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Umqulu 18
Yesu wam, ndiphe amandla, wena obona konke ukuthandabuza endizama ukukubhala, kude kube sekupheleni,
- ukuba ibingekuko ukulululamela okungcwele, nokoyika ukucatshukiswa kuni;
-Andisayi kubhala negama elinye kwakhona.
Ukuswela kwakho ixesha elide kundenza isidenge, ndingakwazi kwenza nto. Ke ngoko ndifuna uncedo oluninzi lokubeka ephepheni le nto ithethwa yiWill yakho endlebeni yam. Ndinike isandla sakho kwaye uhlale nam ngamaxesha onke.
Ndandidibanisa kwintando kaThixo kwaye ndizama ukubulela uThixo.
-kuko konke awakwenzayo kwiNdalo
-ngenxa yothando lwezidalwa.
Kwafika ingcinga kum
-ukuba lendlela yokuthandaza ayizange imkholise uYesu wam ne
-leyo yayiyimveliso emsulwa yentelekelelo yam.
Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, kufuneka uyazi
ukuba ukubulela kuThixo ngenxa yezinto zonke azidalileyo kukude lee ekungamkholisini uThixo;
ukuba le nto ke, lilungelo elikaThixo, ibe lolunye uhlobo lokuqala lwemisebenzi edaliweyo.
Indalo yenzelwe ukuthanda izidalwa. Uthando lwethu ngabo lwalukhulu kangangokuba,
- ukuba kuyafuneka,
-ngekudala isibhakabhaka, ilanga, iinkwenkwezi, imihlaba, iilwandle, izityalo, njalo njalo, njengoko bekuya kuba njalo izidalwa ezininzi,
ukuze wonke umntu abe nendalo yakhe.
Enyanisweni, ekuqaleni, nguAdam kuphela owayenandipha iingenelo zeNdalo.
Kwaye ukuba asikaziphindaphindi iiyunivesiti, kunjalo
- ngokuba, enyanisweni,
-Sonke isidalwa sinokuyonwabela ngokupheleleyo iNdalo ngokungathi yeyakhe.
Ngubani obengenakuxela
"Ilanga lelam" kwaye ujabulele ukukhanya kwalo njengoko unqwenela,
okanye "amanzi ngawam" kwaye uwasebenzise kangangoko efuna,
okanye "umhlaba, ulwandle, umlilo, umoya ngowam", njalo njalo ?
Ukuba ezinye izinto zinokunqongophala emntwini,
okanye ukuba ubomi bakhe bunzima ngamanye amaxesha , kungenxa yesono ,
- thintela ukufikelela kwizibonelelo zam,
- ayivumeli izinto endizidalileyo ukuba zibe nesisa kwizidalwa ezingenambulelo.
“Yonke into edaliweyo iyimbonakaliso yothando lukaThixo kwindalo yakhe;
Banomsebenzi wokuvakalisa uthando nombulelo wabo kuThixo ngale ntsikelelo inkulu. Ikwangumsebenzi wabo wokuqala kuMdali.
Ukusilela ukuwuphumeza lo msebenzi bekuya kuba bubuqhophololo obunzulu kubo nxamnye noMdali.
"Lo msebenzi ubaluleke kakhulu ukuba uMama wam osezulwini ,
owayenozuko lwethu, nokuziphendulela kwethu, nezilangazelelo zethu ezintliziyweni zethu;
- wahamba kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo, ethabathela kwencinane esa kwenkulu, ukuba atywine ngazo egameni lezidalwa zonke;
yothando,
lozuko kunye
ndiyabulela kuMdali.
Ngokulandela uMama , uBuntu bam nabo bawufezile lo msebenzi ungcwele.
Oku kubangele ukuba uBawo abe nobubele kubantu abanetyala. Kukho umthandazo kaMama nowam.
Ngaba nawe awufuni ukuyiphinda le mithandazo?
Enyanisweni, ngenxa yoku ndikubizele ukuba uhlale kwi-Will yam:
ukunxulumana nathi kunye
ukuze uphinde wenze izenzo zethu ".
Emva kwala mazwi kaYesu, ndaqala ukubuyisela zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ukuze ndibeke itywina kwinto nganye.
yothando,
lozuko kunye
yokubulela _
ozinikele kuMdali ngenxa yazo zonke izidalwa.
Ndaziva ngathi ndibona amatywina apho.
- kaMama wam Empress kunye
- kaYesu wam oyintanda.
La matywina
udale imvisiswano emangalisayo phakathi kweZulu noMhlaba
ukubophelela uMdali kwizidalwa.
Babefana neesonatas ezithandekayo zasezulwini.
UYesu wam othandekayo wongeza wathi:
“Ntombi yam, zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zivela kwisenzo soMyolelo wethu. Azinakutshintsha indawo yazo okanye indima yazo.
Bafana nezipili ezibonakalisa iimpawu zikaThixo:
intwana yamandla ayo ,
abanye ubuhle bakhe,
abanye ukulunga kwakhe,
abanye ubukhulu bayo ,
abanye ukukhanya kwayo, njl.
Ngamazwi abo angathethiyo, baxelela abantu indlela uThixo abathanda ngayo.
Njengezinye izidalwa, umntu wadalwa ngesenzo seNtando yethu.
Nangona kunjalo, kwimeko yakhe, kukho ezinye:
- kukuphuma kwesifuba sethu,
- inxalenye yethu.
Siyidale ngenkululeko yokuzikhethela,
ukuze ikhule ngakumbi nangakumbi kubuhle, ubulumko kunye nesidima.
Ngokufana nathi, unako ukuphindaphinda iimpahla zakhe kunye nobabalo.
Owu! Ukuba ilanga belinokuzikhethela, nokwenza ilanga libe mbini ukusuka kwelinye, libe mane kwamabili, bunjani na uzuko?
- luluphi uzuko angayi kumnika uMdali wakhe e
Luluphi uzuko angayi kuzinika yena?
"Zingaphi izinto ezidaliweyo ezingakwaziyo ukuzifeza
-kuba abanayo inkululeko yokuzikhethela e
-kuba zadalelwa ukukhonza umntu.
Lonke uthando lwethu belugxile emntwini. Yonke indalo siyenze yafumaneka kuye. Salungiselela yonke into ngokutsho kwakhe,
ukuze asebenzise imisebenzi yethu njengamatye okuchaphaza
ukusondela ,
ukusazi nokusithanda.
Ngaphezu koko, yintoni engeyiyo intlungu yethu
-xa siyibona phantsi kwezinto ezidaliweyo,
-xa sibona umphefumlo wakhe omhle umbi kwisono, umbi ukubona!
Ngokungathi zonke izinto esizidalileyo azanelanga
-ukwanelisa uthando lwethu ngomntu, nokugcina inkululeko yakhe yokuzikhethela,
- simnike esona sipho sixabisekileyo:
Intando yethu.
Samnika esi sipho njengomgaqo wokuqala
yobomi bakhe e
yezenzo zakhe .
Ukuze akhule elubabalweni nasebuhleni, wayeyidinga le Will ePhakamileyo. Oku
- kwakungekho nje ukuba kwinkampani yentando yakhe yomntu, kodwa
- kwafuneka athathe indawo yakhe ukuze alathise isenzo sakhe.
Molo, ndingumhlobo wam omkhulu! Il n'a même pas voulu le connaître.
Dans la mesure où l'homme accepte notre Volonté comme principe de sa vie,
-il croît continuellement en inceba, en lumière et en beauté,
-impendulo okanye i-premier de la Création, et
-nous recevons par lui la gloire qui nous est due pour toute la Création.
Je me fusionnais dans la Divine Volonté et, avec mon faible amour, je louais Yesu uthulula zonke izinto, dans la Création, il a fait pour la race humaine.
Ukuze aluxabise ngakumbi uthando lwam, uYesu washukuma ngaphakathi kum waza waqalisa ukundikhapha koko ndandikwenza.
Wathi kum:
Ntombi yam zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zenzelwe umntu ezi zinto azinanyawo kodwa ziyasebenza.
Bayashukuma
-okanye ukufumana indoda,
okanye uzivumele ufunyanwe nguye.
Ukukhanya kwelanga kushiya indawo ephakamileyo yezulu ukuya emntwini, kumkhanyisele kwaye kumfudumeze.
Amanzi enziwa afumaneke emntwini ukuze amhlaziye, athobe unxano lwakhe kwanokungena ngaphakathi kuye.
Imbewu ingena emhlabeni ukuze ivelise isiqhamo ukuze kungenelwe umntu.
Akukho nto idaliweyo enganawo umtsalane, intshukumo, ngakulowo wayemiselwe wona nguMdali.
Intando yam ivukile
- ucwangco nemvisiswano zilawula kuyo yonke indawo kwiNdalo
- ngenxa yenzuzo yomntu.
Nangona kunjalo, nabani na obulela iWill yam ukuba
ukukhanya kwelanga ukuyikhanyisa nokuyifudumeza;
amanzi okuphelisa unxano lwakho;
isonka sokuhlutha ukulamba kwakhe;
iintyatyambo neziqhamo zokumthuthuzela, e
ezinye izinto ezininzi ukuze onwabe?
Kuba intando yam yenzela umntu yonke into,
Ayilunganga na into yokuba indoda yenze yonke into ukuzalisekisa iWill yam?
"Owu! Ukuba ubusazi ukuba yintoni isidlo esikhoyo kwizinto ezidaliwe xa ndiza kukhonza isidalwa esihlala kwiWill yam!
Intando yam isebenza kwizidalwa kunye nentando yam isebenza kwizinto ezidaliweyo
ukwanga ngothando e
ukucula iculo lokudumisa uMdali ngobungangamsha obukhulu beNdalo .
Izinto ezidaliweyo ziziva zihlonitshiwe xa zikhonza isidalwa esihlala kwiWill ebenza baphile.
Endaweni yoko iNtando yam iziva ndicinezelekile.
-jonga ezi zinto zidaliweyo
- xa izidalwa ezingahlali kwintando yam kufuneka zikhonze.
Oku kuchaza isizathu sokuba ngamanye amaxesha izinto zichase umntu.
-ukuyibetha e
-ukumohlwaya.
Ezi zinto ziziva ziphakamile kunomntu, kuba umntu uzibeke ngaphantsi kwazo, eshiya iNtando yoMdali.
Bona ngokwabo bahlala bethembekile kule Will ukususela ekuqaleni kweNdalo.
Emva kwala mazwi kaYesu, ndaqalisa ukucinga
umthendeleko woNyulo lukaMama wam wasezulwini .
Ngethoni ethambileyo neshukumayo, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:
Intombazana yakho
igama lokwenyani lo mthendeleko kufuneka libe ngumthendeleko wentando kaThixo .
Yintando yomntu leyo
- Isibhakabhaka esivaliweyo,
-waqhawula amaqhina noMdali,
- wavula umnyango kwintlupheko kunye nokubandezeleka, kwaye
Wawuphelisa ke umthendeleko wasezulwini, owawuza kunandipha izidalwa.
Umama wam ukumkanikazi,
-ngokwenza ukuthanda kukaYehova rhoqo
-kunokuthiwa ubomi bakhe babuyintando kaThixo kuphela,
-wavula iZulu wabuyisela imibhiyozo nezidalwa eZulwini.
Ngaso sonke isenzo awasenzayo kwiNtando ePhakamileyo,
ibingumsitho ezulwini.
kwakhiwa nje ukuhombisa le holide, kwaye
Iingoma zadalelwa ukukhalisa iYerusalem yasezulwini.
Oyena nobangela wale mibhiyozo yaba:
Intando yanaphakade esebenza kuMama wam wasezulwini .
Oku kuya kuba
-wenza imisebenzi yakhe ebalulekileyo, eyawamangalisa izulu nomhlaba;
- wamkhonkxa eNkosini ngemixokelelwane engapheliyo yothando, kunye
- wavuya uLizwi kwasesizalweni sikaMama wakhe.
I-Enched, iingelosi zaphinda:
“Luvela phi uzuko olungaka, imbeko, ubukhulu nezimanga kwesi sidalwa?
Kanti lisuka ekuthinjweni!
Bothukile kwaye bengcangcazela, baqonda ukuba yintando yoMdali wabo esebenza kuyo, kwaye bathi:
"Ingcwele, ingcwele, ingcwele! Imbeko nozuko kwiNtando yeNkosi yethu enguMongami! Kathathu ungcwele Lowo wenza le ntando iPhakamileyo isebenze kuyo!"
Ngaphezu kwako konke yiWill yam ebhiyozelwa kuMthendeleko wokuNyuleka koyena Mama uNgcwele.
YiWill yam enyuse uMama waphakama kangaka. Yonke into eyayinokwenzeka kuye
- Bekuya kuba nto
- ngaphandle kwemimangaliso eyenziwa yiWill yam kuyo.
YiWill yam endimnika yona
Ukunikezelwa kobuThixo e
wamenza uMama weLizwi.
Yintando yam le yayenza
-zibandakanya zonke izidalwa,
-Yiba nguMama wabo bonke kwaye uthande umntu ngamnye ngothando lukamama. Yayiyintando yam eyamenza uKumkanikazi wezidalwa zonke.
Xa uMama wam efika eZulwini ngomhla woNyuselo,
- iWill yam yawongwa kakhulu kwaye yazukiswa ngayo yonke iNdalo
Kwaye umthendeleko omkhulu , ongekapheli ukususela ngoko, uqalile ezulwini.
Nangona iZulu lalisele livulwe ndim
kwaye nangona babesele bebaninzi abangcwele.
kwakuxa uKumkanikazi wasezulwini, uMama wam endimthandayo, wafika eZulwini apho kwaqala lo msitho mkhulu weNtando yam.
Umama waba ngowokuqala unobangela walesidlo, kuye yena iWill yam
-Wenze imimangaliso emininzi kwaye
- owamgcina ngokugqibeleleyo kubomi bakhe basemhlabeni.
Owu! Indlela lonke iZulu eliyidumise ngayo intando yanaphakade
-xa wayevela phakathi kwenkundla yasezulwini
-Lo Kumkanikazi ubalaseleyo ukhanyiselwe kukukhanya kweLanga leNtando yobuThixo!
Sambona ehonjiswe ngamandla eSupreme Fiat , ekubeni kwakungekho kubetha kwentliziyo yakhe.
apho le Fiat ayizange ishicilelwe.
Zakhwankqiswa, zonke izithixo zabheka kuyo, zisithi, Nyuka, nyukela ngasentla.
Kufanelekile ukuba lowo wahlonipha i-Supreme Fiat kakhulu
esizifumana ngayo sikwilizwe lasezulwini,
-enetrone ephakamileyo e
- makabe yinkosikazi yethu! "
Elona wonga likhulu awalifumanayo ngolo suku
Intando kaThixo yazukiswa. "
Iintsuku zam ziya ziba krakra ngakumbi ngenxa yokuvinjwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo.
Konke okuseleyo yintando yakhe,
eli lifa lixabisekileyo alishiyele umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo utyelelo lwakhe oluninzi.
Nanku ndindedwa ngoku,
ndilibele kwaphela ngulowo ububomi bam bonke.
Nangona kunjalo kum kubonakala ngathi akanakuba ngaphandle kwam kwaye andinakuba ngaphandle kwakhe. Khona kwenzeka ntoni ngomntu ebendithanda kangaka?
Ndenze ntoni ukuba andishiye? Ah! Yesu, buya, buya, andinakuphinda ndikuthabathe!
Ngelixa bendizisola
ndilahlekelwe nguye obenalo lonke ithemba lam kunye nalo lonke uvuyo lwam,
UYesu wazibeka phezu kwam
ukuba ndikwazi ukuqhubeka nezenzo zam kwintando yakhe ethandekayo.
Il m'empêcha presque de me plaindre de sa privation.
Ceci me laissa pétrifiée, sans le moindre réconfort, ni céleste ni terrestre.
Njengoko ndandiqhubeka ndile meko imbi kangaka, ndacinga ngeembandezelo awazifumanayo uYesu ebudeni boMvuzo wakhe . Ebonisa ngokufutshane, wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
ngeembandezelo zam, ndandisoloko ndinjalo,
-inkangeleko yam yayihlala imnandi,
- ubuso bam buhlala buthule,
-amazwi am ahlala ezolile kwaye enesidima.
Ndandinokulingana ngendlela yam kangangokuba amadoda anokuqonda ukuba ndinguMhlawuleli wawo ngokubona nje ukuziphatha kwam.
Nangona, ngamandla kunye nenani,
iimbandezelo zam bezinokwanela ukundibhangisa kwaphela, bekungenjalo.
Phakathi kweentshaba zam;
Ndihleli njengelanga eliqaqambileyo
-ngokuzola kwam okuqhelekileyo kunye nokuziphatha okunoxolo.
Ukuhlala ulingana nawe
yekaThixo, nabantwana bakaThixo abayinyaniso.
Le ndlela yokuba
-iprinta isimilo esingcwele emphefumlweni e
- ityhila ubunyulu nobungcwele bayo.
Kwelinye icala, imeko yengqondo engazinzanga
- Utyhila intliziyo ecinezelwe yiminqweno e
- yenza umntu angabinamdla kumntu wonke.
Ke ndikucebisa ukuba uhlale ufana:
-kwanjalo nakum,
-kunye nawe kwaye
-kwafanayo nabanye,
-kwanjalo nasekubandezelekeni;
nasekubandezelekeni kwam.
Nokuba oku kuvinjwa kukuvela kuwe kwaye kukujikelezile amafu entlungu. Iindlela zakho ezilinganayo
kuya kuba kukukhanya okuya kuwachithachitha la mafu kwaye
iya kutyhila ukuba, nangona ndifihliwe, ndihlala kuwe ".
Emva kwala mazwi kaYesu othandekayo,
Ndaqhubeka ndicinga ngeembandezelo zakhe ngexesha lePasion yakhe, ndinesikhonkwane sokuswela kwakhe entliziyweni yam.
Wayethe cwaka kwaye enxunguphele kangangokuba yandenza ndanosizi. Ndamxelela:
"Sthandwa sam uthe cwaka nje? Kum ingathi awusafuni kuthetha nam, okanye undixelele iimfihlo zakho neentlungu zakho."
Lonke ububele, nangona lubandezelekile, lwathi kum :
“Ntombi yam, ukuthula ngamanye amaxesha kuthetha ngaphezu kwamazwi. Ukuthi cwaka sisigqibo
- umntu ongafuni ukudimazeka,
-utata ononyana omthanda kakhulu
phakathi kwabanye abantwana abangaqeqeshekanga nabafuna ukubalungisa.
Ngaba ucinga ukuba
-xa ndingezanga kukubona e
-xa ndingakuphathi ngentlungu yam, ingaba ithetha ntoni na?
Ah! Intombi yam, ngokuchaseneyo, le nto yinto enkulu! Xa ndingezi,
ngokuba ubulungisa bam bubekelwe isohlwayo sokubetha umntu;
-bonke ububi bexesha elidlulileyo,
-iinyikima,
-impahla,
zizinto ezimbalwa xa uzithelekisa
- iimbandezelo ezizayo,
-yemfazwe enkulu kunye neenguqu ezilungiswayo.
Abantu benza izono ezininzi kangangokuba abafanelekanga
Ungaba nenxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zam, ukuze ndibakhulule kwisohlwayo esibafaneleyo.
Ngoko ke, yiba nomonde:
Intando yam iya kuhlawulela ukungabikho kobukho bam obubonakalayo, nokuba ndifihliwe kuwe.
Ukuba awuyenzanga loo nto, ngekhe ube noxolo olufunekayo lokuqhubeka nemijikelo yakho yesiqhelo kwiWill yam.
Okunene mna ndingulowo uzifihlileyo kuwe ezi hambo, nawe. Uzenza ngento ongayiboniyo.
Ndothi, xa bugqitywe ubulungisa bam, ndifike njengokwangaphambili.
Khanibe nesibindi nindilinde ningoyiki.
Njengoko wayethetha nam,
Ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam phakathi kweentlanga. Phantse kuye wonke umntu yayinokubonwa
-ukulungiselela imfazwe,
-ukuveliswa kweendlela ezintsha zokulwa ezivusa uloyiko ukuze nje uzibone.
I-aveuglement enkulu des amakhaya
-les amenait à act come des bêtes et
-les empêchait de voir qu'en blessant les autres, ils se blessaient eux-mêmes.
Ensuite, tout effrayée, j'ai réintégré mon corps, sans mon Jesus et avec un clou dans mon cœur,
parce qu'il m'avait laissée toute seule.
Ndim tordais de douleur. Mon doux Jesus bougea en moi.
Soupirant devant mon pitoyable etat, il me dit:
“Zola, uzole, uzole, ndiyakuthanda, andikuthandi ukudlula laissée! D'ailleurs, comment pourrais-je te laisser?
Molo, kodwa Volonté est partout.
Si tu es dans ma Volonté, je n'ai aucun endroit où aller pour me distancer de toi. Il me faudrait rendre ma Volonté limitée, ce qui est impossible.
Donc,
-sois suree que je ne t'ai pas laissée et
-Zicwilise ngakumbi nangakumbi kubukhulu bentando yam. "
Ukulandela indlela yam eqhelekileyo,
-Ndamkhapha uYesu wam othandekayo kwiimbandezelo zePassion yakhe ,
-Ndanikezela ngentuthumbo ebangelwa kukuvinjwa kwakhe
ingqina lokumthanda kwam nokumthuthuzela.
UThixo wam oyintanda waliphakamisa ilungelo lakhe ngaphakathi kwam.
Ngeminwe yakhe wenza igazi kunye nokukhanya kumpompoze emphefumlweni wam ohlwempuzekileyo ochatshazelwe kukungcungcutheka kokuswela kwakhe, kangangokuba uYesu wachukumiseka.
