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O Yesu wanga, mkaidi wakumwamba,
Dzuwa likulowa, mdima umalowa padziko lapansi ndipo umakhala wekha m'chihema.
Ndikuwoneka kuti ndikukuwonani mukumva kusungulumwa kwausiku chifukwa mulibe nanu
-Korona wa ana ako ndi akazi ako achifundo
amene angakulepheretseni kukhala nawo m'ndende yodzifunirayi.
O mkaidi wa Mulungu, ndasweka mtima kuti ndikuuze usiku wabwino.
Ndikanakonda kuti ndisakhalenso ndikunena kuti usiku wabwino, osalimba mtima kukusiyani nokha.
Ndimanena usiku wabwino ndi milomo yanga, koma osati ndi mtima wanga. Kulibwino ndikusiyirani mtima wanga.
Ndiwerengera kugunda kwa mtima wanu ndikufanana ndi wanga. Ndidzakutonthoza, ndikukhazika mtima pansi m'manja mwanga,
Ndidzakhala mlonda wako wakuyang'anira, ndidzaonetsetsa kuti palibe chimene chidzakuchititseni chisoni.
Sikuti sindikufuna kukusiyani nokha, koma ndikufunanso kugawana nawo masautso anu onse.
O, mtima wamtima wanga, O wokondedwa wa chikondi changa, siya mlengalenga wachisoni ndi kutonthozedwa.
Ndilibe mtima wokuwonani mukusautsidwa.
Pamene ndikunena kuti usiku wabwino ndi milomo yanga,
Ndikusiyirani mpweya wanga, zokonda zanga, malingaliro anga, zokhumba zanga ndi mayendedwe anga .
Adzapanga unyolo wa machitidwe a Chikondi
- amene adzakuzungulirani ngati korona, nadzakukondani m'dzina la onse. Kodi sindinu okondwa, Yesu? Inu mukuti inde, sichoncho?
O wandende wachikondi, sindinathe.
Ndisanachoke, ndikufunanso kusiya thupi langa pamaso panu.
Ndikufuna kupanga tiziduswa tambiri ta mnofu ndi mafupa anga ,
kotero kuti iwo apange nyali zambiri monga momwe kuli mahema m'dziko lapansi.
Ndi magazi anga ndikufuna kupanga malawi ang'onoang'ono ambiri omwe aziunikira pa nyalizi.
Ndikufuna kuyika nyali yanga m'chihema chilichonse chomwe,
-ndi nyali yopatulika, adzakuunikira nadzati kwa iwe.
"Ndimakukondani, ndimakukondani, ndimakudalitsani, ndikukonza ndikukuthokozani chifukwa cha ine ndi ZONSE ."
O Yesu, tufwete sungamenanga, tulenda longoka muna mbandu ambote. Mudzandipatsa chikondi chochulukirapo, mudzandikulunga ndi chikondi chanu,
udzandipangitsa kukhala m’chikondi chako ndipo udzandimiza m’chikondi chako.
Timalimbitsa zomangira zathu za chikondi. Ndidzasangalala kokha ngati mutandipatsa chikondi chanu
kuti ndikukondeni moona mtima.
Ndidalitseni ine, tidalitseni ife tonse.
Ndigwire mumtima mwako, nditsekere m’chikondi chako. Ndikusiya pokupatsirani kiss pamtima.
Usiku wabwino, usiku wabwino, oh Yesu!
Kapena Yesu wanga, wamndende wokoma wachikondi, pano ndilinso pamaso panu.
Ndinakusiyani ndikukufunirani usiku wabwino ndipo tsopano ndabweranso kuti ndikusanzikani.
Ndinali wofunitsitsa kubwerera
ndikuuzeni zilakolako zanga zachangu kachiwiri ndipo
Ndikukupatsani kugunda kwa mtima wanga wachikondi, komanso moyo wanga wonse. Ndikufuna kukumana nanu ngati chizindikiro cha chikondi changa kwa inu.
O wokondedwa wanga wokondedwa,
- ndikubwera kudzadzipereka ndekha kwa inu, ndabweranso kuti ndikulandireni kwathunthu.
Popeza sindingathe kukhalako popanda kukhala ndi moyo mwa ine, ndikufuna moyo umenewo ukhale wanu.
Zonse zimaperekedwa kwa amene amapereka zonse, sichoncho?
Ndiye lero,
Ndidzakukondani ndi kugunda kwamtima kwa okondedwa anu,
Ndidzapuma ndi mpweya wanu wopumira kufunafuna miyoyo;
Ndikufuna ulemerero wanu ndi zabwino za miyoyo yanu ndi zokhumba zanu zopanda malire,
Ndidzapangitsa kugunda kwa mtima wonse wa zolengedwa kuyenda mu kugunda kwa mtima wanu waumulungu.
Pamodzi tidzatenga zolengedwa zonse ndikuzipulumutsa zonse, osasiya aliyense wa ife;
- ngakhale pamtengo wa nsembe zonse,
-ngakhale nditapirira zowawa zonse. Ngati mukufuna kuti ndisachoke,
-Ndikadaponya zambiri mwa inu,
- Ndikanalira mokweza kuchonderera pambali panu chipulumutso cha ana anu onse, abale anga.
O Yesu wanga, Moyo wanga ndi Zonse zanga,
kumangidwa kwako kwaufulu kumadzutsa mwa ine!
Mizimu ndi chifukwa. Ndi chikondi chimene chimamangiriza inu mwamphamvu kwambiri kwa iwo. Zikuoneka kuti mawu akuti moyo ndi chikondi amakupangitsani kumwetulira ndikukufooketsani mpaka kufika popereka mfundo zonse.
Kuwona kuchulukitsitsa kwachikondi uku, ndidzakhala nanu nthawi zonse ndikumakana kwanthawi zonse: anime ndi chikondi .
O Yesu wanga , ndikufuna zonse kwa inu:
Ndikufuna kuti mukhale ndi ine nthawi zonse
- m'pemphero, -ntchito,
- m'zosangalatsa ndi - mu zowawa;
- mu chakudya changa, - m'mayendedwe anga,
- m'tulo mwanga, mwachidule, mu chirichonse.
Posakwanitsa kuchita chilichonse pandekha, ndikukhulupirira kuti ndidzakhala nazo zonse ndi inu.
Kuti zonse zomwe timachita zimathandizira
- kuchepetsa zovuta zanu,
- kuchepetsa mkwiyo wanu,
- kukonza zolakwika,
- kukubwezerani chilichonse,
- kupeza zosintha zonse,
ngakhale pazovuta kapena zovuta.
Tidzapita kukafunafuna chikondi m'mitima yonse kuti mukhale osangalala. Kodi izo si zoona, o Yesu?
Wokondedwa mkaidi wachikondi,
undimange ndi unyolo wako, undisindikize ndi chikondi chako.
Chonde ndiwonetseni nkhope yanu. Ndiwe wokongola bwanji! Tsitsi lanu lofiirira limayeretsa malingaliro anga.
Chipumi chanu chodekha komanso chodekha pakati pa zolakwa zambiri
amandipatsa mtendere ndi
zimandipangitsa kukhala chete pakati pa mikuntho yayikulu,
zakusauka kwanga kwa inu ndi zofuna zanu zomwe zanditaya moyo wanga.
Ndikudziwa kuti mukudziwa zonsezi, koma ndikupitirizabe.
Ndi mtima wanga umene umakuuzani zinthu izi, umadziwa bwino kuposa ine kuzinenera.
O Chikondi, maso anu abuluu amawala ndi kuwala kwaumulungu
- Ndinyamuleni Kumwamba ndipo mundiyiwale dziko lapansi.
Komabe, chifukwa cha ululu wanga waukulu, kuthamangitsidwa kwanga kumapitirirabe. Mwamsanga, mwamsanga, o Yesu!
O Yesu, inde ndinu wokongola!
Ndikuwoneka kuti ndikukuwonani mu chihema chanu chachikondi.
Kukongola ndi ukulu wa nkhope yanu zimandinyengerera ndikundipangitsa kuwona Kumwamba.
Nthawi iliyonse,
Pakamwa panu mokongola mumandivuta,
mawu anu okoma amandiitana kuti ndizikonda mphindi iliyonse, mawondo anu andichirikiza,
manja anu andizinga ndi zomangira zosasungunuka.
Ndipo ndikufuna kukupsompsonani zikwizikwi pa nkhope yanu yokondeka. Yesu, Yesu,
- chifuniro chathu chikhale chimodzi,
- chikondi chathu chikhale chimodzi,
- chimwemwe chathu chikhale chimodzi! Osandisiya ndekha,
chifukwa sindine kanthu ndipo
chifukwa palibe chomwe chingakhale popanda Zonse.
Kodi mukundilonjeza ine, kapena Yesu? Zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti mukunena kuti inde. Tsopano ndidalitseni ine, tidalitseni ife tonse.
Pagulu la angelo, oyera mtima, Amayi okoma ndi aliyense
Zolengedwa
Ndikukuuzani: " Tsiku labwino, oh Yesu, tsiku labwino ".
Milombelo mibili iitandila kumbele ndakalemba mucikozyanyo ca Jesu.
Dzuwa litalowa, adabweranso ndikundiuza kuti azisunga usiku wabwino ndi tsiku labwinolo.
mu Moyo wake. Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndithudi, mapemphero awa amachokera mu mtima mwanga.
monga akunena m'mapemphero awa,
Ndidzausunga ndi ine ndi mwa ine kuchita chilichonse chimene ndichita.
Sindidzangotenthetsa ndi chikondi changa, koma, nthawi zonse,
-Ndidzawonjezera chikondi changa pa iye,
kulumikiza ku Moyo waumulungu komanso ku chikhumbo changa chomwecho chopulumutsa miyoyo yonse ».
Ndikufuna
- Yesu mu malingaliro anga,
- Yesu pa milomo yanga,
-Yesu mu mtima mwanga. Ndikufuna
-Yang'anani pa Yesu yekha,
mverani Yesu yekha,
-Kumukankha kwa Yesu yekha
- Chitani zonse ndi Yesu:
-konda ndi Yesu,
- kupereka ndi Yesu,
-cheza ndi Yesu,
-lira ndi Yesu,
-lemba ndi Yesu.
Popanda Yesu, sindikufuna ngakhale kupuma.
Ndikhala pano osachita chilichonse ngati mwana wotayika,
kotero kuti Yesu abwere ndi kuchita chirichonse ndi ine, wokondwa kukhala chidole chake, kundisiya ine
-kwa chikondi chake,
- ku zovuta zake ,
- ku zofuna zake za chikondi,
mpaka ndinachita zonse ndi iye.
Kodi mukumvetsa, Yesu?
Ichi ndi chifuniro changa ndipo simudzandipangitsa ine kusintha maganizo anga! Tsopano bwerani mudzalembe nane.
Ndinapitiriza monga momwe ndimakhalira pamene Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse anabwera.
"Bwanji Yesu,
kuti atatha kukonza moyo womva zowawa, ndi kuti, podziwa ubwino wa masautso;
-amakonda kuvutika,
"Pokhulupirira kuti tsogolo lake ndi kuvutika, pafupifupi amavutika ndi chilakolako, kodi mumasunga chuma ichi kwa iye?"
Yesu anayankha kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
chikondi changa n’chachikulu, lamulo langa ndi lopanda malire;
maphunziro anga ndi opambana,
malangizo anga ndi Mulungu, kulenga ndi inimitable.
Ndiye liti
mzimu wophunzitsidwa kuvutika ndi
zomwe zimafika pokonda kuvutika, ndiye kuti zinthu zonse,
- zazikulu kapena zazing'ono,
- zachilengedwe kapena zauzimu,
- zowawa kapena zosangalatsa,
akhoza kukhala ndi mtundu wapadera ndi mtengo mu moyo uwu,
Ndimaonetsetsa kuti zowawazo zimachokera mu chifuniro chake komanso chuma chake.
Chifukwa chake, ndikamamutumizira masautso, amakhala wokonzeka kuvomereza ndi kuwakonda.
Zimakhala ngati akumva zowawa nthawi zonse, ngakhale pamene sakumva ululu.
Moyo umabwera kudzachita chilichonse mosalabadira koyera. Kwa iye chisangalalo n’chamtengo wapatali mofanana ndi kuvutika.
Kupemphera, kugwira ntchito, kudya, kugona, ndi zina zotero, kuli ndi phindu lomwelo kwa iye.
Zingaoneke ngati akubweza zinthu zimene anandipatsa kale, koma satero. Pachiyambi, pamene mzimu sunaphunzitsidwe bwino, kukhudzika kwake kumalowerera pamene akuvutika, kupemphera kapena kukonda.
Koma pamene, ndi chizolowezi, zinthu izi zadutsa mu chifuniro chake monga chake, tcheru chake chimaleka kulowererapo.
Ndipo mpata ukapezeka woika makhalidwe aumulungu m’kuchitapo kanthu
zomwe ndinam'pangitsa kukhala nazo , amazigwiritsa ntchito mwamphamvu ndi mtima wamtendere .
Ngati mazunzo adziwonetsera okha, amapezamo mphamvu ndi moyo wovutika. Ngati ayenera kupemphera, apeza mwa iye moyo wa pemphero;
ndi zina zotero ".
Zomwe ndikumvetsetsa, zinthu zili motere. Tiyerekeze kuti ndapatsidwa mphatso.
Kotero, mpaka nditatsimikiza chimene ndidzachita ndi mphatso iyi,
-Ndikuwona,
- Ndimayamikira ndipo
-Ndimamva kukhudzika kwina kokonda mphatso imeneyi. Koma ngati nditseka ndipo osayang'ana, kukhudzika kumeneko kumasiya.
Potero, sindinganene kuti mphatsoyo siilinso yanga.
Ndizosiyananso, popeza, pokhala pansi pa loko ndi kiyi, palibe amene angandibere.
Yesu anapitiriza kuti :
" Mu Chifuniro changa zinthu zonse
- kugwirana manja,
- amafanana ndi
-kuvomereza.
Ngati chonchi
kuvutika kumabweretsa chisangalalo kunena kuti:
"Ndachita gawo langa mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu, ndipo pokhapokha ngati Yesu afuna, ndidzabweranso".
Fervor mozizira akuti : "Mudzakhala olimbika kuposa ine ngati mukukhutira kukhalabe mu Chifuniro cha Chikondi changa Chamuyaya".
Momwemonso,
- pemphero limalankhula ndi kuchitapo kanthu ,
- kugona kumalankhula dzulo ,
- matenda amalankhula thanzi , etc.
Mwachidule, chirichonse chimapereka mpata kwa china, ngakhale kuti chirichonse chiri ndi malo akeake.
Kwa amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
simusowa kuyenda kuti mukachite zomwe ndikufuna. Zimakhala mwa Ine nthawi zonse ndipo zimayankha ngati waya wamagetsi womwe umachita zomwe ndikufuna."
Ndikupitiriza mu chikhalidwe changa. Yesu wanga wachifundo adapachikidwa,
pamodzi ndi mzimu umene unadzipereka kwa iye monga wozunzidwa.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndikuvomereza ngati wozunzidwa.
Chilichonse chomwe mungavutike nacho, mudzavutika ngati muli ndi Ine pamtanda. Potero mudzandimasula.
Zoti kuvutika kwanu kumandipatsa mpumulo sikumveka kwa inu nthawi zonse.
Koma dziwani kuti ndinali munthu wamtendere komanso mlendo.
Iwenso, sindikufuna kuti ukhale woponderezedwa, koma wozunzidwa mwamtendere ndi mosangalala .
Mudzakhala ngati mwanawankhosa wofatsa.
Kulira kwanu, ndiko kuti, mapemphero anu, zowawa zanu ndi ntchito yanu zidzachiritsa mabala anga”.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Yesu anadza nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, chilichonse chomwe umandipatsa, ngakhale kuusa moyo kumodzi, ndimalandira ngati chikole chachikondi.
Ndikupatsa zizindikiro zanga za chikondi posinthanitsa.
Choncho, moyo wanu ukhoza kunena kuti: 'Ndimakhala molingana ndi malonjezano omwe apatsidwa kwa ine ndi Wokondedwa wanga' ".
Anapitiliza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wokondedwa, popeza umakhala ndi moyo wanga, tinganene kuti moyo wako watha. Ndipo popeza sulinso ndi moyo, koma ine;
chiri chonse chimene tingakuchitire chimene chiri chokoma kapena chosakondweretsa, ine ndilandira icho monga ngati chachitidwa kwa ine ndekha.
Izi zikutanthauza kuti,
chilichonse chopangidwa kwa iwe kukhala chosangalatsa kapena chosasangalatsa suchimva .
Chifukwa chake pali wina amene akumva chisangalalo kapena kusakondwa m'malo mwanu. Uyu si wina koma Ine, amene ndikhala mwa inu, ndipo ndimakukondani kwambiri .”
Nditawona anthu angapo ali ndi Yesu, kuphatikiza wina womvera, Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
pamene mzimu waukali waukali umayamba kuchita zabwino, umapita patsogolo mofulumira kuposa ena.
chifukwa kukhudzika kwake kumamutsogolera kumabizinesi akuluakulu komanso ovuta kwambiri ".
Ine ndinapempherera
-kuti amachotsa mu mzimu uwu zotsalira zake za kukhudzika kwa munthu ndi
-kuti amamugwira pafupi naye, kumuuza kuti amamukonda.
Chifukwa akanamugonjetsa kotheratu atangozindikira kuti amamukonda.
“Udzaona kuti upambana,” ndinamuuza motero.
Simunandipambane chonchi pondiuza kuti mumandikonda kwambiri? "
Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Inde, nditero, koma ndikufuna mgwirizano wanu.
Muloleni athawe momwe angathere kwa anthu omwe amamusangalatsa. "Ndinamufunsa: "Wokondedwa wanga, malingaliro anga ndi otani?
Iye anayankha:
"Moyo womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa umataya mtima ndikupeza wanga.
Timapeza khalidwe mwa iye
-zokopa,
-zosangalatsa,
-kudutsa,
-olemekezeka ndi
-kuphweka kwachibwana.
Mwachidule, amaoneka ngati ine pa chilichonse.
Yesetsani kupsa mtima kwake momwe akufunira komanso momwe akufunira. Popeza amakhala mu Chifuniro changa, ali ndi Mphamvu zanga.
Kotero iye ali nazo chirichonse ndi iyemwini.
Kutengera ndi momwe zinthu zilili komanso anthu omwe amakumana nawo, amandikwiyitsa ndikuchotsa. "
Ndinapitiriza: "Tandiuza, kodi ungandipatse malo oyamba mu Will yako?"
Yesu anamwetulira :
"Inde, inde, ndikulonjeza.
Sindidzakusiyani mu Chifuniro changa. Ndipo utenga ndi kuchita zimene ukufuna.”
Ndinawonjeza:
"Yesu, ndikufuna kukhala wosauka, wosauka, wamng'ono, wamng'ono, sindikufuna kalikonse, ngakhale zinthu zako. Ndibwino kuti uzisunga.
Ndikufuna inu nokha.
Ndipo ngati ndisowa chinachake, mudzandipatsa ine, sichoncho inu, kapena Yesu?”
Iye anayankha kuti: “Bravo, bravo, mwana wanga!
Patapita nthawi, ndinapeza munthu amene sakufuna kalikonse.
Aliyense akufuna chinachake kuchokera kwa Ine, koma osati Zonse, ndiko kuti, Ine ndekha .
Inu, osafuna kalikonse, mukufuna chirichonse.
Uku ndiye kuchenjera komanso kuchenjera kwa chikondi chenicheni. ”Ndinamwetulira ndipo adasowa.
Nditabwerera, Yesu wanga Zonse ndi wachifundo nthawi zonse anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndine Chikondi ndipo ndinapanga zolengedwa zonse za Chikondi.
Mitsempha yawo, mafupa ndi mnofu zimalumikizana ndi Chikondi. Atatha kuwalumikiza ndi Chikondi,
Ndidapangitsa kuti magazi aziyenda mumagulu awo onse kuti awadzaze ndi Moyo Wachikondi.
Cholengedwacho, sichinthu china koma chikondi chovuta chomwe chimangoyenda m'chikondi.
Pakhoza kukhala mitundu ya chikondi, koma nthawi zonse amakhala mu chikondi kuti amasuntha.
Pakhoza kukhala:
-chikondi cha Mulungu,
-kukonda wekha,
- chikondi cha zolengedwa,
-konda zoipa,
koma chikondi nthawi zonse.
Cholengedwacho sichingachite mosiyana
Chifukwa moyo wake ndi chikondi, cholengedwa ndi chikondi chamuyaya.
Motero, amakopeka ndi chikondi ndi mphamvu yosatsutsika.
Ngakhale mu zoipa, mu uchimo, pali chikondi chimene chimakankhira cholengedwa kuchita.
Ah! Mwana wanga, sikuli zowawa kwanga kuwona kuti, kuchitira nkhanza, cholengedwacho chimadetsa chikondi chomwe ndachipatsa!
Kusunga chikondi ichi chimene chatuluka mwa Ine ndi chimene ndamudzaza nacho, ndimakhala ndi iye ngati wosauka wopemphapempha.
Ikasuntha, kupuma, kugwira ntchito, kulankhula kapena kuyenda,
Ndikupempha chilichonse kwa iye, chonde ndipatseni chilichonse ponena kuti: "Mwana wanga, sindikupempha kanthu koma zomwe ndakupatsa.
16 Ndi kwa inu nokha, musandibere Ine zanga.
- Mpweya ndi wanga , pumirani kwa ine ndekha.
- kugunda kwa mtima ndi kwanga , mtima wako ugunda chifukwa cha ine,
" Kuyenda ndi kwanga , kumasuntha kwa ine ndekha." Ndi zina zotero.
Koma, mu ululu wanga waukulu, ndikukakamizidwa kuwona
- kugunda kwa mtima kumatenga mbali imodzi, - kupuma kwina. Ndipo ine, wopemphapempha wosauka,
Ndimakhala pamimba yopanda kanthu pamene zolengedwa zili ndi mimba yodzaza
- kudzikonda komanso ngakhale zilakolako zawo. Kodi pangakhale choipa choposa ichi?
Mwana wanga, ndikufuna kutsanulira chikondi changa ndi zowawa zanga mwa iwe. Moyo wokha umene umandikonda ungandimvere chisoni.”
Mmawa uno, pamene Yesu wanga wabwino anabwera, ndinati kwa iye:
"Mtima wanga, Moyo wanga ndi Zonse Zanga, munthu angadziwe bwanji ngati wina amakukondani nokha kapena amakondanso ena?"
Iye anayankha:
“Mwana wanga, ngati mzimu wadzaza ndi Ine mpaka pa mapeto pake, mpaka utasefukira, ndiye kuti ngati
-ndiganizira Ine ndekha,
- ingondifunafuna ,
-Lankhulani za Ine ndekha ndi
-sakonda wina koma ine;
-ngati zikuwoneka kuti kwa iye palibe china koma Ine ndi kuti china chilichonse chimamutopetsa.
Zabwino kwambiri, zimangopereka zinyenyeswazi ku zomwe si Mulungu, mwachitsanzo ku zinthu zofunika pa moyo wachilengedwe.
Izi ndi zimene oyera mtima amachita.
Chotero ndinadzichitira ndekha ndi Atumwi, ndikungosonyeza zimene ndiyenera kudya
pa malo ogona.
Khalani motere ku chilengedwe
- sichimapweteka chikondi kapena chiyero chenicheni ndipo ichi ndi chizindikiro chakuti ine ndekha ndi wokondedwa.
Koma ngati mzimu uchoka ku chinthu china kupita ku china,
kuganiza za ine kamodzi ndi zina kenako,
kuyankhula za ine nthawi ina, ndiye motalika za chinthu china, ndi zina zotero,
ichi ndi chizindikiro chakuti mzimu uwu sukonda kuti ine ndi ine sitikukondwera nawo.
Ngati angandilole
- lingaliro lake lomaliza,
- mawu ake omaliza,
- zochita zake zomaliza,
ndi chizindikiro kuti sakundikonda.
Ngakhale zitandipatsa zinthu zina, ndi zinyalala zochepa. Umu ndi mmene zolengedwa zambiri zimachitira.
Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi, amene amandikonda agwirizana ndi Ine monga nthambi za pa tsinde la mtengo.
Pakhoza kukhala kupatukana,
kuyang'anira kapena chakudya china pakati pa nthambi ndi thunthu? Ali ndi moyo wofanana, zolinga zofanana, zipatso zofanana.
Kuposa apo, thunthu ndi moyo wa nthambi ndipo nthambi ndi ulemerero wa thunthu.
Iwo ali chinthu chomwecho. Motero mizimu yokonda ili mwa Ine”.
Monga ine ndinali mu chikhalidwe changa, Yesu wabwino wanga anabwera nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa umataya chikhalidwe chake ndikupeza wanga.
M’kakonzedwe kanga, pali nyimbo zambiri zimene zimapanga paradaiso wa odalitsika:
-Kukoma kwanga ndi nyimbo,
- Mulungu wanga ndi nyimbo,
- chiyero changa ndi nyimbo,
- kukongola kwanga ndi nyimbo,
- mphamvu zanga, nzeru zanga, ukulu wanga ndi zina zonse ndi nyimbo.
Pochita nawo mikhalidwe yonse ya mtima wanga, mzimu umalandira nyimbozi. Kupyolera mu zochita zake, ngakhale zazing'ono, zimandiimbira nyimbo.
Ndikumva nyimbozi, ndimazindikira nyimbo za Will yanga, ndiye kuti, kuchokera kumtima wanga.
Ndipo ndifulumira kumumvera. Ndimamukonda kwambiri moti amatero
- amandisangalatsa e
- amanditonthoza pazovuta zonse zomwe zolengedwa zina zimandichitira.
Mwana wanga, chidzachitika ndi chiyani mzimu uwu ukafika Kumwamba? Ndidzaika patsogolo panga,
Je jouerai ma musique et elle jouera la sienne.
Nos mélodies se croiseront et chacune will find son écho en l'Autre.
Odala onse adzadziwa kuti mzimu uwu uli
- chipatso cha Chifuniro changa,
- chodabwitsa cha Chifuniro changa
Ndipo kumwamba konse kudzasangalala ndi kumwamba kwatsopano.
Kwa miyoyo iyi ndibwereza mosalekeza:
"Kumwamba kukadapanda kulengedwa, ndikadakulengera iwe." M'miyoyo iyi ndimayika Kumwamba kwa Chifuniro changa.
Ndimamupangira zithunzi zanga zenizeni
Ndipo ndimayenda m’Paradaiso wosangalala kwambiri ndipo ndimasewera nawo.
Ndibwerezanso kwa iwo:
"Ndikadapanda kudziyika ndekha mu Sakramenti,
pakuti ndidachita inu nokha, kuti Inu ndinu khamu loona.”
Zoonadi, mizimu iyi ndi alendo anga enieni,
momwe sindingathe kukhala popanda chifuniro changa,
Sindingakhale popanda mizimu iyi.
Sali ondilandira enieni, koma vuto langa ndi moyo wanga weniweniwo.
Miyoyo iyi yandikonda koposa mahema ndi makamu opatulika;
chifukwa m'menemo,
-Moyo wanga umatha mitundu ikadyedwa,
-ndili m'miyoyo iyi Moyo wanga sumatha.
Chabwino, miyoyo iyi
- iwo ndi makamu anga padziko lapansi ndi
- adzakhala makamu anga amuyaya kumwamba.
Kwa miyoyo iyi ndikuwonjezera:
"Ndikadapanda kubadwa m'mimba mwa amayi anga,
-Ndikadakhala thupi lanu komanso,
-kwa inu nokha ndikadavutika ndi chilakolako changa,
chifukwa ndikupeza mwa inu chipatso chenicheni cha thupi langa ndi chilakolako changa”.
M'mawa uno Atate G. adadzipereka yekha ngati wozunzidwa kwa Ambuye Wathu. Ndinapempha Yesu kuti avomereze izi.
Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndimakulandira ndi mtima waukulu.
Muuzeni kuti moyo wake sudzakhalanso wake, koma wanga
Ndipo kuti adzakhala wozunzidwa monga momwe ndakhalira pa moyo wanga wobisika.
M'moyo wanga wobisika, ndakhala ndikuvutitsidwa ndi zonse zamkati mwa munthu pokonza zilakolako zake zoyipa, malingaliro ake, zizolowezi zake ndi zomwe amakonda.
Zomwe munthu amachita kunjako sizinthu zina koma mawonekedwe amkati mwake. Ngati mukuona moipa kwambiri kunjako, nanga bwanji mkati?
Kukonza mkati mwa munthu kunandiwonongera ndalama zambiri. Zinanditengera zaka makumi atatu kuti ndichite.
Malingaliro anga, kugunda kwa mtima wanga,
kupuma kwanga ndi zokhumba zanga nthawi zonse zimalumikizidwa ndi malingaliro,
-kugunda kwa mtima,
- kupuma mkati ndi
- ku zofuna za munthu
kuti akonzere zolakwa zake ndi kuziyeretsa.
Ndimamusankha ngati wozunzidwa wolumikizidwa ndi gawo lobisika la moyo wanga ndipo ndikufuna kuti moyo wake wonse wamkati ukhale wolumikizana ndi Ine ndikuperekedwa kwa Ine.
ndi cholinga chokwaniritsa zolakwa za mkati mwa zolengedwa zina.
Ine ndimachita izo kwanthawizonse.
Chifukwa, monga wansembe, iye amadziwa bwino kuposa wina aliyense za mkati mwa miyoyo ndi zowola zonse zimene zilipo.
Mwanjira iyi adzamvetsetsa bwino momwe kuzunzidwa kwanga kwandiwonongera, dziko ili limene ndikufuna kuti atenge nawo mbali, osati iye yekha, komanso ena omwe adzayandikira.
Mwana wanga wamkazi
ndimuuze chisomo chachikulu chomwe ndimamupatsa pomuvomereza ngati wozunzidwa.
Chifukwa kukhala wozunzidwa n’chimodzimodzi ndi ubatizo wachiwiri, ndi zinanso . Chifukwa mwanjira imeneyi ndimakweza pamlingo wa Moyo wanga womwe.
Popeza wozunzidwayo ayenera kukhala ndi Ine komanso kuchokera kwa Ine , ndiyenera kumusambitsa kuzinyalala zonse.
-kumupatsa ubatizo watsopano e
-kumulimbikitsa m'chisomo.
Kotero, kuyambira tsopano, adzayenera kuganizira zonse zomwe akuchita monga zanga osati zake.
Kaya mukupemphera, kulankhula kapena kugwira ntchito, iye adzati awa ndi anga.
Kenako Yesu anaoneka ngati akuyang'ana uku ndi uku ndipo ndinati kwa iye:
"Mukuyang'ana chiyani, Yesu? Kodi sitiri tokha?"
Iye anayankha:
“Ayi, alipo anthu. Ine ndikuwasonkhanitsa iwo mozungulira inu kuti mukhale nawo iwo ndi Ine. Ndinawonjezera kuti: "Kodi mumawakonda?"
Iye anayankha:
"Inde, koma ndimakonda
omasuka kwambiri, otetezeka ,
kulimba mtima kwambiri, wokondana kwambiri ndi Ine , ndi
popanda kudziganizira .
Ayenera kudziŵa kuti ozunzidwawo sakudzilamulira.
Kupanda kutero akanachotsa udindo wawo wozunzidwa ".
Ndiye, kutsokomola pang'ono, ndimati:
"Yesu, ndife ndi chifuwa chachikulu. Mwachangu, mwachangu, nditengeni, nditengeni inu!"
Iye anati, “Osadzionetsera kuti ndiwe wopanda chimwemwe, apo ayi ndizunzika. Inde, udzafa ndi chifuwa chachikulu.
Ndipo ngati simufa ndi chifuwa chachikulu cha TB, mudzafa ndi chifuwa chachikulu chachikondi.
Chonde osatuluka mu Chifuniro changa. Chifukwa Chifuniro changa chidzakhala paradiso wako.
Zabwino kwambiri, mudzakhala paradiso wa Chifuniro changa.
Ino mbuti mbotukonzya kukkala ansi anyika, mbubwenya mbuli Paradaiso mbondakakupa kujulu.”
Yesu anapitiriza kulankhula ndi ine za kuzunzidwa, kundiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
ubatizo pakubadwa umaperekedwa ndi madzi.
Lili ndi ukoma wa kuyeretsa, koma osati kuthamangitsa zizolowezi ndi zilakolako.
Kumbali ina, ubatizo wa wozunzidwayo ndi ubatizo wamoto. Siliri ndi ubwino woyeretsa kokha;
komanso ya kudya zoipa ndi zilakolako zoipa.
Ine ndekha ndimabatiza mzimu pang'onopang'ono:
maganizo anga amabatiza maganizo ake;
kugunda kwa mtima wanga kugunda kwa mtima wake, zokhumba zake zokhumba zake,
ndi zina zotero.
Ubatizo uwu umachitika pakati pa ine ndi mzimu mpaka kudzipereka wokha kwa ine popanda kubwezera zomwe wandipatsa.
Chifukwa chake, mwana wanga,
simumamva zizolowezi zoipa kapena chirichonse chonga icho. Izi zimachokera ku mkhalidwe wanu wozunzidwa.
Ndikukuuzani izi kuti ndikutonthozeni.
Uzani Bambo G. kuti asamale kwambiri, chifukwa
-iyi ndi ntchito ya mishoni,
- Utumwi wa Atumwi.
Nthawi zonse ndimafuna ndi ine komanso chilichonse chomwe chimakhazikika mwa ine ".
Ndadzipeza ndekha.
Ndinamva chikhumbo chachikulu kuchita chifuniro chopatulika kwambiri cha Yesu wodala.
Anabwera ndikundiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, moyo mu Chifuniro changa ndi kupatulika kwa chiyero. Moyo womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
- ngakhale atakhala ochepa, osadziwa kapena osadziwika, asiye oyera ena kumbuyo;
-ngakhale ndi kutukuka kwawo, kutembenuka mtima ndi zozizwitsa zawo.
Zoonadi miyoyo imeneyi ndi mfumukazi, zili ngati kuti ena onse anali pa utumiki wawo.
Amaoneka ngati sachita kalikonse, koma zoona zake n’zakuti amachita chilichonse.
Chifukwa, kukhala mu Chifuniro changa, amachita mwaumulungu mobisika komanso modabwitsa.
ndine
-kuwala kounikira, -mphepo yoyeretsa;
-moto woyaka, -chozizwitsa chomwe chimapangitsa zozizwitsa kuchitika.
Iwo amene amachita zozizwitsa ndi ngalande, koma Mphamvu imakhala mu miyoyo iyi.
ndine
- mapazi a amishonale, - chinenero cha alaliki,
- mphamvu ya ofooka, -chipiriro cha odwala;
- ulamuliro wa akuluakulu, - kumvera kwa olamulidwa;
- kulolera kuipitsidwa, -inshuwaransi yowopsa,
- ngwazi za ngwazi, - kulimba mtima kwa ofera,
- chiyero cha oyera mtima, ndi zina zotero.
Kukhala mu chifuniro changa,
amathandizira pa zabwino zonse zomwe zingakhalepo Kumwamba ndi padziko lapansi.
Ndi chifukwa chake ndikudziwa
- ndani omwe ali ondilandira enieni,
-okhalamo, alendo osamwalira.
Ngozi zomwe zimapanga makamu a sakramenti
- iwo sali odzaza ndi moyo ndi
-osakhudza moyo wanga.
Pamene moyo uli wodzaza ndi moyo
Kuchita Chifuniro Changa kumakhudza komanso kumathandizira pa chilichonse chomwe ndimachita.
Chifukwa chake makamu awa opatulidwa ndi Chifuniro changa ndi okondedwa kwa ine kuposa omwe ali ndi sakramentili, ndipo ngati ndili ndi chifukwa chokhalira mu sakramenti yochereza, ndiye kuti ndipange makamu awa a Chifuniro changa.
Mwana wanga wamkazi
Ndikumva kukondwera ndi Will yanga kotero kuti, kungomva ikukambidwa, ndinalira ndi chisangalalo ndipo ndikuitana Kumwamba konse kuphwando. Tangoganizani zomwe zidzachitike kwa miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa:
-mwa iwo ndimapeza chisangalalo changa chonse ndi
-Ndimawadzaza ndi chisangalalo.
Miyoyo yawo ndi ya odala.
Amangofunafuna zinthu ziwiri zokha : Chifuniro changa ndi Chikondi changa.
Iwo alibe zochita koma amachita chilichonse.
Kutengera zabwino zawo kuchokera ku Chifuniro changa komanso kwa Chikondi changa, miyoyo iyi siyeneranso kuda nkhawa nazo, chifukwa Chifuniro changa chili ndi chilichonse mwanjira yaumulungu komanso yopanda malire.
Uwu ndi moyo wa odalitsika”.
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse anali wachisoni ndipo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, sakufuna kumvetsetsa kuti zonse zidapangidwa
- dziperekeni kwa Ine ndi
- chitani Chifuniro changa muzonse komanso nthawi zonse.
Ndikapeza izi, ndimalemekeza mzimu ndikumuuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, tenga chisangalalo ichi, chitonthozo ichi, mpumulo, mpumulo uwu". Komabe, ngati moyo utenga zinthu izi poyamba
-kuti anadzipereka kwathunthu kwa ine ndi
- chitani chifuniro changa muzonse komanso nthawi zonse,
ndi zochita za anthu pomwe ndi zochita za umulungu.
Popeza izi ndi zinthu zanga, sindichita nsanje ndipo ndimadziuza ndekha kuti: “Ngati muchita zosangalatsa zoyenerera, ndi chifukwa chakuti ndikuzifuna;
ngati akambirana ndi anthu, ngati alankhula movomerezeka, ndimafuna nditero.
Ndikadapanda kufuna, bwenzi ali wokonzeka kuziletsa. Komanso, ndapereka zonse m'manja mwanu,
popeza zonse zomwe amachita ndi zofuna zanga osati zake."
Ndiuze mwana wanga, wasowa chiyani kuchokera pamene unadzipereka kwathunthu kwa Ine?
Ndakupatsani zokonda zanga, zokondweretsa zanga ndi chilichonse chochokera kwa Ine kuti musangalale.
Izi mu dongosolo lauzimu. Koma komanso mwadongosolo lachilengedwe
Sindinaphonye kalikonse: ovomereza machimo, mgonero, ndi zina zotero.
Komanso, popeza munangofuna Ine, simunafune munthu wovomereza machimo pafupipafupi.
Koma popeza ndinafuna kuti zonse zichuluke kwa iye amene anafuna kudzimana zonse chifukwa cha Ine;
Sindinakumvereni.
Mwana wanga, ndikumva kuwawa kotani mu Mtima wanga ndikawona kuti miyoyo sikufuna kumvetsetsa izi, ngakhale omwe amawonedwa ngati abwino kwambiri! "
Mmawa uno Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse anabwera nandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, Chifuniro changa ndiye pakati. Pomwe ukoma ndi circumference. Tangoganizani gudumu lomwe lili pakati pomwe ma spokes onse akhazikika.
Kodi chingachitike ndi chiyani ngati imodzi mwa cheza ikufuna kuchoka pakati? Choyamba, mtengo uwu ukhoza kusokoneza, ndipo kachiwiri, ukanakhala wopanda ntchito.
Pakuti, atachotsedwa pakati, sakanalandiranso moyo ndipo adzafa. Komanso, m’kuyenda kwake, gudumulo limadzimasula lokha kwa ilo.
Ichi ndi chifuniro changa cha moyo. Chifuniro Changa ndiye pakati. Zinthu zonse
zomwe sizinapangidwe mu Chifuniro changa ndi kuti zigwirizane nazo,
ngakhale zili zinthu zopatulika, ukoma kapena ntchito zabwino, zili ngati cheza chotalikirana ndi pakati.
Ndilibe moyo.
Sangandikondweretse.
Ndimachita chilichonse kuti ndiwachotse ndi kuwalanga. "
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo, nditangofika, Yesu anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, miyoyo yomwe iwala kwambiri
monga miyala ya mtengo wake pa chisoti cha chifundo changa - iwo ali miyoyo yotetezedwa.
Chifukwa
- amadzidalira kwambiri,
- malo ochulukirapo, amapereka mwayi kwa chifundo changa kutsanulira chisomo chonse chomwe chikufuna mwa iwo.
Kumbali ina, miyoyo imene ilibe chidaliro chenicheni
sungani mtima wanga ,
khalani osauka ndi opanda zida
pomwe Chikondi changa chikhalabe chodzipatula ndikuvutika kwambiri.
Kuti ndisavutike kwambiri ndikutha kutsanulira chikondi changa momasuka,
Ndimasamala kwambiri za kudalira miyoyo kuposa ena.
M'miyoyo iyi,
-Nditha kutsanulira chikondi changa, kusangalala ndikupanga zosiyana zachikondi,
-popeza sindikuopa kuti angakhumudwe kapena kuchita mantha. M'malo mwake, amakhala olimba mtima ndipo amagwiritsa ntchito chilichonse kundikonda kwambiri.
Mwachidule , miyoyo yotsimikizika
omwe ndimawonetsa chikondi changa kwambiri,
omwe alandira chisomo chochuluka ndi omwe ali olemera kwambiri ”.
Ndinakhalabe mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo, nditangofika, Yesu anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, chibadwa chaumunthu chimakonda kukhala osangalala ndi mphamvu yosatsutsika ndipo izi zili choncho chifukwa zidapangidwa kuti zikhale zosangalala ndi chimwemwe chamuyaya komanso chaumulungu.
Koma kuonongeka kwawo kwakukulu ,
- ena amangoganizira za kukoma kumodzi,
- ena awiriawiri,
- ena atatu kapena anayi,
pamene zina zonse za chikhalidwe chawo zimakhalabe zopanda kanthu ndi zopanda kukoma, kapena zowawa ndi zotopetsa.
Zoonadi, zokonda za anthu, ngakhale iwo amene amadzitcha oyera.
- amasakanizidwa ndi kufooka kwaumunthu ndipo sangathe kukwaniritsa mphamvu zawo zonse.
Ndimaonetsetsanso kuti zokonda zaumunthu izi zikhale zowawa kuti ndilankhule bwino za kukoma kwanga kosawerengeka ku moyo, zomwe zimakhala ndi mphamvu zotengera zokonda zaumunthu zonse.
Titha kupereka chikondi chachikulu:
-kuti ndizitha kupereka zochulukira ndimachotsa zochepa.
-Kutha kupereka chilichonse sindimachotsa!
Komabe, njira yogwirira ntchito iyi silandiridwa bwino ndi zolengedwa ".
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Wodala Yesu anabwera mwachidule nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Nthawi zina ndimalola zolakwika m'moyo womwe umakonda kuti uzitha kuzigwira pafupi ndi Ine
ndipo mumupangitse kuchita zazikulu kwa ulemerero wanga.
Zolakwa izi zimanditsogolera
- chifundo chachikulu pa zowawa zake,
- kumukonda kwambiri ndikuwonjezera zisangalalo zake;
zomwe zimapangitsa mzimu uwu kundichitira zinthu zazikulu. Izi ndi zochuluka za chikondi changa.
Mwana wanga, chikondi changa pa zolengedwa ndi chachikulu. Yang'anani pa kuwala kwa dzuwa.
