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Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Wodala Yesu anali asanabwere. Ndimangoganiza kuti
-Ndi mchitidwe wotani womwe umakondweretsa Ambuye kwambiri, ndi
-ndaninso angamulimbikitse kuti abwere:
kudandaula chifukwa cha machimo ake kapena kugonjera moleza mtima.
Ndili mkati moganizira izi, adabwera mwachidule ndikundiuza :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
chochita chokongola kwambiri ndipo chomwe ndimakonda kwambiri ndi
- kusiya kwathunthu mu Chifuniro changa,
- Kusiyidwa monga momwe mzimu umayiwala kuti umunthu wake ulipo, pomwe zonse zili m'menemo ndi Chifuniro cha Mulungu.
Ngakhale ululu chifukwa cha machimo
nzoyamikirika ,
sichimawononga umunthu weniweniwo wa munthu.
Koma dzilekeni kwathunthu ku Chifuniro changa
- amawononga umunthu wake ndi
- zimamutsogolera kuti atengenso kukhala ndi Umulungu.
Podzipereka mu Chifuniro changa, mzimu umandipatsa ulemu wochuluka chifukwa
-amandipatsa chilichonse chomwe ndingapemphe kwa cholengedwacho ndi
- Zimandilola kubweza mwa ine zomwe zatuluka mwa ine.
Motero mzimu umafika popeza chinthu chokhacho chimene uyenera kukhala nacho, ndiko kuti
-Mulungu
-ndi zonse zomwe ali nazo.
Malingana ngati akhala mu chifuniro cha Mulungu kwathunthu,
- mzimu uli ndi Mulungu.
Ngati asiya Chifuniro changa, apeza
- umunthu wake
-ndi zoipa zonse za chikhalidwe chovunda ".
M'mawa uno ndinamva ngati ndaima, sindingathe kupita kutsogolo kapena kumbuyo.
Ndinati kwa Yesu:
"Ambuye, sindingathe kunena momwe ndikumvera, koma sizindivutitsa. Kaya ndine womaliza, ndidakali kapena patsogolo.
bola ndili mu Chifuniro chanu, ndimakhala bwino nthawi zonse.
Kulikonse komwe ndili,
-Kufuna kwanu kumakhala koyera ndipo ndimakhala wabwino nthawi zonse. "
Nthawi yomweyo Yesu wodala anadza nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, limba mtima!
Musachite mantha ngati mukumva bata. Koma samalani
- kuti mupumule mu Chifuniro changa,
- popanda kusiya izo mulimonse.
Inenso ndimapuma mwa inu koma, ndiye,
m'kuphethira kwa diso,
Ndimachita zambiri kuposa zomwe ndachita kwa zaka ndi zaka.
Mwaona, kwa dziko, zikuwoneka kuti ndaima njii
Chifukwa, popeza akuyenera kulangidwa koopsa ndipo ine sinditero, ndikuwoneka kuti sindikuyenda.
Komabe, ndikatenga ndodo m'manja, mudzawona zomwe zidzachitike poyimitsa zonsezi.
Ziyenera kukhala chimodzimodzi kwa inu: kukhalabe mu Chifuniro changa nthawi zonse,
- ngati muwona kuti akufuna kukuletsani, imani ndikusangalala ndi Chifuniro changa.
- ngati muwona kuti Will wanga akufuna kuti muyende, yendani mwa Iye
Kotero inu mudzayenda ndi Ine ndipo mudzakhala ndi chifuniro changa chomwecho. Khalani nthawi zonse mu dongosolo la Chifuniro changa,
- ngati mwaima kapena mukusuntha. Ndipo mudzakhala bwino nthawi zonse.
Ndinali kuwerenga za woyera mtima
- amene nthawi zonse amaganiza za machimo ake ndi
- amene adapempha Mulungu kuti awachitire madandaulo ndi kuwakhululukira. Ndinaganiza:
"Kusiyana bwanji pakati pa ine ndi woyera mtima uyu!
Sindimaganizira za machimo anga ndipo woyerayu wakhala akuganiza za machimo ake. Ndizodziwikiratu kuti ndikulakwitsa. "
Nthawi yomweyo ndinamva Yesu akuyenda mkati mwanga. Monga ngati kuwala kwa kuwala, iye anati kwa ine :
"Wopusa iwe! sukufuna kumvetsa?
Kodi Chifuniro Changa chinabala liti machimo ndi kupanda ungwiro? Chifuniro Changa chimakhala choyera nthawi zonse ndipo mzimu womwe umakhala mkatimo ndi woyera kale.
Amasangalala ndi Chifuniro changa, amadzidyetsa nacho ndikuganiza zonse zomwe zilimo, ngakhale mzimu uwu m'mbuyomu udalakwitsa.
Chifukwa imapezeka mu kukongola, chiyero ndi kukula kwa Chifuniro changa,
- kuyiwala zoyipa zakale zake e
- amangoganizira zapano,
pokhapokha mutasiya Chifuniro changa.
Zikatero
- chifukwa wabwerera ku chikhalidwe chake;
- sizodabwitsa kuti amakumbukira machimo ake ndi masautso ake.
Kumbukirani kuti,
- mu Chifuniro changa,
-maganizo awa a uchimo ndi kudzikonda sangathe kulowa.
Ngati mzimu umawamva, zikutanthauza
chomwe sichili chokhazikika ndi chokhazikika mwa ine;
koma ndisiye nthawi zina.'
Pambuyo pake, ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Ndinamuona Yesu kwa nthawi yochepa.
Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, zoona,
- Ngakhale atazunzidwa,
- sindingachitire mwina koma kuzindikira kuti zili choncho.
Ndipo nthawi idzafika pamene ngakhale choonadi chozunzidwa chidzadziwika ndi kukondedwa.
Munthawi zomvetsa chisoni izi,
-Chilichonse ndi mabodza ndi chinyengo, ndi
- kuti chowonadi chilamulire, munthu ayenera kumenyedwa ndi kuwonongedwa.
Gawo la chilango lidzachokera kwa amuna
zimenezo zidzawonongana. Zilango zinanso zidzachokera kwa ine.
- makamaka ku France
kumene kudzakhala imfa zambiri kotero kuti anthu adzatsala pang'ono kutha ".
Ndinaganiza:
Zinandivuta bwanji!
Koma Yehova sandinyoza kapena kundilanga.” Ndili mkati moganiza motere, ndinamva Yesu akuyenda mkati mwanga ndipo anati kwa ine :
Mwana wanga, pitirira, pitirira! Ngati iwo ali kukoma mtima, kukoma mtima ndi chifundo.
Iwonso ndi chilungamo, mphamvu ndi mphamvu!
Ngati ndinakuwonani
-kubwerera kapena
- mumalakwitsa mwaufulu pambuyo pa zabwino zonse zomwe ndakupatsani, mukuyenera kumenyedwa ndipo ndikanakumenyani.
Ngati sinditero, mutha kumvetsetsa chifukwa chake panokha. Momwemonso, ngati sindilankhula nanu nthawi zonse,
-ndi kuti ulingalire m'maganizo mwako choonadi chimene ndakuphunzitsani.
Lowani mkati mwanu, ndigwirizane nane.
Ndipo ndidzakhala ndi inu nthawi zonse kuchita mwa inu. "
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse.
Ndinadzipeza ndekha kunja kwa thupi langa ndi Yesu wanga wokondedwa.
Nditamuona atavekedwa korona waminga, ndinavula chisoti chake, ndipo ndi manja onse awiri, ndinachiyika pamutu panga, ndikuchisindikiza mwamphamvu.
O! Ndinamva bwanji kuti minga ikundilowa!
Komabe, ndinasangalala kuvutika kuti ndichepetse kuvutika kwa Yesu.
Ndinamuuza kuti:
"Yesu wanga wabwino, ndiuzeni ngati idakali nthawi yayitali kuti munditengere kumwamba."
Iye anayankha : "Zoonadi, zochepa kwambiri." Ndikubwereza:
'Wamng'ono' wanu akhoza kukhala khumi kapena makumi awiri okha.
zaka ziwiri."
Iye anati:
“Sizowona.
Zaka zanu sizinayambe mpaka mutayamba kukhala wozunzidwa.
Chifundo changa chinakuyitana iwe.
Mutha kunena kuti, kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, munayambadi kukhala ndi moyo. Monga ndinakuitana kuti ukhale moyo wanga padziko lapansi.
Choncho, m’kanthawi kochepa, ndidzakuitanani kuti mukakhale moyo wanga Kumwamba. "
Pakadali pano,
mizati iwiri inatuluka m’manja mwa Yesu wodalitsika, amene anakhala mmodzi.
Anayika mizati imeneyi molimba pa mapewa anga.
kotero kuti sindingathe kuchoka pansi.
Pamene anandiitana kwa iye.
-palibe amene anabwera kudzaika misana yawo pansi pa mizati ndi
- anakhalabe akulendewera m'manja mwake.
Panthawiyo kupha anthu amitundumitundu kunali kubwera.
Ndinamvetsetsa kuti zigawo izi zikuyimira Mpingo ndi dziko lapansi ,
-omwe anatuluka m'manja opatulika kwambiri a Yesu ndi
-zosungidwa m'mabala ake oyera.
Iwo adzakhalapo nthawi zonse.
Koma
- ngati Yesu wabwino sapeza powayika,
- mofulumira kwambiri adzatopa kuzigwira m'manja mwake. Chenjerani ndi masoka owopsa omwe angachitike!
Mavutowa ndi ochuluka kwambiri moti ndikuona kuti ndi bwino kuti ndisalankhule za iwo.
Pokhala m’mikhalidwe yanga yanthaŵi zonse, Yesu anadza mwachidule ndipo, mosalingalira za izo, ndinati kwa iye: “Ambuye, dzulo ndinali kuvomereza. ?"
Iye anandiuza kuti :
“Mwana wanga, nzoona kuti kuulula kumakhululukira machimo.
Komabe, njira yotsimikizirika ndi yotsimikizirika yothaŵira purigatoriyo ndiyo chikondi. Chikondi chiyenera kukhala chilakolako chachikulu cha moyo:
- chikondi m'malingaliro,
-chikondi m'mawu
-chikondi pochita zinthu.
Chilichonse, mwamtheradi chirichonse, chiyenera kukulungidwa mu chikondi!
Motero chikondi chosalengedwa, chopeza kuti moyo ndi chikondi kotheratu, chimaloŵetsamo chikondi cholengedwa.
Ndipotu purigatoriyo sichita chilichonse koma
kudzaza mipanda ya chikondi yomwe ilipo mu moyo.
Ndipo pamene mipata iyi yadzazidwa, mzimu umadzipereka Kumwamba.
Ngati palibe mipata yotere mu moyo, ilibe kanthu kochita mu purigatoriyo. "
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse pamene Yesu wodalitsika anabwera mwachidule nati kwa ine:
Mwana wanga wamkazi
chizindikiro chenicheni chakuti mzimu umakhala mu Chifuniro changa,
ndiye kuti m’zonse akhala mumtendere.
Chifuniro Changa ndi changwiro komanso choyera
chimene sichikhoza kutulutsa ngakhale mthunzi wa chibvundi.
Ngati, motsutsana, kukhumudwa kapena kuwawidwa mtima,
-mzimu umakhala ndi nkhawa,
sanganene kuti zili mu Chifuniro changa.
Ngati akumva kuti wasiya ntchito, ndipo panthawi imodzimodziyo, akuvutika,
akhoza kunena kuti ali mumthunzi wa Chifuniro changa.
Mzimu womwe uli kunja kwa Chifuniro changa umamva zosokoneza zonsezi,
koma osati mzimu umene uli mu chifuniro changa.
Nditalankhula ndi wina za Chifuniro Chaumulungu, ndinali kutsimikizira kuti ngati munthu ali mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndipo akumva kuuma, ayenera kusunga mtendere wake.
Pambuyo pake, pamene ndinali mu mkhalidwe wanga wanthaŵi zonse, Yesu anandiwongolera ponena kuti:
Mwana wanga wamkazi
samalani kwambiri mukamayankhula za Chifuniro changa.
Chifukwa Chifuniro changa ndichosangalala kwambiri moti chimapanga chisangalalo chathu.
Chifuniro cha munthu, kumbali ina, n'chomvetsa chisoni kwambiri
- ngati akanatha kulowa mu chifuniro chathu,
zingawononge chimwemwe chathu ndi kuchita nkhondo ndi ife.
Ngakhale kuuma, kapena mayesero, kapena chilema, kapena chipwirikiti, kapena kuzizira sizingagwirizane ndi Chifuniro changa.
Chifukwa ndi yopepuka komanso imakhala ndi zokometsera zonse.
Chifuniro cha munthu sichina koma kadontho kakang'ono ka mdima kodzaza ndi zinthu zonyansa .
Choncho, ngati mzimu uli m’chifuniro changa, ukangoulowa, m’kukhudzana kwake;
- dontho lake laling'ono lamdima lasungunuka ndi Kuwala kwanga kuti Kuwala uku kukhale mwa iye.
Kutentha kwa Chifuniro changa kunasungunula kuzizira ndi kuuma kwake. Kukoma kwanga kwaumulungu kwachotsa kusakoma kwake.
Ndipo chimwemwe changa chinamumasula ku chisoni chake.
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa kutchalitchi,
ndipo ndinaganiza kuti ndinawona mkazi wokongola kwambiri wokhala ndi mabere odzaza mkaka kotero kuti anali ngati atsala pang'ono kuphulika.
Atandiyitana, mayiyo anandiuza kuti:
Mwana wanga wamkazi, izi zikuyimira chikhalidwe cha Mpingo.
Zonse zili zodzaza ndi zowawa zamkati ndipo, kuwonjezera apo, zatsala pang'ono kulawa kuwawa kwakunja.
Inu, muzivutika pang'ono chifukwa zowawa izi zachepa. "
Atatha kunena izi, anatsegula mabere ake, napanga chotengera ndi manja ake, nadzaza mkaka umene adandipatsa kuti ndimwe.
Zinali zowawa kwambiri ndipo zinandivutitsa kwambiri moti sindimadziwa kuti ndinene bwanji.
Pa nthawiyo, ndinaona anthu ochita zoukira boma, akulowa m’matchalitchi, kuvula maguwa ansembe, kuwawotcha, kuyesa kupha ansembe.
kuswa ziboliboli ndi kupanga zikwizikwi za chipongwe ndi nkhanza zina.
Pamene anali kuchita zimenezi, Yehova anatumiza zilango zina kuchokera Kumwamba. Ambiri anaphedwa.
Zinkamveka ngati chidzudzulo chambiri
Mpingo, boma ndi pakati pa anthu iwo eni. Ndinachita mantha.
Ndidabwerera m'thupi langa ndipo ndidapezeka ndili pamaso pa Queen Amayi athu limodzi ndi oyera ena.
Iwo anapemphera kwa Yesu Kristu kuti andivutitse.
Yesu ankaoneka kuti sanali kuwalabadira, koma iwo anaumirira.
Wotopa, wodala Yesu anati, "Musandivutitse, kapena nditenga nane!"
Ndikuwoneka kuti ndavutika pang'ono.
Ndikhoza kunena kuti, ponseponse, m'masiku angapo apitawa, pamene ndinali mu chikhalidwe changa, ndangowona zipolowe ndi zilango.
Wodala Yesu anali pafupifupi nthawizonse taciturn, ndipo nthawi ndi nthawi ndimangonena zinthu monga:
"Mwana wanga, usandichitire zachiwawa ayi. Apo ayi ndikupatutsa kuchoka m'dziko lino."
Choncho ndinayankha kuti: “Moyo wanga ndi wanga wonse, ngati mukufuna kukhala womasuka kuchita zimene mukufuna, nditengereni.
Ndiye ukhoza kuchita zomwe ukufuna."
Masiku ano, pamafunika kuleza mtima kwambiri kuti mukumane ndi Yesu Wodala.
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu anadza kwa kanthawi nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
kuti chisomo changa chikhale ndi mwayi wofikira ku mzimu,
- ayenera kukhala m'dziko
-ngati kuti panalibe china koma Mulungu ndi iye mwini.
Chifukwa ganizo lina lirilonse kapena chinthu chimabwera pakati pa moyo ndi Mulungu, kuletsa
- chisomo cholowa m'moyo e
-moyo wolandira chisomo.” Tsiku lina anati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, chomwe chimanditsitsimutsa kwambiri Passion wanga ndi kusatsimikiza mtima.
Ah! Iwo ali omasuka ndithu
osati kungosunga zomwe adalonjeza pakati pawo,
komanso kwa Ine.
Ndipo ndi Ine ndekha pamene amafika pamantha ndi kusayamika, ngakhale akudziwa kuti ndikuvutika kwambiri chifukwa cha izi.
Nthawi zina amalonjeza ndipo,
mphindi yotsatira, adakana lonjezo lawo. "
Ndimakhala masiku owawa kwambiri pakusauka kwa Yesu wanga.
Nthawi yabwino, imakhala ngati mthunzi kapena mphezi ndipo nthawi zonse imakhala ndi ziwopsezo za chilango.
O Mulungu, gehena bwanji! Zikuoneka kuti dziko lagwedezeka. Aliyense ali ndi mtima woukirana ndi kuphana.
Ambuye akuwoneka kuti akuchotsa chisomo chake ndipo anthu amakhala ngati zilombo zakuthengo.
