyanisweni wayengohlulwa kum - eziswe kuBuThixo, ngendlela egqibeleleyo,

- lonke uvuyo,

-uzuko,

- ukubuya koThando oluvela kuyo yonke iNdalo.

 

UbuThixo wavuya kakhulu kangangokuba wandinika ukongama phezu kwezinto zonke nelungelo lokugweba zonke izidalwa.

Owu! hayi indlela ekwakulunge ngayo ngezidalwa, ekubeni omnye wazo, owayezithanda kakhulu waza wabandezeleka ngokuzizisa kwindawo ekhuselekileyo, kwakufuneka abe ngumgwebi wazo!

 

Ukubona kum ukufezekiswa okupheleleyo kweNdalo, ubuThixo, ngokungathi buwalahla onke amalungelo abo, bundinike onke amalungelo phezu   kwezidalwa zonke.

 

Kodwa xa ubuntu bam budlulela eZulwini,

kwakungekho mntu emhlabeni ukuba aqhubele phambili ubomi obupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo, oko kukuthi

umntu, ophakamileyo ngaphezu kwayo yonke into kunye nawo wonke umntu - kwintando yethu,

-Isizisela ulonwabo olunyulu lweNdalo kunye

-Siqhubeka nokuzonwabisa kwethu okumsulwa nesidalwa sasemhlabeni.

 

Ngoko uvuyo lwethu lwaphela,

imbonakalo yethu yaphukile phezu kobuso bomhlaba ».

 

Ukuva oku,   ndathi  :

"Yesu wam, ingenzeka njani lento?

Kuyinyani ukuba uMama wethu kunye noBuntu bakho badlulele eZulwini  , kodwa awuzange uzise ulonwabo kunye nawe,

ukuqhubeka nolonwabo lwakho olumsulwa ezulwini kunye noYihlo oseZulwini?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

“Uvuyo lwaseZulwini lolwethu kwaye akukho mntu unokuluthabatha okanye alunciphise.

Kodwa abo beza kuthi bevela emhlabeni, sikwisenzo sokuzizuza, nto leyo ejongene nathi nokuba nokwenzeka koloyiso okanye ukoyiswa.

 

Ngaloo ndlela kwakheka uvuyo lokuzuza. Kwaye, ukuba kukho ukoyiswa, kulandela ukubandezeleka.

 

Ngoku kuthi, ntombi yam.

Ukufika kwam emhlabeni, umntu wayenjalo

- ukuba uginywe ebubini e

-ukuba uzele yintando yakhe yomntu

obo bomi kwiNtando yam bebungafumani ndawo kuye.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ekukhululweni kwam,

Kuqala ndacenga umntu ukuba afumane ubabalo lokurhoxa kwiWill yam, kuba kwimeko awayekuyo, wayengenakufumana esona sipho sikhulu: eso soBomi kwiWill yam.

 

Ndiye ndamcenga.

-eyona nceba inkulu,

- ukuthweswa kunye nokuzaliseka kwazo zonke iinceba:

ubabalo lobomi kwiNtando yam,

lo nto

-uvuyo lwethu olunyulu lweNdalo e

- ukuzonwabisa kwethu msulwa

babuyela phezu kwehlabathi ikhondo labo.

 

Phantse iinkulungwane ezingamashumi amabini sele zidlulile kususela kuthi uvuyo oluyinyaniso nolunyulu lweNdalo lwaphazamiseka, kuba asikazifumani.

- amandla afunekayo,

- ukuhluthwa ngokupheleleyo kwentando yomntu, ukuze sikwazi ukubeka ubomi kwintando yethu.

 

Ukuphumeza oku, kwafuneka sikhethe isidalwa esisondele kakhulu kwizizukulwana zabantu.

Ukuba bendikhethe umama wam njengomzekelo  ,   abantu ngeba bazive bekude kakhulu kuye kwaye ngeba bathi:

"Akakwazi njani ukuhlala kwintando kaThixo,

ekubeni yayingenalo naliphi na ibala, kwanebala lokuqala?

 

Emva koko, sasidla ngokunyusa amagxa size siyibeke ecaleni yonke.

Kwaye ukuba bendithathe ubuntu bam njengomzekelo,

abantu babenokoyika ngakumbi kwaye bathi: "

WayenguThixo nomntu, kwaye ekubeni iNtando yobuThixo yayibubomi bakhe kanye, ayimangalisi into yokuba wayehlala kwiNtando ePhakamileyo.

 

Ke, ukuze le ntando kaThixo ihlale eCaweni yam,

Kwafuneka ndidlulele ezantsi ndikhethe isidalwa phakathi kwabo  .

Ngokumbulela ngokwaneleyo kwaye ndingene emphefumlweni Wakhe, kwafuneka ndenze

-yikhuphe kuyo yonke into,

- yenze iqonde ububi obukhulu bomntu, ukuba ibe lisikizi kuye, ade akulungele ukufa kunokuba enze ukuthanda kwakhe.

 

Emva koko, ndicinga ngesimo sengqondo sikamfundisi-ntsapho, ndamenza waqonda

-bonke ubuhle,

-amandla,

- iziphumo e

- ixabiso

yobomi kwintando yam yanaphakade, kunye nendlela yokuphila kuyo.

 

Ndibeke kuye umthetho weWill yam.

Ndenza njengakwiNkhululo yesibini endathi ndaseka kuyo

-iVangeli,

- iisakramente e

-imfundiso njengendawo yokuqala

ukuze kuphunyezwe olu sindiso.

 

Ukuba bendingabekanga nto njengesiseko,

Zinokubambelela entwenini izidalwa? Uyazi njani into omawuyenze?

Nantsi indlela endiyenze ngayo nawe.

Zingaphi iimfundiso endinganinikanga zona?

Kukangaphi ndingakukhokheli ngesandla kwiinqwelomoya kwiWill yam?

Kwaye wena, umile phezu kwayo yonke indalo, wazisa uvuyo lwayo olunyulu ezinyaweni zoBuThixo, kwaye sonwabe kunye nawe.

 

Ekubeni sikhethe isidalwa ekubonakala ukuba asihlukanga kwezinye, esi samva siya kufuna inkalipho.

 

Nemboni

-imfundiso,

- indlela, kwaye

-ukulunga okukhulu okubandakanya uBomi kwiWill yam, baya kusebenza.

 

Ngoko ulonwabo olunyulu lweNdalo nolonwabo lwethu olumsulwa alusayi kuphinda luphazamiseke ebusweni   bomhlaba.

Kwaye nokuba   bekukho umntu omnye kwisizukulwana ngasinye ohlala kwiWill   yethu, bekuya kuhlala kungumthendeleko   kuthi.

 

Xa kukho itheko, kukho iziganeko ezininzi kwaye sinikela ngesisa.

Owu! hayi indlela abaya kuzuz’ okulungileyo ngayo aba bantu emhlabeni njengoko   uMdali wabo eyoliswa kulawulo lwakhe   !

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, yibazele indlebe imfundiso yam. Kaloku yonke into ilingana nokundenza   umthetho

hayi umthetho wasemhlabeni, kodwa   umthetho wasezulwini;

hayi umthetho nje wobungcwele, kodwa    umthetho  ongcwele

ongasayi kusivumela ukuba sahlule abemi basemhlabeni kwabaseZulwini, umthetho woThando othi,

- ukutshabalalisa yonke into enokuthintela umanyano lwezidalwa kunye noMdali wazo, kuya kuvumela ukwabelana nazo zonke iimpahla zoMthanda wam kunye nezidalwa,

- esusa kubo bonke ubuthathaka kunye neentsizi ezivela kwisono sokuqala.

 

Umthetho weNtando yam uya kubeka amandla amaninzi emiphefumlweni

- eya kuba ngumlingo omnandi kubo kwaye

-ubuthathaka bendalo yabo baya kulala

- endaweni yazo kufakwe amagama amnandi ezinto ezingcwele.

 

Khumbula ngalo lonke ixesha undibonile ndibhala ezinzulwini zomphefumlo wakho: lo ibingumthetho omtsha woBomi kwiWill yam.

Okokuqala  , ndonwabele ukuyibhala ukuze ndikhulise isakhono sakho,

emva koko   ndathatha isimo sengqondo sikatitshala ukuba ndikucacisele. Kukangaphi ungandiboni ndithe cwaka kwaye ndicinga enzulwini yomphefumlo wakho?

 

Yayibubugcisa obukhulu boMyolelo wam endawenza kuwe.

Kwaye wena, ungandiboni ndithetha, wakhalaza ukuba andisakuthandi. Ah! kanye ngalo mzuzu, ukugalela kuwe,

Intando yam yandise izakhono zakho, yakuqinisekisa kuye kwaye yakuthanda ngakumbi.

 

Ngoko musani ukucikida nantoni na endiyenzayo kuni.

kodwa ihlala izolile, ihlala ikwiNtando yam. "

 

 

Ukuziva ndintywiliselwe kwintando kaThixo, ndacinga:

Zingaphi ezinye izinto uYesu wam othandekayo angazitsho kweminye imiphefumlo yeNtando yakhe! Ukuba zininzi izinto azithethileyo kum, ukuba andifaneleki kwaye andinakukwazi, zingaphi izinto angazixeleli abanye ukuba bangcono kakhulu kunam? "

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam,   uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

iziseko nazo   zonke iimpahla zeNtlawulelo   zabekwa ndim   entliziyweni kaMama wam othandekayo.

Enyanisweni, ekubeni wayengowokuqala ukuhlala kwi-Will yam kwaye, ngenxa yoko, yena endakhulelwa kuye, kwakufanelekile ukuba abe ngumgcini wazo zonke iimpahla zeNtlalo.

 

Kwaye xa ndibandakanyeka kubomi bam boluntu,

Khange ndifake ne comma enye kwinto ebesele enayo umama.

Ngokukwanjalo ke nabapostile nebandla lonke alibanga nanto yokongeza kwizinto endazithethayo nendazenzayo ndisesemhlabeni.

ICawe ayongezanga naziphi na ezinye ivangeli kwaye ayimiselanga nawuphi na umthendeleko. Wayesoloko efundisa kuphela into endiyenzayo nendiyithethayo.

 

Kuyimfuneko ukuba lowo ubizelwe ukuba ngowokuqala afumane zonke iziseko kunye nazo zonke iimfundiso eziya kudluliselwa ngokulandelelana kuzo zonke izizukulwana.

Liyinene elithi iBandla liye lagqabaza ngeencwadi zeVangeli laza labhala okuninzi ngayo yonke into endiyenzileyo nendiyithethileyo, kodwa ayizange iphambuke kumthombo, kwiimfundiso zam zantlandlolo.

 

Ngoko iya kuba yintando   yam:

Ndiya kubeka kuwe zonke iziseko kunye   neemfundiso eziyimfuneko ukuze umthetho ongunaphakade weNtando yam uqondwe kakuhle.

Kwaye xa iBandla lizibophelela ukunika iingcaciso kunye namagqabantshintshi ngalo mthetho, awusokuze uphambuke kumthombo osisiseko endiwenzileyo.

Kwaye ukuba nabani na wayefuna ukuphambuka koku, kuya kuba ngaphandle kokukhanya, kubumnyama obunzulu.

Kwaye ukuba unqwenela ukukhanya, uya kunyanzelwa ukuba abuyele kumthombo weemfundiso zam ezibekwe kuwe".

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye:

“Sithandwa sam xa ookumkani besenza imithetho baye babize abaphathiswa babo ukuba baze kungqina le mithetho bayibeka ezandleni zabo ukuze ipapashwe ukuze abantu bayifunde kwaye bayithobele, andingomphathiswa, ndimncinci kakhulu kwaye andilungelwa nto. "

 

UYesu waphinda wathi: “   Andifani nookumkani bomhlaba abathethathethana nabantu abadala.

 

Noko ke, ndinyule omnye wabalungiseleli bam ukuba ahambe nani ngoku kule meko nikuyo ngoku;

Kwaye nokuba bendingasenatyala lokuwela kule meko, andiyi kukuvumela ukuba ucinywe uncedo lwakhe.

 

Isizathu sokuba omnye wabalungiseleli bam ahambe nani

- ukuba unolwazi olupheleleyo ngomthetho wentando yam,

- lingqina nomgcini kwaye,

- ukuze, njengomlungiseleli othembekileyo weBandla lam, enze le nto ilungileyo yaziwe ».

 

Ngenxa yale ncoko, ndandizijul’ ijacu kwintando kaThixo kangangokuba kwabonakala kum ukuba ndandikulwandle olukhulu.

Ingqondo yam ibidada kulo ndithatha ithontsi leNtando ka Thixo apha, enye phaya.

 

Ulwazi ngaye lwagaleleka kum kangangokuba andizange ndibe namandla okuwamkela onke. Ndazixelela oku: “Hayi indlela enzulu, iphakamileyo, iphakame kakhulu kwaye ingcwele ngayo iNtando yakho, Yesu wam!

Ufuna ukudibanisa yonke into ngaye mna ndisengumntwana nditshone kuyo. Ngoko ke, ukuba ufuna ndiyiqonde le nto ufuna ndiyiqonde, yibethelele kum kancinci kancinci.

Ngale ndlela ndiya kukwazi ukunxibelelana olu lwazi kwabo ubafunayo ".

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

"Ntombi yam, iWill yam inkulu ngokwenene, iqulethe yonke into kaNaphakade. Ukuba ubusazi ukulunga okungaqulathayo.

-igama elilula malunga nalo okanye

- isenzo esinye esenziwe kuwe, uya kumangaliswa.

Ngesenzo esilula esenziwe kwintando yam,

isidalwa sibambe iZulu noMhlaba njengoko kusemandleni aso.

 

Intando yam bubomi bayo yonke into kwaye ihamba yonke indawo.

Ijikeleza kulo lonke uthando, kuko konke ukubetha kwentliziyo, kuyo yonke ingcamango, kuyo yonke into eyenziwa yizidalwa.

Imisongo

-kuzo zonke izenzo zoMdali,

-kuko konke okulungileyo endikwenzayo,

-ekukhanyeni endikuthumelayo kwingqondi;

- ngoxolelo endilunika lona,

-eluthandweni ndininika lona,

- kwimiphefumlo endiyikhanyisayo,

kosikelelweyo endimzukisayo, ezintweni zonke.

