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Ngale ntsasa, emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele njengesiqhelo, ndathi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

 

"Ubomi bam, xa ndikunye nawe, andifuni ukuba ndedwa, kodwa ukuba yonke into kwaye wonke umntu abe nam.

Andifuni nje ukuba bonke abantwana bakho babe nam ukuze bahlale kunye nawe,

kodwa nazo zonke izinto ozidalileyo.

Ke, kwiSS yakho. Ngaba apho yonke into ikhona, sisonke siguqa ezinyaweni zakho, sinokukunqula, enkosi kwaye sikusikelele. "

 

Ngala mazwi ndabona zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zingxamile ukumrhawula uYesu ukuze ziwothule kuye.

 

Ngoko ndithi kuYesu:

Yabona, sithandwa sam, ukuba kuhle kwemisebenzi yakho; Ndiyayithanda lento

-ngemitha yayo emihle,   ilanga   liphuma   phambi kwakho ukukuncamisa nokukunqula;

-  iinkwenkwezi  , zenza isithsaba esikujikelezayo kwaye zimomotheka kuwe ngokukhazimula kwazo, zikuxelela: "Yeka indlela omkhulu ngayo!

Sikunika uzuko ngonaphakade kanaphakade".

Ngokukwanjalo, ngokusebeza kwayo okuvumelanayo,   ulwandle lwesilivere   luthi: “Enkosi kakhulu kuMdali wethu”.

 

Kwaye nam

-Ndiyakumanga kwaye ndiyakuthanda ngelanga,

-Ndikunika uzuko kunye neenkwenkwezi kunye

-Ndithi enkosi nolwandle.

 

Kodwa ndingaphinda njani konke endikuthethileyo ngokubiza zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ezijikeleze uYesu? Ukuba bendithetha yonke into, iya kuba yinde kakhulu.

Kum kwabonakala ngathi yonke into edaliweyo yayinendima ekhethekileyo ekunikeleni imbeko kuMdali wayo.

 

Ngokwenza oko, ndacinga ukuba ndidlala ngexesha kwaye olu yayingelohlobo lomthandazo wokubhekisa kuYesu emva komthendeleko.

Konke ukulunga, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:

"Ntombi yam, intando yam ihlanganisa yonke into.

Nabani na ohlala kuye makangaphosi nto yeyam.

 

Ukuba ujonge into enye kuphela, sinokumxelela

- ukuba akaniki kwiNtando yam yonke imbeko nozuko oluyifaneleyo, nokuba ubomi bakhe kuyo abuphelelanga.

 

Akanikeli iNtando yam ngokutshintshiselana ngayo yonke into ayenzela yona. Enyanisweni, ndinikela yonke into kumntu ohlala kwi-Will yam.

Kwaye ndimbonisa uthando lwam ngendlela yoloyiso ngemisebenzi yam. Lo mva naye, makandibonise uthando lwakhe ngokulandela ikhondo elifanayo.

 

Ngaba oko bekungayi kukuvuyisa?

- ukuba, ukukholisa wena, umntu omthandayo

unike imbeko kuwe ngazo zonke izinto ezintle nezahlukeneyo ozenzileyo kwaye

-ukuba uthe, ewabeka ngeenxa zonke kuni, esalatha kuwo ngabanye, athi kuni, Yabonani, yimisebenzi yenu le;

 

Hayi indlela entle ngayo le! Hayi indlela enobuchule ngayo le enye! Lo wesithathu ngumsebenzi wobugcisa wokwenene!

Le kota inemibala eyahlukeneyo kwaye le yeyona nto imnandi!

Olunjani lona uvuyo obuya kuba nalo nozuko obuya kulufumana!

 

Kunjalo ke nakum.

Lowo uhlala kwintando yam kufuneka ngandlela ithile abe kukubetha kwentliziyo kwayo yonke indalo.

 

Kuba ibandakanya bonke abantu nezinto zonke,

-ebethelela kuye ngenxa yentando yam,

kufuneka yenze ukubetha kwentliziyo enye kuko konke oku kubetha kwentliziyo

-ukuze ndi

ukuguqula ukubetha kwentliziyo yomntu wonke naye wonke umntu kuyo, e

ngoko ndibuyisele lonke uzuko nothando oluphuma kum.

 

Emphefumlweni apho iNtando yam ilawula khona, kufuneka ndifumane yonke imiphefumlo, ukuze, ndamkele yonke into,

lo mphefumlo ungandinika yonke into abanye abamele bandinike yona.

 

Intombazana yakho

ubomi boMyolelo wam bahluke kakhulu kwezinye iintlobo zobungcwele.

 

Yiyo loo nto indlela yokuphila kwintando yam kunye neemfundiso ezithi

banxulumene nayo

-ayinakufunyanwa.

Kunokuthiwa ezinye iintlobo zobungcwele zizithunzi zoBomi bam obuNgcwele.

Ngelixa iWill yam ingumthombo.

 

Ke ngoko yilumkele indlela yakho yokuphila kwiNtando yam ukuze, ngawe, yaziwe

indlela yokwenyani    yokuhlala  apho

kunye neemfundiso ezithile ezinxulumene   nayo,

kwaye bafikelele kwabo bafuna ukuhlala kwiWill yam

ubungcwele bokwenene boBomi obuNgcwele e

hayi nje   isithunzi sayo.

 

Xa ndandisemhlabeni,

Bunjani ubuntu bam kwintando yam yobuThixo,

- akashiyanga nawuphi na umsebenzi, akukho ngcinga, akukho mazwi, njl. ukugubungela zonke izenzo zendalo.

 

Kunokuthiwa bendinayo

-ingcamango yayo yonke ingcinga,

- igama elinye kwigama ngalinye, njl.

ukuze uBawo azukiswe ngokupheleleyo

nokuba izidalwa zifumana ukukhanya, ubomi, iinzuzo kunye namayeza.

 

Yonke into ikwiWill yam.

Nalowo uhlala kuye

- kufuneka ibandakanye zonke izidalwa kunye

-Kufuneka ndihambe kuzo zonke izenzo zam

ukubanika umbala omtsha wobuthixo othatyathwe kwiThanda lam, ukundinika imbuyekezo yako konke endikwenzileyo.

 

Mnye kuphela ohlala kwiWill yam onokundinika le mbuyekezo. Ndithembele kubo

- ukubeka ukuthanda kukaThixo kunxibelelwano nentando yomntu e

-ukugalela impahla yakhe kuye.

 

Ndifuna

- ukusebenza njengabalamleli e

-ndilandela indlela efanayo yoBuntu bam,

aba bantu bavula iingcango zoBukumkani beNtando yam

-eyavalwa ngokuthanda komntu. Ngokulandelayo

Umsebenzi wakho mkhulu kwaye ufuna ukuba uncame kwaye uqaphele kakhulu. "

Ngenxa yala mazwi, ndaziva ndingenelwe ngokupheleleyo kuMyolelo oPhakamileyo.

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

“Ntombi yam, iWill yam iyinto yonke kwaye iqulethe yonke into, sisiqalo nesiphelo somntu.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ukudala   umntu,

-Andimmiselanga mthetho   e

-Andizange ndimisele nawuphi na umthendeleko.

- Ndamnika Intando yam kuphela.

 

Oku kwakungaphezulu kokwaneleyo ukufumana zonke iinjongo zokufezekisa,

hayi   ubungcwele obuncinci,

kodwa kwaBungcwele obufanayo   .

 

Indoda yayilapho yayisiya khona:

ebengadingi nto ngaphandle kweWill yam.

Kuye wayeya kufumana yonke into ngokuncomekayo nangokulula ukuze amenze abe ngcwele kwaye onwabe ngexesha naphakade.

 

Ukuba ndiyimisele imithetho emva kweenkulungwane neenkulungwane zendalo, kungenxa yokuba wayingcatsha imvelaphi yakhe.

Ngaloo ndlela yayilahlekelwe yintsingiselo nesiphelo sayo.

 

Ndibona ukuba, nkqu nemithetho yam, umntu waqhubeka ehamba ebheke kwintshabalalo yakhe, ndamisela imithendeleko njengeyona ndlela inamandla yokumsindisa.

 

Kodwa okunjani kona ukuxhaphaza, ukunyeliswa!

Baninzi abasebenzisa imithetho kunye nesakramente

- isono ngakumbi e

-yiya esihogweni

 

Ngelixa ndikwiNtando yam, esisisiqalo nesiphelo,

-umphefumlo uyasindiswa,

-uphakanyiselwe ebungcweleni bobuthixo.

- ifezekisa ngokupheleleyo injongo eyadalwa ngayo, ngaphandle kwengozi encinci yokukwazi ukundikhubekisa.

 

Ngaloo ndlela eyona ndlela iqinisekileyo yintando yam. Iisakramente ngokwazo,

- ukuba abamkelwanga ngokuvisisana nentando yam,

kunokubangela intshabalalo nentshabalalo.

 

Ke ngoko ndigxininisa kakhulu kwiWill yam.

Kuba umphefumlo ufumana zonke iindlela ezilungileyo kwaye ufumana zonke iziqhamo. Ngaphandle kwentando yam, iisakramente ezifanayo

-inokwenza iityhefu e

- inokukhokelela umphefumlo ekufeni ngonaphakade. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo - andazi nokuba bendiphupha na - ndibone umfi.

 

Kwakubonakala ngathi kukho into ejijekileyo engqondweni yam ukuyilungisa. Embuza isizathu sokuba enze oku, wathi: “Ndize kunilumkisa ukuba nikulumke nikubhale kakuhle oko nikubhalayo kuba uThixo unocwangco.

 

Ukuba uyalityeshela ibinzana okanye igama elithi iNkosi kuwe, linokuba ngumthombo wamathandabuzo okanye ubunzima kwabo bafunda imibhalo yakho. Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye, "Uyazi ukuba andinandaba?"

 

Wathi: “Hayi, hayi, kodwa hlalani nilumka; qinisekani ukuba nisoloko nibhala ngokucacileyo nangokucacileyo oko uYesu akuthethayo kuni.   Musani ukutyeshela nantoni na, ngenxa yokuba, nokuba nithe nasiva isivakalisi esincinane, nokuba sithe, nokuba sithe ndaweni-nye. ngokwahlukileyo , kunokubakho ukungabikho kocwangco  .

Enyanisweni, amagama afanelekileyo anceda ekukhanyiseleni umfundi, amenze aziqonde izinto ngokucacileyo.

 

Usenokutyekela ekushiyeni izinto ezincinane nangona  , ngokufuthi, izinto ezincinci zikhanyisa ezinkulu nezinkulu zikhanyisa ezincinci  . Lumka ke ngoko ukuba yonke into ibekwe kakuhle.

Emva kokuba ndiyithethile uye wanyamalala ndaxakwa.

 

Ke, ngelixa ndandizincama ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando yobuThixo, uYesu washukuma ngaphakathi kum   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, hayi indlela entle ngayo ukubona umphefumlo usebenza kwiNtando yam!

 

Ngokuntywilisela izenzo zakhe, iingcinga kunye namazwi kwiWill yam, ufana nesiponji esifunxa zonke iimpahla zam.

Izenzo ezininzi ezingcwele zoKhanya zinokubonwa kulo mphefumlo. Kwaye kunzima ukwahlula izenzo zoMdali kwezo zesidalwa.

 

Ngokuzaliswa nguKuthanda kwanaphakade, ezi zenzo ziquka amandla ayo, uBomi kunye neNdlela yokuSebenza. Zijonge ubone indlela iWill yam ikwenze wamhle ngayo.

 

Ndiyazivalela kuzo zonke izenzo zakho.

Kuba nabani na oneNtando yam uphethe yonke into. "

Ndazijonga, oh! oko kuKhanya kwaphuma kum!

Eyona nto yayindichukumisa kakhulu kukubona uYesu evalelwe kuyo yonke into endiyenzayo.

Intando yakhe imvalele kum.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndazibona ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndikunye noYesu wam othandekayo, egcwele ububele, wathatha izandla zam wazibamba esifubeni sakhe.

 

Ngothando olungaka wathi kum:

"Ntombazana  ethandekayo, ukuba ubusazi nje ukuba ndonwabe kangakanani na xa ndithetha nawe ngentando yam!

 

Naluphi na ulwazi olutsha endikubonisa lona ngalo lulonwabo

-endizenzele ngokwam kwaye

-enxibelelana nesidalwa.

Ndiziva ndonwabile kuye ngenxa yolonwabo lwam.

 

Ngapha koko, enye yeempawu zeWill yam kukwenza uThixo nabantu bonwabe.

 

Cinga ngoxwilo esihlala kunye,

-Ndithetha nawe kwaye

-wena usuka rn'listondo.

Siyavuyisana.

 

Sikunye senza isityalo kunye nesiqhamo solonwabo lwenene nolwanaphakade.

Ngokufanayo, abo bamameleyo okanye bafunde izinto   ezithandekayo nezimangalisayo zeNtando yam baziva ubumnandi obumnandi bolonwabo lwam.

 

"Ngolonwabo lwam ngemisebenzi yam, ndifuna ukuthetha nawe

-ubunene beNtando yam,

- iindawo eziphakamileyo ezinokufikelela umphefumlo apho kwaye

- yayo yonke into enokuzuza

xa esenza iWill yam imngene.

 

Ubungangamsha beNtando yam bubuThixo

Ngaloo ndlela, ihla kuphela kwabo bangababangi abahloniphekileyo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kuBuntu bam ukuba yehla kuqala.

Akanelisekanga ngento encinci: ufuna yonke into kuba efuna ukunika yonke into.

 

Angayinika njani yonke into

ukuba akafumani yonke into emphefumlweni ukuba abeke kuyo yonke impahla yakhe?

 

Ngaloo ndlela ubuntu bam buveze inkundla ebekekileyo nengcwele kwiNtando yam.

Oku kwakhokelela ekubeni iWill yam igxile kuzo zonke izinto kunye nabantu kum.

 

Ngaba awuboni,

- ukuba intando yam ilawule emphefumlweni,

-le nto kufuneka ibe nayo yonke into eyenziwe nguBuntu bam?

 

Ezinye izidalwa zithatha inxaxheba kwinxalenye yeziqhamo zeNtlawulo (ngokwesimo sabo),

Lo mphefumlo ubabutha kuyo yonke into;

Ngaloo ndlela yenza umngcelele ohloniphekileyo weNtando yam.

 

Intando yam ke igxile kulomphefumlo

uthando analo kumntu wonke, kwaye

uthando alulindele kuye   wonke umntu,

Ngaloo ndlela unokulufumana uthando lwabo bonke ngalo mphefumlo.

 

Intando yam ifuna ngaphezulu.

Naye ufuna ukufumana kulo mphefumlo

- imbuyekezo yayo yonke into, oko kukuthi

- imbuyekezo yabo bonke ubudlelwane obukhoyo kwindalo phakathi koMdali nezidalwa.

Kungenjalo, ulonwabo lwakhe alunakuphelela. Intando yam kufuneka ikwazi ukuxelela umphefumlo apho ulawula khona:

"Ukuba akukho mntu undithandayo okanye undibuyisela uthando, ndonwabile ngokupheleleyo.

Kuba ndifumana yonke into kulo mphefumlo, ndifumana yonke into kuye kwaye ndingamnika yonke into ".

 

Sinokuphinda into esinokuyithetha ngeZiqu ezithathu zobuthixo:

"Asinakuchukunyiswa, kungakhathaliseki ukuba izidalwa zenza ntoni. Akukho mntu okanye nantoni na enokufikelela kuthi okanye inciphise ulonwabo lwethu.

 

Ngumphefumlo kuphela ophethe intando yethu

- angafikelela kuthi, - unokuza abe mnye nathi.

 

Lo mphefumlo wonwabile ngolonwabo lwethu. Ngoko sizukiswa lulonwabo lwakhe”.

 

Kuphela kuxa intando yam ilawula ngokupheleleyo kwizidalwa apho uthando lufikelela kwimfezeko epheleleyo kuzo.

 

Ngentando yam, sonke isidalwa

-iya kufumaneka kuzo zonke ezinye izidalwa,

-uya kuyithanda,

- yikhusele kwaye

-iya kuyixhasa

indlela uThixo ayithande ngayo, ayikhuselayo kwaye ayixhase.

 

Isidalwa ngasinye siya kuzifumana sitofelwe igazi kuzo zonke ezinye kunye nakubomi baso.

Zonke izidima ziya kufikelela kwimfezeko yazo epheleleyo

ngenxa yokuba aziyi kudla ubomi bamntu, kodwa ubomi bobuthixo.

 

Yiyo loo nto   bendifuna abantu ababini   :

-  owam uBuntu ukuqonda iNtlawulelo  ,   e

-Omnye  ukuqonda ukuba iFiat Volunta yabulawa emhlabeni njengaseZulwini  , enye iyimfuneko ngakumbi kunomnye.

 

Enyanisweni, ukuba,

-Ngokokuqala kwakufuneka ndimkhulule ngentlawulelo umntu;

-ngeyesibini kwafuneka ndiyenze

ukubuyisela umntu kwinjongo yakhe yokuqala e

ukuvula ukuhamba kobabalo phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo, ukuze intando kaThixo ilawule emhlabeni njengaseZulwini.

 

Ukukhulula umntu,

ubuntu bam buvumele intando yam ukuba ilawule emhlabeni naseZulwini.

Ndikhangela obunye ubuntu,

ukwenza intando yam ilawule kuye njengaseZulwini   ,

iya kundivumela ukuba ndizibone zonke iinjongo   zeNdalo.

 

Ke ngoko qaphela ukuba uvumele intando yam kuphela ilawule kuwe.

 

Kwaye ndiya kukuthanda ngothando olufanayo endilithande ngalo uBuntu bam obungcwele. "

 

Ndaziva ndidakumbile kakhulu ngenxa yokuswela uYesu wam othandekayo. ukuba intliziyo yam yayisopha!

Ndayifumana imvakalelo

-ukufumana ukufa okungapheliyo,

-ukungakwazi ukuqhubeka ngaphandle kwakhe e

-ukuba ukufel' ukholo kwam akunakuba nenkohlakalo ngakumbi.

 

Ngelixa ndandizama ukukhapha uYesu kwiimfihlelo ezahlukeneyo zePasion yakhe, ndafika kwimfihlakalo yeFlallelation yakhe   ebuhlungu  .

 

Emva koko wangena ngaphakathi kum waza wandigcwalisa ngokupheleleyo ngomntu wakhe othandekayo. Xa ndimbona, ndandifuna ukuthetha naye ngemeko yam ebuhlungu.

 

Kodwa, ebeka ukuthula kum, wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, masithandaze kunye.

Sikwixesha elibuhlungu kakhulu!

 

 ubulungisa bam  ,

engakwazi ukuzibamba ngenxa yobubi   bezidalwa, angathanda ukuwugubungela umhlaba ngezohlwayo ezitsha   .

 

Ke ngoko, umthandazo kwi-Will yam uyimfuneko:

ogubungela zonke izidalwa, umelwe kukuba

- yiza kuzithethelela kwaye

- thintela ubulungisa bam ukuba busondele kubo ukuba bohlwaye. "

 

Hayi indlela ekwakuchukumisa ngayo ukubona uYesu ethandaza!

Kwaye ekubeni ndamkhapha kwimfihlelo ebuhlungu yokubethwa kwakhe, wabonakala ephalaza igazi lakhe.

Ndive isithi:

"Bawo wam, ndinikela kuwe ngeGazi lam. Owu! Liyeke

- ukugubungela ubukrelekrele bendalo,

-Susa iingcinga ezimbi kubo

-zolisa umlilo weminqweno yabo

ukuze ingqondo yabo ibe ngcwele.

 

Eli Gazi maligqume amehlo abo ngendlela abanokuthi benze ngayo

abazivumeli ukuba balukuhlwe ziziyolo ezimbi   kunye

abadyojwanga ludaka lwasemhlabeni.

 

Vumela eli Gazi

-ugcwalisa umlomo wakho kwaye

- yenza imilebe yabo ingabi nako

athethe izinyeliso, iziqalekiso nawo nawaphi na amazwi angendawo.

 

Utata wam

ukuba eli gazi ligubungela izandla zabo;

ngokokude bangabi nakunyamezeleka izenzo ezibi.

 

Yanga eli Gazi lingaqukuqela kwiNtando yethu yanaphakade

ukugquma zonke izidalwa kwaye uzikhusele phambi kwamalungelo obulungisa bethu. "

Ngubani owayenokuyichaza indlela uYesu awayethandaza ngayo aze akhumbule yonke into awayeyithetha! Ngoko ke

Uye wathula wathatha umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo wawubeka ezandleni zakhe, wayibamba kwaye

ukuyiphonononga.

 

Ndathi kuye: "Sthandwa sam wenzani apho? Ikhona into ongayithandiyo kum?"

 

Uphendule wathi: "Ndiyawuxovula umphefumlo wakho kwaye ndiyawukhulisa kwiWill yam. Nantoni na, mandingaqondi ukuba ndenza ntoni kuwe, kuba ngokuzinikela kwakho konke kum, ufumene. niphulukene namalungelo nonke.amalungelo enu ngawam Niyalazi ilungelo lenu ekuphela kwalo?

 

Kukuba iNtando yam ibe yeyakho kwaye ndikubonelele ngayo yonke into enokukwenza wonwabe ngexesha naphakade. "



 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndakhutshwa emzimbeni wam nguYesu wam othandekayo.

Wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, uMdali ufuna ukuba isidalwa sibeke iingenelo zeNdalo esibelekweni sakhe.

 

Uye waqinisekisa ukuba, kwinkulungwane nganye,

kwakukho imiphefumlo eyayikhangele kuye kuphela   kwaye

apho wayenokuthi abeke khona   izipho zakhe.

Ekudibaneni kwabo bobabini, uMdali wehla evela eZulwini kwaye indalo yanyukela kuye.

ngowokuqala ukupha, nomnye wamkela.

 

Ndihlala ndiziva ndinesidingo esikhulu sokupha. Yintlungu ebuhlungu kum

lungisa iinzuzo eziza kunikwa   e

bangafumani mntu ukubamkela.

 

Ngaba uyazi ukuba ndingazifaka kubani iintsikelelo zam kwiNdalo? Kwabo bahlala kwiWill yam.

 

Kuphela yiNtando yam enokuvuselela emphefumlweni utyekelo olubangela ukuba ufaneleke ukufumana iintsikelelo zoMdali nokumnika umbulelo nothando anembopheleleko yokulunikela kuMdali ngazo zonke iingenelo azifumeneyo.

 

Yiza ke nam

Siya kuhamba kunye eZulwini naseMhlabeni. Ndifuna

ukuba ndibeke kuwe amandla okuqonda uthando endilubeke kwindalo yonke - ukuba undinike imbuyekezo yothando kuzo zonke ezi zinto   kwaye

ukuba uthanda wonke umntu   ngothando lwam.

 

Siya kunika uthando kumntu wonke.

Siya kuba babini ukuthanda wonke umntu, andisayi kuba ndedwa ukwenza njalo.

 

Ngoko sasihamba yonke indawo.

UYesu wafaka kum uthando awalubeka kuzo zonke izidalwa.

Kwaye mna, ndivakalisa uthando lwakhe, ndaphinda kunye naye "  Ndiyakuthanda  " kuzo zonke izidalwa.

UYesu wongeza wathi:

“Ntombi yam, ekudaleni umntu, safaka emphefumlweni wakhe

-eyona ndawo isondeleyo ngaphakathi kwethu: intando yethu. Sibeke onke amasuntswana oBuThixo bethu kuye

-ukuba wayenokwamkela njengesidalwa, ukusa kwinqanaba lokumenza umfanekiso wethu.

 

Kodwa wophula iWill yethu.

Wayigcina intando yakhe yomntu, kodwa wathabatha indawo yeNtando yobuThixo kuye.

Wenza mnyama wasulela umntu wakhe.

wenza amasuntswana entando yethu afakwe kuye angasebenzi,

-wada wakhubeka kwaye washiywa ngokupheleleyo engqondweni yakhe.

 

Kuba

-yilungiselele ukuba iqhagamshelane kwakhona neWill yethu,

- ukumkhulula ebumnyameni kunye nosulelo atshone kulo, e

-ukubuyisela kuye amasuntswana oBuThixo bethu ebesimnike sona ekuqaleni,

Ndifuna ukuphefumlela kuye kwakhona.

 

Owu! hayi indlela endirhalela ngayo ukuyibona intle njengaxa ndandiyidala! Yintando yam kuphela enokufeza obu bugxwayiba.

 

Ngenxa yoko ndifuna ukuvuthela phezu kwenu, ukuze namkele oku kukulunga okukhulu: Intando yam

- ulawula kuwe kwaye

- ikunika ukubuyisela zonke iimpahla kunye namalungelo endiwanike umntu ekudaleni. "

 

Ngalamazwi wasondela wandivuthela wandijonga wandincamisa waphela.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo uzenze wabonakala kum ezolule iingalo zakhe emile njengomnqamlezo.

Ndizibeka kwindawo efanayo nawe.

 

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, isenzo sokugqibela sobomi bam yaba

- Lala emnqamlezweni e

-hlala apho de kube sekufeni kwam, ngeengalo ezivulekileyo,

bengakwazi ukushukuma okanye ukuchasa yonke into ababefuna ukuyenza kum.

 

Ndandingumfanekiso walowo uphilayo,

- hayi ngentando yakhe yomntu,

- kodwa ngentando kaThixo.

 

Andikwazi ukushukuma okanye ukuchasa, ndilahlekelwe kuko konke kum,

Ndandijongene ne-tension eyoyikekayo ezingalweni zam.

 

Zingaphi izinto abazithethayo!

Ngoxa ndandiphulukene namalungelo am, ubomi bam bathatyathwa.

 

Kodwa ilungelo eliphambili yayileloloMyolelo oPhakamileyo. Wasebenzisa ubukhulu bakhe kunye nokwazi konke.

Wayithabatha yonke imiphefumlo, enesono okanye engcwele, engenatyala okanye embi, wayibeka ezingalweni zam ezoluliweyo, ukuze ndiyise eZulwini.

 

Andikhabelanga namnye kubo.

Intando yobuThixo yenze indawo yawo wonke umphefumlo osezandleni zam.

 

"Intando ePhakamileyo sisenzo esiqhubekayo:

oko wakha wakwenza,

akayeki ukuyenza   .

 

UBuntu bam busezulwini kwaye abukho phantsi kokubandezeleka.

Qhubeka ujonge imiphefumlo esebenza kuphela kwintando kaThixo.

Abala nto kaThixo kwaye bazimisele ukuphulukana nawo onke amalungelo abo ngenxa yentando yam.

 

Ubuntu bam bufuna ukubeka yonke imiphefumlo

unesono okanye ungcwele, ongenatyala okanye ububi - kwiingalo zale   miphefumlo.

 

Aba bayaboleka ukwandisa kwiWill yam ngomyalelo

-ukuqhubeka nezandla zam ezolulelwe emnqamlezweni ziye zakwenza   .

 

Yiyo loo nto ndilele kuwe,

ukuze iNtando ePhakamileyo ikwazi ukuqhubeka nesenzo sayo

ukuthwala yonke imiphefumlo   ezingalweni zam.

 

Ubungcwele abuzuzwa ngesenzo esinye, kodwa ngokulandelelana kwe

izenzo ezininzi. Isenzo esinye asenzi ubungcwele okanye ukugqwetheka. Ngaphandle kokulandelelana kwezenzo, imibala yokwenyani yobungcwele okanye yokugqwetheka ayikho kwaye ayinakugwetywa.

Into eyenza ubungcwele bukhanye kwaye bube netywina labo kukulandelelana kwezenzo ezilungileyo.

 

Akakho umntu onokuthi usisityebi kuba enesenti.

kodwa kuphela ukuba uneepropati ezininzi, iivillas, iibhotwe, njl. Ubungcwele   sisiphumo sezenzo ezininzi ezilungileyo, imibingelelo,  izenzo   zobuqhawe,

nangona amaxesha e-off-   peak angenzeka.

 

«  Ubungcwele kwiNtando yam  , kwelinye icala, awazi ngamaxesha athile. Inxulunyaniswa nesenzo esiqhubekayo seNtando yanaphakade.

Uhlala ekhuthele, ehlala esoyisa, enothando kwaye akayeki.

 

Ubungcwele kwintando yam buphumle emphefumlweni

umfanekiso wesenzo esiqhubekayo   soMdali,

uthando lwakhe oluqhubekayo   kunye

ukugcinwa ngokuqhubekayo kwazo zonke izinto   ezidalileyo.

 

UMdali akatshintshi, akaguquguquki.

Eyona nto inokutshintsha ngumhlaba hayi iZulu.

Utshintsho sisiphelo sentando yomntu, hayi intando kaThixo.

 

Iziphazamiso ezilungileyo zezendalo, kungekhona zoMdali.

Iziphazamiso ezinjalo azinakulungela ubungcwele kwiWill yam. Kufuneka ithwale iimpawu zobungcwele boMdali.

Ke qaphela kwaye ushiye onke amalungelo kuMyolelo oPhakamileyo. Emva koko ndiya kubumba kuwe ubungcwele kwiNtando yam".

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokulinda ixesha elide, uYesu wam osoloko elungile wazibonakalisa ngaphakathi kwam. Ebebonakala ediniwe kwaye endibona endixhasa wolula isandla wangqiyama ngayo. Engqiyame ngentloko yakhe kule nkxaso, waphumla waza wandimema ukuba ndiphumle naye.

Hayi indlela ekwakuvuyisa ngayo ukukwazi ukuphumla noYesu emva kokuba nentlungu engaka!

 

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba yenziwa ngantoni le nkxaso, isithuthuzela kangaka?

Le yimisebenzi yakho yonke oyenzile kwiThanda lam.

Le nkxaso inamandla kangangokuba inokuzisa izulu nomhlaba kum.

 

Yintando yam kuphela enokuvelisa amandla angaka.

Izenzo ezenziwe kwiNtando yam zibopha iZulu noMhlaba.

Bazisa amandla kaThixo kwinqanaba lokuba baxhase uThixo. "

 

Ndamxelela:

"Sthandwa sam nangona kukho le nkxaso ndoyika ukuba ungandishiya, ngendiyintoni ngaphandle kwakho!

Uyayazi indlela endingonwabanga ngayo kwaye andonwabanga ngayo.

Ndiyoyika ukuba xa ungandishiya, iWill yakho nayo izondishiya. "

 

Waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam, woyika ntoni?" Olu loyiko luvela kwintando yakho yomntu. Intando yam ayilubandakanyi lonke uloyiko.

Uzithembile kwaye akaguquki.

Idityaniswe nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo kunye nemithetho malunga nenye yazo.

 

Umphefumlo ogqibayo

- ndiyeke ndiphathwe yiWill yam e

-hlala kuye

inxulumene ngokulinganayo kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo

Okwakhe kwiWill yam kubhalwe kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo

ngoonobumba abangacimekiyo.

 

Jonga kwindalo iphela: igama lakho kunye ne-filiation yakho phambi kwentando yam ibhaliwe

-ngoonobumba abangacimekiyo esibhakabhakeni, ezinkwenkwezini, elangeni nayo yonke into.

 

Inokwenzeka njani into yokuba lo Mama ungunaphakade nongcwele oyintando yam?

ulahla intombi yakhe ayithandayo ezelwe nguye kwaye ikhule ngothando olungaka?

Ngoko ke beka ecaleni lonke uloyiko ukuba awufuni ukundenzakalisa.

"

 

Ngoko, ndajonga esibhakabhakeni, ilanga nayo yonke enye into. Bendilibona igama lam libhalwe nesihloko sentombi yeWill yakhe   .

Ngamana yonke into ibe ngenxa yozuko lukaThixo kunye nokudideka komphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo.



 

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide kuYesu wam othandekayo, ndabuva ubukho bakhe kum.

Wolula iingalo zakhe,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, kwintando yam, yandisa iingalo zakho njengam, ukulungisa.

- ngenxa yenani elikhulu labo benza intando yomntu, leyo

-ngumthombo wabo bonke ububi babo kwaye unokuwuphosa umphefumlo enzonzobileni yanaphakade. Kwenze oko ukuthintela ubulungisa bam ekubeni buvuthe ingqumbo yabo.

 

Xa isidalwa sisanda kwintando yam yokwenza kunye nokubandezeleka,

Ubulungisa bam buziva buchukunyiswa sesi sidalwa sihlala ngaMandla eNtando yam.

Ubeka ecaleni ubungqongqo bakhe nje.

Ngumsinga wobuthixo ukuba isidalwa sijikeleze phakathi koThixo kunye nosapho loluntu apho ubulungisa bam bungenako kodwa ukuba nemfesane eluntwini. "

 

Wathi xa esitsho, wandibonisa izidalwa

-ukulungiselela inguqu enkulu ngokuchasene norhulumente kunye neCawa. Hayi indlela embi ngayo le ndiphila ngayo! Zingaphi iintlekele!

 

Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ubonile?" Izidalwa azifuni ukuyeka. Ukunxanelwa kwabo igazi kusaqhubeka.

Oku kukhokelela ubulungisa bam ekutshabalaliseni zonke izixeko ngeenyikima zomhlaba, izikhukula kunye nomlilo, ukwenza   abemi bazo bangabikho ebusweni bomhlaba  . 

 

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam,

thandaza, ubandezeleke kwaye wenze kwiNtando yam  :

kodwa oku kuya kuthintela ubulungisa bam ukuba buqhawuke ukuba bonakalise umhlaba.

 

“Owu! Ukuba ubusazi

hayi indlela ekukuhle kwaye kuvuyisa ngayo ukubona umphefumlo usebenza kwiNtando yam!

 

Ulwandle nomhlaba   unokukunika imifanekiso.

Ezi zinto zimbini zihlobene ngokusondeleyo kangangokuba amanzi akanakuba ngaphandle komhlaba kwaye umhlaba uya kuba ngumqwebedu ngaphandle kwamanzi. Ingathi batshatile:

ulwandle lunokubizwa ngokuba ngutata nomama umhlaba.

Olu lumanyano ekufuneka umphefumlo ube nalo kunye neWill yam.

 

Ngoko ke yintoni   ulwandle  ? Isibhakabhaka esikhulu samanzi. Yintoni eza ebomini kwaye idlisa khona?

Iintlobo ngeentlobo zeentlanzi.

Baqubha apho babaleke bonwabile.

 

Ulwandle lunye, kodwa zininzi iintlanzi ezihlala apho.

Uthando kunye nekhwele lolwandle malunga nezi ntlanzi lukhulu kangangokuba luzigcina zifihliwe ngaphakathi.

Amanzi awo anabela phezulu nangaphantsi kwawo, ekunene nasekhohlo.

Xa intlanzi ifuna ukushukuma, iwaqhekeza amanzi ize yonwabe.

Amanzi awugqithisa ngokuthanda kwawo, nakuba awugubungela ngeenxa zonke, akaphumi kuwo.

 

Xa intlanzi idada, ulwandle luyivala ngokukhawuleza indlela emva kwalo.

enganikeli ngxelo yalapho ivela khona, nalapho iya khona, ukuze ingabi nako ukulandelwa.

Ukuba intlanzi ifuna ukutya, amanzi ayibonelela ngayo yonke into eyifunayo.

Ukuba ufuna ukulala, amanzi aba ngumandlalo wakhe; ayikhe iyishiye, isoloko iyingqongile.

 

Ngamafutshane  , kukho izidalwa eziphilayo elwandle, ngaphandle kwamanzi,

-abashukumayo kwaye bangxamele apho, kwaye

-nto leyo esisihomo sakhe, nesihomo sakhe nobutyebi bakhe.

 

Umphefumlo ophila kwaye usebenze kwintando yam ungaphezulu kwentlanzi.

 

Nokuba igqityiwe, ineentshukumo zayo, ilizwi layo, iindlela zayo.

Luninzi uthando kunye nekhwele leNtando yam kwesi sidalwa esonwabileyo,

-ngaphezu kolwandle olujikeleze intlanzi;

Ndiyijikeleza phezulu nasezantsi, ekhohlo nasekunene.

 

Kuye intando yam bubomi, ukutya, igama, umsebenzi, amanyathelo, ukubandezeleka, ibhedi kunye nokuphumla.

Intando yam imlandela kuyo yonke indawo kwaye ufuna ukudlala naye.

Esi sidalwa luzuko lwam, isidima sam kunye nobutyebi bam.

Imisebenzi yayo ifaniswa nokuqubha kunye ne-moose yokuloba elwandle.

Kuphela kukuba kulwandle lwezulu lweNtando ePhakamileyo ehambayo.

 

Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam

abahlali abafihliweyo bamanzi asezulwini nangenasiphelo olwandle lweNtando yam.

 

Njengeentlanzi, kubemi baselwandle abafihlakeleyo nabathe cwaka, uzuko lwalo baluzukisa, nokondla abantu;

le miphefumlo, ifihliweyo kwaye ithe cwaka kulwandle olungcwele lweNtando yam, ikho

- olona zuko lukhulu lweNdalo   e

-oyena nobangela wokuhla emhlabeni wokutya okumnandi kweWill yam.

 

Umhlaba   ngomnye umfanekiso woBomi bomphefumlo kwintando yam.

 

Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam

njengezityalo, iintyatyambo, imithi kunye nembewu emhlabeni.

 

Luluphi uthando umhlaba ongavuleki ngalo ukuze ufumane imbewu? Ayivuleli nje ukuyamkela,

-kodwa ivala ngokwayo

ukuyinceda ijike ibe luthuli

- ukwenzela ukuba esi sityalo sinokuzibonakalisa ngokulula. Kwaye xa isityalo siqala ukuphuma esifubeni sakhe,

- umhlaba uyawa ngeenxa zonke

ukuyibonelela ngezondlo zayo ukuyinceda ikhule.

 

Umama akanakuba nothando njengoMama woMhlaba: umama

- akasoloko ethwele umntwana esizalweni sakhe;

- akukho ngaphezu kokuba ehlala emondla ngobisi lwakhe, ngelixa umhlaba ungawususi isityalo kwisifuba sakhe.

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, okukhona isityalo sikhula, kokukhona umhlaba uzivulela indawo iingcambu zaso ukuze somelele yaye sibe sihle ngakumbi.

 

Uthando kunye nekhwele lomhlaba malunga nesityalo likhulu kangangokuba ligcina linamathele kuso ukuze liqhubeke lisondla.

Izityalo, iintyatyambo, njl., zezona zihombo ezintle emhlabeni, ulonwabo, uzuko kunye nobutyebi.

Ukongeza, zisetyenziselwa ukondla izizukulwana zabantu.

Kumphefumlo ophila kwaye usebenze kuYe, iNtando yam ingaphezulu koMama woMhlaba.

Ngaphezulu kukamama othambileyo,

- Ndifihla lo mphefumlo kwintando yam,

-Ndiyamncedisa ukuze imbewu yentando yakhe ife kwaye izalwe ngokutsha ngeWill yam kwaye ibe sisityalo sam endisithandayo.

-Ndiyondla ngobisi lwasezulwini loBuThixo bam.

 

Inkxalabo yam ngawe injalo

-ukuba ndihlala ndiyigcina esifubeni sam

-ukuze ikhule yomelele kwaye ibe ntle, yonke ifana nam.

 

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, phulaphula.

Hlala wenza kwiWill yam ukuba ufuna ukwenza uYesu wakho oyintanda onwabe.

 

Ndingathanda

- beka ecaleni yonke enye into e

-Jolisa yonke imizamo yakho yokuphila kwaye wenze ngokuqhubekayo kwintando yam. "

 

Ndazicingela: "Ndingathanda ukuhlala ndihamba kwintando kaThixo. Ndingathanda ukufana nevili lewashi elijika ngokuqhubekayo ngaphandle kokuyeka   ".

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

 

"Ntombi yam, usafuna ukuhamba kwiWill yam?

Owu! ngolunjani uvuyo nothando endinqwenela ukuba uhlale usenza kwiNtando yam! Umphefumlo wakho uya kuba livili elincinci kwaye intando yam iya kusebenza njengentwasahlobo yakho ukuze uhlale ujika ngokukhawuleza.

 

Umnqweno wakho uya kubangela ukuba uhambe uye kwindawo oyikhethileyo. Nokuba yeyiphi na indlela yakho

nokuba kukudala, ngoku okanye kwixesha   elizayo-,

Uya kuhlala undithanda kwaye undenzele ulonwabo olukhulu.  "

 

Wongeza wathi  :

Ntombi ethandekayo yeNtando yam,

ukusebenza kuMyolelo wam kuthetha Amandla okudala.

