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 Umqulu 8

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu osikelelekileyo wayengekafiki. Bendizibuza

-yintoni na isenzo esimkholisayo uYehova, kwaye

-ngubani ongakumbi onokumkhuthaza ukuba eze:

ukuzisola ngezono zomntu okanye ukuzithoba ngomonde.

Ndithe ndisacinga ezi ngcinga, weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

esona senzo sihle kwaye eyona nto ndiyithanda kakhulu

-ukulahlwa ngokupheleleyo kwintando yam,

- ukulahlwa njengoko umphefumlo uyalibala ukuba kukho, ngelixa yonke into ekuyo iyintando kaThixo.

 

Nokuba intlungu ngenxa yezono

 kuyancomeka , 

abutshabalalisi ubuntu bomntu.

 

Kodwa zilahle ngokupheleleyo kwiWill yam

- utshabalalisa umntu kwaye

- imkhokelela ekubeni afaneleke kwakhona ubuThixo.

 

Ngokunikezela kwiNtando yam, umphefumlo undinika imbeko engakumbi ngenxa yokuba

-undinika yonke into endiyicela kwisidalwa kwaye

- ivumela ukuba ndibuyisele ngaphakathi kum oko kuphume kum.

 

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ufumana into enye omele ukuba unayo, oko kukuthi

-UThixo

-nayo yonke into anayo.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha ehlala ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo,

Umphefumlo unaye uThixo.

Ukuba uyayishiya iWill yam, uyayifumana

-ubuntu bakhe

-nabo bonke ububi bemvelo eyonakeleyo ".

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizive ngathi ndimile, andikwazi ukuya phambili okanye ngasemva.

 

Ndathi kuYesu:

"Nkosi, andinakuyichaza indlela endiziva ngayo, kodwa akundenza buhlungu. Nokuba ndingowokugqibela, ndisahleli okanye ndingaphambili.

okoko ndikwiWill yakho, ndihlala ndiphilile   .

Naphi na apho ndikhoyo,

-Intando yakho ihlala ingcwele kwaye ndihlala ndilungile. "

 

Ngelo xesha uYesu wasikelelwa weza waza   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam,   isibindi!

Musa ukoyika ukuba uziva usamile. Kodwa   lumka

-ukuthatha ikhefu lakho kwintando yam,

- ngaphandle kokushiya kuyo nayiphi na imeko.

 

Nam ndithatha ikhefu lam kuwe kodwa ke,

ngokuqhwanyaza   kweliso,

Ndenza ngaphezu kokuba ndenze iminyaka kunye neminyaka.

 

Uyabona, kwihlabathi, ngathi ndimile

Kuba, ekubeni efanelwe sisohlwayo esiqatha kwaye mna andikwenzi oko, andibonakali ndishukuma.

Noko ke, ukuba ndithe ndathatha intonga esandleni, uya kubona okuya kwenzeka kuzo zonke ezi zomisa.

 

Kuya kuba njalo nakuwe: uhlala uhlala kwintando yam,

- ukuba uyabona ukuba ufuna ukukunqanda, yima kwaye ujabule ngeWill yam.

- ukuba ubona ukuba iWill yam ifuna uhambe, ngena kuye

 

Ngoko uya kuhamba nam kwaye uya kuba nentando yam efanayo. Hlala njalo ngomyalelo weNtando yam,

- ukuba umile okanye uyahamba. Kwaye uya kuhlala ulungile.

 

Ndandifunda ngengcwele

- oye wahlala ecinga ngezono zakhe kunye

- owacela kuThixo ukuzisola nokuxolelwa ngabo. Ndicinge:

 

"Onjani umahluko phakathi kwam nalo ngcwele!

Andikhe ndicinge ngezono zam kwaye lo ungcwele uhleli ecinga ezakhe. Kucacile ukuba ndiyaphazama. "

 

Ngelo xesha ndamva uYesu eshukuma ngaphakathi kwam. Ngokungathi kungokukhanya kokukhanya,   wathi kum  :

“Sidenge, sisidenge! Awufuni ukuqonda?

Ingaba iNtando yam yavelisa nini izono kunye nokungafezeki? Intando yam ihlala ingcwele kwaye umphefumlo ohlala kuyo sele ungcwele.

 

Uyayonwabela iWill yam, uzondla ngayo kwaye ucinga ngayo yonke into ekuyo, nokuba lomphefumlo ngaphambili unokuba wenze impazamo.

 

Kuba ifunyanwa kubuhle, ubungcwele kunye nobukhulu bentando yam,

- libala ububi bexesha lakhe elidlulileyo e

- ucinga kuphela ngoku,

ngaphandle kokuba uyishiye iWill yam.

 

Kwityala

-kuba ibuyele ebuntwini bayo,

- Akumangalisi ukuba ukhumbule izono zakhe kunye neentsizi.

 

Khumbula ukuba,

- kwintando yam,

-ezi ngcinga zezono kunye nobuqu azinakungena.

 

 

Ukuba umphefumlo uyaziva, oko kuthetha

into engazinzanga kwaye ingaqini kakuhle   kum.

kodwa mandindishiye ngamanye amaxesha.'

 

Emva koko, ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. Ndambona uYesu okwexeshana.

 

Wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, inyaniso,

nokuba uyatshutshiswa;

-ayinakukunceda kodwa ukuyiqonda injalo.

 

Yaye kuya kufika ixesha laxa kwanenyaniso etshutshiswayo iya kwaziwa ize ithandwe.

Kula maxesha alusizi,

-Yonke into bubuxoki kunye nenkohliso, kwaye

- ukuze inyaniso ilawule, umntu kufuneka abethe kwaye abhujiswe.

 

Inxalenye yesohlwayo iya kuvela kumadoda ngokwawo

oko kuya kutshabalalisana. Izohlwayo ezininzi ziya kuphuma   kum,

- ngakumbi eFransi

apho kuya kubakho ukufa okuninzi kangangokuba kuya kuphantse kungabi nabemi”.

 

Ndicinge:

Hayi indlela endiye ndababi ngayo!

Kodwa iNkosi ayindingcikivi, ayindithethisi. Ndithe ndisacinga njalo ndeva uYesu eshukuma ngaphakathi kum   wathi kum  :

 

Ntombi yam, qhubeka, qhubeka! Ukuba banobubele, ububele nenceba.

Kananjalo zibubulungisa, ubugorha namandla!

 

Ukuba ndikubonile

-ukurhoxa okanye

- wenza iimpazamo ngokuzithandela emva kwazo zonke izipho endikunike zona, ufanelwe kukubethwa kwaye ngokwenene, bendiza kukubetha.

 

Ukuba andikwenzi, unokusiqonda isizathu sokuba uwedwa. Ngokunjalo, ukuba andithethi nawe ngalo lonke ixesha,

oku kukuze ucamngce engqondweni yakho inyaniso endikufundise yona.

 

Ngena ngaphakathi kwakho, ndijoyine.

Kwaye ndiya kuhlala ndinawe ukuze ndisebenze kuwe. "

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Ndizibone sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam noYesu wam othandekayo.

Ndambona ethweswe isithsaba sameva, ndasikhulula isithsaba sakhe ndaza ndasibeka entlokweni yam ngezandla zozibini, ndisicinezela ngokuqinileyo.

Owu! Hayi indlela endaweva ngayo ukuba ameva angena kum!

Noko ke, ndaziva ndonwabile ukubandezeleka ukuze ndithomalalise ukubandezeleka kukaYesu.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Yesu wam olungileyo, khawundixelele ukuba kusekho ixesha elide phambi kokuba undithathele ezulwini."

Waphendula  :   "Enyanisweni, incinci kakhulu." Ndiyaphinda:

'Omncinane' wakho unokuba lishumi okanye amashumi amabini kuphela. Sele ndifikelele kumashumi amane anesibini.

iminyaka emibini."

 

Uthe:

“Asiyonyani.

Iminyaka yakho ayizange iqale de uqale ukuba lixhoba.

Ububele bam bekubizile.

Unokuthi, ukususela ngaloo mzuzu ukuya phambili, uqale ngokwenene ukuphila. Kanye njengokuba ndikubizile ukuba uphile ubomi bam emhlabeni.

Ke, ngexesha elifutshane kakhulu, ndiza kukubiza ukuba uphile ubomi bam eZulwini. "

 

Ngeli xesha,

iintsika ezimbini zaphuma ezandleni zikaYesu osikelelekileyo, owathi ngoko waba mnye.

Wabeka ezi ntsika ngokuqinileyo emagxeni am.

ngendlela yokuba ndingakwazi ukwehla ezantsi.

 

Wathi xa endibizela kuye.

-akukho mntu weza ukubeka umva wabo phantsi kwezi kholamu kunye

- wahlala ejinga ezandleni zakhe.

Ngelo xesha kwakufika iindyikitya zokufa ezahlukahlukeneyo.

 

Ndaqonda ukuba   ezi   kholamu   zimele   iBandla   nehlabathi  ,

-eyaphuma kwezona zandla zingcwele zikaYesu kwaye

zigcinwe emanxebeni akhe angcwele.

 

Baya kuhlala bekhona.

Kodwa

- ukuba uYesu olungileyo akafumani apho angazibeka khona,

- ngokukhawuleza kakhulu uya kudinwa ukubamba ezandleni zakhe. Walumkele amashwa amanyumnyezi aya kwenzeka!

La mashwangusha maninzi kangangokuba ndibona kungcono ukuba ndingathethi ngawo.

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu weza ngokufutshane yaye, ngaphandle kokucinga ngako, ndathi kuye: “Nkosi, izolo bendisivuma isono. ?"

 

Wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, liyinene elithi ukuvuma izono kuyaxolela izono.

Noko ke, eyona ndlela iqinisekileyo neqinisekileyo yokusaba kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo luthando. Uthando kufuneka lube yeyona nto iphambili yomphefumlo:

-uthando kwiingcinga,

-uthando ngamazwi

- uthando ngezenzo.

Yonke into, yonke into, yonke into, kufuneka isongelwe ngothando!

Ngaloo ndlela uthando olungadalwanga, ukufumanisa ukuba umphefumlo uluthando ngokupheleleyo, lufunxa uthando oludaliweyo kuwo.

 

Enyanisweni,   intlambululo-miphefumlo ayenzi nto ngaphandle

ukugcwalisa izithuba zothando ezikhoyo emphefumlweni.

 

Kwaye xa ezi zithuba zivaliwe, umphefumlo uzinikela eZulwini.

Ukuba akukho zikhewu ezinjalo emphefumlweni, akukho nto yakwenza kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo xa uYesu esikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane waza wathi kum:

Intombazana yakho

uphawu lokwenyani lokuba umphefumlo uhlala kwintando yam,

kukuba yena uhlala enoxolo.

Intando yam igqibelele kwaye ingcwele

engenako ukuvelisa nesithunzi sokuzunguza.

 

Ukuba, ngokuphikisana, ukuxhatshazwa okanye ukukrakra,

-umphefumlo uziva ukhathazekile,

akanakutsho ukuba ikwiWill yam.

 

Ukuba uziva erhoxile kwaye, kwangaxeshanye, unenkathazo,

angathi usesithunzini seWill yam.

 

Umphefumlo ongaphandle kwentando yam uziva zonke ezi ziphazamiso,

kodwa hayi umphefumlo okwiNtando yam.

 

Ndikhe ndathetha nomntu ngentando yobuThixo, bendiqinisekisa ukuba umntu useNtandweni yobuThixo kwaye uziva omile, makagcine uxolo lwakhe.

Kamva, ngoxa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wandilungisa esithi:

 

Intombazana yakho

Lumka kakhulu xa uthetha ngeWill yam.

Kaloku iWill yam yonwabile kangangokuba isenza olwethu ulonwabo.

 

Intando yomntu, kwelinye icala, ilishwa kakhulu

- ukuba wayenokungena kwiNtando yethu,

ingatshabalalisa ulonwabo lwethu kwaye ilwe imfazwe nathi.

 

Nokuba ukoma, okanye izilingo, okanye iziphene, okanye isiphithiphithi, nokubanda akunakuhlala kunye neNtando yam.

Ngenxa yokuba ilula kwaye iqulethe zonke iincasa.

 

Ukuthanda komntu yinto engento kodwa lithontsi lobumnyama elizaliswe zizinto ezilizothe  .

 

Ke ngoko ukuba umphefumlo ukwiNtando yam, nje ukuba ungene kuyo, ngokudibana kwayo,

-ithontsi lakhe elincinane lobumnyama lichithwe kukuKhanya kwam ukuze oku kuKhanya kuhlale kuye.

 

Ubushushu beNtando yam bunyibilikise ukubanda kunye nokoma kwayo. Incasa yam yobuThixo ibususile ubumuncu bayo.

Kwaye ulonwabo lwam lwamkhulula kwintlungu yakhe.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndiphuma emzimbeni wam ecaweni,

ndacinga ukuba ndibone umfazi omhle kakhulu onamabele azele ngamasi kangangokuba angathi azakugqabhuka.

Ibindibiza, inenekazi lathi kum:

Ntombi yam, oku kumela imeko yeBandla.

Yonke igcwele ubukrakra bangaphakathi kwaye, ngaphezu koko, sele iza kungcamla ubukrakra bangaphandle.

Wena, bandezeleka kancinane, ngokuba ezi ntlungu zinciphile. "

Akuba etshilo, wawavula amabele akhe, waza wabumba ingqayi ngezandla zakhe, wazalisa ngobisi, awandinika ukuba ndilusele.

Ibikrakra kakhulu ibindivisa kabuhlungu andayazi noba mandiyithethe njani.

 

Ngelo xesha, ndabona abantu ababandakanyeka kwimvukelo, bengena ezicaweni, bephanga izibingelelo, bezitshisa, bezama ukubulala abefundisi.

beqhekeza imifanekiso eqingqiweyo baze benze amawakawaka ezinye izithuko nempatho embi.

Ngoxa babesenza oku, uYehova wathumela ezinye izohlwayo ezivela ezulwini. Abaninzi babulawa.

Kwavakala kukhalinyelwa ngokubanzi

iBandla, urhulumente naphakathi kwabantu ngokwabo. Ndandisoyika.

 

Ndibuyele emzimbeni wam ndafika kukho uQueen wethu umama ekhatshwa ngabanye abangcwele.

Bathandaza kuYesu Kristu ukuba andibandezele.

UYesu wabonakala engabahoyanga, kodwa bazingisa.

 

Ekruqukile, esikelelekileyo uYesu wathi, "Musa ukundikhathaza, okanye ndiya kuyithatha kunye nam!"

 

Ingathi ndisokole kancinci.

 

Ndingathi, xa lilonke, kwezi ntsuku zimbalwa zidlulileyo, xa bendikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndiye ndabona uvukelo kunye nezohlwayo.

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wayesoloko ethe cwaka, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndandithetha nje izinto ezinje:

"Ntombi yam, ungandenzi ubundlobongela kum. Kungenjalo ndiyakwenza ukuba umke kwesisimo."

 

Ngoko ndaphendula ndathi: “Ubomi bam nabo bonke obam, ukuba ufuna ukukhululeka ukwenza unothanda, ndithabathe uhambe nam.

Ngoko ungenza into oyifunayo. "

 

Kule mihla, kuthatha umonde omkhulu ukujongana noYesu osikelelekileyo.

 

Ngoxa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu weza okwethutyana waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

ukuze ubabalo lwam lube nokufikelela ngokukhululekileyo emphefumlweni,

- kufuneka abe sehlabathini

-ngokungathi akukho nto ngaphandle koThixo kunye naye.

 

Kuba nayiphi na enye ingcamango okanye into ivela phakathi komphefumlo noThixo, ithintela

- ubabalo lokungena emphefumlweni e

-Umphefumlo wokufumana ubabalo." Ngenye imini,   wathi kum  :

“Ntombazana yam, eyona nto ivuselela kakhulu iPassion yam kukungabikho kokuzimisela.

Ah! Bakhululekile kakhulu

kungekuphela nje ukungagcini izibophelelo zabo phakathi kwabo,

kodwa nakum   .

 

Kwaye kungokwam kuphela abafikelela kubugwala nokungabi nambulelo okungaka, nokuba bayazi ukuba ndibandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yoku.

 

Ngexesha elithile, bayathembisa kwaye,

kumzuzu olandelayo, barhoxa kwisithembiso sabo. "

 

Ndiphila iintsuku ezibuhlungu kakhulu ekuvalelweni uYesu wam.

Okona kulungileyo, iza njengesithunzi okanye umbane kwaye phantse isoloko inezoyikiso zesohlwayo.

 

Owu Thixo, yintoni isihogo! Kubonakala ngathi ihlabathi liyashukuma. Wonke umntu ukwisimo sengqondo sokuvukelana nokubulalana.

INkosi ibonakala ilurhoxisa ubabalo lwayo kwaye abantu bafana namarhamncwa.

Kungcono ndithule ngoba ukuthetha ngezi zinto kuyawukhulisa kakhulu umphefumlo wam ohluphekayo, ozele bukrakra.

 

Ngale ntsasa uze ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum  :

 

“Yonke imisebenzi kaThixo igqibelele yaye ukugqibelela kwayo kuyabonakala.

- ukujikeleza kwabo okanye, ubuncinci,

-ukwakhiwa kwazo.

Ngoko ke, akukho matye afunyanwayo kwiYerusalem yasezulwini.

