Jeanne le Royer / Mushikiwabo wigize umuntu
UBUZIMA BW'IMBERE
MUSHIKIWI WA Kavukire,
Gukora nkukurikirana Ibyahishuwe, na Muhinduzi umwe.
IRIBURIRO.
Icyizere ko Mushikiwabo w'ivuka yampaye nticyashoboraga kugenda, kuko umuntu agomba kuba yarabonye kuri konti ko namuhaye ibyiringiro bye n'inkuru ze. Iki cyizere cyariyongereye ugereranije n'inyungu uyu mukobwa wera yambonaga mu gufata ibintu byose bireba umutimanama n'inzira zidasanzwe, nta kintu yari yarampishe mu kintu icyo ari cyo cyose cyashimisha Itorero n'Itorero. 'Leta. Ndetse nzemera ko byari kuba bigoye kuri njye kutamufata ku mutima, nkimara kumenya neza imiterere y'imiterere ye ndetse no gukomera kw'imico ye, cyane cyane ubutoni bukomeye ijuru ryamuhaye. . byujujwe: ariko sinagarukiye aho, kandi nizeraga gusa ko Imana, nubwo, nubwo ntakwiriye, kandi kubwimpamvu yari azwi, yasaga nkaho
Mu buryo ubwo aribwo bwose uruganda rwa kabiri rwansabye, narebye irangizwa ryarwo nk'inshingano cyangwa umurimo mushya nahawe, kandi wenda umunsi umwe nzasabwa kubibazwa. Uretse ibyo, imitima yiyi mico ni gake cyane, imico yabo iri hejuru yikigoryi, kuburyo umuntu yavuga ashize amanga ko ntakintu gito muri bo, kandi ko burigihe hariho ikintu cyo gutsinda mubintu byose bishobora kumenyekana no gushimwa. Muri uku kujijuka, namumenyesheje gahunda natekereje kwandika ubuzima bwe bw'imbere, cyangwa se imyitwarire y'ijuru kuri we; wongeyeho, kugirango ushireho urwitwazo rwo kwiyoroshya kwe, ko natekereje ko nkurikiza muri ubu bushake bw'Imana, nkuko nabyifuzaga, ntazabura kuvanamo icyubahiro kubwo agakiza k'ubugingo kandi ahari guhinduka kw'abanyabyaha. Byatwaraga rwose Mushikiwabo intege nke, nyamara yasabye umwanya wo kubitekerezaho. Nabwirijwe gusubira mu kirego, nkamwibutsa inyungu z'icyubahiro cy'Imana n'agakiza k'ubugingo bwacunguwe n'amaraso ye, kandi nkavugana n'ububasha bwose nashoboraga kumurega; kumutegeka kunyumvira muri ibi, ku bubabare bwo kutumvira Imana yanyohereje, ndetse n'Itorero ryanyemereye ....
Uravugana nanjye, yarangije kuvuga, kubyerekeye guhinduka kwabanyabyaha Alas!
Data, Nakagombye ahubwo gutinya gusebya abakiranutsi, niba ubuzima bwanjye bwimbere bwari buzwi nabo. Ariko, yongeyeho, nzakumvira, kuva ubitegetse. Ijuru ryabyungukiremo, nkuko ubivuze! byibuze iyi nkuru, nukuri uko bizanshobokera, mukumenyesha, bizankorera imbabazi zanjye kunesha; tuzareba aho nkeneye cyane ubuntu bwe budasanzwe, aho yambujije mu buryo bwose, ndetse nuburyo ibyiza bye bitagira akagero byagombaga gukora kugirango batsinde umutima wanjye mubi; uko narwanyije urukundo rwe rw'Imana . Gutyo, Data, aha icyubahiro Imana ya
imbabazi, wenda nzatera ibyiringiro mubanyabyaha bakomeye. Nibyiza, duhereye kuriyi ngingo kandi muri ibi byiringiro, tuzinjira, igihe bizagushimisha, muburyo burambuye usaba, bityo tuzarangiza ibibazo byaduteye guhangayika cyane no kwita cyane kuri umwe muri twe. Kandi Kuri Undi.
Intangiriro nkiyi, nari niteze byimazeyo, yambwiye ibyo ntari niteze, nimpinduka izaha amateka yose yubuzima bwe bwimbere. Kurikiza urugero rwabatagatifu bose bavuze
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ubwabo; vuba aha tuzamwiyerekana gusa kuruhande rutari rwiza, akabya amakosa ye yoroheje; kandi niba asabwa kuvuga kubuntu nubuntu yakiriye, nkimico myiza yabonye, bizaba, nkabo, gusa yicishe bugufi cyane, ahuza byose numuntu yakiriye byose ninde ugomba kumusaba kubara byose.
Ntakibazo, cyangwa ahubwo iyi ni indi mpamvu imwe, nzagerageza, hano kimwe n'ahandi, kugira ngo ntateshuka ku bitekerezo bye, ndetse no gukoresha amagambo ye nkuko uburyohe bw'ururimi buzanyemerera. Byemere. Nabonye uburemere no mu nzozi ze, nkuko tumaze kubibona: ntutangazwe nimbamenyesha izindi nkeya, uko zishobora kujya mubisobanuro ngomba gutanga. Ibintu byose mubuzima budasanzwe bifite kashe yubumana; byongeye, Ibyanditswe Byera biduha ingero nyinshi zinzozi zubuhanuzi kandi zikomeye, nkuko tumaze kubigaragaza, kuburyo bisa nkibyihutirwa gato kwanga ibyo byose byubugingo nkubwavukiyemo. ibikorwa. Ndabigereranya n'itara
yahagaritswe hagati ahera kugirango itange urumuri nijoro n'amanywa, mugihe iribwa imbere yintama yakira aho dusengera. Amaze igihe kinini atwika, amarayo hamwe numuriro mwiza wurukundo rwe rwera, kandi abagabo, burigihe barangaye nimpumyi, ntibarabona urumuri rwe. Imyaka ye nubumuga bwe ambwira ko bidatinze igihe cyo kumuvana munsi yikibabi. Nasabye gukusanya imirasire yacyo yose mbere yuko idupfira, kandi twarayambuwe burundu.
UBUZIMA BWA MBERE
MUSHIKIWA WAVUKANYE.
Iminsi ibiri cyangwa itatu irashize, Mushikiwabo aranyegera nuko atangira inkuru yubuzima bwe bwimbere:
“Mw'izina rya Data, n'Umwana, n'Umwuka Wera; binyuze muri Yesu na Mariya, kandi mwizina ryUbutatu buhebuje, ndumvira. »
Inzira Mushikiwabo yinjira mubibazo.
Urasaba rero Data, ko nkuvugisha ubwanjye! Tegereza nubwo utigeze ugira ubumenyi bwa a
ubuzima budasanzwe, kuburyo budashoboka, cyangwa wenda nkubugizi bwa nabi nkubwo ngomba kukubwira: mubihe byose ndetse no mubitekerezo ibyo aribyo byose umuntu abitekereza, umuntu azasangamo ikintu cyo gushima nikintu cyo kuniha. Nifuza Imana ko imperuka yaba ituje kandi yijejwe ko igihe cyabaye gito! kuberako, Data, gusuzuma inzira yubuzima bwanjye, byabaye, kubifata neza, kandi uzabona hari urukurikirane rudahwema, gusa guhinduranya guhoraho kwumwijima numucyo, umunezero no guhumurizwa bivanze n amapfa menshi kandi aridities. Ndangije, ndakubwira? ubutoni Imana yishimiye kumpa, kurenza ibishobora kuvugwa, byabaye, nkubuzima bwanjye, byanyuze kandi nkuko byari byuzuyemo umururazi, imirimo, intimba, imyigaragambyo nububabare buhoraho: muburyo nkubu, Data, kuburyo bidashoboka kwisobanura, kandi nanjye ubwanjye sinzi icyo ndi cyo, icyo nzaba cyo, cyangwa niba mfite impamvu nyinshi zo kwizeza kuruta gutinya, cyangwa gutinya kuruta kunyizeza; Ndabona ibirori gusa Bya
ntererane Imana nziza yankuye mubusa, kandi idashaka kubura umuntu. Ariko igihe kirageze.
Bigenda bite kuri nyina wa Mushikiwabo atwite.
(1) Birasa, Data, ko mbere yuko mvuka Imana na satani bari basanzwe barwana mugihe cyanjye. Mu gihe mama yantwaye, yahuye n'akaga gakomeye kuruta uko yari yarirutse mu buzima bwe bwose: ubwoba, kugwa, impanuka zitunguranye; Ntabwo yashoboraga gutera intambwe ebyiri atakurikiranwe ninyamaswa zarakaye cyangwa ngo zitewe ubwoba nibitekerezo. Umunsi umwe nimugoroba, hamwe n’abandi, ubwo yari amaze gusohoka ku muryango, inyamaswa itazwi yamusimbutse hafi ye, mu maso h’iterabwoba yari afite ubwoba bushobora kumwica. Ibi bitekerezo biteye akaga byangezeho muburyo budashobora gusobanurwa neza, ariko bikaba bitaribyo byukuri, niba dushaka kwiharira uburambe; ku buryo kugeza
(1) Mushikiwabo yari yatangiye ambwira umubatizo we n'izina ry'umuryango, ndetse n'igihe n'aho yavukiye; ariko sinatekereje ko bikwiye gusubiramo hano ibyo navuze mugitangira ubuzima bwe bwo hanze, ko nabanjirije ingano yibyo yahishuye. Nuburyo nzagerageza kuvuga muri make ibintu byose bimaze gukorwaho, no kubisubiramo bike bishoboka .
Icyifuzo cya mbere Mushikiwabo ahabwa na Bikira Mariya.
Ababyeyi banjye bakennye bari bitabaje gusa imbaraga zo mwijuru kugirango zandinde; baranhiriye Bikira Mariya, bansezeranya urugendo rwanjye, nishyuye nyuma, i Notre-Dame de Pont-Aubré, muri Maine. Kuva aho banshyize kurinda bikomeye uyu mwanzi wimbaraga zumwijima, ntabwo nari ngifite gusa
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nta bwoba, ariko sinigeze ngira ubwoba bwubwoba bwabana kandi budafite ishingiro. Igitekerezo cyabazimu, abazimu, nibindi, biteye ubwoba
abandi benshi cyane, ntabwo bintangaje na gato: Nagenda njyenyine amanywa n'ijoro; Narebaga jyenyine hamwe n'abapfuye; Naryama, nibiba ngombwa, mumirambo, ntagize ubwoba; kandi ko cyane cyane kuva mfite imyaka cumi n'ibiri, ubwo nujuje ibyifuzo byangiriye. Ati: “Nabajije igihe, kandi ababikira bose bampa kimwe
buhamya, yongeraho ko Mushikiwabo w'ivuka yari amaze igihe kinini aryamye afite igihanga iruhande rw'umusego we. Twabonye mbere icyo
yararenganye, yitegereza umwe muri bashiki be bapfuye. »
Ubuntu budasanzwe yahawe na J.-C. afite imyaka ibiri nigice. Icyerekezo cy'isi imurika.
Ubu butoni bwa mbere bwatanzwe na Mariya bwari ubwanjye kugerageza kwambere kurinda ijuru, byakurikiwe nubundi buntu bwinshi bwakagombye guhungabanya rwose ibyiringiro byumwanzi wanjye, niba yarashobora gucika intege kubintu runaka. Nari nkiri muto cyane, kandi nari mfite imyaka ine cyangwa itanu gusa (yansabye kwandika kuva afite imyaka ibiri nigice gusa, afite iminsi mike, nkurikije ibyo J.-C. yari amaze kumenyesha. we), iyo byashimishije Imana kuntonesha mubundi buryo, ariko biratangaje kuburyo itigeze isiga nibuka kandi ntizigera.
Iyi mico, mbona, ntabwo yagize uruhare runini mubuzima bwanjye bwose, kandi mbona ko ari isoko yubuntu bwose bwakurikiye. Nari inzira ndende, cyane cyane kuri iyo myaka, kubasha kuyinjiramo kubintu byose; Ntabwo nari nzi ubumenyi haba ku Mana, cyangwa ku idini, cyangwa kuri njye ubwanjye, nta gitekerezo na gito cy'icyiza n'ikibi; Nashimishijwe cyane noneho, kimwe nabandi, hamwe nibintu byose byashoboraga gukosora uburemere bwibitekerezo byanjye, nta mpungenge, nta mpungenge, kandi ntanabitekereje.
Hano rero, Data, ni kamere idasanzwe yambayeho ku cyumweru kimwe ubwo nasangaga mu nzu iruhande rw'iyo data yari afite, mu gihe ababyeyi banjye bari ku biro by'Imana. Ndibuka, guhera kuriyi saha, ko mubandi bantu bahuje igitsina bari muriyi nzu, harimo abasore babiri cyangwa batatu bicaye kumeza, banywa, baririmba kandi bishimisha uko bashoboye; narimfite amaboko yombi aruhukira kumpera yimeza, kandi muriyi myifatire narabarebye ndabatega amatwi nitonze ntumva ikintu na kimwe mubikorwa byabo cyangwa kuririmba kwabo. Umwe muri bo yatangaye ati: Birababaje kubona umuntu agomba kuva mu buzima agapfa! mbega ukuntu twakwishima turamutse tugumye hano, kandi tukabaho iteka nkuko bimeze ubu! Ntabwo nasaba byinshi, kandi nareka ibindi byose ... Ariko urupfu.! ... iyo ubitekereje !. n'ibindi
Aya magambo, amashyi kandi asubirwamo nabandi, yarankubise. Bavuga iki kubyo, Natekereje muri njye? erega sinari nzi igitekerezo cyubundi buzima cyangwa icyifuzo cyo gupfa. Mugihe natekereje nkurikije intera ntoya, ikirere cyiyemeje kunsobanurira amayobera, kandi niyerekwa ryambere ryangiriye neza. Umubumbe w'isi ufite ishusho ya oval, hamwe n'uburebure bw'umugabo, numvaga umanutse mva mu kirere mpagarara munsi y'inzu; umuriro wacyo wari ufite igicucu cyose cyumukororombya, ariko amabara yacyo yari meza cyane. Kuri iyi si narebye, ntatandukanije neza, ishusho yumuntu uhagaze, wanyumvishije aya magambo yavuzwe neza cyane, kandi nkaba narayagumanye neza: “Mwana wanjye, urabona aba bapfu? urumva ibyo bavuga mubyabo gukabya? Ndi Imana yo mwijuru n'isi; Ninjye waremye byose, nabiremye ubwabo kubwimbaraga zanjye. Nakuye umuntu mubusa kugirango menye ubwanjye, kwikunda no gutunga ubuziraherezo. Nibyiza, mwana wanjye, urashaka kandi, nkabo, kureka aho ujya ahantu hirengeye, gusangira ubuziraherezo hano munsi yimibereho hamwe nubuturo bwa kane hamwe n’ibikururuka? urashaka guhana umunezero mwijuru nububabare bwisi? ntushaka kuba uwanjye, kuntunga umunsi umwe, no kwishimira iteka umunezero nabonye kandi nkagutegurira kubwamaraso yanjye yose? »
Kuri aya magambo, Data, kuri ubu butumire bwuzuye ubwuzu, ibitekerezo byanjye byari byuzuye ubumenyi bwumwanditsi wabwo. Mvumbuye muri we gutungana kutagira akagero kandi kudasobanutse, kumubonamo ibyiza byanjye byigenga, numvise umutima wanjye wafashwe, winjiye imbere ye, kandi umutima wanjye watwitse umuriro w'urukundo rwe, ndetse n'icyifuzo cyo kumutunga bitagira iherezo. Kuva uwo mwanya, umunezero mwinshi mubuzima bwanjye, namuhaye icyubahiro cyo kubaho kwanjye nigitambo cyumuntu wanjye wose. Nifuzaga cyane gupfa ako kanya kugirango mbibone kandi mbitunge vuba, cyangwa kubaho gusa kubikorera no kubikunda. Nibyo, Mana yanjye, naramubwiye nti, Mana yumutima wanjye nubugingo bwanjye bwose, urabizi, wowe
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reba nicyifuzo nifuza kuba icyawe; kuko nanjye numva ko umutima wanjye, aricyo gikorwa cyawe, wagukorewe gusa, kandi ko udashobora kubona ikiruhuko usibye muri wowe! Ko isi ari mbi kandi isuzuguritse,
kugereranya ubwiza bwawe nibitunganye bidashoboka! Ndabyanze kuva uyu mwanya; Ndabyanze ubuziraherezo, kugira ngo ngutekereze gusa, Mana yanjye! Ninde ihame ryanjye nimpera yanjye.
Ako kanya iyerekwa ryarazimye, maze ansiga mu byiyumvo no gutekereza ko ntigeze ngira n'ikigeragezo cyo kugaragariza umuntu uwo ari we wese: Imana yari yaranshyizemo, kuri iyi ngingo, ubushishozi bw'abana b'iki gihe badashoboye., Ninde waherekeje? njye munama zirenze imwe aho nahishe (x), nta mbaraga, kubabyeyi banjye bwite, mubisanzwe nari nkwiye kwihutira kubabwira. Ntabwo bari bafite igitekerezo; kandi nyamara, igihe cyose bambwiraga ibyerekeye Imana kunyigisha amasengesho yanjye cyangwa gatigisimu yanjye, igihe cyose bambwiraga ibya J.-C. cyangwa Ubutatu Butagatifu, nahoraga nibuka iryo yerekwa rya mbere., maze ndibwira nti : Bigomba rwose kuba Imana nziza nabonye, kandi ninde yavugiye rimwe muri iyi si nziza, kandi yari ifite umucyo kandi mwiza cyane. Ah! Mbega ukuntu nishimiye kubibona no kongera kubyumva! Nigute nifuza cyane kumumenya cyane! ariko ikiruta byose umunezero, iyaba nashoboraga umunsi umwe kuyitunga! Nanjye rero yavugiye imbere; ariko sinigeze mbivuga usibye muri njye ubwanjye; ababyeyi banjye ntibari kubyumva, kandi ntabwo nifuzaga na gato kubiganiraho nabo.
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Kugaragara kw'amakara yaka, ishusho y'Itorero ryibihe byanyuma.
Ntabwo bwari igihe cyonyine Imana yangiriye neza muri ubu buryo nkiri muto. Nari ngifite, ndizera ko inzirakarengane zanjye zose zabatijwe, igihe nagiraga uku kuboneka kwanjye nigeze kuvugana nawe ahandi, kandi byagereranyaga, gutwika amakara akikijwe n'uruziga rw'umucyo, leta y'Itorero. iminsi, nkurikije ibisobanuro nabonye kuva, kandi nkaba naguhaye inkuru yo kuvuga ibitotezo bya Kiliziya. Ahari, Data, kandi ahari Imana, yaba yarakomeje kumpa ibimenyetso byumvikana byerekana ko ari ubuntu, niba kuruhande rwanjye nakomeje kumubera umwizerwa, buri gihe nkarinda ubuntu bw'umubatizo wanjye: Ariko, ishyano! ni uko icyaha kidashoboka cyaje guhagarika ubucuruzi bwiza nkubwo,
Uburangare n'ubuhemu bwa Mushikiwabo; kwiyemerera ko yakoze amakosa kuva mu bwana bwe.
Ikiremwa kibabaje, nakoresheje nabi ineza ye! Ijuru rero ryakuyeho impano zaryo nkuko ubugome bwafashe ubwenge bwanjye kandi bwonona ubushake bwanjye! ni ukuri rero ni uko kubona Imana biterwa gusa no kweza k'umutima, ubwuzu bwe ku kuba umwere gusa, no kumenyera gusa kuba umwizerwa ku buntu ibyiza bye bituburira! Aho gukora, nkuko yabinsabye, gukoresha kwera kandi nkwiriye gukoresha impamvu yanjye yavutse, nirengagije kumutekereza, kumuramya, kumukunda, kumusenga, kumuhindura ibitekerezo byanjye byambere. Mubitekerezaho. ku mategeko yayo no gutungana kwayo, no kuyiyegurira ingendo yambere yumutima wanjye. Uburangare bwicyaha kandi bwica! ... Ubuhemu bwa mbere, umuntu wenda azafata nka minutiae, utuntu duto umuntu atagomba no kuvuga, I Kuva icyo gihe namenye ko ibyo bita minutiae mubyukuri byari ubuhemu nyabwo, bwashishikaje abandi benshi babanje gukonjesha umutima wanjye kubijyanye n'Imana, hanyuma umutima wImana kuri njye. Inkomoko yica! urukurikirane rubabaje!
Numvaga bidasubirwaho numvise ishema runaka rifata umwanya wubworoherane kandi bworoshye; bidatinze ububi bwatangiye gufata amatongo yinzirakarengane zanjye nibyishimo byanjye. Mu gihe gito nabaye intagondwa, ndigomeka, ntumvira ijwi rya mama, rimwe na rimwe akabona ko ahatirwa kumpana nkoresheje umutima we: Nafashe ubugororangingo bwe ku buryo, aho kubungukiramo, ntabwo nari mubi cyane. ; Namwangaga urunuka, kandi nkarakarira barumuna banjye igihe bangiriye nabi. Nabeshye mbabarira, naravuze nti: Mubyukuri, umutimanama, ibi nukuri, nkuko Imana ibona, nibindi.
Igihe bashakaga kuntambuka cyane cyane kumpana, nirabura n'uburakari; byababaje mama wumukene kurwego rwanyuma, utazi kugenda kugirango akosore iyi nenge iteye ubwoba. Nakomeje kuyoboka kugeza igihe ikintu Imana izi kuvana icyiza mu kibi igihe ishaka, nta gushidikanya ko yangiriye ineza yangiriye. Byabaye ko umunsi umwe nabonye umugabo utwarwa nuburakari, nkuko nanjye ubwanjye nabaye inshuro nyinshi; isura ye yari iteye ubwoba; kandi mubyukuri narumiwe cyane, kuburyo kuva uwo mwanya niyemeje kutazigera niyegurira iryo rari rikaze, ridakwiriye roho, rigomba ahantu hose ryerekana ubwitonzi nishusho ya J.-C., icyitegererezo cye.
Kwicuza kwe; ubwoba bwe n'icyizere cye.
Nubwo nkunda cyane ikibi, nakunze guhura nibibazo byimbere, imyigaragambyo itabishaka, nta gushidikanya ingaruka zabyo
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ubuntu J.-C. yandinze: gutekereza igihumbi kuri njye ubwanjye, igihumbi cyiza cyampamagaye kugaruka ku Mana ubudasiba. Numvaga narumiwe rimwe na rimwe mfite ubwoba bwo kutamushimisha no kutamukunda nkuko nabimusezeranije, rimwe na rimwe nkamutandukana nawe umunsi umwe ubuziraherezo; Natinyaga kurwego rwa nyuma gutungurwa nurupfu rumeze nabi, kandi iki gitekerezo cyurupfu ningaruka zacyo byanze bikunze, uku gutinya kuramutsa imanza zImana nuburyo bwambere iyi Mana yineza, ifite benshi cyane yarwanyije kurwanya kwanjye, yakoresheje mu gutsinda.
Mbega abandi banyabyaha bangahe babonye imbaraga ziyi ntwaro yatsinze mumaboko ye!
Muri ubu buryo buteye isoni, ibintu byose byanteye ubwoba: urusaku, umuyaga, amashyi y'inkuba, urumuri rw'umurabyo, bintera ubwoba. Nagize ubwoba igihe urubanza rusange rugiye gutangira mbere yuko mbona umwanya wo kubitegura; Rimwe na rimwe narirukaga kugira ngo nihishe mu mfuruka zimwe, kugira ngo ndahamagarwa aho; Nari narumiwe kubera gutinya kwibona ubwanjye naciriweho iteka, kandi sinshobora, nta guhinda umushyitsi, gutekereza ku byerekeranye n'ubugingo buzagira ibyago byo kubura Imana ubuziraherezo. Ni ibihe byishimo ikiremwa gishobora kwishimira umutimanama wawe uhungabanye? Ariko ibyago ni byinshi cyane, leta irababaje cyane, iyo umuntu atuye muri leta hamwe ningeso yicyaha atiriwe yumva ibibazo cyangwa kwicuza: ibi nibyo hari byinshi byo gutinya umurobyi.
Igitekerezo kimwe cyampumurije gato: Nibwiye mu mutima wanjye ko Imana ishobora byose yagaragaye kandi ikavugana nanjye ku isi yari nziza cyane muri we kandi isa nkaho ankunda cyane kuburyo nshaka kuntakaza iteka.
Iyo ndi imbere ye, ku rubanza rwe, naravuze nti, nzamwinginga kugira ngo yemere kunama kandi azabe nk'ahatirwa kumbabarira. Ndetse nzakubwira , Data, ko ibyo byiringiro byahoze bimfasha kunkomeza ubwoba ubwo aribwo bwose bwaba bukabije; yego, nibyo byiringiro bifatanije nubwoba butuma ndeba uku kubonekerwa kwambere nkubuntu bwagaciro bwagakiza kuri njye, bumwe bwagize uruhare runini mubuzima bwanjye bwimbere, mu guhinduka nkihame rya ibindi byiza byose biva mwijuru.
Icyifuzo cye cyihariye kuva mu bwana kubera kwitangira Isakramentu Ritagatifu.
Mugomba kubabwira, mugihe cyashize, Data, ko Imana yandemesheje hakiri kare no mubuzima bwanjye bwose ikintu gikurura cyane kwitangira Isakramentu Ritagatifu cyane rya Igicaniro; kuva mu bwana numvise imbaraga zidasanzwe, kugeza icyo gihe sinashoboraga kunyura imbere yihema ryatuwe nukuri kumubiri wa J.-C., ntarinze numva meze imbere kandi nkaho nahatiwe guhagarara no gupfukama ngo nsenge ibi ubwiru bwimbitse. Inshuro zirenze imwe mu rusengero Nahishuye urwenya rwabana, urugero rwabo rwatumye ntubaha mugihe ntegereje umupadiri wagombaga kudutandukanya; Baransetse kandi baransetsa kubusa, nagombaga guhangana nabo mpita mpanagura amakosa bari baranteye,
Bimaze kuba umutimanama wanjye wansuzuguye ku kintu gito, noneho nasanze narafatiwe mu rusengero rwera; imbaraga zidatsindwa zasaga nkimbuza ahera kandi nkambuza kwegera igicaniro. Yoo! Data, ubu buntu bwibimenyetso byose byahawe abantu bake cyane, kwitabwaho kurangwa neza na Providence yihariye, ntabwo bikwiye; bakorera gusa gutanga ubugizi bwa nabi kandi budashidikanywaho byombi kuba ntarashimira umwanditsi wubuntu bwinshi, kandi ibyaha bitabarika nagize icyaha cyo kuba nyirabayazana w'uyu Mukiza ukundwa mu Isakramentu Ritagatifu cyane ry 'igicaniro.
Reka kwatura ko mbikesha isi gusana icyubahiro cyayo kibabaje, mu guhanagura uburakari yakiriye! abamarayika n'abatagatifu bamukosore, kandi bamwishyure ishyaka ry'urukundo rwabo ubuziraherezo!
Hano haribintu byinshi, nkuko mubibona, Data, mubuzima bwanjye bwimbere; hano hari ubuntu bwinshi budasanzwe buva kuruhande rwImana, nta nyandiko zandikiwe nizanjye. Hariho ubuhemu bwinshi hamwe no kudashima kwinshi, hariho ibyaha byinshi byakozwe, kubwibyo ngomba vuba kubaza umucamanza wanjye. Ariko ntiturarangira ubwo buhemu nibi byaha: ishyano! igihe kirekire kizaza bazakomeza kwiyongera gusa. Kubera ko ufite amatsiko yo kumva ibisobanuro byose, ejo, niba ubishaka, cyangwa nimugoroba, tuzakomeza gukomeza; ikindi kandi inshingano zanjye zirampamagara ahandi muriki gihe. Muraho, Data, nyamuneka mumbabarire kandi munsengere.
Inenge zo kwatura kwe no gusangira kwe kwa mbere. Ingaruka mbi ku bugingo bwe.
“Mw'izina rya Data, ry'Umwana n'Umwuka Wera. Binyuze muri Yesu na Mariya,
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kandi mwizina ryubutatu butangaje, ndumvira. »
Data, mama yasuzumye umutimanama wanjye anjyana kwatura, ariko ubwoba nagize bwo gutukwa n'uwatuye icyaha bwatumye mpisha kimwe cya kabiri cy'amakosa yanjye, cyane cyane kutumvira mama. Nakorewe gusangira mfite imyaka icyenda nigice. Byari vuba cyane mubitekerezo byanjye, kandi nari mfite impamvu yo kubyicuza. Kubera ko nta kintu na kimwe natinyaga nko gutegekwa, nkurikije umuco rusange, gutanga urwitwazo ndetse no gusaba imbabazi mama mbere yo gusangira, nagiye ukwezi mbere yo kwatura ibyo umutimanama wanjye wangiriye nabi kuri we; ariko muribi nari ntegereje icyo nashakaga kwirinda: Imana yemeye ko uwatuye icyaha ansuzuma kandi antegeka gusaba imbabazi no guhindura imyitwarire yanjye kuri we.
Mbega impumyi kandi itishimye cyane cyane muriyi myaka! Ntabwo nigeze nshobora kwishima kuburyo bukwiye kandi bukenewe; no kongeramo ibyago byanjye, ubwoba bwo kwangwa, bukwiye cyane, byatumye mpisha ibi byose igihe nakiriye imbabazi. Navuze rero muri iyi leta kurwanya kwicuza k'umutimanama wanjye, kuva uwo mwanya utangira kumbabaza. Ijuru! Mbega ukuntu kwibuka bibabaje! Nzagira amarira ahagije, kandi ubuzima bwanjye buzabasha guhaza kwinubira amakosa nkaya yose yari ingaruka zayo mbi?
Kuva uyu mwanya, Data, nta butoni buturuka mu ijuru, nta guhumurizwa imbere, nta mahoro cyangwa kunyurwa! Ibyishimo byanjye byose byari byarazimiye kubikorwa byari ukurangiza no gutanga umusanzu mwinshi kugirango birambe ubuziraherezo. Mbega impuhwe iyo dusanze urupfu mu isoko yubuzima, kandi mugihe igikwiye kwezwa gikora gusa kugirango duhindure icyaha kuruta uko twari tumeze mbere! Iyi leta ibabaje yamaze imyaka irenga itanu ipfa, mugihe ikoreshwa, icyubahiro cyabantu nubuvandimwe bwa Rozari, aho niyandikishije kandi narahohoteye, byatumye nkora amasakaramentu menshi ndacyafite ubwoba, kandi mfite. Impamvu nziza yo guhinda umushyitsi.
Aho gutinda, ariko, ibyifuzo byanjye, nkuko ugomba kubyiyumvisha neza, byari bifite imbaraga nshya kandi byiyongera umunsi kumunsi. Umudayimoni yari afite impamvu zifatika zo gukomera amashyi no gutsinda. Ahari umutima wanjye wari kuba waguye mubukomere, iyaba ubuntu budasanzwe butandinze muriyi nyenga ndende kubera kwicuza gukabije numvaga nubwo ndi jyenyine, kandi bikaba bitampaye amahoro cyangwa amahoro. Byasaga nkaho kuri buri ntambwe numvise imbere yijwi rimbwira mu ijwi rikaze: Wakoze iki, mugore utishimye, kandi urashaka kuba iki? ntabwo wumviye J.-C. cyangwa nyina; washutse uwatubwiye; kwatura kwawe ni nil, gusangira kwanyu ni bibi; udafite urukundo rwa J. C.: nyuma yo kwitabwaho ninyungu nyinshi kuri we, ubaho uteye isoni ku Mana yawe; kandi niba wagize ibyago byo gupfa muriyi leta, wajya he, birababaje! Ah! ikuzimu byaba umugabane wawe ubuziraherezo. Ariko ibi nibyo wasezeranije Imana yawe? ibi nibyo yari afite uburenganzira bwo gutegereza nyuma yinyungu nyinshi kuri we?
Amanywa n'ijoro ibyo bitutsi bikabije byumvikanye mu mutima wanjye.
Nababajwe cyane nuko, nubwo nagize ishema, umunsi umwe nahise nunama napfukamye ku birenge bya mama, ngamije kwihana kubera ko ntabikoze vuba. Mama yatunguwe cyane n'iyi ntambwe ku buryo, nubwo amarangamutima nari naramushizemo kubera ko narwanyaga, yagumye ataye umutwe cyane kundeba bityo imbere ye kandi ntazi icyo nabitirira ...
Yahindutse kandi yiyemerera muri rusange mugihe cyo kwizihiza yubile cyangwa rusange. Imbuto akuramo. Kwicisha bugufi kwatura akababaro ke.
Iyi ntsinzi yambere kuri njye yatangiye gutangira kunyizeza gato; ariko byose ntibyakozwe, hagati aho yubile ikomeye cyangwa imbabazi rusange z'Itorero zarageze: ni umwe mu nshuti zanjye, wari waje kutureba, adutangariza ko byasohotse kuri paruwasi. Natangaye! Ah! mbega ukuntu meze neza! Ndahita ngiye kwatura muri rusange no kwihindura rwose kandi rwose. Kuri aya magambo, papa yaturitse aseka. Hano turi, ariko, yatangaye, kandi tugiye kubona ibintu byiza! umukobwa wacu Jeannette agiye guhinduka no kwatura muri rusange. Notre-Dame, ntibizaba bike, kandi abapadiri bagomba gutungurwa gusa;
Data yankundaga bidasanzwe, kandi igitekerezo cyiza yari afite kuri njye nticyamwemereye gutekereza ko nkeneye guhinduka cyangwa
kwatura muri rusange. Yoo! Numvaga gusa ari ukuri kwuzuye kubikenewe. Nibyo, data, naramushubije, ndashaka guhinduka kubuntu bw'Imana, kandi nizera ko nyuma yibyo nzaba mwiza cyane kuruta uko nabayeho kugeza ubu. Tuzareba uko bigenda, twasubukuye ababyeyi ...
Yubile ikimara gukingurwa, nta kindi nari mfite ku mutima cyangwa ikindi nihutiye nko kujya kwijugunya ku birenge bya nyakwigendera M. Maillard, icyo gihe wari umuyobozi wa paruwasi yacu (ishapeli ya Janson).
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Data, naramubwiye nti, ngezeyo, ndagusaba ngo unyemerere utume natura ubuzima bwanjye bwose, kuko ntishimiye cyane abo nakoze kugeza ubu ... Yaranteze amatwi. Byinshi. kwitondera no kumfasha cyane. Igihe yambazaga niba gutinya gukubitwa na mama ari uko nanze kumvira uwatuye icyaha, namuhaye, nubwo ari intege nke, igisubizo cyemeza kitari gikurikije ukuri nyako. Byari bikomeje kwiyoberanya nkomeje kwihana, nubwo bitari nkibyingenzi nkikosa ryambere nakoze.
Yubile yanjye yari yatangiye kunsubiza ubwanjye: Icyo gihe nari mfite imyaka igera kuri cumi n'itanu cyangwa cumi n'itandatu (1).
Iyi yubile Mushikiwabo avuga, kandi yari afite afite imyaka cumi n'itanu cyangwa cumi n'itandatu, igomba rero kuba yarabaye muri 1746 cyangwa 1747; kuko yavutse mu kwezi kwa Mutarama 1731. Tuzi yubile y'amatora ya Benedigito wa XIV mu 1740, ibyo bikaba bihuye no gusangira bwa mbere kwa Mushikiwabo afite imyaka icyenda n'igice, na yubile ikomeye y'isi mu 1751, muri byo Mushikiwabo avuga vuba, kandi ibyo yabikoze afite imyaka makumyabiri. Ntabwo tuzi gushushanya uwo avuga hano. Tugomba rero kuvuga ko uyu mukobwa mwiza mubutamenya bwe yitiranyije yubile nini na yubile nto yahawe diyosezi ya Rennes, umwanya uwariwo wose tutazi, cyangwa wenda nibindi byinshi birashoboka kandi hamwe nizo nteko rusange kandi indulgence yunguka yunguka muburyo bwa yubile irangiye ubutumwa, kandi nikihe gihugu abantu bamenyereye gutanga izina rya yubile. Byongeye kandi, iri kosa, cyangwa se uku kubura imvugo iboneye kuruhande rwa Mushikiwabo, ntacyo ikora munsi yibintu atubwira hamwe na naivete kandi yoroshye .
Kuva icyo gihe, Imana yasaga nkaho yanyegereye, muburyo no kugereranya uko namwegereye, cyangwa se, Mana yanjye! niwowe wateye intambwe yambere kandi, kurenza urukundo rwawe, wanshakishije muburyo bwose; ninde wakoze ibishoboka byose kugirango ansubize! Ariko ikibabaje! Mana nziza! igihe cyo guhinduka kwanjye nticyari cyarageze, kandi wabaye mwiza bihagije kugirango utegereze wihanganye, kandi wihangane kugeza icyo gihe ubuhemu ndimo gutukamo, n'imyitwarire igomba kuba itakwihanganira. Niki kigomba kuba cyaratwaye urukundo rwawe muri uku gutinda kurekuye kandi kwicyaha!
Ibyo byose nkubwira hano, Data, Mushikiwabo yavuze, kimwe n'ibyo ntarakubwira byose, ntabwo bizakora bike kugira ngo nkumenyeshe; bizaba bimaze kuba intambwe ikomeye yo kwatura muri rusange nteganya kukugezaho, niba Imana yampaye umwanya nuburyo. Hagati aho, ndumva nshishikajwe no kukumvira, kugira ngo nkosore imyitwarire yanjye ya kera, nkuko bizaba biri mububasha bwanjye. Reka bimenyekane, kubwo kwatura kwanjye, ukuntu ubuntu bw'Imana bwangiriyeho, kuva ikuzimu imbabazi zayo zankijije, kandi bikamenyekana uko ndimo umwenda muri byose. Ah! ntagushidikanya, imitima yizerwa izabona itangaye kandi itangaye, kuruhande rumwe, ubuhemu bwinshi, kwigomeka, kudashima nububabare; kurundi, ineza nyinshi, kwihangana, ubushakashatsi nubucuti. Reka iyi Mana y'urukundo yibagirwe ibyo ngiye kukubwira, kandi ntuzigere umpana kubwibyo! Ahubwo, abikureho icyubahiro cye, umuturanyi we yubake! Bishyizwe hagati yo kwibeshya no gusuzugura, reka inkuru yanjye igumane byibuze uburangare bwigaragaza, kandi wirinde kwiheba abafite ibyago kuri kugwa!
Nimbuto zifuzwa cyane umuntu ashobora kwizera ....
Mumyaka ibiri yose nari maze gusogongera ku mbuto zo kwatura muri rusange; amahoro, umutuzo mwiza umutimanama wanjye, byari byanyemereye gusubira mu rukundo ku Mana no gutekereza cyane kuri njye. Nakunze cyane kuririmba indirimbo zo mu mwuka no gusoma ibitabo byera; kuberako nari narize gusoma, nkuko umuntu abikora mugihugu, nukuvuga, bihagije kubwubu buryo bwo gusoma. Nakundaga kubana nabakobwa beza no kuganira kubyumwuka . ingingo _
wasaga nkutangaza ikintu gitandukanye rwose nibyabaye. Nari umunyamahane cyane kuri mama, ariko, nongeye kumurwanya, ariko mu bihe, ndizera ko nakoze amakosa yanjye, niba ahari, birenze urugero nko mu bihe byashize. Dore uko iki kibazo cyari kimeze, kugirango ubashe kugicira urubanza:
Kimwe na murumuna wanjye muto, nakunze kugira intege nke zo gufasha mama mubikorwa bimwe na bimwe by'imiziririzo bikunze kugaragara muri bo
abaturage bo mu gihugu. Hariho n'ikintu kibi kuri byo, nubwo atari byo mama yabigambiriye. Umunsi umwe, natekereje neza ko muri iyi myitozo hari Imana yababajwe. Umutimanama wanjye wahise wigomeka, nanga kubyitangira. Nabwiye mama neza ko ntazamwumvira, kuko nabonye icyaha.
; mushiki wanjye yakurikije urugero rwanjye. Nari niteze kubona mama amagambo make ashimishije. Ntabwo aribyo rwose, yakomeje kubabara cyane, kandi anyurwa no kumbwira yitonze ati: Nibyo, mukobwa wanjye, nzabibwira umuyobozi wanjye, kandi niba hari icyaha kirimo, ntituzongera. Yanyemereye kuva ko yabyiyemereye kandi ko yabigiriye penetensiya. Noneho rero, Data, icyabaye nibyabaye buri gihe byampumurije kuri uku kutumvira kwa nyuma kwa mama.
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Urupfu rwa se; gutandukana kuva mu buto bwe.
Muri iki gihe urupfu rwa data w'umukene rwabaye, bintera umubabaro mwinshi cyane bintera amarira menshi; kuko namukundaga rwose. Naboneyeho umwanya wo kugaruka muri njye no gutekereza kubona agakiza kanjye kazoza. Rero, Data, iyi myaka ibiri kuva nagaruka ku Mana, ntaranzwe nubutoni budasanzwe, yari yararenganye neza kandi atanga ibyiringiro by'ejo hazaza; byibuze, ntabwo byashobokaga ko iki gihe cyahita gikurikirwa nimyitwarire yatuma nibagirwa rwose Imana yanjye hamwe nuburyo bwanjye bwa mbere kuri we.
Nari hafi kwegera umwaka wa makumyabiri, igihe gikomeye cyingeso nziza, niba cyashyizwe ahagaragara; igihe kibi iyo irari ryiyumvamo imbaraga; kandi Imana izi uko nahise ngoswe nayo. Nari muto, nkomeye kandi mfite imyaka yo gukora. Kubera ko bidashoboka ko mbeshaho nta mfashanyo, nagombaga kwisanga nkora mu cyaro hamwe nurubyiruko rwibitsina byombi, ndisanzuye cyane mubikorwa cyane cyane mumagambo. Hamwe n'irari rishimishije nkanjye, niki umukobwa ukiri muto wo muri iyo myaka utagaragaye muriyi mirimo no kwinezeza, cyane cyane iyo umudayimoni wanduye abigizemo uruhare! kandi ntizigera inanirwa kuba, igice. Ewe mbega ukuntu ibiganiro bya diabolical biteye akaga! ko imikino
no guseka batera ni ubugizi bwa nabi, kandi ko ababigizemo uruhare ari abere hafi batabizi!
Numvise nkomeza gusubiramo mumatwi yanjye aya magambo yanduye afite ibisobanuro bibiri, aya magambo ateye isoni cyangwa aringaniza yatumaga mubitekerezo byanjye ibintu biteye ubwoba cyane aho byaturutse ko ibintu byose byangiriye nabi, ndetse nibintu bititaye cyane. Amatwi yanjye yahoraga atungurwa kandi yandujwe nijambo ryemewe ryubwoko bwose. Rimwe na rimwe, amagambo atukana, rimwe na rimwe asebanya, rimwe na rimwe abapfubuzi cyangwa raporo y'ibinyoma, kandi hafi ya buri gihe umwanda wahinduye ibiganiro byubu bwisanzure. Mucire urubanza ukuntu satani yankoresheje!
Ubwa mbere nashakaga guhagarara nshikamye; ariko gushikama kwanjye ntibyatinze kurwanya umugezi wurugero rubi kandi ikiruta byose kurwanya icyifuzo runaka cyo gushimisha no kwakirwa, icyubahiro cyumuntu cyanteye ubwoba nkibyago bikomeye kubonwa nijisho ribi, kwitwa a bigot, uwitonda, indyarya cyangwa abihaye Imana ibinyoma.
Rero, ubwibone no kubahana byabantu nintwaro ebyiri satani yakoresheje hafi yo gusenya burundu iri zina kubera kwiyoroshya nari narishimye kugeza icyo gihe. Nibyukuri ko mubisanzwe tudakunda kwibona twanze kandi dusuzugura abo tubana kandi tugomba kubana. Buhoro buhoro amatwi yanjye yari amenyereye kumva amagambo y'urukozasoni kandi ateye isoni yabanje kuntera isoni. Umunwa wanjye wanamenyereye kubisubiramo. Icyitonderwa, nahindutse urw'agashinyaguro, ishyari, ntagira agaciro, nubwo nari nkiri kubushake gusa no gushyira mu gaciro. Ibyifuzo byari byarahumye amaso imyumvire yanjye kuburyo ntatandukanije gusa imyumvire ya mbere yo kwizera, ubwenge, hamwe nubwenge. Natekereje, nk'urugero, we nta kibi cyari cyo gusebya umuturanyi, hashingiwe ko aho bivugisha ukuri gusa. Rero, natinyaga gusebanya gusa, kandi nakuyeho gusebanya kuri numero ibyaha Icyakora ingeso zanjye zabonetse
birushijeho kuba byiza, kubera ko atari umunyamahane, ni ukuvuga, adakuwe kuri vice. Rero, nkurikije imikoreshereze isanzwe, natekerezaga ko ari indashyikirwa ugereranije nkiri muto cyane.
Yicujije. Gushushanya neza akaga urubyiruko rujiji rugaragariza, cyane cyane mubyera.
Ijuru ryiza! mubirenze iki ntashobora gutanga, iyaba ubuntu bwarantaye burundu! kandi mubihe biteye ubwoba bigomba kuba ikiremwa kitishimye imbere yImana, umutimanama uhumye bihagije kugirango ushobore gusonerwa gusa hanze yicyaha,
imbere (ndavuga igitekerezo, wenda cyubushake), bigatuma ubunini bwose imbere yijisho ryera cyane Iteka !. Wakwemera ,
Data, na cyane cyane, ku isi, bagikurikiza gahunda nk'iyi y'imyitwarire, ntibazafata ibyo byose kubera gukabya umutimanama uhangayikishijwe bidakwiye kandi nta kaga bafite! Ah! Ndabemeza, ko bakuramo akanya gato nkakantu keza cyane, kugirango dusuzume hamwe niki gisabwa roho ya gikristo nimico yacyo hamwe ninyungu zose zibereyemo umwenda w'urukundo rw'Imana, kandi ndatinyuka bizere ko batazashobora gufasha kwemeza ko nabayeho, nkuko nabo ubwabo wenda babikora, mubuhumyi bwica kuburyo byasaba amarira yamaraso kuboroga (1).
. wa Nyagasani yamye amurinda imipaka runaka; kugirango atigeze atanga, simvuze muburyo bwo kurira birenze, ariko mumakosa cyangwa ibikorwa byubugizi bwa nabi byitwa. Yishidikanya niba yarigeze kugira ubushake bwo kubabaza Imana; dushobora gushidikanya neza nka we. Ikizwi neza ni uko ubu buhumyi bwica, aya makosa aryozwa, ayo makosa, uku kudashima, ibyo byahaibyo ababajwe nuburakari bwinshi, byanyura hafi yimico myiza mumaso yabantu benshi kwisi babaho bucece kandi nta kwicuza mubyaha byubugizi bwa nabi bitagira akagero. Iri tandukaniro rituruka he? Ni uko urukundo no gutinya Uwiteka bibona, ukoresheje itara ryo kwizera, ibyaha bikomeye, kutigomeka, aho umwuka wisi uvumbura utuntu n'utundi. Ninde muri bo wibeshye?
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Nibyo, Data, ndabisubiramo, ubuhumyi bwanjye bwica bwageze aho kubara ibyaha by'imbere nkubusa. Nizeraga rwose, nk'urugero, byari kuba bigoye kwiba, kwihorera . Natekereje ko harimo icyaha
gusinda cyangwa gukora umwanda mubikorwa byose; ariko sinizeraga ko byari kuba bibi kubiganiraho kubushake muriwe, mugihe umuntu yahagaritse aho, nkuko nabigize, kandi ko ntanumwe wigeze akorera hanze, nibindi ....
Niki, nongeye kubaza, ntigaragara buri munsi umukobwa wumukene utazi ubwenge, udafite irindi tegeko ryimyitwarire uretse ayo mahame y'ibinyoma?
kandi nanone biracirwaho iteka? Ni iki azarwanya akaga isi itanga kuri buri ntambwe? Kuberako imitego ingahe yashizwe kumugaragaro! Mbega intambara zingahe zo gushyigikira! Ni kangahe umudayimoni wanduye atazi kwifashisha ngo atere ingeso mbi ye! ...
Abamaraya, abato n'abakuru, bazamutera mu buryo bwose, kandi bazagenda mu buryo bwose kugira ngo batsinde ubudacogora kandi batsinde kwiyoroshya. Bazajya kuneka imigendere ye n'amagambo ye; bazokwiga impengamiro ziwe; bazitwaza ko bamushyigikiye, binjire mubitekerezo bye byose, bashyigikire imishinga ye, kandi ko ari ukwinjiza neza mubucuti bwe, bafata umwanya we. Niba ifite ingeso nziza, bazaguza mask yayo hanyuma bagerageze kuyigiramo uruhare; niba nta kimenyetso na kimwe, bazerekana ko batabyitayeho kandi bazavuga ko abantu bose bagomba kwidegembya kuriyi ngingo kandi ko ntawe ugomba guhungabana. Niba byerekana amahano runaka, kwanga kubaha Imana, ntibazabura gushima imyifatire ibabereye nziza.
Nibyo, Data, kandi ntihakagire umuntu ubishidikanyaho akanya gato, ntamuntu numwe urwanya kandi bivuguruzanya nkindaya inararibonye agerageza gutsinda: aramutse abonye ikiruta byose, nkuko nabivuze, ko umuntu afite imyifatire yo kuba igitangaza, ntazabura kumushidikanyaho, amutera imbere yukuri kwibanze kwukwemera, dogma ninde imyizerere irakenewe rwose kugirango umuntu akizwe: yemeje ko nta bundi buryo afite bwiza nko gukuraho no gutsemba ubwoba bw’indamutso z’amadini, azabashinyagurira cyane kubera gutinya ikuzimu cyangwa imanza z’Imana; azahinduka hamwe na we ukomeye cyangwa ukina, udashyira mu gaciro cyangwa uburyarya, nkuko abibona ko ari byiza cyane ku bishushanyo bye, kandi ibi nibyo bigomba gutegerejwe ku bagabo bose bari muri ubwo bucuruzi, ari bo, ishyano! byinshi cyane birenze umwe atekereza mugihe cyuburambe nubuhumyi.
Nibyo, aba badafite ubushishozi bazakoresha nabi icyarimwe, kugirango bamushukishe, ikigo cye, ubupfura bwe, ubujiji bwe, kwizera kwe kwiza, ishyaka rye, ndetse n'ubukene bwe, bashyira agakiza k'ubugingo bwe, ndetse n'ubugome bwabo, kuri igiciro cy'amafaranga. Ingero zingahe umuntu atashoboraga kubona, kandi ntayo mfite muri njye! kandi nubwo, hafi cyane, ntamuntu ufite, Imana ishimwe, yigeze igera kure kubwanjye, nzavuga ikintu kimwe, cyerekana hafi ibyo maze kuvuga. Nibyago bigaragara cyane icyubahiro cyanjye cyigeze kigaragara. Ndatumiye urubyiruko rutagifite uburambe bwo kubyungukiramo; bazareba uko bakeneye
kuba maso, niba bashaka kubungabunga ubutunzi bw'agaciro bw'inzirakarengane zabo, kandi ko muri rusange bagomba kwizera gusa, kuriyi ngingo yoroheje, abantu bake cyane, navuga ko ntayo. Ariko, Data, nkuko byatinze uyu munsi, kandi navuze bihagije, tuzabihagarika kugeza isomo ritaha, niba utabyitayeho. Munyemerere.
Ingeso nziza zayo ziratewe. Imbaraga ahunga agahunga akaga.
“Mw'izina rya Data, ry'Umwana n'Umwuka Wera. Na Yesu, nibindi »
Mu mudugudu wacu hari umupfakazi runaka, urengeje imyaka mirongo itanu, wamamaye cyane kubwubwenge no kuba bishoboka; yakwishimira ko yafatwa nkumugabo mwiza numukristu mwiza muri paruwasi yose. Yari amaze igihe akunda kujya kwa data, kandi buri gihe nabaga mpari; kuko iyo ntahari,
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ni gake bahagarara aho. Ntiyanyitayeho. Icyo gihe nari mfite imyaka cumi n'umunani cyangwa cumi n'icyenda, kandi nkina cyane. Urashobora kubwira ko ntagomba kwanga kuba inyangamugayo. Utarinze guhumeka, uyu mugabo yarishimye cyane kundusha; yansekeje nubupfumu bwe ninkuru ngufi yari azi kuvuga hamwe nibirungo runaka byongeyeho ibirungo, atarinze kurenga ikinyabupfura. Kuberako, Data, cyane cyane muri kiriya gihe, umudendezo muto mumagambo yaba yarampinduye; kandi niba ari ngombwa kuvuga ibyiza n'ibibi, ngomba kwemera ukuri ko, nta na rimwe ubuzima bwanjye, nta muntu numwe nababajwe nigikorwa na gito, nubwo cyamaganwa gake, umudendezo muto, nubwo uteye isoni. Nibyo, ndashobora kuvuga ko kumenyerana bidasobanutse neza byari gutuma umusore yirukanwa, ikintu kigomba kuba cyarantwaye (1).
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Uyu mupfakazi yanyeretse ubucuti bw'ineza nziza ntamuntu numwe watekerezaga kumugirira nabi murugo. Twese twishimiye kuba kumwe na we. Ninde wari kuvuga, Data, ko uyu mugabo ufite amahirwe, wakoresheje ububiko bwinshi, washyizemo ubunyangamugayo cyane mubikorwa bye, nyamara yari afite umutima wangiritse; ko yari afite hepfo yubugingo bwe igishushanyo kibi, ntari narigeze ntekereza na gato, ko ababyeyi banjye bari kwishinyagurira kubera gukeka, kandi ahari, ishyano! ko atibonye? Kuberako ninde ushobora kumva ubuhumyi nububabare bwumuntu kuriyi ngingo, kandi burya byoroshye kandi bisanzwe kuri we kwibeshya ? ...
Ni kangahe ubushishozi bukabije bwatwitse umuriro tutari tuzi, cyangwa twongeye kubyutsa twatekerezaga ko yazimye; rimwe na rimwe, amaherezo, umuriro, aho bitagaragaye ko habaye impamvu yo gutinya ikintu cyose! Biragoye cyane kwimenya, kandi burigihe burigihe umuntu yicira urubanza ruto kurenza umwe.
Umunsi umwe, yifashishije akanya ko mama adahari kugira ngo yongorerane mu gutwi amagambo amwe n'amwe ntasobanukiwe na gato, kandi yongeraho ibimenyetso bimwe na bimwe numvise na bike, ku buryo nakuwe mu gukeka nabi. kumurwanya. Nasetse nubwo, kuko nasekaga, kandi byose nabifashe kuri urwo rwego. Byari amakosa nakoze; ariko amakosa yari afite ibintu byinshi kuruhande rwanjye. Byari ubworoherane cyangwa ubupfu, nkuko ubishaka; ariko indyarya ntiyatinze kunyereka ko yafashe iki kibazo mu bundi buryo, kandi ko yanciriye urubanza wenyine. Kuva icyo gihe, yanze gusa amahirwe yo kunsanga jyenyine; yimenyekanisha. Mama yari yanyohereje umunsi umwe mu gitondo kugira ngo ndebe inka zacu mu rwuri hafi y'urugo rw'umupfakazi. Yaje kunsanga aho, ambaza amakuru yanjye, aranyegera afite akanyamuneza. Yicaye byanze bikunze hafi y'aho nari nicaye. Gusa nabonye ko asa kandi akavuga cyane mubwisanzure kuruta uko byari bisanzwe. Yashakaga kundakaza; ariko banteri we, yifatanije namagambo amwe ya cajoling, yampaye amakenga atuma nkeka imigambi ye. Yashakaga kumpa amafaranga; yampaye impano; Nanze byose, mvuga ko ntacyo amfitiye; ko ntakeneye impano ye, kandi ko ntazi impamvu yampaye. yatanzwe.
Mugihe narindaga inzira ye, nkanga imikino ye y'intoki, natekereje ko numvise umuntu ambwira cyane : Sohoka hano, bitabaye ibyo nzagutererana; guhunga, guhunga, igihe kirashize kandi akaga gakomeye kubwinzirakarengane zawe ... Iri jwi ryumvikana kuva mubwimbitse bwubugingo bwanjye, mfunguye amaso rwose akaga, yampaye, kugirango nirinde, umuvuduko udasanzwe kandi imbaraga z'umubiri, nkeka ko, abagabo batatu cyangwa bane batashoboraga kugira
ntiyarwanyije. Hamwe n'imbaraga imwe narokotse nk'umurabyo uva mu biganza by'uyu mubi utagambiriye umugambi we, kuko yabitangaje neza (1).
. Nkora ubutabera kubwubushake bwabo, kandi ndi kure cyane yo gusuzugura inama zabo; ariko bazanyemerera kubabwira ko atari njye jyenyine natekereje ukundi kuri izi ngingo zose. Ndetse nizeraga ko Imana yemeye gusa, wenda ikaba yaranategetse aya makuru ya Mushikiwabo, gusa kubwinyungu zumwuka zabantu benshi usanga bari muriyi myanya itandukanye, kandi bazashobora kubonayo amategeko, kuburira salutary, na a icyitegererezo cy'imyitwarire. Tugomba noneho gutegereza, kugirango turinde, kugeza igihe twakoze ibibi kuburambe? kandi ni iki dushobora guhura nacyo kuvumbura Teza imbere urugendo rusanzwe numutego wa dayimoni yanduye, ninde utigera atsinda neza kuruta iyo asanze uburambe bufatanije nubworoherane? Turashobora kuvuga ko ubwoba bwo kubasebya tubigisha? Uyu na none ni umutego wuyu mwuka wanduye, ubwo bujiji butonesha kuruta uko tubitekereza. Uretse ibyo, kuriyi ngingo, ni bangahe bava kuri ba Se ba Kiliziya, ku banditsi beza, ndetse no mu Byanditswe Byera, ntitwagombye guca? Ikigeragezo cya Yozefu utanduye, igitero Suzanne yanduye yahuye nabasaza bombi bazwi, nibindi. Umwuka Wera yatekereje ukundi hano, nkahari, dushobora kumukurikira.
Niyo mpamvu, Data, ubushishozi bwanjye bwashyize ahagaragara, nkuko nabivuze, icyubahiro cyanjye ku kaga gakomeye nigeze kubona, kandi nkaba narahunze gusa, nkuko mubibona, mbifashijwemo bidasanzwe., Ubutoni budasanzwe buturuka kuri ijuru. Hey! ni bangahe urubyiruko rwarohamye mu bwato
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kuruta uku kudashyira mu gaciro cyane, kudateganya bihagije akaga, ntacyo yizera? Ni bangahe batakaye ku buryo budasubirwaho gusa kubera ko bafashe nk'utuntu duto intambwe zimwe na zimwe zidahwitse, imikino imwe n'imwe, bamwe bitwa ko ari inzererezi, kandi bakaba barayoboye mu buryo budasubirwaho kuva mu birori kugeza ku kwamburwa, kuva ku kwamburwa kugeza ku ruhushya, kuva ku ruhushya.
ku bugizi bwa nabi, kuva mu bugizi bwa nabi ukajya mu ngeso, kuva mu ngeso kugera ku gukomera, amaherezo kuva gukomera no gutererana Imana, biganisha ku makuba akomeye!
Ni ngombwa rero cyane, Data, kubuza kwinjira mu mwanzi nk'uyu w'amayeri, kumuha ikintu na kimwe mu byo umuntu ashobora kumwanga. Hamwe na we, nyizera, ntabigambiriye cyangwa ngo abigereho, kuko atazi gukomeza gushyira mu gaciro. Niba umuhaye ikirenge kimwe cyubutaka, azafata bibiri, bitatu, bine, nibindi. Hanyuma, niba utamubuze vuba, bitinde bitebuke azagutakaza.Umukobwa wumukene azakora iki atizeye, ari hano, kuruta ahandi, nyina wumutekano? Afite inshingano yo kubana n'abanzi barahiye ko ari umwere, bizagenda bite na none, niba adahwema kwita kuri buri ntambwe ye; niba adahwema gufatanya nubushishozi bwinzoka kubworoshye bwinuma? Hanyuma, nzabivuga mubyukuri, mbega ubufasha budakenewe! Ni ubuhe buntu budakenewe kuri we kuba indakemwa, hagati ya Sodomu; Ndashaka kuvuga hagati yisi yononekaye, aho ibintu byose bihumeka umunezero bikagutera kumira uburozi; cyane muri leta zimwe, aho akaga gakomeje kuba kinini
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Ku bw'amahirwe yaratorotse, kandi nk'igitangaza, mu kaga gakomeye k'ubuzima bwanjye, sinongeye gutinya umwanzi wanjye, niba ari ngombwa kwiruka kumutera cyangwa kwirwanaho. Nari mfite umujinya ntagishoboye kumenya ubwanjye: abonye ko, ataye umutwe, yagumye ahantu hamwe, atatinyutse kunkurikira, mpagarara ku ntera cumi n'itanu cyangwa makumyabiri kugira ngo ndamurenze ibitutsi ndamubwira ibintu byose byaje umunwa wanjye mu gihe cy'uburakari bwanjye. Ntabwo nigeze mbwira umuntu cyane; kandi niba yaragerageje gukoresha urugomo, ndizera ko nagize ubutwari bwo kumwirukana, ndakaye cyane ndamurwanya. Namusezeranije ko atazigera amwizera ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose ku isi, kandi nakomeje ijambo ryanjye. Utekereza iki, Data, uburakari bwanjye n'ishimwe ryanjye?
Mbonye ko Mushikiwabo yari ategereje igisubizo mbere yo gukomeza, nahise niyemeza iki kibazo: Ndatekereza, mukobwa wanjye, ko muri iki gihe uburakari bwawe bwakubereye inshingano y'ingirakamaro kuri wewe, kubera impamvu umaze kumbwira. 'Sobanura.
Naho ibitutsi washoboraga kumurokora rwose, kubera ko imyitwarire yawe yabivuze bihagije, ndabona ari inama ikomeye, gukosorwa neza, yari abikwiye cyane kandi ni we ugomba kubyungukiramo. Nubutabera buke wamwishyuye muburyo bukwiye, kandi bushobora kumutera kwisubiraho, ukamugaragariza muburyo bwimbaraga zose amahano yose wumvise muburyo bwe bubi; Ntabwo ntekereza ko ushobora kubiryozwa. Rimwe na rimwe, tugomba gutanga ubu bwoko bw'imfashanyo umuturanyi wacu, cyane cyane iyo abikeneye cyane.
bigaragara ko uyu yari afite. Rero, noneho ni inshingano, aho kuba igikorwa cyo hejuru. Nangahe ubwisanzure bwaba bwarakosowe iyo batigeze bagira ikindi usibye kwakirwa! Ariko ikibabaje ni uko hari bamwe barusha abandi, kandi umutimanama wabo ukaba utoroshye kurakara mubihe nkibi. Ibi ntibibabuza kwishora mubindi byinshi, aho byakenerwa gusa kwihangana; ariko muri ubu burakari bumwe busa nicyaha gikomeye kuri bo.
Reka dusubire kundeba, ahagarika Mushikiwabo; kuberako, Data, mfite amakosa menshi cyane yo kwishinyagurira kugirango mpagarike kubyo abandi nabo bashobora kuba bafite icyaha, kandi ngomba gutekereza gusa kubizana. Yoo! Data, ubuzima bwanjye bwigenga buracyari inzira ndende yo kurangira. Reka rero dusubukure amateka mabi yabyo aho twari turi mbere yo gucika intege byadufashe.
Amakosa Mushikiwabo yishinja: ubusa, gutandukana, nibindi.
Nta ntambara zigeze zibaho muri njye usibye hagati y'ibyifuzo bitandukanye. Nagize ishyari kubutunzi bwabandi bakobwa n imyambaro, kandi rimwe na rimwe ndetse nigitekerezo gito cyiza twabafite. Sinigeze nirinda kwifatanya nabagabo usibye gutinya agasuzuguro, nukuvuga ko bari kubavuga nabi nkuko babigenzaga kubandi, kandi ko naba natakaje izina ryiza nakundaga cyane gukata. njye ubwanjye. Nubwo nakundaga kubyina, gake nabyinnye, kuko njye
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kubabaza, kandi muburyo bwo kudahaza vainglory yanjye nto, cyangwa ahubwo nubusa bwubupfu bwanjye.
Rero, buri gihe wasangaga ubwibone no kwikunda byayoboraga intambwe zanjye zose, kandi narwanije icyiza kimwe nundi, kimwe nabantu bose badafata kwizera kumatara yabo, cyangwa Ubutumwa bwiza kubutegetsi bwabo. Rimwe na rimwe natandukanijwe kugeza ku ndunduro. Nasomye ibitabo bibi, ni ukuvuga ibitabo byo kwinezeza, byari binyuranye aho kuba byiza ku idini no mu myifatire. Ndetse nigeze no kuguriza umwe mubagenzi banjye; kubwibyo natutswe nabatuye. Ntabwo
Ntabwo nigeze nitondera amategeko ayo ari yo yose. Ijuru ryiza! ninde wavuga ati, Data, abonye ibibera muri njye, muri ibyo bihe bidashimishije, ko naremewe kuba umubikira; aho niho hantu Imana yari ifite kuri njye
cyaranzwe, kandi ko umutima umeze nkanjye, kugeza ubu kure yubwoba bwe nurukundo rwe, wagombye kuvuga ko ari uwe ubuziraherezo? ... Mbega ukuntu uri mwiza, ukuntu ukundwa, Mana yimico myiza! reka ndirimbe iteka imbabazi zawe zitagira akagero, nurangiza inyungu zawe, wambitse impano zawe! Ariko reka dukomeze.
Turimo gutekereza kumurongora. Kwanga kwe.
Urabizi, Data, abakobwa bo mu gihugu gikennye, niba bafite imbaraga kandi bazi gukora neza, shakisha uburyo bwo gushyingirwa vuba kurusha abakire, kuko hariho ibirori byinshi byakira amahirwe yabo. Ntabwo rero bitangaje kuba bamwe baransanze, ndetse nabamwe ntaribyo. Umusore, mubandi, uzi ubwenge cyane, yarankundiye neza kandi anshimisha cyane, atarigeze agirana ibiganiro byihariye nawe kuriyi ngingo. Numvaga namukunze kurusha abandi. Ndetse na mbere y'urupfu rwa data, twari twaramugiriye ababyeyi batandukanye. Hariho ibyifuzo, gusaba, amasezerano; ariko igikwiye kwitonderwa,
Ningomba kandi kwatura, Data, ko nubwo ibibazo byose byabantu numvise, igihe cyose byabaye ikibazo cyo kumbwira byimazeyo ibijyanye nubukwe, nahuye nanjye muri njye urugamba ruteye ubwoba, cyangwa se, simbikora. ' tuzi ibyo ntashobora kubara, kandi ko ntamuntu numwe washoboraga kubyumva, nubwo abantu bose babibonye. Byari urwango runaka, nkaho rudatsindwa, rwamfashe giturumbuka, rukagera aho rukuraho umwuka wanjye n'imvugo, bigatuma mpindura ibara, kandi nkarwara mfite ubwoba n'ubwoba .
Nahumurijwe rero no kubona ibintu byose byabuze, kandi kubera ikintu kidasanzwe cyane nagize ishyari, kugeza ubwo natakaje amahoro, mubantu urubyiruko rwahindukiriye igihe nanze. Ubwanyuma, nari nsanzwe kubwanjye enigma cyane kuburyo budasobanutse kuko Imana yari itaramenyesha ingaruka ziyi ntambara ikomeje hagati ya kamere nubuntu, bigatuma yisanga nkabagabo babiri bahanganye
mumuntu umwe, cyane cyane iyo marayika wa satani yifatanije na kamere akayikoresha kugirango adukubite urushyi.
Ariko, Data, ntitaye kumatara Imana yampaye kuva kuri ibyo byose, nzahora, nkuko nahoranye, nukuri kuri njye no kubandi benshi.
Sinkumva, mushiki wanjye , umwe mubatuye umwe ambwira umunsi umwe, wambwiye Imana nk'umumarayika, urambwira ibyawe nka dayimoni; Ntabwo numva kimwe muribi Ah !
ni uko ikibazo cyari gitandukanye cyane, kandi ko kumpande zombi nagerageje gukurikiza ukuri nanyeretse; iryo ryari amayobera yose atumva. Ariko reka twongere dufate insanganyamatsiko yinkuru yanjye ibabaje; kuko, ishyano! Data, igihe cyo guhinduka kwanjye ntikiragera, niba ariko nshobora kuvuga ko cyigeze kiza neza, kandi niba ntagomba gutinya ko kitazigera kigera, byibuze nkuko nabishakaga.
Ibitekerezo bitari byo Mushikiwabo yashizeho mu gihirahiro cy'irari rye. Ibyifuzo, inzitizi yonyine yo kwizera.
Muriyi mimerere ibabaje, nagize igitekerezo cyibeshye cyane kubintu bisobanutse kandi bigaragara. Nagira ngo, mu buryo bw'ikigereranyo, numvise nabi amahame ya mbere y'amategeko karemano, ku buryo ibyifuzo byanjye byahungabanije ubushobozi bwose bwubugingo bwanjye; yego, ndabivuze isoni zanjye no kwihana kwanjye, ubuhumyi bwanjye bwari bumeze, kuburyo mfite imyaka cumi n'icyenda nari mfite urumuri ruto cyane rwo kumenya icyiza n'ikibi, ubumenyi buke cyane mubintu by'Imana n'agakiza, nari mfite igihe Nari mfite imyaka irindwi cyangwa umunani. Tugomba gutungurwa, nyuma yibyo, gutandukana bidashoboka, mubibazo byo kwizera, byabagabo benshi batandukanijwe nubumenyi bwabo kuri buri ngingo, mugihe bamaze kwemerera kuganza irari ryabo ?
Biravugwa rero, ntabwo, yemera, nta dini afite, nyamara afite ubumenyi: ni umunyabwenge, ni umuhanga.
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Igihe cyose ubishaka; ariko urashaka gufata umwanzuro iki? Ni uwuhe mwanzuro ushimishije ushobora gukura mu kutizera kwe cyangwa idini yanze? Kugira ngo ucire urubanza neza, ibitekerezo bye byagomba kuba
ubuntu kuruhande kandi yashoboraga kubona ibintu mubitekerezo byabo byukuri. Ariko oya, ishyaka na we rihisha gusobanukirwa n'amatara y'ibitekerezo; kizimya ubwenge busanzwe, buvanga ubushobozi busanzwe, butesha umuntu, kandi bukamugira nkuko Ibyanditswe bivuga, ubwoko bwinyamaswa ntacyo zumva mubintu byImana cyangwa agakiza. Ntashobora kuzamuka hejuru yukwumva, akunda gusa kandi yumva ibifitanye isano. Ibintu byo kwizera ni umunyamahanga kuri we: ni kuri we enigmas aho atekereza ko ntakindi abona uretse kwivuguruza hamwe nimpamvu. Aho bikunze kugaragara ko ubwenge bwiza ari abantu mubyukuri bizera, ariko kandi abana benshi cyane, reka tuvuge neza, ubujiji burenze ubujiji ubwabo. kubera ko ubu bujiji busanzwe kuri bo hamwe nabambere. Baracyarwanya kwanga kwifuza kwabo kwemera ibibakandamiza nimpamvu idashobora kumva. Nibyo, Data, kandi ubyemeze neza, kura irari ryumutima wumuntu, ukuraho inzitizi zose zibangamira kwizera, ubigira umukristo; ikureho irari, ukuraho abatizera, kuko irari niryo soko ryonyine ryabo kutizera.
Ibi nibyo nagize uburambe bubabaje bwa (1).
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ni kunyerera, kuri degere, uburozi bwabwo kuva mubyumviro kugera kumutima, kuva kumutima kugera kubitekerezo. (J.-B. Rouss., Ibaruwa yandikiwe M. Racine).
Natekereje rero, Data, kandi dushobora kubyanga bihagije! Natekereje ko ari ugukunda Imana bihagije kutayanga; ko umuntu afite kwizera adategetswe kwizera ingingo zose zizera Itorero risaba abana baryo; ko umuntu ashobora kwikiza afite kwizera muri rusange no gukekeranya, nta
gutuma bigora kugabanya mubikorwa; ko imirimo myiza rero, idakenewe kugirango umuntu akizwe; ko bihagije kuramya Imana mu mutima w'umuntu, utitaye ku bikorwa ibyo ari byo byose by'idini; ko indahiro yo kubatizwa idategeka umuntu kureka ibyisi byisi; ko abakene n'abababaye batishimye, kandi ko abakire bonyine bishimye kandi bakwiriye kugirirwa ishyari; ninde ushobora gusubira mubyifuzo bikurikira byo kwanga, kutita kubantu, nibindi.
Cyangwa ahubwo, kuvuga neza, ntabwo natekereje kuri ibyo byose, kandi nabayeho nkurikije, ntabyitayeho na gato. Rero, nihinduye mubikorwa ubwoko bwubutumwa bwiza butangaje, nasimbuye Ubutumwa Bwiza bwa J.-C. Mu byukuri byari Ubutumwa Bwiza bw'isi n'ibyifuzo, nkibyiza kuri kamere nkuko biri. Bitandukanye n'ukuri. kwizera. Noneho
nyamara niki nategetse muri ibi bihe byose bibabaje. Ntabwo nari nzi rwose uko ubuzima bwubugingo aribwo bwagize ibyago byo kwemera icyaha. Ntabwo nari nzi icyaha cy'Imana, cyangwa n'ingaruka zacyo kuri twe. Nagize ishema rigizwe n'ubutunzi n'ubukuru, sinshobora kumva ko abakene bashobora kwishimira, nubwo nabaye urugero kandi nkabigaragaza cyane kubandi bose uretse njye; kuberako, Data, ntekereza ko ari njye wenyine wenyine utabonye ubujyakuzimu bwubwibone nkaba narabumbabumbwe. Natekerezaga kandi ko abakire aribo bonyine bashobora guhuza imitima yabo kubintu byo ku isi, gukunda isi nubusa. Mbega ibinyoma! Mbega amakosa! ...
Nubwo yazereraga, yashohoje imirimo ye y'idini, akunda ijambo ry'Imana, kandi yakundaga gusakaramentu mu birori bikomeye.
Ubu buhumyi budasanzwe bwibitekerezo byanjye, ubu bwoko bwo kunangira umutima wanjye kubushake, ndabivuga hejuru ya byose kubwibone bwanjye Imana yashakaga guhana, gukoresha nabi inema, no gutukwa ubwo bwirasi bubi bwanteye kwiyemeza: kuko, Data, hagati yinzererezi zanjye, nahoraga ngumana ikigega runaka cyamadini, yakanguriwe hejuru ya byose mubirori bikomeye. Nakunze imihango y'Itorero, kandi cyane cyane ijambo ry'Imana. Ariko ikibabaje! kudahuza ubushake bwanjye byangaragarije muri ubu buryohe sterile, ntabwo bivuze, biteje akaga. Umutima wanjye, uhora uhabwa gutandukana, kutagira umumaro, utuntu duto, wasaga nuwo murima wamabuye kandi byongeye gukingurwa n’abanzi banjye, aho iyi mbuto yimana idashobora kumera, cyangwa gushinga imizi. Ryakandagiye rero kandi rijanjagurwa munsi y'ibirenge by'abahisi, bitwarwa n'ubwibone bwanjye, binangira umutima wanjye, byononekaye kandi byumishwa n'umuriro w'ibyifuzo byanjye. Nihe leta! ..,.
Nateze amatwi kubushake iri jambo ryimana, ryankozeho mukanya; ariko umwanya ukurikira sinongeye kubitekereza. Rero, aho kunsobanurira, yanteye icyaha kurushaho; aho kumpindura, yankomereye cyane; mu mwanya
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kuzana agakiza kanjye, byabaye isoko yo gucirwaho iteka. Nigute tugomba kugirirwa impuhwe, na none, mugihe dukoresheje gutoneshwa Ijuru riduha! Ni ubuhe buryo dushobora kubara, mugihe umutungo wanyuma uhinduwe natwe kubihohoterwa tubakorera? Yemwe leta ibabaje! Yemwe ibintu byihebye!