 

Akukho okulungileyo okuphuma kum

okanye indawo engunaphakade apho iWill yam ingahlali kwindawo encinci. Owu! indlela exabiseke ngayo iWill yam kum, indlela endiziva ndingenakwahlulwa ngayo kum!

 

Ngoko ke, ifashoni kuyo

uze ukuchukumise ngezandla zakho oko ndikuxelela kona.

 

Ngelixa wayethetha oku, ndangena kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando Yakhe, kwaye apho ndahamba ngesikhephe, ndahamba ngesikhephe ... Kodwa ngubani onokuyithetha yonke loo nto? Ndihambe ngesikhephe kuyo yonke indawo kwaye ndiye ndakwazi ukuchukumisa le nto wayeyithetha kum uYesu, kodwa andinakuyibhala.

 

Ukuba uYesu ufuna ndiyenze, uya kundinika amandla amaninzi. Okwangoku ndizoma apha.



 

Ndithe ndisathandaza ndamva uYesu wam elungile kum,

ukuthandaza   ngexesha,

ukubandezeleka komnye   e

ukusebenza kwenye.

 

Wayedla ngokundibiza ngegama ndize ndithi kuye:

"Ufuna ntoni Yesu? Wenzani, ubonakala uxakekile kwaye ubandezelekile. Kwaye xa undifowunela uxakekile ngamaxhala akho.

uyalibala ukuba undifowunele awundixelela nto."

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndixakeke kakhulu.

Kuba ndiphethe yonke idatha yobomi kwiWill yam. Kufuneka ndenze oku kuwe kuqala.

 

Kwaye ngelixa ndiyenza,

Ndiyikhanyisa yonke ingaphakathi lakho ngokukhanya okungapheliyo kwentando yam, ukuze umntu wakho omncinci akwazi

imanyene ngokupheleleyo neyam, kwaye

ifumana zonke iimpahla

ukuba ufuna ukunika ukuthanda komntu.

 

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba xa ubuThixo wadala uluntu, Watyhila yonke into awayeza kuyinika umntu:

- izipho zakhe, ubabalo lwakhe, ukumbamba kwakhe,

- ukwanga kwakhe kunye

- uthando awayeza kumbonisa lona.

 

Kwangaloo ndlela wayemnike yona

ilanga, iinkwenkwezi, isibhakabhaka esiluhlaza

kunye nazo zonke ezinye   izinto,

Wayezibeke ecaleni zonke izipho awayeza kutyebisa ngazo umphefumlo wakhe.

 

Xa umntu wayerhoxa kwiNyulo ePhakamileyo, wazikhaba zonke ezi zipho. Kodwa ubuThixo abuzange buzicime ngokupheleleyo.

Wabashiya bejinga kwiNtando yobuThixo, belindele intando yomntu ukuba ibuyele kumyalelo wayo wokuqala ngokuphinda inamathele kwintando kaThixo.

Ngaloo ndlela zinqunyanyisiwe kwiWill yam

-uthando olusulungekileyo, ukwanga, ukuphululwa,

- izipho, unxibelelwano kunye nolonwabo lwam olumsulwa endiya kuba nalo noAdam ukuba akonanga.

 

Ngokubuyisela umthetho wobomi kwiWill yam, iWill yam ifuna ukuzisa zonke ezi mpahla.

-owamisela ukunika izidalwa kunye

-zinto ezo ezisalindileyo phakathi koMdali nezidalwa.

 

Ngale nto ndisebenza kuwe ukudibanisa intando yakho yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo. Ndinentliziyo eninzi oku kubuyiselwa kwemvisiswano phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo,

ndide   ndibenayo

Ndivakalelwa kukuba iNdalo yam ayihambelani kwaphela nenjongo yam yantlandlolo.

 

Yazini ukuba ndiyifezile iNdalo,

yayingengokuba ndandimdinga. Ndandonwabe ngokwaneleyo kum.

 

Ukuba bendiyazi, kungenxa yokuba ukongeza kuko konke okulungileyo okuqulethwe kuthi, Sasifuna ulonwabo ngaphandle kwethu.

Yiyo loo nto yonke into yadalwa.

 

Ngokuthululwa okukhulu kolona Thando lwethu lunyulu, sitsale isidalwa somoya wethu onamandla onke, kuba

-ukuba sivuyisane nayo kwaye

- Ngamana angavuya kunye Nathi kunye nazo zonke izinto esizidalileyo ngokumthanda.

 

Ngokurhoxa kwintando yethu, ndoda,

-obekumele ukuba usivumele ukuba sivuyisane naye, usinike ubukrakra.

Kuba, endaweni yokonwaba Nathi, wayezonwabisa ngokuzingca.

-ngezinto ezidalwe Thina kunye

- ngeenkanuko zabo, ngaloo ndlela sizibeka ecaleni.

 

Ngaba wayengayibeki iNdalo ngaphandle kweentambo ezithintela injongo yethu eyintloko? Bona, ke ngoko, indlela ekuyimfuneko ngayo ukuba sibuyisele amalungelo ethu kunye nesidalwa siphinde sibuyele esibelekweni sethu.

Umntu kufuneka arhoxe ngokuphinda azidibanise noMyolelo wethu ngebhondi enganyibilikiyo. Umele ancame ukuthanda kwakhe ukuphila ngokwethu.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndisebenza emphefumlweni wakho.

Ke wena, zivisisanise nomsebenzi kaYesu wakho, onqwenela ukubuyisela emhlabeni izipho kunye nezipho ezibalaseleyo kwintando yakhe ".

 

 

Bendizibuza ukuba njani

iingcinga, amazwi kunye nezenzo zikaYesu zinokunabela kwezo zezidalwa  .

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wam oyintanda wathi kum:

 

“Akukho nanye kwezi zinto ekumele ikumangalise.

Kum kukho ubuThixo ngokuKhanya okungapheliyo kwentando yam yanaphakade

enkosi apho ndibona ngokulula kakhulu

yonke   ingcinga,

onke   amazwi,

konke ukubetha kwentliziyo,

zonke izenzo   zezidalwa.

Xa ndicinga, ngenxa yokukhanya kwam, ingcinga yam idibana neengcinga zezidalwa Kwaye kunjalo naMazwi am nako konke endikwenzayo kunye nokubandezeleka.

 

Ilanga   nalo linayo le propati: ukukhanya kwayo kukodwa. Ukanti, bangaphi abathwaxwa yiyo?

 

Ngokukhanya kwalo,   ilanga linokuyenza   ukusuka phaya phezulu

-Ngaphandle kokuhla apha ukuze ndikhanyise kwaye ndifudumale wonke umntu, nangona kunjalo, unomthunzi wokukhanya kwam.

 

Ke ndinokwenza okuninzi  , mna ndinokukhanya okungapheliyo. Ngenxa yokuba iNtando yam inamandla, xa umphefumlo ungena kuwo,

Ivula kulo mphefumlo umsinga wokukhanya kwayo apho

- yonke ingcamango yalo mphefumlo,

- ngalinye lamagama akhe e

zonke izenzo zakhe zifikelela kuye wonke umntu.

Akukho nto

-ubuhle ngakumbi,

-mkhulu,

-uThixo ngakumbi,

- ingcwele

kunokuhlala kwiWill yam.

 

Xa umphefumlo ungadityaniswanga neNtando yam kwaye ungangeni kuyo, awenzi imijikelo yawo emincinci.

kwaye ayiwuvuli umsinga wokukhanya okungapheliyo kweNtando yam.

 

Ngoko ke, yonke into ayenzayo ixhomekeke kuye. Ukulunga akwenzayo kunye nemithandazo yakhe

-njengezibane ezincinci ezisetyenziswa kumagumbi;

- ayikwazi ukukhanyisa onke amagumbi endlu kwaye nangaphantsi kokukhanya ngaphandle.

 

Kwaye ukuba umphefumlo uthe wasweleka ioli, oko kukuthi, ukuba uyayeka ukuvelisa,

- ukukhanya kwakhe okuncinci kuyaphuma kwaye kuwela ebumnyameni ".

 

Emva kwala mazwi kaYesu, ndiye ndadityaniswa kwiNtando engunaphakade neNgcwele, ndizibeka entlokweni yazo zonke izidalwa ukuba ziziswe kuBungangamsha obuNgcwele.

- ukubuya kwayo yonke into,

- uthando lomntu ngamnye.

 

Njengoko ndenzayo, ndacinga:

"  Kunokwenzeka njani ukuba ndihambe entlokweni yazo zonke izidalwa   xa ndizalwa emva kwezizukulwana ezininzi kangaka?

Ubukhulu becala kufuneka ndingene endleleni,

- phakathi kwezizukulwana ezidlulileyo nezizayo,

okanye kunoko, ngenxa yokungabalulekanga kwam, emva komntu wonke ». Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam,   uYesu wam olungileyo wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

yonke indalo yenzelwe ukuba wonke umntu azalisekise iNtando yam.

Ubomi bezidalwa bekufuneka buhambe kwiWill yam njengoko igazi lihamba emithanjeni.

Izidalwa bekufuneka ziphile kwiWill yam njengabantwana bam. Kwakungekho nto ingaqhelekanga kubo kweyam.

Ndandiza kuba ngutata wabo othantamisayo nonothando.

Kwaye kwakufuneka babe ngabantwana bam abathambileyo nabanothando.

 

Le yayiyinjongo yeNdalo.

Kodwa, njengoko izizukulwana zangaphambili ziye zaphambuka kolu sukelo, ziya kusala ngasemva.

Kwaye intando yam iya kubeka kwindawo yokuqala izidalwa eziya kubakho kwaye ziya kuhlala zithembekile kwinjongo edalelwe yona.

 

Le miphefumlo, nokuba ifike ngokukhawuleza okanye kamva, iya kuthatha indawo yokuqala kunye noBunkulunkulu.

Bakuba beyiphendulile injongo yeNdalo, baya kugqama phakathi kwabo bonke kwaye baphawulwe ngehalo yeNtando yethu njengelitye elinqabileyo elibengezelayo, kwaye bonke baya kubavumela ukuba badlule ukuze bathathe iindawo zokuqala zembeko.

 

Oku akumangalisi: kwenzeka into efanayo nakweli hlabathi.

 

Khawube nomfanekiso-ngqondweni kakumkani ephakathi kwenkundla yakhe, abalungiseleli bakhe, amasekela akhe nomkhosi wakhe nosana lwakhe lwenkosana lufika.

Nokuba bonke aba balinganiswa bade, ngubani ongayi kunika inkosana encinane ithuba lokungena ngokukhululekileyo ukuze ihlale kwindawo yayo ebekekileyo ecaleni kokumkani uyise? Ngubani onokuba nobuganga bokujongana nokumkani ngokuqhelana nalo mntwana?

 

Ngubani obeya kugxeka lo kumkani nonyana wakhe ngesibakala sokuba, nangona lo ungoyena ungoyena mncinane kubo bonke, udlula ngaphezu kwabo bonke aze athabathe indawo yakhe yokuqala nefanelekileyo nokumkani kayise? Ngokuqinisekileyo akukho nanye. Ngokuchasene noko, wonke umntu uya kuhlonipha amalungelo enkosana encinane.

 

Masihle nangakumbi. Khawucinge nje ngentsapho: unyana wazalwa apho kuqala, kodwa akafuni ukwenza ukuthanda kukayise kwaye akafuni ukufunda okanye ukusebenza.

Iphakathi kunye nevila, yinkxalabo kabawo.

Kuzalwa omnye unyana. Nangona emncinci, wenza intando kayise, uyakuthanda ukufunda kwaye uyakwazi ukuba ngutitshala okwinqanaba eliphezulu.

Ngubani oya kuba ngowokuqala kule ntsapho aze afumane indawo yembeko noyise? Asiyonto ifike ekugqibeleni?

 

Ngaphezu koko, ntombi yam,   kuphela ngabo baye bakwazi ukusabela ngokugqibeleleyo kwinjongo yeNdalo abaya kugqalwa njengabantwana bam abasemthethweni abasemthethweni.

 

Ngokwenza intando yam, baya kube beligcinile kubo iGazi elicocekileyo likaBawo wabo waseZulwini oya kubanika zonke iimpawu zokufana naye.

Ngoko ke, baya kubonakala lula njengabantwana bethu abasemthethweni.

Kwaye intando yethu iya kuqinisekisa ukuba bagcina ubungangamsha babo, ubunyulu, ubutsha kunye nalo lonke uthando lwabo babadala.

Njengabantwana bethu

- iya kuhlala ikwintando yethu kwaye

- abasayi kuze banike ubomi kwintando yabo,

baya kuba ngathi ngabokuqala ukudalwa sithi.

esinika uzuko nembeko leyo, ngokwenjongo eyadalelwa yona zonke izinto.

 

Yiyo loo nto ihlabathi lingenakuphela ngoku

Silindele isizukulwana sabantwana bethu abaya kuthi, siphila kwintando yethu, basinike uzuko lwemisebenzi yethu.

Aba bantu baya kuba nentando yethu kuphela ubomi bonke.

 

Kuya kuba yinto engokwemvelo kubo ukwenza intando kaThixo ngokuzenzekelayo, ngaphandle komzamo, njengokuba ukubetha kwentliziyo, ukuphefumla, ukujikeleza kwegazi kuyindalo.

Abayi kuwujonga njengomthetho ofanele ukuthotyelwa - imithetho yeyabakreqayo - kodwa njengobomi babo, isidima, isiqalo nesiphelo.

 

Ngamana, ntombi yam,

- Yiba nentando yam kuphela entliziyweni,

-ungakhathazeki malunga nantoni na enye,

ukuze uYesu wakho azalisekise kuwe injongo yendalo yonke ».

 

 

Kwaba ngathi ndiyafa ngenxa yokungabikho kuka Yesu wam othandekayo.

Emva kokuzama kangangoko ndinako, washukuma ngaphakathi kum waza wabelana nam ngokubandezeleka kwakhe kangangokuba ndakrwitshwa ndaza ndaziva ndinesingqala.

 

Andizange ndikwazi ukuchaza unobangela woku kubandezeleka ngaphandle nje kokuba ndaziva ndintywiliselwe kuKhanya olukhulu olwalujika lube yimbandezelo ngenxa yam.