- engeyingqukuva okanye isikwere.

 

Andizange ndiqonde nantoni na de ndijonge kwi-vault yasezulwini, ndaqaphela ukuba iinkwenkwezi, ilanga nenyanga zinemilo engqukuva.

Umhlaba nawo ungqukuva.

Noko ke, ndandingayiqondi intsingiselo yako konke oku.

 

UYesu wongeza wathi  :

 

"Uburharha buyafana kuzo zonke iindawo zawo. Ngokufanayo, umphefumlo, ukuba ugqibelele;

kufuneka zifane kuzo zonke iimeko,

- ekuphumeleleni okanye ebunzimeni,

-kubumnandi okanye ubukrakra.

 

Kufuneka ifane kuyo yonke into, ukuze ifane nento engqukuva. Kungenjalo, ukuba umphefumlo awulingani ngokwawo kuzo zonke izinto,

-Ayi kuba nako ukungena eYerusalem, intle, inobubele,

- akayi kuba nako ukuhombisa ilizwe labo basikelelwe njengenkwenkwezi.

 

Ke, okukhona umphefumlo ufana kwizinto zonke, kokukhona usondela kwimfezeko yobuThixo ".

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo ubusisiwe akafiki uYesu.

 

Ndandikhathazekile

-ekubeni engekho e

-nakusuka kwingcinga

ukuba imeko yam yexhoba ayisayi kuba yintando kaThixo.

 

Kum kwabonakala ngathi ndinesicaphucaphu phambi koThixo, ndifanelwe kukubanjwa luloyiko.

Ndithe ndisekwezongcinga wavele weza   kum wathi  :

 

Ntombi yam, ngubani na ozikhethelayo umzuzwana nje,

-uyala ubabalo,

-yinkosi yesiqu sakhe e

—uThixo umkhonzi wakhe.

 

Emva   koko wongeza  :

“  Ukuthanda kukaThixo   kusenza simdle uThixo.

 

Ukuthobela kusitshixo   sokuvula   ucango nokuthabatha loo mpahla. ”Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ndiqhubeka kwimeko yam yokuswela kwaye, ke, ngokubandezeleka okuncinci, ndazixelela:

“Andibanjelwe uYesu kuphela, kodwa kwanentsikelelo yokubandezeleka.

Owu Thixo, ufuna ukundibeka emlilweni nekrele kwaye uchukumise izinto ezimbini ezithandekayo kum kwaye ezenza ubomi bam bokwenyani:

UYesu nomnqamlezo  .

 

Ukuba, ngoYesu, ndilizothe ngenxa yokungabi nambulelo kwam, kuphela ukuba akezi.

Kodwa wena, Mnqamlezo, ndikwenze ntoni ukuze undishiye ngobuqhetseba? Ah! Andikhange ndikwamkele kakuhle na usiza?

Bendingakuphathanga njengeqabane elithembekileyo ngamaxesha onke?

 

Ah! Ndikhumbula ukuba ndandikuthanda kangangokuba ndandingazi ukuba ndingaphila njani ngaphandle kwakho yaye ngamanye amaxesha ndandikhetha wena kunoYesu ngokwakhe. Andiyazi into owandenza yona ukuze ndingasakwazi ukuphila ngaphandle kwakho.

 

Phofu undishiyile! Kuyinyani ukuba undenzele okulungileyo okuninzi:   ubuyindlela, umnyango, igumbi, imfihlelo kunye nokukhanya apho ndingafumana khona   uYesu  .

Yiyo loo nto ndikuthanda kakhulu. Ndithe ndisacinga njalo,    weza ngokufutshane   uYesu  , wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam,   umnqamlezo yinxalenye yobomi.

Ngabo abangabuthandiyo ubomi babo kuphela abangawuthandi umnqamlezo. Kuba kungomnqamlezo kuphela endathi ndamilisela ubuThixo kubuntu obulahlekileyo.

Ngumnqamlezo kuphela oqhubela phambili iNtlawulo emhlabeni,

ukumiliselwa kuBuThixo nabani na   owamkelayo.

 

Kwaye ukuba umntu akayithandi, kuthetha ukuba akazi nto.

- amandla,

- ngokugqibeleleyo,

- kuthando lukaThixo e

-ubomi benene.

 

Yiba nomfanekiso wendoda esisityebi

- ophulukene nethamsanqa lakhe kwaye

- apho sibonelela ngeendlela zokuyifumana - kunye nokunye.

 

Ungayithandi kangakanani le ndlela?

Ngaba akayi kuchitha ubomi bakhe kule ndlela yokuzuza ubomi bakhe ngobutyebi bakhe? Kunjalo ke nangomnqamlezo  .

 

Umntu uhlwempuzeke kakhulu. Umnqamlezo yindlela

kungekuphela nje ukumsindisa

- intlungu,

-kodwa ukuyityebisa ngeento zonke.

Umnqamlezo lithamsanqa lomphefumlo ".

 

Emva koko wanyamalala

Kwaye ndandibuhlungu ngakumbi ndicinga ngento endiphulukene nayo.

 

Emva kokuchitha iintsuku ezininzi kubuhlwempu neenyembezi, ekugqibeleni uYesu wafika ngale ntsasa. Wathi kum :

. Umnwe wam  :

"Ah! Ntombi yam, awazi kwanto ezokwenzeka kulo nyaka uzayo. Oh! Zininzi izinto eziya kwenzeka! Jonga!"

 

Ngelo xesha ndazibona ndingaphandle komzimba wam ndikwinkampani kaYesu.

 

Sabona izikwere ezidilikileyo, izixeko ezitshiswe ngokupheleleyo, iindawo ezikhukulisekileyo ekuthe kwanyamalala kuyo yonke into eyayilapho.

Ezinye iindawo ziye zathwaxwa ziinyikima ezinomonakalo omkhulu nokufa.

Kwezinye iindawo kwakukho uvukelo-mbuso, ezinye zazo ezazinobundlobongela kangangokuba kwakungenakuba njalo

beka iinyawo zakho unganyatheli egazini lomntu.

Ngubani owayenokuzixela zonke iintlekele esizibonayo!

 

Emva koko uYesu wam olungileyo   wathi kum  :

"Ububonile? Hayi! ntombi yam, isibindi nomonde kule meko uzifumana ukuyo, kuba ngelixa ifuna ukuzigalela kwizidalwa,

Ubulungisa buyaxola ngokugalela phezu   kwakho;

kwaye ubuze beembandezelo zakho buzalisa ubuze beembandezelo zabo   .

 

Masimise ubulungisa!

Oku kuyimfuneko, kuba izidalwa ziba nesibindi kakhulu. Ngoko yonke into iya kuphela kwaye ndiya kuba nawe njengangaphambili ".

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Ndaye ndabona umntwana uYesu ekhwela ebhedini yam.

Wandibetha umzimba wam ngezandla zakhe wade wandikhaba izihlandlo eziliqela. Emva kokundibetha kakuhle wandinyathela, wanyamalala.

 

Ndawolisa umzimba wam, kodwa ndingasiqondi isizathu sezithonga. Kodwa ndandivuya, kuba ndandisondele kakhulu kuYesu ngoku   wayendibetha.

 

Kuthe kusebomvu, ndaphinda ndamangaliswa nguYesu osikelelekileyo owathi,

esusa isithsaba sameva entlokweni yakhe;

Ndayilungisa entloko ngamandla kangangokuba ameva angena kum. Emva koko, wazibeka ngaphakathi kum, ngokungathi unokuqhubeka,   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, unjani?"

Masiqhubeke, masiye phambili kwizohlwayo zehlabathi! "

 

Ndiye ndoyika xa ndibona ukuba udibanisa intando yam neyakhe ukuze siqhubeke nezohlwayo zehlabathi phakathi kwethu sobabini.

 

Wongeza  : "Into endikuxelela yona ungaze uyilibale khumbula ukuba kudala ndakubonisa yona

- izohlwayo ezikhoyo e

- abo ndandiza kuthumela.

 

Wena, uzibonakalisa kubulungisa bam,

- ucele kakhulu ukuba uluntu lunikele ukubandezeleka nantoni na,

-ukuba unikiwe ukuba endaweni yokohlwaya ishumi, ndohlwaya isihlanu.

Yiyo loo nto ndikubethe kusasa nje

ukuze uzinike into oyifunayo: endaweni yokwenza ishumi, ndiya kwenza ezintlanu ».

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Ntombi yam, uthando lolona luwomeleza umphefumlo kwaye luwubeke kubo bonke ubutyebi bam.

 

Uthando lokwenene aluvumi ukuba akukho miqobo, nokuba omnye ungaphantsi komnye.

 

Yintoni eyam yeyakho: ulwimi lwabantu ababini abathandana ngokwenene. Kuba uthando lokwenene luyaguqulwa.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, ubuhle benye benza ukuba ububi kwenye buphele kwaye bubuhle.

Ukuba umntu ulihlwempu, ndimenza   isityebi;

-ukuba akazi, ndimenza afunde,

- ukuba udekile, ndimenza isidima.

 

Abantu ababini abathandanayo banye

- entliziyweni yabo,

- emoyeni wabo,

- ngentando yabo.

 

Ukuba okunye ukubetha kwentliziyo okanye ukuphefumla kufuna ukungena kuyo, baziva befuthaniseleka, bebuhlungu, yaye bayagula.

 

Uthando lokwenene luyimpilo nobungcwele  .

Ngaye uphefumla umoya oqholiweyo, olo thando ngokwalo. Kodwa   kukumadini   apho uthando lubaluleke kakhulu

-yenziwe yaqiniswa, yaqiniswa, yaqiniswa kwaye yaqiniswa  .

 

Uthando luludangatye kwaye lubingelela iinkuni ezilondlayo.

Ukuba kukho iinkuni ezininzi, amadangatye aphezulu kwaye umlilo uyanda.

 

Yintoni idini  ?

Iyakukhupha amanzi

- eluthandweni kwaye

-kwimpilo yomntu omthandayo.

 

Okukhona sizingcwalisa, kokukhona sizidla kubuntu bethu esibathandayo.

-ukulahlekelwa ngumntu e

-ukufumana zonke iimpawu kunye nembeko yoBuntu obungcwele.

 

Qaphela ukuba oku kunjalo kwindalo yendalo, nangona ingafezekanga kakhulu.

Ngubani ofumana igama, ubuhandiba, ubuqhawe? Lijoni eli

- uyazincama,

- uzibandakanya edabini e

-ubeka ubomi bakhe esichengeni ngenxa yokumkani;

okanye ngulowo umi ebeke izandla esinqeni?

 

Ngokuqinisekileyo eyokuqala. Kukwanjalo nakumkhonzi. Ngubani na onokulindela ukuhlala etafileni yenkosi yakhe?

 

Ungumkhonzi othembekileyo

-ngubani owaziyo ukuzincama, ukutyala ubomi bakhe, e

ozele ukuyithanda inkosi yakhe, nokuba ngumkhonzi othi,

- xa usenza umsebenzi wakho, kuphephe ukuzincama xa unako?

 

Ngokuqinisekileyo eyokuqala. Oku kunjalo nge

- unyana kunye noyise,

-umhlobo nomhlobo wakhe, njl.

 

Uthando lukhulisa kwaye luyamanyanisa. Mnye.

Idini yinkuni   eyenza umlilo wothando ukhule. Ukuthobela  , kwelinye icala,   kuyala konke oku  ".

 

Ngale ntsasa, ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndimve uYesu eshukuma ngaphakathi kum.

Waqhubeka endixelela  :

"Qhubeleka".

Ndithe ndakuva oku, ndaye ndanexhala ndathi:

Nkosi yam, yini na ukuba uthi, Masiqhubeke? Kunoko, yithi, "Ndiya kuqhubela phambili nesohlwayo."

Ndixhalabile ngokubandakanyeka kwentando yam koku. "

 

Waqhubeka  wathi:

"Ntombi yam, iWill yam kunye neyakho inye, kwaye ukuba ndithe: 'Masiqhubele phambili nesohlwayo',

Andiyithethi into enye ngokulungileyo endikwenzayo kwizidalwa, ukodlula - oh! kagakanani! - izohlwayo?

Kwakhona, animanyananga na kunye nam?

kwizohlwayo ezininzi endingazithumeliyo?

 

Abo bamanyene nam ekulungeni

- akufanelanga ukuba nabo babe kwi- mortifications? Makungabikho kwahlukana phakathi kwam nawe.

 

Akukho nto niyiyo, niyingca nje encinane;

– lowo uThixo wafuna ukubapha isidima esimangalisayo.

Ngubani ongalaziyo isidima esivaleleke kule ngca incinci iyayinyathela angayijongi nokuyibona.

 

Ke, abo bangaziyo

- isipho endisibeke kuwe kwaye

-ubuhle obufakwe kwingca yam encinci, ayikunyatheli kuphela,

kodwa andiqondi

-Ndithanda kangakanani ukunika ixabiso kwizinto ezincinci. "

 

Emva koko, wabonakala ethambekisa intloko yakhe phezu kweyam.

Ndathi, "Oh! Ndicela undiyeke ndive ameva akho."

 

Waphendula:"Ufuna ndikubethe?" Ndaphendula ndathi: "Ewe!"

 

Ngelo xesha wayephethe intonga ene-fireballs kwaye, xa ebona umlilo, ndathi:

"Mhlekazi, ndiyawoyika umlilo, undibethe nje ngentonga yakho." Waqhuba:"Awufuni kubethwa ndiyahamba mna!"

Wanyamalala ke engandinikanga xesha lokumcenga andilwele ngokuthanda kwakhe. Owu! Hayi indlela endandibhideke ngayo yaye ndibuhlungu ngayo!

Kodwa yena osoloko elungile uya kundixolela.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane kwaye, ndakumbona, ndathi kuye: “Ubomi bam obumnandi, hayi indlela endiye ndaba bubi ngayo!

Ndiziva ndincitshisiwe, andisaziva nto, yonke into ingenanto kum. Akukho nto ndiyivayo ngaphandle komlingo kum

kwaye, kobu bugqi, ndilindele ukuba undigcwalise.

Kodwa ndilinda ilize. Ngokuchasene noko, ndihlala ndivakalelwa kukuba andibuyelanga nto. "

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Awu! Ntombi yam uyasokola kuba uziva ungento yanto?

 

Ngalo mbandela ndiza kukuxelela

Okukhona isidalwa sincitshiswa ekubeni   lilize,

ngakumbi izaliswe   yiYonke.

 

Kwaye ukuba kuthe kwahlala kuyo nesithunzi sakhe, wosuka andithintele esi sithunzi ukuba ndimnike yonke into   .

 

Ukubuyela kwakho rhoqo ekungento kwakho kuthetha oku

ulahlekelwe bubuntu bakho ukuze ubuyise ubuThixo."

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndajoyina iNkosi yethu ngokuseka

iingcinga zam   ,

Intliziyo yam ibetha,

umoya wam   kwaye

zonke iintshukumo zam kunye   naye,

ngenjongo yokuya kuzo zonke izidalwa ukunxibelelana nazo zonke ezi zinto.

 

Ngaphezu koko, ekubeni   ndandimanyene noYesu kumyezo weminquma.

ndiyinike yonke indalo, kwanomphefumlo osentlambululweni yemiphefumlo;

ngamathontsi egazi lakhe   ,

 imithandazo yakhe  ,

ukubandezeleka kwakhe   kunye

konke okuhle awakwenzayo,   ngoko

zonke iintshukumo zabo, ukubetha kwentliziyo kunye nokuphefumla ziyalungiswa, zihlanjululwe kwaye   zenziwe isithixo.

Ngaphezu koko, iintlungu zakhe ndizibeke njengeyeza kubo bonke. Njengoko ndandisenza oku,   uYesu esikelelekileyo   ngaphakathi kwam wandixelela:

“Ntombi yam, ngezi njongo usoloko undenza buhlungu. Njengoko uyenza rhoqo, olunye utolo alulindeli olunye, lusoloko lundibangela amanxeba amatsha.

Ndathi kuye: “Kwenzeka njani ukuba ulinyazwe ndim?

Xa undivisa kabuhlungu kangaka

- undenza ndilinde emva kokufika kwakho?

 

Ngawaphi la manxeba? Ngaba ziyahambelana nothando onalo kum?"

 

Wathi  :

"Enyanisweni khange ndithethe nto endifuna ukuyithetha kuwe.

 

Umphefumlo okuhambo ngezonqulo awukwazi ukuqonda

zonke iingenelo nothando olujikeleza phakathi koMdali nezidalwa. Andiqondi   _

ukuba izenzo zakhe, amazwi kunye neembandezelo ziyinxalenye yoBomi bam,   kwaye

ukuba kuphela ngokuziphatha ngathi unokwenza   wonke umntu olungileyo.

 

Ndiyakuxelela nje

- iingcinga zakho, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho,

- iintshukumo zakho, amalungu akho kunye neentlungu zakho zonke zizibane ezivela kuwe.

 

Xa befika kum,

-Ndizandlala ukuze kulungelwe ngamnye

ngoxa ndibuyela kuwe izihlandlo ezithathu, izibane nombulelo. Kwakhona, emazulwini, ndiya kukunika uzuko ngenxa yabantu bonke.

Kwanele ukuba ndikuxelele ukuba kukho umanyano kunye nokusondelana okunjalo eZulwini.

