Jeanne le Royer / Mlongo wa Kubadwanso

GAWO LACHIWIRI.

CHENJEZO LOYAMBA.

Ndisanachoke mmudzimo, chimodzi mwazosamala zanga choyamba chinali kuika pambali, kusamalira pochoka, zolemba zonse zomwe zimakhudza mwachindunji nkhani ya Mpingo, chifukwa izo zinkawoneka kwa ine kukhala cholinga chachikulu. Mlongo. Ndinali kuwakonza m'miyezi yoyambirira ya ukapolo wanga.

Koma chisankho ichi, chopangidwa muzochitika za kunyamuka kwadzidzidzi komanso kofulumira, sikukanakhala kwenikweni. Panatsala kuchuluka kwa zochitika zosangalatsa kwambiri ndi nkhani zomwe sindikanatha kuziletsa popanda kuwononga chifukwa chomwe ndinaimbidwa mlandu. Voliyumu yoyamba inapereka dongosolo la ntchitoyo; koma sananene zonse, kapena kuphedwa konse. Mutuwo udamalizidwa, ntchitoyo sinali, kapena osati yonse.

Chifukwa chake, kuti ndiwonjezerepo, ndikusiya chilichonse chomwe chingathandizire ku ulemerero wa Wamphamvuyonse ndi chipulumutso cha miyoyo, ndasonkhanitsa mikhalidwe yobalalika iyi, mbali zosiyana izi, kuziphatikiza ndi zounikira zina zaumulungu zomwe zidaperekedwa ndi Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu, kuti apange kupitiriza kwinakwake kwa iwo komwe kungalemeretse zenizeni za mavumbulutso oyambirira, ndi kuwawonetsa ngati umboni watsopano wa zomwe ziyenera kuchitika.

Mlongoyo anadziwiratu bwino lomwe kufunika kwa chowonjezera chimenechi, popeza kuti, monga momwe tidzaonera posachedwapa, iye mwiniyo anali atapereka lingaliro kwa ine, ndipo, titero kunena kwake, analondolera dongosololo, kundisonyeza zinthu zimene ziyenera kulowamo.

Ngakhale kuti sikunali kotheka kuti ndiike dongosolo lomwelo pamenepo, ndikuyesa kunena kuti munthu adzapeza kulikonse mzimu womwewo, chidwi chomwecho ndi kufunikira komweku pokhudzana ndi chipulumutso, mpaka ngakhale m'zinthu za buku lachiwiri linkawoneka ngati labwino. kwa woyamba; ndipo sindidzitengera ndekha kusankha funso.

NKHANI YOYAMBA.

Tsatanetsatane ndi zomwe zikuchitika pa mazunzo a Mpingo mu nthawi yotsiriza.

"M'dzina la Atate, la Mwana ndi la Mzimu Woyera ... etc." »

Atate wanga, m’nkhani imene ndakupatsani pa chilichonse chokhudza madera osiyanasiyana a mpingo wonse, ndathawa zinthu zambiri zosangalatsa zimene Mulungu akufuna kuti ndikulembereni. Chotero, ngati mukuona kuti n’koyenera, tidzalankhula za iwo pamene afika m’chikumbukiro changa, kapena m’malo mokondweretsa Mulungu kundikumbutsa iwo. Izi zidzakhala zatsopano zambiri zomwe zidzathandiza kuwonjezera zomwe zanenedwa: adzakumbukira malingaliro omwewo, ndipo adzawalemeretsa, osabwereza mawu omwewo. Komatu, Atate wanga, mudzaika pamenepo dongosolo ndi makonzedwe amene mufuna; kundikwanira kuti ndikuonetseni izo, ndi kubwerezanso kwa inu, kuti chifuniro cha Mulungu ndicho kudzipereka nokha kulemba ichi chaching'ono. gwirani ntchito, ndipo, kuti muyike chisamaliro chonse ndi zonse

Kuchokera m'buku ili. Chifukwa champhamvu chogwirira ntchito.

Mulungu akundiuza kuti adzawoloka nyanja ndi kulandiridwa mu maufumu ambiri....

Tsiku lina lidzatenga olemba angapo; ndipo kufikira chimaliziro cha dziko lapansi adzatsogolera anthu ochuluka kwambiri kumwamba.  Tikhale  mboni  !

koma sikudzakhala m’moyo uno; Mafupa ako ndi anga Adzasanduka fumbi; iye adzakhala gwero ndi chitonthozo cha okhulupirika, monga kuthedwa nzeru kwa adani onse a Mulungu, amene machitidwe awo oipa ndi zoyesayesa zawo zolakwa adzawawononga pasadakhale, mwa kupereka chipembedzo.

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 zomwe ziyenera kuwukira, umboni wowoneka bwino kwambiri, popeza udzapangitsidwa kuwononga mipatuko ndi zoyipa za  nthawi yotsiriza  

chifukwa cha inu, Atate, ndi changu ndi kulimbika mtima! Ndi chiyani chomwe mungachite bwino ndi nthawi yanu, makamaka pamene mulibe ntchito?

Mutu woyika pamenepo.

Zikuwoneka kuti chifuniro cha Mulungu ndikuti muyike dzina pamenepo, lomwe limalengeza kuti ndi mwiniwake yemwe ali wolemba, ndi kuti cholengedwacho chimalowa mmenemo chifukwa cha mawonekedwe okha. Kukadakhala koyenera, ngati kukanakhala kotheka, kuti inu kapena ine sitinatchulidwe pamenepo: Komanso, mu ntchito iyi, ndife amodzi ndi ena okha zida zopanda mphamvu za chifuniro chaumulungu, zomwe sitingathe mwa ife tokha kuposa kuwononga ntchitoyo. wa Ambuye. Kodi mayina athu anganene chiyani? Ndikusiyirani zonsezo kumalingaliro anu, ndipo ndafika pamikhalidwe ina yosiyidwa yokhudza nthawi zomaliza za Tchalitchi cha J.-C., zomwe mwina sizili kutali monga momwe munthu angaganizire  ...

Masomphenya a Mpingo mu nthawi zotsiriza.

Chifukwa chake mudzadziwa, Atate, kuti Lamlungu loyamba la mwezi wotsiriza wa Januwale, ndinali ndi masomphenya omwe angapereke chithunzithunzi chokongola kwambiri, ngati wojambula amatha kugwira bwino zinthu zonse, ndi kuzilemba mofanana. dongosolo ndi mphamvu yomweyo monga anadziwonetsera okha m'maganizo mwanga.

Choncho ndimakhala mu dongosolo lomwelo Mpingo wonse wa JC ndi anthu atatu a Utatu wokongola. Atate ndi Mwana anali atakhala, ndipo pamaso pawo Mpingo unaonekera pa maondo ake pansi pa chifaniziro cha namwali wa kukongola konse: Mzimu Woyera anatambasula mapiko ake ndi kukhetsa kuwala kwa namwali ndi anthu ena awiri. Mabala a JC adawoneka ngati aiwisi. Ndi dzanja limodzi adatsamira pamtanda, ndipo ndi dzanja lina adapereka kwa Atate ake chikho chachikulu chomwe adalandira kuchokera m'manja mwa Mpingo womwe adapereka kwa iye. Motero namwali anapereka ndikuthandizira chikho kuchokera pansi; JC anachigwira chapakati kuti apereke kwa bambo ake omwe, kuti alandire, anaika dzanja limodzi pa chikho, ndipo ndi dzanja lina adadalitsa namwaliyo. Uyu nayenso adagwira dzanja pamtanda wa JC, ndipo ine magazi

m’malo modzilekanitsa ndi chikhulupiriro cha umodzi wa Mulungu ndi Utatu wa anthu, limodzinso ndi mfundo zina zonse zopezeka mu katolika.

Namwaliyo anazunguliridwa ndi chiŵerengero chosatha cha Akristu owolowa manja amene onse ankawoneka ngati ana ake, kotero kuti anamkonda ndi kumulemekeza kwambiri  . Iwo anali okonzeka kupereka moyo wawo nsembe, ndipo anawotcha magazi awo kukhetsa chifukwa cha ntchito yomweyi, imene anali atangoipanga kumene m’dzina la  Yesu yense.

Ndinaona kuti kapuyo inali yodzaza ndi magazi, ndipo ndinamva JC akunena kwa bambo ake, ndikumuwonetsa ndi nkhope yachisomo: Ndidzasangalala kwambiri ndikadzakupatsani inu mwangwiro ...

Ndinamvetsetsa kuti chikhocho chinali ndi magazi a ophedwa oyambirira a JC, ndipo kuti maonekedwewa adalengeza mazunzo otsiriza a Tchalitchi chake, chomwe chiyenera kumaliza kudzaza chikhocho, pokwaniritsa chiwerengero cha ovomereza ndi osankhidwa ...

Chiwerengero cha ofera otsiriza.

Padzakhala ofera chikhulupiriro ambiri pamapeto pake monga pachiyambi cha Mpingo, ndipo ndadziwa kuti chizunzo chidzakhala chachiwawa kwambiri mpaka nthawi zotsiriza, kuti m'zaka zochepa padzakhala chiwerengero chomwecho. pambuyo pake  chiweruzo cha chilengedwe chonse JC chidzakhutitsidwa mokwanira, chifukwa chidzakhala  ndi

chiwerengero chonse cha osankhidwa ake, analandira chowonjezera ku chilakolako chake. Wamuyaya adzalandirabe zoyenera ndi mwazi wa ofera chikhulupiriro chake, ndipo chifukwa chake JC amadzilemekeza ndikuulanda, ngati kuti ndi chuma chake. Iye ndi tate amene amadziona kuti akumwalira mwa ana ake, ndipo amaona imfa yawo kukhala yofunika kwambiri ngati yake. Wofera chikhulupiriro wa JC amapanga chifukwa chodziwika ndi iye; amalumikizana ndi zoyenerera zake monga momwe aliri ndi zowawa zake. Ali ngati JC wina; ndipo ngati zili zoona kunena za mkhristu woona kuti ndi JC yemwe amakhala mwa iye, sizowonanso kunena za wofera chikhulupiriro kuti ndi JC yemwe amamenya nkhondo, amavutika ndi kufa mwa iye.

Ndi chisomo chotani, Atate anga, ndicho kufera chikhulupiriro! ndipo ndani angayerekeze kuganiza kuti ali nacho, makamaka podziwa kuti chiwerengerocho chapangidwa ndikuyimitsidwa, kotero kuti  ukali wonse wa ozunza ndi kugahena sudzatha kuwonjezera ngakhale mmodzi kwa iwo omwe Mulungu adawaika kuti amubwezere izi. umboni wamagazi! Tiyeni tikhumbe kukhala ofera chikhulupiriro, chabwino ndi chabwino; koma tisayese Mulungu: ndi chisomo chozizwitsa chonse ndi chapamwamba kuposa munthu. N’zoona kuti kulakalaka zimenezi kumasangalatsa kwambiri Mulungu; iye amandidziwitsa ngakhale kuti iye adzalingalira kufera chikhulupiriro kwa onse amene ali m’mikhalidwe yeniyeni ya kufa m’malo mwa chisomo chake m’malo mwa kupitiriza m’chikhulupiriro, ndipo ngakhale kusachita chirichonse chimene chingam’khumudwitse; koma kungoganizira  sikumusangalatsa  Pakhoza kukhala  mochulukira

zochepa m'malingaliro a kufera chikhulupiriro: koma chikhalidwe ichi nthawi zonse chiyenera kukhala ndi chikondi chachikulu cha Mulungu, ndi udani waukulu wa tchimo lomwe limamukhumudwitsa, makamaka la iwo omwe adachita: zomwe zimamupangitsa iye kupereka.

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dzina la ubatizo wa mwazi. Chifukwa chake tiyeni tipemphere, Atate, ndi kuopa kuti sitidzapezeka oyenera, ngati chochitikacho chikachitika m'masiku athu ano.

Chipembedzo chonyenga chotsutsana ndi umodzi wa Mulungu ndi Mpingo wake.

Koma, Atate wanga, lamulo ili siliri cholinga chokha cha masomphenya amene ndalankhula ndi inu; zikuwonekabe kuti Mulungu akufuna kuchigwiritsa ntchito ngati chotetezera ku mzimu wolakwika wa nthawi zotsiriza. "Dziwa, mwana wanga," adandiuza nthawi yake, kuti chakumapeto kwa zaka mazana apitawa komanso

kuyandikira ulamuliro wa wokana Kristu, padzauka chipembedzo chonyenga chotsutsana ndi umodzi wa Mulungu ndi  Mpingo wake  . “Monga ndidziwa,  Atate wanga;

mpatuko umenewu udzawononga kwambiri, moti sindikuganiza kuti sitinaonepo zoopsa ngati zimenezi, mothandizidwa ndi zopanga ndi zolankhula za anthu amene akugwira ntchito kumeneko kwa nthawi yaitali ndipo mwina akugwira kale ntchito. Apo. Idzakhala yovomerezeka, idzapeza ogwirizana kulikonse, idzakhala ndi zipambano zazikulu, idzafutukula kugonjetsa kwake kutali, ndipo idzawoneka ikuphimba mayiko onse ndi mayiko onse; poyambirira idzakhala ndi mpweya wabwino komanso wochititsa chidwi kwambiri wa ubwino, umunthu, kukoma mtima ngakhale chipembedzo, chomwe chidzakhalabe msampha wokopa kwa anthu ambiri.

Otsatira ake, kuti apambane bwino, adzakhudza poyamba ulemu waukulu wa Uthenga Wabwino ndi Chikatolika; padzaoneka mabuku onena za uzimu, amene adzalembedwa ndi iwo ndi kutentha kwa kudzipereka, ndipo adzanyamula miyoyo ku  nsonga ya ungwiro imene idzawoneka ngati ikuwakweza iwo ku thambo lachitatu. Komanso sitidzakayikira kupatulika kwa olemba awo kapena agalu awo, omwe tidzawaika pamwamba pa oyera mtima aakulu kwambiri, omwe, malinga ndi iwo, adzakhala ndi ukoma wokha atate wa mabodza, monga ife  tidzanena  posachedwa  .

sadzayiwala chilichonse chovomereza malingaliro omwe angamukomere  ....

Adzakhala ndi maguwa a nsembe ndi akachisi, kumene ansembe awo adzayesetsa kutsanzira  zinsinsi, miyambo, ndi nsembe za chipembedzo,  mmene

adzasakaniza mikhalidwe yambiri yopambanitsa ndi zikhulupiriro, kutchula kapena kuipitsa dzina loyera la Mulungu… Iwo adzanamizira Masakramenti; choyamba iwo adzabatiza m’dzina la anthu atatu aumulungu; koma posachedwapa adzasintha dongosolo la anthu, ndipo kenako adzachotsa ena m’malo mwa oyera awo. Chinyengo chawo chidzawapanga iwo kupeka zodabwitsa austerities kuposa Lenti ndi kudziletsa kwa Mpingo, ndi mortifications onse a oyera; koma zonsezi zidzangokhala m’maonekedwe ndi zokopa pamaso pa anthu. Chipembedzo chawo pokhala chozikidwa pa zokondweretsa za malingaliro, iwo adzapeputsa moyo wopachikidwa, kuzunzika, kuzunzika; ndipo zonse zomwe adzazionetsa kunjako zidzachepetsedwa kukhala zochita zamphamvu, zomwe onyenga aluso adzayesa kuposerana wina ndi mnzake kuti anyenge opusa ndi kuwanyengerera chinyengo chawo ndi chikhulupiriro chawo choipa; zomwe posachedwapa zidzadziwonetsera mu kunyoza kwawo poyera chikhulupiriro ndi makhalidwe abwino a Uthenga Wabwino. Chisyomezyo eecho ncobakali kukonzya kucita Banakristo bakali kukkomanisya, ncobakacita kugwetsa ndi kupatutsa ambiri; pakuti mtundu uwu wa chizunzo ndi woopsa kwambiri chifukwa umalimbikitsidwa ndi ulemu waumunthu, kudzidalira, manyazi abodza, ndipo koposa zonse ndi zilakolako zomwe zimatitsogolera ku mbali yomwe imawakomera iwo. zinanso.

Masisitere onama otchedwa Song Brides; kutchuka kwawo.

Ndi bwino kubisa mabungwe oyera a Tchalitchi, adzakhazikitsa otchedwa masisitere, omwe adzadzipereka okha ndi mawu ku continence, ndipo adzadzitcha okha, opambana, akazi a canticles, kapena akazi a Mzimu Woyera. Iwo adzakhala othandiza kwambiri pa ntchito ya mdierekezi; adzazikongoletsa mogometsa, adzadzipangira ulemu umene udzachititsa chidwi maso onse ndipo udzachititsa zovala zimenezi kuoneka ngati milungu. Zivumbulutso, maulosi a m'tsogolo, chisangalalo, mkwatulo m'thupi ndi moyo zidzawachitikira kawirikawiri ndi maso a onse; ife tidzangomva za prodigies zawo ndi zozizwitsa za atumiki olakwa, amene, kumbali yawo, sadzachita khama pang'ono kunyenga anthu ndi zinthu zodabwitsa zimene mdierekezi adzalowa ambiri. kufikira pambuyo pa imfa yawo adzaukitsa ena mumlengalenga mu milungu yamoto, kuti awapangitse iwo kulambira monga milungu yosakhoza kufa. Komanso zifaniziro zawo zidzajambulidwa mu akachisi, ndipo zidzanenedwa mokweza kuti mpingo umene umatulutsa zozizwitsa zoterozo ndi wopatulika kwambiri kuposa woyamba (1).

Koma, Atate, musalakwitse, izi ndi zozizwa monga za Simoni, wamatsenga, ndi amatsenga a ku Aigupto, ndi onyenga ena amene adawonekera padziko lapansi, amene chiwanda chawo chinagwiritsa ntchito.

menyani chipembedzo choona. Posakhoza kupirira chiyeso chilichonse, ntchito za Satanazi zidzadutsa kokha

(1) pseudochristi, et pseudoprophetœ: et dabunt signa magna, et prodigia; ità ut in errorem inducantur (si fieri potest) etiam electi. ( Math. 24; 24. )

Cujus (Antichristi) est adventus secundum operationem Satanae, mu ukoma wonse, et signis, et prodigiis mendacibus, et in omni seduction iniquitatis. (1, ndi Atesalonika 2; 9, 10.)

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matsenga ndi matsenga a atate wabodza uyu. Koma tiyeni tiweruze ndi khalidwe lachinsinsi la ochita zozizwitsa, ndipo tiyeni tiyamikire chipatso cha mtengo, ndi mtengo ndi chipatso. Odzinamizira oyera awa, owunikiridwa ndi kugwiriridwa mwa Mulungu, amuna awa a prodigies, olemekezeka awa ochita zozizwitsa adzasonkhana usiku ndi akazi odziyesa a canticles ndi a Mzimu Woyera , anamwali olemekezeka ndi oyera awa, odzipereka ku kudziletsa  ndi chiyero; Adzasonkhana, nditi, usiku ndi m'malo obisika, okoma ndi  zolingalira zao zokhota  ;

Kumeneko ndi pamene adzatanganitsidwa kupanga njira zonse zochitira chinyengo pogwiritsa ntchito matsenga ndi kupemphera kwa ziwanda. Ndiko, kachiwiri, kuti kugwiritsa ntchito molakwika malemba opatulika mosayenera, ndipo koposa zonse kupereka tanthauzo lalikulu ndi lachithupithupi ku canticle ya canticles, iwo adzasiya okha, kuti agwirizane ndi izo, ku zoipa zonse zomwe zingaganizidwe, ndipo adzachita nkhanza. ndi zonyansa zoipitsitsa, zomwe siziloledwa kuzinena. Umu ndi momwe iwo adzakhala okhulupirika ku lumbiro lawo la kudzisunga ndi kudzidetsa.

Kudzakhala kuchokera kwa mmodzi wa mahule awa kuti wotsutsakhristu adzabadwe.

Ndikuwona, Atate wanga, kuti chimodzi mwa zobvala izi zomwe zawonongedwa motero ziyenera kubala wokana Kristu mwiniyo, yemwe mwina adzakhala ndi bambo mmodzi wa atsogoleri akulu amisonkhano yausiku iyi. Adzaleredwa kusukulu kwawo ndi kuphunzitsidwa mfundo za chipembedzo chimene chinam’bala. Adzadzilemekeza yekha chifukwa chobadwa ndi mkazi wa canticles, chomwe chidzakhala kwa iye chifukwa choyamba chodzifunira yekha J.-C. iyemwini. Komabe, mbiri yonyansa ya khalidwe lawo idzabisika kwa nthawi yaitali kwa anthu, ndipo udindo wokhutiritsa zokondweretsa zamaganizo, zomwe zidzakhala ngati lamulo loyamba la chizindikiro chawo, zidzakhala choncho.

ataphimbidwa ndi chophimba cha chinsinsi ndi chinyengo, kuti sadzalepheretsa kudzikuza kwawo ndi khungu lawo kuti asayesere malo oyamba kumwamba, akusankha okha omwe akukhala nawo, ndi oyenera malo oyamba padziko lapansi.

Adzathedwa ndi chidani ndi nsanje pa Akristu, ndipo adzagwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zimene adzachirikizidwa nazo, kuwazunza ndi kuwazunza. Chikhumbo chawo chachikulu chidzakhala chakuti iwo afe kapena ampatuke. Iwo adzalekanitsa Mpingo ndi Umulungu wokha, poyesa kukumbukira Milungu yachikunja ndi kukhazikitsanso kupembedza mafano pa mabwinja a chipembedzo ... Kodi zikutanthauza chiyani kuti ana enieni a Mulungu apewe misampha yambiri yoikidwa kumadera onse? ndi kuchirikiza, popanda kudodometsa, ziyeso zoipa zoterozo. Palibe china koma kupemphera, kuyang'ana nthawi zonse ndi kumamatira kuposa kale lonse ku chikhulupiriro cha zinsinsi ndi zisankho za Mpingo, ndipo potsiriza kuyenda kokha ndi kuwala kwa nyali ya chikhulupiriro: kukopeka pambali kuti Mulungu sasiya awo ndi kukana iwo ngakhale kuunika, amene chikhulupiriro chake chiyenera kugwedezeka mwamphamvu  ...

Masomphenya, m’maloto, a nyali ya Chikhulupiriro, yomwe iyenera kuunikira Mkhristu woona.

Ndikuganiza kuti, Atate, ndi zomwe loto lina lomwe ndinalota kale limatanthauza. Mnyamata wina wokongola anandipatsa makandulo atatu oyaka, omwe nthawi yomweyo adalumikizana ndikupanga tochi yayikulu. Mnyamatayo anati kwa ine, Yenda m'kuunika kwake nthawi zonse, ndipo simudzasokera. Ndi, iye anapitiriza, chinsinsi cha Utatu Woyera, ndipo chikhulupiriro posachedwapa chidzagwedezeka pa mfundo iyi; koma sichiyenera kuzimitsidwa. Idzakana kufikira chimaliziro mphepo ya mphulupulu ndi zilakolako zonse za anthu...

Tiyeni tibwererenso ku njira imene anthu achiphamaso adzagwiritsa ntchito molakwika tanthauzo la malembo a Mulungu...

Chipongwe choipitsitsa chimene chidzapangidwa ndi Malemba Opatulika. Tanthauzo lenileni la Nyimbo ya Nyimbo.

Inu mukudziwa, Atate wanga, kuti si choncho, kapena m’lingaliro loipitsitsa ndi lonyansa ili, kuti talankhula za mkwatibwi wa canticles, pamene ndi mawu awa ndinasonyeza kuti mpingo udzayaka moto, ndipo ngati wolefuka, chikondi cha mwamuna wake. Zonse ndi zoyera, zonse ndi zoyera, zonse ndi zaumulungu mu mgwirizano uwu

zachinsinsi. Ndidzatinso, pomaliza nkhaniyi, ndikuuzeni zina za mkazi weniweni wa canticles, kwa yemwe ndikudziwa kuti wina angapereke ntchito ina yomwe siidzakhala yoyera kapena yolimbikitsa.

Tsiku lina ndikupanga pemphero langa nditangolumbira kumene, ndinadzipeza kuti ndatengedwa mumzimu kupita ku dimba lokongola lodzaza ndi maluwa ang'onoang'ono oyera afungo lokoma ndi kukongola kodabwitsa. Sindinathe kuwona kusiyana kulikonse pakati pawo: onse anali ang'ono, owala komanso osangalatsa. Mukadanena kuti dzanja lanzeru linazibzala zonse molingana ndi kuzidula mofanana, popanda ngakhale imodzi yokwera pamwamba pa ena. Pakati pa munda munali kasupe wa madzi oyera ndi okoma amene ankawoneka kwa ine kuti cholinga chake chinali kuthirira maluwa okongolawa. Kasupe wamuyaya analamulira mu malo osangalatsa amenewa, ndipo pansi pa mitambo ndinaona dzuŵa lokongola limene limatulutsa kuwala kwake kozizira m’mlengalenga monse.

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m’mundamo, osawatengera kwina konse. Anangopangidwa kuti  aziunikira mpanda wake  wosangalatsa  . Ndinazindikira kuti timaluwa tating'onoting'ono tating'ono tating'ono tating'onoting'ono  tating'onoting'ono tambiri

nawonso anatembenukira kudzuwa, ndi kuti onse anali ndi kachitidwe kakang'ono kakang'ono kamene kankawoneka ngati kakuwatsitsimutsa iwo popanda kupanga chisokonezo chirichonse ...

Pamene ndinali kugoma ndi chochitika chodabwitsa chimene maso anga sanakhutitsidwe nacho, liwu linandiuza kuti munda wokongola umenewu unali chithunzi cha paradaiso wa padziko lapansi; kuti maluwa ang’ono amene anandikondweretsa ine kwambiri, anaimira mkhalidwe wa ana a Adamu, ngati Atate wawo sanachimwe: kuti kutsatira kokha lingaliro la chilungamo choyambirira, chimene chikanakhala kampasi yawo ndi thayo lawo, iwo onse akanatembenuka. , monga maluŵa ang’onoang’ono, mwa kufuna kwawo kudzuŵa la chilungamo, limene likawaunikira miyoyo yawo ndi kutenthetsa  mitima yawo .

; ndiko kunena kuti, akadakonda ndi kufuna kokha chikondi cha mlembi wawo  ndi Mulungu wawo. Lili pano, lidapitiriza liwu, malo osangalatsa a kusalakwa ndi chiyero; palibe chonyansa sichilowamo. Chilichonse chodetsedwa chichotsedwe m'menemo, ndiwo munda wa Mfumu ndi Mfumukazi  ...

Ndinatenga mawu awa kuti ndidziteteze, ndipo osalimba mtima kuti ndilowe mmenemo, ndinabisala kuti ndiyang'ane momasuka munda wanga wokoma ndi dongosolo ndi symmetry yomwe inkalamulira pakugawa kwake ndi zokongoletsera zake, madzi ake asiliva,

dzuwa lokongola lomwe linayatsidwa nalo, makamaka maluwa ang'onoang'ono okongola omwe  adadzazidwa nawo  Mwadzidzidzi ndikuwona namwali wokongola kwambiri yemwe adalowapo  .

zosindikizidwa. Ndizosatheka kwa ine, Atate, kuti ndikuwonetseni chisomo ndi ukulu wa kuyenda kwake, kunyezimira kwamphamvu kwa maso ake odzaza ndi chikondi, kudekha, kudzichepetsa kwa nkhope yake, zomwe zidachotsa zonse zomwe ndidasilira mpaka pamenepo. Ndinauzidwa kuti iye anali mkazi weniweni wa nyimbo, ndipo ndinamvetsetsa mwa lingaliro la masomphenyawo, kuti mawuwa angagwiritsidwe ntchito kwa amayi aumulungu a JC komanso ku Mpingo wake womwewo, komanso nthawi zina kwa moyo wokhulupirika, ngakhale mwanjira yosiyana pang'ono, monga tanena posachedwa ...

Mkazi, kapena namwali wokongola amene ndanena za iye, anatsagana ndi mwamuna wake waumulungu, amene ananyamulabe tsiku losatha; Koma ine sindingathe kukuuzani chilichonse chimene chili kuiyandikira, ndipo sindikhulupirira kuti angelo angathe kukufotokozerani zomwe ndidaziona.

Ankayenda okha m’munda wawo wokongola, ndipo mkaziyo ankaoneka kuti akutsamira  wokondedwa wake  . Kufatsa ndi chidwi  chawo

kukambitsirana, kuyang’ana kwawo koyaka, chisamaliro chawo chofanana, chirichonse m’menemo chinalengeza chigwirizano chapafupi cha mtima ndi chikondi; koma chikondi chawo chinali choyera ngati chamoyo ndi chachangu Palibe chomwe chili chofewa pakati pa awiriwo

m’mitima mwawo, osati chilichonse choyera ngati malonda awo. Palibe chofanana ndi chikondi choyipa ndi chathupi cha iwo omwe ali ndi chidwi ndi cholengedwacho....

“Ndiwe wokongola ndithu, wokondedwa wanga,” anatero mkwatibwi woyerayo; Sindikuwona banga mwa munthu wanu, ndichifukwa chake ndimakukondani mopenga.

Ndiko kunena kuti, Atate wanga, ndi chikondi choposa chisonyezero chonse. Ungwiro wanu uliwonse ndi chikhalidwe chomwe mwapweteka nacho mtima  wanga  . »  wanga,

Adayankha moyera, sangakhutiritsenso kukhudzika kwa chikondi  chomwe mumauzira mwa iye  . Ndiwe wokongola bwanji, ndiwe wokondedwa bwanji, okondedwa wanga ndi  Mulungu

mwamuna!... Ndiwe wodzaza ndi zokopa ndi zithumwa kwa  ine!. Moyo wanga

adzitaya yekha pakusilira chifundo chanu ndi kulingalira za ungwiro wanu waumulungu;... iye akuusa moyo mosalekeza pambuyo panu. Taona, wokondedwa wanga! kukoma mtima konse kwa chikondi chake, changu chonse cha zokhumba zake, mphamvu zonse za kufunitsitsa kwake. Kodi mtima wanga ungavomereze bwanji kusakhalapo kwanu, iye amene sangakhale popanda inu, ndi amene amapeza mwa inu nokha moyo  wonse  ? Mtima uwu, inde, mtima  woyaka uwu

yang’anirani inu pogona ine; amandiyatsa ndi changu  chake  popanda

Imani, ndikuganiza  ndikukuwonani  . , Ndilingalira za kukongola kwanu, ndi zonse  zanu

palibe wina ali wokondedwa koposa; Ndimaganiza kuti ndikumva mawu osavuta,

kumveka kosangalatsa kwa mawu ako; ndipo chithunzichi ndi chowonekera kwambiri kotero kuti  nthawi zambiri ndimadzutsidwa nacho ndili  m’tulo  .

Ndi zinthu zingati zomwe munganene, Atate, pazokambirana zachikondizi pakati pa mwamuna ndi mkazi  wa  Nyimbo! Chikondi chobwerezabwereza komanso cholimbikira kwambiri  sichikutanthauza

chinthu china, monga tanenera kwinakwake, kuposa mgwirizano wodabwitsa wa JC, mwamuna kapena mkazi waumulungu, ndi moyo wokhulupirika ku chisomo chake ndipo amayesetsa kuyankha kumayendedwe onse achikondi chake Koma mawu akuti: Inu nonse ndinu okongola , kuona kuti iwo angakhoze kumvetsetsedwa mosamalitsa monga Mpingo, monga momwe iwo uliri wangwiro ndi wopanda banga, kapena wa cholengedwa chimene uchimo sukanakhalapo konse, ndi chimene kuima kwake kukanakhala kosadetsedwa; chimene chingagamulidwe kuchokera ku mkhalidwe wa kusalakwa woimiridwa ndi paradaiso kapena munda wokongola mmene munali maluŵa aang’ono, ndi kumene namwali analoŵa yekha ndi mwamuna wake.

Kotero, Atate anga, Mpingo wa JC uyenera kuwonedwa ngati mkwatibwi weniweni wa canticles; ndipo, mwa zolengedwa, Ndikuona kuti pali kokha

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Namwali wabwino koposa, ndikutanthauza mayi waumulungu wa Mawu Obadwa M'thupi, amene kuyenerera kumeneku kungamuyenerere; ndipo ngati nthawi zina amagwiritsidwa ntchito ku moyo wokhulupilika, akhoza kukhala molakwika komanso m'lingaliro lonse komanso lakutali. Koma, kachiŵirinso, tsoka kwa iye amene, mwa mkhalidwe wokhotakhota, adzapeza kutsutsidwa kwake ndi imfa yake ngakhale m’njira imene kukoma mtima kwaumulungu kumagwiritsira ntchito kumkopa iye mwamphamvu kwambiri mwa kukopa kwa chikondi....

Masomphenya osiyanasiyana amene amalengeza kuti zoipa zimene zinayamba kuwononga mpingo ku France sizinali kumapeto, ngakhale kuti panali mtendere.

Kumbukirani, Atate; masomphenya amene Mulungu kamodzi anandidziwitsa za chizunzo chimene lero mabwinja Mpingo wa France, kuti, pakati pa ena, kumene, pa phiri lalitali, ine ndinawona nyumba yokongola lotseguka kwa mphepo zonse, amene ankaimira ufumu wa France  . Mwadzidzidzi mtambo wopangidwa ndi nthunzi wa dziko lapansi unanyamuka, ndipo, wotengedwa ndi namondwe woopsa, unakankhidwira  kuphiri  . Inu mukudziwa, Atate, chimene  ichi chimatanthauza

mvula yamkuntho, mtambo uwu ndi chinjoka chimene chinachoka kwa icho, chimene ndinalamula kuti ndimenyane nacho. Inunso mukudziwa chimene masomphenya a  wamkulu ankatanthauza

mtengo, umene utatha kukwapula zina ziwirizo, unadulidwa ndi muzu ndi kuuponya pansi pa  chigwa  . Paziwerengero zonsezi ndikuganiza kuti ndiyenera  kuwonjezera

zochitika zina ndi zochititsa chidwi zomwe zikuwoneka kwa ine kukhala zogwirizana kwambiri, ndipo zomwe mudzazigwiritsabe ntchito momwe mukufunira.

Ndinaona m’maganizo mwanga chipinda chachikulu chimene chinkawoneka ngati tchalitchi; unali pafupi kudzala ndi ansembe, obvala zobvala zokometsetsa ndi zokometsetsa, monga ngati madyerero aakulu; Koma adalibe zipolopolo kapena zotchinga. Onse anali opiringizika ndi oyera oyera; Nkhope zawo ndi nkhope zawo zinkasonyeza kukhutira ndi chisangalalo. Anayimba nyimbo zachisangalalo. Ena a iwo amawerenga mokweza zolembedwa m'ndime ndi prose, zomwe enawo adazikonda, nati: Izi nzabwino; izi ndi zabwino kwambiri; izi ndi zokongola mwamtheradi; Palibe njira yoyankhira izo Anali mabuku osiyana, umboni wosiyanasiyana  wosiyanasiyana

chifukwa cha chitetezo  chabwino  . Ndinasangalala kuona  awo

Chabwino, ine ndinati kwa ine ndekha, apa pali  chinachake

chinachake chimene chimalengeza  chigonjetso chathunthu  !. Adalitse Mulungu ndi  ake

chipembedzo ndi chifukwa chake kupambana!... Pomaliza, dongosolo labwino lidzawonekeranso...

Koma pamene ndimati ndidziloŵetse m’mayendedwe okoma awa, ndinawona pambali panga Mwana Yesu, amene posakhalitsa anawongolera zolozerazo, ndi mawu ochepa amene analankhula kwa ine. Anandiona ngati zaka zitatu; anagwira mtanda waukulu m’dzanja lake, nati kwa ine, akundiyang’ana ndi mpweya wachisoni: Mwana wanga, usakhulupirire; posachedwapa mudzawona kusintha: siziri zonse, ndipo sizinathe, monga momwe amaganizira. Ayi, ndikhulupirireni, ino sinakwane nthawi yoimba kupambana. Apa ndithu pali mbandakucha; Koma tsiku lotsatila lidzakhala lovuta ndi la mphepo yamkuntho.

Pafupifupi tsiku lonse ndinali ndi masomphenya omwewo, makamaka kuyambira mgonero: nthawi zonse anali Mwana Yesu wokhala ndi mtanda wake waukulu amene ankadziwonetsera yekha ku malingaliro anga, akuwoneka wachisoni ndi wokhumudwa. Ndinangoona  kuti kukula kwake kwawonjezeka ndi  chinachake  . Tsiku lomwelo  zidachitikanso

mundiwone ngati wansembe amene adandipatsa chikho. Ndikuona izi, ndinadzisonkhanitsa kwa kamphindi, monga mwa chizolowezi changa; Ndidapita kwa Faith kuti ndione momwe kuwonekera kumeneku kumatulutsa mwa ine. Pambuyo pake JC adandiuza kuti: Nthawi zambiri zomwe mukukambirana, nthawi zambiri ndimakumwetsani mu chalice cha chikondi changa kwa inu: koma ndikufuna kuti magazi awa apindule ndi inu, chifukwa chake ndidakhetsa.

Tayani mwa ine mwana wanga, ndipo muzochitika zonse za moyo muwone chifuniro changa ndi chikondi changa chokha......

Chifukwa chake, Atate wanga, chisamaliro chake chonse chamkati chimangoyang'ana pa mitanda ndi kufunikira konyamula ndi kukonzekera  kuvutika  . Iye makamaka anandiuza ine  za

mtanda ndi mazunzo amene amandikonzera ine, komanso zokomera zenizeni, komanso chitetezo chapadera ndi chisomo chachisomo chomwe  adandisungira, kuti, mosakayika, andipereke kukhala wokhulupirika kwambiri kwa iwo; ndikundilimbikitsa ndi malingaliro omveka bwino othokoza ndi chikondi kwa  iye ...

Ndinalimba mtima kugwiritsira ntchito ufulu umene anandipatsa, kumusonyeza mantha amene ndinali nawo podziona kuti ndikukakamizika kugonjera ku chisankho cha akuluakulu a tauni, kukakamizidwa kusiya chizoloŵezi chachipembedzo, monga momwe tinaopsezedwa kuyambira pamenepo, ndipo mwinamwake ndi kuthamangitsidwa m'mudzi, ndi kubwerera ku dziko limene ndinanena kwa  muyaya  , sindinu,  Mulungu wanga?

Ndidati kwa iye, adandiyitana ndani ndikundilowetsa pa  yekha  ? Hei!  Bwanji

ndiye ukuvutika kuti...

Kotero, Atate wanga, popanda kundiyankha mwachindunji, kuti, mosakayika, andisiye ine ubwino wa Chikhulupiriro ndi kugonjera kwakhungu, liwu linanena kwa ine mkati: "Mwana wanga, usachite chisoni, ndipo udzipereke m'manja mwanga. kupereka. Ndidzadziwa kuchita chilichonse molingana ndi malingaliro anga ndi mapangidwe anga. Zingakhale zothandiza bwanji

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zobvuta, koposa kumletsa iye kwa ine? Kodi mukuwopa kukhala opanda pokhala? Lowani mu mtima wanga, womwe ndi pothawirapo panu, ndipo kumbukirani kuti ndinalibe poti ndigoneke mutu wanga... Kodi amene amandikonda ndi amene ndimamuteteza angaphonye chiyani? Onani chitsanzo chopatsidwa kwa inu ndi oyera mtima anga onse. Anali olemera chotani nanga mu umphawi, ndi odala chotani nanga m’kusautsidwa!... Monga iwo, khalani okhulupirika kwa Mulungu wanu, ndipo musaope kalikonse. sunga chuma cha Chikhulupiriro ndi kusalakwa kwako, ndipo ndidzadziwa momwe ndikutetezere. Chitsogozo changa chidzakuzungulirani, chithandizo changa chidzakuchirikizani, ndipo chikondi changa chidzakulipirani pasadakhale, chifukwa cha nsembe zonse zomwe mudapereka kwa izo. Inde, ndidzatenga m’malo mwa zonse kwa iye amene wandipatsa zonse, osadzisungira kanthu. Mumaopa kukakamizidwa kuswa lumbiro lanu la kutseka; koma mwana wanga, sukudziwa kuti munthu alibe mlandu pomwe sanamasulidwe? Khalani okonzeka kukwaniritsa lamulo lanu kulikonse kumene mungakhale, ndipo ndidzaliganizira. Pali mikhalidwe yomwe munthu amakakamizika kupereka chowonjezera chofunikira: ndiye ayenera kumamatira ku zomwe angathe, osatha kuchita zomwe angafune. »

Zindikirani, mwana wanga wamkazi, kuti mwa iyo yokha sichiri chitsekerero kapena chizolowezi cha chipembedzo chomwe chimapangitsa opembedza, koma chikondi cha Mulungu, chikhumbo cha ungwiro, ndi kuyesetsa kosalekeza kufika. Tsopano, titha kukhala ndi kulikonse kofuna kukondweretsa Mulungu chifukwa cha chikondi chake; kulikonse kumene munthu angagwire ntchito kuti akwaniritse ungwiro wake, ndipo ine ndidzakhala wokhoza, ponena za moyo wa chifuno chabwino, kubwezera, ndi chisomo chochuluka, chifukwa cha kumasuka komwe analandira kuchokera ku lamulo la mpanda ndi chizolowezi. kusiya Ah! mwana wanga, khulupirira ine, khumba ndi mtima wako wonse kusunga ulamuliro wako, ndipo osasiya konse mpanda wako kapena chizolowezi chako chopatulika; koma dziwani kuti ndikhutitsidwa ndi chikhumbo ichi, ngati simungathe kuchita china. mufuna kundikondweretsa m’zonse, osandikondweretsa ine m’kanthu, ndipo mudzakhala mutatero. Inde, kachiwiri, ndikukutsimikizirani, ndidzalingalira kufera chikhulupiriro ngakhale kwa onse omwe, mu kuya kwa moyo wawo, ali ndi chidwi chofuna kufa kuposa kale lonse kusiya ntchito yawo yokhudza Chikhulupiriro. Sindidzawasiya, ndidzawathandiza mpaka imfa m’njira yapadera, ndipo ndidzakoka ulemerero wanga kuchokera m’mikhalidwe yawo, monga kuchokera ku zochitika zonse zimene zimawoneka zosemphana kwambiri ndi malingaliro anga (1). »

(1) Zonsezi zidanenedwa ndi iye pafupifupi chaka chimodzi kapena miyezi khumi ndi isanu ndi itatu kwambiri, asanathe kutha kwa anthu ammudzi. Sitiyenera kudabwa kuti Mlongoyo, pakati pa ena, anasonyeza kulimbikira kwambiri ndi kusiya ntchito, kapena kuti anaulula popeza kuti Mulungu anam’lipira bwino. Onani kalata yomaliza yochokera kwa Wammwambamwamba, kumapeto kwa bukuli.

Sindingathe, Atate, kufotokoza kwa inu chithunzi cha chikondi ndi chiyamiko chimene kukambirana ndi Mwana wa Mulungu kunapanga pa ine. Iye anayankhula kwa ine ndi mtima wotseguka ndi mofatsa kwambiri ndi kudziletsa; adayika kukopa kochuluka ndi chidwi m'mawu ake onse kotero kuti ndinadzimva ndekha kuti chilengedwe chinkawoneka kuti chikufuna kusokoneza pang'ono; koma kukhalapo kwa

JC anaika chete pa iye ndikulepheretsa mwa ine kumverera kulikonse kwa chikondi chaching'ono kwambiri chaumunthu, kukhutira ndi kunyada, zomwe ziyenera kuopedwa, pazochitika zoterezi, pokhapokha kukhalapo kwaumulungu kwadzipangitsa kudzimva; pakuti, mkati mwa zochita zake zonse, malingaliro oterowo sangachitike, powona kuti kulowetsedwa kwa Umulungu kumafalikira pa kuzindikira, mzimu, ndi chifuniro. Chilichonse chili m'chikondi, zonse zimakhazikika mwa Mulungu; ndipo ichi, Atate, chingandichitikire ine pamodzi, osazindikira. Chotero ndikupereka ulemerero waukulu kwa Mulungu, ndipo ndimakana chitonthozo chonse chachibadwa.

Tiyerekeze, Atate wanga, kuti munthu akumva zowawa zakuda, zowawa, zowawa, zododometsa; muwonjezerepo zowawa zonse za kuthedwa nzeru. Chabwino! ngati JC amapangitsa kukhalapo kwake mwadzidzidzi

m'moyo uno, panthawi yomweyi, mtendere ndi kukhutira zimatsatira mavuto ndi mantha. Amatengedwa ndi chisangalalo, ndipo akuwoneka akudutsa kuchokera pansi pa Gahena kupita pamwamba pa Kumwamba, monga zandichitikira ine nthawi zambiri; koma kuti tibwerere ku zomwe tikukambazi, ndikunena kwa JC:

Ndakupangani, O Mulungu wanga! nsembe ya cimwemwe canga ndi cikhutiro canga, popeza mufuna kuti ndilawe. Awa ndi maluŵa amene ndi anu, popeza mukuwabala m’nthaka yosayamika ya mtima wanga. Ndimawapereka kwa inu, komanso chimwemwe chimene ndikuyembekezera kusangalala nanu kwamuyaya. Nsembe iyi inkawoneka kuti ikumukondweretsa; koma anawonjezera kuti: “Mwana wanga, moyo ukavutika chifukwa cha chikondi changa, zimandisangalatsa kwambiri. Ndiye dikirani kuti muzunzike. ”…

Izi zikutha kuyankhulana kwathu tsiku limenelo, ndipo ndikudikirira ndi kusiya zotsatira za lonjezoli. Mulimonse mmene zidzachitikire, ndidzakhala wosangalala nthawi zonse, malinga ngati Mulungu alipo, ndiponso kuti amapeza ulemerero wake m’zonse zimene zingandichitikire.

Atate anga, monga zaka khumi ndi zisanu zapitazo, chinali chaka cha Chaka Choliza Lipenga chachikulu, pamene ine ndinakhalanso ndi masomphenya ochititsa chidwi kwambiri.

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pamene tonse tinali mu kwaya kupanga ma station athu kumeneko. Ndinaona dziko la kuwala likudzaza malo opatulika ndi chipata. Mosazindikira kanthu kalikonse, ndinamvetsetsa, mwa lingaliro la kuunikaku, kuti kunali kukhalapo kwa anthu atatu aumulungu amene anadzipangitsa kukhala osamala kwa ine mwanjira imeneyi  . Kotero ndikukhala, osachepera ndi maso a malingaliro, koma popanda kutha kudzisokoneza ndekha; Ndinaona, ndinati, Khristu wa msinkhu wa munthu, wonyamulidwa ndi unyinji wa angelo; adazunguliridwa ndi Atumwi khumi ndi awiri, omwe adapanga bwalo kuzungulira dziko lapansi. Ndinazindikira momveka bwino Petro Woyera, yemwe ankawoneka kukhala woyamba pakati pa ena, ndi khalidwe lake la mutu woyamba wa Mpingo; Namwali Wodala anali pa mapazi a  Khristu.

M’mapemphero athu onse ndi Miserere imene tinaiŵerenga ndi manja athu atatambasula, gulu lakumwamba linkawoneka kwa ine kukhala lokhazikika, ndipo nthaŵi zonse limadzuka kuchokera pansi, pamtunda wa pafupifupi mapazi khumi ndi asanu; koma titangonyamuka kupita pa siteshoni yachitatu, zonse zinayamba kutsogolo kwathu, n’kukaima pamalo pamene tinaima.

tinayima: chinali chipinda chogwirira ntchito. Chilichonse ndiye chinakhalabe mumkhalidwe womwewo nthawi yonse yomwe tinkabwereza mapemphero omwewo, mpaka mphindi yobwerera ku Sakramenti Lodalitsika, pomwe chilichonse chidasowa, popanda malingaliro anga oti nditha kupanga chilichonse chofanana panjira yonseyi. . Tsopano, Atate anga, izi ndi zomwe ndidaziwona ndikumvetsetsa mwa kuwala kwa masomphenyawa ndi momwe amandiwonera:

1°. Mulungu anandipanga ine kumeneko momveka bwino kwambiri oweruza ampingo  ndi olowerera, ampatuko amitundu yonse; 2°. Ndinawonanso pamenepo kuyesayesa kogwirizana kwa adani onse a Tchalitchi motsutsana ndi choonadi cha chikhulupiriro, ndi mantha owopsya omwe Mpingo ndi chipembedzo ziyenera kuti zinamva kuchokera pamenepo: pakuti ndinazindikira mwa ichi, kuti mphamvu ya Mpingo inali. adzagwedezeka mokwiya. Ndizowona kuti panthawiyo ndinali ndi mantha ambiri chifukwa cha kunyengedwa, makamaka chifukwa cha zotsutsana zomwe ndinali nazo kale pa zinthu zoterezi, ndi maonekedwe ang'onoang'ono omwe analipo panthawiyo, kuti zonsezi zomwe ndinaziwona zikanatheka  .

Lingaliro loyamba lomwe ndinamva kuchokera m'masomphenyawa, mogwirizana ndi ine ndekha, chinali chidaliro chachikulu kuti, pochita malo anga bwino, ndikhoza kudzimasula ndekha pamaso pa Mulungu pa zilango zonse zanthawi yochepa chifukwa cha machimo anga akale, ndi zipatso ndi zoyenera zopanda malire. za kukhudzika kwa J. C, kumene amalumikizana Oyera mtima onse akumwamba ndi dziko lapansi; ndipo izi, ndi mphamvu zomwe JC adapereka kwa Mpingo wake, mwa munthu wa mtumwi wake woyamba ndi omutsatira ake: zomwe zimatchedwa kupeza ma indulgences plenary.

Ndadziwa kuti kuti munthu apeze chitonthozochi, ayenera kulapa kwambiri ndikuchita zonse zomwe zalembedwa mu ng'ombe ya Papa wamkulu, komanso ndi malingaliro onse omwe amafunikira. Ndidadziwanso pamenepo kuti aliyense amene angatsutse mphamvu iyi ya Tchalitchi Choyera cha Roma, kapena amene amatsutsana naye pa mfundo ina ya chiphunzitso chake, adzakwiyitsa JC mutu wake, Petro Woyera, atumwi onse, ndipo koposa zonse mayi waumulungu wa Mpulumutsi. Zonsezi zinandichititsa chidwi kwambiri.

Chikhumbo chachiwiri chimene ndinalandira m’masomphenyawa chinali kundikumbutsa momveka bwino kusalephera kwa choonadi cha chikhulupiriro chimene chikuwukiridwa mwamphamvu, komanso cha ulamuliro umene umatiuza ife; chowonadi chauzimu chomwe chili chogwirizana komanso chosalekanitsidwa kotero kuti aliyense amene akana chimodzi sangathe kuvomereza chilichonse, ndipo amene sakhulupirira chilichonse sakhulupirira kalikonse. Ndaona mu umodzi wa mpingo uwu mikhalidwe yake yonse yofunika kukhala yosagwedezeka monga momwe choonadi chimene amanenera.

Lingaliro lachitatu lomwe ndinalandira kuchokera kwa izo linali lowopsa. Mkwiyo wa Mulungu unandipangitsa kumva mawu owopsa awa: Tsoka! tsoka kwa aliyense amene ayesa kulanda, kupondereza, kupondereza kapena kutsutsa mphamvu iyi ya Pontiff wamkulu, chowonadi chosasinthika ndi chosalephera ichi!......

Ndiye, Atate, zinawoneka kwa ine kuti ndinawona Petro Woyera ndi atumwi onse akusuntha ndi mkwiyo woyera motsutsana ndi olowa, oweruza ndi adani onse a Mpingo. Petro Woyera nthawizonse amalankhula poyamba monga mutu wa ena onse.

Pasaka yapitayi, Atate wanga, JC adandidziwitsa kuti akufuna kuti Isitala yanga ikhale gawo lenileni la ine, kuti ndinene m'tsogolo monga mtumwi: Ndikukhala moyo; ayi siine amene ndimakhala koma JC amene amakhala mwa  ine.....

Koma, Atate wanga, ndi zopinga zotani zomwe zimatsutsana ndi ine ku moyo wosangalatsa wa chikhulupiriro mu JC, womwe ndi moyo wa olungama padziko lapansi! Palibe, ndinene,

ngakhale ukoma wanga wosauka umene ulibe chizindikiro cha munthu kotero kuti mkhristu palibe  , ndi kuti munthu wakale saletsa nthawi zonse kupereka moyo kwa munthu watsopano. 

zobisika za chiwanda kapena zachilengedwe, zomwe JC adanditulukira posachedwapa. Zolakwa zanga zakale zandipatsa mantha komanso kuipidwa

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kunyada, komwe, chifukwa choopa kunyengedwa kachiwiri, nthawi zambiri ndagwa mu kudzichepetsa kwabodza, zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndisakhale ndi kufatsa pang'ono ndi ulemu, nditangozindikira kuti tifuna akhoza kunditamanda ndi kuyankhula m'malo mwanga.

GAWO II

Kupambana kwa JC mu Tchalitchi chake.

§. Ine.

Kupambana kwa JC mu kubadwa kwake ndi imfa yake.

“M’dzina la Atate, ndi la Mwana, ndi  la  Mzimu Woyera, kudzera mwa Yesu ndi Mariya,  ndikuchita

kumvera. »

Tiyeni tilankhule tsopano, Atate wanga, za zinthu zotonthoza kwambiri kwa awo amene amakonda J.-C. ndi amene ali ndi chidwi ndi ulemerero wake. Mulungu anandipanga ine kuwona mwa mwana wake chigonjetso chosatha, chimene ndikosatheka kuti ndikufotokozereni inu, ndipo chimene chidzadziwika mu Muyaya, popanda kudziwika konse kwangwiro kwa cholengedwa. Chigonjetso chopanda malire cha umulungu mu thupi la Mau; chigonjetso cha ukoma onse mu umunthu wa Mawu Obadwa mu thupi; chigonjetso cha chilungamo chaumulungu ndi chifundo, mu imfa ndi chilakolako cha Mulungu wowombola; chigonjetso cha chisomo chake m'miyoyo, mwa kuyenera kwa chilakolako ichi; chigonjetso cha Mpulumutsi yemweyo, ndi mtanda wake, pa mdierekezi, dziko lapansi ndi thupi; potsiriza chigonjetso cha Mpingo wake pa adani ake onse. Ndi zinthu zingati zonena za kupambana kulikonse kumeneku!

Tiyeni tiyambirenso, Atate, ndi kuyesanso kuchita chibwibwi mawu pang'ono pa nkhani yomwe Angelo iwowo sanathe kuyankhula moyenerera kwa inu. 1°. Chigonjetso chopanda malire cha umulungu, mu chinsinsi chokongola cha kusandulika thupi kwa Mawu.

Kupambana kwa JC muchinsinsi cha thupi.

Mulungu adalenga dziko lapansi kokha chifukwa cha ulemerero wake ndi chikondi chake choyera, ndi chimwemwe cha cholengedwa chake; koma uchimo unali utanyozetsa ndi kunyozetsa cholengedwacho, ndipo kusamvera kwa munthu kunampangitsa kukhala wosayenerera kopita kwake. Kodi Mwana wa Mulungu amachita chiyani mwa kubadwa kwake? Abwezera cilango ulemerero wa atate wace, ndi kuipidwa ndi kupanduka kwa wocimwa; amamubwezera ulemu ndi mtima wa cholengedwa chake, ndikuchipanga kukhala choyenera chikondi cha Mulungu wake amene amayanjanitsa kwa iye. Kunyozeka kwake ndi zowawa zake zimakonza zonse, kukonza chilichonse, kubwezeretsa zonse ku dongosolo lomwe tchimo la munthu linasokoneza; kudzera mu thupi la Mawu Mulungu abwezeredwa, chilungamo chake chimakwaniritsidwa, mkwiyo wake wakhazikika, mikhalidwe yake yonse ilemekezedwa. Cholengedwacho chimapezanso ufulu umene uchimo unachitaya, ndipo zonsezi ndi ntchito ya chikondi cha Mawu Obadwa Munthu. Choncho, ndi kupambana kotani nanga mu thupi  lake  ! Mulungu

Kodi sapeza ulemerero wopanda malire kuchokera kwa iwo, ndi ubwino wolingana ndi munthu? Koma si zokhazo....

Ndimaonabe kupambana kwa chiombolo cha dziko lapansi mu  thupi la Mau ndi mu ubwana wa  J. C. Mwana waumulungu uyu adawonekera kwa ine  tsiku lina kwa ine.

atagona pamtanda wokongoletsedwa ndi kanjedza ndi maluwa. Iye sanagwirizane nazo,

koma amangogona pamenepo, kuzindikiritsa mkhalidwe waufulu ndi modzifunira momwe adadziwonetsera yekha kwa atate wake kuyambira nthawi yoyamba ya kutenga pakati kwake, Atate Anga, Ulemerero waumulungu suli wokulirapo kuposa pamenepo  .

kupambana kwa thupi; ndipamene chiwonongeko chake, kunyozeka kwake ndi umphawi wake zimapambana ndi nzeru pa chuma, ukulu, zachabechabe, kudzikuza kwa dziko lapansi, zomwe ngakhale akuluakulu a padziko lapansi akufunikira kwambiri kuti aphimbe kuchepa kwawo ndi umphawi wawo weniweni. , m’chidziŵitso cha ukulu wowonekera ndi chuma chobwereka. Kukongola konseku kwachabechabe komwe kumazungulira mafumu ndi amphamvu ndi chothandizira chofunikira pa kufooka kwawo. Ndi nzeru zabodza zomwe zimangonyenga maso a anthu, pobisalira masautso a chikhalidwe chawo. Sizili choncho ndi J.-C. mu thupi lake kapena mu kubadwa kwake. Wogwira ntchitoyo akhoza kuchita popanda ntchito yake. Wodziyimira pawokha komanso koposa zolengedwa zonse, safuna thandizo lawo; golidi......

Kupambana kwa JC muchinsinsi cha Passion yake.

Kupambana kwa chilakolako cha JC pa chilungamo cha abambo ake, pa tchimo, mdierekezi  ndi  gehena. Zigonjetso zotani, zomwe zimapambana kuyambira  zowawa zake

mpaka  kupuma kwake komaliza  !. Ah!  Atate, ndi zinthu zingati zomwe ndimaziwona pamenepo

zodabwitsa komanso  zoyipa  nthawi yomweyo!. Ndi kuti ulemerero wa Mulungu uli  pamenepo

kubwezera chipongwe cha munthu ndi  tchimo  !. Inde, chilakolako  cha J-C

chigonjetso chaulemerero kwambiri cha Utatu  Woyera  . Justice  ndi

chifundo, zikhumbo zonse Zauzimu zapambana pamenepo mwakamodzi. Mu kuledzera kwa kubwezera kwake, ngati kuloledwa kuyankhula motero, Mulungu wakwaniritsa chilungamo chake m'mwazi wa mwana wake, chifukwa cha machimo a olapa onse olakwa. Koma chilungamo chomwechi chapezanso m’zifukwa zake zomasula mtsinje wonse wa kubwezera kolungama kwa adani ake. Choncho, kupambana kwa chifundo kwa abwino, kupambana kwa chilungamo kwa oipa

Kukwaniritsidwa kotani nanga m’mawu aŵiriŵa: Chilichonse chakwaniritsidwa! ....

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Ndimochulukira chotani nanga chomwe chilipo pakukula kwakukuluku! Atate  , Mulungu wandionetsa zinthu zazikulu bwanji m'mawu awiriwa! Ndi zipambano zotani nanga zimene zimagwirizana ndi chilakolako chopatulika ndi champhamvu chimenechi! Mulungu anavula zida, kumwamba kunatseguka, helo kuthengo, anthu awomboledwa, uchimo unawonongedwa, Mdyerekezi waphedwa, imfa yathetsedwa, zilakolako zachotsedwa, ndipo zonsezi ntchito ya  J.

C. kutha!... Koma koposa zonse, ndi zipambano zonyezimira bwanji mu chigonjetso chonyezimira cha kuuka kwake kwaulemerero! ... Ndiko komwe Umulungu unaphimbidwa ndipo ngati kuti utakwiriridwa mu mithunzi ya imfa, unangodikirira kutsika kotsiriza kokha  kuti utuluke wopambana ndi kupambana pa chiwonongeko  chokha....

JC pakuuka kwake ndi wogonjetsa atavala ulemerero wake ndi mphamvu zake;  palibe kanthu kuyambira pano  chimene chingasokoneze izo. Pambuyo pa imfa yake iye  amachita

kuti tipambane pa ciyembekezo cathu, cifukwa m’moyo wace anapambana ukoma wonse mwa iye. Tisaiwale, Atate, kuti tsiku lina, kuti munthu atute zipatso za kupambana kwachiwiri, ayenera kutsanzira choyamba. Ndi pa chikhalidwe chokha chomwe chimwemwe chakumwamba chimaperekedwa kwa ife ndi kutikonzera ife.

Posachedwapa wopambana wamtendere ameneyu adzanyamuka kukagonjetsa dziko lapansi, atanyamula zipsera zaulemerero za mabala ake kupita nawo kumwamba, monga zizindikiro za chipambano chake.

Kupambana kwa JC mu Ukaristia Woyera.

Tiyeni tionjezere, JC akupambana mu Ukaristia Woyera, kumene wawonongedwa kwambiri kuposa pamtanda. Mkhalidwe uwu wa kuphedwa mwaufulu ndiko kupitiriza kwa chilakolako chake, kukhutitsidwa kosalekeza, phompho la chigonjetso cha chikondi chake ndi mtima wake. Ndi ulemerero wotani nanga umene Mulungu alibe kaamba ka kukhulupirira chinsinsi chaumulungu chimenechi, chimene chiri ng’anjo yowona ya chikondi chaumulungu!

JC amafera mwa ife kudzera mgonero, ndiko kuti, amataya sakramenti ndi Ukaristia kukhala pamenepo; koma amafa mosadziwika bwino kuti apambane mwaulemerero pa zilakolako zathu ndi kutipanga ife kugonjetsa izo pamodzi ndi iye. Ndi chisangalalo chotani nanga kwa ife! koma chifukwa cha izo, kukhulupirika kotani ku chisomo chake sikufuna kupambana kwamtendere uku!... Ndimanjenjemera ndikaganiza  za  izi. Iye  ine

akuwoneka kuti akumva kuchokera pansi pa chihema chopatulika mawu a Mulungu  amene wasanduka wozunzidwa; zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti akulira kwa ine mwa kupha kwake: Imfa, imfa, imfa kwa iwe wekha ndi ku chirichonse chozungulira iwe, kukhala kokha pa moyo wanga ndi makhalidwe anga  ! Atate wanga, zomwe ndaziwona ndi kuzidziwa za kupambana konseku kwa  Mwana

za Mulungu nzosamvetsetseka; ndipo pambuyo pa masauzande a mavoliyumu munthu sakanatha kuloŵa m’menemo kupatula ndi chikhulupiriro chozama ndi kupembedza. Tsoka kwa iwo amene alandidwa muuni  waumulungu uwu  Ndi  akhungu

amene sangathe kulawa kapena kununkhiza zinthu za Mulungu.

Masomphenya osiyanasiyana a Mlongo asanafike komanso nthawi ya tchuthi cha Khrisimasi.

Kuti ndikupangitseni kumvetsetsa bwino, Atate, komanso kuti mumve zenizeni za kupambana kosiyana uku kwa umunthu woyera wa mawu obadwa mu thupi, zikuwoneka zoyenera kwa ine, ngati mungalole, kufotokoza mwatsatanetsatane apa masomphenya osiyanasiyana omwe ndakhala nawo, makamaka pansi pa zochitika za phwando la Khrisimasi lomaliza. Tsatanetsatane iyi, yomwe ndiyesera kufupikitsa, sidzakuvutitsani, ndikukhulupirira, bola ngati ntchito zanu zimakupatsani mwayi wondimvera kwakanthawi. + Koma ine Atate, ndidzasangalala kwambiri + kuti ndikufotokozereni zimenezi, + chifukwa ndikukhulupirirabe kuti ndikuchita zimene Mulungu amafuna  .

Mukukumbukira, mosakayika, kuti mu nyengo ya Advent munali ndi zachifundo kumva chivomerezo cha moyo wanga wonse monga ndidafunira. Tinamaliza ndendende masiku atatu tchuthi chisanachitike; koma ndisanamalize chilichonse, ndidapempha chilolezo chanu kuti pamasiku atatuwa pakhale malo ochepa, kuti ndikonzekere posachedwa kuti ndilandire kukhululukidwa kwa zolakwa zanga zonse zam'mbuyomu, kuti ndikondweretse bwino maphwando akulu akubadwa kwa JC Vous. kukoma mtima kulowa malingaliro anga onse, ndipo mudandilangiza kuti ndidzitengere ndekha, pakupuma kwanga, koposa zonse ndi pakati pa Mpulumutsi Mulungu, ndi chete mwachinsinsi m'mimba mwa amayi ake, ndi kuwerenga zina zomwe zinali zofanana ndi zochitika za kubadwa kwake ndi kubadwa kwake. ku zikhalidwe zazikulu zomwe amafuna kwa ife. Kupatula apo, munandilola kuti nditsatire pamwamba pa kukopa konse kwa chisomo ndi kusinkhasinkha komwe Mzimu Woyera ukadakonda  kudzoza mwa ine.

Eya, Atate, ndinapita mwamsanga kukafunafuna Amayi athu, kuwapempha kuti andibwereke bukhu laumulungu, kuti ndidzitengere ndekha, ndinawauza iwo, kwa masiku atatu kapena anayi m’moyo wanga wamseri. Amayi athu anandibwereka voliyumu yokhala ndi zinthu zauzimu zosiyanasiyana. Panali ngakhale imodzi yomwe inali ya masisitere: Ndinawerengapo kenakake madzulo amenewo ndisanagone. M’maŵa ndinakonzekera kuchita kusinkhasinkha kwanga kumeneko: ndinagwada pamaso pa Utatu wokondeka kwambiri, ndinampatsa malo anga othaŵiramo ndi kumupempha kuti audalitse m’dzina la J.

C. ndi pansi pa chitetezo cha Amayi ake Odala, popanda kuganizira china chilichonse. .

Kumeneko, Atate, kukhalapo kwa Mulungu kunadzipangitsa kumva kwa ine: JC adawonekera kwa ine mkati, ndikukhulupirira, koma modabwitsa kuposa momwe adachitira kwa nthawi yayitali. Anandiuza mofewa komanso mokopa:

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Mwana wanga, pakupuma kwako ndidzakulangiza ndi kudzikonzekeretsa ndekha. Ndikhala wotsogolera wanu ndi dokotala wanu: chifukwa chake, mutha kusiya kuwerenga buku lina lililonse, kuti mundiphunzitse ndekha. Ingondimverani, ndine wokwanira kukulangizani. Ndiye nayi,

iye anapitiriza, monga inu adzapuma wanu, pamene inu mudzakhala ndi chilolezo kwa wotsogolera wanu, amene ine ndikufuna inu kuti mufunse izo. (Inu mukudziwa, Atate, kuti ine ndinakupemphani inu mu nthawi yake.)

"Monga wotsogolera wanu, ndikufunanso kuti kubwerera kwanu kukhale kodzipereka kwathunthu kusinkhasinkha za kukhala chete kwanga ndi kubwerera kwanga kwa miyezi isanu ndi inayi m'mimba mwa amayi anga, chithunzi cha kukhala chete kwanga komanso kuthawa kwanga kozama mu sakramenti la chikondi changa. . Mudzalumikizana ndi Ine m’maiko awiriwa, makamaka otsiriza, kuti mupembedze Atate wanga; zoyenera kwa iye ndi kuchotseratu  mkwiyo wake. Mudzasinkhasinkha  _

chikondi cha mtima wanga wopatulika kwa anthu, ngakhale ndisanabadwe; pa chikhumbo champhamvu chakuti ndinayenera kubadwa kuti ndiwawombole, ndi pa nsembe imene ndinali kuipereka kale ya mwazi wanga ku chilungamo. Mudzachita, chifukwa cha cholinga ichi, machitidwe omwe ndakupatsani kuti mulemekeze zinsinsi za moyo wanga ndi imfa yanga. Koma pa maholide Khirisimasi mudzasamalira mwapadera chinsinsi chachikulu cha kubadwa kwanga, amene anasangalala kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi. Ndi cholinga ichi pamwamba pa zonse zomwe muyenera kulumikizana pamenepo. Mwanjira imeneyi mudzagwirizana ndi mzimu wa Mpingo wanga. Mudzalemekeza Amayi anga ndikuwakondweretsa kosatha. Pomaliza, mudzapereka kwa Mulungu, Atate wanga, ulemerero umene ali nawo nsanje, umene sangaukane. Pano, mwana wanga, pali chinachake choti chidzakuvutitseni mukapuma pantchito. »

Kotero, Atate anga, JC adadziwonetsa yekha kwa ine ngati mwana wamng'ono yemwe wangobadwa kumene. Kuwala konyezimira kumene kunaphimba icho, mwaulemu, ndiloleni ine ndione mwa mwana waumulungu uyu kukongola kodabwitsa komwe kunandikoka mwa ine ndikupangitsa kutha kumverera konse kwa chikondi chanzeru kwa cholengedwacho. Sindinawonenso, ndikungowona chinthu chachikondi changa, ndipo ndimadzifunsa kuti nthawi zina ndimaganiza bwanji zina ....

Ndili mwachifundo ndimamuyang'ana atagona paudzu ndikuvutika chifukwa cha chikondi changa, adayang'anitsitsa maso ake ndi nkhope yake yotentha kumwamba, ndipo anatambasula manja ake ang'onoang'ono, ngati kuti anali kale pamtanda ndipo akanatha. adafuna kale kutenga miyeso yake. Mukadanena kuti mapazi ake ndi manja ake amadikirira wodekha, ndipo mbali yake yokongola ikuwombera mkondo wakupha. Ankawoneka kuti ananena pasadakhale:

Atate wanga, akhululukireni iwo....

"Taonani, mwana wanga wamkazi, anati kwa ine, poyang'ana kwa ine maso ake odzala ndi chikondi, nayi malingaliro omwe ndinatenga ndi chowonadi chokondweretsa chimene ndinapereka kwa Atate wanga kuyambira chiyambi cha kubadwa kwanga. kupanga; ndipo ili ndi buku lomwe muyenera kuliphunzira mukapuma  pantchito  . "Buku liti! bambo  anga

odzaza ndi kudzoza bwanji! kuti lili ndi zinthu zodabwitsa!” Kodi tingatope  kuliphunzira  ? Ayi, mwina. Komanso ziyenera kuvomerezedwa kuti kuyambira  izi

nthawi yosangalatsa sikutheka kuti ndisamalire china chilichonse. Ndimangoganiza, usana ndi usiku, za mwana wokongola uyu, ndipo ngakhale m'tulo mwanga ndimakhulupirira kuti ndikutha kumuwona ndi kumumva.....

Ah! m'malo mwake, chifaniziro chake chachisomo chindisunge ine wotanganidwa! chikumbukiro chake chachikondi chisachoke m'maganizo mwanga, kapena chikondi chake choyera kuchokera pansi pa  mtima wanga  ! Tiyeni tiyesetse kukhala ogwirizana ndi iye nthawi  zonse

kuzunzika, ndi kudzipereka mayendedwe athu onse kwa izo mwa kukhulupirika kwa moyo wathu ndi kukhazikika kwa chikondi chathu.

Awa sanali, Atate, masomphenya okhawo omwe ndinali nawo m'masiku anga atatu kapena anayi othawa. JC amawonekera kwa ine nthawi zambiri, ndipo nthawi zonse muzochitika zomwezo komanso m'malo omwewo a thupi lake laumulungu. Anabwerezanso kwa ine kuti, kuyambira nthawi yoyamba imene anali atagona pa udzu, pambuyo pa kubadwa kwake, iye anatenga malo amene anayenera kukhala nawo pa mtanda, kuti alemekeze Atate wake, popereka iye patsogolo masautso ndi masautso. ubwino wa imfa yake chifukwa cha chipulumutso cha mtundu wa anthu. Mosakayikira, Atate wanga, kuti Abele sanaphe, kapena Isake atagona pa guwa la nsembe yake, kapena onse ophedwa a chilamulo chakale, ngakhale kuti anali zifaniziro za kuphedwa kwa wophedwa wamkulu amene anayenera kuyang'anira machimo. za anthu, ndi kuti awakhululukire ndi imfa yake, sanawonetsere chiwonetsero chosangalatsa kwambiri m'maso mwa Wamuyaya, monga momwe adamupatsa nthawi zambiri ndi mwana wosalakwa uyu, mwanawankhosa weniweni wa Mulungu, JC uyu pomaliza, motero amatsogolera nsembe yake yomaliza mwakutero. nsembe zambiri zatsiku ndi tsiku, ndi kaimidwe kathupi kamene kamafanana ndi mayesero a  kuphedwa kwake.

Ndimalola anthu akudziko kuti adzikondweretse okha pa chisangalalo chawo, ndipo osati kuwachitira nsanje chisangalalo chawo chodziwonetsera, ndimayesetsa kuwatsutsa kuti andiuze ngati zosangalatsa zawo zazikulu.

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zipolopolo zilibe kanthu kamene kamafika pa zimene kukhalapo kwa tcheru kwa Mulungu wanga kwandipangitsa ine kukhala nako kambirimbiri..... Kodi zidzakhala bwanji kwa Muyaya!... Ndi chisangalalo chotani nanga kwa iwo amene adzachipeza! Koma kulapa kotani nanga kwa iwo amene apereka nsembe zokondweretsa zenizeni, zokhalitsa ndi zowona ku chisangalalo choipitsitsa ndi chonyozeka cha zilakolako zodutsa za dziko losasangalala ndi lachinyengo ili! ; Ndidzawayankha kuti: Misala iyi, ngati ili imodzi, ndi yofunika kwambiri kuposa yanu, chifukwa posindikiza m'moyo kudana ndi zoipa ndi chikondi cha makhalidwe abwino, kumatsimikizira chisangalalo chake chamtsogolo, ndipo pakalipano kumamupangitsa kukhala wosangalala. sangalalani ndi zabwino zokhazokha,

Mu chimodzi mwa zosinkhasinkhazi, ndinawona dziko lozungulira lamoto, lomwe linkawoneka kwa ine kukula kwa mbiya, likugwa kuchokera kumwamba, ndipo ndinauzidwa kuti unali moto wa chikondi chaumulungu umene JC anabweretsa kuchokera kumwamba padziko lapansi.  ndi chimene adachifuna, chimene adafuna kuti chiyatse m’mitima yonse  Ndi  kuunika kwa  ichi

moto wabwino, ndinawonanso kuzimiririka chikondi cha zinthu zolingalira mmene sindinawonenso chirichonse koma chonyansa ndi chonyozeka, poyerekezera ndi chikondi cha Mlengi, amene yekha anawoneka kwa ine woyenerera chifundo chonse cha mitima yathu. Ndiye, Atate wanga, powona Mulungu m’zonse, ndi kusawona kanthu tsopano koma mwa Mulungu, ndinadzipeza ndekha wotenthedwa koposa ndi kale lonse ndi chikhumbo cha kugwirizanitsa chirichonse ndi chikondi chake chaumulungu, ndi kusachita kalikonse kupatula pa ichi chokha; zomwe chisomo cha JC chimafuna kuti chipitirire mwa ine. Ndikawona mwana wamng'ono yemwe ndimamukonda, kapena china chake chosangalatsa, ndimakumbukira kukongola kodabwitsa kwa Mwana Yesu, ndipo nthawi yomweyo lingaliro lonse la cholengedwa limazimiririka ....

Sindiyenera ayi, Atate, kuyiwala kukuuzani kuti chiwanda chomwe, monga mukudziwa, chimachita mosalekeza ntchito ya Mulungu kuti atipusitse, chinayesanso kundipangitsa kuti ndione mwana motsanzira yemwe ndakuuzani kumene. za. Koma zinali zosiyana chotani nanga m’makhalidwe ake, mawu ake, khalidwe lake, ndi ziyambukiro zimene anabala mwa ine! Ayi, Mulungu salola konse kufananako kukhala kolondola kotero kuti sikutheka kuti chikhulupiriro chabwino chipeŵe kulakwa; ndipo ndinadziwa mu mgonero wotsatirawu kuti ndi chisomo cha JC chokha ndapeza msampha, ndipo m'malo mokonda mwana amene chiwandacho chimandipangira ine, ndinamupangira iye yekha kudana, udani ndi kunyansidwa. chifukwa cha atate wa bodza ndi uchimo.

Pamene phwando likuyandikira, ndinamva mawu a JC amene anandiuza kuti: "Ndi zopatulika zingati zomwe zidzaperekedwa masiku opatulikawa ndi adani anga omwe

ali m'nyumba yanga! Kodi ndidzadzipereka kwa ndani kuti andilandire moyenerera, iye akutero, mwa kuyembekezera  zam’tsogolo  ? Kodi izo zidzakhala kwa  zopatulika izi

olimba mtima amene alibe ngakhale chilolezo cha Mpingo wanga? Kodi kudzakhala kwa anthu a m’dzikoli, amene amangoganizira zosangalatsa zawo, n’kumaoneka ngati akundidziwa bwino kuti andikwiye? Ataona kuti ndinali kulira, anandiuza kuti: ‘Usakhumudwe; komabe ndidakali ndi mitima yokhulupirika. Chiwerengero chawo, chophatikizidwa ndi atumiki anga abwino, chikukwanira kuti chitonthoze ine ndi inu nokha chifukwa cha kunyozedwa ndi kutayidwa kwa ena: Atate wanga adzakoka ulemerero wake nthawi zonse, ndipo nsembe zoperekedwa kwa ine mobisa zimandisangalatsa. Ndimakondwera ndi mayesero ndi zovuta za odzipereka anga enieni; ndipo Mpingo wanga wozunzidwa umandiwonetsa ine chowonadi chokhudza kwambiri, msonkho woyenera kwambiri kwa ine.  Atate wanga amalemekezedwa kwambiri, akamalemekezedwa mosasamala kanthu za zopinga zonse tsutsani” Chifukwa chake palibe china chachikulu  ,

koyenera kwa Mkhristu kuposa kuzunzidwa chifukwa cha Chikhulupiriro; palibe phindu limene lingayerekezedwe ndi chimwemwe chimene ali nacho pokhala wosasangalala kwa anthu, pokhala wokhulupirika kwa Mulungu wake....

Atalandira chikhululukiro pa Tsiku la Khrisimasi, JC adandichitira umboni kangapo kuti chisoni chachikulu chidasefukira mtima  wake  . "Ndiye

zolakwa, zomwe adandibwerezanso kwa ine, zichitika usiku uno komanso m'masiku opatulika awa!... Ndilakwiridwa kwambiri!..." Ndinamuyimilira kwa iye zabwino zake ndi za oyera mtima onse, makamaka. Amayi ake oyera, ndipo pamenepo adandidziwitsa kuti kunali koyenera kukhala wokhulupirika kwambiri ku machitidwe omwe ndinali pafupi kukonzanso lumbiro, ndipo cholinga chake ndi kumupanga iye kukonzanso zolemekezeka pa zolakwa zonse zomwe adadandaula nazo; kuti kunali koyenera kum’pereka nsembe za misa tsiku ndi tsiku kukonza zopatulika za usiku womwewo; chimene ndinayamba kuchita usana ndi usiku misa zimene zinanenedwa kwa ife; ndipo apa pali Atate wanga, chimene chinachitika kwa mikwingwirima itatu ya usiku:

Pakupatulidwa ndi kukwera kwa woyamba, ndinawona momveka bwino m'manja mwa wansembe mwana wamng'ono wowala ndi ulemerero, amene thupi lake linali lamoyo ndi lamoyo. Mpaka Domine non sum dignus , adawoneka kwa ine nditakhala

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pamaso pa wansembe pa guwa la nsembe, ndipo ngati kuti anakutidwa ndi chovala chaulemerero chimenecho chimene cheza cha umulungu wake chinamupangira iye. Ankaoneka kuti akudikirira mopanda chipiriro kuti wansembe ndi masisitere alandiridwe ndi nthawi ya mgonero  .” Potembenukira kwa ine, anandiuza ndi mawu achibwana kuti: “  Ha!

mukadakhala ndi chikhumbo chobwera kwa ine monganso ndiyenera kupita kwa inu ndikulowa mu  mtima mwanu  ! Kuyitanidwe kokoma ndi chikondi ichi kuchokera kwa  wanga

Mulungu, ndinadzipeza ndekha nditadzazidwa ndi chikhulupiriro, mantha ndi chikondi kotero kuti sindinathe kuchigwiranso. Ndinadzipereka ndekha kwa iye, kapena m'malo mwake ndidamupempha kuti alandire zoyenereza zake monga momwe zinalili mwa ine, monganso ena. Ndinali kudzigwirizanitsa ndekha ku chikondi chake, kuyembekezera kudzigwirizanitsa ndekha ku mtima wake waumulungu ndi  chirichonse iyemwini. Ndinanyamulidwa ndi chikhumbo chofuna kumulandira  ,

kuti sindimadziwa ngati ndikupita ku misa kapena ayi. Ndinadzipereka yekha kwa Atate Wosatha ndinakonzanso zowinda zanga za ubatizo ndi chipembedzo, ndi machitidwe anga ndinapempherera Mpingo, chipembedzo, ufumu,

etc., monga munandiuza ku Pater noster , mwanayo adasowa kwakanthawi.....

