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Kuitana zolengedwa kubwerera kumalo, udindo ndi cholinga
chimene adalengedwa ndi Mulungu
Luisa Piccarreta
Mwana wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu
Ambuye, ndithandizeni. Tetezani opanduka anga nthawi zonse amakhala okwiya pamaso pa kumvera koyera.
Ndidzazeni ndi Chifuniro chanu chopatulika ndi chokongola mpaka ndisefukire, kuti chifuniro changa chithedwe ndi chanu.
Kenako ndidzakhala ndi chisangalalo chosalimbananso ndi kumvera koyera. Ndipo inu, kumvera koyera, ndikhululukireni ngati ndichita nkhondo pa inu nthawi zonse.
Ndipatseni mphamvu kuti ndikutsatireni mwakachetechete mu chilichonse, ngakhale nthawi zina sizikuwoneka zomveka.
Kodi ndingalimbana nanu bwanji munkhani iyi ya zolemba zomwe ndiyenera kuchita pomvera wondivomereza?
Koma takwana, tiyeni tikhale chete, tisadikirenso ndikuyamba kulemba. Mlembi wanga wakale (1) ali wotanganidwa kwambiri, kuposa zaka zomwe amanditsogolera.
Polephera kubwera, wondivomereza tsopano amabwera m’malo mwake (2).
Sindinaganizepo kuti zingachitike, makamaka popeza ndinali wokondwa wina ndi mnzake; anali ndi chidaliro changa chonse.
Pafupifupi chaka chimodzi ndi theka kuti wovomereza wanga wapano ayambe nane, ndipo pamene ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodala anandiuza kuti nditsimikizire kuti wondivomereza m’tsogolo amasamala za moyo wanga wamkati ndi kugwirizana naye kotheratu pa mkhalidwe wanga.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Ndikapereka mzimu wozunzidwa kwa wovomereza, ntchito yake mwa munthuyo iyenera kukhala yosalekeza. Uzamuuza tsogolo lako kuti akuyenera kugwilizana ndi ine.
Apo ayi, ndikuyika iwe m'manja mwa munthu wina.
Ambuye, mverani "ndinayankha," ndani winanso angakhale ndi chipiriro kuti avomereze mtanda kubwera tsiku ndi tsiku ndikudzipereka yekha monga momwe wondivomereza wamakono amachitira?
"Ndidzamuyitana, ndidzamuunikira ndipo adzabwera. -Iye sadzalandira konse mtanda uwu. - Inde, adzabwera.
Ngati sandimvera, ndimutumizira Mayi anga. Popeza amamukonda, sangamukane kukoma mtima kumeneku.
(1. Don Michele De Benedictis. 2. Don Gennaro Di Gennaro amene anakhala confessor wake mu 1889.)
Amene amamukondadi satenga nthawi.
Komabe, ndimayang'anitsitsa zomwe adzachita. Muuze zonse zimene ndakuuzani.
Patapita nthawi atabwera ndinamuuza zonse, koma munthu wosaukayo, chifukwa cha ntchito yatsopano, sanathe kutenga njira ya moyo wanga wamkati.
Ndinaona kuti kunali kulephera kwake kuposa kusankha mwadala. Nditapereka kwa iye zimene Yesu anandiuza, anadzipereka kwambiri, koma posakhalitsa anabwerera ku zizoloŵezi zake zakale.
Wodala Yesu anadandaula za izo ndipo ndinayankhula kwa iye kachiwiri. ·
Tsiku lina iye mwini ananditumizira wovomereza watsopano amene ndinamutsegulira moyo wanga, kumuuza zonse. Anavomera kubwera ndipo ndinadabwa kuti eya.
Koma chodabwitsacho posakhalitsa chinatha. Sindikudziwa kuti ndifotokoze bwanji, koma adangobwera kwa masiku awiri kapena atatu, kenako adachoka.
Anazimiririka ngati mthunzi ndipo ndinapitiliza ndi confessor wanga.
Lero m'mawa ndinaona confessor wanga wamanyazi kwambiri. Ndi iye anali Yesu Wodala ndi Joseph St.
Anamuuza kuti: “Pita ukagwire ntchito, Yehova ndi wokonzeka kukupatsa chisomo chimene wapempha”.
Kenako, poona Yesu wokondedwa wanga akuvutika monga mmene anali kuvutikira, ndinati kwa iye: “Ambuye, kodi simukutopa ndi kupirira zowawa zambiri chonchi?
Yesu anayankha kuti:
“Ayi, kuzunzika kumodzi sikuchita kalikonse koma kuumitsa Mtima wanga kuti ndilandire wina.
Iyi ndi njira ya masautso aumulungu:
kuvutika ndi kuchitapo kanthu poyang'ana pa zipatso zotulukamo. M'mabala anga ndi mu Mwazi wanga, ndikuwona mafuko ndi zolengedwa zopulumutsidwa zikulandira chisomo.
M'malo motopa, Mtima wanga umamva chisangalalo komanso chikhumbo chofuna kuvutika kwambiri.
“Ziyenera kukhala chonchi kwa munthu aliyense.
Zowawa zake ziyenera kukhala gawo la zowawa zanga. Moyo usayang’ane zimene umachita, koma ulemerero woperekedwa kwa Mulungu, ndi zipatso za zowawa zake ndi ntchito zake.”
Ndinali kunja kwa thupi langa ndipo ndinawona kuti wondivomereza anali ndi zovuta zazikulu ndi chisomo chomwe amachifuna. Apanso Benedict ndi Yesu Woyera
Yosefe anati kwa iye:
“Ukapita kukagwira ntchito, mavuto ako onse adzatha, adzagwa ngati mamba a nsomba.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Nditakhala muvuto lalikulu kwa nthawi ndithu, ndinaona Yesu wanga wokondedwa ali m’manja mwanga. Kuwala kunawala kuchokera pamphumi pake, ndipo m’kuunikaku kunalembedwa mawu otsatirawa:
"Chikondi ndicho chilichonse, ndipo kwa Mulungu ndi kwa munthu; ngati Chikondi chitha, moyo wokha umatha. Komabe, pali mitundu iwiri ya chikondi: imodzi ndi yauzimu ndi yaumulungu, ina yakuthupi ndi yosalongosoka. Pakati pazikonda ziwirizi pali chikondi chachikulu. kusiyana.
Munganene kuti kusiyana kumeneku n’kofanana ndi kusiyana pakati pa kuganiza za chinachake m’maganizo mwanu ndi kuchita chinachake ndi manja anu. Malingaliro amatha, m’kanthawi kochepa, kuganiza za zinthu zana limodzi, koma manja amatha kuchita chinthu chimodzi panthawi imodzi.
“Mlengi waumulungu analenga zolengedwa chifukwa cha Chikondi chokha.
Ngati Mulungu amaonetsetsa kuti mikhalidwe yake ikugwirizana ndi zolengedwa, ndi Chikondi chimene chimamukakamiza kutero.
Makhalidwe ake amachokera ku Chikondi.
Chikondi chosokonekera, monga cha chuma ndi zosangalatsa, sichichirikiza moyo wa munthu. Zinthu izi sizimangotsogolera ku kuyeretsedwa, koma munthu amatha kuzipanga milungu.
Ngati chikondi chili choyera, chimatsogolera ku chiyeretso. Ngati chikondi chili chopotoka, chimatsogolera ku chiwonongeko. "
M'mawa uno, patatha masiku owawa kwambiri, Yesu wodalitsika adabwera ndikulumikizana nane m'njira yodziwika bwino.
Moti ndinaganiza kuti ndikhala nayo mpaka kalekale. Koma, pa liwiro la kuwala, izo zinazimiririka.
Ululu wanga unali waukulu kwambiri moti ndinkaona ngati ndapenga, makamaka popeza ndinali wotsimikiza kuti sindidzaluzanso.
