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Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, ngenxa yokuba uYesu wam othandekayo engazange abonwe, ndandiphelelwe lithemba lokumfumana.

Ndade ndakholelwa ukuba yonke into iphelile kum: ukutyelelwa kweNkosi yethu kunye nemeko yexhoba. Ufikile uYesu ngale ntsasa, ethwele isithsaba esibi sameva entloko. Encwina, wema ecaleni kwam elindele ukukhululeka.

 

Ngoko, ngokuthe ngcembe, ndasikhulula isithsaba sameva yaye, ukuze ndimkholise ngakumbi, ndasibeka entloko.

 

Emva   koko wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

uthando luyinyaniso xa luxhaswa lithemba, ithemba elihlala lihleli.

Kuba, ukuba namhlanje ndiyathemba kwaye ngomso andinathemba, uthando luba sisiqhwala. Okukhona isondlo sethemba sinikwa kuye, kokukhona esomelela kwaye ephila. Kodwa ukuba ithemba alikho, uthando olubi luqala lugule. Kwaye, ukuhlala yedwa kwaye ngaphandle kwenkxaso, uphela ngokufa ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ke ngoko, nokuba bukhulu kangakanani na ubunzima bakho,

ungaze, ngenxa yokoyika ukuphulukana nam, ujike ethembeni, nokuba ngumzuzwana nje.

Ngokuchasene noko, ukoyisa yonke into,

Qiniseka ukuba ithemba lakho lihlala limanyene nam, ukuze uthando lwakho lube nobomi obungunaphakade. "

 

Emva koko uYesu weza, engandixelelanga nto yimbi.

 

Oyena Yesu wam umnandi uyeza.

Ngale ntsasa, xa efika nje, wayefuna ukugalela obukrakra bakhe kum.

Emva   koko wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ndifuna ukulala.

Uthatha indawo yam emsebenzini wam wokubandezeleka, ukuthandaza nokuxolisa ubulungisa ».

 

Wathabatha ke uYesu inani, ndaza mna, ndisondele kakhulu kuye, ndathandaza.

Kamva, xa wavuka,

sahamba kancinci phakathi kwabantu.

Undibonise amabali ahlukeneyo abawalungiselelayo kunye neenzame abazenzayo ukwenza uguquko.

 

Ndaqaphela ngokukhethekileyo ukuba basebenzela uhlaselo olungalindelekanga ukuze bafezekise ngcono injongo yabo, kwaye

ukuqinisekisa ukuba akukho mntu unokuzikhusela okanye ukuzikhusela kutshaba. Mingaphi imiboniso enelishwa!

 

Noko ke, kubonakala ngathi iNkosi ayikabaniki inkululeko yokwenza oko.

Ngaphandle kokuthanda kwabo okugwenxa,

- engazi ukuba kutheni

bazifumana bengenamandla okwenza icebo labo, badliwa ngumsindo. Inye kuphela into efunekayo, ukuba iNkosi ibanike le nkululeko. Kuba yonke into ilungile.

 

Emva kohambo lwethu, uYesu wazibonakalisa egcwele amanxeba kwaye wandixelela:

Uyawabona amanxeba amangaphi andivulele?

 

Ngaba uyayibona imfuneko yokuqhubeka kwakho lixhoba?

Kuba akukho nalinye ixesha apho amadoda andisindisayo kwiziphoso zawo. Kwaye ekubeni izono zabo ziqhubeka, iintlungu kunye nemithandazo yokundisindisa kwezi zithonga kufuneka iqhubeke.

 

Thuthumela kwaye woyike xa ubona iimbandezelo zakho zimisiwe,

- ngenxa yokoyika ukuba,

- iintlungu zam azipheli,

iintshaba aziyinikwanga inkululeko yokwenza oko zinqwenelwa zizo.”

 

Ukuva oku, ndaqalisa ukuthandaza kuYesu ukuba andibandezele. Emva koko ndabona umvumi wam owathi, edibanisa iinjongo zakhe nezo zikaYesu, wanyanzela lo wamva ukuba andibandezele. Wandifaka ekubandezelekeni kwam, kwada kwayiloo nto, endingayaziyo ukuba ndihlale njani na.

 

Noko ke, iNkosi ayizange izishiye yodwa kwiimbandezelo zam.

 

Wayebonakala engenaso isibindi sokundishiya, kwaye ndachitha iintsuku ezininzi ndikunye noYesu.

Undibulele kakhulu kwaye wandenza ndaqonda izinto ezininzi!

Kodwa, ngokuyinxenye ngenxa yemeko yam yokubandezeleka kunye

nam ngoba andizazi ukuba mandiziveze njani ndizoma apha.

 

UYesu uyeza.

Noko ke, ndachitha ubusuku bonke ngaphandle kwakhe. Uthe xa efika  wathi kum  :

" Ntombi yam, undilinde nje unexhala? Udinga nto?"

 

Ke mna, ndisazi   ukuba ndimelwe kukwamkela uMthendeleko  , ndathi kuye:

Nkosi yam, bendilinde wena ubusuku bonke!

Ndiyoyika intliziyo yam ayifuni kukwamkela.

Kule nto ndifuna ukuba uhlolisise umphefumlo wam, ukuze ulungele ukujoyina nawe kwi-sakramente ye-Ekaristi. "

 

Ngobubele, uYesu wawuhlolisisa umphefumlo wam ukuze andilungiselele ukumamkela. Emva koko yandikhupha emzimbeni wam.

 

Kwaye, kunye naye, ndafumana   uMama  wethu onguKumkanikazi owamxelela  :

 

"Mntwana wam,

lo mphefumlo uya kuhlala ulungele ukwenza kwaye ubandezeleke oko sifuna. Kufana nentambo esivumela ukuba sibophe ubulungisa.

Ngoko lisindise ihlabathi ekubulaweni kwabantu abaninzi kangaka nakwigazi elininzi elimele liphalazwe. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

“Mama wam, igazi liyafuneka.

Kaloku ndifuna kususwe lo mnombo wookumkani kwaye le nto ayinakwenziwa ngaphandle kokuphalaza kwegazi.

 

Uphalazo-gazi lukwayimfuneko ukuhlambulula iBandla lam. Kuba yosulele kakhulu.

Ukuthathela ingqalelo ukubandezeleka, ndinokuvumela ukuba ndisindise enye yazo ".

 

Okwangoku, ndibone uninzi lwamalungu ePalamente eceba ukubhukuqa ikumkani.

Bacinga ngokubeka etroneni omnye wabo babehleli phezu kwebhunga labo. Emva koko, ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam. Zingaphi iintsizi zabantu!

 

Ah! Nkosi, yiba nenceba kubumfama apho uluntu oluhlwempuzekileyo luntywiliselwa kubo!

 

Emva koko ndabona   iNkosi kunye noKumkanikazi uMama  , kunye nomvumi wam owayekunye nabo.

INtombi Enyulu ithi  : "Uyabona, Nyana wam, sinomntu wesithathu kunye nathi: umvumi.

 

Ufuna ukuzimanya nathi kwaye asiboleke uncedo lwakhe ngokuzibophelela ekubeni negalelo ekumenzeni abandezeleke, ukwanelisa ubulungisa bukaThixo.

 

Oku kwakhona komeleza intambo ebophezelayo, kwaye kwangaxeshanye iyakuthoba. Kwakhona, uxhathise nini   amandla?

- yalowo udibanisa ukubandezeleka kunye nomthandazo,   e

+ lowo uzibandakanyayo nje kuphela ukuze akuzukise, enze okulungileyo kwizizwe?

 

UYesu wamphulaphula uMama wakhe waza wanikela ingqalelo kwiinjongo zalowo umvumayo. Kodwa akazange awise isigwebo esimlungele ngokupheleleyo.

Wazimisela kuphela ekusindiseni inxalenye yehlabathi.

 

Ngoku kusasa ndizibone sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Ndizibonile infamies ezininzi kunye nezono ezimbi kakhulu ezenziweyo, kunye nezono nxamnye Church kunye noBawo oyiNgcwele.

Xa ndibuyela emzimbeni wam,   uYesu wam othandekayo weza wandixelela

:

"Kuthekani ngehlabathi?"

Kwaye mna, ndingazi apho wayesiya khona, njengoko ndandithabathekile zezo zinto ndandisandul’ ukuzibona, ndathi.

“Nkosi yam, ngubani onokuchaza ubugwenxa, ubulukhuni nobubi behlabathi?

Andinawo amazwi okuchaza indlela elibi ngayo ihlabathi. Esebenzisa eli thuba linikelwe ngamazwi am,   uYesu wongezelela  :

"Ngaba ubonile ukuba ihlabathi likhohlakele kangakanani? Watsho ngokwakho. Akukho ndlela yokufumana ukuba ithobe.

Naxa ndiphantse ndathatha isonka sakhe, uhlala enenkani.

Okubi nangakumbi kukuba, kungoku nje uzama ukufumana isonka sakhe ngokukhuthuza, esonzakalisa abanye abantu.

Ngoko ke kuyimfuneko ukuba afikelele kuye emzimbeni wakhe. Kungenjalo, iya kugqwetheka ngakumbi. "



Ngubani ongathi bendixakwe ngalamazwi kaYesu ingathi ndimnike ithuba lokuqumbela kwelilizwe.

Endaweni yokuba ndixolise ngaye, ndambonisa enxibe ezimnyama.

 

Emva kokuba ndenze konke ukuze ndimxolele, kodwa uYesu akazange andinike

andivanga. Umonakalo wenzekile. Ah! Nkosi, ndixolele ngokuswela uthando kwaye undenzele inceba.

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka notyelelo lwakhe, phantse ngalo lonke ixesha ngendlela efanayo.

Ufike ekuseni wabugalela kum ubukrakra bakhe ndasuke ndangcungcutheka ndade ndaqala ndathandaza ndicela u Yehova andiphe amandla andiphakamise kancinci ngoba bendingenokwazi ukumelana nalonto.

Ngeli xesha, ukusuka ekukhanyeni,

Kwathi qatha kum ukuba ndenza isono ngokubuza oku.

 

Uza kuthini uYesu? Ngelixa kwezinye izihlandlo ndandimcenga kakhulu ukuba akhuphe ubukrakra bakhe kum, kwesi sihlandlo, engabuzwanga, wawugalela. Kwaye ngoku ndandikhangela isiqabu!

Kum ingathi ndiya ndisiba worse.

Ubungendawo bam bufikelela kwinqanaba lokuba, naphambi koYesu, andiyeki ukuwela kwisiphene nokwenza izono.

 

Bendingazi ukuba mandithini ukuyilungisa.

Ndagqiba ngaphakathi kwam ukuba, ngeli xesha, ndiya kukukhanyela ukuza kweNkosi Yethu ukuze yenze idini elikhulu ngakumbi, indenzele inguquko, kwaye ngenxa yokuba, xa elinye ithuba livela, indalo yam ayisayi kuba nabuganga bokufuna isiqabu.

 

Ndithathe isigqibo sokuba, ukuba uyeza, ndiza kumxelela: "

Sukuza sithandwa sam, ndenzele inceba undiphakamise. "

Le yinto endayenzayo, kwaye ndachitha iiyure ezininzi ngaphandle kukaYesu kwaye ndibandezeleke kakhulu. Yayindibiza kangakanani kwaye yayikrakra!

 

Noko ke, enemfesane kum, ndingamfunanga, uYesu weza.” Ngoko nangoko ndathi kuye: “Yiba nomonde, ungezi, andifuni kukhululeka.

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, ndiyavuya ngedini lakho.

Kodwa ufuna ukuphumla, okanye uya kuphulukana nezingqondweni. “Ndithe, Hayi, Nkosi, andifuni kukhululeka.

 

Kodwa, esondela emlonyeni wam kwaye phantse ngamandla,

UYesu wagalela amathontsi ambalwa obisi oluswiti oluphuma emlonyeni wakhe kweyam olukhulula ukubandezeleka kwam.

 

Ngubani ongachaza ukubhideka nentloni endandinazo phambi kwakhe?

Nam ndandilindele ukukhalinyelwa, kodwa ngokungathi wayengayibonanga into yokuba ndisilele, wayenobubele yaye enobubele.

 

Ndimbone enje, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu wam othandekayo, ngoku ubugalele ubukrakra bakho kum kwaye ndibandezelekile, uya kulisindisa ihlabathi, akunjalo?"

 

Waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam, uyakholelwa ukuba ndikugalele yonke into?

Kwakhona, unokujamelana njani nazo zonke izinto endizithululela ehlabathini ukuze ndohlwaywe? Awubonanga ukuba awunako ukumelana nobukrakra obuncinci endibugalele kuwe? Yaye ukuba ubungezanga kukunceda,   ngewufile.

Bekuya kwenzeka ntoni xa ndiyigalele kuwe yonke?

Sithandwa sam, ndikunikile iLizwi lam, ndiya kukwanelisa ngokuyinxenye".

 

Emva koko, wandithatha ngaphandle komzimba wam wandisa embindini wehlabathi. Ndaqhubeka ndibona amashwa amaninzi eluntwini, ngakumbi amacebo okuvukela   iCawe.

abulale uBawo Oyingcwele nababingeleli.

 

Ndibona ezi zinto, ndawuva umphefumlo wam ukrazuka kwaye ndacinga:

"Ngamana oku akunakuze kwenzeke!

Ukuba babekwazi ukuphumeza ezi ndlela zokuthungwa, kwakuza kwenzeka ntoni? Mangaphi amashwa anokuvela! "

Ndibuhlungu kakhulu, ndajonga kuYesu.

 

Athi kum:  "   Uthini ngesidubedube senzeke apha?"

Ndaphendula: "Isiphithiphithi santoni? Akhonto yenzekileyo kwisixeko sam."

 

Waphendula uYesu wathi  , Awukhumbuli na imvukelo ka-Andria? Ndathi, Ewe, Nkosi.

 

Waqhubeka  wathi:

“Ewe, le mvukelo ibonakala ngathi yinto engekhoyo, kodwa akunjalo. Le mvukelo yayisisiganeko sokwenyani, yayiliyelenqe, ibutho lokukhuthaza ezinye izixeko ukuba ziphakame ziphalaze igazi ngokunyelisa abantu abangcwalisiweyo kunye neetempile zam.

 

Yaye ekubeni wonk’ ubani efuna ukubonisa indlela akhaliphe ngayo kunabanye ekuphembeleleni ububi, baya kukhuphisana ukuze babone ukuba ngubani onokubangela owona monakalo mkhulu. "

 

Ndathi: “Awu! Nkosi, yipha uxolo iBandla lakho yaye ungavumeli inkathazo engaka! Ndandifuna ukuthetha ngakumbi naye.

Kodwa wanyamalala wandishiya ndinxunguphele kwaye ndikhathazekile.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo wayengezi.

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide, wazibonakalisa ngaphakathi kum. Yayama entliziyweni yam,

Wamwonga ngeengalo zakhe waza wangqiyama kweyona ntloko yakhe ingcwele. Ngenxa yokubuyela kwakhe emhlabeni, wayenxunguphele kwaye enzulu, ngoko inkangeleko yakhe yayifuna ukuthula.

 

Emva kokuba ndithule ixesha elide, ekubeni imbonakalo awayezibonakalise kuyo ayizange indivumele ukuba ndibe nabuganga bakuthetha nelizwi elinye.

 

Uye waphuma kwi position yakhe   wathi kum  :

"Ndandigqibe kwelokuba mandingabutheli ubukrakra bam kuwe.

Kodwa izinto ziye zafikelela kwinqanaba lokuba, ukuba anditsho, iingozi ezimbi kakhulu ziya kwenzeka kungekudala,

ukusa kwinqanaba lokuxhokonxa inguqu ekhokelela kwindyikityha yokufa kwabantu abaninzi ».

 

Ndaphendula ndathi, Ewe, Nkosi, liphalaze.

Kuphela ke ndinqwenela ukuba niwuthulule ubushushu benu phezu kwam, nisinde kwizidalwa zenu. Wagalela ke kum ubukrakra bakhe.

 

Emva koko, ngokungathi ukhululekile,   wongeza  :

 

Ntombi yam, njengetakane legusha, ndiye ndavuma ukusiwa esixhelweni, ndathi cwaka phambi kwababingelela ngam.

 

Kuya kuba njalo kula maxesha kwabalungileyo abambalwa abaseleyo.

Ngaphaya koko, obu bubugorha bokulunga kokwenyani. "

 

Wongeza wathi  :

Sendibugalele kuwe ubukrakra bam

Kodwa, nangona sele ndigalele, ufuna ndigalele enye? Ngaloo ndlela, ndiza kukhanyisa ngakumbi ".

 

Mna:" Nkosi yam ungandibuzi nokundibuza mna ndisesandleni sakho ungandenzela lento uyifunayo".

 

Waphinda wayigalela, yaphela nya, ndashiyeka ndisokola ndivuya ndicinga ukuba ndithomalalisile inimba yentanda yam uYesu.

 

UYesu wam olungileyo uhlala esiza.

Wandenza ndabelana nam ngeentlupheko ezahlukahlukeneyo zePasion yakhe.

Emva koko wandikhupha emzimbeni wam endibonisa izixeko ezikufuphi.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba ubukhulu becala nguAndria.

 

Ndabona ukuba ukuba iNkosi yayingasebenzisi amandla ayo onke ukohlwaya abantu, izinto ezazisenziwa zaziya kuba nzulu ngakumbi.

Ngaphezu koko, kubonakala ukuba kwakukho abefundisi ababephembelele abantu kolu qhushululu, nto leyo eyayenza buhlungu ngakumbi iNkosi Yethu.

 

Emva koko siye satyelela iicawa ezininzi ezinqula kunye nembuyekezo ngenxa yezinyeliso ezininzi ezenziwa apho.

UYesu wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, mandikhe ndigalele kuwe intwana yobukrakra, ngokuba bukhulu, bukhulu, ukuba andinako ukuyiginya ndedwa.

Intliziyo yam ayikwazi ukuyamkela.

 

Wandigalela ke uYesu, emva koko wathi shwaka.

Wabuya izihlandlo eziliqela engathethanga ngakumbi.

 

ULuisa ucenga uYesu ukuba amse eZulwini.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo wandikhupha emzimbeni wam wandibonisa ububi obuninzi obenziwa ngokuchasene nesisa kummelwane.

Kungakanani ukubandezeleka oku okuzise koyena monde wam uYesu!

Kum kwabonakala ngathi oku kunyhashwa kwenceba kwakunxamnye naye.

 

Ke, bonke bexhwalekile,   wathi kum  :

Ntombi yam, owanzakalisa ummelwane wakhe uzenzakalisa yena; ngokubulala ummelwane wakhe, ubulala owakhe umphefumlo;

Njengoko uthando lubeka umphefumlo kuzo zonke izinto ezilungileyo, ngoko ngaphandle kothando umphefumlo ubeka phambili kuzo zonke izinto ezimbi ".

Emva koko sarhoxa.

 

Ndikhathazwa ziintlungu eziqatha ezimbanjeni kangangeentsuku eziliqela. Yiyo loo nto ndiziva ndidiniwe.

Enemfesane kum, uYesu wasikelelwa wathi kum:

"Sithandwa sam, ungathanda ukuza kuM, akunjalo?"

Ndaphendula:

"Yanga lingavuma iZulu, Nkosi yam, ukuba le ntlungu ibe ngunobangela wokuza kwam kuwe! Hayi indlela endiya kuba nombulelo ngayo!

Hayi indlela endiya kuthandeka ngayo kum le ntlungu kwaye ndingamgqala njengomnye wabahlobo bam abasenyongweni! Kodwa ndicinga ukuba ufuna ukundihenda njengamanye amaxesha.

Ngokundichulumancisa ngezimemo zakho uze undishiye ndidanile, uya kukwazi ukwenza ukufela ukholo kwam kube yinkohlakalo nentliziyo ebuhlungu ngakumbi.

 

Kodwa ndicela undenzele inceba, ungaphinde undishiye emhlabeni. Zifunxe kuwe umbungu olusizi endinguye.

Ndilungile ukukubuza oku,

ngokuba ndidle ubomi kuni. "

 

Ukumamela kum,   uYesu  wam olungileyo  waba nobubele kwaye   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombazana, musa ukoyika.

Into eqinisekileyo yeyokuba imini iyakufika apho uya kuhlala umiliselwe kuM.

 

Kodwa yazini ukuba nina nifuna ukuza kum,

-ingakumbi ngokulandela izimemo zam,

ziluncedo kakhulu kuwe, zikwenza uphile phakathi kwezulu nomhlaba;

-ngaphandle kwesithunzi sobunzima bomhlaba. Kangangokuba ifana nezo ntyatyambo zingenazo neengcambu   emhlabeni.

Ukuphila ngolu hlobo, kuxhonywe emoyeni, vuyisani iZulu nomhlaba.

 

Ujonge eZulwini, kukuye kuphela ukuba uvuye. Kwaye udla zonke izinto zasezulwini.

Emva koko, jonga emhlabeni,

unovelwano ngaye kwaye umncede kangangoko unako.

 

Kodwa, emva kokuhlangana kwevumba lezulu,

ulibone kwaoko ivumba elibi linyuka ehlabathini, ulithiye.

 

Ngendikubeke kweyam imeko

-ndithandeka ngakumbi kuM naseZulwini e

-inzuzo ngakumbi kuwe nakwihlabathi?"

 

Ndaphendula:

“ Kodwa, owu!

Nkosi yam, bekufanele ukuba ube nemfesane kum, ungandeli ixesha lokuhlala kwam apha ngenxa yezizathu zonke endinazo, ngakumbi ngala maxesha alusizi asele eqalisile!

Ngubani oya kuba nentliziyo yokubona ukubulawa kwabantu kuphalazwa igazi ngolu hlobo?

Kwakhona, ufanele undenzele inceba ngenxa yokukuhlutha kwam rhoqo okungaphezu kokufa. "

 

Njengoko benditshilo,

Ndibone inkitha yeengelosi zijikeleze iNkosi yethu.

 

Bathi kuye, Nkosi yethu, Thixo wethu, mayingabi sakukhathaza le nto; Sijonge phambili kuyo.

 

Sichukunyiswe lilizwi lakhe, size apha ukuza kumphulaphula kwaye asikwazi kulinda ukumthabatha kunye nathi. Kwaye nina, okanye banyuliweyo bakaThixo, yizani nize nivuye kunye nathi kwindawo yethu yokuhlala yasezulwini.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wachukumiseka kakhulu kwaye wabonakala ekwinqanaba lokuvuma isicelo sabo, kodwa wathi shwaka. Xa ndazifumana ndisemzimbeni wam, ndaye ndeva intlungu eyongezelelekileyo, ngoko ndandihlala ndibandezeleka.

 

Noko ke, ndandingaziqondi ngenxa yolwaneliseko endandinalo.

 

Umvandedwa wentlungu usoloko ukhula. Ndingathanda

-zifihle kwaye uqiniseke ukuba akukho mntu uqaphelayo,

- gcina imfihlo into endiyithethileyo ngasentla ngaphandle kokuba ndizivule kummeli wam. Kodwa ukubandezeleka kwam kwakunzulu kangangokuba kwakungenakwenzeka kum.

 

Kunoko, esebenzisa isixhobo esiqhelekileyo sokuthobela, ummeli wam wandiyalela ukuba ndityhile yonke into kuye. Ngoko ke, emva kokutyhila yonke into kuye ngokweenkcukacha, wandixelela ukuba, ngenxa yokuthobela, kwafuneka ndithandaze kuYehova ukuba andihlangule.

Kungenjalo, bendiya kuba ndisizela.

 

Yintoni le ntobelo? Isoloko inguye othintela imizobo yam. Ngoko ke, ngokuthandabuza, ndawamkela lo myalelo mtsha uvela kumchazi-mthetho wam.

Phezu kwako konke oku, ndandingenantliziyo yokuthandaza kuYehova ukuba andihlangule kumhlobo wam othandekayo obandezelekileyo.

Ingakumbi kuba ndandilindele ukuphuma elubhacweni kobu bomi.

 

UYesu onoyolo wandinyamezela, wathi akufika  wathi   kum  :

"Usokola kakhulu: ufuna ndikukhulule?"

Kwaye mna, ndilibale okomzuzwana umyalelo ofunyenweyo, ndathi kuye:

"Hayi, Nkosi, hayi, ungandikhululi: ndifuna ukuza kuwe. Kwaye uyazi ukuba andinakukuthanda, ukuba ndiyabanda, ukuba ndingenzi izinto ezinkulu kuwe.

 

Ndikunika oku kuhlupheka noko ndikwaneliseka nawe ngento endingayaziyo ukuba ndiyenze njani ngothando lwakho. "

 

UYesu wathi  :

"Nam ke ntombam ndizakunifaka uthando olungaka nenceba engaka kungabikho mntu ozokwazi ukundithanda okanye andinqwenele njengawe. Awonwabanga?"

Ndaphendula: Ewe, kodwa ndifuna ukuza kuwe! Emva koko wanyamalala. Ndibuyele emzimbeni wam,

Ndakhumbula umyalelo owawufunyenweyo kwaye kwafuneka ndimangalele umntu wam.

Wandixelela ngamandla ukuba wayengafuni ndihambe nokuba iNkosi yayiza kundihlangula. Hayi indlela endabandezeleka ngayo xa ndandifumana lo myalelo!

Kubonakala kum ukuba uYesu ufuna ngokwenene ukutyhala umonde wam kumda.

 

Ngokungakumbi kunanini na ngaphambili, ndaziva ndicaphukile kuba ndandingavunyelwa ukuba ndife. Ke ngoko, xa uYesu wam othandekayo wafikayo, wandingcikiva ngokucotha kwam ekuthobeleni, awayebonakala eyinyamezele kude kube ngoku.

 

Ngeli xesha ndabona isivumo sam ndaza, ndaguqukela kuye, uYesu wabamba isandla sakhe waza wathi: «Xa uthe waya kuye, yenza umqondiso womnqamlezo kwilungu lomzimba wakhe elibuhlungu. ukuthobela."

 

Emva koko wanyamalala.

Ngoko ndashiyeka ndedwa ndiqaqanjelwa ngakumbi.

Kamva weza wandivuma izono zam waza wandifumana ndibandezelekile, wasuka wandingcikiva ngokungathobeli.

 

Emva kokuba ndimxelele into endiyibonileyo kunye nento eyathethwa yiNkosi Yethu kumvuma izono, emva koko wenza umqondiso womnqamlezo kwindawo ebandezelekileyo yomzimba wam.

Kwaye, kwimizuzu embalwa, ndakwazi ukuphefumla nokushukuma.

Ngelixa ngaphambili bendingakwazi ukuyenza ngaphandle kokuva iintlungu ezibuhlungu.

 

Kubonakala kum ukuba ukuthobela kunye nale miqondiso yomnqamlezo kuye kwayinciphisa intlungu yam, ukuze ndingabinako ukubandezeleka. Ngoko ke, ndiphinde ndaphoxeka kwimizobo yam, njengoko eli nenekazi elithobelayo liye lathatha amandla anjalo phezu kwam kangangokuba lathi

ungandenzi ndenze into endiyifunayo. Ekubandezelekeni kwam, ufuna ukuba ngumongami kwaye kufuneka ndihlale phantsi kobukumkani bakhe ngandlela zonke.

 

Ngubani onokuyichaza intlungu yam yokuvinjwa ukubandezeleka komhlobo wam osenyongweni?

Ewe, ndandiyithanda

-ubukhosi obumangalisayo bentobeko engcwele ngokunjalo

-amandla iNkosi eyawadlulisela kumchazi-mthetho wam owathi, ngentobeko nangomqondiso womnqamlezo, wandikhulula kubungendawo endandibugqala njengobunzulu nowanele ukundenza ndife.

 

Phezu kwayo yonke le nto, andizange ndikwazi ukuzibamba intlungu yokuvinjwa ukubandezeleka okungaka, nto leyo yazisa uYesu oSikelelekileyo kwinceba kwaye yamnandi Intliziyo Yakhe kangangokuba ndamenza ukuba eze ngokuqhubekayo.

 

Ekufikeni kweNkosi yethu, ndakhalaza ndisithi: "Sithandwa sam, yintoni le undenzileyo? Wandikhulula isivumo sam. Ngoko ke ndilahlekelwe, okwangoku, ithemba lokuwushiya umhlaba. Kwaye kutheni ke ukwenza iindlela ezininzi kangaka?

 

Ungandikhulula ngokwakho. Kwakutheni ukuze ubeke umntu ovumayo phakathi kwethu? Ah! Mhlawumbi ubungafuni ukundicaphukisa ngokuthe ngqo, akunjalo?

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Awu! Ntombi yam, ukhawuleze walibala ukuba intobelo ibiyinto yonke kum!

Ndifuna intobeko ibe yinto yonke kuwe.

 

Ke ndimmise phakathi kwethu umchazi-Kristu, ngenxa yokuba nimnika inyameko efanayo nam.

Watsho enyamalala endishiya ndilusizi.

 

Uzenza njani izinto, ntobeko nkosazana!

Kuya kufuneka umazi kwaye ujongane naye ixesha elide, hayi nje ixesha elifutshane, ukutsho ukuba ungubani na.

 

"Bravo, ilungile lentokazi intobeko! Ngokuya ukufutshane nawe uzenza waziwe. Mna ke xa ndithetha inyani ndiyakuthanda.

Nam ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndikuthande.

 

Kodwa andikwazi ukuzibamba ndizive ndinomsindo ngakuwe, ubukhulu becala

xa undibonisa izinto ezintle.

 

Yiyo loo nto nceda, oh! Thobeko othandekayo, ukuba ndixolele ngakumbi, ndixolele ngakumbi ukundiva ubunzima ».

 

Ndazibona ndisothukile kwaye ndixhwalekile xa uYesu wam othandekayo efika.

Wathi kum,  Ntombi yam, yini na ukuba uhlalele ebubini bakho?

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: "Yh! Sithandwa sam ndingasokoliswa njani xa ungafuni ukundithatha undishiye ixesha elide kulomhlaba?"

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Ah! Hayi,   andifuni ukuba uphefumle loo moya wosizi.

Kuba yonke into endiyibeka ngaphakathi nangaphandle kwakho ingcwele!

 

Oku kuyinyaniso ukuba ukuba into okanye umntu usondela kuwe kwaye akalungile kwaye ungcwele, uziva ucekisekile ngokuqaphela ngokukhawuleza ivumba elibi laloo nto ingekho ngcwele.

 

Kutheni ke ngoku ufuna ukusifihla ngomoya wosizi le nto ndiyibeke ngaphakathi kuwe?

 

Yazini ke, ukuba nanini na nilungele ukwenza idini lokufa, ndininika uzuko ngokungathi nifa ngenene.

Oku kumele ukuba kube yintuthuzelo enkulu kuni, ngakumbi njengoko nisondela ngakumbi kum, ekubeni ubomi bam ibikukufa okungapheliyo.

 

Ndaphendula:

“Awu! Nkosi yam, andiqondi ukuba ukufa kulidini kum.

Nangona ndandifuna ukuthetha naye ngakumbi, wanyamalala.

 

Kwadlula iintsuku zokuthi cwaka phakathi kwam noYesu. Babekhatshwa yimbandezelo encinane ngenxa yam.

Ngapha koko, kum kubonakala ngathi uYesu wayefuna ukuqhubeka endivavanya ukuze asebenzise umonde wam ngakumbi. Nantso indlela.

 

Xa efika   wathi  :

"Sithandwa sam, ezulwini ndincwina ngenxa yakho: emazulwini, emazulwini, ndilindele wena".

 

Waza, njengombane, wabaleka wemka.

Kamva,   wayebuya aze athi kum:  “Ukususela ngoku ukuya phambili, yeka ukuncwina kwakho okuvutha umlilo: undenza ndityhafe ndide ndingabikho zingqondweni.”

 

Ngamanye amaxesha  wayesithi  : "Uthando lwakho oluvuthayo, ukunxanwa kwakho kukuphumla kweNtliziyo yam ebuhlungu". Kodwa ngubani onokuxela yonke into?

 

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi uYesu wayefuna ukuqamba iindinyana. Ngamanye amaxesha wayeyichaza le migca ngokuyicula.

Noko ke, akazange andinike nexesha lokuthetha nelizwi elinye kuye, wanyamalala.

 

Ngentseni yanamhlanje, xa u-confessor wam ebonakalisile injongo yakhe yokundibethelela emnqamlezweni, ndibone   uMama weKumkanikazi   elila ephantse waxabana noYesu ukuze ihlabathi lihlangulwe kumanxeba angaka.

 

Kodwa uYesu wayethandabuza.

Kwaba kukukholisa uMama wakhe qha wavuma ukundisokolisa. Ethubeni, wangathi uthomalale kancinci  , wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Liyinene elithi ndifuna ukohlwaya ihlabathi.

Ndibambe izabhokhwe ngesandla ukuze ndimbethe.

Kukwayinyani ukuba, wena kunye nomtyali wenyaniso,

unomdla wokuthandaza kum nokuhlupheka, yinkxaso yam le.

 

Ke ngoko nindinika inkxaso endiyidingayo ukuze ihlabathi lisindiswe, ubuncinane ngokuyinxenye.

Ngaphandle koko, ndingafumani nkxaso, ngesandla sam sasimahla, ndiya kuzikhulula emhlabeni ".

 

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo ebengezanga.

Kwafuneka ndisebenzise umonde omkhulu ndilindele yena.

Ekubeni ndandingasenawo amandla okuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndandifikelele kwinqanaba lokuzama ukuphuma kuyo.

 

Akafikanga uYesu kwakubonakala ukuba intsokolo indiphuphile.

Izivamvo zam, bendisaziva, bekungekho nto ndingayenza ngaphandle kokuzama ukuphuma kuzo.

 

Ngelixa ndandisenza oku, uYesu wasikeleleka weza waza, esenza isangqa ngeengalo Zakhe, Wayirhangqa intloko yam. Uthe akundibamba andaphinda ndaziva emzimbeni wam ndayibona iNkosi yethu icaphuka kakhulu emhlabeni.

 

Ndathi ndisazama ukumcenga,   wathi kum  :

 

“Akufunekanga undihoye ngoku, kodwa ndicela uhoye uMama wam.

Mthuthuzeleni, ngokuba ubandezelekile ngenxa yentlungu enzima endiya kuyinamba ehlabathini.

 

Ngubani owayenokuthi ndandixhwalekile!

 

Ndandisoyikela ukuba imeko yam yayingayi kuphinda ihambisane nokuthanda kukaThixo xa uYesu esikelelwa.

Ndathi kuye: "Hayi indlela endiyoyika ngayo ukuba imeko yam ayisekho ngokweWill yakho, njengoko ndibona ukuba ndikhumbula izinto ezimbini eziye zandigcina ngokunxulumene nesi simo, ukubandezeleka kunye nobukho bakho".

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

“Ntombi yam ayikuko nokuba andifuni kuphinda ndikugcine ukule meko.

Kungokuba ndifuna ukohlwaya ihlabathi, andizanga ndize ndinivimbe ukubandezeleka”.

 

Ndathi kuye: "Kuthetha ukuthini ukuhlala kule meko?"

 

Waphendula wathi  : "Imeko yakho yokuba lixhoba kunye nokulinda kwakho rhoqo sele kundihluthile. Kuba awundiboni, kodwa ngokuchaseneyo, ndikubona kakuhle kakhulu.

Kwaye ndibala konke ukuncwina kwakho, iimbandezelo zakho kunye neminqweno yakho yokufuna ndibe nawe.

 

Inyaniso yokuba nonke nimiliselwe kuM

sisenzo esiqhubekayo sokubuyekeza imiphefumlo emininzi engenamdla kuM kwaye engandinqweneleliyo Mna.

 

Iyandidela le miphefumlo.

Baxakeke ngokupheleleyo zizinto zasemhlabeni, becocwa bubumdaka bezenzo zabo ezingendawo.

 

Ukuchaswa ngokupheleleyo nezabo, imeko yakho imisa ubuLungisa bam,

lo nto

ndikugcine ukule meko   e

ukuvumela iimfazwe zegazi e-Italy ngaxeshanye phantse akunakwenzeka kum ».

 

Ndamxelela:

“Awu! Nkosi yam, ukuba ndingahlala ndikule meko ndingakhange ndibandezeleke yinto engenakwenzeka kum!

Ndiziva ndiswele amandla.

Kuba amandla okuhlala kule meko avela ekubandezelekeni kwam.

 

Ukuba, ngeentsuku ezithile, awuzi, ngoko ndizama ukuphuma. Zilumkele wena! Ndinixelela kwangaphambili ukuze ningandikhathazi kamva. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  : “Awu! Ewe, ewe, uya kuphuma kwesi simo xa ndiqala ukubulawa kwabantu e-Italiya! Emva koko ndiya kukunqumamisa ngokupheleleyo ».

 

Uthe ke esakuthetha oku, wandibonisa iimfazwe ezimanyumnyezi ezizayo;

ngokulinganayo phakathi   kwamakholwa

kunokuba ngokuchasene   neBandla.

 

Igazi liye lakhukulisa izixeko njengoko amanzi ekhukula emhlabeni xa kuza izandyondyo zemvula. Intliziyo yam yayijijekile yintlungu kukubona oku.

Xa ndicinga ngesixeko sam, ndithi:

“Awu, Nkosi, ndisithi uya kundinqumamisa kuyo yonke into;

Ngaba ufuna ndiqonde ukuba awuyi kuba novelwano noCorato wam ohluphekileyo? Ukuba awuzukumyeka?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Ukuba izono zifikelela kwinqanaba elithile, ngoko

-ukuba abemi baseCorato abafanelanga ukugcina umphefumlo wexhoba phakathi kwabo e

-ukuba abo banoxanduva lomphefumlo wexhoba abanamdla kuyo,

Andizukukhangela uCorato. "

 

Ebesitsho nje wasweleka ndavele ndanesingqala.

 

 

Emva kokuchitha olunye usuku engekho uYesu kunye nokubandezeleka okuncinci kakhulu,

Ndaziva ndiqinisekile ukuba iNkosi yayingasafuni kundigcina   ndikwimo yam   yexhoba.

Nangona kunjalo, intobelo ayifuni kundinika oku.

Ufuna ndiqhubeke ndihlala kule meko, nokuba kufuneka ndiyifele. Mayibongwe iNkosi ngamaxesha onke, Kuyo yonke into kukho ubungcwele bakhe nokulunga.

 

Xa uYesu wasikelelwayo weza ngale ntsasa, wazibonakalisa ekwimeko elusizi. Wayebonakala ebandezeleka emalungwini akhe.

Kwaye umzimba wakhe wabonakala uqhekezwe ube ziziqwenga ezininzi ezingenakubalwa.

 

Ngelizwi elipholileyo,   wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, indlela endibandezeleka ngayo, indlela endibandezeleka ngayo!

Iintlungu zam ziintlungu ezingathethekiyo ezingenakuqondwa kwindalo yomntu.

Yinyama yabantwana bam ekrazukileyo kwaye intlungu endiyivayo inkulu

ukuba ndiziva ndikrazukile enyameni yam. Uthe akutsho wanesingqala esitsho esofelweyo.

 

Ndaziva ndithambile xa ndimbona ekule meko kwaye ndenza konke okusemandleni am ukuba novelwano kuye.

Ndamcenga ukuba andivumele ndibe nesabelo kwiimbandezelo zakhe.

 

Undonelisile ngokuyinxenye kwaye bendinexesha nje lokumxelela:

Awu! Nkosi, anditshongo na kuwe ukuba ungabohlwayi?

Into endingayithandiyo kukuba ubethwa kumalungu akho. Ah! Ngeli xesha, akukho nto okanye umthandazo unokukukholisa!

 

Kodwa uYesu akazange anikele ngqalelo kumazwi am.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba unenkxalabo enzulu kwiNtliziyo yakhe eyayitsalela ingqalelo yakhe kwenye indawo, kwaye ngephanyazo yandikhupha emzimbeni wam.

Wandisa kwiindawo ekuye kwabulawa kuzo abantu abaninzi.

 

Zininzi izinto ezibuhlungu esizibonileyo ehlabathini!

Enjani yona inyama yomntu ethuthunjiswayo, yaqhekeka, yanyathelwa phantsi njengoko ubani ehamba emhlabeni, yaye ishiywe ingangcwatywa!

Elinjani lona ilishwa, elinjani lona usizi! Okubi nangakumbi kukubona isohlwayo esibuhlungu ngakumbi nangakumbi.

 

INkosi eyasikelelwa yayibona yonke le nto, yaza, ekhathazeke ngokupheleleyo, yaqalisa ukukhala ngokukrakra. Andizange ndikwazi ukuxhathisa, ndalila naye ngenxa yemeko elusizi yehlabathi, kangangokuba iinyembezi zam zaxubana nezakhe.

 

Emva kokulila ixeshana, ndayithanda enye impawu yokulunga kweNkosi yethu. Ukuze ndiyeke ukukhala, wabususa ubuso bakhe kum waza wazosula ngokufihlakeleyo iinyembezi.

Emva koko, waguqukela kum ngobuso obuvuyayo,   wathi  :

"Sithandwa sam, musa ukukhala, kwanele, kwanele! Le nto uyibonayo ikhonza ukwanelisa ubulungisa bam."

 

Ndathi: "Awu! Nkosi yam, ndinyanisile ukuba imeko yam ayisekho ngokweWill yakho! Linceda ntoni ixhoba lam xa lingandinikwanga?

- kwangathi amalungu akho abathandekayo angagcinwa, kwaye

-ukuba ihlabathi likhululekile kwizohlwayo ezininzi? "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

 

"Akunjalo njengoko utshoyo   , nam ndandilixhoba  .

Kwaye, njengexhoba, andizange ndinikwe ukuba ihlabathi lisindisiwe kuso sonke isohlwayo. Ndamvulela umntu izulu.

 

Ewe, ndamkhulula esonweni sakhe, ndazithwala iimbandezelo zakhe.

Kodwa kusesikweni ukuba umntu afumane inxalenye yezohlwayo azitsaleleyo ngokona.

 

Yaye ukuba bebengamaxhoba omphefumlo, umntu ebeya kufaneleka

-kungekhona nje isohlwayo esilula, oko kukuthi, ukutshatyalaliswa komzimba wakhe,

- kodwa nokulahlekelwa ngumphefumlo wakhe.

Esi sizathu semfuneko yemiphefumlo yexhoba  .

 

Nabani na ofuna ukuyisebenzisa, kuba umntu uhlala ekhululekile kwintando yakhe, unokufumana ukukhululwa kwisohlwayo sakhe nakwi-port yakhe yosindiso. "

 

Ndathi: "Awu! Nkosi, ndingathanda kangakanani ukuhamba nawe ngaphambi kokuba ezi zohlwayo ziqhubele phambili!"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  : "Ukuba ihlabathi lifikelela ebubini obungafanelanga umphefumlo wexhoba, ngokuqinisekileyo ndiya kukuthabatha kunye nam."

 

Ukuva oku, ndithi, "Nkosi, ungandivumeli ukuba ndihlale apha kwaye ndibone iziganeko ezibuhlungu kangaka."

 

Ephantse andingcikive,   uYesu wongeza wathi  :

“Endaweni yokundicenga ukuba ndilisindise ihlabathi, ngaba uthi ufuna ukuhamba nam?

 

Kwaye ukuba ndithabathe bonke abanyulwa bam kunye nam, kuya kwenzeka ntoni kweli hlabathi lihlwempuzekileyo?

 

Inene ngendingasenanto yakwenza neli hlabathi kwaye bendingayi kuphinda ndilifune. "

Kamva, ndathandazela abantu abaliqela.

UYesu wanyamalala ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Njengoko ndandibhala le ngcamango yavuka kum:

Ngubani na owaziyo oku budenge kwezi zibhalo? Bafanelwe kukuphoswa emlilweni?

Ukuba ukuthobela kundivumele, bendiya kuba, kuba ndivakalelwa kukuba le mibhalo ifana nomqobo emphefumlweni wam, ngakumbi ukuba ifika kubantu abathile.

 

Kwezinye iindinyana, le mibhalo indibonisa ngokungathi ndiyamthanda uThixo yaye ndimenzela okuthile, xa ndingenzi nto yaye ndingamthandi. Ndingoyena mphefumlo ubandayo emhlabeni.

 

Kwaye ngoku aba bantu bandithatha ngokwahlukileyo kule nto ndiyiyo, kwaye yintlungu kum leyo.

Noko ke, ekubeni kukufuna ukululamela ukuba ndibhale, lelinye lawona mbingelelo mkhulu kum, ndithembele ngokupheleleyo kuwo,

ngethemba eliqinisekileyo lokuba uya kundithethelela, andithethelele kuThixo nakubantu. "

 

Ndithe ndisacinga oku, uYesu wasikelelwa washukuma ngaphakathi kwam.

Wandingcikiva ngokuzicingela ezi ngcinga waza wandicela ukuba ndirhoxe. Ebefuna ndiyeke ukubhala ukuba andirhoxi.

 

Wathi, ngokucinga ngolu hlobo, ndandiphambuka enyanisweni, xa eyona nto ibalulekileyo emphefumlweni kukungaze ushiye isangqa senyaniso.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Njani! Awundithandi na? Uthetha ngesibindi kangakanani! Awufuni ukuhlupheka ngenxa Yam?"

 

Ndihlazekile, ndathi kuye, Ewe, Nkosi.

 

Wathi  , Uphuma njani enyanisweni? Watsho erhoxa wangena ngaphakathi kwam ndingaviwanga.

 

Mna ke ndashiyeka ngathi ndibethelwe yiclub. Uyenza njani intobelo yakhe, nenekazi!

Ukuba bekungenguye ngendingekho kwezizilingo.

noYesu wam oyintanda.

Hayi indlela ekufuna umonde ngayo oku kuthobela kusikelelekileyo!

 

So ndizobuyela apha ndizothetha lento bendiyithetha.

INkosi yandiphazamisa kancinane kwinto endandiqalisile ukuyibhala.

 

Xa ebuya, uYesu wasikelelwa waphendula ingcinga yam ngokuthi:

Ngokuqinisekileyo imibhalo yakho ifanele ukutshiswa!

Kodwa uyafuna ukwazi ukuba kowuphi umlilo? Emlilweni wothando lwam.

 

Kuba akukho phepha elingayibonakalisi ngokucacileyo indlela endiyithanda ngayo imiphefumlo,

- ngokubhekiselele kuwe

- malunga nehlabathi.

 

Kwimibhalo yakho, uthando lwam lufumana ukuthululwa

- kwiinkxalabo zam kunye

- ngenxa yeentlungu zam zothando. "

 

Emveni koko wandikhupha uYesu emzimbeni wam, ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam kunye noLungile wam kuphela, esinjani sona isohlwayo kum ukuba ndibuyele kaninzi emzimbeni wam!

 

Kuba kuyinyaniso ukuba, ngalo mzuzu,

Andinawo umzimba wam kwaye ngumphefumlo wam kuphela ukuwe.

 

Emva koko, andazi ukuba njani, ndizibona sele ndivalelwe

emzimbeni wam olusizi njengasentolongweni emnyama Kwaye apho, emzimbeni wam, ndilahlekelwa yinkululeko endayinikwa xa ndiphuma.

Ngaba ayisosohlwayo kum esi, esona sohlwayo siqatha?

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam le uyichazayo ayisosohlwayo, ayilotyala lakho.

 

Kuya kufuneka wazi nokuba zimbini kuphela izizathu zokuba umphefumlo unokuphuma emzimbeni wawo:

- okanye   ngamandla entlungu  , okwenzeka ngexesha lokufa kwemvelo,

-  okanye ngamandla othando phakathi kwam nomphefumlo  .

 

Emva koko olu thando lunamandla kakhulu

- ukuba umphefumlo awuyi kuthwala olu thando ngaphandle kwam,

- Kwaye andinakukwazi ukumelana nolu thando ixesha elide ngaphandle kokufuna ukulonwabela. Ndiye ndiqhubeke

- ukutsala umphefumlo kum kwaye,

- ke ndiyibuyisele kwimeko yayo yendalo.

 

Kwaye umphefumlo, utsalwe ngaphezu komsinga kwintambo yombane, uza kwaye uhambe njengoko ndithanda. Ngokulandelayo

into oyikholelwayo ukuba sisohlwayo, ngokuchaseneyo, kukuthanda abona basulungekileyo. "

 

Ndaphendula:

“Awu! Nkosi, ukuba uthando lwam belomelele, lwanele, ndiyakholwa

-ukuba ndibe namandla obukho bakho e

ukuba ndingathandi ukubuyela emzimbeni wam.

Kungenxa yokuba uthando lwam lubuthathaka kakhulu kwaye ndiphantsi kolu tshintsho. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Ngokwahlukileyo koko, luthando olukhulu ngakumbi:

uthando lwakho sisicatshulwa sothando   lwedini

ngoko, ngokundithanda nabazalwana benu,   t

Uzibandeza ngokubuyela kwiinkxwaleko zobomi ”.

 

Emva koko, uYesu osikelelekileyo wandithwala wandisa kwisixeko apho kwakusenziwa izono ezininzi kangangokuba saphuma njengenkungu eshinyeneyo neyindyikitya yokufa eya eZulwini.

 

Kwaye ukusuka eZulwini kwehla enye inkungu engqindilili ngaphakathi ekwathi kuzohlwaywa izigwebo ezininzi ezazibonakala zanele ukusitshabalalisa esi sixeko.

 

Mna:" Siphi na mhlekazi? Zeziphi ezi ndawo?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

“Nantsi iRoma, apho kwenziwa amasikizi amaninzi. Akunjalo ngabantu abaqhelekileyo kuphela, kodwa nakwabenkolo.

Bafanele le nkungu ukuba iphele ibamfamekisile kwaye ibangele ukutshatyalaliswa kwabo. "

 

Ngephanyazo ndabona ukuxhelwa okuza kulandela.

Kwakubonakala ngathi iVatican yayifumana ezinye zeenyikima. Ababingeleli abazange basinde.

 

Ndothuke ngokupheleleyo, ndathi:

“Nkosi yam, sigcine isixeko osithandayo, bonke abefundisi bakho noPopu. Indlela endizinikela ngayo ngovuyo

- ukuba banyamezele iintlungu zabo,

- ngoko unako ukubagcina! "

Echukumisekile,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Yiza nam ndikubonise ukuba ububi bomntu buhambe kangakanani na." Wandingenisa kwisakhiwo.

 

Kwigumbi elifihlakeleyo kwakukho amasekela amahlanu okanye amathandathu athi omnye komnye:

"Siza kunikezela xa siwatshabalalisile amaKrestu".

 

Kwakubonakala ngathi babefuna ukunyanzela ukumkani ukuba abhale ngesandla sakhe umthetho wokuba kubulawe amaKristu.

ngemvume yokuhlutha izinto zabo.

 

Bathi, Ukuba ukumkani uya kusinika imvume.

Akunamsebenzi kuthi ukuba asithathi nyathelo ngoko nangoko.

Ngexesha elifanelekileyo naphantsi kweemeko ezifanelekileyo, siya kwenza oko. "

 

Emva koko, uYesu wandisa kwenye indawo.

Wandibonisa ukuba omnye wabo bazibiza ngokuba ziinkokeli wayesele eza kufa.

Wayebonakala emanyene nomtyholi kangangokuba, ngeli xesha, esondele ekufeni, akazange abe nangxaki. Onke amandla akhe wayewafumana kwiidemon ezazihamba naye njengabahlobo bakhe abathembekileyo.

 

Zathi zakundibona iidemon zashukuma.

“Omnye wayefuna ukundibetha, omnye enze le nto kum, omnye enze enye into.

 

Nangona kunjalo

- ndingazikhathaleli nokuxhalaba kwabo, kuba usindiso lwalo mphefumlo beluxabisekile kum;

-ndazama ukungena ndafika kulomntu.

 

Owu! Thixo! umbono onjani! Uyoyikeka kuneedemon ngokwazo! Le nkokeli yayikwimeko elusizi! Kwakungaphezu kosizi!

Ubukho bethu abumshukumisi kwaphela. Wayebonakala engakhathali.

 

Wandisusa ngoko nangoko uYesu kule ndawo, ndaza ndaqalisa ukubongoza uYesu ukuba ndisindise lo mphefumlo.

 

Ezona ntshaba zinamandla zomntu zezi:

-ukuthanda iziyolo,

-ukuthanda ubutyebi kunye

-ukuthanda iiwonga.

UYesu wam oyintanda uyeza.

Ngale ntsasa   wayenxibe isithsaba esishinyeneyo sameva  .

Ndiyisuse kancinci ndayibeka entloko. Ndathi, Nkosi, ndincede ndiwutyhalele phantsi.

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Kwesi sihlandlo, ndifuna umtyhale yedwa.

Ndifuna ukubona ukuba ungenza ntoni kwaye ufuna ukuhlupheka ngenxa yothando lwam ".

 

Ndiye ndawutyhalela kakuhle kakhulu entloko, ngakumbi kuba yayikukubonisa uYesu ukuba umnqweno wam wokubandezeleka ngenxa yakhe ufikelele phi.

 

Konke kwashukuma, uYesu wandanga entliziyweni yakhe waza   wathi kum  :

"Kwanele, kwanele! Intliziyo yam ayisakwazi ukunyamezela ukukubona ubandezeleka!"

 

Emva koko, wandishiya ndibandezeleka kakhulu,

uYesu wam oyintanda wavele wabuya naphambili.

Emva koko   wathabatha imbonakalo yoMnqamlezo waza wandenza ndibe nesabelo kwiimbandezelo zakhe  . Wathi kum: “Ntombi yam,   ezona ntshaba zinamandla ebantwini  :

-ukuthanda iziyolo,

-ukuthanda ubutyebi kunye

-ukuthanda iiwonga.

 

Ezi ntshaba zimenza buhlungu umntu, kuba zingena entliziyweni yakhe.

 

Bona

yihlawule   rhoqo,

yenze ibe krakra,   e

bambulale kangangokuba aphulukane nalo lonke   ulonwabo lwakhe.

 

Kwaye mna, eKalvari, ndazoyisa ezi ntshaba zontathu.

Nam ndimfumene umntu ubabalo lokuboyisa kwaye ndimbuyisele ulonwabo lwakhe olulahlekileyo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ndingenambulelo, indoda iyala ubabalo lwam. Ngokuzimisela uyazithanda ezo ntshaba zibangela intliziyo yakhe ithuthunjiswe rhoqo. "

 

Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

Ndawaqonda la mazwi ngokucacileyo kangangokuba ndaziva ndoyikeka kwaye ndinentiyo ngakuzo ezi ntshaba zintathu zomntu.

Mayibongwe iNkosi ngamaxesha onke, Makube luzuko lwayo yonke into.

 

Ngale ntsasa, bendiziva ndilahlekile kangangokuba andizange ndiziqonde.

Andikwazanga nokuya, ngokwesiqhelo sam, ndiyokukhangela oyena Mhlekazi wam uphakamileyo. Amaxesha ngamaxesha uYesu wayehamba ngaphakathi kwam wazibonakalisa.

 

Endanga kwaye exolelwe,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombazana, unyanisile xa usithi awukwazi ukuba ngaphandle kwam. Ubuphila njani ngaphandle koSithandwa sakho?"

 

Ndishukunyiswe ngala mazwi, ndathi:

"Oh! Sithandwa sam, yintoni ukufela ukholo olukhohlakeleyo ubomi bam.

ngala mathuba apho ndinyanzelwa ukuba ndibe ngaphandle kwakho! Wena ngokwakho uthi ndinyanisile wakugqiba undishiye! "

 

Wazifihla uYesu enyonyoba ngathi akafuni kuyiva le nto ndiyithethayo mna ndabuyela ekubhaduleni kwam, andaphinda ndathetha.

 

Wathi uYesu, endibona ndilahlekile, waphuma engaphakathi kwam,   wathi kum  :

Ukwaneliswa kwam konke.

Entliziyweni yakho ndifumana ukuphumla kwam okwenyani kwaye,

Ngelixa ndiphumla apho, ndizama eyona nto imnandi yam”.

