Jeanne le Royer / Hanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa

KUTAURA KUTANGA.

Charissimi, nolite omni spiritui credere, sed probate spiritus si ex Deo sint; quoniam multi pscudoprophetœ exierunt mundum. (Epist. Joan.,4,1.)

Ndakapomerwa, muna 1790, nehutungamiri hwenharaunda inozivikanwa seReligious Urbanists yeFougères, mubhishopi weRennes, ndakazviona ndakazvipira, nemamiriro ezvinhu andichatsanangura kana nguva yakwana, kuti ndizvikwerete kune zvido zve. hanzvadzi yainzi De la Nativity, yaida kundipa nhoroondo yemwenje yaaitenda nayo kuti Mwari akanga amuitira nyasha, uye yaaishandisa.

akandivimbisa panzvimbo yake kuti ndaizova muchengeti wekupedzisira, kuzoatumira rimwe zuva kune vamwe vangu uye kuChechi yose yeJ.

Zvakazarurwa uye kufanotaura kwemusikana akanaka uyu akange atoita ruzha kwemakore mazhinji; asi munguva idzodzo dzinofadza, mukana muduku wokuti zvaaizivisa zvaizoitika, wakanga waita kuti varegererwe uye vazvidzwe. Vakanga vatosvitswa kumoto vakabairwa a

rudzi rwakanga rwaumbwa pamusoro pake panguva ino, sezvatichaona.

Asi panguva yandakapinda muimba ino kuti ndiitungamirire, uye apo Sisita pavakataura kwandiri “kuti ndaiva mutungamiriri wekupedzisira; kuti munguva pfupi

Ndaizodzingwa mairi nesimba; kuti ndichamanikidzwa kubuda munyika yangu kuti nditizire kune mamwe marudzi; kuti ndiyambuke makungwa asipo

kana njodzi yandiwira; kuti muunganidzwa waakandipa zvinhu waizoverengwa nokuongororwa ipapo, uye wokurukurwa nenyanzvi; uye chiuru nezvimwe zvinhu zvakafanana izvo zvakasimbiswa uye zvichiri kusimbiswa mazuva ose pamberi pemaziso angu; panguva iyoyo, ndinoti, apo Hanzvadzi yaitaura neni nenzira iyi, takanga tadzokera shure kure nenhoroondo yekufungidzira kwavo. THE

kutanga kwechimurenga uko kwaingova kubudirira chaiko, zvakatanga, kunyangwe kwati nonokei, kuvhura maziso avo, kubvisa rusaruro rusina kunaka rwavaifanira kurwisa pakutanga.

Kudzvinyirirwa zvino neminamato yeuyu sisita mutsvene, uyo akadzokorora kwandiri kuti pakanga pasina nguva yokurasikirwa; akakokwa, zvakare, neuchapupu hunobatsira hwaakapa mamwe masisita, uye kupfuura zvese ne

Hungwaru inomiririra yevakuru uye depositaries zvakafanana

munharaunda, ndakarangarira pakutanga kuti, maererano nekutaura kwevanyori venhoroondo varo, Chechi yaJesu Kristu haina kumbobvira yazungunuswa chero

kuvhunduka, zvisinei nechisimba, izvo zvakanga zvisati zvafanotaurwa nevamwe vanhu vatsvene vane hunhu hunotsigirwa nenyasha, uye zviziviso.

zvakasimbiswa nechiitiko, zvakagara zvichiumba mutsauko unoshamisa nehunhu hwakaipa uye mutauro wokunyepedzera wevanyengeri, avo vaiwanzonyengedza pasi rose: Quoniam multi pseudoprophetœ exierunt in mundum. Ndakarangarira, chechipiri, kuti kana, kune rumwe rutivi, Mwari akabvumira masora kusanganiswa negorosi, uye chokwadi kuti chirwirwe nokushatiswa  .

zvekunyepedzera, dzimwe nguva kunyange muChechi yake chaimo; nerumwe rutivi, akagara achigovera utera hwedu nenzira dzechokwadi dzokuziva chimwe kubva kune chimwe, uye kusiyanisa zvokwadi kubva mukukanganisa muzvose: Probate spiritus siex Deo sint.

Ipapo, ndakati mumwoyo mangu kuti ruoko rwaMwari haruna kuderera, uye simba rake harina kuderera, iye anogona nanhasi zvose zvaaigona kare; kuti mamiriro ezvinhu ari mamwe chetewo, Chechi yaJ.-C. yakanga ine kodzero uye yaigona kuvimba nebetsero dzose idzo muvambi wayo woumwari akapikira kwaari nokuda kwenguva dzose dzenhambo yayo. Zvino, hazvipokane kuti chipo chekuporofita, senge zvishamiso, nezvimwe. akapiwa kwaari kwenguva isingaperi; ivimbiso yaakagamuchira kubva mumuromo wouyo

anovimbisa kuti ave naye kusvikira pakupera kwemazana emakore. Ndakatiwo nechemumoyo maporofita ekare achizivisa ekupedzisira, munhu haaigona kuramba aya asina kana kumbotuka avo, uye asina kuwira mugwara  .

kupokanidzana kunopesana nemisimboti yekutenda sezvazvingava kumitemo yekufunga. Zvese zvinoenderana nehumbowo: zvino, ndakazozviudza kuti chiziviso chakadzama, chakabatana nekuzadzikiswa chaiko kwechiitiko icho vanhu vese vezvematongerwo enyika vaisambofanoona zvakadzama, kuva, mukutonga kwaMwari pachake, chiratidzo chechokwadi. chechokwadi chechiporofita (1), uyu munhu anonyatsodudzwa anofanirwa kunge aitoita sezita risinganyanyi kukosha kune chero mweya  unotsvaka

ziva chokwadi nokururama nokutendeka kwomwoyo. Izvi ndizvo zvandakazvitaura, zvinotevera zvicharatidza kana ndafunga zvakaipa.

(1) Propheta qui vaticinatui est pacem: qum venerit verbum ejus, sawtur propheta quem misit Dominus in veritate. (Jer., 28, 9.)

Pane izvi, kutora svikiro rinofadza pakati pekusaziva kutenda kunobvuma zvese pasina humbowo, uye kusatenda, kunyanya kusaziva, kunoramba zvese pasina.

kuongororwa, ndakazvipira kune zvakadzokororwa zvikumbiro. Saka ndakateerera

kune nyaya dzandaiudzwa naSister; Ndakaanyora pamberi pake, ndikanyora nenzira yandichatsanangura nayo nguva dzose nenzira imwe cheteyo  ;

nepose pandaikwanisa napo, maererano nokurayira uye nebasa raakandipa. Idzi nyaya, ndinofanira kureurura, dzakaita kwandiri dzakafanira kucherechedzwa muzvinhu  zvose; Ndakatenda, pamusoro pazvo, kuti ndiwane muzvinhu zvose zvezvokwadi, ndaitotaura nezvehumwari, hwairatidzika kwandiri hwohunhu hunoraira ruremekedzo, uye hunokwanisa kupinda mumarudzi ose emiedzo iyo munhu anayo  .

kukumbira mumamiriro ezvinhu akadaro; mushoko, tichitonga zvinhu zvose nekuenzanisa mamiriro ezvinhu ose, uye kwete nepfundo shoma shoma, ndakaona mariri ringava basa raMwari kana kuti chirango chisinganzwisisiki.

Handina kugumira ipapo; asi ndaudzwa nezvekusavimbika kwakarurama kwekutonga kwangu, ndakapa, maererano nehurongwa hwakagamuchirwa, muunganidzwa wangu kuvatongi vane ruzivo rwakanyanya uye vakajekerwa, vakawanikwa vari vazhinji munzvimbo dzakasiyana dzekutapwa kwangu, uye handikwanise uye handifanire. kuvanza izvo zvandakaona nekugutsikana kwechokwadi maprelate akawanda akakodzera, vanachiremba

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mapectables, evadzidzisi vebhaibheri vakadzama (1), kuti vabatane mumaonero angu pamusoro pechinhu chebasa ravanoti vose kuverenga rinobatsira uye rakakodzera, vakati, kuti ribudise zvibereko zvinonyanya kudiwa zvekutendeuka, zvebudiriro neruponeso. Kwakadaro kwakanga kuri kunzwa kwavo kwebvumirano, kunyange zvazvozve chimiro cheichi chiziviso chinoshamisa chisina kuvabvumira kuwedzera kwachiri mvumo yechiremera chavo kupfurikidza nokubvumira mazita avo kubudiswa kutevera rumbidzo inodzokororwa idzo vakaita inzwi uye mukunyora; kana kuti zvimwe  haugone

pane kurumbidza maonero akachenjera aya anotya kudzivisa kutonga kweChechi munyaya iyo iyo chete ine kodzero yekukurudzira-

(1) Basa racho rakaverengwa uye rakaongororwa nevanopfuura zana vezvidzidzo zvebhaibheri vakadzama, vanoti: mabhishopi manomwe kana masere nemaachibhishopi, 20 kana 30 mavicars-general of akasiyana dioceses, vanachiremba uye mapurofesa edzidziso yebhaibheri, abbots, vanyori veakasiyana anokosheswa mabasa. , vakadzidza kunyange; vanopfuura vapristi veparish 80, vafundisi nevamwe vanonamata zvakaenzana uye vakadzidza vafundisi vechiFrench neChirungu; tisingarevi vanhu vakawanda vakadzidza zvikuru munyika vakariverenga nokuvaka uye kugutsikana zvakafanana.

to utter; uye kunyange zvakadaro havana zvishoma zvakadzokororwa, kazhinji, kuti munwe waMwari unozviratidza mauri panhanho imwe neimwe, uye kuti basa, sezvariri;

vaisada imwe mvumo; kuti akatora zvibvumikiso zvake nesimba rake rose kwaari; Digitus Dei est hic . Vazhinji vakakumbira uye vakaita makopi aro, vazhinji vakatora zvinyorwa kubva mariri, uye vese vakaita sevanoda kudhindwa kwaro. Kuitira kuti uku hukuru hwemavhoti, musangano uyu wemaonero pamusoro penzvimbo huru, wakandipa chivimbo chekuti kugadzirwa kwaidiwa zvakanyanya rimwe zuva, maererano nekuzivisa kwemunyori, kunobatsira mukuponeswa kwemweya sekubwinya. waMwari uyo anotora nzira dzese kuti azviwane. Dai chiitiko chichisangana netarisiro yedu, uye tariro yedu irege kuvhiringidzika!… ..

Pasina kupinda, saka, mune chero dissertation padanho rekutenda rinogona kupihwa kune nyaya dzemusikana uyu anoshamisa, ee! Chii chavanogona kubudisa kunze kwekutenda kwakasiyana! Ndinotsunga kutarisira kuti Mweya Mutsvene, wandinodavira munyori, uchajekesa zviri nani kupfuura ani zvake, pane zvose zvine chokuita nekugadzirwa uku, mweya yezvido zvakanaka ichaverenga, kwete nekuda kuziva, kana kutsvaga kukanganisa, asi nokuda kwe chinangwa chimwe chekudzidza uye kuita purofiti

kuvaka.

Hongu, ndinoidzokorora, uye ndinoshinga kuivimbisa kuti, kungoverengawo zvako, kunoitwa nekururama kwevavariro yakanaka, kuchaita zvakawanda kuvaverengi vakadaro kupfuura chero chinhu chipi zvacho chingataurwa kune avo vaisazova nekuverenga uku. Ichokwadi, uye izvi ndizvo zvandichazvidzwa nazvo, mune yese chikamu chandaive nacho muchiitiko ichi, ndakataura maererano nekunyengetedza kwepedyo umo hukama hwehukama umo vamwe havana kuzviwana ivo mune izvi. Ndine

kwese kwese vaipa nyaya pavanenge vachizvipa ivo pachavo, ndiko kuti mukuona kwekufemerwa, uye somugumisiro wezvakavanzika zvemweya uyo denga rinorairidza uye rinofarira; zvaisaita kuti ndivaratidze pasi pechimwe chikamu ndisingavakanganisa nekusavimbika

ane mhosva angadai akaita kuti nditsive basa randakanga ndiine basa rekunyora, basa rekune imwe nyika zvachose uye ringadai risina kubatana naro. Ndaifanira kuvaratidza sezvizvi, kana kusavabata: Non possumus quae vidimus non loqui. ( Mabasa 4, 20 )

Zvinogoneka kuti ndakanga ndisina kururama pamusoro peizvi zvose; nokuti ndichiri kuda kuti rimwe simba rose rirege kuregererwa; asi munyaya iyi handioni, shure kwezvose, sei uye sei maonero aya

kunyanya, uye pasina izvo ndingadai ndisina kumbobvira ndaita basa rakadaro, inogona kuisa kune chero ipi zvayo chisungo chekufunga seni, kana asingafungi zvakakodzera, uye kana asina kuwana zvikonzero zvakakwana zveizvi mushure mokunge aita.

verenga: Charissimi, nolite omni spiritui credere, sedprobate spiritus si ex Deo sint .

Tora zvino, uverenge; tolle, lege . Musarangarira kufunga kwangu, kana kwemwenje mizhinji, yakateyiwa pamusoro payo; zvionerei mumene kana tisina kuzvinyengera; zvichida maziso ako, anofara kana kuti anoona zvakajeka, achawana zvikanganiso zvatisina kuona, uye unenge uchitiitira basa chairo nokuzvinongedzera kwatiri.

Ongorora zvikonzero, yera zvikonzero, shandisa kunyange zvakarurama. Kupi kana kupi uko chiremera chisina kusarudza, varume vangava nenzira dzavo dzakasiyana dzokuona nadzo zvinhu; zviri muropa kuti mumwe nomumwe wavo akadaro

kunyengetedzwa nekuda kwezvikonzero zvaanazvo kana zvaanotenda kuti anazvo. Chechi isati yataura, wakasununguka, zvakare, mukutonga kwako; asi unogona chete kutonga zvakanaka mushure mekunge waverenga nemaitiro akakodzera.

Tolle, lege .

Ongorora, saka, mureza pamitambo, kana zvisingaite kufunga kuti basa rakadaro raizova mhedzisiro yekufungidzira.

kukwidziridzwa, kana kubva pamwoyo mutsvene weasingazivi, pane kuita kwechiratidzo cheUmwari. Ona kana zvaisagona kunzi ndezvemweya wedhimoni pane kuti unobva kuna Mwari; Probate, etc. Zvinonyanya nechinangwa chakatsanangurwa ipapo kuti uchatonga zvine mutsindo. Probate .

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Tiri kuzokupa iwo akasiyana siyana anofanirwa kunge ari musoro wekutonga kwako; chete, usati wapfeka, tinokurudzira kuti iwe

simbirira kuti umirire kusvika waona zvese, uye kwete kuzviganhurira kune mamwe ega ega. Kupfuura zvose, zvinofadza kukuzivisa, kanenge, munhu anoshamisa uyo kunodavirwa kuti Mwari aiwanzotaura kwauri; naizvozvo tichatanga nekumuisa pachena kwamuri paupenyu hwake hwekunze, sezvaakaonekwa nemeso evanhu kubva pauduku hwake;

achichengetera imwe nguva ruzivo rwehupenyu hwake hwemukati, kana mafambiro aMwari pakufamba kwemweya wake: imwe ichashanda segadziriro, uye imwe seyekutevera kune zvakazarurwa  zvake; ndiko kurongeka chaiko kwatinoronga  .

Kuratidzira kweMhariri kwekutanga.

Yedu s. Baba Pope Urban VIII, varambidza, nemirairo yavo yaKurume 13, 1625 naChikunguru 5, 1634, kudhinda, pasina kuongororwa uye kubvumidzwa kwabhishopi wedhiocese, chero bhuku rine zviito, zvishamiso uye zvakazarurwa vanhu vakafa mukati. hwema hwoutsvene, kana kuti vaionekwa sevafiri kutendeka; achitonga zvakare nechirevo chake chaJune 5, 1631, kuti, kana vanhu ava vapihwa zita remusande kana kukomborerwa,

zvinodikanwa kutaura kuti zita iri rinoshandiswa kutaura chete

kusava nemhaka kwoupenyu hwavo nokunaka kwokunaka kwavo, pasina rusaruro kuchiremera cheChechi yeKaturike, iyo yoga ine maruramiro okuzivisa vasande uye kuvakurudzira kunamatwa kwavakatendeka; Nekuda kwezvisungo izvi zvandiri kuzviisa pasi pazviri nemoyo wese uye nekusatyora, ndinopopotera kuti ndinobvuma sevasande, vakaropafadzwa, kana vafiri kutenda vechokwadi avo chete avo vanopihwa neDare reVaapostora dzvene mazita aya, uye ndinotaura kuti chokwadi chese chakataurwa mune ino. bhuku rine rimwe chete

chiremera chakavanzika, uye kuti havagone kuwana chokwadi chechokwadi

chete mushure mekunge ndabvumwa nemutongo waChangamire Pontiff, wandinoisa maonero angu chaiwo pane zvese zviri mubasa iri, randinopa kuruzhinji.

Kuratidzira kwechipiri:

Ndinokumbira muverengi kuti aone kuti mubhuku rino ndarondedzera hunhu hwakawanda hunoratidza hutsvene hwemunhu ane nhoroondo yandakaita. Ndakarondedzera ipapo zvinhu zvinopfuura zvisikwa, uye izvo munhu angatora seminana chaiyo. Chinangwa changu hachisi chekupa chokwadi ichi sezvakatenderwa neChechi Inoera yeRoma, asi sekusimbiswa neuchapupu hwakavanzika.

Nekuda kwezvisungo zvaBaba vedu Vatsvene Pope Urban VIII, ini ndinopokana kuti handisi kufunga kuti munhu ane nhoroondo yandakaita,  ingave yemhando yekukomborerwa, kana yemutsvene, asi yenzira  .

ari pasi pechiremera cheChechi yeRoma, iyo ndoga yandinoziva kuti ikodzero yokuzivisa avo vari vatsvene. Ndinomirira noruremekedzo rutongeso rwake pamapfundo ose ari mubasa iri, uye ndinozviisa pasi paro mwoyo nepfungwa, somwana anoteerera zvikuru.

HUPENYU NE ZVAKAZARURWA

YEKUBEREKWA  HANZVADZI.

Pfupiso yeHupenyu hweHanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu, uye nemamiriro ezvinhu ane chekuita nezvaakazarurwa.

Kuzvarwa kwake.

Jeanne Le Royer, akadanwa muChitendero Hanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu, mwanasikana waRené le Royer naMarie le Sénéchal, akaberekwa, sekureva kwerubhabhatidzo rwake, muna Ndira 24, 1731, mumusha weBeaulot, paramende yeLa Chapelle- Janson, iri padyo neLorient, zvikwata zviviri kubva kuguta reFougères, bhishopi weRennes, muBrittany. Akanga ari, zuva rakatevera rokuberekwa kwake, akabhapatidzwa muchechi nomufundisi wechechi.

Iye achatizivisa iye pachake nezvemamiriro ehuduku hwake uye nehupenyu hwake hwose, kusvika kune chero hukama nemukati make; asi kutevera kufora kweVatendi vose, kunozongozviratidza chete kudivi rakashata zvikuru; achataura zvake pachake kuti azvininipise paruzhinji uye awedzere kureurura zvikanganiso zvake, zvakaipa zvake nezvivi zvake: kana akamanikidzwa kuti azivisewo nyasha dzaakagamuchira  kubva

kudenga, kunenge kuri kubvunda panhoroondo yaachazodzosera, kutiita kuti ticherechedze kuti nyasha dzakaita sei kuti tikunde

zvakaipa nokuporesa kuora kwomoyo wake; pakupedzisira, nguva dzose ichidzokera pakadzika pokusava chinhu kwayo, ichadzosa zvinhu zvose kuna iye oga uyo kukudzwa kwakafanira.

Iyi ndiyo pfungwa yaanozotipa ega pakupera kwekuunganidza kwake; asi ndisati ndanzwa kupupura kwake, kunyangwe ndisati ndapinda mune chero ruzivo nezvenyaya dzake, sekuti kwandiri zvakakosha kuti ndizivise chimwe chinhu chehupenyu hwake hwekunze, pauchapupu hwevanhu.

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aigara naye; zvinobva pamiromo yavo pamusoro pezvose zvandichatora zvese zvandinoda kutaura, uye ndinovimba kuti veruzhinji vachatenda kwandiri nekuda kwehunyengeri hudiki kuti musikana uyu anozvininipisa angadai akawana zvakaoma kundiregerera muhupenyu hwake, kana Mwari vangadai vakamubvumira kuziva nezvazvo.

Dzidzo yake nenyasha dzekutanga dzinofarirwa nedenga.

Akaberekwa nevabereki vechiKristu, sezvazviri nyore kufungidzira, Jeanne le Royer akanga, sokunge zvakadaro, akayamwa nomukaka kutenda kunorarama uye kunoshingaira, ikoko kushingairira mutemo mutsvene, kuya kwounyoro uye umwari hwoumwari, rutyo irworwo uye irwo rudo rwomudzimu. Ishe izvo zvinogara zvichiumba chimiro chakasiyana chevana vechokwadi vaMwari, uye humbowo husingapokane hwekufanotemerwa kwavo. Ndizvo chete zvaaigona kugara nhaka kubva kuvabereki vake varombo. Asi zvipo zvinobva kudenga zvakatevedzana sei, uye kuti avo vanozvigovera vanogona sei kuita pasina zvimwe zvese!...

Aya maitiro ekutanga enyasha dzakapfuura aifanira kutambura zvakanyanya, kwechinguva, kubva mukurwiswa kwezvishuwo uye kubva mukupararira kwemuenzaniso wakaipa; asi nyasha dzaigara dzichimudzosa kuchinangwa kwaaida Mwari. Akanga anzwa kubva pauduku kukwezvwa kwakasimba kwazvo kuti azvipire kuna Mwari mukurega kuti, kuti aite kushevedzo yake, akakurira zvipingamupinyi zvose izvo dhiabhorosi, nyika, nyama, uye ngozi dzose dzemamiriro ake ezvinhu.

Kunoratidzika, kubva munhau yaanofanira kutiudza, kuti nyasha dzengirozi yake yakanaka, uye pamusoro pezvose chivimbo chake chikuru muna Amai vaMwari, zvakamubetsera mukusangana kunoverengeka; zvinoratidzikawo kuti pakunamata kwose kwakatanga kudhindwa mumweya wake, kuti kuSakaramende Yakaropafadzwa zvikuru yeatari kwagara kuri kunyoro uye kunofadza, uye kuti kuda kwake munhu anoyemurika waJ. , mumwoyo mayo, zvakaenzana, kana munhu achigona kuzvitaura, nenyasha dzaanoramba achiwana kubva kwairi. Wakaropafadzwa mweya unoziva kuchengetedza naMwari wawo zvinotapira izvi

kuenzana kwerudo rwakafanana, kusangana kunonaka kwerudo kunoita denga panyika! izvi ndizvo zvatakaona muna Catherine uye

Bernardine weSiena, the Madeleines of Paœi, the Thérèses, the Gertrudes, the Angèles of Foligny, Philippes of Néry, the François d'Assise, the François

Xavier, Francis de Sales, uye muzviuru zvakawanda zvevamwe vatsvene, maererano nechiyero chehutsvene hwavo, uye maererano nenzira dzakasiyana-siyana idzo zvakafadza Mwari kuti vafambe.

Zviratidzo zvekudaidzira kwake.

Mudiki, akasimba, ane chiso chinofadza uye chimiro chinobatsira, chakapihwa zvakare nemoyo wakanaka, nemweya wakasarudzika sezvawakarurama, ane hunyoro uye hushamwari, wechidiki Le Royer aigona pasina kupokana kunyepedzera, semumwe. , kumunhu ane betsero maererano nomugariro wake; naizvozvo chimwe chiverengero chakauya chaasina kumbozvisema; asi hazvina kumbobvira zvakwanisika kuuya kune chero chibvumirano chakanaka; paigara paine  chimwe chipingamupinyi chisingafanoonekwi chaivhiringidza zviyero zvese. Mudzimai waMwari akanga amurongera akarayira zvakasiyana; akamudaidza, nemumiedzo uye nenzira dzisina kujairika,  kuna

kukwana kwechimwe chimiro chepamusoro. Denga rakamurongera zvikuru

zvinhu izvo zvine chekuita neimba, uye zvaive zvekumuita mufananidzo wehurumende yechitendero, iye Rudzikinuro, akanga amuchengeta kubva paucheche hwake,

akamutungamirira sokunge kuti aimupinza mungozi dzenyika ine uori, akamuponesa paputsikirwa nengarava dzine chiuru, uye aigara achityora zvose zvaipesana nemazano ake.

Kufa kwevabereki vake.

Pazera ramakore gumi namashanu kana kuti gumi namatanhatu mumusha wedu akanaka akarasikirwa nababa vaaida nounyoro, uye rufu rwavo rwakamurwadza zvikuru; kuodzwa mwoyo kubva ipapo nekusava nematuro kwenyika,  njodzi dzaakange asangana nadzo mune mamwe mamiriro, nekukasira uyezve kupindura kune zviedza zvemukati izvo Mwari akamukwevera kwaari nenzira isina kujairika, akazvishora kuti akazununguka kudaro. ; akazviisa kunyasha, uye kuti abvise muedzo wose kunyika, akazvitsaurira zvakazara kuna Mwari nemhiko yerucheno rusingaperi rwaakaita pamberi uye pasi pechisungo chaMambokadzi weMhandara.

Magadzirirwo ake nemapurojekiti akakwana.

Anongoda kugara naamai vake, kuvapa zvokudya nebasa ravo uye kumubatsira kusvika pakupera kwemazuva ake. Asi mugumo uyu wakanga wava pedyo kupfuura zvaaifunga, nokuti nokukurumidza mariro emukadzi uyu

Christian akauya kuzomutsidzira kurwadziwa kwaikonzerwa nomurume wake

mwoyo wemwanasikana wavo. Mushure meichi chikonzero chitsva chekusiya nyika kana kuenda mberi uye kure kure nayo, sezvo akange asisina chero chinhu ipapo, kana chero chisungo chaigona kumuchengeta ipapo, Jeanne angadai akada kuwana mune imwe imba imba nzvimbo yechitendero. muranda, kuisa zvakawanda mariri

chengeteko noruponeso rwake nemhiko yake yokuramba; asi zvisingazikanwi kumunhu wose, anyimwa, naizvozvo, pakurumbidzwa kwose uye nemitoo yose yavanhu, haana kutsunga kuita manyepo ake kusvikira zvino.

Kuvimba kwake kunyoro uye kuzvipira kwechokwadi kuna Amai vaMwari.

Naizvozvo akagutsikana nokutaura kuna Mwari pamusoro pazvo mumunyengetero, akaisa zvinhu zvose mumaoko ouyo akanga amugamuchira.

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kusarura: akagwadama pamberi pechifananidzo chake, sezvaanotiudza, akanamata kuMhandara  Yakaropafadzwa kuti amuwanire kubva kumwanakomana wake nyasha uye nzira  dzekuva.

nguva dzose akatendeka pakuzvipira kwaainge aita kwaari nezvose  zvake

munhu, uye waakanga amuita muponesi wake. Munamato, kamwe chete wakapfava uye wakasimba, waisagona kuramba usina mugumisiro. Waitaurirwa kwaari haana kumbobvira atengesa trust yakaiswa maari. Hechino chimwe chinhu zvakare: kubva panguva iyo Mhandara Yakaropafadzwa yaiita senge yave kuita nhaurirano pamusoro pechinhu ichi, kana kuti kutungamira kuurayiwa kwayo; nenguva isipi pakanga pave nechikonzero chekuona kuti nyaya yacho yaive mumaoko akanaka kwazvo kuti isazove, nekukurumidza kana kuti gare gare, kupfekedzwa korona yekubudirira.

Kungwara pakusarudza mutungamiriri, nepaurongwa hwake hweupenyu.

Asati afunga kugara ega, Jeanne le Royer aida kuita zororo remweya iro rakaziviswa muFaubourg Roger yeguta reFougères. Chinangwa chake chekuenda ikoko kwaive kutsvaga nzira dzekuti

kutsveneswa, uye ipapo kuti abvunze Mwari pamusoro pechikamu chaaifanira kutora kuti azive uye atevere kuda kwake. M. Débrégel panguva iyeyo akanga ari mutungamiriri weiyi imba yokufuratira yomudzimu; mushandi weevhangeri wechokwadi, akanga azvizivisa amene zvikuru nokuda kwezivo yake mumufambiro wemweya yakaropafadzwa pamusoro pokushingaira kwake nokuda kwokutendeuka kunowanzova kwakaisvonaka kwavatadzi vakakomba zvikurusa.

hardened; ndiye Ananiasi wakatemerwa iye nedenga; kwaariwo ndiko kwaakacheuka kuti anzwe zvaaifanira kuita. Akamuzarurira pasi pe

hana yake kumuratidza zvaiitika ipapo, ndokumupa nhoroondo yenzira dzake dzinoshamisa dzaive dzatoshamisa vamwe zvakanyanya, uye izvo, zvisinei nekutarisira kwake, zvakange zvaitika zvekuvhundutsira kuzvininipisa kwake. Mushure mekumuongorora kakawanda, murume waMwari uyu akatendera nzira dzake nemapurojekiti ake, chete ndiye akamusunungura kubva muchikamu chezvisungo zvake izvo zvaienda kure nekuremerwa kwaigona kukanganisa hutano hwemuviri wake.

Anopinda muUrbanist nuns semuranda kubva kunze.

Kukandwa kwedombo kubva paimba yekudzokera yaive nharaunda yevaClarists, yakaderedzwa naPapa Urban V, uye nekuda kwechikonzero ichi Convent of

Varongi vetaundi reFougères, kwavakagara muna 1655. Mutemo wacho wagara uchinyatsocherechedzwa, masisita panguva iyoyo akanga akawanda sezvaaishingaira. M. Débrégel aidavira kuti aifanira kuratidzira kupfidza kwake kumweya yakanaka iyi, mimwe yayo yaakarayira, kuti igamuchirwe mumisha yavo mukukwanisa

mushandi wevatariri. Rakanga riri gore rokutanga ravakabvumirwa  kuva nadzo, ndiko kuti muna 1752. (1). Pashure pokunge awana mvumo yavo, akazvipa kwavari amene, achiti kwavari: “Madzimai, ngatirumbidzei Mwari, achiri kupa nyika mweya unoshamisa waanoda kutungamirira amene nomudzimu wake woumwari. Iyo inoteedzana icharatidza kana dhairekitori ane hunyanzvi akakanganisa.

(1) Mvumo iyi yakakanzurwa pasi paVaLemarié, anenge makore makumi maviri kana makumi matatu gare gare.

Inopfuura nemukati meConvent.

Mushure mekushanda kwemavhiki matanhatu kunze, akapinzwa mukati

mukati mayo, kubatsira masista. Jeanne akafanoona kushanda kweminyengetero yake; chaive chisipo pamufaro wake kuonana

akabatanidzwa zvisingachinjiki nemhiko dzakadzama kune avo vaaishandira: aigara achishuvira kune iyi yakakosha mukana. Iyi nguva yerombo kwaari

haana kusvika kusvika makore anopfuura matatu gare gare: akapedza makore matatu aya achiigadzirira ne postulancy, kutora tsika uye novisitiate. Munguva yose iyi, dhimoni rakamuunzira zvipingamupinyi zvakawanda; asi nerubatsiro uye nenyasha dzaMwari, akavakunda vose uye haana kumbovhiringidzika zvachose.

Miedzo nezvipingamupinyi zvinopikisa mazano ake.

Zvipingamupinyi padivi pehurombo. Akakumbirwa roora remapondo mazana matatu, uye aingova nepondo nhanhatu chete pamwe chete, asina tarisiro yekuzombova nezvakawanda, mhuri yake yese yakanga isati yakwana kubhadhara mari yemutemo mushure mekufa kwevabereki vake. Zvipingamupinyi padivi regodo, izvo nokukurumidza

kwete kutora umbrage pakunamata kwake kwakasimba uye kunyoro, pamwe nekuremekedzwa uye ushamwari hwaakakwanisa kuyananisa, kuti atange kumutevera. Zvipingamupinyi padivi pezvishuwo zvake, izvo dhiabhorosi akamutsa kupfuura nakare kose paakanga achigadzirira kuzvipira kuna Mwari wake. Zvipingamupinyi kunyanya  kubva

rutivi rwekutya kukuru kwakafemerwa maari nemweya werima; akaramba achimutya  ; akatomuita kuti aore mwoyo: akamuudza kuti aisazombomuita kuti awane ruponeso mubasa rokuomesera kudaro; kuti  haapo

haana kudanwa. Akaramba achimuratidza gehena pakupera kwebasa raizove risina nyaradzo uye risina chibereko kwaari. Iye achatiudza gare gare  iye pachake kuti Mwari akabvumira sei dhiabhorosi kuti asangane  naye

kugadzikana, uye nenzira ipi, nekutarisira kupi, aigara achikurumidza  kutsigira nekuidzivirira; asi izvi zvine chekuita  nehupenyu hwake hwemukati.

Kuvimba kwake naMwari noMudziviriri wake.

Mukurwisana nevavengi vakawanda kudaro, Hanzvadzi Jeanne naizvozvo vakaisa ruvimbo rwavo rwose muna Mwari, muna Jesu Kristu uye muna Maria; uye pasi pechengetedzo yeMwanakomana nekudzivirirwa kwakasimba kwaAmai, akatarisira pasina tariro….. Akavimbisa Mhandara Yakaropafadzwa kuita misa yakataurwa uye kupisa kenduru pamberi pechifananidzo chake,

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kana akawana kuti agamuchirwe pakunamata; uye kuti zita raaizotora ikoko raizova remumwe wemabiko akagadzwa neChechi mukumukudza. A

tariro yakasimba kudaro haimbonyengedzwi. J.-C. pachake akabvuma kupedza zvaityisa zvake, nekumuvimbisa nezvebasa rake, uye nekumusimbisa zvakare kuburikidza nemureururi wake.

Anokunda nerubatsiro rwedenga, uye anotora zita rechitendero rinomuyeuchidza nezvechisungo chaanacho kumudziviriri wake.

Paive nezvitsauko zvakawanda paari apo pfungwa dzakapatsanurwa kwenguva refu. Pakupedzisira, kunyange zvazvo vanhu vakazvipa roora guru; zvisinei nerudzi rwecabal yakaumbwa kuzorwa naye, akakunda,

zvimwe norubatsiro rwamai vaMwari, mudziviriri wake. Naizvozvo akabvumirwa, pasina roora, kuti ataure mhiko dzake dzechitendero; akatora zita reSister of the Nativity, richava iro ratichamupa kubva zvino zvichienda mberi,

nekuti ndiyo yaanogara akapfeka. Kubva ipapo, masisita akanaka aya akanga atomuziva zvakakwana zvokumupa zvaanoda pane zvimwe zvidzidzo zvaizvipa; vaive nechikonzero, mukutevera, chekuzvikorokotedza ivo pachavo, nguva zhinji, nesarudzo yavo uye nekutora kwavakanga vaita; asi havasati vanyatsoziva mutengo wakakwana wepfuma

izvo zvavaiva nazvo, uye Mwari zvimwe haazozvibvumiri kutozosvikira pashure pemakore akawanda. Ndiani angadai akavaudza ipapo kuti musikana murombo uyu, wavakanga vakanaka zvakakwana, nenzira yezvipo, kupa nzvimbo yekupedzisira pakati pevaranda vavo, aizokurumidza kuva uye akanga atove anonyanya kufarirwa naMwari; chii

rimwe zuva richava kubwinya, chishongo, uye zvichida chitubu nerutsigiro rwehurongwa hwavo; pakupedzisira, chirevo chechitendero chezana rake remakore uye mazana emakore anotevera?

Mu<em>nun mutsva naizvozvo akanga ari pamhiko dzakakwirira dzemhiko dzake, uye mufaro wake wakanga wakafanana paakaziva nezvemiedzo yose yaaifanira kupfuura nomairi mumugariro wake mutsva. Akaita nhamburiko iri yose kuratidza kuonga kwake kuna Mwari uye kuvabatsiri vake: kuna Mwari, kupfurikidza nokuzvipira kwake

zvakakwana uye zvakakwana; uye kuvabatsiri vayo, nemabasa ose avaigona kutarisira kubva kwairi. Maoko ake akaomeswa uye muviri wake wose wakajaira mabasa akaoma zvikuru omuruwa, akatamba, sokunge zvakadaro, nemitoro inorema zvikuru; uye Mwari anoziva nekushingaira uye negadziriro yaakamhanyira

kusunungura maoko ehanzvadzi dzake pane zvose zvainyanya kurwadza mukuteerera kwavo uye nemabasa avo akasiyana-siyana.

Hunhu hwake hukuru padivi remweya, uye kufambira mberi kwake mukunaka.

Asi zviri pamusoro pazvo zvose kubva kudivi romudzimu apo tinofanira kurangarira iyi Hanzvadzi yechiduku, kuti tinyatsonzwisisa kufanira kwayo uye kuona zvose zvayakafanira mazviri. Kuzvininipisa kukuru, kuteerera kwoupofu, kushivirira kusingakundiki, kuramba zvinhu zvose, kutsvaka Mwari bedzi, ndidzo dzakanga dziri nheyo dzakasimba dzeichi chivakwa chokukwana, kwaakaita, munguva pfupi, zvakawanda kwazvo  .

kufambira mberi kukuru. Iri ndiro zano rehupenyu iro, nefemero yeumwari, yaakagadzira mukonzati nemutungamiriri wake akangwara, ane zano raaigashira nekutevera.

Hurongwa hwake hwehupenyu uye shungu dzake sesisita.

Apinda ari oga kundobayira kuna Mwari wechokwadi ikoko mhuka dzakasiana-siana idzo dzinonamatwa navaEgipita, ndinoreva kuchiva noushati izvo nyika iri zvose zviri zviviri muranda nomunamati wezvidhori, iye akazvishandisa amene; seVatendi vose, kupingudza nekuparadza kuzvikudza kwake

nokuzvininipisa, uye marudzi ose okuchiva nokuzvidira kunyimwa mafaro anobvumirwa. Chishuvo chokugutsa ruramisiro youmwari chakaita kuti ashandise pachivande midziyo yokupfidzisa iyo yaakapa muviri wake wose kwairi.

Zvinetso zvake zvemuviri nezvemweya.

Bvudzi nemasikisi, dzidziso, kutsanya nekurinda, zvese zvakaitwa. Mubhedha wake dzimwe nguva waimwarwa nerukato nemishonga inobaya. Akabatwa rimwe zuva akazvichengeta mumuromo, uye achimedza donhwe nedonhwe, nduru yemhuka nezvimwe zvinwiwa zvinovava zvakaenzana. Saka pfungwa imwe neimwe yakanga ine manzwiro ayo.

Kufambira mberi kwake mukukwana.

Kwakanga kuri kupfurikidza norukundo runopfuurira pamusoro pechisiko apo uyu mwanasikana mutsvene akapfuurira nenhano huru mubasa rokukwana, umo iye akasiira shure zvikuru avo vamasisita vakanga vaita fambiro mberi ine mufungo zvikurusa. Kupenga kwakadaro kwaishamisa; uye zvakare akakonzera manzwiro akawandisa chete: hunhu hwehunhu uhu hwaifanira kuzununguswa, kana kuti kusimbaradzwa, nemiedzo yechisimba;  and quia acceptas eras Deo, necesse fuit ut temptatio  probaret te , akati mutumwa kuna Tobias:

kudzivirira zvaakanga achitoronga. Ngatipindei mune mamwe mashoko pamusoro penguva yekutambudzwa kukuru kwaaifanira kutambura, uye nemarwadzo aachiri kutambura nanhasi. Nyasha dzinoshamisa dzaakanzwirwa nyasha nadzo munyika pachayo, uye idzo, sezvatataura, kubva panguva iyoyo dzakaitika zvakakwana kuvhundutsa kuzvininipisa kwake, dzakaita sedziri kuwedzera muchimiro chake chitsva, maererano nekunaka kwake, uye Mwari airatidzika kunge ane godo rokumutsiva ari oga nokuda kwezvose zvaaifanira kutsungirira ari kurutivi rwedhimoni navamwe vavengi varo, kutozosvikira panguva iyeyo, iye anodaro, kuti J.-C.

munhu, uye akataura naye kakawanda, sezvatichaona muchikamu chake chasara.

Naizvozvo Mwari akabvumira kuti, pasinei zvapo neitiro hanya dzokuva nomwero kwake, nyasha dzake dzikava.

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zvechinyakare zvakaratidzika kusvika pane imwe nguva. Uyewo, chiedza chakadaro hachina kuitwa kuti chigare pasi pedengu; kwakanga kusingabviri kuti munhu asarohwe namambakwedza ayo akazivisa zuva guru. Pakutanga akayemura uye nekukurumidza umbrage, sezvinowanzoitika, kunyanya kumaziso ari nyore kugumbura.

Zvipupuriro kubva kuvatungamiri vake.

Vatungamiriri vakasiyana-siyana vaakazvizivisa kwavari vakabayiwa mwoyo nezvavakavaudza kubva mukati, uye vakabvuma kuti hazvisi zvake chete kuti Mwari akanga ataura zviedza zvakawanda kwaari. Ndinoda, akadaro mumwe wavo, kuti Sista De la Nativity vatenderwe kukwira pachigaro cheSande Leonard, kunyanya pamazuva apo Kereke inopemberera

zvakavanzika zvechitendero. Hapana ari muchimiro chekutaura nezvazvo saiye. Asati ambodzidza zvebhaibheri, ane zvinyorwa zvese zvakakwana. Pamusoro pazvose, ndinoda kuti vatadzi vedu vagone kumunzwa achitaura, sezvaanoita, nezvaMwari, pamusoro petsitsi dzake dzisingaperi, sekutyisa kwevamwari.

mitongo. Aiwa, handina kupokana kuti akaita maonere akanyanya kunaka pavari. Asi kupfuura zvose, mweya wake wakadini! uMwari hunyoro hwakadini! kuzvininipisa kwakadini! kunaka kwakasimba kwakadini! akakwana sisita!

Kwakadarowo mutongo waMM. Larticle, Duclos uye Audouin vatungamiri; Lemoine, Beurier-de-la-Porte, mamishinari: zvokuti, maererano nemvumo yake yaakawana, zvaiita sokuti akanga asungwa pakati pavo, kuti M. Audouin, aiva mutungamiriri wenzanga panguva iyoyo, uye uyo Hanzvadzi yaivimba naye zvikuru. , aizonyora pasi zvinhu zvikuru zvaakanga aitirwa  naMwari

kuziva nezve magumo eChechi yepasirese uye iyo yeFrance kunyanya. Kashoma kaainge amuudza kakakwana kuvanyengerera

kuti haana kuzvitaurira; nokudaro, M. Audouin akanyora manyoro marefu zvikuru pane izvo Sista yaakataura kwaari pamusoro peizvi zvose: asi sezvo zvinyorwa zvake zvisina kuoneka, uye izvo, pamusoro pazvo, handina kumboziva.

M. Audouin, handizivi zvachose nezvechirongwa chaakanga aumba;

Waanovimba naye ane mutoro wokunyora zvaanozivisa kubva kuna Mwari.

Ndinongofungidzira, pamamiriro ezvinhu uye pane zvandakaita kuti ndinzwe Hanzvadzi, kuti vakanga vamupa mamwe mashoko akawanda pamusoro pechimurenga chedu, uye zvishoma pamusoro pemigumisiro yacho.

Chii chaiva kubudirira.

Ndiwo magumo echokwadi uye zvinoshamisa zvinhu zvinopikiswa, senge izvo zvekunaka zvinoedzwa. Zvipingamupinyi uye kupokanidzana ndiwo musimboti webasa raMwari. Kangani asina

Akabvumirwa here kuti uipi, kusaziva kana kuti uipi hwevanhu, zvanonotsa, kana kutodzivisa kuitwa kwemazano ake makuru? Pano, ndinofunga, muenzaniso unoshamisa. Zvichida kuti nguva yakanga isati yasvika, kana kuti gehena rakanga rabudirira mukuvhiringidza chirongwa chaakanga ane zvose.

kutya; kana, sekutaura kunoita Sista, kuti denga, mukururamisira kwaro, rakanga raranga varume vane mhosva, nekuranga rudado rwemukadzi waaida kushandisa kuvanyevera uye kuvachengetedza kubva mumatambudziko mazhinji; zvimwe zvese izvi

zvinokonzera pakarepo, uye zvimwe zvatisingaoni; chine chokwadi ndechekuti purojekiti yakakundikana, uye kuti zvese zvakakundikana. Heino nguva uye sei zvakaitika.

M. Audouin akanga asina chimwe chinhu chokukurumidzira kunze kwokutaurira zvinyorwa zvake kukanzuru yakewo zvayo. Yaiva M. Larticle, mutungamiriri weUrsuline nuns weguta rimwe chete, uyo asina kubvumirana nezvose, zvinenge: ngatirege kushamiswa. Hanzvadzi yakazivisa nhamo dzakakura kudaro kuFrance, njodzi dzinotyisa kudaro kuChechi neHurumende, zviitiko zvisingabviri kuitika  panguva iyoyo, zvokuti haifaniri kuitwa mhosva kuti iye asina kutenda, mumamiriro ezvinhu aya, kuuprofita hwacho.  vazukuru vedu havagoni

tenda kuzadzika. Chitarisikoi chakanga chiripo, makore masere kana kuti mapfumbamwe bedzi nguva yatiri kurarama mairi isati yasvika, zvokuti takanga tiri zvapupu zvezviri kuitika chaizvoizvo nhasi pamberi pameso edu?

(1) Saint Francis de Sales.

Mafungiro enhema uye mitongo pane zvaakanga ataura; uye kupokana kweavo vanosangana nazvo panyaya iyi.

Akazadzwa, pasina mubvunzo, nezano rakachenjera rabhishopi mutsvene weGeneva (1), uyo akati mutsamba dzake: “kuti zviratidzo nezvizaruro zvevasikana hazvifaniri kunzi zvinoshamisa, nokuti kureruka uye unyoro hwe

Kufungidzira kwevasikana kunoita kuti vanyanye kubatwa nefungidziro idzi kupfuura varume." M. Larticle haana kuteerera zvakakwana kuti Sista aikwanisa kuonekwa seanosiyana nemutemo uyu, uye kuti chenjedzo yabhishopi mutsvene yaimufarira chose, sezvo zvakazarurwa zvake zvaive nehunhu hwese hwaanokumbira uye izvo zvinoda. kungwarira mumamiriro ezvinhu akadaro.

Hazvina basa: mushure mekutanga kuyemura Hanzvadzi, anofunga kumuisa pakati pehuwandu hwevanhu vakanyengerwa nekufungidzira kwavo. Akabata mutungamiriri wake sejaya iro, nokuda kwokusava noruzivo rwokuzviwanira, rakanga rabvuma kunyengedzwa. Akatofunga kuti aona hutsinye muchiziviso chekuti Hanzvadzi yakavhundutsa zvikuru kuChechi yeFrance, iyo yaakaona, akati, mbiru dzichizununguka, kudzedzereka uye kudonha muhuwandu. Mira wakasimba , akati kwaari rimwe zuva, Mira wakasimba; uye zvandinotaura ndinotaurira vose vari munharaunda yenyu. Edza kutsigira Chechi pamusoro pekurwiswa kwesimba rinotyisa iro randinoona richifambira mberi; ndapota tsigira Chechi; ndinodedera nokuda kwake; etc

Kumumanikidza kunyarara, kana kuti zvimwe kumuedza pakutyisidzira

izvo zvaasina kunzwisisa, akasarudza kumutyisidzira nekutya kukanganisa. “Luther,” akamuudza kamwe kamwe, “uye vamwe vaporofita vorudzi urwu, vakazivisawo kuwa kweChechi, vachipesana nezvakaitika uye vachipokana neshoko raJ.-C., uyo anotivimbisa kuti Chechi yake haizombowa. . Hanzvadzi yangu,

akati, Zvimwe makafanana navo pakukanganisa, kana kuti munopenga; Kana ndirini ndinoreurura kwamuri kuti handizivi zvamunoreva. Zvaakadzokorora kwaari mune mamwe mamiriro ezvinhu. Asi kunyange zvazvo pfungwawo zvayo yenhema yakanga yarambidza uye yakakurira Hanzvadzi murombo, izvozvo hazvina kumudzivisa kuti adzokorore kwaari: “Mwari ngaaite kuti azive kuti Chechi yeFrance, pamwe chete neHurumende, yaizosangana nedambudziko guru. chisimba nekutambudzwa zvisina kumbobvira zvamboonekwa muumambo hwakaisvonaka uhwu. »

Zvakaitika zvakaratidza zvakanaka kwazvo muzuva redu kuti manyepo akanga ari kurutivi rwupi. M. Larticle zvaive pachena kuti aivepo nekutya kuwira mairi. Kamwe kakupokana naSister, akavhiringika, pamwe asina hanya nazvo

kuona, kuvhunduka kana kubvongodzwa kweChechi yeFrance yaakataura nezvayo, nekudonha kweChechi yepasi rose, yakaziviswa nemoto unopisa weGermany uye nevaporofita vese venhema veinonzi shanduko.

Zvisinei, musiyano mukuru zvakadini kubva kune mumwe kune mumwe! Akanga achiri kuita kushandiswa kwenhema kwechikamu cheEvhangeri apo J.-C. anotiudza kuti masuo ehero haasati achizotongokunda mukurwisana neChechi yake; asi paasingatauri kuti Chechi yake haizozununguswi kana kuzununguswa: izvo zvingapesana neEvhangeri pachayo uye neruzivo rwemazera ose, hapana chiri kuziviswa nenzira yakarongeka kana kuti kazhinji kazhinji kwairi nomunyori wayo woumwari, kuti

kutambudzwa kwaaifanira kuita

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ruzivo uye kuti ichasangana mukati menguva yayo yese. Ichokwadi kuti, pasina vavariro yakashata, vafundisi vane unyanzvi zvikuru pane dzimwe nguva vanogona kukanganisa kunyange mumativi akajeka zvikuru, chero bedzi vasina kungwarira rusaruro, urwo nokukurumidza rusingachabvumiri kuti zvinhu zvionekwe muchiedza chavo chechokwadi. dzimwe nguva zvinoita kuti tisaona kunyange nheyo dziri pachena. Mienzaniso mingani sei yaisagona kutaurwa nomunhu, uye iyo ingabvumikisa kuti munhau yakadaro mutongi anofanira kutya nyengedzo yendangariro yake amene kwete pasi peiyo yaanoshuva kurwisa mundangariro dzavamwe! zvikasadaro anogona kuwira nyore mumusungo waanoedza kuvadzivisa  .

Anozvibvumira kunyengetedzwa, uye kunyara kwake kunomutungamirira

kupa mhosva nokuda kwokutya kukanganisa. — Anopisa zvakazarurwa zvake zvekutanga.

Zvisinei, kutya dzidziso yenhema, uko Hanzvadzi inotya yakanga yarohwa nayo, kwakamubatsira zvikuru kuti asarudze kusiya chinhu chiri chose. Akatotsunga kurwa kusvikira afunga nezvebasa rake, somusungo wedhimoni wakarambidzwa nedenga. (Ndizvo chaizvo maiva nekunyepa kwake kwaisanganisira, kana kuti izvo zvaakamanikidzwa kupa.) Akatozvireururawo zvake, uye akachema pamusoro pebasa rake semhosva. Achiziva kuti M. Audouin akanga agamuchira kusuwa kubva pazviri, uye kuti pane imwe nguva yake pakanga pamuka kukakavara kuduku pakati pake newaaivimba naye, akaita zvakawanda naye zvokuti akamumanikidza, neimwe nzira, kupisa moto.

mabhuku ekunyorera aive nezvose zvaakanga amuudza zvakaita kuti anyore akamiririra Mwari.

Akaita saizvozvo, uye akashoropodzwa zvikuru nokuda kwazvo, zvose zviri zviviri nehana yake, uye naM. Larticle amene uyo, pashure pokunge amupomera mhaka yokutenda, akamuzvidza pano nokuda kwokuita chiito.

nekukasira kukuru. 'Zvichida,' akamuudza, 'zvaidiwa kuchengetedza chinhu chiri chose chine chokuita neChechi, ndingadai ndakafara zvikuru kuiongorora nengwariro yakati wandei. Kwainge kwatononokerwa, rimi remoto rakanga rapisa zvese. Asi Mwari anoziva, paanenge achida, kubereka zvose zvakaparadzwa, uye hapana chinomira munzira yezano rake: iyi ndiyo nzira yatakaona nayo basa romuprofita mukuru achimuka kubva mumadota kana kuti mambo asingateereri akaderedzwa.

Kunyadziswa nenhamo zvinodzokera kwaari.

Zvinosuwisa! Kunyadziswa kwakadini kwaifanira kudya musikana mutsvene uyu panguva iyoyo, uye uko rufu rwaM. Audouin rwakakurumidza kuuya kuzoisa korona! Kusuwa nokunyadziswa kwamamwe Sista, uye kunyange navamwe avo, pasinei zvapo nengwariro dzake, vakanga vawana hurukuro dzake nomushakabvu M. Audouin, uye avo vakakunda pachivande kunyadziswa kwake. Avo, kunyanya, avo vaive nehunhu hudiki hwakakwana hwekutora

kukudzwa kwake, akanga asingachamurangariri somunyengeri, uyo zvakanga zvakanaka kumunyadzisa kuti amurape kuzvikudza kwake norudado rwake.

Naizvozvo, vakazvisarudzira vamene kumunyadzisa munzira dzose uye panguva dzose. Akava chinhu chezvisinganzwisisike zvakanyanya; ainzi Muoni, uye tinoziva zvakakwana zvinoreva kutuka kunobatanidzwa pashoko iri. Chakaita kuti anyanye kunyomba mumaziso avo ndechekuti vakamunzwa, kubva kunzvimbo yakanga yauya vanhu kuzomuteerera, achitaura kuna M. Audouin, kuti akanga aona Mambo, Mambokadzi uye Mhuri . akaputirwa mumatambudziko aakazivisa kuFrance, uye ivo pachavo vanyajambwa vekuchinja uku; izvo, pasina mubvunzo, zvaiita sehurefu hwe delirium uye

kunyanyisa.

Kusuwa uye kunyadziswa kwevatungamiri varo (1), kune avo, kubvira

VaAudouin, vakatadza uye havana kuzoshinga kuvhura hana yavo, pasina

achizvifumura kukurirwa nekunyomba, uye hapana chimwe chaaigona kutaura kunze kwenhamo dzevanhu dzavaitotora mukana wekumunyadzisa zvakanyanya.

Kusuwa nokunyadziswa, pakupedzisira, kuna Mwari amene uyo, pane dzimwe nguva, airatidzika kuva abvisa kunyaradzwa kwake kwose nenyasha dzake kwaari kuti amusiye kwaari amene nokukunda kwavavengi varo. Munguva idzi

(1) Hakasi kekutanga kuti, kuti aedze vatsvene vake, Mwari akabvumira vatungamiriri vavo, kwenguva yakati kuti, vachikanganisa pakutonga kuti vakatora nzira dzinoshamisa dzaakanga avatungamirira nadzo. Mutsvene Therese

oga aizopa humbowo. Iri pano pamusoro pezvose zvatingataure naSaint Gregory kuti ndihwo hunyanzvi hwehunyanzvi: Ars artium regimen animorum . Kubva kuna Pastor....

yematambudziko, hapana chaakanzwa kunze kwekusemeswa, kuoma uye kuoma kusingashiviriki. Denga, rakashandurwa kuita ndarira, rakaita serakabatana nenyika uye kunyange negehena, kuti ritambudze uye riite kuti ritambure.

Ichokwadi, mupfungwa yakati, kuti kunaka kunozvigutsa, uye kuti kunozviwanira pachako, kana kuti mune uyo asingambobvumiri kuedzwa kupfuura simba rahwo, chimwe chinhu chokuzvitsiva. Uyezve, pasina

achizvisiya kana kusuruvara kana, zvishoma, kunyunyuta, Hanzvadzi yaipikisa zvose zvaigona kutaurwa kana kuitwa pamusoro pake, chero chinhu kunze kweunyoro, kushivirira, kuregera kwakakwana kune kuda kweDenga; uye kusimba kwake kwakatomanikidza Masisita ake kuti adzorere kwaari kuremekedzwa uye ushamwari hwaive hwakanyanya kufanira, uye izvo, kwenguva yakareba, zvakangowedzera zvakanyanya.

Kurwadziswa kwomuviri wake nokutambura.

Izvi zvakanga zvisati zvakwana kuita muchinjikwa wakakodzera iwo

ushingi. Kumarwadzo aya nekuzvidzwa kwemweya kwaifanira kuwedzerwa kutambudzika nekuzvidzwa kwemuviri, kuita

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kuti aite chibairo chose uye chakakwana, uye mubairo akakodzera kuna Mwari uye nemazano aaive nawo paari: pakukumbira kwake denga rikamupa marudzi ose. Zvinogona kutaurwa nezvake, saJobho, kuti Mwari akabvumira dhiabhorosi kuti arove rake

muviri mushure mekuedza zvisina maturo kuzunungusa mweya wake. Asi uyo akapa simba rakawanda kudaro pamusoro pake mugehena, anogara anaro zvakasimba

akasimbiswa pakurwisa kwake, kuti agozvirumbidzawo pamusoro pokusimba kwomuranda wake, nokutuka utera hwomuvengi wake. Zvakanaka, satani ungati kwaari, wafunga here musikana wangu uyu uye wausingagoni kumubvisa? Numquid considerasti servum mourn? ( Jobho, 2, 3 ) Wakamboona here muranda muduku uyu anorambawo zvaunopa uye kutyisidzira kwako, pamwe chete nokubatwa kwako zvisina kunaka? Numquid considerati? Unofungei? Itsika yakewo zvayo here, uye haisi pamusoro pezvose zvaunoedza kuita here? Hongu, Satani, ndinokuudza, kukundwa kwako kune chokwadi, iwe

ruvengo rwabviswa, uye chipi nechipi chauchapikisana nacho chinongoguma nokunyadziswa kwako nokuvhiringidzika kwako.

Kuenderera mberi kwematambudziko ake. — Kuramba kuchipisa.

Hanzvadzi yoKuberekwa kwaJesu naizvozvo yakarwiswa pakutanga nefivha inononoka iyo, kwamakore matatu kana kuti mana, yakanetesa simba rake kusvikira kupfundo rokutyira upenyu hwake: iyi fivha inopfuurira yakamupa kutemwa nomusoro kusingatsungiririki uye kwakasindimara zvikuru: chipfuva chake chakakanganisika zvikuru. kuti yakabatwa sepulmonic. Imwe nguva gare gare, pabvi rake rekuruboshwe, a bundu renyama uye rakakura, iro raifanira kudimburwa nekuchekwa kunorwadza zvikuru. Chiremba wokuvhiya (M. Chauvin), uyo akaita kuvhiyiwa, akaratidzika kuva akasundwa nako, uye akagoverana, sokunge zvakadaro, utera hwama<em>nun vakamubetsera; murwere ndiye ega airatidzika kunge asina hanya: maziso ake akatarisa pamuchinjikwa wake, akavakurudzira uye akavakurudzira kuti vasiye basa uye kushivirira nemienzaniso yatakapiwa naJesu pamuchinjikwa: mumwe angadai akati zvose zvaakatambura zvaiitika pa muviri womumwe. Hatizonyanyi kushamiswa paachatsanangura chakavanzika ichi kwatiri, nokutidzidzisa kuti Mwari, panguva ino, akashuva sei kumisa kurangarira kwomuzvarirwo, sezvaanoita dzimwe nguva achitsigira vakafira kutenda  .

Kushivirira kwake muzvirwere zvake, uye kusiya basa mukuvhiya kunorwadza zvikuru.

Nzvimbo iyo nyama yakawanda mhenyu yakanga yatorwa, yakava ronda guru, iro, panzvimbo yekuvhara, rakanyura kuva dhipoziti yekenza inoseka, umo kuoma mitezo kwakazvikanda nekuremara mitezo, kuitira kuti mukuona kwechiremba ( M. Revault) uye chiremba anovhiya akamuona, haafanire kuishandisa; uye, zvechokwadi, dzimwe nguva aisungirwa kushandisa tsvimbo mbiri kuti afambe, uye pakanga pasina chitarisiko, zvimwe ndinofanira kutaura kuti hapana bviro yomuzvarirwo, kuti aigona kuita neimwe nzira.

Kuporeswa kunoshamisa uye kusingatarisirwi kweronda rake kwainzi kusingarapiki.

Mushure memavhiki mashoma ekupfeka, sisi, vakazadzwa nechivimbo, vakave nekutaura kuna Mwari uye kumudziviriri ane simba raaive aona nguva zhinji. Akakumbira mutungamiriri (ndinotenda kuti izvi zvichiri kuitika pasi peM. Audouin) kuti ataure nemutsa kwaari mukukudza Passion yaN.-SJ-C. uye marwadzo eMhandara Yakaropafadzwa patsoka ye

cross: akakumbirawo nharaunda kuti vamuitire novena nekuda kwechinangwa chimwe chete. Pa novena iyi, Sister vakanzwa kuvandudzwa izvo zvakavadzosera kumashure kwekushandisa gumbo ravo, zvekusvika pakukwanisa kuita pasina tsvimbo, yavakatakura kwemazuva mashoma kuti vanhu vasabatwa nechinhu. Asi chii chakanga chiri chishamiso chama<em>nun apo vakaona Hanzvadzi yoKuberekwa yakatakura kukicheni danda rehuni iro ringadai rakava mutoro womurume akasimba, uye iro, zvisinei, iye akanga aisa ari oga papfudzi rake? Zvese zvaakanga asiya, akandiudza, kwaive kusagadzikana muhoki yake, sekunge yakange yanyanya kusimba negarter, kusagadzikana kwakazopera kana director azadzisa vimbiso yake.

Iye ari ega mukusatya kuvimbisa chishamiso.

Chiitiko ichi chakakonzera mheremhere muguta. M. Revault akazivisa kuti munhu haafaniri kumuonga nokuda kwokurapa kwaakanga asingatendi nenzira yomuzvarirwo; chiremba wokuvhiya, achiona murwere uye vanga rake, akadanidzira kuti: Hechino chishamiso! Ungano yose yakamutenda uye ikamudzokorora saiye; Hanzvadzi yavo yakanga isina ushingi pakati pavo vose pakuzvisimbisa; akatondizivisa kuti akanga asati azvishingisa kuzviita, asi kuti zvisinei akanga asina kupokana kuti kwakanga kwave kune rumwe rubatsiro kubva kuna J. – C. uye kubva kuna Amai vake vatsvene avo, zvisinei, vakanga vasingadi. kumusunungura pakutambura nedzimwe nzira dzakawanda.

Chokwadi iyi haisiriyo matauriro emunhu anofarira, achiri mudiki wemunyengeri angadai asina kutadza kutora mukana uyu kuita manyepo uye kukwezva kuyemurwa kwavo, nekuwedzeredza zvese zvaaigona.kuita chishamiso mukurapa kunoshamisa uku. Ikoko kunaka kwechokwadi nguva dzose kunotsvaka kuzvivanza; anogara achitya pamusoro pezvinogona kuita kuti aonekwe, anovanza nyasha dzinoshamisa; uye maitiro eHanzvadzi mumamiriro ezvinhu aya, semune mamwe akawanda, anoratidza zvakakwana kuti haana kumbobvira

aitaura nezve masign favours aakanaiwa nawo nedenga, dai asina kuzviziva

kwaiva kuda kwaMwari, uye angadai asina kutenda kuti kubwinya kwake kwainyanya kufarira chizaruro ichi.

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Undonda hwake hwemazuva ose. — Rupo rwechisarudzo chake chekupira hupenyu hwake kuna Mwari panguva yakaoma.

Hapana gore rakapfuura, kana kuti diki, raakanga asina kurwara nechirwere chakakomba chaakanga akumbira kuna Mwari: mukurusa akamuunza kumasuo orufu akamunetesa kwazvo zvokuti kudedera kwakagara kwakagara maari. izvo zvinonzwika kunyanya mumusoro. Kuisa korona yekunyadziswa kwake (kana, zvisinei, munhu anogona kudana kunyadziswa kwekutambudzika kwaakakumbira senyasha kubva kudenga), kuedza kwakakonzera hernia iyo, kwemakore akawanda, yave iri muchinjikwa wake unorema, uyo we

izvo zvaanovimbiswa kuti anofanira kufa. Hazvisi zvakadaro izvo zvinomutambudza, asi kutya kusungirwa kutsvaga rubatsiro rwehunyanzvi. Sorbonne yakabvunzwa pamusoro peizvi; uye pachisarudzo chaakapa, iyeye aisasungirwa kushandisa nzira dzemhando idzi, akaita

norupo uye asingazenguriri chibayiro chehupenyu hwake: naizvozvo akazvisiya kune rubatsiro rweRubatsiro rwega; uye pasinei nezvose zvakataurwa navanachiremba, akaisa chivimbo chake muna Mwari chete. Saka musikana uyu

ane rupo akasimuka pamusoro pekufunga kwese nekutya uye nekungoonekwa kwezvinogona kusafadza maziso akachena kusingaperi emurume wake wehumwari, uye akashinga kunyangwe kutya rufu.

Ndizvo zvakaitika, mumiedzo yakaomarara, mukunyadziswa  kukuru uye mukutambudzika kukuru, gumi kana  makumi maviri .

makore ekupedzisira ehupenyu hwemwanasikana mutsvene uyu, ane matambudziko akangoita  kuti hunhu hwake huve hwakachena uye husingazungunuke, maererano  ne

uchapupu hwenharaunda. Hapana chakashandura mwoyo murefu wake, unyoro hwake, kuteerera kwake, kana rudo rwake; anozvininipisa zvikuru zvokuti anogara achizviisa pasi pevamwe, uye anogara achikurudzirwa nokuremekedzwa kunoitwa nevanhu kwaari uye chivimbo chinoratidzwa maari.

Kunetseka kwake panguva yekufemerwa kutsva kwaatumwa naMwari.

Takaona kuti akanga atendeuka uye akatopomera zvakazarurwa zvake zvekare; akatotenda Mwari nekumununura kubva mukukanganisa ndokumumanikidza kuti avhure maziso ake, nekumunyima nzira dzese dzekuti abudirire pabasa raaida.

yakanga yakonzera dambudziko rakawanda; akatomboona, kwechinguva, akatarisa pfungwa yacho semuedzo wedhimoni unofanira kurambwa; uye zvakaita

sokubvuma kwake amene, chaizvoizvo muuyu nyengedzo yake yaibatanidza: akanga azvibvumira amene kupwiswa kuti zvipingamupinyi zvakawanda kwazvo zvakabatana, izvo zvaiita sezvisingabviri zvachose, zvakanga zviri ufakazi hwakanaka hwokuti Mwari haana kumutendera; uye, mukuona kwaMwari, izvi zvipingamupinyi chaizvo zvakanga zviri nzira dzakawanda dzokubudirira. Pakupedzisira, akadavira kuti denga

akanga amuramba, apo iye akashanda kuti aite kuti akwane nokuda kwezvinangwa zvake zvikuru. Kwakadaro kwagara kuri mufambiro weProvidence, chiridzwa chainoshandisa chinongofadza chete kana chisina simba, uye basa rayo rinoonekwa chete kana nzira dzese dzevanhu dzanyangarika: Infirma mundi elegit Deus, ut confundat fortia. (I. ad VaKori. 1, 27.)

Kusabatsira kwekuedza kwake kutsva.