Ukundithuthuzela wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, khalipha, musa ukoyika.
Nabani na ohlala kwiWill yam uhlala embindini woBuntu bam.
Kutheni, ngendlela efanayo
ilanga lisembindini wengqukuva yalo ;
Intando yam yobuThixo isembindini woBuntu bam.
Kwaye, ngokunjalo, ngaphandle kokushiya indawo yayo apho ihleli khona ngokumangalisayo,
- ilanga lisasaza ukukhanya kwalo phezu komhlaba wonke;
-Intando yam yobuThixo kuBuntu bam isasazeka kuye wonke umntu kwaye
kuyo yonke indawo emhlabeni.
Indlela umntu awaphule ngayo ubudlelwane bakhe nentando kaThixo,
-Kufanelekile ukuba, egameni lakhe,
-uBuntu bam buthatha amanyathelo okuqala ukwenza kwakhona olu xhulumaniso.
Ndiyayithanda lento,
-ngobomi bakhe, amazwi akhe neembandezelo zakhe,
-uBuntu bam bubuyisele umntu kuMdali wakhe
-ukuze ihambelane nocwangco eyayiyilelwe yona kwakhona.
Kwaye
ngenxa yokuba umphefumlo ohlala kwi-Will yam usembindini woBuntu bam, yonke into endiyenzileyo kwaye ndibandezelekile ijoliswe kulo mphefumlo:
ukuba ithambile, ndiyayomeleza;
ukuba imdaka, igazi lam liyayihlamba kwaye liyihombise.
Imithandazo yam iyamxhasa ,
iingalo zam zimbambile, ndimgqume ngeziqhamo zokubulaleka kwam . Ngamafutshane, yonke into ibaleka ukukhusela kunye nokunceda lo mphefumlo.
Yiyo loo nto ingcinga yokubandezeleka kwam iyinto yendalo kuwe:
- kuba uhlala kwiNtando yam,
Iimbandezelo zam zikurhangqa njengamafu okukhanya nobabalo.
Intando yam ibekwe kwinqanaba loBuntu bam
- izenzo zam, amanyathelo am, amazwi am, igazi lam, amanxeba am, iintlungu zam, kunye
-yonke into endiyenzileyo njengesenzo sokucela umngeni kumntu kunye
mnike uncedo oluyimfuneko kunye neendlela
ukuze asindiswe kwaye abuyele esifubeni seNtando yam.
Ukuba iWill yam ibicele umngeni ngqo emntwini, ngewayesoyika. Kunoko, ndakhetha ukumtsala
kuko konke endikuzuzileyo nokuhlupheka kwam
njengenkuthazo ezininzi kunye neendlela
ukumbuyisela ezingalweni zam.
Ukuhlala phakathi koBuntu bam,
umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam
ndixhamle ngako konke endakwenzayo nokubandezeleka kwam .
Umyolelo wam uyiqonda ngokupheleleyo injongo eyadalwa ngayo.
Ngokuphathelele umntu ongahlali kwintando yam,
- unokufumana indlela yokusindiswa, kodwa
- akayonwabeli zonke iziqhamo zeNdalo kunye neNtlawulo ».
Ukulandela la mazwi kaYesu onobubele, ndathi kuye:
"Sithandwa sam, ndididekile:
undixelele ukuba ndihlala kwiWill yakho uze undishiye! Ah! Enjani yona ukufela ukholo ondenzela yona!
Nguwe wedwa obambe umoya wobomi kumphefumlo wam osweleyo. Nje ukuba undishiye, yonke into iyatshintsha.
Andisaziboni, yonke into iyafa kum: ukukhanya kuyafa, uthando luyafa.
Owu! Khawundenzele inceba, ungandishiyi; Andisenakunyamezela!” Wandiphazamisa encwina, uYesu wam wathi kum :
"Ntombi yam, ungakhathazeki,
yeka lamazwi ayonakalisa intliziyo yam.
Owu! Ndingathanda njani ukususa esi sikhonkwane entliziyweni yakho.
Ndiyazi, kwabo bandithandayo, esi sikhonkwane asinyamezeleki: sibulala ngokuqhubekayo ngaphandle kwenceba.
Ulibale laa ngcinga ukuba ndingakushiya. Kufuneka uziqinisekise
ukuba andikushiyi, kodwa
-ukuba nditshone nzulu kuwe kwaye
-Mandithule enqanaweni yomphefumlo wakho.
Inyaniso kukuba akukho nto itshintshileyo kuwe:
yonke into eyayikho isekho ngocwangco.
Intshukumo nje encinci kum kwaye ndikunye nawe.
"Kwaye ke, ndingakushiya njani?"
Nabani na owenza intando yam aze ahlale kuyo ubotshelelwe
ukusuka kumakhonkco abawaqhoboshelayo
-izidalwa kuMdali,
- imiphefumlo esindisiweyo kuMhlawuleli, e
- imiphefumlo engcwalisiweyo kuMngcwalisi.
Intando yam itywina zonke ezi zibopho kwaye yenza isidalwa sahlukane nam. Ke ngoko qiniseka ukuba uYesu wakho akasoze akushiye.
Njengoko wathi,
Ndibone imitha yokukhanya emininzi ifikelela entliziyweni yam.
-Ezinye zazinxulumene nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo,
-Ezinye zazo zonke izinto uYesu awazenzayo waza wabandezeleka, e
- abanye kwisakramente.
Ngamana yonke into ingaluzuko lukaThixo, ukulunga komphefumlo wam kunye nemiphefumlo yonke! Amen.
Njengesiqhelo, ndidityaniswe kweyona ntando ingcwele kaThixo.Ngelixa bendisebenza ukufaka elithi "I love you" kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo, bendifuna ukwenza njalo.
-ukuba uYesu wam ubona kwaye uva kuphela ezi ndiyakuthanda , okanye
-obona nova yonke into ngezi ndiyakuthanda .
Kwafika ingcinga kum:
"Ndiziphethe njengomntwana ongakwaziyo ukuthetha ngaphandle kwesiphiwo sakhe esincinci esifunde entliziyweni. Yintoni le ndikuthanda ngayo rhoqo ?"
Emva koko, ephuma ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa.
-Ndiyakuthanda eprintwe kuye wonke umntu wakhe ongcwele:
- emlonyeni, ebusweni, ebunzi, emehlweni, esifubeni, ezandleni, kwiminwe, ngokufutshane kuyo yonke indawo.
Ngobubele wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, awonwabanga?
-ukuba akukho nanye yakho "Ndiyakuthanda" elahlekileyo, kodwa
ziziphi na ke, zibhalwe kum zonke?
Yaye ngaba uyazi konke okulungileyo okuza nayo?
Kufuneka wazi xa umphefumlo uthatha isigqibo
- yenza okulungileyo,
-sebenzisa isidima,
ubangela ukuba imbewu yolu kulunga izalwe entliziyweni yakhe.
Emva koko,
- ukuphinda izenzo zakhe,
-ifomu amanzi
ukunkcenkceshela isityalo esiphuma kule mbewu.
-Okukhona ephindaphinda izenzo zakhe,
- xa isityalo sifumana amanzi amaninzi, sikhula kwimpilo kunye nobuhle kwaye sivelise iziqhamo ngokukhawuleza.
Kwelinye icala
- ukuba umphefumlo ubonisa inzondelelo encinci ngokuphindaphinda izenzo zayo, isityalo siyancipha kwaye,
- ukuba ikwazile ukuphuma emhlabeni ibuthathaka kwaye ayivelisi siqhamo.
Isityalo esibi esiswele amanzi okukhula! Ilanga lam aliphumi kuyo
-ukuyichumisa,
-Yenze ikhule e
- yenze ivelise iziqhamo ezihle.
Ukuba umphefumlo uphinda izenzo zawo ngokungapheliyo,
- Uvelisa amanzi amaninzi okunkcenkceshela isityalo sakhe e
-ILanga lam liphuma kuye qho xa efumana amanzi.
Kuyandivuyisa ukumbona ezele ngamandla kwaye ekhula ngokukhawuleza. Ndiwaphakamisela kum amasebe awo;
- ukubona iziqhamo zayo ezininzi,
-Ndibakhetha ngolonwabo.
Kwaye ndiyathanda ukuphumla emthunzini wayo.
Ukuphindaphinda kwakho " Ndiyakuthanda"
- ikubonelela ngamanzi
-ukwenza umthi wothando ukhule kuwe.
Ukuphindwa kwezenzo zomonde kuvelisa umthi womonde kuwe.
Ukuphindwa kwemisebenzi yakho kwiWill yam kwenza amanzi
ukukhula kuwe umthi ongcwele kunye nonaphakade weNtando yam.
Akukho nto yenziwe sisenzo esinye okanye izenzo ezimbalwa kuphela. Ifuna isenzo esiqhubekayo kunye nesiphindaphindiweyo.
NguYesu wakho kuphela onokubumba izinto, nezona zinkulu, ngesenzo esilula,
kuba inamandla okudala.
Kungokuphindaphinda isenzo esinye
ukuba isidalwa sinako, kancinci kancinci, ukwenza okulungileyo esikufunayo.
Ngenxa yomkhwa, isidima siba yinto yemvelo .
Le yimeko yocwangco lwendalo.
-Umntu akanakuba ngutitshala engakhange afunde izikhamiso kunye noonobumba amaxesha amaninzi.
Kuya kufuneka asebenze ngokungakhathali ukuze azalise ingqondo yakhe, intando kunye nentliziyo yakhe ngayo yonke isayensi eyimfuneko ukuze akwazi ukufundisa abanye.
-Umntu akaneliseki xa engatyi ngokuluma ukutya akudingayo.
Umlimi akanakuvuna xa ixesha elide engasebenzanga entsimini yakhe.
-Kunjalo nakwezinye izinto ezininzi.
Ukuphindaphinda isenzo esinye ngokuphindaphindiweyo luphawu lokuba umntu ngokwenene ufuna ukufezekisa injongo yakhe. Ke ngoko, phinda ungayeki, ungaze udinwe ".
Emva koko, emva kokuba ndizifumene ngaphandle komzimba wam. Yesu wam othandekayo
- wandihambisa kuzo zonke iindawo apho,
- ngelixa wayesemhlabeni,
wenza, wabandezeleka, wathandaza wada walila. Yonke into yayisebenza, yonke into awayeyenza.
Kwaye uThixo wam oyintanda wathi kum:
"Intombi yam, ntombi yeWill yam ephezulu, iWill yam ifuna ukuba uthathe inxaxheba kuyo yonke into.
Le nto uyibonayo zizenzo zonke endizenzileyo emhlabeni.
Intando yam ibambe iziqhamo zezi zenzo ngokungathandabuzekiyo
- ngenxa yokuba izidalwa azifuni ukuzamkela,
-oku kubangelwa ikakhulu kukuba abayazi into endiyenzileyo.
Jonga imithandazo yam yasebusuku emininzi eneziphumlisi
- iinyembezi ezikrakra kunye - nokuncwina okukhulu ngenxa yosindiso lwabo bonke. Balindele ukugalela iziqhamo zabo kwizidalwa.
Ntombi yam, ngena kuzo kwaye ukuvumela iThanda lam likukhukulise ngezi ziqhamo.
IWiyo yam ibambekile
zonke iintlungu zobuntwana bam,
zonke izenzo zangaphakathi zobomi bam obufihliweyo
izinto ezingummangaliso zobabalo nobungcwele;
onke amahlazo, uzuko neentlungu zobomi bam basesidlangalaleni, e
zonke iintlungu ezifihliweyo zePastion yam .
Iziqhamo zabo zilindile,
-ziqokelelwe ngokuyinxenye zizidalwa.
IS
- kwimiphefumlo ehlala kwiNtando yam, kwaye
-kuphela kule miphefumlo,
eya kukhutshelwa ngokupheleleyo.
Emva koko faka
-kuzo zonke izenzo zam e
- kwiintlungu zam
ukuze intando yam ifumane inzaliseko Yayo epheleleyo kuwe.
Andifuni nto phakathi kwam nawe ezakulinda.
Ngendlela efanayo ndifuna ukukwazi ukukuxelela yonke into endiyifunayo.
Ndifuna ukufumana owam uMyolelo kuwe
ukuze kungabikho nto indithintelayo ukuba ndininike yonke into endiyifunayo.
Uthe ke uYesu, ethetha nam ngolu hlobo,
Ndahamba ngesenzo sakhe ngasinye kwaye ndaguquka, ndagqunywa.
izenzo zakhe ,
yemithandazo yakhe ,
zeenyembezi zakhe kwaye
yezivakalisi zayo .
Ngubani onokuthi yonke le nto ndidlule kuyo?
Ndiyathemba ukuba uYesu wam endimthandayo uya kundinika ubabalo lokuhambelana ngokugqibeleleyo neNtando yakhe ethandekayo.
Amen.
Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.
Ingqondo yam ehluphekileyo ngequbuliso yazifumanisa ikwimo ephezulu kakhulu. Ndabonakala ndibona ubuThixo kwaye,
-esifubeni sikaBawo osemazulwini,
- UKumkanikazi uMama njengofileyo, ongenabomi.
Nakuphi na ukothuka, ndiyazixelela:
Umama ufile, kodwa okunjani kona ukufa okumangalisayo: ukufela esibelekweni soMdali wakhe!
Emva koko, xa ndiyihlolisisa kakuhle, ndabona ukuba ukuthanda kukaMama uMariya
- wayekhutshiwe emzimbeni wakhe e
-ukuba trouvait dans les mains du Père celeste. Abasourdie, je n'arrivais pas comprendre.
Alors, une voix provenant du trône divin dit:
«Elle est l'élue parmi tous les élus.
umhle ,
nguye kuphela isidalwa owasinika intando yakhe waza wayibeka engenabomi esibelekweni sakhe, ezandleni zethu.
Ke thina, ngokutshintshiselana, simnike isipho seNtando yethu. Besingenakumnika isipho esikhulu ngakumbi
Ngenxa yokuba ukufunyanwa kwale Will iphezulu kwamnika amandla
-ukuzisa iLizwi emhlabeni e
- ukuqalisa iNtlalo yoluntu.
Ukuthanda komntu bekungayi kuba namandla okutsaleleka kuthi.
Kodwa intando kaThixo kwesi sidalwa singenakuthelekiswa nanto iye yasonwabile kwaye yasoyisa. awukwazi ukumelana,
- sanikezela kwizibongozo zakhe kwaye
-sazisa iLizwi emhlabeni.
"Itshilo, silindele ukuba wenze njalo
yiza ufe kwelinye idolo likaBawo
esinika nentando yakho.
Emva koko, ukubona ezandleni zethu abafileyo bakho baya kuba ngathi abasekho kuwe,
- siya kukunika isipho sethu kwaye,
- ngenxa yakho - oko kukuthi, ngokuthanda kwethu kuwe - iFiat yethu iya kuphila kwakhona emhlabeni.
Siza kujonga imiyolelo yakho emibini, leyo kaMama kaThixo kunye neyakho, njengesibambiso esixabisekileyo,
ifanele intlawulelo
- kuzo zonke ezinye iintando zomntu.
Emva koko ilizwi layeka ukuvakala.
Ndizibone sendikwelinye idolo lika Bawo xa ndikhupha incwina yam yokugqibela.
Ndiye ndaphinda ndathambisa umzimba wam.
Andikwazi kuthetha ukuba ndiziva njani.
Kodwa ndingatsho nje ukuba ndandikuthandazela ngentliziyo yam yonke oku
-eyam soze ibuyele kum e
- yanga kuphela Intando kaThixo ibe nobomi kum.
Ah! Oku kuya kuba
umnikazi wayo yonke impahla,
imbonakalisa ngokugqibeleleyo uYesu emiphefumlweni,
lubandakanya yonke into kwaye lubuyela lugqibelele kuThixo ngenxa yemisebenzi yakhe yendalo, intlawulelo nongcwaliso.
Inokufeza nantoni na, nguKumkanikazi olawula yonke into.
Ethubeni ndabona uMama wam osezulwini efunqule usana lwakhe uYesu . Wamanga wambeka esifubeni sakhe ukuze amtyise ngobisi lwakhe olusulungekileyo.
Ndamxelela:
"Mama wam awundinikanga nto?" Owu! Ndishiye noko
-beka wam "ndiyakuthanda" phakathi komlomo wakho kunye nokaYesu xa umanga,
- ukuze umncinci wam 'ndiyakuthanda' uhamba nayo yonke into oyenzayo! "
Uphendule wathi:
"Ntombi yam, yenze, nxiba incinci yakho 'ndiyakuthanda'
- kungekhona nje emlonyeni wethu,
-kodwa nayo yonke into eyenzekayo phakathi kwam naye.
Ufanele ukwazi oko
-Yonke into endiyenzele uNyana wam,
-Ndiyenzele nangenxa yemiphefumlo eyayiza kuhlala kwiNtando yobuThixo kuba,
-ukuba kule ntando iNgcwele,
- babenokuzinandipha ezi zinto kanye njengoYesu.
Ndithe ke ndakumwola unyana wam, ndawola yonke lemiphefumlo. Ukuba ufuna ndiphinde ndiphinde kuwe into endiyenzele uNyana wam, qiniseka ukuba uhlala ukwintando yakhe.
Kwaye ndiya kuba nobubele ngenxa yenceba yam kuwe.
Emva kwemidlalo emibini ebuhlungu echithwe ekuvalelweni uYesu wam olungileyo, ndamva eshukuma ngaphakathi kum.
Kum kubonakala ngathi wayehleli ngaphakathi kum, intloko yakhe ibeke egxalabeni lam, ekwazi ukuthetha nam.
Ndayigcina kum yaye, ngokulahlwa ngokupheleleyo, ndazibeka kwimeko yokuphulaphula.
Kubonakala kum ukuba uthe kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
Intando yam ingaphezulu kwesondlo somzimba.
Oku
- inika amandla kumzimba,
- inikeza ubushushu,
- inika ubomi kumalungu ayo,
-Ukwandisa inani legazi lakho,
- usinde kubukrelekrele bomntu e
- iyamkhuthaza kwimisebenzi emitsha kunye nokuzincama.
Abo bakutyeshelayo ukondla imizimba yabo kakuhle
-uziva ediniwe kuwo onke amalungu akhe,
-ukungabikho kwegazi kunye nobushushu;
-unengqondo ethanda ukubhideka,
- uthambekele kwi-melancholy kunye nobuvila, kwaye angazibizi nantoni na. Uhlwempuzekile, ukhumbula ubomi bakhe bonke!
Oku kuyinyaniso ukuba
xa umntu enesifo esibulalayo,
- uyayeka ukutyisa e
- ngaloo ndlela ikhokelela ekufeni.
Njengoko kusekwe buBulumko obunguNaphakade, umphefumlo ukwafuna ukutya .
Intando kaThixo kukutya okumnandi kuye.
Oku kutya kwenza ukuba
omelele ekusukeleni okulungileyo e
ephuphuma uthando lukaThixo wakhe .
Izalisa umphefumlo nge-vivacity, iwutyhale
khula kuwo onke amandla,
ukwenza imisebenzi emitsha e
yenza idini elikhulu.
Kubonakaliswa kubukrelekrele bomntu.
Kumkhokelela ekubeni amazi ngakumbi uMdali wakhe aze amfane ngakumbi nangakumbi.
Igazi lobuThixo liphuphuma kulo mphefumlo, lenza ubomi bobuthixo bukhule kuwo.
“Kwakhona, oku kutya kuyafumaneka
- nangaliphi na ixesha ,
- ngawo wonke umoya,
- imini nobusuku, kuyo yonke into,
-nanini ufuna.
Ngokungafaniyo nokutya komzimba,
asimele soyike ukuba xa sithatha kakhulu, sinokucaphuka.
Ngokuchasene noko, okukhona sithatha ngakumbi ,
kunye nenye inqatyisiwe kwaye
kokukhona ukholelwa ngakumbi kumfanekiselo woMdali wakho .
Ongakhe akutye oku kutya
- usesichengeni sokufa ngonaphakade .
Lowo ufane ayithabathe .
-Ubuthathaka kwaye uyaguquguquka kokulungileyo, uyabanda eluthandweni, ulihlwempu ngegazi lobuthixo.
-Ubomi bobuthixo abunasiphelo kuye,
- ukukhanya kobukrelekrele bakhe kumfiliba kangangokuba akazi kwanto ngoMdali wakhe
nokuba, ke ngoko, ukufana kwakhe naye kubuthathaka.
-Ukunqongophala kwamandla ekufuneni okulungileyo: ngamanye amaxesha umonde awukho, ngamanye amaxesha uthando, ngamanye amaxesha ukuhlukana nayo yonke into.
Ngamafutshane, ndivinjwa ukondla kwentando yam,
izidima ngathi ufuthaniselwe kulomntu.
Ah! Ukuba besinokubona umphefumlo uvinjwa oku kutya kwasezulwini, besiya kukhalela kubo, baninzi kangaka
- iintsizi e
-inkunkuma
egqunywe ngayo!
Kuya kuba kuhle ukuvelana nesidalwa esingondlekanga , kuba, ngokubanzi,
esi sisiphumo sokuswela imali yokuba nayo.
Kodwa umphefumlo ozibandezayo ukutya kweWill yam ufanele ukugwetywa , kuba ukwala ukutya
-nto leyo inika ubomi kwaye
enikelwe kuye ngesisa.
Kungekudala emva kokuba ndivile ukuba kukho inkcaso, ukuthotywa okanye okunye, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:
"Ntombi yam, xa umzimba unegazi elibi eliye losulela okulungileyo , kuyimfuneko
-sebenzisa iipunctures,
-ukusebenzisa i-leeches okanye ukuchithwa kwegazi, ukwenzela ukuba igazi elibi likhutshwe.