Nditakomoka ndi ululu, adabwerera ku liwiro la kuwala ndipo, mokweza ndi mawu akulu, adandiuza kuti:
"Ndiwe ndani kuti uzinamizira kundisunga nthawi zonse?" Ndili wopenga, ndinayankha molimba mtima kuti:
"Ndine chilichonse ndikakhala ndi iwe.
Ndikumva ngati chifuniro chochokera pachifuwa cha Mlengi wake. Ndi chifuniro ichi,
- bola kukhalabe ogwirizana ndi Inu,
-Ndimakhala ndi moyo, moyo, mtendere ndi zinthu zonse.
Popanda inu, komabe, ndikumva wosweka, wotayika, wosakhazikika, wopanda moyo, ndi zoipa zokha.
Kukhala ndi moyo osataya ine, kufuna kwanga, kunja kwa inu,
- muyenera kuyang'ana mabere anu nthawi zonse
- iyenera kukhala pamenepo mpaka kalekale. "
Yesu ankaoneka kuti ankamvetsa chilichonse.
Koma, kachiwiri, anandifunsa kuti:
" Koma ndiwe ndani? "
Ndinapitiriza kuti: “Bwana, sindine kanthu koma kadontho ka madzi.
Ndipo malinga ngati dontho la madzi limeneli likhalabe m’nyanja, zimakhala ngati nyanja yonse.
Imakhalabe yoyera komanso yoyera ngati madzi ena. Koma ikatuluka m’nyanja, imakhala yamatope
Chifukwa cha kuchepa kwake, imatayika. "
Anasunthika, adanditsamira, ndikundikumbatira nati:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, iye amene akufuna kukhala nthawi zonse mu Chifuniro changa amatenga nawo mbali mu Moyo Waumulungu. Ngakhale atasiya Chifuniro changa kwakanthawi, popeza ndidamulenga ndi ufulu wakudzisankhira, Mphamvu yanga imagwira ntchito mozizwitsa kumulola kupitiliza kutenga nawo gawo mu Umulungu. Moyo..
Chifukwa chotenga nawo mbali mosalekeza, amakumana ndi mgwirizano wamphamvu ndi Chifuniro Chaumulungu kotero kuti, ngakhale atafuna, sakanatha kuchisiya.
Ichi ndiye chozizwitsa chosalekeza chomwe ndimapereka kwa amene amachita chifuniro changa nthawi zonse.
Après voir vécu plusieurs jours amers chifukwa chosowa kupitiriza kukhala wokondeka wa Yesu, ndipo ndimaona kuti ndimamukonda kwambiri.
Fatiguée et sans force, j'ai pensé que Jesus ne me voulait plus dans cet état, et j'ai presque décidé de tout abandonner.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti Yesu adzabweranso kudzandichitira chifundo.
Ndili ndi qu'il imporait
- Puissance ya mwana Père,
-sa Force d'âme et
-sa Providence kuthira moi.
Kenako anati:
"Kodi simukuwona, Atate,
-chifukwa akufunika thandizo e
-motani, pambuyo pa zikomo zambiri,
Kodi akufuna kukhala wochimwa ndikusiya Chifuniro chanu?"
Sindingathe kufotokoza momwe mtima wanga unasweka pamene ndinamva mawu awa a Yesu.
"Ambuye, kodi ndi Chifuniro chanu kuti ndikhale mumkhalidwe uwu monga mzimu wozunzidwa? Popeza kuti sindikumvanso mofanana ndi poyamba, zikuwoneka kuti sikofunikira kuti wovomerezayo abwere. Choncho, ndimulekerere nsembeyi".
Yesu anapitiriza kuti: “Pakuti tsopano si chifuniro changa kuti uchoke m’dziko lino.
Kenako, mokhumudwa kwambiri, anawonjezera kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, a sosholisti adatha kumenya mkati mwa Tchalitchi. Ku France adachita izi poyera.
Ku Italy, m'njira yobisika kwambiri.
Chilungamo changa chikuyang'ana mwayi wotumiza zilango. "
Ndinatuluka m’thupi langa ndipo ndinaona Yesu atanyamula ndodo imene ankamenya nayo anthu. Atamenyedwa, anthuwo anabalalika n’kupanduka.
Yesu anati kwa iwo:
"Ndinakumenya kuti uyanjanenso ndi Ine. Koma, m'malo molumikizana,
-ti kupanduka e
-Ukundithawa Ine.
Choncho ndikofunikira kuimba lipenga ».
Pamene adanena izi, adayamba kuyimba lipenga.
ndiye ndinamvetsetsa
kuti Yehova adzatumiza zolanga ndi kuti anthu;
- m'malo modzichepetsa,
- Akadamukhumudwitsa kwambiri ndikuthawa.
Pambuyo pake, Yehova analiza lipenga la zilango zina zazikulu.
Ndinavutika kwa masiku angapo ndi misozi.
Ndinkaona ngati Yehova wandiletsa kuti ndisakhale wozunzidwa. Chilichonse chimene ndinamva, sindinathe kulekerera maganizo anga.
M'malo mwake, ndinagwidwa ndi ululu wambiri wa m'mimba zomwe zinkandidetsa nkhawa ndipo sindinkamvetsa.
Usiku umenewo, m’maloto ndinaona mngelo akundilondolera m’munda. Zomera zonse zadetsedwa.
Koma sindinamvetsere chifukwa ndinkangoganizira zoti Yesu wandithawa.
Kenako wondivomereza anadza.
Atandipeza ndili maso, anandiuza kuti mipesa yaundana.
Ndinkakhumudwa kwambiri poganizira za anthu osauka ndipo ndinkaopa kuti Yesu akanatha kundibwezera ku chikhalidwe changa kuti ndizitha kulanga mwaufulu.
Koma m'mawa uno Yesu wodala anadza nanditenga kubwerera ku chikhalidwe changa. Nditangomuona ndinamuuza kuti:
“Ambuye munatani dzulo, simunandiuze kalikonse za izo.
Ndikadakufunsa iwe kuti usinthire chilango ichi, mwina pang'ono.
Yesu anayankha kuti:
“Mwana wanga kunali koyenera kuti ndikutsekereze kutali, apo ayi ukanandimanga ndipo sindikadamasuka.
Kupatula apo, ndi kangati sindinachite zomwe unkatsutsa?
Chifukwa munthu safuna kuzindikira ufulu wa Mlengi wake ».
Ngakhale kuti ankalankhula Chilatini, ndinkamvetsa tanthauzo la zimene ankanena. Nditawamva ndinanjenjemera ndipo ndinamva magazi anga akuundana.
Ndinapemphera kwa Yesu kuti andichitire chifundo.
Ndinapitirizabe mumkhalidwe wanga wowawa waumphaŵi.
Koposa zonse, Yesu anaonekera kwa ine popanda kulankhula ndi ine kwa kamphindi kochepa.
M’mawa uno, pamene ndinali chikomokere, wondivomereza anakakamiza Yesu kuti abwere pafupifupi pachabe.
Yesu anayenera kudziwonetsera yekha. Kulankhula ndi wovomereza ndi mawu
kwambiri ndi kuzunzika, iye anati:
'Mukufuna chiyani?'
Wansembeyo anaoneka wosokonezeka ndipo sanadziwe choti anene. Ndiye ndinati:
“Ambuye, mwina ndi chifukwa cha chisomo chimene mufuna kuchilandira.
Yesu anati kwa iye:
“Konzekera ndipo ulandira.
Muli ndi wozunzidwa ndi moyo ndi inu: mukakhala pafupi kwambiri m'malingaliro ndi cholinga, mudzakhala olimba komanso omasuka kuchita zomwe mukufuna ".
Ndinafunsa Yesu kuti: “Ambuye, bwanji osabwera?
Iye anayankha kuti: “Kodi mukufuna kudziwa chifukwa chake?
Kenako ndinamva mau aunyinji a anthu akuchokera padziko lonse lapansi akufuula kuti:
"Imfa kwa Papa!