 

Emva koko,   uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

umhlobo wam othembekileyo nongokwahlulwayo, yiyo loo nto ndingazange ndize:

Iintlungu zam zazinkulu kangangokuba ndandisoyika ukuba ukuza kwam kungandikhokelela ekubeni ndibelane nawe ngezi ntlungu ndize ndibandezeleke ndikubona ubandezeleka ngenxa yam.

Mna:"Yhoo! Yesu wam utshintshe njani lento uyithethayo kum iyandibonisa

-ukuba awusafuni ukubandezeleka kunye nam,

-ufuna ukuyenza ngokwakho.

 

Ukuba ke andisafanele ukuva ubunzima kunye nani.

musa ukuzifihla, kungcono uze ungandibandezeli.

Liyinene elokuba, ukuba ungabi sadlelana naye ngeembandezelo zakho, uya kuba sisikhonkwane kum;

kodwa kuya kuba buhlungu ngakumbi kunokuba kuhluthwe Wena. "

 

Wathi  :

“Ntombi yam uthetha ngolu hlobo kuba awulwazi uhlobo loThando lwenene.

Uthando lokwenene alufihli nto kwintanda, okanye uvuyo lwakhe okanye iintlungu zakhe.

 

Kwingcinga enye elusizi, umcu omnye wentliziyo

- lowo uzigcinayo efihliweyo kwaye angagaleli kwintanda, uziva ehluliwe kuye, akanelisekanga, ekhathazekile.

Kwaye de aphalaze ngentliziyo yakhe yonke emntwini amthandayo, akakufumani ukuphumla.

 

Ke, yiza uzibone kwaye ungazigaleli kuwe

-Yonke Intliziyo yam, Iintlungu zam, Uvuyo lwam kunye nokungabi nambulelo kwabantu kuya kuba nzima kakhulu kum.

Bendiya kuzifihla ezinzulwini zomphefumlo wakho kunokuba

- yiza kwaye

-ungabelani nawe ngeembandezelo zam kunye neemfihlo zam ezingaphakathi.

 

Ke ngoko ndiya kuziqhelanisa nokubandezeleka ngokukubona ubandezeleka kunokuba ndigalele yonke Intliziyo yam kuwe. "

 

Ndaphendula:

“Yesu wam, ndixolele.

Ndathetha ngolohlobo kuba wawusithi uzosokola xa undibona ndihlupheka. Enyanisweni, akukho nto isahlulayo.

Makufike konke ukubandezeleka, kodwa ungaze uhlukane!

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

"Musa ukoyika, ntombi yam, apho iNtando yam ikhoyo, akunakubakho ukwahlukana eluthandweni.

Enyanisweni, andikwenzanga nto:   kukukhanya kwentando yam okubangele ukuba ubandezeleke  .

 

Ukungena kuwe njengokukhanya okucocekileyo kakhulu,

Intando yam ithwale ukubandezeleka kwam kweyona micu yentliziyo yakho.

Intando yam injalo

-Ingena ngaphezu kwayo nayiphi na ihlaba,

- ngaphezu kwezikhonkwane, ameva okanye i-eyelashes.

 

Ukuba kukuKhanya okucocekileyo kakhulu, ngobukhulu bayo, ibona yonke into kwaye iqulethe yonke into. Ngoko ke, lithetha amandla ako konke ukubandezeleka.

Ukuzisa ukukhanya kwawo emphefumlweni, kuzisa kuwo iimbandezelo ezinqwenelayo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ekubeni intando yakho kunye neyam inye, ukukhanya kwakhe kukuzisele iintlungu zam.

 

Le yindlela intando yam yobuThixo esebenza ngayo kuBuntu bam. Okona kuKhanya kwaKhe okunyulu kwandizisela intlupheko

ngawo wonke   umoya,

ngokubetha nganye kwentliziyo,

ngayo yonke intshukumo, kubomi bam bonke   .

 

Akukho nto yayifihlwe kwiWill yam:

okanye ubugwenxa bezidalwa,

nokuba yintoni na efunekayo ukubuyisela   uzuko lukaYise egameni labo;

kwanento eyayifuneka ukuze   basindiswe.

 

Ke ngoko intando yam ayizange indithintele:

Okona kuKhanya kwaKhe kusulungekileyo kubethelelweyo

imicu yam   yangaphakathi,

intliziyo yam evuthayo.

Wahlala endibethelela emnqamlezweni ubomi bam bonke.

 

Ah! ukuba izidalwa bezisazi

oko Intando yam yobuThixo yenza uBuntu bam bunyamezele ngenxa yokubathanda, baya kutsaleleka ekundithandeni njengomazibuthe onamandla.

 

Kodwa, okwangoku, oku akunakwenzeka

-kuba incasa yabo imbi kwaye ingcoliswe yintando yomntu.

Abanako ukonwabela iziqhamo ezimnandi zokubandezeleka kweNtando yam yobuThixo.

 

Ukuphila kumgangatho wasemhlabeni wokuthanda komntu,

abaqondi ukuphakama, amandla kunye nempahla equlethwe kwintando kaThixo.

 

Kodwa kuza ixesha lokuba,

- ukwenza indlela yakhe phakathi kwezidalwa e

- yenza ukuba uqondwe ngcono,

iNtando ePhakamileyo iya kubonakalisa iimbandezelo ezinkulu ezibangele iNtando yam engunaphakade kuBuntu bam.

 

Ke ngoko zivumele ungene kukukhanya kweWill yam ukuze isebenze ngokugqibeleleyo kwaye ngokupheleleyo kuwe.

 

Kwaye ukuba awundiboni rhoqo, musa ukuba buhlungu:

iziganeko ezintsha kunye neziganeko ezingalindelekanga zilungiselela uluntu oluhluphekayo. Nangona kunjalo, awusoze uphoswe kukuKhanya kwentando yam ".

 

Emva koko, uYesu wam onobubele wanyamalala kwaye ndaziva ndicwile kwiNtando yakhe.

ndive

-ubuncinci bam obuncinci phambi kobukhulu bobuthixo,

- usizi lwam ebusweni bobutyebi bukaThixo,

-ububi bam ebusweni bobuhle banaphakade.

 

KwiWill yakhe ndayiva imisebe kaThixo, kwaye ngelixa ndifumana yonke into kuye, ndafumana yonke into kwaye yonke indalo ndayithwala njengamadolo am ezinyaweni zoBungangamsha banaphakade. Kwakubonakala kum ukuba, kwintando yakhe, ndiza kunyuka ndiye eZulwini kuphela kwaye ndibuyele emhlabeni, kwaye emva koko ndinyuke kwakhona ukuze ndiMzise zonke izizukulwana, ukuba ndimthande kubo bonke kwaye ndimenze athandwe ngabantu bonke.

 

Ngelixa ndandisenza oku, uYesu wam wazibonakalisa   kwakhona waza wandixelela:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo ukubona isidalwa siphila kwintando yethu!

Uhlala kubungangamsha bethu athi ngabo afane noMdali wakhe. Iba yinto ehonjisiweyo kwaye igcwele kuthi

ukuba ube nako

- thabatha wonke umntu nazo zonke izinto e

-ukuzizisa kuthi.

Utsalela uthando olukhulu kuthi kangangokuba unokukwazi ukusithanda kumntu wonke.

 

Sifumana yonke into kuyo:

-Uthando lwethu lwasasazeka kuyo yonke iNdalo,

- ulonwabo lwethu kunye nembuyekezo yemisebenzi yethu.

 

Uthando lwethu ngomphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yethu lukhulu kakhulu

- into esiyiyo ngokwemvelo,

umphefumlo uba nguwo ngenxa yeNtando yethu.

Siyigalela yonke.

Akukho nanye imisonto yayo eseleyo ingenanto yaKuthi. Siwugcwalisa apho uphuphuma khona, sibumba imilambo yobuthixo neelwandle eziwujikelezileyo, apho siya kutshona ukuze siziyolise.

 

Kuye siyithanda imisebenzi yethu

-ukuziva uzukisiwe ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam,

uhlala kolona kukhanya lumsulwa lweNtando yam

ukuba ufuna uYesu wakho aliphinde kuwe eli gama walithethayo xa wayedala umntu:

 

"Ngenxa yentando yethu,

senza lo mphefumlo ngomfanekiso wethu kunye nokufana kwethu ».

 

 

Ngelixa ndandintywila kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yobuThixo, uYesu wam othandekayo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam endisikelela.

Emva kokundisikelela, wajikelisa iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam wathi:

 

“Ntombi yam, ndiyakusikelela

intliziyo yakho,   ukubetha kwakho,

uthando lwakho, amazwi akho, iingcinga zakho   kunye

 neentshukumo zakho ezincinci 

ukuze yonke into ekuwe igalelwe isidima saphezulu.

 

Ke, kwintando yam nangenxa yesi Sikelelelo, yonke into ekuwe unokuyenza

- ukusasaza obu kulunga bungcwele e

-Zandise kwisidalwa ngasinye,

ukuze nindinike uthando nozuko, ngokungathi bonke abantu babenobomi bam kubo.

 

Ngokulandelayo

-ngena kwiNtando yam,

-ukuhamba phakathi kweZulu noMhlaba e

-ndwendwela ngamnye.

 

Intando yam kokona kukukhanya okumsulwa okunolwazi ngezinto zonke. Oku kufana nepasi lokungena

iindawo ezifihlakeleyo,

ezona fibers   ziyimfihlo ,

ezona   nzonzobila zinzulu,

iindawo eziphezulu.

Le ncwadana yokundwendwela ayifuni naluphi na utyikityo ukuze isebenze.

 

Lilodwa.

Kwaye ekubeni kukho ukuKhanya okuhla kuvela phezulu,

akukho mntu unokumnqanda ukuba ahambe okanye avale indlela yokungena. Ungukumkani wezinto zonke, unegunya kuzo zonke iindawo.

 

Ngoko, indawo

- iingcinga zakho, amazwi akho, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho,

- iimbandezelo zakho kunye nobukho bakho bonke bujikeleza kwiWill yam.

 

Ungashiyi nto kuwe ukuze,

ukusuka kwipaspoti yokuKhanya kweWill yam   e

ngenceba yam yobuThixo,

ungangena kuzo zonke izenzo zezidalwa kwaye wandise uBomi bam kwinto nganye.

 

Owu! ndingavuya kanjani xa ndiyibona,

-Ngenxa yentando yam,

"Izidalwa ziya kuzalisa izulu nomhlaba ngobuninzi bobomi bam njengoko kukho izidalwa!"

 

Emva kwala mazwi kaYesu,

Ndinikezele kuMyolelo oPhezulu.

 

Ukujikeleza kuye, ndivumela iingcamango zam, amazwi am, ukulungiswa kwam, njl.

-kubo bonke ubukrelekrele obudaliweyo e

- kuyo yonke imisebenzi yabantu.

Ngoxa ndandisenza oku, uYesu wabunjwa.

 

Owu! hayi indlela ekwakumnandi ngayo ukubona uninzi lukaYesu

naphi na apho kwadlula khona ipaspoti yokukhanya kweNtando yanaphakade!

 

Emva koko, ndawuhlaziya umzimba wam ndaza ndafumana uYesu ebambelele entanyeni yam. Ukundigona ngokupheleleyo,

wayebonakala ebhiyoza ngokungathi ndim unobangela wokwanda kobomi bakhe, nto leyo eyamnika imbeko nozuko lobomi obuninzi obungcwele.

 

Ndiye ndamxelela:

"Sithandwa sam, ayibonakali inokwenzeka kum

ukuba ndikwazile ukuphindaphinda uBomi bakho ukukunika iwonga elikhulu loBomi obuNgcwele obuninzi.

Ukhona yonke indawo kwaye kungenxa yoBulunga bakho ukuba obu Bomi buzibonakalisa kuwo wonke umntu,

hayi ngenxa yam. Ndisengumntwana ongento yanto."

 

Wandiphendula wathi:

“ Ntombi yam, yinyani le nto uyithethayo:

Ndikho kuyo yonke indawo.

 

Kwaye Ngamandla am, Ubukhulu bam kunye nokwazi kwam konke okundivumela ukuba ndibe kuyo yonke indawo.

Ayilothando okanye izenzo zezidalwa ezikwiWill yam ezindenza ndiphinde ndiphindaphinde yonke indawo.

 

Kodwa   xa umphefumlo ungena kwiNtando yam  ,

- uthando   lwakhe   ,

-ezi   zenzo zakhe   zizele bubuhle obungcwele

lonto yenza uVe wam aphakame.

Oku,   ngokwendlela engaphezulu okanye engaphantsi egqibeleleyo   apho izenzo zakhe zenziwa.

 

Isizathu sokuba ndibhiyozele kukuba

- uthabathe okukwaM kunye

-Undibuyisele uThando lwam, uzuko lwam kunye noBomi bam.

 

Ukwaneliseka kwam kukhulu kakhulu

ukuba isidalwa asinakuyiqonda ngelixa sihlala elubhacweni.

Uya kuyiqonda kwiLizwe likaBawo wasezulwini, xa eya kuvuzwa ngoBomi bobuthixo obuninzi njengoko ebenzile emhlabeni. "

 

Ndamcacisela u confessor lento ibhalwe ngasentla. Oku kuyandixelela

- owayengaqinisekanga ukuba ezi zinto ziyinyani kwaye

-ukuba, ukuba kunjalo,

umntu bekufanele ukuba alibonile ihlabathi litshintsha, ubuncinane ngokuyinxenye, ngaloo ntsasa. Ngoko ke, ndandimadolw’ anzima ukubhala okanye ukuthetha nantoni na engakumbi.

Uthe akufika uYesu Ndazinikezela ezingalweni zakhe ndagalela intliziyo yam kuye. ndiyamxelela

- into ebecinga ngayo umchazi wam e

-ukuba, ukukholelwa, abantu baya kufuna ukubona izinto ezimangalisayo, imimangaliso.

 

Endanga,   Yesu wam oyintanda  , ngokungathi ususa amathandabuzo am,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

isibindi, ungatyhafi! Ukuba awudingi ukubhala. Ngendingazange ndikunyanzele ukuba wenze eli dini.

 

Kufuneka uyazi ukuba iiNyaniso endinazisa ngazo

- yeNtando yam e

- zeziphi izidalwa ekufuneka zenziwe ukuze zihlale apho

zifana noomazibuthe abahlukeneyo, iincasa, izinto ezikhangayo, izitya, ukuhambelana, iziqholo, izibane.