Ngati ine ndikanakhoza kuchotsa maatomu mmenemo,
kuchokera kwa aliyense mudzamva mawu anga okoma ndikukuuzani:
"Ndimakukonda, ndimakukonda, ndimakukonda "
Simungathe kuwerengera omwe ndimakukondani. Mukanamizidwa mu chikondi.
ndikukuuzani
"Ndimakukondani, ndimakukondani, ndimakukondani " mu kuwala komwe kumadzaza maso anu,
"Ndimakukondani" mumlengalenga mumapuma,
" Ndimakukondani " mumphepo yamkuntho yomwe imasokoneza kumva kwanu,
" Ndimakukondani " kutentha kapena kuzizira kumamva ndi kukhudza kwanu,
"Ndimakukondani " m'magazi omwe akudutsa m'mitsempha yanu.
Kugunda kwa mtima wanga kumati "Ndimakukonda " kugunda kwa mtima wako.
Ndikubwereza
"Ndimakukondani " ndi lingaliro lililonse m'maganizo mwanu,
"Ndimakukondani " ndi manja anu onse,
"Ndimakukondani " ndi sitepe iliyonse ya mapazi anu;
"Ndimakukondani " ndi mawu aliwonse omwe mukunena.
Palibe chomwe chimachitika mkati kapena kunja kwa inu popanda chikondi changa pa inu.
" Ndimakukondani " sadikirira wina.
Ndipo 'Ine ndimakukondani' inu, ndi angati amene alipo kwa Ine?"
Ndinasokonezeka ndikudabwa mkati ndi kunja pansi pa chiwonongeko cha "Ndimakukondani " cha Yesu wanga, pamene " ndimakukondani " changa chifukwa cha Iye ndizosowa kwambiri.
Ndipo ine ndinati: "O Yesu wanga wokondedwa, ndani angakufanizireni Inu ndi inu?"
Sindinkachita chibwibwi ngakhale pang’ono poyerekezera ndi zimene Yesu anandiphunzitsa.
Ananenanso kuti: " Chiyero chenicheni chimafuna kuchita Chifuniro changa pokonzanso zonse mwa ine .
Monga momwe ndimasungira zinthu zonse za cholengedwacho, cholengedwacho chiyenera kulamulira zonse za ine ndi mwa ine.
Chifuniro Changa chimasunga zinthu zonse mwadongosolo."
M'mawa uno, nditadzipeza ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndimaganizira momwe ndingadziwonongere m'chikondi. Yesu wanga wodala anabwera nandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
- ngati chifuniro chikufuna Ine,
-ngati nzeru zimangofuna kundidziwa,
- ngati kukumbukira kumangondikumbukira,
iyi ndi njira yodyedwa mu chikondi ndi mphamvu zitatu za moyo .
Zomwezo pazidziwitso : ngati munthu
- amalankhula za ine ndekha,
- mverani kokha zomwe zikundikhudza,
- amakondwera ndi zinthu zanga zokha,
- ntchito ndi kuyenda kwa ine ndekha,
-ngati mtima wake umandikonda ine ndekha, amangondikhumbira , uku ndiko kudyedwa kwa chikondi cha mphamvu.
Mwana wanga, chikondi ndi matsenga okoma omwe amapereka moyo
- wosawona zonse zomwe si chikondi e
- maso onse pa zonse zomwe ziri chikondi.
Kwa omwe amakonda,
- ngati zomwe akufuna kukumana nazo ndi chikondi, zimakhala maso;
- ngati zomwe angakumane nazo sichikondi, amakhala wakhungu, wopusa komanso samamvetsetsa chilichonse.
Zomwezonso pachilankhulo : s
- ngati akuyenera kuyankhula za chikondi, amamva kuwala kwambiri m'mawu ake ndipo amakhala wolankhula
-Popanda kutero, amayamba kuchita chibwibwi n’kukhala duu. Ndi zina zotero."
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodalitsika amabwera mwachidule. Popeza ndinadzimva kukhala wosakhutira pang’ono, iye anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, Chikondi chenicheni sichimachititsa kusakhutira. M’malo mwake, chimadziŵa kupezerapo mwayi pa kusakhutira ndi kusakhutirako .
Sindingathe kulekerera kusakhutira kulikonse mu mzimu womwe umandikonda
Chifukwa ndikanamva kusakhutira kwake kuposa kukanakhala kwanga.
Ndipo ndikakamizika kumupatsa chilichonse chomwe angafune kuti asangalale.
Kukapanda kutero, Pakadakhala ulusi pakati pathu.
kugunda kwa mtima kapena malingaliro otsutsana,
zomwe zingatipangitse kutaya ubale wathu komanso zomwe sindingathe kuzipirira mu mzimu womwe umandikondadi.
Chikondi chenicheni chimachita chifukwa cha chikondi kapena sichichita, chimapempha ndi chikondi ndipo chimapereka mwachikondi.
Zonse zimathera mu Chikondi.
Amafera chikondi, naukanso chifukwa cha chikondi”.
Ndinamuuza kuti: “Yesu, zikuoneka kuti mukufuna kundilepheretsa ndi mawu anuwo, koma dziwani kuti sindidzasiya.
Pakali pano, perekani kwa ine chifukwa cha chikondi, pangani chizindikiro cha chikondi kwa ine ndikudzipereka ku zomwe zili zofunika kwa ine, zomwe ndimazikonda kwambiri.
Zina zonse, ndikudzipereka kwathunthu. Apo ayi, ndidzakhala wosasangalala. "
Adayankha: "Kodi mukufuna kupambana mwa kusakhutira?" Anamwetulira ndikuzimiririka.
Lero m'mawa, pondiwona kuti ndidathedwa nzeru, Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse wandimwetsa kuchokera mu Mtima wake. Kenako anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
ngati wina akufuna kuboola chinthu cholimba kapena kusintha mawonekedwe ake, chinthucho chimathyoka.
Koma ngati chinthucho chapangidwa ndi zinthu zofewa.
imatha kubowoledwa kapena kupatsidwa mawonekedwe ofunikira osaswa.
Ndipo ngati tikufuna kubweretsanso ku mawonekedwe ake oyambirira, amabwereketsa popanda mavuto.
Momwemo ziliri kwa mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa. Ndikhoza kuchita zomwe ndikufuna nazo.
Nthawi ina ndidamupweteka,
kwa wina ndimalikometsera, ndi kuikulitsa kapena kuisintha.
Moyo umadzibwereketsa ku chilichonse, sutsutsana ndi chilichonse.
Ndidakali nayo m’manja mwanga ndipo ndikusangalala mosalekeza.”
Ndikupitirizabe mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinamva kuthedwa nzeru ndi kusowa kwa Yesu wanga wokonda nthawi zonse .
"Mwana wanga, ukakhala wopanda ine,
-gwiritsani ntchito kuperewera uku kuwirikiza kawiri, katatu, kuwirikiza kawiri chikondi chanu kwa Ine, ndikupanga malo achikondi mwa inu ndi kuzungulira inu.
-momwe mudzandipeza wokongola komanso m'moyo watsopano.
Kunena zowona, kulikonse kumene kuli chikondi, ine ndiri komweko.
Sipangakhale kulekana pakati pa ine ndi mzimu umene umandikondadi: timapanga chinthu chomwecho chifukwa chikondi
-zimawoneka kuti zimandilenga, zimandipatsa moyo, zimandidyetsa, zimandikulitsa.
M'chikondi ndimapeza malo anga ndipo ndimadzimva kuti ndinalengedwanso, ngakhale kuti ndi yamuyaya, yopanda chiyambi kapena mapeto.
Chikondi cha miyoyo yomwe imandikonda imandisangalatsa mpaka ndimamva ngati ndasinthidwa. Mu chikondi chimenechi ndimapeza mpumulo wanga weniweni.
Nzeru zanga, mtima wanga, zokhumba zanga, manja anga ndi mapazi anga akupumula
- m'nzeru za iwo amene amandikonda, mtima wondikonda,
- mu zilakolako za iwo amene akufuna Ine ndekha,
- m'manja omwe amagwira ntchito kwa Ine ndekha,
- m'mapazi amene amayenda kwa Ine ndekha.
Ndipumula mu mzimu wondikonda Ine.
Ndipo, chifukwa cha chikondi chake, amakhala mwa ine, kundipeza mu zonse ndi kulikonse ».
Kupitiriza mu mkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadandaula kwa Yesu wanga ponena za kusowa kwake.
Anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, pamene m’moyo mulibe kanthu kachilendo kwa ine, kapena kamene sikali kanga;
sipangakhale kulekana pakati pa iye ndi Ine.
Ngati mzimu ulibe chikhumbo, lingaliro, chikondi kapena kugunda kwa mtima komwe sikuli kwanga, ndiye,
-kapena ndimasunga mzimu uwu ndi ine Kumwamba
-kapena kukhala naye padziko lapansi.
Ngati ndi mmene zilili ndi iwe, n’chifukwa chiyani ukuopa kuti ine ndingasiyane nawe? "
Ndikumva kudwala pang'ono, ndinanena kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse:
"Mudzanditenga liti?
Ndikupemphani, kapena Yesu, kuti imfa indilekanitse ndi moyo uno ndi kundigwirizanitsa kwa inu Kumwamba”.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Kwa moyo umene ukhala mu chifuniro changa palibe imfa. Imfa ndi ya amene sakhala mu chifuniro changa
Chifukwa ayenera kufa ku zinthu zambiri: kwa iyemwini, ku zilakolako ndi dziko lapansi.
Koma aliyense amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa alibe chofera chifukwa adazolowera kale kukhala Kumwamba.
Kwa iye, imfa si kanthu koma kuika mtembo wake;
ngati munthu amene avula zobvala zake zaumphawi ndi kuvala malaya achifumu;
achoke ku dziko la ndende ndi kutenga dziko la kwawo.
Moyo womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa suyenera kufa kapena kuweruzidwa. Moyo wake ndi wamuyaya.
Zonse zimene imfa inayenera kuchita, chikondi chachita kale
Ndipo Chifuniro changa chakhazikitsanso moyo wanga wonse mwa ine, kotero kuti m’menemo mulibe mlandu.
“Ndiye khala mu Chifuniro changa
Ndipo pamene simukuyembekezera, mudzadzipeza nokha mu Chifuniro changa Kumwamba ".
Kupitilira mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodalitsika adadza mwachidule nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi thambo, koma thambo lopanda dzuwa komanso lopanda nyenyezi. Chifukwa ine ndine dzuŵa lakumwamba ili ndipo ukoma wanga ndi nyenyezi zake.
Kukongolatu kumwamba kumeneku n’kokongola!
Anthu amene amamudziwa amamukonda kwambiri. Inenso ndimachikonda kwambiri .
Chifukwa ndimakhala pakati ngati dzuwa ndikudzaza nthawi zonse
- kuwala kwatsopano,
-chikondi chatsopano ndi
- zikomo chatsopano.
Ndibwino bwanji kukhala kumwambako dzuwa lake likawala.
ndiko kuti, ndikausamalira moyo ndikuudzaza ndi zithumwa zanga!
Kukhudzidwa ndi chikondi cha mzimu uwu, kugwa ndi kupumula mmenemo. Modabwa, oyera onse asonkhana mondizungulira Ine.
Palibe chokongola padziko lapansi ndi kumwamba kwa Ine ndi kwa aliyense.
Kukongolatu thambo limeneli dzuŵa lake litabisika, ndiko kuti, pamene nditaya moyo wanga !
Pamenepa munthu angasimikizidwe bwanji makamaka ndi kugwirizana kwa nyenyezi zake, zomwe ndi Mtendere ndi Chikondi!
Mlengalenga wake, bata, bata ndi onunkhira, si nkhani
-mitambo, mvula kapena mabingu
Chifukwa ndi pakatikati pa moyo pomwe dzuwa limabisala.
Kapena mzimu ubisika padzuwa, ndipo nyenyezi sizioneka;
kapena dzuwa limabisika mu mzimu ndipo kugwirizana kwa nyenyezi kumaonekera. Kumwambaku ndikokongola konse
Iye ndiye chimwemwe changa, mpumulo wanga ndi paradaiso wanga”.
Mmawa uno, titatha mgonero, ndinanena kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse:
"Kuti ndachepetsedwa bwanji, zikuwoneka kuti zonse zikuyenda kutali ndi ine: masautso, makhalidwe abwino, chirichonse!"
Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, chimachitika ndi chani? Ukufuna kutaya nthawi? Ukufuna kuchoka pa umbuli wako?
Khala m'malo ako, wopanda pake, kuti Yenseyo asunge malo ake mwa iwe.
Muyenera kufa kwathunthu mu Chifuniro changa:
- kuzunzika, ku zabwino, ku chilichonse.
Chifuniro Changa chiyenera kukhala bokosi la moyo wanu.
M'bokosi, chilengedwe chimadyedwa mpaka chitha. Pambuyo pake, amabadwanso ku moyo watsopano komanso wokongola kwambiri,
Chifukwa chake mzimu woyikidwa mu Chifuniro changa uyenera kufa
- ku zovuta zake,
- zabwino zake ndi
- ku zinthu zake zauzimu
kenako kuwuka modabwitsa ku Moyo Waumulungu .
Ah! Mwana wanga, zikuoneka kuti ukufuna kutsanzira zadziko
-kusamalira zomwe zili nthawi
- popanda kudandaula za muyaya.
Wokondedwa wanga, bwanji sukufuna kuphunzira kukhala mu Chifuniro changa chokha? Chifukwa chiyani simukufuna kukhala ndi Moyo wa Kumwamba wokha mukadali padziko lapansi?
Chifuniro Changa chiyenera kukhala bokosi lanu ndimakonda chivindikiro cha bokosi ili, chivindikiro chomwe chimachotsa chiyembekezo chotuluka.
Lingaliro lililonse lodzikonda, kuphatikiza zabwino,
- ndi phindu kwa inu nokha ndikuchoka ku Moyo waumulungu
Kumbali ina , ngati mzimu umaganiza za Ine ndekha ndi zomwe zimandikhudza, zimatengera Moyo waumulungu mkati mwawo , ndipo, potero, umathawa munthu ndikupeza zinthu zonse zomwe zingatheke.
Tinamvetsetsana bwino?"
M’mawa uno, pokhala mu mkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodala anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Ndikumva kupuma kwanu ndipo ndatsitsimutsidwa.
Mpweya wanu umanditsitsimutsa osati kokha ndikakhala pafupi ndi inu,
komanso pamene ena alankhula za inu kapena zimene inu mwalankhula kwa iwo kwa ubwino wawo.
Kudzera mwa iwo, ndikumva mpweya wanu, ndimakhala wokondwa ndikukuuzani:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi amanditsitsimutsanso kudzera mwa ena. Chifukwa akadapanda kusamala kundimvera;
sichikadachita bwino kwambiri ena. Kotero, zimabwera kwa iye .
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
"Chikondi chenicheni chiyenera kukhala chokha.
ngakhale pa munthu woyera ndi wauzimu, zimandichititsa nseru komanso kunditopetsa. M'malo mwake, pokhapokha ngati chikondi cha moyo chili kwa Ine basi,
Nditha kukhala mbuye wa mzimu uwu ndikuchita zomwe ndikufuna nawo. Ichi ndi chikhalidwe cha chikondi chenicheni.
Ngati chikondi sichiri chokha, chilipo
-zinthu zomwe ndingathe kuchita
- ena sindingathe kuchita.
Mbuye wanga waletsedwa, ndilibe ufulu wokwanira. Ndi chikondi chosasangalatsa ".
Pokhala ndi Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse, ndinadandaula.
Chifukwa, kuwonjezera pa kulandidwa kwa iye, ndinamva mtima wanga wosauka kuzizira ndi wosayanjanitsika ndi chirichonse, ngati kuti ulibenso moyo.
Ndi mkhalidwe womvetsa chisoni chotani nanga! Sindinathe ngakhale kulirira tsoka langa. Ndikunena kwa Yesu:
“Popeza sindingathe kulirira ndekha, inu Yesu, chitirani chifundo mtima uwu.
-Zomwe udazikonda kwambiri ndi zomwe udamulonjeza zambiri." Adandiuza.
Mwana wanga, usalire chachabechabe;
Ndine wokondwa ndipo ndikukuuzani kuti :
Kondwerani ndi ine, chifukwa mtima wanu ndi wanga wonse.
Popeza simukumva chilichonse chokhudza moyo wamtima wanu, ndikungomva. Muyenera kudziwa kuti mukamamva chilichonse mumtima mwanu,
mtima wako uli mu Mtima wanga
Kumene akupumula tulo tokoma ndi kundidzaza ndi chisangalalo.
Ngati mukumva mtima wanu, ndiye kuti zosangalatsa ndizofala kwa ife.
Ndiloleni ndichite : kenako
-kuti ndidzakupatsa mpumulo mu Mtima wanga ndi
-ndidzasangalala kukhalapo kwanu,
ndidzapuma mwa inu
ndipo ndidzakusangalatsani ndi chikhutiro cha Mtima wanga .
Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi
mkhalidwe uwu ndi wofunikira kwa inu, kwa ine ndi kwa dziko lapansi.
Ndikofunikira kwa inu.
Chifukwa mukanakhala maso, mukadavutika kwambiri poona zilango zimene ndikutumiza panopa padziko lapansi ndiponso zimene ndidzatumiza.
Choncho ndikofunikira kukusungani m'tulo kuti musavutike kwambiri.
Chikhalidwe chanu ndichofunikanso kwa Ine .
Zoonadi, ndingavutike bwanji ndikapanda kuchita zomwe mukufuna, popeza simundilola kulanga.
Nthawi zina pamene kuli koyenera kutumiza zilango,
zingakhale bwino kusankha njira zoyandikana kuti zonse zisakhale zovuta.
Dziko lanu ndilofunikanso kudziko lapansi .
+ Zoonadi, ngati ndikanathira mwa inu kumva zowawa monga mmene ndachitira kale, zikanasangalatsa inu chifukwa dziko lapansi silikanalangidwa.
Koma zingatanthauzenso kuti chikhulupiriro, chipembedzo ndi chipulumutso zidzavutika kwambiri, chifukwa cha mmene miyoyo ilili m’nthawi ino.
Ah! Mwana wanga, ndichite, ndikukhazikitse maso kapena kugona!
Simunandiuze kuti ndichite zomwe ndikufuna ndi inu?
Kodi mungabwezere mawu anu mwamwayi? "Ndikunena kwa Yesu:
"Ayi, Yesu! Ndi zochuluka kuposa momwe ndimaopa kuti ndakhala woipa ndipo ndi chifukwa chake ndikumva mumkhalidwe wotere."
Yesu akupitiriza kuti:
“Tamverani mwana wanga wamkazi ngati anali
chifukwa ganizo, chikondi kapena chilakolako chalowa mwa inu chomwe sichili changa ,
mungakhale bwino kuchita mantha.
Koma ngati sizili choncho, ndi chizindikiro chakuti ine ndisunga mtima wako mwa Ine kulikonse kumene ndiuchititsa kugona. Nthawi idzafika kapena ndidzamudzutsa: pamenepo mudzayambiranso malingaliro akale.
Ndipo, mukamapumula, zonse zidzakhala zazikulu ".
Iye anawonjezera kuti: “Ndimapanga miyoyo ya mitundu yonse;
-Omwe akugona ndi Chikondi,
- sadziwa Chikondi,
- chikondi chopenga,
- Akatswiri a Chikondi.
Pa zonsezi, kodi mukudziwa chomwe chimandisangalatsa kwambiri? Chirichonse chikhale Chikondi. China chilichonse, chilichonse chomwe sichili Chikondi, sichiyenera kusamala ".
M'mawa uno, nditangofika, Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, Chikondi changa chikuimiridwa ndi Dzuwa.
Dzuwa limatuluka mwaulemu, ngakhale, kwenikweni, limakhala lokhazikika ndipo silimatuluka.
Kuwala kwake kumafika padziko lonse lapansi ndipo kutentha kwake kumadzaza zomera zonse.
Palibe diso limene silisangalala.
Palibe chabwino chilichonse chomwe sichimapindula ndi chikoka chake chopindulitsa. Zolengedwazo sizikanakhala ndi moyo popanda iye?
Imagwira ntchito yake popanda kunena mawu, osapempha chilichonse.
Siisokoneza aliyense ndipo siitenga malo aliwonse padziko lapansi pomwe imasefukira ndi kuwala kwake.
Amuna amapezerapo mwayi pa kufuna kwawo, ngakhale kuti sakusamala.
Ichi ndi chikondi changa.
Limatulukira kwa aliyense ngati dzuŵa lalikulu. Sizili choncho
-Palibe mzimu womwe suwunikiridwa ndi kuwala kwanga,
- palibe mtima umene sumva kutentha kwanga,
-Palibe mzimu womwe sutenthedwa ndi chikondi changa.
Kuposa dzuwa, ndili pakati pa chilichonse, ngakhale ochepa amandimvera. Ngakhale nditabweza pang'ono,
Ndikupitiriza kupereka Kuwala kwanga, Kutentha kwanga ndi Chikondi changa.
Moyo ukandisamalira, ndichita misala, koma popanda chisokonezo.
Kukhala wolimba, wokhazikika komanso woona, Chikondi changa sichimafooka.
Kotero ine ndikufuna kuti chikondi chanu chikhale kwa Ine.
Ndiye udzakhala dzuwa kwa Ine ndi kwa aliyense.
popeza Chikondi chenicheni chili ndi mikhalidwe yonse ya dzuŵa .
Mbali inayi
chikondi chomwe sichiri cholimba, chokhazikika ndi chowona chikhoza kufaniziridwa ndi moto wa dziko lapansi umene umakhala wosiyana:
kuwala kwake sikungathe kuunikira chilichonse, kukomoka ndikusakanikirana ndi utsi, ndipo kutentha kwake kumakhala kochepa.
Ngati sunadyedwe ndi nkhuni, umafa, nusanduka phulusa; ndipo ngati mtengo uli wobiriwira, ulavula ndi kusuta.
Imeneyi ndiyo miyoyo yomwe siili yanga kotheratu monga okondedwa anga enieni .
Ngati achita zabwino, ngakhale pamalingaliro a chiyero kapena chikumbumtima. ndi phokoso ndi utsi kuposa kuwala.
Amafa msanga ndipo amazizira ngati phulusa. Kusakhazikika ndi chikhalidwe chawo: nthawi zina moto, nthawi zina phulusa. "
Ndidzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wachifundo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
mzimu wofuna kudziiwala wokha
ayenera kuchita zochita zake ngati kuti ndikuchita.
Ngati apemphera ayenera kunena kuti: “Ndi Yesu amene akupemphera, ndipo ine ndikupemphera naye limodzi”.
Ngati mukupita kuntchito, kuyenda, kudya, kugona, kudzuka, kusangalala: "
Ndi Yesu amene adzagwira ntchito, kuyenda, kudya, kugona, kudzuka, kusangalala.” Ndi zina zotero.
Ndi njira iyi yokha yomwe moyo ungathe kudziiwala: pochita zochita zake .
-osati chifukwa ndikuvomereza, koma chifukwa chakuti ndi amene ndikuwapanga. "
Tsiku lina ndikugwira ntchito, ndinadzifunsa kuti: “Zitheka bwanji kuti ndikamagwira ntchito?
-osati Yesu yekha amene amagwira ntchito ndi ine,
-koma kuti iye mwini amagwira ntchitoyo? "Iye anati kwa ine:
“ Inde, ndikudziwa. Zala zanga zili m'manja mwanu ndipo zikugwira ntchito.
Mwana wanga wamkazi, pamene ndinali padziko lapansi, sanachepetse manja ake
- matabwa ogwira ntchito,
- kuwotcha misomali,
ndithandizeni bambo anga olera a Joseph?
Kotero, ndi manja anga ndi zala,
Ndinalenga miyoyo ndikuchita zinthu zaumunthu powapatsa zoyenera zaumulungu.
Ndikuyenda kwa zala zanga,
Ndinatcha kusuntha kwa zala zanu ndi zala za anthu ena
Ndipo, kuwona
-kuti kayendetsedwe kameneka kanapangidwira Ine ndi
-kuti ndine amene ndinachita,
Ndinafutukula moyo wanga wa Nazareth mu cholengedwa chilichonse ndipo ndinamva kuyamikiridwa ndi iwo.
chifukwa cha nsembe ndi zonyozeka za moyo wanga wobisika.
Monga mtsikana, moyo wanga wobisika wa ku Nazarete saulingalira ndi amuna .
Komabe, kupatula Chikhumbo Changa, sindikanatha kuwapatsa mphatso yokulirapo.
Mwa kuŵeramira ku zinthu zing'onozing'ono zomwe amuna amachita tsiku ndi tsiku - monga kudya, kugona, kumwa, kugwira ntchito, kuyatsa moto, kusesa.
-,
Ndinapereka m’manja mwawo timakobiri ting’onoting’ono ta mtengo wapatali kwambiri.
Ngati chilakolako changa chawawombola, moyo wanga wobisika waphatikizana ndi ntchito zawo, ngakhale zopanda pake, zoyenera zaumulungu zamtengo wapatali.
"Mukuona? Mukamagwira ntchito - ndipo mumagwira ntchito chifukwa ndimagwira ntchito -,
- zala zanga zimathamangira muzanu
Pamene ndikugwira ntchito ndi inu, mu nthawi ino, manja anga olenga
kufalitsa kuwala kochuluka padziko lonse lapansi.
Ndi miyoyo ingati yomwe ndimayitana!
Ndi angati ena omwe ndimayeretsa, kuwongolera, kulanga, ndi zina zotero!
Ndipo muli ndi ine, kupanga, kutsutsa, kukonza ndi zina zotero.
Monga simuli nokha m’chimenechi, ngakhalenso sindiri ndekha m’ntchito yanga. Kodi ndingakuchitireni ulemu wokulirapo?"
Ndani anganene zonse zomwe ndimamva: -zabwino
- zomwe mungathe kuchita nokha ndi
- zomwe tingachite kwa ena
pamene tikuchita zinthu ngati kuti Yesu amazichita nafe? Malingaliro anga amatayika, choncho, ndikuyima apa.
M'mawa uno Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse anandiuza kuti:
Mwana wanga wamkazi, kudziganizira wekha
-kuchititsa khungu maganizo e
- zimayambitsa matsenga aumunthu popanga ukonde mozungulira munthuyo.
Ukonde uwu walukidwa ndi kufooka, kuponderezana, kukhumudwa, mantha ndi zoyipa zonse mwa munthu.
Pamene munthu amadziganizira kwambiri,
komanso pazabwino, momwe maukondewa amakulirakulira, m'pamenenso mzimu umachititsidwa khungu.
Kumbali ina, musadziganizire nokha,
-koma kudziganizira ndekha ndikudzikonda ndekha muzochitika zilizonse ndikopepuka kwa mzimu ndipo kumayambitsa matsenga okoma ndi aumulungu.
matsenga awa Mulungu amapanganso maukonde, koma maukonde kuwala, mphamvu, chimwemwe
ndikudalira, mwachidule, maukonde a chilichonse chomwe ndi changa. Palibenso munthu amaganizira za ine ndekha koma amakonda ine ndekha.
kukhuthala kwa netiweki kumeneku kumakhuthala, moti munthuyo samadzizindikiranso.
Nkosangalatsa chotani nanga kuwona mzimu wazunguliridwa ndi ukonde umenewu wolukidwa ndi matsenga aumulungu!
Ndi wokongola, wachisomo ndi wokondedwa bwanji mzimu uwu kwa Kumwamba konse! Ndi zosemphana ndi mzimu wokhazikika pawokha".
Atatha kudzionetsera mwachidule, Yesu wanga wachifundo anandiuza kuti:
Mwana wanga wamkazi, zimandimvetsa chisoni bwanji ndikawona mzimu utadzitsekera wokha ndikudzichita ndekha.
Ndili pafupi ndi iye ndikumuyang'ana
Ndipo powona kuti sadziwa kuchita zomwe akudziwa bwino, ndimadikirira kuti anene:
“Ndikufuna kuchita, koma sindingathe;
bwerani mudzachite nane ndipo ndidzachita zonse bwino.
Mtundu wanji:
-Ndikufuna kukonda, kubwera ndi kukonda nane;
-Ndikufuna kupemphera, bwerani ndikupemphera ndi ine;
-Ndikufuna kupereka nsembe iyi, ndipatseni mphamvu yanu, chifukwa ndine wofooka; ndi zina zotero."
Ndi chisangalalo ndi chisangalalo chachikulu, ndidzakhalapo pa chirichonse.
Ndili ngati mphunzitsi amene,
- atafunsira ntchito kwa wophunzira wake, ali pafupi naye kuti awone zomwe achite.
Polephera kuchita bwino, wophunzirayo amakhala ndi nkhawa, amakwiya ndipo amayamba kulira. Koma silinena kuti: “Ambuye, ndisonyezeni ine kuchita izo”.
Ndi chisoni chotani nanga cha mphunzitsiyo, amene motero amadzimva kukhala woŵerengeredwa ndi wophunzira wake! Uwu ndiye mkhalidwe wanga ".
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
“Mwambi umati: Munthu amafunsira ndipo Mulungu amakonza .
Moyo ukangofuna kuchita zabwino, kukhala woyera, nthawi yomweyo ndimakhala ndi zofunikira zondizungulira: kuwala, zikomo, chidziwitso cha ine ndi magulu.
Ndipo ngati chifukwa cha izi sindingathe kukwaniritsa cholingacho, ndiye kuti, mwa kukhumudwa, ndikuwona kuti palibe chomwe chikusowa kuti ndikwaniritse cholingacho.
Koma, o! Ndi angati omwe amasiya kapangidwe kameneka komwe chikondi changa chimawaluka! Ndi ochepa omwe amalimbikira ndikundilola kuti ndigwire ntchito yanga. "
Pondipeza ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wachifundo anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, kupatula chikondi,
makhalidwe abwino, ngakhale atakhala apamwamba ndi apamwamba motani, nthaŵi zonse amasiya cholengedwacho kukhala chosiyana ndi Mlengi wake.
Ndi chikondi chokha chimene chimasanduliza mzimu kukhala Mulungu ndi kuutsogolera kuti ukhale umodzi ndi iye . Chikondi chokha ndicho chingagonjetse zolakwa zonse za anthu.
Komabe, chikondi chenicheni chimangokhalapo
ngati moyo wake ndi chakudya chake zichokera ku chifuniro changa.
Ndi Chifuniro changa chomwe, cholumikizidwa ndi chikondi, chimabweretsa kusinthika kwenikweni kwa Mulungu .
Mzimu ndiye umalumikizana mosalekeza
ndi mphamvu yanga, chiyero changa ndi zonse zomwe ine ndiri. Tinganene kuti iye ndi Mwini wina.
Zonse ndi zamtengo wapatali ndi zoyera mwa iye.
Titha kunena kuti ngakhale mpweya wake kapena nthaka yokhudzidwa ndi mapazi ake ndi yamtengo wapatali komanso yoyera, chifukwa ndi zotsatira za Chifuniro changa ".
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
"O! Ngati aliyense akanadziwa chikondi changa ndi Chifuniro changa,
akanasiya kudzidalira okha kapena kudalira ena! Thandizo la anthu likadzatha.
O! Zikadakhala zosafunikira ndi zosasangalatsa chotani nanga kuzipeza!
Chilichonse chimadalira pa Chikondi changa.
Ndipo popeza chikondi changa ndi mzimu woyera, amamva bwino pamenepo.
Mwana wanga wamkazi, chikondi chimafuna kupeza miyoyo yopanda chilichonse apo ayi sichingakulungidwe mu chovala chake.
Zili ngati munthu amene akufuna kuvala suti yokwanira moti sangakwane. Amayesa kulowetsa mkono m'manja, koma amapeza kuti wamamatira.
Choncho, munthu wosaukayo akanangosiya mkanjo wake kapena kuchititsa kuti anthu asokonezeke maganizo.
Chimodzimodzinso ndi Chikondi: chimatha kuvala mzimu pokhapokha ngati utaupeza wopanda kanthu. Apo ayi, atakhumudwitsidwa, ayenera kuchoka ".
Pamene ndinali kupempherera munthu, Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, pa Chikondi , chophiphiritsidwa ndi dzuwa,
zimachitika kwa anthu amene angathe kugwira ntchito yawo momasuka pokhapokha atayang’anitsitsa kuti kuwala kwa dzuwa kusawachititse khungu.
Ngati ayang'ana padzuwa, makamaka ngati ili masana, maso awo amang'ambika ndipo amakakamizidwa kutsitsa maso; Apo ayi ayenera kusiya ntchito yawo.
Pakali pano, dzuŵa siliwonongeka ndipo limapitirizabe kuyenda bwino.
Momwemonso, mwana wanga, kwa munthu amene amandikondadi.
Chikondi chimaposa dzuŵa lamphamvu ndi laulemerero kwa iye.
Anthu akamuona munthuyu ali patali, kuwala kwake kumalumikizana nawo mofooka ndipo akhoza kumunyoza ndi kumunyoza.
Koma akayandikira, kuwala kwa chikondi kumawachititsa khungu ndipo amachokapo kuiwalako.
Motero mzimu wodzala ndi Chikondi umapitirizabe kuyenda popanda kudandaula za amene akuuona, chifukwa umadziwa kuti Chikondi chimauteteza ndi kuuteteza.
Ndinati kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse: "Mantha anga okha ndi oti mundisiye".
Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, sindingathe kukusiya chifukwa
-simumachotsedwa e
-kuti sudzidera nkhawa.
Kwa iwo omwe amandikondadi, amabwerera ndikudzisamalira, ngakhale zabwino, amapanga mipata m'chikondi.
Chifukwa chake, Moyo wanga sungathe kudzaza moyo wake. Ndikumva ngati ndikuyikidwa pambali.
Izi zimandipatsa mwayi wothawa kwa ana anga.
Kumbali ina, mzimu
-omwe sakonda kudera nkhawa zinthu zawo e
-yemwe amangoganiza zondikonda, ndimadzaza kwathunthu.
Palibe chifukwa m'moyo wake pomwe moyo wanga ulibe.
Ndipo ndikadafuna kuthawa pang'ono, ndimadziwononga ndekha, zomwe sizingatheke.
Mwana wanga wamkazi
Miyoyo ikadadziwa kuti kuchotsako kuli kovulaza bwanji!
Pamene mzimu umadziyang'ana wokha,
- ndikukhala munthu wochuluka e
- m'pamene amamva zowawa zake ndikukhala womvetsa chisoni.
Kumbali ina, musaganize
-kuti kwa Ine,
-kuti kundikonda,
-kuti kusiyidwa kwathunthu mwa Ine kumawongola mzimu ndikukulitsa.
Pamene moyo umandiyang'ana kwambiri, umakhala waumulungu kwambiri;
Akamasinkhasinkha kwambiri za Ine, amamvanso kuti ndi wolemera, wamphamvu komanso wolimba mtima.
"Mwana wanga, mizimu
-amene amakhala ogwirizana ndi Chifuniro changa,
-Zomwe zimandilola kuyika Moyo wanga mwa iwo ndi
-omwe akuganiza zondikonda Ine basi, alumikizidwa kwa Ine ngati cheza cha dzuwa.
Kodi cheza cha dzuŵa ndi ndani, amene amachipatsa moyo? Kodi si dzuŵa lenilenilo?
Ngati dzuŵa silinathe kupanga kuwala kwake ndi kuwapatsa moyo, silikanatha kuwavumbulutsa kuti alankhule kuwala kwake ndi kutentha kwake.
Kuwala kwa dzuŵa kumakonda kuthamanga kwake ndipo kumawonjezera kukongola kwake.
Kotero ziri kwa ine.
Kwa kuwala kwanga komwe kuli ndi ine,
-Ndikupita kumadera onse,
-Ndimafalitsa kuwala kwanga, chisomo changa ndi kutentha kwanga,
-ndipo ndikumva kukongola kuposa ngati ndilibe ma spokes.
Ngati tipempha kuwala kwa dzuwa
- adachita mitundu ingati,
- kuchuluka kwa kuwala ndi kutentha komwe kunapereka, ndiye, ngati anali wolondola, akanayankha:
"Sindisamala, Dzuwa limadziwa ndipo zandikwanira
Ndikadakhala ndi malo ambiri opatsa kuwala ndi kutentha, ndikanakhala. Chifukwa dzuwa lomwe limandipatsa moyo lingathe kuchita chilichonse ".
Kumbali ina, mtengowo ukayamba kuyang’ana m’mbuyo kuti awone zimene unachita, ukhoza kusochera ndi kuchita mdima.
Iyi ndi mizimu yondikonda. Iwo ndiwo kuwala kwanga kwamoyo.
Iwo samakayikira zomwe akuchita. Cholinga chawo chokha ndicho kukhalabe ogwirizana ndi dzuŵa laumulungu.
Akafuna kudzitsekera okha, zikanawachitikira ngati kuwala kwadzuwa: adzataya zambiri ".
Kupitilira mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodalitsika adadza mwachidule nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Ndalowa ndi kutuluka m'miyoyo, koma ndani amakumana ndi zotsatira zake?
Iyi ndi mizimu
- omwe amasunga chifuniro chawo pafupi ndi Chifuniro changa,
-amene amanditcha ine, amene amapemphera ndi
-amene akudziwa Mphamvu Zanga ndi zabwino zonse zomwe ndingawachitire.
Apo ayi,
ali ngati munthu wokhala ndi madzi m’nyumba koma osayandikiza kumwa;
ngakhale madzi atakhalapo, satengerapo mwayi ndipo amapsa ndi ludzu.
Kapena ali ngati munthu wozizira ndipo ali pafupi ndi moto, koma sauyandikira kuti uwothere: ngakhale moto ukakhalapo, sagwiritsa ntchito gwero la kutenthalo.
Ndi zina zotero.
Ndikufuna kupereka zambiri, zomwe sindikumva chisoni kuwona kuti palibe amene akufuna kusangalala ndi zabwino zanga ! "
Ndimalemba zinthu zakale. Ndinaganiza:
“Yehova wanena
- zina mwa zokonda zake,
- kwa ena a Mtima wake,
-kwa ena a Mtanda wake.
Ndipo analankhula zinthu zina zambiri.
Ndikufuna kudziwa yemwe anali woyanjidwa kwambiri ndi Yesu.
"Mwana wanga, kodi ukudziwa yemwe wandikomera mtima kwambiri?
Moyo womwe ndawonetsera kwa zodabwitsa ndi mphamvu za Chifuniro changa Choyera Kwambiri.
Zinthu zina zonse ndi gawo la Ine.
Pomwe Chifuniro changa ndiye maziko ndi moyo wa zinthu zonse.
Chifuniro changa
- adawongolera Chilakolako changa,
- anapatsa moyo Mtima wanga ndi
- amakweza Mtanda.
Chifuniro Changa chimaphatikiza, kugwira ndikuyambitsa chilichonse. Kotero ndizoposa china chirichonse. Chifukwa chake munthu yemwe ndidalankhula naye za Will yanga ndiye adayanjidwa kwambiri.
Simuyenera kundithokoza bwanji chifukwa chakuvomerani zinsinsi za Chifuniro changa!
Munthu amene ali mu Chifuniro changa ndi
chilakolako changa,
mtima wanga,
mtanda wanga,
chiombolo changa.
Palibe kusiyana pakati pa iye ndi ine.
Muyenera kukhala kwathunthu mu Chifuniro changa ngati mukufuna kutenga nawo mbali pazinthu zanga zonse. "
Nthawi ina pamene ndinali kudabwa
njira yabwino yoperekera magawo anu ndi iti:
- akukonzedwa,
- mu kugwada,
-kapena ayi ,
Yesu wanga wokoma mtima anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
munthu amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndikuchita chifukwa ndine amene ndikufuna kutero safunika kukonza yekha zolinga zake .
Popeza ili mu Chifuniro changa, ikamachita, kupemphera kapena kuvutika, ndimataya ntchito zake momwe ndingafunire.
Ngati ndikufuna kukonzanso, ndikonza;
ngati ndifuna chikondi, ndilandira ntchito zake monga chikondi.
Pokhala mwini wake, ndimachita zomwe ndikufuna ndi zinthu zake.
Izi sizili choncho kwa anthu omwe sakhala mu Chifuniro changa: iwo okha amataya zinthu zawo ndipo ndikulemekeza chifuniro chawo ».
Nthawi ina, nditawerenga buku lonena za woyera mtima
-yemwe poyamba sankafuna chakudya e
-kuti, pambuyo pake, adayenera kudyetsa nthawi zambiri, chifukwa chosowa chake chinali choti amalira ngati sichinapatsidwe kanthu;
Ndinadabwa kuti ndili bwanji.
Chifukwa, kamodzi, pamene ndinali ndi chakudya chochepa kwambiri, ndinakakamizika kubweza, ndipo tsopano ndikutenga chochuluka ndipo sindiyenera kubweza.
Ndinati, “Yesu Wodala, chikuchitika ndi chiyani?
Izi zikuwoneka kwa ine kusowa kwachisoni kumbali yanga. Ndi kuipa kwanga komwe kumandifikitsa ku masautsowa”.
Yesu anadza nati kwa ine:
"Mukufuna kudziwa chifukwa chake? Ndikulimbikitsani.
Pachiyambi ,
- kotero kuti moyo ukhale wanga wonse,
- tsitsani zonse zomwe zili zovuta komanso
-kuyika mwa iye zonse zakumwamba ndi zaumulungu, ndimamuchotsanso ku zosowa za chakudya, kotero kuti safunikiranso.
Motero, amakhudza ndi chala chake kuti Yesu yekha ndi wokwanira kwa iye, kuti palibe chimene chili choposa kwa iye.
zofunika
Iye amaima pamwamba kwambiri, amanyoza chirichonse ndipo samasamala kanthu: moyo wake ndi wakumwamba.
Pambuyo pake , nditaphunzitsa mzimu kwa zaka ndi zaka, sindiopanso kuti kukhudzika kwake kumasewera pang'ono.
Pakuti atalawa zakumwamba.
- pafupifupi zosatheka kuti mzimu uyamikire zinthu zapadziko lapansi. Choncho ndimamubwezeretsa ku moyo wabwinobwino.
Chifukwa ndikufuna kuti ana anga atenge nawo mbali pazinthu zomwe ndidawapangira kuti azikonda, koma molingana ndi Chifuniro changa, osati chifuniro chawo.
Ndipo chifukwa chokonda ana amenewa ndimalera ana ena.
Kuwona ana akumwambawa akugwiritsa ntchito zinthu zachilengedwe
ndi gulu e
molingana ndi Chifuniro changa
kwa ine kukonzanso kokongola kopambana
kwa iwo omwe amagwiritsa ntchito zinthu zachilengedwe mwa Chifuniro changa.
Nanga munganene bwanji kuti muli zoipa mwa inu chifukwa cha zimene zikukuchitikirani? Ayi!
Cholakwika ndi chiyani ndikutenga Will wanga zinthu zapadziko lapansi zochulukirapo kapena zochepa? Palibe kanthu! Palibe choipa chomwe chimapezeka mu Will yanga.
Zonse zili bwino, ngakhale pakati pa zinthu zazing'ono kwambiri ".
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadandaula kudalitsa Yesu za kusauka kwanga, ndikumuuza kuti:
"Bwanji m'mbuyomu munandipatsa chisomo chochuluka, kubwera kudzandipachika pamodzi ndi inu, pomwe pano palibe chomwe chikuchitika?"
Yesu anandiuza kuti: “Mwana wanga, ukunena chiyani? Palibe chimene chikuchitikanso? Mabodza! Ukudzinyenga wekha!
Muyenera kudziwa
-kuti zonse zomwe ndimachita mu mzimu zimasindikizidwa ndi chisindikizo cha muyaya ndi
-kuti palibe mphamvu imene ingaletse chisomo changa kugwira ntchito m'moyo.