Kungenjalo, bekuya kubakho ingozi yokuba loo mntu ebeya kuhlala engumlwelwe ubomi bakhe bonke.
Ngokunjalo umphefumlo ongondlekanga ngokuqhubekayo yiNtando yam.
umngcipheko wokosulelwa zizo zonke iintlobo zotyekelo olubi.
Kuyimfuneko ukubhenela
kwiyeza lokuthotywa ukukhupha utyekelo olubi lokuzithanda,
ukuluma igwebu ukuze kuphume utyekelo olubi lozuko olulambathayo ;
ukopha ukuze ukhululwe kwiincanyana ezincinci kubantu abathile abenza okulungileyo.
Kungenjalo, le mikhwa mibi inokukhula ifikelele kwinqanaba.
ukosulela konke okulungileyo akwenzayo umntu, kwaye
mkhubaze ubomi bakhe bonke.
Iipunctures zihlala zilungile.
Ngabalindi bentliziyo abayigcinayo
igazi elicocekileyo kunye - neenjongo zomphefumlo ngendlela efanelekileyo.
Ukuba yonke into yenze okulungileyo kuphela ngenjongo yokuhambelana nentando yam , iipunctures aziyi kuba yimfuneko.
Kuba iWill yam isikhuselo kulo lonke utyekelo olubi.
Ukuhlaba kwakhona kudlala indima yezohlwayo
kuba umntu ongazondli ngokwaneleyo ngeNtando yam".
Ngale ntsasa, xa efika, uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:
Intombazana yakho
Ndiniphathela ukwanga kweZulu lonke. Wandiphuza waqhubeka:
"Ngokuhlala kwintando yam, izulu liyi-echo yazo zonke izenzo zam, oko kukuthi, liphinda yonke into endiyenzayo".
Emva koko wanyamalala.
Kwiiyure ezimbalwa kamva , wabuya waza wongeza :
"Ntombi yam, ndibuyisele ukwanga endikunike kona.
Kulo lonke iZulu, uMama wam, uBawo waseZulwini kunye noMoya oyiNgcwele balindele oku kubuya. Enyanisweni, ekubeni ngenxa yentando yam isenzo sabo sidibanise isidalwa ekuthinjweni, banqwenela ukubuya kwesi sidalwa, ngenxa yale Ntando ".
Uthe akutsho wasondeza umlomo wakhe kowam, waphantse ukungcangcazela, ndamanga.
Oku kwavelisa isandi esivakalayo esingazange sive ngaphambili,
-eye yaphakama kakhulu kwaye
-yasasazeka kuzo zonke izinto nakwizidalwa. Emva koko, ngothando olungenakuchazwa, wathi kum:
«Sihle kangakanani isenzo esenziwe kwintando yam! Hayi amandla, obunjani bona ubukhulu, obunjani ummangaliso!
Ifikelela kuyo yonke into eZulwini nasemhlabeni, nakuyo yonke iNdalo. Iingelosi kunye nabangcwele badityaniswa naye.
Isenzo esinjalo kufuneka sibe nembuyekezo, kungenjalo,
- wonke umntu uya kubandezeleka
- bafumanisa ukuba isenzo sobuthixo abathe bathatha inxaxheba kuso asikabuyi.
Njengesandi esikhulu, isenzo esenziwe kwiWill yam
qala utsale ingqalelo yomntu wonke,
emva koko iphindaphinda kwaye iphinda-phinda ngokucokisekileyo. Ngaye ,
bonke bafumana umphefumlo osebenza kwiNtando yam e
bafumana uzuko nembeko yesenzo esingokobuthixo ».
Emva koko wanyamalala.
Mna ke, ndidityanisiwe kwintando kaThixo.
- iintlungu ngenxa yesiphoso ngasinye esenziwa kuYesu wam ngabantu, ukusuka kumntu wokuqala oweza emhlabeni ukuya kowokugqibela oya kuza apho.
- ukucela ukuxolelwa kwezo ziphoso.
Njengoko ndiyenza, ndazixelela:
“UYesu wam, Sithandwa sam, akoneli kum
-ukundikhathaza kwaye
-cela uxolo kuzo zonke ezi ziphoso,
kodwa ndingathanda ukusibhangisa sonke isono
ukuze ungaphindi uzikhubekise. Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wam wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
Ndafumana isohlwayo esikhethekileyo ngaso nasiphi na isono esenziwe ngabantu, yaye ndanxulumanisa kuso ngasinye ukuxolelwa kwabo banetyala.
Olu xolelo lunqunyanyisiwe kwintando yam , kwaye xa umoni esiva iintlungu ngenxa yesono esenzileyo, intlungu yam ijoyina yakhe kwaye ngoko nangoko ndiyamxolela.
Noko ke, bangaphi abandikhubekisayo yaye abaziva ntlungu!
Enkosi ntombi yam.
ukuza kuMyolelo wam ukuze ukhaphe iintlungu zam noxolelo lwam. Qhubeka nokugeleza kwiNtando yam kwaye,
-ukugcina iintlungu zam kunye nokuxolelwa kwam,
-ukhala ngesenzo ngasinye "intlungu, ukuxolelwa", ukuze
-Andikho nje ukubandezeleka kunye nokuxolela, kodwa oko
-Ndikhatshwa nguMntwana weWill yam."
Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,
Ndandiziva ukuba uYesu wam othandekayo ulele ngaphakathi kum ebuhlungu.
Ndawuva umphefumlo wakhe uphela ndaza ndaqalisa ukubandezeleka kunye naye. Emva kokubandezeleka kunye ixeshana,
Wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, laa mntu
cinga ngothando lwam e
Imfesane ngokubandezeleka kwam iyandithuthuzela :
Ukuziva uhamba nomntu
- endiye ndabandezeleka kakhulu kwaye
-into endiyithanda kakhulu iyandikhulula ekubandezelekeni kwam.
Kwelinye icala, ukuba ndishiywe ndedwa, kungekho mntu
- kubani emasibeke kuye isigwebo sam e
-endisithulule kuyo isiqhamo seembandezelo zam;
Ndiziva ndicinezelwe kukubandezeleka kwam nothando lwam.
Ke xa uthando lwam lungasekho, ndiza kuwe
- nikela ngePasion yam e
- ukuphinda konke endikwenzileyo kwaye ndahlupheka ebuntwini bam.
Kwanga isidalwa singavuselela i-Pasion yam e
ukuba omnye ucinga ngekhwele lam kuphela ngokuvelana nokubandezeleka kwam;
kukho umahluko kum.
* Kwimeko yokuqala, ndiyasiva isidalwa
-ngenene uphila into endiyifumeneyo kwaye
-undinika ukubuya kobomi bukaThixo kwaye,
* kowesibini, ndiziva ndikunye nesidalwa.
Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba ndingaphinda ndiphindaphinde iPasion yam kubani? Emntwini oneWill yam njengombindi wobomi bakhe.
« Intando yam sisenzo esilula hayi ukulandelelana kwezenzo.
Esi senzo silula singathi sigxininiswe kwindawo engashukumiyo: unaphakade.
- Umjikelo wayo mkhulu kangangokuba akukho nto inokusinda kuwo.
-Nguye isenzo sokuqala, isenzo esingunaphakade.
-Yonke into ivela kuye.
-Hug yonke into kwaye wonke umntu nge hug enye.
Indalo, intlawulelo kunye nokungcwaliswa sisenzo soMyolelo wam.
Unamandla okwenza zonke izenzo zibe zezakhe, ngokungathi zikunye.
« Isidalwa esihlala kumyolelo wam sinaso esi senzo silula sikuphethe .
-Ngoko ke ayimangalisi into yokuba uthatha inxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zePasion yam.
Ngesi senzo silula, uzimanya noMdali wakhe kumsebenzi wokudala.
Ukuba mnye noThixo wakhe,
udala kunye naye, ngaloo ndlela eba nenxaxheba kuzuko lweNdalo noMdali.
Uthanda zonke izinto ezidaliweyo njengezakhe.
Ngothando olukhawulezayo, wathi kuThixo wakhe:
"Okokwakho yeyam kwaye okwam yeyakho. Uzuko, imbeko nothando kuMdali wam!"
Ngesi senzo silula, isidalwa senza iNtlawulelo ibe yeyaso.
- ebeka iintlungu zam ngokungathi zezakhe.
Inxulumana nayo yonke into endiyenzileyo: imithandazo yam, amazwi am nomsebenzi wam. Uphuphuma uthando kum, uyavelana nokubandezeleka kwam kunye nokulungiswa. Ngesi senzo silula, ufumana yonke into, alungele yonke into kwaye abeke "Ndiyakuthanda" kuyo yonke indawo.
Yiyo le nto ukuhlala kwiWill yam kukumangalisa .
UThixo nalo lonke iZulu bayakuvuyela ukubona isidalwa esincinci sidada kuzo zonke izinto zoMdali waso.
Njengomitha wokukhanya kwelanga, usasazeka kuyo yonke indawo nakuwo wonke umntu.
Ngokulandelayo
-nokuba ngeendleko zobomi bakho, ungaze usishiye esi senzo silula seNtando yam,
Ndiyayithanda lento
-endinokukwenza ngawe
Indalo, intlawulelo kunye nokungcwaliswa.
Nakwindalo kukho izinto ezilinganisa esi senzo silula.
-Ezulwini , ekubeni yadalwa nguThixo , ilanga lihlala lisenza into efanayo elula.
Ukukhanya kwayo nobushushu bayo bunxibelelene ngokusondeleyo kangangokuba azinakwahlulwa. Uhlala esenza iingenelo zakhe kwizidalwa.
Nangona ibonakala isenza into nje elula, ubukhulu bokukhanya kokukhanya kwayo kugubungela umhlaba uphela.
Ekwamkeleni kwayo ivelisa imiphumo engenakubalwa, eyenza ubomi nozuko lwazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
Ujonga zonke izityalo:
komnye iqinisekisa ukukhula, komnye ukuvuthwa kweziqhamo, komnye ubumnandi;
kwenye isiqholo.
Kunokuthiwa wonke umhlaba uhlala elangeni yaye sonke isityalo, kwaneyona ngca incinane, ikhula nesiqhamo saso.
Nangona kunjalo
- ayitshintshi.
-Ill itsala uzuko lwakhe kwisenzo esinye esilula ahlala esenza ngaso.
Umntu naye unento efana nesenzo esilula:
ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe .
Ezi zenza isenzo esilula:
intliziyo ayazi nto ngaphandle kokubetha.
Ubomi bomntu buqala ngokubetha kwentliziyo.
Iziphumo zokubetha kwentliziyo azibaleki:
-ngokubetha, intliziyo ijikeleza igazi kuwo wonke umzimba, kuquka iindawo zayo ezikude.
inika amandla
iinyawo ukuba zihambe, izandla ukuba zisebenze, nomlomo ukuze athethe;
kwingqondo ukuze ikwazi ukucinga;
unika ubushushu namandla kumntu wonke .
Konke kuxhomekeke ekubetheni kwentliziyo;
- ukuba bayasilela,
umntu uphelelwa ngamandla kunye nomnqweno wokusebenza, ubukrelekrele bakhe buyancipha;
igcwele iingxaki: i-malaise jikelele.
Yaye ukuba intliziyo iyayeka ukubetha, ubomi ngokwabo buyayeka.
Amandla esenzo esiphindaphindiweyo makhulu.
Oku kuyinyaniso ngakumbi ngoThixo ongunaphakade owenze yonke into ngesenzo nje esilula.
Esi senzo silula asinalo ixesha elidlulileyo, alikho ngoku, alinakamva. Ohlala kwiWill yam ukhona.
Njengo,
- ebantwini, intliziyo ibetha rhoqo;
-Intando yam ibetha ngokungapheziyo kubunzulu bomphefumlo, kodwa kwisingqi esinye kuphela.
Ngaloo ndlela udlulisela iNtando yam emphefumlweni
Ubuhle bakhe, ubungcwele bakhe, amandla akhe, uthando lwakhe, ukulunga kwakhe, ubulumko bakhe.
Esi senzo seNtando yam sivalela iZulu noMhlaba. Njengakwimeko yokujikeleza kwegazi,
-iziphumo zayo zifikelela kuyo yonke into,
-kubandakanywa iindawo eziphezulu kunye nezona ndawo zikude.
Esi senzo sisebenza ngamandla kwaye silawula yonke into: ubukhazikhazi obunokwenziwa nguThixo kuphela.
Esi senzo sisenza sifumanise
- isibhakabhaka esitsha,
- ubunzulu obutsha bobabalo, e
- iinyaniso ezimangalisayo.
Ukuba umntu ebenokubuza umphefumlo ukuba ivela phi yonke le nto, uya kuphendula:
"Yithande
- ilanga nokukhanya kwalo nobushushu balo;
- ukubetha kwentliziyo ebantwini, e
-isenzo esilula sikaThixo ongunaphakade,
Ndenza into enye kuphela: rhoqo
- Ndizalisekisa intando kaThixo e
- Ndihlala kule Will.
Le yimfihlelo yam nokwaneliseka kwam.” Emva kwala mazwi uYesu wathi shwaka.
Kungekudala emva kokuba ndizibone ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndinomntwana omncinci onguYesu ezingalweni zam.
Wayeluthuthu kakhulu kwaye engcangcazela,
-Imilebe yakhe yayiluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka,
- wayebanda kwaye edinwe kakhulu, ukuya kwinqanaba lokuba nosizi.
Wayengathi uzimele ezingalweni zam ukuze ndimkhusele. Ndayikhama entliziyweni ukuba ifudumale;
-Ndathatha izandla zakhe ezincinci kunye neenyawo zakhe ezincinci ezandleni zam kwaye
-Ndazikhama ukuze ziyeke ukungcangcazela;
-ndamncamisa kaninzi and
- Ndamxelela ukuba ndimthanda kakhulu.
Ngelixa ndisenza oku,
- wathenga kwakhona imibala kwaye wayeka ukugubha;
- ndachacha ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndicinezeleke ngakumbi kum.
Ke, njengoko bendicinga ukuba iya kuhlala ihleli nam,
Ndothuswe kukuyibona sele iqalisa ukwehla emadolweni.
Ndiye ndaqala ukulila ndimbambe ngengalo ndathi:
"Yesu, uyaphi? Kwenzeka njani? Uyandishiya na?" Wathi, "Ndimele ndihambe."
Ndaphinda:"Ubuya nini?" Wathi, "Kwiminyaka emithathu." Emva koko waqalisa ukuhamba.
Intlungu yam yayigqithile. Ndithe ndiphakathi kweenyembezi nokuxhuzula, ndaphinda ndaziphinda:
"Asoze ndiphinde ndimbone iminyaka emithathu! Oh Nkosi yam, ndenzeni?"
Kodwa i-peine était si grande que j'en perdis connaissance et je ne pouvais plus rien endendre.
Par la suite, ayant repris connaissance, les yeux à peine ouverts, je vis qu'il était revenu et qu'il remontait sur mes genoux.
I-se blottit sur moi et me caressa avec ses petites mains, i-m'embrassa et me répéta:
"Zola-toi, thula-i-toi, imoto ayinakho ukuyeka."
I-Pendant qu'il me disait cela, i sentis que je revenais à la vie. Ensuite, je réintégrai mon corps,
ininzi into endiyixelele yona ukuba ndiyamkhumbula.
Ngokukodwa uYesu, ndiyabulela kuwe.
La pensée de ne plus le revoir hantait cruellement mon cœur:
"Hayi! Yesu, khawuncede undincede! I-Mes peines yodlula i-même celles de l'enfer,
étant donné que, n'ayant pas en eux la semence de amour, les damnés te fuient.
Ils n'aspirent pas à t'embrasser puisque leurs souffrances seraient aggravées par ta présence.
Quand on hait d'amore, on ne recherche pas la presence de la personne que l'on hait.
Ainsi, pour les damnés, i-privation de toi est plus tolerable.
"Ewe, khawuthethe, malheureuse que je suis, c'est tout le contraire:
Ndiyathanda, je sens la semence de amour jusque dans mes os, mes nerfs et mon sang.
- Ukuhlala kunye iminyaka engaphezu kwamashumi amane,
-Awukhumbuli ndizalise umphefumlo wam wonke ngobukho bakho? Ndivinjwa wena, ndiziva ndingento yanto:
-Amathambo am, imithambo-luvo yam kunye negazi lam liyancwina emva kwakho.
Kum kukho ukuncwina okungapheliyo, oku kundithuthumbisa;
Umphefumlo wam wonke ufuna ukufumana lowo wayigcwalisayo.
"Awububoni unxunguphalo lwentliziyo olusindwa bubukho bam?
Ah! Esihogweni, akukho
- ezi ntlungu zibuhlungu,
-kwezi ntliziyo zibuhlungu,
- yokungabikho kukaThixo ophethweyo nothandwayo!
Ah! Yesu, buyela kwabo bakuthandayo, buyela kwabona baneshwa labo bangonwabanga. Kulowo ungonwabanga kuwe kuphela, ngenxa yakho kuphela.
Ah! Ndiyakwazi ukutsho: nguwe wedwa ondixakileyo; Andilazi elinye ilishwa!”
Njengoko ndandidada kolu lwandle lulusizi lokuswela,
Ndiye ndathula ndacinga iintlungu zeNtliziyo kaYesu wam
ukuze ndibathelekise nabentliziyo yam ihlwempuzekileyo.
Kodwa endaweni yokufumana intuthuzelo kwingcinga yeembandezelo zikaYesu wam, iimbandezelo zam zanda.
Oku kwandikhokelela ekubeni ndicinge ukuba iimbandezelo zam zingaphezulu kwezo zikaYesu wam, kuba,
- nangona zinkulu kakhulu, iimbandezelo zakhe zibekwe phezu kwakhe ngabantu abangenasiphelo;
- ngelixa eyam yeyomntu ongenasiphelo, uThixo.
Kanjalo
-UYesu akanako ukuva ubunzima bokushiywa nguThixo,
kananjalo akanakuzishiya. Ngoko ke, ayinakuhlupheka
ukubandezeleka okukoyisa konke ukubandezeleka,
ukuba ubandelwe uThixo.
Nditsho neNtliziyo yakhe ehlatyiweyo ibingenako ukusokola.
Phezu koko, nokuba kungakanani na ukubandezeleka kwakhe awakufumanayo kwizidalwa;
-ungabunciphisi ulongamo lwakhe,
- ungayinciphisi ngokwe-se, e
- ungamthinteli ukuba ahlale engunaphakade, omkhulu, ongenasiphelo, othandekayo nothandekayo anguye.
Mna ke, andinagunya okanye igunya kwaye, ndihluthwe nguYesu, ndiziva ndinciphile, ndibhangisiwe:
“Uyabona ke, okanye Yesu, ukuba zininzi kangakanani iimbandezelo zam kunezakho.
Ah! Yazi izidalwa ezibandezelekileyo ezikubangelayo. Kodwa akukwazi ukubandezeleka
ukuba uThixo unokwenza kwizidalwa zakhe,
kubuhlungu kangakanani ukuswela kwakho kubo!
Into endiyibhalileyo apha ngasentla inika umbono olungileyo weengcinga ezingento ezonwabise ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo.
Ndazicingela ukuba akukho ntlungu inokufaniswa nokubandezeleka kokuvalelwa nguYesu: intlupheko engenakulinganiswa nanto, engenasiqalo nasiphelo. Nokuba uYesu umkhulu kangakanani, kukhulu ukubandezeleka kokungabikho kwakhe.
Ngenxa yezi ngcinga, intliziyo yam ehlwempuzekileyo yayingenabomi.
Ukuze ndingaqhubeki nezi ngcinga zobudenge, ndazama ukuyeka ukuthelekisa iimbandezelo zam nezo zikaYesu ndize ndiqhubele phambili.
Bendimcenga ukuba andiphe amandla akhe.
Ukubandezeleka kokuvinjwa kukaYesu
inesivakalisi esingaqondakaliyo nesivela kuThixo ukuba ezinye iimbandezelo azinayo,
unomthwalo onzima ngaphezu kwazo zonke ezinye iintlungu ezidityanisiweyo ,
Ndiye ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba,
-ngokulunga kwakhe, yamkela ukubandezeleka kwam kwaye,
-Ngaye undenzele inceba enkulu;
"yenza intando yakhe ingcwele kuye wonke umntu, kwaye
"leyo, kunye nentetho yayo engaqondakaliyo kunye nekaThixo,
- ivakala kuzo zonke iintliziyo kwaye ibabize ukuba bahlale kuyo,
- ukutyumza ngobunzima bayo intando yomntu, inkanuko kunye nezono, ukuze
- wonke umntu uyayazi kwaye ayithande, kwaye
- baqonde ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukulahlekelwa nguThixo.
Kodwa ndibhala njani yonke into ebihamba entlokweni yam?
Ngelide kakhulu kwaye, ngaphezu koko, ngendikhetha ukuthula. Kodwa ukuthobela ndoyisa kwaza kwafuneka ndiqhubeke .
Noko ke, ekugqibeleni ndaziva ndidiniwe yaye ndingakwazi ukuqhubeka.
Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo uye wavuka ngaphakathi.
Ebediniwe wonke umlomo ugcwele igazi.
Igazi belininzi kangangokuba ebengakwazi nokuthetha. Elusizi, wacela uncedo kum. Ndijongene nokubandezeleka kwakhe, ndalibala okwam - enyanisweni, njengokuba wayenam, andizange ndiphinde ndihlupheke - kwaye ndambongoza ukuba andibandezele kunye naye.
Emva kokubandezeleka ixeshana kunye, igazi lanyamalala emlonyeni wakhe.
