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Ubomi bam, Yesu wam othandekayo, oh! yiza kundinceda, ungandishiyi.
Ngamandla eNtando yakho engcwele kakhulu,
-Tyala umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo kwaye uthabathe kum konke okundiphazamisayo nokundithuthumbisa!
- yenza eli langa litsha loxolo nothando liphume kum!
Kungenjalo, andiziva ndinamandla ngokwaneleyo okuqhubeka ndisenza idini lokubhala. Besele singcangcazela isandla sam kwaye nosiba lwam alusabaleki ephepheni.
Sthandwa sam, ukuba awundincedi, ukuba awubuhluthi ubuLungisa bakho kum
-oko kundibeka kwimeko embi endikuyo,
Ndiza kuziva ndingakwazi ukubhala negama elinye kwakhona.
Kwakhona, ndincede kwaye ndiza kuzama ukumthobela kangangoko ndinako.
ondiyalelayo ukuba ndibhale yonke into ondixelele yona ngokuphathelene nentando yakho engcwele . Kuba ezi zizinto zexesha elidlulileyo,
Ndiza kuqokelela yonke into malunga nentando yakho yobuThixo.
Ndaziva ndicinezelekile yaye ndizaliswe bubukrakra obunzulu. Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa kum
Wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe ukuze andixhase.
Wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, yomelela, cinga
Intando yobuThixo ilawule kuwe kwaye
ukuba ungumthombo wolonwabo novuyo lwanaphakade.
Ubukrakra nengcinezelo
- benza amafu ajikeleze ilanga le-Will yam e
- thintela imitha yayo ukuba ingakhanyisi ebusweni bakho
Intando yam ifuna ukukonwabisa.
Uvakalelwa kukuba ulonwabo afuna ukukunika lona lugatywa bubukrakra bakho. UneLanga yobuThixo onayo .
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Kodwa ngenxa yobukrakra bakho, uyayiva le mvula
-ngubani na onicinezelayo kwaye
-oko kuzalisa umphefumlo wakho eludinini.
Ufanele ukwazi
- ukuba umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam usembindini wenqanaba leLanga elingcwele
-kwaye unokuthi: "Ilanga lelam".
Kodwa nabani na ongahlali kuye ukwisangqa sokukhanya ukuba iLanga elingcwele lisasaza kuyo yonke indawo.
Intando yam, ngobukhulu bayo, ayinako kwaye ayizukwala nabani na. Kufana nelanga, xa liphuma liphume konke ukukhanya kwalo;
nokuba ayinguye wonke umntu ofuna ukuyifumana.
Kwaye kutheni?
Ngokuba intando yam iKhanya.
Kwaye ekubeni ubume boKhanya kukuzinikela kuye wonke umntu,
-kwabo bangayifuniyo
-ngokuba nabani na oyifunayo.
Kodwa yintoni umahluko omkhulu phakathi
- Umphefumlo ohlala kumbindi weLanga lam lobungcwele e
-yintoni kwisangqa sayo?
Kukuba abo bangaphambili baphethe iimpahla zoKhanya, kwaye azinasiphelo.
Ukukhanya kukhusela kubo bonke ububi
ukuze isono singabi nabomi kolu khanyiso.
Ukuba ubukrakra buphakama, bufana namafu angenabo ubomi obungunaphakade.
Impepho encinci yeWill yam yanele ukusasaza awona amafu anzima. Kwaye umphefumlo untywiliselwa embindini weLanga lawo onawo.
Okungakumbi kuba ubukrakra babo bahlala kwiWill yam buhlala bungenxa yam .
Ndingatsho
-ukuba ndiva ubukrakra kunye nawe
-ukuba ndikubona ukhala, ndikhala nawe
kuba iNtando yam indenza ndahlulwe kulowo uhlala kuyo. Ndiziva iimbandezelo zakhe ngaphezu kokuba bezizezam.
Enyanisweni iWill yam ehlala kulomphefumlo
biza uBuntu bam lowo ubandezelekayo amenze aphinde ubomi bakhe basemhlabeni Oh! kwenzeka ntoni imimangaliso kaThixo:
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imisinga emitsha ivuleka phakathi komhlaba nesibhakabhaka ngenxa yobu bomi butsha bokubandezeleka
kwanga uYesu angaphila kwisidalwa sakhe!
Intliziyo yam ingumntu, kodwa ikwangokobuthixo kwaye inobona bubele bumnandi. Xa ndibona ukubandezeleka isidalwa esindithandayo, umtsalane kunye nokuthantamisa kweNtliziyo yam kunamandla kakhulu!
Ke olona thando lwam luthambileyo luyinyibilikisa Intliziyo yam.
Kwaye ithululela kwiimbandezelo nakwintliziyo yesidalwa sam esithandekayo.
Ngoko ke ndikunye nani ekubandezelekeni nangeendlela ezimbini:
- njengomdlali wentlungu e
-njengombukeli.
Ngoko ndinokonwabela iziqhamo zokubandezeleka kwam endifuna ukuziphuhlisa kwisidalwa.
Ngomntu ohlala kwiNtando yam,
kukho iiLanga ezisembindini wobomi bakhe kwaye asohlukananga . Ndiyiva ibetha kuM.
Kwaye uyabuva ubomi bam bubuhlungu kubudlelwane obusondeleyo bomphefumlo wakhe.
Ngokuphathelele lowo uhlala kumjikelo wokukhanya : ILanga leNtando yam yobuThixo liyanaba kuyo yonke indawo.
Kodwa esi sidalwa asinakukhanya.
Ngenxa yokuba kukho into ekhoyo kuphela
-ukuba ipropati ihlala kuyo e
-ukuba akukho bani unokubuhlutha kuwe, nokuba kobu bomi, nokuba kobuzayo.
Ipropathi engaphandle iphantsi kwengozi kwaye ayinakubonelela ngokhuseleko.
Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ubandezeleka ngenxa yobuthathaka, ukungazinzi kunye neenkanuko.
Bamngcungcuthekisa ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba azive ekude noMdali wakhe.
Apha kuba
Ndihlala ndifuna wena kwiWill yam
ukundenza ndiqhubeke noBomi Bam emhlabeni.
Ndiye ndaqhubeka nezenzo zam ezincinci
uthando, uthando, indumiso kunye nentsikelelo
kwiFiat engcwele kuMdali wam.
Intando kaThixo ke isasazeke kuyo yonke indawo.
Kuba akukho ndawo apho ingekhoyo.
UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wongezelela wathi:
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Ntombi ethandekayo yeWill yam, kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba iWill yam ayenzi nto ngesiqingatha. Yenza yonke into ngokugqibeleleyo kangangokuba inokuthi:
“Apho iWiyo yam ikwayisenzo sam. "
UbuThixo bethu bubona kwintando yethu yobuThixo ukunqulwa nothando lwesidalwa sakhe. Ngaloo ndlela ifumana ukuphumla kwayo yonke indawo ngobukhulu bayo.
Isidalwa esikwiThanda lethu siba sikhefu kuthi. Akukho nto inencasa kuthi ngaphezu kolu kuphumla.
Olu kuphumla luphawu lokuphumla esikuthathileyo emva kokudala yonke iNdalo.
Zonke izinto ezisemhlabeni nasezulwini zizele yintando yethu yobuThixo.
Bafana nezigqubuthelo ezisithelisayo, kodwa zizigqubuthelo ezithe cwaka. Ekuthuleni kwabo bathetha kakuhle ngoMdali wabo.
Yintando yam kanye efihliweyo kwizinto ezidaliweyo ezithetha ngale miqondiso:
-ukuya elangeni kubushushu nokukhanya;
-kumoya onamandla,
-emoyeni owenza umoya wezidalwa.
Owu! ukuba ilanga, umoya, umoya nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo bezinokuba nentsingiselo yelizwi, zingaphi na izinto ebezinokuzithetha kuMdali wazo!
Uyintoni umsebenzi woLowo uPhakamileyo okwaziyo ukuthetha? Sisidalwa. Sayithanda kakhulu ekuyidaleni kangangokuba sayinika ukulunga okukhulu kwelizwi.
Intando yethu ibifuna kuthethwe kwisidalwa. Wayefuna ukushiya ukuthula kwezinto ezidaliweyo.
Kwaye wabumba ilungu lakhe lokuthetha ukuze akwazi ukuthetha naye.
Yiyo le nto ilizwi lezidalwa lisisigqubuthelo esithethayo. Intando yam incokola naye ngobuchule nangobulumko. Isidalwa asisoloko sithetha okanye sisenza into efanayo nezi zinto zidaliweyo
-ezingasoze zitshintshe isenzo sabo e
-ukuba basoloko bekwisikhundla sabo sokwenza into efanayo naleyo uThixo ayilindeleyo kubo.
Ke iNtando yam inokuqhubeka iphindaphinda iindlela zokwenza isidalwa.
Sinokuthi uThixo akathethi ngelizwi kuphela,
kodwa nasemisebenzini, kumanyathelo, engqondweni nasentliziyweni yezidalwa.
Kodwa yintoni engeyiyo into ebuhlungu xa sibona ukuba le ndalo ithethayo isebenzisa ukulunga okukhulu kwegama ukusikhubekisa.
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Siyabona ukuba uyasisebenzisa esi sipho
- ukukhubekisa umnikeli e
- ukunqanda i-prodigy enkulu yobabalo, uthando, ulwazi olungcwele kunye nobungcwele endinokubufeza kumsebenzi wokuthetha wesidalwa!
Kodwa kulowo uhlala kwiWill yam, angamazwi athethayo. Owu! zingaphi izinto endizibonakalisayo kuye!
-Ndihlala ndisebenza,
Ndinenkululeko epheleleyo yokwenza nokuthetha izinto ezimangalisayo kunye
Ndenza i-prodigy ye-Will yam ethetha, ethanda kwaye yenze isidalwa. Ngoko ndinike inkululeko epheleleyo.
Emva koko uya kubona ukuba iNtando yam inokwenza ntoni kuwe.
Ndacinga ngayo yonke into endiyixelelwa ngu Yesu wam. INkosi yam endiyithandayo yaphinda yathi:
Ntombi yam, ubume boBuThixo bethu bubukhulu bokukhanya okunyulu.
oluvelisa ubuninzi bothando.
Oku kukhanya kunazo zonke iimpahla, lonke ulonwabo, ulonwabo olungenasiphelo kunye nobuhle obungenakuchazwa.
Oku kukhanya kutyala yonke into, ukubona yonke into, ukuqonda yonke into.
Ngenxa yokuba kuye akukho nto yangaphambili okanye ezayo, kodwa isenzo esinye, esihlala siqhubeka. Esi senzo sivelisa intaphane yeziphumo ezinokuzalisa amazulu nomhlaba.
Ubukhulu bothando oluveliswa kukukhanya kwethu busenza sithande
-uBume bethu kunye
- yonke into ephuma kuthi
yothando olukwaziyo ukusenza izithandwa ezigqibeleleyo.
Asikwazi ukwenza nantoni na ngaphandle kokuthanda, ukupha nokucela uthando.
I-echo yokukhanya kwethu kunye nothando lwethu
- ivakala emphefumlweni wesidalwa esihlala kwintando yethu
-yiguqule ibe kukukhanya nothando.
Hayi indlela esivuya ngayo xa siqeqesha iimodeli zethu ngezandla zethu ezinobuchule! Ukuba ufuna ukuvuyisa uYesu wakho,
-Lumka kwaye
-qinisekisa ukuba ubomi bakho benziwe kukukhanya nothando kuphela.
Ndenza yonke into ukuze ndinikezele kwintando kaThixo.
Ndacinga ngazo zonke iinyaniso malunga nentando yakhe engcwele uYesu wam endimthandayo andibonakalise yona.
Inyaniso nganye yamkela into engapheliyo kwaye iqulethe ukukhanya okwaneleyo ukuze kuzalise izulu nomhlaba.
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Ndawava amandla okukhanya kunye nobunzima bokungapheliyo bundihlasela ngothando olungenakuchazwa. Bandimema ukuba ndizithande ndize ndizenze ezam ngokuzisebenzisa .
Ingqondo yam ibilahlekwe kukukhanya okukhulu. UYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum : Ntombi yam,
umsebenzi wethu kwindalo waqala ngeNdalo.
Qhubeka emhlabeni. Oku kuqulethe amandla ethu okudala
ethetha kwaye ibumba eyona misebenzi mihle kwaye imangalisayo.
Kumsebenzi weeFiat ezintandathu ezenza umatshini omkhulu wendalo iphela, ndaquka indoda eyayiza kuhlala apho ize ibe ngukumkani wayo yonke imisebenzi yethu. Kodwa emva kokubeka yonke into ngolungelelwano, uthando lwethu lwasimema ukuba siphumle.
Ukuphumla akuthethi ukuba umsebenzi ugqityiwe. Likhefu phambi kokuba ubuyele emsebenzini.
Uyafuna ukwazi xa sibuyela emsebenzini? Ngalo lonke ixesha sibonakalisa iNyaniso, siqalisa umsebenzi weNdalo.
Yonke into eyayithethwa kwiTestamente eNdala yayikumsebenzi kwakhona.
Ukuza kwam emhlabeni yayingeyonto ngaphandle kokubuyela emsebenzini ngenxa yothando lwezidalwa.
Imfundiso yam, iinyaniso ezininzi ezithethwe emlonyeni wam, zabonisa ngokucacileyo umsebenzi wam onzima kwizidalwa.
NjengakwiNdalo, uBuThixo bethu buphumle.
Ngokufa nokuvuka kwam, nam ndandifuna ukuphumla
ukunika ixesha kumsebenzi wam wokuthwala isiqhamo phakathi kwezidalwa. Kodwa yayisoloko ikhefu kwaye ingeyosiphelo somsebenzi.
Kude kube sekupheleni kweenkulungwane,
umsebenzi wethu uya kuba kukutshintshana komsebenzi kunye nokuphumla, ukuphumla nokusebenza.
Uyabona ke, ntombi yam endiyithandayo, umsebenzi omde endifuna ukuwenza nawe ukubonisa zonke ezi nyaniso malunga nentando yam yobuThixo kuwe.
Lowo Uphakamileyo Wethu ufuna ngaphezu kwako konke ukuzenza aziwe . Ngoko ke andishiyanga nto kumsebenzi omde kangaka
Ndandidla ngokuphumla kancinci
-ukukunika ixesha lokufumana umsebenzi wam e
-ukukulungiselela ezinye izinto ezothusayo kumsebenzi wegama lam lokudala.
Ngokulandelayo
kulumkele ukugcina kwaye ungalahleki nantoni na yomsebenzi weLizwi lam.
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Ixabiso layo alinasiphelo kwaye lanele ukugcina nokungcwalisa ihlabathi liphela.
Ukulahlwa kwam kwiFiat yobuthixo kuyaqhubeka, nokuba ndihlala ephupheni elibi
- ubukrakra obukhulu,
-ukulila ngokuqhubekayo e
-kwimo yezulu yesiphithiphithi esingenampilo
lonto indihlutha uxolo lwam lwesiqhelo kunye nokuzola.
Ndiye ndazincama, I kiss the hand endibethayo.
Kodwa ndiva umlilo onditshisayo kunye nezaqhwithi ezininzi ezizikhululayo kubukho bam obuhlwempuzekileyo.
Yesu wam, ndincede, ungandilahli!
UYesu uhlala ekrazula amafu amafu angqingqwa ngokuthetha amazwi ambalwa okhuthazo kum, kodwa kufuneka ndihlale kule meko.
Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wandothusa. Wathi kum :
Ntombi yam, yomelela .
Musa ukoyika ukuba ndingaze ndikushiye.
ndive ubomi bam kuwe kwaye ukuba ndikulahlile, obu bomi buya kuba njalo
-ngaphandle kokutya okuyenza ikhule,
- ngaphandle kokukhanya ukumenza onwabe.
Akayi kuba saphinda abe nalo umngcelele wobuThixo endibumbe kuwe.
Ufanele ukwazi
-ukuba ubomi bam kum abufuni nto ukukhula kwaye
-ukuba ubomi bam abunakuncipha.
Kodwa ke ubomi endibubumbayo esidalweni kufuneka bukhule
-fumana isondlo esivela kuThixo
- ukuze kancinci kancinci ubomi bobuthixo buzalise isidalwa siphela. Ngoko ke, andinako ukukushiya.
Ukuba kubonakala kuwe ukuba ndimkile kwaye kuphelile phakathi kwethu,
Gqiba ndibuyela kwintombazana yam ndiyomnika ukutya kweWill yam.
Kufuneka wazi
- ukuba intando yam iKhanya kwaye
-ukuba umntu ohlala apho ufumana iimpawu zayo.
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Ngoko xa esebenza,
- imisebenzi yakhe izele kukukhanya, yada yaphuphuma e
- kubonakala kunye neempawu zokukhanya koMdali wayo.
ukuba ezi ziimpawu zothando lukaThixo, zizalisa uthando lwesidalwa,
ukuba isidalwa siyanqula, iimpawu zehlelo lobuthixo zizalisa inkolo yesidalwa. Ngamafutshane, akukho senzo sesidalwa esingazalisekiswayo ngeempawu zobuthixo.
Kwintando yam intando yomntu iyanyamalala. Yaye izinto zobuthixo zihlala zisesandleni sakhe.
Owu, ukuba wonke umntu ebenokwazi
- kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kwintando yam yobuThixo, e
-into entle kakhulu efunyenwe ngeyona ndlela ilula!
Ndiye ndaqhubeka nokulahla kwam kwiFiat yaphezulu.
Andinakuthetha nto yimbi ngaphandle kwam “ Ndiyakuthanda” kwimisebenzi kaThixo.
"Yesu, sithandwa sam, ' ndiyakuthanda" kuqukuqela ekuphefumleni kwakho, ngolwimi lwakho, elizwini lakho nakwisuntswana elincinane loMntu wakho othandekayo .
Ngale ndlela, intanda yobomi bam yabonwa ibeka eyam
" Ndiyakuthanda " entliziyweni yakhe, ngaphakathi nangaphandle koBuntu bakhe obungcwele. Wayithanda kangangokuba wandikhuthaza
-ukuphinda zonke " I love you " endikwazile ukubabona kubo bonke uBume bakhe.
Emva koko wandigona, wathi kum :
Ntombi yam, uthando bubomi.
Xa olu thando luphuma emphefumlweni ohlala kwiNtando yam,
unamandla okwenza uBomi boThando kuThixo ngokwakhe. Undoqo woBomi obungcwele luthando.
Ngaloo ndlela isidalwa sibumba obunye uBomi obungcwele kuThixo. Kwaye siyayiva ibunjwa kuthi sisidalwa.
Yintando yobuThixo evumela isidalwa ukuba senze uBomi obuNgcwele, uBomi bothando kuThixo.Obu bomi, esibunjwe sisidalwa ngothando lwaso oludityaniswe nentando yethu, luloyiso lukaThixo kunye nesidalwa.
Masithabathe olu loyiso loBomi boBungcwele benziwe sisidalwa ukunika oku kulungileyo kuzo zonke izidalwa.
Siyinika njengesipho esixabisekileyo somntwana weWill yethu.
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Asinakulinda ukuba eze nothando lwakhe ukuze enze obunye uBomi obungcwele kuBume bethu obuPhakamileyo.
Ntombi yam, uThando lwethu alunyumba.
Iqulethe imbewu ekwaziyo ukuvelisa uBomi obuqhubekayo.
Xa wawusithi " ndiyakuthanda "
- ekubetheni kwentliziyo yam,
- emoyeni wam,
Ndenze okunye ukubetha kwentliziyo, omnye umphefumlo njalo njalo. Ndive kum isizukulwana sakho " ndiyakuthanda "
eyakha uBomi obutsha boThando lwam.
Owu! njengoko ndandivuya ndicinga
Yanga intombi yam ingenza obam uBomi kum, lonke ngoThando!
Ukuba ubusazi ukuba sishukuma njani esi senzo sesidalwa.
onika uThixo ngothando lwakhe! Hayi indlela okusivuyisa ngayo!
Kwaye ekuxwilweni kwethu sinika olunye uthando
ukuba nolwaneliseko lokuphinda ubomi bethu obutsha bothando.
Ngoko ke ,
thanda, thanda kakhulu kwaye uya kumenza uYesu wakho omnandi onwabe.
Ndiphila iintsuku ezibuhlungu kwaye ubukho bam bubuhlungu. Yesu wam, ndincede!
Ungandilahli!
Ubusoloko ulungile kum
Undixhase ngothando olungaka kubunzima bobomi bam, ah! ungandilahli xa uhlaselo selunoburhalarhume!
Sithandwa sam, bonisa amandla akho! Yabona, Yesu,
- abangezizo iidemon
ukuba ndibaleke ngomqondiso womnqamlezo;
-kodwa ziphezulu ukuba nguwe kuphela onokubeka kule ndawo.
Mna ndilihlwempu eligwetyiweyo kwaye andiyazi into endiyenzileyo.
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Owu! ukuba ibali lam libuhlungu. Bathe
-babefuna ukundibeka phantsi kolwalathiso lomnye umfundisi othunywe ngubhishophu noya kuzisa oogqirha ukuze babe nabo bonke ubungqina abufunayo.
Ndiya kulahlwa ngabanye, ndibekwe phantsi kwegunya lakhe. Ndithe xa ndifunda le nto ndasuka ndantywizisa, andakwazi nokuyeka, amehlo am ngathi ngamaqula.
Ndichitha ubusuku ndilila ndithandaza kuYesu
-ukundinika amandla kunye
-ukuphelisa esi saqhwithi.
“Uyabona sithandwa sam,” ndamxelela, “ndisilwa ngaphezu kweenyanga ezimbini:
-ukulwa nezidalwa,
Ndilwe nani, ukuze ningandifaki engxakini. "
Kubiza malini ukulwa noYesu wam! Kodwa
-hayi kuba ndandingafuni ukuhlupheka,
-kodwa kuba andisakwazi ukunyamezela imeko
Ndizakuyeka ukulila xa evuma ukundikhulula kwiingxaki zam nalo mfundisi. Kuba isoloko iyimfazwe.
Ndaye ndalila kabuhlungu ndade ndeva igazi liqukuqela njengetyhefu emithanjeni yam, ngoko ndandisoloko ndiziva ndifile yaye ndingakwazi nokuphefumla.
Ndahlala ndilila ndilila. Ndandikwelo lwandle lweenyembezi. UYesu wam wandanga waza wathi ngobubele, ngokungathi naye wayeza kulila:
Intombi yam endiyithandayo,
ungabi salila. Andisakwazi ukumelana naye.
Iinyembezi zakho ziye zafika emazantsi eNtliziyo yam kwaye ubukrakra bakho buphila bungade bugqabhuke.
Isibindi, ntombi yam,
yazi ukuba ndikuthanda kakhulu kwaye olu thando lundenza ndibe nogonyamelo ukuze ndikwanelise.
Ukuba ukuza kuthi ga ngoku bendikumisile ngamanye amaxesha kwimeko yokubandezeleka, ibikukwenza kucace ukuba yiWill yam eqhubeka ukubamba njengoko ndenzile iminyaka engamashumi amane anesithandathu.
Kodwa ngoku bafuna ukukubeka emazantsi odonga,
bandibeka kwimeko apho kufuneka ndisebenzise iWill yam yokuvumela ukukunqumamisa kwimeko yexhoba.
musani ukoyika ngoko;
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Ngoku ke andiyi kuphinda ndidlulisele kuni iimbandezelo zam.
Andiyi kuphinda ndinabele kuwe ngendlela yokuba uhlale uqinile kwaye ungashukumi. Ngoko awusayi kufuna mntu kwakhona.
Ungakhathazeki, ntombi yam..
Abafuni ukuba uphinde ubandezeleke kwaye andizuphinda.
Kufuneka uyazi ukuba imeko yokubandezeleka endikubeke kuyo yayibuBuntu bam obufuna ukuqhubeka nobomi babo bokubandezeleka kuwe. Intando yam ngoku ihlala iyeyona nto ibalulekileyo kuwe.
Kufuneka undinike ilizwi lakho
- ukuba uya kuhlala uhlala kuye,
- ukuba uya kuba lidini, ixhoba leWill yam.
Uze uqiniseke, ntombi yam ethandekayo, ukuba akuyi kukutyeshela nantoni na endikufundise yona. Kwaye qhubeka nale nto uyenzileyo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku ngeFiat yam.
Eyona nto ibalulekileyo kuYesu wakho
-ukuqinisekisa emphefumlweni wakho amalungelo eNtando yam. Ngoko ndixelele ukuba uya kundinika ulwaneliseko.
Kwaye nam:
"Yesu wam, ndiyakuthembisa, ndiyafunga, ndifuna ukuqhubeka ndenza oko wandifundisa kona,
kodwa akunyanzelekanga ukuba undishiye.
Kuba ndingenza yonke into nawe, kodwa ngaphandle kwakho andikho kwanto. ".
UYesu wathi:
Ungakhathazeki, andizukushiya.
Yazi ndiyakuthanda kwaye ngabo abandityhale ukuba ndiyeke ukukufaka kulemeko yokubandezeleka. Luthando lwam kuwe, ukubona ukhala kakhulu, ukuba iWill yam iphumelele ukumenza athethe ngokwaneleyo.
Kodwa yazi ukuba iintlekele ziya kunisa ngoku. Zibafanele.
Ukuba abawamkeli amaxhoba endiwafunayo nendlela endiwafuna ngayo, afanele ohlwaywe ngokuqatha.
Kwaye ungacingi ukuba ndiya kuyenza kwangolo suku.
Vumela ixesha lidlule kwaye uya kubona ukuba ubulungisa bam bulungiselele ntoni.
Ndachitha usuku lokuqala ndingaxabananga noYesu
owayendithembisile ukuba akayi kundifaka ebunzimeni.
Ngoko ke kwakungasekho mfuneko yokuba ndicele ukuba ndikwazi ukwamkela iimbandezelo awayefuna ukundinika zona uYesu. Kodwa ke ukuba uphelile umzabalazo, ndashiyeka ndinoloyiko lokuba uYesu wam endimthandayo angandibamba ngequbuliso.
Ukundiqinisekisa wathi kum :
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Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika, uYesu ukuxelele ngokwaneleyo.
Andisosidalwa sokwaphula ilizwi lam. NdinguThixo, xa ndithethile, anditshintshi.
Ndithe kuwe noba abapholanga andizukufaka engxakini. Kwaye kuya kuba njalo.
Kwaye nokuba umhlaba ujikisiwe ngenxa yoBulungisa bam obufuna ukohlwaya izidalwa, ndiya kuligcina ilizwi lam.
Kuba kufuneka wazi ukuba akukho nto inokuxolela ubulungisa bam kwaye iguqule ezona zohlwayo zikhulu zibe yimibhalo yobabalo, ngaphandle kokubandezeleka ngokuzithandela.
Yaye amaxhoba okwenene ayingobantu ababandezelekayo
- ngemfuneko, ukugula okanye ukwenzakala. Kuba ihlabathi lizele zezi ntlungu.
Abona maxhoba ngabo baye bavuma ngokuzithandela ukubandezeleka.
-ndifuna ntoni ukuba bahlupheke,
- kwaye ndingathanda njani.
Ngamaxhoba afana nam.
Ukubandezeleka kwam kwakungokuzithandela ngokupheleleyo.
Bebengenakundivisa nabuphi ubuhlungu ukuba bendingafuni.
Yiyo ke le nto bendisoloko ndinicela ukuba ndinithwalise ubunzima, ukuba nazamkela ngokuvumayo.
Ukubandezeleka okunyanzelwayo okanye okuyimfuneko akukho kakhulu phambi koThixo.
Into ekwaziyo ukuvuyisa nokubopha uThixo kukubandezeleka ngokuzithandela.
Ukuba ubusazi ukuba uyilimaze kangakanani iNtliziyo yam ngokuzibeka ezandleni zam njengetakane legusha ukuze ndikubophe ndenze kuwe le nto bendiyifuna!
Ndiyisusile intshukumo yakho, ndakukhathaza.
Ndingatsho ukuba ndikwenze weva ubunzima bokufa kwaye undivumele ukuba ndikwenze.
Kwakuseyinto engekhoyo.
Kuba eyona nto yayimbi yayikukuba wawungenakuphuma kwimeko awayekubeke kuyo umfundisi wakho ukuba omnye wabefundisi bam wayengezanga ukuze akukhumbuze ngentobelo.
Le nto ikwenze ukuba ube lixhoba lokwenene. Hayi nakumguli okanye ibanjwa.
ithuba lokucela uncedo kwiimeko zesidingo esigqithisileyo alisuswa.
Kwakungenxa yakho wedwa ukuba uthando lwam lulungiselele owona mnqamlezo omkhulu.
Kuba bendifuna kwaye ndisafuna ukwenza izinto ezinkulu nawe.
Okukhona iinjongo zam zinkulu, kokukhona ndiwenza umnqamlezo ungaqhelekanga.
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Ndingatsho ukuba awuzange ubekho umnqamlezo emhlabeni ofana nalowo uYesu wakho awulungiselele ngothando olungaka.
Ngoko ke usizi lwam alunakuchazwa ngokuzibona ndicatshukiswa zizidalwa.
- nokuba bakwisikhundla esingakanani na,
malunga nendlela endifuna ukujongana ngayo nemiphefumlo.
Bafuna ukundimisela imithetho ngokungathi eyabo ibaluleke ngaphezu kweyam.
Intlungu yam ke ngoko inkulu kwaye ubulungisa bam bufuna ukohlwaya aba bantu bangunobangela wokubandezeleka okungaka kum.
Ndazilandela izenzo zam kwintando kaThixo endayivezayo
- amadini anikelwa ngabaNgcwele beTestamente eNdala;
- ezo zikaMama wam osezulwini,
- yonke imibingelelo kaYesu wam oyintanda, nayo yonke enye into.
Intando yobuThixo ibeka zonke ngolungelelwano phambi kwengqondo yam.Ndazinikezela njengesona mbeko simnandi kuMdali wam.
Ndenze oku xa uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa kum kwaye wandixelela :
Intombazana yakho
kuko konke abangcwele abanokuthi bakwenzile okanye babandezeleke ngexesha lembali yehlabathi,
akukho mbingelelo apho uMyolelo wam ungathathanga nxaxheba ngawo Amandla, uNcedo kunye neNkxaso.
Xa umphefumlo unikela le mibingelelo kuThixo ngembeko kuzuko
-Ngokukhumbula inkumbulo yeli dini kunye nalo msebenzi, intando yam yobuThixo iyabaqonda kwaye ibanike isidima.
ukuze kuphindwe kabini uzuko lweli dini.
Ukulunga kokwenyani akupheli, nokuba ezulwini nasemhlabeni.
Kukwanele ukuba isidalwa siyibize, sinikele ngayo.
- uzuko luyahlaziywa ezulwini e
- imiphumo yokulungileyo yehla emhlabeni ukuze kulunge izidalwa.
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Eneneni, ngaba eli asilokhondo lifutshane lobomi bam basemhlabeni?
-obubomi beBandla lam,
-ngubani na owondlayo kwaye yinkosi yayo?
Ndingathi ezi
-iimbandezelo zam ezigcinayo e
-Iimfundiso zam ezifundisayo , ukuba konke okulungileyo ndikwenzile
- ayifanga,
-kodwa uyaqhubeka ephila, ekhula kwaye ezinikela kwabo bamfunayo.
Kwaye xa isidalwa sibakhumbulayo .
sele inxibelelana nepropathi yam.
Xa benikela kuye , baphinda kabini into yabo ukuze bazinikele kuye.
Kwaye ndiva uzuko lwento endiyenzileyo ngenxa yothando lwezidalwa.
Lowo usebenza kwiNtando yam yobuThixo ufumana obu buhle bokuzalwa ngokutsha. I-Fiat yam ikhawuleza ukutyala imbewu yokukhanya enesidima sokuvuselela umzuzu ngamnye kunye nesenzo ngasinye,
njengelanga eliphumayo kwisityalo ngasinye nakwintyatyambo nganye Kuba ayiniki nto inye kuwo wonke umntu:
-Ivelisa isiphumo kwisityalo e
-inika umbala kwintyatyambo, kwaye komnye nomnye umbala owahlukileyo.
Ke kungenxa yezenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam yobuThixo:
- bazibhenca kwimitha yeLanga lam lobuthixo e
- bafumana imbewu yokukhanya evuselela kuzo zonke izenzo zesidalwa iintlobo ezahlukeneyo zobuhle kunye nemibala.
Kwaye isenzo esinye sifuna esinye.
Ukuze nabani na ohlala kwintando yam kunye nembewu yokukhanya avuselelwe
- uhlala endinika izinto ezintsha kwaye
- uhlala ehlala kwisenzo sokuvuselela uthando, uzuko kunye noBomi boMdali wakhe.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka nemisebenzi yam kwintando kaThixo
Ndandifuna ukwamkela yonke into ukuze ndibeke yonke indalo elunqulweni lwam, eluthandweni lwam, kumbulelo wam ngaLowo wayendithanda kakhulu nowadalayo.
zininzi izinto zothando lwam. UYesu wam othandekayo wongeze wathi :
Intombazana yakho
lukhulu uthando lweFiat yam kumntu ophila kwaye asebenze kwintando yam yobuThixo xa ebona ubuncinci besidalwa esiya kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
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-ukubeka izenzo zakhe ezincinci ngolungelelwano
-ongathandi kuphela le ntando kaThixo, kodwa
-ofuna ukuqaphela zonke izenzo zakhe njengemiqondiso emininzi yothando.
Uthando luvelisa olunye uthando
Intando yam inika umphefumlo amalungelo ezinto zikaThixo.
Ngaloo ndlela yonke into eyenziwa sisidalwa
lilungelo alizuzayo phezu kwezinto zoMdali wakhe.
Ngoko ke ngokufanelekileyo azive ethandwa nguMntu Owongamileyo. Ngokuba uthando lwakhe ulubeke eluthandweni olungunaphakade.
Yaye wafumana ilungelo lokuthandwa.
Uthando lwesidalwa kunye nothando lobuthixo ludibana ngolu hlobo.
Kwaye amaqela ngamnye aziva enelungelo lokuthandana. Kungelungelo ukuba isidalwa
- ufumana ukukhanya kwelanga,
-uphefumla umoya,
-sela amanzi,
- itya iziqhamo zomhlaba, njalo njalo.
Hayi indlela omkhulu ngayo umahluko phakathi kwabo banandipha ilungelo lezinto ezingokobuthixo! Kunokuthiwa yintombazana, ngelixa abanye besekhaya kuphela.
Kwaye isidalwa esinawo la malungelo siwanika Thina
- uthando lomntwana,
-uthando olungazenzisiyo,
-uthando oluthetha ngothando lwenene.
Ke ngoko hlala kwiWill yam
ukuva kuwe lonke uthando lobuThixo obungubawo.
Ndiqhubeka ndiphila kubukrakra bemeko yam ngoku. Ingcamango
- ukuba uYesu wam oyintanda unisa iintlekele kunye
-ukuba abantu bahamba ze kwaye balambile bayandihlukumeza.
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Ingcamango
-ukuba intanda yam ishiywe yodwa ekubandezelekeni kwayo kwaye
Okokuba ningabi saba nanxaxheba naye, yintuthumbo kum.
Ingathi kum
- UYesu kulumkele ukundenzisa ekubandezelekeni njengangaphambili, e
-ifihla ngokwayo zonke iimbandezelo ukuba indishiye ndikhululekile.
Wandibona ndicinezelekile, kum ngathi ububele bakhe obungako bumenza azincame iintlungu zakhe, ukuze aguqukele kwinkxwaleko yam, athi kum.
Ntombi yam, ntombi yam, khalipha.
UYesu wakho usakuthanda kwaye uthando lwakhe alukancipha nangayiphi na indlela. Oku kungenxa yokuba ayinguwe owala ukuba ndibandezeleke. Hayi soze iyenze lonto intombi yam bamnyanzele.
Mna ke, ukuba ndininike uxolo, ndinibonise;
-ukuba ndim lo ukugcine iminyaka engaka ukule meko yokubandezeleka
-yayingesosifo ingesosigulo singesosidalwa, kodwa yayikukulunga kukatata wam owayefuna ukuba nesidalwa
-enokuthi ihlawulele iimbandezelo zam zasemhlabeni, kwaye oku kulungele konke-
Bandinyanzela ke ngoku ngenxa yeemfuno zabo
-ukuyeka ukubandezeleka kwakho ngokwenza ukuba uthathe ikhefu.
Oku kubonisa ngokucacileyo ukuba uYesu wakho wayengumbhali wemeko yakho.
Kodwa andinakuyifihla intlungu yam enkulu kangangokuba ndingatsho ukuba izidalwa azizange zindenze into enje kuyo yonke imbali yehlabathi. Intliziyo yam ikrazukile yile ntlungu kangangokuba ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndikufihlele iinyembezi ezinzulu ukuze ndinganyuseli ubukrakra bakho.
Ukubona ukungakhathali kwabanye-kwaye uyazi ukuba ngoobani-
-abaziphatha ngokungathi abandenzanga nto;
yandisa intlungu yam kwaye inyanzelisa ubulungisa bam ukuba buqhubele phambili le mvula yentlekele.
Ntombi yam, besele ndikuxelele.
ukuba kufuneka ndikumise okwenyanga enye kwimeko yokubandezeleka kwakho,
baya kubona ukuba zininzi kwazo izigwebo eziya kuwa phezu komhlaba.
Kwaye ngelixa ubulungisa bam buya kuqhuba ikhondo labo,
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- Ndiza kuqhubeka ndikwazisa ngentando yam yobuThixo e
-uya kufumana izibonelelo zolwazi lwakhe.
Kuba lonke ulwazi lwenza ubomi bentando yam bukhule kuwe. Sonke isenzo esenziwe kolu lwazi lutsha lweFiat yam ke ngoko sandisa uBukumkani bayo emphefumlweni wakho.
Ingakumbi kuba izidalwa azinako ukungena kwiNtando yam yobuThixo.
-ukusiphazamisa kwaye
-ukusixelela imithetho yabo.
Ngoko ke siya kukhululeka ukwenza esikufunayo ngenkululeko epheleleyo. Ngoko kulumkele ukuqhubeka ukuwela iilwandle zayo ezingapheliyo.
Njengoko wayethetha oku, ubukrelekrele bam obuncinane baziva buthuthelwe kumngxuma wokukhanya ongenakufikelela kuwo. Oku kukhanya kufihle lonke ulonwabo kunye nobuhle.
Kwakubonakala kukhaphukhaphu, kodwa xa ndijonga ngaphakathi, kwakungekho nto angenayo. UYesu wam othandekayo wongeza wathi:
Ntombi yam, uBuThixo bethu bukukhanya okumsulwa ,
-ukukhanya okuqulethe yonke into, kuzalisa yonke into, ukubona yonke into, kuzalisekisa yonke into,
-ukukhanya ekungekho bani unokuyibona imida, ubude nobunzulu.
Isidalwa silahlekile ekukhanyeni kwethu.
Ngenxa yokuba ayiziboni iindonga zayo okanye iingcango zayo zokuphuma.
Kwaye ukuba isidalwa sithatha oku kukhanya, ngamathontsi nje amancinane azalise ade aphuphume.
Kodwa ukukhanya kwethu akunciphi nangayiphi na indlela
ngenxa yokuba uthatyathelw’ indawo ngoko nangoko luvuko lokukhanya kwethu.
Ukuze uBuThixo bethu buhlale bukwinqanaba elifanayo, kwibhalansi egqibeleleyo, sinokunikela kangangoko sifuna
-ukuba sinokuyifumana imiphefumlo efuna ukuthabatha kwinto yethu, ngaphandle kokulahlekelwa nantoni na.
Ngokwenene, ukuba sifumana umphefumlo ofuna ukuwuthabatha, siye sisebenze.
Kutheni kufuneka wazi
-ukuba kukho ukuphumla okupheleleyo kuthi,
-ukuba akukho nto yakwenza kwaye
-ukuba akukho nto yokususa okanye yokongeza.
Ulonwabo lwethu luphelele yaye luphelele.
Ulonwabo lwethu luhlala luntsha kwaye iNtando yethu inye, isinika ukuphumla okugqibeleleyo kunye neengcinga zoBuThixo bethu, obungenasiqalo okanye isiphelo.
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Ukuze le nzonzobila yoKhanya uyibonayo iqulathe inzonzobila
-yovuyo, amandla, ubuhle, uthando kunye nezinye izinto ezininzi Thina, kwintliziyo yethu yovuyo, siphumla kuzo
Ngenxa yokuba kunokubizwa ngokuba yinyani kunye nokuphumla okupheleleyo
- apho kungekho nto ilahlekileyo e
-ekungekho nto kufuneka yongezwe kuyo.
Endaweni yobuThixo bethu,
ngumsebenzi wethu osiya entsimini, yona intsimi yizidalwa. Ezi mpawu zobuthixo ezifanayo,
-kuthi, inika ukuphumla,
-out of us ndisemsebenzini.
Kwaye ke sibeka intando yethu ukuba isebenzele izidalwa ezilungileyo. Yile Fiat yobuthixo esiyenzayo kwiNdalo,
-ezaphuma kuyo zonke izinto;
ongawushiyiyo umsebenzi wakhe, esebenza ngokungapheziyo; usebenzela ukulondoloza zonke izinto;
ilebhu
-ngubani ofuna ukwaziwa,
-ngubani ofuna ukulawula, umsebenzi
-nto leyo ezisa ekukhanyeni eminye imiphefumlo ehlabathini apho wenza uyilo yakhe emangalisayo
ukuphuhlisa umsebenzi wakhe kwaye akwazi ukusebenza rhoqo.
Ikwasebenza ngokubizela imiphefumlo ngonaphakade.
Intando yethu yobuThixo ngumsebenzi ongadinwayo
leyo ingenamsebenzi, nkqu nakwabo bangayaziyo.
Uthando lwethu lusebenza njengeNceba yethu, Amandla ethu, kunye noBulungisa bethu ngokulunga kwezidalwa.
Kungenjalo Lowo uPhakamileyo wethu ebengayi kulungelelana yaye egqibelele.
Kuba bekuya kubakho ubuthathaka kuye ukuba ubulungisa bethu bebubekelwa bucala xa kukho zonke izizathu zokukuvumela ukuba kube njalo.
Uyabona ukuba izidalwa zingumsebenzi wethu. Kuba ngenxa yothando lwethu,
uthando lwethu lusikhokelela ekusebenzeni ukuze sihlale sibathanda. Ngokuba, ukuba umsebenzi wethu wothando unokuphela,
Indalo yayingayi kuba yinto engento.