Oko

uMdali lilungu nesidalwa   sisandi,

uMdali ilanga nendalo   imitha,

uMdali intyatyambo nendalo   wayiqhola.

Ngaba singahlala apho ngaphandle komnye? Hayi, ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo!

 

Ucinga ukuba akayithatheli ngqalelo

- kuzo zonke izenzo zakho zangaphakathi e

- kuzo zonke iimbandezelo zakho?

 

ndingaba nako njani bona, ekubeni bephuma kum babe banye kum? Ndiyongeza ukuba ngalo   lonke ixesha i-Passion yam ikhunjulwa  ,

bubuncwane obufumaneka kuye wonke umntu, kuba ngathi sibubeka   kumthengisi

nandise nina, nibele ke oko kulunge kubo   bonke.

 

Ukuva ngomntu ophazamiseka ngokulula ngexesha lomthendeleko, ndathi kuYesu ngaphakathi kwam:

"Kunokwenzeka njani ukuphazamiseka ngexesha lomthendeleko?

 

Emva koko, ndizifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndenza izenzo zam zangaphakathi eziqhelekileyo.

kwaye yayingathi izinto eziphazamisayo zifuna ukungena kum.

 

Wabeka izandla zakhe phambi kwabo, wabathintela ukuba bangangeni kum.

 

Wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, ukuba umphefumlo ubandezeleka ngenxa yokuphazamiseka okanye iingxaki,

- luphawu lokuba akazinikelanga ngokupheleleyo kum.

 

Enyanisweni, ukuba umphefumlo uzinikele ngokupheleleyo kum,

- kuba yeyam ngokupheleleyo,

Ndiyakwazi ukusigcina isipho sam siselugcinweni olulungileyo.

 

Kodwa, ukuba akandinikanga yonke into,

-ngokuzithandela kwakhe,

Andikwazi ukumnika olo nyango.

 

Kwaye unyanzelekile ukuba abandezeleke kwezo zinto zingamkelekanga ziphazamisa umanyano lwam kunye naye.

 

Nangona kunjalo, xa umphefumlo ungowam ngokupheleleyo, akukho mzamo wokuwenza uhlale uzolile.

Luxanduva lwam olupheleleyo

ukuthintela ukungena kuyo nantoni na enokuphazamisa umanyano lwethu ".

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndiye ndacinga ngexesha uYesu oSikelelekileyo wadibana noMama wakhe osikelelekileyo endleleni eya eKalvari.

Ke kaloku, ndisikwa yimfesane ngabo,   wathi uYesu kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

uMama wam waphuma ngemini yePassion yam qha   wadibana   wazala unyana wakhe  .

Ngokunjalo, emphefumlweni othanda ngokwenene, injongo yakhe kuzo zonke izenzo zakhe kukuhlangana neNtanda yakhe kuphela nokumphakamisa kubunzima bomnqamlezo wakhe.

 

Kwaye ekubeni ubomi bomntu bungumxokelelwane oqhubekayo wezenzo, zombini ngaphandle nangaphakathi,   umphefumlo uhlala udibana noMthandi wawo.

 

Ngaba lo mphefumlo udibana noMthandi wawo kuphela? Isithoba!

Uyambulisa, amphuze, amthuthuzele kwaye athande, ukuba nje kungenxa yenqaku elidlulayo. Kwaye iNtanda yakhe yanelisekile kwaye yonwabile.

 

Zonke izenzo zibandakanya umbingelelo.

Ukuba esi senzo senziwa ngenjongo yokuhlangabezana nedini elikulo, liya kunceda ukundiphakamisa kubunzima bomnqamlezo wam.

 

Kwaye yintoni uvuyo lwalo mphefumlo,

-ngezenzo zakhe,

usoloko udibana nam?

 

Uthando lwam kuye luyakhula rhoqo ukudibana kwam nam ngezenzo zakhe.

 

Nangona kunjalo, bambalwa abo basebenzisa izenzo zabo ukwenza indlela mfutshane

-ukuza kum,

- bambelela kuM e

-ukundikhulula kwiinkxwaleko ezininzi ezibangelwa zizidalwa!

 

Ekufikeni kwakhe, uM. wandixelela ukuba kolu tyelelo lweNkosi Yethu,

-Andizange ndifumane nayiphi na imfanelo kwaye

ukuba bendifanelwe yinto ethile kuphela xa ndisenza isidima.

 

Waphinda wandicela ukuba ndithandazele ezinye zezidingo zakhe.

Ekuhambeni kwemini, ndaziva ndicelw’ umngeni ngala mazwi.

 

Ukuzama ukucacisa lo mbuzo, ndazicingela:

"Okuhle wam othandekayo, uyazi ukuba andizange ndiwukhathalele umbuzo wokufaneleka, kodwa ngokukuthanda kuphela.

Kubonakala kum ukuba bafuna ukundenza isicaka endlwini yakho, ngokungathi ndinomdla kwingeniso.

Hayi, andifuni ukuba sisicaka, kodwa intombi yakho.

Kungcono noko, ndifuna ube nguSithandwa sam kwaye ndifuna ukuba ngowakho wonke. Kodwa le ngcamango idla ngokufika engqondweni. "

 

Kamva, xa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam osikelelekileyo weza waza   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, uM. khange akuxelele inyani.

Xa ndingena emphefumlweni, andize ndize ndize. Kodwa ndimphathela into eluncedo.

Ngamanye amaxesha ndithetha naye malunga nezinto ezilungileyo,

ngamanye amaxesha   ndiyayilungisa,

ngamanye amaxesha ndinxibelelana ngobuhle bam kuye, ukuze nantoni na enye ibonakale imbi kuye,   njl.

 

Kwaye nokuba andithethi nto kulo mphefumlo,

ngokuqinisekileyo uthando luyaqhubeka lukhula kuye:

-okukhona endithanda,

- ngakumbi ndiyithanda emva.

 

Ndongezelela ngelithi ukulunga kothando kukhulu, kuphakame kakhulu kwaye kungokobuthixo kangangokuba, xa kuthelekiswa nezinye iimfanelo, ziyigolide esulungekileyo, ngoxa ezi zenziwe ngelothe.

Xa uM. eza kukubona, akezi njengomfanekiso oqingqiweyo.

Kwaye, ngenxa yoko, uzama ukukuxelela izinto kwaye akwenzele okulungileyo, kodwa uyakwenza njengesidalwa.

Mna ke, ndinguMdali, bendiya kwenza izinto ezingenamsebenzi?

 

Ngelo xesha ndakhumbula iinjongo uM. awayendincomele zona ndaza ndathandaza kuYehova ukuba amphendule.

 

Ngelixa ndisenza esi sicelo, ndabonakala ndibona uM. nge

- Isambatho esinombala wesilivere e

-isigqubuthelo esimnyama esihla entloko sigqume inxalenye yamehlo akhe. Kwaye eso sigqubuthelo sabonakala sinwenwela komnye umntu osemva kwakhe.

 

Andizange ndiqonde nanye kwezi kwaye   wasisikelela uYesu wathi kum  :

Isambatho sesilivere osibonayo kuye sibubunyulu beenjongo zakhe kunye nesigqubuthelo esimnyama esixutywe naso.

Umntu oxuba nayo ufana nesigqubuthelo esigqume ukukhanya kwenyaniso okuqaqamba engqondweni yakhe.

Ngamanye amaxesha imenza enze ngokoyikeka okanye

kumkhokelela ekubeni enze ukwanelisa omnye hayi ngokwenyani ubabalo lwam lukhanyisa engqondweni yakhe ».

 

Ndathi kuYesu: “Nkosi, mnike oko akucelayo;

Waphendula wathi  :

"Ngomphefumlo ongasonjululwanga,

-ukuhlehliselwa usuku olulandelayo kunika utshaba ixesha lokuphumelela idabi, ngelixa ungamniki ixesha kwaye uzimisele kwaye ungagungqi.

-vala ucango kwaye unike umphefumlo inzuzo yokungazibhencisi nasemlo.

 

Ngoko ke, ukuba uM. ufuna ukufikelela kwinjongo yakhe ngokukhawuleza, le yindlela efanelekileyo. Ndiya kuba naye kwaye siya kuphumelela.

Emva koko, abo baya kuba bachase kakhulu

uya kuba ngoyena ukholekileyo kuye kwaye uya kumthanda kakhulu,

kuba uya kube eye wazilahla iimbono zabo zabantu.

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, indlela elungileyo yokwazi ukuba umphefumlo ukwinceba yam kukuba umphefumlo ulungele ukusebenzisana xa ubabalo lufika.

 

Ubabalo lunokufaniswa nomsinga wombane osebenza kuphela ukuba isixhobo silungiselelwe ukuhamba ngoku.

 

Ukuba ukulungiswa ayenziwanga okanye iingcingo zaphukile okanye zitshatyalalisiwe, ngoko ke, nokuba ikhoyo ngoku, ukukhanya akukwazi ukunxibelelana.

 

Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndacinga ngobunzima obusikelelekayo uYesu awayebuthwele   xa wayephantsi komnqamlezo  , ndaza ndacinga:

“Nkosi, kwanobomi bungumthwalo, kodwa onjani wona umthwalo! ngaphezu kwako konke ngenxa yokuba wena, Thixo wam osenyangweni, ukude kakhulu.

 

Kwangelo xesha   weza wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, liyinene elithi ubomi bungumthwalo

xa umphefumlo uthwala lo bunzima kunye nam   kwaye

xa ecinga ukuba ekupheleni kobu bomi uya kukwazi ukukhulula lo   mthwalo

Kum,

uya kubona ukuba lo mthwalo uya kujika ibe yimali yemali

- iiperile, amatye anqabileyo;

- iidayimani kunye nabo bonke ubutyebi obunako ukumenza onwabe ngonaphakade. "

 

Emva komthendeleko ndathi: "Nkosi, hlala undigcina ndisondele kuwe kuba ndimncinci kwaye ndimncinci kakhulu ndingalahleka".

 

Waphendula wathi  :

“Ndifuna ukukufundisa ukuba ube nam.

 

"  Okokuqala  , kufuneka

- ndingene,

-ukuziguqula ube kuM kwaye

- thabathe ngokwakho oko ukufumene kum.

 

Okwesibini  ,   xa nithe nazaliswa ngokupheleleyo ndim,

-ukuphuma nokusebenza ngokubambisana nam ngokungathi mna nawe sibanye, ukuze

-ukuba ndiyashukuma, nawe uyashukuma, e

-ukuba ndicinga, ucinga into efanayo nam.

Ngamanye amazwi, yonke into endiyenzayo, uyayenza nawe.

 

Okwesithathu,   ngezi zenzo sizenze kunye,

-ukuyeka   umzuzwana,

-  hamba   phakathi kwezidalwa kunye

-  inika   wonke umntu zonke izinto esizenzileyo kunye:

ndinike ubomi bam bobuThixo   kuye wonke umntu.

 

Kwaoko emva koko, buyela kum

ukuze bandinike egameni labo bonke uzuko abamele bandinike lona.

 

Thandaza

-uxolo ngabo,

-ukulungisa,

-uthando, oh ewe,   ndithande kumntu wonke, ndizalise ngothando!

 

Akukho mdla kum.

Nangona kunjalo, s'il pouvait y en avoir une, ce serait amaour.

En fait, amour en moi est plus qu'une passion, c'est ma vie.

Et si les passions peuvent être détruites, kodwa Vie ne le peut pas.

Vois combien il m'est necessaire d'être purpose. Donc,   aime-Moi, aime-Moi l "

 

Ukundifumana kwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, iintloni zithintela ubabalo kwaye zonakalisa umphefumlo.

Umphefumlo oneentloni awusoze ukwazi ukuphatha izinto ezinkulu,

- hayi kuThixo,

- hayi kwilandelayo,

- kungekhona yena.

 

Umphefumlo oneentloni uziphatha ngokungathi imilenze yawo ibotshelelwe. Engakwazi ukuhamba ngokukhululekileyo, amehlo akhe ahlala ethe ntsho

- malunga naye kwaye

- kwiinzame ezithathayo ukuhamba.

Iintloni zimenza ajonge phantsi, angaphakami. Xa esenza okuthile, ufumana amandla akhe

-hayi kaThixo,

- kodwa yedwa

 

Kwaye, ke, endaweni yokufumana amandla, ilahlekelwa amandla.

 

Ukuba ubabalo lwahlwayela kuye, kwenzeka kuye njengomlimi olihlwempu owathi, emva kokuhlwayela waza wasebenza intsimi yakhe encinane, wavuna kancinane okanye akavuna nto.

 

Umphefumlo onesibindi wenza ngemini into eyenziwa ngumphefumlo oneentloni ngonyaka ".

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Bendizibuza ukuba kutheni umnqamlezo kuphela usivumela ukuba siqiniseke ukuba siyayithanda iNkosi,

nangona kukho ezinye izinto ezininzi, umzekelo

- isidima, umthandazo kunye nesakramente,

enokusazisa

Ukuba siyithanda ngokwenene iNkosi.

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, weza uYesu   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, kulungile.

Ngumnqamlezo kuphela onokuqiniseka ukuba siyithanda ngokwenene iNkosi, kodwa umnqamlezo uthwalwa ngomonde nokurhoxa.

 

Ukuba kukho umonde nokurhoxa phambi komnqamlezo, kungenxa yokuba uthando lukaThixo lukho.

 

Enyanisweni, ekubeni indalo ingavumi kakhulu ukubandezeleka, ukuba kukho umonde, asinto yemvelo kodwa ivela kuThixo.

Oko kukuthi, umphefumlo uyayithanda iNkosi kungekuphela nje ngothando lwawo, kodwa nangothando lobuthixo.

 

Ngoko sinokuthandabuza njani ukuba lo mphefumlo umthanda ngokwenene uThixo, ukuba umthanda ngolo hlobo lobuthixo?

 

Ngokuphathelele ezinye izinto, kuquka iisakramente, umphefumlo unokuba nothando lobuthixo ngaphakathi kwawo.

Kodwa ezi zinto azinakunika isiqinisekiso esinikelwa ngumnqamlezo.

 

Uthando lusenokungabikho ngenxa yokunqongophala kwezimilo ezilungileyo.  Ubani usenokuvuma  , kodwa ukuba akanazimo zifanelekileyo, akunakugqitywa kwelokuba uyamthanda uThixo.

 

Ukuba umntu uya kufumana umthendeleko  , ufumana uBomi obuNgcwele kakuhle, kodwa kunokutshiwo ukuba obu Bomi bobuNgcwele buhlala kuye kuphela ukuba ngokwenene unesimo esifunekayo.

 

Umntu unokuthabatha umthendeleko okanye aye kuvuma izono, kodwa xa amathuba avelayo, ukuba umonde awukho, uthando nalo alukho.

Kuba uthando lubonwa kuphela ngedini.

 

Umnqamlezo, umonde kunye nokurhoxa   ziziqhamo

eveliswa kuphela   lubabalo nothando ". 

 

Besendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu osikelelekileyo weza ngokufutshane.

Ebengathi usondela kum kakhulu ukuba ndive ukubetha kweNtliziyo yakhe. Ezi zingqimba bezinamandla kakhulu kwaye nganye ibikhatshwa zizingqi ezincinci eziliqela. UYesu wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

le yimeko   Intliziyo yam yayikuyo ngexesha lePassion yam  .

 

Bonke ubomi bomntu buchukumisekile entliziyweni yam  .

Ngezono zabo babe nako ukundinika ukufa. Kodwa, ngaphandle kokungabi nambulelo kwabo, Intliziyo yam, ishukunyiswa ngamandla othando, inike ubomi obutsha kuye wonke umntu.

Yiyo le nto iNtliziyo yam ibethele ngamandla. Iibhithi zam

-kuqulethe konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yomntu,

- ukubenza batshintshe babe zizibetho zothando kunye nolonwabo olungcwele. "Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Emva kokuba ndityelelwe izihlandlo eziliqela ebudeni bemini, ndaziva ndidiniwe yaye ngaphakathi ndakhalaza eNkosini Yethu, ndisithi:

 

“Susa izidalwa ezindijikelezileyo, kuba ndiziva ndicinezelwe kakhulu andazi ukuba bazifumana ntoni kwaye bafuna ntoni kum.

Ndenzele inceba ngobundlobongela ekufuneka ndihlala ndisenza ukuze ndihlale kuwe ngaphakathi kwaye ndibe nezidalwa ngaphandle! "

 

Ngelo xesha   uMama oyiNtombi Enyulu  weza  kwaye, ngesandla sakhe sokunene ekhomba ngaphakathi, apho uYesu wam olungileyo wayebonakala ekhona, wathi kum:

 

“Intombi yam endiyithandayo ayidakumbi

Kuba izidalwa ziya apho bufumaneka khona ubutyebi.

Kwaye ekubeni   kukho ubutyebi bokubandezeleka kuwe

-akuyo uNyana wam othandekayo, beza kuwe.

 

Ke nina, lo gama niwanyamekela,   musani ukuphazanyiswa bubutyebi benu

Umnqamlezo kunye noNyana wam   -

kodwa yenza wonke umntu ayithande. Emva koko, uya kubathumela emva bonke   betyebile.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo kwathi gqi idemon lisenza izinto ezingaqhelekanga.

Uthe nje ukuba anyamalale, andizange ndiphinde ndicinge ngaye okanye ukuziphatha kwakhe okungaqhelekanga,

yonke into ibixakeke kukuba ndikunye nooLungile wam qha.

