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Umqulu 6 

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndaza ndazibona njengenqanawa encinane yomphunga.

Ndothuswe kukuzibona ndincitshiswe kule fomu.

 

UYesu wam othandekayo weza waza   wandixelela:

"Intombazana yakho,

Ubomi bomntu bufana ne-steamboat ehamba nomlilo kuphela: ukuba umlilo wayo mkhulu kwaye ubukhali, uhamba ngokukhawuleza;

ukuba umlilo wawo mncinane, uhamba kancinane, yaye ukuba uyacima umlilo, uhlala ungashukumi.

 

Ngoko ke kumphefumlo:

- ukuba  umlilo wothando lukaThixo mkhulu kuyo;

indanda phezu kwezinto zonke ezisemhlabeni, isoloko ibhabha isingise kumbindi wayo onguThixo

-  Ukuba lo mlilo uncinci  ,

phambili ngobunzima, ukukhasa kunye

zigutyungelwe ludaka lwento yonke esemhlabeni.

-   ukuba umlilo uyacinywa  ,

uhlala engashukumi, engenabo ubomi bukaThixo kuye. Ungathi ufile kuko konke okungokobuthixo.

 

Intombazana yakho

xa umphefumlo usenza zonke izenzo zawo ngokundithanda kunye

xa engafuni mvuzo ngomsebenzi wakhe ngaphandle kothando lwam, uhlala ehamba emini.

Akukho busuku kuye.

 

Ikwahamba phantsi kwelanga eliyijikelezileyo, ikunandipha ngokupheleleyo ukukhanya kwayo.

Izenzo zakhe zisebenza njengokukhanya kuhambo lwakhe. Bavelisa ukukhanya okutsha kuwo. "

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndathandazela iimfuno zabanye. Ukuhamba ngaphakathi kwam,   uYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

 

"Kutheni uthandazela aba bantu?   "

Wena ke, Nkosi yam, usithandelani na? -

 

"Ndiyakuthanda kuba ungowam.

Yaye xa into iyeyethu, siziva sinyanzelekile ukuba siyithande. Kufana nemfuneko. "

Nkosi, ndiyabathandazela aba bantu, ngokuba ngabakho; Ngaphandle koko andinakuba nomdla. "

 

Ebeka isandla sakhe ebunzini lam ngoxinzelelo oluthile   kuyo, wongeza  :

"Oh! Oku kungenxa yokuba bengabaM!

Yiyo loo nto ukuthanda ummelwane kuyinto elungileyo. "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa wazibonakalisa ngokufutshane kwaye   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, uthando lokwenyani luyazilibala kwaye luphile

izilangazelelo, iimbandezelo, nayo yonke into eyeyakhe iNtanda.”

Ndaphendula ndathi, “Nkosi, singazilibala njani xa sinosizi?

Ayisiyiyo into ekude nathi, eyahlukileyo kuthi, enokulibaleka ngokulula ".

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka  :

"Lo ngumbingelelo wothando lokwenene:

ngelixa umntu ekunye naye, kufuneka aphile ngako konke okukokwayiNtanda.

Ngaphezu koko, ukuba ubuqu bakhe bubonakala, kufuneka sizame ukulenza libe lithuba elitsha lokuzibhokoxa ngenxa yaloo nto siyithandayo.

 

Ukuba, ngakolunye uhlangothi, iNtanda ibona ukuba umphefumlo umnika konke, uya kukwazi ukuvuza ngokunikela konke kwaye amvumele ukuba aphile ubomi bakhe bobuthixo. Ngaloo ndlela, lowo uzilibala ngokupheleleyo ufumana yonke into.

 

"Kufuneka sibone   umahluko phakathi kwento esiyilibalayo kunye nesiyifumanayo  : siyalibala into embi kwaye sifumane into enhle.

Siyayilibala indalo kwaye sifumane ubabalo.

Siyayilibala iminqweno kwaye sifumane izidima. Siyalibala ngentlupheko kwaye sifumane ubutyebi. Silibale ngokugeza sifumane ubulumko.

Siyalilibala ihlabathi kwaye sifumane iZulu. "

 

Ngoku kusasa ndiphumile emzimbeni wam, ndizibhaqe ndinomntwana onguYesu ezingalweni zam ndiphakathi kwentombi enyulu eyandibeka phantsi ukuze ndibethelelwe.

- kungekhona ngezikhonkwane, kodwa ngomlilo;

bendibeka ilahle elivuthayo ezandleni nasezinyaweni zam. U-Yesu onoyolo wandinceda ekubandezelekeni kwam kwaye   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, akukho dini ngaphandle kokulahlwa.

Idini kunye nokulahlwa kubangela olona thando lusulungekileyo nolugqibeleleyo.

Kwaye ekubeni idini lingcwele, liwungcwalisa umphefumlo wam njengendawo engcwele endifanele mna.

ukuze ndihlale khona ngonaphakade.

Ngoko ke vumela idini lenze umsebenzi walo kuwe wokuwenza ube ngcwele umzimba wakho nomphefumlo wakho ukuze yonke into ibe ngcwele kuwe.

Ngcwalisani yonke into kum.”

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona uYesu esikelelekileyo kum.

 

Ukukhanya   engqondweni yam   kundixelela ukuba:

"Nangona enye ingeyonto, umntu unokuba yiyo yonke into.

Kodwa kanjani?

Umntu uba yinto yonke ngokubandezeleka   .

Ukubandezeleka kubangela ukuba umphefumlo ube   ngupontiff, umbingeleli, ukumkani, inkosana, umphathiswa, ijaji, igqwetha, umlungiseleli, umkhuseli,   umkhuseli.

 

Yaye ekubeni ukubandezeleka kokwenene kukuthanda kukaThixo,

ukuba umphefumlo uzola ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo  , oku kuzaliseka, kudityaniswa nokubandezeleka, kuvumela umphefumlo ukuba ube   nefuthe .

-ngobulungisa bukaThixo,

- kwinceba yakhe,

-kumadoda   kunye

- malunga nazo zonke   izinto.

 

Ukubandezeleka okwanikelwa kuKristu

- zonke iimpawu,

- zonke iimbeko kunye

-zonke iinkonzo

ukuba indalo yomntu inokuba nayo.

 

Ngokufanayo,

ngokuba nenxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zikaKristu, umphefumlo uba nenxaxheba

-iimpawu,

- iimbeko kunye

-kubulungiseleli

kaKristu, oPheleleyo. "

 

Ndiye ndachukunyiswa yile nto ndiyibhale ngasentla ndizibuza ukuba yinyani na.

 

Ngoko ke, ndakumbona uYesu esikelele, ndathi kuye:

“Mhlekazi, le nto ndiyibhalileyo ayilunganga:

njani ukuba kubenje, ngaphandle kokubandezeleka?

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Ntombi yam, ungothuki.

Eneneni, abukho ubuhle obulingana nokubandezeleka kuThixo kuphela.

 

Iintolo ezimbini zisoloko zibaleka kum.

Inxalenye yokuqala yeNtliziyo yam  .

Lutolo lothando olukhathaza bonke abo baguqe ngamadolo, oko kukuthi, abo bakwinceba yam.

Olu tolo lungcungcuthekisa, lubulale, luphilisa, luxhwalekise, lutsale umdla, lutyhile, luthuthuzele kwaye lwandise iNtshukumo yam kunye nentlawulelo kwabo basesibelekweni sam.

 

Olunye utolo luvela etroneni yam  .

Ndiyiphathisa iingelosi ezithi, njengabalungiseleli bam, zibhabhe kuzo zonke iintlobo zabantu, zibohlwaye kwaye zibakhuthaze ukuba baguquke ».

 

Uthe ke akutsho, wabelana nam ngembandezelo yakhe, esithi kum:

"Nawe uthatha inxaxheba kwintlawulelo yam".

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndabona ngokufutshane uYesu esikelelekileyo ngaphakathi kwam. Ngokungathi ufuna ukuqhubeka nokukhupha amathandabuzo am,

 

Wathi kum   :

"   Intombi yam,

NdiyiNyaniso.

Akukho buxoki bunokuphuma kum.

Ubukhulu becala, ezi isenokuba zizinto abantu abangaziqondiyo. Umphefumlo mawuwaphendule amazwi am ngokuwenza.

Enyanisweni, igama lam ngalinye likhonkco kunye nobabalo.

ophuma kum   e

athi ayinike   indalo njengesipho.

 

Ukuba uyaphendula,

idibanisa olu manyano nabanye esele luyifumene. Ukuba akunjalo   ,

uwubuyisela   kuMdali wakhe.

 

Kanjalo

Ndithetha kuphela xa ndibona

ukuba isidalwa sinamandla okufumana izipho zam.

 

Ngokundiphendula, uyazuza

hayi nje amakhonkco amaninzi   nobabalo,

kodwa nonxibelelwano oluninzi nobulumko bobuthixo.

Kwakhona, kundenza ndifune ukumnika izipho ezingakumbi.

 

Kodwa, ukuba ndibona ukuba izipho zam zibuyile, ndiyarhoxa kwaye ndithule. "

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, zonke izenzo zomntu ezenziwa ngaphandle kwentando kaThixo zibeka uThixo ngaphandle kwendalo yakhe.

 

Ukubandezeleka ngokwako, nangona kungcwele, ukuhlonipheka, kwaye kunqabile emehlweni am;

- ukuba ayizalwanga kwintando yam, endaweni yokundikholisa,

- iyandicaphukisa kwaye iyandigxotha. "

 

Owu Intando kaThixo, ungcwele, uthandeka kwaye unobubele! Ngawe siyinto yonke, nokuba asenzanga nto

Kuba uqhamile kwaye uzala zonke izinto ezilungileyo kuthi. Ngaphandle kwakho asiyonto, nokuba senza yonke into

Kuba intando yomntu ayinyumba kwaye yenza yonke into ibe yinyumba.

 

Andikwazanga ukufumana umthendeleko ngale ntsasa.

Ndandibuhlungu kakhulu, nokuba ndiyarhoxa. Ndaqonda ukuba andilalwanga njengexhoba, ngokuqinisekileyo ndiza kuyifumana.

 

Ndathi ke eNkosini, "Uyabona, ubuxhoba bufuna ukuba ndenze idini lokuhluthwa ukukwamkela kumthendeleko. Wamkele ubuncinane idini lam lokuvinjwa njengesenzo esikhulu sothando kunokuba ndithe ndakwamkela.

Ke, ukucinga ukuba ukundibandeza kubonakalisa uthando lwam kuwe nangakumbi, kuyathomalalisa ubukrakra bolu hlutho. "

 

Ndithe ndisatsho zazehlela iinyembezi kum.

Kodwa, Thixo wam uYesu olungileyo, ndithe nje ukuba ndiqale ukozela, kwaye ngaphandle kokuba andinyanzele ukuba ndimkhangele ixesha elide njengesiqhelo, weza, wabeka izandla zakhe ebusweni bam,   wandiphulula. esithi  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ntombi yam, khalipha!

Kwaye, ngalo mnqweno, umphefumlo wakho uphefumlela uThixo.

 

Ke yena uThixo, eziva evutha ngakumbi ngulo mdla womphefumlo, Uyawuphefumla lo mphefumlo.

Kula moya wokuphefumlelana phakathi koThixo nomphefumlo,

ukunxanelwa uthando kuyaphenjwa yaye, ekubeni uthando lungumlilo, lubumba intlambululo-miphefumlo yalo mphefumlo.

 

Isiphumo kuye asingomthendeleko wosuku njengoko iCawa ivumela, kodwa   umthendeleko oqhubekayo  ,   kanye njengokuba umoya uqhubeka.

 

Ezi zidibanisi zolona thando lunyulu kuphela emoyeni, hayi ngomzimba. Yaye ekubeni ingqondo igqibelele kunomzimba, uthando lunzulu ngakumbi.

Ngoko ke andivuzi abo bangandifuniyo; kodwa abo bangenako ukundamkela, bandinika oku ukuze eneliseke.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ngathi ndingumthwalo emphefumlweni wam, ngokungathi ihlabathi lonke lindisinda ngenxa yokuswela kwam uYesu osikelelekileyo.

 

Xa efika,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, xa umphefumlo undifuna, ufumana imitha yobuthixo, uphawu lobuthixo luphinda luzalwe kum ngamaxesha amaninzi njengoko ndizalwa kwakhona kuye".

 

Ndamangaliswa ngala mazwi ndaza ndathi kuye: “Nkosi, uthini na?

Waza wongezelela wathi  : “Owu! Ukuba nje ubusazi ukuba iZulu linjani na ukuba linjani na xa, emhlabeni, umphefumlo uqhubeka ufuna uThixo, njengoko kusenziwa eZulwini!

 

Buyintoni ubomi baLowo ungowokubongwa? Iquka ntoni?

Ukuzalwa kwakhona okuqhubekayo kuThixo kunye nokuzalwa kwakhona okuqhubekayo kukaThixo kubo.

 

Kukuqonda ukuba: "UThixo usoloko emdala kwaye uhlala emtsha".

Abazange bazive bediniwe kuba baqhubeka bephila ubomi obutsha kuThixo. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona ngokufutshane uYesu esikelelwe ngomnqamlezo wakhe emagxeni akhe njengoko wayedibana noMama wakhe Oyena Ungcwele.

Ndathi kuye: "Nkosi, wenza ntoni uMama wakho ngeli xesha lokudibana kulusizi?"

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, wenze isenzo esilula nesinzulu sokunqula. Isenzo esilula, kokukhona simanyana noThixo.

Ngesi senzo silula, wenza le nto ndandiyenza ngaphakathi.

Kwakumnandi kakhulu kum, ngakumbi kunokuba wenze into enkulu. Unqulo lokwenyaniso lubandakanya oku  :

Isidalwa siyanyibilika kwindalo kaThixo ngokuzimanya noThixo kuyo yonke into esiyenzayo.

 

Ngaba ucinga ukuba ukunqula ngamazwi ngoxa umoya ukunye ilunqulo lokwenyaniso?

Kule meko intando ikude kum: ngaba ndinqulwa ngokwenza enye yezakhono zayo ngelixa ezinye zichithachithiwe?

Hayi, ndifuna yonke into kum, yonke into ndiyinike isidalwa.

Ukunqula sesona senzo sikhulu sokunqula esinokuthi sindenzele sona isidalwa. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndizibone ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndivavanya igumbi lesibhakabhaka. Ndabona isixhenxe selanga eliqaqambileyo, nangona inkangeleko yazo yahlukile kwilanga eliqhelekileyo. Zazibunjwe njengomnqamlezo otyalwe entliziyweni.

 

Ndandingakuboni kakuhle, kuba ukukhanya okwakuphuma kuloo langa kwakukukhulu kangangokuba wawungaboni ngaphakathi.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ngokuya ndisondela, kokukhona ndabona ukuba uMama weKumkanikazi ungaphakathi. Ndacinga oku: “Hayi indlela endifuna ukukubuza ngayo ukuba uyafuna ndizame ukuphuma kweli lizwe ngaphandle kokulinda umfundisi!

 

Emva kokuba ndisondele kuye, ndambuza oko.

Uphendule ngohayi omfutshane, yandothusa kancinci. INtombi Enyulu ke yajika yaya kwisihlwele yathi: "Jonga into afuna ukuyenza!"

 

Wonke umntu waphendula: "Hayi, hayi!"

 

Emva koko, ezele bububele, waguqukela kum   wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

khalipha endleleni yembandezelo.

'Yabona, loo malanga asixhenxe aphuma entliziyweni yam

ziintlungu zosixhenxe endiye zandizukisa;

 

La malanga, isiqhamo seentlungu zam, ahlala ehlaba uBathathu Emnye, owathi,

-ukuva ubuhlungu,

esoloko endithumelela umbulelo ngamajelo asixhenxe.

 

Ndisasaza ezi nceba

ngenxa yozuko lwamazulu onke   ,

yokukhulula imiphefumlo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo   e

ukuze kungenelwe imiphefumlo yabahambi ngezonqulo emhlabeni.” Kamva wanyamalala ndaza ndawumanya   umzimba wam kwakhona.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wazibonakalisa ekwimo yoMnqamlezo. Emva kokwabelana   nam ngokubandezeleka kwakhe, wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ngeNdalo ndinike umfanekiso wam kwimiphefumlo kwaye,

Ngokuzalwa kwam, ndibanike ubuThixo bam, ngaloo ndlela ndisenza ubuntu.

Xa ndandiba ngumntu, ubuThixo bam nabo bafakwa emnqamlezweni.

 

Kanye njengokuba umnqamlezo ubonisa ubuThixo emphefumlweni, ukwaquka umphefumlo ebuThixo,

- ukutshabalalisa kuye into evela kwindalo.

 

Kukho, ngokungathi kunjalo, uThixo esemphefumlweni nasemphefumloni kaThixo.” Ndavuya ndakuva ukuba umnqamlezo uquka umphefumlo kaThixo.

Wongezelela wathi  : “Andithethi kumanyano, kodwa kukuzalwa komntu.

Umnqamlezo ungena emphefumlweni kangangokuba ude ube yintlungu

Yaye apho kukho ukubandezeleka, kukho uThixo  .

Ngenxa yokuba uThixo nokubandezeleka akunakuhlukaniswa.

 

Umnqamlezo

- kwenza umanyano noThixo luzinze ngakumbi e

- kwenza ukuhlukana kuye kuphantse kube nzima njengokuhlukana phakathi kokubandezeleka kunye nendalo ».

 

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

Emva kwethuba wabuyela kwinkangeleko awayenayo ekuthandeni kwakhe xa wayegutyungelwe lihlazo kunye namathe.

Ndathi kuye, Nkosi, ndibonise indlela endinokubamka ngayo kuwe;

Ezi zinto zihlazisayo kwaye endaweni yazo ngamawonga, iindumiso kunye nokunqulwa ".

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Ntombi yam, kukho isikhewu esijikeleze itrone yam;

ngenxa yozuko endityala lona indalo, kodwa ingandiniki.

 

“Kambe ke lowo   undibona ndideliwe zizidalwa  ,   akandizukisi  yena yedwa, kodwa nakwabanye;

kusuke kwabakho kule ntswela-mbeko kum.

 

-Lowo   undibonayo  ndingathandwa  nondithandayo  

kuvuka kolu kungabikho kothando kum.

 

-Lowo undibonayo   ukuba ndigcwalisa izidalwa ngeentsikelelo   xa zingandibuleli,   naye ngokwakhe abulele kum  .

ivelisa kolu kungabikho kombulelo kunye nombulelo ngaM.

 

Ngaloo ndlela umoya onuka kamnandi wenziwa ujikeleze itrone yam

- endiyithandayo kwaye

- oko kuphuma kwimiphefumlo endithandayo kungekuphela nje kubo, kodwa nakwabanye."

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, kufike uYesu sana. Ndithe ndimbona emncinci kangaka ngathi usanda kuzalwa ndathi kuye.

"Piccolino yam endiyithandayo, kutheni uvela eZulwini ukuba uzalwe umncinci kangaka kweli hlabathi?"

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Isizathu yayiluthando.

Ukuzalwa kwam okwethutyana kwaba sisiphumo sokuphuphuma kothando oluvela kuBathathu Emnye oNgcwele ukuya kwizidalwa.

Ngenxa yokuphuphuma kothando oluvela kuMama, ndasishiya isibeleko kwaye, ngenxa yokuphuphuma kothando, ndazaliswa emphefumlweni.

 

Oku kuphuphumala kwaba sisiphumo somnqweno.

Kamsinya nje xa umphefumlo uqalisa ukunqwenela kum, ndikhawulelwa kuko. Okukhona esenza inkqubela kumnqweno wakhe, kokukhona ndikhula kuye.

 

Kwaye xa lo mnqweno umzalisa ngaphakathi ukuya kwinqanaba lokuphuphuma,

Ndizalelwe ekubeni ngumntu wonke: ngengqondo yakhe, emlonyeni wakhe, ngezenzo zakhe, ngokunyathela kwakhe.

 

Usathana naye ukuzalwa kwakhe emiphefumlweni.

Ngokukhawuleza xa umphefumlo uqala ukunqwenela ububi,

uMtyholi ukhawulwe kuye, nemisebenzi yakhe engendawo

Ukuba lo mnqweno uyakhuliswa, usathana uyakhula kwaye azalise umphefumlo wangaphakathi ngezona nkanuko zimbi nezizonyanyekayo.

Ukuba indawo yokuphuphuma ifikeleleke, umntu uzinikela kuzo zonke izinto ezimbi.

 

Ntombi yam, bangaphi abantwana abazalwa nguMtyholi kula maxesha alusizi! Ukuba abantu needemon babenamandla,

bebeya kutshabalalisa konke ukuzalwa kwam emphefumlweni. "

 

Emva kokundinika intlungu enkulu, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane.

Wandibonisa imiphefumlo emininzi ebuntwini bakhe waza   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam,   eZulwini bonke ubomi bomntu buseBuntwini bam

njengakwi-cloister. Ulawulo lobomi babo luphuma kum.” Ukuba yintsika, ubuntu bam bukhokelela ubomi   bomphefumlo wonke.

 

Luyintoni uvuyo lwam xa imiphefumlo esemhlabeni ihlala kweli gumbi kwaye i-echo yoBuntu bam ixubana ne-echo yobu bomi bomntu!

 

Kodwa yintoni engeyiyo ubukrakra bam xa imiphefumlo engonelisekanga ishiya le cloister! Abanye bahlala apho, kodwa ngaphandle kolweyiseko.

Abazithobanga kulawulo lwe-cloister yam.

Kwaye, ke, i-echo yam ayidibani nezabo ".

 

Ndiqhubekeke kwimo yam yesiqhelo, wafika uYesu sana.

Uye wazibeka ezingalweni zam wandisikelela ngezandla zakhe ezincinci   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, ekubeni uluntu lusapho,

-Kuthi, xa athe umntu wenza isenzo esilungileyo, wasisondeza kuYehova, wonke umntu uya kuba nenxaxheba kulo mnikelo;

Iza kum ngokungathi wonke umntu uyinikela kum.

 

Xa ookumkani abathathu bandinika izipho zabo.

Ndizibonile zonke izizukulwana zabantu zikhona ebantwini bazo kwaye zonke zithathe inxaxheba ekulungelweni kwale   minikelo.

 

Into yokuqala abandinika yona   yigolide  .

Ngenxa yoko, ndabanika ulwazi nokuqonda inyaniso. Kodwa ngaba uyayazi igolide endiyilindeleyo emiphefumlweni?

Hayi igolide yezinto eziphathekayo, hayi, kodwa igolide yokomoya, oko kukuthi

-igolide yentando yabo,

-igolide yothando lwabo,

- igolide yeminqweno yabo kunye neencasa zabo.

-ngamafutshane, igolide yonke ingaphakathi lomntu.

 

Yiyo yonke le golide yomphefumlo endiyifunayo kuM.

Nangona umphefumlo awukwazi ukundinika isipho esinjalo ngaphandle kokuzincama.

 

Imore  , njengengcingo yombane,

- idibanisa ubungaphakathi bomntu,

- yenza kukhanye kwaye

- inika imibala emininzi yemibala

enika zonke iintlobo zobuhle emphefumlweni.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kufuneka   kubekho indlela   yokuba  ,

-njengempepho nomoya ophuma ngaphakathi emphefumlweni;

ihlala igcina   imibala kunye nokutsha kuphila,

ivumela   ukunika izipho kunye nokufumana izipho ezinkulu kunezo zinikiweyo, kwaye   oko kunyanzelisa   abo bamkela kwaye banike ukuba bahlale emphefumlweni.

ukuze akwazi ukuhlala encokola naye.

 

Ngoko ke yintoni le ndlela?

Ngumthandazo, ngakumbi lowo  wangaphakathi  , oguqulwa ube yigolide

-hayi imisebenzi yangaphakathi kuphela,

- kodwa nemisebenzi yangaphandle. Eso   sisiqhumiso  . "

 

Ndiyichithe yonke le nyanga iphelileyo ndisezintlungwini. Yiyo loo nto ndingazange ndibhale.

Njengoko ndiqhubeka ndiziva ndibuthathaka kakhulu kwaye ndisezintlungwini,

isoloko indenza ndibe noloyiko lokuba asikuko ukuba ndingakwazi ukubhala, kodwa kungenxa yokuba ndingafuni ukubhala.

 

Kuyinyani ukuba ndiziva ndithandabuza kakhulu ukubhala, kangangokuba kukuthobela kuphela kunokundoyisa kule ngongoma.

Ukususa nayiphi na intandabuzo, ndagqiba ekubeni ndibhale, kungekhona yonke into, kodwa amagama ambalwa kuphela endiwakhumbulayo, ukuze ndibone ukuba ndiyakwazi ukubhala ngokwenene.

 

Ndikhumbula ngenye imini, xa ndandiziva kakubi,

 

UYesu   wathi kum:

"   Ntombi yam, kuya kwenzeka ntoni ukuba umculo uyeka emhlabeni?" Ndambuza, "Mhlekazi, ngowuphi umculo onokuwuyeka?"

 

Wathi kum  :

"Sithandwa sam  ,     umculo wakho  .

 

Ngokwenene, xa umphefumlo

-ukuhlupheka ngenxa yam,

-othandazayo, alungise, adumise kwaye anike ubabalo ngokuqhubekayo, lo ngumculo oqhubekayo wokuva kwam

okuthintela ukunikel' ingqalelo kubugwenxa bomhlaba kwaye ngoko ke ukohlwaya ngokufanelekileyo.

 

Ikwangumculo weengqondo zabantu,

abathi ngaloo ndlela baphephe ukwenza izinto ezimbi ngakumbi.

Ukuba ndingakukhupha kulo mhlaba, awuzukuyeka umculo wam?

 

Ayinakwenza mahluko kum, ngokuba iyakuba kukuhamba kwakhe kuphela ukusuka emhlabeni ukuya eZulwini: endaweni yokuba ndibe naye emhlabeni, ndiyakuba naye eZulwini. Kodwa ihlabathi liza kwenza njani? "

 

Ndicinge:

“Ezi zizizathu zakhe zesiqhelo zokuba angahambi naye!

Mininzi imiphefumlo elungileyo ehlabathini emenzela izinto ezininzi uThixo. Ukanti uthi xa endikhapha uzoyeka umculo   ?

Baninzi abenza ngcono kunam.  "

 

Njengoko bendicinga njalo, yeza njengombane kwaye   yongeza  :

 

“Ntombi yam, yinyani le uyithethayo.

Mininzi imiphefumlo elungileyo endenzela okuninzi.

Nangona kunjalo, njengoko kunzima ukufumana enye

ondinika yonke into ukuze ndizinikele kuye ngokupheleleyo!

Abanye banothando oluncinci, ukuzithemba okuncinci,

-olunye uthando olukhethekileyo, ukuba kuphela kumntu ongcwele,

- abanye bagcina amampunge amancinci,

- okunye ukuncamathela kumhlaba okanye kwizinto ezinomdla zomntu.

-Ngamafutshane, umphefumlo ngamnye ugcina into yawo encinci.

 

Ke into eza kum isuka kuye ayiyobuthixo ngokupheleleyo.

Umculo wakhe awukwazi ukuvelisa ezi ziphumo zokuva kwam kunye nengqondo yomntu.

 

Ke ngoko, izinto ezinkulu ezenziwa yile miphefumlo ayinako

-velisa iziphumo ezifanayo e

- ndiyakucela

njengeentshukumo ezincinci zomphefumlo

-ongazigcineli nto kwaye

-ukuba abafazi tout à Moi. "

 

Un autre jour, alors que je continuais de me sentir souffrante, je vis

que mon confesseur priait Notre-Seigneur wacela ukuba ndichukumise là où je souffrais afin que mes souffrances secalment.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, u-confessor wakho ufuna ndikuchukumise ukuze unciphise ukubandezeleka kwakho. Kodwa, phakathi kwazo zonke iimpawu zam, ndinengxaki.

Ukuba ndithe ndakuchukumisa, ukubandezeleka kwakho kunokwanda kunokuba kunciphe. Kuba eyona nto yayiyonwabele kakhulu uBuntu bam kukubandezeleka, ndiyakuvuyela ukunxibelelana nabo ndibathandayo. "

 

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba uYesu wayendichukumisa yaye ndandisiva intlungu engakumbi. Ngoko ke, ndithi:

"My sweet Good, as for me, I want nothing but your most holy Will Will. Andijongi noba ndiva kabuhlungu okanye ndonwabile, kodwa iWill yakho yinto yonke kum."

 

Wathi kum  :

Nantsi into endiyilindeleyo kuwe, kwanele kum kwaye iyandonelisa.

Lolona nqulo lukhulu nolona lubekekileyo esinokulubuyisela kum isidalwa.

- oko andityala kona njengoMdali wakhe.