Nguva yemiedzo mikuru yakanga yapfuura kuna Sista; kusanaya kwemvura kwakanga kwapa nzira kumwenje mitsva iyo, kupfurikidza nokubvisa zvikanganiso zvake, yakamuita, sokunge kuti pasinei zvapo naiye amene, abate tariro itsva pasina kukwanisa kwake kufanoona zvakajeka zvikuru kuti kubudirira kwavo kungava chii. Mwari aiita seaikwidza zvisarudzo zvaakanga abvumira asina kumbozvitsigira; kwenguva refu inzwi remukati raimukurudzira; asi akanga asingachadi kuudza chero munhu nezvezvaaifarira zvitsva: M. Audouin akanga asisiri mupenyu, uye kubva pakufa kwake hapana mutungamiriri akanga apinda mumaonero ake ndokutora nyaya yacho nenzira imwe cheteyo. Rimwe zuva, zvisinei, akasvika pakuudza mumwe wavo kuti Mwari akanga achimuzivisa kuti rimwe zuva, uye munguva pfupi, aizova nemvumo yekuvandudza zvachose mhiko yezviito, iyo yatichataura munguva pfupi, uye yaaive nayo zvakanyanya pamwoyo. "Hazvichadaro ndiripo," akapindura. Sisi vakazvininipisa uye vanonyara havachatauri; akamirira chinyararire kuti Mwari pachake amupe nzira yokuita nayo zvaaiita seaimukumbira, nokuti akanga atonyanya kurwiwa pakati pehondo.

kutya kunyengera uye kusateerera kunyasha.

Zvaanozivisa zvinotsigirwa netsamba.

Kufemerwa kana kuti kungofungidzira, zvaakanga ataura zvakanga zvava kuzourayiwa. M; Lesné de Montaubert akagadzwa kuve muvicariate weSaint-Léonard de Fougères; yaive nyaya yekutsvaga mumwe munhu anotsiva uyu mutungamiriri akanakisa nemasisita eUrbanist. Rimwe zuva vari kwavo

vachitaura vaitaura zvavo pamberi paSister vaya vakaramba vakanyarara, mumwe wavo akabva ataura nyaya mbiri nhatu pane imwe chete yavaive vataura.

akadzvanya zvimwe. Ndinokuvimbisai, amai, haizove iyoyo, yakavhiringidza Sisi; hakuzovi nomumwe waavo vakadudzwa. Saka takachinja mavara; uye, pakati pemazita akabuda panzvimbo yacho, zvakaonekwa kuti paiva nerimwe raiita seraimufadza, kunyange zvazvo akanga asati amboona anoritakura. Akareurura kwandiri sezvo Mwari vakamupa ruzivo nezvazvo. Nyaya yakanga yatanga kutaurwa, uye kuti akanga aramba kudaro

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nekukurumidza, ichangobva kuiswa, nekanzuru, mukurapa kwaanofanira chete nemhiko yake inonyadzisa uye yekupokana, uye kubva

pfuti mufundisi ari pamutemo. Anozotiudza gare gare zvaanofunga nezve kupatsanurana uye kupindira kuri kuita kuti Chechi yeFrance igomera nhasi.

Yakanga yatove mavhiki mashoma kubva, pamasimba andakanga ndagamuchira, ndisingazvitarisiri, kubva kuAbbé de Goyon, mukuru we

munharaunda, ndakashandisa naava masisita akanaka basa romutungamiriri, umo ndakanga ndapinda muna July 18, 1790.

Nekuzvininipisa kwakadzama uye nerudo rukuru rwaMwari,

Ndakanga ndaona muHanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu kutenda kwakasimba, zvekuti aiita seakawana munhu waJ-C. bvuma kuti mune zvese zvaakataura kwandiri ndakawana njere, a

kurongeka kusingajairike kwendangariro nokufunga, kururama kwehana nokutonga, handizivi kuti, muchidimbu, chii chakandifadza, kunyanya apo akataura kwandiri nezvaMwari uye nezveunhu hwake hwoumwari.

Rumbidzo kubva kumukuru, inotsigirwa neuchapupu hwenharaunda yese.

Madam Superior, avo panguva iyoyo vaive Madam Michelle-Pélagie Binel, vaizivikanwa muchitendero seSéraphines , vachindipa runyoro rwemasisita, "Changamire," akadaro kwandiri, "tine mumwe, pakati pevamwe, anga akakumirirai pano. kwenguva refu, uye ndiani ane zvikonzero zvakakosha zvekukuita iwe a

hupenyu hwehupenyu hwose dump; ndiye Hanzvadzi yedu yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu. Akandikumbira zvakawanda kuti ndikuudze iwe uye ndikubvunze nguva yacho

izvo dzimwe nguva dzaaigona kutaura mazwi mashoma kwauri mukamuri duku. Ndiro basa rangu raitwa, akaenderera mberi; asi, Monsieur, ndinofunga kuti ndinofanira kuwedzera chimwe chinhu pachangu ndichifarira mutsvene wausati waziva, asi waungangove nemukana wekuziva zviri nani kupfuura chero ani zvake; at least ndicho chishuwo chake. Zvingava zvakafanira, changamire, kugara naye kuti ndigone kukoshesa zvizere kusimba kwese kweunhu hwake; kuona kuti anosvika papi kuteerera, kuzvipira uye kuzvininipisa kwechokwadi. Nguva dzose akapfava uye akaenzana nguva dzose mutsika dzake, anonzvenga nokungwarira zvose zvinoratidzika kuva zvinotsauka munzira yavose uye aigona kunongedzera pfundo rokukwana kwaakasvika, uye nenyasha idzo Mwari akamupa; nokuti, Ishe, Mwari akamupa mwenje, waakapa vanhu vashoma kwazvo;

zvinhu zvaasati amboita kune mumwe munhu kwenguva yakareba.

“Muchaziva, changamire, kuti pane imwe nguva apo kufanotaura kwake kwakaita ruzha, pamwe nehunhu hwake. Aifanira kutambura zvakanyanya, uye akaedzwa nenzira dzakawanda, kunyanya pachiitiko ichi: akavhunduka zvekuti, kumisa kushanya kwevanhu munyika, anopfuura makore gumi nemashanu apfuura akasiya kushanyira imba iyi. zvachose uye haamboendi ikoko.

Hatitombodi kumuratidza rukudzo kana ushamwari; uye nzira yakanakisisa yokumufadza nayo ndeyokuita sokunge kuti anomuzvidza uye asingateereri zvaanotaura, kana zvaanoita, kana chimwe chinhu chine chokuita naye. Anongodya chete uye ari

takapfeka zvakasara zvedu chete. Maererano netsika yeMusangano, sisita mumwe nomumwe anopfeka nguwo imwe cheteyo kwemakore manomwe masikati, uye mamwe makore manomwe usiku. Pashure pemakore gumi nemana ebasa, zvipfeko zvekare izvi zvinoraswa, uye zvinogadzira imwe nguo yevarombo. Zvakanaka, changamire, ndiwo madhirezi akagadziridzwa anodiwa neHanzvadzi murombo yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu pamusoro pezvose kupfeka; anozvigadzirira zvipfeko zvake zvemukati, izvo zvaanopfeka kusvika pakupedzisira, kunyange zvazvo pasina murombo aizozvigamuchira kana kuzvishandisa. Rimwe zuva, ndichipinda muchitokisi make, ndakamuona akashongedzwa kudaro nemamvemve aya, ndikati nechemumoyo: Saka izvi ndizvo zvipenyu zvemusango.

kunaka, zvishongo zvekuzvininipisa! Pfuma inokosha yakadaro inovanzwa zvisina kunaka sei, nepo uipi pachahwo hunoitwa munhu hukafukidzwa zvakaisvonaka kudaro? Ndizvo zvakaita zvokudya zvake; Handisi kuzotaura kwamuri changamire, pamusoro penzira inoshamisa yakatungamirirwa nayo mweya mutsvene uyu. Zvichave kwauri kumukoshesa paaccount yaanofanira kudzosera kwauri: zvese zvandinogona kukuudza ndezvekuti ndinoda kufanana naye.

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Ruramisiro inowanzopiwa masisita ose eFrance, pachiitiko cheushingi hwavo mukumukira.

Tarisiro yangu yekuvakwa nenhamba huru yeaya masisita akanaka haina kuodzwa mwoyo, iko kubvuma kuti ndine chikwereti chechokwadi uye nekudzvanyirirwa kusava nemhosva. Pakati pezvishoma zvisingadzivisiki uye zvisingakoshi, ndakaona hunhu hunoshorwa nenyika nekuti haihuzivi; uye haazvizivi nokuti haana kufanirwa nazvo. Kana munhu akamboumba pfungwa yehumwari inofananidzwa nenzira iyo inotaurwa nezvayo mumatenderedzwa, hazvishamise kuti munhu anongosemesa uye kuzvidza maitiro eiyo cloister. Kusawana sei kuseka mitemo inoita kuti ive basa rekukwana kweevhangeri kwatiri, isu tisina imwe evhangeri kunze kwezvirevo zvinoshorwa nevhangeri, kana chero chimwe chitendero kunze kwechimwe chinyorwa cheuzivi, chisingarevi chinhu, kana kungoreva kusaziva uye uipi?

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Hazvisi, sezvatinoziva, mumutauro uyu wehunzenza kuti mweya yechitendero inofanira kutora zvose zvine chokuita uye zvinogona kubatsira mukukwana kwe.

havana kuita saizvozvo; uye ndiani angataura kuti kuvimbika kuzvinhu zviduku zvakaitirwa Mwari kunopa simba rakadini rokuitwa kwemabasa omudzimu? Ndidzo nhambo dzinotidzidzisa kutonga. Hongu, inguva dzekuedzwa dzinozivisa zvatiri,

sokuzivikanwa kunoita muti nomuchero. Mumamiriro ezvinhu apo yaiva nyaya yezvose kwavari, mamiriro ezvinhu akaita kuti vanhu vakawanda vemarudzi ose uye mamiriro ose ezvinhu varambe kutenda, mweya iyi, iyo yaionekwa semidzimu isina simba uye inongwarira, haina kutenda kuti inogona kuwedzera kuchibayiro. zvezvinhu zvavo izvo zvehana dzavo; vaisiyanisa chavaiva nacho kuna Mwari nechavaiva nacho kuna Kesari. Aya magamba echiKristu haana kuzeza kufumura, kupa kunyange hupenyu hwavo, kuchengetedza kutenda kwavo.

Nokudaro, mukunyadziswa kwevatano iyo inovafanira muenzaniso, takaona ava  vanotya

njiva dzinosimuka, dzichikwira kumusoro kwegondo; avo vaingoziva kunamata nokuchema, vakashongedzerwa noushingi hwougamba, uhwo hwakavaita vakuru kutyisidzira uye vasingasvikike kukutya rufu; vasingasiyi chitubu chenhema, vakanyaradza kusava nehanya, utsotsi hwakazara, uye vakasunda hasha dzevadzvinyiriri kusvika kumagumo. Infirma et contemptibilia elegit Deus, ut confundat fortia . (I. VaK. 1, 27, 28.) Hungu,  muna

pasinei negehena nevarume varo vose, pasinei nezvose izvo hasha dzavo dzakakwanisa kuvarutsira mumashoko ekutuka uye kufungidzira, masisita eFrance akaratidza neuso hwavo hwakasimba munjodzi dzinotyisa, kuti mavhavha avo, akaparadzwa, ichiri nehunhu hwakakodzera mazana emakore ekutanga eChechi; zvinhu zvinokudza kusangano revatendi; kunaka kunoremekedzwa nechitendero uye uko nyika pachayo inomanikidzwa kuyemura; hunhu, hwekupedzisira, uhwo Mwari ega anofuridzira uye anotsigira uye izvo iye oga anogona kupa mubairo. Ndine mwoyo mukuru uye nemufaro mukuru kuti ndinotora mukana uno kupa rukudzo kumasisita eFrance mune zvawo. Ngatidzokere kune iyo inofanira, kunyanya, kutitora.

Hurukuro yekutanga neHanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu.

Akanga akandimirira ari ega, achifunga, panzvimbo yandakaenda panguva yandakanga ndapiwa. Vapedza kukwazisana vakabva vandibvunza

mvumo yekugara, akagara pasi pakarepo. Kaive kekutanga kuonana. Ndinoreurura kuti ndakarohwa nechiso chairemekedzwa uye chakaonda, nehuma yakafukidzirwa, nemaziso ake umo kuzvininipisa kwakapendwa, uye pamusoro pezvose nemhepo yekufanotemerwa iyo isingagoni kupiwa, uye iyo inodarika zvachose iyo inonzi runako. nekukodzera kwemunhu muvanhu venyika. Kureba kunobatsira zvikuru uye mitezo yakaenzana, mapendekete akarembera, kufamba kwakashata uye kwakati, musoro unodedera, chimiro chakareba zviri pakati nepakati, zvakasimba.

kutaura, ndizvo chete zvandaiona nezvemuviri wake; asi kuti ndipe zvakanaka mucherechedzo uyu wehutsvene, ndinenge ndichitaura nezvehumwari iyo dzimwe nguva inotsvaga kunyange pachiso chake imwe mufananidzo werunako rwemweya wake, zvingava zvakafanira kuupenda patafura yechirairo.

Hanzvadzi inofunga kuisa chivimbo chake zvachose mumutungamiriri wake mutsva.

Changamire, vakadaro vachitarisa pasi vachitaura zvishoma nezvishoma (ndiyo bedzi nguva yavakandipa zita iroro), changamire, zita rangu rechitendero ndinonzi Sister of the Nativity. Ndauya, nemvumo yaamai vedu, iwe

ndinokumbira kutarisirwa kwako uye tsitsi, izvo zvandinoda kupfuura ani zvake. “Kana ndikagona kuva webetsero ipi neipi kwamuri, Hanzvadzi,” ndakapindura kudaro, “munogona kuvimba neni, nokuti chinhu chiri chose chichava chakanaka kana ndikakuitirai masevhisi akawanda sezvandinoda. “Unogona kuita zvakawanda,” akapindura kudaro, “kana, sezvandine chikonzero chiri chose chokudavira, Mwari achida kukushandisa nokuda kwokucheneswa kwangu.

norugare rwangu. Kunyange ndisati ndawana rukudzo rwekukuzivai kana kuti ndisati ndambokuonai, akaenderera mberi achiti, ndakanga ndatogutsikana nechido chenyu chakanaka mune zvose zvine chokuita nokubwinya kwaMwari noruponeso rwemweya, uye ndizvo zvinondipa kusatya kukuru. . Ndichakupai nzira yokushingaira kwenyu, Baba vangu, nokuti kushayiwa kwangu kukuru, uye ndichakupai basa. (Ndinogona kukuvimbisai kuti mune izvi, zvishoma, haana kukanganisa.) Munondiona, akaenderera mberi, ane makore makumi matanhatu, kana zvakadaro; hundonda hwangu, kunyange kupfuura zera rino, hunondinyevera kuti ndave kusvika kumugumo webasa rangu, uye chinhu chiri chose chinondiita kuti ndinzwe kuti uyu mugumo haugoni kuva kure zvikuru kubvira zvino.

Baba, nditendereiwo kutaura, akawedzera, nekuti ndimi makatodaro, uye ndinoona kuti muchawedzera (ndiro chete zita raagara achindipa pashure, kunyange mukutaura.) Baba, kwasara zvinhu zvakawanda. kuti ndiite ndisati ndamira pamberi pomutongi wangu: kubva kuzvivi kuenda

bvisa, hunhu hwekuwana, nhoroondo huru yekukupa iwe mamiriro emweya wangu uye yehana yandinoda kukuita iwe mutariri. zviri kwandiri here

kubvumirwa here, Baba, kutaura nemi pano neruvimbo nemoyo wakazaruka? "Hongu mwanangu," ndakamuudza.

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iwe unogona kuzvitsanangura uine chivimbo chakakwana uye rusununguko; akabva aenderera mberi seizvi:

Naizvozvo muchaziva, Baba vangu, kuti kunyange ndiri mutadzi mukuru sei,  kunyange ndisina kukodzera kuwani, Mwari unonditarira neziso retsitsi  ;

zvisinei makore mazhinji apfuura akandipa mwenje  uye

zivo iyo, nekufamba kwenguva, yakatambura nekupokana kwavangadai vasina kumbosangana nazvo, dai takanga taona zviri kuitika nhasi uye zvandichiri kufanoona... Ndakatya zvikuru.

kuva pasi pekunyengera; asi, kwenguva yakati, uye munguva pfupi yapfuura, panguva yamapinda, hana yangu yaita kuti nditye kuviga neni muguva izvo zvandakanga ndaziviswa naMwari nokuda kworuponeso rwevazhinji… Eh! iyo account!

Aya mafungiro akawandisa anoita kuti hupenyu hwangu huve mutoro usingatsungirike, kana mutungamiriri akavhenekerwa, uye achitaura neni muzita raMwari neChechi yake, asingagoverane neni. Zvinoita kwandiri, Baba? kuti Mwari anokutumira kwatiri, akandifuridzira kuti nditaure kwauri nokuda kweizvi, kuti ndikukumbire pakupedzisira

kudare renyu, uye nekupa kumutongo wenyu pazvinhu zvese  zvine chekuita neni. Kubva pane zvandinoona, Baba, muchave mutungamiriri wedu wekupedzisira, uye ndinoda kuti muve wangu kunyanya. Ndinokuvimbisai kuti ndichafira mumaoko enyu ndichifara, kana manzwa zvizere zveupenyu hwangu, nezvese zvakaitika kwandiri kubva kudivi raMwari; pandakazoturutsa hana yangu pane yako. Pane zvese izvi munhu angofanire kuda zvinodiwa naMwari chete. Asi imi, Baba, mava nazvo here  ?

rudo kuti undisunungure mberi nekundivimbisa kukushandisa iwe nemoyo wose uye kusarudza maererano neupi Mwari achakutungamirira iwe, uye kuti iwe uchazviona zvinoenderana nekuda kwake nemirairo yake, pamwe neiyo yeChechi yake tsvene, kubva mairi. hazvitombotenderwi kutsauka?

Hongu, mwanasikana wangu, ndakapindura, ndinovimbisa kuita nepandinogona napo kuita kudaro. Ndichakuona. Namata kuna Mwari kuti vandivhenekere uye vasanditendera kukanganisa pachinhu chakakosha ichi. Zvaakandipa ipapo ipapo, achiwedzera kuti: Neriwo divi rangu, ndinokuvimbisai, Baba, kuti ndichakutsanangurirai nokutendeka kusava nechokwadi kwangu nezvinondinetsa nepese pandinogona napo, kuti ndiite zvese izvo chero zvamunoda, uye nekukuitirai hunyoro hwenyu. mwana; ndiwo mufambiro wandinorayirwa naMwari pamusoro penyu. Makarurama, Baba, mukandipa shoko randaida, iro rinondisimbisa; asi, sezvo maekisesaizi ekudzoka amunotiitira asingakubvumidzei kuti muzvipire kune rimwe basa, isu ticharega, kana muchifunga zvakakodzera, kubvunzurudza kwedu kwekutanga kwemazuva masere.

Anogamuchidza kwaari miitiro yomukati yaakanga amboita nemhiko.

Asi ini ndinopa kwamuri tsika shoma dzekunamata Mwari, dzandinokumbira kuti muzviongorore; vachandipa mukana wokukutaurirai zvinhu zvakawanda. Ini ndichakutsanangurira mune zvinotevera kuti sei, sei uye nani

vakanga varayirwa kwandiri. Iwe unozondiudza kuti ndofanira kuvandudza mhiko here kana kuti kwete kwehupenyu hwangu hwese.

Nemashoko aya, Sisi vacho vakanditambidza hafu yebepa, rakapetwa kuita mupumburu uye rakasungwa neshinda; akabva andisiya achindikumbira kuti ndimuregerere.

Ndakadzokera kuimba yangu, ndakavhura pepa reHanzvadzi yacho, uye ndakarava miitiro mitanhatu inotevera, iyo, mukati mokurwara kwayo kwokupedzisira, yakanga yaita.

nyora naMadame l'abbess. Ndichaanyora izwi neshoko, kunze kwekukanganisa kwezviperengo zvishoma.

“Ngaarumbidzwe, anonamatwa, anodiwa uye ngaavongwe ngaave Jesu Kristu kudenga uye muSakaramende Dzvene reAtari.

"Ini. Ndichashanyira Sakaramende Yakaropafadzwa semaawa akawanda pazuva, kubva pa5:00 mangwanani kusvika na9:00 manheru, uye, paawa imwe neimwe, ndichiita fungidziro dzemukati. zveMwoyo Unoyera waJ.-C, mundangariro dzechakavanzika chega chega cheupenyu nekubwinya kweuyu Muponesi munyoro, ndichafungisisa pamusoro pezvakanaka zvose zvaari muenzaniso wazvo, maererano nekuzvipa kwazvinoita kwandiri muchakavanzika chega chega; uye, kunyanya, ndichafungisisa kunyadziswa kwake uye kuparadzwa kwake.

“Ndichatora zvakavandika mumashure, kutanga nenguva dzeshanu mangwanani neKusikwa, uye ndichizopera nenguva dzepfumbamwe manheru neKutonga Kwekusingaperi kwaJesu Kristu Kudenga. Zvakadaro, ini kunze kweChina, kubva panguva yechitanhatu manheru kusvika Chishanu zuva rose, kushanya kwacho kuchashandiswa mukukudza zvakare zvakavanzika zveRufu neKurwadziwa kweMuponesi wangu.

Kushanya kwese uku kuchaitwa mupfungwa nemwoyo mumweya wakachena wekutenda nerudo, uye kwete wemuviri, kunze kwemaawa andinenge ndichange ndiri pamhemberero neRuwa. Iyi tsika yekutanga ichaitwa mumweya wechibayiro, uyo, nekunamata Jesu Kristu muSakaramende Yakaropafadzwa, ndinoda kugadzirisa kuburikidza neMwoyo wake Mutsvene, uye mukubatana naye, kusatenda, kuzvidza, kusaremekedza uye kupira kunoitwa pamusoro pake. sakaramende inoyevedza iyi yerudo kunyanya, kugadzirisa kugumbuka kwayakagamuchira uye nekugashira kubva kuzvivi zvangu.

Kuti uzadzise tsika iyi yekutanga, zvinokwana, paawa yega yega yezuva, kuti ndigare mukati mangu nechakavanzika chega chega, kureba kwePater uye Ave. Muchiitiko chekukanganwa muawa, ndinogona kuiburitsa muawa inotevera; Ndinogona kunyange, nokuzvidira, kufanoona chimwe chinhu chinoparadza, kuunza kana kunonoka kushanya uku, nekuisa kubva pane imwe nguva kuenda kune imwe.

Handingapfuure chikamu chechina cheawa ndisina kurangarira huvepo hwaMwari, kungave nekusimudza mwoyo wangu kwaari, kana nekunamata kwaari nemunamato wepfungwa kana wenzwi, kunze kwekunge ndakarara kana kushamisika nebasa rekukurumidza kana kunyara. zvisingatarisirwi. Kungorasa nemaune kuchandiita kuti ndive nemhosva yekutadza pachinhu ichi  .

Ndichangoda muvakidzani wangu kubva murudo rwakachena, mukubatana neiyo  yaJ . 

zvechisikigo, ane mafambiro andichaita kurwisa uye stifle pandinongovaona.

Ndichaedza kurarama, kuburikidza nenyasha dzaMwari, muuzhinji kubva pazvinhu zvese uye kubva pachangu, kuti ndizvibatanidze kuna Mwari chete uye iye oga oga  .

Ndichachengetedza kuzvichengeta mukuzvipira kwakakwana uye kuzviisa pasi pekuda kwaMwari, mumarwadzo akasiyana epfungwa nemuviri  izvo

zvichaitika kwandiri, uye kazhinji muzviitiko zvakasiyana zvehupenyu, uye kuti nechibayiro pandichaedza kuzvichengeta nekunzwa uku  :

moyo uri pamberi penyu, Mwari wangu; semubairo anogara akagadzirira kubayirwa maererano nekufarira kwako kwakanaka, rudo rwako rwakachena uye kubwinya kwako kukuru.

Ndichachengeta mhiko dzangu nemirau yangu nenzira yandinoziva kuti inofadza Mwari uye yakakwana kwazvo, pakuti handizoiti nemaune uye nemufungo  .

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kusakwana. Kana neni handizoregi kupfuura, nekuona uye nechinangwa, mikana yekudzidzira hunhu, kunyanya kuzvininipisa. Taura

musimboti wekunaka uku, ndichagara ndakanamatira kuchokwadi cheKutenda. Ndinoda

“rarama uye ufe mwanasikana weChechi Tsvene yeKatorike, yeApostolic neChechi yeRoma. Ndichatevera mafambiro enyasha mune zvese, uye ndichave pasi  pekuteera zvachose.

"Ndinoisa maitiro matanhatu aya muMwoyo Unoyera waJesu naMaria, kuti ndiwane nyasha dzeMwanakomana uye dziviriro yaAmai, saka zvakakosha kuti ndive akatendeka kwavari kusvika parufu. Nezvekuita izvi, chero kukanganwa kusingaite, hurwere, kushaya simba kwemuviri kana pfungwa, chero basa remweya kana renyama, zvinondisunungura kubva pakukanganisa; pachava nechido cheune uye chekufungisisa chinokonzera chivi.  »

Kutevera miitiro iyi kwakaverengwa chibvumirano chakanga chisina kusainwa, uye icho Hanzvadzi noMukuru wacho vakandiudza kuti chakanga chabva kumushakabvu M. Audouin. Akamubvumira kuti azvipire kwairi kwehupenyu hwake hwose, asi nemamiriro ezvinhu ekuti, kana vimbiso iyi yaizomukonzera dambudziko nekuzvidya mwoyo, haichazovipo, uye kuti, zvakare, mureururi wake aigara aine, nyaya iyi, simba rekuitsanangura, kuigura, kana kuibvisa zvachose, kana aifunga kuti zvakafanira….. Kwenguva yakati, Hanzvadzi iyi yakanga ichinetseka zvikuru panguva iyi, nemumwe munhu.

chisarudzo chakaita kuti anzwisise kuti sisita haaigona kuita chero mhiko pasina kubatanidzwa nemukuru, uye kuti saka yakanga isina maturo. Kwandiri zvaiita sekuti sarudzo iyi yakanga isiri yechokwadi, kana semashandisirwo aiitwa nemunyori, uye ndakafunga kuti sisita aigona.

pachayo kuzvisunga nemhiko kuzviito zvemukati chete, izvo, kure nekukanganisa kurongeka kwakanaka, zvinongova kukwana kwemutemo chaiwo wawakagamuchira, uye sezviri pachena unongorerekera kumbiri huru yaMwari maererano nekunaka kukuru kweizvi. mweya; kunyanya kana zvichiita sokuti ndiMwari pachake anorayira; nokuti kuda kwoumwari, kunonyatsoratidzwa, kunotakura umboo hwako nguva dzose. Ndizvo zvanga zvave sarudzo yemutsvene uye akadzidza zvechitendero, uyo Mwari aive, sokunge zvakadaro, akamutumira kudzoka kuNzvimbo iyi, pachena kuti aparadze mumweya weHanzvadzi yakaipa.

migumisiro iyo mumwe wevanoreurura akanga aita nokusaziva.

Mutungamiriri anotendera maitiro aya.

Pakupedzisira, mushure mekunge ndayera zvese panguva yekuzorora uye nekuongorora mhiko iyi mumamiriro ese atichaona mune inotevera, ndakaona kuti zvikonzero zvekare uye zvitsva zveSista iyi yaive yerudzi rwekurerutsa.

balance. Nokudaro, ndakapa, zvishoma kana zvishoma mupfungwa yaM. Audouin, chisarudzo chokupedzisira icho Hanzvadzi yakatsunga kuomerera kwachiri, pasina kubva zvino zvichienda mberi kubvunza munhu upi noupi. Ichi chisarudzo chinomubvumira kuvandudza iyi mhiko pamhemberero dzeKisimusi muna 1790, nemamiriro ezvinhu aya: “pasina kusungirwa kuita kudaro muchirango chechivi. Nenzira iyi, ndakanga ndichizadzikisa ndisingazvizivi izvo Hanzvadzi yakanga yataura mwedzi mishoma yapfuura, kuti munguva pfupi yaizobvumirwa kutangazve miitiro yayo, uye kunyange kumutsidzira mhiko yake nokusingaperi. Ngatidzokere kunyaya yedu.

Nhoroondo yenhaurirano dzakasiyana siyana dzakaitwa nemupepeti naSista.

Saka zvakapfuura iyi bvunzurudzo yekutanga, iyo yakakurumidza kuteverwa nehurukuro dzakareba makumi mana kana makumi mashanu, nhoroondo yakadzama inoumba muunganidzwa wandinopa kumuverengi wechiKristu, muzita reuyo wandinotenda kuti ndiye ega munyori. uye chiKristu chine mungava kwaari, kuzvinhu zvose zvinooneka. Hanzvadzi, mukuona kwangu, inhengo yemudziyo wacho

Mwari akazvibatsira; uye zvikanganiso, ndinodzokorora, zvemhando ipi neipi, ichawanikwa mubasa, ndicho chikamu chega icho munyori kana mupepeti ane kodzero yekutaura, iyo chete yaanonamatira kuti igove yakakonzerwa naye mubasa. chinhu chose.

Masisita maviri chete ndiwo akanga ari muchivande chedu, anoti, wokutanga akandivhurira, uye Madame le Breton, vaizivikanwa seHanzvadzi yaSainte Madeleine, panguva iyoyo muchengeti, uye akava mukuru (1) mwedzi mishomanana ndapinda. Zvese zvakaitika pakati pangu naSister chaive chakavanzika.

kuungano yose. Imba diki yaitaurirana nekamuri yemutungamiriri yakasarudzwa zvakare kuti ive nzvimbo yekutaurirana; uye zvisinei nechenjedzo dzakatorwa, takaona, uye Hanzvadzi pachayo, sechishamiso, kuti, vachipfuura.

zvirokwazvo, pamberi pemikova yedzimwe Hanzvadzi, pakufamba kwake nekubuda, haana kuonekwa, kana kunyumwirwa neumwe wavo; danho rakanga ranyanya kutsvedzerera nekuti ndipo paive paita kuti zvinhu zvese zvakundikana kekutanga, uye imba iyi inosuruvarisa ndiyo yakanga yakonzera kutambudzwa kwaaifanira kutambura.

(1) Nechikumbiro chakanga chaitwa, ndakarayirwa nevakuru kuti ndiite sarudzo iyi muchivande kudzivirira iyo yakanzi nekanzuru iite. Iyi nhanho zvimwe yakanga iri chimwe chezvikonzero zvikuru zvokutambudzwa kwakandimanikidza kutiza kutiza rufu.

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mukati menzanga, uye yakanga yakatorambidzwa nokuda kwechikonzero ichocho.

Apo ndakanga ndaitika kuti nditaure dzidziso youmwari, kana kuti kuita nharo pamsoro pomubvunzo wouzivi, pane dzimwe nguva ndakanga ndatakura kupfava kusvikira pakuzviita ndimene kuzvidavira nechomukati, sokunge kuti pane chandinoziva; asi

pandakanzwa Hanzvadzi yaMuzvarirwo yotaura neni nemoyo wakazaruka kuti

dzimwe pfungwa dzekunamata, ndakaona chivako chekuzvida kwangu chichinyangarika; uye ndakapotsa ndaremerwa nechiedza chayo, kazhinji ndaisungirwa kureurura kusaziva kwangu nechomukati uye kuti ndibvumirane neni kuti ndakanga ndisati ndave mudzidzi weiyo yandakanga ndiri mutungamiriri: izvi hazvisizvo kuti ndakanga ndisina mukana. kunzwa mimwe mweya ichitorawo chijana chakataura zvakakwana zvekuti vakatenda ivo pachavo vakafemerwa, uye pamwe vaishuva kuti dai ndakazvitenda. Hongu, vamwe vakanga vataura kwandiri nezvefemero; asi ndinogona kukuvimbisai kuti hapana akanga ambotaura neni nezvazvo saiye, uye ndinofunga kuti zvaisazova nyore kuzvikanganisira, chero munhu aine misimboti panzira yekuziva murudzi urwu chokwadi 'nenhema. , chii chakasimba uye chechokwadi, nezvinongofungidzirwa chete.

Hapana chimwe chinovaka, hapana chinokwanisa kuunza zvakanaka,  kupfuura

inotaura nezve Hanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu: zvese pamusoro pake zvinofema hunhu uye zvinoita kuti  huipi huvengwe. Zvikurukuru kubvira paakandipa chivimbo chisingachinji, ndakazvishora kane zana nokuda kwokuva kure kwazvo nokukwana kwake; uye ndakavonga Mwari kazana, sekunge nenyasha huru dzeruponeso,  pakundipa

vakadaidzwa kuhutungamiri hwemweya mutsvene wakadaro. Rumbidzai Denga kuti nyasha idzi hadzina kuva chikonzero chitsva chekupomerwa! Vese vakave nemukana wekumuziva vakataura zvimwe chetezvo, vachizvibvunza kuti: ndichakodzera rini Hanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa? Ndichada Mwari rinhi, ndichamushumira rinhi, ndichazvininipisa rini, ndakazvinyima sezvakaita sisita akanaka uyu, ndakatendeka kumabasa angu, sekuzviparadzanisa nevamwe?

Kuti akagamuchira sei chiedza icho Mwari akataura kwaari.

Ini ndaigaro tsvagirwa kutsvaga chikonzero chekumuunza mune dzimwe nhaurirano, nekuda kwemubairo wandaizozviwanira pachangu uye.

vamwe; ndipo apo, nechinangwa chekuti ndizive zvaiitika mukati make, akandiudza nekupfava kwemwana zvinhu zvinokatyamadza uye zvinoshamisa. Ndakashamisika kusvika  pamwero wekupedzisira kuona ruzivo rwakawanda kudaro nekunyara kwakawanda,  kukwirira kwakanyanya

zvemweya ine tsika shoma; pfungwa dzakakwirira kwazvo nekuzvininipisa kukuru; mazano ake makuru uye mafungidziro akajeka akazadzwa uye akatorwa moyo

zvakawanda mupfungwa dzangu, zvokuti maawa aipfuura senguva, uye kuti kazhinji, tisingazvizivi, hurukuro dzedu dzaisundirwa kusvika pakati pousiku.

Iwo akanyanya kujeka mapoinzi edzidziso nehunhu aakanditsanangurira nemazvo uye nemazvo, kudzika uye kujeka kunokwanisa, mukuona kwangu, kwevanokatyamadza vezvidzidzo zvebhaibheri vane ruzivo rwakanyanya mundima idzi.

mhando dzezvinhu, sezvakaitika nekuverenga maonero ake. Nekutaura kwake kwakasimba, anogara ari echisikigo uye anogara achingoita kuenzanisa, akawana misungo yemuvengi weruponeso, pamwe nenzira dzekuidzivirira kana kuvanzvenga. Yakaratidza kukwira kwekufunga kana kuraswa kwaMwari, hondo dzechisikirwo nenyasha mumweya.

zvichiri kuzununguka, zvakavanzika zvinoshandiswa naMwari kuzadzisa zvinangwa zvake, kunyangwe zvipingaidzo zvese…. Kudai dzimwe nguva akanga asina kuerekana amira kuti ati kwandiri: Mwari havandiratidzi zvakawanda, kana kuti kundirambidza kuenda mberi, ndingadai ndakadavira kuti angadai akaenda kudare reUmwari.

Dzimwe nguva zvinoitika, akati kwandiri rimwe zuva, kuti ndinoona muna Mwari

zvinhu zvandisinganzwi; Ndinonzwa chokwadi ndisingavanzwisise. Saka, kana Mwari achida kuti ndizvitsanangure, anoratidza mashoko andisingawanzooni zvaanoreva, ndinongoona kuti ndinofanira kuashandisa. Uye mu

Chokwadi, pese paaindibvunza kuti kutaura kwakadaro kwairevei kwaaizoshandisa, rakanga riri izwi iro hapana rimwe rainyatsoenderana nesimba, uye zvazvaisaita kutsiva. handidaro

Handizvinzwe, akadaro, asi ndinoona kuti zvinofanirwa kunyorwa: zvakadaro, semuenzaniso, izwi regora, kutaura chikara chisingaoneki chaakanga aona mugehena kubvambura vabatwa vayo nezvipikiri uye nemuromo unotyisa. . Ainyatsoona kuti chimiro chechikara ichi chakanga chakaita seshiri; asi sezvaaisagona kufungidzira kuti kwakanga kwambova neshiri yorudzi urwu, kana kuti nouyu utsinye, akanga asingazivi zita rokuipa, uye J.-C. akamuudza kuti yaifanira kunzi gora; zvaakaita. Saka dzimwe nguva aive nepfungwa pasina kutaura, uye dzimwe nguva kutaura uye pfungwa yacho asingazive kunaka kwavo kana kuenzanisa kwechokwadi.

Kazhinji, akaenderera mberi achiti, Mwari vanondipa pfungwa yacho uye vanoisiya kwandiri kuti ndiitaurire ini; Ndiri kushanda pazviri zvishoma kana kubudirira.

Nenguva isipi, anobvuma zvandinoedza kuita, kana kuti anondipa

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mashoko chaiwo andisina kuwana. Apo anondizivisa chimwe chinhu chemirau yokutarisira kwake, somuenzaniso, anotanga nokundiita kuti ndinzwe zviri mukati-kati zvokuti handifaniri kutongoshuva kupfuurira kupfuura zvaanoda; kutya uku kwokuremekedza kwaanondipa, kunondirambidza chero kupi zvako

mubvunzo pamusoro pezivo yaanochengetera pachake; Uye kuzvidavirira kwake uku kwakakura kwesimba kwandiri, zvekuti zviri nani kuti ndife zvangu pane kuzvisiya; asi kashoma kuti Mwari andipe zvirambidzo zvakaomarara kudaro; kazhinji kazhinji anondisiya rusununguko rwakawanda pamusoro pezvaanondizivisa: Ndinoona maari chimwe chishuvo chokusakendenga icho chisingabvumiri bedzi kuti ndikumbire zvakawanda kwaari, asi icho chinoratidzika kuva chinondikoka kuti ndiite kudaro; ipapo anogutsa zvishuvo zvangu nenzira iyi yomukati; ane chiuru anotaurisa kupfuura mashoko; uye kutaura kwomunhu hakumbosviki.

Ndiko kusaka dzimwe nguva ainetsekana kutaura pfungwa dzake. Haana kuwana nguva, kana kuenzaniswa nayo

kuita kuti inzwike; asi ipapo kunyarara kwake, kufema kwake, toni yake ine simba yakataura zvakawanda kupfuura zvimwe, uye kazhinji inogadzirirwa iyo

kushaya kutaura. “Baba,” akadaro kwandiri, “ah! Ndinoona kana kuona zvinhu zvandisingagoni kutaura, asi izvo zvandinoda kukupupurirai. Ah! munhu asina simba sei! haangangotauri chete kana kuita kuti anzwike, haagoni kutaura nezvaMwari; asi zvakare, nekusava nesimba kwakawanda, aizotaura sei nezve uyu munhu asingagumi? Baba vangu ndakaona muna Mwari ndaiswa huMwari…. Ndakanyudzwa uye sokunge ndakanyura muhuMwari, ndakanga ndisisina kana hupenyu huripo pachangu… Ndakanamata hukuru hweuyo akatangira nguva dzese…. Saka zvakamupunyuka panguva iyi

matauriro ane simba reuporofita zvamazvirokwazvo akakunda zvose, uye aigona kutaura, kuti, saMosesi, Isaya, muporofita mambo naSaint Pauro,

uyu munyarikani aifara akanyimwa zvekutaura chete nekuti aive aine zvinhu zvakakurisa zvekutaura, uye akange anyanya kuswedera pedyo naDivinity, nezvimwe, nezvimwe. Dominas Deus, ecce nescio loqui . ( Jer. 1, 6 )

Kanopfuura kamwe akandibvunza kamwe kamwe:

Munondinzwa here baba nekuti ndinoreurura kwamuri kuti handinzwe ini? Chandinogona kukuvimbisai ndechekuti ndinotenda kuti ndinoona zvese izvi muna Mwari, uye kuti anondimanikidza, kutaura sezvandinoita: ingondiudza kana pasina chaunowana chinopesana neMagwaro Matsvene kana

Sarudzo dzeChechi; nokuti, kana zvakadaro, ndinokuvimbisa kuti ndaizozvirega zvachose (aida mhinduro asati aenderera mberi). Kana zviri zviri muRugwaro Rutsvene, pakati pezvinhu zvandinokuudzai, ndinokuvimbisai, Baba vangu, kuti ndinokuudzai bedzi nokuti Mwari anoita kuti ndizvione; uye pandakanga ndisati ndambova neruzivo rwupi zvarwo rweMagwaro Matsvene, kana rweKutenda, kana rweChechi; pasati pambova nevhangeri panyika, ndingadai ndichikuudzai zvose zvandinokuudzai, nokuti ndinozviona muna Mwari, uye Mwari anondirayira kuti ndikuudzei ini ndisingagoni kukuudzai. zvaakadzokorora kwandiri kakawanda, achiwedzera kwandiri, saPauro Mutsvene muna VaGaratia, kuti zvaakanga ataura kwandiri nekunyora, akanga asina

akadzidza mukutengeserana kwevanhu, kana muzvinyorwa zvavo, asi kuti aizviziva chete kubva kuna J.-C. uyo akanga azvizivisa kwaari: Neque enim ego ab homine accepi illud, neque didici, sed per revelationem Jesus- Christy. (VaG. 1:12).

Mirairo yeSista pamusoro pezvinotsausa mumunamato.

Hanzvadzi iyi yaisagara iri pakakwirira pfungwa idzi, vaiziva kudzikisira inzwi ravo uye kusiyanisa matauriro avo pazvinhu zvakasiyana siyana zvavaisangana nazvo. Heino maitiro, nekuziva nzira yake yekuita zvinhu

munamato, akataura neni rimwe zuva pamusoro pezvipingamupinyi, pfungwa dzakaipa, uye nezvese zvinokanganisa kushandiswa kwehuvepo hwaMwari. “Sekuona kwangu Baba, pfungwa dzakaipa dzakafanana nekutaura; zvose zviri zviviri zvinowanzokuvadza kusava nemhosva pamwe chete nokunyengetera nokushandiswa kwokuvapo kwaMwari. Ndinofunga idiki

vanhu, zvisinei nemukati vangave vari, vasina ruzivo rwakanyanya kana rushoma pazviri. Chekutanga pfungwa dzinomira papfungwa

vatorwa, zvisina maturo, zvisina maturo uye zvisingabatsiri; anogara imomo nokuda kwazvo, sezvavanomuuyisa asina chinhu kunze kwokunge asina mhosva uye ari pamutemo kwazvo.

chitarisiko. Kuda kuzorora kunobvumirwa kunoita kuti avaone senhandaro inokosha; asi munhu haacherechedzi kuti kubva ipapo  kuenda kune pfungwa yakaipa kune nhanho imwe chete, uye nhanho inotsvedza kwazvo, iyo iri nyore uye yakajairika kuyambuka  .

“Nokuti, pakutanga, iyi pfungwa isina maturo uye isina maturo inotsausa uye inokwevera pfungwa kubva pamberi paMwari: chimiro, chatova nengozi zvikuru. Ihove iri mumvura; ichikepe chakabva pachiteshi, uye icho, chinopeperetswa nemasaisai, chinogona kuva chinhu chinotambwa nedutu; iye murwi akasiya nhare yake uye akazviratidza amene kukurohwa nomuvengi. Zvakare, Baba vangu, onai kuti dhiabhorosi anoziva sei kutora mukana wenzvimbo inomuitira zvakanaka!...

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Uye iyi pfungwa isina mhosva inokurumidza kubudirira neimwe isingadaro; imwe inomuka, iyo inosimudza matanda zvakare uye nokukurumidza inopa nzira kune inowanzova yehutsotsi pfungwa. Dhimoni, rinogara rakatarisa, harimbotadzi kutora mukana wemhando idzi dzekusachenjera kubata fungidziro yedu. Tinofanira zvino kurwisa muvengi ane simba, uyo watakanga tisina hushingi hwokupa kwaari

musuwo: ikuedza kwakadii iyo isingaratidze, uye chii chinozoitika cheimwe kana munhu akamira ipapo nekumwe kugadzikana! Maiwe! baba vangu, isu

anopukunyuka bedzi kuputsika kwechikepe nokudzokera kunzvimbo yokupotera yokuvapo kwaMwari, uye kashoma kuti munhu adzokereko asina kumbowana vanga rakakura mukurwa.

“Kangani J.-C.

ndakazvifumura pakusiya chiso chake chitsvene! Saka, Baba, ndinoedza kusambobuda mazviri: ndosaka nhaurirano dzichindiremera, dzinondipa zvakawanda zvekuita kupfuura kufungisisa kusinganzwisisike. Ikoko

Naizvozvo, Baba vangu, ndinofanira kugara ndakarinda ipapo, kuti ndirege kupa zvandiri. Ingotonga basa ripi! ndinoshuva sei kupera kwevaraidzo! Oh! Ndinokuvimbisai kuti ndinogara ndichichida. Zvisinei, Baba vangu, Mwari vanondionesa kuti handifaniri kuzviramba; kuti pane zvinopesana, the

rudo runofanira kuita basa rangu kuvapo nehanzvadzi dzangu uye kutaura navo. Saka ndinoedza kuzvikweretesa ndisina kuzvipa.

Munyengetero wake.

Kana kuri kufungisisa kwangu, maitire ake Baba vangu, ndichakuudza mashoko mashoma pamusoro pawo nhasi, kuti mugondiudza kana ndikagona kusimbiswa pamusoro penzira yandinowanzoita nayo. Kutanga I

edza kuisa pfungwa dzangu panyaya yomunyengetero; asi zvinowanzoitika kuti kukwezva kwakasimba kunomutungamirira kune dzimwe pfungwa,

kunyanya mumachira angu. Huvepo hwaMwari hunobata kunzwisisa kwangu zvakanyanya zvekuti dzimwe nguva pfungwa dzinokanganiswa. Ndinobva ndaona zvinhu muna Mwari zvisingachandisiyi rusununguko rwekurangarira nyaya yekufungisisa. Nguva yangu yese ndinoipedza ndichifunga zvandinoratidzwa naMwari. Naizvozvo, Baba vangu, zvinofanira kucherechedzwa kuti kana ndave nemhosva yokusavimbika, ndinobva ndagamuchira kutsiurwa kwandinoita.

fukidza nekuvhiringidzika uye kutendeuka. Ndinokumbira ruregerero pane izvi kuna Mwari, uyo anogara achindigamuchira netsitsi dzakafanana; nokuti kuzvidza kwake kunogara kune tsitsi nounyoro.

“Ishe akanaka haana kumbondizvidza nokuda kwouyu mutoo wokunyengetera;

chete hana yangu inoita kuti ndinzwisise kuti zvingava zvakanaka kubvunza iwe kuti unyatsogadzikana kudivi iro. Saka Baba vangu kana mazviona zvakanaka uye musina chikonzero chekupikisa ini ndicharamba ndichizviita.

Nyasha dzaakagamuchira muchirairo.

"Kashoma kuti nditore chirairo ndisina kuwana imwe nyasha kubva kuna Mwari: kure nekumukumbira ivo, ndakamukumbira kanopfuura kamwe kuti

dzigure kana kuti kudzikisira migumisiro yadzo, izvo ndinonyara nazvo zvachose, ndichiziva kuti handina kufanira zvachose kwavari. Hazvigoni kuti ndinzwisise

kuti Mwari mukuru akadaro anogona sei kukotama kusvika pakadaro; kuti angada sei chisikwa chisina maturo uye chine murombo, mutadzi ane rombo rakanaka

sezvandiri….. Maiwe! Baba vangu, havanditeereri;

kumiririra kusakosha kwangu kwaari, pandinonyanya kufarira mikumbiro yangu, ndipo paanowedzera kuomesa musoro achindiratidza nyasha dzandisina kumbofanirwa nazvo, uye ndinotya kuzvidavirira kwandichazoita, kunyanya ndichifunga kuti purofiti ishoma sei. Ndaita kusvika zvino. »

Nhoroondo yaitarisirwa kutambudzwa kwakaitwa mupepeti wacho.

Kubva pazuva rekutanga raakaita kuti ndinyore, akanga andiudza kuti pakanga pasina

pakanga pasina nguva yokuti tirasikirwe. Pamwedzi mitatu kana mina yaakataura neni nezvehana yake nezvaakanga andiudza, akadzokorora kwandiri kakapetwa kamakumi maviri kuti aitya zvikuru kuti taizoshaya nguva yekunyora zvese zvaaifanira kundiudza.taura ndisati ndatombonyora. tiza; chii chaitika

sezvaakanga aronga. Kunyange zvazvo pakanga pasina tarisiro yokundiona ndichivhima nokukurumidza zvakadaro uye nokuchimbidza kwakadaro, mukupesana, vanhu vakanga vachitaura

kuti vape vapristi vaiita basa renguva yakatarwa raigona kuita kuti vawane chouviri chokurarama nacho, pasina kuva nechikwereti kune voruzhinji nokuda kwemabasa makuru oushumiri hwavo. Zvinoita sekuti Hanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu haina kumbonyengerwa nezvitarisiko zvakanaka izvi, izvo zvakanyengedza vezvematongerwo enyika vazhinji, sezvo mushure mekuvazivisa, akabva atora matanho akawanda ekudzivirira mhedzisiro yavo uye kuchengetedza purojekiti yake kubva mukupunzika kwechikepe icho chichiri kutyisidzira. iye.

Nechinangwa ichi, aigara achidzokorora kwandiri kuti aitya migumisiro yedutu iro rakatiwira uye basa redu; akandiudza kuti dhimoni rakatsamwa rakanga richizoita kuedza kwekupedzisira kumuita kuti akundikane kechipiri; akandiudza maitirwo aaifanira kuita nezvazvo, uye kuti ndaifanira kunyengera sei tarisiro yake nerubatsiro rwaMwari….. “Baba, vakauya kuzondiudza rimwe zuva, chenjerai muvengi wenyu;

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kurwa kunoziviswa kuzorwa nemi, kuparadzwa kwenyu kwadzorwa; isu

Iri kutotsvaga nzira dzese dzekukubata iwe uine mhosva: chekutanga, mukurumbira wako unodiwa. Kune vanhu vakaipa vari kutsvaga kukusviba pamberi peruzhinji. Ndapota, Baba vangu, regai kupinza mukadzi mumba menyu, nechinhu chipi nechipi; nokuti ndinoona kuti pano ndipo panofanira kutanga: saka, kana mumwe munhu akauya kuzokubvunzai pane imwe nyaya

hana, pindura nekukasika kuti unotaura nezvayo mukureurura chete, wobva wangotumira vanachipangamazano ava kudzokera kuchechi kana kudzimba dzavo. Tenda-

Ini, Baba vangu, muchaita zvakanaka kana mukatevera zano rangu. Ndakangwarira kuti ndisazvipotsa. Ndakadzidza, mushure mechinguva chidiki, kuti nzira inonyadzisa iyi yakaedzwa panguva chaiyo iyo sisita yavakandipa zano iri, uye.

Ndakazvidzidza kune mumwe wevanhu chaivo vakanga vakumbirwa kuzviita.

"Zvino iwe unofanira kupomerwa mhosva yekusateerera mutemo wemhiko, wausingagoni kana kutora: iwe uchamanikidzwa kuti uparadzanise kubva kwatiri: kurova kwakadini, Baba, kuMusangano, uye kunyanya kwandiri! Nemashoko aya, Hanzvadzi yemurombo yakaita seyakabatwa neshungu; mushure memisodzi mishoma akawedzera kuti: "Asi, chero chii chinoitika, munhu anofanira kunamata Rubatsiro rweumwari uye azviregedze muzvinhu zvese kumirairo yayo." Nhamo yacho inotyisa Baba! Handikwanisi kukuudza kuti chinhu chacho chichasvika papi; asi ndinoona uye ndinogona kukuvimbisa kuti kuchava neropa rakawanda uye kusagadzikana kunotyisa muFrance. Gadzirira kutambura; zvese zvine kukurumidza kune zvinyorwa zvauri kuda kudhirowa. »

Zvakadaro iwe unoda kutsanangura yambiro dzakasiyana siyana dzeSister, zvese zvakaitika sekuona uye kuzivisa. Kutsamwiswa nekupokana kwakasimba uye kushorwa kusingakundiki kunoratidzwa nemagamba

vakavharirwa kushaya murairo unobva kuNational Assembly, uye nekusagamuchira mufundisi, kana mutungamiriri, kana chero chinhu chipi zvacho, chakatumirwa kubva kudivi rayo, nhengo huru dzekanzuru hadzina kutadza kutaura kwandiri kana chimwe chezvavakadaidza. kusindimara kwemasisita akapengeswa nemutungamiriri wavo, kana kundiita kuti ndizvidavirire nokuda kwakwo, kunyanya kubva pachiitiko chandava kuda kurondedzera.

Yakanga iri tsika kuti vafundisi veruwa rweSaint-Léonard vauye vakadungamidzana kuenda kumasisita eUrbanist, kuzochengeta  Misa Tsvene ikoko mumazuva aMusande Marko, sezvakaitawo mazuva ainzi Rogations . Mutungamiriri, mukunyura uye akaba, akaenda kunogamuchira mudungwe uye akaudzosera kugedhi, kana kunyange kuchechi yekereke. Pashure  paizvozvo

M. Méneust-des-Ausnays akanga adzingwa uye akatsiviwa nomuvhozhokeri, Madame la Supérieure vakagamuchira tsamba umo meya akamuudza kuti aitarisira uye kuti ainzwisisa kuti chinhu chiri chose chaizofamba nenzira imwe cheteyo nomufundisi mutsva, uyo akakarakadza kuti agadzirise zvinhu. endai kumba kwavo nevafundisi,  kanzuru yese uye mudungwe: nekudaro, akaraira kuti mabhero eimba yevafundisi aridzwe pachangotanga kufora, uye kuti zvinhu zvese zvigadzirirwe musacristy yevazhinji yaizove. kuimba,  etc.

Pasina kushamiswa, mukuru wacho akapindura kuna meya kuti kana ari mufundisi ari pamutemo, mufundisi chaiye weparish, aizouya kwaari, aigona kuvimba naye nguva dzose achigamuchirwa nokugamuchirwa semazuva ose, pasina kudiwa kwemanisiparati. kuenda kune mari yekugadzira chero

kurudziro, sezvo aiziva zvaaifanira kuita; asi kuti, kana ari iye waakadana kuti mufundisi mutsva, akanga asingamuzivi uye aisada kumuziva, kusvikira aratidza kuti

kuva matsvene kwebasa rake; kuti nokudaro, kana aida chose kutaura Misa kumba kwavo, aifanira kutarisira zvose zvaidiwa kuti adaro, sezvo aigona kuvimba nokusawana kunyange mvura muchitsvene, uye kuti chakanakisisa chaaigona kuita chakanga chiri chokusava nomusuo. yechapel yakavharwa, iyo yaiwanzovhurwa panguva imwe chete kuitira kuti veruzhinji varerukirwe.... Meya akashatirwa, uye

kanzuru, iyo yakanga isina kukwanisa kukunda chinhu pamusoro payo, kana yesarudzo, kana kugamuchirwa kwechisungo, kana bhishopi mutsva, nezvimwewo, zvichingodaro, yakazvivimbisa pachayo kuva nemasimba epamusoro. Zuva rakatevera, kana kuti zuva rimwe chetero, mupambi akatumira tsamba umo iye

akaedza kuzvinyengerera nekuzvifumura nekunyengerera uye nekutumira kwakaderera sekupinda kwake chaiko. “Tichamupindura seiko uyu? akabvunza mukuru.“Hapana, madam; takataura zvose mutsamba yedu yokutanga. Kune vanhu vane chinhu chakanaka kusava nechinhu chakafanana navo, kwete hukama hudiki. Izvi zvakaita kuti tsamba yembavha yakapiswa ikasara isina kupindurwa.

Pakupedzisira zuva rinokosha rinosvika, uye, boka romutungamiriri rataurwa, zvinhu zvose zvakanga zvakatsiga mutembere, kunyange mvura; rutivi rwakamanikana bedzi rwesuo rwakanga rwakasiyiwa rwakashama. Pakangonzwika kurira kwebhero remufundisi kuti mudungwe wanga watanga, mafusilier maviri akatumwa nekanzuru akauyawo kuzodaidza abbes kuti aridze bhero.

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bhero, sezvakaitwa kumwewo; kugamuchira mudungwe uri mberi; akapindura kuti hapana chaaizoita nezvazvo, kuti bhero rirege kuva

zvirokwazvo haina kunzwika kwaari. Vapfuti vaviri vanoenda kunopa mushumo wavo, uye pakarepo tinoona meya, gavhuna wedunhu napurezidhendi wedunhu vachimhanya, vose vari vatatu vakapfeka zvipfuramabwe. Vanodzokorora kurongeka kwakafanana kwaari kubva kuNational Assembly; akavapindura asingatyi kuti haazive mavari kana muDare remakurukota simba rekumupa mirairo yakadai, kana kutonga chero chinhu panyaya yechitendero; kuti panguva iyi aiziva waaifanira kuteerera, uye kuti chero chavakaita, kuti, padivi pake, bhero reimba yemamongi raisazozivisa kupinda kwavo kwekupesana uye kusiri pamutemo.

Zvichakadaro mhondikadzi nevabatsiri vake vaviri kana vatatu vakapfuura.

sezvavaigona, pamusuwo muduku; ndokubva vaenda kuchechi,  kwavakaimba misa. Chechi nechivanze zvakakurumidza kuzadzwa naavo vakakwezvwa nokuda kuziva. Manipala vachiona kuti  hapana

tichitarisira kusimba kwemasisita, akatora kwechinguvana kuputsa  suo reimba yemamongi. Sezvo simba roga raigona kuvapa kodzero iyi,  a

Mupfuri wekiyi akaunzwa nechisimba: mushure mekunge aedza, akazivisa kuti netsvimbo mbiri dzesimbi aisazozvivimbisa kuti aizoityora mumaawa matatu. Isu tinorwisa rimwe remasuwo uye isu hatibudiriri zviri nani, kunyangwe raive rehuni chete. Apa ndipo pazvaiva nyore kuona kuti kupenga kwacho kwaiva kudivi ripi.

MuNharaunda zvese zvakavharwa, asi kunyarara. Vanasisita, vakatsunga kuita chinhu chipi nechipi, vakati hapana chaifanira kurega, ndokuzvinyengeterera vamene.

ivo pachavo uye kune avo vanoshanda kuputsa ruzhowa nehukasha hwechokwadi nekupokana. Kuedza kwavo kwese hakuna zvakunobatsira, uye panguva iyi mupambi akabva pakereke ndokupfuura nevanhu vake nemumabhuku nemiridzo dzevanhu, achipupurira kubudirira kunonyadzisa kwerwendo rwavo. Mwari vanoziva kuti ivo namanispala vakanamatira sei masisita uye ini kunyanya! Vakataura vachishevedzera zvokuti chinangwa chavo chakanga chisina kujeka, uye kuzvipira kwakadaro kwakanga kusati kwamboonekwa. Mumwe aisaziva, achiona vose vachibuda muchechi, kana zviso zvavo zvaifanira kukonzera kuseka, kutya kana tsitsi, uye ndinofunga kuti zvaigona kumutsa manzwiro ose aya panguva imwe chete.

Kutiza kwake.

Ndiko kwakaguma ichi chiitiko chinotyisa, chinonyadzisa uye chinosekesa, apo kusada Mwari nehasha zvakarwa kuti zviwande mukurwisana neruramisiro yakanaka uye kubvisa kusava nemhaka; uye pasinei nekushatirwa kwakavaita kuti vararame, vakazviona vachimanikidzwa kubvuma  kusimba uye kusingazununguki kwemusikana murombo akaneta musimba uye kazhinji ane hutano husina simba zvokuti ushingi hwake hwakaonekwa hukuru panguva iyi. Ndokwechokwadi kwazvo kuti Mwari anobetsera vanhu vake, uye anovapa, paanoda, simba rinowanzoshaikwa muvatambudzi vavo. Aka hakasi kekutanga kushandisa bonde risina  simba

nyadzisa kuzvikudza kwevadzvinyiriri. Pasinei nezvose zvinotyisidzira zvokuzvitutumadza uku, zvakanga zviri zvechokwadi kutaura kuti masisita eUrbanists ndiwo chete akanga asina kunyengetedza, kana kutyisidzira, kana kutakurwa kwehasha kwose kwaigona, kana dhigirii kana simba. , kuwana inji imwe chete yevhu. . Hapasisina chikonzero chekushamisika kuti kubva manheru iwayo, uye nemazuva akatevera, Nharaunda yakakomberedzwa uye sekunge yakakombwa panguva dzakasiyana neavo vese avo manipala akakwanisa kuisa pasi pezvombo, kuitira kuti ,

akafa kana kuti mupenyu, uyo wavaiona sechikonzero chega chokuomesa musoro. Takatotyisidzira kuti tichapisa imba, kana…. Asi, kuti ndisimbise masisita, ndakasarudza kubuda usiku, uye

kuenda, ndichizvivanza, kune dzimwe shamwari, kwandaigona kunyorera nzanga ndokugamuchira tsamba dzakatumirwa kwandiri. Pakanga pari chinguvana pashure peZuva roKukwira kudenga ra1791 apo ndakasungirwa kubva munzvimbo iyi, kwandakanga ndiri.

yakapinda, sezvataona, pana July 17, 1790. Kuparadzirwa kwama<em>nun hakuna kuitika kutozosvikira pana October 27, 1792.

Panguva yokuenda kwangu, vanasisita vakazvinyengerera, uye ndinovafarira, kuti taizokurumidza kubatanidzwa, nokuti zvaisaita, takati, kuti chisimba chakadaro chingagara kwenguva refu. Tariro iyi yakavanyaradza zvishoma. Asi kune Hanzvadzi yeKuzvarwa kwaJesu, uyo

akataura kunenge pasina mumwe munhu kunze kwaMwari munguva idzi dzenhamo, akauya ndokuti kwandiri nenzwi riri pasi: “Baba, musanyengerwa nazvo: Mwari anoziva kana tichazoonanazve. Ndinoreurura kwamuri kuti ndinochida zvikuru kupfuura tariro yangu; hekuno mavambo, asi hakusi kuguma, uye ndiani angagona kuzvibata kumeso kuti aone? Akabva anyarara achichema.

Nzvimbo dzaainyorera, pazvinyorwa zvaakanga atora, mabvunzurudzo eSista.

Pandakangove munzvimbo yakachengetedzeka, ndakazvibatikana nekunyora zvinyorwa zvaakanga andipa kuti ndikwezve kufinhwa kwekuenda kwangu pamudyandigere; uye pakanga pari mukati mevhiki dzokutanga dzandakagamuchira kubva kuna Madame la Supérieure tsamba umo Hanzvadzi yoKuberekwa yakaita kuti ndinyore mairi: “Baba, musaidza Providence, zvivanzei zvakanaka; asi zvakare musarasikirwa

ushingi. Mwari ndizivise kuti hutsinye hwakarongerwa pamusoro pako hauzoitike. Pane chimwe chaachaita kuti abudirire nacho

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yako, uye yaanofanira kuwana kubwinya kwake rimwe zuva; kurumidza kugovera kwairi; haungabatwa kana kusungwa, kunyange vachikutsvaka; shanda mu

kuchengeteka…” Ndakavanzwa kweinenge mwedzi mina kumaruwa, uye sezvakawanda  muSaint-Malo, ndisati ndaenda kuJersey. Kwose kwose ndaichengeta zvinyorwa zvangu. Handina kusungwa kana kusungwa chero kupi zvako; Ndakatopinda munjodzi dzinoshamisa panyika nomugungwa pasina  nhamo.

Asi iwe unogona kuona kuti chishuvo chekupa maonero emamiriro ezvinhu akasiyana-siyana seaya akaita kuti nditarisire nguva nezvinhu; naizvozvo zvakakosha kuti tidzokere zvino kupfundo ratakasiya, uye kuti titangezve nhevedzano yekurukurirano nerondedzero izvo zvinofanira kutitora.

Hurukuro yechipiri naSista.

Mazuva masere akanga apfuura chibviro chomusangano wedu wokutanga akanga akareba zvikuru nokuda kworugare rwendangariro rweHanzvadzi; dhimoni rakanga raziva kutora mukana wenguva iyi kuti riite nhamburiko yekupedzisira, kuti rimbokanda dambudziko mumweya wake, kana akatadza kubudirira kumuita kuti achinje pfungwa dzake uye kusiya zano rake. Pakupedzisira, zuva neawa zvakanga zvasvika kwaaifanira kuva

kununurwa kubva mumiedzo. Anosvika pandiri mukamuri diki ratakanga tatenderana kuti tiite misangano yedu. Mushure mekuita chiratidzo chemuchinjikwa, vadana zita dzvene raMwari nezviedza zveMweya Mutsvene, sezvaaigara achiita, akataura kwandiri zvakanyanya kana zvishoma nemashoko aya:

Kuvhiringidzika kwake pamusoro peprojekti yekunyora.

"Baba, ndisati ndambotaura nezvezvinhu zvandinofanira kukuzivisai, ini zvinoita sekunge zvakakosha, uye zvakatokosha, kuti ndizivise zvakaitika kwandiri mazuva mashoma apfuura, uye izvo zvichiri kuitika panguva ino. maererano neprojekti yatakagadzira, uye izvi, kuitira kuti iwe ugone kutonga zvose zvine chokuita neni, nokuti ndakatsunga kusaita chero chinhu, uye kunyange kusabvuma chimwe chinhu kunze kwezvaunenge wabvumira, mushure mokunge chaiwo kana kuti zvishoma. ruzivo rwakakwana kusarudza zvakanaka. Nokuti ndizvozvo, Baba, kuti nditsvage kuziva kuda kwaMwari, uko, sokutarisira kwandinoita, kucharatidzwa kwandiri nekwenyu.

“Saka muchaziva, Baba vangu, kuti kunyanya kubva panguva yatakaumba chirongwa chekunyora izvo Mwari akandizivisa, uye kuti makaita semakakweretesa mazviri, ndakazviwana ndichipikiswa zvinoshamisa pachiitiko ichi: ini semapoka maviri anopikisana ari kurwa.

pasina, kazhinji, ini ndichikwanisa kuziva kuti ndeupi wevaviri achakunda. Kune rumwe rutivi, Mwari vanondishoora nokuda kwekusavimbika kwangu kwakapfuura, zvitadzo zvangu zvisingaverengeki izvo, zvichida kupfuura misungo yose yadhiabhorosi, akaisa zvipingamupinyi munzira yemazano ake makuru; asi anowedzera kuti mamiriro ezvinhu auya, kuti

nguva yasvika apo basa rake rinofanira kuoneka pasinei nekuedza kwevavengi vake uye pasinei nezvipingamupinyi zvose zvandichiri kukwanisa kuisa ipapo pachangu.

Anondiudza, kuti chivakwa chakapotswa nemhosva yangu, handizvo

rakaparadzwa kutozongosara nheyo nematombo enheyo, ndiko kuti, zvinhu zvokuvaka kutsva. Anondipa kuti ndinzwisise kuti ruoko runofanira kushanda ipapo runowanikwa, uye anondikurudzira nemwoyo wose kuti ndizvishandise pasina kutambisa nguva imwe chete, nokuti dzose dzakapfupika uye dzinokosha zvikuru.