Ukulahlwa kwam kuyaqhubeka kwiFiat yobuthixo
Ndizenzile kuye izenzo zam ukuze ndingenelele kwizenzo zakhe. Ke yonke indalo yakrola phambi kwengqondo yam.
Wandixelela ngolwimi lwakhe oluthe cwaka
- ukuba iNtando yobuthixo yayindithandile ukuba kangaphi edale izinto kwaye
-ukuba ngoku yayilithuba lam lokuba ndimthande kuyo yonke into edaliweyo, ndize ndibuyisele kuye izenzo ezininzi zothando
ukuze uthando lwakhe nolwam lungahlali lulodwa, lube lumanyano lodwa.
Ngeli xesha, uYesu wam othandekayo wayengene nzulu emphefumlweni wam kangangokuba akunakwenzeka ukuba ndimbone, kwaye wathi kum :
Ntombi yam uthando lwethu ngesidalwa belungaphakathi kuthi ab aeterno kudala simthanda.
Kodwa uthando lwethu lokuqala lwenziwa ngaphandle kwethu kwiNdalo. I-Fiat yethu ekubizeni idale isibhakabhaka, ilanga, njl., inqaku ngenqaku,
- ngaloo ndlela ingaphandle kuyo yonke into edaliweyo
umxholo wethu uthando ngonaphakade kwizidalwa.
Kodwa uyazi, ntombi yam, ukuba uthando lubiza olunye .
Uthando lwethu lwangaphandle ekudalweni kwendalo iphela luye lwanamava endlela emnandi ngayo imbonakaliso yothando.
Kuphela ngokuyikhuphela ngaphandle
-uthando lubonakaliswa kwaye
-ukuba siyazi ukuba kumnandi kangakanani ukuthanda.
Kungenxa yoko le nto uthando lwethu lwaqala ukubonakala.
- wayengasalwazi uxolo phambi kokuba adale lowo wayeqalise ukuvela ngaphandle ngokutyala uthando kuzo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
Ngaloo ndlela uthando lwahamba ngamandla kuthi kwintando yakhe.
ukwenza isenzo esipheleleyo soThando , ukubiza umntu ngaphandle kwendawo
Kuba
-yinike ubume kwaye
-Ukudala ubomi bethu bothando kuye.
Ngaphandle kokudala uBomi bothando kuye ukuba bubuyiselwe,
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ngekungekho sizathu, sabuthixo okanye somntu, sokuvakalisa uthando olungaka emntwini.
Ukuba sasimthanda kangaka, kwakusengqiqweni yaye kufanelekile ukuba asithande. Kodwa ukuba akukho nto iyeyayo.
- yayibufanela ubulumko bethu kunye nathi
dala uBomi boThando ukuba bubuyiswe sisidalwa.
Bona, ntombi yam, ukugqithisa koThando lwethu:
Ngaphambi kokudala umntu,
kwakunganelanga ukuba siluveze ngaphandle uthando lwethu kwiNdalo.
Kodwa ngokubonakalisa ubuThixo bethu, iimpawu zethu,
- sisebenzise iilwandle zamandla kwaye salithanda ngamandla ethu.
-Sivumbulule iilwandle zobungcwele, ubuhle, uthando, njl. kwaye samthanda ngobungcwele bethu, ubuhle kunye nothando
Ezi lwandle zaziza kusetyenziselwa ukuqukuqela umntu ukuze akwazi
-ukufumana kuzo zonke iimpawu zethu i-echo yamandla ethu othando kunye
-sithande ngala mandla othando,
uthando olungcwele, uthando lobuhle obunomtsalane.
Yaye kwakusemva kokuba ezi lwandle zeempawu zethu zobuthixo zaphuma kuthi esathi sadala umntu ngokumtyebisa ngeempawu zethu.
ibinokubamba malini
ukuba naye unesenzo esikwaziyo ukuphindaphinda
- ngamandla ethu,
- ngothando lwethu,
- ngokulunga kwethu, kwaye
ngubani onokusithanda ngeempawu zethu.
Sayifuna indoda
- kungekhona njengomkhonzi, kodwa njengomntwana,
- hayi ihlwempu, kodwa isityebi,
- hayi ngaphandle kwepropathi yethu, kodwa ngaphakathi kwempahla yethu.
Ukuqinisekisa konke oku,
simnike intando yethu njengoBomi noMthetho.
Ngenxa yoko siyithanda kakhulu indalo: kuba iphuma kuthi. Musa ukuthanda oko kuphuma kuwe
- ongaqhelekanga kwindalo e
- ngokuchasene nesizathu.
Ndayiva ingqondo yam ibuthathaka
ekuKhanyeni okungapheliyo kwentando kaThixo. Ndazama ukulandela izenzo zakhe kwiNdalo, ndathi kum:
“Ndingathanda ukuba lizulu ukuze ndikwazi ukunabela kuyo yonke indawo nangaphaya kwalo lonke uthando lwam, ukudumisa nozuko kuMdali wam.
Ndingathanda ukuba lilanga kwaye ndibe nokukhanya okwaneleyo ukugcwalisa izulu nomhlaba, ukuguqula yonke into ibe kukukhanya kwaye ndikhuphe isikhalo sam esiqhubekayo
' Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda.' "
Umoya wam wathetha obu bubhanxa xa ubona uYesu wam omnandi wathi kum :
Ntombi yam, yonke iNdalo
ufuzisela uThixo, ulungelelwano lweentlobo ngeentlobo zeengcwele nemiphefumlo.
Ukuvisisana kwayo,
- umanyano olunayo yonke indalo,
-odola,
-ukungahlukani,
yonk’ into ifuzisela ulawulo lwasezulwini kunye noMdali wayo oyintloko .
Jonga isibhakabhaka esinabela kuyo yonke indawo kwaye sivalele zonke izinto ezidaliweyo phantsi kophahla lwaso oluluhlaza. Ulawula phezu kwayo yonke into.
Ukuze kungabikho bani unokusaba phambi kwakhe nobukumkani bakhe.
Owu! oko kufuzisela uThixo owandisa ubukhosi bakhe kuyo yonke indawo ekungekho bani unokusaba kuyo.
Noko ke, eli zulu linezinto zonke, lineentlobo ngeentlobo zezinto ezidaliweyo. Abanye basondele njengeenkwenkwezi ezibonwa ngezantsi,
- zibonakala zincinci nangona zinkulu kakhulu e
-ngemibala eyahlukeneyo kunye nobuhle.
Kugqatso lwabo lwesiyezi ngayo yonke iNdalo
-Yakha i-symphony kunye nowona mculo umnandi.
Intshukumo yabo ivelisa umculo omnandi kangangokuba akukho mculo apha emhlabeni unokuthelekiswa nawo.
Ezi nkwenkwezi zibonakala ziphila ukusuka esibhakabhakeni kwaye zihambelana nayo.
Luphawu lwemiphefumlo eya kuhlala kwiNtando yobuThixo:
- basondele kakhulu kuThixo kwaye babandakanywa naye
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oya kufumana zonke iintlobo zeempawu zobuthixo
- abaya kuphila ukuze benze esona sihombo sasezulwini sihonjiswe nguMdali wabo.
Ntombi yam, jonga kwakhona.
Ngaphantsi kwesibhakabhaka, kodwa njengokungathi ukhutshiwe kuyo naphakathi kwezulu nomhlaba, sibona ilanga , inkwenkwezi edalelwe ukulunga komhlaba.
Ukukhanya kwayo kunyuka kusehla
ngokungathi ifuna ukwamkela izulu nomhlaba.
Kunokuthiwa xa ukukhanya kwakhe kuchukumisa isibhakabhaka, uphila ukusuka esibhakabhakeni
Ingumfuziselo waloo miphefumlo inyulwe nguThixo
-ukuvumela iinceba zehle zivela ezulwini kwaye zibabuyisele emhlabeni njengobizo lokuphila kwiNtando yobuThixo .
Owokuqala kule miphefumlo ikhethiweyo nguMama wam wasezulwini ,
-yodwa njengelanga,
Owolula amaphiko akhe okukhanya
Ukukhanya kwayo kunyukela phezulu kwaye kuwela ezantsi ukwenza oko
- ukuhlanganisa uThixo nomntu,
-amxolelanise noMdali wakhe e
-ukumkhokelela kuye ngokukhanya kwakhe.
Iinkwenkwezi zibonakala ziziphilela ngokwazo, zidityaniswe nesibhakabhaka esingcwele. Kodwa ilanga lihlala kuThixo ukuze lizinikele kuye wonke umntu.
Injongo yayo kukwenzela wonke umntu okulungileyo.
Linjalo iLanga likaKumkanikazi onguMongami .
Kodwa eli Langa aliyi kuba yedwa. Kuba kuya kuvela amanye amaLanga amancinci aza kukhupha ukukhanya kwawo kweli Langa likhulu.Iyakuba yile miphefumlo imbalwa izakuba nomsebenzi wokwenza intando yam yobuThixo yaziwe.
Ke into engezantsi, umhlaba, ulwandle, izityalo, iintyatyambo, imithi, iintaba, amahlathi adubulayo, afanekisela bonke abangcwele kunye nabo bonke abangena ngomnyango wosindiso.
Kodwa jonga umahluko omkhulu:
Izulu, neenkwenkwezi, nelanga, aziwufuni umhlaba, kodwa zizo eziwenza umsebenzi omkhulu emhlabeni. Bayinika ubomi baze bayixhase.
Ngaphezu koko, zonke izinto ezidalwe nguThina kwiindawo eziphakamileyo
- basekwindawo yabo,
-ungaze utshintshe,
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- ungakhuli okanye unciphise.
Kaloku ukugcwala kwabo akudingi nto.
Ngokuchasene noko, umhlaba, izityalo, ulwandle, njl., ziyatshintsha.
Ngamanye amaxesha zibukeka zilungile kwaye emva koko zinyamalale ngokupheleleyo Bafuna yonke into, amanzi, ukukhanya, ubushushu,
imbewu ukuba ivelise kwakhona. Onjani wona umahluko!
Izinto ezenziwe ngobude
-unokunika kwaye
- badinga kuphela uThixo ukuba bazigcine. Kwelinye icala, umhlaba
-akufunanga uThixo kuphela,
-kodwa yonke enye into.
Ukuba isandla somntu asizange sisebenze ngaso, besiya kuhlala sinyumba singavelisi nto ingako. Nanku umahluko:
-Umphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam udinga uThixo kuphela ukuze uphile.
kodwa lowo ekuqaleni akazange acele uncedo nenkxaso yomntu wonke. Ukuba akanayo le nkxaso
- Lihlala linjengomhlaba ongakwaziyo ukuvelisa okulungileyo okukhulu.
Ngokulandelayo
ukuba ufuna kuphela uYesu wakho, ukuba
ubomi bakho kunye nesiqalo sazo zonke izenzo zakho zikwiWill yam kuphela. Nohlala undifumana ndilungile, ndingxamele ukuninika ngaphezu kokuphiwa.
Ngokwahlukileyo koko, uncedo nenkxaso yezidalwa zinikelwa ngokulusizi nangokuthandabuza, ukuze abo bazifumanayo bazive bebuhlungu.
Uncedo lwam, ngokuchaseneyo, luzisa uvuyo nolonwabo.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka neyam ethi " I love you " kwiFiat yaphezulu
Ndacinga: "Kodwa uthando lwam lunyulu?" Kwaye uYesu wam oyintanda wongezelela :
Ntombi yam, ukuzijonga ngokwakho kuya kukuxelela ukuba undinika uthando olunyulu:
-ukuba intliziyo yakho ibetha, iyancwina kwaye inqwenela kuphela uthando lwam,
-ukuba izandla zakho zisebenzela uthando lwam kuphela,
-ukuba iinyawo zakho zihamba kuphela ngenxa yothando;
-ukuba intando yakho inqwenela kuphela uthando lwam,
-ukuba ubukrelekrele bakho buhlala bukhangela indlela yokundithanda, ngaba uyazi ukuba " ndiyakuthanda " wenza ntoni?
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Idibanisa lonke uthando onalo kuwe
ukwenza isenzo sothando olunyulu nolupheleleyo kuYesu wakho.
Ilizwi lakho kuphela libonisa uthando onalo ngaphakathi kuwe. Kodwa
- ukuba yonke into ekuwe ayilulo Uthando e
- ukuba umthombo wothando ulahlekile,
olu Luthando alunakuba nyulu okanye luphelele.
Ukulahlwa kwam kwintando kaThixo kuyaqhubeka.
Kodwa iimeko endizifumana ndikuzo zininzi kangangokuba ihlwempu lam lomntu libonakala lifuna ukuphuma.
- kuzo zonke iindawo zobomi bam
yenza nasiphi na isenzo sobomi.
Kwaye ndiziva ndityumkile kwaye ndaphukile phantsi kobunzima obukhulu bentando yam yomntu. Owu! njengoko kuyinyani ukuba ungoyena zwilakhe ukhohlakeleyo
Yesu wam, ndincede, ungandilahli, ungandishiyi phantsi kwegunya lentando yam!
Ukuba uyafuna, ungayibeka phantsi kobukumkani obumnandi beNtando yakho yobuThixo.
NoYesu wam endimthandayo wazibona kum emva kokundimamela.
Wathi kum :
Ntombi yam, nesibindi, ungakhathazeki kakhulu.
Ukubandezeleka phantsi kobunzima bokuthanda komntu kuyintlungu ebuhlungu kakhulu.
Kwaye ukuba bendiyifuna, ibingasayi kuphinda ibe yintlungu kwaye iguquke ibe lulwaneliseko.
Ukuziva ukuthanda kwakhe yenye into. Ukufuna intando yakhe yenye.
Ngoko yisuse engqondweni yakho ingcamango yokuba usoloko usona ngenxa yokuba uvakalelwa kukuba ukuthanda kwakho.
musani ukoyika ngoko; Ndikujongile.
Kwaye xa ndibona ukuba intando yakho ifuna ukuba ubomi bayo kuwe, ndikwenza ukuba ubulaleke ngokubulaleka.
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Thembela ngoYesu wakho, kuba eyona nto ibuhlungu kuwe kukungathembi. Ah! kusoloko kuyintando yomntu ephazamisa umphefumlo,
naxa ndimbamba!
Kwaye oku kubandezeleka
-buva ubunzima bentando yomntu, ukuba uYesu wakho wakuva kangakanani!
Kaloku ebendikhapha ubomi bam bonke.
Ke ngoko dibanisa intando yakho neyam.
Banike uloyiso lweNtando yam emiphefumlweni.
Beka yonke into ecaleni kwaye uze uphumle kwintando yam yobuThixo.
Ukulindele ngothando olungaka embindini weNtliziyo yam ukuze ndikuthande.
Kwaye olona thando luhle olufuna ukukunika luphumlo kwiimbandezelo zakho.
Owu! Kumnandi kanjani ukubona intombazana yethu iphumle,
-lowo usithandayo kwaye
-siyayithanda!
Kwaye ngelixa uphumle, iWill yam ifuna ukwenza umbethe wezulu wemvula yayo elula kuwe. Ebunyeni bokukhanya kwakhe, uhlala esenza into engayeki ukuyenza;
kunye nesenzo ekunokuthiwa sigqityiwe. Ngenxa yokuba akukho siphazamiso.
Esi senzo asizange siyeke
- uthi yonke into,
-enga yonke into e
-thanda zonke izidalwa.
Ukusuka kwiindawo eziphakamileyo apho esi senzo singazange sithi "kwanele",
Ivelisa iziphumo ezingapheliyo ezenza ukuba ibambe isibhakabhaka kunye nomhlaba esandleni sayo. Yaye idlulisela umbethe wemiphumo yasezulwini
-Ubungcwele bakho,
- uthando lwakhe kunye
- ukusuka kubomi bakhe bobuthixo ukuya kwizidalwa.
Kodwa kunjalo
- ukuze isidalwa siziguqule zibe zizenzo ukuze asive eso senzo kuye
-uBomi boBuThixo,
- UkuKhanya kobungcwele bethu e
- yoThando lwakhe.
Isidalwa esihlala kwiWill yam
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-uqeqesha ubomi bakhe nokutya apho, kwaye
- ikhula phantsi kwemvula yombethe wezulu wesenzo esikhethekileyo soMdali wayo.
Kwaye ezi ziphumo ziguqulwe zaba zizenzo kwisidalwa zenza iLanga laso elincinci elithi ngokubonakalisa kancinci:
"Uthando, uzuko nembeko ngamaxesha onke kulowo wandenzayo."
Kangangokuba iLanga elingcwele kunye neLanga zenziwe yintando yam yobuThixo kwisidalwa
-dibana rhoqo,
- ubuhlungu omnye komnye.
ILanga elincinane liguqulwa libe liLanga elikhulu likaNaphakade.
Bebonke bakha ubomi bothando olufanayo kwaye aluzange luphazamiseke.
Olu thando luqhubekayo luyanxilisa kwaye luyiphazamise intando yomntu. Inika ukuphumla okuhle kakhulu kwisidalwa.
Emva koko ndalandela izenzo zam kwintando kaThixo. Ndayiqonda indlela,
xa silungele ukwenza isenzo,
Ngaphambi kokuba senze esi senzo, intando kaThixo ibeka isenzo sayo sokuqala kuyo.
-ukunika uBomi kwisenzo esisesidalwa.
UYesu wam othandekayo wongeze wathi :
Ntombi yam, zonke izenzo zesidalwa ziphindwe kathathu:
Okokuqala, isenzo senziwa kwi-Creative Force
Ngokusekwe kuMthetho woBukhosi boBuchule, isidalwa senza isenzo sothando lwaso olusebenzayo oluzondla kuMmandla wokuDala.
Ngokobunzulu bothando lwesidalwa, ukunyameka kwayo, esi senzo siya kuba nexabiso elihle, elixabisekileyo.
Kwaye ke ifumana ukutya okuninzi okanye okuncinci kwi-Creative Force. Akukho nto inencasa, ikholeka ngakumbi, nekholisa uThixo ukodlula ukondla imisebenzi yesidalwa.
Kuba xa sibona ukuba kuthi kwisenzo somntu, siva ubunini bayo.
Siqondwa ngabo, siziva bengamalungu,
- kungekhona njengabantwana abakude, kodwa abasondeleyo, bemanyene nathi,
Ukusenzela isithsaba sabantwana abafuna ngokufanelekileyo okukokwethu.
Kuluvuyo ukuba ngalo lonke uthando lwethu sondle izenzo zabo ukuze bondliwe ngathi.
baba ngabantwana abahloniphekileyo abamfaneleyo uYise wasezulwini.
Emva kwesenzo samandla okudala
kwaye isenzo sothando sesidalwa siza isenzo sokuzaliseka koThando.
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Isenzo ayenziwa kwaye ixabiso laso elifanelekileyo alinakubalelwa ukuba liyasilela nokuba sisiphumlisi, ixesha, laso nasiphi na isizathu.
Ukuba akukho xabiso linokufakwa kumsebenzi ongagqitywanga, awunako ukuvuna imbeko okanye uzuko.
Ngoko ke, ukwenza uthando kulandelwa luthando olunombulelo. Ngumbuzo wokubulela nokunikela kuThixo oko kukokwakhe.
Isidalwa safumana isenzo sokuqala esivela kuThixo.
Waqhubeka esiphathela uthando lwakhe. Kodwa esondliwa nguThixo, ukwenza oko ngothando olungakumbi. Yaye ibuyisela kuThixo oko kwavela kuye uThixo.
Eli linqaku lokugqibela kunye neyona nuance igqwesileyo yesenzo sesidalwa. Kowokugqibela uThixo ngokwakhe unikela uxabiso lwakhe lobuthixo.
Uziva ebekekile yaye ezukisiwe ngesipho esincinane asifumeneyo.
Ngenxa yoku unika isidalwa amanye amathuba okwenza izinto ezintsha.
ukusoloko umgcina esondele kuye kwaye uhlale unxibelelana naye.
Ndizibona ndikwiphupha elibi lokubandezeleka kwesiqhelo. Emva kwenyanga yokuphumla apho uYesu wam othandekayo engasandivaleliyo, ndibuyela kwindawo yokuqala.
Ngeli xesha yayingathi ndizikhuphe zonke iintlungu zam. Kuba uYesu wam othandekayo wayengasandibambi ngqongqo okanye ndingashukumi.
Ngaphambili, kwimeko yam yokubandezeleka, ubomi babufuna ukundishiya. Kangangokuba bekufuthaniselwe. Ndandingasenawo nokuncinci ukuzilawula. Ndalinda ngomonde ukuba nguYesu kuphela owayenokundinika umvuma.
Kwanyanzeleka ukuba andibizele ekuthobeleni andibuyisele ekuhambeni kwam andikhuphe emhadini endikuwo.
Ngoko ndaziva ndikhululekile.
Nangona ndikuthanda ukwabelana ngeembandezelo zikaYesu, indalo yam yoyisile. Ingakumbi kuba ndandingasafuni mntu.
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Yiyo loo nto, ndizifumana ndibotshiwe kwaye ndibambekile enzonzobileni njengangaphambili, ubuhlwempu bam buziva buzothe kakhulu.
Ukuba uYesu wam othandekayo akandincedi, akandomelezi, akanditsali ngeenceba ezikhethekileyo, andazi ukuba ndingenza ntoni ukuze ndiphephe ukuphinda ndibuyele kule meko yokubandezeleka.
Ah! Yesu wam, ndincede! Wena owandixhasa ebudeni beminyaka emininzi yeentlungu eziqatha!
Owu, ukuba ufuna ukuba ndiqhubeke, yiba yiNkxaso yam kwaye usebenzise inceba yakho kulo moni ulihlwempu ukuze ndingachasani neNtando yakho Engcwele!
Ndizibone ndiphakathi kwentiyo kunye noloyiko lokuzifumana ndikwiimbandezelo zam zesiqhelo.
Ke uYesu wam othandekayo , wazibonakalisa ebuhlungu kakhulu, wathi kum : Ntombi yam, yintoni na?
Awusafuni kusokola nam? Ufuna ukundishiya ndedwa?
Ngaba ufuna ukuhlutha amalungelo ondinike wona amaxesha amaninzi ukuze ndikwazi ukwenza into endiyifunayo kuwe?
Ntombi yam ungandenzi lentlungu zilahle ezandleni zam ndenze unothanda.
Mna:" Sithandwa sam, uxolo, uyawazi umzabalazo endiwenzayo kwaye ndiphoswe nzulu kangakanani na.
Ukuba izinto bezihleli zinjalo, ngaba ndakhe ndakwala?
Cinga ke, Yesu wam, ngale nto uyenzayo, nokuba yeyiphi na i-labyrinth ondiphosa kuyo ukuba uyandibuyisela kwiimbandezelo zam zesiqhelo.
Ukuba ndikuxelela uFiat, ndikuxelela ngamandla, kodwa kubonakala ngathi ndiyafa. Yesu, Yesu, ndincede! "
Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika;
- ukuthotywa kuzisa uzuko;
- ukudelwa kwezidalwa kuzisa uxabiso olungcwele e
- ukulahlwa kwindelelo yabo ukhumbula inkampani ethembekileyo kaYesu wakho.
Kwakhona, ndivumele ndiyenze.
Ukuba ubusazi ukuba bunjani ubulungisa obuxhobileyo,
-ngekhe uphikise e
kunokuba ningáde nicele ukuba ndiniphathe kabuhlungu, ukuze nivelane nokuvela abazalwana benu.
Eminye imimandla iya kuphanziswa yaye inkxwaleko isemnyango wezixeko nezizwe. Intliziyo yam iva ukuthantamisa okukhulu xa ndibona imeko yokuphanziswa kunye nezidubedube ezithi umhlaba uncitshiswe.
Ububele bam obunobuntununtunu kwizidalwa bukhubekile bubulukhuni be
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intliziyo yomntu. Owu! Asikuko nokuba lukhuni kwentliziyo yomntu! Ingakumbi kuba eyam yonke imfesane nobubele ngakubo.
Intliziyo elukhuni inabo bonke ububi
Uza kuhlekisa ngeembandezelo zabanye.
Guqula ukuthamba kwentliziyo yam kuye kube yintlungu kunye namanxeba anzulu.
Elona lungelo lihle lentliziyo yam kukuthantamisa.
Imicu, iminqweno, iminqweno, uthando, ukubetha kweNtliziyo yam zonke ziphuma kububele.
Kakhulu ukuba
- iifiber zam zithambile,
- uthando lwam kunye neminqweno yam ithambile kakhulu,
-Uthando lwam kunye nokubetha kwentliziyo yam kuthambile kangangokuba Intliziyo yam inyibilika kububele.
Olu thando luthenda lundenza ndithande izidalwa kakhulu
ukuba ndiyakuvuyela ukubandezeleka ngokwam kunokuba ndibabone bebandezeleka.
Uthando olungenabubele
- njengokutya ngaphandle kwe-condiments,
-njengobuhle obudala obungakwaziyo ukutsala umntu ukuba athande,
- njengentyatyambo engenaziqholo, isiqhamo esomileyo nesingenancasa.
Uthando olunzima nolungenambeko alwamkelekanga
Akanaso isidima sokuthandwa nguye nabani na
Ukuze intliziyo yam ihlupheke kakhulu xa ndibona ubulukhuni bezidalwa, zide zitshintshe iinceba zam zibe yintlekele.
Ngokukhawuleza, ndaziva ndonganyelwa ngamandla aphakamileyo.
endingenako ukuyixhathisa. Phezu kwayo nje inzondo yam enkulu, ndanikezela kwintando kaThixo, ekuphela kwendawo yam yokusabela.
Kwaye uYesu, ukundinika amandla, wazibona umzuzwana nje. Wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, ekudaleni umntu, ubuThixo bethu buvele ngaphandle: ubungcwele, uthando, ukulunga, ubuhle, njalo njalo.
Babeya kusivumela isidalwa
- ukuba ngcwele, okulungileyo,
-Yiba notshintshiselwano lothando nathi.
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Kodwa izinto zethu azithathwanga kwaphela ngumntu kwaye silindele umntu oza kuzithatha.
Ke, yiza kwizinto zethu, yiza uthathe iimvuthuluka zobungcwele, uthando, ukulunga, ubuhle, ukuzinza.
Ndithetha ngeimvuthuluka xa uthelekisa nezo uzakuzishiya ngasemva. Ngenxa yokuba ii-asethi zethu zikhulu.
Into enokuthi ithathelwe isidalwa ifaniswa neimvuthuluka, nangona izaliswe kubo ukuya kwinqanaba lokuphuphuma.
Uthando lwethu ke luyavuya ukubona isidalwa esithandekayo, ngaphakathi kwempahla yethu, sigcwele ngokupheleleyo.
Ezo imvuthuluka azisa kwitafile yethu yasezulwini,
zizitya zikaThixo ezininzi, esinye sahlukile njengesinye, esondla ngaso.
Xa esinika imisebenzi yakhe, yondliwe ngeemvuthuluka zobuThixo,
abanobungcwele, ukulunga, ukuqina, uthando nobuhle obukhulu. Ngoko nangoko siyakuqonda ukondla kwethu kobuthixo kuzo.
Hayi indlela esivuya ngayo xa sifumana ezi zenzo zobuthixo. Siziva iziqholo zethu,
Sichukumisa ubungcwele bethu nokulunga kwethu, kwaye
Siziva sivuzwa ngeemvuthuluka esimnike zona.
Ukulahlwa kwam kuyaqhubeka kwiNtando eNgcwele.
Kodwa ndiziva ndicaphuka njengoko ndisiba kwimeko yokubandezeleka. La masikizi abangelwa kubunzima endimele ndibunyamezele kunye neemeko ezindibeka kuzo.
Ebukrakra bomphefumlo wam, ndathi kuYesu wam:
"Sthandwa sam ufuna ukundifaka ekubandezelekeni nasekukhutyekisweni, kodwa andifuni kuphikisa intando yam kweyakho. Uyafuna ukuyenza nam ndiyayenza. Kodwa ndedwa andifuni kuyenza. nantoni na."
Konke okubuhlungu uYesu wathi kum:
Ntombam bendizakwenzani ngokusokola kwakho ngaphandle kwentando yakho?
Andizange ndikwazi ukwenza nto ngaloo nto. Abazange bandikhonze ukuze batshitshise ubulungisa bukaThixo okanye baxolise indelelo yam yobulungisa.
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Kuba eyona nto intle nexabisekileyo esinayo isidalwa kukuthanda . Yigolide kwaye yonke enye into ingaphaya kwaye ayinanto. Ukubandezeleka ngokwako akunaxabiso.
Ukuba, kwelinye icala, umsonto wegolide ozenzekelayo uya kumpompoza ekubandezelekeni, unelungelo lokuwaguqula abe yigolide esulungekileyo, efanelwe ngulowo wabandezeleka ngokuzithandela ukusa kwinqanaba lokufa ngenxa yothando lwezidalwa.
Ukuba bendifuna ukubandezeleka ndingathandi, kuxhaphake kakhulu ehlabathini kangangokuba bendinokukunyamezela ukuba ndiyafuna.
Ezi ntlungu ziswele umsonto wegolide wentando Azinditsali, aziyingxwelerha Intliziyo yam.
Kwaye andifumani apho i-echo yokubandezeleka kwam ngokuzithandela. Ngoko ke abanalo isidima sokuguqula iintlekele zibe lubabalo.
Ukubandezeleka ngaphandle kwentando kulilize ,
ngaphandle kobabalo, ngaphandle kobuhle, ngaphandle kwamandla phezu kweNtliziyo yam yobuThixo.
Ikota yeyure yokubandezeleka ngokuzithandela yoyisa eyona ntlungu imbi ehlabathini. Kuba aba bamva bangabantu ngokwendalo.
Ngoxa ukubandezeleka ngokuzithandela kungokobuthixo.
Ke ngoko kwintombazana yeNtando yam,
Andinakuze ndikuvume ukubandezeleka kwakhe ngaphandle kokuzenzekela kwentando yakhe.
Kunene
-owakwenza wamhle kwaye wathandeka,
-eyavula imbonakalo yangoku yokubonakaliswa kweNtando yam yobuThixo.
Kwaye oko, ngamandla kazibuthe, kwandikhuthaza ukuba ndindwendwele umphefumlo wakho rhoqo.
Intando yakho eyanikelwa ngokuzithandela ngenxa yothando lwam yayiluncumo lwam kunye nolonwabo lwam. Wayenamandla okuguqula iintlungu zam zibe luvuyo.
Kungcono ndizigcinele mna iimbandezelo
kunokuba uzenze ubandezeleke ngaphandle kwemvume ezenzekelayo yentando yakho.
Ingakuthoba isidima kwaye ikukhokelela kubunzulu bentando yomntu, emva koko uphulukane nesihloko esibekekileyo kunye neempawu ezixabisekileyo.
ntombi yeNtando yam!
Isenzo esinyanzelweyo asikho kwiWill yam.
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Akukho mntu wamnyanzelayo ukuba adale isibhakabhaka, ilanga, umhlaba, umntu ngokwakhe.
Wenza yonke into ngokuzithandela, kungekho mntu umxelela nantoni na, ngenxa yothando lwezidalwa.
Kodwa iWill yam ibisazi ukuba kuzofuneka asokole ngenxa yabo. Yilento ndingafuni kunyanzela mntu ukuba aphile kwiWill yam.
Ukunyanzeliswa yindalo yomntu.
Amandla awanamandla, kukuguquguquka, luphawu lokwenyani lwentando yomntu.
Lumka ke ntombi yam endiyithandayo.
asitshintshi nto kwaye asiyibangeli lentlungu entliziyweni yam esele ixhwalekile.
Ndithe ndisebukrakra bobukrakra bam, ndathi kuye:
“Yesu wam, ukanti abo bangaphezulu kwam bathi kum:
‘ Kunokwenzeka njani oku? Ngaba abantu abane okanye abahlanu ababefuna ukwenza ububi, ngaba wayeza kuthumela isohlwayo esingaka? INkosi yethu inengqiqo.
Kungenxa yokuba zininzi izono ezibangele zonke ezi ntlekele.' Kwaye zininzi ezinye izinto abazithethayo nabazaziyo. "
Kwaye uYesu, konke ukulunga, waphendula:
Ntombi yam, hayi indlela abaphazama ngayo !
Asikuko ngenxa yesono sabane okanye abahlanu ukuba beze ngobunyeliso obunjalo beze ukunyelisa - aba baya kohlwaywa ngabanye.
kodwa kwakungenxa yenkxaso abaye bandihlutha yona .
Ukubandezeleka kwakho kundixhasa.
Ukuba le nkxaso isusiwe kum, uBulungisa bam abuyi kufumana mntu wokuyixhasa.
Ukuhlala kungekho nkxaso, kwanetha imvula,
Ngelixa ukhululwe kwiimbandezelo zakho , imvula engatshintshiyo yeshwangusha.
Ukuba bekukho le nkxaso, nokuba bekusenzeka iintlekele, bekuya kubakho isishumi okanye isihlanu.
Ngokuy anokuya
-ukuba le nkxaso yenziwe ngokubandezeleka ngokuzithandela okufunwa ndim kwaye
-ukuba ekubandezelekeni ngokuzithandela, ingena kuMbutho kaThixo.
Bendingatsho ukuba bendizixhasa ngeembandezelo zakho, ukuze ndimise ubulungisa bam.
Ngaphandle kokubandezeleka kwakho, andinanto yokwenza nenkxaso kwaye ubulungisa bam buhlala bukhululekile ukwenza oko bukufunayo.
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Oku kufanele kubenze baqonde okulungileyo okukhulu endikwenzileyo.
-kumntu wonke nakwihlabathi liphela
ukukugcina iminyaka emininzi kwimo yokubandezeleka ngokuzithandela.
Ukuba ke anithanga ubulungisa bam buwushukumise umhlaba;
Musa ukundikhanyela ukubandezeleka kwakho ngokuzithandela. Ndiza kukunceda. Sukoyika. Makhe ndiyenze.
Emva koko ndazincama ngokupheleleyo ngenxa yokoyika kwiFiat yobuthixo.
-ukwazi ukwala into kuYesu e
- ungasoloko usenza intando kaThixo. Olu loyiko luwukrazula umphefumlo wam kwaye luyandikhathaza.
Kusebusweni bukaYesu kuphela apho ndifumana uxolo.
Kodwa ukuba ndiyayilibala,
Emva kwisaqhwithi soloyiko, uloyiko kunye nokucaphuka. Ukundithuthuzela, uYesu wam othandekayo wongeza:
Ntombi yam, vuka, ungazondeli.
Ngaba uyafuna ukwazi ukuba ukukhanya kweNtando yam yobuThixo kwenziwa njani emphefumlweni wakho?
Iminqweno ephindaphindiweyo ifana nokuphefumla okuninzi. Bevuthela umphefumlo wakho, bayabiza
amadangatye amancinci ,
amathontsi amancinane okukhanya akhanyisa kuwe.
Okukhona iminqweno ibukhali, kokukhona kukho ukuphefumla ngakumbi ukondla kunye nokuqinisa idangatye elincinci.
Ukuba ukuphefumla kuyekile, idangatye elincinci lingacima.
Ngaloo ndlela, ukwenza kunye nokukhanyisa ilangatye elincinci,
- kufuneka babe nale minqweno eyinyani kwaye engapheliyo. Ukuze ukukhanya kukhule kwaye kuphuhlise,
- ithatha uthando oluqulethwe kwimbewu yokukhanya.
Ubuya kuvuthela ilize ngeminqweno yakho ukuba akukho nto inokutsha ekuphefumleni kwakho okuphindaphindiweyo.
Kodwa ngubani ogcina elidangatyana likhuselekile
- ukwenzela ukuba ungonakali,
-ngaphandle komngcipheko wokuphela?
Izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam yobuThixo.
Bathabatha into evuthayo yedangatye elincinane lokuKhanya kwethu okungunaphakade,
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-nto leyo engenakutshabalala.
Bayigcina iphila kwaye ihlala ikhula.
Kwaye intando yomntu igqunyiwe yamfamekiswa phambi koku kuKhanya.
Mmfama, akasaziva egunyazisiwe ukuba enze kwaye ushiya isidalwa esihluphekayo sodwa.
Ngoko ke, musa ukoyika, ndiya kukunceda uphefumle. Siza kuvuthela kunye.
Idangatye elincinci liya kuba lihle ngakumbi kwaye liqaqambe.
Ukulahlwa kwam kuyaqhubeka ezingalweni zeYona Ngcwele kunye neNtando ePhakamileyo.
Ndiphantsi kweengqimba zamafu obukrakra obungathethekiyo
esusa kum ubuhle bokukhanya okungcwele endiziva ndisithelwe emva kwamafu,
Xa ndisithi eyam " ndiyakuthanda " kwaye ndenza imisebenzi yam kwiFiat, udala indudumo.
Ngokuthumela imibane, uqwenga amafu. Ngale mivulo, kuKhanya okuqaqambileyo
-ngena umphefumlo wam e
Ndizisele ukukhanya kweNyaniso uYesu afuna ukuyibonakalisa kwisidalwa sakhe esincinci.
Kukhangeleka ngolo hlobo kum
Okukhona ndiphinda ndithi "I love you",
iindudumo ezingakumbi kunye nemibane zikrazula amafu ukuze zichukumise uYesu wam ondithumelela ukuKhanya kwakhe ukubhengeza utyelelo lwakhe kwintombazana yakhe encinci ezele bubukrakra.
Ndandikule meko xa uYesu wam endimthandayo weza, enovelwano kwaye ebandezelekile.
Ukwenzakala okumanyumnyezi awakufumanayo kwaphuke iingalo.
Waziphosa kowam, wacela uncedo kum phakathi kokubandezeleka okungaka.
Andazi ukuba ndingamelana njani nayo.
Ndamgona, ndaziva ngathi undixelele iimbandezelo zakhe,
kodwa kwinqanaba elinjalo
ndaziva ngathi ndiyafa.
Ndandiwele enzonzobileni yemeko yam yokubandezeleka. Ewe!...
Noko ke, ingcinga yokuba ndikwazi ukukhulula uYesu kwiimbandezelo zam ezincinci yandinika uxolo.
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UYesu wandishiya ndedwa ezintlungwini zam. Wabuya wandixelela:
Intombazana yakho
Uthando lokwenene alunako
-ungenzi nto
- okanye ubandezeleke nantoni na ngaphandle kokuba abo bandithandayo bathathe inxaxheba.
Hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo ukuba kunye nabo sibathandayo ababandezelekileyo!
Ubukho babo bundikhulula ekubandezelekeni kwam kwaye ndivakalelwa kukuba babuyisela ubomi bam
Ukuzibuyisela ebomini ngokubandezeleka lolona thando lukhulu endinokulufumana kwisidalwa, ngokutshintshiselana ndibuyisela ubomi bam kuye.
Uthando ke lukhulu kangangokuba batshintshiselana ngesipho soBomi.
Kodwa uyayazi into eyanditsalela ezingalweni zakho ukuba ndicele uncedo kuwe ekubandezelekeni kwam? Yayiyindudumo engaguqukiyo ye "I love you" yakho kunye nombane obangele ukuba ndifike ndaziphosa ezingalweni zakho ndicela undincede.
Kufuneka uyazi nawe
-Intando yam yobuThixo lizulu kwaye ubuntu bakho busemhlabeni.
Ngokwenza imisebenzi yakho kwintando yam yobuThixo, uthatha iZulu.
Okukhona usenza imisebenzi, kokukhona uthatha indawo yakho eZulwini leFiat yam.
Kwaye njengokuba uthatha iZulu, intando yam ithatha umhlaba wakho.
Izulu nomhlaba ziyadibana kwaye ngaloo ndlela zihlala zilahlekile enye kwenye.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka nokushiya kwi-Divine Fiat.
UYesu endimthandayo wabuya neNtliziyo yakhe evulekileyo apho igazi laliphuma ngokukhululeka.
Kule Ntliziyo kaThixo,
zonke iimbandezelo zikaYesu
- ngoko nangoko zonke iinxalenye zobuntu bakhe obungcwele zabekwa embindini.
Ngokuba ikhona
- undlunkulu e
-Isiqalo
kuzo zonke iimbandezelo zakhe
Zijikeleza kulo lonke uBuntu bakhe obungcwele
njengemilambo emininzi enyuka iye kweyona Ntliziyo yakhe ingcwele
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Kwaye bazisa kunye nazo iintlungu zoBuntu bakhe.
UYesu wongeza wathi :
Intombazana yakho
indlela endibandezeleka ngayo! Jonga le Ntliziyo:
- zingaphi ukulimala,
-intlungu engakanani,
- kungakanani ukubandezeleka okufihlayo.!
Uligwiba lakho konke ukubandezeleka.
Akukho ntlungu, i-spasm yentlungu okanye ukona okunganyukiyo kule Ntliziyo.
Iimbandezelo zam zininzi kakhulu. Akasenako ukubuthwala ubukrakra bakhe.
-Ndikhangela isidalwa esiza kuvuma ukuthatha indawo encinci kuyo ukuze ndiphumle.
Xa ndiyifumene, ndiyibambe ndiyiqinise kangangokuba andazi ukuba ndingayikhulula njani.
Andisaziva ndililolo. Ndinaye umntu
-endinokuthi ndizazise kuye iimbandezelo zam;
- ndingaphathisa bani iimfihlo zam e
-ndiya kuthulula uthando lwam olundidlayo.
Yiyo loo nto ndisoloko ndikucela ukuba wamkele ezinye zeembandezelo zam. Ngenxa yokuba zininzi.
Kwaye ukuba andiyi kubantwana bam ukuze ndifumane uncedo, ngubani endimele ndiqhagamshelane naye?
Bendiya kuhlala ndinjengotata
-Ngaphandle kwabantwana,
-ongenanzala, okanye
- abantwana abangenambulelo bancamile.
Hayi, hayi, awuzukundilahla ntombi yam?
Kwaye nam:
"Yesu wam, andisoze ndikulahle.
Kodwa uya kundinika ubabalo, uya kundinceda kule meko ndikuyo ngoku.
Kaloku uyabazi ubunzima.
“Yesu wam ndincede, kuba nam ndithi kuwe ngentliziyo: Owu!
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Owu! ndikudinga kangakanani uphila! Ndincede! Ndincede! "
Kwaye uYesu ethatha into emnandi kakhulu wawuthatha umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo ezandleni zakhe, kwaye ebunzulwini bomphefumlo wam wabhala:
"Ndibeke intando yam kwesi sidalwa,
njengesiqalo, isiqu kunye nesiphelo. "
Waphinda wathi: Ntombi yam,
Ndibeka iNtando yam yobuThixo emphefumlweni wakho njengesiqalo soBomi . Ukusuka apho zonke izenzo zakho ziya kuhla ukusuka kwindawo enye.