 

Ndothuke kwakhona, ndamxelela:

"Nakum ulonwabo lwam lonke.

Kangangokuba zonke ezinye izinto kum aziyonto ngaphandle kobukrakra.”

 

UYesu wemka kwakhona

Ndahlala namazwi am ndazibona ndilahlekile kunakuqala. Kwasa kunje.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi uYesu wayefuna ukonwaba.

 

Emva koko, ndaziva ndiphuma emzimbeni wam. Ndabona kufika abantu endingabaziyo, benxibe iimpahla zasekuhlaleni. Abantu bababona boyika kakhulu.

Benza izikhalo zoloyiko neentlungu, ngakumbi abantwana.

Abantu babeza kuthi, "Ukuba aba bantu basemzini bathe bafika kuthi, siphelile!" Bongeze ngelithi:

Fihla inkwenkwe! Yeha ke, inkwenkwe, ukuba ithe yawa ezandleni zendoda;

aba!"

Ndithi kuNdikhoyo:

"Nceba! Nceba! Gcina esi sibetho siyingozi kuluntu olulusizi! Ngamana iinyembezi zobumsulwa zingakukhokelela kwimfesane!"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

 

“Awu! Ntombi yam, kungenxa yokuba msulwa nje ndinikela ingqalelo kwabanye!

 

Kuphela nje ukuba msulwa kutsala inceba yam, kuthomalalise ingqumbo yam yobulungisa. "

 

Ngale ntsasa ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele kwaye   wamsikelela uYesu   wandenza ndaliva ilizwi lakhe   kude  :

 

"Ntombi yam, ngale ntsasa, ndiziva ndinesidingo esipheleleyo sokuphinda ndakhe amandla am.

zithabathele kuwe iimbandezelo zam okwexesha elithile,   kwaye

mandiphumle kancinci entliziyweni yakho!  "

 

Ndaphendula:

"Ewe, Nkosi yam,

ndive ukubandezeleka kwakho kwaye,

ndibandezelekile esikhundleni sakho   ;

Uya kuba nexesha elininzi lokuphinda wakhe kwaye uphumle ngobunono.

 

Kuphela, ukuze kungabikho mntu undibona ndibandezeleka.

-Ndicela ukuba ubambe ixesha elide,

- de ndifumane ndedwa,

kuba kubonakala ngathi u-confessor wam uselapha. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

“UBawo ubonisa ntoni?

Endaweni yokuba ndibe nomntu omnye wokundinceda ndiphinde ndibe namandla,

- bekungayi kuba ngcono ukuba unayo ezimbini,

- oko kukuthi ubandezeleka kuyo kwaye

uBawo usebenzisana nam kwaye eneenjongo ezifanayo nezam? "

 

Okwangoku,

Ndambona umvumisi wam ebonakalisa injongo yokubethelelwa kwaye ngoko nangoko, ngaphandle kokulibazisa nokuncinci, iNkosi yandenza ndathabatha inxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zomnqamlezo.

Emva kokuhlala ixesha elithile kwezi mbandezelo, owavumayo wandibiza ukuba ndithobele.

Uye wemka uYesu ndazama ukuzithoba kulowo undiyaleleyo.

 

Emva komzuzwana, uYesu wam othandekayo wabuya.

Wayefuna ukuphinda azive iintlungu zokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni okwesibini, kodwa uBawo akazange afune.

 

Xa ndisenza ngokuvisisana nomnqweno kaYesu, oko kukuthi, ukubandezeleka, uYesu weza.

Wathi akubona ukuba ndiqalisa ukubandezeleka, owandivumayo wayiphelisa loo ntlungu ngokuthobela waza uYesu wemka.

 

Ngokuqinisekileyo ndeva intlungu enkulu xa ndibona uYesu erhoxa, kodwa ndenza konke   ukuthobela.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha, xa ndibona uYesu kunye nomvumi wam bexoxa kunye ngale ngongoma, ndibavumela ukuba balwe bodwa   .

silindele ukubona ukuba ngubani na oya kuvela esoyisileyo: ukuthobela okanye iNkosi yethu.

 

Ah! Ndabonakala ndibona ukuthobela kunye noYesu esokola,

omabini anamandla, ayakwazi ukujamelana emlo  .

 

Emva komlo onzima, xa ndandiza kubona ukuba ngubani ophumeleleyo,

uKumkanikazi uMama weza   , wasondela kuBawo (umfundisi),   wathi kuye  :

 

“Nyana wam, ngale ntsasa nguYesu ngokwakhe ofuna ndibandezeleke.

Makhe ndiyenze. Kungenjalo, awusayi kusinda, nditsho nenxalenye yesohlwayo. "

Ngelo xesha uBawo wayengathi uphazamisekile ngexesha lomzabalazo.

Ngoloyiso lwakhe, uYesu waphinda wandithobela kwiintlungu zokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni;

Andazi ukuba ndahlala njani ndiphila.

 

Ngelixa ndandicinga ukuba ndiyafa,

-ukuthobela kwandikhumbuza kwakhona

kwaye okwethutyana ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Usikelelwe uYesu wayesakha kwakhona amandla akhe, kodwa, engekaneliseki,

Wabuya waza okwesithathu wayefuna ukuphinda ubethelelo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ngokuzixhobisa ngeli xesha ngamandla akhe onke, ukuthobela kwaba loyiso kwaye uYesu wam endimthandayo waphulukana.

 

Phezu kwako nje konke oko, uYesu wazibeka eluvavanyweni ngamaxesha athile, ngethemba lokuba uya kukwazi ukoyisa kwakhona intobelo, ukuze ingandiphumzi.

Kwafuneka ndimxelele:

Kodwa, Nkosi yam, phumla kancinane kwaye undiyeke.

Awuboni ukuba ukuthobela kuxhobile kwaye akufuni ukuyekelela kuwe?

Ngoko yiba nomonde. Ukuba ufuna ukuphinda ukubethelelwa emnqamlezweni okwesithathu, ndithembise ukuba uya kufa.

 

Waphendula uYesu wathi: Ewe, yiza.

 

Ndayithetha lento kuBawo, nakulento yokuthobela ndahlala ndingaxoki, noba uZintle wam endibiza esithi: "Luisa, yiza".

Ndamxelela uConfessor wam ukuba uYesu uyandibiza, waphendula ngohayi.

 

Ukuthobela okuhlekisayo ukuba oku!

Ufuna ukwenza inkosikazi yakhe enkulu kuyo yonke into nayo yonke into.

Ufuna ukungena kwizinto ezingamchaphazeliyo, njengombuzo wokufa.

 

Yintoni enkulu

ukuveza ihlwempu elilishwa kwingozi   yokufa;

makachukumise izibuko lolonwabo olungunaphakade ngomnwe wakhe   kwaye,

wandule ke ukuba aqhayise ngokuba nako ukwenza kulo lonke   inenekazi lakhe elikhulu, ngamandla akhe   anawo;

uyawubamba umphefumlo kwaye uwenza utyhafe kwintolongo elusizi yomzimba wakhe.

 

Ukuba uyabuzwa ukuba kutheni esenza yonke le nto,

-okokuqala, ayiphenduli kwaye,

- ke, ngolwimi lwakhe oluthe cwaka, uthi: "Kutheni?

Kuba ndilinenekazi elikhulu kwaye ndinobukhosi kuyo yonke into. "

 

Kubonakala ngathi ukuba ubani ufuna ukuhlala eseluxolweni nale ntobelo isikelelekileyo kufuna umonde ongcwele.

Hayi nje umonde ongcwele,

kodwa umonde weNkosi yethu ngokwayo.

 

Kungenjalo, siya kuhlala singavisisani naye, kuba siqhubana nabo bathanda ukuzibaxa izinto.

 

Wabona ukuba ebusweni bokuthobela akazukuphumelela tu, iNkosi yokubonga yazola yandishiya ndixolile.

 

Wandothula intlupheko   wandixelela  :

"Sithandwa sam, kwiimbandezelo oye wazifumana,

Bendifuna ukukuva ubushushu boBulungisa bam bugalela kuwe kancinci.

 

Ukuba bendibona kakuhle

- amadoda atyhalele kude kangakanani ubulungisa bam e

-njengoko ubushushu bakhe bubaxhobile, beniya kungcangcazela njengegqabi

ubungayi kwenza nto ngaphandle

bandicenge ukuba ndinise iimbandezelo; "

 

Ingathi kum

-ukuba uYesu wandixhasa kwiimbandezelo zam, kwaye

-ukuba, ukundinika isibindi  ,

wathi kum  :

"Ndiziva ngcono; kuthekani ngawe?"

 

Ndathi, "Awu! Nkosi, ngubani na onokukuchazela indlela endiziva ngayo? Ingathi ndixinzelwa emotweni.

Ndiziva ndiphelelwa ngamandla kangangokuba,

ukuba awundiniki amandla, andinakukwazi ukuphila ngaphandle kwawo".

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Sithandwa sam, kufanelekile ukuba,

- ubuncinci ngamanye amaxesha,

- ufumana ukubandezeleka ngamandla.

 

Okokuqala kuwe

kuba, nokuba lilungile kangakanani na intsimbi;

ukuba ishiywe ixesha elide ngaphandle kokuyibeka emlilweni, ihlala ifumana umhlwa omncinci.

 

Ngokutsho kwam  :

ukuba, bekunexesha elide, ndinganithululeli, ubushushu bam bebuya kuvutha ngaloo ndlela

Bendingajongi mntu ndingamyekeli mntu.

 

Kwaye ukuba awuzange uzithwalele ngokwakho ukubandezeleka kwam, ndingathini ukuligcina ilizwi lam?

ukusindisa inxalenye   yehlabathi kwisohlwayo?

 

Emva koko kwafika u-confessor wam wandibiza ukuba ndithobele. Ngoko, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

UYesu wam oyintanda uyeza.

Kwaba ngathi ndimbona esentlungwini kangangokuba waba nosizi. Waziphosa ezingalweni zam,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

yehlisa ingqumbo yoBulungisa bam, kungenjalo ... ».

 

Emva kokuba ndiyithethile loo nto, ndacinga ukuba ndibone ubulungisa obuNgcwele buxhobe ngamakrele neentolo ezinomlilo, buhlwayela ukoyikeka kwaye bubonakalisa amandla obunokuthi busebenze ngawo.

Ndisoyika, ndathi: “Ndingawunqanda njani ubushushu bakho xa ndikubona ukuba unamandla okutshabalalisa izulu nomhlaba ngephanyazo nje?

 

Waphendula wathi:

"Kodwa umphefumlo obandezelekileyo kunye nomthandazo othobekileyo

-Ndenze ndiphelelwe ngamandla am e

- ndenze buthathaka kwinqanaba lokuba ndivumele ukuba ndiboshwe ngulo mphefumlo,

ukuze ndenze ngokuthanda kwakho, njengoko uthanda.” Ndithi: “Awu! Nkosi, ubulungisa bakho bubonakalaliswe kwinto embi!

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

Akakho mbi.

Ukuba uyambona exhobe ngolu hlobo, ngamadoda awenzayo.

Kodwa, ngokwayo, ilungile kwaye ingcwele, njengezinye iimpawu zam. Ngokuba akukho nesithunzi sobubi kum.

Kuyinyani ukuba inkangeleko yakhe ibonakala iqatha, ifuna ngamandla kwaye ikrakra. Kodwa iziqhamo zayo ziswiti kwaye zinencasa. "

 

Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

 

Xa uYesu wam othandekayo weza ngale ntsasa, wandibonisa iimpawu zakhe kwaye wathi:

"Ntombi yam, iimpawu zam zihlala zikwisimo esilungileyo ebantwini, kwaye ngamnye ufuna irhafu yakhe ebantwini."

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Kanye njengokuba ubulungisa bam bufuna ukwaneliseka ukulungisa okungekho sikweni, ngoko uthando lwam lufuna ukuvuleka kokuthanda nokuthandwa.

Ngenisa ubulungisa bam, uthandaze ulungise.

Kwaye   xa ubethwa, yiba nomonde wokuyithatha.

 

Emva koko faka uthando lwam kwaye undivumele ukuba ndiziphalaze ngothando. Kungenjalo, ndiya kudana eluthandweni lwam.

 

Ke, ngalo mzuzu, ndiziva ndinesidingo esipheleleyo sokukhupha uthando lwam olucinezelekileyo. Ukuba andivunyelwa ukuba ndiyenze le nto, ndiya kutyhafa ndize ndilahlekelwe ziingqondo.”

 

Uthe akugqiba ukutsho oko, waqala wandincamisa, endiphulula endibonisa ububele bothando kangangokuba andinawo amazwi okuthetha.

 

Wayefuna ukuba ndimnike impendulo kwaye andixelele:

"Ndiziva ndidinga ukugalela uthando lwam kuwe.

Kufuneka uphinde ugalele uthando lwakho kum, akunjalo? Emva kokuba siphalazele uthando lwethu omnye komnye, wanyamalala.

 

Ekuseni ndizibona ndicinezelekile ndisoyikela ukuba akasikelelekanga uYesu esebenza kum, ngusathana.

Nangona kunjalo, andizange ndikwazi ukuzibamba kodwa ndifune uYesu wam kwaye ndimnqwenele.

 

Kangangokuba, kamsinya nje akuba efumene ububele bokuza,   wathi kum  :

"Yintoni eqinisekisa ukuba ilanga liyaphuma,

- kungenjalo ukukhanya okukhupha ubumnyama bobusuku e

-ubushushu obunwenwa koku kukhanya?

 

Ukuba bebekuxelele ukuba ilanga liphumile, nangona kunjalo, ubone ubumnyama bobusuku busiba mnyama kwaye ubushushu belanga akubuva, ubuya kuthini?

Uya kuthi akusiyo ilanga lokwenyani eliphumileyo, kodwa ilanga lobuxoki, njengoko singayiboni imiphumo yelanga lokwenene.

 

Ngoku ukuba ukundwendwela kwam kuwe

ndoyike ubumnyama ndikubonise ukuKhanya kweNyaniso yam

ndikwenza uzive ubushushu bobabalo lwam, kuba ugrumba ingqondo yakho

Ucinga ukuba ayindim osebenzayo kuwe? Ndiyongeza kwakhona, ekubeni ukuthobela kufuna   kube njalo.

"Ukuba zonke isohlwayo endizikhankanyileyo kwezi ncwadi ziyenzeka ngokwenene, lowo ubukeleyo ufuna ukuba ngubani?"

 

INkosi esikelelekileyo yandenza yacaca loo nto

-Izohlwayo ezithile ziya kuqinisekiswa ngelixa zisesemhlabeni,

- abanye baya kwenzeka emva kokufa kwam, e

- ezinye ziya kushiywa ngokuyinxenye.

Ndiye ndakhululeka kancinci akazundinyanzela ukuba ndibabone bonke. Apha ke yanelisekile   ukuthobela inenekazi   owaqalayo

- fwn, faka isikhalazo kunye

-ukundithethisa.

 

Ingaba ndingathini?

Kubonakala ngathi eli nenekazi lisikelelweyo alifuni kuziqhelanisa nengqiqo yabantu nangayiphi na indlela.

Akafuni kuqwalasela nayiphi na imeko kwaye akabonakali ecinga   konke konke.

Kwaye kulucelomngeni olukhulu ukujongana nomntu ongacingiyo.

 

Ukuze ube nobudlelwane obuhle kunye naye, kuyimfuneko ukulahlekelwa isizathu.

Kutheni le ntokazi iqhayisa ngolu hlobo:

"Andinasizathu somntu kwaye

yiyo loo nto ndingakwazi ukuziqhelanisa nosetyenziso lomntu.

 

Isizathu sam singcwele. Lowo ufuna ukuhlala ngoxolo nam

kufuneka aphulukane ngokupheleleyo   nesizathu sakhe

ukufumana   eyam".

 

Le yindlela eli nenekazi eliqiqa ngayo. Sinokuthini? Kungcono ukuthula kunye naye kuba, kulungile okanye akunjalo,

uhlala efuna ukuba right   kwaye

unebhongo ukunika konke   okungalunganga.

 

Ngale ntsasa ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele kwaye uYesu wam othandekayo wandibonisa umvumi wam owayejonge ukundenza ndibethelelwe emnqamlezweni.

Ndavakalelwa kukuba ubuhlwempu bam buyamgxotha, kungekhona ngenxa yokuba engafuni ukubandezeleka, kodwa ngenxa yezinye izizathu ekungafuneki zichazwe apha.

 

Ngokungathi ufuna ukukhalaza ngam, uYesu wathi kuBawo ovumayo:

"Akafuni ukuzithoba."

Ndachukunyiswa sisikhalo sikaYesu.

Uye wandivuselela uBawo ndavuma.

 

Emva kwexesha elithile ebandezelekile, uBawo we-Confessor ekhona.

iNkosi yathi kum  :

"Sithandwa sam, lo ngumqondiso woBathathu Emnye: Mna, uBawo ovumayo kunye nawe.

 

Kuwo onke amaphakade, uthando lwam aluzange lube ndedwa.

Ebesoloko emanyene ngokugqibeleleyo nangokumanyene kunye naBantu abaNgcwele.

Kuba uthando lokwenyani alulodwa  :

-uvelisa ezinye uthando kunye

- uyakuvuyela ukuthandwa ngolu thando aluvelileyo ngokwakhe.

 

Ukuba uthando lodwa,

- okanye ukuba ayisiyonto yothando lukaThixo,

-okanye oko kubonakala nje.

 

Ukuba ubusazi

- ndithanda kangakanani kwaye

- ndithanda kangakanani ukukwazi ukolula ezidalweni olo thando oluthe, kususela kumaphakade onke, lwalawula kwaye lusalawula kuBathathu Emnye.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndisithi ndiyafuna

- imvume yomvuma kunye nenjongo yakhe edibeneyo kum,

-ukuqhuba olu thando lukaBathathu Emnye ngokugqibeleleyo. "

 

Emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa zobunzima kunye noxolo, ngale ntsasa, xa uYesu esikelelekileyo wafika,

Ndamxelela: "Kucacile ukuba imeko yam ayisekho ngokweWill yakho!"

 

Wathi  , Ewe, ewe, vuka uze esifubeni sam.

Wathi nje ukuba athethe la mazwi, ndalibala isimo esibuhlungu seentsuku ezidlulileyo ndabalekela ezingalweni zakhe. Kwaye xa sibona icala layo livulekile, ndathi:

"Sthandwa sam sekukudala undivumile ndasela ecaleni kwakho ndicela uvume namhlanje."

 

Waphendula ke yena wathi  , Selani, zintanda zam, ngokwentando yenu, nihluthe.

 

Ngubani onokuchaza ulonwabo lwam nendlela endibeka ngayo umlomo wam ngolangazelelo

usela kulo mthombo wobuthixo? Emva kokusela yonke loo nto, ndade ndaphelelwa yindawo yokuginya elinye, ndarhoxa.

 

Wathi uYesu kum:  "Uhluthi na? Ukuba akuthanga, hlala usela".

Ndaphendula: "Wanelisekile? Hayi. Kuba, kulo mthombo, okukhona sisela, kokukhona sinxanwa ngakumbi.

Nangona kunjalo, ngenxa yokunqongophala kakhulu, andinakuthatha ngaphezulu.

Uthi  : “Eyona nto ibalulekileyo     neyimfuneko emphefumlweni  luthando   .

Ukuba akukho luthando, kwenzeka kulo mphefumlo

-Ezo zikumkani nezikumkani zingenankokheli.

 

Yonke into imoshakele.

Ezona zinto zintle zimnyama kwaye akukho mvisiswano. Omnye ufuna ukwenza enye into kwaye enye enye.

Yiloo nto eyenzekayo emphefumlweni apho uthando alulawuleki. Yonke into iyisiphithiphithi.

Ezona mpawu zintle azivisisani.

 

Kungenxa yoko   le nto kuthiwa uthando luyindlovukazi  :

-uqeqeshekile,

-unocwangco kwaye

- unayo yonke into.'

 

Ukuzibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndingekho emzimbeni wam ndaza ndafumana   uMama onguKumkanikazi  .

Uthe nje ukuba andibone, waqalisa ukuthetha nam ngoJustice.

 

Wandixelela ukuba uBulungisa sele buza kubetha umhlaba ngomsindo wabo wonke. Wandixelela okuninzi ngayo, kodwa andinawo amazwi okukuchaza. Ngeli xesha, ndabona isibhakabhaka sigcwele ngamanqaku ekrele ajoliswe kwihlabathi.

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, amaxesha amaninzi,

-ubuhluthile ubulungisa bukaThixo e

-uvuyiswe kukufumana imivumbo yoBulungisa kuwe.

 

Ngoku niyibona ekunyukeni komsindo wayo, musani ukutyhafa; yomelelani; Umphefumlo ozele ngamandla angcwele uyangena ebulungiseni

nayo, kwaye uyikhulule.

Sukuwoyika amakrele, umlilo kunye nayo nantoni na onokuthi udibane nayo.

 

Ukufezekisa injongo yakho, ukuba uzibona ukhathazekile, ubethiwe, utshisiwe okanye waliwe, ungabuyeli emva. Ngamana oku kungakukhuthaza ukuba uqhubele phambili.

 

Yabona, ndize kukusiza ngenxa yoko;

Ndikuphathele ingubo endinayo

umphefumlo wakho uya kufumana inkalipho namandla okungoyiki nto. "

 

Ithe yatsho, ngaphakathi kwedyasi yakhe, wakhupha ilokhwe elukwe ngegolide ehambelana nemibala eyahlukeneyo, wawunxibisa ngayo umphefumlo wam.

 

Emva   koko wandinika uNyana wakhe, esithi  :

Yabona, njengesibambiso sothando lwam;

-  Ndikunika ukugcinwa koNyana wam othandekayo,

-ukuze umkhusele, umthande kwaye umanelise kwinto yonke.

 

Zama ukundibuyisela endaweni yam, ukuze,

ukufumana   ukwaneliseka kwakhe kuwe,

ukungoneliseki akunikwe zezinye izidalwa akunako ukumenza abandezeleke kangaka”.

 

Ngubani onokuchaza indlela endandivuya kwaye ndomelezwa ngayo,

enxibe le ngubo, kwaye

ndinolo phawu lothando   ezingalweni zam?

Ngokuqinisekileyo andinakunqwenela ulonwabo olungakumbi. Wanyamalala ke uQueen Mother ndasala noYesu wam omnandi.

 

Sawuhamba umhlaba kancinane kwaye, phakathi kwezinto ezininzi esiye sadibana nazo, sadibana nomphefumlo obanjwe kwiintambo zokuphelelwa lithemba.

Egcwele uvelwano ngaye, sasondela kwaye uYesu wayefuna ukuba ndithethe naye ukuze aqonde ububi   abenzayo.

 

Ngokukhanya athe uYesu wakufaka kum, ndathi kulo mphefumlo:

“Elona yeza liluncedo nelisebenzayo

kwezona ngxaki zilusizi zobomi,   kukurhoxa  .

 

Wena, ekuzilahleleni kwakho, endaweni yokuba uthathe eli yeza, utya ityhefu yokubulala umphefumlo wakho.

 

Awazi

elona nyango lifike ngexesha lazo zonke   izifo,

- into efanayo

oko kusenza sibekeke, kusenze sibe ngabangcwele, kusenze sibukeke njengabethu-

Nkosi kwaye nabani na onamandla okuguqula ngobunono   ubukrakra bethu  , uyarhoxa!

 

"Yayiyintoni ubomi bukaYesu emhlabeni, ukuba ayizalisekisi intando kaBawo? Ngoxa wayesemhlabeni, wayemanyene noYise osezulwini. i

Kunjalo ke nangesidalwa esirhoxileyo.

 

Ngoxa ephila emhlabeni, umphefumlo wakhe nentando yakhe zimanyaniswe noThixo eZulwini. Yintoni enokuba yexabiseke ngakumbi kwaye inqweneleka?

 

Njengomothuko, lo mphefumlo uphelelwe lithemba waqalisa ukuzola.

Mna noYesu sirhoxile.

Yanga yonke into mayibe ngenxa yozuko lukaThixo kwaye mayihlale isikelelwe!

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizive ndicinezelekile kwaye ndixhwalekile. Ngaphezu koko, uYesu osikelelekileyo akazange azibonakalise.

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide, waphuma ngaphakathi kwam waza, wandivulela iNtliziyo yakhe, wandibeka apho  , wathi kum  :

 

“  Hlala ngaphakathi kum  .

Kulapho kuphela oya kufumana uxolo lokwenyaniso nolonwabo oluzinzileyo.

 

Ngokuba akukho nto ingena kum

olungelulo oloXolo noLonwabo.

Lowo uhleli kum

ayenzi nto ngaphandle   kokuqubha kulwandlekazi lolonwabo  .

 

Nangona kunjalo, xa umphefumlo uphuma kum, nokuba awukhathali nantoni na,

- kuphela ukubona izikreqo endizenzayo izidalwa e

-indlela endixolisa ngayo,

sele enenxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zam, kwaye uhlala ekhathazekile.

 

Yiyo loo nto, ngamanye amaxesha,

- libala yonke into, ngena ngaphakathi kwam kwaye uze kunandipha uxolo lwam kunye nolonwabo lwam. phuma ke, wenze umsebenzi wokulungisa kum. "

 

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka esiza nokulibazisa kwakhe okuqhelekileyo.

Xa ndisiva ubunzima obupheleleyo bokuvinjwa kwakhe, kwafika ndingalindelanga.

 

Kwaye, ngaphandle kokwazi kwam ukuba kutheni, wandibuza lo mbuzo:

Ungandixelela

  ngokuba intobeko izukiswa kakhulu

kutheni kulilungelo elingaka   ukubethelela   umfanekiso  wobuthixo  emphefumlweni ? 

 

Bendibhidekile ndingazi ukuba mandiphendule ndithini. Waza, ngokukhanya kobulumko awandithumayo, uYesu wazisikelela waza wandiphendula.

Kwaye ekubeni impendulo yafika kum ngokukhanya hayi ngamazwi, andinawo amazwi okuchaza.

 

Noko ke, ukuthobela kufuna ukuba ndenze umgudu wokubona enoba ndinako kusini na ukuyibhala phantsi.

Ndicinga ukuba zininzi izinto ezibhadlileyo ndizakuzenza ndibhale izinto ezingadibaniyo.

 

Ke kaloku ndibeka ukholo lwam ekulungeni, ngokukodwa ekubeni ezi zinto zininyamekela ngokwenene. Ndizakuqala ngoku.

 

Kubonakala kum ukuba uYesu wathi kum:

“Ukuthobela   kuzukiswa kakhulu

kuba inamandla   okutyhila

- kwaneenkanuko zomntu ezingcanjini zabo.

Itshabalalisa yonke into yasemhlabeni nezinto ezisemphefumlweni.

 

Kwaye, kwityala layo elikhulu,   ibuyisela umphefumlo kwimeko yawo yangaphambili  ,

- oko kukuthi, inikela umphefumlo njengoko wawudalwe nguThixo kuBulungisa bokuqala,

-oko kukuthi, ngaphambi kokugxothwa kwi-Eden yasemhlabeni.

 

Kule meko iphakamileyo, umphefumlo uziva utsalwa ngamandla kuko konke okulungileyo. Fumana konke okulungileyo, okungcwele nokugqibeleleyo,

ngelixa ujongene noloyiko olukhulu oluvela ethunzini   lobubi.

 

Kule meko yolonwabo evela kwisandla sobuchule sokuthobela,

umphefumlo awusasokoli ukuthobela imiyalelo   efunyenweyo,

ngakumbi ekubeni abo bayalelayo kufuneka basoloko beodola   okulungileyo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela intobelo iyakwazi ukubethelela uMfanekiselo ongcwele emphefumlweni. Ngapha koko  , iguqula indalo yomntu ibe yeyobuthixo  .

Njengoko uThixo ulungile, ungcwele kwaye ugqibelele, kwaye

-ukuba ukhokelwa kuko konke okulungileyo kwaye

-uthiya ububi ngokugqith' emgceni;

intobeko inamandla okuyahlula indalo yomntu kwaye iyenze ifumane izinto zobuThixo.

 

Okukhona umphefumlo uzivumela ukuba uphathwe zizandla zobulumko zokuthobela, kokukhona uhlaselwa bubuThixo yaye kokukhona ubutshabalalisa ubuntu bawo  .

 

Yiloo nto intobelo izukiswa kwaye ihlonitshwa.

 

Nam ndazithoba kuye ndazukiswa ndazukiswa nguye.

 

Ngokuthobela ndibuyisele kubo bonke abantwana bam imbeko nozuko abaphulukana nalo ngenxa yokungathobeli  ”.

 

Oku kuhle kakhulu endikwaziyo ukubhala ngalo mbandela.

Ndiva ukuphumla engqondweni yam, kodwa amazwi ayandihlula.

Ngenxa yokuba ingcamango yesi sidima iphezulu kakhulu

ukuba ulwimi lwam lomntu oluhlwempuzekileyo alukwazi ukuyiguqulela kumagama.

 

Ngoxa uYesu wayeqhubeka engekho, ndaziva ndicwile kowona msindo mkhulu.

Umphefumlo wam uthuthunjiswe ngeendlela eziliwaka.

 

Kamva, ndaziva ndisisithunzi ecaleni kwam. Kwaye, ngaphandle kokubona uYesu wam othandekayo, ndeva ilizwi lakhe.

 

Eli lizwi lathi kum:

"  Olona thando lugqibeleleyo lufuna ukuthembela ngokwenene kwinto ethandwayo  .

 

Nokuba siziva silahlekile kwinto esiyithandayo,

ke, kunanini na ngaphambili, lixesha lokubonisa ukuba ukuzithemba kunamandla.

Le yeyona ndlela ilula

sithabathe oko sikuthanda ngenzondelelo. "

 

Kwatsho kwathi shwaka isithunzi nelizwi.

Ngubani ongachaza intlupheko endayivayo yokungamboni uSithandwa wam?

 

Kum kubonakala ngathi iNkosi eNgcwele ifuna ukusebenzisa umonde kum.

Akanamfesane ngeenyembezi zam okanye imeko yam ebuhlungu.

 

Ngaphandle koYesu ndizibona ndintyumpantyumpeka kwezona ntlungu zinkulu kwaye ndiyakholwa ukuba awukho umphefumlo mbi ukodlula owam.

Xa ndingenaye uYesu, ndizibona ndikhohlakele ngakumbi kunakuqala.

 

Noko ke, xa ndikunye nalowo unazo zonke izinto, umphefumlo wam ufumana unyango kuzo zonke izifo zawo.

Xa ndikhumbula uYesu yonke into iphelile kum, akusekho ncedo kwintlungu yam enkulu.

Ngapha koko, ingcinga yokuba imeko yam ayisekho ngokwentando yakhe iyandicinezela. Kwaye engasekho kwiNtando yakhe,

Ndibonakala ndiphuma kwiziko lam kwaye,   rhoqo,

Ndicinga ukukhangela indlela yokuphuma kwesi   simo.

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo ndeva   uYesu   emva   kwam esithi kum  :

"Udiniwe, andithi?"

Ndathi, Ewe, Nkosi, ndiziva ndidiniwe. Waqhubeka wathi: "  Oh! Ntombi yam, ungaphumi kwiWill yam  !

Ngokuba, kuphuma kwintando yam,

yiza ulahlekelwe lulwazi ngam   kwaye,

ungandazi, uphulukana nolwazi lwakho   .

 

Kuphela kwimibonakaliso yokukhanya apho umntu angakwazi ukwahlula ngokucacileyo ukuba into yigolide okanye udaka. Xa yonke into imnyama, izinto zinokubhidaniswa ngokulula.

 

Intando yam ilula.

Oku kukhanya kukunika ulwazi ngaM kwaye.

Ngokubonakaliswa koku kukhanya, uye wazi ukuba ungubani na.

 

Ngenxa yoko,

-ukubona ubuthathaka bakho, ukungabikho kwakho okumsulwa,

-zibambe ezingalweni zam kwaye, umanyene nentando yam, uhlale nam eZulwini.

 

Kodwa ukuba uyaphuma kwiNtando yam,

- okokuqala, ulahlekelwa ukuthobeka kokwenene kwaye,

Yiza ke, uhlale emhlabeni.

 

Ubotshiwe ke ngoko

buva ubunzima bezinto   zasemhlabeni,

ncwina kwaye uncwine njengabo bonke abanye abanamashwa bahlala ngaphandle kweWill yam.  "

 

Etshilo ke uYesu wemka engakhange abonwe nokubonwa. Ukuxhatshazwa komphefumlo wam ngubani na onokukuchaza?

 

Ndibe neentsuku ezininzi ezibuhlungu kakhulu zokuvinjwa.

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndabona abantwana abathathu abancinane kumbindi wam. Ubuhle nokufana kwazo kwakumangalisa kangangokuba bobathathu babonakala bezalwa ngokufanayo.

 

Umphefumlo wam wothukile kwaye umangaliswe kukubona ubuhle obuninzi buvaleleke ngaphakathi kwam okulusizi. Ummangaliso wam uye wanda xa ndibona aba bantwana bathathu emnye kubo ebambe ezandleni zakhe intambo yegolide abazibophelela ngayo kum bebophelela intliziyo yam kweyabo.

 

Bandula ke, bakuba befumene indawo yakhe kum, baqala ukuphikisana bodwa ngolwimi endingaluqondiyo.

Yiyo loo nto ndingawafumani amagama okuphinda amagama awo aphakamileyo.

 

Ndithi ngephanyazo nje ndibone inkxwaleko engaka emntwini, ukuthotywa nokuhluthwa kweBandla, nokonakala kwabefundisi abathi endaweni yokuba babe kukukhanya ebantwini, baba bubumnyama.

 

Ndibuhlungu ngulo mbono, ndithi:

“Thixo Ongcwele, yipha uxolo iBandla lakho.

Loo nto bayithathileyo kuye mayibuyiselwe kuye

kwaye musa ukuvumela abantu ababi bahleke abafana abalungileyo. "

 

Ndathi ndisathetha, abantwana abathathu   bathi:

Ezi ziimfihlelo ezingenakuqondwa zikaThixo. Baye banyamalala ndabuyela   emzimbeni wam.

 

Ngale ntsasa, xa uYesu wam othandekayo weza, wandikhupha emzimbeni wam kwaye wandicela ukuba ndikhululeke ekubandezelekeni kwakhe.

 

Ndingenanto yokumnika, ndamxelela:

“Olona Thando lwam luthandekayo, ukuba uMama weKumkanikazi ebelapha, ebenokukuphilisa

Ngobisi lwakhe mna, andinanto ngaphandle kweenkxwaleko zam.

 

Ngeli xesha   uKumkanikazi oNgcwele  weza  , kwaye kwangoko ndathi kuye:

 

"UYesu uyasiva isidingo sokukhululeka. Mnike olona bisi lwakho lumnandi ukuze umkhulule. Emva koko uMama wethu othandekayo wamnika ubisi lwakhe. Kwaye uYesu wam endimthandayo wenziwa ngokutsha ngokupheleleyo.

 

Emva koko wajika wajonga   kum wathi  : “Ndiziva ndiphumle.

Sondela emilebeni yam usele intwana yolu bisi ndilufumene kuMama, ukuze siphinde senziwe sobabini. "

 

Ndiye ndasondela.

Ngubani onokuchaza ukulunga kolo bisi lwaphuma lushushu emlonyeni kaYesu? Yayiqulathe kakhulu kangangokuba yayibonakala ingumthombo ongatshiyo, ukuze ukuba bonke abantu basela, lo mthombo wawungayi kuncipha.

 

Emva koko, ngokuyinxenye sahamba umhlaba saya kwindawo ethile.

bekubonakala ukuba kukho abantu abahleli bejikeleze itafile encinci.

 

Bathe:

"Kuza kubakho imfazwe eYurophu kwaye eyona nto ibuhlungu kukuba iya kuveliswa zizalamane".

UYesu waphulaphula, kodwa akathethi nto ngako.

 

Ngoko ke, andazi ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba kuya kubakho imfazwe, ewe okanye hayi.

Ngenxa yokuba imigwebo yabantu iguquguquka Into abayithethayo ngenye imini, bayayikhanyela elandelayo.

 

Emva koko uYesu wandingenisa emyezweni apho kwakukho isakhiwo esikhulu esasibonakala ngathi yindlu yoonongendi.

Yayimiwe ngabantu abaninzi kangangokuba kwakunzima ukuyibala. Ekuboneni kwaba bantu, uYesu wam othandekayo wajika umva, wabambelela kum, ecinezele intloko yakhe egxalabeni lam kufutshane nentamo yam,

kwaye   wathi   endlebeni yam:

"Sithandwa sam, ungandivumeli ndibone, kungenjalo bendiya kubandezeleka kakhulu."

 

Nam ndamgcina uYesu esondele kum, ndaza ndasondela komnye wale miphefumlo, ndathi: “Ndixelele nokuba ungubani na”.

 

Waphendula wathi: “Sonke   siyimiphefumlo ekwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo  .

Ukukhululwa kwethu kunxulunyaniswa nokuphunyezwa kwala malungelo angcwele esiwadlulisele kwiindlalifa zethu. Ekubeni bengagwetyelwanga, sinjalo

sinyanzelwa ukuba siphambukele kuThixo wethu.

Kungenxa yokuba uThixo uyimfuneko kuthi esingenakukwazi ukwenza ngaphandle kwayo.

 

Siphila ukufa okuqhubekayo

oko kusifela ngeyona ndlela ingenalusini. Ukuba asifi,

kungenxa yokuba umphefumlo wethu awukho phantsi kokufa.

 

Ke, imiphefumlo ehluphekayo esiyiyo,

-ukuhlala sihluthwe uMntu obubomi bethu bonke, siyamcela kuThixo

 

Wanga angabenza abantu abafayo babe yinxalenye encinane yeembandezelo zethu

ukubabandeza oko kuyimfuneko ukugcina ubomi bemizimba yabo, ukuze bafunde   kabuhlungu

- kubuhlungu kangakanani ukuvinjwa into eyimfuneko ngokupheleleyo. ".

 

Emva koko, iNkosi yandisa kwenye indawo.

 

Mna, ndisikwa yimfesane ngale miphefumlo ikwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo, ndithi kuYesu:

 

“Owu! Yesu wam olungileyo,

njani ukuba niyifulathele le miphefumlo isikelelekileyo?

- ngubani owakuncwina kakhulu,

Ngoxa kwakwanele ukuba ubonakale

- ukuze bakhululwe ekubandezelekeni kwabo e

- ukuze baxolelwe?

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

 

Hayi, ntombi yam, ukuba bendithe ndazibonakalisa kubo!

- njengoko bengahlanjululwanga ngokupheleleyo;

- bebengenakuwugcina umbono woBukho bam

Kunokuba batsibele ezingalweni zam, bedidekile, babebuya umva

 

Andizange ndenze nto ngaphandle kokwandisa okwam kunye nokubulawa kwabo. Yiyo loo nto ndiyenzile. "

Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko, uYesu wam othandekayo wabonwa ngaphakathi kwam, egqunywe ziintyatyambo ezicwangciswe kwindlwana. UYesu wayengaphakathi kweli ndlongondlongo apho wayezonwabele khona aze avuye.

 

Ndimbone enje, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu wam othandekayo,

- xa uthatha intliziyo yam ukuba ihambelane ngokupheleleyo neyakho,

- ukuze ndiphile ubomi beNtliziyo yakho? "

 

Ndithe ndisatsho wathatha umkhonto wam uSupreme yedwa uOkuhle wandivulela ibele apho intliziyo ikhona.

Emva koko, ngezandla zakhe,

Wayikhupha intliziyo yam wayijonga ngapha nangapha.

ukubona ukuba wayehluthiwe na kwaye wayenazo iimpawu eziyimfuneko ukuze akwazi ukuhlala kweyona Ntliziyo yakhe ingcwele.

 

Nam ndajonga intliziyo yam.

Ndothuswa kukuba ndihlala, ndiprintwe kwelinye icala,

-umnqamlezo,

- isiponji e

- isithsaba sameva.

 

Nangona kunjalo, xa bendifuna ukuyijonga kwelinye icala ngelixa ndizama ukubona ngaphakathi kwayo

Kuthe kusenjalo yabonakala idumbile ngathi iza kugqabhuka, wandinqanda uYesu endimthandayo    ,   esithi  :

 

“Ndifuna ukukuvisa ubuhlungu ngokukuhlutha ungakuboni konke oko ndikugalele kule ntliziyo.

Ah! Ewe, apha, ngaphakathi kule ntliziyo, kukho bonke ubuncwane bobabalo lwam olunokuthi indalo yomntu ikwazi ukubuqulatha! "

 

Ngelo xesha uYesu wayivalela intliziyo yam kweyona Ntliziyo yakhe ingcwele, wongeza:

 

"Intliziyo yakho ithathe indawo yayo entliziyweni yam

Ngokutshintshela intliziyo yakho, ndikunika uthando lwam oluya kukunika ubomi ".

 

Emva koko, xa esondela kwicala lam elivulekileyo, wakhupha imiphefumlo emithathu equlethe ukukhanya, okuthathe indawo yentliziyo yam. Emva koko, walivala inxeba  , wathi kum  :

 

“Ngoku kunanini na ngaphambili lithuba lokuzilungisa embindini wentando yam ngoThando lwam kuphela njengentliziyo yakho.

Akufunekanga uphume kwiWill yam, nomzuzwana nje.

 

Uthando lwam luya kufumana isondlo salo kuwe

kuphela ukuba ufumene iNtando yam kuwe, kuyo yonke into nakuyo yonke into.

Kwintando yam, uthando lwam luya kufumana inzaliseko yalo kunye nokuhambelana kwayo okuyinyaniso nokuthembekileyo. "

 

Emva koko, esondela emlonyeni wam, waphefumla kathathu.

kwaye, kwangaxeshanye, wagalela i-liqueur emnandi kakhulu eyandinxilisa ngokupheleleyo.

 

Emva koko, ephuphuma umdla,   wathi  :

"Yabona?   Intliziyo yakho ikweyam  . So ayisekho eyakho."

 

Undincamise engayeki endibonisa iwaka lezinto zothando. Ngubani onokuzichaza zonke? Oku akunakwenzeka kum.

 

Ndingayichaza njani into endiyivayo xa ndizifumana ndisemzimbeni wam! Ndingatsho nje ukuba ndandiziva

-ngokungathi ayisendim ophilayo.

ngaphandle kwenkanuko, ngaphandle kokutyekela, ngaphandle kweminqweno, bangcwatywe ngokupheleleyo kuThixo.

 

Kwindawo apho intliziyo yam ifanele ukuba ngokuqhelekileyo, ndeva uhlobo oluthile lwemvakalelo ebandayo xa kuthelekiswa namanye amalungu omzimba wam.

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka ukuyigcina intliziyo yam entliziyweni yakhe. Ngamathub’ athile, uye andibonise ububele. Uvuya ngokungathi uthenge into eninzi.

 

Kwezi ntsuku xa ndiphuma emzimbeni wam apho kufanele ukuba intliziyo yam ikhona

endaweni yentliziyo yam ndibona ukuKhanya

owamsikelelayo uYesu waphefumlela khona ngokuphefumla kwakhe kathathu.

 

Ngale ntsasa, xa uYesu weza,   wathi kum  , endibonisa Intliziyo yakhe:

 

"Sithandwa sam ubungathanda eyiphi? Intliziyo yam okanye eyakho? Ukuba ufuna eyam kuzofuneka ubandezeleke ngakumbi.

Yazi, nangona kunjalo, ukuba ndiyenzile ukuba ndikuse kwelinye ilizwe.

 

Kuba  , xa sifika kumanyano, sidlulela kwelinye ilizwe elikukusebenzisa.

Nangona kunjalo, ukuze umphefumlo udlulele kule meko yokusetyenziswa ngokugqibeleleyo, kufuneka uphile,

- okanye yentliziyo yam,

-okanye intliziyo yakhe iguqulwe ngokupheleleyo yaba yeyam. Ngaphandle koko, ayinakungena kule meko yokusetyenziswa. "

 

Ndisoyika, ndaphendula:

"Sthandwa sam, intando yam ayiseyiyo yam, kodwa yeyakho. Yenza unothanda kwaye ndonwabe ngakumbi."

 

Emva koko, ndakhumbula iinzima ezimbalwa awayedibana nazo umchasi-tyala wam.

Ebona iingcinga zam, uYesu wandivumela ukuba ndizibone ngokungathi ndingaphakathi kwekristale, ndithintela abanye ekuboneni oko iNkosi ikwenzayo kum.

 

Wongeze wathi  : "Kukukukhanya kokukhanya kuphela apho siyazi ikristale kunye nento ekuquletheyo. Kunjalo nakuwe.

Lowo uzisa ukukhanya kokholo, woyichukumisa ngomnwe into endiyenzayo kuni.

 

Ke ukuba uthe, akanako ukukhanya kokholo;

ezi zinto uya kuziqonda ngokwengqiqo yemvelo kuphela. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndiphuma emzimbeni wam,

uYesu wam othandekayo uhlala endibonisa intliziyo yam ngaphakathi kwakhe.

Intliziyo yam itshintshile kangangokuba andisaqondi ukuba yeyam neyakhe.

UYesu wawuvisisanisa ngokugqibeleleyo nowakhe.

 

Wayibhala entliziyweni yam yonke imiqondiso yePassion, wandenza ukuba ndiqonde ukuba Intliziyo yakhe,

-Ukususela kumzuzu   wokuqondwa kweLizwi likaThixo  ,

-yatsalwa   kunye neempawu zePassion  , ukuze

-oko wabandezelekayo ngemihla yokugqibela yobomi bakhe

- yaba kukuphuphuma nje

oko kwathwaxwa yintliziyo yakhe okokoko wakhawulwa. Ndabonakala ndibona iintliziyo zethu zombini ngokufanayo.

 

Kwaba ngathi ndibona uYesu wam endimthandayo   exakekile.

-lungiselela indawo yokubeka Intliziyo yakhe.

Yaqhola loo ndawo yaza yahombisa ngeentyatyambo ezininzi ezahlukahlukeneyo. Njengoko wayesenza oku, wathi kum:

"Sithandwa sam, kuba kufuneka uphile ngeNtliziyo  yam, kuya kufuneka uphile ubomi obugqibeleleyo.

 

 Ke ngoko, nantsi into endiyifunayo kuwe:

 

Ukuhambelana okugqibeleleyo neWill yam   .

Ngoba ungahlala undithanda ngokugqibeleleyo qha ngokundithanda ngeWill yam   .

Ngokundithanda ngentando yam, uya kundithanda kunye nommelwane wakho ngokwendlela yam   yothando.

 

Ukuthobeka okunzulu,

wazibeka phambi kwaM naphambi kwezidalwa njengowokugqibela   kuzo zonke  .

 

Ubunyulu kwinto   yonke  .

Kuko konke ukwaphulwa kobunyulu,

ngokulinganayo   eluthandweni

ukuba   kwimisebenzi,

kubonakala ngokupheleleyo entliziyweni kwaye intliziyo ihlala inebala.

 

Yiyo ke le nto ndithanda ukuba ubunyulu bakho bube njengombethe entyantyambo yesifingo. Le yokugqibela, ebonisa imitha yayo, yenza la mathontsi abe njengeeperile ezixabisekileyo ezikwaziyo ukuthakatha wonke umntu.

 

Ngoko ukuba yonke into

imisebenzi yakho, iingcinga zakho namazwi akho, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho   kunye

Iinkanuko zakho, neenkanuko zakho, neenkanuko zakho, zihonjiswe ngombethe wobunyulu wasezulwini   ;

-Uya kuluka amakhubalo amnandi,

kungekhona nje kwiliso lomntu, kodwa kubo bonke uBukhosi baseCelestial.

 

Ukuthobela kuqhagamshelwe kwintando   yam  .

Nangona isidima sokuthobela sichaphazela abongamileyo endikunike bona emhlabeni.

-ukuthobela iWill yam indikhathaza ngqo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kunokutshiwo ukuba zombini ziziimpawu zokuthobela, yaye umahluko kuphela ngulo

-umntu ujonga nje amadoda

- omnye ujonge kuThixo.

 

Zombini zinexabiso elifanayo kwaye enye ayinakho ukubakho ngaphandle kwenye. Ke ngoko, kufuneka ubathande bobabini ngokulinganayo. "

 

Wongeze wathi  : “Yazi ukuba ukusukela ngoku nakwixesha elizayo uyakuhlala neNtliziyo yam.

Uze uzazi iindlela zentliziyo yam, ukuze ndifumane okuyolisayo kuwe. Ndiyakukhumbuza:   ayiseyontliziyo yakho, kodwa yintliziyo yam  ! "

 

UYesu wam othandekayo uhlala ebonakala.

Ngale ntsasa, ndifumene umthendeleko, ndambona engaphakathi kwam.

Iintliziyo zethu ezimbini zazichongiwe kangangokuba zazibonakala ziyinto enye.

 

Oyena mntu wam   uYesu wandixelela ukuba:  "Namhlanje   ndigqibe kwelokuba ndibeke owam uMntu endaweni yentliziyo yakho".

 

Uthe esathetha ndambona ukuba uzibeka kulendawo ibikuyo intliziyo yam.

Ku Yesu ndawufumana umoya wakhe ndakuva ukubetha kweNtliziyo yakhe. Hayi indlela endavuya ngayo kukuhlala kule meko!

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Ekubeni ndithathe indawo yentliziyo yakho, kufuneka undigcinele ukutya okusoloko kulungiselelwe Mna. Oku kutya kuya kuba yintando    yam   kunye  nazo zonke izinto ozikhathazayo   kunye nayo yonke into oya kuzibandeza yona ngenxa yothando lwam. "

 

Ngubani onokuchaza yonke into eyenzekayo ebomini bam phakathi kwam noYesu? Ndibona kungcono ndithule.

Kungenjalo, ndiziva ngathi ndingayibhuqa.

 

Ngenxa yokuba ulwimi lwam alukho rhabaxa ngokwaneleyo ukuba luthethe ngezi nceba zikhulu zinikwe umphefumlo wam nguYehova.

Akukho nto ndinokuyenza ngaphandle kokubulela uYehova othe wawujongisa umphefumlo wakhe olusizi nowonayo.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam olungileyo wandikhupha emzimbeni wam. Emva koko, ndiphuma ngaphakathi kwam,

Waba mkhulu kangangokuba wawufunxa wonke umhlaba kuye

Kwaye ubukhulu bayo bunwenwele kangangokuba umphefumlo wam   wawungayiboni imida yawo  .

 

Andizange nje ndizive ndixakeke kuThixo, kodwa zonke izidalwa zazimiliselwe kuye.

Owu! Hayi indlela eyayibonakala ingafanelekanga kum isithuko esisenza ngayo kwiNkosi yethu xa thina, vermisseli abahlala kuyo, sinobuganga bokuyikhubekisa!

Owu! Ukuba sonke sinokubona indlela esikuThixo ngayo, owu! Hayi indlela ebesiya kulumka ngayo ukuba singamkholisi konke konke!

 

Waza   uYesu waba mkhulu kangangokuba wayifunxa yonke intendelezo yasezulwini kuye  .

Ngoko ke ndazibona zonke kuThixo ngokwakhe: iingelosi kunye nabangcwele. Ndaziphulaphula iingoma zabo ndaza ndaqonda okuninzi ngolonwabo lwanaphakade.

 

Emva koko ndabona imijelo emininzi yobisi ibaleka kuYesu. Ndasela kule misinga. Kodwa, ngenxa yokusikelwa umda kakhulu kwaye noYesu wayemkhulu kangangokuba kwakungekho mida kubukhulu bakhe, andizange ndikwazi ukufunxa lonke olu bisi kum.

Kwaphuma imilambo emininzi kum ndisahleli kuThixo.

 

Noko ke, ndaziva ndinganelisekanga: Ngendinqwenela ukuba wonke umntu abaleke aye kusela kule mijelo, kodwa yayimbalwa kakhulu imiphefumlo ehamba emhlabeni eye yasela kuyo.

INkosi yethu nayo yayingonwabanga.

 

Wathi kum:  "Okubonayo yinceba yam endiyibambileyo. Oku kuphinda kucaphukisa ubulungisa bam.

Ukungakwenzi njani okusesikweni xa beyibambile iNceba yam? Ndaza ndathatha izandla zakhe, ndazikhama, ndathi:

Hayi, Nkosi, aninakwenza okusesikweni; andikufuni; ukuba andikufuni, nani anifuni.

Ngokuba intando yam ayiseyiyo yam, kodwa eyakho.

Intando yam yeyakho, yonke into andiyifuni, nawe awuyifuni.

Awuzange undixelele ukuba kufuneka ndiphile kuyo yonke into kunye nentando yakho yonke?"

 

Amazwi am athobile uYesu wam othandekayo, waphinda wazenza mncinci wazivalela ngaphakathi kwam. Mna ke, ndibuyele emzimbeni wam.

 

Oko uYesu wam othandekayo wayelibazise ukufika, ndaphantse ndaqalisa ukoyika ukuba akasayi kuphinda abuye. Kodwa, ngokumangalisayo kwaye ngaphandle kweblue, weza emva kwexesha   kwaye wathi kum  :

"Sithandwa sam, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba sisebenza nini ngokwenene?

umntu omthandayo?

 

Kuxa, ukudibana nemibingelelo, ubukrakra kunye nokubandezeleka, umphefumlo unamandla okuwatshintsha ngobumnene nangokumnandi.

 

Kuba kukwimo yothando lokwenyani ukuguqula

- ukubandezeleka eluvuyo e

- ubukrakra kamnandi.

 

Ukuba umntu uhlangabezana nemeko eyahlukileyo,

luphawu lokuba asilothando lokwenene olusebenzayo.

 

Owu! Mingaphi imisebenzi esiyivayo kusithiwa: “Ndikwenzela uThixo oko;

iqinisekisiwe

-ukuba senze kungengenxa kaThixo;

- kodwa ngenxa yomdla wakho okanye ngenxa yolonwabo oye waluva. . "

 

Emva koko wongeza:

Ngokuqhelekileyo, kuthiwa umyolelo unawo

yonke into iyayonakalisa imisebenzi yengcwele kangcwele.

 

Kodwa   ukuba le ntando yakhe idityaniswe nentando kaThixo, abukho obunye ukulunga   obunokuyoyisa.

Kuba apho iNtando yam ikhona, kukho uBomi obenza okulungileyo. Kodwa apho i-Will yam ingekho khona, ukufa kusebenza.

Ke, sisebenza kabuhlungu ngokungathi sisentlungwini. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndiphumile emzimbeni wam, ndizibone ndinoMntwana onguYesu ezingalweni zam. Ngelixa bendikonwabela ukumbukela, kwaye ndingazi ukuba njani,

-yesibini yaphuma kulo Mntwana ndandicinga kwaye,

-emva komzuzwana, okwesithathu,

zontathu ziyafana, nangona zahlukile.

 

Ndimangalisiwe kukubona oku, ndathi:

“Owu! Ngoxa sichukumisa apha ngomnwe wethu eyona mfihlelo ingcwele kaBathathu Emnye:

ngelixa nibanye, nani bathathu! "

 

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba bobathathu bathetha nam kodwa, ngelixa ilizwi

yaphuma kuye wonke umntu, yenza ilizwi elinye.

 

Elo lizwi lathi:

“Indalo yethu yenziwa lolona Thando lusulungekileyo, olulula nolona lunxibelelanayo.

Kukwimo yoThando lokwenyani ukuvelisa imifanekiso efana nayo yonke isiqu sakho.

-kumandla,

-ngokulunga,

-eBuhleni kunye

-kuyo yonke into ekuyo.

 

Ukubonakalisa ubukhulu boSomandla wethu, Uthando lwethu lunophawu lwalo olwahlukileyo.

 

Ekubeni indalo yethu ilula,

ngaphandle kwawo nawuphi na umbandela onokuthintela umanyano lwethu olugqibeleleyo, ukudityaniswa koThando, lwakha abantu abathathu   .

Ngokumanyana kwakhona, udala uThixo omnye.