-Kuwononga chipembedzo!
- Phanani mipingo!
- Iphani maulamuliro onse:
- palibe amene ayenera kukhala pamwamba pathu! "
Ndipo ndamva zina zambiri zausatana ngati zimenezo. • Ambuye wathu anawonjezera kuti:
“Mwana wanga, munthu akalolera kulandira chisomo, amalandira chisomo.
Mawu onsewa mumawamva amafika kumpando wanga wachifumu ndipo nthawi zambiri. Komanso, Chilungamo changa chikamuwona munthuyo
-safuna zoipa zokha,
-koma amafunsa molimbikira.
Ndiye kuipa ndi kumene Chilungamo changa chikukakamizika kupereka.
Ndimachita zimenezi kuti amvetse kuipa kumene akufuna.
Mumadziwadi kuipa komwe mukakhala momwemo. Ndicho chifukwa chake chilungamo changa chimayesa kulanga munthuyo ».
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse.
Nditangoona Yesu wanga wokondedwa, anati kwa ine:
“Mtendere umayambitsa zilakolako zonse.
Koma ndi chiyani chomwe chimapambana pa chilichonse, chimakhazikitsa zabwino zonse mu mzimu ndikuyeretsa chilichonse?
Ndi cholinga chenicheni ,
ndiko kuti, kuchita chirichonse ndi cholinga chokhacho chokondweretsa Mulungu.
Chiyero cha cholinga
- amawongolera ndi kukonza zabwino zokhazokha, kuphatikizapo kumvera.
- ali ngati mphunzitsi wotsogolera nyimbo zauzimu za mzimu.
Ndinali nditasiya thupi langa.
Yesu wodala anali m'manja mwanga ndipo tinali pakati pa anthu ambiri. Ndi ndodo, malupanga ndi mipeni, anthu anayesa kuvulaza Thupi la Yesu, koma mosasamala kanthu za khama lawo, sanathe kumuvulaza.
Ngakhale zidapangidwa bwino, zida zawo zidatha mphamvu yakuvulaza.
Yesu ndi ine tinamva chisoni kwambiri kuona nkhanza za mitima imeneyi.
Ngakhale kuti khama lawo silinaphule kanthu, iwo anabwerezabe nkhonyazo ali ndi chiyembekezo cha kupambana. Ngati sanamupweteke Yesu, chinali chabe chifukwa chakuti sakanatha.
Iwo anakwiya kwambiri chifukwa zida zawo zinali zosagwira ntchito ndipo sanathe kukwaniritsa cholinga chawo chofuna kuvulaza Yesu.
Chifukwa chiyani sitingathe?
M’mikhalidwe ina tikhoza kum’fikira, koma ulendo uno, ali m’manja mwa mkazi ameneyu, sitingamuchitire kalikonse.
Tiyeni tiwone ngati tingavulaze mayiyu ndi kuwalekanitsa.
Byo balonga bino, Yesu walekele maboko anji ne kwibapa bulumbuluke bwa kusapwila mambo awama.
Asanandigwire dzanja, ndinati:
"Ambuye, ndikupereka moyo wanga chifukwa cha Mpingo ndi chigonjetso cha choonadi. Chonde landirani nsembe yanga."
Yesu analandira nsembe yanga ndipo iwo,
- mothandizidwa ndi lupanga;
- adaganiza zodula khosi langa.
Koma, pamene iwo anatero, ndinabwerera m’thupi langa.
Ndinkaganiza kuti ndafika polakalaka (kufa). Koma, chokhumudwitsa changa, zonse zayima.
Nditatha masiku otsiriza mukusauka ndi kuzunzika kwa Yesu, m'mawa uno ndinadzipeza ndiri kunja kwa thupi langa ndi Mwana Yesu m'manja mwanga.
Nditangomuona, ndinati kwa iye: “O! Yesu wokondedwa, popeza mwandisiya ndekha.
- kunyalanyaza ndi - kupereka.'
Iye anayankha:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi.
- chilichonse chomwe mumavutika nacho m'manja, miyendo ndi mtima,
- Lumikizani ku zowawa zanga
m’mabala a manja anga, miyendo ndi mtima wanga pobwereza mawu asanu “Ulemerero kwa Atate ”.
Ndipo dziperekeni ku chilungamo cha Mulungu pobwezera
- ntchito zoipa e
- zilakolako zoipa za zolengedwa
kudziphatikiza ndi zomwe ndamva zowawa chifukwa cha chisoti changa chaminga.
Chitani izi pobwereza katatu "Ulemerero kwa Atate"
pobwezera machimo ochitidwa ndi munthu kudzera mu mphamvu zake zitatu,
amene akhala osokonezeka kwambiri
kuti Chifaniziro changa mwa iye sichingazindikirike .
Nthawi zonse kuyang'ana
-Kusunga chifuniro chanu chogwirizana ndi changa e
-ndikondani nthawi zonse.
Chikumbukiro chako chikhale ngati belu lomwe limangolira mwa iwe,
kukumbukira inu
- Zonse zomwe ndachita ndikuvutika chifukwa cha inu ndi
- zambiri zomwe ndakupatsani.
Zikomo ndikuthokoza:
kuyamikira ndiko mfungulo imene imatsegula chuma chaumulungu. Lolani nzeru zanu zisaganizire china chilichonse :
ingosamalirani Mulungu .
Ngati mutero,
-Ndidzapeza fano langa mwa inu ndi
-Ndidzalandira chikhutiro chimene sindingathe kuchilandira kuchokera kwa zolengedwa zina.
Izi muyenera kuchita mosalekeza chifukwa,
ngati cholakwacho chikupitilira,
kukhutira kuyenera kukhala nakonso ".
Ndinati, “Aa! Ambuye! Ndinali woipa chotani nanga! Ndinali wodzikonda.
Mwana wanga, usaope;
Pamene mzimu uchita zonse kwa Ine, ndimavomereza zomwe umachita. Ndimavomerezanso zitonthozo ndi chitonthozo chomwe amalandira ngati kuti chinaperekedwa ku Thupi langa lomwe likuvutika.
Komanso, kukumasulani ku kukayika kulikonse,
- nthawi iliyonse mukamva chitonthozo e
-kuti mukumva kufunika kovomereza izi, ndichitireni Ine ndikuti:
“Ambuye, ndikufuna kutonthoza Thupi lanu lovutika
nthawi yomweyo thupi langa litonthozedwa”.
Ndikunena izi, adandichoka pang'onopang'ono, mpaka sindinamuwonenso ndipo sindinathenso kulankhula naye.
Kuchoka kwake kunandipweteka kwambiri moti ndinamva ngati ndikung’ambika.
Kuti ndimupeze, ndinalowa m’chipinda chimene anatsekeredwamo. Pamenepo ndinati kwa iye: Ha! Njonda! wandisiya bwanji?
Kodi sindinu moyo wanga?
Moyo wanga ngakhalenso thupi langa lafooka kwambiri moti silingathe kupirira zowawa zolandidwa Inu.
Ndikumva ngati ndikufa. Imfa iyi ndi chitonthozo changa chokha. "
Pamene ndinali kunena izi, Yesu anandidalitsa ndipo, kachiwiri, anazimiririka. Kenako ndinabwerera mwakale.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse pamene, sindikudziwa momwe, ndinawona Yesu wanga wokondeka mwa ine.
Atandiwona ndikudabwa, adanena kwa ine:
“Mwana wanga, amene amagwiritsa ntchito nzeru zawo kundikhumudwitsa amapotoza chifaniziro changa mwa iwo.
Tchimo limapha mzimu: umakhala wakufa kwa zonse zomwe zili zaumulungu.
Ngati, kumbali ina, munthuyo agwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zake kuti andilemekeze, ndingamuuze kuti: “Inu ndinu maso anga, makutu anga, pakamwa panga, manja anga ndi mapazi anga”.