 

Yonke into endiyithetha kuwe iqulathe ubume bayo. Ngokulandelayo

-ukungazisi zonke iimpahla ezikwintando yam,

-okanye ungafikelela kude kangakanani umphefumlo ngokuhlala kuyo,

 

uya kuba ngunobangela wokungabikho

- okanye iqhinga lokubamba imiphefumlo,

-okanye umazibuthe ukubatsala,

-okanye ukutya ukubahluthisa

 

Ke iHarmony egqibeleleyo yoBomi kwintando yam,

ubumnandi beZiqholo zayo kunye nokuKhanya kwayo ukukhokela imiphefumlo akusayi kwaziwa.

Engazi zonke iimpahla zakhe, imiphefumlo ayiyi kuba nomnqweno ovuthayo wokuvuka ngaphezu kwayo yonke into ukuze iphile kwiNtando yam.

 

Kwelinye icala, musa ukuzikhathaza ngento oyixelelwayo.

Umama naye wayenayo iWill yam njengoBomi.

Oku akuzange kulithintele ihlabathi ukuba liqhubeke nekhondo lalo ebubini:

-akukho nto ibonakala ngathi itshintshile,

- akukho mmangaliso wangaphandle wabonwa ngaye.

Noko ke, into angazange ayenze apha emhlabeni, wayenza eZulwini noMdali wakhe.

Ngobomi bakhe uqhubeka kwintando kaThixo,

- wakha isithuba apho ukuze amkele uLizwi emhlabeni;

 

Yatshintsha ikamva loluntu.

Wenza owona mmangaliso mkhulu ekungekho namnye umntu owakha wawenza okanye oya kuze awenze:

leyo yokuzisa iZulu emhlabeni.

Nabani na ofumana kakhulu akanyanzelekanga ukuba enze into encinane.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ngubani owaziyo

- umama wam wenza ntoni,

- ngento awayenzayo eNkosini

ukufumana ubungangamsha obukhulu bokuhla kweLizwi phakathi kwezidalwa?

 

Oku kwakwaziwa kuphela

- ngabambalwa ngexesha lokukhawula kwam e

- kancinci ngakumbi xa ndathatha umphefumlo wam wokugqibela eMnqamlezweni.

 

Intombazana yakho

kokukhona okuhle endifuna ukukwenza emphefumlweni, kulunge kuqala

-iphunyezwe ukuze kuzuze izizukulwana zabantu e

-Ndizise uzuko olupheleleyo,

kokukhona nditsala lomphefumlo Kum   kwaye

kokukhona ndikhula kakuhle oku phakathi kwam naye.

 

Ndiyayikhetha kwaye ayihoywa.

Xa intando yam ifuna ukuba ndisondele kwisidalwa,

kuthatha onke amandla am ukuzithoba kweli dini. Mvumele ke ngoko   uYesu wakho akwenze, uzole”  .

Ndamxelela:

“Yesu, banyanisile!

Bathi ababoni bungqina, akukho nto ilungileyo, ukuba la ngamazwi nje.

 

Mna ke andifuni nto.

Into endiyifunayo kukwenza njengoko ufuna:

- Yenza intando yakho kaNgcwele e

- kwangathi okwenzekayo phakathi kwam nawe kungahlala kuyimfihlo yeentliziyo zethu ".

 

UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

"Hayi! ntombi yam, ubungathanda

okokuba ndayisebenzela intlangulo yam emfihlekweni, ndikunye noBawo wasemazulwini, nakumama oyintanda, endikhawulayo;

Akukho bani usaziyo ukuba ndihle ndize emhlabeni?

 

Nokuba kulunge kangakanani,

ukuba akwaziwa,

- ayivelisi ubomi,

-ayiphindaphindi,

- akathandwa kwaye akaxeliswa.

Ke yona intlawulelo yam ibingayi kuba nampembelelo kwizidalwa.

 

Ntombi yam  ,   mabathethe ndiyenze  .

Ungaxhalabi.

Yenza njengoko ndenza ngaphakathi nangaphandle xa ndandisemhlabeni,

- ngakumbi ngexesha lobomi bam obufihliweyo.

Izidalwa zazingazi nto ngale nto ndiyenzayo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, phambi koBawo wam oNgcwele, ndilungiselele kwaye ndavuthwa iziqhamo zeNtlalo. Ndandingahoywanga ngaphandle, ndilihlwempu, ndilusizi kwaye ndidelekile.

Kodwa, phambi kukaBawo, ingaphakathi lam lasebenza

ukuvula iilwandle zokukhanya, zobabalo, zoxolo noxolelo phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba.

 

Injongo yam yayikukuvula amasango eZulu, avaliwe kangangeenkulungwane ezininzi,

- ngokulunga komhlaba e

ukuze uBawo azikhangele ngothando izidalwa.

 

Eminye imele izizele ngokwayo. Yayingeyonto ilungileyo leyo?

Yayiligwele elo, ukulungiselela. isiseko seNtlawulelo. Ngoko ke kuwe.

 

Iyafuneka

- ukuba ndibeke igwele leNtando yam kuwe,

-oko kwenza ulungiselelo lusebenze,

-ukuba ndibeke iziseko;

ukuba kukho ukuvumelana phakathi kwam nawe, phakathi kwezenzo zam ezingaphakathi nezakho, ukuze oku

-ukuba iZulu livuleleka kubabalo olutsha, imisinga emitsha, kunye

- ukuba ubungangamsha obuPhakamileyo bunikezela ukunika olona babalo bukhulu: ukuthanda kwakhe kwaziwe emhlabeni kwaye

isebenzisa ubukhosi bayo obupheleleyo apho njengoko isenza eZulwini.

 

Yaye ngoxa usenza oku, ngaba ucinga ukuba umhlaba awufumani nto ilungileyo? Ah! Awulunganga!

Izizukulwana zingxamele ebubini kwaye ke ngubani ozixhasayo?

ukuba, ekuhambeni kwabo kwesiyezi,

ezithintela ukuba zintywiliselwe kwindawo yokunyamalala kumphezulu we

Umhlaba?

 

Khumbula ukuba kungekudala ulwandle lwaqhekeza imida yalo ngaphantsi komhlaba, lusongela ukugubungela izixeko, kuquka nesakho.

Ngubani owanqanda esi sibetho?

Ngubani na owamisa amanzi emideni yawo?

 

Esi sisibetho esikhulu esikhulayo ngenxa yohlanga olubi lwezidalwa. Indalo iyacatshukiswa bububi obuninzi kwaye ingathanda ukuphindezela amalungelo oMdali. Zonke izinto zendalo zifuna ukuchasa umntu:

ulwandle, umlilo, umoya nomhlaba

baza kuyiwela imida yabo, baye kubhangisa izizukulwana ngezizukulwana.

 

Uyifumana ingenamsebenzi

Okokuba uluntu luthe nca kwizinto ezimbi ezingenakulungiseka, mna ndinibiza ngokuba niziindlalifa

-ukuba, ukunyuka phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba e

-ndikuchonge ngezenzo zam,

Ndikwenza ubaleke kwiWill yam

ukwenza izenzo ezichaseneyo nobugqwetha obunjalo?

 

Uyifumana ingenamsebenzi

Uzibiza ngokuba usebenzisane ukoyisa umntu ngothando lwam, ukuze aphazamise ikhondo lakhe lesiyezi.

-umbonisa eyona nto inkulu, yokukhanya kwentando yam,

ukuze, esazi, ayithabathe njengokutya

-ukubuyisela amandla akhe kwaye, oko kuqinisa,

inokuphelisa ukungakhathali kwayo   e

ngaba unokuthabatha inyathelo eliqinisekileyo umva ukuze ungaphindi uwe   ebubini kwakhona?

 

Emva koko uYesu wam wanyamalala kwaye ndazifumana ndicaphukile ngakumbi ndicinga malunga nohlanga olubi lwezidalwa kunye neengxaki eziza kubangelwa yindalo.

 

Njengoko ndandithandaza kwakhona, uYesu wam wabuyela kum ekwimeko elusizi: Wayebonakala engaphumli kwaye encwina.

 

Wolula isandla ngakum, ngamanye amaxesha ejika ekunene, ngamanye amaxesha ekhohlo.

Ndambuza: "Yesu, sithandwa sam, yintoni? Oh! Ubandezeleka kakhulu! Nceda wabelane ngeentlungu zakho, ungabi wedwa!

Awuboni ukuba ubandezeleka kangakanani kwaye awusakwazi ukukunyamezela?"

Njengoko ndandizichaza ngolu hlobo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndibanjwe ngumfundisi. Nangona loo mntu wayevakala njengomfundisi, kum kwakubonakala ngathi ilizwi lakhe lelikaYesu.

Wathi kum:

"Siza kuhamba umgama omde, yilumkele into oyibonayo." Sahamba singawuphathanga umhlaba.

Ndiqale ndambamba ezingalweni zam.

Kodwa, xa inja yandisukelayo yaza yazama ukundiluma, ndandisoyika.

 

Ukundikhulula kolu loyiko, iindima zaguqulwa: nguYe ondizisileyo.

Ndathi, "Kutheni ungayenzanga ngaphambili?

Ndandisoyika, kodwa andizange ndithethe kuba ndandicinga ukuba kunyanzelekile ukuba ndikuse. Ngoku ndanelisekile kuba, ekubeni undithwele ezingalweni zakho, akanakundenza nto”.

Ndongeza: "UYesu undithwala ezingalweni zakhe!"

Waphendula wathi  : "  Ndithwele uYesu ezingalweni zam  ".

 

Inja yasilandela kulo lonke uhambo.

Wandibamba unyawo lwam emlonyeni, engalulumanga.

 

Ibilude uhambo ndabuza "bangaphi abashiyekileyo?"

Waphendula wathi  : "Ezinye iimayile ezilikhulu (160 km)".

Emva koko, njengoko ndibuza kwakhona, wathi: "Enye i-30 (48)". Kwaye njalo de ufikelele   esixekweni.

 

Yaye yintoni oyibonayo   endleleni?

Kwezinye iindawo, izixeko ziye zaba yimfumba yamatye. Kwezinye iindawo, umhlaba okhukulisekileyo kunye nezixeko ezingcwatywe ngaphantsi kwamanzi. Okanye imilambo okanye iilwandle eziphuma kwiibhedi zabo.

Kwezinye iindawo, kukho imijelo evulekileyo ezaliswe ngumlilo.

 

Kum kwabonakala ngathi zonke iinkalo zivumile ukuhlasela izizukulwana zabantu ngokwenza imizekelo yamangcwaba ukuze zibekwe apho.

 

Eyona nto yayimanyumnyezi ngumoya ongendawo wezidalwa  . Yonke into eyayiphuma kubo yayinjalo

-ubumnyama obungqingqwa kwindawo ebolileyo nenetyhefu.

Kwakumnyama kangangokuba, ngamanye amaxesha, ndandingakwazi ukubona apho sikhoyo.

 

Yonke into yayibonakala ibubuxoki kwaye iphindiwe, imigibe echuliweyo yayicwangcisiwe, kwaye ukuba kuthe kwabonakala okulungileyo, kwakubonakala nje: oku kulungileyo kufihla ezona zenzo zimbi.

Kwaba kubi emehlweni kaYehova oko ngaphezu kokuba ubani enze ububi ekuhleni. Zonke iiklasi zasekuhlaleni zazibandakanyekile.

Yayifana nembungu ehlasela kanye ingcambu yokulunga.

 

Kwezinye iindawo umntu unokubona uvukelo-mbuso okanye ukubulala obekusenziwa ngobuqhetseba, njl. Ngubani obenokuthetha konke esikubonileyo?

Ndidikwe kukubona kakubi, ndaphinda izihlandlo ezininzi:

"Siza kulugqiba nini olu hambo lude?"

 

Konke okucingayo, lowo undithweleyo waphendula wathi:

"Selixesha elifutshane, awukayiboni yonke into."

 

Ekugqibeleni, emva kokusokola ixesha elide, ndazifumana ndisemzimbeni wam nasebhedini yam.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo, owayebandezeleka kakhulu, waqhubeka encwina. Wolule iingalo zakhe kum wathi:

"Ntombi yam, ndinike ukuphumla, kuba andisakwazi ukunyamezela." Ecofa intloko yakhe esifubeni sam, ebebonakala efuna ukulala.

Noko ke, ubuthongo bakhe babungazolanga.

 

Mna ke, ndingazi ukuba mandenze ntoni, ndakhumbula oko kumaSS. Ngaba kukho ukuphumla okugqibeleleyo.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Sithandwa sam, ngentando yakho,

-  Ndibeka ubukrelekrele bam kubukrelekrele bakho obungadalwanga

ukuze ngokunjalo uzihlanganise zonke iingqiqo ezidaliweyo, ubeke isithunzi sakho kuzo, ukuze ingqondo yakho engcwele iphumle.

 

-Ndibeka  ilizwi lam kwiFiat yakho   ukubeka isithunzi seFiat yakho enamandla onke kwilizwi ngalinye lomntu, ukuze umoya wakho kunye nomlomo wakho uphumle.

 

- Ndibeka umsebenzi wam kuwe   ukuze ubeke isithunzi nobungcwele bemisebenzi yakho emsebenzini wezidalwa ukuze uphumle ezandleni zakho.

 

-  Ndibeka uthando lwam oluncinci kwintando yakho   ukuyibeka kuthando lwakho olukhulu ukubeka isithunzi sothando lwakho ezintliziyweni zonke ukunika ukuphumla intliziyo yakho ediniweyo ".

 

Ndithe ndisaziveza ngolu hlobo wehla uYesu wam walala kamnandi. Emva kwexesha wavuka ethe cwaka.

Emanga,   wathi kum  :

“Ntombam ndikwazile ukuphumla kuba ubundirhangqe ngethunzi

-yeMisebenzi yam, yeFiat yam kunye noThando lwam.

Oku kukuphumla endiye ndakufumana emva kokudala zonke izinto.

 

Ekubeni umntu wayengowokugqibela ukudalwa, ndandifuna ukuphumla kuye. Oko kukuthi, ngenxa yentando yam eyenza isithunzi sam kuye,

Kwafuneka ndifumane kuye ukuphumla kwam kunye nesithsaba somsebenzi wam wonke. Kodwa mna ndanqatshwa, kuba umntu wayengafuni ukwenza iWill yam.