Ukusasazeka emzimbeni wakho, umphefumlo wakho kunye nomzimba wakho,
ziya kukwenza uzive ubomi obuchukumisayo beNtando yam yobuThixo kuwe. Intando yam iya kufihla yonke imisebenzi yakho kuye njengendawo engcwele, ngokomgaqo wakhe wobuthixo.
Ukuba nentando yam yobuThixo njengomgaqo,
uya kuhlala umiselwe uMdali wakho ngokupheleleyo.
Uya kuqonda ukuba yonke isiqalo ivela kuThixo, kwaye
Uya kusinika uzuko kunye nokutshintshiselana ngothando
yazo zonke izinto ezidalwe zizandla zethu zokudala.
Ukwenza oku,
-uya kuwamkela umsebenzi weNdalo
esisisiqalo sayo , ubomi nolondolozo .
Ukususela ekuqaleni, uya kudlula phakathi . Umele uyayazi loo ndoda
-ukurhoxa kwintando yethu yobuThixo
akazange avume ukuvuma isiqalo kwaye waba mdaka. Wahlala ebuthathaka, engenankxaso, engenamandla.
Kwinyathelo ngalinye, wayeziva ethanda ukuwa
-ukuba umhlaba unokutyibilika phantsi kweenyawo zakhe e
- Isibhakabhaka sinokukhupha isaqhwithi esoyikekayo phezu kwentloko yakhe.
Ngoku kuthatha indlela yokuqinisa umhlaba kwaye wenze isibhakabhaka sincume. Kukuza kwam emhlabeni okusingqongileyo,
ezisa kunye
-Paradesi noMhlaba,
-UThixo nomntu.
Kulowo uqulathe intando yam yobuThixo njengomgaqo, okusingqongileyo kuya kutyhilwa kuye.
Iza kwamkela wonke umsebenzi wentlawulelo. Uya kunika
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-uzuko kunye
- ukutshintshiselana ngothando
kuzo zonke iimbandezelo endizifumeneyo ukuze ndikhulule umntu.
Kodwa ukuba kukho isiqalo nesiqingatha, kumele kubekho isiphelo . Isiphelo somntu lizulu.
Kulowo uqulathe intando yam yobuThixo njengomgaqo,
- zonke izenzo zakhe
kuqukuqela ezulwini njengesiphelo apho lo mphefumlo umele ufike khona, isiqalo solonwabo lwawo olungayi kuba nasiphelo.
Ukuba nentando yam yobuThixo njengesiphelo,
uya kundinika uzuko nokutshintshiselana ngothando kolu lonwabo lwasezulwini ndilulungiselele izidalwa.
Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, phulaphula. ndiya kuwutywina umphefumlo wakho
Intando yam yobuThixo, njengesiqalo, ithetha kunye nesiphelo.
Oku kuya kuba bubomi kunye nesikhokelo esikhuselekileyo kuwe
oya kunikhokelela ezingalweni zakhe emhlabeni wamazulu.
Ubomi bam buyaqhubeka phantsi kobukumkani beFiat engunaphakade, bubandakanya umzimba nomphefumlo wam. Ndiva ubunzima bayo obungenasiphelo.
Njengeatom elahlekileyo ngokungapheliyo, ndiva ukuba umntu wam uya kutyunyuzwa kwaye uphantse wafa phantsi kobukumkani beNtando enkulu engunaphakade.
«Yesu wam, ndincede undiphe amandla kwimeko ebuhlungu endizifumana ndikuyo. Kwaye nguwe wedwa Yesu wam onokundinceda.
Owu! ndincede, ungandilahli "...
Ngelixa umphefumlo wam osweleyo wawuphalaza ukubandezeleka kwawo,
uYesu wam othandekayo wazibona kum ekhatshwa ziingelosi ezintandathu,
- ezintathu zilungile kwaye
-Ezintathu ekhohlo kuMntu wakhe othandekayo.
Isithunywa ngasinye sasiphethe isithsaba ezandleni zaso, sihonjiswe ngamatye anqabileyo aqaqambileyo, ngokungathi sinikela ngaso eNkosini yethu.
Ndamangaliswa.
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UYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:
Isibindi, ntombi yam, inkalipho yeyomphefumlo ozimisele ukwenza okulungileyo. Bahlala bengathintelwa phantsi kwesaqhwithi.
Nangona iindudumo nemibane inokubenza bangcangcazele;
- hlala emvuleni kwaye
- bayisebenzisela ukuhlamba kwaye baphume bahle ngakumbi, ngaphandle kokukhathazeka ngesivunguvungu.
Bazimisele ngakumbi kunangaphambili ukuba bangazishiyi izinto ezintle ezenziweyo.
Ukudimazeka ngumsebenzi wemiphefumlo engasonjululwanga engakwaziyo ukuphumeza okulungileyo. Isibindi sivula indlela,
Kudlakaza zonke iinkqwithela, ukukhalipha sisonka sabanamandla.
inkalipho yeyomlo okwaziyo ukoyisa onke amadabi.
Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, yomelela, musa ukoyika; kwaye ungayoyika ntoni?
Ndikunike iingelosi ezintandathu ukuba zikugcine.
Ngamnye kubo unomsebenzi wokukukhokela kuhambo olungenasiphelo lwentando yam yanaphakade.
ukuze ube nobudlelane nam
-izenzo zakho,
-uthando lwakho,
- kunye nento eyenziwa yintando kaThixo ngokuvakalisa iiFiats ezintandathu kwindalo.
Yonke ingelosi ke ngoko ibambe iFiat kunye nento ephuma kuloo Fiat ,
- ukukubiza ukuba utshintshise nganye kwezi Fiats, nokuba idini lobomi bakho.
Ezi ngelosi ziqokelela izenzo zakho. Benza izithsaba kunye nabo. Waqubuda , _
bazinikela kuBungcwele
sitshintshiselana ngento eyenziwe yiNtando yethu yobuThixo, ukuze ikwazi
-kwaziwa e
-ukwenza uBukumkani bakhe emhlabeni.
Kodwa akuphelelanga apho.
Entloko yezi ngelosi, ndikho Mna
-eyabakhokelayo kwaye ikujonge kuyo yonke into,
-ezenza kuwe izenzo ngokwazo kunye nolu thando lufunwa sithi ukuze ukwazi
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- abe nothando olwaneleyo kwaye
-ukwazi ukutshintshiselana ngemisebenzi emininzi kangaka yeNtando yethu ePhakamileyo.
Kananjalo ayiyeki.
Unento eninzi yokwenza:
- kufuneka undilandele, andiyeki.
-Kuya kufuneka ulandele iingelosi, kuba zifuna ukuzalisekisa umsebenzi owuphathisiweyo, kwaye kufuneka ufezekise umsebenzi wakho njengentombi yeNtando yethu yobuThixo.
Emva koko ndaziva ndinexhala kwaye ndacinga:
“Iimeko zobomi bam zibuhlungu kakhulu.
Ingakumbi kuba ndihlala ndiziva ndilahlekile phakathi kwesaqhwithi kubonakala ngathi
-Andifuni ukuyeka, e
-kwaye qinisa.
Kwaye ukuba iNkosi yethu ayindiniki uncedo kunye nobabalo olukhulu, ubuthathaka bam bukhulu kangangokuba ndingafuna ukuphuma kwiNtando yobuThixo. Kwaye ukuba oko kuyenzeka, ndihluphekile, bonke baya kulahleka. "
Ndandicinga ngale nto xa uYesu wam othandekayo wolula iingalo zakhe ukuze andixhase. Wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba izinto ezenziwa kwintando yam yobuThixo zezo
- engenakonakala e
-akwahlulwa nguThixo.
Ndim isikhumbuzo esiqhubekayo
- ukuba umphefumlo unolonwabo lokusebenza kunye nentando kaThixo,
-uThixo ubambe isidalwa kuYe ukuba aphumeze lo msebenzi ngentando yakhe yobuThixo.
Le nkumbulo eyonwabileyo, esebenzayo kunye nengcwele yenza:
ukuba sihlale sigcina inkumbulo kaThixo emiphefumlweni yethu. Zombini azilibaleki
Ukuba isidalwa sasinelishwa lokuphuma kwintando kaThixo kwaye sibhadula kude,
-uya kuhamba,
-kodwa uya kuhlala ekhangele kuye uThixo wakhe othe wabakhumbula.
Luya kujoliswa kuLowo ulugcinayo ngokuqhubekayo.
Ukuba imka namgama, iyaviwa;
- le mfuno engenakuphikiswa,
- la matyathanga aqinileyo
abamtsalela ezingalweni zoMdali wakhe.
Oku koko kwenzeka kuAdam.
Ukuqala kobomi bakhe kwenzeka kwintando yam yobuThixo.
Nangona wonayo waza wagxothwa eZulwini ukuze aphile ubomi bakhe, ngaba uAdam walahleka?
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Ah! Hayi!
Kuba waziva phezu kwakhe amandla eWill yethu awayesebenza kuyo.
Weva iliso lijonge kuye wabiza elakhe ukuba lisijonge.
Kwaye wayigcina kwintando yethu inkumbulo ethandekayo yezenzo zokuqala zobomi bakhe. Awunakukwazi ukuzicingela
- yintoni umsebenzi kwintando yethu e
- yonke into elungileyo imele.
Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ufumana izibhambathiso zexabiso elingenasiphelo
- kuzo zonke izenzo ezenziwa kwiFiat yethu. Ezi zithembiso zihleli kuThixo.
Ngenxa yokuba indalo ayinawo amandla, nendawo yokuzibeka kuyo;
-kakhulu kakhulu ixabiso eziqulathe.
Ungaze ukholwe
ukuba ngelixa sigcina ezi mpawu zesidalwa sexabiso elingenasiphelo,
- sinokuyivumela ukuba ilahleke,
Zezikabani ezi zibophelelo zixabisekileyo? Ah! Isithoba!...
Kwakhona, ungakhathazeki.
Izenzo ezenziwa kuMyolelo wethu zi
- amaqhina angunaphakade,
-amatyathanga angenakophulwa.
Ukuba uphumile kwiWill yethu, ayizukwenzeka ntoni?
- ubuya kuhamba, kodwa izenzo zakho ziya kuhlala kwaye zingakwazi ukuphuma. Kuba zenziwa emzini wethu.
Isidalwa sinamalungelo koko kwenziwayo
- endlwini yethu, kwintando yethu.
Ukushiya uMyolelo wethu, uya kuphulukana namalungelo akhe.
Kodwa ezi zenzo ziya kuba namandla okukhumbula lowo wayenazo. Ngoko ke, musa ukuluphazamisa uxolo lwentliziyo yakho.
Nikelani kum ningoyiki.
Ndalandela izenzo zam kwiFiat yaphezulu.
Owu! andinqweneli ukuba ndisinde kwinto endiyenzileyo;
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-kwiNdalo njenge
- kwiNtlawulelo,
ukuze ndikhuphisane nencinci yam kwaye engapheliyo
"Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda, ndiyabulela, ndiyakusikelela kwaye ndiyakucela ukuba uzise uBukumkani beNtando yakho yobuThixo emhlabeni!"
Ndithe ndisakucinga oku, uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum :
Ntombi yam, umsebenzi wethu wobuThixo mninzi kakhulu
ukuba isidalwa asinakuthwala intaphane yezinto esizibeka kwiNdalo yethu.
Nangona kunjalo, sihlala simcela ukuba athathe inxaxheba encinane.
Kuxhomekeke kubuncinci okanye ubukhulu bento ayenzayo,
- sibonelela ngeempahla ezininzi okanye ngaphantsi
kumsebenzi esifuna ukuwenza ukuze kulungelwe izidalwa.
Ngenxa yokuba izenzo zesidalwa zisebenza kuthi njengendawo encinci yomhlaba okanye indawo yokubeka impahla yethu.
Ukuba indawo apho isithuba sincinci, sinokubeka nje izinto ezimbalwa kuyo. Ukuba inkulu, sinokuthatha ixesha elide.
Kodwa ukuba sifuna ukubeka ngakumbi, isidalwa asiyi kuba nako ukuyithatha kwaye siqonde oko sikunikiweyo.
Uyabona ke ngoko imfuneko yezenzo zesidalwa
ukuze imisebenzi yethu ihlale phakathi kwezizukulwana zoluntu.
Xa isidalwa siqala izenzo zaso ezincinci, imithandazo yaso, imibingelelo yaso
-ukufumana okulungileyo esifuna ukumnika kona,
emva koko uzinxibelelanisa noMdali wakhe. Luqala ngolo hlobo uhlobo lwembalelwano.
Ke, zonke izenzo zakhe ziileta nje ezincinci amthumelela zona. Kwezi isidalwa ngamanye amaxesha siyathandaza, ngamanye amaxesha siyakhala kwaye ngamanye amaxesha sinikezela ngobomi baso.
-ukuzisa uMdali wakhe ukuze amnike okulungileyo afuna ukumnika kona. Oku kubeka isidalwa ukuba samkele kwaye uThixo anikele.
Ukuba oku akubonisi ityala, ukusilela kwendlela, bekungayi kubakho unxibelelwano. Isidalwa besingayi kumazi Lowo ufuna ukupha.
Iya kuba kukunika nokuveza izipho zethu kwiintshaba,
ukuba singathandi, - abangasithandiyo Oku akunakukwenziwa .
Xa sifuna ukwenza umsebenzi,
-sisoloko sibhabha phezu kwesidalwa esisithandayo nesisithandayo.
Kuba luThando oluyimbewu, undoqo kunye nobomi bemisebenzi yethu.
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Ngaphandle koThando, umsebenzi uphefumla kancinci, awushukumi.
Abo bafumana isipho abasixabisi yaye basesichengeni sokufa bezalwa.
Bona ke imfuneko yezenzo zakho kunye nedini lobomi bakho ukuze intando yam yobuThixo yaziwe kwaye ilawule.
Akukho msebenzi mkhulu. Yiyo loo nto ndifuna
-izenzo zakho eziphindaphindiweyo,
- Imithandazo yakho engapheziyo e
-umbingelelo oqhubekayo wobomi obungcwatywa uphila:
ayikho enye ngaphandle kwale ndawo inkulu apho ndingafaka khona iGood enjalo.
Isenzo sakho esincinci yileta osithumelela yona nalapho sifunda khona:
"Ah! Ewe, kukho isidalwa eso
- Ufuna intando yethu emhlabeni e
- ufuna ukusinika ubomi bakhe ukuze bulawule! "
Emva koko sinezinto, umbulelo kunye neziganeko
oko kuyakuzalisa indawo yakho encinci. Silindele ukuba yande ukuze idiphozithe isipho esikhulu soBukumkani beNtando yethu.
Oku koko kwenzeka kwiNtlawulelo.
Ndalinda ixesha elide ngaphambi kokuba ndihle ezulwini ndize emhlabeni
ukunika abantu abanyuliweyo ixesha elaneleyo lokuzilungiselela,
- ngezenzo zabo,
- Imithandazo yabo e
- imibingelelo yabo,
indawo encinci apho ndandikwazi ukubeka iziqhamo zeNtlalo,
- ininzi kangangokuba izidalwa azikayithathi yonke into.
Ukuba bendenze ngaphezulu, ngendandinikele ngakumbi. Kodwa ukuba bendifuna ukunikela ngakumbi,
-Ngaphandle kokuba baqale babe nesiphumlisi okanye ixesha lezenzo zabo, bekuya kuba njalo kubo
-incwadi engaqondakaliyo, ebhalwe ngolwimi olungaziwayo,
-ubuncwane obungenasiphelo omxholo wabo ungaziwa
Kuba isenzo sesidalwa
-eli liso lifunda e
-eli qhosha livulayo
ukuze ndithathe izipho zam.
Nize niyinike, ningazazisi izinto enizinikwayo
-ngebesokole
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- sisenzo esingabufanelanga ubulumko bethu.
Ke ngoko qaphela ukulandela intando yam yobuThixo.
Okukhona uyilandela, kokukhona uyiqonda ngakumbi, kwaye kokukhona iya kukunika impahla eninzi kakhulu.
Intombazana yakho
Ukuphefumula, Intliziyo, Ukujikeleza kunye neGazi leNdalo ,
-Luthando lwethu, ukukhonzwa kwethu kunye nozuko lwethu.
Sibeka into esiyiyo kuthi. Ubume bethu luthando olunyulu.
Ubungcwele bethu bunjalo ukuba into eveliswa lolu Thando iyodwa
- unqulo olunzulu e
-Uzuko olungunaphakade loBuThixo bethu.
Yiyo loo nto kuye kwafuneka ukuba sibeke oko sinako kwiNdalo. Sasingenakuzikhupha kuthi izinto ezingezizo ezethu.
Ke ngoko, umoya weNdalo uluthando
Konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yam kuyihombise ngothando olutsha olujikeleza ngokuphindaphindiweyo: "Ukuhlonela nozuko kuMdali wethu".
Xa isidalwa sijikela kwizinto ezidaliweyo ukuze sibeke uthando lwaso apho, sibonakalisa olwakhe kwaye sithathe olwethu.
Oku kuzisa olunye uthando oluthi emva koko lulindele ukufumana nokunika uthando lwakhe.
Emva koko kukho ukutshintshiselana kunye nokusukuzana phakathi kwezinto ezidaliweyo kunye nesidalwa esidibanayo ukunika uthando, ukudumisa kunye nozuko kuMntu wethu oPhakamileyo.
Ngoko, ukuba ufuna ukuthanda,
cinga ukuba zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zinomyalelo wokukunika uthando
ngalo lonke ixesha befumana eyakho.
Umthendeleko wothando lwethu uya kugcinwa phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba. Uyakuva ulonwabo loThando lwethu .
Umoya wothando, iPalpitation yoNqulo kunye noBuqaqawuli obunguNaphakade uya kuqukuqela egazini lakho usiya kuMdali wakho.
Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba imisebenzi yethu izele buBomi.
Amandla ethu okudala anesidima sokubeka imbewu ebalulekileyo kuyo yonke imisebenzi yethu nokuyidlulisela kwizidalwa eziyisebenzisayo.
Indalo izele yimisebenzi yethu yokudala.
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Intlawulelo yintsimi engasikelwanga mda yezenzo zethu ezifeziweyo.
Kungenxa yokuba zazisa ubomi nezinto ezilungileyo eziziquletheyo kwizidalwa. Ngoko ke singqongwe bubungangamsha bemisebenzi yethu, kodwa ngokubandezeleka
- azithathwanga kwaye
-ukuba ezininzi azaziwa nakwizidalwa. Le misebenzi ke ngoko ifana nokufa.
Kungenxa yokuba zivelisa iziqhamo zobomi kuphela ngokomkhamo osetyenziswa sisidalwa.
Kwaye ukuba uninzi lwemisebenzi yethu isengozini,
- ukuba uninzi lweepropathi zethu azivelisi iziqhamo ezikuzo,
-kwaye sibona isidalwa esihlwempuzekileyo nesingenabomi kwizinto eziyinyaniso,
iyasicinezela kakhulu
-ukuba awunakuyiqonda imeko yokubandezeleka esisibeke kuyo izidalwa.
Sizifumana sikwisikhundla sokuba ngutata wabantwana abaninzi
-ngubani olungiselela ukutya kubo.
Xa ewulungiselela uyavuyiswa kukwazi ukuba abantwana bakhe
-ayiyi kuzila kwaye
- uya kukwazi ukutya oko akulungiselelayo;
Cwangcisa itafile, ulungiselele izitya ezahlukeneyo.
Emva koko ubiza abantwana bakhe ukuze bangcamle izitya ezimangalisayo azilungiseleleyo. Kodwa abantwana abaliphulaphuli ilizwi likayise.
Yaye isidlo sihlala apho kungekho mntu usiphathayo.
Yintoni intlungu yalo tata xa ebona abantwana bakhe
- abahlaliswanga etafileni yakhe e
- ungazityi izitya azilungiselele zona!
Kwaye ukubona itafile igqunywe kukutya yintlungu kuye.
Le yimeko yethu xa sibona ukuba izidalwa azinamdla.
-kwimisebenzi emininzi esibenzele yona ngothando olungaka.
Apha kuba
-okukhona uthatha kwizinto zethu,
-UBomi obungakumbi obuNgcwele uya kufumana e
- okukhona uya kusenza sonwabe.
Ngaloo ndlela uya kuphilisa Kithi inxeba elinzulu lokungabi nambulelo kwabantu.
Ukuzinikela kwam kwintando kaThixo kuyaqhubeka.
Ubukhosi bakhe obumnandi bukhokelela kwintando yam engalunganga, engathanda ukubaleka iimeko ezibuhlungu endizifumana ndikuzo.
Kodwa i-Fiat enamandla onke, kunye noBukhosi obungenakunqandwa bokuKhanya kwayo buqondiswe ngobusuku bentando yam,
- uyandithintela ekwenzeni e
-yenza imini yoKhanya emphefumlweni wam
ondityhalayo ukuba ndenze imisebenzi yam emincinci kwintando yakhe yobuThixo.
Ndicinge:
“Kutheni uYesu emthanda kangaka?
ukuba ndingayeki ukuphinda izenzo zam kwintando yakhe ethandekayo? "
UYesu, konke ububele nokulunga, wathi kum :
Intombazana yakho
ngokuba zonke izinto ozenzayo ngaphakathi kwakho ziyimisebenzi yokufundisa, iyilwe ndim.
Zizenzo zam ke ezo .
Andifuni ushiyeke ngasemva endaweni yokuba uqhubeke naM.
Kuba kufuneka uyazi
xa ndenza umsebenzi emphefumlweni,
xa ndithetha, ndifundisa,
UYesu wakho unamandla kangangokuba uguqula okulungileyo okufundisiweyo kunye nokubunjwa kwesidalwa kwindalo.
Kwaye le propati kwindalo ayikwazi ukutshatyalaliswa.
Kuba ngathi uThixo ukunikile
-ukumbona njengepropati yendalo yakho kwaye wayengaqhelanga ukujonga kuwe,
-ilizwi, izandla, iinyawo,
nababengaqhelananga nokubona, ukuthetha, nokusebenza, nokuhamba. Ngaba oko bekungayi kuba netyala?
Ngoku, kwangolo hlobo ndibalula ngalo izipho zendalo emzimbeni, xa ndithetha, iLizwi lam lokudala linamandla
ukunika umphefumlo isipho endifuna ukusenza ngeLizwi lam.
Kuba inye kuphela yeeFiats zam ezinokuqulatha isibhakabhaka, ilanga, umthandazo ongayekiyo kwaye uziguqule zibe zizipho. kubume bomphefumlo.
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Oku kuthetha ukuba into oyibonayo ngaphakathi kuwe,
ezi zizipho zendalo, ezithe ilizwi lam lidalwe kuni.
Ke, kulumkele ukwenza iminikelo yam ibe lilize. Ndizifaka kuwe ukuze,
- ngezi zenzo eziphindaphindiweyo zeNtando yam,
singacela kunye ngesipho esikhulu sokuba intando yam yobuThixo ize kulawula emhlabeni
Okungakumbi, ntombi yam ethandekayo, izenzo eziphindaphindiweyo zifana nencindi yesityalo:
ngaphandle kwawo isityalo siyabuna kwaye asikwazi ukuvelisa iintyatyambo okanye isiqhamo. Kuba incindi ligazi ebalulekileyo yesityalo ukuba
- ujikeleza kuyo, uyigcine,
-yenza ezona ziqhamo zihle kwaye zinencasa zikhule kwaye zivelise uzuko nenzuzo yomlimi.
Nangona kunjalo, le ncindi ayikenziwa sisityalo sodwa.
Umlimi umele anyamekele ukunkcenkceshela aze ahlakulele eso sityalo, yaye kungekuphela nje kube kanye, kodwa rhoqo, kufuneka asinike ukutya kwemihla ngemihla okusivumela ukuba sichume ukuze sithwale isiqhamo kwabo basilimayo. Kodwa ukuba umlimi uyonqena, isityalo siphulukana nencindi yayo size sife.
Ngoku jonga ukuba izenzo eziphindaphindiweyo zimela ntoni .
Zigazi lomphefumlo, isondlo, ukugcinwa nokukhula kwezipho zam.
Mna, Mlimi waseZulwini, andiyeki ukunkcenkceshela! Akufane kwenzeke ukuba ndonqene.
Kuba inguye ofumana le lymph ibalulekileyo, iza kuwe xa uphinda imisebenzi yentando yam emazantsi omphefumlo wakho.
Ngelo xesha uvula umlomo wakho kwaye ndiphalaza igazi emphefumlweni wakho, ukuze ndikwenze:
- ubushushu bobuthixo,
- ukutya kwasezulwini.
Kwaye ngokongeza amanye aMazwi am, ndiyakugcina kwaye ndandisa izipho zam.
Owu! ukuba isityalo besilungile kwaye besinokwala ukunkcenkceshelwa ngumlimi;
ingaba yintoni isiphelo sesi sityalo sihluphekayo?
Wayeza kuphulukana nobomi bakhe! Yaye olunjani lona usizi ngomlimi olihlwempu!
Ukuphinda izenzo kuthetha:
- Ndifuna ukuhlala kwaye ndidle.
- kukuthanda nokuxabisa,
-kukwanelisa iminqweno
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-kukwanelisa, ukwenza uMlimi wakho wasezulwini onwabe
owasebenza entsimini yomphefumlo wakho ngothando olukhulu;
Xa ndikubona uphinda izenzo zakho, uwedwa okanye unam,
- undinika iziqhamo zomsebenzi wam e
-Ndiziva ndithandwa kwaye ndivuzwa kwakhona ngenxa yezipho ezininzi endikunike zona.
Kwaye ndikulungele ukwenza ube mkhulu.
Ke ngoko khuthala kwaye uvumele ukuzingisa kwakho kukwenze woyise kwaye ulawule uYesu wakho.
Emva koko ndavakalelwa kukuba ndifanele ndibuyele kumkhwa wokubandezeleka.
Ngenxa yokunyanzeliswa ngelo xesha, ndandimadolw’ anzima ukwamkela, ubuhlwempu bam babungcangcazela ndaziva ndisithi kuYesu wam othandekayo:
"Utata,
ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba le ndebe isuke kum. Kodwa makwenzeke intando yakho, ingabi eyam. "
UYesu wam oyintanda wongezelela wathi:
intombazana yakho ,
Andifuni ukubandezeleka ngenkani, kodwa okokuzithandela.
Ngenxa yokuba ukubandezeleka okunyanzelwayo kulahlekelwa bubutsha, ubuhle kunye nokuthakatha okumnandi kokufana kwayo neentlungu zikaYesu wakho, zonke zibandezeleka ngokuzithandela ndim.
Ukubandezeleka okunyanzeliswayo kufana nezo ntyatyambo zibunileyo kunye nezo ziseluhlaza ezithi zijongelwa zidelile kwaye umlomo ungavumi ukuziginya, azinancasa kwaye zilukhuni.
Ufanele wazi ukuba xa ndikhetha umphefumlo,
-Ndakha indawo yam yokuhlala apho, e
-Ndifuna ukukhululeka ndenze into endiyifunayo endlwini yam, ndihlale kuyo ngokuthanda kwam ngaphandle kwemiqathango yesidalwa.
- Ndifuna inkululeko epheleleyo,
kungenjalo andonwabanga kwaye ndinentloni ngesenzo sam.
Oku kuya kuba lelona shwangusha,
-nakwabo bahluphekayo, hayi ukuba bakhululeke kwimasure yayo encinci.
Ndingathanda ke ukwazi ilishwa lendoda eneshwa ngubani ke
- bakha indlu ngothando olukhulu,
- baye baxhobisa kwaye bayilungiselele ukuba bahlale kuyo,
ngelishwa ixhomekeke kwimiqathango kunye nezithintelo.
Uxelelwa:
"Awukwazi ukulala kweli gumbi, kulo awukwazi ukufumana kwaye
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kuloo nto, awunakudlula. "
Ngamafutshane, akanakuya apho athanda khona okanye enze unothanda.
Ukuze amahlwempu azive engonwabanga kuba ephulukene nenkululeko yakhe. Kwaye uyazisola ngokuzincama kwakhe ekwakheni le ndlu.
Ndim lowo. Mingaphi imisebenzi, mangaphi amadini, zingaphi iinceba
kwathatha ukulungelelanisa isidalwa kunye nokwenza ikhaya lam!
Yaye xa ndiyithabatha, yinkululeko yam endiyithanda ngaphezu kwayo nantoni na enye ekhayeni lam.
Kwaye xa ndifumana ngamanye amaxesha ama-repugnances, ngamanye amaxesha izithintelo,
endaweni yokuba ndibe nendlu elungele mna, kufuneka ndiqhelane nayo.
Andinakuze ndiphuhlise ubomi bam okanye iindlela zobuthixo apho, kwaye andinako ukuzalisekisa injongo yokuba,
-ngothando olukhulu ndakhetha le ndlu. Ngoko ke, ndifuna inkululeko.
Ukuba ufuna ukundonwabisa, mandenze le nto ndiyifunayo.
Ndisekwilifa elithandekayo lentando kaThixo .
Naphi na apho ingqondo yam ijika khona, ndimbona elawula kunye nobukumkani bakhe obumnandi phezu komphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo. Kwaye ngelizwi elicikizekileyo, elimnandi kakhulu, elinamandla kwaye likhupha uthando olungako kangangokuba lunokuvutha umhlaba wonke, wathi kum:
NdinguKumkanikazi kwaye ndilinde wena kuyo yonke imisebenzi yam ukuba uze kubumba kwaye wandise uBukumkani bakho obungcwele obuncinci kule misebenzi.
Jonga ke mna ndiyi queen kwaye i queen inawo amandla okunika abantwana bayo lento iyifunayo ingakumbi ukusukela ngoko.
-uBukumkani bam buyindalo yonke,
- amandla am angenasiphelo, e
-ndiyathanda ukuba ndingabi ndedwa eBukumkanini bam. Queen, ndiyafuna
-umngcelele, inkampani yabantwana bam kunye
Ndabahlula phakathi kwabo ubukumkani bam behlabathi.
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Imisebenzi yakho ke ngoko kukuhlangana noKumkanikazi wakho wasezulwini
lowo ulindele ukuba abe nako ukuninika izipho zakhe, zibe sisibambiso esiqinisekileyo sobukumkani bakhe.
Ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo yayintywiliselwe kukukhanya okukhulu kwentando kaThixo xa uYesu wam wayesoloko enobubele wathi kum :
intombazana yakho ,
nabani na ofuna ukwamkela makaphe.
Isipho sibeka isidalwa ukuba samkele kwaye uThixo asinike. UYesu wakho uhlala eziphatha ngolu hlobo:
-xa ndifuna into kwisidalwa, ndiyapha. Ukuba ndifuna imibingelelo enkulu, ndinikela kakhulu,
Ndiyayithanda lento
-ukuba xa ndabona yonke into endimnike yona,
- uya kuba nentloni kwaye akayi kuba naso isibindi sokulandula kum kwedini endilicela kuye.
Ukupha
- phantse isoloko isibambiso ukuba umntu uya kufumana kwakhona,
- utsala ingqalelo yakhe, uthando lwakhe. Ukupha
-luphawu lokuxabisa,
-lithemba,
- ivusa inkumbulo yomnikeli entliziyweni.
Kwaye kangaphi apho abantu ababengazani babe ngabahlobo ngenxa yomnikelo?
Ngokomyalelo wobuthixo, umniki usoloko enguThixo
Nguye ngowokuqala ukunika isidalwa izipho zakhe.
Kodwa ukuba akenzi nto
ukuba abuyele kuMdali wakhe, kwanothando oluncinane, umbulelo, idini elincinane.
Asisathumeli kwanto.
Kuba ngokungasiniki nto, uyaluphazamisa unxulumano aze aphule ubuhlobo obumangalisayo obunokubangelwa zizipho zethu zombini.
Intombazana yakho
Ukupha nokwamkela zizenzo zokuqala eziyimfuneko
ebonisa ngokucacileyo
-ukuba sithande isidalwa kunye
-ukuba uyasithanda.
Kodwa oku akwanelanga.
Kufuneka ayazi indlela yokwamkela
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- ngokuguqula ipropati efunyenweyo ibe luhlobo,
- ukuyidla e
- ukuyihlafuna ngokugqibeleleyo ukuguqula isipho sibe ligazi lomphefumlo.
Kwaye esi sisizathu sezipho zethu: ukubona isipho esisinike sona siguqukela kwindalo. Ngenxa yokuba izipho zethu azisekho engozini kwaye zilungele ukwenza ezinkulu.
Kwaye isidalwa esaguqula isipho sethu kwindalo,
Umzisa elukhuselweni;
- uhlala engumnini e
- uya kuziva kuye okulungileyo, umthombo, wesi sipho esifunyenweyo siguqulelwe kwindalo.
Kwaye ekubeni izipho zethu zithwala uxolo, ulonwabo, amandla angenakoyiswa kunye nomoya wezulu,
uya kuziva indalo ngokwayo
- uxolo, ulonwabo kunye
- ngamandla kaThixo aya kubumba umoya wezulu kuwo.
Esi sisizathu
Ndiyathula emva kokukunika isipho esikhulu selizwi lam
Kaloku ndilindele ukuba utye kwaye ndihlafune ilizwi lam kakuhle, ukuze ubone ukuba le nto ndikuxelele yona itshintshile kuwe ngendalo.
Xa ndiyibona le nto, ndiye ndizive ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndiphinde ndithethe nawe kuba esinye isipho ndisenza esinye.
Izipho zam azinakuzimela zodwa.
Ndihlala ndithanda ukupha, ukuthetha nokwenza kunye nalowo ujikela izipho zam zibe yindalo.
Emva koko ndacinga ngentando kaThixo nendlela ekwakunzima ngayo kum ukuba ubukumkani Bakhe bungafika. UYesu wam oyintanda waphendula wathi:
Intombazana yakho
Njengoko igwele linegunya lokuphakamisa isonka, intando yam ligwele lemisebenzi yesidalwa.
Ukubiza intando yam yobuThixo kwimisebenzi yakhe,
bafumana igwele kwaye babumba isonka soBukumkani beNtando yam.
Igwele lilodwa alanelanga ukwenza isonka esiningi.
Kuthatha umgubo omningi kunye nomntu ukuxuba igwele kunye nomgubo.
Kuthatha amanzi ukuwadibanisa kwaye uvumele umgubo ukuba uxutywe negwele ukunxibelelana nesidima sabo.
Emva koko kufuneka umlilo ukuze uwaguqule abe sisonka onokusitya uze usetyise.
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Ngaba akuthathi ixesha elingakumbi namanyathelo angakumbi ukwenza isonka kunokutya?
Idini kukumqeqesha.
Ukusetyenziswa kwenziwa ngokukhawuleza kwaye unako ukunambitha umbingelelo.
Ke, ntombi yam, akwanelanga ukuba iFiat yam yobuThixo ibe namandla okuvubela imisebenzi yakho kwaye ikhuphe intando yomntu ukuze iyitshintshe ibe sisonka seNtando yobuThixo.
Kuthatha ukuqhubeka kwezenzo kunye nemibingelelo, kwaye ixesha elide
- ukuba iNtando yam iphakamise zonke ezi zenzo kwaye yenze isonka esiningi kwaye isigcinele abantwana boBukumkani bakhe.
Xa yonke into yenziwe, iya kuhlala ilungelelanisa imicimbi
Oku kulula kwaye kunokwenziwa ngokukhawuleza kuba kusemandleni ethu ukwenza izinto zenzeke ngokokuthanda kwethu.
Asiyonto endayenzayo kuHlala ?
Iminyaka yam engamashumi amathathu emide yobomi obufihliweyo yayifana negwele apho zonke izenzo zam zavuselela ukulunga okukhulu kwentlawulelo, inxalenye emfutshane yobomi bam basesidlangalaleni kunye noKuthanda kwam.
Sisonka sam esathi iNtando yobuThixo yasibumba yaza yasibizela igwele kwimisebenzi yam, ukuze basiqhekeze isonka sonke.
-Yamkele isonka sabakhululweyo e
-fumana amandla afunekayo ukuze uzisindise.
Ngoko ke, libala ngayo.
Endaweni yoko cinga ngokwenza umsebenzi wakho kwaye ungavumeli nasiphi na isenzo apho kungekho gwele leNtando yam yobuThixo ukuze kukwenze ukuba uvuke.
Ndiza kuhoya yonke enye into.
Emva koko ndacinga: "Kodwa uYesu wam uzuze ntoni kum kule meko ilusizi kwaye kutheni egxininisa kakhulu ukuba ndiwele kwiimbandezelo zam eziqhelekileyo nazo zonke iingxaki azenzayo ukuba ndizinike abanye, into endinokuthi ndiyibize ngokufela ukholo lwam?
Owu, kunzima kangakanani
malunga nezidalwa,
ukuziva sizidinga ngalo lonke ixesha!
Indithoba isidima kangangokuba nditshatyalaliswe ndingento yam. Ndandicinga ngale nto nangaphezulu xa uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba ndisebenze ntoni?
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Intando yam yobuThixo izalisekile, kwaye konke oku kum.
Isenzo esinye esifezekisiweyo seNtando yam yobuThixo siquka lonke izulu, umhlaba kunye nako konke okwam.
Akukho nto
-yothando endingalufumaniyo kuye,
-yezinto ezilungileyo angenazo;
-Uzuko olungabuyeli kum.
Bonke abanye bahlala bephakathi kwisenzo esiphunyeziweyo soMyolelo wam. Isidalwa esonwabileyo esenzayo sinokundixelela:
"Ndikunike yonke into, nkqu nawe, andinako ukukunika enye into."
Kuba intando yam yobuThixo iqulethe yonke into, akukho nto okanye ilungileyo imsindayo. Ngokwenza endikufunayo, isidalwa sifumanisa ukuba yintando yam ekuyo.
Kwaye ndingathi: "Ngokukunika ubabalo lokuzivumela ukuba wenze isenzo esifezekisiweyo seNtando yam, ndikunike yonke into".
Inene, ekwenzeni lo msebenzi,
- ukubandezeleka kwam kuvela,
Ukunyathela kwam, namazwi am, nemisebenzi yam iphindwe kabini;
Kuba intando yam yobuThixo iyasebenza nakwizidalwa
iqalisa yonke imisebenzi yethu ukuzisa ubomi obutsha. Kwaye uyandibuza ukuba ndingazuza ntoni kuyo?
Ntombi yam, cinga ngokwenza ubomi bakho bube sisenzo esiqhubekayo seNtando yam .
Ndiphinde ndakwilifa elithandekayo leFiat yobuthixo. Kubonakala kum ukuba uyasebeza endlebeni yam:
Njengoko ndandinjalo ekuqaleni, ndiya kuhlala ndinjalo, ngonaphakade kanaphakade.
Kwaye ukuba ufuna ukuhlala kwintando yam yobuThixo,
-uya kuhlala ufana nawe,
-Awusoze utshintshe isenzo sakho,
- uyakuhlala usenza intando yam.
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Izenzo zakho, unokuzibiza ngokwahlukeneyo kwiziphumo zesenzo sokuqala kunye nekuphela kwentando yam
-ehamba kwimisebenzi yakho ukwenza enye,
-onesidima sokuvelisa, njengelanga, iintlobo-ntlobo ezimangalisayo zemibala yomnyama, umphumo wokukhanya kwawo, ngaphandle kokutshintsha isenzo sawo esikhethekileyo sokusoloko sinika ukukhanya.
Enjani imvakalelo yolonwabo emphefumlweni ukukwazi ukuthi:
"Ndihlala ndisenza intando kaThixo!"
Ubukrelekrele bam obuncinci kunye nobuthathaka bathatyathwa kukukhanya kwentando kaThixo. Ndive amandla akhe aKhethekileyo naMandla ngaphakathi kum elungiselela isithsaba ukuba ndityale kuso.
Iziphumo zayo ezingenakubalwa kunye nezininzi zazithembisa
- uvuyo, uxolo, amandla,
- ububele, uthando, ubungcwele e
-yobuhle obungachazeki.
Ezi ziphumo zazifana nokuncamisa okuninzi koBomi kangangokuba zawunikela emphefumlweni wam. Bendisenayo. Ndamangaliswa.
UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum:
intombazana yakho ,
zonke izenzo ezenziwa sisidalwa esikwiNtando yobuThixo ziqinisekiswa nguThixo njengezenzo zobuThixo.
Esi siqinisekiso sibumba ubomi bezi zenzo. Ziphawulwe ngetywina lobuthixo njengezenzo
Ayinakonakala
ihlala entsha kwaye
yobuhle obunomtsalane.
Ndingazibiza izenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam yobuThixo ukuba sisidalwa esitsha sesidalwa. Xa esenza imisebenzi yakhe kwintando yam,
Fiat yam iza ukunyanzelisa Power yayo Creative kunye noMthetho wayo uyabaqinisekisa.
Oku kwenzeka njengakwiNdalo:
amandla okudala eNtando yam yakhawuleza ukudala zonke izinto eziye zahlala zingaguquki kwaye azizange zitshintshe.
Ngaba isibhakabhaka, ilanga, neenkwenkwezi zitshintshile? Ziyindlela ezadalwa ngayo.
Kuba naphi na apho intando yam ibeka khona amandla ayo okudala,
-ubomi obungunaphakade besi senzo buhlala kwaye,
-iqinisekisiwe, ayinakuze itshintshe.
Ke bona ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukwenza kwaye uphile kwintando yam yobuThixo:
- kukuphila phantsi kobukumkani bamandla okudala
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eqinisekisa kwaye iqinisekisa zonke izenzo zesidalwa ezizenza zingaguquki.
Kangangokuba ngokuhlala kwintando yam isidalwa sihlala siqinisekisiwe
- kwizinto ezilungileyo azenzayo,
-ubungcwele abufunayo,
- kulwazi analo,
- ekoyiseni kwedini.
UbuThixo beNtando yethu eyenziwe ngokuzenzekelayo buhlala buphantsi kobukumkani bothando
-obaleka ngokungenakunqandwa,
- ofuna ukunika isidalwa.
Kangangokuba kwinzondelelo yothando lwethu
umntu wadalwa ngokuchukunyiswa ziimpawu zethu zobuthixo.
UBuThixo bethu, obungoyena Moya usulungekileyo, babungenazandla nanyawo. Iimpawu zethu zobuthixo zasebenza njengezandla zethu zokubumba umntu.
Ngokugalela kuye njengomlambo ogalelekayo, siye sabumba kuye
yaye ngokuyichukumisa siye sayifaka kwimiphumo yeempawu zethu ezibalaseleyo.
Ezi zitshixo zahlala emntwini
Ngoko sibona iimpawu ezintle kuye
ububele, italente,
ubukrelekrele nabanye
Zizinto ezilungileyo zokuchukumisa kwethu uThixo ukuba,
-ukuqhubeka nokubumba umntu, ukuvelisa iziphumo zayo.