 

Uthando lokwenyani lunale nto ngokwalo:

inomthamo

-ukuvelisa imifanekiso efana ngokugqibeleleyo nayo, okanye

-cinga umfanekiso walowo umthandayo.

 

Wenza  njalo uMntu weSibini kaBathathu Emnye   owathi, ekhulula uluntu,

-ucinge ngobume bomntu kunye nokufana kwakhe, e

- wazisa ubuThixo bakhe kuye ".

 

Njengoko amazwi amathathu ethetha ngazwi-nye, ndakwazi ukwahlula ngokucacileyo uYesu wam endimthandayo,

eqonda kuye umfanekiselo wendalo yomntu.

 

Yaye yaba ngumbulelo kuphela kuYesu endathi ndaba nentembelo yokuhlala kubukho bukaBathathu Emnye.

 

Kungenjalo ngubani owayenobuganga? Oh ewe!

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba uBuntu obathathwa nguYesu buvulele indlela isidalwa

emvumela ukuba anyukele kwitrone   yoBuThixo,

ukuze akwazi ukuthetha noThixo kathathu ongcwele   aze afumane imisinga   yobabalo kuye.

 

Owu! Mangaphi amaxesha olonwabo endiwangcamlileyo! Zingaphi izinto endiziqondayo!

Ukuze ndibhale amagama ambalwa ngayo, kuya kufuneka ndiyenze

-xa umphefumlo wam ukunye noYesu othandekayo,

-xa kubonakala kum ukuba uzikhulule emzimbeni wam.

 

Kodwa xa ndizibona ndivalelwe emzimbeni wam,

ubumnyama bentolongo yam bundisusa kwiLanga lam eliyimfihlakalo   kwaye

intlungu yokungayiboni indenza ndingakwazi ukuzichaza ezi zinto ndiphile ngokungathi   ndiyafa.

 

Kodwa ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndiphile ndibotshiwe, ndilibanjwa kulo mzimba ulusizi.

 

“Awu! Nkosi, menzele inceba umoni oxhwalekileyo, evalelwe entolongweni, evalelwe.

Ngokukhawuleza, udiliza iindonga zale ntolongo

ukuze ndibhabha ndize kuwe ndingabuyeli emhlabeni".

 

Emva kweentsuku ezinde kuthe cwaka phakathi kwam noYesu osikelelekileyo, ndaziva ndinendawo engaphakathi kum. Ngale ntsasa, xa efika, wathi kum:

"Sithandwa sam, ufuna ukundixelela ntoni, njengokuba unqwenela ukuthetha nam?" Zonke iintloni, ndathi:

"Yesu wam othandekayo, ndifuna ukukuxelela ukuba ndifuna ukukuthanda kunye nentando yakho eNgcwele. Ukuba undinike yona, uya kundenza ndonwabe ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndaneliseke."

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka  :

"Ewe, undibuza yonke into

nizibuza ukuba yintoni na enkulu emazulwini nasehlabathini.

Mna ke, kukule Will eNgcwele endikunqwenelayo kwaye ndifuna ukukufanisa ngakumbi naM.

 

Kwaye ukuze intando yam ibe mnandi kwaye ibe mnandi kuwe,

zibeke kwisangqa sakhe   e

 uyazithanda iimpawu zayo ezahlukeneyo 

 

ukukuvalela

ngamanye amaxesha ebungcweleni bakhe, ngamanye amaxesha ukulunga kwakhe, ngamanye amaxesha ukuthobeka kwakhe, ngamanye amaxesha ubuhle bakhe, kwaye

maxa wambi ekuphumleni okunoxolo ivelisa. Kwaye, kwiindawo zokumisa ozenzayo,

-Uya kufumana ngakumbi nangakumbi ulwazi olutsha nolungazange lubonwe ngaphambili ngentando yam eNgcwele   . -Uya kuhlala ubotshelelwe kwaye uthandana neWill yam kangangokuba awusoze uyishiye   kwakhona.

 

Oku kuya kukuzisela inzuzo enkulu.

 

Ukuba kwiWill yam, awusayi kuyidinga

-ukulwa iminqweno yakho e

-hlala usilwa nabo.

 

Ngentando yam,

- ngelixa iinkanuko zibonakala zifa,

- zihlala zivuka kwakhona, zomelele kwaye zicace ngakumbi kunangaphambili.

 

Ngapha koko, xa umntu ehlala kwintando yam engcwele,

iinkanuko ziyafa kancinci, ngaphandle kokulwa kwaye ngaphandle kwengxokozelo. Baphulukana nobomi babo bodwa.

Kuba, phambi kobungcwele beNtando yam, iminqweno ayifuni ukuzibonakalisa.

 

"Ukuba umphefumlo ufumana ukunyakaza kweenkanuko zawo,

luphawu lokuba akasekanga indawo yakhe yokuhlala eqhubekayo kwiWill yam.

Ngamanye amaxesha wenza ukubaleka ngokuthanda kwakhe.,

Kwaye ke, unyanzelekile ukuba eve ivumba lendalo eyonakeleyo.

 

Ukuba endaweni yoko ihlala ilungisiwe kwiWill yam,

- walahla yonke into kwaye

- inkxalabo yakho kuphela kukundithanda nokuthandwa ndim. "

 

Emva koko, ndijonge kuYesu wam osikelelekileyo, ndabona enxibe isithsaba sameva.

Ndiyisuse kancinci ndayibeka entloko. UYesu wamtyhalela kum wakugqiba wanyamalala.

Ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam

ngomnqweno onyanisekileyo wokuhlala kwiNtando yakhe Engcwele.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndingekho emzimbeni wam. Emva kokujikeleza kancinane, ndazifumana ndingaphakathi emqolombeni. Ndabona   uMama   weKumkanikazi ezala umntwana omncinci onguYesu. Enjani yona impakatho engakholelekiyo! I

 

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba uMama noNyana baguqulwe baba kokona kukhanya kunyulu.

Kolu kukhanya sakwazi ukububona kakuhle ubuntu bukaYesu

ethwele ubuThixo ngaphakathi kwakhe.

UBuntu bakhe busebenze njengekhuselo lokugubungela ubuThixo bakhe.

Ukuze, ngokukrazula isigqubuthelo semvelo yomntu, uThixo afunyanwe.

 

Nantsi imimangaliso yezimanga:

UThixo nomntu! Umntu noThixo!

 

Hayi indlela emangalisa ngayo uNyana lowo, ngaphandle kokushiya uYise noMoya oyiNgcwele

kuba eluthandweni lwenene asohlukani, sithatha inyama yomntu size sihlale phakathi   kwethu!

 

Ngeli xesha lonwabe,

kum kwabonakala ngathi uMama noNyana babekhule ngokulinganayo ngokomoya.

 

Ngoxa bobabini babephuphuma uthando olugqithiseleyo, ngoko, ngaphandle komqobo omncinane,

UYesu waphuma esizalweni, oko kukuthi

njengokuba le mizimba ingcwele yaguqulwa yaba kukukhanya;

Ukukhanya kukaYesu kwaphuma ngaphandle komqobo omncinane phakathi kokuKhanya   kukaMama wakhe.

 

Yomibini imizimba yahlala isempilweni kwaye yomelele. Emva koko babuyela kwimo yabo   yendalo.

 

Ngubani onokuchaza ubuhle boMntwana omncinane othi, ngalo mzuzu wokuzalwa kwakhe,   asenze sibone ngaphandle imitha yoBuThixo bakhe?

 

Ngubani owayenokubuchaza ubuhle bukaMama owayethabatheke ngokupheleleyo kule mitha yobuthixo? Kwaye iSt Joseph  ?

 

Kwabonakala kum ukuba wayengekho kwisatifikethi sokuzalwa,

kodwa ukuba wayekwenye ikona yomqolomba, engene ngokupheleleyo kule mfihlelo inzulu.

Kwaye ukuba akazange abone le mfihlakalo ngamehlo omzimba wakhe, wayibona kakuhle kakhulu ngamehlo omphefumlo wakhe.

Kuba wayevuyiswa   luvuyo olungathethekiyo  .

 

Kwisenzo awazalelwa kuso uMntwana omncinci,

-Bendifuna ukubhabha ukuze ndimbambe ezingalweni zam,

kodwa izithunywa   zandinqanda

endixelela ukuba iwonga lokuyithatha lelikaMama kuqala.

 

Oyena Unyulu Ungcwele, ngokungathi uyashukunyiswa, weza kuye waza, ezandleni zesithunywa sezulu, wamamkela uNyana wakhe ezandleni zakhe.

Ekuthululeni koThando awazifumana ekulo, wamwola ngamandla

ebebonakala ukuba ufuna ukumvalela esifubeni sakhe. Emva koko, efuna ukunika uMntwana wakhe ithuba lokubonakalisa uthando lwakhe olungagungqiyo, wambeka ukuze asele kwibele lakhe.

 

Ngeli xesha ndiyibhangisile yonke into, ndilinde ukubizwa, ukuze ndingamkeli esinye isingcikivo kwizithunywa zezulu.

 

Emva koko   ukumkanikazi wathi kum   :

Yiza, uze uyithabathe into oyoliswa yiyo, uze uvuye, uphalaze ngayo uthando lwakho.

Ukuthetha oku,

Ndiye ndasondela wabe uMama endibeke ezingalweni zam uMntana.

Ngubani onokuluchaza ulonwabo lwam, ukwangiwa, ukwangiwa nokuthantamisa esithe sabelana ngako?

 

Emva kokuthulula uthando lwam ixesha elide, ndamxelela:

"Sithandwa sam, usele ubisi lukaMama wethu, wabelane nam." konke ukuzithoba,

Wagalela kowam ubisi emlonyeni wakhe.

 

Emva  koko wathi kum   :

“ Sithandwa sam,   ndakhawulwa ndaza ndazalwa ndinentlungu. Kwaye ndafa zintlungu.

 

besebenzisa izikhonkwane ezithathu abandibethelele ngazo emnqamlezweni.

Ndabethelela amandla amathathu emiphefumlo evutha ukundithanda:

ubukrelekrele, inkumbulo kunye nentando  .

 

Ndiye ndaqinisekisa ukuba le miphefumlo ihlala itsaleleke ngokupheleleyo kum, ekubeni isono

wabakhubaza   kwaye

wabachithachithela kude noMdali wabo, kungekho nto ebabambezelayo.  "

 

Wathi uYesu esathetha,

-Wajonga emhlabeni kwaye

- Waqalisa ukukhalela iintsizi zakhe.

 

Ndimbone elila, ndathi kuye:

“ Mntwana wam oyintanda, musa ukuba lusizi ngeenyembezi zakho ngobusuku obunovuyo ngabo bakuthandayo. Endaweni yokukhupha iinyembezi, masikhuphe ingoma yethu. "

 

Nditsho njalo, ndaqala ukucula. UYesu waphazanyiswa xa endiva ndicula waza wayeka ukukhala. Emva kwengoma yam, wacula eyakhe ngelizwi elivisisanayo kangangokuba onke amanye amazwi athi shwaka phambi kwelizwi lakhe elithambileyo.

Emva koko ndathandazela uMntwana uYesu ukuba andivume, ndithandazela usapho lwam kwaye ekugqibeleni ndithandazele wonke umntu. UYesu wayebonakala ezithoba ngokupheleleyo.

Ndithe ndisayenza lonto yanyamalala ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Ndaqhubeka ndimbona uMntwana oyiNgcwele.

 

Kwelinye icala ndabona   uKumkanikazi uMama   yaye, kwelinye,   iSt  . Babemhlonela ngokunzulu uMntwana kaThixo.

 

Kwabonakala kum ukuba ubukho obuqhubekayo boMntwana bagcina uYosefu noMariya bentywiliselwa kulonwabo oluqhubekayo.

 

Yaye ukuba babenako ukwenza nawuphi na omnye umsebenzi, iNkosi yayisebenza kubo ngommangaliso. Kungenjalo ngebeme bhuxe.

ngaphandle kokukwazi ukwenza imisebenzi yabo ngaphandle.

 

Nam ndenze ukuthanda kwam.

Ndaye ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Ngale ntsasa, bendizaliswe luloyiko oluthile lwemeko yam. Bendisoyika ukuba ibingeyiyo iNkosi esebenzayo kum.

Ngaphezu koko, uYesu akazange abe nobubele bokuza.

Emva kwexesha elide ndimlindile, ndathi nje ndakumbona, ndamxelela ngoloyiko lwam.

 

 Wathi  kum  :

“ Intombi yam, ngaphezu kwako konke, ukuze uzibeke kwesi simo, udinga uncedo lwamandla am. Ngaphandle koko, ngubani onokukunika amandla kunye nomonde wokuhlala kule meko ixesha elide, ulele ebhedini?

 

Ukunyamezela luphawu oluqinisekileyo lokuba umsebenzi ngowam

 

Kuba nguThixo kuphela ongaguqukiyo, ngelixa umtyholi kunye nobuntu buguquka rhoqo:

-into abayithandayo namhlanje, baya kuyithiya ngomso.

-Into abayithiyileyo namhlanje, baya kuyithanda ngomso kwaye bayifumane iyanelisa. "

 

Emva kokuba ndiphile kwiintsuku ezibuhlungu zokuswela kunye nexhala, ndaziva ndinesihogo esingaqondakaliyo ngaphakathi kum.

 

Ngaphandle kobukho bukaYesu,

- zonke iinkanuko zam ziye zacaca kwaye,

elowo wasasaza ubumnyama bakhe.

 

Bandigubungela ngobumnyama;

bendingakwazi ke ukuba uphi. Hayi indlela ekulishwa ngayo imeko yomphefumlo ongahloneli Thixo!

 

Kwanele ukuthi,

-ngaphandle koThixo, umphefumlo osaphilayo emhlabeni ufumana isihogo ngaphakathi kwawo.

 

Yayiyimeko yam leyo.

Ndawuva umphefumlo wam ungcungcuthekiswa ziintlungu ezingapheliyo.

Ngubani onokuchaza into endiye ndadibana nayo? Ukuze ndingazondisi kakhulu, ndiyaqhubeka.

 

Ngoko ngale ntsasa ndifumene umthendeleko.

Ukuzifumana ndikwinkxwaleko egqithisileyo, ndeva iNkosi yethu ihamba ngaphakathi kum. Ukubona umfanekiso wakhe, ndandifuna ukujonga ukuba ngumfanekiso weplanga okanye umfanekiso wenyama ephilayo.

Ndajonga ndabona ukuba nguMnqamlezo enyameni yakhe ephilayo.

 

Wandijonga,  wathi kum  :

Ukuba umfanekiso wam ngaphakathi kwakho ubuwenziwe ngomthi, uthando lwakho beluya kubonakala kuphela.

 

Kuba   kuphela uthando lokwenyani nolunyanisekileyo  ,   oludityaniswe nokuzingca  ,

indenza ndizalwe ngokutsha ndiphila kwaye ndibethelelwe entliziyweni yabo babathandayo  . "

 

Ukubona iNkosi,

-Bendingathanda ukubaleka ebusweni bakhe

- Ndajonga kakubi kakhulu.

 

Waza uYesu wathi kubo, Nifuna ukuya phi na?

Ndim ukuKhanya, kwaye naphi na apho uya khona, ukukhanya kwam kukubetha macala onke.

 

Phambi kobukho bukaYesu, phambi kokukhanya kwakhe, phambi kwelizwi lakhe, iinkanuko zam ziye zanyamalala. Andazi ukuba baye phi.

Ndiye ndafana nomntwana kwaye ndazifumana ndisemzimbeni wam, ndiguqulwe ngokupheleleyo. Ngamana yonke into ingaluzuko lukaThixo kunye nokulungileyo komphefumlo wam!

 

Ndizibone ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndabona umvuma izono zam ngenjongo yokundifaka ekubethelweni. Mna ke bendisoyika ukuzithoba.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Ingaba ufuna ndenze ntoni?

Andikwazi ukuzibamba ngaphandle kokuthobela.

Kuba uBuntu bam badalelwe ngokuchanekileyo ukuthobela nokutshabalalisa ukungathobeli. Esi sidima sendele kum kangangokuba kunokuthiwa intobeko yindalo yam.Kum lolona phawu lwam luthandekayo noluzukileyo.

 

Ngaphandle kokuthobela ngendisuke ndoyikeka uBuntu bam, bendingasoze ndibudibanise nabo.

Ngoko ufuna ukungathobeli? Ungayenza, kodwa wena, hayi mna. "

 

Ndibhidekile kukubona uThixo othobelayo, ndithi, “Nam ndiyafuna ukuthobela.” Ndiye ndabonisa.

Kwaye uYesu usikelelwe wandenza ndanesabelo kwiintlungu zomnqamlezo.

 

Watsho endincamisa.

Waphuma umphefumlo okrakra emlonyeni wakhe.

Ebesitsho egalela umunyu wakhe kum.

Kodwa akazange ayenze kuba efuna ndimbuze. I

Ndathi kuye, "Ufuna ukulungiswa? Masizenze kunye.

Kunye neyakho, imbuyekezo yam iya kuba nesiphumo sayo.

Ngelixa, yenziwe ndim kuphela, ndicinga ukuba   baya kukucekisa. "

 

Ndaye ndathatha   isandla sakhe esinegazi  , kwaye njengoko ndimphuza,   ndaphinda ndatsho.

Mayibongwe iNkosi   e

- uGloria Patri,

iivesi ezitshintshana noYesu: Waqala ndaza ndaphendula.

 

Yayisenzela

-ukulungisa izenzo ezininzi ezimbi ezenziwayo;

-ngeenjongo zokumdumisa ngalo lonke ixesha efumana izikhubekiso kule misebenzi ingendawo. Hayi indlela ekwakuchukumisa ngayo ukubona uYesu ethandaza!

 

Ndenze njalo nangesinye   isandla  .

Wandula ke   iinyawo zakhe   ngenjongo yokumdumisa ebuyekeza onke amanyathelo amabi athatyathwa ngabantu nazo zonke iindlela ezimagophe-gophe abazihambayo, kwanaphantsi kwesigqubuthelo sobuthixo nobungcwele.

Ekugqibeleni ndiye ndathatha   iNtliziyo   yakhe ngeenjongo zokumdumisa qho xa intliziyo yomntu ingavumi ukubethela uThixo, okanye ayimthandi, okanye ingamnqweneli.

 

UYesu wam endimthandayo ubonakale ebuyiselwe ngokupheleleyo kolu lungiso lwenziwe kunye.

 

Nangona kunjalo, akunjalo,

kuba ebebonakala efuna ukugalela kum ubukrakra bakhe.

Ndathi kuye: "Nkosi, ukuba ufuna ukukhupha ubukrakra bakho, nceda ukwenze." Ugalele kum ubukrakra bakhe   wongeza  :

 

"Ntombazana yam, amadoda andicaphukisa!

Kodwa kuya kufika ixesha lokuba ndibathethise, zibonakale izifunxi-gazi ezininzi.

Kuya kubakho izohlwayo eziya kuvelisa amabubu eemidji (abantu abacekisekayo abanesiqu esincinci) eziya kubacinezela kakhulu.

Emva koko uPapa uya kuphuma ".

 

Ndithi: "Kutheni uPapa ephuma?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

Uya kuphuma aye kuthuthuzela abantu, kuba uya kucudiswa, ediniwe, edakumbile, engcatshwa ngobuxoki obuninzi.

Bayakuzama ukuzisa iNyaniso.

Bethotyiwe, baya kucela uBawo oyiNgcwele ukuba eze phakathi kwabo ukuze abakhulule ebubini obuninzi kwaye abakhokelele kwizibuko losindiso. "

 

Ndithi, "Mhlekazi, ngaba oku kuya kwenzeka emva kweemfazwe ondixelele ngazo ngezinye izihlandlo?"

 

Waphendula uYesu wathi  : "Ewe".

Ndathi: "Ndingathanda kangakanani ukuya kuwe ngaphambi kokuba ezi zinto zenzeke!"

 

Wathi uYesu kum,  Mna ke, ndiya kuhlala phi na?

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Awu! Nkosi, mininzi imiphefumlo elungileyo onokuthetha nayo, undithelekisa nayo, owu!

Hayi indlela endikhangeleka kakubi ngayo! "

Akazange andihoye uYesu wanyamalala ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Ukuzifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndabonakala ndibona umzuzu xa iZazi eziNgcwele zafika kwindawo yaseBhetelehem.

 

Bathi nje ukuba babe phambi koMntwana, uMntwana

- wayekuvuyela ukuvumela imitha yoBuThixo bakhe ikhanye ngaphandle

-Kwaye kwaxelwa kubo ngeendlela ezintathu:

ngothando, ngobuhle nangamandla.

 

Ke babevuya kwaye bebambekile kubukho bomntwana omncinci onguYesu, kangangokuba

- ukuba iNkosi ibingayifihlanga imitha yoBuThixo bakhe emva koBuntu bakhe,

-I-Magi yayiza kuhlala apho ngonaphakade, ayikwazi ukuhamba.

 

Ngokukhawuleza xa umntwana esusa ubuThixo bakhe,

zaza iiMagi ezingcwele.

ndimangalisiwe kukubona   uthando olungaka.

Ngenxa yokuba ngoku kukhanya iNkosi yabenza baqonda imfihlelo yoMnyamo.

 

Emva koko baphakama banikezela ngezipho zabo kuKumkanikazi uMama.

Wathetha nabo ixesha elide, kodwa andikhumbuli yonke into awayeyithetha. Ndikhumbula nje ukuba wayebakhuthaza ngamandla ukuba basebenze

-ukuze basindiswe e

-kubantu babo.

Akunyanzelekanga ukuba boyike ukuveza ubomi babo ukuze bafezekise oku.

 

Ndaye ndarhoxa kum ndazibona sendikunye noYesu, wayefuna ndimxelele nto kodwa ndazibona ndimbi ndibhidekile yisimemo sakhe ndade ndanesibindi sokuthetha.

Ebona ukuba andithethi nto, waqhubeka uYesu ethetha nam ngeZazi eziNgcwele.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ngokunxibelelana neMagi ngeendlela ezintathu, ndifumene iziphumo ezintathu kubo.

Kuba andikhe ndinxibelelane nemiphefumlo ngokungeyomfuneko. Bahlala befumana into ngenzuzo yabo.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

-ukunxibelelana nothando,

Ndibazuzele ubabalo lokuzikhulula kubo;

-uthetha nam ngobuhle,

Ndabenzela ubabalo lokudela izinto zomhlaba.

-ukunxibelelana nam ngamandla,

Ndibafumanele ubabalo lokuba iintliziyo zabo zihlale zibotshelelwe kum ngokupheleleyo nokuba babe nesibindi sokuphalaza igazi labo ngenxa yam.”

 

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

"Kanti ufuna ntoni?

Ndixelele, uyandithanda?

Ungathanda njani ukundithanda?"

 

Kwaye mna, ndingazi ukuba mandithini, kwaye ndididekile ngakumbi kunangaphambili, ndaphendula:

“Nkosi, andifuni nto ngaphandle kwakho.

 

Kwaye ukuba uthi "Uyandithanda?", andinamazwi okukuphendula. Ndingakuxelela kuphela ukuba ndiva lo mnqweno kum ukuba akukho mntu unokundodlula ngokuthanda wena.

Ndifuna ukukuthanda ngaphezu kwakhe nabani na, kwaye akukho mntu unokundidlula ngokuthanda wena.

 

Kodwa oku akundonelisi. Yanelisa,

-Ndifuna ukukuthanda ngothando lwakho kwaye, ngoko,

-ukwazi ukuzithanda ngothando ozithanda ngalo. Oh ewe!

Kuphela kulapho luya kuphela uloyiko lwam ngenxa yothando lwam kuwe! "

 

Waneliswa bubudenge bam, uYesu wandisondeza kuye kangangokuba ndazibona ndiguqukile ngaphakathi nangaphandle kuye.

Wandichazela kancinci ngothando lwakhe. Emva koko, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Kwakubonakala kunjalo kum

uthando oluninzi ndilunikwe,

kokukhona ndisiba nempahla yam   kwaye,

ukuba ndithanda kancinane, ndinokuncinane.

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizive ndonganyelwe ngokupheleleyo, kangangokuba ndaqalisa ukukhangela isiqabu. Owam Owam ekuphela kwakhe undenze ndalinda ixesha elide ukuza kwakhe.

 

Xa efika,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ngenxa yakho, andizange ndizithathele kum iminqweno yakho, iintsizi zakho?

kunye nobuthathaka bakho?

Ngenxa yam, ngaba ubungayi kuthabatha abanye kuwe?”

 

Wongeza wathi  :

“Into endiyifunayo kukuba nihlale nimanyene naM njengemitha yelanga.

osoloko emi embindini welanga   e

elifumana   elangeni ubomi balo, ukufudumala nobuqaqawuli balo.

 

Khawube nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wemitha ukuba yahlukane nombindi welanga. Kwakuza kwenzeka ntoni kuye?

Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba ashiye eli ziko, wayeza kuphulukana nobomi bakhe, ukukhanya kwakhe kunye nokufudumala kwakhe. Wayeya kubuyela ebumnyameni aze azithobe angabi nto.

 

Kunjalo ke nangomphefumlo.

 

Logama nje imanyene nam, kwiziko lam, kunokuthiwa ifana nemitha yelanga.

-ngubani ohlala,

-ofumana ukukhanya kwelanga kunye

-ngubani oya apho ilanga lifuna khona.

 

Ngamafutshane, lo mtha uphelele ngokupheleleyo kunye nenkonzo yentando yelanga.

 

Kodwa ukuba umphefumlo uthe waphazamiseka waza wahlukana nam, uba bubumnyama bonke.

Uyabanda kwaye akasayiva le ntshukumo yasezulwini yoBomi obungcwele ngaphakathi kuye. Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

 

Kwiintsuku ezidlulileyo uYesu wam endimthandayo wabonwa enomsindo kwihlabathi, ngokungathi kunjalo

Akazanga namhlanje ekuseni.

 

Ndiye ndacinga:

"Ngubani owaziyo ukuba akezi kuba efuna ukuthumela izohlwayo? Lityala lam?

Kuba efuna ukuthumela izohlwayo,

Akanabo ububele bokuza kum. Intle! Ngelixa efuna ukohlwaya abanye,

Indibetha ngesona sohlwayo sikhulu, esokuhluthwa isiqu sakho! "

Ngelixa bendithetha oku kunye nezinye izinto ezibhadlileyo kum,   uYesu wam olungileyo wazibonakalisa kwaye wandixelela  :

 

“Ntombi yam, nguwe unobangela wokufela ukholo lwam

xa kufuneka ndithumele isohlwayo, andinakuzibonakalisa kuwe. Kwaye kutheni

-endibopha macala onke e

-ukuba awufuni ndenze nto.

 

Kwelinye icala, xa ndingezi,

- uyandiphula intloko ngezikhalazo zakho, izikhalazo zakho kunye nokulindela kwakho.

Ngoko ke, ngelixa ndixakekile ndisohlwaya, ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndicinge ngani kwaye ndimamele.

 

Intliziyo yam ifike izikrazule ingakuboni usebugxwayibeni ngenxa yokundihlutha kwakho.

 

Eyona nto ibuhlungu yokufela ukholo yile yoThando.

Okukhona abantu ababini bethandana, kokukhona kuba buhlungu ngakumbi ukubandezeleka.

- hayi ngabanye,

-kodwa kwaba bantu babini ngokwabo.

 

Ngoko, hlala uzolile, hlala uzolile.

Musa ukwandisa ukubandezeleka kwam ngokubandezeleka kwakho. Emva koko uYesu wathi shwaka.

Ndachukumiseka kukucinga

-ukuba ndibangele ukubulawa kukaYesu endimthandayo kunye

-ukuba xa engafiki ndithule ndingamenzi asokole kangaka.

 

Ngubani onokuncama ngolo hlobo? Kubonakala kungenakwenzeka kum.

Ngoko ke ndiya kunyanzeleka ukuba ndiqhubeke nokuhlakulela ukholo lwethu olufanayo.

 

Ndahlala ndimbona uYesu ecaphuka kancinci ngehlabathi.

Bendifuna ukumthulisa kodwa wandiphazamisa esithi:

 

"Isisa  endilithanda kakhulu yileya

senze ntoni kwabo basondeleyo kum.

Imiphefumlo esondeleyo kum   yimiphefumlo ekwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo;

ekubeni beqinisekisiwe ngobabalo lwam kwaye

akukho kuchaswa phakathi kweWill yam kunye neyabo.

 

Le miphefumlo ihleli kum;

Bandithanda ngokunyanisekileyo kwaye ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndibabone bebandezeleka kum, bengenamandla okuzinika isiqabu esincinci.

 

"Oh! Intliziyo yam ikrazukile yimeko yalemiphefumlo.

Ngokuba abakude kum;

-kodwa isondele kakhulu!

Abasondele kum kuphela, kodwa bangaphakathi kum. Hayi indlela ekukholise ngayo kwiNtliziyo yam nabani na onomdla kubo!

 

Cinga ukuba

-ubuya kuba nomama nodade wabo abaya kuhlala nawe ebunzimeni;

abakwazi ukuzinceda.

 

Masithi, kwelinye icala,

-ukuba kubekho umntu ongamaziyo oza kuhlala ngaphandle kwekhaya, naye ekwimeko yokubandezeleka, kodwa onokuzinceda   .

 

Ubungayi kuyifumana iyonwabisa ngakumbi

ukuba sixhalabele ngakumbi ukukhulula umama wakho okanye   udadewenu

kunowasemzini onokuzinceda? Ndathi, "Oh! Ewe,   Nkosi!"

Wongeza wathi  :

Okwesibini, uthando oluyonwabisa kakhulu iNtliziyo yam yileyo yenziwa kwimiphefumlo ethi,

- nangona besaphila kulo mhlaba,

- baphantse bafane nemiphefumlo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo,

 

Oko kukuthi, bona

-  Ndithande,

- soloko ndisenza intando yam kwaye

- banomdla kwishishini lam ngokungathi elam lelabo.

 

Ukuba ibifunyenwe loo miphefumlo

-ucinezelwe,

-ngesidingo okanye

-kwimeko yokubandezeleka kwaye ngubani owakhathalela ukubanceda,

olu thando luya kuba mnandi kum kunokuba silwenza nakwabanye. "

Wemka ke uYesu.

Ukuzifumana ndisemzimbeni wam, kwabonakala kum ukuba kwinto uYesu awayeyixelelwe kum, kukho into eyayingekho ngokwenyani.

Emva koko, ekubuyeni kwam, uYesu wam othandekayo wandenza ndaqonda ukuba oko wayendixelele kona kwakungqinelana nenyaniso.

 

Ekuphela kwento awayeyenza yayikukuthetha nam

-  amalungu oMzimba wakhe ahlukileyo kuye  ;

- oko kukuthi, aboni.

 

Uyandixelela

ukuba abo banenkathalo yokubuyisela la malungu kuye bayayikholisa kakhulu intliziyo yakhe.

 

Umahluko umi ngolu hlobo lulandelayo:

Masithi umoni usentlungwini.

 

Umntu omkhathaleleyo,

-hayi ukuyiguqula,

-kodwa ukumkhulula nokumnceda ngezinto eziphathekayo.

 

INkosi yayiya kukufumanisa kukholeka ngakumbi ukwenza oku kwimiphefumlo emanyene nayo ngolungelelwano lobabalo.

 

Ngenxa yokuba, ukuba lo mva uyabandezeleka, uhlala edibene

okanye uthando lukaThixo kubo,

- okanye uthando lwabo ngoThixo.

 

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, aboni bayabandezeleka, iNkosi iyawubona umzobo wabo

- Usizi e

- ngentando yabo enenkani.

Wayebonakala emqonda ngolo hlobo.

 

Kwakhona ndiyiyekela kwabo banelungelo lokundigweba

gqibeni ukuba ndithetha ngokwenyaniso na.

 

Ndichithe iintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo ndithule, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndide ndivinjwe isithandwa sam

 

UYesu, ngale ntsasa, xa efika, ndakhalaza kuye ndisithi:

Nkosi, ungabi nako njani na ukuza? Hayi indlela eziye zatshintsha ngayo izinto!

Sikubona undibandeza ubukho bakho obunobubele,

-okanye ngenxa yesohlwayo sezono zam okanye

-okanye kuba awusandifuni kwelixhoba.

 

Ndicela undazise uMyolelo wakho!

Ubungenakundixhathisa

xa undifuna idini lomphefumlo wexhoba. Ungancinci ngoku

Kuba, njengoko ungasandifumani ndifanele ukuba lixhoba, ufuna ukukhupha eli nqaku kum. "

 

Endiphazamisa,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ndakuba lixhoba lobuntu ngokuzithatha

bonke   ubuthathaka bakhe,

iinkxwaleko zakhe nayo yonke into emfaneleyo umntu phambi   koBuThixo,

Ndandiphambi koBuThixo intloko yendalo yomntu.

 

Nantsi indlela

-ubuntu bufumana kum ikhaka elinamandla kakhulu elikhuselayo, elikhuselayo, elithethelelayo kwaye lithethelela   egameni labo.

 

“Ngenxa yesikhundla sakho sexhoba, ungowam inkokeli yesizukulwana sangoku.

 

Xa kufuneka ndithumele isohlwayo

ukuze kulungelwe izizwe, ndizikhumbuze, ukuba ndithe ndeza kuni ngokwesiko lam;

-ngoko, ngokuza nje kuwe,

Sele ndiziva ndihlaziyekile kwaye nentlungu yam iya iba worse.

 

Kwenzeka kum njengoko kwenzeka emntwini

-ngubani ofumana iintlungu eziqatha kwaye

-okhala ngeentlungu. Ukuba intlungu yakhe iyaphela,

lo mntu akasayiva imfuneko yokukhala nokukhalaza.

 

Kunjalo ke nakum.

Ukuba intlungu yam iyancipha,

ngokucacileyo andisaziva mfuneko yokuthumela izohlwayo kwakhona. Ngaphandle kwakho, xa undibona   ndihlupheka.

- ngokwemvelo uzama ukundisindisa kwaye uthathe iimbandezelo zam kuwe.

 

Kwakhona, phambi kwam,

awunakunceda kodwa wenze umsebenzi wakho njengexhoba. Ukuba andikhange ndiyenze, into engenakwenzeka, ngendingonwabanga   nawe.

Esi sisizathu sokungabikho kwam.

Ayikukuba ndifuna ukohlwaya ngenxa yezono zenu. Ndinezinye iindlela zokukuhlambulula.

 

Anyway ndizokuvuza ngayo yonke lento.

Ngeentsuku zokuza kwam, ndiya kuphinda kabini utyelelo lwam. Awonwabanga yilento?"

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Hayi, Nkosi, ndifuna ukuba nawe ngalo lonke ixesha!

Nokuba siyintoni na isizathu, andivumi ukuba ndihluthwe kuni, nokuba lusuku olunye. "

Ndithe ndisatsho waphela uYesu ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa ngokufutshane.

 

Andazi ukuba kutheni,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ukusekwa kwenkolo yobuKatolika kufumaneka ekusekweni kwesisa

-ohlanganisa iintliziyo kunye

Lowo ubenza bahlale kum.

 

Emva koko, eziphosa ezingalweni zam, wafuna ukuba ndibuyisele amandla akhe. Ndenza konke okusemandleni am, waza naye wenza okufanayo nakum.

Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ekufikeni kwakhe, uYesu wasikelelwa wandikhupha emzimbeni wam, phakathi kwabantu abaninzi beemeko ezahlukeneyo: ababingeleli, iimonki, amarhamente.

 

Encwina kakhulu,   wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

njengetyhefu, ukuzingca kwangena kuzo zonke iintliziyo yaye, njengeziponji, iintliziyo zahlala zizele yile tyhefu.

Le tyhefu yenzakeleyo ingene kwimizi yeemonki, abefundisi namarhamente.

 

Intombazana yakho

- phambi kwale tyhefu,

- ezona mpawu zibalaseleyo ziwa kwaye zigqabhuke njengeglasi ebuthathaka. Uthe akutsho, walila ngokukrakra.

 

Ngubani obenokuchaza intlungu yomphefumlo wam xa ndibona uYesu wam endimthandayo ekhala, ndingazi ukuba mandithini ukumnqanda ukuba angalili, ndathetha ububhanxa.

 

"Sithandwa sam, ndicela ungalili! Ukuba abanye

- ungazithandi, ungakhubeki kwaye umfamekise amehlo abo kwityhefu yokuzingca, ukuze bonke bafakwe kuyo.

 

Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakudumisa kwaye yonke into yasemhlabeni ndiyithatha njengokungcola. Ndifuna wena wedwa.

Ngoko ke, kufuneka wonwabe sithandwa sam uyeke ukukhala. Kwaye ukuba uva ubukrakra, ugalele kum.

Ndiya konwaba kunokubona ulila. "

 

Ukuva into endiyithethileyo,

UYesu wayeka ukukhala waza wagalela kum ubukrakra bakhe. Emva koko, wandenza ndathabatha inxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zomnqamlezo.

 

Emva   koko wathi   :

"Izinto ezintle kunye nezinto endizizuzele umntu ngexesha loMthandazo wam ziintsika ezininzi apho umntu ngamnye anokuxhomekeka kuhambo lwakhe olusingise ngonaphakade.

 

Kodwa, ukubaleka kule kholamu,

abangenambulelo bangqiyama eludakeni, bahambe kumendo wentshabalalo. Emva koko yanyamalala ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ebengafiki uYesu wam. Emva kwexesha elide ndimlindile, ndathi ndakumbona, wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam,   umonde ungaphezulu kunobunyulu.

Kutheni, ngaphandle komonde,

- umphefumlo ukhululeka ngokulula

- kunzima kuyo ukuzigcina nyulu.

 

Xa isidima esinye sifuna esinye ukuze sifumane ubomi, esisibini kuthiwa sisongamileyo kunesokuqala.

 

Kunokuthiwa umonde

- kungekhona kuphela umgcini weNhlanzeko,

-kodwa ikwayileli yokunyuka intaba yoMbutho.

 

Ukuba nabani na unyuke ngaphandle kweleli yomonde,

wayeya kuwa ngoko nangoko evela phezulu enzonzobileni.

 

Ngaphezu koko,   umonde yimbewu yonyamezelo  .   Oku kuvelisa ukuqina  .

Owu! Hayi, ukuqina, ukuzinza komphefumlo ekulungileyo;

 

Akayikhathalelanga imvula, iqabaka, umkhenkce okanye umlilo. Kodwa injongo yayo kuphela kukuzisa into entle eqalwayo ukuba igqitywe.

 

Akunakubakho ukuphambana okukhulu kunoko komnye

-ngubani owenza okulungileyo namhlanje kuba uyayithanda, kwaye

- abo bayishiya ngomso kuba abasenayo incasa.

 

Besiya kuthini ngeliso elibona ngomzuzu omnye lize lingaphindi liwubone olandelayo? Ulwimi oluthetha ngamanye amaxesha kwaye ngamanye amaxesha luthule? Oh ewe!

 

Ntombi yam,   ngumonde kuphela osisitshixo esifihlakeleyo esinokuvula ubuncwane bokulunga  .

 

Ngaphandle kwesi sitshixo siyimfihlo, ezinye izinto ezintle aziyi kubona ukukhanya ukunika ubomi emphefumlweni kwaye zenze ukuba ube nembeko. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu osikelelekileyo wandikhupha emzimbeni wam. Kwanamatye athile ayebonwa ekwimeko yokuphazamiseka.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela awayebandezeleke ngayo  !

Kwakubonakala ngathi, engakwazi ukunyamezela, wayefuna ukuzikhulula kancinci ngokufuna uncedo.

Ndayiva intliziyo yam ibuhlungu ibuhlungu

Ndasikhulula kwaoko isithsaba sakhe sameva, ndasibeka entlokweni yam.

ukumnika isiqabu.

 

Ndiye ndamxelela:

"Mhlekazi wam, sekudlule ixesha emva kokuba Uvuselele iintlungu zomnqamlezo ngenxa yam. Ndicela uzihlaziye namhlanje ngenxa yam. Ngale ndlela uya kukhululeka ngakumbi".

 

Waphendula wathi:

"Sithandwa sam, kuyafuneka ukuba ucele imvume yoBulungisa.

Izinto ziye zafikelela kwinqanaba lokuba uBulungisa bungenakukuvumela ukuba ubandezeleke. "

 

Ndandingazi ukuba ndingacela njani ubulungisa xa kwathi gqi amanenekazi amabini awayebonakala ekwinkonzo yobulungisa.

 Enye yayibizwa ngokuba nguNyamezelo yaye enye yayibizwa ngokuba kukuZifihla.

 

Emva kokuba ebacele ukuba bandibethelele, uTolerance wabamba isandla sam waza wasibethelela, engafuni ukugqiba utyando.

Ndithi ke, Owu! Sithelo esingcwele, gqibezelani umsebenzi wokundibethelela! Aniboni na ukuba uNomonde undishiyile?

Ndibonise ukuba ungcono kangakanani na xa uzimele. "

 

Waza ke wawugqiba umsebenzi wokundibethelela emnqamlezweni, kodwa ngembandezelo enkulu kangangokuba ukuba iNkosi ibingandixhasanga ezingalweni zayo, ngokuqinisekileyo ngendifile zintlungu.

 

Emva koko,   uYesu wasikeleleka wathi kum  :

“ Ntombi, kuyimfuneko ukuba, ubuncinci ngamanye amaxesha, wehlelwe zezi ntlungu. Ukuba awunayo, nikela ingqalelo kwihlabathi! kwenzeka ntoni kuye?"

Emva koko ndathandazela abantu abaliqela kuYesu ndaza ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Njengoko ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo,   uYesu esikelelekileyo weza waza wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, xa ubabalo lwam luvulwa ebantwini abaninzi, bhiyozela ngakumbi.

Kufana nezi kumkanikazi: kokukhona kukho amantombazana amaninzi

-abasabela kuyo yonke intshukumo yabo e

-ezenza isithsaba esibajikelezileyo, kokukhona bevuya bevuya.

Wena, zilungise kuM, ujonge kum  .

Uza kubanjwa ndim

ukuba yonke into ephathekayo iya kuba ingakhathali kuwe.

 

Kufuneka uzilungise kuM ngokupheleleyo ukuze uNditsalele kuwe ngokupheleleyo.

Kuba ndifuna ukufumana ukwaneliseka kwam okugqibeleleyo kuwe.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

ukufumana lonke ulonwabo kuwe

ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba ndifumane kwisidalwa somntu, oko abanye abakwenzayo kum akuyi kundikholisa   kakhulu ».

 

Uthe xa esitsho wazivalela ngaphakathi kwam apho wayekholisekile. Indlela ebesisityebi ngayo bendizozicingela

ukukwazi ukutsalela uYesu wam endimthandayo konke kum!

 

UYesu wam oyintanda uyeza.

Wazibonakalisa ngamehlo akhazimlayo ngokukhanya okucace kakhulu nokusulungekileyo. Ndavuya ndaza ndothuswa kukubona oku kukhanya kuqaqambileyo.

 

Wathi uYesu , endibona ndithabathekile, ndingamxelelanga nto,   wathi kum  :

 

"Sthandwa,

-Ukuthobela ubona kude kakhulu kwaye

- ukodlula ukukhanya kwelanga ngobuhle nobubukhali.

 

Okuphikisanayo

-ukuzithemba kunombono omfutshane kakhulu,

-ukuze angakwazi ukuthabatha inyathelo ngaphandle kokukhubeka.

 

Musani ukukholwa yile miphefumlo

-ehlala isenza ingxolo kwaye

- abo balumkileyo babona kude kakhulu.

Bacinga ukuba babona kude, kodwa olu lunxibelelwano olubanika ukuzithemba.

 

Enyanisweni, ukuba nombono omfutshane kakhulu, ukuzithanda kuqala kubangela ukuba le miphefumlo iwe. Emva koko ibavusela amaxhala neenzingo eziliwaka.

Into abayithiyileyo namhlanje ngoloyiko kunye noloyiko,

- ngomso bawela apho kwakhona. Ukuze ubomi babo bube bufutshane

ukuhlala ubambene kwezi networks ezenziweyo ukuba ukuzithemba uyazi kakuhle indlela   yokubanika.

 

Ngokwahlukileyo koko,   ukuthobela  , okubona kude,   kubangela ukufa ekuzithandeni  .

 

Ngenxa yokuba ebona kude kakhulu kwaye echaneke kakhulu,

umphefumlo othobelayo uqikelela kwangoko apho unokuthabatha inyathelo eliphosakeleyo.

Uzikhwebula ngesisa.

Unandipha inkululeko engcwele yabantwana bakaThixo.

 

Njengoko ubumnyama butsala obunye ubumnyama, ngokunjalo   ukuKhanya kutsala okunye ukuKhanya  .

 

Ngoko ke, ukukhanya okukumphefumlo othobelayo kutsala ukuKhanya kweLizwi. Ngokudibeneyo, baluka ukukhanya kwazo zonke iimpawu. "

 

Ndimangalisiwe kukukuva oku, ndathi, “Nkosi, uthini na?

Kum kubonakala ngathi, kum, obu bomi bubekekileyo bubungcwele. Okubaluleke ngakumbi,   uYesu wongezelela  :

"Ndiza kukuxelela into endigqiba kukuchazela yona

-luphawu lokwenyani lokuthobela.

Kwaye enye indlela yokuphila, le ndlela yokuphila,

-luphawu lokwenyani lokuzithanda.

 

Le ndlela yokugqibela yobomi indenza ndicaphuke ngakumbi kunokuthanda.

 

Kuba   xa kukuKhanya kweNyaniso okusenza sibone ukungaphumeleli, nokuba kuncinci kangakanani, kufuneka kubekho ukulungiswa.

 

Xa ingumbono omfutshane wokuzithanda olawulayo, ayenzi nto ngaphandle kokugcina umphefumlo ucinezelekile.

- ukuyithintela ekuphuhliseni indlela yobungcwele benene. "

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizibone ndicinezelekile yaye ndibandezelekile. Nje ukuba ndibone uYesu wam endimthandayo,

Oko kwandibonisa ukuba abantu abaninzi bangene ebugxwayibeni.

 

Esophula ukuthula awayekugcine kangangeentsuku ezininzi,   uYesu wandixelela  :

«  Ntombi yam, indoda yazalwa kuqala kum.

Ngaloo ndlela ithwele ngaphakathi kwayo impatho yobuThixo. Uthe xa ephuma kum eyobekwa esibelekweni  ndamyalela ukuba ahambe kancinci  .

 

Ekupheleni kolu hambo, ukuba andifumane,

Ndiyamkela kwakhona kuM kwaye

Ndimenza ahlale nam ngonaphakade.

 

Uyayibona indlela umntu anesidima ngayo?

Jonga apho ivela khona, apho iya khona kwaye yintoni isiphelo sayo.

Bufanele bube bunjani ubungcwele bale ndoda ivela kuThixo ongcwele ngolo hlobo!

 

Kodwa, ukubuyela kum, umntu utshabalalisa kuye oko akufumene kuThixo.

 

Iyonakalisa, ukuze,

ekuhlanganeni kwam naye ukuba ndimamkele kum.

-Andisamazi ngoku e

-Andisayiboni imprint yobuthixo kuye.

Andisafumani nto kum kuye kwaye andisamazi.

Ubulungisa bam bumgweba ukuba alahleke endleleni eya entshabalalweni. "

 

Hayi indlela ekwachukumisa ngayo ukuva uYesu ethetha ngoku! Zingaphi izinto awandenza ndaziqonda!

Kodwa imeko yam yokubandezeleka indithintela ukuba ndibhale kwakhona.

 

Ndiyaqhubeka kwimeko yam ehlwempuzekileyo nasekuthuleni kukaYesu osikelelekileyo. Ngale ntsasa ndizibone ndicinezelekile ngakumbi kunangaphambili, kwaye xa efika,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, azikho ezi

- okanye imisebenzi,

- okanye ukushumayela,

- nkqu namandla emimangaliso

nto leyo eyandenza ndaqonda ngokucacileyo ukuba ndinguThixo.

 

Kuxa ndabekwa emnqamlezweni ndaza ndaphakanyiswa phezu kwawo njengetrone yam, kungelo xesha endathi ndaqondwa njengoThixo.

 

Ngumnqamlezo kuphela owatyhilelwa ihlabathi naso sonke isihogo ukuba ndandingubani ngokwenene. Ngoko bonke bashukunyiswa baza bamazi uMdali wabo.

Ngenxa yoko, ngumnqamlezo

-etyhila uThixo emphefumlweni e

-yityhile ukuba umphefumlo ngokaThixo ngokwenene.

 

Kunokuthiwa umnqamlezo

- Utyhila onke amalungu asondeleyo omphefumlo e

- Zityhilele kuThixo nakubantu oko kukhoyo ».

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Ndiyidla imiphefumlo eminqamlezweni emibini:

omnye ngumnqamlezo wokubandezeleka   kunye

omnye, umnqamlezo   wothando.

 

EZulwini, zonke iikwayala ezilithoba zeengelosi ziyandithanda. Ukanti nganye inomsebenzi wayo othile.

Ngokomzekelo, umsebenzi okhethekileyo weSeraphim luthando.

Kwaye ikwayala yabo ijolise ngokuthe ngqo ukufumana imiboniso yothando lwam.

 

Ukuze uthando lwam kunye nolwabo, luhlabane, luphuzane ngokuqhubekayo.

 

Kunjalo nangemiphefumlo esemhlabeni. Ndibanika imisebenzi ekhethekileyo.

Kubo ndinikela ukufela ukholo lokubandezeleka,   e

kwabo bafela ukholo   .

 

Aba bafeli-nkolo babini bangootitshala abanobuchule

- ukubingelela imiphefumlo e

-ukuze ndibenze bafanelekele izono zam. "

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizibone ndicinezelekile kwaye ndibandezelekile, ngaphezu kwako konke ukuvinjwa kwam uYesu wam othandekayo.

Wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, eyona ndlela yokuhlupheka kukungajongi

- apho kuvela khona ukubandezeleka,

- nokuba yintoni na ukubandezeleka,

kodwa khangela okulungileyo omele ukuzuza kuyo  .

 

Le yayiyindlela yam yokubandezeleka. khange ndiyeke

- hayi kubabulali,

- okanye ukubandezeleka,

kodwa ndisenzela   okulungileyo oko ndandiza kukwenza ngako ezi ntlungu  .

 

Ngenxa yaba bantu bandibandezelayo

yaye ekuthandeni okulungileyo okuza kuphumela kumadoda, ndazidela zonke ezinye izinto.

 

Kwaba kukungoyiki ukuba ndilandele ikhondo lokubandezeleka kwam.

 

"Intombazana yakho,

le ndlela yokwenza yeyona ndlela ilula kwaye inenzuzo yokubandezeleka,

hayi nje ukubandezeleka   ngomonde,

kodwa uva ubunzima ngomphefumlo okhaliphileyo nongenakoyiswa.  "

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yokuswela kwaye, ngenxa yoko, ubukrakra obungathethekiyo.

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo uye weza wandikhupha emzimbeni wam.

Ndaziva ngathi ndiseRoma. Imiboniso emininzi kangaka inokubonwa kuzo zonke iiklasi zentlalo! NaseVatican siye sabona izinto ezimanyumnyezi.

 

Yaye kuthekani ngeentshaba   zeCawa?

Hayi indlela ababevutha ngayo ngumsindo ngakuyo! Zingaphi na iimbubhiso abazenzileyo!

Kodwa abazange baziqonde kuba iNkosi Yethu yayibabambe ngokungathi babekhonkxiwe. Eyona nto yayindoyikisa kakhulu kukubona uYesu wam onobubele esecicini lokubanika inkululeko yokwenza.

 

Ngubani onokuchaza indlela endandikhathazeke ngayo? Ekubona ukunxunguphala kwam,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombazana,

isohlwayo siyimfuneko ngokupheleleyo.

Ukubola kunye nokubola kwangena kuzo zonke iiklasi zentlalo.

 

Ngoko ke, kufuneka intsimbi nomlilo ukuze bangafi bonke. Ngale nto ndikuxelela ukuba uhambelane neWill yam:

Ndiyathembisa ukuba ndiza kusindisa ezinye. "

 

Ndithi:"Sthandwa sam Okuhle andinantliziyo yokukufanisa nawe ndilohlwaye ilizwe".

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

"Njengoko ndiyidinga ngokupheleleyo,

- ukuba awuhloniphi,

Andiyi kuza ngokomkhuba wam e

Andiyi kukulumkisa xa ndihlawula isohlwayo.

 

Ngoko ke

-wena, engayazi, kwaye

Mna, ndingamboniyo lowo undithintelayo ukuba ndingakubonakalisi ubhavumo lwam lobulungisa;

Ndiya kukhulula ubushushu bam e

-awuyi kuba nolonwabo lokundigcina ndiyinxalenye yehlabathi.

 

Ngaphaya koko

-engezi kwaye

Andiyi kugalela kuni ezo zibabalo, bendimelwe kukuthi ndinibekile, kuya kuba bukrakra kum.

Kuya kuba ngathi kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo

apho ndingathi ndingezi futhi, ndolugcina ubabalo kum. "

 

Njengoko wayethetha oku, wayebonakala efuna ukukhuphela.

Kwaye, esondela emlonyeni wam, wagalela ubisi olumnandi kakhulu. Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

UYesu wayemana endivimba ubukho bakhe ndaziva ndidikiwe ndidiniwe. Indalo yam ebuthathaka yayifuna ukuzikhulula kule meko yokuswela.

Wavelana nam,   uYesu wam oyintanda weza kum, wathi:

 

“Ntombi yam, xa uzihlukanisa neWill yam, uqala ukuphila kwakhona kuwe.

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, uhlala uhleli kwintando yam,

Phila ngamaxesha onke ngaM, uzifela ngokupheleleyo.”

 

Wongeza wathi:

“Ntombi yam, yiba nomonde.

Zinikezele kwintando yam kuyo yonke into, hayi okwethutyana, kodwa ngonaphakade, rhoqo. Kuba   kuphela ukuzingisa kwizinto ezilungileyo okubonisa ukuba umphefumlo unesimilo ngokwenene. Kukuzingisa kuphela okumanyanisa zonke izidima.

Kunokuthiwa nguNyangelo kuphela odibanisa ngonaphakade

-UThixo nomphefumlo,

- isidima kwaye enkosi.

 

Njengetyathanga, ibangqongile

Kwaye, ngokuzidibanisa zonke, yenza iqhina eliqinisekileyo losindiso.

Apho kungekho kuzingisa, kukho uloyiko olukhulu. Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndaziva ndizaliswe bubukrakra.

Ndazibona ndimbi kangangokuba andizange ndibe nesibindi sokufuna eyona nto iphakamileyo kunye nelungileyo kuphela.

Ingahoyi ukubandezeleka kwam, iNkosi yayisenenceba ukuba ifike.

 

Uthi kum   :

"Ntombi yam, nguMna lo undifunayo?" Kulungile, ndize kukuvuyisa. Sihlala simanyene, kodwa sithe cwaka. "

 

Emva kokuba kunye ixeshana, uYesu wandikhupha emzimbeni wam. Ndandibona ukuba iCawa   yayibhiyozela iCawe yePalm  .

 

Ephelisa ukuthula kwakhe,   uYesu wathi kum:  “   Okunjani kona ukungazinzi, okunjani kona ukungazinzi!

Namhlanje bakhwaza bathi "hosana!" bendivakalisa ukuba ndinguKumkani wabo.” Ngenye imini baya kukhwaza besithi, “Mbethelele emnqamlezweni!

 

Intombazana yakho

eyona nto ndingayithandiyo   kukungangqinelani nokungazinzi  .

Kuba olu luphawu lokuba inyaniso ayihlali   emphefumlweni.

 

Oku kusenokuba njalo kwinkalo yonqulo.

Kungenzeka ukuba umphefumlo ufumane ukwaneliseka, intuthuzelo kunye nomdla wobuqu,

nto leyo echaza isizathu sokuba ekuloo ndibano.

 

Ngomso olandelayo, ezi zinto ezifanayo zinokubonakala zingathandeki kwaye umntu unokufumana umphefumlo phakathi kwelinye iqela.