Kulibwino ndikhale chete chifukwa kukamba zinthuzi kumakulitsanso moyo wanga wosauka womwe uli wodzaza ndi kuwawa.
Lero m'mawa anabwera mwachidule ndipo anandiuza kuti :
“Ntchito zonse za Mulungu ndi zangwiro ndipo ungwiro wake umadziwika.
- kuzungulira kwawo kapena, osachepera,
-kumanga kwawo.
Chotero, palibe miyala imene ikupezeka mu Yerusalemu wakumwamba.
- yomwe siili yozungulira kapena yozungulira.
Sindinamvetse kalikonse kufikira nditayang’ana kumwamba, ndinaona kuti nyenyezi, dzuŵa ndi mwezi zili ndi mawonekedwe ozungulira.
Dziko lapansi nalonso ndi lozungulira.
Komabe, sindinkamvetsa tanthauzo la zonsezi.
Yesu anawonjezera kuti :
"Kuzungulira ndi chimodzimodzi m'zigawo zake zonse. Momwemonso, moyo, kukhala wangwiro;
ziyenera kukhala zofanana muzochitika zonse,
- mu zabwino kapena zovuta,
-mu kukoma kapena kuwawa.
Iyenera kukhala yofanana m’chilichonse, kuti ikhale ngati chinthu chozungulira. Kupanda kutero, ngati mzimu suli wolingana nawo m'zinthu zonse,
- iye sadzatha kulowa, wokongola ndi wachisomo, mu Yerusalemu Wakumwamba,
- sadzatha kukongoletsa dziko la odalitsika ngati nyenyezi.
Choncho, pamene mzimu umakhala wofanana m’zinthu zonse, m’pamene umayandikira kwambiri ku ungwiro waumulungu.”
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse ndipo wodala Yesu sanali kubwera.
Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri
-kuchokera kulibe e
-ngakhale kuchokera kumalingaliro
kuti mkhalidwe wanga wozunzidwa sungakhalenso Chifuniro cha Mulungu.
Ndinkaona ngati ndachita nseru pamaso pa Mulungu, woyenerera kugwidwa ndi mantha.
Ndili mkati moganiza choncho, mwadzidzidzi anabwera nati kwa ine :
“Mwana wanga wamkazi, aliyense amene adzisankhira yekha, ngakhale kwa kanthawi,
- amakana chisomo,
-ndiye mwini wake e
—kotero Mulungu kapolo wake.
Kenako anawonjezera kuti :
“ Chifuniro cha Mulungu chimatipangitsa kuti titenge Mulungu.
Kumvera ndiye mfungulo yotsegula chitseko ndi kutenga chumacho. ”Kenako adasowa.
Ndikupitirizabe kukhala wosauka ndipo, chifukwa chake, ndikuvutika pang'ono, ndinadziuza ndekha kuti:
"Sindinalandidwa Yesu kokha, komanso dalitso la zowawa.
O Mulungu, mukufuna kundipereka kumoto ndi lupanga ndikukhudza zinthu ziwiri zomwe zili zokondedwa kwa ine zomwe zimapanga moyo wanga weniweni:
Yesu ndi mtanda .
Ngati, kwa Yesu, ndine wonyansa chifukwa cha kusayamika kwanga, ndiye kuti sabwera.
Koma iwe Mtanda, ndakulakwirani chani kuti undisiye mwankhanza chonchi? Ah! Kodi nthawi zonse sindinakulandireni bwino mutabwera?
Kodi nthawi zonse sindinakuone ngati mnzanga wokhulupirika?
Ah! Ndimakumbukira kuti ndinkakukondani kwambiri moti sindinkadziwa mmene ndingakhalire popanda inu ndiponso kuti nthawi zina ndinkakonda inuyo kuposa Yesu. Sindikudziwa zomwe munandichitira kuti ndisakhalenso popanda inu.
Anyway wandisiya! Ndizoona kuti munandichitira zabwino zambiri: munali njira, chitseko, chipinda, chinsinsi ndi kuwala komwe ndingapeze Yesu .
Ndichifukwa chake ndimakukondani kwambiri. Ndipo tsopano zatha kwa ine!” Pamene ndinali kuganiza choncho, Yesu wodala anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
“Mwana wanga, mtanda ndi gawo la moyo.
Okhawo amene sakonda moyo wawo sakonda mtanda. Chifukwa ndi kudzera pamtanda pokha pomwe ndidamezanitsa Umulungu pa umunthu wotayika.
Mtanda wokhawo ukupitiriza Chiombolo pa dziko lapansi,
kumezanitsa kwa Umulungu aliyense amene waulandira.
Ndipo ngati wina sakonda, ndiye kuti sadziwa chilichonse.
-ubwino,
-zabwino,
- ku chikondi cha Mulungu e
- kumoyo weniweni.
Taganizirani munthu wolemera
- amene wataya chuma chake ndi
- zomwe timapereka njira zopezera - ndi zina.
Nanga sangakonde bwanji motere?
Kodi iye sangawononge moyo wake m'njira imeneyi kuti apezenso moyo wake kudzera m'chuma chake? Momwemonso ndi mtanda .
Munthu wakhala wosauka kwambiri. Mtanda ndi njira
osati kungomupulumutsa
- zovuta,
-koma kuulemeretsa ndi chuma chonse.
Mtanda ndi mwayi wa moyo ".
Kenako anasowa
Ndipo ndinali wowawa kwambiri poganizira zimene ndinataya.
Atakhala masiku angapo muumphaŵi ndi misozi, Yesu pomalizira pake anadza m’maŵa uno. Iye anandiuza kuti :
. Chala changa :
"Aa! Mwana wanga, sukudziwa zomwe zidzachitike chaka chamawa. O! Zinthu zambiri zidzachitika! Taonani!"
Nthawi imeneyo ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa mu gulu la Yesu.
Tidawona mabwalo akugwa, mizinda yotenthedwa kotheratu, madera odzaza madzi komwe zonse zomwe zinali pamenepo zidasowa.
M'madera ena munali zivomezi zomwe zinawonongeka kwambiri ndi kufa.
Kumalo ena kunali zipolowe, zina zomwe zinali zachiwawa kwambiri moti sizingatheke
ikani mapazi anu osaponda mwazi wa munthu.
Ndani akanatha kunena zowawa zonse zomwe tinkawona!
Kenako Yesu wabwino anandiuza kuti :
"Waona? Ah! Mwana wanga, kulimba mtima ndi kudekha m'malo omwe ukupezeka, chifukwa pomwe ikufuna kudzithira pa zolengedwa.
Chilungamo chikondwera pakukutsanulirani ;
ndipo kupanda pake kwa zowawa zanu kumadzaza kupanda pake kwa zowawa zawo.
Tiyeni tiyike chilungamo!
Izi ndizofunikira, chifukwa zolengedwa zimakhala zolimba mtima kwambiri. Kotero zonse zidzatha ndipo ndidzakhala ndi iwe monga kale ".
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa. Ndipo ndinaona Mwana Yesu akukwera pa kama wanga.
Anandimenya m’thupi ndi manja ake mpaka kundimenya kangapo. Atandimenya bwino ndikundiponda adasowa.
Ndinadzaza thupi langa, koma osamvetsetsa chifukwa chake kumenyedwa kumeneku. Koma ndinasangalala, chifukwa ndinali nditayandikana kwambiri ndi Yesu pamene ankandimenya.
Zonse zili zofiira, ndinadabwanso ndi Yesu wodala yemwe,
- kuchotsa korona waminga pamutu pake;
Ndinalikonza m’mutu mwanga mwamphamvu moti minga inandiloŵa. Kenako, anadziyika yekha mkati mwanga, ngati kuti angathe kupitiriza, iye anati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, uli bwanji?"
Tiyeni, tipite patsogolo pa zilango za dziko! "
Ndinachita mantha nditaona kuti akuphatikiza chifuniro changa ndi chake kuti tipitilize zilango zapadziko lapansi pakati pathu awiri.
Iye ananenanso kuti : “Zimene ndikukuuzani musaiwale
- zilango zomwe zilipo e
- omwe ndimati nditumize.
Inu, kudzipereka nokha kwa chilungamo changa,
- mudapempha molimbika kuti anthu apereke kuvutika chilichonse,
-kuti mwapatsidwa kuti m'malo molanga khumi, ndilanga asanu.
Ndi chifukwa chake ndakumenya mmawa uno
kuti udzipatse chimene ukufuna: m’malo mochita khumi, ndidzachita zisanu”.
Iye anawonjezera kuti :
"Mwana wanga, chikondi ndi chomwe chimalimbitsa moyo ndikuuika m'malo mwa chuma changa chonse.
Chikondi chenicheni sichivomereza zoletsa, ngakhale wina atakhala wocheperapo kwa mnzake.
Chimene changa ndi chanu: chinenero cha anthu awiri amene amakondana moona mtima. Chifukwa chikondi chenicheni chimasandulika.
Choncho, kukongola kwa wina kumapangitsa kuti kunyansidwa kwa wina kuwonongeke ndikupangitsa kukhala kokongola.
-Ngati wina ali wosauka, ndimamulemera;
-ngati sadziwa, ndimamuphunzitsa;
- ngati ali woyipa, ndimamupanga kukhala wolemekezeka.
Anthu awiri amene amakondana ndi amodzi
- m'moyo wawo,
- m'miyoyo yawo,
- mu chifuniro chawo.
Ngati kugunda kwina kwa mtima kapena kupuma kumafuna kulowa mmenemo, amamva kubanika, kuwawa, ndi kudwala.
Chikondi chenicheni ndi thanzi ndi chiyero .
Ndi iye mumapuma mpweya woumitsidwa, wa chikondi chenicheni. Koma ndi mu nsembe m'mene chikondi chimakhala makamaka
- kuwonjezeredwa, kulimbitsa, kutsimikiziridwa ndi kuwonjezereka .
Chikondi ndi lawi lamoto ndipo chimapereka nsembe nkhuni zomwe zimadyetsa.
Ngati pali nkhuni zambiri, malawi amayaka ndipo moto ukuwonjezeka.
Kodi nsembe ndi chiyani?
Ikukukhetsani inu
- m'chikondi ndi
- m'moyo wa wokondedwa.
Pamene tidziyeretsa tokha, m'pamenenso timadziwononga tokha kukhala wa wokondedwa;
-kutaya kukhala e
- kukhala ndi makhalidwe onse ndi ulemerero wa Umulungu.
Onani kuti ndi mmene zilili m’chilengedwe, ngakhale kuti n’ngopanda ungwiro.
Ndani amene amapeza dzina, ulemu, ngwazi? Ndi msilikali amene
- kudzipereka yekha,
- amatenga nawo mbali pankhondo e
- amaika moyo wake pachiswe chifukwa cha mfumu;
kapena amene waimirira ndi manja m’chuuno?
Ndithudi woyamba. Momwemonso kwa wantchito. Ndani angayembekeze kukhala pagome la mbuye wawo?
Iye ndi kapolo wokhulupirika
-wodziwa kudzipereka yekha, kuika moyo wake, e
-amene akonda mbuye wake, kapena kapolo amene,
- pogwira ntchito yanu, pewani kudzimana pamene mungathe?
Ndithudi woyamba. Izi ndizochitika ndi
- mwana ndi bambo ake,
-mnzake ndi mnzake, etc.
Chikondi chimalimbitsa ndi kugwirizanitsa. Iye ndi mmodzi.
Nsembe ndi nkhuni zomwe zimakulitsa moto wa chikondi. Kumvera , kumbali ina, kumalamula zonsezi ".
M'mawa uno, pokhala mu chikhalidwe changa, ndinamva Yesu akuyenda mkati mwanga.
Anangondiuza kuti :
"Pitani".
Nditamva izi, ndinakhumudwa ndipo ndinati:
Ambuye, bwanji mukuti, “Tiyeni tipitirire”? M’malo mwake nena: “Ndidzapereka chilango.
Ndine wokhudzidwa ndi kukhudzidwa kwa chifuniro changa mu izi. "
Anapitiliza kuti :
"Mwana wanga, Chifuniro changa ndi Chako ndi chimodzi, ndipo ndikanena: "Tiyeni tizilanga."
Sindikunena zomwezo za zabwino zomwe ndimachita kwa zolengedwa, zomwe zimaposa - o! zingati! - zilango?
Komanso, kodi simuli ogwirizana ndi ine?
m’zilango zambiri zimene sinditumiza?
Iwo amene agwirizana ndi ine mu zabwino
- Kodi nawonso sayenera kukhala m'mitima? Pasakhale kusiyana pakati pa iwe ndi ine.
Ndinu kanthu, koma ndi tsamba laudzu
-amene Mulungu adafuna kuwapatsa ukoma wodabwitsa.
Ndani sadziwa ukoma wotsekedwa mu tsamba laling'ono la udzu akupondereza ndipo sayang'ana nkomwe.
Kotero, iwo amene sadziwa
- mphatso imene ndinaika mwa inu ndi
-ukoma wotsekedwa mu tsamba langa la udzu, osati kukuponderezani,
koma sindikumvetsa
- Ndimakonda bwanji kupereka mtengo kuzinthu zazing'ono kwambiri. "
Pambuyo pake, adawoneka ngati akupendeketsa mutu wake pa ine.
Ine ndinati, “O!
Adayankha, "Ukufuna ndikumenye?" Ndinayankha kuti: "Inde!"
Nthawi imeneyo anali atanyamula ndodo yokhala ndi ziboliboli ndipo nditaona motowo ndinati:
"Bwana, ndimaopa moto, mungondimenya ndi ndodo yanu." Anapitiriza kuti: "Simukufuna kumenyedwa, ndikuchoka!"
Ndiye adazimiririka osandipatsa nthawi yomupempha kuti amenyane nane momwe angafunire. O! Ndinathedwa nzeru ndi chisoni chotani nanga!
Koma iye amene ali wabwino nthawi zonse, adzandikhululukira.
Ndidzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodalitsika anabwera mwachidule ndipo, nditamuona, ndinati kwa iye: “Moyo wanga wokoma, ndakhala woipa chotani nanga!
Ndimadzimva kukhala wopanda kanthu, sindikumvanso kalikonse, zonse zilibe kanthu mwa ine. Sindikumva kalikonse koma kulodza mwa ine
ndipo, mu matsenga awa, ine ndikuyembekezera inu kuti mudzaze ine.
Koma ndimadikira pachabe. M'malo mwake, nthawi zonse ndimadzimva ngati ndabwerera pachabe. "
Yesu anandiuza kuti :
"Ah! Mwana wanga, ukuvutika chifukwa ukuona kuti wachepa?
Pankhani iyi ndikuuzani
pochulukira cholengedwa kukhala chachabechabe,
momwemonso imadzazidwa ndi Zonse.
Ndipo ngati ngakhale mthunzi wa iye mwini ukhalabe mwa iye, mthunzi uwu sundiletsa ine kupereka chirichonse kwa iye.
Kubwerera kwanu kosalekeza kuchabe chanu kumatanthauza izi
kutaya umunthu wanu kuti mubwezeretse Umulungu."
Kudzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinalumikizana ndi Ambuye wathu poyambitsa
maganizo anga ,
mtima wanga ukugunda,
mpweya wanga ndi
mayendedwe anga onse ndi ake,
ndi cholinga chopita kwa zolengedwa zonse kukalankhula zonsezi kwa iwo.
Ndiponso, popeza kuti ndinagwirizanitsidwa ndi Yesu m’munda wa azitona,
Ndapereka kwa cholengedwa chilichonse, komanso kwa miyoyo ya ku purigatoriyo;
madontho a magazi ake,
mapemphero ake ,
kuzunzika kwake ndi
zabwino zonse zomwe adazichita
mayendedwe awo onse, kugunda kwa mtima ndi kupuma kumakonzedwa, kuyeretsedwa ndi kupangidwa kukhala mulungu.
Komanso, ndagawa zowawa zake ngati machiritso kwa aliyense. Pamene ndinali kuchita izi, Yesu wodala mkati mwanga anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ndi zolinga izi umandipweteka nthawi zonse. Monga momwe mumachitira nthawi zambiri, muvi umodzi sudikira umzake, ndipo nthawi zonse umandipweteka mabala atsopano."
Ndinamuuza kuti: “Zingatheke bwanji kuti ndikuvulazeni?
-pamene umandivutitsa kwambiri
- kundipangitsa kuti ndidikire mutabwera?
Kodi mabala amenewa ndi chiyani? Kodi zimagwirizana ndi chikondi chomwe uli nacho kwa ine?"
Iye anati :
“M’malo mwake, sindinanene chilichonse chimene ndinganene kwa inu.
Mzimu umene uli pa Haji sungathe kumvetsa
zabwino zonse ndi chikondi chimene chimazungulira pakati pa Mlengi ndi zolengedwa. Sindikumvetsa _
kuti zochita zake, mawu ake ndi zowawa zake ndi gawo la Moyo wanga, ndi
kuti kokha pochita zinthu ngati inu mukhoza kuchitira aliyense zabwino.
Ndikungokuuzani
- malingaliro anu, kugunda kwa mtima wanu,
- mayendedwe anu, miyendo yanu ndi zowawa zanu zonse ndi nyali zomwe zimachokera kwa inu.