Ziimpawu zethu zothando esimxovule ngalo kwaye, nangona singuye
andiyikhumbuli e
mhlawumbi asazi nokwazi, baqhubeleka neofisi yabo yobungcwalisa yokuthanda ubuThixo bethu.
Kodwa ukuba umntu uchukumisa into okanye umntu,
nabani na ochukumisayo uva imvakalelo yomntu ochaphazelekayo. Ekubeni ukubamba kwethu umgangatho wobuThixo kuye kwahlala emntwini,
ingcamango yokuba siyichukumisile yahlala ikwiimpawu zethu ezibalaseleyo, kangangokuba sivakalelwa ngayo kuthi.
Ngoko sinokwenza njani ukuze singamthandi?
Ke ngoko, ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba umntu asebenza ngalo kwintando yethu, siya kuyenza
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ukudibana naye
ngezinto ezintsha zothando kunye nokwala kwethu ukuhlala simthanda.
Ndaqhubeka nemisebenzi yam kwintando kaThixo.
Ndandimanyene kwimisebenzi eyaphunyezwa kwiNdalo
-ukunika imbeko, uthando kunye nokudumisa kuyo yonke into edalelwe uthando lwezidalwa,
Umoya wam ophantsi wasiwa e-Eden, ngesenzo sokuwa komntu :
- njengokuba inyoka engapheliyo, ngobuqhetseba kunye nobuxoki bayo, yamtyhalela uEva ukuba azahlule kwintando yoMdali wakhe,
-NjengoEva, kunye nokukhohlisa kwakhe,
waphembelela uAdam ukuba awe kwisono esifanayo. Kungelo xesha awathi uYesu wam oyintanda wathi kum:
Intombazana yakho
Uthando lwam alucinywanga kukuwa komntu. Yavula ngakumbi.
Nangona ubulungisa bam bumohlwaye, bumgweba;
Uthando lwam, olwamkela ubulungisa bam kwaye ngaphandle kokungenelela kwexesha, luthembise uMhlawuleli wexesha elizayo.
Wathi kwinyoka enenkohliso ngobukumkani baMandla am:
"Usebenzise umfazi ukuba ahluthe indoda kwintando yam yobuThixo.
Mna, ngomnye umfazi onaMandla eFiat yam emandleni akhe, ndiya kutshabalalisa ikratshi lakho kwaye uya kukutyumza intloko ngonyawo lwakhe olungagungqiyo. "
La mazwi
- inyoka yavutha ngaphezu kwesihogo ngokwayo e
- wabeka umsindo omkhulu entliziyweni yakhe kangangokuba wayengenakuphinda anqande.
Akayekanga ukujika nokulijika ihlabathi, ukuba afumane lowo utyumzayo intloko yakhe;
- musa ukuyityumza,
-kodwa ukukwazi, kunye nobugcisa bakhe obungapheliyo,
ngenxa yobuqhetseba bakhe bobubi,
- ukuthoba lowo ubeza kumoyisa,
- buthathaka kwaye umvalele ebumnyameni enzonzobileni.
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Kangangeminyaka engamawaka amane walityhutyha ihlabathi
Xa wabona abafazi abalungileyo nabangcono,
- wayesilwa idabi lakhe,
Ubavavanyile ngandlela zonke.
Emva koko wabashiya emva kokuqinisekisa, ngenxa yobuthathaka okanye isiphako esithile, ukuba wayengayi koyiswa.
Emva koko waqhubeka nokhenketho lwakhe.
Kodwa isidalwa sasezulwini seza kwaye kwafuneka siyityumze intloko Kwaye utshaba lweva Amandla kuye kangangokuba imilenze yakhe yaba buthathaka Kwaye akazange abe namandla okusondela kuyo.
uphambene ngumsindo,
-Wakhupha yonke imikhosi yezixhobo zakhe zokulwa ukuze alwe naye;
- wazama ukusondela kuye,
-kodwa waziva ephelelwa ngamandla, imilenze yakhe yaphuka, kwaye wanyanzeleka ukuba ahlehle.
Ngoko ke wayesithi thaca ekude
amandla akhe amangalisayo,
amandla ayo kunye
Ubungcwele baKhe.
Kwaye mna, ukuyibhida kwaye ndiyibuze,
Ndamenza ukuba abone izinto zobuntu kwinenekazi elinegunya lasezulwini,
njengokutya, ukulila, ukulala, njalo njalo, kwaye waqiniseka ukuba yayingenguye .
Ngenxa yokuba umntu onamandla nongcwele ngolo hlobo wayengenako ukuthobela iimfuno zemvelo zobomi.
Emva koko intandabuzo yambuyisela emva kwaye wayefuna ukubuyela kuhlaselo. Kodwa ngelize.
Intando yam ingaMandla kwaye yenza buthathaka bonke ububi kunye nawo onke amandla angenasiphelo.
KukuKhanya okuzenza kwaziwe kuye wonke umntu kwaye kwenza ukuba Amandla ako avakale apho alawula khona.
Ukuze needemon zingakwazi ukwala ukuyibona loo nto.
Yiyo loo nto uKumkanikazi weZulu wayesoloko esoyika sonke isihogo.
Kodwa inyoka iva entloko amazwi ambalwa awaweva e-Eden Isigwebo sam esingenakuguqulwa sokuba umfazi uya kumtyumza intloko.
Kwaye uyazi ukuba intloko yakhe ityunyuziwe,
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-Ubukumkani bakhe emhlabeni buya kubhukuqwa;
-oko kuya kuphulukana nodumo lwayo, kwaye
ukuba bonke ububi awabenzayo e-Eden ngamfazi mnye buya kulungiseka ngomnye umfazi.
Kwaye nangona uKumkanikazi weZulu
-yayenza buthathaka,
- watyumza intloko yakhe , kwaye
ukuba mna ndimbethelele emnqamlezweni
ukuze angabi sakhululeka ukwenza akuthandayo;
usenako ukusondela kwabanye abantu abanelishwa ukuba babaphambanise.
Ingakumbi kuba ebona
-ukuba intando yomntu ayikakathotyelwa yintando kaThixo,
-ukuba uBukumkani bakhe abukabunjwa.
Yaye woyika ukuba kuza kufuneka omnye umfazi agqibe ukutshisa iitempile zakhe.
kangangokuba isivakalisi simenza "atyumze intloko yakhe ezinyaweni zikaKumkanikazi oNgenasiphelo"
ifumana inzaliseko yayo.
Kuba uyazi ukuba xa ndithetha,
Ilizwi lam linegunya lokunxibelelana nezinye izidalwa.
Ewe into awayeyoyika yayiyiNtombi Enyulu enguMariya,
kwaye akakwazi ngoku ukulwa nayo, waphinda waqalisa imijikelo yakhe.
Khangela kuyo yonke indawo ukuba omnye umfazi wayefumene kuThixo uthumo lokwenza intando yobuThixo yaziwe ukuze ilawule.
Njengoko ekubona ubhala kakhulu ngeFiat yam,
- ekuphela kwamathandabuzo okuba umenze wavuka esihogweni ngokuchasene nawe. Yiyo le ke into enibangele ukuba nibandezeleke – nisebenzisa amadoda akhohlakeleyo, eyila izinyeliso nezinto ezingekhoyo.
Kodwa ukubona ukhala kakhulu,
- iidemon ziqinisekile ukuba ayinguwe
- aboyika kakhulu,
onako ukubukhukulisa ubukumkani babo obungendawo.
Kakhulu kuKumkanikazi weZulu kwinyoka engapheliyo. Ngoku ndifuna ukunixelela ukuba yintoni ngezidalwa ngaye.
Ntombi yam, iSidalwa sasezulwini sasihluphekile .
Izipho zakhe zemvelo zazibonakala ziqhelekileyo, ngaphandle kwakungekho nto ingaqhelekanga yayibonakala. Watshata negcisa elihlwempuzekileyo elalifumana isonka semihla ngemihla ngomsebenzi walo omncinane.
Masithi kwakwaziwa kwangaphambili, phakathi koogqirha nababingeleli, ukuba iya kuba
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UMama kaThixo, ukuba nguye, phakathi kwabo bonke abakhulu beli hlabathi, ukuba abe nguMama kaMesiya ozayo.
Baza kulwa imfazwe engadinwayo ngokuchasene naye, akukho mntu unokukholelwa kwaye babenokuthi:
"Kusenokwenzeka ukuba abekho kwaye abekho ngoku abanye abafazi kwaSirayeli,
nokuba yayilo mfazi ulihlwempu owayeza kuba nguMama weLizwi elinguNaphakade? Kwakukho uJudith noEster, nabanye abaninzi. "
Akukho mntu wayeya kuyikholelwa yaye babeya kuphakamisa amathandabuzo nemiqobo engenakubalwa.
Babenamathandabuzo ngoMntu wam oNgcwele
-engakholelwa ukuba unguMesiya ekudala elindelwe.
Abaninzi babesakholelwa ukuba ndize emhlabeni
Nangona ndisenza imimangaliso emininzi
-ukukhuthaza abona bangakholelwayo ukuba bakholelwe kum!
Ah! abantliziyo ziqaqadekileyo, abaqaqadekileyo, abanakukwamkela okulungileyo. Iinyaniso, imimangaliso ngokwayo yeyabo njengabafileyo nabangenabomi.
Okungakumbi kuMama wasezulwini xa kungekho mmangaliso ubonakalisiweyo ngaphandle.
Ke kaloku, ntombi yam, ndiphulaphule;
Bafumene awona mathandabuzo anzulu, obona bunzima bunzulu kwiincwadi zakho
ngokwenene zezi zilandelayo:
Ndikuxelele ukuba ndikubizile ukuba uhlale eBukumkanini beNtando yam yobuThixo ngokukunika umsebenzi okhethekileyo nowodwa wokwazisa uBukumkani bam.
Ndatsho ngokwam kwiPater Noster kwaye iCawe eNgcwele ithi kwakhona:
“Mabufike ubukumkani bakho, mayenziwe intando yakho emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini”.
Kulo mthandazo akuthethwa ukuba obu Bukumkani busemhlabeni, kodwa kuthiwa buza . Ngendingazange ndiwuqambe lomthandazo ukuba ubungenaziphumo zawo.
Ngoku, ukufika apho, akunyanzelekanga ukuba ndikhethe omnye umfazi,
- lowo uyoyika inyoka engapheliyo,
lowo waphulukana nobuntu ngenxa yomfazi wokuqala?
Kwaye mna ukuyibhida, ndisebenzisa umfazi
-ukulungisa oko kwandenza ndalahlekelwa e
-buyisela ngenxa yazo zonke izinto ezilungileyo awayezama ukutshabalalisa.
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Yiyo ke imfuneko
-ukulungiselela, -enkosi,
- utyelelo lwam kunye - nonxibelelwano lwam.
Abo bafundayo abazange bayithande kwaye ukusuka apho la mathandabuzo kunye nobunzima: Akunakwenzeka
-ukuba phakathi kwabangcwele abaninzi kangaka akukho mntu ukhe wahlala eBukumkanini beNtando yam
-ukuba nguye yedwa othanda ngaphezu kwabo bonke abanye.
Bathe bakufunda ukuba ndikubeka ecaleni kweKumkanikazi enguMongami
- ngenxa yokuba uhlala ebukumkanini be-Fiat yam yobuThixo ungamxelisa yena,
-ukufuna ukuzenza umfanekiso ofana naye, e
ukuba ndinibeke ezandleni zakhe ukuba anilawule, anincede, anikhusele, ukuze nixelise yena kuyo yonke into;
kwakubonakala kungekho ngqiqweni kubo.
Ukuze kuthotywe intsingiselo yobuxoki, enobubi;
bathi uya kubhengezwa uyindlovukazi. Zingaphi iimpazamo!
Anditshongo ukuba ufana noKumkanikazi weZulu, kodwa ndifuna ufane naye.
Kanye njengokuba ndixelele eminye imiphefumlo emininzi endiyithandayo ukuba ndifuna ifane nam.
Kodwa loo nto ayizange ibenze bafane nam uThixo.
Ngapha koko, ukuba liNenekazi leZulu uKumkanikazi wokwenyani woBukumkani beNtando yam,
kuxhomekeke kuye ukunceda nokufundisa izidalwa ezonwabileyo ezifuna ukungena nokuhlala apho.
Kubonakala ngathi kubo,
Andinawo amandla okuzikhethela umntu endimfunayo nexesha endimfuna ngalo.
Kodwa ixesha liya kuxela.
Njengokuba bengenakwala ukuvuma ukuba iNtombi Enyulu yaseNazarete nguMama wam, abanakwala ukuvuma.
- ukuba ndikukhethile ngenjongo eyodwa yokwenza intando yam yaziwe, kwaye
-ukuze ndiwufeze ngawe lo mthandazo othi, “Mabufike ubukumkani bakho” .
Ngokuqinisekileyo
-ukuba izidalwa izixhobo ezandleni zam kwaye
-ukuba andijongi ukuba ndingubani.
Kodwa ukuba ndiyazi ukuba intando yam yobuThixo ithathe isigqibo sokusebenza ngesi sixhobo,
kwanele ukuba ndifezekise iinjongo zam eziphezulu.
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Kwaye malunga namathandabuzo kunye nobunzima bezidalwa,
-Ndisebenzisa ixesha kunye nendawo ukuze ndibadide kwaye ndibathobe,
Kodwa ayindinqandi ndiqhubeke nomsebenzi endifuna ukuwenza ngesidalwa.
Ngoko ke ndilandeleni, ningarhoxoki.
Kwabanye, sinokuyibona kwindlela yabo yokucinga
-abacingela umntu wakho kuphela.
Kodwa abakhange bayihoye into enokwenziwa nenokwenziwa yintando yam yobuThixo.
Kwaye xa intando yam ithatha isigqibo sokusebenza kwisidalwa ngeenjongo zaso ezinkulu phakathi kwezizukulwana zabantu,
-akukho bani ummisela imithetho;
- Akukho mntu ukuxelela ukuba ngubani omele unyulwe, nokuba lixesha okanye indawo, kodwa kukukwenza ngokupheleleyo.
Kananjalo ayithatheli ngqalelo ezinye iingqondo ezincinci ukuba
- Andazi ukuba ndingaphakama njani kumyalelo wobuthixo kunye namandla angaphezu kwawemvelo,
- bangaqubudi emisebenzini engenakuqondwa yoMdali wabo, abathi bona, befuna ukuqiqa ngengqiqo yabo yomntu,
- ulahlekelwe sisizathu sikaThixo kwaye uhlale udidekile kwaye ungakholelwa.
Ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo yayidada kulwandle olukhulu lweFiat yanaphakade. Ndiqukuqelele kuye njenge-rivulet kwaye kubuncinci bam bendifuna ukwamkela ubukhulu bakhe ukuze ndizigcwalise ngokupheleleyo ngentando yakhe engcwele kwaye ndoneliseke uthi:
"Ubuncinci bam sisenzo esinye seNtando yobuThixo, umlambo wam omncinci uzele yintando ezalise izulu nomhlaba. Owu intando engcwele, yiba bubomi, umdlali kunye nombukeli wezenzo zam zonke ukuze ngokuvuselela yonke into. iba lubizo lwazo zonke izenzo zezidalwa ukuba ziphinde zizalwe kwiFiat yakho nokuba ubukumkani bakhe bunabele kuzo zonke izidalwa!
Kodwa njengoko ndenzayo, ndacinga:
"Yintoni elungileyo endiyenzayo
ebiza imisebenzi yezidalwa ukuba izalwe ngokutsha kwiNtando yobuThixo? UYesu wam onobubele wathi kum:
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Intombazana yakho
olungileyo akasingeniswa kukufa
Xa ubomi bobuhle bubonakala, bumela ukukhusela zonke izidalwa. Kwaye ukuba izidalwa zikulungele ukuthatha le nto ilungileyo,
- abakhuselwanga nje.
-kodwa bathatha ubomi bokulungileyo.
Kwaye okulungileyo kubonakala kwaye kubumba ubomi obuninzi njengoko kukho izidalwa ezithathayo.
Kwaye abo bangafuniyo ukwenza njalo,
ihleli ekuzikhuseleni kwabo bade balungiselele.
Izenzo ezenziwe kwiWill yam
-zuza imbewu yokuKhanya. njengokukhanya,
-nangona inye,
-Unesidima _
16 Ukuba likhanyisele iliso lonke elithanda ukukhanya, libe kokwalo. ukuze ezona zenzo zincinci zenziwe kwintando yam yobuThixo,
-olukhulu kwaye lubandakanya yonke into, luba lula kwaye lukhusele wonke umntu.
Ngaphezu koko, ngaloo ndlela isidalwa sibuyisela kuMdali waso
- uthando, uzuko kunye nozuko anelungelo lokulindela kunye nokulufuna kwizidalwa.
Izenzo ezenziwa kwiWill yam zihlala zintle kwaye zithetha ngokwazo:
“Silukhuselo lwaso sonke isidalwa.
Sima phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba ukuze sikhusele izidalwa.Ukukhanya kwethu kukukhanya kwawo wonke umoya.
Thina singabakhuseli boMdali wethu ngembuyekezo, kunye nezenzo zethu zanaphakade
ngenxa yeziphoso ezivuka emhlabeni. "
Kwaye okulungileyo kuhlala kulungile.
Uyakholelwa ukuba yonke into endayenzayo ndisemhlabeni yathathwa zizidalwa? Bangaphi abaseleyo!
Kodwa asinakuthi oku kuphumla akulunganga.
Iinkulungwane neenkulungwane ziya kudlula.
Liyeza ixesha apho konke okulungileyo endikwenzileyo kuya kuphinda kuphile phakathi kwezidalwa. Yintoni engathathwa namhlanje,
-ezinye izidalwa ziya kukwazi ukuyithatha ngomso nangamanye amaxesha.
Ubomi benene babalungileyo abudinwa kukulinda.
Izenzo zeNtando yam zithi ngomoya woloyiso:
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“Asinakufa thina
Ke ngoko ngokuqinisekileyo liya kufika ixesha apho siya kunika iziqhamo zethu eziya kuthi zivelise obunye ubomi obufana nathi. "
Ngaba uyakholelwa ukuba kuba awuboni umphumo wazo zonke izenzo zakho kwintando yethu yobuThixo,
akukho nto ilungileyo iza kuvela kuyo?
Kuyavunywa ukuba, oku kubonakala kunjalo namhlanje.
Kodwa linda amaxesha azayo kwaye baya kuthetha okuhle okuza kuvela kuyo.
Kwakhona, qhubeka kwaye ungadimazeki .
Umele wazi ukuba kuphela yintabalala yokulungileyo obona bungqina buqinisekileyo obuqinisekisa uThixo nomphefumlo wemeko ekuyo.
Imeko yomonde ixesha elide ekubandezelekeni
-kunye neemeko ezibuhlungu ebomini,
-umthandazo ophindaphindiweyo ngaphandle kokudinwa ukuwuphinda,
-ukunyaniseka, ukuqina kunye nokulingana komphefumlo kuzo zonke iimeko, yiloo nto eyenza indawo eyaneleyo,
-nkcenkceshelwa ngegazi lentliziyo yomntu;
apho uThixo aziva ebizwa ngazo zonke izenzo zendalo
-oko kumnika isiqinisekiso sokuba angakwazi ukugqiba iiprojekthi zakhe ezinkulu apho.
Yaye indalo iyava ngobuninzi bemisebenzi yayo
- ulawulo lwakhe phezu kwakhe e
- ukuqiniseka ukuba akuyi kugungqa.
Ubuhle bemini abuthethi nto.
Kuhle namhlanje, kunjalo, kodwa hayi ngomso xa kusithiwa ubuthathaka kunye nokungaguquguquki, iziqhamo zokuthanda komntu.
Ukulunga okuguquguqukayo kuthi kwisidalwa, oku kulungileyo, oku kulunga, akusiyo impahla yakhe. Ke ngoko, okulungileyo okungekokwakhe kuguqukela ebubini, nesidima sibe bububi.
Ngoko uyabona ukuba umphefumlo, ukuze uqiniseke ukuba unezinto ezilungileyo okanye ezintle, kufuneka uzive ubomi bobo buhle ngokwawo.
Kwaye, ngokuqina kwentsimbi, unyaka nonyaka kunye nobomi bakhe bonke, kufuneka enze oku kulungileyo.
Yaye ke uThixo uyaqinisekiswa ukuba unokukubeka apho ukulunga kwakhe aze enze izinto ezinkulu kwisigxina sesidalwa.
Oko ndakwenza noKumkanikazi weZulu .
Ndandifuna ukuhlala iminyaka elishumi elinesihlanu yobomi obunyulu nobungcwele, konke kwintando kaThixo, ukuba ehle ezulwini eze emhlabeni ebuntombini besibeleko sakhe.
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Ngendenze kwamsinya, kodwa ndandingafuni.
Okokuqala ndandifuna izenzo zakhe eziqinisekileyo kunye nokungaguquguquki kobomi bakhe bobungcwele, ngokungathi ndimnika ilungelo lokuba nguMama wam.
Kwaye ndandifuna ukulinda uBulumko bam obungenasiphelo ukuba bundibonise ilungelo lokuba ndenze imimangaliso engakholelekiyo kuyo.
Kwaye ayisosizathu
ngexesha lokubandezeleka kwakho, e
Kutheni ndandifuna ukuqiniseka ngawe, kungekhona ngamazwi, kodwa ngezenzo?
Ngaba oku asikuko oku kucacisa utyelelo lwam oluninzi nazo zonke iinyaniso endizibonakalise kuni ngokuzingisileyo kobomi bakho bedini?
Kwaye ndingatsho ukuba ndifikile ndaza ndathetha kuni emlilweni wombingelelo wakho.
Kwaye xa ndisiva Wena uthi: "Kwenzeka njani, Yesu wam, ukuba ukuthinjwa kwam kude kangaka? Awunanceba kum? Nam, uyayazi into endiyithethayo?
"Awu! Intombi yam ayiyazi kakuhle imfihlelo yedini elide, kwaye ukuba liba lide, ziba nkulu ngakumbi iinjongo eziza kuzaliseka.
Ke ngoko, ndithembe kwaye ndivumele ndiyenze. "
Ukuzinikela kwam kwintando kaThixo kuyaqhubeka.
Ingqondo yam ehluphekileyo ima apha naphaya, ngokungathi ndifuna ukuphumla kwisiphumo ngasinye.
yeNtando yobuThixo, ezingenakubalwa nangona isenzo saYo sisinye.
Ukuze angaze azifumane zonke, singasathethi ke ngokuziqonda.
Kwaye ndibona ukuba mncinci kakhulu, andivumelekanga ukuba ndibange bonke, ndiyeke kwenye yeziphumo zayo ukuze ndiziyolise kwaye ndiphumle.
UYesu wam othandekayo, ovuyayo ukundifumana kwintando yakhe ethandekayo, uyema kuBomi bakhe aze athi kum:
Intombazana yakho
hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo ukukufumana kwintando yam yobuThixo, hayi njengezo zidalwa zikhona
- kuba banyanzelekile ukuba benze njalo,
- ngemfuneko e
-kuba abakwazi ukwenza ngaphandle,
abathi bona, bengamazi, bengamthandi, bengabuxabisanga.
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Kodwa wena, ulapho ngokuzithandela.
Uyazi, uyayithanda kwaye uyakwazi ukufumana ukuphumla okumnandi apho, ngoko ke nditsaleleke kakhulu kuwe.
Okungakumbi kuba amandla eNtando yam efuna ukuba uYesu wakho azibonakalise, andinakumkhanyela kwanto.
Kuba ndandinokuthi olona lonwabo luza kum emhlabeni lulo
-ukufumana isidalwa kwintando yam yobuThixo.
Kwaye xa ndimfumana ekhona, ndifuna ukumbuyisela ololonwabo andinika lona.
- kuqala ukumenza onwabe
- emva koko ndimlungiselele kwaye ndimlahle ukuba enze isenzo kwiWill yam. J Ndilungiselela indawo yoku.
Ngenxa yokuba ubukhulu, ubungcwele kunye namandla esenzo esigqityiweyo kwi-Will yam kukuba isidalwa asinakukwazi ukusiqulatha ukuba andizange ndisinike amandla.
Lowo uhlala kwiWill yam ke ngoko akohlulwa kum.
Ngenxa yokuba ndikwenzile oku, kufuneka ndikulungiselele isenzo esilandelayo. Ngokuy anokuya
-ukuba ndingaze ndisishiye isidalwa apho safika khona kwaye
-ukuba ndihlala ndimenza akhule de ndimxelele:
"Ayikho enye into endinokumnika yona. Ndiyavuya kuba ndimnike yonke into."
Kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba xa isidalwa sisenza isenzo kwintando yam yobuThixo,
- uzintywilisele kuThixo kwaye
- Uzintywilisela kuye.
Ukuntywiliselwa omnye komnye,
-UThixo unxibelelana nesenzo sakhe esitsha esingazange siphazamiseke,
-umntu uhlala phantsi kwegunya lentando kaThixo kwaye isidalwa siziva
- uthando olutsha,
- amandla amatsha kunye nokutsha kunye nazo zonke iindawo zokuphumla ezingcwele,
ukuze ngazo zonke izenzo zaso isidalwa sizive sizalwa ngokutsha kubomi bobuthixo ngaphandle kokulahlekelwa yinto esiyifumene kwizenzo zangaphambili,
-ufumana kwaye ubandakanye ubomi obutsha obuxelwe kuye,
kangangokuba uziva ephakamile, ekhulile kwaye ondliwe kukutya okutsha.
Kungenxa yoko le nto yena uhlala kwiWill yethu
- usoloko efumana ulwazi olutsha ngoMdali wakhe.
Olu lwazi lutsha lumzisela umnyhadala wesenzo esitsha esiqhubekayo anaso uThixo.
Awusiboni na isibhakabhaka, iinkwenkwezi kunye nelanga? Ngaba ubona naluphi na utshintsho kuzo?
Okanye emva kweenkulungwane ezininzi abancinci, bahle kwaye bade
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zintsha ukusuka ekudalweni kwazo? Kwaye kutheni?
Ngenxa yokuba baphantsi kwempembelelo yamandla okudala eFiat yethu
-owabadala kwaye
yena ohleli kubo ubomi obungunaphakade.
Ke ngoko ukuhlala kweNtando yam kwisidalwa kuvelisela ubukhosi bakhe ubomi obutsha bomonde, umthandazo, idini kunye nolonwabo olungenasiphelo. Nantsi into efunwa yiWill yam ngesidalwa esihlala kuyo.
Ndahlala ndicinga ngentando kaThixo kunye noYesu wam othandekayo wongeza:
Intombazana yakho
xa intando yam yobuThixo ikhupha isenzo,
- akakhe arhoxe kuyo e
-iba ngunaphakade.
Indalo ngokwayo itsho njalo. Uhlala esenza ezi zenzo zibekwe yintando yam kuye ngokudala,
Izinto ezidaliweyo kunokuthiwa ziphinda-phinda izenzo zeNtando yam yobuThixo.
Izulu lihlala lolule ngaphandle kokurhoxa nakweyiphi na indawo.
Ilanga lihlala linika ukukhanya kwaye lenza izenzo ezingenakubalwa zeNtando yobuThixo eziphathiswe kuyo ekukhanyeni kwayo. Uyapha
- umbala kunye nevumba lentyatyambo nganye,
- incasa kunye neencasa ezineziqhamo,
- ukukhula kwesityalo,
- ukukhanya nobushushu kuyo yonke indalo.
Kwaye usaqhuba kwezinye izinto ezininzi.
utyhalela phambili elugqatsweni lwakhe lobungangamsha, esenza imisebenzi yonke ayiphathisiweyo;
Uluphawu lokwenyani lobungangamsha kunye nobukumkani beWill yam.
Ulwandle nokumbombozela kwalo;
amanzi anikwe izidalwa;
Umhlaba ojika ube luhlaza kwaye uvelise izityalo kunye neentyatyambo, zonke zenza inkitha yezenzo zeNtando yam
-ngubani injini yayo yonke into kwaye
-equlethe yonke indalo kwisenzo sokuzalisekisa intando yakhe. Kwaye ke bonke bonwabile kakhulu
Abaphulukani nesikhundla sabo sembeko kwaye abatyekelanga ekufeni ngenxa yokuba
Intando yam esebenza kwizinto ezidaliweyo ibanika ubomi obungunaphakade.
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Isidalwa kuphela,
-yena ongaphezulu kunabanye kufuneka anike ubungqina ngokugqibezela isenzo esiqhubekayo soMyolelo wam, - nguye yedwa ophambukayo kwi-injini yoMyolelo wam kwaye
- ude eze ukuchasa le Will engcwele. Hayi indlela okubuhlungu ngayo!
Yaye yeyiphi ingxelo angayi kundinika yona?
Wathula uYesu wam
Ukurhoxa wandishiya ekukhanyeni kweWill yakhe.Oh!Zingaphi izinto ebendiziqonda!
Kodwa ngubani onokubaxelela zonke?
Ngokungakumbi kuba intando yakhe ithetha ngaye ngamazwi asezulwini.
Kwaye ndizifumana ndikum, kufuneka ndilungelelanise la magama asezulwini kulwimi lomntu.
Ngenxa yokoyika ukubhideka, ndidlulela phambili
ngethemba lokuba, ukuba uYesu uyathanda, uya kuziqhelanisa nendlela yokuthetha namazwi ehlabathi.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka nemisebenzi yam kwiFiat engcwele
Umoya wam ombi wema kwindlu encinci yaseNazarete
-apho uKumkanikazi weZulu, uKumkani waseZulwini uYesu kunye noSaint Joseph babehlala eBukumkanini beNtando yobuThixo.
Ngoko ke obu Bukumkani abuqhelekanga emhlabeni:
- Indlu yaseNazarete,
-intsapho eyayihlala apho yayiyeyabobu Bukumkani yaye yayilawula apho ngokugqibeleleyo. Ndandicinga oku xa uKumkani wam omkhulu uYesu wathi kum :
Ntombi yam, uBukumkani bokuthanda kukaThixo sele bukhona emhlabeni. Kungenxa yoko le nto kukho ithemba lokwenene lokuba uya kubuyela kumandla Akhe apheleleyo .
Ikhaya lethu eNazarete yayibuBukumkani Bakhe bokwenene kodwa sasingenabo abantu.
Kodwa nimele nazi ukuba mntu ngamnye buBukumkani . Ke ngoko isidalwa esenza intando yam ilawule kuye sinokubizwa ngokuba buBukumkani obuncinci beFiat ePhakamileyo.
Yindlu encinci ke eNazarete esinayo emhlabeni.
Kwaye, nokuba kuncinci kangakanani, njengoko intando yethu ilawula kuyo,
izulu alivalwanga kuye e
inamalungelo afanayo nomhlaba wasezulwini
uthanda ngothando olufanayo,
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utya ukutya okuvela phaya phezulu e
ubandakanyiwe kuBukumkani bemimandla yethu engenasiphelo .
Kwaye ukwenza uBukumkani obukhulu beNtando yethu emhlabeni,
okokuqala siya kwakha izindlu ezincinci zaseNazarete.
- oko kukuthi, imiphefumlo eya kufuna ukwazi intando yam ukuze ilawule kubo.
Ndiya kuba, kunye neNkosikazi enguMongami , emantloko ezi zindlu zincinane.
Ngokuba ngowokuqala ukubudla ilifa obu Bukumkani emhlabeni,
-Lilungelo lethu, esingayi kulinika nabani na, ukuba sibe ngabalawuli babo.
Ezi zindlu zincinci ziphinda ikhaya lethu laseNazarete. Ngoko siya kuqeqesha
- iindawo ezininzi ezincinci,
- amaphondo amaninzi.
Emva kokuba yenziwe kakuhle kwaye iyalelwa njengoBukumkani obuninzi bentando yethu,
baya kuhlanganisana benze uBukumkani obunye nabantu abakhulu.
Ke ngoko, ukwenza imisebenzi yethu emikhulu,
indlela yethu kukuqala ngokwenza ngesidalwa esinye .
Emva kokuyibumba, siyenza ijelo, esivumela ukuba siyifake kwimisebenzi yethu
-ezimbini, emva koko zibe zithathu izidalwa.
Kwaye ke sandisa ukwenza i-core encinci
- ekhula ukubandakanya ihlabathi lonke.
Imisebenzi yethu iqala ngokwahlukaniswa noThixo kunye nomphefumlo. Baqukumbela ngokuqhubeka nobomi babo phakathi kwabantu bonke.
Kwaye xa sibona ukuqala komnye wemisebenzi yethu, luphawu oluqinisekileyo lokuba aluyi kufa ekuzalweni.
Ubukhulu becala iya kuhlala ifihliwe kangangexesha elithile. Ngoko uyakuqhuba enze uBomi baKhe obunguNaphakade.
Ngokulandelayo
Ndifuna ukukubona usoloko usiya phambili, ngakumbi nangakumbi, kwintando yam yobuThixo.
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(1) Ndisekulwandle lweNtando ePhakamileyo. Owu! zingaphi izinto ezintle ezikhoyo
Kukho zonke izenzo zikaYesu ezisebenzayo,
kukho ezo zikaKumkanikazi onguMongami, ezo zikaBawo wethu waseZulwini,
- into awayenzayo kwaye
- uya kwenza ntoni.
Lulwandle olungahlulwanga, kodwa "lunye", olungenasiphelo. Konke oku .
Kolu lwandle akukho ngozi okanye uloyiko lokwaphukelwa yinqanawa kuba isidalwa esonwabileyo esiziphosa kulo sishiya iimpahla zaso ezindala kunye neelokhwe zaso zobuthixo.
Ngelixa ndandikolu lwandle, uYesu wam othandekayo wandenza ukuba ndibekho ngexesha lePasion yakhe xa abapostile
balahleka, babalekile,
emshiya yedwa kwaye eshiywe ezandleni zeentshaba. Kwaye uYesu, oyena mkhulu wam, wandixelela:
Intombazana yakho
-Intlungu enkulu yothando lwam,
-isikhonkwane esahlaba intliziyo yam kakhulu,
yaba kukushiywa nokuchithachitha kwabapostile bam.
Bendingenayo netshomi enye endijongileyo.
Ngokwenene, ukulahlwa, ukukhubeka, ukungakhathali kwabahlobo kudlula, owu kangakanani!
- konke ukubandezeleka kunye nokufa ezinokuthi iintshaba zisibangele.
Ndandisazi ukuba abapostile bam kufuneka bandinike esi sikhonkwane kwaye amagwala aza kubaleka.
Kodwa ndayamkela kuba, ntombi yam,
-ofuna ukwenza umsebenzi makangapheleli ekubandezelekeni. Kunoko, kufuneka enze abahlobo
-Xa yonke into ihamba kakuhle,
- ukuba yonke into iyamomotheka kuye,
Oya kuhlwayela uloyiso nezimanga, kananjalo aya kuthetha amandla angummangaliso kulowo abe ngumhlobo nomfundi wakhe.
Elowo ke uyaqhayisa ukuba ungumhlobo walowo ungqongwe bubuqaqawuli nozuko.
Kwaye wonke umntu unethemba.
Bangaphi abahlobo nabafundi abafuna ukuthatha inxaxheba.
Kuba uzuko, uloyiso kunye namaxesha olonwabo ziimagnethi ezinamandla ezitsala izidalwa zisingise koloyiso.
Ngubani ofuna ukuba ngumhlobo kunye ngumfundi wendoda enelishwa ehletywayo, ethotyiweyo kwaye edelekileyo?
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Akukho mntu.
Wonke umntu ke uphila ngoloyiko nentiyo ukusondela kuye.
Bade bala nokuqonda lowo wayengumhlobo wabo ngaphambili, njengoko Saint Peter wenzayo kum.
Yiyo loo nto kungenamsebenzi ukuthemba ukuba nabahlobo
xa isidalwa siphila kwiphupha elibi lokuthotywa, indelelo kunye nenyeliso.
Ngoko ke kuyimfuneko ukwenza abahlobo ngexesha
- vumela isibhakabhaka sikuncumele e
-ukuba ithamsanqa lifuna ukukubeka etroneni
ukuba sifuna le propati, le misebenzi ifuna, ukukwazi ukuyenza
- thatha ubomi kwaye
-qhubeka kwezinye izidalwa.
Ndenza abahlobo ngelixa ndihlwayela imimangaliso kunye noloyiso, bade bakholwa.
ukuba ndibe nguKumkani wabo emhlabeni kwaye
Okokuba babengabafundi bam, ngeba bahamba nam kuqala.
Kwaye nangona bendishiyile ngexesha lokuvutha kwam, xa ukuvuka kwam kwaluqhekeza uloyiso lwam;
-Abapostile bemka.
-bahlanganiswe kunye kwaye njengoloyiso,
- balandela imfundiso yam, ubomi bam kwaye baseka iCawa esakhulayo.
Ukuba bendibangcikivile ngokundishiya kwam, ndingakhange ndibenze abafundi bam ngelixa loloyiso lwam, ngendingenaye nabani na oya kuthetha ngam emva kokufa kwam aze andazise.
Ngoko ke ixesha lolonwabo, uzuko luyafuneka. Kukwayimfuneko
-ukufumana iinzipho ezigqojoziweyo e
-ukuba nomonde wokuzinyamezela ukuze ndibe nezinto zemisebenzi yam emikhulu nokuba baphile phakathi kwezidalwa.
Ukubandezeleka, ukuthotywa,
Ayizizo izinyeliso nendelelo odlula kuyo kuzo zonke iimpinda zobomi bam?
Ndikuvile kwakhona kuwe isikhonkwane sokulahlwa nokusabalalisa kwabapostile bam xa ndabona ukuba bambalwa abaseleyo ukukunceda.
Ndakubona ulahliwe kwaye wedwa ezingalweni zam
ngesikhonkwane sokulahlwa kwabo babekuxhasile. Kwintlungu yam ndathi:
"Ihlabathi elibi, wazi njani ukuphinda imiboniso yePassion yam ebantwaneni bam!"
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Kwaye wanikela ubukrakra bakho
- ngenxa yoloyiso lwentando yam e
-ukunceda abo kwafuneka ukuba bazise.
Isibindi, ngoko, kwiimeko ezibuhlungu zobomi. Kodwa yazi ukuba uYesu wakho akanakuze akulahle.
Le yinto endingakwaziyo ukuyenza. Uthando lwam aluguquguquki kwindalo.
Iqinile kwaye ihleli kwaye oko umlomo wam kuphuma kubomi bentliziyo.
Izidalwa, kwelinye icala,
bathetha enye into kwaye beva enye into ezintliziyweni zabo.
zikwaxuba usukelo lwabantu, nangona besenza abahlobo. Kwaye ubabona betshintsha ngokweemeko .
Kungoko ukusasazeka kwabo
-ababebonakala befuna ukubeka ubomi babo esichengeni ngamaxesha olonwabo kunye
- ababaleka ubugwala xa kufika ixesha lokuthotywa nokudelela.
Ezi ziphumo zonke zokuthanda komntu kwaye yintolongo yokwenene yesidalwa esikwazi ukwenza amagumbi amancinci amaninzi.
-engenazo iifestile
kuba ayizimiselanga ukudala amathuba okufumana ukulunga kokukhanya.
Kwaye imifuno,
- ubuthathaka, uloyiko,
- uloyiko olugqithisileyo,
- ukungaguquguquki
onke angamagumbi amnyama entolongweni yakhe
apho indalo ihleli ivalelwe, enye emva kwenye .
Uloyiko lubangela uloyiko.
Kwaye ke isidalwa siyajika kuLowo unikela ngoBomi bakhe ngenxa yothando ngaye.
Kwelinye icala
umphefumlo apho iWill yam ilawula khona uhlala kwibhotwe lam apho kukho ukukhanya okuninzi
ukubandezeleka,
ukuthotywa e
intlebendwane yodwa
izinyuko zoloyiso nozuko, e
ukufezekiswa kwemisebenzi emikhulu yobungcwalisa. Endaweni yokubaleka nokulahla umfeli- nkolo olihlwempu
-ugqithwa eluthulini ngenxa yobugwenxa bomntu;
isondela kuye ngomonde ilindele ilixa loloyiso olutsha.
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Owu, ukuba intando yam ibilawula ngokupheleleyo kubapostile, ngokuqinisekileyo ngebengazange basabe ngelo xesha.
- apho ndandifuna kakhulu ubukho babo, ukunyaniseka kwabo, kwiintlungu zam ezininzi,
phakathi kweentshaba ezifuna ukundiqwenga.
Akwaba bendinabahlobo bam abathembekileyo abandingqongileyo.
Kaloku akukho nto ithuthuzelayo njengomhlobo osondeleyo kuwe xa kukho ubukrakra. Kwaye ukuba nabapostile bam abathandekayo besondele kum, ngendibone kubo iziqhamo zokubandezeleka kwam.
Kwaye, owu, zingaphi iinkumbulo ezimnandi ebebenokuzibuyisela eNtliziyweni yam, ebeza kuba sisithomalalisi kubukrakra bam obukhulu!
Intando yam yobuThixo ngokuKhanya kwayo ngeyibathintele ekubalekeni kwaye ngebendingqongile.
Kodwa ngelixa behlala entolongweni yentando yabo yomntu,
Iingqondo zabo ziba mnyama
-intliziyo zabo ziyabanda,
- uloyiko luyabahlasela;
kwaye nangawuphi na umzuzu baye balibala konke okulungileyo ababekufumene kum. Abazange bandilahle qha, bohlukana.
Nantsi kwakhona imiphumo yentando yomntu ukuba
- akayazi indlela yokugcina umanyano e
-yazi nje indlela yokusasaza ngosuku olunye
okulungileyo okwenziwa iminyaka emininzi kunye nemibingelelo emininzi.
Ke ngoko, uloyiko lwakho malube kukungayenzi intando yam.
Ndiva amandla anamandla eDivine Fiat endibiza kuye ukuba ndilandele izenzo zakhe.
Ubukrelekrele bam obuncinane bema e-Eden xa ndidala umntu .
Esinjani sona ukundiliseka isenzo!
Oku kwenzeka emva kokudalwa kwezinto zonke.
ngokungathi nivuyisana nalowo wamzalelayo yonke indalo, ukuze abe libhotwe, libe lelokhazikhazi, lichume;
apho ahlala khona umntu, engasweli nto. Khawucinge nje ukuba yayiyindlu enkulu eyayiyilwe
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-kuBawo wethu waseZulwini nakuMandla eFiat yakhe yobuNgcwele. Bendicinga ngale nto kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela:
Ntombazana endiyithandayo, uvuyo lwam lukhulu xa isidalwa sikhumbula uThando lwam ekudalweni komntu.