“Kune rimwe divi, Baba vangu, ndinonzwa rimwe simba, fungidziro yandinotenda kuti yadhiabhorosi, ari kuita zvese zvaanoedza kuita kuti bhizinesi rikundike zvakare. Anogara achindidzokorora kuti ndiri pasi pechinyengeri, uye kuti kuzvikudza kwangu ndiko kunondinyengera uye kunondipofumadza; zvandinotora kufemerwa kubva kudenga, zvinova zvinongoitika zvekufungidzira

kupisa, nehuropi hwakakanganiswa uye hwakasimudzwa nemhute yekuzvikudza kwakavanzika, uye iyo yakafukidzwa nekuzvipira kwenhema; kuti ndinotaura Mwari pasina Mwari

Handitauri, uye kuti ndinotenda kuti ndiri kumuteerera, asi ndinongoteerera fungidziro youpengo. Anoita kuti ndinzwisise kuti ndichiri kuenda, semunguva yakapfuura, kunozviseka izvo zvinozopedzisa kundifukidza nekuvhiringidzika nekurangarira nhamo dzese dzandakatotambura. Anondirondedzera zvakajeka njodzi dzandinozvifumura kwadziri, uye matambudziko andichaita muChechi: kana National Assembly ine ruzivo rwechirongwa ichi, sezvo chisingakundikane kuitika, anoita kuti ndinzwe; uchapiswa uri mupenyu, uye murevereri wako ndiye uchaurawa; kana waita kuti arasikirwe nenguva yake, iwe uchazvidavirira pamusoro porufu rwake, pamwechete nokuurawa kwavamwe vapristi vazhinji vachava nemhosva; Nharaunda dzese dzichaparadzwa nekuda kwako, nezvimwe, nezvimwe.

Ah! Baba vangu, ndiani angataura kuti kufungidzira kwoumhondi uku kwakandirwadza sei! Asi handizvo zvoga: anotonyanya kunditambudza, kana mumwe achigona kutaura kudaro, nengozi isingadzivisiki iyo, anoti, ndinofumura mweya wangu noruponeso rwangu. Zvinotyisidzira, kana ndikaita dhizaini yangu, kuti kufa kwangu kunosvika

ichavhiringidzwa nema specters, sezvakatoitika kwandiri, muchirwere chikuru chakandideredza, makore mashomanana apfuura, kusvika kumagumo ekupedzisira; kuti zvirango izvi zvichandishaisa tariro; uye kuti, semubairo wevamwe vangu, dhimoni rinobata

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uchatora kubva kumweya wangu kuukanda mugehena nevose vanozvikudza nevanyengeri. Izvi, akadaro kwandiri, ndiwo mugumo usingafadzi uye unosuruvarisa weavo vose, kufanana newe, vanofungidzira vamene vachitevera kuda kwaMwari, apo vasingateereri.

kuchiva kwavo chete: vamwe vanoponeswa nokuteerera; asi, nokuda kwako, ucharasikirwa umene nokuteerera kuzviedza zvako zvinoedzesera, zvinongova bedzi unyengeri nemisungo kumutungamiriri wako pamwe chete newe. Imi mose mucharangwa zvakaomarara nokuda kwazvo nokusingaperi.

"Kurwira kunotyisa uku, kwave kuenderera kwenguva yakareba, kuri kuramba kuchioma mazuva ese, uye zvinoita sekunge, panguva ino, kuzivisa kukunda kwakazara kune rimwe bato kana rimwe. Ivo vaviri vakwikwidzi vari pakubata uye hapana kana mumwe wavo anoita seanosungirwa kukanda mapfumo pasi kusvika mushure mekurova zvine mutsindo, kwandinonzwa kunotyisa kwekutanga. Kanopfuura kamwe Baba, nharo dzavo dzandipinza muchimiro chinosiririsa. Mazuva mashoma apfuura, pakati pezvimwe zvinhu, pfungwa dzangu dzakakanganisika, dzichinetsekana, zvekuti ndakapedza nguva yakanaka yetatu yeawa

pre-kwaya, pasina kukwanisa kusimuka. Ndakanga ndisisina kana simba kana ushingi; pfungwa dzangu dzakabvongodzwa nekudedera kukuru. Ndichidedera uye padivi pangu, handina kumboziva zvekuita pandakanzwa kufemerwa kutendeukira kune yanguwo zvayo. Saka ndakatendeukira kuna Mwari

ruvimbo, uye ndikamukumbira kuti andinzwire tsitsi, kuti apedze kushushikana kwangu nematambudziko angu, uye pamusoro pezvose kusatendera kurasikirwa kwangu kusingaperi kana chero njodzi yaindityisa zvakanyanya. Nokuti Mwari wangu, ndakati kwaari, Munoziva kuti ndinoda, kuti ndinotsvaka kuda kwenyu kutsvene chete…. Saka, baba vangu,

Ndakanzwa mukatikati memweya wangu izwi richitaura kwandiri zvakajeka: Hei! mwanasikana wangu, hausi kuona here kuti ndidhiyabhorosi anogara achiita chikamu chake uye achingotsvaga kupikisa mazano angu? Haufanire kupera moyo nekuda kwaizvozvo. Ingovimba neanotaura newe, uye uchakurumidza kuona kuti ndiani wevaviri achakunda. Iwe une nzira imwe chete iri nyore yekudzivisa kurwiswa kwemuvengi anotyisa uyu, kuteerera kuChechi yangu. Naizvozvo enda unozivisa nezvemamiriro ako ezvinhu kumutungamiriri wandinotuma kwauri, uye achataura newe muzita rangu; iye uchagumisa zvinokangaidzika zvausingagoni kubuda mazviri; teerera inzwi rake, uye utore, usingazenguriri, zvaangakuudza pamusoro pangu.

Naizvozvo ndinozvitaura kwamuri, Baba vangu, pandinozvitaura iye zvino; uye kunyange, sezvamunoona, nokurayira kwaMwari, kuti ndakatanga kukuzivisai mamiriro ezvinhu emweya wangu iye zvino, nokurondedzera kwamuri kurwa kwakaoma kwakaguma kwakandinyaradza kwazvo uye kunofadza kwazvo. nokuti kashoma kuti mazwi ekupedzisira ataurwa pane kudzikama kwakadzikama kwakabudirira dutu rehasha rakanyanyisa: dambudziko repfungwa dzangu rakanyangarika, uye ndakanzwa tariro inotapira zvikuru ichidzika mumwoyo mangu. Zvakare, Baba vangu, zviri kwamuri zvino kuti mundiudze zvamunofunga nezvazvo pamberi paMwari, kuti ndiite maererano nazvo nokuteerera kwakakwana uye nounyoro hwose hwandakakupikirai kwoupenyu hwose  .  »

Mhinduro yaakapihwa uye inomusimbisa.

Kuti ugutse tarisiro yako, ndakamupindura, ndichatanga nenheyo isingarambiki, iyo ichave nyore kushandisa kwauri….. Mupositora Johane Mutsvene anotiyambira kuti tisatende mune zvese zvinoita sekufemerwa, asi kunyatsoongorora kana izvi kufemerwa kunobva kuna Mwari kana

yeimwe musimboti: Probate spiritus si ex Deo sint. (I. Ep. 4, ndima-1.) Hei! iwe ungatenda sei kufemero dzinorwa nekuparadzana, seizvo zvaunosangana nazvo! Saka panofanira kuitwa sarudzo: Nolite omni spiritui credere.

Asi, iwe unondibvunza, chii zvino, mune iyi genus, mamwe maitiro ehuMwari? neumboo hupi husingarambiki hwandingaziva kana zano rakadaro richibva kwandiri richibva kuna Mwari kana kuna dhiabhorosi? Kune nhamba huru kwazvo yavo, Hanzvadzi yangu inodiwa; asi ini ndichazvibatanidza ndimene kune imwe chete, iyo inoratidzirwa nemuapostora mumwechete uyu kwatiri, uye iyo, ndinotenda, ichatikwanira. Nditeerere zvakanaka, mwanasikana wangu: ichi chiratidzo chisingakanganisi ndechekuti, usapokane,

kubatikana kusingapuswi uye kuteerera kwoupofu kumunhu waJ.-C., kushoko raJ.-C., kuChechi yaJ.-C.; izvi ndizvo izvo dhiyabhorosi asingagoni kutevedzera, izvo zvaanototya kuita zvekunyepedzera; uye, nokudaro, heino mumashoko matatu ibwe rechokwadi rokusiyanisa chokwadi kubva mukukanganisa, uye kurudziro yechokwadi kubva kune inongoonekwa chete.

Nokudaro, kukarakadza kupi nokupi, kana kuti kuedzesera kufuridzirwa, uko kungapesana norudo rwatinofanira kuita munhu waJ. yakatorwa mumabhuku matsvene; chero mazano angada kutiita kuti tipesane neimwe nzira mitemo nezvisarudzo zveChechi yechokwadi, kutisunungura kubva pajoko rekuteerera kwayo, uye pamusoro pezvose kutiita kuti tiputse kubatana kwekutenda... maonero edu pane vamwe kuti zvaive… gara zvakanaka

ndakanyengetedza, Hanzvadzi yangu inodiwa, kuti kukanganisa chaiko kunongobva kuna baba venhema.

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Nemuzvarirwo chero chinhu chipi nechipi chakadai chinopikisa kubwinya kwaMwari kana kutendeuka kwevatadzi; chinhu chipi nechipi chinoisa zvipingamupinyi munzira yerunyararo, utsvene neruponeso rwemweya, chero chinhu chinotipinza mumatambudziko, kusavimba kana kuora mwoyo, hachigoni kuva basa raMwari we

chokwadi, rugare netsitsi, asi zvamazvirokwazvo iyo yengirozi yerima iyo, zvisinei nenyengedzo iyo dzimwe nguva inomushandura kuva ngirozi yechiedza, zvisinei anotakura dambudziko rake negehena rake kwose kwaanozviwana amene.

Nzira yekuziva mweya waMwari kubva kumweya wadhiabhorosi.

Kuti ndinzwisise izvi zviri nani, Hanzvadzi yangu, rangarirai pano zvandakataura kumasisita, panguva yokudzokera kwavo, pamusiyano wevavariro dzinowanzorovesa hana dzinotya; kuziva, ndakati, kana zvirizvo

mweya waMwari kana kuti wedhimoni unobva wanetsa pfungwa dzedu, tinofanira kuona kuti dambudziko ratinosangana naro rinoenda nekunoperera papi; nekuti hakuna chinhu chakarurama, chakasimba, kana chakasikwa, chinopfuura kutonga mhaka nemigumisiro yayo, somunhu anotonga tsime parwizi, nomuti nezvibereko zvawo. NdiJ.-C. anotipa mutemo usingakundike uyu.

Dambudziko rinobva kuna Mwari rinokurudzira kuvimba naye kwakanaka

tsitsi, pakurova kwake kunotyisa kokutonga kwake; nepo dambudziko rinobva kuna dhiyabhorosi rinotisiya nekutya chete

kushandira pasina, izvo zvinotungamirira kusavimbana uye kuora mwoyo. Ndakatizve, Mwari anorova nokuponesa; inokuvadza uye inoporesa; anoburusa nokusimudza; anotinhira, uye haatinhira: asi dhimoni rinokuvadza uye haripori; wira pasi uye usamukazve. Mushoko, Mwari anoshanda kutendeuka kwaDavidi, Peter, Magdharene, Augustine, uye dhimoni rinoshanda kutendeuka kwaKaini, Antiochus naJudasi. Sezvo mufananidzo wacho wakakura kwazvo, unogona, Hanzvadzi yangu, shandisa zvese izvi kune iyo nyika yaunozviwana uri mairi, uye kutonga nekuenzanisa. Chinangwa chekufemerwa kwese chinogara chichiwana musimboti wayo; uye kana tikauchenjerera, tinonyatsoona kwaunobva, nokufunga kwauri kuenda. A fructibus eorum cognoscetis eos. Kuti imarii

Hatingagoni here kushandisa mutemo uyu uyo ​​uchenjeri hukuru hunotiudza kune zvimwe zvidzidzo?

“Baba,” vakadimburira sisi vaya vakanga varamba vakanyarara vachiti, “Baba ah! Mwaranzi wakadini wechiedza!… zviri pachena. Ndapota, ndisati ndaenda mberi uye nokuda kwekuchengeteka kwangu kukuru, unofanira kundibvumira kuti ndione pano izvo zvichakupa mukana wekundibatsira kushandisa musimboti wako kune mamiriro andinozviwana ndiri mauri; iyi application ichabva yaona pakati pezviviri izvi

mweya inoita seinondikurudzira, uye icharatidza panofanira kuperera.

"Mumwe wevaviri vanonditungamira kuti ndisiye basa redu agara achiita seanofungira kwandiri padivi rekutenda, uye akatogara achindiudza pfungwa dzandingaite.

vaipikisana nazvo zvachose; semuenzaniso, kupokana pamusoro peZvakavanzika zvedu Zvitsvene. Agara achizadza pfungwa dzangu nenhamo nekukangaidzika, kushushikana, miyedzo nerima. Akagara achisiya kusagadzikana mumoyo mangu, zvishuwo zvisina maturo zvinomuparadzanisa naMwari, uye mukati memoyo wangu kurwadziwa, kusuwa, kuparara uye kuora mwoyo.

“Mukupesana, mweya unonditungamirira kutevera zano renyu mudzimu unondivhenekera, unondinyaradza uye unondisimbisa mukusava nechokwadi kwangu uye mukusuwa kwangu. Anosiya mumweya mangu rugare, runyararo, ruvimbo; anoparadza, mukubwaira kweziso, rima gobvu iro muvengi wake akanga akandamo, uye mweya wangu zvino wakaita sezuva rakanaka shure kwerima nedutu usiku. Mumwe wemweya miviri inogara ichindikurudzira nekuzvininipisa kweruvimbo; imwe yacho dzimwe nguva inondikurudzira kuzvikudza, mushure mekutapukira kwese kwekuora mwoyo. Pano, Baba vangu, chikamu chezvipokanidzo izvi, izvo, maererano neni, zvinoburitsa pachena hunyengeri hwemweya wenhema; akandirwisa kane chiuru nenzira dzakapesana uye dzinopikisana zvikuru; iwe uchatonga.

“Rimwe raaya mazuva, pashure pokunge anditambudza zvakaipisisa nokuzvimiririra, sezvandakataura, ngozi dzandaizozvifumura kwadziri nokuita kuti mumwe munhu anyore, akaita kuti ndione ruponeso rwangu sechisingabviri, uye kurambwa kwangu sokusingadzivisiki. . Kuti ndimunzwe, kuedza kwangu kwese kwakange kuri pasina, huipi hwangu husina kugadziriswa, zvivi zvangu zvisingaregererwi, uye kurasikirwa kwangu kusingaperi kwakasungwa mumirau yekusingaperi yeruramisiro yaMwari…. Akaneta, pasina mubvunzo, pachake nemhando iyi yekurwisa, iyo sezviri pachena haina kubudirira

sezvaaizoda, akandiedza nokuzvikudza uye nokuzvikudza, uyo, nguva shoma yapfuura, akanga achida kundiwisira mukuora mwoyo. Kubva pakadzika kwegehena, kwaakandiisa, akaidza kundisimudza kusvika kumusoro wedenga;

ichipfuura kubva kune rumwe rutivi kuenda kune rumwe rutivi.

“Saka akandikurudzira, uye izvi zvakaitika kanopfuura kamwe, kuti ndaizopfuura ndichienda kune mumwe Mutsvene Thérèse; kuti

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Mwari akandipa nyasha kupfuura ani zvake; kuti ndakanga, nokutendeka kwangu kunyasha, ndasvika kumwero wokukodzera uko kwakanga kusina muenzaniso wakamboonekwa, uye kuti ndoga ndaigona kupfuurira mberi zvikuru. Dai ndaida kumutenda, ungadai akandisimudza pamusoro pevaapositori, vatendi, nemhandara, uye nevatsvene vose vekudenga nepasi; Handitombozivi kana iye

ndingadai ndisina kutakura kusaremekedza kusvika pakundiisa pamusoro paamai vaJ.-C.; padikidiki tingadai takafamba tese…. Chokwadi ndechokuti akandipa kunzwisisa kuti pashure pokunge ataura zvinhu zvakanaka zvakadaro achifarira Chechi, aisazokundikana kuzvionga; kuti ndaizoitwa mutsvene; kuti zvisaririra zvangu rimwe zuva zvaizoiswa paatari dzakamisikidzwa kukudza ndangariro yangu, uye, kuti ndaigona kufanirwa nezvose izvi nesimba rangu pachangu, ini uyo, awa imwe chete yapfuura, ndaifanira kupiswa ndiri mupenyu, uye kunyange kutongerwa nokuturikidza kwangu, uye kukonzera nhamo huru muChechi nemuHurumende…. Kudenga kwakanaka! tingazvipikisa here  kana

zviri pachena uye nekunyomba kwakadaro!

“Oh! nokuti kamwe, Baba, musungo wakanga wateyiwa zvakaipisisa kuti ubatwe nawo; saka handina kunyengedzwa. Dhimoni risina kufara, ndakachema, hongu, ndiwe! hongu, ndiwe! Ini ndinokuziva nekupokana kwako, mutauro wako usina basa uye nekunyepedzera kwako. Ndiwe! asi ndinokurambai nokusingaperi, uye ndinoda chete kutevera mutemo waMwari wangu nokuteerera kuChechi yake; bvisa, uye kunyange kubva mukuvhiringidzika uye ruvengo. Saka baba zvinhu zvese zvakabva zvanyangarika, ndikamboramba ndakanyarara kwekanguva. »

Zvakadaro, mwanasikana wangu, ndakapindura, kuti uyu muvengi ane mano akaipa akakuita kuti upfuure zvakatevedzana kubva kuPelagianism kuenda kuJansenism, uye kubva kuJansenism kuenda kuPelagianism, dzidziso mbiri dzakatsauka dzakashorwa zvakaenzana neChechi, neMagwaro uye nepfungwa yakanaka. Zvokwadi nguva dzose inobata chirevo chendarama pakati pezvose zvakanyanyisa; haadi kuwira kurudyi kana kuruboshwe, uye anotiza zvakaipa zvose. Magwaro Matsvene anotiudza kuti tsitsi dze

Mwari anokunda kururama kwake; kuti haadi rufu rwomutadzi, asi kutendeuka kwake noupenyu hwake; kuti anogara akagadzirira kumugamuchira nekumuregerera…. Saka, hapana kupererwa. Chechi inoziva kuti muhurongwa hweruponeso hapana chatingaite pasina nyasha, asi kuti nenyasha tinogona kuita zvese; nokudaro kuti tichidzivisa zvakaenzana zvose kusavimba nenyasha, uye nokuvimba mumasimba edu, tinofanira kubatanidza kutya netariro, kuti tiite  zvamazvirokwazvo basa guru roruponeso rwedu; cum metu uye kudedera ; kuti hatina chinhu chatisina kubva kuna Mwari uye chatisingafaniri kudzorera kwaari.

"Chii! Baba vangu vakadeedzera Sister varipano kuti zvingaite here kuti ndanga ndiri munyengeri here? Kwete, mwanasikana wangu, ndamupindura, kwete, nditende, ndezvako

muedzi aiva. Ndinogona kukuvimbisa kuti hauna kumbobvira wapinda mairi kunze kwekurwa. Hungu, akanga ari muvengi wako uyo, saProteus, akava dzimwe nguva Jansenist uye dzimwe nguva Pelagian, asi nguva dzose anonyengera uye akaipa, maererano nekwaaienda; nekuti, hanzvadzi yangu, yave nguva refu kubva, kuti atinyengedze, anotamba mitambo kazhinji zvinopesana nemumwe sezvavari.

dziri muzvinhu zvedu zvose zvechokwadi. Kazhinji anozviwana achisungirwa kushandisa nzira dzakaipa kwazvo, kune shinda uye misungo yakafukidzwa zvakashata; kana isu

dzimwe nguva anoona, kana zvikaitika kupfuura zvose kuti iye amene ari mumambure ake pachake, anoenda nekunyara; uye kuti azvinyaradze, anotanga nzira itsva dzinowanzomutsiva nekusabudirira kwake. Pamusoro pazvo, zvine basa rei kwaari sei? Chero bedzi achizobudirira kutinyengedza pachinhu chinokosha, zvichida nokutinyengetedza pane zvenhema, kana kuti kutivanzira zviri pachena, kana kuti nokutipofumadzira kuzvatinoda, kana kuti, pakupedzisira, nokutiita kuti titore maererano noruponeso rwedu. , richange rashandawo chinangwa charo.

Hongu, Hanzvadzi yangu, usakahadzika nazvo, hongu, iyi ndiyo nzira iyo dhimoni rinofarira kuvhiringa zvinhu zvose, kuti riite kuti titore nzvimbo isiri iyo pazvinhu zvose; uye kana munhu akasiya kwechinguvana simba risingakanganisi redare iro J.-C. akagadza muChechi yake kuti riitonge, munhu anofanira hazvo kukandwa kwose kwose nemirangariro yaanoitsiva. Anonyengera vanhu vorudzidziso nokunamata kusina maturo kusina mufungo, nokunamata kwenhema nokusanzwisiswa; uye anonyengedza vanhu venyika nezvirevo zviri nyore, sezvakanaka mukati

chitarisiko chekuti zvinopesana nemitemo yeEvangeri uye nezvirevo zvaJ.-C. O simba remweya wekukanganisa uye riri pamusoro pepfungwa dzevanhu vasina simba! murume iyeye ari bofu ari nyore, sezvo mumwe achigona kumugadzira

furatira zviri pachena! Haiwa, pashure paikoko, angave achiri kufunga sei kudada!

“Zvakakwana kutinyadzisa, hapana mubvunzo,” vakadaro Hanzvadzi; asi, Baba, nditenderei kufungisisa: zvinoita sekunge makatsunga kubvuma pesvedzero yemidzimu, yakanaka kana yakaipa, papfungwa nezviito zvevanhu. Ndinofunga sewe pane zvese izvi, uye ndinogona kutaura kuti ndine zvikonzero zvakasimba nazvo; asi unogona kuwana

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vanhu vane njere vasingazove vemaonero ako, uye vasingazoomerwi nekutaura zvese zvinotaurwa nezvazvo uye nezvese zvatinotaura nezvazvo, kungave kukufungidzira, kana kubumbiro remuviri, kana chimwe chikonzero.

natural…”

Kureva kuti, Hanzvadzi yangu, vanhu vane njere ava vachataura nezvezvinoita pasina kudzokera kune chikonzero, semunhu anonyepera kutsanangura fivha nekuputika kweropa; asi aigara achibvunzwa kuti ndiani

ndiani anobvongodza ropa? Heino pfungwa iyi: nditendei hanzvadzi, munhu anogona kuva nenjere dzakawanda asina pfungwa dzakawandisa, uye anogona kuva nazvo zvese, kunyangwe asina ruzivo rwakakwana rwekuita sarudzo yakanaka.kunyanya mumhando dzezvidzidzo.

Kunze kwaizvozvo, Hanzvadzi yangu, vanhu vane njere pasina mubvunzo vachave nemaitiro avo ekuona nekufunga pamusoro pezvakajairika; asi ivo isu

ndichabvumira, ndinovimba, kuti tivewo neyedu, iyo yakavakirwa, kwete chete pamadzibaba uye vanachiremba veChechi, asi pashoko rose raMwari, uye zvikurukuru paEvhangeri, apo tinoona papeji imwe neimwe simba iro Mwari anopa dhimoni, kwete pamusoro pemweya chete, asiwo nepamusoro pemiviri.

“Ndinokumbira ruregerero nokuda kwokukumisai kwenguva refu pamubvunzo uyu, hanzvadzi inoti kwandiri pano: “Baba, mungatora here zvamuchareva kwandiri kuti mundidzidzise uye kuti

runyararo? Ndicharamba ndichikuteererai nengwariro yose yandinokwanisa. »

Hazvizove zvakaoma kudzoka kune izvi, sezvo ini chete ndakafunga kuita kuti matambudziko ako anyangarika, nekukuratidza misungo nekunyengera izvo dhiyabhorosi anozvikonzera, uye izvi ndizvo zvatakaedza kuita kusvika 'pano; naizvozvo inongova bedzi nhau yokupfuurira kwechinguva chiduku. Dhiabhorosi anokupomera mhosva yekusagutsikana nemafungiro ako, uye nekuzvitsvagira iwe, kwaanoti kwaanofarira kudaidza manyepo ekuzviremekedza kwako, kana muphantoms yekufungidzira kwako; asi paunongofunga nezvazvo, unoona zvakajeka kuti ari kukanganisa, kana kuti anoda kukunyengera. Iyi nyengedzo yokuzvida pasina panikiro yaizoitika kana, mumifungo yako umene, ukazvirondedzera umene icho Mwari akaisa mauri nokuda kwembiri yake bedzi; asi tsvaga kupinda munzira dzake nemazvo kuti uzive nekutevera kuda kwake, ibasa rako, nerukudzo rwakafanira kwaari; uye kuda kuzviita mhosva iwe pachako kungava, pasi pemarwadzo ekurangwa, kukurambidza kufungisisa mutemo waMwari uye nechokwadi chekusingaperi, icho zvisinei chine ruzivo rweruponeso. Ndehupi hupenzi hwakanga hwatonyanya kumukira? Uye chingaberekerwa kupi, kunze kwababa venhema, kubva kumweya wenhema, basa ravo roga riri kurwa nechokwadi, kutiita kuti tigamuchire  chipoko chayo?

Iye achakuudza, kana asati atozviita, kuti kana Mwari aida kuratidza kuda kwake kutsvene kuvanhu, uye kuvazivisa zviga zvake maererano neramangwana, haaizove musikana murombo sewe angave anobatsira pane izvi. Asi

hapana chingava chenhema kupfuura kutaura uku, kunopikiswa nemakore anopfuura zviuru zvishanu zvechiitiko. Mwari vagara vachishandisa zviridzwa zvisina simba

kuti aite zvinhu zvikuru kwazvo, kuti kubwinya kwake kupenye zvikuru, uye kuti aonekwe ari oga kuva muvambi webasa raakanga ane godo. Naizvozvi, vasingadaviri venguva dzose ivo vamene vakamanikidzirwa kumuziva mumabasa ake, uye kuti vape kwaari kubwinya kwavo: Digitus Dei est hic . ( Eks. 8, 19. )

Apo mumwe anoona, semuenzaniso, gumi nevaviri vasingazivi, varombo uye vasina rubatsiro rwose rwomunhu, vachiita J.-C. vamwari vake venhema, vaairemekedza bedzi kuti awane maruramiro okufanana navo, ikoku kunganzi kwakaparirwa sei kumasimba avanhu. ? Nzira yekusaziva ruoko rweWemasimbaose! Uye handizvo here,

Pakati pezvimwe zvinhu, chii chakaparira kushamiswa kwavatongi vaS. Peter naS. Johane, avo vakanga vaporesa murume akaremara pasuo retembere yeJerusarema? Havana kunzwisisa kuti varume vakadaro vaitaura uye kuita sei nezivo yakadaro, ushingi, uye rusununguko: Videntes autem Petri constantiam et Joannis, comperto qubd homines esent sine litteris, et idiotœ admirabuntu. ( Mabasa 4, 13 )

“Ichi chinomiririra, Baba vangu, dhimoni randiitira kakawanda,” rakadimburira Sister zvakare; asi pakarepo Ishe wedu Jesu Kristu wakava nomutsa wokuratidza kwandiri mhinduro imwe cheteyo yamuchangobva kundipa; kusvika andiudza rimwe zuva kuti zvese zvaiitika mandiri hazvina kubva kwandiri; kuti ndakapindamo pasina; kuti ndakanga ndisina chikamu mazviri, kana kuti ndaingova mudziyo usina simba mumaoko ake; kuti chiedza chaakandipa chakanga chisiri changu, asi chevamwe vaizoziva zviri nani kubatsirwa nazvo; uye zviri nani kudzvinyirira kuzvikudza kwangu, akawedzera (ah! Baba vangu, ini

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kubvunda zvakare!), akawedzera kuti zvinogona kuitika kuti rimwe zuva ndakatongwa, uye izvo zvaisazomutadzisa kutora kubwinya kwake kubva mazviri…. Asi enderera, ndapota…. Uye ndakaenderera mberi.

Dhiabhorosi achakuudza, kana asati atozviita, kuti chiratidzo chokuti uri kukanganisa ndechokuti basa rako rakanga ratokundikana, izvo zvingadai zvisina kuitika dai Mwari vakapindira pazviri; asi kufunga uku kwenhema kuchiri kuratidza kuti iye pachake ari mukukanganisa, sezvo nekuda kwekuzvisarudzira kwavo hakuna chinhu chakajairika kupfuura kuona vanhu vachiiswa, nehunhu hwavo hwakaipa.

chipingamupinyi kunyasha uye kumaropafadzo ose edenga; uye ichi ndicho chokwadi chatinongopa uchapupu hwakawandisa matiri. Hongu, Hanzvadzi, ndizvo

zvakakosha kubasa raMwari kuti ridzingwe, uye zvivi zvevanhu zvakagara zvichizviita nekubudirira kukuru, kunze kwekunge Mwari vada zvachose kuzvikunda; nokuti hakuna chinhu chinodzivisa mhedziso yake tsvene; ipapo iye anoshandisa zvipingamupinyi kuti asvike pakuguma kwezano rake, achiparadza mhosva nekuita kwayo, kana kuguma kwechikonzero chacho, nezvivi zvevanhu. kuchiva kukuru kwakavabereka; asi haaiti nguva dzose saizvozvo, munhu anogona kutotaura noushingi kuti mufambiro uyu hausi munhevedzanowo zvayo yeChipo chaanotonga nacho chisiko chapose pose.

Vanhu vaMwari vakagara makore makumi mana murenje iro rakazova guva ravo. Chipikirwa chaMosesi chakanga chisina chokwadi, uye basa rake rakanga risina chokwadi here? Kana bodo; asi vanhu vakanga varamba, uye mhosva yavo yakanga yadzivisa kuita. Zvakafanana nezvimwe zviitiko zvine chiuru; semuenzaniso, zvakare, iyo

makrusedhi haana kubudirira sezvaaishuvira munhu? yaive mhosva yaS. Louis here kana yaS. Bernard? Noruremekedzo rwose rwakafanira kuvanyori vanongoziva bedzi nzira yokutuka nayo vanoita zvishamiso navatsigiri vokutenda, munhu haagoni kutaura kudaro pamusoro pokutanga pasina kukuvadza kunaka kwake pamusoro pematarenda ake ehondo; uye wechipiri akaratidza basa rake nezvishamiso zvakavhara miromo yevaimushora (1). Saka, mhosva yacho inofanira kunzi ndeyaani? Kuuto revarwi vehondo dzechiKristu, avo vakazvibata zvakashata, uye vasina kuchengeta mitemo yakatemwa neabbot.

Clervaux, uye haana kutevedzera muenzaniso waakapihwa neakashinga uye akanakisa madzimambo. Nokudaro kuipa kwavanhu kunowanzoita kuti mazano ose etsitsi dzaJehovha ashaye basa. Mweya mingani inoshurikidzwa zuva nezuva, iyo J.-C. akanga adeura ropa rake rose nokuda kwavo! Kubva kwatinogona  kugumisa kuti kusabudirira kwechirongwa chedu hachisi chiratidzo chakanaka chekuti hachibvi kuna  Mwari.

Hanzvadzi ngatiuye zvino patarisiro inotyisa iyi yakuita kuti utye zvikuru, uye isingaregi kuisa pamberi pemeso ako.

(1) Vanyori vezvakaitika kare vanorondedzera kuti, mukupindura vashori vake, Saint Bernard, akaisa ruoko rwake pamusoro womurume akaberekwa ari bofu, akanyengetera zvinonzwika kuna Mwari kuti adzorere kuona kwake, kana zvaiva zvechokwadi kuti kwakanga kuri kupfurikidza nemurairo wake kuti iye aite. akanga aparidza crusade;  uye bofu rakavhenekerwa pamberi pavanhu vasingaverengeki vakanga vasisina kukahadzika kupi nokupi. Izvi zvechokwadi zvakakwana kunyengetedza vese vanobatwa nazvo. (Ona Bercastel, Yekupedzisira Crusade.  )

kutya. Kana, nenhamo, akakuudza, iwe wakabudirira mukuita kuti pfungwa dzako dziite sedzisinganzwisisike uye dzinonakidza, ungakonzeresa kusagadzikana kukuru muChechi,

uye muHurumende kutambudzwa kunodeura ropa. Kupondwa kwevaprista nemasisita, temberi dzakaparadzwa nokusvibiswa…., zita dzvene raMwari

kumhura…., zvakaipa zvakadii! Ndinobvuma, Hanzvadzi, vanotyisa; asi svikiro anovazivisa pano anonyumwira kuti isu timutende  pashoko rake, uye isu takatonyanya kuwana kodzero yekumupikisa. Hapana chingave chenhema kupfuura kufunga kwaanoshandisa kuratidza chiremera chake…. nokuti, pakupedzisira, nechikonzero ichi chakanaka, zvaizova zvakafanira kuti  varume vacho

vatumwa vaMwari vakange vasina kutaura muzita rake, nevaapositori pachavo vakange vasina kuparidza evhangeri; nokuti chii chavasina kuzvifumura nacho nokuchizivisa? Chii icho Mosesi, Eria, nevaporofita vose vasina kuzvifumura? Kune izvo zvisina kuratidzwa nemamishinari matsvene mazhinji uye vafiri kutenda avo, mumutemo mutsva, vakafamba mumakwara ane mbiri avaapostora? Vaigona kuita kudaro pasina kumutsa hasha dzevadzvinyiriri, vane tyisidziro dzavaiziva nzira yokuzvidza nayo, uye pasina kuparira kutambudzwa kunodeura ropa kuChechi, uye Chechi ichiri muukuru hwayo here? Vaitenda, vasingazezi, kuti kurongeka kwaMwari kwaifanira kukurira mirangariro yose iyi yavanhu; kuti kana Mwari achida kuti titaure, iye oga ndiye anotarisira zvipingamupinyi zvaanofanoona, uye hapana ane pfungwa dzakanaka, zvimwe zvandinoziva, asati afunga kuzviita  .

Dhimoni harisi iro roga rakabata mutauro unofungirwa uyu, ane maungira akawanda anodzokorora mushure make…. Uye cherechedza, Hanzvadzi yangu, chii chinyengeri chevanhu vazhinji vari munyika pamusoro peizvi: vakajaira kutonga chete nehukama hwepfungwa, kuona, muzvinhu zvose uye kwese kwese, nzira dzevanhu chete uye zvido zvavo, vanenge vasina kumbokwira kumusoro, ivo. kutadza kutevera

kutya kwevanhu netariro, uye kurondedzera kumunhu chete izvo zvinongofanira chete kuenderana naMwari. Ungati

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kuti rudzidziso haruna kufanirwa kuratidzirwa kungozi ipi neipi, kana kuti kuita chibairo chipi nechipi; kuti inyaya yezvematongerwo enyika, izvo zvisingafanirwe

tichitungamirirwa chete nokungwara kwenyama: chero munhu akabvunzisisa zvinhu zvese zvinodiwa nevanhu uye zvese zvinodiwa nevanhu, zvese zvakanaka, kunyangwe munhu akarasa basa raMwari uye akasiya zvese zvinodiwa zvechitendero. Nokudaro, nechikonzero chokuti munhu haafaniri kuedza Mwari, munhu anogumisa, zvishoma kana kuti zvishoma, kuti ndizvo

anobvumirwa kusiya basa rake, kana kushanda pariri chero bedzi richiripo

hapana chekutya paanenge achiita basa rake. Uku ndiko kungwara kwavo, kwandinofunga kuti kunoshoreka, ngazvitaurwe pakati pedu.

Zvakare, Hanzvadzi yangu, hazvina kudaro kuti Vatendi vazvinzwisise, avo vakaronzeswa naMwari kwavari, uye hazvisi izvo kuti iwe  unofanira kuzvinzwisisa.

inzwa. Ivo vakabatanidza, zvirokwazvo, kungwara kwenyoka paunyoro hwenjiva  , vachitevera zano ratenzi wavo; asi havana kuita kuti kungwara uku kuve nokunyarara pakwakanga kuri madikanwa kutaura, kana kunyengedza kutenda kwavo apo yakanga iri nhau yokuratidza nokureverera,  vamwe .

zvakaipa izvo zvaifanira kunge zvakakonzerwa nazvo zvenguva pfupi. Vakaenda ikoko neshungu zvairatidza kuti hapana mukuru wavaiona

nhamo pane yekusatendeka pane imwe pfungwa yemhedzisiro iyi, uye nekutadza basa ravo.

Ndizvozvo, mwanasikana wangu, kuti unofanira kuzvibata semuenzaniso wavo, kana ari Mwari anotaura newe, nekuti ndiyo chete pfungwa yakakosha kuve nechokwadi. Kuzengurira kwechinguvana pane zvaanoda, nokuda kwokutya, udyire, ruremekedzo rwomunhu kana kuti neimwe nzira, kwaizova kumutuka kupfurikidza nokufunga ukoshi kana kuti utera kwaari; kunenge kuri kutengesa chokwadi nekuchibata senhapwa, iye achikuraira kuti chipenye

pamberi pehama dzako; idhipoziti yawakagamuchira ivo chete, uye yauchazvidavirira nayo kwavari; pakupedzisira, zvakafanira kuti vanhu vakanaka vabatsirwe nazvo, uye kuti vamwe vawane imomo, sezvazviri muvhangeri pacharo, nyaya itsva yokupomerwa. Aya ndiwo maonero angu sisi, handifi ndakatsauka pazviri.

Kana kuri kutyisidzira kwaanokuita, kuti akutyisidzire uye

kuora mwoyo paawa yerufu, vanofanira kuzvidzwa, uye kwete, sezvavanotaura, kudedera nekutya kutya: aya ndiwo maitiro ekupedzisira emuvengi akakundwa, anotamba nevakasara vake, uye anoedza, zvishoma, kutyisa. , pazvisingakuvadzi. Kwete, mwanasikana wangu, ndinogona kukuvimbisa, nguva yako yekupedzisira haizosiyirwe muhasha dzake; Mwari haazvibvumiri, haasiye, pane ino ndima yekupedzisira, avo vanoisa chivimbo chavo maari. Kana wako

muvengi anotsunga kuzviratidza ikoko, kuchava, pasina kupokana, kugamuchira nyongano yokupedzisira, separufu rwabhishopi mukuru weTours. Imhuka ine utsinye, ichokwadi, uye hasha dzayo dzatinofanira kudzivirira, kunyanya kana ichiwedzera hasha dzayo; asi J.-C. akaisungirira kutsoka dzemuchinjikwa: inogona kuhukura, anodaro St-Augustin, asi inogona kuruma chete avo vanoswedera nayo uye vanobvuma mazano ayo akaipa. Tsvimbo yake yavhunika, umambo hwake hwaputswa, haana simba kunze kwezvaanopiwa nomukundi; uye vana vechokwadi vaMwari, vaJ.-C. uye veChechi yake, vaizomugadzira

rukudzo rwakawanda zvikuru rwokumutya paanenge achifa, pashure pokukunda kwakaisvonaka uko mukuru wavo woumwari akawana pauyu muvengi wekare worudzi rwomunhu.

Pano zvino, mukuona kwangu, mwanasikana wangu, ndizvo zvaunogona noushingi, zvaunofanira kunyange kumupindura panyaya iyi, kubvisa kutya kwekutya kwaanotsvaka kukurudzira mauri: Hupenyu hwangu huri musimba raMwari, iye oga. inogona kuirasa sezvainoda; ndiye oga anoziva zvichaitika, uye ndinomusiyira izvozvo

zvachose. Anogona, kana akabvumira, kuvimba nevarume; asi ndinotarisira zvinhu zvose kubva pakunaka kwake, uye nenyasha dzake ndichaita nokuzvidira chibayiro, kana ichifadza kwaari uye kana ichigona kubatsira ruponeso rweumwe munhu. Naizvozvo ndinozivisa kuti kana zvichiratidzika kuti Mwari anoda kwandiri kuti ndizivise kuda kwake kuvanhu, nekuisa upenyu hwangu pangozi, hapana chichakwanisa kundimisa; kushingairira kwangu hakungakoneswi; uye kutya kwoumwana kwokusararama mamwe mazuva akashata hakuzondiiti kuti ndiite zvinopesana nehana yangu nokupikisa mazano ake.

Pano, zvakare, Hanzvadzi yangu, sezvo uchida kuzviziva, ndizvo zvandinofunga nezvemamiriro ako uye nezvematambudziko makuru auri kukonzerwa nadhiabhorosi. Ini hapana chandinoona mairi chingakutadzisai kutevera nzira yaMwari, iyo inokutungamirirai kuita basa rokunyora zvaanokuzivisai. Takazviongorora, matambudziko makuru aya, zvipingamupinyi zvinotyisa izvi, zvinyengeri zvakanatswa, uye iwe unoona kuti zvese izvi zvinokwana zvishoma, kana zvisiri chinhu: zvinongosiririsa sophisms, kana, kana

zvinzwe zvirinani, ingori kungoramba uchingoshandisa zvisina kunaka misimboti mishoma yakanaka, yainomonyorora munzira dzine chiuru, uye inoramba ichinyepa.

application kudunhu rako. Ndiyo pfungwa yakajairika yeiyi pfungwa yekunyepa, uye

zviri kuburikidza nekushungurudza kwekufunga kwakadaro kuti anokwanisa kunyengedza nyanzvi dzakawanda dzenhema zvokuti anomhanyira mumigumisiro yose yezvizhinji.

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upofu hunouraya. Asi, Hanzvadzi yangu, kunyange achizvipikisa pachake, kana kuti ane zvaanoreva pachake, hazvingatongovi nani; nenzira ipi zvayo yaanoedza, haangambofi achivanza chikanganiso nekuvanza zvishoma zvechokwadi chaasingagoni kuparadza, uye chinofanira kuramba chiri pasinei nekuedza kwake kwose.

“Munondinyaradza sei Baba! akadanidzira Sister, achimutyora runyararo rwakareba uye rwakadzama! Ah! Baba, munondinyaradza sei! Ndinofunga, Mweya Mutsvene ndivo vakakukurudzira zvose zvawabva kutaura pamusoro pangu

runyararo. Hongu, Baba, zvose izvi, Mwari akanga ambondiudza kare:  ipfungwa dzakafanana uye dzinenge mazwi akafanana. Ah! Ndiri kuzviona iye zvino zviri nani kupfuura kare. Handina kunyengedzwa, nguva yasvika, uye ndiwe unofanira... Naizvozvo ngatifunge, iwe neni, chete kuti tiite takakodzera  .

kuita kuda kweDenga, tisina mamwe maonero, mune izvi zvose, kunze kwekubwinya kwaMwari neruponeso rwemweya iyo J.-C. yakadzikinura neRopa rake. Mufaro wakadini kwatiri kushanda ikoko! Ngatisazviita zvisina basa!

“Baba,” akaenderera mberi achiti, “Ndine zvimwe zvakawanda zvandinoda kukuudzai.

ndisati ndapedza nhanganyaya iyi refu, asi ndinotya kukupfuudzai; nerumwe rutivi, handigoni kuita chisarudzo chokukunyima chero chinhu chingakuisa iwe  pachinzvimbo chekuziva uye kunyatsokoshesa mamiriro angu. Rugare rwangu, sekuchengetedzeka kwangu, rwunotsamira chose paruzivo rwawave narwo pamusoro pangu, mukutonga kwaunofanira kuita pamusoro pazvo. Saka, Baba vangu, kana mukaona pasina chipingamupinyi, ndichapedza, manheru ano, nenguva dzeshanu, ndichikupai ruzivo rwakakosha kuti ndiwane rugare rwepfungwa rwakakwana. Tichange taenda kune imwezve sesheni.  »

Hope dzinobva kuna Mwari.

Ndisati ndapedza ino, zvinoratidzika kwandiri zvakafanira kufumura zvakare, uye nokuparadza gakava radhiabhorosi randakanga ndaudzwa neSista, uye randisina kurangarira panzvimbo yaro, mukunyora kwangu; Heino, zvishoma, pamwe nemhinduro yangu:

“Baba, dhimoni riri kundipikisa uye ndinokumbira kuti mupindure. Ndagara ndakuudzai kuti, kunyange muhope, ndakatenda kazhinji kuti Mwari akazviratidza uye akanzwa neni, pasina mubvunzo achishanda nesimba remweya wangu uye nekunzwisisa kwangu; kana kuti, nokurova kufungidzira kwangu nendangariro yezvaive zvaitika mukati mangu. Ndinotoverenga, kana muchifunga kuti zvakanaka, kutaura kwamuri, munhevedzano, yezviroto zvakasiyana-siyana izvi zvandinotenda zvisinganzwisisike uye zvechiporofita; asi dhimoni rinonyepedzera kuwana muzviroto humbowo hwakanaka hwekuti ndiri pasi pekunyepedzera, uye kuti zvese zvandinoedzesera zvakazarurwa zvinongova zviroto zvekufungidzira kunoshanda. Zviroto, akandiudza, hazvingambove chero chinhu kunze kwezviroto, uye ini handioni mumwe mutsauko pakati pako nekukurudzira kwako, kunze kwekuti zvimwe zviroto zvehusiku, uye zvimwe zviroto zvemasikati: zvese izvi ingori nhoroondo yehunhu. .  »

Mhinduro . Zvinoita senge, Hanzvadzi yangu, kuti dhiabhorosi anofamba pamisimboti yehuzivi hukuru; mumwe anogona kunyange, ndinotenda, kumufungira nezvekunyanya kuda zvinhu: zvirinani anoshandisa pano mutauro weavo vese

vanotora munhu semuchina wavanongoona zvenyama nezvinhu: maererano navo, masimba edu enjere dzese, mashandiro ese epfungwa dzedu, zvinoenderana zvachose nekurongeka kwemuviri wedu, uye hazvikanganisike nazvo. pure effect. Vadzidzi havafanire kutaura

kunze kwatenzi wavo, kana tenzi mumwe kunze kwavadzidzi. Saka hapana chekushamisika nazvo; asi, noruremekedzo rwose rwakakodzera kune mumwe kana mumwe, tichitsamira pane zvakazarurwa uye kufunga kwacho pachako, tinobatisisa chokwadi chokuti Mwari anogona kuita uye dzimwe nguva kunyange kuita, panguva yokurara, pamasimba enjere emweya wedu  ; uye Rugwaro Rutsvene runodudza nhamba huru zvikuru yezviroto zvisingazivikanwi uye zvouporofita, idzo iye oga aigona kubudisa, sezvo iye oga aigona kudzitsanangura zvakanaka. Pasina kutaura nezvehope dzaFarao nedzaNebhukadhinezari dzakakurumbira, maiva muchiroto umo Vachenjeri vakanyeverwa kuti vasaenda kuna Herodhi, pashure pokunge vawana mufaro  .

kunamata Muponesi achangobura; Josefa akaudzwa mukurota kuti atizire kuIjipiti nomwana naamai vake; uye zvakare muchiroto akanyeverwa kuti adzoke: Ecce Angelus Dei akaonekwa mune somnis Joseph, dicens, etc.,  zvichingodaro. ( Math. 2); akanga ariwo mukurota kuti akanga anyeverwa kuti asasiya mudzimai wake akanga ane pamuviri… Tingati here, pasina kumhura Mwari, kuti zvose izvi zvaingova mugumisiro weunhu hwake kana kuti fungidziro yake? Maive muchiroto icho Abrahama akasarudza akagashira nyika yeKenani, aine vimbiso yezvizvarwa zvisingaverengeki ……. Saka kune zviroto zvinogadzirwa naMwari: iwe unofanirwa kuve usinga davire kana kuti deist kuti uzvirambe: unongofanira kuita sarudzo  .

kungwara, pasina kutenda muzviroto zvese; kune vamwe vasingagoni kuzvidzwa. Hanzvadzi yangu ngatingwarirei kupinda mukutenda mashura; asi zvakare ngatirege kuva veavo St. Pauro anotaura nezvavo paanoti : Animalis autem homo non percipit ea quae sunt spiritus Dei. (I. VaK., 2, 14.)

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Hurukuro yechitatu naSista. — Nzira iyo Mwari anozviratidza nayo kwaari.

Ndakanga ndabvumira chikarakadzo cheHanzvadzi yacho, uye pakurovanya kweawa yechishanu yakaswedera kwandiri: “Kusvikira zvino, Baba,” iye akati kwandiri, “Handina kumbotaura nemi kunze kwezvinonetsa nedhimoni; ngatitaurei zvino chimwe chinhu pamusoro pemigumisiro inopesana zvikuru iyo bato raMwari rinoita kuti ndisangane nayo: ruzivo urwu rwamunofanira kuva narwo rwarwo runoratidzika kwandiri, sezvandataura, runokosha zvikuru. Nechekare, Baba vangu, ndataura kwamuri pamusoro pazvo

huvepo hwaMwari hunonzwisisika; Ndakatoreurura kwamuri kuti Jesu Kristu akanga awanzozviratidza kwandiri zvinooneka uye muchimiro chohunhu chaakanga anacho pasi pano, kunyange zvazvo kune, kana ukazvigamuchira zvakanaka, migariro mitatu bedzi youpenyu hwangu, apo ndinogona kutaura chose chose, uye kuvimbisa. ndisingatyi, kuti kuvapo kwaMwari wangu kwaionekwa nemeso emuviri: dzimwe nguva, ndinofunga, zvimwe zvaive zvisingaonekwe kunze kwemeso emweya, uye hazvina kuitika.

kunzwa zvakadzika mukati memoyo: ndizvo zvandiri kufunga, pasina zvakadaro kushinga kuzvisimbisa; nokuti mune zvinhu zvizhinji mumufambiro waMwari uyu zvinopfuura nokurembera kwenjere dzevanhu, nezvimwe zvakawanda.

zvakare hukama hwepfungwa. Ngazvive zvakadaro, Baba vangu, heino  fungidziro yekuti huvepo hwehumwari hunondiita kuti ndive  neruzivo.

Mhedzisiro inoburitswa nekuvapo kwaMwari uku  .

“Chokutanga, uku kuvapo kutsvene noumwari kunonditungamirira kukuzvininipisa kukuru, kukutya kutsvene, kukuparadza kukuru noruremekedzo rwakavhengana nokuvimba  kworudo. Kana masimba ese egehena, andisunungurirwa, angadai akashandura mukati mangu mese pasi uye akaunza dambudziko rinouraya kumasimba ese emweya wangu, nzira chete kuna Mwari anozviita kuti aonekwe neimwe nzira, kusanganisira kudzoreredza kudzikama. wakadzama kwazvo zvokuti hapana chinhu chiri pasi pano chingautevedzera. Kusvika kwaro chaiko kunoisa runyararo pazvishuvo zvinovhiringika, nehurongwa uhwu hwakashata hunonzwika mukati memweya wekupinda mairi: Nyarara, heunoi Jehovha, remekedza huvepo hwake uye uremekedze huMwari hwake ... Naizvozvo, Baba vangu, inzwi rakapfava rinonzwika mukati mangu, se maungira, rinopindura rekutanga: Tarirai Musiki wangu, Mudzikinuri wangu naMwari wangu! Heino iyo inodiwa nemweya wangu uye moyo wangu unoda! Hechino chinhu chinodiwa uye chinoyemurika chezvishuwo zvangu zvinorarama uye zverudo rwangu rwakanyanya  !

Kurwiswa kwakaipisisa kwakaitwa naSista kubva kudhimoni.

“Ndinokoka masimba ose emweya wangu, ndinokoka ngirozi dzose nevatsvene vose, ndinokoka zvisikwa zvose kuti zvibatane neni.

kuti vamunamate: Venite, adoremus et procidamus ante Deum.

“Panguva imwe cheteyo pfungwa dzangu dzose nokunzwisisa kwangu, ndangariro yangu, mwoyo wangu uye kuda kwangu zvinobatana pamwe chete kuti ndimuremekedze, ndimunamate uye nokumuteerera pane zvose zvaanokumbira kwandiri… Pano, Baba vangu,  chii dhiyabhorosi haasati ambokwanisa kunyengedza, uye pazviri zvisingabviri kukanganisa kana amboedzwa  .

“Ndakakuudzai zvakare, Baba, uye ndichava nenguva yokuzvidzokorora kwamuri kazhinji, kuti Mwari akanga ataura neni, kuti ndanzwa inzwi rake. Uye hakusi kuti yagara ichiita kuti inzwike munzeve dzemuviri; asi heino fungidziro iyo shoko dzvene iri rinoitawo pandiri parinotaura kwandiri

: inozviroverera pakadzika pemweya wangu, painotakura kujeka kunopenya kunovhenekera pfungwa dzangu dzese dzemukati; uye heino maitiro ekuvhiya uku:

“Dzimwe nguva inotumirwa kwandiri, imwe pashure peimwe, uye nokukurumidza semheni inooneka mumakore. Shoko rimwe chete, rakabva mumuromo waIshe Wedu, rine revo dzakatambanudzwa zvakadaro, rinondiita kuti ndione muna Mwari zvinhu zvakawanda zvakasiana-siana, zvokuti zvaizotora mavhoriyamu makuru kuti zvinyatsonzwisiswa uye zvinzwisiswe; uye kunyange zvakadaro hazvingabviri kubudirira, sezvo shoko raMwari, iro shoko rokusingaperi, kutaura ikoko kusingatsananguriki kwomufungo woumwari, kuchipfuura nokusingagumi mutauro wengirozi navanhu. Mudzimu wakakomborerwa zvakadini, chisikwa chipi chichakwanisa kubata nokunzwisisa

zvakakwana simba rose nesimba? Izvi, Baba, ndizvo zvinofanira kunzwisiswa nemashoko aya andichawanzoshandisa: Mwari vanotaura neni, Mwari vanondizivisa, ndinoona muna Mwari, ndinoona muchiedza chinondivhenekera; huvepo hwaMwari hwakaita kuti hunzwike, huonekwe kwandiri; Mwari vakazviita vane hanya nemweya wangu, nezvimwe, nezvimwe…. Dzimwe nguva shoko roumwari iri rinoita zvishoma nezvishoma uye nounyoro, asi nguva dzose nesimba rimwechete.

"Kunyange idzi nyasha dzeumwe chete dzichigara, mukati mangu mese ndakateerera uye nekuyeukwa muna Mwari, ndisingakwanise kuvabvisa kana kuzvikanganisa kwenguva imwe chete, asi nguva dzose nekusununguka uye kunotapira zvakanyanya izvo munhu anogona kufungidzira. Ndinofunga kuti zvinotora zvakawanda kubva kune vakakomborerwa.

Nepo pfungwa dzichizvipira kufungisisa, mwoyo unozvipira kune rudo, uye chido kune chido chekufadza chinhu chaunoda. Masimba ose

pfutidza nokupisa kuti uite zvaakarayira, chero zvodini.

Kangani Baba vangu handina kuda kuzvipira kuti ndibudise zvatinofanira kunyora, ivo vakaita kuti ndione kuti kuda kwavo ndiko kuti zvibudiswe!

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Kunetseka kuti dhiyabhorosi anomupa nezvekushanda kwaMwari maari.

Pane izvi, Baba, ini ndichiri kufunga nezvazvo, ndinofanira kukuudza nezvechikafu icho dhiabhori achiri kugadzira panguva yekuzvibata.

Ndakatotaura nemi kare: pakati pezvinhu zvandinoratidzwa naMwari, pane zvimwe zvinoratidzwa kwandiri sokunge nemuromo, uye ipapo handina chimwe hanya kunze kwekuyeuka matauriro anoshandiswa naMwari, kuti haadaro. haifanire kutsauka, uye kwairi, dzimwe nguva, ini handifanire kuchinja chero chinhu; asi kazhinji ndinongove nemazano ndisingagamuchire mazwi, ndinoona zvinhu ndisingakwanise

express; zvishoma, ndizvo zvinondipa kunyadziswa kukuru uye basa guru, iro Mwari anogumisa nekutaura kwandiri: hezvino izvo zvinofanira kutaurwa. Ipapo ndinozorora, uye ndinowana mufaro mukuru mundangariro idzi. Asi dhiabhorosi anondiita kuti ndinzwisise, panguva yake, kuti izvi zvose hazvigoni kubva kuna Mwari uyo, anoti, haaiti saizvozvo nekunyengera, asi nguva dzose neuchenjeri uye kufanana: saka, anogumisa, hapana chakaitika mune zvose izvi. hapana chimwe kunze kwefungidziro padivi pangu, homwe yekuzvigutsa mumazano angu pachangu, uye kunatsiridzwa kwekuzviremekedza zvine ngozi zvakanyanya sezvo kwakavanda zvakanyanya. Baba munofungei, uye muchapindura kuti kudii pakurwisa kwekupedzisira uku uko muvengi wangu akaita seakandidzvokora nemweya wekukunda? »

Pindura kukakavara kwadhiabhorosi.

Ndinofunga, mwanasikana wangu, uye ini ndinopindura kuti hazvizove zvakanyanya kukuomera iwe, nenyasha dzaMwari, kumumanikidza zvakare mune ino yekupedzisira intrenchment: zvirokwazvo, ichi chipikisa icho, zvichida chichadzokororwa nevakawanda, hachiratidzike. kwandiri

chimwe chinhu kunze kwehunyengeri hwekupedzisira hwemuvengi akakundwa anodzokera kumhosva mushure mekukundwa kwake, uye anozvisunga nezvose zvaanogona kuwana. Asi ndinotanga nokumubvunza, pamwe chete nevatsigiri vake, ikodzero yei yavanayo yokutaura nezvouchenjeri hwoumwari, uye kupfuura zvose kurayira Mwari nzira yaanofanira kuita nayo?…. haana mimwe mitemo yekutevera kunze kwekuda kwake; kuti zvose huchenjeri mukuda uku, uye kuti hapangavi nekunyengedza, kukanganisa, kupenga, kunze kwemupfungwa dzeavo vanotsunga kutsoropodza migumisiro yako: kubwinya, godo, kutsamwa, kutsiva, izvo zvisina kukwana muvarume, kukwana  mu  Mwari.

Izvo zvatinodaidza kuti caprice uye kusagadzikana ndeye chirema chete pahukama nesu, uye kwete maererano nemunhu ane huchenjeri hwese, uye asingashanduke chero shanduko. Hatizivi zvikonzero zvake kana mararamiro ake, uye ndiyo imhosva.

Asi, Hanzvadzi yangu, zvirinani kuvabvutira chombo ichi, kana kuti chinotyisa ichi chakashata, ndichakufananidza pano nevanhu vakafemerwa ava avo dzimwe nguva Mwari vairaira mashoko chaiwo kwavari, sepawaive mubvunzo wekuita chirevo chavo pachavo. kutsvenesa kana kuita zvisina kujeka rutendo rwechokwadi rwevakatendeka pazvinhu zvakakosha (izvo Chechi yakambotedzera dzimwe nguva). Akagutsikana nekuvazivisa iwo musimboti wezvinhu.

kuvasiya sarudzo yekutaura; izvo zviri nyore kuona nokuenzanisa pamwe chete vaevhangeri vana avo vanowanzoshuma zvinhu zvakafanana, asi mumashoko akasiyana: tinoona kuti kutaura kunosiyana, nokuti ivo varume; asi hwaro hwezvinhu hwakafanana, nokuti mudzimu unozvifuridzira hausiana; iye bedzi, nokuda kwenyasha, aida kusiyira vanyori vake rudzi rwakati rwokukodzera munhau yacho, kuitira kuti vaisangova midziyo yokungoitawo zvayo mumaoko ake. Ndizvo zvazvakaitawo newe. Mune zvose izvi, Mweya Mutsvene unoda, kuti zvikunakire, kuti upinde mazviri nokuda kwechimwe chinhu; uye ndiko kuti tinozokodzera chete sezvatinoenderana nenyasha dzaIshe, idzo, pamusoro pazvo, dzakazvimiririra zvakanyanya kubva kwatiri. Ndicho chakavanzika chese. Asi izvozvo zvakanyanyisa kugara pazvinhu zvisina basa; enderera, ndinokukumbira, kuti utaure neni nezvemukati mako.

Murairo weSista pamusoro pemiyedzo, uye kuti ungairwisa sei.

"Ndinofanira, Baba," akaenderera mberi Hanzvadzi, "kuti ndinokuratidzai zvakare, panguva yangu, maitiro aanotirwisa, uye kuti tingatanga sei kuwana nekuvhiringidza hunyengeri hwake.

Bato randinotenda kuti rinobva kudhimoni rinondikonzeresa, sezvandambotaura, pakusvika kwaro, kukanganisa kukuru mukufungidzira. Ichi ndicho chigaro paanozvigadzika kuti aite ruzha rukuru; inobva ipapo inokwira yakananga kumweya uye

vanonzwisisa imhute nhema yokuvasvibisa, kuvashatirisa nokuvanetsa, vachivamukira pakuteerera kose. Sezvineiwo, Baba vangu, ndazviita

akacherechedza kuti pakukwirira kwedutu mazano einfernal haagoni kuenda pasi pemweya kana kunzwisisa; inosangana ne

mwoyo nechido, kumira zvakasimba pakurwiswa. Kufungidzira, kutapukirwa uye kugumbuka, kazhinji kunotaurira zvakaipa zvazvinoita

mweya, uri pedyo zvikuru nawo; asi sezvo fungidziro ichigona kubvongodzwa pasina ndangariro kukanganiswa nazvo, pfungwa dzinogonawo kuvhiringwa pasina kunzwisisa, mwoyo, kana kuda kugashira chero kukuvadzwa.

“Kufungidzira kunopa zvinhu zvakanaka kana kuti zvakaipa kupfungwa: pfungwa inozviisa kune kunzwisisa; iyo yekupedzisira inoaendesa kumoyo kana kune chido, icho

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anoramba kana kubvuma zvinenge nguva dzose maererano nemafungiro ekunzwisisa, iyo inoshanda semutongi pakati pemamwe masimba. Zvinonyanya kukosha, sezvaunoona, kuti arege kuvharika kana kutapukirwa, kuitira kuti akwanise kufunga nezvechinhu chinounzwa kwaari pasi pemaonero echokwadi, uye kuita sarudzo ine hutano uye yakasununguka pairi, pasina. kubvunza kufarira kwezvishuwo; izvo  zvaaisagona kuita kana asina kunyatsosunungurwa pazviri, zvishoma kana ange akundwa uye akashatiswa nazvo pachine nguva: haafaniri kurongedzera zvinhu zvine ngozi kuchido; pane kudaro, anofanira kunyatsoisa parutivi kunyange mifananidzo iyo inopenga uye ine hunhu fungidziro yaizogara ichida kuronda kumashure  .

maziso ake (1): kuda kuziva kushoma kunenge kwatomuita kuti ave nemhosva, nokumufumura kuti atonyanya kudaro.

(1) Vamwe vafundisi vakanaka vakanga vandicherekedza kuti uku kukwidzwa kweHanzvadzi kwakanga kusingaratidziki kwavari sekwaienderana nemitemo yemetaphysics,  iyo isingabvume musiyano upi noupi pakati pepfungwa nokunzwisisa; mushure mekufunga nezvazvo, ndanga ndichienda, muchirongwa chekupedzisira ichi, kugadzirisa kudzima rimwe kana rimwe rematemu maviri aya; asi ndakaerekana ndafunga izvi: Hei! neiko, shure kwezvose, tichifanira kupesanisa ndangariro nenzwisiso kupfuura nendangariro nechido? Aya haasi masimba matatu akasiyana epfungwa imwechete here? Kunzwisisa  naizvozvo kune

nemweya hukama hwakafanana hwekusiyanisa semamwe  masimba. Panyaya iyi ndakafunga kuti ndinyatsochengeta mashoko ekupasa kweSister, avo pamwe vaive nezvikonzero zvavo zvekutaura  kudai.

pasi. Chokwadi pano ndipo paungati munhu anoda ngozi anofira ikoko, nekuti chatova chikiribidi chatova pamutemo kuzvifumura zvisina tsarukano  .

kuda nekufungisisa, kunyange zvazvo munhu asingadi kutadza pachako. Ndinoti kudii Baba! hakusi kuda mhosva here kuda kuravidza kunakirwa kwetsotsi kwacho? Mwari, mukurambidza kuita zvakaipa, haana here kurambidza mamiriro ayo ekuwedzera, zvese zvinorasa uye zvinotungamira kwazviri, zvese zviri nhanganyaya yacho, kutevedzana kwayo uye kuperekedza kwayo? Zvino, kana zvose izvi zvisingafadzi kuna Mwari, sechikamu chechivi, zvose izvi, naizvozvo, zvinorambidzwa isu, nokuti zvose izvi ndezvemuzvarirwo, uye zvakavharirwa pasi pechirambidzo chechivi, chatisina  .

kubvumirwa kushandisa pfungwa dzedu kupfuura zvatinobvumirwa kushandisa muviri wedu kana kuti chero pfungwa dzedu.

"Saka, Baba vangu, chero kurangarira kwezvimwe zviito, tsvakiridzo ipi neipi, kutarisa chero kupi zvako, kuda kuziva nezvezvimwe zvinhu, chero kugutsikana, muchidimbu, pamusoro pechinhu chakaipa kana chine ngozi, chingave chakaipa kana chine ngozi, kunyanya kana chakawedzerwa kwachiri. imwe mhando yefungidziro yekukwanisa, nguva dzose iwe pachako, kuramba uri mutongi wekuda kwemunhu, pasina kumbobvumira kubvuma kuziviswa kana kugutsikana kwechivi. Ah! Baba, iko kuedza Mwari, ndiko kuzviedza, iko kufanirwa kuraswa nguva dzose ichiteverwa nekudonha kwakanyanya kana kushoma, nekuti, mukutsamwa kwake kwakarurama, Mwari anogara  achisiya

asina hanya naiyewo nembwende akamusiya kuti azvigutse; uye kusiya uku kwa Mwari ndicho chirango chakaipisisa chekururama kwake. Ngatipedzei kubva pane izvi nekutarisisa, nekutarisira kwakadii, kwatinofanira kurinda fungidziro yedu, ndangariro dzedu, maziso edu nemaoko edu, nzeve dzedu nerurimi rwedu, mushoko, pamusoro pese mafambiro emoyo yedu nepfungwa yese  . yemuviri wedu, kusapa mhandu kune muvengi akajeka, anogara akatarisira kutishamisa, anoziva matorero emukana mudiki, uye uyo asina kungwara kudiki, kunyangwe kuregeredza kudiki, kunogona kuve nemhedzisiro  yakaipa kudaro .

"Asi, Baba, chii chinonyaradza kune avo vanoedzwa

muedzo ndewekuti, sezvandakataura, fungidziro, pfungwa, uye dzimwe nguva kunyange pfungwa, dzinogona kurohwa nekugumburwa nedutu, pasina

mwoyo wakakuvadzwa. Uyezve, Mwari chete ndiye anogona kuverenga chaizvo zvinopinda mune izvi zvese, zvehunhu kana zvezvikonzero zvemuviri uye zvisingadzivisiki: iye ega anogona kuenzanisa uye kuenzanisa mwero wekurwisa nechiyero chekuramba, pamitoo yaakapa. Pakupedzisira, ari oga, anogona kucherekedza zvakanaka nyasha dzechisikirwo, uye chimiro chenyasha, ndokuona mune izvo munhu ane mhaka kana kuti kwete, mukuwirirana nokubatwa zvisina kufanira kana kuti kushandiswa kwakanaka kwenyasha dzorusununguko. Chandinoziva, pasina kupokana, ndechokuti Mwari, akatendeka nguva dzose kushoko rake, uye nguva dzose ari nani kupfuura isu vakaipa, haazombotibvumiri kuti tiedzwe kupfuura simba raanotipa. kuti achatokwanisa, chero bedzi takatendeka kudzivisa pakuvamba, kushandisa muedzo iwo umene, kutibetsera kuukunda uye kukunda muedzi.