Ukubona ukuba ukungabikho kwakhe kwandichukumisa kangakanani,
uye wandanga wazolula ngaphakathi kum endigcwalisela.
Wathi kum:
"Ntombazana, ubuthathaka kangakanani!
Eneneni, ukubandezeleka okubangelwa kukuvinjwa kukaThixo yeyona ntlungu inkulu.
Ngaloo ndlela amandla eNtando yam ayeyimfuneko ukuze uyinyamezele.
Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukubandezeleka kwiWill yam?
Iintlungu zakho zahamba apho iNtando yam yayikhona:
emhlabeni ,
ezulwini ,
kwabangcwele nakwiingelosi .
Bonke bajonge kuwe, bakunceda.
Kwaye ukuba iZulu lalinokubandezeleka, uvuyo nolonwabo lwabo ngelujike lwaba yimbandezelo.
Kodwa, engakwazi ukubandezeleka, wonke umntu wacela umbulelo kuwe.
Iimbandezelo zemiphefumlo ehlala kwiWill yam
- Ndingumnqamlezo wabo bonke,
-yanelisa kubo bonke, e
-yayiguqula ingqumbo yobulungisa bukaThixo yaba ngumbethe wezulu.
Ke ngoko yomelela kwaye ungaze uyilahle intando yam. "
Ndandibhidekile: Ndandilindele izinyeliso ezivela kuYesu ngenxa yeengcinga zam eziphambeneyo, kodwa akukho nto yenzekayo kwaye sihlala sinoxolo olugqibeleleyo.
Ndadibana neNtando yobuThixo ngendlela yam yesiqhelo.
Ndenze konke okusemandleni am ukubulela uYesu wam onobubele ngako konke awakwenzayo kwiNtlawulelo.
Wangena ngaphakathi kum , wathi kum:
"Intombi yam, ibhabha kwi-Will yam,
joyina zonke iisakramente endizisunguleyo, e
yehla ezinzulwini zomntu ngamnye ukuze andinike imbuyekezo encinci yothando.
Owu!
-Ziziphi iinyembezi ezifihlakeleyo oya kuzifumana apho,
- ukuncwina okuninzi, ukuncwina kukaMoya oyiNgcwele!
Oku kuncwina kuyaqhubeka kuko konke ukuphoxeka okubangelwa luthando lwethu.
“Ndamisela imithendeleko
ukwandisa ubomi bam emhlabeni nabantwana bam.
Kodwa okunjani kona ukudana!
Kungoko ndifuna uthando lwakho.
Iya kuba ncinane, kodwa intando yam iya kuyenza ibe nkulu.
Uthando lwam alunyamezeli mntu umnye ohlala kwiWill yam
ayinxulumananga nokubandezeleka kwam, e
alundiniki mbuyekezo encinane yothando ngako konke endiye ndakufumana ndaza ndabandezeleka.
"Xa umntwana osandul 'ukuzalwa ebhaptizwa , ndiyakhala, kuba ngoko
- ukuba ndifumene unyana wam,
-ukuba ndibubuyisele ubumsulwa bakhe,
-ukuba ndimnike onke amalungelo akhe kwindalo,
-ukuba ndincuma naye ngothando,
-ukuba ndibeke utshaba ukuba lubaleke ngokuthatha onke amalungelo kulo mntwana,
ukuba ndiyiphathise izithunywa zezulu, e
-ukuba lonke iZulu libhiyozele ngozuko lwakhe,
uncumo lwam lukhawuleza luguquke lube yintlungu kunye neqela libe sisijwili, ndisazi ukuba lo mntwana uya kuba
-utshaba, -uAdam omtsha, kunye
- mhlawumbi umphefumlo olahlekileyo.
Owu! Uthando lwam luncwina ngalo lonke ubhaptizo !
Ingakumbi ukuba, emva koko, umlungiseleli obhaptiza isibakala
ngaphandle kwentlonipho, isidima kunye nokuhombisa ngenxa yomthendeleko ovuselelayo.
Kukangaphi eqwalasela ngakumbi ubuvuvu kunolawulo lokwenene lomthendeleko. Ngaloo ndlela, uthando lwam luziva lungcatshiwe.
-kungekuphela kwababhaptiziweyo;
kodwa kwanakulowo ubhaptizayo.
Ngoko ke, anifuni ukundinika ngalo lonke ubhaptizo
ukubuya kothando,
isikhalo sothando?
“Ngoku masibuyele kwisakramente yeSiqinisekiso . Nalapha, okunjani kona ukuncwina!
Ukuqinisekisa,
Ndomeleza ubukhalipha bomntu owamkela umthendeleko e
Ndimbuyisela amandla akhe alahlekileyo ukuze angabi nakweyiswa phambi kweentshaba zakhe kunye neminqweno yakhe.
Ndiyamamkela kumkhosi woMdali ukuze aloyise ilizwe lakhe lasezulwini.
UMoya oyiNgcwele
- umnika ukwanga kothando,
- igubungela ngewaka le-caress kunye
- inikezela ukuhamba naye ekulweni.
Ngokufuthi, ngelishwa, akafumani mbuyekezo
-ukuba ukwanga umngcatshi, -ukuba ukudelela caress yakhe kunye nenkampani yakhe. Zincwina kakhulu, zincwinela ukuba makabuye lomntu!
Mangaphi amazwi asebezayo entliziyweni yakhe!
Kodwa ngelize.
Andizange ndifumane uncedo okanye i-Saint-Esprit
-ukuvutha kothando,
-umanga wothando, kwaye
- umgcine inkampani?
"Kodwa ungayeki, qhubeka nokubaleka kwakho, kwaye uya kuva ukuncwina koMoya oyiNgcwele kwisakramente yenguquko.
Ukungabi nambulelo okungaka kunye nokuhlambalaza kwicala lika
- abo balawulayo e
ekabani na owamkelayo!
Ngaye, igazi lam lisebenza kumoni oguqukayo ngokugubungela umphefumlo wakhe
-yihlambe, -yihombise,
- yinyamekele, -yomeleze kwaye
- mbuyisele iinceba ezilahlekileyo.
Umnika izitshixo zaseZulwini eso sono sazisusayo kuye aze abethelele ukwanga okuzolileyo koxolelo ebunzi bakhe.
Noko ke, hayi indlela abancwina ngayo xa bebona abantu abathile besondela kulo mthendeleko rhoqo yaye bengaguquguquki!
Endaweni yokufumana ubomi nobabalo kwimiphefumlo yabo, bayakufumana
- ukufa kunye - nokukhuthazwa kwiminqweno yomntu.
Umthendeleko yintlekisa kubo.
Igazi lam, endaweni yokuba libe yinto yokuhlambela imiphefumlo yabo, liba ngumlilo obangela ukuba babune ngakumbi.
Kwisivumo sovumo ngasinye, uthando lwam luyakhala kwaye luphindaphinda ngokuncwina: “Ukungabi nambulelo komntu, hayi indlela olunge ngayo!
Naphi na apho uzama ukundikhubekisa.
Ngoku ndikunika ubomi, usingise ekufeni. "
Bona ke, ntombi yam, ukuba sikulindele kangakanani ukuthululwa kothando lwakho kwisakramente yenguquko.
"Musa ukuvumela uthando lwakho lume apho.
Yiya kuyo yonke iminquba, kuyo yonke imikhosi ,
kwaye niya kumva uMoya oyiNgcwele encwina enentlungu engathethekiyo.
Ngomthendeleko we-Ekaristi, imiphefumlo ifumana
- kungekhona nje ubomi bakho,
-kodwa nam.
Lo mthendeleko ubumba ubomi bam kubo.
Obu bomi bukhula ngokuphindaphindwa komthendeleko. Le miphefumlo inokuthi: "Ndingomnye uKristu ".
Kodwa yeha, bambalwa kakhulu abaxhamlayo kulo mthendeleko!
Kwiintliziyo ezininzi endihla ngazo, ndibona izixhobo
- ukundivisa ubuhlungu kunye - ukuphinda iPasion yam.
Kwaye, ngelixa iintlobo zidliwe,
- kude nokuziva uphefumlelwe ukuba uhlale kwezi ntliziyo,
-Kufuneka ndihambe ngokukhawuleza, ndikhalela ikamva lomthendeleko wam. Ke, ndinike uthando olungenasiphelo
thoba isikhalo sam e
kuthomalalise ukuncwina koMoya oyiNgcwele.
Ungayeki, kungenjalo siyakukhumbula ukuthululwa kothando lwakho.
«Yehla nakumthendeleko weMithetho eNgcwele .
Apho uya kufumana
-ezona ntlungu zethu zifihlakeleyo,
- iinyembezi zethu ezibuhlungu,
-ukuncwina kwethu okunzulu.
Ukumiselwa kumphakamisela phezulu umntu kwaye kumphathise uthumo olungcwele:
-phinda ubomi bam,
-ukwenza iisakramente,
-tyhila iimfihlo zam,
-bhengeza iVangeli, eyona nzululwazi ingcwele yam,
-xolelanisa izulu nomhlaba,
- zizise uYesu emiphefumlweni.
Kodwa yeha, bangaphi ababingeleli abakhoyo kuthi
-UYudas, abahlambeli ubungcwele obubhalwe kubo.
Owu! Hayi indlela ancwina ngayo uMoya oyiNgcwele xa ebona aba babingeleli bengcolisa eyona mixokelelwane ingcwele emiswe phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba!
Umyalelo uqulethe zonke iisakramente .
Ukuba umbingeleli uyakwazi ukugcina ingqibelelo yakhe isimilo esilungele umthendeleko ngamnye, maka...
-njengomgcini wabo nanjengomkhuseli kaYesu ngokwakhe.
Ukuba akunjalo,
iintlungu zethu zinkulu, - ukuncwina kwethu kuyaqhubeka.
Makube njalo ukuphalala kwenu kothando kuyo yonke imisebenzi yobubingeleli;
ukuba phakathi kwencwina yothando loMoya oyiNgcwele.
Phulaphula ngoku entliziyweni yakho
ukuncwina kwethu okunzulu malunga nomthendeleko womtshato.
Umtshato unyuswe ndim kwirenki yomthendeleko ngenjongo yokuba
sungula amaqhina angcwele phakathi kotata, umama nabantwana
- uthando,
-concord e
-uxolo
ziyafana nezo zikhoyo kuBathathu Emnye oNgcwele.
Ngaloo ndlela, umhlaba wawuza kumiwa ziintsapho ezisemhlabeni ezazibonisa iNtsapho yasezulwini. Amalungu abo ayeza kufana neengelosi zasemhlabeni ezibizelwe ukuza kuhlala imimandla yasezulwini.
Noko ke, bangaphi abantu abancwinayo bebona iintsapho ezininzi kangaka zasemhlabeni zibonakalisa isihogo kunezulu .
Endaweni yothando , ingxabano, ukungabikho kothando kunye nentiyo zilawula kuzo. Ngaloo ndlela, izidalwa ezininzi zasemhlabeni zifana neengelosi ezinemvukelo ezizinikele esihogweni.
Lowo umenza ancwine kakhulu uMoya oyiNgcwele.
Ngoko ke siphe iindawo zothando
kuwo wonke umtshato,
kuyo yonke indalo ezelweyo.
Ngaloo ndlela, ukuncwina kwethu okuqhubekayo kuya kuba buhlungu kakhulu kuthi.
“Ngamana ukuphoxeka kwenu kothando kusenokuba phezu kwebhedi yabafayo ekuthanjiswe ngayo ukuthanjiswa kwabagulayo.
Kukho i-aussi, que de gémissements, que de larmes secrètes!
Ce sacrement a la vertu
ukuba amsindise umoni ngexa lokufa.
-Qinisekisa ubungcwele bokulungileyo akwenzileyo.
-Yaluka iqhina lokugqibela phakathi kwesidalwa kunye noMdali waso.
-Ubeka itywina leZulu kumphefumlo osindisiweyo
ngokuyifunxa ngemfanelo zoMhlawuleli ukuyityebisa, ukuyihlambulula nokuyihombisa.
-Nguye wokugqibela ukubetha kwebrashi akunikwe nguMoya oyiNgcwele ukumlungiselela kakuhle ukuba awushiye umhlaba kwaye avele phambi koMdali wakhe.
Ngamafutshane, ukuthanjiswa kwabagulayo yimbonakaliso yeshumi elinesibini yothando lwethu ngomphefumlo. Luphawu lwezenzo zakhe zonke ezilungileyo.
Isebenza ngendlela emangalisayo kwabo bavulekele ubabalo.
Kule sakramente umphefumlo ufana nokuba ugutyungelwe ngumbethe wezulu ocima ngomoya omnye inkanuko yawo, ukuncamathela kwawo emhlabeni nakuyo yonke into engeyiyo eZulwini.
Nangona kunjalo, oko
-i-gemites, -iinyembezi ezikrakra,
- yezifo, - yokungakhathali, - yokulahlekelwa yimiphefumlo! Njengoko bambalwa abaxhamlayo kwisakramente yabagulayo
-ukungcwaliswa kwemiphefumlo yabo e
-ukuze ayilungise yonke imisebenzi yabo emihle.
Ukuba abantu bebenokukuva ukuncwina kwethu kwabo bafayo befumana umthendeleko wabagulayo, bebeya kuva intlungu enkulu!
Awufuni ukusinika ukuthululwa kothando ngalo lonke ixesha kusenziwa lo mthendeleko?
“Intando yethu ikulindile kuyo yonke indawo
-ukufumana uthando lwakho effusions
-yiba nenkampani yakho ngenxa yokuncwina kwethu kunye nokuncwina. "
Ndandifuna ukuzimanya kwiNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele
njengoko ndiqhele ukwenza,
ngoko ke ndinqule uThixo wam obethelelweyo.
Kodwa, njengoko kwenzekile kum ngaphezu kwesihlandlo esinye kutshanje
engazange yenzeke kum ngaphambili -
Ndiye ndabiwa bubuthongo ndingekayiqondi kwanto yokuqala and ke andaphinda ndanqulwa.
Ngoko ke, ndazicingela:
Ndiya kunqula umnqamlezo kuqala.
Ngoko, ukuba andiphuphumanga bubuthongo,
Ndiza kuzimanya kwintando kaThixo ukuze ndenze izenzo zam zesiqhelo. "
Ndithe ndisacinga ngalento.
-UYesu wam othandekayo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam kwaye,
- wasondeza ubuso bakhe kum,
Wathi kum: “Ntombi yam,
iqala ngokuzidibanisa kwiWill yam kunye
khona, yima phambi koBungangamsha
ukubuyisela kuye konke ukuthanda komntu,
ke, ngoncedo lweWill yam ,
lungisa zonke izenzo zomntu ngokuchasene nentando yam.
Intando yethu ifikile ukuzahlula izidalwa kwaye sifuna intando yezidalwa ngokutshintshiselana.
Esona sikhubekiso singqalileyo izidalwa sinokuzenza kuMdali wazo
ukwenza intando yabo
begatya oko koMdali wabo.
Buya
- ukwala iimpahla zeNdalo e
- ukwala ukufana noMdali.
"Inokuba yinto encinci
ukuba, emva kokuba ndizidibanise kwintando yam ,
Ngaba wamthatha esibelekweni sakho waza wasebenzisa isenzo sakhe sokuvumisa kuzo zonke izidalwa, kwaye emva koko wazisa zonke ezi zenzo zentando yam kuBukhulu obuPhakamileyo?
Naka u,
qaphela isenzo sangaphambili egameni lazo zonke izidalwa
oko kwenziwe yintando yam kuye ngamnye wabo,
akukho mntu wakha wayenza loo nto.
Ngumsebenzi wakho ukwenza oku,
kuba unegunya lemishini ekhethekileyo malunga neWill yam.
Kwaye ukuba ubuthongo bukubambisa ngelixa usenza,
UBawo waseZulwini uyakukujonga ngothando
ebona ukuba ulele ezingalweni zakhe kwaye
ukuba, nangona ulele,
intombi yakhe encinci ibambe zonke izenzo zeNtando yayo esibelekweni sayo
ukumnika imbuyekezo yothando nawo onke amawonga awakhe.
Ngokulandelayo
- qala ufeze umsebenzi wakho kwaye,
"Ke, ukuba unako, thanda amanxeba am ."
Wanga uYesu angasoloko ebulela.
Ngaloo ngokuhlwa, ngenxa yobubele bakhe, ndakwazi ukukwenza zombini ezi zinto.
Ndadibana neNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele ngendlela yam yesiqhelo. Ehamba ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wam othandekayo wandiwola.
Ngethoni yomntu ofuna ukufundisa, uthi kum :
"Intombazana yakho,
kufuneka uyazi ukuba,
- xa umntu eyintloko yomsebenzi,
-impahla engaphezulu enayo ngokunxulumene nalo msebenzi,
- kokukhona unokunxibelelana nabanye.
Ezi mpahla zonxibelelwano ziya kuba njengembewu
ngenxa yabantu abaya kuba nethuba lokuzamkela,
ngubani oza kuba ngabanini besityalo esilandelayo.
Oku kwenzeka kuAdam owathi,
-njengomntu wokuqala,
-wayeyintloko yazo zonke izizukulwana.
Ngenxa yoko, kwakufuneka ibe nazo zonke iimbewu eziyimfuneko kuphuhliso lobomi bomntu.
Kunokuthiwa yonke into ivela kuye. Wayenazo zonke isayensi. Izinto
-ukuba inzala yakhe yayiza kwazi emva komzamo omkhulu, wayeyazi yonke into ngendlela edibeneyo: wayenesayensi.
-zonke izityalo,
- yazo zonke imifuno ezinobuhle bayo obuthile,
- inzululwazi yazo zonke iintlobo zezilwanyana e
-uyisebenzisa njani kakuhle,
-inzululwazi yobugcisa bomculo, ukucula, ukubhala kunye namayeza
ngokufutshane, isayensi yayo yonke into.
Ukuba izizukulwana zaziyincutshe kwinzululwazi ethile, uAdam wayekwazi ukuzilawula zonke.
Ke jonga ukuba umntu ophethe ubuthunywa kufuneka alawule yonke into aya kuba nayo ukunxibelelana nabanye.
Nantsi ke imeko yakho, ntombi yam.
Ngokuba ndinimisele umsebenzi okhethekileyo, ongaphezu koka-Adam.
oku akusiyo isayensi yomntu, kodwa
yenzululwazi yenzululwazi, leyo yeNtando yam, inzululwazi yezulu.
Ndifuna ukuba ube nazo zonke iimbewu eziqulathwe yiWill yam.
-Okukhona usenza kwintando yam,
ulwazi oluninzi malunga nalo ,
kokukhona usongeza imitha elangeni layo.
Ngoko, ngokukhanya okukhulu,
Intando yam iya kuphumelela kwizizukulwana ngezizukulwana
ukuze imiphefumlo yazi ngokucacileyo ngakumbi iimpahla ezikuyo, e
iingenelo ezinkulu abaya kuba nazo ukuhlala apho.
Kuya kuba njengelanga lendalo,
-kuba inokukhanya okukhulu kakhulu,
- inokuthatha wonke umhlaba phantsi kokhuseleko lwawo, iwufudumeze, iwukhanyise kwaye iwuchumise;
ukuze wonke umntu - abanye ngaphezulu, abanye ngaphantsi - ukonwabela izibonelelo zayo.
Ukuba ilanga belibuthathaka ekukhanyeni, belingenakuwukhanyisela wonke umhlaba. Okona kulungileyo, yayiza kufikelela kwiindawo ezithile ngokutsalela kufutshane naye.
Ukuba ngenxa yezizukulwana,
Ndinike ilanga lendalo ukukhanya okukhulu,
Ndifuna ukwenza oku ngakumbi ngelanga le-Will yam ukuze ndikwazi
-khanyisa kakhulu imiphefumlo,
-Bafudumeze kwaye
-ukubazisela imbewu eqhamayo yobungcwele bobuthixo.
Njenge
Ndanyula uAdam ukuba akhokele izizukulwana zabantu njalo njalo
Ndinyule indawo esibhakabhakeni ukuba ndikhangele kuyo ilanga elikhanyisela umhlaba;
- Ndikunyule ukuba ube sembindini welanga leWill yam.
Eli langa
kufuneka ibe nomlinganiselo wokukhanya
ukuze wonke umntu akhanyiselwe kwaye afaneleke.
Ke ngoko , izenzo zakho kwintando yam ziyimfuneko kakhulu , kunye nalo lonke ulwazi endikunika lona.
Le yindlela eqhelekileyo yokwenza uBulumko banaphakade
-ukubandakanya izenzo zezidalwa
-ukugqiba okulungileyo endifuna ukuwagcwalisa.
Oku kwakunjalo ngeNtlawulelo yoMntu.
Kwafuneka ixesha elingamawaka amane eminyaka
ukuze umsebenzi wokulungiselela izidalwa ufezwe .
Oosolusapho, abaprofeti nako konke okulungileyo okwenziwa kwiTestamente eNdala babizelwa ukuhlahla indlela yokuzaliseka kweNtlawulo.
Kodwa yayifuna okungakumbi: nokuba zazilungile kwaye zingcwele kangakanani na ezi zenzo, udonga oluphakame kakhulu lwesono santlandlolo lwaluhlala lugcina amanzi phakathi kwezidalwa noThixo.
Ukuza kweNtombi Enyulu kwakuyimfuneko ,
Intombi enyulu ekhawulwe ngaphandle kwetyala lakuqala, imsulwa, ingcwele,
- betyetyiswe nguThixo ngalo lonke ubabalo, e
ekwazi ukuzenzela zonke izenzo ezingcwele ezenziwa ngamawaka amane eminyaka.