Chilichonse chimene ndachitira moyo wanu chikhalamo ndi kuchidyetsa mosalekeza.
Ngati ndinakupachika iwe, kupachikidwaku kudzakhalabe;
ndipo ichi kwa nthawi zonse ndidakupachika iwe. Ndimakonda kugwira ntchito m'miyoyo ndikusunga zomwe ndimachita.
Pambuyo pake, ndikupitiriza ntchito yanga popanda kukana zomwe ndinachita kale. Ndiye munganene bwanji kuti palibenso chikuchitika?
Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi
nthawi zachisoni kwambiri kotero kuti chilungamo changa chimafika pofika
-kutsekereza mizimu yomwe ikufuna kudzitengera kung'anima kwa chilungamo changa kuti isagwe m'dziko.
Ndiwo ozunzidwa kwambiri ndi Mtima wanga.
Koma dziko limandikakamiza kuti ndiwasunge pafupifupi osachita chilichonse. Komabe, uku sikungokhala chete.
Chifukwa, kukhala mu Chifuniro changa, miyoyo iyi imachita chilichonse,
-ngakhale akuwoneka kuti sakuchita kanthu.
Miyoyo iyi imakumbatira muyaya.
Koma, chifukwa cha kuipa kwake, dziko silitengerapo mwayi”.
M'mawa uno Yesu wanga wachifundo wabwera mwachidule.
Iye anali ndi chisoni kwambiri ndipo anali kulira. Ndinayamba kulira naye. Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, chomwe chimatipondereza kwambiri n'chiyani komanso kutipangitsa kulira kwambiri? Ndi mmene dziko lilili eti?" Ndinayankha: "Inde".
Iye anati:
"Ndi chifukwa chopatulika komanso popanda zofuna zathu. Koma ndani akuganiza zimenezo?
M'malo mwake. Amaseka chisoni chimene tili nacho chifukwa cha iwo. Ah! Zinthu zikungoyamba kumene:
Ndidzatsuka dziko lapansi ndi magazi awo.
Kenako ndinaona magazi ambiri akukhetsedwa ndipo ndinati:
"Ah! Yesu, ukutani? Yesu, ukutani?"
Ndidakhumudwa kwambiri ndi kusowa kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo, ndidapemphera ndikukonzekeretsa aliyense. Koma, mu mkwiyo wanga waukulu, ndinaganiza za ine ndekha kunena:
"Ndichitireni chifundo, Yesu, ndikhululukireni; kodi mwazi wanu ndi zowawa zanu zilinso za ine?
Yesu wachifundo wanga anandiuza ine mkati:
"Ah! Mwana wanga, ukunena chiyani? Poganizira iwe, ukubwerera m'mbuyo!
Monga eni ake, mumadzichepetsera kukhala womvetsa chisoni ngati wosewera!
Mtsikana wosauka!
Podziganizira wekha, umakhala wosauka.
Chifukwa, mu Chifuniro changa, ndinu eni ake ndipo mutha kutenga chilichonse chomwe mukufuna.
Ngati pali china chomwe mungachite mu Chifuniro changa, ndikupemphera ndikuwongolera ena ».
Ndikunena kwa Yesu:
"Yesu wanga wokoma kwambiri, kodi mumakonda kwambiri kuti iwo omwe amakhala mu Chifuniro chanu asadziganizire okha, koma adziganizire nokha? (Ndi funso lopusa bwanji!)
Iye anayankha:
“Ayi, sindidziganizira ndekha.
Amene akusowa chinachake amadziganizira okha. sindikusowa kanthu.
Ine ndine chiyero chokha, chisangalalo chokha, ukulu, kutalika ndi kuzama kwenikweni. Sindimaphonya kalikonse, palibe kalikonse.
Umunthu Wanga uli ndi zonse zomwe zingatheke komanso zomwe mungaganizire.
Ngati lingaliro libwera m'maganizo mwanga, ndi lingaliro laumunthu.
Umunthu watuluka mwa Ine ndipo ndikufuna kuti ubwerere kwa Ine.
Ndidayika m'mikhalidwe yanga yomweyi miyoyo yomwe ikufunadi kuchita Chifuniro changa.
Miyoyo iyi ndi imodzi ndi Ine.
Ndikuwapanga kukhala ambuye a chuma changa chifukwa mulibe ukapolo mu Will yanga:
-changa chili chawo;
- zomwe ndikufuna, zomwe akufuna.
Kotero ngati mzimu ukumva kufunikira kwa chinachake kwa iye, zikutanthauza
- zomwe siziri mu Chifuniro changa kapena,
- osachepera, imabwereranso, monga momwe mukuchitira pano.
Kodi sizikuwoneka zachilendo kwa inu kuti iye amene wasankha kukhala mmodzi ndi Ine, Ameneyo Will, amandipempha ine chifundo, chikhululukiro, mwazi, chifukwa cha zowawa, pamene ine ndamupanga iye mbuye wake wa chirichonse ndi ine?
sindikuona chifundo kapena chikhululukiro chimene ndingamuchitire, popeza ndamupatsa zonse.
Jaie azindimvera chisoni kapena andikhululukire zomwe sizingachitike.
Kotero, ndikupangirani inu
- osasiya Chifuniro changa e
- pitirizani kusaganizira za inu nokha, koma za ena.
Kupanda kutero udzakhala wosauka ndipo udzasowa chilichonse”.
Ndikupitirizabe m’masautso anga, ndinati mumtima mwanga:
"Sindimadzizindikiranso! Moyo wanga wokoma, uli kuti? Nditani kuti ndikupeze?
Popanda iwe, wokondedwa wanga, sindingapeze
-Kukongola komwe kumandikongoletsa,
-mphamvu zomwe zimandilimbitsa,
- moyo umene umandipatsa mphamvu.
Ndikusowa chilichonse, zonse zidafera ine.
Popanda inu moyo ndi wowawa kuposa imfa iliyonse: ndi imfa yosalekeza! Bwerani, o Yesu, sindingathenso kulilandira!
O Kuwala Kwakukulu, bwera, usandipangitse kudikiranso! Munandilola kuti ndigwire manja anu ndiyeno ndikayesera kukugwirani
mumachoka nthawi yomweyo.
Mundiwonetse mthunzi wanu.
Ndipo, mwamsanga pamene ine ndiyesera kuyang'ana pa ukulu mu mthunzi uwu
ndi kukongola kwa dzuwa langa Yesu, nditaya zonse, mthunzi ndi dzuwa.
O! Chonde chitirani chifundo! Mtima wanga uli mu zidutswa chikwi: Sindingathe kukhalanso ndi moyo. Ah! Ngati ndingathe kufa! "
Ndikunena izi, Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse adabwera mwachidule ndikundiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Ine ndiri pano, mwa inu.
Ngati mukufuna kudzizindikira nokha, bwerani kwa Ine, bwerani kuti mudzizindikire mwa Ine.
Ngati mudzadzizindikira nokha mwa Ine, mudzadziyika nokha mu dongosolo. Chifukwa mwa Ine mudzapeza chifaniziro chanu ngati Ine.
Mupeza zonse zomwe mungafune kuti musunge ndikukongoletsa chithunzichi.
Pamene udzizindikira wekha mwa Ine, udzazindikiranso mnzako mwa Ine.
Ndipo powona momwe ndimakukondera komanso momwe ndimakondera mnansi wako,
- mudzafika pamlingo wa Chikondi chenicheni chaumulungu ndi,
- mkati ndi kunja kwa inu, zonse zidzayikidwa mu dongosolo lenileni lomwe ndi dongosolo laumulungu.
Koma ngati muyesera kudzizindikira nokha,
choyamba, simudzadzizindikira nokha chifukwa mudzaphonya Kuwala kwaumulungu;
chachiwiri, mupeza zonse mozondoka:
zowawa, zofooka, mdima, zilakolako ndi zina zonse.
Izi ndizovuta zomwe mungapeze mkati ndi kunja kwanu.
Chifukwa zinthu zonsezi zidzakhala pankhondo
-osati motsutsana ndi inu nokha,
- komanso pakati pawo,
kudziwa kuti ndi iti yomwe ingakupwetekeni kwambiri.
Ndipo lingalirani mmene angakukhazikitsireni mogwirizana ndi mnansi wanu.
Sindikufuna kuti mudzizindikire nokha mwa Ine,
koma, ngati mufuna kudzikumbukira nokha, muyenera kubwera ndi kuchita mwa Ine.
Kupanda kutero, ngati muyesera kudzikumbukira nokha popanda Ine, mudzadzipweteka nokha kuposa zabwino. "
Zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti m'mawa uno Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse adabwera mwanjira yake yanthawi zonse. Ankawoneka wokondwa kundiwona komanso kukhala ndi ine kuyambira a
njira yodziwika bwino.
Kumuwona iye ali wabwino kwambiri, wokoma mtima ndi wochezeka, ndaiwala zovuta zanga zonse ndi kusowa kwanga. Pamene adavala chisoti chaminga chachikulu ndi chochindikala, ndinati kwa iye:
"Chikondi Changa Chokoma ndi Moyo Wanga, ndiwonetseni kuti mumandikonda nthawi zonse:
vula korona pamutu pako, nuveke pamutu panga ndi manja ako.
Mosachedwetsa anachotsa chisoticho m’mutu mwake n’kuchikankha ndi manja ake kuti chikhale changa. O! Ndinali wokondwa chotani nanga kukhala ndi minga ya Yesu pamutu panga, yakuthwa, inde, koma yokoma! Anandiyang'ana mwachifundo komanso mwachikondi.
Podziwona ndekha ndikuyang'aniridwa ndi Yesu, ndinati molimba mtima:
"Yesu Mtima wanga, minga siikwanira kuti nditsimikize kuti mumandikonda monga kale. Kodi inunso mulibe misomali yondikhomera nayo?
Posachedwa, o Yesu, usandisiye m’chikaiko
Chifukwa kukaikira kokha kuti simumakondedwa ndi inu nthawi zonse kumandipatsa imfa zosalekeza! Ndibayani!"
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndilibe misomali ndi ine, koma kuti ndikukhutiritse, ndikubaya ndi chitsulo."
+ Chotero anatenga manja anga n’kuwang’amba n’kumawang’amba, + ndipo anachitanso chimodzimodzi ndi mapazi anga.
Ndinamva ngati ndamizidwa mu nyanja ya ululu, komanso chikondi ndi kukoma.
Kwa ine zinkawoneka kuti Yesu sakanatha kuchotsa kuyang’ana kwake mwachikondi ndi mwachikondi. Anandiveka chofunda chake chaufumu, nandifunda, nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wokondedwa, tsopano siya kukayikira za chikondi changa pa iwe.
Ngati mundiona ndili ndi nkhawa, kapena ngati ndidutsa ngati mphezi, kapena nditakhala chete, kumbukirani kuti kukonzanso kamodzi kwa minga yanga ndi zikhadabo zanga ndizokwanira kutibwezera ku chiyanjano chathu chakale. Chifukwa chake sangalalani ndipo ndipitiliza kufalitsa miliri padziko lapansi. "
Amandiuzanso zinthu zina, koma kukula kwa ululu kumandilepheretsa kukumbukira bwino.
Kenako ndinadzipeza ndekha ndekha, wopanda Yesu.
Ndinatsanulira mwa Amayi anga okoma, ndikulira ndikuwapempha kuti abweretse Yesu.
Mayi anga anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wokondedwa, usalire.
Muyenera kuthokoza Yesu
- chifukwa cha momwe amachitira ndi inu e
- chifukwa cha chisomo chomwe amakupatsani, osakulolani kuti mutalikirane ndi Chifuniro Chake Chopatulika mu nthawi za chilango.
Sakanakhoza kukupatsani chisomo chokulirapo. "
Yesu anabwera ndipo ataona kuti ndinali kulira, anandiuza kuti:
"Mwalira?"
Ndinamuuza kuti:
“Ndinalira limodzi ndi amayi
Sindinalire ndi wina aliyense ndipo ndidachita chifukwa iwe kunalibe."
Anatenga manja anga m'manja mwake ndikuchepetsa kuvutika kwanga.
Kenako anandionetsa makwerero awiri akuluakulu olumikiza dziko lapansi ndi thambo.
Pamasitepe amodzi panali anthu ambiri ndipo pa masitepe enawo anali ochepa.
Makwerero amene panali anthu ochepa anali golide wolimba ndipo ankawoneka ngati anthu amene analipo anali Yesu wina.
Makwerero enawo ankawoneka ngati opangidwa ndi matabwa ndipo, ponena za anthu omwe analipo, pafupifupi onse anali aafupi komanso osatukuka.
Yesu anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, iwo omwe amakhala moyo wanga amakwera makwerero a golidi ndinganene kuti ndi mapazi anga, manja anga, Mtima wanga, ndekha: ndi ine ndekha.
Iwo ali chirichonse kwa Ine ndipo Ine ndine moyo wawo.
Zochita zawo zonse ndi zagolide komanso zamtengo wapatali, popeza ndi zaumulungu. Palibe amene angafikire kutalika kwake chifukwa ndi Moyo wanga.
Pafupifupi palibe amene akuwadziwa chifukwa abisika mwa Ine, ndipo adzadziwika ku Paradiso kokha.
Pali miyoyo yambiri pamasitepe amatabwa .
Ndi mizimu yoyenda m’njira ya makhalidwe abwino.
Izi ndizabwino, koma mizimu iyi sinagwirizane ndi Moyo wanga ndipo imalumikizidwa mosalekeza ku Chifuniro changa. Magawo awo ndi amatabwa ndipo, motero, alibe phindu.
Miyoyo iyi ndi yotsika, pafupifupi kuwonda,
chifukwa zolinga za anthu zimatsagana ndi ntchito zawo zabwino.
Zolinga zaumunthu sizimapanga kukula.
Mizimu iyi imadziwika ndi aliyense
chifukwa sizibisika mwa Ine, koma mwa iwo okha. Sadzabweretsa zozizwa Kumwamba.
chifukwa ankadziwikanso padziko lapansi.
Chifukwa chake, mwana wanga, ndikufuna iwe kwathunthu m'moyo wanga wopanda chilichonse mwako .
Ndikukupatsirani anthu omwe mumawadziwa
kuti ndikhale wolimba komanso wokhazikika pamlingo wa Moyo wanga.
Zonse zikhale za ulemerero wake.
Lero m’mawa, pamene Yesu wanga wabwino anabwera, anandimanga ndi ulusi wagolide nati:
“Mwana wanga, sindikufuna kukumanga ndi zingwe ndi unyolo.
Unyolo wachitsulo ndi maunyolo ndi a opanduka osati a anthu ofatsa
kuti mukufuna Chifuniro changa chokha monga moyo ndi Chikondi changa chokha monga chakudya. Kwa iwo, ulusi wosavuta ndi wokwanira.
Nthawi zambiri sindigwiritsa ntchito ngakhale ulusi.
Miyoyo iyi ili mwakuya mwa Ine mwakuti imakhala imodzi ndi Ine. Ndipo ngati ndigwiritsa ntchito ulusi, ndikusangalala nawo kwambiri."
Pomwe Yesu wanga wokondedwa amandigwira, ndidadziwona ndekha m'nyanja yopanda malire ya Chifuniro chake, motero, mwa zolengedwa zonse.
Ndinayenda m’maganizo a Yesu, m’maso mwake, m’kamwa mwake, m’mtima mwake, ndiponso m’maganizo mwake, m’maso ndi m’zolengedwa zina zonse, ndikuchita zonse zimene Yesu anachita. O! Momwe munthu amakumbatira chilichonse akakhala ndi Yesu, palibe amene amachotsedwa!
Anandiuza kuti:
"Aliyense amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa amakumbatira chirichonse, amapempherera ndi kukonza aliyense. Iye amanyamula mwa iye yekha chikondi chimene ndili nacho kwa aliyense. Iye amaposa ena onse ".
Ndinali nditawerenga kuti anthu amene sayesedwa sakondedwa kwa Mulungu.
Ndipo popeza zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti kwa nthawi yayitali sindikudziwa kuti yesero ndi chiyani,
Ndinamuuza Yesu za izo.
Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, aliyense amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa sangayesedwe.
chifukwa mdierekezi alibe mphamvu zolowa chifuniro changa.
Komanso, iye sakanafuna kutenga chiopsezo ndi mfundo
- kuti Chifuniro changa ndi Kuwala ndi
-kuti, chifukwa cha kuwalako, mzimu udzazindikira zinyengo zake posachedwa ndikumunyoza. Adani sakonda kusekedwa, ndi zoyipa kwambiri kwa iye kuposa gehena yomwe. Chitani chilichonse kuti mukhale kutali ndi mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa.
Yesani kutuluka mu Chifuniro changa ndipo muwona kuti adani angati adzasungunuke pa inu. Aliyense amene ali mu chifuniro changa anyamula mbendera ya chigonjetso pamwamba.
Ndipo palibe mdani amene angalimbane naye.
Masiku ano kwa ine zinkawoneka kuti Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawizonse amafuna kulankhula nane.
za Chifuniro Chake Choyera. Iye ankabwera, kunena mawu ochepa ndi kuchoka nthawi yomweyo. Ndikukumbukira nthawi ina anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, kwa amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
Ndikumva kuti ndili ndi udindo wopereka zabwino zanga, kukongola kwanga, mphamvu zanga, mwachidule, zonse zomwe ndili.
Ngati sindikanatero, Ndikanadzikana Ine ndekha.”
Nthawi inanso, ndiye
-kuti ndinali kuwerenga za kuopsa kwa chiweruzo chomaliza e
-kuti ndinamva chisoni kwambiri, Yesu wokondedwa wanga anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, bwanji ukufuna kundimvetsa chisoni?"
Ndinayankha:
"Sizili kwa inu kukhala achisoni, zili ndi ine."
Iye anati:
"Aa! Simukufuna kumvetsetsa kuti mzimu ukakhala mu Chifuniro changa
- kumva chisoni, chisoni kapena china chilichonse chomwe chimakuvutitsani,
kodi kuzunzika kwake kumagwera pa Ine ndipo ndikumva ngati kuti ndi kwanga?
Kwa mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa nditha kunena:
"Malamulo sali anu, palibe chiweruzo kwa inu."
Ndikadafuna kuweruza munthu woteroyo, ndikanakhala ngati munthu wodzichitira yekha zoipa. M'malo moyenera kuweruzidwa, mzimu uwu umapeza ufulu woweruza ena ".
Iye anawonjezera kuti: “ Chifuniro chabwino cha moyo wochita zabwino chimalamulira Mtima wanga .
Mphamvu zake ndi zazikulu moti zimandikakamiza kuti ndimupatse zomwe akufuna. "
Kenako, funso linadza kwa ine:
"Kodi Yesu amakonda chiyani kwambiri: chikondi kapena chifuniro chake?"
Anandiuza kuti:
"Chifuniro Changa chiyenera kukhala patsogolo pa chirichonse. Dziwoneni nokha:
- muli ndi thupi ndi mzimu,
-unapangidwa ndi luntha, mnofu, mafupa, mitsempha, koma sunapangidwe ndi nsangalabwi yozizira, ulinso ndi kutentha.
Luntha, thupi, mnofu, mafupa ndi misempha ndi Chifuniro changa, pamene kutentha mu moyo ndi Chikondi.
Yang'anani pa lawi ndi moto: ndizo Chifuniro changa. Pomwe kutentha komwe amatulutsa ndi Chikondi.
Chinthucho ndi Chifuniro changa ndipo zotsatira za chinthuchi ndi Chikondi. Awiriwo ndi ogwirizana kwambiri moti wina sangakhale wopanda wina.
Pamene mzimu umakhala ndi zofunikira za Chifuniro changa, ndipamenenso umapanga Chikondi chochuluka ".
Ndinamizidwa mwa Yesu ndipo ndinali kuganiza za kukhudzika kwake , makamaka zimene anavutika m’mundamo .
Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, Chilakolako changa choyamba chinali cha Chikondi.
Chifukwa choyamba chimene munthu amachimwira ndicho kupanda chikondi. Kusowa Chikondi kumeneku kunandipangitsa kuvutika kwambiri kuposa china chilichonse, kumandiphwanya kwambiri kuposa ndikanakhala nditaphwanyidwa. Anandipatsa imfa zambiri monga pali zolengedwa zomwe zimalandira moyo.
Chilakolako chachiwiri chinali chakuti machimo . Uchimo umasocheretsa Mulungu pa ulemerero wake.
Kuonjezera apo, kuti akonzenso ulemerero umene analandidwa Mulungu chifukwa cha uchimo, Atate anandipangitsa ine kumva zowawa chifukwa cha machimo;
Ndavutika ndi zilakolako zambiri monga momwe iye anachitira machimo ndikuwachita mpaka mapeto a dziko lapansi. Chotero ulemerero wa Atate unabwezeretsedwa. Tchimo limatulutsa kufooka mwa munthu. Ndinkafuna kumva zowawa zanga pa manja a Ayuda - chilakolako changa chachitatu - kubwezeretsa kwa munthu mphamvu yake yotayika.
Chifukwa chake, kudzera mu Chilakolako changa cha Chikondi , Chikondi chabwezeretsedwa ndikubwezeredwa kumlingo wake woyenera.
Kupyolera mu Chilakolako changa cha machimo , ulemerero wa Atate wabwezeretsedwa ndikubwezeredwa pamlingo wake.
Chifukwa chilakolako changa chinavutika ndi Ayuda , mphamvu za zolengedwa zinabwezeretsedwa ndikubwezeredwa pamlingo wake.
Ndinamva zowawa zonse ku Munda:
- mkate wambiri,
- kufa kwambiri,
- spasms zoopsa.
Zonse izi mu Chifuniro cha Atate ».
Kenako ndinasinkhasinkha za nthaŵi imene Yesu wanga wabwino anaponyedwa mumtsinje wa Kidroni.
Anadzionetsa yekha mumkhalidwe womvetsa chisoni, wonyowetsedwa ndi madzi onyansa ameneŵa.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, kulenga moyo,
Ndinachiphimba ndi chovala chowala ndi chokongola,
Koma tchimo limachotsa chofunda ichi ndikuchiika m'malo mwake ndi chobvala chamdima ndi chonyansa chomwe chimachipangitsa kukhala chonyansa ndi chowawitsa.
Kuti ndichotse chovala chachisonichi pa moyo wanga, ndinalola Ayuda kundiponya mumtsinje wa Kidroni;
-kumene ndinakhala ngati wokutidwa m'kati ndi kunja, popeza madzi obvundawa adalowanso m'makutu mwanga, ndi m'mphuno, ndi pakamwa panga.
Ayuda ananyansidwa kundigwira. Ah! Kukonda zolengedwa kwanditengera ndalama zochuluka bwanji, mpaka kundidwalitsa, ngakhale kwa Ine ndekha!”
M'mawa uno Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse adabwera mwachidule ndikundiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga , mzimu womwe suchita Chifuniro changa siwoyenera kukhala padziko lapansi. Moyo wake ulibe tanthauzo komanso wopanda cholinga.
Ndipo bwanji
-mtengo umene umalephera kubala zipatso kapenanso kupatsa zipatso zapoizoni
amene adziikira yekha poyizoni, ndi kupha iwo amene adya mosasamala, mtengo wosachita kanthu koma kulanda mlimi.
amene amakumba mopweteka dziko mozungulira.
Motero mzimu umene suchita Chifuniro changa umadzisungabe m’maganizo ondibera . Ndipo kuba kwake kumasanduka poizoni.
Zimandibera zipatso za Chilengedwe, Chiombolo ndi Chiyeretso. Amandiba
- dzuwa,
-chakudya chomwe amatenga,
- mpweya umene umapuma,
-madzi othetsa ludzu,
-moto umene ukutenthetsa e
-nthaka imene amayendapo.
Chifukwa zonsezi ndi za miyoyo yomwe imachita chifuniro changa.
Chirichonse chimene chiri changa ndi cha miyoyo iyi.
Mzimu umene suchita chifuniro changa ulibe ufulu. Nthawi zonse ndimaona kuti akundibera.
Ayenera kuwonedwa ngati mlendo wosayenera ndipo, chifukwa chake, ayenera kumangidwa ndi kuponyedwa m'ndende yamdima kwambiri. "
Izi zitati, Yesu anazimiririka ngati mphezi.
Tsiku lina anabwera ndipo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ukufuna kudziwa kusiyana kwa Will wanga ndi Chikondi?
Chifuniro changa ndi dzuwa ndipo Chikondi ndi moto.
Monga dzuwa, Will wanga safuna chakudya.
Kuwala Kwake ndi Kutentha Kwake sikuwonjezeka kapena kuchepetsedwa.
Kufuna Kwanga kumakhala kofanana nthawi zonse ndipo Kuwala kwake kumakhala koyera nthawi zonse.
Moto, kumbali ina , chizindikiro cha Chikondi , chiyenera kudyetsedwa ndi nkhuni ndipo, ngati chikusowa, chikhoza kufota mpaka chitatha.
Moto ukuwonjezeka kapena kuchepa malinga ndi nkhuni zomwe zikudyetsedwa. Chifukwa chake, zimatengera kusakhazikika.
Kuwala Kwake kumakhala pachiwopsezo chakuda ndikusakanikirana ndi utsi ngati sikumayendetsedwa ndi Chifuniro changa ".
Kupitilira muzochita zanga komanso nditalandira Mgonero Woyera, Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, Chifuniro changa ndi cha moyo chomwe opiamu ndi thupi.
Wodwala wosauka amene ayenera kuchitidwa opaleshoni, monga kudulidwa mwendo kapena mkono, amagona ndi opiamu.
Choncho, samamva kukonzekera kwa ululu ndipo akadzuka, opaleshoni imachitidwa.
Sanavutike kwambiri chifukwa cha opiamu.
Momwemonso ndi Chifuniro changa: opiamu yomwe imagona ndi ya moyo
nzeru
kudzikonda wekha,
kudzidalira, e
zonse zomwe ndi munthu.
Sichilola
- kukhumudwa, kuipitsidwa. kuzunzika, kapena kuwawa kwamkati kulowa mkati mwa moyo
-chifukwa amamusunga m'tulo.
Komabe moyo umakhalabe ndi zotsatirapo ndi zoyenerera zomwezo, monga ngati kuti wamva kwambiri mazunzo ameneŵa.
Ndi kusiyana kumodzi kwakukulu, ngakhale:
opiamu iyenera kugulidwa ndipo munthuyo sangathe kumwa pafupipafupi. Ngati amamwa pafupipafupi, kapena tsiku lililonse, amasokonezeka, makamaka ngati ali wofooka pamalamulo.
Opium ya Chifuniro changa , kumbali ina, ndi yaulere ndipo mzimu ukhoza kutenga nthawi iliyonse.
Pamene amatenga kwambiri, m'pamenenso chifukwa chake chimawunikiridwa. Ngati ili yofooka, imapeza Mphamvu Yaumulungu."
Pambuyo pake, ndinawoneka ngati ndikuwona anthu ondizungulira. Ndikunena kwa Yesu: "Ndine yani?"
Adayankha: “Awa ndi omwe ndidawasungitsa Kale
Ndikufuna kupanga ubale pakati pa iwe ndi iwo kuti nthawi zonse ukhale nawo pafupi ndi Ine. "
Iye analoza ku imodzi mwapadera. Ndikunena kwa Yesu:
"Aa! Yesu, mwaiwala mazunzo anga aakulu ndi kupanda kwanga, ndipo ndikusowa chilichonse! Nditani?"
Iye anayankha:
“Mwana wanga, sudzachita chilichonse, monga sunachitepo kalikonse.
Ine ndidzalankhula ndi kuchita mwa iwe: Ndidzayankhula ndi pakamwa pako.
Ngati mukufuna komanso ngati anthu awa ali ndi malingaliro abwino, ndichita chilichonse.
Ndipo ngati ndiyenera kukugona mu Will yanga, ndidzakudzutsa nthawi ikadzakwana ndipo ndidzakupangitsa kuti ulankhule nawo.
Ndidzasangalala ndikamva mukulankhula za Chifuniro changa,
- mwina mukudzuka kapena mukugona.'
Ndilemba zinthu zina zimene Yesu anandiuza m’masiku otsiriza. Ndikukumbukira, pamene ndinali kudzimva wozizira ndi wosayanjanitsika, ndinali kuchita zomwe ndinachita. Ndinaganiza ndekha :
"Ndani anganene kuchuluka kwa ulemerero umene ndimapereka kwa Yesu pamene ndikumva zosiyana ndi zomwe ndikumva tsopano?"
Yesu anandiuza kuti:
" Mwana wanga,
-Pamene mzimu upemphera mwaukali, ndifukiza ndi utsi umene umanditumiza.
-akamapemphera akumva kuzizidwa koma osalora kulowa
zonse zachilendo kwa ine ndi zofukiza zopanda utsi zomwe zimanditumizira. Ndimakonda onse awiri. Koma ndimakonda zofukiza zopanda utsi kwambiri,
chifukwa kusuta nthawi zonse kumayambitsa vuto la maso ». Pamene ndinapitiriza kuzizidwa, Yesu wanga wabwino anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, mu Volition yanga ayezi ndi wotentha kwambiri kuposa moto. Zomwe zingakusangalatseni kwambiri: kuwona
-Ayisi amawotcha ndikuwononga chilichonse chokhudza kapena
-Kodi moto umasandutsa zinthu kukhala moto? Ndithudi ayezi.
Ah! Mwana wanga, mu Chifuniro changa zinthu zimasintha m'chilengedwe.
Kotero mu Chifuniro changa ayezi ali ndi ukoma wowononga zonse zomwe sizili zoyenera ku Chiyero changa, kupangitsa moyo kukhala wangwiro, wopanda chilema ndi woyera molingana ndi kukoma kwanga osati molingana ndi kukoma kwake.
Umo ndimomwemo ndi khungu la zolengedwa ngakhalenso kwa anthu oyesedwa abwino.
Pamene akumva kuzizira, kufooka, kuponderezedwa, etc.:
- amamva bwino kwambiri,
-Mochuluka amabwerera ku chifuniro chawo, kupanga labyrinth kuti alowe m'mavuto awo,
m'malo modumphira mu Chifuniro changa, komwe angapeze
- moto wozizira,
-tsoka-chuma
kufooka-mphamvu,
- kuponderezana-chisangalalo.
Ndicholinga choti ndipangitse moyo kukhala woyipa, kuupereka mosiyana ndi momwe umamvera.
Komabe, posafuna kumvetsetsa izi kamodzi kokha,
zolengedwa zipangitsa zopanga zanga kukhala zopanda pake. Ukhungu bwanji! Ukhungu bwanji!”
Tsiku lina Yesu anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga , onani momwe moyo womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa umadyetsedwa ". Anandionetsa dzuŵa limene limatsegula cheza chosaŵerengeka.
Kunali kowala kwambiri kotero kuti dzuŵa lathu lanthaŵi zonse limangokhala mthunzi pafupi nalo. Miyoyo ina yomwe inkasamba m’kuwala kwa dzuŵali inamwa madzi ake ngati mabere.
Ngakhale kuti miyoyo imeneyi inkaoneka yosagwira ntchito konse, ntchito yonse yaumulungu inali kuchitidwa ndi iwo. Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse anawonjezera kuti:
"Kodi mwawona chisangalalo cha miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi momwe ntchito zanga zimachitikira kudzera mwa iwo?
Moyo umene ukhala mu Chifuniro changa udzidyetsa ndi Kuunika, ndiko kuti, ndi Ine, ndipo ngakhale suchita kalikonse, umachita chilichonse.
Chilichonse chomwe akuganiza, kuchita kapena kunena, izi ndi zotsatira za chakudya chomwe amatenga, ndiye kuti chipatso cha Chifuniro changa ".
Kupitilira mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndidapemphera kwa Yesu wokondedwa wanga kuti akhale wachifundo kuti agawane nane masautso ake. Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Chifuniro changa ndi opium ya moyo ,
koma opium yanga kwa Ine ndi moyo wosiyidwa mu Chifuniro changa .
Opium wa mzimu umalepheretsa
- minga yondibaya,
- misomali yondibaya,
-zilonda zondivutitsa.
Chilichonse chimakwera mwa Ine, chirichonse chimagona.
Ndiye ngati munandipatsa opiamu, mungafune bwanji kuti ndikugawireni masautso anga? Ngati ndilibe nazo kwa ine, ndilibe ngakhale kwa inu. "
Ndinamuuza kuti:
“Aa! Yesu, mwachita bwino kubwera kwa ine ndi izi!
Mumandiseka potenga mawu omwe amakulolani kuti musandikhutiritse! "
Iye anayankha:
"Ayi, ayi, ndiko kulondola.
Ndikufuna opiamu yambiri ndipo ndikufuna kuti musiyidwe kwathunthu mwa Ine.
kotero kuti sindikuzindikiranso monga iwe mwini, koma monga ine ndekha, ndi kuti ndikuuzeni inu kuti ndinu moyo wanga, thupi langa, mafupa anga .
Panthawi imeneyi, ndimafunikira opium wambiri.
Pakuti ndikadzuka ndidzatsanulira zilango zambiri.”
Kenako anasowa.
Adabwerako posachedwa ndikuwonjezera kuti:
"Mwana wanga, zomwe zimachitika mlengalenga nthawi zambiri zimachitikira miyoyo.
Chifukwa cha fungo loipa lotuluka padziko lapansi, mpweya umakhala wolemera ndipo mphepo yabwino imafunika kuchotsa fungo loipali.
Kenako, mpweya utayeretsedwa ndipo mphepo yothandiza yayamba kuwomba.
timasangalala kukhalabe otsegula pakamwa kuti tigwiritse ntchito bwino mpweya woyeretsedwawu.
Zomwezo zimachitikanso ku moyo. Nthawi zambiri
- kusasamala,
- kudzidalira,
- ego ndi
-Chilichonse chomwe ndi munthu chimalemetsa mpweya wa mzimu.
Ndipo ndimakakamizidwa kutumiza mphepo
-kuzizira,
-mayesero,
-kuuma,
- miseche, kotero kuti iwo
-yeretsa mpweya,
- yeretsani mzimu e
- kuzibwezera mu kupanda pake.
Palibe chimene chimatsegula chitseko cha zonse, kwa Mulungu, amene amautsa mphepo yonunkhiza.
Kuti, kusunga pakamwa pako,
mzimu ukhoza kusangalala bwino ndi mpweya wopindulitsa umenewu kaamba ka kuyeretsedwa kwake. "
Ndidadzimva kusakhutira pang'ono ndikusowa kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo yemwe adabwera mwachidule ndikundiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ukutani?" Ine ndine chikwaniritso cha zokhutitsidwa.
Ndili mwa inu ndipo ndikumva kusakhutira. Ndikuzindikira kuti zikuchokera kwa inu
Ndipo, chotero, ine sindiri kwathunthu kuzindikira ndekha mwa inu
Kunena zoona, kusakhutira ndi mbali ya umunthu wa munthu osati umunthu waumulungu.
Ndichifuniro changa kuti zomwe zili umunthu zisakhalenso mwa inu, koma zomwe zili zaumulungu."
Kenako, pamene ndinali kuganiza za Amayi anga okoma , Yesu anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, malingaliro a Passion anga sanawasiye Amayi anga okondedwa. Ichi ndichifukwa chake adadzazidwa ndi Ine kwathunthu.
Zomwezo zimachitikanso ku moyo: mwa kusaganizira zomwe ndamva zowawa, zimadza kudzadzidza ndi Ine kwathunthu ".
Zonse ndidasautsidwa ndi kusowa kwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa.
Anabwera kumbuyo ndikundiyika dzanja lake pakamwa panga ndikutulutsa zofunda pakama zomwe zidali pafupi kwambiri zomwe zidandilepheretsa kupuma momasuka.
Anandiuza kuti: "Mwana wanga, moyo umene umakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi mpweya wanga. Mpweya wanga uli ndi mpweya wonse wa zolengedwa zonse. Choncho ndikuwongolera mpweya wa zonse kuchokera ku mzimu uwu.
Ndicho chifukwa chake ndinasiya mapepala.
Chifukwa nanenso ndimapuma mwamanyazi."
Ndinauza Yesu kuti: “Aa, Yesu, ukunena chiyani?
M’malo mwake, ndikuona kuti mwandisiya ndipo mwaiwala malonjezo anu onse!”
Iye anayankha kuti: “Mwana wanga, usanene zimenezo.
Mukundikhumudwitsa Ine ndikundikakamiza kuti ndikupangitseni kumva tanthauzo la kusiyidwa ndi Ine."
Ndi kukoma kwakukulu anawonjezera kuti:
"Aliyense amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa akuwonetsa momveka bwino kuti,
M’moyo wanga wa padziko lapansi, ngakhale kuti ndinkaoneka ngati munthu, ndinali ndidakali Mwana wokondedwa wa Atate wanga wokondedwa.
Chifukwa chake mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa umasunga chophimba cha umunthu, ngakhale Munthu Wanga Wosalekanitsidwa ndi Utatu Woyera ali mmenemo.
Ndipo Mulungu amati: “Uwu ndi mzimu wina umene timausunga padziko lapansi.
Chifukwa chomukonda, timathandizira dziko lapansi, chifukwa limalowa m'malo mwathu chilichonse ".
M'mawa uno Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse adabwera ndipo, akundikakamiza pamtima pake, adati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, mzimu womwe umaganizira za Chilakolako changa nthawi zonse umapanga gwero mu mtima mwake.
Mukamaganizira kwambiri za Passion yanga, gwero ili limakula kwambiri. Madzi a m’kasupe’yu ndi a aliyense.
Motero gwero ili likuyenda kaamba ka ulemerero wanga ndi ubwino wa moyo uwu ndi miyoyo ina yonse”.
Ndinamuuza kuti:
"Ndiuzeni, Mulungu wanga, Mudzawapatsa mphotho yanji amene achita Maola a masautso monga momwe mudandiphunzitsira?"
Iye anayankha:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Ndidzawalingalira Maola awa osati monga adachitira iwo, koma monga adachitira ine.
Malinga ndi malingaliro awo, ndidzawapatsa zomwezo komanso zotsatira zomwezo ngati kuti ndavutika ndi chilakolako changa.
Izi, ngakhale pa moyo wawo wapadziko lapansi.
Sindinathe kuwapatsa mphotho yokulirapo.
Ndiye, Kumwamba, ndidzaika miyoyo iyi patsogolo panga
Ndipo ndidzawaponyera mivi yachikondi ndi yokhutira nthawi zambiri monga Maola a Chilakolako changa achitira. Ndipo adzabwezera.
Zidzakhala matsenga okoma bwanji kwa onse odalitsika! "
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
"Chikondi changa ndi moto, koma osati moto wakuthupi womwe umatsitsa zinthu kukhala phulusa. Moto wanga umapatsa mphamvu ndikuwongolera.
Ndipo ngati idya chinachake, ndi chirichonse chimene sichiri chopatulika.
- zilakolako, zokonda ndi malingaliro omwe si abwino. Ubwino wa moto wanga ndi uwu: kuwotcha zoipa ndi kupereka moyo kwa zabwino.
Ngati mzimu sumva chizolowezi choipa mmenemo, dziwani kuti moto wanga uli mmenemo.
Koma ngati amva moto wosakanikirana ndi zoipa mwa iye yekha, akhoza kukayika kuti ndi moto wanga weniweniwo.
Pamene ndinali kupemphera, ndinalingalira za nthaŵi imene
Yesu anasiya Amayi ake Oyera mtima kuti apite kukavutika ndi zowawa zake . Ndinaganiza:
"Zinatheka bwanji kuti Yesu adzilekanitse ndi Amayi ake okondedwa, ndipo amayi ake ndi Yesu?"
Wodala Yesu anandiuza ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
sipakanakhoza kukhala kulekana pakati pa Ine ndi Amayi anga okoma. Kupatukana kunali koonekeratu.
Panali mgwirizano pakati pa iye ndi ine.
Kuphatikizika uku kunali kotero kuti ndinakhala naye ndipo iye ndi ine. Tinganene kuti panali mtundu wa bilocation.
15. Ndipo imaichitikiranso mizimu ikakhala pamodzi Ndi Ine, ngati ukupemphera.
Amalola kuti pemphero lilowe m'miyoyo yawo ngati moyo;
- mtundu wa kuphatikizika ndi kugawanika kumachitika.
Ndikuwatenga ndi Ine kulikonse kumene ine ndiri ndipo ndimakhala nawo.
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
sungathe kumvetsa bwino lomwe mayi anga okondedwa anali kwa ine.
Kubwera ku dziko lapansi, sindikadakhala popanda Kumwamba, ndipo Kumwamba kwanga kunali Mayi anga.
Panali mtundu wina wa magetsi pakati pa iye ndi ine, kotero iye sanaganize kuti sanali kundichotsa m’maganizo mwanga.
Zomwe adapeza kuchokera kwa ine:
mawu, - chifuniro, - zokhumba, - zochita, - manja, etc.
iye anapanga dzuŵa, nyenyezi ndi mwezi wa Kumwamba uku, anawonjezera ku zokondweretsa zonse zotheka
kuti cholengedwacho chingandipatse ine ndi kuti chingasangalale nacho chokha.
O! Ndinasangalala chotani nanga m’paradaiso ameneyu! Ndinapindula chotani nanga pa chilichonse!
Ma kiss omwe amandipatsa anali ndi ma kiss a zolengedwa zonse.
"Ndinamva amayi anga okoma kulikonse:
-Ndinazimva m'malo mwanga ndipo, ngati ndidagwira ntchito, zidafewetsa ntchito yanga.
Ndinazimva mu Mtima wanga ndipo, ngati ndimamva kuwawa, zimakometsera kuvutika kwanga. -Ndinazimva m'mapazi anga ndipo, ngati ndatopa, zimandipatsa mphamvu ndikupumula.
Ndipo ndani anganene momwe ndimamvera panthawi ya Chilakolako changa? Ndi chikwapu chilichonse,
pa pulagi iliyonse,
pa bala lililonse,
ndi dontho lililonse la magazi anga,
Ndinamva, ndikukwaniritsa ntchito yake monga Mayi weniweni. Ah!
- ngati mizimu idandipatsa chilichonse,
-ngati adakoka chilichonse ndi ine,
miyamba ingati ndi amayi angati omwe ndingakhale nawo padziko lapansi!
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse pamene Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawizonse anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndikufuna mwa iwe
- kudya kwenikweni,
- osati zongoganiza, koma zoona,
ngakhale atachita m'njira yosavuta.
Tiyerekeze kuti muli ndi ganizo lomwe silili la Ine, ndiye kuti muyenera kulisiya ndi kulisiya ndi lingaliro laumulungu. Choncho,
mudzakhala mutadya maganizo anu aumunthu kuti mupindule ndi moyo wa maganizo aumulungu.
chimodzimodzi,
- ngati diso likufuna kuyang'ana chinachake chimene ndikupepesa kapena sichikunena za Ine ndipo mzimu usiya pa izi;
chimawononga masomphenya ake aumunthu ndikupeza moyo wa masomphenya aumulungu. Choncho kwa moyo wanu wonse.
O! Momwe ndimamvera miyoyo yatsopano yaumulungu iyi
- yendani mwa Ine, - khalani nawo muzonse zomwe ndikuchita!
Ndimakonda miyoyo imeneyi kotero kuti ndimasiya zonse chifukwa chowakonda. Miyoyo iyi ndi yoyamba ndisanakhale Ine.
Ndikawadalitsa, ena amadalitsidwa kudzera mwa iwo.
Ndiwo oyamba kupindula ndi Zisomo zanga ndi Chikondi Changa. Ndipo kudzera mwa iwo ena amalandira chisomo changa ndi chikondi changa”.