 

Xa umphefumlo usitsho, sinokuthi

- ukuba umoya wakhe uphila kwaye ucinga ngokwengqondo yam,

-ukuba amehlo akhe ajonge emehlweni am,

- ukuba umlomo wakhe uthetha ngomlomo wam,

- ukuba intliziyo yakhe ithanda ngam,

- ukuba izandla zakhe zisebenza ngam,

iinyawo zakhe mazihambe ezinyaweni zam.

 

Ndiyakwazi ukumxelela: "Uliliso lam, umlomo wam, intliziyo yam, izandla zam neenyawo zam."

"Ngokwenxalenye yawo, umphefumlo unokuthi:

“UYesu Krestu liliso lam, liliso lam, intliziyo yam, izandla zam neenyawo zam”.

 

Ukuhlala kulo manyano,

kungekuphela nje   ngentando yakhe,

kodwa ngomphefumlo wakhe wonke   ,

umphefumlo, xa uthe wafa, awusayi kuba nanto yokuhlambulula.

 

Kuba intlambululo-miphefumlo ixhalabele ezo kuphela

-Abahlala ngaphandle kwam,

- ngokupheleleyo okanye inxalenye.'

 

Ndaqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo nokuba ndibandezeleka ngakumbi kunangaphambili.

UYesu osikelelekileyo weza, kwaye kuzo zonke iindawo zobuntu bakhe kweza imijelo emincinci yokukhanya eyayinxibelelana nawo onke amalungu omzimba wam.

 

Kwaye, emzimbeni wam,

kwakukho imisinga emininzi eyayinxibelelana noBuntu beNkosi yethu.

 

Ngeli xesha ndazibona ndirhangqwe yintaphane yabangcwele abathe bandijonga, bathi:

“Ukuba uYehova akenzi mmangaliso, akasayi kuphinda aphile.

Ngenxa yokuba engenazo iimpawu ezibalulekileyo, ukujikeleza kwegazi lakhe akusekho kuqhelekileyo. Ngokwemithetho yendalo, ufanele afe. "

Kwaye bathandazela ukuba asikelele uYesu ukuba enze ummangaliso ukuze ndiqhubeke ndiphila.

 

INkosi yethu yathi kubo:

"Unxibelelwano lokuhamba okubonayo kuthetha ukuba yonke into eyenzayo,

- kwanezinto zendalo, zichongwa noBuntu bam.

Xa ndizisa umphefumlo kule ndawo, kuyo yonke into eyenziwa ngumphefumlo nomzimba, akukho nto ilahlekileyo, yonke into iphila kum.

 

Nangona kunjalo

- ukuba umphefumlo awuzange uzibonakalise ngokupheleleyo kunye noBuntu bam,

- imisebenzi yakhe emininzi ayikho.

Ekubeni ndize nayo kweli nqanaba, kutheni ndingayiphathi nayo? "

 

Ndathi ndakuva ezi zinto, ndacinga ukuba zonke ezo zinto zichasene nam.

-ukuthobela akufuni ndife e

thandazani kuYehova ukuba ningandihambisi nani.

 

Bafuna ntoni kum?

Andazi. Kuba, phantse ngamandla, bafuna ukuba ndiphile kulo mhlaba, kude nokulunga kwam okuphezulu ».

Yonke into indiphethe kakubi.

 

Ndathi ndisacinga njalo,   wathi uYesu kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, musa ukuba buhlungu.

Izinto ehlabathini ziyaqhubeka zisiba mbi.

Ukuba lifikile ixesha lokukhulula ubulungisa bam, andisayi kuphinda ndiphulaphule nabani na kwaye ndiya kuthabatha ".

 

Ukuzimasa

- kaBathathu Emnye,

- kaMama kaKumkanikazi, uMariya oyiNgcwele,

- yesithunywa sam esimgcinayo, neyenkundla yonke yasezulwini, nokumphulaphula ovumayo;

 

Ndiyathembisa ukuba, ukuba iNkosi, ngenceba yayo engapheliyo, indinika ubabalo lokufa,

-ndithi ke xa ndizifumana ndikunye noMtshakazi wam wasezulwini, ndithandaze ndithandaze

- ngenxa yoloyiso lweBandla e

- ngenxa yesiphithiphithi kunye nokuguqulwa kweentshaba zakhe.

 

Ndiyathembisa ukuthandazela

- ukuba iqela lamaKatolika liphumelele kwisixeko sethu,

- ukuba icawa yaseSan Cataldo iphinde yavulwa ukuze kunqulwe e

- ukuba umvumi wam ukhululwe kwiimbandezelo zakhe eziqhelekileyo,

ngenkululeko engcwele yomoya nobungcwele bompostile wokwenyaniso e

-ukuba, ukuba iNkosi ivumela, ubuncinane kanye ngenyanga, ndiya kuza kucebisana naye kwizinto zasezulwini kwaye enxulumene nokulungileyo komphefumlo wakhe.

Ndiyathembisa kwaye, kangangoko ndixhalabile, ndiyafunga.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

xa ndibona uYesu wam osikelelekileyo, ndabona nabantu bebandezeleka. Ndambongoza uYesu ukuba abakhulule kwiimbandezelo zabo,

kwanangexabiso lokundibandezela esikhundleni sabo.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Ukuba ufuna ukubandezeleka, unokukwenza ngelixa ulixhoba. Kodwa, kamva, xa ixhoba lifika eZulwini,

isixeko sakho nabalawuli baya kubona ubuze obulandelayo.

 

Owu! Kungakanani ke ngoko abaya kukuqonda okulungileyo okukhulu

endabanikayo ngokubanika umphefumlo wexhoba! "

 

Ndilibele ukukhankanya into endiza kuyibhala ngoku intobeko.

- nangona ezi zingezozinto ezithile, kuba ubukho beNkosi yethu babulahlekile.

Bendiphumile emzimbeni wam ibingathi ndingaphakathi ecaweni.

apho kwakukho ababingeleli abahloniphekileyo abaliqela kwaye, kunye nabo, imiphefumlo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo kunye nabangcwele bexoxa ngecawa yaseSan Cataldo.

 

Bathe ngokuqinisekileyo siza kuyifumana le nto siyifunayo. Ndathi ndakuva, ndathi, “Ingenzeka njani le nto?

Ngenye imini kwakusithiwa iSahluko iphulukene nesizathu. Ngoko ke akunakwenzeka ukuyifumana ngenkundla.

Umasipala akafuni kukunika wena uthi uzakuyifumana?"

 

Bathi, "Nangona bonke obu bunzima, unobangela awulahlekanga.

Kwaye nokuba bayakwazi ukuphakamisa isandla sabo ukuze bayidilize, akunakutshiwo ukuba isizathu silahlekile, kuba iSan Cataldo iya kuyazi indlela yokukhusela itempile yakhe kakuhle.

Ihlwempu uCorato, ukuba babenako! "

 

Baqhubeka besithi: “Izinto zokuqala zixeliwe, iNtombi Enyulu ethweswe isithsaba sele isiwe kwikhaya layo.

Wena, hamba phambi kweNenekazi lethu kwaye umthandaze ukuba asinike ngokupheleleyo ubabalo asele eqalisile ukulufumana kuthi ».

 

Ndaphuma kule nkonzo ndayothandaza.

Kodwa, ngelo xesha, ndazifumana ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Ndizibone ndinxunguphele kakhulu kwaye ndingcungcutheka ngenxa yokuphulukana noYesu wam olungileyo.

 

Ndathi nje ndakumbona   , wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

umphefumlo wakho kufuneka uzame ukuxelisa ukubhabha kokhozi.

Oko kukuthi, kufuneka azame ukuzigcina kwindawo ephakamileyo, ngaphezu kwazo zonke izinto eziphantsi zalo mhlaba.

Kufuneka ihlale iphezulu kangangokuba kungabikho lutshaba unokulufikelela.

 

Kuba umphefumlo ohlala kwiindawo eziphakamileyo unokufikelela kwiintshaba zawo. Kodwa abanako ukuyifikelela.

 

Akufuneki nje ukuba iphile phezulu,

kodwa kufuneka azame   ukucoceka kunye nokubonakala kokhozi  .

 

Ehleli phezulu  ,   ebona ngamehlo akhe  ,   woba nako ukugqogqa izinto zezulu,

hayi ngendlela edlulayo, kodwa

- ukucamngca ngazo de zibe kukutya abakuthandayo

-kwaye udelela nantoni na eyenye.

 

Kananjalo uya kukwazi ukungena kwiimfuno zabanye,

akoyiki ukuhla phakathi   kwabo

ukuba benze okulungileyo, ukuba kuthiwe badle ubomi.

Ngobunyulu beso lakhe  .

uya kukwazi ukwenza ukuthanda uThixo nokuthanda ummelwane kube luthando, elungisa yonke into kuThixo.

 

Kumele ukuba lo ngumphefumlo ofuna ukundikholisa.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ngaphezu kokuba ndihlutshwa kukungabikho kukaYesu wam, ndiziva ndicinezelekile. Emva kokundinika iingxaki ezininzi, uYesu weza ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

iimbandezelo neminqamlezo zizicatshulwa endizithumela emphefumlweni.

Ukuba uyazamkela ezi zabelo (umzekelo, isilumkiso

hlawula ityala okanye uthenge ubomi obungunaphakade)

ukuzinikezela kwintando yam   ,

bendibulela   kwaye

ekudumiseni isimilo sam esingcwele, sivuma kwangoko   .

 

Uya kuphepha iisamana ezintsha, ngokubandakanyeka kwamagqwetha, kuphela ukuba agwetywe kwijaji.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo uphendule ngokuyeka kunye nokubulela, uya kuhlawulela yonke into.

kuba umnqamlezo uya kusebenza njengesamani, ummeli nomgwebi

ngaphandle kokuba aswele nantoni na eyenye ukuze azuze uBukumkani obunguNaphakade.

 

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ukuba umphefumlo awusamkeli eso sabelo,

cinga ngayo ngokwakho, kweliphi na intsonkotha yeshwangusha kunye neentloni ezifaka kuyo.

Kwaye uya kuba ngqongqo kangakanani na umgwebi kwisigwebo sakhe ngokwala umnqamlezo?

 

Umnqamlezo njengomgwebi mkhulu

-ukuzonwabisa ngakumbi,

-uvelwano ngakumbi,

-utyekele ngakumbi ekutyebiseni umphefumlo kunokugweba;

-ithande ukuyihombisa kunokuba uyigwebe. "

 

Ekubeni uLuisa wayegula, ndamnyanzela ukuba athethe.

Ayikwazanga ukungathobeli, wandiyalela oku kulandelayo ngokucaphuka okukhulu:

 

Ekubeni ndandibandezelekile kakhulu, ndandikhalaze eNkosini yethu kuba yayingandithathanga ukuya nayo eZulwini.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, khalipha ekubandezelekeni kwakho!

Sukuba buhlungu kuba andikakungenisi eZulwini.

Kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba yonke iYurophu ihleli emagxeni akho. Yaye enoba ikamva lakhe, lihle okanye libi, lixhomekeke ekubandezelekeni kwakho.

 

Ukuba uhlala womelele kwaye ungagungqi ekubandezelekeni, izinto eziya kwenzeka ziyakunyamezeleka ngakumbi.

Kodwa ukuba awomelelanga kwaye awuguquguquki ekubandezelekeni, okanye ukuba ndikuse eZulwini, izinto ziya kuba mbi kakhulu.

ukuba iYurophu iya kusongelwa ngokuhlaselwa nokuxhwilwa ngabantu basemzini. "

 

Kwakhona uYesu wathi kum:

"Ukuba uhlala emhlabeni kwaye ubandezeleka kakhulu ngomnqweno kunye nokungaguquguquki, yonke into eya kwenzeka ngesohlwayo eYurophu iya kunceda ukwenza iCawa yoyise.

 

Kwaye ukuba iYurophu ayisebenzisi, iya kuhlala inenkani esonweni.

Kwaye ukubandezeleka kwakho kuya kusebenza njengento yokulungiselela ukufa kwakho ngaphandle kokuba iYurophu izuze kuyo. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Emva kokuba endinike ingxaki eninzi, uYesu osikelelekileyo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam. Ndathi sendifuna ukuthetha naye, wabeka umnwe emlonyeni wam  , wathi  :

"Thula, thula."

Ndivele ndamoyika andabi nasibindi sokuvula umlomo wam.

 

Endibona ndikhathazekile,   wongeze wathi  :

"Ntombi yam endiyithandayo, ngenxa yemfuneko yamaxesha, kufuneka sithule. (Ngumlawuli wokomoya waseLuisa, uBawo uGennaro de Gennari, othetha apha)

 

Ukuba uthe wathetha kum, ilizwi lakho londibopha izandla, ndingabi nako ukohlwaya ngokufanelekileyo. Kuya kuhlala kufuneka siqale phantsi.

Ngoko ke kuyimfuneko ukuba phakathi kwam nawe kukho ixesha elide lokuthula ».

 

Uthe akutsho, wakhupha umqondiso ekubhalwe kuwo kwathiwa:

"Ummiselo: izibetho, iintlungu kunye neemfazwe". Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndizibone ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndizibone sendisemagxeni omntu onxibe okwetakane.

Ibisiya phambili kancinci.

Ngaphambi kwakhe kukho uhlobo lwemoto ehamba ngokukhawuleza. Entliziyweni yam ndazixelela:

“Lo mntu uhamba kancinci.

Kwaye ndingathanda ukungena kulo matshini uhamba ngokukhawuleza. "

 

Andazi ukuba kutheni, kodwa ndathi ndakuyicinga loo nto,

Ndizibone ndingaphakathi kule moto kukho abantu abandixelelayo:

"Wenze ntoni? Umshiyeleni uMfundisi?

Lo Malusi, ekubeni ubomi bakhe busendle, unawo onke amayeza amayeza, aluncedo okanye ayingozi  .

 

Ngokuhlala naye, umntu unokuhlala esempilweni.

Ukuba simbona enxibe okwemvana, kungenxa yokuba ufana neemvana ukuze basondele kuye ngaphandle koloyiko.

Yaye   ukuba uhamba kancinane, kungenxa yokuba ukhuselekile ngakumbi  . "

 

Ukuva oku, ndacinga:

“Ekubeni kunjalo, ndingathanda ukuba naye ukuze ndithethe naye ngesigulo sam.

 

Ngelo xesha ndamfumana esondele kakhulu kum. Bonke bonwabile, ndathi endlebeni yakhe:

"Malusi olungileyo, ukuba unamava kangaka, ndinike okuthile ngenxa yezifo zam. Ndisentlungwini engathethekiyo!

 

Ekubeni ndandifuna ukuthetha ngakumbi, wandiphazamisa ngokuthi:

«  Ukurhoxa ngokwenene

hayi ukurhoxa ngokwentelekelelo akujongi   izinto,

kodwa   unqula ngokuthe cwaka amalungiselelo kaThixo  . "

 

Uthe esathetha njalo kwavuleka uboya begusha yakhe ndabubona ubuso   beNkosi Yethu intloko ithweswe ngameva  .

 

Bendingazi noba mandithini ndiye ndathula ndonwabile ukubanaye.

Wathi  : "Ulibele ukuxelela umema wakho into enye ngomnqamlezo." Ndathi, "Nkosi yam ethandekayo, andikhumbuli. Ndixelele kwakhona kwaye   ndiza kukuxelela."

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, phakathi kweziqhamo ezininzi zomnqamlezo   kukho uvuyo  .

 

Enyanisweni, xa ufumana isipho, wenza ntoni? Sinetheko, sivuya, sonwabile.

Ekubeni umnqamlezo usesona sipho sixabisekileyo nesibekekileyo  , e

kuba yenziwa ngoyena Mntu mkhulu noyena wahlukileyo ukhoyo  ,

-esi sipho sithandeka kakhulu, kwaye sivuyisa ngaphezu kwazo zonke ezinye izipho ezinokufunyanwa.

Wena ngokwakho ungakhankanya ezinye iziqhamo zomnqamlezo. Ndaphendula:

"Njengoko utsho, ungatsho njalo

umnqamlezo uyabhiyoza, uyakhazimla, uyavuya kwaye uyanqweneleka.

 

Waphendula wathi  : "Kulungile! Uthethe kakuhle!

 

Nangona kunjalo, umphefumlo unokufumana le miphumo kuphela.

-  xa erhoxile ngokugqibeleleyo kwiWill yam e

-xa wandinika yonke, ngaphandle kokubamba nantoni na.

 

Nam ke, ukuze ndingoyiswa luthando sisidalwa.

Ndimnika konke kwaM, kuquka noMnqamlezo.

 

Umphefumlo, ukuwuqonda njengesipho esivela kum, uyabhiyoza kwaye uyavuya ».

 

Ngale ntsasa ndiziva ndidakumbile kwaye ndibuhlungu ngokuphulukana noYesu wam othandekayo.

Wandenza ndeva ilizwi lakhe elimnandi, elalisithi: “  Yonke into iphuma elukholweni  ,   lowo womelele elukholweni womelele ekubandezelekeni  .

Umsesane womtshato

-ikwenza ufumane uThixo kuyo yonke indawo,

-Uyibonisa kuzo zonke izenzo.

Konke okwandulelayo kukutyhilelwa komphefumlo esitsha.

 

Ngoko ke. yomelelani elukholweni.

Ngokuba, ukuba womelele elukholweni kuzo zonke iimeko kunye neemeko, ukholo

-uya kulawula amandla akho kunye

-kuya kuqinisekisa ukuba uhlala umanyene noThixo ".

 

Ngale ntsasa bekufuneka ndifumane uMthendeleko oNgcwele kwaye le ngcinga ithi qatha engqondweni yam:

 

“Uya kuthini uYesu wam oyintanda xa engena emphefumlweni wam?

 

Uya kuthi  : "Yeka indlela embi, embi, ebandayo kwaye ecekisekayo ngayo lo mphefumlo!"

Kwaye iya kutshisa ngokukhawuleza iintlobo

ungahlali unxibelelana nalomphefumlo umbi.

 

"Kodwa ufuna ntoni kum?

Nokuba ndimbi kakhulu, kufuneka ube nomonde wokuza.

Kuba, nangayiphi na imeko, ndiyakufuna kwaye andinakwenza ngaphandle kwakho. "Kwathi, waphuma uYesu,    wathi kum

“Ntombi yam, sukukhalela oku.

Akuthathi xesha lide ukuyilungisa.

Ekuphela kwento oyifunayo sisenzo esigqibeleleyo sokurhoxa kwiWill yam

ukuze uhlambuluke kubo bonke obu bubhanxa uthetha ngabo.

 

Kwaye ndiza kukuxelela ngokuchaseneyo nento oyicingayo.

 

Ndiza kukuxelela  :

"Umhle kangakanani!

Ndiva kuwe umlilo wothando lwam kunye nevumba elimnandi levumba lam.

Ndifuna ukuhlala kuwe ngonaphakade. ”Wathi shwaka.

 

Wathi akufika umntu wam, ndamxelela yonke into.

Waphendula wathi ayilunganga le ndiyithethayo.

Kuba kukubandezeleka okuhlambulula umphefumlo

kwaye oko kurhoxa akunanto yakwenza nako.

 

Emva koko, emva kokufumana umthendeleko, ndathi kuYesu:

Wathi, Nkosi, uBawo uthe kum, ukuba izinto ozithethileyo kum azilunganga; zicacisele, undazise inyaniso.

 

Ngobubele,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa sithetha   ngezono zangabom  ngoko sifuna   ukubandezeleka,

xa kufikwa kukungafezeki, ubuthathaka, ukubanda okanye   okunye,

apho umphefumlo ungabekanga nto ngokwayo  , ngoko isenzo sokurhoxa ngokugqibeleleyo sanele.

 

Emva koko, ukuba kuyimfuneko, umphefumlo uyahlanjululwa.

 

Ngokuba, ngokwenza lo msebenzi,

umphefumlo udibana neNtando yam yobuThixo leyo

uhlambulula intando yomntu   e

iyayihombisa ngeempawu zayo   .

 

Emva koko umphefumlo uhambelana nam ".

 

Ngale ntsasa, bendizaliswe luloyiko lokuba,

- undibona ndisebuhlungu kangaka, usikelelwe uYesu uyandishiya. Ndiye ndamva ephuma ngaphakathi kwam   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam,   kutheni uzikhathaza ngeengcinga ezingenamsebenzi nezinto ezingekhoyo  ? Yazi ukuba unezihloko ezithathu.

Ezi ke zibotshelelwe kum ngokweentambo ezintathu

ngoko andinako ukukushiya.

 

Ezi zihloko zezi:

-  ukubandezeleka rhoqo,

- ukulungiswa okungapheliyo e

- uthando olungapheliyo.

 

Ukuba, njengesidalwa, uyazingisa kule nto,

Wanga uMdali abe ngaphantsi kwesidalwa sakhe

- ezenza oyiswe yiyo? Oku akunakwenzeka. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Emva kokundinika ingxaki eninzi, ndabona ngokufutshane uYesu wam othandekayo.

 

Wathi  :

"Wena ubundifuna kangaka ufuna ntoni? Yintoni oyikhathaleleyo?"

 

Ndaphendula ndathi Mhlekazi andifuni kwanto mna.

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka:

"Yintoni, awufuni   nto?

Ndibuze into: ubungcwele, ubabalo lwam, isidima. Kuba ndingakunika yonke into   "

 

Kwakhona, ndathi:

"Akukho nto, akukho nto!   Ndifuna nje wena, kunye nantoni na oyifunayo  ."

 

UYesu wahlabela mgama wathi:

 

"Ngoko awusafuni nto? Mna ndedwa kwanele ngawe? Iminqweno yakho ayinabo obunye ubomi ngaphandle kwam ndedwa? Ngoko konke ukuthembela kwakho kufuneka kube kum kuphela.

Kuba nokuba awufuni nto, uya kuyifumana yonke. Emva koko wathi shwaka okombane.

 

Ndandibuhlungu kakhulu.

Ingakumbi kuba, nangona ndambuza ngamandla am onke, akazange abuye. Ndazixelela ukuba andifuni kwanto qha ndimkhathalele, kwaye ingathi akandihoyanga tu. Andiqondi ukuba intliziyo yakhe entle ingafikelela njani kulento? Ndaye ndazixelela obunye ububhanxa obuninzi.

 

Wabuya   wandixelela:

"Enkosi, enkosi! Yeyiphi eyona inkulu?

Ukuba uMdali ubulela isidalwa okanye isidalwa siyambulela uMdali?

 

Yazi xa undilindile ndibambezele ukufika kwam ndiyabulela. Xa ndisiza kwaoko ke nina enimelwe kukundibulela.

Ngoko kubonakala kuncinci kuwe

ngaba uMdali wakho mazibe sesikhundleni sokukubulela?” Ndandididekile.

 

Ngale ntsasa ndiziva ndikhathazwa kukungabikho kukaYesu osikelelekileyo.

UYesu wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa umlambo uboniswa kwimitha yelanga;

sijonge kuyo, sibona ilanga elinye nelo lisezulwini.

Kodwa kwenzeka xa umlambo uzolile,

-kungangeni moya uphazamisa amanzi ayo.

 

Kodwa, ukuba amanzi ayaphazamiseka,

-nangona umlambo ubekwe ngokupheleleyo elangeni, akukho nto inokubonwa, yonke into ididekile.

 

Oku kunjalo ngomphefumlo ochache kwimitha yelanga lobuthixo.

 

Ukuba kuzolile,

-Ubona ilanga likaThixo kuye,

- uva ukufudumala kwakhe,

- ubona ukukhanya kwayo kunye

- uyayiqonda   iNyaniso.

 

Kodwa,   ukuba ukhathazekile  , 

- nangona ineLanga likaThixo kuyo,

ayibikho nto ngaphandle kwesiphithiphithi nesiphithiphithi.

 

Ke ukuba unexhala lokuhlala umanyene nam,   gcina uxolo lwakho njengobutyebi bakho obona bukhulu  . "

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

- kodwa ndihlala ndinobukrakra obukhulu emphefumlweni wam ngenxa yokuphulukana noYesu wam osikelelekileyo.

 

Iza ngeyona ndlela xa ndingasenakukwazi ukuyinyamezela e

emva koko ndiphantse ndaqiniseka ukuba ayisayi kubuya. Ndithe xa ndimbona   wabe ephethe ichalice ngesandla  .

Wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ngaphezu kokutya   kothando,

«Ndinikeni nam isonka somonde   wenu  .

 

Ngenxa yokuba   uthando olunomonde kunye nokubandezeleka

- kukutya okuninzi kwaye komeleza ngakumbi.

Ukuba akanamonde  , uthando lulula kwaye alunanto.

 

Ukuba nithe nandinika oku, ndiya kuninika isonka esimnandi sobabalo lwam. "

 

Uthe xa esitsho,

Wandinika ndasela into engaphakathi kwegoblet ayibambe ngesandla. Ibingathi yi-liqueur eswiti endingayaziyo. Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Emva kwexesha, ndabona abantu abaninzi endingabaziyo bejikeleze ibhedi yam:

ababingeleli namarhamente namarhamente ekubonakala ukuba aze kundityelela.

Uninzi lwaba bantu bathi kumvumi wam:

 

“Sixelele ngalo mphefumlo,

-ezo zonke izinto iNkosi ezibonakalisileyo kuye,

- kuzo zonke iinceba awamnika zona,

 

Kuba uYehova usixelele

-ukuba ngo-1882 wakhetha ixhoba.

- ukuba uphawu lokuyiqonda yayiyiyo

ukuba uyigcine entombini kwada kwayile mini

- apho wayekhona xa wamnyula,

- ngaphandle kokuchatshazelwa kukuguga. "

 

Njengoko aba bantu batshoyo, andazi ukuba njani,

Ndizibone ndinjalo ndangqengqa ebhedini.

- nasemva kwayo yonke le minyaka kule meko yokubandezeleka.

 

Ukuba kwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam kwaye ndabona inkitha yabantu

kwindawo apho kwakuvakala isandi seziqhushumbisi nezithonga zompu. Abantu bawe befile okanye benzakele.

Abo baseleyo babebalekela kwisakhiwo esikufutshane. Zawasukela iintshaba zawo, zawabulala onke.

 

Ndathi entliziyweni yam: “Akwaba uYehova ebekho nje ukubaxelela,

Yiba nenceba kwaba bantu bangamahlwempu.

Ndaqala ukuyikhangela ndayifumana ikwimo yomntwana omncinci, kodwa ikhula ngokuthe ngcembe de ifikelele kwiminyaka egqibeleleyo.

 

Ndiye ndasondela kuye ndathi:

 

"Thixo olungileyo, awuyiboni le ntlekele yenzekayo? So awufuni kuphinda usebenzise inceba yakho?

Mhlawumbi olu phawu uluthatha njengento engeyomfuneko.

-obusoloko buzukisa ubuThixo bakho obusenyameni kunye

-eyakha isithsaba esikhethekileyo entlokweni yakho ka-Agasti, nesinye isithsaba

"ukuba ufune kwaye uthande kakhulu, isithsaba semiphefumlo?"

 

Njengoko benditshilo,

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Kwanele, kwanele! Musa ukuya phambili! Ngaba ufuna ukuthetha ngenceba?

Kwaye ubulungisa, siya kwenza ntoni ngabo?

Ndikuxelele kwaye ndiyayiphinda: kuyimfuneko ukuba ubulungisa buthathe ikhondo labo ».

 

Ndaphendula:

“Ngoko akukho nyango.

Kutheni undishiya kulomhlaba,

ekubeni ndingasenakukuthuthuzela okanye ndibandezeleke endaweni yommelwane wam? Ukuba kunjalo, kungcono undiyeke ndife. "

Kuthe kusenjalo ndabona omnye umntu ngasemva esikelela umqolo kaYesu, wathi kum uYesu, enqwala intloko.

"Zazise kuBawo, ubone ukuba uya kuthini na kuwe." Ndazazisa ndingcangcazela.

 

Uthe nje ukuba andibone, wathi: "Kutheni nize kum?" Ndaphendula:

"Ukulunga okuthandekayo, inceba engapheliyo, ndisazi ukuba ufana nenceba, ndize kukucela inceba kuwe,

-Inceba ngemifanekiso yakho,

-Inceba ngemisebenzi oyenzileyo,

-Inceba kwizidalwa zakho. "

 

Impendulo ivela ku- Dieu le Père  :

"Ke, yinceba oyifunayo le.

Kodwa, ukuba inceba yokwenyaniso ifunwa, kusemva kokuba okusesikweni kuphalaziwe eya kuthi inceba ivelise iziqhamo ezinkulu neziyintabalala. "

 

Ndingazi ukuba mandiphendule ndithini:

"  Uyingcwele kayise  ,

xa ukhonza kunye nabantu abasweleyo

- babonakale phambi kwenkosi yabo okanye phambi kwabantu abazizityebi,

ukuba zilungile, nokuba azikuniki yonke into oyifunayo,

- Basoloko ukunika into.