Nibwo ariko, Data, na leta hamwe nibihe nanyuzemo mu gihe kirenga umwaka, buri gihe nkomeza kugumya hanze no kwamamara kwumukobwa mwiza, nkaba narishimye cyane: gushyira ibyo ntunganye byose mumbere ya kubaha Imana, Nagize ishyari ryo kutabura gusangira numunsi mukuru mwiza cyangwa ubuvandimwe, kandi narafashe ububabare buke cyane kugirango nitegure neza kandi mbone imbuto. Mpumyi mfata impimbano mubyukuri, nashimishije imbere mu mutima ko nari umuntu wubaha Imana kandi ufite ingeso nziza, mugihe mbyimbye ntari muto cyane nkaba indyarya hamwe n’imva yera. Nahise rero ntambuka kubaho mumaso yabantu, mugihe nari narapfuye imbere yImana. Niko byari bimeze, Data, igihe Providence, itigeze ihagarika kundeba, anyemereye gukubitwa imico ushobora kuba utarigeze wumva, kandi utigeze usoma cyangwa ngo ubone urugero ahantu hose. Ariko igihe kirageze cyo kurangiza uyumunsi, turagusabye, dusubize inyuma inkuru, kandi tuzatangirira amasomo y'ejo. (1).
. n'inyungu zivamo. Ahantu hose ibisobanuro byaturutse, bisa nkaho bidafite intego cyangwa bidafite akamaro.
Imiterere yihariye yumwana wimyaka itatu. Ingaruka itanga kuri Mushikiwabo.
“Mw'izina rya Data, ry'Umwana n'Umwuka Wera. Binyuze kuri Yesu, Mariya, nibindi »
Umunsi umwe ku cyumweru, ubwo mama yari yarangiriye inshingano, igihe yari muri misa ya paruwasi, yita kuri barumuna banjye na barumuna banjye, najyanye nabo gushaka inshuti yanjye, umwe akaba yari umukobwa w’umukozi wa gasutamo, uwo akaba yari afite inzu yari hafi yacu. Yashinzwe kandi kurebera umuryango we muto ababyeyi be badahari. Twashyize hamwe abana bose kugirango twishimishe, kandi, twicaye iruhande rwacu, twaririmbaga indirimbo ivuga ku rukundo rw'Imana. Mushiki wanjye muto wa mugenzi wanjye, ufite imyaka itatu, yari yarasize abo mu kigero cye ngo aze kutwumva neza; yamfashe ukuboko ku rutugu, atwumva kuririmba kwacu yitonze ku myaka ye, n'umwuka w'ibyishimo ,
yo kunyurwa ninyungu byaduteye imbaraga cyane, kuko ntibyashobokaga kutabibona; imyifatire ye rwose, ibintu byose biri muri we byerekana kunyurwa cyane.
Cantle yamuhaye umunezero mwinshi yarangiye naya magambo: Kandi nitumutwika aha hantu, ni uwuhe muriro tuzatwika mwijuru? cyangwa niyi mirongo yindi, kuko simbyibuka neza: Niba ubu twatwitse hamwe numuriro, nuwuhe muriro tuzatwika mwijuru? Burigihe nibitekerezo bimwe kurinyuma.
Ntibyunvikana kandi bitangaje rwose, Data! Biragoye ko aya magambo yanyuma yumurongo wanyuma yaririmbwe kuruta, mumaso yacu, umwana witonze yarezwe mubutaka inshuro eshatu kugeza muburebure bwa metero eshatu cyangwa enye, nta mbaraga zigeze zisimbuka, ariko afashe umubiri ugororotse, hamwe amaboko arambuye, mu maso h'amaso n'amaso yazamuye mu ijuru. Muri iyi myifatire, nkaho asubiza kurangiza umurongo wanyuma, yavuze mu buryo bweruye kandi n'imbaraga nyinshi aya magambo yankoze ku mutima cyane, kandi abisubiramo igihe cyose yashimuswe: Du fire of love ! y'umuriro w'urukundo! y'umuriro w'urukundo!Kuri buri gihe cyo gusubiramo aya magambo rero yarazamuwe kandi yikubita hasi yitonze inshuro nyinshi atagize icyo yangiza: ibi byakozwe bikurikiranye kandi mugihe cyiza, nyuma yaho muto, asubirana wenyine, yiruka kwishimisha no gukina hamwe na we. abandi, bitagaragaye cyane. Birashoboka cyane ko atabyibuka .
Naho njye na mugenzi wanjye, twarakubiswe cyane, turumirwa, nuko tuvuga twatangajwe cyane nibyo tumaze kubona, ku buryo tutavuga kandi turatandukana tutagize icyo tubitekerezaho gato, tutabwiye ijambo na rimwe. Ah! Data, mbega ibyerekana iki kintu cyihariye cyanteye kwikorera, unyibutsa ibyo nahoze!
Ibi, naribwiye nti, nuburyo Imana yigaragariza imitima itanduye, mugihe abandi babuze ubutoni bwayo! Namubonye, ubwo bugingo bwinzirakarengane bunezeza mumaso ye, butwitswe namagambo atantangaje na gato, atankoraho gukomera, kutumva k'umutima wanjye. 0 ninde uzansubiza umwere wanjye wambere! ninde uzansubiza icyo gihe gishimishije ubwo nanjye numvaga ahari Imana yanjye, mugihe urukundo rwayo rwanyumvise, igihe nishimiye cyane
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abamenyereye hafi! Igihe cyagaciro , ntukiriho !. iminsi y'amahirwe ,
wabaye iki? Nabaye iki kuri njye ubwanjye? Yewe soko y'amarira asharira! Yemwe ingingo idasubirwaho yo gukomeretsa kandi wenda kwihana ubuziraherezo! ni amakosa yanjye ko nabuze byose! Mugusimbuza gusa Imana ikuraho ubuntu bwayo kubayikoresha nabi, kugirango ibaha abandi nta mbogamizi ihari ....
Akenshi, nukuri, niyeguriye ibyo bitekerezo byindamutsa; ariko bari bakiri dispositions gusa hafi gato yo guhinduka kwanjye kwuzuye, ntabwo byaje nyuma yigihe gito. Hari ikindi cyari gikenewe kugirango dusenye ingoma ya satani kandi dukosore intsinzi yubuntu mumutima hafi yahohotewe nicyaha: ibi nibyo imbabazi zImana zari zimaze igihe kinini zikora, ntanarimwe nacitse intege kuburwanya bwanjye, kandi igihe kirekire igihe, nacyo, akazi kari gatera imbere nkaho ntabizi, kandi, nukuvuga, nubwo nanjye. Amaherezo haje akanya keza igihe Imana yavugaga nka shobuja ikanatangaza neza ko ubushake ntacyo bushobora kunanira; ubu bushake, butabangamiye ubushake bwumuntu bwabantu, bukoresha inzitizi nyine kugirango bugere ku ndunduro yimigambi yayo ikomeye.
Ihinduka rishya rya Mushikiwabo mugihe cyo kwizihiza yubile ikomeye yo mu 1751. Yitanze rwose ku Mana. Urupfu rwa nyina.
Byongeye kandi, Data, umwaka wa yubile ikomeye cyangwa ya rusange muri rusange, washyize imbaraga zanyuma kumurimo wo guhinduka kwanjye watangiye muri iki gihe, mukwirakwiza ubu buntu bwubuntu aho icyaha cyari cyinshi. Numvaga nkeneye cyane kuruta ikindi gihe cyose, kandi narababajwe cyane n'umutimanama wanjye utameze neza kugira ngo ntabone aya mahirwe mashya yo kugaruka ku Mana: Nahisemo rero kongera kwitegura ubwitonzi bushoboka bwose kugira ngo ntsinde inteko rusange. Yubile. . Hey! mbega ubuntu bwari ubuntu! Mu gihe cyose sitasiyo zacu zamaraga nagiye kwatura buri munsi, kandi hashize iminsi itatu ndangije isuzuma ryanjye ko ijuru, kugira ngo ritsinde intsinzi yanjye, ryankubise inkoni y'indamutso yanguye, nka Saint-Paul. , mu nzira ijya i Damasiko. Yansutseho, muri kiriya gihe gishimishije, ubuntu bukomeye kandi bwinshi, ku buryo bwatsinze byose. Ako kanya inzitizi zose zarahiritswe, ingorane zose zirashira; byari ngombwa kwiyegurira uwatsinze utabishoboye byinshi
kubabazwa kugirango uhangane intsinzi. Amahirwe, kuki utaje vuba!
Icyo gihe nari mfite imyaka nka makumyabiri nigice, kandi iyi nkoni yishimye yo mwijuru yabaye umunsi umwe mugihe nari mpuze, hamwe na mama na bashiki banjye, gutoragura ikivuguto mu butayu cyangwa mu murima, hafi yinzu yacu kandi
kwinjirira aho duhurira. Aho niho, Data, nahise numva ninjiye kandi nuzuyemo urumuri rwinshi kandi rworoheje rumurikira ibitekerezo byanjye kandi mpindura umutima wanjye. Amaherezo yarangije gukosora ambwira icyo Imana yanshakaga, wagiye kumbabarira amateka yanjye yose hanyuma amaherezo akangarukira inema nziza zose.
Ntatindiganyije akanya, nasezeranije kumubera ubuziraherezo kandi sinzongera gusangira umutima wanjye. Nashutswe ku myitwarire yanjye ya kera, maze ntekereza amahano menshi ku cyaha icyo ari cyo cyose ku buryo, ntatinyutse gutekereza kuba umubikira nyamara (ishyano! Sinigeze mbona uburyo bwo kubikora), nahise nanga isi n'akaga kose. itanga. Nasezeranije Imana kwitandukanya nabo bishoboka; kandi kubwibyo, nasabye kuguma kwa mama, kumukorera no kumufasha kumurimo wanjye kugeza iminsi ye cyangwa iyanjye; bikaba bitaragera kure. Ijuru, ritigeze rinyemerera kubaho nta mibabaro, ryari ryarandinze cyane kuri ibi bihe: mama wanjye w'umukene yapfuye mu gihe yashoboraga kwiringira. kugira umunezero, kandi aho namusabye kumuhoza no kumwishyura akababaro nububabare bwose nari naramuteye. Reka twizere ko Umwami mwiza azaba yiyemeje kumuhoza no kumwishyura ubwe, kandi ko ntacyo azabura.
Yishyiriyeho kwiyiriza ubusa no kwicwa, kandi arahira ubudakemwa budashira.
Kugira ngo ubutabera buva ku Mana no gukumira imyivumbagatanyo y’umubiri, nasezeranije kwiyiriza ubusa buri wa gatanu no kuwagatatu, no gukora izindi mpfu buri cyumweru; ariko, kugira ngo tuneshe neza abadayimoni b'umwanda, nasabye ko nagira umuhigo w'ubudakemwa budashira, kandi nashakaga kubivuga mbere y'ishusho ya Notre-Dame-des-Marais (1) ku munsi wa 'Assomption' , niho rwose nasabye ko dusangira kugirango mbone yubile yubile.
(1) Iyi ni ishusho ya Bikira Mariya, ishyizwe muri shapeli, ku muryango w’itorero rya Saint-Sulpice de Fougères. Irazwi cyane mugihugu kubera indahiro ningendo zikorerwamo, ihumure nubutoni byakirwa aho.
Nagiyeyo kubwiyi ntego, kandi uwo munsi numvise imbaga ebyiri kuri Saint-Léonard n'indi kuri Saint-Sulpice, bisa nkaho ari bigufi cyane, ndabizeza. Ntibishoboka ko nkubwira umubare, muri iyi misa
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no gusangira kwanjye, Imana yanteye uburyohe; angahe ihumure ryimbere yampaye kuri reta yanjye ya none na kahise; mbega ukuntu byamurikiye ku mayobera y'idini, kandi hejuru ya byose kuba J.-C. mu Isakramentu Ritagatifu ry'urutambiro! n'ibindi, n'ibindi.
Ibyishimo biryoha mu murimo w'Imana.
Amaherezo, Data, natangiye guhumeka no kongera kubaho, kandi numvise ko ntahari, ko bidashobora kubaho umunezero nyawo, hatabayeho amahoro yimbere yubugingo, kandi ko ayo mahoro yubugingo, yifuzwa, adashobora na rimwe kuboneka usibye mu mutimanama usonewe gutukwa, mu byiyumvo byimbitse byumutima wumva ko byose ari Imana yayo, kandi ko Imana yayo ari byose; amaherezo umutima utwika gusa numuriro wurukundo rwe ... Yatsimbaraye muri iyi Mana nziza kandi yimpuhwe hejuru y'ibishobora kuvugwa no gutekereza, numvise ahari Imana, kandi nari nuzuye byuzuye umunezero udashoboka ko ukubaho kwImana kwatangaje Kuri njye. Ibyishimo ! . imana yanjye yari
yagarutse mu burenganzira bwayo bwose. Nari nishimye, kuko nari bose, kandi yari uwanjye Iyo urupfu rwa mama rutari kuza
guhungabanya igihugu cyifuzwa cyane, ngira ngo Data, ku buryo kidashobora kumara igihe kirekire, kuko kidatewe n'abantu babi, umugabane wabo ni ukuniha muri iki kibaya cy'amarira; birashobora gusa kuba ibihembo nuburenganzira bwababikwiye kubera akazi gakomeye, intambara nitsinzi; kandi iyo byashimishije Imana kuntonesha nayo, namye ndayifata kandi nayakiriye nkayifata nkintege nke zintege nke zanjye, cyangwa, niba ubishaka, nkinkunga yo kubabazwa neza kumusaraba namakuba. wagose buri mwanya yo kubaho kwanjye nabi, kandi ibyiza bye biracyampaye ejo hazaza.
Amaze kwanga ibigo byose, ariko kurundi ruhande ntabone ibihagije byo kubaho atiriwe ategekwa gukorera, bityo nkinjira mu kaga nari narahiriye kuzaguma kure, umuntu agomba gutekereza icyankubise urupfu rwa mama. . Iyo nza kubitekerezaho gusa muriki kibazo, nkuko babivuze, byari bihagije gutakaza umutwe, iyaba Imana itari ifite ineza yo kugabanya ububabare bwanjye muburyo nabivuze.
Ibyamubabaje nyuma y'urupfu rwa nyina; yitabaje Bikira Mariya.
Sinari nzi inzira nakwiga, nasezeye mbere na murumuna wanjye kwa nyirasenge ushaje cyane, bidatinze twembi. Nyuma y'urupfu rero rumaze kumwambura, nongeye kwitabaza ibiremwa byose nizeraga cyane: Nagiye muri Saint-Sulpice, maze, ndunama imbere y'ishusho yera ya Bikira Mariya -des-Marais, I aramubwira ati: “Bikira Mariya, mama mwiza kandi wubahwa, kuko nta wundi nsigaranye uretse wowe, ndakubwije ukuri, ntuntererane igihe ibintu byose byantaye; Nakugize kubitsa ibyifuzo byanjye. Nibyo, Isugi ntagereranywa, ni hagati yamaboko yawe no munsi yawe niyeguriye Umwana wawe wimana; shakira noneho, kubuntu, uburyo bwo kuba umwizerwa kubyo niyemeje.
Witondere ubu bucuruzi, nanjye nzishima; Sinzigera ncika intege, keretse mfite impamvu gusa zo kwizera ko iri mumaboko yawe. Gusa nzongeraho ko nakiriye kuva kuri iyo saha nyine ihumure ryasaga naho ari umuhigo wo kurindwa na Mariya, icyizere cy'uko yumvise neza isengesho ryanjye, kandi ko nshobora kwizera ibintu byose biva muri ryo; byantuje cyane.
Jye na bashiki banjye bombi twari twarumvikanye kuba mu mwiherero wo mu mwuka wa Pentekote, wagombaga kubera muri Faubourg Roger de Fougères. Twagiyeyo: niho, niba nshobora kubivuga, aho Bikira Mariya yari antegereje, kugirango umpe gusobanura neza ingaruka z'isengesho ryanjye n'ibishushanyo bikomeye Imana yangiriye.
Kuba akurura ubuzima bw'idini. Tekereza ko yari afite inshuro nyinshi kubyerekeye.
Kubona nifatanije nubuzima n’umuryango runaka w’amadini, gutura kure yisi nkumukozi, byari bimaze igihe kinini mubyifuzo byanjye; ariko ibyiringiro bike nabonye byo kubasha kubigeraho byari bitaranyemerera kubibwira umuntu wese; icyakora, nasanze ntahwema gukururwa nuburyohe bwihariye
karemano inzozi runaka ngiye kukubwira, kandi zari zimaze kumbaho inshuro zirenga ijana, guhera kumyaka yoroheje cyane, guhora mbyuka; dore ko, uzacira urubanza:
Kenshi cyane, Data, igihe nari nsinziriye, natekerezaga ko nzengurutswe kandi ngaterwa ninyamaswa zinkazi, zashakaga kundya cyangwa kuntera kugwa mu bishanga; abanzi basharira, bifuzaga ubuzima bwanjye burenze kuba umwere n'agakiza kanjye. Nari nsigaranye umutungo umwe gusa wo kurwanya ibyo batumaga bakora ndetse n'imitego yabo yagwiriye, kandi kwari ukwinginga ubufasha bw'ijuru mugihe nta bundi buryo bwo guhunga. Ibyo byose nabikoze ndira, hanyuma, Data, numva nazamuye, nkaho mfite amababa abiri, kugeza aho abanzi banjye badashobora kugera; maze, ndokoka uburakari bwabo, nzunguruka mu kirere nk'inuma; Natwarwaga n'ukuboko kumwe
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itagaragara. Rimwe na rimwe, urugendo rwabaye rurerure; ariko ikidasanzwe ni uko iherezo ryurugendo rwanjye, cyangwa se guhaguruka kwanjye, kwagombaga kugwa buhoro buhoro mumuryango wabakobwa, kandi aho nakandagiye ikirenge bwa mbere mugihe naguye ni itorero ryabo, aho napfukamye imbere. y'Isakramentu Ritagatifu, ryanyeretse ko ubuhungiro bwijeje abanzi banjye bose, n'icyambu nagombaga guhitamo ubudacogora kugira ngo mbatsinde byanze bikunze .
Tekereza kuri izi nzozi, no mubandi benshi bakunda, ibyo ushaka byose; ko umuntu agerageza, niba ashaka, kubasobanura kubwimpamvu zisanzwe, ntabwo ndwanya; ariko nukuri birumvikana, nibishobora kugaragara ko bigoye guhuza iki gitekerezo, nuko izo nzozi zambayeho inshuro nyinshi mugihe ntari narigeze ngira ubumenyi cyangwa ubumenyi bwigihugu; ibyo ni ukuri. Nzavuga byinshi kurushaho: ni uko muri iyo myaka nyine, narose rimwe ko ndi ku musozo usanzwe w'indege yanjye, natangajwe cyane no kubona ndi muremure cyane imbere y'urutambiro, kandi nambaye neza neza uko meze ubu, Njye sinari narigeze mbona ababikira mbere, wenda batigeze bumva, kandi rwose, yari ataramenya imyambarire yabo. Ariko, nabonye ndi muremure nkanjye, nambaye nkanjye, nkumunyamerika w’amadini,
kuramya imbere y'urutambiro rw'iri torero aho ntari narigeze ninjira. Nari nsanzwe ndi umukobwa wa Saint Francis na Saint Clare. Inzozi zarahagaze nkimara kugira umunezero wo kwambara rwose mumico yera y'idini; nukuvuga, kuvuga nkurikije uburyo bwanjye bwo gufata ibintu, mugihe igishushanyo kimaze gusohora. Ariko ntiturahari.
Indi nzozi, aho Mutagatifu Fransisko amuhamagara kuri gahunda ye.
Ndibuka kandi izindi nzozi zishobora kuba zifite ibisobanuro bimwe, kandi nari ngifite mugihe tuvuga; Nibwira ko nabikubwiye ahandi. Natekereje kumva ijwi ry'umubwirizabutumwa ukomeye: igihe nari hanze y'itorero yabwirizaga, nurira ku kintu cyo kumwumva neza nkamubona gato mu idirishya. Padiri Mutagatifu Fransisko ni we wabwirije ku gahato abihayimana n'ababikira bo mu itegeko rye, uwo yatutse kubera ubukonje no kutubahiriza amategeko. Umubwiriza wera yambonye mbwiriza; maze ankorera ikimenyetso, nk'aho ari intumwa zanjye, numvise ambwira ati: "Kubera ko muri njye bitakiri ukumvira cyangwa ubudahemuka muri njye! reka abanyamahanga bafate umwanya wabo.ngwino ubudahemuka bwawe kumpumuriza kubwo kudashima nubushyuhe bwabana banjye. »
Nongeye gufata icyemezo cyo guhamagarira aya magambo Mutagatifu Fransisko yambwiye ati: Ngwino, mukobwa wa Misiri. Ndetse ndi cyane
nzi neza ko abandi benshi bazatekereza nkanjye muriki kibazo; ariko nkuko burigihe hariho abanyabwenge cyane, kandi bakishimira ko batanze impamvu kubintu byose badakeneye ubufasha bwImana, cyangwa gahunda ndengakamere, ndabishaka kubareka uyu mwuga, niba ushobora kubanyurwa, kandi ndaje gusubira ku ntego yanjye; kuberako, uko byagenda kose kuri izo nzozi, nkuko bisobanurwa cyangwa impinduka bahisemo kubaha, icyo gihe kitari kigaragara cyarigeze kibaho, nubwo inzitizi zose isi, satani numubiri byashoboraga kuzana . Ahasigaye, Data, uzacira urubanza neza birambuye umuntu agomba kwita umuhamagaro wanjye kuri leta y’amadini no kwinjira muri uyu muryango. Ibi byose byari ingaruka zuko nasezeye muri Faubourg Roger; ariko ndatekereza ko tuzakora neza gusubika ibivugwa kuri uyu mugoroba cyangwa ikindi gihe. Utekereza iki, Data?
Yemerewe mu baturage bategura imijyi i Fougères nk'umukozi w'abacumbitsi.
“ Mw'izina rya Data, ry'Umwana, n'ibindi. »
Data, ibyo byose nabibwiye M. Debrégel, icyo gihe wari mukuru mu kiruhuko cy'izabukuru, uwo nari narahisemo kuba umuyobozi wanjye: ni uyu mukozi w'umunyamwete kugira ngo ahabwe icyubahiro cy'Imana n'agakiza k'ubugingo Providence yashakaga kwivugira, kugira ngo umuhe konte yimbere. M. Debregel ntiyatekereje ko bikwiye ko namwatura muri rusange, nk'uko nabyifuzaga, avuga ko batagomba kuvugururwa kenshi; nuko rero anyurwa no kumbaza ibibazo nkibyo yabonaga ari ngombwa kugira igitekerezo cyiza cyumutimanama wanjye nubuzima bwanjye. Hanyuma yanshubije kumurimo, nsanga muri uyu mugabo wintumwa papa wukuri, wamwitayeho kugirango ashyire ku mwanya wa kabiri ibishushanyo mbonera bya Providence, we ubwe yabimbwiye muburyo butari bumwe. Yambereye umuyobozi kugeza apfuye,
Uyu M. Debregel yagize uruhare runini mubitekerezo byababikira bo muri Urbanist, abo yayoboye umubare runaka; yansabye ko binjira mu baturage nk'umukozi w'abacumbitsi: byari
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mubyukuri umwaka wambere bari bemerewe kubigira, nukuvuga muri 1752, nkuko nibuka. Ku bw'ibyifuzo bye niho naje hano, ku buryo bw'agateganyo, kugira ngo nkorere abacumbitsi, mbere hanze, mu gihe ntegereje ko igice gifata icyemezo kuri konti yanjye.
Mu byumweru bitandatu namaze hanze, hari ibibazo byinshi muri njye; wasangaga ibintu byose binyuranye nibyishimo byanjye. Ababikira baracitsemo ibice, bamwe bashaka kunyakira, abandi baranga barandeka. Kwemerera abicumbikira, bavuze ibya nyuma, bimaze kurenga ku mategeko yacu; kwemerera undi muntu umwe kubakorera byaba ari ukutandukana cyane nabo. ibice bine cyangwa bitanu
zafashwe zikurikirana, hanyuma hanzurwa umwanzuro ko Abbess yashoboraga kunyemerera gusa kugirango mbone kwinjira nka mushiki wanjye
byongeye, cyangwa ahubwo nkubufasha bwa bashiki bacu kumurimo wabaturage bose. Ibi nibyo rwose nashakaga, kandi namenye ntangaye cyane kubona Bikira Mariya yakoresheje inzitizi nyine kugirango atange ingaruka umudayimoni yashakaga gukumira.
Nyuma y'ibyumweru bitandatu, yinjiyemo nka bashiki bacu b'abalayiki.
Nemerewe rero imbere nka Mushikiwabo w'iposita; numvaga ko nabonye ikirere gikinguye, mpinda umushyitsi, ntaretse ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose cyerekana, kandi ndizera ko ntari kunanirwa kubyumva, nubwo naba narabonye mbere ibyo nzagira byose mubizaza nyuma. , n'inzira zingahe umudayimoni yagombaga kunyuramo kugira ngo mpungabanye ubudahwema, nkabuza gusohora indahiro zanjye, kandi nkangiza rwose umuhamagaro wanjye, niba yari mu bubasha bwe ... Hano rero amaherezo ninjiye muri iyo nzu y'idini nari mfite. nifuzaga cyane, kandi muri leta nari nifuzaga cyane, ijuru ryanyeretse kuva mu bwana muburyo bwinshi .
Mbere ya byose, umuntu yavuga neza ko nari umushyitsi mu buryo bwuzuye bw'ijambo: na mbere yo kuba muri novitiate, kugwa, mu buryo bw'ikigereranyo, mu isi nshya rwose, nari mushya cyane, mushya kuri bose ingingo, ko amagambo yakoreshejwe cyane mu idini yari algebra kuri njye. Iyo abantu bambwiye iby'umwuka, ubushakashatsi, cyangwa kwiyanga, gutererana Imana .... ya postulancy, ya culpe, kumvira, gukora, gusura . Bya
guimpe yashakaga kuvuga Ikigereki cyangwa Igiheburayo; Nabwirijwe cyane guceceka, rimwe na rimwe ntasubize, kubera gutinya kwitegura guseka ibisobanuro bitari byo byashoboraga kugera no gushiraho ubuyobe bw’abihaye Imana, kubera kutamenya amagambo akwiye ya buri kintu.
Numvise ababikira bavuga umuhamagaro wanjye, kandi sinzi icyo bashaka kuvuga; Nari kubyumva neza iyo bavuga uburyohe cyangwa impengamiro yo kuba abanyamadini, cyangwa icyifuzo cyo kuba umwe. Umunsi umwe I.
Nabajije mushiki wanjye aho ababikira ba korari bari. Yasubije ko bari mu masengesho ; Natekereje ko basoma isengesho nk'iryo nagize mu masaha yanjye; ariko bidatinze nagize umwanya wo kubabona aho; Nabonye ko bose bapfukamye, ntacyo bavuga, benshi bafunze amaso, bafite umwuka mubi kandi utekereza. RERO, Data, nakekaga ko ibitekerezo byabo byashyizwe kukintu gikomeye; ko bishoboka ko batekerezaga ku Mana; ko barimo bavugana nawe, kandi ko yavuganaga nabo muri ako kanya, kuko yari yaranyivugiye mu mibonano myinshi cyane mu buzima bwanjye, aho nari nasanze ndetse n'aho nasanze akenshi nkunze kumwitaho rwose. , ntabasha kumurangaza cyangwa gutekereza kubindi. Nta gushidikanya, naribwiye nti: niho ihari
icyo bita amasengesho. Nanjye ubwanjye naciriye urubanza; erega Imana nayo yari ifite uburyo bwayo bwo kuntera gutekereza, kandi ubu buryo nuburyo nahoraga nkurikiza. Icyo nari nkeneye ni igihe (1).
. izina ryamasengesho: nukuri nukuri ko mubibazo byumwuka kuruta byose, amazina, ibisobanuro, uburyo, siyanse ntacyo, kandi ko ibyiyumvo byonyine byakozwe na Roho Mutagatifu, byose. Opto magis sente compunctionem quàm scire ejus ibisobanuro. (Kuva muri Imitat., Umutwe 1).
Umwete we kumurimo utoroshye.
Nkuko nishimiye cyane ubufindo bwanjye, niyeguriye rwose umurimo wa bashiki banjye ndetse nabaturage bose. Muri icyo gihe, I.
Ntabwo nabuze imbaraga cyangwa ibikorwa, nshobora kongeraho, cyangwa ubushake kubintu byose byari inshingano zanjye. Amaboko yanjye yaranangiye, amaboko yanjye amenyera akazi gakomeye ko mu cyaro, kandi umubiri wanjye wose wari umenyereye imyitozo ibabaza. Imana izi uko twabyungukiyemo! Ntabwo ubuzima bwanjye bwari bwarigeze bukora cyane kuruta mubaturage: ibyangoye gukora byose byangenewe; kandi, niba hariho kumvira bigoye, cyangwa umutwaro uremereye wo gutwara, haba muri barnyard cyangwa mugikoni, Mushikiwabo wumukene wamavuko yahoraga abifata kuruhande rumwe cyangwa kurundi. Ndashobora kuvuga, Data, ko nagiyeyo norohewe bigatuma umucamanza umwe avuga ko byanshimishije guhamagarwa aho.
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Ntabwo nshimishijwe no korohereza bashiki bacu b'abalayiki, nkurikije aho njya, kandi natanze serivisi zose nashoboraga guha abadamu ba korari, bakunze kuntabaza: ntibyatinze gukurura igihe kibi, kuko nagombaga kwipimisha. mu buryo bwinshi.
Gutotezwa agira nyuma y'amezi atandatu yinjiye, kuri bamwe muri bashiki be. Ukwihangana kwe muri ibi bigeragezo birebire.
Mu gihe cy'amezi atandatu kuri byinshi nari nishimiye muri ubu buryo, nkoresheje intwaro, niba umuntu ashobora kubivuga, icyubahiro cy'umuryango wose, igihe umudayimoni yakoreshaga ishyari rya bashiki bacu bamwe kugira ngo antere umuyaga muri njye ibyo birashoboka -bikenewe. Ndashobora rwose, Data, nkubwire wizeye. Imana izi ko ntigeze mbabarira kubwibyo, kandi ko ndakaye uyu munsi kuruta mbere hose. Bose barapfuye; ntiwari ubazi, kandi nta n'umwe muri bo nzavuga. Ntabwo rero ntekereza ko urukundo rushobora kubabazwa ninkuru byanze bikunze yinjira kuri konti ngufitiye.
Imana rero yemeye, Data, nta gushidikanya ko yangerageza, ko bashiki bacu babiri b'abalayiki, mu bandi, bagiriye ishyari rito serivisi I
yagarutse ku babikira ba korari, ndetse n'ubucuti ababikira bose ndetse na Abbess bagize ibyiza byo kunyereka (1). Umwe muri bo, mu bandi, icyo gihe akaba yarakoresheje amafaranga, yari amaze, nabwiwe, yiyemeje kugerageza kwihangana kwanjye n'umuhamagaro wanjye igihe cyose. Niba aribyo, rwose yari akwiye gushimwa cyane, kandi ndabikesha inshingano nyinshi; kuko igihe kitari gito yigize umwere cyane kuri komisiyo ye. Nyuma yo gutukwa nububabare, umwe yagiye kugeza gutotezwa: Sinari narigeze mvuga neza, cyangwa ngo nkore neza; niba naracecetse, byari urwenya; niba hari icyo navuze kugirango nisobanure, byari ubwibone, cyangwa byibura kwiyubaha; niba narakoze icyaha nkatura amakosa yanjye, byari uburyarya; i Bya
ijisho ribi no kuruhande rubi. Amaherezo, ababikira bose bari hafi kundwanya mugihe gito.
. tuvuga hano Mushikiwabo, yishimiye icyubahiro cya bose, nta nubwo usibye abamutotezaga.
Kurwanya ibitero byinshi no gucika intege byari bisanzwe bikurikizwa, nari mfite urumuri rw'Imana gusa hamwe no guhumurizwa imbere, nkuko tuzabibona, ntabwo byari akantu gato, hamwe n'inama z'umuyobozi wanjye uzi ubwenge kandi wubahwa, wasangaga kenshi yaje kundeba ngo anshishikarize kwihangana no kuntera inkunga yo kurenga kuri byose no kubabara
byose hamwe no guhora no kwegura: ibyo nagerageje gukora kubwo kumvira no kubwo gukunda Imana.
Nguko uko hashize imyaka ibiri ya postulancy; ariko, Data, nibagiwe ko ngomba kuvugana nawe hano mubuzima bwanjye bwimbere. Reka rero tubisubiremo kandi ntituzongere gutekereza kuri utwo dusubira inyuma, murubwo, ariko, nakuvugishije gusa mugihe bifitanye isano nabo. Ntukabitekerezeho, wowe na njye, usibye gusengera abadafite impamvu zirenze ibikoresho, ndetse na nyuma utabishaka rwose wenda, cyangwa byibuze ukibwira ko bakora ibintu byiza muribyo byose. Reka twongere twemere, Data, ko nabikeneye, kandi ko bishoboka ko Imana yabimwemereye kubwimpamvu zagombaga kungirira akamaro.
Yatoneshejwe n'impano yo kuboneka kw'Imana. Ibigaragara bya J.-C.
Muri kiriya gihe cyose, Data, ubwitange bwanjye buke bwagenze neza uko bishoboka; nubwo ibibazo byose umwuka wanjye wumvaga, natakaje imbere yImana bike bishoboka kuri njye: kuko kuri njye mbona Imana yashakaga kundishurira no kunshyigikira kurwanya ibitero byangiriyeho: sinigeze mbona na rimwe mbere yatoneshejwe cyane n'ijuru. Kubaho kw'Imana byatumye numva meze hagati y'imirimo itandukanye, kandi akenshi nabaga ndi uw'Imana rwose, igihe natekerezaga rwose kubikorwa byanjye. Ni kangahe yihinduye umutima wanjye! Ni kangahe yavuganye n'umutima wanjye!
Nakubwira iki, Data? kandi uzizera ko inshuro nyinshi umukiza wacu wubahwa Yesu Kristo yaretse akagaragara mumaso yumubiri, ndizera ko nshobora kukwizeza; rimwe na rimwe muburyo bwumwana muto mwiza cyane, kunkoraho amarira ye no kunesha na caresses ye; rimwe na rimwe nkeka ko ikirere n'ijwi ry'umusore, yankurikiranye mu kagari kacu, anyibutsa ibyo yankoreye, ndetse rimwe na rimwe akantuka kubera ko ntashimye kandi ndi umwizerwa. Arambwira ati: "Ni bangahe bari mu muriro utazima, ninde wari kugera ku butagatifu bukomeye, iyo nza kubaha kimwe cya kabiri cy'ineza nakugaragarije, kandi ngomba gutanga konti!" n'ibindi n'ibindi »
Icyo gihe nari nuzuye urujijo, ubwoba n'urukundo, ku buryo ntari mfite imbaraga zo kumusubiza. Noneho, kugirango anyizeze, yambwiye akayaga k'ubucuti bwiza bwangaruye ikizere; yambwiye, nk'urugero, ko ngomba guhumuriza kandi ntatakaze ubutwari; ko atazantema
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ubutoni bwe, ko atazankuraho ineza ye, niba nshaka kumusezeranya ko azakomeza kuba umwizerwa mu bihe biri imbere ...
Amagambo menshi cyane, urumuri rwinshi rwumucyo narumuriwe kandi nkarengerwa; buri kintu cyose yarebaga cyinjiye mu bugingo bwanjye: ndumiwe kandi mvuye muri njye, akenshi sinari nzi icyo naba imbere ye. Umucamanza wumwanya imyitwarire itangaje kuruhande rwe yanshyize! Ku ruhande rumwe ubwoba bwo kwibeshya, kurundi ruhande rwo kutizerana
gutukana, kunjugunya mubibazo no gukorwa nisoni rimwe na rimwe bisa nkibishimishije. Nukuri uriwowe, Mana yanjye! Umunsi umwe namubwiye ko yavuganye nanjye muburyo bukora ku mutima? niwowe, Umukiza wanjye n'Imana yanjye? kuko niba ariwowe, nyamuneka umbabarire kubera gutinya kuba gukinisha kwibeshya. Dawe rero, yarambuye ukuboko, ambwira aya magambo yabwiye intumwa ze, igihe bamujyanaga umuzimu nyuma yo kuzuka kwe: “Ntutinye, ni njye. »
Ibizamini byuwatuye kugirango yizeze ukuri kwibi bigaragara.
Umunsi umwe, uwatuye icyaha, kubera ko atazi icyo natekereza kubyo nari naramubwiye byose kuri aya mabonekerwa atandukanye, yantegetse kumubaza bwa mbere ibisobanuro by'igice runaka kidasobanutse neza cy'Ibyanditswe Byera. Sinatinyutse kwishyiriraho iyi komisiyo kubera gutinya kutagira ubutwari cyangwa kwibuka bihagije byo kwibuka amagambo. Yesu kristo yashakaga kwishura isoni zanjye no gukora ikizamini cyifuzwaga. Ngwino, mukobwa wanjye, arambwira igihe yanyegereye, bwira umuyobozi wawe ko igice cy'Ibyanditswe yifuza ko gisobanura gisobanura ibintu nk'ibi, arambwira. Iki gice, Yesu Kristo yongeyeho, cyanditswe mu bihe nk'ibi, n'umwanditsi nk'uwo wari ufite igitekerezo nk'icyo mu bwenge bwe .
umuyobozi wanjye ibyari byose byose bambwiye, kandi nahise ntakaza kwibuka. Gusa ndibuka ukuri muri rusange, kandi ko uwatuye icyaha yambwiye icyo gihe ko ibyo bisobanuro aribyo bishimishije cyane yari yarabonye ahantu hose aha hantu hatagaragara.
Yoo! Data, uwatuye umwe nta mpamvu yari afite yo kunyurwa n'indi komisiyo nashinzwe kuzuza kuri we. Byari inama ntoya ko byansabye byinshi kubimumenyesha, cyane ko nabonye ko agomba kubicwa. Ariko, yakiriye inama zanjye yubaha cyane ubushake bw'Imana. Ibyo aribyo nibuka; kuko ako kanya inshingano zanjye zirangiye, Imana yongeye kunyambura kwibuka ibyo yansabye byose kumubwira. Ibyo rero nibyo byose nshobora kubihamya muriki kibazo.
Nukuri, Data, kandi Imana yari yaranyumvishije kubyumva bihagije, nagombaga guhora nkurikirana amahoro nkajya mubibazo, no kuva kumuyaga ukajya gutuza; kuva mu mucyo ujya mu mwijima, no mu mwijima ujya mu mucyo: ariko, nkuko gushidikanya bidasenya ibimenyetso, cyangwa kwibeshya bisenya ukuri; nkigicu kinini cyane gishobora guhisha izuba ubwaryo, urumuri cyangwa urumuri runaka rwinjira mu gicu birahagije kugirango twemeze ko rubaho, nubwo umwijima ubihisha amaso yacu. Nibyiza! Data, birasa neza nizuba ryimyuka nkiyumubiri.
Itandukaniro hagati yimikorere yImana niy' satani. Ingaruka zo kubaho kw'Imana mubugingo.
Mbega itandukaniro riri hagati yimikorere yImana nakazi ka satani! kandi ko roho ibabayemo isanga itandukanye muburyo bwo kwegera umwe no kwiyegereza undi ! Ibi, Data, nibyo namaze kubona umwanya
kukwereka inshuro zirenze imwe, kandi sinshobora kwirinda kukubwira ikindi kintu, mvuga imbere yanjye, kuva umumarayika wumwijima, nkuko tumaze kubisobanura, yakunze kugerageza kumbeshya, mpindura marayika. y'umucyo. Iyo abadayimoni begereye, ni ugushidikanya gusa, guhangayika, umwijima n'ubwoba,
gucika intege, nibindi.; dore umuyaga, ni umurimo wumwuka mubi utwara imvururu, urujijo, ibibazo numuriro ahantu hose.
Ibinyuranye na byo, iyo Imana yegereye, umuntu yumva atuje, umutuzo uryoshye, amahoro yimbitse kwibeshya bidatanga, kandi icyubahiro cye ntigishobora no kwegera; urumuri rworoshye kandi rushimishije rwinjira mu bugingo nta mbogamizi, rutwarayo ukwemera ko Imana ihari, kandi bisa nkaho kubwira irari ryarakaye: ceceka, dore Umwami. Noneho hariho ituze ryimbitse, amahoro ntakintu na kimwe gishobora guhungabanya, kandi muri uku guceceka kwumva niho uburyohe numunuko wubumana byunvikana mumutima, ariko muburyo bidashoboka gutanga neza na buriwese kugereranya. Inzoga nziza cyane ,.
parufe nziza cyane, amabara agaragara cyane, ibitaramo byiza cyane ntakintu kibegereye, kuko Imana ntaho ihuriye nibyumviro byumubiri.
Ariko, turabyumva, turabikoraho, turaryoshye, turabyumva; ariko ibi byose bibaho mubwimbitse bwimbitse. Imana yunze ubumwe cyane nubugingo; noneho yishimira ibyiza byigenga, bigizwe no gutunga Imana ye.
Ni imigezi iva muri paradizo. Navuze iki? natwe ubwacu turi paradizo
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kizima kandi kizima. Ubugingo bubaho ku Mana yabwo, kandi Imana bwabwo buba muri bwo; kandi hano, mumagambo abiri, nibyishimo byose byabatagatifu, birenze ibyo ntakintu gishobora gutekerezwa.
Ijambo rimwe ryavuzwe n'Imana mubugingo rifite ibisobanuro bitagira akagero.
Muri iki gihe gishimishije, Data, roho yishyikiriza ubwikorezi ko kuba Imana yayo ituma yumva, ifata imbaraga zayo zose, kugirango ibahuze cyane. Mbega uburebure bwibyishimo butaboneka muri ubu bumwe budashoboka bwikiremwa hamwe niyi Kuba par excellence ariryo hame ryayo nimpera yanyuma, mubutunze ugasanga kubaho kwayo gutunganye kandi guhezagiwe, ibyiza byayo kandi byigenga BYIZA ! Yishimiye umunezero w'Imana ye, uyu mutima wamahirwe amutega ugutwi amajwi meza yijwi rye rimushimisha; yoga mu ruzi rwubushake bwuzuye, nibindi.; kandi hano na none, Data, niho ugomba guhera kugirango wumve neza amagambo nakunze kugusubiramo kuri konte naguhaye:Ndabona mu Mana, mbona mu mucyo w'Imana, Imana yarambwiye. Imana yatumye mbona, nibindi .; kuberako iyi mvugo yose itandukanye isobanura ko ibyo mvuga byabaye muri njye muburyo ntashobora gutanga ukundi, ariko nkaba mvuga neza kandi ukemeza, kuburyo ntakintu nakimwe kwisi cyagereranywa nibimenyetso byacyo, kandi ko bigoye kubwumwuka umuntu kwibeshya aho, kuko bidashoboka ko umuntu wa kamere yumva ikintu icyo aricyo cyose. Ijambo rimwe rero ryavuzwe kuva ku Mana rifite ibisobanuro bitagira akagero, kandi rivuga byinshi bitagira akagero kubugingo bwumva, kuruta disikuru zose zo kuvuga abantu zakora, kandi kuruta ukuri kuvuga. Ko zirenze urugero ururimi rwabamarayika ubwabo. I.
Nzagusubiramo, niba ubishaka, akantu kamwe gato ko gutambuka, kandi mugihe biza mubitekerezo byanjye (1).
(1) Munyemerere nongere mbaze niba ari ibisanzwe, niba bihuje n'ubwenge gutekereza ko roho ivuga gutya ishobora kuba munsi yibeshya? Hari ikindi kintu cyimana kirenze ururimi tumaze kumva? Nigute injiji ishobora kuyifata? Nigute se w'ikinyoma yamutera imbaraga? ... Ariko reka dukomeze kumwumva wenyine.
Mu ijoro ryakeye, ubwo, mu kanya gato ko kudasinzira, natekereje ku mpuhwe z'Imana kuri njye, iri jambo rimwe, mwana wanjye , ryanteye kumva inshuro nyinshi, nyuma riza mu bwenge bwanjye, kandi kuri iri jambo ryonyine ni rimwe urumuri rw'urumuri rwankubise, kandi hano mubintu ibyo byanyumvishije muri a
wink.
Nibyo, mukobwa wanjye, uri umwana wanjye, kandi uri muburyo bwinshi burenze bumwe; tekereza icyo ndi cyo kuri wewe, icyo uri cyo cyanjye; reba ibyo nagukoreye, ukurikije gahunda ya kamere nko mubuntu; uko watwaye urukundo rwanjye, kandi ucire urubanza ukurikije uko ugomba kuba mwiza kumutima wanjye; ibuka inyungu zibyo waremye, gucungurwa kwawe, ibyateganijwe mbere; ibuka ibyiza byo gutegurwa, ibyiza nakuburiye, umbwire niba mfite uburenganzira bwo kukwita umwana wanjye? mbwira niba umutima wanjye ufite uburenganzira kubwawe, kandi niba bishobora kwinubira kutitaho kwawe? Ah! ntukabishidikanyeho, nta na rimwe Data yari afite uburenganzira bugereranywa n'ubwanjye, kandi nta mwana wigeze agira inshingano zera cyangwa iz'ingenzi kuruta izanyu kuri njye .
Nibyo, mukobwa wanjye, uri umwana wanjye, kandi dore icyo nsaba gushimira kubwinyungu zanjye zose; ni urukundo rwanjye rugiye kugutegeka amategeko, uyumve witonze kugirango utazigera uyitandukanya. Ndashaka ko uhuza ubushake bwawe nubushake bwanjye muri byose, kugirango utazongera gukora ahubwo ubushake bumwe, kuko umwana agomba gushaka gusa ibyo Se ashaka. Muri ubwo buryo, ndashaka ko ushira urukundo rwawe mu rukundo rwanjye, ugakora urukundo rumwe kandi rumwe, kandi ko nta hagati, nta macakubiri kandi nta
nta bubiko, nkumutima wumwana uhujwe cyane nubwanditsi bwabayeho; uwamurenze yitonze, yitonze ashishikajwe ninyungu zose.
Birakenewe, mukobwa wanjye, ko umpambira byose ushake wowe ubwawe nurukundo rwawe bwite, urukundo rwisi yose, bose basubire mubiremwa, gushaka no gukunda ntakintu nakimwe kwisi kitari njye, kuri njye, kandi kuko yanjye Njye Ibi nibyo byitwa umukobwa nyawe usubiza kurwego rwose rwizina ryiza, kandi ibi nibyo nshaka ko wumva kuri iri zina rimwe
y'umwana naguhaye inshuro nyinshi, kandi ko ugomba gukora kugirango ukwiye kuruta ikindi gihe cyose, binyuze mubwitonzi, ubworoherane, kumenyekana kwa filimi, urukundo, kuganduka no gukundana, bigomba kugusubiza byinshi kandi bikwiye.
Ibi byose, Data, nibindi byinshi, byashyizwe muri urwo rumuri ruto rw'urumuri rwahise rumurikira mu kanya kamwe, ku ijambo rimwe "umwana," ryari ryaranyiboneye bwa mbere. Ubwenge ; ariko ibyo byose nabigejejweho, kandi nkuko byacapishijwe, bisobanutse kandi byimbitse bituma mbona muri byose. Ah! Data, mbega ukuntu abantu bafite intege nke na puny kuvuga neza! Ko adafite imbaraga zo guhindura ibyo Imana ituma igaragara hamwe nijisho rimwe kuri roho ifite umunezero wo kuyitunga
! Reka duhagarike, nyamuneka, gukomeza kugeza nimugoroba, uzaba umaze gusoma ibiro byimana.
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Imyitozo ya mushiki wawe yo kubaha Imana. Gukurura kwicisha bugufi, kwanga no kwihana.
“Mu izina rya Data, n'ibindi. »
Data, usibye iyi myitozo ikomeza yo kuboneka kwImana, navuze amasengesho yanjye ya nimugoroba na mugitondo nibisobanuro byuzuye bishoboka.Nakunze kwitabira matine, aho nasangaga mpumurizwa kandi nishimye. Nubwo nagiye kwatura buri cyumweru cyane, ariko nagiye mvugana kenshi, mbigiriwemo inama n'umuyobozi wanjye. Madame l'Abbess yangiriye neza ko anyeretse mu giterane igihumbi, ikiruta byose n'ubwisanzure bwuzuye kandi bwuzuye ko yansize atitaye ku bintu byose bijyanye no gusenga kwanjye.
Igitekerezo numvise nabanje kumva, kandi cyari cyaranyemeje rwose, ni igitekerezo cyahoraga kintera kwicisha bugufi, kwanga, kwihana. Nkomeje numvise mpatirwa kureka isi ninshi, icyaha nanjye ubwanjye. Nashakishije amahirwe yose yo gushimisha Imana binyuze mu gupfobya ibyumviro. Grace yatumye nkoresha uburyo bwinshi kubwibi, bamwe mubayobozi banjye rimwe na rimwe banyambuye: ntacyo byaba bimaze kubisobanura.
Mumyaka ibiri namaze nyuma yubusambanyi umudayimoni yari yaransize jyenyine. Nari naratojwe gusa nabantu bake murugo; kandi Imana, nkuko twabibonye, yari yitaye ku gushyigikira no kumpumuriza wenyine. Ntabwo buri gihe byagaragaye gutya murukurikirane, mugihe imirwano yari ikomeye cyane kandi itandukanye rwose.
Nyuma yimyaka ibiri amaze nyuma yubukwe, ubukene bwe bukomeye nimbogamizi kumwinjira. Ububabare bwe nimbaraga zo gutsinda.
Igihe cyo kuva mu myambarire yikinyejana cyo gufata idini cyari cyegereje, kandi ubu buryo bwashimishije umuyaga wubwoko bushya. Icyambere, kugirango ntangire novitiate yanjye, nagombaga gutanga amafaranga 300 pound. Nababajijwe, kandi nari mfite ibiro 6 gusa muri byose, nta byiringiro byo kuzigera mbona byinshi. Iyi mbogamizi ya mbere, yasaga nkaho ari nto cyane kubandi benshi, yari ingirakamaro kuri njye, kandi ishoboye ubwayo yo gutesha agaciro byose; erega nibyose bari bakeneye, kandi babikura he? Baranyemereye, ariko, kandi nibyo aribyo byose bashoboraga kumpa, gutembera muri Chapel ya Janson, kugirango ngerageze kureba niba aho navukiye hatariho roho zimwe zifasha bihagije kandi numva nisanzuye kumfasha ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose. Gushakisha kwanjye ntacyo byari bimaze. kandi narushye cyane kubusa. Abavandimwe banjye bose bari abakene nkanjye; umurezi wacu yari yatanze konti ye, kandi ibarura ryari rihagije kwishyura kuri ibiciro byemewe n'amategeko kandi biduha ibikenewe mubuzima. Ibikorwa byanjye byavuyemo gusa kunyereka akaga kanyuma nahuye nisi .
Igihe nasubiraga mu mudugudu wanjye, natewe n'umusinzi, wambwiye amagambo mabi cyane, kandi uwo nari mfite, mu buryo bw'ikigereranyo, kugira ngo nirwaneho. Ubwoba, n'amarangamutima akomeye yanteye, byampaye umuriro, hamwe no kwiyongera kwanga isi yampaye akaga gusa ntahoza cyangwa umutungo. Ibi nibyo byose nagaruye mubaturage ngarutse ndwaye, hashize iminsi itatu mvuyeyo.
Tugomba kwemerwa, Data, ko umwanya wanjye wari ubabaje cyane, kandi iherezo ryanjye ntirizwi neza, byibuze nkabitekereza gusa kuruhande rwabantu. Umuganda ubwawo wari ukeneye ubufasha, kandi nabonye, nta bwoba bwinshi, abaposita, bakize cyane ugereranije nanjye, berekana ko bafashe umwanya wanjye, hamwe nabakobwa benshi. Mbega ubwoba
! mbega agahinda! Nishimiye ko nagiye ku nzu n'inzu kugira ngo nshimishe impuhwe z'abatuye Fougères, niba bashaka kunyemerera, nkagerageza kubabona bihagije kugira ngo nemererwe gufata iyo ngeso.
Yahindukiye kuri Mariya, amaherezo yemerwa muri novitiate, afata izina rya Mushikiwabo w'ivuka.
Ntabwo nzi ukundi, nkuko babivuga, uwo mutagatifu ngo niyegurire, niyambaje abicumbikira, mbasaba ubuntu kugira ngo ansabe ababyeyi babo; ariko sinzi impamvu, nyuma yo kubiganiraho hagati yabo, basubije ko ntacyo batwaye kandi ntacyo bashobora kuntwara. Mbega intimba! Nabonye buri gihe ku mugoroba ubanziriza kwirukanwa, kandi hamaze kuvugwa kunshyira mu kiruhuko cy'izabukuru ndi umukozi ! Ndarira amanywa n'ijoro, numva ntaruhutse cyangwa ihumure.
Bizagenda bite? Mbonye natereranywe nabantu bose, nahindukiye
Mana, nkurikije imigenzo yanjye yo kumushakira ibyo ntagishoboye gusezeranya ubwanjye muburyo bwa muntu, kandi nongeye kugerageza gushimisha Mama wimana wa J.-C., uwo nanjye nise uwanjye, kandi sinatinze umwanya wo kutumva. nyamara ko yari mubyukuri, kubera ko yerekanye amarangamutima yose hamwe nubwitonzi bwose kuri njye.
Nongeye gusaba rero Bikira Mariya kunkura muri ibi bihe bibi, cyangwa, niba ubishaka neza, muri ibi bihe bibi. Namusezeranije ko niba ashaka kunsaba kwinjira
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gufata akamenyero, natwitse buji nkavuga misa mbere yishusho ye ya Saint-Sulpice, aho nari narahiriye; ko nzafata ingeso ya monastike nkayiyobora, n'umunsi mukuru w'ivuka ryizina ryanjye ry'idini, nkimara kuba.
Ntabwo byigeze bimbaho ngo mbwire Isugi Bikira Mariya mubibazo nkibi ntabonye icyarimwe ibyiringiro nuburuhukiro. Nyuma y'iri sengesho, ryampumurije cyane, nagiye gushaka Mama wacu; icyo gihe ni Madame Saint Joachim, ndamwinginga ngo anshyire mu gice kugira ngo bahitemo ibyanjye. mama yarankundaga
mbikuye ku mutima, kandi ntabwo yari kunyanga n'amaso atitaye. Ntumbwire, yarambwiye; igitekerezo kiza kuri njye: Ndashaka gufata igihe cyanjye nicyanjye
ingamba; ubirekere, nzakora ibishoboka byose kugirango nkomeze, ubyemeze neza. Nahisemo rero gutegereza, kwiringira no gusenga, kuko namaze nta kintu na kimwe narihebye.
Amaherezo, Madame Abbess yakusanyije igice mugihe cyanjye, aho, mubyitayeho cyangwa ukundi, ibintu byose byagenze kuburyo, nubwo ibyifuzo byinshi byabatunzi ba posita, nubwo inama zababikira ari benshi, nagize amahirwe yo gutsinda . Ninjiye muri novitiate, nta nkwano, kandi ku mutwe umwe rukumbi w'ubukene, mu byukuri ntabwo byari uburiganya cyangwa ibitekerezo. Amaherezo rero naje gufata ingeso yera y'idini, hamwe n'izina rya Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, nkaba narigeze nambara kuva icyo gihe. Ah! umukene Mushikiwabo wavutse, mbega intambara zingahe ugifite zo gukomeza kandi akaga ko gutinya agakiza kawe no kwezwa kwawe! Ntutegereze ko umudayimoni agusiga wenyine igihe kirekire muriyi miterere mishya wakiriye neza kandi aricyo kintu cyimirimo yawe igihe kirekire !
Ibishuko bikaze bya satani kurwanya umuhamagaro we.
Gutuza rero byongeye gutsinda kuri serwakira ikaze; ariko ikibabaje! kwari ukugira ngo gusa inzira yikiniga irusheho kurakara kuruta ibya kera; kuko, nkuko nabikubwiye inshuro nyinshi, ubuzima bwanjye bubi kugeza ubu ntakindi bwabaye usibye urukurikirane rw'ububabare n'uburakari, ihumure n'agahinda, umunezero n'agahinda, umwijima n'amatara, ibishuko n'ubuntu . Nibishimishe Ijuru, Data, reka imperuka byibuze ituze kandi ituze!
Umudayimoni, wari umaze igihe kinini akoresha uburyo bwo hanze gusa bwo kumbuza amahwemo, yagarutse ku bitero byayo bya mbere. Nari maze amezi menshi nishimira umunezero wo kwambara ingeso ntagatifu nifuzaga cyane, ubwo yankanguriraga muri njye uburyohe bw'isi nari nasize, n'irari nari naranze, ndetse na kera cyane mbere yuko ninjira. mu idini Yongeye kunsubiramo neza ko ntagize umuhamagaro w'igihugu cyera nk'iki, nari narafashe, nkimwinjiramo, ntashishoza cyane mu ntambwe zose kandi n’akaga gakomeye kazoza.: ko niba naratinyutse gukora ibyanjye indahiro, biragaragara ko nzashyira ahagaragara agakiza kanjye k'iteka; ko iyi mihigo idahwitse ikorwa kubushake bw'Imana, byambera isoko yo kwihana, kandi byakora gusa kunshinja kurushaho, kandi ko byanze bikunze bazaba intandaro yo gucirwaho iteka; ko tugomba kubitekerezaho mugihe hakiri igihe; ko byari byiza inshuro igihumbi gusuzugura icyubahiro cyabantu mu kuva mu baturage, kuruta kwishima aho ngaho ubuziraherezo aho kwikosora bidasubirwaho, nibindi, nibindi, nibindi.
Ibi bitekerezo byubugome byarampungabanije kandi bintera ubwoba cyane kuburyo natakaje rwose amahoro nduhuka; nta mutuzo ukiriho, nta gusinzira bitigeze bihagarikwa n'inzozi ziteye ubwoba. Natekerezaga, ndarira, nasengaga; amaherezo, hafi kuneshwa naya maganya apfa, natekereje kwikuramo no gutanga. Umunsi umwe, ubwo nari mpugijwe rwose nibi bibazo biteye agahinda kandi birenze urugero, nanyuze imbere yitorero, numvise mu buryo bweruye ijwi risa nkaho ntanga kuva mu ndiba yera, arambwira ati: Hey ! mukobwa wanjye, urashaka kundeka? Oya, ntuzampunga!
Iri jwi, nari nzi ko ari irya J.-C. ubwe, ryuzuyemo urujijo rwo kumpishurira umutego w'umwanzi wanjye, maze ikigeragezo kirashira. Oya, Mwami wanjye n'Imana yanjye, nasubije ako kanya, oya, shobuja wimana kandi wubahwa cyane, sinzagutererana: uzi icyifuzo ngomba kuguhitamo kumugabane wanjye no kuba uwawe ubuziraherezo.
Kugira ngo menye neza umutimanama wanjye, nagiye gushaka umuyobozi wanjye, icyo gihe wari nyakwigendera M. Duclos. Yari yaranyambitse ingeso yera y'idini. Naganiriye na we ku kigeragezo numvise, maze anesha kunyemeza no kugikuraho. Gusa ntugahagarare aho, yarambwiye, kandi ntukagire uwo ubibwira. Gucika intege bishobora guturuka gusa kubadayimoni; ngwino, Mushiki wanjye, usuzugure umwanzi wawe; Ibikenewe byose kubwubutwari buke: Ndasubiza umuhamagaro wawe (1).
. Icyo gihe yari afite imyaka mirongo irindwi n'umwe, kandi yari ayoboye iyi paruwasi byibuze makumyabiri. Nari vicari we wa nyuma imyaka umunani, kandi yapfuye mu maboko yanjye. Yakundaga kumbwira ababikira bo muri Urbanist yari yarayoboye igihe kinini mbere yo kuba umuyobozi, kandi mubandi ba Mushikiwabo yampamagaye Ivuka, nkumukobwa udasanzwe kubera gukomera kwimico ye, ndetse na amatara Imana yamuhaye. Yambwiye ibintu bimwe na bimwe byaranze ibyo yahishuye, byari byateje impagarara, kandi nasanze bihuye neza n'inkuru Mushikiwabo yampaye kuva. Yaba we cyangwa njye bizwi.
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Igitero giteye ubwoba yamuhaye na dayimoni mugihe cyumwuga we.
Kuva icyo gihe, Data, umudayimoni yasaga naho yari mu rujijo maze ansiga jyenyine, kugeza igihe natangiriye indahiro yanjye, ubwo yagarukaga ku kirego n'uburakari bwinshi kuruta ikindi gihe cyose, akampa igitero cy’uburakari nari narongeye kugira. we; igitero gishobora kubarwa byoroshye mubintu biranga ubuzima bwanjye benshi batazemera, kandi ko bazafata gusa nkimwe mubidasanzwe bazita imbuto cyangwa kwibeshya mubitekerezo byanjye. Icyakora baracyayifata hano, dore ukuri nkuko byagenze mumaso yanjye:
Mugihe, ukurikije umuhango wumwuga, ababyeyi
yayoboye kuva hepfo ya korari kugera hejuru, kugirango yakireyo umwenda, ikamba ryamahwa, nibindi, nibindi, nibindi, no kuvuga indahiro zanjye zihari, nabonye imbere yanjye igitekerezo, igisimba giteye ubwoba gifite imiterere myinshi. uhereye ku idubu, nubwo byari byinshi cyane bihishe. Yazamutse atsinda korari, ahindukirira umwanya muto, muburyo icyarimwe buteye ubwoba kandi buteye isoni; yasaga nkubutaka nkubwoba ubwoba bwanjye. Yampaye kumva ko ari we wenyine ngiye gusezerana; ko inyungu zose zamubona, kandi ko ndamutse nshize amanga kugira ngo ntere iyi ntambwe yanyuma, ntihazongera kubaho ibyiringiro by'agakiza kanjye, kubera ko ijuru ryari rigiye kuntererana burundu kububasha bwaryo, nibindi, nibindi, nibindi. , n'ibindi
Umucamanza, Data, niba, mugihe nkiki gikomeye, mugihe umuntu atakigoye, ngomba kuba narakubiswe kandi nkanyeganyezwa nuku kubonekerwa kudasanzwe? Ndakubajije, byari kugenda bite kuri njye, iyaba Imana yari itaragira ineza yo kumfasha muri iki gihe kibi, cyangwa niba ubufasha butari buhuye n'ubwoko bw'igitero? Nongeye rero kwiyambaza wenyine muri kariya kaga gakomeye, maze yemerera amagambo yo muri uwo muhango ampa intwaro nari nkeneye guhashya umwanzi wanjye no kumutsinda byimazeyo.
Iyo korari izamutse, umuhango ugena genuflections eshatu, kuri buri imwe muri korari iririmba amagambo atangirana na Suscipe ..., kandi ibisobanuro byayo, ibyo nari narabyize neza, ni hafi: Akira, Mwami, ubwitange no kwiyegurira kwawe ikiremwa, kandi ntunyemere ko nayobewe, kuko ari wowe wenyine nashyizeho ibyiringiro byanjye byose. Ibisobanuro by'aya magambo meza ntibishobora kunsanga muburyo bukwiye muri byose.
Imana n'Itorero babishyize mu kanwa kanjye, kugira ngo mvuge mu kuboko kwanjye, maze ndabikoresha nk'intwaro iteye ubwoba kandi yirwanaho, aho natoboye umwanzi wanjye muri iki gihe ubwo yishimishaga intsinzi, n'aho yari ari yatsinze hamwe no gutukana.
Nababwiye rero inshuro eshatu mbikuye ku mutima umutima wanjye wose, byibuze nkubwoba nasigaranye umudendezo wo kubikora, kandi inshuro eshatu nabakuyemo imbaraga zimbere numvaga zigenda ziyongera. Mana yanjye, navuze, ntunte, kuko nizeye
WOWE. Akira, ndakwemereye, kubaha ibyifuzo byanjye n'umuntu wanjye! Ndagutwara kugirango dusangire gusa, kandi niwowe wenyine niyeguriye kandi ko nshaka kuba igihe n'iteka ryose ....
Igisimba cyari kimaze kuzimira hamwe n'umwuka uteye ubwoba kandi uteye ubwoba. Ariko ubwoba bwanjye bwarakomeje, kandi bisa nkaho byikubye kabiri igihe cyegereje. Ngeze hejuru ya korari, nishyizeho umwete, niyemeza kwiringira ibyiringiro byose, nibiba ngombwa. Nijugunye ku mavi no ku birenge bya Abbess, kugira ngo mbasezeranye ko azumvira nka J.-C. ubwe, kandi kuva uwo mwanya mva ikuzimu njya mu ijuru. Umutuzo mwinshi watsinze umuyaga ukaze cyane, maze J.-C. yumva numutima wanjye aya magambo ahumuriza yakuyeho ibibazo byose hamwe n’imyivumbagatanyo yose: "Nakiriye, mukobwa wanjye, kubaha ibyifuzo byawe n'ibyifuzo byawe. umuntu; umbere indahemuka kandi ntutinye, nzamenya kukurinda abanzi bawe. Ninjye wafashe kugirango dusangire, kandi ni njye, niba usubije umuhamagaro wawe, ninde uzaba umugabane wawe mugihe cyiteka ryose. »
Rimwe, Data, natekereje ko umunezero wanjye wizewe, kandi muri ibyo ndacyashimishije cyane. Muri ako kanya, numvise nishimye kandi ntuje kuburyo natinyutse kwanga ikuzimu. Byaba ari ugukeka, kandi J.-C. ntashaka ko twishingikiriza kuri twe ubwacu. Igisimba ntagitinya, cyari cyaratewe urujijo nubufasha bwonyine bwijuru, nukuri; ndetse yari yarahunze; ariko ntibyatinze, kandi nari mfite
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haracyari intambara nyinshi zo kurwana, ibikorwa byinshi byo kumwihanganira. Tuzabiganiraho ikindi gihe.
Ubutoni budasanzwe ahabwa na J.-C. Ibyishimo bye nibyishimo.
“Mu izina rya Data, n'ibindi. »
Hanyuma, Data, indahiro zanjye zaravuzwe, umwuga wanjye warakozwe, nubwo ikuzimu hashyizweho ingufu; Amaherezo nabaye umubikira ubuziraherezo, kandi J.-C. ntiyatinze kunyereka ko anyuzwe nubuntu bushya kandi buringaniye; Navuze iki? gusumba kure ikintu cyose namukoreye. Ni gake cyane nari narigeze kumenyekana amezi make mbere yuko ambwira ineza n'ubuntu byinshi kuruta mbere hose, kandi bidatinze bikaba bisanzwe nkuko kugeza icyo gihe, uzabyemera, Data? Ko nagombaga kumwinginga inshuro zirenze imwe kugirango nshyire mu gaciro ingaruka. Sinatinyuka kubivuga, kubera gutinya ko ibintu byose bikomeye naguteye kwandika bizaterwa no gukabya; kuko, Data,
Wagira ngo Imana itegetswe guhagarara aho, nta yandi mananiza. Gushyigikirwa nimpamvu ibeshya nkintege nke, baratinyuka, nukuvuga, kumushakira umurongo aho, nkuko babivuga, adashobora gutandukira, no kwanga afite ubwibone nagasuzuguro, nkudakwiriye, ibyo akora byose ntabwo nemeranya nuburyo bwabo bwo kubona no guca imanza. Bamenyeshe, bariya bicucu, ko Imana itabitaho, kandi ko atitaye kubitekerezo byabo bito, ikora ibimushimisha, kandi muburyo ibona bikwiye, kubwicyubahiro cye no gusuhuza abantu bose bashaka gufata inyungu zayo ...
Ubwa mbere, Data, J.-C. yarambwiye kandi atuma mbona urumuri rudasanzwe rimwe na rimwe rukagera aho rutanga umusaruro wo kwamburwa gukoresha ibyumviro, kuzamurwa, kwishima ... Nyuma yumwuga wanjye, ntabwo nigeze mbona. yakoze Gusangira utabonye ibintu bisa. Inzogera yavuzaga iruhande rwanjye; twaririmbaga; ababikira binjiye muri
korari, cyangwa yavuyemo, ntabimenye na gato. Nashutswe mu Mana, ariko ndacyari mu mwanya wanjye, ntanyeganyega kandi nta byiyumvo. Nsubiye muri njye, sinigeze nibuka ibyabaye muri njye. Hano, ariko, hari imico mike nibutse cyane, kandi ngiye kukubwira: dushobora rero kubitekereza kubyo dushaka. Muguha iyi konte, nzakomeza kumvira gusa itegeko nabonye.
Asanga ari umwana muto uri mu maboko ya J.-C.
Ubwa mbere ikintu nk'iki cyambayeho ni mugusangira, amezi ane cyangwa atanu nyuma yo gusezerana kwanjye. Mbega ikintu gitangaje gishimishije, mugihe hagati yumucyo mwinshi kandi wagutse, kandi aho kuboneka kwImana kwagaragaye cyane kuruta mbere hose, nasanze meze nkumwana muto mumaboko ya J.-C. Ninde wankundaga. Nari napfunyitse muri nappies, nta mbaraga, nta kugenda; ibyo nari mfite byose birenze abana basanzwe nubwenge bwo kumenya umugiraneza wanjye, nubushake bwo kumukunda, kumushimira, ntabishoboye kubikora cyane. Ndibuka ko yambwiye igihe yangaragaraga ati: "Nguko rero, mwana wanjye, ko ibyo natanze buri gihe byarebaga uko urinzwe, kandi ko buri gihe wabaye mu maboko y'urukundo rwanjye." Kubera,
Ndashaka rero, mukobwa wanjye, yakomeje, gusubiza kwita kubwimpuhwe zanjye, ko, nkumwana muto uhagarariye muriki gihe, uhuza muri byose nubushake bwanjye bwera, gukora kandi ushaka gusa ibyo nzasaba . yawe . "Nyuma yibyo, Data, nasubijwe muri njye no kuri
imiterere yanjye isanzwe. Iyi mico nabandi benshi nkayo nibutse neza mubitekerezo byanjye igihe twatangiraga kwandika ibyo nahishuye. J.-C. arambwira ati: Ubu ni umukobwa wanjye, ko ugomba kuba uri mu mwana w’umwana muto, utarinze kuzana opposition iyo ari yo yose ku bushake bwa nyina, abihuza atabisobanukiwe. Iyi niyo myitwarire ngusaba.
Mubindi bigaragara bya J.-C., arashaka kubera urukundo kumera mumaboko. Yumva yanze. Amagambo yumva.
Mu bihe nk'ibi J.-C. yambonekeye: Nishimiye cyane kumubona ku buryo nahinduye urukundo no kubahana. Rimwe na rimwe, nunamye imbere y'ibirenge bye kugira ngo ndamuramye, kandi rimwe na rimwe, kubera ko ntagishoboye kwihanganira ubushake bwanjye, najugunye mu maboko ye; ariko nasanze buri gihe nanze kuva mu gituza cyayo, cyaka gusa icyifuzo nashakaga gutwika kugirango mbigereho kandi nduhukire. Nagerageje kimwe inshuro nyinshi kandi burigihe nubusa. Mu buryo butunguranye, humvikanye ijwi rirenga numvaga ari iry'umwuka wumugisha: Ntikiragera, arantakambira, ubwo butoni bugurwa gusa namakuba n'umusaraba wababajwe nurukundo rwe. Nahisemo rero kubifuza, nkuburyo bwonyine bwo kwishima, nanjye
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byari byoroshye cyane nari mfite, bityo nkavuga mu biganza byanjye; ko nshobora umwanya uwariwo wose kuyikoresha no kuyishyira mubikorwa; kuberako, ninde mugabo kwisi udafite umwanya wo kubabazwa ikintu kubwurukundo rwa J.-C.? kandi ni uwuhe munsi w'ubuzima bwacu uduha inzira igihumbi zo gutera imbere bityo mu buntu bwe bwiza, no gutera imbere muri urwo rukundo rwera rwonyine rushobora kudushimisha igihe n'iteka ryose! ...
Bavuga ubutoni ahabwa na J.-C. muri Ukaristiya Ntagatifu.
Ikirenze byose, Data, kubijyanye n'Ukaristiya yera kandi yubahwa, Imana yamye impa ubwitange bukomeye cyane, ko ibintu bitangaje byambayeho muri njye, kubera urumuri rw'Imana kandi bidasanzwe twavuze . cyane. Ningomba kukumenyesha, nkwibutsa bimwe mubintu byingenzi byabaye, nkaho, inkomoko ninkomoko yamatara menshi, kandi mugihe naje kumenya byinshi mubintu ko wanditse kwandika.
Iyi mibonano y'urukundo, niba umuntu ashobora kubivuga, uku kumenyera byimazeyo shobuja wimana, Umukiza wanjye n'Imana yanjye, byatangiye kumunsi wa mutagatifu Agusitini, ubwo nari nagiye kuramya J.-C. mu Isakramentu Ritagatifu. iminota mike. Byari, niba nibuka neza, byibuze imyaka itatu cyangwa ine nyuma yumwuga wanjye. Natangajwe cyane no kuboneka kwa J.-C., mu Ukaristiya yimana, ku buryo umuntu yari kuvuga ko ukuri kw'uku kuboneka kwankurikiranye ahantu hose, kandi ahantu hose byatumye menya ko Imana yanjye yarimbuwe muri ibi. amayobera. O niba ababishidikanyaho, niba abatizera babihakana bakanatuka, bashobora gutoneshwa gutya; niba irari ryabo, kutizera kwabo, kwizera kwabo kubi, ubuhumyi bwabo nkana, ububi bwabo, nta mbogamizi zihari! ... Ariko ikibabaje !. Imana ni umutware wimpano zayo, kandi ababi ntibabikora gutanga
bidakwiriye: Kubwibyo hariho Imana ibahishe kabiri! ....
Ubwenge bwanjye n'umutima wanjye byahoraga byerekeza ku Isakramentu Ritagatifu; Nahoraga mbibona, byibuze nkoresheje amaso yo kwizera, kandi muburyo budashobora gusobanurwa neza, kubera kubura kugereranya bitanga igitekerezo cyiza.
Inshuro igihumbi, na cyane cyane mugihe cyigitambo gitagatifu cya Misa, nibwiraga ko nabonye J.-C.
amaso yumubiri, ntabwo bivuze ko nabonye rwose. Ahantu h'ubwoko bwejejwe, numvaga ndi mu maboko ya padiri, nkikijwe n'isi y'umucyo, kandi byose bitangaje kandi bihebuje. Izuba ntirirasa mu bwiza bwaryo bwose. Hanyuma namubonye aryamye ku gicaniro, mu buryo bwo gutwikwa, ahamya benshi ko ashishikajwe no kwakirwa na bo na Gusangira kwera, no kwanga kwinjira mu mitima y'abandi.
Urukundo rwe na J.-C.
Nabonye ihema ryera inshuro nyinshi nk'itanura ry'urukundo, J.-
C. hagati yumuriro usukuye reka mbone umwana muto wubwiza buhebuje, yicaye kumoko agumayo, kandi amukorera nk'umwenda utemewe, utwikiriye umubiri we wubahwa kandi ugahindura urumuri rwicyubahiro cye. ... Namubonye, ndamwumva, arambura amaboko arampamagara. Mucire urubanza ikigomba kuba aricyo gikorwa cyifuzo cyanjye!