Ku Domine non sum dignus , ndinawonanso Mwana waumulungu uyu yemwe adawoneka kwa ine kuti atsegule manja ake ndi mikono yake ngati kuti wadzipereka ndikudzipereka kwa wansembe yemwe anali pafupi kumulandira. Adati modzipereka: " Ndipamene ndapeza zosangalatsa zanga ." Koma  liwu lina

Zamphamvu zinamveka pamwamba pa guwa la nsembe: Zinjenjemere, zonyansa, mphutsi; dzichepetseni, dziwonongeni, bwererani kukhala opanda pake, pamaso pa Mlengi wanu ndi  Mulungu wanu! Izi

mawu owopsa, obwerezedwa kawiri kapena katatu, akanandithamangitsa mosalephera, ndikadapanda kukumbukiridwa mwamphamvu ndi mawu a JC mwiniwake, yemwe adandiitana kuti ndiyandikire popanda kuopa chilichonse, ndipo adandipanga kukhala lamulo lomwe linali. zosatheka kuti ine ndikane. Choncho ndinayandikiranso ndi chikondi chochuluka kuposa mantha.

Pambuyo pa Mgonero, wondilandira wanga waumulungu analankhula nane zambiri ponena za chikondi chimene chinampangitsa kuti abadwe mu mtima mwanga monga m’kabedi kakang’ono; koma adandiuza m'njira yomwe sindingathe kukuwuzani.

Chinali chikondi chodzilankhula chokha; iye yekha ndi amene angathe kufotokoza yekha...

Mawu ake anali moto ndi lawi lokha; liwu lirilonse linali muvi woyaka, muvi wakuthwa ndi woloŵa, ndipo kulankhula kwake konse ng’anjo yamoto ya moto wokongola umenewo umene umayatsa mitima ya aserafi, ndi umene wabwera kudzabweretsa kuchokera kumwamba kudza ku dziko lapansi. Chikhutiro chotani nanga, chisangalalo chotani nanga chimene iye anandilawira mu mphindi yachisangalalo imeneyi ndi mwa amene anaitsatira!... Ndi chisangalalo changwiro chotani nanga!...

Pakukwezeka kwa mtanda wachiwiri, ndinaonanso ndi maso a mzimu mwana yemweyo atagona mu khamu lopatulika; koma anali  atatambasula  manja ake

magazi ankawoneka akuyenderera kuchokera kwa aang'ono ake, miyendo ndi ziwalo zosiyanasiyana za thupi lake laumulungu; Ndinaona mkati mwake mtima wa kupachikidwa, changu chachifundo chimene chinamuika iye pasadakhale ku chipulumutso cha onse. Maso ake, amene anayang’anitsitsa kumwamba, anandiuza mokwanira kuti anali wotanganidwa kwambiri ndi ntchito yaikulu yochititsa kuti dziko lapansi likhale labwino, mwa kuyanjanitsa munthu wolakwayo ndi woweruza wake wokwiya. Ichi ndi cholinga cha kubadwa kwake ndi imfa yake. Ndi ichi kuti ayenera kugwiritsa ntchito mphindi zonse za moyo wake, zonse zokhumba za moyo wake ndi mayendedwe onse a mtima wake, mpaka mpweya wake wotsiriza. Amadzimana chilichonse, amadzipereka yekha chifukwa cha chidwi cha mpingo wake ndi ubwino wa osankhidwa ake onse.

Palibenso china cholembedwa chomwe chidandichitikira pa misa yachitatu yausiku. Koma, Atate, popeza tili m'mawonekedwe amtunduwu, ndikudziwitsani zina zingapo zamtundu womwewo zomwe zidandichitikira patangotha ​​​​masiku ochepa tchuthi cha Khrisimasi, ndipo zomwe zitha kupititsa patsogolo komanso kuthandizira zomwe tangoyankhula kumene, ndi zomwe zili ngati zotsatizanazi. Nazi zowona:

Usiku wina pamene sindinagone, ndinakumbukira kuwerenga, ndi malongosoledwe omwe mudatipatsa pa ubwana wa JC, pa nthawi ya kubadwa kwake. chinsinsi ichi ndi chachikulu ndi chodabwitsa bwanji, ndinadzilankhula ndekha!... nzodabwitsa, zodabwitsa ndi matsenga!... Kumwamba! ndani angamvetse izo?... Mulungu kukhala mwana wamng'ono kwa tsiku, mwana wamng'ono kwa masiku awiri, mwana wamng'ono kwa masiku atatu, mwana wamng'ono kwa sabata, mwana mwezi mwana wamng'ono  wa  chaka chimodzi. ndi  kuti

tikondeni  !. Liwu lirilonse la kukwera uku linandipatsa  latsopano

ndinadabwa  mwadzidzidzi ndinazindikira kuti Mulungu akufuna kuti  nditero

dziwitsani zinazake. Nthaŵi yomweyo ndinasiya kulingalira konse kwaumunthu, kudzipereka ndekha podziŵa chimene chinali chifuniro cha Mulungu. Pakuti ndinawopa, m'lingaliro lina, kuti ndinali ndekha amene, pokweza malingaliro anga mwa kusinkhasinkha pa chinthu.

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Zoyenera kwambiri kuti ndimusangalatse, zikadapanda kundipatsa chisangalalo chomwe ndimamva mkati mwake.

Pamene ndinali kulingalira motere, ndi kudzipenyerera ndekha, ndinagwidwa, ngati kuti ndasefukira ndi kuunika kwakumwamba, kumene ndinaona, ndi maso a mzimu, mwana wakhanda. wokongola mopambanitsa ndipo sanawonekere kukhala woposa  mausiku awiri  Iye  anayimirira

ndi mkanjo wawung'ono, woonda kwambiri wonyezimira wonyezimira. Chovala chaching'ono ichi, chotseguka pang'ono pamwamba, chinalola chithunzithunzi cha bere lopatulika  la mwana waumulungu uyu, momwe munatuluka malawi oyaka omwe, akukwera mu kamvuluvulu, adafalikira pankhope yake yokongola yomwe inkawoneka ngati yowala nayo. kulandila, zowoneka bwino kwambiri, ndikuganiza, zomwe  ndalandira

komabe wodziwa zambiri, adandiuzira ine kwa iye ndi chikondi chachangu ndi chofunitsitsa kukhala naye, kumulemekeza, ndi kukhala wake kosatha, kuti sikuthekabe kuti ndinene chilichonse choyandikira. Muyenera kukumana nazo kuti mupeze lingaliro ....

Mwanayo anandiuza kuti kuyera kwa zovala zake kunkaimira zimene anandipempha: kuphweka, kusachita zinthu mosabisa kanthu, kusalakwa kwangwiro, kuyera mtima kwakukulu ndi chikumbumtima, makamaka kumufikira m’Mgonero Woyera. Pomaliza, adandilimbikitsa kuti ndifanane naye, ndiko kunena kuti, kukhala mwana ndi wamng'ono ngati iye, kukhala wosalankhula monga iye, ndi kukhala ndi chikondi chachikulu pa ubwana wake waumulungu, chikondi chachikulu cha chikondi kwa Mulungu ndi chikondi. mnansi.

Masomphenya awa adatenga ola limodzi, pomwe ndidadzipeza ndikusangalatsidwa ndikutengeka ndi chikhalidwe, chikondi chomwe sindimachimva, chowoneka bwino komanso chodabwitsa. Mukufuna chiyani kwa ine, mwana wamulungu! Ndinafuula; Chani! Mulungu kuti aŵerama mpaka pamenepa, chifukwa cha cholengedwa chonyansa ndi chonyozeka ngati ine! kukhala ndi ine, wachabechabe komanso wosayenera, kuganiziridwa ndi kukoma mtima komwe palibe munthu wamoyo yemwe angayenerere  !  . Ine

lembani mphindi iliyonse ndi zabwino kuposa zonse zomwe zinganenedwe!...

Ndiyendetseni kumwamba kupita kudziko lapansi kwa ine, kuti ndisangalale ndi moyo wabwino wa Oyera mtima ndikukhala  kwa  odala!. Kuchuluka bwanji, oh  mai!

Mulungu! ndipo mukuganiza bwanji? mukufuna nditani, ndipo mukufuna ndikuyankheni  bwanji  ? Mtima wanga wosauka  ukanatheka bwanji

kokwanira kaamba ka kukhudzika kwa malingaliro amene anthu  ambiri  osayanjidwa amafuna? Zikomo,

yango wana, O Nzambe na ngai ya nzelu, telamaki na ngai, talá lisusu mpo na boyengebene na ngai, bazali koleka bopesi bwa  ngai  . m’mawu, lekani kundithamangitsa  ndi

kundizunza, kapena kundimasula ku nsinga za moyo; pakutinso, mu langior momwe ine ndiri, iye akhoza kukhala wofera ine! Inde, chiyembekezo choti sindidzakutayani ndi kukhala nanu nthawi zonse, chokha chingandisangalatse, mwa kukonza kwamuyaya chisangalalo changa, ziyembekezo zanga ndi chisangalalo changa!...

Zili choncho, Atate wanga, kuti m'mayendedwe anga zidachitika kwa ine kangapo kuti ndilankhule ndi JC mwiniwake mwachangu komanso mwaufulu, komanso momwe amawonekera kuti amasangalala, osakwiya. Nthawi zina ndinkanena kwa iye zinthu zomwe mwina zinali zamphamvu kwambiri komanso zolimba mtima kwambiri, ngati munganene kuti, koma chikondi chake ndi chomwe chimandipangitsa kuti ndilankhule. Iye mwiniyo adayika mawuwo mkamwa mwanga, ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimamuuza zomwe adandiuzira, osadzimvetsetsa ndekha, komanso osasunga, zonse zomwe ndidamuuza, palibe china chilichonse koma kukumbukira chisangalalo chomwe ndinali nacho. anali mu kumuuza iye^Mawu ndi zikhumbozo, kuyamwa kwa mtima ndi zotengera zachikondi zinazimiririka, kupatulapo china chake chomwe chikadandikhudza ine ndikupangitsa kuti ndikhale ndi chidwi chokhalitsa mkati mwa  zokambirana zabwinozi....

Mwachitsanzo, ndimakumbukira kuti panthaŵi ina pamene ndinali wofunika kwambiri kwa Mulungu kuposa ndekha; ndipo pamene chikondi chake chidalankhula mwa ine koposa ine ndekha, ndinampatsa iye ulemerero wake ndi wa  mwana wake kosalekeza. Ndinayimira kwa iye zabwino zonse za magazi a JC ndi chilakolako; Ndinalankhulanso naye za ubwino wa Amayi ake oyera, Atumwi, Ofera Chikhulupiriro ndi Mpingo wonse  Wopatulika  . Mulungu wanga ! Ine ndinamuuza iye, kuti  ine

kondwerani mu ulemerero wanu, ndi mu ungwiro wanu wonse waumulungu, mu mikhalidwe yanu yonse yaumulungu! Ndimakondwera chotani nanga ndi chikondi cha aserafi, kupembedzera kwa angelo ndi ulemu wa  zolengedwa zonse  ! chimene ndikondwera  nacho

zomwe muli mwa inu nokha komanso mogwirizana ndi ife! JC ankaoneka kuti amasangalala ndi zonsezi ndipo amandimvetsera ndi mtima wodandaula. Ndinamaliza ndi kumupempha kuti andikhululukire chifukwa cha kulimba mtima kwanga kuyankhula naye motere za ukulu wa umulungu wake, ndipo panthawi yomwe mwanayo adasowa ...

Kenako ndinayesera kupitiriza kukambirana komweko; koma ngakhale ndinayesetsa molimbika, kunali kosathekanso kwa ine kukumbukira malingaliro anga omwewo.

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ndi zithunzi zomwezo, kuti sikukadakhala kosatheka kuti ndiziwapeza poyamba, kapena kudzisokoneza ndekha kwa iwo mphindi yapitayi. Sindinapezenso kalikonse koyandikira mwa ine ndekha; ndikugonjetsedwa ndi kupanda pake kwa zoyesayesa zanga, posakhalitsa ndinakakamizika kunena kuti zimatengera chinthu china osati zotsatira za malingaliro kuti ndikumane nawo.

ndi maonekedwe okoma, ndi zokometsera zokoma, ndi chisangalalo cha  chikondi chimene iwo amatsagana nacho. Za izi ndakhala ndi mwayi wokhutiritsidwa koposa kamodzi  .  Ndinangotsala ndi kukumbukira kwinakwake

zachisomo, koma zomwe sizinali kanthu koma kukumbukira, ndipo ndimati ndigone mmenemo mwamtendere.

Koma tsopano, pambuyo pa ola limodzi, masomphenya achiwiri anadza kudzaloŵa m’malo oyamba, ndipo ndi amene ndakufotokozerani kale. Ndinamuwonanso mwana yemweyo, koma mosiyana kwambiri ndi woyamba .... Zowawa bwanji kwa ine!... Ankawoneka ngati womangidwa pamtanda ndi mapazi ndi manja, zomwe, komabe, sanakhomedwe  misomali  , sanaone mwazi, kapena zironda, kapena zizindikiro za  kuzunzika

, ndipo zimenezo zinanditonthoza kwambiri. Ndinaonanso kuti mtanda unali utaphimbidwa komanso wokongoletsedwa ndi maluwa, kanjedza, nkhata zamaluwa ndi miyala yamtengo wapatali. Thupi  la mwana waumulungu linali pamenepo lamaliseche ndithu, komanso lonse lowala ndi kuwala kowala komwe kunkaphimba mwaulemu. Zinali ngati chophimba chaulemu chimene kudzichepetsa kunazinga  umunthu wake woyera  . (1) The

chikondi chomwecho chinakonzedwanso nthawi yomweyo mu  mtima  mwanga.  Iye anati kwa ine , “Ndine pano .

pa gareta langa lachipambano, mukuona ulemerero umene Atate wanga amachokerako

(1) Tiyenera kuzindikira, ndipo ndi bwino kuzindikira, kuti pamene mlongo adawona ndi maso a thupi, kapena a mzimu, umunthu woyera wa mwana Yesu, nthawi zonse wakhala pansi pa chophimba cholemekezeka. wa kudzichepetsa mwachikondi. Kodi ndi pambuyo pa masomphenya otere kapena zitsanzo zotere zomwe malingaliro a olemba ndakatulo, ojambula, ojambula, ojambula zithunzi ndi ojambula ena amagwira ntchito? Kodi awa ndi malamulo omwe amatsatira m'ntchito zawo zosiyanasiyana, zomwe zimatsitsa maso ku kudzichepetsa? Kodi ndi ulemu womwewo kuti nthawi zambiri amaimira chinthu chomwecho? Ndi mlandu waukulu chotani nanga  kuimira mopanda ulemu Anamwali oyera, kapena kuti Mulungu wachiyero chonse  !

kumvera ndi kuyenera kwa Mawu ake obadwa thupi. Mtima wanga sunadikire  kuipa kwa anthu, udadzipangiratu, ndipo chikondi changa chidandipachika kale pamtanda wanga ndi  ondipha  .

Atate wanga ndi kukwaniritsa chikondi changa kwa munthu, adandipangitsa ine kuletsa chiweruzo changa. Ilo linali lisananyamulidwe ndi adani anga, ndipo linaphedwa kale ndi anga. Ndi ulemerero wotani nanga kwa Mulungu! chigonjetso chachikondi changa!

Ndiye, Atate wanga, JC adandilimbikitsa kuti ndidzipachike naye. Anandiuza kuti kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, ndiyenera kumupempha mitanda, zonyozeka, zowawa, kuti ndimulemekeze ndi kumupatsa zisoni zanga zazing'ono, kukhutiritsa chikondi chake, ndi kulemekeza zonyozeka zake. Zomwe ndinachita; koma ndinadedwa mwa ine kuyankha kwa inu, Atate wanga, za zonsezi

chinachitika usiku umenewo pakati pa ine ndi JC. “Ndinali kukuyembekezerani kumeneko,” iye anandiuza. Chani! mwana wanga, ukanakhala chikoka, inu mukuti, kukhala ndi mwayi kundisonyeza chikondi chanu ndi kuyamikira kwanu ndi mitanda,  kumvera ndi kugonjera, ndipo inu kumvera kunyansidwa kwanu kwachibadwa pa chinthu chimene ine ndikupempha kwa inu ndi kuti confessor wanu. zofuna kwa ine! Bwerani, ndikufuna mwamtheradi kuti, kumvera chikondi changa ndi kutsanzira zowawa zanga, mumakana zokonda zonse ndi zokoma zonse, zomwe mumazidetsa, chifukwa cha chikondi changa, zonyansa zomwe chilengedwe chimasonyeza kwa inu, zomwe zimakulepheretsani nthawi zonse. ungwiro. Sindikufuna kuti mukhale ndi cholinga china chilichonse kuposa kuchita chifuniro changa

“Potsirizira pake, mwana wanga, feratu ku chilichonse, ndi iwe wekha, kuti ukhale ndi moyo Ine ndekha; Ganizirani za kupezeka kwanga kokha, kumbukirani zabwino zanga zokha ndi chikondi changa. Kungodandaula kuti wandikhumudwitsa kapena kundiwona kuti ndakhumudwa. Kondwerani kokha kudza kwa ulamuliro wanga ndi chiyembekezo chodzanditenga tsiku lina. Chifukwa chake, yesetsani, mpaka kumapeto kwa masiku anu, kuti mudzikonzekerere nokha imfa yabwino ndi yopatulika, mwa kukhulupirika kwanu ku machitidwe omwe ndakupatsani, ndi kukwaniritsa malonjezo athu angwiro.  " kwa machitidwe awa omwe  inu

anandilola kuti ndikonzenso lumbiro....

Ndinamupempha kuti andikhululukire chifukwa cha kunyansidwa kumeneku komwe kunandikokera kwa wachifundo ndi chenjezo lokha. Ndinalonjeza kuti ndidzakhala wokhulupirika kutsatira malangizo ake onse Nthawi inali 2 koloko pakati pausiku, ndi masisitere a  kwaya

anali akutuluka m'matini, pamene  masomphenya achiwiri aja  anazimiririka Koma  sichoncho

osati zonse, Atate, ndipo ine tsopano ndiyenera kuwonjezera chinachake, monga kupitiriza, za zipambano zomwe JC Church yapambana ndipo idzapambana mu nthawi zonse; ndipo apa ndi pamene ndidzathetsa zipambano za kubadwa kwa thupi, kubadwa ndi imfa ya woyambitsa wake waumulungu. Zidzakhala kwa  nthawi yoyamba.

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§. II

Kupambana kwa JC mu nthawi zonse za Mpingo wake, makamaka kumapeto.

“M’dzina la Atate, ndi la Mwana, ndi la Mzimu Woyera, ndi zina zotero. »

Kulambira mafano kunathetsedwa. Mipatuko inasokoneza ndi kuwononga.

Atate wanga, kukhazikitsidwa kokha kwa chipembedzo cha Chikhristu pa zinyalala za kupembedza mafano, mosasamala kanthu za kuyesayesa kwa zilakolako, za mdierekezi, za dziko lapansi ndi za gehena, nkokwanira koposa kuonetsa umulungu wake kwa ife; ncinzi ncobakonzya kwiiya kujatikizya makani aajatikizya makani aayo aacitika mucifuba cakwe, nkokuti mbuli mbozibede, kuyandaula milazyo yakwe, alimwi ncinzi ncocakamunyonyoona?

kakhumi kwa mmodzi, ngati ntchito ya Mulungu igonja? Kuwukiridwa mkati ndi kunja kwa nthawi yomweyo, kumenyana m'njira zonse pamodzi, Mpingo wa JC unagonjetsa chirichonse, monga momwe unalonjezedwa  ; popanda kugwiritsira ntchito mphamvu yankhondo kapena mphamvu za munthu, iye motsatizanatsatizana anaphwanya mipatuko yonse ndi mipatuko yonse, monga momwe anagwetsera maguwa ansembe ndi milungu ya amitundu  ! Ndi ulemerero  wanji

izo ndi zopambana zotani kwa  wolemba wake waumulungu  !. Koma tiyeni tinene zina  ziwiri

mawu a masautso amene akukumana nawo masiku ano, ndiponso amene ayenera kupambana nawo mwa thandizo lokhalo la Mulungu. Ndingonena zomwe adandiuza.

Kuwukira kotsiriza kwa Mpingo; zigonjetso zake.

Izi ndakuwuzani inunso, Atate, ndipo mukumbukira ndithu zimene ndakulemberani kale, ndi zimene zinandilalikira mwamphamvu, monga zaka makumi awiri kapena makumi atatu zapitazo, pamene ndinauzidwa, kuti chiwanda chinalowa m’sunagoge mwake . , kuti kusakwatira, malumbiro achipembedzo, ndipo ngakhale mphamvu za Atate wathu woyera  Papa  zinali zitaponderezedwa; ndi  mphamvu yayikulu bwanji

anali atawuka motsutsana ndi Mpingo, kuti iwo anali atapereka cholowa cha Ambuye ku  nzeru ndi zofunkha za amitundu,...kuti chikhulupiriro  chidzagwedezeke  . kuti

mizati ya Tchalitchi  idzayenda  . kuti ambiri a iwo

adzagonja. Ndinadziwa kuyambira pamenepo kuti mphamvu ndi  katundu

eklesiastics akanaperekedwa ku mkono wadziko; kuti Mpingo ukumana ndi mantha, ndipo okhulupirika kuzunzidwa koopsa, ndi kuti ife tinali kuyandikira chochitika chomvetsa chisoni ichi....

Kalanga, Atate, chokumana nacho, monganso mawu a Mulungu, chimatikakamiza tonsefe kuti tiwone lero kukwaniritsidwa kwenikweni kwa uneneri womwe panthawiyo unkawoneka ngati wopambanitsa, womwe ndinali ndi zowawa zazing'ono zambiri ndi zotsutsana zambiri. yeretsani. Palibe njira yoperekera kukayikira pa zomwe munthu sangakhulupirire, ndipo nthawi zakhala zolondola kwambiri zoneneratu ... Ndikuwona bwino mu Mpingo maphwando awiri omwe adzawononge France; wina ali pansi pa chizunzo, ndipo winayo ali wotembereredwa ndi Mulungu ndi Mpingo wake. Magulu awiriwa adziyika kale, wina kumanja, wina kumanzere kwa woweruza wawo, ndikuyimira kumwamba ndi gehena nthawi imodzi. "Monga pa Kalvari, ena amandikonda, akutero JC, ena mundinyoze ndi kundipachika; koma chilakolako changa chidzawagonjetsa ena, ndi kuwagonjetsa ena ...

“Pamene ena ali otanganidwa kundivutitsa, ena amafunafuna njira zondibwezera masautso anga ndi kundichotsera iwo pogawana nane... Kukhulupirika kwanga koona kulawa kuwawa kwanga ndi kuwawa kwanga; Aledzera ndi mtsinje wa Zowawa zanga, ndipo posachedwa adzamaliza chikho changa. Apanso pali ora la mphamvu ya mdima ikuyandikira. Kumwamba kudzamusiyira iye mphamvu yaikulu, mpaka adani anga atafika paphiri limene amakumba mwachimbulimbuli pansi pa mapazi awo... Onani, iye anapitiriza, momwe mpingo wanga umalimbikitsira, mwa , kukhazikika kwake, chikhulupiriro chawo chamoyo ndi kupembedza kochulukira, kundisangalatsa molingana ndi momwe gulu lotsutsana nalo likuyesera kundichitira chipongwe... Amandipatsa ulemerero ndi ulemu wochuluka kuposa momwe ena amachitira kwa ine. kunyozedwa kwanga  "

Umu ndi m'mene Atate Mulungu anandisiya pamene tinali ndi ulendo ndi mwambo wa  Lachinayi lalikulu mu mpingo wathu, koma  ndiyenera kutero  .

ndikudziwitseni za kudabwa kwanga ndi kudabwa kwanga pa mfundo imodzi.  M'mbuyomu

JC analankhula kwa ine za kuzunzidwa komwe kulipo kwa Mpingo wake, koma kudandaula za imfa ya miyoyo ndi kukhumudwitsa kwa umulungu wake. Iye ankangowoneka kwa ine ngati Pontifi wodekha kuti athetse mkwiyo wa atate wake ndi kukhotera chilungamo chake kwa wochimwa. Lero, m’malo mwake, amalankhula kwa ine kokha za zikho za kukhudzika kwake, za zipambano za Mpingo wake, ndi za chilango cha adani ake amene akukonzekera kubwezera kowopsa. Ndikuwona kuti amaseka zolankhula zawo ndikuseka malingaliro awo opambanitsa. Chiyembekezo chotani nanga!....

Chilango choopsa cha oipa.

“Taonani,” iye anatero kwa ine, “adani anga akusangalala ndipo akuuzana wina ndi mnzake kuti: Limbani mtima, zonse zili bwino, posachedwapa taposa zochita zathu, ndipo chigonjetso chathu posachedwapa chidzatha!... Ah! Atate, sindingathe kufotokoza ndekha,

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mantha  andigwira! kuti maweruzo a Mulungu ali owopsa pa  iwo

amene amamukaniza! Ndi zowawa bwanji chilango chake! Opusa! athamangira ku imfa yawo, ndipo mtima wanga walasidwa ndi lupanga  la  zowawa. ndikuwona  a

mphepo yamkuntho ya mkwiyo wa Mulungu yomwe idzawameza ndi kuwaika m'manda pamene kuipa kwawo kumaganiza kuti akukwaniritsa cholinga chawo ...

Ndi mliri woopsa chotani nanga umene ndikuwona ukutsikira pa  iwo  ! Mulungu, mwa  Iye

kubwezera kumawakhudza ndi khungu lamalingaliro ndi kuuma mtima. Amawamenya ndi kusalapa; ndipo mwatsoka ndi  kulapa komaliza kumene akuwafunira, ndipo chifukwa chake ndi tsoka lalikulu kuposa masautso onse omwe asungidwira iwo! kuwala kwakumwamba kudzachotsedwa kwa iwo, ndipo kale  odzipereka akhungu sawonanso kalikonse mu choonadi cha  chikhulupiriro  !. popanda

kulaŵa zinthu zakumwamba ndi za chipulumutso, mitima yawo ili yolimba kuposa mwala umene Mose anakantha kawiri m’chipululu. Madzi abwino a kulapa sadzayenderera kuchokera mmenemo. Mtima uwu, wosakhudzidwa ndi chisomo, umakhala ndi chikhalidwe choyipa chopandukira Mulungu. Alibe china koma kunyansidwa, kunyoza, ndi mantha kwa munthu wokondeka wa J. C.; ndipo Kumwamba sikutalikirana ndi dziko koma kusalapa. Ndiye zonse zatha ndi tsoka ili! Inde, ndimayang'ana lamulo la kutsutsidwa kwawo monga momwe adanenera, kutayika kwawo kumakhala ngati kumangidwa. Sikuti Mulungu sangachotse mzimu wa munthu m'moyo uno, koma kudzakhala kokha mwa chozizwitsa cha chisomo chopambana, kuti sapereka pafupifupi aliyense, ndipo satero. sichidzapereka kwa iye amene, nthawi zambiri, wadzipanga yekha kukhala wosayenerera. Ndikudziwanso kuti chifundo cha Mulungu chilibe malire; Koma sichoncho koma kwa wochimwa wolapa; amene afa m’kusalapa kwaufulu, mu khungu ladala, afa ali wodana ndi Mulungu ndipo amamaliza kufa chitayiko chake.

Adani anga akondwera, ananenanso kwa ine; koma chimwemwe chawo chidzatsatiridwa ndi zowawa zambiri. Amanditengera zikho; koma pa zikho za kupambana kwawo ndidzakhazikitsa chiwonongeko chawo ndi kugonjetsedwa kwawo. Muyeso wawo  wadzaza ndipo posachedwapa pa msinkhu wake. Oipa apanga malamulo otsutsa  Mpingo wanga;

koma, molingana ndi malamulo a chilungamo changa, iwo adzawonongeka ndi malamulo awo opatulika ndi malamulo. Inde, kamodzinso, iwo adzawonongeka, ndipo chiweruzo chachitika: chiweruzo chawo chanenedwa; ndi dzanja langa lamphamvu ndidzawagwetsa ngati mphezi pansi pa phompho. Adzagwa m'menemo mwachangu ndi chiwawa chofanana ndi Lusifara ndi olakwa ake opanduka. Ili ndiye tsogolo lomwe likuwayembekezera komanso kuti angapo mwa otsatira awo avutika kale, ndipo ngakhale m'modzi mwa atsogoleri awo akulu. Mulungu anamuika iye kwa ine; koma iye akufuna kuti ndikhale chete pa nkhaniyi, imene iye akuisunga kusonyeza pamene nthaŵiyo idzafika: pakuti, iye akuti, maina awo ndi umunthu wawo zidzadziŵika pa tsiku la kubwezera kwanga.

Kudikira kuti ndiwonetsere ziwembu zawo zaupandu pamaso pa zolengedwa zonse; poyembekezera kulimba mtima kwawo ndi chitonzo chawo kuti ziwoneke zosavumbulidwa pamaso pa kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi, ndikusiya cabal yawo yonyansa kuti ipereke ku chikumbukiro chawo chonyansa ulemu wonse chifukwa cha kulimba mtima ndi ntchito zabwino za anthu abwino. Koma zinthu zidzasintha, ndipo potsirizira pake aliyense adzakhala ndi zimene ayenera kuyembekezera. Chilungamo changa chidzakhala ndi nthawi yake: chidzapambana ena ndikupangitsa ena kupambana, ndipo zonsezi kupyolera mu ubwino wa magazi anga ndi kupambana kwa chilakolako changa. Izi ndi zolondola komanso zofunika. Pomaliza, ukoma woponderezedwa uyenera kuwonekera ndikupambana nthawi yake. Chilichonse chiyenera kukonzedwanso: ndipo matamando onse amene aperekedwa lero pa upandu ndi kusapembedza sikudzalepheretsa kuti ngakhale anthu achifwamba ndi osapembedza omwe ali nawo. 

CHENJEZO LOYAMBA.

Unali, monga momwe ndikukumbukira, usiku wa Lachisanu ndi Loweruka la sabata lisanafike la Pentekosite, kuti ndinakakamizika, monga momwe mlongoyo ananeneratu, kuti ndisiye asisitere anga, kuti andipulumutse ku ziwawa zatsopano zomwe ndimachita nazo. Ndinaopsezedwa, ndi kuwamasula ku kukonzanso kwa mantha omwe adakumana nawo dzulo pa nthawi yanga, komanso omwe anali asanachire. Anthu ammudzi anali atazingidwa kawiri kapena katatu chifukwa cha kufa kapena kukhala ndi moyo, ndipo ndinagonjera ku pemphero limene anandipempha, ndi misozi m'maso mwanga, kuti ndiwasiye kwa kanthawi, kusiyana ndi kudziwonetsera ndekha kuti ndigwe pakati pa manja a anthu. boma.

Kuyambira pamenepo, monga ndanenera kwina, ndinayang’anira ntchito imene ndinapatsidwa: kudzibisa m’chizoloŵezi chakuthupi, ndinadutsa m’maparishi.

oyandikana nawo, ndipo ndinawona anzanga kumeneko, popanda kuyerekeza kuima kwambiri kulikonse, kuopa kuti adziwike ndi kuperekedwa, monga izo zinachitika kuyambira pamenepo kwa ena malo omwewo. Zolemba zanga zinkanditsatira kulikonse, ndipo kulikonse zinkandipatsa ntchito

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zomangirira ndi zothandiza, zomwe sizinandithandize pang’ono kundiiwalitsa mbali ya zisoni zanga; Ndinakhala nthaŵi yaitali kuti nditonthoze, makamaka mwa kalata, ana amasiye amene amandilembera kaŵirikaŵiri; ndipo munali m’miyezi iŵiri yomalizira ya kusakhalapo kokakamiza kumeneku pamene ndinalandira, kuchokera kwa Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu, kutumizidwa kumene ndikupita kukanena, ndipo kukuwoneka kuti kuyenera kubwera motsatira zimene taona . Linalembedwa ndi dzanja la Madame la Supérieure, yemwe, monga ndinanena poyamba, anali muchinsinsi chathu komanso Madame depositary. Ndikakamizika kufupikitsa utali wake .

GAWO  III.

Maonekedwe ndi malangizo osiyanasiyana, makamaka pa chikondi cha JC mu Ukaristia Woyera, pa mikhalidwe yake yaumulungu, pa chikondi chenicheni kwa mnansi wako, ndi zotsatira zosiyanasiyana za mgonero  .

Kutumizidwa koyamba kuchokera kwa Sister of the Nativity.

“M’dzina la  Atate,  etc. , ndi Yesu ndi Mariya, ndi m’dzina la  wokondeka

Utatu, ndidzachita kumvera. »

Atate wanga, Ambuye wabwino akundipempha kuti ndikudziwitse zomwe zandichitikira kuyambira pomwe mudachoka. Popeza sindingathenso kulankhula ndi inu, komanso kuti sindingathe kukulemberani, weruzani manyazi anga ndi ululu wowonjezereka umene kusakhala kwanu kwandichititsa kuno! Sikuti ndilibe chidaliro chochuluka mwa Amayi athu abwino, amene ali wokonzeka kutenga ntchito yowawa iyi, chifukwa cha chikondi cha Mulungu; koma ukudziwa kusafuna kwanga kufotokozera wina aliyense koma iwe za zinthu zodabwitsa zomwe ndikuopa kunyengedwa nazo. Sindingakhale ndi vuto kumuuza iye machimo onse a moyo wanga. Ndikanakonda Kumwamba kuti icho chikhoza kuchira mukabwerera, ndipo kuti sipanatenge  nthawi

ayi!....  Koma mawu a Mulungu ndi ofulumira, amandilamula  kuti nditero

zidziwike choyamba kuti chifuniro chake ndi chakuti mugwire ntchito yaing'ono iyi, yomwe ndi yake, ndi kuti adzabala zipatso mu nthawi yake, chifukwa cha ulemerero wake woyera ndi chikondi chake choyera, kuti apulumutse anthu. ambiri, ndi kutembenuka kwa ochimwa ambiri.

Izi ndi zolinga zamphamvu, mosakayikira, Atate anga, ndipo zomwe zimatha kutipangitsa kunyalanyaza zonyansa zonse zachirengedwe, monga JC mwiniwake anali wokhoza kundilimbikitsanso posachedwa. Ndinayesa kudandaula kwa iye pamaso pa Sakramenti Lodala, ndipo ndinadandaula ndi misozi za ululu umene ndinamva pomvera pa mfundo imeneyi wina aliyense kusiyapo  atate wanga wauzimu....

"Ndipo ine! Mwana wanga, anandiuza mofatsa, “Kodi kumvera kwanji komwe ine sindinakhale nako mu kulingalira kwako? Sindinamvera Atate wanga yekha, komanso ondipha okha, ndi chiweruzo cha oweruza anga.

Ndinafa chifukwa cha kumvera, ndipo izi chifukwa cha chipulumutso cha miyoyo ndi yanu makamaka. Osakhutira ndi kumvera kamodzi, ndi kufa, ndinadziikanso ndekha, chifukwa cha chikondi kwa inu, mumkhalidwe wa kumvera kosalekeza ndi kudzipereka kwa Sakramenti Lodalitsika, kumene sindimamvera nthawi zonse ansembe abwino ndi okhulupirika owona omwe amalandira  . ine, komanso kwa opatulika amene amandikhudza ine ndi manja awo odetsedwa, ndi kunditsitsira ine mu  mitima yodetsedwa ndi yoipitsidwa. 

Mukufuna, O Mulungu wanga! Ndinati kwa iye, chabwino, ndimvera, zilizonse zomwe zingandiwonongere. Koma Ambuye, zingatheke bwanji kuti muyankhule nokha modabwitsa chotere, inu amene muli oyera mtima, kwa cholengedwa chodzala ndi zolakwa, zopanda ungwiro ndi machimo; cholengedwa  chosayenerana ndi chisomo chanu, ndindani wagwiritsa ntchito molakwika nyali zanu ndi chisomo chanu chotere?... Apa bambo anga ndizomwe JC adandiyankha mozama  ...

"Inu mulibe chochita ndi zomwe ndakupangani kuziwona ndikuzidziwa mumisonkhano zikwizikwi. Ndili ndi zifukwa zanga zogwiritsira ntchito chida chofooka, chonyansa komanso chonyozeka pamaso pa anthu. Zokonda zanga, chisomo changa, zowunikira zanga

osadalira njira zomwe ndimapereka kwa amuna. Ndikanawadutsa mumsewu wodetsedwa, ndipo kutali ndi kuipitsidwa nawo, akanakhala okhoza kutulutsa ulemerero wanga ndi mphamvu yanga ... chifukwa ndi ine ndekha, osati chida chomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito, chomwe chiyenera kukhala. ndimaganizira pa chilichonse chomwe ndimachita. »

Chotero, molingana ndi zimene wandimva, mosasamala kanthu za zolakwa zanga ndi kusakhulupirika kwanga, iye adzachita mwa ine chifuniro chake chopatulika cha ubwino ndi chipulumutso cha miyoyo; ndipo zimenezi zimandisangalatsa. Ndikhoza, mwa thandizo lake, kupindula nazo ndekha; koma ngakhale ndikanakhala wakhungu mokwanira ndi wosayamika pa  chikondi chake kuti ndisakhale nacho chidwi nacho, Mulungu sakadaphonya cholinga chake pazimenezi. Ndikhoza, ngakhale kuti ndili ndi chisomo chochuluka, kudziwononga ndekha kwamuyaya, ndipo kantchito kakang'ono kameneka kangakhale kothandiza pa chipulumutso  cha ena  .

wosafikirika, O Mulungu wanga! Inde, ndikuzindikira ndikuvomereza kuti sichisomo kapena kuwala kodabwitsa komwe kumapangitsa olungama pamaso panu, koma kukhulupirika ku ntchito zathu, kuchisomo chanu ndi chikondi  chanu  ! Tiyeni tibwere ku izi

kuti JC adandipangitsa kuwona

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kukhudza chikondi chake kwa ife, mu Sakramenti Lodalitsika la  Guwa.

Chikondi cha JC kwa Mpingo wake pa Sakramenti Lodala la  Guwa.

Inu mudzadziwa tsono, Atate, kuti pa misa pa tsiku la kukwera kumwamba ndinagwidwa mwadzidzidzi ndi chithunzi cha kukhalapo kwa umulungu; JC adadziwonetsa yekha kwa ine mu mawonekedwe ndi kukula kwa mwamuna wokongola kwambiri; iye anaimirira m’malo opatulika, pakati pa ng’anjo ya oimba athu ndi guwa la nsembe; iye anali atavala mwinjiro ndi malaya amene violet ankawoneka kuti akulamulira pang'ono pa buluu wakumwamba ndi mitundu ina. Zinkawonekanso kwa ine kuti zovala zake zinali zotseguka pang'ono pachifuwa chake, ndipo kuti, akutembenukira kwa ine, adatsegula pang'ono, ngati kuti akulozera kwa ine kuti anali ndi thupi lenileni laumunthu ndi mnofu weniweni, potsiriza. kuti anali mwamuna weniweni.

Kenako ndinayang'ana zowunikira zina za umulungu wake zomwe zinawala kuchokera kwa umunthu wake woyera. Nthawi yomweyo ndinamva kugwidwa ndikugwidwa ndi mantha ndi ulemu, kudabwa komanso kudabwa, zomwe zimangokhala

kuwirikiza kawiri pamene Mulungu adadzifotokozera yekha zambiri. Ndinaona kukula kwa makhalidwe ake ogwirizana mu umunthu wake woyera ndi wokongola; koma chimene chinandikoza ine kwambiri chinali kuwona chigonjetso chonyezimira cha chikondi chake pa makhalidwe ena onse a umulungu wake amene anadzamezedwa mmenemo ndi kusanganikirana mmenemo, monga mu ng’anjo yamoto. Zinkawoneka kwa ine kuti mikhalidwe yonseyi yaumulungu ikuyenderera pang'onopang'ono mu chikondi, kapena m'malo mwake mu Mtima Wopatulika wa Yesu, kumene iwo anali ngati osandulika ndipo, titero, amasandulika kukhala chikondi. Mtima waumulungu uwu udawakokera onse kwa iwo okha ndi kukoma kwa zithumwa zake ndi zokopa zake zosagonjetseka. Anawalamulira mwa ufumu wofatsa, anadzisintha kukhala iwo, kapena kuwasintha kukhala iye mwini. »

Panali panthaŵi imeneyi, Atate, pamene sindinawonenso chirichonse ndi kulikonse koma chikondi ndi chikondi zikupambana pa chirichonse ndi  Mulungu  mwiniyo. Kuti  ndikhale wabwino

kuti tanthauzo la masomphenyawa limveke, JC anatembenukira kwa ine, akuvundukula chifuwa chake chonse choyaka, ndipo anandiuza kuti: "Taona, mwana wanga, ndi chikondi chotani chimene ndimakonda cholengedwa changa, ndi umboni wotani umene ndimamupatsa mu sakramenti lokongola kumene ine ndidziyesera ndekha kapolo ndi wandende waufulu wa chikondi ichi ndiri nacho pa iye, pamene ndimvera lamulo  la  chikondi. Zonse  _

kuti ndinakusonyezani, iye anapitiriza, akadali kanthu, ndi chitsanzo chochepa; kuti ndileke kufooka kwanu, ndalola kuthawa kuwala kochepa kwambiri kwa  umulungu wanga. M'sakramenti ili la chikondi ndimadzipatsa  ndekha

kwathunthu kwa ana a Mpingo wanga ndi kuti ndichosangalatsa kwambiri kukhala ndi iwo, kulankhula nawo chisomo changa ndi magazi anga, thupi langa, moyo wanga, makhalidwe anga aumulungu, zonse zomwe ndili mwa ine ndekha, potsiriza umulungu wanga wonse. , ndi umunthu wanga woyera. Kodi tingapereke zambiri? tingachitenso zina? kodi zingatheke kuganiza?....

"Chikondi champhamvu komanso chowoneka mopambanitsa chomwe ndili nacho pa iwo sichimandipangitsa kukayikira. Ndiko kuwasiyira mwayi wochuluka ndi ufulu ndi umunthu wanga, kuti ndimaphimba ku mphamvu zawo kunyezimira kwa umulungu wanga komwe kungawalepheretse iwo kuti asandiyandikire, motsutsana ndi chikhumbo changa chachikulu ndi changu changa. Adzangondidziwa m’sakramenti ndi kuunika kwa nyali ya chikhulupiriro, kumene kuyenera kuwatsogolera ku gome langa lopatulika ndi zotsatira za chikondi changa. Ndikatumikira komweko monga chakudya cha miyoyo yawo, ndidzakhala chilimbikitso chawo, chochirikiza chawo, chitonthozo chawo m'mayesero onse, m'mayesero, ndi zochititsa manyazi za moyo uno; ndipo kwa enawo, ndidzakhala komweko chikole cha chisangalalo chawo chosatha ndi kusafa kwawo ...

"Koma za ochimwa owuma, onyoza, osapembedza, otsutsa, opanduka, ndi adani onse a Mpingo wanga, amakhalidwe anga ndi chiphunzitso changa, makamaka iwo amene amakana chenicheni cha kukhalapo kwanga mu

Sakramenti Lopatulika la guwa, kapena amene amangokhulupirira kulinyoza ndi kulidetsa; amene amakana umunthu wanga woyera kapena kuulekanitsa ndi umulungu wanga; onsewo, potsirizira pake, amene aukira choonadi cha mawu anga, adzapezamo mabingu ndi mabwalo okha; iwo adzachititsidwa khungu ndi kusayeruzika kwawo, osandidziwa ine, kapena ngati atandidziwa, kudzakhala kokha ndi nkhonya za mkwiyo wanga wolungama. Chikondi changa chonyozeka chidzasintha kwa iwo kukhala chidani chosatheka, ndipo chidzakwiya molingana ndi momwe chinkakhalira chamoyo komanso chaukali. Musalephere kuwadziwitsa onse; ndipo mulole chiwopsezo chowopsya ichi, pamodzi ndi maitanidwe anga achikondi, zikhale mpaka mapeto mantha a oipa ndi chitonthozo cha moyo wachikhristu; kuti amatsimikizira olungama,

Choyamba, ndinabwerera kwa ine ndekha JC atasowa, ndi ake

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mzukwa unangoyambira pa Agnus Dei wa Misa, mpaka ku Domine, non sum dignus . Ndinabwerera, ndikunena, mkati mwanga, kuti ndikaone m’kuunika kwachikhulupiriro ngati sindinalakwitse Mulungu, ndipo ngati sindinakhale wongoseŵera wachinyengo. Ndidafunikira kukumbukira uku kuti ndibwererenso pang'ono kuchokera ku kudabwa, kukhumudwa, ndi mtundu wa chiletso chomwe mphamvu zanga zamkati ndi moyo wanga wonse zidamizidwa komanso ngati kuti zakhazikika panthawiyi  ...

Chomwe chinanditanganidwa kwambiri, monga momwe ndikukumbukira, chinali kuopa kuyandikira kwa Mulungu yemwe ndimamuwona wamkulu kwambiri, wamkulu kwambiri komanso wangwiro, pomwe ndinali wodzala ndi kupanda ungwiro. chonyozeka kuposa  matope  . Komabe, nthawi  yomweyo

Mgonero unali kuyandikira, tinayenera kupanga malingaliro athu, ndipo panthaŵiyi ndinakumana ndi vuto lalikulu mwa ine ndekha. Mantha anali kulimbana ndi chikhumbo, ndipo chikhumbo chinali kulimbana ndi mantha: chotsiriziracho chinawoneka ngati chikufuna kupambana, pamene ndinakumbukira kuti ndinalibe chilolezo cha kusala Mgonero. Kotero ine ndinadzikonzekeretsa ndekha ndi kulimba mtima, ndipo ndinasiya ndekha

chifundo chaumulungu, ndinayandikira Holy Table, ndikupempha JC kuti adziwononge yekha ndi; kundikhululukira kusayenera kwanga, mwa kuyenera kwa chilakolako chake chopatulika ndi chuma cha chisomo chopezeka mu sakalamenti lake la umulungu; zimene adzakhala atachita, mosakayikira, mwa kukoma mtima kwake kwakukulu. Mgonero unandipatsa mtendere wathunthu, kuthamangitsa mantha opambanitsa ndi chiyembekezo cholimba, chomwe chikondi chachangu nthawi zonse chimapangira munthu wa JC ...

Masiku otsiriza ano, Atate anga, JC adandidziwitsa kuti, mumgonero  wopangidwa bwino, adakhululukira machimo onse omwe munthu amakwiya nawo. Ponena za malingaliro onyansa ndi malingaliro oipa,  amandiuza

kuti asadzauthamangitse pa gome lopatulika mzimu umene umamenyana nawo momwe ungathere, ndi momwe iwo sali odzifunira. Zikanamuika pangozi kwambiri ku mikwingwirima ya mdani wake, amene sakanatha kudziteteza. Choncho cholinga cha chiwandacho ndi chimene chimawadzutsa. Pali ngakhale, m'maboma opatulika kwambiri, anthu ochulukirapo kuposa momwe angaganizire omwe akufunika lingaliro ili.

Ndiyeneranso kunena, Atate wanga, kuti mwamsanga pambuyo pa masomphenya amene ndalankhula kwa inu, kumvetsa kwanga kunachita mdima, kukhumudwa kwambiri. zounikira zomwe anali atangoziwona, zomwe sakanatha kuziwonanso kapena kumva chilichonse. Zinali ngati zosatheka kwa iye kudzipereka pa chilichonse, kapenanso kuyankha pa zomwe zidamukhudza kwambiri. Mofanana ndi munthu amene angafune kusinkhasinkha za dzuŵa masana, diso lake lonyezimira lidzaona mbulunga yamoto yokha, popanda kusiyanitsa pafupifupi chirichonse m’menemo: kuzungulira kwa dziko lapansi sikungamveke kwa iye. Sizidzakhalanso chimodzimodzi ngati munthu uyu akonza dzuwa litatuluka kapena kulowa kwa dzuwa: ndiye kuti adzatha kuzindikira kuzungulira kwake, komanso mitundu yosiyanasiyana ya kuwala kwake. Momwemonso ndi dzuwa la chilungamo, likaganiziridwa mu mzimu ndi kuunika kwa Chikhulupiriro. Izi ndi zomwe adandipangitsa kuti ndimvetsetse m'malo osiyanasiyana momwe adadziwonetsera kwa ine. Ukaristia wake Mwa  izi

zochitika zosiyanasiyana adandipangitsa kusiyanitsa chowonadi ndi chowonadi, chisomo ndi chisomo, mikhalidwe kuchokera ku mikhalidwe yake, kumveka bwino ndi kumveka bwino, zowunikira ndi zowunikira. Ndinaona bwino lomwe kuti ndi thandizo lake lapadera lokha kuti ndikhale ndi zida zambiri zolembedwa, pomwe ndekha sindikanatha kuchita chibwibwi mawu awiri motsatizana....

Makhalidwe osiyanasiyana a JC

Pakati pa mikhalidwe yosiyana ya munthu wokondeka wa J. C., pali ena amene ali ndi zochita zambiri ndi umulungu wake kuposa umunthu wake; ena, pa

mosiyana, ali ndi chiyanjano chochuluka ndi umunthu wake kuposa umulungu wake, ndipo komabe mikhalidwe yosiyanayi imagwirizanitsidwa mwa umunthu wake, popanda kuzunzika m'menemo kaya kutsutsidwa, kapena magawano, kapena chisokonezo, koma mgwirizano wangwiro wokhala ndi kusiyana kwenikweni ndi zodziwika bwino kwambiri: pafupifupi mofanana ndi kusiyana kwenikweni kumene kumapezeka pakati pa anthu aumulungu, popanda kutsutsidwa  , kapena chisokonezo cha anthu, kapena  zinthu zosiyanasiyana .  ZATHU

Ambuye akufuna kuti nditchule apa, ndikulemberani zikhumbo zazikulu zomwe zimagwirizana kwambiri ndi umulungu wake, ndi zomwe zimagwirizana kwambiri ndi umunthu wake, kusiyanitsa wina ndi mzake. Ndipo ndidzakuchulani  iwo monga momwe anandipatsa iwo, kuyambira ndi iwo amene amaona umulungu  wake  .  O, chowonadi chopambana!

!... O kumveka!... O kuwala kosalengedwa!... O kukongola!...  O  ulemerero! O nzeru  !.

.. O umulungu wamuyaya mu ukulu wanu!...

Pano pali mfundo zazikulu za iwo amene amaona  makamaka umunthu woyera wa Mpulumutsi.... O kukongola! . . oh chabwino!. .. O,  chikondi  ! o

ukulu!.... O mgonjetsi!... O chowonadi!... O  chifundo chopanda malire  ! oh nzeru

zidali!...

Ndi Ambuye wathu yemwe akufuna kuti ndiike izi ô! pachiyambi

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wa chikhumbo chilichonse, kuzindikiritsa kuzizwa kwa chuma chomwe chili nacho... Anandiuzanso kuti ndikhoza kumupatsa iye makhalidwe ake ndisanayambe kapena nditatha mgonero wanga, mu mzimu wa matamando ndi ulemerero; ndipo ndidamva kuti ali ovomerezeka kwa aliyense amene amalankhula nawo. Nthawi zambiri ndimakonda kubwereza ....

Tsiku lina pamene, pamaso pa Mulungu ndi kuunika kwa Ambuye wathu, ndinalingalira za mikhalidwe yaumulungu imeneyi, ndinazindikira unyinji wosalekeza wa iwo, umene sindinawaganizire nkomwe: ndikadakonda kudziwa kuchuluka kwawo, koma JC adandiuza kuti palibe malire omwe angawawerenge: komanso, ndikamalimbikira kwambiri, m'pamenenso ndidazindikira kuti sizingatheke kuchita bwino. Mulungu adandipangitsa kumvetsetsa, pa nthawi iyi, kuti odala komanso angelo

zikanakula kosatha m’chikondi ndi chidziŵitso cha mikhalidwe yaumulungu imeneyi, osaleka kupeza china m’chiŵerengero chawo ndi maunansi awo osiyanasiyana; kuti Muyaya wonse sukanakwanira pa chikondi chimene chidzatulukapo mosalekeza kuchokera ku zopezedwa zachimwemwe zimenezi; kuti sakanazama sayansi yapamwamba iyi, kutali ndi kuitopetsa; ndi kuti Mulungu sangadziwike konse mwangwiro kupatula mwa iye yekha, ngakhale ungwiro wake wopandamalire kapena kukongola kwake kosaneneka, kupatula mwa munthu wangwiro kotheratu ndi wokondeka mopanda malire amene ali nazo zonse mopanda  malire  ! Chani

chimwemwe ndi chisangalalo chotani nanga kwa zolengedwa zopanda malire kudzitaya motere, kumizidwa  kosatha mu mtsinje wosamvetsetseka wa zosangalatsa zosaneneka, m'nyanja yopanda malire iyi ya ungwiro  wopanda malire  ! Koma  adzakhala ndani

oyenera, makamaka apa m'munsimu, ndani angayerekeze kuyankhula za izo?...

Chotero ndinawona kuti m’malo moimirira pamenepo, kunali kwabwino kwambiri kudzikhutitsidwa ndi kusangalala nako ndi kulemekeza iye amene ali nalo mwa iye phompho la ungwiro limene silingathe kulilingalira; ndipo koposa zonse popeza kuti kupatuka pa chifuniro chaumulungu nthaŵi zonse n’koopsa, pamene kumaonekera kwa ife, makamaka m’mtundu wa kuunika kodabwitsa kumeneku. Ndinkadziwa kuti chiwandacho, nthawi zonse chimayang'ana, chikhoza, mwa chilolezo cha Mulungu wokhumudwitsidwa, kutengerapo mwayi paukali umenewu m'malo mwa zonyenga zake ndi kuunika kwaumulungu. Ndi Mulungu mwini amene adandidziwitsa, nandiuza kuti ambiri akukhulupirira kuti adachitabe ndi mzimu wake, womwe sunagwirenso ntchito koma ndi mzimu waulemu kapena wachibadwidwe wachibadwidwe. zimene zinawapangitsa iwo kufuna kumvetsetsa malamulo a Providence ndi zinsinsi za coonadi camuyaya. Chomwe sichimkondweretsa ndi kumunyoza kwambiri, adandiuza mngelo wa Satana, amene mochenjera adadzisandutsa mngelo wa zounikira. Hei! ndi kangati sanachite, ndipo sakuchitabe tsiku lililonse, mwa anthu ambiri omwe saganizira!....

Chifukwa chake Mulungu adandipangitsa kuwona, Atate wanga, kuti adakhumudwa kwambiri kuti munthu, chifukwa cha ulemerero wake, akadapereka zinsinsi zake, adapitilira malamulo ake popanda chifukwa chodandaula, kunyada kapena mwanjira ina. Analinso wokoma mtima kuti anditetezere mwamphamvu ku mayesero amtunduwu kotero kuti ndimakonda kufa m'malo mochita zofuna zake, kapena kufuna kudziwa kanthu mwamsanga ndikapeza chifukwa chokhulupirira kuti sakufuna. ..

Ndinayiwala, bambo anga, kuti ndikuuzeni, za maonekedwe a tsiku la Kukwera, lomwe ndinayankhula, kuti JC anandidziwitsa tsiku lomwelo, kuti zonse zomwe adandichitira kuti ndiwone zokhudzana ndi mgwirizano wapamtima. wa mikhalidwe yake yosiyana mu umunthu wake wopatulika, tsiku lina adzatumikira kutsutsa ndi kuwononga mpatuko umene munthu angayesetse kukana chenicheni cha kukhalapo kwake mu Sakramenti Lodalitsika.

Adzakana, anandiuza, ena Umulungu wake, ena umunthu wake mu sakramenti lokongola ili. Potsiriza enawo adzayesa kulekanitsa wina kwa mzake, polekanitsa zikhumbo zomwe, mwa umunthu wake, zimakhala zosalekanitsidwa; kutengera konse kapena chipembedzo kukhala, m'lingaliro lina, chofanana ndi chofanana ku mikhalidwe iwiri yomwe imapangidwa ndi  mgwirizano wawo wa hypostatic. Izi ndi zomwe akufuna  kuti mulembe.

Tsiku lomwelo, pakusinkhasinkha kwamadzulo, JC adawonekeranso kwa ine, koma mosiyana kwambiri. Ndinamuwona ngati papa wodziyimira pawokha atakwezedwa pampando wachifumu wowala… ku dzanja lamanja, ndi mitundu yonse yosakhulupirika kumanzere kwake; koma ine, ndinadzipeza ndekha nditagwada pa mapazi ake, amene ine sindikanakonda kuti ndisachokepo, kotero ine ndinali pamenepo pa kumasuka kwanga mu kuya kwa kulibe kanthu kwanga. Zinali kwa ine, komabe, kuti chipangizochi chinapangidwa, kapena osachepera JC anachigwiritsa ntchito kuti andipatse, monga ena ambiri, maphunziro ofunika kwambiri pa chikondi chaubale chomwe tili nacho kwa mnansi wathu, ndi chikondi. iye mu sakramenti yake yaumulungu ...

Malangizo a JC amomwe mungakonde mnansi wanu. Chikondi chenicheni chimaphatikizapo anthu onse, makamaka adani.

"Iwe uli," adatero kwa ine, "kukhala ndi malingaliro osayanjanitsika, ndipo ngakhale kuzizira kwinakwake, ponena za ena mwa alongo ako ... Pali zambiri: muli nazo.

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kangapo kuleredwa ndi kudyetsedwa ndi zonyansa zomwe zimafika pafupifupi kudana ndi adani anu ndi anga; koma muiwala pang'ono  cifundo ca mtima wanga ciri ca  adani anga 

inu kuti pamtanda ndinaoneka kuti ndinaiwala ena onse kudzidetsa ndekha ndi iwo okha ndi kupempherera ondipha; Pangani chikondi chanu pa chitsanzo ichi, ndipo, potsatira chitsanzo changa, wirikizani mapemphero anu ndi chisamaliro chanu pa iwo. Ili ndilo lamulo lalikulu lomwe palibe Mkhristu ayenera kuyiwala, ngati akufuna kutenga zipatso za chilakolako changa.

“Chifundo chanu chikhale chachikulu ngati changa, ndipo chifike kwa anthu onse mosapatula. Cholengedwa chirichonse chololera chili ndi kuyenera kwa icho, ndipo ndiko kukupangitsani inu kumvetsetsa ichi kuti ndasonkhanitsa izo zonse pano mondizungulira ine, mwakutero kusonyeza chisamaliro cha chisamaliro changa kwa olungama ndi ochimwa  . Ngakhale pali mosamalitsa kulankhula okha ana  anga

Mpingo amene ali anga ndi ana anga enieni, ubwino wa mtima wanga suzimitsidwa kwa ena. Ikuphimba akunja, osakhulupirira, Ayuda, ampatuko ndi ochimwa; m’mawu, likupitirira pa adani anga onse, amene sindimangowalira dzuŵa langa ndi kugwa mame kuchokera kumwamba, komanso kwa amene sindikana chifundo chimene chingawatsegule maso awo ndi kudziwa choonadi. , kuti atuluke mu khungu lawo lakupha ndi kubwerera ku chifuwa cha Tchalitchi, chomwe chiri mayi wawo weniweni....

“Tsopano, mwana wanga,” iye anapitiriza motero, “kodi ungada amene ndimawakonda, amene akali a ine, amene tsiku lina angakhale anga.

zinanso? Ndithu ndikukutsimikizirani, ngati mukaniza kamodzi pamtima panu,  ine

Sindikadakhalanso komweko. Ngati unasiya kumkonda, simukadakondanso Ine; ungaganize kuti uli m’chikondi changa, ndipo udzakhala m’udani wanga.

Chotsatira cha  khungu lakupha chotere chingakhale chotani kwa inu  ! »

Mulungu wanga, ndinalira, ndiloleni ndikufunseni ndi kugonjera konse ndi chiwonongeko chonse, chifukwa chiyani mumafuna chikondi cha  adani anu ndi athu ndi mphamvu zambiri komanso mwakhama kuposa momwe mumafunira chikondi kwa anzanu ndi  ana anu  okhulupirika ? “Sizimenezo,  mai

mwana wamkazi, iye anayankha; m'malo mwake, ndikufuna kuti mukonde abwenzi anu ndi anga m'zinthu zambiri kuposa onse amene alibe; koma sindikufuna kuti mupatule adani athu ku chikondi chanu, kapena kuti mudane naye aliyense. Pa izi, mwana wanga, iye anapitiriza, Ndikukuuzani chifukwa cha khalidwe limene linkawoneka ngati lodabwitsa kwa inu poyang'ana koyamba, ndipo chilungamo chake ndi chilungamo simudzawona, ngati mutachichita.

“Chilichonse chimakupangitsani kukonda ana enieni a Mpingo wanga amene mukukhala nawo pachifuwa changa ndi patebulo limodzi; onse ogwirizanitsidwa pamodzi ndi zomangira za chikondi chapafupi, monga abale ndi alongo ambiri m’nyumba ya makolo ndi pansi pa malamulo amtendere a amayi wawo wamba: chilengedwe, chipembedzo, chidwi, chirichonse chiri m’chiyanjo chawo; kotero kuti m’njira ina ndikadapereka kukulamulirani kuwakonda iwo.

"Koma sizili chimodzimodzi ndi adani athu wamba: chilichonse chikutsutsana nawo ndipo palibe chomwe chikuwakomera. Ndizovuta kuti chikhalidwe choyipa chiwakhululukire ndi kuwakonda, kotero kuti kunali koyenera kwa ine, kuti ndimvere pa mfundo yaikulu iyi, ndipange lamulo lodziwika bwino, ndikuvomereza, ngati ndinganene. ,

ndi mphamvu ndi ulamuliro wochuluka kuposa wina uliwonse, kubwereza ndi ziwopsezo zowopsya; popanda iwo amene ali abale anu, ndi anzanu, akadasiyidwa, odedwa, ndi odedwa ndi onse; zomwe zikanakhala zotsutsana kwambiri ndi chifuniro changa, ku malamulo a chisamaliro changa cha chilengedwe chonse, ku mapangidwe aakulu a chifundo changa ndi chikondi chachikulu ndi chachilendo chomwe mtima wanga wabwino mwachibadwa ndi wopindulitsa nthawi zonse umapirira nawo ngakhale amandichitira zoipa. .."

Ndikhululukireni, Mulungu wanga, chifukwa cha  kupusa kwanga,  ndinalira! Inu mumayankhula  mkati

Inu Mulungu, mukuchita chimodzimodzi, ndipo inunso simuli wocheperapo ubwino wake  kuposa choonadi  chopambana  . Chilichonse mwa inu ndi chilungamo, chilungamo ndi  chifundo.

 Kwa ife, O Ambuye  wanga ! kwa ine makamaka, nthawizonse amabweretsedwa  kwa

kuweruza monyenga kwa chilengedwe ndi mphamvu, sindichita, kalanga!

! palibe njira zabwino komanso zanzeru  zomwe mumatsatira nthawi zonse  . " Mwana wanga wamkazi,

anapitiriza JC, musayang'anenso chotsatira pambali ya zolakwikazo, ngati n'kotheka; koma makamaka muyang’ane iye mu umulungu wanga, ndi umulungu wanga mwa iye. Nonse munaphatikizidwamo mosasankha monga nsomba za m’nyanja imodzi. Pochilingalira chotero ndi chikhulupiriro, kodi mudzakhoza kwa inu kusakonda anthu onse abwino ndi oipa mwa ine, chifukwa cha ine, ndi chifukwa cha ine  ? »

Kuopsa kwa chikondi chachibadwa. Zolinga zauzimu zomwe ziyenera kutsitsimutsa machitidwe onse achikhristu.

Ponena za chikondi chimene tili nacho kwa okondedwa athu, monganso chikondi chovomerezeka pakati pa anthu ogwirizana ndi chomangira cha sakramenti, ndikuwona mwa Mulungu kuti ngati chikondi chimenechi ndi maubwenzi amenewa, ngakhale kuti n’zololedwa, n’zotamandika ndiponso n’zofunika.

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mwa iwo okha, anapezeka mwachibadwa mwa mkhristu, adzakhala pamenepo, ngakhale ali ovomerezeka ndi ololedwa mwa iwo okha, osakwanira ngakhale opanda chilema pamaso pa Mulungu. Ndikunena zofooka, osati kuti zikanakhala zachibadwa, koma kuti zikanakhala zachibadwa, komanso kuti ndi mfundo imeneyi iwo akanakhala opanda ungwiro wauzimu umene JC imakweza makhalidwe abwino. Komanso Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona kuti chilema ichi, kusowa kwa

zauzimu mwa Mkhristu, ziyenera kuchotsedwa mu dziko lino mwa kulapa, kapena lotsatira ndi purigatoriyo.

Chotero Mkristu ayenera kuwonjezera kwa icho chisonkhezero china chauzimu chirichonse, ndi mulingo uliwonse, kuti athe kuyembekezera ubwino woyenerera wa ntchito yake; chifukwa, kachiwiri, si wophunzira wa Uthenga Wabwino ngati wosakhulupirira. Kachitidwe kotheratu kachibadwa sikayenerana ndi mapeto amene munthu ayenera kukhala nawo m’maganizo, amene, pambali pa lamulo lachibadwa, ayenera kugwirizana m’chilichonse ndi lamulo langwiro kwambiri. Zomwe zingakhale zowiringula, ngakhalenso zosaneneka mwa munthu, sizikhala choncho nthawi zonse mwa Mkhristu; ndi kulephera kugwirizana ndi mzimu wa JC ndi lamulo lake loyera, si nthawi zonse mu ichi chinthu chopanda chidwi kapena chopepuka monga momwe munthu angaganizire.

Choonadi chofunikira kwambiri, Atate wanga, chomwe ngakhale munthu amachiganizira pang'ono pakugwiritsa ntchito moyo. Ngati Mulungu aweruza zochita zathu mochepa mwa iwo okha kusiyana ndi mapeto omwe timalingalira ndi zolinga zomwe zimawapanga iwo; ngati kusoŵa chiyero cha zolinga kungadetse ndi kuwononga ntchito zabwino koposa, kodi Mkristu adzakhala wodzikhululukira kaamba ka kuchita monga mwamuna kokha? Ngati m’munda wa atate  wa banja mtengo utsutsidwa chifukwa chosabala zipatso zabwino, kodi iye sadzaopa kanthu, popeza wabala zamoyo zakuthengo, ndi za mtundu wachilendo kwa chikhalidwe chake  ? Nanga bwanji, mwa chidwi chonsechi, mwa  onse

maubwenzi awo achikondi pakati pa anthu omwe sayenera kukhala nawo, ndi momwe, mwachinyengo chotchedwa mabwenzi osalakwa, zosangalatsa zololedwa ndi zosangalatsa, kapena potsirizira pake za miyambo ndi kugonana kwadziko, munthu sakhala ndi mphamvu zokha; timapereka zonse ku chikondi chathupi kotheratu, ndipo nthawi zina timalola ngakhale kuchititsidwa khungu ndi chilakolako, mpaka kukonda popanda malire, ndi kupyola malamulo onse, kotero kuti tidzipeza tokha akapolo a chikondi chosokonezeka ichi. malo  a  Mlengi. Ife

amangoona chinthu chimene munthu amachipembedza; kapena tangoganizani za iye, ife tikungomufunafuna iye

; ndi umulungu umene munthu amaperekerako mtima wake ndi moyo wake ndi mphamvu zake zonse, popanda kusunga kalikonse kaamba ka iye yekha amene amamuyenerera popanda kugawana nawo  ndi kuti m’chipembedzo chowona, mu Tchalitchi cha J.C  ....

Ah! Atate, Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona kuti Akristu oterowo, ngati angakhozebe kutchedwa ndi dzina limenelo, amakwiyitsa kwambiri ubwino wake waumulungu, ndi kukwiyitsa mkwiyo wake, ndi zokonda zosayenerazi zimene amampatsa iye kwa  cholengedwa chonyansa  . Potero adzichitira okha zoipa M'mafano;  

popeza popereka mitima yawo mwachifuniro, ndi kunyoza chilamulo cha Mulungu, ku chinthu chapadziko lapansi ichi m’malo mwa Mulungu, amatengera cholengedwa chikondi chopambana, ndi kunena kupembedza kopambana kumene kuli koyenera kwa Mlengi yekha. Ndi  chipongwe bwanji  ! Umo uli pamwamba pa zolakwa za anthu a m’dzikoli amene  sachita

osadziwa kulamulira kukula kwa zilakolako zawo, ndi kutsata chilakolako cha zilakolako zawo mwakhungu. Ndi maubwenzi angati aupandu, powonekera mabwenzi ololedwa!

Komabe, Atate anga, JC amandichenjeza kuti ndisadzudzule mopepuka paziwoneka izi, kuti ndisiye ngakhale kuwaweruza, kapena kuchita mwachifundo kuposa momwe ndingathere, ngakhale ponena za osakhulupirira ndi adani ake onse. Iye anandiuza kuti: “Zili kwa ine kuweruza, ndipo palibe amene angalande ufulu wanga popanda kudzionetsera ku chiweruzo choopsa kwambiri. Kupatula apo, ndili ndi malingaliro omwe simungawadziwe. Iwo amene sali a Mpingo wanga, kapena amene salinso a iwo, akuweruzidwa; koma iwo sanatsutsidwe, adzakhala chomwecho pambuyo pa imfa yawo: ndipo mpaka pamenepo ine ndikhoza, monga ochimwa aakulu, kuwapatsa iwo chisomo, chuma ndi njira zodabwitsa za chipulumutso.

"Inde, mwana wanga wamkazi, ndipo musakayikire izo kwa mphindi imodzi, wina amene tsopano ali pa njira yotakata ya chitayiko, adzakhala woyera wamkulu ndipo adzaikidwa kumwamba mu udindo wa odala wotero, m'malo  mwake  , amene akuwoneka wolimba  mmenemo

chiyero, adzakhulupirira ndi kuwonongeka ndi kunyada kwake ndi kudzikuza  kwake  Choncho

siinafike nthawi yoweruza aliyense. Pamenepo muli nazo, kuchulukitsitsa kwakukulu kuwiri koyenera kupeŵedwa m’chikondi cha mnansi wake: tsankho lambiri ndi laling’ono, chifukwa kapena motsutsa: pa mbali imodzi, kusayanjanitsika kumene kumapita kufikira kuipidwa, osanenanso kanthu; ku mbali ina, kukondana kwachibadwa mopambanitsa, kulingalira mopambanitsa kumene kumalanda mtendere wa moyo ndi kufika mpaka kuipangitsa munthu kuiwala Mulungu ndi kuopa kumkhumudwitsa. Chikondi chimene Mulungu watilamula chimatengeranso pakati pa zinthu ziwirizi.

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wankhanza. Chimatsekereza pansi pa chilamulo ngakhale adani athu; koma, woyeretsedwa m'chifuno chake, nthawi zonse amakhalabe ndi malo oyamba ku zomwe zikuyenera; ndi kukhudzana ndi chirichonse ku mfundo iyi yoyamba, yomwe iyenera kukhala lamulo losalephera, monga maziko a chikondi chathu, zimatipangitsa kukonda mabwenzi athu mwa Mulungu, adani athu chifukwa cha Mulungu, anthu onse popanda kusiyana, kwa Mulungu ndi kwa Mulungu. ...

Kukonzekera kuchitidwa pa Mgonero Woyera. Mitundu Itatu ya Mgonero.

“Chikondi chimene ndili nacho pa amuna onse, chinapitiriza J. C., chiyenera kuwatsogolera onse ku chikondi choyamikira kwa ine, makamaka poganizira zimene ndawachitira chipulumutso chawo, ndi zimene ndimachitira umboni. Ana anga mu Ukaristia ayenera kuwalimbikitsa mosalekeza. kuyiyandikira ndi makhalidwe oyera ndi akhama. Ndi chiyani chomwe chingakhale chabwinoko, potsiriza, popeza chikondi chikhoza kulipidwa ndi chikondi?

Tsopano, mwana wanga wamkazi, dziwa kuti chikhulupiriro chimakhala mu Sacramenti, mu chikondi cha kwa Mulungu ndi kwa mnansi, kudzichepetsa, chiyero cha mtima, cholumikizana ndi chachikulu. chikhumbo cholumikizana nane kudzera mu Mgonero Woyera, ndizomwe zimafunikira kwambiri pakuyandikira moyenerera ku gome langa lopatulika. Ukoma wa kudzichepetsa ndi chiwonongeko umatsogolera moyo ku nsembe yokongola iyi ya chikondi ndi chikhulupiriro: nsembe yangwiro imene, mwa kudzipereka yekha, amapembedza mu mzimu ndi m’choonadi chiwonongeko ndi ukulu. zonse. Ulemerero umene umabwerera kwa Mulungu kuchokera ku kubwerezabwereza kumeneku ndi zotsatira zabwino zomwe zimabwera chifukwa cha mgwirizano wa mtima ndi chikondi, ndicho chinthu chachikulu cha kukhazikitsidwa kwa sakramenti, komanso ungwiro umene umafuna ndi kusintha kochititsa chidwi komwe kumagwira ntchito. m'miyoyo ndi m'mitima ..."

Atate wanga, monga momwe sakramenti laumulunguli limagwira ntchito m'miyoyo ndi m'mitima molingana ndi momwe munthu amachitira,

Ndinawona mwa Ambuye Wathu kuti mitundu itatu ya anthu, yomwe imayandikira, imapanga kusiyana kwakukulu pakati pa zotsatira zake. Iye anandiuza kuti: “Ena ndi achiwembu amene amadzinamiza kuti ndi anzanga, amene amabwera kudzandipha, ngati kuti amabisala chifukwa cha ubwenzi wonyenga umenewu. Iwo ali ana achinyengo, amene, monga Yudasi, amagwiritsa ntchito kupsompsona kopatulika kwa mgonero kundipereka ine ku zilakolako zawo zosalongosoka, ndipo potero amachita zonyansa kwambiri mwa zolakwa zonse, nsembe yonyansa kwambiri yomwe sinayambe yakhalapo. Iye anapitiriza, mwa  izi

Miyoyo yoyesedwa ndi mayesero, ndi omwe amamva mwa iwo okha ndewu ndi zowawa zowopsya kuchokera kwa adani awo, pokhapokha ngati iwo amatsutsa, ndi mtima wabwino kuti asavomereze mayesero awo, kapena asachite  zilakolako zawo  ; 

Tsoka ilo, miyoyo yosauka iyi ikadavomera ndikugonja pakuwukira kwamkatiku, sayenera kugwa m'kukhumudwa kapena kutaya mtima, popeza ndidzakhala ndi chifundo chifukwa cha kufooka kwawo.

Chifukwa chake, m'malo moganiza zochoka pagome langa lopatulika, ayenera, m'malo mwake, kuganiza zakuyandikira chithandizo chomwe amafunikira kuposa

Ayi. Chifukwa chake abwere mwachangu ku bwalo lamilandu, ndi zowawa zenizeni pakundilakwira: kusamba kopatulikaku kudzatsuka madontho awo, ndidzawakhululukira chilichonse, zolakwa zawo kapena zazikulu, ndipo ndi sakramenti langa la chikondi ndidzawamasula. mu ntchito zawo; Ndidzawachirikiza m’nkhondo zawo, + Ndidzawatonthoza m’zowawa zawo. Ndidzawapatsa chisomo chatsopano, mphamvu yatsopano yolimbana ndi mayesero; Koma chisomo ndi kuyanjidwa kumeneku ndi kwa mitima yolapa ndi yolapa; chifukwa kwa ochimwa awa owumitsidwa ndi chizoloŵezi cha upandu chimene safuna kusiya, ndi amene amabwera kudzakhala pansi pa gome langa popanda ululu kapena cholinga chabwino, ndi kufuna kupitiriza moyo wawo woipa; anthu awa a dziko lapansi ogulitsidwa ku chisokonezo, ndi kumeza mphulupulu ngati madzi, iwo amaika mwa mayanjano awo opatulika kukula kwa machimo awo ndi kutsutsidwa kwawo.

Mgonero wachiwiri ndi wa anthu opanda ungwiro, ndikutanthauza anthu opembedza ndi opembedza, koma omwe alibe chisamaliro ndi tcheru kuti adziyang'anire okha, ndipo potero amagwirizana ndi zizolowezi zina zauchimo, zomwe sizimawakhudza. amene sachita khama  kusintha  .  Mgonero wotero

sali osayenera kapena onyoza, koma ali ofunda ndi opanda ungwiro monga iwo akuwapanga; amaika chopinga ku chisomo cha JC ndipo makamaka amasiya kutsanulidwa kwake, popeza, monga tanenera, sakramenti limagwira ntchito molingana ndi zomwe munthu amabweretsa. Miyoyo yofunda ndi yopanda ungwiro yomwe imandilandira motere, JC akundiuza, ali, ponena za ine, monga ana omwe, m'malo moyankha ma caress ndi kukumbatirana mwachikondi ndi abambo omwe amawakonda, amatha kumenyana ndi iye ndipo amamenya. monga mwa mphamvu zawo. Atate uyu amawalanga powaleka; kwa ine, adawonjezera JC, yemwe ndine bambo wabwino kwambiri, sindichoka chifukwa cha izi, makamaka popeza kufuna kwawo sikuli koyipa kwambiri.

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kuti nkhonya zawo siziri zakupha; Chikondi changa pamenepo chimakwera pamwamba pa kusayamika kwawo. Ndimatseka maso anga, titero kunena kwake, ku zolakwa zawo ndi zolakwa zawo, kuti ndiganizire zosoŵa zawo zokha. Ine iwo

landira m’manja mwanga kupsompsona kwa mtendere wa mgonero wanga: Ndimavutika kusayamika kwawo popanda kudandaula, kapena ndikudandaula kokha ndi kukoma ndi chikondi. Kodi chikondi chimenechi cha mtima wanga waumulungu sichiyenera kukhala kwa iwo cholinga chatsopano chonditumikira ine mokhulupirika kwambiri ndi kundikonda ine ndi changu chochuluka?...

Mgonero wachangu ndi umene umachitika mu chikondi cha Mulungu ndi mnansi, chimene chimatengera makhalidwe ena onse. Ndi mgonero wa angwiro ndi ana okondedwa omwe JC amawayang'ana ndi diso lachisangalalo ndi chikondi, omwe amasangalala nawo kukhala nawo kwambiri, chifukwa adapereka nsembe zonse kwa iye zomwe zingasokoneze  zokonda  zake . 

zabwino zambiri zomwe  wawasungira  ! Iye anawathira mame a kumwamba  ndi

madalitso onse a Yakobo; pamene mphotho yeniyeni yapadziko lapansi ndi yanthawi yochepa idzakhala gawo la iwo amene, monga Esau, amamatira ku nthaka ndi kutsatira zokondweretsa  za thupi”

Chotero Atate wanga, ochimwa, opanda ungwiro ndi oyera mtima amalumikizana, ndipo aliyense wa iwo amachita mgonero wofanana naye. Inde, popanda kusintha chikhalidwe chake, Mgonero Woyera umakhala uchimo mwa wochimwa, wopanda ungwiro mwa wopanda ungwiro, ndi woyera mwa woyera mtima. Sikuti iye wodzipereka kwa ilo angalandire kwa ife chodetsa chiri chonse kapena mulingo uliwonse wa chiyero; koma ndi kuti zochita za amene amalankhulana zimakhala zabwino kapena zoipa, malingana ndi khalidwe labwino kapena loipa limene amabweretsa....

“Tsopano, pewa tchimo, mwana wanga, ndi tchimo lililonse limene wandiuza pazimenezi

JC (ndipo ndizo zotsatira zake zomwe tiyenera kuzipeza kuchokera ku malangizo ake opatulika), pewani, thawani tchimo lomwe silikundisangalatsa ndikundikhumudwitsa, monga momwe mungapewere kupenya kwa njoka ndi zoopsa zazikulu; musachite chilichonse mwaufulu, ngakhale mukhala wopepuka kwa inu; Chotsani kutentha, mantha, mphwayi mu utumiki wanga, ndi mmene mungathere mitundu yonse ya zophophonya. M’malo mokhala chizindikiro cha chikumbumtima chonyenga kapena chochenjera, monga momwe munthu amaganizira monyenga, mkhalidwe wachimwemwe umenewu, m’malo mwake, uli umboni wa mzimu wowongoka ndi wowonadi wauzimu, umene umawopa ndi kukonda Yehova Mulungu wake, amene ali ndi lingaliro lolungama. za maufulu ake ndi malangizo ake, za ukulu wake ndi kunyozedwa.

Nthawi zonse yendani pamaso panga oyera mu mzimu wa chikhulupiriro ndi chikondi, koma ndi chikondi cha filial ndi ulemu. Dzizolowereni kumuona Mulungu mu zolengedwa, ndi zolengedwa mwa Mulungu; monga ndidakuuzani kale, onani dzanja la chiphatso chake m'zochitika zonse za moyo....