Uthando lwethu lwalufana nolo lukamama ebeleka umntwana wakhe. Uthando lwethu lwakhawuleza ukuvala isidalwa ngokwalo ukuze yonke indawo,
-ngaphandle nangaphakathi kuye,
uyaliva ilizwi lothando lwethu limxelela ukuba: "Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda".
Isandi esimnandi sothando lwethu
- uhlebeza endlebeni yakhe,
-ibetha entliziyweni yakhe, e
-Umphuza ngamandla kwaye
- livakala kakhulu emlonyeni wakhe,
- simange ngeengalo zoyise ngokungathi simxelela ngoloyiso ukuba uthando lwethu, nokuba liliphi ixabiso, lifuna ukusithanda isidalwa.
Kangangokuba akukho nto imnandi, akukho nto imnandi,
ukukhumbula uthando esamdala ngalo umntu nazo zonke izinto.
Kwaye ulonwabo lwethu lukhulu kangangokuba, kwisidalwa esonwabileyo esiza phambi koMkhulu wethu othandekayo ukusikhumbuza ngothando olukhulu kangaka,
- siphinda kabini izibopho zethu zothando kuye,
- simnika ubabalo olutsha, ukukhanya okutsha, kunye
- simbiza ngokuba nguye ohlaziya itheko lethu.
Kaloku eNdalweni yonke into ibingumbhiyozo nje wethu nomntu wonke.
Kwaye ibhiyozela isidalwa esikhumbula oko sikwenzileyo kwiNdalo
-uthando lwethu, amandla ethu, ubulumko bethu bokudala obudala indalo iphela ngobuchule obungenakulinganiswa,
owazigqwesayo ekudalweni komntu.
Yiyo loo nto zonke iimpawu zethu zobuthixo zibhiyozelwa.
Isidalwa sijonga into awayeyibhiyozela ngenkumbulo yakhe kunye nokutshintshiselana kwakhe okuncinci kothando.
Iimpawu zethu zobuthixo zikhuphisana ngokuphindwe kabini
- ngamanye amaxesha uthando, ukulunga ngamanye amaxesha kunye nobungcwele.
Ngamafutshane, phawu ngalunye lobuthixo lufuna ukunikela loo nto lunayo
ukuphinda esidalweni oko sakwenza kwiNdalo.
Ngokulandelayo
isoloko iphindaphinda inkumbulo emnandi yothando olungenakuthelekiswa nanto esasinalo
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kwiNdalo. Usisidalwa ngaphandle kwethu.
omnye wemifanekiso yethu,
omnye wabantwana bethu esimveze ekukhanyeni kwaye sibonise uthando olungaka kuye.
Ngokuvusa le nkumbulo, siyithanda ngakumbi.
Kangangokuba yonke iNdalo ayiyonto ngaphandle kokubonakalisa iNtando yethu enothando kwisidalwa.
Kwaye kulobu bungqina bothando uphinda athi: "Fiat, Fiat" ukuhlobisa yonke iNdalo kunye nomngcelele wothando.
Okungakumbi kuba sonke isenzo, igama, ingcinga ephunyeziweyo kwiNtando yethu yobuThixo yenza ukondla komphefumlo
-ngubani ogcina ubomi;
-nto leyo eyenza ikhule kwaye inike amandla ayimfuneko
ukwenza ukutya okwaneleyo kwaye kungafuneki ukuba uzile ukutya.
Ngoko ke, izenzo eziqhubekayo aziyonto ngaphandle kokutya okulungiselelwe ukusuka kusuku olunye ukuya kolandelayo.
ukuhlala unento yokutya.
Ngaphandle kwezi zenzo, isidalwa esihlwempuzekileyo asiyi kuba nanto yokuthomalalisa indlala yaso kwaye le misebenzi ilungileyo, engcwele nengcwele iya kufa kuso.
Ukuba izenzo aziqhubeki, ukutya kunqabile. Xa ingonelanga, ubomi babalungileyo buba buthathaka.
Obu buthathaka bubangela ukuba ulahlekelwe yincasa yakho kunye nomdla wokutya.
Kwelinye icala, xa izenzo ziqhubeka, nganye kuzo yenza umnikelo wayo:
- uvelisa ukutya,
-oku kuzisa amanzi,
- enye umlilo ukuwapheka.
- ukanti ezinye zibonelela ngezithambiso eziza kunika incasa ukwanelisa umnqweno wokutya.
Ngamafutshane, izenzo eziphindaphindiweyo
aziyonto yimbi ngaphandle kwekhitshi lakwaThixo, eliseta itafile yesidalwa.
Hayi indlela ekukuhle ngayo ukubona isidalwa
-lungiselela ukutya kobuthixo kunye nokuqhubeka kwezenzo zakhe kwiFiat yethu, e
-zondla izitya zelizwe lethu lasezulwini!
Kutheni kufuneka wazi
-leyo ingcamango engcwele ibiza enye;
-ilizwi, isenzo esihle simema omnye ukuba adle, Kwaye ukutya kudala ubomi.
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Emva koko ndahlala ndicinga ngeNtando kaThixo nangezinto ezintle ezintle umntu azifumanayo ngokuhlala eshiywe ziingalo zakhe.
UYesu wam othandekayo wongeze wathi :
Ntombi yam elungileyo, yeyona nto ilungileyo yoBomi kwintando kaThixo
-emangalisayo kwaye
- phantse engaqondakaliyo kwisidalwa somntu.
Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba yonke into eyenziwa kakuhle kwaye ingcwele kwintando yam yobuThixo ayonto ngaphandle kwembewu ehluma entsimini yomphefumlo.
-ukunika ukukhanya okungcwele e
-ukwenza isiqalo esingenasiphelo
Kuba yonke into eyenziwa kwiNtando yam yobuThixo ihlwayelwa,
-ihluma kwaye ikhule ngokumangalisayo emhlabeni ngelixa ihlala khona,
-yaye iya kuzaliseka ezulwini.
Uphuhliso lwamva nje, iintlobo ngeentlobo zobuhle,
- Uya kunikwa amathoni, imibala emihle kakhulu kwilizwe lasezulwini.
Oku kuthetha ukuba
Zonke izinto eziya kusenza isidalwa emhlabeni, siya kusivusela indawo enkulu ngakumbi ezulwini, sibe nayo kwangaphambili.
ngesenzo ngasinye esongezelelweyo isidalwa siya kuzisa kunye neebhatithas zaso ezintsha, ulonwabo olutsha oluya kuba lunxibelelwano nentando yam kuye.
I-Divine Fiat yam ayiyeki ukunika isidalwa.
Ufuna ukuba akhule ebungcweleni, elubabalweni, ebuhleni ade aphefumle okokugqibela ebomini bakhe apha emhlabeni.
Kwaye unelungelo lokuthwala i-brushstroke yokugqibela yokuzaliseka koloyiso lwakhe kwimimandla yasezulwini.
KwiWill yam akukho kumisa. Iimeko zobomi
ngamanye amaxesha ubunzima,
ngamanye amaxesha ukuthotywa e
ngamanye amaxesha uzuko
Yenza iindlela ukuze zihlale zibaleka kuwe
- mnike inkululeko yokutyala imbewu entsha yobungcwele kwisidalwa
owenza iFiat yobuThixo
hlakulela e
khula ngokumangalisayo,
de zizaliseke kuzuko lwasezulwini.
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Ekugqibeleni, akukho nto iqala ezulwini.
Kodwa yonke into iqala emhlabeni kwaye yenzeke eZulwini.
Ukulahlwa kwam kwintando kaThixo kuyaqhubeka ,
nangona ndikwiphupha elibi lokuswela uYesu wam othandekayo.
Intlupheko nentlungu yentliziyo yam ayikufumani lowo umoya wakhe wasezulwini ubetha le ntliziyo!
Yesu wam, ubomi bam, awutshongo wena:
ukuba ufuna ndiphefumle umoya wakho wobuThixo
-ukwazi ukubumba ubomi bam ekubetheni kweNtliziyo yakho
ukuze olwam luphile olwakho, uthando lwenu, iimbandezelo zenu nani nonke?
Kodwa njengoko intliziyo yam ehlwempuzekileyo yayiphalaza intlungu yayo ekuhluthweni kukaYesu oyintanda, ndeva ilizwi lakhe elicacileyo livakala ezindlebeni zam.
Wathi ngobubele obungachazekiyo:
“Oyena Bawo uNgcwele, ndithandazela abantwana bam kunye nabo bonke ondinike bona kuba ndiyaqonda ukuba ngabam. Ndiyabawola ukuze ndibakhusele kwisaqhwithi esilungiselela ngokuchasene neCawe yam ».
Emva koko wongeza:
Intombazana yakho
zingaphi ukukhanyela okuya kubakho, zingaphi iimaski eziya kuwa! Ndandingasenakukwazi ukunyamezela uhanahaniso lwabo
Ubulungisa bam bonganyelwe kukuzenzisa okuninzi kwaye abasakwazi ukugcina imaski ngasemva.
Ngoko ke, thandaza kunye nam
-ukuba abo bamele ukukhonza ngenxa yozuko lwam bahlale bekhuselekile, kwaye
- abo bafuna ukubetha iCawe yam bahlala bekwisiphithiphithi.
Emva koko wathula.
Ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo iye yakwazi ukubona izinto ezininzi ezibulalayo nezibuhlungu. Ngelixa ndithandazayo, uYesu, oyena mkhulu wam, waphinda wathi:
intombazana yakho ,
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-ukwazi ukunxibelelana kakuhle nabanye;
Kuyimfuneko ukuba nenzaliseko yale nto ilungileyo.
Kungenxa yokuba umphefumlo okuyo uyayazi imiphumo, ubuncwane, indlela yokufumana oku kulunga.
Ngoko ke iya kuba nesidima esivumela oko
- ukubethelela oku kulungileyo kwabanye,
-ukwazi ukuxelela ubuhle, amalungelo kunye neziqhamo eziveliswa yile nto ilungileyo. Kwelinye icala, ukuba umphefumlo wawungenakuzuza
-ukuba i-sip yale nto ilungileyo, yesi sidima, kwaye
-ngubani ofuna ukuqalisa ukufundisa abanye,
akayi kuyazi ngokupheleleyo inzaliseko yesi sidima.
Ngoko ke, akayi kukwazi
-indlela yokuphinda into entle kakhulu
-ungayeki ukuyifumana.
Uya kujongeka njengentombazana encinci esanda kufunda izikhamiso kwaye ifuna ukuba ngutitshala phambi kwabanye:
- Umntwana ohluphekileyo, umdlalo wakhe uya kuba yi-farce
Kuba akasayi kukwazi ukuqhubeka efundisa!
Abangcwele bokwenyani baqala ngokugcwala kakhulu
- uthando,
- ulwazi lukaThixo,
- umonde, njl.
Bathe ke bakuzala, bangabi saba nako ukuyithwala yonke into;
-impahla ababenayo yaphuphuma ukuze banxibelelane nabanye. Amazwi abo ayevutha.
Kwakukhanya. Kwaye bafundisa
- hayi ngokuphandle
- kodwa ngendlela ebonakalayo nebonakalayo ipropati abanayo.
Yiyo loo nto abaninzi befuna ukuba ngabafundisi kodwa bangenzi okulungileyo.
Ngenxa yokungabi nakutya kwaneleyo kubo, babeza kubondla njani abanye?
Emva koko ndanikezela kwiSupreme Fiat. Ingqondo yam ehluphekileyo ibilahlekile kuyo
Ngokukhawuleza ndazibona ndiphambi koBungcwele.
Kuye kwaphuma ukukhanya okungapheliyo okwasasazeka kwimitha engenakubalwa.
-apho izibane ezincinci zihlala zithungelana
-eyayibonakala ngathi izalwe kwaye idla ngokufanayo
ukwenza ubomi bomntu kwaye bukhule njengoko uThixo wayenenjongo.
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Enjani ukupela ezi ziPhakamo ziNgcwele!
Ubukho bayo obunomtsalane, iliso lilahlekile kubukhulu balo Buninzi ubuhle bayo, ubuninzi bolonwabo lwalo olungenasiphelo,
ebonakala inetha njengemvula eninzi yobuThixo bakhe.
Sihlala sithule kwaye ke ngoko asinakuthetha nto ngayo. Ndandingenelwe koko ndandikucinga.
Emva koko uYesu wam oyintanda wathi kum :
Ntombi yeNtando yam yobuThixo, jonga kolu kukhanya lukhulu.
Asiyiyo enye ngaphandle kwentando yethu ephuma embindini woBume bethu obungcwele.
Xa sibiza i-Fiat, yanda
ukwenza zonke izinto ezidaliweyo ngaMandla akhe okudala. ukuze kungabikho namnye kubo uphumayo ekukhanyeni kwakhe;
oko kwakuphuma kwizandla zethu zokudala kwahlala kuye.
Izinto ezilukwayo ozibona kwimitha yokukhanya kwethu zizinto zonke ezidaliweyo:
- ezinye zigcinwa ekukhanyeni kwethu ukuze kungabikho naluphi na utshintsho,
- abanye, izidalwa ezihlala kwintando yethu, azikhuselwanga kuphela, kodwa zihlala zondliwa kukuKhanya kukaThixo,
-ukudibanisa, kunye nezibane zabo ezincinci,
Intando kaThixo efanayo ukuba isebenze kuzo
Ezi zibane zincinci zishiya ibala livulekile kwi-Divine Fiat yethu ukumenza asebenze ngokuqhubekayo kuzo.
Basoloko besishiya nento yokwenza. Basivumela ukuba siqhubeke nomsebenzi esawuqala kwiNdalo ngothando olukhulu.
Xa isidalwa sisinika ithuba lokuqhubeka nomsebenzi wethu
-sishiya inkululeko yokusebenza ekukhanyeni kwayo okuncinci,
siyithanda kangangokuba sibandakanya ukukhanya okuncinane kumsebenzi wethu.
Asiziva sikwahlukanisiwe nesidalwa.
Kodwa siyabuvuyela ubuhle benkampani yakhe naye ngowethu.
Ke ngoko, ngokuphila kwintando kaThixo, awusoze usishiye sodwa. Kwaye uya kuba nolonwabo olukhulu lokonwabela inkampani yethu.
Ndandithatha uhambo lwam lweNdalo
ukulandela izenzo ezenziwa kuyo yintando kaThixo. Kwabonakala kum ukuba kuyo yonke into edaliweyo kukho,
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njengokumkanikazi obekekileyo ,
Intando ethandekayo njengombindi wobomi
-ukwenza ukudibana kwakhe okumnandi nesidalwa
Kodwa le ndibano yenziwa ngulowo umamkelayo kuyo yonke into edaliweyo.
Kule ntlanganiso yolonwabo,
-unxibelelwano luvulekile kumacala omabini,
- babhiyoza kunye, intando kaThixo inika kwaye isidalwa yamkela.
Ingqondo yam ibilahlekile kwizinto ezidaliweyo. Emva koko uYesu olungileyo wam, wathi kum:
Intombi yam ,
yonke iNdalo iyabonakalisa
Utata,
Amandla,
Uthando kunye
Imvisiswano yaLowo wayidalayo.
Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba sivakalelwa kukuba uBawo ngubani?
Kulowo ukhumbulayo aze aqonde ukuba yonke iNdalo iyimpahla yoMdali wayo
owathi, efuna ukubonakalisa ubukhokho bakhe kwizidalwa, wazidalela izinto ezininzi ezintle ngothando
Ngoko ke kuxhomekeke kwi
ngubani omaziyo kunye
abathi, ukumbuyekeza nokumbulela, izihlwele zingqonge uYise wasezulwini
njengentombazana eyaziyo
- impahla yayo kunye
-ngubani owabadala kuba efuna intombi yakhe ithathe izinto zikaYise.
Ukuba ubusazi uvuyo lwethu
-ukuziva njengoBawo e
-bona abantwana bethu bexinana kuthi ngenxa yezinto esizenzileyo!
Isidalwa,
- ukukhumbula kunye nokuqonda oko uThixo amenzele kona, Sithande njengoBawo kwaye siyamthanda njengentombi yethu , sivakalelwa kukuba ubutata bethu abuyinyumba, kodwa buvelisa.
Ndiyayithanda lento
Ndiva uMkhululi e
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Ndinezibonelelo zentlawulelo
kulowo ukhumbulayo kwaye uyayiqonda into endiyenzileyo kwaye ndibandezeleke ebomini bam kunye nothando lwam ,
Kwaye ndijikeleza isidalwa esonwabileyo ngeembandezelo zam, imisebenzi yam, amanyathelo am.
ukumnceda, ndimngcwalise kwaye ndimenze azive iziphumo zoBomi bam bonke.
Kwaye kulowo ukuvumayo oko uthando lwethu lukwenzile, kwaye unako ukwenza ngokomyalelo wobabalo.
Ndiziva uMthandi onothando ndimenza umnikazi woThando lwam So uzoziva endithanda kakhulu kangangokuba akazukwazi ukuphila ngaphandle kokundithanda.
Kuba uthando lokwenyani lubandakanya ukuhlala ndisenza iNtando yam, ndiyabona ukuba uthando lwam kunye nentando yam.
Hayi indlela ebekuya kuba buhlungu ngayo ukuba ubawo abe nabantwana aze angababoni ukuba azithande yaye anandiphe iziqhamo zesibeleko sakhe.
BubuThixo bethu obu.
Sibandisile ubutata bethu kwiNdalo bafikelela kwisiphelo. SinguBawo, sibajongile abantwana bethu ukuze bangasweli nto.
Iingalo zethu ziva isidingo esigqithisileyo sokuzibamba zisondele kuthi ukuze sizinike uthando kwaye zilufumane.
Xa sibona isidalwa sibalekela kuthi ukuza kusiphuza, oh, indlela esivuya ngayo
- ukuba ubaba wethu wamkelwe e
-ukuba sibe nguBawo kubantwana bethu!
Amalungu esizukulwana sethu akanakubalwa. Ukanti bambalwa abasingqongileyo.
Bonke abanye bakude, ngokwasemzimbeni, ngokuzithandela, kude nokufana nathi, kude nentliziyo,
Kwintlungu yethu yokubona abantwana abambalwa abasingqongileyo, sithi:
"Kwaye abanye abantwana bethu, baphi?
Njani na ukuba abaziva isidingo
-ukuba noBawo waseZulwini,
-ukufumana i-caress yethu yobawo,
- ngabanini bethu? "
Ngoko kulumkele ukuzazi izinto zethu kunye nemisebenzi yethu
Uya kuva ubutata bethu esibhakabhakeni esineenkwenkwezi ezisuka kumenyezo wabo othambileyo
bakubiza ngentombi yabo
ningqine eluthandweni lukaYihlo .
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Utata wethu udlulela elangeni ukuba ngokukhanya kwalo okuqaqambileyo likubiza umntwana kwaye likuxelela: "Sibonele ekukhanyeni kwam isipho esikhulu sikaYihlo onithandayo kangangokuba ufuna ukuba ube nolu khanyiso".
Utata wethu unabela kuyo yonke indawo:
-kumanzi owaselayo,
-ekutyeni okuthathayo,
- kwiiyantlukwano zobuhle bendalo. Imisebenzi yethu inelizwi elifanayo.
Wonke umntu Ukubiza ngokuthi "Ntombi kaBawo waseZulwini"
Ekubeni uyintombi yakhe, bafuna ukulawulwa nguwe.
Luya kuba yintoni ulonwabo lwethu ukuba kuzo zonke izinto ezidalwe sithi,
-kwilizwi lethu elithambileyo elikubiza intombazana,
singaliva ilizwi lakho lisibiza ngokuthi "Bawo" lisithi:
“Esi sisipho esivela kuBawo. Hayi indlela andithanda ngayo! Kwaye nam ndifuna ukumthanda kakhulu, kakhulu ».
Ndicinga ngentando kaThixo
Bunokuze bufike njani obu Bukumkani emhlabeni?
Xa sicinga ngezaqhwithi ezisisongelayo kunye nengxaki yezizukulwana zabantu, oku kubonakala kungenakwenzeka.
Kwaye kubonakala kum ukuba oku kungenakwenzeka kuye kwanda
- ngenxa yokungakhathali kunye nokungakhathali kwabo bathi balungile,
-kodwa abanamdla wokwazisa le Will engcwele kunye nentando yakhe efuna ukusinika ubabalo olukhulu lokufuna ukulawula phakathi kwezidalwa.
Kunokwenzeka njani ukuba sixhase into entle esingayaziyo? Ndacinga oku xa uYesu wam onobubele wandothusayo ngokuthi:
Ntombi yam, into engenakwenzeka emehlweni abantu inokwenzeka kuThixo.
Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba olona babalo silunike umntu kwindalo yakhe
-mnike ithuba lokungena kwintando yethu yobuThixo
-ukuba enze izenzo zakhe zobuntu khona.
Ukuthanda komntu kwakuncinane kwaye ukuthanda kukaThixo kukhulu. Oku kwakunesidima
ukufunxa encinci kwi-e enkulu
ukuguqula intando yomntu ibe yintando kaThixo.
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Yiyo loo nto uAdam, ekuqalekeni kokudalwa kwakhe,
-Ungene kumyalelo weNtando yethu yobuThixo kwaye Wenza izinto ezininzi kakhulu apho.
Ukuba ngokurhoxa kwintando yethu waphuma kwintando yethu,
izenzo zakhe zobuntu ezifeziweyo kwintando yethu ziye zahlala zinje
- isibambiso kunye nelungelo lomntu, e
- isiqalo nesiseko soBukumkani athe wabuzuza.
Kwintando yobuThixo into ephunyeziweyo kuyo ayicimeki
UThixo ngokwakhe akanakubhangisa isenzo esinye esenziwe sisidalwa esikwiSupreme Fiat.
Ukuphuma kwintando yam, uAdam, umntu wokuqala owadala,
- ngenxa yoko yaba lingcambu, isiqu sezizukulwana zonke zoluntu, ukuze badle ilifa;
- phantse njengamasebe aphuma ezingcanjini nakwisiqu somthi womntu.
Njengazo zonke izidalwa ezifumene ilifa kwindalo
intsholongwane kunye nembewu yesono sokuqala,
bazizuze njengelifa izenzo zakhe zokuqala ezigqityiweyo kwintando yethu kwaye ezenza umgaqo kunye nelungelo loBukumkani beNtando yethu yobuThixo kwizidalwa.
Kukukuqinisekisa oku ukuba iNtombi Enyulu yeza ukusebenza kwaye ilandele imisebenzi ka-Adam ukuze igqibezele uBukumkani bonke beNtando yobuThixo kwaye ibe yindlalifa yokuqala yobu Bukumkani bungcwele, kwaye inike ilungelo kubantwana bayo abathandekayo. lihluthe.
Kwaye ukugqiba konke oku Buntu bam bufikile .
ukuba neNtando yam yobuThixo ngokwemvelo
awathi uAdam noKumkanikazi onguMongami banalo ngobabalo
ukuqinisekisa obu Bukumkani boKuthanda kukaThixo ngokutywinwa kwemisebenzi yakhe .
Ukuze obu Bukumkani bubekho ngokwenene
ngokuba uMntu ophilileyo uzenzele kuye izenzo zakhe;
izinto eziyimfuneko ekusekweni kobu Bukumkani ukunika ilungelo kuluntu lonke ukuba bube nabo.
Yaye ukuze ndiyiqinisekise ngakumbi, ndafundisa uBawo Wethu Osezulwini .
ukuze ngalo mthandazo isidalwa sibe nako
-yilahle,
- ukufumana amalungelo okuyifumana, e
wanga uThixo angaziva enoxanduva lokumnika oko.
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Ekufundiseni uPater Noster, mna ngokwam ndibeke ezandleni zabo ilungelo lokumamkela. Ndiye ndagqiba ekubeni ndinike uBukumkani obungcwele.
Kwaye ngalo lonke ixesha isidalwa sicengceleza uBawo wethu, ufumana uhlobo lwelungelo lokungena kobu Bukumkani:
- okokuqala kuba ngumthandazo
endiyifundiswe ndim nequlethe ukubaluleka komthandazo wam.
-okwesibini t kuba uthando lobuThixo bethu kwizidalwa lukhulu kakhulu
ukuba sinikele ingqalelo kuyo yonke into,
ukuba siqaphele zonke izinto, kwanezona zenzo zincinane, iminqweno engcwele, imithandazo emincinane,
ukuphendula ngombulelo omkhulu.
Sinokuthi la ngamathuba, izizathu esifuna ukukwazi ukuthi:
"Wenze oku kwaye sikunika le.
Wenze into encinane sakunika into enkulu. "
Ngaloo ndlela uBukumkani bukho .
Kwaye ukuba ndithethe nawe amaxesha amaninzi malunga nentando yam yobuThixo,
la yayingamalungiselelo kuphela eenkulungwane ezininzi zeBandla lam:
imithandazo eqhubekayo, imibingelelo kunye nezicengcelezo zikaPater Noster ozise ukulunga kwethu
- khetha isidalwa
- ukubonakalisa kuye ulwazi oluninzi lwentando yethu kunye nemimangaliso yayo emikhulu.
Ngaloo ndlela ndibophelela iNtando yam kwizidalwa, ndimnika izibhambathiso ezitsha zoBukumkani bakhe.
Naxa nithe nakuva, nazama ukuthobela imfundiso endanifundisa yona,
wenze amaqhina amatsha ukubophelela izidalwa kwiWill yam.
nazi ukuba ndinguThixo wabo bonke;
Xa ndisenza okulungileyo andikhe ndikwenze ndedwa
Ndenzela wonke umntu, ngaphandle kwabo bangayifuniyo nabangafuniyo ukuyithatha.
Kwaye xa isidalwa silingana nam,
Andimboni yena yedwa, ndimbona ukuba ungowemizalwane yonke engabantu, ukuze ukulunga kothile kujongwe kwabanye.
Kodwa ukuba uBukumkani bukhona,
ukuba uluntu oluphilileyo lwamzuza, lwahlala kuye;
- ukuba intando yam ifuna ukulawula phakathi kwezidalwa
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abantu endibaziyo batsho ngokucacileyo.
Ungathini na ke ukutsho ukuthi, abunakuba bufike obu bukumkani?
Konke kuyenzeka kum .
Ndiza kusebenzisa izaqhwithi ngokwazo kunye neziganeko ezitsha
- ukulungiselela abo kufuneka basebenze ukwenza intando yam yaziwe. Izaqhwithi ziya kucoca umoya ombi kwaye zikhuphe oko kuyingozi.
Yiyo loo nto ndiya kususa yonke into.
Ndiyayazi into emandiyenze kwaye ndinexesha endinalo. Ngoko vumela uYesu wakho ayenze
Uya kubona ukuba iNtando yam iya kwaziwa kwaye izaliseke njani.
Ndathatha ithuba lam kwintando kaThixo ukulandela izenzo zaKhe. Ndandifikelele kwinqanaba lokuba uMntwana waseZulwini eseYiputa.
Umama wakhe wasezulwini wamshukumisa walala
ngoxa izandla zakhe emenzela ingubo yokwaleka umntwana kaThixo.
Ndijoyine uMama wakhe ukwenza uYesu abaleke ngeminwe yakhe nakwintambo ethi "Ndiyakuthanda" ukubaluka kumkhwa.
Ezinyaweni zokumkanikazi owayejingisa imbeleko, ndabeka eyam
ukuze nam ndimshukumise ndimenzele uYesu lento yenziwa nguMama wakhe.
Kwaye ke ngoko uMntwana wasezulwini, phakathi kokuvuka nokulala, uthi: "OoMama bam ababini?"
Ndikhumbula oku kunye noko kubhaliweyo encwadini yamashumi amabini anesine, ndazicingela:
"Ngoku uYesu wam othandekayo uphinda la mazwi amnandi 'Oomama bam babini'".
Emva kwesiphango esibi kakhulu
-eyawubhuqa umphefumlo wam osweleyo njengemvula yesichotho, kunye
- ngubani owaziyo ukuba zingaphi ezinye iimpazamo endizenzileyo,
Ndandicinga ukuba uYesu wayengasayi kuba nalo olo thando lunobubele kum olwamenza wathetha ngobubele ngolu hlobo:
"Oomama bam ababini."
Ndithe ndisacinga njalo wabe uYesu wam olungileyo wathi kum: Ntombi yam, awukhange uyeke njani.
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-hlala ujoyina uMama wethu wasezulwini,
-to put your "I love you " kulento wayendenzela yona, ndandingayeka ukuthi: "Mama wam babini"?
Bendiya kukuthanda kancinci kunokuba undithande.
Ngelixa ndingazange ndizivumele ukuba ndoyiswe ngenxa yokuthanda isidalwa. Kufuneka uyazi nawe
-ukuba yonke into eyenziwa sisidalwa kwintando yam yobuThixo,
- oku kulungileyo kwenziwa sisidalwa kunendlela yokuziguqulela kwindalo. Ukulunga kokwenyani kwindalo akunakulahleka.
Ngaphaya koko, akukho nzima ukuyiphinda kaninzi njengoko ufuna.
Ngaba unokuba nobunzima bokuphefumla, ukubamba? Hayi, kuba kukwindalo yakho.
Ukuba awufuni, kufuneka wenze iinzame kunye nomzamo onokukubiza ubomi bakho.
Kwaye le yeyona nto ibalaseleyo yeWill yam:
-guqula umthandazo, uthando, ubungcwele, ulwazi lomntu lube yindalo.
Kwaye xa ndibona ukuba isidalwa sizibeke phantsi kwegunya lentando yam,
- ukuze intando yam itshintshe indalo,
izinto zam zobuThixo, amazwi am abethelela emphefumlweni ngamandla am okudala kwaye ndimnika ubunina ngendalo
Ungaphinda njani ke:
"Oomama bam ababini?" Le nto ndiyithethayo yinyani.
Ayiyonyani into yokuba uMama wam nguMama wam ngokomyalelo wendalo kwaye
okwanguMama wam ngokomyalelo kaThixo ngenxa yeNtando yobuThixo awayenayo?
Ukuba ebengenayo iWill yam, ngekhe abe nguMama wam,
- hayi ngolungelelwano lomntu
- okanye ngomyalelo wobuthixo.
Owu, zingaphi izinto zam ezikwaziyo ukuzenza kwisidalwa esizivumelayo ukuba zilawulwe yiyo!
Intando yam iyayazi ukuba njani
- ukuthoba ucwangco olungcwele kubuntu e
-guqula ucwangco olungcwele kwindalo.
Uyakwazi ukwenza imimangaliso emangalisa izulu nomhlaba.
Zivumele ulawulwe yintando yam kwaye ndiya kwenza amazwi am amnandi avakale kuwe:
"Mama wam othandekayo, ndigcinele iFiat yam emhlabeni".
Emva koko ndalandela iFiat yobuthixo kwiNdalo kwaye ndathi kum:
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«Ndifuna ukungena elangeni ndize ndikhuphe uthando alubeke apho uThixo ngokuthanda izidalwa.
kwaye emaphikweni okukhanya kwawo, ndiwubuyisele kuMdali wam ngenxa yothando lwam.
Ndifuna ukukhupha umoya ukuze ndibuyisele amandla, ukuncwina kunye nolawulo lothando ukulawula Intliziyo yobuThixo.
ukuzisa uBukumkani beNtando yobuThixo emhlabeni.
Ndifuna ukukhupha isibhakabhaka sothando oluluqulathileyo ukuze ndibuyisele kuMdali wam uthando olungenasiphelo, olungatsho ngokwaneleyo,
kwaye ndiyizise kuye ngenxa yothando lwam kuye yonke indawo nakuyo yonke into. "
Kodwa ngubani onokubuthetha bonke ubutyhakala endibuthethileyo ngazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo. Bendiyenza. Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum :
Ntombi yeWill yam, ndiyithanda kangakanani
umphefumlo ongena kwiNtando yam ukufumana yonke imisebenzi yam!
Yaye ephaphazela esuka kwenye into edaliweyo aye kwenye, ubala ngokobuncinane bakhe
uthando, ububele, amandla, ubuhle kunye nezinye izinto endikwazile ukuzifaka kuyo yonke into edaliweyo.
Ngoba nabani na ukuWill yam, okwam kweyakhe.
Uwola yonke into aze ambuyisele kuM nakumjikelezileyo ngokutshintshiselana ngothando lwakhe.
Ndiziva ndibuyela Kum
-Uthando esilubeka kwiNdalo,
- amandla, ukulunga kunye nobuhle esipeyinte ngabo yonke indalo.
Kwaye ngokugqithisela kwethu uthando sithi:
"Intombi yoMthandazo wethu isibuyisela imisebenzi yethu, uthando lwethu, ukulunga kwethu kunye nabo bonke abanye, ngelixa ibuyisela kuthi, ibashiya endaweni yabo.
Kwaye siziva uvuyo kunye nolonwabo
ngokungathi siyenza kwakhona yonke iNdalo. "
Ngoku kufuneka wazi ukuba ekudaleni indalo iphela, iintlobo ngeentlobo zezinto ezininzi ezahlukeneyo, senze isenzo esithile esaneleyo kuyo yonke into,
ukuze kungabikho bani unokuwugqitha umda owawudalwe ngawo.
Nangona kunjalo, nokuba ibiyinto ezimiseleyo
-ukuba izinto ezidalileyo azinakugqithwa, yayisisenzo esipheleleyo.
Kangangokuba izidalwa azinakuthabatha konke okulungileyo okuqulethwe yiyo yonke into edaliweyo yaye azinabuchule bokwenjenjalo.
Ngubani ke onokuthi ngokwenene:
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"Ndingakufumana konke ukukhanya kwelanga"? okanye:
"Isibhakabhaka esiphezu kwentloko yam asanelanga"? okanye:
"Amanzi onke anokuphelisa unxano lwam"? okanye:
Umhlaba ophantsi kweenyawo zam awukwanele kum? nezinye izinto ezininzi.
Kwaye oku kungenxa yokuba xa ubuThixo bethu benza isenzo kwaye benze izinto:
- Lukhulu kakhulu uthando lwethu,
-kakhulu ngokugqithisileyo ubunewunewu, umboniso kunye nobukhazikhazi bento esinayo!
Akukho namnye wemisebenzi yethu onokuchazwa njengehlwempuzekileyo. Wonke umntu ngumcimbi omkhulu,
- abanye banika ukukhanya okunethezeka,
- abanye ngenxa yobuhle bobuhle babo,
- abanye nangoku ngenxa yeentlobo ngeentlobo zemibala yabo.
Babonakala bethetha ngolwimi lwabo olusisimumu:
“UMdali wethu usisityebi kakhulu, mhle, unamandla, unobulumko.
Sisonke, ke ngoko, njengemisebenzi emfaneleyo, sibonakalisa obu bumnandi kumsebenzi esiwunikwe nguThixo. "
Ngoku ke ntombi yam kwakungenjalo ekudaleni indoda
Asibekanga senzo siqinisekileyo kuye, kodwa isenzo esihlala sikhula.
Uthando lwethu aluthethi emntwini ukuba kwanele.
Bekuya kuba ngathi ngumqobo kuThando lwethu, kuqhawuke intshinga yethu.
Hayi, hayi, “ukwanele” kwethu akuzange kubizwe ekudalweni komntu. Akuzange kuphele, kodwa isenzo esikhula rhoqo.
Ke ukuze ukubonakalisa kwethu uthando kungabi nasiphelo, kodwa kube nako ukubonakalisa ubunewunewu, ubabalo, ubungcwele, ubuhle, ukulunga, nayo yonke enye into ngokokuthanda kwayo.
Sihlomele isenzo sethu sokukhula kwintando yakhe yenkululeko
ukuze kungabikho mqobo kubunewunewu ebeya kuba nako.
Kwaye ukuze isenzo sethu sikhule emntwini
-inokuba nazo zonke iinkxaso ezinokwenzeka nezicingekayo,
Sikwayibeke kuye intando yethu yobuThixo
- ukumvumela ukuba agcine ngeendleko zeNtando yethu bonke ubunewunewu obunqwenelekayo kunye nobuninzi bempahla yoMdali wakhe.
Uthando lwethu aluzange lufune ukuthi:
"Yanele indoda, umntwana wethu - ungahamba lo mgama." Hayi, hayi, ngewayefana noyise exelela abantwana bakhe:
"Kude kube ngumhla othile, ungahlala etafileni yam, kwaye iya kudlula."
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Uthando aluyi kuba luthando lukayise, kodwa lolomfundisi. Ukuba umntwana ufuna ukuyeka ukutya kuyise, mhlawumbi, kodwa uYise uthi kuye:
"Uya kuhlala ekuzileni", ayisoze.
Kunjalo ke ukulunga kwethu: soze sithethe ngokwaneleyo kwisidalwa.
Isenzo sethu sokukhula siyakuhlala sisebenzela ukutya kwayo ukuze kukhule kwaye kugcinwe.
M kodwa ukuba isidalwa esingenambulelo siyala ukusebenzisa isenzo sethu sokukhula,
-esi sipho sikhulu asiphiwe nguMdali wakhe, siya kuba lusizi ukusibona
unyana wethu othandekayo ozila ukutya, ebuhlwempu,
isenzo sethu sithintelwe kwaye asiphili.
Kwaye isidalwa siya kutshintsha inzondelelo yethu ukusuka eluthandweni ukuya lusizi.
Ke ukuba ufuna isenzo sethu esikhulayo sibe nobomi kuwe,
- ungaze uphume kwintando yethu yobuThixo
ngubani oza kujonga ngomona ukwenza ukuba ukhule rhoqo, rhoqo.
Ingqondo yam ehluphekileyo ibonakala ingazi nto ngaphandle kokucinga ngentando kaThixo.
Ifumana ubomi bayo kuyo yonke into endiyibonayo, le ingaphakathi.
Ngaphandle ufumana iFiat yobuthixo kuphela ayithanda kakhulu kwaye ufuna ukuthandwa. Ndiziva ndifuna ukuyifumana kuzo zonke izinto
-yiphefumlele ngaphakathi, yiva ukubetha kwayo kokukhanya,
njengegazi elijikeleza emphefumlweni kwaye libe bubomi bokuqala bobuhlwempu bam.
Kwaye apho ndingazi ukuba ndingayifumana njani kuzo zonke izinto, ndiyayikhumbula.
-ukubetha rhoqo entliziyweni,
-umoya omtsha ovumela ubomi beNtando yobuThixo emphefumlweni wam.
Kwaye ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba andifundise ukumfumana kuzo zonke izinto ukuze ndingaphoswa bubomi bakhe obungunaphakade kum.
Ukulunga kwam okukhulu, uYesu, undixelela ngokulunga kwakhe:
Intombazana yakho
owenza intando yam kwaye uphila incwadi ye-Fiat yobungcwele kwiimo zakhe emphefumlweni wakhe.
Kodwa le ncwadi
kufuneka igqibelele kwaye ingabi nanto, okanye inamaphepha azaliswe ngokuyinxenye.
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Ukuba ayiphelelanga, iya kugqiba ngokukhawuleza ukuyifunda.
Engenayo enye into anokuyifunda kule ncwadi, uya kuba nomdla kwezinye iincwadi.
Ubomi beNtando yobuThixo buya kuphazanyiswa kwaye ngokungathi buphulwe kwisidalwa.
Ukuba, kwelinye icala, incwadi igqityiwe,
- Uya kuhlala unento yokufunda kwaye
- ukuba kubonakala kugqityiwe, ndongeza amaphepha amaninzi ngakumbi ukuze angaphoswa
ubomi, abantu abatsha e
-isondlo esibalulekileyo seNtando yam yobuThixo.
Kufuneka kubekho amaphepha amaninzi kule ncwadi:
-Amaphepha kubukrelekrele, intando kunye nenkumbulo,
-iphepha elimalunga nomnqweno, uthando, ukubetha kwentliziyo, igama ekufuneka uyazi ukuphinda oko bekufundiwe.
Kungenjalo iya kuba yincwadi engayi kwenza namnye umntu.
Kuba kwabo benza incwadi, injongo yokuqala kukusasaza.
Ingaphakathi lencwadi ke ngoko kufuneka libe namaphepha abhalwe kwintando yam yobuThixo.
Incwadi kufuneka igcwele kangangokuba ayifumani nto yimbi ngaphandle kweWill yam kunye nawe wedwa.
Kwaye xa umphefumlo uzalise ngaphakathi kwincwadi yayo,
uya kuyazi kakuhle incwadi yangaphandle yentando kaThixo.
Yonke iNdalo ayikho enye ngaphandle kwencwadi yeNtando yam yobuThixo.
Konke okudaliweyo liphepha elenza incwadi enkulu kakhulu enemiqulu emininzi.
Emva kokwenza incwadi yakhe yangaphakathi kwaye wayifunda kakuhle,
umphefumlo uya kuyazi indlela yokufunda incwadi yangaphandle yeNdalo kakuhle.
Kwaye kuzo zonke izinto uya kufumana intando yam yobuThixo ukuba ayinike
- ubomi bakhe,
- Izifundo zakhe eziphakamileyo nezibalaseleyo e
- ukutya kwayo okuthambileyo kunye nokungcwele.
Kuba umphefumlo oya kube uyile le ncwadi ye-Fiat kaThixo kuye kwaye uya kuyifunda kakuhle kakhulu, uya kuba njengalowo unencwadi,
- wayifunda waphinda wayifunda,
-ufunde iindawo ezinzima kakhulu,
-uzisombulule zonke iingxaki,
- ucacise iingongoma ezifihlakeleyo,
ngaloo ndlela wachitha ubomi bakhe kule ncwadi:
Ukuba umntu ovela ngaphandle umphathela enye incwadi efanayo, ngokuqinisekileyo uya kuyazi kwaye aqonde eyakhe kule ncwadi. Ngokukodwa kwintando yam yobuThixo
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usibiyele isidalwa kwisangqa sakhe esingcwele e
wabeka incwadi yeFiat yakhe ebunzulu bomphefumlo wakhe
Kwaye kwindalo yam iFiat yaphinda le ncwadi yobuthixo
ukuze omnye athethe nomnye kwaye bayavana ngokumangalisayo.
Ngoko uyabona ukuba kuyimfuneko
-ukuqonda ezinzulwini zomphefumlo wakhe incwadi yeFiat kaThixo,
-yifunde kakuhle ukuze ubenze buBomi obunguNaphakade.
Umphefumlo uya kuba nakho ukufunda ngokulula amaphepha amahle encwadi enkulu yeWill yam.
kuyo yonke iNdalo.
Emva koko ndiye ndaqhubeka nemisebenzi yam kwintando kaThixo kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wongeza:
Ntombi yam, iNtando yam yobuThixo igcina isenzo sayo esiqhubekayo esingayeki ukuthulula kuzo zonke izidalwa ukuze bazinxibe ngesenzo esiqhubekayo.