Akafika kwa ine,
-Ndimawafalitsa kwa ubwino wa aliyense
pamene ndibweranso kwa inu zounikira ndi mayamiko katatu. Ndiponso, Kumwamba, ndidzakupatsa iwe ulemerero wa aliyense.
Ndikokwanira kuti ndikuuzeni kuti pali mgwirizano wotero ndi kuyandikira Kumwamba.
Kuti
Mlengi ndiye chiwalo ndi cholengedwa mawu;
Mlengi dzuwa ndi cholengedwa cheza.
Mlengi duwa ndi cholengedwa amanunkhiza.
Kodi tingakhale kumeneko popanda wina ndi mnzake? Ayi, ayi!
Mukuganiza kuti sakuziganizira
-Zochita zanu zonse zamkati e
- mwa masautso anu onse?
Ine ndingakhoze bwanji, popeza iwo achokera kwa Ine ndipo ali amodzi ndi Ine? Ndikuwonjezeranso kuti nthawi iliyonse Chilakolako changa chikukumbukiridwa ,
ndi chuma chopezeka kwa aliyense, zili ngati timachiyika pa wogawa
chulukitsani ndi kugawira kwa ubwino wa onse”.
Nditamva za munthu amene amasokonekera mosavuta pa mgonero, ndinati kwa Yesu mkati mwanga:
“Zitheka bwanji kusokonezedwa pa nthawi ya mgonero?
Pambuyo pake, pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinachita zochita zanga zamkati mwachizolowezi.
ndipo zinali ngati zosokoneza zikufuna kundilowa.
Koma Yesu wodala anaika manja ake patsogolo pawo, kuti asalowe kwa ine.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, ngati moyo ukuvutika ndi zododometsa kapena mavuto,
- ichi ndi chizindikiro kuti sanadzipereke kwathunthu kwa Ine.
Ndipotu, ngati mzimu wadzipereka kwathunthu kwa Ine,
- chifukwa ndi wanga kwathunthu,
Ndikudziwa kusunga mphatso yanga m'manja mwabwino.
Koma ngati sanandipatse chilichonse,
- mwa kufuna kwake,
Sindingamupatse mankhwala amenewo.
Ndipo amakakamizika kuvutika ndi zinthu zosavomerezeka zomwe zimasokoneza mgwirizano wanga ndi iye.
Komabe, moyo ukakhala wanga wonse, suchita khama kuti ukhale chete.
Ndi udindo wanga wonse
kuletsa kulowamo kwa chilichonse chomwe chingasokoneze mgwirizano wathu ".
Kudzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndidalingalira za nthawi yomwe Yesu Wodala adakumana ndi Amayi ake odalitsika panjira yopita ku Kalvare.
Ndipo pamene ndinawamvera chifundo, Yesu wokoma anati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Amayi anga adatuluka tsiku la Chilakolako changa kukakumana ndikubala Mwana wawo .
Momwemonso, mu mzimu umene umakondadi, cholinga chake m’zochita zake zonse ndi kungokumana ndi Wokondedwa wake ndi kumukweza kuchoka pa kulemera kwa mtanda wake.
Ndipo popeza moyo wa munthu ndi unyolo wosalekeza wa zochita, zakunja ndi zamkati, mzimu umakumana nthawi zonse ndi Wokondedwa wake.
Kodi mzimu uwu umakumana ndi Wokondedwa wake yekha? Chachisanu ndi chinayi!
Amam’patsa moni, kumupsompsona, kumutonthoza komanso kumukonda, ngati n’ngongodutsa chabe. Ndipo Wokondedwa wake amakhutitsidwa ndi kukondwa.
Chochita chilichonse chimaphatikizapo kudzipereka.
Ngati izi zachitika ndi cholinga chokumana ndi nsembe yomwe ili nayo, idzandikweza kuchoka pa kulemera kwa mtanda wanga.
Ndipo chisangalalo cha mzimu uwu ndi chiyani,
- ndi zochita zake,
mumalumikizana nane nthawi zonse?
Chikondi changa pa iye chimawonjezeka ndikakumana ndi Ine mwatsopano kudzera muzochita zake.
Komabe, ndi ochepa omwe amagwiritsa ntchito zochita zawo kuti achepetse njira
-kubwera kwa ine,
- gwiritsitsani Ine e
-Kundipulumutsa ku masautso ambiri obwera chifukwa cha zolengedwa!
Pamene adadza, M. adandiuza kuti mu maulendo a Ambuye wathu awa,
-Sindinapeze phindu lililonse komanso
kuti ndinayenera chinachake pamene ndinachita ukoma.
Anandipemphanso kuti ndimupempherere zina mwazosowa zake.
M’kupita kwa tsiku, ndinadzimva kukhala wotsutsidwa ndi malingaliro ameneŵa.
Poyesa kumveketsa bwino funsoli, ndinaganiza ndekha:
"Wokondedwa wanga, ukudziwa kuti sindinasamale za funso la kuyenera, koma za kukukonda.
Zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti akufuna kundipanga kukhala wantchito m'nyumba mwanu, ngati kuti ndikusangalatsidwa ndi ndalama.
Ayi, sindikufuna kukhala wantchito, koma mwana wanu wamkazi.
Kuli bwino, ndikufuna kuti mukhale Wokondedwa wanga ndipo ndikufuna kukhala wanu nonse. Koma nthawi zambiri maganizo amenewa amabwera m’maganizo. "
Pambuyo pake, ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wanga wodalitsika anadza nati kwa ine :
“Mwana wanga, M. sanakuuze zoona.
Pamene ine ndibwera mu moyo, ine sindinabwere pachabe. Koma ndimamubweretsera chinthu chothandiza.
Nthawi zina ndimalankhula naye za zabwino,
nthawi zina ndimakonza ,
nthawi zina ndimalankhula za kukongola kwanga kwa iye, kotero kuti china chilichonse chimawoneka choyipa kwa iye, ndi zina.
Ndipo ngakhale sindinena kalikonse kwa mzimu uwu,
nzotsimikizirika kuti chikondi chikupitiriza kukula mwa iye:
- pamene amandikonda kwambiri,
- ndimakondanso kwambiri.
Ndikuwonjezera kuti ubwino wa chikondi ndi waukulu kwambiri, wolemekezeka ndi waumulungu kotero kuti, poyerekeza ndi ubwino wina, iwo ndi golide weniweni, pamene awa amapangidwa ndi mtovu.
M. akabwera kudzakuchezerani, samabwera ngati fano.
Ndipo, motero, amayesa kukuuzani zinthu ndikukuchitirani zabwino, koma amazichita ngati cholengedwa.
Ndipo ine, Mlengi, ndingachite zopanda pake?
Panthawiyo ndinakumbukira zolinga zimene M. anandilimbikitsa ndipo ndinapemphera kwa Yehova kuti amuyankhe.
Ndikupanga pempholi, ndikuwoneka kuti ndikuwona M. ndi
- chovala chasiliva e
-chophimba chakuda chomwe chimatsika kuchokera kumutu ndikuphimba mbali ina ya maso ake. Ndipo chophimbacho chinkawoneka kuti chikufalikira kwa munthu wina kumbuyo kwake.
Sindinamvetse izi ndipo adadalitsa Yesu adati kwa ine :
“Chovala chasiliva chimene ukuchiwona pa iye ndicho chiyero cha zolinga zake, ndi chotchinga chakuda cha munthu chimene wasakanizidwa nacho.
Munthu amene amasakanizana nawo ali ngati chophimba chimene chimaphimba kuwala kwa choonadi chimene chimawala m’maganizo mwake.
Nthawi zina zimamupangitsa kuchita mantha kapena
zimamutsogolera kuchitapo kanthu kuti akhutiritse wina osati molingana ndi chowonadi chomwe chisomo changa chimawalitsa mu malingaliro ake ».
Ndinauza Yesu kuti: “Ambuye, mum’patse chimene wapempha, chifukwa zimenezi n’zofunika kwambiri ponena za ulemerero wanu.
Iye anayankha :
"Kwa moyo wosakhazikika,
- Kuchedwetsa tsiku lotsatira kumapatsa mdani nthawi yopambana nkhondoyo, osamupatsa nthawi ndikukhala wolimba mtima komanso wosagwedezeka.
-tseka chitseko ndikupatsa mzimu phindu osadziwonetsera ngakhale pankhondo.
Kotero, ngati M. akufuna kukwaniritsa cholinga chake mwamsanga, iyi ndi njira yoyenera. Ndidzakhala naye ndipo tidzapambana.
Pambuyo pake, amene Adzatsutsa kwambiri
adzakhala amene adzamkomera mtima kwambiri, ndi amene adzamlemekeza kwambiri;
- powona kuti adzakhala atasiya malingaliro awo aumunthu ".
Pondipeza ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodala anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, njira yabwino yodziwira ngati mzimu uli mu chisomo changa ndikuti mzimu ukhale wokonzeka kugwirizana chisomo chikafika.
Chisomo chingayerekezedwe ndi mphamvu yamagetsi yomwe imagwira ntchito pokhapokha ngati chipangizocho chakonzedwa kuti chizitha kuyenda.
Ngati kukonzekera sikunachitike kapena mawaya athyoka kapena kuwonongedwa, ndiye, ngakhale pakali pano, kuwala sikungathe kulumikizana. "
Kenako anasowa.
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinalingalira za kulemera kwakukulu kumene Yesu ananyamula pamene anali pansi pa mtanda , ndipo ndinadzilingalira ndekha:
«Ambuye, ngakhale moyo ndi wolemetsa, koma ndi cholemetsa chotani! koposa zonse chifukwa Inu, Mulungu wanga Wammwambamwamba, muli kutali.”
Nthawi yomweyo anabwera nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, ndizoona moyo ndi wolemetsa
mzimu ukasenza cholemera chimenechi ndi Ine ndi
pamene akuganiza kuti pamapeto pa moyo uno adzatha kutsitsa mtolowu
Mwa ine,
adzaona kuti mtolo uwu udzasanduka chuma cha ndalama
- ngale, miyala yamtengo wapatali;
- diamondi ndi chuma chonse chomwe chingamusangalatse kwamuyaya. "
Nditamaliza mgonero ndinati: “Ambuye, mundikhazikitse pafupi ndi inu nthawi zonse chifukwa ndine wamng’ono kwambiri moti ndikhoza kusochera”.
Iye anayankha :
“Ine ndikufuna ndikuphunzitse iwe kuti ukhale ndi Ine.
“ Choyamba , muyenera kutero
- ndilowe,
-kudzisintha kukhala Ine ndi
- dzitengere wekha chimene upeza mwa Ine.
Chachiwiri , mukadzazidwa kwathunthu ndi Ine,
-kutuluka kukagwira ntchito mogwirizana ndi Ine ngati kuti iwe ndi ine tili amodzi, kotero kuti
-Ndikasuntha, inunso mumasuntha, e
-ngati ine ndikuganiza, inu mukuganiza chinthu chomwecho monga ine.
Mwa kuyankhula kwina, chirichonse chimene ine ndikuchita, inunso mumachita.
Chachitatu, ndi izi zomwe tachita limodzi,
- kusiya kwa nthawi,
- kupita pakati pa zolengedwa ndi
- imapatsa aliyense zinthu zonse zomwe tachita limodzi:
perekani Moyo wanga Waumulungu kwa aliyense.
Nthawi yomweyo bwerera kwa Ine
kundipatsa ine m’dzina la ulemerero wonse umene iwo ayenera kundipatsa ine.
Pempherani
- sorry iwo,
- kukonza,
-chikondi, o inde, ndikondeni kwa aliyense, ndidzazani ndi chikondi!
Mulibe chilakolako mwa ine.
Komabe, ndizovuta kwambiri, mwachitsanzo.
En fait, amour en moi est plus qu'une passion, c'est ma vie.
Et si les passions peuvent être détruites, koma Vie ne le peut pas.
Vois combien il m'est nécessaire d'être purpose. Donc, aime-Moi, aime-Moi l "
Pondipeza ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodala anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, manyazi amalepheretsa chisomo ndikuwononga moyo.
Moyo wamanyazi sungathe kuchita zinthu zazikulu,
-osati kwa Mulungu,
-osati kwa lotsatira,
- osati kwa iye mwini.
Moyo wamanyazi umakhala ngati miyendo yake yamangidwa. Polephera kuyenda momasuka, maso ake amakhala osasunthika
- za iye mwini ndi
- pa zoyesayesa zimatengera kuyenda.
Manyazi amamupangitsa kuyang'ana pansi, osayang'ana mmwamba. Akamachita zinthu amapeza mphamvu
-osati a Mulungu,
- koma yekha
Ndipo, kotero, mmalo mopeza mphamvu, imataya mphamvu.
Ngati chisomo chifesa mwa iye, chimachitika kwa iye monga mlimi wosauka amene, atafesa ndi kugwira ntchito m’munda wake waung’ono, anakolola pang’ono kapena sanatutapo kanthu.
Moyo wolimba mtima umachita tsiku limodzi zomwe wamanyazi amachita m'chaka ".
Pokhala momwe ndimakhalira,
Ndinali kudabwa chifukwa chake mtanda wokha umatilola kukhala otsimikiza kuti timakonda Ambuye,
ngakhale pali zinthu zina zambiri, mwachitsanzo
- ukoma, pemphero ndi masakramenti,
zomwe zingatidziwitse
- ngati tikondadi Ambuye.
Ndili kuganiza choncho, Yesu wodala anadza nati kwa ine :
“Mwana wanga, zili bwino.
Mtanda wokhawo ungatsimikize kuti timakondadi Yehova, koma mtanda umanyamulidwa ndi chipiriro ndi kusiya ntchito.
Ngati pali chipiriro ndi kusiya pamaso pa mtanda, ndi chifukwa chikondi cha Mulungu chilipo.
Ndipotu, popeza chilengedwe chimakana kwambiri kuvutika, ngati pali chipiriro, sikuli kwachibadwa koma kwaumulungu.
Ndiko kuti, mzimu umakonda Ambuye osati ndi chikondi chake chokha, komanso ndi chikondi chaumulungu.
Chotero kodi tingakayikire motani kuti mzimu umenewu umakondadi Mulungu, ngati umam’konda ndi chikondi chaumulungu chomwecho?
Ponena za zinthu zina, kuphatikizapo masakramenti, moyo ungakhalenso ndi chikondi chaumulungu mwa iwo wokha.
Koma zinthu zimenezi sizingapereke chitsimikizo chimene mtanda umapereka.
Chikondi sichingakhalepo chifukwa cha kusowa kwa makhalidwe abwino. Wina angaulule bwino lomwe , koma ngati alibe malingaliro abwino, sitinganene kuti amakonda Mulungu.
Ngati wina apita kukalandira mgonero , amalandira Moyo Waumulungu bwino, koma tinganene kuti Moyo Waumulungu uwu umakhalabe mwa iye pokhapokha ngati ali ndi makhalidwe ofunikira.
Wina akhoza kutenga mgonero kapena kupita kukaulula, koma mwayi ukapezeka, ngati kuleza mtima kulibe, chikondi chimasoweka.
Chifukwa chikondi chimazindikirika kudzera mu nsembe.
Mtanda, kuleza mtima ndi kusiya ntchito ndi zipatso
opangidwa ndi chisomo ndi chikondi chokha”.
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Wodala Yesu anabwera mwachidule.
Adakhala ngati akundiyandikira pafupi kwambiri kuti ndimve kugunda kwa Mtima wake. Mikwingwirima iyi inali yamphamvu kwambiri ndipo iliyonse inkatsagana ndi ting'onoting'ono zingapo. Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Umu ndi momwe Mtima wanga unalili panthawi ya Chilakolako changa .
Miyoyo yonse ya anthu idayenda mu Mtima wanga .
Ndi machimo awo onse anatha kundipatsa imfa. Koma, mosasamala kanthu za kusayamika kwawo, Mtima wanga, wosonkhezeredwa ndi mphamvu ya chikondi, wapereka moyo watsopano kwa aliyense.
Ichi ndichifukwa chake Mtima wanga unagunda mwamphamvu kwambiri. Kumenyedwa kwanga
-muli ndi kugunda konse kwa mtima wa munthu,
- kuwapangitsa kusintha kukhala ma beats a chisomo chachikondi ndi zokondweretsa zaumulungu. "Kenako adasowa.
Nditalandira maulendo angapo masana, ndinatopa ndipo, mkati mwa mtima, ndinadandaula kwa Ambuye Wathu, kuti:
"Chotsani zolengedwa zondizungulira, chifukwa ndikumva kuti ndaponderezedwa kwambiri sindikudziwa zomwe zimandipeza komanso zomwe zimafuna kwa ine.
Ndichitireni chifundo chifukwa cha ziwawa zomwe ndiyenera kuchita nthawi zonse kuti ndikhale ndi inu mkati ndikukhala ndi zolengedwa kunja! "
Nthawi yomweyo Amayi Namwali adabwera , ndipo dzanja lawo lamanja likuloza mkati, pomwe Yesu wanga wabwino adawonekera, adandiuza kuti:
“Mwana wanga wokondedwa savutika maganizo
Chifukwa chakuti zolengedwa zimapita kumene kuli chuma.
Ndipo popeza muli chuma cha mazunzo mwa inu
-momwe Mwana wanga wokoma ali, amabwera kwa inu.