Mwanjira imeneyi mudzakwaniritsa, popanda mtengo kwa inu, lamulo lofunika kwambiri lomwe

akukulamulani kuti muzikonda Mulungu koposa zonse chifukwa cha kudzikonda nokha, ndi kukonda mnansi wanu monga udzikonda iwe mwini, ndi kukonda Mulungu.

"Yesetsani kuchita ntchito zanu zonse, ngakhale osayanjanitsika, mu mzimu wa lamulo lalikulu ili, lomwe likuphatikizapo ena onse, ndipo liri mu lililonse la iwo, ndikuchita mosalekeza ndi mfundo ya chikondi chachikulu ichi, chimene ndi mkono umodzi. amakumbatira Mulungu, ndi ena oyandikana nawo, motero kugwirizanitsa kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi. Ndi chuma chanji, zabwino ndi kukhutitsidwa komwe mungapeze nthawi iliyonse, popanda kukuwonongerani ndalama zambiri!...

Pempherani ndiye, mwana wanga, chita ndi kuvutika monga ungathere, mwa mfundo ya chikondi changwiro chomwe chinandipangitsa ine kupemphera, kuchita ndi kuvutika pamene ndinali padziko lapansi. Ulemelero wa Mulungu ndi chipulumutso cha anthu chinali cholinga chachikulu cha machitidwe anga onse. Kumeneko kunali komwe maganizo anga onse ndi masitepe anga onse adalunjika ... Gwirizananinso mu cholinga ndi Amayi anga Odala ndi mizimu yonse yoyera yomwe imapanga Mpingo wanga kumwamba ndi padziko lapansi. Ubwino wawo wophatikizidwa ndi mgodi umapanga chuma chosatha chomwe chingapindule onse, molingana ndi zosowa ndi zogawira za aliyense wa iwo amene angayese kuyenera kugwiritsidwa ntchito. Lowani nawo izi sungani zonse zomwe mungachite pambali panu, kutsatira chitsanzo cha miyoyo yabwino yambiri yomwe idakutsogolani. Ngati mungathe pang'ono, lakalaka zambiri, ndipo onetsetsani kuti mwachita zambiri. Chilakolako chili pamaso panga; ndipo ngati zolinga zanu zili zoyera ndipo monga ndikufunsani, zochita zanu zonse zidzakhala ngati dontho la madzi limene, likagwera m’nyanja, lidzakhala nyanja yokha; ndipo ndi kokha mwa mgwirizano uwu wa magazi anga okhetsedwa, kuti zoyenerera za Oyera Mtima wanga zimapanga chuma chamtengo wapatali, popeza chitha kuyamikiridwa pa mwazi uwu womwe umagwirizana ndikuwulula kwa iwo kupanda malire kwa mtengo wake. .  »

Pamawu awa, JC akuponya maso ake pa Church yake yomwe idayikidwa kudzanja lake lamanja, adatambasula dzanja lake ngati kulidalitsa, kapena mkati.

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chizindikiro chachitetezo. Iye anati kwa ine, “Uli pano, mkazi wanga wokondedwa, amene ndilandira ana ake, olumikizidwa mwa chikhulupiriro chimodzi ndi chikondi chomwecho mu umodzi wa

umulungu…” Kenako, ndinawona kuzungulira msonkhano wachimwemwe uwu  bwalo lokongola lomwe linali lopangidwa ndi lawi lofewa ndi losadziletsa. “Mukuona, Ambuye wathu ananenanso kwa ine, mmene ana onse okondeka awa atsekeredwa m’khola limodzi ndi kulumikizidwa ndi nsinga zofanana za chikhulupiriro, chiyembekezo ndi chikondi… Ndi mgonero wa Oyera mtima amene amapanga Mpingo  wanga  . kuti  _

mipatuko ikayambike, magawano apangitse timagulu tampatuko ndi kusonkhezera mazunzo, olamulira ankhanza anganole malupanga awo ndi kumanga mapanga, iwo sadzauwononga. Sichidzavutika konse ndi magawano, chifukwa ndi amodzi komanso osagawanika; umodzi uwu wa kupembedza ndi chikhulupiriro, mgonero uwu wa Oyera mtima umene umayamba mu nthawi, uyenera kupirira mpaka muyaya.

Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona kuti watsoka amene, mwa mpatuko, amasiya bwalo lokongola ili la Mpingo ndi mgonero wa Oyera Mtima, adzalekanitsidwa ndi okhulupirika; koma sadzaphwanya mgwirizano umene umawagwirizanitsa, chifukwa chikondi cha JC chimamupangitsa kukhala wosagonjetseka komanso wokhazikika monga JC  mwiniwake.

Chotero, Atate wanga, kutali ndi kugawanitsa Mpingo kapena kuudetsa, ampatuko amangouyeretsa ndi kuupangitsa kukhala wowala mwa kulekana nawo; amaupulumutsa kwa adani obisika omwe adaugwira kokha ndi mayanjano akunja, ndipo adakhala pakati pathu popanda kukhala m'modzi mwa ife; uli ngati fumbi kapena njere yachilendo yotuluka m’njere zabwino.

Koma, Atate wanga, ndi chisangalalo chotani nanga kuti ife tiphatikizidwe mu bwalo lokongola ili la mgonero wa Oyera! tinayamikirapo!...

Ndi chisangalalo chotani nanga, zithumwa zake, zokondweretsa zotani, zomwe zimatengera ana enieni a mayi wabwino ndi wachifundo ameneyu, kudziona onse ogwirizana m’mimba mwake, mwa zomangira za chikondi chokoma ndi chodekha chimenechi chimene chimapangitsa kukhala  odala  ! za

kukondana wina ndi mzake mwa Mulungu ndi kwa  Mulungu!. kukhala zonse zotsekedwa mu  mtima

wopatulika wa JC, pamodzi ndi amayi ake odala ndi osankhidwa onse

!. , O chikondi! O, sadaka! O mzinda woyera! O paradiso weniweni! umadziwika basi

a iwo akukhala mwa inu; mumabweretsa chisangalalo kumwamba ndi padziko lapansi, ndipo mudzabweretsa tsoka lamuyaya kwa onse omwe akhala akhungu mokwanira kulola kuti adzipatula ku mpanda wanu wodalitsika ndi zomwe muli nazo ...

Pamene ndinanena, Atate, kuti mzinda woyera weniweni, Mpingo woona wa J. C., umadziwika ndi anthu okhawo amene amakhala kumeneko, sikuti umadziwika bwino kwa onse, koma ndi ana ake enieni ndi okhulupirika okha amene ali ogwirizana ndi ogwirizana. zomangika kwa iye mwa mtima ndi mwachikondi, mochuluka kuposa ndi zomangira zakunja za kumvera malamulo ake. Iwowo ndi amene amamkondadi, ndipo amapeza m’chifuwa mwake chithumwa ndi chisangalalo cha moyo wawo; chifukwa kwa anthu akudziko, amene amangodziwa za Uthenga Wabwino zokonda ndi mfundo za a

dziko limene Uthenga Wabwino umatsutsa, ndi kumene iwo amatsatirabe dongosolo lonse la makhalidwe awo; amene ayika mitima yawo, chikondi chawo ndi chisangalalo chawo mwa zolengedwa zomwe iwo amazipembedza mafano, ndi chisangalalo chotani chimene angapeze kumeneko? Osakhulupirira mkati mwa chipembedzo chokha, alibe chilichonse chachikhristu kupatula chigoba, ndikutanthauza khalidwe ndi phantom; iwo analibe konse ukoma wake: kumangogwira ku Mpingo ndi zomangira zakunja chabe za a chikhulupiriro chosabala, amatha kuchidziwa kuchokera kunja, ngati ndingaloledwe kuyankhula motere, ndipo osakhala ndi lingaliro la kukhutitsidwa kwamkati komwe JC amapanga mtima kukoma kwake, komanso kwa onse. ana enieni a Mpingo wake. Ogawanika akhungu a dziko lapansi kaŵirikaŵiri amawona kulakwa kwawo kokha pamene imfa ifika kudzawasokeretsa, mwa kuika pamaso pawo kupanda kanthu kwa cholengedwa ndi kupanda pake kochititsa mantha kwa ma chimera amene amawaseketsa m’moyo wawo. Kugona koopsa bwanji! Koma kudzutsidwa koyipa bwanji! ...

JC amadziwitsa Mlongoyo momwe ayenera kutenga nawo mbali pachisoni chachikulu cha mpingo wake, komanso m'madandaulo ake okhudza kusayamika kwa ana ake.

Atate wanga, nditakufotokozerani za maonekedwe awiri a Kukwera kumwamba, ndiyenera tsopano kukuwuzani zomwe zinandichitikira pa tsiku la Pentekosite; pakuti Ambuye wabwino sasiya kunditsata ine, ndipo ine ndikhoza kunena izo, mwa chisomo chachilendo ndi maulendo omwe akufuna kuti ndigawane nanu; ndipo m’zonsezi, Atate, musakaikire kuti ali ndi maganizo ake achifundo pa ine, monganso ena ambiri.

Nditangotha ​​Mgonero wanga pa tsiku la Pentekosite, ndinadzipeza ndekha nditagwidwa mkati ndi kufooka komwe kunkawoneka kuti kutha kuwononga mphamvu zonse za moyo wanga; Ndinamva nthawi yomweyo malingaliro ena aumulungu omwe adandikakamiza kuti kulephera kumeneku sikunali kwachibadwa; Sindinathe kutsutsa malingaliro awa a mphamvu yaumulungu, zomwe zinangotsala pang'ono kundipangitsa mantha kugwa m'malo opanda kanthu. Inde, mukadati chikumbukiro changa, kuzindikira kwanga, ndi chifuniro changa, mphamvu ya thupi langa, kuti zonse za ine zidzafafanizidwa; Ndinamva ululu wamtundu wina, momwe ndinangowona mdima ndi mithunzi ya imfa yokha.

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Ndikumva kuti chilengedwe chatsala pang'ono kusungunuka ndi kugonja, ndinayesetsa kukumbukira mtima wanga kwa Mulungu, kuti ndipatulire kwa iye kuusa kwanga komaliza ndi kukumbukira moyo wanga ndi kumvetsa kwanga. Kodi inu mungakhulupirire izo, Atate? khama ili, lomwe mwachibadwa linali lomaliza kufooketsa chilengedwe, linabwezeretsa mphamvu zake, pondiyitanira kwa ine ndekha ...

Kufooka kuthetsedwa, kupezeka kwa Mulungu kudaunikira mkati mwanga, ndipo izi ndi zomwe mawu ake adandipangitsa kumva: "Ndangokupangitsani inu kukhala ndi chofooka, chomwe chili ndi chochita ndi zowawa zanga m'munda wa Azitona, chifukwa cha inu. pangani kuti zimvetsetsedwe bwino kuti muyenera kulephera mosalekeza m'malingaliro a chikhalidwe choyipa, ndi kufa kwa inu nokha, mwa kudzikana konse ndi kusiyidwa kotheratu kumayendedwe a chifuniro changa chopatulika. Chifukwa chake muyenera kusiya chilichonse, ndikuvomera ndi mtima wabwino, chifukwa cha ine, mitanda yonse ndi zowawa zomwe zimandisangalatsa kukutumizirani. Ichi ndi chimene mtanda umene ndinauyika m’dzanja lako pa Mgonero wako womaliza unakuzindikiriranso iwe.

Inde, mwana wanga, ndipo usakayikire pang'ono, ndi kufuna kwanga kuti upachikidwe ndi ine kulemekeza masautso anga ndi mtanda wanga. Ndikufuna kuti umangidwe ndi misomali itatu pamtanda uwu pomwe ndidafera chikondi chako. Choyamba mwa misomali itatu iyi ndi ululu umene muyenera kumva chifukwa cha cholakwa cha Mulungu, kubwezera komwe kunafuna imfa yanga; chachiwiri ndi zowawa zimene Mpingo wanga ukumva pa kukwiyitsidwa kumene kumachitidwa kwa ine ndi Sakramenti Lodala la maguwa anga; potsiriza, lachitatu ndi imfa yamuyaya ya  miyoyo imene mosalekeza kuthamangira ku gehena kupyolera mwa kusayera mtima, kunyoza, zolakwa zazikulu zomwe zimachitika tsiku ndi tsiku pachifuwa cha  Mpingo wanga. Mwana wanga, ichi ndi chimene chiyenera kung'amba mpaka imfa  yako

ndi chisoni chachikulu, kuti akonze zolakwa zambiri kwa Mulungu, ndi nsembe yosalekeza ya mtima wolapa ndi wodzichepetsa. »

Ah! Atate, kuli kolungama chotani nanga kusiya mtima wa munthu ku chisoni, maganizo a munthu ku manyazi, ndi thupi lako ku kulapa koipitsitsa, kuletsa kapena kukonzanso, ngati kuli kotheka, masoka owopsa oterowo! Pakuti, popanda kulankhula za cholakwa cha Mulungu ndi kutayika kwa miyoyo, zomwe ziri zoipa ziwiri zazikulu kwambiri, omwe sakanatha kumva kuzunzika kwachivundi, powona zonyansa, zisoni, mazunzo omwe Mpingo Woyera umapirira; kubuula ndi madandaulo a mayi wachifundo ameneyu chifukwa cha kusayamika ndi nkhanza za ana ake obadwa, amene, monga njoka zambiri, amang'amba mitima ndi matumbo mwankhanza, mwa chipongwe ndi mkwiyo umene

achita zolakwa zawo, zopanduka zawo, mpatuko wawo, zonyansa zawo kwa Mkwatibwi wake Waumulungu! Atate wanga, mayi wachifundo uyu amve zowawa zowawa  pa  ana ake okondedwa, ana okhulupirika awa, amene mwa chikhulupiriro  chawo ,

kukhudzidwa ndi kusakhazikika kwawo, yesetsani kumubwezera ndi kumutonthoza, pochepetsa kuwawa kwa ululu wake!...

Adawabereka pachifuwa chake ndipo adawakomera mtima; anawadyetsa ndi mkaka wa chiphunzitso chake choyera; amawakonda ndi chikondi chomwecho chimene amakonda mwamuna wake waumulungu; imatengeranso cholinga chawo pamtima, popeza ndi wamba kwa iwo, ndipo imalowa m'zokonda zawo zonse, zomwe zili zofanana. Ndiyeno, kodi ndi vuto lotani la mtima wake, ndipo bwanji osalabadira?

Bwanji osamvera chisoni ndi mkhalidwe wake wachisoni? Ah! mosakayikira, iye

akatenga misozi ya mwazi, pamodzi ndi maliro onse a Yeremiya,  kulira ndi kubuula monga momwe nkhani yotero imafunira  .

vomerezani, makamaka kuyambira pomwe Mulungu adandipangitsa kuti ndimve chisoni kwambiri komanso chisoni chachikulu cha mpingo wake woyera, sindinakhalepo ndi mphindi imodzi yokha ya  chitonthozo chenicheni sindingathe kuganiza china chilichonse, 

zowawa zimaposa zonse zimene zinganenedwe, ndipo ndikhoza kunena ndi Yesu Khristu kuti moyo wanga uli wachisoni kufikira imfa.

GAWO IV.

Pa Octave ya Sacramenti Yodala.

§. Ine.

Zokwiyitsa zomwe zidaperekedwa kwa JC mu sakramenti la chikondi chake pa octave yopatulika iyi.

Kutumiza kwachiwiri kwa Mlongo wa Nativity.

Abambo, ndimaonabe kuti ndili wokakamizika kukulemberani pamwambo wa Octave du Très-Saint-Sacrement, pomwe zidakomera JC kundipatsa malangizo atsopano omwe ali kupitiriza pang'ono kwa zomwe tanena kale za Ukaristia. Powapereka kwa inu, ine

adzachitabe zomwe adalamula yemwe ali mlembi wa zowunikira zatsopanozi. Nazi zomwe zidachitika:

Pa tsiku loyamba la Octave, tinali ndi kufotokoza kwa Sacramenti Yodalitsika pa Misa, madalitso pambuyo pake, kenako tinatsekera Odala.

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Wafer ndi Dzuwa mu Chihema Chopatulika. Ndinamva ululu wopweteka kwambiri, mpaka kudandaula kwa  J.  C. O Mulungu wanga! Ndinati kwa iye,  alipo

Choncho kudzakhala kokha mu Mipingo ndi pamaso pa adani anu kuti  mudzalandira kupembedzedwa pa nthawi  yonseyi  octave!. Simudzakhala  _

Choncho amanyamulidwa ndi atumiki okhawo amene Mpingo wanu ukutsutsa ndi kuwatsutsa, ndipo amadzipatsa okha ulamuliro umene ukukaniza. atumiki oloŵerera, kapena osakhulupirika, amene ali ndi kwa iwo  okha

mphamvu ya zida m'malo mwa lamulo; amene, motsutsana ndi mzimu wa Canon Woyera, agwiritsa ntchito chiwawa ndikugwiritsa ntchito mkono wadziko kukakamiza zotchinga za malo anu opatulika, ndikuukira, monga mbala, katundu ndi ufulu wa atumiki anu ovomerezeka; amene asocheretsa mitundu ya anthu, ndi kuwapangitsa kukhala ampatuko!

Ndipo komabe, O Mulungu  Woyera  ! Iwo ali ndi akachisi anu  ndi

thupi lanu laumulungu  !. Mumavutika kuti atumiki awa osayenera  ndi

zochititsa manyazi, kuti ampatuko atsoka awa akukukhudzani ndi manja awo onyoza, kuti akunyamuleni mwaulemu ngati chikho cha chigonjetso chawo, ndipo ngati mwavomereza chipani  chawo !  thupi laumulungu  la

 Yesu, mwadzipereka nokha  m'manja mwa yani ? Koma, inu  muli

ponseponse momwemo, kodi mudzandilola kukhalapo, ngakhale mu mtima ndi m’maganizo, m’mipambo yao, kukukonzerani inu, kutsata inu nokha, kukafika kumeneko, monga kwa Mulungu wanga, ulemu umene ndiyenera kwa inu; ndi kulandira madalitso ako kumeneko?

Apa ndiye, Atate anga, ndi malangizo amene JC anandipatsa pa zonsezi: "Khala, mwana wanga, kumene iwe uli, ndipo usapite, ngakhale mu mzimu, kuti ugwirizane ndi abusa onyenga awa, kapena ku gulu lachipongwe lomwe likutsatira. amawalimbikitsa; osapezeka pa zionetsero zawo kapena chionetsero chawo ndi mtima wanu, kukanakhala, mwa njira inayake, kulankhula nawo; kugwirizana m'malo mwa Octave ndi Mpingo wanga wakumwamba ndi dziko lapansi kuti andikonzere ine, ndi kukonza ulemerero wanga wonyozeka ndi mkwiyo wonse wochitidwa ku ubwino wanga ndi atumiki osayenera ndi osayenera awa.

otsutsa omwe asiya Mpingo wanga, ndi omwe, akukumana nawo, amayesa kukweza guwa la nsembe motsutsana ndi guwa kuti anyenge osavuta ndikuchotsa ana ake ndi magawano owopsa ndi ochititsa manyazi omwe amawapangitsa kukhala ogwirizana ndi kupanduka kwawo.

!....

“O! zatsoka! adzandiyankha chifukwa cha amene adawanyenga

!.... Nthawi yakwana  yoti awalange  . Cifukwa cace khalani pano pamaso panga, ndi  kunjako;

tulukani m’malo mwanu ndifunseni chirichonse chimene muchifuna; ngakhale sakramenti langa la umulungu siliwonekera pamaso panu, sindidzamveranso mapemphero anu, sindidzakulemekezaninso inu, dera lanu ndi mpingo wanga wonse, womwe ndikufuna kutsanulira madalitso anga ochuluka kwambiri m'malo oyera awa. nthawi.

Ubwino waukulu wauzimu umene miyoyo yokhulupirika imapeza kuchokera ku chizunzo chimene chinawutsidwa motsutsana ndi Mpingo.

“Mkwatibwi woyera ameneyu sandikonda kwambiri kuposa pamene akuvutika chifukwa cha chikondi changa, ndipo atumiki anga owona anali asanandilemekeze konse monga mmene ndinawaonera othawa kwawo, oyendayenda, akuzunzidwa ndi kutsekeredwa m’ndende chifukwa cha ine ndi ine. Inde, kachitidwe kawo kakumva zowawa, kutsekeredwa m’ndende kapena kuthamangitsidwa, kukwapulidwa, kuzunzika kapena imfa, m’malo motaya  udindo wawo ndi chikhulupiriro chawo, kumandisangalatsa kotheratu; ndizoyenera kwambiri kundipangitsa kuti ndiiwale zolakwa zomwe aliyense akanakhala  wolakwa  ”

Inenso, Atate wanga, ndiyenera kukuuzani pankhaniyi kuti, masiku apitawa, Mulungu atandikumbutsa m’chiyanjano cha ziwopsezo zolimbana ndi ufumu wa France, iye anawonjezera kuti: “Koma ino ndi nthaŵi yabwino kwa olungama amene ‘adzawafuna. kutsiriza angwiro, ndi kwa ochimwa ambiri amene adzatembenuka. Adzabwezanso kwa iwo eni ochuluka achipembedzo amene aiwala malamulo awo,  ndi atchalitchi amene, mwa kuwononga kupatulika kwa boma lawo, anadzilola iwo eni kuipitsidwa ndi moyo wapamwamba ndi  wadziko  . chiwerengero cha Akhristu amene  sanali

kuposa dzina, ndipo sanayesenso kulitchula. Ambiri, ndizowona, amangoumitsa kwambiri pansi pa nkhonya zomwe zatsala pang'ono kuwagunda ndi zomwe akumva kale; komanso ambiri adzatsegula maso awo ndikusankha kupeŵa ngakhale okhwima, ndi moyo woyera ndi wolamulidwa, ndi zipatso zoyenera za kulapa kwabwino komwe pamapeto pake adzamva kufunikira ...

Ndibwerera kukulankhula koyamba kwa JC

“Chotero, usayang’ane, mwana wanga,” iye anapitiriza motero, “mkhalidwe umenewu monga nthaŵi yosasangalatsa kwa Tchalitchi cha France; anali asanakhalepo waulemerero chotero kapena chigonjetso chotero. Oyera mtima Anga akumwamba apambana mwa chikondi ndi ulemerero; Koma a m'menemo amapambana pamayesero omwe amawaika

chikondi ndi kukhulupirika kwawo pa chikhulupiriro. Izi ndi zaka zachipulumutso ndi chisomo, ndi madalitso ochuluka kuposa aja okhululukidwa operekedwa kwa iwo ndi mbusa wanga woyamba... pa nthawi ya kuzunzidwa koopsa; kotero kuti atsitsimutse chikhulupiriro chake chomwe chinali pafupi kuzimitsidwa, ali kumbali ya wowolowa manja wanga

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omenyana; ngati apereka kwa ine nsembe ya moyo wake, ndi nsembe ya mwazi wace, kuti anditetezere pa mlandu wanga, ndi kukhululukira zolakwa zake, ndikulumbira pa ine ndekha, iwo sadzawerengedwa kwa iye. Adzasandutsa mwazi wake kusamba kwabwino, ubatizo wachiwiri kumene iwo adzatsukidwa ndi kuchotsedwa kwathunthu monga ku chikhomo ndi zowawa ..."

Tsopano, Atate anga, kufera chikhulupiriro komwe kunavutitsidwa m'dzina la Mulungu makamaka chifukwa cha wochimwa ameneyu, tinganene molingana ndi momwe mazunzo omwe amazunzika m'mikhalidwe yomweyi adzakhala a Mpingo wonse, womwe, monga chikumbumtima cha anthu. wochimwa uyu, adzayeretsedwa ngati golide m'ng'anjo. Ndi, Atate wanga, zomwe ndikuwona mwa Mulungu amene amandiuza kuti, mosasamala kanthu za kusowa kwaubwino kwa ambiri, malinga ngati ali ndi chifuno chabwino, sadzasiya kuwachitira chifundo mwa chisomo.amphamvu, poganizira olemera mu ntchito zabwino; chifukwa Mpingo ndi thupi lomwe ziwalo zake, zolumikizidwa ndi chikondi chapafupi, zili ndi ufulu wolandira zinthu zauzimu za wina ndi mnzake. Ichi chimatchedwa Mgonero wa Oyera Mtima, zomwe zonse ndizofanana kwa iwo mumtundu uwu. Ndi chifukwa cha mgonero uwu kapena gulu la zinthu zauzimu zomwe JC, mogwirizana ndi chikhumbo cha Tchalitchi chake, amatenga amphamvu kwambiri kuti athandize ofooka, kutsatira malamulo a chilungamo chake ndi malamulo a chikondi chake ...

Ngakhale kuti njiru ya gehena idzapangitsa otembenukira ku Chiyuda ndi ogawanika kukhala olakwa, sichidzachita kalikonse koma kulekana ndi Mpingo iwo amene sanali oyenera iwo. ndipo kusankha kwa oipa uku, kulekanitsidwa kwa ana a chitayiko, kutali ndi kuononga Mpingo, sikudzatero, monga tanenera kale, sikudzachita china koma kuuyeretsa ndi kuupatsa kuchenjera kowonjezereka.” Chotero,  motalikirana  ndi  mantha kuthawa  kwa

ampatuko, m’njira ina angapindule. Choncho iwo akhoza kutenga mbali yawo momasuka, chifukwa amangochitira mwano ndi mawu awo oipa, ndipo amanyozetsa ndi ufulu wawo ndi khalidwe lonyansa ....

"Inde, inde, adatero JC, nditenga ulemerero wanga kuchokera kuchipululu komweku. Mpingo wanga, wocheperako m'mawonekedwe, udzakhala ndi kuwala kwatsopano. Lidzakhala loyera ndi lowala kwambiri, ngati tirigu amene mphepo imalekanitsa udzu ndi fumbi.

Kapena, ngati mungakonde, Mpingo wanga ndi mtengo umene mkuntho umangolimbitsa kwambiri, kuupangitsa kumera mizu yozama, osachititsa  kalikonse koma zipatso zovunda  ndi  zovunda kugwa. 

kuti chidzakhala chocheperako m’maonekedwe : pakuti, mwa mphamvu ya kulowetsa m’malo mwa chisomo changa, chimene chimachitidwa mokulira monga chaching’ono, kuchokera ku ufumu kupita ku ufumu, monga kuchokera kwapadera kupita kwa ena, munthu akhoza kunena kuti nyali ya chikhulupiriro. amangoyendayenda ndikupita motsatizana kukaunikira mitundu yosiyanasiyana. Chipembedzo changa chikadali mtsinje waukulu umene, kugudubuza mafunde ake kupyola zaka mazana ambiri, kupindula m'dziko lina kuposa kutayika m'dziko lina. Choncho, ngakhale wina angafune kumva, akhoza kupambana mu chiwerengero monga mwa kutenthedwa ndi kusinthana uku; ndipo sipadzataya china koma Akhrisitu akafiri, amene adzakhala akhungu mokwanira ndi amantha kuti achisiye.

Chilakolako cha JC chinasinthidwanso m'magulu a anthu olowa ndi onyoza.

Koma, kuti ndipitirize kukulangizani, anawonjezera JC, tiyeni tibwerere, mwana wanga, ku octave ya Sakramenti Lodala la maguwa anga; womwe ndi mutu wapano wa kuyankhulana kwathu Padzakhala kudzipereka panthawi ya octave iyi zosemphana zambiri  ndi

zambiri zonyansa kwa ine; ndipo ndidzakupanga, mwana wanga wamkazi, chidaliro cha zowawa zomwe ndimalandira kuchokera kwa izo. Ndidzadandaula kwa inu chifukwa cha zowawa zomwe ndili nazo, kuti muwapempherere opusa awa opusa, ndi kuti muyese kuwabweza ndi  machenjezo anu  . 

zitonzo, mkwiyo wa kukhudzika kwanga, udzatsitsimutsidwa pa ine monga mwa kukhudzika mtima kwanga. Kumbukilani kuti m’cikondi canga ndinayendesedwa m’makwalala a Yerusalemu, kucokera ku bwalo lamilandu kufikira ku bwalo lamilandu, nthawi zonse pamodzi ndi zotonzedwa ndi zonyoza, kufikira Kalvare, kumene ndinapachikidwa.

Izi n’zimene zidzacitikabe m’zigawenga za olowa ndi magulu a zigawenga zao, amene adzandinyamula kucokela ku msewu ndi m’khwalala kuti nipambane pa cinyengo cao caukali. Iliyonse ya nkhokwe zawo idzakhala ngati bwalo lamilandu

m’bwalo lamilandu, kumene, monga ankhondo, adzandimenya mbama, akunamizira kundigwadira. Ndidzakwapulidwa ndi  kuvekedwa  korona waminga Minda yawo  idzakhala

kwa ine kunali kulira kotani komwe kunafuna kuti ndiphedwe. Nsembe zawo zidzakhala makalvare ambiri kumene ine ndidzamangirizidwa ku mtanda; potsiriza, mabere awo aupandu, manda owopsa ochuluka momwe ayenera kundiyika ine....

Komabe, sizinapitirire JC, kuti ndikhale ndi mwayi wolandira ndi kuzunzika pa thupi langa lamulungu maganizo amagazi a mkwiyo wawo; ayi, sindimavutikanso m'thupi langa, umunthu wanga woyera wakhala wosakhazikika, monga umulungu wanga. Kuchokera

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chiwukitsiro changa, sindingathe kufikako ku mikwingwirima ya zowawa ndi ukali wa adani anga; koma ine nthawi zonse ndilandira kukwiyira komweku m'kati mwathu, popeza kuti cholinga cha ochita zoipawa chinali chimodzimodzi, sikuli kwa iwo kuti sandichitira ine mkwiyo wa iwo amene adandipha. Iwo ali, mu chizoloŵezi chokhazikika cha chifuniro chawo, ali ndi mlandu wa deicide yomweyi, yomwe mwina abwereza maulendo mamiliyoni ambiri: kodi mtima wanga ungakhale wosakhudzidwa nacho?... Kodi sungathe kuvutika nacho? amadana ndi chifuniro chotsutsana ndi changa monga momwe zilili ndi zofuna zawo zenizeni?...

Ndikukumva, mwana wanga, ukundifunsa ngati ndili ndi malingaliro ofanana a kukoma mtima kwa amuna, m'manja mwa olowa, ngati kuti ndinali m'gulu la atumiki anga owona ndi okhulupirika. Kuti ndikuyankhani inu kuti ine nthawizonse ndiri yemweyo mwa ine; ndipo ponena za kusiyana kwa mikhalidwe iwiriyi poyerekeza ndi amuna onse, ndizofanana ndendende, kupatula kuti m'manja mwa olowa ndimadzipeza ndili mumkhalidwe wachiwawa komanso woletsa zomwe sizindilola 'kumvera chikondi changa. monyinyirika kokha. Sindinenso atate pakati pa ana ake, amene amakondwera kulandira zizindikiro za chikondi chawo: Ndine mwanawankhosa pakati pa mimbulu, kapena woweruza pakati pa ochimwa ambiri oyenera kutsutsidwa. Weruzani mkhalidwe wanga. Mukuyembekeza kuti ndisangalale bwanji, ndikudalitsa,

Kukoma mtima kwa JC nthawi zonse kumagwira ntchito, mosasamala kanthu za kusayamika kwa onyoza.

“Aa! khulupirirani ine, mu miyambo yawo yonyansa munthu yekha ayenera kudalitsidwa, ndipo aliyense wa madalitso ake amangomupangitsa kukhala wolakwa kwambiri, komanso onse omwe amadzigwirizanitsa okha ku zolinga zake ndi mlandu wake. Okhulupirika anga sangasonyeze kutalikirana kwambiri ndi izo: akumbukire kuti ndi chifukwa chowopsya ichi ndi kupatukana uku ku zonyansa zonse kuti ndikufuna kuti anditumikire ndi kulemekezedwa nawo; ndi kuti asadzilole kudabwa, mwa kunamizira kupeŵa kunyozedwa kapena kubwezera kundipembedza kwawo. Auzeni kuti ndimanyansidwa ndi umulungu wotero, ndi kuti khalidwe lawo lingakhale mantha aupandu, kusakhulupirika kodziŵika kwambiri ndi kovulaza koposa kwa ine, monga chonyansa chenicheni kwa banja langa  .

Chani ! Mpulumutsi wa umulungu, ndidamuuza mukumva zowawa zanga, kodi ndizotheka kuti inu, omwe mumakonda kufalitsa chisomo chanu, simupereka chilichonse munthawi zino zokomera chikondi chanu? Kodi n’zotheka kuti m’msonkhano wa ochimwa simudalitsa aliyense, ndi kuti m’malo mwake madalitso anu asanduke matemberero kwa onse? "Mwalakwitsa, mwana wanga, adandiyankha pa JC, kapena m'malo mwake, tengani lingaliro lachinthucho, ndipo mudzawona kuti ubwino wanga siwopanda kanthu, kapena chikondi changa chachabechabe kwa ochimwa okha.

Chifukwa, 1 °. Kodi sikuchita zambiri kuti ayimitse zotsatira za mkwiyo wanga wolungama ndi kusawaphwanya pamene zolengedwa zonse zimandipempha kubwezera, ndipo chilengedwe chonse chimandipempha kuti ndilange mkwiyo wawo! Ndikhoza kuchita ndi liwu limodzi; chilungamo changa chikufuna; kulimba mtima kwawo kumandinyoza, koma mtima wanga ukutsutsa, kukoma mtima kwake kumandichotsera zida; Ndimavutika chilichonse popanda kubwezera. Kuyesayesa kotani kwa chikondi changa!...

»2°. Ngati alipo mmodzi mwa iwo, ngakhale mmodzi yekha, amene, atakhudzidwa ndi kulapa kwa kulakwa kwake, modzichepetsa ndikupempha chikhululukiro changa, iye sangalandidwe zotsatira za madalitso anga, amene adzatha kumpezera chisomo cholimba kwambiri. kutembenuka. Ndi mmenenso zilili ndi ochimwa onse. Koma, tiyerekeze kuti panalibe amene anali otere, dalitso ili silingakhale lopanda ntchito kwa izo... Dziwani ndiye, mwana wanga, kuti mu sakramenti langa la umulungu nthawi zonse ndimatsagana ndi bwalo lakumwamba, ndipo koposa angelo abwino a onse. onyoza awa, akugwadira pamaso panga kosaleka, kundichitira ulemu chifukwa cha mkwiyo umene andichitira. Awa ndi omwe madalitso anga amagwera, omwe, monga mukuwonera, sakhala opanda pake  komanso opanda mphamvu.

Ndani, Atate, angakufotokozereni chiwonongeko chachikulu, madandaulo owawa, maliro a Mpingo Woyera pa zonyansa zambiri zochitidwa mu akachisi ake, ndi ana ake omwe, motsutsana ndi iye ndi Mkwatibwi wake waumulungu?… anati kwa ine, mayi wosungulumwa, wosautsika ndipo watsala pang'ono kutha!

mtima wamizidwa mu zowawa, ndipo ululu wanga ndi waukulu ndi wakuya ngati nyanja!. Ndinawadyetsa ana, akudandaula, ndinawalera ndi  chilichonse

zotheka chisamaliro; Ndinkawakonda mwachifundo, ndipo, chifukwa cha kuyamika konse, osayamika adandinyoza, kunyalanyaza,  kundisiya  ! Osasangalala ndi  ine

potembenuza misana yao kundinyoza, anandiukira, ndipo mosalabadira misozi yanga anandizunza mopambanitsa; alasa mtima wanga, akunyoza ndi kuzunza abale awo, ngakhale m'manja mwanga: anang'amba pa chifuwa changa ana amene ndimawakonda, kuti awaphe ku nkhanza zawo. Ali ndi zambiri

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zachitikanso; pakuti pamaso panga anali ndi kulimba mtima kukwiyitsa ndi kumpachika Mfumu yawo, Atate wawo, Mombolo wawo,  Mulungu wawo! Weruzani ululu umene  ine

ayenera kumva! Ili ndi lupanga  lopweteka  kwa ine. Ah!  wokondedwa wa Mulungu

!. Nditenga kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi kuchitira umboni kuti ndine  wosalakwa

kuukira munthu wanu wokondedwa. Ndikuitana zolengedwa zonse kuti zimve chisoni ndi kuchulukira kwachisoni chomwe  ndikumva  Inu nonse amene mumadutsa,  mofuula-

Anatero ndi mawu amtima wosweka ndi ululu, mwina zindikirani zachisoni changa, ndipo muwone ngati panalibe ululu wofanana ndi  wanga  . Mtima wanga wadzazidwa ndi zowawa; ndine  _

okhuta ndi mitonzo; Ndikuchotsa chikho cha Mkazi wanga Wamulungu ....

Koma ndimamva JC akulankhula naye kuti: "Dzitonthoza wekha, wokondedwa wanga, adanena kwa iye, ndipo musalole kuti ululuwo ukugwetseni. Chiyesochi chidzadutsa, pamodzi ndi kupambana kwa adani anu ndi anga. Iye amene akupeputsa inu, akunyoza Ine; aliyense wokhudza inu, andikhudza ine, ndipo palibe chimene chidzasalangidwa. Nthawi yayandikira pamene ndidzapukuta misozi yako ndi kubwezeretsa chimwemwe ku mtima wako wowonongeka. Ndidzawaphatikizanso ana ako okondedwa amene adabalalitsidwa: Udzawaonabe akukuzingani ngati tiana tomwe tabwerera pansi pa mapiko a mayi wawo, pambuyo pothamangitsidwa ndi kayiti (yoipa). Komanso, ndikulonjeza kuti ndidzakupanga kukhala mayi wa ana ena ambiri omwe sunawadziwe. Chotero, mkazi wanga wokondedwa, chimwemwe chimene ndikukonzerani inu

zidzaposatu masautso amene muli nawo tsopano; Udzabwezera chilango mkazi wanga, ndipo ndikulumbira pa ine ndekha, udzaona adani ako akugwetsedwa pansi pa mapazi ako.”

§.II.

Chipangizo champhamvu cha maulendo a Sakramenti Yodalitsika. Zabwino zomwe JC amafalitsa pa ana a Tchalitchi chake.

Atate, ndimaonabe kuti ndine wokakamizika kukulemberani zimene Mulungu akundidziŵitsanso pamwambo wa Octave wa Sakramenti Lodalitsika, umene unali mutu wa zokambirana zathu zomaliza. Izi zidzangokhala kupitiriza kwake, komabe zidzatipangitsa kuona chinthucho mosiyana kwambiri, malingaliro otonthoza ndi okondweretsa monga momwe winayo anali wowopsya ndi wopanda pake. Chifukwa chake JC akufuna, Atate, kuti chithunzi chowopsa ichi cha zoyipa ndi zopatulika zomwe zigawenga za olowa zimabweretsa mu Mpingo, mupangitse bwino kulemba kwanu zabwino zenizeni, zabwino zamitundu yonse zomwe zimabwera kwa iye kuchokera kumayendedwe ndi ntchito za atumiki ake owona ndi oyenera. Ena adzawoneka ngati mitambo yamphamvu yomwe imafalitsa fecundity kulikonse ndi mame okoma akumwamba; pamene ena amangofanana ndi mitambo yopanda madzi, yomwe imangogwira cheza cha dzuŵa, ndipo m’chifuwa mwake mumapangidwa mvula yamatalala, mphepo yamkuntho ndi mphepo yamkuntho yomwe imayesa, kuwononga ndi kupasula mizinda ndi madera. Ku mbali imodzi, utumiki wa moyo ndi madalitso; pa inayo, utumiki wa temberero ndi imfa: kutsutsa kwake !...

Choncho tikupita tsopano, Atate, kulankhula za maulendo a Sakramenti Lodala, opangidwa ndi atumiki owona a Mpingo, pamodzi ndi kutsatiridwa ndi okhulupirika owona, ogwirizana mu thupi, mtima ndi zolinga, kwa abusa awo owona. Izi ndizomwe ndidaziwona m'malingaliro mwanga, ndi zomwe JC adandipangitsa kumvetsetsa ... Ah! Atate, kuyang'ana uku ndi kosiyana bwanji ndi koyamba!... Ine ndikuwona pamenepo poyamba pa zonse za ulemerero wa Mwana wa Mulungu, Mpulumutsi wa anthu, atanyamulidwa mu chigonjetso pa gareta la chikondi chake. Iye ndi tate wachifundo pakati pa ana ake. Iye amawawona iwo ndi chisangalalo akuphulika mwanjira iliyonse zotengera za chisangalalo chawo.

Ndi tsiku labwino kwa iwo, chifukwa ndi tsiku la ulemerero kwa iye. Iye ali ndi manja ake odzala ndi madalitso ndi zinthu zauzimu, zimene amazitsanulira mwa onse

amagawana kwambiri, komanso kuti akupempha kufalitsa zambiri. Sangafune kupeza chopinga chilichonse ku zotsatira za chisomo chake ndi kutsanulidwa kwachikondi kwake. Ndiponso chisomo chimenechi sichimafalikira kwa iwo okha amene alipo, komanso kwa iwo amene palibe amene ali ogwirizana nawo, onse okhulupirika, mosasamala kanthu kuti ali kutali. Adafalitsa angelo ndi oyera akumwamba; amagwa mochuluka pa miyoyo ya Purigatoriyo, ambiri a iwo amapulumutsidwa mwa njira iyi; potsiriza pa Mpingo wonse...

Ndikumuwona, mwanawankhosa waumulungu uyu, mpulumutsi wokondeka wa miyoyo yathu, mulungu uyu waulemerero ndi wopambana, akuponya pa mkazi wake ndi ana ake onse omwe amamuzungulira, akuwoneka mwachikondi ndi mwachikondi. Nkhope yake yoyaka imalengeza za moto wokongola womwe mtima wake waumulungu ukuyaka; moto wopatulika uwu umene anadza kudzabweretsa padziko lapansi kuchokera Kumwamba, ndipo akufuna kuwona ukuyaka mochulukira.

zambiri .... "Zili pano, akutero, zomwe ndimakonda  pano  ndi ng'anjo ndi  chigonjetso

za chikondi changa kwa anthu, monganso kupambana kwa chikhulupiriro chawo mu zenizeni za chinsinsi cha umulungu ichi ndi chikondi chawo  kwa  ine  .

wanga

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okondedwa kwambiri kukhala nawo kuti alandire kupembedzedwa kwawo ndi zizindikiro za kudzipereka kwawo. Idzani nonse, ana anga aang'ono; yandikirani mopanda mantha bambo amene amakukondani nonse mofanana ndipo amangofuna chisangalalo chanu chachikulu ...

» Atumiki achangu, amene mudzipereka nokha ku chipulumutso cha miyoyo ndi kutembenuka kwa ochimwa omwe ndinawaombola ndi mwazi wanga, bwerani choyamba; Ine sindidzakuyesani inu ngati akapolo, koma ngati abwenzi: pakuti inu ndinudi mmodzi wa ambuye anu. Tengani gawo mu ulemerero umene mukugwira ntchito molimbika kundipezera ine; khala kumanja kwanga; pakuti tsiku lina mudzakhala komweko, kuweruza pamodzi ndi ine mafuko khumi ndi awiri a Israele.

» Mizimu yopatulika ndi yachangu, amene munadzipatulira kwa Ine, ndi odzipereka kunditumikira, yandikirani; nonse amene mumagwira ntchito yondikondweretsa ine potsanzira ukoma wanga, mkhalidwe uliwonse umene muli, ndinu anga, ndinu anga. Ndikuzindikirani, yandikirani, osaopa

Palibe. Mitima yoyera, mizimu yachifundo ndi yamtendere, inu amene mukuvutika chifukwa cha chilungamo, bwerani m'manja mwanga kuti mulandire chitonthozo changa chamkati, ndikudikirira kuti ndikupukuteni misozi yanu, m'nyumba ya odalitsika, yomwe ndakupezerani inu komanso yomwe ndikufunira. kwa  inu .  Inu, potsiriza, amene muyesedwa  ndi

ozunzidwa ndi adani anu, amene amadzimva mwa inu nokha kulemera kwa chikhalidwe chovunda, bwerani kwa ine kuti mupumule. Ndidzakuteteza, ndidzakuteteza ku zoipa za adani ako; Ndidzakhala chishango chako ndi pothawirapo pako, ndipo udzapeza pafupi ndi ine mpumulo ndi chitonthozo chimene cholengedwa sichingakupatseni ...

» Ochimwa olapa ndi onyozeka, bwerani kwa ine kuti mulandire kupsompsona  kwa mtendere ndi chikhululukiro cha zolakwa zanu, ndi mwinjiro wa kusalakwa umene munataya. Pamene munandisiya, munatsanzira kuthawa komvetsa chisoni ndi kusakanizidwa kwa mwana wolowerera; tsanzirani kubwera kwake ndipo zonse  zikhululukidwa....

Pakuti inu, owumitsidwa mitima ndi yosalapa, ndidzanena chiyani kwa inu? Ah! Sindingathe kukudalitsani panobe; komanso palibe matemberero kwa inu panobe. Chikondi changa chimatsutsana nacho, ndipo ndimadzimva kuti ndilibe zida m'malo mwanu, ndi mapembedzero a Mpingo  wanga  . Chabwino! nanunso bwerani, pempherani, kubuula  ,

ndipo, pamene ndikukudalitsani, sindidzakukanirani chisomo cha kutembenuka ndi  kulapa. »

Sizokhazo, Atate; zikuwoneka ngati Kumwamba kutsika kudziko lapansi,  ndipo dziko lapansi likukwera  kumwamba  , Inde, Kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi zigwirizana  .

bwino sangalalani chigonjetso cha mfumu  ya  ulemelero ndamva okondeka

konsati yomwe imachokera ku msonkhano wa oyera a Kumwamba ndi iwo a padziko lapansi, ophatikizidwa ku magulu osiyanasiyana a angelo.  Ndi mgwirizano  waumulungu bwanji ! Ayi,

Atate anga, zoyesayesa zonse za nthetemya zapadziko lapansi ziribe kanthu koyandikira kwa izo; ndipo luso lonselo lingathe kupanga zaulemu kwambiri pamwambo wa chikondwererochi, palibe chofanana ndi zomwe oyera mtima ndi angelo amachita ndi ungwiro wotsiriza, m'maso kuti akondweretse JC, polemekeza kuguba kwake mopambana mu sakaramenti lake lokongola. Ndi ulemerero wotani nanga kwa iye! zinali zosangalatsa bwanji kwa anzake!....

Palibe chotsika kapena chopanda chidwi pa chilichonse chomwe chingathandizire ku mwambowu wa August. Chikhumbo chokhacho chiri chamtengo wapatali; kaya zichokera kwa angelo kapena anthu, Mulungu amalemekezedwa mwa chifuniro cha zolengedwa zake. Chilichonse ndi chachikulu, chilichonse ndi chopambana, chilichonse ndi chaumulungu, chilengedwe chonse chimakhala tcheru kwa icho, zinthuzo zimachiyamikira; palibe duwa lomwe silinawonekere kwa ine ngati kusangalala kuponyedwa m'njira yake, kapena kugwiritsidwa ntchito kukongoletsa, ndi kukongola kwa kuwala kwake, mahema ake ndi nkhokwe zake. Mitundu yawo inkawoneka kwa ine yowoneka bwino komanso yowoneka bwino: wina akananena kuti adaphuka mosangalatsa

omvera, ndipo nkhope zawo zokongola, ngati wina angagwiritse ntchito mawuwo, ankawoneka achimwemwe ndi amoyo. Chiwonetsero chotani! zinali zosangalatsa komanso zazikulu! ...

Izi, abambo anga, zimandikumbutsa zomwe zidandichitikira zaka makumi awiri kapena makumi atatu zapitazo. Ndinakhala pabedi chifukwa cha ululu wa bondo langa lomwe ndakuuzani  kwina. Ndinadzipereka ku chifuniro cha Mulungu; koma, mosasamala kanthu za kugonjera kwanga, ndinali wachisoni kwambiri kuti sindinakhoze kupereka maulendo anga aang’ono ku Sakramenti Lodalitsika pa guwa. Ndikanakonda kwambiri kupezekapo, pakati pa zinthu zina, ulendo waulemu wa phwando lake! Ambuye wabwino sanafune kundichotsera chitonthozo ichi. Zowona kuti thupi langa silinachitepo kanthu; koma ndinalipidwa bwino chifukwa cha izo, popeza kuti m’malo mwake ndinawona ndi maso a malingaliro dongosolo la zinthu zapamwamba kwambiri kuposa miyambo yathu yonse, ndi zimene maso a thupi sakanatha  kuziwona  . VS' 

Ndangolankhula nanu, ndipo kuti Mulungu wangowonjezeranso kuti tidziwe za izi.....

Tikaganizira za kawonedwe kameneka, madyerero, ngakhale fumbi limene wansembe ankapereka nsembe yopatulika amayendapo, likuwoneka kuti likukhala lamoyo ndi kunjenjemera ndi chisangalalo. Koma, Atate wanga, pano, pamwambo uwu, ndi zomwe ndidazisiyanitsa mu fumbi la manda, lomwe linapangidwa kuchokera ku zolembazo.

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mitembo yoikidwa pamenepo; Ndinaona ena akunjenjemera ndi chisangalalo, ndipo ena akunjenjemera ndi mkwiyo ndi mkwiyo pamene gululo likudutsa. Mulungu anandidziwikitsa kuti imodzi ndi ya matupi a oyera mtima, ndi yina ya matupi  a iwo osakanizika, ndidafuna ndi mtima wanga wonse kulowamo kanthu kena  kameneko .

kulimbana kwa chilengedwe chonse kwa zolengedwa, kuchita ulemu kwa Mlengi, ndi  kupitiriza kulemekeza kupambana kwa umulungu wake: Ndikanakonda kukhala kachidutswa ka fumbi pamaso pake, ndi pamene wansembe anayendapo; Ndinafunsa, liwu linayankha kuti: Iwe ukadali wodzaza wekha; koma tsiku lidzafika pamene mudzakhala wamng’ono m’maso mwanu, ndipo pamene Mulungu sadzapezanso kutsutsa kumbali ya chifuniro  chanu  .  Liwu lomwelo

amandiuza lero kuti nthawi yakwana yoti ndibwerere ku zomwe ndili ndekha  ....

Chifukwa chake ndakhala ndikupitilira kamodzi, Atate, ndipo posachedwapa, ndawona zida zodzikuza ndi zazikulu za mwambowu mwadongosolo kambirimbiri.

wapamwamba, sindikunena kwa zonse zomwe munthu angachite, koma kwa zonse zomwe malingaliro obala zipatso angaganize kuti ndi okopa kwambiri: anthu sadzatha  kuzipeza  . Ndikunena zambiri zakumverera  ngati

zinandipangitsa kumva nyimbo zoimbidwa bwino, masalmo omveka bwino komanso zisangalalo  zomwe ndazimva zikuyimbidwa molemekeza  Mulungu katatu.

Pamene ndinali ndi chidziwitso cha mawu, ndipo pamene ndinali ndi  ungwiro wa nyimbo, sindikanakuuzani chirichonse chomwe chinayandikira pang'ono pazomwe ndamva; simukadadziwa; uyenera kuti unamva  wekha....

M’nyimbo zonse zaumulungu zimenezi, ndinasiyanitsa makonsati awiri odziwika bwino kwambiri, imodzi yomwe inali yapamwamba, ndipo inayo inali mabasi. Yoyamba inali yopangidwa ndi mawu apamwamba ndi amphongo, onyada ndi amphamvu; iwo anali ukoma wa kumwamba, matamando, kupembedza, zoyendera za chikondi cha Angelo ndi Oyera a Yerusalemu wakumwamba. Ukoma, kupembedza ndi matamando a oyera a dziko lapansi zinapanga gawo lachiwiri; ndi ma concerts awiriwa, amene anapanga koma mmodzi, motero anagwirizana kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi, Mpingo militant ndi Church chigonjetso.

Mmodzi akhoza kusiyanitsa, mu kusiyanasiyana kwa katchulidwe ka mawu, ma cadence ndi mamvekedwe oyenera ndi oyenera mwangwiro kwa chinthu chilichonse, ndipo mosiyana ndi ukoma ndi malamulo, kaya Oyera akumwamba kapena a padziko lapansi, omwe amafanana ndi mgwirizano wokondeka. Panalibe chisokonezo pakati pa akerubi ndi aserafi, kapena pakati pa ofera chikhulupiriro, atumwi ndi anamwali. Chilichonse chomwe chinali pamenepo chinali chodziwika bwino; komanso chilichonse chomwe chinalipo chinali chogwirizana komanso chokhazikika ndi zaluso komanso zokoma zambiri, chilichonse chidalumikizidwa ndi  mithunzi yowoneka bwino komanso maulalo omwe amayendetsedwa bwino; mwachidule, chirichonse analamulidwa ndi symmetry kwambiri kotero kuti makonsati awiri amene anachokera ku makonsati ambiri osiyanasiyana, komabe anapanga pakati pawo umodzi ndi umodzi, konsati imodzi ku ulemerero wa Mulungu mmodzi yekha wa Mulungu. dziko lapansi....

Tiyeni tiyese nthawi inanso kulingalira nyimbo zapamwamba kwambiri, zokonzedwa mwaluso, zochitidwa bwino kwambiri; koma ife tikuzipeza kuti pa dziko lapansi? Iye amene ndinena za Iye ali woyenera kwa Mulungu, monga momwe chiri chonse chikhoza  kuyenera; ndipo zonse zimene munthu angachite ndi kuzilingalira apa nzopanda ungwiro ndi zoipa poziyerekeza  ....

Wokondedwa mwamuna!. ndiye anati Mpingo Woyera, Ine ndiri pa msinkhu wa  zofuna zanga;

mwasandutsa masiku a maliro ndi mazunzo anga akhale masiku akukondwa ndi kukondwa. Adani anga achita manyazi: mwabweretsa pa iwo chitonzo chimene anandiphimba nacho: ulemerero uperekedwe kwa Atate, ndi kwa Mwana, ndi kwa Mzimu  Woyera .  INU 

ndibuula ndi kulira monganso ine; koma Atate wanu analetsa kubuula kwathu ndi kuusa moyo; anapukuta misozi yako ndi yanga: iye

kutonthozedwa mopanda  chiyembekezo  .  Nonse amene munachitira umboni

kuwonongedwa kwanga ndi zowawa zanga, zikhale tsopano za chisangalalo changa, ndikuwona ngati panali chitonthozo ngati changa!...

Pano, Atate wanga, ndi zomwe Mulungu anandipanga kuti ndione, pa nthawi ya octave ndi maulendo, pa maphwando awiri omwe lero amagawanitsa Mpingo wa France ndi kutulutsa chisokonezo chomwe chimagawanitsa, popanda kutha kunena kapena dziwani pa nthawi yake komanso m'mikhalidwe yotani yomwe iyenera kutha. Ndi chinsinsi chomwe Mulungu amadzisungira yekha ndipo sindikufuna kapena kufunafuna kulowamo. Ngati ndikanaloledwa kuyankhula izi kuchokera kwa ine ndekha, ndikuyika pano lingaliro la zomwe tanena, zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti wina akhoza kuyembekezera kuti ufulu uperekedwa posachedwa ku Tchalitchi. , kuti atumiki adzakumbukiridwa ndipo akhoza kuchita ntchito zawo momasuka ndi poyera pa phwando lotsatira la Sakramenti Lodala; zomwe zingathandizire osati pang'ono kuti zikhale zomveka kwambiri kuposa 

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Ndikufuna kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimayembekezera chaka chamawa. Tiyeni tipemphere, Atate, kuti zomwe ndinaganiza zichitike posachedwa, ndipo titha kuchitira umboni tisanafe.

Mlongo akulimbikitsanso kachiwiri kuchokera kwa Mulungu, kwa Mtsogoleri wake, kuti adzipereke yekha mosamala polemba ntchitoyi. Kugonjera kwake kwathunthu ku Mpingo.

Ndithetsa chowonjezera chachitali ichi, Atate, mwa kukukumbutsaninso kuti ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu kuti mudzipereke modzipereka polemba zomwe mwalemba, makamaka zomwe ndinanena ndi kukuchitirani  . m'mbuyo. Mu ichi, musakayikire izo, inu mudzakhala oyenerera ndi zambiri kuposa ngati inu munagwira ntchito mwakhama ndi kupambana mu utumiki wochuluka ndi wobala zipatso... mudzakhala ndi ubwino wochita nawo. Tsono pitirizani, Atate wanga, kudzipereka nokha kwa icho. Sungani chinsinsi ichi njira zonse zodzitetezera zomwe mwanzeru zimafuna; Koposa zonse, chenjerani ndi abale onyenga, kuti akuwopeni kwambiri kuposa adani omwe adanenedwa: tikukwiyirani kwambiri! kukhala  kwanu

alonda. Ndikukhulupirira kuti chilichonse chochokera kumbali ya Mulungu, kuti sindisiya kupemphera kuti musungidwe, ndikudzivomereza ndekha ku mapemphero anu abwino omwe ndimawerengera kwambiri. Mumadziwa zimene munandilonjeza, ndipo mosakayikira simuziiwala.

Koma ndilembeni ine, ndikupemphani inu, ngati kuli chifuniro chanu kuti ndikulembeni zomwe Mulungu andidziwitsa, ndipo ngati ndiyenera m'mapemphero anga ndidzisiye ndekha ku kukopa komwe ndikukhulupirira kuti kumachokera kwa Mzimu Woyera. Ndinayiwala kukufunsani zonsezi pamene mumachoka… Koposa zonse, Atate, ndikubwerezanso kwa inu kuti, ngati muzindikira, mu zonse zimene ine ndinakuuzani inu ndipo inu munalemba, mawu kapena chirichonse chiri chotsutsana ndi Lemba Lopatulika. kapena ku zisankho za Mpingo, musalephere kukonza ndikundidziwitsa. Funsani ndikudzifufuza nokha. Inu mukudziwa kuti kuli bwino kuti ndife kusiyana ndi kukhala wopanduka ndi kutsutsa zolankhula zakumwamba.

Ndiloleni ndikutsimikizireni za ulemu wanga wakuya ndikukonzanso kwa inu kuwona mtima kwa malingaliro omwe ndili nawo mu Mtima Wopatulika wa Yesu,

Bambo anga,

Mwana wanu wamkazi mwa Yesu Khristu, Mlongo Wa Kubadwa, Wachipembedzo Wosayenerera.

CHENJEZO LOYAMBA.

Nditayendayenda kwa miyezi iŵiri kufupi ndi Fougères, Ernée, Vitré ndi m’malire a Maine, kumene ndinaika dongosolo lililonse la Tchalitchi, ndi zina zotero. . Mtunda waukulu unkafunika kuti atetezeke kwambiri. Chotero ndinaganiza, pa uphungu wa avirigo eniwo, kupita ku Saint-Malo, kumene chizunzo sichinali champhamvu kwa atsogoleri achipembedzo, ndipo kumene, chifukwa cha kudzibisa ndi kusamala, munthu angayembekezere kukhala chete kwa kanthawi, ndipo potsirizira pake kumene munthu anali wothekera kwambiri kupita, ngati kuli kofunika, ku dziko lachilendo, monga momwe zinachitikira. Munali panthawi yakukhala kwatsopano kumeneku, kumene ndinakhala miyezi inayi, pamene ndinalandira, pakati pa zotumiza zina zambiri, tsatanetsatane wa zomwe ndipereka.

Zidzakhala zabwino kudziwa kuti ndikulankhula za anthu ammudzi omwe ndidasiya pafupi kufa m'modzi mwa masisitere anga atagwidwa pachifuwa, kwa nthawi yayitali ali chigonere. Msungwana wamng'ono uyu wa ku Sainte Claire adawona ntchito yake itatha ndi chisangalalo chochuluka, popeza adadziwiratu kuti imfa idzamupulumutsa ku chisoni chosapeŵeka cha kuthamangitsidwa posachedwa ndi ena. Adamwalira chakumayambiriro kwa mwezi wa Ogasiti, ndipo inali nthawi ya imfa yake pomwe Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu adanditumizira zambiri komanso malingaliro omwe ndipereka ndikufupikitsa kufalikira momwe ndingathere. . .

Article V.

Malangizo a chiyero cha chikumbumtima ndi kukhulupirika ku chisomo. Kuopsa kwa zolakwa zazing'ono, ndi zotsatira zoyipa za kukhala wofunda.

Kutumiza kwachitatu kwa Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu.

“M’dzina la Atate ndi la Mwana ndi la Mzimu Woyera. Zikhale choncho. Kupyolera mwa Yesu ndi Mariya, ndi m’dzina la Utatu Woyera, ndimamvera. »

Mlongoyu ndi amene ali ndi udindo woyang'anira usiku pafupi ndi thupi la sisitere wakufayo.

Abambo, tsopano ndiyenera kukuuzani zomwe zidandichitikira masiku apitawa pamwambo wa malemu Mlongo wathu Madame de Saint-Benoît, yemwe mosakayika Amayi athu alengeza kwa inu. Podziŵa kuti sindikuchita mantha, Amayi athu anandipatsa ntchito yoyang’anira usiku pafupi ndi mtembo wa wakufa wokondedwayu; chimene ndinachilandira ndi mtima waukulu, kutonthoza masisitere ena, amene anali atatopa kwambiri ndi chisamaliro chimene anam’chitira panthaŵi ya kudwala kwake, makamaka panthaŵi ya zowawa zake ndi mphindi zake zomalizira; kuwapulumutsa

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Ndinavomera kuti ndizikhala ndekha usiku wonse. Koma, Atate, ndikukutsimikizirani kuti sindinayembekezere zomwe zinachitika kumeneko, kapena zomwe zidzatsatira  . Nditha kupewa kukhala amodzi momwe ndingathere,  zasankhidwa

kuti moyo wanga udzakhala umodzi kufikira mapeto, ndi kuti ndidzakhala wodabwitsa ngakhale mu zinthu zosavuta ndi zofala kwambiri: usiku uno unali kwa ine usiku wamdima ndi usiku wowala nthawi imodzi. Ndinamvanso mmenemo, monga mmene zinalili m’mikhalidwe ina, malingaliro a anthu aŵiri otsutsana, amene kwanthaŵi ndithu anali pankhondo. Ngati mugwiritsa ntchito m'mabuku anu zomwe ndikuuzani za izo, mwina ndidutsa m'maganizo mwa ena chifukwa cha ubongo wosokonezeka, ndipo inu ndi munthu wonyenga kwambiri; Ziribe kanthu Atate, ndidzalola aliyense kuchulukira m’malingaliro ake, chifukwa ndili ndi zifukwa zomveka zolankhulira ndi inu, pano monga kwina kulikonse, ndi kusazindikira konse kumene mukundidziwa, ndi kutsatira chowonadi chenicheni, monga momwe ndingathere. kuti ndiweruze zinthu, ndi kuti popanda kukhazikika kwambiri pamalingaliro olamulidwa ndi ulemu waumunthu. Tiyeni tifike pamfundo.

Chiwandacho chikufuna kumuopseza kuti asiye ntchito yake.

Ndinagwada pamapazi a wakufayo yemwe nkhope yake inali yosaphimbika. Mtanda umene unaikidwa pamwamba pa mutu wake pamene anaikidwa m’manda unandithandiza kukhala wokamba nkhani. Nditamuponyera madzi oyera ndi kupanga chizindikiro cha mtanda pa ine ndekha, ndinayamba pemphero langa, ndi cholinga cha kusinkhasinkha za imfa ndi mapeto otsiriza; chimene ndinachichita kwa nthawi ndithu ndi kupemphera kokondwera ndi chinthu chimene ndinali nacho pamaso  panga  .” Koma, Atate, taonani, pakati pa khumi ndi khumi ndi  limodzi

Kwa maola ambiri phokoso lalikulu linamveka pamwamba pa chipinda cha odwala, ngati kuti chiwombankhanga cholemera kwambiri chagwera pamalo olekanitsidwa ndi matabwa, pomwe mumadziwa kuti munthu amasamba m'manja ...

Phokoso loyambali linkamveka ngati la kanoni patali pang'ono. Sindinade nkhawa kwambiri nazo; koma danga la miserere wabwino pambuyo pake, phokoso linanso lochititsa chidwi linamvekabe, pafupi ndi malo omwewo. Kuphulika kwake ndi phokoso lomwe linatsatira pambuyo pake, zinkafanana ndi kuphulika ndi kuphulika kwa bingu pamene mkunthowo uli wokwiya ndipo onse ali pafupi nafe. Mukadanena kuti mumamvabe phokoso lozungulira komanso lolemera kwambiri, likudumpha kuchokera pamwamba pa sitepe yofulumira, sitepe iliyonse yomwe ikanamupangitsa kukhala wachiwawa.

kutsutsa kudumpha. Atafika pa njerwa za m’chipinda chachipatalacho, panamveka phokoso ngati la bomba lomwe limasweka pamene likugwa n’kuuluka mzidutswa mbali zonse.

Panthawi imeneyi, Atate, ndinakumana nazo, ziyenera kuvomerezedwa, kutengeka kopanda dala; Ndinamva ngakhale ndekha mantha kufuna kundigwira

mtima, ndi vuto la malingaliro anga. Lingaliro, losangalatsa kwambiri, lidakhudzidwa kwambiri komanso kukhumudwa kwambiri ndi ngoziyi, kotero kuti posakhalitsa ndinadzipeza kuti sindingathe kudzipereka ndekha ku pemphero langa: komabe ndidakhazikika, ndipo ndinayesetsa kuvala nkhope yabwino ... Mwa chisomo cha Mulungu, chomwe ndidachonderera panthawiyo, ndidakweza mzimu wanga ndi mtima wanga pamwamba pa mphamvu zanga, zomwe ndidafuna, mwachikhulupiriro, kukhazika mtima pansi mavutowo ndikukhazika mtima pansi.

Popanda kuchoka pamalo anga, osadziwa choti ndichite, ndinaganiza zolankhula ndi wakufayo mocheperapo motere:

Mlongo wanga wabwino ngati muli ndi chiyamiko kwa Mulungu chonde thetsani phokoso lomwe limandilepheretsa kupemphera ndikudzipereka kwa iye. Ukudziwa kuti ndili pano kuti ndisunge thupi lako; deign komanso, ndikukupemphani, kuti munditeteze ku ngozi iliyonse ... Kenako ndinatenga madzi oyera omwe ndinawaza wakufayo ndi ine ndekha, ndinamuwerengera de profundis, pambuyo pake ndinayang'ana mkati mwanga, ndi kuwala . za chikhulupiriro, zoyesayesa za mdierekezi ndi nkhondo zatsopano zimene akanayenera kupereka kwa ine.

Choncho ndinaona mu kuwala kwa mkati ndi kwa uzimu kuti chipwirikiti chonse chimene ndinali nditangomva chinali ntchito ya mzimu woipa umenewo, umene unayambitsa njira imeneyi ndi cholinga chondipangitsa kusiya kumvera ndi chikondi chimene chinandigwira ntchito. Mumuni wakandigwasya kubona misamu iibikkidwe eeyi yandicenjezya kuti ndilaangulukide kulwana zikozyanyo zipya zyakatalika kucitika. Poyamba panali chiyeso champhamvu chosiya pemphero langa, poganiza kuti sindilinso mumkhalidwe woti ndipange; kuti maganizo anga anali otanganidwa kwambiri ndi mantha kuti ndikuyembekeza kuti ndisamamvetsere; kuti nthawi zonse nditha kuyambiranso nthawi ina masewera olimbitsa thupi omwe ndikadakakamizika kusiya izi ....

Mlongoyo amakana mayeserowo. Kuyesetsa kwatsopano kwa chiwanda kuti amugonjetse. Iye akugwira mwamphamvu.

Koma pozindikira kuti kugonja ku chiyeso chimenechi kukanakhala kusiya bwalo lankhondo kwa mdani wanga, ndinathaŵira pamaso pa Mulungu kuti ndiwawononge, ndipo ndinatsimikiza mtima kukhalabe pa pemphero langa, chinachake chimene chinafika; zomwe ndidachita ngakhale zonse ...

Ndipamenepo, Atate wanga, kuti, kuti ndisakanidwe ndi kusamva manyazi a kugonja, mdani wanga adagwiritsa ntchito kuchenjera kwake konse ndi luso lake, adafika mpaka.

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mphamvu yotseguka, ngati kapena anganene choncho, kugwedeza kusasunthika kwanga… Poyamba adagwira malingaliro anga, pomwe adajambula momveka bwino zinthu zomwe zimatha kuwopseza; Ndinadziyerekezera ndekha nditazunguliridwa ndi zilombo ndi zilombo zoopsa zomwe zikadandipangitsa kukayikira ngati ndidakali m'gulu la amoyo. Komabe, ndinati kwa ine ndekha: izi ndi zopusa zenizeni za malingaliro, ndipo chikhulupiriro nthawi yomweyo chinachotsa malingaliro owopsa awa; koma posakhalitsa chochitika chimodzi chitasowa kuposa china chodabwitsa chinatsatira, ndipo izi zidatenga nthawi yomwe zidandisangalatsa kwambiri, monga momwe mungaganizire.

Pomaliza, Atate wanga, chiwandacho chinafika pakuwopseza, chidandipangitsa kumva ndi mawu amkati omwe amalankhula ndi chidziwitso changa, kuti ndikalimbikira kukhala m'malo mwanga ndikupemphera pamenepo, posachedwa ndiwona zomwe zindichitikira. . Inu simuli kumapeto, iye anandiuza ine, ndipo inu muyenera kukonzekera  kutero

kuwononga ena ambiri usiku wonse. Ndidzachulukitsa maphokoso ndi kuwukira m'njira zonse. Ndidzaonekera kwa iwe m’mawonekedwe oipa; Ndidzazimitsa kuwala kwako, ndikuzunza iwe, ndipo mikwingwirima yomwe udzalandire idzakutulutsa mnyumbamo. Uwu udzakhala mtengo wakukaniza kwanu, ndi zomwe mudzapindule ndi kuuma kwanu ...

Ndinamuyankhanso m’katimo, ndikudzilimbitsa mtima, kuti chimene chingachitike chidzakondweretsa Mulungu wabwino, amene ndidzamamatira kwa iye nthawi zonse mwa chikhulupiriro, amene sangandilekanitse konse. Ine ndiri pano chifukwa cha kumvera, ndinati, ndipo akadzandipha pabwalo, ndidzatulukamo chifukwa chomvera amene ndili  nawo  ngongoleyo  .

amene anasokonezedwa nawo: ndipo mtundu uwu wa kuukira unatha pa ora, chiwandacho chinawoneka mwamtheradi kugonjetsedwa; koma zimenezo sizinakhalitse. Posakhalitsa anabwerera ku mlandu, atatha kusintha batire, ndipo anayesa kupeza mwachidwi zomwe ankafuna kuti apeze mwa mantha ndi ziwopsezo.

Kotero ndinadzipeza ndekha ndikuyesedwa mwachiwawa, ndipo ichi chinali chiwopsezo chovuta kwambiri, kuti ndipite ndi kuwala kwanga, ndikuwona zomwe zinali zolakwika pakona ya chipinda cha odwala kumene ndinamva phokoso lambiri, kumene kumawoneka ngati chirichonse chiyenera kuthyoledwa  . zidutswa zikwi; koma chikumbumtima changa chinandiyimira bwino lomwe kuti panthawiyo kukanakhala kupereka chinachake kwa chiwandacho, kuti asaloledwe kupindula pang'ono, zomwe sakanalephera kupindula nazo nthawi ina. Pa ichi ndinakhalabe m'malo mwanga nthawi zonse; koma chidwicho chinawonjezeka mosalekeza, mpaka kuti, mosasamala kanthu za kayendetsedwe kabwino ka chisomo  ;

Ndinali pafupi kudzuka kawiri kapena katatu kuti ndipite kukayang'ana pakona pomwe ndimakayikira kuti mbale zawonongeka kwambiri; zinaoneka kwa ine kuti liwu linali kunena kwa ine: Hei! Ndi tchimo lanji lomwe lingakhale pamenepo, ndipo mungawope chiyani? ndipo mutawona zotsatira za phokoso lomwe lachitika, simudzakhalanso ndi nkhawa, ndipo mudzatha kupitirizabe pemphero lomwe sizingatheke kuti mugwiritse ntchito popanda izo ... Koma wina liwu linanena kwa ine: Usachite kalikonse pa icho, ndipo chisamalire bwino icho... chigonjetso chako chiyenera kukhala chokwanira… Ndinali kuthawira kwa Mulungu, amene analimbitsa lingaliro langa. Ndinagwiritsabe ntchito pemphero ndi madzi oyera, ndipo ndinamvera Mulungu ndi chikumbumtima changa mwa kukhala komwe ndinali....

mphotho ya kukhulupirika kwake. JC amawonekera kwa iye. Malangizo amamupatsa pa kukhulupirika ku zinthu zing’onozing’ono

Kukhulupirika pang'ono kumeneku, komwe kunkawoneka ngati kocheperako, kunandipezera chiyanjo chochokera kumwamba chomwe chinathetsa chochitika chodabwitsachi ndikuthetsa mantha anga, ndikuchotsa matsenga omwe adawayambitsa. JC adandiwonekera mu mawonekedwe ake wamba: "Ukuopa chiyani, mwana wanga, adandiuza akundiyandikira?...

Ine ndili ndi iwe, khulupirira Ine, ndipo unyoze china chirichonse. Inde, ndikubwerezanso kwa inu, Ine ndiri mwa inu ndi inu, osati kokha ndi kukhalapo kwa umulungu wanga umene umadzaza chirichonse, komanso mwapadera, kuti athetse ziwawa za adani anu. Choncho musaope chipongwe chawo, ndi zonse zomwe angathe kuchita. Pa mawu otsimikiza ndi kudekha awa, ndinazindikira mawu a mbuye wanga wokondedwa komanso waumulungu. Ndinamva mtendere ndi bata zitabadwanso m’maganizo mwanga; bata lokoma linafalikira kukuya kwa moyo wanga, ndipo mtima wanga unabwerera ku kupuma kwake. Osati kokha kuti sindinawopenso mdani wanga, koma ndinalimbabe kulimba mtima kunyoza kufooka kwake. Koma si zokhazo....

Ndinalimba mtima kumufunsa JC mwachinsinsi ngati ndikanachita choipa chachikulu kusiya malo anga ndi pemphero langa, ndipite kukawona kumene phokosolo lachitikira, popeza ndinayesedwa  kwambiri  . "Osakayikira  ,

Adayankha. Inde, mukadachita choyipa chachikulu kwambiri, ndipo chokulirapo kuposa omwe amangowona kunja kwa zinthu ndikuweruza poyang'ana koyamba angafune kukhulupirira. Ndiko komwe Satana amadikirira kuti amalize kukuopsani ndi kukugonjetsani; iye anali

kenako anawonjezera kuwongolera kwake ndi kupambana kwakukulu. Wokhulupirika ku chikumbumtima chanu ndi chisomo, posachedwa

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inu simukanakhalanso wonyenga wa zisankho zanu kapena inu nokha; Akadapambana chilichonse, Ndipo akadakusiyani inu chilichonse.

“Chotero, mwana wanga, mdierekezi anakulowetsani m’choopsa chachikulu, ndi  chinyengo chaching’ono; poyamba; ndi kungoyang'ana chabe, chidwi chaching'ono, kukhutitsidwa pang'ono, mawu achipongwe, kubwerera pang'ono kwa kudzidalira, kudzimva kukhala oipidwa ... Koma pa mfundo zonsezi sitimayima pachiyambi. Zomwe zinkawoneka ngati zazing'ono poyang'ana koyamba kaŵirikaŵiri zimakhala zazikulu; osachepera nkwangozi kwambiri kutenga sitepe yoyamba imeneyi, ndipo koposa kamodzi mdani wochenjera wa Akristu ameneyu wawakokera pansi pa phompho ndi njira zosalakwa; 

Pa izi, Atate anga, JC adandipatsa magetsi olimba komanso ofunikira ndi malangizo kwa ine ndi ena. Poyamba anandipangitsa kuponya maso anga pa chikumbumtima changa; Ndinaziwona m’chilungamo chaumulungu, monga m’kalirole amene anandivumbulutsira ngakhale madontho ang’onoang’ono, makamaka zimene ziri zachilendo kwa ine ndi zimene ziri zosakondweretsa Mulungu koposa, dzanzi linalake muutumiki wake, kukhala wofunda kwinakwake ndi kusasamala m’ntchito zanga. , kufunda, kusachita chidwi ndi dzanzi zomwe chikumbumtima changa chimanditonza nazo nthawi zonse, ngakhale kuti pangakhale pang'ono mwa ine kusasamala polimbana nawo, kapena kufuna mu chilichonse chomwe chikanawapangitsa iwo....

Kuopsa kwa kupanda ungwiro.

Zophophonya zimenezi, mosakaikira, siziri zazikulu mwa izo zokha, ndipo kutali ndi kupita kwa akufa, unyinji supita nkomwe ku kulakwa kotchedwa moyenerera; ndi kupanda ungwiro chabe. Koma Atate ndaona kuti zotsatira zake nthawi zina zimakhala zoopsa kwambiri moti munthu sangakhale wosamala kwambiri kuti asawapewe: izi ndi zomwe zimapangitsa kunena moona mtima kuti kaya ndi kupewa zoipa kapena kuchita zabwino, chilichonse. chachikulu, chirichonse ndi chofunika mu njira ya kumwamba, ndi kuti palibe chaching'ono poyerekeza  ndi chipulumutso chathu  

osaganizira momwe angatsogolere, mwachitsanzo, m'mayesero ena  , kusowa chidwi kwa kukhalapo kwa Mulungu amene  amatiwona  ndikulankhula.

pano, osati la lingaliro lachiŵiri la kukhalapo kwa Munthu Wamkulukuluyo, koma la lingaliro lomvekera bwino ndi limene lilipo kwenikweni la Mulungu ameneyu ali paliponse, amene amatiitaniranso ku chilamulo chake chopatulika, ali nafe mwamantha, ndipo amatiloŵa m’malo mwa ife. kuopsa kwa ziweruzo zake ...

Kufunika kwa ungwiro, kukopa chizolowezi cha kukhalapo kwa Mulungu.

Ndi kwabwino chotani nanga, kopindulitsa chotani nanga, kuli kofunika chotani nanga, makamaka m’malo ena ovuta kaamba ka ukoma, kukhala ndi  chizoloŵezi chachimwemwe cha lingaliro limeneli la Mulungu lopezeka  nthaŵi zonse  ! Komabe,  alipo

amene amapereka ntchito yabwino imeneyi chiwongola dzanja chonse  chomwe  chikuyenera? Izi

Kodi kunyalanyaza koyamba ndi kofunikira sikuli chifukwa chakupha cha zophophonya zawo zosalekeza, zophophonya zawo za tsiku ndi tsiku, za kusamvera komwe akukhalamo, ndi machimo enieni omwe ali zotsatira  zake  ? Zomwe tikuweruza  tsopano

ngati kusowa chidwi ku lingaliro la kukhalapo kwa Mulungu kuli kocheperako, ndipo ngati kusowa kumeneku kuli kosalakwa monga momwe zilili wamba!...

Hei! zomwe munthu sakanatha kunena za kudzipatula, zododometsa zachizoloŵezi, za kusakhalapo kosalekeza kumene amuna ambiri ngakhalenso Akristu amakhala, mogwirizana ndi Mulungu, kwa iwo eni, ndi choonadi chonse cha chikhulupiriro! Mkhalidwe woipa kwambiri chifukwa ndi wamba; amene apangitsa miyoyo yambiri kukhala yachilendo ku zofuna zawo zokondedwa, ndikutanthauza  kwa iwo okha ndi chipulumutso chawo, ndipo kawirikawiri amawachititsa khungu, mpaka adzikhulupirira okha popanda chitonzo, pamene akumeza mphulupulu ngati madzi: chifukwa ndikupemphani inu, kungayambitse kunyalanyaza kwachigawenga, kumene, tsiku lililonse, kumawavumbula opanda zida ku nkhonya za adani  awo  ? Zidzakhala  zotani

pamaso pa Mulungu, ndi ponena za chipulumutso chawo, chotulukapo cha kupanda nzeru kumene munthu sangafune kudzidzudzula nako m’nkhani ina iriyonse, ndipo ndani amene angadziŵe mmene angatengere njira zanzeru zopeŵera? chidzakhala chotani? Ah! mosakayika, olimba mtima adzawerengera kumenyana kwawo mwa kugonjetsedwa kwawo, ndipo nthawi zambiri amagonja pafupifupi popanda kuukiridwa: izi ndi zomwe ayenera kuyembekezera. Inde, Atate wanga, molingana ndi zomwe Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona, tikadafuna kubwerera ku gwero la kugwa kochititsa manyazi ndi komvetsa chisoni, kwa machimo akulu kwambiri, amilandu owopsa ndi owukira, tikadapeza pang'ono. chinthu, mosasamala pang'ono, kuyang'ana, kusowa kusamala komwe dziko limatcha kusasamala, kusamala kochititsa manyazi, kakang'ono ...