Ari hano, yambwiye ko ndi imbohe y'urukundo rwanjye! ... Padiri n'uwahohotewe icyarimwe, niho ndacyuzuza ubutabera bwa Data wimana, kandi ko ndacyigana buri munsi kubwa agakiza ka bose. Hano niho ntegereje imitima yose kubatwika hamwe nanjye, nkabitwika n'umuriro ugurumana ... Ngwino mukobwa wanjye, ngwino wishyire hamwe n'umutima wanjye wera kugirango wubahe umwanditsi wawe nkuko akwiye kubahwa. kuba! ... Ihute !. Ngwino, reka
umutima umwe gusa nurukundo rumwe, kandi uzumva uruhutse mubishuko no mububabare bukurenze! Ubu bumwe bwera, isoko yumunezero wawe , buzica urugomo rwibyifuzo byawe no kuzimya umuriro wibihimbano byawe ....
Hey! kubera iki ubabara, bana b'abantu? kubera iki ukomeje gushaka kurimbuka mugihe umuti uri mumaboko yawe! ngwino kuri bose,
kandi ntuzongere kwihanganira ubushake bw'urukundo rwanjye! Hey! Data, ni kangahe nakiriye ubu butumire bwuje urukundo kandi bwihutirwa buturuka ku Mana yanjye! ni kangahe nabonye imbaraga zishobora byose zuyu muti wimana! ...
Mugihe cyibyumweru bibiri cyangwa byinshi muribi bikorwa byamasoko, ubwo butumire bwurukundo ntabwo bwahagaze; ndetse byari bikurikiranye n'ibi biganiro bikora ku mutima na J.-C. yampaye imyitozo itandatu nigeze kuvugana nawe ahandi, kandi nabanje kuguha mu nyandiko. Nabonye muri urwo rumuri ibyo yansabye byose muriki kibazo, cyangwa se ni we ubwe wampaye ijambo ku ijambo, nkuko wabisomye ukabyandika. Yansobanuriye icyo isobanura, ansaba ko nabyiyemeza ndahiriye, yongeraho ko bwari uburyo bwo kumushimisha no guhaza ubutabera bwe.
kubwibyaha byanjye no mubyaha byabantu bose. Yambwiye ariko ko adashaka kuremerera umutimanama wanjye
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muburyo bwo kunshinja icyaha, niba rimwe na rimwe binaniwe kubikora, hashingiwe ko nta agasuzuguro ndetse nta n'uburangare bwanjye. Hanyuma, Data, yantegetse muburyo bumwe wanyemereye kuvugurura umuhigo iminsi yanjye yose. Yashakaga rero ko mbimenyesha abayobozi banjye.
Kubera iyo mpamvu, narindiriye umwaka wose mbere yuko niyemeza ubwanjye, kandi nabikoze gusa byemejwe na nyakwigendera M. Audouin, wari usimbuye M. Duclos. Ku munsi wumutima Mutagatifu, nyuma yo gusangira, niho nasezeranye ejo hazaza. Kuri ubu ntuye iruhande rwanjye J.-C. wasaga nkaho yemera cyane iyi mihigo. Yahise agaragara munsi yishusho yumupadiri wambaye alub nziza cyane, ariko ikiruta byose yera yera itangaje kuburyo amaso yanjye yari yijimye kandi ntibyashobokaga ko namwitegereza.
Mubindi bihumbi igihumbi, bimwe nabibabwiye ahandi, umwuka wanjye wagiye kuri J.-C. ku Isakramentu Ritagatifu ry'urutambiro, kuri urwo rumuri rudasanzwe; kandi haba ibyumviro byumubiri byagize ingaruka mubyukuri, nkuko nakunze kubyizera, cyangwa byose byabaye mubitekerezo byanjye gusa kandi binyuze mumaso yukwizera, icyakora byabaye, ndashobora kuvuga mubyukuri, ko nabonye J .-C., Ko namwumvise, ko naganiriye nawe; kandi niba naribeshye, nkuko umuntu atazabura kubitekereza, byibuze birashimishije cyane aho umuntu ashobora kuba. Ibi byitwa kwibeshya buri gihe byampaye umunezero wuzuye kandi wukuri nigeze kuryoherwa kwisi, kugeza aho ibindi byishimo byose byazimiye mbere yibi. Ibi nibyo byanze bikunze, nibiki ingorane.
Ubuntu yakira kubandi. AD ituma amenya imiterere yimitekerereze yabantu bamwe.
Ningomba kongera kukubwira, Data, ko kubwiyongera bwiza, Imana rimwe na rimwe yashakaga kuzirikana kubandi kuruta kundeba inyungu zayo.
yarandenze nta shingiro ryanjye. Inshuro zirenze imwe yamenyesheje uko umutimanama umeze, kandi roho zirenze imwe zungutse ubumenyi yari yarampaye. Nabonye rero ibintu byose byaberaga mubitekerezo no mumitima yabantu bamwe, ibishuko bahuye nabyo cyangwa bari hafi guhura nabyo, imitego satani yabateguriraga, kandi nari nshinzwe kubaburira, nkabereka Uwiteka bisobanura kuvumbura iyi mitego no gutesha agaciro gahunda nihuta byumwanzi wabo. Abakurikije umuburo wanjye bashutse ibyo yari yiteze ku bugome; abo, kurundi ruhande, bishimishaga gushidikanya no gutongana, rwose bafashwe no kutizera kwabo, kandi ntibatinze kwihana.
Ibi byambayeho, Data, kubireba abalayiki batandukanye, abanyamadini, abayoboke ba kiliziya, rimwe na rimwe ndetse no ku bayobozi banje, ndetse n'ababyiyemereye, nk'uko maze kubibabwira, uwo nahaye inama zitandukanye, nkurikije uko ibikenewe bitandukanye, kandi nkurikije umucyo nabonye mu Mana, nkavugana nabo kuva J.-C.; amaherezo, Data, hari igihe nakuburiye wenyine, nkuko ubizi.
(1) Natangarije ahandi umuburo utandukanye Mushikiwabo yampaye.
Urebye umunsi umwe umubikira, namenye imbere ko yageragejwe cyane nubwibone. Nabonye kimwe nuko umukozi wurugo atazi ijambo ryidini rye, ibyo bikaba byemejwe nubusobanuro bwibisubizo yatanze kubibazo byoroshye bya gatigisimu. Yoo! mbega abandi bangahe, bamurusha ubumenyi kubindi bintu byose, batazi byinshi kuriyi ngingo yingenzi! Bari barigeze kwiga gatigisimu yabo; ariko ntibabibonye kuva mu bwana, kandi ibitekerezo byo hejuru bari bafite byahanaguwe rwose kubibuka no mubitekerezo byabo.
Mu gihe runaka hano hari umuntu wacumbikiwe bavugwaga cyane mubaturage: yambaraga umusatsi na cilice, yakundaga gufata disipulini, akora ubukana budasanzwe, buri wese yari abizi. Yumviswe amanywa n'ijoro asuhuza umutima ku buryo yahungabanya amahoro y'abandi, ndetse na korari y'ababikira. Imana yatumye mbona ko yashutswe na satani. Nagiye mu izina rye kugira ngo mbimumenyeshe: yasanze atishimiye cyane komisiyo yanjye, maze atungurwa cyane n'ibimenyetso namuhaye, ku buryo yemeye uburyarya bwe n'ishema rye.
M. Duclos, wari wabaye umuyobozi wa Parigné, yagize ibyago byo gukubita umwe mu bana ba paruwasi ye yigishaga gatigisimu. Bukeye, cyangwa umunsi umwe, umwana yibasiwe n'umuriro mwinshi ari wo
yakuyeho mu gihe gito. Ababyeyi b'uyu mwana bashinje umuyobozi wabo kuba yaramuteye urupfu, kubera icyo bise ubugome bwe. M. Duclos yari afite bike byo kwisobanura ariko kugira ngo umurambo wumwana ucukurwe kandi ugenzurwe. Inshuti ze zamusabye kubikora: we ubwe yizeraga ko aya masomo ari ngombwa kugira ngo yirinde gutotezwa n'ingaruka zishobora kugira; kuko mbega amahano
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paruwasi, kandi mbega ukuntu bigoye kandi biteye isoni kubona pasiteri afatwa nkumwicanyi wumwana yashakaga kwigisha, kandi uwo yari yarahaye ubugororangingo gusa kugirango abitayeho cyane?
Ikibazo cyakurikiranwaga cyane, kandi M. Duclos afite ipfunwe rikomeye: yari ageze aho bataburura umurambo; ariko Imana yantegetse kumuzana ngo amuburire kutabikora. Namubwiye ko uku gutaburura, nta kintu na kimwe gishobora kugushigikira, kandi ku rundi ruhande cyasiga igitekerezo kibi cyane ku mitekerereze ya paruwasi yawe. Kubabazwa mugihe gito, kandi Imana yiyemeje kugutsindishiriza neza. M. Duclos yaranyuzemo, nyuma y'ibyumweru bike abamushinjaga n'abatangabuhamya babo b'ibinyoma baza ku bushake bwabo bwo gusubira inyuma, maze bamugira indishyi rusange mu mpera za misa nini (1).
(1) Iyi mico nabwiwe igihe nari umupadiri wa paruwasi ya paruwasi imwe, aho abantu benshi bari babizi.
Nyuma y’amatora yari yabereye mu muryango ntavuze, Imana yanteye kubona ko umuyobozi mushya atari akurikije ibyo yahisemo, kandi ko inzira yakoresheje zidashobora kumushimisha. Mu matora ataha yarakomeje, Imana irambwira iti: Byashakaga kubaho, ariko ntibizatinda. Yapfuye rwose bidatinze
nyuma ya Babiri mu bicumbitsi bacu, bari bashiki bacu, basaga nkabashaka
winjire kandi mu idini. Nababonye bombi mu nzozi; ariko umwe yari yambaye nkababikira, undi nkuwashyingiwe. Natangaje kuri iki gice buri wese muri bo agomba gufata, kandi itangazo ryanjye ryagenzuwe nibyabaye. Ariko tuzavuga ahandi mu nzozi zanjye z'ubuhanuzi.
Arazi kandi iherezo ryabantu bamwe bapfuye.
Hano, Data, ni kimwe mubyo Imana yatumye mbona ko nshyigikiye abantu bamwe, kandi ko mugihe yanyigishije cyane kubyerekeye iherezo rya Kiliziya muri rusange, ndetse n'Ubufaransa. Cyane cyane. Ntabwo byashoboka rwose kuguha ibihe byose byerekeranye naya makuru yerekeranye naba bantu, rimwe na rimwe bikagera aho nkamenyesha amaherezo yabapfuye; nkuko byagenze mubandi kubijyanye na Mama Sainte-Hyacinthe, winjiye mwijuru namenye nyuma yiminsi mike muri purgatori. Ndetse nari nzi namakosa yamazeyoyo .
Raporo nagejeje kuri Mama wacu yariyongereye cyane n'ibaruwa twahawe na Padiri Cornillaye, murumuna we, wavuze ibyo yari yaramubwiye kuri iyi ngingo n'umupfakazi ukomoka i Nantes, uwo Imana yari yarabwiye umucyo umwe kuri iherezo rya Madame Sainte-Hyacinthe (1).
(1) Igihe nandikaga aha hantu, nari mfite mumaso yanjye kopi yuru rwandiko Umuyobozi mukuru yambwiye. Yararambiwe, ko nyuma y'iminsi myinshi y'amasengesho no kwihana kugira ngo uyu mubikira urwaye kandi akire, uyu mupfakazi mwiza kandi wera yari mu buriri, yumvise ibirego n'imiborogo mu cyumba cye, abona afite urumuri rudasanzwe . Amaze guhaguruka ngo asenge, abona uyu mubikira amubwira
ko yari Mushikiwabo Sainte-Hyacinthe wasengeye cyane, abigiriwemo inama n’umuyobozi we, ariko ko yahuye n’abagabo bose; ko yamushishikarije kurangiza novena yari yatangiye, no kwishyura misa yari afite yari afite umugiraneza wo kumusezeranya. Bukeye bwaho misa yavuzwe kare mu gitondo na Padiri Cornillaye, umuvandimwe wa nyakwigendera. Umupfakazi wera yari ahari, abona, igihe cyose cy'igitambo, umubikira wa Saint Clare apfukamye ku ntambwe yambere y'urutambiro. Yabuze nyuma yubugwaneza, umupfakazi abona azamuka yerekeza mu kirere, yambaye ubwoko bwinyenyeri kumyenda ye. Yasabye umwuzukuru we, arwaye indwara ishaje, ugasanga yakize aho. Nubwo hashize igihe, twe yarabyibutse kandi twakomeje kubiganiraho. Bisa naho, n'ubuhamya bw'ababikira, bigaragara ko ukuri kwari kugaragara neza, ndetse no guhuza n'amagambo ya Mushikiwabo, utarigeze agirana umubano muto n'umupfakazi wa Nantes. Tuzi ibyabaye kuri Mushikiwabo nyuma y'urupfu rwa Madame Saint-Benoît.
Vuba aha, Data, Imana yanteye kubona ibyago biteye ubwoba byumwe mubanzi be bakomeye, uwo afite, mu buryo bw'ikigereranyo, yahamagaye urukiko rwe, kandi urupfu rwe rwihuse rwateje impungenge. Yambujije kumwita izina: ndetse arashaka ko, muri rusange, nirinda guca urubanza rwanjye ku bo yaciriye urubanza, kabone niyo baba ari abanzi be bavuzwe cyane. Naho abakiriho, aranyumva ko ngomba kubasengera no kubagirira impuhwe; ko imbabazi ziwe zizogirira benshi, kandi ko ari we
ntamuntu numwe udashobora gukomeza imbabazi. Noneho, Data, reka tureke byose mubyiza bye, hanyuma duhagarike kugeza ubutaha gukomeza ubuzima bwanjye bwimbere; kandi ibyo bizaba nyuma, niba ubishaka.
Ibitero bishya bya dayimoni kuri Mushikiwabo. Mw'izina rya Data, ry'Umwana, n'ibindi.
Ntabwo byashobokaga ko mpabwa ubuntu bwinshi kandi budasanzwe nahawe nta dayimoni yigeze igira ishyari kandi ikabyungukiramo ngo nite ku kwicisha bugufi kwanjye nishimye, ko yari azi neza cyane ko mbitera imbaraga, kandi, birashoboka cyane, yagize uruhare runini mukunanirwa umushinga wambere kwandika, nkuko tuzabibona vuba. Nibyo, ngomba kubyatura, niba ikintu kitaragenze neza mbere, nkuko abantu bera kandi bize bize babishakaga, ndabivuze binteye isoni no kwitiranya ibintu, ni
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cyane ishema ryanjye rigomba kwibasirwa. Nibyo, ubwibone bwanjye bwa diabolical, Imana yashakaga gusuzugura no guhana, tugomba mbere na mbere kuvuga ko aya makuba atari meza (1).
(1) Turabibona hamwe nibirego igihumbi bisa, ko Mushikiwabo atirinze kandi ntashuke. Abashaka kugerageza kumufata nkindyarya bagomba nibura kwemeranya ko yaba indyarya yubwoko bumwe cyane, kandi ko bigoye kubona uwo umuntu yamugereranya.
Umudayimoni rero ntiyabuze kunshukisha muri icyo cyerekezo, kandi umuntu yavuga ko yashyizemo amayeri ye nubuhanga bwe bwose. Yatangiye rero, muburebure, anyanyagiza mu bugingo bwanjye imbuto yubwibone butishimye, ashakisha mubikorwa byanjye byose uburyo bwo kugaburira no gukomeza kwihesha agaciro umutima wanjye mubi wahoraga wuzuye. Yerekanye ingeso zanjye ntoya nitonze cyane, kandi ampa, nubwo njye ubwanjye, numva nkunda abandi. Yangereranije n'abera bakomeye, kandi akoresha umwanya wose kugira ngo anyereke uburyo nashimishaga Imana kubera kwicisha bugufi kwanjye, kwihangana kwanjye, ndetse n'ukuntu Imana yampaye ubutoni n'ubuntu adafite. biracyahawe
umuntu; kandi ko amaherezo nagira umunsi umwe hejuru cyane mwijuru kurenza abandi benshi, yavuze ko Itorero ryashizeyo. Yahoraga anyibutsa ibi bitekerezo kandi bidasanzwe.
Yakomeje kure, ahinduka marayika wumucyo; yihatiye kwigana umurimo wImana muburyo bugaragara. Byari kandi ubwoko bwamatara rimwe na rimwe yakubitaga ubwenge cyane, ariko bukaba bwarakoze gusa cyangwa kububabaza, aho kubumurikira. Amatara y'ibinyoma rero, atigeze agira ingaruka mubwimbitse bwubugingo muburyo navuze mbere. Aho guhazwa no kumurikirwa, roho yagumye mu rujijo rwinshi n'umwijima mwinshi. Ibintu byose rero byagarukiraga kubeshya ibitekerezo, kandi rimwe na rimwe ibyumviro, byahungabanye kandi bigira ingaruka. Umutima wakomeje kutumva, cyangwa byibuze hasigaye gusa kubyimba runaka, bitandukanye cyane no gutekereza
Ndibuka, kuriyi ngingo, ko umunsi umwe ubwo kumvira byampamagaye ngo nkore ahantu handuye kandi handuye, umudayimoni yanteye kumva numva impumuro nziza kandi nziza, sinashoboraga kumenya icyabiteye., Kugeza igihe yari afite yanteye inkunga ko Imana ari yo yabyaye kubera kwera kwanjye gukomeye. Reba, yarambwiye, uko agukunda kandi agutonesha. Kuva uwo mwanya umutego washyizweho urujijo wavumbuwe, ibintu byose birazimira. Nagumye rero mu mpumuro isanzwe isohoka aho nakoraga.
Rero, Data, rimwe na rimwe, uyu mwanzi yagize isoni zo gusanga yafatiwe mu rushundura rwe; ariko abadacogora bagiye gusa nubuhanga bwinshi nyuma; kandi kure yo gutesha umutwe imbogamizi, yari azi kwifashisha gutsindwa kwe, kandi buri gihe yagarukaga nuburakari bushya. Yababajwe cyane no gushimira byimazeyo ahantu hose kubwanjye no mubikorwa byanjye byo kubaha Imana. Numvise ko nasabwe icyitegererezo cyiza. Mushiki wacu ni Uwera , baravuze bati; ni umubikira mwiza . Nagize ngo ntabyemera, kandi
ndetse no kutabyumva; ariko kubusa nabikoze, nubwo njye ubwanjye hari ikintu cyambwiraga imbere: Ntabwo byashoboka ukundi.
Abatuye ubwabo ubwabo ntibigeze bananirwa kubigiramo uruhare, batabishaka, kubera icyubahiro gito rimwe na rimwe banyeretse: kuko satani yari azi gukoresha ibintu byose. Umunsi umwe muri bo yambwiye atabishaka ati: Mushiki wanjye, ubu wihishe ahera; umunsi umwe uzashyirwa kuri buji ye juru! mbega inkoni yo kwicisha bugufi kwanjye, kandi ko ibi
ijambo ryampaye gukora! Kubwamahirwe, Imana, nta gushidikanya ko yampana kubwibyo, yanteye isoni kuva nabyiyemereye. Ntabwo nzi
mbega ibihuha byakwirakwiriye hanze, abantu bo ku isi baza kundeba nkana, bansaba muri salle kugira ngo mungire inama. Nkimara kubibona, narabohereje. Rimwe na rimwe, ndetse nabanyarukaga cyangwa sinabasubije. Kugira ngo ibyo byose bishoboke kandi bitumire, naretse gusura salle burundu, kandi kuva icyo gihe sinigeze mpari.
Ahari (1) Ntabwo natangaga byimazeyo ubwibone; ariko umudayimoni ucecetse akora umwiherero wumutima wanjye, buri gihe wagize uruhare mubikorwa byanjye byose, ndetse no mubikorwa byanjye byiza. Nibura ibyo nibyo numvise, mugihe byantekereje umunsi umwe ngiye gukora isubiramo rusange. Yari ahugiye mu guhambira no gukora paki igizwe nibyo yakusanyije byose, kandi nkuko byatoraguwe, mubikorwa byiza byose byubuzima bwanjye. Umwuka we mubi, ibitwenge bye bisebanya byasaga nkambwira: ibyo ukora byose, nzagira uruhare rwanjye muri byose, kandi ibyo byose ni ibyanjye uhereye kumico yawe ukeka. Kandi mubyukuri, ubwibone bwari bwampumye amaso kubintu byinshi nahoraga mpisha, ntabwo nizera icyaha.
. byuzuye, kandi burya ibintu byose byarangiye mubishuko no kurwana.
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Ariko, Data, icyampaye byinshi kuri iki kigeragezo giteye akaga kandi kivumwe cy'ubwibone ni ibonekerwa n'amabonekerwa, ubuntu budasanzwe ijuru ryangiriye neza. Ntagushidikanya ko umwanzi wanjye yaba yarayikoresheje kugirango yangize rwose kubera ubwibone, iyaba Imana itarayikoresheje ubwayo ngo ansuzugure, ishushanya, nkuko yabikoze, kurwanya igitero. Uburozi uburozi ubwabwo.
Icyerekezo no guhishurirwa bireba Itorero, kandi yari yaranditse na M. Audouin, umuyobozi we.
Mu gihe Imana yishimiye kundihira ububabare bwanjye mugihe gito cyo guhumurizwa imbere, niho nagize ibyerekezo byinshi nerekwa byahishuye cyane kuri kazoza ka Kiliziya. Naganiriye _
abantu bake bakubiswe cyane nibyo nababwiye. Gitoya cyabaye urusaku rwinshi. Abapadiri beza, abahanga mu bya tewolojiya kabuhariwe, bateraniye kubigambirira. Byakemuwe hagati yabo ko nagira ngo nkomeze guhishurwa kwanditswe kubyo nababwiye ikintu. M. Audouin, icyo gihe wari umuyobozi wacu, nizeraga cyane, yakoze iyi komisiyo ibabaza, ayisohoza abigiranye umwete kandi yitonze. Ariko, Data, umudayimoni yari azi gukina uruhare rwe kuburyo yaboneyeho umwanya wo kubyutsa ibibazo mu baturage, bigabanyijemo ibice bibiri. Yifashishije imyitwarire yanjye mibi, ndetse wenda n'iy'abandi, kugira ngo antere umujinya mwinshi, nk'umuyaga muremure nari maze kubona.
Bwana Audoin. Ariko, Data, iyi denouement yaje nyuma yamashusho menshi, byose binyuranye kandi binteye isoni kuri njye.
Inyandiko ze ziratwikwa. Agasuzuguro gakomeye kuri byo. Yanyuze kubasazi kandi bareba kure.
Ubwa mbere, Data, ibintu ntibyabaye hafi rwihishwa nkuko byagenze hagati yawe nanjye. Ibibazo byanjye byihishe na M. Audouin byavumbuwe vuba. Bidatinze, bagize amakenga ndetse n'umutaka; barebye intambwe zanjye, baza kutwumva no kuneka. Ndetse byavuzwe ko numvise mbwira M. Audouin gukabya, bikora ku makuba abayobozi b'amadini, abanyacyubahiro, ndetse n'umuryango wa cyami bagombaga kubigiramo uruhare. Nakorewe kunyura mu iyerekwa, ubwonko budahwitse: M. Audouin yaranshinyaguriwe kubera kunkomeza mu bitekerezo byanjye. Twageze aho twandikira abakuru, kandi salle nto yari itubujijwe.
. Imana irashobora gutinza no guhitamo ibihe byayo; ariko, iyo abishaka, ntakintu na kimwe gishobora gushyira imbogamizi kumiterere ye.
Umucamanza, Data, mbega ukuntu ibyo byose bigomba kuba byarambabaje; kugirango ibintu birusheho kuba bibi, M. Larticle na M. Audouin baguyeho gato mugihe cyo kwandika ibyo nari nanditse. Hanyuma, ibintu byose byarangiye nkuko maze kubivuga.
Ni ubuhe bubabare, ni ubuhe buryo bwo gutukwa ibi bigomba kunshira? Kandi nigiki kigomba gutwara icyubahiro cyanjye cyo kwiyubaha! Yoo! Data, niko ninjije amafaranga arenze uko nabitekerezaga;
ububabare, urugamba n'ibishuko birwanya urukundo binyuze mu nzika no kwanga numvaga abo bashiki banjye bari bafite byinshi
yagize uruhare mu kababaro kanjye. Nimbaraga zingahe byansabye gutsinda iyi antipathie, nta buntu budasanzwe, butari kubinyemerera
kubabona bafite ijisho ryiza, cyangwa ikiruta byose kugirango ubakunde ubikuye ku mutima, nkuko Imana ibitegeka kuri bose nta tandukaniro! Nuzuye isoni, urujijo na opprobrium, nabonye nisanzuyeho ibyuma, buri gihe, banyurwa nishyari ryabo rwihishwa. Nabaye umugani w'abaturage ; ariko Imana yamfashije kugeza aho mbona umunezero wo kubona nisuzuguye gutya, nubwo usibye ibyo bigeragezo bitandukanye nububabare bwumwuka byari ububabare bwubuzima bwanjye .
Ibigeragezo bye kurwanya kwizera n'amayobera.
Urugamba, ibishuko nububabare bwo mumutwe hejuru yibyo nizera; kuko ni kangahe umudayimoni yanteye? Uzabyemera, Data, ubwose nakubwiye? yagerageje no guhungabanya kwizera kwanjye amabanga y'ingenzi y'idini ryacu; yanteye gushidikanya ku ibanga rikomeye ry’Ubutatu Butagatifu, iryo kwigira umuntu kw'Ijambo, ndetse n'ubusugi budashira bwa nyina wa J.-C.Umugisha Bikira Mariya yabirukanye ubwe mu iyerekwa. Igihe kinini nagize ibibazo biteye ubwoba kubyerekeye umubatizo wanjye; uwatuye kandi gusoma byari byabyaye. Umudayimoni, wari uzi gukoresha ibintu byose, yakomeje kumbwira ko ntabatijwe neza. Yashushanyije neza mubitekerezo byanjye ingaruka ziyi nenge ya mbere shingiro, ko
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ko rwose nabatijwe, kandi ko, nubwo ntari narabatijwe n'amazi, nari ngifite umubatizo w'icyifuzo cyo kubisubiza. Ndetse numvaga ko kugirango nizeze neza, yatumye mbona ishusho y'Ubutatu Butagatifu bwanditswe mu ndiba y'ubugingo bwanjye. Kuva ubwo sinigeze numva ububabare buke kuri byo.
Ikindi kigeragezo satani yakoresheje mu bwenge bwanjye igihe kirekire ni ukwemera, cyangwa byibura gutekereza, ko abamaganwa bakatiwe ikuzimu nta kosa ryabo bwite, kandi kubera gusa amategeko yabateganyirije bidasubirwaho. Mana, yavuze ko satani ambwiye, yitwara kuri bo nkumunyagitugu ugirira ishyari icyubahiro cye, kandi akabona ko yubashywe kimwe, hamwe namakuba yabacakara binubira muri gereza, hamwe nibyishimo byabanyacyubahiro nabakundwa abo. yuzuza inyungu zayo, hatabayeho kubaho byinshi muri bimwe kuruta amakosa kubandi. Urabizi, kandi warabyanditse, ko Imana yanteye kubona ko iyi yaba imwe mu buyobe bwa nyuma bugomba gusenya itorero ryera rya J.-C.
Noneho, Data, nkuko wabimbwiye inshuro imwe, icyo gihe nari Jansenist, fataliste, preestinianiste. Ijuru! Ndacyahinda umushyitsi; ariko wampumurije wongeraho ko ibyo byose byari mubitekerezo byanjye gusa, cyangwa ahubwo mubyifuzo byumwanzi wanjye. Nahagaze aho.
Nahoraga nishushanya nkimanitse kumutwe hejuru yimvura iteye ubwoba. Reka tubabare muri ubu buryo, Data! harahagije gupfa kubera ubwoba. Nahise nkizwa muri byo nkora ibikorwa by'amizero no kwegura, kandi ikiruta byose nigikorwa giteye isoni nakoze mu kwijugunya ku birenge by'umubikira kurwanya kwanga kwanjye, cyangwa se kurwanya inzika zanjye. Imana yashakaga kumpa amahoro, urebye iyi ntsinzi nto kuri njye.
Ibigeragezo bye byo kurwanya ubudakemwa.
Intambara n'ibishuko birwanya umuhigo wanjye wo kuba indakemwa, wabyutse muri iki gihe urakara cyane kuruta mbere hose. Ninde wakubwira, Data, gukubita inshyi n'ibitutsi nakiriwe na marayika wa Satani, n'umwanzi w'ubutagatifu, witwaje intege nke zanjye karemano yo kunkubita inshyi no kunkoza isoni muburyo bwose? Inzira? Ugomba kuba uhari kugirango ubyumve. Ku manywa, nijoro, kanguka cyangwa usinziriye, ni kangahe uyu mwuka wanduye wagaragarije ibitekerezo byanjye umwanda kandi utazwi! Ni kangahe yangije ibitotsi byanjye akoresheje ibinyoma biteye isoni, hamwe n'ibitekerezo biteye isoni, kugira ngo anshimishe muri njye kwigomeka ku bw'ubuntu bw'Imana yanjye, ntabwo nizera ko nabyemeye, ndetse no mu gihe nasinziriye !
. _ na dixit mihi: bihagije tibi gratia mea, nam virtus muri firmitate perficitur. (2 Kor. 12, 7).
Inzozi aho akurikiranwa nigisimba, akakira lili kumurengera.
Kubera ko ntacyo ngomba kuguhisha kubijyanye nubugingo bwanjye, nzakubwira ibya Data, muriki gihe, inzozi ntarigeze mbimenyesha umuntu. Uzayikoresha uko ubishaka. Ijoro rimwe narose ko nakurikiranwe numuntu wintangarugero ufite igishushanyo cyarushijeho kuba cyiza mumaso ye; Nahunze n'imbaraga zanjye zose kugira ngo nirinde kumukurikirana, kandi, mu guhunga, nasabye Imana, Bikira Mariya na marayika wanjye mwiza nasabye. Noneho, mugihe wiruka, ikirenge cyanjye kiranyerera. Ewe ubwoba! Ariko mugihe cyo kugwa ngiye gufatwa nigisimba, mbona umusore mwiza unyakira mumaboko akambuza kugwa. Muri icyo gihe, atera umwanzi wanjye isura iteye ubwoba kandi iteye ubwoba;
Ntutinye, umusore ati, andeba mu maso hizewe, aseka kandi agira neza; ntutinye: arashobora kugutera ubwoba, ariko urashobora kandi guhagarika imbaraga. Yafashe mu ntoki lili nziza kandi ifite impumuro nziza. Komeza neza, ati kumpa, J.-C. buri gihe yabitwaraga mu gituza. Ibisigaye tuzabibona ejo; ibyo birahagije, ngira ngo, uyumunsi.
Aya magambo, Data, mbyutse nshimishijwe nimpano nziza, kandi ntwara byombi nshimira uwangiriye neza, kandi ndakariye umujinya mubi wari wabuze ntatinyutse kugaragara kuva icyo gihe. Ndabivuze hafi, kuko byakomeje kunzirikana rimwe na rimwe, ariko buri gihe nkaba kure, kandi nkantuka gusa kubera imyitozo nakoze mu myaka myinshi ishize, kandi ikaba ari ukunyanyagiza uburiri bwanjye buri mugoroba n'amazi yera, mbere yo kuryama muri yo, kimwe no gukora ibimenyetso byumusaraba hejuru yanjye.
Uyu mwuka mubi nishyari, usa nkutabyihanganira, urashaka kuntera ubwoba niterabwoba. Ari
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avuga ko ninkomeza iyi myitozo, ibyo yita imiziririzo, isekeje kandi isuzuguritse, rwose azabona uburyo bwo kwihorera, mu kongera guteza gutsindwa kw'ikigo twatangiye. Ntugomba gusuzugura rwose iterabwoba rye, Imana yanteye kubona, kandi uburambe bwanyigishije neza ko bigomba kuba indi mpamvu imwe yo kuba maso. Nabonye kenshi ko inzozi ziteye ubwoba ari amatangazo y'ibigeragezo bikomeye ku mwanzi wanjye, kandi akenshi kunanirwa bikagwa ku ruhande rwanjye, rimwe na rimwe simbibona, kubera gukuramo byinshi cyangwa bike byunvikana kuri inema zo mu ijuru; kuberako, Data, burigihe nuburangare bwanjye namakosa yanjye menshi cyangwa make yaranze igicu hagati yImana nanjye; ariko, niba ubona ari byiza, Data, tuzandika ingingo itandukanye ku nzozi zanjye zishimishije cyangwa ziteye ubwoba, ndashaka kubamenyesha kubera isano bafitanye n'ubuzima bwanjye bw'imbere, hamwe na leta zitandukanye nasanze mu isano. ku Mana; kuberako, Data, asinziriye cyangwa akangutse, nzahora ndi enigma idashoboka kubandi no kubwanjye.
Inzozi zamayobera, aho yumva ingorane zo kurandura kwihesha agaciro.
Ntabwo ngomba gutinya kubisubiramo, nyuma yikigeragezo kinini cyindwara zose zubugingo bwanjye, ntanumwe wenda wagize ibyago byinshi nko kwikunda, byari nkibishingiro byimiterere yanjye .; nta muntu wagoye kurandura burundu; ntamuntu wigeze amukomeretsa cyane kandi biteje akaga nkuyu mwete utishimye, uyu mwanzi wo murugo Imana itwemerera kwihanganira muri twe. Ibi nibyo yanteye gusobanukirwa ninzozi zidasanzwe, aho nabonaga ngomba kurwana no kurwanya ibisimba bitandukanye cyangwa byinshi byihishe byerekana ibyaha byurupfu. Umwe mubantu bose nabonaga nkinangiye cyane, kandi ninde wangoye kunesha no gutsindwa, yari coquette ntoya, isukuye cyane, yoroheje kandi iba maso. inzozi.
Ntabwo anyuzwe no kwipimisha wenyine, yahoraga afite icyo akora kurugamba nagombaga gukomeza kurwana nabandi. Yasa nkaho yavutse ubwa kabiri kubera gutsindwa kwe, kandi, kimwe na Proteus, yakomeje kugaruka kubirego muburyo butandukanye. Umwuka wa
Imana yanyumvishije ko iyi nyangabirama, idahishe cyane muri bose, ikundwa no mubigaragara, yari kwikunda, se w'ishema, umwanzi ukomeye w'Imana n'abantu, kandi niho natangiriye cyane guhangayikishwa. Ikibazo, kandi narwanya ngomba gufata ingamba nyinshi, niba nshaka kubona agakiza kanjye, nkuko nabibonye inshuro nyinshi mubuzima bwanjye .
Umuti akoresha mubishuko bye. Gukoza isoni no gusebanya
Kugira ngo nirwaneho rero kuri uyu mwanzi upfa, ndetse birenze, niba umuntu ashobora kubivuga, kuruta ibishuko bidahumanye hamwe nandi makuba nagoswe, numvise nkeneye gutukwa no gukabya; Nakoresheje rero makeri, kwiyiriza ubusa, kuba maso, disipuline n'amasengesho, byamfashije cyane. Icyo gihe, uwatuye icyaha yari yaranyemereye kwambara umukandara w'icyuma; Nari nambaye; ariko J.-C. yambwiye ko ubu buryo butagomba gukoreshwa, kandi ko buri gihe buzampa uburyo bunoze; ko uyu mukandara nashakaga kwambara uzasimbuzwa undi, kandi ko imibabaro yanteye yarushaho kumwishimira, kubera ko yaba yarahisemo atari uwanjye.
Ivugurura ribera mu Muryango ku bw'itegeko ry'Imana.
Kuri uwo munsi, Data, Imana yantegetse kubwira Abbess ko Mushikiwabo agomba kuva mu mashati yenda,
bari bamaze igihe bambara, kugirango bafate umwenda w'imbere w'ubwoya bari basize barwanya iryo tegeko. Ibi byakozwe nubwo byateganijwe numukuru (1).
(1) Iri vugurura ryakozwe ukurikije ubuhamya bwabandi babikira, mu ruzinduko rwa Musenyeri wa Rennes; ariko sinibuka niba aricyo gihe
M. de Girac cyangwa ubundi M. Desnos, uwamubanjirije. Ibi ntacyo bivuze.
Arasaba Umwami wacu indwara; yahawe. Imibabaro ye miremire n'ubugome.
Kuzimya icyarimwe uyu muriro wumwanda, no kumanura ubwibone
ibanga, ryihishe, nukuvuga, mubwimbitse bwumutima wanjye ntabizi, nasabye J.-C. ineza kunyoherereza imbaraga, nicisha bugufi imbere ya bashiki banjye ndetse nanjye ubwanjye. J.-C. yari azi ko nkeneye kundusha, kandi ineza ye ntiyabuze kubikemura. Bidatinze, umuntu yaba yaravuze ibyo byose
ubumuga bwumubiri bwaba bwaraje kunturika bikurikiranye, kandi ko mugihe nyacyo cyamatara manini navuze. Ibi biragaragara ko byari ibihe aho nari nkeneye cyane. Quoniam yemeye ibihe Deo, necesse fuit ut ibishuko probaret te. (Toby.)
Ubwa mbere natewe n'umuriro utinze, mu myaka itari mike, byangizaga imbaraga kugeza aho ntinya ubuzima bwanjye. Uyu muriro udahwema kuntera mumutwe ntabyihanganirwa kandi ububabare bukabije; igituza cyagize ingaruka ku buryo nagombaga kuvurwa indwara ya pulmonia. Nyuma yigihe gito, imikurire nini yinyama yavutse mumavi yanjye yibumoso yagombaga gucibwa no gutemwa
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birababaza cyane; ariko Mana, kubera gucecekesha intege nke zanjye, byari byiza bihagije kugirango mbone uburambe muri kano kanya urugero rwibyabaye mu bahowe Imana batangaje isi kubera guhora mu mibabaro imitekerereze yatekerejweho iracyatera ubwoba. Yahagaritse rero muri njye ubushishozi busanzwe; nuko rero, iyo abishaka, azamura umugabo hejuru ye, kandi ko, mubwe, abagore, abasaza, abana basanzwe bamutwaye kure nubutwari bwabo. kuri ubwo butwari ubwabwo bwabyaye kuri ibyo biratangaje cyane mubapagani.
Aho gufunga, igikomere cyahindutse kubitsa urwenya rwa kanseri aho ubumuga bwijugunye. Iki gihimba cyaramugaye, kandi nagabanutse kubasha kugenda n'inkoni ebyiri gusa. Muganga na muganga wambaga bambonye bari baratangaje ko ntashobora na rimwe kugenda ukundi, kubera ko ukuguru kwanjye kwari agatsiko kandi kumugaye, ntibyashobokaga ko nkoresha. Ariko, Data, sinatinze kubikoresha, nubwo bafashe icyemezo; nanone babaye abambere gutangaza no kuvuga cyane ko uyu muti wari hejuru yubuhanzi bwabo, hejuru yimbaraga za kamere, kandi nibitangaza rwose.
Yakize bidatinze nyuma ya misa yubahiriza Ububabare bwa Yesu Kristo nububabare bwa Mariya.
Nari nasabye gusa abaturage gukora novena mu rwego rwo kubaha abamaritiri bera, kandi muri iyi novena niho nahuye nabyo muri njye
ivi rigaragara kuburyo natunguwe ubwanjye; ariko umuti wuzuye ntiwabaye kugeza umunsi M. Audouin yampaye misa yubahiriza ishyaka rya J.-C, nububabare bwa nyina wera munsi yumusaraba; kandi iki gihe cyari gito cyane kuburyo ntamuntu numwe watindiganyije kubona muri cyo igitangaza nyacyo, kandi raporo yahise ikwirakwira. Naho njyewe, udatinyuka cyane muribi bibazo, sinatinyuka kubyemeza, nubwo ntashidikanya ko hari ubufasha bwihariye buturuka mwijuru, kandi ko Bikira Mariya atongeye kwongera imbaraga ziwe atanga nyamara ikindi kimenyetso cyubushake bwe kuri njye.
Imbaraga mu kazi, zimutera impanuka ibabaza cyane kandi idakira.
Ntabwo byabaye, cyangwa imyaka mike cyane, ko narwaye uburwayi bukabije cyangwa buto, hafi ya buri gihe bangeza ku marembo y'urupfu; no kwambika ikamba byose, imbaraga kumurimo zanteye impanuka imaze imyaka cumi nirindwi cyangwa cumi n'umunani yambereye umusaraba uremereye, umusaraba nzakomeza kuwujyana mumva. Iyi mpanuka nabonaga nabanje kurwara indwara ntashakaga kubyitaho na gato; impamvu igihumbi zambujije, amezi atandatu, kubimenyesha umuntu uwo ari we wese; ariko colic iteye ubwoba, ububabare bukabije numvise bivuyemo amaherezo byampatiye kuza kuri ibyo. Mama wacu yagishije inama abaganga, batangaza ko hamwe n'umwanzi nk'uwo buri mwanya ushobora kuba uwanyuma mu buzima bwanjye. Bashakaga, muburyo bumwe, bampatira kumuburira, nukwemera uburyo ntashobora kwihanganira igitekerezo gusa. Nasubije Mama ko nahisemo gupfa, nibiba ngombwa; ko ahasigaye, niringiye Imana yonyine izi impamvu zanjye kandi nkeneye, kandi ko kuri iyi ngingo ntazigera mbona undi muganga uretse we. Mama wacu yashinze umutimanama wanjye; ndetse yantegetse kubikora kububabare bwo kutumvira, kandi hano nongeye guterwa isoni kuruhande; kubera iki? niyihe shyaka gufata hagati yingaruka ebyiri nanjye natinyaga? Mama wacu yashinze umutimanama wanjye; ndetse yantegetse kubikora kububabare bwo kutumvira, kandi hano nongeye guterwa isoni kuruhande; kubera iki? niyihe shyaka gufata hagati yingaruka ebyiri nanjye natinyaga? Mama wacu yashinze umutimanama wanjye; ndetse yantegetse kubikora kububabare bwo kutumvira, kandi hano nongeye guterwa isoni kuruhande; kubera iki? niyihe shyaka gufata hagati yingaruka ebyiri nanjye natinyaga?
Ariko, Imana yemereye abapadiri beza kuza hano kumfasha; babwiye Abbess, bakurikije tewolojiya yabo, ko kuri iyi ngingo yoroheje batagomba gufata umwanzuro byihuse kuri njye. Ndetse banandikiye Paris, kandi igisubizo bahawe n'ishuri rikomeye ni uko umubikira cyane cyane yashoboraga, mu mutimanama, guhitamo urupfu no kurwakira, aho kugira ngo akorwe mu rubanza nk'urwo. Hano rero ndisanzuye; Nahagurutse nkoresheje kwitondera gato, no gukoresha runaka
bande mbona ko ari umukandara Imana yari yaransezeranije kuzuza uwo nashakaga kwambara. Tugomba kwemerwa, Data, kugira ngo njye ubwanjye ntari gushingira ku mibabaro nk'iyi; ariko amaherezo igomba kunshimisha, kuko Imana ari yo yabigennye. Ntabwo ari abanyabyaha, ahubwo ni we kuduhitamo imisaraba yacu; kandi uyu mukandara, urababaza, urababaza kandi uteye isoni uko uri, ugomba kuba nkunda cyane, kubera ko J.-C. yihitiyemo, uwari yaransezeranije .
Ibintu byose byampinduye, byose byagize uruhare mu gutuma mbabara no kunkoza isoni ahantu hakomeye cyane. Ishema rigomba, Data, kutihanganira Imana cyane, kubera ko ayikurikirana kandi ikayikubita cyane aho isanze hose; kuberako nshobora kuvuga ko yabikurikiranye kubijyanye nanjye aho biheruka, kandi nta mpamvu yo kubyinubira. Kurwanya akababaro n'ingorane nari ndimo
kugotwa, nari mfite inshuti imwe gusa nakinguye umutima wanjye nizeye, kandi ibirenge byanjye nari nzi neza ko nzabona ubutwari no guhumurizwa, wenyine wenyine
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kugeza icyo gihe yinjiye mubitekerezo byanjye no muby'Imana, uwo ihora ifasha mubushobozi bwayo. Ninde wari kumbwira ko ntagomba na rimwe kugira ikindi cyizere kimwe, byibuze? Nibyiza! Data, iyi nshuti, ishyano! niki ntagomba kubabazwa mugihe cyacyo! kuko na none ibintu byose byagombaga kubigiramo uruhare.
Ubwa mbere, nagize ububabare bwo kubona igice cyububabare bwanjye kimutekerezaho, nkuko wabibonye; bidatinze nyuma yo kunkurwaho igihe nari nkeneye ubufasha bwe cyane.Umukene M. Audouin yarapfuye, kandi ni njye nongeye gushinjwa kumumenyesha ko yapfuye ku Mana. Namubwiye rero ko namubonye ari mu mibabaro, kandi nkaho aboshye umusaraba wa J.-C., aho yagombaga kurangirira; byabaye nyuma yiminsi mike ...
Mbega igikuba kuri njye! ... Ntagushidikanya kumpumuriza kuberako Imana yamweretse, hashize iminsi mike apfuye, akava muri purgatori, kandi yicaye kumurongo wumugisha wintebe yintebe yambitswe indabyo, imikindo. na
indabyo. Nizeye ko azababara, nasabye cyane ababikira kwifatanya nanjye kwihutira gutabarwa kwe n'amasengesho yacu: babikoranye umwete mwinshi; kandi gutangaza ko yakiriwe mwijuru nabyo byabahaye umunezero mwinshi (1).
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Ntabwo nshobora, kuriyi nshuro, gusiba ibintu byihariye byambayeho nyuma y'amezi make nyuma yibi. Nukuri igihe cyari igihe ibitotezo byangiriye nabi cyane. Ishyaka rya dayimoni ryatsinze, niba nshobora kubivuga.
Natunguwe, nyamara, niba bigomba kwemerwa, nakoraga ibishoboka byose kugirango nemeze ko nabaye nkinisha amakosa. Imana, nubwo ari njye, yumvise muri njye. Mana yanjye, naramubwiye rimwe na rimwe, ngira ngo unyigishe, umurikire, nkureho urujijo. Ah! iyaba nari ngifite M. Audouin, byibuze yarampumuriza! Ninde
mpa kumenya icyo abitekerezaho ubu? Kera yari mubitekerezo byanjye, kandi niba naribeshye, nawe yari ahari; ariko ni irihe jisho abona icyo kintu kuva yagaragara imbere y'Imana? Ibyo, iyo mbimenya, nibyo byangemeza; ariko nubusa ndamwifuza, kandi Imana ntizemera ko asohoka, ngo anyigishe, kuva ikuzimu.
Noneho, Data, natekerezaga nanjye ubwanjye nimugoroba ngiye kuryama. Ntabwo nigeze ndyama aho, kandi urumuri rwacu ruzimye, kuruta uko numvise inyuma yumwenda umwenda utandukanye cyane, nzi ko ari uwa nyakwigendera M. Audouin; ku buryo ntatekereza ko byashobokaga ko umuntu uwo ari we wese, uwo umuntu yaba, atitaye ku bigaragara, yatekereza ko yinjiye mu kagari kacu, kugira ngo abashe, kugeza icyo gihe, kwigana cyangwa kwigana imvugo ye .
Ijwi ryambwiye, rivuga hasi, kandi mu ijwi rimwe ryatekereje mu rukiko: Mushiki wanjye, kurikiza umucyo w'ijuru ukumurikira, kandi ntuhagarike ibiganiro byubusa by'abatabisobanukiwe.
Natunguwe kurwego rwanyuma, ntagize ubwoba buke; muburyo bunyuranye, nifuzaga cyane kuba twaraganiriye na we igihe kirekire, nubwo yari yarambwiye byinshi muri aya magambo make. Ndetse niyo yari ishingiro ryibyo nifuzaga kumenya, kandi nashakaga gusa kuba nizeye neza kurenza uko nabaga mubyukuri. Imana ntiyabimwemereye, kandi ngomba kuvuga gusa ibyabaye, nkurikije ukuri nyako kwukuri. Ese ni wowe,
M. Audouin, natangaye? Nubwo naganiriye nkareba mu mucyo
kuva ku kwezi, nta kindi numvise, mbona nta kiboneka; aho rero ntabwo byoroshye, mubitekerezo byanjye, gusobanura uburyo, iyaba amatwi yanjye yarashutswe, amaso yanjye ntiyari kugira ingaruka kubitekerezo bimwe (1). Reka dusubiremo intambwe zacu gato.
Nukuri byari hano, cyangwa ntanarimwe, ahantu nigihe cyo kubona cyangwa kwizera kubona umuzimu, niba byari ukuri ko igitekerezo gishobora kubyara kimwe, nkuko dukunda kubisubiramo cyane .
Bwana Le Marié, umuyobozi mushya, araburirwa kubirwanya. Icyo agomba kubabara.
M. Audouin yari yasimbuwe na M. Le Marié, witaye cyane ku kuburira icyiswe gukabya kwanjye, ibitekerezo byanjye, icyubahiro cyanjye . (2). Bamenyesheje kandi M. Larticle, umuyobozi w’abadamu ba Ursuline, nizeraga cyane. Nakurikiranwe kandi nitegereza ahantu hose nitonze cyane, ndetse no mu rukiko rwa penetensiya, aho, niba ibyo navuze byari birebire kuruta uko byari bisanzwe, nta bwoba bwo kumburira ngo ndangize, nibaza n'ijwi rirenga niba ngiye gusubiramo ibya kera. amakosa, hanyuma usubire kurota yanjye.
M. Le Marié yabaye umuyobozi wa paruwasi ya Balazé, hafi y'umujyi wa Vitré. Nirukanye mu baturage, nagiye kumureba; ariko nageze iwe nimugoroba nimugoroba ahatirwa kugenda kugira ngo ahunge ubushinjacyaha. Njye mbona bisa nkaho agomba kuba yarumvise noneho ko amatangazo ya Mushikiwabo atari igitekerezo nkuko yari yabyemeje. Sinzi uko byagenze kuri uyu muyobozi mwiza.
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Ndibuka, mubindi, ko umunsi umwe umuntu winjiye yinjiye mu kwatura, anshyira mu majwi muburyo bukabije, anyita umuyoboke wibinyoma, umusazi, umuswa, umusazi, nubundi bugwaneza busa. Kandi ko mugihe M. Le Marié yari kumpa gusiba, nakiriye neza cyane. Kuva aho, nashakaga guturika ndaseka, ntekereza
ko nari maze guhabwa umugisha no gukurwaho kuruhande rumwe, mugihe kurundi ruhande nakiriye ibitutsi no gusebanya gusa; ariko ikintu cyari gikomeye cyane kuburyo ntanshimisha; nuko nanyuzwe no kumusengera ntabwiye umuntu.
Monsieur Larticle amubwira ko yashutswe, kandi aramwizera.
Imana, mu gihe gito, ntacyo yatumye mbona; Nta kindi nari mfite cyo kubwira abatuye ibirenze ibintu bisanzwe n'ububabare bwa muntu. Baca batekereza ko bafite uburenganzira bwo kuntuka ubwabo, bampagarariye ko benshi bashutswe na dayimoni, ko bitinde bitebuke amakosa yavumbuwe, nibindi. M. Larticle yambwiye neza umunsi umwe ko twabaye, M. Audouin na njye; ko afite uburambe buke cyane kubintu nkibi; ko nagize ibyago byinshi byo gutakaza ubwanjye ... Banyinjije ko nashoboraga kugwa mu mutego w'agatsiko bise convulsionnaires , kandi aho ntari nzi kuruta ibitekerezo byabo byose (1).
(1) Ibitekerezo byabo byose n'amahame yabo yabuze ishingiro no kubishyira mubikorwa. Byongeye kandi, abasomye Ubuzima bwabatagatifu bazi ko atariyo yambere Imana yagerageje muri ubu bwoko, yemerera igihe abayobozi babo bitirirwa imikorere ya satani niki cyagize ingaruka kumyitwarire idasanzwe ya Uwiteka ikirere; ariko Imana ntiyigeze yemera ko imitima yubupfura itereranwa nabayobozi babo bose; bamye bafite ibihagije byo kubizeza. Ubuzima bwa Saint Thérèse bwonyine burahagije kugenzura ibyo mvuze byose.
Ibi byose, byongeyeho ubwoba nagize bwo gushukwa, byatsinze kunyemeza; kandi muri ibyo, yashutswe kuruta ikindi gihe cyose, nashimiye Imana kuba yarandokoye ikosa ryanjye, mugihe yari yarankijije ubwibone bwanjye. Nongeye kwibeshya, Data, ntabwo nakize rwose; ariko dore inkubi, nukuvuga, yarangije kuyijanjagura: inkoni yishimye amaherezo yatumye iyi aposteme ishaje iturika, iki gisebe cyibanga nuburozi nahoraga ngaburira, kandi Imana yahoraga ikora kugirango isukure kandi isenye muburyo bwose, ndetse ntabizi. Igomba, yego, bigomba kuba ari uko ubwibone butishimye butamwihanganira, kandi ko bushinze imizi mu mutima wanjye wicira urubanza, kubera ko byasabye gukubitwa inshuro nyinshi kandi zikomeye kugira ngo ndimbure, niba nshobora kubivuga. ' aracyariho; ariko burigihe habaye itandukaniro rikomeye muri njye muriki kibazo, kuva iminsi iyo dore.
Yumva afite ubushake bwo kubwira M. Larticle gutotezwa kwa Kiliziya. Amwita umusazi cyangwa umuhakanyi.
Numvaga nshishikajwe cyane no kubwira nyakwigendera M. Larticle icyo Imana yanyeretse ku itotezwa rya Kiliziya, kunyaga umutungo w'abapadiri? agasuzuguro k'imbaraga za papa, gutotezwa kwa kiliziya, n'akaga k'idini, n'imbaraga z'ishema nabonye zitera imbere . Nari meze iruhande rwanjye, ndamuvugisha
utanyumva rero. Hagarara ushikamye, Data, ndamubwira nti, ihagarare ushikamye; Ndabona itorero ryera rinyeganyega mbonye izo mbaraga zikomeye zizamuka zirwanya .... Inkingi nyinshi zayo ziragwa.
ahinda umushyitsi. Hagarara ushikamye, Data; Ndabwira abantu bose, komera cyane.
Muri aya magambo, atigeze yumva, M. Larticle yatekereje ko agomba kugerageza kuzimya muri njye ndetse no kwibuka ibyo yise kwibeshya kwanjye. Uravuga iki, mushiki wanjye, yarize giturumbuka? ushatse kuvuga iki? kuberako ndakwemereye ko ntagusobanukiwe na gato .... Waba umuhanuzi wibyago ? (Birasobanutse neza
uyumunsi kuruta uko byari byinshi cyane.) Uratumenyesha ibintu bibi kandi bihemu. Luther yahanuye kandi ko Itorero rizagwa, ariko Itorero ntirigomba na rimwe kugwa. Witondere, Mushiki wanjye, waba uri umuhakanyi cyangwa wasaze, ntahantu ho hagati. Kuri njye, ntacyo numva (1). Nyamara hariho impamvu yo hagati.
(1) Kuri njye, ntacyo numva kubyerekeye. Njye mbona, aribyo byose byari ukuri mubyukuri mubitekerezo bye, kandi muriki gihe ntabwo yari akwiye kubyemeza neza ko hariho ubuyobe cyangwa gukabya mubintu atigeze yumva. Tumaze kubona ahandi ko ari we ubwe wibeshye kubera ubwoba bwonyine bwo kubigwamo, kandi ibyo avuga hano bikora gusa kubyemeza. Ni bibi cyane gufata umwanzuro wihuse, na cyane cyane urwikekwe, kubintu nkibi.
Yemera icyemezo cye, akuraho amakosa akekwaho, kandi akatura muri rusange.
Igitekerezo gusa cyubuyobe cyanteye ubwoba. Ijambo sinister yari yarakoresheje, numvise ko anyizera ko ndi umu Janseniste . Mwami, Mana yanjye, nararize, njye Jansenist! Ah! Data, ahubwo upfe aho kuba umuhakanyi. Ndabamenyesheje ko nshaka kwizera gusa ibyo Itorero ryizera. Nibyiza! Data, kubera ko Itorero ryanciriye urubanza, ndisubiraho kandi ndamuciraho iteka ibyo ntekereza byose byanyeretse. (Turabona hano ko Mushikiwabo w'umukene yari afite kwizera
byoroshye cyane ku buryo yafashe umupadiri w'Itorero, kandi akagira ubuzima buke ku ruhande rwe kugira ngo afate umwanzuro. Hariho, ariko, hari itandukaniro rinini muri ibyo byose kuva kuri umwe kugeza kuwundi.) Ntabwo nshaka kongera kwibanda ku bitekerezo by'ibitekerezo byanjye; kuko kuva
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Itorero rirabyemeza, nta gushidikanya. Nibyo, nagize ibyago byo gukinisha abadayimoni Mana yanjye, ntuntume icyaha, cyangwa ngo umpe agaciro .
kubabarira; Ikirenze byose, unkize ubuyobe, ibyo ntinya kuruta urupfu. Icyo nshaka gutekereza ni ugukora penetensiya.
Kandi sinagarukiye aho, kubera ko nabyiyemereye muri rusange kandi byuzuye, aho nashinjaga ibintu byose byabaye, byibuze nkizera ko nshoboye; Nongeye guhindura ibyo natuye mbere, ibyo nabonaga ntacyo bimaze byibuze; Ndetse narize nk'ibyaha byinshi iyerekwa n'ihishurwa nari narabonye kuva mu ijuru gusa.
Ndabisubiramo rero, kuko ndabyizeye neza ubu, nashutswe kuruta ikindi gihe cyose, nashimiye Imana kuba yarankijije uburiganya bwa satani, kandi yari yarankijije gusa uburiganya bwibitekerezo byanjye no kubyimba kwa umutima wanjye.
Nahoraga nukuri kumushimira, ariko sinari nzi imiterere ya serivisi yampaye; Nari nizeye gutakaza ibintu byose kuruhande rwa gahunda yo gutangaza ibyo yari yamenyesheje, nyamara yari yarampinduye gusa kugirango nshyire mu bikorwa iyi gahunda. Yakoragayo igihe kirekire muburyo bwose, binyuze mubitutsi bitandukanye; ariko ntabwo yigeze antererana burundu, urukundo rwe rw'Imana rwatunganije ibintu byanjye byose, kandi byonyine byashoboraga kuntunga hagati yububabare bwinshi nububabare.
Imana imuhumuriza mububabare bwe, avuga ko ubwibone bwe bukomeye.
Numvaga mpumurizwa imbere ko ntacyo byari bimaze kugerageza gusobanura, nagize intera mugihe Imana yasaga nkinshimishijwe no kunsubiza ibintu byose nkoresheje amatara nubuntu budasanzwe ku ngingo zitandukanye z’idini ryacu ryera, kandi ko mugihe. Ndetse aho yabaga ari.
Nakubiswe bikomeye cyane ishema ryanjye. Data, mbega ukuntu Imana ari nziza, kandi mbega ukuntu twibeshye kwinubira ubukana bwayo, kuko ikubita abo ikunda gusa, ikabakomeretsa gusa kugira ngo ibakize! Uko yanshyize hasi kuruhande rumwe, niko yasaga nkushaka kundera kurundi ruhande; yasaga nkukuboko kumwe kunyereka ibihembo namakamba, hamwe nundi kurwana numusaraba byashoboraga kunshimisha. Yasa nkuwambwiye imyitwarire ye: Uzatsinda abanzi bawe b'abanyamahanga nyuma yo gutsinda wenyine, ukandagira munsi y'ibirenge byawe ibyifuzo bya kamere. Ku matongo yacyo niho hubakwa inyubako yo gutungana. Ugomba guhora ukora kugirango ubamba umusaza muriwe, kugirango utange ubuzima kumuntu mushya. Noneho, Data, akikijwe n'umusaraba, nabonye ubufasha bw'umukozi mwiza Imana yanyeretse mu nzozi, ndavuga urukundo rw'Imana, rwahoraga ruhuze cyane kuborohereza no kwihanganira, kuboroshya. kubikorwa bye. Ndabikubwiye Azavuga ahandi; ibyo ni byinshi kuri uyu munsi.
Indwara ikomeye imugeza ku marembo y'urupfu. Igitero cy'abadayimoni giteye ubwoba.
“Mw'izina rya Data, ry'Umwana, n'ibindi. »
Mbere yuburwayi bukomeye nigeze kubona, J.-C. yambonekeye muburyo bwizuba ryiza, urumuri rworoheje kandi ruto rwatumye numva ko ngomba kwitwaza nihanganye kurwanya ibitero byabadayimoni; ko kubwibyo nagombaga kugira kwicisha bugufi cyane kandi gutunganye kubushake bw'Imana, nkayitererana ntabitse ubugingo n'umubiri, hanyuma amaherezo niyemeza kwegura kubyo Imana isa nkansaba. Njye . Ibyo nabikoze guhera kumasaha nyine, nkabishaka nkamuha igitambo cyubuzima bwanjye mugihe byamushimishije kubijugunya.
Kuva icyo gihe, Data, iyi ndwara ikomeye yatangaje ubwayo, bidatinze ifatwa nk'iyanyuma: abaganga bari barabisobanuye; ariko uwabimwemereye, akaba na shobuja wigenga wurupfu nurupfu, ntabwo yabuciriye urubanza nkabaganga: yari yaranabitegetse ukundi, ariko nagombaga kongera guhura naya makuba kugirango ndushye chalice yuburakari kuriyo yari yarampaye inema yo kwegura. Mfite ibikoresho byamasakaramentu yanyuma, nari nsigaranye umwuka wubuzima gusa; ko twari twiteze kubona kuzimya umwanya uwariwo wose. Bashiki banjye bose mumasengesho
bari bategereje kwakira umwuka wanjye wanyuma; buji yahawe umugisha yacanywe kuriyi mihango ibabaje; Natekereje ko nabonye mumaso yanjye idasanzwe cyangwa isanduku yagenewe
gushyingura. Naciriwe urubanza nta ubwenge. Yoo! Data, Nari nsigaranye byinshi cyane kubwamahoro yo mumutima!
Barangije amasengesho yose asabwa nubugingo bwanjye, babonye ko ntararangira, ababikira barasezeye baransiga jyenyine. Nigihe umudayimoni yari antegereje, kandi igihe Imana imwemereraga kuntera igitero cyubugome . Sohoka mva ikuzimu; bari bitwaje ibibando, baravuga batukana bati: Dutegereje ko roho yawe igufata, twateganijwe kuguhemba ikuzimu kubera ubwibone bwawe, uburyarya bwawe n'ibyaha byawe Sohoka vuba ,
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roho mbi, kandi turi mumuriro.
Ndakubajije, Data, iyo Imana itampagarika ikuzimu, kandi niba itanshigikiye wenyine kurwanya iki gitero giteye ubwoba yemeye? Ibyo nashoboraga gukora byose muburyo bwo gutererana aho nagombaga kumwitura mfite ikizere gishoboka, kandi nkamusezeranya ko azicuza, aramutse ansubije. Ubuzima; nyuma yibyo byerekezo byombi nabonaga nongeye gusubira ikuzimu bari batanze.
Guhinda umushyitsi no guterwa ubwoba n'iyerekwa riteye ubwoba, umwuka wanjye wacishijwe bugufi nkuko umubiri wanjye wacitse intege; kandi Imana, nkuko mubibona, yakoze kuva ikomeza muri njye, muburyo bushya rwose, iyi myitwarire yo kwicisha bugufi yari yarashinzeyo hakoreshejwe uburyo buhenze kandi bubi kuri kamere. Buhoro buhoro numvaga imbaraga zanjye zigarutse: ubushake bwanjye bwatangaje ko ubuzima bwanjye bwagarutse, kandi nkimara gukira, nagiye kumenyesha ibyabaye kuri M. Le Marié, utumva ikintu na kimwe. Kuri ibi byose.
Hindura imbere muri Mushikiwabo. Ubuntu bwumvikana kandi budasanzwe burahagarara. Yinjira mubumenyi bwikiremwa cyimana nubusa.
Amahano, ibitotezo byari byatesheje agaciro umwuka wanjye, indwara nububabare byari byashenye umubiri wanjye kandi bikandamiza imyigaragambyo yumubiri. Ngaho
calumny ntabwo yari afite, kandi umudayimoni ubwe wasaga nkutinyuka kutongera kwigaragaza; kandi, Data, muri uku guceceka kwiza kwibyifuzo nubushake, muri aya masezerano y’abanzi banjye bose, niho Imana yanyumvise ngo anyobore mu nzira nshya rwose yari yangeneye. .
Ibigaragara, umunezero, amatara mu Mana, ihumure ryumvikana byose ni bibi cyane kubantu Imana ibaha, kuko burigihe byoroshye ko satani abigana kugeza igihe runaka, no gukora byibuze bike ibiryo by'ubwibone, burigihe bigaburira, keretse Imana itanze icyarimwe, nkuko yabigiriye abera yatoneshaga, ineza igereranije, ibigeragezo, ibishuko, imisaraba ibasha kubarwanya, no gukomeza umwuka muburyo bwo kwicisha bugufi, bitabaye ibyo umuntu yashoboraga kugwa nka Satani, kuva hejuru yijuru kugeza ikuzimu.
Imana rero yarampagaritse muri njye, ndetse itera itara ridasanzwe, kwishima, kuzamurwa, iyerekwa ryo hanze rihagarara burundu, kugirango risimbuze ibitekerezo satani ashobora kuba ari gake cyane kandi bigoye cyane, kuko nta sano bifitanye. ku byumviro byo hanze; Ndashaka kuvuga, Data, ubumenyi bw'Imana na njye ubwanjye, buri muri byose ijwi ryizewe ry'agakiza.
Imana rero yatangiye kuntakaza mubitekerezo byahoraga byerekana ubunini bwayo, byafashe umwanya wo guhumurizwa imbere. Nabonye Imana muri byose n'ahantu hose; ibiremwa byose byasaga nkanjye byashizwemo kandi byuzuyemo ubudahangarwa bwe: byari ingaruka nyinshi zububasha bwayo, imigezi myinshi yatangiranye nubumana bwe ikagaruka aho bahurira: wenyine wenyine yari ukomeye, ufite imbaraga, uhoraho, udahinduka. Yari intangarugero kandi ikenewe cyane, kubera ko abandi bose babayeho muri we no muri we, nta kuvuga, kubaho kwabo. Ibintu byose rero, usibye Imana, byanyeretse icyuho giteye ubwoba, ubwoko bwubusa, aho nanjye ubwanjye nashizwemo, cyangwa ahubwo nanjye ubwanjye nari icyuho giteye ubwoba nasanze ahantu hose. Natwaye muri njye ubu busa nanze.
Aho niho Imana yantumye kugaruka kureba akababaro kanjye ngaho no gushushanya imyifatire yasabaga kumurimo dukorana nanjye uyu munsi. Iki gitekerezo cyubusa bwanjye, yatumye antangira ibyo wagombaga kwandika, yarabitangaje cyane mubwimbitse bwubugingo bwanjye no mubuzima bwanjye bwose, kuburyo rimwe na rimwe numvaga amaherezo byumye kugeza kuri umuzi w'ubwibone. Ijuru! Data . Niko bimeze, yambwiye umunsi umwe,
nyuma yubusabane bwanjye, ubu ndashaka kugukorera muri wowe, nta mfashanyo yawe cyangwa kwivanga kwimyumvire yumubiri.
Ubuzima bwe bwose busa nkaho ari ikirundo cyamakosa, yiyemereye muri rusange M. Lesne.
Muri iyi myitwarire mishya, Data, ubuzima bwanjye bwose bwashize nabonaga nkikirundo cyamakosa atabarika, yudusembwa nibyaha byinshi, ubwinshi muri bwo bwarampagaritse umutima ubwoba; kwizeza bike no kwizeza ubwanjye, nashakaga kuvuga ikindi kintu rusange, kandi kugeza ubu cyari cyo kintu cyuzuye kandi kirambuye mubuzima bwanjye. Nabihaye M. Lesné de Montaubert, wari umaze gusimbura M. Le Marié, wari wabaye umuyobozi wa paruwasi ya Balazé. Yaramfashije cyane; kandi ubwo naterwaga ubwoba numubare utagira ingano w'amakosa yanjye y'ubwoko bwose, arambwira ati: Mushiki wanjye, niba Imana iguhaye ubumenyi bwuzuye kuri bo, wabona ko ugenda wenda birenze ndetse no guhitana ubuzima bwawe muri rusange.
Ntabwo yibeshye, kandi, kugira ngo anyemeze, Imana yahise ishyira mumaso yubugingo bwanjye indorerwamo yizerwa yumutimanama wanjye. Ijuru! mbega isura! Nabonye hari imbaga iteye ubwoba yinenge, uburangare, ubuhemu bwubwoko bwose, ibyo nabimenye
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kuba uwanjye, ariko muri ibyo sinari narigeze ntekereza kwishinja kwatura. Nkuko atari ikosa ryanjye muri uku gusiba, nongeye kubura kwibuka nkimara kuntwara indorerwamo. Nanyuzwe rero, no kubarega muri rusange nkuko nabibonye, kandi nkaba narushijeho kwiyemeza kwisuzugura no kurimbura.
Ubu busa bukomeye nahoraga mbona hanze yanjye ubwanjye no muri njye ubwanjye, nifatanije niyi mitekerereze ibabaje kandi idahwema kubona uko umutimanama wanjye umeze, amaherezo numva ibyiyumvo byimbitse byimibabaro yanjye nubukuru bwImana, byanyujije muri bo. -Nubwo kugeza ibyiringiro biryoshye mubyiza byumwanditsi wanjye. Nahise nijugunya muri we kugira ngo mbone inkunga yanjye, imbaraga zanjye, no guhumurizwa kwanjye. Ibi bitekerezo byankomeje hagati yanjye, kandi ntibyari bikwiye na rimwe kumbuza amahwemo muburyo ubwo aribwo bwose; icyakora, nabonye ko inshuro zirenze imwe satani yagerageje kubyungukiramo kugirango ambabaze birenze urugero, kandi antere imbaraga zo kutizera ibyiza byimana.
Yatangajwe no kubona ubuhemu bwe. J.-C. aramwizeza.
Numvaga mvukiye muri njye ubwoba burenze urugero ko Imana izantererana, cyangwa igomba kuntererana umunsi umwe kubera ubuhemu bwanjye. Ibi byiringiro biteye ubwoba byenda kuba byantaye muburyo buteye ubwoba, iyaba J.-C. itarakumira iyi mayeri yubushotoranyi. Umunsi umwe nabonekeye ko nahangayikishijwe cyane nubusa bukomeye bwibiremwa ndetse nanjye ubwanjye.
Arambwira ati: “Uratinya iki? Ntabwo mpagije kuzuza umutima? kureka ibindi byose, uzasanga byose muri njye; witererane kubushake bwanjye, kandi nzamenya uburyo bwo kwishyura ibyiringiro byawe, nzamenya uburyo bwo kukwishyura ibitambo uzaba wangiriye. Ndi byose kubantu batagifata kubintu byose. Hano, mukobwa wanjye, yongeyeho, nicyo nshaka ko usobanukirwa niyi myitwarire mishya.
Ubu buswa bukomeye bw'isi, uku kutagira ikiremwa, uru rupfu kuri wewe no kubintu byose byaremwe, ni ishusho itangaje y'ibyabaye ku rupfu. Ubugingo, bwakuwe mu byumviro no gutandukana nibintu byose byumvikana, bugwa muri uku kurimbuka kwuzuye kwa kamere. Ibintu byose byarazimye, byose byararimbutse, byose byarapfuye kuri we: isi ntikibaho; ntakibona, ntakintu akoraho uretse Imana; kandi kuva ako kanya ibona ko yinjiye mu bunini bwayo, nk'igitonyanga cy'amazi kigwa mu gituza cy'inyanja, aho ihita yinjizwa idatakaje kubaho.
Niho icyuho cyuzuye cyuzuye, kuko ikiremwa cyaricyo gihe kiri hagati yacyo; yageze ku ntego ye, yishimira iherezo rye rya nyuma nibyiza byigenga. Ariho mukobwa wanjye, aho ngutegereje umunsi umwe, kandi kubwibyo ndashaka kugutegurira hakiri kare; erega ntihazaboneka inyemezabuguzi muri iyi nyanja yumunezero usibye abayigizemo uruhare mubuzima bwabo, bakanga byose kugirango batererane batizigamye mugituza cya kibyeyi cyamuremye. Ngiyo isoko batangiriyeho, aho bagomba guhora bakunda, kuko aricyo kigo cyonyine cyo kuruhuka kwabo.
Amahirwe yubugingo yashyize umunezero mubintu byaremwe.
Mbega itandukaniro, Data, hagati yubugingo bwamahirwe nuwumunyabyaha uzashyira umunezero we hamwe nicyubahiro cye mubiremwa, ibinezeza byifuzo nibyifuzo bya kamere yononekaye! Iyo umubano wamuhambiriye mubuzima no kwishimira iyi si yuburiganya ucitse, azumva kandi ko Imana ihari, ariko azamubona nkumucamanza udahinduka.
kandi bidasobanutse. Imyitwarire idahwitse izamujyana kuri we; azashaka kandi kwiterera mu gituza cye; kuko nubushake busanzwe kandi bukenewe bwibitekerezo byose byaremwe; ariko azahora yirukanwa muri yo n'imbaraga zitagaragara, ikiganza kizamutanyagura nta mpuhwe, urubanza rubi atazigera ashobora kunama, kandi ruzahora rwicwa. Ijwi riteye ubwoba rizahora ryumvikana mu mutimanama we w'ubugizi bwa nabi n'aya magambo yihebye: Kuramo, nturi uwanjye; Sinkuzi.
Azarengerwa rero ubuziraherezo nuburemere bwibi byose azitwaza hose; ubusa kuri we no ku biremwa yari yarashizemo ikizere n'ibyishimo bye; icyuho giteye ubwoba, nta kindi azasangamo usibye kwibeshya bimushukashuka, ibyaha azaba yarakoze, kandi bitazigera bihwema kumubabaza. Mbega ibyago byubugingo budapfa! Mbega ibihe bizahoraho! Abanyabyaha babi, wagombaga kuvuka kubwibyago bikomeye kuburyo udashaka kwirinda, kandi ukaba utananiwe no kubitekerezaho?
Ubu bumenyi bwanjye, Data, bwari bwo buryo Imana yanshakaga, kandi yari yaranyoboye igihe kinini cyane, kuko yangiriye neza kubimenyesha; ariko ntabwo aribwo abadayimoni baba bashaka, ntabwo rero yaretse kuntera impungenge kuriyi ngingo, nkuko yabigiriye kubandi, bampagarariye ko iyo nza kuba narahumekewe n'Imana rwose, naba narafashwe ku ngufu. kugeza mwijuru rya gatatu kandi bitwarwa rwose hanze yanjye; amaherezo impertinences zose nagarutseho
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konte, kandi yahuye nintambara ziteye ubwoba twatangiye kwandika; kuberako, uko yikubye kabiri imbaraga, Imana yazutse kandi yongereye muri njye ibitekerezo byambere byari byarananiranye.
Kuba adashobora gufungura hamwe na Bwana Lesné. Ubworoherane bwe bukomeye kubikora hamwe n'umwanditsi, uwo Imana yari yaramutegetse gusubiramo nka echo ibyo yari yamumenyesheje byose.
Nari nizeye cyane M. Lesne kumubwira ibisanzwe; ariko bigomba kwaturwa, numvise byanze bikunze kumumenyesha imbere yanjye, ugereranije nibintu bidasanzwe Imana yakoreraga. Uku kwangwa kwarushijeho gushimangirwa nibyemezo bimwe na bimwe bya laconic hamwe nibisubizo yari azi uburyo bwo guhunga ibiganiro byose byari kuba bisa nkaho byagarutse kera. Byaba ari ukugerageza, cyangwa ku ruhande rwe urwikekwe runaka rwamumenyeshejwe, nk'uko umuntu ashobora kubitekereza; Cyangwa amaherezo, ko Imana itamugeneye kubwibyo, nkuko umuntu ashobora kubyemera, muburyo ubwo aribwo bwose bwabaye, ntabwo nigeze ngomba gushyira imbaraga zanjye muri njye ntatinyutse kubitekerezaho. Gufungura umuntu uwo ari we wese. Nahisemo rero gutegereza ikirere kugirango cyisobanure neza mumpa umwanya nuburyo bwo gukora ibyo bisa nkibisaba .