 

Emva koko kwathi qatha ingcinga kum:

"Hayi indlela embi kwaye ndingenancasa ngayo: akukho nto iyandichukumisa!"

 

UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum:

“Ntombi yam, kukho imimandla apho izityalo zingathotywanga.

- ingqele, iqabaka okanye ikhephu.

 

Ngoko ke, abahluthwa amagqabi abo, iintyatyambo kunye neziqhamo.

Ukuba bathatha ikhefu,

lixesha elifutshane emva kokuba iziqhamo zabo zivuniwe. Kukho ixesha lokukhulisa   abanye.

 

Enyanisweni, ubushushu belanga buwachumisa ngendlela encomekayo. Kwaye azikho phantsi kokulibaziseka,

njengakwimeko yezityalo kwiindawo ezibandayo. Ezi zityalo zihluphekayo, ngenxa yokubanda kunye nekhephu

- ingqumbo iinyanga ezininzi,

- banyanzeliswa ukuba bathwale iziqhamo ezimbalwa kuphela kunye nexesha elifutshane kakhulu, eliphantse livavanye umonde womlimi ozikhulisayo.

 

Imiphefumlo ethe yadibana   nam

zifana nodidi lokuqala   lwezityalo:

ubushushu bomanyano lwam buchitha ukubanda kokutyekela kwabo kobuntu

abangathanda ukubenza bangabi nazintsholongwane kwaye bahluthwe amagqabi abo angcwele kunye neziqhamo.

Iqabaka yenkanuko kunye nekhephu leziphazamiso zingathanda ukuthintela iziqhamo zobabalo ekuzibonakaliseni kuzo.

Kodwa umanyano lwabo kunye nam luyabakhusela.

 

Akukho nto ibachukumisa ngokwenene.

Kwaye akukho nto ingena ngaphakathi kwabo inokulimaza umanyano lwethu kunye nokuphumla kwethu. Ubomi babo buphelele bujikeleza kum.

 

Ngoko ke, ukutyekela kwabo nokuthanda kwabo uThixo, ukuba ngamanye amaxesha bathi nqumama,

-ayisiyonto ngaphandle kokungabikho koBukho bam kubo,

-ukuze ndikwazi

emva koko ubanike ukumangaliswa kwentuthuzelo enkulu kwaye avune iziqhamo ezingakumbi zomonde nobugorha

-eya kuba ivuthiwe ngexesha ndingekho.

 

Kukwahluke ngokupheleleyo kwimiphefumlo engafezekanga.

Zifana nezityalo ezikwiindawo ezibandayo, ezinochuku kubo bonke

Iziphazamiso.

Ubomi babo busekelwe ngakumbi kwimibono

ngaphezu kwesizathu kunye nokulunga   .

Utyekelo, iminqweno, izilingo, iinkathazo nazo zonke iziganeko zobomi zezabo

- njengengqele, ikhephu, iqabaka nesichotho

oko kuthintela ukukhula komanyano lwam kunye   nabo.

 

Kwaye xa zibonakala zinentyatyambo entle, ukubuyisela umva kwanele, into   ebakhathazayo

-ukuze le ntyatyambo intle ibune kwaye iwe phantsi.

 

Ndiyayithanda lento

-Ndihlala ndisekuqaleni,

-velisa iziqhamo ezincinci kakhulu e

-vavanya umonde wam ngelixa ndibakhulisa. "

 

Ngale ntsasa ndiziva ndicinezelekile ngakumbi kunangaphambili ngenxa yokuvinjwa koyena mkhulu nooLungileyo kuphela.

Nangona kunjalo, kwangaxeshanye, ndandizolile kwaye ndingenalo ixhala elihlala lindikhokelela ekubeni ndihambe phakathi kweZulu noMhlaba ndide ndiyifumane.

Ndathi, "Olunjani utshintsho!

Ndiziva ndityiwa ziintlungu zokungabikho kwakho. Kwaye, kwangaxeshanye, andikhali kwaye ndiziva ndinoxolo olunzulu olundihlala ngokupheleleyo. Akukho moya wenkcaso ungangeni kum”.

 

Ngelo xesha   uYesu wasondela waza wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, ungazikhathazi, yazi ukuba xa kukho isaqhwithi elwandle, esi saqhwithi siphezulu nje;

-ulwandle luzolile ngokugqibeleleyo;

-amanzi ayo azolile;

yaye iintlanzi, xa zisibona isaqhwithi, zizisonge kumanzi anzongonzongo ukuze zikhuseleke ngakumbi.

 

Isiphango siyatshayela ngenene phaya

- apho amanzi aphantsi,

-apho inokuthi ishukume ukusuka phezulu ukuya ezantsi kwaye ide ihambise amanzi ayo kwezinye iindawo zolwandle.

Oku kwenzeka ngemiphefumlo.

Xa bezaliswe ngokupheleleyo nguThixo ukusa kwinqanaba lokuphuphuma, izaqhwithi azinakubagungqisa.

Kuba akukho mandla anokucel’ umngeni uThixo.

 

Okona kulungileyo umphefumlo unokusiva isaqhwithi ngokuphandle.

Kwakhona, xa umphefumlo usiva isaqhwithi, ubeka izidima zawo ngolungelelwano uze ubaleke ukuya kuzisonga ezinzulwini zikaThixo.

 

Ngoko ke, nokuba ngaphandle kubonakala ngathi kukho isaqhwithi, yinkangeleko nje.

 

Kungelo xesha apho umphefumlo wonwabe kakhulu

- uxolo, ukuphumla, ukuzola esibelekweni sikaThixo, njengentlanzi ezantsi kolwandle.

 

Kuchasene nemiphefumlo

izinto ezingento kuThixo, nokuba zimncinane;

izaqhwithi ziyabashukumisa ngokupheleleyo.

Ukuba banentwana nje kaThixo, baphulukana noko banako.

 

Ngaphezu koko, akuthathi isaqhwithi esikhulu ukuwashukumisa. Umoya omncinci wanele ukuba ukuza kwabo kutshabalale.

 

Ngaphezu koko, kwaezo zinto zingcwele.

-ezenza ukutya okumnandi kwemiphefumlo ezele nguThixo, ijika ibe ziinkqwithela kule miphefumlo.

Babethwa yiyo yonke imimoya. Akukho kuzola kuzo

 

Ngenxa yokuba, ngokusengqiqweni, apho uThixo akakho ngokupheleleyo, akukho nelifa loxolo.”

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Kwakungathi ndibona uM. nabanye abefundisi.

Wasondela kum umfana omhle wezulu wandinika ukutya.

Ndamcela ukuba anike uM. nabanye ukutya oku.

Wandula ke, esondela kuM., lo mfana wamnika isikhundla esihle esithi kuye: “Ndabelana nawe ngokutya kwam yaye, ngenxa yakho, uyathothisa ukulamba kwam.

endinika imiphefumlo".

Wathetha oku ngokubonisa umsebenzi uM. afuna ukuwenza.

Kwakhona kuye kwamnika iimpembelelo ezinamandla kunye nenkuthazo ngaphakathi. Emva koko waphakela abanye.

 

Kanye ngelo xesha kwathi gqi ibhinqa elibekekileyo, baza abo babefumene ukutya baqokelelana kuye bembuza ngemeko yam.

 

Lo mfazi waphendula wathi:

“Imeko yalo mphefumlo yeyokuthandaza ngokuzingisileyo, ukuzincama nokumanyana noThixo.” Ngaphezu koko, ngoxa ukule meko, uchanabeka kuzo zonke iziganeko zeCawa, zehlabathi nobulungisa bukaThixo.

 

Emva koko uyathandaza, alungise, ahluthe izixhobo aze athintele kangangoko anako isohlwayo uBulungisa bukaThixo obufuna ukusithumela kwizidalwa.

Emva koko, zonke izinto zimisiwe. "

 

Ukuva oku, ndacinga:

"Ndimbi kakhulu! Kodwa bathi yimeko yam."

 

Ngeli xesha, ndazibona ndikufuphi nefestile encinci, ephakamileyo kakhulu, apho ndandibona yonke into eyenzekayo eCaweni nasehlabathini, kunye nezohlwayo ezaziza kuwela. Ngubani onokuzichaza zonke?

 

Ndiyancama ukuba ndingabi mde kakhulu. Owu! Hayi indlela endancwina ngayo ndaza ndathandaza! Bendifuna ukuziqhawula ukuze ndimelane nayo yonke lento.

Emva koko yanyamalala ngoko nangoko ndazibona ndisemzimbeni wam.

 

Ukuba kukho inkanuko, idemon inamandla ngakumbi.

 

Besendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo. UYesu weza ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam, isilingo sinokusoyiswa lula.

 

Kuba umtyholi sesona sidalwa sibi kakhulu esinokubakho.

Isenzo esichaseneyo, indelelo okanye umthandazo wanele ukumenza asabe.

 

Ezi zenzo ngokwenene zimenza abe noloyiko ngakumbi, kwaye ukuze anganyamezeli ukudideka, ngokukhawuleza xa eqonda ukuba umphefumlo uzimisele ukungayithobeli ingqalelo iziphakamiso zakhe, ubalekela ngokukrakra.

Noko ke, ukuba umphefumlo awukwazi ukukhululeka ngokulula, oko kuthetha

-ayisosilingo nje eso,

- kodwa inkanuko emiliselwe emphefumlweni ethi, kunye nesilingo, iwucinezele.

 

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo awukwazi ukuzikhulula.

Apho kukho inkanuko, usathana unamandla angakumbi okukhohlisa umphefumlo.

 

Ngale ntsasa, xa uYesu esikelelekileyo wafika, wayebonakala enxibe isambatho esimnyama. Wasondela kum, wangathi undifake phantsi kwengubo kwaye wathi kum:

"Ngoko ke ndiya kusonga zonke izidalwa njengengubo emnyama." Emva koko wanyamalala.

 

Ndaziva ndinomngeni ngenxa yezinye izohlwayo.

Ndiye ndamcenga ukuba abuye, andisakwazi ukwenza ngaphandle koBukho bakhe. Kodwa ndaqhubeka ndicelwa umngeni ngumbono endandisandul’ ukuwubona.

 

Wazingisa ixesha elide, weza ephethe ikomityi yolwelo ngesandla. Wandinika ndasela   wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Imiphefumlo enoxolo idla etafileni yam, isela endebeni yam

 

Kwaye, ngaphezu koko, uMtoli ongcwele akakaphawuli iintolo kubo. Akukho nalunye kolu tolo lulahlekileyo.

Bonke bawonzakalisa umphefumlo othandekayo.

Kwaye uyadlula njengoko uMtoli eqhubeka neentolo zakhe.

-Ngamanye amaxesha bamenza afe ngothando,

ngamanye amaxesha bambuyisela kubomi obutsha   bothando.

 

Kwelinye icala, amanxeba akhe,

'Umphefumlo utola utolo lwawo ukuze buhlungu Lowo uwenze buhlungu kakhulu.

Unjalo ke umphefumlo woxolo, uyolo nolonwabo lukaThixo.

 

Ngokubhekiselele kwimiphefumlo engaphumliyo, ukuba uMcibi wezulu ubathumelela iintolo, balahlekile emphefumlweni,

-nto leyo eshiya uMtoli ecaphukile, kodwa ehlekisa usathana.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazifumana ndingaphandle komzimba wam egadini apho ndabona   uMama uKumkanikazi   ehleli kwitrone ephakame kakhulu.

Bendivutha ngumnqweno wokunyuka ndiye encotsheni yetrone ndincamise isandla sakhe.

 

Ndithe ndisazama ukufika wehla wandincamisa ebusweni.

Ndiyijongile, ndabona ngathi kukukhanya ngaphakathi kuyo apho kubhalwe igama elithi   "Fiat"   .

Ukusuka kweli gama iilwandle ezingenasiphelo ziyehla

- isidima, umbulelo, ubukhulu, uzuko, uvuyo, ubuhle, njl

-kuyo yonke into equlethwe nguKumkanikazi wethu uMama. Zonke ezi asethi zavela fiat.

 

Owu inamandla kangakanani, isiqhamo kwaye ingcwele kangakanani le Fiat l Ngubani oya kuba nako ukuyiqonda?

Inkulu kangangokuba ndiyathula ngayo. Ngoko ke, ndiza kuma apha.

 

Ndamjonga ndancuma wonke   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

bonke ubungcwele bam beza kum buphuma kwigama elithi Fiat  . Andizange ndishukume nakancinci,

-Andizange ndiphefumle,

- akathathanga nyathelo elinye okanye enze nasiphi na esinye isenzo, ngaphandle kwentando kaThixo.

 

Ubomi bam, ukutya kwam, yonke into yam yayiyintando kaThixo, yavelisa ulwandle kum

- ubungcwele, ubutyebi, uzuko nembeko! Yonke into yayingokobuthixo, ingengomntu.

 

Okukhona umphefumlo udityaniswa kwaye uchongiwe ngokuthanda kukaThixo, kokukhona kunokuthiwa ngcwele kwaye

kokukhona ethandwa nguThixo.

 

Yaye okukhona ethandwa ngakumbi nguThixo, kokukhona ebabalwa ngakumbi.

Kuba ubomi bomphefumlo abukho nto yimbi ngaphandle kwemveliso yentando kaThixo.

 

Kwenzeka njani ukuba uThixo angawuthandi lo mphefumlo ekubeni ngowakhe?

Ngoko ke, akufanele ukhathazeke ngokwazi

- ukuba senza okuninzi okanye kancinci,

- makube kukuthanda kukaThixo, nokuba kungakuthandi.

 

Enyanisweni, iNkosi ijonge ngakumbi kwizinto ezincinci.

- ukuba zenziwe ngentando yakhe

ukuba omkhulu enze ngentando yakhe.

 

Kwaba buhlungu kum ukungawufumani umthendeleko yonke imihla. UYesu wam olungileyo weza wathi kum:

"Intombazana yakho,

Andifuni kwanto izokukhathaza.

Kuyinyani ukuba umthendeleko yinto enkulu, kodwa umanyano olusondeleyo phakathi komphefumlo kunye nam luhlala ixesha elingakanani?

Ikota yeyure kakhulu.

 

Eyona nto kufuneka uyigcine kakhulu kukuyekwa ngokupheleleyo kwentando yakho ngokuthanda kwam.

Ngenxa yokuba umntu ohlala kwi-Will yam kukho umanyano olusondeleyo kungekhona nje kwikota yeyure, kodwa rhoqo, rhoqo!

 

Intando yam kukunxibelelana nomphefumlo rhoqo  . Akukho kanye ngosuku,

-kodwa yonke iyure,

-ngalo lonke ixesha

ukuba umphefumlo owenza iNtando yam unxulumana nam.”

 

Ndandineentsuku ezibuhlungu kakhulu

- ngenxa yokuvinjwa koyena mkhulu kwaye oLungileyo kuphela, kwaye ngokunjalo

-ngenxa yengcinga eqhubekayo yokuba imeko yam inokuba ngumsi womsi.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwam kongezwa yimbopheleleko yam yokuhlala ebhedini yam ngokuqhubekayo,

- ngaphandle kokuhamba okanye umsebenzi,

- elinde confessor yam.

 

Nam bendingenwe bubuthongo besiqhelo.

Yonke le nto yayikhatshwa ziinyembezi ezingapheliyo, yandikhathaza de ndagula.

 

Amaxesha amaninzi ndiye ndathandaza kumntu wam

- ukundinika imvume yokuhlala ebhedini yam, ngokwesiqhelo sam,

-kunye nokwenza umsebenzi wam wesiqhelo wokuhomba

xa ndandingalali kwaye uYesu akazange andenze ndibe nemfihlelo yothando lwakhe   njengexhoba.

 

Kodwa ummeli wam wandithethelela ngokupheleleyo.

Wathi le meko, nokuba ihluthwe uKulunga kwam okuPhakamileyo, kufuneka ithathelwe ingqalelo imeko yexhoba ngenxa yeentlungu zokuvinjwa kukaYesu nangenxa yentobeko.

 

Bendihlala ndithobela, kodwa intliziyo yam efela ukholo isoloko indixelela ukuba:

"Asiyondlela nje edlulayo leyo?

Buphi ubuthongo bakho, ixhoba lakho?

 

Vuka, vuka! Musa ukukhangela izizathu! Umsebenzi umsebenzi! Awuboni ukuba amabango akho akukhokelela ekugwetyweni? Awothuki?

Aniwucingi na ke umgwebo kaThixo owoyikekayo?

Awuboni ukuba iminyaka emininzi wemba umngxuma kuphela apho uya kuhlala uvalelwe ngonaphakade?"

 

Intiyo! Ngubani na onokuthi intuthumbo ekhohlakeleyo ewuphethe umphefumlo wam, yandityumza yaza yandiphosa kulwandle lweentlungu?

Kodwa  ukuthobela kobuzwilakhe akundishiyanga neatom  enye yokuzikhethela. Intando kaThixo mayenziwe  

Nguye ofuna izinto zenzeke ngoluhlobo!

 

Phezolo, xa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo yaye ndiphakathi kwale ntuthumbo ikhohlakeleyo, ndazifumana ndingqongwe ngabantu ababesithi:

 

"Cengceleza iPater, iAve kunye neGloria ngokuhlonipha iSan Francesco di Paola. Iya kukuzisela isiqabu ekubandezelekeni kwakho."