Yaye ngoku uyalushiya unqulo yaye, engazisoli, ubandakanyeka kwihlelo.

 

Xa ukukhanya kokwenyani kweNyaniso kungena emphefumlweni kwaye kuthabathe intliziyo yawo, loo mphefumlo awukho phantsi kokungaguquguquki.

 

Naye uncama yonke into ngenxa yenyaniso, ukuze kuphela inyaniso ilawule kuye. Ngaloo ndlela, ngomoya ongenakunqotshwa, udelela yonke into engeyiyo iNyaniso ».

 

Wathi uYesu esathetha,

sililela imeko yezizukulwana zangoku.

ababi ngaphezu kwezizukulwana zexesha lakhe;

- ixhomekeke ekungaguquguqukiyo kunye nokutshintsha ngokwendlela yomoya.

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yobuhlwempu, kubonakala ngathi ngale ntsasa ndibone uYesu ekunye noKumkanikazi uMama kangangexesha elithile.

Kwaye kuba uYesu wam othandekayo wayenxibe isithsaba sameva, ndasikhulula kwaye ndazibonakalisa ukuba ndinovelwano kuye.

 

Njengoko ndisenzayo,   wathi kum  :

“Yiba novelwano nakuMama wam.

Kuba ukubandezeleka kwam ngunobangela wentlungu yakhe.

Ukuba nofefe ngaye kukuba nenceba kum.”

 

Emva koko kwabonakala ukuba ndizibhaqe kwakhona.

kwintaba yeKalvari   ngexesha   lokubethelelwa   kweNkosi Yethu  . Ngelixa uYesu ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni, ndabona kuye, andazi ukuba njani na, zonke ezidlulileyo, ezangoku nezizayo.

 

Kwaye ekubeni uYesu equlathe kuye zonke izizukulwana,

-Weva zonke izono ezenziwe ngumntu ngamnye kuthi kwaye

-Wabandezeleka kumntu wonke jikelele kwaye wonke umntu ngokukodwa.

 

Ndazibona nezono zam kwaye

- iimbandezelo awazifumanayo uYesu, ingakumbi ngenxa yam.

Ndalibona nonyango, awalinikayo ngamnye   wethu uYesu.

-ngaphandle kwesohlwayo esincinci, ngenxa yobubi bethu kunye nosindiso lwethu olungunaphakade.

 

Ngubani onokuthi achaze yonke into endiyibonileyo kuYesu osikelelekileyo ngokunxulumene nabantu bonke, ukusukela kwabokuqala ukuya kowokugqibela.

 

Xa ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndibona izinto ngokucacileyo kwaye ngokucacileyo, kodwa xa ndisemzimbeni wam, ndibabona bonke bedidekile. Ngoko, ukuze ndiphephe ukuthetha ubuvuvu, ndiyayeka.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo uyaqhubeka nokundibandeza ubukho bakhe.

Ndiva ubukrakra obukhulu ndiziva ngathi ndinemela ethe nca entliziyweni yam, nto leyo indenza ndibe buhlungu ndikhale ndikhale okomntwana.

 

Ah! Inene, ingathi ndifana nomntwana.

-uthi nje usuka kude nonina uyakhala uyakhala

- ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuguqula usapho lonke lube phantsi! Kwaye akukho nyango lokumenza ayeke ukulila,

ngaphandle kokuba uzibone esezingalweni zikanina kwakhona.

 

Ndinguye lo ndinguye: unyana wokwenene ngesidima.

Ukuba bekunokwenzeka kum, ngendaliphazamisa iZulu noMhlaba ukuba ndifumane eyona nto iphakamileyo nelungileyo yam kuphela.

Ndiphole nje xa ndiphethe uYesu.

 

Ndim lomntana ndini!

Ndisaziva ndisongelwe ngamanabukeni obuntwana. Andikwazi ukuhamba ndedwa, ndibuthathaka kakhulu

Andinawo amandla abantu abadala abazivumela ukuba bakhokelwe sisizathu.

 

Le yeyona mfuno inzima endinayo yokuhlala noYesu, ngokufanelekileyo okanye ngokungalunganga, andifuni kwanto.

Into endifuna ukuyazi kukuba ndifuna uYesu.

Ndiyathemba ukuba iNkosi iya kuyixolela le ntombazana ndini isenza ububhanxa ngamanye amaxesha.

 

Ngelixa ndandikule meko,

Ngokufutshane ndabona uYesu wam othandekayo kwisenzo sokuvuka kwakhe.

 

Ubuso bakhe babukhanya bubuhle obungenakuthelekiswa nanto.

Kwabonakala kum ukuba oyena Buntu bungcwele beNkosi yethu,

- nangona inyama ephilayo, yayibengezela kwaye iselubala.

Kangangokuba kwabonwa ngokucacileyo njengoBuThixo obudityaniswe noBuntu.

 

Njengoko ndambona ezuke kangaka ekukhanyeni okuvela kuye, kubonakala   kum ukuba uthe kum  :

 

"Ubuntu bam bufumene uzuko olukhulu ngentobeko egqibeleleyo,

oluthe, ngokusichithachitha nje isidala, sandibuyisela isimo esitsha sesimo esitsha, esinobuqaqawuli nosingafiyo.

Ngoko ke,   ngokuthobela,

umphefumlo unokubumba uvuko olugqibeleleyo kwizinto ezintle.

 

Nantso indlela:

-Ukuba umphefumlo uyaxhwaleka, ukuthobela kuya kuwuvusa uvuyo;

- ukuba uthe wacaphuka, ukuthobeka kuya kumbuyisela eluxolweni;

Ukuba uyahendwa, ukuthobela kuya kumnika umxokelelwane owomeleleyo wokubopha utshaba.

 

Kwaye iya kumenza avuke kwakhona eweyisile kwimigibe kaMtyholi.

- ukuba umphefumlo ungqingwe yiminqweno kunye nezenzo ezimbi, ukuthobela, ngokuzibulala, kuya kwenza ukuba kuphakame kwizinto ezilungileyo.

 

Yiloo nto intobelo eyenziwayo emphefumlweni.

Kwaye xa ixesha lifikile, liya kubangela uvuko lwenyama. "

 

Emva koko, kwemka ukukhanya waza uYesu wathi shwaka.

Ndashiyeka ndibuhlungu kakhulu xa ndizibona sendivinjwa kwakhona kwakungathi ndinomkhuhlane otshisayo owandenza ndafixiza ndawela entloko.

Ah! Nkosi, ndinike amandla okunyamezela oku kungabikho, kuba ndiziva ndingekho zingqondweni!

 

Ndandikwiqondo eliphezulu le-delirium.

Bendithetha ububhanxa ndicinga ukuba nam bendixuba neziphene zam. Ubuhlwempu bam ubuva ubunzima obupheleleyo bemeko yam.

 

Ukuba sebhedini yam kwakubonakala kumbi kunemeko yamabanjwa. Bendingathanda ukuphuma kwesi simo. Kwakhona, ndahlala ndiphindaphinda isicengcelezo sam:

ukuba imeko yam yayingasekho ngokwentando kaThixo kuba uYesu akazange afike.

 

Bendizibuza ukuba mandithini xa kuphuma uYesu isigulana sam ngaphakathi. E serious kwaye e serious endoyikisa   wathi kum  :

 

"Ucinga ukuba ngendandenze ntoni ukuba ndandikule meko yakho?" Ngaphakathi kwam ndacinga: "Ngokuqinisekileyo   intando kaThixo  ".

Wathi ke  uYesu,   Ewe, uyayenza  . Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

INkosi yethu yayiyithethile ngokunzulu kangangokuba ndakuva amandla apheleleyo elizwi laYo,

- kungekhona nje amandla ayo okudala, kodwa kunye namandla ayo awonakalisayo.

 

Ngala mazwi, ingaphakathi lam lalingcangcazela, licinezelwe kwaye likrakra kangangokuba andizange ndenze nto ngaphandle kokukhala. Ngaphezu kwako konke ndakhumbula ubunzulu awayethetha ngabo uYesu kum, ngoko andizange ndibe nabuganga bokuthi kuye: “Yiza”.

 

Ngoko ke ngaloo mini, ekubeni ndikule meko, ndenza ukucamngca kwam ngaphandle kokuyibiza. Wathi efika emini emaqanda, wayesele ethambile, etshintshe ngokupheleleyo kwinkangeleko yakhe yasekuseni.

 

Wathi kum  :

Ntombi yam, yimbubhiso enjani na, le injani na intshabalalo!

 

Uthe xa ethetha ndeva ingaphakathi lam litshintsha ngokupheleleyo,

- eqonda ukuba kwakungenxa yezohlwayo ukuba akazange eze, kungekhona ngenxa yaso nasiphi na esinye isizathu.

 

Kuthe kusenjalo, ndabona amadoda amane abekekileyo, ekhala ngamazwi awawathethayo uYesu.

 

Ukufuna ukuphazamiseka,  uYesu osikelelekileyo wandixelela   amazwi ambalwa   malunga nokulunga  :

 

"Kukho inzondelelo ethile kunye nokulunga okuthile

-efana naloo mithi mincinci ikhula ijikeleze eminye imithi esele ikhulile kwaye

-ethi, xa ingamili kakuhle esiqwini, yome ngenxa yomoya onamandla okanye yiqabaka eyomeleleyo.

 

Noko ke, kusenokwenzeka ukuba emva kwexesha elithile baya kuphinda bajike babe luhlaza kodwa,

ukuboniswa kwizinto kunye   notshintsho,

abakhe bakwazi ukuba   yimithi evuthiweyo.

 

Kukwanjalo ke   nala mandla   kunye   nokulunga okungamiliselwanga   kakuhle   .

-kwisiqu somthi   wokuthobela   , oko kukuthi

-  esiqwini somthi woBuntu bam obukuThobela konke  .

 

Kwiimbandezelo nakwizilingo, baphelelwa.

Abasoze baphumelele ekuveliseni iziqhamo zobomi obungunaphakade”.

 

Ndiqhubeka ndichitha iintsuku zam ndihluthwe uYesu wam othandekayo.

ukushiya intliziyo yam ibuhlungu kakhulu.

Ndiva ukungabikho kwayo kangangokuba yonke imithambo-luvo, imicu, amathambo kunye namathontsi egazi lam ahlala esokola ngaphakathi kum esithi:

 

"Uphi uYesu? Umlahlekele njani? Wenze ntoni uqinisekisa ukuba akaphindi eze?

 

Sizohlala njani apha ngaphandle kwakhe?

Ngubani oya kusithuthuzela ngokulahlekelwa ngumthombo wayo yonke intuthuzelo? Ngubani oya kusomeleza kubuthathaka bethu?

Ngubani oya kusilungisa aze atyhile iziphene zethu ukuba sivinjwa oku kukhanya? Ngaphezu kombane, oku kukhanya kuye kwangena kwezona ndawo zifihlakeleyo zethu kwaye,

ngobona bumnandi obungathethekiyo wawalungisa wawaphilisa amanxeba ethu. Ngaphandle koYesu yonke into ilusizi, yonke into iyinkangala, yonke into imnyama.

Siza kwenza njani?"

 

Ngaphandle koku, kubunzulu bomyolelo wam, ndaziva ndirhoxa.

Ndaqhubeka nohambo lwam ngokunikela ngokungabikho kwakhe ngenxa yokumthanda njengedini lam elikhulu. Yonke enye into yayisenza imfazwe eqhubekayo nxamnye nam yaye indithuthumbisa.

Ah! Nkosi, kuxabiseke kangakanani kum ukukwazi nokuba undenza ndihlawule kangakanani kutyelelo lwakho lwangaphambili!

Ngelixa ndandikwesi simo,   wabonwa   ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum  : Ubabalo lwam luyinxalenye yam.

Wena, oyifakileyo inceba yam,

yonke into ebumba ubuntu bakho ayinakuhlala ngaphandle kwam ngaphandle kwemfuneko engqongqo.

 

Nasi isizathu

- ke yonke into ekuwe indibiza e

nihlala ningcungcuthekiswa ngenxa yoko.

 

Ukuhluthwa kunye nokuzaliswa yinxalenye yam, imiphefumlo iseluxolweni kwaye   yanelisekile  .

xa bendiphethe, hayi nje ngokuyinxenye, kodwa ngokupheleleyo. Ekubeni ndandikhalazile ngengxaki yam,   uYesu wongezelela  :

"Ngexesha lam lothando, nam ndaye ndalahlwa kakhulu,

nangona iWill yam yayihlala idityaniswa naleyo kaBawo kunye nekaMoya oyiNgcwele. "

 

Ndandifuna ukuva ubunzima ukuze ndihlukanise uMnqamlezo kuyo yonke into.

Kangangokuba, ujonge kum kwaye ujonge eMnqamlezweni, uya kubafumana kuzo zombini.

 ubuqaqawuli obufanayo  ,

iimfundiso ezifanayo e

kwisipili esifanayo onokuzifaka   kuso lonke ixesha,

ngaphandle kokuba ubone umahluko phakathi kokungena kwenye okanye kwenye.

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo. Nje ukuba ndibone uYesu wam othandekayo ephethe umnqamlezo esandleni sakhe kwaye wawuphosa emhlabeni,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ilizwe lonakele.

Kodwa kukho amaxesha apho ifikelela kwinqanaba eliphezulu lorhwaphilizo ukuba

ukuba andithululanga nenxalenye yomnqamlezo wam phezu kwakhe;

abantu babeya kutshabalala bonke   ekonakaleni.

 

Kwaba njalo ukufika kwam emhlabeni.

Ngumnqamlezo kuphela owasindisa abaninzi kubo kukonakala ababentywiliselwe kubo.

 

Kunjalo ke kula maxesha.

 

Ubuqhophololo bufikelele kwinqanaba lokuba ukuba andithanga ndibaphalaze

Iipleyiti, izikhonkwane neminqamlezo

- abenze ukuba baphalaze igazi labo;

abantu babeza kuntywiliselwa zizikhukula zorhwaphilizo. "

 

Njengoko wayethetha oku, wayebonakala ephosa lo mnqamlezo emhlabeni kwaye isohlwayo silandelana.

 

Ndaziva ndinxunguphele, ndididekile kwaye ndiphantse ndanqwenela ukuphinda ndimbone   uYesu wam  othandekayo   . 

 

"Uyayazi into endiyilindele kuwe?

 

Ndifuna wena kuyo yonke into njengam  , kwimisebenzi nakwinjongo.

Ndifuna uhloniphe   wonke umntu.

Kuba ukuhlonela wonke umntu kunika uxolo kuye nakwabanye.

Ndifuna uzithathe ungoyena mncinane kubo bonke  .

Ndifuna ukuba ucamngce ngayo   yonke imiyalelo yam rhoqo engqondweni yakho kwaye

Ndifuna ukuba uzigcine   entliziyweni yakho. ukuze xa ithuba livela, uya kuhlala ulungile ingqondo nentliziyo yakho.

-ukusebenzisa imiyalelo yam kunye

- ukuzisebenzisa.

 

Ngokufutshane,   ndifuna ukuba ubomi bakho bube yinto ephuphumayo kum  . "

 

Uthe ke esathetha njalo, ndabona emva *kukaNdikhoyo kukho iqabaka, nomlilo ugaleleka emhlabeni, watshabalalisa izityalo.

Ndathi kuye: “Nkosi, wenza ntoni na?

 

Emva kokuthula ixesha elide ecaleni kwakhe, uYesu wam othandekayo undixelela uninzi lwamagama ambalwa malunga namanxeba afuna ukuwakhupha. Ngale ntsasa ndizifumene ndicinezelekile kwaye ndidiniwe yimeko yam enzima kwaye ngaphezu kwayo yonke into kukungabikho okuqhubekayo kukaYesu.

 

Emva kokuvela kancinci  ,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, iminqamlezo neembandezelo zisonka solonwabo olungunaphakade". Ndandiqonda ukuba xa sibandezeleka ngakumbi,

isonka esiya kusondla   kwigumbi lokuhlala ezulwini siya kuba yintabalala kwaye sibe nencasa ngakumbi.

Ngamanye amazwi, okukhona sibandezeleka, kokukhona siqiniseka ngakumbi ngozuko oluzayo.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona ngokufutshane uYesu wam othandekayo.

Ndaqalisa ukukhalaza ngemeko yam emaxongo eyayibangelwa kukungabikho kwakhe.

 

Ndamxelela ukuba ndifumana uhlobo oluthile lokudinwa komzimba nokuziphatha, ngokungathi ndivakalelwa kukuba ubuhlwempu bam butyunyuzwa yaye ndiziva ndibuthathaka macala onke.

 

Wathi kum  :

“Ungoyiki ntombam kaloku uziva uphelelwa ngamandla ngapha nangapha.

- hayi umphefumlo kuphela,

-kodwa nomzimba?

Anazi na ukuba kuzo zonke iindawo zobuntu bakho ndifuna uzuko lwam?

 

Awazi,

-Umbuso womanyano,

-Ngaba sifudukela kwelinye ilizwe elibizwa ngokuba yimeko yokusetyenziswa?

 

Liyinene elithi, ekubeni ndimele ndilikhalimele ihlabathi, andize kukubona ngokomkhwa wam.

Kodwa ke oku kubandezeleka ndikwenzela kona, ukuze kunilungele.

-ayikuko nje ukukugcina umanyene kum,

-kodwa ndikugqibe ngothando lwam.

 

Inene, ngokungafiki kwakho, uziva ubuthathaka ngenxa yokungabikho kwam, awuzi kuzidla ngenxa yam?

 

Awunasizathu sokubandezeleka. Okokuqala, kuba xa undibona,

- uhlala ungaphakathi kwakho ukuba undibona ndiphuma,

- nto leyo engumqondiso oqinisekileyo wokuba ndilapho nawe. Ngaphaya koko

-Alukho usuku olugqithileyo xa unokuthi khange undibone kakuhle. "

 

Emva koko, ethatha ithowuni yelizwi elithambileyo nelinobubele  ,   wongeze  :

 

"Ntombi yam, ndikuncoma kakhulu

ukuze ungaphoswa nesona senzo sincinci esingabonisiyo

-umonde,

-ukurhoxa,

-ukuthamba,

-ibhalansi e

-ukuzola kuyo yonke into.

okanye ubuya kundihlazisa;

 

Kufana nokumkani ohlala ebhotwe

-zizityebi ngaphakathi, kodwa oko,

-ngaphandle, iya kubonakala yonke iqhekekile, iguqulwe umbala kwaye isekupheleni kokuwa.

 

Akayi kuthi:

“Kwenzeka njani ukuba ukumkani ahlale kwibhotwe elikhangeleka libhodlozekile kangangokuba ubani oyike nokusondela kulo?

Ngukumkani onjani ohlala kweli bhotwe?

Ibingayi kuba lihlazo na kulo kumkani?

Cinga ukuba xa kukho into ephuma kuwe engalunganga,

abantu bangathetha into enye ngam nawe. Bendiya kuhlazeka, njengokuba ndihleli phakathi kwenu; "

 

Njengoko bendikwimo yam yesiqhelo, oyena Yesu wam umnandi wabonwa ngokufutshane,

zinyibilike ngokupheleleyo kum.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba zeziphi iimpawu,

Ndiyazi ukuba umphefumlo unobabalo lwam? "

Ndaphendula ndathi: "Nkosi, yenza ngokuthanda kwakho ukulunga kwakho okungcwele!"

 

Waqhubeka  wathi:

 

Uphawu lokuqala   ukuba umphefumlo unalo ubabalo lwam lolo

yonke into anokuyiva okanye ayibonayo ngaphandle   kuThixo

imenza azive ngaphakathi   kobumnandi kunye nobumnandi bonke obungcwele,

engenakufaniswa nantoni na yomntu okanye   yasemhlabeni.

 

Kufana nakumama othi,

-ukuphefumla okanye ilizwi lomntwana wakho,

uyasiqonda isiqhamo sesizalo sakhe, ukuba agcobe ngovuyo.

 

Kukwafana nabahlobo ababini abasenyongweni abathi, njengoko bencokola kunye,

yabelanani

iimvakalelo ezifanayo   , umdla ofanayo,

kwa uvuyo neenkxwaleko ezifanayo. Ngenxa yokuba baneempawu ezifanayo   ,

- baziva ulonwabo olukhulu kunye novuyo, kwaye

- batsala uthando oluninzi kulo kangangokuba abanako ukuzahlula omnye komnye.

 

Oku kunjalo ngobabalo lwangaphakathi oluhlala emphefumlweni. Xa umntu ngaphandle ebona isiqhamo sezinto ezihlala kuye ngaphakathi,

uva uvuyo nobumnandi kangangokuba akakwazi ukubuvakalisa.

Umqondiso wesibini kukuba   intetho   yomphefumlo ophethe ubabalo

-  ayinakuphikiswa kwaye

-unamandla okufaka uxolo kwabanye  ,

 

lo gama kwaloo ntetho inye ithethwa ngabo bangenalubabalo ingenzi mvakalelo kwaye ingazisi uxolo.

 

Ke, ntombi yam  ,  ubabalo luhlutha umphefumlo wayo yonke into.

Ukusuka kubuntu bomntu wenza isigqubuthelo esigqume umphefumlo,

ukuze ukuba esi sigqubuthelo ilahlwe, iparadesi efihliweyo kulo mphefumlo ifunyenwe.

 

Ngoko ke akumangalisi ukufumana kulo mphefumlo

-ukuthobeka ngokwenene,

-ukuthobela e

- nezinye iingxaki,

ngokuba akusekho nto emntwini, sisigqubuthelo nje esingenamsebenzi.

 

Umphefumlo ubona ngokucacileyo ukuba kukho   ubabalo kuphela

-ngubani owenza e

-nto leyo egcina zonke iimpawu zilandelelana.

 

Ubabalo luvumela umphefumlo ukuba   uphile kwisimo esiqhubekayo   sokuvuleleka kuThixo  . "

 

Ngelixa ndandisoyika imeko yomphefumlo wam,   uYesu  wam othandekayo  weza ngokungalindelekanga   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika;

Kuba ndim ndedwa isiqalo, umbindi nesiphelo sayo yonke iminqweno yakho. "

 

Ndiyabulela kula mazwi ndazola ndikuye Yesu.

Ngamana zonke zingaba ngenxa yozuko lukaThixo yaye malibongwe igama lakhe elingcwele!

 

Emva kweentsuku ezininzi zokungabikho, uYesu wayenobubele ngokwaneleyo ukuba eze ngale ntsasa andikhuphe emzimbeni wam.

Ngelixa ndandiphambi koYesu osikelelekileyo, ndabona abantu abaninzi kunye nobubi besizukulwana sangoku.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo wabajongisa ngovelwano,   waguqukela kum,

 

 Wathi kum    :

"Ntombi yam, uyafuna ukwazi ukuba ububi buqala phi emntwini?

Isiqalo kuxa umntu sele ekwixesha apho angakwaziyo ukuzazi.

oko kukuthi, xa eqala ukuba neminyaka yokuqiqa. Emva koko wathi ngaphakathi kuye: "Ndingumntu."

 

“Ezikholelwa ukuba ungumntu, umntu uyasuka kum.

 

Akandithembi uBantu bonke.

Konke ukuzithemba namandla akhe, uwatsalela kuye

Kwaye, ngenxa yoko, unokugqiba ukuphulukana nayo yonke imigaqo elungileyo. Yaye, ekubeni ephulukene nemigaqo yakhe emihle, kuya kwenzeka ntoni ngesiphelo sakhe?

 

Khawufan' ucinge, ntombam.

Ngaphezu koko, ngokusuka kum, mna ophethe konke okulungileyo,

Umntu othe walulwandle lobubi unokulindela ntoni kokulungileyo?

 

Ngaphandle kwam yonke into ibubuqhophololo nosizi, ngaphandle kwesithunzi sokulunga kokwenene  . Kunjalo ke noluntu lwanamhlanje. "

 

Ukuva oku, ndiye ndahlangabezana nentlungu kangangokuba andinakukwazi ukuyichaza. Efuna ukundiphakamisa, uYesu wandisa kwenye indawo.

Kwaye, ndindedwa kunye noYesu wam oyintanda, ndathi kuye:

"Ndixelele, uyandithanda?"

 

Athi:   "Ewe".

Ndaqhubeka:"Andonelisekanga ngulo ewe kuphela. Ndingathanda ucacisa ngcono indlela ondithanda ngayo."

 

Wathi  , “Uthando lwam kuwe lukhulu kangangokuba,

akubanga nje ukuba kuqale, kodwa akuyi kuba nasiphelo.

Ngala mazwi ambalwa unokuwaqonda

lukhulu, lomelele kwaye luhlala luhleli Uthando lwam kuwe. "

 

Okomzuzwana ndicinga ngayo.

ndabona umgama ophakathi kothando lwam nolwakhe.

 

Ndibhidekile, ndithi, Nkosi, yintoni umahluko phakathi kothando lwam nolwakho!

Uthando lwam aluzange lube nesiqalo kuphela, kodwa kwixesha lam elidlulileyo ndibona izikhewu emphefumlweni wam ngenxa yokuba andikuthandi."

 

Ezele yimfesane,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Sthandwa,

akunakufana phakathi kothando loMdali nothando lwesidalwa.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ndifuna ukukuxelela into enye

-eya kusebenza njengentuthuzelo kwaye ongazange ucinge ngayo:

Ubomi bakhe bonke,

-Yonke imiphefumlo mayindithanda rhoqo ngaphandle kwekhefu.

 

Akasoloko endithanda, ushiya isithuba kuye wonke umntu

-iintsuku, -iiyure kunye -nemizuzu engahoyanga ukundithanda.

 

Akukho mntu uya kukwazi ukungena eZulwini ukuba akazalisanga ezi zikhewu.

 

Umphefumlo unokuzalisa

- ukundithanda kabini ubomi bakhe bonke okanye,

- ukuba iyasilela, kumlilo wentlambululo-miphefumlo.

 

Wena ke, xa uthe wahluthwa mna,

- ukuvinjwa into ethandekayo kwenza uthando lwakho lube kabini kwaye,

-ngale nto, ungazalisa ii-voids ezisemphefumlweni wakho. "

 

Ndiyamxelela:

" Mhlekazi wam,

-ndivumele ndihambe nawe ukuya ezulwini kwaye,

-ukuba awufuni ukuba kube ngonaphakade, ubuncinane okwethutyana. Nceda, nceda. "

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Awuyazi ukuba ukungena kweli gumbi lokuhlala lisikelelekileyo,

Ngaba umphefumlo kufuneka uziguqule ngokupheleleyo kum ukuze ube njengomnye uKristu?

 

Kungenjalo ungasikelelwa njani phakathi kwabanye? Unokuba neentloni ngokuba lapha, phakathi kwabo.

 

Ndaphendula:

“Kuyinyani ukuba ndahluke kakhulu kuwe.

Kodwa, ukuba uyafuna, ungandenza njengoko bendifanele ukuba yiyo.”

 

Ukundanelisa, uYesu wandivalela kuye ngokupheleleyo,

-ukuze ungaphinde undibone,

-kodwa nguye kuphela kwaye, ngaloo ndlela, sinyukele eZulwini.

 

Xa sifika kwindawo ethile,

sazifumana siphambi koKhanya olungenakuchazwa.

 

Ngaphambi koku kuKhanya,

-Ndaphila ubomi obutsha, uvuyo olungenakuthelekiswa nanto, olungazange lubekho ngaphambili.

Indlela endaziva ndonwabe ngayo!

Kwakhona, kwakubonakala kum ukuba ndandikwinzaliseko yalo lonke ulonwabo.

 

Njengoko sasisiya phambi koku kuKhanya, ndeva uloyiko olukhulu.

Bendingathanda ukudumisa uYehova, ndimbulele, kodwa,

-engazi   ukuba mandithini,

-Ndacengceleza ezintathu Gloria   Patri

-uYesu kunye nam sasabela kunye. Akuzange kuphele, njengombane,

Ndazibona ndikwintolongo elusizi emzimbeni wam.

 

Ah! Nkosi yam, hayi indlela endivuya ngayo!

Kubonakala kum ukuba udongwe emzimbeni wam lunzima kakhulu kwaye luza kuthatha isibetho esinzima ukuba siphule, kuba luthintela umphefumlo wam ukuba uphume kulo mhlaba obuhlungu.

 

Ndiyathemba ukuba umothuko wobundlobongela awuzukwaphula nje olu dongwe, kodwa ulutshize.

 

Ngoko, ekubeni ndingasenakhaya lakuhlala kulo mhlaba,

- uya kuba nenceba kum kwaye

-Uya kundamkela endlwini yakhe yasezulwini ngonaphakade, ubomi bakhe bonke

okanye, ukuba ithe yasilela, kumlilo wentlambululo-miphefumlo.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo wabe uYesu wam endimthandayo engekafiki. Emva kokundinika ingxaki enkulu kwaye phantse ndilahle ithemba lokuphinda ndimbone,

Ufike   ndingalindelanga   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

-ilizwi lakho limnandi kum

- Hayi, ukuba mnandi kwelizwi likanina kwintshontsho!

xa ebuya emva kokuyothatha ukutya.

Yenza ntoni intaka xa unina ebuyile?

Ukuva ilizwi likamama wakhe, uva ubumnandi kwaye uyabhiyoza. Emva kokuba umama efake ukutya emlonyeni wakhe,

iphiko phantsi kwephiko likamama ngenxa

- fudumala, zikhusele kwizinto kwaye uphumle ngokukhuselekileyo.

Owu! Hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo ukuba intaka encinane ibe phantsi kwephiko lenina!

 

Yiloo nto uyiyo kum.

Wena uliphiko endifudumala phantsi kwalo, elindomelezayo, elindikhuselayo.

Uyandivumela ukuba ndiphumle ngokukhuselekileyo.

Owu! Hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo kum ukuba phantsi kweli phiko! "

 

Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

Mna ke bendisuke ndaxakwa zintloni ndizazi ukuba ndimbi kangakanani.

 

Kodwa ukuthobela kwafuna ukundongeza ukubhideka kwam ngokundinyanzela ukuba ndibhale oku. Ngamana ukuthanda kukaThixo okuNgcwele kungenziwa rhoqo.

 

Ndandinamathandabuzo amaninzi ngemeko yam. Xa uYesu wam othandekayo weza,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombazana, musa ukoyika.

Into endiyicebisayo kukuba ndihlale ngokweWill yam.

 

Kuba xa intando kaThixo isemphefumlweni,

- akukho nto imbi,

- okanye intando yomntu

abanawo amandla okungena emphefumlweni ukuze benze into yokudlala. "

 

Emva koko, ndacinga ukuba ndibone   uYesu ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni.

Ngokundivumela ukuba ndithathe inxaxheba

-kungekhona kwiimbandezelo zakhe kuphela,

ithi, nakuzo iintlungu zomnye, yongezelela iNkosi;

 

"Lo luthando lokwenene:

-zitshabalalise ukuze unike abanye ubomi.

-Kukuzithathela ububi babanye kwaye uzinikele njengokulunga kwakho. "

 

Umchazi wam wayebangele amathandabuzo.

Kwaye xa wasikelelwa uYesu weza, waye kunye nomvuma wam.

 

UYesu wathi kuye: "

Umsebenzi wam uhlala usekelwe kwiNyaniso kwaye, nangona ngamanye amaxesha ubonakala ungabonakali, ufihliwe phantsi kwamaqhina, umntu akanako ukuzibamba kodwa uthi uhambelana neNyaniso.

 

Nangona isidalwa singakuqondi oku ngokucacileyo, asiyitshabalalisi inyaniso yayo.

Iyenza icace ngakumbi indlela yam yobuthixo yokusebenza.

 

Ekubeni inomda, isidalwa asinakukwazi ukwamkela okanye ukuqonda okungapheliyo.

Ubukhulu becala, unokuqonda kwaye aphuze amanye amakroti. Ingaba izinto ezininzi endizithethileyo kwizibhalo kunye nendlela   endasebenza ngayo phakathi kwabaNgcwele ngenene   ziqondwe ngokucacileyo?

 

Owu! Zingaphi izinto ezisele ebumnyameni nakwintsonkotha!

Zingaphi iingqondo ezinesiphiwo nezifundileyo ezidinwe kukuzama ukuzitolika! Yaye yintoni ababeyiqonda? Akukho nto ininzi xa ithelekiswa nento esele isaziwa.

Ngaba oku kuyayilahla iNyaniso? Kukonke. Kwakhona kwenza ukuba kukhanye ngakumbi.

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto iliso lakho kufuneka likhangele

- ukuba yinyani yokulunga,

-ukuba uziva kuyo yonke into yokuba usenyanisweni, nokuba ngamanye amaxesha kukho ubumnyama.

 

Kwabanye kufuneka sizole kwaye sibe seluxolweni. Watsho uYesu wanyamalala ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

U-Yesu onoyolo wandikhupha emzimbeni wam wandingenisa kwisihlwele sabantu. Obunjani bona ubumfama! Inkoliso yabo yayiziimfama yaye abanye babengaboni kakuhle.

 

Kwakukho nje abambalwa abanamehlo abonayo. Zaba njengelanga esazulwini seenkwenkwezi;

lifunxwe ngokupheleleyo lilanga likaThixo.

Lo mbono bawunikwa ngenxa yokuba babezimilisele ekukhanyeni kweLizwi Lenyama.

 

Ezele yimfesane,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, hayi indlela ikratshi elilonakalisa ngayo ihlabathi!

Ikratshi lifikile ukutshabalalisa oko kukhanya kuncinci kwengqiqo wonke umntu akuthwala ngaphakathi kwakhe ekuzalweni.

 

Kodwa yazini  ukuba olona phawu luphakamisa uThixo kukuthobeka  .

Olona phawu lubalaseleyo olusiphakamisayo isidalwa phambi koThixo naphambi kwabantu lukwakukuthobeka. "

 

Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele. Emva kwexesha, wabuya ephefumla kwaye ekhathazekile kwaye   wongeza  :

"Ntombi yam, izohlwayo ezithathu ezoyikekayo sele ziza kwenzeka." Watsho esithi shwaka okombane, engakhange andinike nexesha lokuthetha nelimdaka kuye. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo wayengezi.

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide,  uMama oyiNtombi Enyulu  weza  , ethatha uYesu phantse ngenkani.

Kaloku wayebaleka. Emva koko iNtombi Engcwele yathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ungadinwa kukumfowunela, ungamkeleki.

Oku kusaba kuYesu luphawu lokuba ufuna ukuthumela izohlwayo.

 

Ngenxa yoku ubaleka emehlweni abo abathandayo. Awuyeki.

Kuba umphefumlo onobabalo unamandla

esihogweni,

malunga namadoda   kunye

kuThixo   ngokwakhe.

 

Ubabalo yinxalenye kaThixo,

Ngaba umphefumlo onalo awunawo amandla amakhulu kwizinto onazo?”

 

Kamva, emva kokundinika ingxaki enkulu, ndinyanzeliswa njengoko ndandinjalo nguKumkanikazi uMama, uYesu weza.

Kodwa wayekhangeleka enyanzelekile kwaye ezimisele, kangangokuba asizange sibe nabuganga bakuthetha naye. Ndandingazi ukuba ndingenza njani ukuze ashiye lo mba ubalulekileyo.

Ndiye ndacinga ukuba mandize ngaphambili ndithethe naye, ndenza njalo ngokumxelela ubuvuvu obunje:

 

"Sthandwa sam Masithandane, xa singathandani sizothandwa ngubani?

Ukuba awuneliswa luthando lwam ngubani na onokukwanela? Ndicela undinike uphawu oluqinisekileyo lokuba wonwabile luthando lwam. Kungenjalo ndiya kulahlekelwa zingqondweni, ndiya kufa. "

 

Ngubani onokuchaza yonke le mbudane ndiyithethileyo? Ndicinga ukuba kungcono ukuyihoya.

Nangona kunjalo, kubonakala ngathi ndikwazile ukuwuphelisa lo moya umangalisayo kaYesu.

 

Wathi kum   :

Ndiya kwaneliswa luthando lwakho, ekufikeni kwamaza alotyuzayo ezenzo ezigwenxa   zoluntu  .

Ngoko ke, cinga ngokukhulisa uthando lwakho kwaye ndiya konwaba ngakumbi nawe. Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ndithe ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wabuya late.

Ndaziva ngathi ndiyafa kukungabikho kwakhe.

 

Ufike ndingalindelanga wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, njengoko   amehlo ebona umzimba  , ngokunjalo   ukonakala kukubona umphefumlo  .

 

Ukunyanzeliswa kunokuthiwa liliso lomphefumlo. ”Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokufumana uMthendeleko,

uYesu wam othandekayo wabonwa ebuhlungu kwaye ekhubekile, nto leyo eyandenza ndanovelwano.

 

Ndamgona ndamxelela:

"Sithandwa sam Sihle, unobubele kwaye unqweneleka! Kwenzeka njani ukuba amadoda angakuthandi?

Bakukhubekisa njani?

Siyakuthanda, sifumana yonke into. Ukukuthanda kubandakanya zonke iimpahla, ngelixa ukuba asikuthandi, zonke iimpahla ziyasibaleka.

Sekunjalo, ngubani okuthandayo?

Kodwa ndiyakucela, sithandwa sam esithandekayo, ubeke ecaleni ubugwenxa bamadoda kwaye, okomzuzwana, siya kuluphalaza uthando lwethu kunye. "

 

Emva koko uYesu wabiza onke amalungu eNkundla yaseZulwini ukuba abe ngababukeli bothando lwethu kwaye   wathi  :

 

"Lonke uthando lweZulu aluyi kundanelisa ukuba uthando lwakho belungamanyaniswanga kulo,

Ngokukodwa ngenxa yokuba olu thando lwasezulwini luyinto yam, ekungekho bani unokuluhlutha kum;

- ngoxa uthando lwabo bahamba kulo mhlaba lufana nempahla endiya kuyifumana.

 

Kuba ubabalo lwam luyinxalenye yam kwaye ekubeni ubuntu bam busebenza kakhulu,

- xa ubabalo lugeleza ukungena ezintliziyweni,

imiphefumlo kwisitalato inokurhweba ngayo, eyandisa iipropati zayo.

 

Ndivuya kakhulu kangangokuba ukuba ndingaphulukana nalo, bendiya kuba buhlungu kakhulu.

Ke ngoko, ngaphandle kothando lwakho, lonke uthando lweZulu alunakundanelisa. Uyayazi indlela yokurhweba ngothando lwam,

ukuze,   ngokundithanda kuyo yonke into, undenze ndonwabe kwaye ndaneliseke.  "

 

Ngubani onokuthi ndothuke ndisiva. Zingaphi izinto endiziqondayo ngothando!

Kodwa ulwimi lwam luyantlitheka qha yilonto ndime apha.

 

Ndiqhubekeke kwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Ukusukela ukukhangela uYesu, yayinguKumkanikazi uMama endamfumana. Ekubeni ndandidinwe ndidiniwe, ndathi kuye:

 

"Mama wam othandekayo, ndilahlekelwe yindlela yam yokufumana uYesu, andazi ukuba ndiye phi okanye ndenze ntoni ukuze ndimfumane". Bendisitsho ngenyembezi.

 

Uye wandixelela  :

"  Ntombi yam, ndilandele kwaye uya kufumana indlela njengoYesu ngokwakhe  .

 

Ndiza kukufundisa imfihlelo eya kukuvumela ukuba wenze njalo

-ukuba noYesu ngamaxesha onke e

-hlala wonwabile kwaye wonwabile, nakulo mhlaba.

 

Nantso indlela:

Lungisa ingcinga kuwe

-  ukuba nguwe kuphela uYesu kwaye ukhona kweli hlabathi kwaye akukho mntu wumbi  . Khumbula ukuba uYesu unguye

-ekuphela kwento omele uyithande,

-kuphela kwento onokuthi uzinikele kuyo kwaye

- ekuphela kwento omele uyithande.

Kuye kuphela kufuneka ulindele ukuthandwa nokwaneliseka kuyo yonke into.

 

Ukuphila ngale ndlela,

-Ukunye noYesu,

awusayi kuphinda uthabatheke xa ungqongwe

- indelelo okanye indumiso,

- abazali okanye abantu basemzini,

- abahlobo okanye iintshaba.

NguYesu yedwa oya kuba lulonke ulonwabo lwakho kwaye nguYesu yedwa oya kukwanela kuyo yonke into.

 

Ntombi yam, okoko nje

-yonke into ekhoyo apha emhlabeni ayiyi kunyamalala ngokupheleleyo emphefumlweni wakho,

-awuyi kukwazi ukufumana ulonwabo lwenyani nolungunaphakade. "

 

Esathetha njalo, waphuma uYesu njengombane, wazifumana ephakathi kwethu. Ndayithatha ndahamba nayo. Emva koko, ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam   .

 

Ngale ntsasa ndibone   uYesu wam othandekayo kunye noBawo oyiNgcwele  .

 

Kubonakala kum ukuba uYesu wathi kuye:

"Yonke intlungu yakho kude kube ngoku,

-Andiyonto ngaphandle kwayo yonke into endiyihambileyo,

-Ukususela ekuqaleni kwePasion yam ukuya kwisigwebo sam sokufa.

 

Umtshana wam,

kufuneka uthwale umnqamlezo wakho ukuya eKalvari.” Njengoko wayethetha oku, kwabonakala ngathi uYesu wayesikelelwe.

- wathabatha umnqamlezo kwaye

- wayibeka emagxeni kaBawo oyiNgcwele

-ukumnceda ayinxibe.

 

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

"Icawe yam ikhangeleka njengomfazi ofayo,

ngakumbi malunga neemeko zentlalo.

Iintshaba zakhe zibonakala zimlindele ngolangazelelo.

 

Kodwa, isibindi, umtshana wam,

-emva kokuba ufike entabeni,

- xa ukuphakanyiswa komnqamlezo kwenzeka, wonke umntu uya kuvuka

Icawe iya kuzihluba inkalo yayo yokufa kwaye iphinde ifumane amandla ayo apheleleyo.

 

NguMnqamlezo kuphela   oyindlela   yokwenza oku, kuba   nguMnqamlezo kuphela owawuyindlela

-ukuzalisa isithuba esenziwe sisono e

-ukuvala umgama ongapheliyo owawukhona phakathi koThixo nomntu.

 

Namhlanje,

nguMnqamlezo kuphela oya kwenza ukuba iBandla lam likwazi    kwaye   likhanye

ephakamisa ibunzi lakhe, ukuba adideke, azibaleke iintshaba zakhe.” Akuba etshilo uYesu, wathi shwaka.

Kungekudala emva koko, uYesu wam endimthandayo wabuya. Bonke ababandezelekileyo  , uthi:

“Ntombi yam, olunjani lona usizi kuluntu lwanamhlanje!

Ibunjwe ngamalungu am kwaye andinakuzibamba kodwa ndiyawathanda. Kwenzeka kum okomntu onengalo okanye isandla esosulelekileyo kunye nowenzakeleyo. Ngaba uyalicaphukela elo lungu?

Ngaba uyamcaphukela? Ah! Kukonke!

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, imnika lonke ukhathalelo oluyimfuneko.

 

Ngubani na owaziyo yonke into ayichithayo ekuphiliseni? Eli lungu lonzakeleyo liwenza ubandezeleke wonke umzimba wakhe alibambe licinezelwe kwaye lixhwalekile ade aphile.

 

Le yimeko yam. Ndibona amalungu am osulelwe kwaye enzakele, kwaye ndiyagula.

Ngenxa yoko, ndityekele ekubathandeni ngakumbi.

Owu! Hayi indlela olwahluke ngayo uthando lwam kwizidalwa zam!

 

Ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndibathande kuba bengabam. Kodwa abandithandi njengomnye wabo.

Kwaye ukuba bayandithanda, bandithanda kuphela ngenxa yenzuzo yabo.

 

UYesu wam oyintanda uyeza.

Ekuseni ndithe ndimbona nje, ndaziva ndimbuza ukuba uzixolele na izono zam.

 

Ndathi kuye  : “Sithandwa sam, hayi indlela endikulangazelela ngayo ukuba undixelele ngomlomo wakho ukuba undixolele zonke izono zam! "

 

UYesu uye wasondela endlebeni yam, kwaye, ngokundijongile, wabonakala endigocagoca entliziyweni yam yonke.

 

Wathi kum:  "Zonke zixolelwe kwaye ndikuxolele zonke izono zakho.

Ushiywe nezono ezincinci ezimbalwa ezenziwe ngokukhawuleza kwaye ngaphandle kwemvume yakho.

Ndikunika nazo. "

 

Emva koko, kubonakala kum ukuba uYesu uzibeke emva kwam. Kwaye, wachukumisa izintso zam, wazomeleza ngokupheleleyo.

Ngubani onokuchaza into endiye ndadibana nayo ngenxa yolu chuku? Ndingatsho nje ukuba ndinamava

-umlilo  ohlaziyayo kunye nobunyulu  obukhatshwa ngamandla   amakhulu  . 

 

Emva kokuba ebambe izintso zam, ndambongoza ukuba enze okufanayo entliziyweni yam. Ukundanelisa, uyenzile.

 

Ke kwabonakala kum ukuba usikelelekile uYesu wayediniwe ngenxa yam kwaye ndathi kuye:

"Ubomi bam obumnandi, udiniwe ngenxa yam, akunjalo?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Ewe. Yiba nombulelo ngeenceba endikunika zona.

Kuba umbulelo ngundoqo ekuvuleni ubuncwane bukaThixo ukuze uzikholise. Yazi ke kodwa ukuba endikwenzileyo kuya kukunceda

zikhusele   ekonakaleni,

zomeleze,   kwaye

ukubeka umphefumlo nomzimba wakho kuzuko lwanaphakade.  "

 

Emva koko, kubonakala kum ukuba indikhuphe emzimbeni wam.

Wandibonisa inkitha yabantu, okulungileyo ababenako ukukwenza, kodwa abakwenzanga;

kwaye, ke ngoko, uzuko awayefanele ukulufumana uThixo kodwa akalwamkelanga.

 

Bonke bebandezelekile,   uYesu wathi  :

Sithandwa sam, intliziyo yam iyavutha ngenxa yozuko lwam, nangenxa yokulungileyo kwemiphefumlo;

ngokunxulumene nozuko lwam nomphefumlo wabo. Nokuba abenzi bubi,

- bengenzi okulungileyo abanokukwenza, aba bantu bafana naloo magumbi angenanto

leyo, nangona intle, ayinanto inomtsalane okanye itsala amehlo.

 

Ngoko ke, umniniyo akafumani luzuko.

Ukuba benza esinye isenzo esilungileyo baze basityeshele esinye, aba bantu bafana naloo magumbi angenanto apho ungenakukwazi ukubona izinto ezimbalwa ezilungelelanisiweyo.

 

"Sthandwa,

ngena kuM ukuthabatha inxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zenzondelelo yeNtliziyo yam.

 

Ubaphilela uzuko lobungangamsha bukaThixo, kulunge kwemiphefumlo. Zama ukuzalisa ezi zithuba ngozuko lwam.

Uya kukwazi ukuyenza le nto ngokungavumeli nawuphi na umzuzu wobomi bakho udlule ongadityaniswanga noBomi bam.

 

Ngamanye amazwi, kuzo zonke izenzo zakho,

- nokuba ngumthandazo okanye ukubandezeleka,

-ukuphumla okanye ukusebenza,

- ukuthula okanye   incoko,

usizi okanye   uvuyo,

-okanye ukutya othabathayo,

-ngamafutshane kuyo yonke into enokwenzeka kuwe,

 

uya kongeza injongo

-ukundinika lonke uzuko ebendifanele ukundizuza ngalo ezi zenzo.

 

Uyakongeza injongo

kubuyekezelwa okulungileyo, abamelwe kukwenza imiphefumlo yabo, bangakwenzi oko, kwanokubuyekeza oko ngenxa yozuko olungako ngenxa yoko.

 

Ukuba uyayenza,

- ngandlela ithile uya kuzalisa i-voids ngozuko ekumele ndilufumane kwizidalwa, kwaye Intliziyo yam iya kufumana ukuhlaziyeka ekuthandeni kwayo.

 

Ukuphuma kolu hlaziyo lwemilambo yenceba iya kumpompoza ukuze kuzuze   abantu abafayo,

nto leyo eya kubafaka ngamandla amakhulu ekwenzeni okulungileyo. Ndiye ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Xa uYesu wam endimthandayo wabuya,

Ndaphantse ndaziva uloyiko lokungaphenduli kwiinceba uYehova andinika zona, ngenxa yelo lizwi awayelithethile kum ngaphambili kwaye lalibethelele kum: "  Ubuncinane yiba   nombulelo  ".

 

Endibona ndinolu loyiko,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam,   khalipha, musa ukoyika.

Uthando luya kulungisa yonke into.

Kwakhona, ngokusebenzisa intando yakho ngokwenene ukwenza oko ndikufunayo,

-nokuba ukhe uyiphose ngamanye amaxesha, ndizakuyilungisa. Ngoko musani ukoyika.

 

Yazi, nangona kunjalo, ukuba uthando lokwenyani luyingqondo kwaye ingqiqo yokwenyani ifezekisa yonke into.

 

Xa uthando lothando lufunyanwa emphefumlweni,

-uthando olukhalela ukubandezeleka komntu omthandayo

ngokungathi ezi ntlungu zezakhe  ;

-uthando oluza kulawula ukubandezeleka

oko umntu wakho omthandayo kufuneka ahlupheke  ,

olu thando lolona lwamaqhawe: lolona lufana kakhulu noThando lwam.

 

Eneneni, kunzima kakhulu ukufumana umntu okulungeleyo ukuncama ubomi bakhe.

"Ukuba  kukho konke akukho nto ngaphandle koThando,

ke, ukuba aninako ukundikholisa ngandlel’ ithile, ningandikholisa nangenye.

 

Ndikuxelela ngakumbi,

-ukuba uphethe ezi thando zontathu, kuya kwenzeka kum njengoko kwenzeka emntwini

othukwayo, ocatshukiswayo, nocatshukiswa ngabo bonke;

phakathi kwabantu abaninzi kukho   lowo   umthandayo;

Onosizi ngaye e

oko kwenza imbuyekezo kubo bonke  .

 

Wenza ntoni lo mntu?

Gxininisa amehlo akho kumntu omthandayo kwaye,

-fumana ukulungiswa kuyo,

Uyayilibala yonke ingqumbo yakhe;

kwakwaba bantu bamthukayo. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo wayengezi. Ngelixesha ingqondo yam ibixakekile

- ukuqwalasela   imfihlelo yesithsaba sameva;

Ndakhumbula ukuba ngamanye amaxesha,

- ngelixa ndicamngca ngale mfihlakalo,

Kwakholeka kuYehova ukusisusa isithsaba sameva entlokweni yakhe, asityhale kwesam.

 

Ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi kum:

"Yh! Nkosi, andisafanele kukuva ubuhlungu ngameva akho! Weza uYesu ngequbuliso,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Undiphakamisile xa ucinezelwe ngameva am.

- ngelixa ubandezeleka kuyo, ndiziva ndikhululekile ngokupheleleyo kwezi ntlungu.

 

Ngaphaya koko

xa uzithoba kwaye ucinga ukuba akufanelanga ukubandezeleka;

uyandilungisa kuzo zonke izono zokuzigwagwisa ezenziwa   ehlabathini”.

 

Ndathi, “Awu!

-Kuwo onke amathontsi egazi neenyembezi oziphalazayo;

- ngenxa yawo onke ameva owabandezelayo;

-Ngokuba onke amanxeba awawafumanayo, ndifuna ukukuzukisa kakhulu, njengalo

- oko bekuya kufuneka ukuba zonke izidalwa zikunike ukuba isono sokuzingca besingekho.

 

Ndifuna nokukucela kuzo zonke izidalwa

zonke izipho eziyimfuneko ekutshatyalalisweni kwesono sekratshi ».

 

Ke kaloku, ndakuzithetha ezi zinto, ndabona ukuba uYesu ebenalo ngaphakathi kwakhe ihlabathi liphela,

-ngendlela enye yokuba umatshini uqulethe kuwo onke amalungu awo. Zonke izidalwa zashukuma kuYesu, waza uYesu wasondela   kuzo.

 

Kwaba ngathi uYesu walufumana uzuko lwenjongo yam nokuba izidalwa zabuyela kuye ukuze ndifumane oko kulungileyo ndandikubizele kona.

 

Ndamangaliswa. Ebona ukumangaliswa kwam,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Yonke le nto ibonakala imangalisa kuwe, akunjalo?

Le nto uyenzileyo ibonakala ingabalulekanga, kodwa akunjalo.

 

Yintoni esinokuyenza ukuba siyayiphinda le njongo, kodwa asenzi njalo! "

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

 

Ndisaqhubeka ndisenza oko wasikelelwa nguYesu wandifundisa ngomhla wesine kule nyanga, nangona ndikhe ndiphazamiseke.

Xa ndilibala, kubonakala kum ukuba uYesu ubukele ngaphakathi kwam kwaye undenzela oko. Ndiye ndanentloni, ndakhawuleza ndamdibanisa ndamenzela i offer ngalento ndiyenzayo.

Nokuba yinkangeleko nje okanye ligama, ndiyenza ngokuthi:

 

"Nkosi, ndifuna ukukunika lonke uzuko ngomlomo wam

Ngamana izidalwa zingakunika ngomlomo wazo, zingakuniki;

Kwaye ndicenga ubabalo kwizidalwa

ukuze bawusebenzise kakuhle nangokungcwele umlomo wabo.”

 

Ndithe ndisenza oku kwinto yonke,   weza uYesu, wathi kum  :

«  Nantsi ukuqhubeka kobomi bam obabubobozuko lukaBawo nokulungela kwemiphefumlo.

 

Ukuba uyazingisa kule nto,

uya kububumba ubomi bam, ndibumbe   obakho;

uya kuba ngumphefumlo wam, mna ndibe   ngowakho."

 

Emva koko, uYesu waqala ukuphumla entliziyweni yam, kunye nam kweyakhe.

 

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba uYesu wayewutsala umphefumlo wakhe kum kwaye ndandiwutsala umphefumlo wam kuye.

Olunjani lona ulonwabo, olunjani lona uvuyo, ubomi basezulwini endandibuphila! Ubabalo malube luhlala eNkosini.

Mayibongwe iNkosi ngamaxesha onke,

Lowo unenceba kumoni endinguye.



 

Emva kokuhlala iintsuku ezininzi engekho uYesu, namhlanje, njengoko ndandiza kucamngca, ingqondo yam yayixakeke yenye into.

 

Ngokukhanya okungaphakathi, ndaqonda ukuba xa umphefumlo uphuma emzimbeni, ungena kuThixo.

Ekubeni uThixo eluthando olunyulu, umphefumlo ungena kuye xa uluthando ngokupheleleyo. UThixo akamkeli namnye onganjengaye ezintweni zonke.

 

Ukufumana umphefumlo oluthando, uThixo uyawamkela aze awenze ube nesabelo kuzo zonke izipho zakhe. Ngaphandle kokuba siseZulwini, singahlala kuThixo njengoko siphila apha emhlabeni kwigumbi lethu.

 

Kum kubonakala ngathi sinokukwenza oku ebudeni bobomi bethu basemhlabeni, osisindisayo ekubandezelekeni kwaye uya kusisindisa kumlilo wentlambululo-miphefumlo. Ngaloo ndlela, ekupheleni kobomi bethu basemhlabeni, siya kwaziswa ngoko nangoko, ngaphandle kokulibazisa, kuThixo Olungileyo wethu ophakamileyo.

 

Kubonakala ngathi ndiyayiqonda ngale ndlela: iinkuni kukutya komlilo. Kuxa siqonda ukuba azisakhuphi umsi apho siqinisekileyo ukuba ziyajika zibe ngumlilo.

 

Isiqalo nesiphelo sento yonke esiyenzayo kufuneka ibe ngumlilo wothando lukaThixo.

 

Izigodo ekumele zondle lo mlilo   ziziphambano kunye ne- mortifications  . Umsi onyukayo phakathi kwezigodo kunye nomlilo wenziwa yiminqweno yethu kunye notyekelo olubi oluhlala luvela kwakhona.