 

Jonga yonke into eyenziwa nguBuntu bam xa yayisemhlabeni. Ukubona ukuba yonke into izalisekile kwiNtando ePhakamileyo,

yonke into endandiyenza yayikhatshwa nguMandla okudala.

 

Kanye njengokuba, ngokwenjongo yoMdali,

ilanga lihlala lisebenza ngaphandle kokuphulukana nokuqaqamba   nobushushu balo, yonke into endiyenzileyo ibihambisana nezimvo   zoMdali.

Kwaye njengoko ilanga lenzelwe wonke umntu, kunjalo nesenzo sam: nangona siyingqayizivele, siyingqayizivele kumntu wonke.

 

Iingcinga zam   zenza isangqa esijikeleze bonke ubukrelekrele obudaliweyo. Kwangokunjalo  ,  imbonakalo yam, amazwi am, umsebenzi wam, ukunyathela kwam, okwam

ukubetha kwentliziyo   neentlungu   zam   zenza isangqa

kwinkangeleko, amagama, imisebenzi, iintlungu, njl., izidalwa. Ndingathi, nje ngaphakathi kwesangqa,

Ndigcina yonke into eyenziwa sisidalwa.

 

Ukuba isidalwa sicinga kwintando yam,

isangqa seengcinga zam sirhangqa iingcinga zakhe ezivalela kweyam.

Ke, ukuthatha inxaxheba kuMandla okudala,

iingcinga zakhe zizalisekisa umsebenzi weengcinga zam phambi koThixo naphambi kwabantu.

 

Ngokufanayo, ukuba uyakhangela okanye uyathetha,

inkangeleko yam namazwi am avula isithuba sokwamkela eyakho ukuze babe banye neyam kwaye benze imisebenzi efanayo.

Oku kunjalo kuyo yonke enye into.

 

Imiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam iphinda-phinda, imifanekiso yam engahlukaniyo.

Bakhuphela yonke into kum, yonke into abayenzayo

-  buyela kum kwaye

-iphawulwe ngetywina lezenzo zam, kwaye

- yenza imisebenzi efanayo. "

 

 

Ndaziva ndinexhala kakhulu, nokuba zonke zilahliwe ezandleni zikaYesu.

Ndamcela ukuba andenzele inceba.

Emva koko, ndilahlekelwe zingqondo, ndabona ngaphandle kwentombazanana encinci ibuthathaka, iluthuthu kwaye intywiliselwe lusizi olunzulu.

Esondela kule ntombazana, wayisikelela uYesu wayiwola ezingalweni zakhe waza, eshukunyiswa lusizi, wayicinezela ukuya kwiNtliziyo yakhe.

Emva koko wathambisa ibunzi lakhe, amehlo, imilebe, isifuba kunye namalungu onke.

 

Intombazana encinci yaphinda yafumana amandla kunye nombala, kwaye yashiya imeko yayo yosizi. Ebona umntwana efumana amandla kwakhona, uYesu wambamba wamqinisa ukuze amphilise ngakumbi.

Wathi kuye:

"Ntombazana ndini, ukwimeko enjani? Sukoyika, uYesu wakho uyakukhupha kule   meko".

Ndacinga: "Ngubani le ntombazana incinci iphume kum kwaye uYesu ayithanda kangaka?" UYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, lo mntwana ngumphefumlo wakho.

Ndimthanda kakhulu kangangokuba andikwazi kukunyamezela ukukubona unxunguphele kwaye ubuthathaka.

Yiyo loo nto ndize kukunika ubomi obutsha kunye namandla amatsha. "

 

Ngala mazwi ndathi kuye ndilila.

"Sthandwa sam nobomi bam Yesu ndikoyika ukundishiya! Bendiyaphi ngaphandle kwakho?

Ndandiza kuphila njani?

Kwesiphi isimo esilusizi apho umphefumlo wam ohlwempuzekileyo ungancipha?

Enjani yona intlungu endiyivayo xa ndicinga ukuba ungandishiya! Le ntlungu iyandivisa ubuhlungu, isusa uxolo lwam kwaye ibeka isihogo entliziyweni yam.

 

Yesu, yiba nenceba kum, mntwana omncinci kakhulu! Andinamntu.

Ukuba uyandishiya, kuphelile ngam! "

 

UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

“Ntombi yam zola ungoyiki uYesu wakho akakushiyi.

Ndikhathalele kakhulu ukuthemba kwakho kuM kwaye andifuni ukuba undikhumbule nakancinci.

Yabona, ndithanda kakhulu kangangokuba imiphefumlo indithemba ngokupheleleyo ukuba rhoqo

Ndivala amehlo am

- kwezinye iziphene zabo okanye ukungafezeki, okanye

- ngenxa yokungafumaneki kwabo ngembalelwano nobabalo lwam,

ukuze bangandithembi ngokupheleleyo.

Eneneni, ukuba umphefumlo uphelelwa yintembelo.

- iba ngathi yahluliwe kum, irhoxile ngokwayo.

- uyazikhwebula kuM kwaye ukhubazekile kukudubuleka koThando ngakum.

Ngenxa yoko, uyathandabuza ukuzincama ngenxa yam.

 

Owu! hayi isiphithiphithi esibangelwa kukungathenjwa!

Kunokuthiwa kufana nejeli yasentwasahlobo

-nto leyo ethintela ubomi bezityalo e

-ukuba, ukuba i-gelatin inzima, ngamanye amaxesha ibabulala. Kunjalo ke ngokungazithembi:

ivala uphuhliso lwezidima kwaye ipholisa olona thando luvuthayo.

 

Owu! kufuthi kangakanani na olona sukelo lwam lungcwele luphazanyiswa kukungabi nantembelo!

Yiyo loo nto ndizinyamezela ngokulula iimpazamo ezithile kunokungathenjwa.

Kuba ezi mpazamo azinakuze zibe yingozi kangako.

 

Kwelinye icala, ndingakushiya njani, emva kokusebenza nzima emphefumlweni wakho? Jonga wonke umsebenzi ekufuneka ndiwenze apho. "

Utsho endibonisa ibhotwe elinobukhazikhazi kwaye elikhulu elakhiwe ngezandla zakhe emazantsi omphefumlo wam.

Waqhubeka wathi: "Ntombi yam, bendikushiya njani? Jonga inani lamaqhekeza: azinakubalwa.

 

Ndikwazisile ngentando yam ulwazi oluninzi kunye nemimangaliso, zininzi iziqwenga endizenzileyo kuwe ukuze ndibeke zonke ezi mpahla.

Ekuphela kwento ekufuneka ndiyenze kukongeza ezinye izinto ezintsha nezinqabileyo ukunika umsebenzi wam udumo nembeko.

Ucinga ukuba ndingawushiya lo msebenzi mhle wenziwe ngezandla zam?

 

Yandibiza kakhulu!

Ngaphaya koko, uMyolelo wam uzibophelele kuwo.

Kwaye apho iNtando yam ikhona, kukho ubomi, ubomi obungekho phantsi kokufa.

 

Uloyiko lwakho aluyonto ngaphandle kokungabi nakuzithemba okuncinci kwicala lakho.

Ke ngoko thembela kuM kwaye siya kuhamba kunye kwaye ndiya kwenza umsebenzi weNtando yam kuwe.

 

Ndithe ndisakwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni, ndothuka ndabona umfazi engqengqe phakathi kwendlela. Wayegcwele amanxeba kwaye onke amalungu akhe ehlulwe.

Kwakungekho nelinye kumathambo akhe endaweni yalo.

 

Ibhinqa, nangona lonakele kangangokuba libe ngumqondiso wokwenene wentlungu, lalihle, lihloniphekile kwaye linobungangamsha.

Kwakubuhlungu ukumbona

-ishiywe ngumntu wonke,

-evezwe kwizithonga zabo bonke abo babefuna ukumenzakalisa.

 

Ndinovelwano, ndalaqaza

ukubona ukuba ukhona umntu onokundinceda ukuba ndimse kwindawo ekhuselekileyo.

 

Ngethamsanqa, okanye ngokumangalisayo, kwavela umfana okufutshane kum; wayebonakala ukuba nguYesu, kunye, samphakamisa phantsi emhlabeni.

Kodwa, kwintshukumo nganye, wayesiva iintlungu eziqatha ezibangelwa kukuqhawuka kwamathambo akhe.

Ngenyameko enkulu, samthwala samsa kwibhotwe saza sambeka ebhedini. UYesu wayebonakala emthanda lo mfazi

ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba alungele ukumnika uBomi ukuze amsindise kwaye abuyisele impilo yakhe.

 

Kunye

amalungu akhe aqhawukileyo sawathatha ezandleni zethu ukuze siwabuyisele  endaweni  yawo.

Ekuchukunyisweni kukaYesu, onke amathambo afumana indawo yawo. Lo mfazi waguquka waba yintombazana entle nenomtsalane.

 

Ndothuka kakhulu waza   uYesu wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, lo mfazi ungumfanekiso weBandla lam, uhlala ebekekile, engcwele, ezele bubungangamsha, ekubeni ephuma kuNyana kaBawo osemazulwini.

Kodwa enjani yona ukuba lusizi imeko amalungu ayo ayithobileyo! Akanelisekanga kukungahlali ngcwele njengaye.

- bamthatha bamsa embindini wendlela, bembonisa ukubanda, ukugculelwa kunye nokubethwa.

Kananjalo oonyana bakhe banjengemilenze yoluthuthu;

ehlala embindini wesitrato kwaye ezinikele kuzo zonke iintlobo zeziyobisi. Ukuncamathela kwiminqweno yomntu,

- yintoni eyona nto iphambili phakathi kwabo,

iyabamfamekisa kwaye yenza awona matyala amanyumnyezi. Bahlala ecaleni kwakhe ukuze bamlimaze kwaye bahlale bethi kuye: "Bethela emnqamlezweni, bethelelwa!"

 

Hayi indlela elusizi ngayo iBandla lam!

Abaphathiswa abafanele ukuyikhusela ngabona babulali bayo bakhohlakeleyo.

 

Ngenxa yoko, ukuze abuyele ebomini,

- la malungu kufuneka apheliswe, ukwenza indawo yamalungu amatsha,

-umsulwa kwaye akanamdla wobuqu,

 

Ngaloo ndlela iphinda ibe kwakhona

-umntwana omhle,

-lula kwaye

-akukho bubi,

-zonke ezizele ngamandla nobungcwele,

-Ndenze njani.

 

Ngenxa yoko kufuneka iintshaba zakhe zimhlasele;

- ukuze amalungu akhe anesifo ahlanjululwe. Thandaza kwaye ubandezeleke ukuze yonke into ibe luzuko lwam. "

 

Emva kwala mazwi kaYesu, ndiwubuyisele umzimba wam.

 

 

Ndandikhathazeke kakhulu kwaye ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba abe nenceba kum kwaye awunyamekele ngokupheleleyo umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo.

Mna:"Owu! susa wonke umntu kum ukuba uyafuna, kodwa hlala nam.

Wena wedwa undanele. Emva kwexesha elide ndilindile, bekufanele ukuba undonelisile, ngakumbi kuba andifuni nto ngaphandle kwakho. "

 

Ndithe ndisathetha le nezinye izinto, uYesu wam wandibamba ingalo ngokungathi nguye ngokwakhe ofuna ukundikhulula kwimeko yam, ngaloo ndlela ezalisekisa indima yokuvuma izono zam.

Owu! olunjani lona uvuyo endalufumanayo!

Ndacinga, "Idini lam elinzima ekugqibeleni liphelile!"

Kodwa ulonwabo lwam lwaba lolwexeshana, kuba wathi nje ukubamba ingalo yam, kanye ngelo xesha, waphela, endishiya kwimeko yam, ndingakwazi  ukubuyela kum. Owu! indlela endandilila ngayo ndimbongoza ukuba andibabale!

 

Kwiiyure ezimbalwa kamva, uYesu wam onobubele wabuya kwaye, endibona ndilila kwaye  ndikhathazekile, wathi kum :

“Ntombi yam, musa ukulila.

Awufuni ukuthembela kuYesu wakho?

Mandiyenze, mandiyenze, musa ukuthatha izinto lula! Ngokwenene, zininzi kangakanani iziganeko ezibuhlungu eziseza kwenzeka!

 

Ubulungisa bam abuyi kugcina amanxeba elungele ukohlwaya izidalwa ixesha elide.



Amadoda sele eza kulwa.

Wakuba uvile ububi babantakwenu, wozisola ngombingelelo wakho wesiqhelo;

ngokungathi nawe ube negalelo ekufikeni kwezi zohlwayo. "

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu wam, ukuba le nto ayisoze yenzeke kwaye andisoze ndiyishiye intando yakho. Ngokuchasene noko, ndisindise kowona bubi bukhulu, bokungazalisekisi intando yakho engcwele.

Kananjalo andikuceli ukuba undikhulule ekubandezelekeni; ngokuchaseneyo, ukuba uyayithanda, yandisa. Ndiyakucela kuphela ukuba undikhulule kukukhathazeka endikubangelayo kumvuma-nje kuphela ukuba uyafuna-,

elidini linzima kum.

 

Ndiziva ngathi andinawo amandla okuyithatha.

Noko ke, ndinike oku kuphela ukuba uyafuna; ukuba akunjalo, ndinike amandla ngakumbi. Ngaphezu kwako konke, ungavumeli intando yakho engcwele ukuba ingazaliseki kum."

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

Khumbula ukuba bendikucele "ewe" kwiWill yam kwaye utsho ngothando olukhulu.

Lo "ewe" usekhona kwaye uthatha indawo yokuqala kwiWill yam. Yonke into oyenzayo, cinga kwaye uyithethayo inxulunyaniswe naloo "ewe" ekungekho nto isindayo kuyo.

Kwaye iNtando yam ikuvuyo kunye nesidlo

ebona isidalwa azohlala kwiWill yam.

 

Kwaye ndihlala ndiqhubeka nokondla lo "ewe" ngeenceba zam kunye nokuguqula yonke imisebenzi yakho ibe yizenzo zobuThixo.

Le yeyona prodigy inkulu ekhoyo phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba,

eyona nto ixabisekileyo kum.

 

Kwaye ukuba - oku akunakwenzeka - ukuba "ewe" kurhoxisiwe kuwe, ndiziva ndikrazukile kwaye ndikhale ngokukrakra.

 

Yabona, ngoku ububonakalisa le nkcaso incinane.

Wangcangcazela uEwe wakho, Zadidizela iziseko zezulu. Bonke abangcwele kunye neengelosi bayangcangcazela luloyiko

- kuba babevakalelwa kukuba isenzo seNtando yobuThixo sasikrazulwa kubo. Ewe, kuba intando yam ibandakanya yonke into kunye nawo wonke umntu,

- imisebenzi yakho oyenzile kwintando yam iyinxalenye yazo.

 

Ngenxa yoko, wonke umntu

- waziva le iinyembezi kwaye

- bagwetywe ngokuqatha.'

 

Ndothuswe ngala mazwi, ndaphendula uYesu ndathi: “Sithandwa sam, uthini na?

Amazwi akho andibulala zintlungu.

Owu! Nceda ndixolele! Yiba nenceba kum okhohlakeleyo kwaye uqinisekise "ewe" wam ngokundibophelela ngakumbi kwintando yakho.

Mandife kunoba undiyeke ndiyishiye iWill yakho. "

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

“Ntombi yam, yehlisa umoya.

Uthe nje ukuba uzibuyisele kwiWill yam, yathula yonke into yaphinda yaqhuba itheko. "Ewe" wakho uyaqhubeka nokujika okukhawulezileyo kubukhulu boMyolelo wam.

 

Ah! Intombazana yakho

hayi wena okanye abo bakukhokeleyo abaqondi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwintando yam.

 

Yiyo loo nto ungayithandi kwaye uyithathe njengengabalulekanga. Oku kundikhathaza, njengoko kuyeyona nto inomdla kum nefanele ngokuyintloko ichaphazele zonke izidalwa.

 

Kodwa yeha, banomdla

- kwenye into,

-kwizinto endizithandayo kancinci okanye ezindishiya ndingakhathali, kuneyona nto indizukisa kakhulu

kwaye nabani na obanikayo, nakulo mhlaba, iinzuzo ezinkulu nezingunaphakade, kwaye ubenza iinkosi zempahla yeNtando yam.

Intando yam inye kwaye iquka wonke unaphakade. Kuyo kuphuma umphefumlo ohlala kuyo kwaye uwenze owayo

bathabathe inxaxheba kuzo zonke iziyolo zayo nakuzo zonke iimpahla zayo. Ude abe njengomniniyo   .

 

Kwaye ukuba awuyonwabeli yonke le mivuyo kunye nazo zonke ezi mpahla emhlabeni,

-kuba uya kuba nedipozithi kumyolelo wakhe

-Ngenxa yentando yam ezalisekiswe nguye emhlabeni, uya kungcamla ngokupheleleyo emva kokufa kwakhe,

-Xa efika ezulwini,

- apho iThanda lam ndazifaka kwidiphozithi ngelixa wayephila emhlabeni. Akukho nto iya kuthatyathwa kuye; ngokuchaseneyo, yonke into iya kwanda.

Ukuba abangcwele bayonwabela iNtando yam eZulwini,

-Kungenxa yokuba behlala kuwe

Yaye kusoloko kuluvuyo ukuhlala apho.

 

Kodwa   umphefumlo ohlala kuMthandazo wam emhlabeni uyenza ngokubandezeleka.

Ayinakulunga ukuba, sele ifikile eZulwini,

- kwaye akakonwabeli ulonwabo kunye neenzuzo zeWill yam.

 

Obunjani bona ubutyebi bomphefumlo ohlala kwiThanda lam emhlabeni awuhambi naye ukuya eZulwini!

Ndingathi yonke ingunaphakade ingxamele ukuyirhangqa ukuze ityebise kwaye ivuyise. Akazukuvinjwa nantoni na equlathwe yiWill yam. Yintombi yeWill yam engafuni ukumvimba kwanto.

 

Ke ngoko, ntombi yam, phulaphula kwaye ungachasi naluphi na ucelomngeni lwam kuwe. "

 

 

Ndandicinga ngeNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele ngelixa ndandizama ukuzihlanganisa kuYo, ukuba ndiyenze

-ukwazi ukwamkela zonke izidalwa e

ndizise kuThixo wam zonke izenzo zabo.

 

Ndalibona ke iZulu elivulekileyo elaphuma ilanga landichukumisa ngemitha yalo, le mitha yangena nzulu emphefumlweni wam yamchukumisa naye.

Ngenxa yoko, umphefumlo wam wajika waba lilanga imitha yalo eyayiza kuchukumisa ilanga.

inxeba lam livela phi.

 

Ngelixa bendiqhubeka ndisenza izinto zam kuye wonke umntu okwintando kaThixo, ezi zenzo zagutyungelwa yimitha yelanga kwaye zaguqulwa zaba zizenzo zobuThixo, ezisasazeke kuye wonke umntu nakuwo wonke umntu,

yenza intambo   yokuKhanya eyabuyisela ucwangco phakathi koMdali   nezidalwa  .

 

Ndavuya kule nto kwaye, ndiphuma kwilanga lokuqala,   uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum  :

 

Ntombi yam, yabona   ukuba lihle kangakanani ilanga le-   Will yam!

 

Amandla angawo, anjani wona ummangaliso!

Ngokukhawuleza ukuba umphefumlo ufuna ukudibanisa kwintando yam ukwamkela zonke izidalwa,

Intando yam iziguqule ibe lilanga elichukumisa lo mphefumlo kwaye liwuguqule libe lelinye ilanga.

 

Waza wenza imisebenzi yakhe phantsi kwelanga;

umphefumlo wenza imitha   eza kuchukumisa ilanga leNtando ePhakamileyo.

 

Ukugubungela zonke izidalwa ngemitha yayo,

- umphefumlo uyamthanda kwaye uyamzukisa uMdali kwaye ulungisa egameni lezidalwa zonke.

Kwaye akayenzi ngoThando loMntu kunye nozuko,

- kodwa ngoThando kunye nozuko lwentando kaThixo,

- ekubeni iLanga leNtando yam lisebenza kuyo.

 

Uyabona ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukwenza kwiWill yam? Ukuguqula intando yomntu ibe lilanga,

Intando yam isebenza kweli langa njengendawo yalo.

Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wathatha zonke iincwadi endizibhalileyo malunga nentando kaThixo, wazihlanganisa kwaye wazicinezela entliziyweni yakhe.

 

Emva koko, ngobubele obungachazekiyo,

Uthi: “  Ndiyisikelela le mibhalo ngentliziyo yam yonke.

Ndisikelela onke amagama, ndiyayisikelela imiphumo kunye neenqobo ezikuwo. Ezi zibhalo ziyinxalenye yam.

 

Emva koko wabiza iiNgelosi ezathi, zaqubuda ngokunzulu, zathandaza.

Kwaye ekubeni bekukho ababingeleli babini, ababemelwe kukwazi ezi zibhalo,

 

UYesu uxelela iingelosi ukuba zichukumise amabunzi azo

ukuze badluliselwe kubo uMoya oyiNgcwele e

ukuze abakhanyisele ngokukhanya kwakhe;

ukuqonda ngokupheleleyo iiNyaniso kunye neeNzuzo eziqulathwe kwezi ziBhalo.

 

Iingelosi zathobela zaza emva koko, wasisikelela sonke, uYesu wathi shwaka.

 

Ndandizibuza ukuba kubhalwe ntoni ngobomi kwintando kaThixo, ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba andikhanyisele ngakumbi ukuze, xa ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndenze njalo, andichaze ngokucacileyo ngalo mbandela ungcwele.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela: "Ntombi yam, abafuni ukuqonda! Ukuphila kwintando yam kukulawula.

Ukwenza iWill yam kukuthobela imiyalelo yam.

Ilizwe lokuqala lelokuba lilifa, elesibini kukufumana imiyalelo yam kwaye niyenze.

 

Nabani na ohlala kwiWill yam uyenza eyakhe kwaye uyayilahla

Nabani na ozalisekisa iNtando yam uyibona njengentando kaThixo hayi eyakhe.

Akayilahli ngokuthanda kwakhe.

Ukuphila kwintando yam kukuphila ngentando enye: leyo kaThixo.Kuba le Will ingcwele yonke, yonke inyulu kunye noxolo lonke, kwaye kukho intando enye kuphela elawulayo, akukho ngquzulwano, yonke into inoxolo.

 

Iinkanuko zabantu ziyangcangcazela phambi kweNtando ePhakamileyo   , bazama ukumka kuyo   .

Ababi nabuganga bakumshukuma okanye bamchase kuba babona   iZulu noMhlaba lingcangcazela phambi   kwakhe.

 

Njengenqanaba lokuqala lobomi kuyo, iNtando yobuThixo ibeka ulungelelwaniso lobuthixo enzulwini yomphefumlo nakubuze bomntu:

iintsingiselo, iminqweno, utyekelo kunye nokunye.

 

Ukuzalisekisa iNtando yam kukuphila ngemiyolelo emibini.

Ngoko ke, xa ndikhupha umyalelo wokwenza owam, umphefumlo uva ubunzima bayo

ngokuthanda kwakhe, nto leyo ebangela ukuxhathisa.

Nokuba umphefumlo uyizalisekisa ngokuthembekileyo imiyalelo yoMthandazo wam, uyabuva ubunzima bemeko yawo yemvukelo, yeminqweno kunye notyekelo.

 

Bangaphi abangcwele, nangona befikelele kwimfezeko ephezulu, baziva becinezelwe yintando yabo eyabalwela imfazwe.

Abaninzi kwanyanzeleka ukuba badanduluke:

 

Ngubani na  oya kundihlangula kulo mzimba wokufa? okuthetha ukuthi  :

"Ngubani oya kundikhulula kwintando yam

ngubani na ozama ukufa kokulungileyo endifuna ukukwenza?

 

Ukuphila kwiWill yam kukuphila njengomntwana. Ukwenza intando yam kukuphila njengesicaka.

 

Kwimeko yokuqala, oko uyise akuko konyana. Abakhonzi badla ngokuncama izinto ezininzi kunonyana wabo.

Ziveziwe

- kowona msebenzi unzima kwaye uthobekile,

- kubanda kwaye kushushu, e

- hamba ngeenyawo.

Yintoni abangayenzanga abangcwele bam ukuthobela imiyalelo yeNtando yam?

 

Ngaphaya koko

unyana uhlala noyise, amkhathalele, amthuthuzele ngokumanga nokuphulula.

Ubawisela umthetho abakhonzi, ngokungathi nguyise ophetheyo. Ukuba uyaphuma, akahambi ngeenyawo, kodwa ngemoto.

 

Ngelixa unyana ephethe yonke into kayise

Izicaka zamkela kuphela umvuzo womsebenzi wazo, ukuba zihlale zikhululekile ukuba zikhonze okanye zingayisebenzeli inkosi yazo

Ukuba abasinikezeli, abasenalungelo lokufumana nayiphi na imbuyekezo.

 

Ngokuphathelele unyana, akukho mntu unako

- cima amalungelo akho,

- umthintele ekubeni abe nezinto zikayise.

 

Akukho mthetho, wasezulwini okanye wasemhlabeni, onokuwatshitshisa amalungelo akhe, okanye uphelise ulwalamano lwakhe lobuzali noyise.

 

Intombazana yakho

ubomi boMyolelo wam bobona bunxibelelene kakhulu nobomi babasikelelweyo baseZulwini  .

Ikwakude kubomi babo

- abazalisekisa intando yam   kwaye

- niyithobela ngokuthembeka imithetho yam yokuba izulu likude nehlabathi;

ukuba unyana ukude kubakhonzi bakhe, nokuba ukumkani ukude kwabaphantsi kwakhe.

 

Sisipho endifuna ukusipha ngala maxesha alusizi:

ongenzi kuphela iNtando   yam  , kodwa   unayo.

 

Andikhululeki na ukupha?

- into endiyifunayo,

- xa ndifuna kwaye

-Ndifuna bani?

 

Inkosi ayinakuthi kwisicaka sayo:

"Uhlala endlini yam, udle, uthathe kwaye u-odole ngokungathi ubundim?"

 

Yaye ukuze iqinisekise ukuba akukho bani unokuthandabuza ukuba esi sicaka singumnini wempahla yenkosi, inkosi imazi njengonyana wayo ize imnike ilungelo lokuba nezinto.

Ukuba umntu osisityebi unokuyenza le nto, kobeka phi na ke mna ukuyenza ngokwam!

 

Ubomi kwiWill yam sesona sipho sikhulu endifuna ukusipha izidalwa  .

 

Ububele bam kunye nesisa sam sihlala sifuna ukusasaza uthando oluninzi kubo. Ekubeni ebanike zonke izinto kwaye kungekho nto iyenye yokubavumela ukuba bathandwe ngabo,

Ndifuna ukubanika isipho soMyolelo wam ukuze,

-Eyakhe,

- bayayixabisa ipropathi enkulu ekhoyo kubo.

 

Musa ukumangaliswa xa ubona ukuba abaqondi.

Ukuqonda, kuya kufuneka bazilahle kweyona mibingelelo inkulu:

-   eyokunganikeli ubomi  , kwanakwizinto ezingcwele,   ekuthandeni kukabani.

 

Ke baya kuva ubunini beWill yam e

baya kuva ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwiWill yam. Wena ke, lumka;

Ungakhathazwa bubunzima obukubangela bona.

 

Ngokuthe ngcembe, ndiza kwenza indlela yam

ukubenza baqonde ukuba kuyintoni na ukuhlala kwiNtando yam".

 

 

Ngelixa ndibhala inqaku elandulelayo, ndabona uYesu wam othandekayo

-cinezela umlomo wakhe entliziyweni yam kwaye,

-ngomoya wakhe, ndifake amazwi endiwabhalileyo.

 

Kwangelo xesha ndeva ingxolo eyoyikekayo kude kube ngathi abantu bayaxambulisana.

Yayiluloyiko.

Ndiguqukela kuYesu wam, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu wam, sithandwa sam. Yintoni le ibangela esi siphithiphithi? Bakhangeleka bengamadimoni anomsindo! Yintoni ebacaphukisa kangaka?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

ingabo kanye; abafuni ukuba ubhale ngeWill yam.

Xa bekubona ubhala iinyaniso ezibalulekileyo

- malunga nobomi kwiNtando yam,

iimbandezelo zabo ziphindwe kabini, babathuthumbisa ngakumbi abo bagwetyiweyo.

 

Baxhalabe kakhulu ukuba le mibhalo kuMyolelo Wam iya kupapashwa.

Kutheni boyika ukuphulukana nobukumkani babo emhlabeni ababufumene xa umntu,

-ukurhoxa kwintando kaThixo,

wanikela inkululeko yokuzikhethela kwintando yakhe yomntu.

 

Oh ewe! Kwakungelo xesha kanye apho uTshaba lwafumana ubukumkani bakhe emhlabeni.

Kwaye ukuba intando yam iyalawula emhlabeni,

babeya kugxalathelana bodwa kweyona nzonzobila inzulu.

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto bevutha ngumsindo

Baziva amandla eNtando yam kule mibhalo.

Yaye into yokuba le mibhalo ipapashwe iyabacaphukisa.

Bahamba ixesha elide ukuthintela ukufezekiswa kokulunga okukhulu kangaka.

Ke nina ze ningazikhathaleli, fundani ukuzixabisa iimfundiso zam.

 

Ndaphendula:

"Yesu wam, ndidinga kakhulu isandla sakho esinamandla ukuze ndikwazi ukubhala kwintando yakho into oyithethayo ngobomi.

Ebusweni ubunzima obuninzi ukuba abanye badala kum, ngakumbi xa besithi: "Kwenzeka njani ukuba asikho esinye isidalwa esiye sahlala kwintando kaThixo?".

 

Ndiziva nditshatyalalisiwe kangangokuba ndingathanda ukunyamalala emhlabeni kwaye akukho mntu undibonayo kwakhona.

Kodwa ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndiqhubeke nokuzalisekisa intando yakho engcwele. "

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

ubomi kwiThanda lam bubandakanya ukuphulukana nawo onke amalungelo omntu ngokuthanda kwakhe  . Nina  malungelo nikwintando kaThixo  .

 

Ukuba umphefumlo awulahlekelwa ngamalungelo awo, akunakutshiwo ukuba uhlala kwi-Will yam. Okona kuninzi sinokuthi uhlala erhoxile, ethobela.

 

Ukuhlala kwiWill yam   akufuni

- ayisiyiyo kuphela into yokuba isidalwa senza ngokwaYo,

-kodwa akazivumeli   nayiphi na imvakalelo, akukho ngcamango, akukho mnqweno

- nditsho nokuphefumla okulula - apho i-Will yam ingenayo indawo  .

 

Intando yam ayilunyamezeli uthando okanye iingcinga zabantu kwesi sidalwa, okanye nayiphi na enye into engeyiyo uBomi.

 

Ngaba ucinga ukuba kulula ukuba umphefumlo ngokuzithandela ulahlekelwe ngamalungelo awo? Owu! kunzima kangakanani!

Kukho imiphefumlo ethi, xa ilahlekelwa onke amalungelo abo kwintando, ibuyele kwaye inelisekile ukuqhubeka nobomi bokulalanisa.

 

Ukuphulukana namalungelo akhe lelona dini likhulu esinokulinikela isidalwa.

 

Nangona kunjalo, le nto ilahla ukulunga kwam ukuvula kwesi sidalwa

iingcango zeNtando yam, ukumvumela ukuba aphile kwaye ndimnike amalungelo am obuThixo ngokutshintshiselana.

Ke ngoko phulaphula kwaye ungaze uyilahle intando yam. "



 

Ndaziva ndinengcwangu kuba ndibanjelwe uYesu wam omnandi Oh! hayi indlela yokuba buhlungu nokukrakra ngakumbi ukuthinjwa kwam ngaphandle   kobukho baLowo ububomi bam bonke!

Bendimcenga ukuba andisizele angandishiyi ndodwa.

UYesu wam endimthandayo waziveza wayibamba intliziyo yam   ngezandla zakhe.

 

Emva koko wandibophelela ngomtya omncinane wokukhanya, wandiqinisa kangangokuba andakwazi nokushukuma. Emva koko kwanwenwela kum yaye sabandezeleka   kunye.

 

Emva koko, ndaziva ndikhutshelwa ngaphandle komzimba wam ukuya kwigumbi elingaphantsi komhlaba.

Kwaye ndaziva ngathi ndidibana noBawo waseZulwini kunye noMoya oyiNgcwele.

UYesu, endandinaye, wazibeka phakathi kwabo waza wandibeka esifubeni sikaBawo owayebonakala endilindile ngothando olukhulu.

 

Wandanga wandifunxa kwiWill yakhe, wandazisa Amandla akhe kum.

Abanye abantu ababini abaNgcwele benza kwaloo nto.

Ngelixa omnye nomnye bandithatha kwiWill yabo, bazimanya kwaye ndaziva ndintywiliselwe ngaxeshanye.

- kwintando kunye namandla kaBawo,

- kwintando kunye noBulumko boNyana, e

- kwintando kunye nothando lukaMoya oyiNgcwele.

Kodwa ndingayichaza njani yonke into endiye ndadibana nayo!

 

Emva koko uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum:

“Ntombi yeNtando yethu yanaphakade, qubuda phambi koBungangamsha bethu obuPhakamileyo egameni lezidalwa zonke”, mnike

-Ukuthanda kwakho,

-iirhafu zakho e

- indumiso yakho

Ngamandla, uBulumko kunye noThando lweNtando yethu.

 

Siya kuziva kuwe

- Amandla eNtando yethu esithandayo,

- UBulumko beNtando yethu obusizukisayo e

-Uthando lweNtando yethu olusithandayo kwaye lucula iingoma zethu.

 

Kwaye ekubeni amandla, ubulumko kunye nothando lwaBantu abathathu abangcwele banxibelelana nengqondo, inkumbulo kunye nentando yabo bonke.

Izidalwa

 

Siza kuva ukudumisa kwakho, izincomo zakho kunye neendumiso zakho

zihamba ngengqondo yazo zonke izidalwa eziphuma phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba;

iya kusenza sive i-echo

-Ngamandla ethu   ,

- yoBulumko bethu   e

- ngenxa yothando lwethu,

kwaye Siya kunqula, sizukise kwaye sithandane.

 

  Awuyi  kuba nako ukusinika

-inkolo enkulu,

- imbeko ebekekileyo e

- uthando lobuthixo ngakumbi.

 

Asikho esinye isenzo

- ayikwazi ukuhambelana nezi zenzo, kunye

- asinike uzuko olungaka kunye nothando olungaka.

 

Ngokuba

- sibona kuyo Amandla, uBulumko kunye nothando oluhambelanayo lwaBantu abathathu abangcwele;

- sifumana izenzo zethu kwizenzo zesidalwa.

 

Njani

-ungazixabisi ezi zenzo e

- hayi ukubanika ukongama kuzo zonke ezinye izenzo? "

 

Ndaqubuda ke kuMhlekazi, ndamnqula, ndimdumisa, ndimthanda egameni labo bonke;

ngamandla, ubulumko nothando lweNtando yakhe endaluva kum.

 

Indlela yokuxelela into eyalandelayo?

Andinamazwi oku kwaye, ke, qhubeka.

 

Emva koko ndafumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele.

Ndazintywilisela kwiNtando yoKulunga kwam okuphakamileyo, uYesu, ukufumana yonke indalo kuyo

Ke, akukho mntu unokuphoswa ngumnxeba

-guqa kunye nam ezinyaweni zikaYesu-umkhosi,

-mthande, umthande, umsikelele, njl.

Noko ke, ngokwenza oko, ndaziva ndiphazamisekile.

Ebona iintloni zam, uYesu wathatha yonke indalo esibelekweni sakhe   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, yonke indalo ndiyibeke emadolweni am

- ukuze kube lula kuwe ukuthatha zonke izidalwa kunye nawe ukuze kungabikho nto ivela kum elahlekileyo kubizo

-ukundinika, ngawe,

ukubuya koThando kunye neNkozo ebuyela kum.

Bendinganeliseki ngokupheleleyo kuwe ukuba kukho umntu okanye into engekhoyo.

 

KwiWill yam ndifuna ukufumana yonke into kuwe. "

 

Emva koko kwaba lula kum ukuba ndihambe nayo yonke indalo.

ukuze zonke izidalwa zidumise kwaye zithande ukulunga kwam okuphakamileyo, uYesu.

 

Kodwa, owu! Onjani wona ummangaliso!

Into nganye edaliweyo yayinomfanekiso owahlukileyo nothando olukhethekileyo ngoYesu.

Owu! hayi indlela awavuya ngayo uYesu!

Ndithe ndisayenza lonto ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

 

Ndandintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando eNgcwele yobuThixo. Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

hayi indlela ekukuhle ngayo ukubona umphefumlo untywila kwiNtando yam!

Ukubetha kwentliziyo okudaliweyo ke ngoko kudityaniswa   nokubetha kwentliziyo okungadalwanga

-yiba mnye nabo.

 

Olu lolona lonwabo lukhulu lwentliziyo yomntu:

-betha ngokuhambelana nentliziyo yoMdali wakhe.

Intliziyo yomntu iyaphaphazela yaye isembindini woMdali wayo. "

 

Ndaphendula kuYesu:

"Ndixelele sithandwa sam, kukangaphi iThanda lakho lithatha ithuba layo kuzo zonke izidalwa?"

Waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam, kuyo yonke intliziyo yesidalwa,

Intando yam yenza ithuba layo elipheleleyo kuyo yonke indalo.

 

Kanye njengokuba ukubetha kwentliziyo yesidalwa ngokuqhubekayo

- ukuya kwinqanaba lokuba ukuba intliziyo iyeka ukubetha, ubomi buyayeka - ngaloo ndlela, ukunika ubomi bobuthixo kwisidalwa,

Intando yam ihamba ngokuqhubekayo kwaye ibetha kuzo zonke iintliziyo.

 

Intando yam ikwisidalwa njengendawo yokuqala yokubetha. Ezo zinto ziphilayo zeza kwindawo yesibini.

Ukuba intliziyo yesidalwa iyabetha, kungenxa yokubetha kwentando yam. endaweni yoko, intando yam yenza ukubetha kwentliziyo ezimbini kwisidalwa:

- enye ingenxa yobomi bomzimba wakhe e

- enye inika ubomi bomphefumlo wakhe.

 

Ngaba uyafuna ukwazi ukuba   i-palpitations ye-Will yam yenza ntoni kwisidalwa?

 

Ukuba ucinga, Intando yam

-ujikeleza emithanjeni yomphefumlo wakhe e

- umnika iingcinga zobuthixo

ukuze ndibeke ecaleni iingcinga zomntu ngokuthanda iingcinga zeNtando yam.

 

Ukuba uyathetha, wenza, uhamba okanye uyathanda,

kodwa uVolonté wenza indawo kunye ne-paroles, ses pas et son amour.

 

Uthando kunye nekhwele leNtando yam kwisidalwa kukuba,

- ukuba ufuna ukucinga, intando yam yenzelwe yena,

- ukuba ufuna ukujonga, kuye ujonge iNtando yam,

- ukuba ufuna ukuthetha, intando yam lilizwi kuye,

Ukuba ufuna ukusebenza, intando yam isebenzela   yena,

- ukuba ufuna ukuhamba, intando yam ayikho kuye,   kwaye

- ukuba ufuna ukuthanda, iWill yam ibaselwe yena.

 

Ngamafutshane, intando yam ijikeleza kuyo yonke into yesidalwa ukuze ithathe indawo yokuqala: eyeyakhe.

 

Kodwa   ngentlungu yam enkulu isidalwa siyala intando yam indawo yembeko.

Unika le ndawo kwintando yakhe yomntu.

Ngaloo ndlela iNtando yam inyanzelekile ukuba ihlale kwisidalwa.

- ngokungathi akazange acinge, amehlo, amazwi, izandla, iinyawo,

-ngokungathi akakwazi ukuphuhlisa ubomi bakhe kwesi sidalwa, kumbindi womphefumlo wakhe.

Enjani yona intlungu! Okunjani kona ukungabi nambulelo!

 

Uyafuna ukwazi

sesiphi isidalwa esinika intando yam inkululeko epheleleyo ukuba ibe yintliziyo   yomphefumlo wakhe?

Lowo uhlala kwiWill yam.

 

Owu! ingakanani iNtando yam enxibelelana ngayo noBomi bayo kwesi sidalwa kwaye izenzela yona

- ingcamango yeengcamango zakhe,

- amehlo amehlo akhe,

- amazwi omlomo wakhe,

- ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe, njalo njalo!