“Naizvozvo kana mwoyo nepfungwa zvakabatana kurwisa kurwiswa, hapana chinorasika; pane zvinopesana, zvese zvinofanirwa kutendeukira kune yedu

kubatsirwa: kubudirira kwekurwa saka kunoenderana zvakanyanya nekunzwisisa; zvose zvichave zvakanaka, kana akatendeka kunyevera mamwe masimba ekusvika kwe

muvengi, kunyanya kuti abatane navo kuti vadzinge kuedza kwake, pasina kunzwa

pasina pekugara: anogona kutozviona achimanikidzwa kusiya fungidziro yake, pfungwa, uye kunyange pfungwa dzake; asi muvengi haagare kwenguva refu mune imwe nzvimbo pachange paine zvakawanda

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kurasikirwa pane kumuhwina, iye achizofanira kubata nechido

akatsunga waanowana kukunda kuzhinji sezvaanorova. Izvi, Baba vangu, ndizvo zvandinoziviswa naMwari. Kana iwe ukaona mairi chero chinhu chinopesana nezvakanaka uye zvechokwadi nheyo, ndapota ndizivise.

Ngatirambei tichiratidza kuti Mwari vanoita sei kuti ndizive kuti tinofanira kuzvibata mukurwa kwatinopiwa nadhiyabhorosi.

"Ndakazviwana, Baba vangu, kwemakore gumi kana gumi nemaviri, ndichirwa uye ndakakombwa nemhando dzakasiyana dzezvishuwo, miedzo uye mazano ehudhiyabhorosi, izvo, zvichizvisimbisa mukufungidzira kwangu nemifananidzo yakasiyana.

zvakaipa, zvakasimuka zvakasimba kuzorwa nomweya: mhute yakasviba negobvu yakapararira mumasimba angu ose, zvokuti kwandiri yakange yakaita sousiku hune rima uye hune mvere, pasina mwedzi kana nyeredzi zvakaonekwa: dhimoni, rakaiswa mukufungidzira kwangu, rakakanda hwambo hwaro. mupfungwa nomundangariro, zvichindiyeuchidza nezvezana rezvinhu zvandaizoda kukanganwa. Mwari! kurwa kwakadini uye mamiriro ezvinhu!

“Ndanyura murima, kunzwisisa kwangu kwakanga kwakaita senhapwa pasi perusununguko rwangu rwokuzvisarudzira, rwairatidzika kuva ndoga kurwa. Ndakazviona ndisingachagoni kufunga nezvaMwari sezvandaiita, handina kuita hanya nazvo

zvikuru kwaari kupfuura nenzira yechido, isina rubatsiro rune mufungo uye zvese zvinofarirwa nevanhu nezvenyama, nekuti dzimwe nguva zvaiita sekuti ndakanga ndasiiwa zvachose kuhasha dzemuvengi wangu, uyo aita mutambo wekutambudzika kwangu uye. kurwadziwa kwangu; akanga atora nzira dzose dzomweya wangu, zvokuti akanga akaukomba kumativi ose (1).

(1) Mwari pasina panikiro akabvumira bedzi uyu musikana mutsvene kuzviwana amene ari munzvimbo dzinosuruvarisa dzakadaro, kungogovera bedzi maari zvose zviri zviviri chikonzero chenyaradzo, uye muenzaniso womufambiro wemweya yose inoedzwa nechisimba, uye uyo aizozviwana amene ari mune zvakafanana kana kuti zvakafanana. mamiriro. Kudzora kuda kwemunhu, kuwana nzira kuna Mwari, pano, mune iyi nyaya, ndiyo nzira iyo dhiyabhorosi asingagoni kumanikidza.

Panguva iyoyo, Baba vangu, pavakandimiririra zvakasimba kuti zvakaitwa neni, kuti ndakanga ndiri mumaoko ake uye ndakarasikirwa pasina tariro: mukurwa uku kwakaoma uye kwakaoma, mweya wangu wakazununguka uye uchinetseka semurume uyo, akarwisa. kumativi ose nemasimba makuru,  haasisina

imwe nzira yokuponesa nayo upenyu hwake kupfuura kuchema nokuda kwebetsero. Hungu, Baba, mukunyanyisa kwakadaro mweya unofanira kudana kuna Mwari nokuda kwebetsero wobva wazvipfigira umene mumasimba awo, ndinoreva, mukuda kwakasimba, kwenguva dzose uye kwakatsunga, kufa panzvimbo pokutongobvuma chivi  . pane izvozvo, chimwe chinhu chinogona kuitika. Zviri mune  izvi

ndiko kukunda. Anonzwa kupera simba; asi anofanira kuisa simba rake kuna iye anomutsigira; asi achivimba netsitsi dzaMwari wake, anofanira kutarisira pasina tariro yose. Mucherechedzo mumwe chete waanogona kuziva kuti haana kukurirwa uchave kana achiri tenzikadzi wezvido zvake uye nokuda kwake; saka anofanira kutiza

gara pedyo semufambisi wezvikepe ane unyanzvi kumufambisi wechikepe, asingafaniri kurega kwechinguva panguva yemhepo, kana achida kuchengetedza chikepe chake kubva mugungwa.

akaputsikirwa nechikepe, akazviponesa parufu. Uye ndiko kwatinoti kubata mweya wako nemaoko maviri. Uyu mambokadzi wamasimba anogona kuraira sachangamire, uye kuvarambidza kunyunyuta kupi nokupi muzvinhu zvinopiwa nedhemoni kundangariro, fungidziro, uye kunzwisisa; ipapo ane chokwadi chokukunda, kunyange dai vakanga vagumbuka, nokuti aiziva

kubvuta zvombo kubva mumaoko omuvengi kuti azvishandise kurwisana naye. Izvi ndizvo zvinogona, zvichibatsirwa nenyasha, kuda kwemunhu kana rusununguko rwekusarudza, nguva dzose dzakasununguka kusarudza uye kusarudzira mutemo nebasa, zvisinei nekuedza kose kwemuyedzo uye dhiabhorosi. Zvino, izvo rusununguko rwekuzvisarudzira runogona kuita muchiitiko chakadaro, hapana kupokana kuti ane mungava kuna Mwari, pasi pekurwadziwa kwe

kusateerera uye kutya izvo zvaizoita kuti ave nemhosva huru kwaari pasi pechirango chekurangwa. Ndipo paunofanira kukunda kana kufa.

Nhamo kumweya unobvuma muedzo uye unobvuma kutadza.

Asi, Baba, ah! ndiani aigona kutaura kuti inhamo yakadini kuti mweya wakasiya masimba awo ose kuzvikwezva zvounyengeri, kumafaro anorambidzwa echivi, apo ndangariro, fungidziro, kunzwisisa uye kuda zviri zvoungwaru kuendesa mwoyo kudhimoni. ! Saka ichi

muvengi ane hutsinye uye akajeka anofambira mberi mukukunda, uye anopinda nemupfungwa,

fungidziro, ndangariro uye mweya, kunyangwe mukuda, kwainosimbisa chigaro chayo uye inogadzirisa kugara kwayo. Akati: Iyi ndiyo imba yangu, uye hakuna munhu angandidzinga. Ndiye mukundi azviita tenzi wepakati peguta, anoshandisa simba rehudzvinyiriri ipapo uye anoisa zvese nemoto nebakatwa. Nzira kwaari

ramba izvozvi! Ungatsunga sei kumukira kutonga kwaro kwoutsinye uye kwoudzvinyiriri? Ah! mamiriro anotyisa kumweya waigona kuva nawo

dzivisa nyore nyore nokumira zvakasimba, usingabvumiri chinhu kubvira pakutanga kwomuedzo!

Imbofungai ipapo, Baba vangu, gomba rakadzika apo iri nhamo

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nhapwa inopinzwa pasina kukwanisa kubuda mairi, kana kuita kamwe nhamburiko yokubvisa joko rayo, kana kudambura zvisungo zvayo: iyi ndiyo mamiriro emweya uyo dhimoni rinenge rave nechido, uye usingachaite kunze kwekunge nemafungiro aanogamuchira…. Masimba ake ose anokweverwa kune zvakaipa, vasingakwanise, sokunge zvakadaro, kuzvitsausa pazviri… Hongu, Baba, chinhu chose chinova chivi nechikonzero chechivi kumuranda ane rombo radhiabhorosi nokuda kwake kwakashata; chinhu chiri chose chaanoona, chose chaanobata, chinhu chiri chose chaanoshuva chinomuita kuti ave nemhosva mupfungwa chaiyoiyo, nokuti masimba ake ose ari kuchinjwa ndokuunzwa kuuipi, kunyange zvazvo asiri nguva dzose muchiitiko kana musimba rokuzviita mukuita, iye ane chido anogara achichiita mumwoyo make. Kazhinji ane mufungo, chishuvo, kuda, kombamiro;

akasungwa nechido chakatukwa ichi chokugumbura Mwari, anoita mhosho dzakawanda panguva imwe neimwe; uye ndinofunga, Baba, kuti zvingava nyore kumutsa vakafa vane mazuva mana okukura pane kutendeutsa mutadzi akadaro. »

Zvakadaro, uye nekujeka kwakawanda, kurongeka, kurongeka nekudzika; kwaiva nesimba iri uye nemafungiro mazhinji aya, mumamiriro ezvinhu aya, Sista yakakurukura neni kwenguva yakati rebei pamusoro peizvi.

metaphysical uye nyaya dzenjere chete; kuedza kwekutanga uku, kwandangopa iwo chaiwo ruzivo, kwakafanana nemuenzaniso waidiwa naMwari, ndinofunga, kuti ndione uye ndione zvese zvandaigona kutarisira kubva kwaari kwese kwese kwehurukuro dzedu. . Izvo zvakare, ndinofunga, nenzira imwechete iyo muverengi anofanira kuzvitora, nekuti ini ndinoita sendiri kuona akawanda magadzirirwo mairi.

Zvinhu zvingani zviri mumapeji mashoma aya, uye nokudaro kuti zvingani zvekufungisisa pamusoro pezvazviri, kumuKristu akachenjera anoverenga, kwete kuti averenge, kana kuti averenge, asi kuti adzidze, arangarire uye awane purofiti!... zvatinoverenga mumabasa akasiyana-siyana evazivi

tsika, yekare uye yemazuva ano, nezvatichangobva kuona, uye isu

vachabvuma zviri nyore kuti kuedza kwekutanga kwemukadzi uyu asina chaanoziva kunopfuura nekure zvavakataura kana kufunga nezvezvakanakisa uye zvinoshamisira.

Naizvozvo ngativerenge uye tifungisise netarisiro yose yatinokwanisa, yefungidziro nemitemo inogona kuuya chete kwatiri kubva Kudenga. Ngatitorei mukana wezano rakanaka iro rinofanira kupihwa kwatiri nemuranda waJ. Kana dhiabhorosi akazvishandura pachake dzimwe nguva kuti ataure kuvanhu, hazvingambovi, tinogona kuva nechokwadi, kuvabata mutauro wakadaro; haazombovadzidzisi zvirevo zvakakwirisa kana zvakadaro

zvinokosha kuruponeso. Anonyanya kufarira humambo hwake zvekukanda mukati medu

mwoyo mhodzi yezvakanaka izvo zvinofanirwa kuiparadza kubva kumusoro kusvika pasi: Omne regnum in seipsum divisum desolabitur, et domus supra domum cadet. (Ruka 11, 17.)

Naizvozvo ngatigadzirirei kumuteerera seshoko rinobva kudenga; ngatizarurire nzeve dzedu kunzwi rake; uye kana nhasi mweya unonyaradza uchida kumushandisa kuti anzwikwe nesu, ngatichenjererei kuti tisaisa chipingamupinyi kunyasha dzake uye kuti tivhare mukova wemwoyo yedu kwaari: Hodiè si vocem ejus audieritis, nolite obdurare corda vestra . . ( Pisarema 94, 5 . )

Ngatitarisei zvazvinofanira kutiudza pamusoro penguva yemberi seApocalypse itsva, kuverenga nokufungisisa kunofanira kutidzivirira kubva pakutya kunotyisa kwenguva dzakaoma, izvo zvichatichengeta mubasa uye kutichengetedza kubva kuchivi; Beatus anobvumidza uye anoongorora maporofita ezwi hujus, uye

servat ea quœ in eâ scripta sunt; tempus enim prope est. (Zvak. 1, 3.)

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ZVAKAZARURWA

YEKUBEREKWA  HANZVADZI.

CHIKAMU CHEKUTANGA.

Ne que enim ego ab homiae accepi illud, neque didici, sed pazvakazarurwa J.-C. (AD GAL. 1, 12).

NHUNGAMIDZO.

Gadziriro dzinotevera idzo Mwari anokumbira kuHanzvadzi yoKuberekwa kwaJesu, kuti anyore zvaanozivisa kwaari.

Pakupedzisira, kutya kwaSister kwakapera, nhamo dzaive dzapera, uye vimbiso yaaive nayo iyi, aive nechikwereti chikuru neizwi remukati riya raitaura naye, rine zvese zvandaigona kutaura kwavari, kunyangwe Mwari vaisatadza kutora. mukana wacho, dai kwaiva kungomusimbisa mukunyengetedza kwake, uyezve kumuratidza

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kukosha kwekuteerera nekutenda, chinangwa chega, kwaari, cherunyararo nerunyararo munzvimbo yerudzi urwu.

Kuti apedze kubviswa kwekusava nechokwadi kwake kwose panyaya iyi, uye kuita kuti hana yake isununguke, ndakanga ndataura naye muzita raMwari, uye ndakanga ndaguma ndave kumukumbira kuti anzwe zviri nani.

nhoroondo yemukati mayo, pasi pemarwadzo ekusateerera: saka waive mubvunzo wekupedzisira kugamuchira kuratidzwa uku, uye nekuuya kune zvandinodaidza kuti zvakazarurwa zvaro, uye chii chakanyanya hunyanzvi, munhamba huru, yaisagona kudoma neimwe nzira. Naizvozvo ndapfugama kuseri kwegedhi diki rakapetwa kaviri (iri

iyo yaaigaro dzidzira pashure pacho, kutoti kusava nesimba kwake kwaimumanikidza kugara pasi, kunyange zvakadaro kwakanga kuri kunenge kuri madikanwa nguva dzose kumuraira kudaro), akatanga nokuita chiratidzo chomuchinjikwa, kwairi akawedzera mashoko aakakumbira kuti ndinyore. mumusoro make:

“Kupfurikidza naJesu naMaria, muzita roUtatu Hutsvene Hutsvene, ndinoteerera. »

Baba vangu, vakaenderera mberi, mukushushikana uye kushushikana kwandakataura nezvako zvakanyanya kwamuri, ndakanga ndazvitaura zvakare kuna J.-C, uyo akanga akanaka zvakakwana kuti andibatsire nokupedza matambudziko angu; huvepo hwaMwari hwakaita kuti hunzwike kwandiri, uye hezvino izvo Ishe wedu akataura kwandiri pachinhu ichi, uye kuti anoda sei kuti ini nditange kuti iwe unyore: "Ramba, mwanasikana wangu, mazano ese edhimoni, anotsvaka. kungokunetsa nekukuvhiringa. Kuti unyatsovakunda uye nekuzviremekedza kwako, teerera zano iri rinokosha: Isa mwoyo wako nepfungwa dzako muhumwari hwangu, sechiteshi chengarava chakachengeteka pakurwisa kwavo kwese… taura pamberi pangu kutsvene, uye uchava nerugare… Simuka kune izvi humwari hwandakakuratidza nguva zhinji nemwenje wakaisvonaka werutendo; humwari ihwohwo huzere denga nenyika; humwari uhu uhwo nyika isingazive, uye hune zvisinei hune uye hunoputira nyika nezvose zviri mairi; humwari uhu, pakupedzisira, hwawakakomberedzwa, uye kupinda mukati nekunze, sezvisikwa zvese. Mwanangu, zvehumwari izvi ndizvo zvandinoita kuti uone zvinhu zvikuru zvandinokurayira kuti wanyorerwa nadirector wako, waunoudza kuti shuviro yangu ndeye kuti aise zita ipapo, zvichireva kuti.

Ndini munyori webhuku rino (1).

(1) Maererano nenyevero iyi kana kurongeka uku, ndakatanga kutumidza: The New Apocalypse, kana Collection inoteverwa nezvakazarurwa zvakaitwa kumweya wechiKristu, zvichibata nguva dzekupedzisira dzeChechi, nezvimwe. ; uye se epigraph: Beatus qui legit… (Apoc, 13.) Shoko rimwe chete rokuti apocalypse rairatidzika kuva rakasimba zvikuru kune vakawanda, kunyange zvazvo vamwe chavakaona mariri kunze kweshoko rakakodzera. Pakupedzisira, ndichiona kuti vanhu vairatidzika kuva vasingazvifariri, pasina chimwe chinhu chaigona kuchitsiva, ndakachinja rita iri kuva riya ratarava, uye rinofanira kuratidzika kuva rine mwero zvikuru.

Mwari vanoda kuti Sister idzokere pakadzika pekushaya chinhu, uye kuti ive maungira.

Zvino, Baba vangu, Ishe vakandiita Hanzvadzi inopinda muhudzamu hwekusakosha kwangu. Ndinoda kuti iwe, akadaro kwandiri, kuti utariswe kune izwi rangu nemwenje yangu, senge maungira, ayo anopindura kune zvese zvaanonzwa asingazvinzwisise. Iyi maungira haisi chinhu kunze kwenzvimbo isina chinhu uye isina vanhu. Saka, mwanasikana wangu, bvisa kudada kwese, kwese kutsvaga kuzvida, pane zvese zvakasikwa kuti zvikurasikirwe muhumwari hwangu….. Kuve usina chinhu kwauri uye nezvisikwa zvese yemwoyo wako, uye kuti pakarepo, semaungira, unodzokorora zvaunenge wanzwa neizvo zvinofanirwa kuzvinzwa kuti uzvidzokorore zvakare. Mushure mekuita

wanzwa maungira, enda unoritsvaka murenje, uye, panzvimbo isina chinhu

inoita kuti inzwike, hapana chauchaona ipapo, hapana chauchanzwa ipapo; kunyange zvakadaro taura, uye anokupindura zvakare. Saka pane chimwe chinhu mune iyi void?

Hongu, uye ndakaiisa ipapo; Ndini munyori wayo, sezvandiri wezvisikwa zvese…. Isa mufananidzo uyu kwauri, mwanasikana wangu, uye usakanganwa kuti iwe hausi chinhu pamberi pangu, kana kuti hausi chinhu chinodarika maungira pane zvese zvandinokuzivisa. Ndini muvambi wezvose zvaunazvo uye nezvese zvauri; Basa rako saka nderekunyatsonditeerera uye wozodzokorora, semuungira, izvo kazhinji zvausinganzwisise iwe pachako.

Mushure mekutanga kwaiita kwandiri kunoshamisa uye kwakanakisa, Hanzvadzi

akatanga nokutaura kwandiri nezvaMwari uye nezvechinhu choumwari, nezvechakavanzika chikuru choUtatu Hutsvene Hutsvene uye nezvemavara ahwo ose oumwari. Ndichadzokorora zvakanyanya

nokutendeka zvinogoneka zvaakandiudza nezvazvo kakawanda, achiedza kwese kwese kushandisa mazwi ake, kutevera hurongwa hwake, uye pamusoro pezvose kuti ndisatsauka kubva pamazano ake, ayo anotevera:

NYAYA YOKUTANGA.

ZVOKUkosha KWAMWARI, Unhu HAKE NEKURATIDZWA KWAZVO.

Baba vangu, Ishe Vedu vanoda kuti nditaure kwamuri pamusoro pehuMwari hutsvene; regai ndikuudzei chimwe chinhu pamusoro pekutanga uye kwekutanga kwekupedzisira kwezvakavanzika zvedu, Utatu hutsvene uye hunoyevedza…. Asi sei kunzwiwa pamusoro pehumambo hukuru uye husingataurike? Mumwe anotaura asingazvinzwisisi; tinotaura zvakawanda uye hatitauri chinhu; takafanana nemwana asati asvika

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kushandiswa kwemutauro wake, uye ndiani asingagoni kutaura zvaanonzwa; saiye, munhu haakwanise kutaura chero chinhu chinoenderana nepfungwa yaainayo nayo: iyi ndiyo chaiyo nyaya yandinozviwana ndiri mairi. Zvisinei, Baba, ndinorairwa kundandama: I

Naizvozvo ndichakakama pane izvo Mwari zvaanondizivisa pamusoro pake, sezvo ari Mwari amene anokumbira, uye anoda kuteererwa. Zvino, Baba vangu, nyorai zvandinoona.

kusingaperi kwaMwari.

Baba, muhunhu hwavo hutsvene uye husingagumi, vanonzwisisa zvinhu zvose uye vasina chinhu chinganzwisisa, sezvaari mavari pamwe chete nenzira yokuvapo kwavo, vakazvimiririra pane zvose zviripo uye zvinofungidzirika... Anokunda chaizvoizvo uye nekusingaperi. pamusoro pezvose zviripo, sezvazvakatangira nguva dzese…. Uku kuzvitonga kusingagumi uye kwepamusoro-soro kwakamiririrwa kwandiri pasi pemufananidzo wamambo ane simba uye anopokana, akafukidzwa nejasi rinopenya, uye akagara, korona pamusoro, pachigaro chisingazununguki; pachiso chake chaiyevedza mumwe akaona simba rehudiki uye nechiratidzo chekare; akanga akakomberedzwa nedenderedzwa regoridhe raakatsigira asinganyari, kurudyi nekuruboshwe, nemagumo eminwe yake... Denderedzwa iri, rairatidza kusaguma kwake,

kutanga kana kumagumo, ndakaona kuti hazvibviriwo kuti munhu aite

kunzwisisa nokusingaperi, kuti hazvibviri kuti anzwisise Mwari pachake, sezvo nokusingaperi inguva yaMwari chete. Ndakaona zvakare kuti rimwe nerimwe rekushanda kwaro pacharo raiva nekusingaperi kwezvakavanzika zvisingapindiki kune hungwaru hwese hwevanhu. Zvichange zvakaita sei negungano ravo? Asi zvakadini nemunyori wavo?

Vanhu vaMwari.

Ndakaona; Baba vangu, uye ndichiri kuona muhunhu hutsvene huno husingapere hwehunhu husingagumi, kusakwana kwekukwana kusingagumi, uko kuri kwezvose.

nekusingaperi saKusingaperi…. Mwari mukuru uyu haana kumbosikwa, uye haana kuzvigadzira… Ndinoona… ndinoona murudo rusingaperi rwaBaba avo, pachipfuva chavo chinoyevedza, vakagadzirwa uye vakagadzirwa kubva kukusingaperi, sezvavanoramba vachigadzira uye vachiri kuda. kubudisa Shoko rake rinoyevedza risingaperi, nenzira youngwaru, semufananidzo mupenyu uye wakakura woumwari hwake….

Uyu mufananidzo mupenyu uye wakakura wounhu hwakatanhamara uko kwahunoitwa nokubva kwahwo, ndiye munhu wechipiri woUtatu hutsvene zvikuru uye hunoyemurika; ndihwo uchenjeri husina kusikwa, Shoko roumwari rinova munhu, Mwari wechokwadi uye munhu wechokwadi, akaenzana uye anotsinhirana naMwari baba vake, waakagara achibatanidzwa zvikuru nokubatana kunokosha kwohunhu hwoumwari, kubatana kwouchenjeri, kubatana kworudo nechido, pakupedzisira. kubatana kana kanenge kuvhara uye

zvinodiwa pahunhu hwechinyakare uye hukuru hunoumba hunhu hwepamusoro-soro, pasina kumbove nemukana wekupikisa, kuvhiringika, kupatsanurana kana kukwikwidzana, asi kuenzana kwakakwana, kana kuti chitupa chaicho chinoita kuti vese vawirirane uye vawirirane.

Ini ndinoona muhumwari hwerudo rwehumwari urwu rwaBaba neMwanakomana, kuti muvira unopfuta uye usingaperi werudo rwakanaka nekusingaperi uye unoburitsa Mweya Mutsvene, munhu wechitatu weUtatu uhu hunoyemurika, kugadzirwa, mhedzisiro kana mhedzisiro inodiwa yekudzoka. rudo rwaBaba noMwanakomana. Munhu wechitatu uyu ndiye vira romoto, chirevo chinorarama cherudo rwuri pamwechete… Mwari wechokwadi waMwari wechokwadi, rudo rukuru rwevamwe vanhu vaviri, Mweya Mutsvene anoenderana navo uye akaenzana mune zvose; ane chimiro chimwe chetecho chaari Mwari wechokwadi uye mumwe cheteyo nacho, anogara maari zvomenemene, kunyange zvazvo ane, kufanana nomumwe nomumwe wavo, kuvapo kwakafanira uye kwomunhu oga kunomuita mumwe wavanhu voumwari. Izvi, Baba, chii

zvinoumba huMwari hwehuMwari hunova humwechete muhunhu uye hutatu pamunhu, zvekuti hazvigoneke zvachose kuti hwakambovapo kana kuti zvingave neimwe nzira; chakavanzika chekutenda chinoumba hwaro hwechitendero chedu chitsvene, uye chatinofanira kutenda nekunamata, kunyangwe ichipfuura nekusingaperi kusvika kwenjere dzedu, pamwe chete nezvose.

mafungiro ayo munhu angaedza pasina maturo kurirwisa pamwe chete nokuritsanangura.

Kana ndatotaura kare, Baba vangu, kuti Mweya Mutsvene ndirwo rudo rwaBaba nerweMwanakomana, ndiyezve rudo rweMweya Mutsvene, rudo rwemunhu pachake, ndinoreva rudo rweumwari runofananidzwa, kuda kwaMwari kunofananidzirwa ( 1); mushoko, izwi rinorarama uye risingaperi rerudo rwusingaperi uye runorarama urwu rwevamwe vanhu vaviri kwarunobva nenzira yerudo rukuru…. Saka, Baba, kuna Mwari mumwe muvanhu vatatu, uye vanhu vatatu muna Mwari mumwe. O chakavanzika chinoyevedza chisingagoni kunzwisiswa, uye chisingazombonzwisiswi nechero chisikwa! Hukuru hwakadii!….. Ndinoona muna Mwari vanhu vatatu vakaita saVamwari vatatu, kana tichitarisa kusiyana kwevanhu; asi mukubatana kana kuti kunyanya mukubatana kwechinhu choumwari, mukubatana kwerudo nechido, mu

(1) Chii chinonzi aliud charitas quam votuntas? (St.-Aug., kubva kuTrinitate , lib. 15, 20,

chibvumirano chemuvengi. )

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kuzivikanwa kweunhu hutsvene hwaBaba, Mwanakomana uye Mweya Mutsvene, ndinoona Mwari mumwe chete uye mumwe chete muvanhu vatatu vakasiyana; Mwari mumwe chete, asingapesani, asingapikisani, asingarwi; zvekuti Shoko roumwari parakava munhu, ndinoona kuti haana kumborega kubatana

pachipfuva chehuMwari naBaba naMweya Mutsvene; sezvo iyewo anoramba akabatana kwavari, kunyange zvikuru uye chaizvoizvo aripo sakaramende yeYukaristiya; saizvozvowo ndinoona kuti Mweya Mutsvene haana kuzviparadzanisa naBaba kana kuMwanakomana pakuburukira pamusoro pavaapositori;

uyewo haazviparadzani amene nayo kupfurikidza nokudzora Chechi sezvaaita kusvikira zvino uye achaita kudaro mukati menguva yayo yose.

Kusapera kwehunhu hwehumwari. Maonero epamusoro-soro aive naSista aya erudo rwega.

Ah! Baba, zvingani zvakavanzika zvandinoona zvakavharirwa mune yekutanga yezvakavanzika zvedu, mune chakavanzika chepamusoro-soro cheUtatu hutsvene uye hunoyemurika! Hey! uyo aigona kudzosa zvose izvo J.-C. akandiratidza maererano nenhamba isingaperi yehunhu hutsvene hwehuMwari hune mucherechedzo wavo wehuMwari!... Hongu, Baba vangu, hukuru hwakafanana nekusingaperi kwehuMwari! Hunhu hutsvene hwakapendwa muhunhu hwese hunobva mahuri. Semuyenzaniso, pahunhu hwerudo rwehumwari, pano, Baba vangu, ndizvo zvandakaona nekunzwisisa nemafungiro emashura akauya kwandiri makore makumi maviri kana makumi matatu apfuura.

Ndakazviwana ndanyura mukufungisisa kwehunhu humwe chete hwerudo rwaMwari, umo ndakaona huMwari hwese uye ukuru hwese hweWekumusoro-soro, uye izvo mukuona uye nenzira isingagoneke. kuti ndinzwisise, ndoda kutsanangura. Ndinogona kukuudza, zvisinei, kuti ndakaona Mwari muchimiro chimwe chete ichi, kusvika pandinodavira kuti chinogona kuonekwa uye kuzivikanwa nechisikwa chipenyu; Naizvozvo ndakaona Mwari murudo rwavo, uye hunhu uhu hwerudo rwehumwari hwakandiratidza sechiso chaMwari. Ndinoti kudii ini chiso chaMwari! ah! Ndinogona kukuvimbisa kuti handina kumbomuona,

chiso chinoyevedza ichi, uye ndinotya kuti handifi ndakachiona…. Chii chandakaona? Handina matauriro, ndinoshaya mashoko okupa kwamuri zvandakaona... Baba vangu, ndakaona Mwari ane rudo rwose muunhu hwake hwose, uye hunhu hwakasiyana uhu ndakahuona panguva iyoyo chete maererano norudo…. Nditenderei Baba ndimbofema zvishoma kuti ndiunganidze

pfungwa dzangu nepfungwa dzangu, zviri nani kutevera chiedza chinonditungamirira uye icho chinofanira kundiyeuchidza pano nezvese zvandakaona ipapo muna Divinity.

Mushure mekufema kweanenge maminetsi maviri, Hanzvadzi yakaramba ichitaura, uye ini ndakanyora, chimwe chinhu chakadai:

Baba vangu, ndichizviwana ndiri mukukatyamadzwa kwekuyemura pane zvese zvandaiona muna Mwari nerudo rwake rweumwari, kwandiri zvinoita sekuti ndaida kuzvitsausa ndisingabve pachinhu chaive chakandigadzika zvinofadza. Ndakakanda maziso angu mativi ose pamusoro pechitarisiko chezvisikwa, uye muzvinhu zvose zvaakandiratidza ndaiona rudo rwaMwari chete; chinhu chiri chose chakandipa mufananidzo unokatyamadza wazvo, uye hakuna chinhu chaivepo pasina rudo: kwairatidzika kwandiri kuti chimwe nechimwe chezvisikwa chakanga chave nokurasika kwachakaita uye chisisipozve kunze kworudo uye kupfurikidza norudo rwoumwari; kuti zvinhu zvose zviri munyika zvaingova rudo, uye kuti nyika pachayo yakaitwa nerudo.

Rudo runowanikwa kunyange mukuranga kwevakarashwa.

Ndichiona ndimene naizvozvo sendarasika uye ndakanyura mugungwa iri rerudo, ndakashinga kutaura ndimene kuna Ishe Wedu ndokuti kwaVari: Ndinozviona, O Mwari wangu! zvose zviri pano pasi zvinozivisa rudo rwako; asi zvinosuruvarisa! Nditenderei kuti ndizvimiririre kwamuri, handizi kuti ndinorasha kururama kwenyu, asi rudo rwenyu harwuwanikwi pakuranga kwavasina maturo, kana pakutaura kwenyu kutsamwa kwenyu kwakarurama.

vatadzi vasingatendeuki, kunyanya mushure mokunge vamira pamberi penyu. Pane izvi, Baba vangu, izvi ndizvo zvandakaziviswa naIshe uye zvandinokukumbirai kuti munyore chaizvo:

Ndinorarama zvakajeka mukujeka uku kwerudo rwehumwari zvandaive ndakadaro

vakabatikana, kuti vakarashwa vakanga vangowa uye vakawira mugehena nokuda kwokushayiwa rudo kwavari. Hongu, Baba vangu, Ishe wedu akandiita

nzwisisa kuti vakatongerwa kusamuda, uye kuti paakanga achera gehena akanga aita nerudo rwechido, sekutaura, uye godo rekubatanidza kukunda kwake chero ipi zvayo. Dai kwakanga kusiri kuburikidza nerusununguko rwerudo rwakachena, ngazvive zvishoma kuburikidza nekutya kwemahara uye kunofadza kwekuwira mumoto wakagadzirirwa kutsiva rudo rwakazvidzwa.

Kuita kuti zvinzwisiswe zvirinani, Baba, rudo rwehumwari urwu runondipa kuenzanisa kwemurume anoda zvakanyanya nezvemukadzi wake, waanoda.

anoda kudiwa chete. Rudo rwake harugoni kutambura kana kukwikwidzana kana kukakavara, nokuti iye anoda zvoupengo; anonyengetera, anonyengedza, anotyisidzira, kuti zvive nani

chengetedza moyo wechinhu chaunoda. Kungotya kusavimbika kunomupa kutya kukuru; anowedzera kuzvipikirwa uye anocherechedza kutya kwechirango; nokuda kweizvi anoronga zvirango zvinotyisa zvaanoita kwaari

maziso mudziyo wose achityisidzira, kuti arege kuzviratidza kwaari.

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Asi kana mudzimai akadavidza kukuda kwakadaro chete nokusatenda, kurambwa uye kusavimbika, ipapo ndipo apo rudo rwakashatirwa runova rwakashatirwa muchiyero sezvo rwakanga rwave rwune upenyu uye rwakarevesa zvikuru. Tinoziva, kubva mukuoma kwekurova kwaanoita, kuti rudo rusingaperi runotsiva kukutsamwa kusingagumi kwaakagamuchira. Naizvozvo, Baba vangu, ndirwo rudo runogara muzvinhu zvose, uye

gehena pacharo rinongova mhedzisiro yerudo: iyo yakanyanya kunzwira, yakanyanya

kupwanya uye kurwadza kwakanyanya kunoitwa nemunhu ikoko, ndiko kusazokwanisa zvakare kuda uyo aida kuva mumwe nekusingaperi naye.

chisikwa, uye akanga aita zvose kuti awane rudo rwake rusingaperi. Ndiko, Baba vangu, kutichengetedza kubva mudambudziko iri rekupedzisira uye risingatenderwi, kuti rudo rwehumwari urwu runotipenda mifananidzo yakaipa uye kutyisidzira, uye kuti ichiri kutaura kwatiri pano kuburikidza nezwi rangu.

Musiyano weunhu hwoumwari, uye kubatana kwavo murudo.

Zvakanga zvakadaro, Baba vangu, nehumwe humwe hunhu hwaMwari husingaverengeki kune zvisikwa zvakangwara… Ishe wedu nokudaro vakandiratidza kuti chimwe nechimwe chazvo chinomiririra mufananidzo waMwari nehukuru hwehumwari. nguva dzose maererano nehunhu uhu kunyanya. Ndakataura mufananidzo waMwari noukuru hwake hwoumwari muhunhu hwake hwose husingagumi, uye kwakanga kuri kuita kuti ndinzwike; nokuti, Baba, zvizivei kwazvo kuti munhevedzano iyi yezvinhu hamuna mifananidzo, kana mifananidzo, kana mifananidzo, kana shongwe, kana chinhu chinoswedera pazviri; zvose zvipenyu muna Mwari,

kwose kwose chokwadi uye upenyu. Muchimiro chega chega chinomiririrwa, asi nenzira isingataurwi, humwe hunhu hwese huri pasi pehukama hwekutanga hunotonga uye hunoratidzika kuva hunotora ese, pasina zvakadaro paine chero nyonganiso. Izvi ndizvo zvandakaratidzwa naJ.-C. By

semuenzaniso, zvakare, pasi pehunhu hwetsitsi tinoona kusingaperi, hukuru, kururamisira uye nezvimwe zvese, asi nguva dzose pasi pehukama hwetsitsi, sezvatakataura nezverudo; kuitira kuti zvose zvionekwe

ngoni muna Mwari, uye hakuna chinoonekwa chisati chiri ngoni, kunyange kunyange

kururamisira kwakanyanya. Zvakafanana nekururamisira, simba, njere, kana tikazvitora zvakasiyana (1).

(1) Inter attributa Dei absoluta, multa sunt quœ de se invicem et de aliis prœdicari possunt per modum concreti adjetivi propositionio certa juxta pictaviencem theology , 1 vol., p. 313.

Nokudaro hunhu hwose uhwu hunobatanidzwa pamwe chete nehurongwa hunokatyamadza uye husingafungidzike, uye hwakabatana muhumwe hwehuhu hutsvene… O Baba vangu, ndinozvidzokorora, zvakavanzika zvingani mune chakavanzika chimwe! Vachatora

kuyemura, kufungisisa kwevatsvene vose nokusingaperi-peri, vasina kumbokwanisa kupedza chitubu ichi chisingapere cherufaro rwavo... Vakaropafadzwa, J.-C. zvavakawana zvitsva, uye havazomboshayiwi zvinhu zvevatsvene vavo uye vanoshingaira. kuda kuziva. Havazovi nemufaro mukuru kupfuura kuita

kufungisisa Mwari, kuunganidzwa kwezvose zvakabatana izvo Mwari achafara kuwana kwavari kuitira kuti vagutse chishuvo nokugwinya kwerudo rwavo… Kutakurwa kwakadini kwemufaro nerufaro!… Mufaro wakakwana uye wakakwana! Iparadhiso yakadini muparadhiso imwe chete!

Mufaro weVatendi. Kusanzwisisa kwaMwari.

Pane izvi, Baba vangu, ndinorangarira kuti ndichiri mudiki, uye ndichifungisisa rimwe zuva pamusoro pehukuru hutsvene nekukwana,

Ndakazvisiya ndimene kufunga zvinosuruvarisa, izvo pasina panikiro Mwari akabvumira bedzi kuva nomukana wokunditsanangurira chokwadi chinonyaradza zvikuru. Ndakafunga kuti, pandinenge ndava Kudenga, ndaizokwanisa kuona Ishe akanaka chete nedambudziko guru; kuti ndisazowana mufaro wekutaura

ndiri ndoga naye, kuti ndimuzarurire mwoyo wangu kamwe chete, sezvandaida zvikuru. Aya mafungire anosiririsa akandishungurudza zvine mufungo; asi uyo

chaiva chinhu chakanga chakanaka zvokuvaparadza, nokundiita kuti ndione zvakajeka kuti mumwe nomumwe akaropafadzwa ari Kudenga anonakidzwa nokujairana naMwari  wake akasununguka, sokunge kuti ndiye ega aidiwa naMwari kuti afarirwe neropafadzo iyi; uye  kuti

rusununguko urwu runofadza runoita izvo zvinofadza zvikuru, zvine mufungo zvikuru uye zvikurusa mukufara kwaVatsvene, sezvo zvinopa kunakidzwa kwaMwari amene, umo munobatanidza chinhu chose choukuru hwoukuru. Kubva ipapo kuzvidya mwoyo kwangu kwese kwakapera, uye mufaro wakachena wakabata moyo wangu, uyo wakanakidzwa mberi nemufaro mukuru uyu wawakashinga kutarisira.

Naizvozvo ngatidzokerei zvakare, Baba, kuruzivo urwu rwunofadza rwaachatipa Mwari pachake, nokuzvitaurira pachake kwatiri, muimba yavakaropafadzwa, nokuti hatingagoni kuzvifunga zvakanyanyisa uye kuzvibatikana nazvo.

Mukuyemura nekukatyamadzwa pane zvese zvandakaona muhumwari, maererano nekunakidzwa kunoitwa naMwari pachake, kuVatendi vose veKudenga, ndaingonzwa mumoyo mangu kamwe kakusuwa kuti Mwari, mukuru kwazvo, aive nerupo kuna. chisikwa chake, zvokusvika pakumuwanzira pfuma yake yose uye kunyange kuva kwake kusingagumi, pasina kuzvichengetera chero chinhu chipi zvacho. Ndakati kwaari, Mwari wangu, munoda kuzvitorera zvose zvamunazvo here?

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kuti ufumise vasanangurwa vako here?... Unoda kuvakwidziridza kwauri here, kana kuzviisa pasi kwavari, kuti ufambe wakaenzana newako.

chisikwa?… O ukuru hukuru! iwe, une chigaro cheushe chisingazununguki chinogara nekusingaperi, unoita sei kuti usvike pasina chinhu?…. Ugaro hwako hwakanga huripiko makore ose asati asvika, uye nekusingaperi uku kwakakura kusina mavambo uye kusingazombovi nemagumo?

Zvino, Baba vangu, ndakanzwa inzwi richiti kwandiri: Mwana wangu, ndaigara mukati mangu, pandichiri kugara iye zvino, uye pandichagara nguva dzose, ndisingambosiyi. Tenda mwanasikana wangu, akapfuurira, kuti ndine mufaro wangu pachangu uye umambo uko kwandinogara kwandinofarira ndiko, imba youmwari yandinozvichengetera ndoga furati yakakodzera ini: hapana chisikwa chingapinda mairi; Humambo uhu kana muzinda uyu wakakwirira pamusoro pevakachenjera zvikuru, kupfuura Denga rakasimudzwa pamusoro penyika…. Uyu ndiwo musha wangu usingaperi…. Apa ndipo pandiri Mwari akavanzika uye asingazivikanwe, Mwari asinganzwisisike. Apa ndipo panoenda hunhu hwese hwesimba rangu nehumwari hwangu, hunozivikanwa nekunzwisiswa neni chete. Kwete, mwanasikana wangu, ini neni ndoga ndinoona pfungwa yehukuru hwangu, kusapera nehukama hwekukwana kwangu, sezvitubu zverubatsiro rwangu; chinhu chipi nechipi chisiri Mwari hachigoni kuwana mazviri. Ndini ndinogara nekusingaperi uye anoita nekusingaperi; Ndinoverenga miniti yega yega: iri pamberi pangu senge poindi.

Rudo chete ndirwo rwakanga rwuri kubva nokusingaperi-peri vavariro yokusikwa kwenyika uye yokuva munhu kweShoko.

Saka, Baba vangu, nekusingaperi Mwari vanga vachingozvigarira uye vakawana mufaro wavo mukunakidzwa kwavo. Nokusingaperi kwose akagamuchira kunamatwa kwakafanira kwake mugwayana rakabayiwa. Nokusingaperi kwose akaravira maari makomborero, rukudzo, kupembera, mufaro pakupedzisira unoenzana nehukuru hwake hukuru. Asi, kufanana nesu

Sezvatataura, Mwari uyu, azere norudo norunako, akanga asingadi kuva anofara ari oga uye nokusingaperi; pane imwe nguva muurefu hwake (kana munhu achigona kutaura kuti nguva yake ine pfundo), akatsunga kuziva kunze kwegadziriro huru yaakanga afunga nokusingaperi, uye kuitwa kwaro kwakanga kwakasimbiswa mumirau yake isingagumi. Iye naizvozvo aida kukwevera zvisikwa kubva mukusavapo kuti zvigovane munzira yakati mufarwa wake amene naiye amene, pasina kukuvadza kupi nokupi kungava kuukuru hwake kana kuti kumufarwa wake; naizvozvo akaidururira, sokuyerera, pamusoro pavasanangurwa vaakasika nokuda kwembiri yake amene, pasina kutakurwa ikoko nechinodikanwa chipi nechipi kana kuti neimwewo fariro inopfuura iyo yorudo rwake. Asi, Baba vangu, kunyange vakasununguka sei, zvisinei kuti vangava muparadzi sei werufaro urwu.

inonzwisiswa zvakakwana nechisikwa chipi nechipi chero chipi zvacho, kwete kunyange neuyo anovapfuura zvose nounhu hwake hukuru hwaAmai vaMwari, uye kuti hunhu hwake, kufanana nokukwana kwake kwose kunobva kwairi, kuchagara kuri, kune vamwe vose kunze kwake,  chakavanzika chisingapindiki.

Baba vangu, chinondishamisa nekundityisa zvakanyanya muchakavanzika chepamusoro uye chisinga nzwisisike kuona ukuru hwehukuru hwehumambo uhu huchidzika pasi pano mumunhu weIzwi rakazvarwa…. Kana mabasa ehupenyu hunofa pamwe chete nekutambudzika nekunyadziswa kwerufu rwake ari magumisiro ekuva munhu kwake, uye asina chinhu kana achienzaniswa nawo, Mwari mukuru kudaro angava mudiki sei?... Mukugara, Baba, ngati usashamiswa; patinofunga nokungwarira chinangwa nevavariro huru dzebasa rake, patinoyera kukosha kwakazara kweizvi

kuswedera pedyo naMwari, munhu achanzwa kuti, neimwe nzira, kwakanga kusina chinhu chakanyanyisa mune zvose zvaakaita, uye kuti zvakanga zvakakodzera, kana munhu achigona kutaura kudaro, kunyadziswa, kutambura uye rufu rwaMwari, kuti vagadzirise zvakafanira kubwinya kwaMwari wakatsamwa zvisakafanira.

J.-C. akanga ane ruramisiro youmwari kuti igutse, hasha dzoumwari kuti dzinyaradze, munhu kuti ayanane naMwari wake wechokwadi nomurevereri mumwe bedzi pakati pedenga napasi, akatora chikonzero chorudzi rwomunhu, akabhadharisa chikwereti chake chose.

zvino neramangwana, akava nechokwadi chekusakwana kwedu kwose, akazviita ane mhosva kune vose; uye zvinogona kutaurwa kuti mukugutsikana kwaakapa, kana akadarika miganhu yeruramisiro chaiyo uye yakaomarara, haana kupfuura zvishuwo zvemwoyo usingazive miganhu kana zviyero kana zviri zvekuvimbisa mufaro wedu usingaperi  . Mushoko rimwe, kana akaita zvakawandisa nokuda kwembiri yake, achiri kuita zvishomanene nokuda kworudo rwake. Asi kunyadziswa kwakanyanyisa kwakadini muukuru hwakanyanyisa uhwu  !

Ndicho chikonzero chimwe chete ichi, Baba vangu, kuti achiri kuzviisa pasi zvakadzama muSakaramende inoyevedza umo rudo rwake runomuchengeta nguva dzose ari munyajambwa anoteterera kuti agutse zvakafanira kururama kwaMwari.

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baba vake. Ndirwo rudo rwumwechete urwu rwunoramba ruchipikisa izwi reropa rake kune remhosva dzedu; anoita zvenyama yake inodikamwa nhovo isingapindiki pamiseve yose yevavengi vedu, semuseve wekutsiva kunobva kuna Mwari; rusvingo rusingagoni kusvika nemheni, yaisazomboda kurwisa…. Hongu, ndirwo rudo rusingaperi kune chisikwa chake chakafukidza pasi neropa raMwari, kuti rivanze kubva pakutsamwa kwedenga… Haiwa ukuru! o

kuparadzwa! Haiwa, chakavanzika chisingapindiki kungirozi chaidzo dzisina chimwe chokutaura nezvacho kunze kwekunyarara nokunamata!… Baba vangu, uku kupedzwa kunoshamisa kweIzwi rakava Munyama apo inzwi reWokumusoro-soro rakandiyeuchidza rimwe zuva, richindiudza kuti: Ndakaona. simba rangu richaderera pamberi pangu, uye simba rangu

ukuru kana kururama kwangu hakuchina chimwe chandingada.

Simba raMwari pakusikwa kwenyika nemukuumba pfungwa.

Zvakanga zvakadaro, Baba vangu, pazvaifadza kuda kweumwari kuzvironga, kuti Uyu Munhu mukuru uye asingasvikike akabuda maari, kana zvichitenderwa kutaura kudai, nokuratidza kunze kwesimba iri risina chinopikisa, uye haigoni kuwana zvipingamupinyi zvisingakundiki mune zvainoda zvachose. Zvakazviratidza mukuedza kwekutanga kwaive kwehunyanzvi; Ndinoreva kusikwa kwemiviri nemweya: Mwari akati, uye zvose zvakaitwa; aida, uye zvose zvakaitwa. Akataura kune zvakanga zvisati zvavepo, uye zvakanga zvisati zvavapo zvakanzwa inzwi rake. Anodaidza denga nenyika, uye denga nenyika zvinobuda

hapana chokumupindura. Hapana chinhu chinokatyamadzwa nekuvapo kwavo, uye kunyangwe nekukatyamadzwa kwayo inonzwa zvisikwa zvese zvichiumba muchipfuva changu.

Nekureruka kwakafanana Mwari anosanganisa zvinhu, anodhinda

kufamba kuchisikirwo, kunogovera kuchikamu chimwe nechimwe nzvimbo yainofanira kugara muhukuru hwose, kunogadza iyo mitemo isingachinji uye isingachinjiki yechisiko, iyo inodzora chisiko chapose pose, uye iyo munyori akazvichengetera iye amene bedzi kutsauka.

Iri, Baba vangu, ibasa remazuva matanhatu pakusikwa kwemiviri; asi Mwari vakaitawo kuti ndione kusikwa kwemweya nemweya pasi pemufananidzo wegorobhu rechiedza rakabva raburitsa twumoto twunopenya zvakatevedzana zvehukuru hwakasiyana, hwaienda kure kure kuenda kumiviri inorarama. Zvikanzi kwandiri: Uku ndiko kuumbwa kwepfungwa. Zvose zvakaitwa naMwari zvakanaka uye zvakakwana sezvazvinogona kuva: basa rakafanira muiti webasa, kwete iye; chero kusakwana kuripo kunobva pabasa pacharo; iyi mweya yakakwana kwazvo, ndinoudzwa, tichitaura nezvemweya, yakasvibiswa chete nekubatana kwayo nemiviri yainoraramisa, uye kusvibiswa uku kunobva kumunhu chete.

Hurongwa hunosemesa pamusoro pekufanotemerwa, hunofanira kuonekwazve muChechi, hukavhiringidzwa mberi.

Kuti ndizvisimbise zviri nani nezveichi chokwadi chikuru, uye panguva imwe cheteyo kunyonganisa, pachine nguva mberi, gadziriro inosemesa iyo rimwe zuva inofanira kuonekazve pakufanotemerwa, hezvinoi izvo zvandakaona muchiedza chaMwari; nokuti, zivai, Baba vangu, naMwariwo wakandizivisa izvozvo, kuti panosvika nguva yokutonga kwaAntikristu, ndiko kuti nenguva yokupedzisira yekereke, pachifuva chake amuke boka ravanhu vanoziva kwazvo. muunyanzvi hwokupa kukanganisa mavara ose echokwadi; varume avo, nekufunga kwavo kwenhema uye nemanomano eudhiabhorosi uye akamonyoroka, vacharwisa chokwadi chisingapikiswe uye chakanyanya kupupurirwa cheKutenda, kunyangwe hunhu hwehumwari.

Kufanotemerwa kwevatsvene nekurambwa kwevakaipa kuchava nhandare yehondo, uye sehwaro hwehurongwa hwavo hwekusanamata. Ruvengo rwevakaipa ruchasvika pakupa kuna Mwari manzwiro asina kururama uye asina kururama seavo. Vachataura, somuenzaniso, kuti akasiira Adhama rusununguko rwake rwokuzvisarudzira bedzi nemhaka yokuti aiziva kana kuti kufanoona kubatwa zvisina kufanira kwaaifanira kuita pairi pamwe chete navazukuru vake; pachinzvimbo chokuti akabvisa kuzvisarudzira kumwe chete kubva kune mutsvene

Virgo, uye kune vamwe vaaida vaakapa neropafadzo, pasina chero tsamba kana kukodzera kwavari. Kubva pavachagumisa kuti Mwari ndiye honzeri huru, kana kuti chechipiri, yenhamo yevakarambwa, sezvo ari iye muvambi wemhosva dzavo dzose. Zvose

kuti, ivo vachati, yakanga iri chikamu chehurongwa hwake. Zvakafanana neaya mhuka dzinosemesa dzinozvitutumadza nekuva nemajeri akazadzwa nevakabatwa neudzvanyiriri hwavo, pamwe nekuzviona vakakomberedzwa nevaranda uye vachinamatwa nechaunga chevadiwa, ivo Mwari, ivo vachati, kana kuti zviri nani mudzvanyiriri wedenga, inokudzwa zvakaenzana nenhamo yeavo vaanoranga pasina mhaka yavo, uye nomufaro waavo vaanopa mubayiro pasina kufanira kwavo, sezvo chinhu chiri chose chakafanoonwa uye chakamiswa kubva mukusingagumi kwose, pasina rusununguko rwokusarudza rwomunhu rwakambopinda machiri pasina. Iyi ichava dzidziso yavo isingafadzi.

State yaAdhamu pamberi pekusateerera kwake, uye iyo yeMhandara Yakaropafadzwa. Mazvokuda.

Kuitira kuti ndipindure kunyomba uku kunotyisa uku, uye kuti nditange kuvhiringa tsika iyi inosemesa yehuipi, Mwari akandiita kuti ndione mamiriro epasi.

wekutanga munhu asati ateerera, uye neMhandara Yakaropafadzwa muhupenyu hwake hwose. Yakanga yakanyatsofanana nekubheja mamiriro uye zvakare zvakare. Mwari akanga asika zvose zviri zviviri zvisina kusvibiswa uye kunyange

concupiscence; asi kuvapa mukana uye nzira yekuvakodzera, uye kwete kurasikirwa nazvo,

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akanga avapa rusununguko rwokuzvisarudzira nokuzvisarudzira, izvo Mhandara Yakaropafadzwa yakaita kushandisa kutsvene kwakadaro, nokungwarira kwayo nokutarisira kwayo, kukura kusingaregi mukukodzera nomurudo; nepo Adhama akarushandisa zvisina kufanira norusununguko uye kupfurikidza nemhaka yake amene, sezvo akaita nokurangarira, mukurwisana nehana yake nedziviriro inosanozivikanwa yaMwari wake; haana kuteerera, kana zvisina kudaro nenyasha dzakawanda, kana nenyasha dzinopfuura dzakakwana kumuchengetedza kubva mukuputsika kwake, uye kubva mumatambudziko ose akaitevera.

Kubva pane izvo zvatinofanira kugumisa kuti kunze kweropafadzo dzake, Mhandara Yakaropafadzwa yakakodzerwa, nekunaka kwayo uye kuenderana kwayo nenyasha, korona yekubwinya yaainayo, kunyange zvazvo iye pachake asina kufanirwa nenyasha dzakabatanidzwa nemhando yake yaamai vaMwari. ; nepo, nekusavapo kwake, Adamu aikodzera kurangwa kwaakawana maari, uye kwaachiri kusangana nako mudzinza rake, sezvo waiva mutemo wakatakurwa, uye

Chimiro chaakanga aiswa paari nomusiki wake, Aizviziva, ndizvo

zviri kwaari kuti azvienzanise nazvo nokushandisa zvakakodzera nyasha dzaakapiwa naMwari nokuda kweizvi  .

Mwari haangavi muvambi wechivi: anoda chaizvo ruponeso rwevanhu vose.

Naizvozvo inhema chaidzo, sezvatinoona, kuti Mwari ndiye muvambi wechivi chomunhu, sezvo nokumupa rusununguko rwake rwokuzvisarudzira, akachirambidza nokutyisidzira kunotyisa. Kwaisazova kutamba zvisina kufanira pautera hwake here kudai, kupfurikidza nokumutyisidzira, iye akanga asina kumupa simba rokunzvenga?

mugumisiro wacho? Ah! pasina panikiro, Mwari akanga aisa mumwoyo make, somuuyo waMaria, norudo rwomunyori warwo, kuvenga kukuru kwokusateerera, uye kombamiro yakasimba yokutendeka; kutyisa kwomuzvarirwo kwechakaipa uye kwezvose zvinotsauka kubva paunhu hwose hwaifanira kuva hutongi hwemaitiro ake. Anofara kuti chivi chake hachina kudzimwa

zvichiri matiri zvachose!…. Naizvozvo aive aine nzira dzese uye zvese zvaibvira kuti adzivise mhosva yake uye kurangwa kwake; asi, sezvandambotaura, paifanira kuva nekodzero mazviri parutivi rwake, kuti ave akakodzera kana kuti anotapurwa nemibairo yoMusiki wake. Nekuda kweizvozvi akamupa  rusununguko rwokuzvisarudzira, waakakumbira kwaari rukudzo, asati amusimbisa munyasha, kuti ave nechimwe chinhu maari chekupa mubairo; uye tarisiro yekushungurudzwa kwaizoitwa naAdhamu kwechiripo ichi kubva Kudenga hakuna zvaisagona kupesvedzera kutsunga kwakasununguka uye kwekuzvidira kuzere kwake. Baba vangu, izvi zvinoita sezviri nyore uye zvakangoitika  kwandiri.

Ndiko kuti nokunaka kwaMwari mumwe chete vatadzi vakurusa vachine nyasha dzeruponeso dzavanogona kuwana mhindu nadzo; sezvinoita vatsvene vakuru vanogona kuramba Mwari uye nekushungurudza nyasha dzaanovapa.

zvakapihwa…. Munzirai, pana ikoku kwose, mufambiro waMwari waizova une mhaka? Chii chatinogona kuona ipapo chisina kunaka, chinonzwisisika uye kunyange

zvinodiwa pahurongwa hwakagadzwa?…. Kutonga kwake kukuru hakuzi kururama nokururama here? Uye vapari vemhosva vane kodzero yei kuti vamukumbire?

account, sekunge aifanira kuvadzosera?…. Chine chokwadi, Baba, uye chatinofanira kubatisisa tose, chero kufunga kwatingaite, ndekwekuti Mwari anoda ruponeso rwedu nechido chechokwadi, chechokwadi uye chechigarire; ndiko kuti akatipa mitoo yose yokurishandisa nenyasha dzake, maererano nemamiriro ezvinhu atinozviwana tiri maari, uye kuti achabvunza bedzi kuzvidavirira kumunhu upi noupi pamusoro pemitoo yaachange amupa; zvino pakupedzisira hakuna munhu acharangwa pasina mhosva yake, kana kupiwa mubayiro usina kufanirwa nazvo.

Dai munhu asina kutadza, Shoko ringadai rakava munhu. Mamiriro ekusava nemhosva kwemunhu mune iyi fungidziro, uye nguva pfupi yenyika.

Kudai kuti munhu akanga asina kutadza, rudzi rwomunhu rungadai rusina, sezvariri, pasi pokusaziva, kunhamo dzoupenyu, kana kuti kudikanwa kwokufa, kuri migumisiro yechikanganiso chayo. Zvisinei, kwaizova kuri madikanwa kuti Humwari huve hwomunhu, kwete kudzikinura nyika, asi kugovera kusakwana kwechisikwa, uye kuita kuti munhu ave akafanirwa nemugumo wake nokufarikanya Mwari wake. Ndiko kusaka kuve munhu kweShoko kwakasimbiswa kubva kukusingaperi mumazano aMwari, uye kuumba chikamu chakakosha chechirongwa chebasa rake; asi mune iyi fungidziro yokuti munhu akanga asina kutadza, Humwari hwakapinzwa munyama hungadai husina kutambura: J.-C. kupa kuna Mwari baba vake rukudzo noruremekedzo zvakamufanira;

kuva nezvatingagona kuva nazvo. Ndiko kusaka ndakanzwisisa kuti kwaiva pamusoro pokuva munhu kweShoko ravo uko Mwari vaida kutaura kwandiri kupfurikidza naikoku

Mashoko aakaita kuti ndinzwe: Ndakaona simba rangu richideredzwa pamberi pangu;

tributes. Asi pashure pokusateerera kwomunhu kwakanga kuri madikanwa chose chose kuti Mudzikinuri wake aifanira kutambura chimwe chinhu, kunyaradza hasha ndokugutsa ruramisiro youmwari, kunyange zvazvo kwakanga kusiri madikanwa kuti iye aifanira kutambura zvikuru sezvaakaita.

Tichifunga kuti munhu akanga asina kutadza, pfungwa yaizodai isina kumboita kuti inzwike mumakumbo ake, kana kupandukira pfungwa dzake. Muviri wake, sepfungwa dzake nemwoyo wake, zvaizodai zviri pasi pomutemo waMwari; pazvinhu zvose angadai akazvisarudzira kuda kwaMwari wake chete. Chido chete chekuda

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kuwirirana, nokuzadzikisa chiverengero chavakasanangurwa, kwaizomuunza kukuberekwa kwake, pasina kuva kwake aona kufamba kupi nokupi kwokuchiva. Chiito ichi chebasa chingadai chakamukodzera serumbidzo nekunamatwa iro ringadai riri basa rake remazuva ose.

Ndiko kumukira kwendangariro dzedu, kwete kufungira mano akaipa, ndiko kunoparira matiri uku kunyadziswa kwomuzvarirwo kwokuonekwa takashama, kunyadziswa kunokura nokukura.

zvisinei nekuve nechero, uye izvo zvichiri kumanikidza vanhu vane hutsinye kuti vafukidze zvakavigwa nemapegani edu ekutanga pasi pemashizha.

pakarepo mushure mechivi chavo. Maiwe! panguva iyoyo chete ndipo pavakaziva kunyadziswa kwedu uku kwatinogara nhaka, uye isu taizofanana navo, kana vasina kuramba. Mwari vakaita kuti ndione kusava nemhosva uye kutendeseka ikoko

vangadai vakashanda sechipfeko chedu, pasi pechivheneko chechimwe chiedza chakapfava icho miviri yedu ingadai yakakomberedzwa naro, uye pasi pacho, sepasi pechidzitiro chekuzvininipisa kunofadza, vangadai vakadzivirirwa kubva pakusachena kwese. Chivi chakabvarura chidzitiro ichi chisiri pamutemo, uye vapari vemhosva vakasungirwa kuchipa nemamwe mavheiri asina kumboritsiva. Munhu angadai akararama pasina kuneta, kurwara, kuchembera nemarudzi ose emarwadzo.

nekushaya simba, kudakara Mwari vamusimbisa munyasha, uye vagadzirisa magumo ake nekusingaperi, nekuzorora kusingaperi uye nerufaro rwusingaperi. Muchero wemuti weupenyu ungadai wakamutsiridza kusvikira zvino uye kumutsidzira kusimba kwawo.

Kudai munhu akanga asina kutadza, pane chikonzero chiri chose chokudavira kuti nyika ingadai yakaguma kare kare, uye pano, Baba, ndicho chikonzero chatinogona

ipa, uye zvandinotenda zvinoenderana nechiedza chinondivhenekera. Nhamba ye

vasanangurwa vachisungwa muzvirevo zvaMwari, nyika inofanira kutsungirira kusvikira nhamba iyoyo yazadzikiswa. Zvino, vose vane nhamo vanorasika vanopinda mariri pasina. Naizvozvo zvakafanira kuti urefu hwenguva huite izvo zvisingapiwi nechaunga: uye Mwari anoita kuti ndione kuti ndezvevakatemerwa uye kumutungamiriri wavo kuti akaita zvese. Kutonga kwaJ.-C. ndekwekusingaperi pamwe chete neupristi hwake; uye ndiko kumupa umambo uye vanotongwa, kuti simba roumwari rakakwevera munhu kubva mukusava nechinhu, uye kuti uchenjeri hwake hunomutonga kusvikira pasisina anoshayiwa nomumwe waavo vanofanira kumuziva nokuda kwake.

mutungamiri wavo uye vonyora dare rake nokusingaperi. Naizvozvo nyika ine musengwa wekuvapo kwayo kune vakasarudzwa chete, sezvo iri yavo iyo yakasikirwa. Zvakare pakushaikwa kwavo, sokuwanda kwevakarashwawo, ane mungava wokuti asati apedza.

Asi munhu akatadza, uye kugutswa kwaJesu Kristu kwazova kunokosha.

Pakupedzisira, Baba vangu, munhu akatadza, uye nekusateerera kwake akakwevera dzinza rake rose renhamo mukunyadziswa kwake, achitevera kutyisidzira uye mutemo wakadzikwa nemusiki wake. Akatiputira tose pasi pechituko chimwechete uye akatikandira mugomba rakadzikadzika. Uku ndiko kunobva misodzi yedu nemavambo enhamo dzedu dzose. Kubva ipapo kugutsikana kweMununuri kwakava kunokosha; uye dai kureverera kwake kwakanga kusina kuuya kuzotiyamura, kurasikirwa kwedu kusingaperi kwakanga kusingadzivisiki. Asi ngatisimbiswe nechido chenguva dzose,

kutendeseka uye kwechigarire chaMwari, kutiita uye kutiita kuti tifare. Haagoni kutambura kurasikirwa kwedu kusingagumi, uye runako rwake runotambanudzira kwatiri ruoko runobetsera runotitsigira mugomba rakadzika-dzika uye rinotidzivisa kuwira mariri. Kufarirwa kwakadini kwekuda kwedu!

Musiyano pakati pechivi chemutumwa nechomunhu. Kuda kwaMwari kwechokwadi nekusingaperi kuponesa vanhu vese.

Ndakaona, akandiudza, kumukira kwengirozi uye kwemurume. Ndakavaisa muchiyero, uye ndakavatonga zvakasiyana kwazvo mumazano angu. Kudivi remurume, ndakaona hutera nenhamo kupfuura huipi. Of

parutivi rwengirozi, pane kudaro, ndakaona huipi hwakachena, kudada kusingatsungiririki, uye ndakati kwandiri: zvisikwa zviviri izvi hazvifanirwe kusangana nedambudziko rakafanana. Ngatiparadze ngirozi yakapanduka, uye tigoponesa munhu ane mhosva, timudzikinure parufu rwaakafanira, uye tigadzirire utera hwake nokuzvigutsa pachedu pane zvaanofanira kururamisa kwedu; achawana ikoko kodzero dzake pamwe chete netsitsi dzedu. Nguva yokuva munhu yakasungwa, uye munhu, kunyange aine mhosva, nokudaro akatemerwa kuti azadze nzvimbo yengirozi inotonga...

Naizvozvo inhema zvikuru, zvakare uye kumhura, kutaura kuti Mwari ndiye muvambi wechivi nenhamo yechisikwa chake, sezvo iye akanga aivhomora kunze kusina maturo bedzi kuti aite kuti ifare nokusingaperi, mukuwirirana nezvandinoona muchigarire chake. kuda, izvo zvisingagoni kusiyanisa uye izvo zvisingakwanisi kuita zvakaipa zvinoda. Ndiko, Baba vangu, nokuda uku kwechigarire kuti Mwari akadzikinura nyika nomutengo mukuru kwazvo, uye kuti anoita chinhu chiri chose musimba rake kukwevera munhu kwaari amene; Mukangamwire mhosva dzake, uye mutore mukana wacho

zvipingamupinyi zvinomupikisa, kuti awane ruponeso…. Kana munhu akawedzera kutsauka munzira yaakaronda nokuda kwake, ndipo paanonyanya kuzviratidzira amene kukurasikirwa kwake kusingaperi, uye ngoni dzoumwari dzinopfuurira mukugadzirisa kuda kwechigarire kwokumuponesa, kupfurikidza nokuita kuti ropa norudo zvaJ.

Uku kuda kwakarurama nechigarire kunotambanukira kuzvisikwa zvose, uye kunoshuva zvapachokwadi ruponeso rwedu tose, sezvo Mwari acharatidzira pazuva apo iye acharuramisa kugovera kwake, uye mufambiro wake pamusoro pomunhu mumwe nomumwe zvikurukuru, kunyonganisa kunyomba kwake. vavengi; saka hatigoni

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itai zviri nani, Baba; kupfuura kuzvisiya kune ichi chido chakarurama uye chechigarire icho chisingagoni kunyengedza tariro dzedu. Izvi ndizvo zvandakaratidzwa naJ.-C. muhurwere umo ndakasangana nenjodzi dzose uye kutya kwese kwekurwadziwa, panguva iyo dhiyabhorosi akaita nhamburiko dzose dzokundikanda mukusavimba, kuora mwoyo uye kunyange kupererwa.

Nepo tiri pakuda uku kwechokwadi uye kwechigarire kwokuponesa vanhu vose, uko J.-C. akataura kwandiri zvikuru kwazvo, kuri madikanwa, Baba, kuti ndikuudzei chimwe chinhuzve chicharwiswa nechisimba rimwe zuva.