 

Ndithe ndisayenza lonto, kwathi gqi ungcwele kum, endiphathele isandwich endinike yona wathi: "Yitya".

 

Ndatya ndaziva ndomelela. Ndiye ndamxelela:

"Santa othandekayo, ndingathanda ukukuxelela into."

Waphendula ngobubele kakhulu: "Ufuna ukundixelela ntoni?"

Ndaqhubeka:

Ndiyoyika ukuba imeko yam ayihambisani nentando kaThixo.

Ebudeni beminyaka yokuqala yesi sifo, endandisiba naso ngamaxesha athile, ndaziva ndibizwe yiNkosi Yethu ukuba ndizenze ixhoba.

Kwaye ndandibanjwe ziintlungu kunye namanxeba angaphakathi kangangokuba ngaphandle kwakubonakala ngathi ndikwimeko yobunzima.

Kodwa ngoku ndiyoyika ukuba yingcinga yam eyandibangela ezi zigulo. "

 

Malunga nento   endiyixelelwe ngungcwele  :

"Umqondiso oqinisekileyo wokwazi ukuba imeko ihambelana nentando kaThixo:

Kungenxa yokuba umphefumlo ulungele ukwenza ngenye indlela ukuba ufunda ukuba Intando   kaThixo ayisayifuni le meko ".

Kodwa, ndingaqinisekanga, ndongeza:

 

"Sithandwa sam, khange ndikuxelele yonke into, mamela kakuhle.

Yandula ke iNkosi yandibizela ekuzidubuleni ngokuqhubekayo yaye kangangeminyaka engama-21 ndandisoloko ndivalelwe. Ngubani onokuzixela zonke iimbandezelo zam? Kum kubonakala ngathi maxa wambi uThixo undishiya ndedwa aze andivimbe ukubandezeleka, okuphela komhlobo othembekileyo   kwimeko yam.

Kwaye ndihlala ndityunyuzwe ngokupheleleyo, ngaphandle koThixo kwaye ngaphandle kwenkxaso yokubandezeleka, ngoko ke amathandabuzo kunye noloyiko lokuba imeko yam ayinakuhambelana nentando kaThixo ".

 

Egcwele ububele,   ingcwele yathi kum:

 

“   Ndiza kuphinda le nto sele ndinixelele yona.

Ukuba uzimisele ukwenza ukuthanda kukaThixo xa uyazi, imeko yakho ihambelana nentando yakhe. "

 

Emva koko, ndaziva ngamandla emphefumlweni wam ukuba, ukuba ndiyazi intando kaThixo ngokucacileyo,

Ndingathanda ukurhuma, nokuba ngexabiso lobomi bam.

Emva koko ndazola. Ngamana uThixo angasoloko ebulela.

 

Bendikwimeko yam yesiqhelo.

Kangangexeshana ndaziva iNkosi yethu isondele kum.

Wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, ngomphefumlo owenza iNtando yam, ujikeleza kubo bonke.

njengegazi lakhe.

Ngaloo ndlela, lo mphefumlo uhlala udibana

-nam,

-Ngamandla am, uBulumko bam, uThando lwam kunye nobuhle bam.

 

Uthatha inxaxheba kuko konke okukokwam.

Ekubeni engasaphili ngokwentando yakhe, uhlala ekwam. Kwaye okoko iNtando yam ibaleka kwintando yakhe, iNtando yakhe ijikeleza kuBume bam kwaye ndihlala ndisiva ukubamba kwakhe.

 

Awukwazi ukuqonda ukuba yimalini, ngenxa yoko, ndiziva ndiziswe

-Mthande,

- ukuyikhuthaza,

- phendula zonke izicelo zakho.

 

Ukuba bendingamphendulanga bendingazomphendula mna.

Phofu oko ehlala kwiWill yam le ayicelayo ayonto yimbi ngaphandle kwale ndiyifunayo mna.

Kwaye, ngenxa yokuba efumana yonke into ayicelayo, uyonwabile yena kunye nabanye.

 

Ubomi bakhe bungaphezulu eZulwini kunasemhlabeni.

Esi sisiqhamo seNtando yam: ukubetha umphefumlo kwangaphambili ».

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndathandaza eNkosini yethu ukuba ilunge ngokwaneleyo ukuzisa uxolo emiphefumlweni,

--Ezi ziyaphikisana kwaye

- amahlwempu afuna ukuhlasela izityebi.

 

Ingathi

-ukuba abantu banxanelwe   igazi lomntu,

-ukuba bangabi sazinyamezela   ngokwabo.

 

Ukuba iNkosi ayingeni ndawo, siza kufumana izohlwayo ebisoloko indixelela ngazo.

 

Weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, kukho ubulungisa.

 

Izityebi zaba zezokuqala

-ukwenza umzekelo ombi kumahlwempu;

-yilahle inkolo,

- ukutyeshela imisebenzi yomntu.

 

Baneentloni zokungena ezicaweni ukuze baye kwimisa, ukuze bafezekise iimbopheleleko zabo.

 

"Amahlwempu azondle ngomzekelo ombi wezityebi kwaye, akakwazi ukuzibamba,

- bazama ukubahlasela bade bababulale. Akukho cwangco ngaphandle kokuzithoba kuThixo.

Izityebi zahlukanisile noThixo.

Abantu bavukela uThixo, izityebi nakubantu bonke. Umlinganiselo wobulungisa bam uzele kwaye andisakwazi ukuwubamba. "

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam phakathi kweenguqu.

Abantu babonakala bezimisele ngakumbi kunangaphambili ukuphalaza igazi. Ndambongoza uYehova waza   wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

kukho izaqhwithi ezibini ezilungiswa ngamadoda:

-enye ngokuchasene norhulumente e

- enye ichasene neBandla. "

 

Ndazibona iinkokheli zibaleka.

Ukumkani wabonakala ewela ezandleni zotshaba.

Izityebi zazisengozini enkulu yaye ezinye zazisifa.

 

Eyona nto yandenza buhlungu kakhulu kukuba le mvukelo yayijoliswe kwiCawa nokuba phakathi kweenkokeli zomzabalazo kwakukho abefundisi.

 

Xa ezi zinto zazisele zifikelele esiphelweni, kwabonakala ngathi urhulumente wasemzini wayengenelele.

Ndiyema apha kuba ezi zizinto ezichazwe kwenye indawo.

 

Ngale ntsasa ndizive ndonganyelwe kukuphulukana noYesu wam othandekayo.

 

Ndicinge:

"Andisakwazi ukunyamezela! Ndingaqhubeka njani ngaphandle koBomi bam? Onjani umonde ofunekayo kuwe!

Bubuphi ubuhle obunokukukhuthaza ukuba uze? "Kwangoko weza   wathi kum  :

"Intombi yam, kulungile

-eyoyisa yonke into,

-ngubani ophumelele yonke into,

-leyo inqanaba yonke into e

-oko kuthambisa yonke into

yintando kaThixo.

Inamandla kangangokuba akukho nto inokumelana nayo. "

 

Njengoko wathi, indlela epheleleyo

--amatye, ameva kunye

Iintaba zabonakala phambi kwam.

 

Xa le ndlela ibekwe kwintando kaThixo, ngaMandla afanayo aloo ntando,

amatye   acolwa;

ameva aguqulwa abe ziintyatyambo   kwaye

zanyibilika iintaba   .

 

Kwintando kaThixo zonke izinto zikho

inkangeleko efanayo   ,

umbala ofanayo   .

 

Ngamana iya kuhlala ibongwa intando yakhe engcwele

 

Ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndihluthwe bubukrakra nokuswela.

Kum kwakubonakala ngathi abantu bayavukela yaye besomeleza umlo nxamnye nezityebi.

Oyena   uYesu wandixelela   ngethoni elusizi:

 

Mna ke ndibavulela inkululeko abasweleyo, ngokuba ndikruqukile sisityebi.

Benze ngokwaneleyo!

 

Ingakanani imali echithiweyo

-kwiibhola,

-kwithiyetha,

- kwiihambo ezingenamsebenzi, kumampunge kunye

-Nasesonweni!

 

Okwangoku,

amahlwempu akanako ukuba nesonka esaneleyo sokuzondla! Bakhotyokisiwe: banyanyile kwaye banoburhalarhume.

 

Ukuba izityebi bezizinike imali nje echithakele kwizinto ezingancediyo, amahlwempu am ebeya kuvuya.

Kodwa izityebi zazibaphatha njengabasemzini. Bade babacekisa;

ukubagcinela intuthuzelo nolonwabo njengelungelo elinxulumene nemeko yabo   e

eshiya amahlwempu ebugxwayibeni.

ngokungathi ihambelana nemeko yabo. "

 

Uthe xa esitsho,

-Wabonakala erhoxisa ububele bakhe kumahlwempu,

eyayinefuthe lokubenza babe ndlongondlongo kwizityebi ukuze benze izinto ezinzulu zenzeke.

 

Xa ndibona yonke le nto, ndathi:

"Ubomi bam obuthandekayo kunye nokulunga kwam okuphezulu,

Kuyinyaniso ukuba kukho izityebi ezimbi, kodwa kukwakho nabalungileyo. Njengantoni

- loo manenekazi azinikeleyo anikela eCaweni, e

nababingeleli benu abenza izinto ezininzi kangaka kubantu bonke.

 

UYesu uyaqhubeka  :

"Ah, ntombi yam, thula kwaye ungachukumisi le ndawo ibuhlungu kakhulu apho

 

Bendikuxelela ukuba   andiwazi la manenekazi azinikeleyo  .

Banikela amalizo apho bafuna khona, ngeenjongo zabo, ukuze abantu babe senkonzweni yabo.

 

Bachitha amawaka eera

- kubantu ababathandayo kodwa,

-kwabo bayifunayo ngokwenene,

abade bakhuphe nesenti emdaka.

Ngaba ndinokuthi banikela amalizo ngothando lwam?

 

Zigwebe ngokwakho:

Ngaba aba bantu bayayazi indlela yokusabela kwiimfuno zokwenene? Banikela kakhulu apho kungafunekiyo,

- ukwala ukunika nokuba kuncinci apho kukho imfuneko?

 

Ke, unokugweba ukuba aba bantu abanayo

umoya wokwenene   wothando,

Ukucoceka kokwenyani kwenjongo kwaye ndigqibe kwelokuba amahlwempu am   alityalwa,

-nangaba bantu bazinikeleyo.

 

Kwaye nababingeleli  !

Ah! Ntombi yam, kubi nangakumbi! Uthi zilungele wonke umntu? Uyadlala wena   !

Benza okulungileyo kwizityebi, banexesha lezityebi. Kodwa, kwakhona, amahlwempu aphantse abekelwa bucala.

 

Ababingeleli

- andinaxesha labo,

- abanalo nelizwi lentuthuzelo abangathetha kubo;

- bayabandulula, bade bazenze ngathi bayagula.

 

Ndiyakwazi ukuxelela

-ukuba amahlwempu ajikile kwimithendeleko, ababingeleli bafaka isandla kule nto.

 

Kuba bahlala benexesha lokuvuma izityebi, kodwa kuncinci kumahlwempu.

Ngoko ke amahlwempu adinwa angabuyi.

 

Ukuba kuvela isityebi,

ababingeleli abanqikazi umzuzwana: ixesha, amazwi entuthuzelo, uncedo. Bafumanela izityebi yonke into.

 

Ngaba ndingatsho ukuba banomoya wokwenene wesisa ukuba bakhetha abo bafuna ukumamela?

 

Kwaye amahlwempu?

-Okanye bathumela kwenye indawo,

okanye bacinezele   kakhulu

ukuba ubabalo lwam belungabancedanga ngendlela ekhethekileyo;

Ngebenyamalele ecaweni yam.

 

Bambalwa ababingeleli abanomoya wenyaniso wobulungisa, uthando lwenene.

 

Emva koko, ndaba buhlungu ngakumbi kunangaphambili, ndimcela ukuba andenzele inceba.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

intobeko kukum umnyango wokungena emphefumlweni  .

 

Ukuba akukho mnyango onjalo, ndingatsho

-ukuba akukho ndawo yam kulo mphefumlo kwaye

-ukuba ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndihlale ngaphandle. "

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndagalelwa bubukrakra nokuswela. Emva kokufumana umthendeleko, ndakhalaza kuYesu osikelelekileyo

-indlela andishiye ngayo ne

- yokungabi namsebenzi kwemeko yam. Ngovelwano   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

- akukho nto iguqule izipho esizitshintshileyo, kuba ixabiso labo livela kwimvelaphi yabo.

 

ucingela

ukuba abantu ababini badityaniswe yiqhina lobuhlobo okanye umtshato,

-abenze izipho kunye

-abathandanayo bade bangabi nakwahlukana. Ngamnye ukhuphele omnye kwaye uziva ngaphakathi kwakhe ubunjani bomnye.

 

Kwakhona sicinga ukuba, ngenxa yemfuneko engqongqo,

banyanzelekile ukuba bahlukane omnye nomnye.

IS

izipho zabo ezifanayo ziya kuncitshiswa, okanye

uthando lwabo luya kuba   buthathaka

ngenxa yolu kwahlukana?

 

Ngokuchasene noko, ukuba kude kwabo kuya kuba nesiphumo kuphela

-ukwenza uthando lwabo lukhule e

- ukubaqinisekisa ukuba banikele ingqalelo ngakumbi kwizipho ezitshintshiweyo, belindele ezinye izipho ezimangalisayo xa zibuyiswa.

 

Ngaphezu koko,

-ekubeni umntu ngamnye evelise othandekayo ngaphakathi kwakhe, kuba ngathi akukho mgama phakathi kwabo:

-Ngamnye uva ilizwi lomnye kuye ngokwakhe.

-Ngamnye uva omnye ukugeleza kwiingcinga zakhe, imisebenzi kunye namanyathelo.

-Uziva ekude kwaye esondele,

-uyayifuna, kodwa akayifumani;

- uyichukumise kodwa akakwazi ukuba neshumi elinesithandathu.

Ke ngoko imiphefumlo yabo ikukufa okuqhubekayo kothando.

 

Ke wena, ukuba ubulungisa bam bundifikela

-ukunihlutha mna kunye

-ukuhlala kude nawe ixeshana, ungatsho

Ndathatha izipho zam   kwaye

ukuba   uthando luyancipha?

 

Ndaphendula:

"Imeko yam inzima kakhulu sthandwa sam, ndibekwa yintoni apha xa ungandiyeki ndisokole

-ukuze basindiswe amawethu esohlwaywa?

 

Undixelele izihlandlo ezininzi ukuba uya kuyinqanda imvula, kwaye ayisana. Ke, akukho nto inokukwenza usilele, yonke into oyithethayo, yenza.

Ukuba ubusondelelene njengangaphambili,

Ndingakuxelela izinto ezininzi ukuba ungandivumela ukuba ndiphumelele! Ungatsho njani ukuba umgama awunto?

Uthe:

"Ngenxa yesi sizathu ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndihlale kude,

ungazivumeli ukuba woyiswe, kodwa uvule indawo   yoBulungisa.

 

Ngokwenza oko, kukho iingenelo:

ukuswela amanzi kukhokelela   kwindlala;

abantu baya kuthotywa   kwaye,

emva kokubulawa kwabantu kunye   neemfazwe,

ubabalo luya kubafumana bekulungele ngakumbi ukusindiswa.

 

Kananjalo ayiyonzuzo ukuba,

- ngelixa imfazwe iza kongeza kwindlala;

-ukubamba ngolu hlobo,

ukubambezeleka kwaye, ngenxa yoko, imiphefumlo engakumbi iya kusindiswa?”

 

Wongeza wathi  :

"Uthando aluze luthi 'kwanele'.

Nangona uthando lubetha umphefumlo kwaye luwukrazule, ezi ziqwenga zikhwaza "uthando". Uthando aluze luthi "kwanele" kwaye, akonwabanga,

-tshiza la malungu,

- iyabanciphisa ibe nto kwaye, kule nto ingenanto,

ivuthela umlilo wayo   kwaye

inika   ukumila kwayo.

Akukho nto ibandakanyekileyo emntwini ngaphandle kobuthixo kuphela. Kulapho uthando lucula khona

- uzuko lwakhe,

isibindi sakhe,

imimangaliso yayo, kwaye uthando   luthi:

 

"Ndonwabile.

Uthando lwam luphumelele, lutshabalalise umntu kwaye lwakha ubuThixo ».

 

Ufikelela ekuthandeni njengengcibi enobuchule othi, enezinto ezininzi angenazo esandleni;

uyawakrazula   ;

ubanika umlilo   kwaye

zishiye   apho

de zinyibilike kwaye ziphulukene nokumila kwazo ngokupheleleyo.

 

Kamva ubenza izinto ezintsha,

- intle ngakumbi kwaye imnandi ngakumbi,

- efanelekile italente yakhe.

 

Kuyinyani ukuba,

-kubantu, lo msebenzi wothando unzima kakhulu. Kodwa xa umphefumlo

-bona oko waphumelela,

-Uya kubona indlela ubuhle buthathe indawo

ubungendawo, ubutyebi, ubuhlwempu, ubuhandiba, ubukrwada. Emva koko naye uya kucula uzuko lothando ».