Hanyuma, Data, iki gihe nubu buryo ntabwo bwari kure, Providence y'Imana yakuyoboye hano kugirango ukureho gushidikanya, gukosora amaganya yanjye, gutuza ibitekerezo byanjye, no gusimbuza ibyo nari natakaje muri nyakwigendera Bwana Audouin, nshyira, nkuko nizeye, kurangiza bikora kumurimo yakoze kandi yatangiye. Iyi myiyerekano, Data, nakubonye kera cyane mbere yuko nkubona, kandi mbere yuko bizwi ko uzatubera umuyobozi mu mwanya wa M. Lesne. Ndabikubwiye, Data, hamwe n'ubuswa bumwe nakubwiye ibindi byose (1). Nari mfite kuva mu ntangiriro icyizere muri wewe kitavuguruzanya, kandi nizera ko kitazigera kivuguruzanya. Nababwiye rero ibintu byinshi kurenza abandi, kandi ndashobora kwizeza ko nta muyobozi uzwi nkuko unzi. Nkwifurije kuba uwanyuma, kandi ko umfasha mugihe cyurupfu kugirango umpe imbaraga nizeye muri iki gice cyanyuma, mfite impamvu nyinshi zo kubifata kubera imbaraga zitazabura kutazongera gukina satani. , niba Imana imuhaye uruhushya.
. Imana ni umutware wo gukoresha uwo ishaka, kandi ibikoresho bidakomeye buri gihe nibyiza mumaboko ye, nkuko nabivuze ahandi.
Iki cyizere nagushizemo, Data, cyarategetswe, kandi ntabwo byigeze bintwara. Nibyo, ndabisubiramo, nari mfite itegeko ryo gutuma wandika ibintu byose byambayeho ahantu, ibihe nibindi nkibyo
ibihe. Imana yangiriye inama inshuro zirenze imwe kubisubiramo nka echo ibyo yambwiye cyangwa yanteye kubona, kuko yagombaga kubikuramo icyubahiro n'ibyiza by'itorero rye. Ku ruhande rwawe, Data, wasabye ko nguha ibisobanuro kuri byo; kwari ukugira ngo numvire Imana nawe ni wowe nabikoze: nuko ntangira ibyo navuze byose nibutsa inshingano nari ngomba kumvira. Ni Imana yongeye, Data, ishaka ko ndangiza inkuru ndende y'ubuzima bwanjye bw'imbere, nkaguha ibitekerezo rusange muri leta zitandukanye nasanzemo, n'amatara atandukanye nakiriye mu ijuru. Ariko ibyo birahagije uyumunsi, igihe kirageze cyo kuruhuka. Muraho, Data, munsengere.
Imyitwarire Imana yamumenyesheje icyo yatumye yandikwa.
“Mw'izina rya Data, ry'Umwana, n'ibindi. »
Data, kubyerekeye iyerekwa nuburyo Imana yamenyesheje ibintu bitandukanye naganiriye nawe, Itorero n'ibitotezo byayo, urubanza, paradizo, ikuzimu, purgatori, nibindi, nibindi, nibindi, Nakubwiye ahantu ibintu bisa nkaho bibera imbere yanjye, rimwe na rimwe ahantu hamwe, rimwe na rimwe ahandi, hafi buri gihe kumusozi. Nakubwiye ko J.-C. yambonekeyeyo, nko mu itorero, ndetse no mu kagari kacu, mu buryo bw'umuntu, kandi nk'uko yari ameze mu buzima bwe bupfa; rimwe na rimwe yumvaga yumva, haba mu magambo cyangwa n'amatara y'imbere, ataretse ngo agaragare.
Ndamaze kubasobanurira ibyo byose uko nshoboye; ariko niba umbajije, kurugero, uko nasanze ahantu hatandukanye, nzagusubiza ko ntazi. Icyo nakwemeza rwose ni uko, igihe ukubaho kwImana kwangaragarije muburyo bwumvikana nu mucyo, ako kanya kandi muri ako kanya, nasanze najyanywe aho Imana yanshakaga, kandi aribyo yagombaga kuba ahaboneka amashusho yari yarahagaritse kungira indorerezi; hanyuma, niba yaranyegereye ibintu cyangwa ko yanyegereye ibintu, ibyo sinshobora gutandukanya neza, kandi, ndatekereza,
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bigoye cyane, byanze bikunze nababonye, byibuze, n'amaso yibitekerezo. Nubwo namaze umwanya munini ntekereza ibintu bitandukanye banyeretse, urugendo rwa mbere rwantwaye ngaho rwakozwe buri gihe mu kanya nk'ako guhumbya; biracyabaho rimwe na rimwe, nubwo gake cyane. Ndabona, Nkoraho, Ndumva, nubwo gukoresha ibyumviro byahagaritswe byose cyangwa igice, nkuko nabikubwiye mbere.
Kugirango ubyumve neza, Data, birahagije kongera kukwibutsa ibyanyuze muri njye mugihe prose yabapfuye yaririmbwaga umunsi wanyuma wabatagatifu. Numvise mbona ubwanjye najyanywe ikuzimu; ariko, nkuko mubizi, ntacyo nagize ubwoba, kuva njye Nari kumwe na J.-C. Ngaho, nabonye, nasuzumye ibintu byose biteye ubwoba naganiriye nawe muburyo burambuye nabakugiriye. Mu gihe ibitekerezo byanjye byari bihugiyeho, numvise kimwe cya kabiri numva ababikira baririmba iruhande rwanjye; ariko amajwi yabo yunze ubumwe yaremye gusa amajwi atumvikana kandi atumvikana mumatwi yanjye. Ahagana ku iherezo rya prose, navuye muri ubu bwoko bw'ubunebwe, nongeye gukoresha ibyumviro nk'umuntu ukangutse asinziriye cyane, aho yatekereje ko yumvise urusaku runaka rwamuhungabanije gato.
Uku kuzamurwa kwambayeho kenshi mubihe byashize biracyambaho mugihe gito; hanyuma ,, niba ntekereza muri
korari, muri selire yanjye, cyangwa no mugihe cyo kwidagadura, ndi cyane cyane aho Imana itwara umwuka wanjye, kuruta aho umubiri wanjye uba. Ibi nibyo bintera ubwoba cyane kuruhuka, nkuko nabikubwiye ahandi, kuko binteye isoni kuri njye.
Uburangare bworoheje kuri we bubuza ubutoni bw'Imana .
Uburangare bworoheje kuruhande rwanjye, amakosa yoroheje buri gihe ashyira inzitizi nyinshi cyangwa nkeya kubutoni bwijuru. Ikosa rikomeye rirashobora kunyambura rwose, kandi niba iri kosa ryaragiye ku rupfu, ryashyira urukuta rwo gutandukana hagati yImana nanjye. Aca akuramo ubuntu bwe arikuramo; ariko mumakosa asanzwe, anyurwa no kunsebya cyane cyangwa bike: rimwe na rimwe usanga ari ibitutsi gusa; wavuga umugabo urakaye binubira ubukonje bwumugore ugikundwa, kandi nyamara akangisha kumutererana. Rimwe na rimwe ni nyuma yo gusiba no gusangira byinshi niho ambonekera ngo ansigire umwanya wo kumwifuza nububabare bwo kumubabaza. I.
noneho utinye uburyo bwe nuburyo bwe bwa mbere; ariko ndacyabifuza cyane kurenza uko mbatinya.
Ibitekerezo byubuntu yakiriye mubyahishuwe Imana yamutonesheje. Kwerekana cyane kwanga icyaha.
Muri ibi bihe byo kugaragara, nasanze nakubiswe nibintu bishimishije cyangwa biteye ubwoba byangizeho ingaruka kubandi ubwoba, ibyiringiro cyangwa urukundo, kandi ibyo bitekerezo byari bifitanye isano nibintu bitandukanye. Urebye ububabare bw'ikuzimu, nk'urugero, numvaga ibyiyumvo ari indamutso nkuko byari byiza, ibyo bikaba byanteye guhinda umushyitsi kuri njye ubwanjye ndetse no kutamenya neza ibihe byanjye by'iteka. Niko byari bimeze kuri purgatori ugereranije .
Mbonye umunezero w'abatagatifu, numvise nshaka kugerageza kubikwiriye kubikorwa byiza; nko mu kubona ibyago n'imibabaro ya reprobates, numvaga nshishikajwe no gukora ibishoboka byose kugirango nirinde. Izi ntagondwa zombi zatumye numva, kandi nkora ku rutoki, kubwo guhinduka kwabo biteye ubwoba kandi byanze bikunze, agaciro k'ubugingo bwanjye n'akamaro kose kazoza kayo. Nasobanukiwe noneho imbaraga zose nukuri kwukuri kwaya magambo yubutumwa bwiza: Niki umuntu akoresha kugirango yunguke isi yose, niba aje kubura ubugingo? Ninde ushobora kumwishyura iki gihombo kidasubirwaho?
Ngiyo akamaro k'agakiza. Nareremba gutya hagati y'ibyiringiro byo mwijuru no gutinya ikuzimu, mpinda umushyitsi kubera gushidikanya kw'iteka ryanjye; imyitwarire satani atigeze agira, atagerageza no kwigana, kandi adashobora kwigana neza.
Urebye, mubindi bintu, imibabaro imwe nimwe yamaganwe, numvise umutimanama wanjye umbwira ko nabikwiye. Mbega ubwoba! Natekereje muri kiriya gihe urwango rukomeye nanga icyaha kibabaje cyari cyanteye guhabwa igihano nkicyo, ku buryo cyarenze urwango nangaga umudayimoni wanjyanyeyo, ndetse no gutinya ubwo bubabare nyine: gutandukana na igihombo kiva ku Mana, kidashobora kwihanganira nkuko ubwacyo, noneho nabonaga ari gake cyane muburyo bumwe; ntakintu cyari hejuru yubwoba natekereje kuba iteka ryose ingingo yigisimba cyamurakaje; kugira ubuziraherezo mu byaha byumutima bitari koherezwa, cyangwa kubabarirwa, cyangwa kwibagirwa, kandi byabaho ubuziraherezo kubwamahirwe.
cy'ikiremwa kidashobora kurimburwa, uwo bari kuba bahinduye iteka umwanzi w'Imana ye, n'Imana bari kumurwanya iteka ryose.
Nahise ninjira cyane mu rwango rudasubirwaho Imana ifitiye uyu mwanzi upfa, ku buryo numvise interuro
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ko yamushinje mu rubanza rusange yanteye guhamya, ndamubwira nti: Yego, Mana yanjye! niba harigihe nagize ibyago byo gucyahwa nkabo bakene batishoboye wamaganye kuba ufite icyaha mumitima yabo, ndemeza mbere iyi nteruro imwe wampaye, nkuko ubyihanganira. Nubwo biteye ubwoba, ndabyakira kandi ndabyemeza; Niyamaganye kubabazwa n'ikuzimu, kugira ngo nkwihorere kubera umujinya uteye ubwoba igikoko kibi cyagukoreye. Data! niba abagabo bafite igitekerezo kiboneye; niba bari bazi ububi bwayo; iyaba bari bazi urwango abimuteye, burya bari kumuhana no kumurimbura ubwabo bakoresheje penetensiya y'indamutso yabuza gukomera ubutabera bw'Imana!
Birashoboka ko roho, iyaba yagarutse ivuye mwijuru rya gatatu, nkintumwa Mutagatifu Pawulo ubwe, yigeze itekereza kwishima, mugihe byakozwe kugirango ibone ubusa, nubunini, nububi bwibyaha yakoze? cyangwa yashoboraga kuba yarakoze, kimwe nububabare buteye ubwoba bamukwiye, kandi wenda bikaba bimutegereje arangije umwuga we; kuko ninde uzi niba akwiye urukundo cyangwa kwangwa? Uyu mugabo, kure yo gukoresha nabi ubutoni bwo mwijuru, yizeza ko adashidikanya agakiza ke, ntazaba arushijeho kwitegura gukora kuri iki kibazo gikomeye hamwe nubwitonzi bwose busabwa nakamaro kacyo nibikenewe, kugirango uzabashe kubikora ufite ubwoba no guhinda umushyitsi Umwuka Wera adusaba akoresheje umunwa wintumwa navuze?
Uyu, Data, ni imyifatire nsanga muri iki gihe, kandi Imana yamye ansaba, nkuko yamye igerageza kubikora; ariko iyi myifatire ishimishije iri kure yo kunsanga gitunguranye, cyangwa no kuva natangira guhishurwa kwanjye. Ubuntu bugomba kuba bwaranyituye muburyo bwose, nkuko wabibonye, kandi muburyo budasanzwe kuri njye ikintu gishya cyo guhinda umushyitsi kuri konti nzagomba gutanga.
Nibyo, Data, kandi uziko nigeze kuba inzira ndende kuva aho, kubwubuntu bw'Imana, ubu ndi. Hariho ubusembwa bwinshi mubyiza nakoze; kamere yisanze inshuro nyinshi; umudayimoni yakoraga ibintu bye ahantu hose. Rero, ndongeye kubisubiramo, kandi ndavuga uko byangizeho ingaruka, niba ibintu byose byarananiranye kera, ni ishema ryanjye n'imyitwarire mibi yanjye bigomba kubiryozwa: ibizagenda bite ntakosa niba Imana itarishyuye amafaranga yose? mu gusenya inzitizi zose; kuberako, uko mbibona, ndashobora, ntakeneye kwicisha bugufi, nkwizeza ko nshoboye gusa kwangiza umurimo wImana no kwangiza imigambi yayo ikomeye: nibyo nanjye nkomokamo. nzi neza ko nzabaho.
Akaga k'ubuntu budasanzwe. Mu bera baherekejwe n'imibabaro myinshi n'agasuzuguro.
Kubijyanye nubutoni bwumvikana, n'amatara atanga umunezero no kuzamurwa, cyangwa ingaruka zayo zikarangira nta bigaragara kandi bidasanzwe bigaragara nibintu, ntagushidikanya ko, muburyo nyabwo, birenze gutinywa kuruta kwifuzwa, kubera ko buri gihe ari inyungu zabandi bahabwa, kandi ni akaga kubo babamo, niba badahuzagurika ngaho hakoreshejwe uburyo bushobora gusenya neza ibishobora kwangiza ibyiza byinsanganyamatsiko basangamo. .
Rero, Data, Imana yamenyesheje ko igihe cyose yabikoresheje mu itorero rye no gukiza ubugingo, yahoraga aha abari ibikoresho byayo ibikoresho byo gutukwa, kubabazwa, ubuntu amaherezo yo kubateganya kubahatira, bityo. vuga, gusubira muri bo, kandi ubagumane buri gihe mubusa. Turabona kandi ko abo Imana yahoze ari ibikoresho byimbabazi zayo, kugirango bibutse abantu kumurimo wabo, hafi yabatagatifu bose bapfuye byuzuye kandi byuzuye, ndetse no kwicisha bugufi cyane.
Kwicisha bugufi gukabije kwabagabo bahamagariwe gukora ibitangaza mu Itorero.
Nibyo, Data, bariya bagabo badasanzwe kandi mubyiza byambere igice kinini, aba bera bafite ibitangaza, kandi abo prodigies bakoraga muburyo bwose bakunze guha izina rya thaumaturges, Imana yanteye kubona ko badafite umutekano , hagati y'icyubahiro bahawe,
ko irari ryabo ryazimye kandi ryapfuye mumitima yabo, nkuko bakoraga mwizina ryImana gusa, kandi nta kugaruka kwabo. Ubwibone buracyigaragaza: ariko muri benshi yasanze umutima utagerwaho n'ibitero bye, n'ishyaka bitagihumeka. Shitani na kamere byaratsinzwe bahatirwa guceceka, kandi nibyo byabagize umutekano.
Nibyo, Data, ndabona ko abo bantu bera babayeho gusa ku rukundo rw'Imana, icyubahiro cyabo bashakaga muri byose n'ahantu hose; gukoresha ikiremwa gusa kugirango uzamuke kuri
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Umuremyi; mu ijambo rimwe, bari bapfiriye ubwabo, ku isi, no kunezeza ibyumviro; bashakaga gusa kwitabira ubuntu bwe, kurwanya irari ryabo, gutsinda ibishuko byabo, no gutsinda rwose umusaza. Habayeho bamwe, kandi haracyari nabandi badafite umudendezo mwinshi mubwami bwibyifuzo nubushake, baracyuzuyemo kwigaragaza, kudatungana ndetse ninenge. Aba bantu ntabwo ari abagizi ba nabi cyane, ariko barashobora kandi barashobora kuba inshuro nyinshi cyane, cyangwa byibura kwizirika kubiremwa bikabaha ibihe byinshi cyane byo kugwa no guhemukira. By'umwihariko kuri bo ko ubutoni bworoshye kandi budasanzwe ari akaga, kuko nkuko twabisobanuye,
Imyitwarire Imana yarinze Mushikiwabo ubwibone kubwubuntu budasanzwe yamugejejeho kugirango akizwe nubugingo .
Nanone, Data, muri ubwo buntu budasanzwe yambwiye kugira ngo nkizwe n'abandi, yanteye kubona ko ineza ye yarinze intege nke zanjye cyane. Kwiyubaha kwanjye byari byoroshye cyane, ibyifuzo byanjye birashishikaje, kandi ishema ryanjye ryiteguye gutwikwa. Yanyumvishije ko ndi
yatakaye adafite amikoro, niba atarahinduye ubuntu yanshizemo kubuntu no kubandi, nabashyizeyo kubwanjye gusa. Uku niko mbona neza ubukuru bwe, ubusa bwanjye, ibyaha byanjye, ubwoba bw'imanza ziwe, kimwe no kwibagirwa byuzuye kandi byuzuye kwibagirwa ibintu igihumbi yari yaramenyesheje, kandi atabibwiye. njye. nibutse kwibuka gusa kugirango utume ubyandika, nta nubwo nabishoboye, umwanya ukurikira, kugirango ubikoreshe. Igitekerezo cyanjye, mbona ko igitekerezo kitaza kuri njye, kubera ko ntashobora kubigira njyenyine, cyangwa ngo nirinde igihe Imana yampaye, cyangwa kubifata cyangwa kubibika igihe yabikuyeho. Umuntu arashobora kugumana ubwibone mugihe umuntu yahuye nubushobozi buke nubukene, mugihe amaherezo afite ibintu byinshi kuri
Imana rero yatumye mbona, Data, ko satani ashobora gutangaza, kurugero, mumasengesho, amatara adasanzwe, uburyohe bw uburyohe bworoshye, bufatanije no kwemeza kwicisha bugufi aribyo gusa Ibitekerezo, nkibindi, bituma roho zibahura nibyago byabo bizera ko zishimisha Imana, kandi ko ntakindi kibatinya; umutego urushijeho guteza akaga kuberako bigoye cyane kubyirinda, ndetse no kubibona, nubwo abantu bamenyereye cyane mubyumwuka mubyukuri ndetse no mubuzima bwimbere bazi kwirwanaho. Icyo bakeneye gukora nukugereranya hamwe imbaraga zitandukanye bumva mugihe runaka kugirango bamenye kwibeshya no gutondekanya umurimo w'Imana uhereye kumurimo wa satani. Ariko tuzongera kubigarukaho niba ubona bikwiye. Reka rero tuyirekere aho muri iki gitondo; nuyu mugoroba, nyuma yo gusoma breviary yawe, tuzafata ibisobanuro birambuye mubuzima bwanjye bwimbere. Imana ifashe, amaherezo tuzagerageza kubirangiza. Munsengere ....
Ibishushanyo bya dayimoni mubintu bimwe bidasanzwe ashobora kwigana. Ingaruka zabo zihora zibyimba kumutima.
“Mu izina rya Data, n'ibindi. »
Data, ingaruka kwibeshya kwabadayimoni burigihe bitanga, sinshobora kubisubiramo kenshi, bigizwe no kunyurwa nubusa bituruka ku kwihesha agaciro gakomeye, kubyimba k'umutima guhora biganisha ku kwiyizera neza. Kuruta. abandi. Iyi mitekerereze, nkuko maze kubivuga, ntizigera yitiranywa nubugingo bwimbere bwimbere hamwe nigihe cyatewe no kubona ko Imana ihari, kandi ntawibeshya iyo rimwe tumaze kubona byombi. Umuntu agira ingaruka imbere yubugingo, burahaza kandi butuza mugukoza isoni; ikindi gifata ibitekerezo kandi
bisobanura, ko ibeshya mubitiranya. Imana yonyine niyo ishobora gukiza umutima wumuntu, kuko yonyine ishobora guhaza no kuyuzuza; we wenyine arashobora kugarura amahoro aho asenya irari rirwanya. Umudayimoni atanga gusa isura yayo ashyira fantom mu mwanya wukuri; irwanya ishyaka rimwe nubundi irari, iyindi imwe nindi yandi yihishe, kandi ituma twirinda ikuzimu kugirango tugwe mubindi bikunda cyane. Nibyo, Data, iyo ibibi byose bimaze kurimbuka, umudayimoni yari gukomeza kwishima, keretse gusa ashobora kubyutsa ishema kubisigazwa byabo. Rero, kutujugunya hejuru yikindi, atera ingeso mbi zose nishyaka ryose, imyifatire mibi ya kamere yononekaye, kandi yitegura bivuye kumutima intambara yubugome burenze amahoro. Numuriro wihishe munsi yivu utera inkongi y'umuriro, umutuzo wibeshya utangaza umuyaga kandi ugashyira ahagaragara abadafite ubwenge batazi kubyirinda igihombo kidasubirwaho.
Ndihagarariye, Data, Uwiteka
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kurwana na Mose n'abapfumu ba Farawo. Nukuri Imana na satani. Binyuze mu buhanga bw'abadayimoni no kuryamana kwabo n'umuriro utazima, abapfumu batsindira kwigana, kugeza igihe runaka, icyo umushingamategeko wera w'Abaheburayo akora: barwanya ibishuko n'uburozi ku bimenyetso nyabyo; ariko hari aho usanga basanga bagomba kwatura ko badafite imbaraga no gutsindwa kwabo, ndetse no kuba barusha abandi kurwanya, kandi niho ubumana butegereje ko babahatira kubimenya kubikorwa byabwo, mukuvuga: Urutoki rw'Imana ruri hano . Ntabwo rero yari ku ruhande rwabo.
Niyo mpamvu rero igihe cyose inkende yubumana yashakaga kwivanga mubikorwa bye; ariko byahoze gusa kumutesha agaciro. Niyo mpamvu yarwanyije ubuhanuzi ku buhanuzi, no gusenga imana z'ibinyoma ku bw'ukuri. Niwe, mu buryo bumwe kandi ku bw'impamvu imwe, yabyaye amacakubiri n'ubuyobe, bitwaje ivugurura, kandi yitwaza ko yongeye gushinga idini n'Itorero, igihe yarimo akora kugira ngo arimbure burundu. Niki umutego adashyiraho burimunsi kubworoshye bwo kwizera no kuba umwere, mubikorwa bye by'amayeri aho inzoka yihishe munsi yindabyo, aho
uburozi bupfa bukorwa kumirwa mu nzoga ziryoshye, kandi aho ikinyoma cyamakosa kibura munsi yukuri!
Amategeko yo kumenya amatara y'ibinyoma ava muri dayimoni.
Ariko, Data, hejuru ya byose muburyo bwumwuka muburyo bwubuhanga
charlatan ikora ibishoboka byose kugirango ihinduke. Ari hejuru yibyo byose agenda muburyo bwose kugirango abeshye ubugingo, bitwaje gutungana, nkuko nabivuze. Twabonye, Data, burigihe byoroshye kubantu bamenyereye mubyumwuka byukuri kumenya imitego yayo no kumenya amatara yayo y'ibinyoma; ariko kubantu uburambe bwabo butigeze butanga uburyohe bworoshye, ubushishozi bwukuri muburyo bwImana, bagomba kwihatira gutekereza, bakurikije amahame yo kwizera:
1 ° icyo satani ashobora kandi adashobora;
(2) uburyo akora, butandukanye n'ubw'Imana, nkuko twateye imbere muburebure mubihe bitandukanye; amaherezo, ikiruta byose, intego atanga, ihora irwanya imigambi yImana, no guta cyangwa kugumana ubugingo mubitekerezo, ndetse no gushimangira umwami wamahirwe wa Egiputa mubuhumyi Imana yagerageje kubikuramo hanze inzira zose. Ukurikije aya mategeko yashyizwe hejuru ya byose n’umucyo w’Imana, bizagaragara neza ko mu bwoko bwose yifuza kwivanga, hari ingingo satani adashobora kwigana, cyangwa aho byoroshye kumenya ukuri. uhereye ku mpimbano. Iyi ngingo, Data, Imana ibikesha umurimo wayo, ibiremwa byayo ndetse na we ubwe, kandi iri buye rikoraho rigomba kuba mubantu bose,
Uburyo bwiza bwo kuvumbura amakosa yibyifuzo bye, iyo yiyerekeje kumutima, ni ukwemera ikintu kinyuranye no kwizera, ibyanditswe byera, cyangwa ibyemezo bya Kiliziya. Byinshi cyane kubitekerezo bitandukanye byafashwe byumwihariko, ibuye ryukuri. Ntibishoboka ko Se w'ikinyoma atazahita ayitandukanya, kandi ntazagerageza kuyitandukanya na we, kubera ko intego ye nyamukuru ari ukurwana no kurimbura, nk'uko biri muri we, kugandukira Itorero no kwizera kwacu ko ashinzwe kudusaba; ariko, nkuko nabivuze, nkurikije ibyo Imana imbwira kuri byo, ntibishoboka ko ibinyoma bitavuguruzanya, bigomba byanze bikunze guhemukira ahantu runaka.
Nibyo, Data, kandi ufate ibi kubwukuri kudashidikanywaho: ubumenyi bwiza satani avuga ko aduha mubijyanye numwuka, ntibishoboka ko atazigera agoreka ikintu kijyanye no kwizera no kumvira Itorero., Uhora ababaza ibye. urwango na we
ubwibone. Ariko ubundi buryo, kandi buracyari bwiza cyane, bwo kuvumbura amayeri yuyu mwuka wamakosa, ni ugufatanya no kwiyegurira kwizera ubushake buhamye kandi burigihe bwo gukurikiza ubushake bwimana muri byose kandi ntituvane kubutegetsi. nta kintu na kimwe. Iyi myitwarire, ishimisha Imana bitagira akagero, ntagushidikanya, idashimisha cyane umwanzi wayo, kandi ntibishoboka ko umutima ubonamo ugomba kuba igihe kirekire cyo gukinisha amakosa; itara ryo kwizera rimuyobora munzira yo kumvira nurukundo bizatinda gukuraho urumuri rwibinyoma rumushuka.
Bitandukanye cyane niyi charlatanism yo mu mwuka, uhereye kuri uru rumuri rwibeshya kandi rw'akanya gato, rushobora guhumbya akanya gato hanyuma rukazimira nyuma yumucyo mwinshi kandi woroshye uturuka kuri J.-C, gusa ukiyongera kandi ukiyongera mugihe cyegereje itara ryimana yo kwizera. Numuriro wongeyeho undi muriro wa kamere imwe, kandi ugenda urushaho gukomera nubumwe; mugihe icyubahiro cyabadayimoni kibura nkubushake-bwenge cyangwa fosifori yijoro, mbere yinyenyeri imurikira isi imbaraga zimirasire yabyo. Kuva aho hagomba kwemezwa ko ibyo byose bivugwa
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inspirations ziva mwisi nizo, kubifata neza, gusa uburemere bwamaboko yumunyamayeri kabuhariwe ubaho gusa yishyuye abo akora dupes ya charlatanism ye; kandi nyamara, Data, nubwo byari uburiganya uburiganya bwiyi charlatan, Imana yamenyesheje ko naba narashutswe nabo ubwanjye mubiganiro byinshi, iyo atampa ikiganza cyo kumfasha kwikuramo amakosa cyangwa kwikiza. kugwa muri yo.
Umwe mubatuye Mushikiwabo agisha inama Imana muburyo agomba kumuyobora. Igisubizo cya J.-C. kuri Mushikiwabo kuriyi ngingo.
Umwe mubatuye bidasanzwe yari yagishije inama Imana muburyo agomba kunyobora (1). “Umukobwa wanjye, J.-C. kuko, yongeyeho, Nkunda
. _ _ Yari afite, kimwe nabandi benshi, yatekerezaga ko Mushikiwabo yagombye kuba yaranditse M. Audouin, nkuko twabibonye mbere.
kuyobora imitima munzira zitandukanye rimwe na rimwe zitazwi ndetse nubuyobozi bwabo, kimwe nabo ubwabo. Nkuko satani afite amayeri yibanga ninzira zihishe, hamwe nisi yisi yibinyoma byabo byo kubashuka no kubashuka, nanjye mfite, kubashyigikira no gusenya amayeri yabadayimoni nisi, byumwihariko bivuze ko ubushishozi bwabantu cyangwa diabolical irashobora gusobanukirwa. Nkunze kwemerera ibishuko byabo hamwe nintambara zabo imbere, kuringaniza ibyiza muri bo, no kurinda ubuntu bwanjye kurinda urukundo rwo kwikunda rushaka kubakuraho gusa. Niba bibaye ko abadayimoni batsinze ikintu runaka kubushake bwabo, kurugamba ndamwemerera kubarwanya, noneho nkoresha intsinzi ye kumurwanya ninyungu nyinshi, mumutsinde ninjye mumutobora imyambi ye. Rero, nibanga satani atinya, kandi rirenze ibishobora kuvugwa, ndwanya ingaruka zibitera, kandi nkoresha ibyaha byakozwe kugirango ndandure ubwibone bwabateje. Aha ndajanjagura umutwe winzoka kurumwa ubwayo kugirango nkore poultice ishobora kiza. "
Ubuntu bwo kurimbuka bwashyizweho nububabare buri mumutima wa Mushikiwabo. Ubumwe bwe na J.-C. kubabara no kurimburwa, cyane cyane ku Isakramentu Ritagatifu ry'urutambiro.
Ni kangahe, Data, ntabwo nagize umunezero wo kubona iyi myitwarire yubuntu ku Mana yanjye! Mbega ukuntu nshimira cyane kuba yarakomeje kumuba hafi mu kwizirika ku musaraba! Nta gushidikanya ko yari afite imigambi ye y'imbabazi, mu kunjugunya mu nyanja y'agasuzuguro n'imibabaro. Ah! ahezagirwe iteka! Shitani yari yarakoresheje amatara yImana kugirango izane ubwibone mubitekerezo byanjye; byari ngombwa rero ko, kugirango aburizemo umuvuduko we, ayobya ibyiringiro bye kandi atsinde ibyo yatsindiye, Imana yagombaga gukora muburyo bwose butazwi nubugizi bwa nabi bwabadayimoni nkubushishozi bwabantu.
Umwanzi we yizeraga ko yashenye kuva hejuru kugeza hasi umushinga yagombaga gutinya, kandi uyu mushinga ntiwari wigeze wegera ngo ugere ku ntego nko mu gihe yishimiraga intsinzi ye, kandi ubwo nizeraga ndetse
ko ibintu byose byabuze. Ariko, ndabisubiramo, nzi ko ntari kuzigera mbeshya cyane nkigihe nashimiye Imana kuba yarankijije ikosa.
Muri iki gihe kandi ni bwo ubuntu bushya n'umucyo mushya byatangiye kunjyana mu nyenga y'ubusa; indorerwamo yizerwa nkuramo nkidagadura ubumenyi bwImana nanjye ubwanjye. Ndabona ari impera ebyiri zinyuranye, imbaraga kuruhande rumwe, intege nke kurundi ruhande, na Satani nkuko byashyizwe ahagaragara hagati yabyo bombi, buri gihe mugushakisha kugirira nabi umwe cyangwa undi, wiga udahwema gukoresha umwanya wose na buri mwanya. kubyutsa, guha intwaro irari ry'ubumuga bwa kamere ntacyo ishobora gukora idafite ubuntu; ariko ibihumuriza, ndabona no muriyi ndorerwamo ko Imana itigera yanga mugihe bibaye ngombwa, cyane cyane kubabisabye neza, kandi bagakora uko bashoboye kugirango babyungukiremo.
Ningomba kongera kubabwira, Data, ko mukureshya ubu buntu bwo kurimbuka no ubumwe n'Umukiza wanjye, nsanga buri gihe nazanywe no guhuza umusaraba wanjye n'umusaraba wa J.-C. kumukoza isoni, imibabaro yanjye kuri imibabaro ye, urupfu rwanjye kugeza ku rupfu rwe n'ishyaka rye, kubaha ibihe bibabaje, no kubikora nkoresheje uburyo bwo kwihana ibyaha byanjye byose ndetse n'abantu bose, nk'uko yabimbwiye. byateganijwe nk'uko nabibabwiye ahandi.
Ndacyisanga, kubera uku gukurura imbere, nshishikajwe cyane no kwishyira hamwe na J.-C. mu Isakramentu Ritagatifu ry'urutambiro, n'amayobera y'ubuzima bwe n'urupfu rwe, no kurimburwa kwe no gutukwa. Numva ari inzara n'inyota byo gutakaza mu isakramentu ry'Imana, nk'igitonyanga cy'amazi kibura kigahurira mu kirere kinini cy'inyanja aho yaguye .
Ibi, Data, nibyo yandemye cyane mubwimbitse bwubugingo bwanjye mubihe naguhaye konti, n'aho, unyitotombera, kandi
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y'ibyaha byanjye n'iby'abantu bose, yarambwiye ati: "Mukobwa wanjye, niba ushaka kunezeza no kwihesha agaciro ko gukora ibyo nshaka, mu gushyira mu bikorwa ibishushanyo ngufitiye, ni ukubimbwira kuri buri saha yumunsi ibyiza byifuzo byanjye, ukurikije amayobera atandukanye abihimba, kandi
ibi mubufatanye bwa leta yamasengesho nigitambo nsangamo nisakramentu ryimana ryibicaniro byanjye, arirwo rwibutso ruhoraho rwishyaka ryanjye, mugihe kimwe nintebe yurukundo rwanjye . "Hano, urabizi, my
Data, inkomoko yimikorere wanyemereye kuvugurura indahiro .
Haba imibumbe myinshi yo kwandika kubyo J.-C. yanteye kubona no kwibonera kuriyi nshuro, nkeneye ko twese twunga ubumwe na we mu mibabaro yacu, no ku kamaro k'ibikorwa byacu tutagize ubwo bumwe. Yambwiye ati: “Witegereze, senga, kugira ngo unanire ibishuko; shaka muri byose icyubahiro cyanjye gusa n'urukundo rwanjye rutanduye; Witandukanije n'ikiremwa ndetse nawe ubwawe kugirango wihambire kuri njye gusa, nanjye nzakubera inkunga n'umucyo wawe. Muri njye gusa no muri njye niho ushobora kurwana kandi ukwiye, nibindi, nibindi. »
Tugomba guhuzwa nububabare bwa J.-C., no guhora turwanya ubwibone, buturuka cyane kumiterere yacu yononekaye, nka satani.
Ahasigaye, Data, mu kukugira, kubwo kumvira, menya gukurura ubu buntu butuma nsohora ubwanjye ubwanjye, ntabwo nsaba iyo mpamvu nsonewe ubwibone cyangwa izindi ngeso mbi za kamere muntu. Ah! Ntegereje rwose, kurundi ruhande, ko ngomba kubarwanya byinshi cyangwa bike kugeza kumpera yanyuma. Uwa mbere, cyane cyane, ni umwanzi wamayeri, yikuramo akanya gato kugirango atungurwe neza, agaruka kumurega mugihe atitezwe. Nibyo, ndabona mu Mana ko mubatagatifu bakomeye ubwabo iyi nyangabirama idashobora kuvuka ivuye mu ivu ryayo kandi igatera kubura uwatsinze kuneshwa kwe. Ah! mbega ukuntu biteye ubwoba guhora duhanganye numwanzi byoroshye kandi biteje akaga! Ko satani agomba kudutinya,
Ariko, Data, ni ukubera iki mpora nshinja abadayimoni ububi bwanjye? Kuki kumugira wenyine kubi bibi byanjye, ishema ryanjye? Yoo! nubwo ari bike nshakisha umutima wanjye, ndumva kamere yanjye yaranduye kandi yononekaye nicyaha cyambere, Nanjye ubwanjye nuzuye ubusa, ubwibone nibinyoma; uruvange rwamakuba nicyaha cyane kuntinya, navuga hafi kurenza abantu bose hamwe. Nshobora kuba iki, niba J.-C. atampaye mu gufungura ibikomere bye ubuhungiro bwizewe bwo kuzimu no kundwanya? Kandi ni icyambu gituje, kandi nkijambo aho yahoraga ampamagara kugirango nirinde
ubwato bwubwato bubi bushobora kuntera ubusa kandi bintera gutakaza burundu imbuto zubuntu bwinshi nibikorwa byinshi.
Ukuri guteye ubwoba cyane, Data, kandi azagaruka, nukuvuga, kugirango yongere yandike mubitekerezo byanjye muburyo bukomeye kandi bushoboye rwose gutanga ibitekerezo birambye. Nkuko bigaragara kuri njye kuza hano mugihe gikwiye, kandi nkuko Imana idashidikanya ko yari ifite impamvu zayo zo guhitamo iki kibazo kugirango nkurikirane, nzakubwira ibyarangiye.
Ikintu gitangaje cyubwato, Imana ikoresha imbere muri Mushikiwabo. Ibyiyumvo bye bicishije bugufi.
Umubikira yagaruye umunsi umwe, mugihe cyo kwidagadura, imico yari yarasomye kera, cyangwa yumvise yasomye sinzi impapuro rusange. Byari bijyanye n'umucuruzi ukize cyangwa umucuruzi wagarukaga avuye mu rugendo ruremereye kandi rutoroshye, ku bwato bwarimo ubutunzi butagira ingano kandi butari buke bwagombaga kumutunga n'amahirwe y'umuryango we.
Kwihangana kumubona, akamenyeshwa umunsi agomba kugeramo, umugore we, abana be, inshuti ze zose bari bagiye ku nkombe, aho basaga, kubera gutaka kwabo kwishima, kwihutisha urugendo rutinze cyane, kugeza ibyo bakunda., by'ubwato bavumbuye mu nyanja ifunguye.Iki cyerekezo kibashimisha; ariko ikibabaje! ntibyatinze. Uku kwinezeza imburagihe byabazaniye umunezero wigihe gito byakurikiwe namarira menshi.
Ubwato bumaze igihe kirekire bwifuzwa buregera, burahagera, turabukoraho. Shebuja aragaragara, amenya umuryango we akunda, kandi arabasuhuza, nubwo ari kure; n'umwanya ukurikira, mumaso yumuryango umwe, ubwato buza kwiruka hejuru yubwato, kuburyo ibintu byose bishira ntakintu gishobora gukizwa cyangwa kurindwa.
Mugihe hamwe nabandi babikira nabateze amatwi nitonze imigani iteye agahinda, nta gushidikanya ko ntakindi yari ifite uretse umwihariko kugira ngo twumve ko ibintu bidahwitse ndetse no gutakara kw'ibicuruzwa by'ibinyoma hano hepfo, Imana yanyemeje neza -kwemeza ko hari ibintu bitangaje cyane , kandi yandikishije cyane mu bugingo bwanjye, ku buryo nta bwoba bw'uko bushobora kuzimangana ....
Yambwiye imbere ati: "Nibyo roho ihura nacyo kugeza igihe cyanyuma". Nyuma yo kubona binini; ubutunzi bwo mu mwuka, yirinze imitego yose y'agakiza, yarokotse akaga kose, ndetse anatsinda byose
abanzi, birababaje arashobora kurohama nkubwato bwicyambu kandi hafi yo kwakira
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ibihembo by'iteka kubikorwa bye byiza. »
Ah! Data, niba ibintu nkibi biteye agahinda, niba gutandukana gutya gushobora kuba nk'ubugingo bwuzuyemo ibyiza n'imico myiza yashinzwe imirimo myiza yose nkuko nabyunvise, sinzagira ubwoba ki? Arakubaza, ninde? nta kindi yakoze uretse ibibi, kandi yigize igikwiye gusa? Igitekerezo giteye ubwoba kuri Data; Imana yanteye kureba uko ndi kure y’amadini atunganye, ndetse n’ibyo ngomba gukora ejo hazaza. Igihe kirageze ko nifashisha bike nasize kugirango mbeho, kugirango nkize agakiza kanjye nkuko bizaterwa nanjye, kugira ngo ntabona ibihano gusa aho guhembwa kurangiza umwuga wanjye numva ko wegereje. ku manywa.
Gushimira Mushikiwabo kugana umuyobozi we. Ubuhanuzi n'ibyifuzo amugira.
Data, wankuyeho imitwaro ibiri iremereye cyane;
1 ° konte nagombaga kuguha amatara Imana yampaye, kandi ubu nkaba nsaba umutimanama wawe; ni kubitsa bitakiri ibyanjye, kandi uzabibazwa; kuberako mbona icyo Imana igusaba muriki cyerekezo, kandi namaze kukumenyesha nta mpamvu yo kubisubiramo hano; kumwanya wa kabiri wankuyeho uburemere bwibyaha byanjye, byibyaha byubuzima bwanjye bwose, kubwo gusiba wampaye nyuma yo kwatura muri rusange kandi byuzuye nakugiriye, kandi muri byo, Imana ishimwe, njye 'ndishimye cyane. Bizaba ariko, nizeye ko bizaba ukwemera kwanyuma muri rusange mubuzima bwanjye, kuko niyemeje kutazongera gukora ukundi, no kureka ibintu byose kubwimbabazi zImana, nkuko ubinsaba kubikora.
Reka Data, uhumure amaso, kuko, nongeye kubisubiramo, nishimiye gupfa hagati y'amaboko yawe, kandi ko wari umuyobozi wanjye wanyuma, kuko uri uwanyuma mu baturage: ariko Imana yonyine irabizi. bizagenda bite; kuko, Data, ndabisubiyemo, kandi ndabikumenyesheje amarira mumaso yanjye, ndateganya umuyaga uteye ubwoba. Igihe kiregereje mugihe ugiye guhatirwa kudusiga tugahunga; ntushobora gukora ukundi, ugomba kugandukira byose. Imana izi niba tuzongera kubonana; ariko ndabishaka cyane kuruta uko nabyizeye .
Ikintu kibaho, Data, ndakwinginze, ntunyibagirwe, kuko nzakenera cyane ubufasha bw'amasengesho yawe; Rero, uribuka kenshi Mushiki wawe wumukene wamavuko, ugomba kugutera ibibazo byinshi nakazi. Niba Imana itwemerera gukomeza kwishimira ubuzima mugihe gito, cyangwa niba itwambuye urupfu, reka dusezeranye ko tutazibagirwa; kuko kuruhande rwanjye, Data, niyemeje, napfuye cyangwa muzima, kugusengera; Ndagufitiye umwenda kubwimpamvu zose, kandi sinzigera nkwibagirwa imbere yImana; nyamuneka nsezeranya kimwe.
Ubu ngiye, Data, kugira ngo nibagirwe abasigaye bose, ntwarwe gusa n'agakiza k'ubugingo bwanjye bukennye, kandi nkoresheje uburyo bwo kweza n'ubuntu kugira ngo nsohore kugira ngo bugaragare imbere y'umucamanza wabwo. Kubandi bose, ndatereranye kwitabwaho na Providence y'Imana, kandi niyegurira ibintu byose bishaka gutumiza. Nyamuneka Data, reka duhore twunze ubumwe muri cyera
umutima wa J.-C. muri ubu buzima bugufi kandi butishimye, kugirango ube umunsi umwe mubihe bidashira. Bibe bityo.
Iherezo ryubuzima bwimbere bwa Mushikiwabo wavutse.
Nyuma yibyo byose twabonye, cyane cyane nyuma yo gusoma ibi bice bibiri cyangwa bitatu byanyuma, nta gushidikanya ko bizemerwa, nizere ko, ibisobanuro birambuye kuri ubu buzima bwimbere, nkuko babitugaragarije hano, bidashobora kuza kurenza ibyinshi umuntu nicyo kintu cyacyo, cyangwa kuruta umwuka umwe wategetse ingano yibyahishuwe. Uyu musaruro mushya ugomba rero kwemerwa no gufatwa nkibimenyetso bishya bishyigikira
kurundi ruhande, kandi rwemeza icyarimwe ko ntari nibeshye kubona uyu mukobwa udasanzwe nkibintu byabayeho mu kinyejana cye, uburangare bw'ukuboko kwa Ishoborabyose, bidashoboka kubisobanura mu kubyemera muri we imyitwarire y'Imana kuri we, bikamuvana rwose kuri gahunda rusange, kandi na none bigashyigikira umuryango w'abana b'Itorero; erega ninde utabona ko iyi njiji yishimye yamurikiwe gusa kugeza aho isoko yumucyo wukuri, gusa ikayigeza kubandi, hanyuma nayo ikamurikira Itorero ryose kumibereho ye, na buri mwana we mumuhanda n'imyitwarire bagomba kwitwara mubihugu bitandukanye bashobora gusangamo bijyanye nikibazo gikomeye cyagakiza kabo.
Niba, ariko, hari abasomyi bamwe, nyuma yiki kizamini, biyemeje kugumana gushidikanya kuriyi ngingo, cyangwa no kwanga kubyemera, namutangariza ko nta burenganzira mfite bwo guhatira igitekerezo cye; ariko icyarimwe I.
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Ndagusaba kutubwira niba yarigeze asoma umwanditsi uwo ari we wese mu bwoko bwumwuka uruta uyu, no kumwita izina. Mureke atwitirire injiji, nta bundi buryo butari ukumurikirwa kwe bwite, yavugiye ku Mana hariya afite ubwiza buhebuje kandi buhebuje, baganira ku bintu nk'ibi bidasobanutse kandi byamahwa ku buryo bwumvikana, busobanutse, bwuzuye kandi bwimbitse. Reka atwereke muri rusange gahunda, ubwenge, icyubahiro, mumurimo uwo ariwo wose ikintu cyose cyavuye mumaboko yabantu, kandi ikiruta byose atume atuma tubona mubanditsi byinshi kuri uyu mwuka wo kwizera no kwicisha bugufi, ntakindi cyibi gutinya kuba muri illuzion, ntakindi cyo kugandukira buhumyi ibyemezo bya Kiliziya, ntakibazo cyubwoba bwurubanza rwImana,
Yego, reka atwereke ibyo byose, cyangwa aceceke; ariko mvuze iki? niba ategetswe kwatura ko ntacyo afite gishimishije kuturwanya, noneho reka natwe atubwire natwe ko nta sura na rimwe dushobora gutekereza ko mu kwibeshya kwa dayimoni umubikira w'intangarugero urwanya Uwiteka
umudayimoni nitsinzi ryinshi, kandi azi neza uburyo bwo kuvumbura amayeri ye yo kuturinda. Reka turangize hamwe no gukusanya inzozi yasezeranije.
Inzozi zamayobera nubuhanuzi bwa Mushikiwabo wavutse.
Si quis fuerit inter vos propheta Domini muri visione apparebo ei, vel kuri visionem loqnar ad illum. (Kub., 12.6.)
“Mw'izina rya Data n'Umwana, na” ry'Umwuka Wera, binyuze muri Yesu na Mariya ndumvira. »
Nta gushidikanya ko wibuka, Data, icyo ubuhanuzi bwa J.-C. ”bwahabwa abantu bose; ko abasore n'inkumi bahanura, urubyiruko bamwe bakagira iyerekwa, nabasaza inzozi zamayobera nubuhanuzi (1). Ikidasanzwe nuko yasanze muri njye wenyine ibisobanuro by'urwandiko rwafashwe muburyo bwose; kuko, nkuko nabikubwiye noneho, ukurikije ibisobanuro bye, umuntu arashobora kumenya byoroshye ibi byose muri njye wenyine.
Uyu munsi ndashaje, ariko nari muto, ndetse numwana kera, kandi umuntu yavuga ko nkiri muto muri byinshi, kandi kubijyanye nibintu byinshi ntabwo arikibazo cyo gusobanura. Hano; umuntu rero ashobora kunsanga muri njye wenyine, nkuko Imana yanteye gusobanukirwa, isohozwa ry'ubuhanuzi bwose buvugwa.
. _ (Ibyakozwe 2.17.)
Kandi mubyukuri, Data, ntabwo nagize ibyo mpishurirwa gusa byitwa, kandi natangaje ibizabaho, ariko kandi narose inzozi nizera ko ari amayobera n'ubuhanuzi, mubihe byose no mubihe byose. Mubuzima bwanjye, nkuko wabonye. Ibi nibyo dukeneye guhugiraho mugihe gito, kuko ubona bikwiye. Ntuzanyitotombera, kubera ko kumvira kwanjye kuzaba gutunganye nkuko bishoboka kuri byose bireba imbere yanjye na konte ngufitiye.
Nakunze kumva rero Data, ko inzozi zanjye zifitanye isano nini nibyari byarigaruriye ubwenge bwanjye kandi bintera gutekereza.
Kugeza icyo gihe, nta gushidikanya, nta kindi tuzabona uretse ibintu byoroshye kandi bisanzwe muri byo, kandi nibyo nanjye ubwanjye ndabitekereza; ariko haribyo birenze ibyo, niba ntakosa. Njye mbona kuri njye Imana yarayikoresheje inshuro zirenze imwe kugirango imvumbure hamwe n'umutimanama wanjye uriho, n'imitego satani yangiriye, hamwe nibyo nagombaga gutinya cyangwa kwiringira ubwanjye. Cyangwa kubandi. Ibishuko byanjye bikaze, nibintu bidashobora gutegurwa, hafi buri gihe byabanjirijwe ninzozi nyinshi cyangwa nkeya zitangaje zabitangaje, binyereka imyitwarire ngomba gufata kugirango nirinde akaga cyangwa gutsinda inzitizi. Ibi bisa nkwiriye kwitabwaho .
Uranyemeza kandi, Data, kandi waranyeretse kuva mu ntangiriro, urwanya inyandiko zemewe n’uko umudayimoni yangiriye kuriyi ngingo; uranyizeza, ndavuga, ko ibyanditswe byera biduha ingero nyinshi zingero zinzozi zikomeye kandi zubuhanuzi zirimo imiburo nkiyi yaturutse ku Mana. Wongeyeho ko umuntu ashobora kuba akiriho, nta miziririzo cyangwa kubahiriza ubusa, ongeraho imyizerere runaka kubarangwa nimiterere runaka, kandi nta
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guhangayikishwa nuburyo bumwe bwo gutekereza kuri ibi byose. Nibyiza, Data, nzagutera guca urubanza kuriyi mico, ni wowe ugomba kwitegura uko wishakiye ufite ubwenge bukomeye, ushobora kutazatekereza nkawe kubintu byose nakubwiye.
Nizeye ko, nkanjye, wiyemeje cyane kwemera no gukurikiza gusa ibyo wemera ko bihuye nurubanza rwa Kiliziya Ntagatifu, birahagije kuri njye ko umutimanama wanjye ufite umutekano, kandi udashaka kuyobya cyangwa gushyira ahagaragara umuntu uwo ari we wese, ndatangaza ko rwose ndatanga inzozi zanjye kubyo aribyo gusa, nkareka buriwese umudendezo wo kubyanga cyangwa kubyemera, nkurikije niba abacira urubanza byinshi cyangwa bike nkurikije amategeko yubusobanuro bwiza nibitekerezo.
Ku ruhande rwanjye, ngiye kubamenyesha gusa, uko nshoboye, bamwe mubankubise cyane; kuko byafata amajwi niba dushaka kuvuga byose hamwe nibisobanuro runaka. Tugomba rero kwihagararaho gusa bisa nkaho bifite ingaruka nyinshi no kubishyira mubikorwa. Kugirango nshyireho gahunda, nzabagabanya inzozi ziteye ubwoba ninzozi nziza. Reka duhere kubambere, turebera hamwe kugirango ntidukande cyane kubimaze kuvugwa kera.
Inzozi ziteye ubwoba.
Inzozi zo mu bwana bwe kubyerekeye umuhamagaro we mubuzima bw'idini. Umubabaro we nintambara.
Kuva mu bwana bwanjye, mfite imyaka itanu cyangwa itandatu, narose inzozi, nizera ko, zerekana umuhamagaro wanjye n'ubuntu Imana yagombaga kumpa, ndetse n'intambara nagombaga gukomeza. Natekereje inshuro igihumbi, igihe nasinziriye, mbona ko nkikijwe n'abanzi bankurikiranye kugeza apfuye mfite ubwoba n'ubwoba. Nabwirijwe kubarwanya cyane kandi n'imbaraga zanjye zose; Ntabwo nigeze mbarokoka keretse mfashijwe n'Imana, igihe nita kumuhamagara ngo amfashe. Rimwe na rimwe , abanzi banjye barandushaga, kandi bituma ngwa mu nyenga ndende nta gushidikanya ko byagereranyaga ibyaha nagize ibyago byo gukora kuva muri ibyo bihe bishimishije.
Muri ubu buryo, Data, natakambiye Imana irambura ukuboko ngo ankure mu kibaya, hanyuma mbona ko nakiriye amababa abiri nazamutse mu ntera abanzi banjye badashobora. kugera. Nahise nzunguruka mu kirere nk'inuma, kandi buri gihe naguye gato munsi y'urutambiro rurerure rw'umuryango w'abakobwa, aho nasanze umunezero udashobora kugaragazwa: rimwe, cyane cyane, nasanze ngaho kandi bose nambaye nka Ndi, nkumushinga wumubikira, kandi ko mugihe ntari mfite igitekerezo na gito haba muri leta cyangwa imyambarire y'idini; ibi nibyo maze kubamenyesha. Icyakurikiyeho, uku koroshya kuzamuka mukirere, mu nzozi zanjye, byiyongereye cyangwa bigabanuka ugereranije n'ubudahemuka bwanjye cyangwa ubuhemu bwanjye ku byerekeye Imana;
Kurwana kwe mu nzozi kurwanya ibisimba byagereranyaga ibyaha. Kurwanira kunangira kurwanya kwihesha agaciro.
Nkuze, nakunze gutekereza, mugihe nasinziriye, ko ndwana nabadayimoni bafite imiterere itandukanye kandi mbi. Igihe kimwe, mubindi, nagombaga kwipimisha nkarwanya ibisimba birindwi, kimwekimwe cyose cyagereranyaga, n'ibimenyetso biteye ubwoba kandi biteye ishozi, kimwe mubyaha birindwi byica. Nagize ingorane zitagira akagero mu kumvikana nayo; Biragoye kuba narakubise umwe kurenza uko nagombaga gutangirira kuwundi nta nkomyi, kandi rimwe na rimwe nagize benshi hamwe kugira ngo ngwe. Ku bw'ubuntu bw'Imana naje gusohoka ntsinze; ariko umwe mubampaye ububabare bwinshi ni uko coquette ntoya itishimye uwo naganiriye nawe. Ndashaka kuvuga, iyi nyangabirama nkeya, kandi yari yambaye ishusho yumugore wambaye neza. Ntabwo nshimishijwe no kundwanya wenyine, nkuko nabikubwiye, buri gihe cyagiraga ikintu kijyanye nintambara zitandukanye nagombaga kwishyura cyangwa gushyigikirana na buriwese; kandi igihe natekerezaga ko natsinze rwose nkabishyira mubikorwa, byahise bisa nkaho byavutse ubwa kabiri gutsindwa kugirango bisubire mu kirego n'uburakari bwinshi kuruta mbere, kandi akenshi muburyo bushya. Uzi ko Imana yanyigishije mugihe cyinzozi, kandi ko numvise mubisobanuro ko yampaye, ko ubwibone bwari ubwanzi banjye bose uwo natinyaga cyane, cyangwa byibuze kwiyubaha byerekana niyi coquette yinangiye, ibindi byose gutinywa nkuko yasaga amaze gutsinda rwose no gushyira mubikorwa, yahise asa nkuwongeye kuvuka gutsindwa kugirango agaruke muburakari bwinshi kuruta mbere hose, kandi akenshi muburyo bushya. Uzi ko Imana yanyigishije mugihe cyinzozi, kandi ko numvise mubisobanuro ko yampaye, ko ubwibone bwari ubwanzi banjye bose uwo natinyaga cyane, cyangwa byibuze kwiyubaha byerekana niyi coquette yinangiye, ibindi byose gutinywa nkuko yasaga amaze gutsinda rwose no gushyira mubikorwa, yahise asa nkuwongeye kuvuka gutsindwa kugirango agaruke muburakari bwinshi kuruta mbere hose, kandi akenshi muburyo bushya. Uzi ko Imana yanyigishije mugihe cyinzozi, kandi ko numvise mubisobanuro ko yampaye, ko ubwibone bwari ubwanzi banjye bose uwo natinyaga cyane, cyangwa byibuze kwiyubaha byerekana niyi coquette yinangiye, ibindi byose gutinywa nkuko yasaga munsi.
Igishushanyo cy'isi. Umusozi.
Ndibuka inzozi zanteye ubwoba cyane: isi yari ihagarariwe muburyo bwumusozi muremure, munsi yacyo hari imvura nini kandi nini. Ikibaya cyose, cyangwa umusozi wose, cyari cyuzuyemo abantu b'ingeri zose, imyaka yose n'ibihe byose, bivanze n'abadayimoni bagombaga guhora barwana. Byari urugamba rukomeje n'imvururu; abantu hafi ya bose bakoraga byinshi cyangwa
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imbaraga nke zo kugera hejuru yumusozi, kandi abadayimoni bakoze ibishoboka byose ngo babakure: Nanjye ubwanjye nahatiwe kurwana no kurwana.
Icyanteye ubwoba cyane ni umubare muto w'abateye imbere berekeza mu mpinga yawo, cyangwa byibuze bakomera ku myanya yabo, mu gihe umubare utagira ingano watanze inzira nyuma y'imbaraga nke; bageze hepfo yikibaya, bajugunywa gusimbuka byuzuye hagati yikibaya, cyashimishije cyane abadayimoni bari babajugunye. Noneho, Data, abababaye ntibagifite imbaraga cyangwa ubutwari bwo kwirwanaho; Nabonye bashyizwe mu ngoyi ku biganza no ku birenge; abadayimoni babifata nk'abacakara, cyangwa se nk'inyamaswa, cyangwa bagendaga ku mutwe no ku mibiri yabo yose nko ku byatsi cyangwa amase.
Ariko mbega ukuntu kuri njye, Data! mbega ubwoba bwikubye kabiri mbonye umwe mu ncuti zanjye magara hariya! Yoo! Nari nzi neza gusa kwizirika ku ngeso mbi kandi ntarengwa Ivanjili yamagana nkuko isi ibemerera. Ijuru! yari hafi kubigwamo nkabandi benshi, ubwo namutakambiye imbabazi; Ninginze ijuru ngo rimugirire imbabazi, mpita ukuboko kwa Nyagasani kumuhagarika ku nkombe y'inyenga. Imana ntiyigeze yemera ko atakaza, kandi rwose namenye bidatinze ko umuvandimwe wanjye yahindutse, ibyo nashimye cyane kandi nshimira Uwiteka. Ni ubuhe buryo bwo gutekereza, Data? nuburyo inzozi, inzozi uko zimeze, numvaga mpuye nukuri kwubutumwa bwiza! ni nako kumva ko Imana yanyeretse hariya, nkuko uzabibona vuba;
Mushikiwabo agerageza kuzamuka umusozi, yirinda kugwa ikuzimu, amaherezo agera hejuru. Ibisobanuro byumusozi wuburuhukiro namahoro , nubutsinzi .
Kugira ngo mpunge akaga kangose, nashyizeho ingufu nyinshi, buri gihe ndwana, kugira ngo ngere ku mpinga y'umusozi, aho nizeraga ko nzabona umutekano kandi nkaruhuka. Nanyuze mu gico igihumbi n'imitego igihumbi nashyize mu nzira yanjye, kandi abadayimoni babarizaga buri mwanya kugira ngo bampagarike bamfate; amaherezo, Data, ndaje munzira ifunganye, iherezo ryayo ryakinguye ikuzimu. Intambwe zingahe
kunyerera kandi biragoye nagombaga kwambuka kugirango nirinde! Ningomba kukubwira ko iki gitaramo giteye ubwoba cyampaye amahano nkaya isi n’akaga kayo, ku buryo nifuzaga cyane kugwa mu muriro utazima nkagaruka muri iyi ntambara ibabaje, nkajyayo. Ndetse kurushaho icyaha, kandi nkwiriye guhanwa byinshi nyuma y'urupfu rwanjye. None gukora iki? Bizagenda bite? Ni uruhande ki gufata? Nahinda umushyitsi ntegereje kurimbuka.
Mugihe narimo nderemba muri ibi bihe byubugome, inyoni imeze nk'inuma, ihagaze ku giti cyari hafi aho, irabyumva irambwira ku gahato iti: "Mushiki wanjye, Mushiki wanjye, aha niho hakenewe ubutwari n'ubutwari. Umwanzuro; urashobora kubivamo gusa utereranye imbabazi z'Imana, kandi ukikorera urugomo wenyine. Urabona uyu musozi? ni umusozi w'ikiruhuko n'amahoro, utuwe gusa n'abatsinze irari ryabo, isi, n'akaga kayo. Iyi ni yo ntego ugomba kugenderaho. ”
Yoo! Data, nicyo cyifuzo cyanjye gikomeye; ariko inzira yo kuhagera no guhunga ibi bihe bibi nasanze nasezeranye! Amaherezo, nashyizeho umwete, maze ndatererana iteka ryose mu gituza cya kibyeyi cy'imbabazi z'Imana yanjye nasabye ubufasha.
Ako kanya nahise mbona ko nazamuwe ku isi, maze njyanwa ahantu hirengeye kari mu musozi mwiza w’amahoro asigaye, ku mpinga ntarashobora kugeramo keretse umunaniro nakazi kenshi.
Amaherezo ngezeyo ntangira guhumeka no gukira ubwoba bwanjye. Umwuka waho wari muzima kandi usukuye, ibintu byose byaho byatangaje isoko idashira nubuturo nyabwo bwibyishimo. Ababa muri iyi nzu yishimye bari bake cyane, ariko baranshimishije bitagira ingano kubera isuku yimyitwarire yabo, imbaraga zukwizera kwabo, ubwitonzi bwimico yabo, imyitwarire yabo yoroheje, inyangamugayo kandi yubaha, amaherezo gukiranuka kubyo bagambiriye. . n'umurava w'urukundo bakunda Imana na bagenzi bacu. Bashishikajwe no guhimbaza no guha umugisha umwanditsi ubuzima bwabo bwiza, basaga nkaho batitaye kumibiri yabo, bagatekereza isi gusa kugirango bange urunuka kandi bagirira impuhwe imbata zayo zibabaje.
Hafi yacyo yazamutse undi musozi, muremure cyane, aho izuba ryerekanaga imirasire yaryo yaka cyane; ryamenyesheje ikiruhuko n'amahoro kumusozi , kandi niho umuntu yagombaga kunyura kugirango abigereho.
Buri gihe intwaro mu ntoki, abayituye, bakomeye, imbaraga n’intwari, bagaragaye buri gihe mu ntambara no mu bikorwa; Niswe umusozi w'intsinzi , bambwira ko ari ngombwa guhora duhatirwa kugira ngo turwanye ibibi kugira ngo tubayobore kandi tubatsembye, kandi cyane cyane uko byari bimeze
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yagombaga kutizera cyane cyane ibihe byiza. Hano, mbwirwa, mu gusoza, niho ushobora kugera mu mpinga y'ikiruhuko n'amahoro .
Kuri ibyo, Data, narabyutse, Imana ihita inyumvisha ko izo nzozi zankubise cyane atari ingaruka zamahirwe, ahubwo ko ari impamvu zubwenge, kandi ko zuzuye ukuri, amayobera nukuri. Nabonye rero, mubisobanuro Imana yampaye, ko umusozi wabaye nk'urugamba ugereranya mubisanzwe impengamiro ya kamere yononekaye, iha satani inyungu nyinshi, kuyobora abantu mu nyenga; bivuze ko bisaba imbaraga nyinshi, gukemura nubutwari, nakazi kenshi kugirango utsinde ikirere. Nafashe umwanzuro ko ngomba kwifashisha ubudacogora no gushikama kuruta ikindi gihe cyose kurwanya imitekerereze yanjye mibi, kandi numvise isoni zanjye ziyongereye ku bitekerezo bya satani, akaga na ruswa y'isi, nshobora gutekereza gusa n'amahano. Ntekereza ko ibi aribyo Imana yashakaga.
Mushikiwabo akurikiranwa n'abajura bahagarariye irari n'abanzi b'agakiza. Ibyishimo byubugingo byazamutse hejuru ya kamere nibyumviro.
Ikindi gihe, Data, narose gukurikiranwa n'abajura n'abambari, bifuzaga kuba umwere n'ubuzima bwanjye; Naje kumenya ko aba brigade nabajura batekerezaga nyamara bari abantu nyabo berekana irari ryinshi, ibishuko nibihe byicyaha, bamwe muribo bakurikirana imitima bafite imigambi yubugizi bwa nabi nubwicanyi, abandi bakishyira mubico. Kubategereza uko barengana. kandi ubahe inkoni y'urupfu.
Kugira ngo mpunge gukurikirana aba bajura cyangwa abajura banteye ubwoba cyane, nasabye Imana, numva nongeye kujyanwa ku musozi umwe navuganye nawe mu nzozi zabanjirije iyi. Ngaho, numvise abaturage basakuza bose hamwe bati: “Reka twishime! nimwishime! dore Uwiteka, dore umunsi Uwiteka yakoze; abanzi benshi, benshi
intambara, nta bishuko bikiriho, nta kaga gakiriho, igihe cy'ibigeragezo kirashize, Imana yonyine ni yo mpano iteka kandi iherezo ry'imirimo yacu. ”
Nasobanukiwe, kubisobanuro byaya magambo nabonye nkurikije kwizera, ko muri rusange abajura nabajura bagereranya abanzi bose b agakiza k umuntu, kandi ko kumusozi wikiruhuko namahoro bitagomba kumvikana cyane nkigihugu runaka. yo gutungana kugirango tugere ku byishimo byo mwijuru, ko bidashobora no kwerekana umunezero ubwawo, ariryo herezo ryukuri ryimibabaro yacu hamwe n’ahantu ho kuruhukira ubuziraherezo. Reka twemere, ariko, ko imiterere yubugingo butunganye hano hepfo ifite byinshi byo kubikora. Ndashaka kuvuga uku kureka kwishima kwisi ndetse no kuriwe, aho buri kintu cyose kirimbuka kugirango twunamire ibyiza byimana.
Muri ubu buryo bushimishije bwo kurimbura ibidukikije, roho irazamuka hejuru yayo, kuko ntakindi ibona uretse Imana, igomba kwizirikaho wenyine. Amashami yose noneho asa nkaho yahinduwe nubumwe bwimana; bimushyira hejuru yibitero byose bya satani, isi numubiri. Guhinduka hano hepfo ntakintu kuri we; biragoye kubona ibyo umubiri ukeneye, uhangayikishijwe cyane no guhaza, usibye ibikenewe ari ngombwa; noneho byavugwa ko umubiri ukora mubukanishi gusa: ikora, iragenda, iranywa, irarya, irasinzira, nibindi. Ariko roho ntago igira uruhare muriyi nyamaswa nibikorwa bisanzwe, irazunguruka, nukuvuga, hejuru yumubiri nubwonko, ubuntu bwinshi bwarabitanze
Izindi nzozi zerekana akababaro nintambara za Mushikiwabo.
Mana, Data, rimwe na rimwe yashakaga, nkuko mubizi, kuntera kwibonera ikintu cyegereje. Bikunze kubaho, cyane cyane nyuma yubusabane bwanjye, ko ntagishoboye kwita kubyumviro cyangwa ingingo zo kwiyumvamo. Ndabona mfite isoni zo gusubiza ibibazo byoroshye; ni nkenerwa kenshi ko Imana ubwayo yangiriye ibisubizo ngomba gutanga, kugirango bidasa nkaho bihari. Ndasa nkutagira ubwenge, cyangwa, niba ubishaka, ndasa numuntu, umaze kureba izuba, ukagumana igihe kirekire urumuri runaka, rukamubuza kureba ikindi kintu cyose: roho yanjye iri mwisi no mu mubiri wanjye ntahari, kandi ni muri ibi bihe umuntu areba ibintu byose bigira ingaruka kumyumvire na kamere. Turi kumusozi w'ikiruhuko, twishimira amahoro mu Mana, nubuvumbuzi bushya burigihe bikozwe nubufasha bwamatara butanga. Bizagenda bite kumubona ubwe, kandi nta mwenda ukingiriza, kandi udapfunditswe!
bizaba bimeze gute kuyitunga nta mbogamizi kandi nta bwoba bwo kuzigera uyitakaza
! ... Ariko ndagaruka aho nari ndi; niho Data, niho ibintu byinshi naguteye kwandika byatangiye ... Reka dukomeze gukomeza inzozi zanjye (1).
. Ubugingo bwe bukomeye yishyira hejuru igihe cyose, akatujyana hamwe no mu gituza cyubumana, bikamutera imbaraga kandi bikamuvuga. Ibisigaye byose ntacyo bisa kuri we; akoresha ibintu byose kugirango agaruke kuri ibyo; ni ikigo cye n'intego ye yonyine: nanone, kuriyi ngingo, ahora ari umwe, kandi twavuga ko tumusanze rwose no mu nzozi.
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Izindi nzozi zerekana akababaro nintambara za Mushikiwabo.
Ibihe bitandukanye nabonye mu bihugu bitazwi, rimwe na rimwe nkagwa munsi y’iriba, rimwe na rimwe nkagaragara ku mbaho zifunganye kandi zifite intege nke cyane zanshigikiraga cyane mu nyenga nari niteguye kugwa, kandi buri gihe byabaye ngombwa ko mfasha kuva hejuru kugeza sohoka. Mperuka narose kwirukanwa nuwagenderaga mubunini no mumaso ateye ubwoba, yarandebye asa nabi kandi ateye ubwoba kuburyo nagize ubwoba; abonye ko atashoboye kundeba, yavuye mu burakari maze azenguruka igihugu cyose. Nari nzi mubusabane bwanjye bwa nyuma, ko ari itangazo ryimbaraga za satani kuturwanya nakazi gato dutekereza, kandi ko agerageza kandi azagerageza kongera gutsindwa. Ntukirengagize iyi miburo, kuko, ndagusubiramo,
Ariko, Data, dore indorerwamo ikwiriye kugira umwanya mu nzozi zanjye ziteye ubwoba.
Amatangazo yimpera yisi.
Umunsi umwe nijoro, ubwo nari nsinziriye, natekereje ko ndi ku musozi nari maze kugerayo nkiri guhunga icyo gikoko, nabanje kubona ikirere cyiza kandi
inyenyeri nziza; ariko bidatinze nyuma yo kubona ibimenyetso biteye ubwoba kuruhande rwiburengerazuba, nabonye umwanya munini wuzuye isanduku, insengero, imitwe n'amagufa y'abapfuye, buji, ibihano byo gushyingura; muri make, uyu mwanya wose wari umeze nka pall nini.
Ku ruhande rw'amajyepfo hagaragaye Umumarayika mukuru Mutagatifu Mikayeli mu mpande, kandi yitwikiriye intwaro zikomeye; inkota irabagirana mu kuboko kwe kw'iburyo, yafashe mu zindi minzani nini yaretse amanuka yerekeza ku isi, kandi numvise ko ari ibikoresho ndetse n'imyiteguro y'urubanza rwa nyuma igihe cyegereje ....
Muyindi nzozi, aho natekerezaga ko nkiri kumusozi umwe, nabonye mu kirere umukororombya munini utambitse, umuzenguruko wacyo ukagera aho mbona. Noneho hagaragaye uruziga runini inuma ninuma nto zagurukaga kuruhande rumwe, nta na rimwe ziva kumurongo uzengurutswe. Nyuma yibyo, mbona inkongoro nizindi nyoni zinyamanswa zinyeganyeza inuma nto ninuma nto, zitanga kwirukana no kuzisasa; benshi bihutira kujya hasi, aho batanyaguwe ninyoni zihiga, nubwo inuma za feza zavuye mwijuru zibarinda. Intambara yari bikabije hagati y'ibikona n'inuma zifite amababa ya feza, byarakomeje kugeza igihe Mutagatifu Mikayeli ageze, wemeje intsinzi ku bw'inuma n'inuma. '
Yesu Kristo arababara kandi ntazwi.
Ikindi gihe nabonye mu burengerazuba ishusho nini yashushanyijeho isura yera y'Umwami wacu; yasaga nkaho ari muzima kandi yuzuyeho amaraso mazima yatembaga kandi atemba ava mumutwe we wimitswe namahwa. Amaso ye yazamutse mu kirere bibabaje, mbona amarira menshi atemba muri bo. Nkimwitegereza impuhwe n'ubwuzu, numvise ijwi rimbwira riti: Urabona izuba rirenze.
Inzozi zita kuri Revolution y'Abafaransa, amacakubiri mu Itorero n'ingaruka zayo mbi. Tegeka guhunga amacakubiri.
Ngomba kandi, Data, gushyira mu nzozi zanjye ziteye ubwoba zijyanye na revolution ibabaje nashinzwe gutangaza. Ntidushobora rero gutanga ibitekerezo byongeweho bimwe mubyingenzi mubyo tumaze kuvuga mugihe bageze kuri byinshi
bijyanye, n'aho byari ngombwa kubizana. Kuri abo, ntituzabibuka, cyangwa tuzabikora byoroheje cyane.
Umunsi umwe nijoro, natekereje ko mbona abayoboke ba kiliziya benshi bambaye imyenda yabo ya sacerdotal, bafite umutwe umwepiskopi nabo mumirimo ye. Umwuka wabo utyaye kandi wishyira hejuru, amagambo yabo akaze, isura yabo iteye ubwoba wasaga nkuwubaha icyubahiro nicyubahiro cya bose; bahatiye abizerwa kubakurikira, kubatega amatwi no kubumvira. Mana antegeka kubarwanya imbonankubone; Yambwiye ko batakiriho, bafite uburenganzira bwo kuvuga mu izina ryanjye, cyangwa ngo bakwiriye kugandukira abizerwa, kubera ko bahemukiye inyungu z'Itorero ryanjye, kandi bakaba bahemukiye kwizera. Ntabwo binyuranyije nubushake bwanjye, kandi muburakari bwanjye, baracyakora imirimo batagikwiriye; kure yo kutanyishimira, uranyubaha utumvira; ikintu bashaka kugusaba, ntukabatege amatwi, witandukane nacyo, ibyo nabikoze nkabandi benshi. Inzozi zikurikira zirateye ubwoba.