Choncho zimagwirizana ndi zochita zanga za kulenga.
“Ngati, kuwonjezera pa kundipatsa ulemerero ndi zozindikira zake, adziwa kupereka nsembe chifukwa cha ena, zowawa;
-kukhutira e
- kukonza,
zikugwirizananso ndi ntchito yanga yowombola.
Ndipo ngati adzipereka kwambiri ku zochita zanga mwa iye, adziphatikiza ndi ntchito yanga yoyeretsedwa.
Chifukwa chake, zonse zomwe ndakwaniritsa mu Kulenga, Kuombola ndi Kuyeretsedwa,
Ndimakhazikitsa kutengapo gawo mu mzimu.
Chilichonse chilipo ngati mzimu umagwirizana ndi zochita zanga mmenemo.
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinasiya thupi langa ndikuwona Mwana wakhanda Yesu. Ananyamula kapu yodzaza ndi mazunzo ndi ndodo m’manja mwake.
Iye anandiuza kuti: “Waona, mwana wanga wamkazi, dziko limandipangitsa kumwa mosalekeza ku chikho cha mazunzochi”.
Ndinayankha kuti: “Ambuye, ndipatseniko ena mwa masautsowa, kuti musavutike nokha.
Anandipatsa chakumwa chowawa ichi.
Ppuis, ndi ndodo yomwe adagwira m'manja mwake, adandikhudza mtima, ndikuboola.
Pabowoli munatuluka kadontho kakang'ono ka chakumwa chowawa chomwe ndinamwa. Koma chakumwachi chinasanduka mkaka wotsekemera umene unalowa m’kamwa mwa Mwanayo Yesu, kum’tsitsimula ndi kumutsitsimula.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, ngati, ndikapereka mkwiyo ndi masautso kwa mzimu, umalumikizana ndi Chifuniro changa, ndimakonda."
Ngati izo
-zikomo chifukwa cha kuvutika kwanu,
- amandipatsa ine ngati mphatso,
ndipo izi ngakhale ngati zowawa izi ndi zowawa zikhale kwa iye, ndiye izo zisintha kwa ine mofatsa ndi mokoma.
Ngati, kugwira ntchito ndi kuzunzika, moyo
- yesani kundisangalatsa,
- popanda kupempha malipiro aliwonse,
zimandisangalatsa komanso zimanditsitsimula kwambiri.
Zomwe mzimu umachita
wokondedwa kwambiri kwa Moyo wanga ,
wokongola kwambiri m'maso mwanga ndi
wokondana kwambiri ndi Umulungu,
ndi kulimbikira m’njira imeneyi pochita zinthu.
Zikatero zimakhala zosasinthika za kusasinthika komweko kwa Mulungu.
“Ngati, m’malo mwake, mzimu umati ‘inde’ kamodzi ndipo ‘ayi’ wina.
Ngati akuyang'ana cholinga china nthawi ino ndi cholinga china nthawi ina.
Ngati lero ayesa kukondweretsa Mulungu ndipo, mawa, zolengedwa, ndiye kuti mzimu umafanana
-kwa mfumukazi tsiku lina e
- kwa kapolo woipa tsiku lotsatira,
-kwa munthu amene amadya tsiku limodzi ndi chakudya chokwanira ndipo tsiku lotsatira ndi zotsalira."
Kenako anasowa.
Posakhalitsa anabwerera, akuwonjezera kuti:
Dzuwa lilipo kuti aliyense apindule, koma si aliyense amene amapindula ndi zotsatira zake.
Mofananamo, dzuŵa laumulungu limapereka kuwala kwake kwa aliyense, koma ndani amene amasangalala ndi zopindulitsa zake?
Ndani amene amatsegula maso awo ku Kuwala kwa Choonadi? Ambiri a iwo amakhalabe mumdima.
Okhawo amene ali ndi cholinga cholimba cha kundikondweretsa amakondwera ndi kudzaza kwa dzuwa lino.
Pokhala kunja kwa thupi langa ndi kuona Mfumukazi ya Kumwamba, ndinagwada pa mapazi ake, ndipo ndinati kwa iye:
Amayi anga okoma, mumkhalidwe woyipa womwe ndimadzipeza ndekha, ndalandidwa chuma changa chokha, cha Moyo wanga womwe. Sindikudziwa kuti ndiyenera kudzipereka kwa oyera mtima ati.
Ndipo ine ndinali kulira.
Namwali Wodala adatsegula Mtima wake pamene bokosi likutsegulidwa. Iye anabweretsa Mwanayo Yesu kumeneko ndipo anampereka kwa ine kuti:
"Mwana wanga, usalire, ichi ndi Chuma chako, Moyo wako ndi Chilichonse chako .
Tengani, sungani ndi inu nthawi zonse, ndipo sungani maso anu pa Iye mwa inu.
Musachite manyazi ngati sakuuzani kalikonse kapena ngati mulibe chomuwuza.
Ingoyang'anani maso anu pa Iye mwa inu ndi
mudzamvera zonse, mudzachita zonse ndipo mudzakhuta pa chilichonse.
"Uku ndi kukongola kwa moyo wamkati wa moyo:
sayenera kulankhula kapena kusowa maphunziro; palibe chakunja chomwe chimamukopa kapena kumusokoneza.
Zonse zomwe zimamukopa ndi chuma chake zili mkati mwake. Mwa kungoyang'ana Yesu mwa iye, amamvetsetsa zonse ndikuchita zonse.
Mwa kuchita zimenezi, mudzakwera pamwamba pa Kalvare kumene mudzaona Yesu, osati monga mwana, koma monga Mtanda. ndipo udzakhala komweko ndi iye.
Ndi Mwanayo Yesu ali m’manja mwake ndi m’gulu la Namwali Wodala, zinaoneka kuti tinali kuyenda panjira yopita ku Kalvari.
Panthawiyi, munthu wina anayesa kundichotsa Yesu kwa ine.
Ndinalirira Mfumukazi ya Kumwamba kuti andithandize, kuti:
"Amayi anga, ndithandizeni, chifukwa akufuna kundichotsa Yesu".
Iye anayankha:
“Musaope, ntchito yanu ndi kuyang’ana kwa Iye mkati mwenimweni mwa Iye .
munthu kapena woipa, adzagonjetsedwa.
Tikupitiriza ulendo wathu, tinafika kutchalitchi china kumene kunali mwambo wa Misa Yopatulika.
Pa nthawi ya mgonero ndinayandikira guwa ndi Mwana Yesu m’manja mwanga.
Ndinadabwa kwambiri pamene, mwamsanga pambuyo polandira wochereza, Yesu anazimiririka m’manja mwanga. Posakhalitsa ndinabwerera m’thupi langa.
M'mawa uno, ndinakhumudwa kwambiri ndikusowa kwa Yesu wokondeka wanga.Mwadzidzidzi adawonekera mwa ine mwanjira yoti kupezeka kwake kudadzaza umunthu wanga wonse.
Pamene ndinamuyang’ana, anandiuza, ngati kuti akufotokoza tanthauzo la masomphenyawo:
"Mwana wanga, uchita manyazi chifukwa chiyani ine ndine Mbuye wako munjira yonseyi? Pamene mzimu ukhoza kundipanga kukhala Mbuye wa malingaliro ake, manja ake, mtima wake ndi mapazi ake, mwachidule, thupi lake lonse, tchimo. sangathenso kuchita ufumu pa iye.
Ngakhale ngati china chake chikalowa mwa iye, nthawi yomweyo amakhala wokonzeka kuyeretsedwa ndipo nthawi yomweyo amakana kuchita zinthu mosadzifunira, popeza ndine Mbuye wa moyo uno ndipo umakhalabe pansi pa ulamuliro wanga.