 

Ndiyakwazi ukuphumla kuphela

- xa ndifumene umntu ozimisele ukuhlala kwintando yam,

-ukwamkela ukubeka isithunzi soMfanekiso wam emphefumlweni wakhe.

 

Andisifumani isithunzi sam, andinakuphumla.

Kuba andinakuwugqiba umsebenzi wam kwaye ndinike ibhrashi yokugqibela yobuthixo kuyo yonke indalo.

 

Yiyo loo nto umhlaba kufuneka ucocwe kwaye uhlaziywe, kwaye oku, ngokucocwa okunamandla kangangokuba abaninzi baphulukana nobomi babo.

Kwaye wena, yiba nomonde, kwaye uhlale uhamba kwiNtando yam ".

 

 

Ukungabikho kuka Yesu wam othandekayo kuyaqhubeka, kwaye bachitha iintsuku zam kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.

Ndiziva ngathi ndiyafa, kodwa andifi. Ndiyibiza, i-delirium, kodwa ngelize.

 

Into endiyivayo apha kum ibuhlungu kangangokuba ukuba ibinokuvela ngaphandle, namatye ebenokusikwa zinyembezi.

 

Kodwa yeha, akukho mntu ushukumayo ukundisizela, nditsho noYesu owandixelela ukuba undithanda kakhulu.

 

Oko ndandikwinqanaba leembandezelo zam, uYesu wam oyintanda, uBomi bam, konke okwam, kwashukuma ngaphakathi kwam, waza wenza imbeleko ngeengalo zaKhe,   wandifunqula, wathi kum  :

Lala ke ntombam, lala ezingalweni zikaYesu wakho. Lala ntwana yam.

 

Ndithe ndakubona ukuba ndilele ndavuka kwakhona,   waphinda wathi  :

Lala ntombi yam.

Emva koko, ndingakwazi ukuxhathisa, ngokungafuni nokukhala, ndalala ubuthongo obunzulu. Ke, emva kweeyure kunye neeyure zokulala ndingakhange ndikwazi ukuvuka, uYesu wam othandekayo wangqiyama entliziyweni yam phantsi koxinzelelo olukhulu. Phezu kwako nje oku, andizange ndikwazi ukuvuka. Owu! zingaphi izinto ebendifuna ukumxelela zona kodwa ubuthongo bebundinqandile!

 

Kuthe ke, emva kokusokola kakhulu ubuthongo, ndabona ukuba uYesu wam olungileyo wabandezeleka kakhulu, kangangokuba wayengathi uyafutha.

 

Ndathi  kuye: "Sthandwa sam uhlupheka kangaka ude ufuthaniswe, kanti ngelixesha uyandilalisa? Kutheni ungandisokolisi nawe? kwaye ukuba ufuna ndilale kutheni ungandiboni? awuzulala nam?"

 

Ekhathazekile,   waphendula wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

izono ezindiphetheyo zininzi kangangokuba ndiziva ndicwile kuzo.

Ukuba bendifuna ukudlelana nani iimbandezelo zam, ninge ningenako ukuzithwala, nisaphila nje nina. Awubuva ubunzima abandithwalela bona bade bandityumze? Kuba ndingaphakathi kuni, akunakwenzeka ukuba ndibe nani.

 

Kwaye ukuba ndifuna ukulala nawe,

Ubulungisa bam buya kuwela phezu komntu ngaphandle kokunyanzeliswa kwaye ihlabathi liya kuwa ".

 

Akuba etshilo  , uYesu wawavala amehlo akhe.

Kwakubonakala ngathi ihlabathi liyawohloka yaye zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zazishiya ulungelelwano lwendalo: amanzi, umlilo, umhlaba, iintaba, njl.

wabhijela waza waba yintlekele emntwini. Ngubani owayenokuthi ngamashwa amakhulu ayeza?

 

Ndisoyika, ndakhwaza ndathi: “Yesu, vula amehlo akho, ungalali!

Awuboni ukuba zonke izinto ziwela njani kwisiphithiphithi?"

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Uyibonile ntombam?" Andikwazi kulala. Ndavele ndavala amehlo ndaza ... Ukuba bendisazi ukuba mangaphi amashwa ehlele!

 

Kuwe   kufuneka ulale ukuze unganikezeli ngokupheleleyo  .

 

Kodwa yazi ukuba ndikubeka ngale ndlela embindini weWill yam.

Kwanga  ubuthongo bakho bungaba lukhuselo ngokuchasene noBulungisa bam   , obufuna ukuzigalela ebantwini ngesizathu esivakalayo.

 

Bendimane ndiba nesiyezi ndisozela.

Amandla am ayengandivumeli ukuba ndiqonde nto

Kwaye ukuba, ngomzuzu wokuphumla, ndiyaqonda into ethile, ngoko ndaziva ndihlaselwa sisithunzi esathi, singena nzulu kwimicu yam, sandenza ndalangazelela iNtando Engcwele kaThixo.

Owu! hayi indlela endandisoyika ngayo ukuphuma kweyeyona Will yakhe iNgcwele!

 

Ndikhathazeke kakhulu

- kwizohlwayo awathetha ngazo uYesu kum, kunye

-ekuboneni ukuguquguquka kwezinto ezidaliweyo;

Kwakhona ndandikhe ndeva ngamashwa amakhulu akhoyo kule mihla kwiindawo ezahlukeneyo zehlabathi, kwanokutshatyalaliswa kwemimandla yonke.

 

Ngelixa ndandisenza konke oku, ndihamba ngaphakathi kwam,   uYesu wam wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, oku kuseyinto!

Siya kuhambela phambili ekucoceni ubuso bomhlaba. Iyandicaphukisa yonke into eqhubekayo kangangokuba andinakuyinyamezela.

 

Ngala mazwi, ndaziva ndicinezelekile ngakumbi kwaye ndakhunjuzwa ngomfanekiso ombi wokuphazamiseka kwendalo endikubonileyo kule mihla.

 

Emva koko, ndibuyela emthandazweni njengesiqhelo, ndithi kuYesu wam onobubele:

Kuba uzimisele ukufikelela kukohlwaya umhlaba kwaye ngoku andisakwazi kwenza nto.

ungabandezeleki, ungakuncami ukwenza ububi obufanele abantu   ;

Ubungenondikhulula kwesi simo sokuxhatshazwa okanye undimise okwexeshana?

Ubuncinci ndingasindisa ezinye kwiintloni. "

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Andifuni kuzisola: ukuba ufuna ndikunqumamise, ndizakwenza njalo. Ndisoyika ukuba oku kukuzaliseka kwentando yam,   ngoko nangoko ndongeza  :

Hayi. Hayi, Sithandwa sam, akufuneki undixelele" ukuba   uyafuna ", kodwa kunoko" ndim ngokwam ofuna ukukunqumamisa kule meko   . .

Kulapho ke ndiya kwamkela, hayi ukundanelisa, kodwa kuba iNtando yakho yenziwe kum ».

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka  :

"Andifuni ukukucaphukisa, ndifuna ukukholisa wena. Ukuba ufuna ndikunqumamise, ndiza.

Yazi ke ukuba ubulungisa bam buphuthuma indlela yabo, mna nawe simelwe kukuthi sibe ngamangenelo.

 

Kukho amalungelo athile obulungisa angenako ukunyhashwa.

Kodwa ekubeni, kwimeko yakho yexhoba, ndikubeke embindini wentando yam, nokuba sele ulele, omnye uyabandezeleka, omnye athandaze, ihlala isikhuselo ngokuchasene noBulungisa bam ukunqanda intshabalalo ephantse yaphela. ngezinto..

Enyanisweni, akukho nje malunga nesohlwayo, kodwa malunga nentshabalalo.

 

Kwelinye icala, yazi ukuba andifuni kukunyanzela. Andizange ndiwathande amandla.

Kangangokuba ndathi ndifika emhlabeni ndifuna ukuzalelwa eBhetelehem, ndaya khona, ewe, kodwa ndinkqonkqoza kwindlu ngendlu ndifuna indawo yokuzalwa, kodwa andizange ndinyanzelise mntu.

 

Ngamandla am, ngendisebenzise uMbutho ukuze ndibe nesihlalo esingakhululekanga kangako. kodwa ndandingafuni.

Ndifike nje ndankqonkqoza ezicangweni ndacela indawo yokusabela, ndingakhange ndinyanzelise.

 

Kwaye ekubeni kwakungekho mntu wayefuna ukundamkela,

Ndakuvuyela ukuzalelwa kumqolomba owawuhlala izilwanyana

- wandinika ukufikelela simahla kwaye

- baba ngabokuqala ukunqula uMdali wabo, endaweni yokunyanzela nabani na ukuba amkele mna.

 

Noko ke, oku kwala kwabangela umonakalo omkhulu kubantu baseBhetelehem.

Ngenxa yokuba baye bahluthwa iingenelo zam ezibekwe kwimihlaba yabo okanye ilungelo lokundibona phakathi kwabo kwakhona.

 

Ndiyazithanda izinto ezizenzekelayo. izinto azinyanzeliswa. Ndiyathanda ukwenzela umphefumlo into owamkelayo njengeyakhe,

ngokungathi le nto ndimnike yona ayiphumi kum;

ukufumana kuye into endiyinqwenelayo kwaye andinike ngothando.

 

Amandla ngamakhoboka, izicaka nabangathandiyo. Yiyo ke loo nto, ngamadoda aseBhetelehem,

Ndiyasuka kuloo miphefumlo ingekakulungeli

-ukuba ndingene kwaye

-ukundinika inkululeko epheleleyo yokwenza nantoni na endiyifunayo. "

 

Ukuva oku, ndithi:

«Uthando lwam, Yesu, hayi, andifuni ukunyanzeliswa, kodwa, ngokukhululekileyo, ndifuna ukuhlala kule meko, kwanangeendleko zokubandezeleka kokufa.

Kwaye wena, ungaze undishiye kwaye undinike ubabalo lokuhlala ndiyenza intando yakho. "

 

Iintsuku zam ndiphila ebugxwayibeni, ndivinjwa uYesu wam omnandi, ndisindwa bubuthongo obunzulu ndingazi ukuba ndiphi kwaye ndenzani. Ndisiva kufutshane nam isithunzi sikaYesu wam ondibeka njengesikrweqe sentsimbi esindivalayo, athabathe ubomi bam kwaye andikhwankqise.

Kwaye andisaqondi nto.

 

Olunjani lona utshintsho olubuhlungu kum,

Ndandingazi ukuba kunjani ukulala. Kwaye kwanaxa ubuthongo obuncinane bandothusayo, andizange ndilahlekelwe zingqondo zam   ngaphakathi.

 

Bendizazi iintsinga zentliziyo yam, neengcinga zam, ukuze ndikwazi ukuzibuyisela kuYesu ondithanda kakhulu, ukuze ndikwazi

-mkhaphe kuzo zonke iiyure zePasion yakhe,

- okanye ukuhamba kubukhulu bentando yakhe ukuze ambuyisele yonke into kwaye ambonise izenzo azifunayo kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Iphelile ngoku!

"Yesu wam, kweziphi iintlungu ezibuhlungu, kweziphi na iintlungu zolwandle ofuna ukuba umphefumlo wam ohlwempuzekileyo uhambe ngesikhephe!

Owu! ndicela undiphe amandla, ungandishiyi, ungandilahli.

 

Khumbula ukuba wena ngokwakho undixelele ukuba ndimncinci, ngokwenene, ndingoyena mncinane kubo bonke, bonke abasandul 'ukuzalwa

Kwaye ukuba ungandishiya, ukuba awundincedi, ukuba awundiniki amandla ngakumbi, ngokuqinisekileyo umntwana uya kufa!

 

Ngelixa ndandikwesi simo, ndacinga:

Ngubani owaziyo, mhlawumbi nguMtyholi owenza esi sithunzi phezu kwam aze andifake ngaphakathi

Le meko yokuzola?'

Ngoko ndaziva ndityumke ngakumbi kunangaphambili ngenxa yobunzima obukhulu.

Ngokuzibonisa, uYesu wam olungileyo wabeka umphetho wevili awayelithwele kum.

 

Ebandezelekile,   wathi kum  : “Ntombi yam, umonde, bubunzima behlabathi obusityumzayo.

 

Ah! ukuba ubusazi ukuba zingaphi iimpazamo ezenziwayo kwaye mangaphi amaqhinga afihlakeleyo abaceba ukutshabalalisa abantu abangakumbi!

Konke oku kongezelela ubunzima obusemagxeni am nangakumbi, ide iphuphume indebe yobulungisa.

Kungenxa yoko le nto kufike izibetho ezikhulu emhlabeni wonke.

 

Kwakhona, kutheni usoyika ukuba utshaba lukubeka kwesi simo?

Xa ilutshaba lucinezela umntu;

uhlwayela ukuphelelwa lithemba, ukungabi namonde, inkathazo.

 

Kwelinye icala, xa ndim,

Ndifaka uthando, umonde noxolo, ukukhanya kunye nenyaniso.

 

Ngaba ngempazamo ungaziva uphelelwe ngumonde kunye nokuphelelwa lithemba okunokukwenza woyike ukuba luTshaba?

Ndaphendula: "Hayi, Yesu wam. Endaweni yoko, ndiziva ndintywiliselwe kulwandle olukhulu nolunzulu: Intando yakho.

Kwaye uloyiko lwam kuphela kukukwazi ukuphuma enzonzobileni yolu lwandle.

Kodwa, njengoko ndisoyika, ndiva amaza ayo enyuka ngamandla ngaphezu kwam kwaye entywila nzulu. "

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka:

"Ngenxa yesi sizathu utshaba alukwazi ukusondela, ngenxa yokuba amaza olwandle lweNtando yam,

-ukuntywila enzonzobileni yayo,

ube nogcino kwaye ude ugcine isithunzi soTshaba kude.

 

Enyanisweni, akazi nto ngento eyenziwa ngumphefumlo kwaye ubandezeleka kwiNtando yam;

alinandlela, kwanaendlela, kwaneengcango zokungena. Ngokuchasene noko, iWill yam yeyona nto ayithiye kakhulu.