Hayi indlela esiqondana ngokukhawuleza ngayo!

Ngaloo ndlela intando yam iyayifezekisa injongo Yayo yokwenza uBomi bayo emphefumlweni wesidalwa.

 

Akukho kuphela   kwisidalwa esinikwe ingqondo.

-ukuba   intando yam ikwindawo yokuqala   kwaye   ifana ne-palpitation yokuqala  ,

kodwa   kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo  , ukususela kweyona incinane ukuya kwenkulu.

 

IWill yam nayo   ikwindawo yokuqala kwaye   isebenza njengokubetha kwentliziyo.

Akukho nto idaliweyo inokubaleka amandla kunye nobukhulu beWill yam   .

 

Intando yam ikwabubomi besibhakabhaka esiluhlaza

ukugcina umbala wayo wesibhakabhaka uhlala umtsha kwaye ucacile

Izulu alinakuphela okanye liphele kuba intando yam ithandile.

 

Ekubeni eye wagqiba kwelokuba kumele kube njalo, loo nto ayitshintshi. Intando yam ikwabubomi bokukhanya nobushushu belanga

Ngokubetha ngamandla kobomi, igcina ukukhanya kwayo kunye nobushushu bayo buhlala buhleli.

Iwugcina uzinzile, ngaphandle kokuba ikwazi ukwandisa okanye ukunciphisa iingenelo ezinikela kuwo wonke umhlaba.

 

Intando yam bubomi bolwandle  : Yongamela

-ukukrokra kwamanzi ayo;

- ixhama lentlanzi yakhe e

- ukugquma kwamaza alo.

 

Ibonakalisa amandla ayo kwizinto ezidaliweyo ngobungangamsha negunya elipheleleyo kangangokuba ulwandle lunokusebeza kuphela yaye intlanzi inokudada kuphela.

 

Ndingathi yiWill yam

-ohlebeza elwandle;

-ngubani na othabatha ixhama lakhe entlanzini;

-eviwa ngokugquma kwamaza.

Ubomi bentando yam bukhona kwaye buzalisekisa yonke into ngokwemvume yayo.

 

Intando yam kukubetha kwentliziyo yobomi ngenxa

- iintaka   eziculayo ,

amantshontsho   ayantyiloza,

amatakane   ekhala,

amahobe akhalayo,

izityalo ezikhulayo,   e

umoya ophefumlwa ngumntu wonke   .

 

Ngamafutshane,   ubomi beWill yam bufumaneka kuyo yonke into  . Ngamandla akhe, wenza oko akufunayo.

Ugcina imvisiswano kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo

Yenza kuzo iziphumo, imibala kunye nemisebenzi ehambelana nabo.

 

Yaye ngaba uyazi ukuba kutheni ikwenza oko? Kwaye ngenxa

-ndazise izidalwa,

-sondela kubo,

-bathethelele kwaye ubathande.

 

Ndiyenza ngezenzo ezininzi ezahlukeneyo kwiWill yam njengoko kukho izinto ezidaliwe.

 

Uthando lwam belungavuya

ukubeka intando yam kubunzulu bomphefumlo wesidalwa   njengokubetha kwentliziyo yobomi  .

Wayefuna ukuba   oku kubetha kwentliziyo kufumaneke kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo,

Ndiyayithanda lento

- ukuba nangaphandle kwentando yam ayisoze ishiye isidalwa,

-ukuba igcinwe kwaye ikhule ebungcweleni beNtando yam, kwaye

ukuba zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ziyinkuthazo kuye, umzekelo,   ilizwi kunye   nesimemo esiqhubekayo,

ukuze uhlale ubaleka ekuzalisekiseni iNtando yam:

- eyona njongo yayidalelwe yona.

 

Noko ke, izidalwa zahlala

-zizithulu kwizimemo ezininzi zendalo,

-imfama kwimizekelo emininzi.

Ukuba bawavule amehlo abo, bawajonga ngokwabo. Enjani yona intlungu!

 

Ngoko ke, ukuba awufuni

-yandisa intlungu yam e

- phambuka kwinjongo odalelwe yona, ungaze uzame ukuyishiya iWill yam. "

 

Ndaziva ndidakumbile kakhulu ngenxa yokungabikho kuka Yesu wam othandekayo. Hayi, ukunkwantya okuwungene umphefumlo wam!

Eyona nto yayindithuthumbisa yayikukucinga ukuba uYesu wam akasandithandi njengakuqala.

 

Zithe zisahleli ezi ngcinga kum ndaziva ndibanjwa emagxeni ndamva uYesu esithi endlebeni yam:

"Ntombi yam, woyika ntoni ukuba andikuthandi?"

Ah! ukuba ubusazi uthando lwam kuzo zonke izidalwa ngokubanzi, ubuya kumangaliswa!

 

Ngothando olunjani na andizange ndibadale ngabanye! Zingaphi na izivamvo endingakhange ndibanike nazo!

Nganye yeemvakalelo zabo yindlela yokunxibelelana nam:

-Ingqondo yabo yindlela yokunxibelelana phakathi kobukrelekrele babo kunye neyam,

- amehlo abo ayindlela yokunxibelelana phakathi kokukhanya kwam kunye nezabo,

-thetha nabo malunga neendlela zonxibelelwano phakathi kweFiat yam kunye neyabo,

-Intliziyo yabo yindlela yokunxibelelana phakathi kothando lwam nolwabo.

 

Kufuphi,

yonke into - ukuphefumla, iintshukumo, iintshukumo - yonke into lunxibelelwano phakathi kwam nesidalwa.

 

“Ndizenzele izidalwa zam ngaphezu kotata oququzelela umtshato wonyana wakhe, akapheleli nje ekuzilungiseleleni.

- indlu yakhe, iimpahla zakhe, ukutya kwakhe

-nayo yonke into enokumenza onwabe.

 

Kodwa wathi kuye:

"Siza kwahlukana, yinyani. Kodwa

-uya kuziva ubomi bam kuwe kwaye ndiya kuva ubomi bakho kum,

-Uya kuva iingcinga zam kwaye ndiya kuva eyakho,

-uyawuva umoya wam nokubetha kwentliziyo yam ndive okwakho. Siya kuba kude kwaye sisondele kunye, sahluliwe kwaye singenakwahlulwa.

"Uzobuva ubomi bam kwaye ndiyabuva obakho."

 

Yintoni utata wasemhlabeni angayenzeli unyana wakhe

Le nto ayinakwenzeka kuye—  mna, uBawo osemazulwini, ndiyibonile  .

 

Emva koko

-Banike ubomi isidalwa e

- emva kokuba ndimlungiselele eli hlabathi lasemhlabeni njengendawo yokuhlala, ndibeke ukusondelana okukhulu phakathi kwam naye

-ukuba ndingabuva ubomi bakhe kum kwaye

-ukuba angabuva uBomi bam kuye.

Olu Luthando lwam kwisidalwa sam ngasinye.

 

Ndingathini ngoku ngothando olukhethekileyo endinalo kuwe?

 

Zonke iimbandezelo   endikuthume zona zibekho

-unxibelelwano olutsha phakathi kwam nawe,

-isihombo esitsha endihombise ngaso umphefumlo wakho.

Yonke inyaniso   endakufundisa yona yayinjalo

-isuntswana leempawu zam endihombise ngazo umphefumlo wakho.

Lonke utyelelo   ndiyenzile kuwe kwaye

lonke ubabalo   endininike lona

Zizipho endazithululela kuni.

 

Bendisoloko ndiphindaphinda unxibelelwano lwam nawe

ukupeyinta kuwe

-iinzwakazi zam ezininzi,

-umfanekiso wam,

ukuze uphile nam eZulwini ndize ndihlale nawe emhlabeni.

 

Emva kwayo yonke le nto, uyathandabuza uthando lwam?

Ngokuchasene noko, ndithi kuni   : zixhalabiseni ngokundithanda ngakumbi nangakumbi kwaye ndiya kukuthanda ngakumbi nangakumbi ".



 

Ndandicinga ngalo lonke uthando uYesu analo ngathi. Ingqondo yam ibibhadula eluthandweni olungunaphakade.

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo undenze ndabona imitha   yokukhanya emoyeni. Esazulwini sale mitha bekukho ilanga apho imitha yelanga eninzi kangangoko kukho izidalwa zasinda.

 

Isidalwa ngasinye safumana imitha ewunikeyo

- ubomi, ukukhanya, ukufudumala, amandla kunye nokukhula

- yonke into efunekayo ebomini.

 

Bekumnandi ukubona zonke izidalwa zimanyaniswe nemitha yelanga.

ukuba isebe ngalinye lidityaniswe nomdiliya ophuma kuwo. Njengoko ingqondo yam yayivumela ukuba ikhokelwe yiyo yonke into endiyibonayo,   uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum  :

 

Intombazana yakho

jonga ngothando olunjani ndithanda isidalwa.

Ndithe ndingekabuboni ukukhanya komhlaba, sekusesiswini sam, xa kuthe kwazalwa, andikushiyi

Umtha wokukhanya ozisa uBomi bam uhamba naye rhoqo

-yinike yonke into eyimfuneko ekukhuleni kwayo. Hayi indlela endilujonga ngenyameko ngayo olu lwando!

Ndiyinkcenkceshela ngothando olunjani!

Ndizenza ukukhanya, ubushushu, ukutya kunye noKhuseleko kuye  .

 

Kwaye xa ixesha lakhe emhlabeni liphelile,

Ndimthwala ngesibeleko sam ngalo mitha ukuze akwazi ukonwabela ilizwe lakhe lasezulwini.

 

Uthando lwam lwenza ngakumbi   isidalwa kunelanga  

 

endayibumba esibhakabhakeni esiluhlaza ukuze kuxhamle uluntu: eli langa lisisithunzi seLanga lam lokwenyani kuphela.

 

Ngokwenene, ilanga livela emoyeni

-ayenzi izityalo,

- ayiziboneleli ngamanzi ukuthintela ukuba zome;

- akababoneleli ngalo lonke uncedo abaludingayo ukuze bakhule ngobuhle kunye namandla.

 

Ilanga lidlala kuphela   indima yalo yokukhanyisa kunye nokufudumala.

Kwaye ukuba izityalo azifumani   manzi   kwenye indawo,

ilanga alinayo indlela yokunxibelelana neziphumo zalo kubo, ngokuchaseneyo liyabomisa ngakumbi.

 

Endaweni yoko  mna, iLanga lokwenyani lemiphefumlo  ,

Andizishiyi, nokuba kusebusuku okanye emini.

Ndiyaziqeqesha ngokwam,

Ndibapha amanzi obabalo lwam ukuze bangomi, Ndibondle ngokukhanya kweenyaniso zam.

Ndiyabomeleza ngemizekelo yam, ndiyikhuphe

impepho epholileyo yokuphululwa kwam ukuze ndiwahlambulule,

umbethe weentlondi zam uzihombisile;

Iintolo zothando lwam   zibafudumeze. Ngamafutshane, akukho nto ingabenzeli   yona.

 

Ndiyinto yonke kubo kwaye ndibeka ubomi bam bonke kumntu ngamnye kubo.

 

Kodwa okunjani kona ukungabi nambulelo kwezidalwa!

Únjengamasebe ancanyatheliswe esidiliyeni sam, kungekhona ngenxa yothando, kodwa ngokunyanzelwa;

- kuba abanakwenza ngenye indlela.

 

Ngoko zikhula njengamagatsha,

- musani ukufumana yonke incindi entle yomdiliya;

babuthathaka kwaye abakwazi ukwenza nesithungu esinye esivuthiweyo;

-ibeka emngciphekweni wokunika ubukrakra emlonyeni wam.

 

Ah! Ukuba bonke bebesazi ukuba ndithanda kangakanani na umphefumlo wam.

-baza kubanjwa ngamandla oThando lwam kwaye baya kundithanda ngakumbi!

 

Wena ke, ndithande   .

Kwaye uthando lwakho malube lukhulu kangangokuba ube nako ukundithanda ngenxa yabantu bonke.”



 

Ndiphila iintsuku ezikrakra ngenxa yokuvinjwa uYesu wam othandekayo. hayi indlela endibukhumbula ngayo ubukho bakhe bobubele!

Nokuba inkumbulo yamazwi akhe amnandi ilinxeba kwintliziyo yam ehluphekileyo kwaye ngaphakathi ndithi kum: "Uphi ngoku? Uphi?

Ndingayifumana phi?

 

Ah! yonke into iphelile, soze ndiphinde ndimbone! Andisayi kuphinda ndive ilizwi lakhe! Asisayi kuphinda sithandaze kunye! Elinjani lona ihlazo! Enjani yona intuthumbo! Ah! Yesu, utshintshe njani! Ungandibaleka njani?

 

Kodwa, nokuba ukude, naphi na apho ukhoyo,

-Ngamaphiko eNtando yakho ndikuthumelele ukwanga kwam, sithandwa sam, isikhalo sam sentlungu esithi kuwe: 'Yiza, ubuyele elubhacweni lwakho oluhlwempuzekileyo, kusana lwakho oluncinci olungenakuphila ngaphandle kwakho.

 

Ndithe ndisathetha ezi zinto nezinye, uYesu wam olungileyo washukuma ngaphakathi kum, wandiwola ngeengalo zakhe, wandiwola ngamandla.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Ubomi bam Yesu wam andisakwazi ukubuthwala, ndincede undiphe amandla akho, ungasandishiyi, ndikhaphe ndifuna ukuhamba nawe!"

 

Ephazamisa isicelo sam, uYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, awufuni ukwenza iWill yam?"

 

Mna:" Ewe ndiyafuna ukwenza intando yakho, kodwa iWill yakho ikwasezulwini.

Kwaye ukuba kude kube ngoku ndiyenzile emhlabeni, ngoku ndifuna ukuyenza eZulwini. Ndithathe ngokukhawuleza, ungasandishiyi. Ndiziva ngathi andisakwazi ukuyithatha le nto, ndenzele inceba.

 

UYesu wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, kubonakala ngathi awazi   ukuba kuthetha ukuthini 'ukwenza intando yam   emhlabeni  '.

 

Emva kwezifundo ezininzi, kubonakala ngathi awuqondanga. Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba umphefumlo owenza intando   yam ihlale kuye,

- xa ethandaza, ebandezeleka, esenza, ethanda, njl.

wenza ubugqi kunye noThixo

ezinesiphumo sokuthintela ubulungisa bam ekugaleleni emhlabeni izohlwayo ezikhulu ezithi izidalwa zitsale   ngezono zazo ezinzulu

NgoBulungisa bam lo mlingo uvela kwizidalwa ezihlala kwintando yam uyaphila.

 

Ucinga ukuba kuncinane ukuba uMdali akubone

-kwisidalwa esiphila emhlabeni

Intando yomntu yokusebenza, uloyiso kunye nokulawula

-ngenkululeko efanayo esebenza kwaye elawula ngayo eZulwini?

 

Eli gama alikho eZulwini.

Kuba, ebukumkanini bam, intando yam ilawula njengendawo yayo yokuhlala kwaye ubugqi benziwa ndim, hayi ngaphandle kwam.

 

Ndim, yintando yam eyonwabisa yonke imiphefumlo esikelelekileyo.

Ngendlela yokuba bahlala bephantsi kopelo lwam kwaye bayonwabele ngonaphakade.

Asingabo abadalela Mna ukuthakatha okumnandi. Ndim owadalayo kubo.

 

Endaweni yoko, xa intando yam ihlala kwisidalwa esigxothiweyo,

- kuba ngathi lenza kwaye lilawula kwakwindawo yokuhlala yesidalwa.

Emva koko kuvelisa phezu kwam umlingo omangalisayo kangangokuba amehlo am ahlala ethe ntsho kuwo kwaye angabi nakuzikhupha kuwo.

Ah! awuyazi ukuba le charm ifuneka kangakanani kulamaxesha!

 

Zingaphi na izinto ezimbi eziya kuza!

Abantu baya kuziva benyanzelekile ukuba baqwengane, bebanjwe ngumsindo ovuthayo. Iinkokeli ziya kuba noxanduva.

Izinto ezimbi! Iinkokeli zabo ziya kuba

-amaxhwele okwenene, iidemon ezifakwe emzimbeni zinxanelwe igazi labazalwana babo.

 

Ukuba ubugwenxa bebungekho nzulu kangako, uYesu wakho ebengenakukuhlutha kakhulu uBukho bakhe.

Uloyiko lwakho lokuba kungenxa yezinye izizathu endikuhluthayo alunasihlahla. Hayi, hayi, qiniseka:

buBulungisa bam obuthi, bunihluthe mna, bufumane ukuthomalaliswa kwabo.

 

Wena, ungaze uyishiye iNtando yam,

ukuze lo mlingo umnandi undikhokelele ekusindiseni izizwe ebubini obukhulu ngakumbi.



 

Ndiziva ndingakwazi ukuthembela ngosiba lwam into endiyivayo kwintliziyo yam ebuhlungu. Oh ewe! akukho okunye ukufela ukholo okunokuthelekiswa nokuswelwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo!

 

I-corporal martyrdom ilimaza kwaye ibulala umzimba Ngelixa ukubulawa kokholo lokuhluthwa kwayo

- ibuhlungu intliziyo,

-yikrazula kwimicu yayo enzulu kwaye, yintoni embi kakhulu,

-ubulala umphefumlo ngaphandle kokuwuyeka ufe;

- ukubetha okuqhubekayo kwi-anvil yentlungu kunye nothando.

 

Andizihoyi iintlungu endiziva ngaphakathi kum kuba zizinto endingakwazi ukuzichaza.

Njengabona bahlwempuzekileyo abangqibayo, ndingathanda ukucela uncedo

- kuzo zonke   iingelosi,

- kubo bonke   abangcwele,

- kaKumkanikazi wam noMama, kunye

-kwindalo yonke

ngomthandazo omncinci kuYesu ovela kum ukuba,

-ivela kuye wonke umntu, lo mthandazo uvuselela uYesu ukuba abe nemfesane kwintombazana yeNtando yakhe, kwaye nokuba aphelise ukuthinjwa nzima endiwele kuko.

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko ebuhlungu.

- Ngokukhawuleza ndaba nemvakalelo yokuba ingelosi yam isondele kum. Oku kwandenza ndacinga ngokukhawuleza:

"Kutheni ingelosi yam ingenguye uYesu?"

 

Ngelo xesha ndamva uYesu eshukuma ngaphakathi kwam.

Wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, ufuna ukwazi

-kuba iingelosi zinjengoko zinjalo.

-kutheni baye bagcina ubuhle babo bokuqala kunye nobunyulu?

 

Oku kungenxa yokuba bebesoloko behleli kwisenzo sokuqala abadalwe kuso.

Abakwazi ukulandelana kwezenzo, abatshintshi,

abanyuki, abanciphisi.

Banazo zonke izinto ezinokwenzeka nezizicingekayo.

 

Ukubambelela kwisenzo esilula seNtando yam abathe bavela ngayo,

aziguquguquki, zintle kwaye zinyulu.

Abalahlekanga kwanto kubukho babo bantlandlolo nalapho lonke ulonwabo lwabo luqulethwe khona

-  hlala ngokuzithandela kulo mbuso.

 

Bafumana yonke into kwiWill yam kwaye abakhangeli nto yimbi ukuze bonwabe.

kunoko iNtando yam ibanika yona  .

 

Kwelinye icala  , ngaba uyasazi isizathu sokuba kukho iikwayala zezithunywa zezulu ezikwinqanaba eliphezulu  ? Kukho iingelosi ezikufutshane netrone yam kwaye uyazi ukuba kutheni?

Ingaba lonto yi,

-kwabanye iNtando yam ibonakalise isenzo esinye seNtando yam,

-kwabanye ababini,

- kwabanye abathathu, njl.

Yile nto eyenza umahluko phakathi kweekwayala zeengelosi.

Ezinye iingelosi ziphezulu kunezinye kwaye zifaneleke ngakumbi ukuba kufutshane netrone yam.

 

Okukhona iWiyo yam izibonakalisa kubo kwaye bazigcina bekuyo, kokukhona bephezulu, bebahle ngakumbi, bonwabile kwaye bongamile.

 

Iikwayala zeengelosi ziyaqanjwa

-Ngokwenqanaba labo lolwazi lweNtando yam ePhakamileyo.

 

Iingelosi zeekwayala ezahlukeneyo zinobuhle bazo kunye nemisebenzi yazo. Nantsi indlela olu luhlu lweekwayala zeengelosi.

 

Ukuba ubusazi

ingaba ithetha ntoni

-ukwazi ngcono intando yam,

- yenza izenzo ezininzi kuyo, umzekelo

oku kumisela kangakanani

indima   ,

ubuhle   kunye

ukongama   kwesidalwa,

ungaluxabisa kangakanani lonke ulwazi

ukuba ndikuxelele ngeWill yam!

 

Ulwazi olongezelelekileyo lweNtando yam luwuphakamisa umphefumlo uphakame kakhulu

ukuphakama

nokuba iingelosi ngokwazo zikhwankqisiwe kwaye zikhohlisiwe.

Oku kubakhokelela ekubeni bavakalise ngokuqhubekayo besithi: “  Ingcwele, ingcwele, ingcwele!

 

Intando yam iyazibonakalisa

-ukudala izidalwa ngaphandle kwento,

-bellindoli,

-benza bakhule,

- ukuphuhlisa ubomi bobuthixo kubo, e

esenza imisebenzi ebalulekileyo engazange yabonwa ngaphambili.

 

Ke ngoko, kuzo zonke izinto endizibonakalise kuwe malunga nentando yam,

unokuqonda

-ndifuna ukwenza ntoni nawe kwaye ndikuthanda kangakanani, kwaye

-ubomi bakho kufuneka bube luchungechunge lwezenzo eziqhubekayo ezenziwa kwiWill yam.

 

Ukuba, njengeengelosi, izidalwa zazingazange ziphambuke kwisenzo sokuqala

- apho intando yam ibazise khona,

Luluphi ulungelelwano nezimanga ebezingayi kubonwa emhlabeni?

 

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam,

ungaze uyishiye imo yantlandlolo endakudala ukuyo;

kwaye isenzo sakho sokuqala singahlala sibe yintando yam.  "

 

 

Emva koko, ndaba nexhala noYesu   kwigadi yaseGetsemane.

ndamcenga ke ukuba andivumele ndingene kolu thando andithanda ngalo kakhulu.

 

Engene nzulu ngaphakathi kum kwakhona,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ngena eluthandweni lwam ungalushiyi.

Hlala apho ukuze uqonde ngokupheleleyo ukuba ndandizithanda kangakanani izidalwa. Konke okukum luthando kubo.

Xa ubuThixo wabadala, wayesoloko enenjongo yokubathanda.

Ngaphakathi nangaphandle kwabo, uBungcwele wazimisela ukubakhapha ngesenzo sothando esingayekiyo nesitsha.

Ke ndinokuthi yonke ingcinga, jonga, igama, umoya, ukubetha kwentliziyo, njl. zezidalwa zikhatshwa sisenzo sothando olungunaphakade.

 

Ukuba ubuThixo ucebise ukuthanda izidalwa rhoqo nakwizinto zonke, kungenxa yokuba wayenethemba lokufumana kuyo yonke into.

imbuyekezo engapheliyo yothando.

 

Kodwa kwakungenjalo.

Izidalwa azizange zifune nje kuphela

-ziqhelanise nesi singqi sothando esifunwa nguMdali, kodwa balunqaba olu Luthando balukhubekisa.

 

Ngenxa yoku kuphazamiseka, uBunkulunkulu akazange ayeke.

Kodwa waqhubeka ebonisa uthando lwakhe olungayekiyo noluhlala lutsha kwisidalwa.

Kwaye ekubeni izidalwa zazingalufumananga olu thando.

Lazala izulu nomhlaba

elinde umntu ozoyibamba abuyise lonke olu thando.

 

Xa uThixo esenza isigqibo, akukho nto imnqandayo. Ihlala iqinile ekungaguqukiyo kwayo.

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto, kolunye ugqithiso loThando, mna, iLizwi likaBawo,

-Ndize emhlabeni,

-Ndambethe ngayo indalo yomntu,

-Ndaqokelela Kum lonke olu thando luzalise iZulu nomhlaba, ngenjongo yokubuyisela lonke olu Luthando kuBunkulunkulu.

 

Ndadala uthando

- kuyo yonke ingcinga, yonke inkangeleko, onke amagama,

- Konke ukubetha kwentliziyo, yonke intshukumo kunye nenyathelo ngalinye laso sonke isidalwa.

 

Ke,   nakweyona micu incinci,   ubuntu bam

yaxovulwa ngezandla zothando lwanaphakade lukaBawo oseZulwini, ngoko

-onamandla okuthwala ngaphakathi kuye lonke olu Luthando olukhukulisa iZulu nomhlaba, kunye

-ukuba ke ndikwazi ukunika ubuThixo ukubuyiswa koThando kuzo zonke izidalwa, -kwaye ndiyakwazi ukwenza uthando kwisenzo ngasinye sezidalwa.

Nantsi indlela

chacune de tes pensées est entourée de mes incessants actes   d'amour.

il n'y a rien en toi et en dehors de toi qui ne soit entouré de mes actes   répétés d'Amour.

 

Yiyo loo nto,   kuMyezo waseGetsemane  ,   ubuntu bam

- wancwina,

-mixiwe kwaye

- waziva etyumke phantsi kobunzima boThando olungaka. Kuba ndithandile kwaye andizange ndithandwe.

 

Ezi ntlungu zoThando zi

- eyona   krakra kakhulu,

- eyona   ikhohlakeleyo.

Ziintlungu ezingenanceba, zibuhlungu ngaphezu kowam uNyango!

 

Owu! ukuba imiphefumlo iya kundithanda, ubunzima boThando olungaka bungakhanya.

Kuba xa Uthando lufumana imbuyekezo yothando, lucinywa luthando lwabathandekayo.

 

Kodwa xa engayifumani imbuyekezo, uyadana.

Kwaye uvakalelwa kukuba uhlawulwe ngesenzo sokufa.

 

Uyabubona ke   bonke ubukrakra nentlungu endiyinikwe nguMthandazo woThando   lwam   .

 

Kuba kwiPassion yam yenyama bandinika ukufa okukodwa ngelixa ndikwiPassion of Love,

Kuye kwafuneka ndive ukufa okuninzi

-ukuba inani lezenzo zothando eziphume kum kwaye

- apho kwakungekho kubuyiselana.

 

Yiza ke   wena   ntombi yam undibuyisele oluThando.

Kwintando yam uya kulufumana lonke olu Thando lufana nesenzo esinye.

 

Yenze ibe yeyakho   kwaye,   kunye nam, yenza uthando kuzo zonke izenzo zezidalwa,

ukundinika imbalelwano yoThando lomntu ngamnye ».



 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yokuswela uYesu ngobukrakra obukhulu obuhamba naye. Ukuba ngamanye amaxesha uyazivumela ukuba abonakale ngaphakathi kwam, uzibonakalisa ecinga kwaye ethule. Nangona kunjalo, nangona ethule, ndiyavuya xa ndicinga

-ayindilahlanga e

-Ehlala ihleli kum ngaphakathi.

 

Xa umphefumlo wam osweleyo uza kutyhafa,

ukuyibona indiphilisa kancinane, njengombethe oluncedo. Kodwa kutheni?

Ukuze ndiphinde ndibuyele ekomani kwam ndizive ngathi ndiyafa kwakhona.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ndihlala ndiphakathi kobomi nokufa.

Ngexesha apho ndandintywiliselwe kulwandle olukhulu lweembandezelo zam zokuphulukana naye, uYesu wam omnandi washukuma ngaphakathi kum.

 

Wathi akuzibonakalisa ekwimo yokuthandaza, ndamanyana naye emthandazweni. Emva   koko wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ekudaleni kwam umntu, ndambeka ngeenxa zonke, ukuze kugcinwe ubomi bakhe;

-umoya womzimba wakhe kunye nomoya womphefumlo wakhe:

-umoya wendalo womzimba kunye nomoya weNtando yam yomphefumlo wakhe.

 

Njengoko kusaziwa, umoya wendalo unenzuzo yokuvumela umntu ukuba aphefumle kwaye athande uhlaza kunye nokutsha kuyo yonke indalo.

Ngaloo ndlela, kwanokuba asiwuboni,   umoya wongamela ubomi baso sonke isidalwa esidaliweyo  . Wonke umntu uyamdinga.

Isebenza yonke indawo imini nobusuku. Iyanyusa

-ukubetha kwentliziyo,

- ukujikeleza kwegazi, yonke into.

 

Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba ukulunga okunjalo kuvela phi?

NguThixo owamnika onke la malungelo.

 

Kanye   njengokuba indalo   idinga umoya wendalo ukuze igcinwe, umphefumlo nawo ufuna umoya.

Ngomphefumlo  , yintando yam eyenza umoya wayo. Ububele bam bebungasafuni moya kuye.

Ukuze yonke into kunye nempahla yeWill yam ibe

- ukungena nzulu kwaye

nimzisele ukutya kobuThixo, utyani bamazulu, nazo zonke izinto ezinqwenelekayo.

 

Kumele ukuba kukho ukulinganisa phakathi komzimba nomphefumlo:

- eyokuqala ngokuphefumla umoya wendalo e

-omnye uphefumla umoya weNtando yam.

 

Kodwa kukho into yokulila!

Ukuba izidalwa zivakalelwa kukuba akukho moya wendalo, zihamba umgama omde ukuze ziwufumane.

Ukuba kuyimfuneko, zinyuka iintaba eziphakamileyo.

 

Ngokuphathelele   umoya weNtando yam  , izidalwa

-musa ukumcingela e

- musa ukuzisola ngokuvinjwa oko.

 

Nangona benyanzelekile ukuba bantywiliselwe emoyeni wentando yam,

- engawuthandi lo Air onevumba elimnandi nongcwele, akanako ukubeka kuzo iimpahla ezikuwo.

 

Kwaye unyanzelekile ukuba ahlale apho,

-kuncama,

-ngaphandle kokukwazi ukuphuhlisa uBomi obubandakanya intando yam.

 

Ke, ntombi yam, ukuba ufuna intando yam izalisekise iinjongo zayo kuwe,

Ndikucebisa ukuba uhlale uphefumla umoya weNtando yam,

Ndiyayithanda lento

- ngamana uBomi obuNgcwele buphuhla kuwe kwaye

-ukuba ufikelele kwinjongo yokwenyani odalelwe yona. "



 

Ndacinga ngokungaguquki kukaThixo nokuguquguquka kwezidalwa. Onjani wona umahluko!

UYesu wam osoloko elungile wazibonakalisa kum kwaye wandixelela:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

khangela, akukho ndawo apho uBuntu bam bungekho.

Yiyo loo nto kungafuneki ukuba ndishukume, nokuba ndiye ekunene, okanye ekhohlo, okanye ngasemva.

 

Kuba akukho ndawo apho ndingekho khona,

ukuzinza kwam kukwindalo yonke kwaye kugqibelele: kukungaguquki kwam ngonaphakade.

Ndisayithanda into endiyithandayo namhlanje.

Andiguquki kwinto endiyithandayo nakwinto endiyifunayo.

Nje ukuba into ithandeke okanye ndiyinqwenelwe ndim, ayitshintshi.

 

Ukuze kubekho utshintsho, kuya kufuneka ndithintele ubukhulu bam, endingenako kwaye ndingafuni ukukwenza.

 

Ukungaguquki kwam yeyona halo intle ethwesa intloko yam.

Le halo yolulela phantsi kweenyawo zam kwaye inika imbeko engunaphakade kubuNgcwele bam obungenakuguqulwa.

Ndixelele, inye kuphela indawo ongandifumani kuyo?

 

Njengoko wayethetha, ukungaguquki kwakhe kobuthixo kwabakho engqondweni yam. Kodwa ngubani na onokuthetha endikuqondayo?

Ndiyoyika ukuthetha ububhanxa kwaye, ngoko, ndithule.

 

Kamva, ukuthetha nam ngokuguquguquka kwezidalwa,

Wathi kum  :

"Izidalwa ezihlwempuzekileyo! Hayi indlela enqongophele ngayo indawo yazo encinci! Incinci nje, le ndawo ayizinzile kwaye ayilungiswanga.

Namhlanje isidalwa sikwenye indawo, kusuku olulandelayo kwenye. Ngenye imini uthanda umntu, into okanye indawo kwaye,

kusuku olulandelayo izinto zatshintsha.

Usenokudelela umntu okanye into awayeyithanda ngezolo.

 

Yaye ngaba uyazi ukuba yintoni eyenza eso sidalwa sihlwempuzekileyo singazinzi? Kukuthanda kwakhe njengomntu.

Imenza abe buthathaka eluthandweni, kwiminqweno yakhe nakwizinto ezintle azenzayo. Ukuthanda kwakhe njengomntu kunjengomoya ovuthuza ngamandla

loo nto iyishukumisa kwindawo nganye yokuphefumla kwayo.

Njengengcongolo eyomileyo, ngamanye amaxesha ityhala iye ekunene, maxa wambi iye ekhohlo.

 

Ekudaleni umntu, bendifuna aphile kwiWill yam

lo nto

ukumkhulula kumoya onamandla wentando yomntu,   iNtando yam iyayenza

-ifama kwipropati,

- uzinzile eluthandweni,

- ngcwele ngezenzo zakhe.

Ndandifuna ukuba ahlale kumhlaba omkhulu wokungaguquki kwam.

 

Kodwa le ndoda yayingafuni ukuba kube njalo.

Wafuna indawo yakhe waza wafumana into yokudlala

-ngokwakhe,

- abanye, e

- kwiimfuno zabo  .

 

Ngale nto ndiyathandaza kwaye ndithandazela isidalwa ukuba sibuyele kwiNtando yam apho ivela khona,

ukuze ingabi saguquguquka, kodwa izinzile kwaye yomelele.

 

andikatshintshi.

Ndilinde wena, ndifuna wena.

Ndihlala ndiyifuna kwiWill yam".

 

 

Ndaziva ndinexhala.

Ndithe ndisathandaza, ndalila ngenxa yemeko yam ebuhlungu yokuvinjwa nguye ubomi bam bonke. Imeko yam ayilungiseki, akukho mntu unosizi ngam, yonke into ibubulungisa.

Ngubani na oya kuba nenceba kum, ukuba uthe wandinikela umva onenceba? Ndithe ndisalila ndithandaza ngolu hlobo ndeva izandla zam zisezandleni zikaYesu.

 

Enyukela ngakum phezulu kakhulu,   wathi kum  :

 

"Yiza ubone umboniso omkhulu ongazange ubonwe emhlabeni naseZulwini:

umphefumlo osoloko usifa luthando Ngam.”

Kula mazwi kaYesu izulu lavuleka kwaye bonke abaphathi bezulu bajonga kum.

Ndiphinde ndazijonga ndawubona umphefumlo wam ohluphekayo ubunile usiba yintyatyambo ephuma esiqwini sayo.

Njengoko ndandisifa, umkhosi ofihlakeleyo wandibuyisela ebomini. Owu! Mhlawumbi bubulungisa bukaThixo obundohlwaya   ngesizathu esibambekayo.

Thixo wam, Yesu wam, ndibabale! Yiba nenceba kwisidalwa esifayo esilihlwempu!

 

Ikamva lam lelona linzima ukuba isidalwa esifayo singabandezeleka: sife singafi!

Emva koko, uYesu wam othandekayo wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe phantse ubusuku bonke ukuze andinike amandla kwaye andincede kwintlungu yam.

 

Ndandikholelwa ukuba ekugqibeleni uza kundisizela aze andikhaphe, kodwa oko akuzange kuncede nto.

Emva kokundiqinisa kancinci   wandishiya esithi  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Intando yam ifumana ukufa okuqhubekayo kwizidalwa. BuBomi kwaye, njengobomi, bufuna ukunika uBomi nokukhanya.

Kodwa izidalwa ziyakugatya oku kukhanya.

Kwaye, ekubeni bengalufumani, oku kukhanya kufela izidalwa. Kwaye iNtando yam iyakuva oku kufa.

 

Intando yam ifuna ukwazisa ngeempawu kunye nokulunga okukuyo. Kodwa izidalwa ziyalugatya olu lwazi.

Ke ngoko iNtando yam ikuva ukufa ezikunika izidalwa kubuhle kunye neempawu zoMthandazo wam.

 

Ngokunjalo

- ukuba iWill yam ifuna ukunika uThando kwaye olu Luthando alufunyanwanga, uyakuva ukufa kunikwe uLuthando.

ukuba ufuna ukunika ubungcwele okanye umbulelo, uyakuva ukufa ukuba   izidalwa zikunika ubungcwele kunye neenceba afuna   ukuzinika.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ukufa okuqhubekayo kwenziwa kwiWill yam ngezibonelelo efuna ukukunika.

Ngaba awukuva ukufa okuqhubekayo okwenzeka kwiWill yam?

 

Ekubeni uhlala kuwe, kungokwemvelo

-ukuba uziva ezi zifile kwaye

-ukuba uhlala kwimo eqhubekayo yentlungu.

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye:

“Yesu, sithandwa sam, izinto azibonakali zinje kum.

Bubuhlwempu bakho obundibulalayo, obuthatha ubomi bam ngaphandle kokundenza ndife!

 

Waphendula wathi:

"Yakhe

- ngokuyinxenye ukuhluthwa kwaM kunye

- ngokuyinxenye iWill yam ethi, ikugcina ugxile kuYe, ikwenza ukuba uthathe inxaxheba kwiintlungu zakhe.

 

Intombazana yakho

Ubomi bokwenyani kuMyolelo wam buthetha   ukuba:

indalo ehlala kuyo yabelana ngentlungu kum ngenxa yezidalwa.”

 

Bendicamngca ngeMimba eNgenasiphelo kaKumkanikazi wam onguMongami noMama. Ingqondo yam ibithe phithi

- ngenxa yeemfanelo, ubuhle kunye nemimangaliso apho i-Immaculate Conception izele,

lo mmangaliso ugqwesa yonke imimangaliso eyenziwa nguThixo kwindalo yonke.

 

Ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi:

Ummangaliso we-Immaculate Conception mkhulu ngokungaqhelekanga. Kodwa uMama wam waseZulwini akazange afumane naziphi na iimvavanyo ekukhawulweni kwakhe.

Yonke into yayithandeka kuye njengoko yayivela kuThixo njengoko ivela kwindalo, eyadalwa nguThixo yonwabile, ingcwele kwaye inelungelo.

Bubuphi ubugorha kwaye loluphi uvavanyo athe wadibana nalo?

 

Ukuba izithunywa ezisezulwini noAdam ezulwini azizange zisinde eluvavanyweni.

Ngaba uKumkanikazi wabo bonke yayiya kuba nguye kuphela owayeza kukhululwa kolu vavanyo kwaye, ngenxa yoko, avinjwe ihalo entle eyayiza kubekwa kuvavanyo kuKumkanikazi noMama woNyana kaThixo? "

 

Njengoko ndandicinga,   uYesu  wam olungileyo  wabonakala kum kwaye

Wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Akukho nto yamkelekileyo kum ngaphandle kovavanyo.

Ukuba akaluphumelelanga uvavanyo,

Ngendiba nekhoboka njengoMama hayi umntu okhululekileyo.

Ubudlelwane bethu, imisebenzi yethu kunye nothando lwethu lufuna ubulungu obukhululekile. Umama wayenovavanyo lwakhe lokuqala ukususela kumzuzu wokuqala wokukhawulwa kwakhe.

 

Ukususela kwisenzo sakhe sokuqala esinengqiqo wayesazi intando yakhe yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo. Kwaye kwafuneka akhethe ngokukhululekileyo lowo wayefuna ukujoyina.

Engaphozisanga maseko yaye ewazi umlinganiselo opheleleyo wokuzincama kwakhe, uye wasinika ukuthanda kwakhe engakhange afune ukuwubuyisela kwakhona.

Kwaye samnika isipho sethu.

 

Emva kolu tshintshiselwano,

Sikhukulise i-Immaculate Conception, elona lungelo libalaseleyo kuzo zonke izidalwa,

ngeempawu zethu, ubuhle, imimangaliso kunye nolwandle olukhulu lobabalo."

Kuhlala kungumyolelo ukuba ndivavanye.

 

Ngaphandle kokuzikhethela komntu, onke amadini, nokufa,

- bandenza isicaphucaphu kwaye

- ungandithi krwaqu kum.

 

Kwaye ufuna ukwazi

-yeyiphi eyona nto ibalaseleyo esiyifezileyo kwesi sidalwa singcwele,

-Bubuphi obona bugorha besi sidalwa sihle kangangokuba kungabikho mntu unokuze afane naso?