 

Emva kokuba ndifumene uMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndabona uMntwana uYesu kum ngokungathi ujonge into ebalulekileyo.

Ndathi kuye: "Piccolo yam entle, ufuna ntoni ngononophelo?"

 

Waphendula wathi  :

"Intombazana yakho,

Ndijonge ibrashi yentando yakho ukuze ndikwazi ukupeyinta umfanekiso wam entliziyweni yakho.

Enyanisweni, ukuba awundiniki intando yakho,

Ndiyayikhumbula ibrashi endinokuthi ndizipeyinte ngayo ngokukhululekileyo kuwe. Kwaye ngelixa intando yakho iya kusebenza njengebrashi,

uthando luya kuba yidayi

-ndivumela ukuba ndipeyinte yonke imibala yomfanekiso wam.

 

Ngaphaya koko, njengoko umntu ethanda ukusebenza njengebrashi, ngoko intando yam isebenza njengebrashi yomphefumlo.

ukuze ndizobe umfanekiso wakhe entliziyweni yam.

 

Kum uya kufumana intaphane yemibala yothando kwiindidi zemibala ».

 

Emva kokugqiba ukucamngca

-Lowo uhlwayela okulungileyo wovuna okulungileyo

ohlwayela ububi wovuna ububi;

Ndandizibuza ukuba yintoni entle endinokuyihlakulela xa ndiqwalasela imeko yam yenkxwaleko nokungakwazi kwam ukwenza.

 

Ngelo xesha kwabonakala kum ukuba bahlakulela ngaphakathi kum kwaye ndeva   uYesu esithi kum  :

“Umphefumlo umele uhlakulele okulungileyo ngomphefumlo wawo uphela.

Umphefumlo   unengqondo   kwaye kufuneka uyisebenzise

-ukuqonda uThixo,

-cinga kuphela Okulungileyo e

-ukungavumeli imbewu embi ukuba ingene kuyo.

 

Oku kuhlakulela okulungileyo   ngomoya   kabani  .

Kuyafana nangomlomo   wakhe  :

akafanele athethe izinto ezimbi, oko kukuthi,   amazwi amabi.

 

Okufanayo kuya   entliziyweni yakhe  :

kufuneka uthande uThixo kuphela,

- ufuna yena kuphela,

-i-pulse kuphela kuye kwaye ijonge kuye kuphela.

 

Ngezandla   zakhe   kuphela  imisebenzi engcwele efanele ukwenziwa.

Ngeenyawo   umntu  kufuneka aqhubele phambili kuphela ngokomzekelo weNkosi yethu ».

 

Ukuva oku, ndacinga:

Ngaloo ndlela, kwindawo yam, ndiyakwazi ukuhlakulela okulungileyo, kwanaphakathi kosizi lwam olugqithiseleyo.

Nangona kunjalo, bendicinga ngayo ngoloyiko lweengxelo ezinokuthi uMfundisi andibuze:

Ndihlwayele kakuhle na, okanye? Kwaye, ngaphakathi kwam, ndamva endixelela:

 

Ububele bam bukhulu kangangokuba abo bandenza ndaziwe njengongqwabalala, ongqongqo, ongqongqo, banetyala elikhulu. Owu!

 

Andiyi kubuza akhawunti ngaphandle kwezo zihambelana nentsimi encinci endiyiphathise umphefumlo.

andiyi kuqwalasela umphefumlo

Ukuba uyivuze ngokwesivuno sayo.

 

Ndiya kuwuvuza umphefumlo ngokunxulumene nobukrelekrele bawo:

- ngakumbi wandiqonda ngexesha lobomi bakhe basemhlabeni,

-Okukhona uya kundiqonda eZulwini, e

- ngakumbi endiqondayo, ngakumbi uya kuphuphuma luvuyo kunye nolonwabo.

 

Ngokuphathelele emlonyeni wakhe  ,

Ndiza kukunika iincasa ezahlukeneyo zobuthixo kunye

ilizwi lakhe liya kuvisisana nelabo bonke abanye abasikelelweyo.

Ngokuphathelele umsebenzi wakhe  ,

ndiya kumnika izipho zam, njalo njalo.

 

Ndithe ndisekwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazibuza kakhulu ubume bomphefumlo wam, ndacinga ngaphakathi: “Ngubani na ongathetha ububi obusemphefumlweni wam, ukuba uYehova andihluthe kuye, andishiye ndishiywe ndedwa. ?"

 

Ngaloo mzuzu weza ngokufutshane waza wandiphuphumalisa ngoBukho bakhe obungcwele: ubuqu bam bonke babugxile kuYe.

Akukho misonto kwaye akukho ntshukumo yomphefumlo wam ijonge kuye. Emva koko,   wathi kum  :

"Uyibonile ntombam?"

Umqondiso wokuba kukho ubutyala emphefumlweni   xa ungekho mna kukuba,

mzuzu ndibuya ndibonakalise uBukho bam kuye,

- akagcwaliswanga ngokupheleleyo nguThixo kwaye

- akafuni kwangoko ukuntywila kum,

ngendlela yokuba kungabikho nosinga olulodwa oluzinzileyo embindini walo.

 

Ukuba kukho isiphoso somphefumlo okanye

ukuba kukho into ekuyo engeyiyo eyam ngokupheleleyo, andinako ukuyigcwalisa ngokupheleleyo

kwaye akanako ukuntywilisela kum.

 

Ubutyala abunakungena kuThixo.

 

Ke ngoko, qiniseka, ungazami ukuziphazamisa. "

 

Ukuzibona ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndandixhwalekile yaye ndiphantse ndabhideka ngenxa yokuswela kwam.

UYesu weza ngokungathi uyadlula waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

endifuna ukuba nikubeke entliziyweni yenu kukuzingisa kokulungileyo, ngaphakathi nangaphandle.

 

Ukuphindwa kwesenzo sokundithanda kunye nokuzingisa ekwenzeni okulungileyo

 yenza uBomi obungcwele bukhule emphefumlweni.

Kwaye oku ngamandla anjalo anokufaniswa nomntwana okhulele emoyeni ovulekileyo kunye nesondlo esifanelekileyo,

-ukhula kwimpilo epheleleyo ukuya kubude bakhe obuqhelekileyo,

- ngaphandle kwesidingo sogqirha kunye namayeza. Iba namandla kangangokuba inokunceda abanye.

Kwelinye icala, umphefumlo ongatshintshiyo ufana nomntwana

-engasoloko ezondla ngokutya okunempilo, e

-ephefumla umoya owosulelayo.

 

Uyagula yaye, ngenxa yokungatyi kakuhle, amalungu akhe awakhuli kakuhle.

 

Ikhula ineziphene:

- i-tumor ifom kwindawo enye, i-abscess kwenye.

 

Ngenxa yoko, uhamba eqhwalela yaye kunzima ukuthetha. Kunokuthiwa usisiqhwala esihluphekayo.

 

Nangona amanye amalungu ayo ekwimeko entle, amalungu ayo aneziphene maninzi ngakumbi.

 

Kwaye nokuba uya kuthetha noogqirha kwaye uthathe amayeza,

- ayimenzeli kakuhle kakhulu

ngenxa yokuba igazi lakhe lihlaselwe ngumoya ongcolileyo nangenxa yokuba amalungu akhe abuthathaka yaye aneziphene ngenxa yokungondleki kwakhe.

 

Uya kuba ngumntu omdala, kodwa ngaphandle kokufikelela kwisimo sakhe sokwenyani.

Uya kusoloko efuna uncedo yaye akayi kukwazi ukunceda abanye.

 

Nantsi imeko yomphefumlo oguqukayo:

Kuba ngathi utya ukutya okungafanelekanga.

 

Ukuzibhokoxa kwizinto ezingezikaThixo, kuba ngathi uphefumla umoya ongcolileyo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, uBomi obungcwele bukhula kuyo ngobunzima kunye nentlupheko. Ngenxa yokuba akanawo amandla kunye namandla okuzingisa ».



 

Ndiphila iintsuku ezikrakra ngenxa yokuhluthwa ngokuqhubekayo kukaYesu osikelelekileyo. Weza ngokufutshane wandixelela:

 

"Intombazana yakho,

uphawu lokuqonda ukuba umntu unothando lokwenene luthando lwakhe kumahlwempu.

 

Enyanisweni, ukuba uyazithanda izityebi yaye ukho kubo, unako.

- kuba enethemba lokufumana into kubo okanye

- ngubani ovelana nabo, okanye

- ngenxa yobuhandiba babo, ubukrelekrele babo, ukuthetha kwabo, okanye

- kananjalo ngenxa yokuba uyayoyika.

 

Nangona kunjalo

ukuba uthanda amahlwempu, uyawanceda, awaxhase;

- kukuba ubona umfanekiso kaThixo kubo.

 

Ngoko ke, akupheleli kubulukhuni babo, ekungazini kwabo okanye kwintlupheko yabo. Ekubandezelekeni kwabo, kunge festile;

ubona uThixo, lowo uthembele kuye zonke izinto.

Uyabathanda, uyabanceda, abathuthuzele ngokungathi ukwenza oko kuThixo ngokwakhe. Nantsi ke into eyenzekayo: iqala kuThixo, iphelele kuye.

Kwelinye icala, into ephuma kwinkqunto ivelisa izinto ize iphelele apho. Nangona uthando lubonakala luhle kwaye lulungile,

ukuba awuziva ukubamba   kukaThixo,

abenzayo nabayamkelayo bayakruquka. Kwakhona, ngamanye amaxesha kukhokelela ekwenzeni iimpazamo.  . "

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

UYesu osikelelekileyo   wabonisa konke ukukhanya kwaye   wandixelela   la mazwi alula:

 

"NdikuKhanya. Kodwa ukukhanya kwenziwa ngantoni? Siyintoni isiseko sako?

Ukukhanya yinyaniso.

Ngaloo ndlela, ndikhaphukhaphu kuba ndiyinyaniso.

Ngoko ke, ukuba kukhanye kwaye kube nokukhanya kuzo zonke izenzo zomntu, yonke into kufuneka ibe yinyaniso.

Apho kukho ubugcisa kunye nokuphindaphinda, akunakubakho ukukhanya, kuphela ubumnyama ".

 

Ngenxa yala mazwi ambalwa, wathi shwaka ngesantya sokukhanya.

 

Ndithe ndisancokola nomchazi wam,   wathi kum  :

Hayi indlela ekuya kuba lusizi ngayo ukubona ingqumbo kaThixo!

Oku kuyinyaniso kangangokuba, ngomhla womgwebo, abangendawo baya kuthi:

Siweleni, zintaba, siqweqwediseni, ukuze singaboni ubuso obubhavumayo bukaThixo.

 

Ndamxelela:

“Akunakubakho ukucaphuka kuThixo

Izinto zenzeka ngokwemeko yomphefumlo.

 

Ukuba umphefumlo ulungile, iimpawu neempawu zikaThixo   ziyawutsala

-kwaye udliwa ngumnqweno wokuzintywilisela kuye ngokupheleleyo.

Ukuba libi  , ubukho bukaThixo liyalityumza, libalekise kuye.

 

Izibona igatyiwe kwaye ingenambewu yothando ngokwayo kuloThixo ungcwele kwaye emhle kangaka, ngelixa ezibona embi kwaye embi kakhulu, umphefumlo endaweni yoko ufuna ukubalekela kuBukho bukaThixo ude uzitshabalalise.

 

KuThixo akukho tshintsho, kunokuba thina siziva izinto ngokwahlukileyo ngokwemeko yomphefumlo wethu ".

Ndicocekile emva koko, ndazicingela ndathi: “Hayi indlela endandisisidenge ngayo ukuthetha ngolo hlobo!

UYesu   weza ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum  :

 

“Ntombi yam uthethe kakuhle.

Anditshintshi kwaye kunokuba zizidalwa ezinokubuva uBukho bam ngendlela eyahlukileyo, ngokwemeko yazo yengqondo.

 

Inene umntu ondithandayo angandoyika njani kengoku

ngubani ova ukuphelela koBukho bam bugeleza kuye kwaye bubumba ubomi bakhe bonke? Angaphoxwa nyani bubuhle bam xa ezama ukuzihombisa ngakumbi ukuze andikholise afane nam?

 

Uyabuva buphelele boBuThixo bam buqukuqela ezandleni zakhe, ezinyaweni, entliziyweni nasengqondweni, ukuze uBumo bam bube bobakhe ngokupheleleyo. Khona ndingathini shame ngaye? Oku akunakwenzeka!

 

Ah! Ntombi yam, isono siphosa isiphithiphithi esikhulu kwisidalwa eside sifune ukuzitshabalalisa.

ukuze   ndingabuxhasi uBukho bam.

Ngemini yomgwebo kuya kuba nzima kwabangendawo.

 

bengaboni mbewu yothando kubo, koko nindithiye,

ubulungisa bam bondinyanzela ukuba ndingabathandi.

 

Kwaye abantu abangathandwa,

asifuni ukuba kunye nabo kwaye sizame ukubagcina kude nathi.

 

Andizofuna ukuba nabo Mna kwaye abazufuna ukubakhona sizobaleka sibaleka sodwa.

Uthando kuphela oludibanisa yonke into kwaye lwenza wonke umntu onwabe ".

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo,

Ndandicinga   ngemfihlelo yeFlallelation  . Uthe akufika uYesu, wacinezela izandla zakhe emagxeni am   waza   ngaphakathi wathi kum:

 

“Ntombi yam, bendifuna

inyama yam mayiqwengwe

- ukuba igazi lam liphuma kubo bonke uBuntu bam ukuhlanganisa bonke abantu abalahlekileyo kum.

 

Enyanisweni, kuyo yonke into ehluthwe kuBuntu bam.

inyama, igazi, iinwele   ,

akhonto yalahleka kuVuko lwam, kodwa yonke into ibidityaniswa noBuntu bam.

Ngokwenza njalo, ndiya kudibanisa zonke izidalwa kum.

 

Ngoko ukuba nabani na uyahlukana nam,

ngenxa yenkani yakhe, atshabalale ngonaphakade.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

Okukhona umphefumlo uzibandeza izinto zalapha emhlabeni, kokukhona uya kuzaliswa eZulwini.

Okukhona ehlwempuzeka emhlabeni, kokukhona uya kuba sisityebi eZulwini.

Okukhona ubani ezibandezwa uyolo, ukuzonwabisa, ukukhenketha, ukuhamba emhlabeni, kokukhona uya kuzalisekiswa ngakumbi kuThixo.

 

Owu ungabhadula njani umphefumlo esibhakabhakeni seZulu,

-ingakumbi kuMazulu angenakulinganiswa eempawu zikaThixo.Inyani, nganye yeempawu zikaThixo

- enye iparadesi,

enye   iparadesi.

 

Kwintsikelelo,

-abanye bafana nemiphetho yeempawu zikaThixo,

- abanye bakwimo engqongileyo e

- ezinye zibekwe phezulu nangaphezulu:

- okukhona bejikeleza, kokukhona bevumba kwaye bevuya.

 

Ke othe walungisa izinto ezisemhlabeni, nokuba zezona zincinane, unyula izulu;

Okukhona esazi indelo emhlabeni, kokukhona eya kuba nembeko;

-incinci yayincinci, iya kuba nkulu,

-okukhona ethotyiwe, kokukhona uya kulawula,

-kwaye nangokunjalo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, bangaphi abakhetha ukuzincama emhlabeni ukuze bazaliswe eZulwini? Phantse akukho   "

 

Ngale ntsasa, uYesu esikelelekileyo wazenza wajonga kancinci njengesithunzi kwaye wathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, xa umphefumlo uhlala kwisimo sokwenza okulungileyo,

Ubabalo lunaye kwaye lunika ubomi kuzo zonke izenzo zakhe.

 

Ukuba uthe, kwelinye icala, akakhathali ukwenza okulungileyo okanye okubi;

- ubabalo lwam luyarhoxa: akakwazi ukwenza isivumelwano kunye nezi zinto kunye nokunxibelelana ngobomi bakhe, othukile, uyarhoxa ngokuzisola okukhulu.

 

Ngaba uyafuna ukuba ubabalo luhlale lunawe kunye noBomi bam benze obakho? Ihlala ikwimo yokusoloko isenza okulungileyo.

 

Ngaloo ndlela ukuphelela koBuntu bam buya kukhula kuwe.

Kwaye uya kuncitshiswa ukuhlupheka xa uvinjwa uBukho bam.

Phofu ungandiboni uzondibamba ngazo zonke izenzo zakho eziya kuthi ngokuyinxenye zitsho zibemnandi iintlungu zokuswela kwam. "

 

Ngelixa ndandikwimo yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza ngokufutshane waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, isayensi yobuthixo ibonakala kwimisebenzi eyenziwa ngobulungisa. Enyanisweni, ubulungisa buqulethe bonke ubuhle kunye nokulunga okunokufunyanwa:

-ucwangco, uncedo, ubuhle, ulwazi.

 

Umsebenzi mhle logama nje wenziwe ngocwangco.

Kodwa ukuba ilungelelaniswe kakubi, ifakwe kakubi, asinakwenza ngaphandle kwayo.

 

Zonke izinto endizenzileyo, ukusuka kwenkulu ukuya kwencinci, zicwangciswe kakuhle kwaye zabonakala ziluncedo.

Ngenxa yokuba zenziwa ngokusesikweni.