 

Kwaye ukuba ngamanye amaxesha uBulumko bam bubonakalisa into eyenziwa ngumphefumlo kwintando yam, uTshaba luziva lunomsindo kangangokuba iintlungu zakhe ezingapheliyo ziyanda.

 

Kuba xa intando yam izalisa umphefumlo kwaye ithandwa yiyo, yenza iparadesi, ngelixa ingekho emphefumlweni kwaye ingathandwa yiyo,

yenza isihogo.

Ke ngoko  , ukuba ufuna ukuzisindisa kumgibe othile ombi, thatha iWill yam entliziyweni kwaye uhlale kuyo ngokuqhubekayo ».

 

Ndichithe iintsuku zam kubuhlungu obukhulu,

- ukuba abandezeleke kukuthula okukhulu kwicala likaYesu

ngokuhluthwa phantse ngokupheleleyo koBukho bakhe obuthambileyo.

 

Ziimbandezelo ezoyikekayo ezi.

Ndicinga ukuba kubhetele ukuba ndingabahoyi ukuze ndingongezeleli kwintlungu yam yokufela ukholo.

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokuzabalaza okungaka kum, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo uye wabonwa kum.

yangathi ibindigcwalisela ngokupheleleyo.

Kwaye mna, ndimangaliswe buBukho bakhe obungalindelekanga, ndafuna ukukhalaza ngokungabikho kwakhe, kodwa akazange andinike ixesha.

 

Ebandezelekile,   wathi kum:  “Ntombi yam, hayi indlela endiziva ndikrakra ngayo!

 

Izidalwa zandihlaba ngezikhonkwane ezintathu,

-hayi ezandleni zam,

kodwa entliziyweni yam nasesifubeni sam,

endinika   inimba yokufa.

 

Balungisa amayelenqe amathathu, elinye limbi kunelinye. Kwaye, kula mayelenqe, bajolise kwiBandla lam.

Umntu akafuni ukuyeka ububi. Ngokuchasene noko, ikhawuleza ngakumbi.

 

Ngokuthetha oku, wandibonisa iintlanganiso ezifihlakeleyo ababeceba indlela yokwenza oko

-hlasela iCawe,

- ukuxhokonxa iimfazwe ezintsha okanye

- iinguqu ezintsha.

Zingaphi izigulo ezoyikekayo ezazibonwa!

 

UYesu wam othandekayo   wathetha kwakhona  :

“Ntombi yam, akulunganga kodwa ubulungisa bam

-ibetha indoda kwaye

- iphantse ibatshabalalise ngokupheleleyo

abawonakalisayo umhlaba, beyiphelisa yonke imimandla;

 

ukuze wenziwe nyulu umhlaba

-ubomi obuninzi bezifo e

-yeedemon ezininzi ezifakwe umntu,

phantsi komthi wokulungileyo, beceba ukutshabalalisa iCawa noluntu?

 

Ucinga ukungabikho kwam kuwe kungenxa yebanality? Hayi kwaye hayi!

Ngokwenene, okukhona ndingekho ixesha elide, kokukhona ziya kuba qatha izohlwayo.

 

Khumbula yonke into endikuxelele yona ngeWill yam.

Ngaphaya koko, izibetho nentshabalalo ziya kuphumeza oko ndikuthethileyo kuni:

- Intando yam iza kulawula emhlabeni.

 

Kodwa kufuneka afumane umhlaba uhlanjululwe, kwaye ukuze uhlambuluke, ukutshatyalaliswa kuyimfuneko.

 

Ke ngoko   , ntombi yam, kwaye ungaze uyishiye intando yam.

Kuba yonke into eyenzekayo ngaphakathi kwakho uya kukhonza

ukuze intando yam ibe yeyoyisa phakathi kwabantu."

 

Ngenxa yamazwi kaYesu, ndiye ndarhoxa, ewe, kodwa ngembandezelo enkulu.

Ingcinga yobubi obukhulu obabulawula emhlabeni kunye nokuswela kwam uYesu kwakufana nemela entlangothi mbini.

-owayendibulala kunye

Úyandisa intuthumbo yam, ndingafi.

 

Ngentsasa elandelayo, uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa ezisonge ngaphakathi kum.

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ndimi kuwe   , ngaphakathi kwakho ndijonge okwenziwa lihlabathi.

 

Kuwe ndifumana umoya weNtando yam

Ndiziva ndingafumana khona zonke izinto zokuhombisa ezifanele uMntu wam. Liyinene elithi iWill yam ikhona yonke indawo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, oh! eyahlukileyo

xa iNtando yam ibuBomi besidalwa kwaye iphila kwiNtando yam!

Kungenjalo uMyolelo wam ubekwe wedwa, ukhutyekisiwe kwaye awukwazi.

- thula iimpahla ezilapho e

-ukwakha ubomi ngokupheleleyo ngawe nangenxa yakho.

 

Kwelinye icala

xa ndifumana isidalwa esingabufuniyo ubomi kodwa iNtando yam, iWill yam

-fumana kulo mphefumlo wenkampani,

- uthandwa nguye kwaye uyakonwabela ukwabelana naye ngezinto anazo,

ngaloo ndlela ndibumba kuye ubomi obuphuma kwintando yam nangentando yam.

 

Ukufumana izinto zam kulo mphefumlo

Ubungcwele bam, ukuKhanya kwam kunye nentando yam esebenza kuyo   ,

Kuyo ndifumana imbeko nesidima endasifumana kuBuntu bam xa ndandisemhlabeni,

-apho ubuThixo bam bekungathi buhonjiswe ngoBuntu bam.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ndizihombisa ngomphefumlo owenza iNtando yam. Ndihlala ndizifihlile kuye njengaseziko lam.

Ukusuka ngaphakathi,

Ndithi xa ndibona ububi bezidalwa ndikhale ndizithandazele.

 

 

Ukubona umntu phakathi kwezidalwa onentando yam ngobomi emhlabeni,

zingaphi ububi nezohlwayo endinazo ngokuthanda lomphefumlo!

 

Kukangaphi ndingayi kutshabalalisa izidalwa ndizigqibe ngenxa yobubi obukhulu abazenzayo.

 

Kodwa ngokujonga nje wena kwaye ujonge inqaba yoMthandazo wam kuwe, ndiphinda ndizisonge kuwe kwaye ndiyayeka ukuyenza loo nto.

Ke, ntombi yam, umonde, kwaye iNtando yam mayihlale inobomi obupheleleyo kuwe. "

 

Ndathandaza njengesiqhelo

Ndizincama ezandleni zeNtando ePhakamileyo, ndacebisa ukuba ndinqule ubungangamsha obuNgcwele kuye.

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam wawuthatha umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo ezandleni zakhe, wawuphakamisa phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba, wanqula uMntu oPhakamileyo kunye nam wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Unqulo lwenene nolugqibeleleyo lubandakanya

ukuvuma ngokupheleleyo ukumanyana komphefumlo wakhe kunye nentando kaThixo.

 

Okukhona umphefumlo udibanisa intando yawo naleyo yoMdali wawo, kokukhona unqulwa ngokugqibeleleyo nokugqibelela.

 

Kwelinye icala

ukuba intando yomntu ayidityaniswanga nentando kaThixo   -

Ngaphezu koko, ukuba ithe yakude kakhulu kuyo, ayinakubizwa ngokuba   lunqulo;

-kodwa ubumnyama, ithunzi elingenambala elingashiyi mkhondo.

 

Ukuba intando yomntu ayifuni ukufumana ukwanga kweNtando ePhakamileyo,

isenokuba sisithuko okanye indelelo endaweni yokunqula.

 

Unqulo kuqala kukuvuma ukuthanda koMdali ukuthobela.

Ukuba oku akunjalo, umphefumlo unqula ngamazwi kodwa, eneneni, uyathuka kwaye uyakhubekisa.

 

Ukuba unqwenela ukwazi imodeli yonqulo eyinyani negqibeleleyo,

yiza nam phakathi kweZiqu ezithathu  .

 

Ngoko, andazi ukuba njani,

UYesu wandibamba wandiqinisa kwaye wandiphakamisa ngaphezu kwesiqhelo,

-phakathi kokuKhanya okungapheliyo. Ndaziva ndixhelekile.

 

Kodwa imbubhiso yam yohlulwa buBomi obungcwele obabunikela ngeembonakalo ezahlukeneyo.

-Ubuhle, ubungcwele, ukukhanya, ukulunga, uxolo, uthando, njl.

ngendlela eya kuthi, iguqulwe yile mithunzi yobungcwele,

-ayikho into yam ibingasabonakali kwaye ebethandana nalo ebemhombise   kangaka.

 

UYesu wam   othandekayo wathetha kwakhona:

 

“Yabona, ntombi yam,

isenzo sokuqala saBantu abangcwele sisivumelwano esigqibeleleyo phakathi kweMiyolelo yabo.

 

Imiyolelo yethu imanyene kangangokuba iNtando yomnye ayinako ukwahlulwa kweyomnye. Nokuba abantu bethu bahlukile, sibathathu, intando yethu inye.

 

Kwaye le Intando ivelisa isenzo esiqhubekayo nesigqibeleleyo sokunqula phakathi koBuntu obungcwele: ngamnye uyamthanda abanye.

Esi sivumelwano phakathi kweWill yethu sivelisa ukulingana

-ubungcwele, ukukhanya, ukulunga,

- ubuhle, amandla kunye nothando.

 

Isizisela ucwangco noxolo.

Kwaye isinika ulonwabo olukhulu kakhulu kunye nolonwabo, iimotha ezingapheliyo.

 

Isivumelwano phakathi kokuthanda komntu kunye nentando kaThixo likhonkco   lokuqala phakathi koMdali nesidalwa.

nge

-njengomjelo, izidima zobuThixo

- yehlela kwisidalwa e

-ukuvelisa kunqulo lwakhe lokwenyaniso nothando olugqibeleleyo ngoMdali wakhe.

 

Ngeli jelo linye, isidalwa sifumana imbonakaliso eyahlukahlukeneyo   yeempawu zobuthixo. Ngalo lonke ixesha umphefumlo uphakama ukuze uzintywilisele kwiNtando enguNaphakade, uyazihombisa kwaye ufumane iintlobo ezininzi   zoBubuhle obungcwele.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndiyitshoyo

umphefumlo owenza iNtando yam uyandivuyisa kunye nokwaneliseka.

 

Ndibambe ibrashi yoMyolelo wam esandleni sam.Xa umphefumlo ungena kwiThanda lam, ndiyayonwabela

-ukwenza utshintsho e

-peyinta izithunzi ezintsha

Ubuhle bam, uthando lwam, ubungcwele bam kunye neempawu zam zonke. Kum, ukuba kulo mphefumlo nokuba sezulwini yinto enye.

Ndifumana kuye

-indumiso efanayo naleyo yoBuThixo,

- kunye nentando yam kunye nothando lwam.

 

"Kwaye kuba kuhlala kukho into enokuthi inikwe izidalwa, ndenza

ngamanye amaxesha njengompeyinti onobuchule opeyinta umfanekiso wam   kulo mphefumlo,

ngamanye amaxesha njengomfundisi othetha naye   ezona mfundiso zibalaseleyo,

ngamanye amaxesha njengomthandi onomdla onika kwaye onqwenela   uthando. Ngamafutshane, ndisebenzisa bonke ubugcisa bam ukuzonwabisa   nalo mphefumlo.

Kwaye xa, bekhutyekiswa zizidalwa,

- Uthando lwam alufumani ndawo yokusabela ukubaleka kubo

- ondisukelayo ukuba ndife;

-okanye abafuna ukundinyanzela ukuba ndibuyele egumbini lezulu,

 

Ndisabela kumphefumlo ophethe iNtando yam kwaye apho ndifumana khona

- Amandla am andikhuselayo,

-uthando lwam ondithandayo,

-Uxolo lwam olundinika ukuphumla,

- yonke into endiyifunayo.

 

Intando yam idibanisa zonke izinto-iZulu, umhlaba nazo zonke iimpahla-eziphuma kuzo zonke izinto ezinokubakho nezinokucingeleka.

Kwakhona, ndiyakwazi ukuxelela

- ukuba umphefumlo owenza intando yam yinto yonke kum kwaye

"ukuba ndiyinto yonke kuye."

 

Emva koko uYesu wam onobubele wanyamalala, erhoxa ezinzulwini zentliziyo yam.

Ndiye ndathuthuzeleka, ndomelezwa, ewe, kodwa ndisentlungwini yokuba ngaphandle kwakhe ndingakhange ndithethe neli lizwi kuye ngobubunzima bam.

 

Oh ewe! xa umphefumlo ukunye noYesu, uzigqibezela ngokuphambana kwaye awusiva isidingo  .

 

Ngaye onke amaxhala ayanyamalala kwaye zonke iimpahla ziyafumaneka.

Kodwa xa erhoxa, uyabuya amaxhala nentlungu yokungabikho kwakhe iba qatha ngakumbi, ikrazula intliziyo yakhe ngaphandle kwenceba.

 

Waphinda wavela uYesu wam wandixelela ukuba Intliziyo yakhe izele ngamanxeba.

ngokungathi uhlatywe izihlandlo eziliwaka.

 

Wathi kum:  "Ntombi yam,   nguwe owenze la manxeba entliziyweni yam  .

-Xa ubundibiza, undivise ubuhlungu.

-Xa wawundikhumbuza ukuba ungekho, wawuvuselela amanxeba akho.

"Kwaye xa ubandezeleka kukungabikho kwam, wongeza amanxeba amaninzi".

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam, ukuba ubusazi

- ingakanani intliziyo yam yopha ngenxa yakho, kwaye

Hayi indlela endiziva ndibuhlungu ngayo ngenxa yokukuswela kwam, kangangokuba andisakwazi nokukuthwala!

Ngoko intliziyo yam ilimele ngakumbi kuneyakho."

 

Waqhuba  : "Makhe sibone ukuba ngubani onamanxeba angakumbi phakathi kwam nawe."

 

Ngoko watyelela ngaphakathi emphefumlweni wam waza wenza uthelekiso phakathi kwaKhe kunye nam, ukufumanisa ukuba ngubani owayenamanxeba amaninzi: Yena okanye mna.

Okwandothusayo kukuba, ndafumanisa ukuba wonzakele ngakumbi kunam, nangona ndandinabaninzi.

 

Yathi kum:  “Uyayibona na indlela endingxwelerheke ngayo ngaphezu kwakho?