 

Kwaye mna owenze isenzo esilungileyo sokuzibonakalisa phambi kwakho,

- INkosi epheleleyo, uButyebi obungenasiphelo, uBulunga obungenasiphelo, awuyi kumnika lo mfazi ulihlwempu ukuba ndiyinto yento ayicele kuwe?

Ayinambeko na, inkosi, xa inikelayo, ngaphezu kokuba yalile abakhonzi bayo?

 

Emva komzuzwana uthe cwaka,   uTata wathi  :

"Ngenxa yakho, ndiya kwenza isihlanu endaweni   yeshumi."

Oko kwathiwa, uYise noNyana abasekho.

 

Ke, kwiindawo ezininzi emhlabeni, ngakumbi eYurophu,

Ndizibonile iimfazwe, iimfazwe zamakhaya neemvukelo zisanda.

 

Ndaqhubeka ngokwesiqhelo.

Kwakubonakala ngathi ecaleni kwebhedi yam kwakukho abantu ababethandaza eNkosini Yethu. Kodwa andizange ndihoye ukuba bafuna ntoni.

 

Bendivele ndihoye inyani

-ukuba kwakusebusuku kwaye

-ukuba uYesu wayengekabonakali.

Owu! Intliziyo yam ibibuhlungu ndisoyika ukuba akazofika.

 

Ndicinge:

"Mhlekazi sikwiyure yokugqibela kwaye awukafiki. Ndicela undisindise kule ntlungu, noko mandikubone."

 

Ndithe ndisathetha, waphuma uYesu engaphakathi kwam. Wathi kwabo bandingqongileyo:

 

"Izidalwa azinakulwa ngobulungisa bam. Oku kuvunyelwe kuphela kwabo   banesihloko sexhoba  . Abanakulwa nje   ngoBulungisa bam  , kodwa   banokudlala ngoBulungisa bam.

 

Kwaye oku, kutheni

-xa sisilwa okanye sidlala,

- Ukufumana ubunzima ngokulula, ukoyiswa kunye nokoyiswa,

 

Ixhoba lilungele ukubethwa,

uzinikele ekuloyiseni nasekuloyiseni,

- ngaphandle kokunikela ingqalelo kwilahleko okanye ukubandezeleka kwakhe,

kodwa kungenxa yozuko lukaThixo, kunye nokulungelwa kommelwane.

 

Ukuba ndifuna ukwaneliseka,

Ndinexhoba lam apha

ngubani na olungele ukulwa nokwamkela phezu kwayo yonke ingqumbo yobulungisa bam.”

 

Kuyacaca ukuba abantu ababejikeleze ibhedi yam babethandaza becela uxolo kuYehova. Ndivele ndacaphuka ndakuva la mazwi eNkosi yethu.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndiphumile emzimbeni wam, ndizibone ndinoMntwana onguYesu ezingalweni zam. Sasingqongwe ngabefundisi abaliqela nabanye abantu abazinikeleyo,

uninzi lwazo bezizonwabisa ngamampunge, ubunewunewu nefashoni.

Kubonakala   kum ukuba bathi omnye komnye umzekeliso wamandulo: "Isinxibo asiyenzi imonki".

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

"Sithandwa sam, oh! Mandibuhluthe ubungangamsha obundifanelekela izidalwa, zindilahla ngokungenaburhalarhume, kwanabo bathi bazinikele!"

 

Ukuva oku, ndithi kumntwana uYesu:

"Othandekayo omncinci wentliziyo yam, masicengceleze   uGloria Patri abathathu   ngenjongo yokunika ubuThixo lonke uzuko olufuneka kuye izidalwa.

Ngoko ke, uya kufumana ukulungiswa okuncinci. "

 

Wathi uYesu  ,   Ewe, masizicengceleze. Kwaye sasicengceleza kunye.

Emva koko sacengceleza   isibongozo sikaMariya   ngenjongo

ukunika uKumkanikazi uMama lonke uzuko olufunyanwa zizidalwa kuye.

Owu! Hayi indlela ekwakumnandi ngayo ukuthandaza noYesu osikelelweyo! Ndaziva ndonwabile kangangokuba ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam, ndingathanda njani ukwenza uvumo lwam lokholo ezandleni zakho ngelixa ndicengceleza iSivumo   sokholo kunye nawe  !"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Uya kucengceleza  i-Creed kuphela kuba kukuwe ukuyenza hayi kum.

Uya kuthetha egameni lazo zonke izidalwa ukuze undinike uzuko nembeko engakumbi.”   Ngoko ndasibeka isandla sam kweso sikaYesu ndaza ndacengceleza iSivumo sokholo.

Waza   uYesu wasisikelela wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Kubonakala ngathi ndiziva ndikhululekile kwaye amafu amnyama okungabi nambulelo kwabantu, ngakumbi abo bazinikeleyo, baye bahamba.

 

Ah! Intombi yam  ,

izenzo zangaphandle zezidalwa zingena nzulu kuzo

- Ukubeka ingubo emphefumlweni wabo.

 

Xa ukuchukumisa kukaThixo kufikelela emphefumlweni,

- akaziva ngamandla kuba iimpahla ezimdaka ziyamgquma.

 

Emva koko,   ukungafumani ukuvutha kobabalo,

yi le

-okanye wala,

-okanye ayiphumelelanga.

 

Owu! Kunzima kangakanani

-khangela iziyolo kunye nobunewunewu bangaphandle e

Ezo zinto zidelekile ngaphakathi!

Ngokuchasene noko: sithanda ngaphakathi kwaye sivuya kuyo yonke into esingqongileyo. Ntombi yam zibonele intlungu yeNtliziyo yam

-ukubona ubabalo lwam lwaliwe zizo zonke iintlobo zabantu kula maxesha.

 

Kunoko

ubomi bezidalwa zam buphuma kuM ngokupheleleyo naloo   nto

yonke intuthuzelo yam kukubanceda, balucekisile uncedo lwam   .

Yiza wabelane ngeembandezelo zam kwaye ube novelwano ngobukrakra bam. "

 

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

Kwaye ndandixhwalekile zonke iimbandezelo zikaYesu othandekayo,

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndazibona sendijikelezwe ngama virgin amathathu

- owandithabatha efuna ukundibethelela emnqamlezweni ngamandla.

Kodwa ekubeni ndingazange ndimbone uYesu esikelelekileyo, bonke benoloyiko, ndabachasa.

 

Babona amandla am, bathi kum:

"Sisi omncinci othandekayo,

sukoyika ukuba uMlingane wethu akakho. Siqala ukukubethelela emnqamlezweni.

Ukutsalwa ngamandla eembandezelo zakho, iNkosi iya kuza. Sivela eZulwini.

Ekubeni sibonile ububi obunzulu kakhulu omele kwenzeke eYurophu, size kukwenza ubandezeleke ukuze bancitshiswe. "

 

Emva koko bagqobhoza izandla zam neenyawo zam ngezikhonkwane;

-kodwa ngenkohlakalo ndacinga ukuba ndiza kufa. Ndithe ndisentlungwini, wafika uYesu ebongwe.

 

Endijonge ngeliso elibukhali,   wathi kum  :

“Wakuwiselwa ngubani na ukuba uzintywilisele kwezo ntlungu?

Ukundithintela ekuthini ndikhululeke ekwenzeni into endiyifunayo, ndibe ngumqobo ekulungiseni kwam amaxesha onke?

 

Ndazithethela ngaphakathi: "Yintoni le ayifunayo kum? Bendingayifuni nalento. Ngabo aba bandixhokonxileyo uyandihlasela!"

Kodwa ndandingakwazi ukuthetha ngenxa yeentlungu.

 

Xa sibubona ubukhali beNkosi yethu,

ezi ntombi zandenza ndasokola kakhulu ngokususa nokuphinda ndityale iinzipho zam. Bandisondeza kuYesu, bembonisa iimbandezelo zam.

Okukhona ndandibandezeleka, kokukhona kwakubonakala ngathi uYesu wayezola.

Bathe bakumbona exolile waphantse wathamba kukubandezeleka kwam, bahamba bandishiya ndodwa neNkosi yethu.

 

Waza ke uYesu wandinceda, waza, endikhuthaza,   wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ubomi bam buzibonakalisa ngaMazwi, iMisebenzi kunye noKubandezeleka  ,   kodwa kungenxa yokubandezeleka okuzibonakalisa ngakumbi  ».

 

Ngelo xesha u-confessor wam weza kundibiza ukuba ndithobele.

Ngokukodwa ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwam nangenxa yokuba uYehova akazange andishiye, andizange ndikwazi ukuthobela.

 

Ndiye ndakhalaza kuYesu wam, ndisithi kuye:

“Nkosi yam, kutheni elapha ngeli lixa? Kutheni efike kwangethuba?

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Ndifuna ukuba ahlale nathi okwethutyana, kwaye abe nesabelo kwiinceba zam. Xa umntu esiya endlwini rhoqo,

uthatha inxaxheba

- kwiinyembezi zakhe kunye novuyo lwakhe,

- ubuhlwempu kunye nobutyebi bakhe. Kunjalo ke kulowo uvumayo.

Ngaba akazange athathe inxaxheba ekuziboneni kwakho kunye nokuswela imali? Ngoku thatha inxaxheba kum. "

 

Kwabonakala kum ukuba uYesu wamenza ukuba abe nesabelo kumandla akhe obuthixo ngokuthi kuye:

 

«   Ubomi bukaThixo emphefumlweni liThemba

 

Okukhona umphefumlo unethemba, kokukhona kukho ubungcwele ngakumbi kuwo.

Nendlela obuquka ngayo uBomi obuNgcwele

-Amandla, ubulumko,

-Amandla, uthando, njalo njalo,

ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo uziva uhlanjwe yimijelo emininzi njengoko kukho izidima zobuthixo. Ngaloo ndlela, uBomi obuNgcwele buyaqhubeka bukhula kubo.

 

Kodwa,   ukuba akanathemba

-kwilizwe lomoya, e

-nakummandla womzimba - ekubeni indawo yenyama nayo ithatha inxaxheba - ubomi bobuthixo buya kuncipha de bucime ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ke,   ndiyathemba, nethemba kwakhona  . "

 

Kwandula ke, ngobunzima, ndafumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele.

 

Emva koko ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam ndaza ndabona amadoda amathathu emile okwehashe lasendle atyhutyha iYurophu esenza ukubulawa kwabantu abaninzi. Kwakubonakala ngathi bafuna ukubandakanya uninzi lweYurophu kwiimfazwe ezimanyumnyezi, njengangaphakathi kwiwebhu.

 

Wonke umntu wangcangcazela akubona ezi demon zisenyameni kwaye abaninzi bafa.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndithe ndisacinga   ngeNkosi yethu   ifika   eCalvary  .

elo xesha yahlutywa yahamba ze, yaze yankcenkceshelwa nentsimi  .

 

Ndamxelela:

"Nkosi yam ethandekayo, andiboni

kuphela iingubo zegazi   namanxeba

ngenxa yesidlo sakho, nangenxa yokunenza kwakho, intyantyambo yodwa   nobukrakra.

ngenxa yembeko nozuko lwakho, kuphela isiphithiphithi, ihlazo kunye   nomnqamlezo.

 

Nceda, emva kokubandezeleka okungaka, yenze

-ukuba ndijonge izinto zomhlaba

ngathi akukho nto ngaphandle kodaka nodaka,

ukuba ndikholiswa nguwe wedwa, e

- ukuba imbeko yam ayikho enye ngaphandle komnqamlezo. "

Ezibonakalisa,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ukuba ubuwenze ngenye indlela, ngebuphulukene nobunyulu beliso lakho

Ngekukho isigqubuthelo phambi kwamehlo akho esithintela ukuba ungandiboni.

 

Phofu iliso elonwabela   izinto zaseZulwini kuphela linesidima sokundibona  .

Ngelixa iliso   eliyoliswa zizinto zomhlaba

unamandla   okubona izinto emhlabeni  .

Kuba ubona izinto ngokwahlukileyo kunokuba zinjalo kwaye uzithanda ngolo hlobo. "

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndiye ndafumana ubukrakra obukhulu ngenxa yokuhluthwa okungapheliyo kukaYesu wam othandekayo.

 

Waphakama,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ibhombu yokuqala ekufuneka iqhushumbe emphefumlweni kukufa  . Xa le bhombu iphoswa emphefumlweni, ichitha yonke into kwaye ibingelela yonke into kuThixo.

-kodwa izakhiwo ezizele bububi obufana nekratshi, ukungathobeli, njl.

 

Ukugalela yonke into emphefumlweni, ibhombu yokufa

zakhiwe njengamanye amabhotwe amaninzi, kodwa iibhotwe   zokulunga,

nincame izinto zonke, nincame iinto zonke, ukuze kuzukiswe uThixo.” Akuba etshilo uYesu wathi   shwaka.

 

Kungekudala emva koko, idemon yeza kundikhathaza. Ngaphandle kokundoyikisa, ndamxelela:

"Kutheni ufuna ukundihlukumeza?

 

Ukuba ufuna ukundibonisa indlela onesibindi ngayo,

thatha intonga undidontse ndide ndingabinalo nethontsi legazi.

- okoko nje ithontsi legazi endilahlekelwayo libubungqina balo

- uthando,

-ukulungisa e

- yozuko

endiya kumnika uThixo wam.”

 

Wathi yena, Andinantonga endingakubethela yona.

 

Mna:"Hamba ndizokulinda apha."

Wahamba ke ndashiyeka ndizimisele ngokumlinda.

 

Ndothuka, ndabona ukuba udibene nenye idemon kwaye bacinga:

Akuncedi nto ukubuyela umva; yini na ukuba simbethe ukuba kungenxa yokulahlekelwa kwethu?

Kuhle ukuba babandezeleke abo bangafuniyo ukubandezeleka, kuba babenokumkhubekisa uThixo  , kodwa, abo bafuna ukubandezeleka, siyazenzakalisa ngezandla zethu. "

Khange aphinde abuye usathana bendicaphukile.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Ndicamngce ndanikezela ngePassion yeNkosi yethu, ngakumbi eyaKhe

ukuthweswa isithsaba ngameva.

 

Ndathandaza kuYesu

-ukuba unika ukukhanya koomoya abaziimfama kunye

-Mayizenze yaziwe.

Kuba akunakwenzeka ukuba simazi uYesu size singamthandi. Emva koko uYesu wam othandekayo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam waza   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Hayi, ukuba zininzi kwazo iintshabalalo ezizidlayo ngemiphefumlo!

 

Yakha udonga phakathi kwezidalwa noThixo, Iguqula imifanekiso yam ibe ziidemon.

 

Ukuba iyakugulisa logama nje izidalwa zimfamekile kwinqanaba

- abaqondi kwaye

- bangaboni enzonzobileni abakuyo, e

 

ukuba ithandeka kakhulu entliziyweni yakho ukuba ndibancede,

My Passion uyanxiba man

- ukugubungela ubunzima bakhe obukhulu,

- ukumhombisa nokumbuyisela zonke iimpahla ezilahlekileyo ngenxa yesono.

 

Ndikunika ngolu hlobo

uyisebenzisela wena kunye nabani na ofuna.  "

 

Ukuva oku, uloyiko olukhulu lungena kum. Ngenxa yobukhulu besipho, ndandisoyika

- engayazi indlela yokuyisebenzisa

kwaye ke ngoko ukungamkholisi   uMnikeli.

 

Ndathi kuYesu, Nkosi, andiziva ndinamandla okusamkela isipho esinje, andilufanelanga kwaphela olo   babalo.

Kungcono ukuba ube nayo ngokwakho, wena oyinto yonke kwaye wazi yonke into. Nguwe kuphela owaziyo ukuba ngubani omele afake esi sambatho sixabisekileyo.

Sthandwa sam, ndazi ntoni?

 

Ukuba kufuneka ifake isicelo komnye umntu kwaye andiyenzi, yeyiphi i-stern count ongayi kundibuza yona?

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

"Sukoyika.

Ke yena uMphangi uya kunipha ubabalo, ukuba ningasiphuthi esi sipho;

Ucinga ukuba ndingakufunela isipho ukuze ndikuvise ubuhlungu? Ungaze! "

Bendingazi noba mandiphendule ndithini nangona bendisoyika ndibethwa ngumoya. Ndacela ukumamela lento ndizoyixelelwa ngula sisi.

 

Kuyacaca ukuba le mpahla ayikho enye ngaphandle

konke ekwenzileyo iNkosi yethu,

yonke into ebeyifanele   kwaye

yonke into   awayifumanayo,

ngenxa yayo isidalwa

- uyamkela le ngubo yokugubungela ubuze bakhe, buhlulwe ukulunga;

-wamkela ubutyebi ukuze abe sisityebi;

-Ufumana ubuhle ukuze azenze mhle, umz

-ufumana unyango kuzo zonke izigulo zakhe.

 

Emva kokuchaza oku kwinenekazi elithobelayo, landixelela ukuba ndiyamkele.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ekubeni uYesu esikelelekileyo engazange afike, ndaziva ndidiniwe kwaye ndidiniwe.

 

Xa efika,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

musani ukukwamkela   ukudinwa kukubandezeleka  . Kodwa yenza ngokungathi,

-Kwiyure nganye entsha ukubandezeleka kwakho kwaqala.

 

Ewe,   ukuba umphefumlo uzivumela ukuba ulawulwe ngumnqamlezo  ,

oko kutshabalalisa izikumkani ezithathu ezikhohlakeleyo ezikhoyo

-ubukumkani   behlabathi,

 -ubukumkani bukaMtyholi  ,

- ubukumkani   benyama.

 

Wakha izikumkani ezithathu ezilungileyo apho

-umhlaba womoya,

-uBukumkani bukaThixo kwaye,

- uBukumkani obunguNaphakade. Emva koko uYesu wathi shwaka.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam wabonwa ngokufutshane ngaphakathi kwam,

- kuqala ngokwayo kwaye,

-kwathi ke, bekhatshwa ngabanye abantu ababini abaNgcwele, bobathathu bathi cwaka ngokunzulu.

Phambi kwabo, ndaqhubeka nomsebenzi wam wangaphakathi wesiqhelo.

Kwaye kwabonakala

- ukuba uNyana abe nam,

- ngelixa, ngenxa yam, ndandimlandela nje.

 

Yonke into yayithe cwaka kwaye, kule cwaka,

Ndandizimanya nje noThixo.

 

Intliziyo yam yonke,

- uthando lwam, ukubetha kwentliziyo yam,

- iminqweno yam kunye nokuphefumla kwam

baba zizenzo ezinzulu zokunqula oyena Uphakamileyo.

 

Emva kokuchitha ixesha elithile kule meko,

kwabonakala kum ukuba abaBantu abathathu abaNgcwele babethetha, kodwa ngazwi-nye kuphela.

 

Bathe:

"Intombi yethu ethandekayo, uyafuna

-isibindi,

- ukunyaniseka kunye

-ingqwalasela ephezulu kakhulu

ukulandela oko kusebenza ubuThixo kuwe.

 

Kuba yonke into oyenzayo, awuyenzi.

Konke okwenzayo kukunikela ngomphefumlo wakho njengendawo yokuhlala eBungcweleni.

 

Kwenzeka kuwe njengomfazi olihlwempu onekhaya elinye kuphela kuye kodwa ukumkani ucela ukuba ahlale khona, kwaye

ukuba inkazana inike ukumkani ngokokuthanda kwayo.

 

Emva koko, ngenyaniso yokuba ukumkani uhlala kule masure, izaliswe

- ubutyebi,

-ubunene,

-yozuko kunye

- yazo zonke iimpahla.

 

Kodwa yekabani yonke le nto? Kukumkani.

Yaye ukuba ukumkani uyayishiya le ntlanzi, yintoni eseleyo kumfazi olihlwempu? Okushiyekileyo bubuhlwempu bakhe. "

 

Bendiqhubeka ngokwesiqhelo

Nje ukuba uYesu wam othandekayo wafika, wandixelela konke usizi nokubandezeleka:

 

"Ah! ntombi yam

-ukuba umntu ebezazi,

-hayi indlela ebeya kulumka ngayo ukuba angadyobheki sisono!

 

Ngenxa yobuhle bayo, ubuhandiba kunye nokuchaneka kwabo bakhulu kangangokuba bonke ubuhle kunye nazo zonke iintlobo zezinto ezidaliweyo zivalelwe kuyo.

Kanjalo

- zonke ezinye izinto zendalo zidalelwe inkonzo yomntu;

-kwaye kwafuneka ukuba abe ngowongamileyo kunabo bonke.

 

Ngenxa yoko, kwafuneka abe nazo zonke iimpawu zezinye izinto ezidaliweyo.

Njengazo zonke ezinye izinto zadalelwa umntu

kwaye oku kwadalelwa kuphela uThixo, ukuba ajabule,

-ayisiyiyo indoda kuphela ekwafuneka ivale yonke indalo ngaphakathi kwakhe,

-kodwa kwafuneka ayoyise ukuze abe ngumfanekiso woBunene obuPhakamileyo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ungakhathali kuzo zonke ezi mpahla,

Umntu ungcoliswe kuphela kokona kungcola kubi.” Emva koko uYesu wanyamalala.

Ndayiqonda into eyenzekayo kuthi   bandla

- owamkela ingubo yegolide ehonjiswe ngamatye anqabileyo.

 

Kuba esazi kancinci ngolu hlobo kwaye engayazi nexabiso layo, yena

-shiya le mpahla ibonakale eluthulini,

- lula mdaka kwaye

-Uyigqala njengengubo enexabiso elincinane;

ukuze ukuba isusiwe, ibandezeleke kancinci okanye ingabikho kwaphela. Obu bubumfama bethu kuthi.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. Akufika nje,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

“Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

isidalwa sithandwa kakhulu kum kwaye ndimthanda kakhulu

ukuba xa eyiqonda le nto, intliziyo yakhe iya kugqabhuka luthando.

 

Ukuyidala,   andizange khe ndenze nto ngaphandle kwevazi encinci egcwele iipakethe ezingcwele:

inamaqhekeza oBuntu bam bonke

iimpawu, iimpawu ezintle, iimfezeko   -

ngokomthamo endamnika wona.

 

Kwaye oku, ngoko ndinako

fumana kuyo amanqaku amancinci ahambelana namanqaku am   kwaye,

ngoko, ukukwazi ukumvuyisa nokumonwabisa ngokugqibeleleyo   .

 

Xa umphefumlo ujongene nezinto eziphathekayo

wangena kwisitya sakhe esincinane, sizele bubungcwele;

-Into yobuThixo iphuma kuye

-into ethile ingena kuyo:

 

Enjani yona impatho embi kuthixo yaye enjani yona ingozi emphefumlweni!

Simele silumke kakhulu ukuba singavumeli izinto eziphathekayo zingene emphefumlweni ukuba kuyimfuneko ukujongana nazo.

 

Wena, ntombi yam, phulaphula.

Kungenjalo,   ukuba ndibona izinto kuwe ezingezizo ezobuthixo, andiyi kuphinda ndibonwe nguwe.

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokulwa kakuhle, uYesu wasikelelwa weza waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

bona yonke into ethethwayo malunga nokulunga nokugqibelela. Konke oku, nangona kunjalo, kukhokelela kwinqaku elinye:

ukuzaliseka kwentando yomntu kuThixo.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

Kobeka phi na ke ukugqithiselwa kuThixo isidalwa esiphilayo?

- kokukhona sinokuthi iqulethe yonke into kwaye igqibelele.

 

Isidima kunye nemisebenzi emihle zizitshixo  zoku

-  vula ubuncwane obungcwele   kwisidalwa e

-  kumenza azuze ubuhlobo obungakumbi, ubuhlobo obusenyongweni nokutshintshana noThixo  .

 

Nangona kunjalo,   ukusetyenziswa kuphela

- wenza into enye noThixo kwaye

-ubeka amandla kaThixo kuwe.

 

Emva kokundinika iingxaki ezininzi, uYesu wasikelelwa weza wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, i-perfidy yomntu ifikelele kwinqanaba lokuyigqiba inceba yam.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ukulunga kwam kukhulu kangangokuba kubumba iintombi zenceba, ukuze olu phawu alupheli.

Le   yimiphefumlo engamaxhoba ephethe ngokupheleleyo intando kaThixo.

emva kokutshabalalisa intando yakhe.

 

Isitya endisinike le miphefumlo ekudaleni sisebenza ngokupheleleyo kwaye,

- ndifumene iqhekeza lenceba yam, ndilawule ukuze kungenelwe abanye.

 

Kakade ke, ukwenza oku,   le miphefumlo imele ibe sebulungiseni  . "

 

Ndathi, Nkosi, ngubani na ongabanga ubulungisa?

Waphendula wathi:

“Nabani na ongenzi izono ezinzulu e

uyakuphepha ukwenza ngokuzithandela kwanezona zono zincinane. "



 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu wam othandekayo wazibona ngokufutshane kwaye wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, uphawu lokuba uMgwebi wam

akasenako ukumnyamezela umntu   e

sele eza kuthumela izohlwayo eziqatha   ,

kuxa umntu engasakwazi ukunyamezela.

 

Ewe, oshiyiweyo ngumntu, uThixo uyarhoxa kuye.

Imenza azive ubunzima obupheleleyo bendalo yakhe, isono sakhe kunye neentsizi zakhe.

 

Kwaye umntu, akakwazi ukuthwala lo mthwalo ngaphandle koncedo lukaThixo,

- fumana indlela yokuzitshabalalisa.

Le yimeko esikuyo isizukulwana sangoku.

 

Iintsuku zam ziya ziba buhlungu ngakumbi ngenxa yokuphulukana noYesu wam othandekayo.

Andazi ukuba njani, kodwa ndiva ukuba umphefumlo wam, kwanomzimba wam, utyiwa koku kwahlukana.

Enjani yona ukuqwenga intuthumbo!

 

Inye kuphela intuthuzelo yam yintando kaThixo

 

Ngokuba, ukuba ndilahlekelwe yiyo yonke into, kuquka noYesu,

Kuphela yintando kaThixo, engcwele kwaye inobulali, ehlala emandleni am. Kwakhona, ukuva ukuba umzimba wam uyatyiwa,

-Ndiyavuya kuba akuyi kuthatha ixesha elide ukunyibilika kwaye,

-Ngoko ke, ukuba ngenye imini okanye ngenye imini, iNkosi iya kundibizela kuye, nto leyo eya kuphelisa oku kuhlukana nzima kangaka.

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokuzabalaza okuninzi - oh! Onjani wona umlo! UYesu weza ngokufutshane waza wathi kum:

 

Ntombi yam ubomi yinto engapheliyo, ityiwa ziziyolo.

omnye ngowezidalwa, omnye ngowesono;

omnye ngenxa yezilangazelelo zakhe zobuqu, abanye ngenxa yeminqweno yabo.

 

Kukho zonke iintlobo zokusetyenziswa.

 

Nabani na odla yonke into kuThixo   uya kukwazi ukuthi:

 

“  Nkosi, ubomi bam buphelile kukukuthanda.

Andizange nditshiswe qha,

kodwa ndafela uthando lwakho kuphela.

Kwaye ngenxa yoko,

ukuba uhlala uziva utyiwa kukohlukana kwakho naM, ungatsho

-ukuba nihlale nifela kum kwaye

ukuba ubandezeleke ngokufa kaninzi ngenxa yam.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo wakho udliwe ngenxa yam,

- nokuba kukhulu kangakanani oku kusetyenziswa,

- kangangoko ufumana ubungcwele kuwe.  "

 

Ndaqhubeka ngokwesiqhelo. Akuba esikelelwe uYesu,   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

- xa umphefumlo ungazimiselanga ukona, okanye kukwenza okulungileyo;

- kodwa akenzi ngokuhambelana nesi sigqibo,

 

ingaba lonto yi-

izigqibo zakhe akwenziwanga ngentando yakhe epheleleyo   naleyo

ukuKhanya okungcwele kwakungenalo unxibelelwano lokwenene   nomphefumlo wakhe.

 

Kanjalo

-  xa umyolelo unyanisekile   e

-  xa ukukhanya kukaThixo kumenza ukuba azi ububi ukuba abuphephe okanye okulungileyo ukuba akwenze,

umphefumlo awubi nabunzima ekusebenziseni oko ukucelileyo.

 

Ukuba, kwelinye icala   , ukuKhanya kobuthixo akuboni   ukuzinza   emphefumlweni,

Ayimthumeli ukukhanya okuyimfuneko

-ukumnceda aphephe enye into okanye enze enye.

 

Kusenokubakho

- amaxesha amashwa okanye ukulahlwa kwisidalwa e

-kwanamaxesha apho ebengathanda ukutshintsha ubomi bakhe, kodwa, kwaoko, ukuthanda kwakhe komntu kuya kutshintsha.

 

Ngamafutshane, endaweni yenceba yokwenene,

kukho umxube weminqweno eyenziwa ngokomoya.