 

Kangangoko isidalwa sihle, sihlala kwinzululwazi yobuthixo.

Ngokomkhamo owenza ngawo ubulungisa, kuphuma izinto ezilungileyo kuye.

 

Noko ke, ukuba usebenza ngokungakhathali, unako

- ukuthobela isiphumo somsebenzi wakhe e

-yiyeke ngokwakho,

ngenxa yokuba inzululwazi yobuthixo iya kube isisithelwe ngoko.

 

Ongenzi ngobulungisa

- iindlela zobulungisa, ubungcwele nobuhle;

- oko kukuthi, iindlela zikaThixo,

 

kufana nesityalo esinomhlaba omncinane ngaphantsi:

- imitha yelanga evuthayo;

- umoya onamandla kunye obandayo

thintela inzululwazi yobuThixo ekuzibonakaliseni kuyo.

 

Oku kunjalo kwabo basebenza ngokungakhathali:

bawuhlutha umhlaba wenzululwazi yobuthixo baze babune kukuphazamiseka kwabo.”

 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndandizaliswe bubukrakra nokuswela.

Ekuseni nje uYesu ufikile ixeshana elingephi ndakhalaza kuye ngemeko yam.

Kodwa endaweni yokuba andiphendule   uye weza wathi  :

 

"Ntombi yam, umphefumlo onothando ngokwenene

-akanelisekanga ngokundithanda ngokweemvakalelo nangexhala,

- uyaneliseka kuphela xa enze uthando ukutya kwakhe kwemihla ngemihla.

 

Ngelo xesha uthando lwakhe

-iba yomelele kwaye inzulu,

- susa ukungaguquguquki okuqhelekileyo kwizidalwa.

 

Kwaye ekubeni wenza uthando ngokutya kwakhe, oku

-isasazwa kuwo onke amalungu ayo e

-umnika amandla okuzinzisa amadangatye othando oludlayo kwaye ondle ubomi bakhe.

 

Kuba unothando kuye,

-ayisasebenzi ngenxa yokuxhalaba okanye ngokusekelwe kwiimvakalelo,

-kodwa uziva kuphela ukuba uthanda ngakumbi nangakumbi.

Lunjalo ke uthando lwabasikelelweyo baseZulwini: Luthando lwam ngokwam.

 

Inzondelelo esikelelekileyo, kodwa ngaphandle kokuxhalaba kwaye ngaphandle kwe fanfare.

Oku kwenzeka ngozinzo kwaye ngendlela encomekayo enzulu.

 

Olu luphawu lokuba umphefumlo uye wazondla ngothando.

Uthando lwakhe luya luphulukana ngakumbi neempawu zothando lomntu.

 

Ukuba kukho ixhala kunye neemvakalelo kuphela,

- ngumqondiso wokuba umphefumlo awuzange wenze ukuthanda ukutya kwawo;

-kodwa zizinto zakhe kuphela azinikezele ekuthandeni.

 

Ke,   kuba ayilulo lonke uthando  ,

- Akanawo amandla okuzibamba ngokwakhe e

-lendlela aziva ngayo ezi emotions zothando lomntu.

 

Lo mphefumlo ubonisa kakhulu kodwa ngaphandle kozinzo,

kanti   eyokuqala izinzile njengentaba engashukumiyo  ”.

 

Ndiphila ubomi obukrakra, ndakhalaza eNkosini Yethu, ndisithi: “Undishiye ngenkohlakalo engaka!

 

Undixelele ukuba ukhethe mna njengentombazana encinci kwaye uya kuhlala undibambe ezingalweni zakho.

Noko ke, kuthekani ngoku?

 

Undiwise phantsi, ngaphezu kokuba ngumntwana wakho, ndiyabona ukuba undenze umfeli-nkolo omncinane.

Kwaye, nangona kuncinci, ukufela ukholo kwam kukhohlakele kwaye kukrakra njengoko kukrakra kwaye kunamandla ". Ngelo xesha uYesu wasondela ngaphakathi kwam waza   wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, uyaphazama.

Intando yam ayikwenzi ube ngumfeli-nkolo omncinci, kodwa omkhulu.

Ukuba ndikunike amandla

thwala ukulahlwa koBukho bam ngomonde kunye nokurhoxa -

- eyona nto ibuhlungu kwaye ibuhlungu ekhoyo,

-ukuze kungabikho sisohlwayo esinye eZulwini nasemhlabeni sisondela kuye okanye sifane naye;

oku akusibo ubuqhawe bomonde kunye neqondo eliphezulu lothando,

- xa kuthelekiswa nazo zonke ezinye uthando ziphelelwe lixesha

kwaye phantse irhoxisiwe?

Ngaba oku asikokufa okukhulu?

 

Uthi ungumfeli-nkolo omncinane kuba ucinga ukuba ubandezeleka kancinane. Ayikuko ukuba awukhathali, kodwa kukuba ukufela ukholo lwam lokuswela kutsala zonke ezinye iimbandezelo zakho, zibenze baphantse banyamalala.

 

Ngapha koko, imeko yakho yokuba ngaphandle kwam ikwenza ukuba ungahoyi ezinye iimbandezelo zakho kwaye ungabuva ubunzima bayo.

Ngenxa yoko, uthi awuva ubunzima.

 

Khange ndikuwise phantsi.

Ndikubambe ndikuqinise ezingalweni zam.

 

Ngaphezu koko,

Ke ndithi kuni,   ukuba uPawulos ndimnike ubabalo olusebenzayo   ngexesha loguquko lwakhe,

Ndininika olu lubabalo phantse ngokuqhubekayo.

 

Umqondiso woku kukuba

qhubeka nokwenza   ngaphakathi

yonke into oyenzileyo xa bendinawe phantse ngokuqhubekayo,

-ibonakala ngathi uyenza ngoku wedwa kwaye wedwa.

 

Ukuba nonke nintywiliselwe kuM kwaye niqhagamshelwe kum

-Ndicinga rhoqo ngam,

-nokuba awundiboni,

ayifani nawe, lubabalo olukhethekileyo nolusebenzayo.

 

Kwaye ukuba ndikunika kakhulu,

-luphawu lokuba ndiyakuthanda kakhulu kwaye

"ukuba nam ndifuna undithande kakhulu."

 

Ukuzifumana ndikwimo yam yesiqhelo, ndandikruqukile kuMntwana omncinane uYesu kwaye, emva kweembandezelo ezininzi, uYesu wabonakala kum ekwimo yomntwana omncinci waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

eyona ndlela yokundivumela ukuba ndizalelwe   entliziyweni yakhe  kukukhupha   yonke into  . 

Kuba ngokufumana indawo engenanto, ndiyakwazi ukubeka izinto zam apho.

Ukuba ndifumana indawo yokubeka yonke into eyeyam,

kungoko ke ndiya kuhlala apho   ngonaphakade.

Kunokuthiwa umntu oze kuhlala nomnye ukhona

kuphela ukuba ufumana indawo ekhululekileyo eyaneleyo yokugcina yonke impahla yakhe. Kungenjalo, akonwabanga apho. Kunjalo ke   nakum.

 

Indlela yesibini yokuzala

kwaye ukwandisa ulonwabo lwam emphefumlweni kukuba   yonke into iqulethe  ,

kokubini ngaphakathi nangaphandle,   Kum  . Yonke into mayenzeke ukuze kuzukiswe mna nokufezekisa   imiyalelo yam.

 

Ukuba nenye into – ingcinga, nelizwi – ayindim, andonwabanga.

Kwaye, ngoxa ndimelwe kukuba ndiyiNkosi, ndisuke ndaba likhoboka. Ndingayinyamezela njani?

 

Indlela yesithathu   yile

uthando lobugorha, uthando olukhulu, uthando lokuzincama.

 

Ezi zintathu zothando zenza ulonwabo lwam lukhule ngokumangalisayo, kuba lwenza umphefumlo ukwazi ukwenza izinto ezingaphaya kwamandla awo, kuba usebenza kuphela ngamandla am.

 

Olu thando lukhulisa umphefumlo ngokusebenzisana kungekuphela nje ukukhulisa uthando lwawo ngaM, kodwa nolwabanye.

 

Lo mphefumlo uya kuza ukunyamezela yonke into, nokufa, ukuba uphumelele kuyo yonke into kwaye undixelele:

"Andinayo enye into, yonke into kum luthando kuwe."

 

Ngale ndlela umphefumlo awuyi kundenza ndizalelwe kuyo kuphela, kodwa uya kundenza ndikhule.

Ndiya kwenza iparadesi entle entliziyweni yakhe ".

 

Ebesitsho endijongile.

wathi, emncinci, watyeba ngesiquphe;

ndaye ndazala naye ngokupheleleyo. Emva koko yathi shwaka yonke.

 

Ndiye ndacamngca ngamaxesha xa uMama weKumkanikazi enika umntwana ubisi lukaYesu. Ndicinge:

"Kwenzeke ntoni ke phakathi kukaMama oSikelelweyo kunye noYesu omncinci?" Ngelo xesha ndamva uYesu eshukuma ngaphakathi kwam ndaziva ndisithi:

"Ntombi yam, xa ndancancisa ubisi ebeleni   likaMama othandekayo,

Kwangaxeshanye ndandilufunxa uthando   lweNtliziyo yakhe.

ibininzi kakhulu eyesibini kuneyokuqala   ndiyimunca.

 

Kwakunjalo

-ngokungathi uthi kum: "  Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda, Owu Nyana  !" Kwaye

- ukuba ndiphendule: "  Ndiyakuthanda, ndiyakuthanda, Mama  ".

 

Kwaye ndandindedwa:

"  Ndiyakuthanda  ", Bawo,

uMoya oyiNgcwele nayo yonke indalo -

iingelosi, abangcwele, iinkwenkwezi, ilanga, amathontsi amanzi,   izityalo,

iintyatyambo, iinkozo zesanti, zonke izinto ezidibene nam zisithi:

 

"  Siyakuthanda, siyakuthanda, Mama kaThixo wethu, ngothando loMdali wethu".

 

Umama wayethe phithi yiyo.

Bekungekho nendawo encinci apho angandivayo ukuba ndiyamthanda.

Emva kwayo yonke loo nto yayiluthando lwakhe, phantse yedwa, kwaye waphinda wathi:

"Ndiyakuthanda ndiyakuthanda!"

 

Noko ke, wayengenakundifanisa.

Kaloku uthando lwesidalwa lunemida yalo, nexesha lalo. Ngelixa uthando lwam aludalwanga, alunasiphelo, lunaphakade.

 

Kwenzeka into efanayo kuwo wonke umphefumlo xa indixelela:

"Ndiyakuthanda  !"

Ndaphinda ndathi kuye:   "  I love you"

 

Kwaye yonke indalo indimanye ekumthandeni ngothando lwam.

 

Owu! Ukuba izidalwa zazikuqonda okulungileyo nembeko eziyifumanayo

ndithi nje kum,   "  Ndiyakuthanda  !"

 

Oku kwanele kuThixo

-Bahlonele ngokuphendula uthi: "  Ndiyakuthanda nam  !"

 

Bendikwimo yam yesiqhelo,

Ndaziva ngathi umhlaba uyashukuma phantsi kweenyawo zam kwaye ndandifuna ukutyibilika. Ndaziva ndinexhala ndacinga:

"Nkosi, Nkosi, kwenzeka ntoni?"

Wathi kum   ngaphakathi: "Iinyikima!" ngaphandle kokongeza nantoni na. Khange ndimhoye

Ndaqhubeka nemisebenzi yam yangaphakathi njengesiqhelo.

 

Malunga neyure ezintlanu emva koko,

Ngokukhawuleza ndeva inyikima ephawulekayo. Yathi yakuma, yabhideka kancinci.

Ndizibone sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam ndibona izinto ezoyikekayo. Nangona kunjalo, le mbono yaphela ngokukhawuleza

Kwaye ndazifumana ndingaphakathi kwecawa.

 

Kweza kum umfana onxibe iimpahla ezimhlophe, evela esibingelelweni. Ndicinga ukuba yiNkosi yethu, kodwa andiqinisekanga.

Yasondela kum yaza yandongamela,   yathi kum:  “Yiza!”

 

Ndanyusa amagxa ndingashukumi

Ndicinga ukuba wayethumela izibetho, ndathi:

"Mhlekazi, ufuna ukundithatha ngoku?" Umfana ke wazijula ​​ezingalweni zam.

 

Ngaphakathi kwam ndimve esithi:

“Yiza, ntombi yam, kwanga ndingawuphelisa umhlaba.

 

ndiya kutshabalalisa inxenye yawo elungileyo

-iinyikima,

- iimpuphuma e

- iimfazwe. "

 

Ndiye ndabuyela emzimbeni wam.



 

Ndacamngca ngobuntwana bukaYesu ndaza ndacinga:

 

"Ntwana yam, zingaphi iintlungu ubufuna ukuzithoba! Akwanelanga ukuba ufike ungumntu omdala.

 

Ubufuna ukuthatha ubume bomntwana kwaye ubandezeleke ngamadiapers,

-kuthe cwaka e

-ekuzoleni koBuntu bakho obuncinci, ezinyaweni zakho, ezandleni zakho, njl. Kutheni yonke lento?"

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo wasondela ngaphakathi kum   wathi  :

 

“Ntombi yam, imisebenzi yam igqibelele.

Ndandifuna ukuza njengomntwana ukuze ndibe nguthixo

- yonke imibingelelo emincinci e

- zonke izenzo ezincinci

ekhoyo ebuntwaneni bokuqala.

 

Ke, bade abantwana baqale ukwenza izono,

-Yonke into ihlala ibambekile ebuntwaneni bam e

Yonke into yenziwe ndim.

 

Xa izono ziqala ukubonakala, ngoko iqala

-ukwahlukana phakathi kwam nesidalwa,

- ukwahlukana okubuhlungu kum kwaye ndibuhlungu ngenxa yakhe ".

 

Ndamxelela:

"Ingenziwa njani abantwana

abakho ubudala bokuqiqa   kwaye

ngoko abanakho ukufumana   inzuzo? "

 

Wathi  :

"Okokuqala, kuba ndinika imbeko ngobabalo lwam kwaye, okwesibini, ngenxa yokuba

-asiyiyo intando yabo enokuthi ibathintele ekufumaneni ukufaneleka,

- Ndikwimeko yobuntwana njengoko bendinqwenelwa ndim.

 

Umlimi otyale isityalo

-akazukiswa kuphela;

kodwa yena uyabutha iziqhamo.

nokuba isityalo asinalo ukusetyenziswa kwesizathu.

 

Le yimeko yengcibi eqingqa umfanekiso oqingqiweyo, kunye neminye emininzi.

Izinto.

Isono sisodwa sitshabalalisa yonke into kwaye sahlula isidalwa kuMdali.

 

Kuzo zonke ezinye izinto, nakwizinto ezilula,

- yonke into iza kwisidalwa ngam kwaye

-Yonke into ibuyela kum inophawu lomdali wembeko. "

 

Ndilizothe yaye ndithobela ukuba ndiza kuqhubeka ndithetha ngoko kuye kwenzeka ukususela ngoDisemba 28 ngokuphathelele   inyikima  .

 

Ndandicinga ngekamva

-abaninzi bamahlwempu angcwatywa ephila phantsi kwamabhodlo, ngokunjalo namahlwempu amaninzi

-kuloo Yesu uMthendeleko nawo wangcwatywa phantsi kwengqushu.

 

Ndicinge:

“Kum ngathi uYehova uya kuthi kwaba bantu:

 

“Nam ndiva ubunzima njengani ngenxa yezono zenu.

Ndikunye nawe ukuze ndikuncede ndikuphe amandla.

-Ndikuthanda kakhulu kangangokuba isenzo esinye sokugqibela sothando kwicala lakho sanele ukuba sisindiswe kwaye

ukuze ndibubethe ngoyaba bonke ububi owakha wabenza ngaphambili.

 

Ah! Ubomi bam, Ubomi bam kunye Nonke, ndiyakuthanda

-phantsi kwenkunkuma kwaye,

-nokuba uphi,

Ndikuthumelela ukwanga kwam, ukwanga kwam nawo onke amandla am

-ukuze uhlale unenkampani.

Owu! Indlela endinqwenela ngayo

- phuma endleleni e

-zifumane ukhululeke ngakumbi kwaye iindawo ezifanelekileyo ngakumbi! Ngeli xesha,   uYesu wam othandekayo wathi kum   ngaphakathi:

"Intombazana yakho,

uthethe ngothando olugqithisileyo kwindawo ethile

endinabo ebantwini, nokuba   ndibohlwaya.

 

Noko ke, kukho okungakumbi.

Yazi ukuba ikamva lam kwi-sakramente ye-Eucharist mhlawumbi alibi kakhulu phantsi kwamatye kunaseminqubeni.

 

Zininzi izinto ezingcwele ezenziwa ngababingeleli nabantu

-ukuba ndidinwe kukuhla ndingene ezandleni zabo nasezintliziyweni zabo, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuziva ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndibatshabalalise phantse bonke.

 

Yaye kuthekani ngamabhongo namahlazo abanye abefundisi?

Kubo bonke bubumnyama, abaselukhanyiso ababefanele ukuba lulo.

 

Kwaye xa bayeka ukunxibelelana ngokukhanya kwam,

abantu bawela kwizinto ezigqithisileyo   e

ubulungisa bam bunyanzelekile ukuba   bubatshabalalise.