 

Waqala ubomi bakhe kwiWill yethu kwaye waqhubeka wayizalisekisa kuYe.

Sinokuthi

- ngubani owayigqibayo ukusuka kwindawo apho wayiqala khona, kwaye

-eyaqala apho wayigqibezela khona.

 

Kwaye eyona nto ibalaseleyo yethu yayikukuba,

- kuzo zonke iingcamango zakhe, amazwi kunye nokuphefumla

- ngako konke ukubetha kwentliziyo, intshukumo okanye ngenye indlela, iWill yethu yagalela kuye.

 

Ngaloo ndlela wasinika ubugorha.

-Iingcinga zobuThixo nezanaphakade, amagama, ukuphefumla, ukubetha kwentliziyo kunye   neentshukumo.

 

Wayiphakamisa kakhulu   kangangokuba into esiyiyo ngendalo yayilubabalo.

Onke amanye amalungelo akhe, kubandakanya ne-Immaculate Conception yakhe, ayonto xa kuthelekiswa nolu didi lukhulu.

Yiloo nto eyamenza wazinza waza womelela ubomi bakhe bonke.

 

Intando yam, ehlala ithululela kuye, yamenza ukuba athathe inxaxheba   kubuThixo.

 

Kwaye ukwamkelwa kwayo okuqhubekayo

- wamenza womelela ngoThando noKubandezeleka - wahluke kwinto yonke.

 

Yintando yethu esebenzayo kuyo

-owatsala iLizwi lanaphakade emhlabeni kwaye

-owawuvelisa ngokobuthixo;

ngendlela yokuba uMntu woThixo akhawulwe kuye

-ngaphandle kokuthatha inxaxheba komntu.

 

Wenziwe wafaneleka ukuba nguMama woMdali wakhe.

 

Yiyo le nto ndihlala ndigxininisa kwiWill yam. Ngokuba

- igcina umphefumlo umhle njengoko uphuma ezandleni zethu kwaye

- ikhula njengekopi yoqobo yoMdali wayo.

 

Nawuphi na umsebenzi nedini owenzayo,

-ukuba intando yam ayinanxaxheba kuyo,

Ndiyabanqanda, andibazi. Ayikokutya kwam.

 

Eyona misebenzi mihle ngaphandle kweWill yam   kukutya

- ngenxa yentando yomntu,

-ukwenzela ukuzithemba e

- ngenxa yokubawa kwesidalwa.

 

Imihla yam iya isiba yintlungu.

Ndikwimeko ekrakra yokuswela uYesu wam othandekayo kufana nesixhobo esifayo esijinga phezu kwam silungele ukundibulala nangawuphi na umzuzu.

Xa sele eza kundinika i-coup de grace,

-eya kuba sisiqabu kum kwaye indivumele ukuba ndiye kuYesu wam,

ijinga phezu kwentloko yam. Kwaye kulilize ukuba ndilinde i-coup de grace.

Ndiva umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo kunye nemvelo yam ehluphekileyo ichithwa.

 

Ah! Ubukhulu besono bam bundinqamla ekufeni! Okunjani kona ukubandezeleka! Enjani yona intlungu! Ah! Yesu wam, ndibabale!

Nguwe wedwa oyaziyo intlungu yam.

- musa ukundishiya, musa ukundishiya ndedwa!

 

Ngelixa ndiziva ezi mvakalelo,

Ndizifumene ngaphandle komzimba wam kwaye kukukhanya okucocekileyo kakhulu,

apho ndaye ndakwazi ukubona uMama weKumkanikazi enoYesu omncinci esibelekweni sakhe sobuntombi.

 

Owu Thixo wam, enjani yona ukuba lusizi imeko awayekuyo usana lwam oluncinane uYesu!

Ubuntu bakhe obuncinci bebungashukumi,

izandla ezincinci kunye neenyawo azishukumi, kungekho ndlela yokushukuma.

Wayengenandawo yokuvula amehlo okanye ukuphefumla kakuhle. Ukuzola kwakhe kwabangela ukuba, nangona esaphila, abonakale efile.

 

Ndicinge:

“Yeka ukuba uYesu wam abandezeleke kangakanani kule meko, kanye njengoMama wakhe, ebona umntwana uYesu ebambelele esibelekweni sakhe”.

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo,   wathi uMntwana uYesu kum elila:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

 

iintlungu endazivayo ndikwisibeleko sikaMama esingekabinandoda azinakulinganiswa nomoya womntu.

Ngaba uyazi ukuba yintoni ukubandezeleka kokuqala endakufumana ukusuka kumzuzu wokuqala wokukhawulwa kwam emva koko ndanyamezela ubomi bam bonke? Ukubandezeleka kokufa  .

 

UbuThixo bam bebuphuma eZulwini ndonwabile, kungekho ntlungu nakufa benako ukufikelela kubo.

 

Xa ndabona uBuntu bam obuncinci buphantsi kokubandezeleka nokufa

- ngenxa yothando lwezidalwa,

 

Ndandisiva intlungu yokufa kangangokuba ndandiza kufa ngoku.

ukuba amandla am oBungcwele ebengandixhasanga ngokungummangaliso,

Ngokuzivumela ukuba ndive ezi ntlungu ngokuqhubeka ndiphila.

Ngaloo ndlela, ibisoloko ikukufa kum into endiyivayo

- ukufa kwisono,

- ukufa kokulungileyo kwizidalwa, kwaye ngokunjalo

- ukufa kwabo kwemvelo.

Enjani yona intuthumbo endiye ndaphila ngayo ubomi bam bonke!

 

Mna obuphethe uBomi,

- owayekwayiNkosi epheleleyo, ndandiza kunikezela kwisigwebo sokufa.

 

Awuboni uBuntu bam obuncinci bungashukumi kwaye bufela esibelekweni sikaMama wam endimthandayo? Ngaba awuziva ukuba kubi kangakanani ukuva iintlungu zokufa ungafi?

 

Intombazana yakho

bubomi bakho kwiWill yam obenza ukuba uthathe inxaxheba kukufa okuqhubekayo koBuntu bam. "

 

Imini enkulu ndiyichithe noYesu esibelekweni sikaMama.

Ndayibona

-Xa wayesifa,

abuyise ubomi aze ke anikezele kwakhona ekufeni.

 

Kwakubuhlungu kangakanani kum ukubona uMntwana uYesu ekule meko! Kubusuku obalandelayo, ndacinga ngeso senzo.

- apho usana olumnandi lwasishiya isibeleko ukuba luzalwe phakathi kwethu

Kwaye umoya wam ohluphekileyo walahleka kule mfihlakalo inzulu kwaye izele luthando xa, ehamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo wolula izandla zakhe ezincinci ukuba andiphuze.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuzalwa kwam kwakuyeyona nto ibalulekileyo kuyo yonke indalo  .

 

Izulu nomhlaba   zaqubuda zinqula ngokunzulu

-ukubona uBuntu bam obuncinci apho ubuThixo bam bekungathi bubiyelwe ngodonga.

Kwabakho isenzo sokuthula, ukunqulwa okunzulu kunye nomthandazo.

Enemincili,   uMama wathandaza   phambi kwalo   mmangaliso mkhulu   uphume kuye

Baphinda bathandaza  kuJoseph oNgcwele kunye neengelosi   .

Yonke indalo   ibuvile ubukhulu baMandla am okudala

- ngothando avuselelwe phambi kwakhe.

 

Waziva ewongekile

-kuba umntu owadalayo wayeyidinga ukuze kugcinwe uBuntu bakhe.

Ilanga   laziva linembeko ngokunika ukukhanya kwalo nokufudumala kuMdali walo.

iNkosi yakhe yokwenene. Wabhiyoza ngozuko lwam.

Umhlaba   waba newonga lokundibona ndilele emkhumbini.

Yonke ithenda phambi kwamalungu am abuthathaka, wabonakalisa uvuyo lwakhe ngemiqondiso emangalisayo.

 

Yonke indalo   yaziva inembeko ngokubona uKumkani wayo wokwenene neNkosi isihla esifubeni sayo. Yonke into edaliweyo yenze igalelo layo:

amanzi   afuna ukuphelisa unxano lwam,

iintaka   zandivuyisa ngokuntyiloza kwazo;

 wandiphulula umoya  ,

umoya   wandiphulula:

zonke izinto ezidaliweyo   zandinika umvuzo wazo omsulwa.

 

Kuphela ngumntu ongenambulelo owayemathidala.

Nangona wayeziva into engaqhelekanga: uvuyo, amandla anamandla. Nangona ndimbize ngeenyembezi zam nesingqala sam.

- akazange ashukume, ngaphandle kwabalusi abathile.

 

Kanti noko ndizele yena emhlabeni

- ndinike ukuba ndimsindise, ndimbuyisele kwilizwe lakhe lasezulwini.

Ndandijonge ukubona ukuba uya kuza na ukufumana isipho esikhulu soBomi bam obuNgcwele noboMntu.

 

Ukuzalwa kwam kwakungeyonto ngaphandle kokuzibeka kwinceba yezidalwa. Ndizibeke kwinceba kaMama wam othandekayo kunye noJoseph oNgcwele endanikela kuye ubomi bam.

 

Kwaye ekubeni imisebenzi yam ingunaphakade,

ubuThixo, iLizwi lehla livela eZulwini, alizange liwushiye umhlaba

-ukwazi ukuzinikela rhoqo kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Ubomi bam bonke ndizinikele ngesisa.

Kwaye, kwiiyure ezimbalwa ngaphambi kokuba ndife, ndamisela ummangaliso omkhulu  we-  Ekaristi.

ukuze bonke abanqwenela ukufumana ithuba lokufumana isipho esikhulu soBomi bam.

Ndandingakhathali

– izigqitho eziya zenziwa kum, nakwabo bangavumiyo ukundamkela;

 

ndacinga  :

“Ndizinikele, soze ndiphinde ndiphile.

Mabenze unothanda, ndohlala ndikhona for bona! "

 

"Intombazana yakho,

nalu uhlobo lothando lwenene:

ukuzingisa nokukulungela ukungaze uhlehle, nokuba yintoni na   efunwa lidini  .

Ukungaguquguquki kwimisebenzi yam luloyiso lwam kunye nozuko lwam olukhulu  . Kwindalo,  ukuqina ngumqondiso osebenzela uThixo: 

umphefumlo awuzivumeli ukuba umiswe nantoni na, awunaxhala

hayi ngokwakhe okanye   isidima sakhe,

kwanomzalwana wakhe, nokuba oko kumenze waphulukana   nobomi bakhe.

 

Khangela kuphela kuThixo   ngenxa yoko wakwenzayo.

Uziva engoyisile njengoko encama ubomi bakhe ngenxa yothando lukaThixo.Ukungaguquguquki kuphuma kwimvelo yomntu, kwindlela asebenza ngayo, kwiinkanuko zakhe.

Ayilothando lokwenyani oluninzi.

Ukungaguquguquki kufuneka kubonakalise abo basebenzela mna.

Ukuhlala kwam, andikaze ndiyitshintshe imisebenzi yam.

Emva kokuba into yenziwe, yenziwa ngonaphakade. "

 

 

Imini yam ibisele ifikelela esiphelweni ndizibuza ukuba ingaba ndisenento yokwenza.

 

Ngaphakathi kwam ndeva ilizwi lisithi kum:

"Kusafuneka wenze eyona nto ibalulekileyo:   ukudibanisa kwintando kaThixo   ."

Ngendlela yam eqhelekileyo, ndaqalisa ukuyenza. Emva koko kwabonakala kum ukuba iZulu lavuleka kwaye yonke inkundla yasezulwini yeza kum.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam,   ukuzimanya kwiWill yam sisenzo

- eyona indilisekileyo, inkulu kwaye ibaluleke kakhulu ebomini bakho bonke.

 

Ukuzintywilisela kwintando yam

- ingena ngonaphakade,

-manga kwaye amkele iimpahla zakhe.

 

Xa umphefumlo udibana kwiNtando ePhakamileyo, wonke umntu uyeza ukufaka oko anako:

iingelosi, abangcwele kunye nobuThixo obufanayo beza ukubeka yonke into   kulo mphefumlo,

besazi ukuba bayenza kwintando kaThixo apho yonke into ikhuselekile.

 

Ezamkela ezi mpahla, azincamathele kuzo izenzo zakhe;

-umphefumlo ubandise kwiNtando yobuThixo kwaye unika lonke iZulu uzuko nembeko ephindwe kabini. Ngaloo ndlela, ukudibanisa kwi-Will yam,

ubeke iZulu noMhlaba kwi-effervescence kwaye lipati elitsha lomntu wonke.

 

Kwaye indlela   yokudibanisa kwi-Will yam   kukuthanda nokunikela egameni labo bonke.

Ke ngoko, ukuze ningathi, ningabalelwa eluthandweni sisidalwa.

Ndibeka impahla yomntu wonke kunye nempahla yam apho.

 

Akukho kunqongophala kwendawo yokufaka iimpahla ezininzi apho, kuba iWill yam inkulu kwaye iyakwazi ukufumana yonke into.

 

Ukuba ubusazi ukuba kwenzeka ntoni xa uzidibanisa kwiWill yam, ubuya kuvutha ngumnqweno wokuyenza ngokuqhubekayo  . "

 

Kamva, ndazibuza enoba ndandifanele ndikubhale ephepheni oku kungasentla. Kuba andizange ndiyibone le nto iyimfuneko okanye ibalulekile,

-ingakumbi kuba andizange ndifumane nto malunga nayo.

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

“Ntombi yam, bekungayi kubaluleka njani ukuba yaziwe

Ngaba kukuzintywilisela kwiNtando yam yokuhlala kuyo?

 

Umphefumlo odityaniswa kwiWill yam ufumana zonke iimpahla zam zobuThixo kunye nezanaphakade njengediphozithi.

Abangcwele bakhuphisana omnye nomnye

-ukubeka ukulunga kwabo emphefumlweni kufakwe kwiWill yam.

Kuba beva uzuko namandla eWill yam e

bazifumanisa bezukiswa ngendlela yobuthixo ngobuncinane besidalwa  .

 

Mamela kakuhle, ntombi yam:   ukuhlala kuMyolelo wam koyisa ukwafel' ukholo okufanayo  .

 

Ukufela ukholo kubulala umzimba. Kodwa ukuhlala kwiNtando yam,

-kufana nokuzivumela ukuba ubulawe ngesandla esingcwele, esinika umphefumlo ubunene bokufela ukholo.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha umphefumlo uthatha isigqibo sokuhlala kwintando yam,

Intando yam ilungiselela ukubetha isibetho sokubulala intando yomntu,

-ukufeza ukufelwa okuhloniphekileyo kwalo mphefumlo.

 

Ngapha koko, intando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo ayidityaniswanga kunye:

-umntu makamnike ithuba omnye;

-Ukuthanda komntu kufuneka kunyamalale phambi kwentando kaThixo.

 

Ke, ngalo lonke ixesha uthatha isigqibo sokuhlala kwiNtando yam,

-ukulungele ukufela ukholo ngokuthanda kwakho.

 

Uyabona ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukudibanisa kwiWill yam? Ihlala ibulawelwa ukholo lwam oluPhezulu.  Ngaba yinto encinci kwaye ayibalulekanga? "

 

 

Ubomi bam buyaqhubeka kukrakra bokuvinjwa uYesu wam othandekayo andazi ukuba ndingaphila njani.

Ndiziva ndityumkile, kwiphupha elibi elibi.

Indalo yam, ivinjwe inkxaso yayo kuphela, ingathanda ukunyibilika.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha ndiye ndive amathambo am ephuka, ngamanye amaxesha isisu sam siba ngumkhenkce, ndingafuni ukufumana amanzi okanye ukutya.

Ngaphandle kukaYesu wam, indalo yam ehlwempuzekileyo kufuneka ibune kwaye ichitheke. Xa sele iza kunyibilika, isandla esinamandla

- iyandibamba, iwabuyisele amathambo am akhutshiweyo endaweni yawo, ivule isisu sam kwaye ithintele ukuwa kwam ngokupheleleyo.

 

Owu Nkosi, ezinjani zona iintlungu! Yiba nenceba kwikamva lam elibuhlungu.

Owu Thixo ndicela ubuyise oyena ndodwa ondixhasayo ebomini bam okanye uvumele ubuhlwempu bam buhlawule ixabiso lokufa.

ukuze ndizifumane esifubeni sikaYesu wam

-apho singaphinde sohlukane!

 

Ngelixa bendikule meko ngenxa yentlungu engaka, uYesu wam omnandi wabonakala ngaphakathi kwam.

Wema apho yedwa, ecinga kwaye ethule, izandla zakhe zisebunzi. Nangona yayingaphakathi kum,

ibininzi indawo apha kum kangangokuba besikude kakhulu.

 

Ngamafutshane, sasisele sobabini, umntu eyedwa.

Ke, bendifuna kuzo zonke iindleko ukusondela kuye ukuba ndithethe amagama ambalwa kwaye ndimgcine eyedwa.

 

Kodwa, andazi ukuba njani, indawo itshintshile.

Kwam kwabonakala ngathi lihlabathi yaye uYesu wayesisazulu salo.

UYesu wabonakala kum ekhathazekile ngekamva lehlabathi elalibaleka lisingise ekonakaleni kwalo.

Uthathe ipiece yale space wayibeka phezu kwam. Ndaziva ndityumkile phantsi kobu bunzima.

Kodwa ndandivuya kuba uYesu wam, uBomi bam, wayesondele kum.

 

Ndimbone ecaleni kwam,

Ndandifuna ukukhalela ukumthoba kwintlupheko yam ndize ndithethe naye ixesha elide.

Kodwa ndandinokuthi kuye kuphela: “Yesu, ungaze uphinde undishiye! Awuboni ukuba ngaphandle kwakho andisakwazi ukunyamezela oku kugxothwa?  ".

 

Kuhle,   wathi kum:  "Andikushiyi, hayi, hayi!

Bubuxoki obu utyhola uYesu wakho andishiyi mntu ngasemva.

Izidalwa zisuka kum, hayi mna kuzo. Kunoko, ndibasukela ngokuqhubekayo.

 

Ungaze usithathele isithuko sondixelela ukuba ndingaphinda ndikushiye. Uze wayibona kakuhle, bendingaphakathi kuwe, hayi ngaphandle.

Kwaye kungekhona mna kuphela, kodwa ihlabathi lonke. "

 

Emva kokuba ndijonge kuYesu, ndabona

- ubukrelekrele balo buqatha kunelanga e

-zonke iingcinga zakhe zifana nemitha yemitha ephuma kweli langa.

Le mitha yandiswa kwaye

- igubungele iingcinga zazo zonke izidalwa ezidlulileyo, zangoku nezexesha elizayo, izama ukubamba zonke iingqondo ezidaliweyo

ngenxa yokuba, ngenxa yabo,

mnikeni  uYise uzuko nembuyekezo egqibeleleyo ezintweni   zonke, e

-kwakhona ukufumana zonke iimpahla zeengqondo ezidaliweyo  .

 

Emva koko, wanditsalela kuye, wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ilanga olibonayo ngobukrelekrele boBuntu bam bubunjwe nguBuThixo bam owapha ubuntu bam.

-amandla okudala e

- ukwazi izinto zonke,

ngokwaneleyo ukuba ibe liLanga elitsha lemiphefumlo.

 

Ilanga endalidala ngenxa yendalo lingena kuwo wonke umhlaba ngokukhanya kwawo.

- ngaphandle kokuvinjwa nayiphi na inzuzo yayo. Ikwenza oku ngaphandle kokushiya izulu. UbuThixo bam ebuntwini bam buziphathe ngendlela efanayo. Ngaphandle kokundishiya, yenziwe kwimitha yayo yokukhanya engafikelelekiyo egubungela yonke into kunye nomntu wonke.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha,

Ndizigqume zonke ingcinga, onke amazwi nazo zonke izenzo

- kuzo zonke izidalwa

- kuzo zonke izizukulwana zabantu,

Egameni lakhe ndizukiseke kuBawo.

 

Sinyukela kuBawo,

ukuKhanya kwam kuhlile ukuze kuthabathe zonke izenzo zomntu zibe namandla azo ukuze zikhanyise, zifudumale kwaye zizilungise.

Ke, zonke izenzo zomntu zihlala zigqunywe kuKhanya ukuze zilungelwe zona.

Kum, ukwenza oko kwakungokwemvelo.

 

Wena, ntombi yam, awunawo la Mandla okuguqula zonke izenzo zomntu zibe sisenzo esinye. Kodwa kwintando yam uya kudlula imitha yam nganye nganye.

Kwaye, kancinci kancinci, uya kulandela iindlela ezifanayo zoBuntu bam. "

 

Ngoko, ndazama ukuhamba kwi-ray yokuqala, emva koko okwesibini, njl.

Kodwa, Owu amandla eNtando yobuThixo, njengoko ndandihamba kule mitha, ndandimncinci kangangokuba kwakubonakala ngathi ndiyiathom.

Kwaye le atom yayiyiyo

ngamanye amaxesha kubukrelekrele bobuthixo waza wabhadula kubukrelekrele bezidalwa   ;

ngamanye amaxesha kwakungamazwi   kaThixo,

 ngamanye amaxesha kwiintshukumo zikaThixo,

hamba ngamazwi kunye neentshukumo zezidalwa, njalo njalo.

 

Ukubona ubuncinci bam obugqithileyo

- ngobukrelekrele bakhe, kumazwi akhe nakwintshukumo zakhe, uBungcwele wathwalwa luthando lobuncinci bam. Uye   wathi kum  :

“Obu buncinane buyasivuyisa  .

 

Ukumbona engena kwizenzo zethu ngenjongo yokuba

-ukubenza babe kunye nathi e

-ukudlulisela kubo bonke abantu,

Siva uvuyo nozuko olunjalo,

-iphuphuma luthando,

Simnika inkululeko yokungena kuthi kwaye asebenze kunye nathi".

 

Ngala mazwi ndiye ndabhideka yonke into kwaye ndazixelela:

Andenza nto.

Yintando yobuThixo endithwele ezingalweni zakhe.

Ke ngoko lonke uzuko luya kwintando yakhe ethandekayo. "

 

Ngelixa ndandizimanya nentando kaThixo, ndazicingela:

Ngaphambili, xa ndandidityaniswa kwiNtando eNgcwele nePhakamileyo, uYesu wayenam.

Ndaye ndangena kuye.

Ngaloo ndlela ukungena kwintando kaThixo kwaba yinto yokwenene.

Ngoku andiyiboni kwaye andazi

nokuba ndiyangena okanye ndingangeni kwintando yanaphakade.

Kunoko, ndivakalelwa kukuba sisifundo esifundwa ngentliziyo okanye indlela yokuthetha. "

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, uYesu wam olungileyo washukuma ngaphakathi kwam, wathatha esinye sezandla zam,   waphakama   emoyeni   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba nokuba awundiboni, ngalo lonke ixesha uzintywilisela kwiWill yam,

- Mna, ngaphakathi kwakho,

Ndikuphakamisa ngesandla esinye, kwaye ukusuka eZulwini ndolulela esinye isandla kuwe ukuba uthathe esinye isandla.

afin de t'élever dans notre sein, dans notre Volonté infinie.

 

Kakade ke, singenisa izinto eziphambili, dans mes bras.

I-Tu dois savoir que tous les actes ihambelana ne-Volonté

entrent dans acte premier par lequel nous avons effectué toute la creation.

 

Ces acts des izidalwa

ebrassent les nôtres, -car la Volonté qui leur women Vie est une -

et se diffusent dans toutes choice creées comme le fait notre propre Volonté.

 

Hayi, cela izenzo

-sont pour nous des retours d'arour, des expressions d'adoration et

-nous procurent une gloire continuelle pour tout ce que nous avons effectué dans la creation.

 

Uniquement ce qui est accompli dans notre Volonté nous abafazi

- ukubuya okuqhubekayo kothando,

-une adoration à la manière divine et

-une gloire sans fin.

 

UNotre Amour uye wafumana ukhetho oluninzi que nous avons créées est si grand que nous n'avons pas permis qu'elles quittent notre Volonté.

I-Dès que nous les avons crées, nous les avons gardées avec nous.

Notre Volonté se fait elle-même umlondolozi et la pourvoyeuse de toute la création.

 

Voilà pourquoi les choices sont toujours nouvelles, fraîches et belles. I-Ayant été créées parfaites par nous,

-elles n'augmentent ou ne diminuent pas et

- abaxhomekeke kulo naluphi na utshintsho.

 

Banyanisekile kwimvelaphi yabo.

Ngenxa yokuba zivumela ukuba zigcinwe kwaye zigcinwe yintando yethu. Bema ecaleni kwethu ukuze bacule uzuko lwethu.

 

Isenzo sesidalwa kwiWill yethu ingathi yeyethu. Kwaye intando yethu iba ngumsasazi kunye nomlondolozi.

Izenzo ezenziwa sisidalwa kwintando yethu

- zibekwe ngeenxa zonke kuthi,

-ukugalela kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo e

- Lucule uzuko lwethu ngokungapheliyo.

 

Ungakanani umahluko phakathi

-isenzo sethu kunye nesidalwa,

ngokunjalo nothando esisebenza ngalo!

Sidala imisebenzi yethu ngothando olukhulu kangangokuba asiyivumeli le misebenzi ukuba isishiye, ukuze ingalahlekelwa naluphi na ubuhle bayo bokuqala.

 

Kwelinye icala, xa isidalwa sisebenza, asikwazi ukugcina oko sikwenzayo ngaso.

 

Ngokufuthi akayazi into eyenzekayo kuye.

mhlawumbi uye wangcola okanye senze i-rag ngayo, umqondiso wokungabi naluthando kwizinto   azenzayo.

 

Kwaye ekubeni   wayingcatsha imvelaphi yakhe, oko kukuthi, iNtando yobuThixo aphuma   kuyo  ,

uphulukene nothando lwakhe lokwenene

-kuThixo,

-kuye ngokwakhe e

-kwinto ayenzayo.

 

Bendifuna indoda ibekwiWill yam

-ngokuzithandela kwakhe,

-hayi ngokunyanzelwa.

Kuba ndiyithanda ngaphezu kwazo zonke ezinye izinto endizidalileyo. Ndandifuna ukuba abe njengenkosi phakathi kwemisebenzi yam.

 

Kodwa abangenambulelo bakhetha ukuyikhanyela imvelaphi yakhe. Ngaloo ndlela, yatshintshwa.

Ilahlekelwe kukutsha kunye nobuhle bayo.

Kwaye ixhomekeke kwiinguqu eziqhubekayo kunye nokuguqulwa. Kwaye nokuba ndimcenga ukuba abuyele kwimvelaphi yakhe,

- ujike indlebe, ezenza ngathi akandiva.

 

Kodwa uthando lwam lukhulu kangangokuba ndisalilindile kwaye ndimane ndilufowunela.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo uzenze wabonakala.

Ebekwimeko yokungcungcutheka kangangokuba umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo waziva uphelelwe luvelwano. Onke amalungu ayo agxothwa.

Amanxeba akhe ayenzulu kwaye ebuhlungu kangangokuba wayenesingqala eshwabene  .

Wema ecaleni kwam ngathi ufuna ndibe nesabelo kwiimbandezelo zakhe. Ndimjonge nje ndeva intlungu yakhe ibonakala kum.

 

Enkosi,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Andisakwazi ukumelana nayo.

Bamba amanxeba am abuhlungu ukuze athambe, uwagqume ngokwanga kwakho kothando

ukuze uthando lwakho luthomalalise ukuxhuzula kwam.

Le meko ibuhlungu ngumfanekiso wokwenyani wendlela iWiyo yam eziva ngayo phakathi kwezidalwa.

 

Intando yam ikhona kuzo. Kodwa ngathi yahlulwe.

Kaloku izidalwa zenza intando yazo hayi eyam. Intando yam ifana nokuba igxothiwe kwaye yenzakele zizidalwa.

Ke ngoko  dibanisa intando yakho kunye neyam kwaye unciphise oku kuphazamiseka  . "

 

Ndimwole ndamncamisa amanxeba ezandleni.

Owu! indlela izandla zakhe ezonakaliswe ngayo yimisebenzi emininzi kangaka yezidalwa, kwanabangcwele, ababengenamvelaphi kukuthanda kukaThixo.

 

Ukunciphisa intlungu yakhe, ndafaka izandla zakhe kweyam. UYesu wandivumela ukuba ndenze into endiyifunayo.

Wayendifuna ngokwenene.

Ndaqhubeka ke nokulimala kwakhe kangangokuba wayesoloko ekunye nam intsasa yonke.

 

Ngaphambi kokuba andishiye,   wathi kum  :

“Undikhulisile ntombi yam, ndiva amathambo am athatyathelw’ indawo.

Kodwa uyazi ukuba ngubani onokundikhulula aze abuyisele amathambo am aqhawukileyo? Lowo wenza intando yam abe ngukumkani kuye.

 

Xa umphefumlo ukubekela bucala ukuthanda kwawo  , ungawuniki nasiphi na isenzo sobomi,

Intando yam iyalawula, iyalela kwaye ilawula ukongama  .

 

Uziva esekhaya, njengoko ndiziva ndikwilizwe lam lasezulwini. Ndiziva ndisekhaya, ndiyinkosi:

Ndinayo yonke into endiyithandayo. Ndibeka into endiyifunayo kuyo.

Kundinika olona zuko lubalaseleyo nesidalwa esinokundinika sona.

 

Ukuba, kwelinye icala   , umphefumlo wenza ukuthanda kwawo  ,

yinkosi ke leyo, enezinto zonke.

IWill yam ikhona njengehlwempu elingahoywanga kwaye ngamanye amaxesha lideliwe. Bendingathanda ukubeka izinto zam apho, kodwa andikwazi kuba intando yomntu ayifuni kundishiya.

Kwanakwizinto ezingcwele, ufuna ukugcina umphezulu wendlela. Hayi indlela endiziva ndingakhululekanga ngayo emphefumlweni usenza intando yawo!

 

Kwaye njani

-kutata oyondwendwela omnye wabantwana bakhe okude.

-okanye njengomhlobo otyelela omnye umhlobo.

 

Unkqonkqoza, nangona umnyango uvuliwe,   wamkelwa bububanda. Ushiywe elinde   emnyango.

Akukho sidlo silungiselelwe yena.

Akukho bhedi inikwayo ukuba aphumle.

Uyala ukwabelana nabanye ngovuyo neentlungu zakhe. Enjani yona indelelo! Enjani yona intlungu kulo tata okanye lomhlobo!

Ukuba uzise ubuncwane ukuze anikele, akashiyi nto yaye ubuya nentliziyo eyaphukileyo.

 

Isenokuba ngenye indlela. Ngokukhawuleza xa umntu efika,

-siyabhiyozela, silungiselela ukutya okumnandi, ezona bhedi zimnandi, kwaye senze undwendwe lube yinkosi yendlu yonke kunye nathi.

 

Ngaba le asilowonga, uthando, intlonipho nokuzithoba okunokunikezelwa kubawo okanye umhlobo?

Yaye zingaphi izinto ezintle nezilungileyo ezingayi kushiywa lundwendwe kwabo bamamkela ngolu hlobo, ukuze bambulele ngesisa sakhe esikhulu?

 

Injalo ke neWill   yam.

Uvela eZulwini ukuze ahlale emiphefumlweni.

 

Kodwa endaweni yokuzivumela ukuba ndibe yinkosi, ndiphathwa njengomntu wasemzini

basweleyo.

Kodwa iWill yam ayihambi  .

Nangona ndiphathwa njengomntu wasemzini,   ndikhona  , ndilindile  , ukunika impahla yam, iinceba zam nobungcwele bam emiphefumlweni. "

 

Ndandilahliwe ngokupheleleyo kweyona ntando ingcwele kaThixo kwaye, kokulahlwa ngokupheleleyo nangokupheleleyo, ndaziva ngaphakathi kwam.

- isibhakabhaka esitsha,

-umoya ongcwele undinika ubomi obutsha.

 

Ehamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wabonakala ezolula iingalo zakhe.

-ukundamkela, ndizifihle kuye;

-Ndibeke phantsi kweli zulu litsha leNtando yakhe eyenziwe kum ngobabalo lwakhe. Ngolwaneliseko olukhulu ndaphefumla umoya onuka kamnandi nomnandi weNtando yakhe Engcwele.

 

Ndothuka yonke into, ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam Yesu wam, hayi izulu leNtando yakho! Lihle kangakanani na phantsi kwakhe!

Owu! hayi indlela ohlaziya kwaye usempilweni ngayo umoya wayo wasezulwini! "

 

Wandisondeza   kuye, wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yeNtando yam, sonke isenzo esenziwe kwintando yam lizulu elitsha elidlulela emphefumlweni,   onke amazulu amatsha mahle kakhulu kunamanye.

 

Umoya wala mazulu ungcwele kwaye uzisa ubungcwele, uthando, ukukhanya, amandla. Inayo yonke incasa kunye. Yiyo loo nto uva ivumba elimnandi nelimnandi.

 

EZulwini intando  yam iyomeleza, iyahombisa, iyagcoba, ingena kuyo yonke into. Guqula yonke into kwaye wenze yonke into.

Emhlabeni  , emphefumlweni onamazulu amatsha eNtando yam, intando yam iyasebenza kwaye ndiziva ndivuya kakhulu ekudaleni amazulu amatsha.

Isebenza ngakumbi kwimiphefumlo yabahambi ngezonqulo kunemiphefumlo yeYerusalem yasezulwini.

 

Phezulu phaya  imisebenzi yabangcwele igqityiwe. Akusekho nto banokuyenza.

Ngoxa,   emhlabeni  ,

Intando yam ihlala inento yokwenza kwimiphefumlo apho ilawula khona. Ibamba kakhulu

-ukuqaphela yonke into kule miphefumlo kunye

-ukuba akukho senzo senziwa ngokuthanda komntu.

 

Ngaso sonke isenzo esishiywe kwintando yomntu,

-uthintelwe ukudala isibhakabhaka esitsha,

- unento encinci yokwenza.

 

Ah! ukuba ubusazi nje ukuba kwenzeka ntoni kumphefumlo osebenza kwintando yam kwaye ushiye intando yam epheleleyo yokusebenza kuyo!

 

Khawube nomfanekiso   -ngqondweni wolwandle   xa amaza alo ephakama ngamandla yaye ephosela emoyeni

- hayi nje amanzi,

-kodwa neentlanzi ezihlala enzonzobileni yawo.

Amaza athatha ezi ntlanzi zingenako ukumelana nalo mandla.

Ngaphandle kwala maza, abanakushiya indawo yabo yokusabela.

 

Owu! ukuba ulwandle belunamandla angasikelwanga mda, beluya kuwakhupha onke amanzi alo elukhukweni lwabo yaye ngamaza amakhulu beluya kuzithwala zonke iintlanzi.

Kodwa into engenakufezwa lulwandle ngenxa yokuba amandla alo alinganiselwe, intando yam ingayenza.

 

Ngokwenza izenzo zomphefumlo zibe zezabo,

ibumba amaza ayo angunaphakade ekungekho nto isindayo kuwo.

La maza aqulathe

-izenzo zoBuntu bam   ,

- ezo   zikaMama wam osezulwini,

- abo bangcwele, e

- yonke into eyenziwe nguBuThixo ngokwakhe  .

 

Yonke into ikwintshukumo. Intando yam ingaphezu kolwandle  .

Imisebenzi yam kunye neyabangcwele inokuthelekiswa

-intlanzi ehlala elwandle.

 

Xa intando yam isebenza emphefumlweni nangaphandle kwayo, yonke into ekwiWill yam iyashukuma kwaye iphakame  .

 

Yonke imisebenzi yomphefumlo

- zibeke ngendlela e

- siculele uzuko, uthando kunye nokudumisa.

Le misebenzi ihamba phambi kwethu ithi:

“Siyimisebenzi yakho thina.

Ubumkhulu kwaye unamandla oko usenze saba bahle kangaka.

 

Intando yam ibandakanya konke okuhle nokulungileyo.

Xa isebenza emphefumlweni, iqinisekisa ukuba akukho nto ilahlekileyo evela Kuthi, ukuze uzuko lwethu luphelele.

Isenzo seNtando yam sinokubizwa ngokuba ngamaza angunaphakade, aqulathe iZulu nomhlaba njengakwinqaku elinye. Lusasaza phezu kwayo yonke into njengomthwali wesenzo sobuthixo.

 

Owu! indlela elivuya ngayo izulu xa libona intando yanaphakade isebenza emphefumlweni!

Kanjalo

kuba imisebenzi yabasikelelweyo eZulwini iqinisekiswa kwintando yobuThixo, aba basikelelwe

- bona imisebenzi yabo idibana kwisenzo sobuthixo e

-bave uzuko, ulonwabo novuyo lwabo luphindwe kabini.

 

Ke, uyintombazana yeNtando yam ePhakamileyo,

Ndincoma ukuba ubeke yonke imisebenzi yakho kumaza angunaphakade  ,

ngaloo ndlela,

-Xa la maza efika emazantsi etrone yethu eZulwini, sinako

ziqinisekise ngakumbi nangakumbi njengentombi yokwenyani yentando yethu   kunye

zivumele ukuba ube ngumthwali wenceba kubazalwana bakho,   abantwana bethu."

 

Ndacinga ngeNtando eNgcwele kaThixo kwaye ndathandaza kuYesu wam olungileyo ukuba, ngokulunga kwakhe,   andinike ubabalo lokuzalisekisa eyona ntando yakhe ingcwele kuzo zonke izinto  .

 

Ndathi kuye: "Wena ondithandayo nonqwenela ukuba yenziwe iNtando yakho, undincedise kwaye undikhuthaze ngalo lonke ixesha, kungabikho nto ngaphandle kweThanda lakho elifumana ubomi kum".

Ngelixa ndithandazayo, uYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum, kwaye, endibambe endiqinisile,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

indlela imithandazo yabo basoloko befuna iNtando yam iyichukumisa Intliziyo yam!

Ndiva kubo amazwi emithandazo endandiyenza xa ndandisemhlabeni. Yonke imithandazo yam yabuyela komnye:

Intando kaBawo mayizaliseke, kum   nakwizidalwa zonke  .

 

Ibiliwonga kum nakuBawo osezulwini ukuba ndenze eyona ntando yakhe ingcwele ezintweni zonke.

 

Ukuqhubeka ndizalisekisa ukuthanda kukaYehova kuzo zonke izinto, uBuntu bam bufunyenwe

- iindlela zonxibelelwano phakathi kwentando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo,

- iindlela ezazivalwe ngazo izidalwa.

 

Kufuneka uyazi ukuba, ekudaleni umntu,

UbuThixo buseke amajelo amaninzi onxibelelwano phakathi koMdali nezidalwa.

 

Okokuqala, amandla amathathu omphefumlo:

ubukrelekrele   bokuqonda iNtando yam;

inkumbulo yokukhumbula   intando yam ngokungapheziyo;

intando  , ibekwe phakathi kweendlela ezimbini zangaphambili,

ukuvumela isidalwa ukuba sisabe kwintando yoMdali waso.

 

Ubukrelekrele kunye nenkumbulo   yaba

-iinkxaso   ,

- ukhuselo   kunye

-mandla

yentando

ukuze ungaphambukeli ekunene okanye ekhohlo.

Amanye amajelo onxibelelwano nawo aquke:

iliso   elivumela umntu ukuba ajonge ubuhle kunye nobutyebi beWill yam   ;

ukuva   ukumamela iminxeba kunye nokuvisisana kwentando yam   ;

ilizwi   lokufumana iintlawulo ezizingileyo zeFiat yam   nayo yonke   impahla yayo;

izandla   zokwenza imisebenzi yakhe kwintando yam   ndibamanyanisa kwezo zoMdali;

-  iinyawo   zokulandela emanyathelweni eNtando yam;

-intliziyo  , iminqweno kunye neminqweno

Kuba

-kuzaliswa luthando lweWill yam e

- ukuphumla kuyo.

 

Khawubone ukuba zininzi iindlela esidalweni

emvumela ukuba angene kwi-Will yam, ukuba uyayifuna."

 

Zonke iindlela phakathi koThixo nomntu zazivulekile.

Kwaye ngenxa yeNtando yethu, iintsikelelo zethu zafunyanwa kuYe.

 

Konke oku, ngokulula

ngokuba umntu ubengunyana wethu, nomfanekiso wethu;

umsebenzi wezandla zethu, nokuphefumla kwebele lethu.

 

Kodwa, ngokungenambulelo, intando yomntu yayingafuni ukunandipha amalungelo esasiyinikile kwizinto zethu.