 

Umqondiso wokuba yonke into engaphakathi kuthi itshiswa ngumlilo kuxa iinkanuko zethu zihlala zisendaweni kwaye   asiziva sinamathele kuyo yonke into engeyiyo ngoThixo  .

 

Kubonakala ngathi ngenxa yalo mlilo wothando lukaThixo sikhululekile ukuhlala kuThixo wethu ngaphandle komqobo. Ngaloo ndlela siya kukwazi ukunandipha iparadesi kulo mhlaba.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo weza ezukile,

namanxeba alo abengezela ngaphezu kwelanga,   kwaye

ephethe umnqamlezo   esandleni sakhe.

Ndabona nevili elineekona ezine eziphumayo.

 

Kwakubonakala ngathi ukukhanya kuphunyuka kwenye yezi engile kwaye

-ukuba icala ekuphume kulo ukukhanya kumnyama.

Kwakukho abantu ababekobu bumnyama, ngokungathi balahlwe nguThixo.

 

Siye sabona iimfazwe eziphalala igazi ezilandelanayo

ngokuchasene neBandla   e

phakathi kwabantu ngokwabo.

Ah! kwakubonakala kum ukuba izinto uYesu oSikelelweyo awayendixelele zona ngekamva ngaphambili zazisondela kwinqanaba!

 

Ikubona konke oku, iNkosi yethu yaba novelwano.

Wasondela kwindawo emnyama yevili waza wawuphosa phezu komnqamlezo awayewubambile, esithi ngokuvakalayo: "  Uzuko eMnqamlezweni  !"

 

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba lo mnqamlezo ubiza ukukhanya,

ngelixa abantu, bevuka, bacela uncedo noncedo.

 

UYesu waphinda wathi  :

“Lonke uloyiso nozuko luya kuvela eMnqamlezweni.

Ngaphandle koko, amayeza aya kuzenza zibe mandundu izigulo ngokwazo. Kungoko uMnqamlezo, uMnqamlezo! "

Ngubani onokuchaza indlela endandinxunguphele ngayo nendandikhathazeke ngayo ngoko kwakunokwenzeka?

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo ufike wandikhupha emzimbeni wam phakathi kwabantu. Ngubani onokuchaza ububi, amasikizi esibubonileyo?

 

Bonke bebandezelekile,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

“Intombi yam, enuka umhlaba uyagqithisa, lowo kufanele ukuba abe mnye

Iparadesi!

 

Njengasezulwini,

-abenzi nto ngaphandle kokundithanda, ndidumise kwaye ndibulele,

- i-echo yeZulu kwafuneka ibambe i-echo yomhlaba,

- ama-echoes amabini enza enye.

 

Kodwa umhlaba awunyamezeleki.

Wena, joyina iZulu kwaye, egameni labo bonke, undinika ukwaneliseka. "

 

Emzuzwini ndazibona ndiphakathi kweengelosi nabangcwele. Andikwazi ukuchaza ukuba njani, ndayibona into abayiculayo nabayithethayo. Njengabo ndenze isabelo sam egameni    lehlabathi   lonke.

 

Emva koku, bonke bonwabile kwaye beguqukela kuye wonke umntu,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi  :

"Apha, evela emhlabeni, inqaku lengelosi. Indlela endiziva ndaneliseke ngayo!

 

Wathi esathetha oku, ngokungathi uyandivuza, uYesu wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe.

Wandanga engayeki, endibonisa kuyo yonke inkundla yasezulwini njengeyona nto ayithandayo.

 

Zikubonile oku, izithunywa zezulu zathi, Nkosi, khawulibonise ihlabathi lonke okwenzileyo ngalo mphefumlo.

kuphawu olumangalisayo lwamandla akho onke. Ngenxa yozuko lwenu, nangenxa yokulungelwa kwemiphefumlo;

ningabi sabufihla ubuncwane obuthulule kuye.

 

Ke ngoko, ukubona kunye nokucofa ngomnwe wakho

-umsebenzi woSomandla wakho wawenza kwenye yazo, bubungqina ke obu

-umthombo wenguquko ebubini e

-inkuthazo enkulu kwabo bafuna ukulunga. "

 

Ukuva oku,

-Ndaziva ndibanjwe luloyiko oluthile kwaye,

- ndizibhubhisa ngokupheleleyo, ukuya kwinqanaba lokuzibona ndiyintlanzi encinci, ndaziphosa kwiNtliziyo kaYesu ndisithi:

 

"  Nkosi, andifuni nto ngaphandle kwakho kwaye ndifihlwe kuwe.

 

Bendisoloko ndikucela ukuba uyenze le nto kwaye ndicela uyiqinisekise. "

Ndathi senditshilo, ndazitshixela ngaphakathi kuYesu.

ngathi ndidada kulwandlekazi olukhulu phakathi koThixo.

 

UYesu wathi kubo bonke  : “Anikuvanga na?

Akukho nto ayifunayo ngaphandle kwam nokufihlwa kum.

Olu lolona lonwabo lwakhe lukhulu.

Ukubona injongo enyulu ngolo hlobo, nditsaleleka ngakumbi kuyo.

 

Kwaye ebona ukuzonda kwakhe ekuzibonakaliseni kwihlabathi njengomqondiso omangalisayo owenziwe ndim,

- ukuze ungabi buhlungu,

Andikuniki lento undicela yona. "

 

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi iingelosi zazinyanzelisa, kodwa andizange ndihoye mntu.

 

Andenzanga nto ngaphandle kokuqubha kuThixo ukuzama ukuqonda ubunzulu bobuthixo.

 

Ngokwenza oko, ndaziva ndingumntwana omncinane.

ezama ukuwola into yobukhulu obungalinganiyo esandleni sakhe.

 

Njengoko ezama ukuyibamba, loo nto iyambaleka. Kunzima ukuba angayibamba,

ukuze umntwana angakwazi ukuxela ubunzima bakhe, okanye ubude bakhe.

 

Okanye ndifana nalomnye umntana

abangakwaziyo ukwenza   izifundo eziphambili.

Ngomdla, zama ukufunda yonke into ngexesha elifutshane,

kodwa wayengakwazi ukufunda oonobumba bokuqala   bealfabhethi.

 

Ke, isidalwa asinakuthetha nto ngaphandle kokuba:

“Ndiyichukumisile, intle, inkulu, akukho propati ingeyiyo.

Intle kangakanani? Intle kangakanani? Ingakanani impahla onayo? Andikwazi ukuthetha. "

 

Ngaloo ndlela, isidalwa sinokuthi ngoThixo kuphela ngoonobumba bokuqala bealfabhethi.

Umele alahle naluphi na ufundo oluphambili.

 

NaseZulwini, njengezidalwa, bazalwana bam abathandekayo iingelosi kunye nabangcwele abanako ukuqonda yonke into ngoMdali wabo.

Bafana nezitya ezininzi ezizele nguThixo.

Kodwa, xa ufuna ukuzalisa ngakumbi, ezi zikhongozeli ziyaphuphuma.

 

Ndicinga ukuba ndithetha ubuvuvu obuninzi; yiyo loo nto ndiyeka.

 

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko, ndazibuza

-ndingenza njani umnikelo okhethekileyo kuYesu,

-indlela yokumbonisa uthando lwam e

-indlela yokumkholisa ngakumbi.

 

Ndaza ndathi kuye: “Yesu wam oyintanda,

 

Ndikunika intliziyo yam

-ukwanelisa wena kunye

-Ukuvuma iindumiso zakho ngonaphakade.

 

Ndinikela kuwe umphefumlo wam wonke  , kwanamalungu amancinane omzimba wam, njengeendonga ezininzi endizimisayo phambi kwakho.

- ukuthintela naluphi na ulwaphulo-mthetho ukuba lwenziwe kuwe.

 

Ukuba kunokwenzeka, ndithatha zonke ezi ziphoso phezu kwam   ngenxa yokuthanda kwakho, kude kube yimini yomgwebo.

 

Ndifuna unikezelo lwam lugqibelele kwaye ndikunike ukwaneliseka kuye wonke umntu.

 

Injongo yam kukuba:   konke ukubandezeleka endiya kuba nakho  ,

uthabathele kum ubugwenxa obenziwe kuwe;

zifumane

 

bonke obu   buqaqawuli

ukuba   baninike abangcwele   emazulwini, xa babesemhlabeni;

bonke obu   buqaqawuli

into  emele ininike imiphefumlo ekwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo, e

bonke obu   buqaqawuli

eyeyakho kubo   bonke abantu bamandulo, abakhoyo nabazayo  .

 

Ndikunika olu nikezelo kuye wonke umntu ngokubanzi kwaye wonke umntu ngokukodwa. "

 

Nje ukuba ndigqibe ukuthetha lowo   usikelele uYesu  , bonke bechukunyiswe ngulo mnikelo,

Wathi kum  :

 

"Sthandwa,

-awukwazi ukuqonda ulonwabo olukhulu ondinike lona ngokuzinikela ngolu hlobo!

Uwabophile onke amanxeba am;

-undinika ukwaneliseka kuwo onke amatyala adlulileyo, angoku kunye nekamva.

Kuwo onke amaphakade ndiya kuqwalasela umnikelo wakho

njengelona litye linqabileyo eliya kundizukisa ngonaphakade.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha ndiyijonga, ndiya kukunika uzuko olutsha nolwanaphakade olukhulu.

 

“Ntombi yam, akusayi kubakho   mqobo mkhulu

-nto leyo ethintela umanyano phakathi kwam nezidalwa   e

-nto leyo echasene nobabalo lwam njengokuthanda kwayo.

 

Wena, undinika intliziyo yakho ukuba undanelise,

-Uziqongqothe isiqu sakho.

Mna, ndikubona uphuthile,

"Ndithulule kuwe ngokupheleleyo.

 

 

Ngokusuka entliziyweni yakho  ,

Indumiso yafika kum indiphathela amanqaku afanayo endumiso athi,

Ngokusuka entliziyweni yam  ndinikela rhoqo kuBawo

ukuze anelise uzuko olungamkelwayo ngabantu.

 

Njengoko wayethetha oku, ndabona ukuba, ngenxa yomnikelo wam, imisinga emincinane emininzi

- waphuma kuzo zonke iindawo zam kwaye

-wachitha uYesu esikelelekileyo.

 

Le misinga, eyaba namandla ngakumbi kwaye yanda, uYesu wayiphalaza.

phezu kwayo yonke intendelezo yasezulwini,

kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo,   e

Ehlabathini lonke. Owu! Enkosi Yesu wam   !

 

Yamkela isipho esilusizi kwaye usivuze ngombulelo omkhulu! Owu! Ummangaliso weenjongo ezingcwele nezingcwele  !

 

Ukuba besiyisebenzisa kuyo yonke imisebenzi yethu, kwanaleyo ivaliweyo, ngowuphi umsebenzi obalaseleyo ebesingayi kuwenza?

Zingaphi iimpahla zanaphakade ebesingenakuzithenga?

besingasayi kumnika uzuko lwoYehova?

 

Ngale ntsasa bekunzima nokulinda uYesu wam othandekayo, kodwa ke, ngoku bendimlindile, ndenza konke endinako ukumanyanisa zonke   izenzo zam eNkosini yethu. Koko ndongezelele injongo yokumnika lonke olo zuko nembuyekezo evela kuBuntu bakhe obungcwele.

 

Ndithe ndisenza oku, uYesu wasondela,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, xa umphefumlo usebenzisa ubuntu bam ukwenza yonke into oyenzayo,

- ukuba kuphela ingcamango, umoya okanye nayiphi na isenzo, izenzo zakhe zifana namatye amaninzi anqabileyo

-eyaphuma kuBuntu bam e

-abaziveza phambi koBuThixo.

 

Kwaye ekubeni ziveliswa ngoBuntu bam, ezi zenzo zineziphumo ezifanayo.

xa ndithelekisa nemisebenzi endayenzayo xa ndandisemhlabeni.

Ndithi: "Awu! Nkosi! Ndiyathandabuza ngale nto uyithethayo! Kwenzeka njani ukuba ndibe nenjongo ecacileyo ngezenzo zam?

- nakwizinto ezincinci,

ezi zenzo zivelisa iziphumo ezinkulu kangaka?

Xa ujonga ngononophelo, ezi zenzo ngokwenene aziyonto, zizinto ezingenanto.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kubonakala ngathi eyona njongo yokudibanisa isenzo kunye neyakho kuphela ngenjongo yokukholisa wena.

wenza esi senzo, usiphakamise ngendlela ephezulu

ukwenza ukuba kubonakale njengento   enkulu kakhulu.

 

UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

"Hayi! Ntombi yam, isenzo sesidalwa singenanto, nokuba sisenzo esikhulu!

Lumanyano kunye nam ngenjongo elula yokundikholisa oluyiqondayo.

 

Kwaye ngenxa yesenzo esenziwe ndim, nokuba ngumphefumlo nje,

idlula ngokungenasiphelo zonke izenzo zezidalwa ezidityanisiweyo,

yiloo nto esi senzo   sikhulu.

 

Ngapha koko, aniyazi ukuba nabani na osebenzisa ubuntu bam ukwenza izenzo zakhe?

- itya iziqhamo zoBuntu bam e

- itya ukutya kwam?

Nawe awuyazi

-yinjongo entle eyenza umntu abe ngcwele kwaye

-Ngaba yinjongo embi emenza abe ngumntu ombi?

 

Amadoda ahlala esenza izinto ezifanayo, kodwa, ngezi zenzo,

umntu azingcwalise   kwaye

enye yona   igwenxa.

 

Njengoko wathi,

Ndabona ngaphakathi kweNkosi yethu umthi oluhlaza ozele ziziqhamo ezintle.

 

Loo miphefumlo yayisebenzela ukukholisa uThixo kuphela

-ngoBuntu bakhe,

Ndababona kulo mthi ngaphakathi kuYesu:

-  ubuntu bukaYesu basebenza njengekhaya labo.

 

Noko ke, hayi indlela elalimbalwa ngayo inani labo!

 

Ndikhe ndachitha iintsuku ezininzi engekho kwaye ndithe cwaka uYesu, ngale ntsasa xa efika uYesu waqhubeka wathi cwaka.

Nangona ndiphantse ndahlala ndimgcina uYesu, phezu kwayo yonke imigudu yam, andizange ndikwazi ukumenza athethe nelizwi elinye.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi kukho into emenza buhlungu kakhulu kangangokuba wayethe cwaka. Kwaye wayengafuni ukuba ndiyazi ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni.

 

Ngelixa uYesu wayenam, kwakubonakala ngathi   ndiyambona   uMama weKumkanikazi.

Uthe ke akubona uYesu enam, wathi kum:

 

"Uyambamba?

Kuncinane ke ukubakho kwakho, ngokuba xa ethe wavutha ngumsindo wakhe wobulungisa, enawe, uya kukwazi ukumnqanda.

Ntombi yam, mcele ukuba athintele izibetho: abenzi bobubi bonke bakulungele ukwenza, kodwa bakhonkxwa ngamandla amakhulu abathintela ukuba bangenzi.

 

Kwaye ukuba ubulungisa bukaThixo kuye kwabavumela ukuba benze, ngokungakwenzi xa bethanda, kuya kuphuma okulungileyo okulandelayo: baya kuqonda igunya lobuthixo phezu kwabo baze bathi, "Senze oko, ngenxa yokuba sinikwe amandla avela phezulu." .

"Intombazana yakho,

enjani yona imfazwe   elungiselelwayo kwihlabathi lokuziphatha! Kuyoyikeka ukubona.

 

Nangona kunjalo into yokuqala ekufuneka ijongwe eluntwini, kwiintsapho nakuwo wonke umphefumlo kufuneka ibe   luxolo  .

 

Ngaphandle koxolo yonke into iba yingozi, kwanezidima ngokwazo.

Uthando kunye nenguquko, ngaphandle koxolo, azizisi impilo okanye ubungcwele benene. Kodwa ukuba kuyimfuneko kwaye   usempilweni,

uxolo luhambile   kwihlabathi lanamhlanje:

asifuni nto ngaphandle kweziphithiphithi neemfazwe.

Thandaza, ntombi yam, thandaza!

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo weza ngokukhawuleza njengombane.

Ngalo kukhanya, wakhupha uphawu oluthile lolunye lweempawu zakhe ngaphakathi. Zingaphi izinto awandenza ndaziqonda ngalo ndudumo!

 

Nangona kunjalo, ngoku ekubeni olu danya luhlehlisiwe, ingqondo yam ihleli isebumnyameni kwaye ayikwazi ukufumana amagama okuchaza into eyiqondayo ngoku kukhanya kokukhanya.

 

Kwakhona, ekubeni ezi zizinto ezichukumisa ubuThixo, ulwimi lwabantu kunzima ukuzichaza.

Okukhona umphefumlo uzama ukwenza oku, kokukhona uthi cwaka.

Kwezi zinto uhlala efana nomntwana oyintombazana omncinci.

 

Kodwa intobeko ifuna ndizame ukuchaza into encinci endikwaziyo ukuyenza, kwaye ke, ndiyenze.

Kwam kwabonakala ngathi zonke izinto ezilungileyo uThixo unazo kuye

Ngoko ke, ukufumana ezi mpahla, akuyomfuneko ukuya kwenye indawo ukuze kubuqonde ubukhulu bukaThixo.

 

Ngephanyazo, wandibonisa inkalo ekhethekileyo yobuhle bakhe. Ngubani onokuthi ubuhle bayo?

 

Ndingathetha oku kuphela

-bonke ubuhle beengelosi kunye nabantu,

- ubuhle beentyatyambo kunye neziqhamo, isibhakabhaka esiqaqambileyo kunye nesibhakabhaka esineenkwenkwezi, ezibonakala ngathi ziyasivuyisa kwaye zisixelele ngobuhle obuphezulu,

basithunzi okanye impefumlo xa ithelekiswa nobuhle bukaThixo.

Ngamanye amazwi,

obu buhle ngamathontsi nje amancinane ombethe xa kuthelekiswa namanzi amakhulu olwandle.

Ndiqhubeka, kuba ingqondo yam iqala ukusasazeka.

 

Ngenye imini,

UYesu wandibonisa uphawu olukhethekileyo lophawu lwakhe lothando. UThixo ungcwele kathathu.

Ndingenza njani, ndilusizi ngolu hlobo, ndiwuvule umlomo wam ukuze ndithethe ngolu phawu lungumthombo eziphuma kuwo zonke ezinye iimpawu zalo?

Ndiza kuthetha into endiyiqondayo ngendalo yomntu.

 

Ndandiqonda ukuba xa uThixo esidala,

-olu phawu lothando luthululela kuthi kwaye luzalise ngokupheleleyo, ukuze ukuba umphefumlo uhambelana,

- indalo yethu kufuneka iguqulwe ibe yesisa kuThixo.

 

Kodwa ukuba umphefumlo usasazeka ngothando

- izidalwa, iziyolo, umdla wobuqu, okanye

-enye into,

emva koko lo moya wobuThixo uqala ukuwushiya umphefumlo.

 

Kwaye ukuba umphefumlo ulahleka kuyo yonke into, uyazikhupha kuthando lobuthixo.

 

Kanti umntu akangeni njani eZulwini ukuba akahluthanga

- yothando olunyulu nolungcwele.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo awugcwalanga kolu Luthando, uya kuwufumana umoya wothando ofunyenweyo.

-ngexesha lokudalwa kwayo kwilangatye lentlambululo-miphefumlo. Ayisayi kuphuma apho de iphuphume uthando.

Ngubani owaziyo ukuba leliphi inyathelo elide aya kulithabatha kule ndawo yeNtlawulelo?

 

Ukuba kunjalo ngesidalwa, kuthekani ngoMdali? Ndicinga ukuba ndithetha ububhanxa.

 

Kodwa andothukanga, kuba andinasiphiwo kwaphela. Ndimsulwa ndingenalwazi.

Ukuba kukho inyaniso kwezo zibhalo, ayiphumi kum, ivela kuThixo, mna ke ndisesengowamncinane, endingamaziyo;

 

Ufikile uYesu kusasa ngalentseni ibingathi usenza isangqa ngeengalo zakhe ngathi uyandivingcela. Wathi xa endigona,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, xa umphefumlo undenzela yonke into, yonke into ihlala ivaliwe ngaphakathi kwesi sangqa. Akukho nto iphumayo, nkqu   nokuncwina;

ukubetha kwentliziyo okanye nayiphi na   intshukumo.

 

Yonke into ingena kum kwaye yonke into ihlanganiswe kum.

Njengomvuzo, ndibuyisela yonke into emphefumlweni wam, kodwa ngokuphindwe kabini ngombulelo. Umphefumlo, ugalela oku kwakhona kum kwaye nam ndikuyo, uza kufumana inkunzi eyothusayo yenceba.

 

Kuyo yonke le nto ke ndiyayoliswa   kukuba ndinike isidalwa eso endinike sona, kube ngathi kokwayo, ehlala esongezelela eyam.

 

Lowo, ngokuswela umbulelo, endithintelayo ekumnikeni endikufunayo, undihlutha iziyolo zam ezimsulwa.

Nabani na ongandincediyo, yonke into ayenzayo uyaphuma kum, achithakale njengothuli oluphetshethwa ngumoya. "

 

Ndachitha iintsuku ezininzi ndisoyika yaye ndingaqinisekanga ngemeko yam.

 

Ndandicinga ukuba yintelekelelo yam ngokupheleleyo.

Maxa wambi ingqondo yam yayinikela ingqalelo kakhulu koku kangangokuba ndandidla ngokufika ndikhalazele iNkosi Yethu ndize ndibe nosizi phambi kwayo ndisithi: “Okunjani kona ukubandezeleka!

Elinjani lona ilishwa ukuba ndibe lixhoba lentelekelelo yam!

 

Ndicinga ukuba ndikubonile kwaye, ngokuchaseneyo, yayiyimbono yam ngokupheleleyo. Bendicinga ukuba ndiyayifeza iWill yakho ngokuhlala lonke elixesha kulebhedi, kodwa kwazi bani ukuba ibingesiso isiqhamo sokucinga kwam?

 

Nkosi, ukucinga nje ngayo kundenza ndibandezeleke kwaye ndoyike.

Intando yakho iswiti yonke into, kodwa indenza krakra nasemongweni wamathambo am.

Ndicela undiphe amandla okuphuma kwesi simo sengqondo. "

 

Ndandizinzise kakhulu kule ngcinga kangangokuba ndandingasenakuziphazamisa, ukuze ndicinge ukuba ukucinga kwam kundilungiselele indawo.

isihogo.

Bendizama ukususa le ngcinga ngokuthi:

"Ke, ndiya kusebenzisa intelekelelo yam ukuthanda uYesu esihogweni!"

 

Ngelixesha ndikwesi simo sokuzingca, uYesu oSikelelweyo wayefuna ukwandisa imeko yam ebuhlungu. Ewangawangisa ngaphakathi kum, wathi kum:

 

"Ungakhathazeki, kungenjalo ndiza kukushiya ndikubonise

-ukuba ndiyeza okanye

- ukuba yingcinga yakho ilungile. "

 

Ngelo xesha, ndandingazikhathazi ngamazwi kaYesu.

Ndaze ndacinga, "Owu ewe? Akayi kuba nesibindi sokuyenza, ulunge kakhulu." Kodwa ngokwenene wayesenza.

Ngokungathandabuzekiyo, ndiye ndadibana nayo ngelixa ndichitha iintsuku ezininzi ndihluthwe nguYesu. Kuphela yinkumbulo yam ekhenkceza igazi emithanjeni yam.

Yiyo loo nto ndiqhubeka.

 

Emva kokuthetha konke oku ku-confessor yam, waba ngumlamli wam. Waqalisa ukuthandaza kunye nam ukuba uYesu afumane ububele   bokubuya.

Ndaziva ndiphelelwa zingqondo wabe uYesu ebonwa kude caba uyacaphuka kuba engafuni ukuza.

Andizange ndibuze nantoni na, kodwa umvumi wam wagxininisa ekongeza injongo yokuba uYesu andenze ndibe ngumthathi-nxaxheba ekubethelweni.

 

Ke, ukwanelisa umchazi wam,

UYesu weza wandithabatha ndathatha inxaxheba kwiintlungu zomnqamlezo. Waza, ngokungathi wenze uxolo nam, wathi kum:

 

“Bekunyanzelekile ukuba ndikuhluthe uBukho bam, kungenjalo ubungaqinisekanga ukuba ndim osebenza kuwe, ngokuchaseneyo nendlela ocinga ngayo.

 

Ukuvinjwa kuluncedo ekwenzeni kwaziwe

- zivela phi izinto,

- ixabiso lento elahlekileyo, e

ukuba noqikelelo olungcono kamva.  "

 

Emva kokuba ndichithe iintsuku ezikrakra kakhulu zigcwele iinyembezi, ukuswela kunye nokuthula, intliziyo yam ehluphekileyo ayinakukwazi ukuyinyamezela.

 

Intuthumbo yokuphuma kwiziko lam elinguThixo inkulu kangangokuba ndizibona ndihlala ndiphoswa ngapha nangapha ngokungathi kukubethwa ngumoya.

isaqhwithi esinamandla.

Uqhwithela olwandala ukusa kwinqanaba lokundenza ndibandezeleke ngokufa ngalo lonke ixesha yaye, okubi ngakumbi, ndingafi kwaphela.

 

Ngoxa ndandikule meko, uYesu wabonwa ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, xa kuzo zonke izinto umphefumlo wenza intando yomnye umntu, kuthiwa uthembele kwintando yaloo mntu.

 

Ngoko ke, uphila ngentando yabanye, kungekhona eyakhe.

Kunjalo ke xa umphefumlo wenza intando yam kuyo yonke into. Ndithi unoKholo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela   intando kaThixo   kunye   noKholo   ngamasebe amabini aphuma kwisiqu esinye.

Kwaye ekubeni ukholo lulula, ukholo kunye neNtando yobuThixo ivelisa isebe lesithathu   elilula  .

Ngaloo ndlela, umphefumlo uthabatha iimpawu zehobe. Awufuni ukuba lihobe lam?"

 

Ngesinye isihlandlo, ngenye imini,   uYesu wathi kum   :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

iiperile, igolide, amatye anqabileyo, izinto ezinqabileyo kakhulu zigcinwe kakuhle ngaphakathi kwebhokisi kunye nesitshixo esiphindwe kabini.

 

Woyika ntoni ukuba ndikugcine kakuhle ukhuselwe kwibhokisi yentobelo engcwele. Lo nogada ukhuselekile kakhulu.

 

Akukho nasinye isitshixo, kodwa izitshixo ezibini zigcina ucango luvalwe ngokuqinileyo, luthintela naliphi na isela ukuba lingangeni, yaye ngaloo ndlela likugcina kude kuzo naziphi na iimpazamo?

Isiqu sakho sinophawu lwawo onke amanxuwa. Ngaphandle kwesiqu sakho, yonke into ikhuselekile. "

 

Akuncedi ukuchaza imeko elusizi endincitshiswe kuyo.

Ibingatsho nzulu kwaye inzulu amanxeba omphefumlo wam. Ngenxa yale nto ke, ndenzé cwaka yonke iminikelo kuNdikhoyo.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndisazilela ukuphulukana noYesu wam othandekayo, ummeli wam weza waza wandicela ukuba ndithandaze eNkosini.

- ngoko ke ububele ngokwaneleyo ukuza.

Kum ingathi ufikile. Kwaye ekubeni umvumi wam wayeyibonakalisile injongo yokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni, uYesu wandenza ndathatha inxaxheba kwiintlungu zomnqamlezo.

 

Ngeli xesha, uYesu wathi kumvumi wam:

«Bendingumlawuli weYona Ngcwele kaBathathu Emnye, oko kukuthi, ndiye ndasasaza

emhlabeni

-Amandla   ,

- Ubulumko   kunye

-Isisa

yaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele.

 

Wena, ungummeli wam.

Omawukwenze kukuqhubeka nomsebenzi wam ngemiphefumlo.

 

Ukuba awukhathali, uya kuza uzokuphazamisa umsebenzi oqalwe ndim, ngoko ke, ndiziva ndiphoxekile ekufezekiseni iinjongo zam.

 

Kwaye ndiyanyanzelwa

-ukugcina amandla, uBulumko kunye noSabelo ebendiza kukunika lona

-ukuba ubuwenzile umsebenzi ebendikuphathise wona. "

 

Emva koko, uYesu waba ngathi uyandikhupha emzimbeni wam.

Kwaye, mgama, sabona inkitha yabantu ephuma kubo ivumba elinganyamezelekiyo.

 

Wathi kum  :

Ntombi yam, hayi, kuya kubakho umahluko phakathi kwababingeleli!

Iya kuba lubhukuqo-mbuso lokugqibela olubangela iyantlukwano neenguqu phakathi kwabantu. Watsho ekrakra uYesu kangangokuba ndavelana naye.

 

Emva koko, ndicinga ngemeko yam, ndathi kuye:

“Khawutsho Nkosi yam, ufuna ndiyalelwe ngulowo undivumayo ukuba ndiyeke ukuhlala kule meko? Ingakumbi ekubeni ndingasokoli njengakuqala, ndizibona ndingento yanto”.

 

Waphendula uYesu wathi,   Yinyaniso.

Kodwa bendixhelekile intliziyo yam ibikhathazekile ingathi andifuni andiphendule ngoluhlobo.

 

Ndiye ndaphendula ndathi:

Kodwa, Nkosi, asikuko ukuba ndifuna ukuphuma kule meko, ndifuna ukwazi iNtando yakho engcwele.

 

Ekubeni ke imeko yam ibangelwa kukuba nisiza kum, nindenze idlelane naye ngeembandezelo zenu, yanqamka ke le nto;

Ndiyoyika ukuba awuzuqiniseka ukuba ndihlala ebhedini. "

 

UYesu uthi  :

"Unyanisile, unyanisile."

Ndayiva intliziyo yam igqabhuka ziimpendulo endandisandula ukundinika zona uYesu osikelelweyo.

Ndaza ndongezelela ndathi: “Kodwa, Nkosi yam, khawundixelele oko kuyingenelo kolona zuko lwakho lukhulu.

nokuba ndihleli kweli xesha, nokuba ndithe   ndafa;

okanye ndiyalelwe ukuba ndihambe kule   meko. "

 

Kuba bendingekagqibi ukuthetha ngesi sihloko,

UYesu wayitshintsha ingongoma waza wathi kum:

 

Intombazana yakho

Ndikhutyekiswa ngumntu wonke  . Uyabona, kwanemiphefumlo ezinikeleyo

- zama ukujonga ukuba kukho into ephosakeleyo yabo okanye hayi,

endaweni yokulungisa nokuphelisa ubutyala babo.

Ngaba oku akuseluphawu lokuba akukho ntlungu okanye uthando?

 

Kuba  iimbandezelo kunye nothando zizithambiso ezimbini ezisebenzayo

leyo, esetyenziswa emphefumlweni, iphilisa ngokugqibeleleyo,

omnye uyayomeleza omnye komnye, amomeleze kakhulu.

 

Kodwa ndandicinga ngobuhlwempu bam.

Kwaye ndandifuna ukuthetha naye kwakhona ukuze ndazi ngokucacileyo iNtando yeNkosi. Kodwa uYesu unyamalele.

 

Mna ke ndithe xa ndiphinda ndawolisa umzimba wam ndaxakwa yinto emandiyenze. Ke, ngokuqinisekileyo, ndiye ndatyhila yonke into ekuthobeleni, efuna ukuba ndiqhubeke ndihlala kule meko.

Intando yeNkosi mayenzeke, ngamaxesha onke!

 

Ndothuka kakhulu xa ndibona ngokufutshane uYesu wam othandekayo.

 

Wandijonga,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

kwabo bahleli phantsi komthunzi wam. kuyimfuneko ukuba umoya wembandezelo uvuthuze phezu kwakhe, ukuze umoya osulelekileyo omngqongileyo ungangeni naphantsi komthunzi wam.

 

Imimoya eqhubekayo

-hlala ugungqisa lo moya ungenampilo,

- soloko uyigcina kude

- kwaye uphefumle umoya ococekileyo kunye nempilo. "

Senditshilo. UYesu unyamalele kwaye ndiye ndayiqonda kakhulu loo nto. Kodwa akuyomfuneko ukuba undicacisele.

Kuba ndicinga ukuba kulula ukuyiqonda intsingiselo yayo.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, emva kokuba ndiyilindile ixesha elide, uYesu wam endimthandayo weza kangangexesha elithile.

Wema ecaleni kwam,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, ozama ukuzilinganisa kuyo yonke into ebomini bam

ayenzi nto ngaphandle kokuzisa ivumba elongezelelweyo kunye nelinye ivumba

kuyo yonke into endiyenzileyo ebomini bam, ukuqhola iZulu neBandla liphela.

 

Abangendawo nabo bazifumana sele bephefumla eli vumba lasezulwini. Ngaloo ndlela, bonke abangcwele abanto yanto ngaphandle kweziqholo ezininzi.

Kwaye eyona nto ivuyisa kakhulu iBandla kunye neZulu kukuba ezi ziqholo zahlukile enye kwenye.

 

Kwakhona, lowo uzama ukuqhubeka nobomi bam

-ukwenza endikwenzileyo xa ekwazi, kwaye

- ukwenza oko ubuncinane ngenxa yomnqweno kwimeko eyahlukileyo,

 

Ndiyibambe ngezandla ngokungathi ubomi bam bonke

-waqhubeka kulo mphefumlo,

kungekhona njengento yexesha elidlulileyo, kodwa ngathi ndiphila ngoku.

 

Phinda kabini ubuncwane bayo yonke into endiyenzileyo,

-oku bubutyebi ezandleni zam

-into endinayo ukuze kulungelwe uluntu lonke. Ubungethandi ukuba ngomnye waloo miphefumlo?"

 

Ndasuke ndaxakwa ndingazazi noba mandiphendule ndithini. Emva koko uYesu wathi shwaka.

 

Kungekudala wabuya, kwaye ngoxa ndandinaye,

Ndibone abantu abaninzi abakoyika kakhulu ukufa.

 

Ndithi: “Yesu wam,

Lityala lam ukuba ndingakoyiki ukufa;

- ngelixa ndibona ukuba abanye abaninzi bayayoyika?

 

Mna, ngokuchaseneyo, ukucinga nje

-ukuba ukufa kuya kundimanyanisa ngonaphakade kuwe kwaye

-oko kuya kuphelisa ukufela ukholo lokuhlukana kwam nzima, kungekhona nje ingcinga yokufa

akundivusi   uloyiko;

kodwa kum iyinto yokukhululeka.

 

Undinika uxolo kwaye uyandonwabisa,

ukushiya zonke ezinye iziphumo zokufa ".

 

UYesu wongeza wathi:

“Ntombazana, eneneni,   olu loyiko lukhulu lokufa luphambene.

 

Kuba wonke umntu unayo

- konke okulungileyo kwam,

- zonke iimpawu zam kunye

-yonke imisebenzi yam

njengepasi lokungena eZulwini, isipho endasipha wonke umntu.

Abo bongeza ezabo baxhamla kwesi sipho. Ngazo zonke ezi mpahla.

Luluphi uloyiko onokuba nalo ngokufa?

 

Ngale pasipoti esebenzayo ngokugqibeleleyo, umphefumlo ungangena naphi na apho ufuna khona. Ngenxa yale pasipoti, wonke umntu uyawuhlonipha lo mphefumlo kwaye unika indlela.

 

Wena ke awukoyiki ukufa

- ukuba ube nantoni na kum kwaye

- ukuba namava ngendlela emnandi kwaye ixabiseke ngayo umanyano kunye noKulunga okuPhakamileyo.

 

Kodwa yazini ukuba elona xabiso lamkelekileyo linokunikelwa kum,

kukunqwenela ukufa ukuze amanyane   nam.

 

Esi sesona simo sihle kakhulu somphefumlo

-ukwazi ukuzihlambulula kwaye, ngaphandle kwekhefu,

-ukwazi ukudlula ngomgca othe tye endleleni eya eZulwini.” Akuba etshilo, wanyamalala.

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokuba ndifumene umthendeleko, ndabona ngokufutshane uYesu wam othandekayo.

 

"My sweet Good, ndixelele! Usaqhubeka nokundithanda?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  : "Ewe, kodwa ndinothando nekhwele, ikhwele nothando. Kwakhona ndithi kuni, ukuze lufezeke, uthando kufuneka lube kathathu.

 

Kukum apho le meko kathathu yothando ifumaneka  :

 

phambi kwe  t,

ndiyakuthanda

-njengoMdali,

- njengoMhlawuleli kunye

-njengabathandi.

 

ngoku ka,

Ndikuthanda ngamandla onke endiwasebenzisileyo

-ukudala wena kunye

-Dala yonke into ngothando lwakho, ukuze umoya, amanzi, umlilo kunye nayo yonke into ikuxelela

ukuba ndiyakuthanda kwaye ndibadale ngenxa yothando lwakho,

Ndiyakuthanda njengomfanekiso wam kwaye ndikuthanda ngaphezu kwayo yonke into ngenxa yentlonipho kuwe.

 

okwesithathu

Ndikuthanda kwasephakadeni,

Ndikuthanda ngexesha naphakade,

Ngumoya wothando lwam. Khawufane ucinge ke ubukhulu bolu thando lundimisileyo.

 

Wena ke, unyanzelekile ukuba undibuyisele olu thando luphindwe kathathu kum:

-Undithanda njengoThixo wakho,

kufuneka uzilungise kuM ngokupheleleyo

kwaye maningaphumi nanye into engaphandle kothando lwam.

ndithande ngenxa yentlonipho kuwe nangezinto ezintle ozifumanayo   .

uyandithanda ngento yonke nakuyo yonke into.  "

 

Emva koko wandikhupha uYesu emzimbeni wam.

Ndazifumana ndiphakathi kwabantu abaninzi abathi:

"Ukuba siyawuwisa lo mthetho, mfazi ndini, yonke into iya kumhambela kakubi."

Wonke umntu wayelangazelela ukuva okulungileyo nokubi.

Kwenye indawo kwabonakala abantu abaninzi bethetha, omnye wabo ethetha, esithi cwaka abanye. emva kokufika umgama omde, waphuma waza wathi: "Ewe, ngokuqinisekileyo siyabathanda abafazi."

 

Bakuva ke oko, bagcoba bonke ababengaphandle, babhideka nabangaphakathi, ababa nasibindi sokuphuma.

Ndikholelwa ukuba lo mthetho ngumthetho woqhawulo-mtshato. Ndaqonda ukuba abavumelani nalo.

 

Kum kubonakala ngathi uYesu wam othandekayo uhlala esiza okwethutyana.

 

Ngale ntsasa, njengoko wayendikhupha emzimbeni wam, wandibonisa ububi obunzulu boluntu.

Ubuye wandibonisa ubukrakra bakhe obukhulu, wagalela kum kakhulu into eyayimenza akrakra.

 

Emva koko wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, uyayibona into yokumfameka kwamadoda ukuba iye phi? Bafikelele kwinqanaba lokufuna ukwenza umthetho ongenabulungisa.

- ngokuchasene nabo e

- ngokuchasene nentlalontle yomntu.

 

Kungoko ndisakumema ntombi yam ukuba uzithobe ekubandezelekeni.

ukuze ngokunikela kwakho kubulungisa bobuthixo kudityaniswe nowam, abo bamelwe kukulwa nalo mthetho woqhawulo-mtshato babe nokuzuza ukukhanya nobabalo olusebenzayo lokuzuza uloyiso.

 

Intombazana yakho

Ndiya kunyamezela

mabenze iimfazwe nemvukelo,   e

langa igazi labafeli-nkolo abatsha lingakhukulisa ihlabathi, oku iluzuko kum nakwiBandla lam   .

 

Kodwa lo mthetho ukhohlakeleyo

- ukunyeliswa kweCawe kwaye,

Kum into ecekisekayo nengenakunyamezeleka.

 

Uthe akutsho, ndabona indoda isilwa nalo mthetho. Wayediniwe kwaye ediniwe, esecicini lokurhoxa kulo mcimbi.

Ke, sikunye, iNkosi yethu kunye nam sayikhuthaza. Le ndoda yaphendula yathi:

"Ndizibona ndiphantse ndedwa ukulwa kwaye andikwazi ukufikelela usukelo".

 

Ndathi kuye: "Yiba nesibindi, ngokuba iiperile zininzi kwaye iNkosi iya kukuhombisa ezulwini".

Waphinda wanesibindi waza waqhubeka nalo mbandela.

 

Kuthe ekuhambeni kwethuba ndabona enye indoda, iphelelwe ngumoya kwaye ikhathazekile, ingazi nokuba ithini. Kwakukho umntu owathi kuye: "Ngaba uyayazi into omawuyenze? Phuma, phuma eRoma!".

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Hayi, andinako, ndinikele ilizwi lam kubawo. Ndiya kunikela ngobomi bam, kodwa, phuma, hayi, soze!"

Emva koko, sarhoxa.

UYesu wanyamalala ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,   uYesu wam othandekayo weza wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Nguye kuphela othe, ngaphakathi, wazihluba ngokupheleleyo kwaye uzaliswe ndim ngokupheleleyo, ukuze aphuphume ngokupheleleyo luthando lobuthixo.

Ngaloo ndlela, uthando lwam luba bubomi bakhe kwaye akandithandi ngothando lwakhe kuye, kodwa ngothando lwam kum. "

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Athetha ukuthini la magama:

“Ubasusile abanamandla etroneni yabo, wabaphakamisa abathobekileyo”?

Oku kuthetha ukuba, ngokuzitshabalalisa ngokupheleleyo, umphefumlo uzaliswe nguThixo ngokupheleleyo, yaye ukuthanda uThixo ngaye uThixo, umiwe luthando olungunaphakade.

 

Oku kuyinyani kunye nokuphakanyiswa okukhulu kwaye, ngexesha elifanayo, ukuthobeka kwangempela ».

Wongeza wathi  :

“Umqondiso wokwenene wokwazi ukuba umphefumlo unalo olu thando kukuba asiyonto yimbi ngaphandle kokuthanda uThixo kuphela, ukumazisa nokumenza athandwe ngabantu bonke. "

Wasuka uYesu wangena ngaphakathi kwam ndaza ndamva ethandaza ngolu hlobo:

 

"UBathathu Emnye uhlala engcwele kwaye engabonakali,

- Ndikuthanda kakhulu,

- Ndikuthanda kakhulu,

-Ndikubulela ngonaphakade kumntu wonke nakwintliziyo yomntu wonke. "

 

Le yindlela endandichitha ngayo ixesha lam.

Phantse ndandisoloko ndisiva uYesu ethandaza ngaphakathi kum, yaye ndandithandaza ndimanyene Naye.

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokubandezeleka okukhulu, uYesu wam othandekayo uye weza.

“ Sithandwa sam, andisakwazi ukuyinyamezela!

Ndithabathe kube kanye nawe uye eZulwini, okanye uhlale nam ngonaphakade kulo mhlaba ”.

 

Uthi kum   :

"Ndibonise kancinci apho umkhuhlane wakho wothando ufikelele khona.

Umkhuhlane wendalo othi, xa ufikelele kwinqanaba eliphezulu, ube namandla okutya umzimba kwaye ufe,

 

Ngaloo ndlela umkhuhlane wothando, xa ufikelela kwinqanaba eliphezulu kakhulu, unamandla okunyibilikisa umzimba kwaye wenze umphefumlo ubhabhe uye ngqo eZulwini. "

 

Uthe esitsho wayithatha intliziyo yam wayibamba ngezandla zakhe wangathi uyayihlola. Uye   waqhubeka  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

amandla omkhuhlane wothando lwakho akakafiki ngexesha elifanelekileyo, kusathatha ixesha. "Waye wabonakalisa ukuba ufuna ukugalela ubukrakra bakhe kum, kodwa andizange ndithethe nto kuye.

 

Emva koko, ephantse ukundingcikiva  , wongeza   ngokuthambileyo:

"Awuwazi umsebenzi wakho?

Into yokuqala ekufuneka uyenzile xa undibona,

kukubona ukuba kukho nto indiphethe kakubi, okanye indicaphukise, ndicele ukuba ndiyigalele kuwe.

 

Olu luthando lokwenyani:

nyamezela iintlungu zomntu omthandayo

ukukwazi ukuqinisekisa ukuba lowo umthandayo wonwabe ngokupheleleyo. "

 

Ndineentloni, ndithi, "Mhlekazi, ungawuyeka umphunga." Ugalele kum ubukrakra bakhe wanyamalala.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndabona ukukhanya okungenamkhawulo phambi kwam.

Kwaye ndaqonda ukuba uBathathu Emnye wayekolu khanyiso. Ngaxeshanye,

Ndabona uMama uKumkanikazi phambi kwesi sibane   , bonke bebambeke kuBathathu Emnye.

 

Wafunxa abantu abathathu abangcwele kuye,

ngendlela yokuba bazityebise ngamalungelo amathathu kaBathathu Emnye Oyena Ungcwele, angala:   Amandla, Ubulumko Nothando  .

 

Kwaye ekubeni uThixo eluthanda uluntu njengenxalenye yakhe, iqhekeza lakhe eliphuma kuye, unqwenela ukuba le nxalenye yakhe ibuyele kuye.

 

UKumkanikazi uMama, ethatha inxaxheba kulo mnqweno, uthanda uluntu ngothando olunyanisekileyo. Ndithe ndisakukhumbula oku, ndabona u-confessor wam. Ndacenga iNtombi Enyulu ukuba ingenelele egameni layo ngoBathathu Emnye.

 

Enqwala ngentloko, wabonakalisa ukuvumelana kwakhe.

Wawusondeza umthandazo wam phambi kwetrone kaThixo, ndaza ndabona ukuba kuphuma umlambo wokukhanya uvela etroneni kaThixo, owagubungela ngokupheleleyo isivumo sam. Emva koko, ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndinomntwana othandekayo onguYesu ezingalweni zam. Waqala ngokugalela obukrakra bakhe kum, wakugqiba wangathi uyahamba.

 

Ndithe ndisamfunqula ndamxelela:

"Sthandwa sam, wena ubomi bobomi bam, wenzani? Ufuna ukuhamba? Kwaye ndizakwenza ntoni? Awuboni ukuba xa ndibanjelwe wena kukufa okuqhubekayo kum. esinye isandla Intliziyo yakho, into efanayo ukulunga, akayi kuba

isibindi sokuyenza.

Mna soze ndikuyeke uhambe. "

 

Ndiye ndamwola ndamqinisa, ibingathi iingalo zam bezingamatyathanga. Emva koko, akazange akwazi ukuphuma, wahlala nam, taciturn.

Ndibona ububi boluntu busanda, ndathi kuye:

"My sweet Good, khawutsho uthini ngalomthetho wedivorce bathetha ngawo? Bazophumelela, ewe okanye hayi, ukuba uwiswe lo mthetho ungahloneli Thixo?"

 

 Wathi kum    :

 

"   Intombi yam,

ngaphakathi endodeni iqulathe ithumba gangrenous ezele ukubola, ngokungathi ubuyela suppuration.

 

Akasakwazi ukuqulatha eli thumba ngaphakathi, ufuna ukwenza i-incision,

- ndikhathali,

-kodwa ukuqinisekisa ukuba inxalenye yoku kubola ingaphuma ukuze ingcolise kwaye ikosule uluntu lonke.

 

Kodwa   ilanga likaThixo  ,

ngokungathi uyaqubha phakathi koluntu, ukhwaza ngokuqhubekayo, esithi:

"Owu ndoda, awukhumbuli ukuba uvela phi umthombo wobunyulu? Oko, kwi-aura yokukhanya, bendikukhumbula endleleni yakho?

 

Akunjalo nje ukuba ungcolisekile, kodwa ufuna ukwenza ngokungekho ngokwemvelo ngokungathi ufuna ukunika enye imilo kwindalo.

-Ndikunikile,

Ndikwenzele oko. "

 

Emva koko uYesu undixelela ezinye izinto ezininzi endingaziyo ukuba ndingazichaza njani.

Wathetha ngobukrakra obunjalo

ukuba ndingakwazi ukuqhubeka ndimbona ekule meko.

 

Ndathi, Nkosi, masimke apha.

 

Ngoko sahlala ebhedini yam, apho ndaqhubeka ndibandezeleka. Ndifuna ukukhulula uYesu wam olungileyo, ndathi kuye:

"Ukuba kubuhlungu kuwe ukubona amadoda esenza le nto, ndikunika ubomi bam ukuba ubandezeleke nakuphi na ukubandezeleka, ukuze ndibaqinisekise ukuba bangenzi obu bubi.

 

Ukuze ndiqinisekise ukuba umnikelo wam awugatywa nangayiphi na indlela, ndiya kuwumanya kunye nombingelelo wakho.” “Ndathi ke ndakutsho, ndacinga ukuba uYehova uwusondeza umnikelo wam kuThixo.

Emva koko yanyamalala ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

Kubonakala kum ukuba amadoda afuna kuzo zonke iindleko ukuba abe namanqaku athile alo mthetho avunyiweyo, engakwazi ukuvunywa ngokupheleleyo njengoko bengathanda kakhulu.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo uye wandenza ukuba ndibe nenxaxheba kwinxalenye yePasion yakhe. Ngelixa ndandibandezelekile kwaye ndisomeleza,   iNkosi yathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

injongo yokuqala yoMthanda wam   yaba

ukunika uzuko, indumiso, imbeko, imibulelo nembuyekezo kubuthixo.

injongo yesibini yayilusindiso lwemiphefumlo kunye nokufumana zonke iinceba eziyimfuneko ukuphumeza le   njongo.

 

Umntu othatha inxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zePasion yam

-ithwala ngaphakathi kwayo kungekuphela nje iinjongo zam,

-kodwa itshata ubume boBuntu bam.

 

Kwaye ekubeni ubuntu bam budibene nobuThixo bam,

umphefumlo othatha inxaxheba ekubandezelekeni kwam ukwanxibelelana nobuThixo bam kwaye unokufumana into oyifunayo.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwakhe kufana nezitshixo zokuvula ubuncwane bobuthixo, yaye elo xesha esaphila emhlabeni.

 

Kwaye uzuko olukhethekileyo lugcinelwe yena eZulwini, uzuko oluvela kuBuntu bam nakuBuThixo bam.

nothe wabelana nabanye ngokukhanya nozuko lwam.

 

Ngaphaya koko

Kubakho uzuko olukhethekileyo kwinkundla yonke yasezulwini;

uzuko oluvela kulo mphefumlo ngenxa yoko ndinxibelelane naye.

 

Okukhona imiphefumlo idityaniswa kuM ekubandezelekeni, kokukhona ukukhanya nozuko luya kuphuma kubuThixo,

uzuko apho yonke inkundla yezulu iya kuthatha inxaxheba. "

 

Mayibongwe iNkosi ngamaxesha onke

zonke ziphela ngenxa yozuko nembeko.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam oyena umnandi uye wandenza ndathabatha inxaxheba kwintabalala yeembandezelo zakhe, kangangokuba ndaziva ngathi ndiza kufa.

 

Ngelixa ndandiziva ngolu hlobo, uYesu wasikelelwa, wathamba waza washukunyiswa ukundibona ndibandezeleka, wangena ngaphakathi kwam.

 

Enqamleza iingalo zakhe,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, oko ubunako ukusokola, nam ndizibeke esandleni sakho.

Ndixelele into ofuna ndiyenze, ndikulungele ukwenza nantoni na oyifunayo. "

 

Ngoko ke, ndikhumbula indlela awayengayi kuyithanda ngayo into yokuba amadoda awise umthetho woqhawulo-mtshato nobungendawo obuza kuphumela eluntwini, ndamxelela:

 

"Mhlekazi wam othandekayo, kuba unenceba yokuzibeka kum, ndifuna ukuba usebenze ngamandla akho onke ukuze usebenze i-prodigy   ethi,

ngokubophelela ukuthanda kwezidalwa, kuyabathintela ekuwuqiniseni lo mthetho. Kwakubonakala ngathi iNkosi yayiza kusamkela   isicelo sam.

Wathi kum  :

“Phantse onke amaxhoba ebekhe aphila emhlabeni ngoku aseZulwini aneenkwenkwezi eziqaqambe kakhulu kwizithsaba zawo, ezibonakala kakuhle kakhulu apho akhoyo eZulwini.

 

Ezi nkwenkwezi zihambelana nozuko olukhulu eziluzise kuThixo, kunye nokulunga okukhulu ezikuzise eluntwini.

 

Ufuna ndenze ummangaliso lo mthetho wedivorce ungawiswanga, ubungenakunqandwa ngenye indlela.

Ewe, ngenxa yakho, ndiza kwenza obu buchule.

Iya kuba yeyona nkwenkwezi iqaqambileyo eya kuqaqamba kwisithsaba sakho.

 

Uya kufumana le nkwenkwezi ngenxa yokuthintela ngeentlungu zakho ukuba ubulungisa bam, kula maxesha alusizi, buvumela abantu

Yongeza obu bubi kuzo zonke ezinye izikreqo abazenzayo.

Ngaba sinokumzukisa ngakumbi uThixo nokulunge ngakumbi ebantwini?”

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kwexesha elide, ekugqibeleni ndimfumene uYesu wam othandekayo.

 

Ndithe ndisaphikisana naye, ndathi kuye: “Sithandwa sam, kutheni undilindisa kangaka nje   ?

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Sithandwa sam, nanini na undifuna, ulungele ukufa.

Enyanisweni, kuyintoni ukufa ukuba akuzinzanga nomanyano olusisigxina kum?

 

Yayibubomi bam obu: ukufa okungapheliyo ngenxa yothando lwakho.

Kwaye oku kufa ngokuqhubekayo kwaba kuwe ukulungiselela idini elikhulu lokufa emnqamlezweni.

 

Yazi lonto

-ohlala kuBuntu bam e

-ezondla ngemisebenzi yoBuntu bam

ngokwayo yenza umthi omkhulu ozele ziintyatyambo ezininzi neziqhamo. Ezi ziqhamo kukutya kukaThixo nomphefumlo.

 

Kwelinye icala, yena ohlala ngaphandle koBuntu bam,

izithiyo kuThixo izenzo zakhe, azinasiqhamo kuye.

 

Emva koko uYehova wagalela kum umxube wobukrakra   nobumnandi.

 

Ke mna noYesu sashukuma okwethutyana phakathi kwabantu, kodwa andizange ndikwazi ukuwasusa amehlo am ebusweni bukaYesu wam oyintanda.

 

Yakubona oku,   yathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, lowo uzivumelayo ukuhendwa yimisebenzi yoMdali, uyayishiya imisebenzi yezidalwa. »Emva koko wanyamalala ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wabonwa elele ngaphakathi kum, ngelixa imitha yokukhanya yegolide ibaleka kuye.

Ndandivuya ukumbona kodwa, kwangaxeshanye, ndingonwabanga kukungakwazi ukuva ubumnandi nokuthamba kwelizwi lakhe lokudala.

 

Emva kwexesha elide wabuya waza wakubona ukunganeliseki kwam,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngamandla am ommeli,

-ukusetyenziswa kwelizwi lam kwakuyimfuneko ukuze ndiviwe kodwa, kubulungiseleli bam bangasese,

-  UBukho bam bubodwa banele yonke into.

 

Kutheni,   ukuze ndizibone   kwaye   ndiqonde ukuhambelana kweempawu zam ezilungileyo

ukuzikopa kukodwa yinto enye. Ngoko ke, ingqalelo yomphefumlo kufuneka ibe

-  jonga kum   kwaye

-  ukuhambelana nayo yonke into kunye nokusebenza kwangaphakathi kweLizwi  .

 

Xa ndiwusondeza kum umphefumlo wam,

noko ngelixesha ndimbambele kuBukho Bam, kungatshiwo ukuba uphila uBomi obungcwele.

 

Ukukhanya kwam kufana nebrashi:

- izidima zam zibonelela ngemibala eyahlukeneyo kunye

- umphefumlo ufana neseyile efumana umfanekiso kaThixo.