Mwari anoita kuti ndizive kwete bedzi kuti kuri mugumisiro wechido ichi chisingaperi kuti akasika munhu uye kuti akamudzikinura; asi anondiudzawo kuti kuri kuburikidza naye iye anopa nyasha dzekutendeutsa kuvatadzi vakuru, uye kuvanamati vezvidhori pachavo nzira dzine simba dzeruponeso. Ndinoti kune vanonamata zvidhori pachavo, uye izvi zvese zvinoda tsananguro shoma.

Kunze kwechiedza chepfungwa, ruzivo rwezvakanaka kana zvakaipa, mutemo wechisikigo, muchidimbu, nzira ngani dzinoshamisa dzaasingashandisi kuvadana kwaari, uye kubva pakutanga kwenyika? Inyika ipi yepasi isina kupinda mutsindo weGungwa Dzvuku, rezuva

akasungwa, masvingo eJeriko akakoromoka, nezvimwe zvinoshamisa zvakawanda zvaMosesi, Joshua pamwe chete nemitemo yakakurumbira yevanhu vakasarudzwa iyo yaingoratidzika kunge yakaiswa pakati pemarudzi evasingatendi chete kuti vavape ruzivo rwevasina kutenda. Mwari wechokwadi? Ko pasi rose harina maungira here

marovero akarova Egipita, Asiria namamwe marudzi mazhinji kwazvo apasi, nemhaka yaava vanhu vamwe chetevo vaakadzivirira nenzira yakadaro inokosha? (1).

(1) Corripuit pro eis reges. ( Pis. 104; 14 ).

Ndekupi kwatisina kunzwa nezvetemberi yaSoromoni, iyo yakapfuura, nechikonzero chakanaka, nokuda kwechishamiso chekutanga chenyika, uye chezvimwe zviyeuchidzo zvakawanda zvinozivikanwa, zvezvinhu zvakawanda zvinoshamisa uye zvepachena izvo zvakatangira kunyange ngano dzengano, idzo. vazhinji ndivo vanongotevedzerawo here?...

itsva, seyesungano yekare? Nei zuva rakanyura? Nei nyika yakazununguka? Neiko chidzitiro chetemberi chakabvarurwa kubva kumusoro kusvika pasi pakafa J.-C.? Neiko denga napasi, ngirozi navakafa, zvakauya pamwe chete kuzivisa ndokuratidzira umwari hwake, kupfuura zvose kupfurikidza nezvishamiso zvorumuko rwake? Nei, nomurayiro wake, inzwi reVaapostora vake rakanzwika kubva kune mumwe mugumo wenyika kusvikira kune mumwe mugumo wenyika, zvokuti hapana rudzi rusina kumbonzwa nezvarwo? Humbowo huzhinji hwezvido zvaMwari, asi zvemoyo wese uye zvechigarire, zveruponeso rwevanhu vose, pasina chinosara (1). Asi handizvo zvoga, uye kunyasha zhinji anojoinha dzimwe nyasha kuti aite zvinobudirira ruponeso rwevanhu.

(1) Kubva muiyi nheyo kuri nyore kugumisa kuti sezvo vanamati vezvidhori vakanga vasina pembedzo mukusaziva rudzidziso rwaMwari wechokwadi muzvishamiso zvaiperekedza chizaruro pakati pavanhu vechiJudha; uye sezvave zvakaita vanhu ava uye vachiri vasina pembedzo yokusaziva Mesiya wavo mumunhu waJ.-C, ane zvishamiso zvisingarambiki zvikuru zvakapupurira basa roumwari; saizvozvowo mapoka ose echiKristu haana pembedzo yokusaziva Chechi yechokwadi mune iyo yavakabuda vose, uye isina kubuda kubva kune ipi zvayo, nokuti yakatangira kuparadzana kwose, sezvinotaura Bossuet; pekupedzisira, icho chine hunhu hwese hwehumwari, kusiya vamwe vese. Pano zvino, kutaura zvakazara, Rubatsiro runoruramiswa maererano namarudzi ose enyika.

nezvenzira dzaachange anadzo dzokuziva uye kutevera chokwadi; sezvazvakaitawo pamusoro penyasha dzakanyanya kana kushoma dzinobva kuna Mwari uye tsamba kubva kune yake kudzivirira zvakaipa nekuita hunhu. Inyaya dzipi dzekufungisisa kune avo vasina mufaro wekugara muchipfuva cheChechi yechokwadi; nokuti avo, vakazvarirwamo, havagarimo nenzira inowirirana nokudanwa kwavo! Izvi zvinotarisa kure kuvanhu uye kuvanhu.

Nzira dzeruponeso dzinopiwa vanhu vose naMwari. Kukumbira kweVarindi Ngirozi.

Kubva panguva yekunambwa kwemunhu wega wega, kunyanya, uye pasina chero kunze, Mwari, haagutsikane kutaurirana rubatsiro rwake kumweya nemuviri wakabatana, sezvaaisungirwa kuita nerunako rwakachena, uye pasina hunhu hwake, mumiriri. imwe yengirozi dzake pakuchengetwa nekuchengetedzwa kwechisikwa chitsva ichi (chichapikiswa pamusoro pevakarashwa) mapegani haasi kunze kwairi. Ngirozi dzavo dzakanaka dzakapiwa basa rakakosha kuti dzivaparadze nemitowo yose inogoneka kuti vagashire zviedza zvezvakazarurwa; saka ndizvo zvavanoshandira vasinganeti. Ndinoona muna Mwari kuti pasina rubatsiro rwengirozi idzi dzinodzidzisa, paizoparara mweya isina magumo uye

yemiviri pakati pavahedheni. Chii chavasingaite kuti vawane zivo yaMwari wechokwadi nomutemo wake? Vanovachengeta vasati vaberekwa uye pashure pokuberekwa kwavo, mukati menguva yose youpenyu uye kutozosvikira vafa, chero bedzi kusiri kusingafadzi.

Mweya unobatana nemuviri nekukurumidza sezvaunoparadzana nawo. Nokubatana  nayo, inogadzira tsinga, tsinga, tsandanyama, zvinosetsa; Iye

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pakupedzisira zvinounza kwairi kudziya kwakakosha, umo hupenyu hwemunhu hunosanganisira,

kunzwira tsitsi uye pamweya, kusvikira Mwari vamuraira kuti abve panzvimbo iyi;  uye ichiri ngirozi yake yakanaka ine basa rekumuudza nekutora mukana wezvese kudzivirira njodzi nekumupa rufu rwakanaka, sezvaakaita  .

ari musimba rake. Anowedzera mwenje wake kuti awedzere maitiro ake; zvinopa pfungwa kwaari manzwiro ekutenda, tariro uye rudo; anomukurudzira kuti aite chibairo cheupenyu hwake nekubatanidza rufu rwake nerwaMwari wake. Achiona kuti nguva dzakakosha, anotora mukana wezvose kumurasa pachikamu ichi chekupedzisira; uye kana mweya wewakarurama wangoparadzaniswa nemuviri, anouperekedza kudare redzimhosva raMwari, kuti ugoutungamirira pashure kuenda kuDenga kana kuti Purigatori, maererano nechirevo chemutongo wake uye mutongo wemutongi wake.

Mupurigatori anomushanyira ndokumunyaradza, achiedza nguva dzose kuwana  nzira yokupfupisa kana kuti kurerutsa kutambura kwake uye kukurumidzisa nguva yokununurwa kwake. Pakupedzisira, nguva ino yasvika, anoitora nemufaro  kune

vanoenda kuDenga, kwavanodanana nerudo rwakakwana  .

Kana uri mweya wakarambwa, Baba vangu, ah! ndechimwe chinhu! Kurwadziwa kwakadini kungirozi yake yekudzidzisa, kumuona, zvisinei nekuedza kwake kwese,

kuti aonekwe pamberi paMwari muchimiro chezvivi zvinofa!... Ndiani angakupendera mamiriro ake ezvinhu! Anomutevera ari chinhambwe kusvikira ikoko; anongonzwa nekubvunda

mutongo unomupomera, mushure mezvo anomusiya achizengurira kusimba remadhimoni. Tinogona kutonga icho chinofanira kuva chakamutorera kupfurikidza nokurangarira kuti aida zvikuru sei ichi chisikwa chinosuruvarisa, pasinei zvapo nokusakwana kwacho nokusaonga kwake; kuti aiitira hanya zvikuru sei pamusoro porufaro rwake rusingagumi nezvose iye

ndakanga ndaita kuti amuwane! Aive akanakisa, ane hunyoro uye aiperera pashamwari dzake, kana kuti hapana hukama hwakasimba kudaro, kana hushamwari hwakadaro pakati pevarume…. Kurwadziwa kwakadii ipapo, kubvarura

kuzviona aparadzaniswa naro zvachose!… kuona achidhonzerwa mugehena uyo waaida kwazvo kupinza Kudenga!

Mwari, nokuda kworutivi rwake, Baba vangu vanomushurikidza kwazviri nokuzvidemba, uye ndinoona, muchishuvo chake chechokwadi chokuponesa chisikwa chake, kuti inzvimbo inotyisa kuti iye anosungirwa kuvenga nokusingaperi uye kuranga mweya kuti ‘ aida zvikuru uye aida kupa mubayiro; kuzviona achimanikidzwa kushandisa basa remutongi asingachinji, kwaaida chete kuita basa rababa neshamwari…. Ah! Baba, kana vatadzi vakaomeswa mwoyo vakanzwisisa, handitauri kuti zvavari kuita kuti vaparadzaniswe nokusingaperi naMwari wavo; asi ndinoti kana vakanzwisisa zvinotoda chero Mwari kuti vasiye zvakadaro

chisikwa uye uende kure nazvo nekusingaperi, ndinoshinga kutenda kuti havagone kubatsira kuida, nekuda kwekutenda zvakanyanya sekufarira, uye kuti ivo

angada kutora dambudziko rekutiza kuti adzivise dambudziko rekuvapa mhosva: kurwadziwa kwakanyanya zvekuti kana mufaro waMwari ungave.

avhiringidzwa, aizonetseka nezvinozoitika mutadzi anozvigadzirira. Zvingave here kuti murume uyu ane nhamo angabvuma kumufumura kwazviri, uye anogona here kuzviwana aine mweya mutema, moyo wakaoma, usinei nazvo, asi wakadhindwa,

chikara zvakakwana, kutakura kusatenda kusvika panguva ino? Chokwadi, Baba vangu, chinhu ichi hachinyatsonzwisisiki kwandiri.

Kana vari vana vaduku vanofa vasina kubhabhatidzwa, dzimwe nguva kunyange vari mudumbu ramai vavo, Mwari akandizivisa kuti anotaura navo;

vasati vafa, pfungwa yokuti ivo zvisikwa zvine mufungo, vanhu, uye kuti vachaoneka pamberi pake. Ngirozi dzavo dzakanaka dzinotungamira mweya yavo ku limbo, kwavanovasiya, basa ravo richipera. Ndizvo zvakaita vana vaduku vevahedheni, avo vanofanira kusangana nedambudziko rimwe chetero, iro ratichataura panzvimbo yaro. Kana zviri zvine chekuita nevatadzi vakapfidza vachafa, ndinoona, Baba vangu, mukuda uku kwerudo uye kwechigarire, chishuwo chechokwadi chekuti Mwari avaitire tsitsi, achidurura pavari kunaka kusingagumi kweMununuri wavo….

Chishuvo chikuru chemoyo waJesu kuti tiponeswe.

Ah! Baba, ndizvo chaizvo izvi zvichatsunga kuvafadza, kuda pamberi pechimwe chirevo, icho zvino chinovakurudzira, nekushingirira, kusimba uye kufarira, kuvaregerera! Ndiye iye

uyo akadzokera kuMuponesi wedu ane rudo shungu dzake dzinorwadza zvinofadza,  zvokuti akatadza kushivirira, kana mumwe angataura kudaro, ari mudumbu raamai vake, uye kuti akagomera upenyu hwake hwose pashure penguva iyi inokosha.  Chakanga chiri chishuvo chikuru chokuwana ruponeso rwavanhu nokuyananiswa kwavatadzi, izvo, sezvandareva,

yakamuita kuti amhanye nenhanho huru, nenzira yekuti zvainetsa kumutevera, the

kokupedzisira akaenda kuJerusarema kunochengeta Paseka yake yokupedzisira; kushingaira kwake kwakamupa mapapiro, akabhururuka panzvimbo pokufamba. Zvakadaro, Baba vangu, miuyo mikuru, miuyo inofadza yokuda uku kwakasimba uye kwechigarire, kweichi chishuvo chapachokwadi nechokushingaira icho Mwari anacho chokuponesa vanhu vose; kuda izvo,

sezvandambotaura, kare

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kuchirevo chimwe nechimwe nekufanorongerwa kwose (kana, zvisinei, tichigona kubvuma muna Mwari rudzi rwakati rwezvakatangira), uye izvo zvinofanira uye hazvitongogoni kuchinja chero nguva ipi zvayo, sezvo isingachinji kufanana naMwari pachake. Ndizvo

zvinoreva mazwi aya echigarire, akatemerwa, akatemerwa chido, chandadzokorora kakawanda, uye chatichatora zvakare, nokuda kwechikanganiso icho rimwe zuva chinofanira kupikisa ichi chisingaperi chisingaperi chimiro kana kuda kwaMwari. Asi ngatidzokei kukuva munyama kweShoko iro rakave rakakosha paruponeso rweumwe neumwe wedu, kuburikidza nekukanganisa kwaBaba vedu tose; zvichaitirwa mangwana.

CHIKAMU II.

PEZVAKAITWA NESHOKO, NEZVINHU ZVINOITA.

Kuonekwa kweMhandara Yakaropafadzwa kuna Sisi.

Ndinofanira kutanga, Baba, nekukuudzai zvakaitika kwandiri nezuro manheru pachiitiko chezvinofanira kutitora, ndinoreva mhedzisiro yekuva munhu kweShoko. Ndichiona kuti ndakatadza  kudzokera kunorara

ndamuka, ndakatanga kufunga kurongeka kwenyaya yataifanira kutevera. Pakarepo zvakaita sendiri kuona,  zvimwe

ziso repfungwa, tisingatauri chimwe chinhu, chisikwa cherunako rukurusa uye chinobereka zvinoyevedza. Akanditarisa achiratidza mutsa, achindiita rudzi rwekuzvidzwa zvisinei: “Heyi chii! zvangu

mwanasikana, akati kwandiri, unotaura pamusoro pechakavanzika chikuru chokuzvarwa kwomunhu, haungatauri chinhu, hapana chauchanyora here” nezvake uyo uku kupenga kusingatauriki kwakaitika maari? hamutaure chinhu pamusoro pangu here, ndiani mukoto wenyasha nenhengo yechido chedenga? Ndakavhiringidzika uye ndakarwadziwa zvikuru nokuzvidzwa uku, simba neruramisiro yandakanzwa, ndisina kuva mumamiriro ezvinhu okukuteerera. Ndakanga ndine chishuwo chikuru chekutaura, asi hapana chandaigona kutaura chakakodzera: pfungwa dzangu dzakanga dzisina simba uye dzakavhiringidzika. Ndakadaro ndakatora rutivi

kumirira Denga kuti riuye kuzondinunura, uye ndinofadzwa kwazvo  kuteerera Amai vangu vakanaka, ndichikukumbirai kuti munyore izvo Mwari zvaakandikurudzira kwaari nguva inotevera.

Hukuru neropafadzo dzaMaria, dzakaparadzaniswa nenhevedzano.

Pakutanga, Baba, ndakafunga kuti ndichiri kuona chiso chamambo ane simba uyu chakakomberedzwa nedenderedzwa regoridhe rairatidza nguva yake, uye raive

ungano yezvipenyu zvose zvaizobuda paruoko rwake. Mukadzi anopenya kupfuura zuva, anopenya nokubwinya noumambo, akatarira

iye maziso ose. Pakarepo ndakanzwisisa kuti yakanga iri mhandara isingaenzaniswi yaizobereka Shoko Rakazvarwa. Ichi chisikwa chakanaka chaive,

semamwe akanga akabatanidzwa mudenderedzwa regoridhe rakanga riri kumusoro

ukuru hwaMambo wokubwinya; asi ndakaona kuti akanga akakwirira zvikuru pamusoro pevamwe, uye airatidzika, nekukwirira uku chaiko, kubuda muhurongwa hwese, uye kuti akanga asina chikamu mune vamwe varume vose, nokuda kwechikonzero chokuti akanga asina kubatanidzwa muboka. nhamba yevana vaAdhamu: izvi ndizvo zvandakanzwisisa nekukwirira uku, kwakamuita kuti ashamise.

Pakupedzisira, Baba vangu, ndakamuona akazadzwa nezvipo neropafadzo, izvo kufanana kwavo navanhu vatatu voumwari kwakaratidzika kwandiri kuva wokutanga nomukuru. Baba Vokusingagumi vanomuziva nokuda kwemwanasikana wavo anodiwa uyo, pasina kurasikirwa nokuchena kwake kupi nokupi, akabudisa, nokufamba kwenguva, uyo waanobereka kubva kukusingaperi. Mwanakomana anomuziva saamai vake, avo, pashure pokumupa upenyu hwenyama, vakagoverana mabasa ose nokutambura kwose. Mweya Mutsvene unomuziva nokuda kwetemberi yake uye mudzimai wake waaida, uyo aipisa nemoto wake chete, asina kumbounza chipingamupinyi kunyasha dzake kana rudo rwake rutsvene.

Nokudaro, mwanasikana waBaba, mai voMwanakomana, mukwanyina woMweya Mutsvene anovabatanidza, Maria anofanana naBaba mukubereka kwake; anofanana noMwanakomana mukutambudzika kwoupenyu hwake hunofa; anofanana noMweya Mutsvene mukushingairira kwerudo rwake. Mumwe nomumwe wevanhu vatatu anofarira kupfeka korona maari pachake kunaka kwaakanga amushongedza nako. Kubwinya kwakadini! kukwirira kwakadini! chiremerera chakadii! Tinogona here

kutaura zvimwe? Chisikwa chinogona kukwira kumusoro here? anogona kuswedera pedyo naDivinity? Zvisinei, Baba vangu, chinzvimbo chepamusoro icho Amai vamwari vaJ.-C.

Kubata kwake kwakachena.

Ipapo ndakanzwa inzwi richibva kuna Mwari richiti: Wakanaka sei, mudiwa wangu, uye hapana gwapa mauri... Nhambwe dzako dzakanaka seiko, iwe mukunda womuchinda ! Mashoko anoshamisa, uye ayo, mukuwirirana noungwaru hwandakagamuchira kubva kwavari, anogona bedzi kukodzera mai vaMwari, mukwanyina wechokwadi weNziyo. Kana ndichitaura nezvezvimwe

chisikwa, Jesu Kristu akati kwandiri pane izvi, ndinogona kutaura zvakanaka: Wakanaka, mudiwa wangu, hapana gwapa mauri; asi handingati: Wakanaka. Aya mazwi ane chirevo chakatambanuka, uye haagone

shandisa chete kune wangu anodiwa par excellence. Vanoreva kuti hakuna kumbove uye hakuzombovi nenzvimbo maari… Uye ndakaona, nerevo yerumbidzo iyi, kuti imhaka yerumbidzo chete.

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Amai vaMwari, ivo voga vakachengeterwa kuchena kukuru kwakadaro. Nekuti ndakaona mukubata kwake kwakachena kuti aive akachena uye akanaka,

akaparadzaniswa kubva pauwandu hwevana vaAdhamu. Ndakanzwisisawo nerumbidzo iyi  yaakapihwa neUtatu Hutsvene tsvene, kuti nhanho dzako dzakanaka, iwe mwanasikana wemuchinda! kuti izvi zvinoreva kuti mufambiro wese wemukati nekunze weMhandara iyi yakaropafadzwa yakagara ichifadza mumeso aMwari uye munguva dzese dzehupenyu hwake. Ndakaona uye ndinoona kuti ichi chisikwa chakachena chakagara chichidzokera kwaari kuti chifungisise ikoko ukuru hwaMwari, kuti zvirasikirwe nerufaro mukufungisisa kwekukwana kwake kusingagumi, kudzosa kwaari nekuzvininipisa kwacho zvose zvakanga zvakanaka mukati maro, uye murambe muchipisa nomoto worudo rwake rwakachena  .

Hunhu hwaMariya hwakagadzirirwa hutsvene hwaJesu Kristu. Kukwidziridzwa kwake uye kufanana kwake kwakakwana naJesu Kristu.

Ndisingade munzira ipi neipi kuenzanisa amai neMwanakomana, uko kungava kunamata zvidhori uye kumhura, ndinoona muchiedza chinondivhenekera kuti hunhu hutsvene hwaMaria hwakaitirwa vanhu  vaJ.-C.

kwanga kuri kweruponeso rwevanhu; saka, Baba vangu, kuti mumwe angave akakanganisa zvikuru kufunga kubva pane izvi kuti J.-C.

varume, sezvo kuri bedzi nokuda kwezvakanaka zvake norudzikinuro rwake kuti Maria akasunungurwa kubva pavara rekutanga ndokuzadzwa nenyasha dzakawanda kwazvo;

sezvo zviri nokuda kwekukodzera kumwe chete uko vanhu vose vakasukwa nokuitwa patsva. Saka zviri kwaari chete kuti zvese zvine chekuita. Maria haana musengwa muduku pane vamwe vose kumwanakomana wake amene, uye J.-C. mupfungwa iyi ndiye muponesi nomudzikinuri waamai vake chaivo, sezvaari Muponesi uye.

Mudzikinuri wevamwe varume vose. Kudururwa kwenyasha dzake kwaingonangidzirwa kune vamwe mushure mekugadzira mugero wakakodzera kudzigamuchira nekudzipfuudza. Zvakare, Baba vangu, mushure mehunhu hutsvene hwaJ.-C, hwaamai vake hwaive uye huchagara hwakakodzera kutarisisa

Utatu hunoyemurika.

Hazvisi, zvakare, uye Mwari ngaandidzivise kuti ndinoda kutaura kuti, neropafadzo dzinomusimudza kusvika kure kupfuura zvose.

zvimwe zvisikwa, iyi Mhandara isingaenzaniswi inogona kusvika paukuru hukuru hwoUtatu husinganzwisisike. Aiwa, Baba, ndini, ndinotenda Mwari, ndiri kure nekukanganisa uko kunyomba kwenhema kunotizvidza pasina chikonzero…. Maria haambofi akakwanisa kunzwisisa zvakazara Hunhu hwehumwari, nekuti chisikwa chine magumo chinotsamira paMunhu Mukuru uyu. Zvese zvandinotaura uye zvandinonyepedzera, Baba vangu (hapana chigumbuso kuna Mwari

vavengi veChechi neveke), ndezvekuti Maria akakwidziridzwa kupfuura ngirozi nevanhu, zvekuti hapana chisikwa chichazombokwanisa kumunzwisisa, uye kuti vatsvene vakuru, sekutanga kwezvinwiro ,

richagara richirikudza samambokadzi wavo uye changamire asinganzwisisike.

Ndinoona kuti kubva panguva yekunamba kwake kwakachena akapiwa ruzivo uye kufunga; aiziva munyori wake uye magadzirirwo makuru aaive nawo paari (1).

(1) Vanyori vanoverengeka vakazvifunga uye vakazvinyora; munhu anogona kutotaura kuti kunzwa kwevadzidzisi vechitendero vakanakisisa. Ona pakati pevamwe Chibvumirano cheKuzvipira Kwechokwadi kuna Maria , naBoudon.

Akagwadama mumweya kuti anamate Utatu Hutsvene Hutsvene; uye ichi chiito chekutanga chekunamata nekuzvipira chakapfuura cheugamba nechakanaka icho vamwe vatsvene vakaitira Mwari. Akavapfuura kubva ipapo sekusimudzirwa kwaakaitwa pamusoro pavo nekodzero dzake uye nehukuru hwekwaaienda. Kufanana kwakadii

naJ.-C. kunyange! Saka ndiye aive mufananidzo wakakwana wemunhu wake anoyemurika. Ah! Baba tingada here chisikwa chakadai, kunyanya tichiziva rudo rwaanarwo kwatiri! Tinogona here kuva nechivimbo chakanyanya maari, tichiziva simba raanaro pamwanakomana wake, uye chido chake chose chokutiitira zvakanaka? Ndiamai vedu, vanozvitaura zvose, uye tinofanira kuva vana vavo; ngazvive saizvozvo, uye zvose zvichanaka.

Kuva munhu kweShoko. Kuumbwa kwemuviri waJesu Kristu. Kukwana kwake.

Mushure memukudzo uyu kuna amai veShoko rakazvarwa, ngatitaurei

iko zvino kwekuiswa kweShoko rinoyevedza iri. Ndichakuudzai, Baba vangu, zvandakaziviswa naMwari, asingateveri imwe nzira kunze kwaiyo yaakatevera. Apo nguva yakanga yasvika yokushanda ichi chakavanzika chikuru mudumbu rakachena romudzimai aizova musoro wacho, ndipo apo Utatu hwakadurura rudo rwahwo nomutsa kuvana vane mhaka vaAdhama, kuti vapedze kudzikinurwa kwavo kwenguva refu kwazvo. yakavimbiswa uye yokufananidzira. Baba vakaratidza rudo rwavo kuvanhu, vachivapa Mwanakomana wavo. Mwanakomana akakurukura rudo rwake kwavari, nokuva munhu uye kuzvipira kuruponeso rwavo nokupinzwa kwaitarisirwa. Mweya Mutsvene akazivisa rudo rwake kwavari kuburikidza nekushanda chakavanzika chikuru ichi. Uye tarisai, Baba vangu, izvo Mwari anondiratidza pamusoro pekushanda kusinganzwisisike uku, iyi hunyanzvi hwakakwana hweHumwari,

Kuva munhu kweShoko. Maria akanga asina kubvumirana nazvo

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Chido chakataurwa nenhume kubva Kudenga, kuti Mweya Mutsvene wakaumba mudumbu make muviri unoyevedza uye munhu mutsvene waJ.-C. , mune vamwe vakadzi, nokuda kwekuumbwa kwemiviri yakanambwa maererano nehurongwa hwechisikigo, asi hwechinhu chakachena, kana kuti panzvimbo yeropa rakachena kwazvo reMhandara Yakachena iyi, iyo iri pamusoro pezvose zvaimutsidzira mwoyo wake, uye ane kupisa ikoko kwakachengeta kunaka. moto werudo rwaMwari.

Zvisinei, akanga ari nyama chaiyoiyo, muviri womunhu chaiwoiwo, wakanga usina chinhu chimwe cheizvo Mwari akanga aisa mumuviri womunhu wokutanga, pasina chinopedza munhu. Muviri uyu, saka

chishamiso chakaumbwa mumuviri weMhandara, hazvina kutevera gradation yekuumbwa kwechisikigo, iyo inoda imwe nguva yekuvandudzwa kwenhengo; asi ndinoona kuti kubva panguva yekutanga, mudiki sezvaaive, uye sekutaura asingaoneki, akange akakwana uye akaumbwa zvakakwana munhengo dzake dzese, mhasuru dzake, tsinga dzake, ake.

ropa, tsinga dzake, ura hwake; Sangano rake rose remukati nekunze rakasundwa kusvika pakukwana kwaro, uye rakada kugashira kushanda kwemweya wake mutsvene noutsvene… Akanga asina nzwara, kana bvudzi rakanga risina kuumbwa zvakanyanya sezvaidiwa, nokuda kwemamiriro acho ezvinhu. , kukwana uku. zvebasa raMwari.

Zvinhu zvose zvakanga zvakakwana maari, kunyange munyama, uye  kukura chete kwaidiwa mukuzara kwomuviri woumwari uyu  (1).

(1) Hanzvadzi yeKuberekwa kwaJesu haisati iri iyo yoga yemafungiro aya; vanachiremba vakawanda nemadzibaba eChechi vaifunga saiye. Ini ndichatora pachinhu ichi matauriro aiye Musande Bazile pamashoko aya eVhangeri. Quod in the natum est (Math. 1, 20): Hinc aptissimè liquet, non secundùm communem carnis indolem duo fuisse constitutionem… (De humana, Christi generatione act nativate; Serm. 25.)

Kusikwa kwemweya waJ.-C. Kukwana kwake. Hypostatic union. Mwari-munhu.

Nechinguva chimwechete (nekuti kana tikakwanisa kubvuma kanguva kekuvapo kwemuviri uyu, inogona kungove kanguva kekufunga), nechinguva chimwechete, nekufema, kana nekuita zvibereko kwekuda kwayo kwese, kune simba. , Utatu Hutsvene hwakatora kubva mukusavapo mweya wakaisvonaka uye mutsvene zvikurusa wakanga uchigere kuvapo, uye waigona kuvapo. Uyu mweya wakanaka uye mutsvene, usina kusikwa uye wakabudiswa kubva mumaoko emunyori wawo, wakanyatsobatanidzwa nemuviri wawakarongerwa iwo; uye kamwe kamwe, nechiito chenguva imwe chete, humwari hweShoko Rokusingaperi hunobatanidza saizvozvo

pedyo nezvinhu zviviri izvi, zvokuti hazvichakwanisi kuparadzaniswa kubva pazviri. Urwu mubatanidzwa wezvokwadi, maererano neshoko rechikoro, uchiri pedyo zvikuru kupfuura uyo womuviri nomweya, sezvo usingaparadzanisiki, nepo wokutanga uchigona kupatsanurwa: zvokuti munhu haagoni, muna J. munhu waMwari, kana Mwari kubva kumunhu. Iri ndiro rinonzi Shoko rakava munhu, Mwari-munhu kana Mwari-munhu, Mudzidzisi wechokwadi; mushoko, Baba vangu, hunhu huviri uhwu hwehumwari uye hwemunhu hwakada kufanana

vakabatana, kuti vanoumba munhu mumwe chete muna J.-C., Muponesi wedu woumwari.

Kudzikiswa kweMunhu-Mwari pamberi paBaba vake. Kuzvipira kwake nokuda kworudo kutamburira rudzi rwose rwomunhu. Rugare pakati pedenga nenyika, uye kuwanda kwekodzero yeMuponesi. Kushungurudzwa kunoitwa nevakawanda.

Panguva imwe cheteyo, Baba vangu, ndakaona Baba Vasingagumi, avo, mukuwirirana noMweya Mutsvene, vakatendeukira kuShoko ravo rakaitwa nyama, uye vakati kwavari, vachimutarira norudo: Iwe uri Mwanakomana wangu akaberekwa zvakanaka . mudikamwa, wandinofarira kubva pakusingaperi, uye wandinofara maari chete. Zvino, uye nguva dzose panguva imwe cheteyo, nesimba reUmwari uhwo hwakabatanidzwa kwaari, hunhu hutsvene hweShoko rakava Munyama hwakasimudzwa kusvika pamwero wehukuru hukuru; kunyange zvakadaro, somunhu, J.-C. akazvininipisa amene pamberi poukuru hwaBaba vake, uye kunyange kusvikira kuukuru hwokusakosha, kana zvingataurwa, kumunamata mumweya nomuzvokwadi.

rukudzo chete runokodzera kunaka kwehumwari hwake…. Uyu munamati akakwana weUmwari ari Mwari pachake, achipfuura uye achisimbisa vavariro huru dzeiyi nhano inoshamisa, akazvisungirira amene kutambura somunhu marwadzo ayo munhu akanga akafanira kumukira kwake, uye akapa, saMwari, mutengo usingagumi kune mumwe nomumwe. zvekutambudzika kwake  .

Rudo rwake nokuda kwedu rwakamuita kuti atambure rufu, zviri nani kuti agutse ruramisiro youmwari, kupfurikidza nokuwirirana nokuda kwaBaba vakaisa rudzikinuro rworudzi rwomunhu pamutengo uyu. Baba vangu, vakati kwavari, nyaradzai hasha dzenyu, regererai ane mhosva, regererai vana vaAdam vanotambura. Iwe, Baba vangu, wakaramba zvibayiro zvemhuka sezvisina kukwana uye hazvigone kutarisisa pfungwa dzako nekuchengetedza kuchena kwemeso ako; zvakanaka! Baba, ndiri pano, ndinozviratidza pachinzvimbo chavo, ndauya kuzadzisa kuda kwenyu kunoshamisa uye kugutsa zvishuwo zverudo rwenyu rwakadzama… Nekuda kwaizvozvi, Baba, ndinoda kuzvipa pachinzvimbo chemurume ane mhosva, wamunomuitira. ndichatenda mukufunga kwangu.

Kana kukanganisa kwake kusingagumi, muripo wandiri kukugadzirirai uye wandiri kutokupa hamungagoni kuva wakaderera kwaari. Zvino, Baba, rovai rubatso rusine mhosva; asi ndapota chengetedza

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mutadzi uye chinhu chinodikamwa chehasha dzenyu. Ndine kodzero yokukukumbirai, sezvo ndichibvuma kumufira, uye kuti ndikuitirei chibairo choutere chandinoisa pamuviri uyu wamakandiumbira. Naizvozvo regererai Baba vangu, varegererei! Ipa kutenda

kurudzi rwavanhu, nokuda kwangu. Ndiyo pfupiso yemabasa angu ese, ezvese izvo ropa rangu nenzwi rangu zvazvinofanira kuita kuti munzwe kusvika pakufema kwangu kwekupedzisira!…. (1)

(1) Pano zvamazvirokwazvo, kana ndisingakanganisi, ndiyo dzidziso yechokwadi yeChechi pamusoro poKuva Munhu, yakafumurwa nenzira inokatyamadza sezvairi yeOrthodox. Zvichida hapana kana chimwe chinhu chakataurwa zvakajeka, chakanyatsojeka, kana chakasimba, chinopesana nedzidziso dzenhema dzaArius, Apollinaris, Nestorius, Sabellius, uye vavengi vese vehumwari hwaJ. Amai vake vakaropafadzwa. Hapana kumbotaurwa zviri nani nezvekubatana kwezvinhu zviviri muchakavanzika chikuru che

Kuva munhu, dzidziso huru yeKutenda kwedu; uye ndiko zvakare kureurura kwevatongi vakajekeswa zvikuru vemuunganidzwa uyu.

Hapana chikonzero chekudzokorora kuti hazvibviri kuti nditaure zvinyorwa zvese zvinoyera pano. Chero ani zvake ane ruzivo mukuverengwa kwemabhuku matsvene, pakutanga anonzwa kuti zvese izvi zvakadzama zvinokurudzirwa nazvo, zvekuti zvinotorwa zvingatora nzvimbo yakawanda kupfuura chinyorwa pachacho, sezvandakanga ndanyevera.

Zvino ndakanzwa izwi raBaba Vokusingaperi: Mwanakomana wangu, vakati, chose chaunokumbira chinopihwa; nokuti, chii chandingaramba kuda, kuzviisa pasi, kuchiremera chaMwari anozvideredza kusvika pakuita rubatso nokuda kwechisikwa chake?... Ah!... Mwanakomana wangu, chinhu chinodiwa chekusingaperi kwangu

kugutsikana, kugutsikana kwako kunopfuura kuwanda: uye, nekuda kwekugutsikana uku, rugare rwakatoitwa: kutsamwa kwangu kwanyarara; kururama kwangu netsitsi dzangu dzakaita sungano isingaperi, nokuti mushure mokuyananisa kwenyu havana chimwe chavangabvunza… Shoko Rakazvarwa rakapindura:

Ndinokutendai, Baba vangu! nekuti makazviraira kuti zvibatsire vasanangurwa venyu; asi, kana tsitsi dzenyu nokururamisira kwenyu kwakaita mubatanidzwa, kana vachifara uye vakagutsikana, rudo rwedu, O Baba vangu! haisati yasvika. Ndinonzwa kudzingwa nechishuwo chekuwanira varume kugutsikana kwakanyanya uye kwakanyanya, kupfumisa Chechi yangu, uye

ishongedze nenyasha zhinji idzi dzandinoda kukodzerwa, kwete kune vese vakatendeka vese, asiwo nyasha dzakakosha kumweya wega wega. Nyasha dzakajairika, nyasha dzinoshamisa, pakupedzisira nzira dzose dzeruponeso dzinozova mugumisiro weshungu dzangu nekutambudzika kwangu; uye mibairo yerudo rwangu kwavari ichave tsime risingaperi reruregerero rwavo nerufaro rwavo, uye rwekubwinya kwakawanda mukusingaperi, kupfuura zvavangadai vakaita, dai vasina kumboda Mununuri. Zvinoitirwa kukudzwa kwenyu, Baba vangu! uye kugutsa rudo rwenyu kwavari,  rwandinarwo

ndinoda uye kuti ndinoda kuvatengera mukununurwa kwangu kuzhinji nzira dzinoshanda dzeruponeso ...

Uye pane izvozvo, Baba vangu, heino matauriro andakaita kwandiri naJ-C.

Kuwanda kwezvakanaka zvandinokuzarurira kwauri ichava chiitiko chekuparadzwa nekurasikirwa kwevazhinji, avo, kure nekuwana purofiti kubva kwavari nekuzvishandisa kwavari, vanozongove vane mhosva, nekushungurudzwa kwemhosva kwavachaita, sezvavachaita. kuwanda kumwe chete uku kwekukodzera kuchava chikonzero cheruponeso rwevazhinji. Zvese zvinoenderana, usazvipokane, pakushandiswa kwakagadzirwa nemumwe nemumwe kune izvi zvakanaka.

Iri ndiro dombo randakataura nezvaro muEvhangeri yangu; ibwe iri rekona uye rinokosha, iro rinogadzira simba rose rechivako machinoshandiswa, ndinoreva cheChechi yangu pamwe neruponeso rwemumwe nemumwe wenhengo dzayo. Asi, kana vashandi vakachiramba uye vakaramba kuchipinza muchivako, ipapo chichava chigumbuso, chinopwanya ani naani anowira pamusoro pacho, uye chinopwanya musoro womumwe nomumwe anowira pamusoro pacho. Ane nhamo iyeyo (1), chivako chiri mukuvaka icho chisingapindiri chinoputswa zvisingakanganisi  nemhepo ndokutakurwa nokufashukira kwemvura  (2).

Qui ceciderit super lapidem istum confringetur; super quem vero  cederit conterit eum. ( Mat. 21,  44 )

Kukodzera kwaMwari naizvozvo ndiko kutanga uye ndicho chikonzero chega chine simba chezvose zvakanaka zvemunhu. Nyasha dzaJ.-C. dzakakosha zvikuru kuruponeso, zvokuti kana pasina idzo hatifaniri kutarisira, sezvo pasina idzo hatigoni kuita chinhu munhevedzano yomudzimu uye inogona kuverengerwa kwatiri nokuda kwedenga. Nisi Dominus oedificaverit domum, in vanum laboraverunt qui oedificant eam . Mapisarema 126,  ndima.)

Zvikonzero zvekuwa kwengirozi dzakaipa uye kutsungirira kwevakanaka.

Izvi, Baba vangu, ndizvo zvandakaratidzwa naMwari uye vazivisa zvinobaya mwoyo

kuve munhu kweShoko nekuregererwa kwerudzi rwevanhu. Zvino, ndisati ndaenda kuchitendero neChechi yeMwanakomana waMwari, ndinofanira kudzokera kune imwe pfungwa yandangotaura chete mukupfuura, ndinoreva chikonzero chekudonha kwengirozi dzakaipa uye kutsungirira kwevakanaka. Pano, sedzimwe nzvimbo, ndichakuudza chete zvandinoona muchiedza chinondivhenekera.

Kutanga, Baba vangu, ndinoona ipapo izvo, zvakafanana nemunhu wekutanga pane izvi

nehanya, kuri chete nezvakanaka kana zvakaipa kushandisa rusununguko rwavo rwekusarudza,  kuti ngirozi dzakanaka kana dzakaipa dzinoponeswa kana kurambwa. Ngationei kuti Mwari vakaita kuti ndione chii  pazviri.

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Ishe wedu akanga andiudza, achigunun'una pamusoro pomutumwa akapanduka: Murume uyu akaipa haana kumbondida kana kunditeerera; agara ane hutsinye, asi neimwe nzira

uipi, ruvengo rwakachena uye nehukuru hwahwo. Ndokusaka kumukira kwake, kwakaiswa muchiyero, kwakatongwa uye kurangwa kwakasiyana kwazvo nekwemunhu ainzwirwa tsitsi naMwari, nekuda kweutera hwehunhu hwake,... Sei, hanzvadzi yangu, ndakati kwaari, mweya wakakwirira kudaro uye wakakwana, angave akauya kuzogumbura Mwari, uye akakodzera kutongerwa mhosva yake?... Ndakamiswa nekuoma kwakafanana, akapindura; asi heino mhinduro yandiri kupiwa naMwari panguva ino: nyora zvandiri

ndichakuudza. Ndakatora chinyoreso chiya ndokunyora zvinenge shoko neshoko.

Ichokwadi, Baba vangu, ngirozi dzakasikwa muchimiro chakakwana zvikuru kupfuura icho chemunhu; asi havana kusimbiswa munyasha. Mwari aidawo, mukururamisira kwake, kuvapa mubayiro maererano nokushandisa kwavaifanira kuita zvipo zvake uye rusununguko rwavo rwokuzvisarudzira. Ichi ndicho chikonzero, asati avabvuma kuchiratidzo chake chakajeka, icho chinoumba musimboti werunyararo rwakakwana uye kusimba kwechangamire, kana kuti kuvabvisa kubva pazviri, iye.

vakapa, somunhu asina mhosva, nguva yokuedzwa nokuda kwokutendeka kwavo. Iyi nguva yakatarwa yakanga yakaenzana kune vose vakakomborerwa. Ndataura kudaro Baba vangu, hezvino izvo Mwari vandizivisa kubva mukati memweya yakanaka newakaipa. Nguva dzose nyora.

Musande Mikaeri, semuenzaniso, navose vebato rake vachizvirangarira vamene kubva panguva yokutanga yokusikwa, uye vachizviona vamene vakanaka kwazvo, vakakwana kwazvo, vakajeka zvikuru, uye vakapiwa ungwaru hwakakwirira kudaro, vaiyemura vamene nokufamba kwomuzvarirwo zvikuru; asi vakati vafunga saizvozvo, vakakwira kubva pabasa, vakabuda pachavo kuenda kuna Mwari. Naizvozvo vakatanga nekusimudza moyo kune munyori wavo, vachiti: Ndiani akatiita vakanaka kudai? ndiani iye, pakutisika, akatizadza nekukwana kwakawanda nechiedza chakawanda? Vanomuona, uye pavanomuona vanomupfugamira

vamunamate uye vamuremekedze nehunhu hwavo hwose, mukucherechedza makomborero ake ose, uye kupupura kwaari kutsamira kwavo pakunaka kweMunhu wake Mukurusa. Ipapo Divinity yakayerera, nemafashama enyasha, mukati mavo

moyo, waakabatidza nemoto werudo rwake. Nechiedza chechiedza cheumwari ichi, vanoziva mubairo wakarongerwa kutendeka kwavo, kana vakatsungirira; pamwe chete nechirango chakavamirira, kana vakasadaro

akatendeka. Ndiko kuti vaone chiso chaMwari nokusingaperi, kana kuti vadzingwe pamberi pake nokusingaperi. Zviri kwavari kusarudza.

Kufambira mberi kukuru kwakadini kwenyasha itsva idzi muhungwaru hwepamusoro uhu! vanogwadamira uye vanonamata Changamire wavo naMwari wavo nokuzviisa pasi kwakadzama uye nokuzvininipisa, sokunge nokuzvipira kusingaputsikidze kuita mirairo yose nezvido zvose zvamambo mukuru uyu ane kuva kwavo, uye aida kuva kwavo nekusingaperi.

zvinoshamisa zvinopa mubayiro. Vakaronga kuungana kwakawanda kwemweya yese yakasikwa kuti vazviite senge ivo uye vatevedzere muenzaniso wavo: uye ndezvekuda izvi zvishuvo zvine simba uye kutendeka uku kune nyasha dzekutanga ivo vaikodzera zvakatonyanya kukosha, uye, pakati pevamwe, izvo zve kudana kukuru kumabasa avakakudzwa nawo noMusiki wavo, uyo akavaita ngirozi, ndiko kuti vashumiri vokuda kwake.

Ndiko kutevedzana uye kukwidziridzwa kwenyasha dzavaipihwa uye izvo zvakaguma nerufaro rwavachanakidzwa nekusingaperi. Zvino ngatipindei mukati mengirozi dzakaipa, kunyanya Rusifa. Pakutanga

nguva yaakazviona uye akazviona, akazvienzanisa nevamwe, akazviwana ari akanaka kwazvo, akajeka kwazvo, ane pfungwa dzakakwana kupfuura dzose. Naizvozvo iyewo wakazvikudza sevamwe; asi ndinoona kuti pachinhambo chokutendeukira, sengirozi dzakanaka, mifungo yake kuMusiki wake, kuti amuunzire mbiri, kuti ape ruremekedzo kwaari, kuzadzwa nokuonga norudo, iye akamira paari. funga kuzvida izvo zvakadzika midzi zvakanyanya nekufunga kumwe chete uku. Nenguva isipi akakahadzika kana pangava nomumwe munhu akanaka zvikuru uye akakwana kupfuura iye pachake.Kubva mukukahadzika uku akapfuurira kune kumwe kugutsikana murudo rwake pachake;munhu pachake, nokuzvidza muvambi wezvose zvaaiva nazvo.

Kusvika pari zvino haasati anyatsopanduka; asi kuzvida kwake kwakaisa zvipingamupinyi munzira yenyasha, uye kwakadzivisa Mwari kudurura mumwoyo make rukova rwemaropafadzo rwaakadururira norusununguko  mune rwuya rwengirozi dzakanaka: izvo zvakaita kuti kusakosha kwake kupedzisire kuderera mukudada kusingatsungiririki. akamanikidza Mwari kuti amurange. Kubva panguva apo ngirozi dzakanaka dzakanga dzapfugama dzichikoka ungano yose kuti iite zvimwe chetezvo, Rusifa nevateveri vake vakanga vawirawo pasi vachizvinamata, asi mumudzimu  .

pfungwa nemaitiro zvakasiyana kwazvo. Vakanga vazviita nekuzvidzwa uye sokunge vasingadi, pasina

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rudo uye rusina kutendeseka, neunyengeri uye nekumwe kuzvikudza kwekumwe Mwari anoranga pakutanga, nekubvisa kwenyasha dzavakaita zvakadaro.

kushungurudzwa kunoshamisa, sezvatareva; izvo zvakakurumidza kuita kuti vawire mumhosva dzakakura zvikuru: nekuti, murudzi urwu kunyanya, gomba rinogara richitungamira kune imwe yakadzika.

Chigumbu chavakanga vaitira Mwari naizvozvo chakazopedzisira chachinjwa kuva ruvengo rwapachena urwo rwakatakura kunyomba nekupatsanurana kuDenga. Rusifa, kana kuti Satani, achiva mukuru wavapanduki, akazivisa norudado kuti akanga asingadi kuzviisa pasi kana kuti kutambura nomukuru; kuti haana kuitwa muranda wemudzvinyiriri. Ndosaka murume uyu aizvikudza akava neushingi hwekudoma muvambi wekuvapo kwake!... Kudenga!... ko kuzvikudza kungakoniwa kuitei kumweya wemunhu, kana kuchigona kupofumadza kunyangwe vatumwa kusvika pakadai? ?… Kwete, akati, handingavimbi nazvo: ndichishandisa kodzero dzangu neropafadzo dzangu, ndichasimuka nesimba rangu ndoenda kundogara paWekumusoro-soro. ndichagara pachigaro choushe chaWamasimba Ose; uye kana akaramba kundibvuma ipapo, kana achipikisana neni

kukwidziridzwa, ndichakwanisa kumudzikisa iye amene…. Zvakare, Baba, upofu hunotyisa sei mundangariro yokudenga! uye isu, shure kwaizvozvo, tingashamiswa here neizvo zvevashoma vanofa vasina simba!...”. Nokudaro, uyu mudzimu wokudada unokamura vagari voKudenga, unoumba bato guru, uye unotsunga kuzivisa hondo kuna Mwari mutsvene anotyisa, uyo achiri kushandisa shiviriro kuuku kusava namaturo kunopandukira.

Nekuda kwake, Mutumwa Mukuru Mikaeri haana kurasikirwa nemukana uyu kuratidza kushingaira kwaaive azvipira kune zvinodiwa neMusiki wake. Pashure pokunge aedza chinhu chiri chose kuyeuchidza vapanduki kubasa ravo, iye akaronga munhevedzano yakanaka iyo yose yemidzimu yakanga yaramba yakatendeka. Iye akazviisa pamusoro pavo, akatora sechirevo chake nemhere-mhere yehondo: Quis ut Deus? Mazwi asingarevi chinhu anoenzaniswa naMwari.

Pakange pasvika nguva yekusarudza zvaizoitika kune mumwe nemumwe, mapato maviri akaonekwa achitevedzana mukurwa, rimwe nerimwe richitungamirwa nemutungamiriri ane simba uye anotyisa. Naizvozvo kwakava nehondo huru Kudenga (1). Ndinoona, Baba vangu, kuti simba rose nehunyanzvi, zvese izvo hunyanzvi hwehondo hwakamboratidzwa pakati pevanhu, muhungwaru, hushingi uye hungwaru, kana zvawedzerwa kwazviri zvese izvo fungidziro yevadetembi uye

kutendeseka kwavanhu vanonzi vane hofori dzengano uye nemhare dzose dzinoshamisa, hachisi chinhu nokuda kwezvakaitwa kumativi ose.

(1) Et factum est proelium magnum in coelo; Michael et angeli ejus prœliabantur cum dracone, et draco pugnabat et angeli ejus: et non valuerunt, neque locus inventus est eorum ampliùs in cœlo (Apoc. 12; 7, 8).

Vakuru, pakati pevamwe, uye kunyanya machinda maviri, vakazvisiyanisa nehunyanzvi hweushingi, hwakakodzera basa ravo. Mwari akazvibvumira, pasina mubvunzo, kupedza zvose zviri zviviri kumukira kwevamwe uye kubatanidzwa nokukodzera kwevamwe. Ichi ndicho chikonzero kukunda kwaiva kwechinguva kuenzanisa; asi, pakupedzisira, bato rekururamisira rakakunda, uye izvozvo hazvina kuitika

zvimwe. Zvinhu zvose zvakabvumira vapanduki vacho; vose vakatera kukuedza kwemutumwa mukuru asingatyi, apo Mwanakomana woKusingagumi akauya kuzogadzirisa kukunda uye kusarudza magumo evarwi. Anooneka, uye mauto aya anopandukira akanyangarika pamberi pake.

Ko Deus? Anovaona vachidonha semheni, kubva kumusoro kwedenga kusvikira kwakadzika kwegomba. Ikoko ndiko kwaanovapfuudza neshoko rimwe chete; anosimbisa magumo avo ipapo kwazvo nemutongo unotyisa uyu, zvekuti haana chaanogona kuita, sezvo hana dzavo dzisina tariro yekuvandudzwa (1)… Naizvozvo, Baba vangu, kuzvikudza uko, kwekutanga, kwakakonzera nyonganyonga nekupesana pakati pengirozi pachadzo. , uye izvo, zuva rega rega zvichiri, zvinokanganisa kuwirirana kwakanaka kwevanhu

akasikwa, akambosiya Kudenga hakuzodzokizve…. Pashure paikoko, ndiani asingatyi chikara chakashongedzerwa nguva dzose kuzorwa naMwari amene, uye uyo, mukumukira kwake kusina mufungo, anotsunga kurwisa uyu tenzi asingachinji anomuranga noushingi hwakadaro, uye uyo, muzvisikwa zvake zvakakwana zvikuru, anoranga asingaregi, asina kufunga, pasina tsitsi uye pasina zviwanikwa?

(1) NdiJ.-C. amene anotaura kuvaapostora vake: Videbam Satanim sicut fulgur de cœlo cadentem, ( Ruka 10, 18 ).

CHIKAMU III.

KUBVA KUKEREKE.

§. I.

Runako rweMurwi weChurch. Zvimiro zvake zvehumwari.

“Muzita raBaba, reMwanakomana nereMweya Mutsvene, kuburikidza naJesu naMariya, ndinoteerera. »

Hupirisita husingagumi hwaJ.-C., hwakakurukurirana kuVaapostora nevatsivi vavo kusvikira pakupera kwemazana emakore.

Ndakaona, Hanzvadzi yakandiudza, muHumwari hweVanhu vatatu vanoyemurika, Chechi Tsvene ichidzika pasi uye kuburikidza nehushumiri hweShoko Rakave Munyama, changamire pontiff mushumiri wekusingaperi, akapfeka hupirisita hwake hwehumambo, Mwari wechokwadi uye munhu wechokwadi. Akauya pakati pedu kuzopedzisa chibayiro chake chisingaperi, kuti atidzikinure nezvakanaka zvehupenyu hwake nerufu rwake, uye kuti amise Kereke yake imomo nerubatsiro rweMweya Mutsvene.

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akatumwa kuzoriumba, kuti ribate ushe, nokuritungamirira kusvikira pakuguma, nokuritsigira pakurwisa kwose kwevavengi varo….

Ah! Baba vangu, ndakaratidzwa chinhu chinofadza uye chakaisvonaka sei  !

Ndingaidzorera kwamuri sei?… Ndakaona Chechi ino ichinyepedzera kuva bindu rinofadza, pakaiswa, muhurongwa hwakanaka, hutungamiri hwese hwemakereke, vaapositori, nevose vaizovatsiva. J.-C. akaoneka pamisoro yavo ndokuvapfekedza pamberi pangu nesimba rake roumwari, muchimiro  chenguo inopenya nokuchena uko meso angu aipenya. Akatanga nevekutanga vevaapositori, kubva ipapo kusvika kune vamwe vake, tevere kune  vose

vatsivi vavo kusvikira kushandiswa kwemazana emakore. Ndakapfeka chipfeko ichi chinopenya uye chisinganzwisisike, iyi gungano inopenya yairatidzika kwandiri yakanaka kwazvo uye zvakadaro

yaipenya, yaiburitsa kamunhuwi kanotapira uye kaiyevedza zvekuti ndakafara chose. Ndakafungidzira ndichiona J.-C. mune chimwe nechimwe chezviedza izvi, uye ndakavatarisa senge vamwari vazhinji ...

Zvakanaka kuti ndikuudzei panguva ino, Baba, kuti mune imwe mamiriro ezvinhu, zvakaitika kwandiri, pandakasvika kumupristi, kuti ndimuone nemaziso

mweya, wakapfekedzwa chiedza chimwechetecho, uye ndakadzidza, muchirairo, kuti chiedza ichi chakaratidza hunhu hwehupirisita hunopfekwa nahwo mupirisita wose nekugadzwa kwake. Hukuru sei, hwakakwirira sei, huprista hutsvene hwaJ.-C.!… Ngatidzokerei kugungano rekutanga rine vashumiri varo vose. Tenzi wavo akati kwandiri, achindiratidza iwo: Heva vashumiri vangu ;

; hevano vachatonga nyika neni; Unovanzwa unondinzwa ini; Unovazvidza unondishorawo; anovakudza ndiye anondikudzawo; anoabata anondibata…. Ipapo akandipa kunzwisisa kuti ndiye pachake akaisa mumwe nomumwe wevashumiri vake muChechi yake, sezvo ari iye pachake akaisa

nyeredzi dziri muchadenga. Ndiye anovarayira ganhuriro dzesimba ravo, sokuronda kwaanoita kune imwe neimwe yedenderedzwa redenga mutsara wainofanira kurondedzera mukufamba kwawo. Anopa mumwe nomumwe basa raachaita kuti vazvidavirire; her

mweya uchazvidavirira kwaari pamusoro pezvaunenge wapomerwa. Mutoro upi? Asi hapana simba renyama rinogona kuvabvisa, kubvisa masimba avo, kuganhurira masimba avo, kana kuderedza simba ravo.

Ipapo ndakaona, Baba vangu, uyu munda wakaisvonaka, kana kuti bindu, iro rinofanira kunzi paradhiso yechokwadi yapasi; asi handina kumboteerera kunze kwezvinhu, izvo munhu aigona kutarisa senyeredzi dzakawanda kwazvo dzakavhenekerwa nezuva rekururamisira. Ndakaona dare redzimhosva risingakanganisi panogara Mweya Mutsvene, uye kubva kwaanogovera zvishumo zvake zvoumwari kuChechi yose yaanotungamira nekutsigira. Hachikundikani, nokuti hwaro hwaro ichokwadi. Ndakaona kunaka kweMuponesi kuchipenya nekupenya nekupenya kukuru, uye vakapa simba ravo rose, simba ravo rose kumasakaramende manomwe aakapfumisa nawo Chechi yake. Ah! Baba vangu, kutarisa kwakanaka! ..

Hukuru hweBhapatidzo. Mubatanidzwa wepamusoro wevakabhabhatidzwa neUtatu Hutsvene Hutsvene.

Rubhabhatidzo rutsvene pamusoro pazvose rwakaunzwa kwandiri ipapo sekutanga kwenyasha dzeruponeso. Ndakaona zvichiitika pamberi pemeso angu mubatanidzwa uyu mukuru uye usingatauriki, chibvumirano chisingachinjiki uye chakakomba pakati pechisikwa neMusiki.

Ndanzwa kuti mapato maviri aya akawirirana

rukudzo kune mumwe nemumwe. Chisikwa chakati: Ndinopikira kurarama uye kufa mukutenda kweChechi yeJC yechokwadi; Ndinovimbisa kurwa

kurufu dhimoni, nenyika, nenyama, zvinova vavengi vaMwari  wangu, veMununuri wangu, neevhangeri rake; Ndinozviramba zvachose, uye handimbodi kuita chero chinhu chakafanana navo  ….

Ipapo Wokusingaperi akasimuka kubva pachigaro chake chinopenya chinopenya kumusoro kwedenga: Zvakanaka, chisikwa changu, akati, pano, parutivi rwangu, ndinozvipira munyasha dzenyu: iwe watova wangu nenzira yekusika, nokukurumidza. uchava wangu nezita rinotokosha zvikuru, rokugamuchirwa, iro randisingazoonizve mauri chimwe chinhu kunze kwomufananidzo mupenyu woMwanakomana wangu anodiwa, mumwe amene . Naizvozvo ndinokanganwa, mukufunga kwayo, mhosva yawakazvarwa uine mhosva, uye ndichapa kumvura dzerubhabhatidzo rwako simba rekukuchenura pairi; Ndichakutsigira panjodzi; Ndichakudzivirira pavavengi voruponeso rwako; uye kana, nekuputsika kwehunhu hwako, ukasvika pakurasikirwa nepfuma yekusava nemhosva kwako, uchawana pachipfuva cheChechi yangu, yaunova nhengo yayo, nzira dzese dzekuidzosa….

Kamwe kamwe J.-C. akarayira vashumiri vake kushandisa chinzvimbo chavo chikuru, vachipedzisa sungano iyi youmwari; izvo zvavakaita pakarepo. Ndakaona Mweya Mutsvene achidzika pamusoro penzvimbo yekubhabhatidzira uye achitora avo vachangobhabhatidzwa, kuburikidza nekupinzwa kwehunhu hutatu hwedzidziso yezvouMwari, Kutenda, Tariro neKuda. Ndakaona iyo yese inoyevedza yeTirini pendi, kana kuti ndinyore mufananidzo wayo mukati meichi  chitsva

Mukristu, nehunhu husingadzimiki hwaachatakura kwese kwese, hunozokonzera kubwinya kwake kuDenga nekusingaperi, kana kuvhiringidzika kwake mugehena… (Mufungo wokupedzisira uyu unondityisa.)

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Kwakadaro, Baba vangu, kuti vana vechokwadi vaMwari naJ.-C. vakaumbwa munguva dzose; uku ndiko kuzadzwa kwakaitwa Chechi yake panyika nevagari veKudenga.

Naizvozvo ndakaona vaapositori nevaivatevera; vachivatevera, hondo inokunda, vakafira kutenda, boka rinobwinya revareurura nemhandara. Ndakaona vana vose vaMwari, vagari vose voumambo hwaJ.-C.; vatsvene vemazera ose, varume nevakadzi, vezvimiro zvose, vanobva kunyika dzose dzepasi, vakabatana mumuviri uye vakabatanidzwa nokutenda kumwe chete, rubhabhatidzo rumwe chete, tariro imwe chete, uye nezvisungo zvinoyemurika zverudo rumwe chete, zvishoma zvakaiswa; nokuti J.-C. akandipa kunzwisisa kuti, pasinei nokuti muKristu aiva kure zvakadini, paaiiswa pakati pokunamata zvidhori, aigara achinamata zvidhori.

denga nenyika, achichengeta kutenda kumwe cheteko, kwakavakirwa pavavariro dzimwe chetedzo dzinoita kuti tariro yavo ive mhenyu; ane kodzero yokuwana mubayiro mumwe chetewo, uye anogona kuvimba nebetsero imwe cheteyo kuuwana. Ichi chinonzi Chirairo cheVatendi, icho chinoumba Chechi yechokwadi yeJ.C., inobatanidza denga nenyika, uye inosanganisira mweya yevakafa iyo ichiri kuzviwana iine mungava kukururama kwaMwari. Chechi iyi, yakarongedzerwa, inoganhurirwa kwete nenzvimbo kana nenguva. Inowanikwa pasi rose mukukura kwayo pamwe chete nekufamba kwenguva. Iyo ine uye inovharira mukati mayo zvese zvakarurama, pasina

bvisa vatadzi vasina kurasa kutenda kwavo. Munhu wose akabhabhatidzwa ndewake senhengo yake, yakanaka kana yakaipa, kutozosvikira atova

vakaoma mitezo nekupesana, kana kugurwa nebakatwa rokudzinga...

Yakaiswa pakati peungano iyi yakaisvonaka, yakasimuka pahwaro hunoyemurika ichi mwenje unopenya wokutenda, waipenya mativi ose mazhenje ayo.

akavhenekera zvinhu zvose nechiedza chacho choumwari. Ndiro gwara rechokwadi remukristu; izuva rechokwadi revanhu vakabvisa rima rekunamata zvidhori uye vakanunura rudzi rwevanhu kubva muhusiku hwakadzama uye hunotyisa…. Chipo chakadini chinobva Kudenga uye kufunga kwevanhu kwakakwirira nekugutsikana! Ngani

mweya wemunhu unovhenekerwa nekuwedzerwa nekupenya kwechiedza ichi chakapfava uye chine upenyu!….

Zvisinei nekupenya kwakadii kwenhengo imwe neimwe yesangano rinoyemurika iri reChechi inodzidzisa yairatidzika kwandiri, aimiririra muprista changamire asina kukwana, maigara kubwinya nehukuru hwehumwari nekuwanda kwehupirisita husingagumi hwaanogamuchira kubva kune uyo inouyisa mukubwinya kwevatsvene. Ndakaona achikanda mauto akasarudzwa akatarisa

uye ndakanzwa inzwi rake richiti, “ Heino hondo inokunda yandinopikisa kuedza kwaSatani. Tinogona kuirwisa, asi hatigoni kuikunda. Torch iyo inovhenekera inogona kutakurwa kana kuvharika, asi haigone kudzimwa. Nguva dzose ichirwiwa, uye ichikunda nguva dzose, Chechi yangu icharamba iripo pasinei nemadutu ane hasha zvikuru uye zvisinei nekuedza kwese  kwevavengi vayo, nokuti nheyo dzayo dziri padombo rakasimba  ,

ichokwadi cheshoko rangu, uye ndinotsunga kurisimbisa. Hongu, ndichave, kana kuti zviri nani ndiri muchipfuva chayo kuti ndiraramise nekuidzivirira; Ndichava naye kusvikira kumagumo enguva uye mberi, uye masimba egehena haazombomukunda. »

Chechi, yakaenderera mberi Sista, yakaratidzwa kwandiri zvakare pasi pemufananidzo wemuzambiringa, munda, muti, denderedzwa, zvichingodaro, sezvatichaona gare gare. Asi, Baba, handingarambi ndichikuzivisai pano chinhu chimwe chete icho Mwari vakaita kuti ndibate kubatana uku pamunwe.

zvinoyemurika zvinotonga pakati pevana vechokwadi veChechi tsvene ino, inova umambo hwaJ.-C. mwanakomana wake. Heino mutsara:

Concert Inoyemurika yeHunhu hweChechi Militant.

Ndichipfuura, rimwe zuva rechirimo, pedyo nerimwe ramafafitera enzanga, iro rakanga rakatarira mukoto wemiti mirefu wakapoteredzwa muruzhowa rwedu (mukoto uyu, Baba, wakatemwa makore mazhinji apfuura, wakatora nzvimbo yauri kuona zvino mitsetse mitatu. yemiti miduku yeraimu yakatsiviwa ipapo), akanga ari mangwanani akanaka; Ndaida, sezvandakanga ndamboita dzimwe nguva, kuzvipa kwechinguvana mufaro usina mhosva wokunzwa kudhumhana kweshiri dzakawanda dzakasiyana dzakanga dzakamhara ipapo. Mafungiro akaitwa nemutambo uyu unofadza kwandiri pakutanga aifadza zvikuru; nenguva isipi vakasuwa, uye vakazoguma sezvauchaona….

Zvinhu zvose zvakasikwa zvakanaka sei! Ndakati nechemumoyo; zvose zvirimo zvinoteerera sei inzwi roMusiki! zvinhu zvose zvinorumbidza kubwinya kwaWamasimba Ose! Zvipenyu zvose zvinomuropafadza, mumwe nomumwe nenzira yake. Kurongeka kwakadini, Kuwirirana kwakadini, chibvumirano chakakwana! koniti inokatyamadza pakati pezvisikwa zvisina musoro!…. Zvakafanira here nhai Mwari wangu! kuti chisikwa chakapiwa njere uye chakazadzwa neropafadzo nenyasha dzakawanda, ive iwe chete inoisa kusagadzikana munyika inova basa rako, nekukumukira, nekuramba mirairo yako uye nekuramba kuteerera kuda kwako kutsvene!…. Nedzimwe nguva zhinji ndakanzwa inzwi reshiri idzi; asi haamboiti rwiyo urwu

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zvakaita kuti ndifungisise zvakadzama kudaro. Pfungwa dzangu dzakanetseka uye moyo wangu wakabatwa nemaonerero avakaita pandiri. Mukutambudzika kwangu, ndakazvitaurira ndimene kuna Ishe wedu, uye ndakati kwaari: Zvingabvira sei, Ishe, kuti munhu akupandukirai zvakadai, asi vanhu vose vachikurumbidzai, uye kuti, kunyange kumhuka, dzose dzikuimbei rumbidzo? . ..

Ukasha hwakadini! Kusaonga kwakadini kwaakaita pasi rose!Ndichiri  kunyunyuta kudaro, J.-C. akazviratidza kwandiri zvine mufungo uye muchimiro chomunhu.  Akazvarwa

usachema, mwana wangu, akati kwandiri, sezvaaiswedera kwandiri, zvose hazvina kumukira kana kurasika, sezvaunofunga, pakati pevamwe vako: kuziva kukanganisa kwako mune izvi, akaenderera mberi, teerera uye unyatsoteerera kune chii. Ndiri  kukuita kuti unzwe…. Pakarepo, Baba, ndakanzwa mukati mangu  a

koniti inotsinhirana yorudo rwoumwari iyo yakabuda muUmwari namanzwi akasiana-  siana akawanda akawanda uye ayo akaputika kuva chiuru nechiuru chezvikomborero zvembiri,  rumbidzo, rukudzo nokunamata izvo zvakapa kuUtatu Hutsvene Hwatsvene  .

Kusangana kweVatsvene.

Handigoni kukuudza chaizvoizvo kana iyi konzati youmwari yakabva kudenga kana kuti pasi, kana kuti pfungwa dzangu dzokunze dzakatapurwa kana kuti kwete; chandinoziva ndechokuti ndakarinzwa kumativi angu; Ndakanga ndiri pakati, kana kuti aive mandiri, akazadza mweya wangu, kunzwisisa kwangu nemoyo wangu, akatora masimba angu ese… Hazvigoneki kuti ini Baba nditaure kwamuri.

rudo rwaMwari urwu rwakanga rwuri mweya wake rwakanga rwaunza kwairi mukuwirirana, uye pamusoro pezvose nekutapira ikoko kunofadza kunoenda kumoyo chaiko, kunoibata uye kuibvisa pasina chisimba….