Komanso, popeza ndine woyera mtima, moyo umavutika kusunga mkati mwawo chinthu chomwe sichili
osati woyera. Komanso, popeza mzimu wandipatsa chilichonse m'moyo wake, ndikoyenera kuti ndimupatse chilichonse pa imfa yake, ndikumuvomereza mosazengereza masomphenya abwino.
Aliyense amene adzipereka kwathunthu kwa Ine m'moyo wake sadzakhudzidwa ndi lawi lamoto la purigatoriyo.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Yesu wanga wokondeka anadza ndi kundipangitsa kumva Liwu Lake lokoma, akundiuza kuti: “Pamene moyo umavula kwambiri ku zinthu zachilengedwe, m’pamenenso umapeza zinthu zauzimu ndi zauzimu.
Akamasiya kudzikonda, m’pamenenso amapezanso chikondi cha Mulungu.” M’pamenenso amalephera kudziŵa zambiri za sayansi ya anthu ndi kufunafuna zosangalatsa.
za dziko lapansi, m’pamenenso amadziŵa zambiri za zinthu zakumwamba ndi makhalidwe abwino.”
Ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri ndipo ndinatsala pang'ono kupsa mtima chifukwa chosowa Yesu wokondeka wanga, sindinkadziwa komwe ndinali: padziko lapansi kapena kugahena.
Mwadzidzidzi, Yesu anaonekera kwa ine nati kwa ine:
"Aliyense woyenda panjira ya ukoma amakhala moyo wanga. Aliyense woyenda njira yoyipa amakhala wotsutsana ndi Ine".
Adasowa ndipo adabwerera mwachangu ndikuwonjezera kuti:
"Kupyolera mu Kubadwa Kwanga, Umunthu wanga walumikizidwa ku Umulungu wanga.
Aliyense amene akufunafuna
- kukhala ogwirizana ndi Ine ndi chifuniro chake, ntchito zake ndi mtima wake,
-kukhala moyo wake kutsanzira wanga, kukula mu moyo wanga e
imakulitsa kumezanitsa komwe ndinapanga kwa Umunthu wanga pa Umulungu wanga powonjezera nthambi pamtengo wa Umunthu wanga.
Ngati, kumbali ina, mzimu sugwirizana ndi Ine, sukulitsa nthambi yake pa Umunthu wanga.
Aliyense amene safuna kukhala ndi ine sangakhale ndi moyo: watayika ndipo akupita ku chiwonongeko ».
Apanso anasowa.
Kenako ndinasiya thupi langa n’kudzipeza ndili m’munda wa maluwa a rozi.
Maluwa ena anali okongola kwambiri komanso opangidwa bwino. Masamba awo anali theka
Kutsegula.
Maluwa ena anataya masamba awo pakamphepo kakang'ono mpaka kutsala tsinde lake lokha.
Mnyamata wina, yemwe sindikudziwa kuti anali ndani, anandiuza kuti:
« Maluwa oyamba amaimira miyoyo yomwe imakhala mkati.
-Mizimu imeneyi imaonetsa kukongola, kutsitsimuka komanso kusasunthika komwe kumalepheretsa kuti ma petals (ubwino) wawo asagwere pansi.
-Zoti ma petals awo ndi otsekedwa theka zikuyimira kutsegulira komwe amapanga kudziko lakunja.
Pokhala ndi Moyo mkati mwawo, ali onunkhira ~ ndi chikondi choyera. Monga zounikira, zimawala pamaso pa Mulungu ndi anthu.
" Masekondi apinki amayimira miyoyo yopanda pake : zabwino zazing'ono zomwe amachita zimachitika pamaso pa onse.
- Ma petals awo otseguka akuyimira%
amene alibe Mulungu ndi chikondi chake monga cholinga chawo chokha.
- Ma petals awo (ubwino wawo) amalumikizidwa mofooka:
mphepo yonyada, chisangalalo, kudzikonda kapena ulemu wamunthu ukangoyamba kuwomba,
amagwa; minga yokhayo yomwe imalasa chikumbumtima chawo imatsala.
Ndinasinkhasinkha pa ola la Passion
- kumene Yesu anasiya amayi ake kupita ku imfa,
- ndendende pa nthawi yomwe Yesu ndi Mariya adadalitsa wina ndi mzake.
Ndinazikonza izo
amene salemekeza Yehova m’zinthu zonse, ndi
zomwe zimamukhumudwitsanso.
Ndinapempheranso kuti Mulungu achulukitse madalitso
- zomwe timafunikira
-kutisunga m'chisomo.
Ndipo ndinayesetsa kukonza zimene zikusoweka mu ulemerero wa Mulungu.
- chifukwa cha kusasamala kwa zolengedwa
kuyamika Mulungu muzonse.
Pamene ndinali kuchita izi, ndinamva Yesu akugwedezeka mwa ine nati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
-Mukamaganizira za madalitso omwe ndidapatsa amayi anga,
ganiziraninso kuti ndadalitsa cholengedwa chilichonse.
Zonse zidadalitsidwa:
maganizo awo, mawu awo,
kugunda kwa mtima wawo, mayendedwe awo ndi
zochita zawo zandichitira Ine.
Zowonadi zonse zidadziwika ndi madalitso anga.
Zabwino zonse zomwe cholengedwacho chingachite zakwaniritsidwa kale ndi Umunthu wanga. Chifukwa chake, chilichonse chidapangidwa ndi Ine.
Anapitiliza kuti:
"Moyo wanga umapitadi padziko lapansi,
- osati mu Sacramenti Lodala lokha,
-komanso m'miyoyo yomwe imakhala m'chisomo changa.
Zolengedwa sizingathe kukumbatira zonse zomwe ndachita. Maluso awo ndi ochepa.
Ngati chonchi
m'moyo wotere ndikupitiriza kubwezera,
mu ichi chiyamiko changa,
mu zina zikomo,
pamenepo changu changa cha chiyero cha miyoyo;
mu masautso anga ena awa, ndi zina zotero.
Molingana ndi momwe miyoyo imalumikizana ndi Ine, ndimakulitsa Moyo wanga mwa iwo.
Tangoganizani zowawa zomwe zolengedwa zimandipangitsa kuti,
pamene ine ndikufuna kuchita mwa iwo,
osandilabadira .
Kenako, anasowa ndipo ndinadzaza thupi langa.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Nditangoona Yesu, anandiuza kuti:
“Kaya angelo angathe kuteteza mizimu kapena ayi,
kuchita ntchito zawo e
Sasiya ntchito imene Mulungu wawapatsa .
Ngakhale, ngakhale
- chisamaliro chawo,
- chidwi chawo ndi
- kupezeka kwawo,
amawona miyoyo ikutayika, iwo ali m'malo awo nthawi zonse.
Kodi sizowona zimenezo
- kutengera kupambana kwawo kapena kulephera kwawo,
perekani ulemerero wochuluka kapena wocheperapo kwa Mulungu.
Chifukwa chifuniro chawo nthawi zonse chimalunjika ku mapeto a ntchito yomwe apatsidwa.
“Ovutika ndi moyo ndi angelo aumunthu amene ayenera
- kukonza kwa anthu,
-kupempha m'malo mwake e
-chitetezeni.
Kaya apambana kapena ayi pa ntchito yawo,
- sayenera kusokoneza ntchito yawo,
- osachepera asanasonyezedwe kwa iwo kuchokera pamwamba.
M'mawa uno ndidawona mkati mwanga Yesu wokondeka atavekedwa korona waminga. Nditamuona chonchi, ndinamuuza kuti:
"Ambuye wanga wokoma, chifukwa chiyani mutu wanu
- Iye anachitira nsanje thupi lanu lokwapulidwa, limene linamva zowawa zambiri ndi kukhetsa mwazi wambiri - ndipo sanafune kulemekezedwa ndi zowawa kuposa iye;
mpaka mudautsa adani anu
-kukuveka korona waminga wowawa chotere?"
Yesu anayankha kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
kuvala korona waminga kuli ndi matanthauzo angapo .