Ubu hashize imyaka mirongo itatu cyangwa mirongo ine Ubufaransa bwangaragarijwe nkubutayu bunini, ubwigunge buteye ubwoba; buri ntara yari imeze nk'imigezi aho abahisi basahura bakanangiza ibintu byose bashoboraga kubona. Bidatinze, kubera kutishimira abizerwa nyabo, abapasitori bacu na ba vikari babo, ababwirizabutumwa n'abayobozi bacu, abamisiyoneri bacu barazimiye, kandi abaminisitiri bashya tutari tuzi bafashe umwanya wabo, kandi
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basabye gukora imirimo imwe kandi bafite uburenganzira bumwe. Ntabwo byumvikana ko habaye impinduka nini muburyo bwo gukora no gutekereza kuri benewacu, ku buryo ntashoboraga kumenya igihugu cyanjye. Ariko, iri hinduka ntiryari ryuzuye, Nabonye ko ibitekerezo bitandukanye byashinze amashyaka abiri, bitera ibibazo n’imivurungano iteye ubwoba impande zose. Ariko dore icyanteye ubwoba kurushaho, kandi kintera ubwoba muri iyerekwa rya nijoro. Nabonye hepfo yu butayu buteye ubwoba amashyo atandukanye yintama avanze ihene n'ihene, inkende, andi moko menshi yinyamaswa ziteye ishozi
ko ntari nzi; abungeri babayoboye bari izindi nyamaswa nyinshi ziteye ubwoba kure cyane; abadayimoni, ngira ngo, nta yindi mibare bafite. Nanone, nabonye imbaga y'abantu bahunga inzira yabo, bihisha bafite ubwoba kandi bihuta kugira ngo badashyirwa mu mukumbi wabo, batinya no kubona. Nagize ubwoba, mbaza aho abapasitori babo bari, abayobozi nyabo b'aba bantu bazerera; Nabwiwe: Bahatiwe guhunga, bari mu buhungiro.
Ibuka nonaha, Data, iyerekwa ridasobanutse nakubwiye ko Imana yakunze kuntera imbere kandi nkaho nkora ku rutoki gutotezwa kurubu ni ukuri gusa, nubwo umuntu yabirebaga noneho nkigihe, kandi Uwiteka amatangazo nabagize muri bo nkakabya keza, kwibeshya kwukuri .
Ibuka, ndavuga, ibintu bitandukanye biteye ubwoba; kurugero, uruzabibu rwasahuwe na brigande, ibiti bibiri byiza byakubiswe nigiti cyazamutse gitunguranye hagati yabyo; igisato nabonye cyitandukanije nigicu cyumuyaga kugirango kirigishe abari munzu nziza, kandi uzagira ibyo byose, kubintu bimwe, byanteye ubwoba cyane mubitekerezo byanjye kandi bintera ubwoba mubitekerezo byanjye. Nibyiza kukubwira kandi ko muri izo nzozi zitandukanye, zijyanye na revolution yacu, nasanze rimwe na rimwe natwarwaga nishyaka rya Gatolika, rimwe na rimwe nkagira ubwoba kubera amacakubiri n'ubuyobe, ibyo nabibonye kandi n'ubu ndacyabibona; senga mwijuru kugirango dushobore kuvaho ubwoba!
Ariko nyuma yo kuvuga inzozi zibi bibi, birasa nkaho bikwiye gushyira ahagaragara noneho ibyo nise ibinezeza, ubuntu kandi bihumuriza, kuko nabifite muburyo bwose. Nibura, bizaba byiza kurushaho kunezeza no guhumuriza abasomyi, niba, ariko, harigihe hariho umuntu ushaka kwigarurira inzozi zanjye. Bizaba ejo, nyamuneka Mana.
Muri rusange kwerekana inzozi za Mushikiwabo, n'ingaruka zabyo, atizera ko zishobora gusobanurwa muburyo busanzwe.
Ibyishimo by'umutimanama utamucira urubanza, uburyo bwo kwezwa, umunezero wo kuba uw'Imana rwose no kuyitunga binyuze mu rukundo no kwifuza, mugihe utegereje
gutunga mubyukuri intsinzi y'Itorero ryera, icyubahiro cyabatagatifu, umuntu wubahwa wa J.-C. Data, ni ibihe bintu byakunze kugaragara mubyo nise inzozi zanjye nziza cyangwa zishimishije, ndetse nibyinshi mubyerekwa byanjye n'ibigaragara. Kimwe no gutinya icyaha, ikuzimu no guca imanza z'Imana, ibibazo n'ibitotezo by'Itorero byahoraga bintera ibinyuranye kandi bihuye n'ibitekerezo by'iterabwoba ibintu biteye ubwoba bisanzwe bitwara. Uku kugereranya hagati yibitekerezo byijoro, niba umuntu ashobora kuvuga atyo, nibyumunsi wababanjirije, bisa nkibyoroshye kandi nibisanzwe. Kandi nyamara sibyo ntukabuze kuvuga ko abavuze ko bakeneye gusa iyi kamere karemano yibitekerezo byanjye cyangwa ibitekerezo byanjye, kugirango basobanure byose, ndashaka gusobanura ibyo nahishuye ndetse ninzozi zanjye, mubitekerezo byanjye, bari kwibeshya cyane byabatera. kwitiranya ingaruka nimpamvu. Nta gushidikanya, Imana, ishobora kwifashisha iyo myitwarire ubwayo yibarutse; ariko buri gihe numvaga, nkangutse nkasinzira, ko iyi myitwarire idashobora kunturukaho, cyangwa ngo itange ubwabo ingaruka zose zinteye kwibonera. Ushaka rero gusobanura inzozi zanjye nk'ibyo nahishuriwe, mu ijambo, ibyo nabonye byose ku Mana kubitekerezo byanjye bisanzwe, cyangwa kubwo gutekereza kwanjye cyangwa itegeko nshinga ryanjye, byasa nkaho twiyemeje gusobanura gahunda itangaje yisi nigenda ryimiterere ya kamere, kugirango dusobanure imivurungano ninyanja yinyanja kubera imivumba, cyangwa umuriro hamwe nibyishimo ihura nabyo. Muri ibyo byose, kwerekana ingaruka ntabwo byigeze bisobanurwa kubitera, kandi impamvu ya kabiri ntizigera yumvikana keretse mugihe dusubiye kumpamvu yambere, bitabaye ibyo abandi ntibari kubaho. Bitabaye ibyo ntacyo twavuze, nubwo twavuganye byinshi, cyangwa, niba ubishaka, twavuze kuri filozofiya. n'impamvu ya kabiri ntizigera yumvikana usibye gusubira mubintu byambere, bitabaye ibyo abandi ntibari kubaho. Bitabaye ibyo ntacyo twavuze, nubwo twavuganye byinshi, cyangwa, niba ubishaka, twavuze kuri filozofiya. n'impamvu ya kabiri ntizigera yumvikana usibye gusubira mubintu byambere, bitabaye ibyo abandi ntibari kubaho. Bitabaye ibyo ntacyo twavuze, nubwo twavuganye byinshi, cyangwa, niba ubishaka, twavuze kuri filozofiya.
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igihe cyose ubishaka; ariko nta mpamvu yavuzwe. Reka rero dusige abahanga mu bya filozofiya, tujye mu nzozi zanjye nziza.
Icyubahiro cya Mutagatifu Fransisko. Ubukene no kwicisha bugufi, ishingiro ryurutonde rwe.
Nkiri kuri uyu musozi muremure aho nakubwiye ko nabonye ibikoresho byo kwitegura urubanza rwanyuma, narebye hagati y'amajyaruguru n'iburasirazuba, mbona ingabo nyinshi z'abihayimana bo mu itegeko ryacu zagendaga zihebuje kandi zitsinda; ku mutwe wabo hagaragara umuntu ukomeye kandi wubahwa, wambaye ikanzu itangaje kandi yose yuzuyemo amabuye y'agaciro n'ubutunzi buhebuje. Yambaye ku mutwe ikamba ryaka, ibirenge n'amaboko byacumiswe; amaherezo, namujyanye kuri J.-C. ubwe, kandi ngiye kunama imbere ye ngo ndamuramye. Witondere, ambwira ijwi rirenga, ambwira ko uyu ari umugabo gusa, kandi ni so Saint-François ....
Bite! Namushubije, data mutagatifu Fransisko! yewe! nigute ashobora kuba abengerana mwijuru, uwahoraga yicisha bugufi kwisi, ukunda abjection nubukene cyane ? Nukuri, nabwiwe,
icyamuhesheje icyubahiro cyinshi, kandi niki kigomba nanone umunsi umwe guhesha icyubahiro abana be, niba ari abizerwa kugendera ikirenge mu cye, kuko ubukene no kwicisha bugufi aribwo buhamya yabahaye bagenda bonyine; n'umwuka w'itegeko rye ugizwe hejuru ya byose mu bikorwa by'iyi mico yombi, ariryo shingiro n'ishingiro ry'inyubako ye. Birakenewe rero kubitoza kugirango dukwiriye kwiteranya nabo. Inzozi, Data, zampaye ihumure n'ibyishimo byinshi.
Mushikiwabo yisanze mu nzozi mu nzu nto i Nazareti. Gukoraho ibisobanuro akora. Isomo ahabwa.
Kubera ko nari nkiri muto, natekereje ko, nzerera njyenyine mu cyaro cyitaruye kandi cyonyine, ninjiye nkaho kubwamahirwe igiti gito ibintu byamahoro byasaga naho ari byiza cyane kubitekerezaho. Aho niho hitaruye imivurungano turishima, niba hariho umunezero kwisi, kubera ko twishimira ubwacu n'Imana yacu, kubitekerezo byabo byiza duhora twibukwa nukubona ibintu byiza cyane bidukikije. Wari umunsi mwiza wimpeshyi, ikirere cyari cyiza kandi gituje, guceceka kwi bwigunge bishimishije byahagaritswe gusa nindirimbo yinyoni zihagaze kumiti yicyatsi yatwikiriye uku kuguma mumahoro. Mbega ukuntu ibintu byose ari byiza muri kamere, naribwiye nti! bizamera bite kubuturo bwumugisha, niba ubuturo bwubuhunzi bwacu bushimishije! bizamera bite igihugu cyacu! Niba kandi Imana ari nziza cyane, yubuntu kandi buhebuje kubanyabyaha abereyemo ibihano gusa hano hepfo, azakorera iki inshuti ze, mugihe ashaka kubihembera mu Mana kandi muburyo bwose bwubuntu bwe, ubwiza bwe nurukundo rwe ?
Gutyo natekereje muri njye; kandi mugihe cyo gutekereza gutya, nakurikiranye hagati yibiti byiza munzira ntoya ndangije mbona inzu yakuweho, cyangwa ahubwo yubatswe wenyine munsi yinkwi, nkubwoko buto bwa grotto cyangwa igituba, nakundaga cyane kuri ikirere cyacyo nibihe byiza byacyo, na cyane cyane guceceka gukomeye byategetseyo, kuko umuntu atigeze yumva urusaku ahari, usibye ibyo umukozi yakoraga rimwe na rimwe akora igihe yakoraga ....
Ninjiye muri iyi nzu kugirango menye aho ndi; Nabonye ninjiye mumusaza mwiza kandi wubahwa, wakoraga mugusiga no gushushanya ibice nimbaho zinkwi nitonze kandi yitonze Kubandi
iruhande rw'inzu, nabonye umusore wasaga nkumugore we, kandi uburyohe no kwiyoroshya bingana ubwiza bwe; Kuruhande rwe hagaragaye umusore ufite imyaka igera ku icumi cyangwa cumi n'ibiri y'amavuko cyane, ariko afite isura yoroheje, nziza kandi yemewe, kuburyo byari bihagije kumubona akanya ko kumukunda.
Kandi, Data, inyungu zose nashishikajwe numusaza mwiza, cyane cyane kumugore we muto wanshimishije bitagira akagero, numvise mumutima wanjye ikintu cyiza cyane kumusore; amaso yanjye yashoboraga kumusiga mugihe gito kandi mugihe cyo kurangaza ....
Bose uko ari batatu bahugiye mu guceceka mu mahoro bitabujijwe n’uburyo bwabo bwo kunyakira. Nabonye mu kazi kabo no mu myitwarire yabo ntabwo ari vivivité, cyangwa ubushake, cyangwa guhangayika, cyangwa ubwoko ubwo ari bwo bwose bwo gukorwa n'isoni cyangwa inzitizi; ibintu byose byatangaje kunyurwa, amahoro nibyishimo byubugingo bwishimira kandi buhangayikishijwe nubusa. Rimwe na rimwe sinari nzi icyo nkwiye gushima cyane, haba kubitaho no kwitabwaho n'ababyeyi, cyangwa kumvira umuhungu wakoze ibishoboka byose kugirango abisubize yitonze, agerageza kubashimisha, na serivisi nkora we Yabasubiye bombi. Byari urukundo rwa mugenzi wawe, ubwuzu busubiranamo, ariko bwiyubashye nkuko byasaga nkibishimishije kandi bivuye ku mutima. Nari kumara iminsi mbona; ariko amaherezo byabaye ngombwa kurangiza iki gitaramo gishimishije: Nahise rero mva muri uyu muryango mwiza; Navuye muri kariya kazu keza, nubwo ntabishaka, kandi uko nagenda nakomeje guhanga amaso umusore wanjye, tujyana.
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Nari mfite icyifuzo cyiza cyo kongera kumubona vuba bishoboka, byanshimishije cyane kuba iki kiganiro cya mbere cyampaye.
Umugore wishimye! mbega umubyeyi wishimye, uriya musore, naribwiye nti, ndahindukira! Mbega umusaza wubahwa ni umutware wibi
inzu ya puny! Mbega umuntu mwiza kandi wera umugore we muto! Ariko, ikiruta byose, umwana wuje ubwuzu, uyu musore mwiza cyane usa nkuwabo, kandi ugaragaza neza ko ari umuhungu wabo kubwimyitwarire yabo kuri bo! Mbega kwiyoroshya, mbega ubworoherane mumyenda yabo! mbega ubushishozi mubiryo byabo! mbega gahunda nziza, mbega isuku, mbega amahoro, mbega ubumwe muriyi nzu! Ukuntu ibintu byose bihari bihumeka ikinyabupfura n'impumuro nziza! Tugomba gutegereza igihe kinini kugirango duhure nuyu muryango mwiza! Ah! niba umunezero udahari, ntanumwe uhari kwisi, cyangwa kwisi yose ...
Mugihe ngenda njyenyine navugaga kuri uku kwibuka gushimishije, nabonye umugabo mwiza-usa nkumutuye aho hantu; Namubajije icyo iyi nzu nto ninjiyemo. Ugomba kubimenya, yarashubije, kimwe n'ababa aho; usohoka mwishuri ryubwenge ningeso nziza. Nishuri rya Nazareti, ni inzu Ijambo ryigize umuntu yamaze imyaka mirongo itatu mukazi, kumvira no kuganduka. Yongeyeho ko ari ubu buzima bwihishe, bwicisha bugufi kandi bukora cyane ku Mana yawe, ishaka ko mwitanga nk'icyitegererezo, niba ushaka kumushimisha no gukora kugira ngo ugere ku butungane bwawe. Niyo mpamvu ugomba kwihisha mwisi, ukabaho ku Mana gusa no mu Mana na J.-C.; vs ' nurangiza icyaranze guceceka wabonye muri bo. Iyo umuntu ahora, nkuko biri, mumaso no gutekereza ku Mana y'ubu, umuntu akeneye kwaguka hanze yitaye kubintu byo hanze no kuganira nikiremwa? Ntabwo dusanga muri twe isoko y'ibyishimo byuzuye? Tekereza buri gihe, kandi uharanire kwigana ibyo wabonye.
Mushikiwabo ukize ibitotsi bye, umukene iyo akangutse; shusho yubusa mubintu byabantu.
Umunsi umwe nijoro, natekereje ko mvugana numudandaza unyereka ibicuruzwa bye nkanyurwa nkankubita; icyarushijeho kwemerwa no kutanyurwa kuri we ni uko yampaye ibintu byose bisa nkimpa umunezero; byari bihagije kuri njye kumwereka icyifuzo cyanjye, ku buryo yansabye cyane kwakira igice cy'ibicuruzwa aribyo
yari yaranshimishije. Natangajwe kandi nishimiye ubunyangamugayo nk'ubwo, sinari nzi kumushimira. Yambwiye ko uri, nk'abantu bihuza n'imvururu ku bintu by'ibinyoma byo ku isi, kandi uri umuntu usa cyane; menya noneho ko ubungubu uryamye, kandi ko vuba uzaba, nkabo, dupe ya illusion yawe. Noneho amahirwe aragutonesha, ububyutse bugiye gutwara ibintu byose ufite kure yawe, kugirango ntacyo uzasigara; kandi uku kubyuka kutagushushanya nigishushanyo cyurupfu rwabari bizeye ibintu byo mwisi no mubicuruzwa byibinyoma hano hepfo.
Kuri aya magambo ndabyuka, kandi iyo mbyutse mbona kuzimira no kuzimira nkumwotsi ayo mahirwe yibinyoma yari yansekeje akanya. Hanyuma natekereje cyane kubusa nubusa mubintu byabantu. Natekereje ko nishimye, naribwiye nti: ubu nsigaranye iki? Hahirwa Mana yanjye, ni we wiringira wenyine! ntabwo ashutswe mubyo ategereje; agusanga apfuye nyuma yo kugushaka mubuzima; ugumana na we mugihe ibindi byose byashize; kandi ukaguma kuri we, Mana yanjye, kugira umunezero we urambye atabashije gutinya kukubura!
Yesu Kristo agaragara yuzuye ubutunzi butagira ingano, ntawushaka kwakira.
Nigeze gutekereza ko nabonye, mugihe nsinziriye, J.-C. mfashe mumaboko ye ubutunzi butagira akagero; yaranyitegereje birababaje, mubajije impamvu. Mukobwa wanjye, yambwiye kuniha, ndaje mfite amaboko yuzuye impano, mfite ubutunzi butagereranywa nteganyiriza ibiremwa byanjye, ndaje kubitungisha mubibagaburira, nsanga ntawe ubasaba, ntanumwe ubyifuza, cyangwa ninde wihesha agaciro kubakira. Sinzi rero uwo twamenyesha impano zanjye, nubwo tubikeneye. Umucamanza w'ububabare ko kutabyitaho amakosa binteye!
Umwana Yesu mumaboko ya Mariya, afite umusaraba muto.
Natekereje ko nongeye kubona, mu bindi bihe, Bikira Mariya ufashe amavi Umwana Yesu, wasaga nkuwishimisha umusaraba muremure, yari amufashe mu ntoki. Nkimara kubibona, nunamye imbere y'ibirenge bya mama mwiza, ndamwinginga ngo ansigire gato
umwanya wo gufata umuhungu we wimana. Ndabishaka. Narambuye amaboko ngo ndamwakire; ariko mu mwanya wumwana yampaye gusa umusaraba we ntashakaga; yabisubiyemo mu bihe bitandukanye; kandi nkuko nabyitotombeye ko yashutse ibyiringiro byanjye, Mukobwa wanjye, yaransubije byimazeyo, niba ushaka Umwana, ugomba kubanza kwakira
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umusaraba akugezaho binyuze mu biganza byanjye, ntushobora gutunga umwe udafite undi. Kuri ubu, Padiri S. François ararengana akurikira ibendera ryariho umusaraba munini. Hano, Bikira Mariya yarambwiye, aranyereka, dore urugendo ugomba gukurikiza utarigeze ubureka ... Kuri ibi, nabyutse .
Yesu Kristo ahamagarira Mushikiwabo kumukurikira i Calvary, akamugira impano y'umusaraba we.
Iminsi mike mbere yimpanuka naganiriye nawe, kandi igomba kugira ingaruka kugeza gupfa, narose ko nari mpari mumyigaragambyo yaberaga kubera indulugensiya ya yubile ikomeye. Mugihe twagendaga munzira igororotse kandi yoroheje cyane, nerekeje amaso kumuhanda muto cyane kandi utoroshye cyane wari iburyo bwacu, mbona J.-C. ya Calvary. Ngwino unkurikire, yararize nyuma y'urugendo, ukurikire inzira zanjye, iyi ni sitasiyo ya indulgensiya ikomeye, bose baza kumfasha gutwara umusaraba ntwaye bose .
Mbonye ko ntamuntu numwe wifuzaga kuva mumuhanda woroshye ngo amukurikire munzira igoye aho yagendaga, ndiruka inyuma ye. Yambwiye ko atitaye ku bukana bw'abantu bamugirira, ambwira ububabare bw'ishyaka rye mu buryo bukora ku mutima.
Mu bindi bihe byigihe kimwe, numvise ibirego bye, kandi ndacyamubona asinziriye, byose biremereye kandi nkaho byuzuye umusaraba.
: byari mu gace kacu. Yahamagaye ababikira bose ngo bamukurikire, ndiruka ngaho aranyanga. Ntabwo ariwowe, arambwira ati, genda ubwire Bashiki bawe
guhinduka; kubwawe, guma muri selire yawe. Mbega agahinda! Ndumvira ndira; ariko nyuma yigihe gito yinjiye muri kasho yanjye hamwe na Superior: Hano, mukobwa wanjye, arambwira ati, ntukiganyire, dore umugabane wawe n'umugabane wawe. Abandi barampunze, ndagusigiye umusaraba wanjye, ntuzigere usiga. Yarimbishijwe ibisigisigi bitandukanye byabatagatifu, cyane cyane abamaritiri. Ndunamye nunamye mu maso mugihe nakira, kandi J.-C. ibura bike cyane
Nyuma gato yinzozi, Madame l'Abbess yararwaye indwara yamugejeje ku mva, kandi nagize impanuka igomba no kunjyana aho ngaho ikamperekeza. Imana ihe umugisha muri byose.
Mushikiwabo ajyanwa munsi yubutayu, yakira igitabo gito cyo kuzirikana.
Ndibuka ko ijoro rimwe natekereje ko ngendana na malayika wanjye mwiza, nambaye umusore mwiza, bigaragara ko ari nkuwatwaraga Tobie. Yambwiye ko agiye kunyobora aho Imana ishaka; mu nzira, yambwiye gusa uburyo bwo gutungana no gusohoza ubushake bw'Imana muri byose. Mugihe twagendaga dusangamo imvugo cyangwa amasengero mato yigenga aho nashakaga kujya gusengera hamwe nabandi: Genda ibyo, arambwira ati, ni intama zazimiye, inkumi zitagira ubwenge.Nuko anjyana mu nyenga y'ubutayu. Ari hano, arambwira ati :
ko Imana iguhamagara, kandi ko ugomba gukora urugo rwawe; nuko ampa igitabo gito arabura. Mfunguye iki gitabo nshishikaye, kuko cyari ukuzirikana bisanzwe; ariko natunguwe cyane, kubibabi, kubona no gusoma kuri page yose aya magambo yombi: Imana yonyine.
Umutima wubugingo bwizerwa, ahera rwihishwa aho uwo bashakanye wimana yifungishije.
Nyuma yo gushima igihe kirekire indabyo ntoya yera yubusitani bwumugabo numugore twavuganye nawe ahandi, nabonye muyindi nzozi itorero rifite ubuturo bwera ndetse nimiryango. Isugi yoroheje cyane kandi yicisha bugufi cyane yagaragaye munsi yishusho yumubikira; yinjiye mu rusengero, arugara imbere; yinjiye ahera, na we amufunga inyuma. Muri ako kanya, J.-C. yigaragarije amubona mu buryo bwa kimuntu, amuha imfunguzo, aramubwira ati: Mwami wanjye n'umugabo wanjye, ndaguhaye ubwinjiriro bw'umutima wanjye na bose.
imbaraga zanjye, kandi ibyo ibihe byose. J.-C. yakiriye impano ye afite urukundo no kunyurwa, asezeranya ko azamubera umugabane w'iteka.
Mvuye muri iri torero, nitegereje hejuru umusaraba uzamuwe n'ibikoresho byose by'ishyaka ry'Umukiza; hari mu baturanyi b'abasirikare b'itorero abasirikari bitonze umurongo, ariko nta kugenda, mugihe ntambwe ebyiri nabonye hafi ya ba sentare mu myigaragambyo ikomeje, kubera gutinya ko umwanzi yakwegera umuzamu. Dore ibisobanuro by'amayobera by'iyerekwa rya nijoro:
Umutima wubugingo bwizerwa nubuturo bwera aho uwo bashakanye wimana akunda kumwiyegereza kugirango yigire umutware wububasha bwe bwose, akaba yaramushinze kumurera: 1 ° ubu bugingo bwunze ubumwe na J.-C. mbere asenya irari rye ryose akoresheje imyitozo yo kwihana no gupfa; 2 ° igomba kuba yarafunze, ikomeje kwitabwaho ubwayo, inzugi zose n'inzira zishobora guha umwanzi; 3 ° mugihe ibyimbere ninyuma byicecekeye, kuba maso, nka sentinel ikora kandi itarambirwa, igomba guhora mugikorwa cyo kuvumbura amayeri no gukumira ibitero by umwanzi, kubicwa nububabare bugereranywa numusaraba na ibikoresho by'ishyaka,
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mw'ijambo, nurupfu rwumusaza Imana yantegetse umunsi umwe kwica, ambwira ko umutego wagombaga kwirukanwa kure niba nshaka kumushimisha ejo hazaza.
Kugaragara k'isugi ikiri muto ituka Mushikiwabo kubera uburangare bwe no kutiyubaha.
Hano hari undi, Data, byambayeho vuba aha, kandi byankoze ku mutima nkuko byari byemewe. Natekereje ko muri selire yanjye nashakaga kwiyegurira Imana, kandi sinshobora gutsinda aho, nkuko nabyifuzaga; Sinari nzi aho izo ngorane zishobora guturuka. Mugihe nabikoraga
imbaraga zidafite akamaro, ndabona kwinjira no kunsanga umukobwa muto wimyaka cumi nagatanu cyangwa cumi n'umunani kuri byinshi; Natekereje ko namumenye ko namaze kumubona mubindi bihe bizatwara igihe kinini kubivuga. Uyu mwari winkumi ukiri muto, kuko yari afite imico yose yumuntu umwe, mbona ari umuntu mwiza cyane byashobokaga kubona; urugendo rwiza kandi rwiza rutagira ingaruka, ibintu byiza, umwuka wubworoherane na candor inzirakarengane zitanga, isura imwenyura kandi yoroheje, amaso yaka umuriro mwiza cyane; Hanyuma, ni iki kindi nakubwira? Sinzi icyari cyiza kuburyo byari bihagije kumubona amukunda. Nanone, Data, ndakwemereye ko ntabishoboye, kandi ko namukunze nkimara kubona ....
Araza aho ndi, amfata ukuboko, aranyitegereza n'umwuka w'ubugwaneza n'inyungu nziza cyane kuruta kuvuga, ndaje, nshuti yanjye nziza, arambwira, agatuka, hanyuma icyifuzo cya J .- C.; kuko ari we ubwayo antumye kuri wewe. Mbega ukuntu wishimye, nshuti yanjye nziza, naramushubije, kumenya J.-C. no kuba uwe! Ah! ikaze, kubera ko uza kundeba mu izina rye; Nzabikora, ntagushidikanya, nzagutega amatwi n'umutima wanjye wose.
Hano rero, nicyo agutuka, yaransubije ati: ntumukunda bihagije, musangiye umutima, ndetse ukaba umuhemukira muburyo bwinshi.
ibintu, ukunze kwigaragariza kwamburwa ubuntu bwe nubutoni bwe, rimwe na rimwe ukibagirwa uko umufitiye umwenda. Icyo agusaba binyuze mu kanwa kanjye ni ukongera ishyaka ryawe, kwiga kumushimisha muri byose, kutareka kwera kwe, kumugira
ubudahwema mumitekerereze no mumutima, gukora kubitekerezo bye gusa, kubaho kuri we gusa; kuko, nshuti yanjye nziza, yaguhaye byose, ashaka kugira byose. Afite ishyari ryo gutunga umutima wawe wose kandi utagabanijwe; kandi munyizere, nshuti yanjye, umutima nkuwawe ntabwo ukabije kuri shobuja nka we.
Kwemeza byaturutse mu minwa, amagambo ye yari yarantangaje ku buryo natekereje gusa kwatura icyaha; kandi icyiza kumenya ni uko numvaga nta mubabaro wo gucyaha yampaye; ariko muburyo bunyuranye, nabonye umunezero mwinshi muri bo, ndetse kuruta no gushimwa cyane no gushimwa. Nifuzaga kumara ubuzima bwanjye mbatega amatwi, kuko yari azi kuntera imbaraga kubwurukundo nk'urwo anyeretse. Ah! mbega ubwitonzi J.-C. ikomeza! Nibyiza, naramubwiye, ndarira, ibyo umbwira byose nibyo, nukuri ubwako, ndabizi. Unyandikire noneho kugirango ndusheho kuba abizerwa mugihe kizaza, kandi nkoreshe umuburo wawe wubuntu, kandi nzabikorana imbaraga zanjye zose kubwurukundo rwa J.-C.
Kuri aya magambo, isugi nziza yijugunye mu maboko, turahoberana cyane; ngaho urahari, arambwira, ansoma, uko nshaka kuguhuza na J.-C., kuko ndi urukundo akunda abagabo; Mfashe ibishoboka byose kugirango nkugereho kuri we Data, mbega ukuntu narishimye!
Nkuko nari naramubajije uko nagira ngo ndusheho kuba umwizerwa kuri J.-C, narimo ndamushakisha kugira ngo amurikire byinshi kuriyi ngingo, mbonye yunamye ku ntambwe nkeya, amaboko ye arafatanya, mu kuramya cyane kandi amasengesho menshi; icyo nafashe kuburyo yanyeretse ....
Maze gukanguka, nasuzumye uko iyi nzozi itangaje, nsanga byose bihuye nibyo nkeneye ndetse n'imiterere yanjye. Byari bimaze iminsi mike kuva nishora mubitandukanya bimwe na bimwe byanteye kuvuga amagambo atagira umumaro muto, gusebanya gake, gusebanya gake hamwe nandi makosa yiyi kamere, yari yarankwegeye gato hagati yanjye, ndavuga, yo kuboneka kw'Imana. Nari umunyabwoba mugusezerera ibirangaza byavutse mumasengesho yanjye: Gusangira kwanjye kwa nyuma ntibyari byoroshye, kandi kandi Imana ntacyo yari yarabivuze kumutima wanjye kubyerekeye . Natekereje gusa ko aribyo
ikintu cya ambasade nakiriye igihe nasinziriye, kandi ndagusabye, Data, umbwire icyo ubitekerezaho.
Namaze kukwereka, mukobwa wanjye, nasubije Mushikiwabo, ko Imana ishobora gukoresha inzira yinzozi kugirango itange abagabo indamutso. Ndabona ibimenyetso byayo mubyanditswe Byera, bitatwemerera kubishidikanya; Ndabona, byongeye, mubyabaye, amasezerano, ibintu bikomeye,
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ko bisa nkaho bidashoboka kuri njye kwanga ... Ariko, Mushiki wanjye, wampaye gusobanukirwa, niba nibuka neza, ko atari ubwambere wagize amahirwe yo kubona uwo muntu wemeye ufite. gusa mvuze neza. Mbwira nonaha, nyamuneka, ni ibihe bihe bindi wari umaze guhura nawe? kubera
wanteye amatsiko yo kumumenya neza ubwanjye, kandi ndatekereza ko hari byinshi byunguka kuri njye, kandi wenda nabandi bakiriho.
Icyifuzo cyo kubyumva, Data, ni gihamya ko usanzwe ubizi, Mushikiwabo yarashubije; ariko biratinze uyumunsi, kandi isomo ryari rirerire, kuberako twavuze inzozi gusa. Niba ninjiye mubyo umbajije, byamara byibuze kimwe cya kane
isaha imwe, kandi ndatinya ko utazoroherwa; so, Data, niba ubona ari byiza, tuzarangirira hano inkuru yinzozi zanjye. Ntabwo aribyose, Mushikiwabo, ndashaka byibuze iyo imwe nimugoroba; niba bimara kimwe cya kane cyisaha, nibyiza, bizaba kimwe cya kane cyisaha, ndashobora no kuguha igice cyiza cyisaha; bityo, niba udahangayikishijwe no kuvuga, ntabwo bizoroha kubyumva; ariko niba utanyuzwe nimugoroba, bizaba ejo, hitamo, kuko ntagukuye mubihe nkubajije. birahagije ko igutegeka. Ndagira ngo rero nkomeze igihe runaka, kandi uzakoresha inkuru zanjye zose uko ubishaka mu ikaye yawe.
Yesu Kristo amwereka isi .
Nkigihe winjiye munzu yacu kugirango utuyobore, J.-C. yambonekeye mu nzozi, arambwira ati: Nkurikira, nzakwigisha isi icyo ari cyo. Ndi; kandi twembi tugenda dufite umuvuduko utangaje, tunyura mubihugu binini; bidatinze tugeze mubihugu bya kure cyane. Icyari cyoroshye cyane nuko twabonye byose tutabonye umuntu: ahantu hose J.-C. Urabona, yarambwiye, ko kuri buri ntambwe dusanga abantu bashishikajwe n'ibibazo by'agateganyo igihumbi; ariko abihuta kubucuruzi bw'agakiza kabo barihe ? ...
Hano ni ubukwe, hari imurikagurisha cyangwa isoko, ikindi kuri nikintu gishimishije cyangwa kibabaje ... Ongeraho kuri utundi tuntu duke twa kamere imwe; ibi nibyo bigize uruziga rwubuzima bwabantu. Ibigo bihenze, imishinga yumutungo, imigambi yinama y'abaminisitiri ifata abantu mu rukiko ndetse n'ibikomeye ku isi; ibitero no kwirwanaho, kugotwa n'intambara bigarurira abantu b'intambara; imihango n'imanza bifata abagize akabari; guhinga, kwita ku nka bifata igihugu abaturage; ubushakashatsi bwimbitse, ibitekerezo bikomeye bifata abantu
y'amabaruwa n'abahanga mu bya politiki: ubucuruzi butwara abacuruzi; ariko muri abo bose, barihe, abitaho ubwabo, nkuko bikwiye, umutimanama wabo hamwe n'Imana yabo? ninde ukora byibura ikibazo cyingenzi kandi gikomeye cy agakiza kabo, nikihe cyambere kandi gikomeye muri byose? ...
Ubukene buyobora ubwana, gutandukana biganisha ku bugabo, kwikunda biganisha ku gukura, kurarikira biganisha mu zabukuru, kandi kwizera hamwe n’urukundo biganisha hafi yigihe cyubuzima. Abakomeye bitanze kandi nkaho bagurishijwe kubusa, ubwibone nubushake; abato bakorerwa kwitotomba, ubujiji, ubugome nakarengane. Arihe abitangira kwicisha bugufi, gupfa no gukora imico myiza? Turaririmba, turanywa, turaseka, cyangwa impaka, turishima, turababara, ariko burigihe kubwigihe gito. Umuntu wese arashaka inyungu z'umubiri, hafi ntamuntu ushaka uw'ubugingo; umuntu akora byinshi kumwanya, hafi yigihe cyose; dukora byose kubwacu, ntacyo dukorera Imana: iyi ni isi ....
Urabona rero, wakomeje J.-C., ko abo bantu bose atari abanjye, bose ni ibyifuzo byabo, kandi ntabwo ari ibyanjye; ni abadayimoni umwanzi wanjye; ubu si ubwami bwanjye cyangwa abayoboke banjye; muburyo bunyuranye, barwana nanjye nanjye. Mubantu bose ubona, ntamuntu numwe utekereza kuri njye nubutumwa bwanjye bwiza, kugirango bahuze imyitwarire yabo; niba babikora rimwe na rimwe, ni intege nke kuburyo ubukristo bwabo bwahitamo kunsuzugura kuruta kubaha ubumana bwanjye. Ni bangahe muri bo bagera aho bahindura izina ryanjye imbere y'abantu, kandi, nyuma y'ibikorwa bike by'amadini bagarutse ku mutungo wabo, biruka vuba cyane mu isi kugira ngo bakureho kandi bahize umubatizo wabo, n'amasezerano basezeranye. Kuri njye
! Nta kweza kubushake mubushyingiranwa, nta budahemuka mubucuruzi, nta muhamagaro mubutaka, nta butabera mubagabo; dore isi. Tugomba gutungurwa niba yaciriweho iteka mu Ivanjili, yuzuyemo amahano, akarengane n'ibyaha? ..
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Amutumaho kwamamaza penetensiya mumujyi munini. Yumvira bigoye, kandi ntagishobora kubona J.-C. agarutse.
Mugihe twavugaga gutya, twageze kumusozi muremure, aho byari byoroshye kuvumbura igihugu cyose gikikije; mubindi bintu, twabonye hafi yinteko nini kandi yuzuye imidugararo; byari imurikagurisha ryabereye hafi yumujyi wubucuruzi cyane ... Urabona uyu mujyi niyi nteko, J.CC arambwira ati; iyi mbaga yabagabo itwarwa gusa nibikorwa byigihe gito nimishinga idakwiye igice kinini. Umubare munini cyane mubo ubona wuzuyemo ingeso zubugizi bwa nabi, bigatuma agakiza kabo kagorana cyane, kandi bikagorana cyane kuko aribwo bucuruzi bwonyine batitayeho ubwabo, batitayeho ubwabo. Don ' ndetse ntutekereze. Mbega ubuhumyi bubabaje! Genda, mukobwa wanjye, genda ubasange mu izina ryanjye, ubabwire ko, niba badakoze penetensiya, Nzabahana muburyo buteye ubwoba; ko ubuzima bwa gipagani, bwisi nubwisanzure burigihe bukurikirwa nurupfu rwica nibihe bidashira; ubabwire ko bahindutse bakareka gucumura, kugirango badashyira uburebure bwa reprobation ....
Mfite ubwoba kuri iri teka, cyane cyane kubera gutinya akaga kampangayikishije, kuruta gutinya kubura uwampaye. Natinyutse kumubwira isoni zanjye, nta gushidikanya ko yabisobanukiwe; Gusa namwinginze ngo antegereze ahantu hamwe, aho namusabye ko twinjira vuba. Ndagiye kandi niruka n'imbaraga zanjye zose; nageze ahantu heza kugirango mbe muburyo bwo kwiyumvisha iyi mbaga, ndabasakuza cyane ndabishoboye ibyo nategetse byose kubabwira; Nongeyeho ko J.-C. ubwe ari we wanyohereje kuri bo, kandi nabakangishije uburakari bwe niba batumviye ijwi ryanjye, kuko Abanyaninevi bumviraga ibya Yona. amagambo; ariko umubare munini cyane ntabwo ntugire ikibazo. Nabonye bamwe banseka, abandi bararakara nanjye, kandi sinzi uko byari kugenda iyo, kugira ngo mpunge gukurikirana, ntabwo nari narahunze vuba, njya gushaka umuyobozi wanjye aho namusize. Ariko, yewe ubutayu! ntiyari akiriho, kandi ibyo natinyaga cyane byabaye, yari yarazimiye. Gukora iki? icyo gukora mugihugu cyamahanga cyari kimaze kumfata nkumwanzi, kuko nashakaga kubimurikira kweri kandi ibyo natinyaga byabaye, byari byarazimiye. Gukora iki? icyo gukora mugihugu cyamahanga cyari kimaze kumfata nkumwanzi, kuko nashakaga kubimurikira kweri kandi ibyo natinyaga byabaye, byari byarazimiye. Gukora iki? icyo gukora mugihugu cyamahanga cyari kimaze kumfata nkumwanzi, kuko nashakaga kubimurikira kweri inyungu?
Mugihe arimo gushakisha J.-C. afite ububabare, ahura nubugingo bwabaye umusaka agerageza guhumuriza.
Mugihe, kumubona, nanyuze mumaganya apfa imirima nicyaro cyegeranye, ndamuhamagara mu ijwi riranguruye mubaza abo twahuye bose, numvise ibintu byose iruhande rwanjye, inyuma ya a
igihuru, gutaka kurira, gukoraho ibirego; Negereye aho hantu, mbona aryamye hasi umukobwa ufite imyaka igera kuri makumyabiri, urira mu buryo bubabaje; Namugiriye impuhwe, kandi nashakaga kumuhoza. Ah! arambwira ati, ndira, ntakiriho ihumure kuri njye, nabuze umwanya uhari w'umugabo w'ubugingo bwanjye, mpuye n'ububabare bwanjye; mbwira uko byamugendekeye, bitabaye ibyo nzapfa kubabara ...
Ibintu bye bibabaje byatangiye kuntera kwibagirwa ibyanjye; byasaga nkaho yasangiye imibabaro yanjye asa nububabare bwacu; Nahise menya neza ku ifoto ye; kandi ntarashaka kwimenyekanisha kuri we, niyemeje kumuhoza, njyewe nari nkeneye kumurusha. Ndamubwira mubindi bintu ko gukabya gukabije kwe kudashingiye kumategeko yo kubaha Imana nyabyo, ko bishobora no kudashimisha Imana, isaba kurushaho kugandukira ubushake bwayo. Kubaho kwe gushishoza, navuze, ni ubuntu abereyemo, kandi uwo twambuwe tugomba kumenya kubabara igihe ashakiye, kandi aho kumubabaza, turamushimisha cyane mubyo twumviye., Ko niba twarahuye nurukundo rwubu rwImana, iyi sensitivite kamere ihora ishakisha, kandi wenda ihaza kwikunda gusa ...
Noneho, nshuti yanjye nziza, naramubwiye nti, witondere kutababara cyane, kurenza muri byose ni bibi. Nyizera, nshuti yanjye, Imana ni yo igerageza; ariko igihe cyibigeragezo kizarangira kugirango habeho inzira zishimishije: kuba byumvikana urukundo rwe cyangwa umuntu we ntabwo aribyo adusaba; arashaka gukomera kwubaha Imana, bigizwe kuruta byose mu kumvira no kugandukira ubushake bwe bwera ....
Mugihe mvuga gutya, narebye impande zose kugirango ngerageze kuvumbura uwo nashakaga ubwanjye mfite impungenge nyinshi, ubwoba numubabaro; ni ukuri rero ni uko byoroshye kuvuga neza kuruta gukora neza, guhumuriza abandi kuruta kwihumuriza; kandi nyamara, Data, numvise ko nahumurijwe no kuvugana n'uyu mukene ubabaye; kubera ko nibwiye imbere mu mutima ko wenda nkeneye inama nziza namuhaye kumurenza ibyo yamuhaye, kandi ko ngomba kubishyira mu bikorwa ubwanjye, kuko we ubwe yabisobanuye mumagambo make cyane, kandi nkanyishura kuri ibikorwa by'urukundo nari naramukoreye.
Akomeje gushakisha J.-C., ageze ku musozi wa Calvary, ahasanga imisaraba myinshi itoroshye kandi iremereye cyane.
Amaherezo, ndabiretse, kandi intera iri hariya nsanga hejuru yanjye
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umusozi hepfo umuntu yicaye; Ndamubaza niba atabonye J.-C. arengana: Yego , yarashubije, ageze hejuru yumusozi ubona, kandi ndizera ko yahagaze aho. Kugirango agutegereze, kuko niho ategereza. ku nshuti ze zose . Kuri aya magambo, nahagurutse nka flash ntabajije byinshi, kandi narirutse vuba kuburyo nageze hejuru mpumeka neza; hanyuma nyuma yo guhagarara akanya, narebye ahantu hose, mpamagara mu ijwi riranguruye; ariko nabonye umusaraba munini gusa watewe neza hejuru yumusozi, kandi hafi yuwo musaraba abakozi bamwe bakoraga kugirango abandi babe icyitegererezo kimwe; Nabonye ibishya icumi cyangwa cumi na bibiri bishya bifite ubunini butandukanye n'uburemere butandukanye ...
Nshuti zanjye nziza, narababwiye, nicaye gato kuruhuka, uyu musozi ubyita iki? Ugomba kubimenya, baransubije, ni umusozi wa Calvary, aho ugomba gukora urugo rwawe kugeza gupfa. Hey! nyamuneka, ninde ukorera iyi misaraba itandukanye? Ni ibyawe wenyine. Nagize ubwoba, noneho njya kubagerageza; ariko nasanze bikabije kandi biremereye kuburyo ntashobora kubiterura. Hey! nshuti zanjye, narize, ntubona ko bidashoboka ko nambara rimwe? Uzabatwara icyarimwe, nabwiwe; ariko bazaba batakaje ibiro byinshi nuburakari bwabo; kuberako batararangira, kandi ntakindi tuzakora kuri bo. Nkuko ntigeze numva ibisobanuro byaya magambo yanyuma, Nasize abo bakozi hamwe na enigma yabo kugirango mpugire mu gushakisha ubuyobozi bwanjye; kuko ntabwo nitaye kumusaraba, igihe cyose nabonye ...
Yavumbuye ubuvumo ahasanga inkumi akiri muto yavuganye, kandi yarimo atunganya imisaraba, amubaza izina rye.
Kubwiyi ntego rero, nanyuze mu mpinga zose zo mu mpinga y'umusozi, mpita ninjira mu buvumo cyangwa umwanya utunganijwe hagati y'amabuye, maze mbona muri depression ni inkumi ikiri nto y'ubwiza buhebuje, neza na neza umwe, Data, wagukunze cyane
ndagushimishije ubwambere nakubwiye. Nashimishijwe rero no kuroga nayo kuva nkireba, kandi ndatekereza ko bidashoboka kuri a
umutima wo kurwanya. Nibyo, mubyukuri byari bimwe, uburebure bumwe, isura imwe, ibintu bimwe, ikirere kimwe, imvugo imwe, muri make umuntu umwe nabonye kuva, kandi muri bo havuzwe byinshi muri inzozi zabanje.
Hano, Data, indege mu ntoki, yari ahugiye mu gutema no gutunganya imisaraba abakozi bakoraga, kandi grotto yari yuzuye. Amaze kubagabanya no kubisiga, aracyakwirakwiza hari amavuta amwe yatumye uburakari bwabo bubura, ahakorera byihuse, adresse nubuntu butangaje kandi buhebuje. Abari baranyuze munsi yukuboko kwe bari boroheje kandi boroheje, nabonye ntakintu kibatera ubwoba. Aho kugira ngo amahano nsanzwe nagize kumusaraba wambere, numvise ndabashishikariye, kandi numvaga ko iyi ardor yiyongereye uko navuganaga numukozi mwiza, kugeza aho ndangije nagira ubutwari bwo gufata kubitwara no kubitwara icyarimwe.
Natunguwe nimpinduka zitunguranye kandi zidasanzwe, kandi birashoboka ko ntari kuzigera menya icyabiteye iyo ntaza kwiyemeza kubaza izina ryuyu muntu wuje urukundo. Hanyuma, kugirango anyuzwe, yandebye mumaso aseka n'amaso yuzuye umuriro wuzuye; anyereka umusaraba yarimo arigata, ambwira abigiranye ubugwaneza ati: "Ndi urukundo rw'uwagutwaye, kandi ni urukundo rwawe n'urukundo rw'abagabo bose." J.-C. yifuza ko abana be bose bagenda ikirenge cye bitwaje umusaraba wabo, kuko niyo nzira yonyine yubugingo buhoraho nibyishimo bitagira ingano abahamagarira kandi arabakwiye; ariko ashaka ko bambara batiriwe barengerwa nabo. Hanyuma, arashaka ko barambirwa urukundo, ntabwo ari agahato, niyo mpamvu ansaba kuborohereza no koroshya, kandi ni umurimo unshimishije cyane, kuko bidashoboka ko ntakunda abo J.-C. yakundaga cyane. »
Nyuma yiri jambo, nabyutse nuzuye icyifuzo cyo gutwara imisaraba yose urukundo rwa J.-C. rwangezaho, ntatinya ko guhera ubu nzigera mbona ko biremereye cyane .
Hano, Data, kubera ko washakaga rwose kubimenya, nibintu bibiri byinzozi zanjye, aho nabonye uyu muntu wuje ubwuzu, uyu mukozi mwiza cyane wasangaga mbona ko ushishikajwe cyane. Ariko kubera ko turi kuriyi ngingo, kandi inkuru yanjye yamaze igihe gito kurenza uko nabitekerezaga, nzarangiza, niba ubishaka, hamwe niyerekwa njye ubwanjye
aribuka, kandi nyamara byambayeho, atari mu bitotsi, nk'ibya mbere, ariko mu isengesho ryanjye, hashize imyaka ine cyangwa itanu. Ikintu mbona ko gikwiye kwitabwaho.
Iyerekwa rya Mushikiwabo mugihe cyo gusenga. Igiti cy'urukundo.
Nasanze nishimiye umucyo
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aho Umwami wacu yambonekeye mu ishusho y'abantu, anjyana mu busitani bunini bwuzuye ibiti n'ibimera by'ubwoko butandukanye; Nabonye mubindi bintu igiti kinini kandi cyiza, imbuto zacyo nini nini kandi nziza, kandi nziza cyane birashoboka gutekereza. Buri mbuto z'iki giti zari zera ku ruhande rumwe, n'umutuku ku rundi; igiti n'imbuto zacyo bitwaga igiti n'imbuto z'urukundo, igiti cy'ubuzima, igiti cy'urukundo rukomeye cyakoze gucungurwa kw'abantu. Ibindi biti byari, ugereranije, nkibisimba, byera imbuto zananiranye kandi zinyo ...
J.-C. yangiriye neza kunsobanurira igisobanuro nyacyo cyi iyerekwa, ndagishyira mubikorwa ubwanjye. Arambwira ati: "Ni kangahe, kubera ko ushaka gushingira ku cyifuzo cyanjye, ntiwigeze wera imbuto zigoramye, zononekaye kandi zononekaye?" Kuriyi nshuro, yamenyesheje ko abantu babarirwa muri za miriyoni bahari, kandi ntibatanga imbuto zikomeye kandi zukuri, cyane cyane ko babitumwe nubushake bwabo gusa inyamanswa, zidashizwemo. Ku giti cyiza cyurukundo rwImana , cyangwa ku bushobozi bw'ishyaka ry'Umukiza, bitabaye ibyo, ariko, ibyo umuntu ashobora gukora byose ntacyo bimaze mwijuru. Ariko ibyo birahagije, Data, igihe kirageze cyo kurangira. Niba ukoresha inzozi zanjye mu ikaye yawe, abantu bashyira mu gaciro kandi bakristu bazabasoma bazabasangamo ukuri gukomeye muburyo busuzuguritse bihagije ubwabwo; ariko abasomyi batagaragara batazinjira mubishishwa byayo, cyane cyane abashaka uburyo bwo guhaza amatsiko adasanzwe, ah! Ndabatinya ko bazaboneraho umwanya wo gusuzugura ibyo nakubwiye byose. gusengera Njye.
Iherezo ryinzozi.
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Nibeshye, musomyi, mubitekerezo byiza ko nashizeho inzozi mperutse kuvuga, no mubucamanza bwiza nari narabagejejeho ahandi? Noneho ni wowe ugomba guca imanza, ukatubwira niba warabonye uburyo bushyirwa mu bikorwa, gukosora ukuri nukuri mubyo wahanuye byose uzi.
Reka dusome ibitabo byumwuka aho byasabwe kwigisha ubwenge no gushinga umutima mumico myiza ya gikristo dushimisha ibitekerezo byabasomyi, hanyuma reka tubwire niba twarahasanzeyo, hamwe numuco mwiza kandi mwiza, ikibazo cyingenzi, inyungu zishimishije, inkuru yoroshye kandi yoroheje; amaherezo, ntakindi muri ibyo bitangaje bizamura kandi bitwara ukurikije ibintu bishimishije cyangwa biteye ubwoba. Hari ikintu cyigeze cyandikwa gihuye n'umwuka w'ubutumwa bwiza, cyangwa cyiza cyo gutungana kwa gikristo? Noneho, ni iki gishobora kuba cyiza kandi cyukuri? Niki gishobora kumera nko guhumeka kuvuga neza kuruta ikindi kintu cyinzozi zacyo zitandukanye, niba dushobora kubaha iryo zina?
Mubyukuri, niba Umwuka Wera yarakoze ku mwuka wuyu mukobwa wera mugihe asinziriye, ibyo yabikoraga kubandi benshi; cyangwa, nkuko umuntu ashobora kubitekereza, ko ubwonko bwe bugifite ibimenyetso byimbaraga Imana yabigizemo kumunsi; izagaragara nkibisanzwe, nubwo bidahagije, kugirango ubaze gahunda ishimishije iganje hariya, kimwe nigishushanyo cyerekana aho kiri hose; icyakora izo nzozi zabaye, ntabwo zitangaje ubwazo ubwazo, ntanubwo zitangaje kubwimiterere yinkuru, ubworoherane kimwe nukuri kwimibare, kandi iri tsinda ryakurikiranye kugeza kure idahuye. kandi bidasanzwe byinzozi zisanzwe . .
Niki gishobora kuba gitangaje cyane, na none, niki gishobora kutumvikana kuruta kubona ko injiji ikennye, aryamye kuri pallet ya selire ye, igifite, iryamye uko imeze, ibitekerezo byiza kandi birenze umuco, kandi bihebuje kuruta benshi ubwenge bwacu bwiza mubitabo byabo byashize hejuru kandi bihimbano hamwe nubuhanzi bwinshi, kwiga no gufasha! kandi niba nshobora kwemererwa gukoresha iyi mvugo, ntibisanzwe ko umwe muri abo bantu beza basuzuguwe cyane, yabonye uburyo bwo kurota neza asinziriye, kuruta uko batabikora, nubwo bakangutse, muri ubujyakuzimu bw'inyigisho zabo?
Ntabwo rero, kubwanjye bidashoboka kubara ibyo byose utabanje kwitabaza amagambo yamaze kuvugwa, isohozwa ryayo rikaboneka muri bo bonyine: Et erit muri novissimis diebus , nibindi. Twizeye amaherezo, kandi nkaho arengerwa numucyo ukubiye mubikorwa byose birashimwa muri byose, turatangaza byibuze hamwe na zaburi: Que les
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inzira z'Imana ntizumvikana, kandi mbega ukuntu ari mwiza cyane mu bera be!
Mirabilis Deus muri sanctis suis. (Zab. 67, 36.)
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ITANGAZO
KANDI YEMEZA ABAYOBOZI BABIRI
Kuva Mushikiwabo w'ivuka.
Twebwe abadashyizeho umukono, ababikira bo mumuryango wabatunganya imijyi yumujyi wa Fougères, duhamya uwo uzaba ari we, 1 ° ibyo twita Mushikiwabo wavutse, mumyaka myinshi ishize, twatangaje kandi duhanura kubyerekeye ihungabana n’imivurungano byari. bidatinze gutangira mu Bufaransa, hanyuma bigatera imvururu zikomeye mu Itorero no muri Amerika; ko, nubwo bigaragara nkaho icyo gihe, ibyo Mushikiwabo yari yatangaje byari bigaragara ko bikomeye kandi bitangaje mu guca imanza za kiliziya nyinshi, ku buryo umupadiri wari icyo gihe umuyobozi w’urugo, yahinduwe akandika, kandi ko rwose yanditse inyandiko ivuguruzanya no kutumvikana kuri konti ya Mushikiwabo byamutegetse gutwika nkuko we ubwe.
2 ° Ko Mushikiwabo wavutse yavutse, mu 1790, yashinzwe, mu izina ry'Imana, M. Genet, umuyobozi wa nyuma w'inzu yacu, kuzura imirimo yari yarasenyutse; ko yari afite, kubera iyo mpamvu, yamugejejeho avuga ko yagombaga gukora mu buhungiro yamutangarije ko aje; ko M. Genet yavuzwe yashushanyije izi nyandiko munsi yijisho hamwe nigitekerezo cya
Mushikiwabo wavuzwe, kandi ko yabanditse kuva muri ubu buhungiro, akabongerera abo twamutumyeho ubwacu kandi tubisabwe na Mushikiwabo wavuzwe.
3 ° Turemeza ko tumaze gusoma neza icyegeranyo cyuzuye cyubuzima n’ibyahishuwe na Mushikiwabo wavuzwe , yatugejejeho agarutse, nta kintu twasanzeyo kitagaragara ko dukwiriye kwizera kandi gihuye nukuri by'ukuri tuzwi, uko dushobora guca imanza. Mu buhamya aho twasinyiye iki gikorwa nta gushidikanya, ndetse twongeraho ko hakiri ibintu byihariye muri ibyo byose yasibye, kandi bikaba bitakoroha cyane mu buzima budasanzwe bw’uyu nyakwigendera wubahwa kandi wubahwa., Muri twe bika uburenganzira bwo kumumenyesha iby'urupfu, hamwe n'inyongera yadushinze kumugezaho, kandi n'ubu biracyanditswe.
4 ° Hanyuma, turemeza ko tutiriwe dushaka kuvuga kubintu bikomeye Imana yatumye Mushikiwabo abibona, cyangwa kumatangazo ye yemejwe gusa, twahumurijwe cyane, ndetse tunashimangirwa cyane mubitekerezo byiza twahoze mbere , mugusoma amatora meza cyane yabasenyeri, nandi matara yitorero ryera umwanditsi yagishije inama mubuhungiro.
I Fougères, umunsi wa makumyabiri na gatandatu Nzeri igihumbi na magana inani na bibiri bya Yesu Kristo, n'umwaka wa cumi wa Repubulika y'Ubufaransa.
Marie-Louise LEBRETON , yahamagariwe mu idini mushiki wa Sainte-Madeleine, wahoze ari umugenzuzi w’umuryango, kandi akaba mukuru mu gihe cya 1790, kugeza igihe twarimbukiye.
Michelle-Pélagie BINEL , uzwi mu idini nka Mushiki wa Serafimu, wahoze ari Umuyobozi mukuru akaba n'umunyamabanga w'abaturage mu gihe cya 1790; nta gihindutse.
GUKORANA
KUBAHO UBUYOBOZI
KANDI INYANDIKO, YEREKEYE UBUZIMA N'IBYEREKEYE MUSHIKIWA WA Kavukire,
Umubikira MU IHURIRO RY'ABategura URBAN MU MUJYI WA FOUGÈRES, BISHOPRIKI WA RENNES, MU BWONGEREZA.
KUBASOMYI.
Charissimi, nolite omni Spiritui credere, sed probate spiritus si ex Deo sint. (Joan, 4, 1.)
Icyegeranyo tubagezaho cyarasomwe kandi gisuzumwa mu nyandiko yandikishijwe intoki n'umubare munini w'abacamanza babishoboye kandi bamurikirwa cyane, imanza zabo zikaba zifata igihe kirekire kugira ngo zisobanurwe ku buryo burambuye: ko, kandi, imiterere y'ibyo bicuruzwa, mu byukuri bidasanzwe, biragoye kubemerera kwemererwa gutangazwa, kugirango bidasa nkuburyo ubwo aribwo bwose bwo kubangamira urubanza rwa Kiliziya ku ngingo wenyine afite uburenganzira bwo gufata umwanzuro.
Bizaba bihagije kukubwira ko mubasenyeri batandatu cyangwa barenga, uwo nagize icyubahiro cyo kubitangariza i Londres no ahantu hatandukanye mpunzi, kuva 1792 harimo (1); kuri vicari makumyabiri cyangwa mirongo itatu-rusange hamwe na kanon ya diyosezi zitandukanye, abaganga icumi cyangwa cumi na babiri cyangwa abarimu ba tewolojiya, muri kaminuza zitandukanye; ku banditsi benshi bazwi cyane b'imirimo yubahwa ku bijyanye n'idini, kandi byibuze abandi ijana na mirongo itanu ba kiliziya, vikari, abapadiri ba paruwasi cyangwa abayobozi b'intara zitandukanye, abapadiri b'Abafaransa n'Abongereza, bose ni abihayimana kandi bize; Ntibisanzwe, ndavuga, mubantu benshi cyane, hashobora kuvuga izina abantu batanu cyangwa batandatu bataba bamugiriye neza muri byose; kandi turacyafite impamvu zifatika zo kwizera ko uyu mubare muto utabikora yahagaritse urubanza kubera ubushishozi gusa, kandi bitatewe n'ubushake bubi; ahubwo gusobanura ukuri kuruta kubivuguruza cyangwa kurwanya igitekerezo cyiganje.
(1) Abepiskopi babajije kandi basoma amakaye arimo icyegeranyo kivugwa ni, Mgr. Arkiyepiskopi wa Aix, ubu Arkiyepiskopi w'ingendo; Msgr. umwepiskopi wa Tréguier, iya Troyes, iya Nantes, irya Montpellier, irya
Lescar, nibindi, nibindi. Ntabwo mvuze kubantu b'abalayiki ari benshi kandi mubyiciro byose, babisomye inyungu ninyungu nyinshi; kuberako, nubwo benshi muribo bamurikirwa, ntibashobora kwakirwa nkabacamanza muribi bibazo. Rero ibisingizo byabo byasubiwemo hano bibarwa kubusa.
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Igikorwa rero cyashimiwe kwisi yose nabasomyi bategetse Itorero ryose, nshobora kongeraho, mubyiciro byose byabaturage. Rwemeje ko atari byiza gusa kandi bifite akamaro ubwabyo , niyo ngingo nyamukuru, cyane cyane urebye ko amahame yose yukuri ya dogma na morale yagaragaye muri yo; ariko na none ndashobora kwizeza ko umubare munini cyane w'abashinzwe ibizamini n'abacamanza bahoraga bishingikiriza kumuha inspiration neza yitwa, bisa nkaho ari impaka: Digitus Dei est hic , basubiramo nkaho bari mu gitaramo; kandi, icyiza ni ukumenya, uku kwemererwa nabihawe naba tewolojiya bari bafite, mbere yo gusoma ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose, batangira bambwira ko bazinutswe, guhumeka.
Rero, ntiriwe mvuga ko nungutse muburyo ubwo aribwo bwose bwo guhuriza hamwe ibyiyumvo nshyigikiye ikibazo kitari muburyo bwanjye bwo gufata umwanzuro, kandi nkagisiga rwose murukiko aho kivuka, nshobora nibura gufata umwanzuro. , muri byose, icyegeranyo, nkuko kiri, cyahuzaga bidasubirwaho amajwi menshi, mu kizamini cyakozwe kugeza ubu. Kuri ibyo nakongeraho ko, kugeza ubu, inzitizi zose zatanzwe zaragabanijwe kugeza kubura uburyohe cyangwa buto uburyohe abantu batekerezaga ko babonye mubyo nanditse, kandi nabonye kandi opposition nyinshi muri inzira zitandukanye zo kubicira urubanza, ko byasaga nkaho bidashoboka ko nsoza ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose; ku bitekerezo bimwe bitavugwaho rumwe mu mashuri, numvise, rimwe na rimwe ndetse yafashe inzira itari yo, kuko byari byoroshye kunyereka .
Kubisigaye, ndabisubiramo, umuntu yakora amajwi, nibiba ngombwa gukusanya hano ibisingizo byose nabwiwe, ubuhamya bwingirakamaro mfite.
yakiriwe mu magambo no mu nyandiko, uhereye ku bantu bubashywe kandi bashoboye kubacira urubanza. Benshi mu bazwi cyane mu basomyi, abiyitirira ubwabo, basabye kopi, bahujije neza, kugira ngo bayibungabunge, barambwiye, babyitondeye cyane. Nubwo amakaye yanjye cumi n'abiri yari maremare, yanditswemo inshuro zirindwi cyangwa umunani zitandukanye kubumenyi bwanjye, kandi byari kuba byinshi cyane iyo, kubwimpamvu zubushishozi, ntabwo nabarwanyije kumugaragaro; itabujije kopi nyinshi zaciwe dufite yashushanyije mu ibanga (1). Igitabo ndetse cyahinduwe mu Cyongereza. Abantu bose basaga nkabashaka ko bimenyekana: benshi batanze kwiyandikisha no gutanga umusanzu wo gucapa; ibyo namye nanze, gusa kubera gutinya gukumira ibihe byaranzwe na Providence.
(1) Izi kopi zitandukanye zikwirakwiza umurimo kure. Nkuko ntigeze nsoma na kimwe muri byo, ndabizeza ko ari bike, kuko nari nzi ko abandukuzi bamwe bafashe umwidegemvyo wo guhindura amahinduka babonye ko bikwiye, kugira ngo bashigikire ibitekerezo byabo bikora kuri politiki. Cyangwa ibindi bintu.
Ndashaka n'umutima wanjye wose guhagarara hano kuriyi ngingo; ariko nkuko hashobora kuba hari abasomyi kubuhamya ndimo muburyo umwishingizi wenyine utazaba uhagije, nzagerageza kubanyurwa nibintu bito bito muri rusange kandi byuzuye. Uru ruzaba urutonde rwubuhamya bwamagambo nibikurwa mumabaruwa yanditseho amazina yabanditsi. Nzongeramo inyuguti nke ndetse nacapishijwe umwimerere, bizerekana ibyo maze kuvuga. Nibikurikiranye nyuma ya byose, ni ugutanga kwizera kwiza gushaka kumurikira abategetsi bahagije, impamvu zishobora kwisobanura neza. Niba hashobora kubaho umuntu wese witeguye gukeka umurava w'amagambo yanjye,
Ibikurwa mu nyuguti zitandukanye n'amagambo mvugo yandikiwe umwanditsi.
Nyuma ya prelates abo tumaze kuvugana, Padiri Barruel yari umwe mu bahanga mu bya tewolojiya nifuzaga cyane kugeza ku nyandiko yanjye. Ntabwo yahise abisuzuma kuruta uko yansabye kumuha kopi, ayicapa
ubwe. Kuva icyo gihe, ntabwo yigeze areka kunshimira mu buryo bwose, cyangwa ngo ashime umurimo, atigeze yivuguruza.
Ati: "Uko narushagaho gusoma, yarambwiye kandi yandika kenshi, niko mbona byubaka kandi bishimishije, kandi uko ndimo kubivumburira ikintu kirenze abantu. Ndabona ibintu igihumbi muri byo ntari narigeze mbona: nuko birankoraho kuruta ibindi bitabo. Nkora ibyo ntekereza cyane, kandi ndizera ko Imana izabikoresha muguhinduka kwanjye no gutera imbere kwumwuka. Nyamuneka ndashimira amasengesho y'umubikira wawe mwiza. Abandi benshi, ndetse n'abasenyeri, baransabye kimwe.
Padiri Barruel akomeje muri aya magambo:
“Tuzatera umurimo w'ubu bugingo bwiza, ariko ntituzabusenya: byashyizwe ku mfuruka izatsinda kunenga. Reka menyeshe ikintu cyose ushobora kwigira kuri uyu mukobwa wera. Ikintu cyose kimwerekeye kizahora kinshimishije cyane. Ibyo yasubiyemo, kimwe nabandi benshi, kubantu batandukanye no mubihe bitandukanye, atigeze ahindura ibitekerezo bye kuriyi ngingo. Yakunze kuvuga, hamwe n'abandi benshi, ati "iki gikorwa cyashoboye gutanga ibitekerezo bishimishije, no gutanga mu bugingo imbuto zifuzwa cyane zo guhinduka, gutera imbere, n'agakiza." »
Ibintu nkibi byahoze ari urubanza rwumwanditsi umenyereye kunegura imirimo no kuganira kubibazo bya tewolojiya. Reka tujye kubandi.
M. Pons, umupadiri wa paruwasi ya Mazamet, muri diyosezi ya Lavaur, umuganga akaba n'umwarimu wa tewolojiya, na we yarabyitayeho, maze acira urubanza rumwe, amaze kubisoma yitonze. Dore amagambo uyu mwarimu, uzwi cyane, atangira ikaye ntoya y'inoti nari namusabye kunkorera: "Igikorwa cy'umubikira wa Fougères cyasaga naho kirimo tewolojiya ikomeye, yoroheje, muremure kandi amahame meza yo gutwara; kandi urubanza urwo arirwo rwose umuntu atangaza kubihumeka, ndatekereza ko kubisoma bizagira akamaro cyane kubizerwa, kandi bizabaha uburyohe bukomeye kumico myiza. »
Kuri ubu buryo bworoshye kandi busobanutse neza, akurikije uburyo bwe bwo kuvuga, Padiri Pons yongeyeho ati: "Kugira ngo umwanditsi abisabe, azashora mu mirimo yose, amagambo make atemera ko atari ngombwa, kandi kuri yo ntabwo aha agaciro gakomeye. Kuva icyo gihe, yabaye umwe mu bansabye cyane ko igitabo cyacapirwa i Londres, kugira ngo mbashe kujyana kopi zimwe mu gihugu cye.
Bwana Douglas, Umwepiskopi wa Londres, kubera ko atazi ururimi rw'igifaransa bihagije kugira ngo acire urubanza ubwe, yari afite, mu buryo bumwe, yasimbuwe na bamwe mu bapadiri be, mu bandi na Reverend Bwana Milner, yometse ku Bagatolika ba Winchester; cyanguze inyandiko nandikirana nuyu mwanditsi uzwi wanyubaha cyane. Dore ibyo yanyandikiye mu nama zitandukanye; Nzasubiramo imvugo ye bwite, nzahita nsobanura, kugirango byorohereze abatazi ururimi rwe. Mu ibaruwa ye yo ku ya 13 Nzeri 1800, Bwana Milner arambwira ati:
"Umusaruro muri rusange urabona ko ari mubi cyane kuriwo
sublimity, imbaraga, copiouness, kwiga, orthodoxie no kubaha Imana. Kubwibyo, sinshidikanya ko bitanga inyungu nyinshi zumwuka mubantu benshi, igihe cyose uzatekereza ko bikwiye kubiha rubanda. Ndagumye,
“Dr Nyakubahwa,
“Umugaragu wawe utegetswe
“John Milner. »
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Dore ibisobanuro:
.... Uyu musaruro urasa kuri njye, muri rusange, utangaje cyane kubera ubunini bwawo, imbaraga zawo, ubwinshi bwibitekerezo nibintu, hamwe nubujyakuzimu bwa tewolojiya iganje aho, imitekerereze yawo n'umwuka wo kubaha Imana ihumeka. Iyi niyo mpamvu ntagushidikanya ko izatanga inyungu nini cyane nibitekerezo bishimishije kubantu benshi, bazabyungukiramo mugihe uhisemo kubiha rubanda. Ndagumye,
Nyakubahwa,
Umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane kandi wumvira. John Milner.
Mu byo yanyandikiye ku ya 15 Ugushyingo yakurikiyeho, avuga atya: “Ntabwo nshobora kuvuga cyane ubukuru kandi bigira ingaruka ku kubaha ibyo byahishuwe muri rusange. »
Ni ukuvuga,
Ati: "Mfashe aya makuru muri rusange, sinshobora kuyashyira hejuru cyane, cyangwa ngo mvuge ikintu cyose kirenze igitekerezo cyiza natekereje ku busumbane bwabo, cyangwa ubwa
ubwitonzi nubwuzu bwubaha Imana butuma bumeze nkimiterere nimiterere yihariye. »
Umwanditsi umwe, yandikira umupadiri w’icyongereza w’inshuti ze ndetse n’incuti zanjye, yamwanditseho ati: “Iyo ubonye inshuti yacu magara M. G *., Mumushimire icyubahiro kandi umubwire ukuntu nifuzaga cyane kumubona igihe njye wari ejobundi kuri Sommerstown. Ntibishoboka ko wowe, cyangwa umuntu uwo ari we wese ukwiye kubaha cyane guhishurwa k'umukobwa we wo mu mwuka, kundusha; cyangwa uhangayikishwe cyane no kubabona byacapwe, kugirango byubake ibyiza, no guhindura ababi. »
Ni ukuvuga,
"Niba ufite, cyangwa mugihe ufite umwanya wo kubona inshuti yacu nziza M. G *., Mumuhe ubupfura cyangwa ishimwe ryiyubashye. Mubwire uko nashakaga kumubona ubushize nari muri Sommerstown. Ntibishoboka ko wowe cyangwa umuntu uwo ari we wese wagira icyubahiro cyinshi kuruta icyanjye kubwihishurwa ryumukobwa we wumwuka. Ntamuntu numwe wifuza cyane kundusha kubona byacapwe, kugirango bihumurizwe kandi byubake ibyiza, nko guhindura ababi. »
Bwana Rayment, undi mupadiri w’icyongereza, wamamaye cyane kubera ubumenyi bwa tewolojiya, mu ntara ya York, yagize ikibazo cyo guhindura igitabo mu Cyongereza, ananyizeza ko atazatanga ibisobanuro bye mu isomero . Bwana Hodgson, vicar-general wa Mgr. Douglas, yise icyegeranyo tewolojiya yashizwemo: tlieologiu infusia . Nshobora kuvuga kimwe na Reverend Dom Charoc, mbere y'abihayimana Benedigito b'Abongereza, na murumuna wa Mgr. Umwepiskopi wa Bath; ya M. Lolimer, Benedigito w'icyongereza; wa Nyiricyubahiro Padiri Abbot wa La Trappe, wari ufite kopi y’abihayimana be, ndetse n’abandi bagabo benshi b’iki cyubahiro, babikoze kimwe, kandi bakuyemo nibura uduce duke kuri bo kubwabo gukoresha cyane .
RP Bruning, Umuyezuwiti wicyongereza, asa nkaho arenze ibyo twabonye byose. Ntabwo anyereka gusa, nkuko abandi benshi babikoze, ko atigeze asoma ikintu gikomeye cyangwa cyigisha; ariko agera aho avuga ko niba ibitabo byiza byose byigeze byandikwa, hatabariwemo na kimwe, byatakaye, byose byaboneka, kandi bifite inyungu, muri iki gitabo cyonyine: "Nshobora kongeraho kuri byose, byari ibyanditswe bitakiriho kandi ibimenyetso byose byingenzi byubumenyi bwigisha imyitwarire, inyigisho na tewolojiya ntibikigomba guhura nibindi bitabo; byose birashobora kugarurwa muribi, hamwe ninyungu zirenze. »
Ibi birahagije, ngira ngo, kujijura ibitekerezo byose byishyura bifite ishingiro, ko atari njye jyenyine mubitekerezo byanjye, kubyerekeye umurimo uvugwa, kandi ko bitari kumatara yanjye adakomeye, cyangwa nkurikije urubanza rwanjye bwite. , bigomba kubarwa kubusa, niyemeje kubiha rubanda (1). Tutiriwe rero nifuza kugwiza amagambo yatanzwe, urutonde rwarwo ruzarambirana no gusubiramo ibisingizo bimwe n'ibitekerezo bimwe, natekereje ko bihagije kongeramo byuzuye bike mumabaruwa yandikiwe kuriyi ngingo. . ninyuguti zingirakamaro bihagije kugirango dukwiye kwitabwaho.
(1) Ubushize nabonye Mgr. Umwepiskopi wa Tréguier, mbere y'urupfu rwe, yantutse ko ntasabye abiyandikisha mu gihe mu Bufaransa hari Abafaransa.
Ibaruwa y’umupadiri w’Ubufaransa, impunzi i Paderborn muri Westphalie, yandikiwe umwanditsi.
(Byacapwe ku mwimerere.)
Nyakubahwa,
Nta gushidikanya ko uzatungurwa no kubona ibaruwa y’umuntu utazi; ariko umurimo ushimishije uri umwanditsi, birarenze bihagije kuntera umwizero nizeye ko nkwiyerekejeho. Mumaze kugira akarusho ko gusoma amakaye amwe n'amwe yahishuwe na Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, nta cyizere cyo kuzabona abandi mu gihugu ntuyemo, Natinyutse kwinezeza ko uziteguye gushyigikira icyifuzo gikomeye mfite. gutunga igitabo cyose. Ariko, sinshaka kukubera umutwaro, mbasaba kopi yawe, wenda ushobora kuba utaranyiboneye. Iyi niyo mpamvu nsaba Nyiricyubahiro Mama Augustin, Umutego, impunzi hafi ya Londres, kwandukura, niba bishoboka, akazi kavuzwe, mugutanga ubwishyu kubisabwa, nubwo ntari umukire, nkabapadiri benshi bajyanywe bunyago. Ariko kugira ngo uyu mubikira ukwiye adashobora guhaza ibyifuzo byanjye, ndetse no kubona kopi byoroshye, ndagusaba cyane kumworohereza inzira kuri we; kandi mugihe adashobora kubona abantu bakwiriye kwandukura, ndagusaba kubuntu kugirango ukoreshe uyu murimo mwiza, kandi nzakugezaho ibyo byaba ngombwa kwishyura kuriyi ntego.