Pamene ndinali kupemphera, ndinalowa nawo
- maganizo anga ku maganizo a Yesu,
-maso anga m'maso mwa Yesu, ndi zina zotero,
ndi cholinga chochita zimene Yesu amachita
- ndi maganizo ake, maso ake, pakamwa pake, mtima wake, etc.
Zinkawoneka kwa ine kuti maganizo a Yesu, maso ake, ndi zina zotero. kufalikira kwa ubwino wa onse.
Zinawonekanso kwa ine kuti inenso, wogwirizana ndi Yesu, ndinali kudzifalitsa ndekha kaamba ka ubwino wa onse.
Ndinali ngati, "Ndikusinkhasinkha kotani! Aa! Sindilinso wabwino pa chilichonse!
Sindingathenso kuganizira kalikonse!
Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ukunena chiyani? Ukumva chisoni ndi izi? M'malo movutika, uyenera kusangalala.
Chifukwa pamene mudasinkhasinkha ndi kupanga malingaliro okongola,
-wangokwatira pang'ono makhalidwe ndi makhalidwe anga. Pakadali pano, chinthu chokhacho chomwe mungachite ndi
-Kulumikizana ndikuzindikirika ndi Ine, kunditenga Ine kwathunthu.
Palibe chabwino mukakhala nokha,
mumachita bwino pa chilichonse mukakhala ndi ine.
Ndiye mukufuna zabwino zonse.
Kugwirizana kwanu ndi malingaliro anga kumapereka moyo ku malingaliro opatulika mwa zolengedwa, mgwirizano wanu m'maso mwanga umapereka moyo kwa zoyera za zolengedwa,
chigwirizano chanu ndi mkamwa mwanga chipatsa moyo mawu opatulika a zolengedwa, mgwirizano wanu
kwa Mtima wanga, ku zofuna zanga,
m'manja mwanga, ku mapazi anga,
kugunda kwa mtima wanga kumapereka miyoyo yambiri.
Iyi ndi miyoyo yoyera,
-chifukwa mphamvu yakulenga ili ndi Ine ndi
-chifukwa mzimu womwe uli ndi ine umalenga ndikuchita chilichonse chomwe ndikufuna.
Mgwirizano uwu wapakati pa inu ndi Ine, kuchokera ku lingaliro kupita ku lingaliro, kuchokera kumtima kupita kumtima, etc.,
zimapanga mwa inu mpaka pamlingo waukulu Moyo wa Chifuniro changa ndi Moyo wa Chikondi changa.
Pakuti moyo uwu wa Chifuniro changa Atate amapangidwa ndipo,
kudzera mu Moyo wa Chikondi changa Mzimu Woyera umapangidwa.
Kudzera muzochita, mawu, ntchito, malingaliro ndi chilichonse chochokera ku chifuniro ndi chikondi ichi, Mwana amapangidwa.
Kotero uwu ndi Utatu mu moyo wanu.
Chifukwa chake, ngati tikufuna kugwira ntchito, ndizosasamala kuti timagwira ntchito
-kuchokera ku Utatu Kumwamba, kapena
-kuchokera ku Utatu mu moyo wanu padziko lapansi.
Ndichifukwa chake ndimasunga china chilichonse kutali ndi inu ,
-ngakhale zili zoyera ndi zabwino,
kuti ndithe kukupatsani chopambana ndi chopatulika, ndiye ine , ndi
kuti athe kukupangani Inu Mwini wina ,
-utali wothekera kwa cholengedwa.
sindikuganiza kuti udzadandaulanso eti?"
Ine ndinati, “Aa!
Yesu anabwerezanso kuti: “Imani, imani!
Mukufuna kupita patali kwambiri m'malingaliro anu aumwini. Ndiganizireni, ndipo Inenso ndidzasamalira zoipa zanu. Mwamvetsa?"
Moyo umene ulibe chikhumbo cha zabwino umamva ngati nseru ndi kunyansidwa ndi zabwino. Choncho ndikukanira kwa Mulungu.
Pamene ndinali kupemphera, ndinaona mwa ine Yesu wanga wachifundo ndi
Miyoyo yambiri yondizinga yomwe inati: "Ambuye, mwaika zonse mu mzimu uwu!"
Anatembenukira kwa ine, anandiuza kuti:
“ Popeza Yesu ali mwa inu, ndipo ali nazo zonse zimene ali nazo, tengani katunduyo ndi kundipatsa ine.”
Ndinasokonezeka ndipo Yesu anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, mu Will wanga zinthu zonse zomwe zingatheke zimapezeka. Ndikofunikira kwa mzimu womwe umakhala kumeneko.
- kumva otetezeka komanso
- gwirani ntchito ngati kuti ndiye mwini wake ndi Ine.
Zolengedwa zimayembekezera chilichonse kuchokera ku mzimu uwu
Ngati salandira, amamva ngati anyengedwa.
Koma mzimu uwu ungapereke bwanji ngati sugwira ntchito ndi Ine molimbika mtima? Choncho
kukhulupirira kuti nditha kupereka,
kuphweka kuti athe kulankhulana mosavuta ndi aliyense, e
kudzikonda
Izi ndi zofunika kuti mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa ukhale wokwanira kwa Ine komanso kwa ena. Umu ndi momwe ndiriri ".
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, zimachitikira mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa ngati mtengo womezanitsidwa:
Mphamvu ya kumezanitsa ili ndi ukoma wowononga moyo wa mtengo umene umaulandira.
Chotsatira chake, sitiwonanso masamba ndi zipatso za mtengo woyambirira, koma za kumezanitsa.
Nanga bwanji ngati mtengo woyambirira ukanati muwaike:
"Ndikufuna kusunga kanthambi kakang'ono kuti inenso ndibale zipatso ndipo anthu adziwe kuti ndidakalipo",
registry angayankhe kuti:
"Iwe ulibenso chifukwa chokhalira ndi moyo nditavomereza kuti ndikumezani. Tsopano moyo ndi wanga ndithu."
Momwemonso mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa unganene kuti: "Moyo wanga watha.
Salinso ntchito zanga, malingaliro anga ndi mawu anga otuluka mwa ine, koma ntchito, malingaliro ndi mawu a Iye amene Chifuniro chake chiri moyo wanga ».
Kwa amene amakhala mu Will yanga ndikunena kuti:
"Inu ndinu moyo wanga, magazi anga, mafupa anga."
kusandulika kwenikweni kwa sakramentili kumachitika,
-osati chifukwa cha mawu a wansembe;
- koma chifukwa cha Chifuniro changa.
Moyo ukangosankha kukhala mu Chifuniro changa, Chifuniro changa chimandilenga mu mzimu umenewo .
Ndipo, chifukwa chakuti chifuniro changa chimayenda mu chifuniro, mu ntchito ndi masitepe a moyo uwu,
amakumana ndi zolengedwa zambiri.
Zili ngati ciborium yodzaza ndi tinthu tating'ono topatulidwa:
pali Yesu wochuluka monga pali tinthu, Yesu m'modzi pa chidutswa chilichonse.
Chifukwa chake, chifukwa cha Chifuniro changa, mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa
- ili ndi ine mu chikhalidwe chake chonse
-komanso m'mbali zake zonse.
Moyo umene umakhala mu Chifuniro changa uli mu chiyanjano chamuyaya ndi Ine, chiyanjano ndi zipatso zake zonse."
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadandaula kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo nthaŵi zonse ponena za mkhalidwe wanga wachisoni. Molimba mtima ndinamuuza kuti:
"Moyo wa moyo wanga, ndiye ulibenso chifundo ndi ine! Ukhala bwanji? Simukufunanso kundigwiritsa ntchito, zonse zatha!
Kuwawidwa kwanga kuli kwakukulu kwambiri kotero kuti ndikumva kupweteka kwambiri.
Kuphatikiza apo, ndimadzisungira ndekha m'manja mwanu ngati kuti sindikuganiza za tsoka langa lalikulu, ena ndi omwe mukudziwa omwe ndikunena amandiuza:
"N'chiyani chikuchitika? Mwina n'zakuti munalakwitsa zinazake kapena mwasokonezedwa."
Choipa kwambiri n’chakuti akamandiuza, ndimaona ngati sindikufuna kuwamva.
Zimakhala ngati abwera kudzasokoneza tulo lomwe mwandigwira, m'manja mwa Chifuniro chanu.
Ah! Yesu, mwina simukuzindikira momwe mazunzowa aliri ovuta kwa ine, apo ayi mukadandithandiza!
Ndipo ine ndinali kumuuza iye zinthu zina zambiri zopusa ngati zimenezo.
Yesu anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, mwana wanga wosauka, akufuna kukufooketsa eti?
Ah! Mwana wanga, ndimachita zambiri kuti ukhale pamtendere ndipo akufuna kukusokoneza! Chachisanu ndi chinayi!
Ziwa kuti ukanandilakwisa ndikhala woyamba kulira ndikuuze. Choncho ngati sindikuuzani chilichonse, musade nkhawa.
Koma kodi mukufuna kudziwa kuti zonsezi zimachokera kuti? Chiwanda. Wapsa mtima
Nthawi zonse mukamayankhula za zotsatira za chifuniro changa kwa amene akuyandikirani, amakwiya ndipo
- momwe sangayandikire mwachindunji miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
amafunafuna mwa anthu olimbikitsa omwe, pansi pa maonekedwe abwino,
-zidzasokoneza paradiso wamtendere wa mzimu womwe ndimakonda kukhalamo kwambiri.
Ali chapatali, akugwedeza mphezi ndi mabingu ake poganiza kuti akuchita chinachake. Koma, wosauka kwa iye, mphamvu ya Chifuniro changa
- kuthyola miyendo yake e
- kupangitsa mphezi ndi bingu kugwera pa iye. Ndipo amakwiya kwambiri.
Komanso zimene mukunena si zoona.
Muyenera kudziwa kuti kwa mzimu womwe umakhaladi mu Chifuniro changa, ukoma wa Chifuniro changa ndiwopambana kwambiri
- ndikayandikira mzimu uwu kuti nditumize zilango, ndikupeza Chifuniro changa ndi Chikondi changa m'moyo uno,
- Sindikufuna kudzilanga ndekha. Ndikumva kuwawa ndikufooka.
M'malo molanga,
Ndimadziponyera m'manja mwa mzimu uwu womwe uli ndi Chifuniro changa ndi Chikondi changa, ndipo ndimakhalabe wodzaza ndi chisangalalo.
A, mukadadziwa!
- mu choletsa chanji cha chikondi mundiyika Ine, e
"Ndimavutika bwanji ndikakuona kuti ukusokoneza pang'ono chifukwa cha ine, ungasangalale ndipo ena amasiya kukutopetsa."
Mpoonya Jesu wakaamba kuti: “Wabona, o Jesu, bubi boonse mbondicita, kuzwa kucibi eeco ncaakacita.
Nthawi yomweyo Yesu anapitiriza kunena kuti: “Mwana wanga, usakhumudwe ndi zimenezi.
Masautso omwe amabwera kwa ine kuchokera ku Chikondi cha moyo alinso ndi chisangalalo chachikulu, chifukwa Chikondi chenicheni, ngakhale chimabweretsa kuvutika, sichimalekanitsidwa ndi chisangalalo chachikulu ndi zinthu zosaneneka ".
Ndikapemphera, chabwino
kuti sindikudziwa kuzifotokoza bwino e
kuti zomwe ndikunena zitha kukhala kunyada kwanga kosawoneka bwino, sindimaganiza za ine ndekha komanso zachisoni changa chachikulu, koma nthawi zonse .
kutonthoza Yesu,
kukonzedwa kwa ochimwa e
kupembedzera onse.
Pamene ndinali kudabwa zimenezi, Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse anadza nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, chikuchitika ndi chani, ukudandaula nazo?
Muyenera kudziwa kuti mzimu ukakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
amamva kuti ali nazo zonse .
Izi zimagwirizana bwino ndi chowonadi, chifukwa Will yanga ili ndi zabwino zilizonse.
Zimatsatira
- amene amamva kufunika kopereka zambiri kuposa kulandira,
-amene amaona kuti sakusowa chilichonse e
-kuti akafuna chinachake atha kutenga chilichonse chimene akufuna osapempha n'komwe.
Ndipo popeza Chifuniro changa chili ndi chizoloŵezi chosatsutsika chopereka, moyo umasangalala pokhapokha upereka.
Ndipo akamapereka zochuluka, m’pamenenso amakhala ndi ludzu lopereka.
Zimamukwiyitsa akafuna kupereka ndipo sapeza wina woti apereke.
Mwana wanga wamkazi
Ndimayika m'mikhalidwe yanga moyo womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa. Ndimagawana naye chimwemwe changa ndi zowawa zanga.
Zonse zomwe amachita zimasindikizidwa ndi kudzikonda .
Ndilo dzuwa lenileni limene limapereka kutentha ndi kuwala kwa aliyense.
Dzuwa, popatsa aliyense, silichotsa kalikonse kwa aliyense;
-chifukwa ndipamwamba kuposa chilichonse e
-chifukwa palibe padziko lapansi amene angafanane ndi ukulu wa kuwala kwake ndi moto wake.
Ah! Ngati zolengedwa zitha kuwona mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa, zikadamuwona ngati dzuŵa lalikulu lomwe limachitira zabwino aliyense.
Ciindi bakali kundizyiba mubuzuba oobu.
Chizindikiro choti mzimu umakhaladi mu Chifuniro changa ndikuti umamva kufunika kopereka.
Mwamvetsa?"
Ndinaganizira za Maola a Chilakolako komanso kuti alibe zolekerera. Izi zikutanthauza kuti amene akuwapanga sapeza kanthu.
pomwe pali mapemphero ambiri olemetsedwa ndi zolekerera.
Ndi ubwino waukulu, Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawizonse anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
zinthu zina zitha kupezedwa pamapemphero oledzera. Koma maora a chilakolako changa,
-mapemphero anga ndi chiyani
-Zomwe zimasefukira ndi Chikondi,
kuchokera pansi pa Mtima wanga.
Mukadayiwala
-Zinatenga nthawi yayitali bwanji kuti tipange e
-kuti kupyolera mwa iwo zilango zasinthidwa kukhala chisomo padziko lonse lapansi?
Kukhutitsidwa kwanga ndi mapempherowa ndikokuti,
- osati zokhumudwitsa,
Ndipatsa mzimu wochuluka wa Chikondi chotsagana ndi chisomo ndi mtengo wosawerengeka.
Akapangidwa ndi Chikondi choyera, amalola Chikondi changa kuyenda.
Ndipo sikopepuka kuti cholengedwacho chingathe kuchita zimenezo
kupereka mpumulo kwa Mlengi wake e
mumulole kutsanulira chikondi chake.”
Ndinali kuganiza za mfundo yakuti Yesu wanga wodalitsika wasintha zinthu: tsopano, pamene andisiya, sindilinso wodetsedwa monga kale: Ndikupeza chikhalidwe changa panthawiyi.
Sindikudziwa zomwe zidachitika.
Komabe, lingaliro lakuti aliyense amene ali ndi ulamuliro pa ine angafune kudziŵa chimene chikundichitikira limandidodometsa.
Koma Yesu wanga wabwino,
- amene amayang'anira malingaliro anga onse e
-amene safuna kuti wina akhale wosiyana, anadza nati kwa ine ;
"Mwana wanga, ungakonde ndikugwiritsire ntchito zingwe ndi unyolo kukumanga?"
Izi nthawi zina zinali zofunika m'mbuyomu:
Ndakusunga ndi chikondi chachikulu, ndikuchita ngati sindikumva madandaulo ako. Kumbukirani. Panopa sindikuonanso kuti n’koyenera. Kwa zaka zopitilira ziwiri ndakonda kugwiritsa ntchito maunyolo abwino kwambiri, a Chifuniro changa.
Ndipo ndimalankhula nanu mosalekeza za Chifuniro changa ndi zotsatira zake zapamwamba komanso zosasimbika.
chinachake chimene sindinachitepo kwa wina aliyense .
Yang'anani kuchuluka kwa mabuku omwe mukufuna, posakhalitsa mupeza zomwe ndakuwuzani za Chifuniro Changa.
Kunena zowona kunali kofunikira kuti ine ndibweretse mzimu wako pa mkhalidwe umene ulipo.
Chifuniro Changa chinalowererapo
sungani zokhumba zanu zonse, mawu, malingaliro ndi chikondi mndende, mpaka lilime lanu lilankhula za Chifuniro changa momveka bwino komanso mwachidwi.
Ichi ndichifukwa chake zimakukwiyitsani akakufunsani malongosoledwe oti Yesu wanu sabwera monga kale. Mwagwidwa ndi Chifuniro changa ndipo mzimu wanu ukuvutika munthu akabwera kudzasokoneza matsenga ake okoma ».
Ndinamuuza kuti: “Yesu ukunena chiyani?
Yesu anamwetulira ndipo, kundiyandikira kwa Iye, anati kwa ine:
“Kwa ine sikutheka kuchoka.
Chifukwa sindingathe kudzipatula ndekha ku Chifuniro changa. Ngati muli ndi Chifuniro changa, ndiyenera kukhala ndi inu. Will wanga ndi ine ndife amodzi, osati awiri.
Ndipotu, tiyeni tione mmene zinthu zilili. Walakwa chani?"
Ndinamuuza kuti: “Wokondedwa wanga, sindikudziwa.
Mwangondiuza kumene kuti Will yanu yandigwira mndende, ndingadziwe bwanji?” Yesu anati: “Ha! Simukudziwa?"
Ndinayankha:
"Sindingadziwe chifukwa mumandikweza nthawi zonse ndipo simundipatsa nthawi yoganizira za ine ndekha.
Ndikangoyesa kudziganizira, umandidzudzula.
- kapena molimba mtima mpaka kundiuza kuti ndiyenera kuchita manyazi ndikuchita,
-kapena kudzikokera mwachikondi kwa inu ndi mphamvu moti ndimayiwala zonse za ine ndekha. Ndiye ndikudziwa bwanji?"
Yesu anapitiriza kuti:
"Ngati sungathe, umu ndi momwe ine ndikufunira. Chifuniro Changa chikufuna kutenga malo onse mwa iwe.
Apo ayi, angamve ngati akumanidwa kanthu kena kake. Umu ndi momwe amakutsimikizirani kuti musadziganizire nokha, podziwa
-pamene atenga malo a chinthu chilichonse kwa munthu, sipangakhale vuto lililonse mwa iye.
Ndimakuyang'anirani mwansanje."
Ine ndinati, “Yesu, kodi inu mukundiseka ine? Iye anayankha:
"Mwana wanga, ndiyenera kukudziwitsani momwe zinthu zilili. Mvetserani, kuti ndikuthandizeni kuti mufikire chidziwitso chapamwamba komanso chaumulungu cha Chifuniro changa,
Ndimakhala ndi iwe ngati kuti ndife okondana awiri okondana misala.
Choyamba ,
Ndakupatsirani chisangalalo cha Umunthu wanga chifukwa, podziwa kuti ndine ndani, mumandikonda.
Ndipo kuti ndigonjetse chikondi chanu kwathunthu, ndidagwiritsa ntchito njira zachikondi
mukukumbukira ndithu. Sindiyenera kulemba mndandanda.
Chachiwiri , mwatengedwa ndi Will wanga.
Popeza simukanakhalanso popanda Ine, kunali koyenera
- chisangalalo cha Umunthu wanga chimatengera chisangalalo cha Chifuniro changa.
Sindinachite kalikonse koma kukupangitsani chisangalalo cha Chifuniro changa ".
Modabwa, ndinati kwa iye: "Mukunena chiyani Yesu? Kodi Kufuna kwanu ndi kosangalatsa?" Iye anayankha kuti: “Inde, Chifuniro changa ndichosangalatsa kwambiri.
Ndipo letsani chisangalalo chimenecho mukamadziganizira nokha.
Koma sindikulolani kuti mupambane:
Zilango zazikulu zidzafika posachedwapa, ngakhale simukhulupirira. Inu ndi amene akukutsogolerani mukhulupirira pamene mukuona.
Ndikofunikira kuti chisangalalo cha Umunthu wanga chisokonezedwe, ngakhale sichoncho: Ndilola matsenga okoma a Chifuniro changa kukuukirani,
kuti Mudzavutike pang'ono mukadzaona zilango."
Ndinkangoganizira mmene ndikuvutikira panopa.
Yesu anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
zonse zomwe zimachitika pa moyo:
kuwawa, chisangalalo,
kufa, kusiyanasiyana ,
kusowa, kukhutira,.
sichinthu china koma chipatso cha ntchito yanga yosalekeza, kuti chifuniro changa chikwaniritsidwe pamenepo.
Ndikakwaniritsa izi, zonse zatha, zonse ndi Mtendere mu moyo uno.
Kuvutika kumawonekanso kukhala kutali ndi mzimu uwu.
Popeza Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndichoposa kuzunzika : chimalowa m'malo mwa chilichonse ndikuposa chilichonse .
Chilichonse m'moyo uno chikuwoneka kuti chikulemekeza Chifuniro changa. Ndipo mzimu ukafika pamenepa, ndimaukonzekera Kumwamba”.
Mmawa uno Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse adadziwonetsa yekha.
wodzazidwa ndi kukoma kwapadera komanso kuyanjana, ngati akufuna kundiuza zinazake
- zofunika kwambiri kwa iye ndi
- zodabwitsa kwa ine.
Kundipsompsona ndikugwira Mtima wake,
anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wokondedwa,
zinthu zonse zomwe cholengedwa chimachita mu Chifuniro changa
mapemphero, zochita, masitepe, etc.
khalani ndi mikhalidwe yofanana, moyo womwewo ndi mtengo womwewo ngati ndikuzilenga.
Mukuwona, zonse zomwe ndachita padziko lapansi - mapemphero, zowawa, ntchito -
- Adzakhala akugwira ntchito ndipo - adzakhala abwino kwamuyaya kwa iwo amene akufuna kusangalala nawo.
Kachitidwe kanga ndi kosiyana ndi ka zolengedwa.
Khalani ndi mphamvu zakulenga,
Ndilankhula, ndi kulenga monga ndinanena, ndi kulenga dzuwa;
amene amapereka kuunika kwake ndi kutentha kwake kosalekeza kosachepera, monga kuti analengedwa.
Iyi inali njira yanga yogwirira ntchito padziko lapansi.
Popeza ndinali ndi mphamvu zolenga mwa ine,
mapemphero, zochita ndi ntchito zimene ndachita, e
Mwazi umene ndinakhetsa, ndikugwirabe ntchito,
monga dzuŵa m’kuchita kwake kosalekeza kupereka kuwala kwake.
Ngati chonchi
mapemphero anga akupitilira,
mayendedwe anga nthawi zonse amakhala kuthamangitsa miyoyo, ndi
ndi zina zotero.
Tsopano, mwana wanga,
kumva chinthu chokongola kwambiri chomwe sichinamvetsetsedwe ndi zolengedwa.
Zomwe mzimu umachita ndi ine komanso mu Chifuniro changa zili ngati zinthu zanga pamodzi ndi zake. Kwa mgwirizano wa chifuniro chake ndi Chifuniro changa,
zomwe amachita zimathandizira ku mphamvu yanga yolenga. "
Mawu awa a Yesu
zinandisangalatsa ndipo zinandilowetsa m’chisangalalo chimene sindikanachigwira.
Ndinati kwa iye: "Izi zingatheke bwanji, Yesu?"
Iye anayankha kuti : "Aliyense amene sakumvetsa izi akhoza kunena kuti sakundidziwa."
Kenako anasowa.
Sindikudziwa momwe ndingakonzere, koma ndizopambana zomwe ndingachite. Ndani anganene zonse zomwe zidandipangitsa kumvetsetsa?
Ndikuganiza kuti ndangonena zopanda pake.
Ndidadziwitsa wondivomereza kuti Yesu adandiuza kuti Chifuniro Chaumulungu chili pakatikati pa moyo ndikuti, kufalitsa kuwala kwake ngati dzuwa,
Iye anapereka
- kuwala mu malingaliro,
- chiyero ku zochita,
- mphamvu pamasitepe,
- moyo m'moyo,
-mphamvu ya mawu ndi chilichonse, e
nayenso akhale komweko
-kuti sitingathe kuthawa ndi
-kukhala ndi nthawi zonse.
Yesu anandiuzanso kuti Chifuniro cha Mulungu ndi
-Pamaso pathu,
-Pambuyo pathu,
- kumanja kwathu,
- kumanzere kwathu ndi kulikonse,
ndi kuti kudzakhalanso pakati pathu Kumwamba.
Wovomereza, kumbali yake, adamuchirikiza
m’malo mwake, inali Ukalisitiya Wopatulika koposa umene uli pakati pathu.
Yesu anadza nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Ndili pakati pa moyo wanu
- kuti chiyero chikhale chosavuta kukwaniritsa e
- kotero kuti ifikiridwe ndi onse,
m'mikhalidwe yonse, m'zochitika zonse ndi kulikonse.
Ndizowona kuti Ukalisitiya Woyera ulinso pakati. Koma ndani anaukhazikitsa?
Ndani adakakamiza Umunthu wanga kuti udzitsekere mu gulu laling'ono? Kodi ichi si Chifuniro changa?
Chifuniro Changa ndichopambana pa chilichonse.
Ngati chirichonse chinali mu Ukaristia, ansembe
-zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndibwere m'manja mwawo kuchokera Kumwamba ndi
Ndani, woposa wina aliyense, yemwe ali wokhudzana ndi Thupi langa la sakalamenti sayenera kukhala oyera komanso abwino kwambiri?
Komabe, ambiri ndi oipa kwambiri.
Osauka a Ine, momwe amandichitira Ine mu Ukaristia Woyera! Ndipo miyoyo yambiri yomwe imandilandira, ngakhale tsiku lililonse,
Kodi onse sayenera kukhala oyera ngati Ukaristia anali wokwanira?
M'malo mwake - ndipo izi ndikupangitsa kulira -,
ambiri mwa miyoyo imeneyi nthawi zonse amakhala pa mfundo yomweyo:
Pachabe
wokhumudwa,
chosankha, etc.
Ukalisitiya wosauka, ndi wonyozeka chotani nanga!
M'malo mwake titha kuwona amayi omwe amakhala mu Will yanga, osatha kundilandira Ine tsiku lililonse chifukwa cha chikhalidwe chawo.
Osati kuti sakufuna - ndi kuti ali oleza mtima ndi achifundo;
ndi zomwe zimatulutsa zonunkhiritsa za mikhalidwe yanga ya Ukaristia.
Ah! Ndi Chifuniro changa mwa iwo chomwe chimalipira Sakramenti langa lopatulika kwambiri! M'malo mwake, masakramenti amabala zipatso molingana ndi momwe moyo umasinthira ku Chifuniro changa .
Ndipo ngati mzimu suli woyenerera Chifuniro changa, ukhoza
- kulandira mgonero ndikukhalabe pamimba yopanda kanthu;
- pita ukavomereze ndikukhala wauve.
Moyo ukhoza kubwera pamaso pa Kukhalapo kwanga kwa sakalamenti.
Koma ngati zofuna zathu sizingachitike, ndikhala wakufa kwa iye.
Chifuniro Changa chokha chimapanga zinthu zonse.
Zimapereka moyo ku Masakramenti omwe.
Amene sakumvetsa zimenezi akusonyeza kuti ndi ana m’chipembedzo”.
Kudzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodala adadziwonetsa yekha mwa ine. Iye anazindikiritsidwa ndi ine kotero kuti ine ndimakhoza kuwona
- maso ake m'maso mwanga,
- pakamwa pake m'kamwa mwanga, ndi zina zotero.
Iye anandiuza kuti: “Mwana wanga wamkazi, taonani mmene ndimadziŵikitsira ndekha ndi mzimu umene umakhala mu Chifuniro changa: Ndili naye limodzi.
Ndimakhala moyo wake womwe.
Chifukwa Chifuniro changa chili mkati ndi kunja kwake.
Tinganene kuti ndi Chifuniro changa
-monga mpweya umene umapuma ndi umene umapereka moyo kwa chirichonse;
-monga kuwala komwe kumakupatsani mwayi wowona ndikumvetsetsa chilichonse,
-monga kutentha komwe kumatenthetsa, kumakulitsa ndikukulitsa;
- ngati mtima ukugunda,
- monga manja ogwira ntchito,
- ngati kuyenda mapazi.
Munthu akadzalumikizana ndi Chifuniro changa, Moyo wanga umapangidwa mu mzimu ".
Nditalandira mgonero, ndinauza Yesu kuti: “ Ndimakukondani ”.
Iye anayankha :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, ngati mukufunadi kundikonda, nenani: 'Yesu, ndimakukondani ndi Chifuniro Chanu.' Momwe Chifuniro Changa chidzaza Kumwamba ndi Dziko Lapansi,
-Chikondi chanu chidzandiukira kuchokera kumbali zonse, ndipo
-Wanu wa " I love you " udzamveka kumwamba ndi kukuya kwa phompho.
Momwemonso, ngati mukufuna kundiuza kuti: "Ndimakukondani, ndimakudalitsani, ndikukutamandani, ndikukuthokozani",
mudzazinena kuti zikugwirizana ndi Chifuniro changa .
Ndipo pemphero lako lidzadzaza Kumwamba ndi pansi
- kupembedza, madalitso, matamando ndi zikomo. Mu Will wanga zonse ndi zophweka, zosavuta komanso zazikulu.
Chifuniro changa ndi chilichonse. Makhalidwe anga ndi otani?
Zosavuta za Chifuniro changa.
Choncho, ngati chilungamo, ubwino, nzeru ndi mphamvu zitenga njira yawo, Chifuniro changa chiwatsogolere, chimawatsatira ndikuwaika m'malo oti achite.
Mwachidule, zikhumbo zanga sizingakhalepo popanda chifuniro changa.
Moyo umene umasankha Chifuniro changa umasankha chirichonse, ndipo tinganene kuti moyo wake watha: palibenso zofooka, mayesero, zilakolako ndi masautso; chirichonse chataya maufulu ake.
Chifuniro changa chili ndi mphamvu pa chilichonse. "
Ndinaganiza za mkhalidwe wanga wosauka; ngakhale mtanda unali utandisiya. Yesu anandiuza ine mkati mwanga:
“Mwana wanga, Zikadzatsutsana za masiye awiri, iwo amapanga mtanda.
ngati chifuniro chake chiri chotsutsana ndi changa, ndimapanga mtanda wake ndipo ndipanga wanga. Ine ndine chipilala chachitali cha mtanda ndipo iye ndi kapamwamba kakang'ono.
Akawoloka, mipiringidzo imapanga mtanda.
Chifuniro cha cholengedwachi chikalumikizidwa ndi Chifuniro changa, mipiringidzo siwolokanso, koma yolumikizana.
Ndiye palibenso mtanda. Kodi mwamvetsa?
Ndine amene ndinayeretsa mtanda osati mtanda umene unandiyeretsa ine.
Si mtanda umene umayeretsa,
ndikusiya ku chifuniro changa komwe kumayeretsa mtanda .
Mtanda umabala zabwino pokhapokha ngati ugwirizana ndi Chifuniro changa.
Komabe, mtanda umayeretsa ndi kupachikidwa gawo lokha la munthu. Pomwe Chifuniro Changa sichinyalanyaza kalikonse.
Yeretsani chirichonse.
Izo zimapachika malingaliro, zokhumba, chifuniro, zokonda, mtima, chirichonse.
Ndipo popeza Chifuniro changa ndi chopepuka, chikuwonetsa kufunikira kwa mzimu.
- kuyeretsedwa e
- kupachikidwa kwathunthu,
kotero kuti moyo wokha undisonkhezera ine
kuti ndigwire ntchito yapaderayi ya Chifuniro changa pa iye.
Mtanda ndi makhalidwe ena abwino amasangalala kokha ngati achita chinachake. Ngati akwanitsa kuboola cholengedwacho ndi misomali itatu, amasangalala.
Chifuniro Changa, kumbali yake, osadziwa momwe angachitire zinthu theka, sakhutira ndi misomali itatu, koma ndi misomali yambiri monga zochita zomwe Chifuniro changa chili nacho kwa cholengedwa ".
Ndi zochita zake zochitidwa mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu, dzuwa limapangidwa mu moyo. Miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu imatha kutchedwa milungu yapadziko lapansi.
Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse akupitiliza kuyankhula kwa ine za Chifuniro chake chopatulika:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
- ndi zochita zina zingati zomwe cholengedwacho chimachita mu Chifuniro changa,
- amapeza kuwala kochulukirapo kuchokera ku Chifuniro changa. Choncho, dzuwa limapangidwa mmenemo.
Monga dzuwa ili limapangidwa ndi kuwala ndi Chifuniro changa,
miyeeyo yazuba eeyi itondeezya buzuba bwangu.
Kuwala kwamtundu uliwonse kumawonekera mu kuwala kwa mzake. Momwemo dzuwa lidapangidwa mu mzimu mwakufuna kwanga,
ikukula mosalekeza ».
Ndinati kwa Yesu: "Yesu, tabweranso mu Chifuniro chanu. Zikuoneka kuti simungathe kuyankhula china chilichonse".
Yesu akupitiriza kuti:
"Chifuniro Changa ndi malo apamwamba kwambiri omwe angakhalepo padziko lapansi ndi Kumwamba. Moyo ukafika pamenepa, wafika pachilichonse ndipo wachita chilichonse.
Palibe chotsalira koma
-kukhala pamalo okwera awa,
- kusangalala ndi
- yesani kumvetsetsa Chifuniro changa mochulukira.
Izi sizinakwaniritsidwebe mwangwiro ngakhale Kumwamba kapena padziko lapansi.
Muyenera kuthera nthawi yambiri pa izi, chifukwa simukumvetsetsa za Chifuniro changa.
Kufuna kwanga ndi kwakukulu kotero kuti aliyense wokhala mmenemo angatchedwe mulungu wa dziko lapansi. Momwe Chifuniro Changa chimapangira chisangalalo cha Kumwamba,
milungu iyi yokhala mu Chifuniro changa ipanga mafunde a dziko lapansi.
Mwachindunji kapena mosalunjika,
kwa milungu iyi ya Chifuniro changa zinthu zonse zapadziko lapansi zitha kuperekedwa.
Ndikupitiriza mu chikhalidwe changa
Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse amalankhula nane pafupipafupi za Chifuniro chake chopatulika.
Ndilemba zochepa zomwe ndikukumbukira.
Sindinamve bwino. Wodala Yesu anadza nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, pa chilichonse chomwe ndimachita, mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa unganene kuti 'ndiyanga' chifukwa chifuniro chake chimadziwika ndi changa kotero kuti amachita zonse zomwe ndimachita.
Pamene akukhala ndi kufa mu Will yanga, amanyamula katundu wake wonse chifukwa Will wanga ali nazo zonse.
Chifuniro Changa ndi moyo wa zonse zomwe zolengedwa zimachita zabwino.
Mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa umanyamula mwa iye Misa yonse yomwe imakondweretsedwa ndi mapemphero onse ndi ntchito zabwino zomwe zimachitika, chifukwa ndi zipatso za Chifuniro changa.
Komabe izi ndi zochepa kwambiri poyerekeza ndi ntchito ya Chifuniro changa chomwe mzimu uwu uli nacho monga mwa ufulu wake.
Mphindi ya ntchito ya Chifuniro changa imaposa ntchito zonse zam'mbuyo, zamakono ndi zam'tsogolo za zolengedwa zonse.
Pamene mzimu wokhala mu Chifuniro changa uchoka pa dziko lapansi,
-Palibe kukongola komwe kungafanane nazo;
- palibe utali,
- palibe chuma,
- palibe chiyero,
- palibe nzeru,
-palibe chikondi.
Palibe chomwe chimapambana mzimu uwu.
Pamene alowa m’Dziko la Atate wakumwamba, Kumwamba konse kumagwada
- kumulandira iye ndi
- kulemekeza ntchito ya Chifuniro changa mmenemo. Ndi chisangalalo chotani!
- kumuwona atasinthidwa kwathunthu ndi Chifuniro Chaumulungu,
- kuzindikira kuti mawu ake onse, maganizo, zochita, etc.
asanduka madzuwa ochuluka omwe adakongoletsedwa nawo, onse oonekera poyera ndi kukongola, ndi
-Kuona timitsinje tambirimbiri tikusefukira m'menemo yomwe ikusefukira odalitsidwa onse ndi kufalikira padziko lapansi kuti ipindule ndi anthu oyendayenda!
Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi
Chifuniro changa ndi chodabwitsa chodabwitsa.
Ndi njira yofikira par excellence
mu kuwala,
chiyero e
ku katundu yense.
Komabe, sichidziwika ndipo, chifukwa chake, sichiyamikiridwa ndi kukondedwa.
osachepera inu
- amayamikira,
- kumukonda, ndi
- dziwitsani kwa iwo omwe mukuwawona kuti akufuna ".
Tsiku lina,
pamene ndinadzimva kuti sindingathe kuchita kanthu kena kamene kakundilemetsa kwambiri – Yesu anadza, nandigwira, nati kwa ine:
“Mwana wanga, usadandaule.
Ingoyesani kudzipereka ku Chifuniro Changa ndipo ndikuchitirani chilichonse.
Mphindi imodzi mu Will yanga ndiyofunika kwambiri
kuti zonse zabwino zomwe mungachite m'moyo wanu wonse. "
Tsiku lina anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, mzimu womwe waperekedwadi ku Chifuniro changa.
-pa chilichonse chomwe chimamuchitikira pamoyo wake ndi thupi lake,
-pa chilichonse chimene wamva e
-pazonse zomwe akuvutika anganene kuti:
"Yesu azunzika, Yesu wathedwa nzeru".
Ndipotu zolengedwa zonse zimandichitira
- ifika kwa ine ndi
- imafikiranso miyoyo yomwe ndimakhala, miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa .
Chifukwa chake, ngati kuzizira kwa zolengedwa kundifikira, Will wanga amamva izi.
Ndipo popeza Chifuniro changa ndi moyo wa miyoyo iyi, nawonso amamva izi.
Zotsatira zake
m'malo movutitsidwa ndi kuzizira uku, ngati kuti ndi kwawo, ayenera kukhala ndi Ine.
-Kunditonthoza ndi kukonza kuzizira kwa zolengedwa kwa Ine.
chimodzimodzi,
- ngati akumva kusokonezedwa, kupsinjika kapena ayi,
ayenera kukhala pafupi ndi ine kuti andikweze ndi kundikonza,
-ngati sizinali zinthu zawo, koma zanga.
Miyoyo yomwe imakhala mwa Chifuniro changa idzamva masautso osiyanasiyana
malinga ndi zolakwa zomwe ndimalandira kuchokera kwa zolengedwa.
Adzakhalanso ndi chimwemwe chosaneneka ndi kukhutiritsidwa .
Poyamba ayenera kunditonthoza ndi kundikonza
ndi lachiwiri kondwerani .
Ndi njira iyi yokha yomwe Will wanga amapeza zokonda zake.
Kupanda kutero ndikadakhumudwa ndikulephera kufalitsa zomwe zili mu chifuniro changa”.
Tsiku lina anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
mzimu umene umakhala mu Chifuniro changa sungathe kupita ku Purigatoriyo, kumene miyoyo imadziyeretsa ku chirichonse.
Nditamuteteza mwansanje mu Will yanga m'moyo wake, ndikanalola bwanji kuti moto wa puligatoriyo umukhudze?
Pabwino, adzaphonya zovala zina.
Koma Chifuniro changa chidzamuveka zonse zofunika asanamuwululire Umulungu. Kenako ndidziulula ndekha.
Lero. Ndinalumikizana kwambiri ndi Yesu kotero kuti ndinamumva mwa ine kwathunthu.
Anandiuza ndi mawu achikondi komanso osuntha - mpaka kuswa mtima wanga wosauka -:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
ndizovuta kwambiri kuti ndisakhutiritse mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa. Monga mukuonera, ndilibenso manja, mapazi, mtima, maso ndi pakamwa:
Ndilibe kanthu.
Mu Will wanga mwatenga chilichonse ndipo palibe chomwe chatsalira kwa ine.
Ndicho chifukwa chake, mosasamala kanthu za kuipa konse kumene kukusefukira padziko lapansi, zilango zoyenerera sizimatayika.
Ndizovuta kwa Ine kusakhutitsidwa.
Komanso, ndikanatha bwanji?
ngati ndilibenso manja anga, ndipo simundibwezera iwo? Ngati kuli kofunikira,
Ndikanakakamizidwa kuziba kapena kukukakamizani kuti mundibwezere.
Ndizovuta bwanji, ndizovuta bwanji kwa ine kukhumudwitsa iwo omwe amakhala mu Chifuniro changa!
sindingakonde".
Ndinadabwa ndi mawu a Yesu amenewa.
Ndinaonadi kuti ndinali ndi manja ake, mapazi ake, maso ake ndipo ndinali kunena kwa iye kuti: “Yesu, ndiloleni ndibwere”.
Iye anayankha kuti: “Ndiloleni ine ndikhale ndi moyo pang’ono mwa inu ndipo inu mudzabwera.
Kudzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wabwino anapitiriza kulola kuti awonekere zonse mwa ine m’njira yakuti ndinali ndi ziwalo zake zonse.
Mosefukira ndi chisangalalo, anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
mizimu imene imachita chifuniro changa
amachita nawo ntchito zakunja za Umulungu.
Koma miyoyo yomwe sikuti imangochita Chifuniro changa, komanso kukhala m'menemo , imakhalanso ndi ntchito za mkati mwa Anthu Auzimu.
Ndicho chifukwa chake zimandivuta kuti ndisakhutiritse miyoyo iyi. Pokhala mu Chifuniro changa, ndili mu chiyanjano
-Mtima wathu, zokhumba zathu,
-zokonda zathu ndi malingaliro athu.
Kugunda kwa mtima ndi kupuma kwawo ndi chimodzi ndi chathu. Zosangalatsa, ulemerero ndi chikondi zomwe miyoyo iyi imatipatsa sizosiyana ndi zokondweretsa, ulemerero ndi chikondi zomwe zimachokera kwa ife tokha.
M'chikondi chathu chamuyaya, Ife, Anthu Aumulungu,
Timanyengererana. Ndipo, polephera kusunga chisangalalo chathu, timadzifalitsa tokha mu ntchito zakunja.
Timanyengedwanso ndi mizimu yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro chathu. Nanga ife sitingakhutiritse bwanji miyoyo iyi yomwe imatikhutitsa kwambiri?
osawakonda monga momwe timadzikondera tokha
cha chikondi chosiyana ndi chimene tili nacho pa zolengedwa zina.
Palibe chinsalu cholekanitsa pakati pa iwo ndi ife, palibe "chathu" kapena "chanu": chirichonse chiri chofanana.
Makhalidwe omwe tili nawo mwachilengedwe - kusayerekezeka, chiyero, ndi zina. - timalumikizana ndi miyoyo iyi mwa chisomo. Palibe kusiyana pakati pathu.
Mizimu iyi ndi yomwe timakonda.
Ndikuthokoza kwa iwo okha kuti tikusunga nthaka ndikuivumbitsira zabwino. Timatseka miyoyo iyi mwa ife kuti tisangalale nayo bwino. Monga momwe timakhalira osagwirizana wina ndi mzake, miyoyo iyi ndi yosalekanitsidwa ndi ife. "
Zinkawoneka kwa ine kuti Yesu wodala ankafuna kundilankhula za Chifuniro Chake Choyera Kwambiri. Kwa ine, ndinalumikizana naye kwathunthu:
- m'malingaliro ake, m'zokhumba zake, m'chikondi chake, mu chifuniro chake, m'zonse. Mokoma mtima kwambiri anandiuza kuti :
"O! Ukadadziwa chikhutiro chomwe mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa umandipatsa, mtima wako ukanafa ndi chisangalalo!