Ngakhale kuti zanenedwa zambiri, pali zambiri zoti zinenedwe. Monga ngati kupikisana ndi thupi langa, mutu wanga unkafuna kukhala ndi kuzunzika kwake ndi kutuluka kwake kwa Magazi.
Iye akuti, ichi ndi chinthu chosamvetsetseka kwa malingaliro olengedwa.
Mutu umagwirizanitsa thupi ndi moyo .
Momwemo kuti thupi lopanda mutu siliri kanthu.
Ngakhale ngati n’kotheka kukhala opanda ziŵalo zina, n’kosatheka kukhala opanda mutu wa munthu, popeza kuti ndi mbali yofunika ya mwamuna yense.
Kaya thupi limachimwa kapena likuchita zabwino, ndi mutu umene umatsogolera zonse.
Thupi lonse siliri kanthu koma chida.
" Mutu wanga umayenera
- Bwezerani Ufumu wanga ndi Mbuye wanga,
- kupeza zoyenera kuti
- thambo latsopano la chisomo ndi
-mayiko atsopano a choonadi amatha kulowa m'maganizo a munthu
kulimbana ndi gehena ya machimo ndi zilakolako zoipa.
Ndinkafuna kukhala korona wa banja lonse la anthu
-ya ulemerero, -ya ulemu ndi -ya ulemu.
Chifukwa chake ndidafuna koyamba kuyika Umunthu wanga,
-ngakhale ndi korona wowawa waminga;
- chizindikiro cha korona wosakhoza kufa,
zomwe ndazibwezera kwa zolengedwa zomwe zidazitaya chifukwa cha uchimo.
Komanso, kukhala korona waminga kumatanthauza
kuti palibe ulemerero kapena ulemu wopanda minga.
Zokhumba sizingalamuliridwe
kapena zabwino zopezedwa
popanda kuwononga thupi ndi mzimu.
Mphamvu zenizeni zimapezedwa
-ndi mphatso yaumwini,
-ndi mabala a imfa ndi nsembe.
Pomaliza, korona wa minga amatanthauza
-kuti ndine mfumu yowona ndekha ndi
- munthu amene andipanga Ine ndekha Mfumu ya mtima wake akhale ndi chimwemwe ndi mtendere.
Ndidzamuyesa mfumukazi ya ufumu wanga.
Magazi aja amene anatuluka mmutu mwanga
iwo anasefutsa maganizo aumunthu ndi chidziwitso cha ufumu wanga pa iwo.
Kodi ndingafotokoze bwanji mmene ndinamvera ndi mawu a Yesu?
mawu amandilephera
Zoona, zochepa zomwe ndanenazi zikuwoneka kuti sizikugwirizana ndi ine.
Ndikuganiza kuti ziyenera kukhala chonchi tikamalankhula za Mulungu.
Kuchokera
-Mulungu sanalenge ndipo
-ndife zolengedwa zake,
sitingathe kuyankhula za iye popanda kuyang'ana.
Pamene ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzimva wodzala ndi uchimo ndi kuwawa. Yesu wanga wokondeka anawonekera mwa ine ngati mphezi.
Nditangoona, machimo anga anazimiririka.
Ndikunjenjemera, ndinati kwa iye: "Ambuye, zingatheke bwanji kuti pamaso panu, pamene ine ndikudziwa bwino za machimo anga, zosiyana zichitike?"
Iye anayankha:
"Mwana wanga, Kukhalapo kwanga ndi nyanja yopanda malire.
Yemwe amabwera ku Kukhalapo Kwanga
uli ngati dontho la madzi lolowa m’nyanja. Kodi ndingadziwe bwanji ngati ndi matope kapena owoneka bwino pamene wasungunuka m'nyanja yanga?
Kukhudza kwanga kwaumulungu kumayeretsa chilichonse, kumapangitsa chakuda kukhala choyera. Nanga bwanji mucita mantha?
Komanso, Chifuniro changa ndi chopepuka.
Popeza mumachita Chifuniro changa nthawi zonse, khalani motere:
chimasandulika
- kukhumudwa kwanu, -zosowa zanu ndi - zowawa zanu mu chakudya cha kuwala kwa moyo wanu.
Chakudya chokhacho chomwe chimapereka moyo weniweni ndi Chifuniro changa.
Kodi simukudziwa kuti kudya kopitilira muyeso kumeneku kumapangitsa kuti zilema zomwe mzimu upeza zithe?"
Ananena zimenezi, anasowa.
Ndidapitilira momwe ndimakhalira, ndikumuwona Yesu wanga wokondeka kwakanthawi kochepa. Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ukudziwa kuti tchimo ndi chiyani?
Ndi mchitidwe wa chifuniro cha munthu
kuchitidwa motsutsana ndi Chifuniro Chaumulungu.
Tangoganizani abwenzi awiri omwe akusemphana maganizo:
Ngati kusagwirizana kwawo kuli kochepa, tinganene kuti ubwenzi wawo suli wangwiro monga mmene uyenera kukhalira.
-Atha kukondana ndi kumatsutsana bwanji nthawi imodzi?
Chikondi chenicheni chimafuna
-kukhala m'chifuniro cha winayo,
- ngakhale pa mtengo wa nsembe.
Ngati mikanganoyo ili yaikulu, sakhalanso mabwenzi koma adani. Umo ndimo uchimo.
Kutsutsa Chifuniro Chaumulungu, ngakhale muzinthu zazing'ono kwambiri. Zili ngati kukhala mdani wa Mulungu.
Cholengedwacho nthawi zonse chimakhala chifukwa cha mikangano yotere. "
Ndinali nditakambirana ndi wovomereza mlandu wanga za mantha anga
-ngati mkhalidwe wanga wozunzidwa umagwirizana kapena ayi ndi Chifuniro cha Mulungu e
-ngati, kuti nditsimikizire izi, sindiyenera kuyesa kuchoka m'dziko lino, kuti ndiwone ngati ndingathe.
Wondivomereza, popanda zovuta zake zonse, anandiuza kuti:
"Chabwino, mawa uzayesa."
Ndinamva ngati ndadzimasula ndekha kuchoka ku katundu. Wansembe
anachita Misa Yopatulika. Nditalandira mgonero, ndinaona Yesu wanga wokondeka mwa ine, Ndi manja ake olumikizidwa pamodzi, anandiyang'ana ndikupempha chifundo ndi thandizo. Panthawiyo, ndinasiya thupi langa.
Ndinadzipeza ndili m’chipinda momwe munali mayi wina wolemekezeka komanso wolemekezeka, wolumala kwambiri ndipo ali gone pabedi.
Mutu wa bedi lake unali wautali kwambiri moti unakhudza denga.
Ndinakakamizika kuima pamwamba pa bolodi ili, mochirikizidwa ndi wansembe, kuti bedi likhale lokhazikika ndi kuyang’anira wodwala.
Pamene ndinali m’malo amenewa, ndinaona zachipembedzo
- kuzungulira bedi e
-kukonzekera mankhwala kwa wodwala.
Adauzana wina ndi mzake ndi kuwawidwa mtima kwakukulu.
“Adwala kwambiri, akudwala kwambiri!
Kungogwedezeka pang'ono pabedi kungakhale kokwanira. "
Ndinalimbikira kugwira mutu wa bedi mwamphamvu
kuopa kusuntha kwa bedi kungayambitse imfa ya mayiyo.
Nditaona kuti vutolo linali kuchitika, komanso kukwiya chifukwa cha kusagwira ntchito kwanga, ndinati kwa amene anandigwira:
"Mwachisoni, ndigwetseni pansi, palibe chomwe ndikuchita pamenepo ndipo sindikumuthandiza. Kodi kukhalabe chotere kuli ndi phindu lanji?
Pansi, ndikanatha kumutumikira ndi kumuthandiza.” Wansembeyo anayankha kuti:
"Kodi sunamve kuti kusuntha pang'ono kwa bedi kumatha kukulitsa mkhalidwe wake? Ndikakusiyani, palibe amene angakhazikitse bedi ndipo adzafa."