Wazigubungela ezi zenzo
- ubumsulwa bakhe, ubungcwele nobunyulu;
ukuze ubuThixo bubadlise ubomi, bube ngabo esi sidalwa simsulwa, singcwele .
Akazange amkele kuphela izenzo zamadoda amakhulu;
ke yena wabadlula bonke.
Ngaloo ndlela wafumana ukuhla ekudala elindelwe emhlabeni weLizwi.
“Okwenzekayo kwizenzo ezenziwa ngamalungisa kwiTestamente eNdala kunokufaniswa
imeko yomntu
eneengqekembe ezininzi zegolide nezesilivere;
-kodwa ngaphandle komfanekiso oqingqiweyo kakumkani ungabhalwanga kuwo.
Ngelixa ezi ngqekembe ngokwazo zinexabiso, azinakuthathwa njengemali esemthethweni ebukumkanini.
Ukuba, kwelinye icala, ukumkani uthenga ezi ngqekembe kwaye aprinte umfanekiso wakhe kuzo, zithenda ezisemthethweni.
Yenze njalo iNtombi :
Washicilela izenzo zeTestamente eNdala
- ubumsulwa bakhe,
- ubungcwele bakhe e
Intando kaThixo eyayisesandleni sakhe .
Wazisa ezi zenzo ziguquliweyo kuBuThixo.
Wafumana njalo ukuba uMkhululi wehla weza emhlabeni.
"Nangona kunjalo, ukuze ezi zenzo zibe nexabiso lemali lokuvumela ukungena eParadesi,
- kwakungekuphela nje ukuba kufakwe itywina lobungcwele, ubumsulwa kunye nentando kaThixo,
-kodwa kwakhona itywina lokusebenza kweLizwi ngokwalo.
Izenzo zeNtombikazi zanele ukundenza ndehle phakathi kwezidalwa.
Umsebenzi wam wobuThixo wawuyimfuneko ukuvumela izidalwa ukuba zinyukele eZulwini . Nantsi indlela
-Ndenze kum zonke izenzo ezingcwele ezenziwa yizidalwa,
ukusuka kweyokuqala ukufika emhlabeni ukuya phakathi ukuya kuthi ga apho, kwaye
-Ndibeka uphawu lwam phezu kwabo,
nto leyo ibunjwe kukusokola kwam negazi lam elaphalalayo.
Ndiyayithanda lento
njengokumkani omkhulu ,
Ndenze ukuba kufumaneke kumntu wonke,
ingqekembe ekuvumela ukuba ungene eParadesi.
Konke oku
-iye yamiselwa buBulumko obungadalwanga kwaye
-kwakuyimfuneko ukuzisa intlawulelo ekugqityweni.
"Intombazana yakho,
imele ibeyintando yam ukuba yayiyiyo iNtlawulo. Lo nto
Intando yam yaziwe zizidalwa kunye
inokuba ngumgaqo wobomi babo,
kuyimfuneko ukuba izenzo ziphuculwe.
Ukulandela umzekelo kaMama wam wasezulwini kunye nam, kufuneka wamkele kwiWill yam
zonke izinto ezenziwayo kwiTestamente eNdala,
ezo zenziwa nguKumkanikazi weZulu e
ezo zenziwe ndim,
ngokunjalo nabo bebekhe bakho okanye baya kuqondwa ngabalungileyo nabangcwele
abantu
kude kube sekupheleni kwexesha.
Kuzo zonke ezi zenzo uya kubeka uphawu lwakho
-yothando, -yeentsikelelo kunye -yokunqulwa
ndityetyiswe bubungcwele namandla eNtando yam.
Akukho nto kufuneka ibaleke kuwe.
Intando yam ibandakanya yonke into: nawe kufuneka wamkele yonke into ".
Ndaziva ndintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kulwandle olukhulu lweNtando yobuThixo. Ndingathanda, njengoko uYesu wam olungileyo wandixelelayo,
musa ukuvumela nantoni na ukuba ibaleke kuzo zonke izenzo zakhe zangaphambili, zangoku nezexesha elizayo - eziye zenzelwe isenzo esilula, kunye
-hlala njalo kule ntando kaThixo
nihlala nisenza izenzo zothando nemibulelo kuye.
Ubuncinci, bendingathanda ukuba ndenze uluhlu olude lwezenzo zakhe.
-ukundivuselela ukuba ndincome kwaye ndidumise, e
-ukundinceda ndihlale ndikuye.
Kodwa, ngenxa yobuncinci bam,
Bendingazi ukuba mandiqale ngaphi, ndinikwe
ekhoyo kuyo yonke indawo kwaye
ihlala isenza izinto ezimangalisayo, kwizinto ezinkulu nezincinci.
Ndithe ndisacinga njalo kwaphuma uYesu wam omnandi ngaphakathi kwam.
Wathi kum :
"Ntombi yeNtando yam engcwele,
xa ungumntwana, kufuneka wazi
-utata wakhe wenzani kwaye
yonke into anayo,
kwaye ukwazi ukumxelela:
"Iyintoni eyakho yeyam."
Ukuba akunjalo, oko kuthetha
-ukuba akukho zivumelwano ezininzi phakathi koyise nentombi okanye, mhlawumbi,
- ongeyena intombi yakhe esemthethweni.
Ukuba uyintombi yokwenyani yeWill yam, kufuneka uyazi
yonke into eyenziwa yiNtando yam kwaye
-yonke impahla anayo.
"Ukuphila kwi-Will yam kukuba kwinkampani yazo zonke izenzo zomntu.
Intando yam
akafuni ukuba yedwa kwiNdalo, kodwa
usoloko efuna ukuba phakathi kwezidalwa. Uthanda izidalwa kakhulu kangangokuba, ngenxa yazo,
igcina ucwangco kuyo yonke indawo kwiNdalo e
ibuyiselwa ebomini kwinto nganye edaliweyo.
Xa efumana umphefumlo ogcina inkampani yakhe kwizenzo zakhe ngaphakathi kweNdalo,
luphuphuma luvuyo e
ubona kulo mphefumlo
isidalwa esimthandayo nesithandwa nguye, isidalwa ekunokuthiwa kuye iimfihlelo zaso;
eprinta ngoonobumba abaqaqambileyo emphefumlweni wakhe.
"Intle kangakanani intando yam xa ihambelana nobuncinci bentando yomntu.
ngesenzo sakhe sokuba phakathi kwezakhe!
Intando yam ihlala ifuna ukupha.
Fumana ubuhle, ubutyebi kunye nobuncinci obunamandla.
Ufuna ukuyigcina kuye ngalo lonke ixesha ukuze akwazi ukumnika ngalo lonke ixesha.
“ Akukho nto intle, intle kwaye imangalisayo
-bona umphefumlo
ohamba kunye nezenzo zentando yoMdali wakhe.
Phakathi kwalomphefumlo noMdali kukho
- ukhuphiswano,
uthando olufanayo ,
intshukumo eqhubekayo yokupha nokwamkela.
Ah ! Ukuba ubusazi ukuba utyebe kangakanani na!
Njengoko usazi izinto zeNtando yam ,
ingaba unepropati engakanani !
Kwaye ukuba uzama ukubala ezi mpahla,
awukwazi ukuyenza e
urhaxwa kuzo.
Zithathele ingqalelo izenzo zeWill yam ukuba ufuna ukuhlala ubagcina bekunye ».
Ndadibana neNtando eNgcwele yobuNgcwele ngendlela yam yesiqhelo: Ndizamile
-thwala zonke izinto ezidaliweyo esibelekweni e
-ukubeka wonke umntu endikuthandayo,
enye ndiyabulela kuwe, enye ndiyakuthanda kwaye enye ndiyakusikelela,
ukuze ube phakathi kweNtando yobuThixo ethi,
-ngothando,
- ifumaneka kuyo yonke indawo kwiNdalo.
Njengoko ndandisenza oku, kwathi qatha ingcinga kum:
"Ufumana ntoni umphefumlo ohlala kwintando kaThixo?"
Ukuphuma kwam ngaphakathi, uYesu wam othandekayo wandicinezela kuye kwaye wathi kum : ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba umphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam ufumana ntoni?
Ufumana ukuba iWill yam izimanya neyakhe ngokumnika ukulingana phakathi kwemiyolelo yethu emibini .
Intando yam, ingcwele, inyulu kwaye ilula,
ufuna ukuba lo mphefumlo ulingane naye ngobungcwele, ubunyulu nokukhanya.
Kwaye ngenxa yokuba umnqweno wakhe kukuphila kwintando yam,
umnqweno wam kukunika intando yakhe into efana neyam ngokugqibeleleyo.
Kungenxa yoko le nto ndifuna wena kunye neWill yam naphi na apho asebenza khona, ukuze akwenze ukuba uxhamle rhoqo kwizenzo zakhe ».
Ukuva oku, ndathi kuYesu:
"Sithandwa sam, i-Will yakho ikuyo yonke indawo kwaye ngoko wonke umntu uhlala kuyo. Kwaye nangona kunjalo ayinguye wonke umntu onokufana oku".
UYesu waphinda wathi:
"Kuyinyani ukuba bonke bahlala kwiWill yam, kuba kukho yonke indawo. Kodwa uninzi lwabo luhlala apho
njengabasemzini okanye abarhwebi, okanye
ngemfuneko, okanye
njengabavukeli .
Bahlala kwiWill yam
ngaphandle kokwazi e
ndingabazi ubutyebi bayo.
Bangamaxhoba obomi ababufumene kuye.
Isenzo ngasinye siyaqaqambisa
umahluko phakathi kokuthanda kwabo noko Mdali wabo, e
kwanentlupheko yabo, neenkanuko zabo, nesithokothoko sabo bantywiliselwe kubo.
Bazimfama kuyo yonke into ejonge eZulwini.
"Ukufikelela ukulingana kunye nentando yam, umphefumlo kufuneka ungahlali apho.
-njengomphambukeli,
-kodwa njengomnini. Kufuneka
-Zijonge zonke izinto njengezezakhe e
- Yinyamekele.
Nangona kunjalo, kufuneka uzazi kakuhle ezi zinto ukuba ufuna ukuba kwimeko entle.
-bathanda kwaye
-yiba ngumnini.
Nokuba intle kwaye ilunge kangakanani na into, ukuba ayiyoyethu ngokupheleleyo,
-Awunakumthanda ngokwenene kwaye umnike lonke ingqalelo emfaneleyo:
- sijonge ngokungakhathali kwaye ngaphandle kokunamathela kuyo.
Ukuba, kwelinye icala, into iba yipropathi yethu,
-siyiqwalasela ngononophelo,
- siyayithanda kwaye
- size kukwenza umfanekiso oqingqiweyo.
Oku akunjalo.
-kuba into itshintshile okanye intle kakhulu,
-kodwa ngenxa yokuba ingumntu otshintshileyo ngenxa yokufunyanwa kwale nto njengempahla yakhe yedwa.
"Nantsi into eyenzekayo kumphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam:
ubona intando yam njengeyakhe ;
iva i- aura yayo yasezulwini;
uyakuqonda ukufana kwayo nalowo wayidalayo;
uziva etyalwe yimbonakaliso yoMdali;
kuzo zonke izinto, uva amandla e- fiat yomdali. Kulwandle lwempahla anayo, uthi:
"Hayi indlela endivuya ngayo, intando kaThixo yeyam kwaye ndiyayithanda!"
“Izenzo zentando yam zasasazeka kuyo yonke indawo. Wathi kum ngesifingo:
Vumela umoya wam uvuke kwintando yakho yobuThixo kwaye ugubungele ngeNtando yakho bonke ubukrelekrele bezidalwa ukuze zivuke kwintando yakho.
Egameni labo bonke ndinikezela kuwe ukudumisa, uthando kunye nokuzithoba. "Ngoko umbethe wezulu ovela kwintando yam.
-Isasazeke kwindalo yonke,
nazizela elowo ubabalo lwakhe ngezenzo zenu.
Hayi indlela ekwakukuhle ngayo ukubabona bonke begqunywe ngulo mbethe
ongumfuziselo wawo umbethe wokusa ;
ethi, ntsasa nganye, igqume izityalo, izihombise, izichumise kwaye ithintele ezo sele ziza kubuna ukuba zome.
Umnandi njengombethe wasekuseni.
kakhulu ngakumbi umbethe ophuma kwizenzo eziphunyezwe kwiNtando yam".
Ndathi kuYesu: "Kodwa sthandwa sam nobomi bam, nangona lombethe, izidalwa azitshintshi".
Uthe:
Ukuba kuhle umbethe wakusasa, ukuba awuthanga awe;
-emthini owomileyo okanye kwinto engenabomi -, umbethe wentando yam uluncedo ngakumbi,
ngaphandle kokuba ngumphefumlo owamkelayo
- abazange bafe ngokupheleleyo ngobabalo, apho ke, nangona kunjalo, kunye nesidima sakhe esinika ubomi, uzama ukubanika ubomi obuncinane.
Kodwa yonke eminye imiphefumlo
abanye kakhulu, abanye kancinane ngokweendlela zabo
yiva imiphumo yalo mbethe uluncedo ".
Ndenze imisebenzi yam yesiqhelo kwintando kaThixo,
ukwamkela yonke indalo e
ukwenza zonke izenzo zendalo zibe zezam.
Ngothando lwam olubuthathaka, ndambulela uThixo wam ngako konke awakwenzayo kwiNdalo.
Kwafika ingcinga kum:
"Uthatha ixesha elide uthandaza ngolu hlobo,
+ kodwa yintoni na elungileyo eniyenzayo, yaye yintoni na eninikela imbeko kuThixo wenu?
Emva koko, uhamba ngaphakathi kum, Yesu wam othandekayo
wolula ingalo yakhe,
wamkela zonke izinto nazo zonke izidalwa, waza emva koko, waziphakamisa, wazinikela kuYise.
Emva koko wathi kum :
"Intombazana yakho,
umntu ohlala ngokwenene kwiWill yam
uneenzonzobila zomphefumlo wakhe zonke izidalwa nezinto zonke.
ngokwenene, ngenxa yobomi bakhe kwiNtando yam,
inayo yonke into eyenziwe yiNtando yam kwaye iza kuyenza kwaye
uthanda njengokuba nam ndimthanda.
Ngoko ke, ndiyifumene
Isibhakabhaka esineenkwenkwezi, - ilanga eliqaqambileyo,
ulwandle olukhulu, - amadlelo anentyatyambo, njl.
Kwaye kulungile ukuba,
ejikeleza kuzo zonke ezi zinto,
uphuza umntu ngamnye kwaye uchukumise "Ndiyakuthanda" kulowo wabadala ngothando olungaka kunye nobuninzi obugqithisileyo.
"Kwaye njengoko bonke ubomi bokwenyani bubandakanya kwintando yam,
kukho, kulo mntu
- uAdam ongcwele kwimeko apho waphuma ezandleni zam zokudala, kwaye
- uAdam onetyala , wathotywa kunye neenyembezi.
So umntu ohlala kwiWill yam
- unxulumene noAdam kwimo yakhe yobungcwele kwaye,
ehlangene nezenzo zakhe ezimsulwa nezingcwele;
inokundinika uzuko kwaye yenze yonke iNdalo incume kwakhona.
Ngaphaya koko
ukwabelana ngeenyembezi zakhe,
angalila naye ngenxa yale Fiat yala ekhokelele kumabhodlo amaninzi.
"Kumntu ohlala kwiWill yam nazo zifunyenwe
abaprofeti,
oosolusapho kunye
Abangcwele kunye nemisebenzi yabo yonke ,
- abo bancwina kakhulu emva kokufika koMhlawuleli .
KwiWill yam lomntu angadibanisa nencwina zakhe.
Kukwakho nakuye uMama wam ongahlukaniyo noMntu wam.
- ngazo zonke izenzo zabo,
- apho kuye kwavela izimanga ezininzi.
Kufuphi,
Ndifuna ukuba uthathe inxaxheba kuzo zonke izinto zam, ezadlulayo, zangoku nezexesha elizayo. Ilungile kwaye iyimfuneko ukuba zonke ezi zinto zingohlulwa kuye.
Ukuba andizifumani kuye,
- kukuba akahlali ngokupheleleyo kwiWill yam e
-engenako ukundinika imbuyekezo yothando ngayo yonke into eyeyam.
Andiyidalanga ukuba ibe lihlabathi elincinci kunye nothixo omncinci?
"Apha ngoba
Ndihlala ndiphindaphinda kuwe ukuba ubomi kwiNtando yam ayaziwa,
Ndinifundisa izinto ezininzi, kwaye
Ndiyakwandisa amandla akho ukuze zonke iimpahla zam zingene kuwe.
Ndifuna uthando lubuye ngayo yonke into evela kum. Ndiyakwazi ukunyamezela umntu ohlala kwiWill yam
Andizazi zonke izinto zam,
akazithandi kwaye
akanazo.
Kungenjalo umntu angathetha njani ngobugqwirha bobomi kwiWill yam? "
Wathula ke uYesu wam .
Ndaqalisa ukuzulazula kwintando kaThixo.
Owu! Njengoko ndingathanda
beka umanga wothando nombulelo kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo e
uprinta " Ndiyakuthanda" kuzo zonke izenzo zentando yakhe ,
ukuze ndiyibambe ndiyenze isithsaba sikaYesu kum!
Emva koko ndabona isibhakabhaka esineenkwenkwezi waza uYesu wam olungileyo wathi kum :
“Ntombi yam, jonga esibhakabhakeni:
-yeyiphi iodolo,
-enjani imvisiswano!
Akukho nkwenkwezi inokuba ngaphandle kwenye,
omnye uxhasa omnye,
enye ingamandla yenye.
Ukuba - oku akunakwenzeka - inkwenkwezi enye ishiya indawo yayo, kuya kwenzeka
ukudideka okunjalo ,
isiphithiphithi esinjalo
ukuba kuya kubakho ingozi yokuba yonke into iya kuhlukana.
Ngaloo ndlela, ubuhle obukhulu besibhakabhaka buxhomekeke kwinto yokuba,
ngamandla onxibelelwano kunye namandla anomtsalane iinkwenkwezi ezinawo ngokufanayo,
ngamnye ugcina indawo yakhe, kwaye
zonke, ngaphezu kombane, zihlala zilele kwaye ziqhagamshelwe omnye komnye.
Njengesibhakabhaka phezu komhlaba,
Izidalwa ezingabantu zikwabumba isibhakabhaka: isibhakabhaka esenziwe ngeenkwenkwezi ezinobomi.
Ukuba ibingeyompazamo yokuqala,
- zonke izinto uAdam
- bonke abo babedalwe yinzala yakhe babeya kufakwa ngokwamaqela ngabantu bonke.
Wonke umntu uya kuba nayo esandleni sakhe
- kungekhona nje amandla akhe obuqu,
- kodwa nakwabanye.
Tous les biens auraient été en commun.
Njengokwenza kombane, iMy Will
-beza kubabamba bonke abantu kunye
Wayeza kubanika zonke izinto ezilungileyo nezingcwele.
Ngelixa ndinoMyolelo wam njengendawo yemvelaphi e
Ukuba neshishini labo, wonke umntu uya kuba
-iguqulwe ibe kukukhanya e
-ngoko, bekuya kuba lula kwabanye.
Ngoko yiqonde intlungu yam
bona isibhakabhaka sezidalwa kububugxwayiba obunjalo.
Le ntlungu inkulu kangangokuba ayinakuqondwa yingqondo yomntu.
Xa intando yam , eyayiza kulungelelanisa yonke into kwizidalwa,
kwaliwe,
yaba:
ukuphazamiseka, - ukudideka, - ukuhlukana,
ubuthathaka, - ubumnyama.
Isibhakabhaka esibi sezidalwa sajika sajonga phantsi! Ubomi kuphela kwiWill yam
iya kubuyisela ucwangco kwaye
ukukhanya okutsha kuya kukhanya.
Yiyo loo nto ndifuna ukufumana zonke izinto kunye nezidalwa zonke kuwe. Intando yam, isenzo sokuqala sazo zonke izidalwa zasezulwini nezisemhlabeni,
baya kukuxelela zonke izenzo zabo.
Uya kudityaniswa nabo kunye nabo kuwe.
Lumka kakhulu, kuba ndifuna ukukunika eyona nto inkulu kunokwenzeka. Kodwa ndifuna izinto ezinkulu kunye nengqalelo enkulu kuwe.
Abo banikela kakhulu balindele lukhulu”.
Ndacinga ngeenyembezi ezaziphalala umntwana onguYesu ekuzalweni kwam ndacinga:
“Inokuba zazinothando kangakanani ezo nyembezi, kufanele ukuba zazinjani.
okanye umkhenkce okanye utshise obo buso buthambileyo !
Enyanisweni, ngokokwazi kwam, iinyembezi zinemiphumo emibini enokwenzeka:
ukuba zenziwa luthando, ziyavutha kwaye zibangele isijwili;
ukuba zibangelwa yintlungu, ziyabanda kwaye zibangela ukubanda.
KuMntwana wam omncinci wasebukhosini, kwakukho uthando olungenasiphelo kunye neentlungu ezingapheliyo. Ngoko kumele ukuba ukulila kwakhe kwakubuhlungu kakhulu kuye.
Ngelixa bendiyonwabise le ngcinga, Yesu wam othandekayo
-uye wahamba kum kwaye
- wandibonisa ubuso bakhe bonke bumanzi ziinyembezi.
Iinyembezi zakhe zazehlela kakhulu.
ngokwaneleyo ukumanzisa isifuba nezandla zakhe.
Uye wancwina wathi kum :
"Ntombi yam, zinyembezi zam
- yaqala ekukhawulweni kwam esibelekweni sikaMama wam wasezulwini e
- ndaqhubeka de umphefumlo wam wokugqibela eMnqamlezweni.