Koma inu, pamene mukuwasamalira, musasokonezedwe ndi chuma chanu
Mtanda ndi Mwana wanga -
koma aliyense azikonda. Kenako, mudzawabweza onse atalemetsedwa.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse pamene chiwanda chinawonekera chikuchita zinthu zachilendo.
Atangosowa, sindinaganizirenso za iye kapena khalidwe lake lachilendo,
onse otanganidwa kuti ndinali ndi wamkulu wanga komanso Wabwino yekhayo.
Kenako ndinaganiza kuti:
"Ndili woyipa komanso wosakoma: palibe chomwe chimandisangalatsa!"
Wodala Yesu anandiuza ine:
"Mwana wanga, pali madera omwe zomera sizimagonjetsedwa.
- kuzizira, chisanu kapena chisanu.
Choncho, samachotsedwa masamba, maluwa ndi zipatso.
Ngati apumula,
ndi kwa nthawi yochepa zipatso zawo zitakololedwa. Pali nthawi yokulitsa ena.
Ndipotu kutentha kwa dzuŵa kumawabala m’njira yosiririka. Ndipo sangachedwe;
monga momwe zimakhalira zomera m'madera ozizira. Izi osauka zomera, chifukwa kuzizira ndi matalala
- kudwala kwa miyezi yambiri,
- amakakamizika kubala zipatso zochepa komanso kwa nthawi yochepa kwambiri, zomwe pafupifupi zimayesa kuleza mtima kwa mlimi amene amalima.
Mizimu yomwe yalumikizana ndi Ine
ali ngati gulu loyamba la zomera:
kutentha kwa mgwirizano wanga kumachotsa kuzizira kwa zilakolako zawo zaumunthu
amene angafune kuwapanga kukhala obala ndi kuwachotsera masamba awo auzimu ndi zipatso.
Kuzizira kwa zilakolako ndi chipale chofewa cha zosokoneza zikadafuna kulepheretsa zipatso za chisomo kuwonekera mwa iwo.
Koma kulumikizana kwawo ndi Ine kumawateteza.
Palibe chimene chimawasangalatsa.
Ndipo palibe chomwe chimalowa mkati mwawo chomwe chingawononge mgwirizano wathu ndi mpumulo wathu. Moyo wawo wonse ukuzungulira Ine.
Choncho, zilakolako ndi zilakolako zawo zili kwa Mulungu, ndipo ngati nthawi zina kapuma pang'ono,
- sikuli kanthu koma kusakhalapo kwakanthawi kwa Kukhalapo kwanga mwa iwo,
-kuti ndikhoza
kenako apatseni kudabwa kwa chitonthozo chokulirapo ndikututa zipatso zambiri za kudekha ndi kulimba mtima
-Zomwe zizikhala zitakhwima ndilibe.
N'zosiyana kwambiri ndi anthu opanda ungwiro.
Amafanana ndi zomera za m'madera ozizira, okhudzidwa ndi onse
Mavuto.
Miyoyo yawo imakhazikika pamalingaliro
kuposa chifukwa ndi ukoma.
Zilakolako, zilakolako, mayesero, mavuto ndi zochitika zonse za moyo ndizo kwa iwo
- monga kuzizira, matalala, chisanu ndi matalala
zomwe zimalepheretsa chitukuko cha mgwirizano wanga ndi iwo.
Ndipo zikawoneka ngati zakhala ndi maluwa abwino, kubwerera mmbuyo ndikokwanira, chinachake chimene chimawavutitsa iwo
-kotero kuti duwa lokongolali lifota ndi kugwa pansi.
Ngati chonchi
- Nthawi zonse ndimakhala pa chiyambi,
-Kubala zipatso zochepa e
- yesani kuleza mtima kwanga ndikuwakulitsa. "
M'mawa uno ndidadzimva woponderezedwa kwambiri kuposa kale chifukwa chosowa Wabwino wanga wamkulu komanso yekhayo.
Komabe, panthawi yomweyi, ndinali wodekha komanso wopanda nkhawa zomwe nthawi zambiri zimanditsogolera kuyenda pakati pa Kumwamba ndi Dziko lapansi mpaka nditapeza.
Ndinali ngati, “Zasintha bwanji!
Ndikumva kupwetekedwa mtima chifukwa chosowa kwanu. Ndipo, panthawi imodzimodziyo, sindilira ndikumva mtendere wakuya umene umakhala mwa ine. Palibe mpweya wotsutsa umalowa mwa ine ".
Nthawi yomweyo Yesu wodala anadza nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, usadandaule. Uyenera kudziwa kuti panyanja pakakhala chimphepo chamkuntho, chimphepochi chimakhala chachiphamaso.
-nyanja yakuya imakhala bata,
- madzi ake ndi odekha,
ndipo nsomba zikazindikira namondwe, zimapindikira m’madzi akuya kuti zisawonongeke.
Namondwe akuseseratu kumeneko
- kumene madzi ndi otsika,
-kumene imatha kuigwedeza kuchokera pamwamba mpaka pansi ngakhalenso kusuntha madzi ake kumadera ena a nyanja.
Izi ndi zomwe zimachitika ndi mizimu.
Pamene adzazidwa kotheratu ndi Mulungu mpaka kusefukira, mikuntho siyingawagwedeze.
Chifukwa palibe mphamvu imene ingatsutse Mulungu.
Pabwino kwambiri mzimu umatha kumva mkuntho mwachiphamaso.
Ndiponso, pamene mzimu umva namondwe, umaika ukoma wake mu dongosolo ndi kuthamanga kukapinda mu kuya kwa Mulungu.
Choncho, ngakhale kunja kukuwoneka ngati mphepo yamkuntho, ndi maonekedwe chabe.
Ndipamene mzimu umasangalala kwambiri
- mtendere, mpumulo, bata m'mimba mwa Mulungu, monga nsomba pansi pa nyanja.
Ndi zosiyana ndi miyoyo
zomwe zili zopanda Mulungu, kapena zomsunga pang'ono;
namondwe amawagwedeza kotheratu.
Ngati ali ndi zochepa za Mulungu, amataya zochepa zomwe ali nazo.
Komanso, sizitengera mkuntho waukulu kuwagwedeza. Mphepo yaying'ono ndiyokwanira kuti kubwera kwawo kuwonongeke.
Koposa, zinthu zopatulika zomwezo.
-Zomwe zimapanga chakudya chokoma cha miyoyo yodzala ndi Mulungu, zimasanduka namondwe wa miyoyo imeneyi.
Amakanthidwa ndi mphepo zonse. Mwa iwo mulibe bata
Chifukwa, momveka bwino, pamene palibe chiwongolero chonse cha Mulungu, palibe ngakhale cholowa cha mtendere”.
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa. Ndinkawoneka ngati ndikuwona M. ndi ansembe ena.
Mnyamata wina wokongola waumulungu anabwera kwa ine ndikundidyetsa.
Ndinamupempha kuti apereke chakudyachi kwa M. ndi enanso.
Ndiyeno, akuyandikira M., mnyamatayo anam’patsa mpata wabwino akumamuuza kuti: “Ndikugawira chakudya changa, ndipo iwe, ukukhutitsa njala yanga.
kundipatsa moyo.”
Ananena zimenezi posonyeza ntchito imene M. akufuna kugwira.
Zamupatsanso zikhumbo zamphamvu ndi zolimbikitsa mkati mwake. Kenako anadyetsa enawo.
Nthawi yomweyo panatulukira mayi wina wolemekezeka, ndipo amene analandira chakudya anasonkhana kwa iye n’kumufunsa za vuto langa.
Mayiyo anayankha kuti:
“Mkhalidwe wa mzimu uwu ndi wa pemphero lopitirizabe, nsembe ndi umodzi ndi Mulungu.” Kuwonjezera apo, pamene uli mu mkhalidwe umenewu, umaonekera ku zochitika zonse za Tchalitchi, dziko lapansi ndi chilungamo cha Mulungu.
Kenako amapemphera, kukonza, kuchotsa zida ndi kuletsa momwe angathere zilango zomwe Chilungamo cha Mulungu chikufuna kutumizira zolengedwa.
Pambuyo pake, zinthu zonse zidayimitsidwa. "
Nditamva izi ndinaganiza kuti:
"Ndine woipa kwambiri! Koma amati ndi chikhalidwe changa."
Panthawiyi, ndinadzipeza ndili pafupi ndi zenera laling'ono, lalitali kwambiri, momwe ndinkatha kuona zonse zomwe zinkachitika mu Tchalitchi ndi dziko lapansi, komanso zilango zomwe zinali pafupi kugwa. Ndani angafotokoze onsewo?
Ndimasiya kuti ndisakhale motalika. O! Ndinabuula chotani nanga ndi kupemphera! Ndinkafuna kudzipatula kuti ndithane ndi zonsezi.
Kenako zonse zidazimiririka nthawi yomweyo ndipo ndidapezeka ndili mthupi langa.
Ngati pali chilakolako, chiwanda chimakhala ndi mphamvu zambiri.
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse. Yesu anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
“Mwana wanga, mayesero amatha kugonja.
Chifukwa mdierekezi ndiye cholengedwa chonyansa kwambiri chomwe chingakhalepo.
Mchitidwe wosiyana, kunyoza kapena kupemphera ndi zokwanira kuti athawe.
Zochita izi zimamupangitsa kukhala ndi mantha kwambiri, ndipo kuti asapirire chisokonezocho, atangozindikira kuti mzimu watsimikiza kuti usamvere malingaliro ake, amathawa chifukwa cha mantha.
Komabe, ngati mzimu sungathe kumasuka mosavuta, zikutanthauza
-amenewo si mayesero chabe,
- koma chilakolako chokhazikika mu moyo chomwe, pamodzi ndi mayesero, chimaugonjetsa.
Motero mzimu sungathe kudzimasula wokha.
Pamene pali chilakolako, mdierekezi amakhala ndi mphamvu zambiri zonyenga mzimu.
Lero m’maŵa, pamene Yesu wodalitsika anadza, anawoneka ngati atavala chovala chakuda. Akuyandikira kwa ine, adawoneka kuti wandiyika pansi pa chovala ichi ndikundiuza kuti:
"Choncho ndikulunga zolengedwa zonse monga mkanjo wakuda." Kenako anasowa.
Ndinadzimva kukhala wotsutsidwa chifukwa cha zilango zina.
Ndinamupempha kuti abwerere, chifukwa sindingathe kuchita popanda Kukhalapo kwake. Koma ndinapitirizabe kutsutsidwa ndi masomphenya amene ndinali nditangowaona kumene.
Ataumirira nthawi yaitali, anadza atanyamula chikho chamadzi m’manja mwake. Anandipatsa madzi kuti ndimwe ndipo anati :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
anthu amtendere amadya pagome langa, ndi kumwera chikho changa
Ndipo, kuwonjezera apo, Woponya Mivi waumulungu samayikabe mivi pa iwo. Palibe mivi iyi yomwe yatayika.
Zonsezi zimapweteka moyo wokondedwa.
Ndipo iye akudutsa pamene Woponya mivi akupitiriza ndi mivi yake.
-Nthawi zina amamupangitsa kufa chifukwa cha chikondi,
nthawi zina amamubweretsanso ku moyo watsopano wachikondi.
Kumbali ina, kuchokera ku mabala ake,
‘Moyo umaponya mivi yake kuti upweteke munthu amene waupweteka kwambiri.
Umu ndi momwe mzimu wamtendere umachitira zokondweretsa ndi zosangalatsa za Mulungu.
Ponena za miyoyo yosakhazikika, ngati Woponya Mpesa wamulungu awatumizira mivi, imatayika kuchokera kumoyo,
-chomwe chimasiya Woponya mivi waumulungu wokwiya, koma amaseketsa mdierekezi.
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa m’dimba momwe ndinawona Amayi a Mfumukazi atakhala pampando wapamwamba kwambiri.
Ndinali kuyaka ndi chikhumbo chokwera pamwamba pa mpando wachifumu kuti ndipsompsone dzanja lake.
Ndipo pamene ndimayesera kuti ndifike, adatsika ndikundipsopsona pankhope.
Nditayang'ana, ndinawona ngati kuwala mkati mwake momwe munalembedwa mawu oti "Fiat" .
Kuchokera ku liwu ili nyanja zopanda malire zimatsika
- ukoma, zikomo, ukulu, ulemerero, chisangalalo, kukongola, e
- mwa zonse zomwe Amayi athu a Mfumukazi ali nazo. Katundu onsewa adachokera ku fiat.
Fiat iyi ndi yamphamvu, yobala zipatso ndi yoyera bwanji!
Ndilo lalikulu kwambiri moti sindikhala chete. Kotero, ndiyima apa.
Ndinamuyang'ana modabwa ndipo anati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
chiyero changa chonse chinabwera kwa ine kuchokera ku mawu akuti Fiat . Sindinasunthe ngakhale pang'ono,
-Sindinapume nkomwe,
- sanachitepo kanthu kapena kuchita china chilichonse, kupatula mu chifuniro cha Mulungu.
Moyo wanga, chakudya changa, chirichonse changa chinali chifuniro cha Mulungu, icho chinabala nyanja mwa ine
- chiyero, chuma, ulemerero ndi ulemu! Zonse zinali zaumulungu, osati zaumunthu.
Pamene mzimu umakhala wolumikizana ndikuzindikiridwa ndi Chifuniro cha Mulungu, m'pamenenso unganene kuti woyera ndi
pamene iye amakondedwa kwambiri ndi Mulungu.
Ndipo pamene Mulungu amamukonda kwambiri, m’pamenenso amayanjidwa kwambiri.
Chifukwa moyo wa mzimu si kanthu kena koma chopangidwa ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu.
Kodi Mulungu sangakonde bwanji mzimu umenewu, popeza ndi wake?
Choncho, simuyenera kuda nkhawa kudziwa
- ngati tichita zambiri kapena pang'ono,
- Koma makamaka ngati Mulungu wafuna kapena ayi.
M’malo mwake, Yehova amayang’ana kwambiri zinthu zazing’ono.
- ngati zichitidwa mu chifuniro chake
kuti wamkulu achite chifuniro chake.
Zinandimvetsa chisoni kuti sindinathe kulandira mgonero tsiku lililonse. Yesu wanga wabwino anabwera nandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Sindikufuna kuti chilichonse chikuvutitseni.
Ndizowona kuti mgonero ndi chinthu chachikulu, koma mgwirizano wapakati pakati pa moyo ndi Ine umatenga nthawi yayitali bwanji?
Kotala la ola kwambiri.
Chomwe muyenera kusunga kwambiri ndikukana kwathunthu kufuna kwanu m'malo mwa ine.
Chifukwa kwa amene amakhala mu Chifuniro changa pali mgwirizano wapamtima osati kotala la ola, koma nthawi zonse, nthawi zonse!
Chifuniro Changa ndikulumikizana mosalekeza ndi mzimu . Si kamodzi kokha patsiku,
-koma ola lililonse,
-nthawi iliyonse
kuti mzimu umene uchita chifuniro changa uli pafupi ndi Ine.”
Ndinali ndi masiku owawa kwambiri
- chifukwa chakusowa kwanga wapamwamba komanso Wabwino yekha, komanso
-chifukwa cholimbikira kuganiza kuti matenda anga atha kukhala osuta fodya.
Kuvutika kwanga kunakulitsidwa ndi udindo wanga wokhala pabedi langa mosalekeza,
- popanda kusuntha kapena ntchito,
- kuyembekezera wondivomereza.
Ndinalibenso tulo tanthawi zonse.
Zonsezi, pamodzi ndi misozi yanga yosaleka, zinandivutitsa mpaka ndinadwala.
Nthawi zambiri ndapemphera kwa wolapa
- kundipatsa chilolezo chokhala pabedi langa, malinga ndi chizolowezi changa;
-ndipo kuchita ntchito zanga zanthawi zonse zokongoletsa
pamene sindinagone ndipo Yesu sanandipangitse kugawana chinsinsi cha chilakolako chake monga wozunzidwa.
Koma confessor wanga anandiikira kumbuyo.
Akaambo kakuti bukkale oobu, nokuba kuti mbobubede bubotu bwangu bwakujulu, mbobubede buyo mbobubede buyo mbuli mbwaakacita Jesu alimwi akutobela.
Ndakhala ndikumvera nthawi zonse, koma mtima wanga wofera chikhulupiriro umandiuza nthawi zonse:
“Kodi amenewo si fashoni chabe?
Kodi kugona kwanu kuli kuti, wozunzidwa?
Nyamuka, nyamuka! Osayang'ana zifukwa! Ntchito ntchito! Kodi simukuwona kuti zonena zanu zimakufikitsani ku chilango? Kodi simukuchita mantha?
Kodi simukuganiza za chiweruzo choopsa cha Mulungu?
Kodi sukuwona kuti kwa zaka zambiri wangokumba phompho momwe udzakhala wotsekeredwa kwamuyaya?
Chidani! Ndani anganene chizunzo chankhanza chomwe chidasautsa moyo wanga, kundiphwanya ndikundiponya m'nyanja ya zowawa?
Koma kumvera kwankhanza sikunandisiyire atomu imodzi mwakufuna kwanga. Chifuniro cha Mulungu chichitike
Iye amene akufuna kuti zinthu zichitike chonchi!