Zotsatira zoyipa za kuyiwala kwa Mulungu ndi kukhala wofunda.

Ndiye, mukundifunsa ine, ndi mfundo yomvetsa chisoni yotani? Ndi kupita patsogolo koopsa kotani komwe chifukwa, chomwe chikuwoneka chochepa kwambiri, chingabweretse  choipa chachikulu chotero? Izi ndi izi: Moyipa, koma  basi

chiweruzo, Mulungu amachitira anthu amantha, amantha ndi osakhulupirika awa, monga momwe amachitira.

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kwa iye; kapena amawatsanzira mpaka kuwalanga m’njira yoopsa kwambiri. Iwo amazizira kwa iye, iye amazizira kwa iwo; amawasiya monga momwe amasiyidwa ndi iwo: ali ndi malire, ponena za iye, kuti akhululukidwe ku upandu, popanda kutenga zovuta kuti akondweretse iye mwa kukhulupirika ku ntchito zazing'ono za umulungu; ndipo amadziikira malire, kwa iwo, ku zothandizira wamba ndi zofunika, ndipo amachotsa kwa iwo zothandizira za kusankha ndi kusakonda zomwe zikanawatsimikizira kupirira kwawo mu zabwino. Kusakhulupirika kulikonse kumatsatiridwa ndi kuchotsedwa kwa chisomo komwe kumawafooketsa nthawi zina ndi kumalimbitsa zilakolako zawo zoipa; pakuti Mulungu amakhala wozunzika ndi mphatso zake molingana ndi kunyozedwa.

Chimachitika ndi chiyani kuchokera pamenepo? tazinena, ndipo nzosavuta kuzilingalira (pakuti chinthucho sichingachitike mwanjira ina popanda chifundo chomwe palibe amene ali ndi ufulu wochiwerengera). Kusakhulupirika pang'ono kumatsatiridwa ndi wamkulu; pang'ono amakopa zochepa; phompho limodzi limatsogolera ku lina, ndipo motero wina amagwa pang'onopang'ono.  Kodi ndikunena  chiyani ? potsetsereka kwambiri munthu amagubuduka kuchoka ku phompho kupita ku phompho; timachoka ku kufunda kupita ku kusakhulupirika, kuchoka ku cholakwika chaching'ono kupita ku cholakwika chachikulu, kuchoka ku uchimo wamba kupita ku uchimo wa imfa. Sizo zonse; posakhutira ndi kuchita tchimo, munthu amachita chizolowezi chake, chomwe chimapangitsa khungu lamaganizo, kuumitsa mtima, ndipo nthawi zambiri amadya chitonzo  chimene  sichichita.

 kuopa, Atate wanga, ndani  sadzanjenjemera ?  Amene sangatenge

kutsimikiza mtima kupewa tchimo ngakhale mthunzi wa uchimo? Ife,  koposa zonse, amene tili mumkhalidwe wathanzi, umene umafuna ungwiro wochuluka kuposa mmene Mulungu amafunira kwa odzichepetsa okhulupirika, chotero timayenda mosalekeza mu kukhalapo koyera kwa Mulungu, ndipo osataya konse kupenya kwa zinthu za chikhulupiriro, zimene ziyenera kutipangitsa ife kukhala okondweretsa. m'maso mwake  ...

Sindikadatha, Atate wanga, ndikadakufotokozereni mwatsatanetsatane zonyansa zazing'ono, ma vivacities, malingaliro opanda pake, zilakolako zopanda pake, mawu opanda pake, kubweza kudzidalira, kusowa kwa chiyero cha zolinga ngakhale. zochita zoyamikirika kwambiri; chikwi ndi chikwi zophophonya zofananira, zomwe zimavulaza maso a Mulungu wansanje ndi kukongola kwa moyo womwe ndi wake: zoperewera zomwe, komabe, tsoka! yanga yadzaza moti palibe amene ndikumudziwa amaopa kuposa ine....

Kufunika kwa zolakwa zazing'ono; momwe amalangidwira kolimba mu purigatoriyo. Chitsanzo cha womwalirayo sisitere.

"Apa ndiye," JC anandiuza, "ndizo zomwe zimatchedwa zolakwa zazing'ono, zing'onozing'ono, zopanda pake zomwe munthu safuna kumvetsera ngakhale pang'ono, ngakhale akudziwa, kuti pamaso pa Mulungu zonse zimawerengedwa ndipo palibe chomwe  chimakanidwa  . Ah! ngati wina akanakhoza kumvetsa ndi kukhwima kotani,  ndi

kuopsa kotani komwe izi zotchedwa tinthu tating'ono zimalangidwa m'malawi a purigatorio, mosakayika tingasinthe chilankhulo ndi  machitidwe ... 

Pa izi, Atate anga, JC adandilolanso kuwona mkhalidwe wachisoni wa mpingo wovutika, ndipo ndipamene ndinaganiza kuti ndazindikira mzimu wa womwalirayo wokondedwa. Ndinaganiza kuti ndinamumva akundiuza mawu omvetsa chisoni awa: “Ha! Mlongo wanga wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu, ngati ndikanatha kumvetsetsa zomwe ziyenera kuti zinandiwonongera tsiku lina chifukwa chowoneka chochepa kwambiri moti ndinadzilola ndekha m'moyo wanga. ndikadamvetsetsa pamenepo, monga ndikuchitira tsopano, kuti  wamng'ono wanga

kusamala kuti ndikondweretse Mulungu wanga kunali kundilekanitsa ndi iye ndi kundisunga m’zolusa zowononga ndi zosapiririka, monga ndikanachita kudzikonza ndekha.

! Ndikadadziyang'anira ndekha mwanjira ina! Kuti zolakwa zanga zinandiwonongera mtengo wake, ndi kuti ndi kupusa kugwirizanitsa zodetsedwa, ngakhale zitakhala zochepa bwanji, podziwa kuti zidzakhala zopinga zambiri ku chimwemwe chathu, chisangalalo chomwe iwo adzachedwetsa, popeza palibe chodetsedwa chidzalowa  kumwamba  ! . Ah! mlongo wanga wokondedwa,  khalani

anzeru pa ndalama zanga, popeza mukhoza; kondani Mulungu koposa momwe  ndinamkondera, khalani wokhulupirika ku ntchito zanu ndi lamulo lake loyera, popeza kuti nthawi yanu yosangalalira yaperekedwa kwa inu chifukwa cha chimenecho. Mundithandize m’masautso anga, kuti posachedwapa tidzasangalale ndi chisangalalo chomwecho. »

Ndinachita mantha ndi ine ndekha, ndikulowa ndi chifundo cha mzimu wokondeka uwu, ndinapempha JC kuti afupikitse chisoni chake ndi ubwino wa magazi ake, ndipo ndinalimba mtima kumufunsa zomwe ndiyenera kuchita kuti

kudzipewa kapena kudzifupikitsa ndekha; chifukwa ndinadzimvera chisoni kwambiri kwa iye kuposa amene ndinamupempherera  ...

Njira zopewera zowawa za  purigatoriyo.

"Ndiko, iye anayankha, kudzipereka nokha kuposa kale lonse kuti mupewe zolakwa zonsezi zomwe zimatchedwa kuti zazing'ono, ndi kukwaniritsa chilungamo chaumulungu m'mbuyomu ... Muli ndi zina," iye anapitiriza. , njira zikwi, mwa kugwiritsa ntchito kwa inu kuyenera kwa magazi anga, kaya mwachinsinsi kapena mkati mwanu, kapena mogwira mtima kwambiri ndi malingaliro omwewo ophatikizidwa ndi zokhululukira zomwe mpingo wanga uli ndi ufulu kukugwiritsani ntchito, ndipo ndidzalandira.

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ngati malipiro ovomerezeka ndi ovomerezeka, popeza ndi ine amene ali ndi mphamvu iyi mokomera olapa.

Koma, iye anapitiriza, pambali imeneyi njira zonse zofala kwa okhulupirika onse, pali ena ambiri amene ali oyenera aliyense wokhulupirika makamaka, malinga ndi mkhalidwe wake ndi chikhalidwe chake: mwachitsanzo, mwana wanga wamkazi, kodi mukufuna kupeŵa masautso ambiri? ku puligatoriyo? osavomereza cholakwa chilichonse mwadala, ngakhale chikuwoneka chochepa kwa inu; tanganidwa kwambiri ndi chisamaliro chondisangalatsa ine ndi makhalidwe abwino a dziko lanu; pakuti sikungakhale kokwanira, makamaka kwa sisitere, kudana ndi uchimo, ngati sanakhozeke mosalekeza ku ungwiro kumene Mulungu amamuitana, ndi monga mwa lumbiro limene wapangako: asanyalanyaze izo pa mfundo iyi ; Mwa zina, iye adzaweruzidwa mosamalitsa kwambiri kuposa anthu wamba.

“Khala wokhulupirika kwambiri ku chisomo changa pakuchita mayendedwe ako onse; dikirani ndi kupemphera kosaleka, ndipo yesetsani kusataya zinthu za chikhulupiriro. Chimene ndinena kwa inu pano, ndinena kwa onse molingana; pakuti mfundo iyi koposa zonse ikhudza anthu onse popanda kusiyanitsa.

» Pewani ganizo lililonse, mawonekedwe, chikhumbo, mawu kapena zochita zomwe zimangokhutiritsa chilengedwe, makamaka mukamawoneratu kuti kusakhulupirika kwina kungakuchitikireni, kapenanso kuti mutha kukumana ndi mayesero. Lamulo lochenjezali ndilofunika kwambiri; pakuti ndinena kwa inu, kuti chilungamo changa sichingalangidwe m'chinthu chaufulu ndi choganiziridwa. Chilichonse chiyesedwa ndi kulemera kwa malo opatulika; ndipo monga galasi lamadzi ozizira silidzapita popanda mphotho, cholakwa chaching'ono sichidzapita popanda chilango; kotero ndikofunikira kubwezera ngakhale obol yaying'ono kwambiri pambuyo pa imfa....

Khalani ndi chizoloŵezi chokondweretsa inu nokha kusunga mapazi anu onse, kuti mugwirizane nawo onse ku malamulo a chikhulupiriro. Ndiuzeni, momwe mungathere, malingaliro anu, mawu anu, zochita zanu, ngakhale osayanjanitsika. Simungathe kukhulupirira kuti nsembe yanu ya nthawi zonse iyi indikondweretsa; ndiye wondipatsa ine ufumu wotheratu pazochitika zonse za moyo wako, ndi pamayendedwe onse a mtima wako; ndi mwa iye ndikhala mwa inu, ndi inunso mwa Ine. Pambuyo pa kufa ku zizolowezi za malingaliro ndi chilengedwe, dzizolowere kuchita, masiku onse a moyo wanu, zochita zanu wamba mu mzimu wa kulapa, chifukwa cha machimo ochitidwa, ndi mtima wolapa ndi wodzichepetsa chifukwa chokhala ndi mlandu. . Kukuphatikizani ku kulapa kwakukulu kwa mtima wanga wopatulika,

Mwa ichi kachiwiri, popanda kuchoka pamene inu muli, popanda kuchita china chilichonse kuposa zomwe mumachita tsiku ndi tsiku, mudzadzimasula nokha mosalephera, ndipo mudzatha kukhutitsa ena; zowawa za m'dera lanu zidzakhala kwa inu purigatoriyo kosalekeza; ndipo popanda kukutengerani ndalama zambiri, mudzapeza kuti mwayeretsedwa ku nthawi ya imfa. Kuchenjera bwanji, koma ndi phindu lanji podziwa kupanga ukoma mwanjira iyi yofunikira, kugwiritsa ntchito mwayi, zabwino za moyo, zomwe zinali zosatheka kuzipewa kwa thupi, komanso kugwiritsa ntchito zoyipa kwakanthawi. ndi zosapeweka za moyo uno  ku phindu lotsimikizika ndi chisangalalo chamuyaya cha  winayo  !. Ndi bwino  kupambana

kuwirikiza kawiri; inde, kuli motero kuti nzeru Yachikristu imadziŵa kutayira kalikonse ndi kupindula ndi chirichonse. Amachitira zinthu zamuyaya zomwe anthu okonda dziko amachita kuti apeze chuma chanthawi yochepa; ndi kusiyana kumeneku kuti iye adzasangalala kosatha chipatso cha zosamalira zake zonse ndi zowawa zake zonse, pamene enawo adzakhala atataya chirichonse.

Ubwino wa mazunzo a moyo uno.

Potero, mwana wanga, udzazindikira kuti mwa ola limodzi la zowawa m’moyo uno ukhoza kulinganiza ndi nthawi yochuluka ya masautso m’moto wonyeketsa; izi chifukwa cha kusiyana kwakukulu komwe kumapezeka, pokhudzana ndi moyo, pakati pa moyo wamakono ndi moyo wamtsogolo ...

M’moyo uno Mkristu angayenerere mwa iye yekha, mwa kugwiritsira ntchito kwa iyemwini ubwino wa mwazi wanga; Kenako zing’onozing’ono zimawerengedwa kwa iye pa mtengo wapamwamba kwambiri umene ungakhale nawo, ndipo Mulungu amapereka zonse zimene angathe kuti achitire zabwino, ndi kuchita chochepa chimene angathe kuchichita, popanda kuvulazidwa. Pamene kuli mu puligatoriyo kuli dongosolo losiyana kotheratu, chifukwa miyoyo siilinso pansi pa ulamuliro wachifundo; Koma amizidwa kwathunthu pansi pa Chilungamo chaukali ndi chokhwima kwambiri, chimene ngakhale zonse wapatsidwa, ndipo pansi pake zonse amapimidwa ndi kulemera kwa Malo Opatulika, popanda kusiya kanthu ndi chifundo, amene manja womangidwa mwa ubwino wawo. Choncho sangayenererenso kupatula mwa njira ya ufulu; motero kuli koyenera, kapena kuti masautso awo  alipire

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kukhwima, kapena kuti Mpingo uyenera kulipira iwo; chifukwa iwo sakhululukidwa ndi khobiri limodzi, ndipo adzatuluka m’menemo pamene chirichonse chitalipidwa ndendende: Umenewo ndiwo chikhalidwe chawo...

Njira ina yabwino kwambiri ndi yothandiza kwambiri yoletsera kukhwima kumeneku kwa machimo ochitidwa ndi kukhululukira mnansi wathu, ngakhale adani athu okwiya kwambiri, chipongwe chonse, zowawa, zolakwa zomwe angakhale nazo zimatipanga ife kukhala auzimu kapena anthawi; kuwapempherera ndi kutembenuka kwawo; kupempha Mulungu kuti awakhululukire,

momwe timawakhululukira, ndi momwe timafunira kuti atikhululukire; ndi zonse mu mzimu wa chikhulupiriro ndi chikondi, mogwirizana ndi zowawa ndi imfa, wa Muomboli...”

Zingatenge mabuku ambiri, Atate, ndipo sindikanachita, ngati ndikanapanga kuti mulembe zonse zomwe Mulungu anandipanga kuti ndiziwone ndikumvetsetsa, mu usiku wowala kwambiri, womwe unali kwa ine ngati tsiku lokongola kwambiri, kapena osachepera. mapeto ake anali omveka bwino komanso osangalatsa monga chiyambi chinali choopsa komanso chakuda ...

zonse zomwe ndidadziwa za chiweruzo chimene munthu aliyense adzalandira pochoka pa dziko lapansi, za kuuka kwa matupi onse pa tsiku lomaliza, ndi za kupambana kwa odala, amene mlongo wathu watsala pang'ono kuwonjezeka; sikuyenera kukhala nthawi yayitali ...

"Tawonani thupi ili likuwonekera m'maso mwanu, JC adandiuza, yang'anani mosamala zachisoni chomwe chimachepetsedwa chifukwa cholekanitsidwa ndi moyo  wake  ! Chabwino, mwana wanga,  izi

thupi limene mukuliona tsopano lowopsya kwambiri, thupi ili lomwe posachedwapa lidzakhala mphutsi ndi fumbi, ndidzaliukitsa tsiku limodzi laulemerero ndi lachigonjetso, ndi thupi langwiro ndi lamoyo kwathunthu, thupi losavunda ndi lopanda chifundo,  thupi lomwe pamapeto pake lidzatenga nawo mbali. makhalidwe aulemerero a  thupi langa loukitsidwa laumulungu...

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Usiku wonsewo unagwiritsidwa ntchito poganizirabe zinthu zosiyanasiyana zomwe ndalankhula kwa inu kwina kulikonse, koma zomwe ndalandira apa malingaliro ozama ndi omwe adandikhudza kwambiri; mwachitsanzo, pa ukulu wa moyo, ulemu wake, kusafa kwake, uzimu wake, mtengo wa dipo lake, mphotho yake yamuyaya, kufanana kwake  ndi  Mulungu sindidzabwereza  izi .

zomwe ndanena....

Mulungu anandipangitsa kuti ndigwerenso m'malo opanda kanthu a dziko lapansi ndi ine ndekha, m'chiwonongeko chambiri chomwe chiri chonse chimapereka ulemu ku kupambana kwa Umulungu. Ndinaona thambo litathetsedwa kotheratu, kotero kuti nthaŵi zina ndinkakayikira ngati ndinaliko kapena ayi, kaya ndinali wa dziko lino kapena lina: ichi ndicho tsogolo la chilichonse chimene chimawonongeka ndi nthawi; ndipo pa JC uja anandidzudzula mokoma mtima chifukwa chodzilankhula ndekha, chifukwa cha mantha anga, kwa mtembo wopanda mphamvu, m'malo molankhula ndekha kwa iye, yemwe yekhayo anali wokhoza kunditsimikizira ndi kunditeteza; chifukwa chosakhala ndi nthawi yokwanira kapena chidaliro chokwanira pakukhalapo kwake koyera ...

Iye anandiuza kuti: “Dziwani kuti ndine amene ndilipo ndipo ndingathe kuchita chilichonse. Chotero, mwana wanga, kukhalapo kwanga kukukwanira; ndipo pamene nyumba yomwe muli idzakhala yodzazidwa ndi Mitembo kapena ziwanda, pamene mphamvu zonse za infernal zidzalumikizana kuti zikuwopsyezeni ndi ma stratagems zikwi, zonsezi siziyenera ngakhale kukopa chidwi chanu, mukamaganiza za ine  ndikuyankhula  . »

Izi zili choncho, Atate wanga, kuti usiku wodabwitsawu udadutsa, womwe ndi wodabwitsa kwambiri pokhudzana ndi ine. Maola anadutsa mofulumira kwambiri, ndipo sindinatope kapena kugona. Maganizo anga anali otanganidwa kwambiri ndi zimenezo....

Ndinalinso nditachita khama kudzutsa masisitere m’kwaya ya matin; chimene ndinachichita pakati pa usiku, ndipo ndinabwerera ku malo anga, osawasiya kufikira nditasinthidwa ndi wina... Kenako, pofunsira kwa Mulungu ndi chikumbumtima changa, ndinakhulupirira kuti, vuto langa litadutsa, ntchito yanga ndi pemphero langa linali. nditamaliza, ndinatha tsopano kupita kumalo aang'ono kumene ndinamva phokoso lambiri, ndipo kumene mwachibadwa chirichonse chiyenera kuti chinaphwanyidwa ndi kugwedezeka ndi kugwedezeka ndi kugwedezeka kumene kunachitika kumeneko. Kotero ine ndinapita kumeneko ndi kandulo yanga, kuti ndikawone chomwe chinali kuwonongeka, ndipo ndinazindikira mmenemo chinyengo cha atate wa mabodza. Ziribe kanthu momwe ndimayang'ana ndi kuwala kwanga, sindinawone chilichonse chosokonezedwa kapena kuwonongeka pamenepo, ngakhale miphika ina yosalimba kwambiri, yomwe

Pamene ndinali kupemphera m’chipinda chathu, mkatimo ndinachita chidwi ndi kuunika kowala, kumene ndinaonabe wakufa wathu wokondedwa, yemwe ankaoneka kuti akundiuza mawu achitonzo awa: Kodi mwaiwala, Mlongo wanga, zisomo zimene Mulungu anakuchitirani  ?  ? Apanso

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lero mwagwanso ku zolakwika zomwe adakulimbikitsani mwamphamvu  kuti mupewe  !. Inu simumagwira ntchito mokwanira pa izo; inu  simumapenya

lozani ndi chisamaliro chokwanira pa nokha; mukhala osayamika ndi osakhulupirika kwa Mulungu, muyenera kuopa zotsatira zake. Taganizirani, Mlongo wanga, za chisomo chimene Mulungu wakupatsani, ndi chifukwa chimene inu muli nacho kwa iye chifukwa cha izo. Kumbukirani, mwa zina, zomwe adakudziwitsaninso posachedwa, ndi machenjezo achifundo omwe adakupatsani pazonse zomwe zimakhudzana ndi mkati mwanu ndi zofooka zomwe ndi zachilendo kwa inu ...

Mlongo wanga, adapitilizabe kuti, mudali ndi chikondi chondipempherera ine, ndipo potsatira kudzoza kwa Mulungu, mudandichitira ine, pa mgonero wanu wina, chigamulo cha zabwino zonse zomwe mudatha kuchita m'moyo wanu wonse: bwerani, Mlongo wanga wokondedwa, kuti ndidzakuthokozani inu chifukwa cha izo. Dziwani kuti JC, yemwe adandilimbikitsa, adandisangalatsa kwambiri. Ndi chifukwa cha ntchito yabwino imeneyi ya chifundo chachikhristu kuti mwalandira chifundo chonse ndi

chidziwitso chomwe chinaperekedwa kwa inu usiku womwe mudandiyang'ana ndi thupi langa; ndipo ndikuzindikiranso phindu lomwelo, kuti ndimabwera m'malo mwa JC kuti ndikuchenjezeni mwachifundo kuti mugwire ntchito zambiri kuti mudziyeretse komanso kuti mudziyeretse kwambiri, kuti mupewe kuwonongeka ndi zovuta zomwe zingatsatire kunyalanyaza kwanu ndikulanga  . kusakhulupirika kwanu Atate wanga, ngakhale sindinalankhula ndi inu za ichi kale,  ichi

aka sikoyamba kuti ndikhale ndi maonekedwe otere kuchokera kwa asisteri athu omwe anamwalira, omwe nthawi zambiri amalankhula nane mwanjira yomweyo, mwina kundipempha mapemphero, kapena kundipatsa machenjezo kwa ine kapena kwa ena ...

Udindo waukulu kwambiri wa anthu opatulidwira kwa Mulungu, kuyesetsa kukhala angwiro. Kusakhulupirika kwawo, koopsa kwambiri kuposa kwa miyoyo wamba, kulinso ndi zotsatira zoyipa kwambiri.

Zimene tanena, Atate, za kukhwima kwa purigatoriyo, mogwirizana ndi zolakwa zazing’ono, makamaka za masisitere, zidzawoneka zosadabwitsa; kamodzinso, ngati tilingalira zimene mkhalidwe wa ungwiro wa anthu opatulidwa kwa Mulungu umafuna kwa iwo. Pakuti ngati, monga yense abvomereza, chilungamo chake chili chokhwima pa wokhulupirira wamba; ngati ziweruzo zake zili zoopsa kwambiri kwa anthu onse, chidzakhala chiyani kwa anthu amene adzimanga okha ku kukhulupirika kowonjezereka, ndi amene, mwa chikhalidwe cha malumbiro amene iwo anawonjezera kwa aja a ubatizo, akuitanidwa ku chiyero chokulirapo. , ndi kugwiritsitsa kwambiri njira zonse zopezera icho; popeza njira zimenezi ndi zimene akufuna?

Anthu, makamaka, amene apanga thayo la kupendekera mosalekeza ku ungwiro wolumbirira umenewu, ndi kuti pansi pa chilango cha tchimo latsopano, kodi kusalabadira kwawo kungakhale kokhululukidwa? Kodi mantha awo, kufunda kwawo kungakhale kosalakwa, malinga ngati n'ngodzifunira? Kusakhulupirika kwawo kudzakhala-

adawona ndi diso lomwelo ngati kusakhulupirika kwa anthu wamba? Ayi ndithu, Atate wanga, Mulungu ali woposa nsanje yonse ya mitima yopatulidwa kwa iye; ndipo pamene nsembe iyi ibvomera, m’pamenenso kusakhulupirika kumamkwiyitsa. Anandipangitsa kuona ndi kumvetsetsa kuti m’zinthu zambiri chimene chiri chabe kupanda ungwiro, kapena vuto laling’ono, mwa anthu a dziko lapansi, limakhala lokulirapo mwa sisitere kapena wansembe, chifukwa cha

kupambana kwa malumbiro awo, ulemu wa ntchito yawo, ndi pamwamba pa makhalidwe onse amene ansembe amabvala; zomwe zimawonjezera kukula kwa cholakwacho, makamaka ngati pali chisokonezo. Choncho palibe chaching’ono, Kanthu kakang’ono kwa iwo, ndi kulakwa Kwa Mulungu. Malingaliro, mawu, zochita, zosiya,

zolinga, zilakolako ngakhale m'zinthu zopepuka, zonse zimawerengedwa, zoyesedwa, zogawanika; chifukwa mwa iwo chirichonse chimakhala ndi chikhalidwe cha mphamvu yokoka....

Komabe, Atate anga, ndi zofooka zingati zomwe sizimalowerera muzochita zathu zatsiku ndi tsiku, ndinganene muzochita zabwino za Oyera, ndikadapanda kuletsedwa ndi ulemu womwe ndili nawo kwa  iwo  ! Ndani  sakudziwa

mmene chilengedwe chimapezeka mosavuta m’chilichonse, ndipo munthu ali wochenjera chotani nanga podzinyenga  yekha  ! Zochita zopanda pake komanso  zopanda pake zingati

moni, zochitidwa mwa njira yopezera, mwa mwambo kapena chizolowezi, moyenerera, mwa zosangalatsa kapena zosangalatsa, kapena mwachidwi, popanda cholinga china kupatula malingaliro aumunthu, omwe alibe chiyanjano ndi Mulungu!

Zonsezi zikhoza kukhala pafupifupi wosayanjanitsika mu moyo wamba, koma osati mu moyo umene uyenera kugwirizana chirichonse kwa Mulungu, kuchita kokha ndi mfundo ya chikondi chake, mwachidule moyo mwa chikhulupiriro, ndi chimene, monga momwe kungathekere ku kufooka kwaumunthu. , wapanga kukondweretsa Mulungu m’zonse ndi kusamkondweretsa m’kanthu kalikonse: pakuti, potsirizira pake, ngati chifukwa chokha chimapangitsa kukhala thayo kwa munthu kuchitapo kanthu kaamba ka mapeto oyenera, owona mtima ndi oyenera kwa iye, ngati mkhalidwe wa Mkristu umafuna. Koposa kuti achite ndi cholinga cha chikhulupiriro, monga momwe alili mwa iye, kodi lumbiro langwiro kwambiri silifuna kanthu? Hei! kodi lonjezo lokongola ili kwa Mulungu lingatanthauze chiyani, kukumbatira changwiro nthaŵi zonse, ndipo, nchiyani chimene chingakhale chomkondweretsa koposa, kupendekera mosalekeza ku ungwiro? Kodi ungwiro ukanapezeka

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mosasamala? Kodi munthu wangwiro ndi wokondweretsa Mulungu angapezeke m’chinthu chimene sichingakhale ndi chiyanjano ndi iye, ndi chimene sichikanalunjikitsidwa kwa iye mwanjira iriyonse?....

Tiye tiganizire...

Choncho, tiyeni tinene, Atate wanga, kuti mchitidwe uliwonse wosayanjanitsika, ndi chimene wina kuwonjezera palibe chabwino kapena choipa cholinga, chachabechabe chilichonse moyenerera otchedwa, potsiriza zonse zimene munthu sakhudzana ndi Mulungu, mwa njira iliyonse, ndi osachepera. munthu wotero, kupanda ungwiro, ndipo chotero kuphwanya lumbiro lake kuyesetsa mu chirichonse kwa wangwiro kwambiri. Choncho sipangakhale kanthu kopanda chidwi, makamaka kwa iye, popeza kusayanjanitsika pakokha kumamupangitsa kukhala wolakwa....

Ndi mulu wotani wa kupanda ungwiro, zolakwa ndi zolakwa, patatha zaka zambiri zopanda kupititsa patsogolo, zopanda ntchito pa ungwiro umene tinalumbirira.

!... Chifukwa zonse zimawerengedwa.....

Ndi nthawi yochuluka bwanji yoti tidutse mu purigatoriyo kuti tilipire zobweza za nthawi yonseyi yotayika  ! THE

Ziweruzo za Mulungu ndi zoipa kwa aliyense, popanda kupatula, ndipo mwatsoka sitiganiza  za  izo Tikudziwa kuti chirichonse chidzawerengedwa ndipo  ife

akaunti imakula tsiku lililonse: khungu  lotani  !. Koma  ayi-

Mmodzi yekha amachimwa mwa kupanda ungwiro, m’lingaliro limene tanena, wina amawonjezerabe zolakwa zabwino kwa izo, ndipo ngakhale m’zochita zabwino koposa.

Chilichonse chimene chimachitidwa mwachizoloŵezi, mwaulemu, mwaukali, mwachabechabe, monyada,  mosasamala kanthu za ubwino ndi kuyamikiridwa mwa icho chokha, chimakhala chotsutsidwa, ndipo chiyenera kulangidwa chifukwa cha cholinga chimene chimachiyambitsa. 'opangidwa. Kusasamala kulikonse, kutaya ulemu kulikonse, kuipidwa kulikonse ndi mnansi wako, kupanda kufatsa, kuleza mtima, chikondi, kudzichepetsa, chikhumbo chilichonse chachinsinsi chofuna kukondweretsa ndi kukopa chitamando, ndizo  zolinga zambiri zaumunthu  

kuipitsa ndi kuwononga zochita zathu zabwino zonse kapena pang'ono, ndi kutipangitsa ife kukhala olakwa kwambiri, chifukwa iwo sakondweretsa Mulungu, pomulanda iye mochuluka kapena mocheperapo mtima womwe uli wake wonse, ndi kuyenera kwa kuchitapo kanthu komwe kuli zonse. zake. Awa ndi madontho ambiri enieni omwe nthawi zonse amawononga chiyero cha mawonekedwe ake monga momwe chikondi  chake chimakhalira  . Inde, ndi

kusayamika kumene kumamukhudza kwambiri, chifukwa amakankhira kulimba mtima mpaka kukangana naye ndi kuchotsa kwa iye gawo la ulemerero lomwe ali nalo nsanje, ndipo liri la iye yekha  .  makamaka  mu

Miyoyo yomwe wachenjeza mwapadera za zokomera zake, ndi kuchuluka kwa momwe ziyenera kuwonongera mu purigatorio!...

Koma za chithupithupi ndi wosakhwima miyoyo, amene, kutsatira mayendedwe a chilengedwe, musamakane okha kukhutitsidwa analola; amene, kutali ndi kugwila nchito mosalekeza pa ungwiro wao, sadziwa kudzitsutsa, kudziletsa, kapena kudziononga m’ciri conse; Ndikuwona mwa Mulungu kuti anthuwa akusonkhanitsa chuma cha ngongole mosazindikira, zomwe tsiku lina adzabuula mowawa kwambiri, ngati sasamala. Koma chimenecho sichinakhale choopsa kwambiri kapena chimene chiyenera kuopedwa kwambiri kwa iwo; chifukwa cha moyo wawo wachilengedwe chonse, womizidwa kotheratu m’malingaliro, mwa kuwamana chisomo chofunikira kwambiri m’mikhalidwe yovuta, adzawatsogolera mosadziwika bwino kuchoka ku zolakwa zazing’ono kupita ku zokulirapo, kuchokera ku machimo ang’onoang’ono kupita ku a imfa. Ndiko kukwezeka wamba, ndipo nthawi zambiri kumadutsa kuchokera kumodzi kupita

Tsopano, ndikufunsani inu, Atate wanga, kodi izo sizikhoza kuchititsa mantha?

Kodi sikuyenera kuopedwa kuti mzimu wanyengedwa motero, ndipo umene, wakufa momwe uliri, umadzikhulupirira wokha udakali ndi moyo, udzadutsa, osazindikira, kuchoka ku uchimo wa imfa kupita ku chizoloŵezi, chizoloŵezi kupita ku khungu, kuchoka ku khungu kupita ku kuumitsa, kuchoka ku kuumitsa kupita ku chizolowezi. kusalapa komaliza ndi kutsutsidwa; pakuti izi ndi, ndikubwereza, njira wamba ya moyo wa chikhalidwe ichi. Ndi, kamodzinso, ndi kutsika kowopsa kumeneku komwe amamaliza kutayika kwake kwamuyaya ndikuti amafika pachimake chatsoka....

Kodi chimayambitsa chiyani? Kodi inu mukuziwona izo; nthawi zambiri sizimawoneka ngati kanthu ...

Anazizira kwa Mulungu, monga tidanenera; cholakwa chake ndi ichi: Mulungu adazizidwa ndi iye; Ichi ndi chilango chake. Hei!  ndi chilango  chotani ! Mulungu  ali nazo

anasiyidwa pamene anamsiya;  ndi chilango  chotani ! Zingakhale choncho

kuti ndi zotsatira zosapeŵeka za khalidwe limene liribe chigawenga poyang’ana poyamba?” O Mulungu wanga, ziweruzo zanu n’zowopsa ndi zosafikirika chotani nanga ndi za anthu mpaka patali bwanji!

Inde, Atate wanga, inde, ndikuwona chilungamo cha Mulungu chidzikonzekeretsa mowirikiza motsutsana ndi mantha a anthu osakhulupirika pa zowinda zomwe adamulonjeza kuti amtumikire mwachangu ndi mwachangu. Iye amachotsa zounikira zake ndi chisomo chake kwa iwo, ndipo amawalola kuti agwere mu zolakwa zachinsinsi, nthawi zina ngakhale zapoyera, zomwe zimanyozetsa okhulupirika, kugwedeza chikhulupiriro cha osavuta, ndikuwononga kwambiri Mpingo wa J. C. kotero kuti iwo ali amodzi. za zowawa zake zomveka. Chifukwa, chipululutso chake!

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kwa iye, ndi mliri woopsa bwanji kwa dziko lonse lapansi, kuwona kuti anthu opatulidwa kwa Mulungu, ndi amene, mwa kudzipatulira kwawo, adakhala miuni  ndi zochirikiza za chikhulupiriro, kuti ndiwawone iwo, ndinena, akhala miyala yopunthwitsa. chipika kwa iwo omwe amayenera kuwongola,  kuthandizira,  kuunikira. ;  za

kuwaona amantha akusiya chipani cha choonadi, mwamanyazi akupereka chifukwa cha JC ndikupereka magawano, mpatuko ndi chipani cholakwa; ndi kuti kachiwiri, motsutsana ndi chidwi cha Boma, liwu la chikumbumtima ndi ulemu, kuwala kwa nzeru ndi umboni weniweniwo: kodi zimenezo zingatheke? Inde, kachiwiri, ndipo zonsezi zikhoza kuti  zinayambira

kufunda ndi zolakwa zazing'ono za anthu opatulidwira  kwa  Mulungu O  zimenezo

kufunda uku akulangidwa moyipa! ndi amene sanathe kupenya

zolakwa zazing'ono chabe, pamene wina azilingalira izo kuchokera ku lingaliro lowona lomwe likuyenera izo?...

Zonse zimene ndikuuzani, Atate, Mulungu anandionetsa ndi kuziika pa zimene zikuchitika, kalanga ine! pansi pa maso athu. Chotero kutayika kwa chipembedzo ndi maiko, mikwingwirima yowopsya kwambiri ya Mulungu, masoka aakulu koposa angakhale ndipo kaŵirikaŵiri kokha kumayambitsidwa ndi moyo wofunda uwu ndi izi zotchedwa zolakwa zopepuka, zimene zilango zowopsya zimenezi ziri komabe chilango cholungama. Apa, ndiye, zomwe zimatchedwa minutiae, scruples, trifles; kumwamba kwabwino! zachabechabe! ndi mmene

Kodi munthu angapereke chiweruzo chotere?... Mantha amayamba zoipa, kusapembedza kumadya: Mtsogoleri akakhudzidwa, zoipa zapambana posachedwa; tikungoona umboni wochuluka wa izo.

Lingaliro lolondola kuti tiyenera kukhala ndi kufooka kwaumunthu ndi ubwino wa Mulungu. Kusiyana pakati pa zolakwa za fragility kapena zodabwitsa, ndi za nkhanza kapena chizolowezi.

Komabe, tisapitirire, ndipo tisamale kuti tisachotse ubwino ndi chifundo cha Mulungu ndi kufuna kupereka mopambanitsa chilungamo chake; mwachiwonekere kukakhala kugwera m’phompho lina kufuna kupeŵa lina, ndipo chimenecho sicholinga changa. Sindikufuna, mwa kusamvetsetsa, kapena ndi mantha owopsa, kugwedeza chidaliro cholungama cha okhulupirika owona mu chifundo cha Ambuye. Mulungu aletse kuti ndisalimbikitsenso kukhumudwa m'miyoyo yachifuno  chabwino  ! M'malo mwake, ine ndikufuna kusangalatsa mwa iwo  oyera

chidaliro, chomwe chiri chipatso chokha cha kukhulupirika m'zinthu zazing'ono; ndipo chifukwa cha izo, ine ndikufuna kuti mwa mantha abwino apatuke mofanana ndi kusakhulupirira ndi kudzikuza; wosangalala sing'anga ndi gawo lokhalo pakati pa kuchulukitsitsa kuwiri lomwe liyeneranso kuopedwa.

Chifukwa chake ndikuvomereza, Atate anga, akhristu ndi oyerawo ndi anthu, ndipo, pambuyo pake, china chake chiyenera kuperekedwa kwa anthu, ndikutanthauza kufooka kwaumunthu. Mwina inde; koma kuli kofunikanso kusiyanitsa zolakwa za fragility koyera zomwe zimathawa zangwiro kwambiri, zolakwa za njiru, ndipo ngakhale zolakwa za kunyalanyaza zomwe miyoyo yofunda imadzazidwa nazo. Ndikofunikira kusiyanitsa machimo a venial ndi chizolowezi cha machimo osakhalitsa Zolakwa zosakhalitsa zomwe timalapa, ndi zomwe timagwirira  ntchito .

odziwa kudziwongolera, amakhululukidwa mosavuta; awa ndi mathithi omwe munthu amapanga zana limodzi patsiku, ngati mukufuna, komanso momwe amachira nthawi zambiri; ndipo ndingayerekeze kunena kuti tchimo lililonse lomwe munthu walapa moona mtima, ngakhale litakhala lalikulu, silingakhale ndi zotsatira zatsoka za chipulumutso;

popeza, m'malo mwake, imagwira ntchito ngati chosungirako mwa kupanga tcheru kwambiri mtsogolo kwa iwo omwe idapereka chidziwitso cha kufooka kwake.

Koma, Atate wanga, sizili choncho ndi chizolowezi cha zolakwa zazing'ono, ndipo izi ndi zomwe munthu ayenera kusamala nazo. Kudzichepetsera ku kumasulidwa ku upandu ndikukhalabe pafupifupi wosayanjanitsika ndi wamkulu kapena wochepera wa ungwiro, kudzipanga wekha, monga dongosolo la moyo, dzanzi lachizoloŵezi ndi mantha, ndi chikhalidwe chosalolera kwa maso. kunyoza kwamwambo za chisomo chake, kufunda kumene Mulungu akuwopseza kuti adzasanza m’kamwa mwake, monga mmene munthu amasanza chakumwa chonyansa chimene mtima wake umakhala nacho; ndipo popeza n'chonyansa komanso chosowa kuti munthu abweze zomwe adazisanza kale, zikutsatira, osachepera, kuti chizolowezi chofunda ndi chowopsa ku chipulumutso, ndipo chowonadi chowopsa ichi chiyenera kuchititsa anthu ambiri kunjenjemera. kuganiza...

Kunena zopanda pake kapena mawu aulere pang'ono mopanda pake kapena mwaulemu motsutsana ndi zachifundo kapena ukoma wina uliwonse ndi vuto lomwe kulingalira kumakonza mphindi yotsatira; koma kuti adzizolowere, mwadala, ndi monyengerera kuti asangalale, kulankhula mosalekeza ndi popanda kulapa kulankhula mawu omasuka ndi otsutsana ndi umulungu, chikondi, kapena kudzichepetsa, ndi chinthu chosiyana kwambiri; ndipo ngakhale mawu onse amiseche kapena achipongwe amenewa mwa iwo okha anali odzudzula pang’ono, zimenezo sizikanaletsa chizoloŵezicho kukhala choipa kwambiri, chovumbula chipulumutso ku ngozi yaikulu kwambiri. Momwemonso ndi zokhumba, malingaliro, zosiyidwa, ndi zina.

Kusiya ntchito yaing'ono pa ntchito yabwino kungakhale kulakwitsa pang'ono; koma kudzizoloweretsa popanda chisoni pakusiya pafupifupi chilichonse chomwe sichikuwoneka chofunikira ndiko kukonzekera.

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kusiya mfundo zofunika kwambiri komanso zotsimikizika zokhudzana ndi chipulumutso; ndipo chifukwa chake n’chakuti, mwa chotulukapo chachibadwa, mkhalidwe woipa umenewu, mwa kuchepetsa mphamvu zathu zauzimu mosalekeza, umatifikitsa pafupi ndi mlandu waupandu molingana ndi mmene umatipanga kukhala osakhulupirika ku chisomo chimene tinali nacho kutipulumutsa ku icho. . Chisomo chonyozedwa ndi chodetsedwa chimachoka; chilengedwe chimakula mwamphamvu pamene Mulungu amatisiya,

ndipo pafupifupi nthawi zonse upandu waukulu umatsatira zolakwa zazing'ono.

Ine sindikudziwa, Atate, momwe anthu ati adzatengere makhalidwe anga; koma zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti izi ndizo tanthauzo la zomwe JC adandipangitsa kuwona usiku womwe ndidalankhula nanu. Ndi kusasamala kotembereredwaku komwe kumatsogolera miyoyo yambiri ku purigatorio ndikuwapangitsa iwo kuvutika kumeneko ndi zowawa zazitali ndi zankhanza; wokondwa kwambiri ngati sanawatengere kwinakwake! Koma mwatsoka! ndi iyenso amene, monga tanenera, kugahena kwa anthu ndi otayika omwe kutsutsika kwawo kumayamba ndikukwaniritsa.

Inde, chifukwa sitingathe kubwereza nthawi zambiri, ndi kupyolera mu zolakwa zazing'ono, zosakhulupirika za tsiku ndi tsiku, timadziwa bwino za umbanda ndipo pamapeto pake timatha kumeza kuipa ngati madzi ...

Kuchokera pa zonsezi, Atate wanga, okhulupirika owona, makamaka amene anapatulidwa kwa Mulungu m’njira yapadera kwambiri, ayenera kumaliza ndi kumvetsetsa mmene kuliri kofunika kwa iwo kuti nthaŵi zonse agwiritse ntchito kumenyana ndi chilengedwe, kuyang’anira awo onse ndi awo onse. kuti agwirizanitse chirichonse kwa Mulungu, monga momwe kungathekere kwa iwo mwamakhalidwe, ndi kuchita ntchito zawo zonse wamba ndi chiyeretso chachikulu cha zolinga zomwe iwo mwa umunthu angathe kuchita pa goli labwino, ndi ungwiro mazunzo a moyo wachikhristu. : ndikofunikira, momwe mungathere, kuti mupewe kupitirira malire ... Ngati akutsutsidwa kuti ndi ndalama zambiri kuti asamalire kwambiri ndikuchita zachiwawa zambiri, ndiyankha: koma ndilo lamulo ndi chikhalidwe. Choncho, kaya zimawononga pang'ono kapena zambiri, sindizo zomwe zimagwirizana ndi Mkhristu amene amagwiritsa ntchito malingaliro ake ndi chikhulupiriro chake kuti atsimikizire chipulumutso chake. Zimawononga ndalama zambiri, ndivomereza ngati mungafune; koma zambiri izi nzochepa kwambiri poyerekezera ndi njira yosapeŵeka, yomwe idzakhala zotsatira za khalidwe lathu pankhaniyi, popeza, m’dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena helo zimadalira pa izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma zimawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuyesedwa. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo. Izi sizomwe zimakhudzana ndi Mkhristu yemwe amagwiritsa ntchito kulingalira kwake ndi chikhulupiriro chake kuti atsimikizire chipulumutso chake. Zimawononga ndalama zambiri, ndivomereza ngati mungafune; koma zambiri izi nzochepa kwambiri poyerekezera ndi njira yosapeŵeka, yomwe idzakhala zotsatira za khalidwe lathu pankhaniyi, popeza, m’dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena helo zimadalira pa izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma zimawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuyesedwa. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo. Izi sizomwe zimakhudzana ndi Mkhristu yemwe amagwiritsa ntchito kulingalira kwake ndi chikhulupiriro chake kuti atsimikizire chipulumutso chake. Zimawononga ndalama zambiri, ndivomereza ngati mungafune; koma zambiri izi nzochepa kwambiri poyerekezera ndi njira yosapeŵeka, yomwe idzakhala zotsatira za khalidwe lathu pankhaniyi, popeza, m’dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena helo zimadalira pa izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma zimawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuyesedwa. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo. amachita mogwirizana ndi Mkristu amene amagwiritsa ntchito kulingalira kwake ndi chikhulupiriro chake kutsimikizira chipulumutso chake. Zimawononga ndalama zambiri, ndivomereza ngati mungafune; koma zambiri izi nzochepa kwambiri poyerekezera ndi njira yosapeŵeka, yomwe idzakhala zotsatira za khalidwe lathu pankhaniyi, popeza, m’dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena helo zimadalira pa izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma zimawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuyesedwa. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo. amachita mogwirizana ndi Mkristu amene amagwiritsa ntchito kulingalira kwake ndi chikhulupiriro chake kutsimikizira chipulumutso chake. Zimawononga ndalama zambiri, ndivomereza ngati mungafune; koma zambiri izi nzochepa kwambiri poyerekezera ndi njira yosapeŵeka, yomwe idzakhala zotsatira za khalidwe lathu pankhaniyi, popeza, m’dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena helo zimadalira pa izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma kumawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuwunika. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri kwa bizinesi, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo. Ndivomereza ngati mungafune; koma zambiri izi nzochepa kwambiri poyerekezera ndi njira yosapeŵeka, yomwe idzakhala zotsatira za khalidwe lathu pankhaniyi, popeza, m’dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena helo zimadalira pa izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma zimawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuyesedwa. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo. Ndivomereza ngati mungafune; koma zambiri izi nzochepa kwambiri poyerekezera ndi njira yosapeŵeka, yomwe idzakhala zotsatira za khalidwe lathu pankhaniyi, popeza, m’dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena helo zimadalira pa izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma zimawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuyesedwa. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo. dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena kugahena zimatengera izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma zimawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuyesedwa. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo. dongosolo wamba la zinthu, kumwamba kapena kugahena zimatengera izo kwa aliyense wa ife. Pomaliza, zimawononga ndalama zambiri; koma zimawononga ndalama zambiri kutaya katundu wopanda malire ndi wamuyaya ndikumva zowawa zomwe sizidzatha. Iyi ndiye mfundo yofunika kwambiri yomwe ena onse ayenera kuweruzidwa ndikuyesedwa. Lamulo losasunthika lomwe chilichonse chikugwirizana nalo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, bizinesi yokhayo yomwe munthu ayenera kuda nkhawa nayo.

GAWO VI.

Chifukwa chake padziko lapansi pali zipembedzo zambiri zonyenga komanso zonyansa zambiri. Kuchititsa Akhungu Mwadala Kwa Osaopa Mulungu, Ndi Chilango Chawo.

Mulungu tsopano akufuna, Atate, kuti ndigawane nanu zomwe ananena kwa ine pa nthawi yowerenga yomwe ikukamba za mazunzo a Mpingo. Kuwerenga uku kunandipangitsa kuganiza mozama kwambiri pazochitika za nthawiyo. Kusinkhasinkha kumeneku kunandichititsa chisoni chachikulu, mpaka ndikanatha kukwiya, osadziwa kuti ndi ndani,  kapena  chifukwa chiyani Mulungu Wanga  amanenera .

Ine mu chisoni changa, nchifukwa ninji mukuvutika ndi unyinji uwu wa zolakwa, za zopanda pake, za ziphunzitso zodabwitsa ndi zotsutsana zimene dziko ladzala nazo, potsirizira pake za mipatuko yonyenga, imene imavulaza ku chowonadi cha kulambira kowona, imene imanyozetsa chipembedzo chanu chopatulika , . podzichitira mwano, zipembedzo zabodza ndi zonyansa, zomwe anthu akhungu, Amanyozetsa ofooka ndi amoyo osavuta omwe amapangitsa adani anu kunyoza Mulungu, omwe amapezerapo mwayi wosokoneza chilichonse, kumenyana ndi chirichonse ndi kukana chirichonse?...

Popeza kuti pali Mulungu mmodzi yekha, zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti payenera kukhala chipembedzo chimodzi chokha; ndipo monga pali JC imodzi yokha, payeneranso kukhala Mpingo umodzi wokha padziko lapansi; pakuti chowonadi sichidzitsutsa: ena onse chotero ayenera kuwonongedwa, kupereka ulemu ku umodzi wa Mulungu ponena za choonadi cha mawu ake. Pamenepo sipadzakhalanso kusamvetsetsana, kapenanso kusamvana; sipakanakhala ngakhale chifukwa cha chifuno choipa; lamulo lopatulika la Uthenga Wabwino lokha likatsatiridwa, JC yekha adzadziwika ndi kulambiridwa; sitikadauona Mpingo koma umene adaukhazikitsa, umene sukanakhala nawo mdani; ndipo iwo otchedwa amphamvu maganizo sakanagwiritsa ntchito, monga achita, magawano ochititsa manyazi awa; Ife

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zolandilidwa kwa Atumwi ndi mwambo wokhazikika...

Pamene, kuti ndiimbe mlandu anthu oipa, ndinawoneka ngati ndikudandaula za Mulungu mwiniwake, JC anandipangitsa kumva mawu ake mkati mwanga: "Chilichonse chomwe ukuganiza kuti ndi chowona ngati ukutanthauza," adatero kwa ine; koma simudziwa zolinga za mayendedwe anga, kapena akasupe a chipulumutso changa. Mukufuna kuti ndithetse zonyansa zonse, mipatuko yonse yonyenga, zipembedzo zonse zonyenga, mipatuko yonse yomwe imapereka mthunzi ku Mpingo wanga ndi kunyoza choonadi cha mpatuko wokha umene ndakhazikitsa; momwe zingakhalire zoyenera, mwana wanga, kuti ndithetse uchimo, womwe ndi gwero loyamba komanso lokhazikika la zovuta zonse, zoipa zokhazokha padziko lapansi, mdani yekhayo wa mtundu wa anthu ndi Mulungu mwiniyo.

Frank arbiter wa munthu. Ufulu wake wosankha pakati pa chabwino ndi choipa.

Dziŵani ndiye, iye anapitiriza, kuti pankhani zachipembedzo, monga pankhani ya makhalidwe, ufulu wakudzisankhira wa aliyense uyenera kuchitika. Munthu ayenera kukhala womasuka kusankha pakati pa chabwino ndi choipa; popanda chimene sindikanatha kuchita ubwino wanga kapena chilungamo changa; ndipo chifukwa chake nchosavuta: ngati munthu sakanakhala womasuka m'zochita zake, sakadayenera kapena kunyozedwa; Choncho sipadzakhala chilango kwa iye ndi mantha, ngakhale malipiro oyembekezera.

Kupatula apo, chida chongokhala sichingandipatse ulemu womwe umandilemekeza; kulambira kwake sikungakhale koyenera kwa ine.

Mofananamo, ngati pakanakhala chipembedzo chimodzi chokha chodziŵika ku dziko lonse lapansi, kodi kukanakhala koyenerera kotani kuchitsatira, pamene panalibe chosankha chochitidwa, ndipo wina sakanachita mwanjira ina? akadayenera kuchita chiyani chifukwa chodziletsa?... Opanda chilakolako ndi mayesero, chikhalidwe chawo padziko lapansi chikanakhala cha oyera mtima Kumwamba, chikhalidwe cha chilungamo osati cha mayesero, ndipo chikadali chilungamo chosayenerera monga momwe chingakhalire. zosavomerezeka: munthu sangatero, monga momwe mukuonera, kuthetsa tchimo ndi kuchotsa zoipa padziko lapansi, popanda kuthetsa nthawi yomweyo ufulu wa munthu, umene uli wonyansa kwa makhalidwe anga komanso zofuna za cholengedwa changa, ndipo sangathe. khalani ndi dongosolo lokhazikitsidwa; chifukwa cha chisamaliro changa adalamula kuti ayi.

Molingana ndi dongosolo la lamulo langa lamuyaya, munthu, mbuye weniweni wa iye yekha, ayenera kuyesedwa ndi kuyesedwa kwa kanthawi. Ndi pa izi zokha

pokhapokha nditapatsidwa ulemu ndi ulemu wa mtima wake ndi zochita zake. Chotero ndamupanga iye kukhala mtsogoleri wa kusankha, ndi wa kutsimikiza yekha momasuka m’zonse; ndipo chifukwa chake ndalola kuti cholakwacho chipezeke m'chilichonse, kunena kwake, pambali pa lamulo, ndi kuti pali sitepe yokha pakati pa kusamvera ndi kukhulupirika.

Ubwino wa Mulungu mu chisomo ndi njira zomwe amapereka kwa munthu kuti apewe zoipa ndikuchita zabwino.

Mkhalidwe uwu wa mayesero umene munthu amadzipeza kuti wapangidwa, wina akhoza kunena m'lingaliro kuti ndi ntchito ya chilungamo changa; koma kukwanira kwa kukoma mtima kwanga kumpatsa njira zonse zopewera zoipa ndi kuchita zabwino; ndipo ndizomwe ndidachita ndikulemekeza aliyense. Tsiku lalikulu la mawonetseredwe lidzalungamitsa pa mfundo iyi Kupereka kwanga ndi malamulo anga pa zolengedwa zonse zomwe zakhalapo ndi zomwe zidzakhalapo mpaka pamenepo; tidzaona kuti palibe amene adzatayika koma chifukwa cha kulakwa kwake; kuti ponena za onse, popanda kuchotserapo, ndidzapereka zoposa zimene ndinayenera kuchitira; kuti ndinafunsira cifundo koposa ciweruzo; ndi kuti wina sangakhoze, popanda mwano, kundiimba ine mlandu wosayanjanitsika, mocheperapo pa kupanda chilungamo kapena nkhanza.

Ngati izi zipezeka kuti ndi zoona ponena za anthu ankhanza ndi osakhulupirira iwo eni, zikhala bwanji kwa Akhristu, makamaka ana a mpingo wanga?… Adzalungamitsa bwanji khalidwe lawo pambuyo pa zabwino zomwe ndawapatsa, ndi kuti ndiwapatse nthawi zonse kupewa zoipa ndi kuchita zabwino? Ndikuwachotsa kumachimo chifukwa Choopa chilango; Ndikuwatsogolera ku ukoma ndi chikhutiro chokopa chimene ndikuchiphatikiza nacho, ndi chiyembekezo cha malipiro amene ndikuwalonjeza; ndifera m’menemo moto wonyansa; Ndilimbana nawo mwa iwo okha ndi zokhumba zawo. Sindimawasiyira zovuta kupatula zokwanira kuti agonjetse ndikuyenerera kumenyedwa komwe akuyenera kupirira: osati kokha kugawa thandizo kwa chiwerengero ndi ukali wa adani awo, koma ine ndikugwirabe muyeso m'dzanja langa kuti apindule nawo; ndiko kunena kuti, kuwakomera mtima monga momwe ndingathere, sindilola kuti ayesedwe

pamwamba pa mphamvu zawo; ndipo ndidziwa kupezerapo mwayi pa mayesero awo, ngakhale kugwa kwawo, kuwapanga iwo kukonza zolakwa zawo ndi phindu.

Kufunika komenya nkhondo kuti tipambane.

 “Pakadakhala kuti padziko lapansi pakanakhala chipembedzo chimodzi chokha, inu mumati anthu oipa sakanapambana kuchulukitsa, adani a Mulungu sakadapeza mwayi, monga momwe amachitira, kunyoza dzina lake loyera .  

zoona, mwana wanga; koma nenani, ndipo mudzanena bwino, kuti, Pakadakhala chipembedzo chimodzi ndi anthu abwino padziko lapansi, kuyambira pamenepo sipakanakhalanso zolakwa kapena anthu oipa; sipadzakhalanso adani a Mulungu;  kuyambira pamenepo, chotero, chowonadi sichidzatsutsidwanso, ndipo chiri chofunikira kwa icho

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kukhala; anthu abwino sakadazunzidwanso, komabe ndi kupyolera mu izi kokha kuti chinsinsi cha kukonzedweratu kwawo chiyenera kugwira ntchito; chifukwa changa sichikanapambana, ndipo chiyenera kupambana nthawi zonse. Pomaliza, ana anga okhulupirika sakanakhalanso ndi mayesero oti apirire, ndipo sadzawasowa; chifukwa, monga ndinanena, mtendere wosasinthika sugwirizana ndi momwe zinthu zilili pano, ndipo Msilikali wanga wa Tchalitchi sangakhale popanda kumenyana.

Inde, kamodzinso, pamafunika ndewu kuti tipambane; muyenera kugwira ntchito ndikuvutika kuti mulandire mphotho. Palibe ukoma kupatula pamene pali mayesero, mitanda ndi mayesero, ndipo kuli bwino kwambiri kuti pakhale namsongole pakati pa tirigu m'munda wa atate, kuposa kuti palibe namsongole kapena mbewu zabwino: siine amene ndinafesa namsongole kumeneko; koma ndi mbali ya plan yanga yopezerapo mwayi pa zomwe mdani wanga akuchita kumeneko popanda chilolezo changa. Chopambana, m’zonse, ndicho kumva zowawa zonse kufikira nthawi yokolola, pamene kudzakhala kulekanitsidwa kwa wina ndi mzake. Kukanakhala kuti palibe zinsinsi, kodi ubwino wa chikhulupiriro ukanakhala kuti? ndipo ngati chirichonse chinali chomvekera bwino m’chipembedzo, kodi kulingalira kukanapereka bwanji nsembe zimene Mulungu afuna kwa icho? . . .

Nzeru za Kupereka Kwaumulungu, zomwe nthawi zambiri zimalola olungama kuzunzika pansi pano ndi oyipa kupambana.

Mwa mfundo imeneyi, mwana wanga, sikuli kovuta kuti ufotokoze kumlingo wina chifukwa chake oipa nthawi zambiri amayenda bwino padziko lapansi, ndi chifukwa chake olungama nthawi zambiri amaponderezedwa mmenemo. Kukadakhala kuti ubwino ukanakhala wotsimikiza apa m’munsi mwa malipiro ake, ndi mlandu wa chilango chake, kuonjezerapo kuti sipakanakhalanso ubwino wopewera chimodzi koma kuchita chinacho, popeza muzonsezi munthu akadangochita chifukwa chodzikondera yekha, kuganiza kuti sipadzakhalanso moyo wina umene ungayembekezere pambuyo pa imfa. Mulungu, m’lingaliro limeneli, akadadzimasula yekha kwa onse m’moyo wa munthu; ndipo aliyense wa dziko lapansi akadakhala nazo zake.

Choncho, ndi nzeru yaikulu kuti Mulungu analamula kuti zinthu zisinthe. Mulungu amalola olungama kuzunzika ndi oipa kuti apambane kwa kanthaŵi; ndipo apa pali chifukwa cha khalidwe lake lokongola, lomwe limapangitsa kuti chilungamo chake ndi ubwino wake zizichita nthawi imodzi. Palibe munthu, wolungama ndi woyera kwambiri, amene alibe kapena amene alibe zolakwa zambiri. ; monga palibe munthu woipa kwambiri, amene alibebe zabwino m'mbali zina: tsopano Mulungu, amene ali wabwino ndi wolungama kwa onse, sangasiye kusakhulupirika ndi kupanda ungwiro kwa olungama popanda chilango, monga iye sangakhoze kuwachotsera oipa okha. mphoto chifukwa cha makhalidwe abwino amene iwo achita. Kodi iye akuchita chiyani? Iye amalipira otsiriza m’moyo uno ndi ubwino wanthawi yochepa, kuti asawabwereke chilichonse pa imfa; pamene, m’malo mwake, amalanga olungama m’moyo, kotero kuti adziwongolera ndi kudzimasula okha mwa kulapa, ndi kuti alibenso kanthu kena kakuwapempha pa imfa  .

Kotero kuti kenako adanena kwa ena: "Inu mwalangidwa chifukwa cha zolakwa zanu m'moyo, koma simunalipidwe chifukwa cha zabwino zanu; ndipo kwa ena: Inu mwalipidwa chifukwa cha ntchito zanu zabwino m’moyo, koma simunalangidwe chifukwa cha machimo anu. Chifukwa chake ndili ndi ngongole pa nthawi ya mphotho zamuyaya kwa ena, ndi zilango kwa ena… Chifukwa chake, zovuta zodzinamizirazi zomwe malingaliro amphamvu amatsutsana nazo kwambiri, zimatsimikizira dongosolo langwiro, pakukhazikitsa kukhalapo ndi moyo wina, komanso kusafa. wa moyo, pa kukhalapo kofunikira kwa chilungamo cha  Mulungu.

Choncho kuti ndibwerere ku chipembedzo changa chopatulika, JC anapitiriza, dziwani, mwana wanga wamkazi, kuti tidzakhala omasuka nthawi zonse kuvomereza kapena kukana, chifukwa nthawi zonse tidzakhala omasuka kuchita kapena osachita zabwino ndi zoipa, kudzipulumutsa kapena kukana. kudzitaya wekha: sikulalikidwa ndi chiwawa cha zida; chowonadi ndi

kunyengerera, koma sikulowa m'mitima mwa mphamvu; imalemekeza ufulu wakudzisankhira wa amene walengezedwa kwa iwo. Kotero iwo amene akufunadi kutembenukira kwa iye, ine sindidzawakana iwo njira yopezera iye; M’malo mwake, amene adzapitirizabe kum’tembenukira m’mbuyo ndi kutseka makutu awo ku mawu ake ndi mitima yawo ku malingaliro a chisomo changa, + ndidzawalola kuti asocheretsedwe popanda chowakakamiza, chifukwa ndikufuna ana. osati akapolo a utumiki wanga. Ndikufuna kutumikiridwa ndi kupembedzedwa ndi mtima, malingaliro ndi chifuniro, osati ndi mantha aukali, omwe amandikwiyitsa ndi kundinyozetsa.

Iwe ukubuula, mwana wanga, kuona chipembedzo changa chikuwukiridwa ndi kuzunzidwa kuchokera kumbali zonse; koma inu simuzindikira kuti ine ndimalandira ulemerero wopanda malire kuchokera kwa izo. Chozizwitsa chachikulu komanso chowala kwambiri m'chilengedwe chonse, sikuwona

kuti chipembedzo ichi chilipo ndipo chidzakhalapo mpaka mapeto a dziko lapansi, osasiya kuzunzidwa mkati

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ndipo popanda adani amitundu yonse, ndipo nthawi zambiri ngakhale ndi ana ake omwe anali ndi chidwi chomuteteza ndi kumuteteza.

Nditsoka lalikulu ndithu, kwa amene akumenyana nalo; koma adzudzule ndani koma iwo okha? Kodi nchifukwa ninji amagwiritsira ntchito molakwa moipitsitsa ufulu wawo wosankha ndi nyali za kulingalira kwawo?... N’chifukwa chiyani iwo mouma khosi amakana umboni, umene umafuna, mwa chisomo changa, kudzilowetsa m’mitima yawo? Amafunafuna chowonadi; ayi! Nanga nchifukwa ninji saulandira pamene Uli wokha? Pamene chiri chowonadi chimene munthu akuchifuna, ndi kuti iye akuchifuna mwachikhulupiriro chabwino, amayamba kubwerera ku gwero lake, wina amabwera kwa ine kuti adzachipeze, ndiyeno safuna njira zambiri, kapena 'kuyesetsa kosafunikira, zobisika;

Kunyada, chotchinga ku chidziwitso cha choonadi ichi.

"Pambuyo pochepetsa kunyada kwa chifukwa chapamwamba, munthu amatsegula mtima wake ku chikhulupiriro m'mawu anga, ndipo chikhulupiriro ichi chimapeza chiyembekezo ndi chikondi, chomwe chimaposa zonse zomwe zapezedwa ndi malingaliro ochenjera ....

»Ayi! Ambuye Mulungu wanga, ndinalira kwa JC, chifukwa chiyani afilosofi awa samadzipereka ku kuwala kwa nyali yaumulungu iyi ya chikhulupiriro, chomwe chiri chifukwa chachikulu chomwe mumawalitsira pamaso pawo?... "Mwana wanga," anayankha motero? , "anaphunzira kwambiri kapena amanyadira kubwera kusukulu kwanga ...

Lamulo langa lopatulika limapereka nzeru kwa ang'ono ndi odzichepetsa mtima, mwa iwo osatsutsa; popanda iwo kuphunzirapo za umunthu, zolemba, kapena filosofi, zimawapangitsa iwo kudziwa choonadi chonse; ndipo simunawerenge ndikuphunzira kuti anthu ang'onoang'ono abwino nthawi zambiri amathamangira kufera chikhulupiriro komanso kupambana, pomwe

Madotolo ndi mizimu yapamwamba yapereka  chipembedzo chawo mwamantha  ? Zili choncho

kuti ndi chikhulupiriro oyamba anali ndi chidziwitso cha oyera mtima, chimene chokha chimapangitsa Mkhristu; pamene ndi chidziwitso chawo chonse, enawo, pa mfundo iyi, anali osadziwa kotheratu, makamaka kuti amve chisoni pamene anali kuvomerezana nazo. Ena apambana zonse, chifukwa adayika chidaliro chawo chonse mwa Ine; ndipo enawo adagonjetsedwa, chifukwa adadzidalira kwambiri; apa ndipamene kutengeka kumathera nthawi zonse. »

Kufunika kwa chikhulupiriro kudziwa choonadi ndi kuchita ukoma.

Kuchokera pa zonsezi tiyenera kumaliza m'malingaliro anga, ndipo izi ndi zomwe JC adandidziwitsa, kuti chikhulupiriro m'mawu ake sikofunikira kokha mu chipembedzo chomwe chiri maziko, komanso chidziwitso cha anthu chikwi. pafupifupi zosatheka kuchita bwino popanda izo. Popanda izo munthu akhoza kuchita makhalidwe abwino omwe ali ndi maonekedwe ochuluka kuposa kulimba, popeza kuti iwo sali oyenera Kumwamba, pokhala opanda kanthu ndi opanda mphamvu ya chipulumutso. Popanda izo, pambuyo pogwira ntchito zambiri, munthu adzadzipeza yekha chimanjamanja, ndi kulandidwa mphotho zonse kwamuyaya; chifukwa pamaso pa Mulungu, ndi Mkristu yekha, osati wanthanthi, amene ayenera kufupidwa. Popanda chikhulupiriro sikutheka kukondweretsa Mulungu, chifukwa sikutheka kukhala Mkristu popanda chikhulupiriro. Koma,

Pa izi, Atate anga, ndikuuzani pano, mwa dongosolo la JC, ndondomeko ya chikhulupiriro chimene anandiphunzitsa iye mwini, ndi chimene, chifukwa cha izi, ndimawerenga tsiku lililonse mu Uthenga Wabwino. kwa zaka khumi ndi zisanu kapena makumi awiri. Pano pali, liwu ndi liwu, monga anandipangitsa ine ndibwereze izo, kuti zilembedwe ndi kutumizidwa kwa inu:

Mchitidwe wachikhulupiriro woperekedwa ndi JC kwa Mlongo.

" Oo Mulungu wanga ! Ndikukhulupirira kotheratu mwa inu ndi zonse zimene mwavumbulutsa ku Mpingo wanu Woyera wa Katolika, Atumwi ndi Roma; Choncho ndimakhulupirira zowonadi zonse za chilamulo chanu choyera, m’zolembedwa zonse za chikhulupiriro zolembedwa kapena zosalembedwa, zodziwika kapena zosadziwika, zakale, zamasiku ano ndi zamtsogolo; ndipo ndikukhulupirira, pachowonadi cha mawu a JC, popanda kundidziwitsa ngakhale bwanji, kapena chiyani, kapena chifukwa chiyani. Ndikukufunsani zonsezi, O Mulungu wanga! chikhulupiriro chakhungu, chosasunthika ndi chosagwedezeka, koma koposa zonse chikhulupiriro chamoyo ndi chochitachita, chimene chimandipangitsa ine kusunga lamulo lanu loyera m'zonse, kuyambira

njira, ndi cholinga, ndi malekezero omwe mukufuna kuti ndikhulupirire, zomwe ndimakonda ndi zomwe ndimakonda, kukhala wokhulupirika ku chikondi chanu, ndi kukwaniritsa chifuniro chanu choyera. »

Ndi zinthu zingati, Atate, zomwe zili m’mawu aliwonse a chivomerezo chokongola ichi cha chikhulupiriro, chimene chili ndi kuya kwa zinsinsi zathu zonse, ndi kupereka kwa iye amene amachibwereza mochokera pansi pa mtima ndi pakamwa kuyenera kwakukulu kumene angakhale nako pamaso pa Mulungu. ! Ah! Atate wanga, tikadzaona Mulungu wabwino ngati amene ali naye, tidzakhulupirira zonsezo

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zimamveka; koma sitidzakhalanso ndi kuyenera kwa chikhulupiriro, sitidzakhalanso ndi chiyembekezo, popeza tidzakhala kumapeto kwa zilakolako zathu. Mwa makhalidwe atatu aumulungu, kotero, padzatsala kwa ife chikondi chokha; koma sitingakhale ndi ukoma wokoma uwu pambuyo pa imfa yathu, pokhapokha titauphatikiza ndi awiriwo m’moyo wathu. Choncho tiyeni tikhale ndi chikhulupiriro ndi chiyembekezo chokhala ndi  chikondi mpaka kalekale  . Tiyeni tipitilize kunena kuti  J.C.

monga munthu uyu wochokera ku Uthenga: Ndikukhulupirira, Ambuye, koma onjezerani chikhulupiriro changa… Mulole masikolala onse ndi anthanthi abwereze izo mwakufuna!

Posachedwapa sipadzakhalanso mizimu yamphamvu, yosakhulupirira, kapena yosaopa Mulungu padziko lapansi. Chikhulupiriro chikanapanga Akhristu ndipo posachedwa kukhala oyera a anthu onse  ;

ndipo m’mene adali nacho chikhulupiriro chochuluka, m’pamenenso adazindikira momwe kulingalira kwawo kudasokera. Tsalani bwino, Atate; samalani, ndikupemphani kuti  musatero

kuwonetsa zoopsa zomwe zimachitika pafupipafupi. sindileka kupempherera chisungiko chanu (1); ndipempherenso kuti Ambuye wabwino andikhululukire zolakwa zanga zonse zosawerengeka, ndi kundipatsa chisomo chimene ndikusowa. Ndikhumba ndi mtima wanga wonse kubwerera kwanu; koma mwatsoka! mphepo yamkuntho ikadali yosunthika kwambiri: timafunikira kulimba mtima, kuleza mtima ndi kugonjera kuposa kale lonse....

Zolemba za mlongo. Chifukwa cha khungu la oipa.

Atate wanga, za ochimwa owumitsidwa ndi osalapa, amene ndalankhula ndi inu kambirimbiri, monganso za anthu osapembedza, amene ndinawalungamitsa.

lankhulaninso, ine ndikuwona choyamba ndi chachikulu mwa Mulungu kuti osauka awa omvetsa chisoni samabwera mwadzidzidzi pa mfundo iyi ya khungu, ya kuuma mtima;

(1) Sindinavutike kunena koposa zonse ku mapemphero a mzimu wabwino uwu, kukhala, pamtunda ndi panyanja, kuthawa zoopsa zina, ziwiri mwa zina zomwe mwachibadwa sizimawoneka kuti munthu angathawe. Sindikayika ngakhale pang'ono kuti zoopsa zauzimu zomwe zikanandipulumutsa zinali zoopsa kwambiri komanso zochulukirapo.

kusiyidwa, komwe kumapanga kulapa komaliza ndipo kumawononga kutayidwa koipitsitsa kuwirikiza chikwi kuposa mabingu ndi matemberero. Amangogwera m’menemo mosadziwika bwino komanso mwamadigiri; Amafika kumeneko pochoka ku ukafiri kupita  ku  ukafiri  .

nkhondo yankhanza ndi yopanda nzeru yolimbana ndi chisomo, ubwino, chifundo, chilungamo ndi chikondi cha Mulungu amene amayesa kulimba mtima ndi kumenyana nawo mwanjira iliyonse.

Kulapa koyenera, mantha owopsa, kukhudza kwamkati mwachisomo chanthawi zonse, matenda athupi, kutayika kwa katundu, zowawa zanthawi yayitali, malingaliro a ovomereza, mabingu a alaliki, ngozi zakupha, zochitika zomvetsa chisoni, imfa yadzidzidzi ya omwe timawadziwa.

kukhazikitsidwa mosalekeza pa mbali ya Mulungu, amene sanasiye kufunafuna wochimwa uyu; ndipo zonse zidali zopanda pake. Kutali kuti abwerere kwa iye yekha, kutsatira zilakolako za Mulungu wake, wochimwa wosayamika ndi wouma mtima ameneyu ananyoza chirichonse, anaponda chirichonse pansi pa mapazi ake; wachitira nkhanza zonse, amangodziwa chilakolako chake. Ukhungu bwanji! koma ndani anganene kuti mkhalidwe wotero uli wonyansa kwa Mulungu, woipa mwa iwo wokha, ndi wotsutsidwa m’mbali zonse? . . .

Momwe Mulungu amakakamizidwira kusiya wochimwa ku malingaliro ake olakwika. Zowopsa za kusiyidwa kwa Mulungu kumeneku.

Ndiponso, Atate wanga, chikondi cha Mulungu ameneyu wachifundo ndi wabwino kwambiri chinapezeka ngati kuti chinakakamizika kugonjera ku chilungamo chake, mwa kusiya, ngakhale ndi chisoni, munthu watsoka uyu ku malingaliro ake olakwika, mwa kuchotsa chisomo, ayi ndithu. zofunika, koma chisomo chosankha ndi chisomo chomwe amangochigwiritsa  ntchito molakwika  . Ndikuwonanso kuti palibe dziko lopatulika  chotero

tisayesedwe ndi kusiyidwa koyipa kumeneku ngati tidziwonetsa ife tokha kukhala osakhulupirika ku maitanidwe a Kumwamba ndi zomwe idatipempha kuti tibweretse chipulumutso chathu kumeneko. Inde, Atate wanga, ndipo izo zimachititsa munthu kunjenjemera, monga Yudasi munthu akhoza kusochera ndi kuwonongeka mu gulu la JC mwiniwake; wina akhoza kugwera kugahena pambali pake,

monga wakuba woipa; ndipo, monga munthu watsoka uyu, titha kugweranso pamenepo kuchokera pamwamba pa  mtanda  Kodi zidzakhala bwanji ngati mayiko pomwe chilichonse chimathandizira kutichititsa  khungu ?

ndi kudzitaya tokha?...

Dziko lapansi, ndi mfundo zake zovunda, omasuka ndi  mawu awo okopa, thupi ndi zilakolako zake, mdierekezi ndi  machenjerero ake . 

misampha yotchera wosalakwa, ndiyo zopinga zotani nanga za chipulumutso! Kalanga! Atate, ndagwidwa ndi mantha ndi mantha pakuwona mphulupulu zanga;...

Ndikanakonda kukanthidwa ndi mabingu chikwi kuposa nditakumana ndi  kusiyidwa kokhumudwitsa kwa Mulungu  wanga  komwe ndakhala  nako

zowopsya kuposa chitsutso chamuyaya, ndipo zikanakhala pafupifupi zovuta kwa ine kuzipirira izo.

Ndipo komabe, O Mulungu wanga! Ndinayenera kukumana nazo, ndachimwa nthawi zambiri, nthawi zambiri ndakhala ndikukumana ndi tsoka loti ndikukhumudwitseni, kotero kuti kulimba mtima kwanga sikuyenera kucheperapo kuposa chilango choopsa chotere. Ah! Ambuye, ndichitireni chifundo; Ndikupemphani, mundipatse zowawa zimene mufuna kwa ochimwa olapa; kundimenya popanda

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lemekezani, mundilange m’zonse, ngati simundilanga ine chifukwa cha kundisiya; Ndimamuwopa kuposa kugahena komwe...

Atate wanga, mkhalidwe wa ochimwa osiyidwa awa, oyesedwa osalungama, Mulungu amandionetsa iwo pansi pa chithunzi cha mendulo ya mbali ziwiri; Ndikutanthauza kuchokera kumbali ya thupi ndi kuchokera kumbali ya moyo, molingana ndi chilengedwe komanso molingana ndi chisomo: kuyambira pachiyambi, ndi chisangalalo chokha, chisangalalo ndi kulemera kwanthawi; chuma chimawakomera, dziko limawatamanda, kuwaseka ndi kuwatambasulira manja ake: chilichonse chimayenda bwino, chilichonse chimawapindulitsa, chilichonse chimawathandiza kukhulupirira kuti ali osangalala. Nayi mbali yabwino ....

Koma ngati, kutembenuzira mendulo, ndi kufufuza izo ndi kuwala kwa nyali chikhulupiriro, ife timaona mkhalidwe wa otchedwa osangalala m'zaka za zana, mogwirizana ndi moyo wake, chipulumutso chake, kusiyana bwanji, ndi kutsutsa chiyani pakati pa mmodzi ndi wina mwa awiriwa  anali!. Kalanga! Atate wanga, mzimu wosauka uwu wadzisiyira  wokha

ngakhale ndi kuukira konse kwa adani ake, monga ku ufumu wankhanza wa zilakolako zake, Mulungu anandipangitsa ine kumuwona iye monga wosasunthika ndi wopanda kusuntha kulikonse, atagona pa kama wa ululu, kapena kani pa mtanda  infernal .  Zovula

mwa zokongoletsa zonse za chisomo, atataya zabwino zonse zomwe zidamupatsa kufanana kwambiri ndi umulungu, safanananso ndi china chilichonse koma chilombo, wawonongeka kwambiri, wolemedwa ndi unyolo wolemera, womwe umamulepheretsa kuyenda mwanjira iliyonse. . Wophimbidwa ndi zilonda ndi mabala, amatumikira monga chidole cha ziwanda, zomwe zimamuyang'ana ngati nyama ndi kufinya  ndikumukumbatira kumbali zonse, kuti asapulumuke, ndiko kuti, iwo amaphunzira okha kuletsa kuwala kulikonse kochokera kumwamba, njira iliyonse. wa kutembenuka kwa Kumwamba! Mkhalidwe womvetsa chisoni bwanji  !

Zolakwa zomwe zimatsogolera ku kusiya koyipa kwa Mulungu.

Ndikuwona, Atate wanga, kuti mwa machimo onse, osapiririka kwambiri pamaso pa Mulungu, omwe amawalanga mwamphamvu kwambiri, ndipo, chifukwa chake, amatsogolera mosalakwitsa pakusiyidwa kowopsa uku, ndi mpatuko. , chizunzo cha Tchalitchi, zipatso wamba za kusakhulupirira Mulungu, kusapembedza ndi kunyada kwanzeru zimene zimatsogolera munthu kupandukira ulamuliro wa Mulungu iyemwini, kuyesa kuchotsa goli lake lofewa.

Inde, Atate wanga, ndiona kuti amakhululukira cholakwa china chilichonse, ngakhale chitakhala chachikulu bwanji: 1°. chifukwa upandu wina uliwonse ulibe mlingo wa njiru umenewo umene umaukira Mulungu mwiniyo, kuukira chipembedzo chake ndi kulimbana ndi chowonadi chimene umboni umamkakamiza kuzindikira ndi kuulula mkati; 2°. upandu wina uliwonse sumanyozetsa okhulupirika kwambiri, sichimayambitsa kutayika kwa miyoyo, ndipo sichimayambitsa ululu ndi mkwiyo kwa mkazi woyera wa JC. khomo. Posakhutitsidwa ndi kumenya mayi wachifundo yemwe amamukumbutsa mosalekeza, chilombocho chimalandabe ana omwe adawabweretsa kudziko lapansi ndikuwabereka mwachisomo,

JC sangamve bwanji zowawa komanso misozi ya mkazi wachisoni ameneyu chifukwa cha imfa  yawo  ? Sanabwezere bwanji zolakwa zake  ndi

zowawa zake? Ah! Ndikuwona kuti mkwiyo wake ndi wosasunthika, ndi kuti adani olengezedwa a Tchalitchi alibe chiyanjo choyembekezera kuchokera kwa iye; pomuukira, iwo anamuukira iye mwini, ndipo chilungamo chake chinawatengera zida kuti ateteze ufulu  wake  . Tsoka, tsoka, iye analira, tsoka kwa  iye

dziko!. Tsoka kwa nyanja ndi mlengalenga, chifukwa zakhudzidwa ndi  upandu

!. Tsoka kwa onse amene amachita zoipa, amene  amanyalanyaza

mawu anga, ndi kundipandukira ine.

