UJeanne le Royer / Udadewabo Wokuzalwa
INGXENYE YESIBILI.
Ngaphambi kokushiya umphakathi, enye yezinkathazo zami zokuqala kwaba wukubeka eceleni, ukunakekela lapho ngihamba, wonke amanothi ayethinta ngokuqondile indaba yeBandla, ngoba lokho kwakubonakala kimi kuwumgomo oyinhloko. Dadewethu. Kwakuwukuba ngizihlele ngendlela engangizibambe ngayo phakathi nezinyanga zokuqala zokudingiswa kwami.
Kodwa lokhu kukhetha, okwenziwa ezimweni zokusuka kungazelelwe nokushesha, kwakungeke kube okuqondile kakhulu. Kwasala inqwaba yezimo ezithakazelisa kakhulu nezindaba engingakwazi ukuzicindezela ngaphandle kokulimaza imbangela engangibekwe ngayo icala. Umqulu wokuqala wanikeza uhlelo lomsebenzi; kodwa akazange anikeze yonke imininingwane, noma konke ukubulawa. Isihloko saqedwa, umsebenzi wawungekho, noma okungenani wawungekho wonke.
Ngakho-ke, ukuze ngingezelele, futhi ngingashiyi lutho olunganikela enkazimulweni kaSomandla nasekusindisweni kwemiphefumulo, ngiqoqe lezi zimo ezihlakazekile, lezi zici ezihlukene, ukuze ngizihlanganise nezinye izinkanyiso zaphezulu ezadluliselwa Dadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu, ukuze enze ukuqhubeka okuthile kwazo okungacebisa ingqikithi yezambulo zokuqala, futhi izethule njengobufakazi obusha balokho okufanele kwenzeke.
UDade wasibona kusengaphambili isidingo salesi senezelo, njengoba, njengoba sizobona maduze, yena ngokwakhe wayesikisele lowo mbono, futhi, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, walandelela icebo, engibonisa izinto okufanele zingene kuso.
Nakuba kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba ngibeke ukuhleleka okufanayo lapho, ngiyalokotha ukusho ukuthi umuntu uzothola yonke indawo umoya ofanayo, isithakazelo esifanayo nokubaluleka okufanayo maqondana nensindiso, kuze kube seqophelweni ngisho nasezihlotsheni umqulu wesibili wawubonakala ungcono kakhulu. kweyokuqala; futhi angizithathi phezu kwami ukunquma umbuzo.
ISIQEPHU SOKUQALA.
Imininingwane kanye nentuthuko ekuhluphekeni kweBandla ngezikhathi zokugcina.
"Egameni likaYise, neleNdodana nelikaMoya oNgcwele ... njll." »
Baba, ekulandiseni engikunikeze kona kukho konke okuphathelene nezimo ezahlukene zeBandla lilonke, ngiphunyuke ezintweni eziningi ezithokozisayo uNkulunkulu afuna ngikubhalele zona. Ngakho, uma ucabanga ukuthi kufanelekile, sizokhuluma ngazo njengoba zifika enkumbulweni yami, noma kunalokho njengoba kujabulisa uNkulunkulu ukungikhumbuza ngazo. Lezi kuzoba yizimo eziningi ezintsha ezizosebenza njengesengezo kulokho osekushiwo: zizokhumbula imibono efanayo, futhi zizoyicebisa, ngaphandle kokuphindaphinda amagama afanayo. Kokunye, Baba, uyakubeka lapho ukuhleleka nokuhleleka kwakho: kwanele kimi ukuba ngikubonise zona, ngokuphindaphinda kuwe ukuthi intando yaphezulu iwukuba uzikhandle ekulobeni lokhu okuncane. sebenza. , futhi, ukuthi ubeke konke ukunakekelwa nakho konke
Ngaphandle kwale ncwadi. Isizathu esinamandla sokusebenza kuso.
UNkulunkulu ungitshela ukuthi uzowela izilwandle futhi amukelwe emibusweni eminingi....
Ngolunye usuku izothatha ababhali abaningana; futhi kuze kube sekupheleni kwezwe uyohola inani elikhulu kakhulu lemiphefumulo ezulwini Sengathi singaba ofakazi!
kodwa ngeke kube kulokhu kuphila; amathambo akho nawami ayoba uthuli, futhi esikubhalayo kuyoba khona futhi kuphawulwe ngakho; uyoba ngumthombo nenduduzo yabathembekile, njengokuphelelwa ithemba kwazo zonke izitha zikaNkulunkulu, ezihlelo zazo ezimbi nemizamo yazo enecala azoyidiliza kusengaphambili, ngokunikeza inkolo.
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okufanele bahlasele, ubufakazi obuhlaba umxhwele nakakhulu, njengoba kuzokwenziwa ukubhubhisa izihlubuki kanye nokubi kwezikhathi zokuphela Isiphi isisusa
ngawe, Baba, ngentshiseko nangesibindi! Yini ongayenza kangcono ngesikhathi sakho, ikakhulukazi ngenkathi ungekho esikhundleni?
Isihloko sokubeka lapho.
Kubonakala sengathi intando kaNkulunkulu iwukuba ubeke isiqu lapho, esimemezela ukuthi nguye ngokwakhe ongumbhali, nokuthi isidalwa singena lapho kuphela ngesimo. Bekungadingeka, uma kungenzeka, ukuthi mina nawe singaqanjwanga kuso: ngaphezu kwalokho, kulo msebenzi, singabanye kuphela amathuluzi angenzi lutho entando yaphezulu, asikwazi ngokwethu ukumosha umsebenzi. yeNkosi. Amagama ethu angasinika siphi isisindo? Ngikushiya konke lokho ekucabangeni kwenu, futhi ngifika kwezinye izimo engizishiyile mayelana nezikhathi zokugcina zeBandla lika-J.-C., okungenzeka ukuthi azikude kangako njengoba umuntu engase acabange ...
Umbono weBandla ngezikhathi zokugcina.
Uzokwazi-ke Baba ukuthi ngeSonto lokuqala enyangeni yokugcina kaJanuwari, ngaba nombono ongaveza isithombe esihle kakhulu, uma umdwebi ekwazi ukumbamba kahle zonke izinto, futhi enze okufanayo. ukuhleleka nangamandla afanayo nalawo aziveze engqondweni yami.
Kanjalo ngiphila njengasohlakeni olufanayo lonke iBandla likaJC kanye nabantu abathathu bakaZiqu-zintathu oncomekayo. UYise neNdodana babehlezi, futhi phambi kwabo iBandla labonakala liguqe ngamadolo ngaphansi komfanekiso wentombi yobuhle bonke: uMoya oNgcwele welula amaphiko akhe futhi wakhipha imisebe yakhe phezu kwentombi kanye nabanye abantu ababili. Izilonda zika-JC zazibonakala ziluhlaza. Ngesinye isandla wayencike esiphambanweni, futhi ngesinye wanikela kuYise inkomishi enkulu ayithola ezandleni zeBandla eyamnika yona. Kanjalo intombi yabe yethula futhi yasekela indebe ngaphansi; U-JC wayibamba phakathi ukuze ayethule kuyise, owathi ukuba amukele, abeke isandla esisodwa enkomishini, futhi ngesinye isandla abusise intombi. Lona futhi wabamba isandla esiphambanweni sika-JC, futhi mina igazi
kunokuba ahlukane ekukholweni ebunyeni bukaNkulunkulu noZiqu-zintathu wabantu, kanye nakuwo wonke amanye amaphuzu aqukethwe ubuKatolika.
INcasakazi yayizungezwe inani elingenamkhawulo lamaKristu aphanayo wonke ayebonakala eyizingane zakhe, ayenothando nenhlonipho enkulu ngayo . Babezimisele ukunikela ngokuphila kwabo, futhi bashisa ukuze kuchithwe igazi labo ngenxa yomsebenzi ofanayo, ayesanda kuwenza egameni likaJesu wonke.
Ngaqaphela ukuthi indebe yayigcwele igazi, futhi ngezwa u-JC ethi kuyise, ethula kuye ngobuso obunomusa: Ngizojabula ngokuphelele lapho ngikunikeza yona igcwele ngokugcwele ...
Ngaqonda ukuthi indebe yayiqukethe igazi labafel 'ukholo bokuqala be-JC, nokuthi lokhu kubonakala kwamemezela ukushushiswa kokugcina kweBandla lakhe, okumele kuqedele ukugcwalisa indebe, ngokugcwalisa inani labavuma izono kanye nalabo abakhethiwe ...
Inombolo yabafel' ukholo bokugcina.
Kuyoba khona abafel’ ukholo abaningi ekugcineni njengasekuqaleni kweBandla, futhi ngiyazi ukuthi ukushushiswa kuyoba nobudlova kakhulu ngasezikhathini zokugcina kangangokuthi eminyakeni embalwa kuyoba nenani elifanayo labo. ngemva kwalokho isahlulelo se-universal JC sizokwaneliseka ngokugcwele, ngoba sizoba yi-
inani eliphelele labakhethiweyo bakhe, wathola isengezo sentshiseko yakhe. OPhakade usazothola ukufaneleka kanye negazi labafel 'ukholo lwakhe, futhi yingakho u-JC ezikhazimulisa futhi alithathe, njengokungathi liyimpahla yakhe. Ungubaba ozibona efa ebantwaneni bakhe, futhi ukubheka njengokubalulekile ukufa kwabo. Umfel 'ukholo we-JC wenza isizathu esivamile naye; uhlotshaniswa nezimfanelo zakhe njengoba ehlangene nezinhlupheko zakhe. Ufana nomunye uJC; futhi uma kuyiqiniso ukusho ngomKristu weqiniso ukuthi ngu-JC ohlala kuye, akulona iqiniso elingaphansi ukusho ngomfel 'ukholo ukuthi ngu-JC olwa, ohluphekayo futhi ofa kuye.
Yeka umusa, Baba, lowo wokufela ukholo! futhi ngubani ongalokotha acabange ukuthi unaso, ikakhulukazi azi ukuthi isibalo senziwe futhi simisiwe, ukuze lonke ulaka lwabashushisi nesihogo alusoze lwakwazi ukwengeza noyedwa kulabo abamiswe uNkulunkulu ukuba bambuyisele. lobu bufakazi obunegazi! Masifise ukuba ngabafel’ ukholo, kahle futhi abahle; kodwa masingamlingi uNkulunkulu: kungumusa oyisimangaliso ngokuphelele futhi uphakeme ngokuphelele kunomuntu. Kuyiqiniso ukuthi ukukulangazelela kuyamjabulisa kakhulu uNkulunkulu; uze angazise ukuthi uyokubheka ukufel’ ukholo kubo bonke labo abasesimweni seqiniso ukufa kunokuba bafe ngomusa wakhe, kunokuba baqhubeke ekukholweni, futhi ngisho bangenzi lutho olungamcasula; kodwa ukugabadela akumjabulisi _
kancane esimweni sokufela ukholo: kodwa lesi simo kufanele ngaso sonke isikhathi siqukethe uthando olukhulu lukaNkulunkulu, nenzondo enkulu ngesono esimcasulayo, ikakhulukazi lezo azenzile: okumenza anikele.
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igama lokubhapathizwa kwegazi. Ngakho-ke masikhuleke, Baba, futhi sesabe ukuthi ngeke sifunyanwe sifaneleka, uma ithuba livela osukwini lwethu.
Inkolo yamanga ephambene nobunye bukaNkulunkulu neBandla lakhe.
Kodwa, Baba, lesi siqondiso akusona ukuphela kwenhloso yombono engisanda kukhuluma ngawo kuwe; kusabonakala sengathi uNkulunkulu ufuna ukuyisebenzisa njengesivikelo emoyeni wamaphutha wezikhathi zokugcina. “Yazi, ndodakazi yami,” wangitshela ngesakhe isikhathi, ukuthi ngasekupheleni kwamakhulu eminyaka edlule
isondela ekubuseni komphik’ ukristu, kuyovela inkolo yamanga ephambene nobunye bukaNkulunkulu neBandla lakhe . “Njengokwazi kwami, Baba,
lokhu kuhlubuka kuzodala umonakalo, kangangokuthi angicabangi ukuthi besingakayiboni inhlekelele engaka, ngosizo lwemikhiqizo nezinkulumo zabalandeli bayo okumele basebenze khona isikhathi eside futhi okungenzeka ukuthi sebevele besebenza. Lapho. Izogunyazwa, ithole abasekeli kuyo yonke indawo, izoba nempumelelo enkulu, izonweba ukunqoba kwayo kude nakude, futhi izobonakala igubuzele wonke amazwe nazo zonke izifundazwe; ekuqaleni lizoba nomoya omuhle futhi oncomekayo kakhulu wobuhle, ubuntu, umusa ngisho nenkolo, okusazoba yisicupho esiyengayo kubantu abaningi.
Abalandeli bayo, abangcono kakhulu ukuphumelela, bayoqala ngokuthinta inhlonipho enkulu ngeVangeli nobuKhatholika; kuzovela izincwadi ezikhuluma ngengokomoya, eziyobhalwa yibo ngemfudumalo yokuzinikela, futhi zithwale imiphefumulo ifike endaweni yokuphelela eyobonakala iyiphakamisela ezulwini lesithathu. Futhi ngeke singabaze ubungcwele bababhali bazo noma abahlanganyeli babo, esizobabeka ngaphezu kwabangcwele abakhulu kunabo bonke, labo, ngokusho kwabo, bayobe bedwebe kuphela ubuhle Uyise wamanga, njengoba sisho ngokushesha ,
ngeke akhohlwe lutho ukugunyaza imibono ezovuna yena....
Bayoba nama-altare namathempeli, lapho abapristi babo beyolwela ukulingisa izimfihlakalo , imikhosi, nemihlatshelo yenkolo,
bayoxubanisa inani lezimo eziwubukhazikhazi nezikholelwa ezeni, becela noma bangcolise igama elingcwele likaNkulunkulu... Bayokwenza amaSakramente mbumbulu; okokuqala bayobhapathiza egameni labantu abathathu baphezulu; kodwa maduzane bayoshintsha ukuhleleka kwabantu, futhi ngemva kwalokho bayosusa abanye ukuze bamise abanye babangcwele babo. Ubuzenzisi babo buyobenza baqambe ama-austerities amangalisayo aphakeme kakhulu kuneLente kanye nokuzithiba kweBandla, nakuzo zonke izigwegwe zabangcwele; kodwa konke lokhu kuzoba ngokubukeka kanye nokuhlaba umxhwele emehlweni abantu. Inkolo yabo isekelwe enjabulweni yemizwa kuphela, ngaphakathi bayoyidelela ukuphila okubethelwe esiphambanweni, ukuhlushwa, ukuhlupheka; futhi konke abayokwenza ngayo kubonakale ngaphandle kuyoncishiswa ezenzweni zamandla, lapho abakhohlisi abanekhono bayozama ukudlulana ngokulinganayo ukuze bayenge abavamile futhi benze amaqili enkohliso yabo nokholo lwabo olubi; ezizozibonakalisa maduze ekudeleleni kwabo umphakathi ukholo nokuziphatha kweVangeli. Inhlekisa abazozama ukuyijikijela kumaKrestu asazobambelela kuyo, ngeke isuke ukuwisa nokuhlubuka abaningi; ngoba lolu hlobo lokushushiswa lubi kakhulu ngoba luqiniswa inhlonipho yomuntu, ukuzethemba, ihlazo lamanga, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke yizinkanuko ezihlale zisiholela ohlangothini oluvuna bona. noma yikuphi okunye.
Izindela zamanga ezibizwa ngokuthi Omakoti Bengoma; udumo lwabo.
Okungcono ukukhohlisa izikhungo ezingcwele zeBandla, bazosungula labo ababizwa ngokuthi izindela, abazozinikela ngezwi ekuziphenduleleni, futhi bazozibiza, ngokusezingeni eliphezulu, abafazi bama-canticles, noma abafazi bakaMoya oNgcwele. Bayoba usizo olukhulu emsebenzini kadeveli; uyobenza babe nobuhle obushaqisayo, abenzele udumo oluyokhanga wonke amehlo futhi enze lezi zigqoko zibukeke njengonkulunkulu. Izambulo, izibikezelo zesikhathi esizayo, ukuthokoza, ukuhlwithwa emzimbeni nasemphefumulweni kuyokwenzeka kubo njalo nangaphansi kwamehlo abo bonke; sizokuzwa kuphela ngobuhle babo kanye nezimangaliso zabefundisi bamaphutha, labo, ohlangothini lwabo, abangeke benze umzamo omncane wokukhohlisa abantu ngezinto ezimangalisayo lapho udeveli eyongena khona kwabaningi, kuze kube ngemva kokufa kwabo uyovusa abathile emoyeni ezimbulungeni zomlilo, ukuze abenze bakhulekele njengonkulunkulu abangafi. Futhi izithombe zabo zizopendwe emathempelini, futhi kuyoshiwo kuzwakale ukuthi ibandla elikhiqiza izimangaliso ezinjalo lingcwele kakhulu kunelokuqala (1).
Kodwa, Baba, ungalenzi iphutha, lezi izimangaliso ezifana nezikaSimoni iNyanga, nezanusi zaseGibhithe, nabanye abakhohlisi abathile ababevela emhlabeni, idemoni labo elalisebenzisa imimoya yabo.
yilwa nenkolo yeqiniso. Njengoba ingakwazi ukumelana nanoma yiluphi uvivinyo, le misebenzi kaSathane iyodlula kuphela
(1) I-pseudochristi esheshayo, ne-pseudoprophetœ: ne-dabunt signa magna, et prodigia; ità ut in errorem inducantur (si fieri potest) etiam electi. (Math. 24; 24.)
Cujus (Antichristi) est adventus secundum operationem Satanae, in all virtute, et signis, et prodigiis mendacibus, et in omni seduction iniquitatis. (1, Thesalonika 2; 9, 10.)
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ukupela nemilingo yaloyise wamanga. Kodwa ake sahlulele ngokuziphatha okuyimfihlo kwalaba benza izimangaliso, futhi masazise isithelo ngesihlahla, nesihlahla ngesithelo. Laba okuthiwa abangcwele, abakhanyisiwe futhi abahlukunyezwa kuNkulunkulu, la madoda ahlakaniphile, laba benzi bezimangaliso abahlonishwa kakhulu bazohlangana ebusuku nababizwa ngokuthi abashadile be-canticles kanye noMoya oNgcwele , lezi zintombi ezihloniphekile nezingcwele, ezizinikezele e-continence. nasekuhlanzekeni; bayobuthana ebusuku nasezindaweni ezicashile bevumelana nemiklamo yabo esonakele Yeka izinto ezesabekayo engizibonayo!
Kulapho-ke lapho beyozikhandla ndawonye ekusunguleni zonke izindlela zokukhohlisa ngosizo lwemilingo nokuncenga amademoni. Kulapho, futhi, lapho ukusebenzisa kabi imibhalo engcwele ngokungafanele, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke ukunikeza incazelo emahhadla nenyama ku-canticle yama-canticles, bayozilahla, ukuze bahambisane nayo, kubo bonke ububi obungacatshangwa, futhi bayokwenza unya. kanye nezinengiso ezimbi kakhulu, okungavunyelwe ukuzisho. Ngaleyo ndlela bazothembeka esifungweni sabo sokuzibamba kanye nokuzisola.
Kuzovela kwesinye salezi zifebe lapho umphik'ukristu azalwe khona.