Usiku watha, pamene ndinali m’mikhalidwe yanga yanthawi zonse ndi mkati mwa chizunzo chankhanza chimenechi, ndinadzipeza nditazunguliridwa ndi anthu amene anati:
"Lankhulani Pater, Ave ndi Gloria polemekeza San Francesco di Paola. Zidzakubweretserani mpumulo pakuvutika kwanu."
Ndikuchita izi, woyera adawonekera kwa ine, akundibweretsera sangweji yomwe adandipatsa nati: "Idya".
Ndinadya ndipo ndinapeza mphamvu. Kenako ndinamuuza kuti:
"Wokondedwa woyera, ndikufuna ndikuwuzeni chinachake."
Anayankha mokoma mtima kwambiri kuti: "Mukufuna kundiuza chiyani?"
Ndinapitiliza:
“Ndikuopa kuti mkhalidwe wanga suli wolingana ndi Chifuniro cha Mulungu.
M’zaka zoyamba za matenda ameneŵa, amene panthaŵiyo ndinali kudwala kanthaŵi kochepa, ndinamva kuti Ambuye Wathu wandiitana kuti ndidziphe.
Ndipo ndinagwidwa ndi mazunzo ndi mabala amkati kotero kuti kunja kwake kunkawoneka ngati kuli kovuta.
Koma tsopano ndikuwopa kuti ndi malingaliro anga omwe adandiyambitsa zovuta izi. "
Pa zomwe woyera adandiuza :
"Zowonadi chizindikiro chodziwira ngati dziko liri molingana ndi Chifuniro cha Mulungu:
Ndikuti moyo uli wokonzeka kuchita mosiyana ngati uphunzira kuti Chifuniro cha Mulungu sichikufunanso chikhalidwe ichi ".
Koma, osatsimikiza, ndinawonjezera:
“Wokondedwa woyera mtima, sindinakuuze zonse, mvetserani mosamala, poyamba zinkangochitika mwapakatikati.
Kenako Yehova anandiitana kuti ndidziphe mosalekeza ndipo kwa zaka 21 ndinkangokhala pabedi. Ndani anganene masautso anga onse? Ndimaona kuti nthawi zina Mulungu amandisiya ndekha n’kumandimana kuvutika, yemwe anali mnzanga yekha wokhulupirika wa dziko langa.
Ndipo ndimakhalabe wosweka kwathunthu, popanda Mulungu komanso popanda thandizo la zowawa, chifukwa chake kukayikira ndi mantha kuti mkhalidwe wanga sungakhale molingana ndi Chifuniro cha Mulungu ".
Wodzazidwa ndi kukoma mtima, woyerayo anandiuza kuti:
Ndibwereza zomwe ndakuwuzani kale.
Ngati muli okonzeka kuchita chifuniro cha Mulungu pamene mukuchidziwa, dziko lanu likugwirizana ndi chifuniro chake.”
Pambuyo pake, ndinamva mwamphamvu m'moyo wanga kuti, ngati ndimadziwa Chifuniro cha Mulungu momveka bwino,
Ndingakhale wokonzeka kulembetsa, ngakhale pa mtengo wa moyo wanga.
Pambuyo pake, ndinakhala chete. Mulungu akhale othokoza nthawi zonse.
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse.
Kwa kanthawi kochepa ndinamva kuti Ambuye wathu ali pafupi nane.
Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, chifukwa cha moyo womwe umachita Chifuniro changa, umazungulira moyo wake wonse.
monga magazi ake.
Choncho, mzimu uwu umalumikizana nthawi zonse
-ndi ine,
-ndi Mphamvu zanga, Nzeru zanga, Chikondi changa ndi Kukongola kwanga.
Iye amatenga nawo mbali mu zonse zomwe ziri zanga.
Popeza sakhalanso m’chifuniro chake, amakhala mwa ine. Ndipo popeza Chifuniro changa chimayenda mu chifuniro chake, Chifuniro chake chimazungulira mu Umoyo wanga wonse ndipo ndimamva kukhudza kwake nthawi zonse.
Inu simungakhoze kumvetsa mochuluka bwanji, chifukwa ichi, ine ndikumverera kubweretsedwa
-kukonda iye,
- kulimbikitsa,
- Yankhani zopempha zanu zonse.
Ndikapanda kumuyankha, sindikanayankha ndekha.
M'malo mwake, popeza amakhala mu Chifuniro changa, zomwe amapempha sizinthu zina koma zomwe ndikufuna.
Ndipo chifukwa chakuti amapeza chilichonse chimene wapempha, amasangalala ndi iyeyo komanso anthu ena.
Moyo wake uli Kumwamba kuposa wapadziko lapansi.
Ichi ndi chipatso cha Chifuniro changa: kukulitsa mzimu pasadakhale ».
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinapemphera kwa Ambuye Wathu kuti akhale wabwino mokwanira kubweretsa mtendere ku miyoyo ya anthu,
-- Izi zikusemphana ndi
- osauka amene akufuna kuukira olemera.
Zikuwoneka ngati
-kuti anthu amamva ludzu la magazi a anthu;
-kuti sangathenso kudzipirira okha.
Ngati Ambuye satenga nawo mbali, tatsala pang'ono kulandira zilango zomwe amandiuza nthawi zambiri.
Anabwera mwachidule ndikundiuza kuti :
“Mwana wanga, chilungamo chilipo.
Olemera anali oyamba
-kukhala chitsanzo choipa kwa osauka;
-siya chipembedzo,
- kunyalanyaza ntchito zake.
Amachita manyazi kulowa m’matchalitchi kuti akachite nawo misa, kuti akwaniritse udindo wawo.
“Aumphawi adya chitsanzo choipa cha olemera, ndipo osatha kudziletsa;
- amayesa kuwaukira ngakhale kuwapha. Palibe dongosolo popanda kugonjera Mulungu.
Olemera alekana ndi Mulungu.
Anthu akupandukira Mulungu, olemera ndi aliyense. Mulingo wa chilungamo changa ndi wodzaza ndipo sindingathe kuusunga. "
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa mkati mwa zigawenga.
Anthu ankaoneka otsimikiza mtima kwambiri kuposa kale lonse kukhetsa magazi. Ndinapempha Yehova ndipo anati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
pali mikuntho iwiri yomwe anthu akukonzekera:
-Mmodzi wotsutsana ndi boma e
- winayo wotsutsa Mpingo. "
Ndinaona atsogoleri akuthawa.
Mfumuyo inkaoneka ngati ikugwera m’manja mwa adaniwo.
Anthu olemera anali pangozi yaikulu ndipo ena anali kufa.
Chimene chinandimvetsa chisoni kwambiri n’chakuti zipolowezo zinalinso zotsutsana ndi Tchalitchi komanso kuti pakati pa atsogoleri oukira boma panali ansembe.
Zinthu zimenezi zitafika poipa kwambiri, zinkaoneka kuti dziko lina lalowererapo.
Ndiyima apa chifukwa izi ndi zinthu zomwe zafotokozedwa kwina.
M'mawa uno ndidakhumudwa kwambiri ndi kusowa kwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa.
Ndinaganiza:
"Sindingathenso kupirira! Ndingathe bwanji popanda Moyo wanga? Kuleza mtima kwake kumatengera iwe!
Ndi ukoma uti umene ungakulimbikitseni kuti mubwere ?
"Mwana wanga, chabwino
-Chimene chimapambana pa chilichonse,
-amene amapambana zonse,
-zomwe zimayika chilichonse e
-zimene zimafewetsa zonse
ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu.
Lili ndi mphamvu kotero kuti palibe chimene chingakanize. "
Pamene adanena izi, njira yathunthu
--miyala, minga ndi
- mapiri otsetsereka adawonekera pamaso panga.
Pamene njira iyi idayikidwa mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu, mwa Mphamvu yomweyo ya Chifuniro chimenecho,
miyala inaphwanyidwa,
minga inasandulika maluwa ndi
mapiri anaphwasulidwa.
Mu Chifuniro cha Mulungu zinthu zonse zili nazo
mawonekedwe omwewo ,
mtundu womwewo .
Chifuniro chake Choyera Kwambiri chidalitsike nthawi zonse
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, wokhutitsidwa ndi kuwawidwa mtima ndi kusauka.
Kwa ine zinkawoneka ngati anthu akupanduka ndi kulimbikitsa kulimbana ndi olemera.
Yesu wokoma kwambiri anandiuza momveka bwino kuti:
“Ine ndine amene ndipereka ufulu kwa osauka, chifukwa ndatopa nawo olemera.
Iwo achita mokwanira!
Ndalama zinaonongeka bwanji
- mu mipira,
- mu zisudzo,
- m'maulendo opanda pake, muzachabechabe ndi
-ngakhale mu uchimo!
Pakadali pano,
osauka sangakhale ndi mkate wokwanira kuti adzidyetse okha! Iwo ali mu ukapolo: iwo ali onyansidwa ndi oipidwa.
Olemera akadawapatsa zomwe adawononga pazinthu zopanda pake, osauka anga akadasangalala.
Koma olemerawo ankawaona ngati alendo. Anawanyozanso.
kuwasungira chitonthozo ndi zosangalatsa monga ufulu wokhudzana ndi chikhalidwe chawo e
kusiya osauka ali m’masautso.
ngati kuti zikugwirizana ndi chikhalidwe chawo. "
Pamene adanena izi,
-Ankawoneka kuti akuchotsa chisomo chake kwa osauka,
zomwe zinali ndi zotsatira zowapangitsa kukhala aukali kwa olemera kuti zinthu zazikulu zichitike.
Nditaona zonsezi, ndinati:
"Moyo wanga wokondedwa ndi Wabwino wanga wapamwamba,
N’zoona kuti pali oipa olemera, koma palinso abwino. Monga chiyani
- Amayi odzipereka omwe amapereka ku Mpingo, e
- ngakhale ansembe anu amene amachita zambiri kwa aliyense ».
Yesu akupitiriza kuti :
"Aa, mwana wanga, khala chete ndipo usakhudze mfundo yowawa kwambiriyi
Ndikhoza kukuuzani kuti sindikudziwa amayi odziperekawa .
Amapereka zachifundo kumene akufuna, chifukwa cha zolinga zawo, kuti anthu azikhala pa ntchito yawo.
Amawononga ndalama zambiri
-kwa anthu omwe amawakonda koma,
-kwa iwo omwe amafunikiradi,
safuna ngakhale kupereka khobiri.
Kodi ndinganene kuti amandipatsa zachifundo chifukwa cha chikondi changa?
Dziweruzireni nokha:
Kodi anthuwa akudziwa mmene angachitire zinthu zimene akufunikiradi? Amapereka zambiri pomwe sizikufunika,
- kukana kupereka ngakhale pang'ono pomwe pakufunika?
Kotero, mukhoza kuweruza kuti anthu awa alibe
mzimu weniweni wa chikondi,
chiyero chenicheni cha zolinga ndikutsimikiza kuti osauka anga aiwalika,
-ngakhale ndi anthu odzipereka awa.
Ndipo ansembe !
Ah! Mwana wanga, ndizoyipa kwambiri! Mukuti ndi abwino kwa aliyense? Mukungodzinamiza !
Amachitira zabwino olemera, amakhala ndi nthawi ya olemera. Koma, kachiwiri, osauka atsala pang'ono kuchotsedwa.
Ansembe
- alibe nthawi yawo,
- alibe mawu otonthoza oti anene kwa iwo;
- amawatumiza kutali, mpaka kunamizira kuti akudwala.
Ndikhoza kudziwa
-ngati osauka asiya masakramenti, ansembe aperekapo izi.
Chifukwa nthawi zonse amakhala ndi nthawi yovomereza olemera, koma ochepa kwa osauka.
Choncho osauka amatopa ndipo sabwerera.
Ngati munthu wolemera atulukira,
ansembe sazengereza kwa kamphindi: nthawi, mawu otonthoza, chithandizo. Amapeza zonse za olemera.
Kodi ndinganene kuti ali ndi mzimu weniweni wachifundo ngati asankha omwe akufuna kumvera?
Ndi osauka?
- Kapena amawatumiza kwina,
- kapena kuwazunza kwambiri
Chisomo changa sichikadawathandiza mwapadera;
Akadasowa m’tchalitchi changa.
Ndi ansembe owerengeka okha amene ali ndi mzimu weniweni wa chilungamo, chikondi chenicheni.
Pambuyo pake, ndinali wowawa kwambiri kuposa kale lonse, ndikupempha kuti andichitire chifundo.
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodala anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
kumvera ndiko khomo lolowera m’moyo .
Ngati kulibe khomo lotero, nditha kudziwa
-kuti mulibe malo Ine mu moyo uno ndi
-kuti ndikukakamizika kukhala panja. "
Popeza ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinali ndi chisoni chochuluka ndi kusauka. Nditalandira mgonero, ndinadandaula kwa Yesu Wodala
-momwe anandisiya ine ndi
- Zachabechabe za dziko langa. Mwachifundo anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
- palibe chomwe chasintha mphatso zomwe tidasinthanitsa, chifukwa mtengo wake umachokera ku chiyambi chawo.
presupposes
kuti anthu awiri amalumikizana ndi ubale kapena ukwati,
-omwe apereka mphatso ndi
-okondana mpaka kufika pokhala osapatukana. Aliyense watengera mnzake ndipo amamva mkati mwake momwe alili wa mnzake.
Timaganizanso kuti, chifukwa chofunikira kwambiri,
amakakamizika kulekana wina ndi mzake.
NDI
mphatso zawo zonse zidzachepa, kapena
chikondi chawo chidzachepa
chifukwa cha kulekana uku?
M'malo mwake, kukhala kutali kwawo kudzangokhala ndi zotsatira za
-kuti chikondi chawo chikule e
- kuwatsimikizira kuti azisamalira kwambiri mphatso zomwe anasinthanitsa, kuyembekezera mphatso zina zodabwitsa pamene abwezedwa.
Kuposa pamenepo,
-Popeza munthu aliyense waberekanso wokondedwa mkati mwake, zimakhala ngati panalibe mtunda pakati pawo:
-Aliyense amamva mawu a mnzake mwa iye yekha.
-Aliyense amamva kuyenda kwa mnzake m'malingaliro, ntchito ndi masitepe ake.
-Amamva kuti ali kutali komanso pafupi,
-akuyang'ana koma osaipeza;
- amakhudza koma samatha khumi ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi.
Chifukwa chake miyoyo yawo ili mu kufera kosalekeza kwa chikondi.
Koma inu, ngati chilungamo changa chindifikitsa
-kukulandani Ine ndi
-Kukhala kutali ndi inu kwakanthawi, mutha kudziwa
Ndinalanda mphatso zanga ndi
kuti chikondi chachepa?
Ndinayankha:
"Matenda anga ndi ovuta kupirira, okondedwa moyo wanga, nditani pano ngati sundilola kuti ndivutike
-kuti anzanga apewe chilango?
Munandiuza kangapo kuti muyimitsa mvula, ndipo sikugwanso. Kotero, palibe chimene chingakupangitseni inu kulephera, chirichonse chimene inu mukunena, kuchita.
Ngati munali pafupi monga kale,
Ndikanakuuzani zinthu zambiri zomwe mungandilole kuti ndipambane! Mukunena bwanji kuti mtunda uli chabe?"
Iye anati:
"Ndiye chifukwa chake ndikukakamizidwa kuti ndisachoke,
osati kudzilola kugonja, koma kupeza malo a Chilungamo.
Pochita izi, pali ubwino:
kusowa madzi kudzetsa njala;
anthu adzanyozeka ndipo,
pambuyo pa kuphana ndi nkhondo;
chisomo chidzawapeza ofunitsitsa kupulumutsidwa.
Palibenso phindu kuti,
- pamene nkhondo ili pafupi kuwonjezera njala;
-kukugwirani chonchi,
kuchedwa, ndipo anthu ambiri adzapulumutsidwa?”
Iye anawonjezera kuti :
"Chikondi sichimanena kuti 'zokwanira'.
Ngakhale chikondi chimakwapula moyo ndikuwung'amba, zidutswa izi zimafuula "chikondi". Chikondi sichimanena kuti "zokwanira" ndipo, osasangalala,
-kuwaza magawo awa,
- amawachepetsa kukhala opanda pake ndipo, mwachabechabe ichi,
kuyatsa moto wake ndi
amapereka mawonekedwe ake.
Palibe munthu amene akukhudzidwa koma Mulungu yekha. Ndipamene chikondi chimayimba
- ulemerero wake,
kulimba mtima kwake,
zodabwitsa zake, ndipo chikondi chimati:
"Ndili wokondwa.
Chikondi changa chapambana, chawononga munthu ndikumanga umulungu ".
Afika pokondana monga mmisiri waluso amene, pokhala ndi zinthu zambiri zimene alibe m’manja;
kuwang'amba ,
kuwapatsa moto ndi
asiye pamenepo
mpaka atasungunuka ndi kutaya mawonekedwe awo kwathunthu.
Pambuyo pake amazipanga zinthu zatsopano.
- yokongola komanso yosangalatsa,
- woyenera talente yake.
Ndi zoona kuti,
-kwa anthu, ntchito yachikondiyi ndi yovuta kwambiri. Koma pamene moyo
- Onani zomwe adapambana,
-Mudzaona mmene kukongola kwasinthiratu
kunyansidwa, chuma, umphawi, ulemu, kunyada. Ndiye nayenso adzaimba ulemerero wa chikondi ».