Ine ndinati, “Kodi ndi zotheka kuti mwa kungochita izi ine ndikhoza kuletsa imfa yake?
Atabwereza mawu amenewa kangapo konse, anandigwetsa popanda wina kundigwiranso.
Ndinafika kwa wodwala uja ndipo ndinadabwa ndikudandaula kwambiri ndinaona kuti bedi likuyenda.
Nkhope yake inasanduka mdima.
Ananjenjemera ndi kumveketsa kubangula kwa imfa.
Ochepa achipembedzo omwe analipo adayamba kulira kuti: "Kwachedwa, kwatsala pang'ono kupuma".
Kenako adani, asilikali ndi asilikali analowa m’chipindamo kuti amenye mayi wodwala uja. Ngakhale kuti anali kudwala kwambiri, anadzuka ndipo, molimba mtima ndi mwaulemu, anadzipereka kuti amenyedwe ndi kuvulazidwa.
Nditaona zimenezi, ndinayamba kunjenjemera ngati tsamba ndipo ndinadziuza kuti: “Ineyo ndine wochititsa zonsezi chifukwa cha ine.
Ndinamvetsetsa kuti mkazi uyu akuimira Mpingo, wolumala miyendo ndi zina zambiri (zomwe sindiyenera kuzitchula, chifukwa tanthauzo lake likuwonekera bwino kuchokera ku zomwe ndalemba).
Kenako, mkati mwanga, Yesu anati:
"Ndikakuimitsani ntchito, adani anga ayamba kukhetsa magazi a mpingo wanga".
Ndinayankha kuti: “Ambuye, sikuti sindikufuna kukhalabe mumkhalidwe umenewu. Kumwamba sikundilola kuti ndichoke ku Chifuniro Chanu, ngakhale kwa mphindi imodzi. adzachoka.
Yesu akupitiriza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ngati wovomereza wako akutsutsa iwe ponena kuti:
"Chabwino, mawa muyesa.", Udindo wanu ngati wozunzidwa utha.
Kupyolera mu kumvera m'pamene munthu amakhala wozunzidwa ndi moyo.
Ngati kuli kofunikira, ndidzachita chozizwitsa cha Mphamvu zonse kuti ndiwunikire amene amakuwongolerani.
Ndinavutika mosangalala, koma kumvera Atate wanga wokondedwa n’kumene kunandichititsa manyazi.
Anafuna kuti Zochita zanga zonse zilembedwe ndi chisindikizo cha kumvera. "
Nditabwerera m'thupi langa, ndinachita mantha kusiya mkhalidwe wanga, koma ndinafulumira kunena:
"Iye pano.ine motsogozedwa ndi kumvera ayenera kuganiza za izo. Ngati Ambuye akufuna ine, ndine wokonzeka."
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Ndinaganiza kuti ngati Ambuye sanabwere, ndiyenera kudzikakamiza kuti ndiwone ngati ndingapambane.
Yesu wanga wokondeka wafika.
Anandisonyeza kuti malinga ngati ndikufuna kukhalabe m’mikhalidwe yozunzidwayo, amandikokera kwa Iye m’njira yoti sindingathe kuchokapo.
Ndipo ngati ndikufuna kuchoka m’dziko lino, amachoka n’kundisiya kuti nditero.
Koma ine sindinadziwe choti ndichite ndipo ndinadziuza kuti:
"Momwe ndikufuna kumuwona wondivomereza ndikumufunsa zomwe ndiyenera kuchita. Patapita kanthawi ndinaona Ambuye Wathu ndi wovomereza wanga.
Ndinamuuza kuti: “Ndiuze ngati ndiyenera kukhala, inde kapena ayi.
Monga ndidanenera, ndikumvetsetsa kuti wondivomereza adachotsa lamulo lomwe adandipatsa dzulo lake. Nthawi yomweyo, ndinaganiza zokhala, poganiza kuti ngati zinali zoona kuti wachotsa dongosololo, zinali bwino.
Ndipo ndikadangoganiza kuti adapuma pantchito, lingaliro langa linali lolakwika. Chotero pamene wovomereza machimo anga anabwera ndi kundiuza kuti ndiyesenso tsiku lina, ndinadekha.
Atabweranso posachedwa, Yesu wodala adati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, kukongola kwa mzimu mu chisomo ndikwambiri kotero kuti Mulungu mwiniyo amasangalatsidwa nazo.
Angelo ndi oyera mtima akudabwa kuona chozizwitsa chachikulu chimenechi.
Amathamangira ku mzimu uwu womwe udakali padziko lapansi koma uli ndi chisomo.
Pokopeka ndi zonunkhiritsa zake zakuthambo ndi kaamba ka chisangalalo chawo chachikulu, iwo akupeza m’moyo uno Yesu yemweyo amene anawayeretsa m’Paradaiso.
Moti amakonda kukhala ndi mzimu uwu monga kukhala Kumwamba.
"Chimene chimasunga chozizwitsa ichi nthawi zonse kumoyo,
- Ndi mithunzi yatsopano yokongola, uwu ndi moyo mu Chifuniro changa.
Zinthu
- amachotsa madontho opanda ungwiro mu moyo e
- kodi zimamupatsa chidziwitso cha chinthu chomwe ali nacho? Chifuniro changa.
Ndi chiyani chomwe chimalimbitsa ndi kukhazikika moyo, kuusunga wotsimikizika mu chisomo? Chifuniro changa.
" Kukhala mu Chifuniro changa ndiye nsonga ya chiyero . Zimatsogolera ku chisinthiko chopitilira mu chisomo.
Koma amene achite chifuniro changa lero ndi chifuniro chake mawa sangatsimikizidwe mu chisomo: akupita patsogolo ndikuchoka.
Zimamupweteka kwambiri moyo wake
Zimenezi zimachotsera Mulungu ndi moyo wake ulemerero waukulu.
Zili ngati munthu amene ali wolemera tsiku lina koma tsiku lina wosauka. Sizikutsimikizika pachuma ngakhale umphawi.
Palibe amene anganene kuti zikhala bwanji. "
Kenako anasowa. Posakhalitsa adabwera kwa confessor wanga.
Ndidamuuza zomwe ndidalemba ndipo adanditsimikizira kuti adachotsadi lamulo lomwe adandipatsa.
Pomvera wolapa wanga, tsopano ndipitiliza kulankhula za zomwe ndidamvetsetsa pa Okutobala 24.
Mkaziyo ankaimira Mpingo.
Sali yekha wolumala koma ziwalo zake.
Ngakhale atakhala wowerama, kuzunzidwa ndi adani ake komanso wolumala miyendo yake, sataya ulemu wake ndi chikhalidwe chake cholemekezeka.
Ndinamvetsa zimenezo
-kuti mkaziyo anali atagona pabedi zimatanthauza kuti,
Ngakhale uli woponderezedwa, wolumala ndikuwukiridwa ndi adani ake, Mpingo umapumula ku mpumulo wamuyaya.
- mu mtendere ndi chitetezo m'mimba ya makolo a Mulungu;
- ngati khanda m'mimba mwa mayi.
Ndinamvetsetsanso kuti mutu wa bedi umene unafika padenga unkaimira chitetezo chaumulungu chomwe chakhala chikuchirikiza Tchalitchi.
Chirichonse mu Mpingo chimadza kwa iye kuchokera Kumwamba :
- masakramenti,
- chiphunzitso e
-ena onse.
Chilichonse ndi chakumwamba, choyera ndi choyera.
Pali kulankhulana kosalekeza pakati pa Kumwamba ndi Mpingo.
Ponena za anthu achipembedzo ochepa amene anathandiza mayiyo, ndikumvetsa
amene ankaimira anthu ochepawa
amene, poika moyo wawo pachiswe, atetezera Mpingo;
kuzunzika ndi zoipa zimene amalandira ngati kuti ndi zake.
