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Umqulu 7 

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza waza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, kuyimfuneko emphefumlweni

- yenza okulungileyo ngokuzingisa e

- zihambelane nezicwangciso zikaThixo ngaye. UThixo ulilungisa, ungcwele kwaye unenceba.

 

* Umphefumlo awunyanzelekanga ube njalo

- usuku olunomonde, oluthobekileyo noluthobelayo kwaye,

-olunye usuku, ukungabi namonde, ukuzingca kunye nokuguquguquka. Ngenxa yoko amandla akhe aphulwe,

umxube omnyama nomhlophe, ukukhanya kunye nobumnyama apho yonke into ididekile.

“Iindlela ezihanjwa yile miphefumlo ayizizo zikaMdali

- baphuphume emakhayeni abo kwaye

- ukondla iminqweno yabo, efuna uloyiso ngoncedo

-iidemon,

- izidalwa kunye

- yeempawu zabo ezingalungelelananga.

Ukuba le miphefumlo iyasindiswa, umlilo wentlambululo-miphefumlo uya kuba nomsebenzi omkhulu wokuyihlambulula.

"Ngoko ke kona,   umphefumlo othe rhoqo uhlala eluxolweni  . Kuba ikrele lizingisele ikrele eliphephayo phambi kwalo lonke   isiphithiphithi .  

- idibanisa zonke iintlobo,

- ibuhlungu yonke iminqweno,

-Lungisa yonke into ngaphakathi emphefumlweni,

-ngoku umphefumlo usezindleleni zoMdali.

 

Akusayi kusala ukuba ahlambulule kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo ngokuthe rhoqo

- iya kuba iyalele yonke into kuye kwaye

- uya kuyibeka ezindleleni zoMdali ».

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Ndaziva ndoyiswe kakhulu kukuphulukana   noYesu wam osikelelekileyo  . Wafika wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, iimpawu zesidalwa ziphakamisa udonga olukhulu ngakumbi okanye oluncinci kuye.

Ngomphefumlo ohlala kwintando kaThixo,

udonga luphakame kwaye lubanzi kangangokuba akukho mntu uyazi umda walo.

Yigolide eyomeleleyo kwaye ayinakuthwaxwa yintlekele.

Ngenxa yokuba, xa umphefumlo uphila kwintando kaThixo (oko kukuthi, kuThixo), uThixo uyawugcina ngokwakhe.

Akukho mandla anokoyisa uThixo!

“Umphefumlo ophila kwiNtando yobuThixo uhonjisiwe

Isikhanyiso esifana nokukhanya okuvela kuThixo.

Lo mphefumlo

- baya kukhanya eZulwini ngaphezu kwabanye e

- iya kuba sisihlandlo sozuko olukhulu kwabangcwele.

 

Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

cinga   ngomoya woxolo   antywiliselwa kuwo amazwi:

"Intando kaThixo"!

 

Kwingcinga nje yokuhlala kulo moya

- umphefumlo sele uziva utshintshile.

-umoya ongcwele uyingqongileyo.

-Uvakalelwa kukuba ulahlekelwa ubuntu bakhe kwaye uhlukaniswe.

 

-Ukuba uphelelwa ngumonde, yiba nomonde;

Ukuba unekratshi, uba nekratshi, uyathobeka, athobeke, abe nobubele, athobele. Kufuphi,

- ukusuka kwihlwempu njengoko wayenjalo, uba sisityebi,

-bonke ubuhle bayo bukhula kwaye bube sisithsaba solu donga olungenamda.

 

Umphefumlo

-ulahlekile kuThixo,

-Ilahlekelwa yimida e

- ufumana ezo zeNtando kaThixo".

 

Namhlanje ekuseni

Bendicamngca   ngePasion yeNkosi yethu   ngeloxesha   ebethelelwa   emnqamlezweni  .

 

Njengoko ndandisikwa yimfesane ngaye,   uYesu wasikelelwa   wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

akubethelelwanga izandla neenyawo zodwa   emnqamlezweni;

kodwa nawo onke amasuntswana oBuntu bam, oMphefumlo wam kunye nobuThixo bam.

-Yonke into yayibethelelwe kwintando kaBawo

Ngokuba ukubethelelwa kwakufunwa nguye; kwakuyimfuneko.

 

Enyanisweni, yintoni isono kodwa ukurhoxisa

-Intando kaThixo,

- oko kulungileyo nokungcwele, kunye

ukholelwa kwinto engaphandle   koThixo?

 

Ngaphezu koko, ukuze

-ukulungisa ubukhalipha obungaka kwicala lezidalwa e

-Ndafuna ukutshabalalisa ezo zithixo zingento, ngexabiso lamadini amakhulu;

- Ndiphulukana ngokupheleleyo neWill yam e

ndihlala kwaBawo kuphela. "

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam osikelelekileyo uye wandixelela:

"Intombazana yakho,

elona lungelo likhulu isidalwa esinokulinika uThixo   njengoMdali waso kukuxhomekeka ngokupheleleyo ekuthandeni kwakhe   .

Emva koko uThixo uthululele ubabalo lwakhe kuyo.”

Xa uYesu wayesikelelekile wathi,

-ukukhanya kwaphuma kuye

- ukundenza ndiqonde indlela ubabalo lwakhe oludluliselwa ngayo emphefumlweni.

 

Ndayiqonda ngolu hlobo

- umphefumlo, umzekelo, uvakalelwa ukutshabalalisa ngokwawo.

-ubona ukungabi nanto kwakhe, inkxwaleko yakhe nokungakwazi kwakhe ukwenza nentwana entle.

 

Emva koko, ngeli xesha, uThixo owathi,

ngokwendalo, yiNyaniso   kwaye

akanakuqhatha okanye akhohliswe.- uthetha   iNyaniso yakhe kuye.

kuyo yonke into umphefumlo uzibona kanye njengoko unjalo, ngaphandle kwenkohliso, ngaphandle kobumnyama.

 

Kuba ngobabalo oko akuko uThixo ngendalo, ukudelela izinto zasemhlabeni,

- bona kuzo ukungazinzi, impazamo kunye nokukhohlisa.

Ngoxa ekule meko, uThixo udlulisela ubabalo kuye.

-uthando lokwenyaniso,

- uthando olungunaphakade.

Uthetha naye ngobuhle bakhe kwaye uyamhenda.

Ngaloo ndlela izaliswe ngoThando kunye noBubuhle bukaThixo.

- ngelixa uThixo ngokwemvelo uluthando olungunaphakade,

- umphefumlo uba luthando ngobabalo.

 

Olu babalo lumshukumisela ukuba aziboleke kwisenzo sobuthixo kuye. nini

-wamkela iinyaniso uThixo azidlulisela kuye, azenze zibe kukudla kwakhe;

- ithatha ilifa layo.

 

Ndazixelela ngaphakathi:

"Nkosi, bonakalisa iNtando yakho ukuze ndazi ngokucacileyo ukuba ndifanele ukuba kule meko okanye hayi. Uyakulahlekelwa yintoni ngokuthi ewe okanye

uthi hayi?"

Ngelixa ndandicinga njalo,  uYesu osikelelekileyo   wazenza waziva kum kwaye wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, nam ndifuna uphume kwesi simo sexhoba. Kodwa ... oh! Sizana lomntwana, ukuba wenza oku:

Undixelela ukuba mandiphume kwesisimo ndingaphumi? Ndaphendula.

UYesu: Ndiza kukucacisela.

Zinyanzele, zenze ubundlobongela kuwe, nokuba akunyanzelekanga ukuba ndithobele isicelo sakho. Intombazana ehlala inoyise kufuneka iyazi isimilo sayo.

Umele awazi amaxesha nezizathu zeendlela zakhe zokwenza izinto.

Umele acinge ngayo yonke into yaye, ukuba kuyimfuneko, athintele uyise ekubeni amnike oku okanye loya myalelo.

 

Luisa: Khange ndiyenze kuba ukuthobela akundivumeli.

 

UYesu: Ukuba ukunika imvume ... ihlwempu confessor ukuba ukunika yona! Luisa: Mhlekazi ingathi ufuna   ukundivavanya.

Ndiyabhideka ndingazi ukuba mandithini.

Yesu: Bendizonwabisa qha ndidlala nawe.

Ngaba amaqabane awonwabi kunye?"

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam noYesu wam osikelelekileyo owazibonakalisa engumntwana osentlungwini egqithisileyo.

 

Ndathi kuye: "Sthandwa sam khawutsho kutheni ubandezeleka kangaka. Ndithini ukuze ndikuthuthuzele?"

Ngelo xesha uMntwana uYesu waqubuda ejonge phantsi, ethandazela ukuba ndibone iNtando yakhe.

Phezu kwako nje oku, andizange ndiqonde nto. Ndamphakamisa uYesu, ndamanga izihlandlo ezininzi kwaye ndathi kuye: "Sithandwa sam, andiqondi kakuhle. Ngaba ufuna ukuba ndibethelelwe emnqamlezweni?"

Uphendule nge-negative emva koko, wandibamba ngengalo, waphakamisa umkhono wehempe yam.

Ndambuza, "Ufuna ingalo yam ityhileke? Ndiziva ndithandabuza kakhulu kule nto kodwa, ngenxa yakho, ndiyazithoba."

Ngequbuliso ndabona indoda kwisixeko sam eyathi, iphelelwe lithemba, yazibulala.

UYesu wathi kum:  “Andinakububamba ubukrakra obungaka;

Wagalela obunye ubukrakra bakhe emlonyeni wam ndabaleka ndaya kulomntu ukuze ndimncede aguquke kwisenzo sakhe esibi.

Ndibone iidemon ziwuthatha umphefumlo wakhe ziwubeka emlilweni, ziwujike-phinda-phinda, ngathi ziyawosa.

Kabini ndakwazi ukumkhulula.

Emva koko ndabuyela emzimbeni wam, ndibongoza uYesu ukuba abe nenceba kulo mphefumlo ungonwabanga.

 Wabuya   uYesu  ethwele isithsaba esinemeva entloko  .

Yayicinezelekile kangangokuba ameva amngena emlonyeni.

 

Wathi kum:

Owu! Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

abaninzi abakholwa ukuba ameva angenile emlonyeni wam.

Kodwa ndandifuna ukuva ubunzima ngenxa yekratshi lomntu.

Esi sisono esinzulu esingxwelerha umphefumlo sithintele uThixo ukuba angahlali kuso.

Eli bhongo liya kude kangangokuba umphefumlo ulahlekelwa yingqiqo; ibulala umzimba nomphefumlo.

Zonke ezi zinto zingasentla, ndazibhala kuphela ngenxa yokuthobela. Emva kokuyifunda, ummeli wam wanikela ubungqina bokuba eneneni indoda yazibulala kusasa.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona   uYesu  wam osikelelweyo nemiphefumlo    eliqela   kwindawo yentlambululo- miphefumlo  .

Babethunywe nguYesu

-ukunceda iintlanga

- apho iintlekele ezininzi zaziza kwenzeka:

izifo ezosulelayo, iinyikima nokuzibulala.

Konke oku, ngenxa yokuba umntu,

-udiniwe nguye e

-phila ngaphandle koThixo,

akasenawo amandla okuphila.

 

Ngale ntsasa uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wayengekafiki kwaye ndandizicingela:

“Nkosi, awuboni na?

- kangakanani, ngenxa yokungabikho kwakho,

Ngaba ndivakalelwa kukuba ubomi bam   bususiwe kum?

Ndikukhumbula kakhulu kangangokuba ndiziva ndiqhekeka.

Owu! Ungandikhanyeli into endiyiyo ngokupheleleyo! Andikuceli ukwanga, ukuphulula okanye ububele, kodwa kuphela oko kuyimfuneko kum. "

Xa ndicinga ngako, ndaziva ndixakeke kuYesu.

Umphefumlo wam ubulahlekile kuye ndingaboni nto ngaphandle kwale uYesu afuna ndiyibone.

Ndandonwabe kakhulu.

Ndaziva zonke iifaculty zam zilele kwaye zizolile,

njengomntu oya kuba enzulwini yolwandle   kwaye

lowo, ukuba ebethanda ukubona, abone   amanzi odwa.

Ukuba wayezama ukuthetha, amanzi ayewavala amazwi akhe kwaye angene   ezibilinini zakhe;

ukuba ebefuna ukuva, ebeva nje ukumbombozela kwamanzi kungena   ezindlebeni zakhe.

Konke oku, umahluko omnye:

-Elwandle kukho ingozi yokuphulukana nobomi kwaye umntu akaziva onwabile.

-KuThixo, ngokuchaseneyo, ngakumbi nangakumbi ubomi kunye nolonwabo lobuthixo.

Emva koko uYesu  wam osikelelekileyo    wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, ukuba awukwazi ukuba ngaphandle kwam, luphawu lokuba nawe uyimfuneko kum.

Ukuba umntu ufuna omnye, luphawu lokuba omnye uyamfuna.

Ndiyayazi ke xa kufuneka ndize naxa undidinga. Ndiyazi ukuba inkulu kangakanani imfuno yakho kum.

 

Njengoko imfuno yam ikhula kuwe, isidingo sakho sikhula kum, kwaye ndithi ngaphakathi:

"Ndiya kuye ndiyokuphumza uThando lwam." Kwaye ke, ndiyeza! "

 

Ndachitha intsasa ndiziva ndigula

-kuba ndandiphumile emzimbeni wam kwaye

-kuba ndandingaboni nto ngaphandle komlilo.

 

Umhlaba wabonakala uvulekile kum, usongela ukugubungela izixeko, iintaba kunye nabantu. Kwam kwabonakala ngathi uYehova ufuna ukuwonakalisa umhlaba.

Ndandibona iindawo ezintathu ezahlukeneyo, kude kwenye kwenye. Enye yezi ndawo yayise-Itali kwaye yayineengongoma ezintathu ezikhangeleka njengeendawo zokuphuma kwentaba-mlilo.

Laphuma emlilweni ukuze litshise izixeko. Kwezinye iindawo, umhlaba wawuvuleka yaye kwakugquba iinyikima ezoyikekayo.

Bendingazi noba ibisenzeka na lento okanye ezi ntlekele zezexesha elizayo. Mangaphi amanxuwa kuyo yonke indawo!

 

Oyena nobangela wezi ntlekele yayisisono:

umntu akafuni kunikezela;

bavukela   uThixo.

Ke, uThixo ubeka iziqalelo ngokuchasene naye:

amanzi, umlilo, umoya kunye nezinye izinto ezininzi ezibangela ukufa kwabantu abaninzi.

Ndijonge ezi ziganeko zoyikekayo, ndandifuna ukuva ubunzima ukuze ndixolise uYehova. Emva koko   uYesu   wazibonakalisa.

Ndiye ndathetha into yokumcenga, akandimamela kwangoko. Emva kwexesha   wathi kum   :

"Ntombi yam andiyifumani indawo yokuphumla eNdalweni yam, ndicela ndiphumle kuwe, nawe uphumle kum uthule.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndakwazi ukubona kum   uYesu  wam osikelelweyo  ,   ebuhlungu kakhulu kwaye ebandezeleka ngenxa yokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni.  Ndathi ndisabandezeleka naye, wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, yonke into yeyakho: konke okwam kunye neentlungu zam."

Kamva wathi kum:

“ Ntombi yam, zeziphi izinto ezimbi ezenziwa zizidalwa! Hayi, ukunxanelwa isono negazi!

Yiyo ke le nto ndifuna ukuphosa umlilo emhlabeni, ukuze utshiswe yonke into. "

 

Ndaphendula:

"Nkosi, uthini na? Ngoku undixelele nje ukuba ungowam uphela kwaye nabani na ozinikela komnye akaselengowakhe. Andikufuni! Ukuba ufuna ukwaneliseka yenze. Ndihlupheka ngale nto uyifunayo, ndilungele nantoni na".

Ndiye ndamva uYesu engaphakathi kum ngathi ndimbophe.

Waphinda izihlandlo ezininzi: "Yiyeke kum, kuba andinakukwazi ukuzibamba".

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: "Andiyifuni Nkosi, andiyifuni!"

Ndithe ndisatsho njalo, ndeva intliziyo yam inyibilika bububele xa ndibona ukulunga kukaYesu kumphefumlo wam onesono. Ndiziqonde izinto ezininzi zokulunga kwakhe kobuThixo, kodwa andazi ukuba mandizibonakalise njani.

 

Ndithe ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, kwabangathi ndibona abantu bengqonge ibhedi yam. Babefuna ndibone izohlwayo ezaziza kuza ehlabathini.

Yayiziinyikima, iimfazwe nezinye izinto endandingaziqondi kakuhle. Bandicela ukuba ndibongoze iNkosi, ukuze ibe nenceba kubo bonke. Babekhangeleka njengabangcwele kum, kodwa andiqinisekanga.

Emva koko ndazifumana ndiphuma emzimbeni wam kwaye ndeva   uYesu esikelelekileyo   esithi kwaba bantu:

Ungamkhathazi okanye umenze buhlungu ngokumbonisa ezi ziganeko zibuhlungu.

Myeke nam."

Baye bemka ndahlala ndicinga ngalento yenzekayo emhlabeni.