Nditalandira Mgonero Woyera, ndinaona Mwana Yesu mwa ine ngati akuyang'ana chinthu chofunika kwambiri.
Ndinati kwa iye: "Piccolo wanga wokongola, mukuyang'ana chiyani mosamala kwambiri?"
Iye anayankha :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
Ndikuyang'ana burashi la chifuniro chanu kuti muthe kujambula chithunzi changa mu mtima mwanu.
M'malo mwake, ngati simundipatsa chifuniro chanu,
Ndikusowa burashi yomwe ndingathe kudzijambula momasuka mwa inu. Ndipo pamene chifuniro chanu chidzakhala ngati burashi,
chikondi chidzakhala utoto
-ndiloleni ine kujambula mitundu yonse ya fano langa.
Kuphatikiza apo, monga momwe umunthu umagwirira ntchito ngati burashi, momwemonso Chifuniro changa chimakhala ngati burashi la moyo.
kuti ndijambule chifaniziro chake mu Mtima wanga.
Mwa Ine adzapeza mitundu yambiri ya chikondi cha mitundu yosiyanasiyana ".
Mukamaliza kusinkhasinkha pa
-Wofesa zabwino adzatuta zabwino e
-Wofesa zoipa adzatuta zoipa;
Ndinali kudabwa kuti ndi ubwino wanji womwe ndingalime poganizira za masautso anga ndi kusakhoza kwanga.
Pa nthawiyo zinkawoneka kwa ine kuti iwo akulima mkati mwanga ndipo ndinamva Yesu akunena kwa ine :
“Moyo uyenera kulimbikitsa zabwino ndi thupi lake lonse.
Mzimu uli ndi luntha ndipo uyenera kuzigwiritsa ntchito
-kumvetsa Mulungu,
-Ganizirani Zabwino zokha e
-kusalora mbewu yoyipa kulowamo.
Uku ndiko kukulitsa zabwino ndi mzimu wa munthu .
Ndi chimodzimodzi ndi pakamwa pake :
sayenera kunena zoipa, kapena mawu oipa.
Zomwezo zimapitanso kumtima kwake :
ayenera kukonda Mulungu yekha,
-kungofuna iye,
-kugunda kwa iye yekha ndipo kumangotengera kwa iye.
Ndi manja ake ntchito zopatulika zokha ziyenera kuchitika.
Ndi mapazi munthu ayenera kupita patsogolo molingana ndi chitsanzo cha Mbuye Wathu”.
Nditamva izi ndinaganiza kuti:
"Chotero, m'malo anga, ndikhoza kulima zabwino, ngakhale m'masautso anga aakulu."
Komabe, ndimaganizira izi ndikuopa malipoti omwe Master angandifunse:
ndidzabzala bwino kapena ayi? Ndipo, mkati mwanga, ndinamumva akundiuza kuti:
"Kukoma mtima kwanga nkwakukulu kotero kuti iwo omwe amandipangitsa kuti ndidziwike kuti ndine wouma mtima, wovuta komanso wokhwima, ali ndi mlandu waukulu. O!
Sindidzafunsanso maakaunti ena kusiyapo omwe akugwirizana ndi kamunda kakang'ono komwe ndapereka kwa mzimu.
sindidzaganizira za moyo
-kuti adzambwezera monga mwa zokolola zake.
Ndidzalipira mzimu chifukwa cha luntha lake:
- momwe amandimvetsetsa kwambiri pa moyo wake wapadziko lapansi,
-Pamene adzandimvetsetsa Kumwamba, e
- akamandimvetsetsa kwambiri, amadzaza ndi chisangalalo komanso chisangalalo.
Pogwirizana ndi pakamwa pake ,
Ndikupatsani zokometsera zosiyanasiyana zaumulungu ndi
mawu ake adzagwirizana ndi a odalitsidwa ena onse.
Malingana ndi ntchito yake ,
ndidzampatsa mphatso zanga, ndi zina zotero.
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadabwa kwambiri za mmene moyo wanga unalili ndipo ndinadzifunsa ndekha kuti: “Ndani anganene choipa chimene chili m’moyo wanga kuti Yehova andilande kwa Iye, ndi kundisiya ine ndekha. ?"
Panthawi imeneyo anabwera mwachidule ndikundidzaza ndi Kukhalapo kwake kwaumulungu: umunthu wanga wonse unali wolunjika pa Iye.
Palibe ulusi komanso kusuntha kwa mzimu wanga komwe kumalunjika kwa iye. Pambuyo pake anandiuza kuti :
"Waona mwana wanga?"
Chizindikiro chosonyeza kuti moyo uli ndi mlandu ukakhala wopanda ine ndi wakuti,
nthawi yomwe ndibwerera kuti ndikawonetse Kukhalapo kwanga kwa iye,
- sanadzadzidwe kwathunthu ndi Mulungu ndi
- sakufuna kumizidwa mwa Ine nthawi yomweyo,
m'njira yoti palibe ngakhale ulusi umodzi wokha wokhazikika pakati pake.
Ngati pali vuto la moyo kapena
kuti pali chinachake mmenemo chimene sichiri Changa kwathunthu, sindingathe kuchidzaza kwathunthu
Ndipo iye sangakhoze kumizidwa kwathunthu mwa Ine.
Kulakwa sikungalowe kwa Mulungu.
Chifukwa chake, khalani otsimikiza, musayese kudzisokoneza. "
Podzipeza ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthaŵi zonse, ndinali kusautsidwa ndi kudodoma ndi umphaŵi wa nthaŵi zonse.
Yesu anadza ngati akudutsa nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
chimene ndifuna kuti muzichisunga mu mtima mwanu ndicho kupitiriza kuchita zabwino, mkati ndi kunja.
Kubwereza kwa mchitidwe wondikonda ine ndikulimbikira pochita zabwino
zimapangitsa Moyo waumulungu kukula mu moyo.
Ndipo izi ndi mphamvu kotero kuti zingafanane ndi mwana yemwe, akukula panja komanso ndi zakudya zabwino,
- amakula wathanzi mpaka kutalika kwake,
- popanda kufunikira kwa dokotala ndi mankhwala. Imakhala yolimba kwambiri moti imatha kuthandiza ena.
Kumbali ina, moyo wosakhazikika uli ngati mwana
-Zomwe sizimadya nthawi zonse chakudya chopatsa thanzi, e
-yemwe amapuma mpweya wopatsirana.
Amadwala ndipo, chifukwa cha kudya kwake, ziwalo zake sizikula bwino.
Imakula ndi zolakwika:
- chotupa chimapanga malo amodzi, chiphuphu china.
Zotsatira zake n’zakuti akuyenda motsimphina ndipo amalankhula movutikira. Tinganene kuti iye ndi wolumala wosauka.
Ngakhale kuti ena mwa mamembala ake ali bwino, miyendo yake yopunduka ndi yochuluka.
Ndipo ngakhale atapita kwa madokotala ndi kumwa mankhwala,
- sizikumuchitira zabwino
chifukwa magazi ake amakhudzidwa ndi mpweya woipitsidwa komanso chifukwa chakuti miyendo yake ndi yofooka ndi yopunduka chifukwa cha kuperewera kwa zakudya m’thupi.
Adzakhala wamkulu, koma osafika msinkhu wake weniweni.
Nthawi zonse adzafunika thandizo ndipo sadzatha kuthandiza ena.
Umu ndi momwe zilili ndi mzimu wosasinthika:
Zimakhala ngati akudya zakudya zolakwika.
Kudzipereka ku zinthu zimene si za Mulungu, kuli ngati akupuma mpweya woipitsa.
Choncho, moyo waumulungu umakula mmenemo movutikira ndi umphawi. Chifukwa alibe mphamvu ndi mphamvu zokhazikika ".
Ndikukhala masiku owawa chifukwa chopitirizira kulandidwa kwa Yesu wodala.Anabwera mwachidule ndikundiuza:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
chizindikiro chozindikiritsa ngati wina ali ndi chikondi chenicheni ndicho chikondi chake kwa osauka.
Ndipotu ngati amakonda olemera ndipo amapezeka kwa iwo, angathe.
-chifukwa amayembekezera kupeza kanthu kwa iwo kapena
- amene amawamvera chisoni, kapena
- chifukwa cha ulemu wawo, luntha lawo, kulankhula kwawo, kapena
- komanso chifukwa amawopa.
Komabe
ngati akonda osauka, amawathandiza ndi kuwasamalira;
- ndi kuti amaona chifaniziro cha Mulungu mwa iwo.
Choncho, sizimayima pa kuuma kwawo, kusazindikira kwawo kapena kuzunzika kwawo. Kupyolera m'zowawa zawo, ngati pawindo;
- amaona Mulungu, amene zonse ziyembekeza.
Iye amawakonda, amawathandiza, amawatonthoza ngati kuti akuchitira Mulungu iye mwini. Uku ndiko kudza koona: kumayambira kwa Mulungu ndipo kumathera kwa Mulungu.
Kumbali ina, zimene zimachokera ku zinthu zimatulutsa zinthu ndipo zimathera pamenepo. Ngakhale chikondi chokongola komanso chabwino chingawonekere,
ngati simukumva kukhudza kwa Mulungu,
amene amachichita ndi amene akuchilandira amanyansidwa. Komanso, nthawi zina zimabweretsa kulakwitsa. ."
Pokhala momwe ndimakhalira,
Wodala Yesu adawonetsa kuwala konse ndikundiuza mawu osavuta awa:
"Ine ndine Kuwala. Koma kuwala kumapangidwa ndi chiyani? Maziko ake ndi otani?
Kuwala ndi choonadi.
Motero, ndine wopepuka chifukwa ndine choonadi.
Choncho, kuti munthu akhale wopepuka komanso wowala muzochita zake zonse, zonse ziyenera kukhala zoona.
Kumene kuli luso komanso kuwirikiza, sipangakhale kuwala, koma mdima wokha ".
Chifukwa cha mawu ochepawa, adazimiririka ndi liwiro la kuwala.
Pamene ndinali kuyankhulana ndi wovomereza wanga, iye anandiuza kuti :
“N’zomvetsa chisoni kuona mkwiyo wa Mulungu!
Izi nzoona kotero kuti tsiku lachiweruzo, oipa adzanena.
"Mapiri, tigwereni, tiwonongeni, kuti tisaone nkhope yaukali ya Mulungu!"
Ndinamuuza kuti:
“Sipangakhale mkwiyo mwa Mulungu
Zinthu zimachitika molingana ndi momwe moyo ulili.
Ngati mzimu uli wabwino, makhalidwe ndi makhalidwe a Mulungu amaukopa
-ndipo amadyedwa ndi chikhumbo chofuna kumizidwa kwathunthu mwa Iye.
Ngati chili choipa , Kukhalapo kwa Mulungu kumauphwanya ndikuupangitsa kumthawa.
Kudziwona wokha wokanidwa ndi wopanda mbewu ya chikondi mwa iwo wokha kwa Mulungu ameneyu woyera ndi wokongola kwambiri, pamene akudziona woipa kwambiri ndi wonyansa kwambiri, moyo mmalo mwake umafuna kuthaŵira ku Kukhalapo kwa Mulungu ngakhale kudziwononga wokha.
Mwa Mulungu palibe kusintha, koma ife timamva zinthu mosiyana malinga ndi momwe moyo wathu ulili ".
Nditatero, ndinaganiza mumtima mwanga kuti: “Ndinali wopusa bwanji kuyankhula choncho!
Yesu anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
“Mwana wanga wayankhula bwino.
Sindisintha ndipo ndi zolengedwa zomwe zimatha kumva Kukhalapo kwanga mwanjira ina, malinga ndi malingaliro awo.
Zoonadi, munthu amene amandikonda angachite mantha bwanji?
ndani akumva kukwanira kwa Kukhala wanga kuyenda mwa iye ndi kupanga moyo wake wonse? Angachite manyazi ndi kukongola kwanga ngati amayesetsa kudzikongoletsa kuti azindisangalatsa komanso kukhala ngati ine?
Amamva kukwanira kwa Umulungu wanga kuyenderera mmanja mwake, mapazi, mtima ndi malingaliro, kotero kuti Umunthu wanga ndi wake kwathunthu. Ndipo ine ndingakhoze bwanji kuchita naye manyazi? Izi sizingatheke!
Ah! Mwana wanga wamkazi, tchimo limabweretsa chisokonezo chochuluka mu cholengedwa chomwe chimafika pakufuna kudziwononga chokha.
kuti ndisachite kuthandizira Kukhalapo kwanga.
Patsiku lachiweruzo kudzakhala koopsa kwa oipa.
Kusawona mbewu ya chikondi mwa iwo, koma udani kwa Ine,
chilungamo changa chidzandikakamiza kusakonda iwo.
Ndipo anthu omwe samakondedwa,
sitikufuna kukhala nawo ndi kuyesa kuwatsekereza iwo kutali ndi ife.
Ine sindidzafuna kukhala nawo pamodzi ndi Ine ndipo iwo sadzafuna kukhala kumeneko, ife tidzathawa wina ndi mzake.
Chikondi chokha chimagwirizanitsa zonse ndikukondweretsa aliyense ".
Pokhala momwe ndimakhalira,
Ndinali kulingalira za chinsinsi cha Flagellation . Yesu atafika, anakanikizira manja ake paphewa panga ndipo mkati mwake anati kwa ine:
"Mwana wanga, ndimafuna
- Mnofu wanga ung'ambike
- kuti magazi anga atuluka kuchokera ku Umunthu wanga wonse kuti alumikizitsenso anthu onse otayika mwa Ine.
M'malo mwake, zonse zomwe zidalandidwa kuchokera ku Umunthu wanga.
thupi, magazi, tsitsi -,
palibe chomwe chidatayika pa Kuuka kwanga, koma zonse zidalumikizidwanso ndi Umunthu wanga.
Potero, ndidzaphatikiza zolengedwa zonse mwa Ine.
Choncho ngati wina asiyane ndi ine.
ndi chifukwa cha kuuma mtima kwake ndi kutayika kosatha.”
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodala anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
pamene moyo umadzimana zinthu pano pa dziko lapansi, udzadzazidwa kwambiri Kumwamba.
Akasauka kwambiri padziko lapansi, adzakhala wolemera kwambiri Kumwamba.
Pamene munthu amamanidwa kwambiri zosangalatsa, zosangalatsa, maulendo, kuyenda padziko lapansi, m’pamenenso amakwaniritsidwa kwambiri mwa Mulungu.
O moyo ungathe kuyendayenda bwanji mu thambo la Kumwamba,
-makamaka m’miyamba yosawerengeka ya makhalidwe a Mulungu.
- paradiso wina,
paradiso wina .
Mu Odala,
-ena ali ngati m'mphepete mwa makhalidwe a Mulungu;
- ena ali m'malo awo e
- ena ali apamwamba kwambiri:
- pamene akuzungulira kwambiri, amakometsera ndi kusangalala kwambiri.
Choncho amene awononga zinthu zapadziko, ngakhale zazing'ono, wasankha Kumwamba.
Pamene adziwa kunyozedwa padziko lapansi, adzalemekezedwa kwambiri;
- chaching'ono chinali, chachikulu chidzakhala,
-akagonjetsedwera kwambiri, m'pamenenso adzalamulira;
-ndi zina zotero.
Komabe, ndi angati amasankha kudzimana padziko lapansi kuti adzazidwe Kumwamba? Pafupifupi palibe "
M’mawa uno, Yesu wodala anadzipanga kukhala ngati mthunzi ndipo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana wanga, pamene moyo ukhalabe m'maganizo ochita zabwino,
- chisomo chili ndi iye ndipo chimapereka moyo ku zochita zake zonse.
Komano, ngati asiya kuchita zabwino kapena zoipa;
- chisomo changa chimachoka: osatha kupanga pangano ndi zinthu izi ndikulumikizana ndi moyo wake, atakhumudwa, amachoka ndikudandaula kwambiri.
Kodi mukufuna chisomo kukhala ndi inu nthawi zonse ndi Moyo wanga kupanga wanu? Umakhalabe mu mtima wochita zabwino nthawi zonse.
Potero thunthu la Umunthu wanga lidzakula mwa inu.
Ndipo mudzakhala ochepa kuvutika pamene inu kuchotsedwa Kukhalapo kwanga.
Kunena zowona, osandiwona, mudzandikhudza ndi zochita zanu zonse zomwe mwa zina zidzakometsera kuvutika kwakusowa kwanga. "
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, Yesu wodala anadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, sayansi yaumulungu imadziwonetsera yokha mu ntchito zochitidwa ndi chilungamo. Ndipotu chilungamo chili ndi kukongola ndi zabwino zonse zomwe zingapezeke:
- dongosolo, zofunikira, kukongola, chidziwitso.
Ntchito ndi yabwino malinga ngati ichitidwa mwadongosolo.
Koma ngati ili mwadongosolo moyipa, loyipa moyipa, sitingathe kuchita popanda izo.
Zinthu zonse zomwe ndidachita, kuyambira zazikulu mpaka zazing'ono, zidasankhidwa bwino ndipo zidakhala zothandiza.
Chifukwa anapangidwa mwachilungamo.
Monga momwe cholengedwa chiri chabwino, chimakhala ndi sayansi yaumulungu.
Pamlingo umene umachita zinthu mwachilungamo, zinthu zabwino zimatuluka mwa iye.