 

Ukuzinza   kutyhila inkqubela phambili yoBomi obungcwele emphefumlweni. Kuba,  ekubeni uThixo akanakuguqulwa  , 

lowo ke unguThixo, ukwaba nokungaguquki kwakhe kokulungileyo  . "

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu wam othandekayo ephuma ngaphakathi kwam. Undiphakamisele phezulu kuba bendidikwe kukumlinda ixesha elide.

 

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

kwabo bandithanda ngokwenene,

yonke into eyenzekayo kuye, ngaphakathi okanye ngaphandle, ibuyisela okufanayo

kuba yonke into ihlala kwintando kaThixo   .

 

Akukho nto imkhathazayo ngayo  yonke into eyenzekayo   kuye , 

kuba ebona yonke into iphuma kwintando kaThixo.

 

Kuye yonke into igqitywe kwintando kaThixo. Iziko layo kunye nenjongo yalo nguwe kuphela.

 

Ihlala ihamba kuye njengesangqa,

-Ngaphandle kokufumana indlela yokuphuma. Umnika isondlo esiqhubekayo ".

 

Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele. Emva koko   wabuya waza wongeza  :

 

"Ntombi yam, qiniseka ukuba, kuwe, yonke into itywinwe eluthandweni. Ukuba ucinga, kufuneka ucinge ngothando.

Ukuba uyathetha, ukuba uyasebenza, ukuba intliziyo yakho ibetha, ukuba uyafuna,

-kufuneka wenze yonke le nto ngothando.

 

Nangenxa yomnqweno omnye ovelayo kwaye ingelulo uthando,

khawube luthando. Myeke   ahambe."

 

Njengoko watshoyo, kubonakala kum

owathi ngesandla sakhe wachukumisa wonke umphefumlo wam, ebeka amatywina amaninzi othando kuwo.

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

UYesu onoyolo   weza ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa umphefumlo uvaliwe kuyo yonke into, ufumana uThixo kuzo zonke izinto.

Iyifumana ngaphakathi kwayo, iyifumana ngaphandle kwayo. Uyifumana kwizidalwa,

ngoko sinokuthi

ukuba yonke into iguqulwa ibe nguThixo kuba umphefumlo ukhutshiwe kuyo   yonke into.

 

Akafumani uThixo kuphela,

kodwa uyamcinga, amve, amwole.

 

Ekubeni eyifumana kuyo yonke into, yonke into imnika ithuba

-ukumnqula,

-ukuthandaza kuye,

-ukubulela,

- ukuzincamathela ngakumbi kuye.

 

Oko kwatsho, izikhalazo zakho malunga nokungabikho kwam

azikho ngqiqweni ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ukuba undiva ngaphakathi kwakho, luphawu lokuba

- Andindedwa ngaphandle kwakho,

-kodwa nangaphakathi kwakho, njengakwiziko lam. "

 

Ndiqale ndalibala ukuba ngu Queen Mother owazisa uYesu kum.Kwaye ndithandaza ukuba angandishiyi ndihluthwe nguye.

Uphendule ngalento ndigqiba kuyibhala.

 

Ndaqhubeka ngokwesiqhelo.

Nje ukuba ndibone uYesu wam othandekayo, ndathi kuye:

"Nkosi yam noThixo wam!"

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  : “Thixo, Thixo, nguThixo yedwa!

 

Ntombi yam, ukholo luyamazisa uThixo, kodwa ukuthembela kumenza amfumane. Ngoko ke ukholo olungathembekanga lukholo oluyinyumba.

 

Nangona ukholo lunobutyebi obuninzi bokutyebisa umphefumlo;

ukuba akukho ntembeko, ukholo luhlala luhlwempuzekile kwaye lungenanto yonke. "

 

Njengoko wayesitsho, ndaziva nditsalelekile kuThixo.

ndaza ndahlala ndibambelele kuYe njengethontsi lamanzi kulwandlekazi olukhulu.

 

Ndiyijongile, andibonanga mida, nokuba kubude, nokuba kububanzi.

Izulu nomhlaba, imiphefumlo esikelelekileyo kunye nemiphefumlo yabahambi ngezonqulo yayintywiliselwe kuThixo.

 

Nam ndibonile

- iimfazwe ezinjalo phakathi kweRashiya neJapan,

- amawaka amajoni afayo okanye awayeza kufa, nokuba, ngokusesikweni, uloyiso luya kuba lolweJapan.

 

Kwaye ndibone amazwe aseYurophu eceba iimfazwe, nkqu nezinye izizwe zaseYurophu.

Kodwa ngubani na onokuthi konke endikubonileyo kuThixo nakuThixo? Yiyo loo nto ndimisa apha.

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu osikelelekileyo wayengezi

Kwaye mna, ndizifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam,

Ndahamba ndafika ndizifunela eyam iphezulu noOkuhle yedwa.

Oko ndandingayifumani, umphefumlo wam wawungathi uyafa qho. eyandisa intlungu yam,

kwakusithi ngelixesha ndiziva ngathi ndiyafa, ndingafi.

Ukuba ndingafa,

Ngendiyifezekisile injongo yam yokuba ngonaphakade kwiziko lam elinguThixo.

 

Owu! Ukwahlukana, ukrakra kwaye ubuhlungu kangakanani!

Akukho ntlungu inokuthelekiswa nawe. Owu! ubuhlwempu bukaThixo,

uyadla,   ugqobhoze;

ulikrele elintlangothi-mbini, elinqumla kweliya icala, livutha   kweliya!

Ukubandezeleka eninikela ngako kukhulu, njengoko uThixo emkhulu.

 

Ndithe ndisabhadula   ndazibona   ndikwi Purgatory  .

Iintlungu zam neenyembezi zam bezingathi ziyakwandisa ukubulaleka kwezi miphefumlo ihluphekayo ihluthwe uBomi obunguThixo.

Kwabonakala kukho ababingeleli abaninzi phakathi kwabo, omnye kubo owayebonakala ebandezelekile ngakumbi kunabanye.

 

Wathi kum:

“Ukubandezeleka kwam okunzulu kuvela kwinto yokuba, ebomini bam, bendisondele kakhulu.

-iminqweno yosapho lwam,

- izinto zomhlaba e

-incinci kubantu abambalwa.

 

Oku kumkhathaza kakhulu   umfundisi,

-de kwayila isigcina-sifuba sentsimbi, esigutyungelwe ngodaka, sisonge okwengubo   ;

Kuphela ngumlilo wentlambululo-miphefumlo nomlilo wentswelo kaThixo

xa kuthelekiswa neyesibini, eyokuqala iyanyamalala - inokutshabalalisa esi   sikrweqe.

Owu! Indlela endisokola ngayo. Iintlungu zam azithetheki! Ndithandazeleni, ndithandazeleni! "

Mna ke, ndaziva ndingcungcutheka ngakumbi ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Kamva, ndiphila njengesithunzi sikaYesu osikelelekileyo.

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, ufuna ntoni?

Kuwe  akukho siqabu kwaye akukho ncedo ngaphandle kwam ndedwa".

Emva koko wathi shwaka okombane.

 

Ndacinga: "Ah! Undixelela ukuba nguye kuphela uyinto yonke kum, ukanti unesibindi sokundishiya ngaphandle kwakhe!"

 

Ndiqhubeke ndikwimeko yam ehlwempuzekileyo,

kum ingathi uYesu wam sele efikile kaninzi ndambona esengumntwana ojikelezwe sisithunzi.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam awuziva na ukutsha kwesithunzi sam? Hlala kuye uzoziva uhlaziyekile."

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi siphumle kunye nesithunzi sakhe kwaye, ndisondele kakhulu kuye, ndaziva ndihlaziyekile ngokupheleleyo.

 

Waqhubeka wathi  :

 

"Sithandwa sam, ukuba uyandithanda, andifuni ukuba ujonge

nangaphakathi   kuwe,

nokuba uphuma kuwe, okanye uyazibuza

ukuba ushushu okanye   uyabanda,

ukuba wenza okuninzi okanye kancinci,

ukuba uyabandezeleka okanye uyavuya.

 

Konke oku makutshatyalaliswe kuwe.

Kwaye kufuneka uzibuze nje ukwazi

-ukuba wenze yonke into onokuyenza kum kwaye

-ukuba wenza konke ukukholisa mna.

 

Ezinye izinto, nokuba ziphakame kangakanani na, ziqaqambile okanye zinobukroti, azinako ukundikholisa okanye ukwanelisa uthando lwam.

 

Owu! Mingaphi imiphefumlo

- ukuxoka kuzinikelo lwenene e

- bangcolise eyona misebenzi ingcwele ngokuthanda kwabo, besoloko befuna ngokwabo.

 

Kwanakwizinto ezingcwele, ukuba niyafuna

ngendlela yakhe   ,

 incasa yayo  ,

Ukwaneliseka komntu,

ukuba umntu uzifumana   ,

umntu uyatyeka kuThixo, angamfumani. "

 

Ngale ntsasa xa efika, unoyolo uYesu wandikhupha emzimbeni wam. Wandibamba ngesandla, wandikhokelela ngaphantsi kophahla lwezulu;

d'où su pouvait voir les bienheureux.

Kwi-entendait leurs uyacula. Owu! Come ils nageaient en Dieu! Su voyait leur   vie en Dieu et la Vie de Dieu en eux  ,

ce qui semblait être l'essentiel de leur félicité.

 

I-me nayo ibonakala ngathi chaque bienheureux est

-a nouveau ciel dans cette demeure bénie

-chaque ciel distinct des autres

en conformité avec la manière dont il s'était behave avec Dieu sur la terre.

Ngaba kukho into engalunganga kwi-intanethi  ?

 

I-amira davantage dans le Ciel et

il recevra de Dieu un amour toujours nouveau et grandisant.

 

Tel autre at-il cherché à glorifier Dieu davantage sur la terre?

 

UDieu merci yena umfazi wayene gloire toujours grandissante, une gloire calquée sur la gloire divine.

Et ainsi de suite pour toutes les autres façons de se comporter avec Dieu sur la terre. Kwi-peut donc dire que ce qu'on fait pour Dieu sur la terre,

- siya kuqhubeka nayo eZulwini,

- kodwa ngokugqibelela okukhulu.

 

Ngamanye amazwi, izinto ezintle esizenzayo emhlabeni azikho okwexeshana, kodwa

- iya kuhlala ngonaphakade kwaye

-Liya kukhanya rhoqo phambi koThixo naphambi kwethu.

 

Owu! Indlela esiya kuvuya ngayo ukubona

ukuba uzuko siya kulunika uThixo,   kwaye

nozuko lwethu,

iya kuvela kobu buncinane bokulunga obungafezekanga emhlabeni.

 

Ukuba wonke umntu unokuyibona!

Owu! Kuba babeza kuzama ngakumbi

-thanda uYehova,

-yirenta,

-ukumbulela, njl.,

ukukwazi ukuyenza ngamandla amakhulu eZulwini.

 

Kodwa ngubani onokuxela yonke into?

Ingathi ndithetha ububhanxa ngokuhlala sisikelelwe. Ingqondo yam ibambe ingcamango, kodwa umlomo wam awukwazi ukufumana amagama.

Senditshilo, ndizakuqhubeka. UYesu ke wandithwalela emhlabeni.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela emasikizi ngayo amashwa ehlabathi kula maxesha alusizi! Kodwa kubonakala ngathi oku akuyonto xa kuthelekiswa nento ezayo,

kokubini kwicala lehlabathi kunye nelonqulo.

Kubonakala ngathi siya kumkrazula umama wethu olungileyo nongcwele iBandla kunye nabantwana bakhe.

 

Waza uYesu wandibuyisela emzimbeni wam   , wathi  :

"  Ndixelele kancinci, ntombi yam, ndiyintoni kuwe?  "

 

Ndaphendula:

"Yonke into, uyinto yonke kum, akukho nto ingena kum ngaphandle kwakho wedwa!"

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka:

"Ndiyinto yonke kuwe. Akukho nto ngawe engaphumi kum, ndifumana yonke into endiyolisayo kuwe.

Ke, kwinto endiyiyo yonke kuwe, unokubona into oyiyo kum. Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

 

Ndiqhubekeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu weza ngokufutshane ezichaza njengo

UKumkani neNkosi yezinto zonke  .

 

Wayenesithsaba sobukumkani entloko, nentonga yomyalelo esandleni sakhe. Wandixelela ngesiLatini. Ndibhala endinokukuqonda:

 

“Ntombi yam, mna ndinguKumkani wookumkani neNkosi yeenkosi.

Kum ndedwa babuyisela imirhumo yasebukhosini ezindityala izidalwa.

 

Andizibuyisela kum,

abandazi njengomdali nenkosi yayo yonke into. "

 

Njengoko uYesu wayethetha oku, wayebonakala ebambe ihlabathi ngesandla sakhe. Wayijikisa wayiphinda emnyango.

-ukuba izidalwa zithobele igunya nobukumkani bakhe.

 

Kwakhona ndabona indlela iNkosi Yethu eyayilawula ngayo yaza yawulawula umphefumlo wam ngobuchule kangangokuba ndaziva ndingene ngokupheleleyo kuYo.

Yayilawula ingqondo yam, izinto endizithandayo neminqweno yam ngokungathi ivela   kumbane  .  UYesu wayelawula yonke into yaye elawula yonke into.

 

Intsasa yachithwa kubuhlungu obukhulu ngenxa yokuvinjwa kophezulu kunye no-Okuhle kuphela. Bendiphumile emzimbeni wam.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwam kwakukhulu kangangokuba into endiyifumene kum ndandifuna ukuyitshabalalisa kuba ndandiyibona ingumqobo ekufumaneni uThixo, ubuninzi bam.

Andizange ndikwazi ukuyenza, ndakhala, ndakhala kwaye ndabaleka ngokukhawuleza kunomoya. Ndandifuna ukuguqula yonke into, ndijike yonke into phezulu ukuze ndifumane obo bomi ndibulahlekileyo.

 

Owu! Ukuswela, hayi indlela obukrakra ngayo ubukrakra bakho!

Ekubeni obu bukrakra buhlala butsha, umphefumlo uhlala ufumana   ukubandezeleka kwakho ngokutsha. Kuba ngathi inyama iyahlukana ibe ziziqwenga ezininzi, ezilwela ubomi babo, obu bomi banokubufumana kuphela ukuba bamfumene   uThixo.

obungaphezu kobomi babo. Ngubani onokuchaza imeko endandikuyo?

 

Ngeli xesha   , abangcwele, iingelosi kunye nemiphefumlo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo

Wabaleka wandijikelezisa isithsaba.

Bandinqanda ke ukubaleka, bavelana nam bandincedisa.

 

Le nto yayingenamsebenzi kum.

Kuba ndandingamfumani oyena wayenokuphelisa ukubandezeleka kwam aze abuyisele ubomi bam.

 

Ndilila, ndakhwaza ngakumbi: "Ndixelele ukuba ndingayifumana phi.

Ukuba ufuna ukundisizela ungalibazisi undibonise. Andisakwazi ukumelana nayo! "

 

Emva koko, uYesu waphuma emazantsi omphefumlo wam.

ndizenze ngathi ndilele ndingahoyanga imeko yam embi.

 

Nangona wayengandikhathalelanga kwaye wayelala,

-ukumbona nje, ndaphefumlela ubomi bakhe njengoko uphefumla umoya. Ndithi: "Ah! Unam!"

 

Noko ke, andizange ndikhululeke kwiintlungu zam. Ebengandihoyanga nokundihoya.

 

Emva koko wavuka   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ezinye iimbandezelo zinokusebenza njengezohlwayo, intlawulelo kunye nokwaneliseka.

 

Kodwa   ubuhlwempu bubodwa bubunzima bomlilo

olutshisa, ludle, lubhangise kwaye lume kuphela xa   ubomi bomntu butshatyalaliswa  . Iyatya, ivuselela kwaye yenza uBomi obungcwele. "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndazifumana   ndingqongwe ziingelosi nabangcwele   abandixelelayo:

 

“Kufuneka ubandezeleke ngakumbi

ngenxa yezinto eziza kwenzeka ngokuchasene neBandla.

Ukuba ezi zinto azenzeki ngoku, ziya kuza ngexesha, kodwa ngokumodareyitha ngakumbi kunye nesikhubekiso esincinci kuThixo. "

 

Ndathi, Imbandezelo isemandleni am?

Ukuba iNkosi indenze ndabandezeleka, ndosuka ndibandezeleke ngokuqhutywa yintliziyo.”

 

Ngelo xesha bandithatha bandisa phambi kwetrone yeNkosi yethu ukuze bandibandezele.

Eza kusihlangabeza ekwimo yoMnqamlezo, uYesu esikelelekileyo wabelana nam ngeembandezelo zakhe.

Ubuninzi bentsasa, ndandihamba kuhlaziyo lokubethelelwa.

 

Emva koko   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam  , iimbandezelo

yibuyise ingqumbo yam yobulungisa   e

hlaziya ukukhanya kobabalo   ezingqondweni zabantu.

 

Ah! Intombazana yakho

Ucinga ukuba amarhamente ayakuba ngabokuqala ukutshutshisa iBandla lam? Ah! Akunjalo, iya kuba ziinkokeli zonqulo ngokwazo!

Ngoku bazenza oonyana, ngabalusi;

kodwa eneneni, ziinyoka ezinobuhlungu

-ityhefu ngokwabo e

- ityhefu kwabanye.

Baza kuqalisa ukukrazula lo Mama weCawe ulungileyo. Kwaye, kamva, amarhamente aya kulandela. "

 

Yaza iNkosi, yathi mandithobele, yarhoxa kubukrakra.

 

Ndithe ndiqhubeka nokusokola, uYesu wam othandekayo weza   ngokufutshane. Nangona ndaziva isondele kum ndazama   ukuyibamba,

Wasinda waphantse wandinqanda ukuba ndingaphumi emzimbeni wam ndiyomkhangela. Emva kokuzabalaza kakhulu, wabonisa kancinci kwaye  wathi   kum   :

"Intombazana yakho,

ungandifuni ngaphandle kwakho;

kodwa kuwe, ezinzulwini zomphefumlo wakho.

 

Kaloku xa niphumile ningandifumani nizosokola kakhulu ningakwazi ukunyamezela.

Ukuba unokundifumana lula, kutheni ufuna ukulwa ngakumbi?"

 

Ndathi, "Le nto ibangelwa kukuba ndicinga ukuba xa ndingakufumani ngokukhawuleza kum, ndingakufumana ngaphandle. Luthando olundishukumisela ukuba ndiyenze lento."

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka:

"Ah! Luthando olukutyhalela kulento?

Yonke into, yonke into kufuneka iqulethwe ngegama elinye: uthando.

 

Umphefumlo ongenayo yonke into eluthandweni,

kunokuthiwa akaqondi nto yobugcisa bokundithanda.

 

Njengoko umphefumlo undithanda ngakumbi, isipho sokubandezeleka sikhula kuyo ".

 

Ndimangalisiwe kwaye ndinxunguphele, ndamphazamisa uYesu ndathi kuye:

"Ubomi bam kunye nokulunga kwam okuphezulu, ngenxa yokuba ndihlupheka kancinci okanye andisokoli kwaphela, ke ndikuthanda kancinci okanye andikuthandi kwaphela?

Ndiyoyika kwa ukucinga ukuba andikuthandi. Umphefumlo wam uziva ubuhlungu obukhulu kwaye ndiziva ndicaphukile ngawe! "

 

UYesu waphendula wathi  :

Andizukuphoxa

Ukuphoxeka kwakho bekuya kubanzima kakhulu kwiNtliziyo yam kunakweyakho. Ngaphezu koko, akufuneki ujonge nje

intlungu emzimbeni,

- kodwa kunye nokubandezeleka ngokomoya

-kunye nomnqweno wakho wokubandezeleka.

Ukuba umphefumlo unqwenela ukubandezeleka ngokwenene, Kum oko kufana nokubandezeleka. Zola ke ungabinaxhala, mandiqhubeke ndithetha nawe.

 

Ngaba wakha wabona abahlobo ababini abasenyongweni?

Owu! Hayi indlela ngamnye azama ngayo ukuxelisa omnye aze amvelise kwakhona kuye!

Ngamnye uvelisa ilizwi, iindlela, amanyathelo, imisebenzi, iimpahla zomnye. Ngoko inokuthi:

“Lowo undithandayo ungomnye mna;

Kwaye, ngenxa yoko, andinakukwazi ukuzibamba kodwa ndiyamthanda. "

 

Yile ndlela endenza ngayo ngomphefumlo ondivale ngokupheleleyo kuwo njengesangqa esincinci sothando. Ndiziva ndiveliswe ngokutsha   kuye ngokupheleleyo.

 

Kwaye, ndizifumana ndikuye, ndimthanda ngentliziyo yam yonke. Andikwazi kuzibamba ngaphandle kokuba kunye naye. Kuba, ukuba ndithe ndamshiya, ngendizishiya ngokwam. Uthe akutsho, wanyamalala.

 

Emva kokulibazisa, uYesu weza okwethutyana njengombane.

Ndizifumene ngaphakathi nangaphandle ndigcwele ukukhanya.

Andikwazi ukuthetha oko umphefumlo wam ufumene kwaye wayiqonda ngoku kukhanya. Ndiza kuthetha into endisikelelekileyo uYesu awandixelela yona ngokulandelayo:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ukulungelwa komntu akuphumi misebenzini;

- kodwa kuphela ngenxa yokuthobela intando kaThixo.

 

Kangangokuba,

- yonke into endiyenzileyo kwaye

- yonke into endiye ndahlupheka ngayo ebomini bam

kwakufezwa   kukuthobela ukuthanda kukaBawo  .

 

Iimfanelo zam azinakulinganiswa

ngenxa yokuba zonke zafunyanwa   ngentobelo yobuthixo.

 

Andijongi kakhulu ubuninzi nobukhulu bemisebenzi, kodwa ndijonge kubudlelwane babo nokuthobela uThixo;

- ngokuthe ngqo okanye ngokungathanga ngqo

ngokuthobela umntu ondimeleyo. "

 

Ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo kwaye, ndikunye nesithunywa sam somgcini,

Ndatyelela iicawe kuhambo oluya   kuYesu kwiSakramente eNgcwele  .

 

Kwenye yeecawa, ndathi:

"Mbanjwa wothando, uwedwa kwaye ulahliwe kwaye ndiza kukugcina. Kwaye ngelixa ndikugcinela, ndifuna

Ndiyakuthanda kwabo   bakukhubekisayo,

indumiso kwabakudelayo;

enkosi ngabo uthululela kubo inceba yakho kwaye abangakuhlawulisi umvuzo   wombulelo,

zithuthuzele ngenxa   yabacinezeli bakho;

lungisani ukona   ngakuwe;

 

Ngelizwi, ndifuna ukwenza kuwe

- yonke into izidalwa zikutyala

kuba nihlala nihlala kwiSakramente eNgcwele.

 

Ndifuna ukuyiphinda amaxesha amaninzi

ukuba kukho amathontsi amanzi neenkozo zesanti elwandle. "

 

Ndithe ndisathetha kwathi qatha onke amanzi olwandle engqondweni yam ndathi ngaphakathi:

“Amehlo am awabambi

-ubukhulu bolwandle,

ndingabazi ubunzulu nobunzima bamanzi awo amakhulu. INkosi iyakwazi konke oku."

 

Ndema apho, ndimangalisiwe.

 

Ngelo xesha,   uYesu wasikelelwa wathi kum  :

"Usisidenge, kutheni umangaliswe kangaka?

 

Yintoni enzima kwaye ayinakwenzeka kwisidalwa

- iyenzeka kwaye ilula, kwaye nendalo kuMdali. Ngomntu othi,

- ejonge izigidi kunye nezigidi zeengqekembe ngokukrwaqula nje, wayenokuthi:

Azinakubalwa, ngubani na onokuzibala? Kodwa nabani na oye wawabeka ngokukhawuleza athi: "Zininzi - zixabisa kakhulu - zilinganisa   kakhulu".

 

Intombazana yakho

Ndiyawazi ukuba mangaphi amathontsi amanzi endiwafake elwandle Akukho mntu unokuwatshintsha, nditsho nethontsi. Ndibala yonke into, ndilinganisa yonke into kwaye ndivavanya yonke into.

 

Kunjalo ke nazo zonke ezinye izinto.

Hayi indlela emangalisa ngayo ke into yokuba ndazi yonke into?”

 

Ukuva oku, waphela ummangaliso wam. Ndaye ndamangaliswa bubudenge bam.

 

Ndingene engxakini enkulu xa, ngokungalindelekanga,

Ndazibona ndingaphakathi ngokupheleleyo eNkosini Yethu.

Entloko kuYesu kwaphuma umnatha oqaqambileyo

eye yehla kweyam, yandibopha ngokupheleleyo kuyo.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela endavuya ngayo ngokuba ngaphakathi kuYesu! Naphi na apho ndajonga khona, andizange ndibone nto ngaphandle koYesu yedwa. Olona lonwabo lwam lukhulu. UYesu, nguye kuphela, akukho okunye! Owu! Hayi indlela endavakalelwa ngayo!

 

Wathi kum  :

"Yiba nesibindi, ntombi yam,

Aniboni na ukuba umsonto woMyolelo wam unibophe phakathi kwam nonke? Ukuba ke ubani ebethanda ukukubopha, ukuba ibingengcwele, ebengenako.

 

Kutheni, ekubeni ungaphakathi kum,

ukuba le nto ibingayi ngcwele, ingenakungena. "

 

Ebesitsho endijongile wandijonga. Emva koko wathi kum  :

"Ndidale umphefumlo wobuhle obunqabileyo;

Ndiwujizeke ngokukhanya okungaphezulu nakuphi na ukukhanya okudaliweyo. Ukanti, umntu uyachithakala

-obu buhle ebubini,

-oku kukhanya ebumnyameni. "

 

Ndazibona ndiqaqanjelwa kancinci. Efikile ke, wasikelela uYesu, wathi kum:

 

“Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

-intsimbi eninzi yenziwe,

-okukhona ifumana ukukhanya ngakumbi kwaye,

nokuba ayinamhlwa, izithonga zinceda ukuyigcina imenyezele kwaye inothuli. Ngaloo ndlela, nabani na osondela kuyo unokuyibona ngokulula ngokungathi sisipili.

 

Kunjalo ke nangomphefumlo.

-Ngokukhona umnqamlezo uyibetha,

- kokukhona ifumana ukukhanya e

-ngakumbi igalelwe uthuli kulo lonke ukungcola,

ukuze nabani na osondelayo azijonge ngokungathi usisipili.

 

Njengesibuko, yenza umsebenzi wayo, oko kukuthi, ikuvumela ukuba ubone

- ukuba ubuso bumdaka okanye bucocekile;

- nokuba zilungile okanye zimbi.

 

Ayisiyiyo loo nto kuphela, kodwa ndiyakuvuyela ukuza kuyibeka.

Ukungafumani uthuli okanye nantoni na emphefumlweni wam endithintela ukuba ndingaboni umfanekiso wam kuyo, ndiyithanda ngakumbi nangakumbi. "

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizive ndonganyelwe kwaye ukuxhalaba kuzalise umphefumlo wam. Kubonakala kum ukuba uYesu osikelelekileyo akazange andenze ndisebenze nzima.

 

Wathi endibona ndicinezelekile   , wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, kutheni le nto ibuhlungu?

Ngaba uyazi ukuba i-melancholy emphefumlweni ifana nobusika kwisityalo?

Ubusika buthintela isityalo ukuba singabi namagqabi kwaye busithintele ekuveliseni iintyatyambo neziqhamo. Kwaye ukuba uvuyo kunye nokufudumala kwentwasahlobo akuzange kufike, isityalo esihluphekileyo siya kuhlala sinyumba kwaye ekugqibeleni some.

 

“Kunjalo ke ngokunxunguphala komphefumlo.

I-Melancholy ihlutha umphefumlo wobungcwele obutsha obuthi, njengemvula, buvuselele zonke iimpawu.

I-Melancholy yenza umphefumlo ungakwazi ukwenza okulungileyo kwaye,

ukuba uyayenza, ukwenza oko ngenxa yenyanzelo kunokuba ekwenza ngesidima.

I-Melancholy ithintela umphefumlo ekukhuleni elubabalweni, kwaye ukuba umphefumlo awushukunyiswa luvuyo olungcwele,

efana nemvula yasentwasahlobo

evuselela ngokukhawuleza isityalo ekuphuhliseni kwayo, ekugqibeleni yome. "

 

Uthe xa esitsho ndabona ngesantya sokukhanya

-iBandla liphela,

- iimfazwe abonqulo kufuneka bajamelane nazo, e

-iimfazwe kuluntu.

 

Kwakubonakala ngathi kukho ingxokozelo.

Kwakubonakala ngathi uBawo Ongcwele wayeneqaqobana lonqulo ukuze azise ucwangco eCaweni, kubefundisi nakwabanye, kwanasentlalweni.