Chinhu chinoyemurika, uye ndiani anogona kunzwa asingakwanisi kutaura! mumarudzi akasiyana-siyana uye nemusiyano wekuchinja kweichi chord youmwari, ndakasiyanisa kunaka kwakasiyana kweMitemo yakasiyana yeVatendi veChechi, kushingaira kwevaapositori, kusatya kushinga kwevanoreurura, simba uye kutsungirira kwevaapositori. vakafira kutenda, kuchena kusingachinjiki kwemhandara nekugomera kwavo kunopisa, kuvimbika kusingapusikike kwemubatanidzwa wevakaroorana, utsvene hwakakodzera hwenhaka imwe neimwe. Zvose, uye chikamu chimwe nechimwe chezvose izvi, zvakashandurwa uye kuratidzwa nematoni akakodzera uye akafanana, neanowanzo shamisa nuances, nekubata zvakanyanya kana kushoma; pakupedzisira, aya akasiyana gradations aiva

zvakasiyana-siyana uye zvakasanganiswa neunyanzvi hwakawanda, hunyoro uye hunoenderana, zvekuti pasi pano hapana kumbova nechinhu chakadai, hapana kana kusvika pachiri zvishoma.

Ndakanga ndakanganwa kurira kweshiri; nekuti panguva iyoyo moyo wangu wainge wotuhwina nemufaro uye ndisisakwanise kukweretesa kune chimwe chinhu, pakupera kwekonzati yakanditora moyo, Ishe wedu akataura kwandiri izvi.

mashoko anonyaradza: "Unoona, mwana wangu," kuti zvose hazvina kurasika

sezvamakatenda. Unoona kuti kuchine mweya yakatendeka pasi pano isingaregi kundirumbidza, kundiropafadza nekundida, nekubatana neChechi inokunda kuita pano pasi pezvinoitwa mudenga; nokuti zvose zvamachangobva kunzwa inongova muenzaniso mudiki wekonzati inobuda kubva kuungano yevatsvene vepanyika uye kunaka kweChechi yangu ine hondo: hamusati manzwa chimwe chinhu pamusoro pemakonzati anofadza ane mweya yakakomborerwa inoita zvekudenga. Jerusarema rinorira risingaregi…. Zvisineyi, Baba vangu, mukusanganazve kunoyemurika kwezvikamu zviviri izvi nemweya mupurigatori, uye muukama hwavo nekusangana kwavo, kuti

chirairo chevasande, Chechi yechokwadi yaJ.-C.: iyi nzanga yakaisvonaka uye inoshamisa mutengo weropa raMwari, unyanzvi hwoukuru hwake uye chinhu chorudo rwake runyoro zvikuru; pakupedzisira, ndiko kutonga kwake kusingaperi.

Zvakafanira here, Baba vangu, kushaikwa chimwezve chekuzivisa kwamuri pachinzvimbo chaJ.-C. hero, ino Chechi pakupedzisira yatichangoona pasi pechiono chakanaka kudaro! Ndinoreurura kwamuri kuti pfungwa dzangu dzavhiringidzwa nazvo uye kuti mwoyo wangu unozonzwa kuda kuzviramba; asi, sezvo akadaro achifanira kuva mugove wake kusvikira kumugumo, hakungavi here kutengesa chikonzero chake nokukuvadza zvokwadi, kunyarara pamusoro peizvo denga rinozivisa kwandiri? Kunenge kusiri kusateerera J.-C. anondirayira kuti nditaure here? Naizvozvo ini ndichataura, Baba vangu, chero zvandichawana. Ndichataura chero zvaanoda kuti nditaure kubva kwaari kune vese vanoumba umambo hwake, uye izvo zvichave zvemangwana.

§. II.

Kutambudzwa kwekupedzisira kweChechi. Zvikonzero zvavo nemigumisiro yazvo.

Satani akaregedzera kurwisa Kereke.

Ah! baba vangu! akadaro Hanzvadzi kwandiri, mushure mechiratidzo chenguva dzose chemuchinjikwa, Baba vangu!…. Mwari vanondiita kuti ndione huipi hwaLucifer uye nevavariro yadhiabhorosi uye yakatsveyama yevanomutsigira vachipokana neChechi tsvene yeJ.-C. -

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kuchenesa nzira uye nzira dzaAntikristu, ane hutongi hwava pedyo. Nekufema kwakashata kwemweya wakanakisa uyu, vakaisa muchetura kuvanhu, sezvo vanhu vazhinji vakabatwa nedenda vakataurirana hurwere hwavo, uye kutapurirana kwacho kwakava kukuru. Kunyongana kwakadini! chii chinonyadzisa

!….

Ndozvandaona zvichiitika Baba mumaziso angu. Akanga ari Satani pachake uyo akagovera kumasatellite ake, aakaita vadyidzani vezvimiro zvake zvoutsotsi, chimwe chinhu chine tsvina chaakavabata nacho pahuma kana kuti pane imwe nzvimbo yeganda, sokunge kuti kudhinda a

hunhu hwekuzvipira kubasa rake. Aya masatelliti, akabatwa kudaro, akaita sekuti kwandiri akabva avharwa nemaperembudzi aaizobata nawo vanhu vose vaibvumira kubatwa nawo. Mufananidzo uyu, Baba vangu  , unechekuita nemukati nekunze kweChechi; uye kunyangwe ichifanirwa kuve nekubudirira kwayo kwakakwana mukumukira kwave kutanga, zvakadaro inotaura zvakanaka maitiro nebudiriro yeavo vakaigadzirira kwenguva yakareba. Idzi inhamburiko dzehero dzokuparadza mumweya kutonga kwaJ.-C., uye kuvhiringidza vakatendeka mukushandiswa kworudzidziso rwavo. Ava vatumwa vedhimoni, vatangiri veAntikristu, sezvandakaitwa kuti ndizive, ndivo vanyori vasina umwari avo, nehurongwa hwavo hwehutsinye uye hwekunyengera, kwenguva yakareba vakarasa nyika  .

Nheyo dzekusatenda kunotonga nyaya ine hutachiona, iyo inotaurira kutapurirana kwese kwese, uye izvo zvisiri chimwe kunze kwekuumbwa kwakashata kwehuipi, nezvimwe, nezvimwe; hutsinye hunowanikwa kumativi ese uye hunokonzera huipi hwese, pasi pezita rakakosha reuzivi , izvo zvisina kumbokodzera. Asi, Baba vangu, heano mamwe mashoko andakanzwa akanyatsojeka, uye andichiri kukukumbirai kuti murege kuchinja chinhu; vairatidzika kwandiri kuva vakabva kuna Mwari: “Varindi vavata; vavengi vakaputsa mipingo ndokupinda pakati peguta. Vakafamba kusvika panhare, ndipo pavakanoisa muzinda wavo. Simba re

rima rawedzera umambo hwaro; akazviitira sinagoge; akavaka aritari paakaisa zvifananidzo kuti zvinamate. satani anouya

kupinda musinagoge rake, nezvimwe, nezvimwe, nezvimwe. »

Shure kwaizvozvo, Baba vangu (musati mashandura chinhu pane zvandichakuudzai), ndakaona simba guru richimukira Chechi tsvene. Akadzura, akapamba, akaparadza munda wemizambiringa waJehovha; akariita sechitsiko chevapfuuri, uye akarifumura kuzvidzwa kwamarudzi ose. Mushure mekutuka kusaroora uye kudzvanyirira nyika yechitendero, uyu munhu anozvikudza akabvuta zvinhu zveChechi, akazvipfekedza masimba aBaba vedu Vatsvene Pope, uyo aive munhu nechiremera chaaizvidza. …. Ndakaona

vanodzedzereka mbiru dzeChechi; Ndakatoona vanhu vazhinji vachiwa kubva kwavari taive nechikonzero chekutarisira kugadzikana…. Hongu, Baba vangu, pakati pevaya vaizovatsigira, pakanga paine mbwende, vanhu vasina kukodzera,

vafudzi, mapere akafukidzwa nedehwe regwayana, aipinda mudanga kuti angonyengedza mweya yakapfava, kuuraya makwai aJ.-C., uye

endesai nhaka yaIshe mukuparara kwevakapamba, temberi neatari tsvene kuti zvisvibiswe….

Zvanzi naJehovha pakutsamwa kwake uye mukutsamwa kwake kwakarurama, akati: “Vane nhamo vapanduki navakaramba kutenda! nhamo kune vanobvuta zvinhu zveChechi yangu, pamwe chete navose vanozvidza simba rayo! Vachaita kutsamwa kwangu; Ndicharidza izvi zvakanakisa

bold; achanyangarika pamberi pangu soutsi hunopfungaira mudenga, mukuranga nokuda kwezvakaipa zvake. ndichamukumbira nhaka

zvakaitirwa kuchengetedza temberi dzangu nevashumiri vangu,

sokunge ndiri kununura murombo wangu. Ndichaomesa moyo wake, ndichapofumadza pfungwa dzake, achaita zvivi pamusoro pezvivi; kana achiita zvakaipa achafunga kuti anoita zvakanaka; uye kuwa kwevaya vanodhakiswa kuchawedzera uye

zvinotonyanya kuipa, sezvavachazvikwidziridza pakuzvikudza kwavo. Pano, Baba vangu, ndicho chikonzero chekutanga chekuomarara kwaIshe uku; zvakakodzera kutariswa.

Chimiro chekuzvikudza kwehuzivi; anomukira Mwari pachake. Chirango chinotyisa chakamumirira.

Maererano nezvaakandiratidza, uku kuzvitutumadza, kusingatsungiririki zvikuru mumeso ake, hakusi kwechimirowo zvacho, chakadai, somuenzaniso, chomunhu anozvitutumadza amene nematarenda ake kana kuti pfuma yawo; ichi chinongova chiduku chiduku chisina maturo chinenge chisina kubatana nekuzvikudza kunobvisa kuna Mwari pachake kuti apikisane nekodzero dzake uye arambe kumuteerera; nokuti kuzvikudza kworudzi urwu ndokworudzi rwakafanana nokuya, kudenga, kwakamutsa Rusifa kuzorwa noWokumusoro-soro… Kunozvikudza kumwe cheteko, Mwari.

inoratidza, iyo inofanira kuratidzira kumukira kwaAntikristu, iyo inotorarama uye yakagara ichiita mavambo ayo, ndinoreva vasingadi vemazuva ano uye vezera rose, vanotsunga uye vakatsunga kumhura zita dzvene raMwari uye

simudza mwero mukurwisana neChechi yaJ.-C. mwanakomana wake, nekurwisa chokwadi chekutenda kwachiri kuchengeterwa.

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Izvi zvakanakisa ndezvechimiro chekubata kumeso nekushatisa pfungwa, kuroya fungidziro, kushamisa kufunga uye kunzwisisa. Mhedzisiro yaro yakajairwa chirango chayo chakanaka uye chakaipisisa, nekuti inogara ichipofumadza pfungwa uye nekuomesa moyo nekuda kwechokwadi chakaziviswa uye.

kutenda kwakafanira kuruponeso… Kunogara kuchida zvinhu zvitsva uye kunoda kukanganisa, kunozviita, maererano nekunyepedzera kwayo kwekuda chinzvimbo, maitiro ehutere uye kusada Mwari; ufakazi hungarova meso ake, zvokwadi ingaedza mwoyo wayo, inorambira mupfungwa dzayo dzokufungidzira nedzenhema, inotsinzina meso ayo kuchiedza choufakazi, inoomesa mwoyo wayo.

achipikisa kuzvidemba, uye anorambira mukurwisa chokwadi sekutuka kunotyisa kumweya waMwari…. Anozopedzisira awira muupofu zvekuti anotora kunyangwe misikanzwa yake yezviito zvakanaka, uye mukuita zvakaipa anotenda kuti ari kuita zvakanaka zvechokwadi. Naizvozvo hazvishamisi kuona munhu asvika pazviri, achipembera muuipi hwake, achitora mhosva yebasa rakanaka, uye achizvifungidzira achiitira Mwari basa uye achimufadza nechiito chaanodzivirira, uyo anomutsamwisa. uye ndiani anomuzvidza… Hongu, zvikara izvi zvichafunga kuti ndezvechitendero nokusvibisa temberi nokuparadza chitendero. Nenzira imwecheteyo ivo vachazvirumbidza muzita revapatriots nekupidigura mitemo yese yehurumende inoita chengetedzo yenyika yababa, ese misimboti.

kuda nyika uye vanhu: kuurayiwa chaiko kwevagari nevashumiri vechitendero kuchava kweava mapofu vanozvipira chiito chechitendero, uye kupidirwa kwemitemo yese inoera kupfuura mabasa ese….  Saka ndipo panoperera rudado rwerudzi urwu! Kuoma  kwe

Mwoyo nehupofu hwepfungwa hunosvika pakusanzwisisa nekupidigura humbowo hwemisimboti yekutanga….

Naizvozvo Mwari anoita kuti ndione, Baba vangu, kuti rudzi urwu rwekuzvikudza runonyangadza mumeso ake, kuti anorutevera nemhando yekusagadzikana iyo isingagoni kuratidzwa, uye kuti hazvigoneki kuti munhu anogona kutarisira kuti asununguke kuunza. nezve kutendeuka kweava varombo. Hongu, Baba, Mwari vangatoregerera chero imwe mhosva, nekuti chero imwe mhosva haina kumupikisa: chero imwe mhosva haina kutakura mukati mayo mwero wehutsinye hunoirwisa, iyo inoshora hunhu hwake hwehumwari: uku kumukira kusingatsungirirwe, uku. hondo yakazaruka uye yakaziviswa iyo yaanovenga changamire, uye yaari muvengi wekusingaperi uye asingayananisike... Saka ngatirege kushamiswa kana, vachifamba zvakadzikama nenzira yakatukwa uye yakarambwa, mapofu aya anozvipira anosvika kumagumo anosuruvarisa, uye achiwa. kusvika pasi pegomba rinotyisa naLucifer tenzi wavo, panguva yavaifunga, saiye, yokukwira kumusoro kwedenga. Ndizvo zvichava kuguma kwavo; uye chii chirimo

kunotyisa kwazvo, ndinoona muna Mwari kuti mutongo wakaita sekunge wakatakurwa, uye kuti, pasina chishamiso chenyasha, icho hapana anogona kuvimbisa, chichava

kutadza kuita kwayo…. Asi, Baba vangu, sezvo iri nguva yokuteerera kwangu, ndinokukumbirai kuti mundiregerere kana ndikarega kuenderera mberi kusvikira gare gare.

§. III.

Chichemo chaJ.-C. pamusoro penjodzi dzichaparadza humambo hweKatorike hwese, uye kunyanya France. Zvinyadzi zvevaprista vakaipa.

“Muzita raBaba, roMwanakomana neroMweya Mutsvene. »

Baba, humwe husiku apo amai vedu vakandirarisa mudhipatimendi, kuitira kuchengetedzwa kukuru kwemba, ndakanzwa, pandakapepuka, inzwi rinosuruvarisa kwandiri raiita serinobva kurutivi rwechechi, uye achibuda.mutsvene

Tabernakeri inochengeterwa Sakaramende Yakaropafadzwa yeatari. Ndakanzwisisa zviri nyore kuti akanga ari J.-C. akanga achinyengetera kuna Baba vake vokusingaperi. Saka ndakakwereta, pamwe

Teerera zvakanyanya, uchiteerera kune izwi rinobata bata, iro raive izwi remurume, asi iro matauriro anorwadza uye anorwadza aive, ndinotenda, simba, simba rekutaura iro izwi remunhu harina kumbove naro, uye risingakwanisi kana isina kumutswa nehumwari. Panguva imwe cheteyo, ndakanzwa kupindwa nehuvepo hwaMwari, uye ndakanzwa, sekutonga kwandaigona kuita, munamato waiva nezvakawanda zvokuita nowomuBindu reMiorivhi... J.-C. uchitaura, achindiudza kuti ndiuye kuzonamata naye… Ndakabva ndasimuka pakarepo, ndichitevera mvumo yandakanga ndapiwa naamai vedu, nokuda kwechikonzero chipi nechipi uye chero chikonzero chipi zvacho. Ndakabatana naTenzi wangu uye ndakagara nguva inodarika awa mumunamato navo  ...

Wakafara sei, Hanzvadzi yangu, ndakavhiringidza, kuti ndibatanidzwe saizvozvo nomunyengetero woMwanakomana waMwari!... Ah! Baba vangu, vakapindura Sisi, mufaro uyu

yakanga yakakura, ichokwadi; asi dai maiziva zvandaifanira kutambura, uye kuti zvakanditorera marii, munoona kuti nyasha dzakadaro hadzina godo nemasikirwo. Zvisinei, zvinofanira kureurura kwamuri, ndakazviwana ndiine mufaro wokugoverana kusuwa kwoMuponesi wangu naMwari wangu, uye kumubetsera, munzira ipi neipi.

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nenzira iyoyo, kuti avatakure nokuvatambudza pamwe chete naye. Mufaro wakadini! asi kutambura kwakadii!…

Naizvozvo ndakanzwa, Baba vangu, kuchema kwoMwanakomana waMwari, nokunyunyuta kwaakaita pamusoro pavatadzi, avo vakanyanya kutambudzika kwavo.

kufarira. Mhosva dzaaiita seakanyanya kubatwa nadzo, uye dzaaichema neshungu dzakanyanya, dzaive kusatendeka, kusatendeka uye kunyadziswa kwevaprista vakaipa nevese makereke avo, nekusatendeka kwavo uye nehupenyu hwavo hunonyadzisa, vanosvibisa masakaramende. , kuzvidza hupirisita hwake uye kuita kuti zita rake dzvene rimhurwe Vangani vashumiri veatari dzangu, akadaro, vanokuvadza kupfuura kushandira ruponeso rwemweya yandakanunura! Vakaba zvinhu zveChechi yangu, nemabiko avo, nemitambo yavo uye nemitengo yavo isina maturo, vachipa mari yevarombo vavakaba chokurarama nacho; vakati mumoyo mavo, Zvinhu izvi ndezvedu; Kubvuta kwakadini! kuzvipira kwakadini!

J.-C. naizvozvo akachema pamusoro pokutadza kwaMwari, pamusoro pokuparadzwa kweChechi, pamusoro pokutsakatika kwokutenda norudo; pakurasikirwa nemweya uye nenhamo yevakarashwa, iyo hero inozadza nayo pasinei nezvose zvayakaita kuvachengetedza kubva mairi. Akachema pamusoro pezvakaipa zvose zvorudzi rwomunhu, uye zvikurukuru pamusoro peizvo maKristu anotyisidzirwa muchirango nokuda kwokusatendeka kwakawanda kwazvo nemhosva dzakaparwa... Inzwi rake rakanzwika sereshamwari ichitaura mukati.

anovimba neshamwari yake uye anonyunyuta pamusoro pekusuwa kwaakaitwa ... Mwanasikana wangu, akati kwandiri, neshungu dzemoyo wake, asi nenzwi rababa uye nekudurura kwemoyo kwakandipinda nekurwadziwa neshungu. pakarepo: Mwanasikana wangu, uchazvitenda here? VaJudha vakawanikwa muChechi yangu vakandipandukira uye vakanditengesa: Ndakaraswa, ndarambwazve; takaendesa

Barrabhasi, uye ndakatongerwa rufu. Ndakarohwa zvine utsinye uye

Korona yeminzwa. Ndafukidzwa nenyadzi nokuzvidzwa; Ndakaendeswa kunourayiwa kuti ndinorovererwa kechipiri!….. Zvirango zvakadii

vakakodzera zvakawanda uye kudeura hasha zvakadaro! Zvisinei, ndakanzwa minamato yeChechi yangu; kugomera kwake nokugomera kwake kwandikuvadza, uye ndakafunga kupfupisa nguva yokutapwa kwake.

Nzira yekunyaradza kutsamwa kwaMwari; kubatana naJ-C. uye kukudza zvakavanzika zvePassion yake.

Nokudaro, J.-C. muuyu munyengetero womwoyo wose airatidzika sababa vakanaka vanoshatirwa kuti vana vanopandukira vanovamanikidza kuvaranga nomwoyo wavo uye pasinei zvapo nokuvada kwake. Dzimwe nguva ndaimuona achisimudzira ruoko rwake  kwavari, achityisidzira kuvaparadza, panguva imwe cheteyo paakavapa marwadzo ake, kurwadzisa kwake, ropa rake uye kufa kwake. Akaita seanozivisa kurasikirwa kusingagumi kwavari, uye akaita kuti maronda ose emuviri wake woumwari ataure nokuda  kwavo.

kusunungurwa kubva pazviri. Akandikoka kuti tibatanidze minyengetero yedu kune yake yokuitira chisimba kururamisira kwaBaba vake; asi, mukutapira kwakadzama kwaive nemweya wangu

kunyura, nekuti chikamu chekurwadziwa kwake kwakange kwakatsikirira uye sekunge kwazadza moyo wangu wakashata, hapana chandaigona kuita kunze kwekuchema nekuchema padivi pake. Maiva mumamiriro ezvinhu anosiririsa, Baba vangu, ivo pachavo vakaraira

nzira yandakakuratidzai kutanga, kunyaradza kutsamwa kwedenga rakashatirwa, nekukudza zvakavanzika zvekuda kwaro kunorwadza......

Kuderera kwemhiko dzakakomba dzechitendero, idzo inyasha dzakakosha dzekufanotemerwa.

Makore mazhinji apfuura ndakava nechiratidzo ichi; asi kangani dzimwe nguva dzandisina kunzwa zvichemo zvaJ.-C. pazvidzidzo zvakasiyana-siyana zvine chokuita neChechi yake! uye hezvino pakati pezvimwe zvinhu zvaakandiudza rimwe zuva pamusoro pemhando yemhiko dzemamongi, achinyunyuta pamberi pekudzvinyirirwa kunoitwa kwavari.

Nhasi. Akaita kuti ndione kuti mhiko idzi dzakafanana nekubuda muhumwari hwake chaihwo; kana kuti, kana uchida zviri nani, nyasha dzakatsaurwa dzekufanotemerwa dzinoyerera pakarepo kubva murunako rwerufu rwake; uye aya ndiwo matsananguriro aakaita kwandiri: zvinoda kunyatsotariswa,

Kuwanda kwenyasha, nerudo rusingaperi urwo Baba vangu vakataurirana neni panguva yekuzvarwa kwangu, vakandiudza, vakazadza moyo wangu uye vakakunda kuda kwangu, pasina kumanikidza. Ndakapira, kubva panguva iyoyo, mano angu ose mukuzadzikiswa kwekuda kwake kukuru mune zvose zvaigona kufarira mbiri yake nerudo rwake; uye ndakamuita a

kuzvipira kwakakwana uye kwese kwese pachangu. Kubva ipapo zvichienda mberi, kuda kwangu kuri kuenderana nekwaBaba vangu, nyasha dzimwechete idzi dzakanditungamirira, nechisarudzo chakasununguka, kutambura marudzi ose emabasa, kunyadziswa uye kurwadziwa, uye kunyange kufa pamuchinjikwa. Hongu, ndaichida ndakasununguka uye nokuda kwerudo rwangu. Ndiko kusaka chibayiro chehupenyu hwangu chaive

nguva dzose chinhu chezvishuwo zvangu zvikuru. Zvino, akawedzera, ziva

Mhiko idzi dzechitendero dzakasimba, dzinoitwa nechisikwa chitsvene zvachose kuna Mwari, kuburitsa kwechibayiro changu, uye kunofanira kunge kwakasununguka saizvozvi. Kudururwa kwenyasha idzi dzokutanga dzine mabviro adzo chete mukukodzera kweropa rangu: mumwechete nyasha dzekufanotemerwa, dzandinoda.

ipai kune avo chete wandinofarira kuti ndipe. Pasina kuita chero rudzi rwemhirizhonga kune yavo yekuzvisarudzira, izvi

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Nyasha anozviita tenzikadzi wazvo, anobata mwoyo yavo zvinyoronyoro uye kuda kwavo; inovaparadzanisa nenyika kuti vabatanidze kwandiri zvisingapindiki nemapfundo akasimba erudo rwaMwari; Ndinoreva mhiko dzekuvharirwa, dzekuteerera kusingaperi, uye kuramba kusingaperi kwekuda kwavo, kwehurombo, kuchena kusingadzorwi uye kusina gwapa, izvo zvinovatsvenesa.

mwoyo yavo, miviri yavo nemweya yavo, uye vanozvibata zvakanyanya

nguva dzose yakanamatira pamuchinjiko wangu nekufira kutenda kwakakodzera, kuti irefu uye nekuzvidira kwavari….

Kutsamwira J.-C. kune avo vakaita chisimba kumweya yakatsaurwa kwaari nemhiko.

Pane izvi, Baba vangu, J.-C. vakaita sevachamutswa nehasha tsvene, uye vachitora inzwi rine upenyu uye rizere neruchiva: vanokosha vanyajambwa verudo rwangu; vakandibata kusvika pasi pemoyo wangu…. Vanosuruvarisa vakaita chisimba kwavari kunyange parusununguko rwavo rwokuzvisarudzira, rwandine godo kwazvo, uye izvo ini pachangu ndinosiya kuvarume vose kuti vashandise sezvavanosarudza uye maererano nokutsunga kwavo. “Ndichazvitsiva,” akadaro, pazuva rokutongwa kwangu. Tichaziva nekodzero yavanouya nhasi kuzobvisa rukudzo rwemahara rwezvisikwa zvangu. Vachandipindura pamusoro pavakadzi ava vadikanwa vavakamanikidza; vachanzwa nokurohwa kwehasha dzangu kuti ndini tenzi chaiye anofanira kupiwa zvinhu zvose uye kuti hakuna munhu anoshinga asingarangwi;

Zvino, Baba vangu, ndakaona kuranga kunotyisa kwavakavachengetera uye kwavakagadzirira kuvarwisa…

chiitiko chinosuruvarisa kudaro, ndakazviwisira pachangu mwoyo nepfungwa patsoka dzake, uye ndikamuteterera nemakodzero eChishuvo chake Chitsvene, kuti asavapa mhosva pasina.

resource uye kwete kuvarasa zvachose, asi kuti vavape nyasha dzekutendeuka kuti vadzivise iyi nhamo yekupedzisira.

Rimwe zuva apo mwoyo wangu wakaputsika nokurwadziwa pamusoro pechiverengero nokukura kwemhaka dzinoparwa, ndakanzwa J.-C. achinyunyuta zvikuru pamusoro peidzi mhaka idzo, iye akati, dzakanga dzazadza pasi, uye akasimuka pachigaro chake choumambo . kukumbira kutsiva… Akaregedzera mheni yake ichiputika uye ndakadedera nekutya kuti akanga apwanya mhandu.

Jesu Kristu anonyunyuta pamusoro pemhosva dzeFrance. Nhamo dzinozotevera. Umboo hunokatyamadza hwaanopa kuSister.

Nguva yekupedzisira pandakava nezviratidzo zverudzi urwu yaive makore maviri kana matatu apfuura, apo kuungana kweNational Assembly kwakauya, mushure meiyo yevakakurumbira, kuzokonzera matambudziko ekutanga muFrance. Pasina panikiro mucharangarira, Baba, kuti vatevedzeri vedu vokutanga vakapinzwa mutorongo muParis, uye kuti panguva yokusunungurwa kwavo kwakanga kune mufaro mumaguta akasiana-siana eBrittany; Zvakanaka, pakanga pari panguva yegadziriro dzeiyo yaFougères, pakudzoka kweMarquis de la Rouarie, mumwe wevatevedzeri vedu, pandakanzwa zvakajeka J.-C. iye, vaive panhongonya yavo…. Ndakatonzwisisa kuti aitaura nezvaFougeres kunyanya. Mapenzi! akadanidzira, mapofu anozvipa zvakare, ave kutozvipa mufaro unozoteverwa nemisodzi yakawanda! … Vanoropafadza chimurenga chinova chirango chinooneka; vanorumbidza rusununguko kana vabata huranda, uye vanozoti vanofara pakati penhamo dzinenge dzave kuzopfachukira pamusoro pavo.

Chiratidzo, akawedzera, kuti zvinhu zvose zvichaitika sezvandinokuzivisai, ndezvokuti nhasi, nenguva yakadai, moto uchabata moto muguta; uchava

witness ; uye kukuvara kunozoitika kunongove kwekutanga kana mufananidzo mudiki wekupisa kwepasirese uko kuchaparadza France munguva pfupi… Zvese zvakaitika muzuva rimwe chete sezvandakanga ndafanotaurwa. Roketi remoto, rakavhurwa zvisina hungwaru, rakawira pamusoro pedenga, muGrande Rue, kwayakabatidza moto…. (1). Ndakanga ndiri mumba medu, ndakabatikana mukunamata kuna Mwari, panguva yakatarwa, pandakanzwa Masisita edu achipfuura uye achipfuura zvakare pamberi pemusuwo kakawanda, uye akandiyambira, pane dzimwe nguva, kuti moto wakanga uri muguta. .. . Maiwe! Ndainyatsoziva, uye ndakanga ndaridzidza nokukurumidza nokuda kworugare rwangu rwepfungwa; zvaisabatsira kuti ndizvione nemaziso emuviri.

(1) Ndakaona kakawanda uyo akabura mafirework; akanga asingazivi kuti akanga azadzisa chiporofita muna ikoku sezvaakanga aita.

Nguva pfupi mushure mechiitiko ichi, ndakanzwa kwemazuva matatu izwi rimwechete richinyunyuta zvine simba nezvebato rakaumbwa richipikisa Chechi nechitendero cheumambo. Jesu Kirisito akataura zvakaipa zvekurwisa bato iri, raakadaidza kuti rine hukasha, hutsinye, rinodeura ropa uye risina umwari…. Akavapomera mhosva yekutsamwira vana vake, uye akanyengedza Baba vake kuti vadzivise dutu uye vasavabvumira kuita zvirongwa zvavo zverima…. Ah! vakaipa, akadaro, vakarangana Chechi yangu, vashumiri vangu navose vari vangu! ndiko kuzvitsamwira; asi vacharangwa nokuda kwazvo… Vachateura ropa ravo; asi ropa iri rakadeuka richawira  pamusoro

vakariteura, nokuti ndicharitsiva... richavakurira uremu hwaro... Asi, Baba, vakaenderera mberi, ndapota, kana

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zvichida, varegererei chirango chinotyisa ichi nekuvadzivirira mhosva dzinofanira kukwezva kwavari!... Zvichemo zvakapera mushure memazuva matatu, uye takakurumidza kuziva nezvekutorwa kweBastille, utapwa hwakavanza hwaMambo uye kuurayiwa kwevanhu vakawanda. varindi vake, njodzi idzo munhu wake mutsvene uye weshamwari yake dzakanga dzamhanya, nezwi, matambudziko ese eParis, umo, nerombo rakanaka, mhosva uye kusagadzikana zvaive zvavepo.

zvishoma pane hushingi hwevapanduki hwakapa chikonzero chekubata ...

Pakupedzisira, Baba, ndinogona kukuudzaiwo zvakazara kuti hapana chiitiko chinofadza chakaitika muFrance, kunyanya kuChechi, kuti handina yambiro yakafanana kubva kuna J. C. Asi ndinofanirawo kukuudzai pasi pehuwandu hwaakandiita ona chikonzero chekutanga chekudaro a

mhirizhonga ine ngwavaira muChechi neHurumende; Ini ndichagara ndichitaura ndega, asi ndinofunga kuti zvichave zvakanaka kumisa zvese kusvika mangwana, kana uchibvumirana. Chikumbiro chakagamuchirwa, uye zuva rakatevera Sister ndokutora shinda yezvavakanga vazivisa.

Moto muFaubourg Roger, yakataurwa pano pane imwe nguva. Small house yakachengetedzwa nenzira inoshamisa kubva kumarimi.

Ndinotenda kuti ndinogona, kugumisa ndima, kuisa pano anecdote ine zvakawanda zvakafanana neyakapfuura, kunyange zvazvo vavariro yacho ingangove yakasiyana; Hanzvadzi yakataura neni mune imwe mamiriro.

Munozoziva, Baba, kana musingazive kare, akandiudza, kuti moto wakamuka makore mashoma apfuura (aive angangoita masvondo maviri mushure memoto wandachangobva kutaura) mune dzimwe dzimba muFaubourg Roger. . Masisita akanga ari, kufanana neni, zvapupu zveichi chishamiso chinotambudza. Paitove nevamwe vaikwira mawere enharaunda kuti vaone zviri nani mafambiro emoto waisimuka nechamupupuri. Kuburikidza nemirazvo yatinoona, pane dzimwe nguva, imba chena diki yairatidzika kuva yakanyanya kutyisidzirwa sezvo marimi aitakurwa pairi zvakananga uye zvine chisimba nenzira yemhepo. Ndakanyanya kufemerwa

kunyengetera kuna Mwari kuti azvichengete; nokuti ndakafunga kuti panofanira kuva musha weimwe mhuri ine urombo. Pandakanga ndichinyengetera, inzwi randaifunga kuti nderaMwari rakati kwandiri nechomumwoyo: “Imba iyi yauri kundinyengeterera haizoparari, nokuti ndinoremekedzawo munyengetero uri kuitwa naiye anogara mairi. kwandiri.. Nenguva isipi, murazvo wakashandura nzira, nokuti mhepo yaivhuvhuta ichibva kune rumwe rutivi, uye imba duku yakachengetedzwa; zvakashamisa munhu wese zvekuti aiita kunge mashura.

Mazuva mashoma mushure menyaya iyi yeSister, yandakanga ndawana zvakare ichienderana neyemamwe masisita uye nerunyerekupe rwandaive narwo.

ndakambonzwa, ndakaenda kuimba yevachena yaitaurwa nezvayo, yaiva pedyo negedhi raRoger, uye pedyo nematongo edzimba dzakapiswa. Yakanga iri yomutengi akatendeseka zvikuru, ane mudzimai akapfuura nokuda kwomumwe wavaKaturike vakanakisisa munzvimbo yacho; mhuri iyi yaibva yazivikanwa munharaunda yandaive director.

Mushure memashoko mashoma asina hanya, ndakaunza hurukuro kunyaya yakandiunza pano, ndichivabvunza kuti imba yavo yakachengetedzwa sei, nezvavanoti kuchengetedzwa kwayo. Ko isu taigodii

kuti ndizvo here, akapindura mukadzi wacho, kana kusiri kubatsira Mhandara Yakaropafadzwa uye nesimba raMwari? Nditevere, akaenderera mberi, uye ndichakuudza

kuti zvakaitika sei… Murume anogara pamba, tinobuda mubindu, iye, ini nemwanasikana wake mukuru, anonzi Marie, ane makore gumi nemasere kusvika makumi maviri, achangoroora.

Munoona changamire, muriwo uyu akanditi; zvakanaka! takapfugama panzvimbo imwe chete, mwanasikana wangu Marion ari pano, neni, panguva

kuti moto wakanga uchipararira mumba medu. Marion achakuudza kana ndanyepa. Tose takanga takatarisana nedivi rechechi yeSt.

sezvamunoziva, chifananidzo chitsvene cheNotre-Dame des Marais. Ndakataura munamato uyu kuna Ishe akanaka zvinonzwika, uye Marion akautaurawo neni. Ndakati: “Mwari wangu, munoziva kuti handina kutadzira munhu, uye kuti handingadi kuva nepfuma yomumwe munhu nedhenari: Ndinongova nekamusha kangu kega pasi pano; kana ukairega ichipisa, heino Mhuri yangu ine urombo isina pekugara uye yakaderedzwa kusvika panhamo yekupedzisira; saka vana vangu varombo vachaenda

tsvaka zvokudya zvavo, neni ndinavo. Mwari wangu, vanzwireiwo ngoni uye neni, ponesai upenyu hwedu, nokuponesa imba yedu duku, nokuti ndinongozvitarisira kubva kwamuri: Ndinozvikumbira nokureverera kwaAmai venyu vatsvene, mavari.

shure kwenyu, ndakaisa chivimbo changu chose. Kana mukandipa nyasha idzi, ndichaita kanenge misa imwe chete uye kenduru ripiswe mukukudzwa kwake, pamberi pechifananidzo chitsvene chaS. Sulpice. »

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Ndakamutswa nokutenda, ndichitaura kudai; takadzokorora munyengetero iwoyo kusvikira katatu, uye nguva imwe neimwe ndaituma mwanasikana wangu kuti aone kana murazvo wacho wakanga usingachinji kwakananga, uye takatangazve tisina kuora mwoyo.

Pakupedzisira, kechitatu, akandiudza kuti mhepo yakanga yachinja, uye kuti marimi omoto akanga achienda kune rimwe divi; iyo munhu wose akacherechedza nokushamiswa, uye imba yedu yakaponeswa (1).

(1) Panguva iyoyo Sister vakanga vachangonzwa izwi iri richivaudza zvataona pamusoro.

§. IV.

Zvikonzero zvikuru zvekuparadzwa kwemirairo yezvitendero. Kushamwaridzana nenyika uye iwe pachako. Kuputswa kwemhiko dzake.

Kutanga, kumasangano ezvitendero, kakawanda ndakava nezviratidzo uye kunyange zviroto izvo Mwari akandiratidza nazvo kwakabva kuora kwavo; hezvino zvimwe zvezvinonyanya kushamisa: Ndakaona, asi kakawanda, njiva nenjiva dzichikwira uye dzichibhururuka dzakatarisa mudenga, pakukwirira kwakasiyana: chakandishamisa kuona kuti njiva nenjiva idzi dzinenge dzakadhonzwa dzichidzokera kumatenga. pasi nemamwe mambure aivabatisa, uye narwo ruoko rusingaoneki rwakaita kuti vadonhe ipapo sevari mukeji kana mumusungo wakavamirira ipapo…. Kwenguva refu chiratidzo ichi chaive neni

nekunyara, pasina kana director ataura chero chinhu chinogutsa kwandiri pachinhu ichi. Pakupedzisira, ndanyengetera kakawanda, heino tsananguro iyo J.-C. akandipa pachake. Idzi njiva nenjiva idzi, akandiudza, idzo nzanga dzechitendero dzevarume nevakadzi: hongu, ivo mweya yechitendero iyo, vachipesana nekuzvipira kwavo, inogara yakanamatira kune chisikwa uye nekuda kwavo, uye vachiri varanda kune zvavanoda. , ayo, semambure mazhinji, anogara achivakwevera kupasi, uye anovadzivisa kutiza vakananga kudenga, maererano nekwavanoenda. Saka, kusava nehanya kwemabasa avo, kudarika kwemhiko dzavo, kunamatira kunyika uye ivo pachavo, ichi ndicho chikonzero chekudzvinyirirwa kwavo mune ramangwana ....

Ndinoyeuka humwe usiku (izvi zvingava nechokuita nokurongeka kwedu zvikurukuru), ndakarota, ndinoti, kunzwa inzwi romuparidzi mukuru. Ndakaswedera pedyo; vaive baba vedu Musande Francis vaiparidza mamongi nemasisita ehurongwa hwavo; akavatsoropodza zvine simba pamusoro pekusatendeka kwavo, kudarika kwavo, nekuregeredza kwavo. Akanyunyuta kuti kutonga kwake kwakanga kusinganzwisiswi uye kwakakanganwika, uye akazivisa kwavari ngwavaira hurusa, muchirango nokuda kwousimbe hwavo; aitoita seaityira kuparadzwa kwavo.

Pane imwe nguva ndakanga ndarota kuzvipira kwekupfeka nguo yake; ndakati ndichimutsvaka kose-kose, akazviratidza kwandiri, akati kwandiri, Mwana wangu, nguvo yangu yasakara, zvifukidze nesimba rangu;

Ndiro, nditende, ndiro bhachi rechokwadi rinokudzivirira kubva kudutu riri kuuya.

Makore mashoma gare gare, ndakaona munda wemizambiringa uchipambwa, uye waitwa dongo namakororo aipinda mauri achibva kumativi ose. matavi awo, akavharwa kubva pamatanda awo, akanga awira pasi, kana kuti pane zvishoma akanga asara airatidza kuva muchimiro chakanaka. Aya maverengero akasiyana, sezvandakadzidza kubva ipapo, aimiririra zvose kusagadzikana uye kurangwa kwevarume nevakadzi vechitendero avo vakapfuura nekudarika kwemhiko dzavo nemitemo yavo, uye nemutemo.

kuparadzaniswa kwepfungwa kubva mumamiriro avo.

Humwe usiku, ndakarota dzimwe hope dzouporofita, uye idzo, mukuwirirana netsananguro iyo Mwari akandipa pamusoro padzo, dzakanga dziri chiratidzo chechokwadi chokurwa.

Zvinotyisa kuti chimurenga chinofanira kuendesa muFrance kuHurumende, uye kunyanya kuchitendero nemirairo yechitendero. Ndakaona pagomo muti wakanaka, wakakura uye wakasimba; yakanga yakakomberedzwa zvakaenzana neinoperera yematavi awo uye

zvakagadzirirwa zvakanaka pamatavi awo akaorera; maruva ayo nemichero yawo zvinounzwa panguva imwe chete kunhuwa kunotapira, zvakanyanya

zvinoyevedza. Zvinhanho zvishoma kubva pamuti uyu wakanaka ndakaona imwe isinganyanyi kusimba, asi iyo yairatidzika kuva yemhando imwe chete nemichero yawakanga wakatakurwa nawo uye maruva ayo wakafukidzwa nawo; yakanga isina kutenderedzwa zvakanaka kana kurongeka zvakanaka seyekutanga, uye ndakaona kuti kumusoro kwayo kwakapera mumapoinzi maviri kana macrests.

Ndichiri kuyeva miti miviri yakanaka iyi, ndakabva ndaona muti wechitatu uchisimuka wakananga pakati penzvimbo yaiva pakati payo, kubva.

iyo yakanga isina maruva kana michero, asi chimiro chakati chaisanganisira mashizha awo akanaka akanga akafanana neayo emiti miviri yokutanga. musoro, zvikuru kumusoro

wavo, akabva atanga kuvarova achichinjanisa, nekufamba achienda kurudyi

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uye kuruboshwe, zvokuti ndaitya nazvo; Ndakaona, kunyanguvezvo, kuti yaingomonya-monya zvakasimba, uye ichiita seichapfava, matavi emuti wokutanga, ayo aigara achidzivisa pasina kurasikirwa nemaruva awo kana michero yawo;

asi akavhuna matavi ose omumwe muti, zvokuti hunde nemidzi chete ndizvo zvakasara, uye zvakanga zvakaoma kusiyanisa misoro yawo miviri.

Mushure mokuvhiya kunotyisa uku, ndakanzwa inzwi rakadaidzira: Chemai mhuka yomusango, kuti iparadzwe, uye kuti mumwe anongwarira kuchengetedza miti miviri yokutanga. Pasina nguva mashoko aya ataurwa ndakanzwa muti wainge wakatukwa uchirova ndikaona uchidonha nekuumburuka mujinga megomo. Pano, ndinoudzwa zvinotevera, ndizvo zvauchangobva kuona: muti wekutanga unoratidza Chechi yaJ.-C, uye wechipiri, ndiko kuti.

muti une kaviri kumusoro, chimiro chechitendero chemhando mbiri, iyo yakaumbwa muchipfuva chayo; ndeemhando imwe chete, uye ndokusaka achibereka zvibereko zvakafanana. Uyu muti usina zvibereko uye wakanakisa wakakura pakati pezviviri izvi, uye wakazvikunda mukukwirira kwaro, kudada kwehuzivi hwemazuva ano, uhwo huchakurumidza kuita kuedza kwekupedzisira muFrance kuparadza nekuparadza Kereke.

Iwe ungadai wakati mhuka yesango yakabudiswa kubva pamudzi wemuti wekutanga, uye uzivi hwemazuva ano huchatora kuonekwa kwekuremekedza

chitendero uye cheChechi; achatoda kunyengetedza kuti anongofanira kumudzivirira uye kumudzosa kukururama kwake kwepakutanga: mhedzisiro icharatidza zvataifanira kunge takatenda nezvake, nekuburitsa ruvengo rwese rwaanarwo kwavari, pamwe neveevhangeri. kunaka kunoita Mukristu; achatanga nekusiyanisa hunhu hwemunhu nehunhu hwaachaita ratidziro huru pamusoro pahwo kunyangwe kusakwana kwavo kweruponeso: akabvira kare aratidza huchenjeri hwavo hwenhema kuti vatinyengedze, panguva imwe chete.

nguva yaanoda kutsiva chikonzero chekutenda. Ichi ndicho  chikonzero

mhuka dzesango dzakanga dzine mashizha akanaka, uye ndizvo chete. Kuparadza kwehuzivi hunotyisa uhwu kunofanira kuva nenguva yahwo, chitendero neChechi zvichapona nedutu iri. Mudzi uye hunde yemuti wechipiri, izvo  zvichiri kusara, pamwe chete nematanda mashoma akapukunyuka zvakapambwa zvemuzambiringa, zvinoratidza kuti zvose hazvina tariro kuhurumende yechitendero, iyo rimwe zuva ichawana pfuma mukurwisana nevadzvinyiriri vayo, kuzvarwa patsva kubva mumadota ayo  uye

ichaonekwa zvakare mushure mekuputsika kwechikepe…. Takaona, zvakare, chikonzero chekutanga chekunyadziswa kweChechi mumatambudziko uye hupenyu husina hurongwa hwevafundisi vakaipa. Zvakawanda nokuda kwevafundisi venyika uye venguva dzose, uye kunyange nokuda kwamasisita; tava kuzotarisa mukusagadzikana kwevatendi chikonzero chekupedzisira chinomanikidza Mwari kuti atirange, uye nekudaro chikonzero chakaipisisa chenhamo yeChechi uye kusagadzikana kweHurumende… Ngatidzokerei, Baba, chikamu chino kune chikamu chekutanga; zvichave, kana muchida, mangwana, nguva dzegumi mangwanani, kana kuti nguva dzechina manheru.

§. v.

Zvimwe zvisakiso zvokutambudzwa kworudzidziso nokuputsika kweHurumende murudzi rwokuramba kutenda kwavana veChechi; mudzimu wokutenda unodzimwa pakati pavo, uye Mwari anoupisazve mumwoyo yamarudzi asina kutendeka.

“Muzita raBaba, reMwanakomana nereMweya Mutsvene, kuburikidza naJesu naMariya, ndinoteerera. »

Iko pano, Baba vangu, imwe yemamiriro ehupenyu hwangu kwandinogona kutaura nechivimbo chakawanda, kana ndikakwanisa kuva nechero yerudzi urwu, kuti J.-C. akazviratidza kwandiri zvinooneka, pamwe ndakafunga kuti ndamuona. kubva pameso omuviri, uye ndichiri mukunyengetedza uku; kwandiri yaiita seyakagadzirwa zvakanaka kwazvo uye nehukuru hunobatsira; hunhu hwake hunotyisa nehukuru hwakafemerwa, hunoratidza kuzvibata uye ruremekedzo; chimwe chinhu chamwari chaipenya mukati mekunze kwake kwese uye chaipenya pamusoro pezvese kumeso kwake, zvekuti ndichimuona uye nekupindura kune zvese zvaakataura kwandiri, handina kumboshinga kumutarisa kumeso kwake kuti ndione maitiro ake. Asi ngatiti, kana uchida, kuti zvese izvi zvakaitika muchiedza chemukati, zvisinei zvakaitika,

Jesu Kristu, akafuka nguvo, kazhinji waifamba pamberi pangu; ipapo, akaita kuti ndione varume vaviri vakamira vasingapfakanyiki, vakaparadzaniswa nomumwe nomumwe nokupotserwa kwedombo kwakanaka; tinozviisa pakati penzvimbo iyi; akanga ari muKristu uye munamati wezvidhori: J.-C. akati kwandiri, achinongedzera kumuKristu akaiswa kurudyi rwedu, kurutivi rwokumabvazuva: adzima zviedza zvekutenda mukati make, haachandizivi, anotsvetera dzidziso yangu uye

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edza chete kuti ubve kwandiri…” Uye zvechokwadi, ndakaona kuti musana wake wakanga wakafuratira J.-C., ukuwo shure kwemumwe wacho waingocheuka nepakati, sezvo akanga ari parutivi, bendekete rake rakatarira kwatiri.

Pakarepo, nechiedza chitsvene, J.-C. akandiita kuti ndipinde mukati mekutanga, uye ndakaona ipapo hana ine mhosva, zvekuti kungoyeuka chete kwairi kuchiri kundiita kuti ndidedere…… Denga! chaive nyonga nyonga yemhosva dzinosemesa!.. Chimwe chiedza chakapfuura nemunyonganyonga iyi

kusviba, kwakaita kuti ndione zvese zvinotyisa. Hongu, Baba vangu, kubudikidza nemwaranzi iyi ndakaona zvipenyu zvinotyisa, zvikara zvemarudzi akasiyana-siyana, ukuru uye maumbirwo, ayo, aigara achifamba, aiita seanoroverana, achirwa uye achirwa, achidonha, achipfuura uye achipfuura asingaregi. other; mukutamburira kwavo, pavakaita sevanoparadzana voparadzana zvishoma nekudonha nedivi  uye

nerumwe rutivi, vakandirega ndione chaunga, chisingaperi chezvimwe zvikara zviduku, kunyange zvimiro zvinotyisa zvikuru, izvo, semasvosve, zvairatidzika kuva zvakazvarwa patsva uye kuzvibereka; vakabuda vakavigwa mumakona apo vakanga vakavanzwa pasi peakareba; chiratidzo ichi, Baba, chakandizadza nekutya kukuru zvekuti ndakanga ndava kuda kufa; Ndakaona kumativi angu chete mumvuri werufu, mufananidzo wegehena uye wekupedzisira nhamo; nokuti kuziva kwakadaro ndiyo nzira yokuenda kukusingaperi kusina mufaro.

Kubva ipapo, J.-C. akatendeukira kumunamati wezvidhori akanga akatarisana nedivi rokuMadokero, ndokuti, achimunongedzera.

akadhinda imwe pfungwa yekuvapo kwangu uye kunyange kumwe kukwezva kuti vandizive uye kundinamata. vamwari kune fashoni yavo, vamwari vanoenderana nemafungiro avo akakasharara, uye vanofarirwa nezvishuwo zvavanoda kugutsa....... ini, akati kwandiri: Uchaona uye kuyemura simba renyasha dzangu pamusoro pemweya weasingatendi kwaari wandinoda kutaurira chiedza chekutenda kwangu. »

Panguva imwecheteyo ndakaona mwenje weDivinity, uyo, semupini wemurazvo, wakapinda kunyange mukati memutendi akafara uyu, uye wakaita kuti ndirambe ndichiona zvese zvaipfuura ipapo zvakajeka sezvazvairatidzika kwandiri panguva iyoyo. .-

kunze: kutanga, uyu munamati wezvidhori akanga angooneka bedzi kubva padivi kusvikira panguva ino, akatendeuka nokuzvidira ndokuzviisa amene akananga pamberi paJ.-C. anotyisa, akasangana nomumwe munhu.

kuyemura kushamiswa: zvino, ndichifunga pasi pemweya wake, ndakaona kuti hunhu uhwu hwakanga hwamuita kuti azive Mwari wechokwadi, musiki wedenga nenyika, changamire murongi weupenyu nerufu……. Ah! akachema mumwoyo make, uye nokuchema kwomukati, ndakanga ndanyengerwa, hoyu Mwari wechokwadi! heino yaidiwa nemoyo wangu, yaitsvagwa nepfungwa dzangu, ine hunhu

zvese zvakandizivisa kuvapo……. zvakarira mumoyo mangu, ndakazvinzwa kunyangwe zvangu ndisina kuzvibvuma. Upofu hwakadini! kuti munhu haana simba sei pasina betsero yomunyori wake, sezvo iye amene asingagoni kubata noufakazi hunozvipa umene ndokuhukomba namavara ahwo anoorora! Pakupedzisira, ndakaiwana; asi ndakararama kwenguva yakareba sei ndisina mufaro wekumuziva nekumuda? Hongu, hoyo ndiye munyori wangu uye changamire wangu, uyo wandinonzwa kuti ndakagadzirwa naye uye nokuda kwake! Kubva panguva ino, ndinoramba zvachose vamwari venhema, kwavari kubva zvino zvichienda mberi handichadi kupa vanamati vangu kana zvinonhuwira zvangu. Pamashoko aya, asingazununguki, anogwadamira uye anonamata nomwoyo, pfungwa, uye muviri, ukuru hwepamusoro hwaMwari wechokwadi, rukudzo rwokutanga rwakapiwa kuhumwari hwake.

Kune iyi nyasha dzinoenzanisira negadziriro, Mwari aida kuwedzera imwezve inokosha zvikuru, uye yakanga zvakadaro, neimwe nzira, kuwedzera nokuwedzero kwairi; Ndinoreva, chido chehutatu hwakanaka hwedzidziso yebhaibheri hwakauya kuzozvipenda mumweya wake neruzivo uye kutenda kwevanhu vatatu veUtatu Hutsvene Hutsvene, chechakavanzika cheKuve Munhu, cheChechi imwe yechokwadi, uye yerubhabhatidzo iyo. inotipa kupinda mairi nokutiita kuti tivezve muna J.-C. Nyasha dzinotokosha zvikuru, kana munhu achigona kutaura kudaro, ndedzekuti mutendeuki uyu anofara anotanga kuda nomufaro wake wose wokuziva: sezvaanotenda maari, anotova netariro. kumuona rimwe zuva mukusingaperi kwakakomborerwa: pakupedzisira, anosvikira kwaari nesimba rake rose, anotova nechishuvo chisingagutsikane chekuwana izvi kuburikidza nerubhabhatidzo rutsvene runova mukova.

Ipapo ndipo paakarangarira zvinorwadza kunyomba uye kutuka kwaaive aita kakawanda achipesana nechokwadi chaanonzwa kuti akazara nacho. Zivo yokutanga yorudzidziso rwaMwari wechokwadi, iye akanga ambovatora bedzi kuva nenhambo yokuruzvidza: zvisinei iye anonzwa kuti iyi zivo yokutanga yakanga iri mhodzi yokutenda, iyo kunaka kwoumwari kwakanga kwakavanzwa, sokunge pasina zivo yake.

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mwoyo wake kuita kuti ikoko rimwe zuva imere uye kubereka zvibereko; akanga aripo, asingazvizivi iye pachake, akamirira nguva yemufaro: akazviratidza, kana kuti Providence akamuponesa, uye nyasha dzakatora mukana wezvose.

mukana wakanaka uye mafungiro emurume uyu ekukunda zvose zvinomira munzira yeruponeso rwake; ndizvo chete zvandaiona mukati memweya wake.

"Ndizvo," J.-C. - kunyange inopfuura kubva kune imwe nyika kuenda kune imwe ... Mukristu achave nekusingaperi ane chitarisiko chemunamati wezvidhori achave nerufaro nekusingaperi, nekuti nerubhabhatidzo rwechishuwo chaanacho, nekupinda muropa, kutenda uye nekunaka kwese  .

zvinokosha paruponeso rwomuKristu, uye kuti akabatanidzwa kuChechi yangu kunyange zvazvo ari pakati pevasingatendi, nepo mumwe wacho asina kana humwe hwounhu hwahwo, asi uipi hwose hwavanonamata zvidhori; acharasika saivo, uye hunhu hwake hahuzomboshandi kunze kwekutukwa kwake uye kupiwa mhosva. »

Aya ndiwo maitiro asina kunaka ayo France yakazviwana pachezvayo kwemakore akawanda kudaro, uye hunhu uhwu husina kunaka ndicho chikonzero chikuru, kana

zvishoma zvikurusa zvepasi rose, zvenyongano yakajairika uye nhamo dzisingaverengeki iyo ichakurumidza kusangana nayo. Uku kumukira kunouraya uye kwakashata kwenyika yababa vedu, kare kare, Baba vangu, kwakanga kuchiri kumiririrwa kwandiri nenzira yandichati kwamuri kuti mupedze bvunzurudzo iyi:

Ndakanga ndiri pamweya pamusoro pegomo rakaisvonaka, umo ndakafarikanya mhepo yakachena uye chiono chechiedza chinoyevedza zvikuru. Pagomo iri rakanaka paive neimba yaigara ichivakwa uye ya

kutaridzika kwakanyanya; chakandivhundutsa kuona maavenues ese akasununguka, uye misuwo yese yakavhurika mativi ese kune vanhu vasingazivi vaidirana imomo vari mhomho nemhepo yakaparara.

Ndichiri kuyemura zvinhu zvose nemaziso ainyatsoteerera, ndakaona kuti mhepo yakangoerekana yasvibiswa nemhute yakasimuka kubva panyika, uye

iro, rasvika kunharaunda yepakati, rakagadzira gore gobvu dema, iro rakasundwa zvisingaoneki rakananga kugomo nemhepo yaipfuta, iyo yakatanga kubva kune rumwe rutivi rwemuchadenga. Iyi yakaipa mhute, iyo yakaba kujeka kwe

zuva, rakazivisa dutu rinotyisa, pamwe chete nechamupupuri chakaivhundutsa. Ndakafungidzira njodzi; asi ndakaona, pasi pegore, chinhu chine mufungo, icho kwechinguvana chakaita kuti ndiverenge rubatsiro runobva kumusoro. Yaiva rudzi rwecrescent, tsvuku muruvara, iyo yaifamba mativi ose nekufamba kwakakurumidza zvikuru. Ndakanga ndisingazive kana ndaifanira kutarisira kana kutya kubva muchiratidzo ichi chandakanga ndisinganzwisise: paakawedzera kufambira mberi, ndipo pandakaona kushushikana kwake kuchiwedzera, uye pandainzwa kuti kunetseka kwangu kwakawedzera.

Pakupedzisira, yasvika pagomo, inozvibvisa kubva mugore, uye inouya, sokunge zvakadaro, kuzowira patsoka dzangu. O Mwari, Baba vangu, kutya kwakadini! rakanga riri zibukanana rinotyisa, rine muviri wakafukidzwa namakwande

mavara akasiyana, akapa chitarisiko chinotyisa; aive nemoto mukati

meso nehasha mumoyo make, akasimudza musoro wake uye muswe achidada; uye  yakabata nzwara dzayo nemitsara miviri yemazino marefu, emhondi, yaityisidzira kuti yaizodambura chinhu chiri chose. Akabva angomhanya akananga kwaiva  netsvarakadenga iya

 imba, asi achitora imwe nzira yekutsauka, sekunge aindinzvenga, kunyangwe airatidza kuti ainyanya kundipikisa…

chekutanga chaive chekudaidzira nesimba rangu rose kuvhara magonhi uye kungwarira hasha dzeshato…. Vakanditeerera nemweya wenyonganyonga, unotsvinya;

Hapana akamboita shungu nekushandisa zano rangu, uye shungu dzangu dzose dzaingobhadharwa nenharo nekutukwa.

Zvichakadaro shato yakakwira mberi, uye yakanga yatova vanyajambwa vehasha dzayo. Takanga tatanga kuvhura maziso edu tichikumbira kubatsirwa,  Mwari pavakanditi ndirwise chikara ichi kuti chisaite zvakaipa. Asi zvinoratidzika sei, ndakati, kuti musikana murombo seni, asina zvombo uye asina simba, asina kana ushingi hwekufunga nezvazvo, angambozvikunda  ?

? Hazvinei kuti ndaizvidzivirira zvakadii, ndaifanira kuteerera murayiro waida kuzvipira kweupenyu hwangu kuti vanhu vose vaponeswe. Ndakadaro ndisina kumbofungira. Saka ndakamhanyira shato, kuti ndiimise uye ndiirwise… Nhai! zvishoma

dai ndamurova, akanga asingagoni kundidzivisa; yakanga iri shumba mumaoko aSamusoni. Panguva iyoyo ndakamubvambura kuita zvidimbu zvidimbu, zvisinei nekuedza kwake kose… Ndakamutsemura, mukufambisa kunotyisa, maoko ake aigwinha-gwinha; uye vaoni vakanzwisisa njodzi yandakanga ndavanunura mairi.

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Nguva yareba Baba ndisati ndatsanangurirwa chiratidzo ichi. Pakupedzisira, J.-C. achangobva kundipa revo yako, zvishoma kana kuti zvishoma muaya mashoko: Rangarira, mwanasikana wangu, chiono chawakava nacho mumamiriro ezvinhu akadaro oupwere hwako. Ndakazvirangarira, sezvandakakuvudzai; Hezvino zvaakandiudza:

Gomo rawakanga uri panguva iyoyo raimiririra umambo hweFrance; mikova yaro uye nzira dzakavhurika kune vese vekune dzimwe nyika, nekuti kwenguva yakareba kuparara uye kuda kuziva kwemuFrench, kunyanya kuda rusununguko, izvo sezvazvaive zvakajairika kwaari, zvakaita kuti anyanye kubatwa nenyowani munhau ye kutenda. , uye inokwanisa kwazvo kupa mune yakanyanyisa masisitimu. Hapana chisingagoni kugamuchirwa nemaitiro akadaro.

Iwo mamhute akakasharara akasimuka kubva pasi uye akavharidzira chiedza chezuva, iyi ndiyo misimboti yekusanamata uye hupombwe iyo, yakabudiswa muchikamu kubva kuFrance, uye chikamu kubva kunze kwenyika, yakasvika pakuvhiringa misimboti yese, kuparadzira rima kwese uye kuvharidzira kunyange mwenje wekutenda, senge yechikonzero ... Dutu rakasundira rakananga kuFrance, iyo inofanira kunge iri yekutanga theatre yekuparadzwa kwayo.

mushure mekutarisa… Chinhu chaionekwa pasi pegore chaimirira chimurenga kana kuti bumbiro idzva riri kugadzirirwa France; iwe iwe

yaiita seyakabva kudenga, kunyange zvazvo yakanga yaumbwa bedzi nemhute yenyika; waingozviziva chete nokuzviona, kubva pachimiro chayo nezvirongwa zvayo zvakaipa; saizvozvowo, bumbiro idzva richaonekwa kune vakawanda rakasiyana chaizvo nezvariri; icharopafadzwa sechipo chinobva kudenga kunyangwe chiripo chete chinobva kugehena icho denga rinobvumira mukutsamwa kwaro kwakarurama: zvichave chete nemhedzisiro yayo kuti isu tichamanikidzwa kuziva dhiragoni yaida kuparadza zvese nekuparadza zvese… .. Pakupedzisira, nokurayira kwangu uye norubatsiro rwangu makazvikunda. Pano, mwanasikana wangu, wakamiririra Chechi yangu yakaungana iyo rimwe zuva inofanira kuparadza nekuparadza musimboti wakashata  wetsotsi iri.

Constitution. Izvi zvinorevawo basa diki diki randichakupa iwo mazano, ayo anofanirwa kurwisa kuedza kweshato zvakanyanya uye kumupa kusafara kwakawanda, zvekuti angafa nekuvenga, kana achinge akundwa nekutsamwa kwake kukuru.

Zvirokwazvo, Baba vangu, njodzi huru kwazvo; asi handifanire kukuvanzirai tariro yandinopihwa naMwari yekugadzwa patsva kwechitendero uye kudzoreredzwa kwemasimba aBaba vedu Vatsvene Pope. Inyaradzo yakadini kwauri uye kwandiri! mufaro wakadini kune vose vakatendeka vechokwadi! Ndinoona muhumwari simba guru rinotungamirirwa neMweya Mutsvene, uye iro, nekudengenyeka kwechipiri, richadzorera kurongeka kwakanaka ... ndinoona muna Mwari boka guru revashumiri veChechi, avo, sehondo yakashongedzwa. hondo, uye sembiru yakasimba uye isingazununguki, ichatsigira kodzero dzeChechi nemusoro wayo, kudzoreredza chirango chayo chekare; kunyanya, ndinoona vashumiri vaviri vaJehovha vachamira muhondo ine mbiri iyi nesimba roMweya Mutsvene, uyo achapfuta nokushingaira.

pisai mwoyo yese yegungano iri rine mbiri.

Kunamata kwenhema kwose kuchabviswa, ndinoreva kuti, kushandiswa zvisina kufanira kwose kwechimurenga kuchaparadzwa, uye atari dzaMwari wechokwadi dzichadzorerwa. Tsika dzekare dzichadzorerwa; uye chitendero, mune dzimwe nzira, chichawedzera kubudirira kupfuura kare… Asi, maiwe! Ishe, rinhi

nguva iyi inofadza ichasvika here... uye ichagara kwenguva yakareba sei? Zvirokwazvo chakavanzika chaunozvichengetera iwe; Ndinongoona pano bedzi kuti pakusvika kwokuuya kwokupedzisira kwaJ.-C., pachava nomuprista akaipa uyo achaunza nhamo huru kuChechi; asi pane mamwe mamiriro chidzitiro chikobvu chinondivanza uye kureba kwenguva, uye nguva yaro

kununurwa… Kuda kwaMwari kunondirambidza kuenderera mberi… Ngatisiyei zvakadaro kwanhasi, Baba vangu, nekuti ndinotya kukuneterai, kana kushandisa mutsa wenyu zvisina kunaka…. Mangwana, kana ukawana zvakanaka, tichataura pamusoro pechinhu chakakosha zvikuru kumarudzi ose epasi.

CHIKAMU IV.

NGUVA ZOKUPEDZISIRA PASI.

Mushure mekuisa mune imwe hurongwa zvinyorwa zvakakosha zvine chekuita nekurwa uye shanduko yeChechi yeFrance, zvinoita kwandiri senge.

isa pano izvo Mwari akaita kuti Hanzvadzi ione, maererano nekutambudzwa kweChechi yepasi rose kusvika pakumukira kwayo kwekupedzisira, kunova kutsaurirwa kwekereke.

nhoroondo yenyika. Kwakaratidzika kwandiri kuti uku ndiko kwaivawo kurongeka kwaaida kutevera, kunyange zvazvo zvinyorwa zvacho zvisina kupiwa mugadziriro imwe cheteyo chaiyo. Uyezve, yakafanana neyechisikigo kutevedzana uye

nhevedzano yezvokwadi inomuka kuti ikurukurwe, kana kuti kuti iitwe maererano nemifungo yake, iyo yatichagara tichiedza kusatsauka.

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§. I.

Matangiro uye zviziviso zvekuuya kwekupedzisira kwaJ.-C.

“Kupfurikidza naJesu naMaria, uye muzita roUtatu Hutsvene Hutsvene, ndinoteerera. Akabva ati kwandiri:

Baba vangu nhasi tichatanga nenyaya inotyisa kwazvo; chichava chiziviso cheKutonga Kwekupedzisira, kune  mamiriro ezvinhu anotyisa atinofanira kutevera. Ndinoreurura kuti basa iri rinondirwadza kupfuura chinhu chimwe chete; pakupedzisira, ngatitangei  .

Ishe wedu anomuzivisa kuti nyika yave kusvika kumagumo  .

Ndakazviwana ndava kanopfuura kamwechete, pamweya, mune izvi zvakakura

mushandirapamwe wandambokuudzai nezvazvo. Rimwe zuva pandakanga ndiripo ndiri ndoga, uye ndiina Mwari oga, J. “Chiso chenyika chiri kupfuura, uye zuva rokuuya kwangu kwokupedzisira rava pedyo. Kana zuva rovira, akaenderera mberi achiti, zuva rinoenda uye usiku hunouya… Mazana emakore ose izuva pamberi pangu; naizvozvo tongai nezvenguva iyo nyika inofanira kuva ichine, nenzvimbo inenge ichiri muzuva

Browse. Ndakanyatsofungisisa, ndikatonga kuti pakanga pasara maawa maviri chete eurefu pazuva. Ndakaonawo kuti denderedzwa raakatsanangura raive nepakati pakati pemazuva marefu nemazuva mapfupi egore.