Ngoxa ndandingekho emzimbeni wam, ndabona umfundisi enikela intshumayelo ephathelele iinyikima nezinye iziganeko endandizibonile. Uthe:

"INkosi inomsindo kakhulu kwaye ndiyakholelwa ukuba isohlwayo asizokuphela."

 

Ndathi: "Ngubani owaziyo ukuba siya kusindiswa!"

Lo mfundisi wachukumiseka kangangokuba ndayiva intliziyo yakhe ibetha ngokukhawuleza yaye ukubetha kwakhe kwavakala kweyam intliziyo. Ndandingazi ukuba wayengubani, kodwa ndandivakalelwa kukuba wayethetha nam into endingayiqondiyo.

 

Yandula ke yathi kum: “Zinokwenzeka njani iziganeko ezimanyumnyezi ngolo hlobo zokonakala nokufa ngoxa kukho intliziyo enothando yomntu wonke?

Okona kulungileyo, kuya kubakho ukungcangcazela, kodwa ngaphandle komonakalo omkhulu. "

Xa ndandiziva "  intliziyo enothando kubo bonke  ", ndachukumiseka kwaye, andazi ukuba kutheni, ndathi:

"Kuthekani: 'intliziyo enothando kubo bonke'? Hayi nje   intliziyo

-uthanda wonke umntu,

-kodwa abo babandezelekayo, abo banombulelo, abo banqulayo nabawuhlonelayo umthetho ongcwele kubo bonke  .

Andiqondi ukuba sinalo uthando lokwenene ngabantu ukuba asibaniki uthando nolwaneliseko abaludingayo. "

Njengoko wayendiphulaphule, umfundisi wachukumiseka waza wavutha ngakumbi. Wasondela kum efuna ukundincamisa.

Bendisoyika ndizisola ngothetha ngolohlobo.

Intliziyo yam, ifuthelwe kukubetha kwakhe, yayibetha ngaphezu kweyakhe. Umfundisi wayitshintsha inkangeleko yakhe yaye kwakubonakala ngathi yiNkosi Yethu, kodwa andiqinisekanga. Xa ndandingakwazi ukumelana nokuwola kwakhe, wandixelela:

"Rhoqo kusasa ndizokubona sotya isidlo sasemini kunye". Bendikule meko ndiphinde ndigcwalise umzimba wam.

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu  weza   , wandizalisa ngoBukho bakhe waza   wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, umphefumlo uzilahlile njengamanzi

-ehamba ngokuqhubekayo kwaye

-ema kuphela xa ibuyile apho ibivela khona. Ekubeni engenambala, amanzi anokufumana yonke imibala eza kuwo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, umphefumlo waziqongqotha

- ihlala ibaleka kwiziko lobuthixo apho ivela khona kwaye

kuphela xa izaliswe ngokupheleleyo nguThixo

-kuba ayinanto yonke enye into,

- Akukho nto yoBuThixo imsindayo.

Ekubeni ingenambala, ifumana yonke imibala yobuthixo.

"Ngumphefumlo kuphela okhuphe yonke into ngaphandle koThixo,

uyaziqonda izinto ngokweNyaniso eNgcwele, umzekelo:

ixabiso   lokubandezeleka,

Ukubaluleka kwezinto ezilungileyo   e

imfuneko yokunamathela eNkosini; okanye   oko,

thanda into,

kuyimfuneko ngokupheleleyo ukuthiya izinto ezichasayo. Kuphela ngumphefumlo ongenanto yonke ngaphandle koThixo kuphela onokulufumana olo lonwabo.  "

 

Ndaba buhlungu kuba ndandingamboni kakuhle uYesu wam.Kwakubonakala ngathi into endiyiyo uBomi bam akasandithandi!

Owu! Intliziyo yam yayiziva ikrazukile!

Bendilila iinyembezi ezikrakra ndingazi ukuba mandithini ukuze ndikhuphe ezongcinga.

 

Ndathi kuYesu:

"Nokuba awusandithandi njengoko ubundithanda, ndiza kukuthanda ngakumbi." Emva kokulinda okungaka, uYesu weza. Uthathe iinyembezi zam, wazibeka ebusweni bakhe. Ndandingazi ukuba wayeyenzela ntoni loo nto, kodwa ndayenza kamva.

Ndasiqonda isizathu: kwakungenxa yesi sigwebo endandisithethile kwaye sandikhokelela ekubeni ndimthande ngakumbi!

 

Evuyiswa yile nto, wathi kum: "Yintoni! Yintoni! Andikuthandi? Ndiyakuthanda kakhulu kangangokuba ndiyazithathela ingqalelo iinyembezi zakho kwaye ndizibeke ebusweni bam ukuze ndizikholise."

Emva koko wongeza wathi:

"Ntombi yam, ndifuna ukuba uchaneke ngakumbi xa ubhala: yonke into kufuneka ithethwe. Ngamanye amaxesha ushiya izinto ezinokuba luncedo kwabanye."

 

Ukuva oku, ndadideka, kuba kuyinyaniso ukuba ngamanye amaxesha andibhali yonke into. Noko ke, ndiziva ndimadolw’ anzima ukuzibhala phantsi ezi zinto kangangokuba kuphela imimangaliso enokwenziwa kukuthobela enokundikhokelela ekubeni ndikwenze oko.

Ngokuthanda kwam andizukwazi ukubhala nelizwi. Ngamana yonke into ibe ngenxa yozuko lukaThixo kunye nokudideka kwam!

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndilahliwe ngenxa yokuswela uYesu wam.

Weza nesonka wandiphakela wathi kum.

"Intombazana yakho,

ngoko ke isonka esenziwe ngomzimba kukutya, nobomi   bomzimba   .

UThixo kukutya nobomi bomphefumlo.

 

Ngokulandelayo

akukho nxalenye yomphefumlo engafanele ikufumane ukutya nobomi bawo kuThixo.

 

Umphefumlo kufuneka wondliwe ngokupheleleyo nguThixo:

iminqweno yakhe, izinto azithandayo, utyekelo lwakhe, uthando lwakhe. Makangcamle nakuphi na okunye   ukutya.

 

Kodwa, owu! Mingaphi imiphefumlo ezondla kuzo zonke iintlobo zokungcola nokungabi nasimilo! "

Emva kokuba etshilo wandiyeka.

Emva kwexesha, ndazibona ndingaphakathi kwecawa apho kwakukho abantu abaninzi besithi, "Damn! Damn!" - ngokungathi bafuna ukuqalekisa iNkosi enoyolo kunye nezidalwa.

 

Andikwazi ukuyichaza intsingiselo yayo.

Ndingatsho nje ukuba ezi ziqalekiso zazingqamana nokugatywa kwaba bantu kuThixo kwanokuzilahlela kwabo ngokwabo kuThixo.

Bendilila ezi zithuko.

 

Kamva ndabona isibingelelo kunye nombingeleli-owayebonakala eyiNkosi Yethu- ebhiyoza phakathi kwabo bantu bamqalekisileyo.

Ngokundilisekileyo nangokuzele ligunya, wathi:

uqalekisiwe!

Wawaphinda la mazwi ubuncinane izihlandlo ezingamashumi amabini.

Njengoko wayethetha oku, kwakubonakala ngathi amawaka abantu ayesifa ngenxa yovukelo-mbuso, iinyikima zomhlaba, umlilo namanzi yaye ezi zohlwayo zazingunozala weemfazwe ezizayo.

Bendilila.

 

Esondela kum, uYesu wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika! Andikuqalekisi. Hayi! Ndithi kuwe:

“Unoyolo, usikelelwe izihlandlo eziliwaka!

Lilani nithandazele zonke ezi lali. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, emva kokufumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndiye ndakwazi ukubona uYesu esikelelekileyo ngaphakathi kum.

Ndathi kuye: “Yesu wam oyintanda, phuma!

Phuma kum ndikuncamise, ndikugeze ndithethe nawe. "

 

Wawangawangisa izandla zakhe kum wathi:

"Ntombi yam, andifuni kuphuma, ndihamba nawe kakhulu.

Ukuba ndiphuma ebuntwini bakho obufumana ukuthamba, imfesane, ubuthathaka, iintloni, kuba ngathi ndiphuma kuBuntu bam. Ngokuba

- uqhuba iofisi yam njengexhoba,

- kufuneka uzive ubunzima bentlungu yabanye.

Ndiza kuphuma kuwe, ewe,

-kodwa njengoThixo, ngaphandle koBuntu bam, e

-Ubulungisa bam buya kuthatha ikhondo labo ukohlwaya izidalwa. "

Ndaqhubeka ndimxelela:

"Nkosi, phuma kum! Gcina abantwana bakho, amalungu akho, imifanekiso yakho!"

 

Ngokuwangawangisa ngesandla sakhe, waphinda kum:

"Andiphumi! Andiphumi!" Wandiphinda izihlandlo eziliqela.

Wandixelela izinto ezininzi malunga noBuntu bakhe.

Ndazigcina engqondweni yam, ndingazi ukuba mandizibeke njani ngamazwi.

Ndikhetha ukungabhali ezi zinto, kodwa ukuba ndithobele, ndiyayenza. Fiat! Fiat rhoqo!

 

Ukuzibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndaziva ndicinezelekile ngokugqithisileyo ekuswelekeni kukaYesu wam osikelelekileyo.

Wazivumela ukuba abonakale kum,   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Umntwana wam,

umphefumlo umele uqhubeke uzibamba kuba ufana nesiponji. Ukuba uyaziqongqotha, uzalisa ngoThixo kwaye uyabuva uBomi bakhe ngaphakathi kuye. Uziva ethanda iimpawu ezintle kunye notyekelo olungcwele.

Uziva woyisiwe kwaye uguqulwe nguThixo.

 

Ukuba awubopheleli,

uhlala ezele nguye kwaye,   ngoko,

uziva zonke iimpembelelo   zendalo yakhe eyonakeleyo.

Zonke izenzo ezimbi zilandela: ikratshi, umona, ukungathobeli, ukungcola, njl.

 

Umzimba nomphefumlo wam wabandezeleka kakhulu xa ndibona uYesu wam esikelelekileyo kum.

Waphumla walala ngoxolo.

Ndambiza, akandihoya tu. Emva kwexesha wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

akukuphazamisi ukuphumla kwam.

Ngaba asiyonjongo yakho engapheliyo ukubandezeleka ebuntwini bakho?

 ubunzima bam  ,

abo bendiya kubandezeleka kuBuntu bam ukuba ndisaphila emhlabeni - ngenxa

- ubandezeleka endaweni yam,

- ndikhulule amalungu am e

-Ndikhulule? "

 

Ndaphendula: "Ewe Yesu yinjongo yazo zonke iimbandezelo zam". Waphendula wathi:

Ngoko ke, xa ubandezelekayo ndophumla. Akuba etshilo uYesu walala ubuthongo.

Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ndihlala ndisiva ubuhlwempu bukaYesu.

Okona kuninzi, kuzibonakalisa kum, ukuphumla nokulala, ngaphandle kokuthetha. Ukuba ndiyakhalaza, undixelela izinto ezinje:

"Uyakhalaza! Undibeke kwindawo yakho yangasese, ufuna ntoni?" OKANYE:

Ukuba mna ndingaphakathi kuni ngokupheleleyo, yini na ukuba nikhathazeke?

Mhlawumbi andithethi nawe, kodwa ngokujongana nje, kukho ukuqondana! "

 

OKANYE,

-ukuba akezi uzondincamisa, andiwole, andiphulule kunye

Ngubani ondibonayo ukuba andinaluxolo;

Undingcikiva kakhulu, esithi:

 

"Andikuthandi ukungonwabi kwakho. Ukuba awuzola.

-Ndiya kukucaphukisa ngokwenene,

-Ndiya kuzifihla ngokupheleleyo ukuze ningandiboni kwaphela. "

 

Ngubani onokubonakalisa ubukrakra bomphefumlo wam ngenxa yala mazwi?

Kungcono ukuba ndihlale ndizolile kwaye ndiqhubeke nokufumana le meko yokuhluthwa kukaYesu.

 

Ngale ntsasa ndibone uYesu ngokufutshane ndaziva ndiphuma emzimbeni wam. Andikwazi ukuthetha ukuba wawusezulwini

Kodwa, nangona kunjalo, bonke abangcwele babekhazimla yaye bezele luthando. Nangona bonke babezaliswe luthando, uthando olwabonakaliswayo lwahlukile kuthando lomnye. Kwakhona, ekubeni phakathi kwabo, ndandifuna ukuboyisa bonke ukuze ndibonakale ndiseluthandweni.

Intliziyo yam enomona yayingafuni ukuhlupheka xa ndibona abanye belingana nam. Ndandifuna ukuba ngowokuqala isithandwa.

Kuba kwakubonakala kunjalo kum

- Umphefumlo othanda kakhulu usondele kuThixo e

-ukuba ungoyena uthandwa nguye.

 

Owu! Umphefumlo kufuneka unike yonke into.

ngaphandle kokukhathazeka ngobomi okanye   ukufa,

esenza konke ukugqithisa kwinjongo yakhe yokusondela ngakumbi kuThixo

ukuthandwa kancinane kunabanye boBume obuPhakamileyo. Emva koko kwabakho amandla angenakuthintelwa andibuyisela emzimbeni wam   .

 

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide,   uYesu  wam osikelelekileyo  weza waza   wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

kunokuthiwa   ubuThixo ngumphumo wothando  .

-Uthando lumenza avelise kwaye adale;

-Uthando ngumphefumlo wayo yonke imisebenzi yayo. Ukuba ubuThixo babengenalo uthando,

ayikwazanga   ukuvelisa,

ngendingenabo   ubomi.

Isidalwa   asiyonto ngaphandle   kwentlantsi yomlilo omkhulu wothando lukaThixo.

Ufumana kule ntlantsi

ubomi bakhe   kunye

ukomelela   emsebenzini.

Nangona kunjalo, ayinguye wonke umntu oyisebenzisayo le ntlantsi

-uthando,

Yenza okulungileyo, okulungileyo, okuzeleyo;

 

Abaninzi bayisebenzisela endaweni yoko

- ukuzithemba kwabo,

-uthando lwezidalwa,

-ukuthanda ubutyebi, kwaye kananjalo

-ukuthanda izinto zezilwanyana-

badane kakhulu uMdali wabo.

“Ekuba ezitsalile ezi ntlantsi emlilweni wakhe omkhulu, uMdali unqwenela   ukubabona bebuyela kuye—enziwe mkhulu   kwaye

-njengemifanekiso emininzi yobomi bakhe bobuthixo.

 

Ah! Hayi indlela abambalwa ngayo abavumelana nolu lindelo loMdali wabo!

 

Intombi yam endiyithandayo, iyandithanda - mna.

Umphefumlo wakho mawube yisenzo sothando rhoqo kum.

Ngoko, i-spark yakho

- iya kwenza umlilo omncinci kwaye

-ukujolisa kuThando loMdali wakho. "

 

Ndaziva ndibandezeleka ngamandla emphefumlweni nasenyameni yam.

Ndaziva ndityiwa ngumkhuhlane omkhulu owatshisa inyama yam kangangokuba ndaphelelwa ngamandla.

Bendiziva ngathi ndiyafa kuba uYesu wam osikelelekileyo ebengafiki. Ndawushiya umzimba wam.

Ndabethelelwa emnqamlezweni. Yayingezozandla neenyawo zam kuphela

ndabethelelwa njengamaxesha onke, kodwa ithambo lam ngalinye linesikhonkwane. Ndambona uYesu wam osikelelweyo ngokukhanya okukhulu.

Kodwa, owu! Hayi indlela endandibandezeleke ngayo!

Nakweyona ntshukumo yam incinci, ndaziva ndikrazulwa zinzipho. ngalo lonke ixesha ndandivakalelwa kukuba ndiza kufa.

 

Ndandintywiliselwe kwintando kaThixo

- eyayibonakala kum isitshixo

-vula bonke ubutyebi obungcwele. Yandinika amandla

- ungandigcini nje kule meko yokubandezeleka,

-kodwa ukonwaba apho.

 

Izikhonkwane zazibonakala zivelisa umlilo. Bonke ababentywiliselwe kulo mlilo, ndabatshisa. UYesu wam osikelelekileyo wandibona waba nenceba.

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam,   yonke into kufuneka incitshiswe ibe lilangatye elilula  .

-elidangatye livelisa ukukhanya okumsulwa

-njengelanga,

- ifana naleyo indijikelezileyo.

Ngaloo ndlela uguqulelwe ekukhanyeni, umphefumlo usondele kakhulu kuKhanya olungcwele.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ukuKhanya kwam kufunxa kwakhe kwaye kumse eZulwini. Ngoko, yomelela! Kukubethelelwa okupheleleyo komphefumlo nomzimba okukhoyo ngoku.

Awuboni

-ukuba ukukhanya kwakho kukulungele ukujoyina kwam

-ngubani ofuna ukuyifunxa ngokupheleleyo? "

 

Njengoko uYesu wayethetha oku, ndafumanisa ilangatye elikhulu kum. Kulo dangatye lukhulu

-Ndiya kukhupha ilangatye elincinci elikhanyayo,

ukulungele ukusabela eZulwini. Ngubani onokubonakalisa   ulonwabo lwam

- ukucinga ukuba ngokufa ndiya kuba nako, ngonaphakade,

-ndibe noBomi bam kunye neZiko lam, kunye neyona nto iphezulu kwaye intle kuphela? Ndingatsho ukuba ndaliva iZulu kwangaphambili.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndiqaqanjelwa.