Intando kaBawo waseZulwini indinike umsebenzi weenyembezi.
Njengoko zininzi iinyembezi zimele ukuba ziphuma emehlweni am njengoko ziphuma emehlweni azo zonke izidalwa kunye.
Kanye njengoko ndayikhawulayo yonke imiphefumlo yabo,
Kwafuneka ndikhuphe zonke iinyembezi zabo .
Ngoko unokuyiqonda indlela endandikhala ngayo.
ngenxa yeminqweno yabo, ngokokude zicinywe ezi nkanuko.
-Ils ont versé les larmes qui sont necessaires après le peché pour insuffler en elles
ukuzisola ngempazamo endiyenzileyo ,
ukugwetyelwa qu'elles ont mal agi, et
uYehova akasayi kuba sasona.
Bantywizisa iinyembezi ukubakhuthaza ukuba bavelane neentlungu zoMbandezelo wam.
-Baye balila iinyembezi zothando ukubakhuthaza ukuba bandithande.
Le nto ndikuxelele yona kwanele ukuba uyiqonde
-ukuba akukho zinyembezi zichithwa zizidalwa
-ukuba andizange ndizihlawule.
"Akukho mntu wayezazi zonke ezo nyembezi ziyimfihlo ziphuma emehlweni am.
Kukangaphi, njengomntwana,
Ndabhabha ndisuka emhlabeni ndaya ezulwini.
apho ndabeka intloko yam encinci ethangeni likaBawo wam waseZulwini ndaza ndathi kuye ndilila:
"Tata, uyabona,
Ndahamba emhlabeni ndilila ndihlupheka njengabantakwethu
-bazalwe,
-phila kwaye
-ukulila.
Ndibathanda kakhulu kangangokuba ndifuna zonke iinyembezi zabo zidlule emehlweni am. Andifuni namnye kubo ukuba abaleke mna
ukubajika abe iinyembezi zonke
- uthando,
-isohlwayo,
-uloyiso,
- ukungcwaliswa e
-yokuvumisa".
Kukangaphi uMama endimthandayo ehlabe intliziyo yakhe xa endibona ndilila ngolo hlobo. Ebemane edibanisa nezam iinyembezi silile sobabini.
Maxa wambi ndiye ndanyanzeleka ukuba ndizimele ukuze ndikhuphe iinyembezi, ngaloo ndlela ndikuphepha ukugqobhoza intliziyo yakhe yobunina nemsulwa.
Ngamanye amaxesha ndandiye ndilinde uMama wam osezulwini ukuba anyamekele umsebenzi wasekhaya ukuze ndikwazi ukuzibamba iinyembezi”.
Ndilandela amazwi kaYesu, ndathi kuye:
“Emva koko, sithandwa sam, amehlo akho aphalala.
- iinyembezi zam zobuqu, kwaye ngokunjalo
- ezo zikabawo wethu wokuqala uAdam.
Ndifuna uphalaze ezinyembezi emphefumlweni wam, undibabale
- kungekhona nje ukuzalisekisa intando yakho engcwele,
- kodwa ukuba ndiyidle njengentando yam. "
Emva koko wanqwala. Iinyembezi bezizehlela ebusweni bakhe zisiya kumphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo. Wongeza wathi:
"Ntombi yeNtando yam,
-Ndizikhuphe nyani iinyembezi zakho
- ukuze ngazo ndikunike isipho esikhulu seNtando yam.
"Oko uAdam wayengenako ukuyifumana ngeenyembezi zakhe,
nangona bedlula emehlweni am,
unga.
Ngaphambi kokuba one, uAdam wayeneNtando yam, kwaye ngenxa yoko,
wakhula ngokuncamisileyo ngokomfanekiso woMdali wakhe;
kangangokuba wonke umntu oseZulwini wavuya kwaye waziva ewonga ngokumkhonza.
Ngenxa yesono sakhe waphulukana nelifa leWill yam. Nangona
ityala lakhe lalila kakhulu,
akusekho sono, e
Ndisenako ukuyifeza iWill yam ,
wayengenakuphinda abe nayo. Ngenxa yokuba ukuhlolelwa okwakumdibanisa noThixo kwaphulwa.
Olu hlumelo lwenziwa kwakhona ndim, iLizwi elinguNaphakade, emva kwamawaka amane eminyaka. Ngeli xesha, uAdam wayesele ewele umgubasi weMbewu.
“Nangona kunjalo,
ngaphandle kolu hlumelo lobuthixo lwenziwe kwakhona phakathi kokuninzi
-iinyembezi, iigemites kunye -neentlungu;
bangaphi abonwabileyo ngemeko ka-Adam emva kokuwa kwakhe:
ukwenza intando yam kuphela ?
Okunye
Andifuni kuva iWill yam ithetha okanye, worse,
nimvukele.
Kuphela ngabo bakhetha ukuhlala kwiNtando yam yokufumana imeko yokungabi natyala kuka-Adam ngaphambi kokuwa kwakhe.
Kukho umsantsa omkhulu kakhulu phakathi kwabo benza intando yam kunye nabo banayo, ngokufanayo
kuphela phakathi kwemeko ka-Adam ngaphambi kokuwa kwakhe kunye nemeko yakhe emva kokuwa kwakhe.
Ukufika kwam emhlabeni, ndenza into evela kuThixo ngokwenza oko kwakuyimfuneko ukuze umntu abuyisele imeko yakhe yantlandlolo, oko kukuthi, ukuba nentando yam.
Nangona, ngoku, uninzi
ndithabathele ekufikeni kwam nje, kube sisinyange sosindiso lwabo;
ukubhenela kwiNtando yam kuphela ukuba ungayi esihogweni,
Ndihlala ndilindele imiphefumlo
- ukunyuka phezulu e
- Yamkela iWill yam njengobomi.
Ekwenzeni le Will yaziwe, ndiyalinda
-ukuba imiphefumlo ikhetha ukulidla ilifa,
- ukuba ukufakelwa kobuthixo endikwenzileyo ngokutsha kuthwala isiqhamo.
Ngaloo ndlela, iinyembezi zam ziya kujika zibe luncumo lwasezulwini nolobuthixo.
- ngenxa yam kunye nabo. "
Bendicinga ngoku ngasentla:
ukuba intando kaThixo sisipho kwaye,
Ubani unaso njengesipho, yaye nabani na owanelisekileyo kukwenza ukuthanda kukaThixo umele akwenze oko
-thumela kwiiodolo e
- soloko ubuza ukuba wenze ntoni.
Ukuba ufuna ukwenza isenzo esithandwa nguThixo,
- kufuneka aboleke isipho kwaye asihambise xa isenzo siphelile.
Ndathi ndisacinga, kwathi qatha kum.
uthelekiso olwahlukeneyo olubonisa umahluko phakathi kwezi meko zimbini.
Nazi ezimbini zazo.
Masithi ndinikwe njengesipho ingqekembe yegolide enexabiso lokuvelisa imali eninzi kangangoko ndifuna. Owu! Yanga ndingatyebisa ngale ngqekembe yegolide!
-Masithi ngoku omnye umntu ufumene isiqwenga esifanayo, kodwa kuphela iyure, okanye ukwenza umsebenzi othile, kwaye kuya kufuneka abuyisele isiqwenga.
Onjani wona umahluko phakathi kwezi meko zimbini!
Masiphinde sicinge ukuba ndifumene njengesipho isibane esingacimiyo.
Ke, imini nobusuku, ndikhuselekile kwaye ndihlala ndinolu kukhanya. Ingathi yinxalenye yendalo yam.
Indinika inzuzo yokuhlala ndisazi
-yintoni elungileyo ukuyenza kwaye
- ukuba akulunganga ukuyiphepha.
Ke, ngolu kukhanya, ndihlekisa ngayo yonke into:
wehlabathi, womtyholi, weminqweno yam kunye neyam. Oku kukhanya kum ngumthombo ongunaphakade wolonwabo:
- akanazo izixhobo, kodwa uyandikhusela;
Akanalizwi, kodwa uyandiqondisa;
-Akanazandla nanyawo, kodwa ungumkhokeli oqinisekileyo kum wokundikhokelela eZulwini.
Ngoku masithi omnye umntu ufumene ukukhanya okufanayo, kodwa
-ukuba akanalo lonke ixesha kwaye
- ngubani omele abuze xa ecinga ukuba uyayifuna ,
- nokuba kuthetha ukuyibuyisela emva .
Kuba akaqhelanga ukubona izinto ngolu hlobo,
- akanalo ulwazi lokulungileyo nokubi, kwaye
- akanamandla aneleyo okwenza okulungileyo kwaye aphephe ububi.
Ukungabi naso esi sibane sifumaneka rhoqo,
Kungaphi ukuphoxeka, iingozi kunye neendlela ezimxinwa ejongene nazo?
Njengoko ingqondo yam yayicinga imizekelo efana nale, ndazicingela:
Ukuphila kwiNtando yobuThixo kukuyifumana kwaye, ke, sisipho. Kodwa ukuba uThixo akafuni kunikela esi sipho kwisidalwa, sinokwenza ntoni eso sidalwa sisweleyo?”
Emva koko uYesu wam olungileyo wahamba ngaphakathi kwam, wambamba,
Wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
liyinene elithi ukuhlala kwiWill yam sisipho kwaye sesona sipho sikhulu.
Kodwa esi sipho,
-enexabiso elingenasiphelo,
-eyimali eyonyuka ngexabiso ngamaxesha onke,
-olukhanyiso olungacimiyo;
-nto leyo ilanga elingatshoniyo kwaye
obuyisela umntu indawo yakhe yembeko, nolawulo lwakhe endalweni;
inikwa kuphela abo
-abahamba kakuhle ,
-oko akuyi kuyichitha, kwaye
-abakulungeleyo ukuncama ubomi babo ukuze esi sipho sibe nobukhulu obupheleleyo kuso.
Ukunika esi sipho kwisidalwa, ndiyaqinisekisa kuqala
-ngubani ofuna ngokwenene ukwenza intando yam hayi eyakhe,
- ngubani olungele ukuncama yonke into ukufezekisa oku kwaye
-nto leyo, ngayo yonke into ayenzayo, ifuna isipho soMyolelo wam, nokuba ikwimo yemali-mboleko.
Xa ndimbona ukuba sele eqhelile ukwenza yonke into nge loan yeWill yam ndimnika ngoba,
-ndicela rhoqo,
-Kudala kuye isithuba, apho ndinokubeka khona isipho sasezulwini.
Ndiqhele ukuhlala nokondliwa nguThixo kwiNtando yam ngendlela yemboleko,
- ulahlekelwe yincasa yentando yakhe,
- inkalakahla yakhe iye yaphucuka kwaye akasakwazi ukuziqhelanisa nokutya okungcolileyo ngokuthanda kwakhe.
Ngoko ke
-ezibona ephethe esi sipho uye wasinqwenela,
- uphila ngayo kwaye umnika lonke uthando lwakhe.
Masithi ke indoda emthanda kakhulu umntwana
imnika iwaka leedola
ukuza kuhlala naye okwethutyana,
kodwa engayazi ixabiso lemali yemali, umntwana wayikrazula ibe ngamaqhekeza eliwaka.
Awuyi kusola loo ndoda ngokwenza le nto?
Masithi, endaweni yoko, ngaphambi kokuba inike umntwana itikiti, indoda iqinisekisa ngalo
oyinqwenelayo ngokumcacisela konke okulungileyo anokutsalwa kuko
kwaye, emva koko,
endaweni yokukrazula itikiti,
umntwana uyamxabisa kakhulu, umgcina ekhuselekile kwaye uthanda lowo unikelayo ngakumbi.
Kwimeko yokugqibela, awuyi kuncoma indoda ngokwenza oko.
Ukuba amadoda ayazi indlela yokwenza izinto kakuhle phakathi kwawo, ndingazi kangakanani na ukunika isipho soMyolelo wam.
ngobulumko, ubulungisa nothando.
Nangona kunjalo, kuyimfuneko ukuba umntu
igcinwe kakuhle,
uqhelene nesipho esinikelwayo, kwaye
umxabisa ngokwenene.
Ulwazi linyathelo lokuqala kuye:
olu lwazi
ivula indlela kwaye
kufana nesivumelwano ekufuneka sisayinwe ukuze ufumane isipho.
- Okukhona umphefumlo ufumana ulwazi lwentando yam,
- kokukhona uyifuna e
-kwabongoza uMnikeli oNgcwele ukuba abeke utyikityo lwakhe kwikhontrakthi eza kuyizisa kuye.
«Umqondiso wokuba ngoku ndifuna ukunika izidalwa isipho soMyolelo wam kukuba ndinqwenela kakhulu ukuba ulwazi lwayo lusasazeke.
yonke indawo .
Ngoko ke
-ukuba ufuna ndifake isignature yam
ukuze isipho seNtando yam sibe sesazo zonke izidalwa,
Lumkani, ningasindeki kwizinto endinifundisa zona.
Emva koko umoya wam ohluphekileyo waqala ukubhadula kwiNtando yobuThixo ngelixa ndizama ukwenza yonke imisebenzi yam kuyo.
Emva koko ndaziva ndityalwe ngokukhanya okuphezulu kwaye nezenzo ezincinci endandizenza zangena koko kukhanya kwaye zaba kukukhanya ngokwazo.
Noko ke, ndandingazi ukuba baphi na kuloo kukhanya. Ndandisazi nje ukuba bakhona.
Mna ke, bekungenakwenzeka ukuba ndihambe ngale ndlela yokukhanya. Ndingangena, kunjalo.
Kodwa ukuyinqumla ngokupheleleyo kwakungafikeleleki kumncinane wam. UYesu wam olungileyo wahamba ngaphakathi kwam wandixelela :
"Ntombi yam, hayi indlela ekukuhle ngayo ukubona umphefumlo usebenza kwiNtando yam! Usebenza ekukhanyeni kwentando yam,
idibanisa isenzo esisodwa soMdali wayo e
ithatha indawo yayo efanelekileyo ekukhanyeni. Akakwazi ukubona izenzo zakhe kuyo,
nokuba baqinisekile ukuba banendawo yabo kwixesha elidlulileyo, elikhoyo nelizayo.
“Ilanga, umfanekiso wokukhanya kukaThixo, linenxalenye yalo mhlaba.
Masithi ukwindawo ekhanyiswe lilanga: ubona ukukhanya kwalo
- phambi kwakho, - ngaphezu kwakho, - emva kwakho, - ngasekunene kwakho - ngasekhohlo kwakho. Nangona kunjalo, awunakuyazi ukuba yeyiphi indawo ekungqongileyo yokukhanya, kodwa uyazi ukuba kukungqongile.
Ubuqu
- ngendlela efanayo baguqulelwa ekukhanyeni kukaThixo,
-izenzo zakho zinokuguqulwa zibe ngukukhanya kwelanga,
Ngaba ucinga ukuba unokwazi ukuba ziphi iindawo zokukhanya ezinxulumene nezenzo zakho? Ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo.
Nangona kunjalo, ubuya kwazi ukuba zivela kuwe kwaye zibandakanyiwe koku kukhanya.
Yiyo loo nto ubomi kwiNtando yobuThixo iyeyona nto inkulu enokuthi yenzeke kuwe: kuba uphila ngokobuthixo.
"Ngokukhawuleza xa uMdali ebona umphefumlo kwintando yakhe,
- umthatha ezingalweni zakhe,
- Umbeka ethangeni lakhe kwaye
- Ukuvumela ukuba usebenze ngezakho izandla kunye namandla enziwe ngawo zonke izinto.
Zinjalo ke izenzo zesidalwa
-iba lula,
ukuzimanya nesenzo esikhethekileyo soMdali, e
vumani uzuko nendumiso yakhe.
Ngoko qiniseka
- ukuba eyona nto ibalulekileyo kuwe kukuhlala kwiWill yam kunye
-ukuba ngale ndlela awusoze uwashiye amadolo oMdali wakho ".
Ndandintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo kwaye ingqondo yam ebuthathaka yayibaleka kuyo. Ndandiyibona isebenza kuyo yonke indawo kwiNdalo.
Owu! Oko bendikuthanda
hamba naye ngokuqhubekayo, e
ngayo yonke into ayenzileyo, mnike uthando lwam oluncinci ,
enkosi yam,
uthando lwam olunzulu kunye nenkampani yam ethobekileyo.
UYesu wam olungileyo wahamba ngaphakathi kwam wandixelela :
"Intombazana yakho,
Intando yam isebenza ngokuqhubekayo phakathi kwezinto ezidaliweyo ukuze kungenelwe izidalwa .
Kodwa ngubani oza kuzalisekisa okwenziwa yintando yam apho? Ngubani obeka ingongoma yokugqibela kuyo?
-Isidalwa, okanye kunoko
-isidalwa esithatha zonke izinto ezidaliweyo njengeziphuma kwiWill yam.
Qwalaselani ingqolowa .
Emva kokunika imbewu yakhe
-ukulunga kokuntshula kunye nokuphindaphinda, ubona intando yam
ukuba angcwatywe.
-Ilanga lingenza ukuba lichume,
-Ngamana umoya uyihlambulule,
-ukuba ukutsha kuyayinceda ukuba ikhule, e
-obo bushushu bunceda ukuba ikhule kwaye ifikelele ekuvuthweni.
Emva koko intando yam inika ubunini koomatshini
-ukusika isityalo,
-ukumbetha kunye
-yigaye,
ukuze ijike ibe yintlama yesonka.
Ekugqibeleni, intando yam
- ucela umlilo ukuba upheke le pasta ukuze ibe sisonka,
ezizisa emlonyeni wezidalwa ukuba zitye kuyo.
"Ngaloo ndlela unokuyibona indlela ende ethi intando yam izise imbewu yengqolowa ukuba ibe sisonka ukuze kuxhamle izidalwa.
Kodwa ngubani ophelisa oku kungenelela kukaThixo?
Lowo uthatha isonka njengomthwali weNtando yam aze azondle ngaso.
Ngokutya esi sonka, yitya iWill yam ekhoyo, ngaloo ndlela uyomeleza
- umzimba wakhe kunye
-umphefumlo wakhe.
Kunokuthiwa isidalwa yingcibi
- eseleyo kwiWill yam
- ngenxa yokungenelela kwakhe kunye nezidalwa.
"Kunjalo ke kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo kwinkonzo yomntu :
- Intando yam iyangenelela elwandle kwaye ijonge ukwanda kweentlanzi;
- ingenelela emhlabeni kwaye yandise izityalo, izilwanyana kunye neentaka;
- ityhila kwiindawo zasezulwini kwaye yenza yonke into isebenze ngokuhambelanayo apho;
-yenziwe ngeenyawo, izandla kunye neentliziyo zezidalwa ukuze izibonelelo zayo ezingenakubalwa zibe luncedo kubo.
Kodwa uvuyo lwakhe luvela kuphela kwizidalwa ezithatha zonke ezi zinto njengeziqhamo zentando yam .
Ukuba iWill yam ayikhange ihlale ibukele
-eyayidala izinto zikhonza amadoda kakuhle
- ngaloo ndlela bezalisekisa injongo ababedalelwe yona -,
oku kuya kufana nemizobo ebonisa izinto ezingenabomi.
"Ekupheleni kosuku, oku
-akudaliwe izinto ezikhonza umntu;
- kodwa yintando yam ngabo.
Ngokulandelayo
-bona iNtando yam kwizinto ezidaliweyo e
sikhonzeni ngohlobo lokuba silungiselele amadoda
Ngaba asingomnye weyona misebenzi ingcwele yomntu?
Xa indoda isenza oku, ndiziva ndivuzwa kwaye ndenza itheko.
“ Kwenzeka ntoni kwiThanda lam kwenzeka kumdlali weqonga ofuna ukwenza umboniso .
Ihlwempu,
- yeyiphi inzame yokulungiselela umboniso,
-kwakhona ngokumalunga nezijekulo, ukuze kuziwe nabaphulaphuli
ngamanye amaxesha ukuhleka,
ngamanye amaxesha ukhale!
Ubila kwaye udinwa kakhulu. Xa yonke into ilungile, mema abaphulaphuli kwaye,
Okukhona ubona abantu abaninzi,
- ngakumbi uvuyo lukhuphuka entliziyweni yakhe,
kuba umboniso unokuba yimpumelelo enkulu.
Oku kuya kuba njalo ukuba, emva komboniso, izandla zakhe zizaliswa ngeengqekembe zegolide nezesilivere ukuqinisekisa uxabiso lwabaphulaphuli.
’ Kwelinye icala, ukuba,
Emva kokulungiselela okuninzi kunye nokunika lonke uluntu oluyimfuneko,
akukho mntu ubonisayo,
okanye abantu abambalwa abahamba emva kwesenzo sokuqala,
ihlwempu, okunjani kona ukubandezeleka, indlela isidlo sakhe ebesilindele ukuba sijike sibe sisijwili!
Yintoni egqithisa le ndoda kangaka, ngubani nangona kunjalo igcisa elinobuchule?
Abaphulaphuli abangenambulelo abaye bawuphepha umboniso wakhe.
"Le yimeko yoMyolelo wam othi, kwiqonga elikhulu leNdalo,
hlela eyona miboniso mihle ukonwatyiswa ngamadoda -
kungekhona ngenjongo yokwamkela, kodwa ngenjongo yokupha.
-imiboniso ekhanya ngokukhanya,
-imiboniso yeentyatyambo yobuhle obukhanyayo,
-indawo yamandla kwindudumo yendudumo;
- ikhondo eliqhubekayo lamaza e
- ukuphakama kwentaba ephakamileyo;
- imiboniso eshukumayo ngolo hlobo
umntwana okhalayo uyagubha, abe ndindisholo yingqele;
Iziganeko ezibuhlungu nezibuhlungu zegazi lam elaphalalayo kunye noKuthanda kwam,
-kunye nendawo yokufa kwam.