Ngiyabona, Baba, ukuthi enye yalezi zingubo ezifakelwe ngale ndlela kufanele izale umphikukristu ngokwakhe, okungenzeka kube nguyise oyedwa wabaholi abakhulu bale mihlangano yasebusuku. Uyokhuliswa esikoleni sabo futhi aqeqeshwe ngezimiso zenkolo eyamzalayo. Uyozidumisa yena ngokuzalwa ngumfazi kacanticles, okuzoba kuyena isizathu sokuqala sokukhetha yena kuno-J.-C. Kodwa-ke, inhlamba yokuziphatha kwabo iyohlala ifihliwe emehlweni omphakathi, futhi isibopho sokwanelisa injabulo yemizwa, eyosebenza njengomthetho wokuqala wophawu lwabo, kuyoba njalo.
embozwe yisihenqo semfihlakalo nobuzenzisi, ukuthi ngeke avimbe ukuzidla kwabo nobumpumputhe babo ekuphokopheleni izindawo zokuqala ezulwini, bekhetha bona kunalabo abahlezi kuzo, kuyilapho befanele izindawo zokuqala emhlabeni.
Bayoshwabadela inzondo nomhawu ngokumelene namaKrestu, futhi bayosebenzisa amandla abayosekelwa ngawo, ukubashushisa nokubahlupha. Isifiso sabo esikhulu siyoba ukuba bafe noma bahlubuke. Bayohlukanisa iBandla kanye nobuNkulunkulu uqobo, ngokuzama ukukhumbula onkulunkulu bobuhedeni futhi bamise kabusha ukukhonza izithombe emanxiweni enkolo... Kusho ukuthini ngabantwana bakaNkulunkulu beqiniso ukugwema izingibe eziningi kangaka ezibekelwe zonke izingxenye? kanye nokusekela, ngaphandle kokungabaza, izilingo ezimbi kangaka. Akukho okunye ngaphandle kokuthandaza, ukubukela njalo futhi ubambelele kunanini ngaphambili enkolelweni yezimfihlakalo nasezinqumweni zeBandla, futhi ekugcineni uhambe kuphela ngokukhanya kwesibani sokukholwa: ukholiswa ngaphandle kokuthi uNkulunkulu akalokothi alahle owakho futhi akakufuni ukukhanyiselwa, inkolelo yakhe kumele inyakaziswe kakhulu ...
Umbono, ephusheni, wethoshi Lokukholwa, okufanele likhanyisele umKristu weqiniso.
Lokho, ngicabanga, Baba, yilokho elinye iphupho engaba nalo esikhathini esidlule. Insizwa ebukekayo yanginika amakhandlela amathathu akhanyisiwe, ahlangana ngokushesha enza ithoshi elikhulu. Yathi kimi insizwa: Hamba njalo ekukhanyeni kwawo, ungaduki. Waqhubeka, imfihlakalo kaZiqu-zintathu Ongcwele, futhi ukholo luzoshukunyiswa ngokushesha kuleli phuzu; kodwa akufanele nanini iphume. Liyomelana kuze kube sekupheleni umoya wephutha nowazo zonke izinkanuko zomuntu...
Ake sibuyele endleleni abakhohlisi abangabazenzisi abayoyisebenzisa kabi incazelo yemiBhalo yaphezulu...
Ukuhlukumeza okunyantisayo okuyokwenziwa ngemiBhalo Engcwele. Incazelo yangempela yesiHlabelelo sezihlabelelo.
Uyazi, Baba, ukuthi akusinjalo, noma ngalomqondo omubi nohlambalazayo, ukuthi sikhulume ngomakoti we-canticles, lapho ngaleli zwi ngibeka isimo seBandla ukuba sishise, futhi sengathi siyaphela, ngenxa yothando. yomyeni wakhe. Konke kumsulwa, konke kumsulwa, konke kungokwaphezulu kulobu bunye
ongaqondakali. Ngisazohamba, ekuphetheni lesi sihloko, ukuze nginitshele okuthile ngalo nkosikazi weqiniso wama-canticles, engazi kuye ukuthi umuntu anganikeza esinye isicelo esingeke sibe msulwa noma singakha kancane.
Ngolunye usuku ngenza umthandazo wami cishe ngokushesha ngemva kwezifungo zami, ngazithola ngihanjiswa ngomoya ngayiswa engadini enhle egcwele izimbali ezincane ezimhlophe ezinephunga elimnandi nobuhle obumangalisayo. Ngangingawuboni umehluko phakathi kwawo: wonke ayemancane ngokulinganayo, ekhanya futhi emnandi. Ubungasho ukuthi isandla esinekhono sasiwatshale wonke ngokulingana futhi wawasika ezingeni elifanayo, kungekho noyedwa okhuphuka ngaphezu kwezinye. Kwakukhona phakathi nengadi umthombo wamanzi acwebile namnandi okwakubonakala kimi ukuthi uhloselwe ukunisela lezi zimbali ezikhangayo. Kwabusa intwasahlobo engapheli kule ndawo yokuhlala emnandi, futhi ngaphansi kwamafu ngabona ilanga elihle elikhipha imisebe yalo epholile emkhathini wonke.
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engadini, ngaphandle kokuwayisa kwenye indawo. Yayenzelwa kuphela ukukhanyisa indawo yayo ebiyelwe ngenjabulo . Ngaqaphela ukuthi izimbali ezincane zonke
baphinde bajikela elangeni, nokuthi bonke babenomnyakazo othize owawubonakala ubaphilisa ngaphandle kokudala ukudideka...
Ngisababaza umbukwane omangalisayo amehlo ami ayenganeliseki ngawo, izwi langitshela ukuthi lensimu enhle iwumfanekiso wepharadesi lasemhlabeni; ukuthi izimbali ezincane ezangijabulisa kakhulu, zazimelela isimo sabantwana baka-Adamu, ukuba uYise akonanga: ukuthi ngokulandela kuphela umbono wokulunga kwasekuqaleni, okwakuyoba ikhampasi kanye nelungelo labo, bonke babeyophenduka. , njengezimbali ezincane, ngokuthanda kwabo elangeni lobulungisa, elaliyokhanyisela imiphefumulo yabo futhi lifudumale izinhliziyo zabo .
; okusho ukuthi, babeyothanda futhi bafune kuphela uthando lombhali wabo noNkulunkulu wabo. Kulapha, kwaqhubeka izwi, indawo yokuhlala ejabulisayo yobumsulwa nobumsulwa; akungeni lutho olungcolile. Konke okungcolile kufanele kuxoshwe kuyo, kuyinsimu yeNkosi neNdlovukazi ...
Ngathatha la mazwi ukuze ngivikeleke, futhi angizange ngilokothe ngingene lapho, ngazifihla ukuze ngibheke ngokukhululeka kwami insimu emnandi ngokuhleleka kanye nokulinganisa okwakubusa ekwabiweni kwayo nasezihlotsheni zayo, amanzi ayo asiliva,
ilanga elihle elalikhanyiswe ngalo, ikakhulukazi izimbali ezincane ezithandekayo ezazigcwele ngokuphazima kweso ngibona intombi enhle kakhulu eyake yangena kuyo.
eshicilelwe. Angeke Baba ngikubonise umusa nobukhosi bokuhamba kwakhe, ukukhanya okuphilayo kwamehlo akhe agcwele uthando, ubumnene, isizotha sobuso bakhe, okwaqeda konke engangikuthanda kuze kube yilapho. Ngatshelwa ukuthi wayengumfazi weqiniso wamaculo, futhi ngaqonda ngomqondo wombono, ukuthi le nkulumo ingasebenza kumama ongcwele ka-JC kanye naseBandleni lakhe uqobo, futhi ngezinye izikhathi nasemphefumulweni othembekile, nakuba ngomqondo ohluke kancane, njengoba sizosho maduze...
Inkosikazi, noma intombi enhle engikhulume ngayo, yayiphelezelwa umyeni wayo waphezulu, owayesaluthwele usuku ngokungapheli; kodwa angikwazi ukukutshela lutho olusondela kuyo, futhi angikholwa ngisho nokuthi izingelosi zingakunika lokho engikubonile ngakho, lo mbono uphakeme kakhulu ngaphandle kokufinyelela kwemizwa yethu nokukhulelwa kwethu.
Babehamba bodwa ensimini yabo enhle, kanti umngane womshado ongcwele wayebonakala encike esithandwa sakhe . Ubumnene nentshisekelo yabo
ingxoxo, ukubuka kwabo okuvuthayo, ukunaka kwabo okufanayo, konke okukubo kwamemezela ukuhlangana okuseduze kwenhliziyo nothando; kodwa uthando lwabo lwalumsulwa luvutha amalangabi
izinhliziyo, futhi akukho lutho olumsulwa njengokuhweba kwabo. Aluhlangene ngalutho nothando olumahhadla nolwenyama lwalabo abathanda isidalwa....
“Umuhle impela, sithandwa sami,” kusho umngane womshado ongcwele; Angiboni libala kumuntu wakho, yingakho ngikuthanda kabi.
Okusho ukuthi, Baba, ngothando olungaphezu kwakho konke. Ukuphelela kwakho ngakunye kuyisici olimaze ngaso inhliziyo yami . " Mina,
kuphendula umlingani ongcwele, angeke esakwazi ukwanelisa intshiseko yothando olufaka kuye . Umuhle kanjani, uthandeka kangakanani, oh my dear and divine
myeni!... Yeka ukuthi ugcwele izinto ezikhangayo nezintelezi kimi !. Umphefumulo wami
uyalahlekelwa ngokutusa umusa wakho nasekucabangeni ukuphelela kwakho kobunkulunkulu;... uyabubula ngokungaphezi emva kwakho. Bheka, sithandwa sami! konke ububele bothando lwakhe, yonke intshiseko yezifiso zakhe, konke ukukhuthala kokulangazela kwakhe. Inhliziyo yami ingavuma kanjani ukungabikho kwakho, lowo ongakwazi ukuphila ngaphandle kwakho, futhi othola kuwe wedwa ukuphila kwakho konke ? Lenhliziyo, yebo, lenhliziyo evuthayo
ngilinde wena lapho ngilele; uyangithungela ngokushisekela kwakhe ngaphandle
Yima, ngicabanga ukuthi ngiyakubona . Jehova, ngiyabona ubuhle bakho, konke okwakho
akekho othandeka ukwedlula lowo; Ngizicabange ngizwa amazwi athambile,
umsindo omnandi wezwi lakho; futhi lesi sithombe sicacile kangangokuthi ngivame ukuvuswa kuso phakathi nobuthongo bami .
Zingaki izinto ongazisho Baba ngale ngxoxo emnene phakathi kwendoda nomfazi kaZihlabelelo !. Lolu thando oluvumelanayo noluvutha kangaka alusho
enye into, njengoba sishilo kwenye indawo, kunobunye obuyimfihlakalo buka-JC, umlingani waphezulu, onomphefumulo othembekile emseni wakhe futhi olwela ukuphendula kukho konke ukuthuthwa kobubele bakhe Kodwa amazwi: Nina nonke nibahle , babone ukuthi bangaqondwa kuphela njengeBandla, uma limsulwa futhi lingenabala, noma njengesidalwa isono ebesingeke senzeke kuso, futhi ukukhulelwa kwaso bekuyoba msulwa; okungaphethwa ngakho esimweni sokungabi nacala esimelelwe ipharadesi noma insimu enhle lapho izimbali ezincane zazikhona, nalapho intombi yangena yodwa nomyeni wayo.
Ngakho-ke, uBaba wami, iBandla le-JC kufanele lithathwe njengomlobokazi weqiniso we-canticles; futhi, phakathi kwezidalwa, ngiyabona ukuthi kukhona kuphela
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Ubuhle obumsulwa, ngiqonde umama ongcwele weZwi elisenyameni, lesiqu esingamfanela ngokufanelekile; futhi uma ngezinye izikhathi lisetshenziswa emphefumulweni othembekile, lingaba ngendlela engafanele futhi ngomqondo ojwayelekile futhi oqhele kakhulu. Kodwa, futhi, maye kuye lowo, ngesimo esikhohlakele, ongathola ukulahlwa nokufa kwakhe ngisho nangezindlela ububele baphezulu obuzisebenzisayo ukuze amdonse ngamandla amakhulu ngokudonswa kothando....
Imibono eyahlukene ememezela ukuthi ububi obabuqala ukucekela phansi iBandla eFrance babungekho ekugcineni, naphezu kokubonakala kokuthula.
Khumbula, Baba; imibono uNkulunkulu ake wangenza ngaqaphela ngayo ukuhlushwa namuhla okuchitha iBandla laseFrance, ukuthi, phakathi kokunye, lapho, entabeni ende, ngabona indlu enhle ivulekele yonke imimoya, eyayimele umbuso waseFrance . Kusenjalo kwaphakama ifu elakhiwe yinkungu yomhlaba, lathwalwa yisiphepho esinamandla, ladudulelwa entabeni . Uyazi, Baba, ukuthi lokhu kwakuchaza ukuthini
isivunguvungu, leli fu kanye nodrako owaphuma kuwo, futhi engangiyale ukuba ngilwe nawo. Uyazi futhi ukuthi wawusho ukuthini umbono wesikhulu
umuthi, okwathi ngemva kokushaya lezi ezinye ezimbili, wanqunywa impande futhi waphonswa phansi esigodini . Kuzo zonke lezi zibalo ngicabanga ukuthi kufanele ngengeze
ezinye izimo nezici ezimangalisayo ezibonakala kimi zihlobene kakhulu, futhi osazozisebenzisa ngokuthanda kwakho.
Ngabona emqondweni wami ikamelo elikhulu elalibukeka njengesonto; lalicishe ligcwale abapristi, bembethe ama-alb acolekileyo kakhulu namahle kakhulu, kungathi okomkhosi omkhulu; kodwa babengenazo izigebengu namakhaza. Zonke zazigoqiwe futhi zaba mhlophe njengempuphu; ubuso babo kanye nobuso babo babumemezela ukwaneliseka nokujabula. Bacula izingoma zenjabulo. Abanye babo bafunda ngokuzwakalayo imibhalo yevesi nephrozi, abanye bayishayela ihlombe, bebabaza: Kuhle lokho; lokhu kuhle kakhulu; lokhu kuhle ngokuphelele; Ayikho indlela yokukuphendula Kwakuyizincwadi ezehlukene, ubufakazi obuyinhlanganisela obuhlukene
ukuze kuvikelwe isizathu esihle . Kwangijabulisa ukubabona
Hhayi-ke ngazitshela ukuthi nansi into
into ememezela ukunqoba okuphelele !. Makabonge uNkulunkulu nowakhe
inkolo nesizathu sayo ukunqoba!... Ekugcineni, ukuhleleka okuhle kuzophinde kuvele...
Kodwa ngithe ngisazozitika ngalezi zimpahla zokuthutha ezimnandi, ngabona eceleni kwami uMntwana uJesu, owasheshe walinganisa ukuqagela, ngamazwi ambalwa awakhuluma kimi. Wayebukeka kimi enjengeminyaka emithathu; waphatha isiphambano esikhulu esandleni sakhe, wathi kimi, engibuka ngomoya odabukileyo: Ndodakazi yami, ungakwethembi; maduzane uzobona ushintsho: akukapheli, futhi azikapheli, njengoba becabanga. Cha, ngikholwe, akukabi isikhathi sokucula ukunqoba. Nakhu-ke ngempela ukuntwela kokusa; kodwa usuku oluzolandela kuyoba nzima futhi kunesiphepho.
Cishe usuku lonke ngaba nombono ofanayo, ikakhulukazi kusukela ngesidlo: njalo kwakunguMntwana onguJesu nesiphambano sakhe esikhulu owayezethula engqondweni yami, ebukeka edangele futhi edangele. Ngabona nje ukuthi ubukhulu bayo bunyuswe ngokuthile . Ngalo lolo suku futhi kwenzeka
bheka kimi, enesimo sompristi onginike indebe. Ngalo mbono, ngaziqoqa isikhashana, ngokwenkambiso yami; Ngithole ithuba kuFaith ukuze ngihlole ukuthi hlobo luni lombono owavela kimina lo mbono. Ngemva kwalokho uJC wathi kimi: Kaningi lapho uKhuluma, izikhathi eziningi lapho ngikwenza uphuze enkomishini yothando lwami ngawe: kodwa ngifuna leli gazi likuzuzise, ngoba yingakho ngilichithile.
Zilahlekele kimi ndodakazi, futhi kukho konke okwenzeka empilweni ubone intando yami nothando lwami kuphela......
Ngakho, Baba wami, konke ukugcinwa kwakhe kwangaphakathi kwakugxile eziphambanweni kuphela kanye nesidingo sokuzithwala nokuzilungiselela ukuhlupheka . Ngokuyinhloko wakhuluma nami mayelana
isiphambano nezinhlupheko ayengilungisela zona, kanye nokubonisa umusa, kanye nesivikelo esikhethekile nomusa angibekele wona, ukuze, ngokungangabazeki, angibophezele ukwethembeka kakhulu kubo, futhi ngikhuthaze ngemizwa ecace kakhudlwana yokubonga nothando ngakuye ...
Ngaqunga isibindi sokusebenzisa inkululeko anginike yona, ngimkhombisa uvalo enganginalo lokuzibona ngiphoqeleka ukuthi ngizithobe okhethweni lwezikhulu zikamasipala, ngiphoqeleke ukuthi ngiwuyeke umkhuba wenkolo, njengoba sesatshiswa kusukela ngaleso sikhathi, mhlawumbe ngixoshwa emphakathini, ngibuyele ezweni engangivalelise kulo ingunaphakade , angithi nguwe, Nkulunkulu wami!
Ngathi kuye, ubani ongibizile wangiholela esidulini ? Sawubona! Kanjani
nawe uhlushwa lokho...
Ngakho-ke, uBaba, ngaphandle kokungiphendula ngokuqondile, ukuze, ngokungangabazeki, angishiye ukufaneleka koKholo nokuzithoba okuyimpumputhe, izwi lathi kimi ngaphakathi: "Ndodakazi yami, ungadabuki, futhi uthembele ezandleni zami. ukunikeza. Ngizokwazi ukwenza yonke into ngokwemibono yami kanye nemiklamo yami. Kungaba usizo
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kunezinkathazo, kunokumehlukanisa nami na? Ingabe uyesaba ukungabi nandawo yokuhlala? Ngena enhliziyweni yami, eyisiphephelo sakho, ukhumbule ukuthi ngangingenalutho lapho ngingalalisa khona ikhanda... Ongithandayo nongivikelayo angaphuthelwa yini? Bhekani isibonelo enisinikwa yibo bonke abangcwele bami. Yeka indlela ababecebe ngayo ebumpofu, futhi yeka indlela ababejabule ngayo ekuhluphekeni!... Njengabo, thembeka kuNkulunkulu wakho, ungesabi lutho. Londa ingcebo yoKholo nobumsulwa bakho, futhi ngizokwazi ukuthi ngingakuvikela kanjani. Ukunakekela kwami kuzokuhaqa, usizo lwami luzokusekela, futhi uthando lwami luzokunxephezela kusengaphambili, ngakho konke ukuzidela oyobe ukwenzile kukho. Yebo, ngizothatha indawo yakho konke esikhundleni salowo onginike konke ngaphandle kokuzigcinela lutho. Uyesaba ukuphoqwa ukuba wephule isifungo sakho sokuvala; kodwa, ndodakazi yami, awazi yini ukuthi umuntu akaze abe necala uma engakakhululwa? Lungela ukufeza umthetho wakho nomaphi lapho ukhona, futhi ngizowucabangela. Kunezimo lapho umuntu ephoqeleka ukuba anikele isisekeli kokubalulekile: umuntu kufanele anamathele kulokho akwaziyo, engakwazi ukwenza lokho angathanda. »
Yazi-ke, ndodakazi yami, ukuthi ngokwako akusiwo umcabango noma umkhuba wenkolo owenza abenkolo, kodwa kunalokho uthando lukaNkulunkulu, isifiso sokupheleliswa, kanye nemizamo eqhubekayo yokufika. Manje, singaba nayo yonke indawo lesi sifiso esihle sokujabulisa uNkulunkulu ngothando lwakhe; yonke indawo umuntu angasebenzela ukupheleliswa kwayo, futhi ngiyokwazi, mayelana nomphefumulo onenhliziyo enhle, ukunxephezela, ngomusa obuningi ngokwengeziwe, ngenxa yokunethezeka okutholwe kumthetho wokuvaleka nomkhuba. ukuhamba Ah! ndodakazi yami, ngikholwe, fisa ngenhliziyo yakho yonke ukugcina ukubusa kwakho, futhi ungalokothi ushiye indawo yakho ebiyelwe noma umkhuba wakho ongcwele; kodwa qiniseka ukuthi ngizokwaneliswa yilesi sifiso, uma ungakwazi ukwenza lutho. funani ukungithokozisa kukho konke, ningangithokozisi ngalutho, nibe nikwenzile. Yebo, ngiyaphinda futhi, ngiyaniqinisekisa, ngizocabangela ukufela ukholo ngisho nakubo bonke labo, ekujuleni kwemiphefumulo yabo, bathambekele ekufeni kunanini ngaphambili ukuba balahle umsebenzi wabo wokuthinta uKholo. Ngeke ngibalahle, ngizobasiza kuze kube sekufeni ngendlela ekhethekile, futhi ngizokhipha inkazimulo yami esimweni sabo, njengakuzo zonke izenzakalo ezibonakala ziphikisana kakhulu nemiklamo yami (1). »
(1) Konke lokhu kwakunqunywe nguye cishe unyaka noma izinyanga eziyishumi nesishiyagalombili, ngaphambi kokuhlakazwa komphakathi. Akufanele kusimangaze ukuthi uDade, phakathi kwabanye, wabonisa ukungaguquguquki nokuyeka, noma ukuthi wavuma ngoba uNkulunkulu wayemnxephezele ngokunenzuzo. Bheka incwadi yokugcina evela kuMphathi, ekugcineni kwalo mqulu.