 

Engafuni ukwenza intando yethu, umntu ukhetha ukwenza eyakhe.

Kwaye ngokwenza oko, wamisa imiqobo kunye nocingo olwathi lwavala zonke ezo ndlela sasimtsalele zona.

 

Ezahlule kwiWill yethu ndoda

- wazivalela kwisangqa esibi sentando yakhe,

- ekuthinjweni kweenkanuko kunye nobuthathaka bakhe,

-phantsi kwesibhakabhaka esimnyama esigcwele izaqhwithi kunye neendudumo. Umntwana olihlwempu, owonganyelwe bububi obuninzi awayebufuna!

 

Sonke isenzo esenziwa ngokuthanda komntu

umqobo omiswe phambi   kwam,

ucingo oluthintela umanyano   lwemiyolelo yethu.

Ngaloo ndlela ukuhamba kwempahla phakathi kweZulu noMhlaba kuyaphazamiseka.

 

Egcwele imfesane kunye nothando olungenasiphelo kumntu, Buntu bam

ayiyekanga

- ukuzalisekisa intando kaBawo kuyo yonke into,

ngaloo ndlela sigcina amajelo onxibelelwano phakathi kwakhe nathi evulekile.

 

Akazange ayeke ukulamla

-ukususa imiqobo kunye nokudiliza iingcingo ezazimiswe ngumyolelo womntu.

 

Ngaloo ndlela amajelo onxibelelwano aye abuyiselwa kuye nabani na ofuna ukuza

kwiWill yam, kwakunye namalungelo esawanika umntu mhla sasimdala.

 

La majelo onxibelelwano ayimfuneko ukuze kube lula ukuhamba,

ukuze umntu asoloko esenza utyelelo oluncinane kwilizwe lakhe lasezulwini.

 

Kwaye ukubona indlela elihle ngayo eli lizwe kunye nendlela abonwabileyo abahlala kuyo,

uyeza

ndimthanda kakhulu   kwaye

ukulangazelela ukulithatha Oku kwakhona kumkhokelela ekubeni aphile ngaphandle kokuthinjwa emhlabeni.

 

Ezi ndlela zaziyimfuneko ukukhokelela umntu ukuba rhoqo enyuke aye kwilizwe lakhe lokwenene ukuze alazi kwaye alithande.

 

Umqondiso wokuba umphefumlo unje kwaye uyalithanda ilizwe lawo lasezulwini. Kukuba, ezibeka kwiindlela zentando yethu, wenza utyelelo lwakhe oluncinci.

 

Kukwangumqondiso nakuni.

Awukhumbuli na amaxesha amaninzi xa wawuthatha indlela eya eZulwini kwaye wangena kwimimandla yesibhakabhaka, kwaye emva kotyelelo lwakho olufutshane, wabuyela elubhacweni njengoko iNtando yam ikumemele ukuba uyenze?

 

Owu! kubi kwaye kunganyamezeleki ukuthinjwa ngenxa yothando lwakho lwelizwe lasezulwini kwakubonakala kuwe.

Olu thando lwelizwe lasezulwini nobukrakra bokuhlala elubhacweni yayiziimpawu ezintle zokuba ilizwe lasezulwini lelakho. "

 

Kuyafana nangezinto zeli hlabathi.

Ukuba kukho umntu onepropati enkulu, qiniseka ukuba uyityelela rhoqo, uyonwabele, kwaye ube ngumnini wayo.

Ngenxa yokutyelela kwakhe, uyamthanda kwaye umthwele entliziyweni yakhe.

Ukuba akahambanga ngendlela yakhe, akakhe andwendwele indawo yakhe kuba, ngaphandle kwendlela yokungena, iphantse ibe yinto engafikelelekiyo. Akakhe athethe ngayo.

 

Oku kubonisa ukuba ayimthandi yaye izijongela phantsi izinto zayo. Kwaye nokuba ebesisityebi, ngenxa yokunganeliseki kwakhe,

lihlwempu elihlala kweyona ntlungu inzulu.

 

Yiyo loo nto, ekudaleni umntu, ubulumko bam babufuna ukulandelela iindlela

mna naye

ukuyiququzelela

ukufikelela ebungcweleni,

unxibelelwano lwempahla yethu   e

ukungena kwakhe   kwilizwe lasezulwini ».

 

 

Ndaziva ndibuhlungu kakhulu ngokuphulukana noYesu wam othandekayo.

Owu! Hayi indlela endakhathazeka ngayo ngelo xesha xa ubukho bakhe obunobubele babundonwabisa! Naphakathi kwezona ntlungu zinzima.

Ibhedi yam ehluphekileyo yaba yiparadesi kum.

 

NgoYesu wam olungileyo naphantsi kokhokelo lwakhe ndaziva ndiyindlovukazi.

Ngokudibana kwam rhoqo naye,

Ndive umlawuli weNtliziyo yakhe yobungcwele. Owu! lwaphela njani ulonwabo lwam!

Ngalo lonke ixesha ndiyikhangela ndingayifumani, ukudakumba kuyandibamba, inxalenye yobomi bam ithathwa kum.

Ngokuba uYesu ububomi bam bonke; kwaye ndibuva ngakumbi ubukrakra bokuthinjwa kwam.

 

Owu! njengokuba kunjalo

asikokubandezeleka okumenza umntu angonwabi, kodwa engakufumani okulungileyo akufunayo.

 

Njengoko ndamxelela:

"Ndibabale, ungandishiyi, yiza, uwuphilise umphefumlo wam ophantsi

kumanzi akrakra obutyebi bakho;

Ndasiva isithandwa sam esithandekayo, uBomi bam obumnandi, buhamba ngaphakathi kum. Ebhinqe intamo yam ngeengalo zakhe,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ntombi yam!"

Yayivela kumthombo wokuKhanya.

Wathi esolula isandla sakhe, kwanwenwa ukukhanya emva kwakhe.

 

Oku kukhanya kwakungekho ngokupheleleyo, nangona kunjalo, kunokubonwa njengento engenanto kuyo.

Yayingebubumnyama

Kodwa kwaba ngathi akukho mitha yaneleyo

ukuzalisa isithuba kwaye wenze ukukhanya kuqaqambe kwaye kuqine ngakumbi. Ekuboneni kukaYesu, ndaziva ndidlula ekufeni ndingena ebomini.

 

Amazwi akhe "ntombi yam, ntombi yam!" lwenza usizi lwam lwaphela ngoko nangoko. Kuba   ukuba noYesu nokuziva ungonwabanga akunakwenzeka.

Unokuba noYesu

ukuva   iintlungu ezibuhlungu kakhulu,

kodwa ungaze   ungonwabi.

Kubonakala ngathi ukuba kukho ukudandatheka emphefumlweni,

- Unyamalala ebusweni bukaYesu e

- inika indlela kulonwabo oluza nayo.

 

Ethatha umgangatho,  wathi   kum   :

Ntombi yam, sukoyika, akukho bumnyama   kuwe.

Isono sodwa sibubumnyama kwaye konke okulungileyo kukukhanya.

Awuboni ukuba ndiphume kukukhanya bekungaphakathi kuwe? Ngaba uyazi   ukuba oku kukhanya kwenziwa ngantoni?

Kubunjwa zizenzo zangaphakathi ozenzileyo.

Sonke isenzo esitsha osenzayo

umcu omtsha wentando yakho odibanisa nomsinga wokuKhanya okungunaphakade.

Kwaye lo mcu ujika ube kukukhanya.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

-izenzo ezininzi ozenzayo, kwaye ke iifilaments,

- kokukhona ukukhanya kugcwala, komelela kwaye kuqaqambe ngakumbi.

 

Ukukhanya okubonayo koko ukwenzileyo.

Ukungabi nanto kolu kukhanya yinto ekufuneka uyenzile.

 

Ndiya kuhlala ndiphakathi koko kukhanya.

-hayi nje ukuyonwabela,

-kodwa ukudibanisa imicu yentando yakho yomntu kumsinga wokukhanya okungunaphakade.

 

Ngenxa   yokuba banjalo

-imvelaphi,

- isiseko e

-Eyangoku

yokukhanya.

 

Kwaye uyazi ukuba yintoni ukukhanya kokwenene?

 

YiNyaniso eyaziwayo, eyamkelwayo, ethandwayo nesetyenziswa ngumphefumlo.

 

Le nyaniso

-ukuguqula umphefumlo ube kukukhanya e

- ibangela kuyo nangaphandle kwayo ukuzalwa okutsha nokuqhubekayo kokukhanya.

 

Le nyaniso

-ibumba ubomi bokwenene bukaThixo emphefumlweni. Ngokuba uThixo uyiNyaniso.

 

Umphefumlo ubotshelelwe kwiNyaniso kwaye, nangaphezulu, unawo.

UThixo ukuKhanya kwaye umphefumlo uqhagamshelene nokuKhanya. Izondla ngokuKhanya neNyaniso.

 

Nangona kunjalo, njengoko ndondla umphefumlo wam ngenyaniso nokukhanya,

kufuneka agcine   umsinga wentando yakhe evulekile ukuze amkele umsinga wobuThixo.

Kungenjalo okwenzekayo ngomsinga wombane kunokwenzeka okuya kuthi,

nangona inako ngokwayo into efunekayo ukuvelisa ukukhanya, ayikwenzi   .

Kuba kufuna ukulungiselela ukufumana oku kukhanya  .

 

Ngapha koko, ukuKhanya akufikeleli wonke umntu ngokulinganayo.

Kodwa ikwenza oko ngokusekelwe kwinani leebhalbhu ezikhoyo.

 

Nabani na oneglobhu enye kuphela ufumana isibane ngeglobhu enye kuphela. Lowo uneshumi wamkela ishumi;

Ukuba iibhalbhu zinemicu eninzi, zinika ukukhanya okungakumbi.

Ukuba bancinci - nokuba banendawo yokuba neninzi-,

nika ukukhanya okuncinci.

 

Yaye nangona umsinga unamandla okuvelisa ukukhanya okuninzi, uvelisa okuncinane.

Ngenxa yokuba amandla okufumana okwangoku akwanelanga kwiibhalbhu zokukhanya.

 

Ngoko ke kuyimfuneko

- umsinga wezulu okhoyo e

-umntu okwaziyo ukuyifumana.

 

Ngomsebenzi wakho,

-Uyakongeza imicu ngakumbi

-ukwenza ukuKhanya endifuna ukukubeka kuwe kugqibelele ngakumbi."

 

 

Ndicinge:

"Indlela endinqwenela ngayo ukuba ndingahamba kuzo zonke iindlela zeNtando engunaphakade ukuba ndiyenze

- ukubuyisela zonke izenzo azenzileyo ukuze kulungelwe intsapho yoluntu lonke,

- kunye nokubeka kwisenzo ngasinye sokuthanda kwam ukubulela ngothando lwam nombulelo,

kwaye oko,

- ngeyam e

-egameni labo bonke abazalwana bam!

Kodwa ndingenza njani, njengomntu omncinci kwaye ongabalulekanga? Ngelixa ndandinqwenela ukujoyina izenzo zoMyolelo oPhakamileyo

ukubabambisa okanye ubeke   "   Ndiyakuthanda" kumntu ngamnye,

Ndamva uYesu wam omnandi eshukuma ngaphakathi kum kwaye ukukhanya kwayikhanyisa ingqondo yam.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ngaba uyafuna ukulandelela zonke izinto ezenziwa yintando yam ngokulungela izidalwa?

Yiza kunye nam ebuntwini bam, njengoko ndinqwenela  .

 

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba ubuntu bam buhambe zonke iindlela zeNtando yaNaphakade.

Kwisenzo ngasinye asenzela okulungileyo kuzo zonke izizukulwana zoluntu.

Ndongeza eyam.

 

Kwakufanelekile ukuba ndikwenze oku ngembeko kaBawo wam waseZulwini. Zonke ezi zenzo zenziwe nguBuntu bam,

Ndazifaka kwintando kaThixo

ukuze bahlale benika uBawo wethu Ongcwele olu zuko lufanelekileyo

- ukuba izidalwa aziyibuyisi,

kunye nokuzisa iNtando engunaphakade yokwenza uxolo nentando yabantu.

 

Ebantwini,

-  umyolelo nguvimba wazo zonke iingcinga kunye nezenzo zomntu, ezilungileyo okanye ezimbi.

-Nguvimba wayo yonke into, akukho nto imsindayo.

 

Ubuntu bam, kwelinye icala, buneminqweno emibini: umntu omnye kunye nobuthixo  . Ndibeke konke oko Buntu bam obukufezile kuThixo,

-ungathatheli nxaxheba kuphela kuzo zonke izenzo ezenziwa nguMthandazo oPhakamileyo kwaye ubulele kuyo,

- kodwa nokwenza ezinye izenzo ezitsha zentando kaThixo kuyo.

 

Ke, ngokuthatha inxaxheba ngokupheleleyo koBuntu bam,

Ndingenza indalo entsha enokuhlala intsha kwaye intle,

kungenzeki ukwanda okanye ukuncipha.

 

Ngokuphathelele ummandla wezulu, ilanga, iinkwenkwezi nezinye izinto ezininzi uThixo azidalileyo ukuze kulungelwe intsapho yoluntu iphela,

konke oku kufakwe kwiWill yethu ePhakamileyo ukuba igcinwe apho njengoko idalwe sithi.

 

Ngokunjalo, wonke umsebenzi woBuntu bam waphathiswa iNtando   yobuThixo, ukuze yonke into eyayiza kufezwa ihlale isesenzo sokuzinikela kwizidalwa.

 

Umsebenzi woBuntu bam ungaphezulu kwesibhakabhaka esiluhlaza, ilanga neenkwenkwezi

Kufana nelanga elingaphezu kobude bomhlaba, elingakukhanyiyo nabani na.

 

Ukuba iliso lomntu alibuboni ubukhulu bokukhanya kwelanga, kungenxa yokuba umjikelezo weliso lincinci.

Iliso libamba ukukhanya ngokusekelwe kumbono walo,

nokuba ilanga lizimisele ukunika wonke umntu okona kulungileyo.

 

Le yimeko   yeNdalo entsha eveliswe ngezenzo zoBuntu bam  :

Yonke into yenziwa kwintando kaThixo kwaye

Yonke into yayibekwe kuYe ukuhlangula nokubuyisela izidalwa.

 

Ukwisenzo sokuzinikela kuye wonke umntu.

Kwaye, ngaphezu kwelanga, iinkwenkwezi nesibhakabhaka,

-Ihamba phezu kwentloko yomntu wonke,

ukuze wonke umntu axhamle iingenelo ezinkulu ezinikezelayo.

 

Kukho umahluko omkhulu phakathi

ilanga eliqaqambileyo kwisibhakabhaka esiluhlaza   e

yena   osesibhakabhakeni soBuntu bam.

 

Ngokumalunga neyokuqala,  iliso  lingazama ukufumana ukukhanya okungakumbi, kodwa umjikelezo walo awukhuliswanga kwaye uhlala ufana.  

 

Utshintshiselwano

- ngakumbi  iliso lomphefumlo  lizama ukusebenzisana, ukwazi, ukubona nokuthanda konke oko Buntu bam buphumelele,  

- okukhona ekhula, kokukhona efumana ngakumbi kwaye unethemba lokufumana okungakumbi.

 

Ngamafutshane,   umphefumlo unamandla   okuba

-ityebile okanye ihlwempu,

-ngaphezulu egcwele ukukhanya kunye nobushushu okanye uhlale ubanda kwaye umnyama. "

 

Ukuba ufuna ukubuyisela iindlela zeNtando yanaphakade,   ngena ngomnyango woBuntu bam.

 

Apho uya kufumana ubuThixo bam.

Kwaye intando kaThixo iya kukwenza ube khona, ngokwenza,

-yonke into endiyenzileyo, ndiyayenza okanye ndiya kuyenza,

kokubini ekudalweni nasekuhlawuleni ngokungathi kusebungcwaliseni.

 

Kwaye uya kuba nolwaneliseko

-ukwazi ukwamkela ezi zenzo e

-ukubeka kuzo izenzo zakho ezincinci zothando, ukudumisa kunye nombulelo.

 

Uya kubafumana bonke kwisenzo sokuzinikela kuwe.

Uyakubathanda kwaye ufumane izipho kuBawo wakho waseZulwini.

 

Akanako ukukunika izipho ezinkulu kunezi: izipho, iziqhamo kunye nemiphumo yentando yakhe.

 

Nangona kunjalo, uya kukwazi ukuzithatha kuphela ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba

apho uya kusebenzisana kwaye ushiye intando yakho ichithwe kweyam. "

 

Ke, okomzuzwana, ndaziva yonke into kuYesu.

Kwakubonakala ngathi ndifumene kuye ukusebenza okupheleleyo kwentando kaThixo ukuze kulunge izidalwa. Ndizamile ukulandela izenzo zeNtando ePhakamileyo nganye nganye.

Ndithe ndisayenza yonke into yahamba.

 

Emva koko umnqweno onamandla wokufumana uYesu wam othandekayo wandithatha. Emva kokungcungcuthekiswa okungaka, ndaziva ndisemva kwegxalaba lam.

Uye wandolula izandla zakhe kum wathatha izandla zam wazifaka kwezam.

Ndamtsalela phambi kwam ngamandla, ndaza ndathi kuye, ukrakra umphefumlo wam;

"Yesu, awusandithandi."

 

Kodwa yena, ngaphandle kokundinika ixesha lokuqhubeka,   wandixelela  :

"Yhini ntombi yam! yithi andisakuthandi!

La mazwi angathethwa kwizidalwa, kodwa hayi kuYesu wakho, Lowo akanakuze asilele eluthandweni! "

 

Ebesitsho ejonge ngaphakathi kum.

ngokungathi ufuna ukufumana into apho eyayinomdla kakhulu.

 

Wajonga ixesha elide, kwaye ekugqibeleni ndeva omnye uYesu engena ngaphakathi kwam,

a uYesu ofana ngokupheleleyo nalowo ungaphandle kwam.

Ndothuswe kukubona uYesu wam engaphakathi nangaphandle kwam.

 

Enkosi,   wathi kum  :

“Khawutsho ke ntombam, ngubani owakhe obu bomi butsha kuwe?

 

Ayilothando na?

Ayiyomixokelelwane yam yothando engandibambi kuphela ngaphakathi kuwe,

kodwa ndihlala ndinxibelelana nawe?

Kwaye ukuze ubomi bam buhlale bukhula kuwe, ndibeke intando yam engunaphakade kuwe.

 

Kuba ekunye nawe,

-Sitya ukutya kwasezulwini okufanayo ukuze ubomi bam bube yinto enye nobakho.

 

Emva kwayo yonke lento undixelela ukuba andisakuthandi? Bendixakiwe ndingazi noba mandithini.

 

 

Ngelixa ndandidibanisa ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo,

Ndabuva ubukrakra obukhulu bokuphulukana noYesu wam othandekayo.

Nangona sele ndiyiqhelile intlungu yokungabikho kwayo, isoloko iyintlungu entsha qho xa ndivinjwa.

 

Kubonakala kum ukuba ngalo lonke ixesha ndizifumana ngaphandle koBomi bobomi bam,

-UYesu ubeka iqondo eliphezulu lokubandezeleka kum, e

Ndiva intlungu   yokumka kwakhe.

 

Owu! hayi indlela ekuyinyaniso ngayo ukuba kuYesu iimbandezelo nolonwabo zisoloko zintsha!

 

Ngeli xesha, njengoko ndinikezela kwintando yakhe,

uYesu wam olungileyo wenza isandla sakhe sagcwala ukukhanya saphuma ngaphakathi kwam. Kwesi sandla naso ibisesam esasichongwe nesakhe kangangokuba kwakunzima nokubona ukuba endaweni yesandla esinye kukho ezimbini.

 

Ezele luvelwano ngobukrakra bam obugqithisileyo,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ukukhanya koMyolelo wam kuyasimanya kwaye kwenza ubomi bobomi bethu bobabini.

Oku kukhanya kwenza umsebenzi wako kuwe.

Ukufudumala kwayo kukhupha nantoni na enokuthintela ubomi bakho ukuba bangazibandakanyi nobam.

 

Kutheni uba buhlungu kangaka? Awubuva uBomi bam kuwe?

Oku akusiyo into yokuthatha, kodwa yinyani. Kukangaphi ungeva ubomi bam busebenza kuwe!

 

Oku kwenzeka ngamanye amaxesha ekubandezelekeni kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndikuzalisa kakhulu ngaM.

ukuba ulahlekelwe ziintshukumo zakho, ukuphefumla kwakho, amandla akho engqondo. Indalo yakho nayo iphulukana nobomi bayo ukuze ivule indawo yam.

 

Kwaye ukuze ufumane ubomi bakho, ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndizenze ndimncinci kuwe, ngenxa yokuba uphinde ufumane ukusetyenziswa kweentshukumo zakho kunye neemvakalelo zakho.

 

Kodwa ndiselapha.

Aniqaphelanga na ukuba ngalo lonke ixesha niNdibona, kuphuma kuni ngaphakathi kwenu?

Woyikelani ke ukuba ndikushiye, ubuva nje ubomi bam kuwe?

 

Ndiyaphinda:

"Awu! Yesu wam, liyinene elithi ndiva apha kum obunye ubomi obusebenzayo, bubandezelekile.

iyashukuma, iyaphefumla kwaye iyanda kangangokuba andazi ukuba ndingayichaza njani le yenzekayo kum.

Ndihlala ndicinga ukuba ndiza kufa, kodwa xa obu Bomi buba buncinci, buphuma ezingalweni zam nasentloko, ndiqala ukuphila kwakhona.

 

Amaxesha amaninzi andikuboni: Ndiyakuva, kodwa andimboni umntu wakho onobubele. Ke, ndiyoyika, ndiphantse ndoyika obu bomi ndibuva ngaphakathi kum ndicinga:

Ngubani na ondongameleyo kangangokuba ndide ndizive ndinjengedlaka phantsi kwamandla akhe? Ngaba ebengayi kuba lutshaba?

Ukuba ndifuna ukuchasa into afuna ukuyenza kum, unamandla kwaye unyanzelisa ukuba andinakukwazi ukusebenzisa nayiphi na into yentando yam kwaye ndimnika ngokukhawuleza ukunqoba ».

 

UYesu wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, yiWill yam kuphela enala mandla okubumba ubomi bayo esidalweni. Ngokuqinisekileyo umphefumlo ubundinike ngokuphindaphindiweyo ubungqina obuthile bokuba ufuna ukuphila ngentando yam hayi eyakhe.

Kuba zonke izenzo zomntu zithintela ukubunjwa kobomi bam.

 

Le yeyona nto ibalaseleyo inokuqondwa yintando yam: ubomi bam esidalweni.

 

UkuKhanya kweNtando yam kundilungisela indawo.

Ubushushu bayo bucoca kwaye budle yonke into engafanelekanga kubomi bam kwaye bundinika izinto eziyimfuneko zokuyiphuhlisa.

 

Ndiyeke ndisebenze

ukuze ndifeze konke oko iNtando yam ikumisele yona.”

 

Emva kweentsuku ezininzi zobukrakra kunye nokuvinjwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo, Wandikhupha emzimbeni wam. Undibambe ezingalweni zakhe, wandibeka esifubeni sakhe.

 

Owu! hayi indlela eyandonwabisa ngayo emva kobuhlwempu nobukrakra obungaka! Noko ke, ndandineentloni, ndingenamdla wokufuna okanye wokuthetha into. Andizange ndibe nesiqhelo ukuqhelana kwixesha elidlulileyo xa

UYesu wayenam.

 

Wandenzela izinto ezininzi uYesu, wandiqinisa wada wandivisa ubuhlungu.

Ubeke isandla sakhe emlonyeni wam, ephantse ukuba ndingaphefumli, wandincamisa.

Mna khange ndenze nto ukuphendula kwi attention yakhe, bendingenawo nomnqweno wokwenza nto. Ukuhluthwa kwam kuye kwandikhubaza kwandishiya ndifile.

Ndivele ndamyeka enze lento ayifunayo ndingakhange ndibonise nkcaso. Noba ebendibulele ngendingakhange ndithethe nelimdaka.

 

Efuna ukuba ndithethe,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ndixelele ukuba ufuna uYesu wakho akubophe ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Nceda wenze unothanda.

Emva koko wabamba intambo, wayirhangqa intloko yam, wayigqithisa phambi kwamehlo am, iindlebe, umlomo, intamo; ngokufutshane, wandibopha umzimba wonke ezinyaweni zam.

Emva koko, ejonge kum, wathi kum:

"Intle kangakanani intombi yam encinci, yonke ibotshelelwe ndim!

 

Ngoku ewe, ndiya kukuthanda ngakumbi

Kuba umsonto weWill yam ukwenze ukuba ungakwazi ukwenza nto

- ngaphandle kokuvumela intando yam ibe bubomi bomntu wakho wonke. Ikwenze wanesisa ngokwaneleyo ukuba ukhanye emehlweni am   .

 

Intando yam inamandla okunika umphefumlo ubuhle obunqabileyo nobumangalisayo kangangokuba akukho nto inokulingana nabo.

Umphefumlo unomdla kakhulu kangangokuba uthatha amehlo am kunye nawo wonke umntu, ukumema ukuba uwujonge kwaye uwuthande.

 

Ngala mazwi ndazifumana ndisemzimbeni wam, ndithuthuzelekile kwaye ndomelele, yinyani,

kodwa egcwele umunyu ndicinga ukuba angade abuye ixesha elide ndingakhange ndithethe nelimdaka kuye ngemeko yam ebuhlungu.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ndidityaniswe kwiNtando yakhe Engcwele.

Kwaye uYesu wam olungileyo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam, esenza ilifu lokukhanya elijikeleze mna. Emva koko wabeka iingalo zakhe phezu kwelifu waza walijonga lonke ihlabathi.

 

Zonke izidalwa zazenza zabakho kwimbonakalo yakhe esulungekileyo.

Kwaye, oh! zingaphi na iziphoso zazo zonke iindidi zoluntu eziye zamlimaza!

 

Mangaphi amaqhinga, uhanahaniso kunye nobuxoki!

Amaqhinga ovukelo ayelungiswa aneziphumo ebezingalindelekanga. Konke oku kwatsala isohlwayo ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba izixeko ezininzi zatshatyalaliswa.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo, egobe phezu kwelifu lokukhanya, wanikina intloko kwaye wayekhathazekile.

enzulwini yentliziyo yakhe. Wajika wajonga kum  , wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, jonga imeko yehlabathi!

Kubi kakhulu ukuba ndingayijonga kuphela kwelifu.

Ukuba bendiyijonga ngaphandle kwelo lifu, bendiya kuyitshabalalisa kakhulu.

 

Kodwa ngaba uyalazi eli lifu lokukhanya?

Yintando yam esebenzayo kuwe njengezenzo ozenzileyo kuye.

 

Okukhona usenza kwiThanda lam, kokukhona lisiba likhulu eli lifu lokukhanya.

-endixhasayo kwaye indenza ndijonge indoda ngoThando oludalelwe lona Intando yam.

 

Thatha amehlo am agcwele uthando kwaye,

- undenza ukuba ndiveze konke endikuzuzileyo ngenxa yothando lwamadoda. Uzala iNtando yovelwano entliziyweni yam.

Ndiphela ndisizela obubuntu ndibuthanda kangaka.

 

Kwakhona, eli lifu lokukhanya liluncedo ngokumangalisayo kuwe:

-Zisa ukukhanya kubomi bakho bonke,

-Ikujikelezile kwaye ikwenze ube ngumhlaba ongenamzimba,

-Ayikuniki mtsalane, nokuba umsulwa, ebantwini nakwezinye izinto.

 

Nokwenza umlingo omnandi emehlweni akho,

kukuvumela ukuba ubone izinto ngokweNyaniso, njengoko uYesu wakho ezibona, ukuba uthe wakubona ubuthathaka, uyakurhangqa, akomeleze;

ukuba ikubona ungasebenzi, ingena kuwe kwaye isebenze kuwe.

 

Kwaye unomona kakhulu ngokukhanya kwakhe:

Ukusebenza njengomlindi,

Uyaqinisekisa ukuba awenzi nto ngaphandle kwakhe kwaye angenzi nto ngaphandle kwakho.

Utheni na ke, ntombi yam, ukuba ube buhlungu kangaka? Shiya intando yam

-sebenza kuwe kwaye

- unganiki nasiphi na isenzo soBomi kwintando yakho engekho kum, ukuba ufuna ukuba izicwangciso zam ezinkulu zifezekiswe. "

 

Ndibhala kuphela ngenxa yentobeko, kwaye ndilizothe kakhulu.

Emva kokuba umfundisi ongcwele ezifundile iincwadi zam, wandixelela ukuba kwezinye izahluko uJ

U-esus undiphakamise kakhulu, wada wandibeka kufutshane noMama wakhe wasezulwini, ofanele ukuba ngumzekelo wam.

 

Ukuva oku, ndadideka kwaye ndakhathazeka. Ndakhumbula

-ukuba ndabhala kuphela ngenxa yentobeko kunye nehlazo, kwaye

-ukuba ndabelwe nguYesu kuthumo lokwenza intando kaThixo yaziwe.

 

Ndakhalaza kuYesu wam ngokubuza, mna ndimbi kangaka,

Nguye yedwa owaziyo zonke iintsizi zam.

 

Indithobe kakhulu yandifaka ekubhidekeni ndade ndaphelelwa luxolo. Ndaziva ndinomgama ombi phakathi kwam noMama wasezulwini.

Ndithe ndisakhathazeke kangaka, uYesu wam olungileyo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam kwaye. Endanga ukuze andiphe uxolo, wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, utheni wakhathazeka?

 

Awazi ukuba yintoni na uxolo

- uncumo lomphefumlo,

-isibhakabhaka esiluhlaza nesicacileyo

apho iLanga likaThixo likhanya ngokukhanya ngendlela yokuba kungabikho mafu?

 

Umbethe oluncedo luxolo

-eyomeleza yonke into,

-uhombise umphefumlo ngamatye anqabileyo amnandi kunye

- utsalela kuye ukwanga okuthe gqolo kweWill yam.

Liliphi ke eli tyala lichaseneyo nenyaniso? Kukuphi na oku kuphakanyiswa kwakho okukhulu kangaka?

 

Konke oku kungenxa yokuba ndikuxelele ukuba ndikubeka kufutshane noMama wam ongcwele!

 

Nangona kunjalo,   njengoMama wam oyiNtombikazi kunye noKumkanikazi,

ungumgcini wazo zonke iimpahla zeNtlalo yam.

 

Ndambeka entlokweni yabahlawulelweyo ngokumphathisa umsebenzi okhethekileyo nokhethekileyo.

-loo nto ayiyi kunikwa nabani na.

 

Abapostile ngokwabo kunye neCawa iphela baxhomekeke kwaye baxhomekeke kuyo. Akukho nto ilungileyo anganayo, zonke iiMpahla   ziphuma kuye.

 

Kwakhona, ekubeni ingumama wam,

Kwafuneka ndibeke zonke izinto nabantu bonke kwiNtliziyo yakhe kamama.

Ukuqonda yonke into kunye nokukwazi ukunika yonke into kumntu wonke lilungelo lakhe.

 

Ndiyaphinda, ngokunjalo

-Ndabeka uMama ukuba alawule yonke into kwaye ndabeka kuye zonke iimpahla zeNtlalo,

-Ndakhetha enye ivirgin ndayibeka ecaleni kwayo

ndimnike uthumo lokwenza intando yam yobuThixo yaziwe.

 

Ukuba intlawulelo inkulu, intando yam inkulu nangakumbi.

Intlangulo yaqala ngexesha, nangona kungekhona ngonaphakade.

 

Ngokuphathelele intando yam yobuThixo, nangona ingunaphakade,

kwafuneka ukuba kubekho isiqalo kwangexesha malunga nomsebenzi   wokuwenza waziwe.

 

Ngokuba

- Intando yam ikhona eZulwini nasemhlabeni e

-ukuba nguwe kuphela ophethe zonke ii-asethi,

 

Kwafuneka ndikhethe isidalwa endisiphathisayo

- idiphozithi yolwazi olunxulumeneyo

ukwenza   yaziwe,

-njengomama wesibini,

iimpawu zayo, ixabiso layo kunye namalungelo ayo,

ukuze ubathande kwaye ugade idiphozithi ngekhwele.

 

Kanye njengoMama   wam osezulwini

- Umgcini wenene wempahla ye-Redemption unesisa kuye nabani na ofuna ukuzisebenzisa.

 

Ngoko ke lo mama wesibini kufuneka abe nesisa.

ukwazisa wonke umntu

-Iimfundiso zam kwiNtando yam  ,

-Ubungcwele bakho,

-impahla afuna ukuyinika,

- ubomi bakhe ayaziwa izidalwa, kwaye

-isibakala sokuba, kwasekuqaleni kokudalwa komntu,

Uyalangazelela, athandaze kwaye acenge ukuba umntu abuyele kwimvelaphi yakhe - eyintando yam - kwaye ulongamo lwakhe phezu kwazo zonke izidalwa lubuyiselwe.

 

Intlawulelo yam yayikhethekile yaye ndamema uMama wam endimthandayo ukuba ayigqibezele.

 

IWill yam nayo yodwa

Kwaye kwafuneka ndibize esinye isidalwa ukuba sibeke njengentloko,

-ukufaka idiphozithi,

-ukuba kufuneka ndizazise iimfundiso zam e

- ukuba iphendula kwiziphelo zeNtando yam yobuThixo. Kuphi na ukuphakanyiswa kwakho okungaka?

 

Ngubani onokukhanyela oko kukhululwa kunye nokuzaliseka kwentando yam

zimishini ezimbini ezizodwa kunye ezifanayo ekufuneka zibanjwe ngesandla,

ukuze iziqhamo zentlawulelo zizaliseke kwaye zisibuyisele amalungelo ethu phezu kwendalo

la malungelo esesona sizathu   seNdalo?

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto sinomdla kakhulu kuthumo lweWill yethu.

 akukho nto iyenye iya kwenza indalo kakuhle kangaka  .

 

 Ukufezekiswa kwalo msebenzi kuya kuba yimpumelelo yethu sonke

 isebenza.

 

UDavide   kuthiwa ngumfanekiso wam

kangangokuba zonke iindumiso zakhe zityhila umntu wam.

 

Kuye kwathiwa   uSt. Francis waseAssisi   wayengumfanekiso wam othembekileyo. IVangeli Engcwele ithi:

“Yibani ngabafezekileyo njengokuba uYihlo oseZulwini egqibelele,  ” akunjalo.

 

Ikwafundeka ngolu hlobo:   “Akukho bani uya kungena ebukumkanini bamazulu ngaphandle kokuba ungumfanekiselo woNyana kaThixo”.

Kwaye ezinye izinto ezininzi ezinjalo.

Kodwa akukho mntu uthetha ngokuphakanyiswa okanye uthi ezi zizinto ezingahambelani neenyaniso eziphuma emlonyeni wam.

 

Kwaye   ekubeni ndikuthelekise neNenekazi lethu ukuba limenze ikopi yakhe ethembekileyo, ngendikuphakamise kakhulu  ?

 

Konke oku kuthetha ukuba abakawuqondi ngokupheleleyo umsebenzi wokwazi iWill   yam.

 

Ndiyaphinda ndithi,

-andikubekeli nje kufutshane neNtombi,

-kodwa   ndikubeke esifubeni sakhe njengomntwana wakhe oyintombazana  , unje

-  ukukukhokela kunye nokukufundisa ukuxelisa

ukuze abe ngumbhalo wakhe othembekileyo ngokusoloko esenza ukuthanda kukaThixo e

- ukuze,   ukusuka emadolweni akhe, udlula emadolweni oBungcwele.

 

Umsebenzi weNtando yam ngowanaphakade.

 

Isuka ngqo kuBawo oseZulwini. Ufuna, uyala kwaye uthemba into enye kuphela:

- ukuba intando yakhe yaziwe kwaye ithandwa, kwaye

Makwenziwe emhlabeni njengasezulwini.

 

Ngokugcina lo msebenzi wanaphakade kunye nokuxelisa uBawo waseZulwini,

kufuneka ufune into enye kuphela kuwe nakuzo zonke izidalwa:

Intando yam mayaziwa, ithande kwaye izaliseke  .

 

Ukuba sisidalwa esiziphakamisayo, oku kunokuphakamisa imibuzo. Kodwa ukuba uthe waba sesikhundleni sakhe, ibe ndim owamphakamisayo, ndimenza afike apho ndithanda khona, nangantoni na endisukuba ndithanda ngayo, ulungile;

Yonke into ivumelekile kum.

 

Ngoko ndithembe kwaye ungakhathazeki ".

 

Njengesiqhelo, ndiye ndantywila kwiNtando eNgcwele yobuThixo, ndibonakalisa ubukho bakhe kum, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:

 

"Ntombi yam, yiza kubukhulu bentando yam.

Lonke iZulu nazo zonke izinto ezidalwe ndim ziphila kwaye zihlala zifumana ubomi beNtando yam.

Kuyo bafumana uzuko lwabo olupheleleyo, ulonwabo lwabo olupheleleyo nobuhle obugqibeleleyo.

 

Kwakhona, bajonge phambili ekwangeni

yomphefumlo   ohamba ngezonqulo ohlala kwiNtando   yabo, kuba

- mnike lo kiss emva kwaye

-Yabelane naye ngozuko, ulonwabo nobuhle abanabo.

 

Ngoko ke, kongezelelwa esinye isidalwa kubo

-  ukundinika lonke uzuko ,    kwinqanaba   apho isidalwa sinako,

-kwaye undithathe ndiwujonge   umhlaba ngothando olunye   endawudala ngalo   .

kuba kukho isidalwa emhlabeni esiphila kwaye senze ngokweNtando yam.

 

Ukwazi ukuba akukho nto indizukisayo njengomphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam,

lonke iZulu lilangazelela ukuba iNtando yam iphile emiphefumlweni yasemhlabeni.

 

Ke yonke into eyenziwa sisidalwa kwiWill yam kukuncamisa.

-onika lowo wakudalayo, kwaye

awathi wamkela kuye, nakubo bonke abasikelelekileyo.

 

Kwaye uyazi ukuba yintoni loo kiss?

Kukukuguqulwa komphefumlo ube   nguMdali wawo.

Kukuba nguThixo ngomphefumlo nangomphefumlo kaThixo.Kukwanda koBomi obungcwele   emphefumlweni;

Kukuthobela lonke iZulu kunye nelungelo lokongama phezu kwazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

 

Umphefumlo, ohlanjululwe yintando yam ngomoya onamandla onke kaThixo  , awusabangeli uThixo isicaphucaphu sentando yakhe yomntu.

Kwaye ke ngoko uThixo uyaqhubeka nokufaka umoya wakhe onamandla onke kuye, ukuze aqhubeke ekhula kule Will ayidalelwe yona.

 

Kwelinye icala,   umphefumlo   ongekahlanjululwa uva umtsalane wentando yawo.

Kwaye ngenxa yoko wenza ngokuchasene nentando kaThixo ngokuyenza eyakhe.

 

UThixo akanako ukusondela kuye ukuze aphinde aphefumle uMphefumlo wakhe.

ade azinikele ngokupheleleyo ekuphunyezweni kweNtando yobuThixo.

 

Umele wazi ukuba ngokudala umntu, uThixo wamfaka ubomi

- ukumnika ubukrelekrele, inkumbulo kunye nentando yokumdibanisa nentando yakhe yobuThixo.

 

Le ntando kaThixo yayiza kufana nokumkani

- ukongamela yonke ingaphakathi lesidalwa e

- ukuba adlise ubomi kuko konke okukuyo.

 

Ngoncedo lwamehlo   akhe  , esi sidalwa kwakufuneka sibone ngokwemvelo.

- ulandelelwano olukhoyo kwizinto ezidaliweyo ngokunjalo

-Intando kaThixo elawula umhlaba wonke.

 

Ukuva   kwakhe yayikukumenza ukuba eve imimangaliso yeNtando yanaphakade.

Umlomo wakhe   kwakufuneka umvumele ukuba azive ephefumla ngokuqhubekayo

evela kuMphefumlo woMdali, enxibelelana naye ngobomi kunye nempahla yeNtando yakhe. Kwakufuneka kufane ne-echo ye-Fiat engunaphakade eyamxelela ukuba kuthini ukuthanda kukaThixo.

Izandla zakhe   zaziza kuba yimbonakaliso yemisebenzi yoMyolelo oPhakamileyo.