- ukukhanya,
-ubungcwele,
-ubuhle,
-inkxaso,
- amandla e
-yolonwabo.
Uthando lwakhe lukukuba isenzo esinye asilindeli ukuba esinye sigalele kwizantyalantyala zemvula eninzi kunemvula kuzo zonke izidalwa.
Esi senzo siqhubekayo sibonwa kwaye samkelwe ngabo bonke abemi bomhlaba wesibhakabhaka ngendlela yokuba benze izinto ezintsha ezothusayo.
- ulonwabo olungenakuchazwa e
- ulonwabo olungenasiphelo.
Kunokuthiwa ubumba ubomi nemo yentsikelelo yabo bonke abasikelelweyo.
Ngoku, kuba intando yam yobuThixo ngokwemvelo inaso esi senzo siqhubekayo, ayinako kwaye ayizukutshintsha ulawulo lwayo.
Ngoxa esenza esi senzo siqhubekayo ezulwini, ukwasinika sona.
-kuyo yonke iNdalo e
- kuyo yonke indalo.
Ngamnye ufumana ubomi kwisenzo sakhe esiqhubekayo. Ukuba ibinokumiswa, ubomi bomntu wonke bebuya kuma.
Kakhulu kunokubakho utshintsho kwimiphumo.
Kuba intando yam yobuThixo isebenza ngokwemikhwa yazo zonke izidalwa. Ngoko ke, esi senzo siqhubekayo sivelisa
amashumi alithoba anesibini
-kwenye isiphumo e
- enye impembelelo kwabanye.
Kukho nabanye abathi ngelishwa, nangona besoloko bephantsi kwemvula yesi senzo siqhubekayo sokukhanya, ubungcwele, ubuhle, njl.
- abakho nokuba manzi
- ayikhanyi, okanye ingcwele, okanye intle,
-kwaye abaguqulela esi senzo sokulunga siqhubeke sibe bubumnyama, sibe kwiminqweno kwaye mhlawumbi bade babe sisono.
Kodwa intando yam ayipheli, nangona kunjalo,
ukuba anise phezu kwakhe wonk' ubani isenzo sakhe samaxesha onke sento yobuthixo.
Kuba ikwimeko yelanga nayo
-ukuba abantu abafuni ukufumana ukukhanya kwayo,
- okanye imithi, izityalo kunye neentyatyambo ekwazi ukunxibelelana nazo
-iziphumo ezininzi kwaye ezithandekayo ukuba isenzo sakhe sokukhanya okuqhubekayo siqulethe,
-oko kukuthi, ubumnandi, incasa, umnyama oqaqambileyo nayo yonke imibala yawo ubuya kuqhubeka nesenzo sawo sokukhanya.
Ukuba ilanga linikwe ingqiqo, libona zonke izibonelelo ezinalo, kwivili likaFerris lokukhanya kwalo kwaye linika ngokwenene, alifunyanwanga, liya kulila iinyembezi zokukhanya okuvuthayo ngentlungu.
Intando yam yobuThixo ingaphezulu kunelanga:
Iqulethe ekukhanyeni kwayo okungapheliyo zonke izinto eziphilayo kunye nazo zonke izinto.
Ubume bayo kukuhlala ufuna ukupha. Kwaye usoloko epha.
Ukuba wonke umntu ebefuna ukukuthabatha konke, bebeya kuba ngabangcwele bonke. Ihlabathi liya kujika libe lulonwabo.
Kodwa ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwakhe okukhulu, iimpahla zakhe azifunyanwa. Bade bagatywa kokwako ukukhanya.
Kodwa ayiyeki kunye nothando oluthambileyo nolungenakuthelekiswa nanto,
uyaqhubeka nesenzo sakhe esiqhubekayo sokunikela oko kuKhanya kwakhe kunako.
Ndalandela izenzo zam kwi-Divine Will kwaye ndacinga: "Sinokwazi njani ukuba i-Divine Fiat ilawula kwisidalwa? Kwaye ngaba umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo unelungelo lobukumkani bakhe okanye akunjalo? Kodwa ndandicinga oku xa uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:
Intshukumo luphawu lobomi
Apho kungekho ntshukumo, akunakubakho bomi.
Ke ngoko , ukuze ndazi ukuba isidalwa sinayo intando yam, kuyafuneka ukuba azive esondelelene nomphefumlo wakhe.
ukuba iWill yam iyodwa yintshukumo yokuqala yako konke okwenzekayo kuyo
Ngokuba ukuba uyalawula,
Intando yam iya kwenza intshukumo yayo yokuqala yobuThixo ivakale
apho zonke izenzo zangaphakathi nezangaphandle ziya kusekelwa.
Intando yam ke ngoko iya kuba
- intshukumo yokuqala,
- igama eliyimfihlo,
-umphathi,
-ikumkani,
ukuze sonke isenzo silindele le ntshukumo yokuqala phambi kokuba senze kwaye senze.
Ngoko xa isidalwa siziva kwizenzo zakhe intshukumo yokuqala yam
Ukufuna luphawu lokuba intando yam ilawula emphefumlweni wakhe .
Kwelinye icala, ukuba isidalwa siva kwintshukumo yaso yokuqala
- injongo yomntu, - ukuzonwabisa kwakho,
-ulwaneliseko lwendalo, -umdla wokonwaba nezidalwa, hayi nje intando yam ayiyi kulawula, kodwa
Uya kuba ngumkhonzi, ekhonza isidalwa ngezenzo zakhe.
Kuba akukho senzo sinokwenziwa sisidalwa
ukuba iNtando yam yobuThixo ithatha inxaxheba kuyo ekungalawuleni okanye ukukhonza.
Ngoku kufuneka uyazi, ntombi yam,
eyincwadana yokundwendwela yokungena eBukumkanini bam
-ukuzimisela ngokuzimisela ukuba ungaze wenze intando yomntu,
nokuba kuyintoni na umbingelelo, nokuba lixabiso lobomi bakhe.
Esi senzo siqinisekileyo kodwa siyinyani sifana notyikityo olubekwe kwincwadana yokundwendwela ukuya ebukumkanini beNtando yam yobuThixo.
Ukuba isidalwa senza umqondiso wokuwuthumela, uThixo wenza umqondiso wokuwamkela.
Olu tyikityo lokugqibela luya kuxabiseka kangangokuba lonke iZulu liya kuza ukuze lamkele isidalwa kuBukumkani beNtando yobuThixo.
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Wonke umntu uya kubeka amehlo akhe kulowo uphila emhlabeni ebukumkanini bentando kaThixo anabo emazulwini.
Kodwa incwadana yokundwendwela ayonelanga.
Kukwayimfuneko ukufunda
-ulwimi,
-ukuziphatha kunye
-Izithethe
kobu bukumkani bungcwele.
Ezi zi
- ulwazi,
- amalungelo,
-ubuhle kunye
- ixabiso
equlethwe kwiWill yam.
Kungenjalo isidalwa siya kuba njengomphambukeli ongenakukwazi ukuthabatha uthando okanye ukuthandwa.
Ukuba akazincama ngokufunda akwazi ukuthetha ngalento
ulwimi _
ukuba akahambisani namasiko abo bahlala kobu bukumkani bungcwele, uya kuhlala yedwa.
Kuba ukuba abayiqondi, baya kuyiphepha. Yaye ukuba yedwa akuvuyisi nabani na.
Emva koko isidalwa kufuneka sisuke ekufundeni siye kuqhelisela loo nto sinayo
wafunda .
Emva kwexesha lokuziqhelanisa, ekugqibeleni ubhengezwa njengommi woBukumkani beNtando yam yobuThixo.
Uya kwandula ke angcamle lonke ulonwabo olufumaneka kobo Bukumkani bungcwele. Baya kuba yimpahla yakhe.
Uya kube elifumene ilungelo lokuphila eBukumkanini nakwilizwe lakhe. Emva koko uYesu wongeza wathi :
Ntombi yam, lowo uhlala kwiWill yam uzenza umdali woXolo phakathi koThixo nesidalwa.
Izenzo zakhe, amazwi, imithandazo kunye nemibingelelo emincinci
-Zonke zingamakhonkco oxolo phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba, Zizixhobo zoXolo nothando
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isidalwa esilwa ngayo noMdali waso ukuba senjenjalo
-ukumkhulula,
- ukwenza ukuba ibe propious e
-ukuguqula amanxeba abe yinceba.
Umntu uya kuyila imfazwe awayilwa nalowo wayidalayo;
- ukuza kwaphula isivumelwano, ucwangco kunye noxolo.
Ngoko intando yam,
-ngamandla obukho bakhe bonke obulawula esidalweni, uyayiguqula into eyenziwa sisidalwa
-kwimixokelelwane, ucwangco, uxolo nothando.
Kangangokuba kunyuka ilifu elincinane elimhlophe kwisidalwa
- eyolula ize inyuke iye kwitrone yobuthixo;
ukugqabhuka ngamazwi amaninzi njengezenzo ezenziwa sisidalwa
- uthi:
"Thixo omkhulu, ndikuzisela uxolo emhlabeni kwaye
Undinika uxolo lwakho, ukuze ndilubuyise lube ngumxokelelwane woxolo phakathi kwakho nesizukulwana soluntu. "
Eli lifu linyuka lihle, lihle linyuke, lidlale indima yoxolo phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba.
Ndaziva ndicwile kwiFiat.
Umoya wayo umnandi kakhulu, uhlaziya kangangokuba ndiziva ndizalwa ngokutsha ngalo lonke ixesha kubomi obutsha.
Kodwa siphefumla ntoni kulo moya weNtando kaThixo?
Siphefumla umoya
-yokukhanya, -yothando, -yobumnandi,
- amandla omphefumlo, - ulwazi lukaThixo, njl.
Ngaloo ndlela isidalwa siziva sibuyiselwe kubomi obutsha.
Lo moya uluncedo nopholileyo awuphefumlayo wenza ubomi bobuthixo bukhule kwisidalwa. Lo mculo unamandla.
Oko akuphefumlayo ngomphefumlo ngamnye kwanele ukumnika uBomi. Kufuneka akhuphe intsalela. Kodwa yintoni le nto iphuphumayo iphelelwa lixesha?
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Yile nto ayifumanayo emva kokuyizalisa, oko kukuthi, uThando, ukuKhanya kunye noBulunga abuphefumlayo kwaye afuna ukubuyisela.
Umoya wam ohluphekayo wawulahlekile kulo moya wezulu. Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum: Ntombi yam,
zonke izenzo ezilungileyo ezenziwe sisidalwa kwintando yam yobuThixo ziyenyuka
kuThixo.
Kuba ubambe Amandla angcwele okutsalela emhlabeni wasezulwini oko umntu akwenzayo ngentando yakhe.
Nguye owathi ngamandla akhe obuThixo awise ngemvula eyinzuzo kwisidalwa.
Ngaloo ndlela xa isidalwa sithanda, sisikelela, sinqula, sibulela okanye sidumisa. UThixo uphendula ngemvula yothando, intsikelelo kunye nombulelo. Kuba wayeziva ethandwa yaye ebulela sesi sidalwa.
Kwaye kwaqhuma imvula yendumiso phambi kwayo yonke intendelezo yasezulwini.
Owu, ukulunga kwethu kobuthixo kulinde kangakanani ukunqulwa, okumnandi "Ndiyakuthanda" kwesi sidalwa ukuze sikwazi ukunika inkululeko yothando lwethu kwaye sithi:
"Ntombazana ndiyakuthanda." Akukho senzo sinokuthi isidalwa sisenzele ukuba ukuthantamisa kwethu kooyise kungenzi ukuba sande.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka nemisebenzi yam kwiFiat engcwele. UYesu wam oyintanda wongezelela wathi:
Intombazana yakho
Intando yam yobuThixo ithwele isidalwa ezingalweni zakhe.
Uthando lwakhe lolokuba ubambe yonke iNdalo imngqongile ngesenzo asoloko esidala ukuba yenze njalo
- ukumkholisa,
-ukumenza onwabe e
- Ukumxelela ukuba:
“Amandla am okudala agcina wonke umatshini wendalo iphela. Ukuba ebenokurhoxa, ilanga beliya kunyamalala.
Kwangelo xesha linye isibhakabhaka nayo yonke into ekuso yayingayi kuba yinto engento. Kuba ivele yavela
Kwaye ekudaleni, Amandla am okudala ayayigcina rhoqo.
Ngokwenene kunokutshiwo:
“Ndakudalela wena ilanga;
ukuze ubomi bakho bukhanye, bukhanye
ngenxa yesibhakabhaka esiluhlaza,
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ukuze amehlo akho aphakame kwaye uyonwabele ukwandiswa kwawo. Ndikwenzela yonke into .
Ndigcina yonke into ngocwangco kuba ndiyakuthanda. "
Intando yam yobuThixo iba buBomi kwisenzo sazo zonke izinto. Iyazixhasa ize izigcine.
Uzibeka zijikeleze isidalwa ukuze sivakalelwe kuzo zonke ezi zinto.
ubomi bakhe obungagungqiyo,
Amandla akhe angaguqukiyo,
Uthando lwakhe olungenakoyiswa.
Kungatshiwo ukuba intando yam yobuThixo imamkela kuyo yonke indawo njengoloyiso loThando lwakhe.
Kwaye ayigcini nje ngokugcina ucwangco lwangaphandle kunye nazo zonke izinto kwisenzo sendalo. Igcina ngaphakathi, kunye namandla ayo okudala,
zonke zingaphakathi kolungelelwano lwesidalwa.
Ukuze intando yam isoloko ikwisenzo sokudala
-ukubetha kwentliziyo, umoya,
ukuhamba, ukuhamba kwegazi,
- ubukrelekrele, inkumbulo kunye namandla.
Ibaleka njengoBomi ekubetheni kwentliziyo, ekuphefumleni nakuzo zonke izinto.
Ixhasa kwaye igcine ngaphandle kokurhoxa emphefumlweni nasemzimbeni. Kwaye ngelixa iNtando yam ePhakamileyo iyinto yonke, yenza yonke into, inika yonke into, ayizazi kwaye iyazilibala.
Kunokuthiwa njengoko ndanditshilo kubapostile:
"Ndibe nawe ixesha elide, kwaye awundazi okwangoku!"
Bazazi izinto ezininzi ezingabumbiyo uBomi besidalwa. Kwintando yam akukho nto yaziwayo eyenza ubomi kunye nesenzo esiqhubekayo sobomi, ngaphandle kokuba isidalwa besingenakuphila.
Ke ngoko, ntombi yam , phulaphula kwaye uqaphele
-ngaphakathi kuwe nangaphandle kwakho,
- kuzo zonke izinto,
Intando yam engaphezulu kobomi bakho.
Uya kuva izinto ezithandekayo, isenzo sakhe esiqhubekayo
-okuthanda ngoThando olungadinwayo kunye
-nto leyo, ngenxa yolu Thando, ikunika uBomi.
Ndiphinde ndisezingalweni zeFiat yaphezulu.
Kum kubonakala ngathi ukukhanya kwawo okukhulu kundingqonge njengolwandle. Ukwenza izenzo zam zothando, ukudumisa kunye nokubulela,
Ndithatha kolu khanyiso uThando oluyiNtando yobuThixo.
Nangona kunjalo, ndithatha kuphela kangangoko kunokwenzeka. Kuba inkulu kakhulu
-ukuba isidalwa asinakuthabatha yonke into e
-ukuba andinawo amandla okanye indawo yokuqulatha olu thando lungenasiphelo lundizalise konke, ukuze, nangona ndisisidalwa, uthando lwam kulowo undidale luzele kwaye luphelele.
Kungoko ndikuthanda kwam
Ngenxa yokuba izenzo ezenziwe kwintando kaThixo kufuneka zibe nokuzala kangangokuba isidalwa kufuneka sikwazi ukuthi:
"Umphefumlo wam wonke uyaphela eluthandweni nasekukhonzeni. Akukho nto iseleyo kum."
UMdali umele akwazi ukuthi:
"Lonke uthando angandinika lona, wandinika lona. Akukho nto iseleyo kuye. "
Njengoko ndenzileyo imisebenzi yam encinci kolu lwandle.
- amaza amancinci aye abumba kubukrelekrele bam
- apho baye baguqulwa baba kukukhanya kolwazi lwentando kaThixo.
UYesu wam osoloko enobubele wathi kum :
Intombi yam, ehlala kwintando yam yobuThixo
lusoloko lunento yokwenza nokukhanya, alunabumnyama.
Ekubeni ukukhanya kuchumile, kuzala ulwazi olunalo emphefumlweni.
Ukulunga kokukhanya kuyamangalisa kwaye kungummangaliso
Ukuba uyijongile awuboni nto ngaphandle kokukhanya,
ngaphakathi uphethe inzaliseko yempahla,
kodwa ayithethi ngabo abo bajonga kuzo kuphela
kuphela kulowo uzivumelayo ukuba achukunyiswe, abunjwe, awolwe, amwole ngokwanga kwakhe ngokushushu.
-chukumisa, hlambulula,
- kissing, uvalela ukukhanya kwakhe emphefumlweni kwaye
-nge-fecundity engayazi indlela yokungenzi nto, isebenza rhoqo kwaye inxibelelana nomnyama omhle wemibala kunye nobuhle bobuthixo,
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- ufaka ngobuhle bakhe iinyaniso ezimangalisayo kunye neemfihlelo ezingenakuchazwa zoMdali wakhe.
Ukuhlala ekukhanyeni kwentando yam yobuThixo kwaye ndingakwazi ukubakho
- ukukhanya kwezinto zikaThixo, iimfihlo zethu,
- musa ukuziva ukulunga kokukhanya,
bekuya kuba ngathi uThixo ufuna ukwahlula ubomi besidalwa sakhe.
Eyona njongo yethu ibikukuba iWill yethu ikwayile yesidalwa kuba sifuna ukuphila ngokuzinzileyo nayo.
Yiyo loo nto bekuya kuba yinto engekho ngqiqweni
-hlala kwiWill yam e
bangabi naluvelwano lwezinto ezikolu khanyiso, obo ke bufanekisela ubomi bukaThixo nobendalo.
Emva koko wongeza:
Intombazana yakho
uyawabona ke ngoko eNdalweni onke amalungiselelo alo msitho ubalulekileyo, lowo ubuThixo wethu wayefuna ukuwenza kunye nesidalwa kwasekuqaleni kobukho baso.
Yintoni esingayilungiselelanga ukuba lo mthendeleko ube ngowona undilekileyo?
Iinkwenkwezi ezigcwele iinkwenkwezi, ilanga elibengezela ngokukhanya,
umoya omtsha, ulwandle,
iintyatyambo kunye neziqhamo ezahlukeneyo ezahlukeneyo incasa kunye incasa. Emva kokulungisa yonke into, sadala umntu
-ukuze akwazi ukuvuyisana nathi kunye naye.
Yayilungile loo mphathi weqela
-owayelungiselele yonke into ngothando oluninzi unokuyonwabela kunye naye,
ngakumbi nanjengoko undoqo wepati wasekwa yinkampani yeendwendwe esizifunayo kweli theko.
Ukuze lo mthendeleko ungaze uphazamiseke phakathi kwethu nomntu, samnika kwaeWiyo eyayilawula ubuThixo bethu.
ukuze ulawulo norhulumente phakathi koThixo nesidalwa ibe yinto enye.
Kodwa xa umntu erhoxile kwintando yethu,
- silahlekelwe ngurhulumente wethu kunye norhulumente wethu,
- kwaye omabini amacala ayekile ukubhiyozela.
Ngokulandelayo
Xa usenza imisebenzi yakho kwiWill yethu e
Xa ukhumbula yonke into esiyenzayo kwiNdalo ukulungiselela isidlo sethu kunye nesidalwa,
- sivakalelwa kukuba i-Fiat yethu kukutya kwakho kunye nomthetho wakho.
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Ihlaziya amaqhina ethu, isityhalela ekubeni senze isidlo esitsha kwaye isenze siphinde eso seNdalo.
Kwaye mna: "Yesu wam oyintanda, nokuba ungakanani umnqweno wam wokuphila kwintando yakho, kwaye ndingathanda ukufa kunokwenza intando yakho engcwele,
nangona kunjalo, ndiziva ndimbi kwaye ndimdaka. Ndingayiphinda njani le holide kuwe? "
UYesu wathi:
Luninzi uthando lwethu kuye ogqibe kwelokuba aphile kwintando yethu kwaye ngonaphakade, ukuba intando yethu ngokwayo ibe yibrashi yokukhanya.
Ngokuchukumisa ukukhanya kunye nobushushu, ihlambulula isidalwa kuwo onke amabala ayo ukuze ingabi nazintloni ukuba ibe kubukho bayo obuthandekayo.
Ivumela ukuba abhiyozele kunye nathi ngokuthembana nothando.
Ke ngoko zivumele upeyintwe yiNtando yam yobuThixo, nangeendleko zako nakuphi na ukubandezeleka.
Intando yam iya kucinga ngayo yonke into.
Ukulahlwa kwam kuyaqhubeka kwintando kaThixo.
Ndakuqonda ukulunga okukhulu okuviwa ngumphefumlo wam omncinci ngokuphila phantsi kwegunya lale Will ingcwele.
Umona nothando lwakhe lunjalo kangangokuba ujonga izinto ezincinci kwaye ubonakala ngathi:
"Akukho mntu uyichukumisayo ngaphandle kwam, kwaye yeha kwabo banesibindi. "
Ndacinga ngoko:
"Undithanda kakhulu.
Ngaba ndakhe ndafumana ilishwa lokuchasa iWill enobubele nethandeka ngolo hlobo?
Ndinamathandabuzo anzulu
-ingakumbi kweli xesha lokugqibela lobukho bam e
-ngento eyenzekayo,
ukuba kukho ikhefu phakathi kwentando yam kunye nentando kaThixo. "
Ingqondo yam ehluphekileyo yatshatyalaliswa yile ntandabuzo ilusizi.
Ke uYesu wam othandekayo, engakwazi ukundibona ndibandezelekile, ngokulunga kwakhe, wandixelela:
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Intombi yam endiyithandayo,
Lahla onke amathandabuzo kunye namaxhala engqondweni yakho.
Kuba bakwenza buthathaka kwaye bakuqhawule ukubaleka kwakho ukuya kule Will ikuthanda kakhulu.
Kuyinyani ukuba kuye kwakho ukubonakaliswa, uloyiko, ukunqongophala kokulahlwa ngokupheleleyo, kangangokuba ubuve ubunzima bomyolelo wakho njengoko
ukuba ebefuna ukuhamba ahambe ngendlela yakhe.
Kwaye uye waba yintombazana encinci eyoyika yonke into, ngoko ikhala rhoqo.
Emva koko ndikubambe ndikuqinise ezingalweni zam
hlala ujonge intando yakho ukuyigcina ikhuselekile.
Ke ngoko akukhange kubekho ziqhekeko zokwenyani phakathi kwentando yam yobuThixo kunye neyakho, ntombi yam.
Ukuba - sikhumbula izulu, ntombam - le nto yayinokwenzeka, ngewuve ubunzima obufana nobuka-Adam.
Mangaphi amalungiselelo angaphambi kobukho bayo! Uthando lwethu alusishiyanga sodwa.
Sasiziqeqesha
-isibhakabhaka kunye nelanga,
-igadi entle kwaye
- ezinye izinto ezininzi,
-zonke ezi zenzo zokulungiselela.
Siye sanikela ngesisa kwimisebenzi yethu ngenxa yothando lwalo mntu. Kwaye ekudaleni, uthando lwethu
- sabuthulula ubomi bethu obungcwele kuye,
- wenza ubomi bale ndoda busisigxina.
Ukuze wabuva uBomi obunguNaphakade ngaphakathi kuye
njengokuba edalwe ngokuphuma kuye imisebenzi yethu ngokumthanda.
Uthando lwethu lwalukhulu kangangokuba lwaba ngumtyhili woBuThixo bethu emntwini. Kungenxa yokuba uye wamisela ubomi bethu obungenasiphelo kuye.
Kwaye yayibonakala ngaphandle.
Ngaloo ndlela yonke into edaliweyo yayisisityhilelo soThando lwethu olwalwenzela Yena.
Ingakumbi ukusukela kwiNdalo
-Zonke izinto ezidaliweyo zanikwa umntu;
-kunye nobomi bethu,
isigxina kwaye hayi ngamaxesha athile.
Uthando oluthi ewe namhlanje kwaye hayi ngomso luthando olwaphukileyo. Uhlobo lothando lwethu alufanelekanga kuthando oluphazanyiswayo.
Uthando lwethu lungunaphakade kwaye aluthethi ngokwaneleyo.
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Yiyo loo nto uAdam,
-ukuzahlula kwintando yethu yobuThixo,
wayichitha yonke iNdalo ngoBomi bethu obabukuYe.
Kulityala elibi kakhulu ukurhoxa kwintando yethu yobuThixo. Ngoko sibeka bucala onke amalungiselelo ethu,
oku kulungileyo okukhulu esikwenzileyo.
Sirhoxile emntwini.
Kukuthi yonke indalo yakhubeka Kuthi.
Kangangokuba xa uAdam esenza ikhefu ngentando yethu, wakhubeka
- isibhakabhaka, iinkwenkwezi, ilanga,
-umoya awayewuphefumla,
ulwandle, nomhlaba awahamba kuwo.
Wonke umntu waziva ekhubekile.
Ngokuba intando yam yobuThixo injalo
- izinga lokubetha kwentliziyo e
-ukujikeleza kwegazi
yazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
Wonke umntu waziva elusizi ngenxa yokwaphulwa kwentando yabantu.
Babevakalelwa kukuba iPulse ubomi bayo kunye nokulondolozwa kwayo yayichukumisekile.
Ke ukuba bekukhe kwakho ikhefu phakathi kwentando yakho kunye nentando yam, ngendiyibeke ecaleni
-onke amalungiselelo am amaninzi enziwe emphefumlweni wakho kwaye
- iinceba zam ezininzi zinikwe.
Kwaye ngendirhoxile ngokukubeka ecaleni.
Ukuba uyaqhubeka ukuva uBukho Bam, olu luphawu
- Intando yam ihlale iqinile kuwe, kwaye
-Yanga iya kuhlala kwindawo yayo.
Ukuba bendisazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukungayenzi intando yam!
Isidalwa sinesibindi
-thintela kwaye ubulale le ntshukumo engapheliyo, e
- inika ukufa kwimisebenzi engcwele emiselwe yintando yam yobuThixo ukuba iyifezekise esidalweni.
Intando yam ifuna ukunika uBomi obungcwele.
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Ukuba ufuna ukunika kwaye
ukuba umntu akayamkelanga, ayichase;
isidalwa ke senza imela yokubulala nokufuthanisela obu Bomi bobuthixo emphefumlweni wakhe.
Kuye kubonakala ukuba ukungenzi iWill yam akuyonto. Ngelixa oku kuthetha
- bonke ububi besidalwa e
- esona sono sikhulu koNgamileyo wethu.
Ngoko ke ,
qaphela kwaye ukulahlwa kwakho makuqhubeke kwiWill yam.
Ndiselapho, embindini weFiat kaThixo,
nangona ndikwiphupha elibi lokuvinjwa uYesu wam othandekayo. hayi indlela ekubuhlungu ngayo ukuva uYesu ebaleka, Yena
-ondithandayo nondithandayo e
-obubumba ubomi bam bamandla, uthando kunye nokukhanya, bubaleka ubomi bam.
Owu! Thixo wam, yintoni ebuhlungu ukuva ubomi, kodwa ayibubo ubomi benene. Enjani yona intuthumbo, enjani yona intuthumbo!
Kwaye ngelixa ndivakalelwa kukuba ndiphindaphinda: "Akukho ntlungu efana neyam. Izulu nomhlaba likhala kunye nam.
Wonke umntu uyandicenga ngokubuya kwalo Yesu undithandayo endimthandayo! "
Ndaye ndanikezela ngakumbi kule Fiat yobuthixo
ukuba kungabikho bani unokundithabatha, kwanoYesu ngokwakhe.
Uyazifihla ngamanye amaxesha asuke kum, kodwa intando yakhe yobuThixo ayisoze indishiye. Usoloko enam.
Ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo izulazula yonke into eyenziwe nguFiat kaThixo kwaye isayenzela uthando lwethu.
Ndandicinga ngolu Luthando lukhulu lubonakaliswa kwindalo yethu.
Emva koko uYesu wam oyintanda waphuma apho wayezifihle khona waza wathi kum:
"Intombazana yakho,
ukudalwa komntu kwakusisazulu
-apho ubuThixo bethu babuphakathi kwisidalwa zonke iimpahla ezaziza kuvela.
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Sibeke kuyo uBomi obuNgcwele kunye nentando kaThixo, ubomi bomntu kunye nentando yomntu.
Ubomi bomntu babuza kuba yindawo yethu yokuhlala.
Imiyolelo emibini edityanisiweyo yayiza kwenza ubomi obufanayo obunemvisiswano egqibeleleyo. Intando yomntu iya kuthatha intando yethu ukuba yenze imisebenzi yayo,
kwaye intando yethu iya kuba kwisenzo esiqhubekayo sesipho sobuqu ukuze intando yomntu ibe nako
ihlala imodeli kwaye
zonke zisekelwe kwintando kaThixo .
Kodwa abukho ubomi,
-kokubantu kunye nokomoya kunye nobuthixo,
ongafuni kutya ukuze akhule, womelela, ahombise kwaye agcobe;
ngakumbi oko sibeke ubomi bethu bobuthixo emntwini.
Ekubeni singenako ukwamkela konke ukuzaliseka kobuThixo, sibeka kuye oko ebenokukuqulatha ebomini bethu,
- mnike inkululeko yokumenza akhule kangangoko anako nakufunayo.
Ubomi bethu emntwini budinga ukutya ukuze bukhule. Ngaloo ndlela kwakuyimfuneko ukubeka iNtando yobuThixo kuye.
Ngenxa yokuba uBomi bethu bobuthixo babungenakuze bulungelelaniswe nokutya kwentando yomntu.
Kungenxa yoko le nto zonke izenzo zesidalwa zifezwa
-ngegunya lentando kaThixo e
-ngaphakathi,
waphakwa ngokutya kwaye wakhulisa ubomi bethu bobuthixo kuyo
Ke, nje ukuba isidalwa senze izenzo zaso kwiFiat yethu, sithathile
- ngamanye amaxesha uthando lwethu kwaye usondla ngayo,
- ngamanye amaxesha amandla ethu engqondo,
- ngamanye amaxesha ubumnandi bethu obungapheliyo,
- ngamanye amaxesha uvuyo lwethu olungcwele ukusondla.
Luluphi ucwangco, yeyiphi imvisiswano phakathi komntu nathi kwiNdalo, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba simcele ukuba asondleke ngokwethu?
- kungekhona ngenxa yokuba sasiyidinga, kodwa ukuyigcina
- intshiseko yothando,
-imbalelwano,
- umanyano olungenakwahlulwa phakathi kwakhe nathi!
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Ngoxa wayesinyamekela, thina sasinyamekela
-ukumondla nokugcina indawo yethu yokuhlala ethandekayo,
-ukumenzela ezinye izipho ezimangalisayo ukuze
-ukumenza onwabe ngakumbi,
-Mthande ngakumbi kwaye
-ukusenza sikuthande ngakumbi.
Kodwa ngaba uyafuna ukwazi ukuba zeziphi ezona zipho zimangalisayo esizinika isidalwa? Kungokuyingqina
-ulwazi ngoBume bethu obuPhakamileyo,
-inyaniso esichaphazelayo,
-enye yeemfihlo zethu,
esi sesona sipho sihle simnika sona.
Ngasinye kwezi zipho senza iqhina elongezelelweyo phakathi kwesidalwa kunye nathi. Kwaye inyaniso nganye yipropati esiyibeke emphefumlweni wakhe.
Yiloo nto emphefumlweni apho iNtando yethu ilawula khona, sifumana
-ukutya kwethu kwaphezulu,
-ipropati yethu kangangoko oku kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa,
-indawo yethu yokuhlala.
Ngoko ke ngokwethu esizifumanayo
- endlwini yethu,
- kwindawo yethu,
- phakathi kweepropati zethu.
Ngaba uyakuqonda ukuba oku kuthetha ukuthini?
- mayilawule intando yethu, kwaye
-ukulunga okukhulu kokukwazisa ngeenyaniso zethu?
Inyaniso nganye yethu iphethe okulungileyo kwayo okwahlukileyo:
-Umntu uzisa ukukhanya kwakhe;
- omnye amandla akhe,
- abanye ukulunga kwabo, ubulumko, uthando, njl.;
nganye kuzo ibophelela isidalwa kuThixo ngendlela ekhethekileyo noThixo kwisidalwa.
Ngoko uyazi ukuba njani
- zihambelana nezipho ezininzi uYesu wakho akuphe zona,
- kwaye uhlala uhlala kwiNtando yethu.
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Ukuzinikela kwam kwintando kaThixo kuyaqhubeka.
Ndiva amandla alo athakathayo azifaka kum, kodwa ngaphandle kokundinyanzela.
Kaloku akazithandi izinto ezinyanzelwayo. Azikho kuye.
Ezi zizinto ezingezizo ezakhe.
Yiyo loo nto iqinisekisa ukuba zonke izenzo zam
- ukufumana ubomi beNtando yobuThixo e
- unokufana nezenzo zakhe.
Kum kubonakala ngathi sonke isenzo esenziwe kwintando yakhe ethandekayo luloyiso.
yanga ubuncinci bokuthanda kwam.
Ndaze ndacinga: "Hayi indlela embi ngayo indalo yomntu ngaphandle kwentando kaThixo". UYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:
Intombazana yakho
indalo yomntu ephila ngaphandle kweWill yam imbi.
Ngenxa yokuba wadalwa nguMntu oPhakamileyo ukuba aphile ngokumanyeneyo kunye ne-Divine Fiat, ukuze ukuphila ngaphandle kwakhe intshukumo kwindalo yomntu inokwenzeka:
kolu lungelelwano lwentshukumo, amandla, uthando, ukukhanya, ubungcwele, isizathu ngokwaso siyasuswa.
Zonke ezi zipho zimangalisayo zikho esidaleni, kuba uThixo uzibeke apho ngokwendawo engcwele. Kodwa abasekho endaweni yabo, bonke bekwisiphithiphithi.
Bengasekho kwindawo yabo, omnye udlala ngokuchasene nomnye:
-iminqweno ilwa nobungcwele,
- ubuthathaka ukulwa namandla,
-Uthando lomntu lulwa noThixo,
-isidalwa uMdali, njl.
Ubume bomntu ngaphandle kwentando kaThixo bujika bube bububi. Uyajika.
Kwisiphithiphithi salo, lilwa imfazwe noMdali walo.
Umphefumlo nomzimba zadalwa nguThixo ukuze zihlale kunye.
Ukuba umzimba wawufuna ukuba nobomi obahlukileyo kumphefumlo,
Ngaba belungayi kuba nenguqu elusizi ukusa kwinqanaba lokungaqondi ukuba luyintoni na?
Ekudalweni komntu, ubuThixo bethu benza uBulumko bethu obungenasiphelo buthathe inxaxheba,
-leyo yegcisa legcisa
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onayo yonke inzululwazi kunye nobugcisa bokudala, kwaye ngubani oyibonayo le nto kukwazi kwakhe konke
- ukuba le ndoda ibe yimbeko kwaye ifaneleke kuthi
-umsebenzi wezandla zethu zokudala,
- yozuko lwethu kunye
- naye kufuneka
-bunjwa ngumzimba nomphefumlo, e
-kuhlawuliswa ngentando yethu njengobomi bokuqala bomphefumlo nomzimba, ukuze
- yintoni umphefumlo ngomzimba,
- Intando yethu kwakufuneka ibe yeyethu sobabini.
Ke ngoko isidalwa sadalwa kwaye sasinomgaqo wayo: umzimba, umphefumlo, intando yomntu kunye nentando kaThixo, zonke zidibene , ekwakufuneka zibe noBomi obufanayo kwisivumelwano esikhulu.
IWiyo yethu ebinobuntloko bekufuneka yenziwe
- uyondla,
-i-conservative e
-umlawuli
kwesi sidalwa.
Igolide
- ukuba indalo yomntu ngaphandle kwentando yethu yobuThixo imbi,
- simanyene nentando yethu bubuhle obunqabileyo kwaye obunomtsalane.
Kwindalo yakhe sibeke intsholongwane nembewu yokukhanya.
Kungcono kunomama othambileyo, iFiat yethu yolula amaphiko ayo kule mbewu. Uyayiphulula, ayiphefumle, ayiwole, ayondle, ayenze ikhule kwaye inxibelelane nobushushu bayo nokukhanya kwazo zonke iintlobo-ntlobo zobuhle bobuthixo.
Ubume bomntu obufumana le nxaxheba buphantsi kwempembelelo kunye nempembelelo eqhubekayo yamandla, ubungcwele, uthando lobuthixo ngokupheleleyo. Ikhula ibe ntle, inobubele kwaye inkekelele emehlweni abantu bonke.
Ngaloo ndlela indalo yomntu, njengoko idalwe sithi, ayimbi, kodwa intle.
Asazi ukuba kwenziwa njani into embi.
Kodwa inokuba mbi
ukungahlali kwiindlela ekudalelwe kwaye zifunwa sithi.
Ngoko uyayibona indlela ekuyimfuneko ngayo ukuba izidalwa ziyenze
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- yenza intando yethu e
-hlala kwintando yethu
ukuze angene kwisenzo sokuqala sendalo yakhe.
Kuba ukuba oku kutshatyalalisiwe, isidalwa sihlala sigqwethekile kwaye asinabo ubomi benene. Zonke izinto zidalwe zodwa.
Eyona nto ilungileyo kukuzigcina njengoko wadalwa nguThixo.
Oku kunjalo ngesayensi:
ukuba umntu wayefuna ukufunda ukufunda ngaphandle kokufuna ukufunda izikhamiso kunye nomanyano lwabo kunye noonobumba;
-leyo ingumgaqo kunye nesiseko, into evela kuyo isayensi,
wayenako ukufunda ukulesa?
Usenokuba uyazithanda iincwadi, kodwa akafundi.
Emva koko ubona imigca eyimfuneko ekufuneka uyilandele
- malunga nendlela izinto ezakheka ngayo ekuqaleni kobukho bazo,
ukuba awufuni kupasa
-ukusuka kokulungileyo ukuya kokubi,
-ukusuka kokulungileyo ukuya kokubi;
- ukusuka ebomini ukuya ekufeni.
Yintoni enokuthenjwa sisidalwa?
- ongahlali emanyene nentando yethu
Yasekwa kubani na ingqalo yokudala?
Owu! ukuba wonke umntu unokuqonda,
-Babenokumamela kangakanani ukuzivumela ukuba balawulwe, bondliwe, bakhuliswe yintando yam,
okwakusekuqalekeni kobukho babo bekuya kubumba kubo
bonke ubuhle, okulungileyo, ubungcwele kunye nethamsanqa elikhulu lobomi apha emhlabeni,
kuze ke ubuqaqawuli obukhulu bobomi babo phaya phezulu!
Emva koko ndaqhubeka nemisebenzi yam kwintando kaThixo.Kwakubonakala kum ukuba ezi zenzo zazineempawu ezintle ngoko .
-ukumanyanisa izulu nomhlaba,
-ukutsala bonke abemi basezulwini ukuba bajonge isidalwa esizivumeleyo ukuba sityalwe yintando kaThixo, ukuze sikwazi ukwenza imisebenzi yakhe.
UYesu wam othandekayo wongeza wathi:
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Ntombi yam, akukho nto
- intle ngakumbi,
-ngcwele ,
- enobubele ngakumbi
onesidima kunye namandla amnandi ngakumbi kunomphefumlo olawulwa yintando yam yobuThixo.
Uluncumo lwaseZulwini emhlabeni .
Ngasinye sezenzo zakhe sisilingo kuMdali wakhe ova kwisidalwa amandla amnandi eNtando yakhe kunye
uyonwaba kamnandi, kwaye
Bonke abasikelelekileyo bavakalelwa kukuba emhlabeni kukho umphefumlo owonwabileyo Intando yezulu
ukuze amenze abe ngowakhe aze aphile kunye nabo.
Owu! Bavuya ngokuphindiweyo bebona ukuba le Fiat ibabethayo kwaye izizisela ukonwaba okuphezulu ikwalawula kwindawo yomhlaba, apho isebenza khona kwaye yoyise.
Sibona kule ndawo yomhlaba
-ilifu lesibhakabhaka,
-Intando kaThixo emsebenzini,
-uncumo lukaBawo wasezulwini olutsala umdla wesibhakabhaka sonke
ukuze amkhusele kwaye onwabele oloncumo olwakha iNtando yobuThixo kwesi sidalwa.
Ngenxa yokuba abangcwele abanakwahluka kuyo yonke imisebenzi yakhe yaye banenxaxheba kuyo ngokokufaneleka kwabo. Kuba izenzo ezenziwe kwiNtando yam yobuThixo zininzi kakhulu iintambo zothando ezihamba phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba kwaye zibathanda bonke ngaphandle kokukhetha.
Ekubeni isidalwa sibathanda bonke, wamkelekile kubo bonke.
Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, phulaphula
Bhabha, hlala ubaleka kwintando yam yobuThixo ukwenza uncumo lwezulu emhlabeni.
Kuhle ukubona uncumo lwesibhakabhaka.
Kodwa ekubeni ulonwabo kunye noncumo zizinto zalo, umhlaba unikelwe
-mhle ngakumbi,
- enomtsalane ngakumbi.
Kuba uncumo lwasezulwini olwenziwa yintando yam yobuThixo kwisidalwa asiyonto yakhe
Ukulahlwa kwam kwintando kaThixo kuqhubeka
Ndizama ukumanyana kangangoko ndinako ukwenza izenzo zam ezincinci nezo zeNtando yobuThixo
ngokokude babe banye nabakhe, kangangokuba baphantse ukuba bathi:
"Into oyenzayo, ndiyayenza. Ndiyazintywilisela ekukhanyeni kwakho ukuze ndikwazi ukolula nawe
kwaye ke ndiyakwazi ukwamkela kwaye ndithande zonke izidalwa ngentando yakho efanayo. Ndandikwenza oku xa uYesu wam oyintanda wathi kum :
Ntombi yam, isidima kunye namandla ezenzo ezenziwe kwintando yam yobuThixo zinjalo
ukuba babe ngabathunywa abangcwele abawushiya umhlaba besiya kwigunjana leZulu
Aba bathunywa baphuma kwintando yam yobuThixo, kodwa bathunyelwa sisidalwa esisebenzayo nesihlala kuyo. Ngaloo ndlela baphethe ilungelo lokungena kummandla wethu wasezulwini.