 

Kufana neentaba eziphakamileyo.

Okukhona bephezulu, kokukhona behla ngokukhawuleza kwiimvula ezinkulu.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kuBukho bam, umphefumlo uzibeka kwimeko ehambelana nayo, oko kukuthi

- emva koko, kwi-void, ukuya kwinqanaba lokuziva ubhangisiwe.

 

Emva koko, ubuThixo

-Izantyalantyala zemvula zobabalo zide zikhukulise,

- umguqule abe buBuThixo uqobo.

 

Yiyo loo nto kufuneka wonwabe ngayo yonke into,

- ndonwabile ukuba ndithetha kwaye ndonwabile ukuba andithethi. "

 

Uthe esitsho ndaziva ndisindwa ngu Thixo emva koko ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Abashumayeli bale mihla basebenzisa amaqhinga kunye neendlela ezininzi kwiintshumayelo zabo kangangokuba abantu bahlala bebatsha kwaye bekruqukile.

Siyabona ukuba aba bashumayeli abathathi kuMthombo ongokobuthixo.

 

Bendikwimo yam yesiqhelo,

xa uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisayo ngaphakathi kwam ekwimeko yokuphumla. Emva koko wafumana isiphoso awayengakwazi ukusinyamezela.

 

Ngokungathi uyavuka,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

yiba nomonde undivumele ndikugalele obubukrakra

 oko kundithintela ekufumaneni ukuphumla".

Esitsho njalo, wagalela kum into emenze wacaphuka. Emva koko wathabatha isimilo sakhe sobubele ukuze aphumle.

 

Emva koko,

Waqhubeka ehlala ngaphakathi kwam, esasaza imitha yokukhanya emininzi,

-ukwenza imitha yokukhanya

ekwaziyo ukukhanyisa bonke abantu kulo mtha.

 

Noko ke, abanye baye bafumana ukukhanya okungakumbi kunabanye. Ndithe ndisajonge leyo ibisenzeka.

 

INkosi yethu yathi kum  :

"Sthandwa,

xa ndithule  kuba ndifuna ukuphumla.

oko kukuthi, uphumle kum, nam ndiphumle kuwe.

 

Xa ndithetha,

-luphawu lokuba ndifuna ukusebenza,

- oko kukuthi, uyandinceda kumsebenzi wokusindisa imiphefumlo.

 

Kuba, kuba imiphefumlo iyimifanekiso yam,

- into esibenzela yona, ndiyakhumbula njengoko ndenze kuMna. "

 

Ngelixa wayethetha oku, ndabona ababingeleli abaninzi kwaye uYesu wayebonakala ekhalaza ngayo.

 

Ithi  :

“Amazwi am ebesoloko elula, eqondakala lula ngabaphengululi nabantu abangenalwazi,   njengoko kubonwa ngokucacileyo   kwiVangeli Engcwele  .

 

Abashumayeli bale mihla basebenzisa iitwist ezininzi kwiintshumayelo zabo kangangokuba abantu bashiyeke bezilile kwaye bekruqukile.

Siyabona ukuba aba bashumayeli abathathi ilizwi kumthombo ophuma kum ».

 

Ndithe ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo,   kwafika uMama   weQueen wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

njengoko batshoyo abaprofeti, iintlungu zam zibe lulwandle lweentlungu. Kodwa, eZulwini, iintlungu zam zajika zaba lulwandle lozuko. Ubuncwane benceba buvele kuzo zonke iimbandezelo zam.

 

Ngoxa ndisemhlabeni ndibizwa ngokuba yiNkwenkwezi yoLwandle, ekhokelela ngokukhuselekileyo echwebeni, eZulwini ndibizwa ngokuba   yiNkwenkwezi yokuKhanya kubo bonke   abasikelelekileyo  .

ukusuka kwinto yokuba baphinde badalwa ngolu khanyiso luveliswe ziimbandezelo zam. Ngeli xesha, uYesu wam othandekayo weza waza   wathi kum  :

"  Sithandwa sam, akukho nto ingathandekiyo kwaye ithandeka kum

-ukuba intliziyo elungileyo endithandayo kwaye

Othe, endibona ndibandezelekile, andicenge ukuba ndizibeke kuye iimbandezelo zam.

 

Undibophelela kakhulu kuye kwaye usebenzisa amandla amaninzi kwiNtliziyo yam kangangokuba, njengomvuzo, ndimnika ubume bam bonke.

Ndimnika ubabalo olukhulu kunye nayo yonke into ayifunayo.

 

Ukuba andikwenzanga oku, ekubeni le ntliziyo izinikele kuM konke, ndivakalelwa kukuba konke endingakunikayo kuya kuba

- into endiya kuyenza, okanye

- amatyala amaninzi endiya kuba nawo kule ntliziyo ilungileyo. Wandikhupha ke uYesu emzimbeni wam,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

kukho ezinye izigwenxa, njengoko zininzi endizifumene namhlanje,

ezidlula lee iimbandezelo endazifumanayo ngexesha lenzondelelo yam.

 

Ukuba andithanga ndigalele kuwe inxalenye yobushushu bam, oko bekuya kundinyanzela ukuba ndihlise izibetho ezinogonyamelo ehlabathini. Ndiyeke ndigalele kancinci kuwe."

Emva koko, andazi ukuba njani, wagalela obukrakra bakhe kum. Ukumva ethetha ngeziphoso awazifumanayo, ndamxelela:

 

"Mhlekazi, lomthetho bathetha ngawo, uqinisekile ukuba soze bawupasise?"

 

Waphendula uYesu wathi  : “Kungoku ngokuqinisekileyo oku kuqinisekile. Kodwa kamva, kwiminyaka emihlanu, okanye elishumi okanye engamashumi amabini,

-okanye xa ndikumisa njengexhoba,

Okanye xa ndithatha isigqibo sokukubizela eZulwini, banako.

 

Kodwa ubundlavini bokubopha intando yabo nokubabhidanisa okwangoku, ndiyenzile.

 

Ukuba ubusazi ingqumbo ehlala iidemon nabawufunayo lo mthetho.  Bacinga ukuba bangafumana imvume.

Kwaye umsindo wabo mkhulu kangangokuba, ukuba banako,

babeza kulitshabalalisa lonke igunya baze babulale abantu kuyo yonke indawo.

 

Ke, ukuthomalalisa lo msindo kwaye ngokuyinxenye uthintele ezi ndyikitya yokufa, ngaba ufuna ukuzibonakalisa kancinci kumsindo wabo? "

Ndamphendula:"Ewe as long uhamba nam".

 

Ngoko, saya kwindawo apho kwakukho iidemon nabantu.

owayebonakala enomsindo, enomsindo kwaye ephambene.

 

Bathe bakundibona babaleka beza kum okwengcuka. Omnye wandibetha, omnye wakrazula ulusu lwam.

 

Babefuna ukunditshabalalisa, kodwa babengenawo amandla. Mna, nokuba ndive ubunzima obukhulu;

Ndandingaboyiki kuba ndandinaye uYesu.

Emva koko, ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam ndizaliswe ziintlungu ezininzi.

 

Mayibongwe iNkosi ngamaxesha onke.

 

Ngale ntsasa, bendiziva ndinexhala lokuba iNkosi ibifuna ukundihlutha ubukho bayo kwakhona kwaye, ke ngoko, ikususe ukubandezeleka kwam.

Nam bendikhe ndakrokra.

Emva kokumlinda ixesha elide, efikile nje,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, nabani na ozondla ngokholo ufumana uBomi obungcwele Ngokufumana uBomi obungcwele, uyamtshabalalisa umntu.

 

Ngamanye amazwi, itshabalalisa imbewu eyaveliswa sisono sokuqala.

Buyisa indalo egqibeleleyo njengoko iphuma ezandleni zam, njengam.

Iza kodlula ubume bengelosi ngokwayo ngobuhandiba.” Akuba etshilo, wanyamalala.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo wabe uYesu wam endimthandayo engekafiki. Ndaziva ngathi ndiyafa kukungabikho kwakhe.

Ke kaloku, xa ilixa lokugqibela lemini, enemfesane, weza uYesu, wandanga;

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ngamanye amaxesha kuyafuneka ukuba ndingezi. Kungenjalo, ndingabunikela njani ubulungisa bam?

Bebona nje ukuba andibohlwayi, bebeya besanda amadoda.

 

Ngoko ke, iimfazwe nokubulawa kwabantu ziyafuneka. Isiqalo kunye neendlela ezisetyenzisiweyo ziya kuba buhlungu kakhulu, kodwa isiphelo siya kuba nemihlali kakhulu.

 

Ngaphezu koko, njengoko usazi kakuhle  , eyona nto iphambili kukurhoxa kwiNtando yam".

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizifumene ndingaphandle komzimba wam kwaye, emva kokuhamba ndifuna uYesu wam othandekayo, ndamfumana.

Kodwa ndothuka ndambona entywizisa iinyembezi.

Wayetshone ngameva amaninzi ezinyaweni zakhe;

nto leyo eyamenza waqaqanjelwa kwaye engakwazi ukuhamba.

 

Ebexhwalekile wonke, wazijula ​​ezingalweni zam ngathi ufuna ukuphumla, aphinde akhuphe la meva kuye.

Ndazigona ndathi:

 

"Sithandwa sam esimnandi, ukuba bendize ngemihla yokugqibela,

ubungazanga ube nameva angaka ezinyaweni zakho.

Zithe zatshona nje ezinye ngendizithwele ngoko nangoko.

 

Le nto uyenzileyo ngokungezi.

Ndithe ndisatsho ndabe ndixakekile ndiwakhupha onke loo meva.

Iinyawo zikaYesu ezisikelelekileyo zazivuza igazi kwaye wayeva iintlungu eziqatha.

 

Emva koko, ngokungathi ufumene amandla, wafuna ukugalela kum ubukrakra bakhe.

 

Emva kwexesha   wathi kum  :

Ntombi yam, hayi, ubutshinga ebantwini, ukuba zininzi iindlela ezijijekileyo;

Ngumzekelo ombi weenkokeli ezazinempembelelo kuzo.

 

Xa umntu enegunya, kungakhathaliseki ukuba lincinane kangakanani na,

umoya wokungazingci kufuneka ube kukukhanya okukhokelayo.

 

Okusesikweni akubonisayo kumele kube njengombane

-ukubetha amehlo abantu abaqhubayo,

ukuze bangabi nakuzikhwebula kuye okanye kwimizekelo yakhe. Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

 

Ngale ntsasa, xa uYesu wam othandekayo weza, wabonwa eze. Ndathi xa ndikhangela ngaphakathi ndikhangela indlela yokuzigquma, wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

bandihlutha bonke ubunqununu, ubukhosi nobukhosi.

Kwaye, ukufumana amalungelo am phezu kwezidalwa,

kuyimfuneko ukuba abaphange kwaye, phantse, abatshabalalise.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, baya kuyiqonda apho

-Apho kungekho Thixo njengommiselo njengokumkani noMongami, yonke into abayenzayo iyabakhokela

- ukutshatyalaliswa kwabo kwaye, ngenxa yoko,

- emthonjeni wabo bonke ububi. "

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye, nje ukuba ndibone uYesu wam othandekayo,   wathi kum   :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa nditsala umphefumlo ebusweni bam,

ifumana inzuzo yokufumana nokuxelisa indlela yam yobuthixo yokusebenza.

 

Emva koko xa lo mphefumlo usebenza nezidalwa,

aba baziva amandla esenzo sobuthixo esinawo lo mphefumlo ».

 

Emva koko ndaziva ndinoloyiko oluthile, oko kukuthi, ndazibuza ukuba ezi zinto ndizenzayo ngaphakathi kum ziyamkholisa na uYehova.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

“ Yini na ukuba woyike, xa umphefumlo wakho uthe wamiliselwa kowam? Kananjalo, yonke into oyenzayo ngaphakathi kwakho ifakwe ndim.

 

Ezo zinto bendisoloko ndizenza nani, ndicebisa ukuba ndingazenza njani ukuze ndizonwabele. Ngamanye amaxesha ndibize iingelosi.

Kwaye, kunye nawe, benza le nto ubuyenza ngaphakathi.

 

Kuthetha ukuba ndiyayixabisa into oyenzayo ngokuvisisana noko ndikufundise kona.

Ngoko ke, qhubekani ningoyiki. Ngoko ndahlala ndizolile.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndingekho emzimbeni wam.

Ndaqala ukufuna uYesu wam endimthandayo andamfumana. Ndaphinda ndaqalisa ukufuna kwam, ndilila, kodwa ndatsho phantsi.

Ndandingazi ukuba mandithini.

 

Intliziyo yam yayibuhlungu.

Ebesezintlungwini kangangokuba andinakuyichaza.

Ndingatsho nje ukuba andizazi ukuba ndahlala njani ndiphila.

 

Ngelixesha ndikulo meko ibuhlungu, ndandisoloko ndimfuna uYesu, kuba ndandingayeki ukukhangela umzuzwana.

Ekugqibeleni ndamfumana ndamxelela:

“Nkosi yam, ungandenzani ngolu hlobo? Jonga ukuba yintlupheko le endinokuyinyamezela!"

Emva koko, ndidinwe ndiyimfe, ndazinikezela ezingalweni zakhe. Ezele yimfesane, uYesu wandijonga   waza wathi  :

“Ntombi yam endiyithandayo, unyanisile.

Zolani, kuba ndinawe kwaye andiyi kukushiya. Ntombazana, hayi indlela obandezeleka ngayo!

Ukubandezeleka kothando kubi ngaphezu kokubandezeleka kwesihogo.

Yintoni ecinezela umntu ngakumbi, isihogo okanye   uthando olukrazukileyo  ?

 

Ukuba ubusazi ukuba ndibandezeleka kangakanani ngokukubona, ngenxa yam, ndicinezelwe ngolu thando.

Ukuze ungandibandezeli kangako,

ufanele ukuzola xa ndikuhlutha uBukho Bam  .

 

Khawube nomfanekiso woku:

 

ukuba ndibandezeleka kakhulu xa ndibona abo bangandithandiyo bebandezeleka nabandikhubekisayo, kobeka phi xa ndibona abo bandithandayo bebandezeleka?

 

Ndichukunyiswe kukukuva oku, ndathi: “Nkosi, xa ungezi, ubuncinane ndixelele ukuba uyafuna ukuba ndimke kwesi sizwe.

ngaphandle kokulinda ukuba umvumi wam eze ».

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Hayi, andifuni ukuba umke kule meko ngaphambi kokuba kufike umchasi wakho.

Luyeke lonke uloyiko.

Ndiza kungena ngaphakathi kwakho ndibambe izandla zakho zozibini kwezam. Kwaye, ngokudibana nezandla zam, uya kuqonda ukuba ndikunye nawe. "

 

Ngaloo ndlela, xa umnqweno wobukho bakhe ufika kum, ndivakalelwa kukuba izandla zam zibambene kwezo zikaYesu.” Njengoko ndifumana unxibelelwano lobuthixo, ndiyazola ndize ndithi kum:

"Yinyani, Unam."

 

Ngamanye amaxesha xa umnqweno wam wokumbona usiba namandla,

Ndive sele endiqinisa ngakumbi izandla zam aze   athi kum  :

 

"Luisa, ntombam, ndikhona, ndilapha, ungandifuni kwenye indawo."

Ingathi nam ndizolile.

 

Ndihlala ndimbona uYesu wam othandekayo ngendlela efanayo,

oko kukuthi, ngaphakathi kwam. Kodwa, ngeli xesha, ndambona ephethe umqolo emhlabeni ephethe isibetho esandleni sakhe, kwaye malunga nokusithumela kwizidalwa.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi kukho izohlwayo kwizityalo. Kwakukho ukufa kwabantu.

 

Wathi xa eza kusihlisela esi sibetho.

Utsho amazwi asoyikisayo endikhumbula ngawo kuphela oku:

 

"Bendingayifuni, kodwa wena ngokwakho uzame ukuba ndikutshabalalise.

Kulungile, ndiza kukutshabalalisa. Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Owu! Kuthatha ixesha elingakanani ukwenza uYesu eze okwethutyana!

Kukunxunguphala kwentliziyo rhoqo kunye noloyiko. Kananjalo ayizi. Owu Thixo, okunjani kona ukubandezeleka!

Andazi ukuba siphila njani ngolu hlobo: siphila ngokufa!

 

UYesu wabonwa okwethutyana ekwimeko elusizi, nengalo yakhe yanqunyulwa. Bonke bebandezelekile,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, uyazibona izidalwa zindenza ntoni?" Ufuna ndingabohlwayi njani? "

Njengoko wayethetha oku, kwabonakala kum ukuba uthabatha umnqamlezo ophakamileyo. Iingalo zalo mnqamlezo zanda ngaphezu kwezixeko ezithandathu okanye ezisixhenxe kwaye izohlwayo ezahlukahlukeneyo zazilandela enye kwenye. Ndabandezeleka kakhulu xa ndibona oku.

 

UYesu  , owayefuna ukundiphazamisa kule ntlungu,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ubandezeleka kakhulu xa ndikuhlutha ubukho bam.

 

Ngaphandle kwemfuneko, kufuneka yenzeke kuwe.

Ngenxa yokuba, emva kokuba udibene noBunkulunkulu ixesha elide, ungcamle ubumnandi bokukhanya okuNgcwele.

 

Okukhona umntu ekungcamla ukuKhanya, kokukhona eziva ngamandla ukungabikho kwayo: bafumana iingxaki, iintloni kunye nokubandezeleka okuziswa bubumnyama.”

Emva koko uthi  :

“Nangona kunjalo, eyona nto iphambili kuye wonke umntu yileya ingaphakathi

zonke iingcinga zakhe, namazwi, nemisebenzi yakhe,   akazifuni

Asiyonto yakhe   yokuthuthuzela,

okanye   ukuzithemba,

okanye ulonwabo oluvela   kwabanye;

kodwa ukuthanda kukaThixo kuphela.”

 

Ngale ntsasa bendinexhala lokungabikho kuka Yesu wam othandekayo.Ngexesha lomthendeleko, wathi nje ukuba uYesu angene entliziyweni yam,

Ndaqalisa ukuthetha ububhanxa:

 

"Sithandwa sam, asikokuhlala uzolile xa ungezi.

Xa undibona ndixolile, uyayisebenzisa kakubi kwaye ayithi qatha into yokuba uze. Ngoko ke, kuyimfuneko ukwenza ububhanxa, ngaphandle koko iziphumo azifumaneki. "

 

Ukundiva uYesu washukuma ngaphakathi kwam wambona encuma.

 

Wathi akuva ubudenge bam  , wathi kum  .

“Ngoko ufuna ngokwenene ndibandezeleke.

Kuba uyazi ukuba ukuba unexhala, ndibandezeleka ngakumbi.

 

Sukuzama ukuhlala uzolile,

kufana nokufuna ukundenza ndibandezeleke ngakumbi ".

 

Ke mna, ndisisidenge njengoko bendinjalo, ndithi:

"Kungcono ubandezeleke, kuba ngokubandezeleka kwakho uya kuba nemfesane ngakumbi ekubandezelekeni kwam.

Kwakhona, ukubandezeleka okuza kuwe ngenxa yesono kubi. Logama nje oko uhlupheka ayilulo uhlobo lokubandezeleka. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

Kodwa, ukuba ndithe ndafika, nindinyanzela ukuba ndingabohlwayi xa kuyimfuneko.

Ngoko ke fanelana nam ngokuthanda endikufunayo. "

 

Ke, ndikhumbula into endiyibonile kwezi ntsuku zimbalwa zidlulileyo, ndathi:

"Zizohlwayo zini le nizithethayo? Ezi nifuna ukubulala abantu kuzo? Babulaleni. Kufuneka beze kuni ngenye imini kwelakowabo.

Logama nje ubagcina.

Into endiyifunayo kukuba nibakhulule kwizinto ezimbi ezosulelayo. INkosi yawatyeshela amazwi am, yathi shwaka.

 

Xa ebuya, wayesoloko ebonwa ngomqolo emhlabeni.

Phezu kwayo nje imigudu yam, andizange ndikwazi ukumenza ajonge kwicala lehlabathi.

 

Ndathi xa ndifuna ukumnyanzela   wathi  :

"Ungandinyanzeli, kungenjalo uyakundinyanzela ukuba ndikuhluthe ubukho bam."

 

Ndiye ndashiyeka ndizisola ngenxa yamazwi am. Ndaziva ngathi ndenze iimpazamo ezininzi.

 

Ndisazisola.

Ukanti uYehova usaqhubeka esiza yaye, efuna ukulungisa oko ndikwenzileyo izolo, ndithi kuye: “Nkosi, masihambe siye kubona oko kwenzayo izidalwa, ziyimifanekiso yakho, awufuni na ukuba nofefe ngazo?

 

Waphendula uYesu wathi  , Hayi, andifuni kuhamba, bonakalisile ngokuthanda kwabo.

Ndiya kukuvumela ukuba ukutya kwabo kusetyenziswe kubo.

Wena, ukuba ufuna ukuya kubanceda, bathuthuzele, yenza okuthile, qhubeka. Andi! "

 

Ndamshiya ke uYesu endimthandayo ndaya phakathi kwezidalwa. Ndanceda umntu wafa kakuhle.

Emva koko ndabona apho umoya osulelayo uvela khona kwaye ndenza isohlwayo ezininzi ukuwugcina kude.

Emva koko, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

UYesu wam osikelelekileyo waqhubeka ebonwa, kodwa kwathi cwaka.

 

Emva kokuba enze izinto ezinkulu, uYesu wam othandekayo weza   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, inkxaso yobungcwele bokwenyani kuzazi".

Ndaphendula: "Nyani?"

Wathi kum  :

“Kambe ke, ngenxa yokuba ukuzazi kuyawubandeza umphefumlo kuwo, nto leyo ephela   sele izinikele ngokupheleleyo kulwazi olufumana kuThixo  .

Ndiyayithanda lento

xa kungekho nto iphuma kuye ngokwakhe,   ngokwakhe, umsebenzi wakhe ophuma kuThixo   ngokwakhe.

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Xa umphefumlo

- ukhulelwe,

- ixhomekeke ngokupheleleyo kuThixo nayo yonke into eyeyakhe, uThixo unxibelelana naye ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ukuba, ngokuchaseneyo, umphefumlo maxa wambi uxhalabele uThixo yaye maxa wambi ngenye into, uThixo unxibelelana nabo ngokuyinxenye kuphela. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndaya kukhangela oyena Yesu wam umnandi kwaye, ndishukuma, ndambona ezingalweni   zikaKumkanikazi uMama  .

 

Hayi indlela awayedinwe ngayo!

Ezele bubuganga, ndaphantse ndamkrazula ezingalweni zikaMama wakhe. Ndaye ndambamba ezingalweni zam ndamxelela:

"Sithandwa sam, esi sisithembiso sakho sokuba ungandilahli,

ngelixa kwezi ntsuku zimbalwa zidlulileyo ufike kancinci, okanye awukho kwaphela?

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Bendinawe, awundiboni nje kakuhle.

Ngapha koko, ukuba iminqweno yakho ibinzulu kangangokuba ubunokutshisa isigqubuthelo esikuthintela ukuba ungandiboni, ngokuqinisekileyo unge   undibonile.

 

Emva koko   , ngokungathi uyandibongoza,   wongeza  :

 

“   Uze unganeli nje ukuba lilungisa, kodwa kwanelungisa.

Ngena Justice for

Ndithande,

ndiqeshe   ,

Ndizukise,

ndibulele,

Ndisikelele   ,  _

ndilungise,

ndithande,

hayi nje wena, kodwa zonke ezinye izidalwa.

 

Ezi ziintlawulo zobulungisa

-endiyifuna kuyo yonke indalo kunye

-oko kubuyela kum njengoMdali.

 

Nabani na ondichasayo nanye kwezi zinto akanakuthi ulungile. Cinga, ke ngoko, ngokuzalisekisa umsebenzi wakho wobulungisa.

Ngobulungisa uya kufumana isiqalo nesiphelo sobungcwele.”

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndizifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndibone ngokufutshane uYesu wam othandekayo ngexesha lokuvuka kwakhe. Wayembethe ingubo yokukhanya okuqaqambileyo, kangangokuba ilanga laba mnyama phambi koku kukhanya.

Ndavuya ndathi: “Nkosi, andifanelekanga ukuba ndichukumise uMntu wakho ozukileyo, ndivumele nokuba ndichukumise isambatho sakho.

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Sithandwa sam, uthini?

Emva kokuba ndivusiwe, andizange ndifune mpahla.

 

Izambatho zam ngoku zelanga, zokukhanya okucocekileyo okugubungela uBuntu bam, obu Buntu obuya kukhanya ngonaphakade.

- ukunika uvuyo olungathethekiyo kuzo zonke iimvakalelo zabasikelelweyo baseZulwini. Oku kunikezelwe kuBuntu bam kuba akukho nxalenye yoBuntu bam engazange igqunywe lihlazo, iintlungu kunye namanxeba. "

 

Akuba etshilo uYesu, wathi shwaka, akwabakho mkhondo.

- okanye ngoBuntu bakhe,

- hayi iimpahla zakhe.

Ngamanye amazwi, ndandifuna ukuchola-chola iingubo zakhe ezingcwele, zemka kum ndaza andazifumana.

 

Ngelixa ndihleli kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo uyeza, kodwa phantse ehlala ethe cwaka.

Okanye, ukuchaneka ngakumbi, undixelela izinto ezingenyaniso.

Kwenzeka ukuba, lo gama uYehova ekho,

Ndiyawaqonda amazwi awathetha kum kwaye kubonakala ngathi ndingawaphinda. Kodwa xa uYesu enyamalala, olo khanyiso lwenyaniso lufakwe kum,

Ndivakalelwa kukuba isusiwe kum kwaye andinakuthetha nto.

 

Ngoku kusasa bekufuneka ndenze yonke into ndilinde uYesu.

Ufike wandikhupha emzimbeni wam enomsindo omkhulu.

 

Ukumkholisa, ndenza izenzo ezininzi zokuguquka, kodwa wayebonakala engayithandi kwaphela loo nto. Ndizamile ukuguqula izenzo zenguquko.

Ngubani na owaziyo ukuba isenzo esithile sinokumkholisa?

 

Ekugqibeleni ndathi kuye:

"Nkosi, ndiyaguquka kwiziphoso ezenziwe ndim kunye nazo zonke izidalwa zomhlaba, ndiyaguquka kuphela ngenxa yokuba sikukhubekisile, oPhezulu oPhezulu.

Ngelixa ulufanele uthando, besinobuganga bokukukhubekisa. "

 

Kwabonakala kum ukuba la mazwi okugqibela amkholisa uYehova kwaye athoba ingqumbo yakhe.

 

Emva koko, yandisa kumbindi wesitrato apho amadoda amabini amile okwezilwanyana ayezimisele ngokupheleleyo ukutshabalalisa zonke iintlobo zokuziphatha okuhle.

Babebonakala bomelele njengeengonyama, benxitywe yinkanuko. Bahlwayela unkwantyo nonkwantyo.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

Ukuba nifuna ukundizolisa, ngenani phakathi kwala madoda;

ukubaqinisekisa ngobubi ababenzayo, ngelixa bejongene nobushushu babo. "

 

Nangona ndandineentloni, ndaya apho. Bathi bakundibona nje bafuna ukundiqwenga.

Ndamxelela:

"Mandithethe nawe ke uzokwenza unothanda ngam.

Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba ukuba unokuqonda injongo yakho yokutshabalalisa impahla yokuziphatha - enxulumene nenkolo, izimilo kunye nentlalontle,

ngaphandle kokuqaphela iimpazamo zakho,

-Uya kukwazi ukutshabalalisa zonke iimpahla zenyama kunye nezexeshana ngaxeshanye.

 

Enyanisweni, okukhona beshenxiswa kwizinto zokuziphatha, kokukhona ububi bokwenyama busanda. Ke ngoko, ngaphandle kokuqonda, batshabalalise abo bakhweli ubathanda kakhulu!

Anisebenzi ngokunxamnye nokulungelwa kwenu kuphela;

-kodwa ufuna into etshabalalisa ubomi bakho;

Kwaye uya kuba ngunobangela wokuzisa iinyembezi ezikrakra kwabaseleyo bakho.  "

 

Emva koko ndenze intobeko enkulu endingakwaziyo ukuyichaza. La madoda mabini aba njengezidalwa ezibini eziphuma   ephambene.

Bebe weak bengenawo namandla okundibamba. Ngoko ndadlula phakathi kwabo ngokukhululekileyo.

 

Ndandiqonda ukuba akukho mandla anokumelana neNgqiqo kunye nokuThobeka.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo wayengezi. Ndiye ndathi:

"Ndimele ndenze ntoni kule meko ukuba into endivuyisayo ayisekho?

ngcono uyiphelise kube kanye. "

 

Ngelixa bendithetha oku, uYesu wam othandekayo weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

inqaku elibalulekileyo kukucinezela iintshukumo zokuqala.

Ukuba umphefumlo uqaphele ukwenza oku, yonke into iya kulunga. Kodwa

- ukuba akunjalo,

iinkanuko ziya kuvuka phezulu kwaye zonakalise uMkhosi oNgcwele othi, njengomqobo, ujikeleze umphefumlo.

- yigcine ikhuselekile e

-ukugcina iintshaba zakhe ezihlala zizama ukuseta imigibe kunye nokumosha.

 

Ngokukhawuleza ukuba umphefumlo wenza intshukumo yokuqala,

-ukuba ingena kuyo, ithobe, iguquke kwaye, ngenkalipho, iyilahle, amandla kaThixo ajikeleze umphefumlo kwakhona.

 

Ukuba, ngokuchaseneyo, akayeki;

waphula imiqobo yamandla angcwele, umphefumlo uvula umnyango kubo bonke ububi.

 

Ngoko ke,   lumka

-kwiintshukumo zokuqala,

-iingcinga kunye namazwi angalunganga kwaye angcwele,

ukuba ufuna amandla kaThixo angakushiyi wedwa nangomzuzu omnye.

 

Ngaphandle koko, ukuba iintshukumo zokuqala zibaleka kuwe,

ayisengumphefumlo olawulayo, kodwa ziinkanuko ezilawulayo. "

 

Ngoku kusasa ndizibone sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam.

Emva kokuba ndihambe ndifuna uYesu wam othandekayo, ndamfumana. Ebekwimeko elusizi kangangokuba yandophula intliziyo.

Izandla zakhe zahlatywa zaza zaba buhlungu, kangangokuba zazingenakuchukunyiswa.

 

Ndiye ndazama ukubabamba ukuze ndiphumze iminwe ndipholise amanxeba kodwa andakwazi kuba uYesu ebekhala ezintlungu zinzima.

 

Ndingazi noba ndenzeni, ndamsondeza kum ndathi:

 

"Sithandwa sam sekukudala wabelana nam ngeentlungu zamanxeba akho, mhlawumbi yiyo lento izinto ziye zaqatsela.

Ndicela undivumele ndibelane ngokubandezeleka kwakho. Ke, ukuba ndiyabandezeleka, ukubandezeleka kwakho kunokuncipha ».

 

Ndithe ndisathetha, kwathi gqi ingelosi inesikhonkwane esandleni sayo, yandihlaba ezandleni nasezinyaweni. Kanye xa wayebethelela isikhonkwane ezandleni zam,

Sthandwa sam iminwe kaYesu yayiyekelele kwaye amanxeba akhe ayephola. Xa ndandibandezelekile, iNkosi yathi kum:

“ Ntombi yam  , umnqamlezo ngumthendeleko  .

Umthendeleko ngamnye uvelisa iziphumo zayo ezikhethekileyo:

-oku kususa isono,

- oku kubangela ububele,

- udibana noThixo,

- oko kunika amandla,

kunye nezinye iziphumo ezininzi.

 

Ngumnqamlezo kuphela odibanisa zonke ezi ziphumo

-ukuzivelisa emphefumlweni ngempumelelo enjalo

enokuthi, ngexesha elifutshane kakhulu, yenze umphefumlo ufane nowokuqala owawuvela kuwo ».

 

Ke, ngokungathi uYesu ufuna ukuphumla kancinci, warhoxa wangena ngaphakathi kwam.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo uze okwethutyana.

 

Wathi kum:   “Ntombi yam,

Nabani na othanda uThixo ngokupheleleyo, makazinikele ngokupheleleyo kuThixo, waza ke wazivalela ngaphakathi kwam, akathetha nto yimbi.

 

Ngoko ke, ndakumbona esondele kakhulu kum, ndathi kuye: “Nkosi, ndenzele inceba.

Awuboni ukuba yomile kwaye yome yonke into emphefumlweni wam? Kum ingathi ndomile kakhulu: kuba ngathi andizange ndifumane nethontsi lemvula. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

“Kungcono ngolo hlobo.

 

Ngaba uyazi ukuba okukhona zoma iinkuni kokukhona umlilo uziqwenga ngokulula kwaye kokukhona uziguqula zibe ngumlilo? Intlantsi yanele ukuba ibavuthe.

 

Kodwa ukuba iinkuni zizele yincindi kwaye aziyomi kakuhle, kuthatha umlilo omkhulu ukuzitshisa kunye nexesha elide ukuzijika zibe ngumlilo.

 

Kunjalo emphefumlweni. Xa yonke into yomile, intlantsi yanele ukuyiguqula ngokupheleleyo ibe ngumlilo wothando lukaThixo. "

 

Ndiyamxelela:

Uyandihleka , Nkosi yam; Hayi indlela ekurhabaxa ngayo yonke into kule mbalela! Ngaphandle koko, kufuneka utshise ntoni, ukuba yomile?

 

Wandiphendula wathi:

"Andidlali ngawe: awuyiqondi into endiyithethayo? Xa yonke into ingomile emphefumlweni,

ulwaneliseko   yincindi,

ulwaneliseko   yincindi,

incasa yomntu   yincindi;

ukuzithemba yi-   lymph.

 

Ngokuphambene noko, xa yonke into isomile kwaye umphefumlo usebenza, le lymph ayifumani iziteshi zokuhamba.

 

Umlilo ongcwele, fumana umphefumlo

-Eyedwa, eze, womile, njengoko wayenjalo ekudalweni kwakhe nguMdali;

- kuthe kanti bubuze bayo, bungabiyiyo yodwa ingubo yayo;

kulula kakhulu kuye ukuguqula umphefumlo kuMlilo wakhe wobuthixo.

 

Ke,   ndiyinika   umoya woxolo  ,

- ukuyigcina ngokuthobela ngaphakathi e

-kumkhusela ngentobelo yangaphandle.

 

Olu xolo luzala uThixo emphefumlweni, oko kukuthi, uThixo ngokupheleleyo

- kuyo yonke imisebenzi yakhe,

-kuzo zonke iimpawu zayo e

-Ngazo zonke iindlela zeLizwi eliMnyama,

 

ukuze bavuke emphefumlweni

-Ubulula beLizwi,

-ukuthobeka kwakhe,

-umlutha wobomi bakhe njengomntwana,

- ukugqibelela kobuhle bakhe abadala,

- ukwenzakala e

- ukubethelelwa kokufa kwakhe.

 

Kwakhona, ihlala iqala ngale ndlela ilandelayo:

Nabani na ofuna uKristu ngokupheleleyo, makazinikele ngokupheleleyo kuKrestu. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokuba endixhwalekise kakhulu, uye wafika uYesu wam othandekayo.

 

"Sithandwa sam Okuhle, kwesi sihlandlo ndiza kukwanga kakhulu kangangokuba awuzokwazi ukuphuncuka." Ngeli xesha, ndaziva ndigcwele uThixo, ngokungathi ndikhukuliswa ngamanzi, kangangokuba amandla omphefumlo wam ahlala ethabathekile kwaye engasebenzi. Babebukele nje.

 

Emva kokuba kule meko yokungasebenzi ixeshana - yeyiphi imeko emnandi kwaye emnandi! -uYesu wam othandekayo   wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngamanye amaxesha ndigcwalisa umphefumlo kunye nam kangangokuba, ukusabalalisa kum, umphefumlo uhlala ungasebenzi.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha ndishiya inxalenye yomphefumlo ingenanto

Kwaye ke, ebusweni bam, umphefumlo usebenza ngokumangalisayo. Ibandakanya izenzo

-ncoma,

-umbulelo,

- uthando,

-ukulungisa kunye nabanye.

Kwaye, ngale ndlela, igcwalisa ezo zikhewu endizishiyayo.

 

La mazwe mabini aye aphantsi kwaye ayancedana. ”

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, usikelelwe uYesu akazange afike. Owu! Bangaphi na ububhanxa endibuthethileyo, ndibubhanxa!

Akukho mfuneko yakuthetha apha.

 

Emva kokudinwa ngokugqithiseleyo, ndaziva ndisondele kakhulu emntwini ndingabuboni ubuso bakhe. Ndolule isandla ukuba ndimbambe ndafika ebeke intloko yakhe egxeni lam.

 

Wayengekho zingqondweni. Ndiye ndamjonga ndamqaphela uYesu wam lo umnandi, ibingathi uqulekile bububhanxa ebendibuthetha.

 

Uthe nje ukuba abuyele ezingqondweni, andazi ukuba zingaphi ezinye izibhanxa endandifuna ukumxelela zona, kodwa   wathi kum  :

 

"Thula, thula! Akusafuneki sithethe.

Kungenjalo ungandenza ndilahlekelwe zingqondo.

 

Ukuthula kwakho kuya kundenza ndifumane amandla kwakhona.

Kwaye ke ndiyakwazi ukukuncamisa, ndikuwole kwaye ndonwabe. ”

So, ndiye ndathula and we kissed many times. UYesu undinike imiboniso emininzi yothando, kodwa andazi ukuba ndingayichaza njani.

 

Ndiye ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam

Ndaye ndaya kumfuna Oyintanda womphefumlo wam.

Andiyifumani, ndawaphakamisela eZulwini amehlo am: ngubani owaziyo ukuba andiyi kuyifumana.

 

Apho phezulu ndabona uMama weKumkanikazi kunye noYesu Krestu bebekwe ngasemva.

Babephikisana yaye, ekubeni uYesu wayengafuni ukumamela uMama wakhe, wamnikela umva. Wabonakala enomsindo kwaye kwakubonakala kum ukuba umlilo womsindo wakhe uphuma emlonyeni wakhe.

 

Inye kuphela into endiyiqondayo kukuba

Ngaloo mini, iNkosi yethu yayifuna ukutshabalalisa yonke into ekhonza umntu njengokutya,

xa iNgcwele Inyulu Engcwele yayingafuni.

 

UYesu wathi kuye  :

Kodwa ke umlilo womsindo wam wawuthululelwa kubani na? Umama waphendula endikhomba:

Nanko ke umntu onokubuphalazela kuye ubushushu bakho   .

Ngaba uyazi ukuba uhlala ekulungele ukuphumeza iminqweno yethu. "

 

Ukuva oku, uYesu waguqukela kunina ngokungathi bafumene into ethile.

Zabiza izithunywa zezulu, zanika nganye kuzo intlantsi yomlilo owawuphuma emlonyeni kaYesu.

 

Ezi ngelosi zazisa ezi ntlantsi kum.

Babeka enye emlonyeni wam kwaye enye ezandleni zam, ezinyaweni nasentliziyweni yam. Hayi indlela endiye ndabandezeleka ngayo! Ndaziva ndityiwa kwaye ndibuhlungu ngulo mlilo.

 

Noko ke, ndarhoxa ekunyamezeleni yonke loo nto.

U-Yesu osikelelekileyo noMama wakhe   babengababukeli bembandezelo zam. UYesu wabonakala ezolile kancinci.

 

Ngeli xesha, ndiye ndawuhlaziya umzimba wam.

Umntu owavumayo wayendikhumbuza ukuba ndithobele ngokomkhwa wakhe.

 

Okungcono ngakumbi, wavakalisa injongo yakhe yokundenza ndibandezeleke ngokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni. UYesu wavuma ukwabelana nam ngeembandezelo zakhe.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba u-confessor wam uwugqibile umsebenzi owawuqalwe nguKumkanikazi. Yanga yonke into mayibe ngenxa yozuko lukaThixo.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndithe ndisentlungwini kakhulu, uYesu wasikelelwa wachukumiseka ngaphakathi kwam.

Ndambona apho aziyeke wancanyiswa wangathi uxhaswe ngomnye umntu. Ndamangaliswa kukuyibona.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ingaphakathi lomphefumlo linjengegquba leenkanuko.

 

Njengoko umphefumlo uqhubela phambili ukutshabalalisa ezi nkanuko,

- iimfanelo ezithatha indawo yazo,

-ikhatshwa ziinceba ezahlukeneyo.

Njengoko izidima zifezekiswa, ubabalo lwam luyanda.

 

Kuba itrone yam yenziwe ngezinto ezilungileyo,

umntu oneempawu   ezintle

undinika itrone, ukuze ndilawule entliziyweni   yakhe

wolula iingalo zakhe ukuba andiphuze aze andincwase ngokuqhubekayo, de ndifumane ulonwabo kum ukuba   kunye naye.

 

Liyinyaniso elokuba umphefumlo unokungcoliswa, kodwa isidima sihlala sihleli. Logama nje umphefumlo ukwazi ukugcina isidima, unabo. Kodwa xa umphefumlo uphelelwa sisidima, ufana nembuyekezo.

 

Oko kukuthi, isidima sibuyela kum, apho sasivela khona.

Ungothuki ke xa undibona ndinje ngaphakathi kwakho. "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu  wam oyintanda    wandikhupha emzimbeni wam   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombazana yam, kunokuthiwa zonke izidima ziimpawu zam kunye neempawu zam. Kodwa akunakuthiwa uthando lolunye lweempawu zam.

Hayi, uthando yindalo yam.

Zonke izidima ziyitrone yam neempawu zam, kodwa uthando luyinto yam. "

 

Ndithe ndakuva oku, ndakhumbula ukuba ngezolo ndandikhe ndaxelela umntu owayesoyika ukusindiswa kwakhe.

-ukuba abo bamthanda ngokwenene uYesu Kristu banokuqiniseka ukuba baya kusindiswa.

 

Mna ke, ndicinga ukuba akunakwenzeka

INkosi yethu iwususe kuye umphefumlo omthanda ngentliziyo yakhe yonke. Yiyo loo nto ndithe kulo mntu:

"Masicinge ngokumthanda kwaye usindiso lwethu siya kulubamba ezandleni zethu". Ndandula ke ndabuza uYesu wam onobubele ukuba, ngokuthetha oku, ndandithethe kakubi na.

Waphendula wathi:

"Sithandwa sam, ilungile le nto uyithethileyo, kuba uthando lunolwalo.

:

-kwizinto ezimbini, yenza enye;

-kwemiyolelo emibini, wenza into enye.

Umphefumlo oNdithandayo wenza into nam, intando.

Angathini na ke ukuzahlula kum?

Okungakumbi, ukuba yindalo yam Uthando,

-ukuba ufumene intlantsi yothando emntwini, ngoko nangoko ummanyanisa ngoThando olungunaphakade.

 

Kanye njengokuba kungenakwenzeka ukuqeqesha

- imiphefumlo emibini kumphefumlo omnye,

- Imizimba emibini emzimbeni omnye,

ngenxa yoko   akanako ukuba lowo undithanda ngokwenene aye emonakalweni wakhe”.

 

Ngale ntsasa, nje ukuba ndibone uYesu wam endimthandayo, ndacinga ukuba ndimbone ephethe iphepha ekubhalwe kulo la mazwi:

 

"I-mortification ivelisa uzuko.

Nabani na ofuna ukufumana umthombo wazo zonke iziyolo makakhwebuke kuyo yonke into engamkholisiyo uThixo.”

 

Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ekuseni ndibone uYesu wam othandekayo.

Ndingazi ukuba kutheni, ndamva, wathi:

 

"IFransi ihlwempu! IFransi ihlwempu!

Uziphakamisile iintloko zakho, uwaphule, uwaphule awona mthetho ungcwele, ngokundikhanyela, ngenxa yoThixo wakho.

Nibe ngumzekelo ezintlangeni ukuze nizitsalele ebubini. Kwaye umzekelo wakho unamandla kangangokuba ezinye iintlanga ziza kuzitshabalalisa.

 

Kodwa uyazi, nangona kunjalo, ukuba,

- kwisohlwayo osifaneleyo, kwaye

- ngenxa yesi sigwebo, uya koyiswa. "

 

Emva koko uYesu wangena ngaphakathi kwam.

Ndamva efuna uncedo, inceba novelwano ngaye

Ukubandezeleka. Kwakubuhlungu ukuva uYesu esikelelekileyo ecela uncedo kwizidalwa zakhe.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndiguqe phambi kwesibingelelo nabanye abantu ababini.

 

Ngelo xesha,   uYesu Kristu   wabonakala kwesi sibingelelo waza   wathi  :

«Amaxhoba okwenene omphefumlo

kufuneka unxibelelane noVe wam.

 

Bona

- bamele   banike isiqhamo ababesihlanganisele kum   kwaye

-  ndizibeke esichengeni sokubandezeleka kwam  . "

 

Uthe xa esitsho,

wathatha i-ciborium esandleni sakhe waza wenza umthendeleko kubantu abathathu ababekho.

 

Ngoko, emva kwesi sibingelelo, kwabonakala kukho umnyango

eyavuleka kwisitrato esizele ngabantu,   needemon ezixineneyo;

-ukuze ungahambi ngaphandle kokubethwa ngabo. Kwaye njengoko ezi demon zigutyungelwe   ngameva abukhali kakhulu.

ubungenakushukuma ngaphandle kokuziva uhlaselwe kumbindi wenyama yakho.

 

Ndingathanda ukuqhwesha kwezi zenzo zobudemon nangayiphi na indleko

Ndiphantse ndazama ukuyenza, kodwa andazi ukuba ngubani owayendinqanda.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

" Yonke into oyibonayo ngamayelenqe achasene neCawa kunye noPopu. Bangathanda ukuba uPopu ayishiye iRoma kwaye bona,

babeza kuhlasela iVatican baze bayilungele.

 

Kwaye ukuba ubufuna ukubaleka ezi ngxaki,

amadoda needemon babeza kufumana amandla e

babeya kudubula loo meva ayeya kulonakalisa ngokukrakra iBandla. Ke ukuba nanelisekile kukuva ubunzima, zombini ezo zinto ziya kuba buthathaka. "

 

Ndithe ndakuyiva lento ndayeka.

Kodwa ngubani onokuchaza into endiyiphilayo nendibandezeleke ngayo?

Ndandicinga ukuba andinakukwazi ukuyishiya le mimoya ingendawo.

Emva kokuhlala ngolu hlobo phantse ubusuku bonke, ukukhuselwa nguThixo kwandikhulula.

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam ngaphakathi ecaweni. Ndingazange ndambona uYesu wam othandekayo, ndaya kunkqonkqoza emnyango wentente ukuze uvulelwe nguYesu.

 

Ekubeni uYesu wayengandivulelanga, ndanesibindi ndaza ndavula umnyango ngokwam.

Apho ndafumana uOkuhle wam yedwa. Ngubani onokuchaza ukwaneliseka kwam!

Bendichulumancile ndijonge obu bubuhle obungathethekiyo. Wathi uYesu akundibona, wakhawuleza wandiwola,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

lonke ixesha lobomi bam liyavuselela

izenzo   ezithile zomntu,

kwakunye nezidanga zokuxelisa, uthando, imbuyekezo kunye   nabanye.

 

Ubomi bam boMthendeleko bubomi bonke

-ukucinywa,

-ukulungisa e

-ukusetyenziswa okuqhubekayo.

 

Ndingatsho

ukuba emva kokuba uthando lwam lufikelele kwincopho egqithisileyo,   e

nangona wayebethelelwe   emnqamlezweni.

 Andinakubufumana kubulumko bam obungenasiphelo 

omnye umqondiso wangaphandle wembonakaliso yothando kumntu,

Ndandifuna ukuqhubeka ndimbonisa uthando lwam ngokuhlala ndikunye naye   kuMthendeleko.

 

M  on the Incarnation, ubomi bam kunye nePastion yam   emnqamlezweni   zivuswa emntwini

uthando,

dumisa,-

enkosi   kwaye

ukulinganisa.

 

Kuye kuvuka ubomi bam boMthendeleko

uthando olumnandi,

uthando lokuphelelwa lithemba   kum,

 uthando ukusetyenziswa ngokugqibeleleyo.

Ndizitya kuBomi bam boMthendeleko,

umphefumlo ungatsho ukuba wenza ngobuThixo imisebenzi efanayo endihlala ndiyenza noThixo ngokuthanda abantu.

 

Kwaye oku kudla kuya kuzisa umphefumlo kubomi obungunaphakade ".

 

Ngale ntsasa, ekubeni uYesu wam osikelelekileyo engazange afike, ndaziva ndididekile kwaye ndithotyiwe.

 

Emva kokuba ndikhathazwe kakhulu,   wabonwa waza wathi kum  :

"Luisa, uhlala ehlazekile kunye noKristu!"

 

Kwaye ndonwabile ukuva oku kwaye ndifuna ukuhlaziswa kunye naye, ndithi:

"Ngamaxesha onke, oh Nkosi yam!"

 

Waphinda wathi  : "

"Ukuthotywa rhoqo kunye noKristu sisiqalo sokuphakanyiswa rhoqo kunye noKristu.

 

Ndayiqonda loo nto

- kokukhona umphefumlo uthotywa kunye noKristu nangenxa yakhe, e

- Okukhona oku kuthotywa kuqhubeka, kokukhona uYehova uya kuwuphakamisa lo mphefumlo.

 

Uya kuyiphakamisa njalo phambi kwenkundla yasezulwini yonke.

-kunye nabantu naphambi kweedemon ngokwabo.

 

Ndiqhubekeke kwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Ndimfumene uYesu wam othandekayo.

Ekubeni wayengafuni ndibone ububhanxa behlabathi,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, rhoxa. Akufunekanga sibubone ububi obunzulu obukhoyo ehlabathini."

 

Uthe ke yena,   etshilo , wandibamba  ;

“Into endiyicebisayo kukufumana umoya   wokuthandaza rhoqo.

Le ngqalelo rhoqo yomphefumlo ukuba uhlale uncokola nam,

- okanye ngentliziyo,

-okanye ngengqondo,

-okanye ngomlomo, e

-nokuba nenjongo elula, iyenza ibe ntle kakhulu emehlweni am

- ukuba amanqaku entliziyo yakhe angqinelane namanqaku eNtliziyo yam.

 

Ndiziva nditsaleleka ekuncokoleni nalo mphefumlo

-engabonisi kuphela imisebenzi eyongezelelweyo yoBuntu bam,

- kodwa kancinci i-ad intra isebenza ukuba ubuThixo bam busebenze kuBuntu bam.

 

“Ngaphezu koko,   ubuhle obufunyanwa ngumphefumlo ngomoya wokuthandaza ngokuqhubekayo bunjalo ukuba usathana

- ubethwe njengombane e

- edanile kwimigibe ezama ukufikelela kulo mphefumlo. "

Watsho uYesu wanyamalala ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Bendisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Amaxesha amaninzi ndimbona uYesu wam othandekayo, kodwa uhlala ethe cwaka. Ndaziva ndibhidekile andabe ndilinge ndimbuze.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kwakubonakala kum ukuba ufuna ukundixelela into ebuhlungu intliziyo yakhe engcwele. Ekugqibeleni, ngexesha lokugqibela efikile,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

uthando lwenene kufuneka lungazicingeli

-ngabo bayisebenzisayo, e

kulowo wamkelayo.

 

Ukuba kulawula ukuzingca, le ntaka ivelisa umsi

-emfamekisa ingqondo e

-nto leyo ekuthintelayo ekufumaneni impembelelo neziphumo zothando olungcwele.

 

Apha kuba,

-kwimisebenzi emininzi eyenziwayo, nasemisebenzini engcwele;

- Kuninzi lwenkathalo yesisa esibonelela ngayo, siziva singenanto.

Kwaye umphefumlo awusifumani isiqhamo sothando olusebenzayo ”.

 

Bendinobunzima obuninzi ngale ntsasa. UYesu wam othandekayo weza ngokungalindelekanga esasaza imitha yokukhanya. Ndizifumene ndigalelwe oku kukhanya kwaye, andazi ukuba njani, ndazifumana ndingaphakathi kuYesu   Krestu.

 

Ngubani onokuthi zingaphi izinto endiziqondayo kobu Buntu bungcwele? Ndingatsho nje ukuba ubuThixo babulawula kubo bonke uBuntu bukaYesu.

 

UbuThixo bunokuyenza ngephanyazo

- izenzo ezininzi umntu ngamnye kuthi anokuthi azenze okanye afuna ukuzenza ebomini bakhe.

 

Kwaye indlela ubuThixo obusebenza ngayo kubuntu bukaYesu Kristu,

Ndaqonda ngokucacileyo ukuba kubo bonke ubomi bakhe oSikelelweyo uYesu wayelungisa

kumntu wonke jikelele   e

nganye   ngokukodwa

yonke into enokwenziwa ngumntu wonke kuThixo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, uYesu wayenqula uThixo esenzela bonke abantu ngokukhethekileyo,

wabulela, walungisa, wazukisa kubo   bonke;

Wancoma, wabandezeleka kwaye wathandazela   wonke umntu.

 

Ngoko, ndiyifumene

yonke into ekufuneka yenziwe ngumntu wonke sele yenziwe kwiNtliziyo kaYesu   Krestu

 

Ndibuhlungu kakhulu ngokuphulukana noKulunga kwam okuPhakamileyo. Intliziyo yam ihleli ikrazukile, ndisifa   njalo;

Uye wafika uConfessor wam ndachaza imeko yam embi. Waqala ngokubiza uYesu esithi mandinyamezele ukubethelelwa.

 

UYesu akazange avume konke konke. Ingqondo yam yashiyeka ijinga, okwemizuzwana ndabona imibane ingena ingena ngaphakathi kwam ndingamboni uYesu.Owu Thixo! Okunjani kona ukubandezeleka! Ezi ziimbandezelo ezingenako   nokuchazwa.

 

Emva kokuba endenzele umzamo omkhulu, wade wafika uYesu ndaza ndaxabana naye. Wandinika   wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, ukuba ubungawazi unobangela wokungabikho kwam, ubunokuba nesizathu sokukhalazela ukuvinjwa kwam. Kodwa ukwazi ukuba andizi kuba ndifuna ukohlwaya ihlabathi, wonile ngokukhalaza!"

Ndathi, "Ikhona into phakathi kwam nehlabathi?"

 

UYesu waphinda wathi  : "Ewe, kukho into eninzi phakathi kwehlabathi nawe. Kuba xa ndifika, uthi kum: "Nkosi, ndifuna ukubanelisa. Ndifuna ukuva ubunzima ngenxa yabo".

Mna ke, ekubeni ndinyanisile ngokupheleleyo, andinako ukufumana ulwaneliseko kubo bobabini ngenxa yetyala elinye.

 

Ukuba ubunokwamkela ukwaneliseka kwetyala lehlabathi elivela kuwe, ihlabathi liya kuqina ngakumbi nangakumbi ebubini.

 

Ngala maxesha emvukelo, isohlwayo sifuneka ngamandla.

Ukuba ubungalibethanga ihlabathi, ubumnyama bebuya kuba mnyama kangangokuba yonke into iya kuba sebumnyameni. "

 

Wathi xa esitsho, ndazibona ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndaza ndabona umhlaba wonke ugutyungelwe bubumnyama, ngaphandle kwezinye iiwebhu zokukhanya.

Kuya kwenzeka ntoni kweli hlabathi lihlwempuzekileyo?

Ininzi into onokucinga ngayo ngezinto ezibuhlungu   ezizayo.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, bendiziva ndigula ngokwasemzimbeni. Intlungu yam yayingamandla kangangokuba ndandingathi   ndiyafa.

 

Ke, ndisoyika ukungena ngonaphakade, ndoyika ngakumbi ukuba uYesu osikelelekileyo uza kufika nje, njengesithunzi. Ukuba ifike ngokomkhwa wayo, andiyi koyika tu.