Akukho mdlali weqonga, nokuba unesiphiwo kangakanani na, unokundifanisa kuhlelo lwemiboniso emihle ezaliswe luthando.
Kodwa yeha, bangaphi abantu
- ndingayiboni iNtando yam emva kwayo yonke le miboniso e
-Andazi ukuba ukonwabela iziqhamo eziphuma kuyo.
Yiyo ke loo nto itheko elamiselwa yiNtando yam ngexesha leNdalo neNtlalo yatshintsha yaba kukuzila.
Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, musa ukuvumela nantoni na ikusinde.
Zithathele ingqalelo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo njengezipho zoMyolelo wam,
- nokuba incinci okanye inkulu, yendalo okanye ingaphezulu kwendalo, ikrakra okanye iswiti.
-benze babonakale kuwe bonke njengezipho zoMthandazo wam".
Ndaziva ndilahliwe ngokupheleleyo liZulu noMhlaba.
Ndaza ndakhumbula ukuba uYesu wakha wandixelela ukuba ndiza kuba sekuthinjweni kabuhlungu ebomini ngokungathi akakho omnye ngaphandle kwam naye.
Zonke ezinye zaziya kunyamalala engqondweni yam nasentliziyweni yam.
Kwaye ngoku wonke umntu wanyamalala nyani ndihlala ndodwa noYesu ngoku naye undishiyile.
Owu! Thixo wam, yintoni ekrakra, yintuthumbo enjani! Yiba nenceba kum.
Buyela kulowo ufuna ubomi bakho ngaphezu kobakhe ubomi.
Ngelixa ndandiyonwabise le ngcinga kunye nezinye zidandathekile ngokulinganayo
enokuthatha ixesha elide ukuyichaza apha -,
uYesu wam othandekayo washukuma ngaphakathi kwam wathi kum encwina:
"Ntombi yeNtando yam, khalipha!
Ukuba wedwa kwakho liqabane lokwahlukaniswa kweNtando yam phakathi kwezidalwa,
yona ibuhlungu kakhulu kuneyakho.
Intando yam ngumama wayo yonke intando yabantu. Wazibeka embindini weNdalo ngenxa
-intando yomntu ekhululekile e
-bagcine naye,
-zibeke ethangeni lakho,
- Badlise ubisi lwemfundiso yakhe
- bakhulise ngokufana naye ngokubeka yonke indalo kubo
uyilo.
Ukuba sembindini wezinto zonke ezidaliweyo,
Intando yam ikunye nezidalwa naphi na apho zikhoyo
Ngaphezu kukamama onothando, uyabaqinisekisa
- ukhathalelo lukamama aluze lusweleke e
bangaphulukani nobuhandiba babo nokufana kwabo noThixo.
"Kodwa,
- intando yabantu ayithatheli ingqalelo uthando kunye nokunyamekela komama
yanga iNtando yam ingabongeza.
- Bahlala kude kuye.
-Abaninzi abayazi.
-Abanye bayamdelela okanye abakhathali.
Umama oswelekelwe ngabantwana bakhe!
Ngelixa bethatha ubomi bakhe, basebenzisa obo bomi ukumcaphukisa.
Umama unokufumana ubunzima obungakumbi kunoko
Ukushiywa ngabantwana babo ,
-bangaziwa kwabo wabazalayo?
Ke ngoko ukubandezeleka kokwahlukaniswa kweWill yam kugqithise.
"Ngamana ukuba wedwa kwakho kungakhapha ukuba yedwa kwalo mama uncwina ebantwaneni bakhe ngelixa
- iinyembezi zakhe,
- ukukhala kwakhe, ukuncwina komlilo;
-okanye amazwi anomsindo wezohlwayo zakhe, suka kude kuye.
Wena, ntombi ethandekayo yeNtando yam,
Ngaba awufuni ukwabelana ngokubandezeleka okubuhlungu okwenzeka kwiThanda lam ngolu hlobo?
Emva koko ndaqalisa ukunqula uThixo wam obethelelweyo. Okwangoku,
Engqondweni yam ndabona amajoni axhobe kakhulu. Bendingathanda ukucinga ngoYesu wam obethelelwe emnqamlezweni kuphela ndingaze ndiphinde ndiwabone la majoni, kodwa, nangona mna ngokwam, ndisawabona.
Wathandaza kuYesu wam othandekayo ukuba andikhulule kulo mbono.
Ebuhlungu, wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
Nangona idumisa uxolo, ihlabathi lilungiselela imfazwe kunye
Nangona ebambe ukuqonda okuhle neBandla, uyawulungiselela umlo ochasene nayo.
Kwenzeka into efanayo nakum:
-Abantu bandincoma njengokumkani, bandoyisa endleleni yam ukubuyela eYerusalem; basuka bandibethelela ngoko nangoko emnqamlezweni .
“ Izinto ezingasekelwanga enyanisweni azinakuhlala ixesha elide.
-kuba, xa kungekho nyaniso, akukho thando.
-Ngaphandle kobukho bothando, ubomi buyabuna.
Ke ngoko, oko ligcinwa lifihliwe lihlabathi kuya kubonakala.
Uxolo luya kujika lube yimfazwe. Zininzi izinto ezingalindelekanga eziya kwenzeka!
Emva koko uYesu wathi shwaka kwaye ndandikhathazeke kakhulu. Kwavela le ngcinga ilandelayo kum:
"UYesu wam endimthandayo wandixelela rhoqo ukuba ndilusana lwakhe oluncinci kwintando kaThixo.
Xa ubomi bam buqala kwiWill yakhe kwaye ndimdinga ngakumbi ekukhuleni kwam, uyandishiya ndedwa.
Ke ndiya kufana nomntu okhupha isisu kwintando kaThixo.
Awuboni sithandwa sam ukuba ndilusizi kangakanani na. Ingaba imizobo yakho indenzela malini hayi yonke?
Owu! Ukuba awufuni kundisizela noko ndisizele
-wena,
- yemizobo yakho kum kwaye
- ngomsebenzi owenzayo emphefumlweni wam ohluphekileyo! "
Ngelixa ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo yayizama ukutshona nangakumbi kwezi ngcinga zingenathemba, uYesu wam endimthandayo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam.
Wandijonga ukusuka entloko ukuya eluzwaneni, wathi kum :
"Intombazana yakho,
- Kwintando yam akukho kufa okanye ukukhupha isisu.
- Nabani na ohlala kwiNtando yam unentando yam yobomi.
Nokuba uziva efile okanye ufile, usekwiWill yam. Oku kuyenza ivuke ngalo lonke ixesha
- kubomi obutsha,
-ubuhle obutsha,
-kulonwabo olutsha.
Intando yam iyayigcina
-incinci nokuba inkulu,
-incinci kodwa yomelele,
-incinci nangona intle.
Intando yam isoloko imgcina esanda kuzalwa
-ukuba akukho nto yomntu, kodwa
- ukuba yonke into ekuye ingcwele.
Ngaloo ndlela ubomi bakhe buyintando yam kuphela.
Ziqonde zonke iiprojekthi zam ngaphandle kokuvumela nabani na ukuba abaleke.
"Uza ku
njengethontsi lamanzi elwandle okanye
ukhozo lwengqolowa kwimfumba yengqolowa: nokuba lithontsi lamanzi okanye
ukhozo lwengqolowa lubonakala lubhangisiwe, akukho bani unokubuhlutha ubukho balo.
Ngokulandelayo
musa ukoyika,
ungalibazisi ukuphulukana nobomi bakho ukuze ube nentando yam kuphela njengobomi bakho ".
Ngelixa ndandicinga ngeNtando eNgcwele kaThixo, kwafika lo mbuzo ulandelayo engqondweni:
" Kwenzeka njani ukuba uAdam, emva kokwaphula iNtando yobuThixo, akaphinda ayeke ukonwaba kukaThixo njengakuqala?"
Ke uYesu wam olungileyo wahamba ngaphakathi kum, kwaye ngokukhanya kokukhanya wathi kum:
" Intombi yam,
Ngaphambi kokuba arhoxe kwiWill yam , uAdam wayengunyana wam kwaye ubomi bakhe bonke kwaye zonke izenzo zakhe bezigxile kwiWill yam .
Ngaloo ndlela wayenamandla, ubukhosi kunye nomtsalane wobuthixo. Ukuphefumla kwakhe, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakhe, kwanezona zenzo zakhe zilula zazibonisa ubuThixo.
Umzimba wakhe uphela waba livumba elimnandi lasezulwini.
Sonwabile kunye naye, asizange siyeke ukumgcwalisela ngezibonelelo, kuba yonke into ayenzayo yayiphuma kwinqanaba elinye: intando yethu.
Sasimthanda yonke into ngaye, asifumananga nto ingathandekiyo kuye.
- Ngenxa yesono sakhe waphulukana nesimo sakhe njengonyana waza wadlulela kweso somkhonzi. Amandla angcwele, ulawulo, umtsalane kunye nevumba elimnandi awayenalo lathi shwaka.
Izenzo zakhe zazingasabonakalisi ubuThixo njengangaphambili.
Kungokunje sithe qelele kuthi, nathi nakuye.
Nangona waqhubeka eziphethe njengangaphambili, izenzo zakhe zazingasasixeleli nto.
Ngaba uyazi ukuba yintoni na kuthi?
izenzo zezidalwa ezenziwe ngaphandle kokuzaliseka kwentando yethu?
Úfana nokutya okungento yanto, okungavuthiswanga, kuthi endaweni yokuba kucukucezwe, kucekiseke.
-Zifana neziqhamo ezingekavuthwa ngaphandle kobumnandi kunye nencasa.
-Zifana neentyatyambo ezingenavumba.
-Zifana nezitya ezizeleyo, kodwa zizele zizinto ezigugileyo, ezibhityileyo nezonakeleyo. Ezi zinto zinokuzanelisa iimfuno ezimxinwa zesidalwa, kodwa ngaphandle kokunika ulonwabo olugqibeleleyo.
Banokumnika uzuko oluthile kuThixo, kodwa hayi inzaliseko yozuko.
Luluphi ulonwabo esinokuthi singangcamli ukutya okulungiselelwe kakuhle? Hayi indlela elimkhuthaza ngayo umntu ephela!
Ivumba elilula lokunxiba kwayo likwenza ube nomdla wokutya.
UAdam, ngaphambi kokuba one, wayinonga yonke imisebenzi yakhe
isinongo sentando yethu,
-eyayivuselela umdla wothando lwethu kunye
Zonke izenzo zakhe wazenza ngathi kukudla okunencasa. Ngembuyekezo siye samnika ukutya okumnandi kweWill yethu.
Ngenxa yesono sakhe, waphulukana nendlela yakhe yokunxibelelana ngokuthe ngqo noMdali wakhe.
- uthando olunyulu aluba salawula kuye kwaye
Uthando lwakhe ngoMdali wakhe lwaluxubene noloyiko.
Njengoko wayengasenayo Intando kaThixo, izenzo zakhe zazingasenalo ixabiso elifanayo.
Yonke iNdalo, kuquka umntu, yayingasenayo le ntando iPhakamileyo njengomthombo othe ngqo wobomi.
Enyanisweni, emva kwesono sika-Adam,
-Izinto ezenziweyo zahlala zinjalo. Akukho mntu uphulukene nento enemvelaphi.
-Ngumntu kuphela othotywa isidima:
iye yaphulukana nobuhandiba nokufana kwayo noMdali wayo.
Nangona kunjalo, iWill yam ayizange imlahle ngokupheleleyo.
Nokuba ebengasenako ukumxhasa njengakuqala
ngokuba wahlukene naye.
waphinda wazinikela ukuba abe liyeza ukuze angafi ngokupheleleyo.
“Yintando yam
unyango, ulungelelwaniso, ulondolozo, isondlo, ubomi nobungcwele obupheleleyo.
Noba indoda ifuna iWill yam ize kuye, iza ngoluhlobo.
Ukuba uyayifuna njengeyeza, imalunga nokuphelisa
- umkhuhlane weenkanuko zakhe,
- ubuthathaka bokungabi namonde kwakhe,
- i-vertigo yekratshi lakhe,
- isifo seziqhotyoshelo zakhe, e
-kwaye nangokunjalo.
Ukuba uyayifuna njengokutya, uyavela
ukuvuselela amandla ayo kunye
mncede akhule ebungcweleni.
Ukuba ufuna ibe yindlela yokufikelela kwinzaliseko yobungcwele,
emva koko iWill yam ibhiyozele, kuba ibona ukuba ifuna ukubuyela kwimvelaphi yayo. Emva koko uthembisa ukuyibuyisela
-ukufana kwakhe noMdali wakhe,
ekuphela kwenjongo eyadalwa ngayo.
IWill yam ayisoze imshiye umntu . Ukuba wayeyishiyile, yayiza kunyamalala ibe ngumoya omdaka.
Ukuba akazami ukuba ngcwele kwintando yam ,
-Intando yam isathatha iindlela zokuzisindisa.
"Yesu, sithandwa sam, ukuba unenkathalo kakhulu
- ukuba intando yakho isebenze esidalweni
-njengoko mzuzu uyidalayo,
ibiyini na ukuba ungaqondi, ukuba uze kusikhulula ngentlawulelo?
Emva koko, ephuma ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wandibamba endiqinise entliziyweni yakhe Ngobubele obungachazekiyo, wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, esona sizathu sokuba ndize emhlabeni kukuba indoda iphinda idibanise isifuba sentando yam njengoko yayinjalo ekuqaleni.
Kodwa ukuze ndenze oku kwakufuneka kuqala, ngoBuntu bam, ndenze iingcambu, isiqu, amasebe, amagqabi kunye neentyatyambo zomthi apho isiqhamo sasezulwini seNtando yam sasivela khona.
Awunakufumana isiqhamo ngaphandle komthi. Lo mthi wawunjalo
-ndihlanjwe ngegazi lam,
uhlakulelwe ziimbandezelo zam, ukuncwina kwam, neenyembezi zam, e
Intando yam yakhanyiswa lilanga.
Isiqhamo sentando yam ngokuqinisekileyo siya kuza. Kodwa kuqala kufuneka
-uyayifuna,
-yazi ukuba ixabiseke kangakanani e
-zazi iingenelo zayo.
"Yiyo le nto ndithethe kakhulu nawe malunga neWill yam.
Ngokwenene, ulwazi lwakhe luya kukhokelela kumnqweno wokuzama.
Et quand les creatures auront goûté à ses bienfaits, plusieurs d'entre elles, sinon toutes, se tourneront vers elle.
I-n'y aura plus de conflit phakathi kwentando ye-humaine kunye ne-volonté du Créateur.
De plus, faisant suite aux nombreux fruits que ma Redemption a déjà produits sur la terre, viendra le fruit "que ta Volonté soit faite sur la terre comme au Ciel".
Ngoko yiba ngowokuqala ukuthatha esi siqhamo.
Kwaye ayinqweneli okunye ukutya okanye ubomi obufunwa yiNtando yam".
Apha ndibuhlungu kakhulu kukufa ngesiquphe kowamvumayo. Ke, oku kubandezeleka kutsha kunye nentlungu yentliziyo yam yongezwa kwiintlungu zam zangaphakathi ezibangelwa kukuswela kwam uYesu wam omnandi: ukuphulukana nomntu owazi kakuhle umphefumlo wam ohluphekayo.
Kodwa rhoqo "Intando yakho mayenziwe"!
Umhlaba wawungakufanelekeli ukuba nomntu onjalo. Ukuze imohlwaye, iNkosi yamthabatha, wahamba naye.
Kulobu buhlungu obukhulu bokuzifumana ndingenamntu ovumayo,
-kwaye ndingazi ukuba ngubani oza kuphendukela kuye,
-Ndathandaza kuYesu wam onobubele ngalo mphefumlo usikelelekileyo, ndisithi:
"Sithandwa sam, ukuba uyithathile kum, ubuncinci uyithathe uhambe nayo ngqo eZulwini."
Ndilila, ndongeza:
"Ndiyibeka kwintando yakho, equlethe zonke izinto: uthando, ukukhanya, ubuhle kunye nazo zonke izinto ezilungileyo eziye zenzeka kwaye ziya kufezekiswa -
uyayihlambulula, uyihombise, uyityebise ngako konke okuyimfuneko ukuze ibonakale ngqo ebusweni bakho ».
Ngelixa ndithandazayo, ndabona ngaphakathi kwiglowubhu yokukhanya umphefumlo wovumayo ujonge kwigumbi eliphezulu lezulu.
Khange athethe nelimdaka kum.
Ngokwendalo ndiye ndathuthuzeleka xa ndibona isiphelo somvumi wam. Kodwa kwangaxeshanye ndandikhathazeke kakhulu ngenxa yelishwa lam.
Ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba, ngokulunga kwakhe,
- ukusuka kwinto yokuba wayethathe i-confessor yam kunye naye kunye
-ndandingasenaye umntu endinokubhenela kuye
iyandikhulula ekubeni ndihlaze umvuma-zonke rhoqo kwaye ndizinike olu babalo,
hayi kuba ndifuna,
kodwa ngenxa yokuba inguye ofuna.
Kaloku ukuba uYesu ebendenzele olu lubabalo kuba ndim olufunayo, bendiya kuba ngathi kukho ukunyamalala.
- ukusuka emhlabeni phantsi kweenyawo zam,
-ukusuka esibhakabhakeni ngaphezu kwentloko yam, o
- ukubetha kwentliziyo yam kwaye, ngoko,
ibiya kuba lihlazo ngaphezu kobabalo kum.
Emva koko, ndilahliwe ngokupheleleyo ekubandezelekeni kwam, ndanikela yonke into kuYesu.
ukuze andinike ubabalo lokuhlala ndisenza intando yakhe engcwele.
Ezele yimfesane ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwam, uYesu wandisondeza kuye waza wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, nesibindi, ungoyiki, andiyi kukushiya, ndiya kuhlala ndinawe. Kwaye ndiyakuthembisa ukuba akukho mfundisi.
abafuni ukuba sezandleni zakho,
ndingafuni ukulandela iWill yam, ndiza kukukhulula kulo msindo,
hayi kuba ufuna,
kodwa kuba ndim ozoyifuna .
Musa ukoyika ngoko, ngokuba andiyi kukuvumela ukuba kwenziwe ukuthanda kwakho kulo mbandela. Ndiya kuyenza ngokwam yonke loo nto.
Ndiya kubukela ngomona
ungavumeli intando yakho ingenelele nangantoni na.
hayi naxa kufikwa kumphefumlo wakho. Kuya kuba yintando yam kuphela eya kungenelela.
Xa kwahlwa, ngequbuliso ndeva uloyiko olunjalo.
-uYesu othandekayo
undithatha ngokothuka kwaye
undintywilisele kwiimbandezelo zam eziqhelekileyo,
-ndaqala ndangcangcazela ndakhala, kangangokuba ndaziva ngathi ndifuna andikhulule.
Emva koko uYesu omnandi waphuma ngaphakathi kwam wabeka ubuso bakhe kobam.
Ukhale kakhulu ndade ndeva ubuso bam bumanzi zinyembezi. Ekhala, wathi kum :
“Ntombi yam, yiba nomonde
Khumbula ukuba isiphelo sehlabathi sinzima emagxeni akho .
Ah! Awazi ukuba kunjani ukuba kule meko yokubandezeleka kunye nam, nokuba isiqingatha seyure okanye imizuzu emihlanu!
Bubomi bam bokwenyani obuphindaphindayo emhlabeni.
Bubomi obungcwele obo
hlupheka, - thandaza, - zilungise .
Kwaye ngubani obeka iWill yam kuwe
-esebenzayo kuwe
-njengoko enzile kuBuntu bam.
Ucinga ukuba ayininzi?"
Wabe eqhubeka nokulila ethule .
Yababuhlungu intliziyo yam xa ndimbona elila ngolohlobo.
Ndaqonda uba uyandikhalela andiphe ufefe.
-ukuba intando yakhe inawo onke amalungelo akhe phezu kwam,
-obugcina ngokupheleleyo ubomi bakhe emphefumlweni wam,
-ukuba intando yam ayisayi kuba bubomi.
Iinyembezi zakhe zenzelwe ukuzisa iNtando yakhe kwindawo ekhuselekileyo kumphefumlo wam ohluphekayo. kananjalo balilela ababingeleli, ukuba benjenjalo
- abanobabalo lokuyiqonda imisebenzi yakhe e
- ukuba bazimisele ukwenza intando yakhe.
Ndidibanise kwintando kaThixo njengesiqhelo.
Ukwenza owam, ongunaphakade " ndiyakuthanda " kaYesu wam othandekayo , ndajikeleza kwindalo ngokuprinta le "I love you" kuyo yonke indawo .
ukuze zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zingcangcazele kwikhorasi enye
"Ndiyakuthanda", "ndiyakuthanda", "ndiyakuthanda" kuMdali.
Ngelixa bendisenza oku, uYesu wam olungileyo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam kwaye,
- ecinezela intliziyo yam, wandixelela ngobubele:
“Ntombi yam, hayi indlela ezintle ngayo ezi ‘ndiyakuthanda’ zibhekiswa kuMdali
ngomntu ohlala kwiWill yam!
Kwezi "ndiyakuthanda", ndifumana imbuyekezo yothando
kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo
ngayo yonke into endiyenzileyo.
Kwaye kuba ukuthanda kuthetha ukuba nento oyithandayo ,
-ungumnini wayo yonke iNdalo
-kuba yeyam kwaye
- Ndingakuvumela ukuba undithande.