Iinyawo zakhe   kwakufuneka zimvumele ukuba alandele inyathelo nenyathelo emanyathelweni oMdali wakhe.

 

Ke, xa iNtando yobuThixo isekwe kwintando yesidalwa, isidalwa sinamehlo, ukuva, umlomo, izandla kunye neenyawo zeNtando   yam.

 

Ayinakwahluka kwimvelaphi yayo. Ukuhamba, isezandleni zam.

Kwaye kulula kuye ukuba awuve uMphefumlo Wam kwaye nam ndiphefumlele kuye.

 

Yile nto kanye endiyifunayo kwisidalwa:

Intando yam mayilawule kuyo kwaye yona iya kuba yindawo yam yokuhlala, ukuze iNtando yobuThixo ibeke kuye izinto zasezulwini eziziquletheyo.

Nantsi into endiyifunayo kuwe:

zonke izenzo zakho, eziphawulwe yintando yam, zenza isenzo esinye   , esidityaniswe nesenzo esilula seNtando yam,

-ngubani ongazi ubuninzi bezenzo njengakumntu;

ahlale ekuqalekeni okungunaphakade,

-lo nto

-  ke khuphela uMdali wakho kwaye

Mnike uzuko nokwanela

ukubona intando yakhe isenziwa emhlabeni njengaseZulwini.”

 

 

Ndandicinga ngezinye izinto uYesu awayendixelele zona ngentando kaThixo.

kwaye yayipapashiwe.

Ngenxa yoko, zazifumaneka kuye nabani na ofuna ukuzifunda. Ndandineentloni zokuva intlungu engathethekiyo.

 

Kwaye ndithi, "Thixo wam oyintanda, ungayivumela njani le nto?

Iimfihlo zethu endizibhale ngenxa yokuthobela kwaye ngenxa yokukuthanda nje ziphantsi kwamehlo abanye abantu.

Kwaye ukuba baqhubeka bepapasha ezinye iincwadi, ndiya kufa lihlazo nentlungu. Kwakhona, emva kwayo yonke le nto, njengomvuzo wemibingelelo yam enzima, undishiyile.

 

Ah! Ukuba ubunam ngewunosizi ngentlungu yam, undomelezile!” Ndathi ndisakucinga oku, waphuma u Yesu wam othandekayo, endibeka isandla ebunzi, esinye ebeke isandla sam ebunzi. umlomo ngokungathi ufuna ukunqanda iingcinga ezininzi ezibuhlungu ezeza kum,   wathi kum:

 

"Hlala uzolile, hlala uzolile, ungaqhubeki phambili!

Ayizozakho ezi, kodwa zezam.

YiWill yam efuna ukuzazisa.

Intando yam ingaphezulu kwelanga ekukhanyeni kwalo akunakufihlwa.

 

Enyanisweni akunakwenzeka ngokupheleleyo: ukuba kwelinye icala ukukhanya kwayo kuthintelwe, idlula umqobo kwaye, idlula ngapha nangapha, iqhubela phambili ngokumangalisayo indlela yayo, iphosa ekudidekeni abo bafuna ukuphazamisa indlela yayo.

Unako ukufihla isibane, kodwa ungalokothi ilanga. Intando yam ifana nelanga, nangaphezulu:

ukuba nifuna ukufihla ukukhanya kwawo, aniyi kuphumelela.

 

Ngoko ungakhathazeki, ntombi yam,

kwaye iLanga elingunaphakade leNtando yam liyaqhubeka nenkqubo yalo,

-okanye ngokubhala,

-okanye ngokupapasha,

-okanye ngamazwi akho okanye ukuziphatha kwakho.

Mayibaleke njengokukhanya kwaye igubungele ihlabathi lonke.

 

Le yinto endiyinqwenelayo, into endiyifunayo.

"Ngaphezu koko, yintoni esele ihanjiswe kwiinyaniso malunga nentando yam.

incinane kakhulu: kuphela iiathom zokukhanya kwayo.

 

Kwaye nokuba ziiathom nje, ukuba ubusazi isiphumo esihle! Kuya kuba njani xa zonke iinyaniso endikutyhile kuwe malunga neWill yam ziqokelelwe?

 

Isiqhamo sokuKhanya kwayo, iimpahla ezikuyo,

Konke oku kudibene

ayiyi kubumba nje iiathom ezimbalwa zelanga eliphumayo, kodwa imini yayo epheleleyo.

 

Yeyiphi into elungileyo elingayi kuvelisa iLanga lanaphakade phakathi kwezidalwa!

Kwaye mna nawe, hayi indlela esiya kuvuya ngayo ukubona iNtando yam isaziwa, ithandwa kwaye izaliseka!

 

Ngoko ke, ndivumele ndiyenze.

"Ngaphezu koko, ayiyonyani into yokuba ndikushiyile. Utsho njani? Awundiva na ngaphakathi kuwe?

Aniwuva na amazwi omthandazo wam kuwe?

Aniboni na ukuba ndibambe yonke into, kungekho bani usindileyo, ekubeni zonke izinto nezizukulwana ngezizukulwana zifana nam?

Awuyiboni indlela endithandaza ngayo, ndinothando, ndinothando nekhusi lomntu wonke?

 

Kwaye wena, uphinda umthandazo wam, uzive ngathi unabo bonke abantu kunye nazo zonke izinto kumandla akho kwaye uphinda into endiyenzayo.

Ngaba ucinga ukuba ungayenza ngokwakho? Ah! Isithoba!

Ndim okuwe, yintando yam eyenza ukuba ubambe bonke   abantu kunye nezinto zonke njengamandla akho kwaye iqhubeke nekhondo layo emphefumlweni wakho.

Kwaye ungathanda ukuba izinto zibe ngaphandle kweWill yam? Kutheni woyika nje?

Ndingakushiya ngantoni?

 

Awazi ukuba olona phawu luqinisekileyo lokuba ndihleli kuwe lulo

-ukuba intando yam inendawo yayo yozuko kuwe,

-ukuba uyakulawula kwaye enze unothanda kuwe?

 

Umyolelo wam kunye nam sohlukene.

Kwaye iNtando yam iyahlukanisa kum nabani na ovumela ukuba alawulwe nguYe".

 

Bendicinga ngazo zonke ezo zinto uYesu wam endimthandayo wayendixelele zona ngentando yakhe eNgcwele kwaye kwavela amathandabuzo kum ekungafuneki achazwe apha.

 

Ndiza kuthetha nje eyona nto ilungileyo yam indixelele yona:

"Ntombi yam, xa ubuthunywa buphathiswe umntu,

kufuneka anikwe iimpahla, iinceba kunye namalungelo aza kuwadinga ukuze enze umsebenzi wakhe.

 

Uthumo uBuThixo bam obuphathiswe kuBuntu bam yayikukukhulula izidalwa:

Ndityholwe ngemiphefumlo yabo, iintlungu zabo kunye nokwaneliseka komntu ngamnye kubo.

 

Ngamafutshane, kwakufuneka ndibe yeyam yonke into.

What if ubuntu bam bebungakhathali

-ngomphefumlo omnye,

- enye yeentlungu zabo okanye ukwaneliseka,

isikhundla sam somhlawuleli ngesingazalisekanga. Ngendingazange ndiyilahle

-de toutes les graces,

-de tous les biens et

-konke ukukhanya okuyimfuneko.

 

Nangona eminye imiphefumlo isenokuba ayizange isindiswe,

Kwelam icala, kwakufuneka ndibe nayo yonke into kum ukuze ndibe nokuphuphuma kweenceba eziyimfuneko ukuze wonke umntu asindiswe.

Oku kwakufunwa ngumsebenzi wam njengoMhlawuleli.

 

Jonga   ilanga elundini  :

inokukhanya okuninzi kangangokuba inokunika wonke umntu.

Kwaye nokuba abanye abafuni ukuyisebenzisa, yona, ngenxa yomsebenzi wayo othile,

inokukhanya ekusenokwenzeka ukuba ezinye izidalwa azikufuni.

 

Kukuba ilanga ladalwa nguThixo ukuze libe yingqukuva ekwaziyo ukufudumeza umhlaba nokuwukhukulisa ngokukhanya.

Enyanisweni, xa umsebenzi ulungiselelwe ukwanelisa imfuno, kuyimfuneko ukuba abo bawenzayo babe nempahla eyaneleyo yempahla abaya kunikela ngayo, ukuze babe nako ukwabela wonke umntu;

ngaphandle kokuba amandla akhe ayaphela ngenxa yokuba epha abanye.

 

Mna ke bendiza kuba liLanga elitsha lemiphefumlo

emelwe kukuba abakhukulise bonke abantu, nazo zonke izinto ngokukhanya kwakhe;

kwakufanelekile ukuba ndibe nayo yonke into endiyidingayo ukuzisa imiphefumlo kuBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo, ndibanike isenzo esiqulethe zonke izenzo, kwaye ndenze ukukhanya okugqithisileyo kwehle phezu kwabo bonke ukubazisa kwindawo ekhuselekileyo.

 

"Ngecala lam,

kwakukho uMama wam wasezulwini  , owafumana umsebenzi othile

-ukuba nguMama woNyana kaThixo e

-ukuba ngumhlawuleli woluntu ngokubambisana   .

 

Ngomsebenzi wakhe   woKubeleka kukaThixo  , uye   watyetyiswa ngobabalo oluninzi.

ukuba yonke into ezinye izidalwa, ezisemhlabeni nezasezulwini, azinakuze zilingane nayo.

 

Kodwa oku kwakunganelanga ukuthwala iLizwi esibelekweni sakhe. Wamkela zonke izidalwa.

-thanda, lungisa kwaye unqule ubungangamsha obuPhakamileyo kubo bonke, ukuze uzenzele

-Yonke into izizukulwana zabantu eziyityala kuThixo.

KwiNtliziyo yakhe yobunyulu wayeneendlela ezingapheliyo kuThixo nakwizidalwa zonke.

 

Xa ubuThixo wafumana kule Virgin uthando lwabo bonke, wavuya waza wenza ukukhulelwa kwakhe kuye.

 

Kwangelo xesha wandikhawula, waba nguMama wam

- Co-redemptrix yoluntu e

- wamkela zonke iimbandezelo zam, ulwaneliseko lwam kunye neembuyekezo zam, apho wadibanisa uthando lwakhe lukamama kuye wonke umntu.

 

Ngenxa yesi sizathu, xa ndandisemnqamlezweni, ngayo yonke inyaniso   nobulungisa, ndamvakalisa njengoMama wabo   bonke.

 

Wayendikhapha kuyo yonke into: eluthandweni nasekubandezelekeni. Zange andishiye   ndedwa.

 

Ukuba uYehova ebengambabalanga kuye

-ukuze ube nako ukumnika uthando lwabo bonke;

Wayengenakuze ehle eZulwini eze emhlabeni ukuze akhulule uluntu.

 

Ngenxa yoko, ngenxa yomsebenzi wakhe njengoMama kaThixo,

kwakuyimfuneko kuye ukuba amkele yonke into kwaye anqobe yonke into.

 

Xa umsebenzi ucacisiwe, akukho nto kufuneka ibaleke kumntu owenzayo. Kufuneka abeke iliso kuyo yonke into ukuze abele ngokufanelekileyo impahla yakhe.

Makube njengelanga, elikhupha ukukhanya kwalo kumntu wonke. Kwaba njalo kum nakuMama wam osezulwini.

 

Umsebenzi wakho wokwazisa intando yanaphakade

idibene neyam kunye nekaMama wam endimthandayo. Kuba lo msebenzi wawukufikelela wonke umntu,

Kwakuyimfuneko ukuba ndibeke iLanga elingunaphakade leNtando yam kwisidalwa,

-ukuze imitha yayo isasazeke isuka kwindawo enye.

 

Apha kuba,

-njengomgcini weLanga leNtando yam e

- ngenxa yozuko lwakhe olukhulu, kwakuyimfuneko

Ndingakuthwalisa ngobabalo oluninzi, ukuKhanya, uthando kunye noLwazi.

 

Kanye njengokuba ubuntu bam bakhulelwa yonke imiphefumlo

- ngendima yakhe njengoMhlawuleli,

Nawe

- ngendima yakho ekwenzeni intando yam yaziwe kwaye ilawule

-uyenza yonke imisebenzi yakho kuyo nakubo bonke abantu, zonke izidalwa zikhawulwe ngokuthanda kwakho.

 

Ngokuphinda izenzo zakho kwiNtando yam, wenza iipakethe ezininzi zobomi beNtando kaThixo.

ukuba ungazondla zonke izidalwa,

-Ngenxa yentando yam,

zicatshulwe ngokwentando yakho.

 

Awuziva

- ukuba kwintando yam   wamkele   zonke izidalwa,

kuthabathele kwabokuqala ababekho emhlabeni, kuse kwabokugqibela abaya kubakho;

- kwaye ukuba wonke umntu   ungathanda ukwanelisa  , ukuthanda kunye nokukholisa ukuthanda kukaThixo ngokuyibopha kuwo wonke umntu?

 

Awuyiva nawe

-   ukuba ufuna ukususa yonke imiqobo   ethintela ulawulo lwentando yam phezu kwezidalwa kunye

-   ukuba uzinikele, nangona ukubandezeleka  , ukwanelisa iNtando ePhakamileyo

Ngubani onqwenela ukwaziwa nokulawula izidalwa?

 

Kuwe, ntombi yamazibulo yentando yam yobuThixo,

linikiwe ukuba laziwe

-iimpawu zale ntando kaThixo,

-ixabiso layo,

- iimpahla ezikuyo, e

- intlungu yakhe engunaphakade yokuphila engaziwayo phakathi kwezizukulwana zabantu,

 

ndingathethi ukuba kunjalo

- edelekileyo, ekhutyekiswa ngabangendawo e

-  ithathwa ngolungileyo njengesibane esincinci njengezinye izinto ezilungileyo,

kunokuba linjani ilanga  .

 

Umsebenzi weNtando yam ngowona mkhulu onokubakho.

Akukho propati ingaveli kuye. Akukho luzuko lungaphumiyo kuye. Izulu nomhlaba zimi kuyo.

 

Ngoko ke, lumka kwaye ungachithi ixesha.

Zonke iinkcukacha endikuchazele zona malunga nalo msebenzi wam

Ufuna

ziyafuneka.

-hayi kuwe,

- kodwa ngenxa yembeko, uzuko, ulwazi kunye nobungcwele beNtando yam.

 

Kwaye kuba intando yam inye,

umntu naye makabe ngulomntu ndimphathise ubuthunywa

-ukwenza kwaziwe e

- ukuwenza kukhanye ngokulunga kwabo bonke.

 

 

Emva kokubhala oku kungasentla, ndaqala ukunqula   uYesu ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni

Ndizimanya ngokupheleleyo kwintando yakhe engcwele.

 

UYesu wam endimthandayo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam.

Esondeza uBuso bakhe obuNgcwele kufutshane nobam, u-Iil wathi kum ngobubele:

"Ntombi yam, ubhale yonke into malunga nomsebenzi weWill yam?" Ndiphendule:"Ewe ewe ndibhale yonke into".

Uthe:

"Kuthekani ukuba ndikuxelele ukuba awubhalanga yonke into,

ukuba ushiye ngaphandle eyona nto ibalulekileyo endaweni?

 

Wongeza:

"Umsebenzi wentando yam uya kubonakalisa uBathathu Emnye ungcwele emhlabeni. Kanye njengokuba uYise, uNyana noMoya oyiNgcwele baseZulwini,

-ayahlulwa kwaye yahlukile, e

-ukwenza ulonwabo olupheleleyo   lweZulu,

 

kuya kubakho abantu abathathu emhlabeni

eziya kuthi, ngenxa yemishini yazo, ziya kwahlulwa kwaye zahluke:

 

INtombi Enyulu ethi   , ngokuba ngumama wayo, ixelisa ubutata bukaBawo osezulwini kwaye inaMandla akhe okuzalisekisa umsebenzi wayo njengoMama weLizwi elingunaphakade kunye ne-Co-redemptrix.

Bubuntu bam   ,

kuthumo lwakhe njengoMhlawuleli, uquka ubuThixo kunye neLizwi, owathi,

- ngaphandle kokuhlukana noYise noMoya oyiNgcwele,

- ibonakalisa uBulumko bam basezulwini kwaye inobudlelwane obundenza ndohlukane noMama wam.

 

Kwaye wena   ngomsebenzi weNtando yam,

eniya kuphuphuma uthando kuye uMoya oyiNgcwele, anibonakalalise

- iimfihlo zeNtando yam,

- imimangaliso yayo kunye nempahla equlethwe kuyo

 

ukwenza izidalwa ezinomdla zonwabe

- ukwazi intando yam,

-Mthande kwaye

ukuba amenze ukumkani kubo, amnike umphefumlo wabo

ukuze ahlale khona, abumbe ubomi bakhe kubo.

 

Konke oku kukhatshwa yiqhina lokungahlukani phakathi kwakho, Mama kunye neLizwi lanaphakade.

 

Le mishini mithathu yahlukile kwaye ayinakwahlulwa.

 

Ezokuqala ezimbini  , ngokubandezeleka okungazange kubonwe ngaphambili, zavusa uGrace kunye noKhanya.

ngenxa

eyesithathu iqala   kwaye

ukudibana   nawe.

 

Kwaye oku, kungekho namnye kubo oshiya umsebenzi wabo,

ngamnye efumana ukuphumla apho, kuba intando yam ikukuphumla kwasezulwini.

 

Le mishini ayisayi kuphindwa. Kutheni ukonwaba

-enkosi,

-ukukhanya kunye

- ulwazi oluqulethwe lunjalo

Ziyahlutha ngabo zonke izizukulwana zomntu.

 

Izizukulwana zabantu azisayi kuze zibe nako ukwenza oku

- sebenzisa izibonelelo ezikhoyo kwezi mishini.

 

Le mishini ifanekiselwa lilanga   endilidalile

-nokukhanya okuninzi kunye nokufudumala

ukuba zonke izizukulwana zabantu zinokuwunandipha ngendlela egqithiseleyo.

 

Andizange ndiyithathele ngqalelo inyani

-ukuba, ekuqaleni, nguAdam noEva kuphela ababenokuyonwabela kwaye

- ngoko ke,

Ngendiyibonelele ngokukhanya okwaneleyo kubo bobabini, ndaze ndakwandisa ukukhanya kwayo njengoko izizukulwana zazikhula.

 

Hayi, hayi, ndilenzile ilanga lakhanya njengoko kunjalo ngoku kwaye kuya kuba njalo kamva.

 

Ukuhlonipha amandla ethu, uBulumko kunye noThando, imisebenzi yethu isoloko ifezekiswa ngokuzala kwayo yonke into abanayo. Ngoko ke,   azikho phantsi ukunyuka okanye ukunciphisa.

 

Nantsi into endayenzela ilanga.

Ndafaka konke ukukhanya okuyimfuneko kuye

ukuze enze umsebenzi wakhe kude kuse emntwini wokugqibela. Yaye ziziphi iingenelo ezingaluzisi emntwini?

Ngokukhanya kwakhe okuthe cwaka, luluphi uzuko angalunikiyo uMdali?

Ngenxa yokuzinza kwayo kunye neenzuzo ezinkulu ezizisa emhlabeni ngolwimi lwayo oluthe cwaka.

liyandizukisa lindenze ndaziwe ngaphezu kwazo zonke ezinye izinto xa zidityanisiwe.

 

Ndathi ndakujonga ilanga nako konke ukukhanya kwalo, nto leyo eyayithandwa nguAdam noEva kuphela.

Kwakhona ndacinga ngazo zonke ezinye izidalwa eziphilayo.

 

Ndibona ukuba oku kukhanya kuya kunceda wonke umntu, ububele bam bukatata bagcoba luvuyo. Ndazukiswa ke ngemisebenzi yam.

 

Ndenze njalo nakumama wam endimthandayo  :

 

Ndayizalisa ngeenceba ezininzi

ngubani na onokuyinika wonke umntu kungekho mntu uyiphosayo.

 

Kwaba njalo kuBuntu bam  :

 

Akukho nto ilungileyo angenayo, kuquka nobungcwele obufanayo, ukuze abe nako ukwaba ezi mpahla kwabo bazifunayo.

 

Ndikwenzele oku  :

kuwe ndibeke intando yam kunye nomntu wam uqobo,

apho ndidibanise ulwazi, iimfihlo kunye nokukhanya kweNtando yam.

 

Ndiwugcwalise umphefumlo wakho, kangangokuba into oyibhalayo ayiyonto ngaphandle kokuphuphuma koko ukuquletheyo.

Kwaye nangona, okwangoku, olu lwazi lwenzelwe wena kuphela,

- ngaphandle kokukhanya kokukhanya okufikelela kwabanye abantu abambalwa, ndonwabile.

 

Ngokuba, ukukhanya ngaphezu kwelanga,

olu lwazi luya kwenza indlela yalo ngokwalo

ukukhanyisela izizukulwana zoluntu   e

senze   imisebenzi yethu, oko kukuthi,   intando yethu

-uyaziwa kwaye uyathandwa

-kunye nokulawula njengobomi bezidalwa, eyona njongo iphambili yeNdalo.

 

Ke ngoko nikela ingqalelo, kuba ngumbuzo wokuqinisekisa iNtando yanaphakade.

othi ngothando olungaka afune ukuphila ezidalweni.

 

Kodwa ufuna ukwaziwa, kungekhona njengomntu wasemzini. Ifuna ukusasaza izibonelelo zayo kubo bonke kwaye ibe bubomi babo bonke. Nangona kunjalo, uyafuna

- amalungelo akho kunye nendawo yembeko, e

-kwanokuba umntu uya kubekelwa bucala,

olona tshaba lwam lunye nolomntu ngokwakhe.

 

Umsebenzi weWill yam yayikukuphela kokudalwa komntu  .

 

UbuThixo bam zange balishiye iZulu netrone yalo. Kodwa iNtando Yam iyenzile.

Wehlela kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo waza wabumba ubomi bakhe kuzo.

Kulungile

-ukuba zonke izinto ziyandiqonda kwaye

-ukuba ndihlale nabo ngobungangamsha,

indoda enesithukuthezi yandilahla  .

 

Kodwa ndifuna ukuyoyisa kwaye, ke ngoko, umsebenzi wam awukapheli. Ndakubiza ke, ndikuphathisa umsebenzi wam.

Kuba

- ukuba ubeke emadolweni entando yam indoda emkileyo kuyo, kwaye

- Yanga yonke into ingabuyela kwiWill yam.

 

Ngokulandelayo

-ungamangali ngazo zonke izinto ezinkulu nezimangalisayo

ukuba uthethe nawe ngobu thunywa okanye ngazo zonke iinceba endikunika zona.

 

Ayingombuzo apha wokwenza ingcwele okanye ukusindisa izizukulwana.

Kodwa kunjalo

-ukukhusela intando kaThixo   ,

-  ukuba wonke umntu abuyele kwimvelaphi yakhe,   e

- ukuba injongo yeNtando yam ifezekiswe  ".

 

 

Ndibhala kuphela ngokuthobela kwaye apha ndiza kudibanisa izinto zangaphambili kunye nezangoku. Ngokufuthi, kwimibhalo yam, ndithi:

"Ndandidibanisa kwintando kaThixo", ngaphandle kokucacisa ngakumbi. Ndinyanzelwa kukuthobela, ndiya kuxela okwenzekayo kum ngoko.

 

Xa ndijoyina, isithuba esikhulu esizele kukukhanya siza engqondweni yam.

Imida ayinakucalulwa koku kuKhanya

-phezulu okanye phantsi,

-ekunene okanye ekhohlo,

-phambili okanye ngasemva.

Phakathi kobu bukhulu, kwindawo ephezulu kakhulu,

Ndibonakala ndibona ngokwengqondo ubuThixo okanye abantu abathathu abaNgcwele.

 

Kwaye, andazi ukuba njani, intombazana encinci iphuma kum:

ndim okanye mhlawumbi umphefumlo wam omncinci.

 

Kuyachukumisa ukubona le ntombazana incinci ihamba kule ndawo inkulu ingenanto,

- kuphela, ngoloyiko, ukuhamba nge-tiptoe,

amehlo asathe ntsho kuloo ndawo abona kuyo abantu abathathu abaNgcwele,

-ngoloyiko lokuba xa ejonge phantsi angazazi ukuba uzophelela phi.

 

Onke amandla akhe avela ekukhangeleni kwakhe phezulu

 

Enyanisweni, xa amehlo akhe adibana naLowo Uphakamileyo, uyomelela njengoko ehambela phambili.

Xa efika phambi kwaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele,

- Uqubuda ukunqula ubungangamsha obungcwele.

 

Emva koko isandla saBantu abangcwele siyayiphakamisa.

 

Bathi kuye: "Intombi yethu, incinci kwi-Will yethu, yiza ezandleni zethu.

"

Ngaloo mazwi uzaliswe luvuyo.

Kunjalo ke nangabantu abathathu abaNgcwele abalindele ukuzaliseka kothumo abaluphathise kuye.

 

Emva koko, ngobabalo lomntwana, wathi:

 

“Owu Mhlekazi,

-Ndiza kukuthanda, ndiyakusikelela kwaye ndiyabulela ngayo yonke into.

- Ndize ke ndiyibeke etroneni yakho konke ukuthanda komntu kwizizukulwana ngezizukulwana  ,

ukusuka ngowokuqala ukuya kowokugqibela, ukuze wonke umntu abe nako

-Yazi  intando yakho ePhakamileyo,

- yithande, yithande, kwaye

-Bavumele ukuba bahlale emiphefumlweni yabo.

 

Kwesi sikhewu sikhulu zonke izidalwa.

Ndifuna ukuzithatha zonke ndizibeke kwintando yakho eNgcwele ukuze wonke umntu abuyele kwimvelaphi yakhe, oko kukuthi, kwintando yakho   .

 

Ndingene ezingalweni zakho zikabawo

ukuzisa bonke abantwana bakho kuwe, bazalwana bam, kwaye ubabophe bonke kwintando yakho.

 

Egameni labo bonke, ndifuna ukulungisa kwaye ndikuhlawule irhafu kunye nozuko ngokungathi bonke bahlala kweyona ntando yakho ingcwele.

Kodwa ndicela ungaphinde uyivumele

- kukho ukwahlukana phakathi kwentando kaThixo kunye nentando yomntu!

 

Ngumntana lo ekubuzayo, ndiyayazi ukuba aninakuphika nto kwabancinci. "

 

Kodwa ngubani onokuxela yonke into? Kuya kuthatha ixesha elide kakhulu!

Ndiphelelwa ngamazwi xa ndifuna ukuyichaza into endiyithethayo kuPhezukonke.

Ngaphezu koko, kum kubonakala ngathi kobu bubi bungaka

Asisebenzisi lwimi lufana neli hlabathi.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha, xa nditshona kwiNtando yobuThixo kwaye ubuze obukhulu buzibonakalisa engqondweni yam,

Yenza isangqa kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo e

-Ndiprinta "  Ndiyakuthanda  " kwidilesi yoBukhulu obuPhakamileyo, njengokungathi ndifuna ukuzalisa umoya   othi "Ndiyakuthanda"

ukunika imbuyekezo yothando kuLuthando oluPhakamileyo ngenxa yothando oluninzi lwezidalwa.

 

Emva koko   ndihamba phezu kwazo zonke iingcamango zezidalwa   , ndigxininisa   "ndiyakuthanda  " kubo.

 

Ndihlala ndibeka igama lam   elithi "Ndiyakuthanda  " kuyo yonke inkangeleko, yonke imilomo namagama onke  .

Ndigubungela   konke ukubetha kwentliziyo, wonke umsebenzi owenziweyo

kwaye   onke amanyathelo   am "  ndiyakuthanda  "   abhekiswa kuThixo wam.

 

Emva koko, sihla siye enzulwini yolwandle.

Ndibeka     u-"I love you" kuzo zonke iintlanzi ezijingayo kunye nakuwo onke amathontsi amanzi   .

 

Emva koko , ngokungathi uhlwayele "  ndiyakuthanda " kuyo yonke indawo  , intombazana encinci izimisa phambi koBunene obungcwele.

kwaye, ngokungathi uyamothusa, wathi:

 

"Mdali wam noBawo, uYesu wam kunye noThando lwam olungunaphakade, khangela: zonke izinto zikuxelela kuzo zonke izidalwa ezikuthandayo; naphi na apho zikhoyo" Ndiyakuthanda "zibhekiswa kuwe; Izulu nomhlaba zizele ngabo.

Uza kunika umntwana wakho iWill yakho kuphela

- yehla phakathi kwezidalwa,

-zazise,

- yenza uxolo nentando yomntu

yaye ngoxa esebenzisa igunya lakhe elisesikweni yaye ekwindawo yakhe yembeko, akukho sidalwa siya kuze senze ukuthanda kwakhe kwakhona, kodwa kusoloko kokwakho? "

 

Ngamanye amaxesha, xa nditshona kwintando kaThixo,   ndiyancwina ngenxa yazo zonke izikreqo ezenziwe kuThixo wam  ,

 

emva koko ndiphinda ndiqale ukhenketho lwam kwesi sikhewu sikhulu sokuzimanya kunye nazo zonke iintlungu ezifunyanwa nguYesu ngenxa yezono.

Ndenza ezi ntlungu zibe zezam kwaye ndiya   yonke indawo,

-kwezona ndawo zifihlakeleyo   nezifihlakeleyo,

- kwiindawo zoluntu,

- ngenxa yezenzo zonke ezingendawo zomntu, ukuncwina ngenxa yezono zonke.

 

Kum kubonakala ngathi ndifuna ukukhwaza kuyo yonke intshukumo yezidalwa:

Guquka, yiba nenceba!

 

Ukuze wonke umntu eve,   ndibhala umthandazo wam   kwindudumo yendudumo   ukuze intlungu yokukhubekisa uThixo wam ihlale ezintliziyweni zonke:

 

-inceba ngombane,

- inguquko ekuphepheni komoya;

- ukuguquka kunye nenceba kwisandi seentsimbi; ngokufutshane   inguquko nenceba kuyo yonke into  .

Ngoko ke

Ndibeka phambi koThixo wam inguquko yabo bonke  ,   Ndikhunga inceba kubo bonke.

 

Kwaye ndithi:

"Thixo omkhulu, yenza intando yakho yehle emhlabeni, ukuze isono singabi nandawo apho.

Yintando yomntu kuphela evelisa izikhubekiso ezininzi.

Oku kubonakala ngathi kukhukulise umhlaba wonke ngezono.

 

Ke ngoko ndiyakucela ntombazana yeWill yakho engafuni nto ngaphandle nje

- makwaziwa kwaye kuthandwe intando yakho, e

-olawula kuzo zonke iintliziyo. "

 

Ndikhumbula ukuba ngenye imini, xa ndandidibanisa kwiNtando yobuThixo,

Ndajonga esibhakabhakeni ngelo xesha kwakunetha imvula enkulu. Kwaye ndaziva ndonwabe kakhulu xa ndibona imvula inetha.

 

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela ngothando olungathethekiyo kunye nobubele:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

kula mathontsi amanzi uwabona esihla eZulwini yintando yam. Yehla ngokukhawuleza ngamanzi a

- ukuphelisa unxano lwezidalwa,

-bangena emathunjini abo, emithanjeni yabo;

- bahlaziye,

- bazise ukwanga kwam, sithandwa sam, kunye

- ukwakha ubomi babo.

 

Uyeza

-nkcenkceshela kwaye uchumise umhlaba;

-yenza ichume,

ukuze ivelise ukutya komntu.

 

Uzele ukwanelisa ezinye iintswelo ezininzi zezidalwa.

 

Intando yam ifuna ukuphila kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ukunika umntu ngamnye ubomi basezulwini nasemhlabeni.

 

Nangona kunjalo, nangona iphatha zonke izidalwa njengesidlo,

-konke kugcwele uthando,

akafumani ngqalelo yaneleyo kubo, uhlala engathi unolangazelelo.

 

Intombi yam, idibene neyam,

- kula manzi awela ezulwini, ukuthanda kwakho kuya kumpompoza;

- ibaleka yonke indawo ngeWill yam. Ungaze umshiye yedwa kwaye umnike umvuzo wothando lwakho egameni labo bonke. "

 

Uthe esitsho amehlo am ebemangalisekile ndingakwazi ukuwakrazula kule mvula.

Intando yam ibikhapha lamanzi ndakwazi nokubona kuwo izandla zika Yesu wam zanda ezisa amanzi kumntu wonke.

Ngubani onokuthi ndizive njani?

NguYesu kuphela, ongumbhali, onokutsho.

 

Ngubani onokuthi iindlela ezininzi zokuzidibanisa kweyona ntando iNgcwele   ?

 

Yonela ngoku. UYesu ufuna,

Uya kundinika amazwi kunye nobabalo lokuthetha ngakumbi, kwaye ndiya kuhlala ndibhala ngayo.

 

Ukulandela oku kungasentla, ndathi kuYesu wam:

"Ndixelele uthando,

Bubuphi obu buze buthi qatha engqondweni yam xa ndintywila kweyona Will yakho iNgcwele?

Kanti ngubani lo umncinci uphuma kum?

Kutheni eziva amandla angenakunqandwa amtsalela etroneni yakho ukuba abeke imisebenzi yakhe emincinci emadolweni angcwele ukuze agcobe kwi-Divinity? "

 

Konke ukulunga, uYesu wam othandekayo waphendula:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ukulambatha yintando yethu onayo,

kufanele ukuba izaliswe ngayo yonke imisebenzi ebinokwenziwa ukuba izidalwa bezihambelana nentando yethu.

 

Oku kungabi nanto okukhulu okumele intando yethu

yavela kuThixo wethu ukuze kulungelwe yonke indalo,

ngenjongo yokwenza bonke abantu kunye nezinto zonwabe.

 

Ngenxa yoko, zonke izidalwa kuya kufuneka zivale esi sikhewu.

- izenzo zabo e

-ukunikela intando yabo kuMdali wabo.

 

Ekubeni abazange benze njalo, nto leyo esisikhubekiso esikhulu kuthi, sinibizele kulo msebenzi ukhethekileyo.

ukuze asibuyisele oko sikutyala abanye.

 

Yiyo loo nto sikufumene

-uqale ugcwalise ngekhonkco elide lokubulela kwaye,

- ndiye ndakubuza ukuba uyafuna na ukuhlala kwiWill yethu.

 

Kwaye uvumile

-usixelela ewe kwaye

-ngokubophelela intando yakho kwitrone yethu, ngaphandle kokufuna ukuyibuyisela kwakhona. Kuba ukuthanda komntu kunye nentando kaThixo   ayinakuhlalisana.

 

Le ewe  ,   yintando   yakho, inxulumene ngokuqinileyo netrone yethu.

Yiyo loo   nto umphefumlo wakho, ukwimo yomntwana, utsaleleke kuBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo.

Kuba kukuthanda kwakho okukunye nathi okutsalayo njengemagnethi.

 

Kwaye wena, endaweni yokukhathazeka ngentando yakho,

uxakwe kukusithwala esibelekweni sakho

-konke okwazile ukukwenza kwintando yethu,

kwaye sibeke eyethu iNtando kuthi, njengoko

- elona xabiso likhulu esinokuhlawulwa kuthi e

- umvuzo esiwuthanda kakhulu.

Inyaniso yokuba awusayikucingela intando yakho kwaye yeyethu kuphela ehlala kuwe isenza sonwabe.

Izenzo zakho ezincinci ezifezekisiweyo kwintando yethu zisizisela ulonwabo kuyo yonke indalo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kubonakala ngathi yonke into iyasincumela kwaye iyasibhiyozela. Emva koko, ukubona ushiya itrone yethu

- ngaphandle kokunikela ingqalelo encinci kwintando yakho e

- ukuthwala iWill yethu kunye nawe kuluvuyo olukhulu kuthi.

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto ndikuxelela ngalo lonke ixesha:   "Yimamela iNtando yethu  ". Kuba kuninzi okwenziwa kuyo.

 

Okukhona usenza, kokukhona uya kusinika uvuyo olungakumbi.

Kwaye iNtando yethu iya kugalela imilambo kuwe nangaphandle kwakho. "

 

 

Emva kokuba umvumisi efunde into endiyibhalileyo ngaphambili malunga nendlela enditshona ngayo kwintando kaThixo,

akazange aneliseke waza wandicela ukuba ndiqhubeke ndibhala ngalo mbandela.

Ngenxa yokuthobela kunye nokoyika ukuba uYesu wam akonelisekanga ngokupheleleyo,

Ndiza kuqhubeka nokuqaphela kwam.

 

Ngamaxesha athile

- xa ndizidibanisa kwiNtando ePhakamileyo e

-ukuba oku kungabi nanto kukhulu kuzibonakalisa engqondweni yam, intombazana encinci iyaqhubeka nemijikelo yayo.

Enyukela phezulu kakhulu, uzabalazela ukubulela uThixo

kuba uthando lwakhe alubonisa kuzo zonke izidalwa zakhe.

 

Ufuna ukumzukisa njengoMdali wezinto zonke.

Ngaloo ndlela uhamba   phakathi kweenkwenkwezi   kwaye, kulo lonke ilitha lokukhanya, uchukumisa "  Ndiyakuthanda  "   kunye   "  nozuko kuMdali wam  ".

 

Kuyo yonke imisebe yelanga   eyehla emhlabeni, "  Ndiyakuthanda" kunye "nozuko  ". Kubukhulu   besibhakabhaka  , kuwo wonke umgama wenyathelo, "  Ndiyakuthanda" kunye "nozuko  ". Ekuvutheleni   kweentaka  , nasekuhambeni kwamaphiko azo;

"  uthando" kunye "nozuko   kuMdali wam".

 

Kwiintyatyambo   zengca   eziphuma emhlabeni,   kwiintyatyambo   ezivulekayo kunye nephunga labo elikhulayo,   "uthando" kunye "nozuko".

Ezincotsheni   zeentaba   nakwiintlambo   ,  "  uthando" kunye "nozuko".

 

Ufikelela   kuzo zonke iintliziyo   zezidalwa ngokungathi ufuna ukuzivalela. Kuko konke   uvakalisa esithi “Ndiyakuthanda” yaye “uzuko kuMdali wam  ”.

Ndinqwenela ukuba ngokukhala, intando kunye nokuvisisana,

zonke izinto   zithi: "  Uzuko nothando kuMdali wam  ".

 

Emva koko, ngokungathi wayehlanganise yonke into ukuze yonke into

-inika imbuyekezo yothando kuThixo e

emnika uzuko

kuba konke akwenzileyo kwindalo, ufika etroneni yakhe, athi kuye:

 

“Owu Mhlekazi uPhakamileyo noMdali wezinto zonke, lo mntwana uselula uza ezandleni zakho ukuze akuxelele ukuba yonke indalo, egameni lazo zonke   izidalwa, iyakubuyisela.

- ukubuya kothando kunye

-uzuko olulungileyo

ngenxa yokuba zininzi izinto ozidalele uthando lwabo bonke.

 

Ngentando yakho,

-isangqa kuyo yonke indawo kule ndawo ingenanto

- ukuze yonke into ikuzukise, ithande kwaye ikusikelele.

 

Kwaye ekubeni iye yadibana

-uthando phakathi koMdali nesidalwa, uthando olwaphulwa yintando yomntu -

-kunye nozuko wonke umntu analo kuwe,

yizisa intando yakho emhlabeni

ukuze womeleze lonke unxulumano phakathi koMdali nesidalwa.

 

Ngale ndlela, zonke izinto ziya kubuyela kumyalelo wokuqala osekwe nguwe. Yenzani ngokukhawuleza, musani ukulinda kwakhona: anikuboni na ukonakala kwehlabathi? Intando yakho kuphela - intando yakho eyaziwayo kunye nelawulayo -

inokunqanda le ngxabano kwaye ikhusele yonke into. "

 

Ngoko ke

-evakalelwa kukuba uthumo lwakhe alukapheli, wehla ngakumbi kwisithuba esikhulu

enkosi kuYesu ngomsebenzi wentlawulelo  . 

Ngokungathi ufumana konke akuzuzileyo esenzweni,

-ubulela egameni labo bonke,

-endaweni yazo zonke izenzo ebekufanele ukuba izidalwa zimnike zona zimlindile kwaye zimamkele emhlabeni.