Angikwazi, Baba, ukuveza kuwe umbono wothando kanye nokubonga lengxoxo neNdodana kaNkulunkulu eyenza kimi. Wakhuluma nami ngenhliziyo evulekile futhi ngobumnene obukhulu kanye nokuzola; wafaka ukuncenga nokuthakasela ezwini lakhe ngalinye kangangokuthi ngezwa ngaphakathi kimi ukuthi imvelo ibonakala ifuna ukuphazamisa kancane; kodwa ubukhona
U-JC wabeka ukuthula kuye futhi wavala kimi noma imuphi umuzwa wothando oluncane kakhulu lomuntu, ukunethezeka nokuziqhenya, okufanele kwesatshwe, ekuhlanganeni okunjalo, kuphela ngemva kokuba ubukhona bukaNkulunkulu buzizwele; ngoba, phakathi naso sonke isenzo sakhe, imizwa enjalo ayinakwenzeka, ngokubona ukuthi ukucwiliswa kobuNkulunkulu kusabalala phezu kokuqonda, umoya, kanye nentando. Konke kusethandweni, konke kugxile kuNkulunkulu; futhi lokhu, Baba, kungenzeka kimi ngihlangene, ngingaboni muntu. Ngakho nginikeza uNkulunkulu inkazimulo yakhe enkulu, futhi ngilahla yonke induduzo yemvelo.
Ake sithi, Baba, umphefumulo uhlangabezana nosizi, usizi, izinsizi, ukudideka okukhulu; anezele kukho konke ukwesabeka kokuphelelwa ithemba. Awu! uma i-JC ngokuzumayo yenza ukuba khona kwakhe kuzwakale
kulo mphefumulo, ngesikhathi esifanayo, ukuthula nokwaneliseka kulandela izinkinga nokwesaba. Uthuthwa ngenjabulo, futhi ubonakala edlula phansi kwesiHogo aye phezulu eZulwini, njengoba sekwenzekile kimi izikhathi eziningi; kodwa ukuze sibuyele esimweni esikhuluma ngaso, ngithi ku-JC:
ngikwenza, Nkulunkulu wami! umhlatshelo wentokozo yami nokwaneliseka kwami, ngokuba nifuna ngikunambithe. Lezi zimbali ezingezakho, njengoba uzizala emhlabathini ongabongiyo wenhliziyo yami. Ngikunikeza zona, kanye nenjabulo engithemba ukuyijabulela nawe phakade. Lomnikelo wawubonakala ujabulisa kuye; kodwa wanezela: “Kunjalo, ndodakazi yami, lapho umphefumulo uhlupheka okuthile ngenxa yothando lwami, kungijabulisa kakhulu.” Ngakho lindela ukuhlupheka..."
Yaphela kanjalo-ke ingxoxo yethu ngalolo suku, futhi ngilindele ngokwesula umphumela walesi sithembiso. Kungakhathaliseki ukuthi kwenziwa kanjani, ngiyohlala ngijabule, uma nje uNkulunkulu ekhona, futhi ethola inkazimulo yakhe kukho konke okungenzeka kimi.
UBaba wami, njengeminyaka eyishumi nanhlanu edlule, kwakungunyaka weJubili elikhulu, lapho ngaphinda ngaba nombono omangalisa kakhulu,
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ngenkathi sonke sisekhwayeni sizokwenza iziteshi zethu lapho. Ngabona imbulunga yokukhanya igcwalisa indlu engcwele kanye nesango. Ngaphandle kokuqaphela noma yini ngokusobala, ngaqonda, ngomqondo walokhu kukhanya, ukuthi kwakuwukuba khona kwabantu abathathu baphezulu abazenza bazwela kimi ngale ndlela. Ngakho ngiphila, okungenani ngamehlo engqondo, kodwa ngaphandle kokukwazi ukuzithikameza kuwo; Ngabona, ngasho, uKristu engumuntu ethwelwe uquqaba lwezingelosi; wayezungezwe abaPhostoli abayishumi nambili, abakha isiyingi embulungeni yonke. Ngabona ngokucace kakhudlwana uPetru oNgcwele, owayebonakala ethatha indawo yokuqala phakathi kwabanye, ngezinga lakhe lenhloko yokuqala yeBandla; iNcasakazi eBusisiwe yayisezinyaweni zikaKristu .
Phakathi nemithandazo yethu yonke kanye neMiserere esasiyisho silule izingalo, iqembu lasezulwini lalibonakala lizinzile kimi, futhi lihlala liphakama phansi, liphakeme cishe ngamafidi ayishumi nanhlanu; kodwa lapho sisuka esiteshini sesithathu, yonke into yaqala phambi kwethu, futhi yama endaweni esasimi kuyo.
sayeka: kwakuyindlu yokusebenzela. Yonke into yabe isesimweni esifanayo phakathi naso sonke isikhathi lapho sasiphindaphinda imikhuleko efanayo, kwaze kwaba umzuzu wokubuyela eSakramenteni Elingcwele, lapho konke kwanyamalala, ngaphandle komcabango wami wokwazi ukukhiqiza okufanayo phakathi nesikhathi sonke seziteshi. . Manje, Baba wami, yilokhu manje engakubona futhi ngakuqonda ngokukhanya kwalo mbono kanye nemibono owaveza kimi:
1°. UNkulunkulu wangenza ngabona lapho ngokucace kakhulu abahluleli nabangeneleli besonto, amambuka azo zonke izinhlobo; 2°. Ngaphinda ngabona lapho imizamo ebumbene yazo zonke izitha zeBandla ngokumelene namaqiniso okholo, kanye nokushaqeka okwesabekayo iBandla nenkolo okwakumelwe ukuba kwakuzwa kukho: ngokuba ngaqonda ngalokhu, ukuthi amandla eBandla ayenawo. izonyakaziswa ngokufutheka. Kuyiqiniso ukuthi ngaleso sikhathi nganginokwesaba okukhulu ngokukhohliswa, ikakhulukazi uma ngibheka ukuphikisana engangivele nginakho ezintweni ezinjalo, kanye nokubukeka okuncane okwakukhona ngaleso sikhathi, ukuthi konke lokhu engangikubona kwakuyoke kugcwaliseke .
Umbono wokuqala engawuzwa kulo mbono, mayelana nami, kwakuwukuzethemba okukhulu ukuthi, ngokwenza iziteshi zami kahle, ngingakwazi ukuzikhulula phambi kukaNkulunkulu kuzo zonke izijeziso zesikhashana ngenxa yezono zami zesikhathi esidlule, ngezithelo kanye nokufaneleka okungapheli. yothando lukaJ. C, okuhlanganiswe kubo bonke abaNgcwele bezulu nomhlaba; futhi lokhu, ngamandla u-JC awanikeze iBandla lakhe, kumuntu womphostoli wakhe wokuqala kanye nabalandela esikhundleni sakhe: lokho okubizwa ngokuthi ukuzuza i-plenary indulgences.
Ngiyazi ukuthi ukuze umuntu azuze lokhu kuzitika, kufanele aphenduke kakhulu futhi enze yonke imikhuba ebekwe enkunzini yoMphathi Omkhulu, nangazo zonke izimo azidingayo. Ngaze ngazi lapho ukuthi noma ubani omelene nala mandla eBandla Elingcwele LamaRoma, noma omphikisayo kwelinye iphuzu lemfundiso yakhe, wayezothukuthelisa uJC ikhanda lakhe, likaSaint Peter, kubo bonke abaphostoli, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke unina wobuNkulunkulu woMsindisi. Konke lokhu kwangihlaba umxhwele kakhulu.
Umbono wesibili engawuthola kulo mbono wawuhlanganisa ukukhumbula kimi ngokusobala ukungabi naphutha kwamaqiniso okholo ahlaselwa kakhulu, kanye nalelo gunya elisiphakamisela wona; amaqiniso angaphezu kwawemvelo ahlangene futhi angenakuhlukaniswa kangangokuthi noma ubani owenqaba oyedwa ngeke awavume, futhi ongakholelwa yonke into akakholelwa lutho. Ngiye ngabona ebunyeni baleli bandla zonke izimfanelo zakhe ezibalulekile zinganyakaziswa njengamaqiniso alikhulumayo.
Umbono wesithathu engawuthola kuwo wawungowokwesaba. Ulaka lukaNkulunkulu lwangenza ngezwa la mazwi asabekayo: Maye! maye kunoma ubani ozama ukuqhwaga, ukucindezela, ukucindezela noma ukuphikisana nala mandla kaPontiff ophethe, lawa maqiniso angaguquki nangenaphutha!......
Khona-ke, Baba, kimi kwaba sengathi ngibona uPetru oNgcwele kanye nabo bonke abaphostoli bethukuthele bethukuthele abahlaseli, amajaji kanye nazo zonke izitha zeBandla. UPetru oNgcwele wayehlale ekhuluma kuqala njengenhloko yabo bonke abanye.
NgePhasika eledlule, uBaba wami, u-JC ungazise ukuthi wayefuna iPhasika lami libe isiqephu sangempela kimi, ukuze ngikwazi ukusho esikhathini esizayo njengomphostoli: Ngiyaphila; cha, akumina ophilayo, kodwa uJC ohlala kimi .....
Kodwa, Baba, yeka izithiyo ezimelene nami kulokhu kuphila okujabulisayo kokukholwa eJC, okuwukuphila kwabalungileyo emhlabeni!. Akekho, ngingathi,
ngisho nobuhle bami obumpofu obungenawo umthelela womuntu kangangokuthi umkristu akekho, nokuthi umuntu omdala akavimbeli ngaso sonke isikhathi ukunikeza ukuphila kumuntu omusha.
ubuqili bukadeveli noma bemvelo, uJC asanda kungitholela yona. Amaphutha ami adlule anginike ukwesaba nokunengeka
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ukuqhosha, okuthi, ngenxa yokwesaba ukuphinde ngikhohliswe, ngiye ngawela kaningi ekuthobekeni okungamanga, okuholela ekubeni ngintule ubumnene nenhlonipho, lapho nje ngiqaphela ukuthi singathanda bangangidumisa futhi bangikhulumele.
ISIQEPHU II
Ukunqoba kuka-JC eBandleni lakhe.
§. I.
Ukunqoba kwe-JC ekuzalweni kwakhe nasekufeni kwakhe.
“Egameni likaYise, neleNdodana, nelikaMoya oNgcwele , ngoJesu noMariya, ngiyakwenza
ukulalela. »
Ake sikhulume manje, Baba, ngezinto eziduduzayo kakhulu kulabo abathanda u-J.-C. futhi abanesithakazelo enkazimulweni yakhe. UNkulunkulu wangenza ngabona endodaneni yakhe ukunqoba okungapheli, okungenakwenzeka ukuba nginichazele, futhi okuyokwaziwa kuphela ePhakadeni, ngaphandle kokwaziwa ngokuphelele yisidalwa. Ukunqoba okungapheli kobunkulunkulu ekuthatheni isimo somuntu kweZwi; ukunqoba kwawo wonke amandla kumuntu weZwi Elisenyameni; ukunqoba kobulungiswa nesihawu saphezulu, ekufeni nasekushisekeleni kukaNkulunkulu ohlengayo; ukunqoba komusa wakhe emiphefumulweni, ngokufaneleka kwalolu thando; ukunqoba koMsindisi ofanayo, ngesiphambano sakhe, phezu kukadeveli, izwe nenyama; ekugcineni anqobe iBandla lakhe phezu kwazo zonke izitha zakhe. Zingaki izinto ongazisho mayelana nokunqoba ngakunye!
Ake siqhubeke, Baba, futhi sizame futhi ukungingiza ngamazwi ambalwa ngale ndaba iziNgelosi ngokwazo ezingakwazi ukukhuluma ngokufaneleyo kuwe. 1°. Ukunqoba okungapheli kobunkulunkulu, emfihlakalweni ethandekayo yokuba sesimweni somuntu kweZwi.
Ukunqoba kwe-JC emfihlakalweni yokuba senyameni.
UNkulunkulu wayedalele umhlaba kuphela ngenxa yesithakazelo senkazimulo yakhe nothando lwakhe olumsulwa, kanye nenjabulo yesidalwa sakhe; kodwa isono sase sehlise isithunzi futhi sehlise isidalwa, futhi ukungalaleli komuntu kwase kumenze wangafaneleki isiphetho sakhe. Indodana kaNkulunkulu yenzani ngokuba sesimweni somuntu? Uyaphindisela inkazimulo kayise ethukuthele ngenxa yokuhlubuka komuntu onecala; uyambuyisela ukuhlonipha kanye nenhliziyo yesidalwa sakhe, futhi akwenze kukufanelekele uthando lukaNkulunkulu wakhe amxolelanisa naye. Ukuthotshiswa kwakhe nokuhlupheka kwakhe kulungisa konke, kulungisa yonke into, kubuyisele yonke into ngendlela isono somuntu esasiyiphazamisile; ngokuba sesimweni somuntu kweZwi uNkulunkulu uyaphindiselwa, ubulungisa bakhe uyeneliswa, intukuthelo yakhe idambisiwe, zonke izici zakhe ziyadunyiswa. Isidalwa siphinde sazuza amalungelo isono esasisenze salahlekelwa, futhi konke lokhu kuwumsebenzi wothando lweZwi Elisenyameni. Ngakho-ke, yeka ukunqoba ekuthatheni kwakhe isimo somuntu! uNkulunkulu
akatholi inkazimulo engapheli kuyo, kanye nezinzuzo ezilinganiselwe zomuntu? Kodwa akugcini lapho....
Ngisakubona ukunqoba kokuhlengwa komhlaba ekuthatheni isimo somuntu kweZwi nasebuntwaneni buka J. C. Lomntwana ongcwele wabonakala kimi ngelinye ilanga kimina ngelinye ilanga
elele esiphambanweni ehlotshiswe ngamasundu nezimbali. Akazange anamathele kukho,
kodwa wayelele lapho kuphela, ukuze aphawule isimo sokuhlatshwa ngokukhululeka nangokuzithandela lapho ezethula khona kuyise kusukela emzuzwini wokuqala wokukhulelwa kwakhe uBaba Wami, ubukhosi bobunkulunkulu abube bukhulu kunanini ngaphambili .
ukunqoba kokuzalwa komuntu; yilapho ukubhujiswa kwakhe, ukuthotshiswa kwakhe kanye nobumpofu bakhe kunqoba ngokukhazimula phezu kwengcebo, ubukhulu, okuyize, ukuzigqaja kwaleli zwe, okuyinto nokho abakhulu bomhlaba abakudinga kakhulu ukumboza ubuncane babo nobumpofu babo bangempela. , ngaphansi kwesithunzi sobukhulu obusobala kanye nengcebo ebolekiwe. Bonke lobu bukhazikhazi obuyize obuzungeza amakhosi nabanamandla buwukusekelwa okudingekayo kuphela kobuthakathaka bawo. Kuwukuhlakanipha okungamanga okusebenzela kuphela ukukhohlisa amehlo omphakathi, ngokuzifihla kubo usizi lwesimo sabo. Akunjalo ngo-J.-C. ekuthatheni kwakhe isimo somuntu noma ekuzalweni kwakhe. Isisebenzi singakwazi ukwenza ngaphandle komsebenzi wakhe. Ezizimele futhi ngaphezu kwazo zonke izidalwa ezidaliwe, akadingi usizo lwabo; igolide......
Ukunqoba kwe-JC emfihlakalo ye-Passion yakhe.
Ukunqoba kothando luka-JC phezu kobulungisa bukayise, phezu kwesono, udeveli nesihogo . Yikuphi ukunqoba, yini enqobayo kusukela ebuhlungwini bakhe
waze waphefumula okokugcina !. Ah! Baba, zingaki izinto engizibona lapho
encomekayo futhi esabekayo ngesikhathi esifanayo!. Nokuthi inkazimulo kaNkulunkulu ikhona
waphindisela ukuthukwa komuntu nesono !. Yebo, ukuthanda kuka-J.- C
ukunqoba okukhazimulayo koZiqu- zintathu Ongcwele Kakhulu . Ubulungiswa kanye
isihe, zonke izici ezingcwele zinqobile lapho kanye. Ngokudakwa kwempindiselo yakhe, uma kuvunyelwa ukukhuluma kanjalo, uNkulunkulu uye wanelisa ngokugcwele ubulungisa bakhe egazini lendodana yakhe, ngenxa yezono zabo bonke abaphendukayo abanecala. Kodwa lobu bulungisa obufanayo buye bathola kuyo izisusa zokudedela sonke isifufula sokuziphindiselela kwayo ezitheni zayo. Ngakho, ukunqoba kwesihe kwabahle, ukunqoba kobulungisa kwababi
Yeka impumelelo kulawa mazwi amabili: Konke kufeziwe! ....
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Yeka ukuthi kungakanani ukusetshenziswa okukhona kule ngqikithi enkulu ye-consummatum! Baba , yeka ukuthi zinkulu kangakanani izinto uNkulunkulu angibonise zona ngala mazwi amabili! Yeka ukunqoba okuhambisana nalolu thando olungcwele nolunamandla! UNkulunkulu waphuca izikhali, izulu lavuleka, isihogo sasuswa, abantu sihlengiwe, isono sabhujiswa, uDeveli ubulewe, ukufa kunqotshiwe, izinkanuko zesulwa izikhali, nakho konke lokhu umsebenzi kaJ .
C. iyaphela!... Kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke, yeka ukunqoba okumangalisayo ekunqobeni okukhazimulayo kokuvuka kwakhe okukhazimulayo! ... Kulapho ubuNkulunkulu obugubuzele khona futhi njengokungathi bungcwatshwe ethunzini lokufa, bulindele kuphela iphuzu lokugcina lokuthotshiswa ukuze buvele bunqobile futhi bunqobe ukubhujiswa uqobo....
U-JC ekuvukeni kwakhe ungumnqobi ogqoke inkazimulo yakhe namandla akhe; akukho okungasibekela kusukela manje. Ngemva kokufa kwakhe uyakwenza
ukuze anqobe phezu kwethemba lethu, ngoba ngesikhathi sokuphila kwakhe wayenze zonke izinto ezinhle zanqoba kuye. Singakhohlwa, Baba, ukuthi ukuze umuntu avune izithelo zokunqoba kwakhe okwesibili ngelinye ilanga, kufanele nakanjani alingise eyokuqala. Kungalesi simo kuphela lapho injabulo yasezulwini inikelwa kithi futhi imiselwe thina.