 

Ukuze ndibe kwimeko entle yokudibana noYesu, ndathandaza kuYehova ukuba andiphe uMoya wakhe oyiNgcwele.

ukuze ndibanelise ububi endibe ndibenza ngeengcinga zam;

mandimnike amehlo

ukuze ndanelise ububi endibe ndibenza   ngamehlo am, ukuze andinike umlomo wakhe, nezandla zakhe, neenyawo zakhe, nentliziyo yakhe,   nomzimba wakhe oyingcwele kangcwele.

- ukuze ndanelise kubo bonke ububi endinokuthi ndibenze kwaye

-kuko konke okulungileyo ngendikwenzileyo endingakwenzanga.

 

Ndithe ndisenza oku, kwafika uYesu esikelelekileyo, bonke benxibele ukubhiyoza. Wajonga kum,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, konke endikufanelayo,

Ndiyinike zonke izidalwa kwaye, ngendlela ekhethekileyo kunye neyona nto iphezulu, kwabo bangamaxhoba othando lwam.

Apha, nantoni na oyifunayo, ndiya kukunika yona.

Andikuniki nje kuphela, kodwa nabani na oyifunayo. Ke ngoko, ndicinga ngomvumo wam, ndathi kuYesu:

“Nkosi, ukuba uyandithabatha nawe, ndicela ukholise uBawo ovumayo”.

 

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

“Ngokuqinisekileyo uye wafumana imivuzo ethile

-enkosi ngenceba yakhe kuwe.

 

Kwaye ekubeni uye wabambisana naye, xa uthe wangena nam ebukumkanini bamaphakade,

ndiya kuphinda ndimvuze.

 

Intlungu yam yayisoloko isanda

Kwaye ndaziva ndonwabile ukuba semnyango wamaphakade. Kuthe kusenjalo wafika u-confessor wam wandibizela ukuthobela.

 

Ndandifuna uthula ngayo yonke into, kodwa wandinyanzela ukuba ndimxelele yonke into. Wawangxolisa amazwi akhe aqhelekileyo awathi, ngenxa yokuthobela,

Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ndife. Kodwa phezu kwako nje konke oku, intlungu yam yaqhubeka.

 

Ngaphandle kwesibakala sokuba ndandisoloko ndigula, ndandiziva ndixhalabile.

-Ngommiselo ongaqhelekanga womvumi wam,

-ngokungathi andikwazi ukubaleka ndisingise koPhakamileyo kwaye oLungileyo kuphela!

 

Kufanele kongezwe ukuba umthetheleli wam, owayeza kubhiyozela iMisa eNgcwele, akazange afune ukundinika umthendeleko.

ngenxa yokugabha okungapheliyo okwakundongamela.

 

Umvuma izono zam wandiyalela ngentobelo ukuba ndicele uYesu Kristu ukuba achukumise isisu sam ukuze ndiyeke ukugabha.

Efikile nje uYesu, wabeka isandla sakhe phezu kwesisu sam, kwaye ukugabha rhoqo kwaphela, nangona ububi baqhubeka.

ndiphinde ndizibone ndinexhala,

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, wenza ntoni?"

Awazi na ukuba   ukuba ukufa kuyakothusa ngokukufumana ukhathazekile, kuya kufuneka   uzihlambulule kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo  ?

 

Ukuba   umoya   wakho   awudibananga nowam  ,   ukuthanda kwakho kumanyana nokwam.

ukuba   iminqweno yakho  ayiyominqweno  yam  ,

 

ngokuyimfuneko

kuya kufuneka uhlanjululwe ukuze uguqulwe ngokupheleleyo ube kuM.

 

Ke ngoko phulaphulani nicinge ngokuhlala nimanyene nam kuphela, yaye ndiya kubanyamekela bonke abanye.”

 

Wathi akutsho, ndabona iBandla

UPope kunye nenxalenye yeCawa bangqiyama emagxeni am.

Kwangaxeshanye ndibone uConfessor wam enyanzela uYesu ukuba angandihambisi naye okwangoku.

 

Ithi iNkosi enoyolo:

"Ububi bubi kakhulu kwaye izono zifikelela kwinqanaba lokuba ihlabathi alisafanelanga ukuba nomphefumlo wexhoba ngaphakathi kwalo,

oko kukuthi, imiphefumlo exhasayo kwaye ikhusela ihlabathi phambi kobuso bam.

 

Ukuba olu phawu lobubi luyanda lude lubangele ubulungisa bam, ngokuqinisekileyo ndiya kubuthabatha kunye nam. "

 

Ngoko ndaqonda ukuba izinto zilungelelene.

 

Ndaqhubeka ndisiva kabuhlungu wabe uConfessor wam ehleli.

Wayenexhala lokuba andisayi kumthobela kumbandela wokungafi: wayesoyika ukuba ndingayeka ukuthandaza kuYehova ukuba andihlangule kwiimbandezelo zam.

 

Kwelinye icala, ndaziva ndinyanzelwa nguYesu osikelelekileyo, abangcwele nezithunywa zezulu ukuba ndiye kubathelela, ukuze ndibe kunye noYesu kube kanye nabemi basezulwini omnye. Kwesi simo, ndaziva ndingcungcuthekiswa.

 

Ndandingazi ukuba mandithini. Kodwa ke ndiye ndahlala ndixolile ndisoyika ukuba ukuba uYesu akazange andise naye eZulwini ngoku ngendingazange ndifumane omnye.

ithuba lokuhamba naye ngokukhawuleza. Ngoko ke, ndanikezela ngokupheleleyo ezandleni zakhe.

 

Ngoxa ndandikule meko, ndabona isivumo sam kunye nabanye bethandaza kuYesu ukuba angandivumeli ndife.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, ndiziva ndixhatshaziwe.

Awuboni ukuba abafuni ndikukhaphe?"

 

Ndaphendula ndathi, “Nam ndiziva ndixhatshaziwe.

 

Waqhuba ke uYesu  wathi, Nifuna ndibanike sohlwayo sini na?

 

Ndingazi ukuba mandithini phambi kwaloMthombo ongapheliyo wesisa, ndaphendula:

 

“Nkosi yam emnandi, ekubeni ubungcwele bufuna umbingelelo, bangcwalise.

Ukuba abafumani naluphi na olunye uncedo,

- baya kuba ubuncinane bafezekise injongo yokundigcina kunye nabo njengomphefumlo wexhoba, kwaye ndiya kuba ndifikelele usukelo lwam lokubabona babe ngabangcwele, ndibafumanele umonde wokunyamezela ukubandezeleka okufunwa bungcwele ".

 

Wavuya kakhulu uYesu akuva oko ndikutshoyo   kangangokuba wandanga waza wathi  , “Wenze kakuhle, sithandwa sam!

Nina niba nako ukunyula okona kulungileyo, ukuze kulunge kubo, ukuze kuzukiswe mna. Yiyo loo nto kufuneka sincame okwangoku.

Ndizibekele elinye ithuba lokukuthatha ngephanyazo nam ngokungabaniki ixesha lokusenza ubundlobongela kuthi. "

 

Wanyamalala ke uYesu ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

Imbandezelo zam ziye zathomalaliswa ngokuyinxenye kwaye ndaziva ndihlaziyekile kum, ngokungathi ndisandul’ ukuzalwa.

Kodwa nguThixo kuphela owaziyo ukubandezeleka nentuthumbo yomphefumlo wam. Ndiyathemba ukuba noko uyafuna ukubamkela ubunzima belidini.

 

Ndandicinga ukuba uYesu usikelelwe uya kubuya aze kundibona ngokomkhwa wakhe. Kodwa yintoni eyayingengokudana kwam xa,

- emva kokuba kugqitywe ukuba, okwangoku, akazange andithabathele ezulwini kunye naye.

"Waqala ukundikhathaza ukumbona!

Ngamanye amaxesha ndiyibona ngokungxama, njengesithunzi okanye umbane.

 

Ngale ntsasa, xa bendiziva ndidinwe kakhulu ngumnqweno wam oqhubekayo kunye nokulinda ixesha elide, kubonakala ngathi uYesu ufikile.

 

Njengoko wayendikhupha emzimbeni wam,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ukuba udiniwe yiza eNtliziyweni yam, usele uzozihlaziya".

Ndiye ndasondela kwiNtliziyo yakhe yaphezulu ndasela ubisi oluxutywe negazi elimnandi kakhulu.

 

Emva koko wathi kum  :

"Uthando luneempawu ezintathu:

ayiguquki kwaye   ayinamda,

yomelele   kwaye

liqhina ndawonye noThixo   nommelwane.

 

Ukuba asizifumani ezi mpawu zintathu emphefumlweni,

kunokuthiwa uthando lwakhe alunazo iimpawu zothando lokwenene. "

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo uze imizuzwana embalwa. Ecaphukile,   wathi kum  :

"Xa i-Italiya isele eyona nkunkuma ine-fetid kwi-dregs, ukuya kwinqanaba lokutshona kwaye kuya kuthiwa:

 

"Ufile, ufile!" Emva koko iya kuvuka kwakhona. Emva koko, ezolile, wongeza:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa ndifuna into kwizidalwa zam,

Ndibabethelela umnqweno wokuba bafune le nto ndiyifunayo.

 

Ke, kule meko ukuyo   , yehlisa umoya  !

 

Watsho enyamalala ndanexhala lanto andixelela yona.

 

Ngale ntsasa bendikwilwandlekazi yonxunguphalo neenyembezi ngenxa yokulahlwa ngokupheleleyo kukaSomandla wam.

Ndithe xa ndityiwa ziintlungu.

Ndiye ndaphelelwa zingqondo ndambona u Sikelelwe uYesu exhasa ibunzi ngesandla.

 

Kwakhona ndayibona njengokuKhanya okwakubonisa amazwi amaninzi enyaniso.

 

Andiwakhumbuli la mazwi alandelayo:

“Ngokuyichitha   intambo yolulamo, abeyimisile   uThixo phakathi kwakhe nendalo;

iqhina elikhethekileyo elimanyanisa uThixo nomntu  , ubuntu bethu busasazekile ".

 

Ngokuthatha ubume bethu bobuntu kwaye sizenze   inkokeli yethu,

UYesu Krestu weza kuqokelela    uluntu  olulahlekileyo  .

 

Ngenxa   yokuthobela kwakhe intando kaBawo  ,

Weza kubopha uThixo nabantu kwakhona.

 

Nangona kunjalo, olu manyano lunganyibilikiyo lukhula ngamandla.

ngokomlinganiselo wokuthobela kwethu intando kaThixo.”

 

Emva koko, andizange ndiphinde ndimbone uYesu wam endimthandayo.

Ukukhanya kwehle ngaxeshanye naye.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ngathi ndiyawushiya umzimba wam.

Ndafumana usana olulilayo yaye, ngokusondeleyo kakhulu kuye, amadoda aliqela, enye yawo eyayibonakala inzulu kunamanye. Wathatha isiselo esikrakra kakhulu wamnika umntwana.

 

Wayiginya, wangcungcutheka kangangokuba wabonakala ekrwitsha.

Ndithe ke ndingazi ukuba lo mntwana ungubani na, ndamwola ngeemfesane zam, ndathi kuye:

"Kanti unyanisile kanti ukwenze lento? Sizana ndini yiza kum ndizosula iinyembezi zakho!"

 

Lo mntwana uthi kum: “Ubunzulu bokwenyaniso bufumaneka elunqulweni, yaye unqulo lokwenyaniso lujonga ummelwane kabani kuThixo noThixo kummelwane kabani”.

 

Emva koko, esondela endlebeni yam, esondele kakhulu kangangokuba imilebe yakhe yandichukumisa kwaye nelizwi lakhe lavakala kum,   wongeze wathi  :

 

"Ehlabathini,

igama elithi inkolo ligama   elihlekisayo,

ngathi lilizwi elingenamsebenzi.

 

Kodwa, phambi kwam,

igama ngalinye lenkolo linamandla-amandla exabiso elingenasiphelo,   kangangokuba

Ndasebenzisa eli gama ukusasaza ukholo kwindalo iphela.

 

Nabani na osebenzisa oku undikhonza ngokusuka emlonyeni ukubonisa intando yam kwizidalwa. "

 

Njengoko wayesitsho, ndaqonda kakuhle ukuba nguYesu.

 

Ukuva ilizwi lakhe elicacileyo, elo lizwi kudala ndingaliva.

Ndaziva ndivukile.

Ndema apho ndilindile, ukuze,

Akuba uYesu egqibile ukuthetha, ndiyakwazi ukumxelela iimfuno zam ezigqithisileyo.

 

Noko ke, ndandisandul’ ukuva ilizwi lakhe xa wayesithela. Ndandidandathekile yaye ndingathuthuzeleki.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo uzibonile ngaphakathi kwam kwaye kwakubonakala ngathi unomthi otyalwe entliziyweni yakhe.

Umthi wawuneengcambu ezinzulu

-ukuba iingcambu zayo zabonakala zifikelela kwincam yeNtliziyo.

 

Ngamafutshane, lo mthi wawubonakala usuka ngaxeshanye nobuntu bukaYesu.

 

Ndamangaliswa kukubona ubuhle, ukuchaneka kunye nokuphakama kwalo mthi. Yayingathi ichukumisa isibhakabhaka.

Yaye amasebe awo abonakala enabela kwezona ndawo zikude zehlabathi.

 

Kwathi, akusikelelwa, naye uYesu, wandibona ndimangalisiwe,   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam,   lo mthi uzotywe ngaxeshanye nam kumbindi wam

 Intliziyo.

 

Ukususela ngoko, enkosi   kulo mthi wentlawulelo  ,

Ndifumene amazantsi entliziyo yam

- yonke into umntu ayenzayo ukwenza okulungileyo nokubi.

Ukwabizwa ngokuba   ngumthi wobomi  .

-lo nto

Yonke   imiphefumlo edityaniswe nalo mthi iya kufumana ubomi bobabalo   ekuhambeni kwexesha, yaye xa umphefumlo ukhula,   uya kubanika ubomi   nozuko ngonaphakade  .

 

Sekunjalo, ukuba akayontlungu endiyivayo!

Nangona bengenako ukuwuncothula lo mthi kwaye bengenakuchukumisa isiqu sawo, abaninzi bazama ukugawula amasebe awo ukuthintela imiphefumlo ekufumaneni ubomi bawo.

 

Nabo bafuna ukundithatha

- lonke uzuko nolonwabo endinokundinika lona lo mthi wobomi. Wathi uYesu esathetha, wathi shwaka.

 

Ngelixa bendilangazelela ukuza kukaYesu wam othandekayo   ,

 

Weza ngenkangeleko awayenayo xa   iintshaba zakhe

wamqhwaba ngempama,

wazigquma ubuso ngesikhohlela   e

wamgquma amehlo   .

UYesu wabandezeleka yonke into ngomonde oncomekayo.

 

Kum ingathi akakhange ajonge nakwabo bamsokolisayo.

egxile kakhulu ekucamngceni ngesiqhamo esaveliswa ziimbandezelo   zakhe   kubo.

 

Ndamncoma ngokumangala xa   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

 kwimisebenzi yam nakwiimbandezelo zam,

Andizange ndijonge ngaphandle, kodwa ndihlala ngaphakathi.

 

Ukugxila kwisiqhamo nokuba yintoni na isiganeko,

Andizange ndibandezeleke kuphela,

- kodwa ndabandezeleka ngenxa yomnqweno kunye nokubawa.

 

Ngokuchasene noko, kwimisebenzi yakhe.

-umntu akajongi okulungileyo okukubo. Yaye, engaziboni iziqhamo zabo, ukhawuleza akruquke aze abe   nomsindo. Udla ngokuyeka ukwenza   okulungileyo.

 

Ukuba usentlungwini, ukhawuleza aphelelwe ngumonde.

Kwaye, ukuba ibuhlungu, ingajongi kobo bubi, iyenza ngokulula. "

 

Wongeza wathi  :

“Izidalwa azifuni kuzicenga ukuba ubomi bukhatshwa ziingozi ezahlukeneyo, ngamanye amaxesha kukubandezeleka, ngamanye amaxesha kukuthuthuzelwa.

 

Ukanti izityalo neentyatyambo zingumzekelo kubo

esele ixhomekeke kwimimoya, ikhephu, isichotho nobushushu. "

 

Ndachitha ubusuku obunexhala.

Ndabona ummeli wam owandinika izithintelo kunye nemiyalelo.

U- Yesu osikelelekileyo   weza okwethutyana kwaye uzondixelela   nje  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ILizwi likaThixo liluvuyo  . Nabani na olivayo aze angalivelisi isiqhamo ngemisebenzi yakhe, uyalingcolisa.

 

Ndiziva ndibuhlungu kakhulu, ndazama ukuba ndingahoyi le nto ndiyibonayo. Kungelo xesha awathi umvumisi wam weza kundixelela ukuba uMonsignor wayenike umyalelo opheleleyo wokuba umfundisi angabi saza kundikhupha kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, kodwa ukuba ndimyeke.

 

Ngoku, le yinto endingazange ndikwazi ukuyifumana, ngaphezu kweminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo, phezu kwazo nje iinyembezi nemithandazo yam, izithembiso zam nezibhambathiso endazenza koyena Uphakamileyo.

 

Ndingavuma phambi koThixo ukuba zonke iimbandezelo endizinyamezeleyo azibanga yiminqamlezo yokwenyani kum, koko ibiziibiliboco neenceba ezivela kuThixo.

Ekuphela komnqamlezo wokwenene kum yayikukuza komfundisi.

 

Ke ngoko, ukwazi, emva kweminyaka emininzi yamava,

- into engenakwenzeka yokuphuma kwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndedwa, intliziyo yam yayikrazulwa luloyiko lokungakwazi ukuthobela.

 

Akhonto bendiyenza ngaphandle kokulila iinyembezi ezikrakra ndithandaza lo Thixo ebemane egocagoca ubunzulu bentliziyo yam ukuba andibabale kulemeko   ndikuyo.

 

Ndithe ndisathandaza ndilila.

Ndibone ilitha lokukhanya ndeva   ilizwi lisithi  :

"Ntombi yam, ukuze uBawo ovumayo azi ukuba ndim, ndiya kumthobela. Kwaye emva kokuba ndimnike ubungqina bokuthobela, uya kundithobela".

 

Ndathi kuYesu:

"Mhlekazi, ndoyika kakhulu ukungakwazi ukuthobela."

 

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

"  Intobelo iyakhulula nemixokelelwane  .

Kwaye ekubeni ikhonkco, ibophelela iNtando yobuThixo kwintando yomntu ukwenza intando enye, ukuze umphefumlo ungenzi ngamandla okuthanda kwawo, kodwa ngamandla eNtando yobuThixo.

Ngaphezu koko, asiyi kuba ngabaya kuthobela, kodwa   mna ndiya kuthobela kuni  . Emva koko, bonke bexhwalekile  , wongeza wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, andithi bendikuxelela?

Ukuba phantse akunakwenzeka ukuba ndikugcine ukwimeko yexhoba kwaye ndiqalise ukubulawa kwabantu e-Itali ".

 

Ndiye ndazola kancinci. Kodwa ndandingazi ukuba le ntobelo yayiza kuphumelela njani.

 

Ixesha eliqhelekileyo lifikile lokungena kwimeko yam yesiqhelo yokubandezeleka,

- ngenxa yobuhlungu bam obukhulu,

-ubukrakra obunje ukuba andizange ndenze into enje ebomini bam bonke, ingqondo yam yayingalahleki.

 

Ubomi bam, ubutyebi bam, yena ulonwabo lwam lonke, ububele bam bonke akazange afike. Bendizama ukuchacha kangangoko ndinako kodwa ingqondo yam ibingathi iphaphatheka bendingakwazi nokuquleka nokulala.

Ngoko ke, ndandiziyeka iinyembezi zam.

 

Ndenza konke endinokukwenza ngaphakathi kwam oko ndandikwenza ngamanye amaxesha xa ndandiza kulahlekelwa zingqondweni. Enye nenye, ndakhumbula iimfundiso, amazwi kunye nendlela ekwakufuneka ndihlale ndimanyene ngayo noYesu.

Ezi nkumbulo yayiziintolo ezaziyikhathaza ngokukrakra intliziyo yam

Ndixelele:

 

"Yhu! Iminyaka elishumi elinesihlanu ubuyibona yonke imihla, ngamanye amaxesha inde, ngamanye amaxesha imfutshane, ngamanye amaxesha kathathu okanye kane kwaye ngamanye amaxesha kube kanye.

Ngamanye amaxesha ebethetha nawe umbone ethule kodwa usoloko umbona.

Ngoku ulahlekelwe nguye, awusayi kuphinda umbone, awusayi kuva ilizwi lakhe elimnandi nelimnandi. Kuphelile ngawe. "

 

Intliziyo yam yayizele bubukrakra nentlungu kangangokuba ndingatsho ndithi intlungu yam yayisisonka sam kwaye iinyembezi zam zisela.

 

Intliziyo yam ibigcwele ibilihlwili kangangokuba andizange ndiginye nethontsi lamanzi.

Kule nto kongezelelwa elinye iliva. Ndandisoloko ndisithi kuYesu wam othandekayo:

"Hayi indlela endoyika ngayo ukuba ndingunobangela wemeko yam, ukuba imeko yam ngokupheleleyo sisiqhamo sentelekelelo yam! Ndiyoyika ukuba yintsomi kuphela."

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

 

Susa olu loyiko.

Kamva, uya kubona iintsuku apho,

- ngexabiso layo yonke imizamo kunye nokuzincama ukuze ulahlekelwe zingqondo,

awunokwazi. "

 

Kuyo yonke le nto bendizola apha ngaphakathi kwam.

ngenxa yokuba, noko, ndathobela, nokuba oko kwandiphulukanisa nobomi bam.

 

Ndandikholelwa ukuba izinto zaziza kuqhubeka ngolu hlobo, zindeyisela ekubeni iNkosi, ekubeni yayingasandifuni kweli lizwe, yayisebenzise umthetheli kaMonsignor ukundinika lo myalelo.

 

Emva kweentsuku ezimbini zichithe ngolu hlobo, ngokuhlwa, ndithe ndinqula umnqamlezo, kwathi thaa ilitha lokukhanya engqondweni yam. Ndive intliziyo yam ivuleka kwaye ilizwi lathi kum:

 

"Kangangeentsuku ezimbalwa ndiza kukugcina unqunyanyisiwe kwimeko yakho yexhoba, kwaye ke ndiya kukwenza ukuba ubuyele kwesi simo   ."

 

Ngoko ke, ndithi:

"Nkosi, ngaba akuyi kundenza ndibuyele kuwe ukuba uyandichitha?"

 

Ilizwi laphendula:

Hayi, ngummiselo weWill yam ukuba ushiye imeko yakho yokubandezeleka ngenxa yesenzo sombingeleli. Ukuba bafuna ukwazi ukuba kutheni, baye beza kum baze bandibuze.

 

Ubulumko bam abunakuqondwa.

Usebenzisa iindlela ezininzi ezingaqhelekanga ukufumana usindiso lwemiphefumlo. Nangona kunjalo, nangona kungenakuqonda, ukuba bafuna ukufumana izizathu, behla behla behla behla benyuka kwaye baya kuzifumana, zicace njengelanga.

 

Ubulungisa bam bunjengelifu elizaliswe sisichotho, neendudumo nemibane.

 

Kuwe wafumana isiqhoboshi sokungathwali ubunzima abantu abaninzi. Akufunekanga bazame ukuqikelela ixesha lomsindo wam! "

 

Ndaphendula:

"Undigcinele esi sohlwayo kuphela, ngaphandle kokuba ndibe nethemba lokukhululwa. Unike imibulelo emininzi kweminye imiphefumlo, babandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yothando lwakho, kodwa abazange bafune naluphi na ukungenelela kumfundisi."

 

Ilizwi laqhubeka  :

Niya kukhululwa,

-kodwa hayi ngoku,

-ngomzuzu xa kuqala ukubulawa kwabantu eItali. "

 

Lo yayingunobangela omtsha wentlungu neenyembezi ezikrakra kum. Kangangokuba uYesu wam onobubele, ngenxa yemfesane ngam, washukuma ngaphakathi kum, ebeka isigqubuthelo phambi kwamazwi awayewathethile kum.

 

Ngaphandle kokundibona, uye wandenza ndeva   ilizwi lakhe lindixelela  :

 

"Ntombi yam, yiza kum. Ungabi buhlungu, masihlukanise uBulungisa kancinci. Masizinikele ekuthandeni ixesha elide, ukuze unganikezeli.

Phulaphula ke, zininzi kakhulu ekumele ndikufundise zona. Ucinga ukuba ndigqibile ukuthetha nawe? Hayi. "

Ndalila de amehlo am aba yimilambo emibini yeenyembezi.

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

Musa ukulila, sithandwa sam;

Ngale ntsasa ndifuna ukuphulaphula uMthendeleko kunye nani ukuze ndinifundise indlela enifanele niwuphulaphule ngayo.” Ngaloo ndlela, uYesu wacacisa ndaza nam ndamlandela ngokusondeleyo.

 

Kuba ndingambonanga, intliziyo yam yayihlala ibuhlungu.

Yaye, ngamaxesha athile, ukuze anqande ukuphalala kweenyembezi zam, wayenditsalela umnxeba.

-Ngaphambili, wandifundisa into malunga nePassion ngokucacisa intsingiselo yayo kwaye,

Ngaphambili wandifundisa ukwenza into awayeyenza ngaphakathi ngexesha lakhe lothando.

 

Okwangoku andikwazi kuzibhala ezi   zinto.

Ndibagcinela elinye ixesha, uThixo ethandile. Ndaqhubeka ngolo hlobo ezinye   iintsuku ezimbini.

 

Khange ndiquleke ndilale.

Ubuhlwempu bam bebungasakwazi ukunyamezela. Ndaziva ndiqiniseke ngakumbi ukuba andisayi kuphinda ndimbone uYesu wam endimthandayo.

 

Ngoko, yonke into yeza ngokungalindelekanga kwaye yandikhupha ngaphandle. Ndibethwe ngumbane. Ngubani na onokuluchaza uloyiko lwam?

Kodwa, ekubeni ndingaseyonkosi yam,

kwakungasenamandla am ukubuyisela iingqondo zam.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, sukoyika, ndize kukuqinisa. Awuboni na wena ukuba udinwe kangakanani? Awuboni ukuba, ngaphandle kwam, indalo yakho   iba buthathaka?"

 

Ndamxelela, ndilila:

"Awu! Ubomi bam, ngaphandle kwakho ndifile, andisaziva mandla abalulekileyo kum! Ubumbe umphefumlo wam wonke kwaye, ngokundikhumbula, ndikhumbula yonke into.

Liyinene elithi ukuba awuqhubeki uze, ndiza kufa zintlungu. "

 

UYesu wathi  :

"Ntombi yam ethandekayo, uthi ndibubomi bakho. Kwaye ndiyakuxelela ukuba ububomi bam, obuphilayo.

Njengoko ndasebenzisa uBuntu bam ekubandezelekeni, ngokunjalo ndisebenzisa ubume bakho bobuntu ukuhlala kuwe.

indlela yokubandezeleka kwam.

Ningabam nonke, nikwanguBomi bam. "

 

Njengoko Wayethetha oku, Ndakhumbula iresiphi endandiyifumene kwaye Ndamxelela:

"Sithandwa sam, ungandenza ndithobele ngokundibuyisela ingqondo ndedwa?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

 

"   Ntombi yam, mna, uMdali,

Ndikuthobele isidalwa ngokukumisa unqunyanyisiwe kwezintsuku zimbalwa zidlulileyo.

Ilungile into yokuba isidalwa sithobele uMdali waso ngokuthobela intando yam. Phambi kwentando yam yobuThixo ingqondo yomntu ayibali.

Ngaphambi kweNtando ePhakamileyo, esona sizathu sinamandla siyanyibilika sibe ngumsi. "

 

Ngubani owayenokuchaza indlela endandizaliswe bubukrakra ngayo. Noko ke, ndaye ndarhoxa ngokufunga eNkosini ukuba andisayi kuze ndiyirhoxise intando yam kweYakhe, nokuba lixesha lokuqhwanyaza.

 

Ndaxelelwa

-ukuba bendikule meko e

-ukuba andiphumanga ndedwa, bebeya kundiyeka ndife.

Ngoko ndandilungiselela ukufa.

 

Ndandiyigqala njengethamsanqa.

Kwaye ndathandaza kuYehova ukuba andibambe ezingalweni zakhe.

 

Ngelo xesha, kwafika ummeli wam waza wandenza ndabuyela ezingqondweni. Ndaba buhlungu kakhulu, kangangokuba ndazibona ndizaliswe bubukrakra.

 

Yathi iNkosi kum ngaphakathi  :

“Baxelele ukuba uza kundinika ezinye iintsuku ezimbini zokunqunyanyiswa ukuze ndibanike ixesha lokulungisa izinto.”

 

Wemka ke u-confessor wam, endishiya ndihlatyiwe ndizele bubukrakra.

Elenzile kwakhona ilizwi lakhe,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombazana, bubukrakra obunjani bona abangakukhathaziyo! Xa ndikujongile, ndiyiva intliziyo yam ibuhlungu. Isibindi! Musa ukoyika ntombam!

Kwakhona khumbula ukuba kwakungenxa yokungenelela kokuthobela owathi wanqunyanyiswa kulo mbuso.

 

Ukuba abasakufuni kule meko, nam ndiya kukwenza uthobele. Ayisiso isikhonkwane esigqobhoza kakhulu? Oko kukungakwazi ukuthobela?"

 

Ndathi ewe.

 

Wathi  :

“Ewe, ndikuthembisile ukuba uya kuthobela.

Kwaye, ke ngoko, andifuni nibe lusizi. Noko ke, mxelele oku: “Ngaba bafuna ukonwaba nam?

Yeha abo bafuna ukuqhula kunye nam kwaye balwe ngokuchasene nentando yam! "

 

Ndaphendula:

"Ndiza kwenza njani ngaphandle kwakho, ekubeni, ukuba andifikanga kule meko, andikuboni?"

 

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

“Ekubeni ingekuko ukuthanda kwakho ukuphuma kule meko yedini,

Ndiza kufumana enye indlela yokundibonisa kwaye ndithethe nawe. Awonwabanga? "

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ngentsasa elandelayo, ngaphandle kokuba aye zingqondweni, uYesu wazenza waphawulwa. Yaye ekubeni ndandibuthathaka ngokugqithiseleyo, wandinika amathontsi ambalwa obisi ukuze ndihlaziyeke.

 

Ngalo mhla we-22 kaNovemba, ndiqhubeka nokuziva kakubi. Waphinda weza uYesu wasikelelwa.

Athi kum:  "Sithandwa sam, uyafuna ukuhamba?"

Ndaphendula: "Ewe, ungasandishiyi kulomhlaba."

 

Wathi,   "Ewe, ndifuna ukwanelisa kube kanye."

Uthe esitsho ndeva isisu nomqala uvaleka kungangeni nto. Bendingakwazi nokuphefumla ndiziva ngathi ndiyafutha.

 

Ndabona uYesu esikelelekileyo, ebiza izithunywa zezulu, esithi kuzo:

“Ngoku ixhoba liza nathi, susa iinqaba ukuze abantu benze unothanda.

 

Ndithi ke, Nkosi, ngoobani na aba?

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

«  Ziingelosi ezigcina izixeko   ukuze izixeko zincediswe ngamandla okhuseleko lobuthixo adluliselwe   kwiingelosi.

Ngenxa yezono ezinzulu abantu   abazenzayo,

Izixeko azinakwenza nto xa olu khuselo lususiwe kubo.

Xa beshiywe ngokwabo, banokwenza uvukelo kwaye benze naluphi na uhlobo lobubi. "

 

Ngoko, ndaziva ndikhululekile.

Kwaye, ndizibona ndedwa kunye noYesu wam othandekayo,

-Ndambulela uYehova ngentliziyo yam yonke kwaye

-Ndamcenga ukuba abe nobubele ukuze aqinisekise ukuba akukho mntu uza kundiphazamisa.

 

Ndithe ndisekule meko kwafika usisi.

Endibona ndigula, watsalela umnxeba ummeli wam owathi ngenxa yokuthobela wakwazi ukundivula umqala.

 

Warhoxa, esithi ndingafi.

Amahlwempu, abo banento yokwenza nezidalwa.

 

Bengazi ngokupheleleyo zonke iinkxwaleko neentuthumbo eziviwa ngumphefumlo olihlwempu, zongeza intlungu engakumbi ekubandezelekeni kwawo.

 

Kulula ukufumana imfesane, uncedo kunye nesiqabu

-egameni likaThixo

- izidalwa nje.

Kude kubonakale ngathi izidalwa ziyavuyisana.

 

Makabongwe uYehova ngamaxesha onke, Elungiselela uzuko lwakhe konke, ukuze kulunge umphefumlo wakhe.

 

Ndazibona ndihlaselwa luloyiko, amathandabuzo namaxhala. Ndandisoyika ukuba yonke into ingumsebenzi kasathana.

 

Xa uYesu wam othandekayo weza,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ndililanga elizalise ihlabathi ngokukhanya

Kwaye, xa ndisondela emphefumlweni, elinye ilanga libunjwa kuloo mphefumlo. Ukuze, ngemitha yabo,

- la malanga mabini acela umngeni omnye komnye ngokuqhubekayo.

 

Phakathi kwala malanga mabini kwakhiwa amafu, akhoyo

ukuxhatshazwa,

ukuthotywa

ukucaphuka,

ukubandezeleka   nokunye okunjalo.

 

Ukuba zombini iilanga ziyinyani.

Ngoko, ngenxa yokuba bahlala bebetha, banamandla okwaneleyo

-ukuphumelela phezu kwamafu e

-ukuziguqula zibe kukukhanya.

 

Okuphikisanayo

- ukuba ilanga lilanga lobuxoki,

- ukuba zibonakala kuphela,

amafu aphakathi kwawo anamandla okuguqula la malanga abe bubumnyama.

 

Olu lolona phawu luqinisekileyo olunokubonwa

-ukuba ndim okanye

-ukuba yidemon esebenzayo.

 

Emva kokubona lo mqondiso,

umntu unokubusebenzisa ubomi bakhe ekuvumeni iNyaniso

oko kukukhanya, kungekhona ubumnyama. "

 

Ndaqalisa ukucinga ukuba ezi mpawu zilapha kum. Kodwa ndizibona ndineziphene ezininzi kangangokuba andinawo amazwi okubonakalisa ubungendawo bam. Nangona kunjalo, andiphulukani nokuzithemba.

Kwakhona ndiyathemba ukuba inceba yeNkosi ikulungele ukuba nemfesane ngesidalwa esihlwempuzekileyo endikuso.

 

Ngale ntsasa bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ndiqhubeka nokoyika.

Nje ukuba uYesu asikelelwe, ndathi kuye:

"Ubomi bam, kutheni ungandenzi ndithobele imiyalelo yabaphathi bam?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Nawe ke ntombam, awuboni apho kuvela khona ukungavisisani?

 

Ungquzulwano luvela koku

- ukuba intando yomntu ayidityaniswanga nentando kaThixo e

-ukuba bobabini abatshintshi ngokumanga, ukuze benze umyolelo omnye.

 

Xa kukho ukungavisisani phakathi kwale miyolelo mibini, intando kaThixo yongamile ngokwemfuneko, kufanele ukuba intando yomntu ilahlekile.

Kwakhona, bafuna ntoni? Njengoko ndinixelele,

ukuba bafuna, ndikwenza ukuba uwe kule meko yokubandezeleka kwaye,

ukuba abafuni, ndinimisa ngokomyalelo abaniwisele umthetho ngawo;

 

Ngokuphathelele ukuthobela :,

-Ndim obangela ukuba uwe kwesi simo e

-Ndim owenza ukuba ubuyele kuwe, ngaphandle kokuba bangenelele.

ndiyishiya izimele kubo kwaye iphantsi koxanduva lwam ngokupheleleyo.

 

Kuxhomekeke kum isigqibo

 ukuba ndifuna ukukugcina ukule meko umzuzu okanye isiqingatha seyure  ,

nokuba ndiyakuvisa ubuhlungu, kusini na. Kuxhomekeke   kum ngokupheleleyo.

 

Bona, befuna izinto ngokwahlukileyo, bangathanda ukundiyalela imiyalelo yabo

- malunga nendlela,

-injani i

- nini.

 

Ndim ekufuneka ndithathe isigqibo ngezi zinto. Kungenjalo

- ndingathanda ukuphazamisa izigwebo zam,

- ndingathanda ukufundisa uMfundisi isifundo,

Kulowo imelwe kukumnqula indalo, kungabuzwa. Bendingazi ukuba mandithini na;

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

"Inyaniso yokuba abafuni ukuqiniseka, ndiyaxolisa kakhulu. Kodwa, wena, phakathi kokuphikisana kunye nokunyanzeliswa,

- ungabajongi,

-kodwa   jonga kuM lowo wayejolise kuzo ezi ziphikiso  .

 

Ngokuhlangabezana noku kuphikisana, uya kukwazi ukuzenza ufane nam ngakumbi.

Ke ngoko, ubume bakho bobuntu abuyi kuphazamiseka, kodwa uya kuhlala uzolile kwaye useluxolweni.

 

Ndifuna ukuba, kwicala lakho, wenze konke okusemandleni ukuba ubathobele.

Okuseleyo yiyekele kum. Musa ukucaphuka. "

 

Ndandicinga ngale recipe endiyifumeneyo kwaye ndathi kum:

“Benze kakuhle ngokundiyalela njengoko benzile.

Ngaphezu koko, akulindelwanga nto ingaqhelekanga ukucela ukuba iNkosi indenze ndithobele ngendlela ababefuna ngayo.

 

Bakwathi: “Uyakwenza ukuba uthobele okanye usinika isizathu sokuba afune ukuba umfundisi eze kukukhupha kweli lizwe.” "

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo.

uYesu  wam othandekayo    wahamba ngaphakathi kwam   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndandifuna ukuba bakwazi ukufumana isizathu sesenzo sam ngokwabo.

 

Ebomini bam, ukususela ekuzalweni ukuya ekufeni, sifumana yonke into, mna owazisa ubomi beBandla lonke.

 

Eyona mibuzo inzima iyasonjululwa

xa kuthelekiswa neziganeko ezihambelanayo ebomini bam,

 

- ezona zinto zibhidayo zenziwe lula,

- eyona mibuzo imnyama, eshiya umoya womntu phantse ulahlekile ebumnyameni, ufumane ukukhanya okukhanyayo ekukhanyeni koBomi bam.

 

Umbuzo wabo uthetha ukuba abanaBomi bam njengomthetho wezenzo zabo.

Kungenjalo ngebesifumene isizathu sesenzo sam.

Kodwa ekubeni bengasifumananga isizathu kubo, kuyimfuneko ukuba ndibabonise yona ».

 

Waphakama ke, ngegunya, kangangokuba ndaziva ndisoyika.

 

Ithi  :

Lithetha ukuthini eli gama lithi, Zibonise kumbingeleli?

 

Ke, uzenza uthambe kancinci,

 

Wongeza wathi:

 

“Amandla am anda kuyo yonke indawo.

Naphi na apho bendikhona,

-Ndandikwazi ukwenza eyona mimangaliso imangalisayo.

Kodwa ndandifuna ukubakho ngokobuqu phantse kuwo wonke ummangaliso.

 

Njengakwixesha   lokuvuka kukaLazaro,

Ndaya ke ndafika ndabakhupha ilitye engcwabeni, ndathi mabalikhulule;

-Emva koko, ngegunya lelizwi lam, ndambuyisela ebomini uLazaro.

 

Ukuvusa   umntwana  ,

Ndambamba ngesandla sasekunene ndambuyisela ebomini.

 

Kukho nezinye iziganeko ezininzi ezichazwe kwiVangeli, ezaziwa ngabo bonke, nalapho   ndandifuna ukubakho khona  .

 

Ubomi bexesha elizayo beCawa buvalwe kweyam,

ezi ziganeko zifundisa umbingeleli ngendlela afanele ukuziphatha ngayo   ngezenzo zakhe.

 

Ezi zinto ndizithethileyo zinxulumana nawe kude.

 

Eyona ndawo ebomini bam ekukhathazayo kakhulu yiKalvari  .

 

Mna, umbingeleli kunye nexhoba, ndaphakama phezu komthi womnqamlezo,

Ndandifuna umfundisi andincede kwimeko yam yexhoba.

 

Lo mfundisi yayinguJohn St.

Ndababona bonke kuye: oopopu, oobhishophu, abefundisi nabo bonke abathembekileyo.

 

Umfundisi uGiovanni, ngoxa wayendincedisa, wandinika ixhoba

ngenxa yozuko lukaYise   e

ngenxa yempumelelo   yeCawa esandula ukuvela.

 

Akuzange kwenzeke ngamabona-ndenzile ukuba umfundisi andincede kule meko ndilixhoba. Yonke into yayiyimfihlakalo enzulu, yabonwa kwangaphambili ukususela kunaphakade kuMoya wobuThixo.

 

Ithetha ukuba

-ukuba ngokukhetha umphefumlo wexhoba kwiimfuno zengcwaba ezifumaneka eCaweni,

Ndifuna umbingeleli anikele kum,

-ukumnceda ngenxa yam,

-oko kumnceda kwaye

– oko kuyamkhuthaza ekubandezelekeni kwakhe.

 

Ukuba bayaziqonda ezi zinto, kulungile.

NjengoSt. John, bona ngokwabo baya kufumana isiqhamo somsebenzi ababoleka kuwo.

Zingaphi iintsikelelo angazange azifumane uYohane oNgcwele ngokundinceda kwintaba yaseKalvari?

Ukuba abaqondi,

-abenzi nto ngaphandle kokubeka umsebenzi wam kwingxabano rhoqo,

- babeka imiqobo endleleni yeyona mizobo yam mihle.

 

Ubulumko bam abunasiphelo.

Xa ndithumela umnqamlezo kumphefumlo ngenxa yokungcwaliswa   kwawo, akuncedi kuphela loo mphefumlo.

-kodwa, ezintlanu, ezilishumi, zingaphi imiphefumlo endiyifunayo, ukuze kungabikho umphefumlo omnye,

-kodwa yonke le miphefumlo ingcwaliswe kunye.

 

Ngokunjalo,   eKalvari  , ndandingendedwa. Ngaphandle kokuba nombingeleli,

kwakukho umama, abahlobo kunye neentshaba phakathi kwabo,

-ukubona ukunyamezela komonde wam,

abaninzi bandikholelwa kuThixo endinguye baza baguquka.

 

Ukuba bendindedwa, ngaba ngesizifumene ezi ngenelo zinkulu? Ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo. "

 

Ngubani onokuphinda yonke le nto uYesu andixelela yona

ecacisa eyona ntsingiselo incinane yezandla zakhe?

Ndiyibhale kangangoko ndinako, njengoko ubukrwada bam bebundivumela.

Ndiyathemba ukuba iNkosi iyakwenza okuseleyo

ukubakhanyisela ukuze baqonde into endingenakuyichaza kakuhle.

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu obongekileyo wabelana nam ngeembandezelo zakhe. Ndithe ndisasokola ndabona inenekazi likhala iinyembezi ezishushu lisithi:

 

“Ookumkani bahlanganisene ndawonye nezizwe;

- bezibona bengancedwanga kwaye bengakhuselekanga, kwaye bahluthwe, bayafa.

 

Noko ke, ookumkani abanakuphila ngaphandle kwabantu. Loo nto indenza ndilile ngakumbi,

-  kukungabikho kwezi nqaba zoBulungisa ezingamaxhoba omphefumlo  . Le miphefumlo kuphela kwenkxaso

-ngubani ophethe ubulungisa kula maxesha anzima kakhulu.

 

ubuncinane wena

Ngaba uyandinika ilizwi lakho lokuba awuzukurhoxa kwelixhoba? "

Ndiziva ndomelele, kwaye ndingazi ukuba kutheni, ndaphendula:

“Andininiki eli lizwi, kodwa ndiya kuhlala kule meko kangangoko iNkosi ithe yathanda.

Endixelela nje ukuba ixesha lokwenza le penance liphelile, andizubakho noba ngumzuzu. "

 

Evakalelwa kukuba ukuthanda kwam kwakungagungqi, lo mfazi wakhala ngakumbi.

Ebengathi ufuna ukundishukumisa ngenyembezi ukuba   ndivume  . Kwaye mna, ndizimisele ngakumbi kunanini ngaphambili, ndathi kuye: "Hayi, hayi!"

 

Ekhala, wathi: “Ngoko kuya kubakho okusesikweni, kuya kubakho izohlwayo nokubulawa kwabantu abaninzi kungekho bani usindayo.”

 

Kamva, emva kokuthetha oku ku-confessor wam,

wandicela ukuba ndirhoxise u-“hayi” wam ngenxa yokuthobela.

 

Ekubeni ndandingekho emzimbeni wam, ndazibona ndisebumnyameni obukhulu kakhulu apho amawakawaka abantu ayemfanyekiswe bubumnyama.

 

Aba bantu babengayiqondi into ababeyenza.

Kum kwabonakala ngathi abanye baba bantu babevela eItali nakwinxalenye yeFransi.

 

Owu! Zingaphi iimpazamo esizibonileyo eFransi! Yaye kwakubi ngakumbi eItali!

Kwakubonakala ngathi aba bantu baphulukene neengqondo, uphawu lokuqala emntwini, noko kumahlula kumarhamncwa.

Kwakubonakala ngathi umntu ukhohlakele ngakumbi kunamarhamncwa ngokwawo.

 

Kufutshane kakhulu kobu bumnyama, sibone ukukhanya. Ndaya apho ndafumana uhlobo lwam

UYesu wayekhathazeke kakhulu ecaphuka kwaba bantu ndade ndangcangcazela okwegqabi. Ndamxelela nje:

Nkosi, khawuthomalalise umsindo wam, undithulule ingqumbo yakho phezu kwam.

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

“Ndingaziqinisa njani, ekubeni befuna ukundisusa kubo ngokungathi ayingomsebenzi endawudalayo?

Awuboni

-indlela  uFrance wandigxotha ngayo ekhayeni lakhe

wenza imbeko yokungasandiboni kwakhona?

-Nendlela  i- Italiya efuna ukuyilandela ngayo iFransi  , kunye nabanye abantu abaza kunikezela ngemiphefumlo yabo kumtyholi ukuze bafezekise injongo yabo

kuwiswe umthetho woqhawulo mtshato  ,

into abaye bazama ngayo amaxesha amaninzi ngaphandle kwempumelelo, kunye nento abaye batyunyuzwa kwaye babhideka.

 

Kunokuba ndizibeke phezu kwakho, ndiphalaze ingqumbo yam phezu kwakho, ndiya kukumisa ebubini bakho.

Inene, ngawo onke amandla alo, ubulungisa bam buye bazama izihlandlo ezininzi ukunika isohlwayo umntu ebesifuna nasasifunayo.

 

Ngoku lixesha lokuba ndimnqande lowo ubesoloko endithintela, ukuze siwe esi sohlwayo. "

 

Ndaphendula:

“Mhlekazi, ukuba ubufuna ukundinqumamisa ngenxa yezinye izohlwayo, ndingavuma lula.

Kuba kufanelekile ukuba isidalwa sihambelane kuyo yonke into nentando yakho engcwele.

 

Kodwa, ngokwamkela ukunqunyanyiswa phambi kobu bubi bunzulu kakhulu, umphefumlo wam awukwazi ukwetyisa.

Ndaweni yaloo nto, ndityale ngamandla akho, ndingene phakathi kwabafuna lo mthetho. "

 

Ndathi ndisathetha ndazibona sendiphakathi kwabo. Babonakala betyalwe ngemali ye-diabolical forces.

Ngaphezu kwayo yonke into, kwakukho umntu owayebonakala enomsindo, ngokungathi ufuna ukutshabalalisa yonke into. Ndathetha nabo ngokungagungqiyo, kodwa andizange ndikwazi ukubanika nasiphi na isizathu ngokubavumela baqonde iimpazamo ababezenza.

 

Emva koko, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam ndibandezelekile.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam othandekayo uze kum wathi:

"Ntombi yam namhlanje ndifuna ukukuxhoma ungasokoli." Ndaqalisa ukoyika nokukhalaza.

 

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

“Musa ukoyika, ndiza kuhlala nawe.

Xa usebenza njengexhoba, uboniswa ubulungisa kunye nolunye ukubandezeleka. Nihlala nisiva ubunzima ebumnyameni, nibandelwe mna.

 

Ngokufutshane, ubandezeleka konke okumfaneleyo umntu ngenxa yezono zakhe. Nangona kunjalo, ngokuzimisa kwindima yakho njengexhoba,

endiza kukubonisa kona, yinceba nothando kuphela. "

 

Ndaziva ndikhululekile.

Nangona ndandimbona uYesu wam endimthandayo, ndandiqonda kakuhle ukuba kwakungekuko ukuza kukaYesu okwakuyimfuneko ukuba umbingeleli andibuyisele ingqondo yam, kodwa ngenxa yeembandezelo awandenza ngazo uYesu ukuba ndizinyamezele ngale ndlela.

 

Ngoko ke, andazi ukuba kwakutheni, umphefumlo wam wawuva ubuhlungu, kodwa indalo yam yomntu yayiva ulwaneliseko olukhulu.

Ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi kum: “Ukuba akukho sizathu simbi, ndiya kumyeka umvumali wam nokuba makafike.

 

Ndithe ndisacinga ngalento.

Ndabona umfundisi onxibe ezimhlophe ekunye neNkosi yethu.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi wayenguPopu yaye wayekhatshwa ngummeli wam.

 

Bamcenga uYesu ukuba andisokolise ndithintele ukuba ungawiswa   lo mthetho woqhawulo mtshato   .

 

Kodwa uYesu akazange abahoye.

Ke, ummeli wam, nangona oku kunye nenkuthalo engaqhelekanga,

kangangokuba kwakubonakala ngathi yayingenguye owayeza kwenza, wamwola uYesu Kristu.

Kwaye ndayigquma ngamandla ngaphakathi kwam, isithi:

“Ngokumbethelela emnqamlezweni niya kubethelelwa kuye! Kodwa asiwufuni lo mthetho!"

 

UYesu wahlala ebotshelelwe ngaphakathi kwam, ebethelelwe ngoku kunyanzeliswa, kwaye eziva kabuhlungu iintlungu zomnqamlezo,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

liBandla elikufunayo.

Kwaye amandla awo adibene namandla omthandazo ayandibopha  . "



 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndikunye noYesu Krestu, ngokungathi ndibethelelwe emnqamlezweni kunye naye.

 

Ndithe ndisasokola ndathula.

Ngeli xesha, ndabona umvumisi wam kunye nesithunywa sakhe esingumgcini, sathi kuye:

«Lo mfazi ulihlwempu ubandezeleka kakhulu, kangangokuba uyamthintela ekuthetheni. Mnike ithuba elifutshane.

 

Kufana nezithandani ezimbini,

xa bebalisa kunye into abajongene nayo ngaphakathi kubo, bagqibe kwelokuba bavumelane ngento abayifunayo. "

 

Ngenxa yoko, ndaziva ndikhululekile ekubandezelekeni kwam.

Kwaye ndachaza kuYesu ezinye iimfuno zomntu ovumayo.

 

Ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba amanyane ngokupheleleyo noThixo, kuba xa umntu esiba ngolu hlobo, uThixo akabi nangxaki ekumnikeni oko akufunayo. Akanakufuna nantoni na ngaphandle kokukholisa uThixo.

 

Ngoko ndathi: "Mhlekazi, ngaba lo mthetho woqhawulo-mtshato uya kuvunywa e-Itali?"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, kukho ingozi yokuba baya kuyivuma,

ngaphandle kokuba umbane ovela eTshayina unokubathintela ekufikeleleni usukelo lwabo.

 

Ndathi, "Nkosi, uyakubakho njani umntu waseTshayina,

- ngeli lixa ndikwinkqubo yokuwuvuma lo mthetho,

uya kubamba umbane, umjikeze esazulwini sabo, ukuba ababulale. ukuze bankwantye, basabe?

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Xa ungayiqondi, kungcono uvale umlomo." Andiyiqondi intsingiselo yala magama,

-Ndaziva ndibhidekile andaphinda ndalinge ndithethe.

 

Ngeli xesha ingelosi engumgcini we-confessor yam yamxelela ukuba,

- ukongeza kwinjongo yokubethelwa emnqamlezweni,

- yongeza oko kuthululwa kobukrakra bukaYesu kum.

Ukuba bayayifumana, injongo iya kufezekiswa kwaye abayi kukwazi ukuwuwisa lo mthetho woqhawulo-mtshato.

 

Ndiqhubekeke kwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Ndidibene   noYesu wam othandekayo ephoswe phantsi, ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni kwaye inyathelwa ngumntu wonke  .

 

Ukuze ndibathintele ekwenzeni oku, ndathembela kuYesu.

ukuze bafumane kum oko bakwenzayo eNkosini Yethu.

 

Ndithe ndisekwesi sikhundla, ndathi, Nkosi, bekuya kuba yimalini kuwe, ukuba ezo zikhonkwane zikuhlabayo, zandihlaba ngaxeshanye   ?

 

Ngelo xesha ndazibona sele ndibethelelwe kwa ezo zikhonkwane zamhlaba uYesu Ongowokubongwa, yena ezantsi nam phezulu.

 

Kwesi sikhundla, sizibone siphakathi kwala madoda afuna umthetho woqhawulo-mtshato.

 

UYesu waphosa imitha yokukhanya emininzi phezu kwabo

-iveliswe yintlupheko endiyinyamezeleyo mna naye. La madoda ayemangalisiwe yaye edidekile.

 

Ndandiqonda ukuba ukuba iNkosi yayithanda ukuqhubeka indenza ndibandezeleke. Xa bemanyana ukuze bawise lo mthetho, baya kubandezeleka kakhulu.

Emva koko, uYesu wanyamalala endishiya ndedwa ndibandezeleka.

 

Ethubeni wabuya engabethelelwanga wazijula ​​ezingalweni zam. Kwakunzima kakhulu

-ukuba iingalo zam ezihluphekileyo azikwazi ukuzibamba e

-ukuba ndiza kumwisa phantsi.

 

Ngokuya ndizinika iingxaki,

- kokukhona ndiziva ndingakwazi ukuthwala obu bunzima.

 

Intlungu ebendiyiva ibingamandla kangangokuba ndalila iinyembezi ezishushu. Ukubona ingozi esondelayo yokuwa nokubona iinyembezi zam,

UYesu walila kunye nam. Onjani wona ukuba buhlungu umbono!

 

Ndaza ndamphuza ebusweni uYesu, kwathi, esaphuza nam, ndathi kuye;

 

“Ubomi bam namandla am ndodwa abuthathaka kwaye andinakwenza nto, kodwa ndingenza nantoni na ngawe.

Ndimise ekuswelekeni kwam, Undomeleze ngokwamandla akho. Ngoko ndiyakwazi ukuthwala ubunzima bomzimba wakho.

Le kuphela kwendlela yokusindisa omnye komnye kule ntlungu:

-me, ukwenza ukuba uwe kwaye

-nawe, ukuba ukhubeke. "

 

Ukuva oku,   uYesu wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, awuyiqondi intsingiselo yomxhuzulane wam?" Yazi ukuba bubunzima obukhulu boBulungisa obo

- nam andinako, ndiyakwazi ukuqhubeka nokunyamezela,

-akukho mntu wena, uya kukwazi ukuqulatha.

 

Umntu sele eza kutyunyuzwa phantsi kobu bunzima bokusesikweni kukaThixo. Ndithe ndakuva la mazwi ndaphinda ndakhala.

 

Ngokungathi ndiza kuziphazamisa, ekubeni, ngaphambi kokuba eze, ndandinoloyiko olunamandla lokungakwazi ukumthobela ngezinto ezithile,   uYesu wongezelela wathi  :

 

“Wena ke, sithandwa sam,   yini na ukuba woyike kangaka, ukuba ndingakwenzi umva   ?