 

Wandula ke, ngokungathi wayefuna ukuziguqula ngokupheleleyo ekuthandeni uYesu, wathi:

 

"Yesu,

Ndiyakuthanda   ngesenzo sakho sokuhla eZulwini,

Ndiprintela "  I love you  " kwisenzo owakhawulwa ngaso,

Ndiyakuthanda   kwithontsi lokuqala legazi elakheka kuBuntu bakho,   ndiyakuthanda kwisingqi   sakho sokuqala ukuze ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho yonke kuphawulwe ngu "  Ndiyakuthanda  ",

 

Ndikuthanda   ngomoya wakho wokuqala,

Ndiyakuthanda kwiimbandezelo   zakho zokuqala,

Ndikuthanda   kwiinyembezi zokuqala owaphalala esizalweni sikaMama wakho.

 

Ndifuna ukukhapha "  Ndiyakuthanda  " imithandazo yakho, imbuyekezo yakho neminikelo yakho,

Ndifuna ukutywina wonke umzuzu wobomi bakho ngo "  Ndiyakuthanda  ". Ndikuthanda   ngesenzo sokuzalwa kwakho,

Ndikuthanda   kwingqele owabandezeleka ngayo.

Ndikuthanda   kulo lonke ithontsi lobisi olufunyenwe kwisibeleko sikaMama wakho.

 

 Ndifuna ukugcwalisa amanabukeni umama wakho akusonge ngala wam   "Ndiyakuthanda ".

Ndibeke phantsi   "I love you  "

-emgangathweni apho uMama wakho othandekayo uye wakubeka ngobunono emkhumbini,

-apho amalungu akho athambileyo eve uburhabaxa bomququ kwaye, ngaphezu koku, uburhabaxa beentliziyo.

 

Ndiprinta   "I love you  " kwi

-ukubhadula kwakho ngakunye   ,

- nganye yomntwana wakho iinyembezi kunye neentlungu. Ndijonge phantsi   "I love you".

-kubo bonke oonxibelelwano kunye nabo bonke ubudlelwane bakho bothando noMama wakho,

- ngamazwi owathethileyo,

-ekutyeni owawusitya, amanyathelo owathathayo, amanzi owaselayo,

-emsebenzini owenze ngezandla zakho,

- kwizenzo ozenzileyo ebomini bakho obufihliweyo.

 

I seal yam   "I love you  ".

- ngasinye sezenzo zakho zangaphakathi e

- naziphi na iintlungu ozinyamezeleyo.

 

Ndibeke phantsi   "I love you  "

-kwiindlela ozihambileyo,

-emoyeni owuphefumlayo,

-kuko konke ukushumayela okwenzileyo ngexesha lobomi bakho basesidlangalaleni.

 

Yam "  ndiyakuthanda" hamba.

-ngemimangaliso oyenzileyo e

-kwiisakramente othe wazimisa.

 

Kuyo yonke into, owu Yesu wam, nakweyona micu iyimfihlo yeNtliziyo yakho, ndishicilela eyam into ethi "  Ndiyakuthanda  " egameni lam nasegameni labo bonke.

 

Intando yakho yenza zonke izinto zibonakale kum.

Andifuni kushiya nantoni na ngaphandle kwencwadi yam ethi "  I love you  " eprintiweyo kuyo.

 

Intombi yakho encinci yeNtando yakho iva imfuno,

-ukuba akukho nto anokuyenza kuwe,

-ukukumema ukuba ubeke kancinci "  ndiyakuthanda  " kuthi kuyo yonke into ondenzele yona nakubo bonke abantu.

 

"Ndiyakuthanda" wam kukulandela kuzo   zonke iimbandezelo zePasion yakho  ,

-kuwo onke amathe, ukudelela kunye

-ezithuko zabo kuwe.

 

Itywina lam  elithi "Ndiyakuthanda". 

- lonke ithontsi legazi oliphalazayo,

- yonke imivumbo oyifumeneyo,

- onke amanxeba afakwe emzimbeni wakho,

- onke ameva akuhlabayo entloko;

- zonke iintlungu zokubethelelwa kwakho emnqamlezweni,

-gama ngalinye owalibizayo emnqamlezweni.

 

Kuyo yonke into, de kube ngumphefumlo wakho wokugqibela, ndiprinta "  ndiyakuthanda  ". Ndifuna ukukujikeleza nge   "  I love you  " ubomi bakho bonke, zonke izenzo zakho.

Ndifuna ukuba uchukumise, ubone kwaye uzive   "  ndiyakuthanda  " wam ohlwayelwe kuyo yonke indawo. "  I love you  " wam soze ndikushiye.

Intando yakho bubomi bam "  ndiyakuthanda  ".

Ngaba uyayazi ukuba ifuna ntoni le ntombazana?

Ngamana iNtando yobuThixo oyithanda kakhulu kwaye uyenze kubo bonke ubomi bakho basemhlabeni

-zazise kuzo zonke izidalwa,

- ukuze bonke bamthande kwaye bamqonde emhlabeni njengasezulwini.

 

Ufuna ukukoyisa ngothando lwakhe ukuze unike intando yakho kuzo zonke izidalwa.

Owu! yenza lo mncinci ujabule ongafuni nto ngaphandle kwento oyifunayo: ukuba intando yakho yaziwe kwaye ilawule umhlaba wonke. "

 

Ngoku, ndiyakholelwa ukuba ukuthobela kuye kwaphawulwa, ukuze kuthiwe.

Kuyinyani ukuba kuye kwafuneka ndishiye izinto ezininzi; kungenjalo ngendingazange ndigqibe.

 

Kum, ukudibanisa kwiNtando ePhakamileyo kufana nokuzibeka   phambi komthombo oqukuqelayo  .

 

Yonke into encinci endiyivayo okanye endiyibonayo, okanye isikhubekiso kuYesu wam,

lithuba elitsha lokuhlangana kwintando yakhe eNgcwele.

Ndifuna ukuqukumbela ngokubhala oko uYesu wandixelela kona njengesiphumo soku kungasentla: Ntombi yam,

kuya kufuneka wongeze enye into malunga nokudityaniswa kwiWill yam.

Ngumbuzo   wokudibanisa kucwangco lobabalo

kuko konke uMngcwalisi, uMoya oyiNgcwele, akwenzileyo naza kukwenzela   abo baza kungcwaliswa.

 

Thina, baBantu abathathu abaNgcwele, sihlala simanyene kwisenzo sethu.

Indalo ibalelwa kuYise, intlawulelo kuNyana e

ukuqonda "intando yakho" makwenziwe kuMoya oyiNgcwele.

Imalunga naye xa ufika phambi koBungangamsha obuPhakamileyo kwaye uthi: "Ndize kukubuyisela uthando lwakho.

kuba konke akwenzayo uMngcwalisi kwabo ubangcwalisayo.

 

Ndizibeke kucwangco lobabalo ukuze ndikwazi ukuyenza

-  akunike uzuko nembuyekezo yothando   obuya kulufumana

ukuba bonke babengabangcwele.

- kwaye wenze izilungiso  kuyo    nayiphi na inkcaso okanye ukungabikho kwembalelwano kubabalo ”.

 

Kwaye, kangangoko unako ukwenza oko,

sifune kwintando yethu   izenzo zoMoya ongcwalisayo

ukubamba

- intlungu yakhe, imfihlo yakhe iyancwina kwaye

- uncwino lwakhe uncwina emazantsi entliziyo ngenxa yokuba apho wamkelwa kakubi.

 

Umsebenzi wakhe osisiseko kukubeka intando yethu emphefumlweni

njengesenzo esipheleleyo sokungcwaliswa.

Emva koko,   ezibona engamkelekanga, wagcuma ngezimbonono ezingathethekiyo.

 

Kwaye wena, ngobulula bakho bomntwana, uthi kuye:

 

Moya ongcwalisayo, khawuleza   , yazisa yonke  intando yakho

ukuze, ngokumazi,

umthande kwaye wamkele isenzo sakho esisisiseko kubo,

Ukungcwaliswa kwabo   okupheleleyo,   okuyintando   yakho engcwele kakhulu  .

 

Intombazana yakho

abaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele abahlulwa kwaye bahlukile.

Bafuna ukuyibonakalalisa le nto imisebenzi yabo kwizizukulwana zabantu.

 

Nangona bebanye, wonke umntu ufuna ukubonisa ngabanye

- uthando lwakhe ngezidalwa kunye

- isenzo sakho kubo. "

 

 

Ndacinga ukuba ndiphantse ndakhalaza kuYesu wam onobubele ofika ngamanye amaxesha andibandezele phambi komvumayo endenza ndingakwazi ukuyinqanda le meko yokubandezeleka nokubhideka.

 

Ndithi kuYesu:

"Sthandwa,

ibilixesha layizolo ngokuhlwa kwaye iselixesha lanamhlanje lokuza ukuzondisokolisa, kodwa, ngalo mzuzu, njengoko u-confessor ekhona, mandikhulule. Uze wenze kum njengoko unqwenelayo: ndiya kuba sesandleni sakho ngokupheleleyo. "

Kodwa ke ndafumana ndamxelela oku: Ndibanjwe ngamandla angenakunqandwa.

Kwaye ndaziva ndikwimo engathi ndiza kufa.

Ndakhalaza kuYesu ndambongoza ukuba angakuvumeli oko. Enkosi,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuba ndiyamvumela, kungenxa yokuqina kovumayo ukuba angayeki ukuthandaza kum

ukuze ndikuvise ubunzima ngenxa yozuko lwam nangenxa yokwanelisa   ubulungisa bam.

 

Ukuba andizange,

-Ndingaba ndihlazekile kuwe kwaye

Iinyani endizibonakalise kuwe malunga neWill yam kunye nezinye izinto ezilungileyo ziya kubuzwa.

 

Omnye unokuthi:

"Kuphi ukuthobela kwexhoba, lowo kufuneka athobele ngendlela yendalo ngokupheleleyo?" Ke nina nithanda ukundihlazisa, ukuze ningakholwa ukuba ndim lo uthetha, ndisenza phakathi kwenu;

 

Kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba,

ukukuphathisa ngomsebenzi weNtando yam,

- nangona ayikukhululanga kwisono sokuqala

- njengoko ndenza kuMama wam othandekayo,

Ke mna, ndiwuthabathile kuwe umthombo wenkanuko nokonakala;

kuba ngekwakungekho lula ukuba iWill yam yenzeke ngendlela ekhohlakeleyo nentando yam.

 

Bekuya kuba ngamafu phambi kwelanga leWill yam. Nemitha yolwazi lwakhe

- ayikwazanga ukungena kuwe kwaye

-Thatha umphefumlo wakho.

 

Kuba intando yam ikuwe,

-lonke iZulu, iNtombi Enyulu,

-bonke abangcwele kunye neengelosi zonke

banxulunyaniswa nawe, kuba intando yam ibubomi babo.

 

Xa uthandabuza, nokuba kuncinci, okanye uzibuze ukuba kufuneka ujoyine okanye hayi,

Izulu nehlabathi liya kugungqiswa kwiziseko zazo;

ngokuba le Will, ibubomi bomntu wonke, efuna ukulawula kuni njengaseZulwini, ayinakho kuni.

-ulawulo lwakhe olupheleleyo,

- imbeko yakhe nje.

 

Ke ndikucebisa ukuba ungaphindi unike ubomi kwintando yakho ukuba uyafuna

- wanga uYesu wakho angazukiswa kuwe kwaye

- yanga iNtando yam ingaqhubeka nolawulo lwayo lonke kuwe.

 

Ndandisoyika ukubona ububi obukhulu endandibenza.

-ukundibuza ngokulula ukuba ngaba ndifanele ndibambelele kwinto uYesu ayifunayo kum,

-nokuba ndihlala ndiphela ndinikezela.

 

Bekuya kwenzeka ntoni ukuba - engazange yenzeke - andizange ndiyeke?

Ndaziva ndinomsindo kakhulu ngalo mbono.

UYesu wam olungileyo, ebona intlungu yam, wabuya waza wandixelela:

“Ntombi yam, khalipha, musa ukoyika.

Ndikucacisele ukuba lonke iZulu lincanyathiselwe njani kwiWill yam elawula kuwe ukukukhuthaza ukuba ungaze unikezele kwintando yakho.

ngenxa yokuba ukuthanda kukaThixo kunye nentando yabantu ziintshaba ezifungelweyo.

 

Kwaye ekubeni iNtando yobuThixo yeyona inamandla, ingcwele kwaye inkulu, ifanelekile ukuba utshaba lwayo, intando yomntu,

-okanye phantsi kweenyawo zakhe kwaye

- isebenza njengenyathelo.

 

Ngapha koko, umntu ekufuneka ephila kwintando yam kufuneka angazigqali njengommi womhlaba, kodwa engummi waseZulwini.

Kungesizathu esilungileyo ukuba yonke imiphefumlo esikelelekileyo izive ishukunyisiwe

xa umphefumlo uhlala kwi   -Will yabo

ecinga ngokwenza ukuthanda kwakhe komntu kuphinde kuvele, isiphithiphithi esingazange singene kwimimandla yasezulwini.

 

Kuya kufuneka uqiniseke ukuba ukuba uhlala kwi-Will yam, ubomi bentando yakho bugqityiwe. Ayisekho raison d'être.

Ndiyakukhumbuza ukuba ukuhlala kwiWill yam kwahluke kakhulu:

- abo benza iNtando yam bakhululekile ukuba banike ezabo kwaye bazibuyisele kuba bahlala njengabemi basemhlabeni.

 

Kodwa nabani na ohlala kwintando yam ubotshelelwe kwindawo engunaphakade,

usebenza ngeNtando yam kwaye ujikelezwe yinqaba engenakoyiswa. Ngoko ke, musani ukoyika nize ninikele ingqalelo”.

Emva koko, ngokungathi ufuna ukundithuthuzela kwaye andiqinise kwintando yakhe engcwele,

wabamba isandla sam esandleni sakhe wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam,   yiza wenze ithuba lakho kwiWill yam.

 

Jonga, nangona iWill yam inye, iyajikeleza

-njengokungathi lwahlulelwe kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ayahlukananga.

Jonga iinkwenkwezi, isibhakabhaka esiluhlaza, ilanga, inyanga, izityalo, iintyatyambo, iziqhamo, amasimi, umhlaba, ulwandle, yonke into:

- kuyo yonke into sisenzo seNtando yam, kwaye

- iWill yam ihlala ikhona ukugcina esi senzo.

 

Intando yam ayifuni ukuba ndedwa kwimisebenzi yayo, kodwa ifuna inkampani yemisebenzi yakho.

 

Ndikubeke kwiWill yam ukuze undikhaphe kwizenzo zam,

oko kukuthi, ungafuna le nto ndiyifunayo:

 

-ukuba iinkwenkwezi zikhanye,

- ukuba ilanga likhukulise umhlaba ngokukhanya,

-ukuba izityalo ziqanduselwe;

-ukuba amasimi ajika abe yigolide,

-ukuba iintaka ziyacula,

- ukuba ulwandle luyahlebeza,

-ukuba intlanzi iyancwina.

Ngamafutshane, kufuneka ufune le nto ndiyifunayo.

 

Ngoko, iNtando yam

akasayi kuphinda azive elilolo kwizinto ezidaliweyo. Kodwa uya kuziva inkampani yezenzo zakho.

 

Ngokulandelayo

-ndwendwela yonke into edaliweyo e

- thatha isenzo ngasinye seWill yam.

 

Nabu ubomi kwintando yam:

- ungaze umshiye uMdali yedwa,

- Ndijonge yonke imisebenzi yakhe

- ihamba kunye nezenzo zakhe ezinkulu kunye nezenzo ezincinci zesidalwa. "

 

Andazi ukuba njani, kodwa

Ndazibona ndikwesi sikhewu sikhulu   soKhanya

fumana zonke izenzo eziye zaphuma kwintando kaThixo ukuze   babeke umvuzo kubo

- yezenzo zam zokunqula, indumiso, uthando kunye nokubulela. Emva koko ndawuhlaziya umzimba wam.

 

 

Ndaziva ndicinezelekile ngenxa yokulahlekelwa nguYesu wam othandekayo.

Ndimbize ngentliziyo, ilizwi lam neengcinga zam, ngenxa yokumhlutha kwam, bezisebenza kakhulu.

 

Ndoda! bungakanani ubusuku ngaphandle koYesu

Kunoko, xa ndikunye naye, zigeleza okomzuzwana nje!

 

Ndithe:

"Sthandwa sam, yiza ungandishiyi, ndimncinci kakhulu, ndiyakufuna. Uyayazi ukuba ubuncinci bam abunakwenza ngaphandle kwakho!

Ukanti uyandishiya!

Ah! buya, buya, oh Yesu! "

 

Ngeli xesha, Wazibonakalisa ekwimo yomntwana omncinci. Wabeka ingalo yakhe entanyeni yam kwaye, ngentloko yakhe,

Yabetha embindini wesifuba sam ngokuphindaphindiweyo kangangokuba yayingathi iza kwaphuka.

 

Ndiye ndoyika ndaqala ukungcangcazela. Ngelizwi eliphakamileyo nelipholileyo,   wathi kum  :

 

Ntombi yam ungoyiki ndim, andikushiyi, bendizokushiya njani?

 

Ubomi kwiNtando yam benza umphefumlo wahlukane nam.

 

Ubomi bam buphezu kwakhe kunomphefumlo womzimba. Njani,   ngaphandle komphefumlo wayo  , umzimba uba luthuli kuba awunabo   ubomi   obuxhasayo.

Ke,   ngaphandle kobomi bam kuwe  ,

- ubuya kuba ungenanto kuzo zonke izenzo zeNtando yam eziphunyezwe kuwe

Kwaye awusayi kuliva ilizwi lam ezinzulwini zomphefumlo wakho likusebezela ukuba ungawufeza njani umsebenzi wakho kwiWill yam.

 

Ukuba kukho iLizwi lam kuwe, kukho uBomi bam obukhupha eli lizwi. Hayi indlela ekulula ngayo kuwe ukucinga ukuba ndingakushiya! Andikwazi ukuyenza   .

Kufuneka uqale uyishiye iWill yam qha ke ungakholelwa ukuba ndikushiyile. Kodwa kuya kuba nzima, ukuba akunakwenzeka, ukuba uyishiye iWill yam.

 

Uphantse ukwimeko yabasikelelweyo eZulwini. Abakhange baphulukane nenkululeko yabo yokuzikhethela.

Kuba sisipho endasipha umntu

Kwaye oko ndakha ndakunika, andizange ndibuyise.

 

Ubukhoboka abuzange bufumane indawo yabo eZulwini. Mna ndinguThixo woonyana neentombi, hayi amakhoboka.

Ndim uKumkani olawula wonke umntu, akukho kwahluka phakathi kwam nabo.

 

Kuzo ulwazi lwempahla yam, ngentando yam kunye nolonwabo lwam

-inkulu kakhulu

ezizaliswe bubudenge, zide ziphuphume, ukuze ukuthanda kwazo kungabi nandawo yakwenza.

 

Nangona bekhululekile,

ulwazi lweWill engapheliyo kunye nempahla engapheliyo

-apho bantywiliselwa kuyo

Bakhokele ngamandla angenakunqandwa ukuba basebenzise ukuthanda kwabo

- ngokungathi babengenayo, oku kuhambelana ngokugqibeleleyo nentando yabo kwaye bayithathele ingqalelo

elona lungelo likhulu   e

ulonwabo lwabo olukhulu   .

 

Kunjalo nakuwe,   ntombi yam.

Ukukwazisa ngentando yam lolona babalo likhulu endikunike lona  . Nangona ukhululekile ukwenza intando yakho okanye hayi,

phambi kwam, umyolelo wakho uziva ungenakusebenza, uziva ubhangisiwe.

 

Ukwazi okulungileyo okukhulu okuyintando yam, uyakwenyanya okwakho.

Ngaphandle kwakhe nabani na ukunyanzela ukuba uyenze, uyathanda ukwenza intando yam ngokulunga okukhulu okufumana kuyo.

Ulwazi oluninzi endinazise ngalo malunga neWill yam

- ubudlelwane noThixo,

- amatyathanga angunaphakade akubophelela kwintando yam.

 

Ezi zizinto zasezulwini oziphetheyo. Ukuba, nakobu bomi, intando yakho iyazama

-ukukhupha la matyathanga angunaphakade,

-ukuqhawula ezi zibopho zikaThixo,

-alahlekelwe zezi zinto zingcwele,

nangona ekhululekile, akayifumani indlela yokuyenza, uyabhideka,

ubona ubuncinci bayo kwaye,

- uloyiko, uzifaka kwintando yam

into eyeyakhe ngothando oluzenzekela ngakumbi.

 

Ulwazi ngepropati luvula umnyango waloo propati. Ndikunike ulwazi oluninzi malunga neWill yam,

Ndivule iingcango ezininzi zeempahla, ukukhanya, iinceba kunye nokuthatha inxaxheba kobuthixo.

 

Ezi ngcango zivuliwe kuwe, kwaye xa olu lwazi lufikelela kwizidalwa, ezi ngcango ziyakuvulela nazo.

Kuba ukwazi okulungileyo kubangela ukuba uthando lokulungileyo luzalwe luze lukhule.

 

Kwaye umnyango wokuqala endiza kubavulela wona iya kuba ngowoMyolelo wam, ukuze ucango oluncinci lwentando yabo luvalwe.

Intando yam iya kubenza bacekiseke kubo

Kuba,   phambi koMyolelo wam, intando yomntu ayikwazi ukwenza.

 

Ngokukhanya kwentando yam, izidalwa ziya kubona ukuba zinjani na.

-ngabalulekanga e

-coca ukuya ku-zero.

Ngenxa yoko, baya kuyibeka ecaleni.

 

Ufanele ukwazi oko

-Xa ndibonakalisa kuwe ulwazi olutsha lwentando yam,

kuphela emva kokuba uvumele zonke iimpahla ezihamba nayo ukuba zingene emphefumlweni wakho ukuba ndivule omnye umnyango wolwazi lwam.

 

Ukuba awukwenzi oko, lo mntu usazana naye uya kuba sisibhengezo sento entsha, ngaphandle kokuba uyithathe.

Ngalo lonke ixesha ndithetha, ndifuna ukuba izinto ezilungileyo endizibonakalisileyo zibe zezabo. Ngokulandelayo

-mamela ekufundeni iNtando yam,

-ukuze ndikuvulele iingcango ezininzi zolwazi e

-ukuba ukwazi ukungena ngakumbi kwizinto ezingcwele. "

 

Njengoko ndidibanisa ngendlela yam yesiqhelo kwiNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele,

Ndicinge:

"Iphi iNkosi yethu eyenze ngakumbi kwizidalwa? Ekudalweni, kwintlawulelo okanye ekungcwalisweni?"

Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kum, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wandenza ndabona   yonke indalo  .

 

Onjani wona ukuthobeka! Obunjani bona ubuhle! Enjani yona imvisiswano! Onjani wona umyalelo!

Akukho ndawo ezulwini nasemhlabeni

apho uThixo engazange adale into ekhethekileyo neyahlukileyo.

Wakwenza ngobuchule kangangokuba, xa kuthelekiswa neyona nto incinane idalwe nguThixo,

izazinzulu ezinkulu zivakalelwa kukuba yonke isayensi kunye nobugcisa babo abuyonto kwaphela,

Izinto ezidalwe nguThixo zizaliswe bubomi yaye zishukuma.

 

Owu! njengoko kuyinyani ukuba ukujonga kwindalo yonke kunye

-abamazi uThixo,

- ungayithandi kwaye

-Ukungakholwa kuye bubugeza obunyulu!

Izinto ezidaliweyo zifana nezigqubuthelo azifihlayo uThixo. Izibonakalisa kuthi igqutyuthelwe ngolo hlobo

Ngenxa yokuba, kwinyama yethu efayo, asikwazi ukuyibona ngokuthe ngqo.

 

Uthando analo ngathi lukhulu  kangangokuba  lusithintela ukuba singabikho

- emfamekiswe kukuKhanya kwakhe,

-ethuswa ngamandla akhe,

- uhlazekile ngenxa yobuhle bayo,

- ibhujiswe phambi kobukhulu bayo,

Igutyungelwe ngoncedo lwendalo;

nangona ehlala phakathi kwethu kwaye esenza ukuba sidade ebomini bakhe.

Thixo wam, indlela owasithanda ngayo, nendlela osithanda ngayo!

Emva kokundibonisa indalo iphela ngolu hlobo,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

 

Intombazana yakho

yonke into yafezekiswa kwiNdalo  .

 

Kuyo, ubuThixo

- ubonakalise ngokupheleleyo ubungangamsha bakhe, amandla nobulumko bakhe, kwaye

- wabonisa uthando lwakhe ngezidalwa.

 

Akukho sizathu eZulwini, emhlabeni okanye kwizinto ezidaliweyo, apho ukugqibelela kwemisebenzi yethu kungabonakali.

Akukho nto iphunyeziweyo ngesiqingatha.

 

Kwindalo,

-UThixo wayenzela indalo yonke imisebenzi yakhe;

-Wayethanda ngothando olupheleleyo kwaye

- Yenza imisebenzi epheleleyo.

Wayengenanto yokongeza okanye yokususa.

 

Wenza yonke into ngokugqibeleleyo.

Akayazi indlela yokwenza izinto zingaphelelanga.

 

Uthando olwahlukileyo nolupheleleyo lwesidalwa ngasinye lubekwe kuyo yonke into edaliweyo.

 

Intlawulelo

yayingeyonto ngaphandle   kokubuyekeza ububi obenziwa zizidalwa

Akazange wongeze nto kumsebenzi weNdalo.

 

Ukungcwaliswa

asiyonto ngaphandle koncedo, ubabalo nokukhanya

- loo mntu ubuyela kwimo yantlandlolo awayedalwe ekuyo;

-ezalisekisa injongo eyadalwa ngayo.

 

Enyanisweni   , kwiNdalo  , ngenxa yentando yam, ubungcwele bomntu buphelele. Kungenxa yokuba yavela kwisenzo esipheleleyo sikaThixo.

Indoda ibingcwele kwaye yonwabile emphefumlweni wayo  .

Kuba iThanda lam lalibonakalise kuye ubungcwele boMdali wakhe. Ngokufanayo,   wayengcwele kwaye evuya emzimbeni wakhe  .

 

Ah! Ntombi yam, nangona intlawulelo kunye nomsebenzi wobuNgcwalisa, ubungcwele emntwini abuphelelanga, ukuba abukho.

Oku kuthetha ukuba ukuba indoda ayibuyeli ngasemva

-ukwamkela intando yam njengobomi, umthetho kunye nokutya, ukuhlanjululwa, ukunyuswa kunye nokwahlulwa.

 

Oko kukuthi,   ukuba ayihambelani nesenzo sokuqala seNdalo

-ukuthatha intando yam njengelifa elabelwe nguThixo,

imisebenzi yeNtlawulelo neyokungcwaliswa ayisayi kuba nemiphumo yayo epheleleyo.

 

Yonke into ikwiWill yam  .

Ukuba umntu uyayithatha, uthabatha yonke into  .

 

Intando yam yinqaku elinye

-kuquka zonke iimpahla zokuKhululwa kunye nokuNgcwalisa.

 

Ngapha koko   , kumntu ohlala kwintando yam  ,

-kuba izalisekisa eyona njongo iphambili yeNdalo,

ezi Mpahla

-yisebenze, kungekhona njengeyeza, njengabo bangahlali kwintando yam, kodwa

ziluzuko nelifa elikhethekileyo kuye;

eziswe emhlabeni ngentando kaBawo oseZulwini ngeLizwi eliMnyama.

 

Ukuza emhlabeni, isenzo sam sokuqala sasichanekileyo

-   ukwazisa iNtando kaBawo

injongo

-ukuyincamathisela kwizidalwa.

 

Iimbandezelo zam, ukuthotywa endikuvileyo,

babubomi bam obufihliweyo kunye nobukhulu beentlungu zomphefumlo wam

- amayeza,

-inkxaso,

-ukukhanya

ukwenza intando yam yaziwe.

Kuba, ngaye, umntu akayi kusindiswa kuphela, kodwa abe ngcwele. Ngeentlupheko zam umntu ndimzisile;

Ngentando yam ndibuyisele kuye ubungcwele obulahlekileyo kwiParadesi yasemhlabeni.

 

Ukuba awuzange wenze njalo,

- uthando lwam kunye nomsebenzi wam ngengazange uphelele njengoko wawunjalo okwangoku

Indalo. Kuba yintando yethu kuphela enamandla okwenza into epheleleyo

- umsebenzi wethu kwizidalwa ngokunjalo

- umsebenzi wezidalwa kuthi.

 

Intando yam yenza umntu acinge ngendlela eyahlukileyo  . Kuyamvumela

-ukubona intando yam kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo,

-thetha nge-echo yayo,

-ukusebenza ngaphaya kwesigqubuthelo sakhe.

 

Ngamafutshane, kwiWill yam indoda yenza yonke into kwangoko ngokuhambelana Naye.Ngelixa ezinye izidima zisebenza kancinci kancinci.

 

Ngaphandle kwesenzo sokuqala seNtando yam,

Intlawulelo yam

- inceda ukuphilisa amanxeba anzulu omntu, ukuze angafi;

-kwaye usebenza njenge-antidote ukuze angaweli esihogweni.

 

Ke ngoko   yithathele entliziyweni iNtando yam

ukuba ufuna ngokwenene ukundithanda   kwaye   ube ngcwele  ".

 

 

Ndayiva ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo ibethelelwe kweyona ntando iNgcwele kaThixo.

Owu! indlela endandinqwenelela ngayo ukuba ndingatsho nokuba umoya, ukubetha kwentliziyo, intshukumo engaphandle kweNtando ePhakamileyo ingenzeki kum!

 

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba yonke into eyenzekayo ngaphandle kwentando kaThixo

-kukwenza ulahlekelwe bubuhle obutsha, ubabalo olutsha, ukukhanya okutsha,

-kwaye kusenza sahluke kuMdali wethu

Ngoxa uYesu efuna ukuba sibe njengoMdali wethu kuyo yonke into.

 

Yaye ngeyiphi enye indlela elunge ngakumbi esinokumxelisa ngayo ukuba asikuko ngokufumana kuthi ubomi boKuthanda kwakhe Okungcwele?

 

Isizisela iimpawu zobuso bukaBawo oseZulwini.

Kusenza sifikelele ngokupheleleyo usukelo lweNdalo.

Isingqongile ngendlela yokuba sihlale simhle yaye singcwele njengoko uThixo wasidalayo.

 

Usinika ubuhle obutsha, ukukhanya kunye nothando olufumaneka kuThixo kuphela.

 

Ngelixa umoya wam ulahlekile kwintando yanaphakade,   uYesu wam othandekayo  , endibambe kufutshane naye,   wandixelela   ngelizwi elishukumayo:

 

Intombazana yakho

abukho ububi obukhulu kunobo bokungayenzi iNtando yam, kwaye akukho nto ilungileyo inokuthelekiswa nokuyenza.

 

Akukho buhle bunokulingana nokufezekiswa koMyolelo wam.

Ukulunga okulahlekelwa ngumphefumlo ngokungawufezi akunakubuyiselwa. Kwaye kubuyela nje kuyo

- ngubani onokufumana unyango lobu bubi   kwaye

- ukuba iimpahla zinokubuyiselwa kuye

ukuba iWill yethu igqibe ekubeni siyinike isidalwa.

 

Kulilize ukukholwa kwezidalwa;

- ukusuka kwindawo yokujonga imisebenzi, iimpawu ezintle kunye nemibingelelo, banokwenza ngcono ngaphandle kwentando yam.

 

Ukuba ezi zinto azizalwanga ngentando yam kwaye zifeziwe ukuze zizalisekise,

abaqatshelwa ndim.

 

Enkosi, uncedo, ukukhanya, iimpahla kunye nomvuzo ofanelekileyo

bangamaqashiso abo benza ukuzalisekisa iNtando yam.

Intando yam ingunaphakade, ayinasiqalo kwaye ayinasiphelo. Ngubani onokuvavanya izenzo ezenziwe kuMyolelo wam,

Ngulowo ungenasiqalo nasiphelo?

 

Ezi zenzo zigcwele iimpahla ezingenamkhawulo, njengentando yam ngokwayo.

 

Ezinye izinto ezintle, imisebenzi kunye nemibingelelo eyenziwa ngaphandle kweWill yam

unesiqalo nesiphelo

Njengezinto ezinokonakala, nguwuphi umvuzo abanokuwufumana?

 

Umyolelo wam ulungelelanisa iimpawu zam.

 

Ukuba   amandla am   ayengenayo le ntando iNgcwele,

Bekuya kuzibonakalisa ngendlela ekhohlakeleyo kwabo bakhubekisa kakhulu.

Ukulinganisa amandla am, intando yam

kundenza ndiphalaze indumiso yam, ndikhuphela umsindo nokwaphuka.

 

Ukuba ibingeyiyo intando yam emnika ubomi obuhlala buhlaziywa,

Ubulumko bam bebungasayi   kubonisa ubugcisa nobugorha obungaka kwimisebenzi yakhe . Ubuhle bam   buya kuba luhlaza kwaye bungathandeki ukuba ubungaxhaswanga yintando yanaphakade.

Inceba yam   iya kuba buthathaka ukuba ibingalinganiswanga yiWill yam.

 

Kwaye kunjalo nazo zonke ezinye iimpawu zam.

 

Ukulunga kwethu kobawo kuvakalelwa kukuba sizithanda kakhulu izidalwa

oko kuseka ibhalansi kwindoda ehlala kwiWill yethu.

 

Ekubeni umntu evela kwiNtando ePhakamileyo, kwakufanelekile ukuba Lowo

- yenza ubomi kwaye ilungelelanise yonke into eyinkxalabo e

- umnika ukufana noMdali wakhe.

 

Isidima esikhulu, ubungangamsha obukhulu kunye nocwangco   yayiza kuba lilungelo lakhe.

ukuze afane noMdali wakhe.

Unobangela womsebenzi omninzi, mhlawumbi ulungile,

-apho ibhalansi kunye nolandelelwano lungabonakali, lufunyenwe

- ngokusilela ukuzalisekisa iNtando yam.

 

Kunokuba ibangele ukuba abantu banconywe, le misebenzi iyadanisa.

Endaweni yokusasaza ukukhanya, zenza ubumnyama.

 

Okuhle  kuvela kwiWill yam. Ngaphandle kwaKhe, izenzo zilungile kuphela ngembonakalo. Andiphili ndingathethi

-ezinetyhefu kwaye

-ezityhefa abo bazenzayo. "



 

Ndadibana neNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele ngendlela yam yesiqhelo. Xa kwathi qatha ukuba lilize kwamaSS kwafika engqondweni yam. Intando kaThixo,

Ndicinge:

 

“Ingenzeka njani into yokuba esi sikhewu singavalwa

ngezenzo zoluntu ezenziwa kuThando oluthandekayo lukaThixo? Ukuze kwenzeke oku,

yonke imiqobo yokuthanda komntu imele ishenxiswe

Ekubeni basithintela ekungeneni ekungeneni kulo mmandla wanaphakade kunye nesibhakabhaka weNtando ePhakamileyo apho, kubonakala ngathi, uThixo ulindele ezi zenzo,

ukuze umntu abuyele kwimvelaphi yakhe ngokolandelelwano lweNdalo.

 

Noko ke, akukho nto intsha ibonwa kweli hlabathi kummandla wokulunga. Isono sikhona njengangaphambili, ukuba asikho ngaphezulu.

Siva okuninzi ngayo

-ukuvuka okuthile kwintsimi yenkolo,

-yeminye imisebenzi kwintsimi yamaKatolika. Kodwa oku kubonakala kuphela.

Ukuba sifika emazantsi ezinto, sibona ubungendawo obumbi ngakumbi kunangaphambili.

 

Inokuba ngequbuliso oko

umntu unika ukufa kuzo zonke izenzo ezibi, ukunika ubomi kuzo zonke izidima,

-kufunwa njani ukuhlala kwindawo yeNtando ePhakamileyo?

 

Ukuhlala apho, akukho kulalanisa kunokwenzeka. Asinakuphila sahlulelene phakathi kwesidima nobubi. Kuyimfuneko ukuncama yonke into ukuguqula yonke into kwi-Will   kuThixo.

 

Intando yabantu kunye nezinto zabantu

kufuneka kubekho kuphela ukuzalisekisa ukuthanda kukaThixo,

ukuze uThixo aphuhlise   ubomi bakhe kuthi.

 

Ngelixa ndandicamngca ngale nto kunye nezinye izinto,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela  :

"Intombazana yakho,

nantsi indlela eyakuba ngayo:

Isithuba esikhulu siya kuzaliswa zizenzo zezidalwa eziphunyeziweyo kuMyolelo wam.

Intando yam yavela esifubeni sanaphakade soBume obuPhakamileyo ukuze kulungelwe umntu.

Emva kokuba senze isenzo esilula sokugubungela umntu ngendlela yokuba angakwazi ukusibaleka, emva koko intando yethu yanda ngezenzo ezingenakubalwa zokuthi kuye:

"Uyabona,

Intando yam ayikugqubutheleli kuphela, kodwa ihlala ikulungele ukwenza, ukuyenza

-ukuzazisa kuwe e

-ukufumana ngokutshintshiselana ngezenzo ezifezekisiweyo kwintando yam ".

 

Zonke izinto zifumana impendulo.

Kungenjalo, kunokuthiwa azinamsebenzi yaye azinaxabiso.

 

Imbewu etyalwe   emhlabeni ngumhlwayeli ifuna ukubuya kwakhe, oko kukuthi ezinye iimbewu: ishumi, amashumi amabini, amashumi amathathu ngaphezulu.

Umthi otyalwe   ngumlimi ufuna ukubuya kwesizukulwana kunye nokwanda kweziqhamo. Amanzi   atsalwa kulo mthombo anika abo bawakhayo ukuba babuyele ekuqabuleni unxano kunye nethuba lokucoca nokuzihlamba.

Umlilo   obasweyo ubuyisela   ubushushu bawo.

 

Kunjalo ke   kuzo zonke izinto ezidalwe   nguThixo

zinamandla okuvelisa nokuvelisa ziyaphindaphindeka zinike imbuyekezo.

 

Yintando yethu kuphela ukuba,

- ngothando oluninzi kwaye

- ngenxa yokubonakaliswa kunye nezenzo ezininzi eziqhubekayo,

ibingenakuyifumana na imbuyekezo, ukuvumisa ngentando yabantu?

 

Imbewu yembewu ivelisa ezinye iziqhamo Isiqhamo sivelisa ezinye iziqhamo.

Umntu uvelisa amanye amadoda.

Utitshala uqeqesha abanye ootitshala.

 

Intando yethu kuphela, inamandla njengoko injalo, kufuneka ihlale yodwa,

- ngaphandle kokufumana imbuyekezo,

-Ngaphandle kokuveliswa kwintando yomntu?

"Hayi! Hayi! Ayinakwenzeka le nto!

 

Intando yethu iya kuba nembuyekezo

Iya kuba nesizukulwana sayo sobuthixo kwintando yomntu. Ngokukodwa kuba ihambelana nesenzo sethu sokuqala,

- ukuba zonke izinto zidalelwe ntoni:

Intando yethu iguqula kwaye ivuselele ukuthanda komntu kwintando kaThixo  .

 

Intando yethu ivela kuthi kwaye sifuna intando yomntu. Zonke ezinye izinto zafezwa ngokolandelelwano lwesibini ngoxa   olu sukelo lwamiselwa ngokolandelelwano lokuqala lweNdalo  .

 

Kusenokuthatha ixesha. Kodwa iinkulungwane azinakuphela ngaphandle kokuba intando yethu ifikelele usukelo lwayo.

 

Ukuba ufezekise injongo yakhe yokuvelisa izinto zesibini, uya kufezekisa ngakumbi injongo yakhe ngokubhekiselele kwinjongo yakhe ephambili.

 

Intando yethu ayinakuze isishiye esibelekweni

ukuba wayesazi ukuba akanakuze afezekise injongo yakhe ephambili:

kwanga umntu uya kwenziwa ngokutsha kwintando kaThixo.

 

Ngaba ucinga ukuba izinto ziya kuhlala zinje namhlanje?

 

Oh hayi!

Intando yam iya kususa yonke into

Iya kuhlwayela isiphithiphithi kuyo yonke indawo.

Zonke izinto ziya kuguqulwa. Zininzi izinto ezenzekayo

iimfazwe, iimvukelo, iingozi ezahlukahlukeneyo   ngandlel’ ithile

- ukuhlisa umntu,

-libhidekisa ikratshi lakhe e

-ukuyilahla kwisizukulwana seNtando yobuThixo kwintando yomntu.