Inqaku lakho elithi "Ndiyakuthanda " elishicilelwe kuyo yonke indawo libandakanya isitywina sakho sokubakho.
Ukuziva uthandwa, izinto zidalwe
mqondeni lowo ubathandayo;
benza itheko kwaye
zinike kuye.
Ngokulawula kulo mntu, intando yam iyasiqinisekisa esi sipho .
"Xa abantu ababini benento enye,
isivumelwano esigqibeleleyo kufuneka silawule phakathi kwabo malunga nendlela yokulahla into.
Owu! Indlela yam yokulawula iNtando kulomntu imnyusela phezulu ukusuka
yonke into ;
-zithande zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ngothando lukaThixo,
- ube ngumnini kunye nokumkanikazi wayo yonke iNdalo.
"Intombi yam ,
kukule meko yolonwabo awathi umntu wadalwa .
IWill yam ibifuna abenayo yonke into ukuze afane noMdali wakhe. Kwaye ndifuna ukuba ube kweso simo.
Ngoko ke, andifuni
akukho mahluko phakathi kwam nawe.
nokuba okwam asikuko okwam.
Kungoko ndifuna wazi yonke into eyam .
Kwaye njani
-Ukuthanda zonke izinto kunye
bonisa igama lakho elithi " Ndiyakuthanda " kumntu ngamnye , yonke indalo iyanakana.
-Uziva kuwe i-echo yesiqalo sobuntu kwaye,
- ekuvuyweni kwakhe, ufuna ukuba ubanjwe nguwe.
Ndiziphatha njengokumkani kuni
odeliwe aze acatshukiswe ngabalawulwa bakhe abangasafuniyo ukuthobela imithetho yakhe.
Ukuba bayayithobela imithetho ethile, oko kwenziwa ngesinyanzelo kungekhona ngothando. Ngaloo ndlela, ukumkani olihlwempu unyanzelekile ukuba aphile.
-wahlala endlwini yakhe,
- wahlutha uthando lwabalawulwa bakhe kunye nokuzithoba kwabo ekwenzeni ukuthanda kwakhe. Nangona kunjalo, enye yezifundo zayo ihlukile:
yi
-unyanisekile ngokupheleleyo kukumkani,
- kuxhomekeke ngokupheleleyo kwintando yakhe.
Uyakhala kwaye alungise intando yemvukelo yabemi bakowabo e
Wenza konke anokukwenza ukuze ukumkani afumane kuye yonke into afanele ayifumane kwabanye abantu abaphantsi kwakhe.
“Ukumkani utyekele ekumthandeni lo mntu.
Uyamjonga ukuze abone ukuba akaguquguquki na ukuze aqiniseke ukuba oko aceba ukukwenza kuya kuba nekamva.
Ewe, zincame, wenze okulungileyo
kuba usuku kulula,
kodwa ukwenza oko ebomini kunzima kakhulu.
Ukuba oku kuyenzeka kungenxa yokuba umntu uhlalwe ngesidima saphezulu.
Xa ukumkani eqinisekile ngaloo mntu,
- umenza eze kwibhotwe lakhe kwaye
-umnika yonke into angathanda ukuba akwazi ukunika zonke izifundo zakhe. Ukungabahoyi abanye, kuzala isizukulwana esitsha, amalungu aso angayi kuba namabhongo ngaphandle
--- phila ngokokuthanda kwakhe e
---- zithobe kuye ngokupheleleyo njengeentsana ezizelwe esibelekweni sakhe.
"Ntombi yam, awucingi ukuba yilento ndiyenza nawe?" Izimemo zam eziqhubekayo zokuhlala kwiThanda lam
ukuze kungabi yintando yakho, kodwa eyam iphile kuwe, nomnqweno wam oshushu wokuyibona iqukuqela kuyo yonke indawo eNdalweni
" Ndiyakuthanda " wakho ,
- izenzo zakho zonqulo e
-izenzo zakho zokuzilungisa
kuMdali egameni labantu bonke , ukususela kwabokuqala abezayo emhlabeni ukuya kwabokugqibela abazayo, musa ukucacisa ngokucacileyo oko
-ukuba ndifuna yonke into kuwe ukuze ndikunike yonke into, kwaye
-elithi, liphakame ngaphezu kweento zonke,
Ndifuna iWill yam ibuyiselwe kuwe ,
zonke zintle kwaye zinoloyiso njengasekuqaleni koluntu?
"Izidalwa ziye zala uMyolelo wam, nangona ekuqaleni zazihlala kuyo. Nangona zalile, intando yam
- akakhange, nangona kunjalo, arhoxe ngokupheleleyo e
- ufuna ukufumana indawo yakhe yokuhlala kwizidalwa.
Ngaba awufuni ukuba yindawo yakhe yokuqala yokuhlala?
Ngoko lumka.
Ukuba ufuna ukwenza into enye,
- musa ukwenza yedwa,
- kodwa cela iNtando yam ikwenzele yona .
Kanjalo
-ukuba uyenza ngokwakho, kuya kuvakala kakubi, kwaye
- ukuba yintando yam eyenza oko,
"iya kuvakala kakuhle,"
"Iya kuhambelana neZulu,"
"uya kuxhaswa lubabalo namandla kaThixo",
"iya kuba sisiphumo sokusebenza koMdali kwisidalwa,"
"Iya kuba nevumba elimnandi likaThixo",
"ibandakanya zonke izidalwa ngolwando olunye, kwaye
"Wonke umntu uya kuziva kuye isenzo esiluncedo soMdali phakathi kwezidalwa".
Ndicinge:
Kutheni kukho uloyiko olungaka kum?
ukungayizalisekisi eyona Ngcwele yokuthanda kukaThixo ngokugqibeleleyo nangokupheleleyo, ukusa kwinqanaba lokulahlekelwa zingqondo ngayo?
Ingcinga nje yokungaphumeleli kule ngongoma indenza ndibe buhlungu.
Kwakuza kwenzeka ntoni
"Kuthekani ukuba ndiphume kwintando ethandekayo yoMdali wam, nokuba okomzuzwana nje?"
Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, waphuma uYesu wam olungileyo engaphakathi kwam, ebambe izandla zam kuye,
wabafunxa ngothando olungenakuchazwa, emva koko, wayicinezela esifubeni sakhe,
Ngobubele wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, intle kangakanani intando yam isebenza ezandleni zakho!
Ukushukuma kwakho ngamanxeba kum, kodwa amanxeba angcwele, kuba aphuma enzulwini yentando yam elawula kwaye yoyisa kuwe. Ngaloo ndlela, ndiziva buhlungu njengokuba ngomnye.
Uyoyika ngokufanelekileyo. Ukuba uyishiyile iWill yam, nokuba wedwa
okomzuzwana, onjani wona ukuwa kabuhlungu!
Ngewuphume kwimeko ka-Adam ongenatyala ukuya kwimeko ka-Adam onetyala.
“Ekubeni uAdam ebeyintloko yazo zonke izizukulwana zabantu,
-ukuzikhwebula kwintando yoMdali wakhe,
- ukuthanda kwakhe komntu kungenise umbungu ezingcanjini zomthi wezizukulwana.
Ngaloo ndlela bonke abantu bafumana umonakalo owabangelwa ngulo mbungu wentando yomntu ukususela ekuqaleni koluntu.
Nasiphi na isenzo esiveliswa kukuthanda komntu asidibananga nokukaThixo
- kudala umgama ombi phakathi koMdali nesidalwa
- malunga nobungcwele, ubuhle, ubuhandiba, ukukhanya, isayensi, njl.
" Ngokurhoxa kwintando kaThixo, uAdam warhoxa kuMdali wakhe , nto leyo eyaba nefuthe elikhulu.
nciphisa,
ihlwempuzeke kwaye
ungalinganiseli ,
asinguye yedwa, waba nazo zonke izizukulwana ezalandelayo. Xa kukho ububi engcanjini, wonke umthi uyabandezeleka.
Ke ngoko, ntombi yam, kuba ndikubizele ukuba ube yintloko yomsebenzi weNtando yam, iNtando yam kufuneka ilungise amaqhina phakathi kwakho noMdali .
-ukuphelisa umgama phakathi kwentando yakho kunye nentando yakhe,
-ukukwazi ukwenza kuwe ingcambu yomthi onencindi yayo iya kuba yintando yam.
'Ukuba, emva koko,
- ubusenza isenzo somntu wakho asidibanisi nentando yam,
uya kwazisa intshulube engenampilo kwimishini endikuphathise yona kwaye, njengoAdam wesibini ,
uya kungcolisa ingcambu yomthi wentando yam endiyibumbayo kuwe kwaye
ungababeka emngciphekweni bonke abo bafuna ukumiliselwa kulo mthi.
Ndim odala olu loyiko kuwe;
- ukuze intando yam ilawule rhoqo kuwe kwaye
ukuze zonke iimbonakalo endizenzileyo kuni zithwale isiqhamo esingapheliyo kuni
ukwenza iingcambu, isiqu, amasebe, iintyatyambo kunye neziqhamo
kumthi wobuthixo endiwubumbayo kuwe, ukhuselwe ngokupheleleyo ekuthandeni komntu.
Ngoko,
uya kubuyela kwimvelaphi yakho,
yonke into ikhanya esifubeni soMdali wakho.
Kwaye, yanelisekile ngumsebenzi wayo wokuqala wokudala umntu okuwe, ubuThixo buya kutsala kuwe abantu babo abanyulwe nguMoya.
“Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini”.
Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, phulaphula
ukuze ungaphambanisi umsebenzi weNtando yam kuwe.
- Ndiwuthanda kakhulu lo msebenzi,
-ndibiza kakhulu,
ngekhwele, ndiya kubusebenzisa bonke ubuncwane bam, ukuze umntu wakho angaphinde adle ubomi."
La mazwi kaYesu andimangalisa kwaye ndawubona ngokucacileyo umahluko.
-phakathi kwesenzo kwintando yomntu e
- isenzo kwintando kaThixo.
Xa isidalwa sisenza ngokuthanda kwaso
- ulahlekelwa kufana noMdali wakhe;
-inxiba ubuhle eyayinabo xa yayidalwa,
- igqunywe ngamadlavu alusizi,
- tsala inzipho equleni,
- ifana nomtyholi kunokuba uThixo, e
- utya ukutya okungcolileyo.
Phantse ukungcangcazela,
Ndizamile ukuzintywilisela nzulu ngakumbi kwintando yobuThixo e
Ndacela uncedo kuMama osezulwini
ukuze sikunye kunye nangegama labo bonke sidumise iNtando yobuThixo. Emva koko iZulu lavuleka waza uYesu wam, intliziyo yakhe ebhiyoza, wathi kum:
"Ntombazana yeNtando yam, kufuneka uyazi
- xa intando yam ilawula emphefumlweni,
- ilungele yonke into eyenziwa ngulo mphefumlo.
Ke ngoko ayinguwe oye wabhenela kuMama, kodwa iNtando yam ikuwe.
NgokukaMama wam, waziva ecelwa umngeni yintando kaThixo
ukuba kuyo ibisoloko iphelele kwaye isoyisa- ,
waqonda ukuba kukho umntu ovela kwintsapho yasezulwini owayemcela ukuba aye emhlabeni.
Wathi ngoko nangoko kulo lonke iZulu:
"Yiza, yiza, ngumntu wasekhaya
osibizayo ukuba sifezekise imisebenzi yosapho emhlabeni ».
Ke bonke balapha kunye nathi: iNtombi Enyulu, abangcwele kunye neengelosi, ukwenza isenzo sokunqula esifuna ukukwenza. Kwaye ubuThixo bukhona ukufumana esi senzo.
“Intando yam inamandla kangangokuba inako
- zonke ezifakwe e
- yenza wonke umntu enze into enye ngesenzo esinye.
Umahluko phakathi
mkhulu umphefumlo owenza intando yam ilawule kwaye lowo uphila ubomi bakhe .
* Kwimeko yokuqala,
- Kukuthanda kukaThixo okuthandazayo, ukwenza, ukucinga, ukujonga kunye nokubandezeleka ngomphefumlo.
-Kwiintshukumo nganye zalo mphefumlo. Izulu nomhlaba liyashukuma,
ukuze yonke into
- ukuva amandla kaThixo esebenza kwisidalwa e
- ukuqaphela kuyo ubuhandiba nokugqwesa koMdali. Konke ezulwini
khusela lo mphefumlo,
mncede,
yikhusele, e
uyilangazelela imini yaxa eya kuba nabo kwilizwe lasezulwini.
“Kwaye kuchasene noko
lowo uphila ngokuthanda kwakhe - isitshixo
-isihogo,
- iintsizi e
- ukungangqinelani -:
ayiyazi indlela yokuzivula kuyo nantoni na ngaphandle kobubi e
Ukuba ke lithe lenza okulungileyo, loba libonakala ngembonakalo;
kuba kuye kukho umbungu wentando yakhe odla yonke into.
Ke ngoko, nokuba ingakubiza ubomi, ungaze uyilahle intando yam ".
Ngaphandle kokubandezeleka okukhulu ngenxa yokungabikho kukaYesu wam othandekayo,
Ndifikelwe zingcinga ezininzi zinkenteza engqondweni yam.
Ndasokola phakathi kwethemba lokuba akazukundishiya ndedwa ixesha elide kunye noloyiko lokungaphindi ndimbone.
UYesu wam onobubele wandimangalisa,
- ukuzalisa ngokupheleleyo kunye naye,
-kangangokuba andizange ndiphinde ndizibone, kodwa kuphela kuye phakathi kolwandle olukhulu lomlilo.
ezimele zonke iinyaniso ezinxulumene nobuThixo bakhe kunye nentando yakhe enobubele.
Ndandifuna ukubamba onke la madangatye ukuze ndiwenze
- ukwazi ngokugqibeleleyo Lowo uyinto yonke kum kwaye
-ukwazisa wonke umntu.
Nokuba yeyiphi na indlela, akunakwenzeka ukuba ndifumane amagama okuchaza ezi zinto,
- kuba ingqondo yam ilinganiselwe kakhulu ukuba iqulethe zonke,
-kunye nokulahleka phambi kobukhulu obungcwele.
Ewe, ndiyakwazi ukuqonda ezinye izinto kancinci.
Kodwa ulwimi lwasezulwini lwahluke ngokupheleleyo kulwimi lwasemhlabeni.
Ke ngoko, andiwafumani amagama okuzenza ndiqondwe.
Xa ndikunye noYesu, ndinolwimi olufanayo nolwakhe kwaye sivana ngokugqibeleleyo.
Kodwa xa ndizibona ndisemzimbeni wam, andikwazi ukuthetha izinto ezimbalwa kwaye ndiyantinga njengosana.
Ngelixa ndandidada kolu lwandle lomlilo, uYesu wam endimthandayo wathi kum:
“Kuyinyani ukuba umntwana osandula ukuzalwa kwiWill yam uthatha inxaxheba
kwiiBeatitudes ,
kuvuyo kunye
eluyolweni lwalowo wayizisa ekukhanyeni.
Onke loo madangatye uwabonayo kulwandle lweNtando yam ayafuzisela
- iiBeatitudes ezifihlakeleyo,
- ulonwabo e
-ulonwabo
equlethwe kwiWill yam.
Ndithi imfihlo kutheni
_Ngoku andikabonakalisi kuye nabani na ukugcwala kweentliziyo eziqulethwe kwiWill yam,
"Ekubeni kungekho sidalwa esineendlela eziyimfuneko zokuzifumana."
« Ezi ntsikelelo zihlala zivalelwe kwi-Divinity de sikwazi ukuzifaka kulowo uya kuhlala ngaphandle kokuphazamiseka kwintando yethu.
Intando yakhe inye neyethu,
- zonke iingcango zikaThixo ziya kuvulelwa kuye
- Iimfihlo zethu zangaphakathi zinokutyhilwa kuye.
Uvuyo lwasezulwini kunye neentsikelelo zinokukwabelwana nesidalwa ukuya kuthi ga kumlinganiselo esinokuzifumana.
Konke ukubonakaliswa endikwenzayo kuwe malunga neNtando yam luyolo oluvela esifubeni soBuThixo.
Ayipheleli nje ekukwenzeni ukuba wonwabe kwaye ulungiselele ukuba uphile ngcono kwiWill yam,
kodwa bakulungiselela ukwazana abatsha.
Ngaphaya koko, lonke iZulu likhanyiselwe zezi ngxolo ziphuma esibelekweni sethu. Owu!
-Hayi indlela abanombulelo ngayo abaSikelelweyo baseZulwini kunye
Bathandaza njani ukuba ndiqhubeke kuwe ezi zibonakaliso zeNtando yam!
Ezi ntsikelelo zifakwe kuthi ngentando yomntu. Sonke isenzo sentando yomntu yayisisitshixo sabo,
- hayi nje ngokuhamba kwexesha,
-kodwa ngoNaphakade.
"Sonke isenzo seNtando yam senziwa emhlabeni
-emphefumlweni yimbewu yolonwabo
- abaya kunandipha iParadesi.
Ngaphandle kwembewu yaso, isityalo asinakuthenjwa.
Ke ngoko ndifuna ngakumbi nangakumbi kwiNtando yam . "
Ndaziva ndintywiliselwe kumoya omangalisayo wesibhakabhaka, ndintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo.
-Ukufumana intando yabo kum,
zonke izenzo zeNtando yobuThixo ziye zandanga.
Ndibanike loo kiss ndaprinta " I love you" kubo bonke.
Babebonakala befuna ukuqondwa ndim baze bafumane imvume yam. Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam.
Ngezandla zakhe zobuThixo,
Wandibophelela ekukhanyeni endizibone ndikulo ukuba ndingasamboni uYesu, Intando yakhe nayo yonke lento ayenzayo.
Olunjani lona uvuyo, olunjani lona uvuyo! NoYesu wayebhiyoza.
Ebebonakala evuya xa endibona kwiWill yakhe.
owayevila wayefuna ukujongana nentando yakhe kuphela ,
ukuba ndigqibelele kum, nindoyise ngako konke,
ukuze injongo ezidalelwe yona zonke izinto ibe nokuphunyezwa ngokupheleleyo.
Emva koko wathi kum:
“Ntombi yam, incinci izelwe kwiWill yam, kufuneka wazi ukuba nabani na ozelwe kwiWill yam.
-inokuba ngumama kwaye
- ukuzala abantwana abaninzi beWill yam.
Ukuba ngumama,
Kuyimfuneko ukuba ngaphakathi kuye into efunekayo ukwenza ubomi afuna ukubuzisa ekukhanyeni. Inziwe ngegazi lakhe, inyama kunye nokutya okuhlala kudliwa.
Ukuba umntu akanayo imbewu eyaneleyo okanye into kuye, akanakuba nethemba lokuba ngumama.
"Ngenxa yokuba wazalelwa kwintando yam, imbewu efunekayo yokuzala ikuwe.
Sinokuthi
-ukuba lonke ulwazi endikunike lona luyimbewu yomntwana weWill yam.
- Izenzo zakho ziyaqhubeka kwiWill yam
ziyintabalala yokutya ekuvumela ukuba wenze njalo
"Ukwenza aba bantwana kuwe",
"ukuzazisa kwiWill yam".
baya kuba luvuyo kunina owabazalayo ngonaphakade.
"Yonke into eyongezelelweyo endiyenzayo kuwe ithetha
ukuzalwa okutsha okulungiselelwe nguMthanda wam ,
ubomi obutsha bobuthixo bokulunga kwezidalwa, e
ukubola kwentando yomntu ukuze kuzuze iNtando yobuThixo.
Ngoko kufuneka ulumke kakhulu
ukuba akukho nto isindayo kuwe,
hayi nowona mboniso umncinci.
Kutheni uzondivalela umntwana ongaphezulu lonto
- Ndiyazi intando yam,
-Ndingathanda,
- bazithobe kumandla alo e
- yazise. ";
Emva koko, andazi ukuba kutheni, ndeva uloyiko lwam lwesiqhelo lokushiya iNtando yakhe Engcwele, nokuba okomzuzwana.
Emva koko uYesu wam onobubele wabuya, kwaye ngalo lonke uthando wathi kum:
"Ntombi yam, woyika ntoni?"
Mamela, xa unexhala lokoyika ukuphuma kwiWill yam, iyandihlekisa.
Kuba maninzi amanzi kulwandle lweWill yam apho ukhoyo
-ukuba awukwazi ukufumana imida ukuba ukwazi ukumshiya.
-Naphi na apho uqondisa khona amanyathelo akho - ekunene, ekhohlo, phambili okanye ngasemva - uya kuhamba, ewe, kodwa uya kuhlala uselwandle lweNtando yam.
Amanzi olu lwandle wawenzile nguwe.
Ewe, kuba intando yam ayinamda,
-nika ezininzi izenzo zakho kuye,
-ulwenzile olu lwandle ungenako ukuphuncuka kulo.
Noloyiko lwakho lokushiya imvelaphi yakho
yenza amaza akutyhalela kude kolu lwandle.
Noko ke, andikusoli, kuba ndiyakwazi apho ukhoyo kwaye unjani. Ndizama nje ukukukhuthaza ukuba uphile ngoxolo kwiWill yam .
Ndiza kukumangalisa ngezinto ezibaluleke ngakumbi
-eya kukwenza ulibale yonke into, kubandakanywa noloyiko lwakho,
kwaye ngoxolo uya kuhamba ngesikhephe kulwandle lweNtando yam .
Kwaye mna, uKapteni ongcwele,
Ndiya kuvuyiswa kukumkhokela lowo uphila yonke into kwintando yethu ePhakamileyo. "Ngamana yonke into mayibe kuzuko lukaThixo kunye nokudideka kwam,
Ndingoyena ulusizi kuzo zonke izidalwa.
Uzuko kuYehova!
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