 

Awazi

xa nditsala, ndidibanisa kwaye ndichonga umphefumlo kunye nam ngokunxibelelana neemfihlo zam kuwo,

into yokuqala endibethayo kwaye inika esona sandi sihle,

- kukuchukunyiswa   kokuthobela?

 

Eli qhosha linika esona sandi sihle kwaye ndinxibelelana nesi sandi kuzo zonke ezinye izitshixo, - ukuze ukuba ezinye izitshixo azinxibelelani   neyokuqala,

- zivakala bubuxoki.

 

Ayinakuze ibemnandi indlebe yam. Ngoko musani ukoyika.

Ngaphezu koko, asinini abathobelayo, kodwa mna ndiya kuthobela kuni.

Kwaye ekubeni kuya kuba yintobelo eyenziwa ndim, ndivumele ndiyenze. Ungazikhathazi nganto.

Kuba kuphela ndiyazi kakuhle into emandiyenze kwaye ndizazise njani. "

 

Watsho uYesu wanyamalala ndabuyela emzimbeni wam. Mayibongwe iNkosi ngamaxesha onke.

 

Ngale ntsasa, xa ndibona uYesu wam othandekayo, ndathandaza ukuba azole ngokumxelela:

 

“Nkosi, ukuba ndedwa andinako ukuthwala umthwalo wobulungisa bakho, mininzi eminye imiphefumlo elungileyo onokuthi ube nayo phakathi   kwalo mthwalo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kuya kuba lula ukuyithwala kwaye abantu banokusinda. "

 

Ndithe xa ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo wafika u Yesu esikelelekileyo.

 

Bonke babandezelekile, wathi kum:

Intombazana yakho

uze kubuya uve ubunzima kunye nam

ukuze ukwazi ukoyisa inkani yabo bafuna ukuqhawula umtshato. Masizame elinye ixesha.

 

Anisoloko nikulungele ukuhlupheka ngale nto ndiyifunayo? Ngaba undinike imvume yakho?"

Ndaphendula ndathi, Ewe, Nkosi, yenza unothanda.

 

Ndathi nje ukuba ndivume ukuba uYesu wasikelelwa walala phantsi, ebethelelwe ngaphakathi kwam. Kuba ubume bomzimba wam babuncinci kunowakhe.

Wandolula ukuze ndifikelele ubude obulingana naye.

 

Emva koko wagalela kum ubukrakra bakhe. Kodwa wayekrakra kwaye ezele yintlungu.

ndaziva ndinganeli nje ukuva izikhonkwane kwezo zindawo   zibethelelwe kuzo, kodwa ndaziva ndigqobhoze umzimba wonke   ngezikhonkwane;

kangangokuba ndaziva ndilahliwe ngokupheleleyo. Yandishiya ndikwesi simo okwethutyana.

Emva koko ndazifumanisa ndiphakathi kweedemon ezithi,

Wathi xa endibona ndihlupheka wathi:

 

“Le nto izakusoyisa kwakhona ukuze ungawiswa umthetho woqhawulo-mtshato. Damn ubukho bakho!

Usoloko uzama ukusenzakalisa ngokwenza yonke imizamo yethu ingaphumeleli.

Kodwa siya kukuhlawulela.

Siya kunijikela oobhishophu, ababingeleli, nabantu;

ukuze ubonise i-mania yakho yokwamkela ukubandezeleka ".

 

Njengoko iidemon zatshoyo oku,

bandithumelela izaqhwithi zamadangatye nomsi.

Bendisiva kabuhlungu kangangokuba bendingasaziqondi.

Wabuya uYesu, enoyolo; zathi ke, ekuboneni kwakhe, zabaleka iidemon.

 

Kwaphinda kwaezo ntlungu zandihlaziya, kodwa kuqatha ngakumbi kunangaphambili.

Waphinda kabini.

 

Nangona ndandiphantse ndahlala ndinoYesu, andizange ndithethe nto kuye kuba iintlungu zam zazinzulu. Wathi ke yena kum,

“Ntombi yam okwangoku funeka uhlukumezeke nyamezela.

Ngaba awufuni ukuhoya izilangazelelo zam ngokungathi zezakho?

 

Ngamanye amaxesha wayendixhasa ngeengalo zakhe.

Kaloku indalo yam ibingenobuthwala ndedwa ubunzima bale ntlungu.

 

Emva   koko wathi kum  :

"Sithandwa sam, uyafuna ukubona amashwa enzeke ngalamini ndandikugcine unqunyanyisiwe kubuxhoba bakho?"

 

Ngoko, andazi ukuba njani,

Ndibone ubulungisa obugcwele ukukhanya, ubabalo, izohlwayo kunye nobumnyama   kunye

Ndabona ngaloo mihla ukuba kuqukuqela imilambo yobumnyama   ehlabathini.

 

Abo babefuna ukwenza ububi, bathethe amazwi alishwa

-babemfama ngakumbi kwaye

- wathatha amandla okwenza ububi

ukujikela iBandla kunye nabantu abangcwalisiweyo.

 

Ndamangaliswa. UYesu wathi kum  :

"Ubucinga ukuba akukho nto, ngoko awukhathali. Kodwa kwakungenjalo.

 

Ubonile

- ingakanani into embi eyenzekileyo kunye namandla angakanani iintshaba eziwafumeneyo ukuze zifezekise oko bezingenakukwenza

-ngexesha ndikugcine ngokusisigxina kwimeko yakho yexhoba? Emva koko, wanyamalala.

 

Ndiqhubekeke kwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Ndayibona iNkosi yethu, esondele kakhulu kum, ibambe umnqamlezo wonke ujijelwe ngameva.

 

Wayithatha wayibeka emagxeni am.

bendicela ukuba ndiyinxibe phakathi kwengxokolo yabantu

-ukubanika ubungqina beNceba yaKhe e

-ukuxolela ubulungisa bukaThixo.

Umnqamlezo wawunzima kangangokuba ndawuthwala wonke ndiwusongile ndiphantse ndazirhuqa.

 

Ndithe ndisaphethe uYesu wathi shwaka.

 

Ndithe ndakufika ndaweni ithile, wathi kum lowo undikhokelayo:

 

"Beka phantsi umnqamlezo kwaye ukhulule.

Ngokuba iNkosi yethu kufuneka ibuye kwaye kufuneka ikufumane ulungele ukubethelelwa. "

Ndiye ndakhulula ndabamba impahla zam ngesandla ngenxa yentloni zobuntu bam.

Ndacinga, "Efika nje, ndiya kubakhulula."

 

UYesu ubuyile. Wandifumana ndiphethe iimpahla zam,   wathi kum  :

Anikuhluthanga na kwangoku ukuba abethelelwe emnqamlezweni ngoko nangoko?

Ndandibhidekile yaye ndinxunguphele, ndingakwazi nokuthetha neli lizwi. Ukuze andithuthuzele,   uYesu  wandibamba   ngesandla waza   wathi  :

"Khawutsho, ufuna ndikunike ntoni?"

Mna: "Nkosi ndinike ubunzima".

 

Aqhubeke  : "Yintoni enye?"

Ndaphendula ndathi: "Andazi ukuba ndikubuze nantoni na ngaphandle kokubandezeleka."

 

Wathi uYesu, Anilufuni na uthando lwam?

 

Ndaphendula:

"Hayi ndifuna ukuva ubunzima, kuba ngokuzivumela ukuba ndibandezeleke, uya kundinika uthando oluninzi. Ndiyazi ngokusuka kumava.

 

Ndiyayazi lo nto

ukufumana enkosi,

ukufumana uthando olunamandla,

-ukwazi ukoyisa inzondo yabantu,

oku kuphunyezwa kuphela ngokubandezeleka.

 

Ukuphumelela lonke uvelwano lwakho, ulonwabo kunye nokuzonwabisa,

ekuphela kwendlela kukuva ubunzima ngenxa yakho. "

 

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Sithandwa sam, bendifuna ukukuvavanya

ukuvuselela ngakumbi kuwe umnqweno wokubandezeleka ngenxa yothando lwam.  "

 

Emva koko, ndabona abantu ababebonakala becinga ukuba babhetele kunabanye.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Lowo ukholwayo kum, naphambi kwamehlo abantu, akanto yanto, kanti lowo ungakholwayo kum ufanelwe yimbeko.

 

Lowo ungakholwanga nto phambi kwam,

-ukuba wenza into, akacingi ukuba wenza

-kuba inamandla okanye amandla ngokwayo,

ngokuba ubabalo, nezibane, noncedo oluyimfuneko, luvela kuThixo.

 

Ngokulandelayo

kunokuthiwa   busebenza ngamandla kaThixo  . Ngenxa yoko, yonke into ilungile.

 

Ngokukwanjalo   ke, umntu ongakholwanga nto phambi kwabantu

- ngaloo ndlela uyaqonda ukuba wenza ngokwesidima samandla kaThixo. Kwaye,   ngenxa yoko,

- akenzi nto ngaphandle kokuhambisa ukukhanya kwaMandla kaThixo athwala ngaphakathi kwawo   .

 

Ngale ndlela, kwanoyena mntu umbi engaqondanga

amava ukomelela koku kukhanya okumiyo   e

uthobela intando   kaThixo.

Ke, yonke into ibala phambi kwamadoda.

 

Kukwahluke ngokupheleleyo kumntu okholelwa kwinto ethile  .

 

Ayinamsebenzi kuphela,

Lisikizi ke phambi kwam.

Iindlela ezichaphazelekayo azisebenzisayo

- ukukholelwa into e

- ukuhlekisa ngabanye

yenza amadoda, abonise,

yithini isigculelo nentshutshiso. "

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndonwabile. Ndandisoyika ukutshutshiswa, ukukhathazwa nokunyeliswa.

Andizoyiki mna ndedwa, ongandikhathalelanga, ndisisidalwa esingento yanto.

 

Kodwa ndandinexhala ngomntu owavuma izono zam nabanye abefundisi.

Ndiye ndayiva intliziyo yam ilihlwili ngenxa yobu bunzima, ndingafumani kuphumla.

 

Ngeli xesha, uYesu  wam othandekayo    weza waza   wandixelela  :

 

"Yhini ntombi yam, uchitha ixesha ukhathazeke kangaka nje? Ngokubona kwakho akukho nto yokoyika.

 

Yonke into ivela kwiSibonelelo esiNgcwele

elivumela intlebendwane, nentshutshiso, nokucaphuka, ukuba umntu agwetyelwe, abuyele kuMdali wakhe;

nganye nganye, ngaphandle kwenkxaso yomntu, njengoko yavelayo ngexesha   lokudalwa kwayo.

 

Emntwini, ulungile kwaye ungcwele njengoko anjalo.

- kusoloko kukho into eseleyo yomoya womntu ngaphakathi nangaphandle.

-Ayikho ngokugqibeleleyo free.

-Uhlala eyikhathalele into yomntu athembele kuyo, athembele kuyo.

 

Ngale ndlela ufuna ukufumana imbeko nentlonipho.

 

Kodwa umoya wentlebendwane, intshutshiso nokucaphuka uphephetha kancinane;

Owu! esinjani sona isichotho esifunyanwa ngumoya wakhe njengomntu! Wazibona esilwa, engamkelekanga, edeliwe zizidalwa;

akasafumani   ulwaneliseko.

Uncedo, inkxaso, ukuthembela kunye nentlonipho ziphela zimkhumbula ngokupheleleyo.

Ukuba ebekhe wakhangela ezi zinto, ngoku uyabaleka.

Kuba naphi na apho ajika khona, ufumana ubukrakra nameva kuphela. Ethotywe kule meko, uzifumana eyedwa.

 

Kodwa umntu akanakuba yedwa. Ayenzelwanga loo nto.

Mahlwempu, uya kwenza ntoni?

Ngaphandle kwesithintelo esincinci,   iya kujika ngokupheleleyo kwiziko layo elinguThixo   .

 

Emva koko uThixo uya kumnika yonke into kwaye yonke into uya kumnika uThixo.

 

Iya kusebenza

ingqondo   yakhe ukwazi uThixo,

inkumbulo yakhe yokukhumbula   uThixo neentsikelelo zakhe, kunye

intando   yakhe yokumthanda.

 

Intombazana yakho

nantsi indoda egwetyelwe, yangcwaliswa yaze yahlaziywa emphefumlweni wakhe, injongo awayedalelwe yona.

 

Nangona, kamva, kuya kufuneka ajongane nezidalwa,

- ukuba unikwa uncedo, inkxaso kunye nozuko, uya kufumana ezi zinto ngokungakhathali.

 

Ngokusuka kumava, uya kubaqonda ngoko bakuko.

 

Ukuba uyazisebenzisa, uya kwenza oko kuphela, ukuba ubona kuzo   imbeko nozuko lukaThixo;

Hlala wedwa   kuThixo  .

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Kwakungathi ndiyambona uBathathu Emnye oNgcwele, nam ndikuyo.

 

Kwaba ngathi aba baThathu babefuna ukwenza isigqibo sokuba mabenze ntoni na ngehlabathi. Kwakubonakala ngathi bathi:

"Ukuba asithumeli ezona zibetho zinobundlobongela emhlabeni,

-Yonke into iya kugqitywa ngokupheleleyo kwimiba yenkolo e

-amadoda aya kuba mabi ngaphezu kwamabharibhari. "

 

Besaxoxa ke aba bathathu.

kwabonakala kum ukuba babesihla emhlabeni.

-  iimfazwe zazo   zonke iintlobo;

Iinyikima  zomhlaba   ezikwaziyo ukutshabalalisa izixeko ziphela

-  izifo.

 

Ndibona oku, ndingcangcazela, ndathi:

Nkosi  , Mhlekazi, xolela ukuswela umbulelo kwabantu  ;

Ukuba uzibona engonwabanga, uya kuvukela ngakumbi

ukongeza ukudela ubungangamsha bakho.

 

Kwavakala ilizwi liphuma phakathi kwabathathu lathi:

Umntu unokugwilika kuphela xa efile; xa etshabalalisiwe, buyaphela imvukelo yakhe.

Okwangoku akukho nto ithethwayo ngokonakala, kodwa ngentshabalalo.

"

 

Emva koko abantu abathathu abaNgcwele bathi shwaka.

 

Ngubani onokuchaza imeko endandikuyo, ngakumbi ukusukela ngoko

- ukuba ndiziva ndizimisele ukufuna ukuphuma kwimeko yam yokubandezeleka,

-ukuba ndizibone ndinomyolelo

ayilungiswanga ngokugqibeleleyo ngokunxulumene nentando kaThixo.

 

Ndandiyibona kakuhle eyona nto imbi kakhulu

- into esinokuyenza isidalwa kuMdali waso kukuchasa eyona ntando yakhe ingcwele.

 

Ndaziva iintlungu kwaye ndoyika kakhulu

ukuba ndingenza isenzo esichasene nentando yakhe. Khange ndikwazi ukuzola. Emva kokundinika intlungu enkulu,   uYesu wam othandekayo wabuya waza wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndihlala ndifumana ulonwabo lwam

ukunyula   imiphefumlo;

ukuba ndibarhangqe ngenqaba yobuthixo, kungabikho lutshaba lungenayo, ndihlale khona ngonaphakade.

 

Kule ndlu,

Ndigoba, ukuze ndinike ezona nkonzo zincinci. Ndicoca umphefumlo ukusuka phezulu ukuya ezantsi,

Ndisusa onke ameva,

Ndiya kutshabalalisa kuyo yonke into eveliswe ngumntu ebubini, ndityale kuyo yonke into entle nelungileyo kum;

- ukwenza umyezo omhle kakhulu endiyolisayo.

Ndiyayisebenzisa

- ngokuthanda kwam e

-njengoko iimeko zozuko lwam kunye nokulunga kwabanye zifuna oko. Ngaloo ndlela kunokutshiwo ukuba umphefumlo awusenayo nantoni na ngokwawo.

Ndiyidinga nje njengekhaya.

 

Ngaba uyazi ukuba yintoni efunekayo ukutshabalalisa yonke le nto? Isenzo esinye esichasene nentando yam! Nantsi into oya kuyenza ukuba uyayichasa iWill yam. "

 

Ndathi kuye: "Ndiyayoyika iNkosi ukuba abaphathi bam bangandinika ummiselo abandinike wona ngelinye ixesha".

 

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Akhonto yakho. Ndizoyibona kunye nabo. Yintando yakho le." Phezu kwayo yonke le nto, andizange ndikwazi ukuzola.

Ndahlala ndiphindaphinda ngaphakathi kwam:

 

“Olunjani lona utshintsho oluye lwenzeka kum!

owahlulayo intando yam nentando kaThixo wam;

ngelixa yena wayebonakala ekunye nawe?"

 

Ndaqhubeka ndihlalwa luloyiko lokuchasa iNtando kaYesu othandekayo, kwaye ngenxa yoku ndaziva ndicinezelekile kwaye ndinexhala. Ndambongoza uYesu ukuba andikhulule:

"Nkosi, ndenzele inceba, awuyiboni ingozi endikuyo?

 

Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba mna, eyona mbi kakhulu ye-vermisseaux,

- Ngaba ndinesibindi kangangokuba ndiziva ndichasene nentando yakho eNgcwele? Ngaphandle koko, yintoni elungileyo endinokuyifumana kwaye yeyiphi induli endinokuwela kuyo

- ukuba ndohlukana neWill yakho? "

 

Ngelixa ndithandaza ngolu hlobo, uYesu wasikelelwa washukuma ngaphakathi kwam Ngokukhanya okwandithumayo, Wabonakala ngathi uthi kum:

“Awukhe uqonde nto, le meko uvakalelwa kukuba yeyomntu olixhoba.

 

Xa bekhetha wena njengexhoba leCorato, wavuma. Ngoku, yintoni embi ekhoyo eCorato?

Ngaba oku asikokuvukela kwesidalwa uMdali waso? Phakathi kwababingeleli namarhamente? Phakathi kwamaqela ahlukeneyo?

Ndiyayithanda lento

-imeko yakho yemvukelo enganyanzelekanga,

- uloyiko nokubandezeleka kwakho, t

-konke oku kukucamagushela.

 

Kwaye le meko yocamagushelo ndayifumana eGetsemane, ndada ndeza kuthi:   “Ukuba kunokwenzeka, yisuse kum le ndebe;

kodwa mayenziwe intando yakho, ingabi eyam.

Nangona kunjalo, ubomi bam bonke, ndandiyilangazelela le meko ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba ndigqitywe. "

 

Ukuva oku, kubonakala ngathi ndiye ndaxola, ndaphinda ndafumana amandla.

Ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba akhuphe ubukrakra bakhe phezu kwam.

Ndaya emlonyeni wakhe kwaye, nangona ndandizama ukumunca, kwavela umoya okrakra kakhulu owabangela ukuba ingaphakathi lam lonke libe krakra.

 

Emva koko, ndibona ukuba uYesu akahlawuli nto, ndathi:

"Nkosi, awusandithandi na?"

Ukuba awufuni ukugalela ubukrakra bakho kum, noko ugalele ubumnandi bakho kum. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

Ngokuchasene noko, ndikuthanda ngakumbi.

Ukuba ubunokungena ngaphakathi kwam, ubuya kubona kuzo zonke iindawo zam ukuba luthando olukhethekileyo endinalo ngawe.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha ndikuthanda kakhulu kangangokuba ndikwazi ukukuthanda njengoko ndizithanda.

Kodwa ngamanye amaxesha andikwazi ukuma ndikujongile, kuba undenza isicaphucaphu. "

 

Anjani ukududuma la mazwi okugqibela kwintliziyo yam ehluphekileyo!

Ukucinga ukuba andizange ndahlala ndithandwa nguYesu wam endimthandayo kwaye ndikwazile ukuba ngumphefumlo olizothe kuye.

Ukuba uYesu ebengangxamanga ukundicacisela intsingiselo yala mazwi,

Ndandingenakuqhubeka ndiphila.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombazana, eli gama linzima kakhulu kuwe?"

Ubuphila ubomi obufana nobam.

 

Bendisoloko ndiyilento bendiyiyo:

-enye noBathathu Emnye ngokuthanda omnye komnye ngothando olungapheliyo.

Kanti ke, njengexhoba, ndigutyungelwe bubugwenxa babantu bonke. Imbonakalo yam yangaphandle yaba lisikizi phambi koThixo,

kangangokuba ubulungisa bukaThixo abuzange bundisindise nakweyiphi na indawo ebomini bam.

Wayenganyamezeleki de wandilahla.

 

“Wena ke, usoloko ungowabantu unam;

umphandle wakho ubonakala phambi kobulungisa bukaThixo obugutyungelwe zizono zabanye. Kungenxa yoko le nto ndinixelele la mazwi.

Ngoko ke, yehlisa umoya, kuba ndihlala ndikuthanda. "

 

Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

Kubonakala kum ukuba ngeli xesha uYesu wasikelelwa wayefuna ukundiphazamisa, nangona ngoko nangoko wandinika uxolo. Ngamana angahlala enoyolo kwaye ebulela!

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndiziva ndiphantse ndakhululeka ekubandezelekeni kwam.

Ndandingazi ukuba mandithini xa ndiziva ndiphuma emzimbeni wam. Ndibone abantu besixeko sethu abathi, ukongezelela kumazwi kunye nokunyelisa.

bathi, babeceba ukwenza.

 

Ngeli xesha ndabona uYesu esikelelekileyo kwaye ndathi kuye:

"Nkosi, unika la madoda angenasiphelo inkululeko eninzi kakhulu.

 

Kude kubengoku

kwakukho amazwi esihogo kuphela, kodwa   ngoku,

bafuna ukubeka izandla zabo kubalungiseleli benu. Bathintele, ube nenceba   kubo.

Kwangaxeshanye, bakhusele abo bangabakho.

 

Waphendula wathi:

“Ntombi yam le nkululeko iyimfuneko kubo ukuze bakwazi ukwahlula okulungileyo kokubi.

 

Yazi kodwa ndidikiwe yilendoda

Ndidinwe kakhulu kangangokuba ndabelana nawe ngale nzame. Ndiyayithanda lento

-xa uziva udiniwe ngenxa yale meko yexhoba e

- ukuba uphantse uzive unqwenela ukuphuma, uze kum

Ndiyanilumkisa ukuba ningenzi nanye into ngokuthanda kwenu.

Kuba ndihamba ndikhangela intando yesidalwa esohlwaya abavukeli.

 

Nangona kunjalo, masizame kwakhona.

Ndiya kukwenza ubandezeleke kwaye, ngaloo ndlela, aba bavukeli baya kusala bengenamandla. Abayi kukwazi ukwenza oko bakufunayo  . "

 

Ngubani onokuchaza oko ndahlupheka.

Ngubani onokubala izihlandlo uYesu awavuselela ngazo ukubethelelwa kum.

Xa wayesenza oku, wathi kum ephakamisela isandla sakhe eZulwini:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Andizange ndenze umntu ngenxa yomhlaba, kodwa ndenzela iZulu.

Ingqondo yakhe, intliziyo yakhe kunye nengaphakathi lakhe lonke kwakufuneka libe seZulwini.

 

Ukuba wenza oku,

- ngewayefumene impembelelo kaBathathu Emnye kwiinkalo zayo ezintathu,

- yayiza kushicilelwa kuye.

 

Kodwa ngenxa yokuba ezixhalele izinto zomhlaba, wamkela kuye

inzinja   ,

ukubola   e

yonke imijelo emdaka equlethwe ngumhlaba.  "

 

Ukuzibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazixelela:

"Kusenokwenzeka ukuba, ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwam, iNkosi

- inokusinqumamisa isohlwayo kwaye inciphise amandla omntu ukuze abantu bangakwazi ukufika

benze uqhankqalazo kwaye benze   imithetho engalunganga?

 

Ndingubani mna ukuba ndingafanelwa yiyo yonke le nto ndihlupheka kangaka? Ndithe ndisacinga njalo,   weza uYesu, wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, wena okanye abo bakhokeleyo abayiqondanga imeko yakho. Kule meko yokubandezeleka, liyinene elithi unyamalala ngokupheleleyo. Kwaye   ndim kuphela  .

kungekhona ngendlela engaqondakaliyo, kodwa kwinyama ephilayo,

ndiphinde ndiveze intlupheko endiyifumene kuBuntu bam  .

 

Ayizontlungu zam ezi

-abathe bazenza buthathaka iidemon;

-abakhanyisele iingqondo eziziimfama ngelizwi;

ngubani na ophumeleleyo ukukhulula abantu?

 

Kwaye ukuba bangayenza ngalo mzuzu kuBuntu bam,

-Abanakuyenza ngoku ebuntwini bakho?

 

Masithi ukumkani uya kuhlala emasure e

osuka apho asasaze izipho, uncedo, imali, kwaye aqhubeke nesikhundla sakhe njengokumkani. Ukuba umntu akakayivumi, kubonakala ngathi bubudenge.

 

Ngenxa yokuba, ekubeni engukumkani, unokwenza okuninzi ngengqeqesho njengasebhotwe lasebukhosini.

Ukulunga kwakhe kuya kunconywa ngakumbi kuba, ekubeni engukumkani,

akakucekisi ukuhlala ezindlwini ezingento yanto. Injalo imeko yakho   .

 

Ndayiqonda ngokucacileyo yonke le nto kwaye ndathi:

"Nkosi yam, yonke into ihamba kakuhle njengoko utsho.

Kodwa bonke ubunzima bemeko yam busekuzeni komfundisi. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

nokuba ukumkani   ebehlala kwindawo enqabileyo

ngenxa yeemeko, imfuneko kunye newonga lakhe lobukumkani, abalungiseleli bakhe kufuneka

- ungamshiyi yedwa,

- kodwa ugcine inkampani

ukumkhonza nokumlulamela ezintweni zonke. "

 

Ndandiqinisekile ngoko uYesu wayesandul’ ukundixelela kona kangangokuba ndandingenako ukongeza nto.

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizive ndisindwa kukuba uMonsignor ebeze kundibona kwaye

wathi akaqinisekanga ukuba nguYesu Krestu lo wayesebenza kum.

 

Akufika uYesu,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuqonda ngokupheleleyo isihloko, kufuneka ube nokholo. Ngenxa yokuba, ngaphandle kokholo, yonke into imnyama kubukrelekrele bomntu. Ukukholelwa nje kukhanyisa isibane engqondweni.

 

Ngolu kukhanya ubani unokubona ngokucacileyo

-inyaniso kunye nobuxoki bezinto, ukuqonda ukuba kunjalo

ubabalo   olusebenzayo,

okanye   indalo

-okanye umtyholi.

 

Uyabona, ivangeli iyaziwa ngumntu wonke.

Ngubani na oyiqondayo intsingiselo yamazwi am? Ngubani oziqondayo iinyaniso zevangeli?

 

Ngubani ogcina ezi nyaniso entliziyweni yakhe aze azenze zibe bubutyebi bokuzuza uBukumkani bukaThixo?

Abo bakholwayo.

 

Kuwo wonke umntu,

-hayi nje abaqondi nto, kodwa bayayisebenzisa

ukumgezela   kunye

ukuqhula ngezona zinto zingcwele.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kunokuthiwa yonke into ibhalwe ezintliziyweni zabo

-abakholwayo,

-abanethemba kunye

-Ngubani oyithandayo.

 

Kubo bonke abanye kunokuthiwa akukho nto ibhaliweyo kubo. Kunjalo nakuwe.

 

Nabani na onokholo oluncinane ubona izinto ngokucacileyo kwaye ufumanisa inyaniso.

Abo bangakholwayo babona izinto ezibhidekileyo."

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokubandezeleka okukhulu, uMama onguKumkanikazi weza noMntwana onguYesu ezingalweni zakhe. Wandinika endicela ukuba ndimrhangqe ngezenzo zothando eziqhubekayo.

 

Ndenze konke endinako kwaye, ngeli xesha, uYesu wathi kum:

"Sthandwa,

amagama amkholisa kakhulu uMama nawona amthuthuzelayo ngawona athi "Dominus tecum" ("iNkosi inawe").

 

Ngokuba, kamsinya nje zakuba zibizwe sisiNgelosi esikhulu.

uMama wam waziva ngathi bonke uBuntu obungcwele buchazelwe kuye.

 

Waziva esomelele ngamandla kaThixo. Kwaye, ejongene noku, eyakhe yayilahlekile.

Ngoko uMama wahlala enamandla obuthixo ezandleni zakhe. "

 

Umvumi wam wayendicelile ukuba ndithandazele iinjongo zikaMonsignor. Ndabona, ndizifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ukuba iinjongo zakhe azizange zithintele uMonsignor kuphela, kodwa nabanye abantu.

 

Phakathi kwaba bantu ndabona inenekazi elilunge kakhulu elalikhathazeke ngokupheleleyo lilila. Ndabona uMonsignor phantsi kweengalo zomnqamlezo apho uKrestu wayebethelelwe khona.

UMonsignor wamkhusela.

Yaye umele ukuba wayenalo ithuba lokulwela unqulo, kuba ndabona uYesu esikelelekileyo esithi kuye: “Ndiya kubadubaduba.”

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndangathi ndiyambona     uBathathu Emnye     .

Abantu abathathu abangcwele bajongana; bebebahle bechwayitile bejongana nje.

Ngelixesha besele meko, ngaphandle bebephuphuma uThando. Babethwa ngulo Luthando.

Oku kwabenza bavuya ngakumbi.

Konke ukulunga kwabo nolonwabo lwabo lwaluhleli kubo.

 

-Zonke iiVs zabo ezingunaphakade,

bonke ukonwaba kwabo    kunye

zonke izenzo zabo zashwankathelwa ngeli gama linye:    Uthando   .

Lonke ulonwabo lwabangcwele lwenziwa ngokusebenza ngokugqibeleleyo kukaBathathu Emnye.

 

Ngelixa ndabona oku,

- UNyana wathatha imilo yoMnqamlezo.

Ephuma phakathi kwaBantu abathathu abangcwele,

Weza kum ukuba abelane nam ngeembandezelo zokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni. Emva koko wabuyela kuBathathu

enikela ngeembandezelo zakhe nezam kuBathathu Emnye oNgcwele.

 

Ngaloo ndlela wabuyekeza uthando zonke izidalwa ezilufumana    kuBathathu Emnye ongcwele izihlandlo ezithathu.

 

Ngubani onokuchaza

- Ulonwabo lwabaBantu abathathu abangcwele e

- indlela ababevuya ngayo ngokunikelwa koNyana.

 

Ngexesha lokudalwa kwabantu, akukho nto ngaphandle    kwamadangatye othando aqhubekayo avela ngaphakathi koBathathu Emnye   .

 

Kwakubonakala ngathi,

-ukubonakalisa olu Luthando,

abaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele benza eminye imifanekiso emininzi yabo.

 

Ke ngoko baneliseka kuphela xa befumene oko bakunike kona:

-Banika uthando,

- Bafuna uthando.

 

Ngaloo ndlela,

esona sithuko siqatha sinokwenziwa kuBathathu Emnye Ongcwele    asikokumthanda   .

 

Kodwa, Thixo ongcwele kathathu, ngubani okuthanda ngokwenene?

 

Emva koko, aba bantu bathathu abangcwele banyamalala.

Kodwa ngubani owayenokuyichaza le nto ndigqiba kuyiqonda?

Ingqondo yam ibilahlekile kwaye ulwimi lwam lungakwazi ukuthetha negama elinye.

 

Emva kwexesha elithile, uYesu wasikelelwa wabuya ubuso bakhe bugqunywe ngamathe nothuli.

 

Uthi kum    :

“  Ntombi yam,       kukuncoma nokunyhwalaza

amathe nokungcola okungcolisa umphefumlo nokumfamekisa    ingqondo

ukumthintela ekubeni azazi ukuba ungubani    kanye kanye.

Ngokukodwa ukuba loo ndumiso kunye nokukhohlisa akunanyaniso njengesiqalo.

 

Ukuba imvelaphi yabo iyinyaniso, oko kukuthi, umntu ofanele ukudunyiswa;

Iya kundizukisa;

Ke ukuba ezi zindumiso nendumiso ziphuma kubuxoki,

ukukhokelela umphefumlo    ekugqithiseni,

ngokokude atshone ebubini."



 

Emva kokuzama ngamandla, ndabona ngaphakathi

Unoyolo uYesu ethwele isithsaba sameva.

Kwangoko ndaqalisa ukuvelana naye waza    wathi kum:

 

“  Ntombi yam, bendifuna ukuva la meva entloko yam

-kungekuphela nje ukucamagushela zonke izono ezibangelwa ziingcinga zabantu,

- kodwa ukudibanisa ingqondo yomntu kunye nengqondo yobuthixo.

 

Ubukrelekrele bobuthixo babungasekho ezingqondweni zabantu.

Ameva am ayibiza eZulwini ayimilisele kubukrelekrele    bomntu.

 

Kwakhona, ndiyenzile

-Uncedo,

-Amandla e

-Lucidity

 

kwabo bafuna ukubonakalisa izinto ezingokobuthixo baze bazazise kwabanye. "

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndinxunguphele.

 

Ingakumbi kuba i-confessor yam indixelele

-ukuba ngale ntsasa kwavulwa ibandla lamaProtestanti eCorato, e

-ukuba ndithandaze kuYehova ukuba kwenzeke isiganeko esasiza kubabhida.

Wandixelela ukuba kufuneka kwenzeke ngeendleko zako konke ukubandezeleka kwam.

 

Ibona iNkosi ayizange ifike

kwaye, ke ngoko, andizange ndifumane ubunzima obukhulu,

ukubandezeleka ikuphela kwendlela yokufumana olu hlobo lobabalo, ndeva inkxwaleko enkulu kakhulu.



 

Emva kokuba ndidiniwe kakhulu, uYesu wasikeleleka weza.

Ndabona u-confessor wam ethandaza kwaye egxininisa kakhulu ukuba uYesu andenze

ubunzima.

Ngapha koko, kum ngathi wandenza ndanesabelo kwiimbandezelo zomnqamlezo. Emva koko,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndinivisa kabuhlungu, kuba ndanyanzelwa ngababingeleli.

Ndiya kuvumela abo baya kule nkonzo, endaweni yokuba baqiniseke ukuba amaProtestanti aya kuthini, ukuba bayiguqule ibe yintlekisa.

 

Ngakolunye uhlangothi, isohlwayo esawela kuCorato ngemihla

apho ndiye ndakugcina unqunyanyisiwe kwisimo sakho sexhoba kufuneka iqhube ikhondo layo. Kwakhona, ukuba niyaqhubeka nibandezeleka, ndiya kubeka iintliziyo ukuze, ngexesha elifanelekileyo, zidideke kwaye zitshatyalaliswe. "

 

Ethubeni  kwafika uMama ka Kumkanikazi  .

Ngokungathi unqwenela ukuba kubekho ubulungisa obungakumbi kum,

wathetha nam kabuhlungu ngezinye zeengcinga   namazwi am.

 

Ingakumbi xa ndizibona ndihlupheka kancinci kwaye ndizixelele ukuba ayiyontando kaThixo le.

kwaye ke, kufuneka ndiphume kwimeko yam yexhoba. Ngubani onokuchaza indlela awandibuyisela ngayo ngokungqongqo.

 

Nantsi into awandixelela yona  :

“INkosi ingakuvumela ukuba unqunyanyiswe kubukhoboka bakho.

iintsuku ezimbalwa.

Kodwa nokuba uyafuna ukuyenza loo nto ngokwakho, ayinyamezeleki phambi  koThixo   . "

 

Ndaweva amandla okungqongqo kwakhe kangangokuba ndandiza kutyhafa.

Wandula ke, ngenxa yemfesane, uYesu wasikelelwa wandixhasa ngeengalo zakhe.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndizibona ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndibone umema wezono zam kunye nomnye umfundisi ongcwele.

 

Owokugqibela wandixelela:

"Lahla naziphi na iingcamango ezifunayo

yenza ‘ukuba imeko yakho ingabi ngokokuthanda kukaThixo.”

 

Wandula ke   uYesu athethe ngala maProtestanti.

apho kukho intetho eninzi eCorato.

 

Ithi  :

"Baya kwenza okuncinci okanye bangenzi nto.

Kungenxa yokuba amaProtestanti akanalo igwegwe lenyaniso lokuloba iintliziyo

njengoko yenzayo iCawa yamaKatolika.

Abanalo iphenyane lesidima lokwenene elinokubakhokelela elusindisweni. Azinaseyile, amaphini okubhexa nokunye okuninzi,

- ithini imizekelo neemfundiso zikaYesu Kristu.

 

Abakwazi nokuba nabo

isonka   sokutya,

namanzi okusela nawokuhlamba,   anikelwa yimithendeleko.

 

Okubi nangakumbi, abanalo ulwandle lobabalo lokukwazi ukuya kukhangela imiphefumlo.

 

Ke, beswele konke oku, yeyiphi inkqubela abanokuyenza?” UYesu wathetha nezinye izinto ezininzi endingenako ukuziphindaphinda. Weza ke   uYesu wam olungileyo,   wathi kum   :

“Intombi yam, endithandayo, imi phambi kweziko lobuthixo.

Kodwa   nabani na ozithobayo kwaye enze iNtando yobuThixo kuzo zonke izinto   unazo iziko lobuthixo kuye. "

 

Emva koko, njengombane, wanyamalala.

 

Kungekudala emva koko, wabuya.

ngelixa ndandibulela iNdalo, iNtlawulo kunye nezinye iintsikelelo ezininzi.

 

Uthi:

"Ngendalo  , ndabumba  ihlabathi elibonakalayo  ;  ngentlawulelo  , ndabumba  ihlabathi lomoya  ."   

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndabona uYesu wam othandekayo kangangexesha elithile.

Wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, isono siyamcaphukisa uThixo kwaye singxwelerha umntu.

Ekubeni isono sikhubekile kuThixo, senziwa ngumntu;

ulwaneliseko olupheleleyo ekuyilungiseni kwakufuneka yenziwe nguThixo nomntu.

 

Kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu yobomi bam basemhlabeni, ndonelisekile

- kwiminyaka emithathu yehlabathi,

- ngenxa yeendawo ezintathu zomthetho: umthetho wemvelo, umthetho obhaliweyo, nomthetho wobabalo

-kwaye kwiminyaka emithathu eyahlukeneyo yomntu ngamnye: ubutsha bakhe, ubutsha bakhe kunye nokwaluphala kwakhe.

 

Ndanelisekile, ndifanelekile kwaye ndifumanele wonke umntu.

 

UBuntu bam busebenza njengeleli yokunyukela eZulwini.

 

Ukuba umntu akanyuki leleli ukuze asebenzise izidima zakhe, ulilize ukuba azame ukuyikhwela aze enze umsebenzi wam ungabi namsebenzi kuye. "

 

Ukuva igama elithi isono, ndathi kuYesu:

"Nkosi, ndixelele ukuba kutheni uthanda kangaka xa umphefumlo uzisola ngokuba ukonile."

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Isono yityhefu emphefumlweni.

Iyenza igqwetheke kangangokuba umfanekiso wam kuyo uyanyamalala.

 

Inguquko yinto echaseneyo nomphefumlo:

-ukususa ityhefu ekhoyo, ibuyisa umfanekiso wam.

 

Esi sizathu sokwaneliseka kwam: ngenguquko. Ndiyabona ukuba umsebenzi wentlawulelo yam ufeziwe emphefumlweni. "

 

Ekubeni ndandingaphandle komzimba wam, ndazifumana ndikufutshane kakhulu negadi eyayibonakala iyiCawe. Kufutshane nale gadi kwakukho abantu abaceba ukuhlasela

- ngokuchasene neBandla e

- ngokuchasene noPope.

Embindini womyezo wabethelelwa iNkosi yethu, kodwa ingenantloko.

 

Ndingayichaza njani intlupheko kunye noloyiko oludalwe kum ngokubona umzimba wakhe ungcwele ukule meko?

Ndaqonda ngokusuka apha ukuba amadoda akafuni ukuba uYesu Kristu abe yintloko yawo.

Kwaye njengoko iBandla limele kulo mhlaba, bazama ukuwutshabalalisa.

 

Emva koko ndazifumana ndikwenye indawo apho abanye abantu babendibuza, "Kunjani ngeCawe?"

Ndiziva ukukhanya engqondweni yam, ndaphendula:

“ICawa iya kuhlala iyiCawe. Ubukhulu becala angazihlamba ngegazi lakhe.

Kodwa le ndawo yokuhlambela iya kuyenza ibe ntle ngakumbi kwaye izuke ngakumbi ".

 

Ukuva amazwi am, aba bantu bathi:

"Le nto ayilunganga. Masibize uthixo wethu sibone ukuba uthini ngayo."

 

Kwafika indoda eyayibagqwesa bonke abanye ngobude. Wayenesithsaba entloko.

Uthi: “ICawa iya kutshatyalaliswa.

Iinkonzo zoluntu azisayi kuphinda zibekho.

Kakhulu, ezinye izinto ezifihliweyo ziya kuhlala. Kwaye iMadonna ayisayi kuphinda iqatshelwe. "

 

Ukuva oku, ndithi:

"Ungubani wena ukuba ungade uthethe?

Ngaba ubungayi kuba yinyoka egwetywe nguThixo ukuba ikhase emhlabeni?

Kwaye, ufuna ukukhohlisa abantu, ngaba ngoku unobuganga bokubenza bakholelwe ukuba ungukumkani? J

 

kwaye iyalela ukuba ubonwe ukuba ungubani na. Ngenxa yala mazwi, inkulu njengoko yayinjalo,

yaba ncinane kakhulu, yaba yinkangeleko yenyoka. Yandula ke, ikhupha imibane, yehlela enzonzobileni.

 

Ndibuyele emzimbeni wam.



 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndikunye noYesu osikelelekileyo. Edinwe eyimfe kwaye ephelelwe ngumphefumlo, wathwala inyanda yeminqamlezo kunye nameva ezingalweni zakhe.

Xa ndimbona ekule meko ndithi:

"Nkosi, kutheni uhlala ungenamphunga ngalo mqadi ezingalweni zakho?"

 

Waphendula wathi:

“Ntombi yam, le yiminqamlezo yokuphoxeka.

Ndihlala ndibagcina bekulungele ukuphoxa izidalwa. "

Njengoko watshoyo, sazifumana siphakathi kwabantu. Kwathi kamsinya nje akuba esikelele uYesu wabona   umntu ebambelele kwizidalwa  .

Wawuthabatha   umnqamlezo wentshutshiso   kumqadi   , wamnika wona.

 

Emva koko, ezibona etshutshiswa kwaye edelekile, lo mntu

- walahlekelwa yinkohliso yakhe kwaye

Ndandiyiqonda into yokuba izidalwa ziyintoni yaye   nguThixo kuphela ofanelwe kukuthandwa  .

 

Ukuba umntu unamathela kubutyebi  ,

kulo mtha uYesu wawuthatha   umnqamlezo wentlupheko   wamnika.

-Bona ubutyebi bakhe buphaphazela kude emsini kwaye

- ezibona encitshiswe kwintlupheko, lo mntu waqonda

-ukuba apha emhlabeni kutshaywe yonke into kwaye

-ukuba ubutyebi bokwenene bubutyebi   obungunaphakade  . Ngenxa yoko, intliziyo yakhe yayinamathele kuko konke okungunaphakade.

 

Ukuba omnye unamathele kukuzithemba okanye ulwazi  , kamnandi kakhulu

UYesu onoyolo wawuthabatha   umnqamlezo wesinyeliso nesiphithiphithi   wamnika wona.

-Ubhidekile okanye uyanyeliswa,

loo mntu wakhulula, ngoko kuthetha, isigqubuthelo sakhe sobuso kunye

- wayeqonda ukungabi nto kwakhe kunye nobuntu bakhe.

 

Wayalela yonke ingaphakathi lakhe

- ngokomyalelo kaThixo   kwaye engasekho ngokwawo.

 

UYesu wakwenza oku ngayo yonke eminye iminqamlezo.

Emva koko, uYesu wam othandekayo   wathi kum  :

"Usibonile isizathu sokuba ndibambe lo mqulu weminqamlezo ezingalweni zam? Uthando lwam ngezidalwa luyandinyanzela

-ukuthwala lo mtha

ukugcina amehlo am rhoqo ndijonge ngakubo.

 

Umnqamlezo ngu

- ukuphoxeka okuphambili e

ngowokuqala ukugweba umsebenzi wezidalwa.

 

Ke, ukuba isidalwa siyazithoba,

-umnqamlezo uya kumvumela ukuba asindiswe kumgwebo kaThixo.

Xa umntu kobu bomi ethobela umgwebo womnqamlezo,

-indinika ulwaneliseko.

 

Kodwa ukuba isidalwa asithobeli,

kuya kuba kwimeko-bume yokuphoxeka kwesibini, oko kufa.

 

Uya kugwetywa nguThixo ngokuqatha.

Kodwa ngaphezu kwako konke kuya kugwetywa ngokuba sisindile   umgwebo womnqamlezo

nto leyo   isigwebo ngokupheleleyo sothando  . "



nokuba, ngokufuthi, yindoda ngokwayo ephembelela uYesu ukuba ayinike.

 

Ukuba indoda ibinocwangco

kuThixo,

ngakuye   kwaye

kwizidalwa,

emva koko, kungekho siphithiphithi emntwini;

iNkosi yayiza kunqanda ukumnika iminqamlezo   kwaye

Kwakuza kumnika   uxolo.

 

Emva kokundisokolisa kakhulu, uYesu wasikelelwa wazibonakalisa ngaphakathi kwam esithi: “Uyafuna ukuba siye kubona ukuba izidalwa ziyandifuna na?

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Ngokuqinisekileyo bayakufuna!

Ngubani ongayi kukufuna, ekubeni ungoyena mntu unobubele?"

 

Wathi ke uYesu  , Yizani nibone into abayenzayo.

Saye sahamba ke sathi xa sifika apho kukho abantu abaninzi, uYesu wayisusa intloko yakhe engaphakathi kwam.

 

Waphinda amazwi awayewathethile uPilato xa wayesazisa uYesu ebantwini:

"Ecce Homo!" - "Nantsi, ndoda!"

 

Ndaqonda ukuba la mazwi abuza umbuzo

bazi nokuba abantu babefuna ukuba iNkosi ibalawule njengoKumkani wabo,

benolongamo olupheleleyo ezintliziyweni zabo, ezingqondweni nasemisebenzini yabo.

 

Aba bantu baphendula:

"Yisuse, asiyifuni.

Mbethelele emnqamlezweni, ukuze zitshatyalaliswe zonke iinkumbulo zakhe. Owu! Kukangaphi uphindaphindwa lo mboniso!

 

Emva koko uYehova waphinda wathi kuwo wonke umntu: "Ecce Homo!" Kula mazwi kuvakala intlebendwane.

 

Omnye uthi:"Andimfuni nkosi mna ndifuna ubutyebi". Omnye wathi:"Ndifuna ubumnandi".

Nomnye:"Hlonipha". Ukanti omnye:"Isidima". Nezinye izinto ezininzi.

 

Ndamamela la mazwi ndicaphukile kwaye   iNkosi yathi kum  :

"Uvile ukuba akukho mntu undifunayo?

 

Kodwa oku akukho nto.

Masihambe kwicala lezenkolo sibone ukuba bayandifuna na ».

 

Ngoko ke, sazifumana siphakathi

- ababingeleli, oobhishophu, iinkolo kunye nabazinikeleyo.

 

Ngelizwi elikhulu uYesu waphinda wathi: "Ecce Homo!"

Abanye bathi, "Siyayifuna, kodwa sifuna intuthuzelo yethu." Abanye bathi: "Sifuna, kodwa ngeminqweno yethu".

Abanye bathi: "Sifuna, kodwa ngozuko nembeko.

Ibiya kuba yintoni into yonqulo engahlonelwayo?

Abanye bathi: “Sifuna, kodwa ngokwanelisa okuthile kwizidalwa.

Sinokuhlala njani sodwa kungekho mntu usanelisa? "

Abanye baye bakwazi ukufuna ubuncinane ulwaneliseko oluthile

kumthendeleko wovumo.

 

Kodwa ekubeni wayeyedwa noYesu, kwakungekho mntu wayemfuna.

Kwakukho nabathile ababengamkhathalelanga kwaphela uYesu Kristu.

 

Ke, bonke bebandezelekile,   uYesu wathi kum:

“Ntombi, masithathe umhlala phantsi.

ubonile ukuba andifunwa mntu?

Ubukhulu becala bayandifuna, kodwa ngento abayithandayo. Andonelisekanga yile nto

Kuba ubukumkani benene kuxa silawula sodwa. Uthe xa esitsho ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndisikelelekile uYesu ethandaza ngaphakathi kwam.

 

Uthe:

“Bawo Ongcwele, lizukise igama lakho.

Babhidanise abanekratshi, ungazibonakalisi kubo; Zibonakalise kwabathobekileyo, njengakwabathobekileyo kuphela

bayakugqala njengoMdali wabo   yaye

zigqale njengesidalwa sakho.  "

 

Wathula ke ndawaqonda amandla okuzithoba phambi koThixo ndaqonda ukuba uThixo akalibazisi ukuphathisa oyena butyebi bakhe buxabisekileyo kwabathobekileyo.

 

Yonke into ivulelekile kwabathobekileyo, akukho nto iphantsi kwesitshixo kunye nesitshixo.

Kwabanekratshi kuchasene noko.

Kubonakala ngathi uThixo ubeka imigibe phantsi kweenyawo zabo ukuze ababhidekise kwinqanaba ngalinye.

 

Kungekudala emva koko, uYesu waphinda wabonwa waza wathi   kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ukuba umzimba uyaphila, sinokuthi ubonwa bubushushu obungaphakathi obuvelisayo.

Kwelinye icala, isidumbu sinokufudunyezwa bubushushu obungaphandle, kodwa ekubeni obu bushushu bungaveli kubomi bokwenene, umzimba uphola ngoko nangoko.

 

Inokuqondwa ngale ndlela ilandelayo ukuba umphefumlo uphila ngobabalo:

 

Ubomi bakhe bangaphakathi buzibonakalisa

-ukusuka kwimisebenzi ayenzayo e

-ngenxa yothando analo Ngam.

Kwaye uva amandla oBomi bam kobakhe.

 

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, kungenxa yesizathu esithile sangaphandle esibangela ukuba sibe shushu, oko kukuthi, ukuba senza okulungileyo

kwaye emva koko ipholile, ibuyele kwizenzo zayo ezimbi kwaye ibuyele kubuthathaka bayo obuqhelekileyo,

 

kukho amathuba aphezulu

ukuba wafa ngobabalo,   okanye

esekupheleni   kobomi bokugqibela.

 

Sinokuqonda ukuba ndim kanye oza emphefumlweni

-ukuba uyaluva ubabalo lwam ngaphakathi kwakhe e

- ukuba konke okulungileyo ekwenzayo kuhlangana ngaphakathi kuyo.

 

Kwelinye icala

-ukuba sibona ukuba yonke into ingaphandle kwaye

-ukuba asiboni nto ilungileyo ngaphakathi komphefumlo, mhlawumbi nguMtyholi owenza izinto. "

 

Uthe akutsho, wanyamalala. Kungekudala emva   koko wabuya kwakhona kwaye wongeza  :

“Ntombi yam, imbi le miphefumlo.

-eye yaxhaswa kakhulu lubabalo lwam kwaye

-owayengahambelani naye!

 

Uhlanga lwamaYuda lwalulolona lwaneliseko, olona luvelisa iziqhamo, ukanti luyinyumba.

Mna ngokwam ndiphumelele iziphumo ezibi kubomi bam boluntu.

 

Ngaloo ndlela asivelisanga iziqhamo uPawulos awazifumana kwezinye iintlanga.

- ngaphantsi kokuchunyiswa lubabalo,

-kodwa ihambelana ngcono,

 

Ngenxa yokuswela imbalelwano nobabalo

uyamfamekisa   umphefumlo,

ikwenza ukuba utolike izinto ngendlela engeyiyo, e

ivula indlela yokuba neenkani, naxa kukho imimangaliso.  "

 

Ukuzibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona ndindedwa kwaye ndilahliwe. Emva kokuba enyamezele iintlungu ezinkulu, uYesu wazibonakalisa ngaphakathi kwam kwaye

Ndiyamxelela:

 

“ Ubomi bam obumnandi, undishiyeleni ndedwa? Xa undibeka kwesi simo,

-Yonke into yayiyimanyano nje kwaye

-Yonke into yenziwa kuphela ngokuvumelana.

Ngegunya elithambileyo, unditsalele ngokupheleleyo kuwe.

 

"Owu! Hayi indlela esitshintshe ngayo isimo! Awundilahlanga nje qha,

Anenzanga mzamo nam wokundigcina ndisekule meko nje, koko ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndenze umzamo oqhubekayo nani.

- ukuze ungandikhuphi kule meko. Kwaye lo mzamo kukufa okuqhubekayo kum. "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, kwenzeka into efanayo kum xa,

-kwindawo ephantsi koBathathu Emnye,

imfihlelo yoKuvela kwayo yamiselwa ukusindisa uluntu.

 

Mna, ndidityaniswe nentando yabantu abathathu abangcwele,

Ndavuma   kwaye

Ndazinikela njengexhoba   laloo ndoda.

 

Yonke into yayilumanyano phakathi koBuqu baBathathu Emnye. Yonke into yagqitywa ngemvisiswano.

 

Kodwa xa ndifika emsebenzini ukuze ndigqibezele umsebenzi, ngaphezu kwayo yonke into

xa ndazifumana ndikwimeko yokubandezeleka kunye   nehlazo,

utyholwa ngawo onke amatyala   ezidalwa,

Ndazibona ndindedwa yaye ndilahliwe ngumntu wonke, nkqu nanguBawo endimthandayo.

 

Akunjalo nje.

Kodwa, ndithwele zonke iinkxwaleko, indlela ekwakufuneka ndinyanzelise ngayo uSomandla

- ukuze wamkele idini lam e

- ukundivumela ukuba ndiqhubeke neli dini

ukuze kusindiswe bonke abantu abakhoyo nabazayo.

 

Ndifumene oku kwaye kwedini lam lisahleli.

Umzamo wam uyaqhubeka, nangona umzamo omkhulu woThando.

 

Ngaba uyafuna ukwazi ukuba idini lam liqhubeka phi kwaye njani? Kwisakramente yoMthendeleko.

 

Umbingelelo wam uhlala uhleli.

Imigudu endiyenzayo noBawo ingunaphakade

-ukuze usebenzise iNceba kwizidalwa ukufumana uthando lwazo.

Ngoko ke ndikwimo eqhubekayo yokufa okungapheliyo,

nangona aba bafileyo bonke bafile   luThando.

Ngoko ke, awonwabanga

ukuba ndabelana nawe ngezigaba zoBomi bam? "

 

Ngale ntsasa ummeli wam wandibuza enoba ndandinawo na umnqweno wokubandezeleka. Ndathi ewe.

Kodwa ndiziva ndizolile, ndinandipha uxolo olungakumbi

Kwaye ndiyavuya xa ndingafuni nto ngaphandle kwale nto ifunwa nguThixo. Yiyo loo nto ndifuna ukuyiyeka ihambe.

 

Kamva uYesu wasikeleleka  weza.Wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, ukhethe eyona nto ibalaseleyo.

 

Ohlala ehleli kwiNtando yam undibopha   endleleni

-ukukhupha kum amandla aqhubekayo agcina   umphefumlo

- kubukho obuqhubekayo kum.

 

Lo nto

- umphefumlo ubumba ukutya kwam e

-Ndibumba eyakhe.

 

Ukuba, ngakolunye uhlangothi, umphefumlo ungaphandle kwentando yam,

-nokuba wenza izinto ezinkulu, ezingcwele, ezilungileyo,

 

kuba uyawenza ngaphandle kwala Mandla aphuma kum.

Akunakuba kukutya okunencasa kum.

 

Kuba andiboni imisebenzi yakhe njengemisebenzi yoMyolelo wam. "

 

Enkosi Thixo!

 

Ngamana yonke into ingaluzuko lukaThixo kunye noloyiso loBukumkani beFiat ePhakamileyo!

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