 

Konke endikubonakalisileyo kuwe malunga neWill yam

iimfundiso, ukukhanya, ubabalo olukhethekileyo - nayo   yonke into oyenzayo   kuye

akukho wumbi ngaphandle

-ukulungiselela uhambo,

- ukusekwa kweendlela,

ukuze intando yam yenziwe ngentando yomntu.

 

Ukuba oko akwenzeki,

-Ngendingabonakalisanga nto zininzi kuwe, ndingakubonakalisi

-ngekhe ndikuncame ebhedini yakho ixesha elide kangaka

ukukugcina usenza iWill yam ngokuqhubekayo

- ukubeka kuwe iziseko zesizukulwana seNtando yam kweyakho.

Ngaba uyakholelwa ukuba akukho nto ndihlala ndikuwe?

- ndibeka imithandazo yam emlonyeni wakho kwaye

-ukwenza uzive iintlungu zam,

othi, emanyene nam, azuze zonke iintlobo

-amaxabiso,

-iziphumo kunye

-amandla?

 

Ngamafutshane,   ndikwinkqubo yokwenza imodeli,

oko kukuthi, umphefumlo wokuqala endiqhuba ngawo isizukulwana seNtando yam  .

 

Kamva, kuya kuba lula ukwenza iifaksi.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndihlala ndikuxelela ukuba "Lumka" Kuba kunjalo

-into ebaluleke kakhulu,

-yeyona nto ibalulekileyo ekhoyo eZulwini nasemhlabeni.

 

Yi le

-ukukhusela amalungelo eNtando yethu,

-ukubuyisela injongo yeNdalo,

- ukubuyisela kuthi uzuko lwazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo, e

- ukusivumela ukuba sisasaze zonke iinceba ukuba iNtando yethu yayicinga ukunika izidalwa ukuba zifezekise ukuthanda kwethu kuzo zonke izinto ».

 

 

Ndaziva ndicwile kwintando kaThixo Engcwele.Enditsalela kuye, uYesu wam omnandi uye wandanga wandiqinisa. Uye wathi   kum  :

 

Ntombi yam, hayi indlela entle yokuphumla kwam emphefumlweni

- apho iNtando yam ihlala khona kwaye ivumela ukuba ithandwe kwaye yenziwe ngokupheleleyo kuyo!

 

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba xa isidalwa siphefumla, siphefumla, senza okanye senza nantoni na,

yintando yam ephefumlayo, ibetha, inika ubomi kwimisebenzi yayo,

wenza ukuba igazi lakhe lijikeleze  , njl., ekubeni ekuye njengeZiko loBomi.

Kwaye njengoko le Will ifana nabantu abathathu abaNgcwele, bayaziva

- umoya wesi sidalwa,

-ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho,

- iintshukumo zakhe.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha intando yethu isenza isenzo,

- ukusuka kuthi ulonwabo olutsha kunye neentsikelelo ezintsha ziphuma. Ngokuvisisanisa yonke into kuBantu abaNgcwele, benza iilwandle zolonwabo olutsha oluthi

-ngena kwaye wonwabe bonke abasikelelweyo e

- akhokele iWill yethu ekwenzeni izenzo ezintsha, ukuze

-ukusonwabisa ngakumbi e

-ukwenza ulonwabo olutsha ngakumbi.

 

Umphefumlo owenza intando yethu ihlale kuye

ifikelela kwiindawo eziphakamileyo ezisikhokelela ekubeni sizihlaziye rhoqo

-Iintliziyo zethu,

-ukuhambelana kwethu e

- ulonwabo olungapheliyo lothando lwethu.

 

Intando yethu kwisidalwa imnandi, ithenda kwaye inobubele kuthi. Isinika imimangaliso.

Ibeka izinto zethu kwintshukumo ukusinika uzuko, uthando kunye nolonwabo.

 

Konke oku kwenzeka ngesidalwa

- owanika intando yethu ithuba lokuhlala kuyo.

 

Singathini ukungasithandi esi sidalwa sizalwa yintando yethu?

Intando yethu kuyo imenza abe nobubele, abe nenceba kwaye abe mhle emehlweni ethu

kangangokuba amalungelo ayo awabonwa nakwesiphi na esinye isidalwa.

 

Ngumsebenzi owenziwe nguMyolelo wethu ngobuchule obunjalo

- lithembisa lonke izulu,

- ithandwa ngumntu wonke, ngakumbi nguBathathu Emnye.

 

Ndithe xa ndisitsho, wandikhama wandiqinisa, wandenza ndabeka umlomo wam entliziyweni, wongeza wathi:

"Nawe, sela ulonwabo lwethu ngeesips ezinkulu, waneliseke kangangoko ufuna."



 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Lonke ububele nothando, uYesu wam othandekayo weza kumphefumlo wam ohluphekayo. Ebesecaleni kwam wandijonga ngathi ufuna ukundixelela izinto ezininzi.

 

Wayefuna ukwandisa ubukrelekrele bam

ukuze ndifumane kwaye ndiyiqonde into awayefuna ukundixelela yona. Yathi saa phezu komntu wam wonke, indifihla phantsi kwakhe.

Wabugquma ubuso bam ngeyakhe, izandla zam neenyawo zam ngeyakhe.

 

Ebebonakala ekhathazekile ngokundigquma nokuzifihla phantsi kwakhe ukuze kungabonakali nto ngaphandle kwam.

Owu! hayi indlela endandonwabe ngayo, ndigutyungelwe ndaza ndafihlwa nguYesu!

 

Bendingaboni nto ngaphandle koYesu yonke into ibimkile kum.

Uvuyo nolonwabo lobukho bakhe obuthambileyo, njengekhubalo, lwalubuyele ebomini bam kwintliziyo ehluphekayo.

Intlungu yandishiya ndingasayikhumbuli intsokolo yakhe eyandibangela ndingcungcutheka. Owu! Kulula kangakanani ukulibala yonke into xa ukunye noYesu  !

 

Emva kokuba bendifihle konke kwaye ndifihlakele kuye kangangexesha elithile.

- kangangokuba ndacinga ukuba akanakuze andishiye,

Ndamva ebiza iingelosi nabangcwele ukuba beze kubona

-wandenza ntoni kanti

-indlela awayendigqume ngayo ngoMntu wakhe othandekayo.

 

Emva koko wabelana nam ngokubandezeleka kwakhe kwaye ndamyeka enze unothanda.

Nangona ndandiziva ndisonganyelwa kukubandezeleka kwakhe,

Ndandonwabile kwaye ndafumana uvuyo olunikelwa yintando kaThixo xa umphefumlo, nokuba usentlungwini, unikezela kuyo.

 

Emva kokuba endibandezele,   wathi kum:  “Ntombi yam,

Intando yam ifuna ukuzinikela ngakumbi nangakumbi kuwe.

Ukuze azinikele ngakumbi, ufuna ukuqondwa ngcono.

Kwaye ukwenza oko akubonisa kona kuzinze ngakumbi, kukhuselekile kwaye kuxatyiswe ngakumbi,

Ikunika ukubandezeleka okutsha ukuyenza

-ukulahla izinto ezingcono kunawe e

-Lungisa indawo engenanto kuwe ukufaka iinyaniso zayo.

 

Ikwazisa kumngcelele obekekileyo wokubandezeleka ngenjongo

-ukuqinisekisa ngomphefumlo wakho,

-ukwazi ukumthemba.

 

Iminyango isoloko ivulwa ngokubandezeleka kunye neminqamlezo

-iziganeko ezintsha,

-izifundo ezitsha eziyimfihlo,

- izipho ezinkulu.

 

Ngapha koko, ukuba umphefumlo unyamezele ukubandezeleka kwam kunye neNtando yam ebuhlungu, uya kuba nako ukufumana iNtando yam yolonwabo kunye

iya kufumana ubukrelekrele bokuqonda izifundo ezitsha zeWill yam.

 

Ukubandezeleka kuya kumenza afumane ulwimi lwasezulwini

- kumenza akwazi ukuphinda izifundo ezitsha azifundileyo.

 

Ukuva oku, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu wam kunye noBomi bam, kubonakala kum ukuba idini elipheleleyo liyimfuneko ukuzalisekisa iNtando yakho kwaye uphile kuyo.

Ekuboneni kokuqala kubonakala ngathi akukho nto, kodwa ekusebenzeni kubonakala kunzima. Musa ukunika intando yakho umoya olula,

nakwizinto ezingcwele.

kokulungileyo   ngokwayo,

kubonakala kubuhlungu kakhulu kwindalo yomntu.

 

Imiphefumlo inokuza

ukuhlala kwiNtando yakho kwidini elipheleleyo layo yonke into? "

 

UYesu waphinda wathi  : “Ntombi yam,

konke kusekuqondweni

-yokulunga okukhulu okuza kumphefumlo owenza intando yam,

- yale Intando kuba ngubani na ofuna eli dini, kwaye

- yokuba yintoni le Will engenako ukuyamkela ukuze uphile ngentando ephantsi, encinci kunye nesiphelo.

 

Ufuna ukwenza izenzo zomphefumlo ofuna ukuhlala kunaphakade wakhe, ongenasiphelo kunye nobuthixo.

Yaye inokukwenza njani oko?

- ukuba umphefumlo ufuna ukubeka umoya wokuthanda kwawo kuwo,

Nangenxa yento engcwele, njengoko utshoyo?

 

Intando yomntu isikelwe umda,

ubomi balo mphefumlo kwiWill yam abusayi kuba yinyani, kodwa yindlela yokuthetha.

 

Endaweni yoko Intando yam ifuna ulawulo olupheleleyo. Kwaye kufanelekile ukuba i-athomu encinci yentando yomntu

yoyisiwe   kwaye

ilahlekelwa ngumsebenzi wayo kwiWill yam   .

 

Unokuthini ukuba ikhandlela elincinci, umdlalo okanye i-spark

- Ndandifuna ukuya embindini welanga

uhlale apho kwaye wenze intsimi yayo yokukhanya kunye nesenzo?

 

Ukuba ilanga belinokuqiqa, beliya kucaphuka yaye ukukhanya kwalo nobushushu balo bekuya kusitshabalalisa eso sibane sincinane, eso sibane okanye loo ntlantsi.

 

Kwaye uya kuba ngowokuqala ukuhlekisa ngaye, ugxeka ubuganga bakhe bokufuna ukwenza umsebenzi wakhe ekuhleni.

Kunjalo ke nangomphefumlo womntu, kokulungileyo;

Lumkani ke ngoko,   ningaphili nto ngokuthanda kwenu  . Ndizigqubuthele zonke izinto, nazo zonke izinto ezifihlakeleyo ngaphakathi kwam;

ukuze ube namehlo kuphela

- jonga kwi-Will yam kunye

-Mnike ukukhanya okuluhlaza ukuba enze emphefumlweni wakho.

Ubunzima kukuqonda ukuba buyintoni uBomi kwintando yam  . Ngokwenene, xa umphefumlo uye   waqonda

-ukulunga okukhulu okuza kuye ngentando yam,

-ukuba usuka ulihlwempu ube sisityebi;

ukuba nikhululeke ebukhobokeni beenkanuko ezingcolileyo;

Ngubani na oya kuba yinkosikazi kumkhonzi;

-ukuba ungonwabi uya kuba nolonwabo.

 

Naphakathi kweentlungu zobu bomi buhlwempuzekileyo.

- umbingelelo wento yonke uya kuba luzuko olunqwenelekayo, olunqwenelekayo kunye nokuphupha ngaye  .

Ngale nto ndiyakubongoza kakhulu ukuba ubonakalise okuchaphazela iNtando   yam, kuba yonke into iya kubandakanya ukuyazi, ukuyiqonda kunye nokuyithanda »  .

 

Ndamxelela:

"Yesu wam, ukuba unqwenela njalo

-Kwangathi intando yakho yaziwe,

-inentsimi yayo yobuThixo kwimiphefumlo,

Owu! Nceda uzibonakalise ezi nyaniso kwimiphefumlo ngokwakho,

- iimpahla ezinkulu eziqulathwe yiWill yakho, e

- zonke iimpahla   eya kuzifumana le miphefumlo.

 

Ilizwi lakho elithe ngqo linamandla omlingo, umazibuthe onamandla. Inesidima samandla okudala.

 

Owu, hayi indlela ekunzima ngayo ukunganikezeli kumlingo omnandi wamazwi akho angcwele! Ngoko ke,   ukuba yonke into yathethwa nini, wonke umntu uya kuzivumela ukuba   oyiswe  . "

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngumkhwa wam kwaye kulandelelwano lobulumko bam banaphakade

-ukubonakalisa imisebenzi yam emikhulu kumphefumlo omnye,

- ukumisa zonke izinto ezilungileyo ezikuyo,

- Thethana naye omnye komnye, ngokungathi akukho mntu wumbi.

 

Ndingatsho nini

-ukuba ndiwugqibile ngokupheleleyo umsebenzi wam kulo mntu,

- ukuba akukho nto ilahlekileyo,

nditsho ndiwutshonisa umsebenzi wam njengophuma kulwandle olukhulu

- ngenxa yezinye izidalwa. "

 

Ndenjenjalo   noMama wasezulwini  .

Ndaqala ndathetha naye ngokusondelana kwiNtlawulo. Akukho nasinye isidalwa ebesazi nto.

Wayekulungele ukuzincama namalungiselelo ayimfuneko.

- ukuze ndihle ezulwini ndize emhlabeni.

 

Ndenza yonke into ngathi nguye yedwa okhululweyo. Kodwa, emva kokuba endizise ekukhanyeni,

-ndivumela wonke umntu ukuba andibone kwaye axhamle izinto zentlawulelo, ndazinikela kubo bonke ababefuna ukundamkela.

Ngoko iya kuba yintando   yam  :

Xa ndiyigqibile yonke into kuwe,

- ukuze iNtando yam yoyise phezu kwakho kunye nawe ukusuka kuye, ke, njengamanzi, iya kuqukuqela kulunge kubo bonke.

 

Kodwa kuyimfuneko ukwenza umphefumlo wokuqala uze udibanise nabanye. "

 

 

Ndaziva ndidandathekile.

Kwafika ingcinga enokuthi iphazamise uxolo lwam:

"  Ukuba umntu usecicini lokufa kwaye uziva amathandabuzo kunye noloyiko   malunga nendlela yakhe yokukhokela ubomi bakhe, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuthandabuza usindiso lwakhe,   yintoni ekufuneka yenziwe?"

 

Okwangoku, ayindiniki ixesha lokucinga ngakumbi ngalo mbandela

okanye ukufumana impendulo,   uYesu  wam othandekayo  wazibonakalisa ngaphakathi kwam kwaye, wathoba intloko yakhe,

Wathi kum   ejonge kabuhlungu:

 

"Ntombi yam, uthini na? Ukucinga ukuba oku kujongelwa phantsi kwiWill yam.

Ezo ngcinga zibubudenge bomntu ongavisisaniyo nentando kaThixo  . Ngokungathandabuzekiyo okanye uloyiko kufuneka luchukumise iingcinga zabo bahlala kwiWill yam   .

 

Intando yam ifana nolwandle oluzolileyo olusebezayo

- uxolo, ulonwabo, ukhuseleko kunye nokuqiniseka

Kwaye amaza aphuma esibelekweni sakhe aluvuyo oluqhubekayo nolwaneliseko.

 

Ndibone ukuba ucinga ngolu hlobo ndothuka.

Intando yam ayiluhoyi uloyiko, ukuthandabuza kunye nobungozi.

Kwaye umphefumlo ohlala kuye uba ngaphandle kokuphambana kwentando yomntu. Inokoyika ntoni iWill yam?

Ngubani onokusithandabuza isenzo sakhe? Kuba, phambi koBungcwele baKhe,

bonke bayangcangcazela yaye bayanyanzeleka ukuba bathobe iintloko zabo njengoko beyinqula!

Ndifuna ukunixelela into ethuthuzelayo ngenxa yenu nezuke kakhulu kum.

 

Xa usweleka ekuhambeni kwexesha, into eyandehlelayo xa ndifile izokwenzeka kuwe. Ngexesha lobomi bam,

Ndasebenza, ndathandaza, ndashumayela, ndamisela imithendeleko,

Ndiye ndabandezeleka ngendlela engazange ibonwe ngaphambili, kuquka nokufa.

 

Kodwa ndingatsho ukuba uBuntu bam babungekho zingqondweni.

-leyo inxalenye encinci kakhulu yazo zonke izinto ezilungileyo endizenzayo.

Imithendeleko ngokwayo ayizange iphile de kwasemva kokufa kwam.

 

Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba ndife, ukufa kwam kwabeka uphawu kwimpilo yonke

-yezenzo zam, amazwi am, iimbandezelo zam ngokunjalo

-yemithendeleko endayimiselayo. Ukufa kwam kwaqinisekisa yonke into endiyenzileyo. Kwaye wanikela ngobomi bakhe

-imisebenzi yam, iimbandezelo zam, amazwi am, ngokunjalo

-ukuba kwiisakramente endizimiseleyo,

ukuqinisekisa ukuba ubude bayo bude bugqitywe kangangeenkulungwane.

 

Ukufa kwam kuphumeze konke endakwenzayo kwaza kwabanika ubomi obungunaphakade.

 

Kuba uBuntu bam bebuhlalwa liLizwi lanaphakade kunye neWill

-ayizange iqale,

-oko akuyi kuba nasiphelo kwaye

-engenakufa,

akhonto ndiyenzileyo kukuphulukana nam, nditsho nelincinci ilizwi.

 

Yonke into kwakufuneka iqhubeke de kube sekupheleni kweenkulungwane a

- ukufikelela eZulwini kwaye wenze bonke abanyuliweyo bonwabe ngonaphakade.

 

Kuya kuba njalo nakuwe: iWill yam

-ohlala kuwe,

-ngubani othetha nawe,

-ngubani owenza ukuba wenze kwaye ubandezeleke, akayi kuvumela nantoni na ukuba iphele,

Akukho nelinye igama kwiiNyaniso ezininzi endikufundise zona malunga neWill yam.

 

Iya kuyenza ihambe, yonke ibuyisele ebomini. Ukufa kwakho kuya kuba sisiqinisekiso sayo yonke into endikuxelele yona.

Ebomini kwiNtando yam, yonke into eyenziwa ngumphefumlo, iyasokola, ithandaza kwaye iyithethayo iqulethe isenzo seNtando yobuThixo.

Konke oku akukho phantsi kokufa, kodwa kuya kuhlala kwisenzo sokunika ubomi kwizidalwa.

 

Ukufa kwakho kuya kusikrazula isigqubuthelo esigubungela zonke iinyaniso endikufundise zona,

-eya kuphuma njengamalanga amaninzi kwaye

-eya kuphelisa amathandabuzo kunye nobunzima obubonakala bugubungela ngexesha lobomi bakho.

 

Ngexesha lobomi bakho basemhlabeni uya kubona okuncinci okanye akukho nto ilungileyo efunwa yiWill yam ngawe, kodwa emva kokufa kwakho yonke into iya kuba nesiphumo sayo esipheleleyo. "

 

Emva koko ndachitha ubusuku ndingakhange ndivale iliso lam, ndingalali okanye ndifumane utyelelo oluqhelekileyo lukaYesu wam onobubele.

Kuba xa athe wafika, ndilala kuye, obo ke bungaphezu kobuthongo bam.

Ndichithe eli xesha ndicamngca ngeeyure zePassion kwaye ndenza imijikelo yam yesiqhelo kwintando yakhe ethandekayo.

 

Emva koko ndabona ukuba kusemini - into ehlala isenzeka kum - ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi:

"Sthandwa sam awuzanga kundibona ungandilalanga. Khona ndingahamba njani imini yam ngaphandle kwakho?"

 

Ngelo xesha uYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kum kwaye   wandixelela  :

"Ntombi yam, kwiWill yam, akukho busuku okanye ubuthongo. Kuhlala kukhanya okugcweleyo kunye nokuvuka ngokupheleleyo.

Akukho xesha lokulala kuba

-ukuba kukho into eninzi yokwenza kunye nokwenza, kwaye

-ukuba kufuneka usebenzise kakhulu ixesha lakho ukuze wonwabe kuwe.

 

Kuya kufuneka ufunde ukuhlala kusuku olude lweWill yam

ukuze abe nobomi bakhe obusebenzayo ngaphakathi kuwe.

 

Uya kufumana kuMyolelo wam ukuphumla okumnandi kakhulu  , kuba Yena

uya kukuphakamisa ngakumbi nangakumbi  kuThixo wakho

kuya kukwenza uqonde ngakumbi  nangakumbi.

 

Okukhona uyiqonda, kokukhona umphefumlo wakho uya kukhula ukuze ukwazi ukonwabela oku kuphumla kwanaphakade kunye nalo lonke ulonwabo kunye nalo lonke ulonwabo.

Owu! Hayi indlela ekuya kuba kuhle ngayo ukuphumla kwakho, ukuphumla okufumaneka kuphela kwintando yam! "

Ukutsho oku, Undishiyile izibilini zam, wabeka iingalo zakhe entanyeni yam, wandikhama endiqinisa. Ndazolula iingalo zam ndamkhama nam ndamqinisa.

 

Ngelo xesha, wabiza abantu abaliqela ababemi ezinyaweni zakhe waza wathi kubo: “Phakamani niye kwiNtliziyo yam kwaye ndiza kunibonisa imimangaliso eyenziwe yiNtando yam kulo mphefumlo”.

 

Emva koko yathi shwaka.

 

Ndaziva ndingakwazi ukuqhubeka ngaphandle koYesu wam othandekayo.Ndalinda iintsuku ezininzi ukuba abuye, kodwa andizange ndiphumelele.

Ndamxelela ngentliziyo yam yonke: "Sthandwa sam, buyela kula ntombazana yakho. Awuboni ukuba andisakwazi ukumelana nayo?"

Ah! enjani yona ukufela ukholo oluqatha unikela ubukho bam obuhlwempuzekileyo ngokundihlutha wena!

Ngelixa ndikwesi simo kwaye ndifunda, ndaziva

umntu ojikeleze intamo yam ngeengalo zakhe. Ingqondo yam yabiwa bubuthongo ndazibona ndivalelwe ezingalweni zikaYesu wam, ndizifihlile kuye ngokupheleleyo.

Ndandifuna ukumxelela intlungu yam, kodwa akazange amnike ixesha. Wathi yena :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ngaba awufuni ukuziqinisekisa ukuba xa, ngasizathu sithile, ubulungisa bam bufuna ukohlwaya abantu, kufuneka ndizifihle kuwe?

Enyanisweni, ufana nesuntswana elincinane elidibanisa onke amasuntswana ezinye izidalwa.

Kwaye kuba, kunye nawe,

-Ndiqhelekile kwaye ndithanda ukuba itheko, kwaye oko

Ndifuna ukohlwaya amanye amasuntswana ancanyathiselwe kuwe, ubulungisa bam buyangquzulana kwaye buziva ndihluthiwe.

 

Ndaza ndazifihla kuni, nangona mna ndahlala ndihleli kuni, ngemihla yokugqibela. "




Uthe esitsho ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam.

Wandibonisa iindawo apho kwabakho iinyikima zomhlaba okanye imililo emikhulu apho abantu baye bafa okanye babulawa ngesinye isohlwayo.

 

Yaye kwakubonakala ngathi kuza ezinye izinto ezimbi ezinzulu.

Ndaye ndoyika ndaqalisa ukuthandaza. Wabuya uYesu wam onobubele.

 

Ndazibona ndimbi phambi kwakhe ndimbi ngathi yintyatyambo ebunile. Ndamxelela:

"Ubomi bam nayo yonke into yam, jonga indlela endimbi ngayo, ndiphelelwe ngamandla.

Ah! ndingatshintsha njani ngaphandle kwakho! Ukuhluthwa kwam nawe kundenza ndiphulukane nobutsha bam, buhle bam. Ndiziva ngathi ndiphantsi kwelanga eligqats' ubhobhoyi elithe, libuthe amandla am bonke, lindenza ndibune".

 

Wandenza ndabandezeleka kancinane naye, loo mbandezelo yajika yaba ngumbethe wezulu owawela umphefumlo wam. Lo mbethe undibuyisele amandla am obomi.

 

Ethatha umphefumlo wam ohluphekayo ezandleni zakhe  , wathi  :

 

“Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika.

Ukuba ndikuhluthe ubune, ukubuya kwam kokubuyisela kuwe ubutsha bakho, ubuhle bakho, umbala wakho kunye nazo zonke iimpawu zam.

Ukubandezeleka kwakho kunye nam akuyi kuba njengombethe

ngubani na oya kukuhlaziya,

-kodwa iya kusebenza njengekhonkco eliqhubekayo phakathi kwethu

ukuze ndikwazi ukunkqonkqoza emnyango womphefumlo wakho nawe kowam,

-ukuze iingcango zihlale zivulekile

ukuze ningene ngokukhululekileyo kum, nam ndibe kuni.

 

Umoya wam woba njengempepho epholileyo kuni;

isebenzela ukugcina ubutsha obuhle endikudale ngabo ».

 

Uthe xa esitsho, wavuthela ngamandla, wandiwola, wanyamalala.

 

Bendikwimeko yam   yesiqhelo.

Emva kokuba epasile ezona ziphoso zikhohlakeleyo zikaYesu wam othandekayo, ekugqibeleni wazibonakalisa engakhange athethe nelimdaka kum, wandibeka kwindawo ebuhlungu,   ndithule cwaka.

Ndandiziva ndiphila, kodwa ndandingakwazi nokushukuma.

Ndeva ukuba kukho umoya, kodwa ndandingakwazi ukuphefumla.

 

Umzimba wam wonke wawuthe cwaka.

Nangona ndandisiva le ntlungu, ndandingakwazi nokushukuma ngenxa yaloo ntlungu. Ndanyanzelwa ukuba ndime ngxi ngeyona ntando iNgcwele kaYesu.

 

Uthe akuyithanda wolula izandla zakhe wangathi uyandibamba wandanga  . Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ubonile ukuba imeko ibuhlungu kangakanani na? Le yeyona meko inzima kakhulu.

Kuba, naxa usentlungwini eqatha, ukuhambahamba kuzisa isiqabu kwaye kuluphawu lobomi.

I-Contortions lulwimi oluthe cwaka oluvuselela imfesane kwabo basingqongileyo. Ubonile ukuba kubuhlungu kangakanani.

 

Uyayazi ukuba kutheni ndikubeke kobu buthule?  Ukwenza uqonde imeko apho ubabalo lwam kwaye ufumane imbuyekezo .

 

Owu! Lunjani na ubabalo lwam! Bubomi kunye nentshukumo eqhubekayo,

ukwisenzo esiqhubekayo sokuzinikela kwizidalwa. Kodwa aba bamva bayayigatya baze bayenze ingashukumi.

 

Uyabuva ubomi kwaye ufuna ukubunika.

Kodwa unyanzelwa kukungabi nambulelo komntu ukuba eme ngxi. Okunjani kona ukubandezeleka!

 

Ubabalo lwam lukuKhanya.

Ngaloo ndlela, kungokwemvelo ukuba isasazeke. Ke zona izidalwa zasasaza ubumnyama.

Kwaye xa ukukhanya kwam kufuna ukungena kuyo,

-obu bumnyama buyamenza ukuba angashukumi kwaye angabi nabomi ngokulinganayo.

 

Ubabalo lwam luthando kwaye lunamandla okukhanyisa yonke into  .

Kodwa, ngokuthanda enye into, izidalwa zenza olu thando lufe ngenxa yazo.

Kwaye ubabalo lwam luva intlungu ekhohlakeleyo. Owu! Hayi indlela ekubuhlungu ngayo ubabalo lwam!

 

Kwaye le meko ayikhathali

-kungekhona kuphela abo babonwa ngokuphandle njengabangendawo,

-kodwa nabo babizwa ngokuba yimiphefumlo yonqulo, imiphefumlo ezinikeleyo, evala ubabalo lwam ngenxa

-ngamampunge,

-into encinci abangayithandiyo;

-umphefumlo,

- uthando olubi okanye

ukunganeliseki kukuthanda kukabani kwizinto ezingcwele.

 

Ngelixa ubabalo lwam luyintshukumo kunye nobomi bale miphefumlo, bayayikhupha ngokuyilandela

-iminqweno yabo,

- iminqweno yabo,

- ukuncamathela kwabantu okanye ezinye izinto

apho bafumana ukwaneliseka kwe-ego yabo.

 

Ke, le miphefumlo ithatha indawo yobabalo lwam kunye ne-ego yabo abayithatha njengobomi kunye nesithixo.

 

Kodwa uyazi ukuba yintoni na umphefumlo

thuthuzela   ububele bam,

ayisoze iyenze   ingashukumi,

 liqabane elingenakuhlukaniswa,

imilingo   kunye

ibeka ngakumbi nangakumbi kumsebenzi? Ngumphefumlo ophila kwiNtando yam   .

 

Apho iWiyo yam ilawula khona, ubabalo lwam luhlala lusebenza, luhlala lubhiyoza. Usoloko enento afuna ukuyifeza.

Ayiphumli.

 

Umphefumlo apho iNtando yam ilawula khona sithandwa sobabalo lwam.

 

Lo mphefumlo ngunobhala omncinci weWill yam

apho iNtando yam ibeka khona iimfihlo zeentlungu zakhe kunye nolonwabo.

 

Intando yam iphathisa yonke into kuye

Kuba ifumana indawo eyaneleyo kuyo yokufaka ubabalo lwam, ifana nosana oluqhubekayo lwentando yam ephezulu ».

 

Ndathandaza ndaza ndadibana neNtando eNgcwele kaThixo. Ndandifuna ukujikeleza yonke indawo, naseZulwini,

ukufumana eyona iphakamileyo   "Ndiyakuthanda  " engaxhomekekanga kulo naluphi na uphazamiseko.

 

Je voulais le faire mion

afin d'avoir moi aussi un   " je t'aime  " uninterrupted qui puisse faire écho à l'éternel   '' Je t'aime  ", et aussi pour que, possédant en moi-même la source du véritable"  Je t'aime  " ,

Ndiyakukhumbula ukuba "  Ndiyathanda  "

-galela i-tous kunye ne-chacun,

-galela intshukumo ye-chaque, chaque acte, chaque respiration kunye ne-chaque batterment de cœur

des izidalwa, ainsi que

-pour chaque "  Je t'aime  " de Jesus lui-même.

 

Xa i-i eu i impression d'avoir ateint le sein de l'Éternel, je fis mien leur   "Je t'aime  " et

je commençai à le répéter partout et sur chaque ukhethe ukugalela mon suprême Seigneur.

 

Ngelixa ndisenza oku, kwabakho ingcinga endiphazamisayo ethi "  Ndiyakuthanda  " isithi:

"Wenza ntoni? Ungenza enye into.

Kwaye yintoni le "  Ndiyakuthanda  "? Yintoni ebaluleke kangaka?"

 

Ke, ehamba ephila kum,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

"Uthini na? Ngaba uyazibuza ukuba yintoni ekhethekileyo ngale nto"  Ndiyakuthanda  "Ukwenzela Mna? Ntombi yam,   "Ndiyakuthanda  " yinto yonke!

"  Ndiyakuthanda  " luthando, intlonipho, imbeko, ubugorha, ukuzincama kunye nokuthembela kulowo umiselwe kuye; lilifa lakhe.

Igama elithi "  Ndiyakuthanda  " sisivakalisi esifutshane, kodwa sinobunzima obufana nobunaphakade!

I   "Ndiyakuthanda  " iquka yonke into nayo yonke into, isasazeka kuyo yonke indawo, izivumelwano, iphakama iye phezulu, yehlela enzonzobileni, iprinta kuyo yonke indawo, ayize ime.

 

"Ungatsho njani:

"Yintoni ekhethekileyo enokuthi 'ndiyakuthanda'?" Imvelaphi yayo ingunaphakade.

 

Kuthi, "  Ndinithanda  ", uBawo osemazulwini wandenza, kwaye "  ndinithanda  ", uMoya oyiNgcwele wasebenza;

kwi "  Ndiyakuthanda  ", i-Fiat engunaphakade yaqonda iNdalo kwaye,

kwi "  I love you  ", ndamxolela umoni, ndamkhulula. Ku "  Ndiyakuthanda  ", umphefumlo ufumana yonke into kuThixo kwaye uThixo ufumana yonke into emphefumlweni.

 

"Ndiyakuthanda" inexabiso elingenasiphelo  ,

uzele bubomi namandla, akadinwa, woyisa yonke into kwaye uyoyisa yonke into.

 

Ke ngoko, oku   "Ndiyakuthanda" kubhekiswa kum,

Ndifuna ukuyibona

- emlonyeni wakho, entliziyweni yakho,

-ekubalekeni kweengcinga zakho, kumathontsi egazi lakho,

- kwiintlungu kunye novuyo lwakho,

-ekutyeni okutyayo:

kuzo zonke.

 

Ubomi bam "  ndiyakuthanda  " buya kuba bude kakhulu kuwe.

Kwaye iFiat yam elawula kwintando yakho ibeka kwakho   'Ndiyakuthanda'   itywina lobuthixo '  Ndiyakuthanda' »  .

 

Kamva, kwathi gqi ilanga engqondweni yam ngeyona ndlela iphakamileyo.

Ukukhanya kwayo kwakungafikeleleki.

Ukusuka kumbindi wayo amadangatye amancinci ahlala ebaleka, ngalinye liqulethe   "Ndiyakuthanda  ".

Njengoko babephuma, la madangatye asasazeka malunga nokukhanya okungafikelelekiyo. Ayedityaniswe ngomsonto wokukhanya koku kukhanya kungafikelelekiyo okwakusondla ubomi babo. La madangatye ayemaninzi kangangokuba azalisa isibhakabhaka nomhlaba.

Bendicinga ukuba ndibonile

UThixo wethu uyingqalo yazo zonke izinto

-amadangatye amancinci amele yonke indalo njengokuzalwa kobuthixo kothando olunyulu.

 

Nam bendilidangatye elincinci.

Kwaye uYesu wam omnandi wayefuna ukuba ndidlule kwelinye ilangatye ukuze ndibeke okwesibini   "Ndiyakuthanda  ".

Andazi ukuba njani, ndiye ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam ukuze ndijikeleze phakathi kwala madangatye kwaye ndiprinte igama lam elithi "  I love you  " kwinto nganye.

 

Kodwa zazininzi kangangokuba ndalahleka.

Nangona kunjalo, amandla aphezulu aqhubekile nokhenketho ukubeka   "ndiyakuthanda".

Emva kwexesha ndazifumana ndikwigadi enkulu apho, ndothuka kakhulu, ndabona   uMama uKumkanikazi   esiza kwaye   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, yiza usebenze nam kule gadi.

Kufuneka sihlwayele iintyatyambo neziqhamo zasezulwini nezingcwele apho.

Lo myezo uphantse ube ungenanto kwaye,

-ukuba kukho izityalo apho, zisemhlabeni kwaye zingabantu.

 

Ke ngoko kufuneka sihlwayele izityalo ezingcwele apho ukuze lo myezo ukholiseke ngokupheleleyo kuNyana wam uYesu. 

 ubuhle bam  ,

izenzo zam   e

 iimbandezelo zam 

equlethe imbewu ye "Fiat Voluntas Tua".

 

Yonke into ebendiyenza ibiqulathe lembewu yentando kaThixo.

Ndikhetha ukwenza nto okanye ndibandezeleke ngaphandle kwale mbewu.

 

Lonke uzuko lwam, isidima sam njengoMama, ukuphakama kwam ukuya kuKumkanikazi, ukongama kwam kuyo yonke into kwafika kum kule mbewu.

Yonke indalo, zonke izidalwa eziphilayo, zilazi igunya lam phezu kwazo ngenxa yokuba zibone oPhezukonke elawula kum.

 

Sizakumanyana

- yonke into endiyenzileyo kwaye

-yonke into oyenzileyo

kule mbewu yeNtando ePhakamileyo. Kwaye siya kutyala yonke into kulo myezo.

 

Ke, sijoyine imbewu eninzi uMama wam waseZulwini awayenayo.

ngembinana ebendinayo.

Kwaye saqalisa ukwenza imingxunya emincinci yokufaka ezi mbewu.

 

Sithe sisakwenza oku, seva ngaphaya kodonga lwegadi olwaluphakame kakhulu, izandi zemipu nemipu: babesilwa ngendlela eyoyikekayo.

 

Saziva sinyanzelekile ukuba sikhawuleze ukuya kunceda.

Ukufika kwethu apho, sabona abantu beentlanga, imibala nezizwe ezahlukeneyo besilwa. Umzabalazo wawunobundlobongela  kangangokuba  wabangela   uloyiko.

 

Ngelo xesha, ndawuhlaziya umzimba wam.

Bendizaliswe luloyiko olukhulu kunye neentlungu zokungatsho neli lizwi kumama wam waseZulwini malunga nentlungu yam.

Mayibongwe eyona ntando iNgcwele kaThixo ngamaxesha onke kwaye yonke into mayibe kuzuko lwakhe.

 

Emva kokuba ndiphile iintsuku ezininzi ekuvinjweni ngokupheleleyo koyena Yesu wam umnandi, ndabuyela kwintlungu yam yokuyeka:

"Kuphelile ngam.

Ah! Soze ndiphinde ndimbone, andisoze ndilive ilizwi lakhe elandonwabela kangaka!

Ah! okuphela kolonwabo lwam, oyinto yam yonke, undilahlile!

 

Okunjani kona ukufela ukholo okungapheliyo! Buyintoni ubomi ngaphandle koBomi, ngaphandle kukaYesu! "

Ngelixa intliziyo yam yayintyumpantyumpeka kubuhlungu, uYesu wam othandekayo wasuka ngaphakathi kum, wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe, wabeka iingalo zam entanyeni yakhe.

Mna ke ndiye ndabeka intloko yam esifubeni sakhe ukubonisa ukuba andisakwazi ukunyamezela.

 

Ithe nkqi kuye,  yathi kum .

"Ntombi yam, kufuneka ufe rhoqo."

Uthe ke akutsho, wabelana nam ngeembandezelo ezahlukahlukeneyo.

 

Emva kwexesha, ejonge ngakumbi,  wongeza :

"Ntombi yam, kufuneka woyike ntoni, kuba amandla eNtando yam engaphakathi kuwe?

Intando yam ininzi kuwe kangangokuba, ngephanyazo, ndikwenze wabelana ngeembandezelo zam kunye noko

- wena, ngothando, uzinikele ukuba ubamkele.

 

Ngelixa wawusokola, wolula iingalo zakho ukuze wamkele iWill yam. Kwaye ngelixa uyamkela intando yam,

-bonke abahlala apho -

Iingelosi, abangcwele, uMama wam waseZulwini kunye noBuThixo ngokwawo bakuvile ukwanga kwakho.

Kwaye wonke umntu wangxama ukuza kuwe ukuze akubuyisele le hug.

 

Kwi-chorus, bathi:

“Hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo kuthi ukuba samkele ukugxothwa kwethu okuncinci

-ohlala emhlabeni e

-nto leyo eyenza ukuthanda kukaThixo kuphela njengoko sisenza eZulwini!

Luvuyo lwethu.

Ngumsitho omtsha nowodwa oza kuthi uvela emhlabeni ".

 

Owu, ukuba ubusazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwintando yam ! Akukho kuchaswa phakathi komphefumlo neZulu.

Naphi na iNtando yam, unjalo umphefumlo.

 

Izenzo zakhe, ukubandezeleka kunye namazwi asebenza naphi na apho iNtando yam ikhona.

Kwaye ekubeni iNtando yam ikuyo yonke indawo, umphefumlo uzibeka kumyalelo weNdalo kwaye, ngombane weNtando ePhakamileyo,

inxibelelana nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.

 

Ezi zinto zidaliweyo ziyahambelana enye kwenye

Ngamnye uxhasa omnye ngexesha elinye njengoko ebambe isikhundla sakhe.

 

Kwaye ukuba-akwenzeki oku - into enye edalwe ndim ishiya indawo yayo, indalo iya kuba buhlungu.

Nazi

-isivumelwano esiyimfihlo phakathi kwezinto ezidaliweyo,

-amandla onxibelelwano akhona phakathi kwabo, leyo ixhasa enye ngaxeshanye

ehlala ixhonyiwe esithubeni ngaphandle kwenkxaso.

 

Ngokufanayo, umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam

ngonxibelelwano nayo yonke eminye imiphefumlo  e

ixhaswa yiyo yonke imisebenzi  yoMdali.

 

Konke

-Yazi, yithande kwaye

- banikeze umbane, imfihlo yokuhlala ecaleni kwabo imisiwe phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba,



ixhaswa ngokupheleleyo nangokukhethekileyo nguMkhosi weSithandabuzo esiPhakamileyo. "

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