Wafika uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wandombathisa ngengubo ehonjiswe kakuhle, engenamthungo navuleka.

 

Wathi kum:

Sithandwa sam, le ngubo iyafana neyam, ndikufake kuyo

-kuba ndikukhethe njengexhoba e

-ngokuba nenxaxheba kwiintlungu zePasion yam. Esi sambatho sikhusela kwihlabathi.

Ukungenamthungo okanye ukuvulwa, akukho nto inokudlula kuyo.

 

Ngenxa yazo zonke iimpatho zawo ezigwenxa, ihlabathi alifanelanga ukugqunywa ngale ngubo kwaye ndiya kuyenza ibuve ubunzima bengqumbo yobuthixo.

Sendizovula le ngubo ndiyinxibileyo ukuze ndikhulule uBulungisa bam. "

 

Ndaqhubeka ndisiva kabuhlungu. Ndamchazela umntu wam

- ubunzima bam ngentobeko e

- umnqweno wam wokushiya ubomi bangoku.

 

Owu Thixo ongcwele, nguwe wedwa oyaziyo into endikuyo! Ndiyafa ngalo lonke ixesha

Inye kuphela into endithuthuzela ngayo kukufa ngokuqinisekileyo ukuze ndizifumane ndikunye nawe!

Kodwa ummeli wam wandixelela ukuba wayengenakundivumela ukuba ndibuze kwiNkosi Yethu. Okunjani kona ukubandezeleka!

Owu ukuthobela, hayi indlela ombi ngayo! Usoloko uzenza uzwilakhe okhohlakeleyo! Undifuna ngamaxesha onke

-uyafa

- ngaphandle kokundivumela ukuba ndiphile ngokukhawuleza kwinkampani kaThixo kubomi obungunaphakade!

Emva kwexesha, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndabona iNkosi yethu kunye nomvumi wam.

Lo mva wacela uYesu ukuba angandivumeli ndife.

Ndisoyikela ukuba uYesu uya kumamela ummangalelwa wam, ndaqalisa ukulila.

 

INkosi yathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, yehlisa umoya, ungandicinezeli ngeenyembezi zakho.

Ndinazo zonke izizathu zokufuna ukukuthatha ndikubone

-ukuba ndifuna ukohlwaya ihlabathi kwaye

Ndikhonkxiwe kwaye andikwazi ukwenza unothanda ngenxa yakho nokubandezeleka kwakho.

 

Umvuma izono unezizathu zakhe zokukugcina emhlabeni.

Eneneni, kuya kwenzeka ntoni kwihlabathi njengoko linjalo? Kuya kwenzeka ntoni ukuba akukho mntu umkhuselayo? Vuyani!

Njengoko izinto zimi, ndithambekele ngakumbi ekuphulaphuleni wena kunomntu ovumayo.

Kwakhona, ndiya kuyazi indlela yokutshintsha intando yakhe. "

Ndiye ndaphinda ndathambisa umzimba wam.

Andizange ndicinge ukuba mandizibhale ezi zinto, kwakubonakala kungeyomfuneko.

Phofu ke, ekubeni umvuma izono wayekunye neNkosi yethu, ndandiqinisekile ukuba wayeyazi yonke into eyayithethwa.

 

Emva kokuba ndiyifundile le nto ndiyibhalileyo izolo, ummeli wam wayenexhala. Kuba wayeyifuna ngokupheleleyo

-ukuba ndichasene neNkosi e

-ukuba ndimxelele ukuba intobelo ayifuni ndife. Noko ke, ndaziva ndibuhlungu, kuba ukuswela kukaYesu kwakusikelelekile

- wanditshisa ndiphila kwaye

- Undenze ndatyhafa ngenxa yezulu.

 

Ubuntu bam obuncinci bavukela ukuthobela.

Ndawuva umphefumlo wam ohluphekileyo utyumkile phantsi komxhuzulane wawo omkhulu. Ndandingazi ukuba mandithini.

Ifikile iNkosi yethu. Ezandleni zakhe wayephethe isaphetha sokukhanya.

Utolo lusindile kwesi saphetha. I-arc yokukhanya yahlala igxile kuYesu.

 

Ngoko ke

Wanyamalala uYesu engakhange andinike nexesha lokumxelela ukuba intobelo yayifuna ndithini. Ndaqonda ukuba isaphetha ngumphefumlo wam kwaye utolo kukufa endikulangazelelayo.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. Umxeleli

- weza kwaye

- wazingisa ukuba agcine umyalelo wakhe wokuba angamceli uYesu ukuba   afe.

 

Kamva, uYesu weza ekwimo yomntwana ndaza ndavakalisa intandabuzo yam kuye ngayo yonke into awayeyixelelwe ngulowo wayendichasile   ngokuthobela.

Ebesitsho endiphulula endisizela, wandincamisa. Ngokundanga kwakhe, wandinika isibindi sokuqhubeka ndiphila.

Emva koko, ndeva ukuvuselelwa kwamandla ebuntwini bam.

NguThixo kuphela onokuyiqonda intlungu endikuyo engqondweni endingakwaziyo ukuyichaza. noko ndiyathemba

- INkosi indinike ingcaciso engcono ngolu hlobo lokuthobela - ndixolele ukuba, ngentlungu yam, ndithetha into engekhoyo.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu weza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ndifuna ukukusa ezulwini kuba ndifuna ukukhululeka ndenze njengoko ndithanda ehlabathini."

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi uYesu wayefuna ukundilinga, ekubeni ukuthobela kwakumfuna ngendlela eyahlukileyo.

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, uYesu wandibonisa umsesane omhle kakhulu noqaqambileyo awayewuphethe esandleni sakhe. Kulo msesane kwakukho ilitye elinqabileyo elimhlophe ekuxhonywe kulo imisesane yegolide emininzi ephothiweyo.

eyasihombisa ngokumangalisayo isandla seNkosi yethu. Wahamba ngokuziqhenya ebonisa lo msesane, wayewuthanda kakhulu.

 

Wathi ke, Nakwenza oko kum ngemihla yokugqibela ngeembandezelo zakho; Ndiza kukulungiselela enye intle ngakumbi ».

 

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndaziva ndimanyene kakhulu noYesu wam endimthandayo.

Emva kwexesha wathi kum:

"Sithandwa sam,

umphefumlo ohlala kwiNtando yam uyaphumla kuba iNtando yobuThixo iyenzela yonke into.

Ngelixa ndisebenzela yena, ndikwafumana ukuphumla kwam okukhulu. Ngaloo ndlela ukuthanda kukaThixo kukuphumla kukaThixo kunye nomphefumlo.

Ngelixa umphefumlo uphumle kwintando yam, uhlala uncanyathiselwe emlonyeni wam, ufumana uBomi obungcwele obukukondla kwawo okuqhubekayo.

“  Ukuthanda kukaThixo yiparadesi yomphefumlo esemhlabeni yaye umphefumlo ophila kukuthanda kukaThixo yiParadesi kaThixo.

 

Ukuthanda kukaThixo kuphela kwesitshixo

-vula ubutyebi obungcwele e

-nika umphefumlo

Ukuqhelana nendlu kaThixo, ngokungathi ungumnini wayo. "

 

Ngubani onokuthetha konke endikuqondileyo ngentando yobuThixo? Owu Intando yobuThixo, hayi indlela omangalisa ngayo, unobubele, unqweneleka kwaye umhle!

Ukuba ndikuwe kundenza ndizive ndiphulukene nentlupheko yam nabo bonke ububi bam. Kuwe ndithe ndaba ngumntu omtsha, ndinikwe zonke izinto ezizezobuthixo.

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu weza ngokufutshane waza wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

othe wazinikela kum ufanelwe kukuba ndizinikele kuye. ndisesandleni sakho  . "

 

Noko ke, andizange ndimcele nto; Ndamxelela nje:

"Sithandwa sam,

Andifuni   nto ngaphandle kwakho wedwa. Undanele kuba xa ndinawe ndinayo yonke into".

 

UYesu wongezelela wathi: “Benikwazi kakuhle ukucela; ekubeni ningafuni nto, ninezinto   zonke.

 

Emva kokuba ndibandezeleke kakhulu ngoxa ndilindele uYesu, ndaziva ndidiniwe yaye ndingenamandla. Weza uYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, yonke into ebandezelekayo ngenxa yesidalwa ifana nomkhonto ohlaba isidalwa kwenye intloko kwaye uchukumise uThixo kwenye. Kwaye, ngalo lonke ixesha eziva echukumisekile, uThixo unika into yobuThixo bakhe kwisidalwa".

 

Ngale ntsasa ndibone uYesu wam esikelelekileyo ephethe isitshixo esandleni sakhe. Wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, esi sitshixo sisitshixo seWill yam.

Kuyafaneleka ukuba abo bahlala kwiWill yam babe nesitshixo sokuvula nokuvala ubuncwane bam njengoko bethanda. Bonke ubuncwane bam busesandleni sabo.

Kaloku ngokuhlala kwiWill yam bayayihoya more than if ibiyeyabo yonke into yam yeyabo.

Ababuchithi ubuncwane bam.

ayakwazi ukunika abanye kwaye ayayazi into enokundinika imbeko nozuko.

Yiyo loo nto ndikunika esi sitshixo. Qaphela ubuncwane bam. "

Ngelixa uYesu wayethetha oku, ndaziva ndintywiliselwe kwintando kaThixo.

Andizange ndibone enye into.

Ndichithe imini yonke kwiparadesi yale ntando kaThixo. Olunjani lona uvuyo! Olunjani lona uvuyo!

Ebusuku, ndathi ndisahleli kulo moya, yathi iNkosi kum:

"Yabona, sithandwa sam,

akukho lubabalo lunikwa iZulu nasemhlabeni

ngaphandle kwabo bahlala kwiWill   yam

ngabokuqala   ukuyifumana.  Yindalo le  !

kuba wonke umntu ohlala endlwini kaBawo uzele yimpahla yakhe yonke.

 

Ukuba umntu ohlala ngaphandle kwentando yam ufumana into, kungenxa yomntu ohlala ngaphakathi ».

 

UYesu wam osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

izenzo zabantu,

- kwanabo babizwa ngokuba bangcwele,

- bazele bubumnyama

ukuba azenziwanga ngenjongo yokundikholisa.

 

Nangona kunjalo, xa begqibile

-ngobulungisa e

- ngenjongo yokundikholisa,

beza kum bekhanyiselwe.

Ngenxa yokuba injongo ihlambulula isenzo. "

 

Namhlanje ekuseni

Ukubona   uYesu wam othandekayo ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni  , ngaphakathi kum ndazibuza:

“   Wayecinga ntoni uYesu xa efumana uMnqamlezo?

 

UYesu wathi kum:

“ Ntombi yam, ndamanga uMnqamlezo ngokungathi lolona butyebi bam ndibuthandayo. Ngomnqamlezo ndiyinike ikhazi kwimiphefumlo; Ndabatshata.

Okulandelayo,

- ejonge uMnqamlezo, eqwalasela ubude nobubanzi bawo;

- Ndayonwabela kuba ndabona izipho ezaneleyo kubo bonke abafazi bam.

Ngapha koko, akukho namnye kubo owayenokoyika ukutshata nam

-kuba ndinoMnqamlezo ezandleni zam,

- oko kukuthi ixabiso lekhazi labo.

 

"Nditshata umphefumlo kwimeko enye:

-ukuba wamkele izipho ezincinci endimnika zona, oko kukuthi, iminqamlezo. Olu luphawu lokuba uyandamkela njengomyeni.

Emva koko umtshato uyenziwa kwaye ikhazi linikwe umphefumlo.

 

Ukuba, ngokuchaseneyo,

umphefumlo awuzamkeli izipho zam ezincinci,   oko kukuthi

ukuba akazinikeli kwiWill yam, yonke into   iyacinywa.

 

Nokuba ndifuna ukumnika ikhazi andikwazi.

Ngomtshato, kuyimfuneko ukuba amaqela omabini, umphefumlo kunye nam, sivumelane. Ukuba umphefumlo awuzamkeli izipho zam, oko kuthetha ukuba awukwamkeli ukuzibophelela kwam.

 

Njengoko ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane.

Ndithe ndakumbona ndamncamisa kakhulu, ngathi ndifuna ukumvalela entliziyweni yam. Kwangelo xesha, ndabona abanye abantu bejikeleze ibhedi yam besithi:

“Jonga indlela anesibindi ngayo!

Nangona ephathwa ngokuzithemba okunjalo, akanambeko.

uxabiso kunye nentlonipho efanele ukuba nayo ".

 

Ndithe ndakuyiva lento ndasuke ndanentloni.

Kodwa andizange ndikwazi ukutshintsha isimo sam sengqondo. Wathi uYehova kubo:

 

"  Uyithanda ngokwenene into kuphela xa ufuna ukuyithatha.   Xa ungafuni ukuyithatha, kungenxa yokuba awuyithandi ngokwenene.

Xa into singayixabisi, asiyixabisi okanye siyihlonele.

 

Ngokomzekelo, ukuba umntu uthanda ubutyebi, uzibonakalisa

-udumo olukhulu kuye,

- intlonipho enkulu kwizityebi e

-umnqweno omkhulu wokuba nobutyebi.

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, umntu akakuthandi ubutyebi,

- ukuthetha nje ngayo kubangela ukuba akruquke.

Kunjalo ke ngokuthanda izinto zonke.

“Ngoko endaweni yokuba igxekwe, ifanele ukunconywa.

Into yokuba ufuna ukundiphatha ithetha ukuba uyandithanda, uyandixabisa kwaye uyandihlonipha. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza, wandanga wathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

ukulula kukulunga ukuba yintoni iziqholo ekutyeni. Kuba umphefumlo uthe tye, ongenangqiqo;

- akukho sitshixo okanye umnyango wokungena kum okanye kum kuye.

Ungangena ngentando kum, nam ndikuye.

Ikum ngaphandle kokungena, kuba ukulula kwayo kufana nokwam.

Ndim ingqondo elula kwaye ngoko ndikuyo yonke indawo. Akukho nto kwaye akukho mntu usindileyo esandleni sam.

"Umphefumlo onyanisekileyo nolula ufana nokukhanya kwelanga, nangona amafu okanye ukungcola okunokuthi kuhlangane nayo,

ihlala   ilula,

ukunxibelelana nabo bonke   e

ayitshintshi   .

 

Ngaloo ndlela, umphefumlo olula

- Yamkela zonke iintlungu kunye neentlungu

- ngaphandle kokuyeka ukukhanya kuye nakwabo bawubhubhisayo.

 

Ukuba ibona izinto ezimbi, ayidyojwanga yiyo. Ihlala ihlala ilula kwaye ayitshintshi.

 

Ubulula bubuhle obufana kakhulu nobuThixo.

Ngolu phawu, umphefumlo uba nenxaxheba kwezinye iimpawu zobuthixo.

Umphefumlo olula awuchasananga nobabalo olungcwele olungena lusebenze kuwo. Ngokuba ukukhanya,

- idibanisa ngokulula kunye nokuKhanya kwaphezulu kunye

- iguqukela kuyo.

Ngubani onokuthi yonke le nto ndiyiqonde ngobulula? Ndiziva ngathi ndintywile kulwazi lwekaka.

Ndibhala nje amathontsi ambalwa endikubonayo kwaye ndiyenza ngokungaphelelanga. Enkosi kuThixo kwaye simdumise ngayo yonke into!

 

Ngale ntsasa ndiziva ndidiniwe kwaye ndibuhlungu ngenxa yokulahlekelwa nguYesu wam osikelelekileyo, weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, kwabo bafuna ukufikelela esiphelweni, kuyimfuneko

- soloko ubaleka kwaye

- ungayeki.

Ukubaleka kwenza uhambo lube lula.

Okukhona ubaleka ixesha elide, kokukhona ufikelela ngokukhawuleza usukelo olusukelayo. Ngaphezu koko, ngoncedo lobabalo, umntu akaziva ukudinwa kwendlela.

 

“Kuchasene nabo bangabalekiyo.

Ecothisa isantya, uziva ediniwe aze aphelelwe ngamandla okuqhubeka. Njengoko elibazisa, ulahlekelwa ngumbono wesiphelo sendlela yakhe, oko kukuthi, oPhezulu oPhakamileyo. Uziva ediniwe yaye edimazekile.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ulahlekelwa lubabalo

Kuba, ngenxa yokuba engabalekanga, akanikwanga ilize. Ubomi bakhe buba bunganyamezeleki kuba   ukungenzi nto kuvelisa indlala  . "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza wathi kum:

"Intombi yam, kuye lowo, ngenxa yothando lwam,

-uyayazi indlela yokuzinqanda ulonwabo oluncinci ngeli xesha lobomi,

-Ndiya kunika ulonwabo ngakumbi emva kokufa.

 

Okukhona ukonwaba kwakhe kancinci apha, kokukhona ezakubakhona.

Bala inani lezinto enizisweleyo ngenxa yam kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu emandlalweni; ngenxa yabo ndininika uvuyo olungaphezu kolunye emazulwini   .