Ngokushesha lomnqobi onokuthula uzozimisela ukunqoba izwe, ngemva kokuthwala izibazi ezikhazimulayo zamanxeba akhe aziyise ezulwini, njengezimpawu zokunqoba kwakhe.
Ukunqoba kwe-JC ku-Ekaristi Engcwele.
Ake sengeze ngokuthi, u-JC uyanqoba kwi-Ekaristi Engcwele, lapho ebhujiswe khona kakhulu kunasesiphambanweni. Lesi simo sokuzinikela ngokuzithandela siwukuqhubekela phambili kwentshiseko yakhe, ukwaneliseka okuqhubekayo, kwalasha wokunqoba othandweni lwakhe nangenhliziyo yakhe. Yeka inkazimulo uNkulunkulu angenayo ngokukholwa kule mfihlakalo yaphezulu, eyisithando somlilo sangempela sothando lwaphezulu!
U-JC ufela kithi ngesidlo, okungukuthi, ulahlekelwa ukuba khona kwesakramente ne-Ekaristi; kodwa ufa kanjalo ngendlela engaqondakali kuphela ukuze anqobe ngokukhazimulayo phezu kwezinkanuko zethu futhi asenze sizinqobe kanye naye. Yeka injabulo kithi! kodwa ngalokho, yeka ukwethembeka emseni wakhe akudingi lokhu kunqoba okunokuthula!... Ngiyaqhaqhazela lapho ngicabanga ngakho. Yena mina
sengathi lizwa livela ekujuleni kwetabernakele elingcwele izwi lalo Nkulunkulu osephenduke isisulu; kubonakala kimi ukuthi ukhala kimi ngokubulawa kwakhe: Ukufa, ukufa, ukufa kuwe nakuzo zonke izinto ezikuzungezile, ukuze uphile kuphela empilweni yami nasezinhlelweni zami ! Baba, engikubonile nengikwaziyo ngakho konke lokhu kunqoba kweNdodana
kaNkulunkulu akuqondakali; futhi ngemva kwezinkulungwane zemiqulu umuntu wayengenakukwazi ukungena kuyo ngaphandle kokholo olujulile nokudumisa. Maye kulabo abaphucwa lesi sibani saphezulu Bayizimpumputhe
abangakwazi ukunambitha noma ukuhogela izinto zikaNkulunkulu.
Imibono eyahlukene kaDade ngaphambi naphakathi kwamaholide kaKhisimuzi.
Ukwenza uqonde kangcono, Baba, futhi uzwe ubuqiniso balokhu kunqoba okuhlukene kwesintu esingcwele sezwi elisenyameni, kubonakala kufaneleka kimi, uma uvumela, ukuchaza kabanzi lapha imibono eyahlukene engiye ngaba nayo, ikakhulukazi ngaphansi koMbuso kaNkulunkulu. izimo zomcimbi wokugcina kaKhisimusi. Le mininingwane, engizozama ukuyifushanisa, ngeke ikukhathaze, ngiyaqiniseka, inqobo nje uma imisebenzi yakho ikuvumela ukuthi ungilalele isikhashana. Mina-ke, Baba, ngizokulangazelela nakakhulu ukukulandisa lokhu, njengoba ngisazokholelwa ukuthi kulokhu ngenza intando kaNkulunkulu .
Niyakhumbula, ngokungangabazeki, ukuthi phakathi nenkathi ye-Advent nibe nesisa sokuzwa isivumo sempilo yami yonke njengoba ngangifisa. Sayiqeda sekusele izinsuku ezintathu ngaphambi kwamaholide; kodwa ngaphambi kokuqeda yonke into, ngicele imvume yakho yokwenza phakathi nezinsuku ezintathu indawo encane yangasese, ukuze ngizilungiselele maduze ukuthola ukuthethelelwa kwawo wonke amaphutha ami adlule, ukuze ngigubhe kangcono amadili amakhulu okuzalwa kuka-JC Vous umusa wokungena yonke imibono yami, futhi wangeluleka ukuba ngizibambele mathupha, ekuthatheni kwami umhlalaphansi, ikakhulukazi ekukhulelweni koMsindisi uNkulunkulu, ngokuthula kwakhe okungaqondakali esibelethweni sikanina, futhi ngifunde okuthile okufana nezimo zokuzalwa kwakhe kanye izimo ezinkulu azicela kithi. Ngaphandle kwalokho, nangivumela ukuba ngilandele ngaphezu kwakho konke ukukhanga komusa kanye nemicabango uMoya oNgcwele obungathanda ukuyigqugquzela kimi.
Nokho, Baba, ngokushesha ngahamba ngayofuna uMama wethu, ukuze ngimcele ukuba angiboleke incwadi yokuhlonipha uNkulunkulu, ngizibambele mathupha, ngamtshela, izinsuku ezintathu noma ezine ngasese. Umama wethu wangiboleka ivolumu equkethe izinto ezihlukene ezingokomoya. Kwakukhona neyodwa eyezindelakazi kuphela: Ngangifunde okuthile kuyo ngalobo busuku ngaphambi kokuba ngiyolala. Ekuseni ngalungiselela ukwenza ukuzindla kwami lapho: ngikhothame phambi kukaZiqu-zintathu othandekayo, ngamnikeza indawo yami yokuhlehla futhi ngamcela ukuthi ayibusise egameni likaJ.
C. nangaphansi kwesivikelo sikaMama wakhe Obusisiwe, ngaphandle kokucabanga nganoma yini enye. .
Lapho, Baba, ubukhona bukaNkulunkulu bufike bazizwa kimi: UJC wabonakala kimi ngendlela engaphakathi, ngiyakholwa, kodwa okumangalisa kakhulu kunalokho ayekwenzile isikhathi eside kakhulu. Wathi kimi ngezwi elithambile nelihehayo:
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“Ndodakazi yami, ngesikhathi uthatha umhlalaphansi ngifuna ukukufundisa futhi uzilungiselele. Ngizoba umhlahlandlela wakho kanye nodokotela wakho: ngakho-ke, ungakwazi ukuyeka ukufunda noma iyiphi enye incwadi, ukungifundela mina ngedwa. Ngilaleleni nje, ngenele kakhulu ukuniyala. Ngakho nakhu,
waqhubeka, njengoba uzokwenza umhlalaphansi, lapho uyobe usuthole imvume yomqondisi wakho, engifuna uyibuze kuye. (Uyazi, Baba, ukuthi ngakucela kusenesikhathi.)
Njengomqondisi wakho, nami ngifuna ukuthi ukuhlehla kwakho kuzinikele ngokuphelele ekuzindleni ngokuthula kwami kanye nokuhlehla kwami kwezinyanga eziyisishiyagalolunye ngisesiswini sikamama, umfanekiso wokuthula kwami kanye nokuhlehla kwami okujule nakakhulu esakramenteni lothando lwami. Niyohlangana nami kulezi zimo ezimbili, ikakhulukazi ekugcineni, ukuze nidumise futhi nidumise uBaba; elimfaneleyo nokususa intukuthelo yakhe. Uzozindla ngakho
uthando lwenhliziyo yami engcwele kubantu, ngisho nangaphambi kokuzalwa kwami; ngesifiso esinamandla sokuthi kwakufanele ngizalwe ukuze ngibahlenge, naphezu komnikelo engangivele ngiwenza ngegazi lami ukuze kube nobulungiswa. Uzofeza, ngale nhloso, imikhuba engikunike yona ukuhlonipha izimfihlakalo zempilo yami nokufa kwami. Kodwa ngesikhathi samaholide kaKhisimusi uzonakekela ngokukhethekile imfihlakalo enkulu yokuzalwa kwami, eye yajabulisa izulu nomhlaba. Kungenxa yale njongo ngaphezu kwakho konke okumele ukhulume ngakho. Ngale ndlela niyohambisana nomoya weBandla lami. Uzomhlonipha uMama wami futhi umjabulise ngokungapheli. Ekugcineni nizobuyisela kuNkulunkulu, uBaba wami, inkazimulo anesikhwele ngayo, angenakuyinqaba. Nakhu, ndodakazi yami, kukhona okuzokuxaka ngesikhathi sokuthatha umhlalaphansi. »
Ngakho-ke, uBaba wami, u-JC wazibonakalisa kimi esesimweni somntwana omncane osanda kuzalwa. Ukukhanya okukhazimulayo okusibekele, ngenxa yesizotha, mangibone kule ngane yobunkulunkulu ubuhle obubabazekayo obathatha kimi futhi benza ukuba uphele yonke imizwa yothando olunengqondo ngesidalwa. Angibange ngisabona, ngabona into yothando lwami kuphela, futhi ngangizibuza ukuthi ngezinye izikhathi ngangikwazi kanjani ukucabanga enye into....
Ngithe ngobubele ngimbuka elele otshanini esehliselwe ukuhlupheka ngenxa yothando lwami, wawagxilisa amehlo akhe nobuso bakhe obuvutha bubheke esibhakabhakeni, welula izingalo zakhe, sengathi ubevele esesiphambanweni nokuthi sebevele bafuna ukuthatha izilinganiso zayo. Ubungasho ukuthi izinyawo nezandla zakhe zilindele omnene, nohlangothi lwakhe oluthandekayo ukushaywa komkhonto obulalayo. Wabonakala esho kusengaphambili:
Baba bathethelele....
“Bheka, ndodakazi yami, wathi kimi, ephendukela kimi amehlo akhe agcwele uthando, nansi isimo sengqondo engasithatha kanye nombukwane omnandi engawunikeza uBaba kusukela ngomzuzu wokuqala wokuzalwa kwami. ukuklama; futhi lena yincwadi okufanele uyifunde ngesikhathi sokuthatha umhlalaphansi . "Iyiphi incwadi! ubaba wami
ugcwele ugcobo kanjani! ukuthi liqukethe izinto ezimangalisayo ! Cha, mhlawumbe. Futhi kufanele kuvunywe ukuthi kusukela kulokhu
umzuzu ojabulisayo akwenzeki ukuthi nginakekele enye into. Ngicabanga nje, imini nobusuku, ngalomntwana othandekayo, futhi ngisho ebuthongweni bami ngiyakholwa ukuthi ngisambona futhi ngimuzwe..... Kodwa ngikude nokukhononda ngakho....
Ah! kwangathi, kunalokho, isithombe sakhe somusa singangigcina ngimatasa! kwangathi inkumbulo yakhe yothando ingasuki engqondweni yami, nothando lwakhe olungcwele ekujuleni kwenhliziyo yami ! Ake sizame okungenani ukuba njalo sihlanganiswe kuye
ukuhlupheka, nokudela konke ukunyakaza kwethu kukho ngokwethembeka kwempilo yethu kanye nokushuba kothando lwethu.
Lokhu, Baba, kwakungewona ukuphela kombono enganginawo phakathi nezinsuku ezintathu noma ezine zokuhlehla. U-JC wabonakala kimi kaningi, futhi njalo ezimweni ezifanayo futhi esesimweni esifanayo somzimba wakhe waphezulu. Waphinde wangiphinda futhi ukuthi kusukela emzuzwini wokuqala elele otshanini, emva kokuzalwa kwakhe, wayesethathe isikhundla okufanele abe naso esiphambanweni, ukuze akhazimulise uYise, ngokumnikela kusengaphambili ngezinhlupheko nokuhlupheka. ukufaneleka kokufa kwakhe ukuze kusindiswe uhlanga lwesintu. Ngokungangabazeki, Baba, ukuthi u-Abela akahlatshwanga, no-Isaka elele e-altare lomhlatshelo wakhe, nabo bonke abahlaselwe umthetho wasendulo, nakuba babeyimifanekiso yokuhlatshwa kwesisulu esikhulu esasizophatha izono. kwabantu, futhi ukubaxosha ngokufa kwakhe, akakaze aveze umbono ojabulisa kangaka emehlweni kaPhakade, njengoba emnike izikhathi eziningi ngale ndodana engenacala, iWundlu likaNkulunkulu leqiniso, le JC ekugcineni, kanjalo isandulela somhlatshelo wakhe wokugcina imihlatshelo eminingi yemihla ngemihla, nangokuma komzimba okwakufana nokulingwa kokubulawa kwakhe .
Ngivumela abantu bezwe bazibongele ngenjabulo yabo, futhi ngaphandle kokuba nomona ngenjabulo yabo yokuzenzisa, ngilokotha ngibaphonsele inselelo ukuthi bangitshele ukuthi injabulo yabo enkulu kangakanani.
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izinzipho azinalutho olusondela kulokho ubukhona obuzwelayo bukaNkulunkulu wami okwenze ngabhekana nakho izikhathi eziyinkulungwane..... Kuyoba njani Phakade!... Yeka injabulo kulabo abayoyithola! Kodwa yeka ukuphenduka kwalabo abayobe sebedele injabulo yangempela, ehlala njalo neyiqiniso enjabulweni embi nedelelekile yemizwa edlulayo yaleli zwe elingajabulisi nelikhohlisayo! ama-phantoms; Ngizobaphendula ngithi: Lobu buhlanya, uma bubodwa, bufiseleka kakhulu kunobakho, ngoba ngokugxilisa emphefumulweni inzondo yobubi nokuthanda izinto ezinhle, kuqinisekisa injabulo yakho yesikhathi esizayo, futhi okwamanje kumenza ujabulele okuhle kuphela kwangempela,
Kokunye kwalokhu kuzindla, ngabona imbulunga yomlilo eyindilinga, eyayibonakala kimi ilingana nesihlahla, iwa isuka esibhakabhakeni, futhi ngatshelwa ukuthi kwakuwumlilo wothando lwaphezulu uJC ayewulethe uvela ezulwini emhlabeni, nalokho ayekufuna, ayefisa ukukuphemba ezinhliziyweni zonke Ngokukhanya kwalokhu
umlilo omuhle, ngaphinde ngabona kushabalala uthando lwezinto eziphusile lapho ngingasaboni lutho ngaphandle kokubi nokudelela, uma kuqhathaniswa nothando loMdali, okunguye yedwa owabonakala kimina efanelwe yisisa sezinhliziyo zethu. Khona-ke, uBaba wami, ebona uNkulunkulu kukho konke, futhi engaboni lutho manje ngaphandle kukaNkulunkulu, ngazithola ngivutha kakhulu kunanini ngaphambili ngesifiso sokuhlobanisa yonke into nothando lwakhe lwaphezulu, futhi ngingenzi lutho ngaphandle kwalokhu kuphela; lokho umusa kaJC wayefuna ukuqhubeka kimi. Lapho ngibona ingane encane engiyithandayo, noma enye into ejabulisayo, ngikhumbula ubuhle obushaqisayo bengane uJesu, futhi ngokushesha wonke umqondo wesidalwa uyashabalala....
Akumele Baba ngikhohlwe ukukutshela ukuthi lelidimoni njengoba nazi, lihlale lizilolonga ngokufeba umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu ukuze lisikhohlise, nalo lizame ukungenza ngibone ingane ngilingisa le engisanda kukutshela yona. mayelana. Kodwa yeka umehluko ekuziphatheni kwakhe, emazwini akhe, ekuziphatheni kwakhe, nakwimiphumela ayiveza kimi! Cha, uNkulunkulu akalokothi avumele ukufana kucace kangangokuthi akunakwenzeka ukuba ukholo oluhle lugweme iphutha; futhi ngangazi esidlweni esilandelayo ukuthi kwakungomusa ka-JC kuphela ukuthi ngithole ugibe, nokuthi esikhundleni sokuthanda lo mntwana idemoni elalingikhiqizela lona, ngangimkhulelisile kuphela inzondo, inzondo nokunengeka. ngenxa kayise wamanga nezono.
Njengoba umkhosi usondela, ngezwa izwi lika-JC ethi kimi: "Zingaki izingcwele ezizokwenziwa ngalezi zinsuku ezingcwele yizitha zami
zisendlini yami! Ngiyoziletha kubani ukuze ngamukelwe ngokufanele, uthi, ngokulindela ikusasa ? Ngabe kuzoba kulaba abangcwele
abanesibindi abangenayo ngisho nemvume yeBandla lami? Ingabe kuyoba kulabo bantu emhlabeni, abacabanga kuphela ngezinjabulo zabo, futhi babonakale bengazi kangcono ukuze bangicasule? Ibona ukuthi ngiyakhala, yathi kimi: ‘Ungathukutheli; nokho ngisenezinhliziyo ezithembekile. Inombolo yabo, ehlanganiswe nezikhonzi zami ezinhle, yanele ukungiduduza mina nawe ngokwakho ngokudelelwa nokushiywa abanye: uBaba uyohlala edonsa inkazimulo yakhe kuyo, nemihlatshelo enikelwa kimi ngaphansi komhlaba imnandi kakhulu. Ngiyathokoza ngovivinyo nemizabalazo yabazinikele kimi beqiniso; futhi iBandla lami elihlushwayo linginika umbukwane othinta inhliziyo kakhulu, inkokhiso efanele kakhulu kimina. UBaba ukhazinyuliswa kakhulu, lapho ekhazinyuliswa naphezu kwazo zonke izithiyo phikisa" Ngakho-ke akukho lutho olukhulu ,
okumfanele kakhulu umKristu kunokushushiswa ngenxa yoKholo; ayikho inzuzo engafaniswa nenjabulo anayo ngokungajabuli kubantu, ngokuba ethembekile kuNkulunkulu wakhe....
Ngemva kokuthola ukuxolelwa ngobusuku obandulela uKhisimusi, u-JC wafakaza kimi izikhathi eziningana ukuthi ukudabuka okukhulu kwasibekela inhliziyo yakhe . "Lokho kwe
amacala, awaphindaphinda kimi, azokwenziwa ngalobu busuku nangalezi zinsuku ezingcwele!.... Yeka indlela engizocasulwa ngayo kakhulu!...” Ngamelela kuye izimfanelo zakhe kanye nozabo bonke abangcwele, ikakhulukazi uMama wakhe ongcwele, wabe esengazisa ukuthi kwakudingeka ngithembeke kakhulu emikhubeni engangizovuselela ngayo isifungo, futhi inhloso yayo kuwukumenzela isichibiyelo esihloniphekile kuwo wonke amacala ayekhononda ngawo. ; ukuthi kwakudingekile ukuba anikele kuye imihlatshelo yenqwaba usuku nosuku ukuze alungise iminikelo yangalobo busuku; engaqala ukukwenza emini nasebusuku okwashiwo kithi; futhi nangu uBaba wami, okwenzeka ezixukwini ezintathu zobusuku:
Ekuhlukaniselweni nasekuphakanyisweni kokuqala, ngabona ngokusobala ezandleni zompristi umntwana omncane ekhazimula ngenkazimulo, onyama yakhe yayiphila futhi iphila. Kuze kube u-Domine non sum dignus , wayebonakala kimi ehlezi
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phambi kompristi e-altare, futhi njengokungathi imbozwe kuleyo ngubo yenkazimulo imisebe yobunkulunkulu bakhe eyamenzela yona. Kwakubonakala sengathi ulindele ngokuphelelwa isineke isikhathi sesidlo esasizotholwa umpristi nezindelakazi.Ephendukela kimi, wathi kimi ngezwi lengane: “ Awu!
uma ubunesifiso esikhulu sokuza kimi njengoba kufanele ngiye kuwe futhi ngingene enhliziyweni yakho !. Kulesi simemo esimnandi nesothando esivela kimi
Nkulunkulu, ngazithola ngigcwele ukholo, ukwesaba nothando kangangokuthi angibange ngisakwazi ukubambelela kukho. Ngazinikela ngokuphelele kuye, noma kunalokho ngamncenga ukuba amukele ukufaneleka kwakhe njengoba kwakunjalo kimi, njengakwabanye. Ngangizihlanganisa othandweni lwakhe, ngilindele ukuzihlanganisa nenhliziyo yakhe yobunkulunkulu nakuyo yonke into yena. Ngangithuthwe yilesi sifiso esikhulu sokumamukela ,
ukuthi ngangingasazazi ukuthi ngiya emisa noma cha. Ngazinikela kuBaba Ongunaphakade ngavuselela izifungo zami zombhabhadiso nezenkolo, ngalezo zenzo zami ngathandazela iBandla, inkolo, umbuso,
njll., njengoba wangitshela ePater noster , ingane yanyamalala isikhashana.....