Mulungu akundipangitsa ine kumvetsetsa, Atate wanga, kuti chiweruzo chowopsya ichi chimene iye amachikwaniritsa mu njira yowopsya kwa ochimwa onse a dziko lapansi, ndi

chidzakhala ndi kuphedwa kwake kwangwiro kokha pa tsiku limene ochimwa onse adzaweruzidwa, kutsutsidwa ndi kulangidwa, pamene zinthu zomwezo zidzayeretsedwa ku kudetsedwa kwa machimo a anthu; Mulungu, ndikunena, amandipangitsa kumvetsetsa kuti ziyenera kugwiritsidwa ntchito makamaka kwa iwo omwe amagawanitsa ndikumenyana ndi Elise wake lero, povomereza zachilendo zachipongwe ndi zonyansa, mwachinyengo kuti akumbukire ku ungwiro kwake mwa kukonzanso. Ine ndikuwona kuti otchedwa okonzanso awa akadali pano antchito a mdierekezi ndi a gehena: iwo amafanana kwambiri ndi ma satellites omwe adapachika JC, komanso omwe adamutcha mfumu ya Ayuda panthawi yomwe adamumenya koopsa komanso pamene adagwira ntchito ya imfa yake. Ndichifukwa chake, m’sunagoge wamakono, amakhudzabe ulemu waukulu kwa iye ndi Mpingo wake, m’nthaŵi imene akumenyana ndi kutsimikiza mtima kowonjezereka. Izi zikhoza kufananizidwabe ndi kupsompsona kwa Yudasi; koma Mulungu sapusitsidwa ndi chinyengo cha adani ake, amadziwa bwino kuposa iwowo zolinga zachinsinsi zomwe zimawapangitsa kuchitapo kanthu, ndipo JC akhoza  kufunsa.

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Komanso kwa aliyense wa iwo zomwe amamufunsa kwa onyansa kwambiri kuposa onse achinyengo: Ad quid venisti?...

Mitundu iwiri ya ozunza a Mpingo: kuumitsa ena, kutembenuka kwa ena.

Inde, Atate wanga, Ambuye wabwino wandidziwitsa kuti pali ena mwa iwo amene ali ndi maganizo apano kuti amuweruze, kuti amuweruze, ndi kumupachikanso, ngati anali m'manja mwawo ndi kuti akhoza kufa kachiwiri. nthawi; m’menemo ndiye wolakwa koposa Ayuda, amene sakadamupha iye akadamdziwa bwino Mwana wa Mulungu. Mbuye wathu anandiuza pankhaniyi kuti onse amene anatembenuka mtima atauka kwa akufa ndi amene sankadziwa zimene ankachita pompachika, ndipo sakanamupachika ngati akanadziwa zimene iye anali. Iwo anali ndi chikhulupiriro chabwino kwa iye chimene chinawakhululukira pang’ono, ndi chifukwa chake anatsegula maso awo kuti aone zozizwitsa za imfa yake ndi kuuka kwake.

Koma iwo amene anamchitira Iye mwa udani ndi ukali, nsanje, ndi kusalemekeza Mulungu, anatsekereza maso awo mwadala kuti asaone zodabwitsa za imfa yake ndi kuuka kwake, monga anatsekereza izo kwa iwo amene adazichita m'moyo wake; ndipo kutali ndi kupindula ndi chikhululuko chimene adawapatsa, iwo adangoonjezera zowawa zake, ndikuonjezera kutsutsika kwawo mwa kuumitsa mawu ake ndi kuumitsa kwawo mwadala pokana umboni umene ubwino wake unaika pamaso pawo.

Zidzakhalanso chimodzimodzi ndi amene amabweretsa mavuto ambiri ku mpingo masiku ano. Alipo owerengeka amene, monyengedwa ndi maonekedwe ena abwino, ali ndi chikhulupiriro chabwino, chomwe chimawapangitsanso, mpaka kumtundu wina, kukhala owiringula pamaso pa Mulungu. Awa, Atate wanga, Mulungu wandidziwitsa ine kuti adzakanthidwa ndi kuopa chipwirikiti; iwo adzayesa kukonzanso izo zidzabwerera ku Mpingo, ngati kuti atonthoze izo ndi kulipira izo ndi kulapa kwawo, chifukwa cha zimene iwo anavutika chifukwa cha kulakwa kwawo, mopanda nzeru kuposa njiru ...

Iwo, m'malo mwake, omwe adzakhala atachita motsutsana ndi chikumbumtima chawo, makamaka mwa kudana ndi Tchalitchi ndi JC, ndikuwona ndipo ndikulingalira kuti mwatsoka sadzabwereranso, chinachake chomwe chimachitika, chifukwa cha kupanduka kwawo, chifukwa amatsimikiza pa chirichonse. Iwo ali kumbali yawo poyera ponena za Mulungu, ndipo ine ndikuwaopa kuti Mulungu watenga mbali yake pa iwo. Akhungu omvetsa chisoni ameneŵa ndiwo amakhala abata m’mbali zonse, popeza alibenso chifukwa chonjenjemera. Iwo anakhumba, anafuna ndi kukhetsa mwazi wa ansembe a JC, monga Ayuda anafunira ndi kukhetsa za JC mwiniwake, ndipo imfa ya ophunzira idzakhala ndi tsoka lomwelo ndi zotsatira zofanana ndi za mbuye; ndipo mwazi wao wokhetsedwa udzagwa pa iwo aukhetsa, ndi kuwaphwanya ndi kulemera kwake; Ndikutanthauza kuti ndi chiweruzo cholungama ndi choopsa cha Mulungu adzaika chisindikizo ku kutayidwa kwawo ndi kuumitsa kwawo, ndi kukulitsa zolakwa zawo. Iwowo adzakhala ozunzidwa ndi zoipa zomwe adazichita, ndipo sadzavomerezabe; chifukwa, mogwirizana ndi mlandu wa mtundu wachiyuda, ndi bwino kuti agawane nawo chilango, kugwera m'chimodzimodzi. mwakhungu....

JC akufuna kuti ana a Mpingo wake aphwanye malonda onse auzimu ndi ampatuko, schismatics, etc.

JC akundilangiza kuti ndikuuzeni panthawiyi kuti akufuna kuti ana ake awononge malonda onse auzimu ndi ampatuko, schismatics ndi olowa, ngakhale atakhala pafupi bwanji; kufikira pamenepo, ngati wokwatira achimwa, amafuna kuti wogwirizana naye asakhalenso tero

cha thupi ndi katundu, ndi kuti iye amakhala wopatukana kwa izo kwa ena onse; kuti akhale osamala kuti asagwirizane ndi malingaliro ake opotoka ndi osagwirizana ndi chipembedzo, chifukwa palibe ulamuliro umene ungathe kutsutsana ndi wa Mulungu ndi mpingo wake, ndi kuti m'pofunika, ngati n'koyenera, kudziwa kupereka nsembe zonse kuti akhalebe okhulupirika kwa iwo. .

Lekani achichepere achenjere kuti nthaŵi zonse amadzigwirizanitsa okha mwa ukwati ndi ampatuko osankhidwa, chifukwa ngakhale pa mfundo imeneyi alibe mangawa a kumvera atate ndi amayi awo; iwo amakakamizika kuti asawamvere, chifukwa JC ndi Tchalitchi chake ndi makolo oyambirira omwe Mkristu aliyense ali ndi ngongole yake, ndipo kuti zonse zomwe zimatsutsana ndi malamulo awo zimatsutsana ndi zomwe adalonjeza poyamba, ndipo chifukwa chake ndi zoipa zomwe ayenera kuchita. kukana ndi kupewa m'njira iliyonse zotheka. “Chenjerani ndi kupemphera, anatero JC kwa ana ake onse, khalani tcheru, chifukwa masiku ndi oipa ndi mphepo yamkuntho; gwiritsitsani ku umodzi wa Mpingo wanga Woyera, nthawi zonse mukhale nawo m’dzanja lanu nyali yowala ya chikhulupiriro; Woyerayo adziyeretsenso yekha; olungama apitirizebe kukhala momwemo; iye amene ali woyera adziyeretse koposa; lolani wochimwa wolapa achulukitse kulapa kwake, ndipo onse ayesetse kutonthoza mkwiyo wanga ndi kuyenera zotsatira za chitetezo changa. Amene.

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CHENJEZO.

Nditafotokoza za zonse zimene ndinalandira kwa Mlongoyo pamene ndinali kukhala ku Saint-Malo, ngakhalenso za zinthu zonse zimene ananditumizira poyamba, ndiyenera, ndisanalankhule za amene anandituma kutulutsa, ndibwerere. ku zolemba zina ndi machenjezo omwe adandipatsa m'mawu pomwe ndidali mu Chiyanjano. Tidzawona kuti zolemba ndi machenjezowa ali ndi zambiri zokhudzana ndi zomwe adanena kale pazifukwa zosiyanasiyana za kusintha kwathu, makamaka zomwe amazitenga kuchokera ku kupanduka ndi kusakhulupirika kwa boma lachipembedzo.

GAWO VII.

Pa ulesi umene wapangitsa kuti kuonongeka kwa malamulo achipembedzo, ndi momwe JC akufuna kuti iwo asinthe.

Ndikupita, Atate anga, kuti ndikuuzeni inu tsopano, ndipo akadali udindo kwa ine, zomwe zinandichitikira ine, zaka zoposa makumi awiri zapitazo, pa mutu umene ife tinali nawo posachedwapa.

Francis Woyera waku Assisi amadziwonetsera yekha kwa Mlongoyo, ndikudandaula za kulekerera komwe kwakhazikitsidwa mu dongosolo lake.

Tsiku lina pamene ndinali ndekha pa maondo anga pamaso pa Sakramenti Lodala, ndinaponya maso anga, ngati kuti mwamwayi, pa chithunzi cha atate wathu Francis Woyera, chomwe chidakali mu kwaya yathu; pomuyang'ana iye atagwada pamaso pa mtanda wake, ndinamva mkati mwanga chikhumbo champhamvu cha kupezeka kwa umulungu. Chithunzichi chinkawoneka chamoyo ndi chosangalatsa kwa ine; zinkawoneka kwa ine kuti ndikulowa mkati mwa moyo wake, ndipo ndikuwona zonse zomwe zinkachitika kumeneko.

Ndinamva mawu ake; Sindinangoona kuti amandiyang’ana, komanso ndinaona mmene milomo yake ikuyendera komanso maonekedwe a nkhope yake pamene ankalankhula nane.

Nkhani yake yonse inali yokhudza malumbiro, malamulo ndi malamulo a  dongosolo lake, omwe kunyozeka kwake ndi zolakwa zake adanyansidwa nazo kwambiri. Iye ankawoneka wachisoni ndi wopanda pake, wokhumudwa ndi wodzazidwa ndi changu choyera, chimene chinamukoka iye, mwanjira ina, kuchoka ku kufatsa kwake kwanthawi zonse, ndi kumupangitsa iye kuphulika mu  madandaulo  owawa  .

Osatinso dongosolo langa, kapena lamulo langa, ananena kwa ine ndi  mawu achisoni. wanga

ana  achoka Ku mzimu wonyada, kudzichepetsa  ndi

kuzunzika, kumene ndinapanga maziko a nyumba yanga, iwo analowetsa mzimu wa dziko lapansi, umene Uthenga Wabwino unalengeza nkhondo. Kuzunzika kwa JC ndi kupachikidwa sikulinso chitsanzo chomwe amalingalira: maziko akuwukiridwa, ntchito idzagwa. Kwa nthawi yayitali zakhala zikuwopseza chiwonongeko, ndipo ndalowa ndi zowawa kwambiri ...

Nthaŵi zina anagwiritsira ntchito mawu ocholoŵana, monga miyambi kapena mafanizo, amene Mulungu anandipangitsa kuti ndimvetse bwino, mwa kundikumbutsa mawuwo ndi tanthauzo la madandaulo ake: “Pakusiya ulamuliro wanga, ndi kukana zowinda zawo, anafuula; mwasusa goli la Yehova; koma adzakhala akapolo ndi kugonjetsedwa ndi adani amene adzawasenzetsa goli

zolemera ndi zaukali... Iwo anyozetsa dongosolo langa, iwo adzakhala opanda ulemu;... iwo ananyoza ndi kumusiya Mulungu, Mulungu adzawanyoza iwo ndipo adzawasiya iwo ku malingaliro awo otayidwa ndi ku mkwiyo wonse wa adani awo. Adzathamangira mwakhungu ku chisokonezeko ndi chitayiko, monga anthu opanda atsogoleri, opanda uphungu ndi opanda atsogoleri; popeza amadzitsutsa ndi kudziwononga okha, adzawonongedwa mosalephera, etc., etc. »

Ndikuwopa chotani nanga, Atate wanga, kuti zonsezi zidzakwaniritsidwa momveka bwino m'mikhalidwe yatsoka yomwe  tikukhudza  ! Koma Atate wathu  akupitiriza kuti:

“Mwa mtundu wina wampatuko, iwo anayandikira kwambiri ku nyimbo ndi mfundo za dziko, zimene nthawi zonse ankayenera kudziteteza. Iwo adatengera kukoma ndi kukhudzika kwa anthu akudziko m’mavalidwe awo, m’chakudya chawo, ndi m’makhalidwe awo onse; iwo, monga iwo, anadzipereka iwo eni ku maphwando, kuti asangalale, ndipo nthawi zina sanali ngakhale manyazi kuwaposa iwo, ndi kuwoneka adziko lapansi kuposa iwo eni achidziko, ku manyazi kwa woyera mtima wawo.

Anandikana chifukwa cha atate wawo, ndipo sindiwazindikiranso chifukwa cha ana anga: ngati akhala wowaneneza pamaso pa Mulungu, ndipo ndidzawabwezera chilango chifukwa cha zoyamba zawo, osadera nkhawa za kupembedza kwawo kwatsopano kumene ndimadana nako. . Iwo amakhulupirira kuti akulemekeza okondedwa awo mwa kupanga, pa zikondwerero zawo, chakudya chapamwamba kwa anthu a dziko lapansi, ndipo sakuwona kuti izi zikunyoza umphawi woyera wa JC ndi "woyambitsa wawo, amene adalumbirira kusunga. kutsanzira ndi kutsatira. »

Ngakhale ndili wotsimikiza kuti chenjezo la Francis Woyerali likukhudzana ndi zipembedzo zina zambiri kuposa za dongosolo lake, komabe ndikuwona kuti zidagwera molunjika kwa ana ake omwe, omwe nawonso nawonso nawonso anali okhudzidwa. Ndikuuzaninso kuti ndikuwopa kukwaniritsidwa kwake ngakhale mdera lathu. Mukadadziwa, Atate, ndi zinthu zingati zomwe zimasemphana ndi lamulo lomwe zidachitika zaka khumi ndi zisanu kapena makumi awiri zapitazo!

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Kudya molakwika m'magulu achipembedzo.

Panali zakudya zamtengo wapatali komanso zofunidwa kwambiri zomwe zinkaperekedwa kumeneko pa nthawi ya madyerero, ndipo ngakhale anthu okhala m'nyumba omwe, kuwonjezera pa ubale umene amakhala nawo ndi anthu ochokera kunja, anaika, mwa kutayika kwawo, zopinga zambiri za kusinkhasinkha ndi ungwiro wa masisitere. . Amuna ndi akazi oyera a dongosololi, makamaka Francis Woyera ndi Woyera Clare, adakondwerera ndi chakudya chambiri, komwe anthu ochokera padziko lonse lapansi adaitanidwa ndikusonkhana mnyumba yanu. Posakhalitsa, mosasamala kanthu za chuma cha penshoni, nyumbayo inapeza ngongole ya mapaundi zikwi zingapo, zomwe  zinayambitsa chisokonezo chachikulu  ....

Zonsezi, Atate wanga, zinakwiyitsa kwambiri Mulungu; adandilangiza kuti ndidziwitse abbes za nthawi iyi; ndipo powona kuti sanalabadire machenjezo achifundo omwe ndidamupatsa pamfundoyi monga momwe amachitira ndi malamulo ena, adandiuza tsiku lina kuti asankha wamkulu wina, yemwe angabwezeretse dongosolo. ndikuyika zonse pamapazi abwino, zomwe zidachitika posachedwa.

Nthawi yomweyo chakudya chachikulu chinasowa; ola la kudzuka ndi kukagona kwa ogona anali kulamulidwa; maulendo ena ndi oletsedwa; kumvera kunatenga malo a kusamvera, kunyansidwa ndi umphawi woyera kunapambana zonse zomwe zimakhutiritsa chilengedwe ndi kukopabe zilakolako, zomwe siziyenera kukhala ndi moyo. Chifukwa chake, mwa chisomo cha Mulungu, zinthu zakhala zikuyenda molakwika kuyambira pomwe ndinali ndi vumbulutso kapena kuyankhulana ndi abambo athu Woyera Francis, komwe ndikubwerera.

Malamulo achipembedzo, gwero la zabwino zazikulu kapena zoyipa zazikulu mu Mpingo.

"Inde, mwana wanga wamkazi, JC anandiuza pa izi, malamulo achipembedzo angayambitse zabwino zazikulu kapena zoipa zazikulu mu Tchalitchi ndi dziko lapansi, kutengera ngati ali okhulupirika kapena osakhulupirika ku malumbiro awo ndi maudindo awo. . Palibe mliri, wauzimu kapena wanthawi, womwe mapemphero awo ogwirizana sangaleke, ngati ali momwe ayenera kukhalira; monga momwe kulibe mliri, palibe tsoka, kuti khalidwe lawo lonyansa ndi losalongosoka silingakope, ngati ali ofunda ndi ankhanza, chifukwa m'malo mogwira zotsatira za mkwiyo wanga, iwo 'amakwiyitsa. Ayi, mwana wanga, ndikubwerezanso, palibe chomwe chingandipangitse kubwezera kuposa mantha ndi kusakhulupirika, komabe zolakwa za miyoyo yomwe idapatulidwira kwa ine ndi malumbiro otsimikiza.

kusokoneza maufumu ndi zigawo, ndipo chifukwa chake chipembedzo, Tchalitchi ndi Boma, ndizo zotsatira za kulephera kwawo. Iwo ayenera kuthamangitsa namondwe; iwo sanatero, ine ndikunena chiyani? iwo okha anasangalala ndi kupanga izo, iwo adzakhala oyamba kuzunzidwa....

Kenako, Atate, chikondi chenicheni cha Atate athu abwino Francisko chinandifikira, amene ankachifuna kuposa wina aliyense; adandidzudzula kwambiri chifukwa cha kusakhulupirika kwanga, kusayamika kwanga kosalekeza kwa Mulungu: "Kumbukira, mwana wanga," adatero kwa ine mwachidwi, "kuti uli ndi mangawa kwa iye kuposa wina aliyense chifukwa cha chikondi chachikulu chomwe adakunyamula. Wakuvumbulutsirani chisomo chosonyeza chisomo, chisomo chopambana, nkhanza zomwe muyenera kuziopa, chifukwa adzakufunsani nkhani yokhwima ndi yoopsa ngati simuli okhulupirika kwa iwo. »

Adandilimbikitsa, mwa zina, kumvera mwakhungu ku chifuniro cha Mulungu mu zonse zomwe angandichitire ndipo anali atandidziwitsa kale za ulemerero wake ndi chipulumutso cha miyoyo, ndi kugonjera kwakukulu kwa abbes anga ndi akuluakulu anga. , makamaka kwa otsogolera, amene ndinayenera kuwafotokozera zonse  zimene zinandichitikira. Iye anandipatsa chithunzithunzi cha ziyeso ndi ziyeso zimene ndinayenera kukumana nazo ndi Mdyerekezi pa zinthu zambiri, mogwirizana ndi chikumbumtima changa ndi mathayo anga; adandichenjeza za nkhanza zomwe zikuchitika mdera langa, ndipo koposa zonse motsutsana ndi zolakwa ndi zofooka zanga; adandilamula kuti ndidziwitse za nkhanzazi kwa wamkulu wanga komanso kwa Mgr. bishopu wa Rennes; zomwe ndidachita munthawi yake (1)

Inde, Atate wanga, chikhulupiriro m’mawu a Mulungu ndi m’zosankha za Tchalitchi chake, kumvera mwachimbulimbuli ndi kulemekeza akulu achipembedzo kuyenera kupambana pa chirichonse. Pankhani imeneyi, ndikuuzani zimene zinandichitikira zaka zingapo zapitazo.

Lachinayi lina titakonza zoti tikonzenso Sakramenti Lodalitsika, wansembe amene ankayang’anira mwambowu anabweretsa, monga mwa nthawi zonse, Malo Opatulika a Ciborium pabwalo la mgonero, n’kunena nafe. Panthaŵi yonse imene chilimbikitso chake ndi chinacho chinatha, ndinaona mwana wokongola atazingidwa ndi kuwala kofewa; adawoneka kwa ine ngati atakhala pa Holy Ciborium. Ananyamula mtanda m’dzanja lake

Masisitere odziŵa bwino lomwe, ndi mkuluyo mwiniyo, anandithandiza kumvetsetsa kuti Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu anabweretsa masinthidwe ambiri m’chitaganya  .

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kunsi kwake kunatsikira kumapazi ake, ndi pamwamba pake panatuluka pamwamba pa mutu wake; ndi dzanja lina adadalitsa masisitere omwe adabwera nawo kuti akonzenso ndikumugwadira. Koma bambo chomwe chinandiwawa ndikuona misozi ikutuluka mmaso mwawo. Nditabwerera kwa ine ndekha, kuti ndichotse mwa chikhulupiriro chinyengo chilichonse cha mdierekezi kapena malingaliro anga, ndiye ndinayesa kumufunsa chifukwa cha maonekedwe ake ndi ululu wake. Kodi simudziwa, Mulungu wanga! kuti ndikukhulupirira mwamphamvu kupezeka kwanu kwenikweni mu Sakramenti losangalatsali  ? "Ndikudziwa," adayankha; koma ndikumva  kukhudzidwa

kuti nditenge ulemerero wanga mmenemo ndi kusowa kwa miyoyo. »

Kenako anamva chisoni kwambiri n’kuyamba kulira ndi midzi yoipa, n’kumatamanda abwino. Ndinatonthozedwa kuona kuti ankawoneka mosangalala pamwambo watsiku limenelo ndi masisitere amene anachita. Iye adadandaula kwambiri za madera ena a amayi, koma makamaka amuna omwe, adati, ataya ngakhale chizolowezi ndi kunja kwa dziko lawo. Iye adawadzudzula kuti adaphwanya malonjezo awo mwa mzimu wa chuma ndi chidziko, ndi kuti adanyozetsa ndi khalidwe losalongosoka iwo omwe akanawawona kuti amawalimbikitsa, mosiyana ndi moyo wopatulika.

JC akufuna kuti malamulo achipembedzo asinthidwe ndi abusa oyamba a Tchalitchi chake, ndi kulamulidwa ndi bishopu.

Koma anawonjeza, ndipo chiri pano, Atate wanga, mfundo imene ikundilamulira ine kuti mulembe, kuti Mpingo wake udziwitsidwe, ndi kuchita monga momwe; Iye akuti gwero lalikulu la masoka a madera ena anali kuchoka m'maulamuliro a abusa oyamba, kutsogozedwa ndi atsogoleri amitundu yosiyanasiyana, omwe nthawi zambiri analibe tcheru kapena kulemera kwa zinthu ngati izi. , omwe nthawi zina anali ndi zosowa zambiri kuposa otsika awo, pokhala oyamba kupereka chitsanzo cha kuphwanya lamulo lomwe amayenera kusunga; ndiye zoyipa zake! ndi momwe mungachiritsire thupi lomwe likuyembekezera kuchiritsidwa kokha kuchokera kwa mtsogoleri yemwe ali ndi kachilombo kuposa momwemo? Izi zomwe zimatchedwa kukhululukidwa ndizosachepera, kwa gawo lalikulu, komanso zotsutsana ndi zonse

monga momwe zilili ku maufulu onse. Ndi mtundu wampatuko umene watsogolera anthu ambiri mosadziwika bwino.

Kuchokera ku kupatuka kwa malonjezo achipembedzo ife tapita ku chipembedzo chenichenicho, ndipo tapita mpaka kuchinyozera chikhulupiriro, kupyolera mu kunyoza amene ali osungitsa; ndiponso, anawonjezera, onani kumene osakhulupirira awa ali lero, ndi mmene phompho mmodzi wawatsogolera iwo mu lina! Ndinazibzala mu Mpingo wanga kuti zikhale zomangirira, zokongoletsa ndi zothandizira; akanayenera kukhala ngati mikango yoiteteza, anali ngati akambuku oing’amba ndi kuizunza ndi chochititsa manyazi cha moyo wawo ndi kupanduka kwawo.

“Lembani, akutero JC kwa ine, lembani zonsezi kwa abusa anga oyamba; auze iwo kuti ndifuna kuti munda wanga wamphesa udulidwe, ulime bwino; kuti adule  ndi kuti, aononga zonse zouipsa ndi kuononga dongosolo limene ndinakhazikitsa pamenepo pakulibzala; koma pamene akudulira mpesa uwu amakumbukira kusazula kalikonse. Ndi chifuniro changa kuti chikhalidwe cha chipembedzo chikhalebe; koma ndikufuna kusintha, ndi dongosolo labwino m'madera. Zowonjezera zambiri, ngati n'kotheka; koma mulole chirichonse chikhale pansi pa ulamuliro wapomwepo wa bishopu wa dayosizi iliyonse, chifukwa bishopu aliyense ali ndi udindo payekha pa zoweta zake, zomwe ayenera kuyankha kwa ine tsiku lina. »

Apa, Atate, ndi zomwe ndinaganiza kuti ndinamva: ngati pali chinachake chimene chikuwoneka kuti chikuvulaza ntchito zina zolandiridwa, zothandiza ndi zolemekezeka, zili kwa mpingo kusankha, popeza kuli kwa iwo kuchita mogwirizana ndi malamulo ake; muzonse zokhudzana ndi zauzimu zomwe ndi zake zokha kuzidziwa ndikuweruza ...

Choncho ndi kwa abusa oyambirira omwe tiyenera kukhala ndi njira zoyendetsera magulu achipembedzo; monga kwa iwo kuti munthu ayenera kukhala ndi njira kukonza mfundo za chiphunzitso, makhalidwe, mwambo, komanso kudziwa tanthauzo lenileni la malemba; ndipo chifukwa chake ndi chakuti iwowo ndi omwewo. JC adayambitsa izi; ndi iwo amene adawakhazikitsa atsogoleri mu boma la Mpingo wake; ndi kwa iwo kuti atibweza kuti atitsogolere m’njira ya chipulumutso; kwa iwo anati: “Iye wakumvera inu, amvera Ine; amene amakulemekezani, andilemekeza Ine; amene akupeputsa inu, akunyoza Ine, nanyoza Iye amene anandituma Ine. »

Ndizifukwa chotani nanga za ulemu ndi chidaliro m’zosankha, munthu ndi ulamuliro wa abusa oyambirira ameneŵa! Kodi zingatenge zambiri kutitsogolera kuti timvere mwachimbulimbuli chilichonse chomwe Tchalitchi chimatilamula kudzera pakamwa pawo? Komanso, Atate, kunyada kosapiririka kwake, chiyani

kuukira kochititsa mantha kwa munthu ndi ulamuliro wa JC mwiniwake, sali olakwa onse amene amanyoza malamulo a Tchalitchi chake, umunthu ndi khalidwe la oimira ake oyambirira? Kodi sizodziwikiratu kuti kunyoza kapena kusayanjanitsika kwawo kumagwera pa munthu wokondedwayo

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chimene iwo akuimira, ndipo ndani amene sadzalephera kutulutsamo, monga momwe iye analonjezera, kubwezera kumene iye ali nako kwa anthu ake, ndi kumene iye ali ndi mangawa kwa iyemwini?

Kumvera ndi umphawi, mfundo zofunika za ungwiro wachipembedzo.

Kuti tiyambirenso phunziro lathu ndi kuyankhulana koyamba, Francis Woyera adandidziwitsa kuti kumvera ndi ukoma woyera wa umphawi ndizo mfundo ziwiri zofunika kwambiri muulamuliro wake, zomwe anali nazo kwambiri mu mtima mwake, komanso zomwe amaziopa kwambiri. kuphwanya malamulo ake achipembedzo, chifukwa cha zotsatira zoyipa zomwe zingakhale nazo pa dongosolo lonselo. “Iye amene asunga mfundo ziwiri izi, anati, ayang’anira zina zonse, chifukwa zonse zikuphatikizidwamo; komanso, aliyense amene amasuka pa mfundo ziwirizi, amamasuka pa zina zonse, ndipo ayenera kuyembekezera zotsatira zoopsa kwambiri za kupuma kwake kwa iye yekha ndi ena ambiri. Kodi sapereka chiyani kwa mdierekezi ndi chilengedwe, pamene iye wawononga mipanda iwiri iyi ya kudzichepetsa kwachikhristu ndi chipembedzo?

!., . Ndimo m’mene zilakolako zonse zinaturuka pa ie; Zisefukira ngati mtsinje umene wathyola ngalande zake. Iye amakhala wosewera naye, chifukwa, kuti amulange, Mulungu amamusiya ku lingaliro lake loipa. Iye amagwa mosalekeza mu ukapolo wa chiweruzo chake ndi chifuniro chake; amakhala kapolo wonyansa wa machitidwe ankhanza, mfundo ndi zokonda zonyansa, zomwe adazisiya, ndipo sachita manyazi kugonjeranso, posiya zabwino ndi ufulu waulemerero womwe ana a Mulungu amasangalala nawo pachifuwa. za chipembedzo.

Malumbiro a kumvera ndi umphawi, pakuwononga mpaka ku muzu weniweni wa kunyada ndi kumamatira ku zinthu zapadziko lapansi, kuletsa umbombo wonse, kugwetsa zopinga zonse, ndikukhazikitsa maziko a ungwiro pa dziko lapansi.

mabwinja a zoipa zonse ndi kufanana kumene Mkristu aliyense ayenera kukhala nako ndi chitsanzo chaumulungu cha oikidwiratu; kufanana komwe, pogwiritsa ntchito ukoma wa claustral, kumakhala kokwanira monga momwe kungakhalire mu cholengedwa; pakuti chikondi ichi cha kumvera ndi umphawi, zolumbirira kwa Mulungu, sichimakokera mu mtima ukoma wonse umene suli wolekanitsidwa ndi iwo! Ndi chikondi ichi chomwe, kumasula mtima ku chikondi cha zinthu zomveka, kuyeretsa zolinga zake ndikuwongolera mayendedwe ake onse kumwamba, kumafooketsa mwakachetechete ndikuwononga pang'onopang'ono zowonetsera zonse ndi zokhumba za munthu wapadziko lapansi. Mosamveka kufatsa, kuleza mtima, chikondi, kudzichepetsa kwa JC kumatenga malo a zolakwa za munthu; chikondi chonse cha munthu, kumverera kulikonse kwachibadwa kumatembenuzidwa ndi kumizidwa mu chikondi chokha cha Mulungu: munthu sakhalanso ndi moyo wake; koma ndi JC amene amakhala mwa iye: ndiye moyo waumulungu....

Ndani angaletse munthu wopatulidwa kwa Mulungu ndi lumbiro la kumvera ndi kusiya? Ndani angamuletsebe mu ntchito ya ungwiro wa evangelical? Ndi kulingalira kotani, kaimidwe kotani kamene kangamuvulaze  , pamene ayang’ana pa mikhalidwe yosiyana ya moyo wa chitsanzo chake chachikulu, kuyambira kubadwa kwake kufikira  imfa yake  ? Amaona  ngati

pang'onopang'ono, ndi cholinga chomwe amamufunsira, ndi njira yomwe adatsata kuti akafike pambuyo pake. Kodi ndi nsembe yotani yomwe akanaopabe pambuyo pa omwe adamupangira iye ndi omwe adadzipangira yekha, kukana chifuniro chake ndi zonse zokopa chilengedwe, kuti agwirizane ndi Mulungu wake?...

JC akudandaula za madera oipa.

Palibenso kuganiziridwa, iye anati, wozunzidwayo akukhudzidwa ndi chikhumbo changa; Komanso, iyenera kung'ambika ndi kutenthedwa ndi moto wa chikondi. Mu lingaliro loyera ili, iye mowolowa manja akudzikonzekeretsa yekha ndi lupanga la kudzipha ndi kulowera; amadzilimbikitsa yekha kukumbatira mwakhama mitanda yonse yomwe imadziwonetsera yokha, kutsatira chitsanzo cha mbuye wake waumulungu;  amafika pozikhumbira ndi kuzifunafuna mwachidwi, mpaka kufika popeza chisangalalo chosaneneka m’manyazi ndi mazunzo; chifukwa amawaona ngati magawo a mtanda wa J. C., monga madontho amtengo wapatali otuluka m’chikho chake cha kuwawa, ndipo amene chikondi chake chachititsa kuti zonyansazo zitheretu  .

Ndiye kuti mwa kutsutsa, mwa kumenyana, mwa kuwononga nthawi zonse zikhoterero ndi zikhoterero za khalidwe loipa, woweruza waumulungu  amadziwa momwe angalipire awo omwe ali ake kaamba ka kusowa ndi  kukana .

chimene anamchitira iye, kuchita ndi kukhwima konse kwa chilamulo chake. Kodi, pambuyo pake, kodi munthu sangakonde bwanji kunyozeka ndi kuvutika?

Osasankha zolimba zoyera za Uthenga Wabwino kuposa chilichonse, pomwe pali chidwi chofuna kuzifunafuna?

Ndipo komabe, O Ambuye wanga Waumulungu! otsatira anu ali kuti? Osauka Mulungu, ali kuti akutsanza anu a dziko lapansi akapolo a zikhumbo ndi zilakolako, opembedza mafano, amene mumawatsutsa? Dziko lomwe liri ndi mantha pamtanda wanu wokha, ndipo lomwe silidziwa tsoka lalikulu kuposa kufanana ndi Mulungu yemwe limampembedza kapena amene limamupembedzabe?...

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Francis Woyera, wotsanzira weniweni wa JC

Ndili pano, Atate, kuti ndibwerere kwa woyambitsa wathu woyera, kuti ndikapeze wophunzira weniweni uyu, wotsanzira weniweni wa JC, wosauka, wozunzika, ndi wonyozeka. Adamtsata pang’onopang’ono mu umphawi wake, m’kunyozeka kwake ndi m’masautso ake; anamukopera iye mu umunthu wake, nakhala monga iye, mochuluka, osachepera, monga munthu woyera angafanane ndi munthu-mulungu. Iye anadziphatika yekha pamtanda wake; ndipo mwa kufera mwaufulu ndi kosalekeza kwa moyo wozunzika ndi wopachikidwa umenewu, iye wakhala mmodzi wa mikhole yokongola kwambiri ya chikondi cha mulungu wakufa. Ndi chitsanzo chotani nanga kwa ana ake! ndi chitsanzo chabwino  kwa onse okhulupirika  !....

M’malo mochita manyazi ndi umphaŵi wa mtanda ndi dzina la mbuye wake waumulungu, iye anadzitamandira mmenemo monga mtumwi; monga ngwazi ya Kalvare, iye anakondwera m’mazunzo ndi m’masautso ake. Anamva njala ndi ludzu chifukwa cha icho: anafunafuna ndi changu chochuluka kuposa chimene anthu a m’dziko ali nacho kaamba ka chikhutiro chawo, mipata yonse imene ikanakhutiritsa chikhumbo chake cha kuvutika chifukwa cha chikondi cha Mulungu wake; ndipo ndiko kutenthedwa kwa aserafi kumeneku kumene kunadzetsa chinsinsi chachikulu, chimene chimadziwika ndi anthu ochepa okha, ndikutanthauza kugwirizana kodabwitsa kotheratu komwe kunapezeka pakati pa munthu wa woyera mtima wamkulu ameneyu ndi munthu wa JC mwiniwake; kutsata,

Osati a maganizo ndi mtima okha, komanso amene anaonekera ngakhale pa thupi la kukongola uku kwa chiyero, mwa manyazi opatulika amene chikondi chalembedwa pamenepo.

mu zilembo za magazi, kuimira mwachibadwa, momwe zingathere, mabala opatulika a JC mwiniwake ... Ndi chiyani chomwe chingakhale chachikulu komanso chaulemerero kuposa kufanana kwapafupi kwa munthu ndi Mpulumutsi wake ndi Mulungu wake!. ..

JC ankakonda kuvutika, kumvera, umphawi, kudzichepetsa, Francis Woyera adagawana nawo; Iye anali, monga tanenera, wodzichepetsa, wozunzika, wosauka, womvera monga iye. JC analibe kanthu padziko lapansi, kumene analibe malo oti agoneke mutu wake; iye anangoganiza za ulemerero wa atate wake ndi chipulumutso cha miyoyo imene iye anadza kudzaombola. Chinali chikhumbo chimodzi chokha chomwe, atamuvula zonse, adamangirira maliseche mpaka pamtanda.

Potsatira chitsanzo chake, Francis Woyera samangovomera kuti asakhalenso cholowa kwa JC, koma amasiya chizolowezi chomwe amaphimbidwa nacho, ndikuchibwezera kwa yemwe adachilandira, atakopeka kuti asakhalenso ndi abambo Kumwamba kokha. ; ndiye akuthamanga kukadziponya yekha pa mapazi a bishopu wake woyera, amene anamlandira m’manja mwake ndi kum’kanikizira mwachikondi pachifuwa chake: chizindikiro cha chigwirizano chimene anapangana nacho  .

JC, yemwe malo ake bishopu wabwino adamusungira, panthawiyi makamaka.

Pomaliza, Atate, ndikuuzani chiyani? Mzimu womwewu wa kuvula ndi kuzunzika, umene unakhomerera thupi la mbuye wamaliseche pa mtanda, unasindikiza pa thupi la wophunzira zizindikiro za moyo za zilonda zomwe iye analasidwa nazo; ndipo monga JC adatengera pamwamba pa Kumwamba zitsimikizo zamagazi za chikondi chake kwa ife, kotero Francis Woyera nthawi zonse adzanyamula zonyansa za mabala ake okoma, monga zitsimikizo zamagazi za chikondi chake pa mazunzo a  JC .  ukulu  wa

dziko; koma kufananitsa kwaulemerero bwanji ndi umunthu wa Mwana wa Mulungu!

Kodi tingafanane naye mwangwiro kuposa atate wathu Francis Woyera?

Ndidziwa, Atate wanga, kuti sikunapatsidwa kwa onse kufika mlingo uwu wa ungwiro; koma sizoona kuti palibe amene angayembekeze chipulumutso popanda kudutsa njira yonyozeka ndi zowawa; popanda kulapa, kukhumudwa kwa malingaliro, kudzikana ndi mfundo za dziko lapansi, zomwe talumbirira pa mawonekedwe a woyera mtima.

ubatizo, m’mawu amodzi, wopanda kugwirizana kumeneku ndi chitsanzo chaumulungu chimene tinachitenga pamenepo kukhala wamkulu wathu ndi gawo lathu; kugwirizana kumene chipulumutso chimamangirizidwa kosasinthika.

Lolani anthu akudziko odzitukumula amve tsopano momwe angafunire, ndipo ayese, ngati angathe, kulolera Uthenga Wabwino monga mwa zokonda zawo; kuti amadzikometsera, ngati afuna, kuti Mulungu ayenera kugwirizana ndi lingaliro lawo losakhazikika, ndi kuti njira yawo yochitira zinthu iyenera kukhala ulamuliro wa ziweruzo zake; kuti adzipangira okha, kupita kumwamba, njira

zatsopano ndi zokongola, mosasamala kanthu za mau a Uthenga Wabwino; mosasamala kanthu za malo awo onse okhala ndi zofewetsa zonse zimene abweretsa ku chilamulo, ndidzawauza kuti: “Zonyenga! chinyengo chonsecho! Ayi! Ayi! siziri monga mukuganizira; kugonjetsa kumwamba sikunali kosangalatsa kapena kosangalatsa; sadatengedwe koma mwachiwawa; msewu  nthawi zonse unali wotsetsereka ndi wovuta: amantha sakanakhoza kuyenda kumeneko, ndipo nthawizonse zidzakhala zoona kunena kuti munthu sadzafika konse kumeneko kupatula mwa njira yopapatiza ya kulapa ndi mtanda, ndi mwa kutsatira zizindikiro magazi kuchokera kwa mulungu wopachikidwa  . ..

Ine ndinadikira nthawi yaitali kwambiri, mai!

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Abambo, kuti ndilankhule nanu za zokambiranazi ndi abambo athu Woyera Francis, ndipo mwina sindikanatero, zikanakhala kuti sizinachitike kwa ine posachedwa pamalo omwewo. Masiku angapo apitawo, ndikuyang'anabe maso anga, popanda kupanga, pa chithunzi chomwecho, ndinamva kukhudzidwa mkati; ndipo chifukwa cha kuwala kwaumulungu komwe kunandiunikira, mzimu wa Ambuye unandikumbutsa zonse zomwe zinaimiridwa kwa ine m'mbuyomu ndi chithunzi chomwechi, ndi dongosolo loti chilembedwe....

Sikuti ndizochitika zokha m’moyo wanga zimene Mulungu wandilangiza mwanjira imeneyi, ndikutanthauza pogwiritsa ntchito zithunzi zojambulidwa kapena chosema.

Chikondi champhamvu cha JC kwa miyoyo yathu. Iye anadzipereka kotheratu chifukwa cha iwo.

Tsiku lina, pakati pa zinthu zina, ndinagwada pansi kuti ndilambire Sakramenti Lodala kudzera m’kawolo kakang’ono kamene kali pa kwaya. Mitundu ya zotsekera zomwe, monga mukudziwa, zimatseka grille mkati, zinali zotseguka mbali zonse. Mwinamwake mwawonapo, pamene mukudutsa m’derali, chithunzi cha pepala chautali wa phazi limodzi chikakamira mbali imodzi ya chotsekeracho. Zimayimira mtanda wozunguliridwa ndi maluwa ndi ndime za m'Malemba Opatulika, zomwe zimagwirizana ndi chilakolako. Chifaniziro ichi, Atate, ndikuuzeni kuti ndine amene ndinachiyika pamenepo. Ndizo zonse zomwe ndidabwera nazo kuchokera kudziko lapansi pomwe ndimachoka. Zinanditengera ine ma sous atatu, amene anali ngati mtengo wa limodzi la masiku anga kumunda: kotero ine ndinali wamphamvu.

cholumikizidwa ndi chithunzi changa, ndipo patsogolo pake ndimakonda kupemphera. Polowa m'mudzimo, ndidazilumikiza ku malo omwe ndatchula kale, kuti ndikakhale ndi chisangalalo choyang'ana nthawi ndi nthawi; zomwe zinkandikumbutsabe ndipo nthawi zonse zinkandipangitsa kukhala wosangalala kukhala  sisitere. (1).

(1) Chithunzi chomwe chikufunsidwacho chinali mu kabati yanga yachipinda pamene ndimayenera kuchoka. Sindikudziwa kuti zakhala bwanji kwa iye.

Apa ndiye, Atate wanga, ndi zimene zinandichitikira ine pamaso pa chifaniziro changa chakale: Ndinalankhula kwa Mulungu wopezeka mu Sakramenti Lodalitsika, kumene chikhulupiriro changa chinamlambira; koma, panthawi ina pamene ndimayang'ana chinthu chomveka, zinkawoneka kwa ine kuti, mwa lingaliro linalake, ndinali kuyankhulanso pang'ono kwa fano lomwe kupenya kwake  kunayambitsa zomwe ndinaganiza. Chotero ndinati kwa Mulungu pamaso pa chifanizirocho: Mulungu wanga! Ndinagwira ntchito tsiku lonse kuti ndikhale nanu ndi thukuta la  nkhope yanga 

ndinadula mtengo watsiku.....

Pempheroli, kapena kuyimira, kuseka monga momwe zinalili mwazokha, kunayambitsa yankho lomwe sindidzaiwala, mochuluka liri ndi tanthauzo, mphamvu ndi choonadi: zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti JC analola kuti mtundu uwu wa zonyansa kumbali yanga, momvekera bwino kutenga malo ondipatsa phunziro la nzeru zapamwamba, mwa kundipanga chitonzo chokhudza mtima koposa; pakuti adziwa kupindula ndi zonse, ndi ngakhale zinthu zopanda pake, kundilangiza ndi kupindula. Mulungu alole kuti zithandizenso ena ambiri, monga momwe ndimayembekezera  !....

Ndisanalankhule mau awa mwa ine ndekha, kapena ndi pakamwa panga; limene ndinamva ngati likuchokera ku Sakramenti Lodalitsika, kapena kuchokera m’chifaniziro, liwu lapadera kwambiri limene linakantha makutu a chidziŵitso momvekera bwino, ngati silinakhudze lija la thupi, limene sindingathe kutsimikizira  . Ndipo ine, mai

mwana wamkaziwe, ndagwira ntchito zaka zoposa makumi atatu kupulumutsa moyo wako; Ndinatuluka thukuta magazi ndi madzi kumeneko, ndipo sindinasiye chilichonse kuti nditeteze kugonjetsa kwanga. Pambuyo pa kuzunzika kwa moyo wanga wonse, ndinafa kuti ndikuwomboleni ku gehena, ndipo sindiyembekeza kuti ndinachita zimenezo pa mtengo waukulu kwambiri. Ayi, mwana wanga, sunandiwonongere ndalama zochuluka, bola ngati wapezerapo mwayi pa chiwombolo chako. Kodi sindingachite chiyani kuti ndikugulireni zimenezi pokutsimikizirani za chimwemwe chimene ndakupezerani ndi magazi anga onse okhetsedwa? Ndipo ndikhulupirire, mwana wanga, pamene iwe ukanakhala moyo, pamene iwe ukanati ugwire ntchito kwa zaka mamiliyoni ambiri, moyo wako wonse sukanakhala wokwanira kuzindikira chimodzi cha zabwino zanga; ndi ntchito zina zabwino zomwe mudazichita tsiku lina padziko lapansi ngati munganenebe kuti kumwamba kudzapatsidwa kwa inu pachabe; ndiye kuti, musatero

kupanga zoyenera,  mwa  nokha. Zonse zomwe munthu wabwino angachite  apa-

Ochepa sangafanane ndi malipiro ochepa omwe akumuyembekezera.

Muyenera kuganiza bwino, Atate, momwe, pambuyo poyankhidwa motere, ndiyenera kuti ndidachita manyazi ndi manyazi kuti ndimatha kuwona mtengo watsiku ngati chinthu, ndi chifaniziro changa cha sous atatu ngati nsembe yayikulu yomwe Mulungu adandilipira. khalani othokoza; ndipo komabe ali wokonzeka kuchita, ndi kutipatsa mphotho yocheperako. kukoma mtima kwake! kudzichepetsa kwake kotani nanga!

Chifukwa chake, Atate wanga, pamwambo wa chithunzichi, JC adandipangitsa kuti ndiganizire zofunikira kwambiri, ndikulemba mozama mu moyo wanga malingaliro oyera omwe adandipatsa kale kuposa kamodzi. Zonse zimene ndinamva sizinaoneke ngati mwachitonzo, koma mwachipongwe

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mwa malangizo. Sindinazindikire kusuntha pachithunzichi; chifukwa sindikufuna kupititsa patsogolo chilichonse chomwe sindikutsimikiza: zonse zidachitika monga  ndidanenera  .

Kuwala kwachikhulupiriro komwe kunamuunikira Mlongoyo mu masomphenya ake ndi mawonekedwe ake amkati omwe adayanjidwa nawo.

Ine ndikadali ndi kanthu kakang’ono kakuti ndikufotokozereni, Atate, pa masomphenya ndi mawonedwe amkati, amene ndinakuuzani zambiri, zimene Mulungu anandipatsa ine kuyambira ubwana wanga. Ndimakumbukira bwino kuti pamene ndinali mwana, ndinadabwa mpaka kufika pamlingo wotsiriza, pamene kuwala kodabwitsa kumeneku kunakhudza mwadzidzidzi maganizo anga, mtima wanga kapena kumvetsa kwanga. Popanda chiwawa idadziyika yokha pa moyo. Ndinakhalabe woganiza, wodabwitsidwa, komanso pambali pa ine ndekha, osagwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zanga, ndikuchita, titero, mwamakina muzochita zonse wamba: zomwe zandichitikira zana limodzi ndi zana kuyambira pamenepo, ndi chifukwa chomwechi  . .

Malingaliro anga anakula pamene ndinali kukula, ndipo mosazindikira ndinaphunzira kukambirana naye, mwa malingaliro amene ankandipatsa.

analimbikitsa. Chotero anadzizindikiritsa yekha kwa ine mwa chinenero china chimene chiri choyenera kwa iye, ndipo chimene palibe chinenero cha munthu chimene chingatsanzire bwino, monga ine ndakufotokozerani  kwa inu kwina kulikonse motalika  ....

Chotero iye anandipangitsa ine kuzindikira kuti iye anali kuunika kwaumulungu kumene kumawala mu mdima, ndi kumene mdima sungakhoze kumvetsa: kapena ngati inu mukukonda izo bwinoko, iye anati, Ine ndine muuni wa chikhulupiriro. Iwo amene atsata Ine sayenda mumdima; koma ali ana a kuunika, ndipo iwo amene atseka maso awo ku kuwala kwanga adzakhala mumdima  , ndipo adzagwa kuchokera kuphompho kupita  kuphompho.

Ndinadziwa kuti kuunikaku kumachokera ku chikhalidwe chaumulungu, ndi kuti ukoma wake umatulutsa m'miyoyo chikhulupiriro chosagwedezeka pa mayesero ovuta kwambiri ndi zoopsa zowonekera kwambiri; kuti palibe chizunzo kapena imfa zomwe sizingathe kugwedeza moyo wa sitampu iyi, pamene liri funso lochirikiza choonadi cha chipembedzo chachikristu ndi Katolika, mwachidule zonse zomwe Tchalitchi chimapereka ku chikhulupiriro cha okhulupirika. ...

M'malo mosowa kuyimira pakati pa zomverera, lingaliro ili, kuti limveke, likufuna kuti tikane kugwiritsa ntchito kwake, chifukwa ndipamene mdierekezi amatchera misampha yake, amaponya nyambo yake ndi chinyengo chake; nthawi zambiri, chifukwa zokhudzira zimakhala zabwino kwambiri kwa izo; pomwe machitidwe a Mulungu ndi  chisomo chake sichikhala chanzeru pokhapokha mukuwala kwa  Faith  Charity . 

amalamulidwa ndi kusonkhezeredwa ndi chikhulupiriro; ndipo chikhulupiriro, limodzinso ndi ntchito zonse zabwino, zimalandira mtengo wake kuchokera  ku chikondi  . Ziyeseni zonse izi pamaso pa Mulungu,  mai!

Atate, kuti muwone ngati pangakhale chirichonse chosiyana ndi chiphunzitso cha Mpingo. Funsani ngakhale, ngati mukufuna, malinga ngati ali anthu odalirika  komanso ophunzira ; chifukwa padzakhala zisankho. Ndikusiyirani zonse kunzeru zanu, ndipo ndili, ndi ulemu wonse, m'mitima yopatulika ya Yesu ndi Mariya,  ndi zina zotero .

GAWO VIII.

Chinsinsi chomwe JC akufuna kuti tiziwone mokhudzana ndi ntchitoyi, mpaka nthawi yomwe iyenera kusindikizidwa ndikubala zipatso zazikulu za chipulumutso.

Zolembazo zinali zitatengedwa kale kwa masiku asanu ndi atatu kapena khumi, ndipo ndinali wotanganidwa ndi dongosolo la zolemba zanga, pamene Mlongo wa Nativity adalengeza kwa Abbess kuti akadali ndi chinachake chapadera kuti alankhule kwa ine, ndipo, ndi chilolezo cha mkulu wake. , anandifunsa.

“Ndiyenera, Atate,” anatero kwa ine, “ndikuuzeni chimene Mulungu anandidziŵitsa ine kanthaŵi kochepa chabe, ponena za cholembedwa chimene Inu ndinu chosungira: uphungu uwu ukhoza kukukhudzani koposa wina aliyense; chifukwa chake ndalamula kuti ndikutumizireni. Apa, Atate, ndi momwe ziliri: Masiku angapo apitawo amayi athu anandifunsa mafunso ena okhudzana ndi zolemba zomwe akudziwa zomwe ndidakupatsani pazomwe zikuchitika.

Akadakonda kudziwa ngati Mulungu sanandiwonetse china chapadera chokhudza tsogolo la Tchalitchi komanso dera lathu. Ndinadzidzudzula, mwanjira ina, chifukwa chongokhala chete pa zonsezi, makamaka popeza ndimakhulupirira kuti sangathe kugwiritsa ntchito chidaliro chake molakwika ...

Kusasamala kwa Mlongo.

Ndiye ndinafika mpaka kumuululira kuti JC wandipangitsa kuti ndimvesese kuti satana analowa mu sunagoge mwake kuti azizunza mpingo...; kuti anandiwonetsa chipembedzo ndi midzi pansi pa chifaniziro cha mpesa umene udzadulidwa ndi kuperekedwa kuti ufunkhidwe, ndipo monga ngati kuponderezedwa pansi pa mapazi a odutsa ... sindinadzifotokoze mopitirira ; koma, kalanga!... zinanenedwa kale zambiri, popeza ndinalankhula zotsutsana ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu, zomwe zinadzipangitsa kudzimva mu kuya kwa moyo wanga ndi chisokonezo china chomwe chinandipangitsa ine mantha kuti ndamulakwira Mulungu. Watani pamenepo,  chikumbumtima changa chidalira  ? Ndi zomwe mudali  nazo

analonjezedwa? ndipo pomwepo kukumbukira

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zinatengedwa kwa ine, popanda ine kutha kunena zambiri, pamene ine ndikufuna. Ndinakhutitsidwa ndi kuvomereza kuti amayi athu azikhala chete, osawafotokozera za kusokonezeka kwanga, zomwe zinandidetsa nkhawa kwambiri kwa tsiku lonse. Pomaliza, usiku womwewo, nditagwada pansi pamapazi a mtanda wanga kuti ndipemphe chikhululukiro chifukwa cha kusazindikira kwanga, apa, Atate, ndi malangizo.

kuti JC adandipatsa pa izo, osagwiritsa ntchito mawu, koma momwe ndidafotokozera.

JC amamupangira chinsinsi chachikulu mpaka nthawi yomwe zomwe amamudziwitsa ziyenera kusindikizidwa. Zotsatira ndi zipatso za bukuli.

“Kumbukira,” iye anatero kwa ine, “kuti zaka zoposa makumi awiri zapitazo ndinakulangiza kuti uike m’chisungiko chimene ndiyenera kukuletsa kuti usadziŵe pambuyo pake. Tsopano, gawo ili lomwe ndalankhula kwambiri kwa inu, silili kanthu kena koma chinsinsi chosasinthika chomwe cholembedwacho chiyenera kutsekedwa ndipo monga chinasungidwa ndi chisindikizo, mpaka nthawi yomwe chiyenera kutuluka ndi kuwonekera poyera. »

Mulungu anandipanga ine kuwona, ngakhale mosokonekera, kuti kantchito kakang’ono kameneka, kamene kali kake, kayenera kulandiridwa tsiku limodzi ndi mitundu yoposa umodzi ndi maufumu oposa umodzi; kuti ayenera kutsatira nyali ya chikhulupiriro mpaka mapeto, ndi iwo amene adzayenda mu kuwala kwake, popanda ine kukhala wokhoza kuona pamene iye ayenera kuima. Idzawerengedwa mpaka zaka zapitazo za dziko lapansi mpaka nthawi zotsiriza za mpingo wa JC

Ndi makamaka tsopano, Atate wanga, kuti wina anganene pamodzi ndi mneneri (1), kuti, m’mibadwo yotsiriza, ana ndi okalamba adzakhala ndi maloto achinsinsi ndi aulosi, ndi kuti Mulungu adzachititsa achichepere kunenera ndi okalamba; kukamenyana ndi aneneri onyenga  a  wotsutsakhristu ine ndikhoza kunena,  mu

lingaliro, kuti ine ndine Atate wanga; wachikulire monga ndiliri, ndine wamng’ono m’mbali zambiri, ndipo ndinganene kuti, pa mfundo yoposa imodzi, ndili ndi umbuli ndi kuphweka kwa mwana. Ngati, choncho, ziri zoona kuti tikukhudza zaka mazana otsiriza a Tchalitchi, kukwaniritsidwa kwa ulosi mu msinkhu wake wonse kungapezeke mwa ine ndekha. Kubwerera ku cholinga chathu....

Yoweli.

Nthawi yomwe tingapange chofalitsa ichi, ndi momwe tingachichitire.

JC kotero anandiwonetsa ine, ngati kuti kuchokera patali, mphindi yomwe amasungira chidziwitso chake, ndi kumene iye mwiniyo adzapereka chizindikiro kuti atenge ntchito kuchokera ku deposit. Kudzakhala koyenera, anena iye, kuti moto wa chisautso, umene uzunzika Mpingo wanga, uzimitsidwe; mzimu wachigonjetso wa Satana uyenera kusokonezedwa; kuti sunagoge wake aphwanyidwe, mphamvu zake zopanda mphamvu zinyozedwe,  ndi kuti Mpingo ubwezeretsedwe ku ufulu wake wonse. Ndiye, iye anandiuza ine, trasti adzalankhula bishopu wake ndi nduna zazikulu; koma pakali pano,  kuti iye

sakulakwitsa posankha amene adzawafunsira. Apa ndi pamene ayenera kugwirizanitsa nzeru za njoka ndi kuphweka kwa nkhunda. Achenjere ndi abwenzi onyenga, abale onyenga, abusa onyenga, achangu onyenga, oweruza onyenga! Akhale tcheru ku manda opaka laimu, mimbulu yophimbidwa ndi khungu la mwanawankhosa, amene, mwa chinyengo chonyansa kwambiri, analowa m’khola kuti akhutiritse ukali wawo, mwa kupha nkhosa, mwachinyengo cha ubwino ndi umunthu, monga ngati khalidwe la mwana wa Mulungu linapanga mdani mmodzi wa dziko la makolo.

Zowopsa zomwe zingakhale zotsatira za kufalitsa msanga.

Kenako, ndi kuwala kwamkati JC adandidziwitsa matsoka owopsa omwe, mpaka nthawi ino, adatha kufika ku Tchalitchi chonse mwa kupanda nzeru kumodzi kwa ife. Ndikukhala, Atate, ndipo ndikunjenjemerabe, ndikukhala ndi mkwiyo womwe umatengera satana motsutsana ndi inu ndi ine, popeza adaphunzira za dongosolo lathu. Choncho sali wosazindikira zomwe zadutsa pakati pathu, ndipo chifukwa cha zimenezo adzapereka ufulu ku zongoganizira zake ndi kukayikira kwake. Koma zolembedwa zathu, zobisika, ndi za iye zomwe chuma chamtengo wapatali chotsekedwa pansi pa loko yosagonjetseka yachitetezo chili kwa wakuba. Polephera kuchidziwa, wakubayo amakwiya kwambiri, ndipo amadyedwa ndi kufunafuna njira zokakamiza chifuwachi, kapena kuchitsegula kuti atenge zomwe zilimo. Izi ndi, chitani

Chikhumbo chachikulu cha chiwandacho ndicho kudziwitsa adani a chipembedzo ndi Tchalitchi, amene nkhanza zawo zikanatumikira zifuno zake modabwitsa. Amafunafuna kulikonse njira yowatsitsimutsa ndi kuwakonzekeretsa kuti atitsutse. Akudzikuza kuti adzafika kumapeto kwake, ndipo wakhala akulonjeza kwa nthawi yaitali kuti tidzakhala oyamba kuzunzidwa ndi chizunzo chomwe tidzakhala nacho, ndipo chidzachititsa kuti magazi a Akhristu abwino kwambiri aziyenda, ndipo koposa zonse. atumiki opatulika a chipembedzo.

Ndikukumbukira kuti nthawi ina, akuseka moyipa, adandilozera sisitere yemwe adayenera kugwiritsa ntchito kusokoneza ntchito yoyamba, ndipo zonse zidachitika monga adandiuza  . Kotero, Atate,  mpaka

zinthu zasintha, monga kumwamba kumawoneka kuti kumatitsogolera ku chiyembekezo, simuyenera kuganiza zodziwitsa aliyense, makamaka kufalitsa chilichonse, ngakhale m'moyo wanga kapena nditamwalira.

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Kungakhale kuyatsa nyali kuti ayatse Mpingo ndi kuwononga madera. Koma ngati tili okhulupirika ku kumvera kumene Mulungu amafuna, J.

C. amanditsimikizira kuti adzachirikiza chirichonse, kuti adzateteza ntchito yake ndi kudziwa momwe angasokoneze zoyesayesa za adani ake. Ndikofunikira chotani nanga kusasunga chinsinsi cha  chikhalidwe ichi  ! (1)

Tsopano tiyeni tibwerere kumalo anga othaŵirako ku Saint-Malo, kumene Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu ananditumizira kalata yotsatira, chakumayambiriro kwa mwezi wa November 1791:

Kalata yochokera kwa Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu kwa Mkonzi. Chenjezo Latsopano losunga chinsinsi cha ntchitoyo, chifukwa cha zovuta zatsopano zomwe zikuwopseza Mpingo.

“Atate, zaka zoposa makumi awiri zapitazo, monga mukudziwa, Mulungu anandiuza kangapo kuti ntchitoyo

(1) Kuti ndiweruze bwino zonsezi, zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti tiyenera kutenga zinthu osati pamene zili tsopano, koma m’malo pamene zinali panthaŵi imene Mlongoyo analankhula nane motere; ndipo zidzagwirizana kuti zonse zasintha kwambiri, ndipo kuti, makamaka kuyambira imfa ya Mlongoyo, mavuto ambiri omwe ankayenera kuopedwa panthawiyo, salinso, kapena saliponso, lero. Ngati motowo sunazimitsidwe kotheratu, zikuwoneka, zikomo Mulungu, kuzimitsidwa tsiku ndi tsiku.

zomwe zinali zokambidwazo zidayenera kuyikidwa mu deposit kuti zisungidweko kwakanthawi. Kenako ndinalankhula za ntchito ndi dipositi kwa wotsogolera wanga, amene sanawoneke kwa ine kumvetsa kwambiri zimene ndinkafuna kunena, ndipo izo sizingakhoze kulakwa pa iye; chifukwa polankhula naye za nkhaniyi, ndikuvomereza kuti sindinadzimvetsetse ndekha. Lero, Atate wanga, Mulungu afuna kundifotokozera momveka bwino chovutacho, pondidziwitsa momveka bwino koposa zonse ndidakuuzani pamaso panu, kuti yafika nthawi yoti asungitse ntchitoyo, kufikira atazindikira. ndi nthawi yochotsa.

Zinali pambuyo pa mgonero kuti adadzifotokozera yekha pa mfundo iyi, ndipo apa pali zotsatira za zomwe adandipangitsa kuti ndimvetsetse: zomwe takumana nazo.

Mphepo yamkuntho yakhala ikuwomba kwa nthawi yayitali, iyenera kusweka posachedwa. Nkhope za ku Gahena posachedwapa zafika pachimake, ndipo ndikuwopa kwambiri nkhonya zake zomaliza

Apolisi O! Atate, tiyeni tisamale ndi kulolera konyansa kumene  kwalonjezedwa

zipani zonse, monamizira kufanana, mtendere ndi ufulu umene, iwo amati, umapanga ufulu wa munthu! Abambo, ngati Kumwamba sikutithandizira, kuti tisokoneze, monga ndikuyembekeza, polojekiti yokhetsa magazi yomwe ikuganiziridwa, tidzakhala ozunzidwa ndi mawonekedwe awa. Uwu ndi msampha wotsiriza umene Satana amatitchera: ndiwo bata lachinyengo, mtendere woopsa umene umalengeza mkuntho watsopano, ndipo mwina kusweka kwa ngalawa zambiri; ndi mwa njira imeneyi kuti akulinganizidwa kusonkhanitsa ansembe abwino ndi anthu olemekezeka, kuti awatheratu motsimikizirika, ndipo motero kuchotsa mpata umodzi chopinga chachikulu cha chiwembu chowononga chipembedzo ndi Boma. . . .

Ndikuyembekeza kuchokera ku chithandizo chaumulungu kuti polojekitiyi sidzachitika mokwanira; koma ndikuwona mwa Mulungu kuti zinthu sizingayende bwino popanda kukhetsa magazi ochuluka; ndipo ndikuwopa kwambiri kuti ulemu wowonekerawu, womwe wakhudzidwa kwambiri ndi abusa a dongosolo lachiwiri, udzatha, monga momwe Herodi ankafunira kupembedza JC, pakupha komwe olakwa adzapanga osalakwa.

Inde, Atate, ndimamuopa kwambiri kwa aliyense; Koma ine ndikuiopa kwambiri makamaka kwa inu. pakuti ngati gehena ali ndi chakukhosi ndi matchalitchi onse amtundu wanu, musakaikire kuti ali ndi chidwi chofuna kukutsutsani, chifukwa cha ndalama zomwe akuwoneratu ziyenera kukhala zowopsa kwa iyo. Walumbirira kugwa kwako; adzachita chilichonse,  adzachita chilichonse kuti agonjetse dongosolo lanu. Koma muli ndi chifukwa chodzilimbitsa mtima ponena za chiyembekezo cha chitetezero chapadera kwambiri chochokera kwa iye amene akufuna kukugwiritsani ntchito kuti ntchito imene muli ndi udindo wanu ikhale  yopambana. Koma popeza musamuyese Mulungu,  inu

muyenera kutenga njira zonse zomwe muli nazo.

Njira zodzitetezera zomwe mkonzi ayenera kutsata kuti ateteze munthu wake komanso zolemba zake zomwe amasunga.

“Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza, Atate, kuti mungachite bwino kuika zolemba zanu ndi munthu wanu pamalo otetezeka, popita kutali kwambiri pa nthawi yamavuto omwe akukonzekera; chifukwa tikuyandikira kuphulika komwe sikuli kutali kwambiri ndi momwe munthu angaganizire pamawonekedwe a nthawiyo. Ndizotsimikizika

kuti amayi athu akutumizirani bokosi lanu la mapepala, ndi ndalama ndi zochepa zomwe mungafunike. Muyenera kupita mofulumira ku Jersey kapena ku Guernsey, ndi kukakambirana kumeneko ndi ena a mabishopu athu abwino, ozunzidwa chifukwa cha zomwe inu; pakuti Mulungu akundipangitsa kuonanso kuti ndi kwa abusa oyamba kumene muyenera kudzilankhula nokha (1); udzanena m’malo mwanga kwa ansembe abwino awa amene ndiwatsutsa ndi mtima wanga wonse ndi popanda choletsa chilichonse chimene chingakhale chotsutsana ndi chikhulupiriro cha Mpingo wa Roma, umene ndikufuna kukhala ndi moyo ndi kufa.

Adandiwonetsa mwachindunji Mgr. Bishopu wa Tréguer; ndipo  ndidalankhula kwa iye poyamba, monga momwe zidzawonekere  posachedwa.

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Mosakayikira mutha kumvetsetsa, Atate, momwe ziyenera kutitengera kukulimbikitsani nthawi zonse kuti mutalikirane, ife amene tikufuna kuti mubwerere! Chisoni kwa ine makamaka, amene sangathe

kuti movutikira kwambiri nditsegule mtima wanga kwa wina aliyense pa khalidwe limene Mulungu ali nalo ponena za ine! Kalanga! Atate, zikuoneka kuti kulekana kwankhanza kumeneku ndi nsembe imene iye amafuna mwamtheradi, ndipo tiyenera kum’pereka, osadziŵa ngati kudzakhala kosatha, kapena kwa nthaŵi yakutiyakuti. Tilambire chifuniro chake choyera ndi kumvera mwakhungu....

Chidaliro chomwe ayenera kukhala nacho mu Providence.

"Ndinali ndi mwayi womuyimira kuti zikadakhala zosavuta komanso zotsika mtengo  kwa inu kukhala komwe muli, kusiyana ndi kutopa kwatsopano ndi zoopsa zatsopano, kuwoloka nyanja kupita kumtunda, pafupifupi popanda zothandizira. , mu ufumu wina,  dziko  losadziwika kwa  onse

kuti Ambuye wathu anandiyankha ine kuti zimangofunika chidaliro ndi Kulimbika; kuti munthu asamuyese ndi kufuna zozizwa, m’malo mwa njira wamba zimene apereka kokha kuti azigwiritsa ntchito. Yosefe ndi Mariya, iye anandiuza ine, anali ndi chuma ngakhale pang'ono pa mbali ya anthu, ndipo komabe, popanda kuyembekezera zozizwitsa kumasulidwa ku mkwiyo wa Herode, iwo ananyamuka usiku ndi pa dongosolo loyamba, ku dziko lachilendo ndi losadziwika. osadandaula ndi zochitika. Iyinso ndi ntchito yanu, mai!

Atate, sindikukaikira: umu ndi momwe muyenera kukhalira, ndi chitsanzo chimene muyenera kutsanzira ndi kutsatira, kuti mupulumutse mwana wina wochokera kumwamba... (1)

Ndikhoza kuchitira umboni, ku ulemerero wa Mulungu ndi Mtumiki wake, kuti sindinasowe zofunikira mu ukapolo wanga, ndi kuti, popanda kufuna kugwira ntchito ina iliyonse kupatulapo yokhudzana ndi maphunziro anga aang'ono, ndi zomwe zinandibweretsanso ku izo. , Ndinali ndi nthaŵi yosirira, ngakhale modzidzimutsa, chisamaliro  cha Providence amene nthaŵi zonse amasamalira zosoŵa zimene nthaŵi zambiri sindinadziwoneretu  .

Zotsutsana zomwe ntchitoyi iyenera kukumana nayo. Kupambana kwake ndi zotsatira zake.

Nditayesetsa kuletsa kuti asabadwe, ndikuona mwa Mulungu kuti chiwandacho chidzawonjezera ukali wake kuti chimukanthe m’mimba mwake atangobadwa kumene. Adzautsira adani ndi zopinga kulikonse; tidzawaona akatswiri abodza akudzikonzekeretsa ndi zochenjera ndi kusokonekera kuti azitsutsa, kuzinyoza, kuziwononga ndi kuziletsa kuti zisafalikire; koma ndikuwonanso kuti idzathandizidwa mwamphamvu ndi chipani chotsutsa, chomwe, chosokoneza ntchito zawo, chidzapangitsa kuti chipambane pa zoyesayesa zawo zonse. Idzawerengedwa, kufunidwa, ndipo idzakhala, monga Uthenga Wabwino weniweniwo, nthawi ya chipulumutso ndi kutayika kwa ambiri.

Izi, Atate wanga, ndi zimene Mulungu wandionetsa za zonsezi. sindikukayika; za kufunitsitsa kwanu kumvera iye. Ndisonyezeni gawo limene mudzatenge, ndipo ndichitireni chisangalalo chowonjezerapo mawu ochepa kwa chikumbumtima changa, kotero kuti njira zanu zothetsera nkhawa zomwe ndalankhula ndi inu, zinditsimikizire, ngakhale imfa itachitika. , ngati sindine wokondwa kuthandizidwa ndi inu, monga ndifunira....

Kalanga! Atate, sitidziwa ngati tidzakuonaninso ndi kumva; koma kulikonse kumene kuli chifuniro chopatulika cha Mulungu

kutsogolera, musaiwale Mlongo wosauka wa Nativity. Mundipempherere ine ndi ife tonse, monga ife timachitira inu kumbali yathu. Chikhulupiriro, monga mukudziwa, ndi nyali yaumulungu yomwe iyenera kutitsogolera nthawi zonse, monganso chikondi chiyenera kutipatsa moyo nthawi zonse. Inde, Atate, chikhulupiriro, chiyembekezo ndi chikondi chachikhristu, iyi ndi njira yomwe tiyenera kutsatira mosasintha; ichi ndi chimene tiyenera kuika chidaliro chathu chonse; Ndikuwonjezera kumvera Mulungu ndi Mpingo wake ku moyo ndi imfa, umene uli mwala weniweni wa

kukhudza kumene choonadi chidzasiyanitsidwa nthawi zonse ndi cholakwika. Izi ndizomwe zidzakhalire, mwa chisomo cha JC, malingaliro a mwana wanu wamkazi mwa Mulungu,

» Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu.

» Landirani, ndikukupemphani, ndi ulemu wanga, anthu ammudzi wonse.

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Mkonziyo anachoka ku St-Malo kupita ku chilumba cha Jersey, mu December 1791.

Pambuyo pa zomwe zidandichitikira m'mbuyomu, sindinafune zambiri kuchokera m'mawu anga kuti ndidziwe ine. Ndisanalandire machenjezo omaliza awa kuposa lamulo lachiwiri lomwe linaperekedwa, nkhonya pambuyo pa nkhonya, malamulo a magazi ndi kuphana, chisalungamo ndi nkhanza zomwe zapandukira mayiko onse. Okwiyitsidwa, mosonkhezeredwa mopambanitsa ndi kukaniza kolimba kwa atumiki owona a maguwa ansembe, nthumwi za nkhanza ndi zosapembedza zinafuna ndi ukali wochuluka kuposa ndi kale lonse lumbiro loipa ndi lochititsa manyazi, ndipo anapanga zoyesayesa zomalizira kuti atsirizitse ntchito ya amene anawatsogolera.

Motsutsa ufulu uliwonse, ndipo ngakhale motsutsana ndi makonzedwe a nyumba yamalamulo yoyamba, ansembe Achikatolika anakanidwa zimene zinaperekedwa kwa atumiki a magulu onse, ndalama zosakhalitsa zokhala ndi ufulu wa lingaliro lachipembedzo. Analetsedwa kuchita zinthu zilizonse, ngakhale zachinsinsi, za ntchito zawo zolemekezeka. Chikatolika chinaletsedwa mu ufumu momwe, kwa zaka mazana khumi ndi zinayi, chinali chokha chodziwika ndi chokhacho chokhala ndi ufulu wonse; ndi zovuta zomwe  zidachitika

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chifukwa chobadwa ndi chiwawa choterocho, iwo anali ndi nkhanza zosalungama zochitira nkhanza ngakhale amene anachitiridwa nkhanzazo. Izi zakhala nthawizonse, pamene iwo anali amphamvu kwambiri, kulolerana kwapachiweniweni kwa iwo omwe amatinyoza chifukwa chosalekerera zolakwa zawo....

Pamene mwa zochitika zowopsya motero anali kukonzekera kutaya dziko langa lachisoni, ndinaganiza, ndi misozi m'maso mwanga, kulisiya, kuti ndisakhale wozunzidwa kapena mboni ya masoka ake otsiriza.

Kuchokera ku Saint-Malo kumene, monga ndinanenera, ndinatha miyezi inayi, ndinanyamuka ulendo wopita ku chisumbu cha Jersey, chodalira England, kumene ndinatera pa December 6, 1791. Ufumu wa Katolika, ndinadziwona ndikugwera mumdima wamba wa magawano ndi zolakwika! Ndikuvomereza kuti sindikadakhulupirira konse kuti kuchokera kumatauni akumalire athu zikananditengera magulu ochepa okha kuti awoloke kuti ndikaone kusiyana koyipa kotere; ndipo, powona mkhalidwe wauzimu umene anthu ambiri owona mtima ndi omvera akuchepetsedwa pano, sindikanatha kudziletsa kuchita mantha kwambiri, chifukwa cha dziko langa losautsika, kupitiriza kwa zisinthe zomwe zimalekanitsa maufumu ndi pakati pa mgwirizano  .

GAWO IX.

Malangizo ofunikira pa Mgonero Woyera, Kulapa ndi Kulapa. Zolakwa, zonyenga, zolakwika ndi nkhanza zomwe zimalowa m'masakramenti a kulapa ndi Ukaristia.

Kulembanso kutumiza kwina kwa Sister of the Nativity, komwe kunayambira pachilumba cha Jersey pa December 14, 1791.

“Atate, ndikadali ndi zambiri zoti ndikuuzeni, komanso mawu angapo oti ndikuuzeni pazinthu zambiri zomwe takambirana kale nazo. Izi mwina ndi zosiyidwa kapena nyali zatsopano zomwe Mulungu akufunabe kuti ndikulankhule nanu.

Zambiri zidzakhala zokhudzana ndi masakramenti a kulapa ndi Ukalisitiya, zolakwa zomwe munthu amachita kumeneko, komanso zotsatira zabwino kapena zoipa za masakramenti awiriwa bwino kapena moyipa. Ambuye amene amandiuzira atenge  ulemerero wake kuchokera mmenemo  !. Ine ndikadali wotsimikiza kwambiri kuti ndisakuuzeni inu  ndi

kuti ndikupangitseni kuti mulembe zokhazo zomwe ndidzaziwona m'kuunika komwe kumawalira kwa ine kuchokera kwa iye, popanda kudandaula za symmetry, zomwe siziri, pafupifupi, zomwe ziri zofunika pa mfundo zofunika izi ku chipulumutso chathu chamuyaya.

Chisomo chapadera cholumikizidwa ndi mgonero woyenera. Njira zosungira .

“Choyamba, Atate wanga, ponena za Mgonero Woyera, Ambuye wathu wandidziŵitsa kuti mzimu umene umalankhulana moyenerera, ndiko kuti, ndi mikhalidwe yofunikira ndi yoyenera, mwakutero umalandira chisomo chapadera, chimene chalembedwapo. , ndi zomwe zimakhalabe pamenepo ngakhale zitatha kudya mitundu ya sakramenti.

Ndikuwona kuti chisomo ichi ndi chamtengo wapatali, chosalimba, komanso chovuta kuchisunga. Zili ngati kutuluka kwa thupi ndi magazi a JC; potsiriza, ndi chisomo choyenera ku sakramenti lokongola ndi laumulungu ili. Pamene mzimu ukukongoletsedwa ndi kukongoletsedwa ndi chisomo cha mtengo wapatali ichi, ndi chinthu choyanjidwa ndi kumwamba, ndi chiyamikiro cha odala onse.

Mbuye wathu anandidziwitsa kuti, kuti ndiusunge, kunali koyenera kukhala tcheru kwambiri pa iwe mwini ndi pa zokhuza zonse zamkati ndi zakunja; koma koposa zonse udani wachizoloŵezi, kunyansidwa kwenikweni kwa uchimo wonse, umene umafika patali kufikira kupeŵa zolakwa zazing’ono. Inde, ndikuwona kuti cholakwa chaching'ono, cholakwa chaching'ono chochitidwa ndi kulingalira ndi cholinga chadala, chimakwanira kuwononga kukongola kwa chisomo chosayerekezeka ichi, ndipo ngakhale kuchipangitsa kuti chizimiririke palimodzi, ngati pakhala pali mtundu uliwonse wa kuipa m'chifuniro chomwe chinachitidwa. izo.

Kuipa kwadala venial tchimo.

Siziri, Atate, kuti tchimo lachibwana likhoza mwamtheradi kuchotsa chisomo cha moyo, ndi kuwupangitsa iwo kuti utayike, monga momwe uchimo wachivundi umachitira: Mulungu aletse kuti ine ndipite patsogolo icho konse! Koma izi ndi zomwe ndikuwona mwa Mulungu: Chifuniro chosasangalatsa ndi chotembereredwa chochita mwadala uchimo wonyansa ndi kulakwa pang'ono ndi m'moyo mwathu khalidwe lakupha, lomwe nthawi zonse limakhala ndi lupanga m'manja kuti limenye ndi kuwononga popanda kuganizira komanso pafupifupi popanda kudziletsa. Ngati ndi uchimo wa venial sichimapha mzimu wonse, imachita khama pamenepo; akugwedeza lupanga lake kumanja ndi kumanzere mosalekeza, ngati zinganenedwe, amamupangitsa zilonda zambiri, zozama kapena zozama, pamene amachita zolakwa zazing'ono, ndipo potero amamupangitsa kukhala wopunduka, wolumala ndi wonyansa, monga thupi laumunthu lomwe lakhala likuchita. olasidwa, odulidwa ndi owonongeka.

Motero mzimu wofooka umakhala waulesi ndi waulesi potumikira Mulungu ndi kuchita zabwino. Iye amagwa dzanzi, kapena sapita patali popanda kutaya chisomo, mwa kugwa kwakukulu ndi kusakhulupirika; ndipo ngati uchimo wa venial suli wakufa mwa iwo wokha, umakhala wakufa kwambiri muzotsatira zake, monga tanenera kwina.

Chisomo ichi ndi choyenera cha mgonero wabwino, ndikuchiwona, Atate wanga, ngati kukhudza komaliza kumene Mlengi amapereka ku fano lake kuti likhale losangalatsa; ndipo kukhudza uku nthawi zonse kumakhala kolimba kapena kocheperako, malinga ndi momwe moyo ulili wochulukirapo

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kapena okonzeka pang'ono kulandira, mochuluka kapena mocheperapo mu ungwiro wa makhalidwe abwino, ochuluka kapena ocheperapo okonda kulankhulana.