 

Njengoko ndandibona oku, uYesu wasikelelwa wathi kum:

"Ucinga ukuba uloyiso lweCawa lusekude?" Ndaphendula ndathi: “Ngokuqinisekileyo!

Ngubani onokuzisa ucwangco phakathi kwezi zidubedube zingaka?” Waphinda uYesu wathi: “Ngokuchasene noko, ndithi kuni, ukufuphi.

Kuya kuthatha ungquzulwano, ungquzulwano olunamandla kakhulu. Ukunciphisa izinto,

Ndiya kuvumela yonke into kunye ngokubhekiselele kwinkolo kunye namarhamente.

Phakathi kolu ngquzulwano, kwesi siphithiphithi esikhulu, kuya kubakho ungquzulwano oluhle nolucwangcisiweyo,

kodwa okubuhlungu kangangokuba abantu baya kuzifumana belapho ngokungathi balahlekile.

 

Ndiya kubanika ubabalo nokukhanya okukhulu

- ngubani na oya kuqonda into embi kwaye

-abaya kuyamkela inyaniso.

 

nam ndiya kunenza nive ubunzima ngenxa yoko.

Ukuba, ngako konke oku, abandimameli, ngoko ke ndiya kukuthatha ndikuse eZulwini kwaye izinto ziya kwenzeka ngakumbi kwaye zolule ixesha elide.

Emva koko uloyiso olunqwenelekayo luya kufika ".

 

Ndaphila intsasa ekrakra kakhulu, phantse ndahluthwa ngokupheleleyo uYesu wam osikelelekileyo.

Ndazifumana ndiphuma emzimbeni wam, ndedwa, phakathi kweemfazwe, abantu ababuleweyo kunye nezixeko ezingqingiweyo.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba kwakusenzeka eItali. Olunjani uloyiko endandinalo!

Bendingathanda ukubaleka ezi ziganeko zoyikekayo, kodwa andizange ndikwazi. Amandla aphezulu andigcinile apho.

 

Nokuba uyingelosi okanye ungcwele, andikwazi ukuthetha ngokuqinisekileyo, kodwa wathi:

"I-Italiya ehlwempuzekileyo, iya kuba njani imfazwe!"

 

Ukuva oku, ndaye ndoyika ngakumbi ndaza ndabuyisela umzimba wam.

Ndithe ndingekamboni lowo ungowam kwaye ndinazo zonke ezi zinto zisengqondweni yam, ndaziva ngathi ndiyafa. Ke, ndabona nje ingalo yakhe kwaye   wathi kum  :

"Le yinto eza kwenzeka ngokuqinisekileyo e-Itali".

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndonwabile. Kwakhona, ndaziva ndidinwe ngumzimba nomphefumlo, ndandisoyika ukuba imeko yam elusizi yayiyimisebenzi kasathana.

 

Akufika nje, uYesu wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, kutheni uqumbe kangaka?

 

Ngaba uyazi ukuba nokuba yonke imikhosi yobubi imanyana, ayinako

- ingena entliziyweni e

-yilawule

ngaphandle kokuba umphefumlo ngokwawo, ngokuzithandela kwawo, ubavulela indlela yokungena?

 

NguThixo kuphela onala mandla

-ukungena ezintliziyweni e

- ukubalawula ngokuthanda kwabo. "

 

Ndathi kuye, Nkosi yam, ndiwuva na utshisa umzimba wam nomphefumlo wam, undihlutha nje?

 

Waphendula ke uYesu wathi,  Nam ndithi kuni  , ukuphefumla koMoya oyiNgcwele 

-ukuvuthela kuwe rhoqo,

- uhlala ekugcina ukuvutha kwaye akudle ngothando lwakhe. "

 

Emva koko, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Ndabona uBawo oyiNgcwele, encediswa yiNkosi yethu,

bhalani indlela entsha yokuziphatha kwababingeleli;

- baya kwenza ntoni kwaye

- into abangafanele bayenze,

- apho akufanele bahambe,

ebonisa isohlwayo kwabo bangathobeliyo.

 

Ndandicinga ngento endiyifunde encwadini, into yokuba unobangela wokuba kubizwe amabizo amaninzi kukungabi nantlungu emva kokona. Ekubeni ndingacingi ngayo yaye ndicinga ngoYesu osikelelekileyo kuphela nendlela yokumvumela ukuba angene, ndingazikhathazi nganto yimbi, ndiye ndacinga ngemeko embi   endandikuyo.

 

Ndizifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu osikelelekileyo wandixelela oku: “Ntombi yam, ingqalelo yokungoni ithabathel’ indawo intlungu ubani anokuyiva emva kokuba onile. Nangona ingqwalaselo iqhubela ekubeni ingoni, ayithathi ndawo kuphela intlungu ekuthethwa ngayo, kodwa ithatha indawo yentlungu ekuthethwa ngayo, kodwa ithatha indawo yobabalo lokuba umphefumlo ungoni kwaye usoloko uzigcina nyulu.Ngoko ke qhubekani nilumke ningandikhubekisi nakancinci, iya kuhlawulela yonke into.   okunye."

 

Ndaqhubeka ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo wabe uYesu wam othandekayo engezi. Emva kokwenza yonke into, ndaziva ndidimazekile ngokupheleleyo. Bendinexhala lokuba namhlanje ekuseni uYesu akazufika tu.

 

Ekugqibeleni weza ngokufutshane waza wathi: "Ntombi yam, awukwazi ukuba ukudimazeka kubulala umphefumlo ngaphezu kwaso nasiphi na esinye isiphene. Ngoko, khalipha, isibindi! Ukuba ukudimazeka kuyabulala, isibindi sizalwa ngokutsha kwaye sesona simo sengqondo sincomekayo somphefumlo. ukufumana."

 

Ndiqhubekeke ngokwesiqhelo, ndaziva ndikhathazwa kukungabikho kuka Yesu wam othandekayo, emva kokundinika iingxaki ezininzi, uye weza wathi:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

- kamsinya nje xa umphefumlo uphuma enzulwini yoxolo;

-shiya umda wobuThixo e

- ifumaneka kwi-sphere okanye i-diabolical okanye yomntu.

“Uxolo lwenza ukuba ukwazi

ukuba umphefumlo uzifunela uThixo, nokuba   uzifunele ngokwabo;

nokuba isenzela uThixo, isenzela sona okanye izidalwa.

 

Ukuba kungenxa kaThixo, umphefumlo awukhathazeki. Sinokuthi

- ukuba uxolo lukaThixo kunye noxolo lomphefumlo luhamba kunye kwaye

-ukuba imida yoxolo ijikeleze umphefumlo, ukuze

yonke into ijika ibe luxolo, kwaneemfazwe ngokwazo.

 

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ukuba umphefumlo ukhathazekile,

-nakwezona zinto zingcwele,

- oku kubonisa ukuba

AsingoThixo ofuna umphefumlo;

kodwa izilangazelelo zakhe zobuqu okanye injongo ethile yomntu.

 

Ngoko ke, ukuba awuziva uzolile,

-jonga esona sizathu singaphakathi kwakho,

- lungisa oko kungalunganga kwaye uya kufumana uxolo. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Emva kokundinika iingxaki ezininzi, ndabona uYesu endicinezela ebambe intliziyo yam ezandleni zakhe. Wandijonga,   wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

xa umphefumlo undinike intando yawo,

- akasekho inkululeko yokwenza oko akufunayo,

- kungenjalo bekungayi kuba sisipho sokwenene.

 

Ukuba yinyaniso, esi sipho sifuna

Okwako kuya kuhlala kunikelwa kulowo kunikezelwe kuye.

Oku kufela ukholo oluqhubekayo olunikelwa ngumphefumlo omnye   kuThixo.

 

"Uthini ngomfeli-nkolo ngubani

namhlanje uzinikela ukuba abandezeleke ngayo yonke into   , kwaye,

ngomso, ukurhoxisa?  Ungatsho _

-engenasimo sokwenyani sokufela ukholo e

-ukuba ngenye imini uya kulukhanyela ukholo lwakhe.

 

Kwakhona, ndiwuxelela umphefumlo

-ongandivumeli ukuba ndenze endikuthandayo ngokuthanda kwakhe;

-ondinika intando yakhe kube kanye kwaye omnye ayirhoxise:

 

"Ntombazana, awuzimiselanga ukufela ukholo ngenxa yam, kuba ukufela ukholo ngokwenene kufuna ukuqhubeka.

Ungatsho ukuba urhoxile, kodwa awufeli ukholo.

Ngenye imini ungade uphele sele undishiya njengomdlalo womntwana.

Ngoko lumka!

Ndinike inkululeko epheleleyo yokwenza nawe ngendlela endiyithanda kakhulu. "

 

Ukuzibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndeva ilizwi lisithi:

 

"Kukho isibane esinje

- nabani na osondela kuyo unokukhanyisa amadangatye amaninzi njengoko efuna, afunekayo:

ukwenza isithsaba sembeko esijikeleze isibane   e

ukukhanyisa lowo ukhanyise la madangatye.  "

 

Ndicinge:

“Sihle kangakanani esi sibane

-equlethe ukukhanya okuninzi

onako ukunika abanye ukukhanya konke abakufunayo

- ngaphandle kokunciphisa ukukhanya kwayo! Ngubani umnini wayo?"

Ndiye ndeva umntu esithi:

"Isibane silubabalo yaye nguThixo ngokwakhe  .

 

Ukusondela kuyo kubonisa ukukulungela kwayo ukwenza okulungileyo. Kuko konke okulungileyo afuna ukukuzuza elubabalweni, unako ukuzuzwa.  Amadangatye amancinci zizinto ezilungileyo,

ngoxa uzukisa uThixo, khanyisa umphefumlo. "

 

Emva koko ndaqalisa ukucinga ngale nto

 

INkosi yethu   yathweswa isithsaba sameva,   kungekhona kanye, kodwa   izihlandlo ezithathu  .

Yaye ngenxa yokuba ameva aphukileyo ahlala entlokweni yakhe nesithsaba sasigatywa, la meva aphukileyo angena nzulu ngakumbi.

 

Ndathi kuYesu:

"Sithandwa sam esimnandi, kwakutheni ukuze ufune ukufelwa   ukholo izihlandlo ezithathu endaweni yokuba kube kanye  ? Ngaba bekungayi kuthabatha ixesha nje elinye ukuhlawula iingcinga zethu ezimbi? "

 

Ezibonakalisa,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ukuthweswa   isithsaba sameva kungekuphela nje kathathu  ;

kodwa phantse zonke iintlungu endiye ndazifumana ngexesha lothando lwam zazithathu:

-kathathu   iiyure ezintathu zeAgny egadini;

-Imivumbo emithathu   (  ndabethwa  ngeentlobo ezintathu zezabhokhwe)

-kathathu  bandoyikisa   ;

- ndagwetyelwa ukufa  kathathu   (  ebusuku, kusasa nasemini);

-kathathu   ukuwa kwam phantsi kobunzima bomnqamlezo;

izikhonkwane zaziphindwe kathathu    ;

-  Intliziyo yam iliphalaze igazi kathathu

" ndedwa   egadini  ,

“Ngoko ke   ekubethelelweni   kwam, ndoluliwe emnqamlezweni, kangangokuba umzimba wam uphela wagqabhuka kuwo;

ukuba intliziyo yam yaphuka ngaphakathi kwaye iphalaza igazi,

"  Emva kokufa kwam   xa icala lam lavulwa ngomkhonto."

-kathathu yayiziyure   ezintathu zentlungu emnqamlezweni.

 

Zingaphi izihlandlo eziphindwe kathathu!

 

Yaye konke oku kwakungabangelwa ngamabona-ndenzile.

Yonke into yenziwa ngommiselo kaThixo

-ukuzalisa   uzuko lukaBawo  ;

- ukwenza   imbuyekezo ezazimtyala   izidalwa  , e

-fumana   izibonelelo   kwizidalwa  .

 

Kungenxa yokuba esona sipho sikhulu eso sidalwa sivela kuThixo

zidalwe ngokomfanekiselo nangokufana naye  , e

banikwe amandla amathathu  :   ubukrelekrele, inkumbulo kunye   namandla okuzimisela  .

 

Kwaye akukho sono esidalwa sisidalwa   .

ngaphandle kwala magunya mathathu   akhuphisanayo.

Ke ngoko umfanekiso omhle wobuthixo esinawo isidalwa ungcolisekile kwaye awunakubukeka.

- ukusuka kwiziphoso zakhe ukuya kuMnikeli ngokusebenzisa lo mnikelo uphindwe kathathu.

 

Kwaye nam

-yenza lo mfanekiso wobuthixo kwisidalwa e

-ukunika uThixo lonke uzuko analo kuye,

Ndisebenzisa ubulumko bam, inkumbulo yam kunye nentando yam ngokufanelekileyo, ukongeza kwezi ntlungu zithathu,

ukugqibezela uzuko lukaYise   e

ukuze kulungelwe izidalwa.  "

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndabona   uYesu wam osikelelekileyo owayeza kulohlwaya ihlabathi  .

 

Emcenga ukuba ahlise umoya,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ukungabi nambulelo kwabantu kubi.

Iisakramente, ubabalo kunye noncedo   endilubeke emntwini, kunye  nezipho zakhe zendalo  , 

zonke zizikhanyiso

-ukumnceda ahambe umendo olungileyo e

-ukufumana ulonwabo.

Kodwa, ekujikeni konke oku kubumnyama, umntu ubalekela kwikamva lakhe.

 

Njengoko ebalekela ekulahlekelweni kwakhe, uthi ukhangele okulungileyo kwakhe. Le yimeko yomntu.

Ngaba kunokubakho ubumfama obungakumbi nokungabi nambulelo?

 

Intombazana, kuphela isiqabu kunye nolonwabo kuphela

-izidalwa ezinokundinika zona ngala maxesha zezi:   zizinikele ngokuzithandela ngenxa yam  .

 

Umbingelelo wam ngenxa yabo wawungowokuzithandela ngokupheleleyo.

Ndiwufumana phi umyolelo ofuna ukuzincama ngenxa yam,

Ndiziva ndivuzwa ngento endiyenzele izidalwa.

 

Ngoko ke, ukuba ufuna ukundiphakamisa, undithanda, zincame ngokuqhutywa yintliziyo ngenxa yam.

 

Kuba uYesu wam oyena mntu umnandi wayengezi, ndaba nentsasa embi. Bendizama ukuzincama.

 

Ndicinge:

"Ndifuna ntoni apha?

Kuziva njani ukuhlala ndizincama? “Ndithe ndisacinga njalo,   weza uYesu   njengombane,   wathi kum  :

“Ukuzilahlela kulunge ngakumbi kunokuzuza ubukumkani. "

 

Ndaqhubeka ngokwesiqhelo. Akuba esikelelwe uYesu,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

kuyafuneka ukusebenza ngokumanyene nobuntu bukaKristu kunye nentando yakhe,

ngokungathi ukuthanda komntu kukaKristu kukunye   ;

yaye oko kukwenza nje ukukholisa   uThixo.

 

Ngokwenza oko, umphefumlo unxibelelana rhoqo noThixo, ekubeni uBuntu bukaKristu babuluhlobo lwesigqubuthelo esigquma ubuThixo bakhe.

Xa sisebenza kwesi sigqubuthelo, ngokuzenzekelayo sikunye noThixo.

 

"Omnye kuphela

- abo bangafuni ukusebenza ngoyena Buntu bungcwele beNkosi yethu e

-ngubani ofuna ukufumana uKristu

kufana nomntu ofuna ukufumana isiqhamo engakhange ayifumane imvulophu yaso. Oku akunakwenzeka. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndizibone sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam esitalatweni

apho kwakukho izinja ezininzi ezincinci eziluma zodwa.

 

Ekupheleni kwesitrato kwakukho inkolo

-Ndababona beluma,

-Ndabeva kwaye

wakhwankqiswa kukubona konke oko ngokwasenyameni.

 

Bathetha ngaphandle kokuhlolisisa izinto yaye bengenakukhanya okungaphezu kokwemvelo okubavumela ukuba bayazi inyaniso.

 

Ngelo xesha ndeva   ilizwi lisithi  :

“Bangababingeleli abaziqwengayo. "

 

Umfundisi wayekhangeleka ngathi lundwendwe oluthi,

- bebona ababingeleli belumana, uncedo lukaThixo lwalungekho.

 

Ndiqhubekeke ngendlela yam yesiqhelo, emva kokundisokolisa kakhulu, wafika uYesu, ndathi ndakumbona, ndathi:

 

“ULizwi waba yinyama, wahlala phakathi kwethu”.

UYesu waphendula wathi:

 

«  ULizwi waba yinyama

Kodwa akusekho nyama.

-Yahlala iyiloo nto yayiyiyo  .

 

Kwaye ekubeni igama isenzi lithetha igama kunye

-ukuba akukho nto ichaphazela ngaphezu kwelizwi, wayenjalo noLizwi

umboniso

unxibelelwano   e

umanyano phakathi koThixo   nomntu.

 

Ukuba uLizwi ebengekabi yinyama,

bekungayi kubakho ndlela iphakathi enokumanyanisa uThixo nomntu.” Akuba etshilo uYesu wathi shwaka.

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndaphila kumaxesha anzima kakhulu,

kungekuphela nje ngenxa yokungabikho ngokupheleleyo koMhle wam kuphela, kodwa nangenxa yokuba, ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndabona

ukuba abantu babulalane okwezinja   kunye

ukuba i-Italiya iya kubandakanyeka emfazweni nezinye   izizwe.

Ndabona amajoni amaninzi esimka yaye, njengoko abaninzi babeza kuba ngamaxhoba, kwakuza kubizwa abaninzi ngakumbi.

 

Ngubani onokutsho indlela ebendidinwe ngayo.

Ingakumbi ekubeni ndandiziva ndiphantse ndangabi nantlungu.

 

Ngoko ke, ndaqalisa ukukhalaza ngaphakathi, ndisithi:

"Kunamsebenzi wantoni ukuphila? UYesu akezi kwaye ndiswele ukubandezeleka.

UYesu nembandezelo indishiyile.

 

Nangona ndiqhubeka ndiphila, mna ndandikholelwa ukuba ngaphandle komnye okanye omnye andiyi kuphinda ndiphile, ngoko babengenakuhlukaniswa nam.

 

Owu! Enjani yona inguquko, enjani yona ukuba buhlungu imeko, enjani yona intuthumbo engathethekiyo, inkohlakalo engazange ibonwe ngaphambili!

 

Ukuba ushiye eminye imiphefumlo ihluthwe nguwe, awuzange uyenze ngaphandle kokubandezeleka.

Akakho umntu owenze isithukuthezi esinjalo.

Ibindiphethe kakubi lempama qha bendifanelwe sisigezo esinganyamezelekiyo.

Sisohlwayo sobulungisa ngenxa yezono zam. Ndandifanelwe nangakumbi.” Ngelo xesha uYesu weza njengombane waza   wathi kum ngobungangamsha  .

"Kwenzeka ntoni? Kutheni uthetha lento? IWill yam ayikoneli for yonke into?"

 

Ibiya kuba sisohlwayo

ukuba ndiyakukhupha kwinqanaba lobuthixo ngokukuhlutha ukondla kweNtando yam,

ukuba ndifuna ukuba uxabise ngaphezu kwayo nayiphi na   enye into.

Kuyimfuneko ukuba uhlale ixesha elide ngaphandle kokubandezeleka,

ukushiya indawo yokuba ubulungisa bam bohlwaye   umhlaba ».

 

Emva kokundinika iingxaki ezininzi,  uYesu wasikelelwa   weza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa umphefumlo ulungele ukwenza into elungileyo;

ukuba nje ndithi Bulisa   uMariya,

ubabalo lunegalelo ekuphunyezweni kwesi senzo sihle.

 

Nangona kunjalo

- ukuba umphefumlo awuqhubeki ekufuneni okulungileyo, kubonakala ngokucacileyo

engazithatheli ngqalelo izipho ezifunyenweyo, e

ehleka   ubabalo.

 

Zingaphi izigulo ezibangelwa yihambo enjalo

- namhlanje ewe, ngomso hayi,

-ukuba ndiyayithanda, ndiyayenza,

- kuthatha idini ukwenza le nto ilungileyo kwaye andithandi ukuyenza.

 

Kufana nomntu othi,

- efumene isipho kumhlobo namhlanje, usibuyisela ngomso.

 

Ngokulunga kwakhe umhlobo uyamgxotha;

kodwa, emva kokusigcina isipho umzuzwana, ediniwe,

umntu uyayibuyisela   kwakhona.

 

Uza kuthini umhlobo?

Ngokuqinisekileyo uya kuthi, "Kucacile ukuba lo mntu akasixabisi isipho sam. Nokuba uyahlupheka okanye uyafa, andifuni ukubaphatha."

 

Yonke into inxulumene nokunyamezela  .

 

Umxokelelwane weenceba zam unxulunyaniswa nokunyamezela komphefumlo ekufuneni okulungileyo. Ukuba umphefumlo uyaphepha, uyaliqhawula eli khonkco.

Ngoko ngubani onokumqinisekisa ukuba uya kuchacha?

 

Iinjongo zam zifezekiswa kuphela kwezo

-abazenzo zabo ziphawulwa nguNyamezelo.

 

Imfezeko, ubungcwele,   yonke into inxibelelene nokunyamezela  .

 

Ukuba umphefumlo usebenza ngamaxesha athile, ukuba awunako ukuzingisa, oku

- ukoyisa iinjongo zikaThixo e

- ibeka esichengeni imfezeko nobungcwele bakhe.  "

 

Njengoko ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ubukrakra bam buyanda

ngenxa yokuphantsa ukuhluthwa kunye nokuthula kwengcwele yam ekuphela kwayo eLungileyo.

 

Yonke into yizithunzi ezivanescent kunye nezibane. Ndiziva ndityumkile kwaye ndikhaphukhaphu. Andisaqondi nto.

Kaloku into equlathe ukukhanya isuke yasuka kum.

Kufana nombane

-ekhanyisa ngokufutshane e

- okuthi emva koko kuzise ubumnyama obukhulu.

 

Ekuphela kwelifa endilishiyelweyo yintando kaThixo.

 

Emva kokulwa kakuhle, ndaziva ndingenako ukuqhubeka. UYesu weza ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

ekubeni ndandingumntu noThixo, uBuntu bam babona

- zonke izono,

-zonke izohlwayo e

-yonke imiphefumlo elahlekileyo.

 

Ndingathanda

-qokelela yonke into kwindawo enye,

-tshabalalisa izono nezohlwayo, e

-sindisa imiphefumlo.

 

Ndingathanda ukuva ubunzima

- hayi usuku olunye,

-kodwa yonke imihla, kuba

ukuba ndibe nako ukuzithwala zonke ezi ntlungu kum   e

 zisindise izidalwa ezihlwempuzekileyo  .

 

Akwaba bendinayo kwaye ngendenze  .

 

Noko   ke, ngendanditshabalalise inkululeko yokuzikhethela kwizidalwa zam  .

 

Kwaye ngekwenzeka ntoni kubo ngaphandle

ezabo iimfanelo   e

 intando yakho 

ukuze kufezwe okulungileyo?

 

Abantwana bam bebeya kuba njani?

Ngaba bebeya kubufanelekela ubulumko bam bokudala? Ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo. !

 

Babeya kuba njengabasemzini,

- ungasebenzi nabanye abantwana;

- akanamalungelo,

- akayi kuba nalungelo lalo naliphi na ilifa. I

 

Babedla, basele beneentloni.

Kungenxa yokuba ngebabengenzanga nasiphi na isenzo esifanelekileyo

-ukungqina uthando lwabo ngoyise.

Babengenakuze balufanelekele uthando lukayise.

Ngamafutshane,   ngaphandle kokuzikhethela,

Izidalwa zazingenakuze zilufanelekele uthando lukaThixo.

 

Kwelinye icala, ndandingenako ukuchasana   noBulumko bam boBugcisa  .

Kwafuneka ndiyithande njengoko ndenza   kwaye

Kwafuneka ndirhoxe kuBuntu bam ngokufunxa i-voids yoBulungisa  , leyo, nangona kunjalo, ayinakuba njalo   kuBuThixo bam.

 

Izikhewu zokusesikweni kukaThixo ziyavalwa

izohlwayo zobu bomi,

yentlambululo- miphefumlo   kunye

Isihogo.

 

Ukuba ke   ubuntu bam burhoxile kuyo yonke le nto  ,

mhlawumbi ungathanda ukogqitha mna   kwaye

Ànizamkeliswa na iintlungu kuni, ukuze ndingohlwaywa   ngabantu?

 

Ntombi yam, ziphathe ngokwam, uthi cwaka.

 

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko, ndacinga ngokulunga kweNkosi yethu ezinikela njengokutya kwesi sidalwa sihluphekayo ndikuso.

Ndandizibuza ukuba ndingayiphendula njani le favour ingaka.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

njengokuba ndizenzela ukutya kwesidalwa, inokuba kukutya kwam

- ukuguqula yonke ingaphakathi layo libe kukutya.

 

Oko kukuthi, ngokuyiqinisekisa

iingcinga zakhe, iminqweno, iminqweno,

iminqweno yakhe, intliziyo yakhe,

ukuncwina kwakhe, uthando lwakhe,   njl. bayandifikela.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ngelixa ndinxibelelana nomphefumlo isiqhamo sokutya kwam, okuyiyo

-ukwenza isithixo umphefumlo e

ukumguqula abe kum,

Ndiyakwazi ukondla umphefumlo, oko kukuthi

-   iingcinga zakhe,

- uthando lwakhe   kunye

-bonke abanye.

 

Kwaye umphefumlo ungandixelela:

"Ukwazi njani ukuzenzela ukutya kwam wandinika yonke into, nam ndizenzele ukutya kwakho.

Andinanto yimbi ndingakunika yona, kuba konke endikuko kokwakho.

Ngelo xesha ndakuqonda ukungabi nambulelo okukhulu kwezidalwa ezithi,

- ngelixa uYesu ebonakalisa uthando olugqithisileyo ukuze ondliwe ngabo,

- bayala ukutya kwaye bamshiye kwisisu esingenalutho.

 

Ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, kwaye kamsinya nje akuvela,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ukufika kwam emhlabeni,   uBuntu bam yayiliZulu lam emhlabeni  . Kanye njengokuba, kuphahla lwezulu, unokuyibona

ubuninzi beenkwenkwezi, ilanga,   nenyanga;

iiplanethi kunye nobukhulu, zonke zilungelelaniswe ngokufanelekileyo   ,

 

ngoko ubuntu bam, obuyiZulu lam emhlabeni,

- wenza ucwangco loBuThixo owayehlala apho lwakhanya, oko kukuthi

-   amandla,

-amandla,

-Hombisa,

- Ubulumko kunye nabanye.

 

Xa, emva kovuko,

-Ubuntu bam bunyukele eParadesi, iZulu lam emhlabeni bekufanele libekho.

 

Eli Zulu lenziwe yimiphefumlo enikela ikhaya kubuThixo bam  . Kule miphefumlo,

-Ndifumana izulu lam emhlabeni e

-Ndenza ukucwangciswa kwezinto ezilungileyo ezingaphakathi kukhanye ngaphandle.

 

Elinjani lona ilungelo kwisidalwa sokunikela ngeZulu kuMdali waso! Kodwa, owu! Bangaphi abandikhanyelayo!

 

Awufuni ukuba lizulu lam emhlabeni? Ndixelele ewe!"

 

Ndaphendula:

“Nkosi, akukho nto ndiyifunayo ngaphandle nje

-kubonwa egazini lakho, emanxebeni akho,

- kuBuntu bakho, kwiimpawu zakho ezintle.

Kulapho kuphela endifuna ukubonakala khona, ndibe liZulu lakho emhlabeni. Ndifuna ukwaziwa kuyo yonke indawo ".

Wabonakala evumelana nesicelo sam waza wanyamalala.

 

Ndandikhathazeke ngokupheleleyo yaye ndoyikeka.

Ndibone uYesu wam olungileyo evuza igazi, ndathi kuye:

 

“Nkosi enoyolo,   uyafuna ukundinika ubuncinci ithontsi legazi lakho ukuze ndinyange zonke izigulo zam  ?

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, makubekho isipho,

- kuthatha intando yalowo unika e

- intando yommkeli.

Kungenjalo, ukuba ithe yalahleka enye kuzo zombini, asinakwenziwa isipho. Sifuna umanyano lwemiyolelo emibini.

Owu! Kukangaphi ubabalo lwam lufuthaniselwa kwaye negazi lam laliwe kwaye linyathelwe! "

Uthe akutsho, ndabona abantu abaninzi begxalathelana egazini likaYesu.

- engafuni ukuhlala kweli gazi apho

-kukho zonke iimpahla kunye nawo onke amayeza kwizigulo zethu.