E- Domine non sum dignus , ngaphinde ngabona loMntwana waphezulu owabonakala kimi evula izandla zakhe nezingalo zakhe njengokungathi uyazinikela futhi azinikele kumpristi owayezomamukela. Wathi ezinika: Kulapha lapho ngithola khona intokozo yami . Kodwa elinye izwi
okunamandla kwezwakala phezu kwe-altare: Thuthumela, nezidalwa ezimbi, nezimpethu; zithobiseni, nibhuqe, nibuyele ezeni, nibe yize, phambi koMdali wenu noNkulunkulu wenu !. Lezi
amazwi asabekayo, aphindaphindiwe kabili noma kathathu, ngabe angixosha ngokungenaphutha, ukube angizange ngikhunjulwe ngokuqinile ngezwi lika-JC ngokwakhe, owangimema ukuba ngisondele ngaphandle kokwesaba lutho, futhi wangenza uhlobo lomyalo okwakuyilo. akunakwenzeka ukuba ngimelane. Ngakho ngasondela futhi ngothando olungaphezu kokwesaba.
Ngemva kweSidlo, umninikhaya wami waphezulu wakhuluma nami kakhulu ngothando olwalusanda kumbangela ukuba azalwe enhliziyweni yami njengasembhedeni omusha; kodwa wangitshela ngakho ngendlela engenzeki ukuthi ngikutshele.
Kwakuwuthando ukuzikhulumela; uyena yedwa okwaziyo ukuziveza...
Amazwi akhe ayengumlilo nelangabi kuphela; izwi ngalinye laliwumcibisholo ovuthayo, umcibisholo ocijile futhi ohlabayo, futhi ukukhuluma kwawo konke kuyisithando somlilo esivuthayo salowomlilo omuhle ovutha izinhliziyo zamaserafi, futhi ozele ukuzowuletha emhlabeni usuka ezulwini. Yeka Ukwaneliseka, yeka injabulo angenze ngayinambitha kulesi sikhathi esijabulisayo nakulabo abasilandelayo!... Yeka injabulo ephelele!...
Ekuphakameni kwesixuku sesibili, ngabona futhi ngamehlo omoya lowo mntwana elele ebandleni elingcwele; kodwa wayelule izingalo
igazi lalibonakala ligobhoza ezinganeni zakhe, ezithweni nasezithweni ezihlukene zomzimba wakhe wobunkulunkulu; Ngabona ngaphakathi kwakhe ukuthambekela ekubethelweni, intshiseko yothando eyambeka kusengaphambili ukuze kusindiswe bonke. Amehlo akhe, agxile esibhakabhakeni, angitshela ngokwanele ukuthi wayematasa ngokuphelele ngomsebenzi omkhulu wokwenza umhlaba uthandeke, ngokubuyisana nendoda enecala nomahluleli wayo owayecasukile. Lena inhloso yokuba sesimweni somuntu nokufa kwakhe. Kulokhu lapho kufanele asebenzise zonke izikhathi zokuphila kwakhe, zonke izifiso zomphefumulo wakhe kanye nakho konke ukunyakaza kwenhliziyo yakhe, kuze kufike ukuphefumula kwakhe kokugcina. Udela konke, uzinikela ngenxa yentshisekelo yeBandla lakhe kanye nenzuzo yabo bonke abakhethiweyo bakhe.
Akukho okunye okumakiwe okwenzeka kimi ngemisa lesithathu ebusuku. Kodwa, Baba, njengoba sikulezi zimo zezulu, ngizokwazisa ngezinye ezimbalwa ezifana nalezi ezenzeke kimi ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ngemva kwamaholidi kaKhisimusi, futhi ezizothuthukisa futhi zisekele lezo. esisanda kukhuluma ngazo, futhi ezinjengokulandelana kwazo. Nanka amaqiniso:
Ngobunye ubusuku lapho ngingalali, ngakhumbula ukufunda, nencazelo owawusinikeze yona mayelana nobungane buka-JC, ngesikhathi sokuzalwa kwakhe. Yeka ukuthi inkulu futhi ibabazeka kanjani le mfihlakalo, ngazitshela!... Yeka ukuthi imangalisa, imangalisa futhi iyamangalisa!... Izulu! ubani oyoke akuqonde na?.... UNkulunkulu eba umntwana omncane usuku... umntwana omncane izinsuku ezimbili umntwana omncane izinsuku ezintathu... umntwana omncane isonto... inyanga ingane encane enonyaka owodwa . futhi lokho
sithande !. Igama ngalinye lalesi sigaba langinika elisha
ngokumangala ngavele ngabona ukuthi uNkulunkulu ubefuna ngikwenze
yenza into yaziwe. Ngayeka ngaso leso sikhathi konke ukucabanga komuntu, ukuze ngizinikele ekwazini ukuthi iyini intando kaNkulunkulu. Ngoba ngangesaba, ngomqondo othile, ukuthi bekuyimina okwathi, ngokuphakamisa umcabango wami ngokuzindla ngento ethile.
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kufaneleka kakhulu ukumjabulisa, ukube akuzange kunginike umuzwa omnandi engangiwuzwa ngaphakathi.
Ngisacabanga kanjalo, futhi lapho ngizibeka, njengokungathi ngiziqaphile, ngabanjwa futhi njengokungathi ngigcwele ukukhanya kwasezulwini, ngabona kukho, ngamehlo omoya, umntwana omuhle ngokwesabekayo. futhi owayengabonakalanga ngaphezu kwamasonto amabili emi
nejazi elincane, elincanyana kakhulu elimhlophe ngokukhazimulayo. Le ngubo encane, evuleke kancane phezulu, yavumela ukubonwa kwebele elingcwele lalo mntwana waphezulu, okwaphuma kuwo amalangabi avuthayo, akhuphuka phezu kwezivunguvungu, asakazeka phezu kobuso bakhe obuhle obubonakala bukhazimula ngabo. engikutholile, okucace kakhulu, ngicabanga, enginakho
nokho onolwazi, wangigqugquzela ngaye ngothando olunjalo olushisekayo nolulangazelela ukuba naye, ukumkhazimulisa, nokuba ngowakhe kuze kube phakade, kangangokuthi kusenzima nakancane ukuba ngisho noma yini esondela kuyo. Kufanele uzibonele ukuze uthole umqondo....
Umntwana wangitshela ukuthi ubumhlophe bezingubo zakhe babumelela lokho akucela kimi: ubulula, ubuqotho, ubumsulwa obuphelele, ukuhlanzeka okukhulu kwenhliziyo nonembeza, ngaphezu kwakho konke ukusondela kuye ngeSidlo esiNgcwele. Ekugcineni, wangitusa ukuba ngifane naye, okungukuthi, ngibe ngumntwana omncane njengaye, ngibe yisimungulu njengaye, futhi ngibe nesihe esikhulu sothando ebuntwaneni bakhe bobunkulunkulu, ububele obukhulu bothando ngoNkulunkulu nangothando. umakhelwane.
Lo mbono wathatha ihora, lapho ngazithola ngithatheka futhi ngithuthwa isimo, uthando engangingaluqondi, lwalucacile futhi lungavamile. Ufunani kimi ngane yaphezulu! Ngibabaze; Ini! uNkulunkulu ukuze athobe kuze kube sezingeni elinjalo, ngenxa yesidalwa esinyanyekayo nesidelelekile njengami! ukuba nami, okuncane nokungafaneleki, ukucatshangelwa nomusa okungekho muntu ophilayo ongakufanelekela !. Mina
Gcwalisa wonke umzuzu ngomusa ngaphezu kwakho konke okungashiwo!...
Ngithuthele izulu emhlabeni, ukuze ngijabulele konke ukuphila kwabangcwele kanye nokuhlala kwababusisiweyo !. Yeka ukweqisa, oh my
Nkulunkulu! kanti ucabangani? ufuna ngenzeni, futhi ufuna ngikuphendule kanjani ? Injani inhliziyo yami empofu
kwanele ukuvuvukala kwemizwa efunwa abantu abaningi abangamthandi? Ngiyabonga,
ngakho-ke, O Mkami wasezulwini, ngishiye, hawukela ukungafaneleki kwami, vikela ubuthakathaka bami . ngezwi, yeka ukungisukela futhi
ngihluphe, noma ngikhulule ezibophweni zokuphila; ngoba, ngaphezu kwalokho, ku-languor engikuyo, angaba umfel’ ukholo kimi kuphela! Yebo, ithemba lokungasoze lalahlekelwa nguwe nokuba nawe njalo, lingangenza ngijabule, ngokulungisa unomphela injabulo yami, amathemba ami kanye nenjabulo yami!...
Kunjalo, Baba, ukuthi ekuthuthweni kwami kwenzeka kimi izikhathi ezingaphezu kwesisodwa ukukhuluma no-JC ngentshiseko nenkululeko engenakucatshangwa, futhi lapho ayebonakala ejabulela khona, ekude nokuthukuthela. . Ngezinye izikhathi ngangisho izinto ezithile kuye okungenzeka ukuthi zazinamandla kakhulu futhi zinesibindi kakhulu, uhlobo lokugabadela, uma ungakubiza kanjalo, kodwa kwakuwuthando lwakhe olwangenza ngakhuluma. Yena ngokwakhe wabeka izinkulumo emlonyeni wami, futhi kaningi ngangimtshela lokho angiphefumulela khona, ngaphandle kokuziqonda ngempela mina, futhi ngaphandle kokubamba, kukho konke engangikushilo kuye, neze enye into ngaphandle kwenkumbulo yenjabulo enganginayo. ababenakho ekumtsheleni... Amazwi nemibono, ukufutheka kwenhliziyo kanye nokuthuthwa kothando kwanyamalala, ngaphandle kokuthile obekungangithinta kakhulu futhi kubangele imibono ehlala njalo phakathi nalezi zingxoxo ezimnandi....
Ngikhumbula, ngokwesibonelo, ukuthi kwesinye salezo zimo lapho ngangingokaNkulunkulu kakhulu kunami; nalapho uthando lwakhe lwakhuluma kimi okukhulu kakhulu kunami, ngamnika ngokungaphezi inkazimulo yakhe neyendodana yakhe. Ngimele kuye zonke izimfanelo zegazi lika-JC kanye nothando; Ngaphinde ngakhuluma naye ngobuhle bukaMama wakhe ongcwele, wabaPhostoli, wabafel’ ukholo abaNgcwele kanye nalo lonke iBandla Elingcwele . Nkulunkulu wami ! Ngamtshela ukuthi mina
jabula enkazimulweni yakho, futhi kukho konke ukuphelela kwakho kobunkulunkulu, kuzo zonke izici zakho zobunkulunkulu! Yeka indlela engijabula ngayo othandweni lwamaserafi, ukukhonzwa kwezingelosi nokuhlonishwa kwazo zonke izidalwa !. engithokoza ngakho
lokho oyikho kuwe futhi maqondana nathi! U-JC ubonakale ekujabulela konke lokhu futhi wangilalela ngomoya wokukhononda. Ngigcine ngokucela uxolo kuye ngesibindi sami sokukhuluma naye ngalendlela yobukhulu bobunkulunkulu bakhe, kuthe kusenjalo yanyamalala ingane...
Ngabe sengizama ukuqhubeka nengxoxo efanayo; kodwa kungakhathaliseki ukuthi ngazama kanzima kangakanani, kwakungenakwenzeka futhi ukuba ngikhumbule imibono efanayo engqondweni yami.
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kanye nezithombe ezifanayo, ukuthi bekungeke kwenzeke ukuthi ngizithole ekuqaleni, noma ngiziphazamise kuzo esikhathini esidlule. Angibange ngisathola lutho oluseduze nakho kimi; futhi nganqotshwa ukungabi nalusizo kwemizamo yami, ngokushesha ngaphoqeleka ukuba ngiphethe ngokuthi kuthatha enye into ngaphandle komphumela womcabango ukuba nakho.
kanye nokubukeka okujabulisayo, kanye nemizwa emnandi, nokugqama kothando okuhambisana nakho. Ngalokhu ngibe nesikhathi esingaphezu kwesisodwa sokuqiniseka . Ngibe nenkumbulo ethile kuphela esele
enomusa, kodwa okwakungeyona into engaphezu kwenkumbulo, futhi ngangizolala kuyo ngokuthula.
Kodwa manje, ngemva kwehora, kwafika umbono wesibili ozothatha indawo yokuqala, futhi yilowo esengikuchazele wona kakade. Ngaphinde ngabona umntwana ofanayo, kodwa esimweni esihluke kakhulu kunesokuqala .... Yeka ubuhlungu kimi!... Wabonakala kimi eboshelwe esiphambanweni ezinyaweni nasezandla, okuyinto, nokho, azange abethelwe , angaboni gazi, namanxeba, noma izimpawu zokuhlupheka
, lokho kwangiduduza kakhulu. Ngabona futhi ukuthi isiphambano sasimbozwe futhi sihlotshiswe ngezimbali, amasundu, amagoda ezimbali namatshe ayigugu. Umzimba wengane yaphezulu wawunqunu impela, kodwa futhi wonke ucwebezela ngokukhanya okukhazimulayo okusibekela isithunzi. Kwakufana nesihenqo senhlonipho isizotha esasizungeze ngaso isintu sakhe esingcwele . (1) I
lolo thando lwavuselelwa ngokushesha enhliziyweni yami . “Ngilapha,” esho kimi,
enqoleni yami yokunqoba, nibona lapha inkazimulo uBaba aphuma kuyo
(1) Kumelwe ukuba sakuqaphela, futhi kuhle ukukuqaphela, ukuthi noma nini lapho udade ebona ngamehlo enyama, noma awomoya, ubuntu obungcwele bomntwana uJesu, bekulokhu kungaphansi kweveli elihloniphekile. ngesizotha esithandekayo. Kungemva kwemibono enjalo noma izibonelo ezinjalo lapho umcabango wezimbongi, abadwebi, abaqophi, abaqophi bezithombe nabanye abadwebi basebenza? Ingabe lena yimithetho abayilandelayo emisebenzini yabo ehlukahlukene, eyehlisa amehlo ukuze abe nesizotha? Ingabe ngesizotha esifanayo ukuthi ngokuvamile bamelela into efanayo? Yeka ukuthi kuyicala elingakanani ukumelela ngokuhlazisayo iNcasakazi emsulwa, noma uNkulunkulu wobumsulwa !
ukulalela nokufaneleka kweZwi lakhe elisenyameni. Inhliziyo yami ayizange ilinde ububi babantu, yazidela kusenesikhathi, futhi uthando lwami lwalungibethele kudala ngaphambi kwesiphambano sami nabangibulali Isifiso sokujabulisa .
uBaba wami nokwanelisa uthando lwami ngomuntu, kwangenza ngavimbela isigwebo sokulahlwa kwami. Yayingakathwalwa izitha zami, futhi kakade yabulawa yimi. Yeka inkazimulo kuNkulunkulu! yeka ukunqoba kothando lwami!
Khona-ke, uBaba, JC wangikhuthaza ukuba ngizibethele kanye naye. Wangitshela ukuthi kusukela ngaleso sikhathi, kwadingeka ngimcele iziphambano, ukululazeka, ukuhlupheka, ukuze ngimkhazimulise futhi ngimnike usizi lwami oluncane, ukwanelisa uthando lwakhe, futhi ngihloniphe ukululazeka kwakhe. Engakwenza; kepha ngaba manqikanqika kimi ukuba ngikuphendule, Baba, ngakho konke lokho
kwenzeka ngalobo busuku phakathi kwami no-JC. “Bengikulindele lapho,” wangitshela. Ini! ndodakazi yami, ubungeke uthandeke, usho, ukuba ube nethuba lokungibonisa uthando lwakho nokubonga kwakho ngeziphambano, ukulalela nokuzithoba, futhi ulalele ukunengeka kwakho kwemvelo entweni engiyicela kuwe futhi lowo ovuma izono zakho. izimfuno kimi! Woza, ngifuna ngokuphelele ukuthi, ukulalela uthando lwami futhi ukulingisa ukuhlupheka kwami, ulahla konke ukunambitheka kanye nazo zonke izibiliboco, ozibulalayo, ngenxa yokungithanda, lezo zinyanyelo imvelo eziphakamisa kuwe, futhi ezibeka isithiyo ngaso sonke isikhathi empilweni yakho. ukuphelela. Angifuni ube nenye inhloso nenjongo ngaphandle kokwenza intando yami ngayo
“Ekugcineni, ndodakazi yami, zifela kukho konke, uphilele mina kuphela. Cabanga ngobukhona bami kuphela, khumbula izinzuzo zami kuphela nothando lwami. Ubuhlungu kuphela ngokungicasula noma ukungibona ngicasukile. Jabulani kuphela ukufika kokubusa kwami futhi ngethemba lokungiphatha ngelinye ilanga. Ukuze lokho, zisebenzise, kuze kube sekupheleni kwezinsuku zakho, kuphela ukuzilungiselela wena ukufa okuhle nokungcwele, ngokwethembeka kwakho emikhubeni engikunike yona, nokugcwaliseka okuphelele kwezifungo zethu "Waphikelela kakhulu ngokwethembeka . kule mikhuba onayo
ngivumele ukuthi ngivuselele isifungo....
Ngamcela ukuthi angixolele ngalokhu kunengeka okwakungidonsele kulesi sihawu nesexwayiso nje. Ngathembisa ukwethembeka ukulandela zonke izeluleko zakhe Kwase kuyihora lesibili phakathi kwamabili, nezindela zekhwaya
zaziphuma ezintini, lapho lowombono wesibili unyamalala Kodwa akunjalo
hhayi konke, Baba, futhi manje kufanele ngengeze okuthile, njengokuqhubeka, kokunqoba iBandla lika-JC elikunqobile futhi eliyokunqoba ngaso sonke isikhathi; futhi kulapho ngiyoqeda khona ukunqoba kokuba sesimweni somuntu, ukuzalwa nokufa komsunguli wako waphezulu. Kuzoba ngokokuqala ngqa .
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Ukunqoba kwe-JC kuzo zonke izikhathi zeBandla lakhe, futhi ikakhulukazi ekugcineni.
“Egameni likaYise, neleNdodana, nelikaMoya oNgcwele, njll. »
Ukukhonza izithombe kwaqedwa. Izihlubuki zadida futhi zabhujiswa.
Baba wami, ukusungulwa nje kwenkolo yobuKristu ezinsalela zokukhonza izithombe, naphezu kwemizamo yezinkanuko, zikadeveli, zomhlaba kanye nesihogo, kungaphezu kokwanele ukukhombisa ubunkulunkulu bayo kithi; kuyakuba yini ukwenezela kuyo uquqaba lwezihlubuki ezakheka esifubeni sakhe, njengamanqe amaningi, ukuze ziklebhule izibilini zakhe, ebezingayibhubhisa?
izikhathi eziyikhulu koyedwa, uma umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu unganqotshwa? Kuhlaselwe ngaphakathi nangaphandle ngesikhathi esifanayo, kwalwa ngazo zonke izindlela ndawonye, iBandla likaJC lanqoba phezu kwakho konke, njengoba lalithenjisiwe ; lingazange lisebenzise amandla ezikhali nanoma iyiphi indlela yomuntu, lachoboza ngokulandelana kwazo zonke izihlubuki nawo wonke amahlelo, njengoba laligumbuqele ama-altare nonkulunkulu bezizwe ! Yeka inkazimulo
yona kanye nokunqoba okungakanani ngomlobi wayo ongcwele !. Kodwa ake sithi okunye okubili
amazwi osizi abhekene nalo namuhla, futhi okumele alunqobe ngosizo lukaNkulunkulu kuphela. Ngizosho kuphela lokho angitshele ngakho.