Byongeye kandi, Nyakubahwa, ikinteye kuriyi ntambwe ntabwo ari amatsiko adasobanutse, cyane cyane umwuka wo kunegura, ahubwo ni icyifuzo kivuye ku mutima cyo kwiyubaka. Niba kandi, nkuko nizera ubushishozi, ntabwo ari ngombwa
vugana gusa numubare muto cyane wabantu batoranijwe kandi bazwi neza, ndashobora kugusezeranya kuba muri urwo rwego rwububiko bukomeye. Ndashaka kubasha kuguha ibyiringiro byiza kurushaho; ariko ndashobora kubereka gusa ubuziranenge bw'impamvu zanjye z’idini, n'icyo ndi cyo: umupadiri w’Ubufaransa wa diyosezi ya Rouen, utuye mu idini rya Gatolika, impunzi i Paderborn muri Westphalie, imyaka hafi umunani, aho nkorera kuri ibikorwa bya kiliziya y'abanyamahanga, kandi ukemera umuryango w'Abakarumeli b'Abafaransa.
Ndizera ko, ariko, n'umwete wawe wo kugura ibyiza ufite umugabane nk'uwo bintera ikizere muri njye, ko uzaba mwiza bihagije kugirango usohoze ibyifuzo byanjye.
Muri ibi byifuzo byiza, mfite icyubahiro cyo kubaha no kubaha, Nyakubahwa, umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane kandi wumvira cyane,
J.- F. Vallée,
Umupadiri w'Ubufaransa, hamwe na Benedigito Banyarwandakazi ba Gokirchen, i Paderborn.
Paderborn, Westphalie, 6 Nyakanga 1801.
Ibaruwa ya kabiri imwe. (Byacapwe ku mwimerere.)
Nyakubahwa,
Mfite impamvu zose zo kwizera ko ibaruwa yanjye imaze kubagezaho, igisubizo mwiyemeje kuntera icyubahiro cyarafashwe; iyi niyo mpamvu mfashe umwidegemvyo wo kukwandikira uno munsi kugirango ngusabe kwemera ibyo nasabye, uko ubishoboye; kuberako, nubwo nifuza cyane ko ngomba gutunga umurimo w'agaciro uvugwa, sinshaka kugutera kurenga ku mategeko y'ubushishozi. Ndumva ko kwitonda bigomba kuyobora kugaragariza ikintu runaka muriyi kamere, kandi ko
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ikigega kinini kigomba gukoreshwa kugirango hatabangamira cyangwa kugabanya ibyiza bigomba guturuka kuriyi mirimo mubishushanyo mbonera byImana. Ariko urashoboye kurusha umuntu uwo ari we wese gucira urubanza ibyiza n'ibibi; kandi kuva itumanaho wakoze, byibuze kubantu bamwe, ryakazi kavuzwe, risa nkitangaza ko igihe kigeze cyo kubigirira abo bishobora kugirira akamaro, ndagusubiramo ibyo nakwinginze, kugirango wowe irashobora kugira ineza yo kuguriza, niba ubishoboye, kopi yukuri kubantu bazakugezaho cyangwa bayitanze. Sinatinyuka kugusaba ko wandukura no gukosora akazi wakozwe wenyine, nkwizeza ko ibiciro byose bizasubizwa, ndetse no kohereza umutekano wandikishijwe intoki, binyuze mumurongo wumuryango wubahwa wa spencer,
Gusa nongeyeho ko ushobora kwizera udashidikanya ko nzakurikiza mu buryo bw'amadini amategeko uzagira ibyiza unyandikira, kandi ko bisa naho mfite intego yo kuvugurura icyifuzo cyanjye. Niba wiyemeje kubyakira neza, uzampa umunezero mwinshi; kandi mbashimira byimazeyo mbikuye ku mutima, mfite icyubahiro cyo kuba hamwe n'ibyiyumvo byose byo kubaha no kubaha,
Nyakubahwa, umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane kandi wumvira cyane,
J.- F. Vallée,
Umupadiri w'Ubufaransa, hamwe na Benedigito Banyarwandakazi ba Gokirchen, i Paderborn, muri Westphalie.
Paderborn, ku ya 25 Kanama 1801.
Ibaruwa ya Padiri de Cugnac, vicar-jenerali wa diyosezi ya Aire, yandikiwe, mu izina rya musenyeri we, yandikira umwanditsi w'icyo cyegeranyo.
(Byacapwe ku mwimerere.)
Paderborn, ku ya 16 Nyakanga 1801.
Msgr. Umwepiskopi wa Aire, Monsieur, yari yarabonye, umwaka ushize, mu ibaruwa yanditse yanditswe mu Bwongereza, inkuru nziza yatanzwe ku nyandiko yandikishijwe intoki ivuga ku iyerekwa ry'umubikira wa Fougères. Ishimwe, nk'uko iyi baruwa, yari yarahawe umurimo n'abepiskopi bamwe, kimwe na Abbé Barruel wize kandi ufite ubushishozi, byatumye Monseigneur yifuza.
kumenya inyandiko, ukurikije ubwo buhamya, itarimo ibintu bidasanzwe gusa kandi bigatuma itera amatsiko yubusa, ariko itanga ibisobanuro byose, nkibikora nkibisanzwe, byamayobera akomeye n’imyitwarire yera y’idini ryacu ryiza.
Yize rero yishimye ko RP Abbé de la Trappe yazanye mu Bwongereza iki gikorwa gishimishije, kandi kimaze gusabwa nubuyobozi bwabantu bubashywe. Yahise yihutira kubaza abbot RP, wamugurije igice yari yashyize murushundura; nukuvuga, kimwe cya kabiri gusa cya 2. ingano. Iyi biti, yafashwe hagati yakazi, ntishobora, nkuko mubibona, iracyashyira Monseigneur muburyo bwo gushyiraho urubanza muri rusange; ariko gusoma iki gice gito byemeje Monsignor ko umurimo nkuyu, haba ku kamaro k'ibibazo ukemura, cyangwa ku buryo bushya bwanditswemo, cyangwa n'ubuyobozi bushiraho umuntu ashingiraho ibyateye imbere byose , byari bikwiye kwitabwaho bidasanzwe, byasabye ko
Monsignor rero yifuje ko kopi yakurwa muri kopi ya R.
Padiri Abbot; ariko aba nyuma ntibashakaga kubimwemerera, kubera gutinya kurenga ku cyizere yari yaramuhaye iyi nyandiko yandikishijwe intoki kugirango abone kopi. Ibi biryoha birashobora kubahwa; ariko Monseigneur yemeza ko imirimo nkiyi ikozwe mu maboko y’abasenyeri, mbere y’izindi nzego zose z’abizerwa; kandi kubera ko iyi nyandiko imaze kumenyekana, ikaba yarasomwe hano n'abantu benshi b'abantu batandukanye ndetse na statuts zitandukanye, mbere ya Monseigneur, ndetse kuva aho icyifuzo yari yasabye aboboteri ba RP kumuha gusoma, yizera ko ashobora, ndetse atekereza ko agomba kugira kopi yiyi nyandiko, kugirango abashe kuyisoma, kuyisubiramo, kuyitekerezaho yitonze kandi akayitekerezaho, kandi akagorora, rimwe na rimwe,
Msgr. Umwepiskopi wa Aire rero aragusaba, Monsieur, kumwemerera, mu buryo bwo gukuraho ibibazo byose bya Padiri Abbé de la Trappe, gufata kopi muri kopi uyu yazanye i Londres.
Monsignor yerekana gusa ibi bivuze nkibintu byoroshye kandi bihenze cyane; kuberako yahitamo niba bishoboka, kandi niba amafaranga atari menshi, kugirango wirinde wenyine kopi yukuri kuruta iya R.
P. abbot, aho amakosa ariyinshi, kandi rimwe na rimwe ya kamere nko guhindura ibisobanuro cyangwa kwerekana ntanumwe. Monsignor yakwishyura igiciro kinini kugirango gisomwe, gisubirwemo kandi gikosorwe nuwanditse, cyangwa, kuvuga nta gushidikanya
byiza, by umwanditsi. Ntabwo ariko ashimangira kuriyi ngingo, kuko ahagarikwa nubwoba, 1, ko bizagutera ibibazo byinshi no gutakaza umwanya; 2 ° ko amafaranga yakoreshejwe, yaba ayanditse, cyangwa ay'iposita, ntabwo yari ahenze cyane. Aragusaba kubanza kumwoherereza, vuba bishoboka, uburenganzira agusaba, no kumuha, mu gisubizo cyawe, urucacagu rw'icyo kopi yagura hamwe na posita i Hamburg. Ariko icyambere mubisabwa byose nuko ubwo buvuzi butagomba kutakorohera cyane. Monseigneur yifuza ko washobora kumuha inyandiko yibintu byihariye byerekeranye numukobwa wera, Mushikiwabo wavutse, hamwe nibyerekanwe yakiriye. Yitezeho rwose kuzabona mumubiri wumurimo, cyane cyane mubuzima bwe, ibintu rusange bizabimenyekanisha; ariko niba wari uzi bike bimuranga kurushaho, kandi niba byari kamere yo kongeramo urwego rwukuri mubihishurwa byumubikira mutagatifu no kububasha bwumurimo ubatangaza, Monsignor yakwigiraho, nyakubahwa , hamwe ninyungu nini, kandi yakoresha gusa nkuko ubishaka.
Ntushobora kandi kumushiraho, hafi mugihe Mushikiwabo wavutse yari azi ko umurimo wanditse ugomba kugaragara kumugaragaro. Umubikira wageze i Londres aratwizeza ko atari ibanga muri uwo mujyi, kandi ko yumvise ibice byinshi byasomwe.
Monsignor arashaka kumenya igihe nyacyo cyurupfu rwumukobwa mutagatifu, bivugwa hano kuba, bikaba bitarashize umwaka. Niba washoboye kumenya ibihe byabanjirije, kumuherekeza no kumukurikira, hamwe n'itumanaho yashoboraga kugira kubushake bw'Imana kuva urangije umurimo w'ubuzima bwe ndetse no mu Byahishuwe, na cyane cyane mugihe cya rupfu rwe, wasaba Monseigneur kumumenyesha; kandi muri rusange ibintu byose bireba umugaragu wera wImana, iyerekwa rye, umurimo ubatangaza, numupadiri wubahwa wabyanditse, birashimishije cyane Monsignor, nuko arishima avuga ko uzanyurwa neza uko ushoboye.
Ndi kumwe cyane kandi nifuza cyane kukumenya, Nyakubahwa,
Umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane kandi wumvira cyane, Abbé De Cugnac,
Vicar Jenerali wa Aire, muri kaminuza ya Paderborn muri Westphalie.
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Ibaruwa ya M. Martin, Vicar Jenerali wa Lisieux, yandikiye M. l'abbé Guillot, wari wamwoherereje amakaye cumi n'umunani arimo umushinga wa mbere w'akazi, amusaba kumubwira uko abibona. Icyo gihe Bwana Martin yari ku buyobozi bw’abapadiri b’Abafaransa bari barimuriwe mu nzu rusange ya Heading, kandi akaba yari yarashinzwe bwa mbere kuyobora ikigo cya Winchester.
(Byacapwe ku mwimerere.) Nyakubahwa,
Amakaye cumi n'umunani mboherereje mboherereje na Mademoiselle Magnarama. Nifuzaga ko umwanditsi atangira atangaza byukuri inyandiko za Mushikiwabo wavutse, neza cyangwa zanditse nabi, ntabwo nshidikanya ko ari ukuri, cyangwa ubudahemuka bwumwanditsi. Kubijyanye numurimo usuzumwa ubwawo, usibye ibisobanuro bike namashusho make asa nkumusizi muto cyane kubintu nkibi, ndabona ari bibi cyane mubuntu nubwiza. Muri rusange, birakwiriye cyane kumurikira ibitekerezo, kuzamura ubugingo, kubikoraho no kubyemeza. Itanga byumwihariko ibitekerezo byiza cyane biranga imana na Kiliziya Gatolika. Utiriwe ujya muburyo burambuye bwibikoresho bitandukanye birimo, ni ni ntanumwe utagaragaye hariya muburyo bushya, butangaje, kandi bushimishije cyane. Mw'ijambo rimwe, mbona ko ari ikigega gikungahaye kandi kinini, aho umuntu adashobora gukuramo gusa icyo yakwiyubaka ku giti cye asoma kandi akabitekerezaho, ahubwo akanagaragaza icyo agomba kugira uruhare mu mwuka w'ejo hazaza .
Hano, nyakubahwa, ni incamake yanjye nyuma yo gusoma vuba aya makaye bamenyeshejwe. Byaba byiza ko iyi nyandiko icapwa, kubwicyubahiro cyinshi cyImana nibyiza byabantu benshi.
Ndi, mubyitayeho, Nyakubahwa,
Umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane kandi wumvira,
Martin, vic. gen.
Gusoma, ku ya 21 Mata 1802.
Nzemera gutekereza kuri iyi baruwa: Mushikiwabo w'ivuka ntabwo yampaye inoti, nkuko M. Martin abitekereza; ni njye, ahubwo, nanditse inyandiko kubyo yambwiye. Nari nanditse izi nyandiko gusa kugirango mfashe kwibuka, kugirango ntasiba ikintu cyingenzi, haba kuri gahunda cyangwa kubintu. Izi nyandiko, zidahagije ubwazo, zaba zitumvikana rwose kubasomyi .
Kubwibyo, kubivuga mugihe cyashize, rimwe na rimwe, ntabwo nashoboye gutanga inyandiko za mbere, benshi basaga nkabifuzaga, ntabangamiye impamvu rusange, ndetse nubushake bwumuntu wanshinjaga kubyandika no kubisobanura nyuma yo kugira yabyumvise neza, no kutabigana, kabone niyo byatanga umusaruro kubaturage byari kumubera inzitizi gusa. N'ubundi kandi, ibisobanuro bye aho kuba amagambo ye nagombaga gutanga.
Kubijyanye nibindi bitutsi, bigwa muburyo bwo gutegura, ndi kure yo kwizera ko hari amakosa arimo; ariko amaherezo, ibyo byose nibintu byera biryoshye, byongeye kandi nabonye kwivuguruza kwinshi mubasoma amakaye, kuburyo ntatekerezaga ko ari ngombwa guhindura byinshi mumushinga wanjye uheruka.
ICYITONDERWA CY'UBWANDITSI.
Umubumbe wa kane uzasubiza neza icyifuzo cya Bwana Martin, kubera ko cyanditswe mu magambo kandi nta gihindutse kuri kopi yategetswe na Mushikiwabo ubwe, hamwe n'itegeko n'amazina yiyitiriye.
IBITEKEREZO
Ku Buzima n'Ibyahishuwe byitwa Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, vugana n'umubikira ku kigo cy'abihayimana bo mu mijyi ya Fougères; agakurikirwa n'ubuzima bwe bw'imbere,
yanditswe na we ubitsa ibyo yahishuye, kandi ashushanya i Londres, no ahantu hatandukanye mu buhungiro, 1800.
" Confiteor tibi, Pater, Domine cœli et terræ, quià abscondisti hœc à sapientibus et prudentibus, et revelasti ea parvulis. (Imibare 11, 25; Luka. 10, 21.) Quæ stulta sunt mundi elegit Deus ut confundat sapientes. (1 Kor. 1, 27.)
Ngiyo iherezo ryukuri kwisi, rigenda ahantu hose riherekejwe namakosa, aho rimwe na rimwe bisa nkintambwe imwe gusa, kandi akenshi biva aho bigoye no kubitandukanya. Ukuri k'ubunararibonye isi yumubiri nimyitwarire, idini ubwayo iduha ibimenyetso byinshi byerekana ko ntacyo byaba bimaze kuyituramo. Ariko niba Imana, kubwimpamvu zishimishije, yemeye ko ingano zivangwa n’ibyatsi byo mu murima we, yaduhaye ibimenyetso bimwe na bimwe byo gutandukanya undi, kandi ibyiza bye birashobora kwemerera gusa ubugingo bugororotse bugaragara gufata ibinyoma kubwukuri, kandi hejuru yibyo byose byanze bikunze bihinduka gukinisha amakosa: probate spiritus si ex Deo sint.
Nibyo, uko ni gahunda nigishushanyo mbonera cyibyo atanga, biza gufasha intege nke zabantu, ariko nta na rimwe byangiza agaciro ko kwizera. Kubwimyitwarire ishimishije, Imana iha buri kintu gusa urugero rwibimenyetso bihagije kumigambi yayo, kandi mururwo rwego rwibimenyetso burigihe harahagije guhaza no guhumuriza roho itabera, ishakisha ukuri kubwo kwizera kwiza, nkuko biriho burigihe bihagije gusebanya, guhuma no gukomera uwashaka kuba. Qui quœrit legem, replebitur ab eâ, na qui insidiosè agit scandalisabitur muri eâ. (Umubw. 32, 19). Pascal ati: "Mu idini, birahagije."
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»Amatara kubantu bifuza kubona gusa, n'umwijima uhagije kubafite imyumvire itandukanye. Hariho umucyo uhagije wo kumurikira abatoranijwe, n'umwijima uhagije wo kubacisha bugufi. Hano hari umwijima uhagije wo guhuma ibitutsi, n'umucyo uhagije wo kubaciraho iteka no kubisobanura. ( Ibitekerezo , ch. 18, p. 97.)
Itorero rya J.-C., kandi iri ni ryo jambo ry’amateka yaryo (urugero, M. de Bercastel), ntabwo ryigeze rihungabana n’igitangaza icyo ari cyo cyose, nubwo ari urugomo, rutigeze rutangazwa mbere na bamwe mu bantu bera, imico myiza ikomezwa nubuntu, n'amatangazo yemejwe nibyabaye, buri gihe byagize itandukaniro ritandukanye nimyitwarire yubusambanyi hamwe nururimi rwibinyoma rwamayeri yakunze gushuka isanzure. Quoniam pseudoprophetœ exierunt muri mundum.
Ni, dutinyuka kuvuga, ubufasha muri ibi bihe bikomeye ineza yimana iterwa no kwizera kwabana bayo batotezwa cyangwa kurwego rwo gutotezwa. Ihungabana iri torero rimaze kubona, kandi na n'ubu riracyafite, nta gushidikanya ko ritatangaje mu ihame ryaryo, cyangwa ngo ribe urugomo ruke mu iyicwa ryarwo, cyangwa ngo riteye ubwoba mu ngaruka zaryo, kurusha abandi babanjirije. Ikirere nacyo cyemereye iki cyorezo cya nyuma, nkuko cyemereraga abandi bose, nticyabuze kongera kuza hano ngo gitabare abatoranijwe, kibaha hakiri kare, n'ubutwari bwo kurwanya ihohoterwa., N'udukingirizo turwanya ubungubu n'ejo hazaza. urukozasoni, gutangaza.
Mu mubare wabantu, mubihe bitandukanye, babivuze muburyo busa nkibura byibuze guhumekwa, hariho umwe, mubandi, konti zabo, mbere cyane yibyabaye, zimaze igihe kinini zishyiraho kwitondera abantu bose babimenye, kandi bagaragaye mubitekerezo byubucamanza kandi bikomeye kugirango babe kamere yo guhangana nibigeragezo byose bikwiye, no kwerekana imico nyayo itegeka kubahana .
Umucungamutungo w'ibyo yizeraga kandi ashinzwe kubigeza ku gihe cyagenwe, ni mu mahanga, nk'uko yari yarabitangaje, ni ko nabwiye abayobozi bakuru b'iryo torero, nkurikije icyifuzo yampaye. Yabikoraga icyo gihe, kandi kuri we yari yaratsimbaraye cyane ....
Igikorwa rero cyarasomwe kandi gisuzumwa numubare munini wabacamanza babishoboye kandi bamurikirwa cyane amajwi yabo byatwara igihe kirekire kugirango arambure hano. Benshi muribo banyijeje ko babisomye banezerewe cyane kandi byubatswe cyane, kandi ko babikozeho cyane kuruta ikindi gitabo cyangwa umusaruro ibyo aribyo byose. Benshi bansabye kopi, barayanditse cyangwa barayanditse kugirango babe ibitekerezo byabo bisanzwe; abandi babikuyemo, kandi bose basaga nkabashaka ko bisohoka, nubwo imiterere yumusaruro udasanzwe utabemereye kongeramo icyemezo cyubuyobozi bwabo bemera ko amazina yabo atangazwa nyuma yimanza nziza. barambaye, kandi gusingiza inshuro nyinshi
ko bakoze mu magambo no mu nyandiko. Turashobora rwose gushima gusa ukuzenguruka kwubwenge, gutinya ntakintu na kimwe kibuza ibyemezo byItorero mu ngingo we wenyine afite uburenganzira bwo kuvuga, kandi ntidushobora gukora ibyiza kuruta gutura kuriyi ngero. twe n'abayoboke b'icyubahiro b'iri torero, urubanza rwabo rusa nkaho rwiziritse ku kwizera kudahungabana, kandi imyitwarire yabo y'intangarugero ikwiye gushimwa muri byose.
Kubwibyo, nubwo umubare munini cyane wabasuzumyi, mubepiskopi ubwabo, wasaga nkushaka kumenya ko Imana yahumekewe nintoki zImana muri iki cyegeranyo, digitus Dei est hic, nkuko bagiye babisubiramo kenshi, kandi ,, nibyiza kubireba, uku kwatura nabwiwe na prelates hamwe nabandi baganga bari batangiye bambwira ko banga ko badatsindwa ngo bemere ubwoko bushya bushya; nubwo abo muri bo, basaga nkaho ari byiza kuri yo, ntabwo bigeze bazana ibirenze impamvu zerekana bihagije ko hepfo batatekereje ukundi, kandi ko banze ko babisobanura kuruta gutongana, ariko, kugirango badateganya ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose iyi ngingo yoroheje, nanjye ndasigira rubanda urubanza rwayo, kugeza igihe Itorero rivuze, niba arigihe abikora: Probate spiritus si ex Deo sint .
Ndagarukira rero ku kwemerwa na bose, kandi nta mbogamizi, yahawe ibyiza by'umurimo ubwayo, wasuzumwe ko ushobora gutanga ibitekerezo bishimishije, no gutanga mu bugingo imbuto zifuzwa cyane zo guhinduka. , gutera imbere n'agakiza. Njye mbona, iyi ari yo ngingo yonyine ari ngombwa ko abaturage babizerwa neza, cyane cyane urebye ko ku ruhande rwa dogma, kimwe n'amahame mbwirizamuco, ibintu byose byasaga nkaho biri hanze
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kugera kandi hamwe nukuri gukomeye. "Igikorwa cy'umubikira wa Fougères, yanyandikiye vuba aha umuganga w'icyamamare akaba n'umwarimu wa tewolojiya (1), numvaga nkubiyemo tewolojiya yo mu rwego rwo hejuru, imyitwarire yoroheje kandi itanduye, amahame akomeye kandi amurikira imyitwarire, ndetse rimwe na rimwe urubanza ko umuntu atangaza ku guhumekwa kwe; Ndibwira ko kuyisoma bizagira akamaro kanini kubizerwa kandi bizabaha uburyohe bukomeye kumico myiza. »
(1) Padiri Pons, umupadiri wa paruwasi ya Mazamet, diyosezi ya Lavaur.
Urubanza rwumuganga runaka nirwo rugaragaza gusa urw'abandi bose, kandi rwagiye rusubirwamo mu bihe bitandukanye no mu buryo butandukanye n'abahanga mu bya tewolojiya bazi cyane muri ibyo bibazo (1); bimaze kuba induru rusange ya kiliziya yose, icyongereza nigifaransa kimwe nababisomye. Reka twibuke hano abayobozi bubashywe navuze mu cyegeranyo kibanziriza iki.
(1) Mubandi na Padiri Barruel.
Iri jwi ry’amajwi rusange, iyi nama yibitekerezo ku ngingo nkuru y’umurwa mukuru irampa ikizere cyukuri ko umusaruro wifuzwa cyane ushobora kuba umunsi umwe, nkurikije itangazo ritangaza, ritanga umusanzu muburyo runaka kubwicyubahiro cyImana no ku gakiza. y'ubugingo kuri bo bisa nkaho byateganijwe. Reka ibirori bihuze nibyo twiteze, kandi ibyiringiro byacu ntibishukwe!
Byaba rero, na none, nta kamaro cyane kwinjira hano mu gitabo kirekire ku rwego rwo kwizera umuntu agomba guha imbaraga z'uyu mukobwa udasanzwe (1), ku mpamvu umuntu ashobora gutanga cyangwa kurwanya, nko kuri byinshi cyangwa bike bishoboka byizi mpamvu. Umwuka Wera, wizere umwanditsi, azamurikira imitima y'ibyiza izaruta umuntu uwo ari we wese kuri izi ngingo zose uzasoma, bitatewe n'amatsiko yo kuba yarasomye, biracyari bike kubona icyo anenga, ariko agamije kwiga, kubaka, kandi wishimire. Nibyo, dutinyuka kwiringira, gusoma gusa umurimo, bikozwe no kugororoka no kweza neza, bizakora byinshi kubasomyi nkabo kuruta kubivuga; n'ibyo gusoma gusoma ntibazaba bemejwe byaba ari bike kuburyo nibimenyetso batazabura guhatana no gucika intege muburyo bwose. Kuberako muri ubu bwoko, na cyane cyane mu kinyejana turimo, ntibishoboka kwemeza abiyemeje kutemera ikintu gishya mubijyanye no guhishurwa no guhanura.
. ni inyigisho z'abahanga mu bya tewolojiya bose, ishingiye ku nyandiko n'urugero rw'abatagatifu benshi bo mu bihe bya kera ndetse n'amategeko mashya. Aburahamu arashimwa kubwo kwizera guhumekwa kudasanzwe kw'Imana. Se wa Mutagatifu Yohani Batista yahaniwe kutizera ijambo ry'umumarayika, kandi turabona ko Yesu Kristo wazutse acyaha abigishwa be cyane kubera ko batizeye ubuhamya bw'abagore bera babonye nyuma y'izuka rye. Stulti na tardi umugozi ad credendum! (Luka, 24, 25).
Umukristo ushyira mu gaciro kandi wizerwa agomba gutekereza ko ubwo buhanuzi bwa kera butangaza bundi bushya kugeza ibihe byanyuma byItorero. Ni isezerano Imana yamuhaye, kandi impano y'ubuhanuzi yamuhaye nk'ibitangaza, mu gihe kitagira umupaka. Byaba byibuze byibuze ari igitutsi kubambere kwanga abandi nta kizamini. Imbaraga ziva ku Mana ntizibohewe igihe icyo aricyo cyose: ibyo yashoboye kera, irashobora gukora; kandi mubyukuri ntitubona impamvu, mugihe ibintu bimwe bigarutse, Providence yimana ntigomba kuvugurura ubuhanuzi nibitangaza byigihe cyambere, mugihe mumaso yacu avugurura muburyo butangaje burigihe burigihe bwo kwatura kwambere nubutwari bwose na ubutinyutsi bw'abahowe Imana ba mbere kwizera. Ariko hariho ibitekerezo byuzuye urwikekwe kuburyo bagize uruhare rwabo bidasubirwaho kuri ibyo byose; ntibishoboka kutabyemera, kandi birashoboka ko ari bibi kubikora; nibyiza kubareka bakagwira mubyerekezo byabo .
Bibe uko bishoboka, niba umurimo uvugwa uturuka ku Mana, irashobora gukora rwose itabanje kwemerwa nabantu kandi izitunga nubwo byose byakorwa kugirango irimburwe; erega ninde ushobora gusiba inyuguti zitazibagirana urutoki rwa Nyagasani rushyira mubyo akora byose? Ninde ushobora gushyira inzitizi kubushake bwe? Ni we wenyine rero tugomba kwishingikiriza, kandi iki nicyo niyemeje rwose, ntashaka gutegeka urubanza rw'umuntu uwo ari we wese, cyangwa ngo mpangayikishijwe cyane n'ibitekerezo bidahwitse bigaragara ko ahandi bigoye kwiyunga hagati yabo: Muri unitariis unitas, muri dubiis libertas, muri charitas ya omnibus; avuga ko Se w'Itorero, Mutagatifu Agusitini.
Nukuri, kandi iyi ni inzitizi itazabura kunshikiriza, ko ahantu henshi ibitekerezo byanjye bigaragaza uburyo bwanjye bwo gutekereza kuriyi ngingo, kandi ko umutwe nyirizina w'akazi, kimwe na epigraph, nibindi. , erekana bihagije ko ntakintu nakimwe kirenze kutabyitaho, kandi ko mbona guhumeka k'umubikira byanze bikunze.
Sinshaka kubihisha; yewe! kubera iki, nyuma ya byose, ntagomba kwishimira
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Hari umudendezo nahawe n'abacamanza bayo bose, kandi nanjye ubwanjye nkarekera buri musomyi, kugirango mbitekerezeho icyo ashaka? Ahantu hose, ndatuye, navuze mvuye ku kujijuka gukomeye aho umubano wanshyize aho abandi batisanze muri urwo rwego; ariko nkuko bishoboka ko naribeshye, kandi ko nibeshye muribi, simbona mubyo uku kujijuka, umwihariko kuri njye kubandi benshi bafite ubuhanga, kandi bitabaye ibyo sinari kuzigera nkora umurimo nkuyu. , irashobora gushira umusomyi inshingano yo gutekereza nkanjye, niba atabonye ko bikwiye, kandi niba atabonye impamvu zihagije mubyo yasomye. Umuntu wese afite uburyo bwe bwo gutekereza no gufata ibintu,
Rero, mugutanga inkuru za Mushikiwabo kubyavuye mubyo yahishuriwe, kandi nkurikije uko Imana yahumekewe, ntabwo nsaba ko nashyiraho urubanza rubanda kuri iki kibazo kuruta uko mvuga ko nabuza ko Itorero ryera. y'ubu bugingo bwiza, no kumutiza mbere, iyo ndamwita Umukobwa Wera . Iyi mvugo, nkuko tubizi, ntigomba gufatwa cyane. Ikigaragara ni uko, atari njye jyenyine mu gitekerezo cyanjye ku ngingo ivugwa, kandi ko igitekerezo kinyuranye kiri kure yo kugira amajwi amwe. Biragoye kuvuga ko hari ibitekerezo bike bivuguruzanya mubizamini.
Nshobora kunengwa kubitangaza, birebire cyane cyane mubibanziriza, gusubiramo, nibindi. Kuri ibyo dore igisubizo cyanjye, ndashaka ko gihaza ibitekerezo byose: 1 ° Sinshidikanya ko inyandiko yanjye yuzuyemo amakosa, ibyo ni ibyanjye byose; 2 ° ni ngombwa kuzirikana ko atari ikibazo hano kumurimo wakozwe kugirango ushimishe ibitekerezo hamwe namasomo yamatsiko nubumenyi, yahimbwe akurikije amategeko yuburyohe. Nubwoko bwa dogmatique na morale, aho umuntu atekereza, aho umuntu yemera ko Imana ubwayo yigisha abantu kubwukuri gukomeye, gushyirwa mubantu bose kandi igashyirwaho muburyo bwo gufatwa na bose., Kubaburira. kurwanya amakosa na scandal zo mubihe byanyuma, abegereye kandi wenda batari kure yacu nkuko umuntu yabitekereza; Apocalypse nshya, niba umuntu ashobora kubivuga, aho, mugihe cyimpinduramatwara yubufaransa, J.-C. ihishura, ihishura ubugingo bwihariye, kandi kubwibyiza bya bose, intangiriro n'ingaruka z'ingoma ya umwanzi we ukomeye, hamwe nuruhererekane rwibitotezo nibyorezo bigomba guhungabanya Itorero rye kugeza ibihe byanyuma byigihe; dore urwego turiho n'uruhererekane rw'ibitotezo n'ibyorezo bigomba guhungabanya Itorero rye kugeza igihe cyanyuma cyigihe cyacyo; dore urwego turiho n'uruhererekane rw'ibitotezo n'ibyorezo bigomba guhungabanya Itorero rye kugeza igihe cyanyuma cyigihe cyacyo; dore urwego turiho ubungubu.
Noneho, umuntu yumva neza ko umurimo wiyi kamere udashobora kugira aho uhuriye nigitabo cyumwuka, cyandikiwe intiti gusa, cyangwa hamwe
amategeko yamasomo, aho ntafite impano cyangwa kwiyitirira guhuza. Iyo Imana ikora cyane kugirango ivugane nabantu, nibyifuzo byabo irabaza, ntabwo ari ibyifuzo byabo, ibinezeza cyangwa uburyohe bwabo. Yabagaragarije ubushake bwe muburyo ashaka kandi bubafitiye akamaro kanini, badafite uburenganzira bwo gushakisha amakosa, cyangwa gushaka guhindura ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose.
Ahasigaye, niba dushaka kubyitondera, tuzemera byoroshye, nkuko benshi babikoze, ko nta gitabo wenda cyaba gikeneye izindi primaire kugira ngo byumvikane neza, kandi ko, aho kuntera icyaha kimwe, umusomyi afite amatsiko kwigira kumpera yikintu, birashobora kunshimira gusa kuba narashyize imbere ye inzira yonyine yo kubicira urubanza.
Usibye ubuzima bwa Mushikiwabo, nubwo byavuzwe muri make, bigomba byanze bikunze gufata umwanya runaka, usibye ko byanze bikunze byanze bikunze ibyanditswe byambere byanditswe hashize imyaka irenga mirongo itatu, nagize, kumwizeza, kuganira no gukemura ingorane zose za Mushikiwabo, cyangwa se inzitizi zose n’ibibazo abadayimoni bagerageje kumutesha umutwe no kumuvana mu mushinga we, nkuko tuzabibona.
Byari ngombwa kugabanya ibyo byose, uzavuga? Byiza cyane. Twabikoze rero uko twatekerezaga bishoboka; ariko nanone wagombaga kwitonda kugirango utavunagura cyane, kandi uzemera niba ushaka kwishyira mumwanya wanjye akanya gato ukareba ikintu nkuko gikwiye gutekerezwa. Kuberako, amaherezo, cyangwa nagombaga gucecekesha
inzitizi za Mushikiwabo, cyangwa n'umwanzi we, zaba ari ubuhemu butababarirwa; cyangwa ngomba, mugutanga raporo, nkanatanga raporo muburyo bumwe ibisubizo bahawe, nimpamvu, byibura ningenzi, ibitekerezo bya Mushikiwabo byatuje. Birashoboka ko atazaba ubugingo bwonyine abantu bazasabwa inzitizi zimwe, kandi ninde ushobora guhagarikwa aho, nkuko byagaragaye mubitekerezo byangezeho, kandi byari kubisubiramo gusa; impamvu zafashe icyemezo zishobora wenda no kuzifata, nk
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byabaye inshuro zirenze imwe kubumenyi bwanjye.
Kandi abacamanza beza basuzumye aya magambo yose nkibuye ryibanze kandi ryibanze ryinyubako yose. Bakoze urubanza rwarwo
ko babikoze uhereye kubikorwa ubwabyo. Nzemera, ariko, mubintu byose birebire kandi binaniza bigomba kwirindwa, ibyo byose byaba ntacyo bimaze cyangwa birenze; ariko ntabwo biterwa numubare wimpapuro, nibintu birimo tugomba guca urubanza. Ijambo rirerire cyane rirashobora kuba rigufi cyane, nkuko bigufi cyane birashobora kuba birebire. Tutitaye ku nzira, ukuri guhora kuvuga ibintu uko byagenze, kandi sibyo. Usibye, mubikorwa nkibi, simbona uburyo impamvu ya kabiri cyangwa iya gatatu, iyo ari nziza, ishobora kwangiza iyambere yatanzwe. Ni urugero Imana ubwayo iduha ahantu igihumbi mu Byanditswe Byera,
Ntabwo aribyo byose, kandi sinshobora kurangiza iki kiganiro mbere yo kubisobanura rimwe na rimwe, kugirango ntabisubiramo, uko inoti zigizwe nicyegeranyo zafashwe, nuburyo nkora inyandiko. Ukoresheje iyi mvugo yoroshye kandi yoroheje, nzahagarika ibibazo igihumbi umuntu yakwibaza, numwanzuro wibinyoma igihumbi umuntu ashobora gufata; Nzatanga ubutabera mbikesha ukuri Imana izi, kandi nzashyira abayobozi bakuru ba kiliziya n'abantu bose bafite intego nziza kugira ngo bacire imanza ku ngingo ikomeye kuri icyo kintu. Iyi niyo ntego nahoraga niyemeje.
Ndatangaza rero ko inkuru zigize iki cyegeranyo ziri kure yo kuntegekwa ijambo ku jambo nkinsanganyamatsiko yumunyeshuri wishuri. Icyo nitaho cyose, kimwe n'icya Mushikiwabo, kwari ukwishyira mu busobanuro bwe, aho kuba imvugo ye, akenshi wasangaga atari Igifaransa.
Uzahora uvuga kundusha, uramutse unyunvise , yakunze kumbwira ati: ni kubwibyo cyane cyane twishyizeho twembi haba mubiganiro byacu byose! kandi yaranyeretse inshuro zirenze imwe ko nabigezeho, kugeza aho ntamuntu numwe, usibye M. Audouin, utigeze amwumva neza. Ibyo nsubiramo gusa kugirango nizeze bike, niba bishoboka, roho zishira ubwoba zigira ubwoba bwo guhinda umushyitsi kuri buri ntambwe nateshutse kubisobanuro nyabyo. Ntibikenewe hano gukumira, cyangwa iterabwoba, cyangwa isoni nyinshi. Niba ari umurimo w'Imana, reka tumenye neza ko Providence yayo izatanga ibintu byose.
Nukuri ariko ko mubintu byinshi nari mfite byinshi byo kwandika mbitegetswe na Mushikiwabo, niba umuntu ashobora kubivuga. Usibye imvugo yakoresheje nkaho yavuye ku Mana, kandi yantegetse kuyikoresha, nagombaga kwandika igice kinini cyane, kandi bishoboka, muri aya makuru yose akomeye yerekeye imico y'Imana, ibyaremwe, Itorero, purgatori,
ikuzimu, imperuka yisi, iherezo ryabana bato, impinduramatwara yacu, niyerekwa ryose Imana yamweretse ibitera n'ingaruka ....
Nanditse rero, kubera ko numva meze neza ko muribi byose, nta bushake cyangwa amagambo byashoboraga guhimbira ibintu bikomeye yambwiye, kandi ntabwo nizeraga kwibuka kwanjye bihagije kuburyo natinyuka gusezerana ko ntazasiba ikintu cyingenzi. Nabwirijwe rero kwandika; ariko, kure yo kuba yarongereye aha hantu nyine, nkuko umuntu ashobora kuba yabitekereza, umuntu yabona, iyaba umuntu yarumvise Mushikiwabo ubwe, ko ntigeze nkora ibirenze gufata amateka hamwe nubusobanuro bwibyo yambwiraga.
Mfite byinshi mubyukuri ibyo yanteye kwandika nyuma na Superior (1), kubera ko yashakaga kwikemurira ibibazo gusa, yasabwaga kwandika ibyo Mushikiwabo yavuze byose kugirango yumve nawe, anshyire imbere kugera kumushimira neza mubyo nanditse: byanze bikunze byakuyemo amagambo menshi nagombaga kuvuga muri make. Ariko ibisobanuro bya Mushikiwabo, nubwo rimwe na rimwe birebire gato, burigihe nabonaga nshimishijwe cyane nibintu, ndetse rimwe na rimwe ndetse nuburyo, kuburyo mubice byinshi nahitamo gutinya gukora byinshi birenze bike. gukata. Ibyo ari byo byose, muri rusange nuburyo ibintu byose byagenze, cyane cyane kubijyanye nibisobanuro bisa nkibisaba bike,
(1) Ntabwo ari inkoni ya Providence ko atari njye jyenyine wafashe inoti za mbere? Imana yarabimwemereye, nta gushidikanya, gutanga byibura undi muhamya w'ukuri kw'ibanze k'umurimo yari yarabonye ko ugomba kwibasirwa kuva ku rufatiro. Ibi birahagije kugirango ushireho gushidikanya kwizera kwiza; ibyo birahagije, kandi ibyiza by'Imana ntakindi bigomba.
Mushikiwabo rimwe na rimwe yavugaga umwanya muremure ntagize ikindi nkora usibye kumutega amatwi nitonze, nkuko yabinsabye. Noneho, nyuma yiminota itandatu cyangwa umunani yamaze muri ubu buryo, ni ukuvuga, nyuma yuko isomo rimaze gutezwa imbere bihagije muburyo bwaryo, noneho ndamusaba guhagarika, cyangwa ambaza niba mfite ibyiza.
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byumvikane: Hano, Data , yarambwiye ati, nibyo Imana inyereka, kugirango ubashe kumenya ishingiro ryayo. Kuri ibi nanditse imirongo umunani cyangwa icumi mu nyandiko
gukuramo, ibyo nasomye buhoro kuri Mushikiwabo, unyumva yitonze; yantekereje ku mwanya: Nibyiza, byiza, Data , ubusanzwe yarambwiye ati, umeze neza, wavuze neza kuruta uko nabivuze; ariko hejuru ya byose ndabona ko uri muburyo bwukuri bwurumuri rumurikira kandi rukanyobora ... Komera cyane, kandi ntukavaneyo mugihe urimo ukora inyandiko zawe ....
Rimwe na rimwe yabaga ambwira ko ntari mpari rwose, kandi ko yabonye itandukaniro riri hagati yubusobanuro nyabwo nuburyo bwanjye bwo kubitanga; ariko sinibuka ko yigeze ambwira ko nagiye mu cyerekezo kirwanya ibye. Ibyo ari byo byose, ibintu byose byakosowe kenshi no guhindura manda imwe, kandi nararekuye nyuma yuko anyemereye, ambwira ko ndi muburyo nyabwo Imana yamuhaye. Yerekanye. Yambwiye kandi, mu bihe bimwe na bimwe, ko ibyo yabonye byari bihuye neza n'umurongo umwe nk'uko navuze ku munsi nk'uwo ahantu nk'aho mu nyigisho zanjye ku ngingo nk'iyi, kandi ko nashoboraga kubyungukiramo. ibitekerezo mubyo nanditse, nibindi ....
Ibintu byose rero byari bigizwe hagati ya Mushikiwabo mubucuruzi runaka bwibitekerezo kuruhande rwe, hamwe namagambo yanjye; mu nzandiko nk'izo, sinakagombye, ntabwo nashakaga gutekereza tutamufite, kandi akenshi numvaga ko yari afite ikibazo gikomeye cyo kuvuga ibitekerezo bye tutari kumwe. Fata uko ubishaka, birashoboka ko Imana yari ifite impamvu zayo zo kubitegeka, niba ari ugukoza isoni bombi. Nyamara rimwe na rimwe yamusabye kumubwira cyane, hanyuma nta bundi bushakashatsi bwakorwa, yagombaga kubyikuramo. komera ku gihe cyagenwe, cyahoraga gisukuye kandi cyiza gishobora gukoreshwa. Akenshi yagiraga igitekerezo nta mvugo; ariko igitangaje nuko rimwe na rimwe byabaye ko afite imvugo nigitekerezo adafite uburenganzira. Ubu ni bwo buryo bwo kwandika bwa mbere abasomyi bamwe basa nkabifuza byaje; ariko biragaragara rwose ko ntacyo byaba bimaze kubibyara, mugihe byari bikiriho; n'impamvu nuko bidashoboka kubisoma, kandi nibindi byinshi kubibonamo urutonde runaka, rushobora kuboneka mubyanditswe gusa. Byaba byoroshye rero gutekereza ko hari ibyo umuntu yashakaga, kugirango atizera ikintu icyo aricyo cyose umuntu adashobora no gusobanura. yavutse
Irashobora gutanga ibimenyetso ibyo aribyo byose, kandi icyifuzo gikomeye cyo kubisaba gishobora kugaragara nkingaruka zo kwirinda kubigambiriye nabi kuruta gushishoza.
Noneho tugomba gutekereza ko kwandika bigomba kuba byarakozwe mu mwuka umwe n'ubwoba bumwe bwo gutandukana na gahunda n'ibitekerezo nyabyo bya Mushikiwabo; ariko niba, mu nyandiko, hari igihe nakuye mu mahame ya tewolojiya, cyangwa no mu mateka yanjye bwite, bihagije kugira ngo nsimbuze ibyo yari yarambwiye kandi ntari narashoboye kwandika, mu ijambo, icyo namuha. ibitekerezo urwego rukwiye niterambere rikenewe we ubwe yansabye kubaha, burigihe nkurikiza icyerekezo kimwe, nizera ko muribi nasohoje inshingano zanjye gusa, kure yo kubitandukanya .; kandi niyo ibyo byose bitashyizwe mubitekerezo byo kubyandika, nzi neza ko, nta gushidikanya, ko ibyarimo byose byari mubitekerezo byumuntu wanshinze kubyandika. Rero icyegeranyo, nkuko kiri, ibitekerezo nyabyo, byibuze uko nabishoboye; inoti ya mbere yabahinduye gusa.
Hariho rero, muburyo bw'imiterere n'amagambo, ibintu bitatu ugomba gusuzuma mugukusanya: 1 ° imvugo yitirirwa Imana ubwayo, cyangwa ikoreshwa nko kuva kuri J.-C .; 2 ° imvugo ya Mushikiwabo, nongeyeho ibyo namusomye byose, kandi arabyemera; 3 ° ikintu cyose cyanjye, ndavuga ikintu cyose natekerezaga ko gikenewe kugirango byose bitange gahunda runaka kandi murwego runaka muburyo bumwe; ariko ibi byose byahujwe nakazi kuburyo mubintu byinshi nasanga bigoye kubimenya ubwanjye, kandi ndatekereza ko byakorohera nabandi bose kwibeshya. Abo rero, babonye kandi banga ko ari hose muburyo bumwe nuburyo bumwe, ntabwo bakoze ikintu gikomeye muri ibi, kandi umuntu ntabona icyo umwanzuro utari mwiza umuntu yakuramo. Nuburyo bumwe ahantu hose, nibisanzwe kandi ntibishobora kubaho ukundi; kuko mubyukuri ni hose umwuka umwe uvuga unyuze mumubiri umwe; ahantu hose umugabo umwe yanditse, kandi ntampamvu nimwe yo guhindura imiterere kuruta guhinduka ukuboko.
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Ingingo rero yaba, kuvuga ikintu, kwerekana ko ntigeze nsobanukirwa neza cyangwa ngo ntange ibitekerezo bye, ko mubihura byinshi nari naratandukiriye ibitekerezo bye nigishushanyo cye. Ibi byose, nta gushidikanya, birashoboka cyane; ariko kubigaragaza ugomba kubanza kubyumva wenyine: icya kabiri, ugomba kwerekana ko wari kubyumva neza kuruta uko nabishobora; kugeza icyo gihe imyumvire isanzwe ihitamo ko tugomba gukomera kuri njye
buhamya nkubwa Mushikiwabo, kubera ko ibivugwa byose bishyigikira uwatari wenyine wenyine wabyumvise, ariko kandi akaba atari nawe wigeze amugeraho, akanashinja ubwe gusobanura no gutuma bivugisha urubyaro . Nta bundi buryo rero bwo kunegura ubuhamya bwe usibye kwerekana ko abuha imvugo ivuguruzanya, inyuranye n'amagambo y'Imana, amategeko n'ibyemezo bya Kiliziya; amaherezo ntakwiriye uwabikora avuga. Ibi, ndizera ko aribyo umuntu ushyira mugaciro agomba gutekereza mubisanzwe ushaka kwiyigisha kandi ntatongane .
Bizakurikiraho, hashobora kuvugwa ko wowe ubwawe wahumekewe, cyangwa byibuze wakiriye ubwoko bumwe butabeshya kubwiyi nyandiko, ndetse no kubisubizo wasubije Abanyamadini . We
ibikurikira byose bizakurikira: kuko sinshaka kwinjira mubitekerezo bishobora gutangwa, cyangwa mubishobora kuvamo. Gusa ndatangaza ko, aho kugira uburenganzira ubwo aribwo bwose, nzi ko ntakwiriye rwose gutoneshwa; ariko kandi, nzongeraho na candor imwe na naivete imwe, ko mubi, niba tumaze gutekereza ko ijuru ryabahaye ubu bugingo bwiza kubwinyungu za Kiliziya, kuki, kubwimpamvu zimwe, tutashoboraga gutekereza ko? yaba yaranatanze ubufasha kubuntu, byumwihariko, kumurimo muto wuwo yahamagaye ngo awufashe? Njye kuri njye byibuze mbona bimwe bikwiye; kandi iyo ngaragaje ko ibikoresho bibi, bidakomeye, kandi bisuzuguritse ubwabyo, ni mubyukuri ibyo Imana isanzwe ikoresha mubihe nkibi, ibyo ikunda kubandi bose, birasa nkanjye noneho ko umuntu yashoboraga kunyizera kuruta abandi. Nizina ryonyine mfite kubintu, umutwe ko byaba ari bibi cyane kundwanya, kandi ko ntamuntu numwe uzatekereza kunshira. Nicyo gisubizo cyanjye cyose kuriyi ngingo.
Ntabwo nzi, byongeye kandi, gutangaza umurimo wahumetswe n'Imana, cyangwa byibura nkibisubizo byubwizerwe bwubugingo ijuru ryigisha kandi ritanga ubutoni, ni nko kwiyemeza gushyigikira ibyo byose iyi nyito ishimishije. Nkuko bidahari, kandi ntihashobora kubaho ubutware bwera kuruta ubw'Imana, cyangwa igihano icyo aricyo cyose cyera kuruta icyaturutse;
ubwo bubasha, nta n'umwe ufite uburenganzira bwo gusaba ibimenyetso bikaze mbere yo gutanga: nta n'umwe ugomba no kwirinda cyane gutungurwa; birashoboka cyane cyane ibyo tutazabura, tugomba kubyitega, kandi turabitegereje, cyane cyane kuruhande rwabasomyi runaka, badafite idini ryinshi wenda, ntanumwe uzagira ingaruka nke zo kwizera icyabiteye Imana yabangamiwe numusaruro wubwoko nkubu, ndetse izanatwara ubuhumyi kugeza aho yiyemeza kurwanira impamvu no kwizera, mugihe bazarengera gusa inyungu z’idini n’irari, umurimo utera kandi ugasenya muri buri inzira.
Nta gushidikanya ko ingingo ya mbere izasabwa mbere yo kwizera iyi mpanuro izaba amakuru yemewe, cyangwa inzira yemewe, yerekana ukuri kwayo. Nibura nicyo nabajijwe. Kuri ibi ndasubiza ko nta na rimwe, mu bihe nk'ibi, hatigeze hakoreshwa ikintu cyiza, kidashobora kugira icyo kigaragaza, kubera ko ibiba hagati y'ubugingo n'Imana bidashobora kuba inshingano z'ubuhamya bwo hanze, cyangwa isano y'imyumvire y'umubiri. Rero iyi mihango ntacyo yaba imaze; Ntabwo bigeze bahumeka abantu bazanye ukuri kwukuri kwamagambo yabo kuruta amagambo yabo, cyangwa undi wishingira ubuhanuzi bwabo kuruta ibyo bagezeho. Birasa, mubyukuri, nibyo aribyo Imana ubwayo igabanya ibimenyetso byose byerekana ko dufite uburenganzira bwo gusaba.Umuhanuzi qui vaticinatus est pacem, cùm venerit verbum ejus, sawtur propheta quem misit Dominus muri veritate. (Yeremiya 28.) Reka noneho dusuzume, kandi tugereranye ibyatangajwe nibyo twabonye nibyo tubona, ntabwo nizera ko ingingo ivugwa ishobora kwemezwa neza.
Kubijyanye n'icyizere kizakomeza gusabwa, ko amatangazo avugwa nabwiwe mbere yuko ngenda, sinashoboraga kuzana hano kuruta ubuhamya bw'abashinzwe ibizamini nabwiye ubwanjye ubwambere mu buhungiro, kandi ninde? yashoboraga guhamya ko basomye muri Jersey aya matangazo amwe guhera mu ntangiriro ya 1792; bigomba rero kuba byarakozwe mbere. Naho ahasigaye, niba Providence itanyemerera kubona nzima, yaba Mushikiwabo, cyangwa numwe mubantu bari bafite
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ubumenyi bwukuri buvuzwe, hariho impamvu zose zo gutekereza ko ntacyo uzagira kuriyi ngingo uretse ubuhamya bwanjye, buzahora nkuko nabitanze. Bizaba ari wowe ugomba kureba niba bikwiye, cyangwa bidakwiriye, kwitabwaho kwawe, udategereje, kugira ngo ugire uruhande rumwe, ihishurwa rishya, ihishurwa ryawe bwite ko Imana itagufitiye umwenda, kandi birashoboka cyane ko atazabikora . ntazatanga.
Uzakomeza rero, kubera iyo mpamvu nyine, nta mpamvu nimwe ishobora kugusobanurira, nkaho ibintu byose byagombaga guterwa gusa nimpanuka gusa, mumahanga rwose kubintu byukuri, kandi bidashobora kuzana impinduka muri zo? Ongera utekereze, musomyi, kandi wemeze ko Imana, ifite inzira zirenze imwe zo gushimangira umurimo wayo, izayitanga, mugutanga kubura ukuri kwukuri hamwe nibimenyetso byakuwe mubintu ubwabyo. Nibyo, natinyutse kukwizeza, niba mfite igitekerezo kiboneye, mubikorwa ubwabyo niho umuntu azasangamo ibyo bimenyetso bitagendeye kumikorere yose yo hanze, ibyo bimenyetso bidashobora guhinduka cyangwa kwigana; Ndashobora kuvuga ko ikimenyetso cyubumana, burigihe gihagije kugirango ukosore ibitekerezo bikiranuka, umutima ukiranuka, ushakisha ukuri muburyo bwiza,Impamvu zifatika. (Rom. 12, 1.)
Tumaze kubivuga, igitabo icyo aricyo cyose gitangaza munsi yikimenyetso kibi yo guhumekwa, igomba byibura, kububabare bwo gusuzugura rubanda, gutanga ibimenyetso bifatika byerekana ko impamvu yumvikana ishobora guhinduka. Ntakintu cyiza kuruta icyifuzo umuntu abikora: nanone, ndabisubiramo, natinyutse kukwizeza ko umuntu azanyurwa kuruhande, mugusoma akazi ubwako, cyane cyane niba, aho kugirango s Guhagarara kuri bake bonyine burambuye, kumunota mike hamwe nibindi bikoresho gusa, aho inzitizi nibisubizo bitazigera birangira, turabitekereza mubihe kandi duhereye kubitekerezo bigomba gutekerezwaho. Niba, dufunze amaso, turasuzuma aho ibintu bikomeye bivugwa ko biva, nijambo aho birangirira, niyihe mico yumuntu uvuga, imiterere yimico ye, imvugo ifata, ikadiri yerekana , itandukaniro hamwe nuburebure bwibintu byakira, uburyo ibifata, kandi hejuru yimpera zose yabisabye, noneho bizagaragara nkibisanzwe kandi byumvikana? Ese birashoboka ko twakeka ko umusaruro nk'uwo ushobora kuba ibisubizo by'ibitekerezo bidahuye, byanze bikunze bidahuye, intege nke, bidashidikanywaho, kandi akenshi bivuguruzanya, bya injiji yataye ubwayo, kandi idashobora kwisanga ubwayo nta buryo buhagije, nta mpamvu ihwanye nayo ingaruka nk'izo; kuko erega burya ntabwo arikibazo cyo gutanga ibitekerezo byubusa, cyangwa kwishyura hamwe namagambo umusaruro nk'uwo ushobora kuba ibisubizo by'ibitekerezo bidahuye, byanze bikunze bidahuye, bidakomeye, bidashidikanywaho, kandi akenshi bivuguruzanya, bya injiji yataye wenyine, kandi ntashobora kwishakamo uburyo buhagije, impamvu iyo ari yo yose ihuye n'ingaruka nk'izo; kuko erega burya ntabwo arikibazo cyo gutanga ibitekerezo byubusa, cyangwa kwishyura hamwe namagambo umusaruro nk'uwo ushobora kuba ibisubizo by'ibitekerezo bidahuye, byanze bikunze bidahuye, bidakomeye, bidashidikanywaho, kandi akenshi bivuguruzanya, bya injiji yataye wenyine, kandi ntashobora kwishakamo uburyo buhagije, impamvu iyo ari yo yose ihuye n'ingaruka nk'izo; kuko erega burya ntabwo arikibazo cyo gutanga ibitekerezo byubusa, cyangwa kwishyura hamwe namagambo bidafite akamaro.
Iyo ubu bugingo bwiza bwaba bukomeye nkuko yiyoroshya kandi agira isoni; mugihe yaba afite ubuhanga nkukwicisha bugufi kandi kure yubwinshi; amaherezo, mugihe byashobokaga guhuriza hamwe, kandi mumuntu umwe, imico nimitekerereze nkaho bidashobora kumvikana kandi bigaragara ko bivuguruzanya nkibyo umuntu yagomba kumutekereza, ndabaza niba iri teraniro ridasanzwe, muribyo wenda umuntu atigeze abona urugero, byamuha ubumenyi adashobora kugira, nubujyakuzimu bwa tewolojiya birenze ubushobozi bwe. Reka dusubize; birahagije kugira ubushake bwo kuyobya rubanda kugirango babigereho murwego nkurwo?
Imana irashobora kubimwemerera, kandi hari ibimenyetso? Reka dushake mubashuka hamwe nuburiganya isi yashutswe, umuntu, nta bundi buryo bwabantu, yatanze mubwoko bumwe umurimo ushobora kugereranwa niyi, hamwe nuruhererekane rwibimenyetso rushobora kwinjira parallel ... Ikizwi neza nuko ntayo nzi, kandi ko abashinzwe ibizamini banyemereye inshuro zirenze imwe bidashoboka kubibona. Aba bariganya, ndabyemera, nyamara bitanze nkintumwa zImana. Kugeza icyo gihe, nta kintu cyashoboraga koroha, kandi byose birangana kumpande zombi; ariko ni ibihe bimenyetso badusigiye kubutumwa bwabo? Iyi ni yo ngingo ifata umwanzuro kandi igomba gusuzumwa,
Tuzaba twiyambaje, dusobanure icyo kintu, kumutima wuje ubwuzu wasusurutswe numutobe wurukundo rwImana, mubitekerezo bitangaje kandi bishyirwa hejuru no gutekereza cyane kumyizerere ikomeye y'idini? ... Ariko harumuntu wigeze atekereza mugihe yabitekerezaga? yanteye gutekereza gutya? Haba uku kuzamurwa guturuka ku mbaraga za kamere, cyangwa zikomoka ku Mana, cyangwa zikomoka kuri satani: nta mpamvu yo hagati. Niba biva mu mbaraga za kamere zonyine, dushyigikiye ibidahagije kubwimpamvu zimaze gutangwa. Niba ari imirimo yImana ishimishije kandi ikayitwara, nibyiza rwose dukeka ko natwe ubwacu dukora. Niba biva kuri satani, turasaba ababitekereza batubwira: 1 ° burya Imana, itigeze yemera ko ikosa ryatsinda ukuri kubwukuri
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emera ubu bugingo bwiza guhora, kandi nta kosa rye bwite, ryashutswe no kwibeshya no gukinisha umwanzi nkubugome nkuburiganya; ntibyaba aribyo kumubwira hano hamwe numuhanga mu bya tewolojiya wize: Mwami, niba ndi mu makosa, niwowe wanshizeyo; yego, kwibeshya kwanjye biva kuri wewe, kuva wabimwemereye, uzi ko njyenyine sinshobora kubihunga: Domine, si amakosa est, à te decepti sumus .
2 ° Turamwinginga ngo atubwire uburyo satani, ushishikajwe cyane no kutubeshya no kutugumisha mu mitego yatuguyemo, yafashe hano rwose bitandukanye cyane n'inzira ye isanzwe, atwereka Uwiteka uburyo bwizewe bwo kuvumbura imitego, yo kwikingira imitego yayo no mu mwijima wose nuburiganya bwibishushanyo byayo. Ntabwo ibyo byaba aribyo gusenya umurimo we no guhirika ingoma ye bwite, nkuko J.-C. yabwiye Abafarisayo batangaje: Si Satanas Satanum ejecit adversùs se divisus est, quomodò ergò stabit regnum ejus?(Mat. 12, 26.) Na none kandi, ibyo byose biradusobanurira. Njyewe, ndemera ko ibi bisobanuro bitarenze rwose. Ubuvumbuzi busaba imbaraga zubwenge butari ubwoko bwanjye cyangwa imbaraga zanjye. Ariko icyuzuza kwerekana ibidashoboka cyangwa ahubwo bidashoboka igitekerezo kidasa nkicyakwemerwa ubwacyo cyangwa ingaruka zacyo, cyaba giteye ubwoba, nkuko tugomba kuba twarabyumvise, nigitekerezo gishobora gukorwa kumyanya itandukanye muri ibyo Mushikiwabo yisanze, n'urukundo rutandukanye yahuye nazo, kandi zose
bisa nkaho bidahuye nukuzamura umutima cyangwa ibitekerezo umuntu yifuza kubitekerezaho.
Kuberako, 1 ° kuva ubuzima bwe bwimbere, Mushikiwabo aratwemeza, kandi ibi nkuko J.-C. ubwe abivuga, ko yari afite imyaka ibiri nigice gusa, afite iminsi mike, igihe yatoneshwaga. iyerekwa rye rya mbere. Icyakora, ntabwo bizavugwa ko kuriyi myaka imyumvire ye, cyangwa nubuhanga ubwo aribwo bwose bwubwenge yari isanzwe ifite ubushobozi bwo kuzamuka cyangwa kuzamurwa, kubera ko bitari bikiriho kandi byari ikibazo cyimiterere kuruta kubashyira hejuru. Umwana, kuriyi myaka, afite igitekerezo cyurujijo cyo kubaho kwe, ntanakeka ko Imana: tuzabyemera byoroshye.
2 ° Aratwemeza ko mubintu byinshi avuga atiyumvise, ndetse akabona ko ahatirwa gukoresha imvugo idafite icyo asobanura, nubwo buri gihe ari nziza. Nongeye kubaza niba gushyira hejuru byigeze bitanga ingaruka nkizo.
3 ° Aratubwira ko inshuro nyinshi yagerageje niba wenyine atashoboraga kubona urukundo nk'urwo, agerageza kumurera
umutima cyangwa ibitekerezo bye, nta mbaraga ze zashoboye kwerekana ko adafite imbaraga.
4 ° Imana yatumye ahita yibagirwa ibintu yagombaga kwibagirwa, mugihe ibintu bimaze igihe byibagiranye byamugarutseho mugihe cyo kubyandika, nkuko tuzabibona.
Ongeraho kuri ibyo byose uburyo bushimishije avuga ku mikorere yImana ku bushobozi bwubugingo bwa muntu, nkuburyo bwo kuyitandukanya nimbaraga zubusa abadayimoni rimwe na rimwe bagerageza kuyigana, hanyuma tubibwire burya ibyo byose bishobora gutandukana no guhumeka neza byitwa, kandi kubishobora gushingirwaho abakomeza gutsimbarara mubona muribi byose gusa ingaruka zibitekerezo .
ushyizwe hejuru cyangwa numutima dupe yera yo kubaha kwe? Nibyiza, birashimwa, birakenewe ko twirinda kwibeshya; ariko umuntu ntagomba, kubera urwitwazo, kwiha pyrrhonism idafite ishingiro, yanga ukuri mugihe yigaragaje kandi ikiyumva: akenshi pyrrhonism isebanya, inenge zayo, tutavuze amakimbirane, ntizuzuza umuntu, kandi birashoboka cyane. guhungabanya imitekerereze ikwiye kandi igororotse, ibonamo muri make birenze ishingiro ryimyizerere mibi, burigihe bihishe mumaso yuburinganire.
Tugomba rero gupima ibyiza n'ibibi; kandi ntugende, kubera gutinya kuba umwizerwa cyane ku ngingo imwe, kugirango ujye kurenza ikinyuranyo, wakira igitekerezo kirenze urugero, aho bidashoboka ko wikuramo, kandi bikaba bisaba gukomeza kwizerwa kuruta ibinyuranye ibirori.
Na none kandi, umubare munini cyane wabasuzumyi watangajwe nibi bitekerezo byose, kuburyo batekereje nkanjye, ko umurimo, wafashwe muri rusange, watanze gihamya yubufasha buva ku Mana, ufite imbaraga zitagira akagero kuruta kuba ibyemezo byose nukuri. ibyo byashoboraga guhabwa; ni ubuhe buremere ubutware bw'abantu bushobora kongerera ubw'Imana, iyo bwigaragaje? Bizeraga rero, nkanjye, 1 ° ko umuntu adashobora kugereranya byimazeyo uburyo butangaje kandi
ibisobanuro birambuye hamwe na Mushikiwabo yari yatangaje impinduramatwara n'ingaruka zabyo, birenze
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imyaka makumyabiri mbere yuko hagaragara isura, hamwe nibitekerezo rusange kandi buri gihe bishobora guteza akaga, politiki yumuntu yashoboye kuyikora kubice bimwe na bimwe byakuwe mubibazo byubukungu, cyangwa biturutse kumyizerere yubusambanyi nubusambanyi. 2 ° Bizeraga, nkanjye, ko umuntu yakwibwira gusa ko injiji yivugira ubwe, cyangwa ukurikije amagambo make atabikurikiranye, uhereye mu Byanditswe Byera, yaba yarumvise akanatekereza ku myidagaduro, yaba yarashoboye gutanga, nta mfashanyo iva hejuru, urukurikirane rwibisabwa nkubutsinzi bwamasomo atigeze asoma, kandi ko ataguye muburyo ubwo aribwo bwose. abahanga batanga ibisobanuro ntabwo buri gihe basonewe, kandi ibyo byaba biha umukobwa cyane, nubwo yize ashobora kuba. Bavuze ko umurimo we uzaba utangaje cyane wari ugaragara muri ubu bwoko.
3 °. Amaherezo, bizeraga nkanjye ko guhanura no gutangaza ibintu byinshi, kandi kera cyane mbere yibi birori, byari umutwe uhagije wo kwizera kubyabaye kugeza ubu bitangaza kubumenyi bumwe, ntibigoye kubona ejo hazaza muri iki gihe, kuruta kubona ibyashize mu bihe byashize ... Icyakora, urebye umurimo muri rusange, udashingiye ku makuru make yitaruye, batekereje, nkanjye, ko inzira idasanzwe kandi itanga urumuri ibintu byinshi bitandukanye. , kandi byose nkamahwa nkuko byari byiza, bafashwe nubujiji, birashobora kuba impamvu ihagije yo kwizera ko yahumekewe, batitaye kubindi bitekerezo; kandi benshi muribo ntibatinye gutera imbereMu ijambo rimwe, babonye mu cyegeranyo haba umurimo w'Imana cyangwa enigma.
Kandi mubyukuri, niba ibyahishuwe na Saint Bridget byafatwaga nkukuri nabapapa benshi bakomeye (1) hamwe ninama yose, kubera ko twatangaje mbere yiki gikorwa igihano cy’Abagereki n’Abanyaturukiya, ntidushobora kumenya ukuri gutangajwe n’ikindi gikorwa? y'ubwoko bumwe kandi bufite akamaro kamwe? Niba kandi twatekereje ko tugomba kwitabaza ubufasha buva ku Mana kugirango dusobanure ibikorwa bya Madeleine de Pazzi, Catherine de Siena, Thérèse, Gertrude, nibindi, nubwo uburezi bwitondewe bahawe ahanini, nigute twakeka ko umukene injiji yashoboraga kubyara ikintu cyarushijeho gushimwa, nta mfashanyo iva hejuru? ... Enigma idasobanutse, nuko baremera, nkanjye, kubifata nka Apocalypse nshya, n'umwanditsi nkumuntu wahagurukiwe bidasanzwe nImana kugirango atangarize abantu amaherezo yItorero kugeza igihe cyanyuma cyigihe cyayo, no kubarinda amakosa namasuzuguro yibi bihe byanyuma. Nibyo kandi rwose inyito nayihaye mbere.
(1) Geregori XI, Umujyi wa VI, Inama ya Constance, hamwe nabandi bapapa benshi, abakaridinari n'abepiskopi.
Nzavuga byinshi, kandi byagiye bigera aho umwe muribo wahoraga asa nkutabifitemo inyungu, kandi cyane cyane akaba yaratangiye agaragaza ko abirwanya cyane, ntabura kubimenya muri byo bidasanzwe ubufatanye, ubuntu bwihariye, aho yatekerezaga ko Imana yazamuye imyumvire nubushobozi bwose bwubwenge bwuyu mukobwa mwiza kurwego rusumba urwego nimbaraga zumwuka wabantu;kandi ko kugirango tutemera guhumeka ubwako. Ariko ntidushobora kubaza niba ibi bitaba kwatura byinshi cyangwa bike ikintu kimwe mumagambo atandukanye? Benshi, byibura, barabyizeye barabivuga nta mihango; kandi ndatekereza, nkabo, ko, muri iki gitekerezo, gutandukanya Mushikiwabo nabagabo bahumekewe rwose byaba ari metafiziki. Twumva bihagije, byongeye kandi, byaba ari ugusubika ingorane gusa ntitubikemure, kwitirirwa undi muntu utari uyu mukobwa wera umurimo uvugwa. Kuberako amaherezo, undi wese, umuyobozi wacyo, kurugero, ntazongera kugira ubwo bufasha bwihariye, ubuntu bwihariye bwImana., duhatirwa kumenya. Ah! iyaba yarashoboye gutsinda kuriyi ngingo wenyine, iyo yaba arimpamvu yo kubitekereza? Ndatekereza ko umuntu ashobora gukunda no kwitoza ingeso nziza kubwinyungu ze bwite; ariko ubugizi bwa nabi nibindi, kandi sinkeka ko bitigeze bigaragara mbere. Noneho, sinzi rwose inyungu zuyu muyobozi yashoboraga kubona muguhimba uburiganya bukwiye kwangizwa namategeko yose, kandi akaba ashobora kwemeza ko, Imana ishimwe, atumva ko abishoboye. Byaba gusa ikibazo cyo kureba icyo, Mushikiwabo cyangwa njye, umuntu yahitamo kwibwira ko yahumetswe; ibyo duhitamo.
Rero, bimaze kugenzurwa kuri iyo baruwa, kandi mu mwanya w’ubuhungiro bwanjye, iri tangazo rya Mushikiwabo, ko umurimo we wagombaga guteza intambara
ibitekerezo mu bahanga. Ariko ibyaribyo byose bishobora kurangizwa no kurwanywa kwamarangamutima kumurongo umwe wo guhumeka,
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ni uko mbona, uku kuri kw'ibanze, ko Imana yatanze bihagije ku ruhande rumwe ibibuze ku rundi ruhande: Ndashaka kuvuga ko yashyigikiye byimazeyo n'impamvu zishingiye ku mutima kandi akura mu bintu byimbitse, umurimo akaba yarabonye mbere. yabura uburenganzira ubwo aribwo bwose. Aho kwitotombera umuntu uwo ari we wese, kure yo gushakisha amakosa kuri iyi myitwarire ya Providence y'Imana, ndabona, ku rundi ruhande, ikwiriye cyane uwo umurimo we uhora ubeshaho wenyine, udakeneye cyangwa ibyifuzo, cyangwa uburyo ubwo ari bwo bwose bwa muntu.
Kubandi basigaye, nyemerera kubisubiramo ndangije: Ntabwo nashoboraga kuryoherwa nigitekerezo cyabashinzwe ibizamini bambwira ko igihe cyose Imana itigeze isunika ibimenyetso byibimenyetso kugeza aho ishobora kujya, ni uko yabikoze ntidushaka ko twemera (1). Ubusanzwe iki gitekerezo cyatumye nkeka, ndetse kikaba n'akaga, muri byinshi bidakenewe ibisobanuro birambuye hano; kubintu bingahe tugomba kwizera kandi ibimenyetso byayo ntibisunikwe nkuko umuntu yagenda!
(1) Kandi na none, ibyo bimenyetso bikomeye birakenewe kubintu bitangaje kuruta ikindi kintu; ko bidashoboka kubigaragaza, kuko byasaba ibimenyetso byimiterere imwe, nibindi, nibindi. Ingaruka zibi byose ziteye ubwoba.
Nahoraga nizera ko kubijyanye nimpamvu zokwizerwa, byibuze ukurikije ubwoko runaka bwukwizera, hashobora kubaho byinshi cyangwa bike, kandi ko urugero rwibimenyetso kandi byukuri bihagije kubwubwenge bw'Imana bigomba kuba bihagije kubwenge bwabantu. Impamvu ihora idashima kandi itiyubashye mugihe itinyutse kubaza umwanditsi wayo kuruta uko yifuza kubitanga. Ibi nibyo maze kwerekana, mugihe rwose bigaragara ko hari ingaruka zidashobora kwitirirwa izindi mpamvu zitari Imana, utiriwe ugwa muri labyrint yibibazo umuntu adashobora kwikuramo. Ibintu byose byerekanwe hano. Imana irashobora kuba ifite impamvu zayo zo kutazongera kure, ni twe tugomba kubizirikaho. Aca yerekana urutoki rumwe ku jisho ryubwenge kandi ryuzuye; birahagije kumenya ikiganza cyose,Digitus Dei ni hic. Imirasire imwe ihunga igicu irahagije kwerekana izuba, bitabaye ngombwa ko rigaragara mubwiza bwaryo bwose no mubwiza bwaryo bwose.
Ariko hamwe nibi byose, bizakomeza kuvugwa, ababi ntibazigera bemera ikintu cyacyo.
Abatubaha Imana! Mana nziza! ni abantu ki unyita hariya? Ariko se
yakozwe kugirango yizere ikintu nkiki, kandi umurimo nkuyu wabakorewe ? Ndetse bemera ko hariho Imana, abatubaha Imana? Bizatwara
Imana ntizongere gukora ibitangaza, kuko idashimisha ababi
kubizera cyangwa kubakira ? kandi tuzategereza, kugirango tumenye ubwacu, kugirango turebe
ihishurwa ryumukobwa wumukene wubujiji kandi, niki kibi, idini, gukurikizwa no kwemerwa mubagabo batigeze bemera ibitangaza cyangwa izuka rya JC?
Oya, ntuzabitega, usoma kandi usoma abakristu; Nakugutuka kubitekereza utyo. Ibintu byose ni garanti yizeza ko uzareka ababi bakabigiramo uruhare, kandi ko uzafata ibyawe. Kwinjira mubushishozi bworoheje, ukurikiza inama zubutumwa bwiza, uzaha uburenganzira bwo gusoma izi nkuru urwego rwo kwizera ugereranije nigitekerezo uzaba warabonye, kandi ugahora ugengwa nubutegetsi buzima bufite uburenganzira bwo kugenga kwizera kwawe. Ngiyo intambwe uzatera, udashaka gukumira cyangwa gutegeka urubanza rwabandi.
Ufite ubwoba bwo gukora amakosa: uvuze ukuri. Ni ukubera kandi ko ntinya kuri wewe no kuri njye ubwanjye ko, mugihe ntegereje icyemezo cyurukiko rudacogora, nifuzaga kubasha gusubiza hakiri kare ibitekerezo byose byibinyoma byakorwaga numurimo wImana, kandi aho mpanura ko tugomba gukemura iki. Ni ukubera ko nshaka inyungu zawe zikomeye ndababwira, mu gusoza, iyi nama y'ingenzi y'Umwuka Wera: Hahirwa usoma kandi akumva amagambo y'ubu buhanuzi, kandi akubahiriza mu budahemuka ibyanditswemo., Kubera igihe ni ngufi, kandi twegereye ibyagezweho. Beatus wemeza kandi akagenzura
ubuhanuzi bwa verba hujus, et servat ea quœ muri ea scripta sunt; tempus enim prope est. (Ibyahishuwe, 1, 3.)
Muri make:
Numvise umuntu udasanzwe mfite impamvu zo kwizera ko Imana ikoresha kugirango ikwigishe, kandi ibyiringiro ninkuru ndaguha: Natekereje ko namwumvise neza bihagije kugirango ntamuvaho. Yambwiye ko Imana yampaye iki gikorwa; Nabikoze uko nshoboye, kandi nkaho ngomba gutanga konti yabyo. Hanyuma, nagiye kubaza abapasitori b'Itorero nkurikije ibyo nashinzwe kubikora; kandi kugirango ntazabura ikintu na kimwe mubireba, gusa nabasobanuriye amajwi nakusanyije mu budahemuka. Ni wowe bireba
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kubona no gusuzuma urubanza ugomba guca urubanza, nimyitwarire ugomba gukurikiza: kuberako iyi myitwarire yImana idashizweho, kandi birashoboka cyane ko ingaruka zizakubera ingenzi kurenza uko twabitekereza. 'tekereza.