Chipinda chimene mkaziyo ankakhala, chopangidwa ndi miyala, chikuimiridwa
-mphamvu ya Mpingo e
- kupirira kwake osataya ufulu wake uliwonse.
Mkazi wakufayo akuvomereza molimba mtima kumenyedwa ndi adani ake
akuwonetsa kuti Mpingo,
-Ngakhale zimawoneka ngati kufa,
amachita mopanda mantha kwambiri.
Kuzunzika ndi magazi okhetsedwa zimasonyeza mzimu wake weniweni: amakhala wokonzeka nthawi zonse kuzunzidwa, monga Yesu Khristu.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo kwa kanthawi ndinawona Yesu wanga wokondedwa.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
ndi zabwino komanso zoyamikirika kuvomereza kukhumudwa ndi zowawa
- monga kulapa ndi - monga chilango. Koma iyi si njira ya Mulungu yochitira zinthu.
Ndachita zambiri ndipo ndavutika kwambiri.
Koma cholinga changa chokha chinali Chikondi cha Atate wanga ndi cha anthu.
Nkosavuta kuona ngati cholengedwa chimachita ndikuvutika munjira yaumulungu:
ndi chikondi chokha chomwe chili kumbuyo kwa zochita zake ndi zowawa zake.
Ngati pali zifukwa zina, ngakhale zabwino, ndi chifukwa chakuti imachita pamlingo wa zolengedwa. Ubwino womwe amalandira ndiye kuti
- kuti cholengedwa chikhoza kukhala ndi
- Sindiyenera umulungu.
Ngati itengera njira yanga yochitira, moto wa Chikondi
kuwononga kusagwirizana kulikonse ndi kusalingana m'menemo e
adzasungunuka m’ntchito imodzi ya cholengedwa ndi changa.
Mmawa uno Yesu wanga wokondedwa anawonekera kwa ine wobadwa mkati mwa thupi. Pondiyang'ana, iye anati:
“Mwana wanga wamkazi, ndikaona kuti mzimu umagwirizana ndi zolinga za Chilengedwe changa, ndimakhutira chifukwa ndimaona mwa iye kuti ntchito yanga yakwaniritsa cholinga chake.
"Kukhala mu Chifuniro changa ndiye chimaliziro cha chiyero ndipo kumabweretsa kusinthika kosalekeza kwa chisomo. Koma amene achite chifuniro changa lero ndi chifuniro chake mawa sichingatsimikizidwe ndi chisomo chake;
Izi zimawononga kwambiri moyo wake.
Zimenezi zimachotsera Mulungu ndi moyo wake ulemerero waukulu.
Zili ngati munthu amene ali wolemera tsiku lina koma tsiku lina wosauka. Sizikutsimikizika pachuma ngakhale umphawi.
Palibe amene anganene kuti zikhala bwanji. "
Kenako anasowa. Posakhalitsa adabwera kwa confessor wanga. Ndinamuuza zomwe ndinalemba ndi.
Ananditsimikizira kuti wachotsadi lamulo limene anandipatsa.
Pomvera wolapa wanga, tsopano ndipitiliza kulankhula za zomwe ndidamvetsetsa pa Okutobala 24.
Mkaziyo ankaimira Mpingo .
Sali yekha wolumala koma ziwalo zake.
Ngakhale atakhala wowerama, kuzunzidwa ndi adani ake komanso wolumala miyendo yake, sataya ulemu wake ndi chikhalidwe chake cholemekezeka.
Ndinamvetsetsa kuti mkaziyo anali atagona pabedi
amatanthauza kuti,
-Ngakhale ataponderezedwa, wopuwala ndi kuukiridwa ndi adani ake;
-Mpingo umapumula kosatha mu mtendere ndi chitetezo m'mimba ya makolo a Mulungu, monga mwana m'mimba mwa mayi ake.
Ndinamvetsetsanso kuti mutu wa bedi umene unafika pamwamba pa denga unali chizindikiro cha chitetezo chaumulungu chimene chakhala chikuchirikiza Tchalitchi.
Chirichonse mu Mpingo chimabwera kwa iye kuchokera Kumwamba:
masakramenti, chiphunzitso ndi zina zonse. Chilichonse ndi chakumwamba, choyera ndi choyera.
Pali kulankhulana kosalekeza pakati pa Kumwamba ndi Mpingo.
Iye anawonjezera kuti:
"Cholinga changa kwa iye ndi cha Chikondi champhamvu kwambiri chomwe chimamulola kusangalala ndi chisangalalo cha Kumwamba.
Mwanjira ina,
Ndimadyetsa luntha lake ndi chidziwitso cha choonadi chamuyaya,
Ndinatsitsimula maso ake ndi kukongola kwanga,
Ndimasamalira makutu ake ndi kutsekemera kwa mawu anga.
Ndimatseka pakamwa pake ndi ma kiss anga ndi
Ndimamukonda ndi mtima wanga wonse .
Zonsezi zikugwirizana ndi cholinga chomwe ndinachipangira:
-ndikudziwani,
-ndikonda ine ndi
- Nditumikireni. "
Anazimiririka kenaka ndikusiya thupi langa, ndinaona confessor wanga.
Ndinamuuza zimene Yesu anandiuza
Ndidamufunsa ngati ndili panjira ya Choonadi.
Iye anayankha kuti: “Inde, inu mukudziwa bwino kulankhula za Mulungu.
- sikuti amangozindikira zowona za mawu omwe amva;
- koma amakhudzidwa kwambiri mkati
kuti Mzimu wa Mulungu wokha ungakhale wolemba mawu awa ”.
M'mawa uno Yesu wanga wokondeka sanabwere ndipo ndidayamba kudziwuza ndekha kuti: "Ndani anganene ngati Ambuye wathu akubwera kapena mdani amene akufuna kundinyenga.
Kodi Yesu Kristu angandisiye bwanji mwankhanza chonchi?”
Pamene ndimaganiza choncho, zinawonekera kwa ine kwa mphindi zingapo. Anakweza dzanja langa lamanja ndikukanikizira chala chachikulu pakamwa panga, nati kwa ine:
“Khalani chete mtima pansi!
Kungakhale koyenera kuti munthu amene waona dzuwa anene choncho
-Limenelo silinali dzuwa
-chifukwa nthawi ino simukumuwona?
Kodi chingakhale chachilungamo komanso chomveka kwa iye kungonena kuti dzuŵa labisika?”
Kenako anasowa. Koma ngakhale sindinamuone, ndimatha kumva manja ake
-Ndigwireni,
- kukhudza pakamwa panga, malingaliro anga ndi mtima wanga mobwerezabwereza. Zinandipangitsa kuwala.
Koma, chifukwa chosachiwona, ndinayamba kukayikira.
Anandiwonekeranso ndikuwonjezera kuti:
“Kodi simunakhutirebe?
Ukhoza kuwononga ntchito yanga mwa iwe. Chifukwa mukayikayika mulibe mtendere.
Ine ndine gwero la mtendere . Aliyense
- zindikirani kuti mulibe mtendere mudzakayikira
-ineyo ndine Mfumu ya Mtendere,
-amene amakutsogolerani ndi kukhala mwa inu.
Ah! simukufuna kukhala wololera?
Ndizowona kuti ndimachita chilichonse mu mzimu wanga ndipo popanda Ine palibe chomwe chimatheka.
Ndizowonanso kuti nthawi zonse ndimasiya njira yaulere m'moyo wanga.
Povutitsidwa, mumaswa mgwirizano wanu ndi Ine.
Ndiye ndiyenera kuwoloka manja anga, chifukwa ndaletsedwa kuchita chilichonse mwa inu.
Ndiyenera kudikirira mpaka mutakhalanso pamtendere komanso chifuniro chanu kuti chigwirizane ndi changa.
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