 

Ngale ntsasa ndinikele ngazo zonke izenzo zoBuntu beNkosi yethu

-ukuhlawulela zonke izenzo zethu zobuntu

kwenziwa ngokungakhathali, ngaphandle kwenjongo engaphaya kwendalo, okanye esonweni,

- ukufumana ukuba zonke izidalwa zisebenza ngokumanyene noYesu osikelelekileyo e

ukuze uzuko lwakhe luzaliseke;

uzuko ebekufanele ukuba izidalwa zilubuyisele kuThixo.” Ndathi ndisakwenza oku,   uYesu wam othandekayo wandixelela  .

"Intombazana yakho,

ubuThixo bam buqulethwe kuBuntu bam

- wehlela enzonzobileni konke ukuthotywa kwabantu, ukuze

-ukuba akukho senzo somntu, nokuba sithobeke kangakanani,

-endingayingcwalisanga ndayenza uthixo.

 

Kwaye oku,   ukuze kubuyiselwe ubukhosi obuphindiweyo emntwini  ,

- into awaphulukana nayo kwiNdalo, e

Oko ndakuzuza kuye ngentlawulelo.

 

Kodwa   umntu akanambulelo kwaye ulutshaba lwakhe

uthanda ukuba likhoboka kunokuba umlawuli.

Nangona inokuba lula,

-ukudibanisa izenzo zakhe kunye nezam,

- enze imisebenzi yakhe encomekayo ibe yemfaneleko kaThixo,

uyawachitha ngokuphulukana nesikhundla sakhe solongamo. Akuba etshilo, uYesu unyamalele kwaye ndiwubuyisele umzimba wam.

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam ndajulwa phantsi phambi kwelanga imitha yalo

yangena kum yaphuma   kwaye

yandishiya ngathi   ndikwimo yamagqwirha.

 

Emva kwexesha elide ndidikiwe sesisikhundla, ndazirhuqa phantsi ngoba amandla okuvuka ndihambe ndingenawo.

Emva kokuba ndidinwe kakhulu, kwafika intombi enyulu eyandibamba ngesandla, yandisa kwigumbi apho umntwana uYesu wayelele ngoxolo ebhedini.

 

Ndavuya kuba ndimfumene, ndasondela kuye, kodwa ndingamvusanga. Emva kwexesha elithile, wavuka waza waqalisa ukuhamba phezu kwebhedi.

Ngoko, ndisoyika ukuba anganyamalala, ndamxelela:

"Sthandwa sam, uyazi ukuba unguBomi bam. Ndicela ungandishiyi."

Wathi  : "Masigqibe ukuba mandize kangaphi." Mna: "Haybo, uthini?

Ubomi buhlala buyimfuneko

Ngoko ke, kufuneka uhlale ulapho, ngamaxesha onke. "

 

Ngelo xesha kwafika abefundisi ababini waza uMntwana warhoxa kwingalo yomnye wabo, endiyalela ukuba ndithethe nomnye.

 

Lo mva wandicela ukuba ndimnike ingxelo yemibhalo yam

ukuziphonononga nganye nganye. Ndisoyika, ndathi kuye: "Ngubani owaziyo ukuba zininzi kangakanani iimpazamo!"

 

Emva koko, ngokunyanisekileyo, wathi kum: "Yintoni? Iimpazamo ezichasene nomthetho wamaKristu? Ndathi:" Hayi, iimpazamo zegrama. Wathi, "Akubalulekanga."

 

Xa ndaphinda ndazithemba, ndongeza ndathi: “Ndiyoyika ukuba yonke into iyinkohliso.” Endijonge ebusweni, wathi:

"Ngaba ucinga ukuba kufuneka ndiphonononge imibhalo yakho ukuze ndifumanise ukuba uyalahlekiswa okanye hayi?

 

Ngokukubuza imibuzo emibini ndizokwazi ukuba nguThixo okanye ngusathana osebenzayo kuwe.

Okokuqala  ,

- ngaba uyakholelwa ukuba ufanelwe zonke izipho ozifumeneyo,

Ngaba basisipho esivela kuThixo? Ndaphendula ndathi: “Zonke izinto zilubabalo lukaThixo.

 

Wahlabela mgama wathi: “  Okwesibini  , ngenxa yazo zonke iinceba akwenzele zona uYehova,

Ngaba uyakholelwa ukuba wandulela ubabalo okanye uyakholelwa ukuba ubabalo lukho phambi kwakho?"

 

Ndamphendula:"Ewe kaloku ubabalo ebesoloko endandulela".

 

Uqhube wathi: "Ezi mpendulo zibonisa ukuba awukhohlisi." Ngeli xesha, ndiwugcwalise umzimba wam.

 

Bendingaphumli tuu ndisoyikela ukuba uYesu usikelelwe akasandifuni kwesisimo. Ndeva amandla angaphakathi endityhala ukuba ndiphume kuwo.

 

La mandla ayemakhulu kangangokuba andizange ndikwazi ukuwubamba kwaye ndaqhubeka ndiphindaphinda:

"Ndiziva ndidiniwe, andisakwazi ukumelana nayo."

 

Ngaphakathi kwam ndeva ilizwi lisithi:

“Nam ndiziva ndidiniwe, andisakwazi ukumelana nayo.

Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa kufuneka unqunyanyiswe ngokupheleleyo

isimo sakho sexhoba ukubavumela ukuba benze isigqibo sokuya emfazweni. Ndandule ke ndikubuyisele kwakule meko.

Xa besemfazweni, siza kubona ukuba masenze ntoni ngawe.

 

Ndandingazi ukuba mandithini. Ukuthobela kwakungafuni. Kwaye, ukulwa nayo,

kufana nokuwela   intaba

ukuzalisa umhlaba   e

fikelela esibhakabhakeni nalapho kungekho ndlela yokuhamba, ngamafutshane,   intaba engagqithekiyo.

 

Andazi noba ndithetha ububhanxa na.

Kodwa ndiyakholwa ukuba kulula ukulwa noThixo kunolu phawu lubi lokuthobela.

 

Ndingazinzanga njengoko ndandinjalo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam phambi komnqamlezo.

Ndathi Nkosi andisakwazi ukunyamezela, indalo yam iyandiphoxa andisenawo amandla okuqhubeka kwimeko yam yexhoba, ukuba ufuna ndiqhubeke ndiphe amandla.

Ngaphandle koko ndiyarhoxisa ".

 

Ndithe ndisatsho kwabe kuphuma umthombo wegazi emnqamlezweni.

Igazi lasinga eZulwini laza, labuyela emhlabeni, lajika laba ngumlilo. Iintombi ezininzi zathi:

 

'EFransi, eItali, eOstriya naseNgilani-

Bazithiya ezinye iintlanga, kodwa andizange ndiwaqonde amagama azo.

- zininzi iimfazwe ezinzulu zamakhaya nezorhulumente ezakhayo. "

 

Ndithe ndakuva oku ndoyika ndabuyela emzimbeni wam. Bendingazi ukuba mandithini.

landela amandla angaphakathi abangele ukuba ndiyishiye le meko   okanye

ukomelela kwentobelo eyandibangela ukuba ndihlale apho.

Zombini zazinamandla ngenxa yokuba ndilihlwempu kwaye ndibuthathaka. Kude kubengoku

kubonakala ngathi ukuthobela   kuyoyisa,

kodwa ngobunzima, kwaye andazi ukuba   kuya kuphela njani.

 

Ndaqhubeka ndisilwa. Ndazibona ndihamba ze ndihluthwe yonke into.

Mhlawumbi awukho umphefumlo ulusizi kunowam ekubeni intlupheko yam igqithile. Olunjani lona utshintsho!

Ukuba iNkosi ayenzi mmangaliso wobuSomandla Bayo ukundikhupha kule meko, ngokuqinisekileyo ndiya kufa   bubugxwayiba.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane waza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, isibindi!

Ukuphulukana ngokupheleleyo nezinto ubani azithandayo kusisiqalo solonwabo lukanaphakade.

Njengoko umphefumlo uphulukana nezinto ozithandayo, izinto ezifunwa nguThixo zingena kuwo.

 

Xa umphefumlo

- ulahlekile ngokupheleleyo,

-ayisabonakali,

- akasafumani nto ngokwakhe, kwanakwizinto zoMoya;

ke uThixo amzalise ngaYe aze amzalise ngalo lonke uvuyo olungcwele. Ngoko, kungoko kuphela, ekunokuthiwa umphefumlo usikelelwe.

Kanjalo

- logama nje wayenento yakhe kuye,

- wayengenakukhululeka kubukrakra kunye noloyiko, kwaye uThixo wayengenakukwazi ukunxibelelana nolonwabo lwakhe kuye.

 

Wonke umphefumlo othe wafika kwizibuko lolonwabo olungunaphakade

Umele ukuba uye wafumana le ntshukumo - ebuhlungu, ewe, kodwa kuyimfuneko. Ngokuqhelekileyo, kwenzeka ngexesha lokufa.

I-Purgatory inika ukugqiba.

 

Yiyo loo nto, ukuba sibuza izidalwa ezisemhlabeni

- yintoni na incasa kaThixo,

- yintoni ulonwabo lobuthixo,

Andikwazi ukuthetha negama elinye ngayo.

 

Nangona kunjalo

-ngenxa yemiphefumlo yam intanda

Abazinikele ngokupheleleyo kum, andilufuni ulonwabo lwabo

-iqala phezulu phaya eZulwini,

-kodwa iqala apha emhlabeni.

Andifuni nje ukuwagcwalisa

ulonwabo nozuko   lweZulu,

kodwa neembandezelo kunye nokulunga athe uBuntu bam badibana nabo   emhlabeni.

 

Yiyo loo   nto ndibahluba

- kungekhona nje izinto eziphathekayo ezithandwa ngumphefumlo,

- kodwa kunye nokuthanda ngokomoya,

ukuze ndi

-zigcwalise ngokupheleleyo ngee-Asethi zam e

- ukubanika isiqalo solonwabo lokwenene ».

 

Ndizibone ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona uMntwana uYesu ehamba naye

isibane esandleni   e

imitha ephuma eminweni yakhe. Lo mbono   wandivuyisa.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, ukugqibelela kukukhanya.

Nabani na othi ufuna ukufezekisa imfezeko ukhangeleka njengomntu ongathanda ukubamba umzimba okhanyayo esandleni sakhe.

 

Ngokukhawuleza xa ezama ukwenza oku, ukukhanya kudlula kwiminwe yakhe, nangona isandla sakhe sigcwele oku kukhanya.

 

UThixo ukukukhanya kwaye nguye yedwa ogqibeleleyo.

Umphefumlo ofuna ukufezeka awuwenzi nto ngaphandle kokubamba amatsha kathixo, ngamanye amaxesha umphefumlo uhlala ekuKhanyeni nasenyanisweni kuphela.

 

Okukhona ukulambatha okukuKhanya kudibana emphefumlweni, kokukhona kungena nzulu.

 

Ngokulandelayo

-indawo eninzi ithatha e

- kokukhona enxibelelana neenceba zakhe kunye nokugqibelela kwakhe kuye. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye bendicinga awona maxesha athotywayo iNkosi Yethu ibikhe yasokola.

Ndaziva ndisoyika.

Ndathi  ngaphakathi kum  ngaphakathi: "Nkosi,

baxolele abo bahlaziya ezi zihlandlo zibuhlungu kunye nobuthathaka babo. Ngelo xesha  uYesu wasikelelwa  weza  waza   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, amaxesha amaninzi iphumela kwinto ebizwa ngokuba bubuthathaka bomntu

-  ukungabikho kokuphaphile kunye nokuhoywa   kwabo basemagunyeni, oko kukuthi, abazali kunye nabaphathi.

 

Xa isidalwa sibekwe esweni kakuhle e

- ukuba akanikwa inkululeko ayifunayo,

ubuthathaka buyaphela bubodwa ngenxa yokunqongophala kokutya.

Ukuba, ngokuchaseneyo, umntu unikezela kubuthathaka, uyondla kwaye ukhulise. "

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Ah! ntombi yam

isidima, ukukhanya,

ubuhle, ubabalo kunye   nothando

ingena emphefumlweni njengoko amanzi etyhutyha isiponji esomileyo.

 

Ngokunjalo

isono, sigcine   ubuthathaka;

ubumnyama, ububi kunye nentiyo kaThixo ityhutyha umphefumlo njengoko isiponji sifakwe   eludakeni. "

 

Ndiye ndaveza amathandabuzo athile kummeli wam

Ingqondo yam ibingaxolanga yilento andixelele yona. Efikile ke,   wasikelela uYesu, wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

-lowo ucinga ngentobeko uyayihlaza;

Odela ukuthobeka uyahlazisa uThixo.

 

Njengoko ndandiziva ndibandezelekile ngakumbi kunesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, umnqamlezo yimbewu yesidima, njengomntu ohlwayelayo

- uqokelela ishumi, amashumi amabini, amashumi amathathu kunye nekhulu kwelinye, ngoko umnqamlezo wandisa ubuhle kunye nokugqibelela

- bahombise kakuhle.

 

Okukhona iminqamlezo iqokelelana ngakuwe, kokukhona izimilo zihlwayelwa emphefumlweni wakho.

 

Ngoko   endaweni yokuba buhlungu xa kufika umnqamlezo omtsha, kufuneka uvuye.

- ukucinga ukuba ufumana enye imbewu ukuze utyebise kwaye ugqibezele isithsaba sakho. "

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam elusizi yokuswela nobukrakra obungachazekiyo. Okona kulungileyo, uYesu uzibona ethe cwaka.

 

Ngoku kusasa   uye wandixelela  :

"Ntombi yam, iimpawu zabantwana bam

uthando   lomnqamlezo,

uthando lozuko lukaThixo e

uthando lozuko lweCawa   -

phezulu ukunika ubomi.

 

Abo bangenazo ezi mpawu zintathu kuthiwa ngelize bangunyana wam. Nabani na onesibindi sokutsho

-ixoki nomngcatshi

- bangcatsha uThixo kwaye bamngcatsha.

 

Jonga ngaphakathi kuwe ukuba unazo na ezi mpawu. Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndingonwabanga.

Xa uYesu esiza, ndaziva ndonwabile kangangokuba ndathi:

"Hayi! Nkosi, nguwe wedwa ukwaneliseka kwam!

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

«  Inzaliseko   yokuqala yomphefumlo   nguThixo yedwa  .

Okwesibini   kuxa  umphefumlo      ,  ngaphakathi nangaphandle,  ujonge kuThixo kuphela  .

uhlala kwiatmosfera yobuthixo,   umphefumlo uyaphuma n

-akukho nto yenziweyo,

- akukho sidalwa nokuba

- akukho butyebi

aguqule umfanekiso wobuthixo engqondweni yakhe  .

 

Enyanisweni, ingqondo idla oko ikucingayo  .

Sijonge kuThixo kuphela  ,

-ekuphela kwento ayijongayo apha emhlabeni yintando kaThixo.

Akakhathali nganto yimbi, ngoko ke usoloko ekunye noThixo.

 

“  Inzaliseko yesine   kukubandezeleka   ngenxa kaThixo  .

Nokuba yincoko phakathi komphefumlo noThixo,

-ukugona okanye

-ukubona uthando,

 

UThixo ubiza umphefumlo kunye nomphefumlo uphendule,

UThixo unika umphefumlo ukuba ubandezeleke kwaye umphefumlo uyakwamkela ngovuyo ukubandezeleka.

Ukwanqwenela ukuva ubunzima ngakumbi ngenxa yothando lukaThixo kwaye akwazi ukuthi kuye: "Bona indlela endikuthanda ngayo".

Lo ngowona   mkhulu kunabo bonke abonwabileyo  ».

 

Ngale ntsasa, nje ukuba uYesu asikeleleke weza  ,   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam,   ukuthobeka yintyatyambo engenameva.

Ukuba ngaphandle kwameva, unako

- yithathe ngesandla,

- ukumwola okanye

- yibeke naphi na apho ufuna khona

ngaphandle kokoyika ukuphazamiseka okanye ukuhlaba.

 

Unokwenza nantoni na oyifunayo ngayo.

Iyomeleza kwaye ikhanyise umbono kwaye izigcine ingenameva. "

 

Ndiqhubekeke ngokwesiqhelo, ndazibhaqa ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndiphethe isitshixo esandleni. Ndandihamba umgama omde ndiphazamiseke ngamanye amaxesha.

Ndathi nje ndacinga ngesitshixo, ndasifumana esandleni sam.

 

Bendisibona ukuba esi sitshixo seso sebhotwe alala kulo uMntwana uYesu, yonke lento bendiyibona ndisekude ndingxamele ngobushushu bomzimba ukuba ndifike ebhotwe engekavuki wabe ekhala ndingekho ecaleni kwakhe.

Ndithe xa ndifika sele ndilungele ukunyuka ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam. Ndandinexhala.

 

Kamva, xa uYesu wasikelelwa  ,   wathi kum  :

 

Intombazana yakho

isitshixo osoloko usifumana esandleni sakho,

sisitshixo   seWill yam endikunike   yona  .

Nabani na ophethe into esandleni sakhe unokwenza unothanda ngayo ».

 

Uthe ke uYesu, esiva ubunzima ngaphezu kwesiqhelo, wafika umzuzwana

Wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, umnqamlezo unjalo

-inkxaso yababuthathaka,

-amandla anamandla,

- imbewu nomgcini wobuntombi! Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ndaqhubeka ngokwesiqhelo. Akuba esikelelwe uYesu,   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

-uthando olungenamgaqo walo kuThixo alukwazi ukuzixelela uthando lwenene.

Iimpawu ezintle ezingenawo umgaqo wazo kuThixo zizizo zobuxoki.

 

Enyanisweni,   asiyiyo yonke into engenamgaqo kaThixo ekunokuthiwa uthando okanye isidima  . Ezi zizikhanyiso ezicacileyo ezithi ekugqibeleni zijike zibe bubumnyama.

 

Wongeza wathi  :

 

"Umntu ovumayo ozinikela kakhulu ngenxa yomphefumlo

yenza into ebonakala ingcwele kwaye nkqu nobugorha.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ukuba wenza oko ngenxa yokuba ephumelele okanye enethemba lokuzuza okuthile, umgaqo wedini lakhe awukho kuThixo, kodwa kuye ngokwakhe kunye naye.

 

Ngoko ke, oku akunakubizwa ngokuba sisidima. "

 

Ndabe ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo wasikelela uYesu wafika ixeshana ndathi kuye Nkosi yam leyam imbeko yakho?

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Uzuko lwam kunye nokwaneliseka kwam kufuna   ukuba ubukho bakho bonke bube kum  . "

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Yonke into

- ekungathembini kunye nokoyika umphefumlo ngokunxulumene nawo e

Ngokukholosa kwakhe ngoThixo.” Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ukufika kukaYesu.

 

Ndanditshilo ngaphambili kumphefumlo okhathazekileyo:

"Zama ukungahlali kule meko yokuphazamiseka,

- kungekhona nje ngenxa yakho,   kodwa

- ngakumbi uthando   lweNkosi yethu.

 

Kuba umphefumlo okhathazekileyo awukhathazeki kuphela ngokunxulumene nawo, kodwa ukwabangela inkathazo ngoYesu Kristu. "

 

Emva koko ndathi kum:

Ndibubudenge obunjani bona! UYesu akanakuze akhathazwe.

 

Wafika ke wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, le ubuyithetha ibingeyombudane, ibiyinyani.

Enyanisweni, ndibumba ubomi bobuthixo kuyo yonke imiphefumlo.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo uyaphazamiseka, obu Bomi baphezulu ndibenzayo nabo buphazamisekile. Ngaphaya koko, buthintela obu Bomi bungcwele ukuba buzaliseke ngokugqibeleleyo. "

Emva koko wathi shwaka okombane.

 

Ndiye   ndaqhubeka nezenzo zam zangaphakathi zokuzinikela   kuPassion  .

 

Xa   wayezokuhlangabeza uYesu noMariya kwi-Via Crucis  ,   uYesu   wazibonakalisa kwakhona waza   wandixelela  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndidibana nomphefumlo ngalo lonke ixesha.

 

Ukuba, kule ntlanganiso, ndimfumana kuloliwe

-ukuziqhelanisa nesidima e

-Hlangana nam,

uyandithuthuzela ngentlungu endikuyo

xa ndidibana noMama ndibuhlungu kakhulu ngenxa yam. "

 

Ndicinezeleke kakhulu kukuvinjwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo, ndacinga: "Hayi indlela uYesu akhohlakele ngayo kum! Andiqondi ukuba iNtliziyo yakhe elungileyo inokuza njani ukwenza oku. Ukuba uthanda ukunyamezela kakhulu, ukunyamezela kwam kubonakala ngathi akushukumi. .intliziyo yakhe entle».

 

Ke kaloku, ndakuzithetha oku kum, kwanangobunye ubuvuvu obu, waphuma uYesu, wathi kum:

"Kakade eyona nto ndiyithanda kakhulu ngomphefumlo wam   kukunyamezela  . Kaloku ukunyamezela luphawu.

- ubomi obungunaphakade e

- ukuphuhliswa kobomi bobuthixo emphefumlweni.

 

Njengoko uThixo ehlala emdala, ehlala emtsha kwaye engaguquki, unjalo  umphefumlo ozingisayo 

- isekudala njengoko ibisenziwa ixesha elide,

-Ihlala intsha njengoko isasebenza kwaye, ngaphandle kokuyiqonda,

- ayinakuguqulwa ekubeni ihlaziywa rhoqo kuThixo.

 

Kuba, ngonyamezelo lwakhe,

Umphefumlo wenza kuwo ukuzuza ngokuqhubekayo ubomi bobuthixo   ,

ifumana kuThixo itywina lobomi   obungunaphakade.

Ngaba likho itywina elikhuselekileyo kunelo linikwe nguThixo ngokwakhe?”

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu wabonwa ngokufutshane ebethelelwe isikhonkwane entliziyweni yakhe. Uthe xa esondela entliziyweni yam, wayibamba ngesikhonkwane ndasiva intlungu yayo yokufa.

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

-lihlabathi elibethelela esi sikhonkwane nzulu entliziyweni yam

endinika   ukufa okungapheliyo.

 

Ngoko, ngenxa yobulungisa,

Bandibulala ngokungapheliyo;

Ndiya kubayeka babulalane ngokubulalana okwezinja.

 

Njengoko wayesitsho, wandenza ndeva izikhalo zabavukeli, kangangokuba ndaziva ndingeva kangangeentsuku ezine okanye ezintlanu.

 

Kuba ndandibandezelekile kakhulu,   wabuya uYesu   emva   kwethuba, wathi kum  :

“Namhlanje   yiCawe yePalm.

ngelo xesha ndazukiswa njengokumkani.

 

Wonke umntu kufuneka afune ubukumkani. Ukufumana uBukumkani obungunaphakade,

-Kuyimfuneko ukuba isidalwa sifumane ulawulo phezu kwaso

- ukulawula iminqweno yakhe.

 

Ekuphela kwendlela yokuphumeza oku kukubandezeleka. Kuba ukubandezeleka bubukumkani.

ukubandezeleka ngomonde;

-isidalwa sibuyela ngolungelelwano

-ukuba yikumkanikazi yakhe kunye noBukumkani obungunaphakade. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

U-Yesu onoyolo weza. Wayesele eza kulohlwaya ihlabathi waza   wathi kum  :

 

Ntombi yam, izidumbu ziyidlavula inyama yam, zilinyathelela phantsi igazi lam; ndoyiqwenga inyama yabo, liphalaze igazi labo.

Kula maxesha, uluntu luzifumana lufana nethambo eligxothiweyo.

Ukuyibuyisela, kufuneka uyikhuphe ngokupheleleyo ngaphandle kwebhokisi. "

 

Emva koko, ukuzola kancinci, wongeza:

"Intombazana yakho,

umphefumlo unokwazi ukuba uyayilawula iminqweno yawo, ukuba,

xa uphathwa zizilingo okanye abantu,

akayithabathi ngqalelo   .

Umzekelo, ukuba   ukhunjuzwa ngesihendo sokungcola   kwaye ulawula lo mnqweno,

- akasihoyi e

- indalo yayo ihlala ihleli kwindawo yayo.

 

Ukuba, ngakolunye uhlangothi, umphefumlo awulawuli lo mnqweno,

Unomsindo   ,

buhlungu,   e

uva umsinga wokonakala uqukuqela emzimbeni wakhe.

 

"Omnye umzekelo,   ukuba umntu uthukwa ngomnye  , ukuba uthe walawula ikratshi lakhe, ugcina uxolo.

Ukuba akalawuli ikratshi lakhe, uva umpompoza ngaphakathi kuye

-umlilo,

-umsindo e

-ukuzingca

eyibhukuqayo.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

- xa inkanuko ingalawulwa e

- ukuba ithuba liziveza ngokwalo,

umntu uphuma ecaleni. Oku kunjalo kuyo yonke enye into. "

 

Ukubandezeleka kwam bekuqatha ngakumbi kunesiqhelo. UYesu  wam olungileyo    weza   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam,   ukubandezeleka kuzisa iindidi ezintathu zovuko  .

-Okokuqala, ivusa umphefumlo elubabalweni.

-Ke, ukwanda, idibanisa izidima kwaye yenza umphefumlo ukhule ebungcweleni.

-Ekugqibeleni, qhubeka, ufezekise izidima,

ibenza babe nobuhle kwaye benze isithsaba esihle esinomphefumlo ozukisiweyo emhlabeni naseZulwini. "

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

 

Njengoko ndandiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, kubonakala ngathi uYesu wam othandekayo waphuma ngaphakathi kwam waza wathi kum ngelizwi elimnandi nelithambileyo:

"Intombazana yakho,

-yonke into ukufa okuya kuyenza kwindalo yomntu,

- ngenxa yokuba ubabalo aluwulindeli kwangaphambili umphefumlo, oko kukuthi, ufe ngenxa yokumthanda uThixo

kuyo yonke into aza kufa ngayo ngenye imini?

 

"Kodwa, akanako ukufikelela oku kufa kusikelelekileyo

ngamana abo bahlala behleli elubabalweni lwam.

Kuba, ukuhlala noThixo, kuba lula ukufa kuyo yonke into engapheliyo.

 

Ukuhlala noThixo kunye nokufa kuyo yonke enye into,

- umphefumlo uza ukulindela amalungelo aya kuwutyebisa eluvukweni, oko kukuthi

-ukuziva ungowomoya, ukwahluliwe kwaye ungonakali, ngokunjalo

-thatha inxaxheba kuwo onke amalungelo obomi obungcwele.

 

Kwakhona, kukho umahluko wozuko eya kuthi le miphefumlo iwufumane eZulwini.

Uzuko lwabo luya kwahluka kuzuko lwabanye njengokuba iZulu lahlukile emhlabeni. Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

 

Ndabe ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ukufika kuka Yesu esikelelekileyo, ndakumbona andazi kwakutheni, ndathi kuye.

"Nkosi, ingcinga yokuba ndingaphulukana nothando lwakho ihlala iwukrazula umphefumlo wam."

 

Waphendula: "Ntombi yam, uxelelwe ngubani?

Ububele bam buhlala bubonelela isidalwa ngezinto esizidingayo, ukuba akazaleli.

Indlela yokungaphulukani nothando lwam,

- kukuthathela ingqalelo uthando lwam nako konke okundikhathazayo

-njengento yakho.

 

Ngaba sinokulahlekelwa kokukokwethu? Ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo. Ubukhulu becala, ukuba asiyihloneli into eyeyethu, asiyi kuba naxhala lokuyigcina kwindawo ekhuselekileyo. Ukuba umphefumlo awunaxabiso ngento ethile kwaye ungayigcini kwindawo ekhuselekileyo, luphawu lokuba awuyithandi; ngoko ke le nto ayisekho ubomi bothando kuye kwaye ayikwazi ukuyibala phakathi kwezinto zakhe zobuqu.

 

Kodwa nabani na owenza uthando lwam lube lolwam, uyaluxabisa,

uyamkhusela kwaye

uhlala emjongile.

Kwaye umntu akanako ukulahlekelwa yinto yakhe, kungekhona ngexesha lokuphila okanye emva kokufa. "

 

Njengoko ndandiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane wathi:

“Ntombi yam, kuthiwa indlela yokulunga kunzima ukuyilandela, asiyonyani leyo.

 

Le ndlela inzima ukuyilandela kumphefumlo ongazibophelelanga kuyo. Kutheni, andazi

-nombulelo

- kwanaye intuthuzelo awayengayifumana kuThixo,

- akukho ngaphezu koncedo lwakhe lokuhamba,

le ndlela ibonakala inzima kuye kwaye,

engaqhubeli phambili, uva ubunzima obupheleleyo bohambo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kumphefumlo ozamayo, oku kulula kakhulu, kuba ubabalo olukhukulayo luyawomeleza,

ubuhle bokulunga kumtsala kwaye

uMyeni wobuthixo wemiphefumlo umthwele engqiyame engalweni yakhe yonke indlela.