Komabe, ngati agwira ntchito mosasamala, angathe
- kusokoneza zotsatira za ntchito yake e
- vomerezani nokha,
chifukwa sayansi yaumulungu idzaphimbidwa.
Amene sachita mwachilungamo
- njira za chilungamo, chiyero ndi kukongola;
-ndiko njira za Mulungu,
zili ngati chomera chomwe chili ndi dothi laling'ono pansi:
- kuyaka kwa dzuwa,
- mphepo yamphamvu ndi yozizira
kulepheretsa sayansi yaumulungu kudziwonetsera yokha mmenemo.
Izi ndizomwe zimachitika kwa omwe amagwira ntchito mosasamala:
amadzichotsera okha nthaka ya sayansi yaumulungu ndikufota m'mavuto awo ".
Popeza ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinali ndi chisoni chachikulu ndi kusauka.
M’mawa uno Yesu wodalitsika anabwera kwa nthawi yochepa ndipo ndinadandaula kwa Iye za chikhalidwe changa.
Koma m'malo mondiyankha adabwera nati :
"Mwana wanga, mzimu wokondadi
- sakukhutira ndi kundikonda m'malingaliro komanso mwankhawa,
- amakhuta pokhapokha atapanga chikondi chakudya chake cha tsiku ndi tsiku.
Ndi pamene chikondi chake
- imakhala yolimba komanso yolimba,
- chotsani kusakhazikika kwanthawi zonse kwa zolengedwa.
Ndipo popeza adakonda chakudya chake, izi
- imafalitsidwa kwa mamembala ake onse e
- amamupatsa mphamvu zochirikiza malawi achikondi omwe amamuwononga ndikudyetsa moyo wake.
Chifukwa ali ndi chikondi mwa iye,
- sagwiranso ntchito chifukwa cha nkhawa kapena kutengera malingaliro,
-koma amangoona kuti amakonda kwambiri.
Chomwecho ndi chikondi cha odala Kumwamba: ndi chikondi changa.
Kudzipereka kodala, koma kopanda nkhawa komanso kopanda mafani.
Izi zimachitika mokhazikika komanso modabwitsa kwambiri.
Ichi ndi chizindikiro chakuti mzimu wabwera kudzadya pa chikondi.
Chikondi chake chikutaya kwambiri makhalidwe a chikondi cha munthu.
Ngati pali nkhawa ndi malingaliro okha,
- ndi chizindikiro chakuti moyo sunapange chikondi chakudya chake;
-koma ndi magawo ake okha omwe adadzipereka ku chikondi.
Chifukwa chake, si chikondi chonse ,
- alibe mphamvu zozisunga mwa iye mwini e
-umu ndi m'mene amamvera maganizo awa achikondi chamunthu.
Mzimu uwu ndiwowonetsa koma wopanda kukhazikika,
pamene loyamba liri lokhazikika ngati phiri losasunthika ”.
Pokhala m’masiku anga owawa, ndinadandaula kwa Ambuye Wathu, kuti: “Mwandisiya ndi nkhanza bwanji!
Munandiuza kuti munandisankha kukhala kamtsikana kanu ndipo mumandigwira m’manja mwanu nthawi zonse.
Komabe, bwanji tsopano?
Munandigwetsera pansi ndipo, koposa kukhala mwana wanu, ndikuwona kuti munandifera chikhulupiriro pang’ono.
Ndipo, ngakhale yaying'ono, kufera kwanga ndikwankhanza komanso kowawa monga kowawa komanso koopsa ». Nthawi yomweyo Yesu anasuntha mwa ine nati kwa ine :
“Mwana wanga, ukulakwitsa.
Kufuna Kwanga sikukupanga kukhala wofera chikhulupiriro pang'ono, koma wamkulu.
Ngati ndikupatsani mphamvu
pirirani kukhalapo kwanga ndi chipiriro ndi kusiya ntchito -
- chomwe ndi chinthu chowawa kwambiri komanso chowawa chomwe chilipo,
-kuti palibe chilango china Kumwamba ndi pansi chomwe chingamuyandikire kapena chofanana naye;
uku si kulimba mtima kwa kuleza mtima ndi chikondi chapamwamba;
- poyerekezera ndi zomwe zikondano zina zonse zachikale
ndipo pafupifupi kuthetsedwa?
Kodi uku si kuphedwa kwakukulu?
Mukunena kuti ndinu wofera chikhulupiriro pang'ono chifukwa mukuganiza kuti mumavutika pang'ono. Sikuti simuvutika, koma kuti kuphedwa kwa kusowa kwanga kumatengera masautso anu onse, kuwapangitsa kukhala pafupi kutha.
Kunena zowona, kukhala kwanu popanda Ine kumakupangitsani inu kusalabadira zowawa zanu zina ndi kusamva kulemera kwake.
Chifukwa chake, mukunena kuti simukuvutika.
Kotero ine sindinakugwetseni inu pansi.
Ndikukugwirani mwamphamvu m'manja mwanga.
Kuposa pamenepo,
Ndikukuuzani kuti ngati ndapatsa Paulo chisomo changa chogwira ntchito pa kutembenuka kwake,
Ndikupatsa chisomo ichi pafupifupi mosalekeza.
Chizindikiro cha izi ndi chakuti
pitilizani kuchita mkati
zonse zomwe mudachita ndikakhala ndi inu pafupifupi mosalekeza,
-zimene zikuwoneka ngati ukuchita panokha komanso pawekha.
Kuti inu nonse mwamizidwa mwa Ine ndi kulumikizidwa kwa Ine
-Kundiganizira nthawi zonse,
-ngakhale simundiwona,
sichili ngati inu, ndi chisomo chapadera ndi chogwira ntchito.
Ndipo ngati ndikupatsani zambiri,
-ndi chizindikiro choti ndimakukondani kwambiri komanso
"kuti inenso ndikufuna kuti undikonde kwambiri."
Podzipeza ndekha mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinatopa ndi Mwana wamng’ono Yesu ndipo, pambuyo pa zisautso zambiri, Yesu anawonekera mwa ine m’maonekedwe a kamwana nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
njira yabwino yondilola kuti ndibadwe mu mtima mwake ndikukhuthula chilichonse .
Chifukwa popeza malo opanda kanthu, ndikhoza kuika katundu wanga kumeneko.
Ngati ndipeza malo oti ndiike chilichonse changa,
pokhapo ndingathe kukhala kumeneko kosatha.
Tinganene kuti munthu amene wabwera kudzakhala ndi wina ali kumeneko
kokha ngati apeza malo aulere okwanira kusunga zinthu zake zonse. Apo ayi, sasangalala kumeneko. Kotero ziri kwa ine.
Njira yachiwiri yoberekera
ndipo kuonjezera chisangalalo changa m'moyo ndikuti zonse zili nazo ,
mkati ndi kunja, kwa Ine . Chilichonse chichitike kuti andilemekeze ndi kukwaniritsa zomwe ndalamula.
Ngati ngakhale chinthu chimodzi - ganizo, mawu - sali kwa Ine, sindiri wokondwa.
+ Ndipo, pamene ndiyenera kukhala Ambuye, ndakhala kapolo. Kodi ndingapirire bwanji?
Njira yachitatu ndi
chikondi cholimba, chikondi chokulirapo, chikondi chopereka nsembe.
Zokonda zitatuzi zimapangitsa chisangalalo changa kukula modabwitsa, chifukwa chimapangitsa moyo kukhala wokhoza kuchitapo kanthu kuposa mphamvu zake, chifukwa umachita ndi Mphamvu yanga.
Chikondi chimenechi chimapangitsa kuti mzimu ukule mwa kugwirizana osati kungowonjezera chikondi chake kwa Ine, komanso cha ena.
Mzimu uwu udzapirira chilichonse, ngakhale imfa, kupambana pa chilichonse ndikundiuza kuti:
"Ndilibe china chilichonse, chilichonse mwa ine ndi chikondi kwa Inu."
Mwanjira imeneyi moyo sudzangondipangitsa kuti ndibadwe mmenemo, koma udzandikulitsa.
Ndidzapanga paradaiso wokongola mu mtima mwake”.
Pamene ankanena izi ndinamuyang'ana.
ndipo kuyambira wamng’ono adanenepa mwadzidzidzi;
kotero kuti ndinadzazidwa naye kotheratu. Kenako zonse zinazimiririka.
Ndidasinkhasinkha nthawi yomwe Amayi a Mfumukazi adapatsa mkaka wakhanda Yesu. Ndinaganiza:
"Kodi chinachitika ndi chiyani pakati pa Amayi Odala ndi Yesu wamng'ono?" Nthawi yomweyo ndinamva Yesu akuyenda mkati mwanga ndipo ndinadzimva ndekha ndikunena kuti:
"Mwana wanga, pamene ndinayamwa mkaka wa bere la mayi wanga wokondedwa,
Nthawi yomweyo, ndinali kuyamwa chikondi cha Mtima wake.
inali yachiwiri kwambiri kuposa yoyamba yomwe ndinayamwa .
Anali
-monga ngati akundiuza kuti: " Ndimakukonda, ndimakukonda, Mwanawe !" Ndipo
-kuti ndinayankha kuti: " Ndimakukondani, ndimakukondani, Amayi ".
Ndipo sindinali ndekha:
kwa “ Ndimakukondani ” Atate,
Mzimu Woyera ndi chilengedwe chonse -
angelo, oyera, nyenyezi, dzuwa, madontho a madzi, zomera,
maluwa, njere za mchenga, zinthu zonse zinagwirizana nane kuti:
" Timakukondani, timakukondani, Amayi a Mulungu wathu, m'chikondi cha Mlengi wathu".
Mayi anga anakhutitsidwa nazo.
Panalibe ngakhale malo ang’onoang’ono omwe sankandimva kuti ndimamukonda.
Kumbuyo kwa zonsezi kunali chikondi chake, pafupifupi yekha, ndipo anabwereza:
"Ndimakukonda ndimakukonda!"
Komabe, sakanatha kundifanana.
Chifukwa chikondi cha cholengedwa chili ndi malire ake, nthawi yake. Pomwe chikondi changa sichinalengedwe, chopanda malire, chamuyaya.
Zomwezo zimachitikanso kwa munthu aliyense akandiuza kuti:
"Ndimakukondani !"
Ndinamuuzanso kuti: " Ndimakukonda"
Ndipo zolengedwa zonse zimalumikizana nane pomukonda kudzera mu chikondi changa.
O! Ngati zolengedwa zimamvetsetsa zabwino ndi ulemu zomwe zimapeza
ndimangodziuza kuti, " Ndimakukonda !"
Izi nzokwanira kwa Mulungu
-Alemekezeni poyankha kuti: " Inenso ndimakukondani !"
Ndinali mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse,
Ndinkaona ngati nthaka ikugwedezeka pansi pa mapazi anga ndipo ndinkafuna kuthawa. Ndidakhala ndi nkhawa ndikuganiza:
"Ambuye, Ambuye, chikuchitika ndi chiyani?"
Anandiuza mkati kuti: "Zivomezi!" popanda kuwonjezera kalikonse. Sindinamumvere konse
Ndinapitiriza ntchito zanga zamkati monga mwa nthawi zonse.
Pafupifupi maola asanu pambuyo pake,
Mwadzidzidzi ndinamva chivomezi chodziwika bwino. Itangoyima, kusokonezeka pang'ono.
Ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa ndipo ndimawona zinthu zoopsa. Komabe, maganizo amenewa anazimiririka mwamsanga
Ndipo ndinadzipeza ndili mkati mwa tchalitchi.
Mnyamata wina wobvala zoyera ndi wochokera pa guwa anabwera kwa ine. Ndikuganiza kuti anali Ambuye Wathu, koma sindikutsimikiza.
Adandiyandikira ndi kundiyang'ana mochititsa mantha, nati kwa ine: "Bwera!"
Ndinagwedezeka osasuntha
Poganiza kuti akutumiza miliri, ndinati:
"Bwana mukufuna kunditenga tsopano?" Kenako mnyamatayo anadziponya m’manja mwanga.
Mkati mwanga ndinamumva akundiuza kuti:
“Bwera, mwana wanga, ndithetse dziko.
Ndiwononga gawo labwino la ilo
- zivomezi,
- madzi osefukira e
- nkhondo."
Kenako ndinabwerera ku thupi langa.
Ndinasinkhasinkha za ubwana wa Yesu ndipo ndinadzilingalira ndekha:
"Wamng'ono wanga, udafuna kugonjera zowawa zingati! Sizinakwane kuti ubwere ngati munthu wamkulu.
Munkafunanso kutenga mawonekedwe a khanda ndikuvutika ndi matewera,
-mu chete ndi
- mu bata la Umunthu wanu, m'mapazi anu, m'manja mwanu, ndi zina zotero. Chifukwa chiyani zonsezi?"
Ndili mkati moganizira izi, anasuntha mkati mwanga ndipo anati :
"Mwana wanga, ntchito zanga ndi zangwiro.
Ndinkafuna kubwera ngati mwana kuti ndikhale mulungu
- nsembe zazing'ono zonse e
- zochita zonse zazing'ono
zomwe zilipo mu ubwana woyambirira.
Choncho, mpaka ana atayamba kuchita machimo,
-Chilichonse chimakhala chokhazikika paubwana wanga e
- Chilichonse chimapangidwa ndi Ine.
Machimo akayamba kuonekera, ndiye amayamba
-kupatukana pakati pa Ine ndi cholengedwa;
- kulekanitsidwa kowawa kwa Ine ndi chisoni kwa iye ".
Ndinamuuza kuti:
“Zitheka bwanji kuyambira ana
iwo si m'badwo wa kulingalira ndi
ndiye sangakwanitse kupeza zabwino?"
Iye anati :
"Choyamba, chifukwa ndimapereka ulemu chifukwa cha chisomo changa ndipo, chachiwiri, chifukwa
-Si chifuniro chawo chomwe chingawalepheretse kupeza zabwino;
- Ndili muubwana woyambirira monga momwe Ine ndimafunira.
Mlimi amene wabzala mbewu
-osati kulemekezedwa kokha;
koma amasonkhanitsa zipatso;
ngakhale mbewuyo ilibe ntchito chifukwa.
Umu ndi nkhani ya mmisiri wosema chiboliboli, ndi ena ambiri.
Zinthu.
Tchimo lokha limawononga chilichonse ndikulekanitsa cholengedwa ndi Mlengi.
Kwa china chilichonse, ngakhale zinthu zosavuta,
- Chilichonse chimabwera kwa cholengedwa kudzera mwa Ine ndi
-Chilichonse chimabwerera kwa Ine ndi chizindikiro chaulemu cha Mlengi. "
Ndikunyansidwa ndi kumvera kuti ndipitirize kulankhula za zomwe zakhala zikuchitika kuyambira pa December 28 ponena za chivomezi .
Ndinali kuganiza za tsoka
-anthu osauka ambiri omwe amakwiriridwa amoyo pansi pa bwinja, komanso osauka ambiri
-kwa Yesu Ukalistia nayonso inakwiriridwa pansi pa bwinja.
Ndinaganiza:
“Zikuoneka kwa ine kuti Yehova ayenera kunena kwa anthu awa:
“Inenso ndikukumana ndi tsoka ngati inu chifukwa cha machimo anu.
-Ndili nawe kuti ndikuthandize ndikukupatsa mphamvu.
-Ndimakukonda kwambiri moti mchitidwe womaliza wachikondi kwa iweyo ndi wokwanira kupulumutsidwa ndi
kuti ndisaiŵale zoipa zonse zimene munazicita m’mbuyomo.”
Ah! Zabwino Zanga, Moyo Wanga ndi Zonse Zanga, ndimakukondani
- pansi pa zinyalala ndi,
-kulikonse komwe muli,
Ndikukutumizirani kukumbatira kwanga, kupsompsona kwanga ndi mphamvu zanga zonse
-kuti mukhale ndi anzanu.
O! Momwe ndikanafunira
- chokani njira e
- khalani pamalo omasuka komanso oyenera kwambiri! Panthawi imeneyi, Yesu wokondedwa wanga anati kwa ine mkati:
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
munalankhula penapake za chikondi chopambanitsa
zomwe ndili nazo kwa anthu, ngakhale nditawalanga.
Komabe, palinso zina.
Dziwani kuti tsogolo langa mu sakramenti la Ukalistia mwina silikhala latsoka pansi pa miyala kuposa m'mahema.
Zopatulika zochitidwa ndi ansembe ndi anthu ndi zambiri
-kuti nditopa ndikupita m'manja mwawo ndi m'mitima mwawo, mpaka kufika pokakamizika kuwononga pafupifupi onse.
Nanga bwanji za zilakolako ndi zonyoza za ansembe ena?
Chilichonse chili mdima mwa iwo, salinso kuwala komwe ayenera kukhala.
Ndipo pamene iwo anasiya kulankhula kuwala kwanga,
anthu amagwa mochulukira e
chilungamo changa chikukakamizika kuwawononga”.
Kuvutika kwambiri ndi kusungulumwa chifukwa chosowa ndikuwopa kuti zivomezi zamphamvu zidzachitika pompano,
Ndinathedwa nzeru kwambiri moti ndinkangoona ngati ndikufa.
Yesu anadza ngati mthunzi nati kwa ine mwachifundo:
“Mwana wanga, usavutike kwambiri.