Pamene munaphatikizana ndi maganizo ndi zokhumba zanga, munandikometsera maganizo anga pamene zokhumba zanga zimasakanikirana ndi zanu ndikusewera nazo.
Chikondi chanu ndi chifuniro chanu
- Ndidawulukira mchikondi changa komanso mu Chifuniro changa,
- kupsompsona ndi kuthira m'nyanja yaikulu ya Ambuye, kumene adasewera ndi Anthu Aumulungu,
- nthawi zina ndi Atate,
- Nthawi zina ndi ine,
- nthawi zina ndi Mzimu Woyera.
Timakonda kusewera ndi mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro chathu, ndikuupanga kukhala mwala wathu.
Mwala uwu ndi wokondedwa kwambiri kwa ife kotero kuti timauteteza mwansanje mu gawo lachikondi chathu. Ndipo zolengedwa zikatikhumudwitsa, timatenga miyala yathu yamtengo wapatali ndi kusangalala nayo. "
Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndimakonda mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa kotero kuti ndiyenera kudziletsa kwambiri kuti ndisawawonetse.
- ndimamukonda bwanji,
-Zisomo zomwe ndimamupatsa nthawi zonse, ndi
- momwe sindimasiya kukongoletsa.
Ngati ndikanamuwonetsa zonsezi nthawi imodzi,
- akanafa ndi chisangalalo,
- moyo wake ukadaphulika
moti sakanathanso kukhala padziko lapansi n’cholinga choti akakhale Kumwamba.
Komabe, pang'onopang'ono ndimadziwonetsera kwa iye
Ndipo ikadzadzadza kusefukira ndiye
- pakuchitapo kanthu kwanga kwapadera,
achoka padziko lapansi kudzabisala m’mimba mwa Yehova.” Ndinamuuza kuti: "Yesu, moyo wanga, zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti ukukokomeza".
Akumwetulira, anayankha:
“Ayi, ayi, wokondedwa wanga, sindikukokomeza ayi.
Koma Yesu wanu sangakukhumudwitseni. Kunena zowona, zimene ndakuwuzani zilibe kanthu.
Kupanda kutero, udzadabwa pamene, utachoka m’ndende ya thupi lako, udzamizidwa m’mimba mwanga ndipo udzadziwa ndithu.
chimene Chifuniro changa chidzakufikitseni.”
Kupitilira momwe ndimakhalira,
Ndinadandaula kwa Yesu chifukwa anali asanabwere. Pomaliza anabwera nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, Chifuniro changa chimabisa Umunthu wanga mwa iye.
Chifukwa chake nthawi zina ndimabisa Umunthu wanga kwa inu ndikalankhula nanu za Chifuniro changa.
Mumamva kuti mwazunguliridwa ndi Kuwala; mukumva mau anga.
Koma simungandione chifukwa Chifuniro changa chimatengera Umunthu wanga .
Umunthu Wanga uli ndi malire ake, pomwe Kufuna kwanga ndi kosatha komanso kopanda malire.
Pamene Umunthu wanga unali padziko lapansi,
sichinafikire malo onse nthaŵi zonse ndi m’mikhalidwe yonse. My Infinite Will yalipira izi.
Ndikapeza miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa, amalipira Umunthu wanga.
kutengera nthawi, malo, mikhalidwe komanso ngakhale kuvutika. Momwe Chifuniro changa chimakhala m'miyoyo iyi,
Ndimagwiritsa ntchito monga momwe ndimagwiritsira ntchito Umunthu wanga. Kodi Umunthu wanga unali chiyani ngati sichida Chifuniro changa?
Awa ndi omwe amakhala mu Chifuniro changa".
Kupitilira momwe ndimakhalira,
Yesu wanga wabwino adawoneka mkati ndi kuwala kwakukulu. Ndinkasambira mu kuwala uku ndipo ndinamva kuzungulira
-m'makutu mwanga, m'maso mwanga, m'kamwa mwanga, m'zonse.
Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ngati moyo womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa ukugwira ntchito, ntchito yake imakhala yopepuka.
Ngati alankhula, akuganiza, akufuna, akuyenda, ndi zina zotero, mawu ake, maganizo ake, zokhumba zake ndi masitepe amasinthidwa kukhala kuwala, Kuwala kochokera ku dzuwa langa.
Chifuniro Changa chimakopa mzimu womwe umakhala mmenemo ndi mphamvu zambiri
uzizungulira mosalekeza mu Kuunika kwanga ndipo potero ukhale mkaidi.
M'mawa uno, Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse adadziwonetsa yekha atapachikidwa, adandipangitsa kugawana nawo zowawa zake.
Anandibatiza mwamphamvu m’nyanja ya Chisoni chake
kuti athe kuzitsatira pang'onopang'ono. Ndani anganene zonse zomwe ndikumvetsa? Zinthu zambiri zomwe sindikudziwa kuti ndiyambire pati.
Ndidzangonena kuti pamene chisoti chaminga chinang'ambika pamutu pake .
-Magazi ake ankathamanga kwambiri m'mitsinje
- kuthawa kumabowo ang'onoang'ono okhala ndi minga.
Mwazi umenewu unayenderera kumaso ndi tsitsi, kenaka n’kudutsa pa munthu wake.
Yesu anandiuza kuti :
“Mtsikana, minga ija yomwe yandibaya m’mutu
- adzaluma kudzikuza, zopanda pake ndi mabala obisika a anthu
-kuchotsa mafinya.
Minga idaviika m’mwazi wanga
-guari e
- adzabwezera kwa iwo korona wacotsedwa kwa iwo;
Anandiperekezanso mu magawo ena a Chilakolako chake. Mtima wanga unalasa nditamuona akuvutika chonchi.
Kenako, ngati kuti amanditonthoza, adandiuza za Chifuniro Chake Choyera:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, pamene imayatsa kuwala kwake padziko lonse lapansi, dzuwa limasunga pakati pake.
Kumwamba,
-Ngakhale ine ndine moyo wa wodalitsika aliyense,
-Ndimagwira pakati, ndiye mpando wanga wachifumu.
Padziko lapansi, iwo ali paliponse,
Koma malo anga , malo amene ndinakhazikitsa mpando wanga wachifumu kukhala mfumu,
- zili kuti zisangalalo zanga, zokhutira zanga, kupambana kwanga,
-pamene mtima wanga ukugunda,
ndi mzimu umene umakhala mu Chifuniro changa .
Mzimu uwu wadziwika ndi Ine kotero kuti umakhala wosalekanitsidwa ndi Ine.
Iye anawonjezera kuti :
“Chikondi chili ndi zodetsa nkhawa zake, zilakolako zake, changu chake, ndi kusaleza mtima kwake.
Bwanji, kukhala ndi nkhawa
Zochita
za njira zogwiritsiridwa ntchito kuzikwaniritsa ndikukwaniritsa, chikondi chingayambitse nkhawa ndi kusaleza mtima,
makamaka pamene munthu ndi opanda ungwiro alowererapo.
Kufuna Kwanga, kumbali ina, kuli mu mpumulo wamuyaya.
Ngati Chifuniro changa ndi Chikondi changa sizigwirizana mosalekeza, Chikondi chosauka ,
- chifukwa akhoza kugwiritsidwa ntchito molakwika,
-ngakhale mu ntchito zazikulu ndi zopatulika kwambiri.
Chifuniro Changa chimachita ndi zinthu zosavuta.
Moyo umene umamusiya kulikonse upeza mpumulo. Sakhala ndi nkhawa kapena kusaleza mtima
Ntchito zake n’zopanda ungwiro.”
Nditathedwa nzeru, ndinatsala pang’ono kudabwa ndi mafunde oopsa avuto. Yesu wanga wachifundo, mlonda wanga wokhulupirika, anathamanga.
kuti chipwirikiticho chisandigwere, ndipo pamene anali kundikalipira anati:
"Mwana wanga, chikuchitika ndi chani? Nkhawa yanga yoti mzimu usunge mtendere nthawi zonse ndikuti nthawi zina ndimayenera kuchita chozizwitsa kuti mzimuwo ukhale pamtendere. Koma owononga miyoyo akufuna kundilepheretsa kuchita izi. chozizwitsa Khalani amtendere nthawi zonse.
Umunthu wanga uli mumtendere wangwiro nthawi zonse.
Izi sizikundilepheretsa kuwona zoyipa komanso kumva kuwawa. Komabe
-Ndimakhala wodekha nthawi zonse,
- mtendere wanga ndi wopitilira,
-Mawu anga amakhala okhazikika nthawi zonse,
- kugunda kwa mtima wanga sikukhala kovutirapo, ngakhale pakati pa chisangalalo chachikulu kapena zokhumudwitsa.
Ndi mu bata kuti manja anga amalowererapo kuti athane ndi ukali wa mafunde.
Monga ine ndiri mu mtima mwanu, - ngati simudzisunga nokha mu mtendere,
Ndimadzimva wopanda ulemu,
njira yanu ndi yanga sindikuvomereza,
Ndikumva kuzunzidwa poyesera kuchita mwa inu. Chifukwa chake, mumandimvetsa chisoni.
Miyoyo yamtendere yokha ndi yomwe ili m'gulu langa.
Pamene mphulupulu za dziko lapansi ziutsa mkwiyo wanga;
- kudalira timu iyi,
Nthawi zonse ndimachita zochepa kuposa momwe ndimayenera.
Ah! Ngati sindikanadalira gulu ili - zisachitike - ndikadagwetsa chilichonse ”.
Pambuyo powerenga zomwe zinalembedwa pa March 17 (miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu imatenga nawo mbali mu ntchito zamkati za Anthu Aumulungu, ndi zina zotero), anthu ena atsutsa kuti sizingakhale choncho.
Zimenezi zinandipangitsa kulingalira, pamene ndinali kukhala wodekha, wokhutiritsidwa kuti Yesu andidziŵitsa chowonadi.
Pambuyo pake, pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinaona m’maganizo mwanga nyanja yaikulu yokhala ndi zinthu zosiyanasiyana m’nyanja imeneyi.
Zina mwa zinthu zimenezi zinali zazing’ono ndipo zina zinali zazikulu. Zina zinali zoyandama ndipo zinali zonyowa.
Ena anaima n’kuviikidwa m’madzi mkati ndi kunja. Ena anayenda mozama kwambiri mpaka anasungunuka m’nyanja.
Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse anabwera nandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wokondedwa, waona?"
Nyanja ikuyimira ukulu wanga
ndi kukaniza mizimu yomwe ikukhala mu Chifuniro changa. Udindo wawo
pamwamba ,
golide womira
kwathunthu kusungunuka
zimasiyanasiyana malinga ndi momwe amakhalira mu Chifuniro changa:
- ena opanda ungwiro,
- ena mwa njira yangwiro, e
- ena amabwera kudzasungunuka kwathunthu mu Chifuniro changa.
M'malo mwake, mwana wanga, kutenga nawo mbali pazantchito zamkati zomwe ndalankhula nawe ndi izi :
Nthawi zina ndimakusungani ndi Umunthu wanga
ndi kutengapo gawo mu zowawa zake, ntchito ndi zisangalalo
Nthawi zina, kukukokerani mkati mwanga, ndimakusungunulani mu Umulungu wanga:
Ndi kangati komwe sindinakugwireni mozama mkati mwanga kuti mumangondiwona, mkati ndi kunja kwanu?
Mwagawana nawo chisangalalo chathu, chikondi chathu ndi china chilichonse, nthawi zonse malinga ndi luso lanu laling'ono.
Ngakhale ntchito zathu zamkati ndi zamuyaya,
zolengedwa zimatha kusangalala ndi zotsatira zake mogwirizana ndi chikondi chawo.
Pamene chifuniro cha cholengedwa
- zili mu Chifuniro changa,
-chimene chiri chimodzi ndi Chifuniro changa, ndi
-kuti ndikusunga pamenepo mu mgwirizano wosasunthika,
ndiye, mpaka atasiya Chifuniro changa, akhoza kunenedwa kuti atenga nawo mbali pa ntchito zanga zamkati.
Ngati akufuna kudziwa Choonadi, atha kumvetsa tanthauzo la mawu anga.
Chifukwa chowonadi ndi Kuwala kwa mzimu.
Ndipo, ndi kuwala, zinthu zikhoza kuwonedwa monga momwe zilili.
Munthu akapanda kufuna kudziwa choonadi, maganizo amakhala akhungu ndipo zinthu sizioneka mmene zilili, amakayikira ndipo amakhala wakhungu kwambiri kuposa poyamba.
Umunthu Wanga umakhala ukugwira ntchito nthawi zonse. Zilibe chiyambi komanso mapeto
Iye ndi wamkulu ndi wamng'ono.
Ntchito zathu zamkati zinali, zilipo ndipo zidzakhalapo nthawi zonse.
Ndi mgwirizano wake wapamtima ndi chifuniro chathu, mzimu umapezeka mwa Ife. Silirani, lingalirani, kondani ndi kusangalala.
Tengani nawo gawo mu Chikondi chathu, zokondweretsa zathu ndi china chilichonse.
Choncho, n’chifukwa chiyani kungakhale kosayenera kunena choncho
Kodi mzimu umene umakhala m’Chifuniro changa umatenga nawo mbali m’ntchito za mkati mwathu?” Pamene Yesu anali kunena zimenezi kwa ine, fanizo linabwera m’maganizo.
Mwamuna amakwatira mkazi.
Ali ndi ana ndipo ndi olemera, akhalidwe labwino komanso abwino.
Ngati munthu, wokopeka ndi ubwino wawo, abwera kudzakhala nawo,
Kodi sadzabwera kudzagawana chuma chawo, chisangalalo chawo, ngakhalenso zabwino zawo?
Ndipo ngati zingatheke mwaumunthu,
kodi sitingapange bwanji kuti zichitike ndi Yesu wathu wachifundo?
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Pamene Yesu wachifundo wanga anabwera
- mwanjira ina kuposa nthawi zonse mu nthawi ino ya moyo wanga ngati mukufuna kubwera, ndi kwakanthawi kochepa, mwa zina,
ndi pafupifupi kutha kwathunthu kwa kuvutika kwanga. Chifuniro Chake Choyera chimatenga malo a chilichonse mwa ine.
Lero m'mawa anakhala kwa maola angapo ndipo anali mu mkhalidwe kulira miyala.
Anavutika mu umunthu wake wonse.
Iye ankafuna kumasuka mu gawo lililonse la Umunthu wake woyera kwambiri.
Zinkawoneka kuti, zikanakhala kuti sizinakwezedwe, zikanapangitsa dziko kukhala bwinja.
Zinkaonekanso kuti sankafuna kuona zimene zinkachitika kuti asakakamizidwe kuchita zoipa.
Ndinadzifinyira ndekha ndipo, kuti ndipumule
Ndidalumikizana ndi Intelligence yake
- kukhala wokhoza kudzipereka mu luntha lililonse la zolengedwa
kuti asinthe maganizo awo oipa ndi maganizo abwino.
Kenako ndinasungunuka m’zifuno zake.
- kutha kusintha zilakolako zonse zoipa za zolengedwa ndi zabwino. Ndi zina zotero.
Nditamukweza mbali ndi mbali, anandisiya ngati watonthozedwa.
Ndinapereka mapemphero anga osauka kwa Yesu
Ndinadzifunsa kuti ndani akanakhala bwino kuti Yesu wodalitsika azigwiritsa ntchito.
Iye anandiuza mokoma mtima kuti: “Mwana wanga,
mapemphero opangidwa ndi Ine komanso mu Chifuniro changa atha kugwiritsidwa ntchito kwa aliyense popanda kupatula. Aliyense amalandira zotsatira zake ngati kuti zaperekedwa chifukwa cha iwo okha.
Komabe, mapempherowo amachita mogwirizana ndi mikhalidwe ya zolengedwa.
Mwachitsanzo, Ukaristia wanga kapena Chilakolako changa ndi cha aliyense. Koma zotsatira zake zimasiyanasiyana malinga ndi makhalidwe a anthu.
Ngati khumi alandira zotsatira zake, mphotho sizichepera ngati asanu okha alandira.
Ili ndi pemphero lochitidwa ndi Ine mu Chifuniro changa.
Pamene ndinkalemba ma Hours of the Passion, ndinaganiza ndekha:
«Ndi nsembe zingati zomwe ndiyenera kupanga kuti ndilembe Maola Odalawa a Zowawa, makamaka pamene ndiyenera kutchula zinthu zina zamkati.
zomwe zidachitika pakati pa ine ndi Yesu!
adzandipatsa mphotho yanji ?
M'mawu achikondi komanso odekha, adandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, pa mawu aliwonse omwe walemba, ndikupsompsona, mzimu."
Ndinapitiriza kuti: “Wokondedwa wanga, izi ndi za ine,
koma mudzawapatsa chiyani iwo akuwapanga?
Iye anandiuza kuti: “Ngati adzachita nawo pamodzi ndi ine m’chifuniro changa,
Ndidzawapatsanso moyo pa liwu lililonse limene akuwawerenga.
M'malo mwake, zotsatira zake zidzakhala zazing'ono kapena zazikulu molingana ndi kukula kwa mgwirizano wawo ndi Ine.Pochita izi mwa chifuniro changa, cholengedwa chimabisala mwa Iye.
Popeza ndi Chifuniro changa chomwe chimachita, nditha kupanga zinthu zonse zomwe ndikufuna, ngakhale ndi liwu limodzi ".
Likumbi limwe ngwalumbununa kuli Yesu hanyima yakukunguluka chachikungulwilo chakuzeneka Mazu aKalunga, vandumbwetu vaze veji kwivwanga kuwaha.
Anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, usadandaule.
Ngakhale atakhala ndi mzimu umodzi wokha, muyenera kukhala osangalala. Kodi sindikanavutika ndi chikhumbo changa chonse ngakhale patakhala mzimu umodzi wokha womwe ungapulumutsidwe? Zomwezo zimapitanso kwa inu.
Tisaiwale kuchita zabwino podzinamizira kuti ndi anthu ochepa chabe amene angapindule nazo. Kuwonongeka kudzakhala kumbali ya iwo omwe sakufuna kupezerapo mwayi.
Chilakolako Changa chapatsa Umunthu wanga kuyenera koyenera kuti aliyense apulumutsidwe, ngakhale ena sakufuna kupezerapo mwayi.
Momwemonso ndi inu: mudzalandira mphotho kufikira momwe chifuniro chanu chizindikirika ndi changa ndipo chafunira zabwino zonse.
Zowonongeka zonse zili kumbali ya iwo omwe, ngakhale ali okhoza, samachita.
Maola amenewa ndi amtengo wapatali chifukwa si china chilichonse.
-kuti kubwereza zomwe ndachita m'moyo wanga wachivundi ndi
-zimene ndikupitiriza kuchita mu Sacramenti Lodala.
Pamene ndimvera Maola awa, ndimamva liwu langa, mapemphero anga omwe.
Mu moyo womwe umachita Maola awa, ndikuwona Chifuniro changa chololera
- zabwino zonse e
- kukonza kwa onse
Ndipo ndimakopeka ndi lingaliro lobwera ndikukhala mu mzimu uwu kuti ndichite zomwe umachita.
O! momwe ndifunira kuti, mumzinda uliwonse,
pali mzimu umodzi womwe umachita Maola a Chilakolako changa! Ndinkagwirizana chonchi mumzinda uliwonse.
Ndipo chilungamo changa, chokwiya kwambiri munthawi izi, chikadakhala chodetsedwa pang'ono ".
Tsiku lina, ndili mu ola limene Amayi akumwamba anali kutenga nawo mbali m’manda a Yesu , ndinali pafupi ndi iye kuti ndiwatonthoze.
M'malo mwake, sindinkachita Ola ili ndipo sindinkachita mantha. Ndi mawu akuchonderera ndi achikondi, Yesu wodala anati kwa ine :
“Mwana wanga wamkazi, ine sindikufuna kuti iwe ulilumphe Ora limenelo
-kwa chikondi kwa Ine ndi
-polemekeza Mayi anga.
Dziwani kuti nthawi iliyonse mukamachita,
-Amayi anga akumva ngati akutsitsimutsa moyo wawo wapadziko lapansi e
-alandira ulemerero ndi chikondi chimene wandipatsa.
Kwa Ine, ndikumva
kukoma mtima kwa umayi wake, chikondi chake
ndi ulemerero wonse wandipatsa Ine.
Komanso ndimakuona ngati mayi."
Kenako anandipsompsona n’kunena mokoma mtima kuti: “Mamma mia, mamma!”
Ndipo adandinong'oneza zonse zomwe Amayi ake okoma adachita ndikuvutika mu Ola ili. Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, mothandizidwa ndi chisomo chake, sindinayiwale Ola ili.
Ndidadandaula kuti adadalitsa Yesu chifukwa chakusauka kwake ndipo mtima wanga wosauka udali wachisoni.
Ndinamuuza mawu openga awa:
"My love, izi zitheka bwanji?
Mwayiwala kuti sindingakhale opanda inu?
Ndiyenera kukhala ndi inu padziko lapansi kapena kumwamba. Kodi ndiyenera kukukumbutsani?
Mwina mukufuna kuti ndikhale chete, kugona ndi kukhumudwa? Chitani momwe mukufunira, malinga ngati muli ndi ine nthawi zonse.
Ndikumva kuti mwandichotsa pa Mtima wanu. Kodi muli ndi mtima woti muchite?"
Pamene ndimanena zachabechabe izi ndi zina zofananira, Yesu wanga wokondedwa anasuntha mwa ine nati kwa ine:
“Mwana wanga khazika mtima pansi, ndili pano.
Kunena kuti ndakuchotsani mu Mtima wanga ndi chipongwe chomwe mumandinena. Chifukwa ndimakusungani mkati mwa Moyo wanga.
Ndipo izi mwamphamvu kwambiri
- mulole Umunthu wanga wonse uyende mwa inu ndi
- mulole thupi lanu lonse lilowe mwa ine. Choncho samalani
-kuti palibe chilichonse cha Umunthu wanga chomwe chili mwa iwe chingakuthawe ndi
- kuti zochita zanu zonse zigwirizane ndi Chifuniro changa.
Zochita za Chifuniro changa zakwaniritsidwa kwathunthu:
kungochita kosavuta kwa Chifuniro changa kumatha kupanga maiko chikwi, onse angwiro komanso athunthu.
Palibe chifukwa cha zochita zotsatila kuti zonse zitheke.
Chifukwa chake, ngati muchita zochepa mu Chifuniro changa, zotsatira zake zakwanira: zochita
- chikondi,
-kutamandani,
-zikomo o
- kukonza.
Zochita izi zili ndi chilichonse.
Zochita zokha zomwe zidachitika mu Chifuniro changa ndizoyenera kwa ine
Chifukwa, kupereka ulemu ndi kukhutitsidwa kwa Munthu wangwiro,
- zochita zangwiro ndi zonse ndizofunikira,
zomwe cholengedwa chingatulutse mu chifuniro changa chokha.
Mwa chifuniro changa,
- zabwino zonse ,
zochita za cholengedwa sizingakhale zangwiro ndi zangwiro.
Popeza zochita zotsatila zimafunika kuti amalize, ngati n’kotheka. Ntchito iliyonse yopangidwa mwakufuna kwanga ndi cholengedwacho ndi ntchito yopanda pake kwa ine.
Chifuniro changa chikhale moyo wanu, ulamuliro wanu ndi zonse zanu.
Kotero, kusungunuka mu Chifuniro changa,
-mudzakhala mwa Ine, ndi Ine mwa inu, ndi
"Ukhala osamala kuti usanenenso kuti ndakuchotsa mu Mtima wanga."
Ndinali ndi Maola a Kuvutika ndipo, wokondwa, Yesu anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, mukadangodziwa kukhutitsidwa kumene ndikumva
- powona mukuchita Maola awa a Chilakolako changa mobwerezabwereza, mungasangalale kwambiri.
Ndizowona kuti oyera anga amasinkhasinkha za Chisoni changa ndikumvetsetsa momwe ndimavutikira,
- kukhetsa misozi yachifundo.
mpaka ndikumva kuthedwa ndi chikondi cha zowawa zanga.
Komabe, sizinabwerezedwe nthawi zonse motere komanso mwadongosolo.
Ndinu oyamba kundipatsa chisangalalo chachikulu komanso chapadera kwambiri
- Kubwereranso mkati, ola ndi ola, Moyo wanga ndi zonse zomwe ndavutika nazo.
Ndikumva kukopeka ndi izi kotero kuti, ola ndi ola, ndikupatsani chakudya ichi ndikudya nanu;
-kuchita zomwe umachita ndi iwe.
Dziwani kuti ndidzakulipirani mochuluka ndi Kuwala ndi Zisomo Zatsopano.
Ngakhale pambuyo pa imfa yako, nthawi iliyonse miyoyo padziko lapansi idzachita Maola awa, Kumwamba ndidzakuveka iwe Kuwala kwatsopano ndi Ulemerero ".
Pamene, monga mwa chizolowezi changa, ndinali kuchita Maola a Zowawa, Yesu wanga wachifundo anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
dziko limakonzanso Chilakolako changa nthawi zonse.
Popeza ukulu wanga ukuphimba zolengedwa zonse,
- mkati ndi kunja, ndikukakamizidwa, pokumana nawo;
kulandira
- misomali, minga, eyelashes;
- kunyozedwa, kulavulidwa ndi zonse
zomwe ndidathedwa nazo mu Chilakolako changa, ndi zina zambiri.
Komabe, pokhudzana ndi miyoyo yomwe imapanga Maola a Chilakolako changa, ndimamva
- kuti misomali imachotsedwa;
- kuti minga yawonongeka,
-Zilonda zanga zachepa ndipo
-kuti sputum amatha.
Ndikumva kuti ndalipidwa chifukwa cha zoipa zomwe zolengedwa zina zimandichitira ndipo, poganiza kuti miyoyo imeneyi sindipweteka, koma zabwino, ndikutsamira kwa iwo ".
Wodala Yesu anawonjezera kuti:
“Mwana wanga, ukudziwa
-kuti pochita Maola awa mzimu umagwira
- maganizo anga,
- kukonza kwanga,
-mapemphero anga,
- zofuna zanga,
- za chikondi changa komanso
-za ulusi wanga wamkati. Ndipo iye amawapanga iwo ake.
Kukwera pakati pa thambo ndi dziko lapansi,
amakwaniritsa ntchito ya co-redemptrix ndikundiuza:
" Ndili pano, ndikufuna kukonzanso zonse, kupempherera onse ndikuyankha onse."
Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri
- chifukwa chakusauka kwa Yesu Wodala ndi, ngakhale zochulukirapo,
-chifukwa cha zilango zomwe zikutsanulidwa padziko lapansi pano komanso zomwe Yesu amalankhula kwa ine nthawi zambiri zaka zapitazo.
Kuboneka kuti mumyaka yoonse eeyi wakandibikka mubusena bwakusaanguna, twakajana busongo bwanyika.
- kuvutika ndi kugwirira ntchito limodzi zabwino za zolengedwa.
Zikundiwonekera
-kuti mkhalidwe wanga wozunzidwa umayika zolengedwa zonse pakati pa Yesu ndi ine, ndi
-kuti sangandipatse chilango popanda kundichenjeza.
+ Choncho ndinam’pembedzera kwambiri moti ankadula zilango zake pakati, kapenanso osatumiza chilichonse.
O! Ndili ndi mantha otani ndi ganizoli
kuti Yesu adzitengera kulemera kwa zolengedwa zonse, kundisiya ine pambali,
-ngati simunali woyenera kugwira naye ntchito!
Vuto lalikulu kwambiri likundichulukira:
m’maulendo ang’onoang’ono amene amandipanga, nthawi zambiri amandiuza kuti nkhondo ndi miliri imene ikuchitika panopa ndi yochepa poyerekezera ndi zimene zikubwera.
ngakhale zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti ndizovuta kwambiri. Kuti mitundu ina idzalowa nawo kunkhondo,
komanso kuti nkhondo ikuyamba motsutsana ndi Mpingo,
kuti anthu opatulika amaukiridwa ndi kuphedwa,
ndi kuti mipingo yambiri idzaipitsidwa.
Ndipotu, pafupifupi zaka ziwiri.
Ndinasiya kulemba za zilango zomwe Yesu amandiwonetsa,
- mwina chifukwa adzakhala kubwerezabwereza ndi
- mwina chifukwa kufotokoza nkhaniyi kumandipweteka kwambiri kotero kuti sindingathe kupitiriza.
Usiku wina, ndikulemba zomwe adandiuza za Chifuniro chake chopatulika,
- posiya zomwe adandiuza za zilango, adandidzudzula mofatsa nati:
"Bwanji sunalembe zonse?"
Ndinayankha:
"Wachikondi wanga,
- sizikuwoneka zofunikira ndipo,
"Kupatula apo, ukudziwa kuti nkhaniyi ikundipweteka bwanji."
Anapitiliza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, pakadapanda kutero, sindikanakuuzani.
Popeza mkhalidwe wanu wozunzidwa umagwirizana ndi zochitika zomwe Providence anga amakonzera zolengedwa.
Monga izo
mgwirizano umene ulipo pakati pa inu, ine ndi zolengedwa,
monganso zowawa zanu zalembedwa m'mabuku anu kuti musalange;
zosiyidwa izi zikanazindikirika.
Zolemba zanu zingawoneke zopunduka komanso zosakwanira.
Ngakhale sindikudziwa kuchita zinthu zopunduka ndi zosakwanira ".
Kugwedeza, ndinati:
"Ndizovuta kwambiri kuti ndichite. Kupatula apo, ndani angakumbukire chilichonse?"
Anatero akumwetulira:
"Ndipo ngati pambuyo pa imfa yako ndiyika nthenga m'manja mwako, nthenga yamoto, unganene chiyani za izo ku purigatoriyo?"
N’chifukwa chake ndaganiza kuti kuyambira pano ndilankhule za zilango. Ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti Yesu andikhululukire pa zondisiya.
Ndipo popeza ndinasautsika mtima, Yesu anandigwira m’manja mwake, nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi amakupangitsani kukhala osangalala.
Moyo womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa sunalekanitsidwe konse ndi Ine.
Iye ali ndi Ine m’ntchito yanga, m’zokhumba zanga m’chikondi changa. Iye ali ndi Ine mu chirichonse ndi kulikonse.
Momwe ndimafunira chilichonse kuchokera ku zolengedwa, chikondi, chikhumbo, etc.,
-koma zomwe nthawi zambiri sindimamvetsetsa,
Ndimapitirizabe kukhala nawo ndi chiyembekezo chopambana.
Zokhumba izi zikukwaniritsidwa ndi mizimu yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
Ndipumula nawo, Chikondi changa chimakhazikika mu chikondi chawo. "
Iye anawonjezera kuti :
"Ndakupatsani zinthu ziwiri zazikulu zomwe, titero, zimapanga Moyo wanga:
- Chifuniro changa Chaumulungu e
-wachikondi wanga.
Iwo anali chithandizo cha Moyo wanga ndi Chilakolako Changa.
sindikufuna china chilichonse kwa inu kupatula ichi:
- Chifuniro Changa chikhale moyo wanu, ulamuliro wanu ndi
- kuti palibe kanthu mwa inu, chachikulu kapena chaching'ono, chomwe chimamuthawa.
Izi zidzabweretsa Kukhudzika kwanga mwa inu.
Mukayandikira ku Chifuniro changa, mudzamvanso chidwi changa mkati mwanu.
Ngati mulola Chifuniro changa kuyenda mkati mwanu, chidzapangitsa Chilakolako changa kuyenda mkati mwanu. Mudzamva ikuyenda m'malingaliro anu ndi mkamwa mwanu:
lilime lako lidzanyowa mwa iye ndipo, litatenthedwa ndi magazi anga, mawu ako adzafotokoza momveka bwino masautso anga.
Mtima wanu udzadzazidwa ndi masautso anga.
Iye adzakometsa chizindikiro cha Kuvutika kwanga pa thupi lako lonse. Ndipo ndidzabwerezabwereza kwa inu: “Uwu ndi moyo wanga, uwu ndi moyo wanga ”.
Ndidzakhala ndi chisangalalo cha zodabwitsa inu poyankhula nanu
-mu mphindi yakuzunzika,
- kwa wina wa zowawa zina,
mazunzo amene simunawamvepo kapena simunawamvetse.
suli okondwa?"
Kupitirizabe mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri ndi kusowa kwa Yesu.
Potsirizira pake anadza nadzionetsera mwa wosauka wanga wonse: kunawoneka kwa ine kuti ndinali kupanga mkanjo wake.
Pothetsa chete, iye anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, iwenso ukhoza kukhala wochereza alendo.
ngozi ya mkate ndiwo chovala changa e
moyo umene uli m’gulu la alendowo uli ndi Thupi langa, Magazi anga ndi Umulungu wanga.
Ndi Chifuniro changa Chapamwamba kuti moyo uno ukhalepo. Chifuniro Changa chikuwonetseratu
-chikondi,
- kukonza,
-kudzipha e
- chirichonse chimene chiri mu Ukaristia.
Sakramenti ili silimachoka pa Chifuniro changa.
Kuphatikiza apo, palibe chomwe chimachokera kwa Ine popanda kuchoka ku Chifuniro changa.
Umu ndi momwe mungaphunzitsire wolandira alendo .
Mlendoyo ndi wakuthupi komanso munthu kwathunthu.
Momwemonso, muli ndi thupi lanyama ndi chifuniro cha munthu.
Thupi lanu ndi chifuniro chanu
ngati muwasunga kukhala oyera, oongoka ndi kutali ndi mthunzi wa uchimo ;
ndi ngozi za mlendo ameneyu.
Amandilola kukhala obisika mwa inu.
Izi sizokwanira, komabe, chifukwa angakhale wolandira alendo popanda kudzipatulira.
Moyo wanga ndi wofunikira.
Moyo wanga umapangidwa ndi chiyero, chikondi, nzeru, mphamvu, ndi zina zambiri , koma injini ya chilichonse ndi Chifuniro changa.
Pambuyo pokonzekera wochereza, muyenera kulola kuti chifuniro chanu chife mmenemo,
kuti uyenera kuphika bwino kuti asabwerenso.
Ndiye muyenera kupanga Chifuniro changa kulowa mu umunthu wanu wonse .
Chifuniro Changa, chomwe chili ndi Moyo wanga wonse, chipanga kudzipereka kowona komanso koyenera. Chotero maganizo aumunthu sadzakhalanso ndi moyo mwa inu.
Padzakhala lingaliro lokha la Chifuniro changa.
Kudzipatulira kumeneku kudzaika Nzeru zanga m’maganizo mwako.
Kumeneko sikudzakhalanso moyo
- chifukwa chiyani munthu,
- chifukwa cha kufooka,
- kwa kusakhazikika.
Iye adzakulowetsani inu
- moyo waumulungu,
- linga,
- kulimba e
- zonse ndili.
Kotero, nthawi iliyonse mukachoka
- kufuna kwanu ,
- zofuna zanu,
- zonse zomwe muli nazo
- Zonse zomwe muyenera kuzilola kuti ziyende mu Chifuniro changa,
Ndidzakonzanso kudzipereka kwako.
ndipo ndidzakhala mwa iwe monga mlendo wamoyo;
-osati mlendo wakufa monga ochereza kumene kulibe.
Ndipo si zokhazo. M'mene ndiliri
- mu chakudya,
- m'chihema chilichonse ndi chakufa, osayankhula.
Palibe chidwi
- kugunda kwa mtima,
-a chikondi.
Pakadapanda kuti ndikudikirira kuti mitima iperekedwe kwa iwo, ndikanakhala wosasangalala.
-chikondi changa chikadakhumudwa ,
- moyo wanga wa sakramenti ukanakhala wopanda pake.
Ngati ndilekerera m'mahema,
Sindikulekerera mu makamu amoyo.
Moyo umafunika chakudya
Mu Ukalistia ndikufuna kudya chakudya changa. Ndiko kuti, mzimu umadzikwanira wokha
- Chifuniro changa, chikondi changa, mapemphero anga, kubwezera kwanga, nsembe zanga ndikuzipereka kwa ine ngati zinthu zake.
Ndidzadya pa izo.
Moyo udzalumikizana nane, kufikira kumvera zomwe ndikuchita ndikuchita ndi Ine.
Pobwereza zochita zanga motere, adzandipatsa chakudya chake ndipo ndidzakhala wosangalala.
Ndi mwa alendo amoyowa okha omwe ndidzapeza chipukuta misozi
-kwa kusungulumwa kwanga, njala yanga yayikulu ndi
- chifukwa cha zonse zomwe ndikuvutika m'mahema ".
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse.
Onse osautsidwa, wodala Yesu anadza nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, sindingathe kulekerera dziko lapansi.
Inu, mundinyamule kwa aliyense, ndiroleni ine ndigunde mu mtima mwanu,
kotero kuti, pakumvera kugunda kwa mtima kwa onse, machimo asandifikire ine mwachindunji, koma mosalunjika.
Kupanda kutero, chilungamo changa chidzandibweretsera chilango chimene sichinaonekepo.
Ndiye kunena kuti anayika Mtima wake mmalo mwa ine, kundipangitsa kumva kugunda kwa Mtima wake. Ndani anganene zonse zomwe ndazimva?
Monga mivi, machimo analasa Mtima Wake, ndipo pamene ndinagawana nawo masautso Ake, Iye anamasuka. Ine ndinadzizindikiritsa kwathunthu ndi iye.
Zinkawoneka
-kuti ndinanyamula mkati mwanga nzeru zake, manja ake, mapazi ake, etc., e
-kuti ndidagawana naye zolakwa zonse zomwe zolengedwa zimachita ndi malingaliro awo.
Ndani akanatha kunena mmene zinkachitikira?
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
“Kukhala pamodzi m’masautso anga ndi mpumulo waukulu kwa Ine;
sichinali chosasinthika pambuyo pa Kubadwa kwanga m'thupi
chifukwa sanalandire zokhumudwitsa mwachindunji, koma mwanjira ina, kudzera mu Umunthu wanga.
Umunthu wanga unali ngati chishango kwa Iye.
Choncho ndikuyang’ana mizimu yomwe Ikudziika pakati pa Ine ndi zolengedwa. Kupanda kutero ndidzasandutsa dziko kukhala bwinja.
Ndikupitirizabe kukhumudwa kwambiri ndi mmene Yesu amachitira nane. Komabe, ndimadzipereka ku Chifuniro Chake Choyera Kwambiri.
Pamene ndimadandaula zakusowa kwake komanso kukhala chete kwake, adandiuza kuti :
“Ino si nthawi yoti muganizire.
Izi ndi nkhawa za ana, za miyoyo yofooka,
- amene amadzisamalira okha kuposa Ine
- omwe amaganizira kwambiri momwe akumvera kuposa zomwe ayenera kuchita.
Mizimu iyi ili ndi makhalidwe onse aumunthu ndipo sindingathe kuikhulupirira.
Sindimayembekezera izi kwa inu. Ndikuyembekeza ungwamba wa miyoyo kuchokera kwa inu
- amene, poyiwala okha, amasamalira Ine ndekha, ndi
-amene, ogwirizana ndi Ine, amasamalira chipulumutso cha ana anga omwe mdierekezi amayesa kundibera.
Ndikufuna
-kuti mumazolowera nthawi zovuta zomwe tikukumana nazo komanso
-kuti ulira ndi kupemphera pamodzi ndi Ine pamaso pa khungu la zolengedwa.
Moyo wanu uyenera kuzimiririka polola wanga kulowa mkati mwanu kwathunthu. Ngati mutero,
Ndidzamva fungo la Umulungu wanga mwa inu e
Ndikukhulupirirani mu nthawi zomvetsa chisoni izi zomwe zikungowonetsa chilango chokha.
Kodi chidzachitike n’chiyani zinthu zikadzapitirira? Ana osauka, ana osauka! "
Yesu anaoneka wozunzika kwambiri kotero kuti anakhala wosalankhula nachoka mu kuya kwa Mtima wake.
- mpaka kuzimiririka.
Koma ine, chifukwa chotopa, ndikuyamba kudandaula mobwerezabwereza ndikumuitana mobwerezabwereza kuti, "Kodi sunamve za masoka omwe akubwera?
Kodi Mtima wanu wachifundo ungabweretse bwanji mazunzo ochuluka chonchi mwa ana anu?”
Anasuntha mkati mwanga kukhala ngati sakufuna kuti andimve. Ndinamva mpweya wina mu mpweya wanga,
- pulsating mpweya limodzi ndi grunts. Unali mpweya wa Yesu ndinazindikira kukoma kwake.
Ngakhale kuti zinkanditsitsimula, zinkandipweteka kwambiri. Chifukwa ndimamva mpweya wa chilichonse kudzera mwa iye.
Makamaka anthu amene amafa ndi zowawa zawo Yesu anagawana nawo.
Nthawi zina ankaoneka kuti akumva ululu kwambiri moti ankangobuula mongokomoka, moti ankachititsa chisoni anthu olimba kwambiri.
Lero m’mawa, ndidakali kudandaula, anabwera n’kunena kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
mgwirizano wa Wills wathu ndi wotero
kuti chifuniro cha mmodzi sichingasiyanitsidwe ndi cha mnzake.
Ndi mgwirizano wa Wills womwe umapanga ungwiro wa Anthu atatu aumulungu.
Chifukwa kukhala ofanana mu Chifuniro Chathu, ndifenso ofanana
-mu Chiyero, nzeru, kukongola, mphamvu, chikondi ndi
- m'makhalidwe athu ena onse.
Timaganizirana.
Ndipo kukhutitsidwa kwathu ndi kwakukulu kwambiri kotero kuti ndife okondwa nazo. Chilichonse chimaganizira chinzake ndi kutsanulira nyanja zake zazikulu za chisangalalo chaumulungu.
Ngati pakadakhala kusiyana pang'ono pakati pathu,
Sitingakhale angwiro kapena achimwemwe mwangwiro.
Pamene tinalenga munthu,
Tinamudzoza ndi chifaniziro chathu ndi mawonekedwe athu
-kudzaza ndi chisangalalo chathu ndi
- kotero kuti ndi chithumwa chathu.
Koma adaswa ubale wofunikira womwe udamumangiriza kwa Mlengi wake, Chifuniro Chaumulungu,
- potero kutaya chisangalalo chenicheni e
- kulola zoipa kuwulanda.
Zotsatira zake, sitingathenso kusangalala naye.
Ndi mmiyoyo yokha yomwe imachita chifuniro chathu muzinthu zonse zomwe izi zimachitika.
Ndi mwa iwo momwe tingasangalalire mokwanira zipatso za Chilengedwe.
Ngakhale mu miyoyo
-omwe amachita zabwino zina,
-amene amapemphera ndi kulandira masakramenti;
ngati sizikugwirizana ndi Chifuniro chathu, sitingathe kudzizindikira tokha mwa iwo.
Popeza chifuniro chawo chachotsedwa kwa ife, chirichonse chokhudza iwo chatembenuzidwira pansi.
Choncho, mwana wanga,
chitani chifuniro changa nthawi zonse ndi m’zonse ndipo musade nkhawa ndi china chilichonse.”
Ndinamuuza kuti:
"Chikondi changa ndi moyo wanga, ndingatani kuti ndigwirizane ndi Chifuniro Chanu pankhani ya zilango zambiri zomwe mumatumiza.