 

Esikhundleni sokuziva ubunzima kunye nobunzima bendlela, umphefumlo uyasebenza ukuze ufikelele kwinjongo ngokukhawuleza. "

 

Ndithe ndisaqhuba ngokwesiqhelo kwafika uYesu onguMbusi.

 

Wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, uloyiko luyalunciphisa uthando emphefumlweni

iimpawu ezintle ezingenawo umgaqo wazo eluthandweni ziyalunciphisa uthando emphefumlweni.

 

Kuzo zonke izinto, uthando lufanelwe kukukhethwa kuba uthando lwenza yonke into ibe lula.

Iimfanelo ezingenawo umgaqo wazo eluthandweni zifana namaxhoba ahamba ekuxhelweni, aya ekutshatyalalisweni kwawo. "

 

Ngale ntsasa bendicinga ngoYesu osikelelekileyo esasazeke emnqamlezweni. Ndathi, Hayi, Nkosi yam, hayi indlela obandezeleke ngayo, nomphefumlo wakho uthe wabandezeleka!

Ngelo xesha, uYesu weza njengesithunzi waza wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Bendingakhathali ngeentlungu zam, kodwa bendixhalabele injongo yeembandezelo zam; nendlela endayibona ngayo intando kaBawo izaliseka ngeembandezelo zam,

Ndifumene ukuphumla kwam okumnandi kubo.

 

Enyanisweni, ukuzalisekisa ukuthanda kukaThixo kubandakanya oku kulungileyo:

-Ngoxa sibandezeleka, sifumana ukuphumla okuhle kakhulu.

Kodwa ukuba umntu uyavuya kwaye olu vuyo alufunwa nguThixo, kwalolu vuyo lufanayo ufumana eyona ntuthumbo ikhohlakeleyo.

 

“Ngokuya ndisiya ndisondela ekupheleni kokubandezeleka kwam.

Nangona ndandinqwenela ngamandla ukuzalisekisa iNtando kaBawo, kokukhona ndiziva ndikhululekile kwaye kokukhona ndiphumla kamnandi.

 

Owu! Hayi indlela eyahluke ngayo indlela yokwenza imiphefumlo!

Ukuba bayabandezeleka okanye bayasebenza, ingqalelo yabo ayihlawuli

- hayi kwisiqhamo abangasifumana,

- okanye ekufezekisweni kwentando kaThixo.

 

Bagxininisa ngokupheleleyo kwizinto abazenzayo

- bengaziboni izibonelelo abanokuzifumana

- okanye ukuphumla okumnandi okuziswa yintando kaThixo.

 

Bahlala bekruqukile kwaye bengcungcuthekiswa.

Babaleka kangangoko banako ekubandezelekeni nasemisebenzini

-ukufumana ukuphumla,

kodwa kukhona bangcungcutheka ngakumbi. "

 

Ekuseni ndiphumile emzimbeni ndive ukuba kukho umntu ondibambe ngentloko ebeke egxeni lam. Khange ndimbone ukuba ungubani ndamrhuqa ngenkani ndathi kuye:

"Oko ndixelele ukuba ungubani."

 

Waphendula wathi,  NdinguYonke  .

Ndivakalelwa kukuba yinto yonke, ndathi, "Kwaye ndiyinto engekho.

 

Uyabona ke, Nkosi yam, ndinyanisile xa ndisithi le nto ingekhoyo mayidityaniswe neYonke, kungenjalo kuya kufana nokuzalisa isandla sothuli oluthi luhlakazwe ngumoya".

 

Ngelo xesha ndabona umntu obonakala ekhathazekile waza wathi:

"Kwenzeka njani ukuba kuyo yonke into encinci uziva ukhathazekile?" Kwaye mna, ekukhanyeni okuvela kuYesu osikelelekileyo, ndithi:

 

"Ukuze ungaphazanyiswa, umphefumlo kufuneka uphile kakuhle kuThixo, kufuneka ubhekise konke kuYe njengento enye, kwaye kufuneka ujonge yonke into ngeliso elingenamdla.

Ukuba wenza ngenye indlela, kuyo yonke into ayenzayo, ayibonayo okanye ayivayo, ubethwa lixhala elifana nomkhuhlane ocothayo omenza adinwe aze akhathazeke, angakwazi ukuziqonda. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndabona uYesu esikelele ngaphakathi nangaphandle kwam.

Ukuba ndakumbona eselusana, ndambona ngaphakathi esengumntwana; ukuba ndiyibona ngaphandle njengeCrucifix, ndayibona ngaphakathi njengoMnqamlezo.

 

Ndothuswa koku kwaye uYesu wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, xa umfanekiso wam wabunjwa ngaphakathi emphefumlweni, ukuba ndifuna ukuzibonakalisa ndingaphandle ukuze ndicamngce, ndizibonakalisa ndikwimo efanayo.

Yintoni emangalisayo ngale nto?"

 

Bendiphumile emzimbeni ndibambe usana lukaYesu ezingalweni zam. Ndathi kuye: "Sithandwa sam, ndingowakho ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndihlala ndingowakho; nceda ungavumeli isithunzi sento engengowakho singene kum."

 

Waphendula wathi: "Ntombi yam, xa umphefumlo uphela ungowam, ndiwuva ungaphakathi kum ngokuqhubekayo usebeza. Ndihlala ndisiva isebe lalo lihamba elizwini lam, entliziyweni yam, engqondweni yam, ezandleni zam, emanyathelweni am kwaye nkqu. egazini lam Owu, hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo oku kusebeza kum!

 

Ngelixa ndiziva, ndihlala ndiphindaphinda: "Yonke into, yonke into, yonke into yalo mphefumlo yeyam; Ndiyayithanda, ndiyayithanda kakhulu!" Nditywinela kulo mphefumlo ukusebeza kothando lwam ukuze ngelixa ndimva esebeza, eve eyam kubo bonke ubuntu bakhe. Ke, ukuba umphefumlo uyeva ukusebeza kwam kuqukuqela kubo bonke, luphawu lokuba ngowam ngokupheleleyo".

 

Ngale ntsasa, xa uYesu esikelelekileyo wafika, waziphosa ezingalweni zam ngokungathi ufuna ukuphumla waza wandixelela: «Umphefumlo umele uzilahle kwiingalo zentobelo njengoko umntwana ezishiya ekhuselekile kwaye ephilile ezingalweni zikanina.

 

Abo bazincamayo kwiingalo zentobelo bafumana yonke imibala yobuthixo kuba banokwenza nantoni na abayifunayo ngabo baleleyo. Kunokuthiwa ngubani   ozishiya ngokwenene kwiingalo zokuthobela ukulala, kwaye uThixo unokwenza naye oko   akufunayo ».

 

Ukuqhubela phambili kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndathi eNkosini: "Nkosi, yintoni na oyifunayo kum? Bonisa intando yakho engcwele kum. Waphendula kum: "Ntombi yam, ndifuna ukuba ube kum ngokupheleleyo ukuze ukwazi uku fumana yonke into kuwe.

 

Ùya kundenza ndifumane imbuyekezo, ukwaneliseka, umbulelo, indumiso kuwe, nazo zonke izinto ezindifaneleyo izidalwa.

 

"Ukongezelela kubomi bobuthixo kunye nobomi bomntu, Uthando lundinike ubomi besithathu obuye benza ubomi bazo zonke izidalwa zihlume kuBuntu bam.

 

Uthando lwandinika ukufa okungapheliyo, lwandibetha lundomeleza, lundithob' isidima lwandiphakamisa, lwandinika ubukrakra lwandigcwalisela ubumnandi, lundingcungcuthekisa kwaye lundonwabile. Olu thando lungadinwayo lulungele nantoni na olungaqukiyo?

 

Yonke into, yonke into inokufumaneka kuye. Ubomi bakhe bungunaphakade kwaye buhlala butsha. Owu! Ndingathanda njani ukufumana olu Thando kuwe ukuze uhlale unawe kum kwaye ufumane yonke into kuwe! "

 

Ngale ntsasa, efikile, wasikelela uYesu wathi kum:

 

“Ntombazana yam, umonde wondla unyamezelo kuba ugcina inkanuko uzinzile kwaye womeleza izimilo.

Ngomonde, isidima abufumani ukudinwa okuveliswa kukungatshintshi okuxhaphakileyo kwizidalwa.

 

"Umphefumlo onomonde awuphelelwa yintliziyo xa uhlaziywa okanye uhlazekile, kuba umonde wayo wondla ukunyamezela kwawo.

Ukuba umphefumlo uyathuthuzeleka okanye uyathandeka, awuzivumeli ukuba uthabatheke kakhulu, kuba ukunyamezela kwawo kuwugcina ngokumodareyitha.

 

Ngale ntsasa, njengoko wayesiza, wasikelela uYesu wathi:

"Ntombi yam, ingcinga yePassion yam ifana nequla lokubhaptizwa.

ubukrakra bayo, nobunzima bayo bube siqingatha.

Emva koko wanyamalala njengombane kwaye

Ndaqhubeka ndinqula ndilungisa ngaphakathi.

 

Kamva wabuya waza wongeza:

"Yintoni intuthuzelo yam ekufumaneni kuwe into eyenziwa nguBuntu bam kwiinkulungwane ezininzi ezidlulileyo.

Phofu ke izinto endandicebe ukuba zenziwe yimiphefumlo ndaza ndazenza okokuqala ebuntwini bam.

yaye ukuba umphefumlo uyavumelana, wenza oko ndikwenzileyo kwakhona.

 

Kodwa ukuba ayifani,

Ezi zinto zihleli kum kwaye zihleli kum

-Ndiva ubukrakra obungenakuchazwa. "

 

Ndiqhubekeke ngokwesiqhelo, ndacinga indlela awafa ngayo uYesu Krestu, ndazixelela ukuba akanakoyika ukufa kuba uBuntu bakhe budityaniswe nobuThixo bakhe buguqulwe bube bubo, bukhuselekile bugqibeleleyo njengomntu kwibhotwe lakhe.

Kwaye ndandifana, "Yeka indlela eyahlukileyo emphefumlweni!"

 

Ngelixa ndandinengcinga yobudenge njengabanye ngolo hlobo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, lowo uzimanya noBuntu bam usemnyango woBuThixo bam, kuba ubuntu bam sisipili apho umphefumlo ububona ubuThixo bam.

 

Ukuba umntu umi kwimbonakalo yesi sipili, kungokwemvelo ukuba ubuntu bakhe buguqulwe bube luthando. Ntombi yam, yonke into ephuma kwisidalwa, ukuqhwanyaza kwamehlo akhe, ukushukuma kwemilebe yakhe, iingcinga zakhe nayo yonke enye into, mayibe luthando.

Ukuba kwam uthando ngokupheleleyo, apho ndifumana khona uthando, ndifunxa yonke into kum kwaye umphefumlo uhlala kum ngokuqinisekileyo njengoko kusenkaleni yawo.

 

Ngoko ke yintoni uloyiko olunokuba nalo umphefumlo wokuza kum ngokufa kwawo, ukuba sele kum? "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam kwaye ndabona uMama uKumkanikazi ephethe uMntwana uYesu ezingalweni zakhe.

Ebemnika ubisi lwakhe oluswiti.

Ndibone ukuba uMntwana usela ubisi esibelekweni sikaMama, ndalukhulula ngobunono ndaqalisa ukusela. Bancuma bobabini bandiyeka.

 

Emva koko,   uKumkanikazi uMama wandixelela:

"Thabatha ubuncwane bakho kwaye ujabule." Ndiye ndambamba uMntwana. Ngeli xesha, seva ingxolo yezixhobo ngaphandle, waza uYesu wathi kum:

"Lo rhulumente uya kuwa." Ndambuza:" Nini?"

Echukumisa umnwe wakhe, waphendula wathi: "Enye nje incam yomnwe." Ndathi, "Ngubani owaziyo ukuba le ncam yomnwe ide kangakanani kuwe." Akazange wongeze nto.

 

Mna ke, bendingenamdla wokuqhubeka nesi sihloko kwaye endaweni yoko ndazixelela:

"Ndingathanda kangakanani ukwazi intando kaThixo njengoko ndixhalabile!"

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Ingaba unalo iphetshana?

Ndiza kubhala kuyo ukuba iWill yam ithini malunga nokukukhathazayo ».

 

Ndingenalo iphetshana, ndaya kulithatha kwaye uYesu wabhala:

"Ndivakalisa phambi kweZulu nomhlaba ukuba yintando yam ukuba abe lixhoba. Ndiyabhengeza ukuba undinike isipho somzimba nomphefumlo wakhe kwaye nam,

ukuba ngumnini wayo ngokupheleleyo,

Ndimenza athathe inxaxheba kwiimbandezelo zePasion yam xa ndiyithanda. Ngembuyekezo ndimnika ukufikelela kubuThixo bam kwaye ngolu fikelelo,

usoloko ethandazela aboni kum kwaye ubatsalela ukuba baqhubeke bephila.”

 

Ubhale ezinye izinto ezininzi endingasamkhumbuli kakuhle. Ngoko ke, ndiyayiyeka.

 

Ndiziva ndibhidekile yile nto uYesu wayesandula ukundixelela yona, ndamxelela:

“Nkosi, ndixolele, ukuba ndithe ndoyisa;

-ubhale ntoni, bendingafuni ukwazi,

- Ndifuna nje ukuba uyazi.

Mna ke, ndingathanda ukwazi ukuba yiWill yakho ukuba ndihlale kule meko. "

 

Kwaye, ngaphakathi, ndandizibuza

ukuba yiWill yakhe ukuba u-confessor wam kufuneka eze kundibizela ekuthobeleni kwaye ukuba ixesha endilichitha naye aliyi kuba yinto yam ecocekileyo.

Kodwa ke bendingafuni ukumxelela ukuba ngokoyika ukwazi kakhulu nokuba ibiyiWill yakhe kwenye into, ibiyenye.

UMntwana uYesu waqhubeka nokubhala:

"Ndiyabhengeza ukuba le yintando yam

-ukuba uqhubeke kule meko,

- umvumisi wakho uyeza akubizele intobelo e

-ukuba uchithe ixesha kunye naye.

 

IkwayiWill yam

ukuba uyoyika ukuba imeko yakho ayihambelani nentando yam. Olu loyiko lukuhlambulula kwezona ziphene zincinci. "

Wandisikelela uMama weQueen noYesu ndancamisa isandla sikaYesu ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ndandisenza izenzo zam zesiqhelo zangaphakathi xa uYesu esikelelekileyo weza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ubuntu bam ngumculo woBuThixo.

Kuba yonke imisebenzi yam yayingamanqaku abumba owona mculo ugqibeleleyo novumelanayo kwindlebe yobuthixo.

 

Ngumphefumlo ohambelana nezenzo zam zangaphakathi nangaphandle

qhubeka nokuvelisa lo mculo woBuntu bam   kuBuThixo bam ".

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu esikelelekileyo weza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa umntu ovuma izono etyhila emphefumlweni indlela yakhe yokusebenza kuyo,

- ulahlekelwa yincasa yokusukela, kunye nomphefumlo,

- esazi ukuba umtyholi ulandela ntoni kuye, uba ngokungakhathali kwaye unovalo.

 

Ukuba, ngakolunye uhlangothi, umphefumlo utyhila ingaphakathi lawo kwabanye,

- umdla wakhe uya kuncipha kwaye uya kuba buthathaka.

Ukuba oku akwenzeki xa umphefumlo uvula umvuma, kungenxa yokuba amandla omthendeleko agcina umphunga, akhulise amandla ayo kwaye afake itywina layo. "

 

Ngale ntsasa bendithandazela umfundisi ogulayo obengumalathisi wam wokomoya kwaye ndizibuze lo mbuzo:

 

Ukuba ebeqhubeka engumalathisi wam wokomoya, ngaba ebeya kuba ngumlwelwe okanye akunjalo? UYesu osikelelekileyo wavela waza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ngubani onandipha izinto ezingaphakathi endlwini? Abo bahlala khona, akunjalo?

 

Nangona abanye sele behlala apho,

kuphela ngabo bahlala apho ngoku abanandiphayo.

 

Ngokomzekelo, xa isicaka sihleli nenkosi yaso, inkosi yaso iyasihlawula, ize isivumele ukuba sixhamle impahla yendlu yaso.

Kodwa ke, ukuba lo mkhonzi uthe wemka, inkosi ibiza omnye, imnike, ize imdlise ilifa layo.

 

"Ndiyenza njalo.

Ukuba into ifunwa ndim kodwa ibekelwe bucala ngumntu,

Ndiyidlulisela komnye ndimnika yonke into ebeyilungiselelwe kuqala.

 

Ke, ukuba uqhubekile nolwalathiso lwakho kwimeko yexhoba lakho,

ebeya konwabela ipropathi edityaniswe nemeko yalowo uqhubayo ngoku.

 

Ngenxa yoko, ngewayengazange afe umzimba. Ukuba isikhokelo sakho sangoku,

- ngaphandle kwempilo yakhe, akafumani yonke into ayifunayo,

-  kukuba ayenzi ngokupheleleyo into endiyifunayo

Kwaye

nangona ineempawu ezithile,

Uhluthwe amanye amakhubalo am.  "

 

Ndandicatshukiswa kukungakwazi ukwenza imilinganiselo ethile. Kwaba ngathi uYehova akayi kundivumela, kuba wayendithiyile.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo weza waza wathi kum: "Ntombi yam, nabani na ondithanda ngokwenene akaze acatshukiswe nantoni kwaye azame ukuguqula yonke into ibe luthando. Kutheni na ufuna ukuzithoba? Ngokuqinisekileyo ngenxa   yothando lwam.

 

Ewe, ndiyakuxelela:

- "Nceda ngenxa yothando lwam okanye ukhululeke ngenxa yothando lwam,

zombini zinobunzima obufanayo emehlweni am   .

 

“Ixabiso lesenzo, kungakhathaliseki ukuba sinokungakhathali kangakanani, liyakhula ngokomlinganiselo wothando oluhamba naso.

Kuba andijongi isenzo, kodwa ndijonge ubunzulu bothando oluhamba nayo.

 

Andifuni kucaphuka ngenxa yoko, ndifuna uxolo ngamaxesha onke. Kwisiphithiphithi,

-kukuzithanda okufuna ukuzibonakalisa ukuze kulawuleke okanye

-lutshaba olufuna ukwenza okubi. "

 

Ndiqhubekeke kwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndikhathazekile.

UYesu osikelelekileyo weza waza wandixelela oku: “Ntombi yam, umphefumlo oseluxolweni, nowolukele kum uphela, ukhupha amathontsi okukhanya ahombisa ingubo yam.

Kwelinye icala

- Umphefumlo okhathazekileyo ukhupha ubumnyama obenza isihombo esibi. Oku kushukumisa umphefumlo

- Ukuthintela ukuthululwa kobabalo e

- yenza umphefumlo ungakwazi ukusebenza kakuhle. "

 

Wongezelela wathi: “Ukuba umphefumlo uyanxunguphala ngandlela zonke, oko kuthetha ukuba uzele yodwa;

luphawu lokuba unento kaThixo, kodwa unezithuba ezininzi zokuvala.

Ukuba akukho nto imphazamisayo, luphawu lokuba uzaliswe nguThixo ngokupheleleyo. Hayi indlela le ngxaki ewonakalisa ngayo umphefumlo!

Oku kunokude kubangele ukuba umphefumlo umgatye uThixo uze uzizalise ngokupheleleyo”.

 

Ndiqhubekeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona uMama uKumkanikazi esithi eNkosini yethu:

yiza emyezweni wakho, uziyolise.

 

Uthe xa ethetha lento wayengathi ubhekisa kum. Ukuva oku, ndaziva ndigcwele intloni kwaye ngaphakathi ndithetha ngaphakathi: "Andinanto ilungileyo kum, ingavuya njani kum?"

 

Ngoxa ndandicinga ngale ndlela, uYesu wasikelelwa wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, yini na ukuba ube neentloni?

Kwaye mna, ngokutshintshiselana, xelela lo mphefumlo ukuba yonke into yam yeyakhe ".

 

Emva kokuba ndiyithethile le nto, kwakubonakala ngathi igadi yam encinci, eyakhiwe nguYesu ngokwakhe, yayidityaniswe negadi yakhe enkulu kakhulu entliziyweni yakhe, ukuba aba babini babebanye, kwaye siyonwabele kunye. Ndiye ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wasikeleleka waza wandixelela:

 

"Ntombi yam, ukuba kuzo zonke izenzo zawo umphefumlo usebenza ngokupheleleyo kwaye kuphela ukukholisa uThixo, ubabalo lungena kuwo macala onke.

Kufana nendlu eneebhalkhoni ezivulekileyo, iingcango kunye neefestile: ukukhanya kwelanga kungena macala onke kwaye uyonwabela ukugcwala kokukhanya.

Oku kukhanya kuhlala kukhula de umphefumlo ube ukukhanya ngokupheleleyo. Kodwa ukuba umphefumlo awusebenzi ngale ndlela, ukukhanya kungena kuphela ngeentanda kwaye konke kubumnyama kuyo.

“Ntombi yam, kwabo bandinika yonke into, ndibanika yonke into.

 

Umphefumlo awukwazi ukufumana bonke uBumi bam ngaxeshanye,

ubabalo lwam luwujikeleze umphefumlo ngemifanekiso emininzi endinayo yokugqibelela kunye nokulunga.

Ngomfanekiso wobuhle ndihambisa ukukhanya kobuhle emphefumlweni; Ngokomfanekiselo wobulumko ndimazisa kuye ukukhanya kobulumko; ngomfanekiso wokulunga ndidlulisela kuye ukukhanya kokulunga;

kwimifanekiso yobungcwele, ubulungisa, amandla nobunyulu;

Ndithumela kuye ukukhanya kobungcwele, ubulungisa, ukomelela kunye nobunyulu.

 

Kwaye nangokunjalo.

 

"Ngoko, umphefumlo ujikelezwe,

-akukho ilanga elinye,

-kodwa ilanga elininzi njengoko kukho ukugqibelela.

 

Le mifanekiso ijikeleze wonke umphefumlo,

kodwa kuphela imiphefumlo ehambelanayo ukuba le mifanekiso iyasebenza.

 

Kwimiphefumlo engahambelaniyo, le mifanekiso ifana nokuba ilele, ukuze le miphefumlo ifumane inzuzo encinane okanye ingabi nangeniso kuyo. "

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, wathi efikile nje uYesu wandikhupha emzimbeni wam wandenza ndadlelana naye kwiimbandezelo zakhe.

 

Emva koko wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

xa abantu ababini besabelana ngomthwalo womsebenzi, babelana ngomvuzo waloo msebenzi.

Ngalo mvuzo, bobabini banokwenza okulungileyo kuye nabani na abafuna.

 

“Ngokwabelana nam ubunzima beembandezelo zam, oko kukuthi, ukuba nenxaxheba kulo msebenzi wokukhulula;

yiza kananjalo ukuthatha inxaxheba emvuzweni womsebenzi wentlawulelo.

 

Umvuzo wokubandezeleka kwethu esabelana ngako phakathi kwam nawe,

Endisukuba ndithanda ukwenza okulungileyo, ndingamenzela okulungileyo;

 

“Ikhona

-umvuzo wabo babelana ngeembandezelo zam,

-umvuzo onikwe imiphefumlo ehlala kwimeko yexhoba ngokunjalo nakwimiphefumlo esondeleyo kubo.

 

Ngenxa yokuba, ukusondela kumaxhoba omphefumlo,

bathatha inxaxheba ngokulula kwii-asethi abanazo.

Ngoko ke, ntombi yam, vuya xa ndikwenza ube nesabelo ngakumbi ekubandezelekeni kwam, kuba umvuzo wakho uya kuba mkhulu.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

-ukuba umphefumlo undenzela yonke into,

- xelisa la mabhabhathane

ezihlala zijikeleza idangatye kwaye zigqibe ngokuzidla kulo.

 

Ke xa umphefumlo undinika ivumba lezenzo okanye iminqweno yawo,

ijikeleza amehlo am, ubuso bam, izandla zam okanye Intliziyo yam, ngokweminikelo endenza yona.

Itshiswa ngamadangatye othando lwam ngaphandle kokuchukumisa amadangatye entlambululo-miphefumlo ».

 

Akuba etshilo, uYesu wathi shwaka, waza wabuya ngoko nangoko ukuze ongezelele:

"Ukuzicingela kufana nokuphuma kuThixo kwaye ubuyele kuwe. Ucinga ngawe

-ayisiyonto intle,

-kodwa ihlala ingendawo, nokuba ithatha inkalo yokulungileyo. "

 

Ukuza ngale ntsasa, uYesu wasikelelwa wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

isidalwa kufuneka sihlale entliziyweni yam. Iimpawu zayo kufuneka

- ingcambu entliziyweni yam e

-phuhla entliziyweni yomntu.

 

Kungenjalo, bekuya kuba neempawu zendalo kuphela nezingazinzanga.

Ngelixa izinto ezintle ezingcambu ziseNtliziyweni yam kwaye ziphuhla entliziyweni yesidalwa zizinzile, zilungelelaniswe kuwo onke amaxesha kunye neemeko; zivumelekile kumntu wonke. "Ngamanye amaxesha abantu bafumana uthando olungenamkhawulo kumntu, abo bonke bavutha umlilo kwaye benza imibingelelo yokwenene, kunye nabo bangathanda ukunikela ubomi babo. Omnye umntu uvela, umntu onokuthi uswele ngakumbi kunokuqala, kwaye isimo sitshintsha ngokupheleleyo: siyagodola ngakuye, asifuni kwakuzincama ngokumamela okanye sincokole naye, yonke into iyacaphuka, ihlehliswe. , bububele obukhohlakeleyo, bonke abantu, ebonakala ngathi idubula kube kanye ize ibune ize ithi shwaka enye.

 

"Abanye abantu bayamthobela umntu: bathobela kwaye bathobekile, bafana neengubo kuloo mntu, ukuze loo mntu enze nabo oko akufunayo. Kumnye umntu, abathobeli, banqabile kwaye banekratshi. Yiyo. intobeko evela kwiNtliziyo yam ethobela yonke into, kwanababulali bayo?

"Abanye banomonde ngezihlandlo ezithile, mhlawumbi naphakathi kokubandezeleka okukhulu; bakhangeleka njengamatakane angayivuli imilomo ukuba akhalaze. Ngamanye amaxesha, phakathi kwezinye iimbandezelo, mhlawumbi ezincinci, ziba nomsindo, zicaphuke kwaye zithukwa: ngumonde lo omiliselwe yintliziyo yam?

 

"Abanye ngamanye amaxesha bazele yinzondelelo; bathandaza kakhulu kangangokuba bade bawutyeshele umsebenzi wabo woburhulumente. Ngamanye amaxesha, emva kwentlanganiso ethile engathandekiyo, bayabanda baze balahle umthandazo ukuya kwinqanaba lokutyeshela imithandazo yesinyanzelo. Yile nto umoya womthandazo endiwuzeleyo ndibila igazi, ukuva inimba yokufa?

 

"Umntu wayenokuthetha ngolu hlobo ngazo zonke ezinye izinto ezilungileyo. Kuphela ziimpawu ezintle ezimiliselwe kwiNtliziyo yam kwaye zimiliselwe emphefumlweni ezinzile kwaye zikhazimle. Ezinye, ngelixa zibonakala njengezilungileyo, zizenzo ezimbi. Zibonakala zikhanya ngelixa zisebumnyameni". Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

 

Noko ke, njengoko ndandiqhubeka ndinqwenela, wabuya waza wongezelela esithi: “Umphefumlo ondinqwenela ngokungapheziyo uhlala umithiswa kum. ngomnqweno wayo kwaye uyichukumise   ngokuqhubekayo. "

 

Ukufika kwakhe ngale ntsasa, uYesu wam othandekayo wandibonisa eyona ntliziyo yakhe imnandi. Ngaphakathi kwaphuma imisonto ekhanyayo yegolide, isilivere nebomvu. Le misonto yayibonakala ibumba umsonto owawuthi, umsonto ngemisonto ubophe zonke iintliziyo zabantu. Lo mboniso wandivuyisa. UYesu wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, ngaba bantwana, Intliziyo yam ithwele iminqweno, iminqweno, ukubetha kwentliziyo, uthando kwanobomi beentliziyo zabantu; ezi ntliziyo ziyafana ngayo yonke into neNtliziyo yam yomntu, ngaphandle kokuba eyam yahluka   ngobungcwele.