Chifukwa cha inu, ndipulumutsa mzinda uno kuti usawonongeke kwambiri.
“Dziwoneni nokha ngati sindiyenera kupitiriza kulanga: m’malo motembenuza anthu,
adamva za kuwonongeka kwa zigawo zina,
mukunena kuti maderawa ndi omwe amayambitsa zilangozi ndipo akupitiriza kundikhumudwitsa!
Ndi akhungu ndi opusa chotani nanga!
Kodi dziko lonse lapansi silili m'manja mwanga?
Kodi sindingatsegule zozama m'madera awo ndi kuwamezanso?
Kuti muwawonetse izi,
Ndidzachititsa zivomezi m'malo ena omwe nthawi zambiri kulibe ".
Pamene adanena izi, adawoneka kuti akuchita
- tambasulani manja anu pakatikati pa dziko lapansi,
- gwira moto e
- bweretsani pafupi ndi dziko lapansi.
Kenako dziko lapansi linagwedezeka ndipo zivomezi zinayamba kuchitika, m’malo ena n’zamphamvu kwambiri kuposa m’madera ena.
Akuti :
“Ichi ndi chiyambi chabe cha chilango;
Analandira Mgonero Woyera,
Ndinali kudabwa choti ndichite kuti ndiyandikire kwa Yesu wodalitsika.
Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Kuti mundiyandikire kwambiri ,
-kufikira pakuphatikiza kukhala kwanu kukhala wanga
- monga momwe zanga zimasungunuka kukhala zanu,
Muyenera kutenga zomwe zili mwa Ine m'chilichonse ndi kusiya zomwe zili mwa inu.
Mukafika kumeneko
-Ganizirani zinthu zopatulika zokha,
- tangoyang'anani zabwino ndi
-Kufuna ulemerero ndi ulemu wa Mulungu wokha, udzasiya mzimu wako ndikukwatira wanga.
Ngati mulankhula ndi kuchita zabwino zokha ndi chikondi cha Mulungu;
udzasiya pakamwa pako ndi manja ako
m’malo mwawo ndi pakamwa panga ndi manja anga.
Ngati mukuyenda nthawi zonse m'njira zowongoka ndi zoyera.
udzayenda ndi mapazi anga. Ngati mtima wako ungondikonda Ine,
- mulowa m'malo ndi Mtima wanga kukonda ndi chikondi changa, ndi zina zonse.
Chotero inu mudzakutidwa mu zinthu zanga zonse ndipo ine mu zonse zanu. Kodi pangakhale mgwirizano wapafupi kuposa umenewo?
Ngati mzimu ufika pachimake
- osadziwanso wekha,
- koma amazindikira mwa iye yekha Umulungu,
izi ndi zipatso za mgonero wabwino ndi cholinga chaumulungu chomwe chimawakhudza iwo.
Cholinga
wakhumudwa bwanji chikondi changa ndi
Ndizing'ono bwanji zipatso zimene mizimu ipeza m'mgonero;
mpaka kuti ambiri akhalebe
osayanjanitsika e
ndikunyansidwa ndi Chakudya cha Mulungu ichi!”
Ndinaganizira zaumphaŵi zanga zambiri ndipo ndinakumbukira kuti zaka zambiri zapitazo ndinayembekezera Ambuye Wathu kwa maola angapo.
Ndipo, pamene anabwera, ndinadandaula kuti ndinayenera kumenyana kwambiri asanabwere.
Iye anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
ndikakupeza ukubwera popanda kundidikirira,
-ndiye muli ndi ngongole kwa ine.
Koma pamene ndikudikirirani pang'ono ndiyeno ndibwera, ndili ndi ngongole yanu.
Ndipo kodi ukuganiza kuti si nthawi yaitali kuti Mulungu akhale ndi mangawa kwa iwe?
"Ndiye anali maola, tsopano ndi masiku. Ndani anganene kuti ali ndi ngongole yanji?
Ndikuganiza kuti ndi osawerengeka, chifukwa adagwiritsa ntchito molakwika malingaliro awa. "
Kenako ndinadziuza kuti:
“Ndi chiyani chabwino kwa ine kukhala ndi Mulungu amene ali ndi mangawa kwa ine? Ndikuganiza kuti kukhala ndi ngongole kwa iye kapena kukhala ndi ngongole kwa ine ndi chimodzimodzi kwa Yesu, chifukwa, nthawi yomweyo, akhoza kupereka zambiri ku moyo kuti zifanane ndi ngakhale kugonjetsa ngongole zomwe angakhale nazo.
Chifukwa chake, mangawa ake onse achotsedwa ".
Pamene ndinali kuganiza choncho. Wodala Yesu anandiuza ine mkati mwanga:
“Mwana wanga, ukuyankhula zopusa.
Pambali pa "mphatso zamwadzidzidzi" zomwe ndimapereka kwa miyoyo, pali "mphatso zachikakamizo".
Ponena za mphatso zodzidzimutsa , Ndikhoza kuwapatsa kapena ayi, ndikusankha kwanga, chifukwa sindimangika ndi chirichonse.
Ponena za mphatso zokakamiza, monga inu, ndikuyenera kupereka zomwe mzimu umafuna ndikuwonjezera mphatso.
Tangoganizani njonda ndi anthu awiri, mmodzi akusiya ndalama zake m'manja mwa njondayo ndipo wina sakutero.
Njonda iyi imatha kupatsa anthu onse awiri, koma ndi iti yomwe ili yotetezeka kwambiri kuti ipeze zomwe akufuna pakafunika:
amene ali ndi ndalama m'manja mwa njonda kapena wina alibe?
N’zoonekeratu kuti munthu amene wagwira ndalama zake m’manja mwa njondayo ndi amene ali ndi makhalidwe abwino, kulimba mtima, kulimba mtima kupita kukafunsa njondayo zimene akufuna.
Komanso akamuona akuzengereza kupereka zimene wapempha, akanamuuza mosapita m’mbali kuti, “Fulumirani ndipatseni zimene ndikufuna.
Chifukwa chimene ndikupempha kwa inu si chanu, koma ndi changa.”
Koma wina akapita kwa iye wosayika kanthu m'manja mwa Ambuye kukampempha kanthu;
- adzachita mwamanyazi, popanda chidaliro, ndi
- njondayo idzakhala ndi chisankho chomuthandiza kapena ayi.
Uku ndiko kusiyana pakati pa kukhala ndi ngongole kwa wina kapena kusakhala ndi ngongole kwa wina.
Mutha kumvetsetsa zabwino zomwe muli nazo pokhala ndi ngongole yanu. "
Ndikulemba, ndinaganiza zachabechabe china:
“Pamene ndidzakhala Kumwamba, Yesu wokondedwa wanga, mudzakwiya chifukwa chakundikundikira ngongole zambiri.
Kumbali ina, ngati mubwera tsopano, popeza ndidzakhala ndi ngongole yanu, inu amene muli abwino kwambiri, kuchokera pa msonkhano wathu woyamba mudzandichotsera ngongole zanga zonse.
Koma ine, amene ndili woipa, sindidzalola kuti zinthu zipite ndipo ndidzapempha malipiro ngakhale kamphindi kakang'ono kakudikirira ".
Pamene ndimaganiza choncho, anandiuza mkati mwanga:
"Mwana wanga, sindidzakwiya, koma kusangalala
Chifukwa ngongole zanga ndi ngongole za chikondi ndipo ndikufuna kuti ndikhale ndi ngongole zambiri kwa inu kuposa njira ina.
Kunena zowona, mangawa amene ndidzakhala nawo ndi inu adzakhala chikole ndi chuma.
kuti ndidzasunga mu Mtima wanga kwa muyaya ndi
zomwe zidzakupatsani ufulu wokondedwa kuposa ena.
Chidzakhala chisangalalo ndi ulemerero kwa Ine ndipo mudzalandira mphotho ngakhale pakuwusa moyo, miniti, chikhumbo, kugunda kwa mtima.
Ndipo pamene mupempha ndi mtima wonse, m’pamenenso mudzandikondweretsa, ndipo ndidzakupatsani inu zochuluka.
Mwasangalala tsopano?"
Ndinasokonezeka ndipo sindinkadziwanso zoti ndinene.
Ndili mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndidaganiza ndekha:
"Moyo wanga wopanda pake! Ndichita chiyani? Zonse zatha! Palibenso kutenga nawo mbali paminga, mtanda ndi misomali.
Zonse zatha!
Ndimamva kuwawa kwambiri, mpaka kulephera kusuntha, koma ndi nyamakazi, chinthu chachilengedwe chonse.
Zomwe ndatsala ndikungoganizira mosalekeza za chilakolako chake ndi mgwirizano wa chifuniro changa ndi chake, kumupatsa zomwe adavutika ndikumupatsa moyo wanga wonse, monga momwe akufunira komanso kwa aliyense amene akufuna.
Koma kupatula izo, palibe koma chisoni changa. Ndiye cholinga cha moyo wanga ndi chani?"
Ndili kuganiza choncho, Yesu wodala anadza ngati mphezi nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga, ukudziwa kuti ndiwe ndani?"
" Louise wa Passion of Tabernacle ".
Pamene ndigawana nanu zowawa zanga, ndinu “ wa Kalvare .” Pamene ine sinditero, inu ndinu “a Kachisi ”.
Onani mmene zilili zoona.
M’chihema sindimasonyeza kanthu kalikonse kunja, ngakhale mtanda kapena minga.
kudzipha kwanga kuli kofanana ndi pa Kalvare:
mapemphero anga ndi omwewo,
kupereka kwa moyo wanga kupitilira,
Chifuniro changa sichisintha,
Ndimatentha ndi ludzu la chipulumutso cha miyoyo, ndi zina zotero.
"Ndikhoza kudziwa
- Zinthu za moyo wanga wa sakalamenti e
- za moyo wanga wachivundi ndizofanana nthawi zonse
Sanachepetse mwanjira iliyonse, koma zonse ndi zamkati.
Zotsatira zake
- ngati chifuniro chanu chiri chimodzimodzi pamene ine ndikugawana nanu masautso anga,
- ngati kupereka kwanu kuli kofanana,
- ngati mkati mwanu mukhalabe ogwirizana kwa ine ndi Chifuniro changa, ndilibe chifukwa chonenera
ndinu "Louise wa Passion of the Tabernacle ?"
Kusiyana kwake ndikuti,
pamene ndikugawana nanu zowawa zanga, mugawana ndi moyo wanga wakufa
- Sungani dziko ku mikwingwirima yayikulu.
pamene sindigawana nanu masautso anga;
-Ndilanga dziko ndipo inu mumatenga nawo mbali pa moyo wanga wa sakalamenti. Komabe, uwu ndi moyo wanga mwanjira iliyonse. "
Ndinkawerenga buku la njira zosiyanasiyana zokhalira ndi Yesu komanso momwe amadalitsira moyo ndi chisomo ndi chikondi chochuluka.
Ndinayerekezera zimene ndinali kuŵerenga ndi zimene Yesu anandiphunzitsa pa nkhani imeneyi, imene kwa ine inkaoneka ngati nyanja yaikulu poiyerekeza ndi mtsinje waung’ono wa zimene ndinali kuŵerenga m’bukulo.
Ndipo ndinadzifunsa ndekha kuti: "Ngati izi ndi zoona, ndani anganene kuti ndi chisomo zingati zomwe Yesu wachifundo amatsanulira pa ine ndi momwe amandikondera?"
Ndili ndi malingaliro awa komanso momwe ndimakhalira, Yesu wanga wabwino adadza mwachidule nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi,
simunadziwebe tanthauzo la kusankhidwa kukhala wozunzidwa. Monga wozunzidwa,
Ndinali mwa Ine ntchito zonse za zolengedwa, zokhutiritsa, zobwezera, zopembedza ndi zothokoza.
Kotero, ine ndinali kuchitira aliyense ndi aliyense zimene akanayenera kudzichitira okha.
Momwemonso, monga wozunzidwa,
- simukuyenera kudziyerekeza nokha ndi ena,
-koma mulibe munthu m'modzi, koma anthu onse.
Ndipo popeza muyenera kuchita chilichonse, ndiyenera kukupatsani,
osati zachisomo zomwe ndimapatsa munthu,
koma zikomo zokwanira pofananiza zomwe ndimapereka kwa onse omwe amaganiziridwa palimodzi.
Momwemonso, chikondi chimene ndikupatsani, chiyenera kupambana chimene ndipereka kwa anthu onse.
Chifukwa Chisomo ndi Chikondi zimayendera limodzi nthawi zonse.
Iwo ali ndi mayendedwe ofanana, muyeso womwewo, ndipo amachokera ku Chifuniro chomwecho.
Chikondi chimakopa chisomo ndipo chisomo chimakopa chikondi, awiriwa sagwirizana. Ndi chifukwa chake mwawona
-nyanja yaikulu imene ndaika mwa inu ndi
- mitsinje ing'onoing'ono yomwe ndaika mwa ina ".
Ndinasokonezeka pamene ndinayerekezera chisomo chonse chimene ndalandira ndi kusayamika kwanga kwakukulu ndi kuipa kwanga.
Pokhala mumkhalidwe wanga wanthawi zonse, ndinadzipeza ndili kunja kwa thupi langa. Kwa ine zinkawoneka ngati ndikuwona mzimu womwe ndimaudziwa ku puligatoriyo.
Ndinamuuza kuti, "Tandiuzani, ndili ndi udindo wotani pamaso pa Mulungu? Ndikuda nkhawa kwambiri."
Anandiuza kuti:
“N’zosavuta kudziŵa ngati mkhalidwe wanu uli wabwino kapena woipa.
Ngati mumakonda kuvutika, ndi chifukwa chakuti muli bwino.
ngati simukonda kuvutika, ndi chifukwa chakuti muli mumkhalidwe woipa.
Ndipotu tikamayamikira kuvutika ndi chifukwa chakuti timayamikira Mulungu.
Ndipo, poyamikira Mulungu, iye sangakwiye.
Zinthu zomwe timayamikira, kuziyamikira, kuzikonda ndi kuziteteza kuposa ife eni.
Kodi n’kutheka kuti wina akufuna kudzivulaza?
Chifukwa chake n’kosatheka kuti munthu angakwiyitse Mulungu ngati munthu amuyamikira.” Pambuyo pake, Wolemekezeka Yesu anadza mwachidule, nati kwa ine :
"Mwana wanga wamkazi, pafupifupi chilichonse chomwe chimachitika, zolengedwa zimabwereza mosalekeza:
"Chifukwa chiyani? Chifukwa chiyani?
Chifukwa chiyani matendawa? Nanga n’cifukwa ciani maganizo amenewa? Chifukwa chiyani mliriwu? Ndi zina zambiri "chifukwa".
"Mayankho a izi 'chifukwa chiyani'
iwo sanalembedwe pa dziko lapansi, koma Kumwamba.
Kumeneko, aliyense adzawerenga mayankho. Kodi mukudziwa kumene "chifukwa" awa amachokera? Kudzikonda kosonkhezeredwa ndi kudzikonda.
Kodi mukudziwa kuti “chifukwa chiyani” zimenezi zinalengedwa? Ku gehena.
Ndani anali woyamba kunena mawu oti “chifukwa chiyani”? Chiwanda.
Zotsatira za "chifukwa" choyamba zinali
- kutayika kwa anthu osalakwa m'Paradaiso padziko lapansi,
- nkhondo ya zilakolako zosayembekezereka,
- kuonongeka kwa miyoyo yambiri e
- zowawa za moyo.
Nkhani ya "chifukwa" ndi yayitali.
Ndikokwanira kukuuzani kuti palibe zoipa padziko lapansi zomwe sizikhala ndi chizindikiro cha "chifukwa chiyani".
"Chifukwa" ndi kuonongeka kwa Nzeru zaumulungu m'miyoyo.
Ndipo kodi mukudziwa kumene “chifukwa chiyani” adzakwiriridwa?
Ku gehena, kubweza miyoyo yotayika yopanda mpumulo kwa muyaya, popanda iwo kukhala okhoza kupeza mtendere.
Luso la "chifukwa" ndikuchita nkhondo pa miyoyo popanda kupumula ".
Kuti mundiyandikire kwambiri,
mpaka umunthu wanu usungunuke kukhala wanga monga wanga usungunuka kukhala wanu,
- muzonse muyenera kutenga zomwe ziri za Ine ndi
-muyenera kusiya zomwe zili zanu.
Mukafika kumeneko
ganizirani zinthu zopatulika zokha.
kuwoneka bwino e
kufunafuna ulemerero ndi ulemu wa Mulungu wokha, udzasiya mzimu wako ndi kukwatira wanga.
Ngati mulankhula ndi kuchita zabwino zokha ndi chikondi cha Mulungu, mudzasiya pakamwa panu ndi manja anu.
m’malo mwawo ndi pakamwa panga ndi manja anga.
+ Ngati mudzayenda m’njira yoyera + ndi yowongoka nthawi zonse, + mudzayenda ndi mapazi anga.
Ngati mtima wako ungondikonda Ine,
udzasintha ndi Mtima wanga kuti uzikonda ndi chikondi changa chokha, ndi zina zotero.
Chotero inu mudzakutidwa mu zinthu zanga zonse ndipo ine mu zonse zanu. Kodi pangakhale mgwirizano wapafupi kuposa umenewo?
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