Ndaphendula:

"My only Good uthini? Ndiziva ndihlonitshwa kwaye ndinetyala kuwe kuba undinike ithuba lokuzibandeza ngenxa yakho! Kanti uthi uzondinika ulonwabo olukhulu?"

Wathi, "Kunjalo."

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona uYesu wam othandekayo ephethe umnqamlezo wonke ogqunywe ngeeperile ezimhlophe.

Wayibeka esifubeni sam, yangena ngoko nangoko entliziyweni yam, yahlala apho ngokungathi kusengcweleni.

Wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

umnqamlezo   bubutyebi.

Umphefumlo yeyona ndawo ikhuselekileyo yokugcina obu butyebi buxabisekileyo. Le ndawo ikhuselekile xa,

- ngenxa yomonde wakhe,

-ngokurhoxa kwakhe kwaye

- ngenxa yezinye iimpawu zayo,

umphefumlo uye wakufanelekela ukufumana obu butyebi.

Iimpawu ezintle, ngakumbi umonde, zizitshixo ezikhusela umphefumlo kumasela. "

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndithe ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndabona abefundisi abathile besenza imisebenzi yenzululwazi neyomntu engeyomfuneko kwimeko yabo yobomi.

Ngaphezu koko, izenzo zabo zaphawulwa ngomoya wokuvukela abo banegunya.

Ngelizwi elibuhlungu, iNkosi yethu yathi kum:

“Intombi yam, imisebenzi yenzululwazi kunye neyabantu ayingomsebenzi   wabefundisi.

Kuzo kwakheka indalo yesibini enodaka nebolileyo, Imisebenzi (ingcwele enye)

ngenxa yale   misebenzi

banuka kakubi kangangokuba ndiziva ndinesicaphucaphu esinganyamezelekiyo. Thandaza ulungise ezi ziphoso, kuba ndisuke   ndanezothe.

 

Ngale ntsasa ndiqale usuku lwam lokulungisa amatyala, oko kukuthi, ukulungiselela ukufa. Emva kokufumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndathi kuYesu:

“Yesu osikelelekileyo, masilungise iiakhawunti zethu ngoku ukuze singazishiyi okokugqibela kobomi bam.

 

Okwangoku, andiyazi imeko yam yokwenyani kuba andizicingeli ngokwam. Andiziva ndiphoxekile, ndingenasimilo okanye ndingazolanga kodwa, kwelinye icala, ndiyabona ukuba abanye bangcono kakhulu kunam.

 

Ngaphezu koko, kwanabangcwele, abo ndifunde ngabo, baqhubeka becinga ngabo. Babefuna ukwazi ukuba ngaba bayabanda okanye bashushu, bayahendeka okanye baseluxolweni, ukuba babevuma ukuba balungile okanye babi, njl.

Yaye inkoliso yabo yayineentloni, ikhathazekile yaye ingakhathali.

"Kodwa ndikunika lonke ingqalelo yam kunye nothando lwam, kuba andifuni kukhubekisa.

Andikhathali ngokuseleyo.

 

Kwaye xa, ngengxelo eqinileyo, ndifuna ukuzihlolisisa, ilizwi elingaphakathi liyandithethisa kwaye lindixelele:

"Ngaba ufuna ukuchitha ixesha?

Zixhalabise ngezinto zikaThixo kuphela!”

 

Ke, andazi ukuba ndikusiphi isimo: kubanda okanye kushushu.

Ukuba kukho umntu ondibuzayo ukuba ndizilinganisele, ndandingazi ukuba mandiphendule ndithini.

Ngoko ke, masilungise iiakhawunti zethu ngoku ukuze silungise yonke into. "

Emva kokuthandaza,   uYesu wathi kum  .

"Intombazana yakho,

Bendihlala ndikuhlalise ecakwam, so sure andikuvumeli nokuba uzicingele. Ufana nosana olusemathangeni kayise: ngamanye amaxesha uyamphulula, ngamanye amaxesha uyamanga.

Ukuba umntwana ungcola engalumkanga, uyise uyamcoca kuba umntwana engayazi indlela aziphatha ngayo.

Kwelinye icala, xa umntwana ebona

-ukuba uyise uxhwalekile, uyamthuthuzela aze amsule iinyembezi.

-Xa ebona ukuba uyise ukhathazekile, uyamthomalalisa.

 

Ngamafutshane, utata bubomi bomnci kwaye omncinci yintuthuzelo nobomi bukayise.

Ngelo xesha abanye abantwana, abakhulileyo, kufuneka banyamekele ukucocwa kwendlu; kufuneka bahlambe baze banyamekele eminye imisebenzi.

“  Oku ndikwenza nawe. Ndikuphatha njengosana lwam.

Ndikugcina umanyene ngokusondeleyo nam ukuba

Andikuvumeli ukuba uzive   ngokwakho.

-Ndijonga yonke into yakho.

-Ndizakuvasa xa umdaka, ndikuphakele xa ulambile.

Ndijongana nayo yonke into, ngoko awuzazi nokuba zithini na iimfuno zakho. Ukuba nawe ngokusondeleyo kum lubabalo endikunika lona,

ngendlela yokukhululwa kwiziphene ezininzi.

Ngenxa yoko  , kufuneka ucinge ngokwenza umsebenzi endikwabela wona   kwaye ungakhathazeki ngayo nayiphi na enye into.

 

Ukuzibona ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndazibona ndinoYesu sana. Sasikunye nabantu abaliqela.

 

UYesu   wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

yonke imisebenzi, amagama kunye neengcinga zezidalwa kufuneka zifakwe isitampu ngetywina   elithi "Ad Gloriam   Dei".

-Yonke imisebenzi, amagama kunye neengcinga

abangaphawulwanga kangako, bahlala ebumnyameni.

Bangcwatywe ebumnyameni yaye abanaxabiso.

 

Isidalwa ke siqokelela ubumnyama kunye nezinto ezoyikisayo kuphela! Ayisebenzeli uzuko lukaThixo,

- iyasuka kwinjongo edalelwe yona.

Uhlala ahlukanisiwe noThixo kwaye eshiywe yedwa.

Ngakolunye uhlangothi, ekubeni uThixo ekuKhanya,

izenzo zomntu ezenzelwe uzuko lukaThixo zifumana ukukhanya nexabiso.

 

Musani ukumangaliswa ngoko, ukuba isidalwa esingakwaziyo ukusebenzela uzuko lukaThixo.

- akatsali nto kwiinzame zakhe e

- iqokelela amatyala amaninzi. "

Emva koko, ngokukrakra, sababona aba bantu

engasebenzeli uzuko   lukaThixo

ungcwatywe ebumnyameni.

 

Ukuphazamisa uYesu wam osikelelweyo kulo mboniso,

Ndamanga izihlandlo ezininzi kwaye, ndidlala naye, ndamxelela:

"Phinda emva   kwam

"Ndinika amandla aneleyo kulo mthandazo womphefumlo ukuba uwunike oko ucelayo!"

 

Kodwa uYesu akazange andithande. Emva koko, ndifuna akwenze oko, ndamnyanzela ndaza ndamanga ndisithi: “Phinda emva kwam amazwi endawathetha kuwe!

Ngenxa yokuzingisa kwam, kubonakala kum ukuba uYesu wayewathethile. Emva koko ndazibona sele ndisemzimbeni wam, ndimangalisiwe kwaye ndinentloni bubuganga bam.

 

Ndandicinga ngemeko endandikuyo,

apho kum yonke into yayibonakala inoxolo, uthando kunye nokulunga. Akhonto ibindikhathaza.

 

Ekubeni le meko yayingenasono, ndacinga: "Kuya kwenzeka ntoni ngexesha lokufa kwam ukuba imeko yangoku iyatshintsha kwaye yonke into iguqulwe, oko kukuthi, yonke into endiyenzayo yayiyintambo yobubi?"

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, wathi uYesu kum:

"Ntombi yam ingathi ufuna ukuphazamisa okushiyekileyo ndiphila kuwe, umonde, unyamezelo noxolo lwakho luvela phi?

Malunga nawe okanye ngubani ohlala kuwe? Ndedwa ndinazo ezi zipho!

 

*Ukuba bekunjalo

 igolide yendalo

 idemon _ 

owangenelelayo kuwe,

 

Umphefumlo wakho unokuziva ucinezelwe lutshintsho oluqhubekayo.

Ngexesha elithile, uya kuziva elawulwa luthando,

-kwandula ke, ngomnye;

-ngexesha elithile uya kuziva enomonde kwaye,

- ngomzuzu olandelayo, uya kuba nomsindo, njalo njalo.

 

Ngamafutshane   ,

Umphefumlo wakho osweleyo ube njengengcongolo, eqhutywa ngumoya ovuthuzayo.

 

Owu! Intombazana yakho

-Apho kungekho Thixo,

- akukho kuqhubeka kunye nokulunga kwenyani.

Ngoko ke musa ukuza kukuphazamisa ukuphumla kwakho kunye nokwam, kodwa ndiyabulela kunye nam ».

 

Ngoku kusasa ndizibone sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam.

Ndakwazi ukumbona umntwana onguYesu ekwi-multiform mirror. Kuzo zonke iinkalo, ndiye ndakwazi ukuyiqwalasela kakuhle.

-Ndandikwazi ngesandla sam ukumemela kum kwaye

-Naye angandibiza ndiye kuye.

Ngelixa sisenza oku,

Ndabona abantu abazinikeleyo nababingeleli bemi phakathi kwam noYesu, bethetha kakubi ngam bonke, kodwa andizange ndibahoye.

Amehlo am ahlala kuYesu wam othandekayo.

 

UYesu waphuma ngokukhawuleza kumdlalo wesipili ukuze ohlwaye abantu abathetha kakubi ngam.

Wathi kubo: “Akukho mntu uyichukumisayo;

-Xa uchukumisa umntu endimthandayo,

-Ndiziva ndikhubeke ngakumbi kunokuba ndichukunyiswe ngokuthe ngqo.

Ndiza kunibonisa yonke into endiyaziyo ukuze ndithethelele ubumsulwa babo bazinikele ngokupheleleyo kum.

Ngelixa endincamisa ngengalo enye, wabasongela ngenye.

Kodwa mna, ndingakugqali ukubaluleka koko kwakuthethwa ngaba bantu, ndacatshukiswa kukuba uYesu wayefuna ukubohlwaya ngenxa yam.

Ndamxelela:

"Sweet life yam, andifuni mntu uzosokola ngenxa yam. Ndiya kwazi ukuba uyandithanda xa uphole ungamohlwayi.

Ndingathanda, kodwa hayi ngenye indlela."

Emva koko, kwabonakala kum ukuba uYesu uzolile.

Yandisusa kwababantu yandibuyisela emzimbeni wam.

Ndabuya ndambona, esengumntwana, ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni. Ndamxelela:

"Yesu wam othandekayo, ndiyazi ukuba ngexesha lokubethelwa kwakho emnqamlezweni yonke imiphefumlo yayinayo indawo kuBuntu bakho. Ndicela undixelele ukuba yayiyintoni indawo yam? Ndandiphi?"

UYesu waphendula wathi:

“Ntombi yam, imiphefumlo enothando ibikwintliziyo yam.

Kodwa wena, oye wancedisa kwintlawulelo kwimeko yakho yokuba lixhoba, nam ndibe nani kuwo onke amalungu am njengentuthuzelo yam ».

 

Ummeli wam wayendixelele ukuba umphathi wayengafuni mntu uze kundibona ukuze angandiphazamisi. Ndamxelela ukuba lo myalelo ndandiwunikwe izihlandlo eziliqela ngaphambili. Wahlonitshwa okwethutyana, kodwa wakhawuleza walibala. Ukuba ndiza kuyalelwa ukuba ndingathethi, kuya kufuneka wonke umntu anyanzelwe ukuba angahambi kum. Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndathi   eNkosini:

"Nceda, ndingathanda ukwazi ukuba ezi zinto kufuneka zisebenze njani.

Yazi imeko yobundlobongela endikuyo xa ndihleli nabantu:

Ndinoxolo nawe wedwa.

Ngapha koko, andisiqondi isizathu sokuba abantu bafune ukuba nam, ekubeni ndingumlimi nje yaye ndingenzi nto ukuze batsaleleke kubo. Kunoko, ndinqwenela ukuhlala ndedwa! "

UYesu waphendula wathi:

"Ntombi yam, inyani ecacileyo, elula kwaye enyulu ngumabuthe omkhulu wokutsala iintliziyo,

ukulungele ukujongana nayo yonke imibingelelo ngenxa

-ngenyaniso e

- kubantu abayithethayo.

Inyaniso yenza ukuba bonke abafeli-nkolo bakwazi ukuphalaza igazi labo.

Inyaniso yanika abaNgcwele amandla okugcina ubomi obunyulu nobunyulu phakathi kwamadabi amaninzi.

"Yinyaniso ecacileyo, elula, engazingci eyenza abantu bafune ukuza kum.

Ah! Intombazana yakho

kunzima kangakanani ukufumana umntu

-ngubani owaziyo ukubonakalisa inyaniso ehamba ze,

- naphakathi kwabefundisi, imiphefumlo yonqulo nezinikeleyo!

Kwiintetho zabo kunye nomsebenzi wabo, kuhlala kukho into ethile

-umntu kunye

- ukuzifihla inyaniso.

Ngoko ke, umntu ophulaphulayo akachaphazeleki

- ukusuka enyanisweni ngokwayo, kodwa

- ngomnye umdla womntu oyenza ibubuxoki.

Ngenxa yoko, umphulaphuli akalufumani ubabalo olunxulumene nenyaniso.

“Esi sisizathu

ngoko ke ukuvuma izono ezininzi kuyamoshwa, kungcoliswa yaye akunasiqhamo  .

 

Andikwaleli ukunika abantu ukhanyiso lwenyaniso, kodwa abalwamkeli. Kukholelwa ukuba xa umntu ethetha inyaniso ehamba ze,

-siya kuphulukana nodumo lwethu,

-asiyi kuphinda sithandwe,

- asisayi kuba nako ukwaneliseka komntu esikufunayo e

-ukuba umdla wakhe uya kuthotywa. Owu! Hayi indlela esiphazama ngayo!

"Oshiya yonke into ngenxa yenyaniso

-iya kuba nentabalala yayo yonke into kwaye

-iya kufumana ngaphezu kwabanye.

 

Ngenxa yoko, nanini na unako,

- akasileli ukuthetha inyaniso enyulu kwaye elula.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kufuneka usoloko umthobela lowo ukukhokelayo xa ithuba livela ukuze ubonakalise inyaniso. "

Mna ke,   mayela nesisa   , ndiyabona ukuba bendisoloko ndithetha ngalo ngendlela egqubutheleyo. Ke wona umthetho endawunikwayo, wokuba ndibhale yonke into ngokufutshane, ndicinga ukuba andisoloko ndiwuthobela.

Ukubuza oku kuLethu, wandixelela ukuba ndithethe kakuhle, kuba nabani na obona iziphoso zakhe usendleleni elungileyo.

 

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide kuYesu wam othandekayo, ndaziva ndonwabile kwaye ndikhathazekile, ndizama ukufumanisa ukuba kutheni engezi.

Ekugqibeleni wafika wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

uxolo lukukhanya emphefumlweni, kwabanye nakuThixo.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo useluxolweni, kukukhanya.

Kukukhanya, kudityaniswa nokukhanya okungunaphakade,

- apho ihlala ifumana ukukhanya okutsha,

hayi   ngokwakhe,

kodwa   nakwabanye.

 

Ukuba uhlala ufuna ukukhanya, hlala ngoxolo ".

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza, wandanga wathi:

"Intombi yam endiyithandayo,

Ukusebenza noKristu kwenza izenzo zomntu zingabikho kwaye kubonakale isenzo sobuthixo. Ngesi sizathu,

usoloko usenza ngam ngathi senza into enye sobabini  .

Ukuba niyabandezeleka, yenzani oku, ngathi nibandezeleka kunye nam;

Ukuba niyathandaza, ukuba niyasebenza, yenzeleni kum, nakum.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kuwe, izenzo zomntu ziya kuthi shwaka zifumaneke njengothixo.

Owu! Hayi indlela obuninzi ngayo ubutyebi obunokuzuza izidalwa ngokwenza ngolu hlobo, kodwa azikhathali!

 

Akuba etshilo, wanyamalala kwaye ndaziva ndinomnqweno omkhulu wokuphinda ndimbone. Kamva, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam ndaza ndamkhangela kuyo yonke indawo. Andiyifumani, ndakhwaza:

"Owu Nkosi, musa ukukhohlakala ngomphefumlo ongowakho wonke kwaye ubandezeleka ukufa okungapheliyo ngenxa yothando lwakho. Yabona, umphefumlo wam uyakufuna kwaye, ungakufumani, uyafa ngokuqhubekayo ngokuba ububomi bentando yawo.

Umphefumlo wam, ukubetha kwentliziyo yam, inkumbulo yam, ubukrelekrele bam,

yonke into engaphakathi kwam ihleli ukufa okukhohlakeleyo. Awundisizeli?"

Ngelo xesha, ndabuyela emzimbeni wam kwaye ndafumana uYesu ngaphakathi kwam. Ufuna ukundifundisa isifundo,

Athi kum:"Yabona ke mna ndiyinto yonke kuwe and all for you".