Ngati dongosololi liri langwiro momwe lingathere, ndiye kuti palibe chomwe chingafanane ndi kuwala kowoneka bwino kwa mitundu yomwe chithunzichi chikukhudzidwanso ndi wolemba. Ndiyenera kugwiritsabe ntchito kuyerekezera kwina: Tangoganizirani mwana wamkazi wa mfumu, yemwe amapita kukakumana ndi Ambuye ndi mwamuna wake ndi chikondi chonse ndi kukonzekera kotheka: mwamuna wake, wokopeka ndi chisomo chake ndi kukongola kwake , akufunabe kupangitsa kuti ikhale yokongola kwambiri, ndipo amasangalala nayo. kukula kwake

zokopa; chifukwa cha ichi amatsegula mtima wake ndi chuma chake kwa iye, ndipo amamuveka iye mu mwinjiro wa golidi ndi silika, ndi miyala yamtengo wapatali, zomwe mopanda malire zimakulitsa chisomo chake. Povekedwa ndi chovala chamtengo wapatali chimenechi, iye amakhala wonyezimira ndi wokondweretsa pamaso pa mwamuna wake monga mmene analili pa tsiku la ukwati wawo, ndipo palibe chimene chingawonjezere ku chisangalalo chake.

Izi, JC akundiuza, ndi momwe ndimakhalira kwa mzimu wokhulupirika womwe umayandikira sakramenti langa ndi machitidwe achikondi omwe amafunikira. Podzipereka ndekha kwa iye, sindimamukomera ngakhale pang'ono, koma kukoma mtima kosatha; Ndiutsekulira chuma chonse cha Umulungu wanga, ndimasamala kuukometsera, kuukometsera ndi chisomo changa chonse. Ndi mwa Mgonero wovekedwa ndi zondiyenereza zanga, monga ndi mwinjiro wonyezimira, umene umapereka ichi.

mwaluso wadzanja langa, ndipo mochititsa chidwi amatulutsa kukongola kwake koyambirira, makamaka kufanana kosangalatsa kwa mlembi wake, zomwe zikutanthauza kuti Mulungu sangaleke kuziyang'ana ndi diso la kudandaula ndi chikondi.

Apa m’pamene analankhula naye mawu achikondi awa: “ Ndiwe wokongola, wokondedwa wanga, ndipo ndiika mwa iwe kudandaula kwanga konse ndi chisangalalo changa, chifukwa sindikuona banga m’menemo limene lingakhumudwitse maso anga.

Koma apa, Atate, pali chuma chobisika, chinsinsi choona cha mwamuna ndi mkazi woyera; osakhutira ndi kukongoletsa moyo uwu, JC akulembanso, kunena kwake, chikhulupiriro, chiyembekezo ndi chikondi; akuwonjezera, kuonjezera apo, kwa aliyense wa makhalidwe abwino achikhristu omwe ali nawo, chisomo choyenera, kudzoza kwapadera, kuchuluka kwa katundu, kuwonjezeka kwa madalitso, zomwe zimawonjezera ubwino wake ndikuthandizira mochititsa chidwi machitidwe ake. Ndi mmenemo, akutero JC kwa ine, kupsompsona kwa pakamwa, chisomo chamtengo wapatali, chisomo chachikulu cha mwamuna kapena mkazi waumulungu .....

Sizopanda chikaiko, Atate wanga, kuti chisomo ndi zokomera izi nzosaloleka, ndi kuti zimapangitsa munthu kukhala wopanda chilema; ayi, mwatsoka akhoza kugwa kuchokera kwa iwo ndi kuwataya iwo palimodzi, mwa kugwiritsa ntchito molakwika ufulu wake wosankha, chifukwa iye sanatsimikizidwe mu chisomo, monga oyera mtima omwe ali kumwamba. Zomwe ndikufuna kunena, Atate, ndi zomwe JC adandidziwitsa, ndikuti ndizovuta kwambiri komanso zosavuta kutaya zisomo zamtunduwu, makamaka ngati mzimu uli ndi kukhulupirika pang'ono kuti ugwirizane nawo, chifukwa ndi osalimba komanso osalimba. molimba kwambiri

ozikidwa mu mtima womwe uli ndi chisangalalo kukhala nawo.

Si onse amene amadya mgonero amalandira chisomo chapadera chimenechi. Zachiyani.

Koma onse amene amadya mgonero ali kutali ndi kulandira zisomo zoyanjidwazi, zomwe ziri zosoweka ndi za mtengo wapatali; chifukwa, pambuyo zomwe ndanena kale, sizovuta kupeza. Chomangira chimodzi chokha ku uchimo wa venial, chikhoterero chosasangalatsa ku cholakwa chaching'ono chadala, ndi kuwona ndi kusinkhasinkha, chimafunika kuti chiteteze chisangalalo chake.

Zidzakhala chiyani ndiye, ndikufunsani, za anthu awa omwe, tsiku lililonse, amawafikira ndi chizoloŵezi ndi chikondi ku zolakwa zikwi zambiri, zomwe angakhale achisoni kuti adzikonze okha? O, ali kutali chotani nanga ndi kulandira chisomo chapadera chimenechi cha sakramenti laumulungu! "Miyoyo yopanda chidwi ndi yosakhulupirika, akutero JC kwa iwo, ndikuwona kuti ndiwe wanga wopanda ungwiro ndi  theka !. Simukuchita manyazi ndi ntchito yanga, ndipo mumakonda  zanu

zokondweretsa kundikhutiritsa; simukufuna kupereka nsembe iliyonse imene chikondi changa chimafuna; simusamala kundisangalatsa ine. Chabwino! simudzandikondweretsa Ine; koma udzanyengedwa; Zisomo zapadera ndi zamtengo wapatali izi zomwe ndidazisungira chifukwa cha kukhulupirika kwanu, ndidzapereka kwa miyoyo yokhulupirika yochulukirapo yomwe imayesetsa kuti ikhale yosangalatsa pamaso panga. Koma inu, ine ndikuthandizani kale movutikira; ndipo kufunda uku, komwe kuli mlandu wanu woyamba, posachedwapa kudzakhala chilango chanu choyamba, ngati ndigwiritsa ntchito chimodzimodzi kwa inu.

mphwayi umasonyeza kwa ine: ndi chimene mantha ako amakuululira iwe. »

Komabe, Atate wanga, ndikuwona mwa Mulungu kuti mizimu yolumikizana mumkhalidwe uwu siichotsedwa chisomo chonse; koma amangolandira chisomo chawamba, chomwe chilibe mphamvu zochepa polingana ndi zolakwa zawo ndi chikondi chomwe ali nacho pa kupanda ungwiro kwawo.

Kulapa mwachizolowezi komanso mwachizolowezi, popanda zowawa komanso popanda cholinga chabwino. Chifukwa chake, kuzunzidwa kwa Masakramenti.

Pano palinso zimene Mulungu wandidziŵitsa ine ponena za miyoyo yopanda ungwiro iyi: mdierekezi amawakopa kuti ndi kokwanira, kukhala mu mgonero bwino, kuvomereza zolakwa za mtundu uwu; kuti, kuwonjezera apo, sikutheka kufooka kwaumunthu

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kuwapewa. Choncho, popanda kuchita chilichonse chokana kukoma ndi mtima umene munthu ali nawo kaamba ka zolakwa zimenezi, kulimbana, osachepera, chizoloŵezi chawo chopitirizabe, amawasunga m’chizoloŵezi chowaulula, popanda kuwawa ndiponso popanda cholinga chabwino, koma mwachizoloŵezi. , ndipo, monga akunena, mwa njira yopezera.

Chinyengo chowopsa, chomwe nthawi zambiri chimayambitsa kuzunzidwa kwa masakramenti ndi chisomo chonse! Nzowona kuti kufooka kwaumunthu sikungapeŵe zolakwa zonse; koma ndizowonanso kuti makamaka palibe zolakwa izi zomwe sangathe kuzipewa, ngati ali wokhulupirika ku chisomo choperekedwa ndi kuperekedwa kwa iye chifukwa cha ichi. Choncho ndi kulakwa koyera kwa anthu ofunda  , ngati sikuwapewa; ndipo komabe anthu amtundu wotere, akudzikhulupirira okha kuti ataya machimo awo, m’malo mwake amakhala ndi mtendere wonyenga wa chikumbumtima, umene umawachititsa khungu ndi kuwaponyera m’zolakwa zomvetsa chisoni za kudzipereka kodabwitsa, kosamvetsetseka, ndi nthaŵi zina kokhulupirira malodza  kwambiri  . Iwo

mokondwera akapereka miyoyo yawo m’bwalo la kuulula ndi mgonero, zimene amaoneka kuchita kokha kuti adzipatse ufulu wowonjezereka, koposa zonse m’zimene zimakhudza njira wamba ya chikumbumtima chawo. Anthu awa, ndimawaona ali pachiwopsezo chachikulu cha chipulumutso chawo; chifukwa unyinji wochuluka wa kuvomereza kwawo ndi mgonero ndi zachabechabe, osati kunena zonyoza....

Koma ndikusiyira chiweruzo kwa Mulungu, ndipo ndikuchenjeza otsogolera kuti sangamvetsere kwambiri, ngati sakufuna kuyankha okha.

Zowoneka ndi zabodza kulapa.

Msampha wina umene mdierekezi amakonda kuutchera anthu ochimwa chizolowezi amene amakonzekera kupita ku bwalo lamilandu lopatulika; chimaphatikizapo kuwapangitsa iwo kunyenga pa nkhani yolapa. Amakumbukira kuti munthu ayenera kulapa ndi kulapa kuti akhululukidwe machimo omwe adachita; pamenepo, mosonkhezeredwa ndi machenjerero a chiwanda, iwo amadzifulumiza okha ku zoyesayesa zazikulu za kulapa ndi kulapa ku zolakwa zawo zakufa kapena zakufa; Amalira ndi kubuula, akulira ndi kulira: zomwe nthawi zambiri zimachitika kwa kugonana komwe kumakhudzidwa kwambiri. Potsirizira pake, amavomereza, ndi kuchita bwino kwambiri kulapa kwenikweni, kuwawa kwenikweni, kulapa kwenikweni, kotero kuti amakhoza kunyenga ovomereza awo mosavuta ndi kudzinyenga okha; koma chimene iwo sangapambane nacho ndi kunyenga iye amene malo ake ovomereza ali nawo kwa iwo;

amene asanthula m’mitima ndi m’chuuno, ndi zolingirira.

Woweruza wosavunda ameneyu saweruza iwo, kapena mawonekedwe awo, ndi mawonekedwe owopsa, kulakwitsa kwake komwe kumawonetsa nthawi zonse. Pakuti, ngati tiwatsata pambuyo pa kubvomereza kwawo, n’kovuta kuti sachoka m’bwalo lamilandu lopatulika pamene tiona zilakolako zawo zabwino zomwe adazipanga zikutha; ululu wawo umachoka mofulumira monga momwe unafikira, ndipo amasiya olapa ameneŵa ali m’maubwenzi omwewo, zizolowezi zofanana ndi chikhumbo chofanana cha kuyambiranso njira yawo wamba; zomwe sizimalephera kuchitika pa mwayi woyamba umene umapezeka, ngakhale mkati mwa tsiku, pamene adalonjeza kuti adzakhala maso kuti asagwerenso.

Misozi iyi, kuusa moyo uku, kubuula komwe chiwandacho chimagwira, chifukwa chake kumatulutsa kudzikuza, kudzikuza, motsimikiza zabodza, zakupha kuposa mlandu  womwewo  . Mungada nkhawa ndi chiyani, nenani  chiyani

bambo wabodza ku mzimu uwu waunyengerera motere?...

Ndani angakulimbikitseni ndi mantha aliwonse, pambuyo pa kuvomereza komwe mudapanga, ndi ululu weniweni womwe unatsagana  nawo  ? Inde! Inde! machimo anu  ndi anu

kukhululukidwa; palibe kukaikira ngakhale pang’ono: motero khalani chete pa zonse zakale, ndi kukhutitsidwa ndi kudzinenera nokha zolakwa zanu wamba, zomwenso zidzakhululukidwa kwa inu. Chifukwa, pambuyo pa zonse, iye akupitiriza, sikuli funso la milandu yaikulu, koma ya zolakwa zazing'ono, ndipo nthawi zambiri za zolakwa zosavuta, zomwe chikumbumtima chanu chowopsya chimachikulitsa ndi theka. Osawopa chilichonse monga mavuto ndi zokhumudwitsa. Mukufuna kukhala wangwiro, ngati kuti anthu ndi angelo padziko lapansi.

Chotero mdani wochenjera ameneyu amalankhula ndi opembedza onyenga, makamaka kwa opembedza onyenga, amene amawatsogolera ngati nkhosa ndi kuwatembenuza ngati mphemvu; ndipo ndi pamalingaliro oterowo munthu amadzilimbitsa mtima ndikugona m'mphepete mwa phompho, ndipo ali m'malo momwe muli chilichonse choopa kupulumuka.

Zonyenga Zodziwika ndi Zolakwa za Kudzipereka Kwabodza.

Miyoyo yoteroyo imakhala yosamvetseka, chotulukapo chachibadwa cha chinyengo cha umulungu. Pali ma sallies, quips ndi zotsutsana pamakhalidwe awo; nthawi zina amaphatikiza zounikira zodabwitsa, njira zopambana ndi kukoma mtima kwa kudzipereka, ndi kutopa, kusayang'ana ndi kunyansidwa kwakukulu kwa ntchito zoyamba za Mkristu ndi ukoma womwe ndi wofunikira kwambiri kwa iye, monga chikhulupiriro, chiyembekezo; chikondi, kudzichepetsa, kumvera ndi kugonjera. Lankhulani nawo za ungwiro ndi zachinsinsi mu zonse zomwe zimangosangalatsa maganizo; koma musalankhule nao zonyazitsa, za kugonja kwa mzimu, ndi zowawa; machitidwe a kulapa si

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kukoma kwawo, pokhapokha atasankha; Apo ayi akanangowalandira monyinyirika. Makhalidwe abwino omwe amawachita sali ochulukirapo kuposa zida zabwino za zida, zomwe zimangopangitsa kudzitukumula mitima yawo ndikusunga malingaliro awo mumtendere wabodza, womwe, kuchokera kuulula kumodzi kupita ku umzake, umawapangitsa kudziunjikira zolakwa popanda kusokoneza, poganiza kuti sizitero. mtengo  wochulukira kunena pang'ono kuposa wocheperako pang'ono  .

Umu ndi momwe anthu ambiri padziko lapansi amaperekera miyoyo yawo, omwe amadzikuza chifukwa cha kudzipereka komanso nthawi zonse, podzinamizira kuti amapewa chisokonezo, chomwe nthawi zambiri sichiwopa. Adzionetsera kuti achita mopambanitsa, ndi kumeza zoipa monga madzi; amadziona ngati apita patsogolo kwambiri mu ungwiro, ndipo sanachitepo kanthu. Monyadira kudziyerekeza ndi ena, omwe mwina ali abwino kuposa iwo m'mitima mwawo, amadzikhulupirira okha oyera mtima, pomwe iwo ali chabe zoseweretsa zomvetsa chisoni za mdierekezi, achinyengo, ofanana kwambiri ndi Afarisi a Uthenga Wabwino,

manda opaka njereza, mafupa, mwinamwake, omwe ali ndi maonekedwe ena okha a moyo; ndiko kunena kuti ali amoyo m’maso mwa anthu, pamene ali akufa m’maso mwa Mulungu: zonse zimene zinganenedwe mochepa n’zakuti afunikira dzanja laluso kuti achiritsidwe.

Ochimwa kwambiri sadzinyenga okha, ndipo amapeza zipatso zambiri kuchokera ku Sakramenti la  kulapa.

Ndikuwona, Atate, kuti m'njira zambiri mdierekezi sachita gawo lake bwino lomwe zikafika kwa ochimwa osakhalitsa; chizoloŵezi ndi chifuniro cha  uchimo wa imfa m’mene iwo amadumphamo zimawalepheretsa kukhala ndi chinyengo ponena za mkhalidwe wa chikumbumtima chawo, ndi kutero kwa oulula awo. Palibe chowopsa kuti awa adzawavomereza ku chikhululukiro kapena kutenga nawo mbali mu zinsinsi zopatulika: akhoza kungoyang'ana, kuzitenganso ndi kuziyesa; ziopsezo zawo zoopsya, kudandaulira kwawo kwamphamvu, zotonzo zao zamoyo, ziri ngati kutulutsa ziwanda kochuluka kumene kumapereka mantha a chivundi kwa ziwanda; akuwopa kuti mphamvu za JC ndi mtumiki wake zifika mpaka kugwetsa mpando wake wachifumu ndi ufumu wake, ndikumuthamangitsa yekha pamtima omwe ali nawo; ndipo izi zimamudetsa nkhawa kwambiri.

Choncho amachulukitsa khama lake ndi kusamala kwake poyandikira bwalo lopatulika; amayesetsa kulimbitsa zomangira za kapolo wake, kuti angapulumuke kwa iye; koma chisomo cha JC sichimalephera kunyenga chiyembekezero chake chankhanza, pophwanya zitsulo za ochimwa ambiri, ndi mphamvu ya sakramenti iyi yaumulungu. Izi ndi zomwe zimawabweretseratu, kukhumudwa kwa chikumbumtima chawo, kuopa ziweruzo za Mulungu ndi zowawa za ku gehena; amene amakhala ofunda sagwetsedwa. Potero mdierekezi amaona kuti n’kosavuta kuti anyenge ochimwa aakulu, popeza n’kosavuta kwa oulula awo ndi iwo eni kuzindikira mkhalidwe wawo weniweni pamaso pa Mulungu; pamene ponena za enawo, ndizosiyana kwambiri: chiwandacho chimawagwira kwambiri, chifukwa zimakhala zovuta kuti otsogolera ndi olapa azindikire  chinyengo chake.

Miyoyo yonyengedwa imeneyi imasamala kwambiri kufunafuna ndi kusankha ovomereza amene makhalidwe awo amagwirizana ndi zilakolako zawo. Zotsatira zoyipa za chisankhochi.

Moyo wotsogozedwa ndi mdierekezi, ndipo kwa yemwe amamupatsa malingaliro a kulapa mwa njira yakeyake, amasamala kwambiri kuti afufuze ovomereza onse, ndikusankha okhawo omwe ali ndi sitampu ndi mawonekedwe omwe amamuyenerera. Koposa zonse, sayenera kukhala ankhanza kwambiri, monga amanenera, nawonso

osamala, osamala kwambiri; kuti satsata nkhani zachikumbumtima mozama kwambiri, kuti samangokhalira kungokhala chabe, kuti alibe makhalidwe abwino kwambiri... ; ndipo kunena zowona, Atate, ndikuwona kuti anthu awa ali ndi vuto lililonse pamaso pawo, chifukwa mwamwayi iwo ndi osowa kuti apeze aliyense amene amamuyesa woyenera. Anthu akhungu osauka awa amamvetsera mwachipongwe, kunyong'onyeka, kunyansidwa, mphwayi, nthawi zina ngakhale ndi kung'ung'udza, kapena ndi kusaleza mtima kwinakwake mkati, uphungu wachifundo ndi malangizo okhudza mtima omwe ovomereza achanguwa angafune kuwaitanira ku kumvera, kudzichepetsa, ndi zina zofunika kwambiri,

Ngati apatsidwa nsembe zamtengo wapatali zodzidalira, zokhutira, zochotseratu, zochititsa manyazi, zotsutsana ndi malingaliro awo, njira za ungwiro zokhazikitsidwa, osati pa iwo. njira yotengera zinthu, koma pa malamulo owona a makhalidwe abwino; makamaka ngati wina akufuna kuwadula machitidwe akunja, omwe amawapanga kukhala angwiro onse, ndiye kuti amawaona akuponya moto ndi lawi, kuphulika ndi kuwukira; kapena ngati sangayesebe kubwera ku kupanduka kowonekera ndi kusamvera kwamwambo ndi kulengeza, amati mkati mwathu, sindidzachita kalikonse, sindidzamvera. Chiwandacho chimasamala kwambiri kunong’oneza kuti otsogolera oterowo sakuwadziwa, kuti sazindikira kukopa kwa chisomo kumene Mulungu amawaitanira iwo ku ungwiro wosazolowereka; potsiriza, kuti iwo sanapangidwe kuwayendetsa  .

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Choncho amatenga chigamulo chochisintha, ndi kuchisintha, mpaka atapeza chimodzi molingana ndi kukoma kwawo, momwe angaperekere  chidaliro chaulere ndi chokwanira.

Tsopano, Atate, wovomereza uyu adafunafuna mosamala kwambiri ndi olapa ndi olapa a sitampu iyi, ndipo yemwe adapezeka pomaliza pake, Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona kuti nthawi zambiri amakhala munthu wamakhalidwe odekha, wofatsa ndi wodzichepetsa, ndipo nthawi zina. ngakhale khalidwe lakutali ndi njira yopapatiza ya Uthenga Wabwino; munthu amene, kutali ndi kuwalepheretsa ndi kuwabweza, amapereka, mwina mwa umbuli kapena kupanda changu, mu zonse.

zosamvetsetseka za kupembedza kwawo konyenga; zomwe zimayamika kawonedwe kawo, zikuwauza za Mulungu ndi za ungwiro m’mawu otukuka ndi apamwamba; amalakwitsa zonyenga za chiwanda pa chisomo chapadera, zokomera, ndi machitidwe a chilengedwe kuti agwire ntchito ya Mulungu. Pomaliza, iwo eni amatengedwa kwa ovomereza olondola ndendende chifukwa ndi olakwika. Ndi zowopsa bwanji, koma kulakwitsa kowopsa bwanji!....

Inde, Atate, pano, kumva iwo, ndiye munthu wolondola, ndi amene Mulungu anafuna kwa iwo; iye ndi director par excellence: kotero iye posakhalitsa amakhala wotsogolera mafashoni. Iye yekha ndi amene akuwadziwa bwino ndipo ali ndi luso lowatsogolera bwino; kuli kwa iye yekha, chotero, kuti tiyenera kupereka chidaliro chokwanira ndi chokwanira, chimene mdierekezi sadzazengereza kupindula m’njira yoposa imodzi, kumpangitsa iye kupita patsogolo mofulumira m’njira yaikulu ya chitayiko, m’malo mwa iyo ya ungwiro; ndizomwe mungayembekezere.

Choyamba, ulemu umene amawasonyeza, mmene amalankhulira nawo za makhalidwe abwino amene akuganiza kuti amawaona m’miyoyo yachinyengo ndi yosokeretsedwa imeneyi, zimangowonjezera kunyada kumene kumawakweza kumwamba kwachitatu. .....

Kupatula apo, amalowa mu malingaliro awo onse ndi malingaliro awo onse; alibe kanthu koma chisamaliro, chisamaliro ndi ulemu kwa iwo. Amapindika malamulo a Uthenga Wabwino kwa iwo; Mwachidule tingati, iye ndi wolunjika m’malo  mowatsogolera  . Mwina  _

Iye, Mulungu wanga! kuti pali ovomereza khalidwe limeneli amene mumandilondolera nokha? Ndikuvomereza kwa inu, Atate, kuti ngakhale kuwala kwamkati komwe kumandipangitsa kuwona, sindinakhulupirirebe, ngati Malemba Opatulika sanatiuze momveka bwino kuti pali aneneri onyenga, omwe amaika ma cushions pansi pa zigongono za ochimwa . m’malo mowazunza; zomwe, ndikukhulupirira, zitha kugwiritsidwa ntchito kwa owongolera otayirira omwe tikukamba. Koma si zokhazo, ndipo chiwandacho sichimathera pamenepo  .

Kumamatira kwachilengedwe kwambiri kwa wovomereza.

Iye salephera konse, mdani wochenjera ameneyu, kuukira mwa njira ina miyoyo iyi yofunitsitsa kwa Mulungu ndi kudzazidwa ndi iwo okha, miyoyo imeneyi yachititsidwa khungu ponse paŵiri ndi kudzikonda kwawo, ndi mwachisangalalo cha woulula amene ali wotanganidwa mosalekeza. Iye mosalekeza amawakumbutsa onse aŵiri za chisamaliro chimene anachisunga pa kutembenuka kwawo, ndi chisamaliro chimene iye amachisamalira kaamba ka kupita kwawo patsogolo  ndi ungwiro; pakuti iwo amadzikhulupirira iwo eni mokulira mokulirapo ndipo koposa angwiro koposa momwe iwo aliri; ndipo ulemerero ali nawo kwa iwo, wosanenanso kanthu; ndi mawu awo okoma, ndi nkhope  zawo  Ndidziwa chiyani,  mai

Atate? Pakuti njiru ya mdani uyu ingafike patali bwanji,  kale

katswiri wa zizoloŵezi zachibadwa zomwe amazikonda monga momwe zimamukondera?...

Ine ndikutanthauza, Atate wanga, kuti chiwandacho sichilephera kudzutsa zilakolako zawo pa nthawi ya Iye amene adzazimitse, ndi kuziponya.

mosalephera m’maganizo mwawo ndi m’mitima mwawo ziyeso zimene n’zosafunika  kuzifotokoza pano, koma zimene ziyenera kuthetseratu chinyengocho mwa kutulukira machitidwe a mdyerekezi ndi makhalidwe oipa amene iye amapanga  .

Izi n’zimene zikanathekadi, ngati miyoyo imeneyi ikadakhala yocheperapo ndi  maganizo abwino amene ali nawo pa iwo okha ndi kunyada kopusa kumene  kumawalamulira.

Ndimawayerekezera ndi anthu akudziko ndi odzitukumula aja, amene alibe  chisamaliro ndi ntchito koma kudzikongoletsa bwino, kaya kukongoletsa kukongola kwawo kwachilengedwe, kapena kukonza zolakwa zake, kapena kukonza zowononga zanthawi  .

amathera nthawi yabwino kwambiri yamasiku awo pantchito yachibwanabwanayi; amabwererabe kwa ilo, osakhoza kudzidodometsa kwa mphindi imodzi. Mumawawona akugwedezeka ndi kutembenuka kutsogolo kwa kalirole wovala kuti ayang'ane mosamala kwambiri ngati chirichonse chikugwirizana bwino mu zokongoletsa zawo; ngati palibe chomwe chikusoweka pakusintha kwawo; ngati kunyalanyaza kwina sikungapweteke maso ndi kukoma kwa anthu a kukoma omwe amawakonda kawirikawiri, ndiko kunena kuti anthu apamwamba, amaperekedwa kwathunthu kuzinthu zofanana, zopanda pake zomwezo, kumene samakayikira maonekedwe aang'ono. za zovulaza.

Ndizo ndendende, Atate wanga, chithunzi chachilengedwe cha miyoyo yonyengedwa iyi pankhani za kudzipereka. Ndi kufunafuna kosalekeza, kudzikonda komwe palibe chomwe chingawasokoneze, komanso komwe amakhala

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popanda ngakhale kuzindikira. Ndi kunyada kochitidwa ngati munthu: inde, ndiko kunyada mwa munthu, ngati ndinganene. Ndi ngozi yotani nanga!

Kumene tiyenera kumaliza, Atate, kuti popanda chikhulupiriro ndi kumvera Mpingo, popanda kudzichepetsa kwambiri, ogwirizana ndi chikondi cha Mulungu ndi mnansi, popanda kudana ndi uchimo ndi kusadzidalira tokha- chimodzimodzi, chirichonse chimene timachita ndi chinyengo chabe, ndi ngakhale mankhwala amatha kusanduka poizoni kutipatsa imfa. Komanso ndi makhalidwe abwino amene masakramenti analandira ayenera kutipindulira nthawi zonse. Mdierekezi akhoza kutiukira ndipo sangatigonjetse, ngati sitikufuna; chifukwa amene ife timayikamo

chidaliro chathu ndi amene timadalira, sizidzatilola ife kukhala oseweredwa ndi adani apamwamba mu mphamvu ndi luso, malingana ndi zonse zomwe timagwirizanitsa ndi pemphero kukhala tcheru, kutsatira uphungu wa mbuye wathu waumulungu, ndi kuti, monga momwe mtumwi afunira. tinachita chipulumutso chathu ndi mantha ndi kunthunthumira.

Za Mitundu Iwiri Ya Kulapa Kwangwiro. Zomwe zimapangidwira.

Tiyeni tilankhule tsopano, Atate, zimene Mulungu amandionetsa, ponena za kulapa kuŵiri kumene timaphunzitsidwa kuyambira ubwana. Ndi kusiyana kotani nanga pakati pa wina ndi mzake! Choyamba ndimawona kuti kulapa kwangwiro kumachokera ku chikondi chenicheni cha Mulungu, chomwe chimatengera nthawi yomweyo ngati cholinga chake. Amayika china chilichonse pambali, kunena kwake, ndipo mwanjira ina amadziiwala yekha kuganiza za Mulungu yekha ndi kufunafuna Mulungu yekha, yemwe amamupanga yekha kapena cholinga chachikulu cha malingaliro ake ndi zilakolako zake, ziyembekezo zake ndi mantha ake, kwa nthawi. ndi kwamuyaya: malonjezo ndi ziwopsezo, mphotho ndi zilango, zonse zimatha pamaso pa chikondi choyera, chomwe chimati Mulungu yekha ndiye mathero ake, pomwe chilichonse chimatengedwa ndi iye;

Chisomo cha chikondi chenicheni, chosowa, chabwino komanso chamtengo wapatali kuposa cha kufera chikhulupiriro. Zotsatira zake.

Ngakhale ziri zoona kuti chisomo ichi, chamtengo wapatali m’lingaliro lina kuposa cha kufera chikhulupiriro, chisomo ichi cha chikondi choyera cha Mulungu, chinapezeka mwa oyera mtima aakulu koposa, ndipo mochuluka kapena mocheperapo mwa mabwenzi onse owona a Mulungu, tinganene kuti: komabe, kuti imaperekedwa mu chidzalo kokha kwa chiŵerengero chochepa kwambiri cha miyoyo yosankhidwa. Mulungu, amene nthaŵi zonse ali mwini wa mphatso zake, sapatsa aliyense chuma chake chosayerekezeka, cha kumukonda kufikira pamenepa ndiponso m’njira yofananayo. M’menemo, salakwira wina aliyense, ndipo palibe amene ali ndi ufulu wopeza chifukwa cha khalidwe lake.

Ndanena, Atate, kuti chisomo ichi ndi chamtengo wapatali kwambiri kuposa chisomo cha kufera chikhulupiriro. Inde, ndipo ndikuwona kuti chikondi choyera cha Mulungu chili ndi zonse zabwino kwambiri, zokongola kwambiri, zabwino kwambiri komanso zopambana.

ngwazi mu kufera chikhulupiriro, koma mpaka pa mfundo yomwe siingathe kufotokozedwa. Kotero kuti iye amene amakonda Mulungu mwangwiro, ndi chikondi choyera ndi chopanda chidwi chimene tikunenachi, nthawi zambiri komanso modabwitsa amamva chikhumbo ndi kutsimikiza mtima kupereka moyo wake, osati kuti asakane chikhulupiriro chake ndi chipembedzo chake. , komabe m’malo mochita cholakwa chaching’ono cha Mulungu, amene chikondi chake amachikonda kosatha kuposa moyo wake ndi zina zonse. Ndinanena kuti mzimu woterewu umamva nthawi zambiri komanso modabwitsa mumkhalidwe womwe ndangonena kumene, chifukwa mkhalidwe uwu pomwe Mulungu amadzutsa mizimu inayake, si wamba. Mulungu amangopereka kwa nthawi yochulukirapo kapena yocheperako.

Ndikuwona zambiri; pakuti, ngati kunali kosatheka kukadakhala kwa iye kuti achite cholakwa chaching’ono ichi, kapena kutenthedwa kwamuyaya, ndiona, ndikunena, kuti mtima wake, wokhazikika m’chikondi choyera cha mlembi wake; angalore kuwotcha, m’malo mwa kuvomereza kukhumudwitsa chinthu chokondedwa cha chikondi chopambana chimenechi, ndipo adzatsikira wamoyo m’malo amoto osatha a gehena; Iye sanazengereze kudziponya mmenemo, kulimba mtima ndi mkwiyo wa ziwanda ndi malawi amoto. Chifukwa chake ndizoyenera kwa ife komanso zaulemerero kwa Mulungu, kuti timamukonda motere, kuposa kupereka moyo wathu ndikukhetsa magazi athu chifukwa cha chitetezo ndi chikhulupiriro cha JC. Ndi kufera chikhulupiriro kosalekeza komanso kokondweretsa Mulungu. kwa ofera onse, kuposa chikondi choyera, kwa amene korona waulemerero ndi wolemera kwambiri wasungidwa kumwamba mpaka muyaya  ....

Madigiri angapo pakulapa kwangwiro.

Monga pali madigirii angapo mu kuyenera kwa kufera chikhulupiriro, inenso ndimawona magawo osiyanasiyana mu kulapa kwangwiro kumeneku komwe kumachokera ku chikondi chenicheni. Pakuti, ngakhale kuti onse amene chipezedwamo amatengera ku ungwiro kwa chikondi choyera ichi ndi kulapa kwangwiro kumeneku, iwo sali otalikirapo kukhala opita patsogolo mofananamo; ndipo Mulungu amandiwonetsa ine kuti mlingo umene ndalankhulawo ndi wangwiro kuposa onse, ndi kuti ena onse

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ndi otsika; koma kusiyana kumeneku sikulepheretsa kulapa kumene kumapangidwa kuchokera mwa icho kutchedwa changwiro, chifukwa kumakhazikika pa zolinga zomwezo za chikondi choyera ndi changwiro chimene chimapereka mtengo wake ndi chipembedzo chake: chikhalidwe kukhala chofanana, chiri kokha zambiri kapena zochepa zomwe zimapangitsa kusiyana.

Churn. Madigiri ake osiyanasiyana amaimiridwa pansi pa chithunzi cha masitepe kapena makwerero.

Kunena za kulapa kopanda ungwiro, kapena kupsinjika mtima, kumene Mulungu afuna kuti inenso ndilankhule kwa inu, ndiona kusiyana kwakukulu pakati pa izo ndi zoyamba, makamaka ponena za zolinga zawo zosiyana ndi zotsatira zake zosiyana. Ndimaonabe kukhala opanda malire a madigirii pakati pa nsonga yapamwamba kwambiri ndi yotsikitsitsa ya ungwiro wa iwo amene kupendekekaku kumapezeka mwa iwo; ndipo awa ndi ochuluka kwambiri, monga mwa iwo omwe muli ndi kulapa kwangwiro mwatsoka ndi osowa.

Kuti ndimvetse bwino, Atate, ndikulingalira makwerero aatali okhala ndi masitepe ambiri okwera ndi kutsika. Miyoyo yopanda malire imayikidwa pamasitepe kapena masitepe osiyanasiyana awa, molingana ndi kulapa kwawo kopanda ungwiro: mzimu wocheperako wopanda ungwiro wa onse umayikidwa pamasitepe oyambira pamwamba, ndipo wopanda ungwiro uli pansi pomaliza; enawo amakhala ndi madigiri apakati osiyanasiyana. Onse amakhala mu chipwirikiti mosalekeza, ndipo amakonda kukwera mowonjezereka kapena mocheperapo, kutengera ngati zilakolako zawo zili zokhutiritsa kapena zocheperako. Ena amakwera mofulumira kwambiri, ena amayenda pang’onopang’ono komanso ngati ndi masitepe oyezera. Pali ena amene amasiya zonse; ndipo mwatsoka nkuti akangosiya akuyang’ana kumbuyo kwawo. ndi kubwerera pansi mofulumira kwambiri kuposa momwe iwo anatulukira. Tikuwona ena omwe amabwerera kutali kwambiri kotero kuti amasiya sitepeyo kwathunthu, ndikudutsa sitepe yotsiriza, pambuyo pake palibenso kulapa kulikonse, koma ngozi yachizolowezi ya chiwonongeko chamuyaya.

Ponena za anthu akhama amene, popanda kukhumudwa, amagwira ntchito mwakhama kuti akweze mlingo. Mulungu amandipangitsa kuti ndimvetsetse kuti amawona momasuka kuyesayesa kwawo, kulimba mtima kwawo, kutopa kwawo ndi ntchito yawo yosalekeza kuti agonjetse zopinga zomwe mdierekezi, dziko lapansi ndi thupi zimawawutsira kuti awaimitse panjira yopita ku ungwiro. Amawateteza, amawapatsa moyo, amawateteza, ndipo amawatambasulira dzanja lowathandiza kupeŵa mbuna ndi magwa; ndipo m’mene akhalira okhulupirika kuzisomo zake, m’pamenenso amakondwera ndi kuwapatsa amphamvu ndi ochuluka. Pomaliza amawapanga kukhala angwiro ndikuwakokera pang'onopang'ono kupita ku sitepe yachiwiri kuchokera kumwamba. Ndikunena kwa wachiwiri ndi

osati potsiriza; pakuti Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona kuti miyoyo yachangu itafika pa mfundo iyi ya ungwiro ndi ukoma, amawafotokozera chisomo chochuluka, chomwe chimamaliza ungwiro wawo ndi kuwayeretsa ndi moto wa chikondi chake, chomwe chimapangitsa kulapa kwawo kukhala kwangwiro ndikuyika nthawi yomweyo. mwa iwo amene ndinalankhula poyamba.

Nthawi zina Mulungu amapereka kulapa kotheratu kwa anthu ochimwa kwambiri.

Ndikuwonanso kuti, mbuye wa mphatso zake, zomwe nthawi zonse zimakhala zaulere, Mulungu amatha kupereka ndipo nthawi zina amapereka kwa ochimwa kwambiri kulapa kwangwiro, popanda kuwaika pachiyeso chilichonse. Miyoyo yamwayi imeneyi imangofunika kusiya chifuniro chawo ndi ufulu wawo wosankha ku chitsogozo cha Mulungu ndi ku mphamvu ya chikondi chaumulungu chomwe chimawakokera kumeneko ... kukhala angwiro mwadzidzidzi, ndipo pamtengo wotsika kwambiri, pamene zikwi za ena. agwira ntchito moyo wawo wonse kuti akwaniritse. Mwina inde; koma pasakhale kukhumudwa kapena nsanje pano.

Monga ngati Mulungu sanali mbuye wa zabwino zake! ngati angakhumudwitse aliyense! Hei! ndi munthu wopusa ndani amene angayerekeze kumufunsa chifukwa cha zochita zake? Ndani angayerekeze kunena kwa nzeru yosatha amene amachita zonse ku ulemerero wake

ndi chipulumutso chathu: chifukwa chiyani, Ambuye, muwapangitsa ena kugula chisomo chanu mokoma mtima, pomwe mumapereka kwa ena kwaulere?

Zopusa! Kodi ndi kwa inu kuti muzindikire kuya kwa malemba ake? Kodi iye sali womasuka kuchita zimene iye akuona kuti n’koyenera, ndi kupendekera mowonjezereka, m’kukomera anthu amene iye afuna, mikhalidwe yokhetsa mwazi kwa onse? Mulungu ali ndi zolinga zake kuyambira kalekale, zomwe sizidzadziwika kwa ife nthawi zonse: zomwe timadziwa ndi zoti sipadzakhala chisalungamo chilichonse mwa iye, ndipo tiyenera kupitirizabe kuchita zimenezi.

Koma apa pali chinachake chokhutiritsa osakhutira, ngati alipo.

Ndikuwona mwa Mulungu kuti miyoyo yomwe yagwira ntchito molimbika ndi chithandizo cha chisomo kuti ikhale yangwiro ili ndi zoyenereza zambiri pamaso pake kuposa zomwe zafika pa ungwiro, kapena m'malo mwake zomwe zapita kumeneko kwathunthu. Ena akhala ndi chimwemwe chochuluka, ena ntchito zambiri, ndipo chifukwa cha chimenecho apindula kwambiri. Mulungu, amene wachita zonse, adzadziwa kugawira mphotho, monga momwe anaperekera chisomo, popanda kuvulaza chilungamo chake chosatha kapena ubwino wake wopambana. Kodi tingachite bwino kuposa kungosiya kuchita chifuniro chake ndi kumudalira pa chilichonse chimene chimatidetsa nkhawa?

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Kodi ntchito ya chipulumutso chathu ingakhale yabwinoko kuposa m’manja mwa iye amene, m’malo motinyenga ife m’chilichonse, sachita, m’malo mwake, palibe chimene sichili chokomera ife, ndipo chimene sichimadzetsa chimwemwe chathu chachikulu? .

Kwa moyo wamakono, palibe chikaiko kuti miyoyo yomwe yayesedwa kwambiri ndi kuyesedwa kwambiri ilibe mangawa ochepa kugwa ndi osatengeka pang'ono ku kunyada kusiyana ndi omwe adayanjidwa kwambiri. Kukumbukira zakale kumawasunga nthawi zonse, ndipo kumawathandiza ngati njira yodzitetezera ku kugwa, kumene miyoyo yapamwamba kwambiri ndi yabwino kwambiri samasulidwa mwangwiro. Chotero, monga chilembo chinati, iwo amene aimirira awope kugwa; opatulika akhale oyera; Zimene olungama amachita

kusiya kudzilungamitsa; mitima yoyera idziyeretse koposa, ndipo onse ayesetse, mwa ntchito zawo zabwino, kutsimikizira maitanidwe awo ku chisangalalo chamuyaya.

Kulapa, kapena kuwawa kwa uchimo, n’kofunika kwambiri kuti munthu apulumuke. Motero zotsatira za kulapa kobwera chifukwa cha chikondi. Chida cha kulapa.

Mutha kudabwa, Atate, kuti ndili ndi ungwiro wonse ndi uzimu mu kulapa kokha. Ndikuti ndikuwona mwa Mulungu kuti palibe mzimu woganiza bwino womwe ungapulumutsidwe kupatula chifukwa cha kulapa kapena kuwawa kuuchimo, kotero kuti palibe munthu wamkulu yemwe angakhoze kumasulidwa; ndipo ichi ndi chowonadi, kuti poganiza kuti moyo wokhulupirika mokwanira kuti sanaswe lamulo la Mulungu, kapena malumbiro a ubatizo wake, ndi cholakwa chimodzi venial, ndikuona kuti kupita kumwamba kukanakhala koyenera kuti mzimu uwu , musanene kuti ndachita kulapa kothandiza; koma ndikuwona kuti ayenera kukhala ndi chisoni chenicheni ndi chenicheni pa machimo onse  ochitidwa.

Izi, ndikubwereza, zitha kudabwitsa, komabe siziyenera kudabwitsa. Chifukwa chake ndi chophweka: palibe chipulumutso popanda chikondi cha Mulungu, palibe chikondi cha Mulungu popanda kudana ndi uchimo kulikonse kumene ukupezeka; ndipo chidani chonsechi ndi chotheratu cha uchimo wotengedwa mwa iwo wokha, umabweretsa zowawa za cholakwira chaumulungu mwa ife ndi ena onse,

tchimo loyambirira; pakuti, ngakhale kukhululukidwa mwa ubatizo, ngakhale m’njira yosafuna kubwezeredwa kogwira mtima, kapena kulapa kwa thupi, sikuli kocheperako kuti Mulungu wakhumudwa nako, ndi kuti, ngati atikhululukira mowolowa manja; koma chifukwa cha ubwino wake waukulu ndi chifundo chake chimene tili nacho chifukwa cha iwo, komanso machimo amene sitichita, ndipo tikadachita mosalephera popanda chisomo cholekezera.

Mukuwona bwanji, Atate, kuti chidani cha uchimo chili m'chikondi chomwe munthu ali nacho kwa Mulungu pansi pa chilango cha chilango, palibe amene, monga ndinanena, sangalekerere ku kulapa, ngakhale miyoyo yosalakwa, ngati simunatero. amene alibe nzeru.

Koma kulapa kumeneku kopangidwa ndi chikondi chaumulungu sikukhala kwachabe mwa oyera mtima; Imatulutsa m’menemo makhalidwe abwino kwambiri, ndipo imatambasula machimo onse otheka, kuwada ndi kuwada onse, kuyambira ndi oyandikira kwambiri. Ndi moto wonyeketsa umene umangofalikira pa machimo ndi kupanda ungwiro kwa ena, atatha kuwononga ndi kupsereza machimo ndi kupanda ungwiro kwa mzimu umene ukukhala. Iye angakonde, mzimu uwu, kuti ukhale wokhoza kuthetsa zolakwa zonse za mtundu wa anthu, ndipo chifukwa cha zimenezo palibe katundu kapena moyo umene iye sanali wokonzeka kupereka nsembe; adzidandaula kosalekeza zolakwa zace. Cifukwa cace ndamkwiyitsa Mulungu wanga, ati; Cifukwa cace ndakwiyitsa  cikondi canga; Ndinasiya Mulungu wa mtima wanga. Ah!  !. Kuti masiku amene ine  ndikanakhoza

kuvomereza kuti ndisamusangalatse, kuti nthawi yomwe ndidatha kumuda, ichotsedwe m'moyo wanga, ndipo ndipereke nthawi chikwi kuti ndifafanize kukumbukira kwake! ...

Ndipo chiyembekezo chidzimveka pachabe, ndi kunena kwa Iye, Usachite chisoni, machimo ako akhululukidwa; Mulungu wawaiwala, sadzaonekera  pamaso pake  . mawu otonthoza awa amachita, mwanjira ina  ,

kungowonjezera ululu  wake  . Motani, iye anati, osati kundimvetsa chisoni, pamene  ine

ndikuganiza kuti ndikanakhumudwitsa Mulungu amene amandikonda kwambiri, amene amandikhululukira mokoma  mtima kwambiri  . Mulungu, komabe, amene sitimumvetsetsa  ndi

kukwiyitsidwa ndi nkhanza zambiri ndi kusayamika kumbali  zonse  ? Ah! ngati  ndi

Sindinamve kuwawa ayi, miyala ija idayankhula kundiuza kuti ndilibe chidwi ndi Mulungu yemwe wandipatsa madalitso ochuluka!

Inde, ndikunena, ndipo ndikulonjeza, Mulungu wa ubwino uyu adzakhala wopanda pake kundikhululukira zolakwa zanga ndi zolakwa zanga, sindidzawakhululukira ndi ine ndekha; iwo adzakhala ndi moyo nthawi zonse m’chikumbukiro changa monga ali akufa mu mtima wanga ndi m’chifuniro changa. Sindidzaleka kuwawononga ndi kulapa, ndipo ndidzadana nawo mpaka  kalekale  . Tchimo lotembereredwa,  chiyani

ndikufafanize pa dziko lonse lapansi, ndi kubwezera chilango Mulungu wanga chifukwa cha zoipa zimene unamchitira.

Izi, Atate wanga, zili ngati mivi yambiri yowomberedwa ndi dzanja lamphamvu la chikondi chaumulungu, lomwe limatulutsa chitsimikizo cha chikhululukiro kudzera mu zowawa za

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kulapa, ndi amene amasangalala ndi kulandira Kubuula ndi kubuula komwe akupanga mu mtima. Mtima umene aulasa ndi mivi yake sungathenso kupsa mtima kumene kum'nyeketsa; akulaula zilengwa zyone kuzwa mubusena bwakwe naa kulila antoomwe amulawo wa-Leza wabululami ooyu, naa cinyonyoono camusyobo wanyika uukonzya kumuukila.

Kulapa kotani nanga  ! Zikuwoneka kuti zolakwa zonse  za

dziko lapansi limabwera pamodzi kupanga mu mtima wa wolapa wowona uyu, wa wokonda wangwiro wa Mulungu wake, nyanja yakuwawa ndi zowawa, mpaka atataya  moyo wake, ngati Mulungu sanachite chozizwitsa chosalekeza kuti asungidwe. kwa iye ndi kumuchirikiza mwamphamvu motsutsana ndi kuwukira kowirikiza kawiri kwa chikondi chaumulungu.

Tangolingalirani, Atate wanga, nthunzi imene kuwala kwadzuwa kumautsa pa kutentha kwa kutentha ndi kutentha kwa chirimwe; Ikafika ndi kuwunjikana m’chigawo chapakati cha mlengalenga, nthunziyo imaunjikana, kenaka imakula ndi kutentha, ndipo imagwanso mumvula yochuluka imene imatenthetsa ndi kuthira manyowa kumidzi yowuma. Chifaniziro chachilengedwe cha zomwe  chikondi choyera chimagwira ntchito m'miyoyo yomwe imapyoza ndi lupanga lake, ndikupangitsa, titero kunena, kusungunuka ndi kusungunuka ndi misozi ya kulapa ndi kulapa chifukwa cha cholakwa cha Mulungu ...

Izi ndi zomwe Davids, Saint Peters, Madeleines, Augustins, ndi ena ambiri osangalala omwe adazunzidwa ndi kulapa koyera ndi kwachifundo anakumana; koma mphamvu ya chikondi chopambana ichi sichinadzimve ngati m'munda wa Azitona. Kumeneko, Atate wanga, kuti mwa kuyesayesa kotsiriza ndi kwamphamvu kwambiri, anakoka uta wake ndi kutopetsa mivi yake pa mtima woyera kwambiri, moyo ndi umunthu woyera wa Muomboli wathu waumulungu.

Chikondi choyera chimenechi chinali chamoyo mwa iye kaamba ka ulemerero wa Mulungu ndi chipulumutso cha miyoyo, kotero kuti munthu anganene m’lingaliro lakuti anakhala wankhanza, wankhanza  ndi  wokhetsa mwazi. Ayi

atakhutira ndi kutulutsa misozi ya madzi, anaumiriza mtima wake wopatulika mwamphamvu kotero kuti anatulutsa chigumula cha mwazi. Iye anajambula pamaso pa umunthu wake ukulu wa Mulungu atate wake woipidwa, wosalemekezedwa ndi uchimo; koma panthawi imodzimodziyo adajambula kukula kwa upandu ndi mitundu yowoneka bwino kotero kuti sakanatha kukana kuopsa kwake. JC adagwa mu kulephera kwathunthu kwa malingaliro ake, mu zowawa zakufa, kumene chilengedwe chinagonja, ndi kumene amafunikira thandizo laumulungu wake kuti apambane. Inde, Atate, mantha anali oti, mu kamphindi, thupi lake laumulungu linanyowetsedwa ndi thukuta lodabwitsa lomwe linalipo. Thukuta lamtengo wapatali!... misozi yamphamvu! mumachotsera mkwiyo waumulungu; mudayenera kwa ife misozi ya zowawa imene imatsuka madontho ku chikumbumtima chathu; misozi izi, more salutary kwa feteleza.

Chotero, Atate wanga, monga pa kubweranso kwa masika timaona chirichonse chikubala zipatso ndi kubadwanso mwachibadwa; momwemonso, mu mtima wokhulupilika kumene mame achifundo awa agwa, ndimaona maluwa ndi zipatso zikumera, zikupita patsogolo ndi kukhwimitsa zokolola za makhalidwe abwino onse achikhristu.

Sili, monga tikuonera, dziko lapansi limene, mwa lokha, laphimbidwa ndi zotuta zolemera ndi zochuluka chotere; chimabala kokha mwa mphamvu ya chikondi choyera, chomwe chiri mbuye wake ndi mlimi wake: ndi chotupitsa chimene kwenikweni chiri chake. Ichi ndichifukwa chake amakonda kulikongoletsa, kulipanga kukhala malo osangalatsa komanso osangalatsa. Ndiwo munda wotsekedwa wa mwamuna woyera ndi wa  mkazi woyera; ndi  paradaiso  padziko lapansi. Pano, Atate wanga, malinga ndi zomwe  ndikuwona

mwa Mulungu, chimene chikondi chaumulungu chimachita mu mtima umene uli nawo; ichi ndi chimene misozi ya kulapa imatulutsa, imene imamuchititsa kukhetsa pa machimo ochitidwa.

Zowopsa za misozi yotuluka chifukwa cha chikondi chosalongosoka cha cholengedwacho.

Koma ndikuwona chiyani? Atate wanga, ndipo mzimu wanga umanyamulidwa pa chinthu china chiti?

Ndi kusiyana komvetsa chisoni chotani nanga! Izinso ndi misozi yomwe ndikuwona ikutuluka; ndikumva kuusa moyo komwe ndikumva; koma iyi ndiyo misozi ndi kuusa moyo kwa Babulo woipa ndi waupandu, wobuula, ndi kubuula, ndi kudzing'amba yekha, chifukwa cha zinthu zosakhalitsa zomwe zidamuthawa, chifukwa cha zibwenzi zomwe zidampereka, kapena chifukwa cha zilakolako zomwe  zimamuzunza .  ,ndi  kuti

pakamwa pake patulutsa kuwawa kwa madandaulo ake, kapena kuyaka kwa moto wake

wapathengo, Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona kuti misozi yamtunduwu imafanana ndi mvula yachisanu, yomwe imabweretsa kulikonse kuzizira kozizira. Nthawi zambiri zimakhala zotsatira za chikhumbo chaupandu, nthawi zina zaupandu kuposa chilakolako chomwe chimapangidwa. Inde, Atate, ndipo tsimikizirani zimenezo, pali kusiyana kokulirapo pakati pa misozi imene chikondi chaumulungu chimatulutsa kuchokera mu mtima umene chimausonkhezera, ndi imene imapangidwa ndi chikondi chosalongosoka cha cholengedwa, kuposa mmene palibe pakati pa nyengo ya masika ndi nyengo yachisanu. , akuloni ndi zefiri, usana ndi usiku. matalala ndi kuzizira zimangowononga, kuzizira ndi kutentha zonse zomwe nyengo yabwino idatulutsa m'minda: motero misozi yotulutsidwa chifukwa cha chikondi pa zolengedwa, ndipo koposa zonse ndi zilakolako zosasinthika, imatenthetsa, iundana ndikuwononga.

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zilakolako zonse zabwino, mayendedwe abwino onse a mtima kwa Mulungu, makhalidwe onse abwino amene mzimu unali nawo pa ukoma. Iwo amawononga kwambiri ntchito ya mzimu woyera; iwo mwachisawawa amapha kumeneko zonse zimene nyengo yokongola ya masika ya chisomo inabadwira kumeneko mu maluwa ndi zipatso; ndipo misozi yoyambitsidwa ndi mpweya wapoizoni wa njoka yakufayo ili yakupha kwa iye monga momwe misozi ya chikondi chaumulungu inaliri yabwino kwa iye.

Ndidzanena chiyani kwa inu Atate? Misozi yakupha ndi yoononga iyi ili ngati chigumula chakufa, choloŵa m’moyo kufikira m’mafupa a mafupa, ngati tingatero; amapita pansi pa mtima kufunafuna ukoma wochepa, kuumitsa muzu wake; apanga chokhumba chilichonse fano, limene mtima ukhala kapolo wace; amabwezeretsa kumeneko ulamuliro wa mdierekezi, wa zilakolako ndi mfundo za dziko lapansi, pa mabwinja a kusalakwa ndi ulamuliro wa JC (1).

(1) Quœ enim secundùm Deum trittitia est, poenitentiam in salutem stabilem operatur; soeculi autem tristitia mortem operatur. ( 2. 7.10 ).

Chifukwa chake kulawa kwachidziko, ndi kuipidwa kosagonjetseka kwa zonse zomwe zimatchedwa machitidwe a kulapa ndi kudzizunza; m'mawu, zonse zomwe zimakopa malingaliro ndi kuwononga chilengedwe chovunda. Izi

ali miyoyo yopanda Mulungu ndi yodzazidwa ndi iwo okha; miyoyo kumene chisomo ndi chakufa ndi uchimo wamoyo; Miyoyo, m’mawu, amene, m’zochita zawo zonse, amangotsatira mayendedwe a chilengedwe ndi zilakolako zosiyanasiyana zimene iwo ali akapolo, amene amawazunza ndi kuwang’amba, monga adani ambiri owawa ndi akambuku osakhutitsidwa . Izi n’zimene anthu okonda dziko ndi zachabechabe ali nazo pamaso pa Mulungu, amene amadziphatika kwambiri ndi cholengedwa n’kumupanga kukhala umulungu amene amam’konda m’malo mwa Mulungu. Ndi chisokonezo choyipa bwanji! ...

Mulingo wa chipulumutso ndi ungwiro kapena magawo osiyanasiyana a kulapa. Miyoyo yosiyanasiyana yomwe imakwera makwerero awa.

Tiyeni tibwerere kwa kamphindi ku sitepe kapena masitepe omwe ndalankhula kale, ndipo omwe sali china koma njira ya ungwiro ndi chipulumutso, yomwe imadutsa osankhidwa onse ndi iwo omwe ali ndi mtima wopulumutsa miyoyo yawo. Njirayi imaperekedwa kwa ine mosalekeza ngati makwerero a perpendicular, omwe phazi lake limayikidwa padziko lapansi, ndipo nsonga yake imakwezedwa kwambiri kotero kuti ikuwoneka ngati ikudutsa theka la dera lamlengalenga. Kodi tiyenera kudabwa tikasiya kuziona?....

Pamene makwererowa aikidwa pa phazi lakumanja, sangakwere popanda kutopa kwambiri. Ndikuwona anthu, otopa kwambiri panjira yowawayi, kotero kuti amadzikoka okha m'menemo, kunena kwake, pa mawondo awo ndi m'manja mwawo: Ndikuwona ena omwe amadzitopetsa okha mu khama ndikuyenda mofulumira kuti afike mofulumira kumapeto kwa zilakolako zawo. . Koma pamene amaika mochulukira za chilengedwe, ndipo amapita mofulumira kuposa momwe Mulungu akufunira, amabwerera mmbuyo kuposa momwe amachitira patsogolo, chifukwa amadalira mphamvu zawo zokha, popanda kufunsira chisomo cha Ambuye. zomwe anafuna kwa iwo.

Timawaona akunjenjemera ndi kuthamangira kumanja ndi kumanzere, kuchita zabwino zonse zopambana, kukumbatira mitundu yonse ya kupembedza ndi kulapa, nthawi zina mopanda nzeru komanso zodabwitsa, popanda kufunsa Mulungu kapena anthu. . Choncho amangotsatira zilakolako zawo ndi kukhazikika kwa chilengedwe; ndipo popeza kuti chilengedwe nthawi zonse chimakhala chofooka ndi chosasinthasintha, pafupifupi chilichonse chimene amachita chimakhala chachabe kapena chochepa kwambiri  . Komabe kufuna kwawo  kuli

zabwino, zokhumba zawo nthawi zambiri zimakhala zowona, nthawi zina zamphamvu kwambiri; chifukwa chake Mulungu sawalola kuti awonongeke. Atambasula dzanja lake kuti awakweze ndi kuwalimbikitsa. Ndikutanthauza kuti amawasungira chisomo chanzeru, zobwerera zokondweretsa zomwe zimawapangitsa kuti atsegule maso awo ndikuwona posachedwa kuchuluka kwawo

adzinyenga okha m’njira zawo zaungwiro. Ndikuwona kuti ponena za ambiri, ziyeso, zowawa zomwe amakumana nazo zimangokhala zotsatira za zizolowezi zosalongosoka zomwe adazipereka. Mulungu amawapangira nkhondo powalola. Motero zokondweretsa zawo zakale zimasinthidwa kukhala kulapa, ndipo chilungamo chaumulungu chimabwezedwa; Koma Mulungu akufuna kuwalanga osati kuwaononga. Salola kuti chiyesocho chipitirire chisomo chomwe ali nacho kuti chikanize. Ngati, mosasamala kanthu za kutsimikiza kwawo kwabwino, nthaŵi zina amasiya kukhala okhulupirika kwa iwo; ngati abwezedwa m’mbuyo ndi kufooka kwa chikhalidwe chawo ku chikoka chimene chimawayesa, Mulungu sawasiya chifukwa cha zimenezo, pokhapokha adzukanso, kukumbatira kulapa, kupanga ziganizo zolimba.

Zikuwoneka kwa miyoyo yowopsya iyi kuti sapita patsogolo mu ukoma; kuti asapite patsogolo m’njira ya chipulumutso, pamene iwo nthawizonse amapita patsogolo m’menemo ndi kupita patsogolo kwakukulu. Ndikuona kuti Mulungu akuwayang’ana ndi diso lachisangalalo ndi kukoma mtima, ndi kuti wawasungira nthawi ya imfa, chisomo choyandidwa chomwe chimamaliza kuyeretsedwa kwawo.

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ndi kuwakomera iwo; makhalidwe oyera kulandira miyambo yotsiriza; ndi kuyeretsa matenda awo, kuwonjezeka kwa chikondi cha Mulungu, chidaliro chachikulu cha chifundo chake, nsembe yowolowa manja ndi yonse ya moyo wawo mogwirizana ndi imfa ya JC, zisomo zambiri zamtengo wapatali zomwe nthawi zambiri zimawapangitsa kuti amalize purigatoriyo asanalandire. kunja kwa dziko.

Miyoyo ikugwa m'njira ya chitayiko, kutsika masitepe a makwerero.

Ndikuwona ena akukwera digiri iyi momasuka komanso mwachimwemwe chomwe chimawapangitsa kugonjetsa zopinga zonse zomwe mdierekezi kapena chilengedwe chingawabweretsere iwo.  Iwo atenga chifuniro chopatulika chaumulungu monga  lamulo kapena cholinga chawo mu chirichonse Ndipo,

popanda kusokonezeka kwina, amafika mwamsanga pamapeto osangalatsa a zilakolako zawo.

Kwa mizimu yomwe ikuyang'ana m'mbuyo mwawo, ndi Kubwerera m'mbuyo mpaka atadutsa pomaliza; monga tanenera pamwambapa, Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona kuti pakusiya madigirii akugwera mumsewu waukulu wa chitayiko, momwe pali sitepe imodzi yokha yoti atenge kuti agwere ku gahena. Chipulumutso chawo chili pachiwopsezo choyandikira; chifukwa chake ndi ichi: Nthawi zambiri ndi anthu omwe amakhala ndi zilakolako zamphamvu ndi zokonda zawo zaupandu. Tsopano, monga ndanenera ndi kuwona, Mulungu pafupifupi nthawi zonse amalola mayesero omwewo kuti abwerere pambuyo pa kutembenuka kwa wochimwayo, ndipo izi kuyesa ziganizo zake, kumulimbitsa mu cholinga chake pomusunga kuti adzitchinjirize yekha komanso kuti asadabwe ndi wochimwa. chiwanda, potsiriza kumuyeretsa ndi kumulanga;

Amayamba ndi kunyalanyaza malingaliro awo ndi malonjezo awo. Chikoka cha chisangalalo chomwe chimawayesa chimawatsogolera ku zosokoneza zawo zoyamba, zomwe amakhala achangu kwambiri kuposa kale. Apereka mtima wawo wonse ndi kufuna kwawo; kutembenuka kwawo kumakhala kovuta kwambiri, zimatengera chozizwitsa kuti zigwire ntchito. Tinganene kuti iwo salinso panjira yopita ku chipulumutso, makamaka ponena za mkhalidwe wa chikumbumtima chawo ndi khalidwe lawo, zimene zimatsutsana kwambiri ndi Uthenga Wabwino. Ndicho chimene ndinamvetsa pamene ndinawawona iwo osati kutsika sitepe, koma kutulukamo kwathunthu, ndi kutenga sitepe yotsiriza pansipa, pambuyo pake pali kugwa kokha ndi chiwonongeko. Masitepe, kapena digiri, pokhala njira yokha ya chisomo ndi chipulumutso, njira ina iliyonse ingakhale njira ya chilengedwe, ya zilakolako ndi gehena. Izi, Atate, ziyenera kuchititsa ochimwa  obwerera kunthunthumira  .  Kodi angalowe

tengerani mwayi uwu kuti mutsegule maso awo ku tsoka latsoka, pamene mkhalidwe wowopsya umene iwo mwaufulu akuvutika uyenera kutha mosakayika! Mulole iwo agwiritse ntchito chisomo chimene Mulungu akuwapatsabe iwo, kuti atulukemo kamodzi ndi kwanthawizonse!

Chitsimikizo cha chipulumutso kwa iwo omwe ali pa sitepe iliyonse, ngakhale otsika kwambiri pa makwerero.

Chochitika chochititsa chidwi kwambiri, ponena za miyoyo yonse yoikidwa pamasitepe osiyanasiyana a digiri yofanana, ndi yakuti nditayesetsa kwa mphindi zingapo ndinaona iliyonse ikutha, ndipo ina inafika yomwe inatenga malo ake. ndi kuti, nthawi zina kwa wina, nthawi zina kwa wina,

mosiyana kwa onse. Kumlingo uliwonse womwe aliyense adayikidwa, nthawi idafika yoti ndipereke malo ake kwa ina ndikuzimiririka m'maso mwanga. Ndinafunsa chifukwa cha kusinthika kosatha kumeneku, ndipo Mulungu anandiyankha kuti makwererowa pokhala njira ya ungwiro ndi chipulumutso, angakhoze kuchitika kokha pa moyo wamakono, pamene posachedwapa imfa imabwera kudzatenga aliyense wa ife, pa nthawi ina imene ife tiri. m’menemo kaamba ka chipulumutso chathu, ndipo pamlingo uliwonse wa ungwiro kapena kupanda ungwiro timadzipeza tokha taikidwa. Wankhanza amagunda mwadzidzidzi komanso mosaganizira: muyenera kutha ndikusiya malo anu kwa wina.

Ndichifukwa chake anthu amatsatirana, ndipo dziko lonse lapansi limadutsa ku mibadwomibadwo. JC adandipangitsanso kumvetsetsa kuti omwe ndidawawona akubwera ndikuzimiririka pa sitepe yoyamba kuchokera pansi, anali ochimwa omwe kuipa kwawo ndi khungu lawo silinafike pa msinkhu wawo; kuti kuona imfa, pamene kunkawachititsa mantha, kunawakumbutsa iwo eni, kunatsitsimutsa chikhulupiriro chawo, chiyembekezo chawo ndi chikondi chawo, ndi kumva kuwawa kwenikweni kwa kukhumudwitsa Mulungu. Kenako amafa ali m’gulu loyamba la Kutembenuka kwawo; mosakaikira akanakhala atapita patsogolo kwambiri kumeneko, ngati imfa inawalola kupita patsogolo, ngati akanakhala ndi zaka zoŵerengeka, milungu ingapo, kapena masiku oŵerengeka otalikirapo. Monga ena, iwo zikanazimiririka pa sitepe yapamwamba kapena yotsikirapo, malinga ndi kutalika kwa nthawi, mphamvu ya chikondi chawo ndi changu cha kulapa kwawo. Koma pamapeto pake anafa panjira ya chipulumutso, ndiyo mfundo yofunika; pakuti Mulungu amandipangitsa ine kuwona kuti miyoyo yonse yomwe imapanga chipulumutso chawo ndipo tsiku lina iyenera kukhala nacho, ndiye kuti yatsekeredwa mu makwerero awa monga mu chombo cha Nowa; ndi kuti ku mlingo uliwonse  ife

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tinafa, tinali a Kumwamba, chifukwa tinafa mu chisomo.

Ine ndinati, Atate wanga, kuti kuchokera pansi pa makwerero odabwitsa awa munthu sakanatha kuwona pamwamba pomwe padatayika mu mitambo, kapena kani pamwamba kwambiri; koma Mulungu ananditengera kumeneko mumzimu, nandionetsa chimene nditi ndikuuzeni.

Pamwamba pa makwerero pali njira yaying'ono yomwe imapita pamwamba pa makwerero

Chikondi cha Triumph Mountain.

Kuchokera pamwamba pa makwererowa sikutheka kuwona pansi, popeza  dziko lapansi silinawoneke. Pa nsonga ya digiriiyi pamakhala tsinde la phiri lalitali, lomwe limakwera pamwamba. Kusiya digiri, tikupeza, m'munsi mwa phiri lalitali, njira yaing'ono yomwe imapita kumtunda; Kanjira kakang'ono kameneka ndi kakang'ono kwambiri ndipo kamakhala kosavuta, chifukwa ndi anthu ochepa omwe amadutsamo. Pamwamba pa phiri pamakhala malo abwino kwambiri okhalamo ku mzimu wa chikhulupiriro ndi chikondi; komanso, phiri ili amatchedwa phiri la Chigonjetso cha chikondi, monga JC anandiuza  yekha.

Ndiko kukhala kokongola kwambiri komwe ndizotheka kulingalira; mpweya ndi wangwiro ndi wabata; zipatso kumeneko ndi zambiri ndi zokoma; dziko lapansi laphimbidwa pamenepo ndi zokolola ndi chuma chonse cha autumn, ngakhale kasupe wosalekeza amasunga m'malo obiriwira obiriwira ndi kuwala kwa maluwa osiyanasiyana omwe amapangidwa nawo. Mpweya wanunkhira ndi kukoma kwa fungo lawo; kupuma kumasokonezedwa kokha ndi kung’ung’udza kofatsa kwa madzi amene kuchokera pamwamba pake amayenda motsetsereka pa phirilo, kapena ndi nyimbo yokoma ya mbalame, zimene, zokhazikika pa nthambi za mitengo, zimawoneka ngati zikuloŵa nawo m’makonsati a okonda. ndi okonda mwamuna. M'mawu amodzi, Atate wanga, munthu amasangalala kumeneko zonse zomwe chilengedwe chimatha kupanga chosangalatsa komanso chopindulitsa kwambiri.

Ngati nkololedwa pano kugwiritsira ntchito mawu ang’onoang’ono, munthu anganene kuti malo osangalatsa amenewa, okhala ndi miyoyo yotsogozedwa ndi chikondi choyera, ali ngati midzi kapena khonde la nyumba ya odalitsika. Ndilo paradaiso weniweni wa padziko lapansi, mmene chikondi cha Mulungu chimapambana m’chilichonse; ndipo kulikonse kumene timatamanda, timadalitsa, timalambira Mulungu m’chikondi chake choyera, ndiponso chifukwa cha chikondi chake choyera, pafupifupi monga mmene odalitsika amachitira kumwamba, kumene chikondi china chonse, chidwi china chonse chimapezeka m’chikondi chokhacho cha Mulungu, n’chogwirizana. ndi kugonjera kwa iye, monga njira ya mapeto ake. Zolankhula, zochita, malingaliro, zokhumba zonse ndi machitidwe a chikondi choyera ndi changwiro. Moyo umapuma chikondi chokha ndipo umakhala ndi chikondi chokhachokha. Kukoma kwake, kosangalatsa kwake, chisangalalo changwiro bwanji!...

Ndinasangalala kwambiri kuona unyinji waukulu wotero wa anthu akuyenda m’njira ya ungwiro; Koma Mbuye Wathu adaletsa chisangalalo changa Pondiyang’anira, 1°. kuti chiŵerengerocho chinali pafupi ndi kanthu, poyerekezera ndi chiŵerengero chosaŵerengeka cha otayika amene atayika ndi njiru yeniyeni ya maganizo awo ndi kuipitsidwa kotheratu kwa mitima yawo, yozikika mozama mu zoipa; 2°. kuti aliyense amene ndinamuona m’njirayo  sakanakhala

osaphatikizidwabe m’chiŵerengero cha osankhidwa ndi okonzedweratu, koma okhawo amene, mwa kukhulupirika kwawo ku lumbiro la ubatizo wawo ndi chisomo cha maitanidwe awo, akadayenera kupirira; amene amadzuka ku kugwa kwawo, nabala zipatso zoyenera za kulapa, motero kukhazika chikhululukiro chawo pa chifundo chosatha cha Mulungu. Kwa iwo, anawonjezera kuti, amene abwerera m'mbuyo, sanakonzedweretu chimwemwe chimene amadzipatulako.

Komatu, Atate wanga, Mulungu sanandipatsa ine chizindikiro, kapena chizindikiro, kuti ndizindikire zoikidwiratu ndi iwo amene palibe; ndipo ndikadamva chisoni kumpempha iye, popeza koposa zonse ndi chifuniro chake. chinsinsi chimene adzisungira yekha, ndi chimene sichiyenera kuvumbulutsidwa kufikira tsiku lomaliza; koma ndinadziwa bwino kuti pa nthawi yakuphayi sipadzakhala wotsutsa mmodzi yemwe sachita chilungamo ku chisomo cha JC, povomereza kuti, ngati atayika, ndi kwa iye yekha, ndi kwa iye yekha, kuti  ayenera .  tenga .

Ochepa mwa omwe ali ndi kulapa kwenikweni.

Tiyeni tinene zinanso, Atate, za ubwino ndi zofooka za kulapa uku, kumene talankhula kale kwambiri; pakuti sipakanakhala mapeto ngati zonse zikananenedwa pa mfundo yofunika imeneyi. N'chifukwa chiyani kulapa kwenikweni kuli kosowa kwambiri? Chifukwa chakuti timanyalanyaza kusinkhasinkha za malumbiro a ubatizo, mapeto omalizira, pa chikondi chaulere, cholingalira ndi chosatheka cha Mulungu kwa ife, chirichonse chimene chingatifikitse kumeneko; potsiriza, timasiya kuona zinthu za chikhulupiriro. Koma mtima wochidziŵa bwino kwambiri mwa kusinkhasinkha pa chowonadi choyera ndi chowopsya ungakhale nacho chotani nanga kulapa kwabwino kumeneku, kumene Mulungu samalephera kupereka kwa awo amene amam’pempha ndi mapemphero achangu ndi zikhumbo zoyaka!

Ndi moona mtima chotani kuwawa kwake, kulapa kwake kuli kwamoyo ndithu, akakumbukira kusayamika kwake kwa Mulungu amene wamthirira madalitso, ndikumupempha, mozindikira konse, kukhulupirika kokha kwa chikondi chake!... mosakayika odzazidwa ndi mantha pa ziweruzo za Mulungu wobwezera;

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koma akuphatikiza nacho chikondi cha Mulungu wabwino; ndipo monga momwe zilili zolemekezeka ndi zokondweretsa kwa iye amene ali cholinga chake, zimalankhula za chikhalidwe chake kwa ena onse, ndikukhala cholinga chachikulu.

Pali, ndikuwona, Atate wanga, ngakhale chisangalalo, kapena kudzipereka, kapena mwayi, kapena palibe, potsiriza, kuti mtima wokonzeka kotero suli wokonzeka kupereka nsembe kubwezera Mulungu kubwezera. Amagwiritsa ntchito magazi a JC kwa iye yekha kupyolera mu sakramenti la kulapa, ndipo kumwamba kumapambana ndikukondwera ndi kutembenuka kwa wochimwa uyu: chizolowezi chimagonjetsedwa; sagonjanso koma kupyolera mu kufooka koyera, ndipo chifukwa cha kugwa  kwa fragility amapambana zigonjetso makumi awiri kapena makumi atatu pa zilakolako zake. M'malo moyimitsidwa m'njira yake, idzatenga mwayi pakugwa kwake ngakhale kugonjetsa bwino adani ake; adzakhala wokhazikika ndi wokhazikika mpaka imfa mukumverera ndi kutsimikiza kuti asachimwenso ndi kukhala wokhulupirika kwa  Mulungu wake nthawi zonse.

Koma, Atate, aa! Ndiochepa bwanji olapa otere  ! Ndikubwerezanso, ah! ndi wamng'ono bwanji!... Sindingayerekeze kukuuzani zomwe Mulungu amandipangitsa kuti ndimuwone iye… Mwa zana… ndikunena chiyani? mwina palibe m'modzi mwa zikwi!... Ndinjenjemera! Kumeneku kunali kuwononga chisomo chotani nanga! Kutukwana kotani nanga, kupatulika kotani nanga kochitidwa ndi ochimwa achizolowezi awa, amene amadzitcha okha ndipo ngakhale kudzikhulupirira okha otembenuka! ndi anthu angati omwe atayika, ndi miyoyo ingati yomwe imapita ku gehena ndendende ndi njira zomwe ziyenera kuwateteza ku iyo Kodi sikungathe kupangitsa anthu kunjenjemera? Mulungu wanga, chidzakhala chiyani kwa  anthu osauka?....

Machenjerero a chiwanda kuti aletse kutembenuka kwenikweni kwa mtima.

Ndi misampha ingati, chinyengo chomwe chiwanda chimagwiritsa ntchito kuwanyengerera! Choyamba, kuti awachirikize m’kunyalanyaza kwawo ndi ulesi wawo wauzimu, amawapangitsa kuzindikira kuti nthaŵi ya kutembenuka kwawo sinafike; kuti, kuti agonjetse chizolowezi cha zilakolako zawo, afunika chisomo cha chigonjetso chimene Mulungu adzapereka pamene aweruza kuti ndi chabwino; kuti panthawiyi, sikungakhale kopanda ntchito kuyesa chirichonse ndi chisomo chofooka kwambiri, iye anawauza, kuti apambane. Pa ichi iwo amavutika mu mkhalidwe wa imfa, mosasamala kanthu ndi chisoni cha chikumbumtima chawo ndi zoyesayesa zonse zakumwamba kuti awatulutse iwo kunja: maulaliki, kuŵerenga, malangizo, mayendedwe abwino, onse amanyalanyazidwa, kunyozedwa, kuponderezedwa. Ichi sichisomo chimene mukuchifuna, chinati chiwandacho: Mulungu ali ndi nthawi yake; nthawi yake sinafike; muyenera kupanga malingaliro anu kuti mudikire ndi chikhulupiriro ndi kusiya ntchito: mwina ndipo ndizotheka kuti adzakusungirani kwa ola la imfa, tiyeni tikhale oleza mtima ndipo tisafulumire kalikonse; zinthu sizikanakhala bwino; zonse ziyenera kuchitidwa mwadongosolo, ndipo palibe chosowa nthawi.

Ah! Atate wanga, ndi miyoyo ingati yomwe ndikuwona ikugwera ku gehena, pa chiyembekezo chonyenga ichi cha peccavi yabwino pa ola la imfa! pakuti pamenepo, m’malo molandira chisomo chodabwitsa chimene adachiwerengera mopupuluma, salandira ngakhale wamba, kapena amawachitira chipongwe kufikira chimaliziro, nafa momwe adakhalira moyo.

Inde, Atate anga, tsoka awa amafa monga iwo anakhala; pakuti ndiwona maganizo awo ali obvutika ndi mitima yawo idawumitsidwa; saonanso chilichonse koma mithunzi ya imfa, maphompho ndi maphompho. Panali pamenepo pamene chiwandacho

kusintha kwa chinenero, ndi kuti akugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu yake yomaliza pa chiwembu chomaliza chimene awapereka kwa iwo: motero amawapangitsa kuona kuti machimo awo sangakhululukidwe ndi chipulumutso chawo ngati chosatheka. Anena nao, mudapeputsa Mulungu ndi cisomo cace m’moyo, ndikoyenera kuti iye akupeputsani inu mu imfa; ndi zotsatira zosapeŵeka za kulingalira komwe kumamukhumudwitsa, ndi kusayamika komwe mwakhala mukugwiritsa ntchito mpaka pano ... kugwera mu phompho la kutaya mtima, kumene nthawi zambiri amathetsa masiku awo osasangalatsa.  Imfa yotani nanga, Atate! adayenera kubadwa kuti afe chonchi! Ndipo zikadakhala zabwino kwa iwo kambirimbiri ngati sadatuluke m’chabechake, Kuposa !....

Ndiona, Atate wanga, kuti pali ocimwa ena amene amaulula, ndi amene amatembenuka moona mtima m’moyo wao; koma kutembenuka uku sikutenga nthawi yayitali. Chiwanda chimatsitsimutsa zilakolako zawo mwaukali kotero kuti posakhalitsa amagonja nazo, mwina kuchokera ku kufooka kapena ku chizoloŵezi: kenako amakumana ndi kukhumudwa komwe kumawachititsa dzanzi, kuwafooketsa ndi kuwafooketsa; Moyo wawo uli ngati wakufa ziwalo ndipo sungathe kusuntha ngakhale limodzi kwa Mulungu. Komabe, nthawi zina amayandikira masakramenti, koma  zoona zake, ndi chizolowezi chinachake chimene sichisintha chirichonse mu khalidwe lawo. Ngati ndi nkhani yokonzekera kupita ku khoti loyera, amaganiza zopanga chisankho chabwino kuti  asagwenso  . Zonse zokongola,  akuti

ziwanda, osalonjeza kuposa momwe mphamvu zanu zingakuthandizireni  ! Hei! sukudziwa kuti mwamuna aliyense ndi mwamuna? zosatheka

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kuti musabwererenso posachedwa, ndipo musadikire china chilichonse. Ndikokwanira, chifukwa cha chitetezo chanu, kuti muganizire kudzikonza nokha nthawi yofunikira kuti mulandire masakramenti; koma ndi misala yotani nanga kufuna kusiya chikhutiro choterocho! ndikhulupirireni, simudzasunga lonjezo limenelo; ndipo kuli bwino kusatero m’malo modziika pachiswe pakukhala wolakwa ndi malonjezo osazindikira ndi osayembekezereka.