Nangona kunjalo, yazi ukuba kukho ukunqongophala kothando okubangelwa kukungabikho kwam.

Musa ukoyika, Ndicinga ukuzinikela ukugcwalisa kubo.

Ngoba ndiyayazi awunoyenza ndingekho lento uyenzayo xa ndinawe.

 

Kuba ingenguwe okhetha ukuba noku kuswela uthando, uYesu wakho uya kukukhathalela ukuzalisa.

 

Ukubaleka kwintando yam kuya kwanela ukusibeka kwinqanaba, ukuze,

-ukuphuphuma ngaphandle,

olu thando luthululwayo ukuze kulungelwe abazalwana bethu. Ngoko ke mandithathe amanyathelo kwaye ndithembe. "

 

Umoya wam ohluphekileyo wabhadula kubukhulu beNtando ePhakamileyo.

Ndaziva ngathi ndingaphakathi elwandle kwaye yonke into yam iginywe amanzi amnandi eNtando yaPhakade ngamaqhekeza amakhulu.

 

La manzi andingena macala onke:

ngeendlebe zam, emlonyeni, emehlweni am, emathatheni am, nangemingxuma yolusu lwam.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum kwaye   wandixelela  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam ingunaphakade kwaye izenzo zomntu ohlala kuyo, ukusuka koyena mncinane ukuya koyena mkhulu, ukwamkela unaphakade kwaye uphila ngeNtando yanaphakade, uthatha   ixabiso, ukufaneleka kunye nohlobo   lwezenzo zobuthixo kunye nezanaphakade.

 

Intando KaThixo

-ngenanto izenzo zalo mntu kuyo yonke into yomntu,

- ubenza abakhe,

- ubeka itywina lakhe kubo kwaye

- ibaguqulela kwizenzo zobuThixo kunye nezingunaphakade ".

 

Ngala mazwi, ndimangalisiwe, ndathi kuye:

"Kunokwenzeka njani, Thixo wam wasezulwini,

ukuba, ukuhlala nje kwiNtando yakho, isidalwa sifumana le nto ilungileyo: ukuba izenzo zaso zibe zezobuthixo kwaye zingunaphakade?

 

UYesu waphinda wathi  : “Yini na ukuba nimangaliswe?

 

Ilula kakhulu: yonke into ivela kwinto yokuba

ukuba intando yam ingcwele kwaye ingunaphakade kwaye yonke into evela kuye,

-ezelwe ngokuthanda kukaThixo kunye nonaphakade, akanako kodwa ukuba abe nguThixo naphakade,

 

logama isidalwa sikushiyayo ukuthanda kwakhe komntu

-ukwenzela eyam indlela.

 

Ukuba yenzeka,

izenzo zakhe ngathi zezethu, ezinkulu nezincinane.

 

Kwenzeka into efanayo nakwiNdalo.

Zingaphi na izinto, ezinkulu nezincinane, ezingadalwanga, kude kuse embewuni, kwisinambuzane esincinane?

Akunakuthiwa imisebenzi yam emikhulu

- badalwa yiNqulo ePhakamileyo kwaye ngoko bayimisebenzi yobungcwele, kwaye abancinci abazange badalwe ngeSandla sobuthixo.

 

Kwaye nangona sinokubona ukuba oko kwadalwa esithubeni

isibhakabhaka, ilanga, iinkwenkwezi,   njl.

lizinzile yaye lizinzile, ngoxa oko kwakudalwe phantsi komhlaba

iintyatyambo, izityalo, iintaka, njl. - ixhomekeke ekufeni kwaye   ivuselela, ayithethi nto.

 

Ngokuchasene noko, ngenxa yokuba idalwe yintando kaThixo nengunaphakade,

imbewu inesidima sokuphindaphinda

Kuba kuzo zonke izinto kukho ukudalwa kwam kunye nokugcina okuzayo.

 

Ukuba zonke izinto ezidaliweyo, ezinkulu nezincinane, zinokubizwa ngokuba yimisebenzi yobuThixo;

-Ndidalwe nguBume beFiat yam enamandla onke, kuninzi kakhulu okunokuthi izenzo eziphunyezwa yintando yam emphefumlweni zichazwe njengobungcwele kunye nonaphakade.

- ngokubeka intando yakhe yomntu ezinyaweni zeNtando yam, mnike inkululeko epheleleyo yokwenza.

 

Ah! ukuba izidalwa zinokubona umphefumlo owenza intando yam iphile kuyo, baya kubona izinto ezimangalisayo ezingazange zibonwe ngaphambili:

uThixo osebenza kwisangqa esincinci somntu,

-yeyona nto inkulu enokubakho emhlabeni naseZulwini.

 

Indalo ngokwayo isemva kakhulu

xa ndithelekisa imisebenzi emangalisayo endiyenzayo kulo mhlaba.

 

 

Ndaziva ndikrakra kakhulu

ngenxa yokuvinjwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo kwaye   ngokunjalo

kuba ndandithe phithi ngamathandabuzo   alusizi

ukuba konke oko uYesu wayekuthethile waza wakwenza kum emphefumlweni wam yayiyinkohliso nje, iqhinga loTshaba olungenasiphelo.

 

Ndazixelela oku: “Ukuba bendinokuvunyelwa nokuba yonke imibhalo ibisesandleni sam,

Owu! Bendiya kuzitshisa kamnandi!

Kodwa ke, azikho kum.

Kwaye, nokuba bendifuna, bendingayi kuvunyelwa.

 

Ah! Yesu, noko ndisindise umphefumlo wam olihlwempu, ungandivumeli nditshabalale! Kwaye kuba yonke into iphelile-ubudlelwane phakathi kwam nawe-

ungandivumeli ukuba ndibenelishwa elikhulu.

leyo yokungazalisekisi, nokuba kancinane, eyona ntando yakho ingcwele kwaye ithandeka   ”.

 

Njengoko ndandicinga ezi ngcinga, uYesu wam onobubele washukuma ngaphakathi kwam. Kwaye, ngoBukho bakhe obuthandekayo,

-ubumnyama buye babaleka;

- amathandabuzo aphelile kwaye

ukukhanya noxolo kubuyele kum.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yeWill yam, kutheni usithandabuza isenzo sam kuwe?

Ukuba namathandabuzo malunga neNtando yam ePhakamileyo kunye nento endikuxelele yona ngayo yeyona nto ingenangqondo enokubakho.

 

Imfundiso yeWill yam ngamanzi acacileyo kunekristale ephuma kumthombo ocacileyo woBuThixo bam.

Ingaphezu kwelanga eligqats’ ubhobhoyi elikhanyisayo lifudumale.

Sesona sipili sicace gca yaye bonke abo banandipha inzuzo enkulu yokuntywiliselwa kule mfundiso yasezulwini neyobuthixo baya kushukunyiswa yaye baya kuyiva ingenelo yokuhlanjululwa kubunqambi babo, ukuze basele nzulu kule mfundiso yasezulwini baze ngaloo ndlela bazive benyulu. zihonjiswe ngezihombo zezulu.

 

Kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba kutheni, kwiNdalo,

Ubulumko bukaThixo wayefuna ukubiza iFiat.

Ngewayedale zonke izinto engakhange athethe nelimdaka.

 

Kodwa ekubeni wayefuna intando yakhe ukuba ihambe phezu kwazo zonke izinto, ukuze bonke bafumane isidima sakhe kunye nempahla yakhe, wabiza   "Fiat  ".

 

Ekuyibhengezeni kwakhe wanxibelelana neNdalo ngemimangaliso yeNtando yakhe ukuze zonke izinto zibe nokuthanda kwakhe.

- ubomi obufanayo,

-njengokutya,

- njengomzekelo   e

- njengomfundisi   .

 

Kulungile, ntombi yam,

Ilizwi lokuqala loThixo wakho lahlokoma phezu kwesibhakabhaka sezulu.

ibinguFiat  . _  

Akazange athethe enye into.

Kuthetha ukuba yonke into yayikuloo Fiat.

 

Ukusuka kuye,

Ndadala zonke izinto, ndenze yonke into,

Ndayalela yonke into, ndafaka yonke into,

Ndabeka yonke impahla yam ukuze kuxhamle bonke abo babengafuni ukuphuma kwiFiat yam yanaphakade.

 

Xa, emva kokudala zonke izinto, ndandifuna ukudala umntu, andizange ndenze nto ngaphandle kokuphinda iFiat yam. Kwaye ngokungathi ndifuna ukumxuba nentando yam efanayo, ndongeza ndathi: «Masenze umntu ngokomfanekiso wethu nangokufana nathi.

 

Ngoncedo lwethu,

-uya kugcina konke ukufana kwethu ngaphakathi kwaye

-Iya kugcina umfanekiso wethu omhle kwaye ulungile. "

 

Ngokungathi akakwazi ukuthetha nto ngaphandle kwegama elithi Fiat,

Ubulumko obungadalwanga buphindaphinde eli gama lifuneka kakhulu neliphakamileyo kumntu wonke.

 

Kwaye le Fiat isahamba phezu kwayo yonke indalo

-njengomgcini wemisebenzi yam e

-kwisenzo sokuhla emhlabeni a

tyala   emntwini,

iyayivala ngokwayo, ukuze ibuye apho ibivela   khona: kwintando yam, ukuze ibuyele kwintando yam   .

 

Yintando yam ukuba zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zibuyele kum ngendlela efanayo ukuze zidalwe,

ukuze babuyele kum

zonke ezintle   kwaye

njengoko kuqhutywa ngoloyiso yiNtando yam   .

 

Yonke into endikuxelele yona malunga nentando yam ibiyile: ukuba intando yam yaziwe kwaye ilawule emhlabeni. Ndiza kwenza yonke into ukuze ndiyifumane, kodwa yonke into kufuneka ibuyele kum ngeli gama: Fiat.

 

UThixo wathi iFiat kwaye umntu kufuneka athi Fiat  .

Kuzo zonke izinto zakhe, akayi kuba nanto ngaphandle

-I-echo yeFiat yam,

-ukwenziwa kweFiat yam,

-iziphumo zeFiat yam,

eya kundivumela ukuba ndimnike iimpahla eziqulathwe yiWill yam. Le yindlela endiya kuzifezekisa ngayo iinjongo zeNdalo.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndizimisele ukwenza abantu baziwe

-iziphumo,

- ixabiso,

-impahla kunye

- izinto ezibalaseleyo zoMthandazo wam, kunye

njengomphefumlo, uthatha indlela efanayo neFiat yam,

- uya kuba mkhulu, ahlulwe, angcwaliswe, atyebe,

liya kumangaliswa izulu nomhlaba yimiqondiso leyo

- igqitywe kuyo yiFiat yam.

 

Ngokwenene, ngenxa yeNtando yam,

-umbulelo omtsha ongazange unikwe ngaphambili,

- ukukhanya okukhanyayo,

-Imimangaliso emangalisayo engazange yabonwa ngaphambili iya kuvela kum.

 

Ndingutitshala ofundisa isayensi kumfundi wakhe:

Ukuba uthe wamfundisa umfundi, kungenxa yokuba ethanda ukumenza umfundisi onjengaye.

 

Ndenjenje mna ngawe.

Esi sifundo sibalaseleyo sigxile kwigama   lam lokuqala elithi Fiat,

Umthandazo   endawufundisayo wawuyiFiat emhlabeni njengaseZulwini  , kwaye ndazama ukukufundisa izifundo.

-Ibanzi, icace kwaye iqaqambe ngakumbi kuneWill yam.

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto ndifuna

-umfundi wam akafumani nje isayensi yentando yam,

- ke yena uba ngumfundisi-ntsapho ukuze akwazise abanye;

 

Akunjalo nje.

Ndifuna naye ukuba afumane

-impahla yam, ulonwabo lwam kunye nolonwabo lwam.

 

Ke ngoko, phulaphula kwaye uthembeke kwiimfundiso zam kwaye ungaze umke kwintando yam. "

 

Bendicinga ngokunyukela eZulwini kuYesu wam othandekayo ngomhla woNyuko lwakhe oluzukileyo nentlungu yabapostile ababevinjwe lukhulu. Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela  :

 

Ntombi yam, intlungu enkulu kubo bonke abapostile bam kukushiywa ngaphandle kweNkosi yabo. Bathe bakundibona ndinyuka ndisiya eZulwini, intliziyo zabo zatyiwa ziintlungu zokuvinjwa koBukho bam.

Le ntlungu yayisiba qatha ngakumbi yaye ingena nzulu ngenxa yokuba yayingeyontlungu yomntu ngokungathi balahlekelwa yinto ethile, kodwa yayiyintlungu yobuthixo: yayinguThixo ababelahlekelwa ngabo.

 

Kwaye nangona ndisenoBuntu bam, ngenxa yokuba buvukile, benziwe ngokomoya kwaye buzukisiwe.

Kwaye, ke, eyona ntlungu yabo yayisemiphefumlo yabo. Le ntlungu yangena kubo bonke:

batyiwa ziintlungu ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba bafelwe ukholo olubuhlungu.

 

Kodwa konke oku kwakuyimfuneko kubo: kude kube ngoko babengabantwana abathantamisayo kuphela ngokubhekisele kwizinto ezilungileyo, ulwazi lwezinto ezingcwele kunye   nolwazi loBuntu bam   .

Ngamafutshane, ndandiphakathi kwabo.

Kodwa babengandazi ngokwenene okanye babengandithandi.

 

Kodwa   bathi bakundibona ndinyukela eZulwini  , iintlungu zokuphulukana nam zakrazula isigqubuthelo baza bandamkela njengoNyana kaThixo oyinyaniso, ngokuqinisekileyo kangangokuba intlungu enzulu yokungandiboni kwakhona phakathi kwabo yabethelela kubo ukuqina kokulungileyo. namandla okubandezeleka konke ngenxa yothando lwaLowo balahlekileyo.

 

Oku kubangele ukuKhanya kwenzululwazi yobuThixo kuzalwe kubo,

bahluthe amanabukeni abo ebuntwaneni   kwaye

wabaguqula baba   ngamadoda akhaliphileyo nakhaliphileyo.

Intlungu yabo yabaguqula yaza yabumba kubo isimilo sokwenene sabapostile. Into abangenakuyifumana phambi kwam,

bayifumana ngokubandezeleka koBukho bam.