IHEREZO.
IMYAKA umunani ishize
MUSHIKIWA WAVUKANYE.
Umunyamadini wo mu mujyi wa Fougères,
Gukora nk'inyongera mubuzima bwe no mu Byahishuwe. (Numwanditsi umwe, 18o3.)
"Deus docuisti me me juventute mea, et nunc pronunciabo mirabilia tua.
(Zab. 70. 18.)
QUALIS VITA, TALIS MORS.
IRIBURIRO.
Twabonye mu nyandiko z'inyongera narangirijeho icyegeranyo cy'Ubuzima n'Ibyahishuwe byitwa Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, ko urupfu rw'uyu mukobwa wera, ubuzima bwanjye nari nanditse kugeza igihe ngiye, rwatangajwe i Londres. ugana mu mpera za 1800, cyangwa mu ntangiriro ya 1801, ukoresheje ibaruwa
ko umuntu ukomoka muri Saint-James, muri Normandy, yabyandikiye umupadiri wa paruwasi y'umujyi umwe, icyo gihe akaba atuye i Chelsé, hafi y'umurwa mukuru w'Ubwongereza.
Hari hashize imyaka itari mike ntarabona amakuru yose y'ababikira bo mu muryango wa Fougères, nari narahawe inshingano. Uku guceceka guhungabanya umutekano, nyuma y’amabaruwa menshi yandikiwe, byanteye ubwoba kuruta byose ko bombi binjiye mu ibanga rya Mushikiwabo bariyongereye ku mubare w’abo napfuye namenye kuva ngenda kandi ko, bityo, ntabwo nabikora. bambuwe burundu ubuhamya bwabantu bombi bonyine bashoboraga guhamya rubanda nukuri kwukuri nukuri nari narashyize imbere muri kiriya cyegeranyo, kandi ibyo byose, babyemeranijwe kandi n’amasengesho yabo, byari byanyuze hagati ya Mushikiwabo. nanjye.
Ubwoba bwanjye nabwo bwari bufite ishingiro ryiza, kuko ubuzima bwaba babikira bombi bwahoraga busa nkintege nke kuri njye na mbere yuko bagomba kurya inzitizi nububabare bushobora kubigabanya intege nke, kandi birashoboka ko byasenya rwose. Muri uyu mwanya, ibyasigaye kuri njye, mugihe nabasengaga, kwari ugutegereza amahoro kugirango Imana ubwayo yuzuze muburyo bumwe ubwo buryo busanzwe bwo kwemeza impamvu nahoraga nizera ko ari iye, cyane cyane kuva nkibyo inyungu kandi amajwi menshi yari yaranyemeje cyane mubitekerezo byanjye byambere.
Amaherezo, ahagana mu mpera za Gashyantare 1802, nakiriye Madam Superior ibaruwa ikurikira, ituma numva ko Imana, ibyo itanga bitanga.
ubudacogora kubyabaye byose no ku tuntu duto duto tw’umurimo we, nta gushidikanya ko yari afite impamvu zatumye agumana kuri njye ababikira bamenyeshejwe ibyabaye byose, cyane cyane abatangabuhamya bombi abasomyi b'iki gitabo basanze ari ngombwa cyane. Dore ibisobanuro by'uru rwandiko, rwasomwe, ndetse rwandukurwa n'umubare mwiza mu bakunzi b'iki cyegeranyo:
Fougères, ku ya 29 Mutarama 1802.
"Nyakubahwa,
Mperutse kubona amakuru meza kuri wewe numwe mubakozi mukorana uherutse kuva mugihugu utuyemo, kandi akaba yarabyiyemeje kugirango agukure mubyacu nkuko ubyifuza. Nifuzaga cyane kuboneraho umwanya wo kubandikira mukuboko kwizewe, kandi nashakaga vuba, iyo ntatinya gutangaza urupfu rwumuntu nzi ko ufite inyungu zidasanzwe. Byumwihariko; Ndashaka kuvuga kuri Mushikiwabo ukennye wavutse.
Uyu mukobwa wera yapfuye kumunsi wa Assomption 1798, saa sita. Yari afite ubumenyi bwe kugeza kumwanya wanyuma, kandi ibintu byinshi bituma nizera ko yagize ihishurwa ryumunsi nisaha yurupfu rwe. Ibyumweru byanyuma byubuzima bwe Imana yamutegetse kuvuga, uhereye ibye
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mugabane, hamwe nabantu benshi, mubintu byihariye bikora ku mutimanama wabo, kandi abo bantu barabyungukiyemo neza. Yambwiye nanjye, afite ubumenyi bwimbitse bushobora guturuka ku Mana gusa. Ntushobora kwiyumvisha uko yangizeho ingaruka. By'umwihariko, ihanura ibintu byinshi kuri njye, bimwe muri byo bimaze kuzuzwa ibaruwa, kandi bintera ibyiringiro kubisigaye mugihe gikwiye. Ndashobora kwizeza ko ibyo yambwiye byampaye kunyurwa n'amahoro mu bugingo bwanjye.
Mbere yo kurwara yari yanditse byinshi. Mu minsi ya nyuma yuburwayi bwe, yasabye cyane impapuro zose yari yarashyize mu biganza bya kiliziya Imana yari yamweretse ngo amuyobore mu nzira zidasanzwe. Uyu nyakubahwa yari yarasezeranyije ko azabagezaho, kandi kubera amahirwe adahagije, yahoraga ayakomeza. Yabohereje, nyuma, n'umunyamerika ku wamwatuye. Sinzi icyabateye kwiruka badakorewe kandi bagashyirwa muburyo bwiza. Ikizwi ni uko basomwe nk'uko basomwa n'abantu benshi, ndetse no mu ntara zitandukanye. Kubwibyo, izi nyandiko zanyuma zimaze gukwirakwira hose, ndetse na raporo yubwera bwe .
Nabajijwe byinshi rero ku ngaruka nto zari iye. Nibwira ko uzanezezwa no kubona umwe, nakubitse impeta y'ubukwe, apfa. Sintumye kuri wewe, kugira ngo itazimira; ariko nkimara kugira icyubahiro no kwishimira kongera kukubona, nzaguha, hamwe nibindi bintu bike nkibi bishobora kuguha umunezero.
(1) Madamu Superior yongeyeho umwenda we wo gusangira, afite umusatsi muto, nibindi. Nakiriye kandi igitabo gito cyo kubaha Imana yakundaga kwigisha mwishywa we mugihe yamaranye na murumuna we, nkatwe
reka tuvuge: ni umuzingo muto ushaje, urimo inzandiko nubutumwa bwiza bwumwaka, mu gifaransa, hamwe namasengesho. Nzabiha agaciro byose.
Ndabasaba kandi kunshakira akazi ke n'akanyu, niba bishoboka; bashiki bacu nabo bizeye ubutoni bumwe. Niba byacapwe, kandi Itorero ryemerera gusomwa, byaba byiza uzanye kopi nyinshi iyo unyuze hano; nta kabuza hazabaho inguzanyo nyinshi. Garuka vuba bishoboka, twese turabishaka ....
PS Nibagiwe kukwereka ko Mushikiwabo yambwiye inshuro nyinshi, mubihe bye byanyuma, ko apfa nububabare bwo kutabasha kuvuga ibintu bihumuriza umuntu wese kubwItorero.
»Mfite icyubahiro cyo kuba, & c. »
Uru rwandiko, rwasaga nkaho ruje rushyigikiye urwa Normandy, ntirwashoboraga kuza mu gihe gikwiye cyo kurengera icyo cyegeranyo no kunshyigikira ubwanjye kurwanya ubwoko bwa kabali bwari butangiye gusohoka mu buhungiro bwanjye. Mu mubare munini w'abakunda amakaye, wasangaga i Londres abantu bake batafashe ikibazo kuruhande rumwe.
Nyuma y’inzitizi rusange bigaragara ko itagize intsinzi yose yari yarasezeranijwe, hageragejwe gutera amakenga ku bijyanye n'umurava wa raporo zanjye; bageze aho bavuga ko Mushikiwabo w'ivuka yari umuntu ukekwa gusa, uwo navuze nkavuga icyo nshaka cyose; ko, kugirango nishimishe imyidagaduro yizabukuru, nari narahimbye urukundo rwubwenge nkoresheje izina ryumubikira wenda utarigeze abaho.
Ibitekerezo byari ibicucu nkumutego naba narashize kubwizerwa bwa rubanda; kandi kubera ko urugendo rugufi gusa mubufaransa rwaba rukenewe kugirango tumenye uburiganya bwumutego, umuntu yakagombye no gutekereza ko urugendo rumwe, hamwe na verisiyo yaho, rushobora kuba ruhagije kugirango nsobanure imyitwarire yanjye kandi mphorere byimazeyo kubyo nashinjwaga. Iki kirego rero cyasaga naho cyigometse ku buryo tutagomba gushimirwa n'abantu bashishoza kandi b'inyangamugayo; ariko nanone ngomba kwatura ko umwanzi wakazi yahise avuka, atabigambiriye kandi yizera gukora neza (1), wasaga nkuwashyizeho inzitizi ukundi gukomeye kuyikwirakwiza, kandi ibyo ntagomba kwirengagiza. guceceka, kubwimpamvu tuzareba.
(1) Kwizera gukora neza . Ukuri kugomba kurwanywa, kuko kugomba kugeragezwa. Ibikorwa nkibi ntibishobora kwemerwa nta kizamini, kandi ndemera ko abakuru, cyane cyane, badashobora kubitaho cyane.
Padiri de Fajole, vicar general wa diyosezi ya Rennes, yari umwe mubambere basomye amakaye yanjye. Nagize icyubahiro cyo kumushyikiriza (icyo gihe cyari umushinga wanjye wa mbere) ku kirwa cya Jersey, mu 1792; usibye amagambo make, yari yasanze byose bishimwa; yari yaranansabye kubikomeza ejo hazaza; ariko bimaze kugaragara ko yahinduye rwose ibitekerezo bye kuriyi ngingo, ntawe washoboye kumenya impamvu.
Ahagana mu mpera za 1799, M. l'Abbé yagiye
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avuye i Scarborow, aho yari yajyanywe, yerekeza i Londres; ageze muri uyu murwa mukuru, natekereje kumutegeka kumuha icyegeranyo cyandikishijwe intoki cy’amajwi ya ba prelates hamwe n’abandi bahanga mu bya tewolojiya nigeze kugisha inama aho, mu gihe nari mpariyo. Sinari niteze uko byagenze, kandi sinigeze ntungurwa cyane kuruta igihe nabonaga, igihe numvaga Abbé de Fajole ambwira ko, nkurikije ibitekerezo bye, ubushakashatsi n'inama yakiriye, nibindi, yari yarahindutse rwose. igitekerezo cye ku ngingo ivugwa; ko naribeshye cyane kwereka umuntu wese amakaye yantegetse guhisha; ko batazigera bemerwa na musenyeri wa Rennes, mugihe azaba vicar-general; Hanyuma,, aransubiramo kandi ansaba inama na padiri w'inshuti zanjye nari nagishije inama.
Nanyuzwe no gusubiza bombi ko nakwitonda cyane kutumvira itegeko ryasaga nkaho rishingiye ku mpamvu idafite ubushobozi bwo kuntera kubikora; ko nubahaga cyane kumurikirwa nububasha bwabaciriye urubanza ukundi, kandi nabo bari bakwiriye gutega amatwi; ibyo
M. de Fajole ntabwo yari yarigeze agira uburenganzira bwo kumbuza kuvugana n'umurimo umwepiskopi wenyine ari bo bacamanza bavutse, kandi nari niyemeje kubereka; Ntabwo rero nari narashoboye gutanga isezerano bakekaga ko natanze, ntarenze ku ijambo ryanjye kandi mpemukira icyabiteye n'icyizere nashinzwe. Nicyo gihe rero imyanzuro yanjye nibisubizo byanjye, byashimangiwe cyane nibitekerezo byabaganga babajijwe basomye umusaruro wa Mushikiwabo.
Tugomba kwatura, ariko, ko nakiriye umubabaro mwinshi nintimba biturutse kuri uku gusubira inyuma ntari niteze, kandi nta gushidikanya ko nakomezaga gukomera no kuva mu kimwaro cyanjye ko Providence y'Imana yemeye ko nakiriye, mubyukuri muri iki gihe, amabaruwa natanze kuri konti, kandi anyigisha icyo ngomba gutekereza ku rwikekwe rubi cyangwa amakuru y'ibinyoma batashidikanyaga.
Nishimiye muri njye imyitwarire yiyi Providence ishimishije rwose kubiretse kubitaho. Nibwira iki Mushikiwabo w'umukene wavutse, naribwiye nti? Agomba rero guhora atwikwa ninama zumugabo umwe kurwanya bose? Uwa mbere wagabanije umusaruro we kumivu yihannye cyane kwihuta kwe nigitekerezo cya mugenzi we; Nshobora, ku nama z'umugabo umwe, nshobora gukomeza kwigaragaza ku bubabare bumwe, nyuma yo kugerwaho, bigaragara cyane, mubyo yari yatangaje? Ntabwo bizaba, nizere ko, cyangwa byibura Itorero ryonyine ni ryo rizahitamo, kuko ari we wenyine nijuririye .
Ni yo mpamvu natekereje muri njye, kandi numvaga narushijeho gukomera no gusoma ayo makaye amwe yasabwaga igitambo. Icyo nagombaga gukora ni uguhanze amaso akanya gato kugirango numve ikintu kimbwira imbere: Witondere, ibi ntabwo byakozwe kugirango bitwike ... Ndizera ko intsinzi y'uru ruganda kuri we wenyine wahoze asa nkaho njye kuba umwanditsi wacyo.
Tuzizera noneho ko Mushikiwabo wavutse yari yiteze ubumenyi kubyo tumaze kuvuga, kandi ko yabitangaje hashize imyaka itatu mbere yibi birori, akagera aho tuvuga izina, mubyukuri, umukinnyi nyamukuru, uwo we ntabwo yari yarigeze abona cyangwa azwi?
Yari afite ababikira babiri bandika, mu 1797, umuburo yari yarahawe. Iyi nyandiko yandikiwe M. Leroi, umuyobozi wa La Pellerine, diyosezi ya Maine, icyo gihe yari umuyobozi wacyo, ayimpa mu 1802, kandi yarantunguye nkanjye ubwo yumvaga inkuru mu kanwa. Ninde wamuhaye. ibisobanuro. Tuzavuga nyuma, kuriyi nyandiko, irangiza kwizera kwanjye ko nari nkwiriye guhagarara nshikamye ku itegeko ryaba ryanteye kwihana kwinshi, iyo nza kugira ubworoherane bwo kubahiriza.
Ibi rwose ni amafuti muburyo bwuyu mukobwa udasanzwe, cyangwa kuruta uwamukoresheje inyungu zacu. Ni muri ubwo buryo, igihe abishakiye, aburizamo ibintu byose bivuguruza imigambi ye n'umurimo we, avugana n'abo avuga avuga ku mucyo politiki ya kimuntu idashobora kugeraho, ndetse idashobora. Ntishobora gusubiza. ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose.
Ko umukobwa wumukene, mumahanga rwose mubintu byose bibaho kwisi, umugore wumukene utazi ubwenge utekereza kwitegura urupfu gusa,
nyamara umenye ibiba, cyangwa ahubwo ugomba gukora udafite, ugereranije nakazi ke, hakurya yinyanja no mubice bya kure aho adafite aho ahurira; reka amenyeshe urubanza ko umugabo yavuze amazina atamuzi, kandi uri i Londres cyangwa Scarborow, azarengana; ko itangaza imyaka mbere, nta bwoba bwo kuvuguruzanya, kandi ko
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ibyabaye bisubiza umuburo yakiriye, musomyi, mubitekerezaho iki? Nigute kutizera kuzakuraho? kandi tuzaba twibeshye kubona iki kibazo nkikimenyetso gishya cyuzuza kwerekana ukuri kwukuri kwe? ....
Ngeze i Fougères ahagana mu ntangiriro za Kanama 1802, natangiye nsoma kandi nsoma igitabo kibazwa ku bisigaye byose by’ababikira bo mu mujyi, kandi nyuma yo gusoma bampaye, ku bintu byose byavuzwe haruguru, attestation twasomye ngaho. Baca bampa binini bibiri
ongeraho amakaye dukeneye kwandika, kandi Mushikiwabo yari yanditse kugirango mpabwe ngarutse.
Mbere yo kuza kuri ibyo, byasaga nkibikwiye kwerekana imyaka yanyuma yumwanditsi, kugirango banyuzwe nababishaka bose, ndetse nibindi byinshi byo kubaka rubanda. Nzabikora mu gihe gito gishoboka, buri gihe mvuga nkurikije ubuhamya bwamenyeshejwe neza bwababayeho cyangwa bafitanye umubano wihariye na we, bw'ababikira bamufashaga mu bihe bye bya nyuma, ndetse n'umuryango wubahwa aho yamurangirije umwuga. Ntabwo ari ngombwa kuburira ko nabyanditse munsi y'amaso yabo nyuma yo kuba ku mwanya kandi nkakusanya neza nkagereranya amajwi yabo kuri buri kintu. Ibyo byakemutse, dore gahunda ndimo gushushanya kubwanjye kugirango ngende hamwe na gahunda nyinshi.
GAHUNDA.
Ababikira bategura umujyi bagumye hafi imyaka ibiri muri bo
umuganda, nyuma yo kwirukanwa muri yo. Nyuma yo kugenda, Mushikiwabo wavutse yagumye umwaka urenga gato mumujyi wa Fougères; avuye aho, bamujyana kwa musaza we, i La Chapelle-Janson, ari naho yagumye
munsi yimyaka ibiri; amaherezo yagaruwe i Fougères, aho yabaye indi myaka itatu n'amezi make. Ni muri ibi bihe bine noneho tuzakurikiraho kandi tumutekerezeho, kugira ngo tugaragaze ibyavuye mu myaka umunani ya nyuma y'ubuzima bwe, byashize kuva igihe nagiye kugeza kugeza hagati muri Kanama 1798., igihe cye urupfu. Ishusho yizerwa izaturuka kuri iyi gahunda isanzwe rwose ntacyo izatanga kubacira imanza abantu kubintu gusa; ariko bizashimisha rwose abacira urubanza ibyabaye kubantu babareba .
ERA Yambere.
Mushikiwabo aracyari mubaturage.
Nkuko nabivuze ahandi, hagati ya Asensiyo na Pentekote 1790, ni bwo nategetswe guhunga ababikira banjye igihe bavaga mu rugo rwabo, kandi ku ya 27 Nzeri 1792 ni bo ubwabo. Ndetse bahiga, kugira ngo bamburwe umwaka ukurikira. Mu myaka ibiri Mushikiwabo yari akimara mu gace atuyemo, yasaga nkaho ntaho atandukaniye na we, usibye wenda no gukuba kabiri umwuka wimbere, kwibuka, guceceka no kuganduka, aribwo bugingo bwa leta y’idini, kandi ryashizeho ishingiro ryimiterere yihariye.
Nyuma yubuntu ijuru ryamugiriye, cyane cyane nyuma yo kumenya ko ryamuhaye ibintu byahishe abandi bantu buntu, umuntu ashobora gutera imbere neza ko ntamuntu numwe ufite impamvu nke kumurusha gutungurwa. Ibyabaye byari bibaho icyo gihe, kimwe nibyo yari akibonye mbere, ko yabitangaje ubudahwema, kandi ko yabitangaje kuva kera: ntabwo rero yasaga nkuwatunguwe cyangwa ngo ahungabanye. Bitandukanye cyane nubugingo bworoshye gusebanya nkintege nke mu kwizera, cyangwa se abiteguye kwitotomba kubintu byose bibarwanya, gusa kuberako batigera babona ibintu byose kandi ntibigeze binjira na rimwe mubinini.
ibishushanyo bya Providence bagomba kuramya. Mushikiwabo wavutse yari hejuru cyane yibitekerezo bito byabantu bigarukira ku kwikunda kandi bifitanye isano ninyungu zawe .
Uyobora isi kandi agafatana urunigi rw'ibintu bikomeye bigize amateka yarwo, yari yaramweretse, kuva mu bwana, Impinduramatwara y'Ubufaransa mu mpamvu zayo zihishe, mu ngaruka zayo zikomeye,
no muri sisitemu ya kure cyane. Ni muri ubwo buryo, umutima we ukomeye yakiriye, Mushikiwabo yatekereje ku byabaye byose kandi yari agitegura hafi ye. Birashoboka rero ko tutigeze tubona ubugingo bwicisha bugufi, bwihana, bwubaha, cyangwa bureze kubintu byose byashimishije Imana kugena cyangwa kubyemerera. Ntabwo yigeze abivugaho usibye ubwoba bwamadini rwose, bujyanye nibintu byose nimpamvu ndengakamere, butinya igicucu cyo kwitotomba cyangwa kutumvira. Reka tuvuge neza, yabibwiye Imana byinshi, hafi yabantu; cyangwa niba rimwe na rimwe yabonaga abihatiwe, buri gihe yabikoraga yubashye cyane, gushishoza cyane. Mukomere kurenza izindi zose nibi
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igitekerezo cyukuri kuburyo ibibi byacu ntakintu nakimwe usibye ibisubizo nibihano byibyaha byacu, yabonaga gusa abo yarize nta nkomyi nkikubita indamutso yImana yashakishije miriyoni mirongo itatu zamakosa kwibagirwa no gusuzugura uwera we amategeko. Muri uku kujijuka, yabonaga gusa ko ari igitambo cyeguriwe umujinya wo mu ijuru, we wenyine akaba yarifuzaga kunaniza ibintu byose kugira ngo asone abavandimwe be.
Ubugingo bwa Vulgar butagira ingeso nziza buteganya amikoro, mugihe ibyago bibakurikiranye, gusa biturutse ku rupfu babona ko ari iherezo ryarwo; na filozofiya y'ibinyoma n'uburiganya iracyirata kuri uku gusuzugura ubugome kandi budafite ishingiro kubuzima butagifite ubutwari bwo kwihanganira. Ntabwo aribyo kubakozi b'ukuri b'Imana; byuzuye amasomo meza bakuye mwishuri rya shebuja wimana, barazamuka, kubwo kwizera, ndetse no gukunda imibabaro kamere yanga, kandi biterwa nimpamvu zigaragara gusa. zitanduye kuruta uko babizi. gusuzugura urupfu.
Bene abo bagaragaye Mushikiwabo wavutse mubuzima bwe bwose, kandi iyi myifatire ihebuje yabayemo, turashobora, tugomba no kwizera ko yakuze gusa kandi yeza mugihe imperuka ye yegereje. Aho kwinubira icyo ijuru ryamuteye kubabara, yahoraga abisaba imibabaro mishya, nk'ubuntu ibimenyetso byinshi kuruta ubutoni bwose yahawe. Kimwe n'indi ntwari ya gikristo ikwiye kugereranwa na we, kuko nawe yari ikirangirire
ikinyejana, umutagatifu wiki gihe yasabye uwo bashakanye wimana cyane gupfa kugirango akureho ububi bwe, kuruta kubaho kugirango ababare buri gihe; cyane cyane kuva mwisi kugirango twongere guhura na we, kuruta kuguma aho kugirango dukwiye kwishima cyane nkibyo: Non mori, sed kwihangana.
Ntihakagire umuntu ubifata nko gukabya kwubaha umwanditsi panegyrist; hano ibikorwa bye bwite nibyukuri kandi bikwiye kwizerwa. Inshuro nyinshi rero uyu wihannye wicishije bugufi, uyu mukobwa ukwiye wa Mutagatifu Fransisko, yari yarasabye Imana imibabaro kuburyo umuntu adashobora gushidikanya ko ibyuzuye kandi bikamuhagarika ubuzima ari ingaruka zamasengesho ye nibyifuzo bye bikomeye. Ni mubikomeye byamakuba yezwa kandi
itunganya ibyiza by'intabera; niho umutima we ufata ubwo buryo bushimishije butuma ashimisha cyane imbere yImana ye. Umwigishwa wa J.-C. agomba kumera nka shebuja muri byose; iherezo rye rishingiye rwose kuri uku guhuza; kandi kubera ko nta burenganzira afite mu ijuru keretse binyuze ku musaraba w'Umucunguzi we, ni no ku musaraba umurimo ukomeye wo gucungurwa kwe ugomba kurangira.
Ukuri shingiro k'ubukristu Mushikiwabo yari yarasobanukiwe neza. Ibi nibyo byose yifuzaga, ibyo yari yiteze, ibyo yashimangiye, nibyo yiboneye kugeza imperuka yubuzima bwari urukurikirane rwimibabaro gusa. kugeza aho ibintu byose tugiye kubona ari ugutungana gusa kwiki gikorwa gikomeye, kandi kiyongera kubintu byose twabonye. Ibitekerezo bitagomba kwibagirana hano ni uko Imana yamuhaye imibabaro myinshi, kandi, cyane cyane kugeza ku iherezo ry'ubuzima bwe, ikamuhishurira ibintu byinshi, kwivuguruza kwinshi n'ibigeragezo byinshi, na byo byahoraga bihumuriza. akamushyigikira nubutoni budasanzwe, kandi ikiruta byoseyari yaramuteganyirije arangije ihumure ritangaje kandi ritunguranye, ku buryo we ubwe yarishimye kandi yuzuye gushimira byimazeyo , nk'uko yabyiyemereye inshuro zirenze imwe, ku bijyanye na Nyiricyubahiro ndetse n'abandi babikira babanaga na we. Navuze hano amagambo akwiye yinzandiko nandikiwe mubihe bitandukanye. Nubwo hari inzitizi zigenda ziba umuyaga wasaga nkaho
ishyirwa mu bikorwa ry'umushinga we, Mushikiwabo ntiyigeze amubura. Kwemeza kurusha umuntu uwo ari we wese ko Imana, iyo ishaka, izi gukoresha inyungu za byose kugirango igere ku ntego zayo; Ashyigikiwe nubwitonzi bwa Providence ureba utuntu duto duto kumurimo we, ntabwo yari namba, cyangwa gusa gato, yababajwe nibibazo byasubizaga umuntu wese uretse we wenyine.
Ntabwo ijuru ryamumenyesheje gusa muri rusange kandi mu buryo burambuye ibintu bikomeye yari amaze igihe atangaza, na politiki
ikiremwa muntu nticyashoboraga kubona, yari yaranamuvumbuye byumwihariko uburyo butandukanye umudayimoni agomba gukoresha kugirango agerageze gutuma ibintu byose binanirwa, rimwe na rimwe akoresheje amayeri, rimwe na rimwe imbaraga zifunguye; rimwe na rimwe biturutse ku guhubuka, neza cyangwa kutabigambiriye, kubantu bamwe, kandi ntagushidikanya nanone biturutse kubudashyikirwa no kudashobora umwanditsi wenyine; ariko yari yaramuretse akabona, kuruhande rwe, ubushake buruta byose, bushobora gukoresha inyungu za byose; we, abinyujije mu ntambwe umwanzi we atabizi, azi kuburizamo imitego ye yashizweho cyane, no gufata umudayimoni mu rushundura rwe.
Byari bikurikije ayo matara y'imbere
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ko yakoraga ubudacogora kugirango atsinde uruganda rutagira icyo rushobora kumutandukanya kuva igihe yatekerezaga ko azi neza ubushake bw'Imana. Yari yarakoresheje umwanya wanjye wose w'ubusa, igihe nari kumwe na we, kugira ngo ninjire mu bitekerezo bye, ansobanurira gahunda ye n'uburyo bwo kubishyira mu bikorwa. Ntibyatinze kumenya ko mfite umutekano hamwe n'inyandiko ze, kandi ko nabitayeho hakurya y'inyanja, nk'uko yari yarabimbwiye bwa mbere, kuruta uko yakoresheje umwanya wose ko byanyuze mu baturage, ndetse no kuva ubushake bwiza bw'ababikira bombi yari yarashyize mu ibanga rye, kunyoherereza bikurikiranye inyandiko zahinduwe zitanga igice cya kabiri cyose cy'umurimo we, nkuko tubizi.
Aya makaye yose nahawe buriwese mugihe cyayo, usibye imwe gusa yabuze mucyegeranyo, bitabaye ngombwa kumenya uko byagenze.
Iyi ikaye yatakaye, sinshobora kuyikoresha, ikubiyemo, mubindi , imico itangaje cyane, nkeka ko ngomba kubyibuka, kubera ubumenyi bwihariye ababikira babifitemo, ndetse nibuka cyane kwibuka uwo yari yarabyanditse .
Mushikiwabo yavuze aho ko mu gihe runaka mu buzima bwe, Imana yamutumye kubona diyosezi ya Rennes, hamwe n'abayobozi bayo, mu buryo bw'imboga nziza yatewe n'ibiti byera bifite ubunini n'ubunini. Yabonye aho, mubindi, ibiti bibiri bishaje, byegeranye cyane, bisa nkaho yunamye munsi yuburemere bwimbuto zabo nko munsi yibiti.
imyaka. Yarimo abashimira bombi, igihe umuyaga umwe umuyaga ubaranduye mu buryo butunguranye, akabakubita hasi, bikamubabaza cyane.
Birashoboka ko atari azi noneho ibisobanuro by'iki cyerekezo; ariko bidatinze, ikintu gitangaje cyaje kumusobanurira; ni urupfu rw'abahoze ari abapadiri babiri ba diyosezi imwe ya Rennes, umwe muri bo yari amaze igihe kinini ari umuyobozi wa Urbaniste wa Fougères. Bahoraga ari inshuti nziza, kandi hafi buri gihe bahujwe numurimo wumurimo wabo. Bari MM. Duclos na Pothine. Bapfuye, nkaho bitunguranye, umunsi umwe; uwambere yari umuyobozi wa paruwasi ya Parigné, shampiyona ebyiri zo muri Fougères; kabiri, uwahoze ari umuyobozi wa Ladies Hospitallers, uwahoze ari umuyobozi wa shapeli ya Saint-Aubert, bikaba bitarenze kure yayo. Mushikiwabo ubwe yabonye muri ibi birori isohozwa ry'iyerekwa ryatangajwe, kandi akaba yarigeze kuvugana na bashiki be inshuro zirenze imwe.
ERA YA KABIRI.
Mushikiwabo hanze yumuryango.
Nguko uko hashize imyaka ibiri yambere kuva narekurwa, aribwo bubiri mbere ya Mushikiwabo. Amasengesho, kuzirikana, kwibuka, kwihana, byari byasangiye ibihe byose ibyo yategetse byari bikimusiga, kandi ukwegura kwe kwuzuye kwamusigiye umudendezo uhagije wo gutekereza, hamwe numutuzo wose idini iha roho ko Ijuru ryibonera byanze bikunze gutandukana hamwe nababikira bari babangamiwe igihe kinini, kandi akaba yarabatumye babiteganya igihe kirekire cyane.
Hanyuma, haje umunsi wica kandi utazibagirana cyane, nkurikije gahunda n'amabwiriza y'inteko ishinga amategeko, amategeko ya kabiri cyangwa ya gatatu yahaye Uburayi bwose, ndetse n'isi yose ya gikirisitu, ibintu bitangaje bibabaza imitima yubaha Imana kuburyo yashimishaga abanzi bose bafite gahunda, ubutabera, idini n’ubumuntu, iy'ababikira barenga ibihumbi ijana batandukanijwe na kasho yabo maze bahatirwa gusubira mu isi bari basezeyeho ubuziraherezo. Mbega igikuba! Ndavuga ko igitaramo nkiki cyemewe nabagabo nashushanyije; ariko, mugihe cyose tuzabyitondera, tuzemera ko mubyukuri intsinzi yabo itagomba kuba isa nkicyubahiro kuri bo, kandi ko roho yabo, niba yarazigamye
haracyari igitekerezo cyukuri, ntampamvu nimwe yo kuyishima imbere.
Hashize igihe kinini abantu biyi kashe bari bashimishijwe nubutsinzi bwuzuye mumihigo y'idini. Bari baragerageje, mu buryo bwose, kwerekana cloisters na monasiteri nka gereza nyinshi na za gereza rusange, byuzuyemo abahohotewe n’ishyaka ridasobanutse ndetse n’igitugu cy’imiziririzo, nk'uko babivuze, ku nyungu z’umuryango. kubijyanye n'ibyifuzo bya kamere. Banditse rero bagerageza kumvisha ko, iyo uyu mwiherero ku gahato uramutse ufunguwe gato, ababikira bari kubona babacitse mu muhengeri mwinshi. Niki kibabaje, none, mbega ibanga ryibanga, mugihe, nyuma yo kugerageza inzira zose zidafite akamaro, basanze bagomba kwitabaza urugomo ruteye isoni kandi ruteye ishozi, kubona ibyo kutemeza cyangwa amasezerano byigeze bigerwaho! Ibyavuzwe
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ni uruhe ruhande intsinzi cyangwa gutsindwa, kandi niyihe mu mashyaka yombi yari ifite impamvu yo gutsinda!
Nko mu 1790, amakomine yari yabamenyesheje icipfuzo c'inteko ishaka kubasubiza umwidegemvyo bagombaga kwicuza bikabije.
Ibitekerezo byuzuye; nanone icyifuzo babahaye cyafashwe ku isi yose kandi cyakirwa nkigitutsi, kandi igisubizo rusange cy’ababikira b’Ubufaransa cyari kibi kandi gikomeye, ku buryo cyabahoraga byimazeyo kubera amahano, kandi kikaba cyarabaye politiki mu nteko ko ababikira atari bo bemeraga, kandi ko guhora kwabo, bifatanije no kurwanya abapadiri banze kurahira, ndetse no ku itegekonshinga rya gisivili ry’abapadiri, byashoboraga gutinda cyangwa bitinda gukubita ibikorwa byose byakozwe na umunsi, no guhirika gahunda yose ya revolution. Kubera iyo mpamvu, ntibagifite ibyiringiro ku babikira cyangwa abapadiri, bahagaritse gutsimbarara ku nzira zikaze, inzira imwe rukumbi yo gutsinda no kubatsinda.
Ku ya 27 Nzeri 1792 ni bwo rero iri teka ryangiza ryashyizwe mu bikorwa ku babikira bategura umujyi wa Fougères. Ku itangazo rya mbere
bari barakozwe, bose bari bafite, bashushanyije cyane cyane babigiriwemo inama na Mushikiwabo wavutse, wavuze mu izina ry'Imana, yamagana kwanga kudatsindwa kwabo kubahiriza amategeko binyuranye n'ibyifuzo byabo n'ibyo bateganya; kandi, mu gihe cyo kwicwa, bose baragiye, abato n'abakuru, kugira ngo bishyire hamwe muri korari, buri wese aho yari amenyereye, basenga basaba ko bicirwa aho bifuzaga gupfira. Uburakari ubwabwo bwarakoroye amarira; abantu boherejwe barabasubiza ko nta kibi bazabakorerwa; ariko ko bagiye, babishaka cyangwa ku gahato, kugira ngo babayobore bose ku modoka zabategereje mu gikari kugira ngo babajyane aho bagiye. Noneho ntakindi kintu cyari muri korari nko kwishongora, amarira, kurira, gutaka no kuniha. Umwe wese, amaze kugira isoni, nkuko umuntu ashobora kubyiyumvisha neza, umubikira cyane cyane ashobora kuba make kuri bike, ntatinye ikintu kinini nko kubona yafashwe, kandi wenda akorerwa ubugome nabagabo badashobora gutekereza; byari ngombwa rero gufata icyemezo no kugira uruhare mu kumvira imbaraga.
Bahagurutse bapfuye kuruta bazima, maze bahamagaye, nk'umukuru wabo, bararira barira bajya mu modoka. Ibyo byose byabereye imbere mu nzu, ku buryo imbaga y'abantu buzuye mu gikari babibonye kandi ntacyo babyumva. Byari bihuye n'icyubahiro cya J.-C. ko abatangabuhamya bashimuswe n'abagore be nabo bagomba kuba abahamya b'ihohoterwa ryakorewe ibyiyumvo byabo nyabyo. Bageze ku bwinjiriro bw'amagare banyuzemo, Mushikiwabo w'ivuka ryakurikiranaga acecetse, ahindukirira abarinzi ndetse n'amakomine abasaba, mu izina ry'Imana, uruhushya rwo kuvuga: hacecetse cyane. Hafi ye. ; hanyuma, Mushikiwabo abareba, ababwira mu ijwi riranguruye kandi ryumvikana, avuga mu izina ry'ababikira bose ati: “Ba nyakubahwa, Imana irantegeka kukumenyesha ko twahitamo gupfa aho kurenga ku kigo cyacu, cyangwa amasezerano yacu yera; ariko kubera ko amaherezo tugomba kukumvira hanze, twamaganye ihohoterwa rikorerwa, kandi turabamenyesha ko twahamagaye Ijuru kubihamya. Bose baramwumvise, benshi bararira, nta muntu wasubije.
Nyuma yaya magambo magufi ariko afite ingufu, avugwa muri iryo jwi rihamye kandi ryiyemeje, nubwo afite imyaka, Mushikiwabo yari azi gufata igihe bibaye ngombwa, asunika ukuboko yamuhaye, yinjira mu gare yagombaga kumujyana kwa M. Binel de la Jannière, wamenyekanye cyane, akaba yarasabye akabona kumucumbika mu rugo rwe na bashiki be babiri, ababikira bo mu muryango umwe.
Madame la Supérieure yajyanywe kwa M. Bochin, muramu we, n'abandi, cyangwa ku babyeyi babo, cyangwa ku baturage bamwe na bamwe bari bafite ubushobozi buhagije bwo kubayobora mu gihe bagitegereje itegeko rishya ryo guhitamo ibizababaho; kuko,
mbere yuburyo ubwo aribwo bwose, wasangaga bikwiye kubakura by'agateganyo mu ngo zabo, kubishyira kuri kaburimbo. Mbere yuko ubuntu bw'igihugu butegura uburyo bwo gutunga ibibatunga, byatekerezaga ko ari byiza kubambura igisenge, imigati yabo, ndetse nyuma yaho imyenda yabo.
Inzira nziza yo gukuraho ingorane zose.
Bageze mu rugo rwa M. Binel, ababikira batatu bayobowe n’umuryango, barishima kandi barira icyarimwe, bagera mu nzu yabagenewe. Ngaho, kuramya mbere yo kubambwa kwerekanwa kumeza kubwintego, basenze igihe kirekire, kandi amarira menshi arira, basaba Imana Umukiza ngo yemere igitambo yabasabye, kandi bahuza uwo uwo. we ubwe yakoze ku musaraba kugirango agakiza k'abantu. Abantu bose babonye ibintu nk'ibi bitangaje barakozweho kandi baroroshya kugeza aho bavanga amarira yabo n'abo babonye bamenetse. Umujyi wose wari mu gihirahiro; imitima myiza yose
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bari bafite ibyiyumvo, roho zose zubahaga Imana zumvaga zifite ubwoba nububabare. Kubaha kubera ubutwari bwimico ikandamizwa. Iki gitekerezo cyasaga nkicyiza kandi gisanzwe, kuburyo byemejwe no guceceka akanya ababi ubwabo, basaga nkuburyo bumwe bwo kubisangira.
Hano rero arangije, ubu bugingo ni umunyedini cyane, uyu mukobwa udasanzwe, yakuwe muri ubu bwigunge bwakundwa yari yarasinziriye cyane! Hano, kimwe na bashiki be bose, yirukanwe kandi yirukanwa burundu mu nzu, kuva mu bwana, Imana yamuhaye uburyohe nk'ubwo, gukurura cyane, umuhamagaro ugaragara neza! Rero irisohoza.
ubu buhanuzi yagombaga kubabazwa cyane! Kimwe na Jérémie, Mushiki w'ivuka uyu munsi arahohotewe namakuba yari yatangaje. Abatizera, ni ibihe bimenyetso, nyuma yibyo, ubajije guhumeka kwe?
Iyo Imana yemeye ko ibyateganijwe mbere ihura nibigeragezo bidasanzwe, icyarimwe irashaka kubagirira ubuntu bugereranije bushoboye, byibuze, bwo kurwanya ibishuko. Afite umwenda
intege nke z'ikiremwa cye, kubera ubwoba afite bwo kutamushimisha, biracyari byinshi ku budahemuka bw'amasezerano ye, ndetse no ku byiza by'ingenzi bidashobora kwemerera umuntu uwo ari we wese kugeragezwa birenze imbaraga ze. Izi ninyigisho za Mutagatifu Pawulo: Fidelis est Deus qui non patietur vos tentari suprà id quod poteslis. . gutungana kwa leta yabo: sed faciet eum ibishuko proventum. (ibidukikije.)Ibi nibyo abera bose bahuye nabyo ukurikije ubudahemuka bwabo kubuntu; ni nacyo Mushikiwabo w'ivuka yumvise mu bihe byose by'ubuzima bwe, ariko cyane cyane mu bihe bikomeye cyane kubera ingeso nziza ye, ndetse n'umuyaga mwinshi kubera guhoraho kwe, nk'uko byemezwa ko yabikoze inshuro zirenze imwe, nkuko twabibonye.
Hey! nigute Imana, simvuze kureka, ariko nkirengagiza ubugingo bugandukira amategeko ye yose, bwizerwa kumirimo ye yose, buhoraho mubikorwa byimico myiza? roho izi kwihanganira ikizamini nubutwari bwinshi, kandi ikigaragaza nkikomeye muburebure bwamakuba nagasuzuguro, nkuko yicishaga bugufi kandi ikagira ubwoba murwego rwo hejuru; reka tuvuge neza neza, roho yahoraga ifata ubutoni nkibigeragezo, n'ibigeragezo nkubutoni. Buri gihe wasaga nkuyu mugore ukomeye rwose, kandi ntabwo yigeze asa nkuwarushijeho kuba mwiza mumyaka yanyuma yubuzima bwari gihamya yikomeza yerekana ibyo dutera imbere.
Hafi y’aba babikira baruhutse, bafite akazuyazi kandi badatunganye, muri aba bagore bashoboraga kwitwa abakafiri n’abasambanyi, bakaba barabona ko leta bagabanijwe nko gutanga tacit kuva mbere yabo
ibyo yiyemeje, Mushikiwabo w'ivuka yababonye muri bo, ku rundi ruhande, kuri we no ku bandi, gusa impamvu ikomeye, impamvu ikomeye cyane yo kubabera abizerwa kuruta mbere hose; Yizeraga ko umubikira yasize cloister ye kubera ibyago byigihe agomba kugira umwete kuruta mbere hose kugirango asohoze indahiro ye na sitati, nkuko ibihe bibyemerera. Ntakirwanirwa nurukuta rwamutandukanije nisi, agomba kubisimbuza. nukuzenguruka kwe, kongera inshuro ebyiri kurinda izamu rye mubitekerezo kandi ugereranije nagasuzuguro n’akaga bimukikije, kugira ngo atagaragaza uburaya ku mwuka wisi umutima weguriwe J.-C., na ugomba kumutwika gusa. Hanyuma, nubwo afite imyaka irenga mirongo itandatu n'itanu, yizeraga ko kuba maso byonyine bishobora kumurinda kwandura indwara .
urugero rubi na ruswa yimyitwarire.
Kwari ugukurikiza ayo mahame akomeye yimyitwarire ya gikristo, ayo mategeko yubuzima bwa monastike yakuyemo cyane mwishuri rya J.-C.
ko mu bikorwa by'inshingano ze, ko Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, atanyuzwe no kubisubiramo abandi buri mwanya, yishyizeho umwete mu buryo bwose kugira ngo asimbure imbere ndetse no hanze wenyine wenyine yari amaze kwamburwa. Yifungishije mu kazu gato yavuyemo gusa igihe nta bundi buryo bwo gukora ukundi. Iki cyumba kigufi, yakoze kasho ye, gifata umwanya w’uwo yari yasize, gihinduka mu mva ye, kubera ko ariho yaje gupfa, nyuma yimyaka mike, nkatwe. bityo. Aho niho, yambaye kandi yipfunyitse mu bisigazwa by'imyenda ye idahwitse y'idini, yagabanyije igihe cye cyose hagati yo gusenga, gutekereza, gusoma ibitabo byo kubaha Imana, inama abantu baza kumubaza, kuri bashiki be cyangwa umuryango wubaha Imana wamuhaye ibiryo nuburaro.
"Ufite ubwoba ko udafite aho uba,
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yari yaramubwiye ahahoze J.-C., atangaza ko agenda, ngwino mumutima wanjye kandi nzagufata umwanya wa byose kuri wewe Ndi byose kuri we kuri we kubintu byose ntacyo, kandi
utanga byose kugirango anshake; Providence yanjye ntizigera imutererana unyizera wenyine, nibindi. Ntabwo bitangaje kuba Mushikiwabo yeguye cyane, ndetse akanezerwa cyane muri leta ye nshya? Tugomba gutungurwa niba yibwiraga ko ntacyo abuze aho abandi benshi bari gutekereza ko babuze byose; niba yarasanze ababajwe nubwitonzi buke bwafashwe mubintu byose bimureba? Ku bwe, buri gihe bamukoreraga byinshi, kandi ntabwo yigeze asa nkaho yorohewe nk’abantu batamwitayeho. Ikintu cyose gisa nkicyifuzo cyamubabaje; ishimwe ryoroheje ryaramwishe, kandi inzira yizewe yo gukundwa mubucuti bwe kwari ukugaragara nkumusuzugura;
Dukurikize urugero, kandi ukurikire abera benshi cyane, kugirango bashimishe uburakari bw'Imana, kimwe no gukumira intege nke zabo, bakubye kabiri penetensiya zabo hamwe nubukene bwabo mugihe cyibigeragezo nibitotezo mugihe Itorero ryashyizwe ahagaragara, Mushikiwabo. y'ivuka ryinjiye mubitekerezo bimwe, kandi buri gihe wumvaga ushishikajwe numwuka umwe. Kera cyane
ko yasenze kandi akora kugira ngo akumire ibyago yari yarahanuye; umuntu ashobora no kuvuga ko ubuzima bwe bwose yabumariyeyo; ariko mu kanya abonye ibyagezweho bimaze kugaragara muri we, yiyemeza kuruta ikindi gihe cyose kugira ngo abitange ubuzima bwe bwose, abiha ubwenge bwe kwicisha bugufi, umutima we ubabara, ndetse n'umubiri we wose urababara, nta na rimwe yitotombera ikintu na kimwe.
Avuye mu gace atuyemo, yiyemeje, abitegetswe n'Imana, isaba kwemerwa n'umukuru we, umwaka wo kwiyiriza ubusa ku mugati n'amazi, kandi yarakomeje, ibyo umuntu yavuga cyangwa gukora byose kugira ngo aburinde. Byari ngombwa kumushuka ngo ashyire amavuta make mu isupu yahawe yemerewe kandi ko yahatiwe gufata, byongeye kandi, bigizwe n'amazi gusa n'imboga n'umunyu muto. Amaze kubona ubwo buriganya, yarabyitotombeye, avuga ko bashaka kumwangiza kandi ko atinya ingaruka. Birashoboka ko bari bafite ubwoba bwinshi kuri twe kuruta uko umuntu yabitekereza. Ninde uzi ibyo tudakwiye ubuzima nk'ubwo? Ubusanzwe kubera ubugingo bwiyi mico niho Imana itanga ubuntu kubandi benshi, mumijyi, ubwami, kwisi yose. Byaba ari kuvuga cyane, byaba ari ubwitonzi, kuvuga ko uyu ashobora kuba yaratanze umusanzu kurenza abandi kugirango amaherezo atubone ibyo bihe byishimishije bitishimiye, ariko byari byadutangarije inshuro nyinshi bivuye mwijuru? ... ubumuga?
Birakomeye kandi bitekereza nkuko yari asanzwe abikora, nyamara yari azi guhuza n'imiterere, nkuko tumaze kubibona; yishyiraga mu mwanya w'abandi bakeneye, kandi ingeso ze ntizari zikomeye uretse we wenyine. Nta na rimwe yigeze atandukana, imyidagaduro ye rimwe na rimwe yari ishimishije cyane ku bantu bubahaga Imana babanaga. Nibyo koko mubiganiro bye yibukije byose kubitekerezo bye bikomeye byerekeye Imana nibyiza; ariko nka
mubusanzwe yari afite ibitekerezo nkuko umutima we wari mwiza kandi ufite ingeso nziza, yashyize mubyo yavuze byose ubutabera no gukiranuka byashimishije cyane. Nubwo yari muremure muburyo bwe bwo kuvuga, abantu bahoraga bifuza kumwumva kugeza imperuka, kandi mubisanzwe twamubazaga byinshi kurenza uko yashakaga kuvuga.
Kuva ababikira barekurwa, ibiganiro bye ntibyibanze ku kintu icyo ari cyo cyose usibye uburyo umubikira agomba kwitwara ku isi kugira ngo abayo.
shyira agakiza ke n'indahiro ye mumutekano, kandi aya maganya arangira ubuzima bwe gusa. Inshuro igihumbi yabasubiyemo ko ari imyitwarire yabo
nyuma yo kubirukana, ko J.-C. umunsi umwe yamenya abagore be nyabo kubantu baba bafite ingeso gusa. Yakomeje kugaruka kuri iki kibazo, ahindukirira mu buryo igihumbi, cyane cyane ko discostumation yabo yegereje, byabaye ku ya 14 Nzeri 1793, ntiyigeze areka kubivuga, cyangwa ngo abwire ababikira uburyo bagomba kwambara. wowe ubwawe. Ntabwo ari uko atari azi ko atari ahantu cyangwa ingeso itera umubikira; ariko yakomeje avuga ko umubikira wihishe agomba gukomeza, uko biri muri we, akagaragara icyo ari cyo, kandi akirinda, yitonze, imyambarire iyo ari yo yose ishobora kumutera kwitiranya n’isi.
Umunsi umwe, mubindi, yamaze amasaha arenga meza ababwira, muburyo bwe, wa mugani winkumi.
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inkumi zubupfu nubwenge, akababwira ibintu bitangaje kandi bitangaje kubyerekeye kugeza kumperuka. Ikindi gihe, yabwiye Superior ko bidatinze hazabaho amakimbirane azavamo intimba nyinshi; byagenzuwe nubusembwa bumwe mubabikira ubwabo. Yakunze kumusubiramo ko azagira ububabare bwinshi mumubiri no mubitekerezo; ariko ko Imana nayo yari ifite ihumure ryinshi. Yatanze, mubindi bihe, amatangazo asa nabandi bantu benshi bumvaga ukuri.
ERA GATATU.
Mushikiwabo na murumuna we.
Nyuma y'igihe gito ababikira birukanwe mu gace batuyemo, bahatiwe n'amategeko, kuva mu myambaro yabo y'idini; nyuma bidatinze hagaragara irindi tegeko ryabategekaga gusubira mu miryango yabo no gutura aho bavukiye. Rero, Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, yahatiwe kumvira, kimwe nabandi, iri tegeko rishya, ryatandukanijwe nububabare bw’ababikira bombi, bamaze kuva aho batuye, bafite
hamwe na we mu nzu ya murumuna wabo, i Fougères, maze agenda yicuza umuryango wubashywe wa M. Binel, kujya kwa Guillaume le Royer, murumuna we, icyo gihe wari ufite umurima wa Montigny, uherereye muri Chapelle-Janson, rwose hafi y'umudugudu wa La Pellerine, paruwasi ya Maine. Bamujyana aho. ariko yarize amarira menshi asiga Mushikiwabo, bari hafi gufungwa, nkuko yari yababwiye. Ndetse yababwiye ko gutandukana byamutwaye amafaranga menshi, byibura, igihe bava mu baturage. Nta gushidikanya ko tuzabona ibishushanyo by'Imana muri ubu busobanuro bwa Mushikiwabo mu gihugu cye kavukire, igihe tuzaba twabonye serivisi yakoreye murumuna we, ndetse n'ukuntu yagiriye akamaro umuryango we mu bihe bikomeye, mu gihe cy'umuyaga. ikirere.
Imvururu ziteye ubwoba zatangiye umwaka ushize kandi ntizatuze kugeza umwaka urangiye, icyo gihe zari hafi yazo muri Fougères, nko mu yindi mijyi hafi ya yose. Nibwo bwabaye ingoma yiterabwoba: ibisabwa, ingwate, kwamaganwa, kwandikwa, gufungwa, kwicwa, amategeko yose yamaraso, amategeko yose yubumuntu yari afite gahunda yumunsi; icumi, cumi na kabiri, cumi na batanu, hamwe nabenegihugu bagera kuri cumi n'icyenda banyuze burimunsi munsi yigikoresho giteye ubwoba cyurupfu, izina ryayo naryo riracyatera ubwoba abantu. Byari bihagije kugira ibyo utunga, kwizirika ku mahame y'umuntu, cyangwa kugira umwanzi runaka wibanga, kwamaganwa, kandi byari bihagije kwamaganwa ku cyaha: kuva aho kugera kuri guillotine hari 'intambwe gusa.
Hoba hariho imvo yo gutangara kubona amahano nkaya yarateje imvururu mu ntara nyinshi? Fougères yabaye ibintu bibabaje, kimwe n'indi mijyi myinshi. Yafashwe ikurikiranwa kandi isubirwamo naba Vendeans, na Blues na Chouans: inshuro zirenze imwe bari kurwego rwo kuyitwika. Rimwe na rimwe, ibendera ryera ryareremba hejuru, rimwe na rimwe tricolor; rimwe na rimwe bumvise induru Vive le Roi! kandi rimwe na rimwe Harakabaho Sans-Culottes! kandi byose, ukurikije intsinzi yigihe kuri buri shyaka: mwijambo, umuntu yabonyeyo amahano yose yintambara yabenegihugu. Amaraso yabantu yatembaga hariya impande zose. Ahantu hamwe cyane cyane, imihanda yari yuzuye imirambo kuburyo bidashoboka
Ikibi cyari kimaze igihe kinini cyatsinze amategeko yose cyari cyarakwirakwiriye mu cyaro, aho amarorerwa yakomezaga gukorwa bigoye kubisobanura. Abapadiri b'amashyaka yombi bari basubiranamo ikibuno cy'ishyaka ryarwanyaga. Abari mu ishyaka ryukuri cyane cyane barushijeho kugaragara muri ibyo, kubera ko babarwanya imbaraga ziganje, bari
bonyine abantu basabye umurimo: nanone amashyaka yombi yabashakishaga amanywa n'ijoro, ariko bafite intego zitandukanye (1).
. Ni gake cyane bagarutse batiriwe barasa amasasu make, bakira amasasu make, cyangwa bahuye n'akaga.
Abandi, barinzwe n'imbaraga ziganje, nta bundi buryo bari bafite uretse guhisha neza inyeshyamba. Abari hose bitwaga abagatolika n'abapadiri beza bahoraga bashakishwa kandi bakicwa nta mpuhwe na Blues, bakunze kutababarira abaharanira itegeko nshinga. Aba bashakishijwe naba Chouans, batabikoresheje neza aho bashoboye hose (1).
. M. de Lesquin, umuyobozi wa Bazonge, M. Porée, umupadiri wa paruwasi ya Silly, M. Larcher, umuyobozi w’itegeko nshinga wa Mellé, batowe na Chouans. Ntanze gusa ingero zuburakari bwimpande zombi, kandi ndabivuga kuko byabereye hafi ya Fougeres, kandi bifitanye isano nukuri nibintu ngomba gutanga.
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Itandukaniro ryose nuko abantu beza bicujije uwambere, baha umugisha kwibuka, baha agaciro ibisigazwa byabo. Ntamuntu numwe watekereje kubwa nyuma (1).
(1) Ijuru, kubwimpamvu tugomba gusenga, ryemerera ayo mahano, rimwe na rimwe ryasaga nkarakaye. Twakwandika imibumbe niba dushaka gukusanya imico itangaje yuburakari bugaragara, simvuze gusa umukristo wese ushyira mu gaciro utatakaje kwizera, ahubwo anabwira umuntu wese udashishikajwe no guhuma amaso. Nzavuga babiri cyangwa batatu bafite ibyamamare bihagije kugirango badashidikanya.
Bukeye bwaho, M. Duval, umuyobozi wa Laignelet, yiciwe hafi ya Fougères, umuriro uva mu ijuru waguye ku kayira ka St.-Léonard mu mujyi umwe, kandi iki gikorwa cyaherekejwe n'inkuba, inkuba, urubura, urubura n'ibicu, amaherezo yibihe byubugizi bwa nabi ndetse bivuguruzanya, kuburyo abatinyitse cyane babatewe ubwoba nabo, kandi ko babitirirwa igihano cyatanzwe nImana. Uku nukuri umujyi wose utanga ubuhamya.
Nyuma gato yibi birori uwinjiye muri paruwasi imwe yapfuye arira avuga ko yaguye mu nyenga . Nibyo koko mbere gato yo gupfa, yongeye guhamya ko azapfa amahame ya revolution; ariko kandi ni ukuri ko yongeye gutangira, umwanya ukurikira, gutaka ati: Unkure mu nyenga! Unkize ikuzimu! Naguye mu nyenga! kandi ko yakomeje gutya, nta bantu bamufashaga bashoboye kumwangira.
Ikibanza kinini n'itorero rya Mutagatifu Aubin-Tergate, muri Normandy, na byo byatwitswe n'umuriro uva mu ijuru, mu gihe wari ufite uwinjira. Simvuze kubantu bose batwitswe naba Chouans mugihe kimwe.
Muyindi paruwasi hafi ya Fougères, inkubi y'umuyaga imwe yakubise chimney y'amazu abiri y'impinduramatwara, kandi nta kibi yagiriye ku iy'umwami w'abakristu wari hagati yabo bombi.
Umugabo w'ikigoryi ukomoka mu gihugu cya Vitré yasize amavuta inkweto n'amavuta yeguriwe Imana, ariko ntiyigeze ayifata igihe yamugaye amaguru yombi. Ukuri gukurikira ntikwateje urusaku ruke; Ndayifite mumuryango wubahwa waturutse aho wambwiye ibintu nyamukuru. Muri Brest niho ibintu byabereye:
Mugihe ubwo ubutunzi bwamatorero bwafatwaga, umuntu wamahirwe wabaye intorero hamwe nabayezuwiti bitwaje ibitugu, hamwe nibitutsi byinshi no gutukana, iyi shusho imwe ya feza ya nyina wImana, yari yarigeze gutwara kurambura icyubahiro n'icyubahiro cyinshi. Umwe muri bagenzi be bamwumvise amwibutsa iyo minsi yo hambere. Uru rwibutso, rwagombye nibura kuba rwarahinduye uburakari bwe nubushake bwe, gusa byakoreshwaga kubikuba kabiri. Yavuze amahano kuri uyu Bwari umwe ba shebuja ba mbere bari bamwigishije kuririmba ibisingizo. Ako kanya, abamureba baratangara, umunwa we uhinduka askew, mu maso he haratera ubwoba, agira ubwoba; kandi nzi neza ko kugeza ubu Ntabwo yashoboraga kubona undi muti kubibazo bye byihishe uretse kwirukana muri societe. Yasezeye mu gihugu cye, shampiyona nkeya kuva Brest, aho abona abantu bake bashoboka, ariko buri gihe bihagije kugira ngo atange abatangabuhamya badakekwa kandi bafite ubushobozi.
Hano hari ikindi kidashidikanywaho, nubwo cyagize wenda kumenyekanisha gake. Mugihe imitako yabicaniro yagurishirizwaga kumugaragaro, mugihe abapolisi na chasubles byakoreshwaga mugukora ibifuniko byamafarasi, mugihe alb nziza nziza nindi myambaro yabapadiri; amaherezo, aho ibintu byera byakorerwaga kugirango bikoreshwe cyane, hari mumujyi wa Fougères, ahitwa La Fourchette, cyangwa Quatre-Moulins, umusazi, muburyo bwo kunonosora uburakari nuburakari, abijyana mubye umutwe kwambara imbwa nini nka padiri wavuze misa. Ntakintu cyabuze mubyuka bihishe yari yaramugize mwiza kugirango asebye ibikorwa byubahwa cyane n’idini.
Muri iyi leta, yayikoreye imbere y'umuryango we, ahamagara abahisi n'abagenzi kuza mu misa mu mutwe we , bituma akora ingendo yari yarabitoje. Nubwo umujinya udafite idini aho benshi bajyanwaga icyo gihe, iyerekwa ryasaga nkaho ryakomeretse amaso, kandi benshi barigometse. Jacobins yamuburiye
gufata amatungo ye, avuga ko iyi myidagaduro itari mu mwanya we, cyangwa ngo ibereye. Yagombaga rero kujyayo; ariko udasekwa nta kudahana yari afite umuburo ukomeye wo kumuha.
Kuri uwo munsi, yaguye mu gihirahiro giteye ubwoba, gihinduka umujinya udashobora gukemurwa. Yaraboroga cyane; mu maso he hari ikintu cy'imbwa; amaherezo, nyuma yamasaha makumyabiri nane, umugabo wamahirwe yazize guhungabana no kubabara munda bidashoboka kubisobanura. Ndayifite kubantu babonye byose, kandi ubuhamya nashakishije aho ubwabwo ntabwo bwivuguruza muburyo ubwo aribwo maze kuvuga.
KUBITEKEREZO.
Umuntu abaza burimunsi uburyo bishoboka ko Imana yaba yararenganijwe cyane, amahano menshi, ibitambo byinshi, amahano menshi kuburyo yarakaye kumugaragaro, nta kimenyetso na kimwe cyerekana izo mbaraga twatinyutse guhangana . Ndetse dusa nkaho dusebanya nuku guceceka kwimana. Wagira ngo kwizera kwa roho zimwe na zimwe gucika intege, kandi ko umudayimoni w'idini adafata umwanya wo gutsinda.
Ariko, biroroshye gusenya aya mahano usubiza ibintu bitatu:
: 1 ° Imana ntitegekwa gukora ibitangaza igihe cyose umuntu mubi asa nkaho amurwanya. Ubwenge bwigenga buhungabanya gahunda yashyizweho gusa kubwimpamvu zishobora kugenwa aho. Ikiremwa gikenewe ufite Ibihe bidashira kuruhande rwe ntampamvu yo gusubiza kumwanya muto muto utinyuka kumurwanya. Abarwayi est quia œternus.
2. Ntibikwiye cyangwa kugirango Imana ikore ibitangaza abantu babishaka. Imyitwarire nkiyi, usibye kwambura bimwe mubikorwa byo kwizera, byangiza umudendezo wababi. Niba abatubaha Imana n'abanyabyaha bose bahanwe bakimara kubikwiye, ubwo bwisanzure bwo gukora icyiza cyangwa ikibi bwagenda bite? Umuntu wese agomba kugira umwanya wo kwihesha ibihembo cyangwa ibihano.
3. Birahagije kubwibyiza byImana ko roho zibyiza zizajya zihabwa ibimenyetso bifatika byukuri bizera, nubufasha bw Imana bizeye kandi ibakomeza. Noneho, hariho byinshi muribi kuburyo ntamuntu numwe ufite uburenganzira bwo gusebanya nimyitwarire yImana yihangana, ikora uburemere nubupima gusa, kandi ibyo atanga biganisha byose kumpera ikwiye., Binyuze munzira baraduhishe.
Genet,
gukorera Saint-Sauveur-des-Landes.
Ku ya 5 Ugushyingo 1803.
Mu gihe ibintu nk'ibi biteye ubwoba byari bimukikije, Mushikiwabo, yasezeye mu rugo rwa musaza we ku isambu nto ya Montigny, ahaba mu mahoro.
aracyihana kuruta kuri Fougères cyangwa mumuryango we: yaraye amanywa nigice cyijoro asenga. Umupadiri, umupadiri wa paruwasi ya La Chapelle-Janson, wasohokaga rimwe cyangwa kabiri mu cyumweru avuye mu nsi yo hasi kugira ngo aze gusangira (M. Jambin), anjyana mu cyumba yari arimo, maze anyereka ahantu hato iruhande. uburiri bwe: Hano, yarambwiye ati, niho namusanze, saa kumi nimwe cyangwa ebyiri za mugitondo, niteguye, apfukamye, kwatura no kwakira ubusabane bwera namuzanye. Amaze gushimira, yagiye kuryama kuruhuka gato ...
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Igihe Mushikiwabo yinjiraga kwa murumuna we, yambaraga imyambaro y'idini bishoboka. Yihinduye uruzitiro ruto ruzengurutse inzu, rugufi cyane kuruta ubusitani, kugirango abone umwuka mwiza mu isaha imwe. Ntabwo yigeze asohoka usibye kujya mu misa yera igihe cyose ashoboye, nubwo afite ubumuga bwatumaga uru rugendo n'amaguru ruhora rubabaza cyane. Umugoroba we na nyuma yo kurya basanzwe bakoreshwaga mu kwigisha abana bo mu mudugudu, cyane cyane abishywa be na bishywa be, abo yabasabye gusoma gatigisimu yabo n'amasengesho yabo, abasobanurira, abongerera Ubutumwa bwiza bwa buri cyumweru, akishyira mubyo agezeho mubyo yababwiye byose .
Amaze kwinjira mu rugo rwa murumuna we, yari yafashe icyemezo cyo gukoresha amahirwe yo kuzamuka yamwijeje urukundo n'icyubahiro by'uyu muryango wose ukennye kandi w'inyangamugayo, gusa ababuza amafaranga ayo ari yo yose mu gihe cye. Umugati mubi, umutsima wumukara wo mucyaro, isupu nkabakozi barayarya, pancake yimbuto zakozwe muburyo bwabahinzi, imizi cyangwa imboga, hafi yigihe kitarimo ibirungo, ibi nibiryo bye byo guhitamo no guhitamo, we we yariye afite ipfa ryiza cyane. Yatutse murumuna we igihe yabaga kugira ngo amushakire ikintu gito gisanzwe, avuga ko yishimiye cyane kubaho nkabo, kandi ko hari abantu benshi bamuruta batabikora. Ntabwo yari afite byinshi; ko byari ngombwa gutekereza gukora penetensiya, kandi ko abera ntabwo byari byiza cyane kuruhande. Bamaze kubona cider, yanyweye hamwe nifunguro rye. Kuburyohe, yahisemo kubindi binyobwa byose, ariko kubwidini yahaye amazi the
nibyiza kurenza izindi nzoga zose. Byari bikiri ubuzima bumwe, kandi pansiyo ye ntabwo yari ihenze muburwayi kuruta ubuzima. Ntamuntu watinyutse no kumuhagararira.
Abazavuga iki bafite sensualité idashobora guhazwa nubuhanzi bwose bwo guteka, kubona umukobwa arenze mortification ndetse nabafite iminsi yumunezero numunezero mwiza byababera penetensiya itihanganirwa? Ukuntu biteye isoni ibisa nkibi bigomba kubagaragara, niba bakiri abakristo! ...
Ntabwo ari ukumukiza gusa ibibazo n’akaga ko mu mujyi Providence yari yamuteguriye umwiherero mu gihugu. Serivisi zikomeye yakoreye umuryango we zerekana neza ikindi gishushanyo muri we uzi gukoresha inyungu zoroheje. Umuvandimwe wa Mushikiwabo wavutse yasanze, nubwo we ubwe, yinjijwe mu nzego za komini ya paruwasi ye, umwanya w’akaga muri kiriya gihe ku mugabo ufite amahirwe adashobora kwibagirwa amahame ye ya mbere, cyangwa ngo yitange muri ibyo bihe byose bisa nkaho bisaba. Le Royer yari yarahinduye abanzi mumashyaka yombi, abo yifuzaga kunga, n'abanzi bakomeye bihagije cyangwa abagome bihagije, kuko habaho impamvu yo kubatinya byose, cyane cyane mugihe dushobora gutinyuka byose, kandi aho uruhushya rwaburanyi rwanze byanze bikunze rudahanwa. Birashoboka cyane ko yaba yarahohotewe, nkabandi benshi, iyaba Imana itamuhaye, murumuna we, hamwe numutungo ntamuntu numwe ushobora kwizera, intwaro yo kwirwanaho imbaraga zabo zose zavunitse. Ntabwo yashoboraga kuhagera igihe kirenze igihe yaje gutura hamwe nuyu muhinzi mwiza.
Inzu ya Le Royer yari imeze nk'ububiko bw'amashyaka yombi atavuga rumwe, amasosiyete yabo yagiye akurikirana muri kanton. The Blues yamufata nkumunyacyubahiro wiyoberanya kandi uhisha chouans; nuko bamujyana kwa Jacobin woroheje, umugambanyi mu ishyaka ryabo: bityo bombi baramurakarira kimwe. Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, watinyaga ingaruka zabyo, yamubujije kubana nabo, maze yiyemeza gukora wenyine kugira ngo bombi bumve ibitekerezo, kandi bagire amahoro murumuna we. Ntabangamiye. Yabyitondeye mu nama zose arangije abasha kuzihuza.
Kugira ngo abigereho, yigaragaje inshuro zirenze imwe; ariko buri gihe yerekanaga ko atitaye kubuzima bwe nkuko yagaragazaga ishyaka uwo yariyemeje kurinda. Umutware wa Chouans yari umusore witonda wigihugu (1); yamwiyerekeje hagati ye, maze avugana n'ishyaka ryinshi, inyungu, n'ubwenge bwinshi, ku buryo yinjiye mu bye byose
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impamvu, kandi amusezeranya, kwizera k'umuntu w'inyangamugayo, ko murumuna we atazigera agira ikintu na kimwe kibabaza uwo ari we wese yategetse; amukomeza ijambo rye.
Muri Blues wagiriye inzika Le Royer, kandi mushiki we yagombaga gukumira no gutsinda, harimo umwe, mu bandi, wamushinje ko yamaganye umwe mu nshuti ze wari umaze gukora ibyo yakoze.
Ikirego cyari ikinyoma, ariko Beux-neux (iryo ni ryo zina rye) ntabwo yigeze arakarira ushinjwa. Yari yararahiye amatongo ye, anasezeranya ko atazigera apfa keretse amaboko ye. Isezerano ryarushijeho gutinywa, kuko irangizwa ryaryo ritari igerageza rya mbere ryuwabikoze. Yari azwi mu gihugu, kandi ikibabaje nuko twari tuzi neza gusa icyo ashoboye. Kuva icyo gihe yitegerezaga amahirwe akwiriye gushushanya; ariko Mushikiwabo, muburyo bunyuranye cyane, ntiyigeze amubura nkuko yabuze uwo abona ko ari umwanzi we.
Umunsi umwe, Beux-neux yinjira muri Le Royer, abaza niba ahari, amaboko mu ntoki, uburakari mu maso ye n'ibidashoboka mu kanwa. Mushikiwabo wari wamubonye mu mbuga, yari yaramuburiye ahatira murumuna we kuzamuka mu kagari ke: yigaragariza wenyine umwicanyi, amubwira ashize amanga avuga ikibi yakoreye ubwe. Ndetse akurikirana umugabo . utarigeze amwifuza cyangwa ngo amugirire nabi; ko murumuna we ari umwere kubyo amushinja. Aca yunama imbere ye, amwumvisha, niba abishaka
wirengagize, kumufata nk'uwahohotewe, kandi yiteguye cyane kubabarira urupfu rwe . Umujinya arashaka kumurera, ati
ko atari kumwe na we ko arakaye: Mushikiwabo w'intwari aramwamagana ko ntacyo azabikoraho, kandi ko agomba guhita, ahitana ubuzima bwe, cyangwa ko amuha iya murumuna we. Mugihe avugana nawe gutya, aramutera ubwoba
kwihorera mwijuru muburyo bukomeye kuburyo intwaro zaguye mumaboko ye. Ahinduka ibibazo, akumva kandi akumva, nkaho atitaye kuri we, ubwoba bw'Imana bwongeye kuvuka mumutima wenda wazimye igitekerezo cyo kubaho kwe. Aramubwira ati: “Haguruka umubikira mwiza, ceceka ;
urashobora kwizeza umuvandimwe wawe ko ntacyo atinya. Ntabwo ndi we
Nta na rimwe izigera igirira nabi. Ibyo byavuzwe, arasohoka kandi ntabwo yigeze agaragara. Uyu wari umwanya mwiza wo guhinduka kwe; yishimye niba yarabyungukiyemo, kuko bivugwa ko yishyuye urupfu rwe kumaraso yamennye, kandi ko amaherezo yakubiswe nicyuma yakubise abandi benshi. Ntabwo ari urugero rwonyine rushobora gutangwa: Qui percusserit gladio, gladio peribit.
Ubu butwari butangaje kumukobwa, uku kudatinyuka kwabagabo benshi ntibari gushobora, Mushikiwabo wamavuko yatanze ibimenyetso simusiga byerekana, mubindi bihe byinshi,
mugihe yamaze i Montigny, nkuko nabivuze, yahoraga yuzuzwa rimwe na rimwe nitsinda rya Blues, rimwe na rimwe n’amasosiyete ya Chouans, bakirukankana. Umunsi umwe, yijugunye hagati ya murumuna we n'imbunda y'Ubururu wamuteraga ubwoba; yabonaga buri munsi arimo arwana ninyamaswa nyinshi zinkazi, byari kuba ngombwa ko umuntu aba umuntu abirinda mbere yo gutekereza kubihindura. Bamuzengurutse bagambiriye kumubona no kumwumva. Bamubajije ibibazo by'iperereza kugira ngo bamukorere ku bibazo by'icyo gihe cyangwa ku idini. Mushikiwabo yashubije buri kintu cyose yitonze n'ubushishozi, ariko buri gihe ashikamye ku ngingo y'amahame ya kera mu bibazo by'idini, ku buryo yabibukije aho atabizi: ndetse byemezwa ko yahinduye bamwe muri bo. Bamwanze kurwanya kwizera, asubiza muri bo kumenyekanisha ubwabo ibice by'Ubutumwa Bwiza bwabamaganye.
Akenshi bemeraga ko batsinzwe.
Rimwe na rimwe havutse amakimbirane hagati yabo, bamwe bakamufata, abandi bakamurwanya. Bamwe baravuze bati: "Ni intasi, ni umusaza mukuru ukomeye ugomba kuvaho; ni umukecuru wumusazi, umutegarugori utazi icyo avuga; nitumureka akavuga azashuka abandi. Ceceka, usubize abandi, wakwishimira cyane
kugira agaciro; araturusha igihe cyose turi, ntitumuzi gusa . Quidam enim dicebant: quia bonus est. Alii
dicebant: oya, sed seducit turbas. (Joan. 7.12).
Umwe yagize ati: "Mfite icyifuzo gikomeye, kumwohereza ku yindi si kuba umuhanga mu bya tewolojiya, no kwigisha abana gatigisimu." Niba ushize amanga bihagije, ukongera ukundi, kugirango umutuke rwose, ugomba kundeba, nzakwigisha kubaha abantu b'inyangamugayo . Ntibisanzwe! wakora neza
byiza kubyumva no kubyungukiramo, kuko ubikeneye cyane, ntabwo wigeze umenya ijambo ryidini ryawe !. »
Mushikiwabo yabonye kandi yumva ibyo byose akoresheje umwuka wamahoro numutuzo byabashimishije, ibyo batunze byose, abereka ko atari we
ubwoba kubera iterabwoba ryabo, cyangwa gushimishwa no kubashimira, kandi abo batabikoze
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mu mpuhwe ze gusa no kugirira impuhwe leta yababonye.
Amaze kubashyira mu gaciro kubera ubwitonzi bw'abahagarariye, n'ubwenge bwiza yashyize mu kumucyaha, yakoresheje ubuhanga akoresheje igihe igitekerezo cyari gituje muri bo, kugira ngo abatuke kubera ko batutse kandi bakitwara nabi. Ntiyatinye kubatera ubwoba n'uburakari bw'Imana, ababwira ko niba badahindutse, bafite byose byo gutinya kugwa mu muriro; ko imanza z'Imana zizabatera ubwoba; ko adashaka kuba mu mwanya wabo. Rimwe na rimwe bakubiswe cyane n'ibyo yababwiye ku buryo benshi muri bo bashakaga uburyo bwo kumutuza bamusezeranya ko vuba cyangwa vuba bazahinduka bagakurikiza inama ze.