Ndizovuta kwambiri kuti ndikuuzeni fiat.
Komanso, ndi kangati mwandiuza kuti ngati ndichita chifuniro chanu, mudzachita zanga? Chikuchitika ndi chiyani? Kodi mwasintha?"
Iye anayankha kuti: “Siine amene ndasintha.
Izi ndi zolengedwa zomwe zafika povuta kupirira. Bwerani pafupi ndipo mulandire kuchokera mkamwa mwanga zolakwa zimene zolengedwa zimanditumizira.
Ngati ungathe kuwameza, ndiletsa chilangocho.
Ndinapita kukamwa kwake ndikumujomba mwadyera.
Kenaka ndinayesa kumeza, koma, modandaula kwambiri, sindinathe: ndinali kutsamwitsidwa.
Ndinayesanso, koma sizinaphule kanthu. M'mawu ofewa akulira, adandiuza kuti:
"Waona? Sungathe kumeza. Iponye mmbuyo ndipo igwera pa zolengedwa."
Ndidachita ndipo Yesu adachitanso, nati:
"Palibe kanthu, kulibe kanthu!" Kenako anasowa.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse.
Ndipo Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse anabwera mwachidule.
Popeza kuti wolapa wanga sanali bwino ndipo sakanatha kundibwezera kudzuka chifukwa cha kumvera, ndinati kwa Yesu:
"Mukufuna nditani?
Kodi ndikhalebe mmenemu kapena ndibwerere ndekha?” Iye anayankha kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Kodi mungafune kuti ndichite monga ndidachita kale, liti,
-Sindinakulamulira kokha kuti ukhale m'menemo;
-koma kuti ndakupangitsani kuti mutsitsimuke chifukwa cha kumvera kokha?
Ngati ndikanachita izi tsopano, Chikondi changa chikanakhala chomangidwa ndipo Chilungamo changa sichikanatha kutsanulira zolengedwa.
Ndipo mungandiuze:
"Monga momwe mudandigwirizanitsira ku mkhalidwe wozunzidwa chifukwa cha chikondi cha ine ndi kukonda zolengedwa, inenso ndimakuphatikizani kuti chilungamo chanu chileke kutsanuliridwa pa zolengedwa".
Chotero, nkhondo ndi kukonzekera kwa mitundu ina kunkhondo kukakwera utsi. Sindingathe, sindingathe!
Koposa zonse, ngati mukufuna kukhala m'derali,
kapena ngati wovomereza akufuna kuti mukhale pamenepo,
Ndidzipatsa kudzikonda pang'ono kwa Corato
ndipo ndikupatsani zotsekemera kwina.
Zinthu zikufika povuta ndipo Chilungamo Changa sichikukufunani inu mumkhalidwe wotere, kotero nditha kutero
- kutumiza zilango zambiri e
-kupanga mitundu ina kupita kunkhondo pofuna kuchepetsa kunyada kwa zolengedwa
amene adzapeza kugonja kumene akuyembekezera kupambana.
Chikondi Changa chimalira, koma Chilungamo changa chimapempha kukhutitsidwa. Mwana wanga, kuleza mtima! ”Kenako adasowa.
Ndani anganene kuti ndinali mu dziko liti? Ndinamva ngati ndikufa.
Chifukwa ndinkaganiza kuti ndikangosiya dziko lino, ineyo ndi amene wachititsa.
- kuwonjezeka kwa chilango, e
- kulowa mu nkhondo ya mayiko ena, makamaka Italy.
Ndi zowawa bwanji, zosweka mtima bwanji!
Ndinamva kulemera konse kwa kuyimitsidwa kwa Yesu uku.
Ndani akudziwa ngati Yesu salola wovomereza kuti achiritse kuti apereke chigamulo ndikubweretsa Italy kunkhondo? "
Zokayika zingati, mantha angati!
Nditachoka m’derali ndekha, ndinakhala tsiku lonse ndili misozi ndi kuwawidwa mtima.
Lingaliro lachilango komanso loti ndikanatha kukhala chifukwa ndikanatuluka ndekha ndekha m'mtima mwanga.
Wovomereza anali asanakhale bwino.
Ndinapemphera ndikulira, osatha kuyang'ana. Wodala Yesu adadutsa ngati mphezi ndikundimasula.
Pambuyo pake, atagwidwa ndi chifundo, anabwerera, nandisisita ndi kundiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
-Kukhazikika kwanu kumandipambana,
-Chikondi ndi pemphero zimandimanga pafupifupi kundipanga nkhondo. N’chifukwa chake ndinabwerera, osatha kukana.
Mtsikana wosauka,
musalire, ndabwera chifukwa cha inu. Kuleza mtima, musataye mtima.
Mukadadziwa kuti ndimavutika bwanji.
Kusayamika kwa zolengedwa, zolakwa zawo zazikulu ndi kusakhulupirira zili ngati vuto kwa Ine.
Choyipa kwambiri chili kumbali yachipembedzo. Zipatso zingati, ndi zigawenga zingati!
Ndi angati ana anga amadzinenera okha pamene iwo ali adani anga oipitsitsa! Ana onyengawa ndi olanda, opindula, osakhulupirira. Mitima yawo ndi yodzaza ndi zoipa.
Iwo adzakhala oyamba kumenya nkhondo ndi Mpingo, okonzeka kupha amayi awo.
Panopa pali nkhondo pakati pa maboma ndi mayiko. Posachedwapa padzakhala nkhondo yolimbana ndi mpingo.
Adani ake aakulu adzakhala ana ake. Mtima wanga wang'ambika ndi zowawa.
Komabe, ndilola namondwe kuti adutse.
Nkhope ya dziko lapansi idzatsukidwa ndi mwazi wa iwo amene analiipitsa.
Koma inu, gwirizanani ndi zowawa zanga.
Pempherani ndipo khalani oleza mtima pamene mkuntho ukudutsa. "
Ndani anganene kuzunzika kwanga? Ndinadzimva kuti ndafa kwambiri kuposa moyo. Yesu adalitsidwe nthawi zonse ndipo chifuniro chake chikwaniritsidwe nthawi zonse!
Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse amabwera nthawi ndi nthawi, koma osasintha malingaliro ake za chilango.
Ngati, nthaŵi zina, wachedwa kubwera, amadzionetsa m’mawonekedwe otipangitsa kulira mwachifundo.
Kotero izo zimandikokera ine kwa ndekha ndikundisintha ine kukhala ndekha, ndiyeno izo zimandilowa ine ndikuzisintha ndekha.
Amandifunsa kuti ndimpsompsone mabala ake limodzi ndi limodzi, kuwapembedza ndi kuwakonza. Pambuyo ponditsogolera ine kuthandiza Umunthu wake woyera kwambiri,
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, mwana wanga, ndikofunikira kuti ndizibwera kwa iwe nthawi ndi nthawi kuti ndikupumule, kuti utonthozedwe komanso kuti utuluke.
Kukapanda kutero, Ndikadawononga dziko lapansi ndi motowo.
Lero m'mawa, nditakhala momwe ndimakhalira nthawi zonse ndipo ndikuchedwa kufika, ndinaganiza kuti:
“Kodi chingandichitikire chiyani panthawi yakusauka kwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa?
ngati sichinali Chifuniro Chake Choyera Chaumulungu? Ndani akanandipatsa moyo, mphamvu ndi thandizo?
O Chifuniro cha Mulungu Woyera,
-ndimadzitsekera mwa inu,
- Ndikudzipereka kwa inu,
-Mwa inu ndipumula.
Ah! Chilichonse chimachoka kwa ine, kuphatikizapo kuzunzika ndi kuti Yesu yemwe poyamba ankawoneka kuti sangathe kukhala popanda ine. Inu nokha, kapena Chifuniro Choyera, musandisiye konse.
Ah! Chonde Yesu wanga wokondedwa, mukadzawona kuti mphamvu zanga zatha,
dziwonetseni nokha.
O Chifuniro Choyera, ndimakukondani, ndikukumbatirani ndipo ndikukuthokozani, koma osandichitira nkhanza! "
Pamene ndimaganiza ndikupemphera motere,
Ndinamva kulowetsedwa ndi kuwala koyera kwambiri ndipo Holy Will anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
popanda Chifuniro changa, moyo uli ngati dziko lapansi
- popanda thambo, popanda nyenyezi, popanda dzuwa ndi mwezi.
Palokha, dzikolo ndi mitsinje chabe, mapiri otsetsereka, madzi ndi mdima.
Ngati dziko lapansi likadapanda thambo pamwamba pake kuti liwonetsere munthu kuopsa kwake
amene angawone adzagwa, kumizidwa, ndi zina zotero.
Koma pali thambo pamwamba pake, makamaka dzuwa limene limamuuza m’chilankhulidwe chachete kuti:
“Taonani, ndilibe maso, ndilibe manja, ndi mapazi;
koma Ine ndine kuunika kwa maso ako, ndi mayendedwe a manja ako ndi mapazi ako.
Ndipo ndikayenera kuyatsa madera ena,
Ndakupatsani kuwala kwa nyenyezi ndi kuwala kwa mwezi kuti mupitirize ntchito yanga.”
Monga ndapereka thambo kwa munthu chifukwa cha ubwino wa thupi lake, ndampatsa thambo la Chifuniro changa chifukwa cha moyo wake.
amene ali wolemekezeka kuposa thupi lake. Chifukwa ngakhale mzimu umadziwa zovuta zake:
- zilakolako, zizolowezi, makhalidwe abwino kuchita, ndi zina zotero.
Ngati mzimu udzichotsa kumwamba kwa Chifuniro changa,
- akhoza kungogwa kuchoka ku uchimo kupita ku uchimo;
- zilakolako zimamumiza
- nsonga za makhalidwe abwino zimasanduka phompho.
Choncho, monga momwe dziko likadakhalira chipwirikiti popanda thambo pamwamba pake, momwemonso mzimu uli pamavuto aakulu popanda chifuniro changa”.
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinalingalira za kuzunzika kumene Yesu anapirira pamene anavekedwa korona waminga. Kuti awoneke, Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, zowawa zomwe ndidamva ndikuvekedwa korona waminga ndizosamvetsetseka ndi malingaliro olengedwa.
Zowawa koposa minga pamutu panga;
maganizo anga analasidwa ndi maganizo oipa a zolengedwa:
palibe amene wandithawa;
-Ndinawamva onse mkati mwanga.
Sindinangomva minga yokha,
- komanso kunyansidwa kwa tchimo limene minga iyi yautsa mwa ine ».
Ndinayang’ana pa Yesu wanga wabwino ndipo ndinatha kuona mutu wake woyera koposa utazunguliridwa ndi minga, imene inaloŵa ndi kutuluka mwa iye.
Malingaliro onse a zolengedwa anali mwa Yesu.
Iwo adachoka kwa Yesu kupita kwa zolengedwa ndi kuchokera ku zolengedwa kupita kwa Yesu.
O! Yesu anavutika chotani nanga!
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
Mwana wanga wamkazi, ndi miyoyo yokha yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa
- ndikonzereni zenizeni e
-Ndichotsereni minga yakuthwa ngati imeneyi.
Zowonadi, kukhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi Chifuniro changa kukhala paliponse, mizimu iyi imapezeka mwa ine ndi zolengedwa zonse.
Amatsikira kwa zolengedwa, ndipo amakwera kwa Ine.
Amandinyamula.
M'maganizo a zolengedwa, amasintha mdima kukhala kuwala."
Masiku anga akukhala owawa kwambiri.
Mmawa uno Yesu wokondedwa wanga adadziwonetsera yekha m'masautso osaneneka. Nditamuona akuvutika kwambiri, ndinafuna kuti ndimuchepetseko chilichonse.
Sindinadziwe choti ndichite, ndinamugwira pamtima, ndikuyanditsa kamwa yanga ndi yake, ndikuyesera kuyamwa kuwawa kwake kwamkati, koma sizinaphule kanthu.
Ndinayambiranso, koma sizinaphule kanthu.
Yesu anali kulira, ndipo inenso ndinali kulira, poona kuti sindingathe kuthetsa ululu wake.
Ndi chizunzo chotani nanga!
Yesu analira chifukwa ankafuna kutsanulira mkwiyo wake mwa ine pamene chilungamo chake chinamulepheretsa kutero ndipo ndinamuona akulira koma osakhoza kumuthandiza.
Pali ululu umene palibe mawu angafotokoze.
Akulira, anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, machimo amachotsa zowawa ndi nkhondo m'manja mwanga.
Ndimakakamizika kuwalola ndipo, nthawi yomweyo, ndikulira ndikuvutika ndi zolengedwa ".
Ndinamva ngati ndikufa ndi ululu. Pofuna kundisokoneza, Yesu anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga usataye mtima, izinso zili mu Will yanga.
Miyoyo yokhayo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi yomwe ingakumane ndi Chilungamo changa. Ndi iwo okha omwe ali ndi mwayi wopeza malamulo aumulungu ndipo akhoza kupempha abale awo, ali ndi zipatso zonse za Umunthu wanga.
Ngakhale Umunthu wanga unali ndi malire ake,
Chifuniro changa chinalibe ndipo Umunthu wanga umakhala momwemo.
Miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi yomwe ili pafupi kwambiri ndi Umunthu wanga. Kukwaniritsa Umunthu wanga - chifukwa ndidawapatsa -
angathe
- kudziwonetsera nokha pamaso pa Umulungu ngati Mwiniwake wina, ndi zina zotero
- kuchotsera zida chilungamo cha Mulungu e
pempha chikhululuko kwa zolengedwa zokhota.
Kukhala mu Chifuniro changa, miyoyo iyi imakhala mwa ine.
Monga ine ndikukhala m’zolengedwa zonse, iwonso amakhala m’zolengedwa zonse za Yehova
onse ali bwino. Zimawulukira mumlengalenga ngati dzuwa.
Mapemphero awo, zochita zawo, malipiro awo ndi chilichonse chimene akuchita zili ngati cheza chotsika chifukwa cha ubwino wa onse”.
Ndikupitirizabe muumphawi wanga, ndikumva kusauka kwanga kugonja. Ndili mumkhalidwe wachiwawa nthawi zonse.
Ndikufuna kuchita zachiwawa kwa Yesu wanga wabwino, koma amabisala kuti musamuphwanye. Kenako, ataona kuti sindimuchitira nkhanza, amangotulukira mwadzidzidzi n’kuyamba kulira chifukwa cha zonse zimene anthu omvetsa chisoniwa akukumana nazo ndiponso kuti adzavutika.
Nthaŵi zina, mogwira mtima ndi mochonderera, anandiuza kuti:
“Mtsikana, usandichitire zachiwawa.
Ndili kale mumkhalidwe wachiwawa chifukwa cha zoipa zazikulu zomwe zolengedwa zimavutika nazo ndipo zidzavutika nazo. Koma ndiyenera kuvomereza ufulu wake pachilungamo. "
Pamene akunena izi, akulira ndipo ine ndikulira naye.
Nthawi zambiri, amanditembenukira kwambiri, amalira m'maso mwanga. Ndi masoka onse amene anandionetsa m’mbuyomo
matupi odulidwa, mitsinje ya mwazi, mizinda yowonongedwa, mipingo yoipitsidwa imatuluka m’maganizo mwanga .
Mtima wanga wosauka ukupweteka ndi ululu.
Pamene ndikulemba izi, ndikumva mtima wanga ukugwedezeka ndi ululu kapena kuzizira ngati ayezi.
Pamene ndikuvutika chonchi, ndikumva mau a Yesu akundiuza kuti:
"Ndili ndi ululu wochuluka bwanji, ndikumva ululu wotani!" Ndipo amagwetsa misozi. Koma ndani anganene zonse?
Ndili mumkhalidwe uwu, Yesu wanga wokondedwa, kuti akhazikitse mantha anga pang'ono, anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, limba mtima!
Ndizoona kuti tsoka lidzakhala lalikulu, koma dziwani
kuti ndidzasamalira miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi malo omwe amakhala.
Monga mafumu a dziko lapansi ali ndi mabwalo awoawo ndi madera omwe ali otetezeka
mphamvu zawo ndi zazikulu
kuti adani awo asayesenso kuyandikira;
-ngakhale atawononga malo ena.
Momwemonso, Ine, Mfumu ya Kumwamba, ndili ndi mabwalo ndi malo anga padziko lapansi.
Iyi ndi mizimu yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa komanso momwe ndimakhala.
Mabwalo akumwamba amawazungulira ndipo mphamvu ya Chifuniro changa imawateteza, ndikuchepetsa moto wa adani ndikuthamangitsa adani ankhanza kwambiri.
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
chifukwa Odala a Kumwamba amakhalabe otetezeka ndi okondwa kwathunthu,
ngakhale ataona zolengedwa zozunzika ndi dziko lapansi likuyaka moto?
Ndendende chifukwa amakhala kwathunthu mu Chifuniro changa.
Dziwani kuti ndimayika miyoyo yomwe imakhala Chifuniro changa chonse padziko lapansi m'malo odalitsika Kumwamba.
Choncho khalani mu Chifuniro changa ndipo musaope kalikonse.
Ndiponso, m’nthaŵi zino zakupha padziko lapansi, sindikufuna
-kukhala mu Chifuniro changa,
koma ukhala pakati pa abale ako, oikidwa pakati pa ine ndi iwo.
Mudzandisunga mwa inu kutali ndi zolakwa zomwe zolengedwa zimanditumizira.
Ndipo popeza ndikupatsani inu mphatso ya umunthu wanga ndi zonse zomwe ndidavutika nazo, ndipo mudzandisunga,
mudzapereka kwa abale anu, kuwapulumutsa;
- magazi anga, mabala anga, zonunkhira zanga ndi zabwino zanga. "
Kundipeza mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wachifundo adadziwonetsera mwachidule ndi
Iye anandiuza kuti :
“Mwana wanga, ngakhale zilango zitakhala zazikulu, anthu sasuntha, amakhala opanda chidwi, ngati akuwona zochitika zomvetsa chisoni, osati zenizeni.
M’malo moti azisonkhana kuti azilira pa mapazi anga ndikupempha chikhululukiro, amangoyang’ana zimene zimachitika.
Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi, ndi wonyansa bwanji waumunthu!
Anthu amamvera maboma - chifukwa cha mantha - koma amandisiya Ine, amene amatuluka chifukwa cha chikondi.
Ah! Kwa Ine kokha palibe kumvera kapena nsembe.
Ngati achita zinazake, amangofuna kudzikonda kuposa zina.
Chikondi changa sichiyamikiridwa ndi zolengedwa, ngati kuti sindiyenera chilichonse kuchokera kwa iwo! "
Ndipo anayamba kulira. Ndi kuzunzika koopsa chotani nanga kuona Yesu akulira! Anapitiliza kuti:
“Magazi ndi moto zidzayeretsa zinthu zonse ndipo ndidzabwezeretsa munthu wolapa. Pamene zimatenga nthawi yaitali, magazi adzakhetsedwanso.
kupha anthu kudzaposa chilichonse chimene munthu angachiganizire.”
Pamene adanena izi, adandiwonetsa kupha anthu. Ndi zowawa chotani nanga kukhala ndi moyo m’nthaŵi zino!
Chifuniro cha Mulungu chichitike nthawi zonse.
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wachifundo,
-Pokhala zobisika,
akufuna kuti ndizimupempha nthawi zonse chifukwa cha abale anga.
Ndiponso, pamene ndinali kupemphera ndi kulira kuti apulumutsidwe ankhondo osauka;
Ndipo kufuna kumamatira kwa Yesu m’njira yoti munthu asatayike, ndinafika ponena zachabechabe.
Ngakhale anali wosalankhula, Yesu ankawoneka wokhutira ndi zopempha zanga ndipo anali wokonzeka kundipatsa zomwe ndinkafuna.
Ndinaganiza kuti ndiyeneranso kuganizira za chipulumutso changa.
Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, pamene unali kudziganizira wekha,
Mwapanga kukhudzika kwaumunthu mwa Ine.
Ndipo Chifuniro changa, chaumulungu chonse, chinazindikira.
Mu Chifuniro changa chilichonse chimakhudza chikondi cha Ine ndi ena.
Kulibe zinthu zaumwini kumeneko.
Chifukwa mzimu womwe uli ndi chifuniro changa uli ndi zonse zomwe zingatheke. Ndipo ngati ili ndi zonse, mundifunse bwanji.
Kodi sikungakhale koyenera kuti muzingoyang'ana m'malo mopempherera omwe alibe zabwino izi?
Ah! Mukadadziwa mavuto omwe anthu atsoka awa akukumana nawo, mukanakhala, mwakufuna kwanga, mukuchita nawo chidwi! "
Pamene adanena izi, adandiwonetsa zomwe Masons akukonza.
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadandaula kwa Yesu, kuti:
"Yesu, moyo wanga, zonse zatha; makamaka.
Ndidakali ndi mphezi ndi mithunzi ina. Adandisokoneza, adandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, zonse ziyenera kutha mu Will yanga, mzimu ukafika apa, wamaliza zonse.
Kumbali ina, ngati wachita zambiri osamuphatikiza mu Will yanga, titha kunena kuti sanachitepo kanthu.
Ndimaganizira zonse zomwe zimatsogolera ku Will yanga chifukwa m'menemo mokha muli moyo wanga weniweni.
Ndibwino kuti ndimaganizira zinthu zazing'ono,
- kapena ngakhale zopanda pake,
monga zinthu zanga.
Chifukwa pachinthu chilichonse chaching'ono chomwe cholengedwacho chimalumikizana ndi Chifuniro changa,
Ndikumva kuti zikuchokera kwa Ine ndiyeno cholengedwacho chimachita.
Chilichonse mwazinthu zazing'onozi chimakhala ndi thanzi
- Chiyero Changa,
- mwa mphamvu yanga,
- za Nzeru zanga, za chikondi changa ndi zonse zomwe ndili
Ndipo, kotero, mu zinthu izi, ine ndikumverera
- moyo wanga, ntchito yanga, mawu anga, maganizo anga, etc.
Ndiye, ngati zinthu zanu zithera mu Will yanga, mukufuna chiyani china?
Chilichonse chili ndi cholinga chomaliza.
Dzuwa lili ndi mphamvu zowononga dziko lonse lapansi ndi kuwala kwake.
Mlimi amafesa, kuwononga ndi kulima nthaka, akuvutika ndi kuzizira ndi kutentha. Koma cholinga chake chachikulu ndikupeza mphotho ndikuzipanga kukhala chakudya chake.
Zomwezo zimapitanso pazinthu zina zambiri,
ngakhale amasiyanasiyana ,
ali ndi cholinga chawo chachikulu moyo wa munthu.
Pa moyo ,
akuyenera kuwonetsetsa kuti zonse zomwe amachita zithera mu Will yanga. Chifuniro changa chidzakhala moyo wake. Ndipo ndidzasandutsa moyo wake kukhala chakudya changa .”
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
“M’nthaŵi zomvetsa chisoni zino, iwe ndi ine tidutsa m’nthaŵi yoŵaŵitsa kwambiri, zinthu zidzaipiraipira.
Koma dziwani kuti ndikachotsa mtanda wanga wamatabwa,
Ndikupatsani mtanda wa Chifuniro changa umene ulibe utali kapena m’lifupi: ulibe malire.
Sindingakupatseni mtanda wolemekezeka. Sichiri cha mtengo, koma cha Kuwala
Ndipo, mu kuwala uku komwe kuli kotentha kwambiri kuposa moto, tidzavutika limodzi.
mu cholengedwa chilichonse ndi
mu zowawa zawo ndi mazunzo.
Ndipo tidzayesetsa kukhala moyo wa aliyense ".
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzimva chisoni kwambiri.
Pogwidwa ndi chifundo, Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse anabwera mwachidule ndikundipsompsona anati kwa ine:
“Mtsikana wosauka usaope, sindikusiya, sindingakusiye.
M'malo mwake, mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi maginito amphamvu omwe amandikopa ndi chiwawa chomwe sindingathe kukana.
Zingakhale zovuta kwa ine kuchotsa mzimu uwu.
Ndiyenera kusiya ndekha, zomwe sizingatheke. "
Iye anawonjezera kuti :
"Mtsikana,
mzimu womwe umakhaladi mu Chifuniro changa uli mumkhalidwe womwewo monga Umunthu wanga.
Ndinali munthu ndi Mulungu.
Monga Mulungu, ndinali ndi uthunthu
- chisangalalo, malingaliro, kukongola ndi zabwino zonse zaumulungu.
Ponena za Umunthu wanga,
- mbali imodzi, ndinatenga nawo mbali mu Umulungu
Ndipo, chifukwa chake, ndidakhala ndi chisangalalo changwiro ndipo masomphenya abwino sanandisiye.
- kumbali ina, nditatenga Umunthu wanga machimo onse a zolengedwa kuti awakhutitse pamaso pa Chilungamo Chaumulungu,
Umunthu wanga wazunzidwa ndi masomphenya omveka bwino a machimo onse, ndamva kuopsa kwa tchimo lililonse ndi kuzunzika kwake.
Kotero, ndinamva chimwemwe ndi ululu pa nthawi yomweyo:
-chikondi kumbali ya Umulungu wanga ndi kuzizira kumbali ya zolengedwa,
- chiyero mbali imodzi, uchimo mbali inayo.
Palibe zolengedwa zomwe zandithawa.
Izi zati, popeza Umunthu wanga sungathenso kuvutika,
- ndi miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa yomwe imanditumikira monga Umunthu .
Kumbali imodzi amamva chikondi, mtendere, kukhazikika, mphamvu, ndi zina zotero, ndipo kumbali ina, kuzizira, nkhawa, kutopa, etc.
Ngati ali kwathunthu mu Chifuniro changa ndikuvomereza zinthu izi,
-osati monga zinthu zawo, koma monga iwo amene amandivutitsa Ine, sataya mtima ndi kundimvera chisoni Ine.
Miyoyo iyi ili ndi mwayi wogawana nawo masautso anga,
-chifukwa Ine sindili kanthu koma chophimba Chondiphimba. Amamva kukwiya kwa kulumidwa ndi kuzizira,
-Koma kwa Ine, ku Mtima wanga ndiko kulunjika”.
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadandaula kwa Yesu ponena za kusowa kwake.
M'mawu okoma, iye anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, khalani pambali panga nthawi zino zakuwawa kwakukulu kwa Mtima wanga".
Akulira, anapitiriza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, ndikumva ngati wosasangalala: wosakondwa kuwona
amene avulala pabwalo lankhondo,
iwo amene amafa kumapeto kwa magazi awo ndi kusiyidwa ndi onse,
amene akufa ndi njala.
Ndikumva kuzunzika kwa amayi omwe ana awo ali pankhondo. Ah! Matsoka onsewa amalasa Mtima wanga.
Ndimaonanso chilungamo cha Mulungu chikuutsa mkwiyo wake kwa zolengedwa zopanduka ndi zosayamika. Onjezani tsoka langa m'chikondi:
ndi! Zolengedwa sizindikonda ndipo Chikondi changa chachikulu chimalandira zolakwa zokha pobwezera.
Mwana wanga wamkazi, pakati pa masoka ambiri, ndimafunafuna chitonthozo. Ndikufuna miyoyo yomwe imandikonda
-ndizungulira,
- amene amapereka zowawa zawo kuti andithandize ine ndi
-kuti amapembedzera osauka osauka.
Ndidzawalipira Chilungamo cha Mulungu chikadzakhazikika”.
Ndinapitiriza kudandaula kwa Yesu kuti:
“N’chifukwa chiyani mwandisiya?
Munandilonjeza kuti mudzabwera kamodzi patsiku, ndipo lero m'mawa wadutsa, tsiku likutha ndipo simunafike.
Yesu, kuzunzika kotani nanga kusautsidwa kumeneku kumandichitikira, ndi imfa yosalekeza bwanji!
Komabe ndasiyidwa ku Chifuniro Chanu.
Ndipo, monga momwe mudandiphunzitsira, ndikukupatsani mwayi uwu kuti miyoyo yambiri yomwe ndimakhala kuchokera nthawi zachinsinsi za inu ipulumutsidwe.
Ndikuyika zowawa zowawa ngati korona kuzungulira Mtima wanu kuti zolakwa za zolengedwa zisafikire ndipo palibe mzimu .
woweruzidwa ku gehena.
Koma ndi zonsezi, oh Yesu wanga, ndikupitiriza kudzimva mozondoka ndipo, mosalekeza, ndikukuitanani, ndikuyang'anani, ndikukhumba inu ».
Nthawi yomweyo, Yesu wanga wachifundo adayika mkono wake m'khosi mwanga, ndikundikumbatira, nati :
"Mwana wanga", ndiuze , "ukufuna chiyani, ukufuna kuchita chiyani, umakonda chiyani?"
Ndinayankha:
"Ndiwe amene ndikulakalaka. Ndikufuna kuti miyoyo yonse ipulumutsidwe. Ndikufuna kuchita chifuniro chako ndikukonda iweyo."
Iye anati:
"Ndiye mukufuna zomwe ndikufuna.
Ndi izi, mumandigwira m'manja mwanu ndipo ndikukugwirani
Simungathe kuchoka kwa ine ndipo sindingathe kuchoka kwa inu. Nanga unganene bwanji kuti ndakusiya?
Mwachikondi anawonjezera kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
aliyense amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa amadziwika ndi Ine kotero kuti mtima wake ndi Mtima wanga ndi chimodzi.
Monga mizimu yonse yopulumutsidwa ndi Mtima uwu,
anthu opulumutsidwa awa amawulukira ku chipulumutso chawo kudzera mu kugunda kwa Mtima uwu.
Ndipo ndidzapereka ulemu kwa mzimu wogwirizana ndi Ine chifukwa cha miyoyo yonse yopulumutsidwa iyi. Chifukwa anafuna chipulumutso chawo pamodzi ndi Ine
ndi kuti ndidaugwiritsa ntchito ngati moyo wa Mtima wanga”.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo, ndikudziwonetsa mwachidule, wokoma mtima wanga nthawi zonse
Yesu anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, anthu ndi ovuta bwanji!
Mliri wa nkhondo siwokwanira, masautso sikokwanira capitulate.
Ayenera kuwafikira m’thupi lawo lomwe. Kupanda kutero, sitipita kulikonse.
Kodi simukuwona kuti machitidwe achipembedzo ali abwino pabwalo lankhondo? Zachiyani? Chifukwa anthu amakhudzidwa ndi thupi lawo.
Chifukwa chake, ndikofunikira
- palibe dziko lomwe silikhudzidwa mwanjira iliyonse,
- kuti onse amafikiridwa m'thupi lawo.
Sichinthu chomwe ndikufuna, koma kulimba mtima kwawo kumandikakamiza kuti ndichite. "
Pamene ankanena zimenezi anali kulira.
Inenso ndinalira ndi kupemphera
-chifukwa anthu amagonja popanda kupha e
-kuti zonse zipulumutsidwe.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, zonse zikhala mu mgwirizano wa zofuna zathu.
Chifuniro chanu chigwirizane ndi Chifuniro changa ndipo tidzapempha kuti pakhale chisomo chokwanira chopulumutsa miyoyo.
Chikondi chanu chidzalumikizana ndi changa, zokhumba zanu ndi kugunda kwa mtima kudzalumikizana ndi changa: tidzabwezeretsa miyoyo ndi kugunda kwa mtima kosatha.
Chifukwa chake ipanga ukonde wozungulira iwe ndi ine momwe tidzakhala olumikizana.
Netiweki imeneyi ikhala ngati mpanda wotiteteza ku ngozi iliyonse.
Ndikokoma chotani nanga kumva mkati mwa kugunda kwa mtima wanga kugunda kwa mtima kwa cholengedwa chimene chimanena ndi wanga kuti: " Miyoyo, miyoyo !" Ndikumva womangidwa ndikugonjetsedwa, ndi mutu ".
Ndinapitiriza mu chikhalidwe changa ndipo Yesu anabwera mwachidule.
Iye anali atatopa. Anandipempha kuti ndipsompsone mabala ake ndi kupukuta magazi amene anatuluka m’mbali zonse za umunthu wake woyera.
Ndasanthula aliyense wa mamembala ake, kuwapembedza ndi kuwakonza. Kenako anatsamira pa ine nati:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, Chilakolako changa, mabala anga, magazi anga ndi zonse zomwe ndachita ndikuvutika, zimagwira ntchito nthawi zonse ngati kuti zonse zikuchitika tsopano.
Amakhala ngati zochirikiza zomwe ndingathe kuzidalira komanso zomwe miyoyo ingadalire kuti isagwere mu uchimo ndi kupulumutsidwa.
Munthawi za chilango izi.
Ndili ngati munthu woimitsidwa mlengalenga ndi kumenyedwa
Mopitirira: chilungamo chimandimenya kuchokera Kumwamba
ndipo zolengedwa, ndi uchimo, kundigwedeza ine kuchokera pansi.
Pamene mzimu ukhalabe ndi Ine,
- kuwononga mabala anga,
-kukonza e
- kupereka Magazi anga, m'mawu amodzi,
- kuchita zonse zomwe ndachita m'moyo wanga komanso Chilakolako changa,
zowonjezera zowonjezera zomwe ndingathe kudalira kuti zisagwe, e
m'pamenenso bwalo limakula kumene miyoyo ingapeze chithandizo
- kusagwa mu uchimo e
-kupulumutsidwa.
Usatope, mwana wanga;
- kukhala ndi ine ndi
- kudutsa mabala anga mobwerezabwereza.
Ndikupatsani
-malingaliro,
-mikhalidwe e
- mawu
kuti mukhale ndi ine.
Khalani okhulupirika kwa ine.
Chifukwa nthawi ndi yochepa.
Ndipo chifukwa chokwiyitsidwa ndi zolengedwa, Chilungamo chimafuna kuvumbulutsa mkwiyo wake. Zothandizira ziyenera kuchulukitsidwa.
Osasiya kugwira ntchito ".
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo Yesu wanga wokondedwa anawonekera mwachidule. Ndinamupsopsona ndikumuuza kuti:
"Yesu wanga, kukadakhala kotheka, ndikadakupatsani kupsompsona kwa zolengedwa zonse. Mwanjira imeneyi ndikadakwaniritsa chikondi chanu ndikubweretserani zolengedwa zonse".
Iye anayankha:
" Ngati mukufuna kundipsompsona aliyense, ndipsompsoneni mu Will yanga . Chifukwa, ndi mphamvu yake yolenga ,
Chifuniro changa chimatha kuchulukitsira chinthu chosavuta kukhala zochita zambiri momwe munthu angafune.
Ndiye udzandisangalatsa ngati kuti aliyense wandipsopsona.
ndipo udzakhala ndi mbiri yofanana ndi imene unabweretsa anthu onse kudzandipsopsona.
Zolengedwazo, kumbali ina, zidzalandira zotsatira zake mogwirizana ndi mikhalidwe yawo.
Chochita mu Will yanga chimakhudza zinthu zonse zomwe zingatheke komanso zomwe mungaganizire.
Dzuwa limatipatsa chithunzi chokongola cha izi.
Kuwala kwake kuli kumodzi, koma kumachulukana m’maso mwa zolengedwa zonse. Si zolengedwa zonse, komabe, zimakondwera nazo mofanana:
-ena, osawona bwino;
aike manja ao patsogolo pa maso ao, kuti asacitidwe nao khungu;
- ena, akhungu, sakondwera nawo konse, ngakhale kuti sikuli chilema cha kuunika;
koma chilema cha munthu amene kuwala kwafika kwa iye.
Chifukwa chake, mwana wanga, ngati mukufuna kundikonda kwa aliyense ndikuzichita mu Chifuniro changa, chikondi chanu chidzalowa mu Chifuniro changa.
Ndipo pamene Chifuniro changa chikudzaza Kumwamba ndi Dziko Lapansi, ndidzamvera mawu anu akuti "Ndimakukondani".
-kumwamba,
-ndizungulira,
-Mwa ine,
- komanso padziko lapansi:
Idzachulukana paliponse ndipo idzandipatsa kukhutitsidwa kwa chikondi cha aliyense.
Chifukwa cholengedwacho ndi chochepa komanso chopanda malire pomwe Chifuniro changa ndi chachikulu komanso chopanda malire.
Monga mawu akuti "tipanga munthu m'chifanizo chathu ndi m'chifaniziro chathu "
zomwe ndidazinena polenga munthu zingafotokozedwe?
Kodi cholengedwacho, chosatheka, chingakhale bwanji mchifaniziro changa ndi chifaniziro changa ?
Ndi kudzera mu Chifuniro changa kuti akwaniritse izi.
Chifukwa, kupanga Chifuniro changa kukhala chake, amabwera kudzachita mwanjira yaumulungu. Kupyolera mu kubwerezabwereza kwa zochita zaumulungu, izo zimatsatira
-kuwoneka ngati ine,
-kukhala chifaniziro changwiro cha Ine.
Zili ngati mwana yemwe,
- pobwereza zomwe amawona mwa mbuye wake, amakhala ngati iye.
Chinthu chokhacho chomwe chingapangitse cholengedwa kukhala ngati Ine ndi Chifuniro changa .
Pachifukwa ichi ndili ndi chidwi kwambiri kuti cholengedwacho chimapanga Chifuniro changa kukhala chake. Chifukwa ndi njira iyi yokha yomwe adzatha kukwaniritsa cholinga chomwe ndinali nacho pochilenga. "
Ndinaphatikizana ndi Chifuniro Chopatulika cha Yesu Wodalitsika.Pochita izi, ndinadzipeza ndekha mwa Yesu.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, mzimu ukalumikizana mu Chifuniro changa, zimamuchitikira ngati ziwiya ziwiri zomwe zimakhala ndi zakumwa zosiyanasiyana ndipo zimatsanuliridwa wina ndi mnzake.
Kenako choyamba chimadzazidwa ndi zomwe chachiwiri chinali ndi chachiwiri ndi zomwe choyamba chinali.
Momwemonso cholengedwacho chimadzazidwa ndi Ine ndi Ine nacho.
Popeza Chifuniro changa chili ndi Chiyero, Kukongola, Mphamvu, Chikondi, ndi zina zotero,
-kutsanulira mwa ine,
- podzisungunula mu Chifuniro changa ndi
- kudzipereka kwa inu,
mzimu umabwera kudzadzidzaza ndi Chiyero changa, Chikondi changa, Kukongola kwanga, ndi zina zotero, ndipo izi mwanjira yabwino kwambiri yotheka kwa cholengedwa.
Kumbali yanga, ndikumva kukhala wodzaza ndi moyo
Kupeza mwa iye chiyero changa, kukongola kwanga, chikondi changa, etc.,
Ndimayang'ana mikhalidwe yonseyi ngati kuti ndi yake. Ndimakonda kwambiri
-kuti ndimamukonda ndipo
-ndiloleni ndiusunge mwansanje mu kuya kwa Mtima wanga, ndikupitiriza kuulemeretsa ndi kuukometsera ndi makhalidwe anga aumulungu.
Kotero kuti Chisangalalo changa ndi Chikondi changa kwa iwo chikuwonjezeka nthawi zonse ".
Ndinapitirizabe mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo Yesu wanga wabwino anadziwonetsera yekha kwa ine ndi manja ake odzala ndi zilango zokantha zolengedwa.
Zilangozo zinkawoneka kuti zikuwonjezeka.
Panali ziwembu zotsutsana ndi Mpingo ndipo dzina la Roma linatchulidwa. Atavala zakuda, Yesu wodalitsika adawoneka wokhumudwa kwambiri. Anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, zilango zidzabweretsa kuuka kwa akufa.
Koma padzakhala ochuluka kwambiri kwakuti aliyense adzamizidwa mu maliro ndi zowawa. Popeza zolengedwa ndi miyendo yanga, ndichifukwa chake ndavala zakuda. "
Ndinachita mantha kwambiri ndipo ndinapempha Yesu kuti akhale chete. Kuti anditonthoze, anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
fiat iyenera kukhala yotseka yofewa yomwe imamangiriza zochita zanu zonse. Chifuniro Changa ndi Chanu chimapanga cholumikizira ichi.
Dziwani kuti lingaliro lililonse, mawu kapena zochita zomwe zachitika mu Chifuniro changa
Ndi njira ina yolumikizirana yomwe imatsegula pakati pa Ine ndi cholengedwa.
Ngati zochita zanu zonse zikugwirizana ndi Chifuniro Changa, palibe njira yomwe idzatsekedwe pakati pa inu ndi Ine. "
Popeza adavutika kwambiri ndi kusowa kwa Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse, adadziwonetsa mwachidule. Anali m’masautso aakulu.
Ndinalimba mtima ndi manja onse awiri ndikupita kukamwa kwake.
Nditamupsopsona, ndinayesa kuyamwa - ndani akudziwa, mwina ndikhoza kumuthandiza poyamwa kuwawa kwake, ndinaganiza ndekha.
Ndinadabwa kuti ndinayamwa pang'ono, zomwe nthawi zambiri sindingathe kuchita.
Koma, mosakayika, popeza kuti kuvutika kwake kunali kwakukulu, zinawoneka ngati sanazindikire.
Komabe anasuntha pang'ono, nandiyang'ana ndipo anati:
"Mwana wanga, sindingathe kupirira, sindingathenso! Zolengedwa zadutsa malire.
Anandidzaza ndi zowawa zambiri.
kuti chilungamo changa chigamule chiwonongeko chonse.
Komabe, popeza munandimasula ku zowawa izi, chilungamo changa tsopano chikhoza kupezeka.
Komabe, zilango zidzawonjezedwa.
Ah! Munthu sasiya kundilimbikitsa kuti ndimusambitse ndi masautso ndi chilango. Popanda izo, malingaliro ake sasintha. "
Ndinapemphera kuti akhazikike mtima pansi. M'mawu okhudzidwa, adandiuza kuti:
"Aa! Mwana wanga, mwana wanga!" Kenako anasowa.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo ndinapitirizabe kuvutika ndi kuwawidwa mtima. Ndinalingalira za Chisangalalo cha Yesu wanga wachifundo ndipo ndinamumva akubwerezabwereza:
"Moyo wanga, moyo wanga, amayi anga, amayi anga!" Chodabwitsa chilichonse, ndinamuuza kuti:
"Kodi izi zikutanthauza chiyani?" Iye anayankha:
"Mwana wanga, pamene ndikumva
- malingaliro anga ndi mawu anga abwerenso mwa inu,
-kuti umandikonda ndi chikondi changa,
- mukufuna chiyani ndi Chifuniro changa,
-kuti mudzafuna ndi zofuna zanga, ndi zina zonse,
Ndikumva kuti moyo wanga ukuchulukanso mwa inu.
Kukhutira kwanga kuli kwakukulu kwambiri kotero kuti ndimakonda kubwereza mobwerezabwereza: "Moyo wanga, moyo wanga!"
Ndikaganiza za mavuto amene amayi anga okondedwa akumana nawo.
iye amene anafuna kuchotsa masautso anga onse ndi kuwamva iwo chifukwa cha ine;
Ndipo ndikawona kuti mukuyesa kumutsanzira, kundipempha kuti ndikuvutitseni zomwe zolengedwa zimandivutitsa, Ndimakonda kunena kuti: "Mamma mia! Mamma mia!"
Pakati pa zowawa kwambiri kuti Mtima wanga umakhala ndi zowawa zambiri
mu zolengedwa, mpumulo wanga yekha ndi kumva kuti moyo wanga akubwereza wokha.
Chifukwa chake ndikumva kuti zolengedwazo zalumikizidwanso kwa Ine ».
M'mawa uno Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse adabwera ndikundiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, moyo wanga padziko lapansi unali wofesa basi kuti ana anga akolole zipatso.