 

Ndangathi ndibona isithsaba sameva entloko. Uthe akuyikhama lathontsiza igazi.

Emva koko wathi, "Eli gazi liphalazwe ngenxa yothando lwakho."

Wandibonisa namanxeba akhe, esithi, Ngawe.

Owu! Ndaziva ndididekile, ndibona ukuba, phambi kwakhe, uthando lwam lwalusisithunzi nje! "

 

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndaziva ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndaza ndabona umntu owonganyelwe yiminqamlezo eliqela.

UYesu wam osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

"Mxelele,

- ngelixa ebandezeleka,

Unako ukusebenzisa ukubandezeleka kwakhe ukuphilisa nokuphilisa amanxeba am. Ngamanye amaxesha iya kukhathalela icala lam, ngamanye amaxesha intloko yam, ngamanye amaxesha izandla zam kwaye ngamanye amaxesha iinyawo zam.

Onke la manxeba abuhlungu kwaye ayacaphuka ngenxa yezono ezinkulu zezidalwa.

Mxelele ukuba liwonga elikhulu ukuba ndimenze ngolu hlobo.

Ndimnika iyeza lokuphilisa amanxeba am, nozuko lokundiphilisa.”

Wathi uYesu esathetha nam.

Ndabona imiphefumlo eliqela kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo eyathi yakukuva oku, yakhwankqiswa.

 

wathi kum:

"Unethamsanqa kangakanani

-abazamkelayo ezo mfundiso ziphakamileyo

- ngubani onokufumana izibonelelo zokukhulula nokuphilisa uThixo! Ezi mfanelo

- ukodlula bonke abanye e

baninika uzuko olungaphezu kolwabanye, njengokuba izulu liwugqitha umhlaba.

Ah!

Ukuba besifumene

-ezi mfundiso e

-ukuqonda ukuba ukubandezeleka kwethu kunokuphilisa uThixo, ubuninzi bobutyebi kunye nokufaneleka esinokukufumana,

esibandezwayo! "

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane kwaye wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ukulula kugcwalisa umphefumlo ngeenceba ezisasazeka ngaphandle.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo wawufuna ukukhawulela ezi nceba kuwo, wawungenako. Ngokwenene, njengoko uMoya kaThixo olula ngokugqibeleleyo usasazeka kuyo yonke indawo.

ngaphandle komgudu   nokuba

ngaphandle   kokudinwa,

ngokunjalo nomphefumlo onesidima solula

- usasaza ubabalo kwabanye

- ngaphandle kokuqaphela oko. Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

 

Ekubeni ndandivunyelwe ukuba ndithethe amazwi ambalwa xa kukho umntu oza, ndandisoyika ukuba andithobelanga, ekubeni uYesu wayengezanga.

 

Ngubani owayenokuyiqonda intlungu yomphefumlo wam ecinga ukuba ndenze isono! Ukuvinjwa kuye kuhlala kuyintlungu ekhohlakeleyo. Kodwa ukucinga ukuba mhlawumbi ndenze impazamo kwandinika intuthumbo eyoyikekayo.

Ndaziva ndiphoxekile ndiphelelwe lithemba, ngokungathi ndife ngenxa yokuqaqadeka.

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide, uYesu weza.

Wandichukumisa kathathu, wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ndiyakuvuselela

-Ngamandla kaBawo,

-ngobulumko bam kwaye

-ethandweni loMoya oyiNgcwele. "

Andikwazi kuyichaza indlela endandivakalelwa ngayo ngelo xesha nezinto endajamelana nazo.

 

Emva koko ebeka isithsaba sakhe sameva entliziyweni yam, waqhubeka:

«  Ukuchaneka kwenjongo kwenza ukuba uthando lukaThixo luvuthe emphefumlweni.

Ukuphindaphinda, kwelinye icala, kuthanda ukufunxa olu Luthando, umzekelo

ngokuzithanda   ,

ngentlonipho yomntu   e

kumnqweno wokukholisa abanye.  "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam nomntwana onguYesu.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi ufuna ukonwaba. Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam ndingu mfundisi-ntsapho wakho kwaye ndingenza nantoni na endiyifunayo kuwe

-ukuba   ungowam   kwaye

-ukuba   akuyonkosi

- ngokwakho  ,

-Naziphi na iingcamango zakho,

- okanye nayiphi na iminqweno yakho,

- okanye izinga lentliziyo yakho.

Ukuba ufuna ukuba yinkosi yento ethile, ndibe.

 

Ngelo xesha ndabona u-confessor wam

-ukuziva udimazekile e

- ufuna ukukhulula ukubandezeleka kwakhe kum.

 

UYesu wammisa ngequbuliso ngesandla waza wathi kuye:

"Okokuqala ndifuna ukukhulula iintlungu zam ezininzi.

Emva koko ungayenza ngexesha lakho..

Uthe esitsho wasondela kum wandigalela into ekrakra emlonyeni. Ndamcenga ukuba ahoye u-confessor, ndimcela ukuba ambambe ngezandla zakhe ezincinci ukuze azive ngcono. UYesu wamchukumisa waza wathi:

Ewe, ewe. Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Njengoko ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu weza waza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, umnqamlezo ngowesidalwa oko umkhala ufana nehashe. Bekuya kuba njani ngehashe ukuba umntu ebengawubeki umkhala? Bekuya kuba yinto engenakunqandwa.

Wayeza kugxalathelana ukuya eweni ade abenomsindo, esenza umonakalo.

emntwini   kunye

kuye   ngokwakhe.

Kwelinye icala, ngeflange yayo,

-yiba neentloni,

- uhamba ngeendlela ezikhuselekileyo,

ikhuselwe emaweni   kwaye

ukhonza iimfuno zomntu njengomhlobo othembekileyo.

“Nguwo lo umnqamlezo woluntu

- iqabane e

- iyamthintela ekuweleni kwiindlela ezitenxileyo zeenkanuko zakhe eziya kuthi, njengomlilo, zimdle.

 

Umnqamlezo wawucima lo mlilo

Kunokuba amvumele abe nomsindo kuThixo nakuye ngokwakhe, uyamthantamisa.

Umnqamlezo yindlela yokusindiswa komntu kwaye umnceda ukuba azukise uThixo.

Owu! Ukuba ibingengomnqamlezo

-othi, kuBulumko bawo obungenasiphelo, ukuBonelela kobuThixo kusebenzisa ukunqanda umntu,

- bungaphi na ububi obuya kunyibilika eluntwini! "

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu osikelelekileyo wazibonakalisa kumlambo wokukhanya owakhukulisa zonke izidalwa. Ngoko ke, zonke izenzo zomntu zenziwa koku kukhanya.

Njengoko ndandibona oku, uYesu wasikelelwa wathi kum:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndiyangenelela kuzo zonke izenzo zomntu, nokuba kunjalo

-ingqondo,

-phefumla igolide

- intshukumo emfutshane.

 

Nangona kunjalo izidalwa

- ungaze ucinge ngeshishini lam kubo e

sukundenzela   mna.

Kunoko, bazizuzisa ngayo yonke into abayenzayo.

 

Owu!

Ukuba babecinga ukuba ndihlala ndingenelela   kubo,

bebengayi kukusebenzisa oko kukokwam ngokonakalisa uzuko lwam, kwaye

impilo-ntle yabo!

“Izidalwa kufuneka

-ndenzele konke,

- ndinike yonke into.

 

Ngokuba

- into abandenzela yona,

-Ndiyigcina kwidiphozithi ukuyibuyisela kuye kubomi obulandelayo.

 

Kwelinye icala, izenzo

-ezenzelwe mna

-Ayinakungena kum,

ngenxa yokuba bengandifanelanga.

 

Nokuba zenziwe

-ngokungenelela kwam (ekubeni ndingenelela kuzo zonke izenzo zomntu),

- Ndinesicaphucaphu kwaye ndiyala kubo. "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam olungileyo wavela wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

kunokuthiwa umphefumlo awunamdla kuyo yonke into

- ukuba, nayiphi na iminqweno yakho, ingcwele okanye ayinandaba,

- ukulungele ukuzincama kwintando kaThixo ngoxolo olungcwele.

 

Ukuba uyacaphuka okanye unexhala,

kukuba ubuncinane azigcinele into ethile. Ngala mazwi, ndimva ethetha ngeminqweno, ndathi kuye:

"Oyena Mhlekazi wam, umnqweno wam kukuyeka ukubhala. Oh! Kunzima kangakanani kum!

Ukuba bekungengokoyika ukuphambuka kwiWill yakho okanye ukukucaphukisa ngendingaphindi ndikubhalele.

 

Wathi, "Awufuni elidini, kodwa ndiyalifuna. Ngoko ukuba ufuna ukuthobela, bhala.

Okwangoku, le mibhalo isebenza njengesipili

-hayi nje kuwe,

-kodwa abo bathatha inxaxheba emsebenzini wakho

 

Kuya kufika ixesha apho baya kuba sisipili kwabanye.

Kuba yonke into oyibhalayo ithethwa ndim kwaye yenza "isipili saphezulu".

 

Ngaba ngumnqweno wakho ukugcina esi sipili kude nezidalwa zam? Yicinge nzulu ngayo

Andifuni ukucaphuka ngokungabhali yonke le "sipili saphezulu". "

Ndathi ndakukuva oku, ndadideka ndaza ndathotywa isidima.

Ndaziva ndithandabuza ngakumbi ukubhala, ngakumbi le migca yokugqibela. Ukanti intobeko yandinyanzela ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndibhalela kuphela ukuthobela.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Ndazibona ndiphuma emzimbeni wam nomntwana onguYesu. Wajika waya kumfundisi wathi:

"Amampunge atyhefa ubabalo kuwe nakwabanye njengoko abanye besondla ngawe.

Umphefumlo ubona lula

- ukuba amazwi akho kunye nezenzo zakho

- zenzelwe ukwanelisa imfuno yakho yokuxatyiswa.

 

Ukuba ithe yangcola into oyenzayo,

-ubabalo alungeni ngokwalo kwabanye;

-kodwa ikhatshwa yityhefu oyiphetheyo.

Ngenxa yoko, endaweni yokuba babone ubomi kuni, babona ukufa. "

Kamva, uYesu wathi kum:

"Iyafuneka

-ukuba ulahlwe yiyo yonke into

-ukuze ukwazi ukuzalisa ngokupheleleyo noThixo.

 

Ukuba neYonke ngaphakathi kuwe, unokuyinika ngokulula nabani na oza kuwe. "

Emva koko ndabona umphefumlo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo usaba kuthi.

Ihlazo lakhe lalinamandla kangangokuba wayephantse watyunyuzwa kukuthotywa. Yandothusa kakhulu le nto, yaye ngelo xesha uYesu wathi shwaka.

 

Ndasondela kulo mphefumlo ndaza ndambuza isizathu sokuziphatha kwakhe. Waziva eneentloni kangangokuba akazange akwazi ukuthetha.

Emva kokunyanzelisa kwam, wathi kum:

Bubulungisa bukaThixo obu butywine ubunzi bam, bunditywine phambi kwakhe isiphithiphithi noloyiko, ngokokude ndibaleke ebusweni bakhe; oko ndikwenza ngokunxamnye neminqweno yam; le ntlungu yobaleka iyandityumza.

"Owu Thixo, ukubona kwakho kwaye ubaleke ngaxeshanye yintlungu engathethekiyo! Kodwa le ntlungu bendiyifanele ngaphezu kweminye imiphefumlo.

Kukuba, ekubeni ndiphile ubomi bokuhlonela uThixo, ngokufuthi ndiye ndakuphepha ukwenjenjalo

umnxibelelanisi weepeccadilloes:

- ngenxa yokuhendwa,

-ngokoyika okanye-

- ngenxa yezizathu ezahlukeneyo ezingabalulekanga

 

Ngamanye amaxesha,

Ndaya kumchazi-nkonzo ukuze ndichaze izizathu zam ezibuthathaka zokungawufumani umthendeleko. Ezo zinto zisenokubonakala zincinane emphefumlweni, uThixo uzigweba ngokuqatha;

- ukubamanyanisa neembandezelo ezidlula ezinye ezininzi;

-kuba ezi ziphoso ziya ngqo kuThando.

 

«UYesu kwiSakramente eSikelelekileyo uvutha luthando kunye nomnqweno wokuzinikela kwimiphefumlo.

Kwaye ukuba umphefumlo

-ukwimeko yokuyifumana,

-kodwa akenzeli izinto ezilula, wenza indelelo.

 

Imenza buhlungu kangangokuba azive efuthaniseleka kuThando lwakhe kwaye uyatsha. Ungafumani

akukho namnye owamkela   uthando lwakhe;

umntu wokubasa lo   mlilo naye,

 

Iza kuphinda:

"Ukugqithiswa koThando lwam

- azithathelwa ngqalelo;

- bade balityalwa.

 

Kwanemiphefumlo ethi ingabafazi bam ayifuni ukundamkela. Andikwazi ukubeka ithemba lam kubo.

Owu! andithandwa; Uthando lwam alubuyi.” Kulungile ukuba ndizilungise iimpazamo zam.

INkosi yandinika ukuba ndithathe inxaxheba ekufele ukholo abandezelekayo xa engamkelwanga yimiphefumlo; ngumlilo ofana nowentlambululo-miphefumlo. "

Emveni koko ndazifumana ndisenyameni yam, ndidakumbile, ndixhwalekile;

-ukucinga ngentlungu yalo mphefumlo ulihlwempu e

-njani, kwizinto ezincinci, asinakufumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele.

 

Ekubeni ndandikushiyile ukubhala oku kulandelayo, ukuthobela kwandiyalela ukuba ndiyifake.

Ngoko ndandiphumile emzimbeni wam kwaye yayingathi kukho itheko elikhethekileyo eliqhubekayo eZulwini.

Ndimenywe kulo msitho kwaye kwabonakala kum ukuba ndicula nosikelelweyo. Kwakungekho mfuneko yokufunda, njengoko kwakukho ukufakwa ngaphakathi

Oko omnye wayecula okanye esenza, nathi sasikwazi ukwenza.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi wonke   umntu osikelelweyo wayepha

-inqaku lomculo elahlukileyo ngokwalo   ,

-okanye endaweni yoko i-symphony eyahlukileyo.

Nangona ngamnye wayekwimvisiswano egqibeleleyo nabanye.

Abanye babedlala iingoma zendumiso, abanye zozuko, abanye zokubulela, abanye zentsikelelo.

Zonke ezi symphonies zaphela kwinowuthi enye eyayiyeyoThando.

 

Le ngxelo yothando   yavakala

-ngobumnandi obuninzi kunye   namandla

-ukuba bonke abanye babe ngathi baphelile kule ngoma yoThando.

 

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba wonke umntu uyasikelelwa

- walala - emva koko walala, - wavuka,

enxiliswe yile ngoma yoThando ivumelanayo kwaye intle kangangokuba yafunxa isibhakabhaka sonke. Emva koko wanandipha, ngokungathi kunjalo, iParadesi entsha.

Kodwa ngoobani ababenelungelo

-oyena wayecula kakhulu kwaye

-abaye badlala amanqaku abo othando kuyo yonke indawo kwaye

-ngubani onike ulonwabo olungaka eZulwini?

 

Ngabo babemthanda kakhulu uThixo ngoxa babesaphila emhlabeni. Ah! yayingengabo abo bayenzileyo

- izinto ezinkulu, - izono ezinkulu okanye - imimangaliso. Kukonke!

Uthando lolo kuphela oluphakamisa ngaphezu kwazo zonke. Yonke enye into iwela ngasemva.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

- abo bathanda kakhulu,

- kunokuba abo benza okuninzi, bona basondele kakhulu eNkosini.

Ingathi ndithetha ububhanxa kodwa ndenzeni? Ukuthobela kuye kwabetha isibetho.

Kwaye ke ngubani ongaziyo ukuba izinto ezivela phezulu azinakuthethwa apha ezantsi?

Ngenxa yoko, ukuze ndingathethi obunye ubuvuvu, ndiyema apha.

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza okwethutyana kwaye wathi kum: “Ntombi yam,

imisebenzi endiyithanda kakhulu yimisebenzi efihlakeleyo. Kuba bakhululekile kwingqondo yomntu.

Zezinye zezona zinto zimnandi endizigcina entliziyweni yam.

 

Ukuba sinokuthelekisa

-Isigidi esinye semisebenzi yoluntu kunye nangaphandle

-ingaphakathi elikhethekileyo kunye nomsebenzi ofihliweyo,

izigidi zemisebenzi yangaphandle iya kuwa ngaphantsi komsebenzi ofihliweyo.

 

Oku kungenxa yokuba kusoloko kukho inxalenye yengqondo yomntu kumsebenzi wangaphandle. "

 

Ekubeni ndandingekho emzimbeni wam, Ndazifumana ndingaphakathi etempileni apho abantu abaninzi babezimase umsitho ongcwele.

Kum kwabonakala ngathi, ngemvume yabasemagunyeni, abantu banokungena baze bahlambele indawo engcwele.

Abanye abantu babebaleka kwaye betsiba kuyo yonke indawo,

- abanye basebenzise ubundlobongela kwabanye e

Abanye babeka izandla zabo kuMthendeleko oSikelelweyo nakubabingeleli.