Ukuhlaselwa kokugcina kweBandla; ukunqoba kwakhe.
Lokhu ngikutshelile kwenye indawo, Baba, futhi ngokuqinisekile uyakhumbula lokho engikubhalele kona, nalokho okwamenyezelwa kimi ngamandla, njengaseminyakeni engamashumi amabili noma engamashumi amathathu edlule, lapho ngitshelwa ukuthi uSathane ungenile esinagogeni lakhe . , ukuthi ukungashadi, izifungo zenkolo, ngisho namandla kaBaba wethu ongcwele uPapa ayecishiwe; yeka amandla amakhulu
lase livukele iBandla, ukuthi lalinikele ifa leNkosi ekuhlakanipheni nasekuphangweni kwezizwe,... ukuze ukholo luzanyazanyiswe ,. lokho
izinsika zeBandla zaziyontengantenga . ukuthi abaningi babo
anganqotshwa. Ngangazi kusukela lapho ukuthi amandla nempahla
abefundisi babeyonikelwa engalweni yezwe; ukuthi iBandla lalizobhekana nokushaqeka, futhi abathembekile bashushiswe kabuhlungu, nokuthi sasisondela kulesi senzakalo esibuhlungu....
Maye, Baba, isipiliyoni, njengoba nje nezwi likaNkulunkulu, lisiphoqa sonke ukuba sibone namuhla ukugcwaliseka kwangempela kwesiprofetho ngaleso sikhathi esasithathwa njengokuwukweqisa, okwaba nezinhlungu eziningi ezincane kanye nokuphikisana okuningi ngakho. Sula. Ayikho indlela yokungabaza ngalokho umuntu ayengenakukukholelwa, futhi izikhathi ziye zasithethelela kahle kakhulu isibikezelo... Ngibona ngokucacile eBandleni amaqembu amabili azochitha iFrance; omunye ungaphansi kokushushiswa, kanti omunye ungaphansi kwesiqalekiso sikaNkulunkulu neBandla lakhe. Izinhlangothi zombili sezizibeke kakade, enye ngakwesokudla, enye ngakwesobunxele sejaji lazo, futhi imele kokubili izulu nesihogo ngesikhathi esisodwa. “NjengaseCalvary, abanye bayangithanda, kusho uJC, abanye ngithuke, ningibethele; kepha ukushisekela kwami kuyakunqoba abanye, kwenze abanye banqobe...
“Ngenkathi abanye bematasa bengenza ngihlupheke, abanye bafuna izindlela zokunginxephezela ngokuhlupheka kwami nokungikhulula kukho ngokuhlanganyela nami... Ukunambitha kwami ukwethembeka kweqiniso ukumunyu nobuhlungu bami; badakwe wumfudlana wePasion yami, futhi maduze bazoqeda indebe yami. Nali futhi ihora lamandla obumnyama lisondela. Izulu lizomshiya esenamandla amakhulu, kuze kube yilapho izitha zami sezifikile eweni ezimba ngokungaboni ngaso linye ngaphansi kwezinyawo zazo. ukungithuka... Unginika udumo nodumo ngokuphindwe kayinkulungwane kunabanye.uyadelela. ukuthotshiswa kwami "
Wangishiya kanjalo-ke Baba uNkulunkulu ngesikhathi sinodwendwe nomcimbi wangoLwesine Olukhulu ebandleni lethu, kodwa kufanele
ngikwazise ngokumangala nokumangala kwami ngephuzu elilodwa. Esikhathini esedlule
U-JC wakhuluma nami ngokushushiswa kwamanje kweBandla lakhe, kuphela ukuzonda ukulahlekelwa kwemiphefumulo kanye necala lobuNkulunkulu bakhe. Wabonakala kimi njengoPontifi othulisayo ukuze adambise ulaka lukayise futhi agobe ubulungisa bakhe kusoni. Namuhla, kunalokho, ukhuluma nami kuphela ngezindebe zothando lwakhe, ngokunqoba kweBandla lakhe, nokujeziswa kwezitha zakhe alungiselela kuzo impindiselo evuthayo. Ngiyabona ukuthi uyazihleka izinkulumo zabo ahlekise ngezinhlelo zabo eziwubukhazikhazi. Yeka isizathu sethemba!....
Isijeziso esibi sababi.
“Bheka,” esho kimi, “izitha zami ziyajabula futhi zithi omunye komunye: Isibindi, konke kuhamba kahle, ngokushesha singaphezu kwebhizinisi lethu, futhi ukunqoba kwethu kuzophela maduze!... Ah! Baba angikaze ngizichaze
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uvalo olungaka lungiphethe! ukuthi izahlulelo zikaNkulunkulu ziyesabeka phezu kwalabo
abamelana naye! zilukhuni kangakanani izijeziso zakhe! Iziwula! bagijimela ekulahlekelweni kwabo, futhi inhliziyo yami igwazwe ngenkemba yobuhlungu . ngibona a
isivunguvungu solaka lukaNkulunkulu esiyobagwinya futhi sibangcwabe lapho nje ukungalungi kwabo becabanga ukuthi sebefinyelele umgomo wabo...
Isishayo esibi engisibona sehlela phezu kwabo ! UNkulunkulu, kweyakhe
impindiselo ibashaya ngobumpumputhe bengqondo nobulukhuni benhliziyo. Uyabashaya ngokungaphenduki; futhi ngeshwa wukungaphenduki kokugcina akuhlosile, futhi ngenxa yalokho kuyishwa elikhulu kunawo wonke elibekelwe bona! ukukhanya kwezulu kuzosuswa kubo, futhi kakade amavolontiya ayizimpumputhe awasaboni lutho emaqinisweni okholo !. ngaphandle
benambitha izinto zezulu nezensindiso, inhliziyo yabo ilukhuni kunetshe uMose alishaya kabili ehlane. Amanzi okuzisola awasoze ageleza kuwo. Le nhliziyo, engawuzweli umusa, izwa kuphela isimo esibi sokuvukela uNkulunkulu. Akanayo enye inzondo, indelelo, kanye nokwethuka ngomuntu othandekayo ka-J. C.; futhi izulu alikude nasemhlabeni kunokuba lisuke ekuphendukeni. Ngakho-ke konke kuphelile ngalawa mashwa! Yebo, ngibheka isimemezelo sokulahlwa kwabo njengoba kushiwo, ukulahlekelwa kwabo kufana nokuboshwa. Akukhona ukuthi uNkulunkulu akakwazi ukuwususa ngokuphelele umphefumulo kulesi simo, kodwa kuyohlale kube ngesimangaliso somusa ongavamile, ukuthi akaniki muntu cishe, futhi anganiki muntu. ngokuqinisekile ngeke inikeze lowo, izikhathi eziningi kangaka, ozenze ngokuzithandela wangafaneleki kukho. Ngiyazi futhi, ukuthi umusa waphezulu awunamkhawulo; kodwa akukhona neze ngaphandle mayelana nesoni esiphendukayo; noma ubani ofa ngokungaphenduki mahhala, ebumpumputheni bamabomu, ufa enenzondo ngoNkulunkulu futhi aphelelise ekufeni ukulahlwa kwakhe.
Izitha zami ziyajabula, waphinda wathi kimi; kodwa intokozo yabo izalandelwa yizinhlupho ezinengi. Bangiphakamisela izindebe; kodwa phezu kwemiklomelo yokunqoba kwabo ngiyakumisa ukuchithwa kwabo nokunqotshwa kwabo. Isilinganiso sabo sigcwele futhi ngokushesha ekuphakameni kwayo. Ababi benza izimemezelo ngeBandla lami ;
kodwa, ngokwezinqumo zokulunga kwami, bayobhubha nemithetho nemithetho yabo ehlambalazayo. Yebo, bayophinde babhubhe, futhi ukwahlulelwa kwenziwe: isigwebo sabo sikhululiwe; ngengalo yami enamandla ngiyakubadlulisa njengombani phansi kwalasha. Bazowela kuwo ngokusheshisa okufanayo kanye nobudlova obufanayo noLucifer kanye namacala akhe ahlubukayo. Lesi isiphetho esibalindile nokuthi abalandeli babo abambalwa asebehlukumezekile, ngisho noyedwa wabaholi babo abaqavile. UNkulunkulu wammisela kimi; kodwa ufuna ukuba ngithule kulesi sihloko, asigodla ukuze sikuveze lapho kufika isikhathi: ngoba, uthi, amagama abo nobuntu babo kuyokwaziwa ngosuku lwempindiselo yami.
Balinde ngiveze amacebo abo obugebengu emehlweni ka zonke izidalwa; ngenkathi ngisalinde ubuhlakani babo kanye nendelelo yabo ukuthi ibonakale ingamboziwe ebusweni bezulu nomhlaba, ngishiya i-cabal yabo ekhohlakele ukuze nginikeze inkumbulo yabo enyanyekayo lonke udumo ngenxa yesibindi nezenzo ezinhle zamadoda alungile. Kodwa izinto zizoshintsha, futhi ekugcineni wonke umuntu uyoba nakho okumfanele. Ubulungisa bami buyoba nesikhathi sabo: buzonqoba abanye futhi bubangele ukuthi abanye banqobe, futhi konke lokhu ngokufaneleka kwegazi lami kanye nokunqoba kothando lwami. Lokhu kulungile futhi kuyadingeka. Okokugcina, ubuhle obucindezelwe kufanele bubonakale futhi bunqobe ngesikhathi sabo. Konke kufanele kubuyiswe ngohlelo: futhi konke ukutuswa okuye kwanda namuhla ngobugebengu nokungahloniphi ngeke kuvimbele ngisho nezigebengu nabantu abangamhloniphiyo abasuke behlosiwe,
ISEXWAYISO SOKUQALA.
Kwakuwusuku engikhumbula ngalo, ngobusuku obuphakathi koLwesihlanu noMgqibelo wesonto elandulela iPhentekoste, lapho ngangiphoqwe khona, njengoba udade ayebikezele, ukuba ngishiye izindela zami ukuze ngisindise ekuhlaselweni okusha enganginakho ngakho. Ngasongelwa, futhi ukubakhulula ekuvuseleleni ukwesaba ababenakho ngayizolo ngesikhathi sami, futhi ababengakalulami kukho ngokugcwele. Umphakathi wawusuvinjezelwe kabili noma kathathu ngenxa yokuthi ngifile noma ngiphila, ngase ngithobela umkhuleko abangithandazela ngezinyembezi ukuba ngiwushiye okwesikhashana, kunokuba ngiziveze ngiwela phakathi kwezandla zoMbusi. umasipala.
Kusukela lapho, njengoba ngike ngasho kwenye indawo, ngathatha umsebenzi engangithweswe wona: ngizifihlile njengomkhuba ovamile, ngadabula amapherishi.
omakhelwane, futhi ngabona ozakwethu lapho, ngaphandle kokulokotha ukuma kakhulu noma kuphi, ngenxa yokwesaba ukuqashelwa nokukhashelwa, njengoba kwenzeka kusukela ngaleso sikhathi kuya kwabanye endaweni efanayo. Amaphuzu ami ayengilandela yonke indawo, futhi yonke indawo yayinginikeza umsebenzi
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eyakhayo newusizo, engazange isize kancane ukungenza ngikhohlwe ingxenye yosizi lwami; Ngahlala isikhathi eside ngokwanele ukuba ngiduduze, okungenani ngencwadi, izintandane ezazingibhalela kaningi; futhi kwakuphakathi nezinyanga ezimbili zokugcina zalokhu kungabi bikho okuphoqelelwe, lapho ngathola khona, kuDadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu, ukuthunyelwa engizolandisa ngakho, futhi okubonakala kufanele kufike ngokulandela lokho esikubonile. Yabhalwa ngesandla sikaMadame la Supérieure, lowo, njengoba ngishilo ekuqaleni, owayesemfihlweni yethu kanye noMadame ogcina imali. Ngiphoqelekile ukuba ngifinyeze ubude bayo .
ISIQEPHU III.
Imibono neziyalezo ezihlukahlukene, ikakhulukazi othandweni luka-JC eSidlweni Esingcwele, ezimfanelweni zakhe zikaNkulunkulu, ekusizeni umuntu kwangempela kumakhelwane wakhe, nangemiphumela ehlukene yenhlanganyelo .
Ukuthunyelwa kokuqala kukaSister of the Nativity.
“Egameni likaBaba , njll. , ngoJesu noMariya, nangegama labathandekayo
Zintathu, ngizokwenza ukulalela. »
Baba iNkosi enhle ifuna kimi ukuthi ngikwazise okwenzeka kimi selokhu wahamba. Angisakwazi ukukhuluma nawe, futhi ngingekho esimweni sokukubhalela, yahlulela ukuphoxeka kwami kanye nobuhlungu obengeziwe obungizwise bona ukungabi khona kwakho lapha! Akukhona ukuthi angimethembi kakhulu uMama wethu olungileyo, ozimisele ukuwenza lo msebenzi obuhlungu, ngenxa yothando lukaNkulunkulu; kodwa uyakwazi ukunqena kwami ukuvulela omunye umuntu ngaphandle kwakho ngezinto ezingajwayelekile engisaba ukukhohliswa ngazo. Ngizoba nenkinga encane kakhulu yokumtshela zonke izono zempilo yami. Ngabe eZulwini lingalulama uma ubuya, nokuthi kungapheli isikhathi eside
hhayi!.... Kodwa izwi likaNkulunkulu liyaphuthuma, uyala ngisho ukuthi ngenze njalo
makwaziwe kuqala futhi kuqala ukuthi intando yakhe iwukuba nisebenze kulomsebenzi omncane, okungowakhe, nokuthi, esho, uyothela izithelo ngesikhathi sakhe, ngenxa yenkazimulo yakhe emsulwa kanye nothando lwakhe olumsulwa, ukuze kusindiswe abantu. imiphefumulo eminingi, nokuguquka kwezoni eziningi.
Lezi izisusa ezinamandla, ngokungangabazeki, Baba wami, futhi ezikwazi ngempela ukusenza singakunaki konke ukunyanyeka kwemvelo, njengoba u-JC ngokwakhe ayemuhle ngokwanele ukuba angikhuthaze futhi kamuva nje. Ngaba nesibindi sokukhononda kuye ngaphambi kweSakramente Elingcwele, futhi ngakhononda ngezinyembezi ngobuhlungu engangibuzwa ngokulalela leli phuzu noma ubani ngaphandle kukababa wami ongokomoya....
"Futhi mina ! ndodakazi yami, wathi kimi ngokuphansi, yikuphi ukulalela engingazange ngibe nakho ekucabangeni kwakho? angilalelanga uBaba kuphela, kodwa nabahluleli bami uqobo kanye nesigwebo sabahluleli bami...
Ngafa ngenxa yokulalela, futhi lokhu ngenjongo yokusindisa imiphefumulo kanye neyakho ikakhulukazi. Anganelisekile ngokulalela kanye, nasekufeni, ngaphinde ngazifaka, ngenxa yokuthanda nina, esimweni sokulalela njalo nokushiswa kweSakramente eliNgcwele, lapho ngingagcini nje ngokugcina isikhathi ukulalela abapristi abalungile nabathembekile beqiniso abemukelayo . mina, kodwa nakulabo abangcwele abangithinta ngezandla zabo ezingcolile, futhi bangenze ngehlele ezinhliziyweni ezingcolile nezikhohlakele .
Uyakufuna, Nkulunkulu wami! Ngathi kuye, Kulungile, ngizolalela, noma yini engangibiza. Kodwa, Nkosi, kungenzeka kanjani ukuthi ukhulume ngendlela engavamile kangaka, wena ongcwele, esidalweni esigcwele amaphutha, ukungapheleli nezono; isidalwa esingakafaneli umusa wakho, futhi ubani osebenzise kabi izibane zakho nomusa wakho kangaka?... Nakhu-ke, Baba wami, yilokho uJC angiphendule khona ngokuphathelene ...
“Awuhlangene nalokhu engikwenze wakubona futhi wazi ezinkulungwaneni zokuhlangana. Nginezizathu zami zokusebenzisa insimbi engenamandla, engcolile futhi edelelekile emehlweni abantu. Izitha zami, umusa wami, izibani zami
unganciki ezintweni engizisebenzisayo ukuze ngizinikeze amadoda. Bengizobadlulisela emseleni ongcolile, futhi kude nokungcoliswa yikho, bebeyovele bafaneleke kakhulu ukuveza inkazimulo yami namandla ami... ngoba yimi uqobo, hhayi ithuluzi engilisebenzisayo, okufanele libe ngicatshangelwe kukho konke engikwenzayo. »
Kanjalo, ngokwalokho angenze ngakuzwa, naphezu kwamaphutha ami nokungathembeki kwami, uyofeza kimi intando yakhe engcwele ngokuhle nokusindisa imiphefumulo; futhi lokho kuyangijabulisa. Ngingakwazi, ngosizo lwakhe, ukuzenzela inzuzo kuyo; kodwa noma ngabe bengiyimpumputhe ngokwanele futhi ngingabongi ngokwanele othandweni lwakhe ukuba ngingabi naluzwela kulo, uNkulunkulu ubengeke aphuthelwe umgomo wakhe kuleyo akhawunti. Ngingakwazi, naphezu kwezibusiso eziningi kangaka, ngizilahle unomphela, futhi lo msebenzi omncane ngeke ube wusizo kancane ekusindiseni abanye .
ongangeneki, Nkulunkulu wami! Yebo, ngiyabona futhi ngiyavuma ukuthi akuzona umusa noma ukukhanya okungavamile okwenza abalungile phambi kwakho, kodwa ukwethembeka emisebenzini yethu, emiseni yakho kanye nothando lwakho ! Ake size kulokhu
ukuthi uJC ungenze ngabona
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ethinta uthando lwakhe ngathi, eSakramenteni eliBusisiwe kakhulu le- altare.
Uthando lukaJC ngeBandla lakhe eSakramenteni eliBusisiwe lase- altare.
Uyokwazi-ke Baba ukuthi ngesikhathi seMisa ngosuku loKuphakama ngavele ngabanjwa umqondo wobukhona bukaNkulunkulu; U-JC wazibonakalisa kimi esesimweni nobukhulu bendoda ebukekayo ngokuphelele; wayemi endlini engcwele, phakathi kompheme wokuhlabelela ne-altare; wayegqoke ingubo kanye nejazi elibomvu elibonakala libusa kancane phezu kwesibhakabhaka sasezulwini kanye neminye imibala. Kwabonakala futhi kimi ukuthi izingubo zakhe zazivuleke kancane esifubeni sakhe, nokuthi, ephendukela kimi, wabuye wazivula kancane, njengokungathi ubonisa kimi ukuthi unomzimba womuntu wangempela kanye nenyama yangempela, ekugcineni. ukuthi wayeyindoda yangempela.