 

Ukuba iminqweno yam iyashukuma ezulwini, umsonto weminqweno uyawuxhokonxa iminqweno yabo; ukuba uthando lwam luyashukuma, umsonto wothando uyawuvuselela uthando lwabo; ukuba ndiyathanda, umsonto wothando lwam uyaluvuselela uthando lwabo; umsonto wobomi bam ubakhokelela ekufeni. ubomi.Oh!Enjani yona imvisiswano phakathi kweZulu nomhlaba,phakathi kweNtliziyo yam neentliziyo zabantu!Kodwa ngabo bahambelanayo bayakwazi ukuyibona loo nto.Abo bandigatyayo abasayi kuqaphela nto kwaye bayenze ingasebenzi imisebenzi yeNtliziyo yam yomntu kubo.   "

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wandibonisa ubuNtu bakhe obungcwele kunye nawo onke amanxeba neentlungu zabo. Kumanxeba akhe, nakumathontsi egazi lakhe, kwaphuma amasebe aneziqhamo neentyantyambo; kum ke kwabonakala ukuba ezifela ngayo yonke imigudu yakhe, ihamba nawo onke la masebe

izele ziziqhamo neentyatyambo. Ndimangaliswe kukulunga kweNkosi yethu endenze ndanesabelo kuzo zonke ezi mpahla. UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, intanda, musa ukumangaliswa kukubona oko, kuba akuwe wedwa. .yeNdalo, intlawulelo nongcwaliso.Ezi zidalwa zakwazi ukufumana zonke izinto ezimiselwe abo ndibadalileyo, bakhululwa kwaye bangcwaliswa.Ukuba, kwisigaba ngasinye, bendingenaye nomntu omnye owasabelayo koku, wonke umsebenzi wam ubuya "Kungokomyalelo wolungiselelo lwam, ubulungisa bam nothando lwam ukuba, kwisigaba ngasinye, kukho wayesisidalwa endikwaziyo ukwabelana naye ngazo zonke izinto endinazo wandinika yonke into endityala yona njengesidalwa. Kungenjalo, yintoni injongo yokugcina ihlabathi? Ngephanyazo bendiya kuzityumza yona.

«Ngokuchanekileyo ngenxa yesi sizathu ndikhetha imiphefumlo yexhoba. Ekubeni okusesikweni kobuthixo kufumene kum yonk’ into ebekufanele ukuba kufunyenwe kuyo yonke indalo, oko kukuthi, kuye kwafunyaniswa kum zonke iimpahla ebekunqwenela ukukubona kuzo zonke izidalwa. Ndifumana konke oku kwimiphefumlo yexhoba kwaye ndabelana nabo zonke iimpahla zam. "Ngexesha lePassion yam, ndandinoMama wam othandekayo owabelana ngazo zonke iimbandezelo zam kunye nempahla yam: njengesidalwa, wayelumkile ukuba aqokelele kuye zonke izidalwa ezimele zindinike zona. Ndafumana kuye konke ukwaneliseka, umbulelo , umbulelo, indumiso, ukulungiswa kunye nembalelwano. Emva koko kwafika uMadeleine noJean. Kwaye njalo kuyo yonke iminyaka yeCawa. "Ukwenza le miphefumlo ibe mnandi kum kwaye ndizive ndinomdla ekunikeni yonke into, ndibalungiselela: bakhulise umphefumlo wabo, umzimba wabo, iimpawu zabo kunye nelizwi labo, ukuze igama elinye elivela kubo libe namandla amaninzi, limnandi, limnandi kwaye lingena ngaphakathi, kangangokuba liyandishukumisa kwaye lindenza ndithambe ngokupheleleyo. Ndithi: "Yho! Lilizwi lesithandwa sam eli! Andikwazi kuzibamba ndimmamele." Ukwenza okuchaseneyo kuya kufana nokuzincama into endiyifunayo. Ukuba ndandingafuni ukumphulaphula, kwakuza kufuneka ndiyisuse indlela athetha ngayo. Yibuyisele ulambatha, hayi, soze! Phakathi kwalo mphefumlo kunye nam kukho umsinga onjalo womanyano kangangokuba awukwazi ukuqonda yonke into kulo bomi, nangona iya kuqonda yonke into ngokucacileyo kwi Ukuba andizange ndifune ukuva, kuya kufuneka ndisuse ukusetyenziswa kwegama. Yibuyisele ulambatha, hayi, soze! Phakathi kwalo mphefumlo kunye nam kukho umsinga womanyano kangangokuba awukwazi ukuqonda yonke into ebomini, nangona iya kuqonda yonke into ngokucacileyo ukuba andizange ndifune ukuyiva, Ndimele ndisuse ukusebenzisa kwakhe igama. Yibuyisele ulambatha, hayi, soze! Phakathi kwalo mphefumlo kunye nam kukho umsinga onjalo womanyano kangangokuba awukwazi ukuqonda yonke into ebomini, nangona iya kuqonda yonke into ngokucacileyo enye."

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokundinika intlungu enkulu, ndibone iNkosi yethu ibethelelwe. Ndawathoba amanxeba ezandla zakhe, ndimlungisa ndimbongoza ukuba amngcwalise, agqibelele aze ayihlambulule yonke imisebenzi yoluntu ngako konke awabandezeleka ngako ezandleni zakhe ezingcwele.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wandixelela oku: “Ntombi yam, inye into eye yawenza amanxeba amanxeba ezandla zam yandicaphukisa ngokukodwa yimisebenzi emihle eyenziwa kukungakhathalelwa, ngenxa yokuba ukuswela ingqalelo kunciphisa ubomi bemisebenzi elungileyo. ukungabikho ebomini kuhlala kusondele ekufeni, ngoko ke imisebenzi enjalo iyandigulisa, ngaphezu koko, kwiliso lomntu, umsebenzi omhle owenziwe ngaphandle kokuqwalaselwa uyinto ehlazo ngaphezu kwesono ngokwaso.

 

Kuyaziwa ke ukuba isono sibubumnyama, nokuba ubumnyama abuniki bomi. Umsebenzi olungileyo ungowokukhanya, kodwa ke ukuba uvelisa ubumnyama, ukhubekisa iliso lomntu, nomqobo endleleni elungileyo.

 

Ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, kwaye kamsinya nje akuba efikile, uYesu wasikelelwa wandixelela oku: “Ntombi yam, uthando luyinyaniso, ukuba uthi ngokwenza okulungileyo kummelwane kabani, kuba oko kungumfanekiso wam. kule ndawo ayinakubizwa ngokuba luthando: ukuba umphefumlo ufuna ukufaneleka kothando, akufanele nanini na usilele ukubona umfanekiso wam malunga nento ejikelezileyo.

 

"Uthando lwam aluze lushiye le ndawo; Ndithanda isidalwa kuphela ngenxa yokuba ngumfanekiso wam. Ukuba, kwisidalwa, umfanekiso wam ugqwethwe sisono, ndilahlekelwa luvuyo lokuwuthanda; ngokwenene ndiyayithiya. Ndiyinikela ingqalelo enkulu. ukulondoloza. izityalo nezilwanyana ngenxa yokuba zisetyenziselwa imifanekiso yam. Isidalwa simele sisoloko sizabalazela ukufana noMdali waso.

 

Ndisokole kakhulu ekuvinjweni koYesu wam othandekayo, ngale ntsasa, ngale mini yeNenekazi leNtsizi kaMariya oyiNgcwele kaNgcwele, emva kokuzabalaza kakhulu, wafika uYesu esikelelekileyo waza wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, ndenze ntoni? ufuna ndifune ntoni?" Ndaphendula ndathi: "Nkosi, into onayo kuwe yile nto ndiyifunayo kum." UYesu wathi: "Ntombi yam, into endinayo yimiva, izikhonkwane neminqamlezo". Mna:" Yilento ndiyifunayo kum." UYesu wandinika isithsaba sakhe sameva waza wandenza ndanesabelo kwiimbandezelo zomnqamlezo.

 

Wandula ke wandixelela oku: “Wonke umntu unokuyonwabela imilinganiselo nempahla eveliswa ziintlungu zikaMama. Lowo, ngokungenamiqathango, uzibeka ezandleni zeProvidence aze azinikele ukuba abandezeleke kuko konke ukubandezeleka, usizi, izifo okanye ukunyeliswa, ngokufutshane, konke oko. UYehova uya kumthuma, eze kuthabatha inimba yokuqala yesiprofeto sikaSimon.

 

Nabani na obandezeleka ngenxa yokurhoxa nokusondelelana nam aze angandikhubekisi, unjengokungathi undisindisile esandleni sikaHerode, endigcina ndikhuselekile eYiputa entliziyweni yakhe. Ngoko ke, thatha inxaxheba kwintlungu yesibini.

 

Lowo uzifumana womile kwaye ehluthwe ubukho bam kwaye uhlala ethembekile kwizenzo zakhe zesiqhelo, ade athathe ithuba lokundithanda nokundifuna ngakumbi, uyeza ukuze abe nesabelo kwizinto ezintle kunye neempahla awazifumana uMama xa waphulukana nam. Thatha inxaxheba kwintlungu yesithathu. Othi kuzo zonke iimeko azisole ngokundibona ndikhutyekiswe kakhulu kwaye ndideliwe, azame ukulungisa, ukuvelana nam kwaye athandazele abo bandikhubekisayo, ufana noMama wam xa ndidibana naye, lowo uya kundihlangula. ezintshabeni zam ukuba ebenako. Thatha inxaxheba kwintlungu yesine. Lowo ubethelela iimvakalelo zakhe ngenxa yokubethelelwa kwam kwaye ofuna ukukopa iimpawu zokubethelwa kwam uthatha inxaxheba kwintlungu yesihlanu. Lowo, egameni loluntu lonke, Unqula ngokuqhubekayo kwaye uwawole amanxeba am kwisimo sengqondo sokuziphindezela, umbulelo kunye nokunye, kufana nokungathi undibambe ezingalweni zakhe njengoko uMama wam wenzayo xa ndehliswa emnqamlezweni. Thatha inxaxheba kwintlungu yesithandathu. Lowo uzigcina elubabalweni kwaye, entliziyweni yakhe, anganiki nabani na indawo yokukhosela ngaphandle kwam, kuba ngathi undingcwaba embindini wentliziyo yakhe. Thatha inxaxheba kweyesixhenxe ubuhlungu."

 

Ngale ntsasa, bendibuhlungu kakhulu kukuba uYesu osikelelekileyo ebendivisa ubuhlungu ngenxa yokungabikho kwakhe. Wabonakala ngokufutshane, wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, andikuthandi ukukubona ulusizi, undekile ziimbandezelo ezi, ngenxa yobuhlwempu bam; Ukuba bendithe ndaxhwaleka.Intlungu yam ibingako ukuba ibihlangene yonke inkxwaleko yabanye, bezingayi kundenza buhlungu njengawe wedwa.Vuya ndikubone ukuba wonwabile.Wandikhama. ngokuqinileyo waza wongezelela wathi: “Umqondiso wokuba umphefumlo umanyene ngokugqibeleleyo nam kukuba umanyene nommelwane wawo. Kanye njengokuba kungabikho manqaku aphikisanayo kufuneka abe khona phakathi kwabo babonakalayo,

 

Njengoko ndandiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu osikelelekileyo weza waza wandixelela: "Ntombi yam, ukuzazi kuwuqongqotha umphefumlo wako kwaye kuwuzalise ngoThixo. Emphefumlweni kukho amacandelo amaninzi kwaye konke okubonakalayo kweli hlabathi kuye kwabonakala indawo yayo kula macandelo, ezinye izinto ngaphezulu kwaye ezinye ngaphantsi, ngokweembono zomphefumlo.

 

“Umphefumlo ozaziyo nozele nguThixo, esazi ukuba awuyonto, eneneni sisitya esiethe-ethe, esibolileyo, esinukayo, uyakulumkela ukuba kungangeni kuso okunye ukubola kwezinto esizibona emhlabeni. Ohlatywe inxeba elibe libolile, uya kubuthabatha ubuvuvu bakhe, alibeke phezu kwalo;

 

"Ukuzazi kubandakanya ukwazi izinto zehlabathi ngamampunge azo, ukudlula kwazo, iinkohliso zazo, ezongezelelekileyo ekungagungqini kwesidalwa. Oku kukhokelela umphefumlo ukuba ulumke ungavumeli olu ngcoliso lungene kulo kwaye, ngenxa yoko, onke amacandelo alo. bazele zizidima zikaThixo”.

 

Ndandiyifundile incwadi ethetha ngokuziphatha kakuhle ndandinexhala kuba ndandingaboni similo kum ngaphandle nje kokuba ndithande uYesu, ndifune ukuba naye nam, ndiyamthanda yaye ndifuna ukuthandwa nguye. Kwabonakala kum ukuba, ngaphandle koku, akukho nto kaThixo ekhoyo kum.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, kokukhona umphefumlo ufikelela usukelo lwawo ngokusondela kumthombo wazo zonke iimpahla oluthando lokwenene nolugqibeleleyo lukaThixo apho yonke into iya kuntywiliselwa kwaye apho kuphela uthando luya kudada njengenjini yento yonke, kokukhona umphefumlo wakhe uya kuntywila. ulahlekelwa zizo zonke iimpawu ezintle awayezenza ngexesha lohambo lwakhe, ethembele kuphela kuthando kunye nokuphumla kuyo yonke into   yothando.

 

Ngaba abasikelelweyo baseZulwini abalahlekelwa yiyo yonke into ukuze bathande?

"Okukhona umphefumlo uhambela phambili, kokukhona ungafumananga umsebenzi wokulunga kuba, ngokutyala imali

isidima, uthando lubaguqulela kubo, lubagcine bephumle ngaphakathi kubo njengamakhosazana abekekileyo.

Ngoko umphefumlo awusaziboni iimpawu ezintle.

Ezi zifunyanwa eluthandweni zintle ngakumbi, zinyulu, zigqibelele ngakumbi, zityetyiswe ngakumbi. Ukuba umphefumlo uyababona, oko bekuya kuba ngumqondiso wokuba bahlukene nothando.

"Masithi, ngokomzekelo, umphefumlo ufumana umyalelo kwaye uyathobela.

-ukufumana amandla,

- ukunikela ngentando yomntu okanye

- nangasiphi na esinye isizathu.

 

Ngokwenza njalo,

-ubona ukusebenzisa ukuthobela,

- uva intlungu, umbingelelo owenziwe ngukulunga kokuthobela.

 

Masithi omnye umphefumlo uzithethelela kungekuko ukuthobela loo mntu uyalelayo, kodwa ngokwazi ukuba uThixo uya kwaneliseka kukungathobeli kwakhe.

 

Ubona uThixo emntwini oyalelayo.

Ngokuthanda kwakhe uThixo, uncama yonke into aze athobele.

Akaqondi ukuba uyathobela, kuphela kukuba uyathanda.

 

Yomelelani ngoko kuhambo lwenu; kokukhona nihambela phambili.

Okukhona ungcamla, nalapha emhlabeni, uyolo lwanaphakade lokuphela kothando lwenene. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu weza ngokungalindelekanga waza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, yintoni ubudenge!

Kwanakwizinto ezingcwele bacinga ngendlela yokuzanelisa. Ukuba izidalwa zam zindibaleka ezintweni ezingcwele   ,

Ndiza kuyifumana njani indawo kwizenzo zabo   ?

 

"Enjani impazamo!

Into ebalulekileyo kukunyamekela indlela

-ukuzalisa izenzo zakhe ngothando,

- ukuqokelela izinto ezininzi kangangoko ukunyusa uthando lwakhe kunye

- Hlala ngokusondeleyo kum kangangoko kunokwenzeka

sela emthonjeni wothando lwam, ngena eluthandweni lwam.

Hayi indlela abakhohlisa ngayo! Benza yonke into engalunganga! "

 

Oko kukuthi, uYesu unyamalele.

 

Ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, kwaye emva kobunzima obukhulu uYesu wasikelelwa waza wazibonakalisa ngokufutshane. Uthe ke xa eza kuthumela izibetho, wathi kum.

Ntombi yam, isono singumlilo, nobulungisa bam bungumlilo; njengoko ubulungisa bam buhlala buhlala buhleli;

- gcina ibhalansi e

maningangeni kuyo umlilo oyinqambi;

- xa umlilo wesono ufuna ukuxubana nomlilo wobulungisa;

- Ubulungisa bam buwuphalaza umlilo wabo ehlabathini

uwujika ube ngumlilo wesohlwayo. "

 

Xa ndiqwalasela inkxwaleko yam nobuthathaka bemvelo yomntu, ndazibona ndingamasikizi kwaye ndicinga ukuba ndinokuba lizothe kangakanani na emehlweni kaThixo.

Nkosi, hayi indlela embi ngayo imvelo yomntu! UYesu wazibonakalisa ngokufutshane waza wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, akukho nto imbi yaphuma ezandleni zam.

Ngokukodwa, ndidale indalo entle nendilekileyo yomntu.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo uthe wayibona iludaka, ibolile, ibuthathaka kwaye inezothe, iluncedo kuye njengoko umgquba uluncedo   emhlabeni.

Umntu ongayiqondiyo le nto unokuthi: 'Kubudenge ukungcolisa umhlaba ngobu mdaka!   '

 

Nangona kunjalo, abo baqondayo bayazi ukuba obu kungcola buluncedo

-ukuchumisa umhlaba,

-ukulima izityalo e

- ukwenza iziqhamo zibe zihle kwaye zibe mnandi.

 

Ndadala indalo yomntu nezi ntsizi

ukuze wonke ukulunga aqhame kuyo.

Kungenjalo, umntu akanakukwazi ukusebenzisa iimpawu zokwenene. "

 

Emva koko ndabona indalo yomntu emoyeni igcwele imingxunya apho kukho umgquba nodaka.

Apho kwaphuma amasebe azele ziintyatyambo neziqhamo.

 

Ndiye ndaqonda ukuba   yonke into ikwindlela esizisebenzisa ngayo izinto, kuquka nezintlu zethu.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndandinxunguphele kakhulu kukuswelwa kukaYesu wam othandekayo kwaye ndathi:

"Hayi! Nkosi yam, ndifuna wena kuphela, andifumani ukwaneliseka ngaphandle kwakho, uhambe ngenkohlakalo!"

Ephuma ngaphakathi kwam, uYesu wathi kum:

"Kulungile, ndim kuphela ukwaneliseka kwakho.

Ulonwabo lwam ndilufumana kuwe ukuze ukuba bendingenaye omnye umntu, nguwe kuphela onokundonwabisa.

 

Ntombi yam, yiba nomonde kancinci kude kuqale iimfazwe. Emva koko siya kwenza njengangaphambili. "

 

Ngaphandle kokucinga, ndithi: "Nkosi, mabaqale".

Kodwa ngoko nangoko ndongeze ndathi: “Mhlekazi, bendiphazama”.

UYesu wathi  : “Intando yakho mayibe yeyam.

Awuyi kufuna nantoni na, apho izinto ezingcwele zingahambelani nentando yam. Ndifuna ukuba uhlale ujikeleza kwisangqa seWill yam ngaphandle kokuphuma kuyo, ukuze ndibe yinkosikazi yam.

Ngaba ndifuna imfazwe? Nawe.

Kuba umphefumlo oziphatha ngolu hlobo, ndiwenza isangqa sam, ukuba ndiwenze uphile kum nangaphakathi kwam. "

Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ndacinga ngePasion yeNkosi yethu ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi:

“Ekubeni ndingathanda ukungena ngaphakathi kuYesu Kristu ukuze ndibone yonke into awayeyenza,

ukwazi

eyona nto yayimkholisa iNtliziyo yakhe kwaye

ukukwazi ukuyihlonipha kamva ngengqiqo ethile

-ukunciphisa ukubandezeleka kwakhe e

- ukuba mnandi kangangoko kunokwenzeka kunye naye. "

 

Ngelixa ndicinga ngale nto, uYesu osikelelekileyo wangena ngaphakathi kwam waza wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ekubandezelekeni kwam, bendinexhala

-Ngaphambi kokukholisa uBawo wam othandekayo kuyo yonke into nakuwo wonke umntu,

- ke, ukukhulula imiphefumlo.

 

Eyona nto ndandiyithanda kakhulu yintliziyo

ubone ukwaneliseka kukaBawo

ndibone ndibandezeleka ngenxa yothando lwakhe.



Yonke into yayilungiselelwe yena – akukho nanye impefumlo okanye incwina eyaphoswayo.

 

Oku kwanelisa kukaBawo

kwakwanele ukundenza ndaneliseke kuko konke ukubandezeleka kwam;

nangona iintlungu zoMvumo wam zazizezokukhululwa kwezidalwa.

 

Ulwaneliseko lukatata lwaba lukhulu

owagalela ubutyebi boBuThixo bakhe kuBuntu bam.

Ndikhaphe iPasion yam ngale ndlela. Uya kundivuyisa ngakumbi.

 

Emva kokundinika iingxaki ezininzi, uYesu weza ngokufutshane waza wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

kumphefumlo oye wanikezela kwiNtando yam,

kwenzeka njengomntu othi, esondela ukuze abone ukutya okumnandi kufuphi, azive efuna ukukutya.

Ngenxa yoko, uyeza ukuze alidle aze aguquke abe yinyama negazi lakhe.

Ukuba wayengakubonanga oku kutya, ngewayengakufuni, wayengakutyi yaye, ngoko, wayeya kuhlala engenanto.

 

Kunjalo ke nakumphefumlo orhoxileyo.

Ngokurhoxa kwakhe, ubona   ukukhanya kobuthixo. Ususa oko kumthintela ekuboneni uThixo.

Ukubona uThixo, umphefumlo unqwenela ukuyonwabela

Ngolu lonwabo, uziva ngathi uyatya,

ngendlela yokuba azive eguqulwe ngokupheleleyo abe nguThixo.

 

Ngoko ke

-inyathelo lokuqala kukurhoxa,

-Okwesibini kukunqwenela uThixo nokwenza kuko konke ukuthanda kwakhe,

eyesithathu kukuba uThixo amenzele ukudla kwemini yakhe;

- owesine, ukuba azalisekise ukuthanda kwakhe kokukaThixo.

 

Kodwa, ukuba asithabathi inyathelo lokuqala, sihlala sisondele kuThixo.”

 

Ndaqhubeka ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo Akuba efikile, uYesu wasikelelwa wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

xa isidalwa sisenza okulungileyo,

ukukhanya kuphuma kuyo kwaye oku kukhanya kuya kuMdali

-nika uzuko kuMdali wokukhanya e

- uhombisa umphefumlo ngobuhle bukaThixo. "

 

Emva koko ndabona umfundisi wam ethatha incwadi endandiyibhalile ukuze ayifunde. Wayehamba neNkosi yethu ethi:

“Ilizwi lam yimvula

Iyachuma njengemvula emhlabeni.

Sinako ukwazi

ukuba   okubhaliweyo kule ncwadi yimvula yelizwi lam

-Isiqu sakho

- uchumile kwaye

- i-germine virtues. "

 

Ndaqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndacinga ngePasion kaYesu osikelelekileyo.

 

Ezibonakalisa ekwimo yoMnqamlezo,

wandenza ndathatha inxaxheba kancinane kwiimbandezelo zakhe waza wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndandifuna ukuphakanyiswa ndibethelelwe emnqamlezweni ukuze imiphefumlo endifunayo.

ungandifumana.

 

*  Ukuba nabani na ufuna ndibe nguMfundisi

ekubeni evakalelwa kukuba ufuna ukufundiswa, ndiyagoba ukuze ndimfundise

- kakhulu izinto ezincinci

-ukuba izinto eziphezulu ukuzenza zibe zemfundo.

 

*  Ukuba umntu uyancwina eshiywe lixesha, afune uyise;

yiza ezinyaweni zomnqamlezo wam

ndiya kuzenza uYise ngokumnika

-amanxeba am   njengekhaya,

- igazi lam njengesiselo   ,

- inyama yam njengokutya e

Ubukumkani bam bube lilifa.

 

*  Ukuba umntu uyagula,

undifumana ndifana nogqirha omnikayo

- hayi nje ukuphilisa,

-kodwa kwakhona amayeza akhuselekileyo ukuba ungakhubazeki kwakhona.

 

*  Ukuba nabani na ucinezelwe ngokunyeliswa nokudelwa,

undifumana ndingumkhuseli wakhe

eza kuguqula ezi zinyeliso nendelelo zibe zimbeko zobuthixo.

 

Kwaye nangokunjalo.

"Ngamafutshane, nabani na ondifunayo

- njengomgwebi,

-njengomhlobo,

-njengeqabane,

-njengegqwetha,

- njengombingeleli, njl. undifumana ndinjalo.

 

Nasi isizathu sokuba ndifuna izandla zam neenyawo zibethelelwe:

ukuze singachasi nangayiphi na indlela into esiyifunayo   .

ukuze benze   unothanda ngam.

 

Noko ke, yeha kulowo uthi,

-kuba andikwazi nokuhambisa umnwe,

- uyafuna ukundikhubekisa. "

Ndathi kuye: "Nkosi, ngoobani abo bakukhubekisa kakhulu?" Waphendula wathi:

“Abona bandicinezela kakhulu ngabefundisi.

Aba, bahlala ebuntwini bam,

Ndithuthumbise, uyikrazule inyama yam ngaphakathi;

Ngelixa abo bahlala ngaphandle koBuntu bam banditshabalalisa kude."

 

Ndahlala ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwaye ndandisemthandazweni xa uYesu esikelelwa. Uye wandanga wandiqinisa wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, umthandazo ngumculo endlebeni yam, ngakumbi xa uphuma emphefumlweni olungelelaniswe ngokupheleleyo neNtando yam ngendlela yokuba isimo sengqondo esiqhubekayo sobomi kwiNtando yobuThixo sibonakale kuyo.

 

"Ingathi kukho omnye uThixo kulomphefumlo ondidlalela lomculo. Oh! Hayi indlela ekumnandi ngayo kum ukufumana umntu olingana nam kwaye andinike imbeko yobuThixo. Nguye yedwa ohlala kwintando yam onokufikelela. Le ngongoma.Yonke eminye imiphefumlo, nokuba yenza kakhulu kwaye ithandaza kakhulu, ndibonise izinto zomntu kunye nemithandazo, kungekhona kuThixo, ngoko ke abanalo la mandla kwaye bajika endlebeni yam   ».

 

Ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, kwaye xa uYesu esikelelekileyo weza, Wandixelela: “Ntombi yam, andonwabanga yimiphefumlo ekhupha ukubengezela kuphela; ukukhanya, imisebenzi yabo ibukukhanya, ukunyathela kwabo kukukhanya, yaye konke oku kukhanya kubumba ilanga apho wonke umfanekiso wam umi khona.

 

"Kwenzeka xa umphefumlo wenza yonke into, yonke into ngokupheleleyo kum. Emva koko kuba ukukhanya konke. Kwaye njengoko nabani na ofuna ukungena ekukhanyeni kwelanga akafumani mqobo wokufika apho, ngoko andifumani mqobo kweli langa ukuba isidalwa senza. Kwelinye icala, kumntu ongakhanyi kwaphela, ndidibana nemiqobo emininzi yokwenza umfanekiso wam.

 

Ndizifumanisa ndikwimo yam eqhelekileyo, uYesu osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane waza wathi: “Akukho bani unokuchasa inyaniso okanye athi inyaniso asiyonyaniso. Nokuba umntu usenokuba mbi okanye usisidenge kangakanani na, akanakuthi umhlophe umnyama nomnyama. kumhlophe, ukukhanya kubumnyama, ubumnyama bubumnyama, ngabo bathanda inyaniso kuphela abayamkelayo baze bayenze, abo bangayithandiyo inyaniso bayabandezeleka,   bayangcungcutheka.

 

Emva kwexeshana wabuya wongeza wathi: “Ntombi yam, nabani na ohlala kwindawo yeNtando yam ukwindawo yokuhlala bonke ubutyebi, kwaye nabani na ohlala ngaphandle kwesi sigaba ukwindawo yokuhlala yobutyebi.

kwindawo yazo zonke iintsizi. Ngenxa yesi sizathu kwiVangeli kuthiwa siya kupha abo banakho kwaye siya kuhlutha intwana abanayo kwabo bangenayo.

 

"Enyanisweni, ekubeni nabani na ohlala kwindawo yeNtando yam ehlala kwindawo yazo zonke izityebi, akumangalisi ukuba uhlala ecebile kuzo zonke iimpahla. Kwabahlala kum njengasekhaya ndingaba stingy? Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ngaba bendingayi kumenzela inceba maxa wambi, maxa wambi enye, de ndabelane naye ngazo zonke izinto zam? Ngokwenene kunjalo.

 

Kwelinye icala, kulowo ukwindawo yokuhlala zonke iintsizi, ngaphandle kweNtando yam, intando yakhe ngokwayo iyeyona ntlungu inkulu kunye nomtshabalalisi wazo zonke iimpahla. Ngoko ke akumangalisi ukuba lo mphefumlo unempahla ethile, iimpahla ngaphandle kokuqhagamshelana ne-Will yam, ezi mpahla zithathwa kuye, kuba azinamsebenzi kuye.

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