Pazimenezi, wofuna kulapa amadzilimbitsa mtima kwambiri chifukwa amaona kuti chisankhochi n’chosavuta komanso chogwirizana ndi mmene amachiweruzira, monganso zonse zimene amaoneratu mumtima mwake kuti ziyenera kuchitika. Chotero akudzinenera yekha

: Ndipo kwenikweni, sikungakhale mwanjira ina; Ndipo ili ndi gulu lanzeru ndi lanzeru pa chilichonse. Chotero iye amapanga mtundu wa pangano kapena pangano ndi chikumbumtima chake, mogwirizana ndi chimene, nthaŵi iriyonse akafuna kupita ku kuulula, amagwiritsira ntchito kudziletsa pang’ono m’zikhumbo zake; ngakhale adzikonza yekha, kwa masiku angapo, pa chinachake mwangozi; amafika popewa zina nthawi zina, ngati kuti asakanidwe ndi wovomereza wake. Akudzithandizabe pakapita nthawi pambuyo pa kukhululukidwa kwake, ndipo mdierekezi ali ndi chidwi chochuluka kuti amunyenge kuti asamusiye ndi kuwala kwabodza kumeneku kwa kutembenuka kumene kumamulimbikitsa; koma posakhalitsa ayambiranso maphunziro ake anthawi zonse, ndipo amadzipatsabe ufulu wokwanira ku uchimo, mpaka nthawi yomwe adazolowera ndi pamene akufuna kupita ku kuulula: kotero kuti, podutsa kuzungulira kwa kutembenuka ndi kubwereranso, amapeza pa kutha kwa ntchito yake mulu wa milandu ndi zonyoza zomwe zimamupangitsa kuti alowe  kuphompho  . Koma, Atate anga, apa  mwina pali

machenjerero ochenjera kwambiri a chiwanda, kuchititsa khungu olapa onyenga awa mwa kuwatsimikizira za malingaliro onyenga amene iye amadziŵa kuwaika mwaluso m’malo mwa zimene Mulungu afuna.

Pamene chisomo chitsata wochimwa, pamene chikumbumtima chake chikum’vutitsa, pamene wotsogolera wabwino amukantha ndi mantha a ziweruzo za Mulungu, kum’kakamiza potsirizira pake kufika pa kusintha kwenikweni kwa moyo, kaya pa Isitala kapena m’malo abwino othaŵirako auzimu, kapena mu zochitika zina zomwe zikuyandikira,  Mulungu amandipangitsa kuwona kuti mdierekezi amachulukitsa zoyesayesa zake kuti asunge nyama yake, molingana ndi omwe adapangidwa kuti amulande. Amayimira momveka bwino malingaliro ake ndi malingaliro ake zinthu zomwe zimakonda zomwe zimamupatsa chisangalalo chochulukirapo, komanso zomwe ali nazo zomangira zamphamvu komanso zokhudzidwa kwambiri ndi zomwe amakonda Kodi mundisiya pambuyo pa zabwino  zambiri

zokondweretsa, amati chisangalalo kwa iye, kutambasula manja ake kwa iye? Bwererani kwa ine, musandisiye, ndipo ndipitiriza kukusangalatsani. Hei! kodi mungakhale popanda zosangalatsa zimene ndimapereka? Kodi munthu sangamvetse zomwe iye ali ndi kudzikana yekha? sakanakhala ndi mlandu wa imfa yake mwa a

 nkhanza  zosakhululukidwa ? link ndiye kunyada, kunyada  ,

kususuka, ndi ena onse ankhanza a moyo wake. Aliyense wa iwo, Mulungu  amandipangitsa kuwona, amalankhula kwa iye chinenero chokopa chomwe chiri chake, chomwe chiri chovuta kwambiri kwa iye kukana, makamaka poganizira za mphamvu zomwe walola chizolowezi chake choyipa ndi chizolowezi chotenga mgwirizano kumeneko  . ...

Choncho wochimwa adzipeza ali wotsutsana kwambiri pakati pa magulu awiri, amene amatsutsana naye kwathunthu: mbali imodzi chikumbumtima chake chimamuuza kuti ayenera kudzipereka ku chisomo ndi kumvera Mulungu; kumbali ina, chilakolako chake chimafuna ufulu wochokera mu mtima mwake. Kodi chiwandacho chimachita chiyani? Amasamala kuti asatengeretu masikelo mogwirizana ndi zilakolako; Maphunzirowa angakhale ovuta kwambiri, ndipo akhoza kutsegula maso a omwe khungu lawo silinafike pa msinkhu wake. Ndiye akutani? apa ndi izi: mwa kuyengedwa kwa chinyengo choyenera kwa iye, amapezabe apa njira zopezera chirichonse mwa kunyengerera ngati wina angakhoze kunena choncho, popereka pang'ono kwa aliyense wa magulu awiriwo; monga ngati wina akatumikira ambuye awiri otsutsana nawo; ngati kuti chisamaliro chaching’ono cha chilengedwe sichinatipatse chirichonse kwa iye.

Khala chete, ndiye anati wocimwayo kwa kukhudzika kwake, Ndisiye ine ndekha, ndiyenera kulekerera kwa kanthawi; koma sindikutsazikana mpaka kalekale, tidzakumananso ndikuwona mwa Mulungu, Atate wanga, kuti mgwirizanowu ukuchitika bwino kwambiri  .

ndipo mobisa mu mtima wa wochimwayo, kotero kuti wochimwa mwiniyo sazindikira konse, ndipo mwina samazindikira nkomwe. Zili ngati mabwenzi apamtima aŵiri amene akukakamizika kupatukana, ndipo amene, mololera ku chiwawa chochitidwa pa iwo, amavomereza kugwirizananso; koma agwirizana pa chaching'ono

kuyang'ana, kapena ndi chizindikiro china chomwe palibe amene adachiwona, ngakhale adamvetsetsana ndikumvetsetsana bwino. Inde, ndi izi, Atate wanga, momwe wochimwa amene amaumirira nthawi zonse amadzilekanitsa ndi chilakolako chake chachikulu. Iye ali wokhutiritsidwa kwambiri kupeza chothandiza choterocho kuti adzinyenge yekha, mwa kunyenga wotsogolera wake wauzimu. Chiwandacho chimakondwera kwambiri ndi kupambana kwake, chilakolakocho chiyeneranso kukhutitsidwa; pali Mulungu yekha amene kulibe, ndi amene amatsutsa kuchokera kumwamba

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kukhululukidwa kumene, pokhala kunyozetsa kwenikweniko, kumangopangitsa kuchititsa khungu mzimu wa munthu amene waulandira, pomutsimikizira mosayenera.

machimo amene sakhululukidwa, ndi amene ngakhale ataya ngakhale kukumbukira.

Wakhungu, akuganiza kuti wapita patsogolo kwambiri mu ungwiro, chifukwa sali wokhota monga momwe akanakhalira, ndi chifukwa amadzikonzera zolakwa zina; koma chilakolakocho chikhalabe ndi moyo, ndi chilakolako choipa sichifa mwa iye; ali ndi chilichonse choopa kuti sadzafa komweko. Izi, komabe, ndizovuta zomwe munthu watsoka uyu amadutsa moyo wake, ndipo, mwachizolowezi, amamaliza. Sikuti iye sangakhoze kutembenukabe; koma, Atate, kutembenuka koteroko  kuli  kosowa bwanji! Kulapa ndi kutembenuka ndi chiyani, ngati  chikondi

wa Mulungu amapambana athu? Ndikuona kuti kuli bwino kutsutsa wochimwayo kusiyana ndi kumulungamitsa pamaso pa Mulungu.

Chotero chiŵandacho chiri chotanganitsidwa kwambiri kuponya zolinga zaumunthu m’maganizo  ndi m’mitima ya awo amene amawona akukonzekera kuulula machimo. Koma ngati kulapa kwawo kuli kwangwiro ndi kozikidwa pa chikondi chenicheni cha Mulungu, chimene chimalamulira ndi kugonjetsa zolinga zina zilizonse, ndiye kuti ndi khoma losafikirika ku zoyesayesa zonse. Akhoza kungokuta mano kulimbana ndi chopinga chosagonjetsekachi, chomwe chimamukwiyitsa kwambiri  ngakhale  Mungafunikire, Atate, mabuku akulu kwa  inu.

kuvumbulutsa chinyengo, chinyengo, machenjerero osawerengeka omwe amawagwiritsa ntchito  kuti anyenge ochimwa achizolowezi ndi mawonekedwe enieni a kulapa komwe alibe, kapena  njira yake yokha.

Njira zopewera misampha ya chiwanda.

Pemphero lolimbikira, lodzichepetsa, lochokera pansi pa mtima komanso lamoyo ndiyo njira yoyamba yomwe mzimu uli nayo m'manja mwake kuti uletse kusokoneza misampha yosiyanasiyana ya mzimu wabodza. Ndi iye amene amalimbikitsa chikhulupiriro, amalimbikitsa chiyembekezo, ndi kuyatsa chikondi; iye, potsiriza, amene amapeza zabwino zonse zomwe zimayika mzimu woyesa kuthawa.

Chifukwa chake tiyenera kupemphera ndi chikhulupiriro ndi chidaliro mu zabwino za Mpulumutsi, zomwe zimapatsa mphamvu zonse ku mapemphero athu, komanso ku kulapa kwathu ndi ukoma wathu. Chotero tiyenera kum’pempha mosalekeza kaamba ka chikondi chake chaumulungu, zotulukapo zokondweretsa za chifundo chake, ndi kulapa kowona ndi kowona mtima, kumene popanda machimo sikukhululukidwa konse  .  ” Ndiyeno tiyenera kulingalira  zosiyana

zolinga zomwe chikhulupiriro chimatipatsa ife, kutilimbikitsa ife ku kulapa uku, kudziyesa tokha ndi kuwala kwa nyali kumene kudzaunikira kukuya kwa chikumbumtima chathu pa chiweruzo chimene tidzalandire pambuyo pa imfa Pakati  pa  zolinga . 

Chikhulupirirocho chimatiuza ife, iwo amene atengeka ku zofuna zathu, ngakhale kuti ndife opanda pake mwa iwo okha, angathe kuloŵa m’kulapa koona, malinga ngati chikondi cha Mulungu chikulamulira, ndi kuti

chidwi chimaposa china chilichonse; koma ichi ndi chimene chimatengedwa mopepuka, ndi chimene chimapangitsa kuti ambiri awonongeke, monga momwe Mulungu wandiwonetsera ine.

Kuopa mopambanitsa kwa gahena, kusonkhezeredwa ndi mdierekezi.

Inde, Atate, ndipo ichi ndi chimene ine ndikuchidziwa bwino lomwe, pamene wochimwa wokhudzidwa ndi chisomo atenga chigamulo pamaso pa Mulungu kuti atembenuke, mdierekezi amalingalira mosamalitsa chimene chikulamulira mu lingaliro ili; Ngati aona kuti ndi mantha a Jahena, nthawi yomweyo amadziika yekha kuti achulukitsenso: amasokoneza kwambiri maganizo ndi malingaliro ndi mantha opambanitsawa, kotero kuti amatseka khomo lolowera ku chiyembekezo cha chikhululuko. koposa zonse kwa malingaliro okoma akukhulupirirana ndi chikondi. Chifundo chikhoza kumveka, koma wochimwa amatseka makutu ake kuti asamve mawu ake ndipo amangomvera mawu a woweruza wokwiya. Tsoka ilo, si pano kuti mantha filial ndi salutary, nthawi zonse kulamulidwa ndi nzeru; ndi mantha aukapolo chabe, amene sachotsa chifuno cha kuchimwa, ndipo chifukwa chake, amachotsa chikondi cha Mulungu; pamene kuli kwakuti m’miyoyo yamtima wabwino ndi mantha omwewo amene amachotsedwa ndi chikondi  .

(1) Timori sanali m’gulu lachifundo, sed perfecta charitas faires mittimorem. ( I. Joan. mutu 4; 18. ).

Ndikosatsutsika, Atate wanga, kuti Mulungu afuna chipulumutso cha anthu onse; komanso nzotsimikizirikanso kuti Mulungu sadzatipulumutsa popanda ife, ndiko kuti, popanda kulinganiza kwathu chithandizo chimene amatipatsa kaamba ka zimenezo. Ichi ndichifukwa chake, pambuyo pa kusakhulupirika kochuluka, chisomo chimachoka, ndipo wochimwa amakhalabe wopanda chilichonse. Kenako chiwandacho chimagwira popanda kutsutsa chifuniro chake, chimene chimachikonza mu zoipa; amagwiritsa ntchito chilakolako chachikulu kulamulira ndi kutsogolera ena onse. Ndi kuchokera pamenepo kuti amamupangitsa kuchita kapena kukhala chete, malinga ndi zofuna za nthawiyo.

Ngati ndi funso la zochitika zomwe mwambo umafuna kuti tiyandikire masakramenti, ndiye kuti umakhala chete pa zilakolako, kapena amachititsa kuti mayendedwe a chilengedwe atengedwe kuti ayendetse chisomo. Mmodzi amayandikira ndi maonekedwe okongola kwambiri; koma posakhalitsa, khalidwe ndi kubwereranso zimasonyeza zomwe munthu ayenera kuti ankaganiza za izo. Pa izi, tasankha kudikirira kuti titembenukire ku imfa, chifukwa timataya mtima kuti tipambana nthawi ino isanafike; Izi ndi zomwe chiwandacho chinkafuna. Matenda otsiriza akubwera; ndiye wochimwa amawonekera

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kukhudzidwa monga anali asanakhalepo. Zonse mu nthawi yabwino; Koma apa ndi kulapa kwa chigawenga komwe kumabweretsa chilango, ndipo mantha amaundana mpaka m’mafupa. Mantha ambiri ndi opanda chikondi. Ndi kulapa kwa Kaini, kwa Yudasi, kwa Antiyokasi; Chidzatsatiridwa ndi chilango chawo.

Imfa yowopsya ya wochimwa wosimidwa.

Ndani sakanabuula, Atate, aha! Ndani amene sangadandaule za tsoka la munthu wosauka ameneyu, yemwe tsopano alibe chogawana koma mantha ndi kutaya mtima? Mulungu wa zifundo, pindani, mumchitire  chifundo  ;

Atate, ayi, wansembe akubwera; koma nduna yachiyanjanitso, yomwe maso ake ndi otonthoza kwa olungama omwe amwalira, amangomupatsa chinthu cholemetsa komanso chosatheka. Wansembe, komabe, amagwira ntchito ndi mphamvu zake zonse kuti ampezere imfa yopatulika: amamulimbikitsa kuti akhale ndi chidaliro cha filial mu zabwino za Mulungu wachifundo; amayesa mwa njira zonse kudzutsanso mwa iye chiyembekezo chake ndi chikhulupiriro chake, ndi kumulimbikitsa ndi malingaliro a kulapa kowona mtima, chisoni chenicheni cha machimo ake...

Mukuchita chiyani, mtumiki wa Ambuye? wansembe wachangu, ukutani? ayi! mukulankhula ndi wosakanidwa amene ayenera kuyembekezera chiweruzo cha kutsutsidwa kwake. Chikumbumtima chake chamuneneratu kale, ndipo ziwanda zimene  iye ali kapolo zayamba kale kupereka chiweruzo chom’konzera ndi Mulungu amene akumukhumudwitsabe, ndipo posachedwapa  adzamuweruza  . Zowala

wakudya, pfuulira ziwanda kwa iye, chitsutso chosatha,  gawo lako ndi ili. Ndi kukuya kwa gahena komwe tikukankhira mzimu wako, titaukokera ku bwalo la  oweruza ake.

Mzimu watsoka uwu umalowa mu zowawa zosayembekezereka ndi zododometsa; akumva kubangula kwa mphezi, akumva nkhonya za  chilungamo cha Mulungu, aona mkono wa Mulungu utakwezedwa  kumkantha .  O mantha!  o

kutaya mtima! O, kutaika kosatheka! E, mazunzo osatha! Atasiyidwa ndi Mulungu ndi anthu, iye amakhala choseweredwa ndi ziwanda ndi nyale ya malawi a moto wosatha. Kotero, ansembe a JC, onjezerani changu chanu, malinga ngati mukufuna, mukudzitopetsa pachabe; nkhawa zanu ndi zopanda pake, ndi mphamvu zanu zonse

zosapambanitsa. Mwina, kalanga! kodi mungamupangitse kukhala wolakwa kwambiri amene amapindula nazo!...

Ndikuwona mwa Mulungu kuti, pakuzunzika kotsiriza kwa wochimwa amene watsala pang'ono kufa, mdierekezi amagwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zonse zomwe ali nazo pa moyo uno kuposa kale lonse, nthawi zina popereka zochitika zambiri ku zilakolako zachiwawa kwambiri, nthawi zina, ndipo ndizokhazikika, kupanga. onse amagonja ku chiyeso cha kutaya mtima. Nthawi zina amamuchitira nkhanza kwambiri; imakhudza kwambiri malingaliro ake ndi gawo lake lakumunsi ndi mantha ndi mantha; amamupatsa iye ndi moto wa gehena ndi mphamvu zambiri kotero kuti amaganiza kuti akumva kale ... Inde, akuganiza kale kuti akuyaka, ndipo ndithudi sakulakwitsa; pakuti monga momwe aliri ndi mphamvu, mzimu wachabechabe uwu umamasula pa iye nthunzi wamoto wa mpweya wake wamoto, umene ukhoza kutchedwa mafungulo oyambirira a gehena.

Izi, Atate, monga momwe Mulungu wandipangira ine kuwona ndikumvetsetsa, ndizomwe zimachitika mkati mwa wochimwa yemwe wagwidwa, pomwe wansembe amamuthandiza kumuwongolera. Amamuuza kuti walapa chifukwa cholakwira Mulungu; inde, alapa ndithu ndi zimenezo, koma zili mwangwiro ndi kuopa Jahannama; mantha awa a kapolo nthawi zonse amapanduka pansi pa nkhonya, sangakhoze konse kulungamitsa izo. Iye angafune kukhala woyera mtima, osati kuti Mulungu atamandidwe  ndi kulemekezedwa, koma mwangwiro ndi kokha chifukwa cha mantha a kukhala wosayenerera ndi kuvutika ndi tsoka lakelo. Masakramenti otsiriza omwe amalandira mu mkhalidwe watsoka uwu amangopereka kukhudza kwachifumu ku zopatulika zake ndi chisindikizo chomaliza ku  kutsutsidwa kwake....

Malo owopsya omwe Mulungu, ndikudziwa, akhozabe kuchotsa wochimwa mwamtheradi, koma kumene iye sadzamuchotsako konse kupatula mwa chozizwitsa champhamvu, ngati wina angakhoze kunena chomwecho, kuposa chimene chinaukitsa Lazaro m’manda. Ndi munthu wopupuluma uti amene angayembekeze kuchitiridwa zabwino chotere? Ah! Atate wanga, kudzakhala kulungama kotani nanga! Kulingalira koteroko sikungakhale  mlandu wowopsa  ! Mulungu anali nazo  zonse

anapangira Babulo wosayamika uyu; koma mopanda ntchito: kuleza mtima kwake kwatha, pamapeto pake adzamusiya ku tsoka lake; potero adzabwezera chipongwe chake chonyozeka, ndipo m’malo mwake adzaseka yemwe adamunyoza  kwambiri  .

denouement, malo owopsa kwambiri omwe tingathe kuwalingalira, komabe munthu amafika pamenepo tsiku lililonse osaganizirapo!....

Imfa yosiyana ya ochimwa osiyanasiyana.

Ndikuwona, Atate wanga, kuti pali kusiyana kwakukulu pakati pa imfa ya ochimwa osiyanasiyana, monganso pali pakati pa moyo wawo, zilakolako zawo, zolakwa zawo, ndi milingo yosiyana ya kuipa kwawo. Motero Mulungu akhoza kusamala kwambiri kapena mocheperapo pa makhalidwe ena abwino amene adzakhala atawagwiritsa ntchito m’nthawi yawo

moyo, pamwamba pa chilungamo chonse, chilungamo chachibadwa, chifundo pa zowawa za osauka, kunyamula zolakwa za ena, ndi chikondi kwa mnansi wako. Kuchokera pamene zimachitika kuti Mulungu nthawi zina amatsanulira mochuluka pa zina zabwino za magazi a JC, ndikuwachotsa ku gehena,

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pamene ena chikwi chimodzi agwa pamenepo. Izi ndi zotsatira za chifuniro chaufulu nthawi zonse monga momwe zilili mu chiweruzo chake ndi machitidwe ake onse. Izi zikutsatira kuti atumiki a masakramenti otsiriza a Tchalitchi sayenera kunyalanyaza udindo wawo, kapena kusiya chilichonse chimene chingathandizire ku kuyesayesa kwakukulu kumeneku kwa chikondi chaumulungu. Kaya munthu wakufayo apindule nazo kapena ayi, ndiye kuti Mulungu agamule; kwa iwo adzapeza zabwino ndi malipiro ofanana pamaso pake.

Monga chilango cholungama, iwo amene amanyalanyaza Masakramenti nthawi zambiri amafa opanda Sakramenti.

Nthawi zambiri zimachitika, Atate wanga, kuti anthu amafa popanda sakramenti ndi zotsatira za kubwezera kwaumulungu, zomwe zimalanga kapena kuzunzidwa komwe adazipanga, kapena kunyalanyaza komwe adakhala motere. Pakuti ndi anthu angati amene amakhala mofunda, mosasamala molakwa, tiyeni tinene bwinoko mwachizoloŵezi choipitsidwa, chowopsya chachinsinsi cha Tribunal ndi Table Table, kumene mdierekezi amasamala kwambiri kuti awasunge! Amawopa kwambiri kuigwiritsa ntchito molakwa, amati, ndi kudzipangitsa kukhala olakwa kwambiri: koma ngati akanaisamalira mosamalitsa, angaone kuti amawopa kuchita manyazi koposa kuzunzidwa. Pamene cholinga chiri cholondola, ndipo mukufunadi kutenga njira yodzipulumutsa nokha, ndiye mantha amakupangitsani kukonzekera bwino, osati kudziletsa. Kuti mufike bwino, tsopano, zimawononga chilengedwe, ndipo izi ndi zomwe timaopa, kapena zomwe timaopa kwambiri kuposa ena onse, ndi chifukwa chake nthawi zina timakhala kwa zaka zambiri osaganizira za Mgonero Woyera, kapena Khoti Lamilandu. kumwamba. M'malo mopita patsogolo mu ungwiro, timakhulupirira kuti timaimitsidwa ndi ulemu, ndipo timatero chifukwa cha dzanzi lauzimu ndi  mantha  . Golide,

Ndikufunsani, ndi nkhani yanji yomwe mungapangire kuti zopanda pake izi zokha, izi

ulesi waupandu, pomwe anthu ambiri amakhalabe gawo labwino kwambiri la moyo wawo!....

Zonamizira zabodza m'bwalo lamilandu, makamaka kuchokera kwa opembedza onyenga, omwe ovomereza amayenera kuwachotsa.

Kodi sindikananena chiyani, Atate, ngati ndimafuna kulowa mwatsatanetsatane za zolakwa zomwe woyesayo amapangitsa kuti zichitike pakuwunika ndi kutsutsa.

! Amadetsa maganizo a wolapa ndi mdima kubisa machimo ake; ndiye amamutsogolera kuti aphunzire yekha, kuti asadziwike kwa womuvomereza. Amafunafuna mawu ofewetsa kwambiri, mawu omveka bwino ochotsa manyazi onse a uchimo ndi ukulu wonse wa kugwa. Sitibwereranso ku mfundo kapena zolinga zenizeni za zochita; wina amabisa zochitika, zizolowezi zake; munthu amangosonyeza kwa iye mwini mfundo zonse zokayikitsa za makhalidwe abwino. Potsirizira pake, munthu amachita bwino kwambiri kotero kuti amapambana kudzipangitsa kuti asamvetsetsedwe ndi woweruza yemwe ayenera kusankha pa izo; ndipo ndi pa chiweruzo ichi, modabwa ndi kulanda, pamene munthu amadzilimbitsa yekha....

Manyazi amatseka pakamwa pa zonyansa; kuopa kubwezeretsa famuyo pa kupanda chilungamo; Kunyada kumatichititsa kudzudzula ena chifukwa cha zimene timalankhula, kapena kuyesetsa kuzichepetsa chifukwa cha mmene zinthu zilili. Zikuoneka ngati timapita kuulula kukapepesa, osati kudziimba mlandu tokha. Ngati wovomerezayo akufuna mfundo yoyenera pa zonsezi, timati ali ndi tsankho, ali ndi maganizo oipa, kuti sali wophweka, ndipo pamapeto pake timamusiya, kufunafuna kwinakwake wina wodekha, wodekha komanso wodekha. kuphunzitsidwa mochepa, potsiriza wovomereza monga momwe amafunira; wovomereza yemwe nthawi zambiri amamufuna ndi chikondi chachibadwidwe: ndikwabwino kwa munthu kuti adzivomereze yekha kuposa amene

Msampha uyenera kuopedwa koposa, Atate wanga, monga momwe uliri wofala, makamaka pakati pa opembedza onyenga omwe ndalankhula ndi inu kale, ndi chifukwa chake sitingathe kumaliza, ngati zonse zikananenedwa; ngati kunali kofunika, mwachitsanzo, kuwulula zokhota zonse za chinyengo chawo ndi kudzidalira kwawo, kusonyeza mmene, m’nkhani zawo ndi tsatanetsatane wawo wautali, ali aluso m’kunyenga wotsogolera, m’kudzinyenga okha; Momwe amabisa zolakwa zawo ndi kukokomeza zabwino zawo zodzionetsera ndi ntchito zabwino; ndi mochenjera momwe amamufotokozera mfundo zokayikitsa ndi nkhani zokayikitsa, m’njira yoti azingoiganizira chabe kumbali imene  ili yabwino kwa iwo. choncho  _

kuti woululayo angafunikire chisamaliro chachikulu, cholumikizana ndi chokumana nacho chomaliza, kuti awayamikire molondola.

Chiwanda chimene chimatsogolera lilime lawo, ndikuwapangitsa kulankhula kapena kukhala chete monga afuna, nthawi zina ndi chiwanda chosayankhula, nthawi zina chiwanda cholankhula; ndipo pafupifupi nthawi zonse amakhala wosalankhula, mosasamala kanthu za mawu onse omwe amalankhula kapena kupangitsa kuti anenedwe, chifukwa sanena zomwe ziyenera kunenedwa. Zimadzutsa mwa odzipereka onyengawa chikhumbo chachikulu cha zochita zanzeru, ndi ntchito zabwino zonse za zida njala yaikulu ya mgonero woyera, yomwe imawapangitsa kufuna kulankhulana nthawi zonse komanso popanda manyazi ambiri a makhalidwe abwino kapena mtundu wa moyo womwe umafunidwa ndi Mgonero pafupipafupi. Kuvomereza kwawo kumabwerezedwa, kotero kuti kukhala ndi mpata wolankhula kaŵirikaŵiri kwa amene akuwatsogolera, ndipo kaŵirikaŵiri amakhala aatali kwambiri, kuti athe kulankhula naye kwautali. Pomaliza, amayesa kuziwona ndikuzisamalira nthawi zambiri, amaziganizira mochulukira. Ine ndikuwona mwa Mulungu, Atate anga, izo apo

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ena omwe akanakhala kwa ovomereza awo njoka za infernal kuti adzakakamizika kuthawa ndi kuwathamangitsa, atangozindikira mphamvu ya khalidwe lawo ndi kutembenuka kwa kudzipereka kwawo....

Ine sindikuyankhula pano, Atate, ndipo Mulungu aletse! amiyoyo yambiri yosautsidwa ndi zolakwa kapena nzeru za kutsimikizika kwa kuvomereza kwawo, ndi zina zotero, kapena ziyeso zodetsa nkhawa, zomwe amadzipangira kulimbana nazo. Wovomereza ayenera kuwalangiza, kuwatsimikizira, kuwatonthoza, kuwathandiza kupirira mkhalidwe wawo wachisoni. Ayenera kupirira kulimbikira kwawo, ndikusamala, powakaniza, kuti awonjezere zoyipa zawo. Chifukwa chake sindikunena za miyoyo yoyesedwa iyi, koma okhawo odzipereka onyenga awa otsogozedwa ndi mdierekezi, ndipo omwe, akutenga kudzipereka ngati chophimba ndi chonyengerera, amadziona ngati akufunafuna Mulungu, pomwe akufunafuna mtumiki wake yekha. O! pakuti iwo, Atate wanga, palibe chifundo, mundikhulupirire Ine; palibe chifukwa chochitira dala ndi iwo; koma abwezedwe popanda kulingalira;

Momwe olapa amayenera kulangiza ndi kukhazika mtima pansi miyoyo yabwino yowawidwa ndi yowawa.

Ponena za miyoyo yosautsidwa ndi yoyesedwa yomwe tangoyankhula kumene, izi ndi zomwe wovomereza adzawauza kuti awatsimikizire, momwe angathere, za makhalidwe awo pamene akuyandikira ku Chivomerezo ndi Table: Kodi mwatsimikiza, ndi thandizo la chisomo, kukudzudzulani za machimo amene mudzawabvomereza, kapena amene munawavomereza? Kodi chifuniro chanu chimachokera ku zosangalatsa zonse zauchimo? Ngati ndi choncho, musadandaule, muli ndi chisoni, ngakhale simukumva. Mavuto amene amakuvutitsani akhoza kungochokera kwa mdierekezi; Kuyendetsa kumatsimikizira zonse apa. Chotero, ngati muli olimba m’kutsutsa ndi kuthaŵa, dzitsimikizireni nokha za mkhalidwe wanu; osafuna kwambiri zomwe Mulungu wakupatsani, ndikutanthauza kulapa: yesetsani kukhala wokhulupirika ku chisomo, ndipo onjezerani kulimbikitsa kudana ndi tchimo ndi kuopa kuchichita; pakuti mu ichi muli khalidwe la kulapa kwabwino, komwe kungakhale ntchito ya Mzimu Woyera.

Ndi mizimu ingati yabwino yomwe Mulungu amaiyesa m'njira imeneyi kuti ayisunge modzichepetsa ndi mantha opambana! Ndi mwa ichi m’mene amawachirikiza iwo ku ziyeso zosautsa, zimene zimangotumikira kuwayeretsa mwa kuwapezera chipambano. Inde, mantha, zowawa, kunjenjemera kwa chikumbumtima chamanyazi, kukayikira, zododometsa za kusatsimikizirika kwa chipulumutso, za mkhalidwe umene munthu ali nawo pamaso pa Mulungu, za kuvomereza kumene wapanga ndi masakramenti amene munthu walandira monga momwe  anachitira  . mapurigatorio ambiri a  moyo wokhulupirika;

ali namondwe amene ayenera kulimbana nawo, kumamatira ku chikhulupiriro, chiyembekezo ndi chikondi.

Pa tchimo la kubwereranso, ndi zotsatira zake.

Pa tchimo la kubwereranso, Atate anga, JC amandipangitsa kudziwa kuti pamene akunena mu uthenga wabwino, kuti chiwanda chochotsedwa mu mzimu chimatenga nawo ziwanda zina zisanu ndi ziwiri zoipa kwambiri kuposa iye, mawuwa sayenera kutengedwa mwachiwonekere. , ngati kuti amapita ku chiŵerengero cha mizimu yoipa isanu ndi itatu kuti iukire mzimu uwu: izi, iye anandiuza ine, zikutanthauza kuti iye abwerera ku mlandu pambuyo pa kugonjetsedwa kwake, koma ndi ukali wochuluka kuwirikiza kasanu ndi kawiri, kotero kuti izo ziri zambiri. zovuta kupirira chiwembu chachiwiri ichi. Komanso, Atate, ndikuwona kuti chisomo ndi champhamvu molingana ndi ngoziyo. Chiwandacho, chokwiya, chimayamba ndi kugwira gawo lakumunsi la moyo, mphamvu ndi malingaliro; amachulukitsa zoyesayesa zake, amakumbukira chisangalalo chonse cha chizolowezi ndi nthawi zakale. mphamvu, zidule ndi zojambulajambula; mopanda ntchito amamasula gehena yonse: ngati mzimu sutaya kupenya kwa zomwe walonjeza kwa Mulungu, ngati uli wokhulupirika ku chisomo chouchirikiza, uli wotsimikiza kugonjetsa, ndipo chiwandacho chichita manyazi. Koma ngati,  mwa

tsoka, amabwera kudzapereka ndikusiya; ngati apangabe mgwirizano ndi chizolowezi chotembereredwa, ndi kufuna kuchita zoipa; ngati avomerezabe chisangalalo chaupandu, zonse zatayika.

Mzimu Woyera ndiye amachoka mu mtima mwake, ndipo chiwandacho chimabwerera kumeneko mwachigonjetso; ndiye kuti mkhalidwe wa tsoka uyu umakhala woipitsitsa kuposa kale. Tiyenera, komabe, kusiyanitsa momveka bwino kubwerera mu uchimo ndi kubwereranso mu chizoloŵezi cha uchimo; monganso kuyambiranso kufooka, komwe kumatha kuchitika ngakhale ataulula bwino, ndi kubwereranso kwa njiru, zomwe nthawi zonse zimaganiza kuti wochimwayo sanatembenuke, makamaka ngati atsatira mosamalitsa kutembenuka kwake kunamizira.

Ubwino wa kutayika kwa zotonthoza zomveka. Kukhala maso kwa mkazi weniweni wa J.-C.

Ndikutanthauza miyoyo yomwe, kuti ikhale yokhulupirika nthawi zonse, ikufuna kuti Mulungu awachiritse nthawi zonse ndi chisomo ndi chitonthozo chanzeru; koma kuyenera kwawo kukakhala kuti? Kodi ndi lingaliro lotani limene munthu angakhale nalo ponena za mkazi amene angangolingalira za mwamuna wake, kuti akhale wokhulupirika kwa iye, pamene iye amuwona mowonekera, ndi amene amakhulupirira kuti iye angaphonye iye pa kukumana kwina kulikonse? Kodi ameneyo sangakhale mkazi wosakhulupirika, chigololo chenicheni?

Izi zotonthoza zomveka, ndikuwona kuti Mulungu amazichotsa kwa anthu wamba

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kwa miyoyo yachithupithupi, chifukwa amadziwa ndikuwona kuti iwo ali okonzeka kwambiri kugwera mu misampha yomwe mdierekezi amatenga nthawi kuti ayiikire, kuti awakope ku chikhumbo cha chilengedwe mwa kukopa kwa zitonthozo izi, ndipo potero kuti apeze mwayi wawo. chifuniro, popanda zomwe zoyesayesa zonse za gahena sizingativulaze. Inde, Atate, ndipo ndikuwona, chifuniro chathu choipa chiyenera kuopedwa kwa ife kuposa kuipa kwa ziwanda zonse nthawi imodzi, ndipo chifukwa chake, monga tawonera kwina, mwamuna kapena mkazi woyera sakhutira kuti asatseke. Zitseko za nyumbayo motetezedwa mkati ndi kunja, zomwe adalowa yekha ndi mwamuna wake, amaikabe alonda ndi alonda panja, ndi gulu lankhondo lokonzekera nkhondo, kuti akhale otetezeka.

Chithunzi cha tcheru chomwe tiyenera kuyang'anira mphamvu zathu zakunja, kuti tipewe mdani kutengerapo mwayi wodzinyengerera ndikulowa mkati mwa moyo wathu ndikupusitsa mtima  wathu  .  Ndi choncho

mkazi wokhulupirika wa JC m'nyumba ya mwamuna wake waumulungu. Sitidzamuona, monga anamwali opusa aja, akazi osakhulupirika ndi achiwerewere aja, akutulutsa mutu wake pawindo pa kaphokoso kakang’ono kuti awone ndi kuwonedwa, kuti apeze chimene chikuchitika ndi kuweruza zochitika; tidzamuwona akutsika pang'onopang'ono m'zipinda zapansi, ndikutanthauza m'malingaliro akunja, motero akupita m'misewu, ngati wina anganene choncho, kukambilana ndi odutsa, ndiko kuti ndi zosangalatsa ndi zokhutira za dziko, kuti aphunzire monga chirichonse chikupita. Ayi, iye anafera chinthu china chilichonse kupatulapo kwa mwamuna kapena mkazi wake waumulungu, amene ndiye yekha amene amamusamalira. Makhalidwe osangalatsa omwe amapangitsa munthu kupeza paradiso pano pansipa! ...

Castle ya chikondi chaumulungu, yokulira mu mtima wa Mkwatibwi wokhulupirika.

Pamenepo, Atate, ndikuuzani zonse zomwe ndidawona, chifukwa JC adandipangitsa kuti ndilowe mnyumba yodabwitsa ya chikondi chake  chaumulungu  . Bwerani,  anati kwa ine,

bwerani mudzaone zipinda zonse za wokondedwa wanga, kuti muchitire umboni chiyero cha chikondi chake. Pambuyo pa kuitana uku, tinalowa m'nyumba yomwe ili pafupi kwambiri ndi dziko lapansi ndi cholengedwa, izi ndizo mphamvu zakunja; koma ndinazindikira, nditangolowa, kuti panalibe chinthu choipa, chonyansa, chapadziko lapansi, ndinganene pafupifupi munthu, m'chipinda choyamba cha moyo wokhulupirika ndi wokondedwa wa Mulungu wake. Chilichonse chomwe chili pamenepo chimayeretsedwa ndikuyeretsedwa ndi kukhulupirika ndi chisamaliro chokhazikika.

Kenako, Atate anga, ndinaunikiridwa ndikutsogozedwa m’zipinda zonse zamkati, zomwe ndinapeza zokongoletsedwa ndi zokongoletsedwa pamwamba pa zonse zomwe tinganene ndi kulingalira, mwa chisomo cha JC ndi chikondi chake chaumulungu , makamaka nyumba ya mphamvu za izi. mzimu wokongola, wapafupi kwambiri ndi nyumba ya mwamuna wake  wakumwamba  ndidawona kuti zonse  zidatsekedwa

m'zipinda zosiyanasiyana, amene ali ochuluka, ndipo sindinawone cholengedwa kunja, koma alonda ndi alonda kuteteza nsanja; ndipo mlonda ameneyu anali wochokera kumwamba, osati wa padziko lapansi.

Kenako, Atate wanga, Ambuye wathu, akutembenukira kwa ine, anandiuza ndi mpweya wokhutitsidwa ndi chisangalalo kwa mkazi wake: “Taona, mwana wanga wamkazi, pa kukhulupirika, chisamaliro, chikondi chachikulu ndi chiyero cha zolinga za okhulupirika anga. mkazi; onani momwe zonse zilili bwino ndi iye, ndi momwe wachitira zonse bwino.

Ah! Abambo, ndazindikira tanthauzo lanji m'mawu osavuta awa a JC: adachita zonse bwino ! . . Zili ndi zokwanira kupanga voliyumu yayikulu panjira za ungwiro. Ah! Ndinamvetsetsa, sichinthu chachikulu, koma chikondi chachikulu ndi chiyero chachikulu cha zolinga, zomwe zimapangitsa chinthu kukhala chachikulu pamaso pa Mulungu. Chilichonse chimakhala chabwino chikakondedwa kwambiri, ndipo zing'onozing'ono zimakhala zamtengo wapatali pamene cholingacho chikukondweretsa.

Pomaliza, Yesu Kristu anandiuza kuti zonse zimene ndinaona zinali zopanda pake poziyerekezera ndi zimene anali kukonzekera kwa moyo wosatha. Pamene ananena mawu ameneŵa, anandipangitsa kuwona, pansi  pa chivundikiro cha J.C.kuunika kochititsa chidwi, nyumba zosiyanasiyana zokhalamo za mizimu yodalitsika, mipando yawo yachifumu, nduwira zachifumu zawo, maufumu awo, zonse zokongoletsedwa ndi zowala ndi kuyenera kwa  

zosatheka kunena chilichonse chakuyandikira, sichinapatsidwa kwa munthu  kuchizindikira, kapena chilankhulo cha anthu  kuchifotokoza  . Munda uwu wa  mzimu

Wodala palibe china koma Mulungu amene ali mkati mwake; ndipo nyumba yachifumu ya mzimu uwu yomwe ndanenayi ndi chizindikiro chabe kapena chithunzi chomwe ndidachigwiritsa ntchito kuti ndimvetsetse zomwe Mulungu adandiululira kuchokera mkati mwa mzimu womwe umamukonda komanso iye ndi wokhulupirika kwambiri.

Kuukira kwa chiwanda kwa Mkazi Wokhulupirika. Kupambana kwake ndi J.-C.

Zonsezi, Atate, zinali zitadutsa m’maganizo mwanga m’kamphindi kamodzi, ndipo kenako zinandifikira kuti mzimu wokhulupilika uwu usavutike ndi mayesero aliwonse, chifukwa, monga ndinanena, mdierekezi angayerekeze kumuukira. Dikirani pang'ono, JC ndiye anandiuza, kulepheretsa malingaliro anga, mukuwona ndewu zake ndi momwe ndimamenyera nkhondo. Panthawiyi ndikuwona satana ndi mphamvu zonse zamdima akuthamangira  kwa iye ndi mpweya woopsa  komanso  woopsa, JC akundiuza,  wamphamvu

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onyamula zida amene akubwera kudzamenyana ndi linga la Israeli. Khalani tcheru. Nthawi yomweyo ndinaona mkazi wokhulupirika ali ndi mantha akudziponya yekha m'manja mwa mwamuna wake waumulungu; Ndikutanthauza kuti mzimu wamantha uja, pakuwona ngozi imodzi, woyitanidwa

JC kuti amupulumutse ndipo anapempha chitetezo pachifuwa cha Mulungu wake.

Mwadzidzidzi kuwala kwaumulungu kunandilola kuwona mkati mwa mwamuna mkwiyo woyera, mkwiyo wamoyo ndi wamoyo, woyambitsidwa ndi chikondi chachifundo ndi chansanje kwa mkazi wokhulupirika ameneyu. Mtima wake unkawoneka kwa ine wotenthedwa ndi kuwukira kwa munthu wolimba mtima uyu pa kukhulupirika kwa wokondedwa wake. Akuwayang’ana ndi mpweya wonyezimira, akukweza dzanja lake kuti awatheretu, ndipo ndi mpweya wotuluka m’kamwa mwake umene umatulutsa matemberero, amawaponyera pansi pa  phompho limene anachokera. Izi zinatha m'kuphethira kwa diso kuukira koopsa kumeneku komwe kunangowonjezera kupambana kwa  chikondi.

Kusamalidwa kotengedwa ndi Mkwati wakumwamba mu mtima wa  mwamuna kapena mkazi wake.

Wopambanayo adandiuza ndi mpweya wokhutitsidwa: "Bwera tsopano, lowa mkati mwa wokondedwa wanga, ndipo muwona zosangalatsa zoyera, zosangalatsa zosaneneka zomwe ndimatenga mumtima mwake, m'munda wotsekedwa wa mkwatibwi. salowa koma mkazi  waumulungu  , Atate wanga, wovomerezeka  ndi

khalani okondwa kuti  dimba lokoma ili! Kuwala kwabwino kwa  dzuwa

wofunda kukhala wobiriwira nthawi zonse; mitengo kumeneko imadzazidwa ndi korona wa maluwa ndi zipatso, zomwe ziri kusonkhana kwa makhalidwe abwino omwe mkazi amakongoletsedwa nawo, ndi ntchito zabwino zomwe zimagwirizanitsidwa ndi machitidwe awo okhazikika: pakuti chisomo sichikhala chachabe mwa iye; ndi chisomo chimene chimatulutsa  luso lake ndi zithumwa zake, mtengo wake ndi wopanda malire pamaso pa mwamuna kapena mkazi waumulungu, amene sasiya kuusa moyo pambuyo pake. Munthu amapuma kumeneko mpweya wa mumlengalenga ndi wofewa wotuluka kutali ndi kusonkhana kwa makhalidwe ake abwino ndi gulu lonse la makhalidwe ake osiririka; ndipo m'nyumba yomwe amakhala, munthu amapuma chikondi chaumulungu  Chomwe chidandidabwitsa, Atate, nditaphunzira kuchokera  ku

pakamwa pa JC ngakhale, kuti palibe amene adachotsedwa pamlingo uwu wa  ungwiro; kuti ochimwa akuru eni ake akuyembekeza kudzafika kumeneko ndi chisomo, ndi kuti sadzakumbukiranso machimo akale, koma kukumbukira zoyesayesa zaulemerero zomwe akadawagonjetsa nazo. Moyo umawerengedwa pamenepo kuyambira nthawi ya kutembenuka  kwangwiro  Atate Anga, amene  sangatero

kuyesetsa kufika pa mkhalidwe wofunika umenewu, ndi kukhala ndi chisangalalo cha kukhala kumeneko, kulimbikira kumeneko ndi kufera kumeneko!....

Tiyeni tizisilira kumasuka komwe JC amatenga mu mtima wa munthu wolungama yemwe amamukonda ndi kuyesetsa  kumusangalatsa  . “Mtima wa wokondedwa wanga  anati kwa ine,

ali ngati bedi lodzala ndi maluwa onunkhira amitundumitundu, lonyezimira; maonekedwe ake amandisangalatsa; Sinditopa ndikuyang'ana pamenepo. Kudzichepetsa kwake kuli ngati buluu wobadwa pansi pa mapazi a woyenda. Kudzichepetsa kwake kumafanana ndi maluwa akumidzi, ndipo kusangalatsa kwa chikondi chake kuli ndi kunyezimira konse kwa duwa pakutuluka kwadzuwa patsiku labwino la masika. Kupatukana kwake ku chinthu chilichonse cholengedwa, the

chiyero cha cholinga chomwe amandifotokozera za khalidwe lake lonse, kukhala maso pa iye mwini, kuti asachite kapena kuganiza chilichonse chimene chingandikhumudwitse ine; chisamaliro chake kuti adzisunge yekha mu chisomo changa ndi chikondi changa; kulumikizidwa kwake, chidaliro chake, kusiyidwa kwake kotheratu ... zonsezi ndi ukoma chikwi zina zomwe ndi zotsatira zake, msonkhano wonsewu, ndikunena, kwa ine gulu la fungo lokoma kwambiri, ndi gawo lokongola kwambiri  .

Ndicho chifukwa chake mapazi ake ndi okongola kwambiri m'maso mwanga, ndipo chifukwa chake chirichonse chokhudza iye chimandikopa kwambiri. Ndi kuyang'ana kumodzi adavulaza mtima wanga; ndiye wokondedwa wanga wosankhidwa mwa zikwi; Ndimamuteteza ndi dzanja lapadera kwambiri, chifukwa amandikonda kuposa chilichonse. Chizindikiro chokomera chomwe ndimamupatsa mowolowa manja ndi chifukwa cha chisankho chomwe wandipangira kwa mwamuna wake, kukhulupirika komwe amandiwonetsa nthawi zonse, ndipo pamapeto pake chifukwa cha changu chomwe amandiwotcha mosalekeza. Ndine mbuye weniweni wa mtima wake, wa kudzisankhira kwake, ndi mphamvu zake zonse; alibe kanthu kosakhala kwanga; Ayeneranso kukumana ndi maubwino anga onse osalandidwa zabwino zanga. »

Kuchokera pamenepo, Atate anga, amabadwa macheza okondana awa, chikondi chofanana, zotengera izi, kutsanulidwa kwa chikondi pakati pa mwamuna woyera  ndi mkazi woyera. “Poyamba ndinkakukondani mwaufulu,” anatero mwamunayo, “tsopano ndimakukondani ndi mtundu wa chilungamo ndi chiyamiko, posinthanitsa ndi zimene mumandipatsa. Ndikubwezerani mtima umene munalasa, monga mtengo wa chigonjetso  chanu  . Kusinthanitsa kotani, Atate,  ndi

Ndi mphotho yotani kwa cholengedwa, kuposa mtima wa Mulungu amene amamukonda kwambiri  , ndi amene amamutsimikizira kuti iye ali mu chisomo chake ndi mu  chikondi chake  ! Ah!

ndipamene mzimu wamwayi uwu unati: Wokondedwa wanga ndi wanga yense, ndipo  ine ndine wake.... Koma salankhulananso wina ndi mzake koma mtima  ndi  mtima. Kumene  kuli

za chisomo ndi zinsinsi mu kukwaniritsidwa kwathunthu kwa uzimu

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pakati pa moyo ndi Mulungu wake, mkazi woyera ndi mwamuna wake waumulungu!....

Izi zokomera za chikondi chaumulungu zimasungidwa makamaka kwa miyoyo yopatulidwira kwa Mulungu. Ubwino wa continence.

Abambo anga, ngakhale zonse zomwe ndakuuzani za nyumba yachifumu ya moyo wangwiro ndi malonda a chikondi chaumulungu zitha kumveka bwino za mzimu uliwonse womwe, m'malo mwake, umatengera ku chiyero ndi ungwiro wauvangeli.

JC imandipangitsa kuwona kuti izi ziyenera kugwiritsidwa ntchito makamaka kwa miyoyo yokhulupirika ku ntchito yabwino kwambiri; amene ali kwa iye mwa ena

opatulidwa, kapena mwa kudzozedwa, monga matchalitchi, kapena ndi malumbiro otsimikiza, monga amuna ndi akazi achipembedzo; anthu onse odzipereka ku kumvera, umphawi, mpanda, ndipo koposa zonse continent ndi chiyero.

Inde, Atate wanga, ndikuwona kuti umbeta, wolumbirira kwa Mulungu ndi kusungidwa chifukwa cha chikondi chake, uli wovomerezeka kwa iye ndipo umapereka mwayi waukulu kwa mikhalidwe ina; koma ndikuwonanso kuti kuyenera, pa mfundo yosalimba iyi, kudzisamalira kwambiri; pakuti cholakwa chaching’ono chikadakhala chachikulu pambuyo pa lumbirolo, ndipo sichingakondweretse Mulungu monga momwe kukhala tcheru ndi kukhulupirika kumam’kondweretsa.

Ndi njira ziti zomwe ansembe ndi achipembedzo ayenera kuyang'anira kusunga chiyero.

Choncho, ndi zoopsa ziti zomwe anthu ampingo ndi zipembedzo zimawululidwa padziko lapansi, ngati sayang'ana mosamala kwambiri, makamaka akakhala ndi anthu omwe amawona kuti kusamala ndi zinthu zosayenera ndi zopanda pake; anthu otsogozedwa ndi mzimu wa dziko, amene amagwiririra zinthu zazing’ono ndi zosangalatsa zololedwa, ufulu wotsutsidwa ndi uthenga wabwino; anthu, potsiriza, anazolowera manyazi pa chilichonse, makamaka ngati ali anthu a kugonana osiyana! O kumwamba! ndimotani mmene moyo wopatulidwa kwa Mulungu ndi wodzipatulira ku kusadziletsa ungakhale pa gulu lawo, makamaka akamalankhula okha, ndi kuŵetedwa ndi njoka zoterozo? Kutentha kwake!

Pano, Atate, ndi chenjezo limene ndidzawapatsa kuchokera kwa Mulungu, ndi limene ayenera kulabadira, ngati sakufuna kuwonongeka popanda thandizo. Ziwanda zimakwiya ndi nsanje, makamaka, motsutsana ndi anthu onse odzipereka ku continent, koma makamaka motsutsana ndi atumiki a Ambuye. Amagwiritsa ntchito mwayi uliwonse umene ungapezeke kuti atchere misampha ya chiyero chawo, ndipo amawerengera pakati pa kupambana kwawo kopambana ubwino wochepa umene amawapindula nawo mbali imeneyo;

Amapereka kuukira kosalekeza; ndipo ndikuwona kuti tikadali ndi chidaliro chochulukirapo pa mfundo iyi, timakhala ndi chifukwa choopa ndi kunjenjemera. Ndikhoza kuwonjezera izo zonse

iwo amene amanyoza, monga puerile, zodzitetezera zoyera za miyoyo yoyera, sangakhale odekha kwambiri pa mfundo yovutayi, ndipo posakhalitsa adzasintha chinenero chawo, ngati Mulungu anawalola kukhala mboni kamodzi kokha pa zomwe adandipangitsa kuwona, ngati zaka makumi atatu. zapitazo. Masomphenya amenewa anandikhudza kwambiri, ndipo nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikusunga chinsinsi chake chozama. Ndiyenera kulankhula lero.

Kuopsa kwa kugonana ndi kukambirana pakati pa anthu opembedza amitundu yosiyanasiyana. Zida za mdierekezi zowatayitsa chiyero chawo.

Ndinaona mizimu yoipa ikubwera m’maunyinji kudzasanganikirana ndi gulu la ansembe ndi amonke ndi masisitere, amene ankawoneka kuti amadziseketsa okha pamodzi ndi ulemu waukulu ndi kudziletsa; Ndinaona kunyozeka kwa manja, ndinamva mawu onyansa, ndi mizimu yoipa ndi yopotoka imene inaphunzira kuwononga ndi kuwononga chilichonse ndi maganizo awo oipa. Tangoganizani, Atate anga, gulu la anthu omasuka omwe, mwa zolankhula zawo zowawa, amasokoneza zokambirana zosalakwa kwambiri.

; amene, pochita nsanje kuti ena ali abwino kuposa iwo okha, amadzitengera okha kupititsa m'mitima yonse ululu wonse womwe umawawotcha, kapena amene, osakhoza kuchita bwino momwe angafunire, amadzitonthoza okha mwa kutsutsa zolinga, khalidwe la anthu abwino, ndi kuganiza. , makamaka mwa anthu a Tchalitchi, zikhalidwe zonse zopotoka ndi malingaliro oipa omwe amapeza mwa iwo okha. Ndi anthu ambiri a chiwanda omwe amatsanzira bwino kwambiri yemwe ziwalo zake zili; ndipo monga, ambiri, pakamwa  amalankhula

kuchuluka kwa mtima, pano, koposa zonse, mtima ndi lilime zimatsatira malingaliro a mzimu umene umayenda ndi kuzilamulira.

Kotero ine ndinawona, Atate wanga, ziwanda izi zikunong'oneza m'makutu a wina ndi mzake, mu gulu, malangizo owerengeka kuwaponyera iwo mu chinyengo kapena m'mayesero, ndipo ndinaona kuti iwo anayenda mochenjera ndi modabwitsa luso, ngati. onyenga kapena amisiri aluso omwe amachita ntchito yawo yachinyengo ndi kupanga chinyengo pogwiritsa ntchito luso lawo lamanja. Iye ndi munthu wopembedza kwambiri, iwo anati kwa wansembe; iye ndi sisitere wabwino, iye ndi woyera; palibe chowopsa chilichonse ndi mzimu wamtunduwu. Kodi mungawope chiyani, adatero kwa sisitere? Awa ndi ansembe, achipembedzo, odziletsa kwambiri, ndi anthu odetsedwa kwambiri; onse apanga chikhumbo chofanana ndi chanu, ndipo chotero palibe chifukwa chodera nkhaŵa m’chitaganya choterocho.

Pa izi ndinazindikira chisangalalo ndi kuzolowerana kwa anthu; iwo anali makhalidwe oseŵera, kumwetulira, kuyang’ana, kudzidalira, ndipo nthaŵi zina maseŵera aang’ono a manja. Nthawi zonse akafika

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chinachake chofanana, ndinaona ziwanda zikuphulika kuseka ndi kuchitira umboni, m'njira zikwi, kukhutiritsa kwawo ndi chiyembekezo chimene anali nacho kuti ife sitidzasiya pamenepo. Ndipo ndithudi, ndinazindikira kuti chirichonse chimene iwo anakonza ndi kulengeza sichinalephere kuchitika. Ndizovuta kwambiri kuti zichitike mwanjira ngati zotere. Zonse zimene mdyerekezi angachite zochepa ndizo kusokoneza mzimu ndi thupi ndi zisonyezero zonyansa, monga mmene chokumana nacho chatsimikizira nthaŵi zonse kwa onse amene ayambitsa iwo mwa kusalingalira kwawo ndi kudzichepetsa kwawo m’kudziika pangozi, nthaŵi zina ngakhale ponena za ngozi. anthu oyera kwambiri (1).

(1) Ngati Mdyerekezi apeza zochuluka chonchi kuti apindule m’zosangalatsa za anthu opembedza kwambiri ndi osungika, ndi phindu lanji limene sangapange m’magule, m’mipira, makamaka, m’mawonedwe ndi m’mikhalidwe ina chikwi chimodzi imene dziko limalola? Padzakhala ena, komabe, amene adzakhulupirira mofunitsitsa zonse zimene Mlongo akunena pano ponena za anthu opatulidwa kwa Mulungu, ndi amene sadzakhulupirira kuti zingagwire ntchito kwa anthu adziko. Palibe vuto koma m’chipembedzo, ndipo palibe choopsa Kupatula odzipereka okha! Koma chiyani! kodi chiwanda sichingayerekeze kuyesa ena, makamaka pamene mwayi uli wabwino kwambiri? Kodi wina angaganize kuti chinthucho n’chachabechabe kwa iwo, powona kuti zizoloŵezi zawo sizingamusiye iye vuto? Zili kwa dziko  kusankha...

Za choletsa chachikulu chomwe ovomereza ayenera kukhala nacho, makamaka ponena za opembedza onyenga. Kukhala maso kumapangitsa ansembe abwino kukhala osagonjetseka.

Ansembe makamaka ovomereza sangakhale odziletsa kwambiri, makamaka poyang'ana odzitcha odziperekawa omwe chidaliro chawo chochulukirapo komanso chofananira nthawi yomweyo chikhoza kutsika mosavuta kukhala chilolezo, ayenera kupewa nawo zinthu zina, nkhonya za diso, mbewa, tete-a-tete, ndipo pamwamba pa masewera onse a manja, ngakhale atakhala opepuka; mwinamwake iwo

akanakhala ndi mlandu wa mavuto a m’maganizo, komanso kupanduka kwina kulikonse kumene kungakhale zotsatira zake. Ndadziwa kuti zozolowereka zonsezi, dzina lililonse limene munthu angawapatse, kapena chifukwa chilichonse chimene munthu amawakonda, sizikondweretsa Mulungu monga mmene zimakondera mdierekezi; ndipo ndakhalapo ndi nthawi kangapo ndikudziwonera ndekha momwe zimatengera pang'ono kupereka chiyeso, makamaka pamfundo yovuta kwambiri.

Ndi misampha ingati, ndi zifukwa zingati zonjenjemera chifukwa cha avirigo ofunda awa, ndipo koposa zonse kwa ansembe osasamala komanso osagwiritsidwa ntchito, omwe, mosasamala kuti ayesetse ungwiro, apanga lamulo kunyoza zomwe zimayitanira ndalama zazing'ono ndi zazing'ono. zinthu! Koma, Atate wanga, ndikuwona, momwe izi zimawululidwa, kotero kuti ansembe akhama, atcheru ndi achitsanzo chabwino, ndi ovuta kuwagonjetsa, chifukwa ali ndi njira zambiri ndi chisomo chotsutsa mdierekezi ndikugonjetsa chilengedwe. Mulungu amawathandiza m’njira yapadera kwambiri. Kuti anditsimikizire zimenezi, anandionetsa mmodzi, mwa ena, wotanganidwa kwambiri moti woyesayo analibe ngakhale kufika kwa iye.

Ziwanda zingapo zinasonkhana kuti zimugonjetse, koma mopanda phindu: wina afika, akuwadzudzula chifukwa cha kusowa kwawo kwachangu ndi luso, akudzikuza kuti iye yekha ali ndi chigonjetso. Amapinda uta mwamphamvu, ndipo mokwiya alasa mtsogoleri wachipembedzo wolimbikira ndi watcheru ameneyu muvi umene, m’malo momumenya, umabwerera kwa amene anauponya; ziwanda zina zingapo zinamuponyeranso mivi yomwe nthawi zonse inkabwerera chammbuyo, ndipo ampingo anapitiriza kuchita ntchito zake popanda kuzindikira.

Atagonjetsedwa ndi kusokonezedwa, adani ake anachoka, akuwopseza kubwereranso ndi mphamvu pa mphindi yabwino kwambiri kwa iwo: umboni wakuti pa mfundo iyi tiyenera kuopa nthawi zonse, m'malo onse, kumbali ya ena ndi ife eni; kukhala tcheru ndi kupemphera, ndi kuti masisitere aone chipata ndi chipinda chochezera monga malo oopsa kwambiri kwa iwo; zimene Mulungu wandionetsa nthawi zambiri.

Kuopsa kwa kuyang'ana kosavuta kwachidwi.

Kunena izi, Atate, ndikuuzeni zomwe zandichitikira posachedwapa. Nditaponya maso anga kawiri kapena katatu, ndikulingalira ndi chisoni cha chikumbumtima, pa asilikali amene ndinawawona pawindo langa akuchita zolimbitsa thupi zawo m’minda yoyandikana nayo, Mulungu anandidzudzula mwankhanza, monga ngati ndinali wopusa kwambiri ndiponso wosakhulupirika kwambiri. : kuti andiwonetse bwino zomwe ndadziwonetsera, adalola chiwandacho kundiyesa pamwambowu movutikira kwambiri.

Sikuti, Atate wanga, nthawi yoyamba kuti alole mayesero amtunduwu kuti alange mantha anga, kusakhulupirika kwanga m'mikhalidwe yomwe kukanakhala kofunikira, chifukwa cha chikondi chake, kupereka chidwi ndi kukhutira kwaumwini. Nsembe zing’onozing’ono zimenezi zimene timakhala ndi mwayi womuchitira nthawi zonse, amandisonyeza kuti zimam’sangalatsa kwambiri, ndiponso kuti zolakwa zimene timakumana nazo pa mfundo zonsezi zimamukwiyitsa ndipo zimativulaza kwambiri kuposa mmene anthu ambiri amaganizira.

Kunyoza kotanthauzira kumeneku komwe timapanga zachisomo chake, kumatikopa kuchotsera kwakukulu, ndipo komwe nthawi zambiri kumakhala chifukwa cha kugwa kolemera kwambiri. Kalanga! Ndi machimo angati amene achitidwa chifukwa chosapeputsa kuwona ndi kubisa mawu, kuwongolera malingaliro ake, kukana  ganizo, kupeŵa mwayi, kupanga kapena kusiya sitepe pang'ono, kupondereza chisangalalo kapena kuyenda kwina kwachilengedwe! Zikanakhala zotsika mtengo kuti ndipindule kwambiri! Chifukwa chake sichinali kanthu, zotsatira zake ndi chilombo chomwe chimawopseza, ndipo nthawi zambiri chigwa chomwe chimazungulira. Ndi zitsanzo zingati zomwe wina sakanatchula, ngati  anthu onse

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sadachite umboni wake, ndipo kukadakhala kosakwanira kwa aliyense kubwerera kwa iye mwini kuti atsimikize!

GAWO X.

Pa maubwenzi apadera komanso pa ukwati.

Idalembedwa ku Jersey mu Januware 1792.

Mosakayikira mukukumbukira, Atate, zimene ndinakupatsani inu kulemba ponena za kusiyana kwa chikondi cha Mulungu ndi cha cholengedwacho, limodzinso ndi ziyambukiro zake zosiyanasiyana. Mulungu akundilamula kuti ndibwerere pang'ono

pankhaniyi, zinthu zina zomwe zidatipangitsa kuti tichoke posachedwa mwina; chifukwa n’kovuta kugwirizanitsa malingaliro ambiri osagwirizana, popanda kulola zofunika kuthaŵa, komanso kuika m’menemo dongosolo ndi dongosolo limene lingafune!

Koma kachiwiri, si za symmetry zomwe ndikukuuzani, koma za chifuniro chaumulungu ndi njira zothandizira ena. Tiyeni tsopano tilankhule za mabwenzi omwe Ambuye wathu wandidandaulira nawo m'mbuyomu, ndi omwe, m'maiko onse, ndi owopsa ku ukoma.

Zoopsa za ubwenzi wachibadwa kwambiri. - Kukwiyitsa kumachitira Mulungu, makamaka m'miyoyo yopatulidwira kwa iye.

M’chaka choyamba cha ntchito yanga, ndinamva masisitere oŵerengeka akulankhula tsiku lina, m’nthaŵi yakusangulutsa, ponena za ubwenzi wodabwitsa umene anthu aŵiri padziko lapansi anali nawo pakati pawo. Ubwenzi wopambanitsa umenewu unawabweretsera, kunanenedwa, ku chisamaliro chaching’ono; kudandaula nthawi zonse kwa wina ndi mzake, ndi kusakhala ndi moyo ngati sakanakhala pamodzi. Ine, kwenikweni, sindinamvetse kalikonse za izo, sindimadziwa kuti nkhawa zaubwenzi izi zikutanthawuza chiyani, kapenanso madandaulo ang'onoang'ono awa, kapena momwe chikondi cha zolengedwa chingapitirire mpaka kupanga. moyo wodalira, ngati mulibe munthu amene mumamukonda. Chidaliro chomwe chinapangidwa kwa ine masiku angapo pambuyo pake ndi membala wapanyumba chinangowonjezera kudabwa kwanga pa zonsezi; anandiwerengera makamaka, ndipo pafupifupi mosasamala kanthu za ine, kalata yomwe anali atangolandira kumene kuchokera kwa munthu yemwe anali naye pafupi kwambiri m’mbuyomo: anali mtsikana wina amene anamuuza mmene anavutikira chifukwa cha kusakhalako kwake ndi iye. kulekana.; momwe amamukondabe; momwe iye ankadziganizira yekha usana  ndi  usiku Izo zinkapita, Atate, mpaka pa  mfundo

kuti wina sanganene, mpaka munthu atamva kugunda kwa mtima ndi mtundu wa kufooka ndi kuwonda. Kuphatikiza apo, panali mawu ena ang'onoang'ono okongola m'kalatayo, mawu ena ang'onoang'ono osonyeza kukoma mtima ndi kuseketsa zomwe sizinandisangalatse kwambiri, komanso zomwe ziyenera kuti zidakwiyitsa sisitere yemwe amandiuzira zakukhosi.

Ululu umene ndinalandira unachititsa kuti, mphindi yotsatira yomwe, ndinapita ku phazi la guwa la nsembe kuti ndipereke dandaulo langa, kapena m’malo mwa mtundu wa kukonzanso kolemekezeka kwa J.-C. Mulungu wanga, ndinati kwa iye, kodi ndi zotheka, ndipo zingatheke bwanji kuti chikondi chimene zolengedwa zili nacho kwa wina ndi mzake chimafika pamalingaliro oterowo, mpaka kuwapangitsa kuiwala china chilichonse, monyoza chikondi? .

"Inde, mwana wanga," anayankha JC, "chinthucho n'chotheka, ndipo, monga mukuonera, ndi zoona kwambiri." Chifukwa chosadziyang'anira wekha, kotero

kuyimitsa, ndikuwongolera kusuntha koyamba kwa mtima, zokonda zachilengedwe zimatenthedwa ndikuyatsidwa mpaka pano ndi kupitilira apo: ndi chikondi chachibadwidwe komanso chomvera cha cholengedwacho, chomwe nthawi zonse chimaphatikizapo, pamene sichinaponderezedwe, zotsatira zatsoka kwambiri za chipulumutso; Chimachititsa khungu anthu achithupithupi mpaka kuwaiwalitsa mfundo zonse, ndipo nthawi zina chimawatsogolera ku nkhanza, popanda kuzindikira iwo eni: ndiye kuti sakhalanso ndi chidziwitso kupatula cholinga cha zilakolako zawo, ndipo sachita manyazi kupanga ukoma ndi kuchita bwino. ungwiro umakhala m'zimene zimakomera kukoma kwawo konyansa ndi kumachita manyazi komwe kumawalamulira. »

Mabwenzi apadera amatsutsana ndi chikondi cha Mulungu, ndi mtundu wa chigololo chauzimu.

“Chotero, monyoza lamulo lalikulu limene limalamula kuti azindikonda ine koposa chirichonse, Akristu athupi ndi osakhulupirika ameneŵa anaika m’mitima yawo mafano anyama m’malo mwanga; achita chiwerewere kupembedza kwawo ndi zofukiza zawo, ndipo amawapembedza monga Ine ndekha. Kukwiyitsa bwanji kwa mulungu wanga! Koma, iye anawonjezera kuti, ngati kunyozedwa kumeneku kuli kosapiririka kwa ine mogwirizana ndi okhulupirika osavuta, kudzakhala kotani kwa anthu amene apatulidwa kwa ine mwa lumbiro lamphamvu la kukhulupirika kosatha! Zokonda  _

kuti akadapereka m’mitima mwawo ku china chirichonse chosakhala ine, kwa mitundu yonse ya zolengedwa, chifukwa cha chikondi chimene iwo ali nacho kwa ine ndekha, kodi icho sichikanakhala mtundu wa kuipitsa ndi chigololo? ndipo pambali pa chipongwe chomwe ndimalandira kuchokera ku zolakwa zonse zamtunduwu, kodi siziyenera kuvomerezedwa kuti uyu ali ndi chikhalidwe cha kusayamika ndi kusakhulupirika chomwe chili choyenera kwa icho, ndipo chomwe chimawonjezera mdima wake kwambiri?

“Aa! Tsoka, tsoka kwa akazi achigololo ndi osakhulupirika, apamwamba ndi olimba mtima, omwe amaseka kafukufuku wanga ndi zokomera zanga, kuchita uhule chikondi chawo ndi mtima wawo kwa cholengedwa. Ine ndine mwamuna wansanje, ndipo ndidzabwezera chilango cha chilekanitso choopsa; Sindikudziwani akazi achigololo, ndinena kwa iwo, mu

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ukali wanga: kuchoka; pakuti si onse amene afuulira kwa ine amene adzalowa mu ulemerero wanga chifukwa cha ichi…”

Inde, Atate, ndaona mwa Mulungu kuti iwo amene, pambuyo pa lumbiro la chiyero, adziphatika ku chikondi chanzeru pa cholengedwa, amachita chigololo ndi chigololo chauzimu, zomwe zimapweteka kwambiri Mulungu, malingana ndi mfundo ya chikondi. ali nazo zolengedwa kuononga zofuna zawo; ndipo chigololo ichi chachitika popanda ife kuzindikira.

Ndi kusiyana kotani nanga, akutero JC, pakati pa chikondi chomwe miyoyo yofunda, yamantha ndi yopanda chidwi ili nayo kwa ine, ndi chimene anthu okhudzidwa kwambiri a dziko lovunda ali nacho kwa cholengedwa!... Pamene wina akonda cholengedwa, amaphunzira, monga Mukuona, mosamalitsa njira zonse zomkondweretsa, ndipo munthu amawopa kumulepheretsa pa chilichonse; kapena ganizirani za izo usiku ndi usana, munthu amavutika ndi kukhala kutali ndi izo; ali zosamalira mwachidwi, chisamaliro chosalekeza, zikumbukiro zimene palibe chimene chingadodometse. Ali kuti omwe amachita zomwezo kwa ine, omwe ndiyenerabe chisamaliro chonse, chisamaliro chonse ndi mitima yonse? Ngati pali china chake chomwe chikuyandikira mwa akazi anga enieni, kuzizira bwanji, kusayanjanitsika ndi mantha mwa enawo!...

Ndi akazi angati osakhulupirika omwe amandisiya pamiyeso yaying'ono! Hei! ndi kuti podzipereka okha kwa ine, adafunafuna zabwino zanga ndi chitonthozo changa kuposa ine! Okondedwa anga enieni, ndizowona, samanditaya konse; mwa chikhalidwe cha mapemphero ndi chigwirizano chosalekeza, amandichitira ine zocheperapo, ndipo ali ndi ine pakati pa ntchito zowononga kwambiri; koma enawo, m’malo mwake, chifukwa cha chizolowezi chodzitaya, amandichotsera zochita zawo zabwino, ndipo ali a dziko lapansi ndi zolengedwa ngakhale m’zochita zawo za umulungu. Nokuba kuti ndakababikkila mbaakani, bakali kundiyandaula akaambo kakuti bayanda kumvwa; Ngati nditawasautsa, Adzafunafuna chitonthozo chawo Kwa zolengedwa, m'malo mondiyankhula.

Kusavuta komanso njira zopezera ubwenzi wa J.-C.

"Mabwenzi apadera, akupitiriza JC, motero amatsutsana ndi chikondi changa ndikuyika chopinga chachikulu ku ungwiro wa moyo. Sikuti, iye anawonjezera, kuti ndimatsutsa ubwenzi woyera ndi wachikristu, umene umaphatikizapo kuthandizana wina ndi mnzake, pamaso pa Mulungu, pakuchita ukoma ndi kuchita zabwino. Ayi, maubwenzi apadera awa amandikonda kwambiri, kukhala mu dongosolo komanso tanthauzo lenileni la chikondi changa, pokhapokha ngati palibe munthu yemwe amasakanikirana nawo, monga momwe zimachitikira nthawi zambiri. Sindikukana

osati iwo amene afuna kuchita chirichonse kuti andikondweretse ine ndi kundilemekeza ine... Chabwino, mwana wanga, iye anati kwa ine, kodi inu mukufunadi kukhala wanga? Ndi zophweka bwanji kwa inu? Simudzakhala ndi vuto kundipeza kuti muzisangalala ndi zokambirana zanga; simudzasowa makalata kapena otumiza, monga ofunikira kuti musunge mabwenzi a dziko. Ndidzakhala kulikonse komwe mungafike komanso ndi inu. Mudzandipeza kulikonse komanso nthawi iliyonse, mwa kukumbukira kukhalapo kwanga ndi zokonda za mtima wanu, popanda kulowererapo kwa wachinsinsi aliyense.

"Chikondi changa, chomwe chidzatsitsimutsa ntchito zanu zonse, chidzakupangitsani kukhala abwino kwa inu ndipo chidzapereka phindu pazochita zanu zonse. Sipadzakhala m’modzi amene sakukuwerengerani chinthu china, ndipo sakupeza digiri yatsopano yaubwino kwa inu pamaso panga. Kodi alibe chidwi chotani pa kukulitsa ubwenzi wamtengo wapatali ndi wosavuta wotero; ubwenzi umene, mopanda manyazi komanso popanda manyazi, ukhoza kukubweretserani zokolola za mphotho zomwe sizingathe kufotokozedwa kapena kuyamikiridwa! ...

“Polingalira za kukhulupirika kwanu mogwirizana ndi chisamaliro changa, polingalira maulendo aang’ono oŵerengeka okondweretsa kwambiri kuposa ochititsa manyazi, amene mudzandipanga pamaso pa maguwa ansembe anga, zonse zidzapita ku phindu lanu, osataya kanthu; mudzasangalala ndi kukambirana kwanga kwachikondi, zokonda zanga kwambiri. Ndidzakhala mtetezi wako ndi mchirikizo wako pa adani onse akuzinga; Ndidzakhala atate wako, mwamuna wako, bwenzi lako, Mulungu wako, ndi mphotho yako yaikulu kwa muyaya. Maubwinowa mwana wanga, ndiye akuyeneradi omwe udzimana chifukwa cha chikondi changa? Ah! khulupirira Ine, ndipo udzabwezeredwa bwino m’moyo uno, chifukwa cha nsembe zimene wandichitira ine, ndi chiwawa chimene unadzichitira wekha kuti undikondweretse ndi kundimvera ine: m’malo mwa kubweza zokwiyitsa, ndi kusakhulupirika kobwerezabwereza; m'malo mwa mantha awa, mavuto awa, kuchokera ku mantha awa omwe, mumphindi zina, amang'amba mitima ya okonda padziko lapansi, mudzamva chitonthozo chokoma chomwe chidzakhala chilawiratu cha chisangalalo chamuyaya chomwe ndikukonzerani inu ndi chimene chikondi changa chiyenera kukutsogolerani. »

Oo Mulungu wanga! Ndinalira, kusokonezeka ndikulowa ndi kuya kwachabechanga ndi kusayenera kwanga, Mulungu wanga, ndine chiyani, kuti mundifunefune motere, ngati kuti chisangalalo chanu chimadalira changa, komanso kuti simungakhale osangalala popanda kukhala ndekha. ndekha! Inde, popanda kugwedezeka, ndimadzipereka kwa inu ndipo sindikufuna kukukondani

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osati koma inu nokha mu nthawi ndi muyaya.

Zotulukapo zowopsa za maubwenzi amenewa m’dziko lenilenilo ndi m’banja. Zoyipa zoyipa za sakramentili.

Zotsatira zatsoka izi za chikondi cha zolengedwa ndi maubwenzi enaake,  wina angalingalire kuti zimachitika kokha ponena za anthu opatulidwa kwa Mulungu, kapena amene ali a mkhalidwe wakutiwakuti pa dziko lapansi; koma kuti sizikukhudza iwo amene akonzedwera mkhalidwe wa ukwati: kuti sitinanyengedwebe pa mfundo iyi, ndi kuti, kuti tipambane m’menemo, timaphunzira chimene Yehova amandikakamiza kunena kuti chiri chachilendo kotheratu kwa ine, ndi zomwe ndikufuna kuti ndikhale chete kwambiri  .

Ndaona anthu ambiri okwatirana akugwera ku gehena, ndipo JC anandidziwitsa chifukwa chachikulu chakutayikira kwawo kosatha. Ndikuona pamwamba pa zonse kuti chinali chifukwa cha tchimo lachidetso, ndinafuula: O Mulungu wanga! ndingathe bwanji kukhudza zonyansa zotere ndikuyambitsa matope? Kodi ndingalankhule bwanji zoyipa zosemphana ndi chikhumbo changa komanso ungwiro wa dziko langa?...

"Usachite mantha," adatero kwa ine, "Ndili ndi udindo pa zovuta zilizonse zomwe zingabwere chifukwa cha izi kwa inu ndi onse omwe ali ndi chidwi chenicheni pa kuwerenga, kulemba, kufufuza ndi chikhulupiriro chabwino zomwe ndikufuna kuchita. ndikuuzeni za ulemerero wanga ndi chipulumutso cha miyoyo. Izi ndi zinthu zonyansa, ndi zoona; koma ndidzawaphimba ndi mafanizo amene adzakutetezani ku chodetsa chonse. Chilichonse chomwe chimachokera kwa ine ndi choyera, ndipo kumbukirani kuti kuwala kwa dzuwa kumawunikira dziwe lonyansa, popanda kutenga matenda aliwonse. »

+ Komanso, Atate wanga, ndaona zinthu zonse popanda kuona chilichonse, ndipo ndazindikira chilichonse popanda kutenga nawo mbali. Inde, ndinaona kuchulukitsidwa kwa maukwati, kulakwa kosiyanasiyana kwa sakramenti lopatulika koposa, limene chiyero chake chimadetsedwa kaŵirikaŵiri; sakalamenti limene munthu amapanga kutumikira kwa chilakolako chokha, ngakhale nkhanza, ndi amene  amafika mpaka kuipitsa nthawi zina ndi zonyansa zosemphana ndi malekezero amene ayenera kufunsira kumeneko, zoopsa zimene zimadetsa chilengedwe ndi kukupangitsani manyazi. Ndinaziwona, ndipo ndinangomva mayendedwe a mkwiyo ndi mantha. Ndinafuula ndi kunjenjemera: Mulungu Woyera,  mukuvutika bwanji?...

Kodi mumalola bwanji kuchulukitsitsa koteroko m’zolengedwa zopangidwa m’chifaniziro chanu, ndipo ndi ziwalo ziti zambiri za thupi lanu laumulungu? Chani

kusintha! zosokonezeka bwanji!^Koma, Atate, nali tsatanetsatane wa masomphenya anga. Mudzaweruza bwino ndi nkhani yosavuta.

(1) Pakati pa openda malembo apamanjawo, panapezeka mmodzi kapena awiri, ochuluka, amene anawoneka kwa ine kuti akukhumba kuti Mlongoyo sanakhudze nkhani yovutayi yomwe, iwo anati, siinali yoyenera kuti sisitere alankhule. Koma, kunena zoona, ngakhale ndinafuna kunyalanyaza maganizo awo, ine, kapena ena ambiri, ndatha kugwirizana nawo pa mfundo imeneyi, kapena kuyamikira maganizo amene anazikirapo; chifukwa, pambali pa mfundo yakuti apa akanakhala Mulungu osati Mlongo amene ayenera kuimbidwa mlandu, zikanatsatira kuti kukanakhala koyenera kuletsa, ndi mabuku angapo a Malemba Opatulika, mafotokozedwe abwino kwambiri omwe tili nawo pa lamulo lachisanu ndi chimodzi. , amene anapangidwa ndi oyera okha odzipatulira, monga Mlongo, ku ukoma wa chiyero. Musalakwitse, ndizo zokha kwa miyoyo yotere kuti ndi kulemba ndi kulankhula za izo. Ndikudziwa kuti pali owerenga mwatsoka omwe amawononga ngakhale mankhwala omwe amaperekedwa kwa iwo; koma tinene kuti chiyani? kuti sitiyeneranso kulankhula za chidetso kuti tisonkhezere mantha pa izo: izi ndizo ndendende zomwe dziko lovunda likufuna; koma chipembedzo chimaganiza mosiyana. Inde, kumva anthu akudziko, palibe choopsa kuposa maulaliki ndi mabuku a zaumulungu pankhaniyi. Izi zitha kungodetsa malingaliro a achinyamata, ndipo amakhalidwe oipawa samapeza kalikonse koma osalakwa powerenga mabuku owopsa kwambiri kuti akhale osalakwa, m'mawonetsero, magule, zithunzi zomwe khalidwe loipa loipa likuimiridwa m'njira yonyenga kwambiri; ndiko kunena; kuti ndikofunikira kuyankhula ndi kulemba za izo kuti zikhale zokondedwa, koma osapangitsa kuti zikhale zodedwa ndi zonyansa. Motero, kuipa koopsa kumeneku kwapangidwa, chifukwa cha manyazi amene ayenera kumuchitira, ngati linga limene iye amabisalamo ndi kunena kuti alibe chilango: Mulungu sapusitsidwa ndi kubwerezabwereza kumeneku, kumene chikumbumtima chimakaniza ndi kulingalira pamodzi ndi chipembedzo.