Ndichiona kuti J.-C. aisaratidzika kwandiri kuva anopesana nechishuvo chaakapa pasina mubvunzo, chokumubvunza mibvunzo pamusoro pemimwe migariro yeichi chiono chinoorora, ndakashinga kumubvunza kana zuva raakataura neni nezvaro. Kubva pakati pousiku kuenda kunomumwe, kana kubva pamangwanani amadekwana kusvikira madekwana, kana kubva pakubuda kwezuva kusvikira pakuvira kwezuva. Ipapo akapindura, akati: Mwana wangu, mushandi anongoshanda zuva riri panhongonya; nokuti usiku hunogumisa mabasa ose. Ane nhamo anobata muna

rima, uye uyo asina kubatsirwa nechiedza chezuva rekururama rakamubudira. Naizvozvo, mwanasikana wangu, kubva pakubuda kwezuva kusvikira kumusoro

kuvira kwezuva, kuti unofanira kuyera kureba  kwezuva  ... Usakanganwa,  wakawedzera

iye, kuti hatifanire kutaura nezvemakore ane chiuru nokuda kwenyika; ane chete

mazana mashoma emakore munhamba shoma, nguva. Asi ndakaona mukuda kwake kuti akazvichengetera zivo chaiyo yenhamba iyi, uye handina kuedzwa kumubvunza zvakawanda pamusoro pechinhu ichi, ndichigutsikana nekuziva kuti rugare rweChechi uye kudzorerwa kwechirango chake chaifanira kutora. nguva yakareba chaizvo.

Matambudziko emarudzi ese achatangira kutonga kwaAntikristu.

Pasina kubatsirika munzira ipi neipi kubva kune izvo Rugwaro rinotitaurira nezvezviratidziro zvekutonga, uye kutaura kubva kuchiedza chete

ndivhenekere, ndinoona muna Mwari kuti kare kare antikristu asati asvika, nyika ichatambudzwa nehondo dzinodeura ropa; vanhu vachamukira vanhu, namarudzi achamukira marudzi, dzimwe nguva vakabatana, dzimwe nguva vakapesana, kurwira kana kurwisana bato rimwe chete; hondo dzichavhundutsa mumwe nomumwe anotyisa, uye achazadza nyika nokuponda nokuuraya. Idzi hondo dzemukati nedzekunze dzichakonzera kupira kukuru, kunyomba, kunyomba, zvakaipa zvisingaperi, nekupindirwa kuchazoitwa muChechi Tsvene, nekubvuta kodzero dzayo, kwaachazogamuchira kukuru.

Kunze kweizvi, ndinoona kuti nyika ichazungunuswa  zvakasiyana

nzvimbo dzine kudedera kunotyisa uye kudedera. Ndinoona makomo achitsemuka uye kuparuka nekuputsika kunokonzera kutya munzvimbo dzakapoteredza. Kunyanya kufara kana tikasara neruzha uye kutya! Asi, kwete: Ndinoona ichibuda mumakomo aya, nokudaro akaparadzaniswa uye nehafu-akazaruka, chamupupuri chemurazvo, utsi, sarufa nebhitumini, izvo zvinoderedza maguta ose kuita madota. Zvese izvi nemamwe chiuru njodzi dzinofanirwa kutangira kuuya kwemunhu wechivi……..

akaita kuti ndione imwe nzira nhete, rima uye rima,

yakakomberedzwa nemasatellite uye vanhu vakashongedzerwa kuti vadzivise kusvika Pakarepo murume akasimba uye akasimba akaonekwa, uyo aigadzirira kupfuura nenzira iyi.

: akabata zhenje muruoko rwake rworuboshwe, uye kurudyi rwake bakatwa rinocheka nekwose. Akapinda munzira yerima, achifamba nechiedza chake

mwenje, uye achirwa kurudyi nekuruboshwe nomunondo wake, sokunge ane hondo yose yaizorwa. Pakatenderedza nzira ine rima pakanga paine mikoto mizhinji uko masatelliti aiedza kuti idonhe.

Pakupedzisira, zvisinei nemisungo yavo nekuedza kwavo, uyu murume ane simba uye akashinga akasvika aine mufaro kumagumo, uye akabva atendeukira kuvavengi vake kuti vatukewo utera hwavo nehumbwende hwavo……..

Patinoswedera pedyo zvikuru nokutonga kwaantikristu nokuguma kwenyika, J.-C.

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masatellite achaita nhamburiko dzekuita kuti vakatendeka vawire mumisungo nemambure ayo. Kuti atize njodzi dzakawanda kudaro, zvichave zvakafanira kuti muKristu afambe akabata bakatwa nemwenje muruoko, uye kuti azvishongedze noushingi semurume akasimba uyo wauchangobva kuyemura …….

Patinoswedera pedyo nekuguma kwenyika, ndipo pandinoona kuti nhamba yacho

vana vokuraswa vanowedzera, uye avo vanofanotemerwa vanoderera muchikamu  chimwe chetecho. Uku kuderedzwa kwevamwe uye uku kuwedzera kwevamwe kuchaitwa nenzira nhatu dzakasiyana, idzo J.-C. akandiratidza: 1°. nenhamba huru yevasanangurwa vaachakwevera kwaari kuti avaponese kubva pazviromo zvinotyisa zvicharova Kereke yake; 2°. nenhamba huru yevakafira kutenda, ichaderedza zvikuru vana vaMwari, asi ichisimbisa kutenda muna avo vasina kukohwa nomunondo wokutambudza; 3°. neboka guru ravawi pakutenda avo vachasiya (kuna) J.-C. kutevera bato romuvengi wake, kupfurikidza nokurwa nezvakavanzika nechokwadi chikuru chorudzidziso  .

Vakafira Kutenda kusvika pakuvapo chaiko kwaJ.-C. muYukaristia Tsvene.

Rimwe zuva rechirairo ndakazviona ndanyanya kubatwa nekupindwa nekuvepo chaiko kweYukaristiya inoera…… Ndakashamisika kuti Mwari mukuru akadai akange azviita mudiki kudaro. Zvinogoneka here, ndakati kwaari, O Muponesi wangu! kuti ndimi Mwari mukuru uyu, Mwari uyu ane simba uye anotyisa, iye anotonga kumusoro kweKudenga uye anotonga ichi chikuru chadenga? Vari kupi

zviratidzo zveukuru uhu, hwehukuru hukuru uhu?…… Asi, hongu, Mwari wangu, hongu, Mudzikinuri wangu anodiwa uye ane simba, ndimi pachenyu; Ndinokuzivai ipapo nematauriro akazara ehumwari mamuri kutaura nawo kumoyo wangu.

Kwakavakirwa pauchokwadi hwechipikirwa chako, ndinotenda kuti uripo chaizvoizvo, uye ndingazvirangarira ndimene ndichifara kukwanisa kutambura kuurayirwa kutendeka nokuda kwokudzivirira iyi zvokwadi.

Ipapo ndakanzwa mukati meinzwi richiti kwandiri: Kuchava nechaunga chikuru chaivo vachatambudzika nacho rimwe zuva nekuda kwake, nekuti makore ekumazana apera acharwiswa nekudzivirirwa. Makore mashoma kusati kwauya muvengi wangu mukuru, akaenderera mberi, Satani achamutsa vaporofita venhema vachazivisa antikristu saMesiasi akapikirwa wechokwadi,  uye

achaedza kuparadza dzidziso dzose  dzechiKristu  … Uye ini,  ndawedzera

iye, ndichaita kuti vana vaduku navakuru vaporofite; vechidiki vachazivisa zvinhu zvichazivisa kuuya kwangu kwekupedzisira…….

Zvandiri kukuudza pano, mwanasikana wangu, nezvese zvandakuratidza, zvichaverengwa nekuudzwa kusvika pakupera kwemazana emakore......

§. II.

Kutonga kwaAntikristu.

Maiwe! Baba vangu, muzvinhu zvinosuruvarisa zvinondisvitsa pakurongeka kwezvinhu

!... Ndinozviona ndiine mutoro wekutaura kwamuri nezvemunhu anopesana naKristu, pamwe chete nezvezvakaipa izvo ruvengo rwake runofanira kukonzera muChechi yaJ.-C.….

Nyasha dzakawanda idzo Mwari achayambira Antikristu, uye izvo achashandisa zvisina kunaka.

Kana ari munhu wake, J.-C. akandiratidza kuti akanga amuisa pakati pevarume vakadzikinurwa neropa rake, uye kuti vakamupa, kubvira pauduku hwake, nyasha dzose dzinodiwa, uye kunyange nyasha dzine hanya uye

zvinoshamisa muhurongwa hweruponeso. Mukukura kukuru, haazomurambire nyasha dzakasimba dzekutendeuka dzaachazoshandisa zvisina kunaka sepakutanga: Ndinoona kuti achaita kuti vese varwe naye, nekunyomba kunotyisa, nekupokana uye nekupokana kwakanyanya, kunotungamira. ku

azere neupofu hwepfungwa nekuoma kwemoyo; iye

achazvidza mazano ose uye mienzaniso yakanaka yeshamwari dzake; achadzivisa kuzvidemba kwose kwehana yake; iye achatsika-tsika mitoo yose iyo Denga rinoedza kumudanira nayo, asingatongodi kutera kunzwi raMwari, uyo, nokuda kworutivi rwake, pakupedzisira achamusiya kumurangariro wake wakashata, pamwe chete navaperekedzi vake.

Kuwedzera kwekuzvikudza kwake uye hasha dzake pamusoro pevana veChechi.

Uyu mukurusa uyo anovapandukira saizvozvi kuna Iye Mukurusa, ndinoona, Baba vangu, kuti anofanira kunyadziswa nokunyadziswa kwazvo pazuva guru rokutongwa, zvokuti vose vachasungirwa kubvuma kuti imhaka yavo bedzi. vave vakarashwa, nokuti vanenge vawana nyasha dzinopfuura zvakakwana kuti dziite ruponeso rwavo. Wese asingatendi, wese anonamata zvidhori achareurura chinhu chimwe chete, uye nazvo vachazvipa mhosva, vachiruramisa chikonzero chekururamisira uye kunaka kwaMwari kune vese.

Apo uyu muiti wezvakaipa anooneka pasi pano, kudada kwose, ruvengo rwose rwengirozi yakapanduka navaperekedzi vake vachaoneka ipapo pamwe chete naye. Zvinoita sekuti ichaperekedzwa negehena uye ichiteverwa nemhosva dzese. Vese vatsigiri vemwana uyu ane rombo rakanaka wekurashika vachaungana vakakomberedza mutungamiri wavo kuti varwe hondo naMusingaperi. J.-C., zvino, achaita seanovaudza zvaakataura kumasatellite aJudhasi akauya kuzomutora kubva muBindu reMiorivhi: Nguva yako.

akauya; simba rerima richatambanudzira humambo hwaro pamusoro pangu…… Uye richavabvumira kusundira ruvengo rwavo kusvika parinotara, uye parinenge rine hurongwa hwekuvamisa, pasina kana kumbokwanisa kupfuura.

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Ndinoona kunyomba kwakaipisisa muChechi, kuponda kukuru munyika yose, zvokuti kungofunga nezvazvo kunoita kuti munhu adedere. Hatisati tamboona hunyengeri hwakawanda kudaro, hunyengeri, unyengeri, godo, zvinonyangadza, vakaipa vemarudzi ose…. Mhomho yevanhu vakavhenekerwa, yevanonamata venhema, yevanonamata venhema, vachafarira zvikuru kusazvibata, uye vachawedzera kwese kwese humambo hwecharlatanism nemashiripiti ekunyepa kunokwanisa kunyengedza kunzwisisa, pfungwa nemoyo yevarume vangave vashoma. Hatina kumboona zvishamiso zvakawanda kudaro, zvenhema

zviporofita, kana vaporofita venhema; tichasvika pakuburitsa zviedza nemifananidzo inopenya zvatichatora kuva vamwari….. Neshoko rimwe,

zvose zvingaitwa nehero zvenhema nemukurumbira zvichashandiswa kunyengera vanhuwo zvavo vachifarira munhu anopesana naKristu (1).

Mutsvene Pauro anoti pakutaura pamusoro paantikristu, waanotumidzawo kuti mwanakomana wokurashika: Cujus est adventus secundum operationem Satanæ in omni virtute, et signis, et prodigiis mendacibus, et in omni seductione iniquitatis iis qui pereunt, etc. (II. ad Thes. 2; 9, 10) Surgent enim pseudochristi et pseudoprophetae et dabunt signa  magna et prodigia ita ut in errorem inducantur (si fieri potest) etiam electi. (Math. 24, 24.) Ecce predixi vobis. ( ndima. 25. )

Ichokwadi kuti vashumiri veJ.-C. vachatanga kurwisa hutsva hunokwezva hweidzi dzidziso dzenhema uye unyengeri hweizvi zvinokudzwa, uye kuti kushingaira kwavo, kunomutswa noMweya Mutsvene, kuchaisa zvipingamupinyi zvikuru ipapo, kuburikidza nekutsigira. chikonzero chaJ.-C. uye chokwadi cheEvhangeri yake Asi, maiwe! ava vanyajambwa vanokosha vachakurumidza kubatwa satenzi wavo woumwari; tichazviwisira pamusoro pavo; vachatungamirirwa kukuurawa: vakatsamwa vanodavira kuti kupfurikidza nokuvauraya vari kuparadza chose chose kutonga kwake; asi vachazviita  chete

isimbise zvakanyanya. Hongu, Baba, ndiri kuona kuti kure nekunetesa Kutenda nekuuraiwa kwevana vayo, vanongokumutsirazve mumoyo yevakatendeka vechokwadi, uye kunyanya yevaprista vakanaka…. Mwari vakaita kuti ndione kuti mukuvenga chitendero chake uye munhu wake anoyemurika, ivo vachadzidza kuvandudza pavadzidzi vake vekupedzisira mamiriro ese ekuda kwake  kunorwadza.

Mwari acharamba akanyarara kwekanguva. Asi kutsamwa kwese kwese kungaita sei kupesana nemasimba aMwari? Paaive paakazvikorokotedza pakukunda kwake ndipo paakazvikunda neuchenjeri ndokumuita kuti azvishumire kuti apiwe mbiri yake… Mwari, ndinoona, saka anovanda, sokunge kuti ndione

Kuzvikudza kwomuvengi wake kuchasvikepiko….. Ah! Baba, angaendera mberi here? Ndakapofumadzwa nerudado rwaRusifa pachake, ndinoona uyu asina hanya achikwira mukufungidzira kwake kuchigaro cheHumambo hweKusingaperi, sekunge achabvisa korona yake uye kuiisa iye pachake pamusoro wake; akapfeka

upofu zvekusvika pakuzvitenda kuti ndiye Humwari, zvekusvika pakuvavarira kumuparadza, kuti agare pachigaro chake uye agamuchire rukudzo rwezvisikwa zvese, uye awedzere humambo hwake kwese kwese pamusoro pematongo eWamasimbaose… Uri kuitei, nhamo? Ndakadaidzira: reckless, urikuitei? Ah! unokwidziridza mhosva dzako uye unopedza kurangwa kwako!…. Unomhanya kune wako

nhamo isingaperi... Akamira; ziva hako Tenzi wako: namata Changamire wako; dzokera kuna Mwari wako; pamwe nguva ichiripo!…

Anorohwa uye anoparadzwa nevaaperekedza.

Ndiri kukanganisa Baba; nguva yaenda… Mutsara wakabva mugore…, dutu rakaputika pamusoro wake ane mhosva, uye ane rombo pakupedzisira anorohwa nemheni yaakanga atsunga kuramba…. Pakurwiswa kwekupedzisira,  iye

akaedza, sokunge zvakadaro, kuderedza Wokusingaperi pasi petsoka dzake, J, C. anomuparadza nokufema kwomuromo wake; kubva pamusoro pokukwirira  kwake

anomhanyira pamwe nevaaiperekedza kuzasi kwegehena, ikoko kunoona magumo engirozi yakapanduka iyo kumukira kwayo uye kudada kwayakanga yatevedzera. Ndinovaona ipapo

kuwira nokukurumidza uye nesimba rakadaro, zvokuti kudzika kwegomba rakadzika-dzika kunonetseka, uye gehena rose rinorira nazvo!…. Kuputsika kwakadini! Satani pachake anotya….

Vazhinji vaaifamba navo vakatendeuka.

Ndakati, Baba vangu, antikristu wawa nevaitsigira; asi zvose zvaakanga anazvo zvakanga zviri kure kuti varege kuwira pasi pamwechete naye; nokuti ndinoona kuti muurongwa hwetsitsi, kunaka kwoumwari kwakachengetera nhamba huru zvikuru kune avo kwainoshuvira nyasha dzokutendeuka, idzo, chokwadi, dzinofanirwa kubatsira vazhinji.

Mwari achatoda, sezvaanondiita kuti ndizvione, kumisa, mukuda kwavo, zvimwe zviratidzo nezvimwe zviitiko zvine njodzi kuti avasiire imwe nguva yekuita kutendeuka, uye zvichangoitika mushure mekuti ivo vachange vazadzisa kururamisira kwake. kutsamwa kwake nokurwadziwa kwechokwadi uye kwechokwadi, uye nekugomera uye kugutsikana kwemoyo wakapwanyika uye wakazvininipisa, kuti Jehovha achapa rusununguko kune vese zvirevo zvekutonga kwake.

Nhepfenyuro itsva dzeKutonga Kwekupedzisira.

Saka, Baba vangu, tichaona kudengenyeka kwenyika kwakapetwa kaviri; ye

rima guru richapararira pamusoro paro, haringazogarizve  , asi richazaruka panzvimbo dzine churu, pasi petsoka dzavagerepo; maguta,

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nhare, varume vasingaverengeki vachamedzwa mumasuo awa; zvinhu zvakavhiringidzika zvichavhundutsa mumwe nemumwe zvakanyanya, uye kunaka kwe

denga richazununguswa nazvo ...... Moto, unobuda kudenga uye unorutsa kubva muura

nyika, ichabatanidza kutinhira nemheni, dzine mhepo ichava

nguva dzose ichimutswa uye ichipfuta; gungwa nehasha, richityisidzira mafashamo enyika, richayambuka miganhu yaro uye rosimudza mafungu aro anopupuma kuenda kudenga…..

Pakuona kwenjodzi zhinji, marudzi achaoma nokutya. Zvisinei, Baba, ndinoona muna Mwari kuti kunyange vatadzi vachaparadzwa chete

zvakasiyana. Mwari achavamirira kusvikira panguva yekupedzisira, uye kurangwa kwevamwe kuchaita kuti, nokutya, kutendeuke kwevamwe; uye nechisungo chinoshamisa chekururamisira netsitsi, izvo zvichadya parera rekutanga zvichashandira ruponeso rwechipiri. Vachavhura maziso avo, voita kutendeuka uye vodzokera kuna Mwari, ukuwo gehena richizadzwa nevasina nhamo vachabatwa nehondo nemamwe matambudziko.

kukohwewa…. Ah! Baba ndinoona vachidonha vakawanda sechimvuramabwe chanaya kumaruwa kana mvura yanaya nedutu rine simba rinotyisa!onai kuna Mwari kuti pave nenhamba yakati kuti ichaparadzana nevanopfidza chokwadi.

vachaungana kuti vaumbe humwe hurongwa hwehuipi nehupombwe  . Havazorambi chero chinhu chipi zvacho kuzvishuvo zvavo kana kuzvishuvo zvavo, uye vachakwidziridza kutongwa kwavo nokuzviisa kumhosva dzavo…. Akanyura  mu

ndinovaona, vakanyangadzwa, vakatakura mikombe yendarama mumaoko avo, vachiseka kutyisidzira kwoWokumusoro-soro, vachitamba zvakafanana netsitsi dzake nokutsamwa kwake. Varaidzo inotyisa zvakadini, youtsotsi! uye ndiani anganzwisisa hukuru hwahwo, uye hunofanira kuva nengozi sei kwavari?

Ndinonzwa vaifambidzana navo vachivafungira, vachigomera, kuti vashandure miitiro yavo vatevere muenzaniso wavo, vadzokere kuna Mwari achiri

nguva… Muri kuitei, shamwari dzedu! vanochema kwavari ... uri kufungei, uye ndeupi upofu hunouraya hunokunyengera? Hamuoni here kutsiva kwedenga kuchipfuura nepamusoro pemisoro yedu nokutirova kubva kumativi ose? Hazvisi pachena here kuti takanyengerwa nezvipikirwa nomukurumbira wouyu munyengeri akazviita amene anonamatwa saMwari uye ane J.-C.

akaranga zvakaomarara mukusazvibata?… Kana denga risina kumurega, chii chatinofanira kuvimbisa isu nekutevera kukanganisa kwake? uye kurangwa kwaanoitwa hakuzovi kuguma kwatinofanira kugumawo here?… O shamwari dzedu! tinokukumbirai, vhurai maziso enyu kuti muzive uye munamate nesu Mwari wechokwadi anotiranga zvakafanira kuti atiitirewo tsitsi…. Shamwari pamhosva dzedu, ngazvive

kutendeuka kwedu; ngatibatane kuti tibvise kutsamwa kwaMwari, mushure mekunge tabatana kuti tivetidze. Ngatiite chisimba kururamisiro yake, uye edza, kana zvichibvira, kudzivisa kuguma kwemunyengeri akanga atinyengedza...

Zvirokwazvo, pindurai vakashata, kuti takaona Mwari watinonamata achiwiswa pasi; asi ichi ndicho chikonzero kwatiri chimwe chikonzero chekusaziva nekunamata chero ipi zvayo, sezvo zvisingachagoneki kuziva zvekutarisira. Naizvozvo kana mutungamiriri wedu akawira kurudyi kana kuti kuruboshwe zvine basa duku kwatiri: tiri pano zvakanaka, uye nzira yokuchenjera zvikurusa ndeyokufarikanya zvakati, pasina kunetseka pamusoro penguva yemberi iyo zvichida isipo. , uye kutinetsa zvakashata pamusoro magumo aanosangana nawo kana izvo

mirira ... Hongu, vanodzokorora, hongu, vanotora mukana wemwaka wemafaro uye vanodzinga zvese zvinogona kushandura kunakidzwa kwayo, tora maruva ezera rakanaka isati yasvava, iyi ndiyo nzira chete yevakachenjera, uye ndiyo yedu. huzivi hwose. Hatizopedzi pfungwa dzedu nemazano edzidziso yebhaibheri inotambudza pfungwa nemiviri, uye inopedza.

kurasikirwa nemazuva akanaka ayo zvisikwa zvinotipa kuti tingonakidzwa chete…Ndizvo zvinotaura mapenzi aya, muupofu hwepfungwa dzawo uye mukuoma kwemoyo yawo, vachizvipandukira nzira dzese dzeruponeso….

Maiwe! havaoni mugumo unosuruvarisa wakavamirira; nokuti nguva mushure mokunge Mwari avarova uye achivapfumisa nemutungamiri wavo, uye nemukati mavo

zvishuwo, mumaoko ekuzvida, uye vachiri  nechimedu mumiromo yavo  .

§. III.

Kunyaradzwa kunoshamisa uye rubatsiro rwakarongerwa naMwari kuChechi yake muhondo dzayo dzekupedzisira.

Pakupedzisira baba tave kubuda munyaya yandishungurudza zvakanyanya, kushushwa nekutambura kweChurch. Ini zvino ndine zvimwe zvinonyaradza zvekutaura kwamuri pamusoro pake, rubatsiro nekunyaradzwa kwaakarongerwa nedenga panguva dzekupedzisira dzenguva yake. Zuva roumwari reruramisiro harina kutongopenya mwaranzi inopenya kupfuura pairi

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marongero ayo. Ndinoreva kuti humwari hwaJ.-C. hahuna kumboonekwa nehuchenjeri hwakakura kupfuura paakanga ave kuda kufira pamuchinjikwa. Saka zvichava kumudzimai wake, uyo asingazomboratidzi kuva ane humwari kupfuura paanoswedera pedyo nemagumo ake, uye ave kuda kupera ... ona mudzimai mutsvene uyu mumaoko uye nekuchengetedzwa kwemunyori wake, uyo asingazoregi kumubatsira uye kumuwedzera zvakapetwa kaviri, maererano nezvaanoda, zvakanyanya.

anoda kwazvo, betsero dzake dzine simba guru, nyasha dzake dzinofunga zvikuru, favouriro dzake dzakanyanyisa, nyaradzo dzake dzinotapira...

Mwenje woumwari wokutenda unotungamirira vana vake mumatanho avo ose uchapenya zvikuru kwavari zvakapetwa kana, uye mwoto worudo rwoumwari urwo Mweya Mutsvene uchachengeta mumwoyo yavo zvino uchave wakachena zvisingaenzaniswi uye unopisa zvikuru. Ndinoona kuti kushingaira kwe kubwinya kwaMwari kuchawedzera mavari maererano nokutenda, netariro, norudo runovararamisa. Vakagadzirira kwete chete kutambura kufira kutenda, asiwo kutarisana nehasha dzezviuru gumi zvaantikristu. Uyezve vanoshuva kwazvo kudurura ropa ravo, zvekuti ndinovaona vari mumhomho yevanhu vachimhanya kuti vauye kumunondo, kuti vatambure nerufaro kurwadziswa kunorwadza zvikuru kune zvakasikwa. Zvakakwana kuti ivo vakambozvizivisa vamene nokuda kwaJ.-C., kuti vawane rukundo rwakakwana norune mbiri pavavengi vake vose. Kuvarwisa uye kuvakunda chinhu chimwe chete kumutendi wechokwadi, uye kunyanya kumuKristu wemhando  yakadai.

Musande Mikaeri anotungamira mugwenga vashoma vashoma vevatendi vanosara mushure mekutambudzwa kwaAntikristu. Chishamiso kwavari  .

Mwari achamutsa vaporofita vatsva vachavatuma kuzonyaradza Chechi yavo, nekuzivisa kwairi pachinzvimbo chake makomborero aakaichengetera. Vakatendeka zvechokwadi vanova navo kazhinji kuoneka kwengirozi dzavo dzakanaka uye mamwe masimba emweya ekudzivirira nekuvanyaradza  ,

kunyanya Mutumwa Mukuru Mikaeri, mudziviriri akasimba kwazvo wemurwi weChechi, uye uyo achagara ainaye kumutungamirira kusvika kumagumo. Anotozozviratidza kwaari mukusangana kwakasiyana…. Mwari achaita zvishamiso zvakawanda achifarira Chechi iri kutambudzika, uye ndinoona kuti achaita zvimwe zvehurongwa hwekutanga uye hwehungwaru hukuru, hwakadai sekumutswa kweveruzhinji uye kunozivikanwa zvakaipa.

vazhinji veavo vakaurayiwa nokuda kwokutenda. Vachamutswa, kunyaradzo huru yeChechi iyi yavachava vatsigiri vayo nevadziviriri vasingakundwi zvikuru, sezvo hasha dzevatambudzi dzisingachagoni kuita chinhu chipi nechipi chinovarwisa. Vachave vasingapindiki kumisungo yemarwadzo, uye vasingasviki nekutya rufu. Vatsvene vakamutswa ava vachabatana nengirozi nevanhu vakatumwa kubva kuna Mwari, kuti vanyaradze uye vatsigire vakatendeka; kunyange vachionekwa kuhama dzavo, vachange vakaita sevatsvene vari kudenga, vachinakidzwa nekuona nekuvapo kwaMwari pasi pano….

Ndatotaura kare, Baba vangu, kuti pakati pemarudzi akasiyana-siyana ekurwadziswa kuchaitwa kuti vatambure vafiri vechitendero vaJ.-C., kunonyanya kuzivikanwa kuchasanganisira kumutsidzira pavari mamiriro ese ekurovererwa kwatenzi wavo, mu ruvengo uye

mukushora kuda kwake kunorwadza. Ndizvo zvakaita kuti, nekugadzirwa kwediabolical zvechokwadi, hasha dzegehena dzichawana nzira yekutamba  nemunhu wayo anoyemurika, uye nekuzvigutsa, nekuramba  achiuraya

mukuru munhengo yake imwe neimwe….. Asi zvakare, ndinoona kuti Mwari achakwanisa kudzora hasha dzemapengo aya, kuuraya chete vazhinji sezvaasarudza  . Pasina maturo ivo vachazvikanda vamene seshumba dzine nzara pairi boka rinodiwa, nevavariro yokuuraya chinhu chiri chose, ivo havasati vachizotongocheka kunze kwaayo amakwai ake ayo iye amene achave akacherekedza nokuda kwokufira kutendeka, uye kuti apiswe kumbiri yake. Nhamba iyi ichizadzwa, ndinoona ruoko rwake  rwese-

vane simba rekumisa hasha dzavo, pasina kukwanisa, nenzira ipi zvayo, kukurira, kuuraya munhu mumwe chete zvaasingadi ……

Kamwe kamwe, Baba vangu, Mutsvene Mikaeri anobwinya anozviratidza kuvashumiri nevana veChechi, akaderedzwa kubva ipapo kusvika pavashoma kwazvo, mukuenzanisa nezvazvaimbova: Nditeverei, shamwari dzangu, akati kwavari, tiza…. Uyu ndiwo murairo waMwari…. Handei kune imwe nyika kunotsvaga pekupotera pahasha dzevanotitambudza…. Nemashoko aya, anofamba ari pamusoro pavo, uye Chechi yose inomutevera, sezvo vana vaIsraeri vakatevera Mosesi vakananga kunyika yechipikirwa…. Saka, Baba vangu, ndinoona kuti kubudikidza neruoko rwake rune simba rose, J.-C. anoita kuti Chechi yake yose isaonekwe nevavengi vake, kuti aivanze kubva kwavari kuita, sezvo iye pachake akanga anyangarika, kutiza kubva mumaoko. yeavo vaida kuinaya rimwe zuva kubva pamusoro pedombo….

Hondo dzinodzidzingirira hadzichaoni kana kwadziri.

fungidzira vaparadza vese uye vanozvikorokotedza nekukunda kwavo,

apo mutumwa mukuru anofamba pamusoro pavo, achitevera kufamba kweMweya Mutsvene, achivatungamirira kunzvimbo dzakadzika dzerenje, munzvimbo huru iri yoga, uko

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achava nezvakawanda zvokutambura nenzara; kubva panyota nenhamo dzese dzekushomeka nehurombo; asi zviedzo zvinozova, nenyasha, nzira dzechokwadi dzekucheneswa kwavari. Mwari achavatsigira nezvishamiso chaizvo… Achavadyisa dzimwe nguva nechingwa chinoshamisa, dzimwe nguva neshoko roumwari, uye kazhinji nokugamuchira muviri wake. Ipapo pachava neChirairo Chitsvene chete kuvatsigira….

Saka vanhu vaMwari vakaungana mugwenga, zviitiko zvakaipisisa kune vamwe vanhu vose zvichava zvinofadza kwavari, uye zvisikwa.

yese ichaita seyazvikweretesa kune zvaanoda…. Nyika, iyo kumativi  ose

inovhura pasi petsoka dzevasina maturo, inova yakasimba uye yakasimba pasi petsoka dzevana vaMwari. Matombo nemakomo, ayo achange apidigurwa nekukatyamadzwa kwakasimba, achange avhura nzira dzakakura dzepasi pevhu  apo vatendi vachahwanda kubva mukutukwa nemhepo uye nekutsvagirwa  kwevatsvene.

nyika dzevavengi…. Kudzokera shure kwakanaka uku kuchakurumidza kuchinjwa kuva temberi, uko kurumbidza kwaMwari kuchanzwika usiku nemasikati. Tichasimudza

atari dzembiri yake, uye vashumiri vake vachashandisapo matombo anoera, midziyo nezvishongo zvavakauya nazvo, kuti vapembererepo zuva nezuva zvakavanzika zvoumwari, kuti vavake ungano tsvene yevasanangurwa vaJehovha.

Saizvozvo waMasimbaose uchatamba kuvenga kwavavengi vake; achaseka avo, semapenzi, vachafamba-famba panyika vachimhura zita rake uye vachiita zvinhu zvakanyanyisa, vasingakwanise kuwana kana chisaririra chimwe chechiKristu chavanodada kuti chaparadza….. Nokudaro mapato maviri anopikisana  achakunda , sezvavanotoita, chimwe nechimwe  chazvo

nzira, kusvika sarudzo yekupedzisira, nekugadzirisa magumo ezvose zvisingachinjiki, yakatoratidza kuti ndeupi wevaviri aive nechikonzero chekukunda ...

Utsvene hwevakatendeka hwakaungana saizvozvo.

Iri uto rakanaka, rinoumbwa nevasara veIsraeri, Mwari vanondiita kuti ndizvione, Baba vangu, pasi pemufananidzo wengoro yekukunda ine vakasarudzwa vayo, uye iyo ichakunda pane vese vanopikisa kufora kwayo kune Runyararo…. Yakadzivirirwa kubva kumiseve yese, pasi pedziviriro yedenga, iyi nzanga tsvene uye inoyemurika inongozvibatika nekuropafadzwa nekurumbidza musununguri wayo naMwari wayo. Kubatanidzwa nezvisungo zverudo, vachave nemoyo umwe chete nemweya mumwe; asi  yavo

rudo ruchava rwakachena uye rwakasiyana kubva kune zvishuvo, zvokuti, kunyange zvazvo varume nevakadzi varipo, hapazovi nekushungurudzwa kana kunyadziswa; hatitombotauri nezvewanano ikoko: Ndinokahadzika kana tikafunga nezvazvo, kana Mwari haandizivise chero chinhu nezvazvo. Zvinoita sekuti ava vakafanotemerwa vachatotora chikamu mumamiriro evakaropafadzwa, saka vanozopupura zvakanyanya kuvenga izvo zvinobata kumeso uye zvinogutsa zvishuwo. Havazonyanyi kushanda kunze kwekuita zvechitendero, uye vachazvifunga ivo chete nehanya nekurumbidza nekushandira Ishe; kumukumbira kuti umambo hwake huuye uye kuti mhaka yake ikunde…. Havazomukumbiri kuti arange vavengi vake, asi kuti avajekesere uye

regerera…..

Munguva yose iyi vachaziviswa nezvemafambiro evatambudzi vavo nehushumiri hwengirozi dzakanaka, vadziviriri vavo. Mweya iyi yakaropafadzwa ichafamba nenyika, kurasira vatadzi mukutendeuka uye kudzosa pachipfuva cheChechi avo vakanga vasati vambozviziva, kana vanoshuva kudzokera kwairi mushure mekunge vaisiya, vachangwarira zvikuru kuti vayambire vanhu. akatendeka pane zvose zvichaitika ikoko, uye zvikurukuru nhamburiko dzisina maturo dzamarudzi avavengi vakapika ruparadziko rwavo. Vachaziva neizvi kuti huipi hwavo hwakasvika papi, uye nezvese zvavanoita hasha dzavo, kudzamara Mutsvene Mikaeri auya kuzozivisa kwavari kutsiva kwakatorwa naMwari kune vasinganeti vachiri kuvatevera, vachigara vachiedza kutsvaga nzvimbo yavo. retirement...

Vavengi vedu vane hasha zvikuru vaparadzwa, iye achavaudza; hapana kana mumwe chete akasara weuto ravo risina utsvene uye rinoparadza asara. Ishe akatirwira  paruoko; akaruramisira vavengi vavanhu vake nezita  rake

: nguva yokutapwa kwedu yapera; isu tinogona ikozvino kuoneka uye kusiya zvedu pasi pevhu… .. Nditevere zvakare uye ini ndichakutungamirira kune kwekupedzisira kugara pasi pano kwaunotarisirwa neDenga, kugara kunonakidza uye kwakasununguka, kwatinofanira kumirira kuzadzikiswa kwezvishuwo zvedu zvine simba. . Nekuti ndinoti kwamuri kubva kwaari kuti zuva raIshe riri pedo; munguva pfupi tichaona kuuya kwake kune mbiri, nekutsiva

chechokwadi chokuti anofanira kubva kuvavengi vake vose nevedu… Ngatibvei, achadaro, uye ndinoona mauto ake atokunda achimutevera akananga kumusasa wake wokupedzisira, akananga kunyika itsva iyi yatichataura nezvayo kekutanga.

Mhosva uye kurangwa kwaantikristu nevateveri vake, the

kutambudzwa nekukunda kweChechi kwakange kwatora nguva dzakatevedzana; purupiti nedare redzimhosva zvakanga zvandinetesa kwazvo kwemazuva maviri anokosha: ndainzwa kurwadziwa mumusoro nemuchipfuva, izvo zvakandinetesa.

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akandimanikidza kuzorora kwamazuva mashoma; zvekuti pakangopera svondo ndipo patakazokwanisa kuenderera mberi nemutambo. Nguva dzakati dzakwana ndakanzwa sisi vaya vachigogodza zvinyoro nyoro pagedhi ravaigara vachitaura neni. Ndakasvika, akandibvunza chinyararire nezvangu

nhau. Hanzvadzi ndinonzwa zviri nani, ndakapindura. Kana muchinditenda, Baba, vakapindura, hamungazvishandi

kunyange nhasi: neimwe nzira, ndauya nemaune kuti ndikukokei kuti muzorore; unofanira kuzvida, ndinonyatsonzwisisa izvozvo.

Nekudaro, Baba, vakaenderera mberi, handikwanise kukuvanzirai kuti nguva iri kumanikidza bhizinesi redu…. Ndinozviona isu

kusangana nezvipingamupinyi…. Tinobata kutambudzwa kuri pachena (1). Mudiki iwe

Zvese zvakaitika sekuronga kwaaive aita. Ichi chiziviso  chaakaita kwandiri nechokunopera kwa1790 kana kuti kutanga kwa1791; uye panguva iyoyo wakanga uchiri mubvunzo, zvakanzi, wokuwana nzira  dzokubhadhara

nokukudza vapristi, uye kwete kuvatambudza….

imi muchasungirwa kutisiya uye mutize, uye ndinotya kuti zvichaitika musati mapedza kunyora zvinyorwa zvenyu pane zvose zvasara kuti ndikuudzei. Kuparadzana kunosuwisa uku, Baba, ndinokutya, ivai nechokwadi nazvo, nokuda kwenyu, nokuda kweimba yose, uye nokuda kwangu zvikuru…. Zvisinei, haufaniri, ndinokukumbira, kuti uzviratidze iwe, nokuda kweizvozvo, kukuita kuti urware: zvingava neimwe nzira kuedza Mwari. Ndichauya kana mandiudza…. Aiwa, mwana wangu, ndakamuudza kuti, Usambofa wakaverengera kusvika mangwana zvaungaita nhasi. Ndakakumirirai mazuva ose okupedzisira; Ndave pachinzvimbo chekukunzwa nemufaro mukuru; uye kure nekundifinha, zvese zvaunondiudza zvichave mushonga wakandinakira

pamusoro pemusoro wandinombonzwa…. Munotaura chokwadi Baba, akapindura; asi sezvo muchizvirayira, ndichakuteererai.

Mwari vakupe iwe usati wanyanya kuipa! unoziva kuti ndichazvidemba sei…. Saka ndichatora shinda yangu

hurukuro, ndichitevera chiedza chinonditungamirira. Ndichataura zvishoma nhasi

; kunze kweizvozvo, ndapota ndizivise kana iwe uchinyara zvishoma; nekuti ndichaenda pamudyandigere ipapo…..

§.  IV.

Kugara kwekupedzisira kwevana veChechi: mararamiro avo  ; kunyaradza kwavo; kusuwa kwavo; kurwadziwa kwavo; kufa kwavo.

“Muzita raBaba, reMwanakomana neroMweya Mutsvene, kuburikidza naJesu naMariya, ndichaita kuteerera.

Fungidzira, Baba vangu, rimwe dunhu, kana nzvimbo yevhu, apo zvisikwa zvakaunganidza upfumi hwazvo hwose nerunako rwazvo rwose, uye apo munhu asina chaanoshuva nokuda kwoupenyu hwomuviri; nyika yomufaro, Paradhiso yapasi yechokwadi, umo Mwari amene akasima miti yakaorera yamarudzi ose; ivhu rinobereka zvose zvinodiwa pakudya uye kufara kwevagari varo; heino nzvimbo yekuroyiwa iyo Mwari yavanorongera vana vake, uye kwavanoenda muhurongwa hwakanaka; vachiimba nziyo dzokurumbidza kubwinya kwake. Ndiyo nyika yechipikirwa yavanozviisa ive yavo, vachitungamirirwa nengirozi dzekutanga, dzinovarambidza kubva kuna Mwari.

vapfuure miganhu yedunhu raakavasarudzira, nekuti nyika yakavapoteredza inyika yakatukwa, yakasvibiswa nezvakaipa,

uori hweavo vanogara mariri, uye vavanofanira kuva vavo nokusingaperi

kuparadzaniswa… Chinonyanya kundishamisa munyika ino ine mufaro chiedza chakaitwa pachena nokuda kwayo, uye icho vagari vayo chete ndivo vachabatsirwa… Asi handizivi kuti ndoita sei kuti ndinzwikwe…… Ndimiririrei, Baba vangu, dutu rinotyisa rakaba chiedza chemasikati uye rakaparadzira rima pamusoro penyika. Kana chiedza chezuva chikauya kuzobaya gore rine simba neimwe nzvimbo, unoona nechekure denderedzwa rinopenya riri panzvimbo yepasi panotakurwa nemwaranzi yaro yakanaka, nepo kumwe kwese kwese maziso anoona chete nyika dzakaunzwa murima. kushatirwa kwemhepo….

Ndiyo ichava nyika itsva yevana vaMwari vechokwadi, kana ichienzaniswa nenyika yose…. Vachanakidzwa, kuwedzera kune zvimwe zvakanakira nzvimbo ino inofadza, chiedza chakapfava uye chinonyaradza chezuva icho chichagadzirirwa chete.

ivo, uye iyo, neinopenya denderedzwa remwaranzi yaro, ichavhenekera chete mhezi inonzwisisika, uye yakamanikana yakavharirwa yeiyi imwe Gessen, nepo mumwe achaona chete mhirizhonga inotyisa munzvimbo dzese dziri kure uye dzakavakidzana nyika.

Ndinoona vatendi vakabatikana ivo pachavo kutanga nekuvaka matemberi kuti vaungane ikoko, uye kuenda kuminamato yehumwari nekupemberera zvakavanzika zvinoera. Ndinoti matemberi, nokuti ndinoona kuti vatendi vachange vachiri vakawandisa kuti temberi imwe chete ikwane kwavari vose. Zvichatotora akati wandei; nokuti handifungi kuti munyika makambova nechechi yakawanda seino

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iboka rakanaka revasanangurwa vaJehovha, kana vane nyika yakatambanudzwa saiyo yavaizogara; asi boka iri richava diki kwazvo kana zvichienzaniswa nezvarange zvakaita, uye pasi richava diki kwazvo, kana zvichienzaniswa nenyika dziri kutorwa nendudzi dzavavengi....

Mwari amene achagovera zvinhu zvose zviri madikanwa nokuda kwechivako, uye acharatidzira nzira yokuzvishandisa nayo, pamwe chete nepurani namagadzirirwo emabasa akatsaurirwa kumbiri yake. Zuva nezuva Chipiriso Chitsvene cheatari chichapirwapo. Vapirisita vachadzorera hurongwa hwakanaka hweChechi, nepose pavanogona napo  ; vachapembera, voparidza, vacharayiridza, voshandisa mabasa avo ose, uye havazomboregi kugadzirira mwoyo yokuuya kwaMesiya, kunyange zvazvo vasingagoni zvachose kuziva nguva chaiyo yeiyi yechipiri  .

advent. Pashoko ravo, isu tichamumirira zuva nezuva. Chirairo  chevakatendeka chichava kazhinji uye zuva nezuva kunhamba huru. Kushingaira kwevatendi vekutanga kuchatonyanya kupfuurwa. Mweya yakaropafadzwa, yagara ichinyengetedzwa kuva nemashoko akanaka okuzivisa kuChechi kubva kuna Mwari, sekudzorera marudzi ose  .

mahofisi, achawedzera kushingaira kwavo sezvaanoswedera kumugumo webasa  rake ndinovaona vachibhururuka kubva kudenga kuenda panyika,  nokumhanya

zvisingafungidzike uye zvinoenderana nekugona kwavo kusingafungidzike. Vanofamba mukubwaira kwenzvimbo dzakakura, vanoshanyira nharaunda dziri kure zvikuru, kuti vaparadzanise gorosi nehundi yakarongerwa moto. Vanodzokera kuchipfuva cheChechi chiverengero chevatendeuki vechokwadi vakanga vaparadzana nayo, uye kunyange kuunza muchipfuva chayo vatorwa vakanga vasina kugamuchira rubhabhatidzo uye vasina kumbova nezivo yaMwari.

Ndinoona vese vachizvipa sevakafa kuvaprisita veJ.-C. kuti vagamuchirwe navo nenyasha dzekuzvarwa patsva uye nedzokutendeuka paruzhinji. Vachareurura pachena kusatendeka kwavo nemhosva dzavo, asi nokunzwa kwokurwadziwa uko kwaizonyandura vasina hanya zvikurusa uye kwaizokwanisa kuvauraya, kudai Mwari asina kuchengeta upenyu hwavo  . Vashumiri vachaita kwavari rubhabhatidzo rutsvene, kana kuti kupfidza, maererano nezvavanoda. Vachagamuchirwa pachipfuva cheChechi, pakuvakirwa nekunyaradzwa  kwevose vakatendeka .  

Vekumusoro-soro, maererano nemagumo avo, mweya yakaropafadzwa iyi ichamutsa tsitsi dzeumwari kune avo vakatemerwa, uye nokudaro vachawana nzira yekuzadza zvakanyanya, muChechi, nzvimbo dzeavo vachabviswa kubva mairi nekuramba kutenda, kana inogona kubvisa kubva pairi mune sequel; nokuti vakatendeka havazogadzirwe muchimiro cherutendo, kana nenyasha

inadmissible; asi ivo vanozokwanisa nekushandisa zvisizvo rusununguko rwavo rwekuda kuzvinyima uye kutungamira… ..

Ava vana vechokwadi veChechi vakabatanidzwa nezvisungo zverudo,

richaumba pakati pavo repabhuriki duku, yakakwana zvikurusa isati yamboonekwa pasi pano. Pachange pasina mitemo yevagari vemunyika, kana kutonga, kana mapurisa ekunze, nekuti tichaziva chete simba raMwari, ane mutemo mutsvene watichatevera, nemusimboti wehana nerudo chete, pasina kuufuratira. Nyika inofadza! huchava ubati ushe hwaMwari hwechokwadi, uhwo hwaizova hurumende bedzi yorudzi rwomunhu, kudai munhu akanga asina kutadza. Zvinhu zvose zvichawanikwa ipapo, pasina mutsauko pakati pechangu nechako . Kuitira kuti Chechi yepakutanga yaingova sketch  yeizvi  Munhu wese  achazvichengeta

nechikonzero, kupfuura nekushaiwa, kwebasa riri pakati nepakati, rinokwanisa zuva rega rega rekugadzirisa muviri unenge wekudenga zvachose, uye nekuchengetedza hupenyu uhwo munhu anotarisira kupera chero nguva……

Chengetedzo huru kune vese saka ichave yekunamatwa kweatari, uye

kuchengetwa kwezvose zvine chekuita nechitendero uye anogona kubatsira kuruponeso rwese uye nekukwana kwevana vake. Mumwe achanzwa munharaunda ino tsvene chete nziyo uye canticles dzemufaro, mhepo yekufara  ,

makorokoto anotsinhirana ayo rudo rwoumwari rucharamba ruchiumba, mukukudza Mwari katatu mutsvene; uye kwete nziyo dziya dzakaipa, matauriro akashata uye anoshatisa enziyo dzechikadzi dzinosekesa nokupfava.

nhasi vane mhosva zvikuru vana vezana remakore…… Nekutaura kwehumwari uku moyo yose ichapindwa nekupiswa nemirazvo yakachena kwazvo, uye kubva pachifuva cheKereke yepanyika ichamuka nguva dzose.

konzati inofadza, kuibatanidza uye kudaira kumakonzati eChechi yeKudenga, uye kudzorera kumumhanzi kushanda kwayo kwechisikigo nenzvimbo yayo yokutanga.

Saka tinofanira kushamiswa here kana boka iri repanyika richiramba richiwedzera kutariswa uye kugutsikana neDenga?…. Tinofanira kushamiswa here kana Mwanakomana waMwari akatora zvinomufadza kwazvo ipapo, uye achida kugara kusvikira kumagumo mumagumo enyika? pakati pevana vevanhu ava? Tinofanira kushamiswa here, pakupedzisira, kana paine, sezvandakaziviswa naJ.-C., vazhinji-zhinji vavafiri kutendeka vezvishuvo nechido, avo rudo rune upenyu zvikurusa ruchapedza nokudisa kwarwo? Ava vanyajambwa vanofara vachaoma vakamirira

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kuona nokutora J.-C. mumbiri yake. Kana ari iye, J.-C. achaita seanofarira kuzviona achidiwa nevana vake vaanoda zvikuru. Achagamuchira nomufaro kugomera kunyoro kwemwoyo yavo. Idzi ngirozi dzepanyika dzichagovera mwoto wemaserafimi, uye dzichakakavadzana murudo nevagari vekutanga veKudenga…..

Chiratidzo cheSista muhuduku hwavo, chakaratidza mamiriro eChechi munguva pfupi yapfuura.

Pane izvi, baba vangu, ndinofanira kukuudzai chimiro chimwe chete chehudiki hwangu, nekuti ndiko kukuudzai icho Mwari vanondipa nhasi.

tsananguro, yandakanga ndisina hanya nayo kusvika nhasi. Ndichiri nemakore manomwe kana masere chete, Mwari akandipa chiono sechinotevera; zvakakanganisa maziso emuviri neaya epfungwa panguva imwe chete: Panenge pakati peusiku hune rima guru ndakamuka, uye pakumuka ndakaona pakati pechiedza chababa vangu chinenge mamita maviri mukutenderera.

Iyi nzvimbo yedenderedzwa yaiita kwandiri yakanyatsozadzwa nemarasha anopfuta uye akabatana, akarongedzerwa nekuenzana uye mubatanidzwa zvekuti zvaive zvakaoma kuona mitsetse mishoma yekuparadzanisa, zvekuti pakanga pasina.

Musiyano wacho unoonekwa chete nekukura kwavo… Moto wavairarama nawo uye wavaipinda nawo wakavapa kamwe kakufamba zvekuti vese vaitaurirana pasina kumbobva panzvimbo yavo. Zvavo

ruvara rwakanga rwakaita serwakanaka kunyura kwezuva mumwaka unotonhora, dhisiki raro rinoita serakakura uye rakatsva kupfuura zvaraiva masikati machena. Saka tinoti kufembera kwedutu….. I

Ndakaona zvakare kuti kutenderera kwaipenya uku kwaive kwakaganhurwa nedenderedzwa redenga rebhuruu, richikweva zvishoma paruvara rwepepuru, uye upamhi hweinji yakanaka….

Munhu wose akanga akarara mumba, uye imba yose, kunze kwenzvimbo iyi, yakanga yakazara nerima guru. Ndakafunga kuti ungangodaro waiva moto muchoto chedu, uyo manheru ungadai wakafukidzwa zvakaipa nemadota, kunyange zvazvo.

yakanga isiri nzvimbo yechoto; uye kuti ndigadzirise, ndakasimuka ndisina kana kakutya. Ndinoswedera pedyo nenzvimbo iyi, yakanga isiri yechoto; Ini ndinotarisisa zvakanyanya chinhu ichi chinoshamisa chandisina kunzwisisa nezvacho. Ndakabva ndaenda kunoona moto wechoto, wandakanzwa kupisa kwacho… ndakabva ndadzokera kuchinhu chekutanga, chaigara chiri pakati pemba…. Kuda kuziva kwakaita kuti ndidewo kuibata kakawanda nemuromo wechigunwe; Handina kupiswa nazvo, handina kana kurwadziwa, kwaingova ruvara rwedenderedzwa raipenya paruoko rwangu, uye pese pandaiswedera pedyo, ndakanzwa mukati mezwi richiti kwandiri: usandibate .. Izwi iri rakaita kuti ndione kuti rimwe zuva ndichaziva kuti chiratidzo ichi chairevei…. Ndakadzokera pamubhedha uye zvese zvakanyangarika…. Ndakanzwa kana kutya kana kuda kuudza chero munhu, kuti

nzira yekuti zvese zvanga zvaramba zviripo, kusvika J.-C. anditsanangurira zvese….

Chiratidzo ichi, akandiudza nguva pfupi yadarika, chakamiririra kwauri panguva iyoyo mamiriro eChechi yangu, sezvandiri kukuratidza iwe izvozvi, kureva, mumamiriro ayo achange ari kumagumo emazana emakore uye panguva nguva yekupedzisira yenguva yayo. Ndicho chiedza changu chinovhenekera mukati merima uye rima harinzwisisi  .

Uku kutenderera kwawakaona murima remufurati, kwakaratidza nzvimbo yaichatora pakati pemarudzi akashata neasingatendi. Inoparadzaniswa nerima ravo chete nemhedzisiro yedziviriro yangu chaiyo, inomiririrwa nedenderedzwa redenga rebhuruu rakarikomberedza. Marasha anopfuta anopfuta, ayo akazadza  nzvimbo inopenya, akasarudza vashumiri nevatendi vechokwadi vane Chechi  .

ndokubva anyora; kusiyana kwechimiro kwakaratidza kusiyana kwenzvimbo nezvakanaka, uye pamusoro pezvose mumadhigirii munhau dzerudo nehunhu; yavo

contiguity, mubatanidzwa wehama uchatonga pakati pavo uye unofanira kutotonga

pakati pevaKristu vose. Kushingairira kwakavararamisa kwakaratidza kuti iyi mweya mitsvene, nokudaro yakakandirwa muchoto chorudo rwoumwari, haisati ichizova chimwe chinhu kunze kwomoto uye chimwe chinhu kunze kworudo... Hongu, zvakare, hechino chiedza changu: ichi chiedza chinaye murima; uye rima harina kuzvinzwisisa….

Ndichakutaurirai zvakare, Baba, zvakaitika kwandiri Svondo yapfuura, panguva imwe cheteyo. J.-C. akazviratidza kwandiri ari muchimiro chemunhu uye zvinonyatsooneka panguva yekutenda kwangu, mushure mechirairo changu. Akanga akamira pedyo neTafura Inoera: Ndakaona achitambanudza ruoko rwake rworudyi akanditarisa, sokunge aida kundiratidza chimwe chinhu nemuromo wechigunwe chake.

Zvaaiita seaindiudza handina kuzviona, uye ndakashaya kuti chii chaaida  kunditsanangurira. Zvisinei, iye akanga akanditarira uye akaramba ari mundangariro imwe cheteyo. Haiwa Jehovha, Mwari wangu, chii chamunoda kutaura kwandiri kana kuita kuti ndinzwe, ndakamubvunza ? … akanyangarika ... ndakaramba ndisingazivi uye ndisina kubvunza zvimwe… Mune imwe mamiriro ezvinhu akandiratidza Chechi yake ndokuti  kwandiri:

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mutsvene ngaazvichenese, newakachena ngaazvichenese; nekuti nguva ipfupi... Uchaona, mwana wangu, nekupedzisira (zvitambudzo) zvandichagadzirira Chechi yangu kuti iuye pamberi pangu pakutongwa kwangu kwekupedzisira.

Kutambura kwemukati meChechi.

Pakarepo, Baba vangu, ndakaona kurwadziwa kukuru kwakasvika kuvashumiri vose nevana veChechi, marwadzo ainyanya uye ainyanya kuvabata kupfuura nzara nenyota, nhamo nekutambudzwa kwose kwaSatani nekwe.

antikristu… Kwaiva kunyimwa nyaradzo ine musoro uye yemukati. Ndakaona kuti Mwari avabvisira rubatsiro rwese kubva kudenga…. Havasisiri kubatsirwa nengirozi, havachanzwa inzwi rinonyaradza revaporofita. Havasisiri kunyaradzwa nenyasha dzine mufungo; vashumiri vavo vamene, vasingachazivi zvokutarisira pazvipikirwa zvavasingaoni zvichizadzika, vangada kuedzwa kuti varasikirwe.

tariro: zvisinei, havaregi kuvakurudzira kuti vave nemoyo murefu. Achauya asingakanganisi, vanodzokorora kwavari, asi isu tinofanira kumirira nguva yedu tisingarasikirwe neushingi. Denga rinoda kutiedza kusvika kumagumo, kuti tive nechiitiko

kuwedzera kunaka kwedu. Ngatiwedzere kushingairira kwedu, shungu uye kutendeuka: ngatimukumbire nesimba kuti humambo hwake huuye…. Baba vangu, Mwari anondizivisa kuti anofanira kuvawana muhunhu hunofadza….. ndipo pavachabata kutonga kwake neminwe yavo uye ndizvo zvaaida kuti ndiite kuti ndinzwike nemafungiro e zvatinazvo

akataura, uye iwo mhepo yakakomba iyo yakapa kukosha kwakanyanya kune chinhu chaaive achizivisa ...

Kurwadziwa kwake kwerudo.

Asi, Baba vangu, uku kunongova kutanga kana chikamu chemarwadzo emukati meChechi. J.-C. anondiita kuti ndione mafaro aanoita mukuuraisa mudzimai mutsvene akasuwa uye anotambudzika: anonwa zvinwiwa zvirefu kubva mukapu inovava yeMushungu Unoera; anoda kumugutsa neshungu uye nenhamo zvinomuita kuti ati: Mweya wangu unoshungurudzika kusvikira pakufa…. Ndinoona chikonzero chokuparadzwa kwake kukuru: ndirwo rudo rwoumwari runomupfura miseve yarwo yose nokumupfura nayo miseve yarwo yose yomoto. Sechidhina chiri muchoto chinochibika, masimba ose omweya wake anotsva nokuoma; anowira mukusava nesimba kunofa uye kupera simba, uye anozviona aderedzwa kusvika kumarwadzo anosiririsa. Pakukwirira kwekutambudzika kwemukati nekurwadziwa, iye anoti: Imi mose munopfuura! rangarirai, muone kana pakambova nokurwadziwa kwakafanana nokwangu!... Ndinopera simba nokumirira mudiwa wangu; Ndodawo kuziva

nguva yekusvika kwake, mushure mekunge ndagomera kwenguva refu!  Imi mose imi, mwoyo inonzwira tsitsi kune zvinokwezva zverunako rwake, tora chikamu mukurwadziwa kwangu  !….

Chinomushungurudza zvakanyanya irudzi rwekusava nechokwadi kwaakamusiya, kana

akafanirwa norudo rwake kana kuvengwa kwake; ndiko kutadza kuziva kana asina kumusiya, uye sekunge arambwa mukuvenga kwake.

Kutya, iyo pfungwa chaiyo yekuparadzaniswa nayo kwechinguva, kureba kusingagumi kwaizoratidzika kwaari sekusingaperi, nechisimba cherudo rwake, kwaari munondo wemarwadzo unomubaya uye kubvarura matumbu ake. ; apo pfumo remhondi rakabaya mwoyo womukwanyina wake woumwari pamuchinjikwa, chimiro chokufanana nacho icho rudo rwoumwari runokweva kubva mairi kopi yakakwana zvikurusa yechinhu chayo choumwari. Mwari wangu! Mwari wangu! Uneni here

rasiyiwa, rinodanidzira mukurwadziwa kwokurwadziwa kwaro! Ah! Mudikani wangu

iwe murume, waiteiko kwandiri, kana ini ndaveiko kwauri? Ndapota, ndibvisei pakutya kwangu nekutya kwangu; uye, kana zvichibvira,

bvisai kwandiri kuona mukombe wandisingagoni kutakura. Asi ndinotaura seiko, imi Baba vangu! Ah! kuda kwenyu ngakuitwe kutsvene, kurege kuva kwangu; Ndinozviisa pasi pazvo kusvikira pakufema kwekupedzisira! Ini ndakakodzerwa zvakanyanya nemhedzisiro yekuoma kwako, uye ndinoda kuvatambura nenzira uye kwenguva yakareba sezvaunoda….

Anodaro mudiwa uyu ari kuchema, anogutsikana nedambudziko rinomukurira…. Asi pasina nguva moyo wake wakanga usisakwani nokuda kwehasha dzakamupedza, iye

anotaura kuvakunda veZioni; Ndinoda kuti kumweya yakaropafadzwa yeJerusarema rekudenga, kuziva nhau. Ndiudze hako, kunogara mudiwa wangu kuripi? Ndidzidzisei pane zvese izvozvo

inobata, uye kana wakamboiona pane imwe nzvimbo; ndiudzei kwaakaenda, kuti ndigotevera tsoka dzake; nokuti ndinoshuva kumuda… ndakatsunga kuita chinhu chiri chose kuti ndimuwane chero kwaanenge ari… ndichapfuura pamasuwo eguta; Ndichabvunza varindi, hamuna kuona here mudiwa wangu, chinhu chinodiwa chekugomera kwangu uye zvandinoda? Ndichamhanya musango, uye handingazorori ndimene kusvikira ndawana chinhu ichi chinodiwa nomwoyo wangu uye pashure pokunge ndagomera kwenguva refu kwazvo; kusvikira ndaona chiso chake chetsitsi ndikanzwa

inzwi rinonakidza renzwi rake...

Ndiani angazvitenda, Baba! mukadzi ari oga uyu anotsvaka murume ari pedyo naye kure. Nepo

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kuti anomhanya achimudana, ndiye anomubata noruoko, kana kuti anomubata mumaoko ake ... izwi rinoita kuti atange. rudo rwako runotapira sei kwandiri, uye ndinonzwira tsitsi sei rudo rukuru rwauinarwo kwandiri!... Hongu, mudiwa wangu, wakarwadzisa wangu.

moyo, wakanaka kwazvo mumaziso angu.. .

Saka, Baba vangu, mufaro wakadini, mufaro wakadini!… Ndinoona kuti rudo rwoumwari runosunungura uye runopedza zvose zvarwo, izvo mwoyo wemwenga mutsvene hauchakwaniri nokuda kwawo…. Ah! akati, murume wangu wandinoda, handichazvigoni…. ndiri kukundikana... moyo wangu wapera nerudo kwamuri! Inopisa

shuviro yekubatana newe, uye kukubata iwe usingatyi kuti ucharasikirwa newe! Ndiregerereiwo kutaura kwangu, Baba, hapana chine tsvina mumazano angu, ndinogona kukuvimbisai. Handifanire kusiya chero chinhu icho Mwari anoita kuti ndione kuti chakanyorwa…. Ane nhamo uyo, achipikisana nemazano aMwari, angawana mukana wekunyomba mumufananidzo wemweya wose, unongove wekusimbisa kwake…. Naizvozvo ini ndinoona panguva ino Mudzimai Mutsvene uye

mukwanyina mutsvene mukumbundikira nokubvutwa kworudo runyoro zvikuru uye rune upenyu... Zvakafanana nemubatanidzwa wakakwana... Asi usingachakwanisi kukwana, mwoyo womukwanyina mutsvene unonyura mukuedza kworudo rwoumwari... iti, semuna J.-C. pamuchinjikwa: zvese zviri

zvakapedzwa… Mwari wangu!… mudiwa wangu, moyo wangu, unofadzwa nokunaka kwenyu, wapera…. Ndinoisa mweya wangu mumaoko enyu...

Saka, Baba, ndiri kumuona seari kupera……. Asi ndiri kuti chii! haafi, uye saJ.-C. ari pamuchinjikwa anonzwa shungu dzake dzakapetwa kaviri. Zviri

paanenge achifema mhenyu uye ane shungu kwazvo anogomera akananga kumurume wake wehumwari, kusvika panguva yandinomuona akarara pachipfuva chake uye pakati pemaoko ake Ipapo ndinonzwa mumwe wamwari anoti kuzvisikwa zvese: usamutsa mudiwa wangu kusvika amuke. kana kuti ndinomumutsa (1)…..

(1) Pashure pokunge Hanzvadzi yandiudza zvatakanga tichangobva kuona zvichibata kudanana kwevakaroorana vaviri vasinganzwisisike, ndakamubvunza kana akanga asina kuona bhuku reCanticles; akandipindura kuti: “Baba vangu, hapana mubvunzo kuti ndinoziva kuti muMagwaro Matsvene mune  bhuku rinonzi Rwiyo Rwonziyo; asi ndizvo chete zvandinoziva nezvazvo: handisati ndamboiverenga, iva nechokwadi nazvo. Pamusoro pazvo, munoziva kuti handisi kutaura zvinobva muMagwaro, kunyange zvishoma kubva  muruzivo rwavanhu.

Zvose zvandichangobva kukuudzai zvine chokuita nemukati meChechi maererano naJ.-C.; Ndakazviona nguva pfupi yadarika nenzira imwechete yandabva kuidzosera kwauri…. Asi, Baba vangu, ndakazviona muna Mwari, uye neimwe nzira yemweya neyoumwari, kuti zviri pamusoro-soro pepfungwa nemasikirwo, izvo zvisina chikamu mazviri;  saizvozvo Baba vangu, kuti pane zvose zvandisina kuona

imwe pfungwa yakashata...

Ichi chimiro chitsva chemukwanyina saka chinomiririra, Baba vangu, mamiriro evana veChechi nevashumiri vayo, vane kutambudzika kwemukati nekunze kwatakaona. Kusuwa nekuparadzwa, kutambudzika uye kutya ndiyo miedzo yavo yakaoma; ndiyo miseve ine rudo runoramba ruchikuvadza mwoyo yavo uye inovatungamirira kumarwadzo anorwadza zvikuru, umo zvisinei rudo runoita kuti vawane mufaro wechokwadi……. Ndinonzwa vachitaurirana vachiti: maiwe! hatidaro

zivai kuti Ishe achauya rinhi; Zvinofinha sei! Tine mamwe makore mangani okuora mwoyo mumamiriro ezvinhu aya anosiririsa! Hatizombofi takaona zuva rekukunda kwake uye kutonga kusingagumi here? ……. Zvichaitika panguva iyoyo, ndizvo zvinotaura Jehovha, kuti vachaibata nemunwe wavo uye kuti pakupedzisira vachapupurira kuguma kwenyika, kutonga kwayo kwekupedzisira uye kuuya kukuru kweuyo wavanoshuva ...

Rufu rweChechi nerwevamwe varume vose.

Ndinoona vashumiri vanoungana mumaChechi, nevanhu vose, kuti vapemberere zvakavanzika zvaMwari imomo, sezvavagara vachiita, asi ndisingazivi kuti zvasvika, kekupedzisira, kuti vachazombovapo.

kupembererwa……. Vanopa Chirairo kuvanhu vose vakatendeka. Saka, Baba vangu, ndipo panoitika kukumbundirana kunyoro uku, mubatanidzwa unoshamisa wemurume nemukadzi, kubvutwa uku……. mafaro aya,

izvi zvinotakurwa zverudo runyoro uye runorarama…… Pakupedzisira, vasingachakwanisi kutsigira kuedza kwerudo rutsvene, vanokurirwa narwo, uye ndinovaona vose vachipera zvishoma nezvishoma mukutsvoda kwaShe, semwana munyoro anorara murugare. pachipfuva chakamutakura...

Urwu ndirwo rufu runokosha rwevana vose vaMwari neChechi yake. Vamwe vana vevanhu vanofawo panguva imwe cheteyo, uye vose vakararama vakatambura nerufu... Ngatizororeiwo Baba vangu, panguva yokunyarara kwezvisikwa zvose, takamirira kuti titaure nezvekumuka kukuru kunofanira. vhenekera chitarisiko chinoshamisira chehurongwa hutsva hwezvinhu. Izvo Mwari zvavanondiita kuti ndizvione nezvazvo zvinofanirwa kugadzirisa kutarisa kwechisikwa chega chega…….