Ngabe sengibuka imisebe ethile yobunkulunkulu bakhe eyayikhanya ebuntwini bakhe obungcwele. Ngaso leso sikhathi ngazizwa ngibanjwe ukwesaba nenhlonipho, ukumangala nokuthakasela, okwakuwukuphela kwesizathu.
kabili njengoba uNkulunkulu ezichaza kakhudlwana. Ngabona ubukhulu bezimpawu zakhe zihlangene ebuntwini bakhe obungcwele nobuthandekayo; kodwa okwangilungisa kakhulu kwakuwukubona ukunqoba okukhazimulayo kothando lwakhe phezu kwazo zonke ezinye izici zobunkulunkulu bakhe ezaze zagubuzelwa kubo futhi zaxutshwa kubo, njengasesithandweni somlilo. Kimina kwabonakala sengathi zonke lezi zimfanelo zikaNkulunkulu zazigeleza kancane kancane zingena kumfanelo yothando, noma kunalokho zingena eNhliziyweni Engcwele kaJesu, lapho zaguqulwa khona futhi, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, zenziwa uthando . Lenhliziyo yobunkulunkulu yabadonsela kubo bonke ngobumnandi bezintelezi zayo neziheha zayo ezingehlulwa lutho. Wabusa phezu kwabo ngombuso omnene, wazishintsha waba kubo, noma wabashintsha waba nguye. »
Kungalesi sikhathi, Baba, lapho ngingasaboni kukho konke nanoma iyiphi enye indawo ngaphandle kothando nothando olunqoba yonke into naphezu kukaNkulunkulu uqobo. Ukuze ngibe ngcono
yenza incazelo yalo mbono iqondwe, u-JC waphendukela kimi, wembula isifuba sakhe sonke sivuvukala, futhi wathi kimi: "Bheka, ndodakazi yami, ngithanda kangakanani isidalwa sami, futhi nginikeza ubufakazi obunjani esakramenteni elithandekayo lapho ngihlala khona. ngizenze isigqila nesiboshwa sokuzithandela salolu thando enginalo ngaye, lapho ngingaphansi komthetho wothando kuphela . Konke _
ukuthi ngakubonisa, waqhubeka, kuseyilutho, kumane kuyisampula elincane; ukuze ngiphephise ubuthakathaka bakho, ngivumele ukubaleka kuphela umsebe omncane kakhulu wobunkulunkulu bami . Kuleli sakramente lothando lapho ngizinikela khona
ngokuphelele kubantwana beBandla lami nokuthi kuyintokozo yami engiyithanda kakhulu ukuhlala nabo, ukukhuluma nabo umusa wami negazi lami, umzimba wami, umphefumulo wami, izimfanelo zami zobunkulunkulu, konke engiyikho kimina, ekugcineni ubunkulunkulu bami bonke. , ngobuntu bami obungcwele. Singanikela okwengeziwe? kukhona okunye esingakwenza? ingabe kungenzeka ngisho ukuyicabanga?....
“Uthando oluvuthayo nolubonakala ludlulele enginalo ngabo alungivumeli ukungabaza. Kungukubashiya ukufinyelela okwengeziwe kanye nenkululeko kumuntu wami, ukuthi ngimboze emizweni yabo ukukhazimula kobunkulunkulu bami obuzobanqoba futhi buvimbele ukuba basondele kimi, ngokumelene nesifiso sami esikhulu kanye nokulangazela kwami. Bayongazi kuphela ngesakramente ngokukhanya kwesibani sokukholwa, okumele sibaholele etafuleni lami elingcwele kanye nemiphumela yothando lwami. Lapho sengikhonze khona njengokudla kwemiphefumulo yabo, ngiyoba isiqiniseko sabo, isisekelo sabo, induduzo yabo kuzo zonke izilingo, izilingo, ihlazo lempilo yamanje; futhi komunye, ngizoba lapho isibambiso senjabulo yabo yaphakade kanye nokungafi kwabo...
“Ngokuqondene nezoni ezilukhuni, izixhwanguxhwangu, nezihlukumezi, izihlubuki kanye nazo zonke izitha zeBandla lami, zokuziphatha kwami nezimfundiso zami, ikakhulukazi labo abaphika ubuqiniso bobukhona bami ebandleni.
ISakramente Elingcwele le-altare, noma abalikholwa kuphela ukulihlambalaza nokulihlambalaza; labo abaphika ubuntu bami obungcwele noma ababuhlukanisa nobunkulunkulu bami; bonke labo, ekugcineni, abavukela iqiniso lezwi lami, bayothola lapho kuphela imidumo nezikwele; bayakuba yizimpumputhe ngenxa yokungabi nanhlonipho kwabo, bangangazi, noma, uma bengangazi, kuyakuba ngamagalelo entukuthelo yami elungileyo. Uthando lwami oludelelekile luzoshintsha kubo lube yinzondo engenakuphikiswa, futhi luzothukuthela ngokulingana nalokho obeludlangile futhi luvutha kakhulu. Ningahluleki, wanezela, ukubazisa bonke; futhi kwangathi lokhu kusongela okubi, kanye nezimemo zami zothando, kungaba kuze kube sekupheleni ukwesaba abangamhloniphiyo kanye nenduduzo yomphefumulo wobuKristu; ukuthi baqinisekisa abalungile,
Okokuqala, ngabuyela kimi ngokushesha nje lapho u-JC esenyamalele, neyakhe
(95-99)
Umbono wawusuqale kuphela ku -Agnus Dei weMisa, kuya eDomine, non sum dignus . Ngabuyela, ngithi, ngaphakathi kwami, ukuze ngibone ngokukhanya kokholo ukuthi angimcasulanga yini uNkulunkulu, nokuthi ngangingeyena yini umdlalo wenkohliso. Ngangidinga lesi sikhumbuzo ukuze ngilulame kancane ekumangaleni, ekuqulekeni, kanye nohlobo lokwenqatshelwa lapho izinzwa zami zangaphakathi nomphefumulo wami wonke kwakucwiliswe futhi kwangathi kungene phakathi nalesi sikhathi ...
Okwakungixaka kakhulu ngaleso sikhathi, ngokukhumbula kwami, kwakuwukwesaba ukusondela kuNkulunkulu engambona emkhulu, enobukhosi futhi emsulwa, kuyilapho ngangigcwele ukungapheleli. idelelekile kunodaka . Nokho, isikhathi sokuphila
Isidlo sase sisondela, kwadingeka sinqume, futhi kulesi senzakalo ngathola umshikashika omkhulu kimina. Ukwesaba kwakulwa nesifiso, futhi isifiso sasilwa nokwesaba: lokhu kwamuva kwabonakala sengathi kufuna ukunqoba, lapho ngikhumbula ukuthi ngangingenayo imvume yokudeda eSidlweni. Ngakho ngazihlomisa ngesibindi, futhi ngazilahla ukuze
umusa waphezulu, ngasondela eTafuleni Elingcwele, ngincenga uJC ukuba azilahle futhi; ukungithethelela ukungafaneleki kwami, ngokufaneleka kothando lwakhe olungcwele kanye nengcebo yomusa equkethwe kwisakramente lakhe elingcwele; lokho ayobe ekwenzile, ngokungangabazeki, ngomusa wakhe omkhulu. Isidlo sanginika ukuthula okuphelele, ukuxosha ukwesaba okudlulele ngethemba eliqinile, inhlangano esiza abantulayo eshisekayo njalo elikhiqizela umuntu ka-JC...
Lezi zinsuku zokugcina namanje, uBaba wami, u-JC wangitshela ukuthi, ngenhlanganyelo eyenziwe kahle, uthethelela zonke izono ezimbi umuntu athukuthele ngazo. Mayelana nemicabango engcolile kanye nemicabango emibi, uyangitshela
ukuthi bangaxoshi eTafuleni eliNgcwele umphefumulo olwa nabo ngokusemandleni abo, futhi abangazithandi kuwo. Kwakuzomchaya nakakhulu amagalelo esitha sakhe, ayengeke akwazi ukuzivikela kuso. Ngakho yinhloso yedemoni ebavusayo. Kukhona, nasezifundeni ezingcwele kakhulu, abantu abaningi kunokuba umuntu angacabanga ukuthi ngubani odinga lesi seluleko.
Kufanele futhi ngiphawule, Baba, ukuthi ngokushesha emva kombono engisanda kukhuluma ngawo kuwe, ukuqonda kwami kwaba buhlungu kakhulu, kwacasuka kakhulu. izibani ayesanda kuzibona, engasakwazi ukuzibona noma ukuzwa okunye. Kwaba sengathi akunakwenzeka ukuba azinikele kunoma yini, noma aziphendulele ngalokho okwakumshaye kakhulu. Ngokufanayo nomuntu ongathanda ukucabangela ilanga emini, iso lakhe elikhazimulayo lizobona kuphela imbulunga yomlilo, ngaphandle kokuhlukanisa cishe noma yini ekuyo: ukuzungeza kwembulunga ngeke akuzwe. Ngeke kufane uma lo muntu eyilungisa ekuphumeni kwelanga noma ekushoneni kwelanga: uzokwazi ukubona ukujikeleza kwayo, kanye nemibala ehlukene nemibala yemisebe yayo. Kunjalo nangelanga lobulungisa, uma kubhekwa emoyeni nasezikhanyiso zoKholo. Yilokhu yena ngokwakhe angenze ngakuqonda ezikhundleni ezehlukene azibonakalisa kuzo kimi, i-Ekaristi yakhe Kulezi
izimo ezihlukene wangenza ngahlukanisa iqiniso neqiniso, umusa emseni, izici ezimfanelweni zakhe, ukucaca nokucaca, izibani ezikhanyayo. Ngabona ngokusobala ukuthi kwakungosizo lwakhe olukhethekile kuphela lapho ngikwazile khona ukuba nezinto eziningi kangaka ezilotshwe, lapho ngokwami ngangingeke ngikwazi ukungingiza ngamagama amabili elandelana....
Izimfanelo ezihlukile ze-JC
Phakathi kwezici ezihlukahlukene zomuntu othandekayo ka-J. C., kukhona okunye okuhlobene kakhulu nobunkulunkulu bakhe kunobuntu bakhe; abanye, ku
ngokuphambene, zihlobene kakhulu nobuntu bakhe kunobunkulunkulu bakhe, nokho lezi zimfanelo ezihlukene zihlangene ebuntwini bakhe, ngaphandle kokuhlupheka lapho noma ngabe ukuphikiswa, noma ukwehlukana, noma ukudideka, kodwa isivumelwano esiphelele esinomehluko wangempela futhi ophawulwe kahle kakhulu: kucishe kufane nomehluko wangempela otholakala phakathi kwabantu baphezulu, ngaphandle kokuthi kube khona ukuphikiswa, noma ukudideka kwabantu, noma ukuhlukahluka kwengqikithi . OWETHU
INkosi ifuna ngisho ukuthi ngisho amagama lapha, futhi ubhale phansi izici eziyinhloko ezihlobene kakhulu nobunkulunkulu bakhe, kanye nalezo ezithinta kakhulu ubuntu bakhe, zihlukanisa enye kwenye. Ngizokuqamba wona ngendlela efanayo naleyo anginika yona, ngiqale ngalabo abahlonipha kakhulu ubuNkulunkulu bakhe . O nkosi yeqiniso
!... O ukucaca!... O ukukhanya okungadalwanga!... O buhle!... O bukhosi! O hlakanipho !.
.. O bonkulunkulu baphakade ngobukhulu bakho!...
Nansi inhloko yalabo ababheka ikakhulukazi ubuntu obungcwele boMsindisi.... O ubuhle!. . . awu!. .. O umusa ! oh
ubukhulu!.... O mnqobi!... O iqiniso!... O umusa ongapheli ! oh ukuhlakanipha
ifakiwe!...
YiNkosi yethu uqobo efuna ngibeke lokhu ô! ekuqaleni
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yemfanelo ngayinye, ukuphawula ukumangala kwengcebo equkethwe... Wangitshela futhi ukuthi ngingamnika izimfanelo zakhe ngaphambi nangemva kwenhlanganyelo yami, ngomoya wokudumisa nowokudumisa; futhi ngaqonda ukuthi wayezovumelana nanoma ubani owayezibhekise kuye. Kaningi ngiye ngathanda ukuwaphinda....
Ngolunye usuku lapho, phambi kukaNkulunkulu nokukhanya kweNkosi yethu, ngizindla ngalezi zimfanelo zikaNkulunkulu, ngabona isixuku esikhulu esingapheli, engangingasoli ngisho nokusola: ngangingathanda ukwazi isibalo sazo, kodwa U-JC wangitshela ukuthi asikho isiphetho esingabala: futhi, lapho ngizikhandla kakhulu kukho, yilapho ngathola khona ukuthi akunakwenzeka ukuphumelela. UNkulunkulu ungenze ngaqonda, kulesi senzakalo, ukuthi ababusisiwe kanye nezingelosi imbala
yayiyokhula phakade othandweni nasolwazini lwalezi zimfanelo zaphezulu, ingayeki ukuthola okuthile ngenani lazo kanye nobudlelwane bazo obuhlukene; ukuthi lonke iPhakade lalingeke lanele uthando olunganqamuki ngenxa yalokhu okutholwe okujabulisayo; ukuthi abasoze bajulisa lesayensi ephakeme kakhulu, kude nokuyiqeda amandla; nokuthi uNkulunkulu akasoze aziwa ngokuphelele ngaphandle kwakhe, noma ukuphelela kwakhe okungapheli noma ubuhle bakhe obungakhulumeki, ngaphandle komuntu ophelele futhi othandeka ngokungenamkhawulo onakho konke ngezinga elingenamkhawulo ! Ini
injabulo kanye nenjabulo engaka ngezidalwa ezingenasiphelo ukulahlekelwa zona ngaleyo ndlela, ukucwila ngokungapheli kulesi sifufula esingaqondakali sezintokozo ezingenasiphelo, kulolu lwandle olungenamkhawulo nolungenasogwini lokuphelela okungapheli ! Kodwa kuzoba ngubani
ofanele, ikakhulukazi lapha ngezansi, ubani ongalokotha akhulume ngakho?...
Ngabona kanjalo ukuthi esikhundleni sokuba ngime lapho, kwakungcono kakhulu ukwanelisa ukuthokoza ngakho futhi ngikhazimulise lowo onawo ngaphakathi kwakhe kwalasha wokuphelela okungenakwenzeka ukukuqonda; futhi ikakhulukazi njengoba kuyingozi njalo ukuchezuka entandweni yaphezulu, lapho ibonakala kithi, ikakhulukazi kulolu hlobo lokukhanya okungavamile. Ngangazi ukuthi idemoni, elihlale liqaphile, lalingase, ngemvume kaNkulunkulu ocasukile, lisebenzise leli thuba ukuze lifake imibono yalo ekhohlisayo esikhundleni sokukhanya kwaphezulu. UNkulunkulu ngokwakhe owazisile kimi, futhi wangitshela ukuthi abaningi babesakholwa ukuthi basebenza ngomoya wakhe, ongasasebenzi ngaphandle komoya wobukhazikhazi noma ilukuluku lemvelo. okwabaholela ekufuneni ukuqonda izimiso zeProvidence nezimfihlo zeqiniso laphakade. Okungamjabulisi nokumthuka kakhulu, wangitshela, ingelosi kaSathane, oziguqule ngobuqili kubo, waba ingelosi yokukhanya. Sawubona! kukangaki engakwenzi, futhi akakwenzi yini nsuku zonke, kubantu abaningi abangacabangi ngakho!....
Ngakho-ke uNkulunkulu wangenza ngibone, Baba wami, ukuthi kwamcasula kakhulu ukuthi umphefumulo, ngenxa yodumo lwakhe, ayeyobeka kuye izimfihlo zakhe, weqa imiyalo yakhe ngaphandle kwesizathu sokukhononda, sokuziqhenya noma ngenye indlela. Futhi wayenomusa ngokwanele ukungiqapha kakhulu kulolu hlobo lwesilingo kangangokuthi ngincamela ukufa kunokuba ngingene kuso ngokumelene nentando yakhe, noma ngize ngifune ukwazi okuthile ngokushesha nje lapho nginesizathu sokukholelwa ukuthi akakufuni. ..
Ngikhohliwe baba ukukutshela mayelana nokuvela kosuku lwaseKuphakameni engakhuluma ngalo ukuthi uJC wandazisa ngalo lolo suku ukuthi konke akwenzile kimina ukubona kuthinta inyunyana eseduze. ngezici zakhe ezehlukene kumuntu wakhe ongcwele, ngelinye ilanga uyosebenza ukuphikisa nokubhubhisa ukuhlubuka lapho umuntu eyozama ukuphika ubuqiniso bobukhona bakhe eSakramenteni Elingcwele.
Bazophika, wangitshela, abanye ubuNkulunkulu bakhe, abanye ubuntu bakhe kuleli sakramente elithandekayo. Ekugcineni abanye bazozama ukwehlukanisa omunye komunye, ngokwehlukanisa izimfanelo okuthi, ebuntwini bakhe, zibe ezingahlukaniseki; konke ukuchasisa noma ihlelo, ngomqondo othile, livamile futhi lihambisana nezimo ezimbili elakhiwe ngazo ukuhlangana kwe- hypostatic. Nansi into asafuna uyibhale .
Ngalo lolo suku, phakathi nokuzindla kwakusihlwa, u-JC wabonakala kimi futhi, kodwa esimweni esihluke kakhulu. Ngambona engupapa ozimele ogibele isihlalo sobukhosi esikhanyayo... Nakuba umbono wawungaphakathi kuphela, ngokwazi kwami, nokho isihlalo sakhe sobukhosi sasibonakala kimi sibekwe sengathi siphakathi kwekhwaya: wayeneBandla lakhe elinamandla. ngakwesokunene, nazo zonke izizwe ezingathembekanga ngakwesokhohlo salo; mina ngazithola ngizibambele mathupha ezinyaweni zakhe, engangingathanda ukuthi ngingabe ngisasuka kuzo, ngangikhululekile lapho ekujuleni kokungabi nalutho kwami. Kwakungenxa yami, nokho, ukuthi lesi sisetshenziswa senziwa, noma okungenani uJC wasisebenzisa ukuze anginike, njengabanye abaningi, izifundo ezibaluleke kakhulu mayelana nesisa sobuzalwane esisikweleta umakhelwane wethu, nothando. eSakramenteni lakhe elingcwele...
Iziyalezo zika-JC zokuthi uthande kanjani umakhelwane wakho. Isisa sangempela sihlanganisa bonke abantu, ikakhulukazi izitha.
Wathi kimi: “Unemicabango yokunganaki, ngisho nokubanda okuthile, ngokuphathelene nabanye odadewenu... Kuningi:
(105-109)
izikhathi eziningana ezikhuliswe futhi zondliwa yinzondo ecishe ibe yinzondo emelene nezitha zenu kanye nezami; kepha uyakhohlwa kancane umusa omkhulu wenhliziyo yami phezu kwezitha zami
wena ukuthi esiphambanweni ngabonakala ngikhohlwa bonke abanye ukuba ngizikhathaze ngabo kuphela futhi ngithandazela abangibulalayo; Yakhani uthando lwenu kulo mfanekiso, futhi, ngokulandela isibonelo sami, niphindaphinde imithandazo yenu kanye nokubanakekela kwenu. Lona umthetho omkhulu okungekho umKristu okufanele awukhohlwe, uma efuna ukubiza izithelo zothando lwami.
“Sengathi uthando lwenu lungaba lukhulu njengolwami, futhi kwangathi lungadlulela kubo bonke abantu ngaphandle kokukhetha. Zonke izidalwa ezinengqondo zinelungelo kukho, futhi kuwukukwenza uqonde lokhu ukuthi ngiziqoqe zonke lapha eduze kwami, ngaleyo ndlela ngibonisa ukunakekela kokunakekela kwami kolungileyo nesoni . Nakuba kukhona ngokuqinile ukukhuluma kuphela izingane zami
Bandla abangakimi nabangabantwana bami bangempela, ubuhle benhliziyo yami abucimeki kwabanye. Ihlanganisa amaqaba, abangakholwayo, abaJuda, abahlubuki nezoni; ngezwi, lidlulela phezu kwazo zonke izitha zami, engingagcini nje ngokukhanyisa ilanga lami namazolo avela ezulwini, kodwa futhi enginganqabi kuzo umusa ongabenza bavule amehlo balazi iqiniso. , ukuze baphume ebumpumputheni babo obubulalayo futhi babuyele esifubeni seBandla, okungumama wabo wangempela....