 

Ukubandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yobulolo ngenxa yokungabikho kwayo kunye nokoyika ukuba iinyikima ezinobundlobongela ziya kwenzeka apha,

Ndavele ndaphelelwa ngamandla kwangathi ndiyafa.

 

UYesu weza njengesithunzi waza   wathi kum  ngemfesane:

 

“Ntombi yam, musa ukuziva ucinezelwe ngolo hlobo.

Ndiyabulela kuwe, ndiza kusisindisa esi sixeko kumonakalo omkhulu.

 

"Zibonele ukuba akufuneki ndiqhubeke ndisohlwaya: endaweni yokuguqula abantu,

ndeva ngokutshatyalaliswa kwamanye   amaphondo.

uthi ezi ngingqi zingunobangela wezi zohlwayo kwaye zisaqhubeka nokundikhubekisa!

 

Hayi indlela abaziimfama nabazizidenge ngayo!

Umhlaba wonke awukho sezandleni zam?

Andinakuyivula na amanzi anzongonzongo emideni yabo, ndibaginye nayo?

 

Ukubabonisa oku,

Ndiya kubangela iinyikima kwezinye iindawo apho ngokuqhelekileyo zingekho ".

 

Njengoko wayethetha oku, wayebonakala ekwenza

- yolula izandla zakho kumbindi womhlaba,

- ukubamba umlilo e

- sondeza kumphezulu womhlaba.

Emva koko umhlaba washukuma, kwaza kwashukuma iinyikima zomhlaba, kwezinye iindawo zaba qatha ngakumbi kunezinye.

 

Ithi  :

“Esi sisiqalo nje sesohlwayo; siya kuba yintoni na isiphelo?

 

Wamkela uMthendeleko oNgcwele,

Ndandizibuza ukuba mandithini ukuze ndisondele ngakumbi kuYesu osikelelekileyo.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Ukusondela ngakumbi   kum,

-ukuya kwinqanaba lokudibanisa ukubakho   kokwam

- njengoko yam inyibilika kweyakho,

nimelwe kukuthi ezintweni zonke nithabathe okwam, nikushiye okwakho.

 

Ukuba ufika apho

-cinga kuphela ngezinto ezingcwele,

- khangela kuphela okulungileyo kwaye

-ukufuna kuphela uzuko nembeko kaThixo, uya kuwushiya umoya wakho utshate nowam.

 

Ukuba nithetha, nisenza okulungileyo, nisenzela ukumthanda uThixo;

uya kuwushiya umlomo   nezandla zakho

ndiwabuyisele ngomlomo nangezandla zam.

 

Ukuba nihlala nihamba ngcwele nangeendlela ezithe tye.

uya kuhamba ngeenyawo zam. Ukuba intliziyo yakho iyandithanda kuphela   ,

-Uya kuyibeka endaweni yayo ngeNtliziyo yam ukuthanda kuphela ngothando lwam, njalo ngayo yonke enye into.

 

Ngoko ke uya kusongelwa kuzo zonke izinto zam kwaye mna kuzo zonke zakho. Ngaba lukho umanyano olusondele ngakumbi kunolo?

 

Ukuba umphefumlo ufikelela kwinqanaba

-Ungaziboni kwakhona,

- kodwa uyaqaphela kuye kuphela uBuThixo,

ezi ziziqhamo zobudlelane obulungileyo kunye nenjongo yobuthixo ejongene nabo.

 

Injongo

uphoxeke kanjani sithandwa sam kwaye

zincinane kangakanani iziqhamo ezifunyanwa ngumphefumlo kumthendeleko;

 

ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba uninzi lushiyeke

ukungakhathali   e

nokukucekisa oku   Kutya kukaThixo!



 

Ndacinga ngobuhlwempu bam obuninzi ndaza ndakhumbula ukuba kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo ndandilinde iNkosi Yethu kangangeeyure eziliqela.

Kwaye, ekufikeni kwakhe, ndakhalaza ngelithi kufuneka ndilwe kakhulu ngaphambi kokuba eze.

 

Wathi kum  :

"Intombazana yakho,

xa ndikubamba ufika ungandilindanga.

-ngoko uyandityala.

Kodwa xa ndikulindile kancinane ndize ke ndize, ndisematyaleni akho.

Ngaba ucinga ukuba akukudalanga uThixo abe netyala kuwe?” Ngoko ndacinga:

“Kwakuba ziiyure, ngoku ziintsuku. Ngubani onokuthi lingakanani na ityala analo kum?

Ndicinga ukuba zininzi, kuba uzisebenzise kakubi ezi ngcamango. "

 

Emva koko ndathi kum:

“Kwaye yintoni na elungileyo kum ukuba ndibe noThixo onetyala kum? Ndicinga ukuba ukuba netyala kuye okanye ukuba netyala kum kuyafana nakuYesu, kuba, ngephanyazo, unokunikela kakhulu emphefumlweni ukuze angqinelane kwaye ade woyise amatyala anokuba nawo.

Ngaloo ndlela, onke amatyala akhe acinyiwe ".

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo. UYesu osikelelekileyo wathi kum   entliziyweni yam:

 

“Ntombi yam, uthetha ngobubhanxa.

Ecaleni "kwezipho ezizenzekelayo" endizinika imiphefumlo, kukho "izipho ezisinyanzelo".

Ngokuphathelele   izipho ezizenzekelayo  , ndiyakwazi ukunika okanye akunjalo, kukhetho lwam, kuba andibophekanga nantoni na.

Ngokuphathelele   izipho ezisinyanzelo  , njengawe, ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndinike oko umphefumlo ufuna kwaye ndongeze izipho.

 

Khawube nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wenene nabantu ababini, omnye eshiya imali yakhe esandleni somnumzana omnye akayishiyi.

Le ndoda inokunika bobabini abantu, kodwa yeyiphi eyona ikhuselekileyo ukufumana into eyifunayo xa kukho imfuneko:

lo unemali esandleni somnumzana okanye omnye ongenayo?

Kucacile ukuba umntu ophethe imali yakhe esandleni somnumzana ngulo unazo zonke iimpawu ezintle, isibindi, ukuzithemba ukuya kubuza umnumzana ukuba ufuna ntoni.

 

Kwakhona, ukuba wayembona ethandabuza ukumnika oko akucelayo, wayenokuthi kuye ngokuphandle, “Khawuleza undinike oko ndikudingayo.

Kuba oko ndikucelayo asikokwakho, kodwa kokwam.

 

Ukuba ke obengabekanga nto esandleni senkosi, uthe waya kuye ukuba acele into kuye;

- uya kuyenza ngoloyiko, ngaphandle kokuthembela, kwaye

- umnumzana uya kuba nokukhetha ukumnceda okanye hayi.

 

Lo ngumahluko phakathi kokuba netyala emntwini okanye ukungabi natyala emntwini.

Ungaluqonda uncedo olukhulu onalo ngokuba nam njengomntu onetyala kuwe. "

 

Ngelixa ndibhalayo, ndacinga ngobunye ubuvuvu:

“Xa ndiseZulwini, Yesu wam othandekayo, uya kucatshukiswa kukuba unamatyala amaninzi kum.

Kwelinye icala, ukuba nithe naza ngoku, ekubeni ndinetyala lenu, nina balungileyo, ukususela kwintlanganiso yethu yokuqala nowacima onke amatyala am.

Kodwa mna, ndimbi, andizukuvumela izinto zihambe kwaye ndiya kucela intlawulo nangomzuzu omncinci wokulinda ".

 

Njengoko ndandicinga njalo,   wandixelela   ngaphakathi kum:

 

"Ntombi yam, andizukucaphuka, kodwa ndonwabile

Ngenxa yokuba amatyala am ngamatyala othando kwaye ndifuna ukuba netyala kuwe ngakumbi kunolunye.

Ewe, la matyala ndiya kuba nawo ayakuba sisibambiso nobutyebi.

ukuba ndiya kukugcina entliziyweni yam ngonaphakade   kwaye

nto leyo eya kukunika ilungelo lokuthandwa ngaphezu   kwabanye.

 

Kuya kuba luvuyo olungakumbi kunye nozuko kum kwaye uya kuvuzwa nangenxa yokuncwina, umzuzu, umnqweno, ukubetha kwentliziyo.

 

Kwaye okukhona nicela ngentumekelelo ngakumbi, kokukhona nindithanda ngakumbi, kokukhona ndininika ngakumbi.

Wonwabile ngoku?"

 

Bendibhidekile ndingazi noba mandithini.



 

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndacinga:

Bubuphi na ubomi bam obu bubudenge! Ndenza ntoni na? Kuphelile ke oko! Akusekho nxaxheba emeveni, nasemnqamlezweni, nasezikhonkwane.

Iphelile ngenene!

 

Ndiva iintlungu ezininzi, kangangokuba andikwazi nokushukuma, kodwa sisifo samathambo, into engokwemvelo ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ekuphela kwento endiyishiyileyo yingcinga eqhubekayo yothando lwakhe kunye nomanyano lwentando yam kunye neyakhe, ndimnike oko wabandezelekayo kwaye ndimnike ubomi bam bonke, njengoko efuna kwaye nabani na ofuna.

Kodwa ngaphandle koko, akukho nto ngaphandle kosizi lwam olubuhlungu. Khona ithini injongo yobomi bam?"

 

Ndithe ndisacinga njalo, uYesu wasikelelwa weza njengombane waza   wathi kum  :

 

"Ntombi yam, uyazi ukuba ungubani?"

"  ULouise wePasion yeTabernakele  ".

 

Xa ndisabelana nawe ngeembandezelo zam,  ungowaseKalvari  . Xa ndingenzi, wena   ungowoMnquba  .

Jonga indlela eyinyani ngayo.

Ententeni andibonisi nto yangaphandle, kwanomnqamlezo, nemiva;

ukuzingca kwam kuyafana   naseKalvari:

imithandazo yam   iyafana,

ubomi bam   buyaqhubeka,

Intando yam   ayitshintshi,

Nditshisa ngokunxanelwa ukusindiswa kwemiphefumlo,   njl.

 

"Ndiyakwazi ukuxelela

- izinto zobomi bam bomthendeleko e

- ezo zobomi bam bokufa zihlala zifana

Abakhange banciphe nangayiphi na indlela, kodwa yonke into ingaphakathi.

 

Ngokulandelayo

- ukuba intando yakho iyafana naxa ndisabelana nawe ngeembandezelo zam,

- ukuba umnikelo wakho uyafana,

- ukuba ingaphakathi lakho lihlala limanyene kum nakwiWill yam, andinasizathu sokuyithetha

Ungu "Louise wePasion of Tabernacle  ?"

Umahluko kuphela kukuba,

xa ndixhamla kwiimbandezelo zam, nina niba nenxaxheba ebomini bam

-Gcina umhlaba kwizibetho ezikhulu.

xa ndingabelana nani ngeembandezelo zam,

-Ndiyohlwaya ihlabathi kwaye uthatha inxaxheba kubomi bam bomthendeleko. Nangona kunjalo, obu bubomi bam nangayiphi na indlela. "

 

Ndandifunda incwadi ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo zokuziphatha ngaphakathi kunye noYesu kunye nendlela awuvuza ngayo umphefumlo ngobuninzi benceba kunye nothando.

 

Ndathelekisa oko ndandikufunda noko uYesu wandifundisa kona ngalo mbandela, kum owawubonakala ulwandle olukhulu xa ndithelekiswa nomlambo omncinane woko ndandikufunda kule ncwadi.

Ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi kum: "Ukuba oku kuyinyaniso, ngubani oya kukwazi ukuthi zingaphi iinceba uYesu wam othandekayo azithululela kum kwaye undithanda kangakanani?"

 

Ngelixa bendizonwabisa ezi ngcinga nakwimeko yam yesiqhelo, uYesu wam olungileyo weza ngokufutshane   wathi kum  :

 

"Intombazana yakho,

awukaqiniseki ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukukhethwa njengexhoba. Njengexhoba,

Ndiqulathe kum yonke imisebenzi yezidalwa, ukwanelisa kwazo, imbuyekezo, izenzo zokunqula nokubulela.

Ke, bendisenzela umntu ngamnye into ebekufanele ukuba azenzele   yona.

 

Ngokufanayo, njengexhoba,

-akufuneki uzithelekise nabanye,

-kodwa akunamntu mnye, kodwa bonke abantu.

 

Kwaye ekubeni kufuneka wenzele wonke umntu, kufuneka ndikunike,

hayi iinceba endizinika   umntu,

kodwa umbulelo owaneleyo ngokuthelekisa abo ndibanika bonke baqwalaselwe   kunye.

 

Ngokukwanjalo ke uthando endininika lona malube ngaphezu kothando endinipha lona kubantu bonke.

Kaloku uGrace noThando bahlala behamba ngesandla.

Banesantya esifanayo, umlinganiselo ofanayo, kwaye baphuma kwiWill efanayo.

Uthando lutsala ubabalo kwaye ubabalo lutsalela uthando, ezi zimbini azihlukani. Yiyo loo nto ubone

-ulwandle olukhulu endilubeke kuwe kwaye

- imilambo emincinci endiyibeke kweminye ".

 

Ndaziva ndibhidekile xa ndithelekisa zonke iinceba endizifumeneyo nokungabi nambulelo nobubi bam obukhulu.

 

Ndikwimeko yam yesiqhelo, ndazibona sele ndiphumile emzimbeni wam. Kum kwakubonakala ngathi ndibona umphefumlo endiwaziyo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo.

Ndathi kuye, "Khawutsho, sithini isimo sam phambi koThixo? Ndixhalabile kakhulu."

 

Wathi kum:

“Kulula kakhulu ukwazi ukuba imeko yakho ilungile okanye imbi.

Ukuba uyathanda ukubandezeleka, kungenxa yokuba ukwimo entle.

ukuba akukuthandi ukubandezeleka, kungenxa yokuba ukwimeko embi.

 

Enyanisweni, xa sikuxabisa ukubandezeleka, kungenxa yokuba simxabisa uThixo.

Yaye, ekumxabiseni uThixo, akanakungakholiswa.

 

Izinto esizixabisayo, siyazixabisa, sizithande kwaye sizikhusele ngaphezu kwethu.

Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba ubani afune ukuzenzakalisa?

Ngenxa yoko akunakwenzeka ukuba ubani angamkholisi uThixo, ukuba umntu uyamxabisa.” Emveni koko weza umzuzwana uYesu, onoyolo,   wathi kum  :

"Ntombi yam, phantse kuyo yonke into eyenzekayo, izidalwa ziphindaphinda ngokuqhubekayo:

"Ngoba? Ngantoni?

Kutheni esi sifo? Kutheni le nto inje? Kutheni sisibetho esi? Kwaye ezinye ezininzi "kutheni".

 

"Iimpendulo kwezi 'kutheni'

azibhalwanga emhlabeni, kodwa zibhalwe eZulwini.

 

Apho, wonke umntu uya kufunda iimpendulo. Ngaba uyazi ukuba ezi "kutheni" zivela phi? Ukuzingca okuphenjelelwa kuzithanda.

Ngaba uyazi apho ezi "kutheni" zadalwa? Esihogweni.

Ngubani owaqala ukuthetha igama elithi "kutheni"? Idemon.

Imiphumo yokuqala "kutheni" yaba

- ukulahlekelwa msulwa kwiParadesi yasemhlabeni,

-imfazwe yeenkanuko ezingapheliyo,

- ukonakaliswa kwemiphefumlo emininzi e

- iintsizi zobomi.

 

Ibali elithi "kutheni" lide.

Kwanele ukukuxelela ukuba akukho bubi emhlabeni obungathwali uphawu "kutheni".

 

"Kutheni" kukutshatyalaliswa koBulumko obungcwele emiphefumlweni.

 

Kwaye uyazi ukuba "kutheni" iya kungcwatyelwa phi?

Esihogweni, ukubuyisela imiphefumlo elahlekileyo ngaphandle kokuphumla ngonaphakade, ngaphandle kokuba bakwazi ukufumana uxolo.

 

Ubugcisa bokuthi "kutheni" kukwenza imfazwe kwimiphefumlo ngaphandle kokuphumla ".

Ukusondela ngakumbi kum,

ude unyibilike umphefumlo wakho kowam njengokuba kwam kunyibilika kowakho;

- kufuneka uthabathe konke okwam kwaye

-kufuneka ushiye into yakho.

 

Ukuba ufika apho

cinga ngezinto   ezingcwele kuphela,

jonga kakuhle kuphela   e

ukufuna kuphela uzuko nembeko kaThixo, uya kuwushiya umoya wakho utshate   nowam.

 

Ukuba uthetha kwaye wenze kuphela okulungileyo kunye nothando lukaThixo, uya kuwushiya umlomo nezandla zakho.

ndiwabuyisele ngomlomo nangezandla zam.

Ukuba nithe nahlala nihamba engcweleni, nihamba ngeendlela ezithe tye, nohamba ngeenyawo zam.

Ukuba intliziyo yakho iyandithanda kuphela,

uya kuyibeka endaweni yayo ngeNtliziyo yam ukuthanda kuphela ngothando lwam, njalo ngayo yonke enye into.

 

Ngoko ke uya kusongelwa kuzo zonke izinto zam kwaye mna kuzo zonke zakho. Ngaba lukho umanyano olusondele ngakumbi kunolo?

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