Ukwati ukuimiridwa pansi pa chithunzi cha mtsinje waukulu.

Poyamba, ndinaona mtsinje waukulu ukuyenda pamaso panga. ndi mozama kwambiri, njira yomwe inali yofulumira kwambiri kotero kuti inafunikira mphamvu ndi luso lodabwitsa, komanso chithandizo cha kalozera wabwino, kuti awoloke popanda kumizidwa. Chomwe chinandikhudza kwambiri chinali kuwona unyinji wosawerengeka wa anthu azikazi ndi aakazi komanso amitundu yonse akuthamangira komweko ndi khungu lomwe linali m'malire ndi ukali, kotero kuti mtsinjewo udagubuduza pafupifupi amuna ndi akazi m'njira yake  .

Ndinachita mantha ndi zowonongeka zambiri za ngalawa, kudabwa komanso pambali pa ine ndekha ndi zonse zomwe ndinaziwona, ndinamvera chisoni anthu ozunzidwa, omwe nkhope zawo zinaphimbidwa. Kodi mtsinje woopsawu ndi chiyani, ndinafunsa, ndipo ungatanthauze chiyani?... Ndi mkhalidwe wa ukwati, ndinayankhidwa; zonse zimathamangira kumeneko, monga mukuonera, chifukwa zonse zimatsatira maganizo a chilengedwe. Kodi n’zodabwitsa kuti anthu ambiri amafera kumeneko! Kufunafuna chikhutiro choipitsitsa chimene Uthenga Wabwino umatsutsa, timadzilola tokha kupita ku chizoloŵezi chachibadwa, ndipo timatengeka ndi kufulumira kwa njira yake: uwu ndendende mtsinje,

phompho lomwe limakhudza pafupifupi anthu onse, chifukwa palibe  amene ali ndi luso lopeŵa mbuna zomwe adadzazidwa nazo  .

Makhalidwe oipa ndi makhalidwe oipa a anthu okwatirana. - Ochepa a iwo amene amakhala oyera muukwati.

Ndizowona kuti mkhalidwe waukwati ndi wofunikira pakufalikira kwa mitundu ya anthu; koma mwatsoka! gwero ili la kubalana kwa  mtundu wa anthu lili pafupifupi  poyizoni padziko lonse

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chifukwa cha makhalidwe oipa a anthu amene amalembetsa kumeneko. Sacramenti mosakayika ikanapangitsa kuti izi zitheke, koma zikanakhala zofunikira kuzigwiritsa ntchito bwino, kukonzekera zambiri, ndipo koposa zonse kuti musayambe kuipitsa polandira: chifukwa, mwanjira iyi, kutali ndi kukhala. kuyeretsedwa ndi izo mu mfundo, gwero ili la kuberekana kwa anthu limapezeka kokha loipitsidwa kwambiri, chifukwa kupembedza kumawonjezeredwa ku chiwonongeko; kotero kuti tinganene m’tsiku lathu, monga m’masiku a Nowa, kuti kusaweruzika kwafika pachimake, ndi kuti anthu onse aipsa njira zake.

gwero loyamba la kuipa kwa anthu; pakuti mitengo yamtunduwu ingabereke zipatso zanji, makamaka ikapatsidwa chikhalidwe, ndikutanthauza maphunziro ogwirizana ndi chiyambi chawo? “Nzowona, Mulungu anandiuza, kuti adakalipo ndipo nthawizonse padzakhala mabanja okonzedweratu, kumene dalitso lakumwamba limafalikira kuchokera ku mibadwomibadwo: awa ndi amene nzeru zimawoneka ngati choloŵa ndi kuchoka kwa atate kupita kwa ana, kumene kuopa Mulungu amagawa mwana, monga amagawa atate. Chipatso ndi mtengo zimadalitsidwa mofanana ndi iye amene anabzala zonse, ndi amene amakulitsa zonse. Izi kawirikawiri ndi chiyambi cha osankhidwa a Ambuye. Ndi mikhalidwe yawo amayandikira momwe adalili Hawa ndi Adamu asanagwe;

Kuchulukitsitsa kochitidwa musanakwatirane ndi pambuyo pake.

Koma, Atate, kwa banja la khalidwe ili, aha! ndi ena angati omwe alibe ngakhale lingaliro laling'ono la kupatulika kwa dziko lino, pomwe munthu amangodzipatsa yekha chikhutiro cha nyama, chisangalalo chakuthupi ndi chankhanza; pamene wina amatsutsana ndi ulemu wa sakalamenti ndi kutsutsa chikhumbo cha chilengedwe chimene chimakonda kufalitsa!... Kwa zilombo zotere munthu angafunike zimphepo za bingu osati mawu; ndiko kunyozetsa, ndiko kunyozetsa, ndiko kunyozetsa khalidwe la munthu. Nanga, chidzakhala chiyani pa khalidwe ndi khalidwe la Mkhristu?...

Sindikunena, Atate, za ufulu wanthawi yayitali, zodziwika bwino, za zilolezo zaupandu zomwe nthawi zambiri zimalepheretsa sakramenti ndikupangitsa kuti kulandiridwa kwake kuipitsidwe. Chotchinga chimene kutupitsidwaku kumapereka ku chisomo choyenera chaukwati, ndicho chifukwa chofala kwambiri cha matsoka ndi mayesero omwe amakumana nawo mumkhalidwe wopatulika uwu. Sindikunena za anthu amene akuganiza zolowa  m’dzikolo, koma ndikunena za anthu amene ali mmenemo komanso amene amagwiritsa ntchito sakramenti limene alandira. Ndi angati omwe, mwa kulira ndi kugwiritsa ntchito mwachipongwe uku, amapeza m'malo oyera okha nkhani, nkhani zaumbanda, nthawi zachiwonongeko  !....

Malemba amatiuza kuti amuna oyamba a mkazi wachichepere wa Tobit anamizidwa ndi chiŵanda pausiku woyamba wa ukwati wawo, monga chilango cha kupsa mtima kwawo ndi nkhanza. Chabwino! Atate, Mulungu andidziwitse kuti mkhalidwe womwewo wa okwatirana kumene pakati pa Akristu sunali wakupha ku miyoyo yawo mofanana ndi thupi la osakhulupirira ameneŵa, ndi kuti dzenje limene linapangidwa ndi Advance kwa iwo linali nkhope ya phompho. m'menemo kuchulukana komweku, chiwerewere chomwecho, mikwingwirima yomweyi imagwetsanso okwatirana kumene tsiku ndi tsiku. Ndi khungu lomvetsa chisoni bwanji!

Udindo wolangiza okwatirana kumene za ntchito zawo.

Ndi angati okwatirana kumene amakhulupirira kuti amaloledwa chirichonse, amavutika ndi kufa mu zizolowezi zonyansa, popanda kuchita chirichonse kuti atulukemo, popanda ngakhale kulingalira kudzikonza okha!. Ndi anthu angati omwe amaganiza kuti akugwiritsa ntchito ufulu wawo, pomwe  iwo

kunyoza sakramenti yomwe adalandira kuti alilemekeze osati kuipitsidwa  ! Tsoka! ayi! tsoka kwa iwo! Tsoka kwa otsogolera mbuli kapena  amantha ,

amene, mwa nkhanza zowukira kapena kusamvetsetsa bwino kwabwino, amakana kuwalangiza za ntchito yofunikayi, kapena amene amawamasula popanda kuwawongolera! iwo ndiwo adayambitsa zoipa zomwe amalola kuti zichitike. Tsoka kwa amene salangiza moyenerera okwatirana nawo amtsogolo asanawagwirizanitse ndi chomangira chopatulika chimenechi! Amawatumiza kunkhondo opanda zida, ndikuwaponya  mumtsinje

popanda kusamala. Ndi chifukwa chotani nanga chochitira mantha kaamba ka atumiki ofala ameneŵa!

Machimo amene munthu amachita m’banja ndi owopsa; timachira nthawi zina, chifukwa palibe chomwe chingalimbikitse munthu amene ali ndi mlandu; koma amene akupanga m’banja amakhala okhazikika ndi osasinthika, chifukwa munthu saganiza n’komwe kulapa kapena kuwasintha. Pansi pa chinyengo chapadera cha sakaramenti yomwe walandira, munthu amadzichititsa khungu mpaka kusakhala ndi choletsa kapena kudandaula pa zomwe ziyenera kubweretsa.

Ah! Atate, ndimanjenjemerabe ndi chiŵerengero cha anthu amene atsala pang’ono kumira mumtsinjemo, mmene inenso ndikanaferatu, makamaka chifukwa cha zizoloŵezi zoipa za ubwana wanga, ngati Mulungu, mwa chifundo chopanda pake, akanapanda kunditeteza. mwa ntchito ina. Ndi chisomo chotani nanga cha umbeta! Ah! tsopano kuposa kale kuti ndikumva mtengo wathunthu ndi

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ndikuthokoza bwanji chisomo ichi chikundikakamiza ...

GAWO XI.

Pa chisomo cha kufera chikhulupiriro; pa zotsatira zomwe zinapangidwa mwa Mlongoyo ndi kuunika kwa chikhulupiriro komwe kunamuunikira; ndi pa kudzichepetsa kwenikweni, maziko a makhalidwe onse abwino.

Kulemba kutumiza komalizira kwa Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu, kunayambira pachisumbu cha Jersey, January 18, 1792. Musawope awo amene angangopha thupi.

Atate wanga, masiku angapo apitawo, m’pemphero langa, ndinapempha kwa Mulungu, kwa ine ndi kwa anthu onse a m’mudzi, pamodzi ndi onse okhulupirika ozunzidwa, mphamvu yakuzunzika, kulimbika mtima ndi chipiriro m’zoipa zawo. ndipo nazi zimene Mbuye wathu adandiuza pa nthawi iyi: "Bwanji kuopa kwambiri amene alibe mphamvu pa miyoyo yanga?" kukupatsani imfa yosakhalitsa, ndizo zonse zomwe mkwiyo wawo ungachite; pakuti sichingapitirire, ndipo mivi yawo siifikira imfa; kuyesayesa kwawo koteroko kumangopambana pakuchotsa m'thupi lake mzimu womwe uli wanga, ndikuuyika paufulu kubwerera kwa mlembi wake.

+ Pamenepo ndidzachigwira ndi mtima wofunitsitsa kuposa munthu wankhanza amene akuba chuma chake pofufuza amene akufuna kumubera. Nanga n’cifukwa ciani n’cifukwa ciani mumadela nkhawa? Kusiya, ngati kuli kofunikira, ku mkwiyo wawo thupi lamatope ili, lomwe, kuwonjezera apo, lidzabwerera kumeneko posachedwa; aukhadzule, agwiritse chitsulo ndi moto kuusungunula; sudzatha kuuononga konse pamaso panga; Ndidzatsatira zigawo zonse, ndipo ngakhale zili choncho, nditha kulumikizanso chilichonse ndi kuukitsa chilichonse pa tsiku lomaliza.

"Ndi zimenezo, mwana wanga, chiyembekezero cha adani anga chidzakhala chokhumudwa kwambiri ndipo kudabwa kwawo kwakukulu, pamene adzachitira umboni, pamene, chifukwa cha mantha a mazunzo, omwe ndi achibadwa kwa munthu, adzawona kubwezera kumene ine ndikubwezera. adzakoka ku zonse zimene anavutitsa anthu anga, ndi chigonjetso chimene ndidzawapatsa.

Chisomo champhamvu chomwe JC amapereka kwa ophedwa. Chipatso cha chilakolako chake.

Musaiwale, iye anawonjezera kwa ine, kuti pamene ndiitana munthu ku chisomo cha kufera chikhulupiriro, ndimazinga moyo wake, mtima wake ndi kulimba mtima kwake, ndi chapachifuwa cha golidi woyengeka ndi diamondi. , zomwe zimamupangitsa kukhala wosafikirika kwa onse. mivi yamoto ya ku gehena ndi ku zoipa zonse za ziwanda. Ndichikhulupiriro choyera ndi chikondi chimene chimapanga chotetezera pachifuwa chosalowa; ndipo ngati sindimasula ondivomereza ku mantha amtundu uliwonse, kapenanso kumva kuwawa, tsimikizani kuti ndatoleredwa komanso ngati kuti ndikuyenera kuwathandiza, chifukwa ndi chifukwa changa kuti akumenyana. Ndithu, Ine sindidzawasiya ku mayesero amene akanapanda mphamvu zawo: chisomo chidzawonjezera kufooka kwa chilengedwe; ndipo, pakafunika, chomaliza changa chidzawonetsa zambiri

"Mphamvu yodabwitsa iyi ya atumiki anga ndi antchito anga, ndidawayenera iwo posiya ntchito ndikuyandikira imfa, kuleza mtima kwanga ndi kulimba mtima kwanga m'masautso a chilakolako changa, moyo wanga unali pamenepo.

anasefukira ndi zowawa zomwe, ngati mtsinje, zinasefukira pa ine ndi kumiza umunthu wanga woyera. Ndinakhala wowawa kwambiri m'munda wa Azitona, wodetsedwa pamaso pa oweruza anga, ndipo ndinasiyidwa pamtanda, kuti ndiyenerere chisomo chonse kupirira nkhanza zotere, ngati kuli koyenera kuti mupirire chifukwa choteteza chipembedzo changa ndi chipembedzo changa. umulungu.

Chifukwa chake simungachite bwino kuposa kugwirizanitsa masautso anu pasadakhale ndi zowawa zanga: iyi idzakhala njira yabwino kwambiri yolemekezera ndi kundisangalatsa ine, pokonzekera zochitika zilizonse zomwe Mulungu angalole.

Mkhalidwe uwu wa kufera chikhulupiriro ndiwosangalatsa kwa ine, m'lingaliro lina, monga kufera chikhulupiriro komweko: chifukwa chake, mupezako phindu lalikulu ndi gwero losatha la chitonthozo. Moyo ndi waufupi ndipo umuyaya sutha; mazunzo a dziko lapansi sali kanthu powayerekeza ndi chimwemwe chimene chimawatsatira, ngati munthu akudziwa kunyamula mitanda yomwe iyenera kupangitsa munthu kukhala woyenera. Aabo bakafwambaana kubusyu bwangu bwakujulu, sena bayoozumanana kusyomeka kulinguwe anyika? Ili, Atate, ndi chenjezo lachifundo  lomwe

JC adandipatsa muzochitika izi, ndikuwonjezera malingaliro ena omwe titha kukambirana posachedwa.

Mphamvu yopangidwa mwa Mlongoyo ndi kuwala komwe kumamuunikira mwa Mulungu.

Kuwala kumeneku kumene kumandiunikira mwa Mulungu, kumene ndalankhula ndi inu nthawi zambiri, kunandipangitsa ine kukhala ndi chizoloŵezi chochokera ku ubwana chomwe, ndikukhulupirira, sichikanakhala chotheka kuti ndisinthire ndekha: ndiko kudzifanizira ndekha. ngakhale zonse zimene ndiona, zonse zimene ndimva, zonse zimene ndimaŵerenga kapena zimene ndipenda, ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu, zimene zimandisonyeza mosalekeza monga lamulo losalephera la ziweruzo zanga, ndiponso khalidwe langa. Ndimadzipeza ndekha wokonda kuvomereza kapena kutsutsa zonse zomwe zimabwera m'maganizo mwanga, monga momwe kuwalaku kumandizindikiritsira kugwirizana kapena kutsutsa ndi chifuniro chaumulungu. Sindidziwa, Atate, ngati ndimveka; koma ndikuganiza kuti, kuti mukhale ndi lingaliro labwino la zomwe ndikutanthauza, munthu ayenera kuti adakumana nazo: zili ngati galasi lokhalapo nthawi zonse m'maso mwanga,

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weruzani mwanjira ina iliyonse.

Pamene ndinali mwana, ndipo atate anga ndi amayi anga ananditengera ku misa, ndinapeza chisangalalo chimodzi pomva wolamulira kapena wabusa wake akufotokoza Uthenga Wabwino kwa ife, kupanga chilimbikitso ku ukoma, ndi kuopseza kuchokera ku ziweruzo za Mulungu. kulowerera mu zoipa ndi uchimo. Ndinakonda makamaka kuti amalankhula za ubwino wa JC ndi oyera mtima; Ndinaona kuyambira pamenepo, mwa kuunikaku, kuti zonsezi zinali zogwirizana ndi chifuniro chaumulungu ndi choonadi cha Uthenga Wabwino. Koma chodabwitsa kwambiri ndi chakuti, ngati panali athawa njonda awa, mosadziwa kapena mwanjira ina, malingaliro ena otsutsana ndi chikhulupiriro chowona, kapena china chotsutsana ndi chikhulupiriro chowona cha okhulupirika, ponena za makhalidwe abwino achikhristu, ndinawona mwamsanga kuti izi zinali. ayi mu dongosolo kapena njira ya chifuniro cha Mulungu. Kuwalako kunandipangitsa kuwona kupunduka kwake, mpaka kuti ndikanakakamizika kuchoka, ngati wansembe akanachirikiza zolakwa zina zotsutsidwa ndi Mpingo; Sindinathe ngakhale kupirira kuonedwa kwa ampatuko omwe adanenedwa, pomwe ndimamverera, kwa wansembe wolankhula m'dzina komanso m'lingaliro la JC ndi Tchalitchi chake, ulemu ndi ulemu zomwe zidandipangitsa kuti ndimuwone JC mwini wake.

Ndi kuwala uku, iye amapereka chiweruzo pa maulaliki, mabuku, etc.

Maganizo omwe ndakhala nawo m'moyo wanga wonse. Kaya ndimva ulaliki, nkhani, katekisimu, kapena kuwerenga, ndimayesetsa kutsatira liwu ndi liwu tanthauzo la zimene zikunenedwazo. Kuwala kwa Mulungu kumandipangitsa ine kuwona mokondwera zowona zonse za umboni; koma zonse zimene zingakhale zokayikitsa kapena zokayikitsa zimandichititsa kumva zowawa zina zogwirizana ndi chitsutso chimene ndimawona mmenemo ndi kuunika kwakumwamba: Ndili wokakamizika kukana mwamsanga zonse zimene zimamenyana ndi choonadi chamuyaya.

Ndi thandizo la kuunikaku kuti nthawi zambiri ndatsutsa, monga ngakhale ndekha, mabuku ena omwe adagwera m'manja mwanga, kapena omwe ndinapatsidwa kuti ndiwerenge kuti ndiwaweruze, popanda kufotokoza bwino zigamulo zanga; kapena kubwezera chifukwa cha kutsutsika kwanga. Ndinamva kutenthedwa ndi mkwiyo umene unandikakamiza kutseka bukhulo, ndipo nthawi zina kulitaya kutali, chifukwa powerenga zinthu zomwe zimaoneka ngati zopanda chidwi, nthawi zina zabwino komanso zonenedwa bwino kwambiri, ndinazindikira nkhanza zonse za Satana. ndi ululu wonse womwe uli m'maganizo a wolemba ndi cholinga chake

cholinga kugwedeza chikhulupiriro kapena makhalidwe. Kotero ine ndinayang'ana bukhulo ngati infernal kupanga kuti kunali kosatheka kwa ine kuvutika.

Mwa zina, ndimakumbukira kuti zaka zingapo zapitazo amayi athu anandipatsa bukhu limene anadabwa nalo kuchokera kwa mwini nyumba m’nyumbamo, kotero kuti ndikhoza kuwauza ngati ndinapeza kuti linali labwino kapena loipa, losakhala ndi nthaŵi yodziphunzitsa okha. Ndinasanthula china chake cha izo, ndipo sindinachedwe kuzindikira pamenepo, pansi pa kunja kokongola ndi kalembedwe kovomerezeka, chiphunzitso chopotoka ndi chotsutsana ndi Chikhristu; Ndinadziwanso kuti posachedwapa chiphunzitso choyipachi, mwatsoka chovomerezeka kwambiri, chidzachititsa kuti chiwonongeko choopsa kwambiri chiyambike, chomwe chikanakhala chilango cholungama cha anthu ochita zachipongwe. Ndili ndi mantha, ndinabwezera bukuli kwa amayi athu, amene analibweza kwa munthuyo ndi kulamula kuti akasonyeze kwa woulula wakeyo. Wovomereza anaziika pamoto.

Zachitikanso kwa ine nthawi zina kutsutsa mu kuwerenga kwanga kwa makhalidwe ena a mbiri yakale opangidwa ndi opembedza, ndikuganiza, m'malo osamvetsetseka, ndi changu chomwe sindinkachikhulupirira molingana ndi sayansi kapena nzeru zachikhristu; monganso mikhalidwe ina ya kumvera kwachipembedzo, osati kuti kumvera kwachipembedzo sikuli kwabwino kwenikweni mwa iko kokha, kofunikira ngakhale m’mudzi uliwonse; koma kunali kumvera kwakhungu kotero, mwachiwonekere kunapita motsutsana ndi zomwe wina ali nazo kwa Mpingo, motsutsana ndi malamulo a Mulungu, ndipo nthawi zina ngakhale motsutsana ndi mfundo zoyamba  za lamulo lachirengedwe; choncho ndinachita  mantha.

Mwachidziwitso ichi, amayankha mwamphamvu kwa akuluakulu a tauni, amadziwa ndikulosera zochitika zingapo.

Kunali mwa kutsatira chitsogozo cha kuunikaku pamene ndinayankha mwamphamvu kwa maofesala a tauniyo amene anabwera kudzatipempha kupezerapo mwayi pa malamulo a msonkhanowo, kusiya m’dera lathu ndi kubwerera ku dziko. Ndidawauza momwe ndimaganizira pa izi ndi mphamvu komanso ufulu wambiri, kotero kuti yemwe ndimamuyang'ana adasintha mtundu, ndipo adatenga mbali yanga motsutsana ndi mnzakeyo, ndikumuuza kuti ayenera kundilola kuti nditsatire malingaliro anga.

zofuna, ndi kuti ndinali wolondola kumamatira kwa iwo. Pamenepo Mulungu adandizindikiritsa kuti Iye adzatsegula maso ake, Ndi kusiya anthu oipa; chinachitika ndi chiyani.

Ndi kuunikaku ndinadzioneratu, ndi kulalikira zambiri, zimene ndinalankhula ndi inu poyamba; zinali kupyolera mwa izi, Atate, kuti ndinadziwa kuti mudzalowa m'malo mwa M. Laisné, popanda kukuwonani konse, ndipo popanda kukhala aliyense.

ngakhale panalibe maonekedwe kuti chinthucho chinkayenera kuchitika chotero; ndichifukwa chake nthawi zina ndimapereka machenjezo kwa akuluakulu anga, ndipo ine

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Nthawi zina ndimadzipatsa nokha, nthawi zina, zomwe mungakumbukire (1).

(1) Ziyenera kuzindikirika kuti Mlongoyo adandichenjezatu kuti ndiyenera kuthawa, ndipo ndiyenera kutetezedwa kuti ndisatsutsidwe, kenako adawona mwa Mulungu kuti sindidzagwidwa kapena kumangidwa. . . Tawonanso kuti ndinachenjezedwa ndi iye za nthawi yomwe kunali koyenera kuchoka mu ufumu, ndipo zonsezi zisanachitike malamulo omwe pamapeto pake adakakamiza ansembe onse osagwirizana kuti atenge mbali imodzi, ndipo ngakhale kale kuphedwa kusanachitike. wa Paris. Koma, kuwonjezera pa machenjezo ameneŵa a kusamala za chitetezo changa, ndi angati amene sanandipatse kaamba ka boma lauzimu la masisitere? Nayi chinthu chimodzi chomwe chimachitika, mwa zingapo, kukumbukira kwanga:

Masisitere aŵiri anali atandipempha, m’chipinda chodyeramo, kaamba ka chilolezo cha kukhoza kulongosola zolakwa zawo za tsiku ndi tsiku ndi zipambano zawo, monganso za machitidwe awo enieni a kudzipereka. Ndinakanthidwa poyang'ana koyamba ndi chikhumbo chawo cha ungwiro wokulirapo, sindinalole kapena kuletsa, ndipo ndidakhutitsidwa ndikuyimitsa izi ku chiweruzo cha Wamkulu, yemwe, kuchokera kumbali yake, anali wokhutira kulekerera mwakachetechete. Mlongo wa Kubadwa kwa Yesu anabwera kudzandipeza tsiku lina pa chochitika ichi, ndipo analankhula kwa ine mochulukira motere:

Inu mukhoza kudziwa, Atate, kuti Alongo athu N. ndi N. apanga pakati pawo gulu linalake la machitidwe akunja ndi zikhulupiliro zofanana. Atsikana aŵiri osaukawo ali ndi zolinga zabwino zokha, ndipo ali osamala kuti asaoneretu zopinga zonse zimene zingabwere chifukwa cha izo mwa chiŵanda, amene sangalephere kupezerapo mwayi kaamba ka ubwino wake; pakuti ndiwona kuti afuna kuwatchera misampha pa nthawi iyi; wanyenga ambiri pansi pa chinyengo cha ungwiro wokulirapo. Abambo anga, khalani otsimikiza kuti, makamaka m'deralo, chilichonse chomwe chimapatuka pa lamulo loti tizipemphera mwapadera, chikayikiridwa ndipo chimachitika mwachinyengo. mzimu woyesa amene afika podziwonetsa ngati mngelo wa zounikira kuti anyenge bwino koposa, salephera, monga angathere, kuponya chikangano mu njere yabwino. Zochepa zomwe angachite pano, ndipo ndikuwona kuti sangalephere kutero, kudzakhala kulenga pakati pa  izi

masisitere awiri abwino ubwenzi winawake, zotsutsana kwambiri ndi chikondi wamba chimene iwo ali ndi ngongole kwa alongo onse, popanda kuchotserapo, popanda kugawana, popanda kusiyana, popanda mtundu uliwonse wa kupatula; mzimu wodzikuza ndi wodziona ngati wodzikuza, umene mwina posachedwapa udzakhala wonyada. Ngati zimenezo sizinachitike, mwina sizingatheke. Ndikuvomereza kwa inu kuti sindimakonda kudzipereka komwe kumadziwonetsa modabwitsa, pokhapokha ngati kuli kololedwa kuchokera kumwamba. Tiyeni tipite kwa Mulungu osawerengera mapazi athu ndi ntchito zathu zabwino; chifukwa chimene kudzikuza kumawerengera zambiri nthawi zonse kumawerengedwa pang'ono, ndipo nthawi zina mocheperapo, pamaso pa Mulungu. Sichinthu chodzilungamitsa chakunja chomwe chimapanga zabwino

achipembedzo, koma kuphweka ndi kuongoka kwa mtima ndi zolinga zolumikizana ndi mzimu wamkati, kumvera modzichepetsa, ndi chikondi chenicheni chomwe sichidziwa kusiyana pakati pa anthu omwe ayenera kuwakonda.

Popanda izi, Atate anga, tikhoza kulankhula za ungwiro wapamwamba, kulingalira, za machitidwe akunja ndi moyo wachinsinsi kapena wodziwikiratu, koma tikadakhalabe achinyengo, ndipo nthawi zambiri manda oyera. Mulungu asalole, Atate, kuti ndigwiritse ntchito chilichonse cha izi kwa alongo anga, omwe mosakayikira ndi ofunika kwambiri. bwino kuposa ine pamaso pa Mulungu; koma nthawi zina zikhoza kuchitika kuti changu chawo sichiwunikiridwa bwino, kapena sichikondweretsa Mulungu, ndipo ndithudi sichiri pa mphindi ino. Mulungu ndiye akundichenjezani za ichi, kuti muchikonze, ndi kusamalitsa kuvomerezana nacho, kapena china chilichonse chonga ichi: chimene wotsogolera sangathe kuchita. Khulupirirani ine: muzosiyana zing'onozing'ono izi, chilengedwe chimadzifufuza chokha, ndipo mdierekezi amalowerera kwambiri kuposa momwe mungaganizire. Ndikupemphani, Atate, kuti mundikhululukire chifukwa cha ufulu ndi chidaliro chomwe ndidachita nacho  ntchito yanga.

Tidzawona m'moyo wake wamkati machenjezo omwe adapereka, m'malo mwa Mulungu, kwa akuluakulu, ngakhale kwa Bishopu wa Rennes, ndi kusintha komwe adabweretsa. Ndinamutumiza kuti akachite ntchito yomweyi kwa abwana ake, omwe adawalamula.

Atate wanga, pofunsira chifuniro cha Mulungu pa zinthu zimene zimawoneka ngati zosafunika kwenikweni, kaya mwa izo zokha kapena za dongosolo ndi nthawi ya kuzichita, kaŵirikaŵiri ndakhala ndikukopeka kwambiri ndi chimodzi osati china, popanda kuŵerengera. chifukwa cha chinsinsi ichi, ndipo pafupifupi nthawi zonse zotsatira zake zidandipangitsa ine kuzindikira ziwembu zomwe Mulungu anali nazo pondikhomereza pa ine. Ndikukumbukira mwa zina kuti, nditayang'ana chifuniro cha Mulungu ndikuchitsatira, ndinapeza moto ukuyaka m'nyumba ina ya anthu ammudzimo, ndipo mwina ukananyeketsa, ndikadapanda kuyimitsa monga momwe adachitira. kulowa mu bedi ndi chotchinga cha masitepe.

Nthaŵi ina sisitere, wokalamba ndi wopunduka, anagwa ndi nkhope yake, ndipo anali kupita kutsamwitsidwa, ngati sindinali kudziŵa m’chifuniro chaumulungu, chimene ndinafunsira pamenepo, kuti kunali koyenera kusiya zimene ndinali kuchita kuti ndithamange bwino. mwachangu ku

kuchipatala kuti awone ngati wina angafunikire thandizo langa. Ndinathamangira kumeneko mofulumira kwambiri, ndipo ndinafika nthaŵi yake kuti asafe motere. Ndi mikhalidwe ingati yofananira yomwe ndingatchule kwa inu, ndipo ndikuthokoza zingati ku chifuniro chopatulika ndi chokoma, chimene, kuyambira ubwana wanga, chinanditsogolera ine ngati ndi dzanja kupyola mu misampha chikwi, chimene, popanda thandizo lake, zakhala zosapeŵeka kwa ine! Kodi wandipulumutsa ku zokumana nazo zingati? Atandichotsa makolo anga, choyera ichi chinanditenga ine pansi pa utsogoleri wake, titero kunena kwake, ndipo chinatenga malo a chirichonse kwa ine. Ndi njira ziti zobisika ndi njira zosadziwika zomwe sananditsogolere m'chifuwa cha chipembedzo, ndikupambana zopinga zonse zomwe zimabwera? kutsutsana ndi mayitanidwe omwe adandiyikira, kunena mopanda kudziwa, komanso kuti munthu wapamudzi wosauka ngati ine sayenera kulakalaka mwachibadwa! Wosauka, wosazindikira, wodzala ndi zolakwa, ndipo wopanda pafupifupi ukoma uliwonse wa mkhalidwe woyera wotero, ndinadzipeza ndekha ndalowa m’chipembedzo chopatulika, ndipo popanda kuzindikira kuti mu ichi ndinali kuchita dongosolo la chifuniro cha Mulungu, chimene  chinali nacho

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onse anatsogozedwa, onse amangika, zonse zatheka.

Chifukwa chake ndinavomerezedwa ku malumbiro anayi achipembedzo, ndipo zikuwoneka pamwamba pa zonse kuti chifuniro chaumulungu chomwe chinandiyitanira ku icho, chinkafuna kundipangitsa ine kukhala womvera. Ndiko kumene iye nthawizonse amanditengera ine; + 13 Iye wandikokera pa ine kuyenera kwa kumvera pamaso pa Mulungu, kotero kuti mwa chisomo chake kuli bwino kuti ndiphedwe kusiyana ndi kusamvera akuluakulu anga ovomerezeka, amene amalankhula nane m’dzina la Mulungu ndi monga mwa lamulo langa. Inde, Atate, chitsulo, moto, ma easels, palibe chomwe chingandiwopsyeze: nthawi zina zimawonekera kwa ine kuti sindingakhale wokonda kwambiri chifuniro changa pa mfundo iyi, ndipo zikanakhala ngati zosatheka kuti ndisamvere  . .

Izi sizikundilepheretsa, Atate, kuti ndisamamve kudandaula ndi kung'ung'udza pang'ono pa ine pa phunziro ili; koma sindisamaliranso madandaulo ake koposa misozi ya mwana wopanduka amene amakwiya panthaŵi yolakwika. Chifukwa chake nditsitsimutsa kulimba mtima kwanga, ndipo ndikuthamangira ku kumvera, kupondaponda chilengedwe pansi; Ichi ndi chipani chotsatira.

Pano monga kwina kulikonse, Atate wanga, machitidwe a mdierekezi kapena chilengedwe amazindikiridwa kuchokera ku machitidwe a Mulungu, ndi zotsatira zosiyana za mtendere kapena mavuto, kunyada kapena kudzichepetsa, chiwerewere kapena kudzidetsa, zomwe zimapanga mu moyo. Mdierekezi ndi chilengedwe nthawi zonse amachita ndi chilakolako, vivacity, mpweya, impetuosity; zomwe zimabweretsa mavuto, chipwirikiti, kusokonezeka kwa malingaliro ndi malingaliro. Chisomo, m’malo mwake, nthaŵi zonse chimachita zinthu mwachikatikati, mwadongosolo ndi mosinkhasinkha, ndipo, ngati wina anganene choncho, ndi kuchedwa kwanzeru kumene kumasiya m’moyo ndi m’maganizo mtendere, bata la zilakolako, bata lokoma kwambiri. Kotero, Atate, kulakwitsa nthawizonse kumakhala mbali imodzi, ndi  choonadi kumbali  inayo.

Ubwino wa kuunikaku kwaumulungu. Sizitenga zambiri kuti zifooke, kapena kuzimitsa.

Kuwala kofewa ndi kwachete uku kumalimbikitsa mtendere waukulu mukuya kwa tsamba; thunthu lake lili mu mgwirizano wa chikondi kwa Mulungu ndi mnansi; umanyamula moyo kwa Mulungu, kuumasula ku chirichonse chimene sichiri Mulungu ndipo ukhoza kuika chotchinga ku chiyero cha chikondi chake. Kukopa kwa kuwalaku ndiko kukumbukira mkati mwa kukhalapo kwa Mulungu; Kuchepetsa mphamvu ndi zilakolako, koposa zonse kudzichepetsa kwangwiro ndi chiyero cha mtima ndizo makhalidwe ake omwe amakonda. Nthawi zina mawu osaganizira, kudzitaya kwambiri, chisamaliro chachangu, kusasamala mwaufulu, koposa zonse kuyenda kwa kunyada ndi chidetso, kumafunika kuziziritsa kuwalaku, kapena kuzimitsa palimodzi. kusakhulupirika kwanga kawirikawiri, ndipo koposa zonse chifukwa cha machimo amene ine ndakhala ndi tsoka kuchita.

Kukopa kwa kuunikaku kunamupangitsa kusinkhasinkha pa mphatso zisanu ndi ziwiri za Mzimu Woyera. - Ubwino wa kudzipereka kwa Mzimu Woyera.

Kale ndinatsogozedwa ndi kukopa kwa kuunikaku kuti ndipemphere pa mphatso zisanu ndi ziwiri za Mzimu Woyera, kutenga iliyonse ya mphatso zake zosaneneka ngati chinthu chopempherera. Cholinga changa mu ichi chinali kulemekeza ndi kulemekeza utatu wokongola wa umunthu waumulungu. Ndinaona mwa Mulungu kuti Mzimu Woyera anali kuyang’anira ntchito zonse za umulungu, ndi kuti munali mwa iye, ndi mwa iye, kuti anthu ena awiriwo anachita zonse; ndi mwa ie Atate analenga dziko, monga mwa ie Mwana analiombola; ndi mwa nzeru ya mzimu wolinganiza umenewu kuti chitsogozo chaumulungu chalamulira ndipo sichidzaleka kulamulira Tchalitchi ndi dziko lonse lapansi: umodzi wa chikhalidwe chaumulungu pakati pa anthu atatuwo. Ndinaona paliponse kugwira ntchito kwa  mzimu umenewu

wokongola. Mzimu Woyera ndiye chikondi cha Atate, Mzimu Woyera ndiye chikondi cha Mwana, Mzimu Woyera ndiye chikondi chenicheni cha iye mwini; kotero kuti ndinachiwona icho mwa Atate ndi mwa Mwana, kwa iye chilumikizidwe mosagawanika, kotero kuti munthu sangathe kulemekeza Mzimu Woyera popanda kulemekeza ena awiri. Chotero ndinaona m’kuunika kuti kulambira ndi kudzipereka ku mphatso zisanu ndi ziŵiri za Mzimu Woyera kunali kogwirizana kwambiri ndi Utatu Wopatulika Koposa, umene unaupanga kukhala thayo kwa ine kaamba ka mtsogolo ndi kaamba ka zifuno zimene ndidzalongosola posachedwapa.

Chipatso cha kusinkhasinkha kwanga zisanu ndi ziwiri chinali kupanga mayanjano asanu ndi awiri kulemekeza Mzimu Woyera, chifukwa cha kupambana kwa chipembedzo, chifukwa cha ubwino wauzimu ndi wanthawi wa mpingo ndi ufumu; pofuna kusunga ansembe abwino... Ndawabwerezanso pa nkhani zina zosiyanasiyana za mtundu womwewo, ndipo lero ndikupempha Mzimu Woyera kuti atembenuke ochimwa, makamaka adani a Mpingo wake  .

Tsiku limene ndimadya mgonero, ndimapanga pemphero langa la m’maŵa pa imodzi mwa mphatso zisanu ndi ziwiri za Mzimu Woyera, ndipo ndiyamba ndi Veni , Mlengi , kuti ndipemphere kuunika ndi chisomo cha Mzimu waumulungu uwu. Ndinapeza chitonthozo chachikulu m’ntchito imeneyi yolemekeza mzimu wotonthoza, makamaka popeza kuti kuunikako kunandipangitsa kuona kuti kuli kokondweretsa kwambiri kwa Mulungu, ndi kuti iye adzatsanulira madalitso ake pa onse amene akaugwiritsa ntchito, kuti apeze chisomo mu dongosolo la chipulumutso, koma koposa zonse zofunika za Mpingo, kuti athetse kumenyana kwake ndi mazunzo ake. Kudzipereka kumeneku, Atate wanga, kuli koyenera ndithu kuletsa mkwiyo wakumwamba, kuchulukitsa chikhulupiriro, kuwononga mipatuko, ndi kuwabwezera ku njira ya chipulumutso iwo amene akutsata njira ya chipulumutso.

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kuyika pambali, m’mawu amodzi, motsutsana ndi adani onse a chikhulupiriro.

Amalowa mu chidziwitso chachabechabe chake.

Kusinkhasinkha kumeneku kunandibwezera m’mbuyo ku chopanda chachikulu chimene tinalankhulapo kwambiri m’mbuyomo, ndikutanthauza kupanda kanthu kwangwiro kwa cholengedwa chisanadze utali ndi ukulu wa umulungu. Ku mbali imodzi, zazikulu za Mulungu, pa zina zowawa za zolengedwa zonse; ndi zosiyana bwanji! ndipo ndinachita chidwi chotani nanga nacho tsiku lina pamwambo wa Phulusa! Ndimakhala aliyense

zolengedwa zimadziwononga okha pamaso pa Mulungu kuti zipereke ulemu ku ulamuliro wa chilengedwe chawo. Thupi la munthu linaphwanyidwa kukhala fumbi pamaso panga, ndipo kufikira pamenepo linakakamizika kudzichepetsa kunyada kwake pamaso pa iye amene ulemerero wake unafuna kulanda; koma Mulungu sanangopambana pa kunyada uku, anapambananso pa imfa imene inaononga chida chake, ndi pa kupanda kanthu komweko komwe kunkawoneka ngati kuchitenga.

Chotero ndinawona, mwa chiwukitsiro chachangu ndi changwiro, kubwezeretsa thupi ili ku chikhalidwe chake choyamba; ndi munthu uyu; chotero kuwonongedwa ndi kubwezeretsedwa, kuperekedwa, ndi maiko awiriwa mosiyana kwambiri, ulemu wofanana kwa mbuye wotheratu wa kukhalapo ndi wopanda kanthu, iye yekha amene amawonekera wamkulu ngakhale mu kufooka kwa cholengedwa chake...

Chilichonse chimapita, chirichonse chimatha, chirichonse chimasowa mu dziko lino, chifukwa chirichonse chinayamba; Ndi Mulungu yekha amene ali ndi moyo popanda kusintha, chifukwa alibe chiyambi, ndipo sangathe kusintha kulikonse. Ndi thumba lotani la malingaliro ndi malingaliro apamwamba!

Pamene ndidaupereka, kudanenedwa kwa ine:  Udzamanga nyumba yako mwachabe, ndipo udzakhazikitsa ufumu wako pachabechabe  ; 

Atate wanga, pa mawu awa adanenedwa kwa ine zaka makumi awiri zapitazo, monga ndidakuwuzani inu. Koma lingaliro lake linali lisanakulitsidwe bwino kwambiri mwa ine monga momwe ndinaliri m’masiku apitawo. Dziwani, ndauzidwa, kuti cholengedwa chilichonse sichinthu koma chopanda kanthu pamaso pa iye amene ali . Hei! ndi chosowa chotani chomwe sichikhala nacho mosalekeza kwa mlembi wake, kuti zisabwererenso mu kupanda pake kwa chiyambi chake? Kodi amasangalala ndi mphamvu imodzi ya thupi kapena moyo, yomwe siili yochokera m'manja mwake, chisomo, chisomo, phindu latsopano? Chotero nkoyenera, Mulungu wanga, kumanga nyumba yanga mwachabechabe, Ine amene kulibe kukhalako kwa ine ndekha, amene ndiri chabe wopanda kanthu pamaso panu; mwatsoka kachiwiri, palibe kanthu chinakupandukirani inu, amene ndinu wopambana, amene mwa iye zonse zilipo, ndipo popanda iye palibe kanthu kangakhaleko. Ndizifukwa zake zotani zondifafaniza kwambiri! ndipo kusawona kwanga kukanakhala chiyani ngati sindikadamva kukhala wopanda kanthu pakati pa maumboni ambiri ondizungulira? Sikovuta  kumunyengerera kuti ndi wosauka komanso womvetsa chisoni kwa iye amene amadziona kuti wachepetsedwa mpaka kumapeto, amamva bwino kwambiri kuti athe kukayikira; koma kupusa kwake kukanakhala kotani ngati, atakakamizika kupempha chakudya khomo ndi khomo, adzikhulupirira kukhala wochuluka ndi  wolemera kwambiri?

Nzeru zakuthambo zinathetsedwa pamaso pa Mulungu. Kunyada mopambanitsa.

Pamene Mulungu andipanga ine kulingalira za zidziwitso zakumwamba, oyera mtima a dongosolo loyamba, kugwada pansi ndi kupembedza ndi kuwonongedwa pamaso pake, pamene andiwonetsa ine mizimu iyi ya ulemerero, yotengedwa ndi changu ndi chidwi cha ulemerero wake;

ndipo onse otenthedwa ndi moto wa chikondi chake choyera, popanda kubwerera kwa iwo okha, ndimadzipeza ndekha ndikugwidwa ndi manyazi ndi chisokonezo, powona mwa ife, makamaka mwa ine ndekha, makhalidwe osiyanasiyana, ndi mochuluka kwambiri. kukhala ochepera pamenepo.

Chani ! mngelo adzitsitsa, adziyiwala, adziwononga yekha kumwamba; ndipo ife, mphutsi za dziko lapansi zomwe ife tiri, zokutidwa ndi matope, silt ndi dothi la chikhalidwe chathu, timakana kudzichepetsa tokha, timadzuka nthawi zonse, timadziona tokha ngati milungu yaying'ono: kunyada kotani nanga! kunyada kosapiririka  kwake  ! Osachepera, ngati, ngati  nkhanga,

nthawi zina tinkayang'ana mapazi athu, timawona kuti tikugwira pansi; ndiyeno, m’malo mofuna kubera ulemerero wake kwa Mulungu, kunena kwa ife matalente ndi mikhalidwe imene iye watipatsa ife kuti tizipereka ulemu kwa iye mwa kuzibweretsanso kwa iye, tikanakhala ndi manyazi ndithu ndi kunyozeka kwa chiyambi chathu: kubikkila maanu kubusena bwakusaanguna kwesu, twakabona pesi bwesu nyika eeyi tuyootambula, ikuti naa tuyoosya kuswiilila kusyomeka kunsi aakati kamiyeeyo yesu, kubikkilizya anzoka naa mbozi zilye mubili ooyu uusalala.

“Tsoka kwa odzikuza, ati Yehova; akadakwera ngati mitambo, ndikadadziwa kuwatsitsa ndi kuwatsitsa; ndipo ngati sapereka ulemu ku ukulu wanga wopambana m’moyo, adzakakamizika kutero m’nthawi yamuyaya; iwo adzadziwa, ndi nkhonya za mkwiyo wanga, chimene iwo ali, ndi chimene ine ndiri.

Kudzipanga ngati mwana; nthawi zonse amatsika ndi kutsika. Masomphenya aŵiri a Mlongoyo, amene anagogomezera phunziroli pa iye.

Kotero, iye anati kwa ine, Khala ngati mwana wamng'ono, ngati ufuna chifundo, pakuti ine ndiri wokondwa kuchititsa manyazi odzikuza ndi kupereka chisomo changa kwa odzichepetsa. Phunzirani ndiye, kuti mutengere bwino, khalidwe la mwana, chiyero chake, kusalakwa kwake, mtima wake waung'ono, wodzazidwa ndi kukoma ndi kuphweka, wopanda njira, wopanda njiru, wopanda chinyengo kapena kubwerezabwereza, kugwidwa ndi mantha ndi chikondi. , ndi wokhoza mawonekedwe onse a ukoma; tsatirani chitsanzo chake, khalani oleza mtima

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ku maphunziro anga, opani maweruzo anga, opani chilungamo changa, tsatirani malangizo anu

mtima pa chifundo changa, ukhale wochepa pamaso panu, chifukwa  ndikonda wamng'ono ndi wodzichepetsa mtima. Ndi phunziro limene simuyenera kuiwala konse, kuti kamene muli wamng’ono pamaso panu, mudzakhala wamkulu mwa ine ndi kukwezedwa mu ufumu wanga; pamene mukhulupirira kuti ndinu osayenera chisomo changa, mudzayamikanso kwambiri, ndipo mochulukira ndidzakuchulutsirani izo.  »

Pa izi, Atate anga, JC adandikumbutsa masomphenya omwe adandipatsa zaka zingapo zapitazo. Iye anali mwana wamng'ono wa zaka zinayi kapena zisanu zakubadwa yemwe anali kuthamangira kwa Ambuye wathu ndi mphamvu zake zonse, atatambasulira manja ake kwa iye; Ambuye wathu nayenso anali ndi manja otsegula, nasonyeza kufunitsitsa kochuluka kuti amulandire; + Koma pamene anafika kwa iye, m’malo modzigwetsa m’manja mwake, mwanayo anagwada ndi kuwerama mpaka nkhope yake pansi kuti amulambire.

JC adakweza kangapo; kangapo ankafuna kumusamalira ndi kumusisita; koma kamwana kameneka nthawi zonse ankayesetsa kudzichotsa, ndipo atangosokonezeka ndi kuchita mantha ndi zabwino zomwe ankalandira, anagwada pansi, m'maso mwake, ndi manja ake atagwirana, ndikugwada pansi. chete mwaulemu; kudzichepetsa kwake kunali ngati cholemera chimene chimamunyamula iye nthawi zonse kunka ku dziko lapansi, chimene iye ankachiwona ngati chimake chake; koma momwe adadzitengera kumeneko, JC adamuwerama kuti amukweze. Wina anganene kuti kukana kwa mwanayo kunapangitsa chiwawa ku chikondi cha mtima wa atate wake.

Pomaliza, bambo anga, mwana adapambana pankhondo yodabwitsayi, JC adapereka chigonjetso kwa iye, ndipo adangowoneka wodekha komanso m'malo mwake, atamasuka kukhalabe pamapazi ake kuti amupembedze mumzimu ndi m'choonadi. Mpulumutsi waumulungu anagonjetsedwa motero; koma chigonjetsochi chimene mwanayo adachipeza chidawoneka kwa iye kukhala chovomerezeka, ndipo ndidamvetsetsa kuti mlengi alibe njira ina yomugonjetsera, koma chiwonongeko ndi kudzichepetsa.

Izi, Atate anga, Mulungu wandipangitsa ine kumvetsetsa bwinoko ndi masomphenya ena okhudzana ndi ine ndekha. Ndinkaganiza kuti ndikuwona JC patali.

Nditangomuona, ndinayesetsa kuti ndimupeze. Kunali koyenera kuti icho chiwuke mumlengalenga, chimene ine ndinachita mu mzimu; koma pamene ndinayandikira kwa iye, m'pamenenso adachoka kwa ine, kotero kuti ndinatsala pang'ono kumusiya, pamene, potaya mtima kuti ndimuyandikire ndikudziyesa kuti ndine wosayenera, ndinatenga, ngakhale monyinyirika, kumanzere kutsika. kachiwiri pansi: chimene ndinachita; koma sindinachedwe kuzindikira ndi kudabwa kokondweretsa, kuti pamene ndinachoka kwa iye mwamantha ndi mwaulemu, m'pamenenso adatsika mofulumira ndikupeza danga kuti andiyandikire ndikulumikizana nane; Ndinkachita masitepe angapo kuti ndimudikire, koma kenako ankaima n’kupitiriza ulendo wake pokhapokha nditayambanso kutsika. Kuyambira pamenepo, ine ndinamvetsa izo kwa 

kutsika mwachangu, zomwe ndidatero, ndipo ndidachita mwayi womuwona nditaponda pamtunda.

Gwirani ntchito mosalekeza ndi mphamvu zanu zonse kuti mukhale odzichepetsa. Kufunika kwake.

Kuchokera m’mene tiyenera kunena, Atate, kuti kupeza chuma chamtengo wapatali chimenechi, sikuli funso kwa ife la kukwera mumlengalenga, koma kukumba m’matumbo a dziko lapansi, kunena kwake titero, kuwononga lingaliro lonse la kukwezeka ndi ukulu. Ndikofunikira kugwira ntchito popanda kutaya mtima, ndi ntchito ya moyo wonse; chifukwa chake kuli kofunika nthawi zonse kukhala ndi khasu m’dzanja lake, chifukwa kuli koyenera kukumba kosalekeza kufikira Ufumu wa Kumwamba, chinthu chimene chidzaoneka chachilendo, koma cha choonadi chonse. Mulungu sangakwere pamwamba, ndipo sitingathe kutsika msanga kuti timupeze, chifukwa palibe kanthu ndi gawo lathu, popeza kukwezeka kuli kwake. Izi ndi ziwiri zopyola malire zomwe nthawi yake imadzaza ndi iye yekha. Iye amafuna kuti tikhale m’malo amene amatiyenerera, kuti zonse zikhale mmene ziyenera kukhalira.

Inde, Atate, ndipo tisaiwale kuti kunyada kumene kuchotsedwa kumwamba sikuyenera kubwereranso kumeneko, ndipo chifukwa chake, timangokhala ndi mantha ndi kudzichepetsa kuti tikugonjetse. Kodi tikufuna kukhala aakulu, olemera ndi amphamvu mu dongosolo la chipulumutso, tiyeni tidzichepetse tokha, tidziwononge tokha, tife ku dziko ndi kwa ife tokha, ndipo tidzakhala mwa Mulungu. Tiyeni tikhazikitse ufumu wa Mulungu pa mabwinja a zilakolako zathu. Tiyeni tipambane pa kunyada kwathu ndipo tidzakhala aakulu kuposa ogonjetsa dziko lapansi; olemera, amphamvu koposa mafumu ndi mafumu onse; pakuti kugonjetsa mitundu ya anthu sikuli kanthu podzigonjetsa; Koma kupambana kumeneku sikuli kanthu poyerekezera ndi chidziŵitso cha Mulungu, chimene chimapezedwa mwa kudzidziŵa tokha ndi kudzichepetsa kotheratu. O Atate anga! apa pali nzeru yeniyeni ndi upangiri wofunikira kuposa upangiri wonse chimwemwe chenicheni cha munthu ndi mfundo yeniyeni ya ukulu wake, umene umakhalapo ndipo umapezeka kokha m’chiwonongeko chake changwiro pamaso pa Mulungu. Inde, amenewo ndi malo ake olemekezeka kwambiri ndipo amamuyenerera mpaka imfa. Koma aliyense amene angapezeke pamenepo pandime yomalizayi atsimikiza kuti mbuyeyo adzamukokera  kunja

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nkhungu pamwamba, monga adzatsitsa amene akufuna kuwuka. Ndikufuna lingaliro lalikulu ndi lofunika ili lisachoke m'malingaliro a anthu.

Kudzichepetsa, maziko a zabwino zonse. Kuzama kwa kudzichepetsa kwa Mary ndi J.-C.

Ah! Atate wanga, mukadadziwa kangati komanso ndi chidwi chotani mchitidwewu unandilimbikitsa ndi JC!... Analankhula kwa ine ngati chinthu chofunikira kwambiri pa chipulumutso changa; anandipatsa ine ngati njira yokhayo yokhazikitsira moyo wanga mu chitetezo ndi chikumbumtima changa kupumula. “Anandiuza modzichepetsa kuti, Zonse zidzapindula iwe; popanda izo, nsembe zanu zamtengo wapatali zidzakhala zopanda pake. Kudzichepetsa ndiye maziko a mikhalidwe yonse yabwino, monga momwe chikondi ndi moyo ndi moyo wawo. Kudzichepetsa kwa amayi kunandithandizanso kuti ndikhale wodekha monga angelo ndi chikondi chawo chachangu. Ndi chifukwa cha zabwino zonsezi zomwe adandisangalatsa, adandikopa, adatenga pakati ndikundibala ... "

Osakayikira, Atate anga, mayi waumulungu wa mawu obadwa mu thupi anayenera kudzichepetsa monga momwe analiri wangwiro ndi mwayi. Kudzichepetsa kwake kunayenera kugwirizana ndi kutsika kwa makhalidwe ake abwino komanso kutchuka kwa udindo wake, kuti akhale ngati wotsutsana nawo ndi kumupangitsa kuti asafike ku poizoni wa kunyada, komanso ngakhale kuukira kwa kudzikonda. .

Chotero ndi kupyolera mwa ichi, koposa zonse, kuti mawu aumulungu anakhala kamwana kakang’ono, kuti anawonongedwa, titero kunena kwake, kuti alowe m’chifuwa cha cholengedwa chonyozeka koposa limodzinso ndi oyera koposa a Anamwali. Umu ndi momwe adasankhira kudzichepetsa kuti apange ukoma wake wokonda kwambiri, womwe umatsagana naye nthawi yonse ya moyo wake wachivundi. Akupanga galeta lake lachigonjetso kusokoneza, kugwetsa ndi kugwetsa makulidwe a kunyada ndi kudzikuza. Kunali kudzichepetsa komwe kunali maziko a kufatsa kwake, kuleza mtima kwake, chiyero chake, kukonda kwake zowawa, chikondi chake chachangu ndi makhalidwe ake ena onse amene anatipatsa chitsanzo mwa umunthu wake waumulungu. Ndiye tingayembekezere bwanji kufanana naye ndi kumkondweretsa?

Ndinanena za chikondi chake pa zowawa, chifukwa anali ndi njala ndi ludzu chifukwa cha chipulumutso chathu chimene iye anafuna kuti atitengere ife, ndi chilungamo cha Atate wake chimene iye anafuna kulanda zida, ndi ulemerero wake, umene anafuna. kupereka. Ichinso ndi chifukwa chake amadziwononga tsiku ndi tsiku mu Ukaristia, kumene amakhalabe popanda kuchitapo kanthu, monga m'mimba mwa amayi ake, kumene anali wandende ndi wogwidwa; kapolo waufulu wa chikondi chake kwa ife; zosiyana kwambiri ndi ana ena,

amene ali kumeneko osachidziwa ndi opanda chikondi kapena kuvutika, chifukwa alibe chifukwa kapena kugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zawo; koma sizili choncho ndi nzeru yosatha. Nanga n’ciani cimene anafunika kuvutika m’nthawi yonse ya kukhalapo kwake, amene anatenga thupi n’colinga cakuti akwanilitse cilungamo, mwa kuvutika cifukwa ca macimo amene anadzitengera? N’chiyani chimene sanayenera kuvutika nacho m’mimba mwa mayi ake, m’kubadwa kwake kolimba, m’dulidwe lopweteka, m’ntchito za ubwana wake m’moyo wake wonse, pamene chikondi chake chinam’pangitsa kuchita zinthu zambiri ndi kutopa kwambiri; koma makamaka m’mavuto ndi mazunzo amene analola kuti imfa imuike mu ufumu wake .....

Chinali chochititsa manyazi chotani nanga kuti Mulungu aphedwe ndi kuikidwa m’manda, atsike m’manda owopsa, atapirira zonse zovuta ndi zochititsa manyazi kwambiri pa imfa ya  wachifwamba  ! Komabe  izi ndi zomwe

chikondi chimenecho chimamupangitsa iye kuchita ndi kutichitira ife, monga izo zinasonyezedwa kwa ine m’kusinkhasinkha pa mphatso zisanu ndi ziwiri za Mzimu Woyera, ndipo makamaka ndi iyo ya sayansi, imene ine ndakokerako pafupifupi zonse zimene ine ndangokuuzani inu; ndipo ngakhale zonsezi sitingathe kudzichepetsa tokha kapena kuvutika  chifukwa cha  chikondi chake  !. Ndani angamvetse  athu

akhungu kusamvera, kunyada  kwathu  pang'ono? Ndamaliza nkhaniyi,  mai

Abambo, ndikukuuzani kuti ukoma weniweni wa kudzichepetsa ndi wofunikira kuti  munthu apulumuke monga momwe zimasoweka kukhala nazo, komanso zovuta kuzisunga. Kukhulupirira kukhala nacho ndiko  kuchichotsa  . Tiyeni tidikire ndi kupemphera, ndipo  tidzakhala

kudzichepetsa kwambiri chifukwa sitidzadziona chilichonse koma zifukwa zodzichepetsera kwambiri, kutsatira chitsanzo cha Oyera mtima onse.

GAWO XII.

Pa ulemu wa miyoyo yathu, chikondi cha Mulungu pa iwo, ndi kukula kwa uchimo.

Abambo anga, limodzi la masiku ake akale pamene ndimaganizira zowawa ndi zowawa za JC pa Mtanda, komanso pa bala lopatulika la mtima wake waumulungu, sindinadziwe choti ndinene kapena choti ndichite kuti ndimutonthoze kwambiri. ululu. Mwadzidzidzi zinandichitikira kuti kunali koyenera kumupatsa chikondi, chifundo, chisangalalo, zokondweretsa, ndi zabwino zonse zomwe adatenga ndikuzitenga popanda.

amaleka monga mawu osatha m’chifuwa cha atate amene anam’bala ndi m’chigwirizano cha anthu okondeka a Utatu wosamvetsetseka.

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Chopereka chamkati chokongola komanso chosangalatsa kwambiri kwa  Utatu Woyera.

Chotero ndinampatsa iye chikondi chofananachi, chisangalalo chosaneneka chimenechi polingalira za ungwiro wopanda malire ndi makhalidwe amene amapanga chiyambi cha  umulungu; ndipo JC adandiwoneka wokondwa kwambiri, kotero kuti adanditsimikizira kuti palibe kudzipereka komwe kumamukondweretsa kwambiri, komanso kuti adalandira mgonero womwe ndidapanga chifukwa cha cholinga ichi, ngati kuti udapangidwa panthawi  yomwe

mtima unamva kuwawa kumeneku m’munda kapena pamtanda; kuti iye anatonthozedwa kwambiri ndi izo m’mazunzo ake, ndi kuti kunali kofunikira kuupereka kwa Utatu Woyera koposa kuuchotsera iwo kaamba ka mkwiyo umenewo; uchimo unamchitira iye kosalekeza; kuti ulemerero wake udzakonzedwa kwakukulu ndi chilungamo chake chidzakwaniritsidwa; kuti chopereka ichi chidzakhala njira yabwino yopezera chifundo, komanso mitsinje yachisomo kudzera muubwino wa muomboli.

Iye anawonjezera kuti kukakhalanso chiyamikiro chabwino koposa cha mapindu olandilidwa m’chilengedwe, chiwombolo ndi kuyeretsedwa kwa mtundu wa anthu, limodzinso ndi zipambano ndi zipambano zonse za Tchalitchi cha J.

C. Mwa chisomo ndi mphamvu ya Mzimu Woyera, Mulungu akulonjezanso madalitso apadera ndi chisomo kwa onse amene amachita kudziperekaku, amene kuyenera kwawo kumagwira ntchito kwa amoyo ndi akufa, komanso kwa iwo eni, chimodzimodzi, kutsatira tanthauzo lake nthawi zonse. wa Tchalitchi cha Katolika, popanda kupatuka kwa izo.

Mtengo ndi ulemu wa moyo.

Chifuniro cha Mulungu, Atate wanga, nchakuti tsopano ndikuuzeni chinachake cha zimene ndikuona m’kuunika kwaumulungu, chokhudza mtengo ndi ulemu wa moyo, umene anaulenga m’chifanizo chake ndi kuuwombola pa mtengo wa mwazi wake wonse. Ndi chisomo chotani nanga chimene sichinapatsidwe kwa iye, ndi mphatso yotani nanga imene sanapatsidwe kwa iye ndi Utatu wokondeka uwu, amene wamkonda iye kuyambira  kalekale  ! Kodi ali ndi luso lotani  ?

Si iye amakongoletsedwa pomukoka  pazachabechabe  !. 1°. Mulungu adazilenga mophweka, zaulere,  zonse

auzimu, onse angwiro ndi opanda chilema; 2°. Anamulenga wosawonongeka

wa chikhalidwe chake nakhala wamuyaya monga iye. Adzakhala ndi moyo utali wonse pamene Mulungu ali Mulungu, ndiko kuti, monga iye, sadzaleka kukhalako.

Ayi! moyo wa munthu sudzakhala ndi mapeto; ndipo ngati chiri chowona kunena kuti chinali ndi chiyambi m’chigwirizano ndi icho chokha, munthu anganenenso kuti chinalibe chirichonse m’chigwirizano ndi Mulungu, popeza kuti chinakhalapo kwa iye kuchokera ku umuyaya wonse, ndi kuti iye anali chinthu chosatha cha chikondi chake. Chotero iye anali wamoyo mwa Mulungu: pakuti chirichonse chiri chamoyo m’maso mwake ndi mwa iye, chirichonse chiri mwa iye. 3° . Tinganene kuti anaupanga Utatu m’njira yaing’ono, popeza kuti anaupatsa mphamvu zitatu zosiyana zomwe komabe zimapanga mzimu umodzi ndi womwewo, monga momwe milungu itatu pamodzi imapanga umulungu umodzi. Kodi ichi sichiri chifaniziro chofanana cha chinsinsi chachikulu ichi chimene Mulungu anafuna kuti ajambule chifaniziro changwiro cha iye mwini mu mbambande ya manja ake? ndi zodabwitsa kuti ali ndi nsanje chotere  ?

Choncho miyoyo yathu nthawi zonse yakhalapo mu malamulo amuyaya ndi pamaso pa Mulungu. Inde, iwo analiko kumeneko, osati mosokonezeka, kapena kokha ndi chidziŵitso chonse cha zolengedwa zonse zothekera, koma mowonekera kwambiri, ndipo aliyense mwapadera anali wodziŵika kwa Mulungu ndi kutchedwa ndi dzina kuti achotsedwe ku kupanda pake panthaŵi yoikika ya kukhalapo kwake. Ah! Atate, ndi zazikulu bwanji, zokondweretsa, zokongola bwanji kukhala ndi malingaliro apamwamba komanso oyenera, potiwonetsa ulemu wa moyo wathu, kuwonjezera kapena kubala chikondi ndi chiyamiko chomwe tili nacho kwa munthu wamkulu, yemwe olosera watichenjeza munjira zambiri!....

Ndikokongola, kosangalatsa, kokoma chotani nanga kulingalira za ungwiro ndi chikondi chochuluka chimene kusinkhasinkha kumavumbula kwa ife mwa umulungu umenewu!

Kuona ndi maso a mzimu miyandamiyanda ya zolengedwa zokhalapo kuyambira umuyaya wonse ndi kukhala m’chikondi cha Mulungu wawo, zisanatengedwe kuchoka ku chinthu chachabechabe chimene chinayenera kukhala zolengedwa zauzimu ndi zoganiza bwino, zokhoza kum’dziŵa ndi kum’konda, ndi zimene kuyambira tsopano. adatenga Mulungu! anali zinthu zimene anali kuziganizira m’maganizo mwake ndi kufatsa kwa mtima wake wautate! O kumwamba! Ndi nkhokwe zotani za kulingalira, ndi chifukwa champhamvu chotani nanga cha chiyamikiro ndi chikondi!

Koma mwa mphamvu zake zonse zosiririka, chimene chimamufikitsa pafupi kwambiri ndi mlembi wake ndi woweruza woona amene wamukometsera, ndi amene amamupanga kukhala wolamulira amene akufuna kulamulira naye mu ufumu wake wosatha. Kukwezeka kwake! ulemu wake! cholengedwa choyera chingakwezedwe pamwamba! ingayandikire pafupi ndi mlembi wake! Mzimu wa munthu, womwe umagwiritsa ntchito ufulu wake wosankha bwino, umadzilamulira pawokha ndi thupi lake panthawi, pamene ukuyembekezera kuti udzalamulire kumwamba kwamuyaya. Thupi lake ndi laling'ono

ufumu wopatsidwa kwa iye kuti agwiritse ntchito luso lake ndikukwaniritsa komwe akupita panthawi ya moyo wake wosakhalitsa. Ufumu waung'ono uwu umene uli wake, ndi kumene waikidwa, ndi dziko lonse limene, kuti lilamuliridwe bwino, limamupatsa mwayi wogwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zake zonse zauzimu. Mphotho yake kumwamba idzakhala yofanana ndi kukula kwa ufumu wake, molingana ndi kukhulupirika kwa

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ulamuliro wake, ndipo moyenerera adzakhala atagwiritsa ntchito ufulu wakudzisankhira, wa mphamvu zake zonse, mu boma lake loyamba. Pambuyo pa chikhalidwe chaungelo, mzimu wa munthu, mosakayikira, uli wolemekezeka, wokongola kwambiri, wopambana pa zolengedwa zoperekedwa kuchokera m'manja mwa Mlengi. Kunganenedwe m’lingaliro lakuti iye amaposa mngelo mwiniyo, ndipo zimenezi zidzakhala zosatsutsika ngati tilabadira mtengo wa dipo lake. Ndilo mbambande yowona ya umulungu yomwe imalemekeza, kuilemekeza, ngati wina angakhoze kunena choncho, amamukonda mpaka kufika pa nsanje, kwa mtundu wochuluka, ndipo amapanga kulingalira kwake, ndi kudandaula komwe amatenga mwa iye  , mfundo yachisangalalo chake, osachepera kunja ndi mwangozi. Awa ndi maudindo a olemekezeka, zifukwa za ubwino wake ndi ukulu wake. Ndi mwa ichi tiyenera kuweruza mtengo wake  ndi

ulemu wake, monga kufunika kwa chisangalalo chake chosatha.

Momwe mzimu unalengedwera.

Kuti apange cholengedwa chabwino kwambiri chotere, Utatu wokondeka adalowa m'Bungwe lake la Privy, ngati ndingathe kudzifotokozera ndekha. Kumeneko, iye anasonkhanitsa nzeru zake zakuya asanamalize ntchito yake, mwa kupanga chidutswa chachikulu, mbambande yowona yomwe inali kuyika chowonjezera ndi ungwiro wotsiriza wa ntchito ya masiku asanu ndi limodzi. Mpaka pano, titero kunena kwake, inali itapanga zojambula zokha, kuyesa kofooka pa mphamvu zake zonse; koma apa amadziona ngati wojambula waluso yemwe amajambula chithunzi chake ndikudziyimira yekha kuchokera ku chilengedwe.

Ndimamumva akudzifunsa yekha. Tiyeni tipange mwamunayo, akutero, m’chifanizo chathu ndi m’chifaniziro chathu. Tsopano, Atate anga, ndithudi si ku mbali ya thupi kuti munthu ali ngati Mulungu. Tiyeni tipereke moyo wake kufanana kwenikweni ndi mphamvu zathu zauzimu. Tiyeni timupatse ufulu wosankha,

kumupanga kukhala mbuye wa zochita zake, kumupanga kukhala ngati ife mwa kutsimikiza mtima kwa chifuniro chake: kaya adzilamulira yekha, kaya ali ndi ufulu wofuna kapena wosafuna, kuchita kapena kusachita pamene akufuna, kuti tilemekezedwe mwa kusankha kwake ndi mwa ufulu wa kupembedza kwake ndi ulemu wake; msonkho wina uliwonse ungakhale wosayenerera kwa ife....

Kupanda mphamvu kwa cholengedwa kuzindikira chikondi chachikulu chimene Mulungu ali nacho pa icho. Njira yomwe angakonzekere.

Abambo anga, kwa zaka makumi anayi zosinkhasinkha zomwe tangopanga kumene zandimvetsa chisoni kwambiri. Ndinaona, pazochitika zosiyanasiyana, ukulu ndi ulemu wa miyoyo imene inakhalako kwamuyaya mwa Mulungu, mwa kudziwiratu, popanda chikondi chimene Mulungu anawanyamula nacho pachifuwa chake, pokhala ozindikirika mwanjira iriyonse, kapena kulipidwa ndi zolengedwa zokongola ndi zabwino kwambiri zimenezi. kuti kulibe akadali mwa iwo okha, koma m’chiyembekezo cha Mulungu. Mwa kulakwitsa kwinakwake, kuperewera kwa cholengedwa ichi chomwe chidandigwira usana ndi usiku, chinandipangitsa ine kuwoneka ngati chopanda chachikulu mu umulungu, chomwe sindikanatha kufotokoza, ndipo chimandivutitsa ine kwambiri. Nthaŵi zina ndinkadandaula za izo kwa wolapa wanga, osakhoza kumveketsa. Atate wanga, ndinati kwa iye tsiku lina, Ine ndiona mwa Mulungu chopanda china chimene chimandiwawa ine kwambiri ndipo chimene ine ndikufuna kuti chidzazidwe; koma mosasamala kanthu za cholinga chake, sanandiyankhe kalikonse pankhaniyi, ndipo anapitirira popanda kundilola kufotokoza mowonjezereka. Koma Mulungu wangondikonzeratu, ku chitonthozo changa chachikulu, pondipatsa chitukuko chonsechi chomwe palibe wina aliyense akanandipatsa  .

 Ndi mu umuyaya wachisangalalo, iye anandiuza, kuti miyoyo yotayika ndi  yokhazikika mu ukulu wa chikondi chaumulungu idzadzaza chopanda ichi, kukonzanso, kupyolera mu mphamvu ya changu chawo ndi chiyamikiro chawo. zomwe sakanatha kuchita kale. Chikondi chawo, chokulirapo, chidzakumbatira mwa chikhumbo mfundo zonse zamuyaya; ndikuphatikizana monyanyira zonse, miyoyo yodalitsika iyi idzandikonda ine nthawi imodzi m'mbuyomu, zamakono ndi zam'tsogolo. Chotero chopanda ichi, chopweteka kwambiri ndi chopunduka kwambiri, chidzadzazidwa bwino lomwe; sipadzakhala cholakwa chilichonse .

Yankho lokhutiritsa ili ndi kufotokoza kumeneku kumene Mulungu anafuna kundipatsa ine pa mfundo yofunikayi, zinali kuthetsa nkhawa ndi chisoni chimene masomphenyawo anandibweretsera ine; koma panatsala wina, amene ndinapezanso ufulu womufunsa kuti andifotokozere. Mulungu wanga, ndinati kwa iye, Izi zonse nzoona ponena za miyoyo imene iyenera kukutamandani ndi kukudalitsani kosatha; koma ponena za iwo amene adzagwa ku gahena, amene adzadzaza chopanda pake

chikondi chimene muli nacho pa iwo ndi chimene mwakhala nacho kwa iwo m’moyo wanu wosatha?chimene ndidzachikoka kwa zolengedwa zanga zonse, ndi chigonjetso chimene ndidzachipeza pa uchimo, mdierekezi, gehena ndi adani anga onse, amene. ndidzachititsa manyazi tsiku lomaliza. Chotero chilungamo changa, chokhutitsidwa kotheratu, chidzalowa m’malo mwa chikondi chawo kudzaza chopanda chimene kusayamika kwawo kosatha kungapange ponena za ine.

Zokhudza madandaulo a J.-C. pa kutayika kwa miyoyo. Kuchuluka kwa uchimo.

Ndani, Atate, amene anganene kwa inu maliro okhudza mtima amene J.

C. anandipangitsa kumva kwa masiku atatu, pa kutaika kosatheka kwa miyoyo yatsoka imene yatengedwa kwa iye ndi uchimo; amene adatsogolera ku zoyipa

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ndi kupotoza kwatsoka kwa chikhalidwe chovunda, mwatsoka alola kukhutiritsa zilakolako zawo zankhanza ndi zachisokonezo?” Anafuula kuti mwana wamkazi wokongola wa Ziyoni wakhala chiyani? Ndinamuganizira; sichimafanananso ndi ine, amene ndili mlembi wake ndi amene anayenera kukhala chitsanzo chake monga maziko ake ndi mapeto ake. Iye alibenso chilichonse cha kukongola kwake koyamba. Ndinamulenga mwauzimu kotheratu, ndipo tsopano iye ali ngamila, wakuthupi ndi wapadziko lapansi; ndi cholengedwa chanyama chomwe sindichizindikiranso. Ndinamupatsa moyo wosafa, ndipo tsopano wafa ku chisomo changa ndi  chikondi changa. Ndinamupatsa ungwiro chikwi  ,

chikwi zowala makhalidwe amene anali mphatso zochuluka za chisomo changa ndi chikondi changa: iye sasunganso chirichonse; iye anataya chirichonse; Undionetsa m'maso mwanga mabala a imfa, auononga: Ndani angawazindikire?

Ndi chisoni chotani nanga, Atate, ndi chiyembekezo choipitsitsa chotani nanga cha maganizo oganiza! Chani! pamene miyoyo inali isanakhaleko,  inalipo

wamoyo mu mtima wa Mulungu; koma popeza analolera, nabvomereza kuyesedwa, popeza adadzinyozetsa okha ndi kuchimwa, adafa pamaso pake; ndipo ngati imfa yosakhalitsa iwalekanitsa iwo ndi matupi awo, iwo nthawi yomweyo amakhala zinthu, osakondwera ndi mkwiyo wake

chidzudzulo chamuyaya. Iwo amene adzalamulira kumwamba adzakhala, ku gehena, akapolo a ziwanda chifukwa chakuti anali akapolo a zilakolako zawo zosokonezeka. Akazi a JC adzalangidwa ndi kuwasiya kosatha chifukwa chosakhulupirika kwa iye; adzalangidwa koposa chifukwa adayanjidwa koposa.

Ndani angakhoze kukulozerani inu, Atate, kuipa, chilema chowopsya cha moyo umene walekanitsidwa ndi Mulungu ndi tchimo? Weruzani izo ndi kusintha komwe kwachitika mwa Lusifara kuyambira kupanduka kwake. Mzimu wa chigawenga ndi wofanana ndi chiwanda. Tchimo linamupanga kukhala chilombo chosayenera kudana ndi zolengedwa zonse ndi temberero lonse la Mlengi. Ndilo tchimo lotembereredwa limene liri chopanda chenicheni chimene chimatilekanitsa ife ndi Mulungu, wopanda pake weniweni, chifukwa chimatsutsana ndi mtundu uliwonse wa ubwino umene umawononga, ndipo koposa zonse kwa Mulungu amene ali wopambana ndi gwero lenileni la zonse. zabwino.

Ndi kuipa kokhako kwa Mulungu ameneyu amene amamukwiyitsa ndi cha cholengedwa chimene amachionetsera ku tsoka lalikulu kwambiri, kukhala wotembereredwa ndi kupatukana kwamuyaya ndi Mulungu wake. Uchimo ndi tate wa imfa, umene unabala ndi kubweretsa padziko lapansi, ndipo zipatso zonse za mtengo woipa ndi wotembereredwa uwu ndi zipatso za imfa ndi temberero. Chirichonse chimene sichiri uchimo chili ndi moyo pamaso pa Mulungu; uchimo wokha ulibe moyo. Iye wamizidwa m’phompho lachabechabe limene liri lopanda kanthu lowopsya limenelo, lotsutsana kwambiri ndi kukhalapo kwaumulungu ponena za ntchito zonse zimene wapanga. Chilombo chowopsya chimenechi potsirizira pake ndi mdani wamuyaya ndi wosayanjanitsika amene Mulungu wamukantha ndi temberero lake lamuyaya.

Ah! Atate wanga, kuti chifuniro chokhota ndi chotsimikiza kuchita tchimo chiyenera kukhala chinthu chonyansa ndi chonyansa pamaso pa Mulungu! Ndipo kodi moyo ungakhale wonyada bwanji ndi mikhalidwe yake yabwino, kuganiza kuti wakhalapo ndipo ukhoza kukhala chinthu chonyansa chotere?... Ayi, palibe, mwa lingaliro langa, chomwe chingathe kutibwezeranso mwa ife tokha ndi kutipangitsa kuti tibwerere mwa ife tokha ndi kuti tibwerere mwa ife tokha ndi kuti tibwerere kwa ife tokha ndi kuti tibwerere kwa ife tokha ndi kukhala chinthu chonyansa? tisungeni nthawi zonse mu chopanda ichi chachikulu, mu zopanda kanthu za cholengedwa chimene ine ndalankhula kwa inu nthawi zambiri, mu kuiwalika kwa dziko, pamene ine ndinayamba ndi kumene ine ndikudziwiratu kuti posachedwapa ayenera kutha, kuti zoipa ndi kukula kwa uchimo, chithunzi choopsa ndi chosamvetsetseka cha cholakwa cha Mulungu, chimene munthu sayenera kuchilingalira popanda kunthunthumira.

Ndikunena chithunzi chosamvetsetseka cha kulakwa kwa Mulungu, chifukwa, kuti amvetsetse, munthu ayenera kumvetsetsa Mulungu mwiniyo. Inde, ndi mu kalirole wowopsya ndi wowona kwambiri kuti munthu ayenera kudziganizira nthawi zonse, kuti adzisunge yekha pamalo omwe amamuyenerera ndipo asakhale ndi kalikonse koma malingaliro omwe amagwirizana ndi mkhalidwe wake weniweni. Ngati cholengedwacho ndi chaching’ono komanso chonyozeka poyerekezera ndi umunthu wa umulungu, zikanatheka bwanji tikachiganizira ndi maso a uchimo umene wachita ndi umene ungachichite?

Kukakamizika kuchita chilungamo pa mfundo imeneyi, kodi sikungakhale kokwanira kuti aliyense abwerere kumtima kwake?... Kalanga! Atate, ndiyenera kuvomereza, ine amene ndimapereka machenjezo awa kwa ena, aa! pa zonsezi ndili ndi zifukwa zambiri zochitira manyazi ndi kunjenjemera kuposa aliyense.

Kudziwa kuti Mulungu amapereka kwa Mlongoyo chiwerengero cha machimo ake.

Zaka zingapo zapitazo ndinali kupita pa machimo a moyo wanga womvetsa chisoni, machimo a maganizo, machimo a mawu, machimo a zochita ndi machimo osiya; ndichimwira Mulungu, mnzako, ndi ine ndekha; machimo ochitidwa pa dziko lapansi, machimo ochitidwa mu chipembedzo. Zinali zosatheka kwa ine kukumbukira chirichonse; koma ndinaona kuti pafupifupi chiŵerengero cha machimo olembedwa kwambiriwa chikhoza kufika ku mamiliyoni asanu, ndipo ndinadziimba mlandu ndekha pa maziko amenewo ndi molingana ndi kawerengedwe kameneka, kamene ndinalongosola momveka bwino momwe ndingathere.

Machimo mamiliyoni asanu m'moyo wa cholengedwa chomvetsa  chisoni  ! Tikhulupirira  _

mosakayika kuti ndinali nditakokomeza kwambiri zoneneza zanga, ndi kuti, zochulukirapo

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