Mangwana, kana uchida, tichadhirowa mufananidzo unotyisa. Ngazviite kuti pfungwa dzevatadzi vakaomeswa dzive nerunako.

maererano nemazano aiye anondikurudzira kuvafarira!…

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CHITSAUKO V.

RUTONGO RWAKARE.

§. I.

Kuvandudzwa kweDenga neNyika zvakacheneswa nemoto  .

“Muzita raBaba, neroMwanakomana, neroMweya Mutsvene; naJesu naMariya, uye muzita reUtatu Hutsvene Hutsvene, ndinoteerera…..”

Mwari wangu, Baba vangu, inyaya inotyisa sei yatichatanga nhasi kumisa kunoitwa zvisikwa zvese kuti zvipikirwa zvese nekutyisidzira zvese zvizadziswe; nguva yakatarwa yowakarurama nomutadzi; denouement inosuruvarisa yezviono zvakawanda uye mazano akawanda; zuva raShe apo chokwadi chinofanira pakupedzisira kukunda vazhinji

zvikanganiso, uye uko zvese zvinofanirwa kudzoka muhurongwa; ngwavaira yokupedzisira yechisiko chapose pose; ngatitaurei shoko, kuguma kwenyika, kutonga

pasi rose nemamiriro azvo anokatyamadza!… Kwandiri, Baba vangu, ndinotya nazvo pachine nguva mberi, zvekuti ndinoda murairo unobva kuna Mwari kuti andisungire kutaura kwamuri pamusoro pazvo…… ushingi hwekudhiza chiratidziro chinotyisa kwauri, uye handizive kana ndichave nesimba reku

mhanya……. Zvisinei, ndichateerera, Baba vangu, uye ndichadzokorora kwamuri nekudedera izvo Mwari vakaita kuti ndione kuti muzvinyore… Ngatiedzei kutevera chiedza chinondivhenekera uye chinonditungamirira….

Mushure mekufa kwechisikwa chipenyu chiri chose, icho chinonzi kuguma kwenyika, ndakanzwa ruzha rwakavhiringidzika, kunyunyuta kwepasi rose kubva kuzvisikwa zvose zvisina upenyu, chimwe nechimwe chazvo chakatora, panguva ino, mutauro unonzwisisika uye unotyisa. Kwaiva kuchema kwezvisikwa. Zuva, rava rima nerima, rikamira pakati penzira yaro, rikati kuMusiki waro: Ishe, imwi Jehovha, kubva zvamakandibudisa pasina chinhu, handina kurega kuita zvamakarayira, nokuvhenekera nyika nechiedza changu. nekudziya kwangu kunopenya; asi rutendo rwakadini rwamakaratidzirwa nevarume nemabhenefiti akawanda auya kwavari kuburikidza nenzira yangu?… Vanotenda!…. vakazvidza chiedza changu; vakatapura mwaranzi yangu nokupara mhosva pamberi pangu napamberi pechiso changu

!…. Ndinokukumbirai kutsiva, kururamisira uye kutsiva, Ishe, nekuda kwehasha zhinji dzavakuitira pachiitiko changu, uye ndinokumbira kuti ndicheneswe pamafaro akasviba mazhinji avakasvibisa kuchena kwemaziso angu….

Zvichiri mhenyu, uye kutsvuka pahuma, mwedzi unokumbira kururamisira uye kutsiva kwemhosva dzinonyadzisa idzo vanhu vakaronzesa kumwaranzi yawo, vachitsvaga kuifukidza pasi pemimvuri yehusiku kuti vavanze kubva kuchiedza chemasikati. Nyeredzi dzose dzinokumbira kucheneswa kubva pamhosva dzadzakaitwa zvapupu pazviri, nemhando yekubatana;… zvakanyanya zvakadaro nyika inodaidzira kutsiva kusatenda kwevatadzi, uye inoda kunatswa kubva kune zvinonyangadza vakaisvibisa nokusvibisa imba yemitambo….. Ndakavadyisa, akadaro, sezvamakarayira; Ndakavashumira semanera uye ndakavapa zvose zvaidiwa muupenyu hwavo; uye, nokuda kwekuzivikanwa kwose, vakanditapukira, vakandizvidza uye vakandishungurudza munzira dzose. Gungwa, moto nemhepo, uye zvinhu zvese, miti, zvirimwa, mhuka dzakasiyana,

humwari pamusoro pevatadzi; zvinhu zvose zvinouya pamwe chete kumuzvidza nokuda kwebasa raakagamuchira uye kushungurudzwa kwaakaita kwavari, kusatenda kwake kune zvikomborero zve

Musiki…. Zvose pakupedzisira zvinokumbira kunatswa zvakare, uye zvisikwa zvose zvinoda kugadziriswa, kuberekwa patsva, uye sechitsva

kuvapo kunomusunungura zvachose kubva muuranda hwakanga hwamuita kuti ashumire zvisina maturo uye zvido zvevanhu….

Pakarepo ndinonzwa inzwi rine simba rose richiti: Hongu, ino ndiyo nguva yandichavandudza zvinhu zvose….. ndichaita denga idzva nenyika  itsva…. uye zvichaitika mukubwaira kweziso. Moto unoshamisa unotanga kubva muchadenga uchipararira mumhepo, unoburukira panyika, umo, muminiti imwe, wakaparadza chinhu chiri chose, waparadza chinhu chiri chose, wachenesa chinhu chiri chose, pasina kana kasaruro ketsvina kakasara. Izvi zvichaitwa nemoto kucheneswa kukuru uku, kugadziridzwa kunoyemurika kwezvimiro uye zvechisikigo chose, kubva kwazviri kuchabuda nyika itsva nematenga matsva  .

§. II.

Kupera kwePurigatori. Kuwedzera kutambura kwemweya makore mashoma vasati vasunungurwa.

Kune ichi chishamiso chikuru, Baba vangu, Mwari vanoita kuti chimwe chibudirire, icho chisinganyanyi kumanikidzira pachacho, kana kugadzirira kushoma kwedenoueme; Ndinoreva maonero aanondipa epurigatori ave kuda kupera….

Saka ndinoona pano, Baba vangu, mhomho isingaverengeki yemweya yakanyudzwa

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mumurazvo unoparadza, uye kuti chido chekuona uye kuva nechinhu cherudo rwavo chinoita kuti vatambure zvakanyanya. Vose vanotambura zvikuru nemoto, asi kwete zvakaenzana. Ndinoona vamwe vanotambura zvakanyanyisa, kuti marwadzo avo angaenzana neavo vakatukwa, kana isu kunze kwekupererwa nekusingaperi... Vanoda Mwari, uye havana kuora mwoyo, uye naizvozvo vanofarikanya rudzi rworugare. kurwadziwa kwavo. Zvinobuda

zvisinei, uye uku ndiko kurwadziwa kukuru kwepurigatori, vasingazive, kuti

taurai zvakanaka, kuti varipi, uye ndivanaani vasingazivi mafambiro avo; avo vanopanikira, mupfungwa yakati, kana Mwari akavanzwira ngoni, uye kana vachizotongova nomufarwa wokuiona nokuva nadzo. Asi havarangariri kuti akavatuka; uye, mukufunga uku kunoita tariro yavo yese  uye

kunyaradzwa kwavo, vanomuropafadza uye vanozvipira kuita kuda kwake…. Uyu musiyano unokosha pakati pavo nevarashwa wakakwana kuderedza kusava nechokwadi uko pasina izvozvo kwaizoita kuti purigatori yavo ive rudzi rwegehena. Asi zvichava nyore kunzwisisa, uye pasina kupokana, kusiyana kwakadii  mukurwadziswa kwakadaro kusaziva kuti munhu ari kupi, kana kuziva, pasina kupokana, kuti munhu ari mugehena;… kubva mukusakwanisa kusvika rangarirai mutongo wakapinzwa mumwe, kana kurangarira nguva dzose kutongwa kwake  ;

pasina kukwanisa kubva pairi kwekanguva. Mamiriro ekutanga anotyisa; asi wechipiri ari oga anoita magumo negehena remunhu akarambwa….

Moto unovapisa unoita nokunzwisisa pamweya iyi ine urombo, uye unovaranga mukuwirirana nokukanganisa kwavo kana kuti chavanofanira kuita kururamisira kwoumwari. Rusununguko rwokutanga urwo Mwari, akakombamiswa nokurebesa kwemarwadzo avo kana kuti nevamiriri veChechi yake, anovapa, nderokubvisa pavari rudzi urwu rwokusava nechokwadi rwakavasiya vari mumamiriro ezvinhu outsinye akadaro. Vanobva varangarira zvakajeka kuti havana kurambwa; kuti ivo vakatofanira kuona nokutora Mwari. O ndangariro inonyaradza! vanotambura purigatori yavo nekutowedzera kusiya basa nerudo…

Ndinoona mhomho isingaverengeki yeavo varipo nekuda kwezvikanganiso zvidiki-diki, semashoko asina maturo, kuzvidzora mumifungo isina maturo, kudzoka kwekuzviremekedza mune zvakanaka, zvimwe zvipingamupinyi zvekuzvidira mumunamato, makuhwa madiki, manyawi, kukurumidza, kurarama. mukupokanidza, kushaya tsigiro yezvikanganiso zvevamwe; vamwe, muchazvitenda here, baba vangu, nokuda kwekusakwanawo zvako, semuenzaniso, nekuda kwekushaiwa

yaienderana nenyasha nekutendeka kwakakwana kana kusvika pamwero uzere uyo Mwari aida; nekusasvika kuna Mwari nesimba rakakwana uye

kutsungirira; ndisina kumushumira neshungu nerudo rwakakwana; asina kuva mutsvene sezvaakakumbira kwavari, uye nechiyero chenyasha dzaakavapa nokuda kwaizvozvo…. Zvinhu zvose zvinofanira kupfuura nomumwoto, zvose zvinofanira kurangwa nokucheneswa mupurigatori; uye kuti vatonge zvakanaka zvinonzi zvikanganiso zviduku, uye kuti vazive zvakanaka ruvengo urwo Mwari anarwo kwavari, zvingava zvakafanira kuona uye kunzwa kuoma kwaanovaranga nako kunyange mushamwari dzake, uye nokururama kwakadini kwaanoita. anoparadza kunyange muduku wavo, chifukidziro, kuti parege kuva nevara rechivi pamberi pake, kana kusvibisa kuchena kwechiso chake, neutsvene hweimba yake... Asi kune mweya inopiwa naMwari.

kutambura purigatori yerudo pane chirevo… Unofanira kuda saivo, kunzwisisa kuoma kwayo…

Mwari anondiita kuti ndione kuti, makore akati wandei pamberi pekutongwa, marwadzo ePurigatori achawedzerwa kumweya wega wega, zvichienderana nekuti ichava nezvikwereti zvakawanda zvekubhadhara: nekuti ndinoona kuti mugore rimwe, Mwari, kana achida, anogona. ita kuti mweya utambure kupfuura makore zana.

Ndinonzwa ngirozi dzichizivisa kwavari kuti vanongotambura nehutsinye nekuti kutongwa kwave kusvika, uye kuti Mwari anowedzera kutambura kwavo zvakanyanya nekuti anoda kupfupisa kwenguva .... Ndinoonawo kuti kana J.-C. agadzirira kupa chiratidzo cherumuko rukuru, ngirozi

vachaenda kuPurigatori kuti vabvise mairi mweya yose yakacheneswa, iyo yavachaunza  neiyo yevana veChechi yakapera mukutsvoda kwaShe, sezvataona nguva pfupi yapfuura, uye miviri yavo ichachengetedzwa nemweya yakaropafadzwa.

§. III.

Kumutswa kwevakanaka nevakaipa.

Denga rikavandudza chimiro charo rikashongedzwa nenyeredzi dzose dzaro.

richaratidza zuva nenyeredzi zvechinhu chinoratidzika kunge chemweya, uye nekujeka kusingazombofi kwakavharwa, uye iyo inokunda nekusingaperi zvese izvo denga rinoonekwa zvariinazvo zvinoyemurika… kuve nekujeka kwese kwekristaro yakanakisa, isina kuoma. Hapana chichaparadzwa, kunze kwemhuka nezvose zvinodiwa kuti vararame mumamiriro ezvinhu aripo. Zvose zvichavandudzwa,

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kunze kwemiviri yevakarashwa, iyo ichachinjwa kuva yakaipa, uye mamiriro avo ezvinhu achava anosiririsa zvakapetwa kane chiuru uye kuguma kwavo kwakaipisisa zvakapetwa kane chiuru….

Ndinoti, Baba vangu, kunze kwemhuka hapana chimwe chichaparadzwa, uye

izvi zvinofanirwa kunzwisiswa maererano nechinhu, icho chicharamba chakafanana  ; asi moto uchaparadza, nokuvandudza, zvose zvakanga zvaora ipapo. Uyezve, ndinoona kuti Mwari achachengetedza zvose zvaakaita.  Izvi ndizvo

zvisikwa zvakabudiswa kubva mumaoko ake uye izvo zvaanoda nokusingaperi kuwana kubwinya kwake. Nokusingaperi, nepose pavanogona napo, zvicharumbidzwa nekutendwa; achavapa vose chikomborero chitsva. Mumwe nomumwe wavo, pakusvika kwoMusiki waro, achakwakuka nomufaro, segwayana riri parutivi

mai vake. Nyika ichafukidzwa nemaruva nemiti isingaori izvo zvimwe zvichashumira zvisikwa zvishoma zvakatemerwa kugaramo zvakare. Pasina kundiudza zvakawanda pamusoro pechinhu ichi nhasi, Mwari vakaita kuti ndifanoona kuti iyi nzvimbo yakanaka uye yakakura yekugara inofanira kugarwa nekusingaperi nezvisikwa zvichamukudza ikoko nenzira yazvo, uye kuti haadi kuita kuti ndizive….

Ndinoona ngirozi dzichidzika panyika dzakawanda zvikuru

kupfuura kare; pakuraira kwaIshe, ndinovaona vachiridza hwamanda, uye vachizviparadzira kumativi mana enyika, kuti vape chiratidzo chinotyisa  chekumuka kukuru kwevakafa  …….

Vanoridza hwamanda dzavo, uye panguva iyo miviri yevakaropafadzwa inozviwana yave munyama yavo imwe chete, nemhasuru dzavo, tsinga dzavo  , tsinga dzavo, mapfupa avo uye zvese zvinoumba musimboti  we

muviri womunhu, pasina chikamu chisipo. Pavakagutswa nokubvamburwa kuita mapande ane chiuru; kana madota avo anokandirwa kumhepo angadai akakamurwa  nenyika yose; pavakange vapinzwa muchipfuva chikuru chegungwa, mugomba rakadzika-dzika mugungwa, vachazviwana vabatanidzwazve nenzira inoshamisa panguva imwe cheteyo, kuti vagadzire zvakare mitumbi mimwecheteyo, iyo nerunyoro urwu rwechipiri vachazviwana vavandudzwa, vavandudzwa, kunatswa sekristaro yakaisvonaka. Vachapiwa unhu hwose  hunobwinya ;

asi mweya yavo isati yadzokera ikoko, ndinovaona vasingapfakanyiki uye vasina upenyu. Ndinobva ndaona boka risingaverengeki rengirozi dzinochengeta richisvika, richiteverwa nemweya inofanira kupinda mumiviri iyi ichidzokororwa… Mufaro wakadini! inyaradzo yakadini! Kukunda kwakadini kune mumwe nemumwe, panguva iyo mweya inobwinya iyi mumwe nemumwe ichawana uye kuziva muviri wayo, uye ichabatanazve ipapo, ichipana maropafadzo ane chiuru uye rumbidzo dzine chiuru!... Pakupedzisira, ndinokuwana zvakare. mushure mekusavapo kwenguva yakareba kudaro, shamwari yangu inodiwa yekutendeuka kwangu uye nekushanda kwangu, uchati mweya uyu une rombo rakanaka! Ndinokuwana mushure menguva refu isipo! Ah! Zvichava zvinotapira sei kwandiri kuti ndisazombokusiya zvakare, nekuti hauna kumbobvira waita seakanaka, unodiwa, uye unodiwa zvakadaro kwandiri! zvakakodzera

!… Ndiregerereiwo, muviri wangu, kana ndakakutambudzai zvikuru pashangu; asi uchaona kuti ndanga ndichishanda kuti ufare. Makagoverana kusuwa kwangu, huya, nokuti zvakarurama, huya uravire mubairo usingafaniri kupera... Ndinonzwa kuti ndiri nokuda kwako uye kuti mugumo wedu wakabatanidzwa, zvokuti handigoni,

neimwe nzira, kuva nemufaro wakakwana pasina kubatanidzwa kwako!... Uya, zvino, kuzoshongedza mufaro wangu, nekuiravira iwe pachako, nekugovana neni!...

Ipapo, Baba vangu, rumuko rwechokwadi ruchaitika, ndiko kuti kuungana kukuru uye hypostatic, iyo miviri yakaropafadzwa iyi.

vachavazve vanhu vapenyu uye vane upenyu mumativi avo ose…. Ndinovaona vachisimuka netsoka dzavo, vachipenya senyeredzi zhinji dzinopenya, vose vari muuduku huri kubudirira, uye sepazera apo J.-C.

pasi… Mwari, achipa nesimba rake tsaona nezvikanganiso zvechisikigo, hatichaoni mazviri kana kuremara kana kusakwana kune chero divi. Saizi ichave yakafanana mune zvese, pamwe nekuvakwa; asi korona uye hunhu hunobwinya zvichave zvakasiyana, maererano nekusiyana kwekukodzera ...

Iyi miviri, nokudaro yakamutswa nenzira inoshamisa, ichatevedzera, munzira yakati, mavara ane mbiri omuviri waJ.-C. unobuda muguva. Huchava humwe hunhu hucharatidza pavari, uye kumuka kwavo kuchangova kubuda kwake….. Zvisinei nekupenya kwavo pachavo, havazonyanyi kukosha nekubatana kwavo nemweya yavo!

Vanonakidzwa kubva panguva ino hupenyu hutsva hwavasina kumbove nahwo

vakanzwa, kunyange zvazvo vakanga vagamuchira kakawanda musimboti nechitsidzo chacho mukutora chikamu mumuviri wemusoro wevakatemerwa. Rwizi rwomufaro runouya kuvafashamira; inopararira mumifungo yavo yose yomukati neyokunze, iyo inokonzera kunzwa kunzwa kwakananga kune mumwe nomumwe wavo zvikurukuru, zvokuti zvirokwazvo ichava munhu anoumbwa samwari. Vachava nechishuvo nekufema, kunhuhwirira kunofadza, uye mumukanwa kugutsikana kunoyemurika kunogadzirwa ne

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mate anofadza uye anovaka muviri; muto, unotapira uye usingatauriki, uchayerera mutsinga dzavo uye mumatumbo avo, kuchengetedza ipapo zvisingaregi musimboti wehupenyu uye kusafa. Haasati achizopotsa upi noupi wemitezo, ipi neipi yemitezo inodiwa nokuda kwokutendeseka kwomuviri womunhu. Mwari haaparadze chaakachengeta aine chinangwa...

Ndinoona midzimu yokudenga ichipatsanura kuva mapoka matatu vakaropafadzwa avo yavakatoparadzanisa nevakaipa. Mweya yakachena yakatevera gwayana zvakanyanya panyika, ichatanga kutiza, uye ichatanga kutorwa.

kumusoro mumhepo; vachabatana nedare rekudenga kuti vaperekedze kukunda kwamambo wekubwinya uye vagoburuka naye…. Chikamu chechipiri chichaiswa munzvimbo yedenga, ichazadza mhepo kuti ishongedze nzira yayo uye kufamba kwayo kwekuzvikudza, kunzvimbo iyo inofanira kumira. Yakasanganiswa zvakasiyana

kwaya yengirozi, tichaona ava vakakomborerwa vakarongwa munhevedzano yakaisvonaka, vachigadzira mugwagwa uye vachimisa ipapo kukubwinya kwavo kusingafi mikombe yokukunda nemikombe inopenya zvikuru, vachiimba kukunda kwavo kunoshamisa, uye vachiita kuti chinhu chiri chose chinzwike nokutsinhirana zvikuru uye kunofadza zvikuru. …..

Chikamu chetatu chevakaropafadzwa chicharamba chiri panyika kuti chimirire kuuya kwake, nekufunganya kwakavhenganiswa nerudzi rwekutya, izvo mudziyo mukuru uyu nekukosha kwechiitiko chiri kugadzirira zvichakurudzira mavari; vachasimudza misoro yavo vakatarisisa kunzvimbo yaanofanira kusvika;

kuratidza kufarira zvakanyanya nyaya…. Chinzvimbo chinokatyamadza, pasina kupokana, Baba vangu, tarisiro inofadza zvikuru, uye chiono  chinokwanisa kufadza rudzi rwose rwomunhu, chizvarwa chose chaAdhama! Ndeupi murume anogona kuramba asina hanya pamagumo echiitiko chakadaro, kana  achiratidza

kunyatsoona kuti hazvidzivisike kuti avepo!….

Chiratidzo chinotyisa sei, Baba vangu, chinochengeta maziso angu achitya uye chinovhiringidza mufaro wemwoyo wangu! Anotyisa sei!…. Iyi ndiyo miviri yevakarashwa yakafukidzwa nenyika  ...zvinhu zvisingatarisirwi pakuonekwa;  I

muvaone pakutanga vasingafambi, savatsvene; asi tarisai, pamucherechedzo wakapihwa, gehena rinorutsa mweya yavo isina kuchena, nemadhimoni anovazvuzvurudza kuti avasanganise ikoko…. Ndinoti gehena rinovarutsa, kuratidza chisimba chinoitwa kwavari nekururama kwaMwari, nekuvamanikidza kuti vauye pakutongwa kwaro, pasina kana mumwe chete akasara asina kusvitswa ikoko nemhosva yake.

muviri….

Iyi mweya ine rombo nekudaro ichamanikidzwa kudzokera kune iyi

zvakaora zvinotyisa uye zvinotyisa, izvo, pakarepo, zvinozonzwa sezvizvi kurwadza  kwegehena  …; kana kana uchida zviri nani,  mweya iyi

zvinosuwisa zvichave, pachiitiko chemiviri yavo yenyama, inorwiswa, uye

sezvakaiswa, zvakapindwa kunyange nemarudzi ose ezvirwere, hosha, utera, marwadzo asingatsungiririki mumativi ose emiviri iyi isingafadzi Wedzera kune izvi zvose zvichawedzera marwadzo, basa  .

nemoto usingatsungirike  sezvausinganzwisisike  Saka ndinoona 

zvitunha izvo zvinotyisa, zvitunha izvo zvinonhuhwa zvakarara pasi; asi utachiona hwavo nehuori hwavo hwakazara zvekuti pasi, iro rinovatakura nekusada, harina kusvibiswa.

Ndinoona vaiti vekururamisira kwaMwari vachivaronga vese kuruboshwe

ipapo vakamirira kutongwa kwekupedzisira kunofanira kugadzirisa magumo avo nekusingaperi, uye mutongo wechokwadi uyo uchakurumidza kururamisa nekusingaperi kuomarara kwakarurama uko.

akatongerwa…..

§. IV.

J.-C. anodzika nehumambo kuzotonga Nyika. Kuratidzwa kweKuziva.

Munorangarira, pasina kupokana, kuti ndakataura kwamuri pamusoro pezuva rokupedzisira renyika, pamusoro porufu rwavakarurama norworwo rwavatadzi. Zvakanaka! Baba vangu, zvese zvandakuudzai kubva panguva iyoyo zvakaitika mangwanani ezuva rimwe chete….. Ndinoona muna Ishe Wedu, kuti kana Mambo wekubwinya aonekwa uye aburuka kuzotonga, achavhura gedhi re kusingaperi kukuru; uye musuwo uyu uchazaruka panguva dzemasikati ezuva rimwe chetero, rinova rekupedzisira munyika... Pachapera kutevedzana kwenguva, kushanduka kwemazana emakore nemakore... Hatichaverenge mazuva, husiku, mwedzi. , kana

mavhiki, kana mwaka Kunenge kusisina maawa, maminetsi, kana nguva… Zvose izvi zvichadzokera kuchipfuva chegungwa guru; zvinhu zvose zvichanzi kusingaperi!….. kusingaperi!….. kusingaperi!…..

Mwari, uyo neshoko rimwe chete akamutsa nyika kubva mukusava nechinhu, kunyanguvezvo akapedza mazuva matanhatu achironga uye achinatsiridza basa rake, kuti aratidze kwatiri kuti iye akasununguka mukusagona kwake kwose, uye kuti hapana chinogona kumanikidzira rusununguko rwake rwokuzvisarudzira. Saizvozvo, Baba, ndinoona kuti kunyangwe Mwari angapedza nyika uye akaitonga mukubwaira kweziso, acharamba achishandisa rusununguko rwake kuratidza zvizere kutonga kwake uye zvirevo zvekururamisira kwake.

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Naizvozvo, ndinoona kuti achapa iyi nhaurirano yakakosha hurefu hwakati, huchave hwakaganhurirwa kune nguva shoma ...

Tarirai zvino, Baba vangu, awa yokutonga kukuru kunotyisa uku....

Ndinoona mumhepo chiratidzo chinopenya chekuregererwa kwedu, chiridzwa

yeruponeso rwedu, muchinjikwa waMuponesi, unofambira mberi…… Kukunda kunoshamisa kwakadini

! Vavengi vemuchinjikwa uyu, chii chichaitika kwamuri?…. Ndingazviona sei?... Ndinoona Mambo wokubwinya achiswedera mukubwinya kwake kwose.

ukuru hwepamusoro-soro, mumudziyo unotyisa wemasimba ake... ndinomuona akagara pachigaro chekutonga chekururama, hwaro hwacho husingazununguki hwakagara pamusoro penyika inopenya, muchimiro chegore rinopenya rinopfutidza mheni nemheni... mutongi paanoswedera, ndinoona mabhanan'ana aya nemheni zvichitenderera kuruboshwe rwake kuti zvirove chete kudivi revakarambwa. Ndinoona dare rekudenga uye Chechi yose ichikunda yakakomberedza

chigaro choumambo chaMambo weMadzimambo, vachiimba nziyo dzakakwirira zvikurusa kumbiri yake…. Ndinoona umambo hwaJehovha huchiburuka zvinyoronyoro kubva kudenga, sokukwira kwaakaita pazuva rokukwira kwake kudenga. Agere pamusoro pegore rinopenya, kana kuti pamusoro penyika inopenya yakaumbwa nechinangwa; nokuti nyika yakacheneswa uye

kuvandudzwa, sezvatataura, hazvichatumiri mhute inoumba makore…..

Ndinoona boka rengirozi uye nevakarurama vari panyika, vachidedera nomufaro nokufara, uye vatosimuka zvavo pachavo kuti vasangane naye, vachibatana mumakonzati evakaropafadzwa uye vachiita maungira ezvichemo zviya zvekufara uye. Kukunda kwandakanzwa, uye uko Mwari anoda kuti ndidzokorore chimwe chinhu kwamuri. Mbiri kuna Mwari kumusoro-soro!…. Hosana kuMwanakomana waDhavhidhi!…Ngaarumbidzwe iye unouya muzita raShe!…Kubwinya, kurumbidzwa, nokunaka, nesimba kuna Mwari wedu nokuGwayana rinogara pachigaro choumambo … . Kusvika kunofadza kwakadini!……

Ndinoona chigaro chemutongi changamire chichimira pamamita makumi maviri kana makumi matatu kubva pasi, nguva dzose chakakomberedzwa nepasi rino rechiedza iro risingaregi kukanda kune rimwe divi miranzi yakapfava uye inofadza, uye kune rimwe mirazvo yekutsiva, kusvikira akarasika awana. akakandwa mugomba rakadzikadzika....

Pakati pedare rokudenga neChechi iyo yakakomberedza Mambo wayo, yakashongedzwa munhevedzano yakanaka uye pasina nyongano ipi neipi, ndinoona chiverengero chakati chezvigaro zvoumambo chichikwira chakapoteredza icho chaJ.-C. Izvo zvakaitirwa vashumiri vake, vandinoona vakagarapo nekuraira kwake, kutanga nevaapositori vekutanga kusvika kune vekupedzisira vevapristi vakanaka. Ivo vacharamba vakagara ipapo satenzi wavo uye ndivo chete vachanakidzwa neropafadzo iyi, kana isu kunze kwaAmai vemudzikinuri, avo munzvimbo iyi vakasarudzwa vese vachaziva kuna Mambokadzi uye changamire wepasirese…. Chikwata chisingaverengeki chevamwe vatsvene hachizogari pakutongwa; vose vachasimuka nokuda kwokuremekedza Jehovha

munhu anoyemurika weuyo achavatonga, uye nokuda kwechiremera chaanopa kune avo vaanoda kubatanidza nokutonga kukuru uku.

Ndinobva ndaona vhoriyamu huru iyo ngirozi dziri pamberi pemutongi. Yakanamwa mativi ose nemahwendefa asingakundiki egoridhe….. Pano, akadaro mutongi, ndicho chakavanzika chehana, chandakaramba ndakaviga kwenguva yakareba… Vanhu vachaona uye kuziva zvavasingazivi. zvakavanzika zvezvakaipa zvavangadai vasina kutombofungira; nekuti inyaya yekururamisa kutonga kwangu uye kuratidza kuNyika yese kuenzana kwemitongo yangu…. Nyika yose ngaiverenge, itonge uye isarudze pakati pechisikwa changu neni... Ndichasvika pakutora mutadzi pachake somutongi wegakava rinotiparadzanisa: Ndichamugadza kuti atonge mhaka yake, uye ini ndichamutonga. mushevedze kuti andiudze kana ndisina kururama pakumupa mhosva...

Pamashoko aya mutongi anoisa ruoko rwake pavhoriyamu inouraya umo  makanyorwa nhoroondo inosemesa yemhosva dzose dziri munyika, dzisina kubviswa nekuregererwa kwechokwadi. Anopamura nokupenya zvisimbiso zvisinganzwisisike, uye pamberi pangu vhoriyamu yakazarurwa kumaziso ezvisikwa zvose, pamusoro pedenga nenyika; kuitira kuti munhu wose aone zvose zvinenge  zviripo

haina kumbopinda mumwoyo yevakarasika, inodzokororwa semuchionioni kana mumufananidzo wakatendeka. Tichaona zvese zvinosemesa, mhosva dzese dzakavandika, dzavachava nemhosva…. pfungwa dzinozvitutumadza, zvishuvo zvokutsiva, kufamba kwokusatendeseka, kusazvikudza, kuchema zvisakarurama, zvinonyadzisa, mabasa anonyangadza, mikumbiro yakaipa; kuseka kunonyangadza uye kunomhura, makuhwa oumbwende;

hutsinye calumnies, vatema kutengesa…..; zvitsvene zvakakura, kunyomba kunotyisa….. Zvinhu zvose zvichaonekwa, kuverengwa, kuongororwa, kuyerwa, kuti parege kuva nechisikwa chimwe kudenga kana panyika, chisina chinhu.

ruzivo, uye ndiani asingaone kushata kwese, rima, hukuru hweumwe neumwe kunyanya, nekutyisa kukuru kune tsotsi….

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Uku kuchava kuratidzwa kwehana. Chii zvino chichava kupfuma inosuruvarisa younyengeri, nzira dzakasvibirira dzokusaruramisira, zvitarisiko zvinonyengera zvokutenda kwakashata, uye kukunda kwokuzvikudza kwokusada Mwari? Kutsiva kunoshamisa kwakadini, Ishe, kwamuchakweva kubva pairi pazuva guru rino!….

Zvivi izvo vatsvene vane mhosva nazvo zvichaonekwawo, kana kuti zvichazivikanwa; asi sezvo zvichafukidzwa ndokudzimwa neropa raJ.-C.

vachaonekwa chete nokuda kwembiri yavo uye kuti vamise mukombe wetsitsi dzoumwari dzinenge dzavaregerera... Kuchena kwavo kwese kwevavariro, zvose zvavanoda nezvipo zvavo zvenyasha, mabasa avo ose akanaka akavanzika, hondo dzavo dzose dzokuzvipikisa, kutendeka kunyasha, zvibayiro zvavo zvezuva nezuva, kukunda kwavo kazhinji, kunyangwe kudiki mukati

Kuonekwa kunopesana naDhiabhorosi, nyika, nenyama…… zvose izvi zvichavonekwa, zvichizivikanwa, zvichiratidzwa pamberi penyika yose; uye ndizvo, sezvo Mwari achaunza kururamisira kuvatsvene vake, kuti achatora kurwisa nyika nevakaipa chinangwa cheshamwari dzake idzo dzakatambudzwa nenyika….

Ndiri kumuona achitendeukira kuuto iri rinokunda rakaiswa kurudyi rwake, uye achikanda pariri kutarisa kwakapfava uye kwerudo kunopisa moyo yese, iye.

taura mashoko aya anotapira uye anonyaradza zvikuru: Ikozvino, shamwari dzangu nevana vangu vanodiwa, pandinofanira kuziva zvose zvamakaita nokutambura nokuda kwangu; une, nehupenyu hwekupfidza uye hwakarovererwa, wakagovana marwadzo, kutambura uye nekushanda kwehupenyu hwangu hunofa: zvakanaka kuti iwe ugoverane mifaro uye mibairo yehupenyu hwangu hwekubwinya, hwandakakukodzerai nerufu rwangu. Makandibatsira kutakura muchinjikwa wangu, zvakanaka kuti muunganidze kunaka kwawo; wakafamba mumakwara angu

kutevedzera kunaka kwandakanga ndakupa muenzaniso wazvo, zvakanaka kuti unditevere muumambo hwaizove magumo ekuvimbika uku, uye kuti une ipapo uyo aive muenzaniso wawaida kwazvo.

se….. Makaita rudo rwechiKristu muzita rangu kuhama dzenyu, makarerutsira avo vakanga vachitambudzika pakati pavarombo, vamaigara, makavafukidza uye vakaguta, vamaishanyira pakurwara kwavo nomutorongo nomutorongo; une

ndakakanganwira kushorwa nokuda kwangu; wakada kunyange vavengi vako…. Zviri kwandiri zvino kuti ndiratidze kwauri kuti ndakatendeka muzvipikirwa zvangu uye nehukuru kune avo vakandishandira…

yemvura inotonhora; chido chakanaka chichave chakakosha kwauri sekuita kwakanaka, uye hapana chinoenda chisina mubairo. Munguva yehupenyu hwako wanga wakatendeka muzvinhu zvishoma, uye nekuda kwechinhu chidiki ichi uchagamuchira yakakura uye isingaperi mufaro.

Naizvozvo musatya henyu, vadikamwa vangu, kuguma kwenyu kunogara nokusingaperi; kumwe kutonga kwangu hakuchanei newe: simbisa - iwe saka, uye usanetswa nemidziyo yayo yekutyisidzira….

Saka, Baba vangu, havachakwanisa kuramba kutakurwa kwavo

kutenda, kana shungu dzerudo rwavo, ndinoona vose ava vakakomborerwa vakagwadama pamwe chete pamberi pechigaro chemutongi wavo nababa vavo, vachiisa zvose.

korona dzavo dziri mbiri dziri patsoka dzake…. Changamire mutongi wedenga nenyika, vanoti, Mambo wokubwinya nowemoyo yedu, baba vane tsitsi vezvisikwa zvenyu zvose, makapfekedza matiri zvipo zvenyu nenyasha dzenyu, uye makaripira ropa renyu rinokosha; tambudzikai, tinokukumbirai, kuti tikupei rukudzo kwamuri nekorona idzi, dzatinobata chete kubva muunyoro hwenyu husingagumi, tichiimba nekusingaperi tsitsi dzenyu dzisingaperi….

Mudiwa wangu, anovapindura J.-C., wagutsa moyo wangu uye wazadzisa zvishuwo zvangu zvese. Ndinofara zvikuru kuti ndakatambura rufu, sezvo rwakakuunzirai zvikomborero zvakawanda; uye ndizvo chete kuti ini

akanga atambura. Mufaro wenyu usingaperi, unova chibereko chawo, unonditsiva zvakanaka neropa randakateura nokuda kwenyu, uye nokuda kwavamwe vakawanda vasina kubetserwa naro…. Kuziva kutendeka kwenyu kunyasha dzangu dzandichadururira pamusoro penyu nzizi dzezvinofadza nekusingaperi dzichabva muhumwari hwangu… Iwe wakakomborerwa naBaba vangu, uye uchave nekusingaperi. Shamwari dzangu, makashanda zvikuru, makatambudzika zvikuru; Pakupedzisira, nguva yokutsiva yasvika kwamuri, nenguva yokutsiva kuvavengi venyu; mufaro usingaperi uchava kusuwa kunopfuura; misodzi yechinguvana ichaomeswa nekugutsikana kusingaperi, uye nguva yekurwadziwa kupfupi ichateverwa nekusingaperi kwerufaro…. Nokusingaperi muchagoverana neni kubwinya kwangu, kufara kwangu, uye, sekutaura, humwari hwangu chaihwo…. Saka huya,

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vashumiri vatsvene, imi makashanda zvikuru uye mukavanamatira zvikuru, zvino ivai vatongi venguva yavo mushure mekunge mava vanyajambwa veruvengo rwavo; Ndinokusanganisai nemutongo wandichatonga…. Zvakanaka! shamwari dzangu, munofunga nezvei pamusoro pevapari vemhosva ava, uye munoda kuti ndiite sei?… Taurai musinganyepedzeri, uye teverai chete mitemo yekururamisira uye ye

kururamisira….

Pakukokwa uku kubva kuna Changamire wavo, ndinoona vatongi vose vachisimuka pamwe chete kubva pazvigaro zvavo zvoumambo; Ndinovanzwa vachidaidzira nezwi rimwe chete vachiti: Ishe Mwari wedu, tinokumbira kururamisira uye kutsiva kuvanhu vakashata ava vakakutsamwisai zvakanyanya…. Ipapo vakarurama vose vakafarira chirevo ichi, vachiti: Ameni. Uye zvisikwa zvose zvakadzokorora izvo zvinotyisa

mazwi: Kururamisira uye kutsiva….; vakaipa ngavanyadziswe nokusingaperi....

Muchinjikwa weMuponesi, wandatotaura nezvawo, uye wakanga wamiswa pakati pedare rokudenga kuti ushande sechivimbiso nenyaradzo kune vakarurama, unounzwa nengirozi pamberi pechigaro choumambo chaJ.-C.; ipapo kunouya Mutsvene Mikaeri, akatakura zvikero zvakakura kuyera zvinhu zvese kuuremu hwenzvimbo tsvene…. Anozviisa pamberi peMutongi, pedyo nemuchinjikwa. Huyai, akadaro J.-C.

uye kuongorora mwenje weJerusarema muruoko… Baba vangu, ah! mufananidzo unotyisa sei maziso angu ari kuona zvino!… Urwu ndirwo rutivi rworuboshwe rwaChangamire Mutongi; Ndinodedera… Ngatimbomirai, ndapota, uye tiise pendi yacho kusvikira imwe  nguva….

§. v.

Kutongwa kwevakarashwa; magumo evana vanofa vasina kubhabhatidzwa.

“Muzita raBaba, nereMwanakomana, neroMweya Mutsvene, zvichingodaro. »

Baba vangu, kumusoro kwevasina kunaka vakaiswa kuruboshwe rweMutongi Mukuru, ndinoona vese avo, nesimba ravo kana zviedza zvavo, vachange vaita zvakanyanya kukuvadza muChechi, uye vachange vanyanya kuzvipa mhosva. kushungurudzwa kwenyasha dzavachange vagamuchira; Judhasi, vanopesana naKristu, vanyori vose vekupesana nedzidziso dzakatsauka, vavengi vose vechokwadi, vaprista vose vakaipa, uye pamusoro pavafundisi vose vakaipa; zvese zviri muKereke nezvakambove nazvo zvevakaramba kutenda, vanoera, vapambi, masimoniki, mapere. vakapfeka matehwe egwayana, vanyengeri, muchidimbu, vemarudzi ose vakashandisa zvisizvo chiremera noutsvene hwehushumiri hwavo, pamwe chete nokusaziva uye kubvuma kwevanhu, kushandura nheyo dzekutenda kwavo uye kuvatungamirira mukukanganisa. ; wedzera pairi vadzvinyiriri nevatambudzi vevatendi. Ava ndivo vachaumba vakasanangurwa vevana vokuraswa, uye vayawo pavari vachawirwa  nokupenya kunotyisa kwehasha dzaJehovha kwokutanga uye kunotyisa kwazvo  ….

Ndinoona pachinhanho chechipiri vadzidzi venhema, vanonzi vane pfungwa dzakasimba, vasingatendi vevakashata, vanogona kunzi vasingatendi kuvapo kwaMwari pasina kuisa pangozi zvakanyanya; vateveri vehuzivi hwerusununguko, kutanga neavo vakaita

hutsinye hwakanyanya hwekurumbidza kwavo uye kuvhenekerwa kwavo kunyengedza mweya yakapusa; kazhinji zvese izvo zvinonyadzisa munhau dzetsika kana kutenda…. Boka rechitatu revarashwa rinoumbwa naavo vose vanganzi vatadzi uye vanyajambwawo: vanozvikudza, vasina mwero, zvidhakwa, vatsivi, mbavha, vazivi vasina umwari kana vanyengeri,

nezvimwewo…Sezvo chimwechete chezvitadzo zvose izvi chinodiwa kuti chitukwe, tinogona kuva nechokwadi chokuti boka iri rokupedzisira richava iro risingaenzaniswi kupfuura mamwe ose…. Vese vanamati vezvidhori vakura vachaiswawo kuruboshwe, asi munzvimbo yakaparadzana nevaKristu vematsotsi; ivava vachasiyaniswa norunyoro rwokutsauka pakutenda uko kwose kwose kuchaperekedza chimiro chorubhapatidzo rwavo, umo kuchamuka chishoro chapamutemo uye chinokurira zvikurusa, icho chichava kwavari mutoro usingatsungiririki uye uchaita kuti vakodzere chirango chakasiyana zvikuru…. Ini zvakare ndinoona boka risingaverengeke revana vakazvarwa vakafa: kunyangwe kushaikwa kwehunhu hwekubhabhatidza kunovaisawo kuruboshwe, zvisinei ivo vanoita sekuti kwandiri havafanirwe kutambura zvakafanana….

Kamwe kamwe, Baba vangu, vachikanda chitarisiko chinotyisa uye chine mabhanan’ana paboka revakarasika, J.

mumwe uye zunguza denga nenyika negehena…. Iri gwayana rakapfava kune vamwe rinova kune vamwe shumba inodzvova inoita kuti kunyange ngirozi dzidedere…. Kana vakarurama vasina kutsigirwa uye kusimbiswa naiye

uchapupu hwehana dzavo uye mavanga emutsa aachangobva kuvapa, havana kukwanisa kutakura kupenya kweizwi rinotyisa iri, kana mhepo inotyisidzira yemutongi akashatirwa uyu… Chichava chii kuvatadzi!….

Pashure pokunge ndadana denga nenyika kuzvapupu zvokururama kwomufambiro wake nokutonga kwake, ndinonzwa inzwi rake rinotinhira richizvidza vavengi vake uye makomborero ake nokusaonga kwavo…. Anovatuka zvakadzama nekushungurudzwa kwenyasha dzake dzaaive avawanira mazviri

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mutengo weropa rake. Anovapa mhosva yekushanda kwake, kurwadziswa kwake, rufu rwake… Anovapomera pane zvese zvaakavaitira, kuwanda kwerudo rwake runyoro…. Anovazvidza nokuda kwezvakaipa zvavo, zvinonyadzisa zvavo, upofu hwavo, unyoro hwavo, utsvene hwavo… Anovakumbira zvakare ropa reropa rake.

vana vavakatambudza nokuvauraya…. Munoshinga kundipomera mhosva yokusaruramisira kwamuri, imi munomhura Mwari! Zvakanaka! ndiudze chii chimwe chandingave ndaita kuti uponeswe?…. Ah! ropa rangu rakadeuka, iro

Ndinokubvunza zvakare, ndicharuramisa nekusingaperi rudo rwangu rwakatsamwa…. Ichakuwira kuti ikuremedze nehuremu hwayo…. Asi pindurai, ndinokutenderaizve; ruramisa, kana uchikwanisa, uye kusatenda kwako kunotyisa uye kusatendeka kwako nguva dzose, uye kusviba kwekumukira kwako, uye nekukura kwemaitiro ako kwandiri…

Makarurama, Ishe, vachachema vose neshungu dzemweya yavo, vakarashwa ava vane nhamo… Kutonga kwenyu kwakarurama, uye mufambiro wenyu ndowakarurama… Tinozviziva kudenga…. Hongu isu

shora kusarongeka kwedu nhasi, uye tinomanikidzwa kubvuma kuti imhosva yedu kuti takarasika, sezvo zvaive kwatiri kutora mukana wekukoka kwako, kutyisidzira kwako uye nenyasha dzako .... Ah! tinofanira kumuziva nguva yapera kudaro!… Vanamati vezvidhori vachareurura kuti vakashandisa zvisizvo chiedza chechikonzero chavo chekusaziva muvambi we

denga nenyika, uye vakaitira hana dzavo zvakaipa.. MaJuda mapofu achaziva mesiya wavo, uye vachazvipa mhosva yokumuuraya neruvengo rwakachena….

“Saka,” mutongi mukuru achaenderera mberi, “kupomerwa kwako kwakafambiswa mberi nemutongi wemukati uyu ane mutongo wandicharatidza chete,

zvinoreva zvirevo zvokururama nokururama kwomuzvarirwo izvo zvandakanga ndanyora mukatikati menyu pachenyu kuti ive mutemo wokutanga wemufambiro wenyu, wawaisafanira kutongobva pauri... Nokuti imi, vatsauka vane nhamo, muchati. MaKristu, vana vapanduki veChechi yangu, kunze kwemutemo wekutanga uyu wamakakanganwa, makapokana zvakare muzvinhu zvose mutemo mutsvene zvikurusa weEvangeri yangu, uye kane chiuru makatyora zvibvumirano zvekubhabhatidzwa kwenyu: muine mhosva kaviri, muchazviita  . kuva nemhosva  mbiri

kupomerwa uye kurangwa kaviri…. Ndichakutonga nemitemo yokutenda kwako uye nehana yako, uye uchaziva kuti  handifaniri

muzive avo vanozvikudza kuti vave vangu. Chinhu chiduku zvikuru: Ndinofanira kuramba pamberi paBaba vangu vose vanondiramba  pamberi pavanhu. Uyu ndiwo magumo ako; uye sezvawakaita zvakaipa kuhana yako nezvibvumirano zvako, uchatongwa nemitemo yako  uye

kupomerwa nemuromo wako….

"Kune zvirango zvipi, shamwari dzangu, muchapomera vatadzi vakasiyana ava, achabvunza boka revanomuongorora?…. Haiwa Jehovha Mwari wedu, vachapindura vose pamwe chete, mhosva dzavo dziyerwe pachikero cheimba tsvene, uye vanofanira kuyerwa mutengo weropa renyu, pamusoro pemhosva yamakagamuchira kubva kwairi, pamusoro pechivi chomweya uye kutsveyama kwemoyo kwakavaita... Vanofanira kuyerwa, kuverengwa nokukamurwa, uye zvose zvisingakodzeri kubviswa pamabasa avo akanaka.

kuuya kuzotamba…. Ipapo, Ishe, muchatsivirwa kana kururamisira kwenyu kwaita kune mumwe nemumwe wavo chirango chakaenzana nekukura kwemhosva dzavo dzakatariswa pasi pemishumo iyi yakasiyana…. Zvose zvinomhanya. Kukurukurirana kunoitwa panguva imwe chete kune vose

pasina kusarudzika; uye nguva iyo kuongorora uku kwavose kuchaguma, ichava, kune mumwe nomumwe, kunyanya, sokunge kuti iye akanga atongwa, uye kuti kururamisira kwoumwari kwakanga kwazvishandisa pakumuongorora nokumupa mhosva iye oga…… inzwai kurema kwehasha dzekudenga sedzake

mhosva dzinenge dzakakodzera. Ndiko kupera kwenhaurirano; asi, tichimirira kuti mutongo ugozopiwa mune yekupedzisira, ngatitarisei, Baba, boka revana vadiki avo vatatotaura nezvavo….

Ndinovaona vakaungana pamwe chete kubva kunyika dzose dzepasi uye kubva kumarudzi ose anobvira; nokuti Mwari anoita kuti ndizive kuti pamusoro paizvozvi, zviri pamusoro paizvozvi, kuvana vavanamati vezvidhori, avo vakafa vasati vashandiswa kufunga, saavo vaKristu, avo vakafa vasati vabhapatidzwa, kunze kwokunge vasingarambi pane chimwe chinhu muchiedza chaizoitika. vakavaratidza zvose zviri zviviri kuvapo kwaMwari wechokwadi uye kusava namaturo kwezvidhori zvavo; nokuti ndinoonawo kuti kushata kuduku kwenyasha, murudzi urwu, kungava kukanganisa kunofa kwavari, kunyange zvazvo vachigona kuzvikweretesa kukunamata zvidhori pasina chitadzo, kunze kwokunge pasina ruzivo uye pasina kufunga. Zvino, vangani vana vaKristu vasina kumboberekwazve! Ndinovaona vose, sevanyajambwa vaduku vasina mhaka, vanotarisana vasingatauri shoko, vasingafungi zvokupomera kana kuti kukumbira ruregerero; vakarongedza zvese zvakatwasuka,

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magumo avo, pasina tariro kana kutya chero chinhu….

“Muri kuona here zvisikwa zviduku izvi, J.-C. anobvunza vashumiri veChechi yake? Havana kuberekwa patsva, asi kwete nekuda kwemhosva yavo; Kuda kwavo kwaisambopikisana nezvangu; Never

havana kuita zvikanganiso zvavo; havana kumboita mhosva yavo

munyori… Mamiriro avo haana kukodzera kunzwirwa tsitsi here? Ndinotambudzika, ndinoreurura, pakusakwanisa kuvabatanidza, kana neimwe nzira, nerufaro rwevasanangurwa vangu; nekuti gwapa rekutanga randinoona mavari rinopesana nemhedzisiro yangu

kunaka, uye kururamisira hakusiyi nzvimbo yetsitsi kwavari, sezvo mutongo unovabvisa kubva mukubwinya kusingaperi kwevatsvene uri

isingachinjike…….

Handikwanise kuvavhurira denga, iro rakavharirwa kwavari kubva pakukanganisa kwababa vavo vokutanga, ndichiona kuti mitemo yakaoma yekururamisira kwangu inonditadzisa kushandisa kwavari chero chinhu cheropa rangu uye nekuyananisa kwangu… Vanogona naizvozvo. musambofarira kuvapo kwangu mukubwinya. Asi, shamwari dzangu, toita sei nazvo?…. tichavatongera chii?… uye ndechipi chichaitika chaunofunga kuti vachasangana nacho munguva ino isingaperi isingambofi yakapera?…. Hapana chatingakwanisa kuvaitira, nekuti ndinonzwa kuda kuvafarira nepatinogona…. »

Ndimi Ishe, Ishe, vatsvene vose vachadanidzira, uye kunyanya vashumiri; ndimi tenzi, uye muchaita sezvamunoda; asi, zvaunenge uchida, tichakuudza kuti hazviratidzike zvakanaka kwatiri kuvatongera chirango chisingaperi pamusoro pemhosva yaAdhamu…

zvakawanda zvekuvanyima nekusingaperi kuvapo kwenyu, uye ndiko kuti, semaonero edu, zvese izvo gwapa ravasina kusukwa rakakodzera….

"Wazorodza mwoyo wangu uye wakagutsa rudo rwangu nezvawabva kutaura," JC akavaudza; teerera zvino, shamwari dzangu, kune mhinduro yandinofunga panguva yavo, uye mundiudze zvakare zvaunofunga nezvazvo: dai pakanga paine nzira yechokwadi yekubvisa zvisikwa zvidiki izvi kubva muhudzvanyiriri hwaSatani, anozvitora se. zvakapambwa zvake, uye anoda kuzozvitora nokururama; haungafariri kutora mukana nazvo

?.. Ndivo zvisikwa zvenyu, Jehovha, pindurai vatsvene vose; satenzi akakwana, une kodzero isingabviswe pamusoro pavo iyo dhiyabhorosi haagone kupokana newe, uye isu tinobvuma nemoyo wese kune zvese izvo huchenjeri hwako huchaita kuti unyengere mukufarira kwavo tarisiro ine hutsinye yemuvengi uyu werudzi rwevanhu ...

“Pano, ipapoka,” anopfuurira kudaro J.-C., “chakavanzika chinoyemurika icho Satani amene asingatarisiri: pasi rakacheneswa rapasi, sezvaunoona, richava

paugaro apo, vasina mufaro wokundiziva kana kundida, vasingabatanidzwi munzira ipi neipi mukuguma kwevasanangurwa vangu, ivo vachanakidzwa nekusingaperi.

kumwe rufaro rwechisikigo, urwo ruchasanganisira kusunungurwa kubva kumarudzi ose emarwadzo…… Nenguva isipi, nesimba reruoko rwangu rune simba rose ndichaisa necheni pasi pegomba rakadzika-dzika hasha dzaSatani nevabatsiri vake; ndichaisa chisimbiso cherima ravo ipapo; Ndichavhara mabudiro ese ekugara kwavo vasina mufaro zvekuti hakuna mweya uchakwanisa kubuda mavari kuuya kuzovavhiringidza munzvimbo yavo yepasi.

Ndosaka, anowedzera kuti, izano rakafanana iro ruoko runobatsira dzimwe nguva runoziva nzira yekuponesa mombe yekune imwe nyika, iyo inofarira nemutsa, kubva pazino rinouraya rechikara chinotyisa, pamwe nekudzora hasha dzayo, kana kuti nokumupfigira ega kuti mombe dzifarire

rusununguko. Sezvo ini ndisingakwanise kuva muponesi wavo nekuda kwangu, ini ndichazviita mutongi wavo akanaka, nekuvadzivirira zvakanyanya sezvazvinogona kwandiri semusiki wavo…. Naizvozvo, Baba vangu, anotaura kwavari, achivatarira neziso retsitsi: “Iye akati kwavari, Ndinokununurai kubva murima uye kubva muutapwa hwamakakandirwa pasi pesimba raSatani. hamungazogomera nematare; pachinzvimbo chemajeri aya erima nepasi penyika, pasi rino repasi, rakacheneswa nekushongedzwa nesimba rangu, richava ugaro hwamuchagara nekusingaperi, musingagone kuita chimwe chinhuzve.

zvisikwa zvine mhosva mumaziso angu: pane chikamu chenyu kuti ndakachivandudza, kuti muve nemufaro mairi sezvamungagona kuva, sevana vaAdhamu, vadyi venhaka yekumukira kwake uye vakatorerwa mamiriro avo emufaro wemoyo wangu. kunakidzwa, uye nekufara kunounza ruzivo rwangu uye rudo rwangu. »

Vafadzwa nokunaka kwomutongi wavo mukuru kwavari, ndinoona boka iri ravasina mhosva richizviwisira pasi namabvi avo pamberi pake, uye vakawira pasi nezviso zvavo zvakatarira pasi, vachiti: Haiwa Changamire mutongi wavapenyu navakafa. , tinokudai. , tinokuropafadzai semusiki wedu uye Mwari wedu akanaka nekusingaperi. Tinokupai kutenda kusingaperi nekuda kwezvakanaka zvamunotipa isu, pasina chakakodzera kwatiri, uye netsitsi dzisingaperi dzamunotipa.

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shandisai kwatiri: ngazvive zvaro, Ishe, zviropafadzwe nekusingaperi uye mukudzwe nevatsvene venyu vose….. Ruvanze rwose rwekudenga runorira nemufaro; zvisikwa zvose zvinobvunda nemufaro, uye Chechi inoimba nziyo dzemufaro mukurumbidza Musiki… Boka risingaverengeki revasina mhosva vashoma rinosimuka zvakare  ; uye neimwe nzira vachifara munhamo yavo, vanopinda munhaka yedambudziko risingafaniri kupera uye nenyika yakavandudzwa iyo inofanira kuva mugove wavo nokusingaperi  ...

Sezvo Mwari asingazorangi mweya yavo, kana kuda kwavo, kana pfungwa dzavo, sezvo kusati kwambova nekumukira kana nyonganyonga, uye pasina humwe hwesimba ravo huchave hwave huripo, kana zvombo zveutsotsi, achaita kuti vafare kwazvo. mufaro wechisikigo uyo munhu angadai akaravira muchimiro chechimiro chakachena, dai akazvichengetedza arimo. Nokuda kwavo, vachave vanyoro kukuda kwoumwari zvokuti, kure nokusangana kupikiswa kupi nokupi kwazviri, vachangova nechishuvo chokuwirirana nacho muzvose... Pasina kuva nokujeka, kana humwe hunhu hwe

avo vevakakomborerwa, miviri yavo ichanakirwa nehunyanzvi hwese hwechisikigo  uye hunodiwa pakuchengetedza hupenyu hwavo, muhujaya hwakasimba uye muchimiro chakakwana kwazvo. Vachave vakasununguka kubva kune zvishuwo uye zvisizvo zvidikanwi zvehunhu hwevanhu; kugara kwavo, kwakashongedzwa,  sesu

sezvatataura, zvichavapa muzvarirwo hupenyu husina mari nemafaro ose asina  mhosva anoenda nawo; ichava Paradhiso yapasi yechokwadi, kana tichida kushandisa uku kutaura, uko vagari vayo vachave vasina rimwe basa kunze kwokurumbidza nenzira yavo vamene Mwari uyo kupfurikidza nomutsa achabvisa kwavari zivo yokurasikirwa uko kwaizovaita kuti vasafara. uye kuvadzivisa  kunakidzwa

rudzi rwemufaro wakarongerwa ivo….

Vachaona, mukupesana, kuti kuguma kwavo kwakanakira sei: Mwari achatakura kunaka kusvika pakuzivisa kuvana vevanamati vezvidhori, kuti dai vakararama, vangadai vakatevera vasingakanganisi zvikanganiso nemhosva dzinenge dzaita. vakatuka madzibaba avo. Achaita kuti vaKristu vazive kuti dai rufu rwakanga rusina kuvabvisa nokukurumidza, vangadai vakaita kusatendeka kumwe chete nezvikanganiso zvimwe chetezvo izvo zvichapa mhosva vazhinji vavo pakati pevana veChechi yechokwadi. Chii chichava kune avo vanosara vachiraswa mukurasika?Vachaziva kuti vangadai vakafanirwa neGehena saivo, nokutevera zvishuvo zvavo zvisina hurongwa uye nekushandisa nyasha dzakafanana; mushoko, kuti dai vakanga vagashira rubhabhatidzo, pamwe kungadai kwakangove kwekutongerwa kwavo kusingaperi.

Mushure meizvi pamusoro pezvaizoitika kuvana vakanyimwa nyasha dzerubhabhatidzo, Sista yakandibvunza kuti ndaifungei nezvayo pamberi paMwari; kana ndakaona mariri zvisingaenderani nenheyo dzerutendo; nokuti,' akawedzera, 'hamuzivi manzwiro angu panyaya iyi. Ndakafunga kuti ndaona zvose zvandakangokuudza, mupfungwa yechiedza chinondivhenekera; Ndichiri kuzvitenda; asi iwe unoziva kuti ini handidi kubvuma chero chinhu chinopesana zvakananga nedzidziso kana kutenda kweChechi, yandinoziva sedombo rechokwadi rekukurudzira.Ndiudze, zvino, ndapota, zvaunofunga nezvazvo, uye kana hazvizopesana nemumwe mutemo wekutenda...

Sisi vakada mhinduro; Ndakarangarira zvakafanira dzidziso yezvandakanga ndaverenga munguva pfupi yapfuura mumunyori akanaka, uyo anoramba avo vevazivi vemazuva ano avo, vachiratidzira schismatics uye vasingadi Mwari, vanozvidza Chechi yeRoma nehutsinye husina kunzwikwa, hutsinye husina muenzaniso . izvo zvinosvika pakupa mhosva, ivo vanoti , kumoto usingaperi, zvisikwa zvine mhosva yechivi chaAdhamu chete. Chiremba

chikatorike manyepo uye anosimuka achipikisa kunyomba uku, nekuvaratidza kwavakatora kuti yaive dzidziso yeChechi yeRoma. Hezvino izvo, maererano naye, ndakapindura muchidimbu:

Hanzvadzi yangu, dzidziso yechivi chekutanga inotitongera kushaikwa kwekuona nekuva naMwari nekusingaperi, asi kwete

mwoto usingagumi, uyo sezvingabvira unongokonzerwa bedzi nezvivi zvedu timene nezvivi zvedu; kunyange zvakadaro, ndakawedzera, shure kwake, kuti Rugwaro Rutsvene harwurevi chinhu kwaari; Chechi haina kuzvisarudza; Madzibaba Vatsvene havana kushinga kuzvitaura, uye kana vamwe vavo vakazvisimudzira, simba ravo, serevamwe.

vanyori vezvidzidzo, havangambogadziri chimwe chinhu kunze kwemufungo wakati, usingagoni kuita mutemo wekutenda. Saka, Hanzvadzi yangu, handisi kuona kuti chii chingarambwa nemunhu sechinopesana nekutenda kana kutenda kweChechi, izvo zvawabva kundiudza pamusoro pechinhu ichi chinonakidza, kunyanya sezvo chichiita sechinonyanya kuenderana nekunaka kwe. Mwari kune zvisikwa zvake…. Sister vakapindura hapana; asi kunyarara kwake kwaiita sekwandiri kuzivisa kuti aitarisira kupokana pachinhu ichi. Isu tinomisa kuenderera kune inotevera

musangano….

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§. VI.

Kutukwa kwaJ.-C. pamusoro pevakarashwa; mutongo wake wokupedzisira pamusoro pavo, uye kuvigwa kwavo mugehena.

"Muzita raBaba, nereMwanakomana, neroMweya Mutsvene, etc."

Baba vangu, kuguma kwevana vaduku hakuna kutipa chinhu chinotyisa kana chinorwadza panyama; asi chiitiko chakaipa sei chiri kuvagadzirira!…. Ndinoona Satani achisimudza musoro wake unozvikudza uye achizviti ndezvake, uye kuti Mwari haangavabvise kwaari pasina kusarurama. Vese vakarambwa nemadhimoni vanotevedzera ushingi uye vanotsigira

zvichemo zvemutungamiri wavo; Ndiri kuona kusakwana kwezvikara zvisingaite kubva kubato rimwechete…. Ndinoona mitumbi yevakarashwa yandambotaura nezvayo kumwewo, iyi

Miviri yakashata uye yakapetwa kachuru kunotyisa kubvira pavakamutswa, ndinovaona vakarara kureba, zviso zvavo zvakatarira pasi pavairovera nemisoro yavo, vachiedza panguva dzakasiyana-siyana kumukira Mwari, wavanopomera kusaruramisira. ivo… Vanomuzvidza nokuda kwokuvaomesera kwakanyanyisa nokuda kwavo uye

kuwanda kwetsitsi kune vake. Hasha dzavo dzisingachinji dzinovawisira mukugwinha kunotyisa, uye kuvaita kuti varutse kunyomba uye fungidziro dzakaipa….

Vanoedza zvisina maturo kumukira Mwari, uyo ane ruoko runovakurira nehuremu hwahwo hwekuvavhiringa zvakanyanya uye zvirinani kutsiva kushinga kwavo… J.-C. dare rinoera rinozivisa pasi pedenga

mhosva dzavaisada kudzipedza nekuregererwa. Vanovashoropodza nokuda kwehunyengeri hwavo, mhosva dzavo, zvinonyangadza zvavo, zvinonyangadza zvavo zvakavanzika, tsika dzavo dzisina hurongwa nezvinonyadzisa, kushungurudzwa kwavakaita nemafungiro avo, kusarurama kwavo, kudada kwavo kwoudhiyabhorosi, maitiro avo oudhiyabhorosi…. Kururamisa kwakasimba, Ishe, vese vanochema kamwechete, nekukasira uye nekutsiva kwakazara kune ava vakashata vachiri kuda kukutukai….

Ipapo mutongi mukuru, achiita kuti vose vanyarare, acharamba achipa kutuka kwakasiyana-siyana kuchava kwakafanana nokuonekana kuzhinji zvokuti vakarambwa vachasungirwa kunzwa kusvikira pakupedzisira, kwaachavarayira kuti vabve pamberi pake nokusingaperi uye kuti varege kuregwa. kubva kwaari nokusingaperi…… Ndiani angakuudza, Baba, kuti kurongeka uku kwakakura sei?

!… . Kudenga kwakanaka! ndiani aisadedera!... Ndinonzwa inzwi rake rinotyisa iro rinotanga kutaura kuna Rusifa, mutungamiri wevakarasika, uye richiti kwaari nenzwi.

inokwanisa kumuparadza, kana aigona kuva: Sei, chikara chinotyisa, sei, chikara chezvakaipa, ungafunga kupandukira zvakare mushure mekudonha.

Ndiani anotyisa akakubudisai kubva kumusoro kwedenga kusvikira kwakadzika kwegomba, uko ruoko rwangu rune simba rusingaregi kukurangai nokuda kwokuzvikudza kwenyu kwokuzvikudza?

Iwe usina mhosva, asi wakapwanyika nemheni yeWekumusoro-soro, unofunga kuti uchiri kutyiwa sei? Endai, makatukwa naBaba vangu, ndinokutukai kane churu nechuru, uye zvakaipa zvekutuka uku kwandinokupai zvichagara pamisoro yenyu ine mhosva nekusingaperi......

Pakutinhira uku zvisikwa zvose zvinodedera; mapango enyika anozungunuswa. Dare rokudenga rabatwa nokutya; ngirozi dzinonetseka; vatsvene vanodedera; Kuti avasimbise, J.-C. anofanira zvakare kutaura kwavari: Nokuti imi, shamwari dzangu, akati kwavari nounyoro uye norudo, musatya. Hasha dzangu hadzisi pauri kuti kurohwa kwehasha dzangu kuwire….. Waropafadzwa naBaba vangu, uye kuropafadzwa kwangu kuchakuperekedza nekusingaperi. Huya neni ini Mambo wako, Baba vako nemutungamiriri wako. Uyai, vana vangu vanodiwa, huyai mutore umambo hwandakakuvimbisai uye ndakakugadzirirai kubva pakutanga kwenyika  …….

Vese vanobva vangopindura kokero iyi yerudo, uye mumwe nemumwe anoratidza hupenyu hwezvishuwo zvake uye kugutsikana kwemwoyo wake nemoyo wake.

shungu nemweya wake wekufara…. Ndinoona ngirozi dzichisimudza muchinjikwa weMuponesi kunzvimbo yepakati pemhepo, kuti dzitungamirire kufora kwekukunda kwevose vakaropafadzwa. Bhuku nezvikero zvinopera. Hondo inokunda yevanhu vaMwari inozvironga muhurongwa hwakanaka pamberi paMambo wayo… Ngirozi dzinosimuka kuenda mudenga. Vapristi veJ.-C. vanomukomba sevarindi vemunhu wake anoyemurika uye anoera. Vamwe vanozadza nzvimbo dzakasiyana dzakapoteredza Mambo uyu weKubwinya, pakupedzisira anokunda vavengi vake vose.

Mudziyo unobwinya uye wakaisvonaka, uchaita kuti vakarashwa vatambudzwe kusingaperi; vasingafari zvakapetwa kaviri, vacharamba vachizviona. Asi, O nguva ine njodzi! Zvinosuwisa uye zvinouraya zviono zvepasi rose!... Heino shanduko yekupedzisira yezvisikwa, kuoneka kunosuwisa,

kupatsanurwa kusingaperi kwewakarurama nemutadzi, kwechisikwa naMwari wacho! Ah! Baba, inhamo yakadini! uye kuti inotyisa kune bato renhamo yakaiswa