Umwe mu bagizi ba nabi bamugambiriye umunsi umwe akoresheje imbunda ye, avuga ko yari chouan gusa yiyoberanyije, maneko w’ishyaka ryabo, wagombaga kwicwa: bikekwa ko yakoraga cyane; ariko, iyaba yari arimo asetsa gusa, imbunda mu ntoki zumugabo wiyi mico, yishyize mubitekerezo byo kuyisohora, birahagije gutera ubwoba uwo yerekeza. 'umunwa. Mushikiwabo ariko, yari arwaye kandi mu buriri nkuko yari ameze icyo gihe, aramwitegereza, amubwira ko ashobora kurasa abishaka, kandi ko ubuzima bwe buri mu maboko y'Imana. Ntabwo tuzi kubwimpamvu yanyuzwe niki gisubizo, ntakindi yakoze uretse guhindura. Mushikiwabo yisanze inshuro zirenze imwe mubihe byo gusubiramo ikintu kimwe, kandi umuntu arashobora kubivuga neza
Bene abo bashiki bacu bavutse igihe cyose yagumanye na murumuna we; yerekanye aho, kimwe n'ahandi hose, roho y'intwari mumubiri wumukobwa. Ni bike cyane kubivuga; mubuzima butabaho gusa, yerekanye, akurikije uko ibintu bimeze, byose ko gutungana kwurukundo, byose ubutwari bwimico myiza bushobora gutera imbaraga mubugingo.
Umukristo rwose. Nta gushidikanya ko ntacyo bizizera, abatsimbaraye ku kubona mu bihaye Imana nta kindi uretse imitima yoroheje kandi ituje, kandi kwirinda kwabo iteka ni ugusubiramo ko ababikira kuruta byose ari byiza ku busa. Nzababaza gusa uko bari kwihanganira ibigeragezo nkibi; kuberako, niba byemewe gucira urubanza abo bangana bari bahari, hari byinshi byo kwizera ko imitima yabo ikomeye yaba yivuguruza. Amagambo ntacyo; ni imyitwarire yerekana byose: Mushikiwabo yabigaragaje muburyo bwose. Igihe kimwe yumvaga acitse intege kubera ubwoba ni igihe yishyize hagati ya murumuna we n'imbunda yamuteye ubwoba; umuntu yavuga ko atari we wenyine yatinyaga;
Igihe murumuna we ubwe yampaye, imbere yumuryango we wose, ibisobanuro birambuye maze kuvuga incamake, yibanze cyane kumico myiza nimico myiza yamugaragarije kuva mubwana, ahora yiyongera hamwe na She. Ubushishozi bwe mu gutanga inama, imyitwarire ye yoroheje, byatumye amera nka oracle n'umukuru wumuryango. Se na nyina bamwishingikirizaga ku ngingo zose, kandi abandi bana bose, akaba yari mukuru, baramwumvira cyane kandi akenshi byoroshye kuruta se na nyina, cyane ko guverinoma ye yitonda cyane, kandi ko yabashishikarije cyane gukora kuruta kuvuga, guha ababyeyi babo kumvira no kubaha. Jeannette, yambwiye ko buri gihe yagishaga inama; vs '
Le Royer yakomeje avuga ko mu gihe uyu mukobwa wera yari kumwe nanjye, bisa nkaho yakuye umuryango wanjye ku mugisha w’Imana, ku buryo ibintu byose, ndetse n’ibintu byahitanye abantu benshi, byampindukiye. Yego,
yongeyeho, niba ibihe bibabaje nanyuzemo bitanyononnye kuva hejuru kugeza hasi, ni amasengesho ye yera ngomba; nta kintu na kimwe gishobora kuntesha umutwe. Kuri ibi, yambwiye imico itandukanye, muri yo nzafata imwe gusa yambwiye byinshi cyangwa bike muri ubu buryo:
Igihombo nagize mu myaka idashimishije yashize cyampatiye kuva mu murima wa Montigny (mubyukuri, ntabwo yari amaze igihe kinini avugana nawe; icyo gihe yari atuye mu mudugudu wegereye u umudugudu wa La Pellerine) no kugurisha ibimasa byanjye bibiri kugirango nishyure, ku buryo nari nsigaranye couple imwe gusa, n'ubu ndacyafite; muraho, nyakubahwa, ibi nibyo byabaye: umunsi umwe iyo I.
igare hamwe n'ibimasa byanjye bibiri, nageze kumanuka byihuse kuburyo ibimasa bidashobora gufata igare, ryanyuze hejuru yimwe muri ebyiri yari ifite
guhindagurika mugihe ugenda: Numvise, n'amatwi yanjye abiri, urudodo rw'uruziga rutera urusaku rumwe nkaho rwanyuze
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imbogamizi utubari yaba yaravunitse. Iri jwi riturika ryatumye nizera ko inyama zanjye zavunitse imbavu kandi umubiri wose ujanjagurwa; nanjye, kuririra: Mana yanjye, nararize! Hano nangiritse nta mutungo: bizagenda bite nyuma yiyi mpanuka ibabaje? ....
Icyantunguye, nyakubahwa, ubwo, nyuma yo gutaka kwanjye, nasubije amaso yanjye ku nyamaswa yanjye ikennye, nizeraga ko yacitsemo ibice, mbona yahagurutse ku bushake bwe, nta kintu na kimwe kigaragara! Ikintu gitangaje, kandi ibyo sinzigera nemera, iyo ntaza kubibona! Nta kintu na kimwe cyacitse, habe n'umukandara wahambiriye ingogo ku mahembe y'inka: yari yaje kurekura, sinzi uburyo, mu gihe cyo kugwa, kurekura inyamaswa, wasangaga yifotoje hagati yabo bombi ibiziga, ntabashije kumva uko byagenze, cyangwa aho igikoma numvise cyaturutse Tuzatekereza icyo dushaka, ariko ndagikora kubijana
ntitwabikora. Ndayisigira umuntu wese ushaka kubyibonera.
Mushikiwabo yagize ubumuga bukomeye kandi kenshi na murumuna we.
Uwo yari asanzwe arwara yamuteye colic ikabije yamuhatiraga kuguma mu buriri; dysentery yamurenze yamujugunye muburwayi bukomeye aho yagize ikibazo cyo kwikuramo. Ariko, yari yitabaje imiti ku ngufu gusa; ntiyigeze yitotomba, kandi ntiyemerera abantu bo mu rugo guhagarika akazi kabo kugira ngo bamufashe: byari bihagije kuri we ko mbere yo kugenda bashyira ibyo yari akeneye byose iruhande rwe. Umukobwa ukiri muto w'umugiraneza wari waje kumureba mu izina rya Doyen de la Pellerine yamusanze umunsi umwe muri ubu buryo; nuko amugirira impuhwe ububabare nubutererane yamubonyemo: Wowe
ufite urukundo rwinshi, mukobwa wanjye mwiza, yashubije Mushikiwabo; Ntabwo ngomba kugirirwa impuhwe; Ntacyo mbuze, mfite ibyo nkeneye byose: abantu ijana bangose ntibari kumbuza kugira umusaraba wanjye kwikorera, kandi urabona ko batanze byose, bampa ibyo nkeneye byose. Umukobwa ukiri muto yarebye iruhande rwe, abona ku ntebe igice cy'umugati munini wumye ufite amazi make mu gikombe cy'isi: byari byiza.
bisanzwe, kandi nibyo yise gushaka kubusa. Umuntu yasanga mubitaro bikennye abarwayi benshi byoroshye gushimisha? ...
Amaherezo, kamere yongeye gufata umwanya wo hejuru, kandi uwashaka kongera kuyikoresha kubwicyubahiro cye, ayisubiza muri leta yari ikeneye kumigambi ye.
Amezi atari make ababikira bo muri Urbaniste bararekuwe, kandi Mushikiwabo wavutse yari yifuje, ndetse igihe kirekire, nyuma yigihe cyo kubasubiza, kugira ihumure ryo gupfa mumaboko: yabiganiriyeho buri gihe . Uyu mwanya wifuzwa cyane wageze. Avuga, arira, asezera umuryango we ubuziraherezo, ahinda umushyitsi, asa na skeleti kuruta umuntu muzima. Yinjiye mu igare, 1 ryamugaruye kwa M. de la Jannière, ari naho yajyanye icumbi rye rya nyuma, kandi aho bishimiye cyane kongera kumubona nyuma yumwaka wasaga nkigihe kirekire kandi kirambiranye.
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ERA YA KANE NA NYUMA.
Imirimo Yanyuma nurupfu rwa Mushikiwabo.
Amaze gusohoza ibyiza bye, kandi nkuko twabibonye, umurimo Imana yari yaramushinze, Mushikiwabo yari yatekereje wenyine, kandi yishimiye ko ntakindi atekereza uretse ubucuruzi bukomeye bw'agakiza ke, yitegura a urupfu yari yarabonye kuva kera ntiruzaba kure.
Arangije kumpa amakonte ye, yambwiye, nkuko tubizi, ko igisigaye ari ukugira ngo yiyemeze ku masengesho yanjye, nko ku basomyi bose b'ikusanyamakuru rye, yanga, byongeye kandi, ibyo basaba byose kuri kubaha cyangwa gushimwa na rubanda, ibyo akaba atabikwiye. Ati: "Biracyari kuri njye gusa, kugira ngo mbabaze ubuhemu bwanjye bukomeje, ibyaha byanjye bitabarika, kandi nijugunye mu mpuhwe z'Imana nziza cyane ku buryo itifuza igihombo cy'iteka, cyangwa ngo nemere amakosa atabishaka a ikiremwa gikennye, erega, nta kindi cyigeze gishakisha uretse kumenya ubushake bwe bwera no kugihuza nacyo. »
Mu by'ukuri, abo ni bo yari afite; ariko Imana, yishimira kubona mubugingo bwihariye ibyiyumvo byubwoba nurukundo ikangurirayo , ntabwo itegetswe, kubwibyo, guhuza muri byose namategeko ko kwicisha bugufi kwabo, guhorana ubwoba bisa nkushaka kumwandikira wenyine . .
Tutitaye kuri ibyo byose, ubushake bwe bugomba gutsinda ibyacu, kandi igikoresho ashaka gukoresha kigomba kumvira ukuboko akoresha. Mose na Yeremiya barashobora gusaba imbabazi kubushobozi bwabo, Yona arashobora guhunga;
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abantu bera cyane b'Itorero birinze ubusa birinda icyubahiro, ibiro n'icyubahiro cyari kibategereje, byabaye ngombwa ko twemera itegeko ryabahamagaye; nta kintu na kimwe cyashoboraga kubakiza: kubushake, Mose agomba kurokora ubwoko bwe; reka Yeremiya amuhamagare, arira kubera ububi bwe, kandi Yona amenyeshe Nineve ibyaha bye, kugira ngo yirinde igihano.
Ukurikije iri tegeko, ni impfabusa Mushikiwabo wavutse ashaka gushyingura ari muzima mu burebure bw’ubusa bwe, birakenewe rwose ko echo yumvikana, mu gihe ijwi rizumvikana, kandi ko asubiramo ibyo afite. ati: Deus, docuisti me me juventute mea, et usque nunc pronuntiabo mirabilia tua. (Zab. 70, 17.) Aha niho yerekeza.
Kuva mu bwana bwe, yumvise, kimwe na Yesaya, yumvise iri tegeko rivuye mu ijuru: “Umuhanuzi, ntukareke kurira; Ijwi ryawe rihore risakuza nk'impanda, gucyaha ubwoko bwanjye ibicumuro byabo, n'ibyaha bakoreye inzu ya Yakobo. Komera, ntuhagarare; quasi tuba exalta vocem tuam, et annuntia populo meo scelera eorum, et domui Jacob peccata eorum.. Ntiyigeze afata ukuri; niba atari buri gihe yandika, ntiyigeze areka gushishoza ngo arwanye ibibi; yabikoze mu magambo no mu ngero kugeza ku mwuka wanyuma, kandi umuntu ashobora kumuvugaho nka we uwo Pawulo mutagatifu akora amagambo meza nk'aya: Ntabwo yavuze gusa kugeza apfuye; ariko, yapfuye rwose uko ari, aracyavuga, kandi azavuga mugihe imirimo ye idapfa igumye: et defunctus adhuc loquitur. (Heb., 11.4.)
Biragoye gusubira kuri bashiki be, yumva afite ubushake bwo gusaba uruhushya rwo kujya mu Bwongereza gushaka umuyobozi, uwo ari we
yatangaje mu bihe bitandukanye ko agifite ibintu byinshi byo kuvuga ko adashobora kubwira undi muntu uretse we. Imyaka ye ikomeye, kandi aracyafite ubumuga bwe, yatumye ahora yanga imbabazi yasabye cyane; abonye ko adashobora gutsinda muri uyu mushinga, yahise abona kugira ngo awusubize uko ashoboye kugira ikindi cyongeweho cyandikiwe kunshikiriza, yongeraho ko yatinyaga cyane ko ubushake bw'Imana; ibyo yari yarashyize mubyongeweho, nibiki byanyemeje, byumwihariko, kubantu bari babishinzwe.
Mushikiwabo w'ivuka rero yongeye gufata ikaramu mbere yo gupfa, ndashaka kuvuga ko yakoresheje akantu gato yari yasize atuye, kugira ngo ategeke ababikira bombi bari bakiri mu ibanga rye, umurimo wanyuma udusigiye Kwandika. Nubwoko bwa deuteronomie, mu makaye abiri, aho agenda hejuru yibintu byinshi yari amaze kuvuga, kandi kubwibyo rero nzaba ngomba kuvuga muri make, nkomeza ariko ibitekerezo bishya hamwe niterambere ryasaga nkibikwiye cyane. yo kubungabunga. Aya makaye yombi yagombaga guhabwa nyuma y'urupfu rwe, kuko mfite impamvu zo kwizera ko kuva kera atari yiteze ko tuzongera kumbona. Imyitwarire ye isiga umwanya muto wo gushidikanya.
Imyitwarire yatanzwe nuru ruganda rushya, kure yo kugabanya umuvuduko we, kurundi ruhande, yiyongereye umunsi kumunsi; imyitozo ye yo kubaha Imana yarushijeho kuba ndende kandi ndende, ishyaka rye ryarushijeho gukomera, ubwitange bwe burangwa n'ubwuzu. Aho kugira ngo agabanye penetensiya iyo ari yo yose, yongeyeho gusa, nubwo afite ubumuga uburemere bw'imyaka n'imibabaro byahoraga byiyongera. Hanyuma, akurikiza urugero rwabatagatifu bose Imana yatonesheje muburyo budasanzwe, yerekanye ko yitaye gusa kubyo yari agikurikirana ubudahwema, atinya aho yari ari kuri konti yari abereyemo Imana. .
Hari hashize amezi make arangije amabwiriza ye ya nyuma, ubwo yari afite iyerekwa rya nyuma nkaba nzatanga konte nasezeranije, kuko iza hano bisanzwe, igasanga umwanya wayo., Ukurikije ibihe. . Yanditse iri joro ryijoro, nkaho ashyira ibintu byose mubyo yavuze, atanga gihamya izafunga umunwa abamurwanyaga bose. Ibaruwa yukuri yoherereje umuyobozi wa paruwasi ya La Pellerine, kandi ayimpa (tuzi ko yari amaze igihe ari umuyobozi we), iyi baruwa ndayibitseho umwimerere wemejwe na Dean; iyi baruwa imwe, ndavuga, Providence yemeye ko itangizwa na Madame la Supérieure, ikarangizwa na Madame la Custodian,
guhuriza hamwe mubikorwa bimwe abatangabuhamya bombi n'amaboko yombi yabonye kandi yanditse byose. Dore ibikubiye muri iyi baruwa; Ntabwo nzahindura ikintu cyingenzi, ariko nzongeramo ibitekerezo bike kuriyi nyandiko, mumabaruwa atandukanye:
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Fougeres, ku ya 16 Ukwakira 1797.
Data,
Ngiye gusangira nawe inzozi zingenzi Imana yemeye kubyerekeye inyandiko zanjye. Nibwira ko umudayimoni yambonekeye muburyo bw'umubikira watinze nari nzi, ambwira ko ari muri purgatori aho yari afite ububabare bukabije; byanshimishije cyane impuhwe n'imbabazi. Abimusabye, namusezeranije gusenga Imana ngo imurokore, ndamusaba ko igihe yari muri paradizo, niba azi ko muri njye hari ikintu kinyuranye n'agakiza kanjye, azasenga Imana ngo imugirire neza. menyesha, kugirango nshobore kwikosora mbere yo kwitaba urubanza rwe. Yansubije ko, guhera ubu, yabonye imbogamizi ikomeye ku gakiza kanjye, ari yo mpamvu yambonekeye. (Ntabwo aribyo Yongeyeho ko nubwo yambonekeye mu nzozi, ntabwo nkwiye gufata ibyo yambwiye ngo ndayubahe, kandi ko ibyabaye ari ingaruka. Hey! iki? Namubajije.
Ni, yansubije, kubijyanye n'inyandiko wakoze, kandi ko ari ikibazo cyo guhagarika no gusesa. Ibintu bigenda nabi cyane. ( Nigihe abasenyeri bampaye ibyemezo byabo ...
) Birakenewe vuba bishoboka kohereza ubutumwa bwihuse kuri M. de Fajole, hamwe no gusubira inyuma kwawe, kugirango ibyo wavuze byose (1) bifatwa nkibidafite ishingiro kandi birasenyutse rwose. Namweretse ko ibyo byose nabikoze gusa ibyo Imana yantegetse. Oya, Imana ntiyakubajije ibyawe, yaranshubije, isa nkandakariye cyane. . _ _ _
umudayimoni yari yabwiye Mushikiwabo kumubuza kwandika; hano haribintu byinshi bisa numwuka, nibyiza kurema illuzion, uhindurwa mumarayika wumucyo (2); ariko reka dukomeze.)
Kuki M. de Fajole? Ni ubuhe burenganzira ufite udafite uburenganzira bwo kumenya guhagarika?
Kubwamahirwe, Mushikiwabo ntabwo yari shyashya mubuhanga bwo kubirwanya no kubitekereza.
Kuri aya magambo namenye ko satani ari we wakoresheje aya mayeri yo guhungabanya ibitekerezo byanjye no guhungabanya umutimanama wanjye; kandi mu kanya nazamuye umutima wanjye ku Mana, nsenga ngo ambabarire; kandi nshishikajwe n'Umwuka Wera, nasubije igitekerezo ko ndi umuriro n'umuriro nkimara kuba ikibazo cyo kumvira Imana mugura icyubahiro cyayo. Ndabyumva nuko iyo numviye abansimbuza Imana, nizeraga ko numviye Imana ubwayo. Muri icyo gihe, nakoze ikimenyetso cy'umusaraba hejuru yanjye. Kuri iki kimenyetso kitamushimishije, umubikira witwaza yarahunze; ariko umwuka wImana watumye ndiruka inyuma ye, ndamukurikirana, ndamuhagarika, ndamujyana mu mwenda we: Niba ukomoka ku Mana, naramubwiye nti, niba ari we ugutera kuvuga, kora rero ikimenyetso cya umusaraba hamwe nanjye, kandi wunamire uwagutumye; uhe icyubahiro Ubutatu butangaje ... Ubuse namusabye kubikora ndamuha urugero; mugihe nasubiyemo ikimenyetso cyanjye cyumusaraba fantom yarazimiye irazimira hagati yamaboko yanjye, nkumwuka wumukara numwanda, ntabasha kuvuga niba yagarutse kwisi cyangwa uko yabaye.
Kuri ibi, Data, nzakubwira amagambo make. Igihe uyu witwa umubikira yatangiraga kumbwira ibyo nanditse, ntarinze kubona umwanya wo gukeka umugambi we, namubajije niba inyandiko yavugaga izagerwaho. Yansubije yego nubwo bimeze bityo, niho yongeyeho, akoresheje umwuka urakaye, ko yahinduye nabi; ariko ibi ntibyongeye kuntera impungenge, nkimara kumenya stratigem ya satani. Icyantangaje cyane ni ukumwumva ambwira ko ngomba gutanga raporo kuri M. de Fajole, nkamwiyambaza kugira ngo akazi karandurwe: kuko ndashobora kukwizeza ko ntigeze menya izina cyangwa umuntu wa iyi M. de Fajole, kandi ntiyari azi niba yari umupadiri cyangwa uw'isi. Ntabwo rero nigeze ngira ikibazo cyo kubimenya, niyemeje rwose kutita ku nama nahawe.
Nzongera kubabwira, Data, ko igihe nirukaga inyuma yizimu, nkayihagarika, Umwuka wa Nyagasani yamenyesheje neza ko ari umudayimoni, kandi ko ibyo byose data yambwiye.
kubeshya, no kubyirengagiza mubitekerezo byanjye. Mushikiwabo yakomeje ahindura ingingo.
Data, Mfite impungenge niba warabonye ibaruwa Mama Nyiricyubahiro akumenyesha kuri njye, nk'ukwezi gushize, ko byari ngombwa kohereza vuba, M. Genet, ibyanditswe byose Urakora iki? menya. Uzantegeka bitagira ingano kumbwira niba bararenganye, cyangwa niba uteganya gushaka inzira zizewe zo kubifata aho atuye ....
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( Izi nyandiko Mushikiwabo avuga ntabwo zanyoherereje mu Bwongereza; ariko nahawe hano hashize imyaka ine apfuye. )
Nzakubwira kandi Data, ko Imana nziza yampaye ubuntu bwo kutansiga nta musaraba; Kubwamahirwe, ntabwo nambara neza. Kamere na satani, bahora babifata kuruhande rumwe cyangwa kurundi, bahora bagerageza kunyambura nkabigusha hasi, kandi akenshi bintera kubitwara byose. Nta gushidikanya ko unyumva, Data; Ndashaka kubi kugirango nkwumve ko satani na kamere yononekaye bakomeje kundwanya, rimwe na rimwe muburyo bumwe, rimwe na rimwe mubundi, cyane cyane mugihe cyuburwayi. Kugeza ubu ndacyagabanutse kuryama mfite umuriro uhoraho; ariko imibabaro yumubiri ntacyo kuri njye, iyaba Umwami mwiza yagiriye impuhwe roho yanjye ikennye, akayikura mu nzara zikiyoka. Ni kuriyi ngingo, Data, ko ngusabye nicishije bugufi cyane ko unyibuka imbere ya Nyagasani; Ndagusengera kandi ngo urinde; ariko nkeneye amasengesho yawe kurenza ayo ufite uwanjye.
Ntutangazwe na Data, niba ubona amaboko abiri yo kwandika muri iyi baruwa; ni uko Mama wacu, wari wabitangiye, atashoboraga kurangiza
icyamuteye; mushiki wa Serafimu yarabihimbye. Bombi bakwizeza ko bubaha cyane, ndetse na Mutagatifu Elisabeth. Kubwanjye, Data, Ndi kumwe n'icyubahiro cyinshi no kuganduka byuzuye, umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi kandi wumvira.
Mushikiwabo w'ivuka.
Umwimerere w'iki gice kidasanzwe, nkomeje, ndimo aya magambo yanditswe n'ukuboko k'umubitsi wa mbere: "Nakiriye uko biri, kandi mu gihe cyagenwe, ibaruwa y'ubu yanditswe na Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, Umubikira wo mu mujyi wa Fougères, nanjye ndayishyikirije, mu 1802, umuyobozi ”w'uyu muryango. »
Yasinywe na Leroy, akorera La Pellerine
Ku ya 6 Nyakanga 1803, ni bwo M. Leroy yampaye iki cyemezo iwe; no ku ya 27 z'ukwezi kumwe no muri uwo mwaka, ababikira bombi bari baranditse basinyiye attestation ikurikira, nkora kuri kopi tumaze kubona:
Twebwe, abashyizweho umukono, twemeza uwo ari we, ko Bwana Genet yandukuye mu budahemuka ibaruwa twari twanditse, mu 1797, yandikira Bwana Dean wa La Pellerine, mu izina rya Mushikiwabo dukunda kandi wubahwa nyakwigendera wavutse. Impinduka zose twabonye, mugereranije imwe nizindi, igizwe no gukora interuro zimwe igifaransa kitari. Ibisobanuro ni bimwe ahantu hose, kimwe na gahunda y'ibintu.
Marie L. Le Breton Mushikiwabo Sainte-Magdeleine, Sup., Michelle Pel. Binel des Séraphins, kubitsa, Blanche Binel de Sainte-Elisabeth.
Munyemerere noneho bimwe mubitekerezo kuriyi nyandiko yanyuma ya Mushikiwabo, tumaze kubona. Ntabwo nzabisubiramo hano ibyo navuze ahandi kubyerekeye inzozi zidasanzwe kandi zingirakamaro Ibyanditswe Byera biduha ingero nyinshi kandi nkizo zitangaje. Nzanyurwa no kuvuga ko bisa naho bidashoboka kwibaza byimazeyo ukuri kugaragara mu nzozi zimaze kuvugwa. Kuberako amaherezo, usibye kuba umuzimu utekereza gusa utashoboraga kumwereka izina numuntu atabizi, uburyo inzozi zo mu kirere, kandi zidashobora kugira icyo zisaba, shakisha uyumunsi bihuye neza nizina, igitekerezo namagambo yumuntu yerekanwe, kandi kuburyo muburyo muguhuza ibihe n'amatariki, ntibishoboka gutekereza ubwoko ubwo aribwo bwose bwo gufatanya na Mushikiwabo, ndetse no kutizerana cyangwa gukekwa kwa Mushikiwabo, ugereranije numugabo atigeze agira igitekerezo na gito? Amahirwe meza, cyangwa ibidasanzwe byinzozi zisanzwe, zigeze zitanga ingaruka nkizo? Ibi nibyo tugomba kwerekana, niba dushaka kuvuga ikintu cyiza; erega ntakintu na kimwe kizigera gitera imbere namagambo adafite akamaro. niba dushaka kuvuga ikintu gifite agaciro; erega ntakintu na kimwe kizigera gitera imbere namagambo adafite akamaro. niba dushaka kuvuga ikintu gifite agaciro; erega ntakintu na kimwe kizigera gitera imbere namagambo adafite akamaro.
Icya kabiri, nagira amatsiko yo kumenya uburyo nuburyo Abbé de Fajole yakiriye amakuru y'ibanga n'ubumenyi budasanzwe yantegetse, i Londres, mu 1800, gutwika amakaye yari yarashimye mu kirwa cya Jersey. muri 1792. Niba amakenga yari yaramuhumekeye kuva yagwa ku kazi, kuri Mushikiwabo, cyangwa kuri njye, ndizera ko ari ibinyoma kimwe; ariko bageze he? Iki nikibazo ntashobora gukemura. Uwitwa umubikira, bose bafite uburakari, yategetse Mushikiwabo, nkaho biva ku Mana, kumwoherereza ubutumwa bwihuse kugirango asenye umurimo, ntaba afite
kwanga Mushikiwabo, we ubwe ushinzwe komisiyo? Byaba ari abbé kutubwira ibyayo; ikizwi ni uko yambwiye hafi mu magambo amwe n'ayitwa umubikira yavuganye na Mushikiwabo. Muri iki gitekerezo, Abbé yari akwiye kuba yarabyiboneye nka we, kubushake bw'Imana, icyemezo cy'abayobozi bakuru mu Itorero n'ikimenyetso cy'umusaraba: hanyuma umwe
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arashobora kwizera ko nawe yaba yarabonye azimira umwotsi wumukara, kandi hamwe na we amakenga ye yose yari kubura.
Ikizwi ni uko se w'ikinyoma akora muburyo bwinshi kwisi: afite abakozi benshi bahora biteguye gushyigikira ibitekerezo bye n'imitego ye. Padiri de Fajole, uwo nubaha, nta kindi yigeze agira uretse ibitekerezo byiza muri ibi, ndabyizeye neza; ariko ntabwo azaba umugabo wambere ushyizwe neza wari warashutswe kumanota menshi numugabo wumugabo wambaye hano wambaye nkumubikira ibyiza byo gutangaza ubwitange bwumutagatifu, uwo yananiwe inshuro nyinshi. Data, ushakisha ukuri gusa, ntashobora na gato kubona ko ari bibi ko umugabo, ushinzwe impamvu y’umukobwa wemewe na byose, ubu arimo gukoresha igiceri cyukuri amushiraho. Hagati yamaboko kugirango arimbure ingaruka mbi ko yashoboraga kumurwanya ububasha bw'igitekerezo cye. Yatekereje, nta gushidikanya, ko akora inshingano ze; muri ibyo sinshobora kumwanga; ariko nanone natekereje ko nkomeje gukora ibyanjye, kandi ntegereje ubutabera bumwe kuri we.
Reka tugaruke kuri Mushikiwabo w'ivuka.
Nyuma yiyi nyandiko iheruka, idashimishije na gato, Mushikiwabo yizeraga ko amaherezo yakuweho ibyo Imana yamusabye. Yatekereje gusa kumusaba gutsinda, yitegura kuruta ikindi gihe cyose ngo apfe yabonaga ko ari vuba cyane, kandi kubera konti yagombaga gutanga ku buzima bwe no ku nyandiko ze zose. Amaze koroherwa n'inshingano ze, yishyize mu bikorwa gusa kugira ngo umutimanama we n'ubugingo bwe bikurikiranwe, akoresheje amasengesho, kwihana no kugira ishyaka. Ubumuga bwe nabwo bwiyongereye umunsi ku munsi, ku buryo yashoboraga kugenda gusa yunamye, kubera ububabare yumvaga. Gusa yagiye ku biro bya leta ku cyumweru akimara gutangira kwizihizwa abagatolika;
Yakundaga kugirana ibiganiro kenshi kandi rimwe na rimwe birebire cyane nababikira hamwe nabantu muri societe, baza kumugisha inama kubibazo bitandukanye ibihe byavukaga buri mwanya. Byari biteye ubwoba kandi bidasobanutse kuri bamwe ndetse nabandi kubireba kwizera kwose. Byabujije nta mbabazi kandi nta gutandukanya itumanaho ryose ryo mu mwuka hamwe na sikismatike, abatukana, n'abacengezi, kugeza igihe Itorero ryabitangaje; kuko nta muntu wari ukigengwa n'ibyo Itorero ryafashe byose. Yavuze ko ari kompas y'umukristo nyawe, ni itegeko ridakuka Imana imuha, ntashobora kuyobywa ayikurikiza. Ukurikiza ibisubizo bye kubusa; uwatandukiriye wese abazwa byose. Hey! konti,
Ku bijyanye na morale, yavuze ko umubikira, hanze ya cloister we, agomba kugaragara icyo ari cyo mu maso y'isi, kubera imyitwarire ye myiza, kwifata mu buryo bworoheje, ndetse n'imiterere y'imyenda ye, yabandikiraga bikomeye. ubwitonzi nukuri, rimwe na rimwe gushishoza kubagaragaje ubwigunge, kubatera ubwoba nuburakari bwa J.-C., nibindi, nibindi.
Imyitwarire ye ntiyari ikabije, ugereranije n'abantu bo ku isi, ku bintu byose bireba ibikorwa byabo. Yavuze ko niba batubahirijwe n’imihigo y’abanyamadini, yavuze ko nta n'umwe mu bafite inshingano nkeya ku babatizwa, bahanishwa igihano. Ikintu cyose gitandukanije nacyo gito kigomba kugaragara giteye inkeke kandi kibi kuri bo. Ni yo mpamvu yamaganye, nk'igikorwa cya satani, atari umupira gusa, imbyino, umukino, urwenya, indorerwamo, gusoma ibitabo, isazi, kwisiga, n'ibikoresho byose bya coquetry,
ariko na none ibintu byose, mubyakiriwe neza, bisa nkaho byegereye. Ntibemerera abadamu cyangwa abakobwa bakiri bato kwambara umusatsi wibinyoma, bavuga ko, bitandukanye cyane nabagabo bategekwa guhishurwa, imisatsi yabo ishobora guhora isubiza kubura umusatsi karemano, kandi ko, ugereranije nabo, ubuhanzi bwashoboraga gukora gusa guhaza icyifuzo cyo gushimisha abantu, ntabwo ari Imana, mukuzamura ubwiza bwari bumaze kureshya cyane. Ku bwe, byari ubuhemu ku mihigo yo kubatizwa, ubwoko bw'ubuhakanyi bugomba kubabaza Imana cyane. Yifuzaga ko igitambaro cy'igitambaro gishyirwa ku buryo yirinda ibyo kwirengagiza kandi nkana, bisanzwe kuko binyuranye no kwiyoroshya nyabyo. Sinzi uko abantu bamwe bazafata imyitwarire ye, batayifata ni irya ba Se b'Itorero; ariko nzi ko yatumye bahinda umushyitsi hejuru yibyo byose, kugeza aho babireka burundu.
Iyo abera binjiye mubiganiro kubintu bikomeye byo Kwizera, twe
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izi mu rurimi rwabo ko bumva akamaro kayo nukuri. Mubisanzwe bafite, mubivuga, ntabwo imvugo nimpinduka zinteruro ari izabo gusa, ahubwo ni ijwi ridasanzwe, imbaraga zamarangamutima zivuga ibirenze amagambo. Noneho biva he ko bakabya cyane amakosa yabo mato? Bene abo, cyane cyane kugeza ku iherezo ry'ubuzima bwe, buri gihe wasangaga Mushikiwabo w'ivuka. Iyo yavugaga iby'Imana, agakiza, ibibi, cyangwa ingeso nziza, yabikoze afite imbaraga n'icyubahiro bikwiranye n'izi ngingo zikomeye; kandi nubwo imvugo ye yoroshye, akenshi wasangaga bisa nkibisekeje mumunwa uwo ariwo wose utari uwe, yari azi gushyira inyungu nyinshi mubyo yavuze byose, kugeza aho abantu bize cyane baza kumugisha inama kandi yateze amatwi yitonze. Ntamuntu wari mwiza kumurusha guha agaciro ukuri gukomeye kwamadini. Ni uko uku kuri, yumvaga neza, gukomeye muri bo, kandi ko Uwiteka imvugo.
Amaherezo, Mushikiwabo wavutse yegereje iherezo ryiza ryumwuga we. Yaciwe intege n'imyaka, ananiwe n'indwara, umubabaro w'ubwoko bwose, ubukana n'imibabaro ubuzima bwe bubi bwakorewe, ntabwo yabikoze.
ushyigikiwe kuruta igitangaza; ntabwo byari birenze skeleti ya animasiyo. Yangwa n'isi aho atigeze abona ikindi kintu uretse ibibazo by'imibabaro n'amarira, kandi aho yari akibona kuruta mbere hose, roho ye igihe kirekire yasaga nkureremba hagati y'urukundo rushaka kuva mu buzima ngo rwunge ubumwe n'Imana ye, kandi kuganduka bifuza kubabara bikiri byinshi kugirango dukwiye kwishima cyane. Non mori sed kwihangana.
Byari bimaze igihe gito cyane kuva arwara, nyuma yizindi nyinshi, indwara ikomeye yaturutseho ko atagomba kubaho. Byari ubwoko butonyanga bwigituza, aho yaje gutabarwa no gukoresha vino stislitike (x) isharira cyane kandi iteye ishozi muburyohe. Kwihangana kwe ntibyari birebire, kandi Mushikiwabo yari abiteze. Igitonyanga, ukuri cyangwa ibinyoma, yatekerezaga ko yakize, bidatinze byaje guhinduka igisebe cyo mu mwijima, cyamutwaye nyuma y'ibyumweru bitandatu cyangwa birindwi by'imiti, byamufashaga gusa kumubabaza gato, kandi ahari -kubagira ubuzima bwiza kandi bwiza.
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Muri kiriya gihe yakiriye gusangira kwera inshuro nyinshi kwizera no kwitanga byari bimutezeho. Nubwo afite ububabare bukabije, yagumye mu buriri bike uko ashoboye, ndetse no muri icyo gihe yashakaga gusa gukanguka amajoro abiri cyangwa atatu ashize, akomeza gutekereza neza kandi neza kugeza ku mwanya wa nyuma, kandi akenshi akomeza hamwe nubushishozi bukomeye no kubaho mubitekerezo hamwe nabantu bamufasha. Abantu baje kuyisura (1); ibiganiro bye muri rusange byibanze kubibazo byo kubaha Imana. Yahoraga ashyiramo ubugingo buguha abandi, kandi akenshi wasangaga agera aho kuwucogora ubwe, atabimenye, nuko arabimenyera. Ndetse yavuganye n'umuriro mwinshi, urugero rumwe, n'umuntu uwo yashakaga kwibutswa inshingano ze. Abonye ko uyu muntu winangiye agishaka kugaruka ku kirego, yasabye umurinzi we kumubwira ko yamubwiye byose:Mfite , yavuze ko natwaye pin ku mutwe. Niba ntacyo yumva, ntabwo yabikora iyo nongeye kuvugana nawe.
Umunsi umwe, umudamu wo mu mujyi yaje kumusaba amasengesho ye n'umugisha we ubwe ndetse n'umwana we muto, amwereka ati: “Ah! madamu wanjye mwiza, ati Mushikiwabo, amasengesho yanjye mabi yakora iki? Itorero ryera ni ryo riha umugisha abana bawe. Ariko, abaha imigisha abifuriza umugisha wijuru.
Nubwo atigeze atangaza neza ko yagize ihishurwa ryisaha nigihe cyurupfu rwe, hari impamvu yumvikana yo gutekereza ko yabigaragaje cyane, ntakindi avuga. Yakundaga kugira
yasabye Imana gupfa umunsi nisaha yari yarahiriye umuhigo wa mbere wumugabane, yiyegurira Bikira Mariya mbere yishusho ya Bikira Mariya. (Hari nko mu ma saa sita ku munsi wa Assomption.) Indwara ye ya nyuma akimara gutangira, yogoshe umusatsi. umusatsi we ndetse n'urutoki rwe, niyo mpamvu abo dufite kuri bo ari mugufi cyane: kuva ku ya mbere Kanama, yasabye inshuro nyinshi itariki y'uku kwezi; igihe bamaze kumusubiza ko ari cumi na rimwe z'ukwezi, aramusubiza ati: Biracyari cumi na rimwe gusa! Igihe kingana iki! Igihe bamubwiraga ko hari saa munani ku munsi wa Assomption, yashubije ku buryo byumvikanisha ko yifuza ko byatinda. Kandi ku ya cumi na gatanu, wari umunsi w'urupfu rwe, yakundaga kubaza icyo gihe, ahamya ko yashakaga igice cy'umunsi, atavuze byinshi. Yifuzaga cyane kuhagera, wavuze ko yashinje izuba kuramba kubera gutinda kwayo umunsi atagomba kurangira, cyangwa se bikaba byari kumubera umuseke wumunsi utagira iherezo,
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gukingura umuryango w'iteka rikomeye n'ibyishimo.
Cyane cyane ko igituza cye cyashinjwaga gusetsa ibisebe byamuniga, yakunze kubireka, umunuko wacyo ntiwakwihanganira abari aho bose; Urwenya, rwatangaje ko umubiri we usenyutse, rwaramurenze, kimwe n'uburumbuke bwabo bwa acrid kimwe n'imbaraga yagombaga gukora kugira ngo abasohore; rimwe na rimwe ntiyashoboraga kwifuriza kurangira, nubwo atigeze abinubira. Mushiki wanjye, umubikira wamufashaga yaramubwiye ati umunsi umwe, niho shebuja wimana agutera kunywa ku gikombe cye cy'uburakari. Ah! mama, yasubukuye Mushikiwabo, ngira ngo gall na vinegere ntibyaba bibi; ... ariko birakenewe kandi mpaye Imana kubwibyo ...
Mu gihe cy’uburwayi bwe, yari yaraburiye abantu batandukanye ku isi ndetse no muri cloister, benshi bakabyungukiramo. Iyi miburo yahinduye umutimanama wabo hamwe n'itegeko bagombaga kubishyiramo kugirango bakemure ibyo Imana yabatutse; yabwiye umubikira ko akeneye gusubiramo umutimanama, amusobanurira impamvu n'igihe; yerekanye umuyobozi uwo ari we
yakwitura wenyine, ndetse na penetensiya yakira muri yo; wasangaga ari ukuri muri byose. Yabwiye abandi babiri ko bagomba kuba bafite ubwoba bwinshi kandi bakishyira mu bikorwa kugira ngo bakosore umuhamagaro wabo. Yaburiye Madame la Supérieure ko azagira byinshi byo kubabara; ko Imana yari imuteganyirije imisaraba y'icyuma, ariko ko iherezo ryibibazo ryamuha ihumure ryinshi.
Abonye ko imperuka ye yegereje, yitegura uko ashoboye kugira ngo yakire amasakaramentu ya nyuma y'Itorero, kandi yitegure neza kuri yo asenga asaba ko abapadiri, ababikira n'abantu bonyine binjira mu cyumba cye. Cy'inzu, ashobora kuba akeneye. Yakiriye, afite ishyaka ryinshi, viaticum yera, kutavogerwa gukabije, no kwishira mu rupfu rwiza rwahawe n'itegeko ry'abihayimana b'Abafaransa. Yahimirije, kandi avuga muri ibi bihe, mu bindi, igikorwa c'ugusebanya abafasha bose barize. Umupadiri wamutegekaga yagiye yemeza cyane kuruta mbere ibyo yari amaze kuvuga igihe amuvugaho: ni umutagatifu. Yari yarabivuze atuje kubantu batabikora yemeje.
Nyuma yiki gikorwa cy’amadini, yashimiye abantu bose, kandi asenga asaba ko bamusiga wenyine hamwe n’Imana ye, uwo yari amaze kubona bwa nyuma. Yashimiye cyane, yavuze ko guhera ubu dushobora kwemerera umuntu wese ubishaka, kubera ko kubona umugore uri hafi gupfa bishobora kugira ingaruka nziza: "Indorerezi y'urupfu n'iherezo ryacu rya nyuma, yavuze ko buri gihe ari ingirakamaro ku bazima. Ntabwo bigaragara ko umudayimoni yamuhangayikishije igihe imperuka ye yegereje: ibyo nibyo byiringiro nari naramuteye gusama, mumwizeza iterabwoba yamugiriye kera kugirango amubuze kwandika ibyo Imana yari yarabwiye we (1). Bamurebaga amajoro atatu gusa kuri byose, ndetse na nyuma yabyihanganiye bitoroshye. Yakundaga kuvugwa kubyerekeye Imana,
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Amaherezo, ku ya cumi na gatanu Kanama 1798, umunsi wa Assomption w'umurinzi we ukomeye, ugeze. Numunsi ategereje gusangira intsinzi ye uwo yamaze gutsinda inshuro nyinshi abanzi be. Mushiki w'amavuko yarishimye; ariko nta kintu na kimwe azi kuri byo, ni byinshi
nyirabuja wenyine, kandi cyane atinya gusiga inyuma igitekerezo icyo ari cyo cyose cyamugirira akamaro. Abajije isaha yo mu gitondo, hanyuma avugana n'abantu ku bantu batandukanye, akanabiganiraho nabo mu maso no mu ijwi ryatangaje kunyurwa. Bahise bazana muramu we, wari waje kumureba: yagiranye ikiganiro wenyine na we kimara igihe kinini. Abiherewe uruhushya yari yarabonye, yajugunye uruziga rwe ruzunguruka hamwe n’izindi ngaruka ntoya, maze uyu muhinzi mwiza amusiga amarira mu maso.
Mushikiwabo wavutse noneho yavuganye ningorabahizi kuruta mbere hose, kandi byari bigoye cyane kumwumva, nuko akandamizwa nigituza cye. Hari nko mu ma saa kumi cyangwa cumi n'imwe, kandi ibintu byose muri we byatangaje ingaruka zisanzwe ziterwa na fluxion, kuzimangana burundu: byari byitezwe ko umwanya we udashobora kumara igihe kirekire, kandi yari yiteze kurusha abandi. Yaryamye ku buriri bwe bw'ububabare, afite imbere ye ishusho y'Imana yenda gupfa, kuri we amata y'indahiro ye, no iruhande rw'amazi yera yakundaga kuminjagira; kugumana umwuka we wose n'umutuzo wose w'ubugingo bwe, we
yarebye urupfu afite ijisho ryizewe, abitekereza akoresheje umwuka utuje,
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akabona aje nta bwoba na buke afite. Nibyo, yizeye neza ibihembo bye, yabonye yishimye yegereje iherezo ryimirimo ye, kandi asa nkuwanze, kubwicyizere cye gihamye, igitekerezo cyose cyiteka gishobora gutanga ubwoba kubandi bantu bapfa.
Saa kumi n'imwe n'igice yari asigaranye umwuka umwe gusa, ntibyashoboka kubyumva; ariko kugenda kw'iminwa ye, isura ye, n'ibimenyetso agikora, yavuze, igihe yari agiye gupfa, ko umwuka we wose wari uhari. Amaso ye, rimwe na rimwe yazamuye yerekeza mu ijuru, rimwe na rimwe akerekeza ku musaraba we, yerekanaga intego yari agamije, intego y'urukundo rwe, n'impamvu y'ibyiringiro bye. Abimusabye, akenshi bamufata ukuboko kugira ngo amufashe kumenya ikimenyetso cy'umusaraba we ubwe, cyangwa kumusoma ibirenge by'umusaraba. Yagerageje gusubiramo amazina yera ya Yesu na Mariya, cyangwa ibikorwa bimwe na bimwe byo kwizera, ibyiringiro, cyangwa urukundo, bamubwiye, kandi yakundaga kumva. Igihe cyanyuma
akenshi iyi mirimo yo kubaha Imana, iyanyuma, aho gufata ukuboko, we ubwe yakoze ikimenyetso cyera mumaso ye n'amazi yera, kandi Mushikiwabo wavutse yerekanaga ko amushimira kumwenyura kumwenyura cyane. Saa sita zakubise ku isaha yo mu mujyi. Nyuma yiminota mike, abari bamugumye hafi yabo bamenye ko atagihaye ikimenyetso cyubumenyi, kandi ko mumaso ye hari impinduka. Barapfukama, kandi mu gihe barimo bamusengera ni bwo uyu mukobwa wera yatanze amahoro ku Mana ye. Sic moritur justus . Isaha ya nyuma ya saa sita yakubise iminota itanu cyangwa itandatu nyuma y'urupfu rwe.
Nguko uko yapfuye, afite imyaka mirongo itandatu n'umunani, uyu mukobwa udasanzwe, uwo umuntu ashobora, kubwimpamvu, gufatwa nkikirangirire cyimyaka ye, akwiriye muburyo bwose bwo kugereranywa nibintu byose Itorero ryubaha nkibikomeye kandi bidasanzwe mubantu ba igitsina cye, uwo atigeze atanga ku ruhande rw'imico myiza, cyangwa ngo agabanye imico; igitangaje kurushaho ni uko, nta mabaruwa, nta burezi, hafi atabashije kwigaragaza, ategetswe gukoresha ikiganza cy’amahanga, yanganya, wenda ndetse akanarenga mu nyandiko ze, ibyo abandi bose bakoze mu buryo bushimishije mu buryo bwo guhumeka cyangwa iby'umwuka. Niba umurimo we, nkukwo, wasangaga intiti nyinshi zitsinda ibyo Saint Thérèse yanditse bitangaje cyane, byagenda bite iyo, hamwe na umwuka n'umuco bya nyuma, yashoboraga, wenyine, guteza imbere no kwerekana ibitekerezo bye bikomeye, umwanditsi we azaba yacitse intege cyane? Reka rero tubivuge hanze
ubwoba, Mushikiwabo w'ivuka yarezwe muri iki gihe cyacu kugira ngo yerekane, mu muntu we, ko ukuboko kw'Imana kutagufi, kandi ko ashobora, kugeza mu mpera z'ikinyejana, kuzana ibintu bitangaje by'Itorero rye bikwiye abo zerekanye intangiriro yazo, kandi ayo matsinda ntazigera ashobora kuvuga mu nyungu zabo.
Ntibyari kuba yararangiye kuruta uko ijwi rya rubanda ryamwemereraga impamyabumenyi ihanitse gusa ku bwera Itorero ryemeje kandi ryatangaje. Bavuze ko umubikira mutagatifu amaze gupfa . Imbaga y'abantu yaje, basaba kureba umurambo wera.. Yerekanwe igihe kirekire, yambaye ingeso ye y’idini, mu maso he, mu ntoki no mu birenge, kugira ngo ahaze ubushake bw’abafite ubwitange bwo kumwubaha kubera ingeso nziza z’abakozi bakomeye b'Imana. Igitanda cye nticyatinze cyuzuyemo ibitabo, ishapule, ibisigisigi n'ibindi bikoresho byo kubaha Imana bifuzaga gukoraho. Twabajije tubikuye ku mutima, twifuzaga cyane gusangira utuntu duto duto dushobora kuba twiwe. Twashakaga kumera umusatsi, we
umwenda, w'umugozi, w'amasaro ya rozari; kugeza imyenda ye ikennye igabanijwe. Basabiraga cyane amasengesho ye, ndetse no muri iki gihe, nta kintu gikunze kugaragara mu mijyi ituranye no mu cyaro, kuruta gusenga no gusezerana mu rwego rwo kubahiriza ivuka ryera .
Yasabye Bwana Duval, umuyobozi wa Laignelet, gushyingurwa mu irimbi rya paruwasi. Aho kubirwanya, Bwana Duval yari yaramushimiye ku bw'icyifuzo yamuhaye, yongeraho ko ibisigisigi bye byari kumuha umugisha w'Imana kuri we no kuri paruwasi ye. Mushikiwabo yari yafashe iyi nyongera nk'urwenya kuri we, yanga gusubiza, kubera kubaha padiri mwiza; ariko amaze kugenda, yari yabwiye ababikira ko umuyobozi mukuru yashakaga kumusebya . Icyakora, yari yavuze cyane, kandi ntiyari yiteze, mu kumuvugisha atyo, ko bidatinze azashyingurwa iruhande rwe, nyuma yo kwicwa mu buryo bwa kimuntu hafi mu mirimo ye n'abanzi b'Uwiteka.
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Mushikiwabo w'ivuka rero yashyinguwe mu irimbi rye, imbere y'umuryango mukuru w'iryo torero, kandi, bivugwa ko, mu majyepfo; Madame Sainte-Reine, nawe utegura umugi w’amadini, afite uruhande rutandukanye rwumuryango umwe, kandi
Bwana Duval ari hagati yabo bombi. Ibyo ari byo byose twubaha kumwibuka, kimwe na Madame Sainte-Reine, twagiye dutandukanya ibya Mushikiwabo w'ivuka. Imva ye yonyine yamenyekanye. Abantu bajyayo kenshi kugirango bisabe amasengesho yabo. Kuriyi nshuro, ibintu bidasanzwe ndetse byavuzwe kubwibyo atari njye ugomba guca urubanza. Reka dutekereze kubyo dushaka; Kubwanjye, ntabwo nkeneye ko Imana ikora ibitangaza bishya ngo nizere, byibuze byigihe gito, mubyishimo byubugingo imico, inyandiko, ubuzima nurupfu bisa nkurukurikirane rwibintu bitangaje, nkurikije gahunda rusange, ntunyemere gushidikanya akanya gato kwera kwayo.
Rero, burigihe gushimwa mubatagatifu bayo, Imana itwemerera kubagerageza; arabagerageza ubwe mubuzima bwabo, kandi abubaha kabiri nyuma y'urupfu rwabo. Ntabwo anyuzwe no kubaha mwijuru ibihembo byasezeranijwe ubudahemuka bwabo, aracyabishyura kwisi kubatunga
ubuziraherezo murwibutso rwabantu, utarinze kugira icyo aricyo cyose cyo gutinya kumagambo yababi: Muri memoria œterna erit justus, ab auditione mala non timebit. (Zab. 111, 8,7.) Mu mibereho yabo, isi irabasuzugura kandi ikabatoteza, kubera ko idashobora kwihanganira ibanga bakora ku myitwarire yabo; ariko ntibatinze kumubura mumaso ye, kubwo kumwubaha atabishaka, atanga, nubwo we ubwe, ubutabera kumico myiza yabanje gusuzugura, ariko nyamara akabyishimira rwihishwa. Ntakivuga keretse gushimira abo bantu badasanzwe ingero zidafite ubutwari bwo gukurikiza cyangwa kwigana.
Rero, mugihe izina ryiswe abanyabwenge bo mugihe, mugihe iryabami nabatsinze rizimira nkumukungugu umuyaga uhuha; mugihe izina ryabo ryaguye mukwibagirwa, hanyuma agahambwa nabo mumva imwe, umukiranutsi, watsinze ishyari nigihe, ntakindi afite cyo gutinya gutotezwa. Arashimwa nabanzi be ubwabo, kandi abaho ubuziraherezo yibuka abantu: Muri memoriya
aeterna erit justus. Izina rye rirakomera hamwe n'ibinyejana byinshi, kandi icyubahiro cye gitangirira aho abanzi be bakunze kurangirira.
Tumaze gusoma inkuru yimyaka umunani iheruka ya nyakwigendera Mushikiwabo wavutse, yanditswe na M. Genet, nta kintu na kimwe twabonye hano kitagaragara ko duhuza cyane nibintu byose tuzi kuva twabibonye kuri Ferns. Nyakanga 27, 1803. Marie Louise Le Breton, Mushikiwabo Sainte-Madeleine, umusumba; Michelle Pel. Binel des Séraphins, kubitsa; Blanche Binel wa Mutagatifu Elizabeti; L. Binel, umuyobozi; Catherine Prime Binel; Louise Binel; Anne Binel; Binel Yera.
INYANDIKO
KANDI BIKURIKIRA INYANDIKO
Yandikiwe Muhinduzi mugihe cyambere cyo gutangira iki gikorwa, kandi kuva.
Kuri M. Beaucé, Umucuruzi w'ibitabo.
Nyakubahwa,
Igihe nandikira M. l'abbé Genet kumuhamya byose kunyurwa no gusoma igitabo cye kuri Mushikiwabo w'ivuka ryampaye, ntabwo nari niteze ko ashobora kwizirika kuri aya matora agaciro gakomeye bihagije kugirango abishyire ahagaragara, hamwe n'ibyifuzo byose yakiriye. abasenyeri batandukanye hamwe na kiliziya nyinshi cyangwa abaganga bafite agaciro gakomeye. Ariko, ndi kure yo gukuramo ikintu icyo ari cyo cyose mubyo namubwiye kubyerekeye umusaruro, byashobokaga, ni ukuri, guhura kwivuguruza kwinshi, ariko bikaba bidahuje neza n’ibyiyumvo byanjye bwite ku mpamvu ikomeye y’ibiza byose by’impinduramatwara, bivuze, kubibi byose byikinyejana byashyizwe ahagaragara, muburyo bumwe, kurwanya idini rya Yesu Kristo; y'iyi Mana iduha ibyo bikomeye, byiza, ibitekerezo nkibi.
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Gusa ndagusaba kongeraho kubyo Padiri Genet yashakaga kwandukura mu ibaruwa yanjye ko hari ibyo namubonyeho ku bintu bimwe na bimwe, yasezeranije kubikuraho cyangwa guhindura; ibyo nta gushidikanya ko yabikoze muri kopi ufite. Kubera ko nari nzi neza ko atari njye kwishyiriraho umucamanza w'ibyahishuwe hamwe n'ubuhanuzi bikubiye muri uyu murimo, nifashishije ukuza kwa Piyo wa VII i Paris kugira ngo mpaye Nyiricyubahiro kopi nari narabonye ku kubitsa M. Genet ubwe. Nizeye ko noneho iki gitabo kitazacapwa kugeza gisuzumwe nabacamanza babishoboye kurusha abandi bose. Nzi ko aricyo cyifuzo cya Mushikiwabo wavutse, ubwoba bwe bukomeye kwari ukwitandukanya na gato no kwizera kwa Kiliziya. Muhinduzi.
Mfite icyubahiro cyo kuba,
Umugaragu wawe, Abbé Barruel.
Ku ya 10 Gashyantare 1818.
Ibikuwe mu mabaruwa ya Madame Le Breton, uzwi ku izina rya de Sainte-Madeleine, uruta Mushikiwabo w'ivuka.
Nyakubahwa,
Maze kumenya ko udashobora kubona inyongera (1), nahisemo kuyandukura kugirango nkohereze. Igikorwa cyari gikomeye kandi kibabaza; kuko nizera ko izaba irimo amajwi yose ...; ariko, nyakubahwa, mbere yo kuyacapura, birakenewe rwose ko ishushanywa na kiliziya yamenyeshejwe neza; kuri ubu birasa nkanjye ko ibyo bintu byiza byose bimeze nka diyama yashyizwe imbere. Hano hari byinshi byo gusubiramo ... Ndashobora kukwemeza ko ntakintu cyahinduwe cyangwa cyongeyeho. Ni nkukwo twamubonye, aduha icyubahiro cyImana gusa nagakiza k'ubugingo ...
. aya makaye agize ingingo yigitabo cya kane. Nabihawe n'umuragwa wa Bwana Genet.
Le Breton, yitwa Sainte-Magdeleine.
Mutagatifu James, ku ya 13 Gicurasi 1818.
Icyitonderwa . Ababikira bategura umujyi basigaye mu muryango wa Fougères basezeye muri Saint-James, hamwe n'abayobozi babo.
Nyakubahwa,
Emera ishimwe ryanjye kuri kopi eshatu wari ufite ibyiza byo kunyoherereza mwishywa wanjye. Nkimara kubabona, narabasomye, kugirango nkumenyeshe ibyo nizera ko atari byo rwose; ariko bigomba kwaturwa ko ibi ari bike cyane. Ngiye kukwandikira, kandi nguhe amazina akwiye atanditse neza: Yoo! ko ibyo yambwiye byose bikiri kure yo kwandikwa! Ndabona nezerewe ko abantu bari baranze ko nanze iki gikorwa, none bashaka kugisoma. Kubifata nta rwikekwe, sinshidikanya ko bizaba biryoshye cyane, kandi
ibyo aribyo byose nifuza kubwicyubahiro cyImana nubukiriro bwubugingo, ninyungu zawe . Ugomba kuba warakiriye inyongera
babazaga. birashimishije nkigitabo cyose, ko ntajya ndambirwa
ingingo yo gusoma, kandi ko nsabwa cyane kuguza, kuburyo mbona guhaza abantu bose. Ibi, nizere ko bizatanga uruzinduko rwinshi, cyane cyane rwa kabiri ruzarushaho kuba rwiza, kandi ruzaba rufite ishusho yuyu Mukobwa wera. Ongera wongere wizere ko nshimira kandi nubaha icyubahiro mfite cyo kuba, mumitima yera ya Yesu na Mariya,
Nyakubahwa,
Umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane, Le Breton, witwa Sainte-Magdeleine.
Mutagatifu James, ku ya 20 Kamena 1818.
Nyakubahwa,
Ubu ufite byose Mushikiwabo wavutse yategetse. Yahoraga abika ibintu byose bidasanzwe, kuburyo benshi mubabikira babanaga nawe batabizi. Abandi barabikekaga gusa; ariko yambwiye inshuro nyinshi ko yaba yarahisemo gutangaza ibyaha bye byose aho kwatura ikintu gito. Yakunze kunsaba kumutesha agaciro mubitekerezo byabantu basa nkabubaha; ndetse yararetse yemera ko yaguye mu bwana nyuma y’uburwayi bukomeye, kugira ngo asenye igitekerezo cyiza yamugaragarije. Niba yarampaye ikizere cyuzuye, ni M. M. Genet adahari. Kuba icyo gihe aruta abandi, yambwiye ibyo Umwami wacu yamumenyesheje, mbere yo kuyandika, kugirango menye niba nabona ari ngombwa, kandi buri gihe nabyemeje, ntabwo nshobora kubyandika ubwanjye, kubera gutinya kuboneka. Madame Michelle Pélagie Binel, uzwi ku izina rya Les Séraphins, wenyine mu ibanga nanjye, apfa mu 1817, yahawe inshingano yo kwandika. Ababikira bose bashobora kuba bafite ibice byibyo ufite gusa, ariko benshi bakubwira ko byubatswe nimyitwarire ye muburyo bwose, ndetse nabantu bo mwisi babanye mumyaka yanyuma yubuzima bwe. Umubikira wari wamuteze amatwi mu kwatura, kandi wasaga nkaho amurwanya, yambwiye ko atigeze amubona akora amakosa ku bushake. Yigaragaje (x) gusa ivuga urukundo rw'Imana. Isura ye yabaye muzima, kandi ijambo ry'Imana, ryavuzwe na we, yinjiye mu nyenga y'ubugingo: nta muntu n'umwe wigeze antekereza kuri njye; abandi barabyiboneye nkanjye. Nubwo inyandiko ze ari nziza, zifite imbaraga nkeya kurenza iye yahagaritswe.
(x) yatahuwe (???) yatahuwe (?)
Ibyoherejwe bishimishije cyane byatakaye mu nyanja, tutari twarigeze tubika. Yahoraga atubwira ko Imana yamurwanije. Dukurikije ibi ntacyo twabitse. Inyongera nagutumyeho, igihe yapfaga, yari mu maboko ya M. le Saunier, wahoze ari umupadiri wa paruwasi ya Parcé, uwamwatuye icyo gihe amaze kuyisuzuma na M. Vafral, umupadiri na vikari mukuru, utuye muri Saint-James. , itandukanijwe na siyansi ye n'ingeso nziza. Uwa nyuma yabihaye Mademoiselle Beaumond, umucuruzi ahantu hamwe, wafashe iyi kopi itanditse, nayanditseho, uyu mukecuru udashaka gutandukana nayo. Aba nyakubahwa bombi bapfuye hashize imyaka myinshi .
imyaka; na Mushikiwabo w'ivuka yapfuye hashize imyaka ine M. Genet asubiye mu Bufaransa. Nari maze igihe kinini ntari kure ye. Sinzi uko byagenze ko nyuma yo gukora kuriyi mpapuro zanyuma, yarazibuze; Gusa numvise ko yabagurije gukopera, kandi ko barikumwe, sinzi aho. Aba bonyine bari barashushanijwe mubufaransa: ibyo wanditse byose byari mubwongereza. Bamwe bifuza ko
M. Genet kugirango iki gitabo gicapwe, burigihe habaye inzitizi.
Ibyo, nyakubahwa, namakuru yose nshobora kuguha, birashobora kuba bihagije.
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gutunganya akazi no kukwereka ubushake bwanjye.
Akira ibyiringiro byicyubahiro mfite icyubahiro cyo kuba mumitima yera ya Yesu na Mariya.
Nyakubahwa, umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane, De Sainte Magdelaine.
Mutagatifu James, ku ya 28 Kamena 1818.
PS Ntamuntu numwe wanditse usibye M. le Dean de la Pellerine na
Bwana Genet. Ufite amabaruwa ye.
Ibikuwe mu mabaruwa ya Miss Louise Binel.
. Binel), yari afitanye umubano wihariye kandi wimbitse cyane na Mushikiwabo wamavuko.Asenge we bombi, bahatiwe gusubira mu miryango yabo bamaze kuva mu gace batuyemo, bari barabakusanyije muri iki kiganiro cyera, kandi ni muri uyu muryango wubahwa. yapfuye.)
Fougeres, ku ya 12 Kamena 1818.
Nyakubahwa,
... Ndagushimiye cyane kumbwira ko hazaba integuro ya kabiri; kuko kubusa nasimbutse mubambere, ariko sinabonye inyongera M. Genet wenyine yari afite. Harimo impapuro magana abiri, kandi zose zari mu nyandiko ya nyirasenge wo muri Serafimu. M. Genet yari yarabyanditse mbere gato y'urupfu rwe. Nari mfite umushinga wo kumwoherereza inoti ntoya yingingo, idahuye nibyabaye. Namenye igihe ko twari tumaze kumubura.
Ndabibabwiye, nyakubahwa ....
Louise Binel.
Fougeres, ku ya 5 Nyakanga 1818.
Nyakubahwa,
.... Kugushira mumwanya kugirango umenye niba ufite inoti
kweli, byanditswe nabitegetswe na Mushikiwabo w'ivuka ryanditswe na Madame des Séraphins, nyirasenge wanjye, natekereje, nyagasani, ko ntashoboraga gukora ibyiza kuruta kukubaha uhereye ku nyandiko ye. Uzasangamo rero ibaruwa yanditse anyandikira umwaka mbere y'urupfu rwe; kuko nagize ububabare bwo kumubura umwaka ushize, kuri Pasika. Ndashobora kukubwira kandi ko yari umutagatifu, nka mushiki we Madame de Sainte-Élisabeth. Mushiki wamavuko yakoze ibintu byinshi. Byari kuba ihumure rikomeye ba nyirasenge kubona ibihangano bye byacapwe. Twagize amahirwe yo gutunga bose uko ari batatu kuva tuvuye aho batuye. Badusize nyuma yimyaka mike nyuma yurupfu rwa Mushikiwabo, kugirango twinjire mumuryango mushya, washinzwe muri Saint-James, Madamu
wa Sainte-Magdeleine, wari abbe wabo, kandi ko kuva mu isi agapfira muri cloister. Ihangane, nyakubahwa, nabonye gato ku ngingo. Nahisemo iyi baruwa ya nyirasenge, kuko ambwira ibyacu
nshuti Mushikiwabo, kandi umenyeshe ko Padiri Barruel yohereje kopi y'ibyanditswe kuri data wera Papa. Nkuko nyirasenge yari asanzwe arwaye igihe yanyandikiye, imyandikire ye yahinduweho gato. Ariko, ndizera ko uzareba niba amakaye ufite ari kuri we; kandi niba aribyo, urashobora kwizera neza ko batashushanijwe na M. Genet, wapfuye gitunguranye, atazashobora kubakorera; kuko iyaba yarabyanditse, ntabwo yari kubika inyandiko za nyirasenge, zitagomba kugaragara uko zimeze, ariko zanditswe kandi zirakorwa na M. Genet, cyangwa, niba atakiriho, na kiliziya yuzuyemo Uwiteka. umwuka umwe, nkuko uzabibona mubyifuzo byanyuma bya Mushikiwabo, nagize amahirwe yo kubona,
(1) Bazaboneka mugitangiriro cyigitabo cya kane, muburira.
Nyirasenge wo muri Serafimu yari ashinzwe kurinda aya makaye, ndetse n'umwe mu ncuti zanjye wagize ikizere cya Mushikiwabo dukunda, kubera ingeso nziza, ubushishozi ndetse na serivisi z'ingenzi yamukoreye. Uyu mukobwa ukiri muto mwiza yari yaraniyerekanye kugira ngo abike aya makaye mu bihe biteye ubwoba bya revolisiyo, guverinoma ndetse yarayishakishaga kubera igiti cyaturutse mu Bwongereza, cy’abayoboke ba kiliziya banyuze mu ibanga: yafatiwe, ngaho wasangaga amakaye amwe yakuwe muri M. Genet, hanyuma i Londres. Nkuko byari bijyanye na revolution, ubushakashatsi bwakozwe kugirango ugerageze kumenya ibyakurikiyeho. M. Genet agarutse, inshuti yanjye na nyirasenge bamusubije amakaye, bamubwira ibyifuzo bya Mushikiwabo. Ntabwo ntwite, nkurikije ibi, uburyo M. Genet yirengagije aya magambo; kuberako aya makaye atagomba kugaragara na gato uko ari. Ababikira bombi bizeye ntibigeze babitekerezaho, ibintu byose biri mu maboko y’umwanditsi, bemeza neza ko ibintu byose byanditswe, kandi iyo bipfuye, bihabwa umuntu bizeye. Hanyuma, nyakubahwa, icyo nakwizeza ni uko M. Genet wenyine yari afite umurimo wuzuye. Hano hari kopi nyinshi, ariko ntanumwe urimo amakaye ya nyirasenge; yaba we cyangwa abandi babikira, nta kopi iyo ari yo yose yoherejwe yari byose kuba biri mumaboko yumwanditsi, yemeje neza ko byose byanditswe, kandi, iyo apfuye, bihabwa umuntu yizeraga. Hanyuma, nyakubahwa, icyo nakwizeza ni uko M. Genet wenyine yari afite umurimo wuzuye. Hano hari kopi nyinshi, ariko ntanumwe urimo amakaye ya nyirasenge; yaba we cyangwa abandi babikira, nta kopi iyo ari yo yose yoherejwe yari byose kuba biri mumaboko yumwanditsi, yemeje neza ko byose byanditswe, kandi, iyo apfuye, bihabwa umuntu yizeraga. Hanyuma, nyakubahwa, icyo nakwizeza ni uko M. Genet wenyine yari afite umurimo wuzuye. Hano hari kopi nyinshi, ariko ntanumwe urimo amakaye ya nyirasenge; yaba we cyangwa abandi babikira, nta kopi iyo ari yo yose yoherejwe yari ukuri ....
Ibyo, nyakubahwa, ni amakuru yose nshobora kuguha; byishimo niba nshobora gutanga umusanzu kubintu byiza ibi
umurimo w'agaciro, urushijeho kwishima niba ndabyungukiyemo ubwanjye, ndetse no mu nama z'ubuntu uyu mukobwa wera yampaye wenyine mu izina ry'Imana; kuko wenyine yari yarashoboye kumuha ubumenyi bwibibera muri njye, nkuko yabimbwiye, kandi ko mbere gato y'urupfu rwe, ndetse na papa, mama na mushiki wanjye muto. Uyu Mushikiwabo wumukene yarankunze cyane, namusubije ubutoni ....
Mumbabarire, nyakubahwa, uburebure bw'uru rwandiko; niba hari igihe natandukiriye ku ngingo yanjye, ugomba kubyitirira gusa ubwuzu bwanjye bukomeye ku mukobwa wacu wera, uzi ko nibagiwe iyo mvuze ibye.
Mfite icyubahiro cyo kubaha, Nyakubahwa,
Umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane, Louise Binel.
Tuzahambira hano ibaruwa ya M. Le Roy, Umuyobozi wa La Pellerine, uwatuye Mushikiwabo wavutse mugihe M. Genet adahari.
Dore ibyo yandikiye umwe muri bagenzi be mu 1799; Uru rwandiko rurimo imyitozo yo kwitanga cyane yo gutabara imitima muri Purgatori.
Nyakubahwa,
Hariho ibintu bishimishije byo kuvuga kuri Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, bidasiga umwanya wo gushidikanya ku byishimo bye, no gutangaza ko akomeye imbere y'Imana. Kuva afite imyaka ibiri nigice kugeza igihe umenye ko yapfuye, Imana, rimwe na rimwe, yavuganaga na we, cyane cyane kuva impinduramatwara yatangira; yamuhishuriye ibintu byinshi bimaze kuba, cyane cyane urupfu rwa Louis XVI, kwimikwa kwe mwijuru, gusenya abaturage, gutotezwa gushya duhura nabyo, nibindi.; ejo hazaza, iherezo ry’ibyago by’Ubufaransa, intsinzi y'Itorero, kongera gushinga amadini, gushinga imiryango mishya, igice cy'ibitotezo Itorero rigomba guhura na byo kugeza mu mpera z'ikinyejana .
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izuka rya J.-C., imyuka yo mwijuru yari abahamya.
Yamumenyesheje ko inzira yo korohereza imitima muri Purgatori, ikora neza, kandi ikamwemera cyane, ni ukumutanga kubwiyi ntego, ukwayo, imibabaro itandukanye J.-C. inzira yububabare bwe.
Reka duhe umugisha inshuro igihumbi, Nyakubahwa, kandi dushimire ubudahwema umwanditsi kubwubuntu budasanzwe yahaye ubu bugingo bworoshye, kandi dutekereze ku buryo butangaje uburyo yishimira gukoresha ibikoresho bidakomeye mubintu bikomeye., Nibitangaza bye. ubuntu n'imbabazi bitagira akagero kubantu; kuko atari kuri we, ahubwo ni twe yamuhaye umucyo mwinshi. Reka rero tugerageze kubishushanya, kandi ikiruta byose kugirango dukwiriye guhura umunsi umwe nuyu Mukobwa wera ubuziraherezo.
Mfite icyubahiro cyo kuba,
Nyakubahwa, umugaragu wawe wicisha bugufi cyane, Le Roy, Umuyobozi wa La Pellerine.
Muri iyi baruwa tubona ko M. Le Roy, nk'uwatuye Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, yari azi ubumenyi bwe bwa nyuma, buzaba ingingo y’igitabo gikurikira.
Iherezo ryigitabo cya gatatu.
IBIRIMO
bikubiye mu gitabo cya gatatu.
Iriburiro . 1
Ubuzima bwimbere bwa Mushikiwabo wavutse 6
Inzozi zamayobera nubuhanuzi bwa Mushikiwabo wavutse
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inzozi ziteye ubwoba 236
Itangazo nicyemezo cyabayobozi bombi ba Mushikiwabo wavutse
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Ikusanyirizo ry'abayobozi bazima, hamwe n'inyandiko zishyigikira, zerekeye ubuzima n'ihishurwa rya Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, umubikira mu kigo cy'abihayimana bo mu mujyi wa Fougères, umwepiskopi wa Rennes, muri Brittany
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Kubasomyi ibidukikije.
Amagambo yavuye mu nyuguti zitandukanye no mu magambo yandikiwe umwanditsi 307
Ibaruwa y’umupadiri w’Ubufaransa, impunzi i Paderborn, muri Westphalie, yandikiwe umwanditsi 312
Ibaruwa Abbé de Cugnac, vicar general wa diyosezi ya Aire, yandikiwe, mu izina rya musenyeri we, yandikira umwanditsi w'icyo cyegeranyo
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Ibaruwa M. Martin, vicar-jenerali wa Lisieux, yandikiye M. l'abbé Guillot, wari wamwoherereje amakaye cumi n'umunani arimo umushinga wa mbere w’akazi, amusaba kumubwira uko abibona. Bwana Martin icyo gihe yari ku buyobozi bw’abapadiri b’Abafaransa bari barimuriwe mu nzu rusange yo gusoma, kandi bakaba barashyizweho bwa mbere kuyobora mu kigo cya Winchester 320
Isubiramo ry'umwanditsi 322
Indorerezi ku buzima no guhishurwa kwa Mushikiwabo w'ivuka, kuganira umubikira ku kigo cy'abihayimana ba Urbaniste ba Fougères bamukurikiye
ubuzima bw'imbere, bwanditswe na we ubitsa ibyo yahishuye, kandi bwandikirwa i Londres no ahantu hatandukanye mu buhungiro. (1800) 323
Imyaka umunani yanyuma ya Mushikiwabo wavutse, umuteguro wumujyi wa Fougères, kugirango amubere inyongera mubuzima bwe no guhishurwa. Numwanditsi umwe. ( 1803) 376
Intangiriro ibidukikije.
Ikarita 391
Igihe cyambere. Mushikiwabo aracyari muri
umuryango 392
Igihe cya kabiri. Mushikiwabo hanze yabaturage 402
Igihe cya gatatu. Mushikiwabo na murumuna we 420
Ibitekerezo 429
Igihe cya kane nicyanyuma. Imirimo ya nyuma n'urupfu rwa Mushikiwabo 448
Amabaruwa n'ibikurwa mu mabaruwa yandikiwe umwanditsi mugihe cyambere cyo gutangira iki gitabo, kandi kuva 489
Kuri M. Beaucé, umucuruzi wibitabo ibidukikije.
Ibikuwe mu mabaruwa ya Madame Le Breton, azwi nka de Sainte-Madeleine, asumba
wa Mushikiwabo w'ivuka 491
Ibikuwe mu mabaruwa ya Mademoiselle Louise
Binel 495
Ibaruwa ya M. Le Roy, Umuyobozi wa La Pellerine,
kuri umwe muri bagenzi be 499
Impera yimbonerahamwe yumubumbe wa gatatu.