Bazisa iindaba ezimnandi zokuba umhlaba ufuna uBukumkani boKuthanda kwethu. Kuba ukugxothwa okuncinci okusebenzayo kwaye kuhlala kwintando yethu ayenzi enye into
-esebenzisa le Will elawula ezulwini
-ukumcela ukuba ehle aze kulawula emhlabeni njengoko elawula ezulwini.
Aba bathunywa bokukhanya, zingaphi iimfihlelo abangazifihliyo! Ukukhanya kwentando yethu yobuThixo
-usele ekuye ngokwakhe unobhala wazo zonke izinto zobuThixo nezomntu;
-kwaye uyayazi indlela yokugcina imfihlo yokwenyani.
Xa umntu ebona ukukhanya ngenkangeleko, uzifihla kolu khanyiso zonke iimfihlelo zazo zonke izinto. Akukho nto inokumbaleka.
Oku kukhanya kubambe imfihlelo enkulu yayo yonke imbali yeNdalo. Inika iimfihlo zayo kuphela kwabo bafuna ukuphila ekukhanyeni kwayo.
Kuba ukukhanya kuqulethe izidima
- ukwenza isidalwa siphile kwaye siqonde iimfihlo zikaThixo,
- kwaye, ukuba kuyimfuneko, ulungiselele ukuba anikele ngobomi bakhe
ukuze anike ubomi kwiimfihlelo zakhe zobuthixo nenjongo yeNdalo
ukuba kuphela ukuba intando yethu ilawule emhlabeni njengoko ilawula ezulwini.
Ke, ntombi yam, ukuba ufuna ukulumkela ukuhlala uhlala kwiNtando yam,
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-Uya kukuphathisa ngazo zonke iimfihlo zembali yeNdalo,
-Iya kubeka emphefumlweni wakho konke ukonwaba kwayo kunye neentlungu zayo ezinkulu. Njengonobhala wakhe, ngokukhanya kwakhe okuqaqambileyo, eziguqula abe yibrashi, uya kupeyinta ilanga, isibhakabhaka, iinkwenkwezi, ulwandle kunye neentyatyambo eziqaqambileyo kuwe.
Kaloku xa isitsho iWill yam ayoneli ngamazwi kuphela. Kaloku amazwi akanakwanela
-uthando lwakhe olungacimekiyo kunye
-kukukhanya kwayo okungapheliyo. Ufuna isenzo.
Ngoko ke, ngobuhle bakhe bokudala,
njengoko etyhila iimfihlo zakhe,
uthetha aze enze iNdalo entsha esidalweni; IWill yam ayonelisekanga kukuxela iimfihlo zayo.
Kodwa ufuna ukwenza imisebenzi equlethe iimfihlo zakhe.
Kungenxa yoko le nto siza kubona kwisidalwa esihlala kwiWill yam
-Izibhakabhaka ezitsha,
-iqaqambile kuphela kunendalo ngokwayo.
Kuba kufuneka uyazi ukuba ikwiWill yam
-unxano, umnqweno ovuthayo wokuhlala ufuna ukuba semsebenzini.
Jonga isidalwa esifuna ukumamela kwaye ufumane isidima sakhe sokudala ukuze ungabonakalisi imisebenzi yakhe ngokungeyomfuneko.
Ngokuqinisekileyo ukhangela le Will emphefumlweni. Xa emfumana, ubona imisebenzi yakhe eqinisekisiwe yile Fiat yobuthixo. Wenza konke okusemandleni akhe
Emva koko wenza eyona misebenzi mihle kunye neyona mimangaliso inkulu kuwe.
Owu! amandla kunye namandla onke eNtando yam!
Ukuba zonke izidalwa bezikwazi, ziya kukuthanda kwaye zikuvumele ukuba ulawule. Yaye umhlaba wawuza kutshintsha ube lizulu!
Ndenze imisebenzi yam ngentando kaThixo.
Bendithandazela ukuba bugubungele umphefumlo wam wonke.
ukuze konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yam, ukuphefumla, amazwi kunye nemithandazo iphume kum njengezenzo eziphindaphindiweyo zeNtando yobuThixo.
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Owu! ndingathanda ukuba sisenzo esiqhubekayo seNtando yobuThixo ukuze ndikwazi ukuthi:
Zonke izenzo zakho kunye nothando lwakho ndinamandla am.
Ke ndenza lento uyenzayo kwaye ndikuthanda hayi ngaphantsi kokuba undithanda! "
Kum kubonakala ngathi uthando lokwenyani alunakunqandwa
Ufuna ukwandisa ukusa kwinqanaba lokufuna uthando olungenasiphelo kumandla akhe.
Enganikwanga isidalwa ukuba sikwazi ukumamkela, ubhenela kwintando kaThixo ukuze ayifumane.
Ngokuzintywilisela kuye, isidalwa satsho ngolwaneliseko olukhulu:
"Ndithanda ngothando olungenasiphelo. "
Ubukrelekrele bam obuncinci balahleka kwiFiat yobuthixo. Ke xa uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum:
Intombazana yakho
lowo wanelisekile luthando oluncinane esinalo sisidalwa
- akalwazi uhlobo lothando lokwenene. Ingakumbi olu thando lunokutshabalala.
Ukuba uyonwabile ngayo, isidalwa asinawo umthombo oyimfuneko ovuselela ilangatye lothando lokwenene kwaye uyondla.
Uyabona ke ntombam, ukuba ukulunga kwethu kukatata kuye kwamnika umntu ngokumdala.
inkululeko yokuza kuthi ngamaxesha amaninzi njengoko wayefuna
ngaphandle kokubeka imida.
Ngokuchasene noko, ukumkhuthaza ukuba eze ngokufuthi ngakumbi, samthembisa ukuba kutyelelo ngalunye,
wayeza kufumana isimangaliso esihle sesipho esitsha.
Kuthando lwethu olungacimiyo bekuya kuba buhlungu ukuba ebengasoloko enayo into yokunika abantwana bakhe.
Akakwazi ukulinda ukuba bafike ukuze bothuse omnye emva komnye ngezipho ezintle kunabanye.
Uthando lwethu lufuna ukuzondla ngesidalwa
Uyakuvuyela ukulungiselela imibhiyozo ngokwakhe ukuba abe nethuba lokuhlala enika.
Kufana notata ofuna ukujikelezwa ngabantwana bakhe
- ungamkeli,
kodwa enze imithendeleko netheko, ukuba nemihlali nabantwana bakhe.
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Inokuba yintoni intlungu katata onothando
kuthekani ukuba abantwana bakhe abezanga okanye abananto bamnika yona?
Ngenxa yokulunga kobawo wethu,
-akukho mngcipheko wokuba singenayo into yokubanika,
-kodwa kukho abantwana bethu abangezi. Uthando lwethu luba yinkohliso kuba lufuna ukupha.
Kwaye ukuze uqiniseke ngakumbi apho isidalwa siya kubeka khona izipho,
ufuna ukufumana kuyo Intando yethu yobuThixo eya kugcina ixabiso elingenasiphelo lezipho zethu.
Isidalwa siya kuyeka ukuba sincinci eluthandweni lwakhe, emithandazweni yakhe nakwizenzo zakhe, kodwa siya kuziva simanyene neNtando yethu equkuqela kuye njengomthambo ongapheliyo.
ukuze yonke into ingabi nasiphelo kwisidalwa:
uthando lwakhe, imithandazo yakhe, izenzo zakhe nayo yonke into.
Ngokusithanda, uya kwandula ke azive kuye ukwaneliseka okungenguye omnye ngaphandle kwethu.
Ngokuba uya kubamba Intando yobuthixo ngamandla akhe, kwaye nguye obaleka ngezenzo zakhe.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka nokhenketho lwam kwizenzo ezenziwa nguFiat onamandla kwiNdalo ukuze ndithande, ndibeke imbeko kwaye ndibulele oko Akwenzileyo .
Ndandiluqonda ucwangco, umanyano kunye nokungahlulwa kwazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo,
kwaye oku kuphela ngenxa yokuba iNtando yobuThixo ibalawula.
Ukuze yonke indalo ibizwe ngokuba sisenzo esinye nesiqhubekayo seNtando ePhakamileyo.
Esi senzo, - kuba uMyolelo olawulayo unye -,
igcina uxolo, ucwangco, uthando nokungahlukani phakathi kwazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
Kuba ngenye indlela, ukuba bekungekho iNtando enye kuphela ,
- kodwa ngaphezu komnye oza kubalawula,
bekungayi kubakho ukumanyana kokwenyaniso phakathi kwezinto ezidaliweyo
Isibhakabhaka sasiya kulwa nelanga, ilanga nomhlaba, umhlaba nolwandle, njl.
Babeya kuxelisa amadoda angavumiyo ukuba alawulwe nguMyolelo omnye oPhakamileyo, ukuze kungabikho umanyano lokwenyaniso phakathi kwabo yaye omnye uchasa omnye.
Yesu wam, sithandwa sam, owu, ndingathanda ukuba sisenzo esinye seNtando yakho ukuze ndibe seluxolweni nomntu wonke kwaye ndibe nomanyano kunye nokungahlukaniswa kwezulu, kwelanga kunye nazo zonke izinto!
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Kwaye uya kufumana uthando kum
owabeka esibhakabhakeni, elangeni nasezintweni zonke. UYesu wam othandekayo wongeza wathi:
Intombazana yakho
zonke izinto esizidalileyo zinamandla amanyanisayo kunye neqhina lokungahlukani. I-Divine Fiat yethu iyayazi indlela yokwenza izinto ezahlukileyo komnye nomnye.
Ngaloo ndlela into edaliweyo ayinakuthi: "Ndifana nenye".
Isibhakabhaka asinakuthi lilanga kwaye nelanga alinakutsho ukuba lulwandle.
Kodwa akazi
indlela yokwenza izinto zodwa kwaye zahlukane enye kwenye.
I-Union iyayikholisa i-Divine Fiat yethu kakhulu kangangokuba ibabeka kwimeko apho umntu akanako ukwahlula komnye.
Nangona zahlukile kwaye nganye inomsebenzi wayo,
- ucwangco kunye nobunye ekuhambeni kwabo kunjalo
-ukuba le ntshukumo inye,
-kwaye ngumjikelo wabo ongapheliyo.
Kodwa kutheni iFiat yam isenza intshukumo yayo kunye nenguquko yayo iqhubeke? Le yenzelwe
- ubanike olu hlanga lothando kuLowo wabadalayo, kwaye
-ukubenza babalekele kwizidalwa ukuze basebenzise umsebenzi wabo wokunikela ngoThando loMdali wabo owabadalela bona.
Ngoku isidalwa sinonxibelelwano lwazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo Sijika nazo.
Ngoko ukuba uyaphefumla,
ngumoya owenza ukuba uphefumle, ucofe, ujikeleze igazi emithanjeni yakho. Umoya ukunika umoya, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho.
Uyayithatha ukuze ayibuyisele kuwe.
Kwaye njengoko ikunika ngokungapheliyo kwaye ithatha umoya wakho, iyajika kwaye ibaleke nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
Kwaye umoya wakho uyajika kwaye ubaleke nomoya.
Iliso lakho, lizele kukukhanya, lijonge elangeni.
Iinyawo zakho zibaleka nomhlaba.
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Kodwa ufuna ukwazi ukuba ngubani onobuhle beemvakalelo
-ukomelela, umanyano, ucwangco nokungahlukani kwazo zonke izinto eziphilayo ezidaliweyo, e
-uhlanga lwakhe luphela ngakuMdali?
Nguye ozivumelayo ukuba alawulwe kwaye abe noBomi beNtando yam.
Izinto azikatshintshi kwaye zifana nasekuqaleni. Sisidalwa esitshintshileyo ngokungayenzi intando yethu.
Kodwa isidalwa esenza iNtando yethu kwaye sizivumele ukuba silawulwe nguye sikwindawo yembeko njengoko sidalwe nguThixo.
Ngoko ke siyayifumana
- elangeni,
- esibhakabhakeni,
- elwandle
nangokumanyene nazo zonke izinto ezidaliweyo.
Owu! hayi indlela entle ngayo ukuyifumana kuzo zonke izinto
-ukuba sidale kwaye
- into esiyenzileyo ngenxa yokumthanda.
Umoya wam uphantsi,
-ngokujongana nezenzo ezenziwa yintando kaThixo,
-landelela wonke umntu amdaleleyo
-baqaphele, bathande, baxabise kwaye
- ukubanikela njengeyona mbeko intle kule ntando kaThixo njengeziqhamo ezifanelekileyo zemisebenzi yakhe.
Ndandikwenza oku xa uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, kumnandi kwaye kumnandi entliziyweni yam
-ukukuva ulandelela konke okwenziwa yiNtando yam yobuThixo
-ukuyiqonda , ukuyithanda kwaye usinike yona njengeyona mbeko intle yothando esinalo ngezidalwa ngokudala izinto ezininzi!
Umphefumlo wakho ekuzilandeleni ukhala intsimbi njengesibheno kuzo zonke izinto eziphuma kwi-Fiat yethu yobuthixo kwaye usixelele: "Zininzi kangakanani izinto ezintle ondenzele zona ukuba undinike zona kunye nesibambiso sothando lwakho!
Kwaye ngokulandelayo, ndiya kuzibuyisela kuwe
njengesipho kunye nomqondiso wothando lwam kuwe. Ngoko siziva
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-ubomi besidalwa esijikelezayo kwimisebenzi yethu,
-Uthando lwakhe oluncinci lungena kolwethu, kwaye injongo yeNdalo iyafezekiswa.
Yazi imisebenzi yethu kunye nenjongo eyenziwe ngayo
yindawo yokuxhasa isidalwa apho sifumana iNtando yobuThixo emandleni akhe.
Esi sisizathu sethu sokumenza ezinye izinto ezimangalisayo, izipho ezitsha kunye nobabalo olutsha.
Ndithi: "Sithandwa sam, ingcinga ebuhlungu iyandikhathaza.
Ndiyoyika ukuba ndiyakukhumbula ukuqhubeka kwemisebenzi yam kwiNtando yakho yobuThixo e
oye wakhubeka kukuphazamiseka kwesandi sentsimbi yam.
undibeke ecaleni uyeke ukundinika ubabalo lokundivumela ndiphile kwiWill yakho. "
UYesu wongeza wathi:
Musa ukoyika, ntombi yam, yazi
- ukuba inyathelo elinye likhokelela kwelinye inyathelo;
- okulungileyo bubomi kunye nenkxaso yomnye olungileyo e
-eso senzo sidlisa esinye isenzo ebomini.
Kwaye nokuba ububi, ityala, bubomi obunye ububi nezinye izono.
Izinto azikhe zihlale zodwa, kodwa phantse zihlala zinolandelelwano lwazo
Okulungileyo kufana nembewu equlethe isidima semveliso:
Lo gama nje isilwanyana sinomonde ukuyihlwayela esifubeni somhlaba, yovelisa ishumi elinambini, elinambini okanye elikhulu.
Ngokufanayo, ukuba isidalwa sinomonde kwaye silindile
- ukuba afake emphefumlweni wakhe imbewu yezinto ezilungileyo azenzileyo;
uya kuba nezizukulwana ngezizukulwana, eziphindaphinda ikhulu izenzo ezilungileyo azenzileyo.
Ukuba ubunokwazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukwenza isenzo esihle ! Isenzo ngasinye si
-ukhuseleko olufunyanwa sisidalwa,
-Ilizwi phambi kwetrone yethu, lithetha ngokukholeka kulowo wenze okulungileyo. Isenzo ngasinye esilungileyo sisikhuseli esongezelelweyo kwisidalwa.
Ukuba kungenxa yeemeko zobomi,
uzifumana ekwiimeko ezinzima neziyingozi
- apho kubonakala ngathi ufuna ukugungqa nokuwa,
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imisebenzi emihle ayenzileyo baba ngabahlaseli abasitshutshisayo ukuze isidalwa esi
-Wasithanda kwaye wayenolandelelwano lwezenzo ezilungileyo akagungqi.
Bangxamela ukujikeleza isidalwa ukuze basixhase ukuze singanikezeli engozini.
Kwaye ukuba bekukho ulandelelwano lwezenzo ezenziwa kwiNtando yethu, isenzo ngasinye siya kuba nexabiso, isidima sobuthixo esikhusela isidalwa!
Sibona intando yethu isengozini kuzo zonke izenzo zakhe.
Emva koko siba ngabakhuseli kunye nabaxhasi balowo unike ubomi kwiFiat yethu yobungcwele kwizenzo zakhe.
Ngaba
- ukuzikhanyela okanye
- uyawukhanyela umsebenzi weNtando yethu kwisidalwa? Isithoba.
Kwakhona, musa ukoyika kwaye unikezele njengosana ezandleni zethu ukuze uve inkxaso yethu kunye nokukhuselwa kwizenzo zakho.
Ngaba uyakholelwa ukuba okulungileyo okuphindaphindiweyo nokuqhubekayo akukho nto?
Ezi ziimpawu zikaThixo ezifunyanwa sisidalwa,
imikhosi eyilwe ngenjongo yokoyisa imimandla yasezulwini.
Lowo unemisebenzi emininzi emihle uyafana nalowo uzuze iipropati ezininzi.
Ukubuyisela umva akunakumenzakalisa kakhulu.
Ngenxa yokuba iipropathi zayo ezininzi ziya kuzalisa isithuba esenziwe ngolu kubuyisela umva.
Abo bathenge izinto ezimbalwa okanye abangenanto,
-I-backlash encinci yanele ukuyiphosa kwi-pavement kwintlupheko enzima kakhulu.
Oku kufana nokwenza kakuhle kakhulu, okanye kancinci, okanye hayi kwaphela. Ngoko ke, ndiyaphinda ndithi kuwe,
- lumnka,
- thembeka kum;
Kwaye ukubaleka kwakho kwiWill yam kuya kuqhubeka.
UYesu wongeza wathi:
Ntombi yam, kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba ngokuzilungiselela ukwenza imisebenzi yakho kwiNtando yam yobuThixo, ihlala ikhulelwe kwisenzo sakho.
Ngokwenza njalo umnika intsimi yasimahla yokwenza uBomi bakhe kwisenzo osenzayo.
Izenzo zakho ezintsha zisebenza njengokutya kwabo sele bekwenzile. Ngokuba intando yam yobuThixo buBomi.
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Xa evalelwe kwizenzo zesidalwa, uyayiva intswelo. umoya, umoya, ukubetha kwentliziyo, ukutya.
Izenzo ezitsha ziyafuneka kuba zisebenza ukugcina
-umoya wakhe ongcwele,
-ukuphefumla kwakhe okuqhubekayo,
- iibhithi zayo ezingaphazanyiswa e
-ukutya
ukwenza intando yam ikhule esidalweni.
Bona, ke, ukuqhubeka kwemisebenzi yakho kuyimfuneko ukwenza intando yam iphile kwaye ilawule esidalweni.
Ngaphandle koko iNtando yam iya kuba neentloni, ngaphandle koloyiso lwayo olupheleleyo kuzo zonke izenzo zayo.
Ukuzinikela kwam kwintando kaThixo kuyaqhubeka. Ukwenza izenzo zam, ndacinga:
"Kodwa ngaba yinyani ukuba uYesu uyakuthanda ukuqhubeka kwezenzo zam ezincinci?" Kwaye uYesu wavakala esithi kum:
Ntombi yam, uthando oluphazamisekileyo alunakuze lukhokelele kubugorha
Ngenxa yokuba ingaqhubeki, yenza izikhewu ezininzi kwisidalwa
-ezivelisa ubuthathaka kunye nokubanda;
-ephantse yacima idangatye elivuthayo, isusa ukuqina kothando.
Uthando olunokukhanya kwalo lubonisa ukuba ngubani lowo amthandayo.
Ngobushushu bayo igcina ilangatye livutha kwaye lizala ubugorha bothando lokwenyani,
kangangokuba uyakuvuyela ukunikela ngobomi bakhe ngenxa yaLowo amthandayo.
Uthando oluqhubekayo lunamandla okuvelisa emphefumlweni wesidalwa Lowo umthanda ngokusisigxina. Oku kuzalwa kwakhiwa embindini wothando lwakhe oluqhubekayo.
Ngaba uyakuqonda ukuba uthando olungagungqiyo luthetha ukuthini?
Kukwenza umbhobho wokukutshisa nokukutshisa ubume ubomi bukaYesu wakho oyintanda.” Oko kukuthi: “Ndiyabudla ubomi bam ngothando olungapheliyo, ukuze lowo ndimthandayo ndimenze aphile ngonaphakade.
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Owu! ukuba andikhange ndihlale ndisithanda isidalwa sothando esingatsho ngokwaneleyo,
Ngendingazange ndihle ndivela ezulwini ndize emhlabeni ukuze ndinikele ngobomi bam phakathi kokubandezeleka okungaka nobugorha, ngenxa yakhe!
YayiluThando lwam oluqhubekayo olwathi, njengetyathanga elimnandi, landitsalayo landenza ndenze esi senzo sobugorha ukuze ndifumane uthando lwakhe. Uthando oluqhubekayo lunokwenzeka kuyo nantoni na, lunokwenza kwaye luququzelele yonke into, kwaye lunokuguqula yonke into ibe luthando.
Ngokwahlukileyo koko, kunokubizwa ngokuba luthando oluphazamisekileyo
-uthando lweemeko, uthando lokuzingca, uthando olubi, oluhlala lusenzeka,
- ukuba iimeko ziyatshintsha,
ukukhanyela nokudelela umntu esimthandayo.
Okungakumbi kuba zizenzo ezizingileyo kuphela ezidala ubomi kwisidalwa. Xa esenza isenzo sakhe,
-ukukhanya, uthando, ubungcwele, ukwanda kwisenzo ngokwaso ngokwesenzo esisenzayo. C.
Yiyo loo nto uthando oluphazamisekileyo okanye into elungileyo ayinakubizwa
okanye uthando lokwenene
okanye ubomi benene
engeyiyo yokwenyani.
Wongeza ngelizwi elithambileyo:
Ntombi yam, ukuba ufuna uYesu wakho enze iiprojekthi zakhe zothando kuwe,
- Uthando lwakho kunye nemisebenzi yakho mayiqhubeke kwiNtando yam.
Ngokuba kusekuqhubekekeni ukuba Lo
-Unokuyilahla indlela yakhe yobuThixo yokwenza.
- unokubandakanyeka kwisenzo esingapheliyo sesidalwa. Yaye uyakhawuleza ukwenza oko akumiseleyo.
Ngokuba ngenxa yezenzo zakhe ezingapheliyo,
- emva koko ufumane indawo, amalungiselelo ayimfuneko kunye nobomi ngokwabo apho unokukwazi khona
-Yenza imizobo yakhe encomekayo kwaye
-Gqibezela eyona misebenzi yakhe mihle
Ngaphaya koko, yonke into eyenziwayo kwiWill yam
- ikhonkco elihlaziyiweyo ngakumbi phakathi kwentando kaThixo kunye nentando yomntu,
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- elinye inyathelo kulwandle lweFiat yakhe,
-ilungelo elikhulu elongezelelweyo elifunyanwa ngumphefumlo.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka ndithandaza phambi koMnquba Wothando.
Ndazicingela: "Sthandwa sam wenzani kule ntolongo yoThando?"
Konke ukulunga, uYesu, wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba ndenza ntoni apho? Ndiyalwenza usuku lwam.
Umele uyazi ukuba ubomi bam bonke ndabuchitha apha emhlabeni ngosuku olunye.
Usuku lwam luqala ngokukhawula nasemva kokuzalwa .
Izigqubuthelo zeengozi zomthendeleko zisebenza njenge-diapers zeminyaka yomntwana.
Xa amadoda endishiya ndedwa ngenxa yokungabi nambulelo kwaye azama ukundicaphukisa, ndihlala elubhacweni lomphefumlo onothando.
-ofana nomama wesibini engazi ukuba uzimele njani kum e
-Undigcina ndithembekile.
Ukusuka apha elubhacweni ndiya eNazareth ndiyokuphila ubomi bam obufihliweyo
Ndiphakathi kwemiphefumlo embalwa elungileyo. Ukuqhubeka nosuku lwam,
xa zisondela izidalwa ukuba zindamkele;
Ndiphila ubomi bam basesidlangalaleni ngokuphinda imifanekiso yam yevangeli,
ukunika zonke iimfundiso zam inkxaso nentuthuzelo abayifunayo.
Ndisebenza njengoBawo, njengomfundisi, njengogqirha yaye, ukuba kuyimfuneko, kwanomgwebi.
Ndichitha usuku lwam ndilinde wena kwaye ndenzela wonke umntu okulungileyo.
Yaye kukangaphi ndishiywa ndedwa kungekho ntliziyo ibetha ecaleni kwam! Ndiziva ndiyintlango ejikeleze Mna kwaye ndihlala ndedwa, ndedwa ukuze ndithandaze.
Ndiva isithukuthezi semihla yam endiyichithe entlango apha emhlabeni kwaye, oh! indlela ebuhlungu ngayo kum!
Uthando lwam olunomona lufuna iintliziyo kwaye ndiziva ndililolo kwaye ndilahliwe. Kodwa usuku lwam aluphelanga ngokulahlwa.
Akukapheli ntsuku zininzi imiphefumlo engenambulelo ize kundikhubekisa, indamkele ngokungcwele;
Bandenza ndiphile imini yam ngePastion yam nokufa kwam emnqamlezweni .
Ah! sesona sibingelelo sikhohlakeleyo nokufa endikufumanayo kulo mthendeleko wothando.
Kangangokuba kulo mnquba,
Ndichitha imini ndisenza kwakhona yonke into endiyenzileyo kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu anesithathu
ubomi bam bokufa .
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Kwaye kuko konke endikwenzileyo nakuko konke endikwenzayo, injongo yokuqala, isenzo sokuqala sobomi kukuba intando kaBawo yenziwe emhlabeni njengoko isenziwa ezulwini.
Ngoko ke kulo mkhosi umncinci akukho nto ndiyenzayo ngaphandle kokucenga
Kwanga intando yam kunye neyabantwana bam ingabanye,
Kwaye ndikubiza kule ntando kaThixo apho ufumana uBomi bam bonke busebenza.
Wayilandela ke, ucamngca ngayo, wayinikela;
-joyina usuku lwam lomthendeleko
ukufumana ukuba intando yam yaziwe kwaye ilawule emhlabeni.
Kwaye ngoko nawe unokuthi: "Ndichitha imini yam noYesu".
Ingqondo yam ehluphekileyo ibonakala ingazi nto ngaphandle kokulahleka kwi-Fiat yobuthixo. enjani yona intlungu xa, nangomzuzwana nje, ephanziswa sisithunzi sengcamango yokungabi ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo!
Ndiziva, yeha, ubunzima bentando yam ngelishwa.
Ukuba, kwelinye icala, akukho nto ingenileyo kum engeyiyo intando kaThixo,
ndiziva ndonwabile,
Ndihlala kubukhulu bokukhanya kwayo,
Andikwazi nokuba ukukhanya kwayo kuphelela phi, nto leyo eyenza kum uhambo lwasezulwini loxolo lwanaphakade.
Owu! amandla eNtando ePhakamileyo,
ungandishiyi nomzuzwana. Wena owaziyo ukutshintsha
umntu emehlweni kaThixo,
ububi ebuhleni,
ukubandezeleka ngovuyo,
nokuba baqhubeka bebandezeleka.
Iingalo zakho zokukhanya zindibambe ndomelele kangangokuba yonke enye into, esasazwe kukukhanya kwakho, ayisenasibindi sokundikhathaza okanye ukwaphula ulonwabo lwam. Ndandicinga oku xa uYesu wam othandekayo, ngokungathi uvuma kwaye aqinisekise iingcinga zam, wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, intando yam yobuThixo ayintle !
Ah! nguye yedwa othwele ulonwabo lokwenene lwesidalwa esihlwempuzekileyo kunye nobutyebi
abathi ngokwenza ukuthanda kwakhe angenzi nto ngaphandle kwaso
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- aphule ulonwabo lwakhe,
- Ukucima umsinga wokukhanya e
-utshintshe ithamsanqa lakhe libe lishwa elikhulu.
Kwaye xa isidalwa sikulungele ukwenza intando yam, sibuyisela iimpahla ezilahlekileyo.
Kuba ubume beNtando yam yobuThixo bulula.
Yaye yonke imisebenzi yakhe kunokuthiwa yimiphumo yoku kukhanya.
Ukuze abo bavumela ukuba balawule,
isenzo siya kuba sinye,
kodwa njengenxalenye yokukhanya inayo.
Isidalwa siya kuva imiphumo yaso emininzi
Ngenxa yokuba esi senzo sikhethekileyo siya kuvelisa ngesiphumo sokukhanya kwaso:
-imisebenzi, amagama, iingcinga,
-ukubethelwa kwentando yam kwisidalwa esiya kuba nako ukuthi:
"Konke oku sisenzo esinye seNtando ePhakamileyo.
Kwaye yonke enye into ayiyonto ngaphandle kwemiphumo yoko kukhanya. "
Iziphumo zolu kukhanya ziyancomeka Bazithatha
- zonke ezifanayo,
- zonke iintlobo zomsebenzi,
- amanyathelo, amazwi, iimbandezelo,
-imithandazo kunye neenyembezi,
kodwa zonke zenziwe kukukhanya
eyenza iintlobo ngeentlobo zobuhle kangangokuba uYesu wakho uyakholiswa.
Ngokuphathelele ilanga
-ephilisa yonke into ngokukhanya kwayo ngaphandle kokutshabalalisa okanye ukutshintsha nantoni na,
-kodwa uza kuthetha ngokwakhe kwaye
-unxibelelana ngemibala eyahlukeneyo, ukwahluka kweencasa;
kubenza bafumane isidima nobuhle ababengenabo.
Le yintando yam yobuThixo:
- ngaphandle kokwenza nantoni na into eyenziwa sisidalwa,
Uhombisa umphefumlo ngokukhanya kwakhe kwaye anxibelelane namandla akhe obuthixo kuwo.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka nokulahlwa kwam kwi-Fiat yobuthixo, ndilandela imisebenzi yakhe, uYesu wam endimthandayo wongeze wathi:
Ntombi yam, konke okulungileyo kuvela kuThixo ekuvuthweni
Oku kuqondwa kwenziwa phakathi koThixo nomphefumlo.
Uyabona xa usenza izenzo zakho uzibonakalisa kwimitha yeLanga elingcwele phantsi kobushushu nokukhanya, izenzo zakho.
- musa ukuhlala womile kwaye ungenancasa,
-kodwa bayakhula. Kwaye nawe kunye nabo
- eluthandweni kwaye
-ngolwazi lukaThixo kuyo yonke into oyenzayo.
Kwaye nam
-bona ukhulile kwezi zenzo,
Ndilungiselela kum olunye uthando nezinye iinyaniso ukuba ndinixelele zona. Akukho nto iyinyumba ephuma kum.
Kodwa yonke into inesiqhamo kwaye ikhule kakuhle kwidangatye eliphilayo lothando lwam. Ngaloo ndlela ufumana izidima ukwenza ukuvuthwa okutsha kuwe.
Yiyo loo nto ndihlala ndilinda ukuqosheliswa kwezenzo zakho ukukothusa ngokukwazisa ezinye iinyani. Ezi, njengokufutha kobushushu nokukhanya okuninzi,
- yenza ngokukhulisa emphefumlweni wakho iimpahla kunye neenyaniso uYesu wakho awathetha ngazo kuwe.
Ngaloo ndlela ubona imfuneko yezenzo zakho
-ukuzilungiselela ukufumana olunye ulwazi kwi-Divine Fiat yam
-ukundenza ndifumane kuwe ukuqhubeka kwezenzo zakho ukuze zivuthwe. Ukuba akunjalo, ndingenza ntoni?
Bendiya kuhlala njengelanga elihambahamba emhlabeni
-bengafumani ntyatyambo okanye isiqhamo sokuvuthwa.
Ukuze yonke imiphumo emangalisayo equlethwe lilanga ihlale ikukukhanya kwalo. Yaye umhlaba wawungayi kwamkela nto.
Ngesi sizathu iZulu livulela imiphefumlo esebenzayo amandla aMangaliso okuKhanya kwentando yam yobuThixo,
kungekhona kwimiphefumlo engasebenziyo, kodwa kwaba
-osebenza,
-abazinikelayo, abathandanayo,
-leyo isoloko ifumana into yokuba ndiyenze.
Ufanele ukwazi ukuba iinzame zezulu zibuyela emhlabeni
- ukuya kuhlala kumphefumlo osebenza kwiWill yam.
Ngenxa yokuba abafuni ukumshiya ehluthwe ulonwabo lwasezulwini kunye nolonwabo ngelixa lo mphefumlo ubumba iNtando enye kunye nesibhakabhaka.
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Nangona kunjalo, imiphefumlo ebusisiweyo,
ukuba baxakeke kulonwabo lobuthixo, abazuzi nto bafaneleka ngayo.
Kwelinye icala, ukuba umphefumlo usahamba, yongeza ulonwabo neemfanelo zawo.
Kuba kulowo wenza intando yam emhlabeni, yonke into ilungile:
- ilizwi, umthandazo,
-umphefumlo kunye nolonwabo ngokwalo luguqulwa lube yimfanelo kunye nokufunyanwa okutsha.
Ndalandela izenzo zam kwintando kaThixo. Ndathandaza kuYesu wam olungileyo
-ukwenza iLanga loBungcwele liphume kuyo yonke into endiyenzayo, ukuze ndiyinike kuyo yonke into.
uthando, imbeko nozuko.
Eli Langa liza kubumba kuye kwisenzo sam ngasinye ngenye imini
yokukhanya okungcwele, uthando kunye nokudumisa okunzulu
ukunxibelelana ngale mini esenzweni sam ngeWill yakhe.
Owu! njengoko ndingathanda ukuthi kuzo zonke izenzo zam, nokuba zincinci okanye zikhulu:
"Ndiya kwenza imini enye ukuze uYesu amthande ngakumbi".
Ndicinge. Emva koko uYesu wam oyintanda waphinda undwendwelo lwakhe oluqhelekileyo emphefumlweni wam. Kwaye Uyandixelela _
Ntombi yam, intando yam yobuThixo lusuku lokwenyani lwesidalwa. Kodwa ukwenza olu suku,
- Intando yam kufuneka ibizwe ngokwenza isidalwa
ukuthatha amanyathelo okwenza imini yakhe yobuthixo iphakame.
Kwaye unesidima
-ukuguqula isenzo, igama, inyathelo, ulonwabo kunye nokubandezeleka kwezona ntsuku zintle kwaye zimnandi.
Njengoko isidalwa siphuma ebuthongweni;
Intando yam ilindile. ukuba abizwe ukuba enze kuye imini yakhe yokusebenza.
Intando yam ikukukhanya okumsulwa.
Ayifanelekanga ukusebenza kwisenzo esifihlakeleyo sentando yomntu.
Uguqula isenzo sibe yimini ukwenza imini yakhe epheleleyo - ubugorha kunye nezenzo zobuThixo - ngomyalelo kunye nobuhle obufanele kuphela ukulunga kwakhe nokusebenza.
Kunokuthiwa i-Will yam ilinde emva kweengcango zesenzo sesidalwa.
-njengelanga emva kweefestile zamagumbi.
Nangona ukukhanya kuninzi ngaphandle,
aba bahlala ebumnyameni
ngokuba iingcango azikavulwa.
Ke, nangona intando yam yobuThixo ikukukhanya okukhanyisa yonke into,
- isenzo somntu sihlala simnyama
ukuba imini yeNtando yam ayibizwanga ukuba ivele kuye.
Ke ngoko biza uMyolelo wam ukuba uvuke kwakhona kwisenzo sakho ngasinye, ukuba uyafuna
-Ngamana angenza imini yakhe emangalisayo kuwe, kwaye
- ukuze ndifumane kuwe nakuzo zonke izenzo zakho iintsuku zam zothando ezindijikeleza ngovuyo kunye nolonwabo ukundenza ndiphinde:
“Ulonwabo lwam kukuba kunye nabantwana beNtando yam yobuThixo. "
Ndiya kuchitha imihla yam yolonwabo kuwe,
-hayi ngobusuku obubi bokuthanda kwakho komntu,
-kodwa kwigumbi lokuhlala lokukhanya okupheleleyo kunye noxolo lwanaphakade lomhlaba wam wasezulwini.
Ah! ewe, ndiyaphinda:
"Ndonwabile kwisidalwa. Ndiziva kuye
I-echo yemini yam endiyichithe apha emhlabeni e
I-echo yosuku endiluchitha entolongweni yam kwiSakramente yoThando, yonke igcwele iNtando yam yobuThixo. "
Yiyo loo nto ukuba ufuna ukundonwabisa,
- mandifumane kuwe amandla asebenzayo eNtando yam yobuThixo
-owaziyo ukundenzela olona suku luhle kwaye luqaqambe, zonke zizele yimincili engathethekiyo kunye nolonwabo lwasezulwini.
Okoko isidalwa, kwasekuqaleni kwendalo yaso, saphuma kuThixo ngomhla omnandi nowonwabileyo wentando yethu yobuThixo:
yonke into kuye yayikhanya, imini yonke, ngaphakathi nangaphandle.
Entliziyweni yakhe, phambi kwamehlo akhe, ngaphezulu kwentloko yakhe naphantsi kweenyawo zakhe, wabona kwaye wabuva ubomi obuchukumisayo beNtando yam eNgcwele.
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Owokugqibela, xa wamgcina entywiliselwe kukukhanya kunye nolonwabo, wavala zonke iindlela kunye namanyathelo amashwa oluntu.
Yaye sisidalwa esiyilwe ekwenzeni ukuthanda kwaso komntu
-phuma,
- iindlela ezibuhlungu,
- amanyathelo abuhlungu,
-Ubusuku obucinezelayo abunakuphumla, kodwa benziwa imilindo yeenkanuko, neentuthumbo, neentuthumbo;
oku kwintando yam yobuThixo ngokwayo!
Kwaye oku kungenxa yokuba isidalwa sasidalelwe kuphela intando yam.
- ukuhlala kuwe kunye nawe,
Akukho njongo ngaye, nasemhlabeni nasezulwini, nakwesihogo, ngaphandle kweFiat yam yobuThixo.
Kungenxa yoko le nto isidalwa esihlala kwintando yam yobuThixo
ivala ezi zokuphuma, kunye nesenzo sayo ngasinye kuwe
uyawushenxisa umendo wakhe womgwebo ;
yenza amanyathelo abuhlungu aphele,
uyafutha ebusuku.
Nanku ke esiza ukuphumla okuphelisa zonke izifo zakhe.
Ke iWill yam efanayo ebona ukuba isidalwa sifuna ukuhlala kuye
phulula,
uyibeka ekubhiyozeleni kwaye
kumnceda asuse iindlela zakhe zokuphuma.
Ivala iingcango zobubi bayo ngokuba
Asifuni kwaye asithandi ukuba isidalwa singonwabi.
Kungenxa yoko le nto engasihloneli kwaye udala intlungu yakhe neyethu.
Ngoko ke, sifuna ukumbona onwabile, nolonwabo lwethu. Owu! ibuhlungu kangakanani intliziyo yethu yootata
-banobutyebi obuninzi, ulonwabo olungenasiphelo, kunye
-ukubona abantwana bethu endlwini yethu, oko kukuthi, kwintando yethu, kwintlupheko, ngokuzila ukutya kunye nokungonwabi.
Bendisenza umjikelo wam kwintando kaThixo
silandele zonke izenzo zakhe azenzileyo ngoThando kuthi
Ndifike e-Edeni, ndema kwisenzo uThixo adala ngaso umntu : onjani wona umzuzu obalulekileyo! Olunjani lona uvuyo lothando!
Isenzo esinokubizwa
-icoceke kakhulu,
-ukugqiba,
-Uthando oluphezulu nolungenakuphazamiseka.
Indoda
uqeqeshiwe ,
yaba nesiqalo sayo,
wazalwa eluthandweni loMdali wakhe.
Ithe ke yakukhula, njengoko ixovulwe, yaphiliswa ngomoya;
-njengelangatye elincinci, liphuma ekuphefumleni kwaLowo wayemthanda kakhulu.
Bendicinga ngayo. Ke uYesu wam othandekayo wandwendwela umphefumlo wam omncinci kwaye wandixelela:
Ntombi yam, ukudalwa komntu ibingeyonto yimbi ngaphandle kokuphalazwa kothando lwethu. Noko ke, kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba afumane yonke into kuye.
Wayengenawo amandla okwamkela into evela kuLowo wayemzele.
Kungenxa yoko le nto isenzo sethu sahlala singaphakathi nangaphandle kwakhe ukuze akusebenzise njengokutya ukuze akhule phambi kwaLowo wayesidale ngothando olungaka nowayemthanda kakhulu.
Ekudaleni umntu, sasingaphalazi nje uthando lwethu, kodwa
-zonke iimpawu zethu zobuthixo,
- amandla, ububele, ubuhle, njl.
Bakwasasazeka kwihlabathi langaphandle.
Ngokuthululwa kweempawu zethu zobuthixo
-Isithebe sasezulwini sasisoloko silungiselelwa umntu.
Xa efuna, wayenokuza ahlale etafileni yasezulwini
-ukuzondla ngokulunga, amandla, ubuhle, uthando nobulumko bethu, e
- ukukhula phambi kwethu ngezi mpawu zingcwele kunye nomzekelo wokufana nathi.
Nanini na esiza kuthi ukuze athabathe iimpawu zethu zobuthixo, sasimthabatha emathangeni ethu ukuze aphumle size sisetyise oko akuthabathileyo.
- ukuze akwazi ukutya izitya zethu zobuthixo kwakhona
-ukwenza ukukhula kwakhe okupheleleyo kokulunga, amandla, ubungcwele kunye nobuhle njengoko kufunwa luThando lwethu kunye neNtando yethu.
Xa sisenza umsebenzi, uthando lwethu lukhulu kakhulu
-ukuba sinikele kwaye silungiselele yonke into
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ukuze kungabikho nto isilelayo emsebenzini wethu.
Senza imisebenzi epheleleyo, asizange sibe phakathi.
Ukuba kukho nantoni na ebonakala ilahlekile, kungenxa yesidalwa
ongazithabatheliyo zonke izinto esizilungiseleleyo, ukuba kulunge kuye, kwanozuko lwethu.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka ndicinga ngentando kaThixo. UYesu wam oyintanda wongezelela wathi:
Intombazana yakho
Ubomi kwintando kaThixo sisipho esisinika isidalwa. Sisipho esikhulu
eyodlula nasiphi na esinye isipho ngexabiso, ubungcwele, ubuhle nolonwabo, ngendlela engenasiphelo nengenakoyiswa.