Komabe, akhoza kukolola zipatso zimenezi ngati akhala pansi pamene ndinafesa. Ndipo mtengo wa zipatsozi umayenda molingana ndi zomwe okololawo amapeza.
Mbewu iyi imapangidwa ndi Ntchito zanga, Mawu anga, Malingaliro anga, mpweya wanga, ndi zina zotero. Ngati moyo udziwa kupezerapo mwayi pa zipatsozi, ndi wolemera mokwanira kugula Ufumu wa Kumwamba.
Ngati satero, zipatsozi zidzagwiritsidwa ntchito pomutsutsa. "
M'mawa uno, mosazengereza kufika, Yesu wanga wokondedwa anabwera.
Anadzigwetsa m’manja mwanga, nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, ndipumule, ndiloleni nditulutse Chikondi.
Ngati chilungamo changa chikufuna kudzitsanulira chokha, chikhoza kuchita pa zolengedwa zonse.
Koma chikondi changa chimatha kutsanuliridwa pa zolengedwa
-ndani amandikonda,
- omwe akupwetekedwa ndi chikondi changa,
-Yemwe, wodekha, amayesa kutsanulira chikondi changa pondipempha chikondi chochulukirapo.
Ngati chikondi changa sichipeza cholengedwa chotsanulira pa icho, Chilungamo changa
- idzawala kwambiri e
- adzapereka coup de grace kuti awononge zolengedwa osauka. "
Kenako anandipsopsona mobwerezabwereza, akundiuza kuti:
"Ndimakukondani, koma ndi chikondi chamuyaya. Ndimakukondani, koma ndi chikondi chachikulu
Ndimakukondani, koma ndi chikondi simungamvetse.
Ndimakukondani, koma ndi chikondi chomwe sichidzakhala ndi malire kapena malekezero. Ndimakukondani, koma ndi chikondi chomwe simungathe kufanana nacho ".
Ndani anganene mawu onse amene ankandiuza kuti amandikonda? Kwa aliyense anali kuyembekezera yankho langa.
Posadziwa choti ndinene komanso kuti ndilibe mawu okwanira oti ndipikisane naye, ndinamuuza kuti:
"Moyo wanga, mukudziwa
-kuti ndilibe kanthu ndi
-kuti, ngati ndili nacho kanthu, ndichokera kwa inu, ndi kuti chimene mwandipatsa ine ndikubwezerani inu nthawi zonse.
Kotero, pokhala zonse mwa inu, zinthu zanga ndi zodzaza ndi moyo. Pamene ine, ndikupitirizabe kukhala chabe.
Ndimapanga chikondi chanu kukhala changa ndipo ndikukuuzani:
"Ndimakukondani
- chikondi chachikulu ndi chamuyaya,
-chikondi chopanda malire,
-zomwe zilibe mapeto ndipo ndizofanana ndi chikondi chanu."
Ndinamupsopsona mobwerezabwereza.
Ndipo, pamene ndimati, “Ndimakukonda,” anakhala wodekha ndi kupumula. Kenako anasowa.
Pambuyo pake anabwerera akudziwonetsera yekha mu mawonekedwe a Umunthu wake woyera kwambiri womenyedwa, wovulazidwa, wosweka, wokhetsedwa magazi.
Ndinachita mantha. Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, taona, ndinyamula mkati mwanga onse ovulala osauka omwe ali pansi pa zipolopolo, ndipo ndikuvutika nawo. Ndikufuna kuti iwenso utenge nawo mbali m'masautso awa chifukwa cha chipulumutso chawo".
Zinasanduka ine ndipo ndinayamba kuvutika kwambiri.
Pamene ndinali mu chizolowezi changa,
Ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa pamaso pa Queen Mayi .
Ndinamupempha kuti apemphere kwa Yesu kuti mliri wankhondo uthe.
Ndinamuuza kuti:
"Amayi, chitirani chifundo anthu ambiri omwe akhudzidwa!
Kodi simukuwona magazi okhetsedwa onsewa, ziwalo zonse zosweka, kubuula konseku, misozi yonseyi?
Inu ndinu Amayi a Yesu ndi athunso. Zili ndi inu kugwirizanitsa ana anu. "
Pamene ndinali kupemphera, iye anali kulira. Komabe, anakhalabe wosagonja. Ndinalira naye limodzi ndipo ndinapitiriza kupemphera kwa iye kuti andipatse mtendere.
Anandiuza kuti:
Mwana wanga, dziko lapansi silinayeretsedwe ndipo mitima ikadali yowumitsidwa. Ndiponso, ngati zilangozo zikatha, ndani akanapulumutsa ansembe?
Ndani akanawatembenuza?
Zovala zimene zimaphimba miyoyo ya anthu ambiri n’zomvetsa chisoni kwambiri moti ngakhale anthu akunja amanyansidwa nazo.
Tipemphere, tipemphere”.
M’mawa uno ndinam’mvera chifundo kwambiri Yesu.
- kuthedwa nzeru ndi zolakwa za zolengedwa
kuti ndinali wokonzeka kukumana ndi zowawa zilizonse kuti ndipewe uchimo. Ndinapemphera ndikukonza kuchokera pansi pamtima.
Yesu wodala anabwera.
Ndipo Mtima wake unakhala ngati wanyamula mabala amtima wanga omwewo Koma, o! Zokulirapo bwanji!
Anandiuza kuti:
Mwana wanga wamkazi
pakuona zolengedwa, Umulungu wanga unali ngati bala la chikondi kwa iwo. Chilonda ichi chinandipanga ine
-tsika kuchokera Kumwamba kufika pa dziko lapansi,
-kulira,
- anakhetsa magazi anga ndi
-chita zonse zomwe ndachita.
Moyo womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa umamva bala ili lamoyo.
Amalira, akupemphera ndipo ali wokonzeka kuvutika chilichonse kuti zolengedwa zosauka zikhale
Zosungidwa
ndipo bala lachikondi langa silikula chifukwa cha zolakwa zawo.
Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi
misozi iyi, mapemphero, masautso ndi malipiro
- ndifewetse chilonda changa e
- kugona pachifuwa panga ngati miyala yamtengo wapatali
zomwe ndikondwera kuzipereka kwa Atate wanga kuti abweretse chifundo pa zolengedwa.
Mtsempha waumulungu umatuluka ndikugwa pakati pa miyoyo iyi ndi Ine, mtsempha womwe umadya magazi awo aumunthu.
Miyoyo iyi ikagawana nawo bala langa ndi moyo wanga, m'pamenenso mitsempha imakula. Zimakhala zazikulu kotero kuti miyoyo iyi imakhala Akhristu ena.
Ndipo ndinena kwa Atate wanga mosalekeza;
“Ndili kumwamba.
Koma pali Akhristu ena padziko lapansi
- amene avulazidwa ndi bala langa e
- amene, monga ine, kulira, kuvutika, kupemphera, etc.
Choncho tiyenera kutsanulira chifundo chathu padziko lapansi”.
Ah! Mizimu iyi
- amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa ndi
- amene amagawana bala langa lachikondi ali monga ndinaliri padziko lapansi ndipo ndidzakhala monga ndili Kumwamba,
-komwe adzagawana ulemerero wa Umunthu wanga! "
Nditalandira Mgonero Woyera, ndinadziuza kuti:
"Ndiyenera kupereka bwanji mgonero uwu kuti ndikondweretse Yesu?" Ndi kukoma mtima kwake kwanthawi zonse anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
ngati mufuna kundikondweretsa, perekani mgonero wanu monga ndinachitira mu Umunthu wanga.
Ndisanapereke mgonero kwa ena, ndinadzipatsa ndekha mgonero
ndekha
- kotero kuti Atate anga alandire ulemerero wonse chifukwa cha mayanjano onse a zolengedwa, ndi kulandiranso malipiro mwa Ine chifukwa cha zopatulika zonse ndi zolakwa zomwe Umunthu wanga uyenera kuvutika mu sakramenti la Ukaristia.
Popeza Umunthu wanga unalandira Chifuniro cha Mulungu,
inaphatikizaponso kukonzanso kwanthawi zonse. Ndipo pamene ndinadzilandira ndekha, ndinadzilandira ndekha ndi ulemu.
Kumbali ina, chifukwa chakuti zochita zonse za zolengedwa zagawidwa ndi Umunthu wanga, ndinatha kusindikiza mgonero wa zolengedwa zonse ndi mgonero wanga.
Apo ayi, cholengedwa chingalandire bwanji Mulungu?
Mwachidule, Umunthu wanga watsegula khomo kuti zolengedwa zindilandire Ine.
Iwe, mwana wanga wamkazi, chita izi mu Chifuniro changa podziphatikiza ndi Umunthu wanga. Choncho,
muphatikiza zonse ndipo ndipeza mwa inu
- kukonza kwa aliyense,
-malipiro pa chilichonse, e
- kukhutira kwanga.
Kuposa pamenepo, ndipeza mwa inu
-ine wina. "
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wokondedwa nthawi zonse adadziwonetsa mwachidule.
Ndinamupempha kuti asinthe lamulo la chilungamo cha Mulungu. Ndinamuuza kuti:
Yesu wanga, sindingathe kupiriranso.
Mtima wanga wosauka ukusweka ndi masoka ambiri omwe ndamva!
Yesu, awa ndi mafano anu okondedwa, ana anu okondedwa
zomwe zimabuula chifukwa cha kulemera kwa zida zambiri zokhala ngati infernal!
Yesu anayankha kuti:
"Aa! Mwana wanga
zoopsa zomwe zikuchitika tsopano ndi chithunzi chabe cha zojambulazo.
Kodi simukuwona bwalo lalikulu lomwe ndimajambula? Kodi chidzachitika ndi chiyani ndikadzafika pamapangidwe enieni?
M'malo angapo zidzanenedwa: "Panali mzinda wotero kuno, panali nyumba yotero pano". Malo ena adzazimiririka.
Nthawi ndi yochepa. Bamboyo afika poti ndikakamizika kumulanga.
Anatsala pang'ono kundiputa, kunditsutsa ndipo ndinakhalabe wodekha. Koma nthawi yafika.
Sanafune kundidziwa pansi pa chikondi ndi Chifundo. Adzandidziwa m’mbali ya Chilungamo.
Chifukwa chake, bwerani, tisataye mtima mwachangu chotere!
Ndinamva kuwawa kwambiri chifukwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa, Moyo wanga ndi Zonse zanga, sanawonekere. Ndinaganiza:
"Ndikadatha, ndikadagontha kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi ndi maliro anga kuti ndimuchotsere chisoni chifukwa cha umphawi wanga.
Ndi tsoka lotani: kumudziwa, kumukonda ndi kukhala wopanda iye! Kodi pangakhale tsoka lalikulu? "
Pamene ndinali kudandaula chonchi, Yesu wodala anadziwonetsera yekha mkati mwanga. Anandiuza molimba mtima kuti:
"Mwana wanga usandiyese, chifukwa chiyani ukugwedezeka?
Ndinakuuzani zonse kuti mutseke.
Ndinakuuzani kuti ndikapanda kubwera, ndichifukwa chilungamo changa chimafuna kuti ndikhwimitse zilango.
Pele nywebo tamukonzyi kusyoma kuti ncaakali kulanganya mbuli mbondakali kuyanda, pele tatweelede kumvwa makani aaya aajatikizya nyika.
Kodi mukumva izi tsopano, ndipo ngakhale mukhala mukukayikabe? Sichiyeso kwa ine?
Ndinanjenjemera nditamva Yesu akulankhula nane mwaukali. Kuti anditsimikizire anasintha kamvekedwe kake ndipo mwachikondi anawonjezera kuti:
"Mwana wanga, limbika, sindikusiya.
Ndikadali mwa inu, ngakhale simundiwona nthawi zonse.
Nthawi zonse ndigwirizane nane.
Ngati mupemphera, pemphero lanu liyendere mwa ine popanga Pemphero langa kukhala pemphero lanu
Mwanjira imeneyi, chilichonse ndachita ndi mapemphero anga
- ulemerero ndapatsa Atate,
- zabwino zomwe ndapeza kwa aliyense. Inunso mudzatero.
Ngati mumagwira ntchito, lolani ntchito yanu ikhale yanga ndikupangitsa Ntchito yanga kukhala ntchito yanu .
Potero mudzakhala ndi mphamvu zanu zonse zabwino zochitidwa ndi Umunthu wanga, womwe wayeretsa ndi kupembedza chilichonse.
Ngati mumva zowawa, lolani zowawa zanu zisefukire mwa ine, ndi kubweretsa zowawa zanga kuvutika kwanu. + Chotero mudzakhala ndi m’manja mwanu zabwino zonse zimene ndapeza pondiombola.
Chifukwa chake mudzayang'anira mbali zitatu zofunika za Moyo wanga ndipo nyanja zazikulu za Chisomo zidzatuluka mwa inu ndikutsanulira zabwino zonse.
Moyo wanu sudzakhala ngati wanu, koma ngati wanga.”
Ndinadandaula podalitsa Yesu chifukwa cha umphaŵi wake wamwambo ndipo ndinalira momvetsa chisoni.
Yesu wangulongo kuti wenga wakusuzga ukongwa ndipu wangundiwovya kuziŵa kuti vinthu viheni viheni. Zinandipangitsa kulira kwambiri.
Anandiuza kuti:
Mwana wanga, ulirira tsopano, koma ine ndifuulira za m'tsogolo. O!
-kufikira pamene wina adzakhala woopsa wa mnzake.
Sadzatha kuchita paokha.
Adzachita zinthu ngati kuti ndi openga komanso akhungu,
mpaka adzichitira okha zoipa.
Ndipo chinyengo chomwe Italy wosauka adadziyikamo: ilandila mikwingwirima ingati! Kumbukirani kuti ndinakuuzani zaka zingapo zapitazo kuti ayenera kulangidwa
kulandidwa ndi mayiko akunja ndi chiwembu chomwe amapangira.
Iye adzakhala wonyozeka ndi wonyozeka chotani nanga! Iye anali wosayamika kwambiri kwa Ine.
Mayiko awiri omwe ndidali ndi chiyembekezo, Italy ndi France, ndi ena mwa omwe andikana kwambiri.
Anagwirizana kundikankhira kutali.
Adzaperekanso dzanja lonyozeka pakati pawo: Chilango chokha! Adzakhalanso amene adzachita nkhondo zambiri pa Mpingo.
Ah! Mwana wanga, pafupifupi mitundu yonse yasonkhana kundikhumudwitsa. Anandikonzera chiwembu! Ndawachitira choipa chanji?
Komanso, pafupifupi aliyense ayenera kulangidwa. "
Ndani anganene
- ululu wa Yesu,
- mkhalidwe wachiwawa womwe adadzipeza, e
-komanso mantha anga?
Ine ndinati, “Ndingakhale bwanji pakati pa masoka ochuluka chonchi?
Ndidathedwa nzeru ndipo ndinaganiza ndekha:
"Zonse zatha: kuzunzidwa, kuzunzika, Yesu, chirichonse!"
Ndipo popeza kuti wolapa wanga sanali bwino, zinkawoneka ngati zotheka kwambiri kuti ndilandidwe mgonero. Ndinamva kulemera kwathunthu kwa kuyimitsidwa kwa mkhalidwe wanga wozunzidwa.
Ndipo, m'malo mwa wonditsogolera wanga wauzimu,
Ndinalibe chisonyezero cha izi, ngakhale zabwino kapena zoipa.
Komanso, ndinanena kuti Marichi watha,
- pamene wondivomereza sanali bwino e
-kuti ndinali mumkhalidwe womwewo,
Yesu anandiuza kuti ngati ine kapena aliyense wonditsogolera adzisunga kukhala wozunzidwa,
Akanamusiya Corato.
Chifukwa chake kuopa kwina kuti nditha kuyambitsa zovuta kwa Corato.
Ndani angafotokoze nkhawa zanga zonse ndi kuwawidwa mtima kwanga? Ndinachita mantha.
Pondichitira chifundo, Yesu wanga wodalitsika adadziwonetsera yekha mkati mwanga. Iye ankawoneka wokhumudwa kwambiri ndipo anali ndi dzanja pamphumi pake.
Ndinalibe kulimba mtima kuti ndimuyimbire foni, ndipo pafupifupi kunong'oneza, ndinangoti:
"Yesu, Yesu!" Anandiyang'ana, koma, o! Maonekedwe ake anali omvetsa chisoni chotani nanga!
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndimavutika bwanji!
Ukanadziwa ululu wa munthu amene amakukonda sukanachita chilichonse koma kulira.
Inenso ndikuvutika chifukwa cha inu, chifukwa,
-popeza sindibwera kawirikawiri, chikondi changa chimalephereka ndipo sindingathe kutulutsa.
Komanso kudziona ukuvutika chifukwa nawenso sungathe kukhuthula chikondi chako.
popeza simundiwona Ine, ndisautsika koposa.
O! Mwana wanga wamkazi, chikondi chokakamizidwa ndiye chizunzo chachikulu cha mtima.
Ukakhala wodekha ukamavutika, sindivutika kwambiri. Koma ngati mukumva chisoni ndi kuda nkhawa, ndimasowa mtendere ndipo ndimachita manyazi. Ndipo ine ndikukakamizika kubwera ndikuphunthitsa ndi kukutulutsani, pakuti masautso anga ndi anu ndi alongo.
Izi zati, kuzunzidwa kwanu sikunathe. Ntchito zanga nzosatha.
Ndipo sindimawaimitsa popanda chifukwa chomveka, kuyimitsidwa komwe, mulimonse, ndi kwakanthawi.
"Dziwani kuti ndakalamba kuzinthu za Chifuniro changa.
Khalani momwe munali, chifukwa chifuniro chanu sichinasinthe.
Ndipo ngati mulibe kuvutika, simutenga zowonongeka. M'malo mwake, ndi zolengedwa zomwe sizikulandira zotsatira za kuvutika kwanu. Ndiko kuti, salekedwa Chilango.
Zimachitika ngati munthu amene ali ndi udindo wa boma kwa nthawi ndithu.
Ngakhale atapuma pantchito, amalandila malipiro a moyo wake wonse.
Kodi ndiyenera kudabwitsidwa ndi zolengedwa?
Ah! Ayi! Ngati zolengedwa zapatsidwa penshoni kwa moyo wonse, ndimapereka penshoni kwamuyaya. Chifukwa chake, simuyenera kuda nkhawa ndi nthawi yopuma yomwe ndimatenga.
Mukuchita mantha chifukwa chiyani?
Waiwala kuti ndakuonetsani chikondi changa?
Amene akukutsogolerani asamale, podziwa momwe zinthu zilili. Ndipo ndimuyang'ana Corato.
Koma iwe, chilichonse chomwe chingachitike, ndimakusunga m'manja mwanga. "
Ndinalumikizana mwa Yesu wanga wokondeka nthawi zonse.Panthawiyi iye anabwera, nalumikizana mwa ine, nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, pamene moyo umakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
ngati aganiza, maganizo ake aonekera mu malingaliro anga Kumwamba; ngati mukufuna. Ngati alankhula, ngati akonda, zonse zionekera mwa Ine.
Ndipo zonse zomwe ndimachita zimawonekera mwa iye.
Zili ngati dzuwa likawonekera pagalasi:
Tikhoza kuona dzuwa lina mu galasi ili, lofanana kwambiri ndi dzuwa lakumwamba, ndi kusiyana komwe dzuŵa lakumwamba liri lokhazikika ndipo nthawi zonse limakhala pamalo ake, pamene dzuwa likudutsa pagalasi .
Chifuniro Changa chimawalitsa mzimu
Zonse zimene amachita zikuonekera mwa Ine.
Ndipo ine, wovulazidwa ndi kunyengedwa ndi kulingalira uku,
Nditumiza kuwala kwanga konse kwa iye kuti ndipange dzuŵa lina mwa iye. Motero, zikuoneka kuti kumwamba kuli dzuwa ndi linanso padziko lapansi.
Ndi matsenga ndi kugwirizana kotani nanga pakati pa madzuwa awiriwa! Ndi mapindu ochuluka chotani nanga amene akutsanulidwa kaamba ka ubwino wa onse!
Koma ngati mzimu sunakhazikike mu chifuniro changa,
zingamuchitikire monga padzuwa lopangidwa pagalasi:
- Patapita kanthawi, galasi limakhala mdima kachiwiri ndipo dzuwa lakumwamba liri lokha.
Masiku anga akupitirirabe m'masautso, makamaka chifukwa cha mawu obwerezabwereza a Yesu akundiuza kuti zilango zidzachuluka.
Dzulo usiku ndinali ndi mantha.
Ndinali kunja kwa thupi langa ndipo ndinapeza Yesu wanga wosautsika.
Ndinkaganiza kuti ndikubadwanso kumoyo watsopano, koma sizinali choncho. Pamene ndinayandikira kwa Yesu kuti ndimutonthoze,
anthu ena anaigwira naing’amba. Ndi mantha otani nanga!
Ndinadzigwetsa pansi pafupi ndi chimodzi mwa zidutswa izi ndipo mawu ochokera Kumwamba analengeza kuti:
Kulimba ndi kulimba mtima kwa ochepa abwino omwe adatsala!
Akhalebe okhazikika osanyalanyaza kalikonse.
Iwo adzakumana ndi masautso aakulu kwa Mulungu ndi kwa anthu.
Ndi chifukwa cha kukhulupirika kwawo kokha kuti sadzadodoma ndi kupulumutsidwa. Dziko lapansi lidzawonongedwa ndi miliri imene sinayambe yaonekapo.
Pa mulandu wa ciipailo cabipisha, ifibumbwa fikafwaya ukuonaula Kabumba wabo pa kuti batwalilile lesa wabo no kufishapo ifyo balefwaya.
Polephera kukwaniritsa cholinga chawo, adzafika pa nkhanza zoopsa kwambiri. Zonse zidzakhala zoopsa."
Kenako, ndikunjenjemera, ndinabwerera m’thupi langa.
Lingaliro la Yesu wokondedwa wanga linafupikitsidwa kukhala zidutswazidutswa linandipatsa imfa. Ndinkafuna kuti ndidzakumanenso naye zivute zitani kuti ndidziwe chomwe chinamuchitikira.
Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse anabwera ndipo ndinadekha. Ukhale wodalitsika nthawi zonse.
Ndikupitirizabe kukhala ndi masiku owawa kwambiri. Yesu wodala amabwera kawirikawiri, ndipo ngati ndidandaula, amayankha mosisima kapena kunena zinthu monga:
"Mwana wanga, ukudziwa, sindibwera kawirikawiri chifukwa zilango zimachuluka. Bwanji ukudandaula?"
Ndinafika polephera kupirira ndipo ndinagwetsa misozi.
Kuti andikhazikitse mtima pansi ndi kunditonthoza, anabwera n’kumakhala nane usiku wonse. Nthawi ina anandisisita, kundipsompsona komanso kundichirikiza.
Kwa wina adadziponya m'manja mwanga kuti apume.
Kapena zikadandiwonetsa mantha mwa anthu: adathamanga mbali zonse.
Ndikukumbukira anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, zomwe ndili nazo ndi Mphamvu yanga, mzimu uli ndi chifuniro chake.
Chifukwa chake, ndimayang'ana zabwino zonse zomwe akufuna kuchita ngati akuchitadi.
Ndili ndi Chifuniro ndi Mphamvu: ngati ndikufuna, ndingathe.
Kumbali ina , mzimu sungathe kuchita zambiri
Koma chifuniro chake chimamupangitsa kuti alibe mphamvu.
Mwanjira iyi imakonda kukhala Mwini wina.
Ndipo ndimamlemeretsa ndi zabwino zonse zimene chifuniro chake chikufuna kuchita.”
"Mwana wanga, pamene mzimu udzipereka kwathunthu kwa ine, ndikhazikitsa malo anga momwemo.
Nthawi zambiri ndimakonda kutseka chilichonse ndikukhala pamithunzi. Nthawi zina ndimakonda kugona ndikuyika mzimu wanga ngati mlonda kuti usalole aliyense kubwera kudzandisokoneza.
Ndipo ngati kuli koyenera, ayenera kusamalira olowererawo ndi kuwayankha Ine.Nthawi zina ndimakondanso kutsegula zonse ndikulowetsamo.
- mphepo, kuzizira kwa zolengedwa;
- mbola zauchimo ndi zina zambiri.
Moyo uyenera kukhala wokondwa ndi chilichonse ndikundilola kuchita zomwe ndikufuna. Ayenera kupanga zinthu zanga zakezake.
Ndikanakhala kuti ndinalibe ufulu wochita naye chilichonse chimene ndikufuna, sindikanasangalala. Ngati mungakhale osamala kuti mumve
-Ndimasangalala bwanji kapena
-Ndimavutika bwanji, ufulu wanga ukanakhala kuti?
"Aa! Zonse zili mu Chifuniro changa!
Pamene mzimu utenga Chifuniro changa, ndi chinthu cha Umunthu wanga chomwe chimatengera.
Chifukwa chake, ikachita zabwino, zimakhala ngati zabwinozo zikutuluka mwa Ine.
Ndipo, kuchokera kwa Ine, uli ngati kuwala kwa kuwala komwe kumapindulitsa zolengedwa zonse”.
Mmawa uno Yesu wanga wokondedwa adadziwonetsa yekha mu mtima mwanga. Mtima wake unali kugunda mwa ine.
Ndinamuyang'ana ndipo anati:
"Mwana wanga, kwa iye
-yemwe amandikondadi ndi
- amene amachita chifuniro changa m'zonse,
kugunda kwa mtima wake ndi wanga ndi chimodzi.
Ndimawatcha kugunda kwa mtima wanga ndipo, motero,
Ndikuwafuna mu Mtima wanga, okonzeka kumutonthoza komanso kusangalatsa zowawa zake. Kugunda kwake mu mgodi kumapanga mgwirizano wokoma kuti
- Amandiuza za mizimu ndi
"Zimandikakamiza kuti ndiwapulumutse.
Koma kuvula kotani komwe kumafunikira kwa moyo! Moyo wake uyenera kukhala
- Moyo wakumwamba wochuluka kuposa wapadziko lapansi,
- moyo waumulungu wochuluka kuposa waumunthu.
Mthunzi ndi wokwanira, chinthu chaching'ono kwambiri kuti chiteteze moyo
kuzindikira kugwirizana ndi kupatulika kwa kugunda kwa mtima wanga. Chifukwa chake, kugunda kwa mtima wake sikumagwirizana ndi wanga ndipo ndiyenera kukhala ndekha m'chisoni ndi chisangalalo changa. "
Ndimakhala ngati ndikufera zosowa za Yesu wanga wokondedwa.
Mmawa uno ndinadzipeza ndekha mwa Yesu,
- kumizidwa mu ukulu wa Ubwino Wanga Wapamwamba.
Ndinaona Yesu mwa ine ndipo ndinamva mbali zonse za Umunthu wake zikulankhula:
- mapazi ake, manja ake, mtima wake, pakamwa pake, etc.
Mwachidule, mawu ankachokera kulikonse.
Sikuti anali mphekesera zokha, koma mawu awa anachulukira kwa zolengedwa zonse.
Mapazi a Yesu analankhula ndi mapazi ndi mapazi a zolengedwa zonse. Manja ake analankhula ndi ntchito yawo, maso ake ku maonekedwe awo, maganizo ake ndi maganizo awo, etc.
Ndi kugwirizana kotani nanga pakati pa Mlengi ndi zolengedwa zake! Ndi mawonekedwe odabwitsa bwanji!
Chikondi chomwe!
Kalanga, mgwirizanowu unasweka chifukwa cha kusayamika ndi uchimo. Yesu analandira zokhumudwitsa posinthana ndi ena.
Onse osautsidwa, iye anati kwa ine:
“Mwana wanga wamkazi, Ine ndine Mawu, ndiko kuti, Mawu, ndipo chikondi changa pa zolengedwa ndi chachikulu kwambiri.
-kuti ndipereke Umunthu wanga mau ochuluka kuti agwirizane ndi umphumphu
- zochita zawo, malingaliro awo,
- zofuna zawo, zofuna zawo, etc.
ndi chiyembekezo cholandira ntchito zodzala ndi chikondi kwa Ine mobwezera.
Ndimapereka Chikondi ndipo ndikufuna chikondi chipatsidwe kwa ine. Koma ndimakonda kukhumudwa.
ndipatsa moyo, ndipo akadakhoza, akadandipatsa imfa. Ngakhale izi, ndikupitirizabe kukonda.
Miyoyo yomwe imasambira mu ukulu wanga ndikukhala mogwirizana kwa Ine mu Chifuniro changa onse amakhala mawu ngati ine.
Ngati agwira ntchito,
- Mapazi awo amalankhula ndi kulondola ochimwa;
- maganizo awo ndi mawu a mizimu. Ndi zina zotero.
Kuchokera kwa miyoyo iyi, ndipo kuchokera kwa iwo okha, ndimalandira.
- monga kuyembekezera, malipiro anga kwa chilengedwe.
Kuwona, osatha kuchita chilichonse paokha
kuti agwirizane ndi chikondi Changa ndi kusunga chiyanjano pakati pa iwo ndi Ine, miyoyo iyi
- lowani mu Chifuniro changa, chipange kukhala chuma chawo ndi
-kuchita zinthu mwa umulungu.
Chikondi changa chimapeza njira yake mwa iwo
Ndimawakonda kuposa cholengedwa china chilichonse ".
Ndikupitirizabe kukhala ndi moyo masiku anga abwinja kwambiri.
Ndipo ndikuwopa kuti tsiku lina Yesu adzabweranso "modutsa". Mu ululu wanga, ndimabwereza mobwerezabwereza: "Yesu, musandichitire ichi".
Ngati simukufuna kuyankhula, ndikuvomereza;
-ngati simukufuna kundivutitsa, ndidzisiya ndekha;
-ngati simukufuna kundipatsa mphatso ya zithumwa zanu, fiat; koma musabwere konse, ayi !
Mukudziwa kuti zikananditengera moyo wanga
ndi kuti umunthu wanga, ukanakhala wopanda iwe mpaka madzulo, ukadasweka”.
Ndikunena izi, Yesu adadziwonetsa yekha. Kuwonjezela kukuwawa kwanga, iye anandiuza kuti :
“Dziwani kuti ngati sindibwera kudzakutsanulirani kwa inu kanthawi, ndichifukwa chakuti dziko lapansi limalandira nkhonya yake yomaliza ya chiwonongeko ndi miliri ya mitundu yonse.
Mawu awa adandidetsa nkhawa ndipo ndinapitiliza kupemphera kuti:
"Yesu wanga,
mu mphindi iliyonse yakusauka kwanu moyo watsopano wa inu umalengedwa m'miyoyo: pokhapo ndikavomereza kuti ndilandidwe inu.
Sichinthu chaching'ono kulandidwa kwa inu, wamkulu, wopandamalire, Mulungu wamuyaya.
Mtengo wake ndi waukulu.
Chifukwa chake, mgwirizanowu ndi wovomerezeka.'
Yesu anayika manja ake m’khosi mwanga ngati kusonyeza kuti anavomera. Ndinayang'ana ndipo ah! Ndi masomphenya owopsa bwanji!
Osati mutu wake wokha, komanso Umunthu wake wonse woyera kwambiri unakutidwa ndi minga.
Kotero ine ndinali nazo zonse pamene ine ndikumupsopsona. Koma ine ndimafuna kulowa kwa Yesu zivute zitani.
Ndipo iye, ubwino wonse, anathyola mwinjiro wake wa minga mpaka ku Mtima wake nandiyika ine pamenepo.
Ndinkaona umulungu wake.
Ngakhale anali m'modzi ndi Umunthu wake, adakhalabe osakhudzidwa pomwe Umunthu wake udazunzidwa.
Anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, waona
-zovala zonyansa zomwe zidandipanga ine, ndi
-Kodi minga iyi imaphimba bwanji Umunthu wanga wonse?
Kuphimba Umunthu wanga wonse, amatseka chitseko cha Umulungu wanga.
Komabe, ndizochokera ku Umunthu wanga
kuti Umulungu wanga ukhoza kuchita zabwino za zolengedwa.
Choncho ndikofunikira kuti mbali ina ya minga iyi ichotsedwe kuti itsanulidwe pa zolengedwa.
Chotero, pamene kuunika kwa Umulungu Wanga kukutuluka paminga iyi, ndidzakhoza kubweretsa miyoyo ku chitetezo.
M’pofunikanso kufika pa dziko lapansi
-ndi zilango, zivomezi, njala, nkhondo, ndi zina zotero. kuti mwinjiro uwu wa minga umene zolengedwa zinandipangira ziphwanyike ndi
kotero kuti Kuwala kwa Umulungu kungathe
- kulowa m'miyoyo,
- kuwamasula ku zinyengo zawo, e
-Kupeza nthawi yabwino. "
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wabwino adadziwonetsa yekha atasefukira ndi kuwala.
Kuwala kumeneku kunachokera ku Umunthu wake woyera kwambiri ndikumupatsa kukongola kwakukulu. Ndinadabwa ndipo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
zowawa zonse zomwe ndamva mu Umunthu wanga, dontho lililonse la Magazi lomwe ndakhetsa,
bala lililonse, pemphero lililonse, mawu aliwonse, zochita zilizonse, sitepe iliyonse, ndi zina zotero, zinatulutsa Kuwala mu Umunthu wanga.
Ndipo Kuwala uku kunandikometsera mpaka kuti onse odalitsidwa Kumwamba anakondwera.
Ponena za miyoyo,
- malingaliro aliwonse omwe ali nawo okhudza Chilakolako changa,
- zochita zilizonse zachifundo zomwe amachita,
- chilichonse chobwezera, etc.
kumapangitsa Kuwala komwe kumachokera ku Umunthu wanga kutsika mwa iwo ndikuwakometsera.
Lingaliro lililonse lokhudza Passion yanga ndikuwonjezera kwa Kuwala komwe kudzakhala chisangalalo chamuyaya ".
Ndinali mu pemphero ndipo Yesu wanga wachifundo anali pafupi nane.
Ndinaona kuti nayenso akupemphera ndipo ndinayamba kumumvetsera. Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
pempherani, koma pempherani monga ine.
Ndiko kuti, dziwitseni kwathunthu mu chifuniro changa: mmenemo mudzapeza Mulungu ndi zolengedwa zonse.
Kutengera zinthu zonse zamoyo,
muwapereka kwa Mulungu, pakuti zonse nza Iye.
Ndiye inu muyika chirichonse pa mapazi ake
- ntchito zawo zabwino kupereka ulemerero kwa Mulungu, ndi
- zochita zawo zoipa powakonzera
Chiyero,
mphamvu e
ukulu wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu chomwe palibe chomwe chingapulumuke.
Momwemonso Umunthu wanga padziko lapansi.
Ngakhale kuti anali woyera, anafunikira Chifuniro Chaumulungu kuti apereke chikhutiro chonse kwa Atate.
-Kuwombola mibadwo ya anthu.
M’chenicheni, mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu mokha ndikanatha kugwirizanitsa.
- mibadwo yonse yakale, yamakono ndi yamtsogolo
- zochita zawo zonse, maganizo, mawu, etc.
Osasiya chilichonse chondithawa,
-Ndidatenga malingaliro onse a zolengedwa m'malingaliro mwanga,
-Ndinawonekera pamaso pa Mfumu Yapamwamba ndi
- Ndinali kukonzekera aliyense.
M'maso mwanga ndinatenga maso a zolengedwa zonse,
- m'mawu anga mawu awo,
- m'mayendedwe anga mayendedwe awo,
- m'manja mwanga ntchito yawo,
- zokonda zawo ndi zokhumba mu Mtima wanga,
m’mapazi anga mapazi ao ndinawayesa anga.
Ndipo, mwa Chifuniro Chaumulungu, Umunthu wanga
- Anakhutitsidwa ndi Atate e
- anapulumutsa zolengedwa osauka.
Atate Amulungu anakhutitsidwa.
M'malo mwake, sakanakhoza kundikana, popeza iye mwiniyo anali Chifuniro cha Mulungu.
Kodi akanakana? Ayi ndithu. Makamaka popeza, muzochita izi, adapeza
-chiyero changwiro,
- kukongola kosafikirika komanso kosangalatsa,
- chikondi chachikulu,
- zochita zazikulu ndi zamuyaya, e
-mtheradi mphamvu.
Uwu unali Moyo wonse wa Umunthu wanga padziko lapansi,
- kuyambira mphindi yoyamba ya kutenga pakati mpaka kupuma kwanga komaliza.
Ndipo izi zidapitilira Kumwamba ndi mu Sakramenti Lodala.
Izi zati, bwanji simungachite zomwezo?
Kwa amene amandikonda, zonse ndi zotheka.
Ogwirizana ndi ine, mu Chifuniro changa,
- tengani maganizo a zolengedwa zonse mwa inu ndi kuzipereka kwa Ukulu Waumulungu;
- m'maonekedwe anu, m'mawu anu, m'mayendedwe anu, m'zokonda zanu ndi zilakolako zanu, tengani za abale anu.
- kuti awakonzere ndi kuwapembedzera.
Mu chifuniro changa mudzadzipeza mwa Ine ndi m'zonse. Mudzakhala Moyo Wanga ndikupemphera ndi Ine.
Atate waumulungu adzakhala wokondwa. Ndipo Kumwamba konse kudzati:
“Ndani akutiitana kuchokera ku dziko lapansi?
Kodi cholengedwa ichi chomwe chikufuna kusokoneza Chifuniro cha Mulungu mwa iye mwini potiphatikiza tonsefe ndi chiyani?
Ndikupitirizabe kuchita zinthu mwachizoloŵezi, ndinali ndi chisoni chachikulu.
Koposa zonse chifukwa, m’masiku amenewa, Yesu anandisonyeza kuti asilikali akunja akuukira Italy.
Motero anachititsa kuphana kwakukulu ndi kukhetsa mwazi kwa asilikali athu.
kotero kuti Yesu mwiniyo adachita mantha.
Ndinamva kusweka mtima kwanga ndipo ndinati kwa Yesu:
"Sungani zithunzi zanu m'nyanja iyi yamagazi abale anga. Ndipo musalole kuti aliyense agwe m'gehena."
Kuwona kuti Chilungamo Chaumulungu chinali pafupi kukulitsa mkwiyo wake motsutsana ndi zolengedwa zosauka, ndinadzimva kuti ndikufa. Monga ngati kundisokoneza maganizo owopsawa, Yesu anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, chikondi changa pa zolengedwa ndi chachikulu kwambiri moti pamene mzimu ukuganiza kudzipereka kwa ine,
- Ndinamupatsa mphamvu,
-Ndimamunyamula, ndimamusamalira,
-Ndimamupatsa chisomo, mphamvu, zolimbikitsa,
-Ndimamugwira ku Mtima wanga.
Kudziwona wekha wodzazidwa ndi chisomo, mzimu
-yamba kundikonda,
- amayambitsa chiyambi cha machitidwe achipembedzo ndi mapemphero mu mtima mwake, e
- amayamba kuchita zabwino.
Zonsezi zimapanga ngati munda wamaluwa mu moyo wake.
Koma chikondi changa sichimangokhudza maluwa. Amafunanso zipatso.
Komanso, imagwetsa maluwa. Ndiko kuti, amavula mzimu
- chikondi chake chokhazikika,
- mphamvu zake ndi
-zinthu zina zambiri
kotero kuti zipatso ziwonekere.
Ngati mzimu uli wokhulupirika, umapitiriza ndi machitidwe ake opembedza ndi machitidwe abwino:
- alibenso kukoma kwa zinthu zaumunthu,
- sadziganiziranso yekha, koma ine ndekha.
Ndi chikhulupiriro chake mwa Ine apatsa zipatso kukoma, Ndi kukhulupirika kwake amazipsa,
Ndi kulimba mtima kwake, kulolerana ndi bata,
- zipse ndi kukhala zipatso zabwino.
“Ndipo ine, Mlimi wakumwamba, ndisonkhanitsa zipatso izi, ndi kuzipanga chakudya changa, ndipo nditsegula m’munda wina, wamaluwa ndi wokongola koposa;
-momwe zipatso zamphamvu zidzakula,
amene angatenge chisomo chodabwitsa kuchokera mu Mtima wanga.
Komabe, ngati mzimu ukhala wosakhulupirika, wokayikitsa, wosakhazikika, wachidziko, ndi zina zotero, zipatso zake zidzakhala zopanda pake.
zosakoma, zowawa, zokwiririka ndi matope, e
zitha kundikwiyitsa ndikundipangitsa kuti ndisiye ".
M'mawa uno, pamene Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse adadziwonetsa yekha, ndidamumanga pamtima ndipo adandipsopsona.
Pamene amandipsompsona, ndinamva madzi owawa kwambiri akusefukira mkamwa mwake kulowa mwa ine. Ndinadabwa kuti, popanda kundichenjeza, Yesu wokondedwa wanga anatsanulira kuwawa kwake mwa ine. Pamene, kawirikawiri, ndimayenera kumupempha Iye kuti atero bola ngati sanandipatse.
Pamene ndinadzazidwa ndi madzi awa, Yesu anapitiriza kuwathira. Inasefukira ndi kugwa pansi.
Koma Yesu nthawi zonse anali kuwatsanulira,
- kotero kuti nyanja yaying'ono yamadzi iyi idandizungulira ine ndipo Yesu adadalitsa.
Pambuyo pake, adawoneka womasuka ndipo adandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, waona kuchuluka kwa zowawa zomwe zimanditsanulira?" Mochuluka kotero kuti, chifukwa cholephera kuyamwa zambiri, ndinafuna kutsanulira mwa inu. Ndipo popeza simunathe kukhala ndi chilichonse,
- kufalikira pansi ndi
- idzatsanulira pa anthu ".
Pamene adanena izi, adandiwonetsa malo ndi mizinda yomwe idzakhudzidwa ndi kuwukira kwa alendo:
-anthu anali kuthawa,
Ena anali amaliseche ndi anjala;
-ena anapita ku ukapolo e
- ena anaphedwa. Zowopsya ndi mantha paliponse!
Yesu mwiniyo anayang’ana kutali ndi maso oipawa. Chifukwa cha mantha, ndinayesetsa kukopa Yesu kuti asiye zonsezi. Koma ankaoneka wosasinthasintha. Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwananga, ndi kuwawidwa kwawo komwe chilungamo chamulungu chimatsanulira pa anthu, ndimafuna ndikukhuthulire kaye.
-kuti malo ena asamawonongeke e
- kukondweretsa inu; ndiye. Ndinawathira zina zonse.
Chilungamo changa chimafuna kukhutira. "Ndinamuuza kuti:
"Chikondi changa ndi moyo wanga,
Sindikudziwa zambiri za chilungamo, ndipo ngati ndikupemphani, ndikukupemphani chifundo.
Ndikupempha chikondi chanu, Mabala anu, Magazi anu. Pambuyo pake, awa ndi ana anu, zithunzi zanu zokondedwa. Abale anga osauka angatani?
Kodi ndili m'malo otani?
Mumandiuza kuti, kuti mundikondweretse, munatsanulira zowawa mwa ine. Koma malo omwe mwasunga ndi ochepa kwambiri. "
Iye anati:
M'malo mwake, ndizovuta kwambiri.
Ndi chifukwa chakuti ndimakukondani kuti ndapulumutsa ena. Apo ayi sindikadasunga kalikonse.
Komanso, kodi sunaone kuti sungathe kuugwira mtima?
"Umandiuza kuti umandikonda: chikondi chimenechi chili kuti? Chikondi chenicheni chimadziwa kukhutiritsa wachikondi wake m'chilichonse.