 

Ngoku, ntombi yam, isifundo esincinane kuwe. Ubomi bakho bunokubizwa

-intlungu eqhubekayo yokuphulukana nam e

- Uvuyo oluqhubekayo lokundifumana.

Kodwa, phakathi kwentlungu yokuphulukana nam kunye novuyo lokuzifumana, zingaphi izimanga endingakhange ndikunike zona?

Zingaphi izinto endingakuxelelanga zona?

 

Yayikukufa okubuhlungu kokuphulukana nam okuthe kwakwenza ukuba umamele izifundo zam ezibalaseleyo kwiWill yam.

 

Phofu kunini waziva ngathi uphulukene nam.

Ngelixa wawuntyumpantyumpeka kwintlungu yakho ekhohlakeleyo, ngaba ndize kuwe nesinye sezona zifundo zam zintle kwiWill yam kwaye ndakwenza wakhumbula uvuyo   lokuzifumana ukuze ndizilungiselele kwakhona intlungu   yokungabikho kwam?

 

Ndingakuxelela ukuba intlupheko yokuba ngaphandle kwam yazala ulwazi lweWill yam kuwe.

ngokunjalo nolwazi ngeziphumo zayo, ixabiso kunye neziseko.

 

Bekunyanzelekile ukuba ndiqhubeke ngolu hlobo kuwe, oko kukuthi

-Ndiza rhoqo kwaye

-Emva koko ndikushiya usezintlungwini zokungabi nam.

 

Kuba ndikhethe ukukwazisa ngendlela ekhethekileyo izinto ezininzi zeNtando yam,

Kwafuneka ndikushiye kubunzima obuqhubekayo bobuthixo.,

 

Ngokuba intando yam ingcwele e

kuba kukwiimbandezelo zobuthixo kuphela apho anokuthi amise itrone yakhe kwaye andise ubukhosi bakhe.

 

Ukucinga ngengqondo yeNkosi,

Ndinxibelelane nawe ngolwazi lweWill yam kangangoko ndinako kwisidalwa.

 

Abaninzi baya kumangaliswa

ukuva ngokundwendwela kwam rhoqo

-kwaye andiyenzanga kwabanye

nokubandezeleka kwenu okuqhubekayo ngenxa yokungabikho kwam.

 

Ukuba wawungandiboni amaxesha amaninzi ngewungandazi kwaye wawundithanda kangaka.

Kuba utyelelo lwam lonke luzisa

-ulwazi olutsha ngam kunye

-uthando olutsha.

Kwaye ngakumbi umphefumlo undazi kwaye undithanda, kokukhona ukubandezeleka kwawo kuyanda.

Ndakuba ndifikile, ndakubandezela ekubandezelekeni kwenu, kwaba kokukhona

- kuba bendifuna i-Will yam ingasweli kuwe umngcelele obalaseleyo wentlungu eyomeleza umphefumlo,

-kwaye nokuseka indawo yam yokuhlala esisigxina kuwe kwaye ndikunike izifundo ezitsha neziqhubekayo kwiWill yam.

 

Ke ngoko, ndiyaphinda kuwe, ndivumele ndikwenze kwaye uthembele kum".



 

Ngale ntsasa ndizibone sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam kwaye ndabona u-confessor wam wokugqibela owasweleka ejikelezwe ngabantu abaninzi bemamele kwaye bevuya kumphulaphula.

Wathetha ethetha, evutha bhe de waya kutshisa abanye.

 

Ndiye ndasondela ukuze ndive ukuba uthini, ndothuka ndamva ethetha ngayo yonke into awandixelela yona uYesu nendlela aziphathe ngayo kum.

uthando lwakhe olunobuqili, ubuninzi bezono zakhe.

 

Kwaye xa wayethetha nam ngamaqhinga kaYesu othando ngakum, wakhanyisa ukukhanya ukusa kwinqanaba lokuziguqulela koko kukhanya; ingenguye yedwa, ibe kwanabo bamvayo. Ndothuka ndazicingela:

"Le yinto eyenziwa ngumvumali xa ephila emhlabeni - wayethetha nabanye ngezinto zomphefumlo wam - kwaye usayenza emva kokufa kwakhe, kubomi bakhe besibini".

 

Ndaye ndamlinda wagqiba ukuthetha ndizokwazi ukusondela kuye   ndimxelele ezinye zeengxaki zam, akagqiba ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam   .

 

Emva koko, njengesiqhelo,

Ndakhapha uYesu wam oyintanda kwi Passion yakhe  ,

uvelana naye, umenzela impindezelo, ndimenzela iintlungu zakhe;

 

Wangena ngaphakathi kum,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ingakanani ingenelo efunyanwa ngumphefumlo xa ukhumbula

-Yam kunye

- kuzo zonke izinto endakha ndazenza, ndabandezeleka kwaye ndathetha ngexesha lobomi bam!

 

Ukuze ube nenceba kum,

ukwabelana ngeenjongo zam e

ndikhumbula iimbandezelo zam, umsebenzi wam namazwi am,

Uzibizile kuye ngokwakhe, Azilungise emphefumlweni wakhe;

-ukonwabela iziqhamo zayo yonke into endiyenzileyo, ndisokole kwaye ndiyithethile.

 

Oku kuvelisa kulo mphefumlo uhlobo lokuFumana kobuthixo ukuba ilanga lobabalo lwam likholisekile ukuguqula libe ngumbethe wezulu.

 

Kwaye lo mbethe awuhombisi kakuhle umphefumlo kuphela

 

Inesidima sokuthambisa imitha yelanga elitshisayo loBulungisa bam bobuThixo

ukuba umphefumlo uthe watshiswa ngumlilo wesono, nobulungisa bam buwubetha, uwutshise, womise ngokubhekele phaya.

 

Ngokuthambisa imitha yelanga eliqaqambileyo, lo mbethe wobuthixo usebenzisa le mitha ukuze wenze umbethe oyingenelo ukuze isidalwa singabethwa. Yona ngokwayo yenza ukufuma okubalulekileyo ukuze umphefumlo ungomi.

 

Oku kwenzeka ngokwendalo:

xa emva komhla welanga elitshisayo, izityalo ziza kubuna, ubusuku obumanzi kwanele ukubenza baqine.

Emva koko ilanga libumba umbethe walo lize, endaweni yokubulala ezi zityalo, ubushushu balo busetyenziselwa ukuzichumisa nokuzisa isiqhamo sazo ekukhuleni ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ngendlela emangalisayo ngakumbi,

kwenzeka into efanayo ngokomyalelo wamandla angaphezu kwendalo.

Ukukhumbula into endiyenzileyo, ndihlupheke ndisithi isiqalo soLungile.

 

Ezi zikhumbuzo zenza i-sips encinci ukuze umphefumlo ubenze baphile. Xa izinto zilityelwe,

balahlekelwa ngumtsalane wabo kunye nesidima esibalulekileyo somphefumlo.

 

Ezi mbekiselo azikho nje kwimvelaphi yempahla ebomini, kodwa emva kokufa zisisizathu sozuko. Awubonanga ukuba wavuya kangakanani owavumayo emva kwexesha ethetha ngeenceba endikuphe zona?

 

Oku kungenxa yokuba, ngexesha lobomi bakhe,

-wayenomdla,

-Uyigcinile inkumbulo yakhe ngale nto naleyo

ingaphakathi layo ligcwaliswe ukusa kwinqanaba lokuphuphuma   ngaphandle.

 

Yaye hayi indlela alunge ngayo kubomi bakhe obutsha!

Kuye kufana nomthombo ophuphumayo ngenxa yokulungelwa kwabanye.

Ke ngoko, okukhona umphefumlo ukhumbula iinceba zam kunye nezifundo zam, kokukhona umthombo wempahla yam ugalela kuwo,

ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba kubekho ukuphuphuma ngenxa yokulunga kwabanye”.

 

 

Ndaphila kwintlungu yam eqhelekileyo yokungabikho kwakhe.

Ndaziva ndingcungcuthekiswa kubulungisa obuqatha, kungekho nesithunzi sosizi.

 

Owu ubulungisa bukaThixo, hayi indlela ombi ngayo!

Kodwa wena woyikeka ngakumbi xa ucezela kude nabo bakuthandayo.

Iintolo zakho beziya kuthamba ngakumbi kum ukuba, xa undohlwayayo undiqwenga, uYesu wam ebenam. Owu! Ndikhalela ikamva lam!

 

Ndingathanda ukuba lonke iZulu nomhlaba ulilele kunye nam ngekamva lehlwempu elubhacweni elingahlali nje kude nelizwe lakowabo, kodwa lilahliwe nguYesu walo okukuphela kwakhe okuthuthuzelayo, ekuphela kwenkxaso yalo elubhacweni olungenasiphelo.

 

Ngelixa intliziyo yam ehlwempuzekileyo yonganyelwe yile ntlungu ibuhlungu,

uYesu wam othandekayo wazenza wabonakala ngaphakathi kwam njengomlawuli wezinto zonke. Ebebambe okwezintso ezininzi ezandleni zakhe.

Yaye umthambo ngamnye wawubotshelelwe kwintliziyo yomntu. Kwakukho iintambo ezininzi njengoko kukho izidalwa.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, indlela inde kwaye ubomi bendalo nganye buyindlela eyahlukileyo.

Ngoko ke, kuyimfuneko ukuhamba kakhulu kwaye kwiindlela ezininzi. Iya kuba nguwe oya kuhamba zonke ezi ndlela kuba, kuba kufuneka ndivale i-Will yam kuwe, kufuneka uvale yonke into ekuyo.

 

Ngentando yam kuyenzeka ukuba nihambe kuzo zonke iindlela kunye: ezo zezidalwa zonke. Ke ngoko   kwiNtando yam kuninzi okufuneka ukwenze kunye   nokubandezeleka  ".

 

Ngala mazwi, ndicinezelekile kwaye ndidiniwe njengoko ndandinjalo, ndathi kuye:

 

"Yesu wam, oku kuninzi kakhulu: ngubani onokuyenza?

Ndidiniwe kakhulu kwaye ngaphandle koko, undishiya ndedwa kwaye, ngaphandle kwakho, andinakwenza nto. Ah! ukuba bendihleli ndinawe, bendinokuyiqonda le nto

Kodwa yeha, undishiye ndodwa kwaye andikwazi kuzibamba!"

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka  :

"Nangona kunjalo, ndisentliziyweni yakho, ndiqhuba yonke into.

Kwaye zonke ezi ndlela zihanjwe ndim. Ndivala yonke into. Andivumeli ukubetha kwentliziyo enye okanye ukubandezeleka kwesidalwa ukuba kubaleke kum.

 

Kwaye kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba, kuba kufuneka ndibeke intando yam kuwe njengendawo yayo yobomi,

Kuyimfuneko ukuba uzifumane

- zonke iindlela zezidalwa e

- yonke into eyenziwa nguYesu wakho.

Kuba ezi zinto azinakwahlulwa kum.

 

Kwanele ukuba unqabe into enye kuphela yeWill yam ukuyithintela

-ukwenza iziko lakho kuwe,

-banobungangamsha obupheleleyo,

-ibe nendawo yakhe yokuqala ukuze azazise kwaye alawule phezu kwayo yonke into.

 

Ngoko jonga ukuba yimalini efunekayo

-ukuba uvale zonke izidalwa kunye

-ukuba uhambe kuzo zonke iindlela zabo,

ukuthathela kuwe izilingo, iintlungu kunye nezenzo zabo bonke,

ukuba ufuna ukuba ubungangamsha beNtando yam buhle kuwe ukuze buqhubeke nohambo lwabo ».

 

Ndothukile, ndamxelela:

"Sithandwa sam, ucinga ntoni?

Uyayazi indlela endihlupheka ngayo kwaye ndikwesiphi isimo. Ndingenza njani ukuba ndivale yonke iWiyo yakho kum?

Ubukhulu becala, ngothando lwakho,

-Ndingayenza intando yakho,

-Ndingahlala kuye.

Kodwa akunakwenzeka ukuyiqonda, ndimncinci kakhulu.

Akunakwenzeka ukuba ndibe nentando engapheliyo. "

 

Wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, ibonisa ukuba awufuni ukuqonda.

Lowo ufuna ukufaka iWill yakhe kuwe

kuya kukunika ubabalo namandla okuzibamba.

 

Andithi ndawuvalela wonke umphefumlo wam esibelekweni sikaMama wasezulwini?

Ngaba kwakunokwenzeka ukuba ndivale inxalenye yam kuphela kuye, ndishiye inxalenye ezulwini? Ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo.

Ngaba yayingengowokuqala ukuba nenxaxheba?

-Kuzo zonke izenzo zoMdali wakhe,

- kuzo zonke iimbandezelo zakhe,

-ukufanisa Naye ukuze angashiyi nantoni na ayenzayo?

Ngaba yayingekokuqala kwesipho sam kuzo zonke izidalwa?

 

Ukuba ndiyenzile nomama wam ongahlukaniyo ukuba ndiyenze

- yehla emntwini e

-ukufeza ukuhlawulelwa kwam,

 

Andinakuyenza ngesinye isidalwa

- ukumnika ubabalo kunye nokukwazi ukuqulatha iNtando yam,

- ukumenza athathe inxaxheba kuzo zonke izenzo zam,

-ukwenza uBomi bam kuyo njengoMama wesibini

-Yiza phakathi kwezidalwa,

-ukundazisa ngabo kwaye

-ukwenza "iFiat Voluntas Tua emhlabeni njengaseZulwini"?

 

Awufuni ukuba sisiqalo sobukumkani beNtando yam emhlabeni?

 

"Injongo, oh! Ixabisa malini indlovukazi yam mama

makube sisiqalo sokuza kwam phakathi kwezidalwa!

 

Ke kuya kuxabisa ukuba ube yindawo yokuqala yobukumkani beNtando yam phakathi kwezidalwa. Nabani na omele anikele ngento yonke makabe nayo yonke into engaphakathi kuye.

 

Unokunikela kuphela oko unako.

 

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, musa ukuyithabatha lula

- echaphazela iWill yam kunye

- kufuneka wenze ntoni ukuze abumbe ubomi bakhe kuwe?

 

Le yeyona nto inomdla kum kwaye kufuneka unikele ingqalelo kwiimfundiso zam ".

 

Enkosi Thixo.

 

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