Xa sinika esi sipho sikhulu kakhulu,
- konke esikwenzayo kukuvula iingcango
ukwenza isidalwa sibe ngumnini wempahla yethu yobuThixo.
Yindawo
-apho iinkanuko neengozi azisekho e
-apho lutshaba lunokumenzakalisa okanye lumenzakalisa.
Isipho siqinisekisa isidalwa
-kwipropati,
-we ethandweni,
-kuBomi obufanayo boMdali.
UMdali uhlala eqinisekisiwe kwisidalwa Ngoko ke kukho ukungahlukani phakathi komnye nomnye.
Ngesi sipho, isidalwa siya kuziva ukuba ikamva lakhe litshintshile:
-Kuba lihlwempu uya kuba sisityebi;
- uyagula, uya kuphila ngokugqibeleleyo,
- engonwabanga, uya kuziva ukuba yonke into iye yajika yaba lulonwabo kuye.
Ukuphila kwisipho seNtando yethu kwahluke kakhulu ekwenzeni intando yethu .
Eyokuqala lixabiso, ipremiyamu. Esi sisigqibo sethu
-ukoyisa isidalwa ngamandla angenakoyiswa nangenakuphikiswa,
- zalisekisa intando yomntu ngendlela ebuthathaka ukuze
ochukumisa ngesandla, ecacileyo, ukulunga okukhulu okumzelayo;
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Kuya kufuneka uphambane ukuze uphume kwinto elungileyo.
Ngenxa yokuba lo gama umphefumlo usendleleni, iingcango azivali emva kwesipho, kodwa zihlala zivulekile.
Ukuze umphefumlo uphile ngokukhululekileyo kwaye unganyanzelwanga ukuba uphile kwi-Gift yethu, ngakumbi nangakumbi kuba ngalo Gift akazukwenza intando yethu kungengamfuneko, kodwa kuba emthanda kwaye kungokwakhe.
Endaweni yoko , ukwenza intando yethu ayingomvuzo, kodwa ngumsebenzi kunye nemfuno ekufuneka umphefumlo uyithwale, nokuba uyathanda okanye awuthandi.
Izinto ezenziwa ngokusesikweni nangeemfuno, ukuba zithe zasinda, ziyasinda.
Kuba uthando oluzenzekelayo olusenza sithande kwaye siqonde i-Will yethu ayingeni kubo
njengabafanelwe kukuthandwa nokwaziwa .
Kufuneka
- ifihla okulungileyo ekuquletheyo e
- yenza ukuba uzive ubunzima bombingelelo kunye nomsebenzi.
Ngokuchasene noko, Ubomi kwintando yethu
- akusiyo idini, kodwa yimpumelelo,
-ayingomsebenzi, kodwa Uthando.
Isidalwa siziva silahlekile kwisipho sethu. Akamthandi nje ngokuthanda kwethu ,
kodwa nangenxa yokuba yeyakhe yedwa.
Ukungamniki indawo yokuqala, ubukumkani, ubukhosi, kuya kuba kukungazithandi.
Ngoku, ntombi yam,
nantsi into esifuna ukuyinika isidalwa: Intando yethu njengesipho .
Kuba ukumjonga nokumphatha ngokungathi ngowakho kuya kwenza kube lula ngaye ukumvumela ukuba abumbe uBukumkani bakhe.
Esi Sisipho sanikwa umntu e-Eden. Walandula engenambulelo. Kodwa iWill yethu ayitshintshanga. Siyigcina kwindawo ebekelwe yona.
Into eyalayo omnye, ngeenceba ezimangalisayo, sihlala sikulungele ukunikwa abanye.
Ixesha alinamsebenzi. Kuba kuthi iinkulungwane zifana nenqaku. Noko ke, amalungiselelo amakhulu ayafuneka kwinxalenye yezidalwa.
- ukwazi ukulunga okukhulu kwesi sipho ukuncwina ngenxa yaso.
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Kodwa liyeza ixesha apho intando yethu iya kuba sisidalwa njengeSipho.
Ndaziva ndicinezelwe kukuswela uYesu wam othandekayo.
Esinjani sona ukuba buhlungu isikhonkwane ekungekho bani unokusisusa okanye ukuthomalalisa ukuzisa isiqabu koko kufel’ ukholo!
Kuphela ukubuya kwakhe kunye noBukho bakhe obuthambileyo bunokuguqula ngomlingo isikhonkwane kunye nokubandezeleka kulonwabo olucocekileyo.
NguYesu kuphela oyaziyo indlela yokunxibelelana nathi ngoBukho bakhe obuthambileyo.
Yiyo le nto bendizilahla nje ezandleni zentando kaThixo . Ndandithandazela ukuba andityhilele Lowo ndincwinayo emva kwakhe.
Ndandiyenza le nto xa uYesu wam olungileyo wawukhanyisela umphefumlo wam ohlwempuzekileyo njengombane.
Wathi kum :
Isibindi, ntombi yam elungileyo,
kukugqithisa kakhulu kwaye ukugqithisa kwakho kukunciphisa kakhulu, kuphosa intandabuzo kuwe
-ukuba uYesu wakho akakuthandi kwaye mhlawumbi soze aphinde abuye.
Hayi, hayi, andifuni la mathandabuzo.
Ingcinezelo, amathandabuzo, uloyiko lwenzakele kuThando lwam.
Kwaye balwenza buthathaka Uthando lwakho Ngam
ikwenza ulahlekelwe ngumdla kwaye ubaleke uye kuM kwaye undithande.
Kwaye ukuhamba koThando oluqhubekayo kum kuphazamisekile,
-apha uhlupheka kwaye uyagula kwaye
-Andisayifumani impembelelo enamandla yothando lwakho olungaphazamisekiyo olunditsalela kuwe.
Kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba zonke izenzo zeNtando yam yobuThixo, ezingenakubalwa, zonke zincitshiswe kwinqanaba elinye kwaye wenze.
Owona mmangaliso mkhulu woBuntu bethu obuPhakamileyo ukwenza, ukubakho nokubona sonke isenzo esinokwenzeka nesicingekayo kwisenzo esinye.
Ke ngoko zonke izenzo ezenziwa sisidalwa kwintando yethu ziyancitshiswa zibe sisenzo esinye.
Kodwa ukuze sibe nesidima sokubeka zonke izenzo kwisenzo esinye, isidalwa kufuneka
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ukuzenzela kwaye ube nesiqu sakho uthando oluqhubekayo kunye nentando yam yanaphakade eya kwenza zonke izenzo ziqale ngesidima sesenzo esinye.
Bona ke ngoko ukuba yonke into oyenzileyo kuMyolelo wam
-ihlanganiswa ngesenzo esinye, e
-Yenza umngcelele wakho, inkxaso yakho, amandla akho, ukukhanya kwakho okungacimiyo.
Kwaye bakuthanda kakhulu kangangokuba ngokukwenzela izixhobo bakubambe njengomfundi othandekayo weFiat yam kuba kukuwe apho babunjwa kwaye bafumana ubomi.
Ngokulandelayo
- musa ukuzixakekisa,
yonwabela iziqhamo zeWill yam
Ukuba ubona ukuba ndiyacotha ukuza, ndilinde ngothando olunomonde.
-Ndiya kukumangalisa ngokukunika undwendwelo lwam oluqhelekileyo oluncinci e
- Ndiya konwaba kukufumana kuwe iNtando yam isoloko isesenzo sokundithanda. Emva koko wongeza :
Ntombi yam, intando yethu yobuThixo inkulu, inamandla, inkulu, njl.
Oko akumangalisi kuba zonke ezi mpawu zobuthixo zezethu ngokwemvelo.
Kwaye zonke xa zidibene zenza uMntu wethu oPhakamileyo. Ukuze ngendalo siyiyo
-namandla amakhulu,
-uthando olukhulu, ubuhle, ubulumko, inceba, njl.
Ekubeni sibakhulu ezintweni zonke, yonk’ into ephuma kuthi ihlala ikumnatha weempawu zethu ezibalaseleyo zobuthixo.
Kodwa yintoni evusa imimangaliso emikhulu,
- kukubona ukuba umphefumlo uhlala kwintando yethu yobuThixo
Kwisenzo sayo esincinci iqulethe isenzo esikhulu nesinamandla soMdali wayo,
- kukubona ulungelelwaniso kwizenzo ezincinci zokuba nokuphela
uthando olukhulu, ubulumko obugqithisileyo, ubuhle obungenasiphelo, inceba engenasiphelo, ubungcwele obungenasiphelo baLowo wabudalayo.
Ukuba into encinane iqulethe enkulu, imangalisa ngaphezu kwenkulu ephethe encinane. I
Kulula kubukhulu bethu ukwamkela yonke into, ukuvala yonke into. Ngaphandle kwesidingo sobugcisa okanye ishishini,
kuba akukho nto inokububaleka ubukhulu bethu.
Kodwa ukuze encinci iqulethe enkulu,
ifuna ubugcisa obuthile, ishishini lobuthixo
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ukuba kuphela amandla ethu kunye nothando lwethu olukhulu olunokwenziwa kwisidalwa. Ukuba besingayenzanga yedwa, ebengayi kukwazi ukuyenza yedwa.
Ke ngoko ngummangaliso wemimangaliso, eyona nto imangalisayo yoBomi kwiFiat yethu yobuNgcwele. Umphefumlo uba mhle kakhulu kwaye ukhazimle kangangokuba kube sisipela ukuba siwubone.
Sinokuthi kuyo yonke into encinci enye yemimangaliso yethu iyadibana. Kungenjalo incinci ibingenako ukuyibamba enkulu.
Ukulunga kwethu kukhulu kakhulu
-ukuba ufumana ubumnandi obukhulu kuyo kwaye
-ukuba ulinde ngothando olukhulu ukuba isidalwa simnike ithuba lokusebenzisa ubugcisa bobuthixo bemimangaliso eqhubekayo.
Kwanga ubomi kwiNtando yethu bungaba sentliziyweni yakho ngaphezu kwayo yonke enye into. Ngoko uya kwaneliswa. Kwaye siya kwaneliseka ngakumbi ngawe.
Uya kuba sezandleni zethu zokudala intsimi yethu yokusebenza kunye nomsebenzi wethu oqhubekayo.
Ukuba ubusazi ukuba sikuthanda kangakanani ukusebenza kwimiphefumlo ehlala kwi-Will yethu, uya kulumka ngakumbi ukuba ungaze uphume kuyo.
Emva koko ndalandela ukulahlwa kwam kwiFiat yaphezulu.
Usizi lwandikhapha ngezinto ezininzi ezinxunguphalisayo ezidityanise ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo kwaye akuyomfuneko ukuba kuxelwe apha kuba kufanelekile ukuba nguYesu yedwa owazi iimfihlo ezithile.
Ngelizwi elithambileyo, uYesu wam oyintanda wandixelela:
Ntombi yam, kufuneka wazi:
kwindalo imini nobusuku,
kananjalo umphefumlo unobusuku bawo, isifingo, indawo yemini, imini epheleleyo kunye nokutshona kwelanga.
Ubusuku bubiza imini nemini bubusuku.
Kunokuthiwa bayabizana.
Ubusuku bomphefumlo , ezi ziinhlupheko zam.
Kodwa kulowo uhlala kwiNtando yam yobuThixo obu busuku buxabisekile, abukonqena ukuphumla, ukulala okungaphumli.
Hayi, hayi, obu bubusuku obusebenzayo bokuphumla, ukulala ngoxolo.
Kuba xa ebona obu busuku busiza, uyazilahla ezandleni zam.
-ukuvumela intloko yakhe ediniweyo iphumle entliziyweni yam yobuThixo e
-kuva ukubethelwa kwayo,
-ukususa uthando olutsha ebuthongweni bakhe kwaye undixelele ngelixa elele:
"Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda, Yesu wam !"
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Ubuthongo bomntu ondithandayo uhlala kwiWill yam
ifana naleyo yomntwana othi, evala amehlo akhe, abize ukozela:
"Mama mama."
Kaloku ufuna iingalo namabele kamama wakhe alale. Kangangokuba xa evuka,
-igama lokuqala lomntwana ngu "Mama", kwaye
- ukumomotheka kokuqala, ukujonga kuqala kuMama.
Lo ngumphefumlo ohlala kwiWill yam.
Yintombazana encinci ethi, xa kufika ubusuku, ifune Lowo ithanda ukumdubula
- amandla amatsha,
-uthando olutsha ukuthanda ngakumbi.
Hayi indlela ekukuhle ngayo ukubona lo mphefumlo uleleyo ubuza, unqwenela, uncwina ngoYesu!
Esi sicelo kunye nalo mnqweno ubiza isifingo, wenza isifingo kunye nokufika kosuku olukhulu,
elibiza ilanga.
Ndiphakame ndiyokwenza ugqatso lwemini kanti kusemini emaqanda.
Kodwa uyazi, ntombam, ukuba apha emhlabeni izinto ziyatshintshana.
Kusezulwini kuphela apho kuhlala kusemini
ngokuba ubukho bam bungunaphakade, phakathi kwabanoyolo.
Yilonto xa ubona sendizohamba uyazi apho ndiya khona?
Ngaphakathi kwakho.
Emva kokufundisa umphefumlo wakho kwaye ndikunike izifundo zam ekukhanyeni koBukho bam,
lo nto
-ungabaqonda kakuhle kwaye
-ukuba banokukuphakela ukutya kunye nokusebenza emini, ndiyarhoxisa kwaye ndibumba ukutshona kwelanga.
Kwaye ndizimela kuwe ngobusuku obufutshane
-yiba njengomdlali kunye nombukeli wazo zonke izenzo zakho.
Ukuba kubonakala ngathi bubusuku kuwe, kuMna yeyona nto intle yokuphumla, kuba emva kokuba ndithethe nawe, ndiphumla elizwini lam.
Kwaye ndifuna izenzo ozenzayo
-Lulaby,
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-uncedo,
- ukhuselo kunye
-ukuphumla okumnandi kwi-spasms yam yothando.
Ndiyeke ndisebenze.
Ndiyazi xa kufuneka imini okanye ubusuku, kuwe nam, emphefumlweni wakho.
Ndifuna Uxolo olungunaphakade kuwe
ukuze ndifezekise into endiyifunayo.
Ukuba awuhlali ngoxolo, ndiyacaphuka emsebenzini wam.
Kwaye kungobunzima, kwaye hayi ngokulula, ukuba ndiya kuzifezekisa iinjongo Zam.
Ingqondo yam ehlwempuzekileyo ijikeleza iLanga leFiat ePhakamileyo endilifumana lirhangqwe ngalo
- yonke imisebenzi,
- imibingelelo,
-imbandezelo e
- ubuqhawe
eyenziwa ngabangcwele abadala nabatsha, ngabo boKumkanikazi weZulu kunye nabo
abo baye bazizalisekisa ngokuthanda uYesu wethu osikelelekileyo.
Intando kaThixo igcina yonke into.
Umdlali wokuqala kuzo zonke izenzo ezilungileyo zezidalwa, ngomona uzigcina kwidiphozithi kwaye uzisebenzisela uzuko lwakhe kunye nolwabo bazenzileyo.
Kwaye mna, ndibona ukuba yonke into yayiyintando kaThixo,
-njengoko ikwam, yonke into yayiyeyam
Ngokunikezela ngesenzo ngasinye, ndabanika ukuba babe ngabam.
- ukuzukisa ngcono intando yanaphakade e
-ukucela ukuba uBukumkani bakhe bufike emhlabeni.
Ndandikwenza oku xa uYesu wam onobubele wandothusayo waza wathi :
Ntombi yam, mamela imfihlo ethandekayo yeWill yam. Ukuba isidalwa sifuna ukufumana yonke into eyenziwe
- yobuhle, ukulunga, ubungcwele
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kwimbali yehlabathi
-ukususela kum,
-evela kuMama wasezulwini e
-Kubo bonke abangcwele,
kufuneka angene kwiNtando yobuThixo. Kukuyo apho sifumana zonke izenzo.
Ukuqonda yonke into eyenziwayo,
- uyakhumbula,
- uyinike
Ngaloo ndlela abangcwele abenza esi senzo, eli dini, baziva bebizwa ngumphefumlo kwaye babona isenzo sabo siphinda sibetha emhlabeni.
Uzuko loMdali wabo nakubo luphindwe kabini.
Ke wena owenze lo msebenzi, wagutyungelwa ngumbethe wasezulwini wokulunga kwesi senzo singcwele
Yaye ngokobuhandiba nokuphakama kwenjongo eyanikelwa ngayo , kokukhona ivelisa uzuko nokulunga ngakumbi nangakumbi.
Zingaphi na izityebi endinazo uMyolelo wam!
kuzo zonke izenzo zam, ezo zeNkosikazi enguMongami;
-ukuba wonke umntu ulindele ukubizwa kwaye anikezelwe sisidalwa ukuze enze njalo
-ukuphinda kabini inzuzo yezidalwa e
-ukusinika uzuko oluphindiweyo.
Ezi zenzo zifuna ukukhunjulwa ukuze ziphile ubomi obutsha kwizidalwa.
Kodwa ngenxa yokungahoywa,
Kukho abanye abafayo,
- abanye babuthathaka kwaye baphila nzima,
-abanye baba ngumkhenkce ngenxa yengqele okanye abananto yokwanelisa indlala.
Ukulunga kwethu, izenzo zethu nemibingelelo yethu ayiphumi ukuba ingabizwanga, kuba ngokukhumbula nokunikela ngayo, izidalwa ziyazilungiselela.
- baqaphele kwaye
-ukufumana okulungileyo kwizenzo zethu.
Ngoko ke akukho mbeko inkulu onokuthi uyinike kulo lonke izulu ngaphezu kokunikela ngemisebenzi
abathe bayenza emhlabeni ngeyona njongo ibalaseleyo, iphezulu neyona ibalaseleyo yokuzisa ubukumkani beNtando yobuThixo emhlabeni.
Emva koko ndaqhubeka ndicinga ngentando kaThixo. UYesu wam oyintanda wongezelela wathi:
Intombazana yakho
zonke izenzo, umthandazo, ingcamango, uthando, ilizwi,
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-ukuba amkelwe, agqibelele, alungelelaniswe kwaye aphelele, kufuneka aphakame aye kwinjongo efunwa nguThixo ngokwakhe.
Kungenxa yokuba xa isidalwa siphakama ngesenzo saso sisiya kusukelo olunqwenelwa nguLowo uPhakamileyo, samkela isiqalo nendawo esenzweni saso injongo uThixo awayidalela yona.
UThixo kunye nendalo ke bayamanyana ekuthandeni nasekwenzeni okufanayo.
Ukwenza oku,
-umyalelo kaThixo,
- isenzo esingcwele e
- isizathu sokuba uThixo afune ukuba enze isenzo sakhe singena kwisenzo sesidalwa.
Ngaloo ndlela icebo likaThixo lingena ekusebenzeni.
Uba ngogqibeleleyo, abe ngcwele, agqibelele kwaye alungelelane kwaye kunjalo nombhali wesi senzo.
Kwelinye icala,
ukuba isidalwa asifikeleli kwinjongo enqwenelwa nguThixo ngesenzo sakhe;
- yehla ekuqaleni kokudalwa kwayo e
- akayi kubuva ubomi besenzo sobuthixo kuye.
Inokwenza izinto ezininzi, kodwa ayiphelelanga, ineziphene, iphazamisekile.
Ezi iya kuba zizenzo eziphulukene neenjongo zoMdali. Yiyo loo nto eyona nto siyithanda kakhulu
sibone injongo yethu kwisenzo sesidalwa. Ngoko ke sinokuthi iyaqhubeka
-ubomi bethu emhlabeni e
-Intando yethu Esebenzayo
ngemisebenzi yakhe, ngamazwi akhe, nangeento zonke.
Ndiziva ndinxityiswe ngokupheleleyo ngamandla amakhulu eFiat yobuthixo endifunxayo kwaye indiguqule ekukhanyeni kwayo.
Oku kukhanya luthando kwaye kwenza ubomi boMdali bubethe kum.
Oku kukhanya lilizwi kwaye kundinika iindaba ezilungileyo malunga nalo
isiqalo sobukho bam,
ubudlelwane,
imixokelelwane yomanyano,
isidima sokunxibelelana,
ukungahlukani okukhoyo phakathi kwam noThixo.
Kodwa ngubani obambe yonke le nto ngamandla apheleleyo, ukuba ayisiyiyo intando kaThixo? Owu! Amandla eFiat ePhakamileyo.
Uguqe ebungangamsha bokukhanya kwakho,
-Ndikuthanda kakhulu kwaye
-incinci yam ilahlekile eluthandweni lwakho.
Ndandicinga oku xa uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum :
Intombi yam endiyithandayo,
kuphela iNtando yam egcina kwaye igcine injalo, ngesenzo esiqhubekayo, isiqalo sendalo yesidalwa.
Oyena Uphakamileyo wethu waqalwa waza waphila ubomi bakhe ngaMandla oMphefumlo wethu oNgcwele.
Lo mphefumlo mawungaze uphazamiseke.
Ingakumbi ukusukela xa sinikela kwaye sisenza isenzo, asikhe sirhoxise.
Isebenza ukwenza umsebenzi opheleleyo wokuba sizisa ekukhanyeni.
Esi senzo sokuqala sisebenza ukuqalisa kunye nokwenza uBomi. Ikwanceda ukwenza isidalwa sifezeke.
NgoMphefumlo wethu, sibumba izenzo zethu eziqhubekayo kuyo ukuze sigqibezele uBomi bethu obungcwele.
Ukuphefumla kwethu kwakheka kancinci kurhabula ukukhula koBomi bethu kwisidalwa.
Ngokuzinikela, ubumba isenzo sethu esifeziweyo sobungcwele, ubuhle, uthando, ukulunga, njl.
Xa siyizalisile ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba singabi nasenzo sokubeka kuyo ngenxa yokuba ilinganiselwe, ukuphefumla kwethu kuyeka kwaye ubomi bayo buphela emhlabeni.
Ukuphelisa umoya wethu esibhakabhakeni,
- singenisa ubomi bethu obunesiphelo kuyo, isenzo sethu esigqityiweyo, kuhambo lwethu lwasezulwini njengoloyiso lwendalo yethu.
Akukho buhle bunqabileyo kunobu bomi kunye nezenzo ezenziwa kuhambo lwasezulwini.
Obu bomi ngababalisi bamabali
- amandla ethu,
-umdla wothando lwethu.
Ngamazwi lawo
- oko kuthetha umoya wethu onamandla onke,
-nto leyo enokwenza kuphela uBomi obuNgcwele, isenzo sethu sifezekiswe kwisidalwa.
Kodwa ngaba uyazi apho sinokubumisela khona obu bomi kunye nesi senzo sifeziweyo esisesethu? Kumphefumlo ophila kwiNtando yethu yobuThixo kwaye uzivumele ukuba ulawulwe yiyo.
Hayi, kuko kuphela apho sinokubumba ubomi bobuthixo size siphuhlise isenzo sethu esipheleleyo!
Intando yethu ibeka isidalwa ukuba sifumane zonke iimpawu zobuthixo kunye nemibala.
Ukuphefumla kwethu okungaphazamisiyo, okufana nebrashi yomzobi, kupeyinta eyona mibala mihle ngobuchule obuncomekayo nobungenakulinganiswa kwaye yenze imifanekiso yoBuntu bethu obuPhakamileyo.
Ngaphandle kwale mifanekiso, ngekungekho namnye
- akazange abe nalo msebenzi mkhulu weNdalo
- okanye umsebenzi omkhulu wamandla ezandla zethu zokudala.
Ukudala ilanga, isibhakabhaka neenkwenkwezi kunye nendalo iphela bekuya kuba yinto emangalisayo kumandla ethu.
Kodwa ngokuchaseneyo,
- onke amandla ethu,
-bonke ubugcisa bethu bobuthixo,
-ukugqithiswa okungenakuchazwa kothando lwethu olunzulu,
kukwenza umsebenzi wethu osifezayo kwisidalwa, sibumba uBomi bethu kuso.
Ukwaneliseka kwethu kunjalo
ukuba thina ngokwethu sihlale phantsi kopelo lwesenzo esisiphuhlisayo.
Ukuphunyezwa kwesenzo esigqityiweyo kwisidalwa
- olona zuko lubalaseleyo osizukisa kakhulu,
- olona thando lukhulu olusincoma kakhulu,
Amandla ahlala enconywa;
Kodwa yeha, kuba umntu ongahlali kwintando yethu,
- zingaphi izenzo ezaphukileyo nezingaqinisekanga,
- Bangaphi ubomi bethu bobuthixo obusandul' ukukhawulwa okanye ukuba uninzi luzalwa ngaphandle kokukhula!
Izidalwa zaphula ukuqhubeka komsebenzi wethu kwaye zibophe iingalo zethu.
Basibeka kwisikhundla sokuba yinkosi
ngubani ongabanini bomhlaba, kodwa othintelwa ngabakhonzi abangenambulelo
-ukwenza unothanda ngomhlaba wakhe,
Yihlwayele, uyityale into oyifunayo.
Inkosi ehlwempuzekileyo, elizwe liludlolo, ingenaziqhamo ngenxa yobugwenxa babakhonzi bayo!
Izidalwa ngumhlaba wethu.
Umkhonzi ongenambulelo yintando yomntu ethi, echasene neyethu, isithintele ekwenzeni uBomi bethu bobuthixo kubo.
Niyazi ngoku ukuba akukho mntu ungena ezulwini engenanto
-Ubomi bethu bobuThixo,
-okanye ubuncinane ubomi bethu bakhawulwa okanye bazalwa.
Luya kuba njalo ke uzuko, nentsikelelo yoSikelelwe
ngokokukhula koBomi bethu obunjwe kubo.
Uza kuba yintoni umahluko
kuba lowo ungazange akhawulwe, nokuba azalwe, nokuba akhule;
- ngokunxulumene nesidalwa esenza ukuba senze uBomi obupheleleyo?
Umahluko uya kuba njengongenakuqondwa kwindalo yomntu. Aba baya kufana nabantu boBukumkani basezulwini.
Kwelinye icala, abo basemfanekisweni wethu baya kuba njengeenkosana, abalungiseleli, inkundla ephakamileyo, umkhosi wasebukhosini woKumkani omkhulu.
Ke ngoko isidalwa esenza intando yam yobuThixo kwaye sihlala kuye sinokuthi:
"Ndenza yonke into kwaye ndikwafana nalo mhlaba kwintsapho kaBawo osemazulwini".
Ubukho bam obuncinci buhlala buguqulwa bube yintando kaThixo. Ndiziva endisondeza kuye ngakumbi nangakumbi.
Igama ngalinye, ukukhanya okanye ulwazi kwicala lakhe
-ubomi obutsha obuya kundinceda,
-uvuyo olungaqhelekanga endinalo e
-ulonwabo olungenasiphelo, olukhulu kunoko ndingaqulatha kuba luncinci kakhulu.
Ndiva ngathi intliziyo yam ingagqabhuka luvuyo nolonwabo olungcwele. Owu! Intando KaThixo.
Zazise, uphethwe kwaye uthandwa ukuze wonke umntu onwabe, kodwa ngolonwabo lwasezulwini hayi lwasemhlabeni!
Ndicinge.
Ke uYesu wam othandekayo wandindwendwela kancinci kwaye wandixelela:
Intombazana yakho
Yonke into oyenzayo ngentando yam yobuThixo linyathelo olithathayo usiya kuThixo.UThixo ke uthatha inyathelo eliza kuwe.
Inyathelo lesidalwa lubizo olumema inyathelo elingcwele ukuba lihlangabezane nalo. Singaze sizivumele ukuba soyiswe okanye soyiswe zizenzo zakhe;
-ukuba uthatha inyathelo elinye, sithatha isihlanu, ishumi.
Ekubeni uthando lwethu lukhulu kunolwakhe, uyakhawuleza aze andise amanyathelo okukhawulezisa intlanganiso aze antywilisele bobabini omnye komnye.
Ngokufuthi iba sithi abathabatha inyathelo lokuqala lokumema isidalwa ukuba size kuthi.
Sifuna isidalwa sethu.
Sifuna ukumnika okuthile ngathi. Sifuna afane nathi.
Sifuna ukumenza onwabe.
Ngoko senza umgama omde ukuze simtsalele umnxeba.
Lowo useNtandweni yethu, owu! ngelixa esiva isandi esimnandi seenyawo zethu kwaye engxamele ukuza kuthi ukuze amkele iziqhamo zeenyawo zethu.
Ngaba uyafuna ukwazi ukuba zeziphi ezi ziqhamo? Igama lethu lokudala .
Kuba kamsinya nje yakuba kuqhutywa intlanganiso, esi sidalwa siziphosa kumbindi waLowo uPhakamileyo wethu.
Siyamkela ngothando olukhulu kangangokuba,
-ayinakukwazi ukuyibamba, siyidibanisa nathi.
Ngelizwi lethu siphalaza uLwazi lwethu kuyo, siyenza inxalenye yobuThixo bethu.
Kangangokuba igama lethu ngalinye liyindawo yokuphuma.
Amanqanaba olwazi isidalwa esiwafumanayo ngeLizwi lethu onke ngamanqanaba okuba nenxaxheba esiwafumana kuMdali waso.
Isenzo ngasinye osenzayo kwiNtando yam yobuThixo iba yindlela yeli nyathelo lokukwenza yonke intando kaThixo.
ILizwi lam liya kukusebenzisa ngokubumba, ukukhanya kunye nokuthatha inxaxheba kubuThixo bethu.
Emva koko ukushiywa kwam kwiFiat yaphezulu kwaqhubeka. UYesu wam othandekayo wongeza wathi:
Mntwana weNtando yam, kufuneka uyazi
ekuphela kwenjongo yeNdalo yayiluthando lwethu olo
-ezibonakalisa ngaphandle kwethu,
yenze iziko layo lokuphuhlisa injongo yayo.
Eli ziko yayisisidalwa ekwakufuneka sibe kuso
- ukwenza ubomi bethu bube pulsate e
- menze azive uthando lwethu.
Kwaye yonke iNdalo kufuneka ibe ngumjikelo weli ziko, kanye njengemitha yelanga.
-ekufuneka ijikeleze, ihombise kwaye ixhase eli ziko
owathi, ezimisa kuthi;
kufanele kusinike intsimi yokubonakalisa uthando olutsha
- ukwenza eli ziko libe lihle ngakumbi, lityebile, libe likhulu, kwaye
- apho uthando lwethu lunokukhangela khona
ukwenza umsebenzi ufanelekele izandla zethu zokudala.
Zonke izidalwa kufuneka zenze, zimanyene kunye, iziko loThando lwethu olubonakalisiweyo.
Kodwa abaninzi baye balishiya eli ziko.
Uthando lwethu lwahlala lunqunyanyisiwe, kungekho nto sinokuyilungisa
-ukufezekisa injongo yayo ephambili, esona sizathu sokuphuma kwayo. Kodwa ulungelelwano lobulumko bethu, ubomi obusebenzayo bothando lwethu olubonakalisiweyo abunakukunyamezela ukusilela kwenjongo yethu.
Ukutyhubela iinkulungwane, bekusoloko kukho umphefumlo athe uThixo wawenza njengesazulu seNdalo.
Ikuye
-ukuba uthando lwethu lwalusekelwe kwaye
-ukuba uBomi bethu babetha kwaye bafikelela kwiinjongo zayo yonke iNdalo.
Kuwo onke la maziko
- ukuba iNdalo igcinwe e
-ukuba ihlabathi lisekho.
Kungenjalo bekungayi kuba nasizathu sokubakho.
Kuba wayeza kubukhumbula ubomi nonobangela wazo zonke izinto.
Ngoko akukhange kubekho kwaye akusayi kuba yinkulungwane
apho singayi kukhetha imiphefumlo ethandekayo, ngakumbi okanye engabalulekanga,
-nto leyo eya kwenza iziko leNdalo e
- apho siya kwenza ubomi bethu obuchukumisayo kunye noThando lwethu lusebenze.
Ngokwamaxesha, amaxesha, iimfuno kunye neemeko,
- zanikelwa ngenxa yokulunga nokukhusela bonke, kwaye
-bona bebodwa bawaphakamisele amalungelo am angcwele kwaye
undinikile umhlaba wokuba ndigcine umyalelo woBulumko bam obungenasiphelo.
Ngoku kufuneka wazi ukuba le miphefumlo iye yanyulwa nguBume bethu obuNgcwele kwinkulungwane nganye njengeziko leNdalo.
- ngokulunga ebesifuna ukukwenza, nokwenza ukuba kwaziwe, kananjalo
- ngokweemfuno zamaziko agqagqeneyo,
kungoko kukho iyantlukwano yezenzo zabo, amazwi abo kunye nokulungileyo abakwenzileyo. Kodwa yonke imo yale miphefumlo yayibuBomi bam obuphuphumayo kunye noThando lwam lubonakala lusebenza kubo.
Sikunyule kule nkulungwane njengeziko layo yonke iNdalo ukuze sazise
- into entle kakhulu ngokucace ngakumbi kwaye
- kuthetha ntoni ukwenza intando yethu
ukuze bonke bamnqwenele, babubize ubukumkani bakhe.
Ukuze amaziko asasaziweyo akwazi ukuyenza
- dibana kweli ziko likhethekileyo e
-ifomu enye kuphela.
Indalo kukuzalwa okuzelwe ngamandla eNtando yam yobuThixo . Kufanelekile kwaye kuyimfuneko ukuba wonke umntu akuqonde oku
-ngubani laa Mama wabazala ngothando olungaka
ukuze bonke abantwana bakhe bamanyane kwintando kaMama wabo.
Ukuba neMyolelo, kuya kuba lula ukwenza iziko elinye apho lo Mama wasezulwini aya kuthi abethelele ubomi bethu bobuThixo kunye noThando lwethu emsebenzini.
Ingakumbi ekubeni ubungendawo obubalaseleyo bale nkulungwane, isithixo sabaninzi, kukuthanda komntu, kwanakwizinto ezilungileyo abazenzayo.
Yiyo loo nto sibona ukuba iimpazamo nezono ezininzi ziphuma ngaphakathi kokulungileyo.
Oku kubonisa ukuba umthombo owabaphilisayo wawungekho nyulu, kodwa ukhohlakele. Kuba ukulunga kokwenene kunokuvelisa iziqhamo ezilungileyo.
Yiyo ke le nto siyaziyo ukuba kuyinyaniso okanye bubuxoki okulungileyo esikwenzayo.
Ke ngoko kukho imfuneko egqithisileyo yokwenza intando yam yobuThixo yaziwe,
- uqhagamshelwano lwemibutho yabasebenzi,
-isixhobo esinamandla soxolo,
-umbuyiseli onenzuzo yoluntu.
Ndisesezandleni zeNtando yobuThixo eyenza imini yayo yokukhanya emphefumlweni wam omncinci, kwaye nangona ngaloo mini kubonakala ilifu, amandla okukhanya kwawo agxininiswe kuyo kwaye ilifu, lizibona libonwa, libaleka, lichithakala. kwaye kubonakala ngathi. : "Umntu ubona ukuba akukho ndawo yam ngolu suku yokwenza intando kaThixo kwisidalwa". Kwaye kubonakala ngathi uyaphendula:
Apho ndikhoyo akukho ndawo yamntu ngoba ndifuna isenzo esinye sentando yam ndodwa nesidalwa, esingavumi kwanto engeyoyam.
Owu! Intando kaThixo, iyamangalisa, unamandla kwaye unobubele, kwaye ungakanani umona wakho apho ulawula khona. Owu! soloko ndibususa ububi bam, ubuthathaka bam kunye namafu entando yam ukuze imini yam ihlale ingunaphakade kwaye isibhakabhaka somphefumlo wam omncinci sihlala sizolile. Kodwa ndandicinga oku xa uYesu wam olungileyo wathi kum:
Ntombi yam, uKhanya ulungile.
Ukuba oku kulungileyo kufeziwe kwintando yam yobuThixo, mingaphi imisebe eyenziwe njengemisebenzi elungileyo, kwaye iFiat yam igxininiswe kule mitha yokukhanya kumjikelo wokukhanya kwayo okungunaphakade.
Ukuze ezi zenzo zenzeke kwizenzo zethu kwaye zenze umsebenzi ophindwe kabini:
-enye yendumiso, imbeko kunye nothando lwanaphakade kuMhlekazi wethu othandekayo, kunye
enye yokhuselo, inceba, uncedo nokukhanya kwisizukulwana somntu ngokweemeko esizifumana sikuzo.
Kwelinye icala
ukuba izenzo ezilungileyo azenziwanga kwintando yam nangamandla akhe, nokuba zilula,
abanawo amandla okwandisa ukuzilungisa kumjikelo wokukhanya kwethu, e
bahlala bengaxhaswa njengemitha eyaphukileyo kwaye ngenxa yoko bengenabo ubomi obungunaphakade. Ngaphandle komthombo wokukhanya, zisenokucima ngokuthe ngcembe.
Emva kokulahlwa kwam kwintando kaThixo ndaziva ndicinezelekile kukuswelwa kuka Yesu wam omnandi.Ukuswela kwakhe kufana nehamile esoloko ibetha ukuze andise intlungu yam.
Yaye iyayeka ukubetha xa undwendwe olungokobuthixo luphuma kwindawo efihlakeleyo ukuze lunike utyelelo lwalo oluncinane kwisidalwa saso esisithandayo: ubukho bakhe obumnandi, ububele bakhe buvuselela uvuyo losizi olufanayo. Kwaye isando siyayeka umsebenzi waso oqhubekayo kunye nokhohlakeleyo.
Kodwa ngokukhawuleza ukuba undwendwe lwasezulwini luhoxise, luqala ukubetha kwakhona kwaye umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo emva koko uphapheme, ukuba unokubonwa kwaye uve kwakhona. Kwaye ndikhangele phambili kuLowo undenzakalisayo kwaye nguye yedwa onamandla okupholisa eli nxeba, ngelishwa libuhlungu kakhulu!
Kodwa ndandiphalaza intlungu yam, xa uYesu wam othandekayo wabuyayo, ewola umphefumlo wam ohlwempuzekileyo, wathi kum :
Ntombazana ndilapha. Zinikezele ezingalweni zam kwaye uphumle.
Ukuzinikela kwakho kum kufuna ukuzinikela kwam kuwe kwaye kwenza ukuphumla kwam okumnandi emphefumlweni wakho.
Ukulahlwa kum kwenza ityathanga elimnandi nelinamandla elindibophelela ngamandla emphefumlweni kangangokuba andisakwazi kuzikhwebula kuwo, ukuya kwinqanaba lokuba ndenze ibanjwa elithandekayo nelithambileyo.
Ukunikezela kum kuzala intembeko yokwenyani
Uze umphefumlo uthembele kum, kwaye ndithembele kuwo. Ndikholose ngothando lwakhe olungagungqiyo.
Ndiyathemba ngemibingelelo yakhe ukuba soze bandikhanyele nantoni na endiyicelayo.
kwaye ndinentembelo epheleleyo yokuba ndinokulufeza usukelo lwam.
Ukunikezela kum uthi kundinika inkululeko kwaye ndikhululekile ukwenza into endiyifunayo. Ukuthembela kuye, ndityhila iimfihlo zam ezingaphakathi kuye.
Ke, ntombi yam, ndifuna ukuba ulahlwe ngokupheleleyo ezingalweni zam. Ngokuya ulahlwa kum, kokukhona uya kuziva ndikulahlile kuwe.
Mna:"Ndizozinikela njani kuwe xa ubaleka?"
UYesu wongeza wathi:
Ukunikezela kugqibelele xa , ubona ukuba ndiyabaleka , unikezela ngakumbi . Ayenzi kube lula kum ukuba ndimke, kodwa indibopha ngakumbi.
Emva koko wongeza:
Intombi yam, ubomi, ubungcwele bunezenzo ezimbini:
UThixo unika intando yakhe kwaye isidalwa siyayifumana.
Emva kokuba ubomi bubunjiwe kuye ngesi senzo seNtando yobuThixo awayifumanayo ukuyibuyisela njengesenzo sentando yakhe.
ukuyifumana kwakhona.
Yiphani namkele, namkele, niphe . Kukho konke.
UThixo wayengenakunikela ngaphezu kwesenzo esiqhubekayo seNtando yakhe kwisidalwa. Isidalwa sasingenakunikela ngakumbi kuThixo.
Kuba yonke into esinokuthi siyifumane kwintando yakhe yobuThixo yamkelwe nguye njengokwakheka koBomi obungcwele.
Yonke ingaphakathi lesidalwa iba
njengabantu boBukumkani beNtando yobuThixo:
-ubulumko , _
abantu abathembekileyo abaqhayisa ngokukhokelwa ngumlawuli oyintloko weFiat yaphezulu
-Isihlwele seengcinga ezixineneyo kwaye zinqwenela ukwazi nokumthanda ngakumbi nangakumbi uKumkani omkhulu ohleli etroneni kwiziko lobukrelekrele.
yesidalwa,
- iminqweno, inkanuko, ukubetha kwentliziyo okuphuma entliziyweni
andise inani labemi bobukumkani bam, hayi, ukubutha kwabo etroneni yakhe!
Bonke banikele ingqalelo, bekulungele ukufumana imiyalelo yobuthixo baze bayenze ngeendleko zobomi babo.
Hayi indlela abantu abathobelayo nabayalele ngayo ukuba uBukumkani beFiat yam yobuNgcwele! Akukho mpikiswano, akukho kuphikisana.
Kukho kuphela esi sihlwele sabantu ngaphakathi kwesi sidalwa esonwabileyo esifuna enye kunye nento efanayo.
Njengomkhosi oqeqeshwe kakuhle,
bazibeka kwinqaba yoBukumkani beNtando yam yobuThixo.
Ke, xa ingaphakathi lesidalwa liba ngabantu bam bonke,
-Iphuma ngaphakathi kwaye
-Yandisa abantu bamazwi, abantu bemisebenzi, abantu abahamba ngeenyawo.
Kunokuthiwa zonke izenzo ezenziwa ngaba bantu basezulwini ziqulethe ilizwi, umyalelo obhalwe ngoonobumba begolide: "Intando kaThixo".
Kwaye xa esi sihlwele sabantu siqala ukwenza umsebenzi ohambelanayo, bakhupha iflegi kunye nesiqubulo esithi "Fiat", elandelwa ngamazwi abhalwe ngokukhanya okucacileyo: "SingooKumkani omkhulu weFiat ePhakamileyo".
Uyabona ke ngoko ukuba sonke isidalwa esivumela ukuba silawulwe yintando yam sibumba abantu boBukumkani bukaThixo.
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