Ndakubona oku, ndalila, ndambongoza uYehova, ndisithi:

“Musani ukuvumela abantu bahlambele iitempile zenu ezingcwele. Ngubani na owaziyo ukuba zingaphi na izohlwayo oya kubohlwaya ngazo ngenxa yobu bubi bungaka?

UYesu waphendula wathi  : “Ezi ziphoso zikhulu kangaka zibangelwa zezono zababingeleli.

Isono sikhokelela kwezinye izono kwaye sisohlwayo sabo.

Kuqala, ababingeleli bayihlambele ngasese itempile yam engcwele;

-ukuthetha izihlwele ezihlambelayo kunye

- ehamba kunye nolawulo lwesakramente ngezenzo ezingcolileyo. Oku kungcoliswa kwenziwa phantsi kwenkalo yobungcwele.

Babengangcolisi iitempile zam zamatye kuphela, kodwa noMzimba wam!

“Yonke le nto ifikelele kumarhamente.

Ngenxa yokuba babengakuqondi kubabingeleli ukukhanya okuyimfuneko ukuze babakhokele.

Bafumana ubumnyama kuphela kubo.

Amarhamente abemnyama kangangokuba ade aphulukana nokukhanya kokholo.

Ngenxa yokunqongophala koku kukhanya, umntu akanakumangaliswa koku kugqithiswa kwamangcwaba.

 

Thandazela ababingeleli

- ukuze babe kukukhanya phakathi kwabantu e

-ukuba, ukuzalwa ngokutsha ekukhanyeni, amarhamente angabuzuza ubomi kwakhona aze akwazi ukubona iimpazamo zawo.

-Babona ababingeleli babo bekhanyiselwe,

- baya kuba mathidala ukwenza ezi zinto zigqithileyo zifuna isohlwayo esikhulu.

 

Wandifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, wafika uYesu wam osikelelekileyo.

Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ubukrakra obungaka ndibunikwa zizidalwa endingakwaziyo

yiqulathe. Ngesi sizathu, ndifuna ukuba uthathe inxaxheba. Ngeli xesha, yonke into ilungile.

Kwanamalungu abefundisi

- baphulukene nesimilo sabo sobudoda kwaye

-babenesimilo sobufazi.

Kuye kube nzima ukufumana ababingeleli abangamadoda, njengoko kukho ubuninzi be-effeminate ngeenxa zonke. Owu! Hayi indlela ekuyo ngayo imeko yoluntu! "

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala. Andizange ndiyiqonde intsingiselo yento awayeyithetha kum.

kodwa intobelo yayifuna ndiyibhale phantsi.

 

Ndiqhubekeke ngokwesiqhelo ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam kubonakala ukuba kukho abantu abafuna ukundibethelela.

Njengoko babendibeka emnqamlezweni, ndayibona iNkosi yethu ngaphakathi kwam.

Inwenwele kum kwaye yandisa nam ngokunjalo.

Ezandleni zam bekukho izandla zakhe nezikhonkwane zagqobhoza izandla zam nezakhe ngaxeshanye. Ngapha koko, yonke into endiye ndahlupheka ngayo, naye uye wabandezeleka.

Zazibuhlungu ezi zinzipho ndangathi ndiyafa.

Baqhubeka abantu bendibethelela iinyawo.

Ngelo xesha ndabona uYesu, engekho nam, kodwa phambi kwam. Iimbandezelo zam

-ithathe iifom ezahlukeneyo kwaye iqaqambile

- waguqa phambi kweNkosi yethu ngesenzo sokunqula.

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

kwabo baxhamla ubabalo,

Kukukhanya, indlela. ukutya, amandla kunye nentuthuzelo. Kwabo bangayisebenzisi kakubi,

- ayikhanyi.

Kuba engenandlela phantsi kweenyawo zakhe, engenamandla, usebumnyameni ngokupheleleyo.

Umendo wakhe ujika ube ngumlilo nesohlwayo. "

 

Emva kokufumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndazibona ndikuKhanya okukhulu.

Koko kuKhanya wayekho uYesu ngokwakhe. Wathi kum   :

"Ntombi yam, konke oko kuKhanya kuphuma kum, akukho nto ivela kwisidalwa.

Masithi umntu unxibe imitha yelanga.

Bekuya kuba bubudenge ukuba ebefuna ukuzibalela ngokwakhe ukukhanya akuthandayo.

Ukuba uthe wahamba ekukhanyeni esithi:

"Ndifuna ukuhamba ebumnyameni" kuya kuba kwanele ukumzisa ebumnyameni.

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo unokurhoxa ekuKhanyeni kwam.

Kodwa ke kusebumnyameni kwaye ubumnyama bunokubangela ububi kuphela. "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, umphefumlo onomonde ekubandezelekeni ufumana ubabalo olukhulu ngakumbi

- ukuzeyisa ngokunjalo

- ubutyebi obukhulu kunye

-Uzuko olukhulu ngenxa yobomi obungunaphakade. "

 

Ndathandaza ngokungathi ndikunye neNkosi yethu kunye neenjongo zayo.

Ndacengceleza ibinzana elithi “  I believe in God  ” ngaphandle kokucinga ngento endiyithethayo. Injongo yam yayikuku

ukufumana ukholo olufanayo lukaYesu lokulungisa ukungakholwa kwabaninzi   kunye nokuzuza isipho sokholo kubo   bonke.

 

Ndazintywilisela kulo mthandazo xa uYesu wabonakala ngaphakathi kum wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, awulunganga,

Ndandingenalukholo nathemba kuba   ndinguThixo.

Bendinalo   uthando qha".

Xa ndeva igama elithi "uthando", ndatsaleleka kumbono wokuthanda nje, ngaphandle kokukhathazeka, ndongeza enye idiocy:

"Nkosi yam, ndingathanda ukufana nawe, lonke uthando kwaye akukho nto yimbi."

Emva koko uYesu waqhubeka:

“Le yinjongo yam kanye kuwe.

Kungenxa yesi sizathu ukuba ndisoloko ndibheja ngokungeniswa ngokupheleleyo. Phila kwiWill yam

- umphefumlo ufumana olona thando lugqibeleleyo;

- uyakwazi ukundithanda ngolwam uThando

- iba luthando lonke;

- uhlala enxibelelana rhoqo! Nam.

 

Kum, kunye nam nangam,

- wenza yonke into endiyifunayo;

- akafuni nto ngaphandle kweNtando yam

-apho uthando lweNkosi luphelele lufunyanwa e

-apho ikwafumaneka khona.

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo uphantse ulahlekelwe lukholo kunye nethemba.

- akasafuni kukholwa, kuba ubhaptiziwe kuThixo;

- akasafuni themba kuba sele efikelele esiphelweni sobu buhle.

Ukuba neNtando yobuThixo kukuba umphefumlo utywine ukumiselwa kwawo kwangaphambili eZulwini kunye nokuba negunya eliqinisekisiweyo likaThixo. Camngca ngale nto! "

Emveni koko ndahlala ndicinga ndithandabuza, ndizixelela ukuba: mhlawumbi ufuna ukundivavanya ukuze abone ukuba ndiza kwenza ntoni okanye andinike ithuba lokuthetha obunye ububhanxa ukuze andibonise ukuba ibhongo lam lingandibeka phi.

Noko ke, ndicinga ukuba kulungile ukuba athethe ubuvuvu kuba, ngale ndlela, uYesu utyekele ekuthetheni nam, nto leyo endenza ndivuyiswe kukuva ilizwi lakhe.

Ndiyathanda ukuva ilizwi lakhe; uyandisusa ekufeni, andimisele ebomini. Emva koko ndacinga, "Yintoni enye idiocy endinokuthi ndiyithethe?"

Emva koko uYesu wam osikelelekileyo wongeza:

"Nguwe ofuna ukundilinga hayi mna!"

Ndaziva ndibhidekile ndicinga ngale nto ndandiyixelelwe nguYesu.

Kodwa ndandiza kuxelela yonke into? Kukho izinto ezingenakuchazwa.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo   ndicamngca ngePasion yakhe.  Yeza iNkosi yethu, yathi kum: “Ntombi yam,

yena osoloko ecamngca ngePastion yam

uyayiva kuye   kwaye

unovelwano   ngam.

Ndiyithanda kakhulu kuba ndivuzwa ngako konke ukuxhwaleka kwam. Umphefumlo osoloko ucamngca ngePassion yam ngokuqhubekayo uzondla ngokutya okutyebileyo kwiincasa ezahlukeneyo kunye neecondiments.

"Endaweni yoko,

-Ebudeni bePasion yam ndandikhonkxiwe ngamatyathanga nemisonto,

-lomphefumlo uyandibamba kwaye undibuyisela inkululeko yam.

 

- Ebuyekeza inzondo, ukutshicelwa kunye nokuhlaziswa ebendisindwa ngumthwalo, uyandixabisa, uyandihlambulula kwaye uyandibeka.

- Ukubuyekeza izithuko zabo bandihluba ze bandibetha, bandiphilisa bandambesa.

-Ngoxa ndandithweswe isithsaba sameva;

Ndiye ndaphathwa njengenkosi ehlekisayo.

ukuba umlomo wam waba krakra ngomlilo, wabethelelwa emnqamlezweni;

lo mphefumlo ucamngca ngeentlungu zam zonke undithwesa uzuko nozuko

Ndibekeni njengokumkani wayo.

Ususa izikhonkwane emnqamlezweni kwaye undiphakamisele entliziyweni yakhe.

"Nanini na umphefumlo wenza oku,

Njengomvuzo, ndimnika ubabalo olutsha.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, lo mphefumlo kukutya kwam kwaye ndingowakhe.

Eyona nto ndiyithandayo,

kukuba umphefumlo uhlala ucamngca ngePassion yam. "

 

Owu! Hayi indlela endibandezeleke ngayo ngenxa yokuswela uYesu!

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide, wabonakala ngokufutshane waza wandixelela:

"Ntombi yam, ngendlela efanayo

Ukurhoxa ngokugqibeleleyo kuluphawu oluqinisekileyo lokumiselwa kwangaphambili   kweZulu,

umnqamlezo utyhala imida yoBukumkani bamaZulu.  "

 

Ukuzifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndabona izikhubekiso ezininzi ezenziwa yimiphefumlo engcwalisiweyo kunye nabantu abaleleyo kunye nosizi olukhulu oluvakaliswa nguYesu.

Ndathi kuye: "Ubomi bam obumnandi, yinyani ukuba imiphefumlo engcwalisiweyo kunye namakholwa ayakukhubekisa.

Nangona kunjalo, ubonisa intlungu kunye nosizi ngakumbi xa imiphefumlo engcwalisiweyo ikukhubekisayo. Kubonakala ngathi nina nonke nijonge le nto bayenzayo kwaye aniboni ukuba abanye benza ntoni. "

 

Waphendula uYesu wathi: “Hayi, ntombi yam, aniwuqondi umahluko phakathi kweziphoso zomphefumlo ongcwalisiweyo nezo zabanye;

Imiphefumlo engcwalisiweyo ibhengeze ukuba yeyam, iyandithanda kwaye iyandikhonza. Kwaye mna ngokwam,

-Ndibaphathise ubutyebi bobabalo lwam kwaye,

-kwabanye, iisakramente zam, njengoko kunjalo nababingeleli bam.

“Kwakhona, le miphefumlo

-umboniso wangaphandle ngowam,

kodwa ngaphakathi bakude   kum.

-Ngaphandle, babonisa ukuba bayandithanda kodwa,

ngaphakathi

bandikhubekisile, basebenzise izinto ezingcwele, ukuze banelise inkanuko yabo.

 

Ndibajongile kuba ndingabafuni

-izipho zam kunye nobabalo lwam. Nangona kunjalo, ngaphandle kwenkathalo yam,

-ukulawula ukuchitha iminikelo yam,

Kananjalo nasezintweni zangaphandle, ezibonakala ngathi zindizukisa ngazo.

Lityala elibi kakhulu eli.

Ukuba unokuyiqonda, ubuya kufa ziintlungu.

Kwelinye icala, le miphefumlo ingcolileyo iyaxela

-ezingandim,

-abandaziyo e

-abangafuni kundikhonza.

Ngenxa yoko, bakhululekile kuhanahaniso. Luhanahaniso endizisola ngalo kakhulu.

Kuba bathe àbangabam, andinako ukubathemba ngezipho zam. Noba uGrace wam ebengathanda ukubavuselela alwe nabo, olu Lubabalo abanakunikwa bona kuba abalufuni.

“Le meko inokuthelekiswa naleyo yenkosi.

owalwa imfazwe ukuze akhulule ezinye iilali zobukumkani bakhe ebukhobokeni. Ngokusetyenziswa ngamandla nangokuphalazwa kwegazi elininzi.

- wakwazi ukukhulula uninzi lwezi lali

- ezithi emva koko zigcinwe phantsi korhulumente wakhe. Inika yonke into kwaba bantu

Ukuba kuyimfuneko, ubanike indawo ekhayeni lakhe.

“Ngoku ke, ndixeleleni, ngoobani na ukumkani abeya kuba lusizi xa bemkhubekisile?

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndambona uYesu wam osikelelekileyo njengesithunzi. Wathi kum:

"   Intombi yam,

- ukuba ukutya kunokuvinjwa into yayo, e

- ukuba umntu wayidla,

ebengayi kuxhamla kuyo. Oku kutya kuya kunceda ukuvuthela isisu kuphela. Ngokufanayo, umsebenzi wenziwe

-ngaphandle komoya wangaphakathi e

-ngaphandle kwenjongo yobulungisa

baswele ubuThixo. Azinamsebenzi.

Basebenza kuphela ekuvutheleni umntu kwaye babenze umonakalo omkhulu kunokulunga. "

 

Ndiqhubeka ndikwimeko yam ehlwempuzekileyo, ndizele bubukrakra ngokuphantse ukuhluthwa kukaYesu onobubele, ndambona njengophanyazo.

Wathi kum:

"   Intombi yam,

intobelo inika umphefumlo

eqinile

oko kukuthi, yomelele kwaye yomelele,   ngaloo ndlela

ukuba zonke izinto zibonakala zibubudenge

- phambi kwamandla angcwele enawo.

 

Umphefumlo othobelayo unokulawula yonke into kwaye akukho nto inokuphazamisa. ”Akuba etshilo, wanyamalala.

 

Ndisebugxwayibeni, ndambona uYesu wam osikelelweyo.

Kwaba ngathi uguquke waba ndim, ngoko

- ukuba waphefumla, ndeva umoya wakhe kum;

-ukuba ushukumise ingalo, ndayiva ingalo yakhe kweyam; kwaye nangokunjalo.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombazana yam, uyabona ukuba ndisondele kangakanani kuwe? Yindlela endifuna ukunibona ngayo nimanyene nam.

Nangona kunjalo, musa ukukholelwa ukuba unokukwenza oku kuphela xa uthandaza okanye ubandezeleka. Hayi, unokuhlala usenza loo nto.

-Ukuba uhamba,

- ukuba uyaphefumla,

-ukuba usebenza,

- ukuba uyadla,

- ukuba uyalala,

konke oku kufuneka ukwenze

-ngokungathi ndiyenzile ebuntwini bam,

-ngokungathi wonke umsebenzi wakho   ngowam.

 Akukho nto iza kubanjwa ngolu hlobo  .

Yonke into oyenzayo kufuneka ibe ngathi ifakwe kwiqokobhe. Ngokuvula eli qokobhe, kufuneka kufumaneke kuphela isiqhamo somsebenzi wobuthixo.

 

Kuya kufuneka wenze yonke into ngale ndlela kwaye

- ngokuthanda zonke izidalwa,

-ngokungathi uBuntu bam buhlala kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Ukuba uyenza ngam yonke loo nto,

- kwanezona zenzo zingakhathaliyo e

-eyona incinci

ndifumane iimfanelo zoBuntu bam.

“Ekubeni ndinguThixo, yonke into yayindiphethe ngaphakathi kwam.

- ekuphefumleni kwam, ndandiphethe ukuphefumla komntu wonke;

- kwiintshukumo zam, iintshukumo zomntu ngamnye;

-kwiingcinga zam, iingcinga zomntu wonke.

Ngenxa yoko, yonke into yabuyiselwa kwaye yangcwaliswa ndim.

"Ukusebenza ngokupheleleyo ngenjongo yokundiwela,

uya kuthwala zonke izidalwa ezingaphakathi   kuwe;

umsebenzi wakho wohanjiswa ukuze kulungelwe   bonke.

Ngoko ke, nokuba abanye abandinikanga nto, ndozamkela zonke izinto kuni. "

Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

Bendifuna ukunqanda ukubhala ezi zinto zibonwayo

oko kwakubonakala kum kwaye

ukuba ndandingazi ukuba ndingazichaza njani ngokucacileyo. Yanga yonke into ingaluzuko   lukaThixo!

 

Ekubeni ndandihluthiwe uYesu wam osikelelekileyo, ndandinexhala ndaziva ndinentlungu enkulu.

Owu Thixo, ezinjani zona iintlungu!

Ezinye iintlungu xa zithelekiswa nale zizithunzela kuphela kunye neziqabu. Kuphela yintlungu yokuswela kwakho kunokubizwa ngokuba yintlungu.

Ndithe ndisathetha oku kum, uYesu wathi kum ngaphakathi:

"Ufuna ntoni? Thatha lula! Thatha lula! Unam apha!