Ndiye bwanji ndisanenepe kuti ndisakhale ndi zowawa zambiri komanso abale anga asakhalenso?"
Yesu analira ndi ine ndipo anasowa.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo Yesu wanga wabwino nthawi zonse anadza, Anandisintha kukhala Iye ndipo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Chikondi changa chimamva kufunikira kosatsutsika kwa kubwezera
pambuyo pa zolakwa zambiri kumbali ya zolengedwa.
Amafuna moyo umodzi
zomwe, kudziyika pakati pa ine ndi zolengedwa , zimandipatsa ine
- kukonza kwathunthu,
- wa chikondi
m'malo mwa onse, e
amene akudziwa kutulutsa mwa ine zikomo kwa aliyense .
Komabe, mutha kuchita izi mwa Will wanga , komwe mudzandipeza.
-Ineyo
- komanso zolengedwa zonse.
“Oh! Ndikukhumba bwanji kuti mulowe Chifuniro changa
kuti ndipeze mwa inu chikhutiro ndi kubwezera pa chilichonse.! Ndikungofuna kwanga komwe mupeza zinthu zonse zikugwira ntchito chifukwa ine ndine injini, wosewera komanso wowonera chilichonse ".
Pamene adanena izi,
-Ndadzilowetsa mu Chifuniro chake ndipo ndani anganene chilichonse -
-Ndinadzipeza ndikulumikizana ndi malingaliro onse a zolengedwa.
Mu chifuniro chake ndachulukitsa aliyense. Ndi kupatulika kwa chifuniro chake,
- Pogona kwa onse,
- Ndinali othokoza kwa aliyense ndi chikondi kwa aliyense.
Kenako, mofananamo, ndinachulukitsa
mawonekedwe onse, mawu onse ndi china chirichonse.
Ndani akanatha kufotokoza zonse zomwe zinachitika? mawu amandilephera
Ndipo mwina angelowo amangochita chibwibwi pa nkhaniyi.
Chifukwa chake, ndiyima pano.
Chifukwa chake ndidakhala usiku wonse ndi Yesu, mu chifuniro chake. Kenako ndinamva kuti Mayi a Queen ali pafupi nane ndipo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, pemphera."
Ndinawayankha kuti: “Amayi, tiyeni tipemphere limodzi, chifukwa ndekha sindidziŵa kupemphera.
"Mapemphero amphamvu kwambiri pa Mtima wa Mwana wanga ndi omwe amapangidwa
kudzibisa yekha mu zimene Yesu anachita ndi kuzunzika. Chifukwa chake, mwana wanga,
- zungulira mutu wako ndi minga ya Yesu,
-kongoletsa maso ndi misozi;
-mizidwa lilime lako ndi kuwawa kwake;
-vala moyo wako ndi magazi ake,
- kudzikongoletsa ndi mabala ake;
- kuboolani manja ndi mapazi anu ndi misomali yanu.
Ndipo, monga Khristu wina, dzionetseni nokha pamaso pa Ukulu Waumulungu.
Lingaliro limeneli lidzamsonkhezera kufika poti sadzatha kukukanani kalikonse.
Koma, tsoka, ndi zolengedwa zochepa zomwe zimadziwa kugwiritsa ntchito mphatso za Mwana wanga.
Kotero ine ndinapemphera padziko lapansi ndipo ndikupitiriza kuchita izo Kumwamba ".
Kenako tonse tinavala chizindikiro cha Yesu ndi kuima pamaso pa mpando wachifumu waumulungu.
Izi zimasuntha Kumwamba konse.
Ndipo angelo, odabwa pang’ono, anatitsegulira njira. Kenako ndinabwerera ku thupi langa.
Ndikakhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wabwino amadziwonetsa yekha ngati ali m'njira,
-kapena kunena mawu ochepa ndikutha,
-kapena kubisala mkati mwanga. Ndikukumbukira tsiku lina anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Ndine pakati ndipo zolengedwa zonse zimalandira moyo wapakati. Kotero, ine ndine moyo
- malingaliro onse,
- mawu aliwonse,
- zochita zilizonse,
-kwa chilichonse.
Koma zolengedwa zimagwiritsa ntchito moyo uno kundikhumudwitsa:
Ine ndikuzipatsa moyo, ndipo ngati akanatha, akanandipatsa ine imfa.”
Ndikukumbukiranso kuti pamene ndinamupempha kuti asiye zilondazo, anandiuza kuti:
" Mwana wanga, ukuganiza kuti ndikufuna kuwalanga ?
Ah! Ayi, m'malo mwake!
Chikondi changa ndi chachikulu kwambiri kotero kuti ndakhala moyo wanga wonse ndikukonzanso zomwe munthu amayenera kuchita kwa Wamkulukuluyo.
Ndipo popeza zochita zanga zinali zaumulungu,
Ndinazichulukitsa kuti zonse zidzaze Kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi, kuti Chilungamo chisabwere kudzakhudza munthu.
Koma, kupyolera mu tchimo, munthu anaswa chitetezo ichi. Ndipo chitetezo chikasweka, mabala amagunda. "
Ndi zinthu zing'ono zotani zomwe adandiuza!
M'mawa wa lero ndidadandaula chifukwa sanayankhe maka chifukwa sanayimitse zilangozo.
Ndinamuuza kuti: “Bwanji kupemphera ngati sukufuna kundiyankha?
Iye anayankha :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
zabwino ndi zabwino nthawi zonse .
Inu muyenera kudziwa zimenezo
- pemphero lililonse,
- kukonza kulikonse,
- machitidwe onse achikondi,
- Chilichonse choyera
chimene cholengedwacho chimachita ndi paradaiso wina amene amapeza.
Motero, kachitidwe koyera kophweka kadzakhala kumwamba kwinanso. Chinthu chimodzi chochepa, china chochepa paradaiso.
Ndithu, chabwino chilichonse chimachokera kwa Mulungu, choncho mzimu umatenga Mulungu kudzera mwa Iye.
Mulungu ali ndi chisangalalo chosawerengeka, chamuyaya ndi chopanda malire
kotero kuti odalitsika sadzatha kuwatopetsa. Ndiye sizodabwitsa kuti,
-Monga ntchito iliyonse yabwino imapeza Mulungu,
Mulungu ali wokakamizika kuwapatsa chikhutiro choterocho.
Ngati, chifukwa cha ine, moyo uli wachisoni chifukwa cha zododometsa,
-Kumwamba, nzeru zake zidzakhala ndi kuwala kochuluka ndipo adzasangalala ndi paradaiso wambiri
kangati iye wapereka luntha lake. Komanso adzamvetsa bwino Mulungu.
Ngati mutha kupirira kuzizira chifukwa cha chikondi changa,
-Mudzasangalala ndi kukhutitsidwa kosiyanasiyana kuchokera ku chikondi changa. Ngati mukuvutika ndi mdima chifukwa cha chikondi changa,
-Mudzakhala ndi chisangalalo chochuluka chobwera chifukwa cha kuwala kwanga kosafikirika. Ndi zina zotero.
Izi ndi zomwe pemphero limodzi linanso kapena kuchepera kumatanthauza.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo Yesu wanga wokondedwa anabwera mwachidule nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, chikondi changa chimafunafuna miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa.
Chifukwa ndi m'miyoyo yotere ndimene ndimakhazikitsa malo anga.
Chikondi changa chimafuna kuchitira zabwino miyoyo yonse
Koma machimo amandiletsa kutsanulira madalitso anga mwa iwo.
Chifukwa chake ndimayang'ana miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa, chifukwa mwa iwo palibe chomwe chimandilepheretsa kupereka zabwino zanga.
Ndipo, kupyolera mwa iwo, mizinda ndi anthu ozungulira iwo akhoza kusangalala zambiri za chisomo changa.
Zotsatira zake
-Ndimakhala ndi malo ochulukirapo padziko lapansi,
- pamene Chikondi changa chimapeza kukwaniritsidwa kwake e
- m'pamene amathira mochulukira ku ubwino wa anthu.
Kupitilira mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndidamva chisoni chonse chifukwa chakusowa kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo.
Ndinadandaula kuti kusowa kulikonse kumandivutitsa.
- Inali imfa yomwe inandiwonjezera, imfa yowawa chifukwa, pamene ndinamva ngati ndikufa, sindinafe.
Ndinamuuza kuti, "Ungakhale bwanji ndi mtima wondigonjetsa ndi akufa ambiri?"
Yesu anayankha kuti: “Mwana wanga, usataye mtima.
Pamene Umunthu wanga unali pa dziko lapansi, munali zamoyo zonse za zolengedwa, zonse zimene zinachokera kwa Ine.
Koma ndi angati amene sanabwerere kwa ine, chifukwa pamene iwo anafa adzapita ku gehena.
Ndidamva imfa ya aliyense ndipo idazunza kwambiri Umunthu wanga. Izi zinali zilango zankhanza kwambiri pa moyo wanga wapadziko lapansi, mpaka kufa kwanga komaliza.
Zowawa zomwe mukumva chifukwa chakusowa kwanga ndi mthunzi chabe wa zowawa zomwe ndinamva chifukwa cha kutaya miyoyo.
Chifukwa chake ndipatseni mphamvu kuti mukomerere wanga . Lolani kuwawa kwanu kuyendere mu Chifuniro changa komwe kuli
-ndidzalumikizana ndi e
- idzachita zabwino kwa onse, makamaka iwo amene ali pafupi kugwa kuphompho.
Mukasunga nokha,
- mitambo idzapanga pakati pa inu ndi ine,
- Chifuniro changa chidzasweka pakati pa iwe ndi Ine,
- ululu wanu sudzakumana ndi wanga,
-Simudzatha kudzifalitsa mwa ubwino wa onse, e
-mudzamva kulemera kwathunthu kwa izi.
Ngati, kumbali ina, muyesa kupangitsa kuti zowawa zanu zonse ziziyenda mu Chifuniro changa,
sipadzakhala mtambo pakati pa ine ndi iwe. Kuvutika kwanu
- zidzakubweretserani kuwala ndi
-kutsegula njira zatsopano za mgwirizano, chikondi ndi chisomo ".
Ndinali kuphatikizidwa mu SS. Will ndi Yesu wanga wokondedwa anandiuza kuti:
«Ndi kupyolera mwa miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu chifuniro changa pamene ndimamva kuti ndapinduladi chifukwa cha Chilengedwe, Chiombolo ndi Chiyeretso.
Miyoyo iyi yokha ndiyo imandilemekeza monga zolengedwa ziyenera kuchitira.
Chifukwa chake, iwo
- Miyala yamtengo wapatali ya mpando wanga wachifumu idzakhala Kumwamba e
- adzakhala ndi zokhutitsidwa ndi ulemerero zomwe wina aliyense wodalitsika adzakhala nazo payekha.
Miyoyo iyi idzakhala ngati mfumukazi yozungulira mpando wanga wachifumu ndipo ina idzakhala moizungulira. Ngakhale kuti okhawo amene adzawala mu Yerusalemu wakumwamba adzadalitsidwa.
myoyo yakkala muKuyanda kwangu ilakonzya kubala mubuzuba bwangu.
Adzakhala ngati ophatikizidwa ndi dzuwa langa
Ndipo adzaona wina wodalitsika kuchokera mkati mwanga. Chifukwa ndi zolondola
- kuti atakhala padziko lapansi ogwirizana ndi Ine, mu Chifuniro changa,
-ndipo pokhala kuti sanakhale ndi moyo wa iwo okha, adzakhala ndi malo apadera Kumwamba.
Ndipo kumeneko adzapitiriza moyo umene anali kukhala padziko lapansi,
- kusandulika kwathunthu kukhala Ine ndi
-kumizidwa m'nyanja yakukhutira kwanga.
Mmawa uno, titatha mgonero,
- Ndinamva kumizidwa kwathunthu mu Chifuniro cha Yesu wachifundo wanga,
-Ndinali kusambira mwa inu.
Ndani anganene momwe ndimamvera: Ndilibe mawu oti ndinene.
Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, moyo ukakhala mu Chifuniro changa, tinganene kuti amakhala mwaumulungu padziko lapansi. O! Ndimakonda bwanji kuwona miyoyo ikulowa mu Chifuniro changa kuti
-kukhala mwaumulungu kumeneko ndi
-Bwerezani zomwe Umunthu wanga umachita!
Pamene ndinadzipatsa ndekha mgonero, ndinadzilandira ndekha mu Chifuniro cha Atate ndipo, potero, osati kokha
- Ndinakonza zonse, koma,
- chifukwa cha ukulu ndi chidziwitso cha Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndapereka mgonero kwa aliyense.
Ndipo powona kuti ambiri sangasangalale ndi sakalamenti la Ukalistia, kuti zingakhumudwitse Atate chifukwa anthu awa akana kulandira Moyo wanga, ndinapatsa Atate kukhutitsidwa ndi ulemerero ngati kuti aliyense walandira mgonero.
Inunso mulandire mgonero mu Chifuniro changa pobwereza zomwe ndachita. Chifukwa chake simudzangothetsa chilichonse,
-koma mudzandipatsa zonse monga ndinachitira;
-ndipo mudzandipatsa ulemerero, monga ngati onse analandira mgonero.
Mtima wanga wonse umakhudzidwa ndikuwona izi,
"Posatha kundipatsa ndekha chilichonse choyenera ine, cholengedwacho chimatenga zinthu zanga, kuzipanga zake zake ndikuchita monga ine ndikuchitira".
Iye anawonjezera kuti :
"Zochita zomwe zachitika mu Will yanga ndizochitika zosavuta. Chifukwa ndi osavuta, amachita chilichonse ndi aliyense.
Dzuwa, chifukwa ndi losavuta, ndi lowala kwa maso onse. Mchitidwe wochitidwa mu Will wanga ukufalikira
- m'mitima yonse,
- pa ntchito zonse,
- m'zonse.
Umunthu Wanga, womwe ndi wosavuta, uli ndi chilichonse.
Lilibe mapazi, koma ndi mayendedwe a aliyense;
Alibe maso, koma maso ndi kuunika kwa onse. Popanda kuyesayesa kulikonse, limapereka moyo kwa chirichonse, kwa aliyense kuthekera kochitapo kanthu.
Chifukwa chake mzimu womwe uli mu Chifuniro changa umakhala wosavuta ndipo, ndi Ine, umachulukira mu chilichonse ndikuchita zabwino kwa aliyense.
O! Ngati aliyense akanamvetsetsa phindu lalikulu la zomwe ndachita mu Will yanga, ngakhale zazing'ono kwambiri, sakadalola aliyense kuthawa!
Lero m’maŵa ndinalandira mgonero monga momwe Yesu anandiphunzitsira, ndiko kuti, ogwirizana .
- ku umunthu wake,
- kwa Umulungu wake ndi
- ku Chifuniro chake .
Anadziwonetsa yekha kwa ine ndipo ndinamupsopsona ndikumukumbatira pamtima. Anandichitiranso chimodzimodzi. Kenako anandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, ndakondwa bwanji kuti wandilandira polowa nawo.
- kwa Umunthu wanga, kwa Umulungu wanga ndi Chifuniro changa!
mwakonzanso mwa ine kukhutira konse kumene ndinali nako pamene ndinali kulankhula.
Ndipo pomwe mudandipsompsona ndikundigwira pamtima,
-momwe munali nazo zolengedwa zonse mwa inu
- popeza ndinali ndi inu kwathunthu -, ndidamva
kuti zolengedwa zonse zandipsopsona ndi kundipanikiza ine ku mitima yawo.
Ndipo, monga chifuniro chanu, bwezerani chikondi cha zolengedwa zonse kwa Atate
-monga zinali zanga pamene ndimalankhulana-,
Atate adalandira chikondi chawo kudzera mwa inu (ngakhale ambiri samukonda)
- monga ine ndinavomereza chikondi chawo kudzera mwa inu.
Ndapeza cholengedwa mu Will yanga
-amene amandikonda, amene amakonza, etc. m'malo mwa onse.
Chifukwa chake, mu Chifuniro changa palibe chomwe cholengedwa sichingandipatse.
Ndinkaona kuti ndimakonda zolengedwa, ngakhale zitandikhumudwitsa.
Ndipo ndimapitiliza kupanga zidule za chikondi kwa olimba mtima kuti atembenuke.
Kwa miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
-Ndimamva kumangidwa unyolo, mkaidi ndi
"Ndimawapatsa ngongole chifukwa cha kutembenuka kwakukulu."
Ndimachita Maola a Kuvutika ndipo Yesu Wodala anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, m'moyo wanga wapadziko lapansi,
zikwi ndi zikwi za angelo atsagana ndi Umunthu wanga. Asonkhanitsa zonse zimene ndachita
mayendedwe anga, ntchito zanga, mawu anga, kuusa moyo kwanga, zowawa zanga, madontho a magazi anga, ndi zina zotero. Anandipatsa ulemu.
Anamvera zokhumba zanga zonse.
Ndipo iwo amakhoza kupita Kumwamba ndi kubwera pansi kudzabweretsa chirichonse chimene ine ndinali kuchita kwa Atate.
Angelo awa ali ndi ntchito yapadera:
Pamene mzimu umakumbukira Moyo wanga, Kukhudzika kwanga, Magazi anga, Mabala anga, mapemphero anga, ndi zina zotero,
- iwo amabwera ku mzimu uwu ndi
- amasonkhanitsa mawu ake, mapemphero ake, zochita zake zachifundo, misozi yake, zopereka zake, ndi zina zotero;
+ Iwo amawagwirizanitsa ndi anga + ndi kuwabweretsa pamaso pa mfumu yanga kuti akonzenso ulemerero wanga.
Ndi ulemu, amamvetsera zimene miyoyo ikunena ndi kupemphera nawo. Zotsatira zake
ndi chidwi ndi ulemu
Miyoyo iyenera kuchita Maola ovutika, podziwa kuti angelo amalendewera pamilomo yawo kubwereza zomwe akunena! ».
Iye anawonjezera kuti :
"Pakati pa zowawa zambiri zomwe zolengedwa zimandipatsa,
maola awa ndi zosangalatsa zabwino kwa ine,
- ngakhale atakhala ochepa kwambiri,
kupatsidwa kuwawa konse komwe ndimalandira kuchokera kwa zolengedwa.
Chifukwa chake dziwitsani Maola awa momwe mungathere ".
Ndinali kuphatikiza mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndipo lingaliro linadza kwa ine lovomereza anthu ena makamaka kuti adalitse Yesu. Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
zenizeni zikuwonekera,
ngakhale, m'malingaliro, simuyenera kufotokoza zolinga zinazake.
Mu dongosolo la chisomo, zili ngati mu dongosolo lachilengedwe:
Dzuwa lipereka kuwala kwake kwa aliyense, ngakhale kuti si onse omwe amapindula nawo mofanana.
ndipo izi, osati za dzuwa, koma za anthu.
Ena amagwiritsa ntchito kuwala kwa dzuwa kugwira ntchito, kuphunzira, kusangalala ndi zinthu. Ena amachigwiritsa ntchito kudzilemeretsa ndi kulinganiza miyoyo yawo kotero kuti safunikira kupempha mkate.
Ena ndi aulesi ndipo safuna kusokoneza chilichonse:
- Ngakhale kuwala kwa dzuwa kumawasefukira paliponse, sapindula nako. Ena ndi osauka ndi odwala chifukwa ulesi umawononga kwambiri thupi ndi makhalidwe abwino. Ayenera kupempha mkate wawo.
Atanena zimenezi, kodi dzuŵa limayambitsa mavuto a anthu amene saligwiritsa ntchito? Kapena kodi idzapereka zochuluka kwa ena kuposa ena? Ayi ndithu.
Kusiyana kwake n’kwakuti ena amaugwiritsa ntchito ndipo ena saugwiritsa ntchito.
Zomwezi zimachitikanso mu dongosolo la chisomo lomwe, kuposa kuwala kwa dzuwa, kumasefukira miyoyo.
Nthawi zina chisomo chimakhala liwu la mzimu
- kumuyitana,
- kumulangiza ndi
- kukonza;
Nthawi zina amawombera
-otcha pamenepo chomwe sichili chabwino e
- kumapangitsa kukoma kwa dziko ndi zosangalatsa kutha, komanso kwa
-kupanga masautso ndi mitanda
kumupatsa mawonekedwe opatulika oikidwiratu kwa iye.
Nthawi zina chisomo chimapangidwira madzi
amayeretsa moyo,
kongoletsani e
kumpatsa iye mimba zachisomo.
Koma ndani amene amalabadira ku kuyenda kwa chisomo kumeneku?
Ah! chochepa kwambiri!
Ndipo ndilimbika mtima kunena kuti ndikuthokoza ena chifukwa cha chiyero, osati kwa ena.
Pomwe timakhutitsidwa kutsogolera miyoyo yathu mwaulesi ngati kuwala kwa chisomo sikunali kwa ife eni ».
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, ndimakonda zolengedwa kotero kuti ndimakhala mlonda mwa chilichonse
- ayang'anire, atetezeni ndipo, ndi manja anga, gwirani ntchito pakuyeretsedwa kwawo.
Komabe, amandipatsa zowawa zingati?
-Ena amandikana,
Ena amandinyalanyaza ndikundinyoza,
- ena amadandaula za kuwunika kwanga,
- ena pamapeto pake amamenya chitseko ndikupangitsa ntchito yanga kukhala yopanda ntchito.
Osati kokha kukhala mlonda wa miyoyo,
Koma ine ndikusankha iwo amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa kuti andiperekeze pa ntchito imeneyi.
Popeza miyoyo iyi ili kwathunthu mwa Ine, ndikuwasankha ngati alonda achiwiri. Alonda achiwiri awa
-nditonthoza,
-zikomo m'malo mwa maproteges awo,
- ndisungeni patokha pomwe ambiri amandisunga, e
- Ndiuzeni kuti ndisasiye miyoyo.
Sindingathe kupereka chisomo chachikulu kwa zolengedwa kuposa miyoyo yomwe imakhala mu Chifuniro changa.
Iwo ndiwo zochititsa chidwi.
Ndinadandaula kwa Yesu wanga wokondeka chifukwa amangodziwonetsa yekha masiku ano, kapena atandiwonetsa mwachidule mthunzi wake, anali kutha.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, popeza unayiwala posakhalitsa kuti sindidzabweranso,
palibe chifukwa china koma kumangitsa wononga
Corporate.
Zinthu zidzaipiraipira.
Ah! Zolengedwa zafika poipa kwambiri kotero kuti sikukwanira kwa ine kuzikhudza m'thupi lawo kuti ziperekedwe;
koma ndipope!
Mtundu umodzi udzaukirana: iwo adzaphana. Magazi adzayenda m’mizinda ngati madzi.
M’maiko ena, anthu adzamenyana ndi kuphana. Adzachita ngati kuti achita misala.
Ah! Munthu ameneyo ndi wachisoni chotani nanga! Ndimamulirira ".
Nditamva mawu awa ndinagwetsa misozi ndikupempha Yesu kuti alekerere Italy wosauka. Anapitiliza kuti:
"Italiya wosauka uyu, a!
Mukadadziwa zoipa zonse zomwe likuchita, ndi ziwembu zingati zomwe zikupangidwa motsutsana ndi Mpingo!
Magazi amene wakhetsa siwokwanira.
Akufunanso magazi a ana anga, ansembe anga.
Zolakwa zimenezi zidzamubweretsera kubwezera kuchokera Kumwamba ndi mitundu ina.” Ndinachita mantha kwambiri, ndili ndi mantha aakulu, koma ndikuyembekeza kuti Mulungu adzadekha.
Ndinadandaulira Yesu wanga wokondedwa yemwe samandikondanso monga kale. Zabwino zonse, adandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga, kusakonda munthu amene amandikonda sikutheka kwa ine.
M'malo mwake, ndimakopeka naye, kotero kuti pa kachitidwe kakang'ono kwambiri kachikondi amatembenukira kwa ine,
-Ndimayankha ndi chikondi katatu e
-Ndidayika mtsempha waumulungu mu mtima mwake
amene amalankhula za sayansi yaumulungu, chiyero chaumulungu ndi makhalidwe abwino aumulungu kwa iye.
Ndipo mzimu umandikonda kwambiri, m'pamenenso mtsempha uwu umakula. Ndipo, kuthirira mphamvu zonse za moyo,
chimafalikira chifukwa cha zolengedwa zina.
Ndayika mtsempha uwu mwa inu.
Ndipo mukaphonya kukhalapo kwanga ndipo simumva mawu anga, mtsempha uwu umakwaniritsa chilichonse ndipo umakhala liwu kwa inu ndi ena ".
Tsiku lina, monga mwachizolowezi, ndinali kuphatikiza mu Chifuniro cha Yesu wanga,
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
pamene musungunuka mwa Ine, momwemonso ndimira mwa inu. Chifukwa chake mzimu umapanga paradiso wake wapadziko lapansi:
pamene amadzidzaza ndi zilakolako zoyera, malingaliro, zokonda, mawu, ntchito osati, m'pamenenso amaumba paradaiso wake.
Lililonse la mawu ake oyera kapena malingaliro ake amafanana ndi kukwaniritsidwa kwina.
Zochita zake zabwino zimagwirizana ndi mitundu yosiyanasiyana
-Kukongola, kukhutitsidwa ndi ulemerero.
Sichidzakhala chodabwitsa chiyani pamene, atatuluka m'ndende ya thupi lake,
idzakhala munyanja yamatsenga yachisangalalo, chisangalalo, kuwala ndi kukongola
zipatso za zabwino zonse adazichita! "
Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri ndikusowa kwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa ndipo ndinalira momvetsa chisoni. Pamene ndinali kuchita Maola a Passion, ganizo linandivutitsa:
"Taonani pamene malipiro anu kwa ena akufikitsani inu: Yesu wakusiyani inu!" Maganizo ena ambiri opusa ngati amenewo anadza m’maganizo mwake.
Atagwidwa ndi chifundo, Yesu adadalitsa adandikakamiza pamtima pake ndikundiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, ndiwe chokomera changa: Mtima wanga watsekedwa ndi chiwawa chako. Ndikadadziwa momwe ndikuvutikira pokuwona ukuvutika chifukwa cha ine!
Ndi chilungamo chomwe chikufuna kuwululidwa ndipo ziwawa zanu zimandikakamiza kubisala. Zinthu zidzapitirirabe, choncho khalani oleza mtima.
Ndiponso, dziwani zimenezo
- zokonzera zomwe mumapangira ena ndizabwino kwambiri kwa inu.
M'malo mwake, mukamakonzera ena,
- mumayesetsa kuchita zomwe ndimachita, zomwe zimandibweretsa
- ndikhale ndekha kwa aliyense,
- Pemphani chikhululukiro kwa aliyense,
- Lirira zolakwa za onse.
Choncho chisomo ichi chimene chimadza kwa enanso chimadza kwa inu. Ndi chiyaninso chomwe ingakuchitireni:
malipiro anga, chikhululukiro changa ndi kulira kwanga kapena kwanu?
Kumbali ina, sindinalole kugonja m’chikondi. Pamene ine ndiziwona izo, chifukwa cha chikondi cha Ine, moyo umalimbana
- kukonza,
-ndikonda,
-kupepesa kwa ine,
pemphani chikhululukiro kwa ochimwa munjira yapaderadera;
- Ndikupempha chikhululukiro kwa iye,
- Pogona kwa iye, e
- Ndimakongoletsa moyo wake ndi chikondi changa.
Chifukwa chake, pitilizani kukonza osayambitsa mikangano pakati pa inu ndi Ine."
Ndinali kuchita kusinkhasinkha kwanga.
Malinga ndi chizolowezi changa, ndinadzitsanulira ndekha mu Chifuniro cha Yesu wanga wokondedwa.
Ndinaona m’maganizo mwanga bwato lomwe munali akasupe osaŵerengeka amene amaponya mafunde.
-madzi,
- kuwala ndi
-moto.
Mafunde amenewa anakwera kumwamba ndipo kenako anafalikira pa zolengedwa zonse.
Adawafikira onse, ngakhale atatero
-kulowa mkati mwa ena e
- adakhala kunja kwa ena. Yesu wanga wokoma mtima nthawi zonse anandiuza kuti :
"Ndine makina.
Chikondi changa chimapangitsa kuti ntchitoyi igwire ntchito kotero kuti imatsanulira mafunde ake pa aliyense. Kwa iwo
-ndani amandikonda,
-omwe ali opanda kanthu ndi
-amene akufuna kulandira mafunde amenewa, amawalowa.
Koma enawo,
- amangokhudzidwa ndi mafundewa mwanjira ina
kuti akhale okonzeka kulandira zabwino zazikulu zotere.
Miyoyo yomwe imachita Chifuniro changa ndikukhala momwemo ili mu luso lomwe.
Ndipo popeza amakhala mwa ine, amatha kutaya mafunde chifukwa cha ena;
mafunde awa kukhala
-nthawi zina kuwala komwe kumawunikira,
-nthawi zina moto umayaka,
-nthawi zina kuyeretsa madzi.
Ndizokongola bwanji kuwona mizimu yomwe imakhala mu Will yanga ikutuluka mgalimoto yanga
-monga makina ang'onoang'ono ochuluka omwe amafalikira kwa ubwino wa onse! Kenako akubwerera m’ngalawamo
- Kuzimiririka pakati pa zolengedwa kukhala mwa ine ndi mwa ine ndekha!
Ndinasautsidwa ndi kusowa kwa Yesu wanga wokoma.Akabwera, ndimamva kumasuka pang'ono.
Koma nthawi yomweyo ndimasautsika kwambiri ndikamuona iye akusautsidwa kuposa ine. Palibe chikaiko kuti Iye adzakhazika mtima pansi
-popeza zolengedwa zimamukakamiza kutumiza miliri yambiri. Pamene akukwiya, amalira chifukwa cha tsogolo la anthu.
Ndipo zimabisika mkati mwa mtima wanga
Monga ngati sanafune kuwona mazunzo a zolengedwa zake.
Nthawi izi sizingakhalepo, koma zikuwoneka kuti ichi ndi chiyambi chabe.
Popeza ndinali nditasautsika kwambiri ndi tsoka langa, la kukhala wopanda Yesu nthawi zambiri,
Anadza, nandizinga khosi langa ndi mkono wake umodzi, nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
musandichulukitse masautso anga podzivutitsa wekha motere. Ndili nazo kale zambiri.
Sindimayembekezera kwa inu.
Ndikuyembekeza kuti mutenge zowawa zanga, mapemphero anga ndi ine ndekha
Kuti ndipeze Mwini wina mwa inu.
Munthawi zino ndikufuna kukhutitsidwa kwakukulu
Ndipo okhawo amene ali Ine angakwaniritse chiyembekezo chimenechi.
Zimene Atate anapeza mwa ine
- ulemerero, zokondweretsa, chikondi, kukhutitsidwa kotheratu chifukwa cha ubwino wa onse - Amaupeza m'miyoyo iyi.
Muyenera kukhala ndi zolinga izi
-Pa Ola lililonse la Passion mumachita,
- pa chilichonse mwazochita zanu, nthawi zonse.
Ngati sindipeza zokhutiritsa izi, aa! Kudzakhala tsoka: miliri idzafalikira m'mitsinje.
Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi! Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi! ”Kenako adasowa.
Ndinapereka tulo langa kwa Yesu pomuuza kuti:
"Ndimatenga tulo, ndikupanga kukhala wanga
Ndipo kugona ndi tulo tanu, ndifuna kukupatsani inu kukhutitsidwa monga ngati Yesu wina akugona”.
Popanda kundilola kupitiriza, anandiuza kuti:
“Inde, mwana wanga, gona ndi tulo tating’ono.
Kotero, poyang'ana pa inu, ndidziwona ndekha mwa inu ndipo tidzagwirizana pa chirichonse.
Ndikufuna ndikuuzeni chifukwa chake Umunthu wanga wagonjera kufooka kwa tulo.
Zolengedwazo zinapangidwa ndi Ine
Popeza anali anga, ndimafuna kuwagwira m'manja mwanga ndi m'manja mwanga.
pa kupuma kosalekeza.
Moyo umayenera kupumula mu Chifuniro changa, chiyero, chikondi, kukongola, mphamvu, ndi zina, zinthu zonse zomwe zimapereka mpumulo weniweni.
Koma, O ululu, zolengedwa zasiya mawondo anga
Ndipo, atachotsedwa m'manja mwanga momwe ndidawatsekera, adayamba kusaka
- zofuna
- zilakolako, machimo, ubwenzi, zosangalatsa;
- komanso mantha, nkhawa, chipwirikiti, etc.
Ngakhale ndinawakhumba, ndipo ndinawaitana adze napumule mwa ine;
sanandimvera.
Uku kunali kunyoza kwambiri chikondi changa,
- zomwe sanaganizire, ndi
-zomwe sanaganizirepo zokonza.
Ndasankha kugona kuti ndipereke chikhutiro kwa Atate pa mpumulo umene zolengedwa sizimatengera mwa Iye.
Pamene ndinali kugona, ndinapeza mpumulo weniweni kwa onse ndipo ndinaitana mtima uliwonse kusiya uchimo.
Ndimakonda kwambiri kuti zolengedwa zimapumula mwa Ine
-kuti sindimangofuna kugona kwa iwo
- komanso kuyenda kuti apumule mapazi awo,
- kugwira ntchito kuti apumule m'manja mwawo;
- kumenya ndi kukonda kupereka mpumulo ku mitima yawo.
Mwachidule, ndinkafuna kuchita chilichonse kuti zolengedwa zithe
-Pumula mwa Ine,
-peza chipulumutso chawo mwa Ine,
chitani zonse mwa Ine.
Atalandira mgonero,
Ndinadzizindikiritsa kwathunthu ndi Yesu ndipo
Ndinatsanulira zonse mu Will yake.
Ndimamuuza kuti: “Sindingathe kuchita kapena kunena chilichonse.
Choncho, ndikufunika kwambiri kuchita zimene mwachita ndi kubwereza mawu anu. Mukufuna kwanu,
Ndikupezanso zochita zomwe mudachita podzilandira nokha pa Ukaristia. Ndimapanga anga ndipo ndikubwerezanso kwa inu.
Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa, chilichonse chomwe amachita, amachichita mwakufuna kwanga.
Zomwe zimandikakamiza kuti ndichite chimodzimodzi ndi iye.
Chifukwa chake, ngati mzimu ulandira mgonero mu Chifuniro changa, ndimabwereza zomwe ndidachita podzilankhula ndekha ndikukonzanso zipatso zomwe zikugwirizana ndi izi.
Ngati apemphera mu Chifuniro changa, ndimapemphera naye ndipo ndimakonzanso zipatso za mapemphero anga.
Ngati amva zowawa, akugwira ntchito kapena alankhula mwa chifuniro changa,
-Ndimavutika naye, kukonzanso zipatso za masautso anga.
-Ndimagwira naye ntchito, kukonzanso zipatso za ntchito yanga.
Lankhulani naye kukonzanso zipatso za mawu anga. Ndi zina zotero ".
Kupitiriza mu mkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinalingalira za mazunzo a Yesu wanga wachifundo ndipo ndinagwirizanitsa kufera kwanga kwamkati ndi zowawa zake. Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
opha anga akanatha
- kung'amba thupi langa,
-ndinyoza ndi
-ndipondani.
Koma sanathe kukhudza Chifuniro changa kapena Chikondi changa,
-kuti ndimafuna mfulu
kuti ndizitha kudzikhuthula ndekha chifukwa cha zabwino zonse,
-kuphatikiza adani anga.
O! Chifuniro changa ndi Chikondi zipambane pakati pa adani anga!
Anandimenya ndi zikwapu
- ndipo ndidawamenya ndi Chikondi changa ndipo ndidawamanga ndi Will yanga. Analoza mutu wanga ndi minga
-ndipo Chikondi changa chinadzaza m'maganizo mwawo ndi Kuwala kuti andidziwitse. Anatsegula mabala pathupi langa
-ndipo chikondi changa chinachiritsa miyoyo yawo. Anandipatsa imfa
-ndipo chikondi changa chinawapatsa moyo.
Pamene ndinapuma komaliza, malawi a chikondi changa
- anakhudza mitima yawo ndipo
Adawatsogolera kundigwadira ndi kundizindikira kuti ndine Mulungu woona.
Pa moyo wanga wakufa,
“Sindinayambe ndakhalapo waulemerero ndi wopambana kuposa pamene ndinali kuvutika.
Mwana wanga wamkazi
Ndinamasula miyoyo mwa kufuna kwawo ndi m'chikondi chawo.
Ngati ena atha kutenga ntchito zakunja za zolengedwa zina,
palibe amene angakhoze kuchita ndi chifuniro chake ndi chikondi.
Ndinkafuna kuti zolengedwa zikhale zaufulu m'derali kuti, mwaufulu, chifuniro chawo ndi chikondi chawo chikhale
-ndilumikizana ndi ine e
-Kundipatsa ntchito zabwino kwambiri ndi zoyera zomwe ndingathe kundipatsa.
Kukhala mfulu, zolengedwa ndi ine tikhoza
- kulowa wina ndi mzake,
- kupita Kumwamba kukakonda ndi kulemekeza Atate ndi kukhala kumeneko mu gulu la Utatu Woyera, - komanso kukhala padziko lapansi.
ndicholinga choti
- chitirani zabwino aliyense,
-kudzaza mitima yonse ndi chikondi chathu,
-kuwagonjetsa ndi
- kuwamanga ndi Chifuniro chathu.
Sindinathe kupatsa zolengedwa mphatso yayikulu.
Ndimotani mmene moyo ungagwiritsire ntchito bwino koposa ufulu umenewu m’chifuniro ndi chikondi?
Kupyolera mu kuvutika .
Pakuvutika, chikondi chimakula, chifuniro chimalimbikitsidwa ndipo, monga mfumukazi,
cholengedwacho chimadzilamulira chokha ndikudziphatika ku Mtima wanga.
Kuvutika kwake
- mundizungulire ngati korona;
- jambulani chisoni changa ndi
- nditengereni kuti ndilole kulamuliridwa nazo.
Sindingathe kukana kuzunzika kwa cholengedwa chachikondi. Ndimamusunga pambali panga ngati mfumukazi.
Kupyolera mu zowawa, ulamuliro wa cholengedwa pa Ine ndi waukulu kwambiri kotero kuti umawapangitsa iwo kukhala olemekezeka, ulemu, kufatsa, ngwazi ndi kudziyiwala.
Ndiponso, zolengedwa zina zimapikisana kuti zizilamuliridwa nazo.
Pamene mzimu umadzizindikiritsa ndi Ine ndikugwira ntchito ndi Ine, m'pamenenso ndimamva kukhala wotanganidwa kwambiri.
Ngati aganiza, ndimamva maganizo anga atengeka ndi maganizo ake;
ngati ayang'ana, kulankhula, kupuma kapena kuchita, ndimamva kuyang'ana kwanga, mawu anga, mpweya wanga, zochita zanga, masitepe anga ndi kugunda kwa mtima wanga zikuphatikizana naye.
Zimanditengera kwathunthu.
Ndipo, mwa kunditenga, imapeza njira zanga ndi maonekedwe anga. Ndimadziwona ndekha mwa iye nthawi zonse. "
Mmawa uno Yesu wanga wachifundo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, chiyero chimapangidwa ndi tinthu tating'ono.
Aliyense amene amanyoza zinthu zazing'ono sangakhale woyera.
Zili ngati munthu amene anganyoze timbewu tating’ono tatirigu timene tikakhala pamodzi, timapanga chakudya chake.
Ngati tinyalanyaza kusonkhanitsa njere zazing'onozi kuti tipange chakudya, tingakhale chifukwa cha kusowa kwa chakudya chofunikira pa moyo wa thupi.
Momwemonso, ngati munthu anyalanyaza kuchita zinthu zing’onozing’ono pofuna kukulitsa chiyero chake, amakhala woipa.
Monga momwe thupi lathu silingathe kukhala popanda chakudya,
moyo wathu umasowa chakudya cha tinthu tating'ono, kuti tikhale oyera ".
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa.
Ndinaona Yesu wanga wabwino akuchucha magazi ndipo ataphimbidwa ndi chisoti chachifumu chowopsa chaminga.
Pondiyang'ana molimba pamingayo, anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
dziko lakhala lopanda malire chifukwa lataya lingaliro la Chilakolako changa. Mumdima sanapeze kuwala kwa Chisoni changa chomwe chikanamuunikira. Popeza kuwala uku kukanamudziwitsa chikondi changa komanso kuchuluka kwa miyoyo yanga,
- adzayamba kukonda omwe amamukonda kwambiri ndi
- kuunika kwa Chilakolako changa kukanamutsogolera ndikumuchenjeza pakati pa zoopsa.
Mu kufooka iye sanapeze mphamvu ya Chisoni changa chimene chikanamuchirikiza iye.
Mosaleza mtima, sanapeze kalirole wa kuleza mtima kwanga komwe kungamupangitse bata ndi kusiya ntchito.
Ndipo, pakuwona chipiriro changa,
-akanachita manyazi komanso
- Akadatsimikiza kuti adzilamulira yekha.
M’mazunzo ake sanapeze chitonthozo cha mazunzo a Mulungu amene akanamulowetsa ndi chikondi cha mazunzo.
M’tchimo sanapeze Chiyero changa chimene chikanamulowetsa kudana ndi tchimo.
"Aa! Munthu wachita nkhanza zonse.
Chifukwa, m’zonse, iye anali kutalikirana ndi awo amene akanatha kumuthandiza iye.
Ichi ndichifukwa chake dziko lakhala losokonezeka. Iye anachita
-ngati mwana amene sakufunanso kuzindikira mayi ake, kapena
-monga wophunzira amene, kukana mphunzitsi wake, safunanso kumvera chiphunzitso chake.
Kodi chidzachitika ndi chiyani kwa mwana ndi wophunzira uyu? Adzakhala manyazi a anthu.
Ameneyo wakhala mwamuna.
Ah! Akupita koipitsitsa ndipo ndimalirira ndi misozi yamagazi! "
Nditalandira mgonero, ndinagwira Yesu mu mtima mwanga, ndikumuuza kuti:
"Moyo wanga, ndikufuna kuchita zomwe udachita
- pamene mudadzilandira nokha mu sakramenti la Ukalistia,
kuti mwa ine mupeze zokhutiritsa zanu, mapemphero anu ndi mayankho anu”.
Yesu wachifundo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, m'gulu loletsedwa la mlendo, ndili ndi chilichonse chotsekedwa. Ndinkafuna kuti ndidzilandire ndekha
- kotero kuti Atate ali woyenera ndi kulemekezedwa
- kotero kuti, pambuyo pake, zolengedwa zitha kulandira Mulungu.
Mu khamu lirilonse iwo ali
- mapemphero anga,
-zikomo zanga ndi
- zonse zofunika ku ulemerero wa Atate.
Palinso chirichonse chimene zolengedwa ziyenera kundichitira Ine.
Nthawi zonse cholengedwa chikadya mgonero.
-Ndimapitiliza zochita zanga mwa iye ngati kuti ndadzilandira ndekha.
Moyo uyenera kudzisintha wokha kukhala Ine, kudzipanga wokha
- moyo wanga, mapemphero anga, kulira kwanga kwa chikondi ndi masautso anga,
-komanso kugunda kwa mtima wanga wamoto wokhoza kuyatsa miyoyo yonse.
Pamene, mu mgonero, moyo umachita zomwe ndachita, ndimamva ngati ndikudzilandira ndekha.
Ndipo ndimapeza
- ulemelero wonse,
- kukwaniritsidwa kwaumulungu komanso kutsanulidwa kwachikondi komwe kumandikwanira. "
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