Andinani nedwa, ndiphakathi kwenu.

 

Ngenxa yoko, andifuni kukubona unexhala. Yonke into mayibe bubumnandi noxolo kuwe.

Ngale ndlela kuya kuba nokwenzeka ukuthetha ngawe oko kuthethiweyo ngam:

- Akukho nto ithontsiza kum ngaphandle kobusi nobisi.

-Ubusi lufuzisela ubumnandi kunye

- ubisi, uxolo.

Yile nto ivuzayo emehlweni am, emlonyeni, nakuwo wonke umsebenzi wam.

Ukuba ubonakalisa nelona cebiso lincinci lexhala kunye nobukrakra  ,   uyamhlazisa lowo uhlala kuwe.

 

“ Ndiyabuthanda obu bumnandi kunye nokuzola kakhulu

-  ukuba andinakuzamkela ezi ndlela zinobuntununtunu, zobundlobongela neziyatha

 

Ndifuna nje ukwamkela iindlela zobubele nezinoxolo   kuba ububele noxolo zizinto ezidibanisa iintliziyo. Emva koko ndinokuthi: "Kulo mphefumlo kukho umnwe kaThixo".

"Ngaphezu koko,

ukuba   andizithandi   ezi ndlela zixakayo nezirhuqwayo  ,

izidalwa nazo azikholisekanga.

 

Othetha asebenze ngezinto zikaThixo

-engenabubele nenzolo

- ibonisa ukuba iminqweno yakhe ayilungelelananga.

Yaye ukuba umntu akayalelwanga, akanako ukukhuthaza ucwangco kwabanye. Ngokulandelayo

-ukuba ufuna ukundihlonipha,

- jonga yonke into ekuwe engeyobumnandi noxolo. "

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yokuswelwa ngokupheleleyo kukaYesu wam, ndathi kuye ngaphakathi kwam:

"Bomi bobomi bam, kutheni ungezi?"

Uyenze lukhuni intliziyo yakho, ungandiva! Ziphi izithembiso zakho?

Uphi uThando lwakho, ekubeni undishiya ndilahlwe kangaka emhadini weentsizi zam? Ubundithembisile ukuba awusoze undishiye; ubuthe uyandithanda kakhulu.

Kwaye ngoku? Undixelele ngokwakho

ukuba ngokuthe rhoqo unokwazi ukuba umntu uyamthanda ngokwenene   kwaye

ukuba akukho kuzingisa, akukho nto inokugqityezelwa ngothando lwakhe.

 

Ukuba ufuna ukuqina kum, kutheni na wena, ubumba ubomi bam, ukhanyela kum? "

Ndithe ndisathetha njalo, kwangena uYesu kum, wandixhasa ngengalo yakhe, wathi kum:

 

"Ndikuwe kwaye ndiyazifihla ukuze ndikubone ukuba wenzani. Andizange ndikukhumbule ngandlela-thile.

 okanye kwizithembiso zam  ,

okanye   kwiNqaku lam,

okanye ekuzimiseni kwam. Ngaphaya koko

-ukuba wenza ngokungafezeki kum,

-Ndenza yonke into ngokugqibeleleyo kuwe. Oko watshoyo, wanyamalala.

 

Ukuqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndandinengcwangu ngakumbi kunangaphambili ngenxa yokungabikho kukaYesu wam.

Ngaloo ndlela, ngephanyazo, ndaziva ndixakeke ngokupheleleyo kukuthanda kukaThixo. Ndaqala ndaziva ndixolile ngaphakathi kwam kangangokuba ndandingasaziva nam.

Ndandingene ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando yobuThixo, nangona ndandisiva ubunzima bukaYesu.

Ndazixelela oku: “Ngamandla angakanani, onjani wona ukuthakatha, mtsalane onjani na obandakanya le ntando kaThixo, ukusa kwinqanaba lokundenza ndizilibale!

Ndithe ndisenjalo, wangena uYesu kum, wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, owu! Hayi indlela iNtando yobuThixo ekukuphela kwayo kokutya okunencasa okuqulathe zonke iincasa ezifanelekileyo emphefumlweni!

Fumana ukutya okumnandi kwaye uzole.

Apho ufumana ukutya kwakhe aze acinge ngokutya ngokucothayo enganqweneli nto yimbi.

Utyekelo lwakhe alusafumani ndawo yakuzibonakalalisa kuba lufumene indlela yokuzanelisa.

Akasayi kuba sanqwenela, kuba wayishiya ngasemva, lowo wayemthuthumbisa ngaphambili.

Wafumana iNtando yobuThixo eyenza ulonwabo lwakhe.

Wabushiya ubuhlwempu waza wafumana ubutyebi, kungekhona abantu, kodwa obuvela kuThixo.

"Ngamafutshane, umphefumlo ufumana ukutya kwawo kwintando kaThixo,

oko kukuthi, umsebenzi ahlala exakekile yaye ezinikele kuwo. Kwakhona ufumana ukwaneliseka kwakhe noko amele   akwenze.

Funda ukuqhubeka ufunda kwaye uhlale uxabisa izinto ezintsha.

Ukusuka kwisayensi encinci, ufunda isayensi enkulu. Ukususela kwizinto ezincinci ukuya kwezinkulu.

Ukusuka kwincasa enye siqhubela phambili kwiincasa eziphezulu.

Kwaye uhlala enokungcamla okuninzi kulo moya weNtando yobuThixo! "

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndabona ngokufutshane uYesu osikelelweyo. Wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, ukuba umphefumlo uyoyika, luphawu lokuba uzithemba kakhulu.

-Fumana kubuthathaka bakhe kunye nosizi, ke ngoko,

- ngokuqinisekileyo kwaye ngokuchanekileyo, uyoyika.

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, umphefumlo awoyiki nto, luphawu lokuba ubeka ithemba lawo lonke kuThixo, iinkxwaleko nobuthathaka bawo bulahlekile kuThixo.

Uziva ambethe uBume obungcwele.

Ayisengomphefumlo osebenzayo, kodwa nguThixo osemphefumlweni. Yintoni anokoyika?

Ukuthembela ngokwenene kuThixo kuvelisa uBomi obungcwele emphefumlweni. "

 

Emva kokuba ndifunde ukuba umphefumlo wawuneengxaki malunga nayo yonke into kwaye   woyika ngenxa yokuba, kuye, yonke into yayisisono, ndazixelela:

“Hayi indlela endithetha ngayo. Ndingathanda kwakhona ukucinga ukuba yonke into iyisono ukuba ulumke ngakumbi ukuba ungamkhubekisi uYehova   ».

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, oku akuyomfuneko.

Umphefumlo ocinga ngolu hlobo uye emva kwexesha endleleni eya ebungcweleni. Ekuphela kobungcwele bokwenyaniso

-ukufumana

-njengembonakaliso yothando lukaThixo yonke into eyenzekayo,

kwanezona zinto zingakhathaliyo ezifana, umzekelo, ukufumana ukutya okulungileyo okanye ukutya okuncinci okumnandi.

 

Uthando lukaThixo lubonakala kwincasa, kuba nguThixo ovelisa incasa elungileyo.

Usithanda isidalwa kangangokuba simkholise kwizinto eziphathekayo.

Uthando lobuThixo nalo luzibonakalisa kwiintlungu. Kukwayimfuneko ukuthanda uThixo kule meko.

 

Ndifuna umphefumlo ufane nam nasekuzibulaleni.

“Uthando lukaThixo luyazibonakalisa

- xa umntu ephakanyisiwe okanye

-xa ethotyiwe,

- xa isempilweni okanye

- xa   egula,

-xa sisityebi   okanye

-xa ihlwempuzekile.

 

Into efanayo kumphefumlo, ukubona, ulwimi, yonke into. Umphefumlo ufanele

- ukufumana yonke into njengembonakaliso yothando lukaThixo e

- ukubuyisela yonke into kuThixo njengembonakaliso yothando lwakhe.

 

Umphefumlo ufanele

-Yamkela yonke into njengamaza othando lukaThixo kwaye, ngokunjalo,

-Uthumela uthando lwakhe kuThixo.

"Owu! Ziintlambululo zezinye iibhafu la mazaza othando!

-hlambulula umphefumlo,

-ngcwalisa kwaye

- wenza inkqubela enkulu kangangokuba awuqapheli nokuqaphela.

 

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo uphila ubomi baseZulwini ngaphezu kobo basemhlabeni. Yiyo ke le nto ndiyifunayo kuwe, kungekhona iingcamango zesono. "

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuncamathela kwezidalwa ekwanelisekeni kwazo buqu kangangokuba ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndibambe   izipho zam.

 

Ingaba lonto yi,

endaweni yokuncamathela kumnikeli, bancamathele kwiminikelo   ;

thanda kwaye

ukukhubekisa   onikelayo.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

ukuba bathe bazuza   izipho zam,

bayisebenzisela ukuvuselela   iminqweno yabo.

 

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, abalufumani uvuyo kulo, baphelelwa ngumdla kulo.

Ulwaneliseko lwabo lobuqu yinto yesibini kubo, abazi ukuba bangalufumana phi ulonwabo lokwenyani.

Kunzima

-ukuba baqonde iziyolo ezifanele uthando lukaThixo;

- nakwizinto ezingcwele.

Ukwamkela izipho zam, imibulelo kunye neziphoso,

- kufuneka bangayilungeli

-funa ukuzonwabisa kwakho kuphela.

 

mabagqale njengesipho esivela kuThixo;

-khonza ukuthanda uYehova kakhulu,

- ukulungele ukuzincama ngenxa yalo Love efanayo. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndambona uYesu wam esikelelekileyo waza wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, indlela ebendibathanda ngayo abantu!

-khohlakele,

- ithotyiwe kwaye

- ngaphandle kwethemba lozuko novuko. Ukuze ndibasindise, ndandifuna ukubandezeleka

-konke ukuthotywa   kuBuntu bam,

- ngakumbi ukukhulula, ukutywatyushwa kunye   nokohlwaywa.

 

Kwakhona ndabethwa, kangangokuba ubuntu bam baphantse batshatyalaliswa.

Konke oku, ukuze

-ukuvuselela ubuntu babo,

bazele bubomi, nembeko, nozuko, kuse ebomini obungunaphakade. Ngendibenzele ntoni endingazange ndibenzele zona?"

 

Emva kokufunda ezininzi ubomi abangcwele kuquka

- ukubandezeleka okufunayo e

-obunye ubuncinci,

Ndazibuza lo mbuzo ngaphakathi:

"Yeyiphi eyona ndlela ilungileyo yobungcwele endinayo?" Andizange ndikwazi ukuwuphendula lo mbuzo, ndaziva ndonwabile.

Ukuzikhulula kule ngcinga kwaye ndicinge ngokuthanda uYesu kuphela, ndazixelela:

"Andifuni kunqwenela nantoni na kodwa

-thanda uYesu kwaye

- ukuzalisekisa intando yakhe ngokugqibeleleyo. "

Ngelixa ndandintywiliselwe kolu kucamngca, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza wathi kum:

 

"Ndiyakuthanda kwiWill yam.

Anazi na ukuba ukhozo lwengqolowa alungcwatywa luze lungafi ngokupheleleyo, alunako ukuvelisa ubomi obutsha luphinde luphindeke?

Ngokunjalo

- ukuba umphefumlo awungcwatywa kwintando yam,

- oko kukuthi, ukuba akafi ngokupheleleyo kuye,

-ukufaka intando yakhe kum,

ayinakuvelisa ubomi obutsha bobuthixo ngokupheleleyo

- ngokuveliswa kwazo zonke izidima zikaKristu - ezibubungcwele benene.

"Intando yam kufuneka ibe litywina elimangalisayo

- nayiphi na ithowuni yangaphandle e

- zonke ingaphakathi zakho.

Kwaye   xa yonke into ekuwe ihlaziywe, uya kufumana uthando lokwenyani.

Apha kulapho kufumaneka khona obona ngcwele kubo bonke isidalwa esinokunqwenela kubo. "

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndathi kuYesu:

Nkosi yam, mandibe ngowakho konke, ungandehlukanisa nawe, ungandivumeli ndibe luviko olukwenza ube nomsindo, ukruquke, ndikukhathaze;

-ukukuxhasa xa udiniwe kwaye unzima,

-ukukuthuthuzela xa ubandezelekile, e

-ukonwaba xa ucekiswa zizidalwa. "

Akuba etshilo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, lowo unomnqweno oqhubekayo wokundithanda

-uhlala ekunye nam kwaye

- ayinakuze ibe liva elindikhathazayo.

 

Kunoko, sisikhuthazo esindixhasayo, esindithuthuzelayo, esindiphululayo nesindiqinisekisayo kuba uthando lokwenene lunamandla okwenza lowo ndimthandayo onwabe.

Lowo undithandayo usoloko akanako

- Uxolo o

- iyandicekisa

ngokuba uthando lubamba umntu wakhe ephela.

 

Wayenokwenza izinto ezincinci endingathandiyo kwaye angaqapheli. Kodwa uthando lunamandla okuhlambulula oku, ukuze ndihlale ndifumana ulonwabo lwam kuloo mntu. "

 

Ndaphila iintsuku ezikrakra ngenxa yokuhluthwa okungapheliyo kukaYesu osikelelekileyo.

Ngamaxesha ngamaxesha, njengombane, wabonakala ngokufutshane. Emva koko, ngokukhawuleza,

- wazifihla ngaphakathi kwam ngokuzola okukhulu,

- kangangokuba andizange ndiyibone.

 

Emva kokumlinda ixesha elide, ndambona, kodwa wayekrakra kwaye ethule. Mna:"Khawutsho yintoni le ikuvisa ubuhlungu obungaka?

Emva koko, ngokuthandabuza nangokufuna nje ukundikholisa, wathi kum:

"Oh! ntombi yam, awuyazi into eza kwenzeka.

Kananjalo, ukuba bendikuqononondisile, ubuya kuwuthomalalisa umsindo wam, ndingabi nakuyenza into endiyifunayo. Kungoko ndithe cwaka.

Zola malunga nendlela endikunye nawe ngayo kweli xesha lifutshane. Yiba nesibindi, kuba kuya kuba krakra kakhulu kuwe.

Yenza njengomdlali obalaseleyo,

- usaphila ngesisa e

- ukufela kwiWill yam ndingalila nokulila.

Emva kokuthetha oku,

UYesu wazifihla nangaphakathi   kum.

endishiya ndinxunguphele ndingakwazi nozilela   ukuvinjwa kwakhe.

 

Kungentobelo kuphela le nto ndibhala oku njengoko, kangangexesha elithile, bendiphantse ndaphuma emzimbeni wam.

Mhlawumbi ibiliphupha nje, kodwa ingathi ndilibonile

- iindawo ezinqabileyo,

-izixeko ezingenabantu,

-izitalato zonke azinabahambi ngeenyawo e

-abaninzi abafayo.

Ummangaliso wam wawusithi ndisamangele.

Ndikwanqwenela ukuxelisa uYesu wam olungileyo kwaye ndihlale ndithule kwaye ndithule. Isizathu sayo yonke lento andisazi.

UYesu, ukukhanya kwam, akazange athethe nto kum. Ndibhala ezi zinto nje ngokuthobela.

Deo enkosi! (Enkosi Thixo!).

 

Ndaqhubeka ndithule, ndachitha iintsuku ezininzi ndinobukrakra obukhulu. Yayingathi ingaphakathi lam libethwe ngumbane.

Andikwazanga ukubuyela emva okanye phambili.

Andazi ukuba ndingayichaza njani into eyenzeka kum ngaphakathi. Kwaye ndicinga ukuba kuhle ukuba ndithule ngale nto.

Xa uYesu wam osikelelekileyo efika ngale ntsasa, wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

ongayiyo inceba yam, udla ubomi njengeentaka ezidla inyama;

- uphila   ngokuphanga,

-ba   ubabalo lwam,

-andazi kwaye,

- ekugqibeleni, undikhubekise. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo

Ndafumanisa ukuba isixeko sasekhaya sasinobhubhani, yaye kwezinye iindawo, wawubulala abantu abaninzi.

Ngoko ndacela iNkosi Yethu ukuba inkholise ngokusindisa amaxhoba kwaye indenze ndibandezeleke endaweni yawo.

 

Ke kaloku, ndisathetha kuye, uYesu wandenza iintlungu, waza wathi kum:

"Intombi yam, kwakudala,

Ndathi ukufa komntu kuyimfuneko ukuze kusindiswe izixeko. Le yayiyinyaniso, kodwa yayingaqondwa ngelo xesha.

Ngalo lonke ixesha kwakuyimfuneko ukuba umntu abandezeleke ngenxa yabanye.

'Yamkeleka,

-Lo mntu kufuneka azinikele ngokuzithandela;

kuphela ngenxa yothando lukaThixo nabazalwana bakhe.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwakhe

- musa ukulingana nokubandezeleka kwabanye;

- kunoko, bayabagqitha kwaye akukho xabiso lilingana nabo.

 

Ngaba ucinga ukuba ukubandezeleka kwakho kwanele? Hayi.

Ukuba bendinokuwuphelisa ngokupheleleyo lo bhubhani, beziya kuphela njani ezi zixeko? Owu! Yeha kubo, izinto ziya kuba mbi ngakumbi! "

 

Ngenye imini xa ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

uYesu wam olungileyo wazibonakalisa kum, wandiphulula endincamisa.

 

Wayenza yacaca kum into yokuba, njengoko uMama wayegula kakhulu, wayeza kuza amthathe.

Ndandula ke ndathi kuye: “Nkosi yam, uyafuna wena yaye ndiyakunika. Noko ke, andifuni ukuba uyithwale kwangoko.

Ngaphezu kwako konke, ndifuna ukuvuzwa ngesi sipho ndikunika sona.

Ndifuna ukuba uyamkele ngqo eZulwini, ngaphandle kokuyivumela ukuba idlule kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.

Kwaye oku,

- ngeendleko zokubandezeleka kwam,

- oko kukuthi, ndifuna ukwenza inguquko endaweni yakhe ».

UYesu usikelelwe   wathi kum: "Ntombi yam, ndifuna ukuyenza".

 

Emva koko ndaqhubeka nomthandazo wam ngokumxelela:

"Sithandwa sam,

-Intliziyo yam yayinokumbona njani umama ebandezeleka kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo, lo wabandezeleka kangaka neenyembezi ezininzi ngenxa yam?

-Bubunzima bombulelo obundityhalayo kwaye bundinyanzele.

Kuzo zonke ezinye izinto wenza unothanda, kodwa kule nto andinikezeli. Uya kundonwabisa ukuba wenze le nto ndiyifunayo. "

UYesu   uyaqhubeka:

"Sithandwa sam, musani ukungamkeleki:

- awukhathali,

-Undibuza kakhulu e

-uyandinyanzela ukuba ndikholise wena! "

 

Kuyo yonke into endamxelela yona uYesu akazange andiphendule ethe ngqo ndalila okosana.

Ndabuza ndambuza ndimnika

-ngomzuzu ngomzuzu,

- iyure emva kweyure,

konke oko wabandezelekayo ngenkanuko yakhe.

 

Ndasebenzisa iimbandezelo zakhe

-emphefumlweni kamama

- ukwenzela ukuba ihlanjululwe kwaye ihonjiswe  .

Ngale ndlela, ndandinethemba lokuba uya kuyifumana le nto ndiyicelileyo.

Ezosula iinyembezi zam, uYesu wongeza wathi:

"Sithandwa sam, musa ukukhala; ndikuthanda kakhulu! Andikwazanga ukukukholisa?

 

Ngalo mnikelo uqhubekayo wePastion yam,

Andizange ndiphoswe kuko konke oko ndandihlupheka ngenxa yoncedo lukanyoko.

Umphefumlo wakhe wahlala untywiliselwe kulwandle olukhulu.

 

Kwaye olu lwandle luyaluhlamba, luhombise, lutyebise kwaye lukhukulise ngokukhanya. Ukuqinisekisa ukuba uyandithanda xa efile

uya kumangaliswa ngumlilo oya kuziva uvutha kuwo. "

Ndandonwabile, kodwa andiqinisekanga.

Kaloku uYesu akazange andiqinisekise ukuba uya kumsa ngqo eZulwini.

 

Ziinyanga ezimbini ndigqibe ukubhala. Kukucekisa okukhulu kwaye kukuthobela kuphela ukuba ndibuyele emsebenzini. Indlela endisindwa ngayo!

Ndicinga, ndathi kuYesu wam:

"Jonga indlela endikuthanda ngayo kunye nendlela uthando lwam olukhula ngayo, kuba,

- ngenxa yothando kuphela kuwe,

Ndiyazithoba kweli   dini linzima.

Nangona kunzima ukuba ndiqale ukubhala kwakhona, ndifuna ukukuxelela

"  Ndiyakuthanda  ."

Andikhumbuli yonke into eyenzekayo.

Ndizakuxela okwenzekayo ukusukela mhla ndacela uYesu wam ukuba amse ngqo eZulwini umama, ngaphandle kokuba adlule kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo. Nangona kunjalo, izinto zincinci kwinkumbulo yam.

KwakungoMatshi 19, usuku olunikezelwe kwiSt Joseph.

Ekuseni, xa ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uMama wadlula kobu bomi waya kolandelayo.

 

Endibonisa ukuba wayemthwele, wasikelelwa uYesu wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, uMdali usibuyisela isidalwa sakhe".

Ngeli xesha,

-Ndaziva nditshiswa ngaphakathi nangaphandle ngumlilo oshushu kangangokuba ndaziva ndicwebezela amathumbu nomzimba wam wonke.

 

Ukuba ndiyityile into,

-uye waba ngumlilo wangaphakathi kwaye

- Ndanyanzeleka ukuba ndiyilahle ngoko nangoko.

Lo mlilo wandidla, kodwa wandishiya ndiphila.

Owu! Ndiqonde njani ukuba yintoni umlilo wentlambululo-miphefumlo:

ngelixa idlayo, sinika   ubomi.

Yenza umsebenzi wokutya, amanzi, ukufa kunye nobomi!

Phezu kwayo yonke into, ndonwabile kule meko.

Kodwa andizange ndimbone apho uYesu wayemsa khona umama, uvuyo lwam lwalungaphelelanga. Ndandicinga ukuba ukubandezeleka kwam kwakuvela kumama, ndicinga ukuba ukwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.

 

Ukubona uYesu esikelelekile kwezintsuku, akazange andishiye ndedwa. Ndalila ndamxelela:

"Sthandwa sam uythathephi? Ndiyavuya uyithathile, kodwa ukuba awunayo nawe andikwazi ukumelana nayo. Ndizoqhubeka nokulila ude undiphendule kulo mba."

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba uYesu wayevuya ngeenyembezi zam. Wandosula iinyembezi wathi kum:

Musa ukoyika, ntombi yam;

Hlala uzolile kwaye xa upholile, ndiza kukubonisa. Uya konwaba kakhulu.

Kwakhona, umlilo owuvayo uya kuba bubungqina bokuba ndikwanelise. "

Kodwa ke ndandilila, ingakumbi xa ndimbona, kuba ndandivakalelwa kukuba kukho into engekhoyo kulonwabo lwakhe.

Ndalila kakhulu kangangokuba abantu ababeze kundibona babecinga ukuba ndikhalela ububele bam ngenxa yakhe nokuzisola ngokuphulukana naye. Bacaphuka kancinane, becinga ukuba andiphili ngokuvisisana nokuthanda kukaThixo, kodwa enyanisweni ndandiqubha kuye kunanini na ngaphambili.

Noko ke, andikhange ndifune kusabela nakweyiphi na inkundla yabantu, kuba bonke bangamaxoki, kodwa kuphela yiNkundla Engcwele, kuba oku kuyinyaniso. UYesu wam olungileyo akazange andigwebe.

Bendinosizi kwaye, ukuze ndizixhase,

weza   rhoqo,

kundinika amathuba angakumbi   okulila.

Ukuba ebengafikanga ngendingenamntu wokulila naye ngalento bendifuna yenzeke.

Emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa, uYesu wam olungileyo weza waza wandixelela:

“Ntombi yam, ndicela uzithuthuzele.

Ndifuna ukukuxelela ndikubonise apho akhoyo umamakho.

Ngaphambi nasemva kokumthabatha kunye nam, wandinika konke endifaneleyo nokubandezeleka ebomini bam ngenxa yakhe.

Ngenxa yoko, kwinqanaba elikulo ngoku, lithatha inxaxheba kuko konke uBuntu bam olwenzileyo nolwalonwabelayo.

Noko ke, ubuThixo bam busafihlakele kuye, kodwa buza kutyhilwa kuye kungekudala.

Umlilo owabandezelekayo kunye nemithandazo yakho yasebenza ukukhulula umama wakho kwiintlungu ezininzi zeemvakalelo eziye zafunyanwa ngumntu wonke. "

Ngeli xesha,

Kwangathi ndibona umama kwindawo enkulu. Kwesi sithuba kwakukho ulonwabo nolonwabo oluhambelana nabo bonke

amagama, iingcinga, inkangeleko, imisebenzi, iintlungu, ukubetha kwentliziyo, njl. yoBuntu obungcwele   bukaYesu.

Nam ndaqonda

-ukuba obu Buntu bungcwele yiparadesi ephakathi yabasikelelekileyo kunye

-ukuba wonke umntu, ukuze angene kwiparadesi yobuThixo bakhe, makaqale adlule kwiparadesi yoBuntu bakhe.

 

Kwelinye icala, kumama yayililungelo elikhethekileyo, elaligcinelwe kuphela abambalwa ekungeyomfuneko ukuba babe namava entlambululo-miphefumlo.

Kwakhona ndandiqonda kakuhle ukuba wayengekho kwintuthumbo, kodwa kwezolonwabo. Noko ke, uvuyo lwakhe lwalungagqibelelanga, kodwa lwaluyinxenye.

Ndaqhubeka ndingcungcutheka iintsuku ezilishumi elinambini, kangangokuba ndandiziva ngathi ndiza kufa.

Ikwakukuthobela okwangenelela ukuze ndingaqhawuki umsonto wobomi owawusandibambile. Emva koko ndabuyela kwimeko yam yendalo. Andazi ukuba kutheni intobeko isoloko indiphazamisa ekuyeni eZulwini.

UYesu wam olungileyo wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, oSikelelweyo weZulu bandinika uzuko olukhulu ngomanyano olugqibeleleyo lwentando yabo kunye neyam.

Kuba ubomi babo buyimveliso yoMyolelo wam.

Kukho imvisiswano enkulu phakathi kwam nam kangangokuba ukuphefumla kwabo, iintshukumo zabo, ulonwabo lwabo kunye nayo yonke into ebumba ulonwabo lwabo zisisiphumo seNtando yam.

“Imiphefumlo esabahambi,

- bamanyana kunye neWill yam

- ukuze ungaze uhlukane nayo.

Ubomi babo buvela eZulwini kwaye kubo ndifumana uzuko olufana nolo ndilufumana kwabasikelelweyo. Nangona kunjalo, ndiziva ndonwabile kwaye ndaneliseka ngakumbi   kubo,

-kuba abasikelelweyo baseZulwini benza ntoni na,

bayenza ngaphandle kwamadini bevuya. Kwelinye icala, yintoni eyenziwa yimiphefumlo yabahambi ngezonqulo,

- bayenza ngedini kwaye

-kunye nokubandezeleka.

 

Kwaye apho kukho umbingelelo, ndivuya kakhulu kwaye ndifumana uvuyo olungakumbi. Abasikelelwe ngokwabo, kuba bahlala kwintando yam,

yenza ubomi obufanayo kunye nam   kwaye,

njalo, babelana ngoyolo oluza kum oluvela kwimiphefumlo yabahambi.

Ndikhumbula ukuba ngesinye isihlandlo, ndisoyikela ukuba oko ndandikubona kungumsebenzi kasathana, uYesu olungileyo wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, nosathana uyakwazi ukuthetha ngesidima. Nangona kunjalo, xa ethetha ngayo, uyayishiya emphefumlweni.

- ukuzonda kunye nentiyo yezi mpawu zifanayo. Ngaloo ndlela, umphefumlo ohluphekileyo ukwimeko

-ukuchasana e

- abangenamandla okwenza okulungileyo.

 

Kwelinye icala, xa indim othethayo,

Ilizwi lam   liyiNyaniso,

uzele   buBomi,

asiyondawo ekusingwa kuyo, echumileyo.

Xa ndithetha, ndifaka uthando kunye nesidima emphefumlweni.

Inyaniso ingamandla, ukukhanya, inkxaso kunye nendalo yesibini yomphefumlo ovumela ukuba ukhokelwe yiyo. "

Ukuqhubeka nebali lam, ndizothi kwakusele kudlule intsuku ezilishumi umama eswelekile, utata naye wagula kakhulu.

INkosi yandenza ndaqonda ukuba naye uya kufa.

Ndayinikela eNkosini kwangaphambili ndaza ndaphinda yonke into endayenzela umama, ukuze naye angayi kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.

Noko ke, iNkosi yayimathidala kakhulu yaye ayizange indiphulaphule. Ndandisoyika kakhulu, nangona yayingengokhuseleko lwakhe.

Kuba, malunga neminyaka elishumi elinesihlanu ngaphambili, uYesu olungileyo wandenza isithembiso esinzulu sokuba kubo bonke abangabam, akukho namnye uya kulahleka. Ngenxa yoko andiloyiki usindiso lwakhe.

 

Noko ke, ndandiyoyika kakhulu indawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo. Ndandithandaza ngokuqhubekayo, kodwa uYesu olungileyo wayengafane eze.

Kwakungomhla weshumi elinesithandathu ekuguleni kukaTata, xa wayesifa, wathi uYesu esikelelekileyo wazibonakalisa, enobubele yaye enxibe ezimhlophe ngokungathi ulungele itheko.

Wathi kum: "Namhlanje ndiyamthambisa uyihlo, kodwa ngenxa yothando lwakho ndizodibana naye

- kungekhona njengomgwebi,

-kodwa njengoyise onobubele Ngoko ke ndiya kumamkela ezandleni zam. "

 

Ndazingisa kumbuzo wentlambululo-miphefumlo, kodwa, ndinganikelanga ngqalelo kum, yathi shwaka.

Njengoko utata wafayo, andizange ndibandezeleke njengaxa kwasweleka umama. Yiloo nto ke ndaqonda ukuba utata wayeye kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.

Ndathandaza ndathandaza, kodwa uYesu wabonakala ngokufutshane kakhulu, engandinikanga xesha lanto. Kuba oko ndandingakwazi nokukhala, kuba ndandingenamntu wokulila: wayesiva isikhalo sam ukuba ndibaleke.

Ubulungisa obuthandekayo bukaThixo ngeendlela zakhe!

Emva kweentsuku ezimbini zentlungu yangaphakathi, ndabona uYesu esikelelekileyo.

Ndithe ndisambuza ngotata ndeva ilizwi lakhe ngathi usemva koYesu lilila licela uncedo. Ngelo xesha banyamalala bobabini. Ndahlala ndinentlungu engathethekiyo emphefumlweni ndathandaza kakhulu. '

Kwiintsuku ezisixhenxe kamva, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam, ndazibona ndingaphakathi kwecawa apho kwakukho imiphefumlo eliqela kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.

Ndacela iNkosi Yethu ukuba ivumele ubawo ukuba enze intlambululo-miphefumlo kweli bandla, kuba ndiye ndakwazi ukubona ukuba imiphefumlo ekwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo esecaweni ihlala ithuthuzelwa yimithandazo neendimbane ezibhiyozelwa apho;

Bathuthuzelwa ngakumbi buBukho bomthendeleko bukaYesu, obuyintuthuzelo ethe rhoqo kubo! Ngaloo mzuzu ndabona ubawo enentlonipho kwaye iNkosi yethu yambeka kufutshane nentente yokuhlangana. Lo mbono ndashiyeka ndinentlungu enganeno entliziyweni yam.

Ndisakhumbula kakuhle ukuba uYesu waqala wandenza ndakuqonda ukuxabiseka kokubandezeleka ndaza ndamcela ukuba enze wonke umntu aqonde ukulunga okukhulu okukhoyo.

 

Wayethe kum: Ntombi yam, umnqamlezo sisiqhamo ngaphandle esizele ngameva nobukrakra. Noko ke, ukongezelela kumeva nesigqubuthelo, kukho isiqhamo esixabisekileyo nesigqwesileyo esinokungcamla kuphela ngabo banomonde wokoyisa ukungonwabi kwameva aso.

 

Ngabo kuphela abanokufumanisa imfihlelo yalo mmangaliso kunye nencasa yesi siqhamo. Nabani na othe wayifumanisa le mfihlelo uyigcina ngothando nenkanuko, ekhangela esi siqhamo engakhange aphawule ameva. Bonke abanye abantu bajonge esi siqhamo ngokudelela nokudelela. "

Ndathi kuYesu:

"Nkosi yam emnandi, yintoni imfihlelo kwisiqhamo soMnqamlezo?"

 

Wandixelela oku: “Imfihlelo yakhe ikwiingqekembe ezininzi ezifunyanwa ngumphefumlo apho, emehlweni.

- ukungena kwakhe eParadesi e

- yolonwabo lwakhe olungunaphakade.

Ngezi ziqwenga, umphefumlo uba sisityebi kwaye usikelelwe ngonaphakade. "

Yonke into endiyikhumbulayo, ndiyikhumbula ngendlela ebhidekileyo kwaye ayicwangciswanga kakuhle engqondweni yam. Kule nto ndiyiyeka apha.

 

Ndizibone ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ndambona uYesu wam osikelelweyo okomzuzwana ndathandaza kuye nam ndithandazela   nabanye.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ndiyenze ngobunzima obungaqhelekanga,

-kuba ndandicinga ukuba andinakukwazi ukufikelela okuninzi

Ukuba bendithandazela mna kuphela.

 

Ngale nto, uYesu olungileyo wandixelela:

"Intombazana yakho,

umthandazo uzingise kwindawo enye.

Eli nqaku liyakwazi ukudibanisa zonke ezinye iingongoma.

 

Ngoko ungayifumana

- kakhulu ukuba uzithandazela kuphela kwaye

- kakhulu ukuba uthandazela abanye. Ukusebenza kwayo kuyingqayizivele. "

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