“Manje ndodakazi yami, ungazonda labo engibathandayo, abasengabami, okungenzeka ngelinye ilanga babe ngabami.
okunye okunye? Ngiqinisile ngithi kini, uma wenqaba noyedwa enhliziyweni yakho, I
Ngangingeke ngisahlala lapho. Uma beniyekile ukumthanda, ngabe anisangithanda; ubungacabanga ukuthi usothandweni lwami, futhi ubuzoba senzondweni yami.
Ungaba yini umphumela wobumpumputhe obungaka kuwe ! »
Nkulunkulu wami, ngakhala, ngivumele ngikubuze ngakho konke ukuzithoba nokubhubhisa, kungani ufuna uthando lwezitha zakho kanye nolwethu ngamandla amakhulu nangentshiseko kunokuba ufuna uthando lwabangane bakho abathembekile ? “Ayikho leyo, ma
indodakazi, waphendula; kunalokho, futhi ngisafuna ukuba nikhethe abangane benu nabami ezintweni eziningi kunabo bonke abangebona; kodwa kuphela angifuni ukuba nikhiphe izitha zethu othandweni lwenu, noma nizonde muntu. Kulokhu, ndodakazi yami, waqhubeka wathi, ngizokutshela isizathu sokuziphatha okwakubonakala kukushaqisa ekuqaleni, futhi ubulungisa nokulingana oyobubona nokho, uma ukwenza.
“Yonke into ikuholela ekuthandeni abantwana beqiniso beBandla lami enihlala nabo esifubeni sami nasetafuleni elilodwa; bonke behlanganiswe ndawonye ngezibopho zothando oluseduze, njengabafowabo nodadewabo abaningi endlini kayise nangaphansi kwemithetho enokuthula kamama wabo oyedwa: imvelo, inkolo, inzalo, konke kuvumelana nabo; ukuze kuthi ngomqondo othile ngikhiphe ukuniyala ukuba nibathande.
“Kodwa akufani maqondana nezitha zethu ezivamile: konke kuphambene nazo futhi akukho okuvuna zona. Kunzima kakhulu ngemvelo ekhohlakele ukubathethelela nokubathanda, kangangokuthi kwakudingeka kimi, ukuze ngilalele leli phuzu eliyinhloko, ngenze umyalo ocacile, futhi ngivume, uma ngingasho kanjalo. ,
ngamandla negunya elikhulu kunanoma iyiphi enye, ukuyiphinda ngezinsongo ezimbi kakhulu; ngaphandle kwalokho abantu abangabafowenu nabafowenu, ngabe balahliwe ngokungenaphutha, bazondwa futhi benengwa yibo bonke; obekuzomelene kakhulu nentando yami, nemiyalo yokuphatha kwami indawo yonke, nemiklamo emikhulu yesihe sami kanye nothando olukhulu noluvamile inhliziyo yami enhle ngokwemvelo nenenzuzo ehlale ilubekezelela naphezu kwezimo zabo ezimbi ngami. ..”
Ngixolele, Nkulunkulu wami, ngobuwula bami , ngakhala! Ukhulumela ngaphakathi
Nkulunkulu, wenza ngendlela efanayo, futhi awukho ubuhle obuncane kuneqiniso lobukhosi . Konke okukuwe kuwukulingana, ubulungisa nesihe .
Ngathi, O nkosi yami ebusayo ! kimi ikakhulukazi, njalo alethwe
ukwahlulela izinto ngokukhanya okungamanga kwemvelo nezinzwa, angikwenzi, maye,
! lutho ezindleleni ezithandekayo nezihlakaniphile ozilandelayo . " Indodakazi yami,
waqhubeka JC, ungalokothi ubheke olandelayo ohlangothini amaphutha, uma kungenzeka; kodwa kunalokho mbheke ebunkulunkulwini bami, nobunkulunkulu bami kuye. Nonke nifakwe lapho ngokungakhethi njengezinhlanzi olwandle olulodwa. Uma nikubheka kanjalo ngokubona kokukholwa, nizokwazi yini ukuba ningathandi bonke abantu abalungile nababi kimi, ngenxa yami nangenxa yami na ? »
Ingozi yothando lwemvelo kuphela. Isisusa esingaphezu kwemvelo okufanele siphilise zonke izenzo zomKrestu.
Ngokuqondene nothando esilukweleta abathandekayo bethu, kanye nothando olusemthethweni phakathi kwabantu abahlanganiswe isibopho sesidlo esingcwele, ngibona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi uma lolu thando nalobu bungane, nakuba buvunyelwe, bufaneleka futhi buyadingeka.
(110-114)
kubo, batholakala bengokwemvelo nje kumKristu, bayoba lapho, nakuba besemthethweni futhi bevunyelwe kubo, benganele futhi benesici phambi kukaNkulunkulu. Ngithi zinesici, hhayi ngokuthi zizoba zemvelo, kodwa ngokuthi zizoba zemvelo kuphela, nokuthi ngalo kanye leli qiniso babeyontula ukuphelela okungaphezu kwemvelo lapho i-JC iphakamisa khona izimfanelo zokuziphatha. Futhi uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi lesi sici, lokhu kuntuleka
amandla angaphezu kwawemvelo kumKristu, kufanele akhululwe kuleli zwe ngokuzisola, noma kwelilandelayo ngesihlanzo.
Ngakho-ke umKristu kumelwe enezele kukho isisusa esithile esingaphezu kwemvelo noma ngabe yini, nanganoma yiliphi izinga, ukuze akwazi ukuthemba ukufaneleka okufanele komsebenzi wakhe; ngoba, futhi, akuyena umfundi weVangeli njengomuntu ongakholwayo. Isenzo esingokwemvelo asifanele isiphetho umuntu okufanele abe naso engqondweni, okumele, ngaphandle komthetho wemvelo, avumelane kukho konke nomthetho ophelele. Okungase kube nokuthethelelwa, futhi okungasoleki kumuntu, akuhlali kunjalo kumKristu; futhi ukwehluleka ukuhambisana nomoya we-JC kanye nomthetho wakhe ongcwele, akuyona njalo into enganaki noma elula njengoba umuntu angase acabange.
Iqiniso elibaluleke kakhulu, Baba wami, okuthi nokho umuntu acabange okuncane ngalo ekusebenziseni impilo. Uma uNkulunkulu ehlulela izenzo zethu kancane ngokwazo kunalokho esikuhlongozayo kanye nesisusa esizivezayo; uma ukuntula ukuhlanzeka kwenhloso kungangcolisa futhi kucekele phansi imisebenzi engcono kakhulu, ingabe umKristu uyoba izaba ngokwenza nje njengomuntu? Uma ensimini kayise womndeni umuthi ulahlwa ngenxa yokungatheli isithelo esihle, ubengeke yini esabe ngokuzala izilwane zasendle nohlobo oluthile lwemvelo yakhe ? Kuthiwani-ke kukho konke lokhu kunakekelwa okuthakaselwayo, kwakho konke
lezo zixhumanisi zothando phakathi kwabantu okungafanele babe nazo, futhi lapho, ngaphansi kwezaba zalokho okuthiwa ubungane obungenacala, ukuzijabulisa okuvunyelwe nokuphumula, noma ekugcineni kwamasiko nokuhlangana kwezwe, umuntu angaziphathi ngemizwa kuphela; sinikela ngakho konke othandweni lwenyama ngokuphelele, kwesinye isikhathi size sizivumele ukuba siphuphuthekiswe inkanuko, size sithande ngaphandle kwemingcele, nangaphezu kwayo yonke imithetho, ukuze sizithole sesiyizigqila zalolu thando oluphazamisekile.olufaka isidalwa phakathi indawo yoMdali . Thina
ubona kuphela into umuntu ayikhonzayo; noma cabanga ngaye kuphela, sifuna yena kuphela
; kuwubunkulunkulu umuntu anikela kubo inhliziyo yakhe nomphefumulo wakhe ngawo wonke amakhono akhe, ngaphandle kokugodla okuthile kuye yedwa okubafaneleyo ngaphandle kokuhlanganyela futhi lokho enkolweni yeqiniso, eBandleni likaJ .
Ah! Baba, uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi amaKristu anjalo, uma esengabizwa ngalelo gama, acasula kakhulu ubuhle bakhe baphezulu, futhi avuse intukuthelo yakhe ngokufutheka, ngalokhu kukhetha okungafanele anikela ngaye esidalweni esibi . Ngakho-ke bazinikela ngecala lohlobo lokukhonza izithombe.
njengoba ngokunikela izinhliziyo zabo ngentshiseko, nangokudelela umthetho waphezulu, kule nto yasemhlabeni kunokuba bahambise kuNkulunkulu, bayisa esidalweni uthando oluphakeme, futhi kanjalo bakhulume inkolo ephakeme kakhulu okufanele umdali kuphela. Yeka inhlamba ! Kunjalo ngaphezu kwabo bonke ubugebengu abantu bezwe abangakwenzi
bazi ukuthi bangayiphathi kanjani amandla enkanuko yabo, balandele ngokuphuphutheka ukushisekela izinkanuko zabo. Zingaki izixhumanisi zobugebengu, ngaphansi kokubonakala kobungane obuvunyelwe!
Kodwa-ke, uBaba wami, u-JC uyangixwayisa ukuthi ngingagxeki kancane kulokhu kubonakala, ngigweme ngisho nokwahlulela, noma ngikwenze ngomusa ongaphezu kwalokho engingakwenza, ngisho maqondana nabangakholwayo kanye nazo zonke izitha zakhe. “Kukimi,” wangitshela, “ukwahlulela, futhi akekho ongaqhwaga amalungelo ami ngaphandle kokuziveza esahlulelweni esibi nakakhulu.” Ngaphandle kwalokho, nginemibono ongeke ukwazi. Labo abangebona abeBandla lami, noma abangasekho kulo, bayahlulelwa; kodwa abalahlwa, bayoba njalo ngemva kokufa kwabo: futhi kuze kube yileso sikhathi ngingakwazi, njengezoni ezinkulu kakhulu, ukubapha umusa, izinsiza kanye nezindlela ezingavamile zensindiso.
"Yebo, ndodakazi yami, futhi ungangabazi umzuzwana owodwa, umuntu manje osemgwaqweni obanzi wokulahlwa, uyoba ongcwele omkhulu futhi abekwe ezulwini esikhundleni sababusisiwe Abanjalo , ngokuphambene nalokho , obonakala eqinile lapho
ubungcwele, uzokholwa futhi abhubhe ngokuzidla kwakhe nokugabadela kwakhe Kanjalo
akukabi yisikhathi sokwahlulela noma ubani. Lapho unakho, ukweqisa okukhulu okubili okufanele kugwenywe othandweni lomakhelwane womuntu: ukubandlulula okukhulu kakhulu nokuncane kakhulu, ngenxa noma ngokumelene: ngakolunye uhlangothi, ukunganaki okuya kude nokuzonda, ukungasho lutho; ngakolunye, ukunamathelana okungokwemvelo ngokweqile, ukuzwela okweqile okuphuca ukuthula komphefumulo futhi kuze kufike ezingeni lokwenza umuntu akhohlwe uNkulunkulu nokwesaba ukumcasula. Isisa uNkulunkulu asiyala ngaso sithatha indawo ephakathi nendawo phakathi kwalokhu okubili okweqisayo.
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enonya. Livalela ngisho nezitha zethu ngaphansi komthetho; kodwa, lihlanjululwe esihlokweni salo, lihlala ligcina indawo yokuqala kulokho elifaneleka kakhulu kukho; futhi ukuhlobanisa yonke into nalesi simiso sokuqala, okufanele kube umthetho ongenaphutha, njengesisekelo sothando lwethu, kusenza sithande abangane bethu kuNkulunkulu, izitha zethu ngenxa kaNkulunkulu, bonke abantu ngaphandle kokuhlukanisa, ngoNkulunkulu nangombono kuNkulunkulu. ...
Ilungiselelo elizokwenziwa eSidlweni Esingcwele. Izinhlobo Ezintathu Zesidlo.
"Uthando enginalo ngabesilisa jikelele, waqhubeka uJ. C., kumele lubaholele bonke othandweni lokubonga kimi, ikakhulukazi uma ngicabangela lokho engikwenzele ukusindiswa kwabo, nalokho engikufakazela ngakho. Izingane zami eSidlweni kumele zihlale zibanxusa. ukusondela kuyo ngezimo ezingcwele nezishisekayo. Yini engaba elungile, ekugcineni, njengoba uthando lungakhokhwa ngothando kuphela?
Manje, ndodakazi yami, yazi ukuthi ukukholwa kuhlala eSakramenteni, othandweni kuNkulunkulu nakumakhelwane, ukuthobeka, ukuhlanzeka kwenhliziyo, okuhlanganiswe nenjabulo enkulu. isifiso sokuhlangana nami ngeSidlo esiNgcwele, yizona zindlela eziyinhloko nezidingeka kakhulu zokusondela ngokufanele etafuleni lami elingcwele. Ubuhle bokuthobeka nokubhujiswa buholela umphefumulo kulomhlatshelo omuhle wothando nowokholo: umhlatshelo ophelele lapho, ngokuzidela, umuntu akhonze ngomoya nangeqiniso incithakalo nobukhulu. konke. Inkazimulo ebuyela kuNkulunkulu ngenxa yalokhu kuziphatha okubi okuphindaphindiwe kanye nemiphumela ebabazekayo ebangelwa lokhu kuhlangana kwenhliziyo nothando, iyinhloso eyinhloko yokumiswa kwesidlo esingcwele, kanye nokuphelela elikufunayo kanye noshintsho olubabazekayo olusebenzayo. emiphefumulweni nasezinhliziyweni...”
Baba wami, njengoba leli sakramente elingcwele lisebenza emiphefumulweni nasezinhliziyweni kuphela ngokulingana nesimo esingaphezulu noma esincane esilethwa umuntu kulo,
Ngabona eNkosini Yethu ukuthi izinhlobo ezintathu zabantu, ezisondela kuyo, zenza umehluko omkhulu phakathi kwemiphumela eyikhiqizayo. Wathi kimi: “Abanye bangababulali abazenze abangane, abeza, njengokungathi bafihle lobu bungane bamanga, ukuze bangibulale. Bangabantwana abakhohlisayo, abathi njengoJudasi, basebenzise ukwanga okungcwele kwesidlo ukunginikela ezinkanukweni zabo ezingahlelekile, futhi ngaleyo ndlela benze ubugebengu obunengeka kunabo bonke, ukuhlambalaza okukhulu kakhulu okwake kwenzeka. waqhubeka, kulezi
imiphefumulo evivinywa ngokulingwa, futhi abazizwa ngokwabo ukulwa nokuhlaselwa okubi okuvela ezitheni zabo, inqobo nje uma benqaba, ngentando enhle ukuba bangalokothi bavume izilingo zabo, futhi ngeke bazitike izifiso zabo ngisho nakakhulu: lapho , by
amashwa, le miphefumulo empofu ngabe ivumile futhi ifa kulokhu kuhlasela kwangaphakathi, akufanele ngalokho iwele ekudikibaleni noma ekuphelelweni ithemba, ngoba ngizoba nozwelo ngobuthakathaka bayo.
Ngakho, kude nokucabanga ukuhoxa etafuleni lami elingcwele, kufanele, ngokuphambene nalokho, bacabange ukuya ekhambi abalidinga ngaphezu kwalokho.
Ungalokothi. Ngakho-ke mabeze ngokushesha enkantolo yokuzisola, benobuhlungu bangempela ngokungicasula: lokhu kugeza okungcwele kuzogeza amabala abo, ngiyobathethelela konke, noma yikuphi amaphutha noma ubukhulu babo, futhi ngesakramente lami lothando ngizobakhulula. phakathi umsebenzi wabo; Ngizobasekela ekulweni kwabo, ngibaduduze osizini lwabo. Ngizobanika umusa omusha, amandla amasha ngokumelene nezilingo; kodwa lezi zomusa nesisa okwezinhliziyo ezidabukile neziphendukile kuphela; ngenxa yokuthi kulezizoni eziqiniswe umkhuba wobugebengu ezingafuni ukuwushiya, futhi ezifika zizohlala etafuleni lami ngaphandle kobuhlungu noma inhloso enhle, futhi ngentando yokuqhubeka nempilo yazo embi; laba bantu bezwe bathengiselwa isiyaluyalu, abagwinya ububi njengamanzi, ngokuhlanganyela kwabo okungcolile babeka ukuphakama kwezono zabo nokulahlwa kwabo.
Uhlobo lwesibili lwenhlanganyelo yilabo abangaphelele, ngiqonde imiphefumulo eqotho futhi ezinikele, kodwa abangenakho ukunakekela nokuqaphela ukuze bazibheke ngokuphelele, futhi ngaleyo ndlela bathola imikhuba ethile yezono zenyama, engabathinti. abangenzi mzamo wokushintsha kukho . Izidlo ezinjalo
ababona abangafaneleki noma abahlambalazayo, kodwa abasivivi futhi abaphelele njengalabo ababenzayo; babeka isithiyo emseni we-JC futhi ngokuyinhloko bayeke ukuthululwa kwayo, ngoba, njengoba sesishilo, isakramente lisebenza kuphela ngokulingana nemikhuba umuntu ayiletha kuyo. Le miphefumulo eyisivivi futhi engaphelele engamukela kanjalo, uJC ungitshela, ukuthi, ngokuqondene nami, njengabantwana, esikhundleni sokuphendula ukuphululwa nokwanga okuthambile kukababa obazisayo, bazihlomise ngokumelene naye futhi bazoshaya. ngokwamandla abo. Lo baba wayezobajezisa ngokuhoxa kubo; kimina, kwenezela u-JC, engingobaba abangcono kakhulu, angihoxisi ngalokho, ikakhulukazi njengoba intando yabo ingeyimbi kakhulu futhi
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ukuthi amagalelo azo awabulali; Uthando lwami lapho luphakeme ngaphezu kokungabongi kwabo. Ngivala amehlo ami, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, ekuboneni ukungapheleli namaphutha abo, ukuze ngicabangele izidingo zabo kuphela. Mina bona
ngamukele ezingalweni zami ukwanga kokuthula kwenhlanganyelo yami: Ngibekezelela ukungabongi kwabo ngaphandle kokukhononda, noma ngikhononda ngakho kuphela ngobumnandi nothando. Akufanele yini lesi simo sothando senhliziyo yami yobunkulunkulu sibe yisizathu esisha kubo sokungikhonza ngokwethembeka okwengeziwe futhi bangithande ngentshiseko eyengeziwe?...
Ukuhlanganyela okuvuthayo yilokho okwenzeka othandweni lukaNkulunkulu nomakhelwane, olucabangela zonke ezinye izimo. Kuyinhlanganyelo yabantwana abaphelele kanye nabantwana abathandekayo uJC ababheka ngeso lokunethezeka nothando, ajabulela ukuphila nabo kakhulu, ngoba banikele ngakho konke kuye okungabeka isithiyo emiseni yakhe .
inala yomusa abagcinele yona !. Uthela phezu kwabo amazolo ezulu futhi
zonke izibusiso zikaJakobe; kuyilapho umvuzo wasemhlabeni nowesikhashana uyoba yisabelo salabo, njengo-Esawu, abanamathela emhlabeni futhi balandele ubumnandi bemizwa kuphela”
Ngakho, uBaba, izoni, abangaphelele nabangcwele bayaxhumana, futhi ngamunye wabo wenza isidlo esifana naye. Yebo, ngaphandle kokuguqula isimo saso, iSidlo esiNgcwele siba yisono emonini, esingaphelele kokungapheleli, futhi sibe ngcwele kongcwele. Akukhona ukuthi lowo ozinikela kukho angathola kithi noma yikuphi ukungcola nanoma yiliphi izinga lobungcwele; kodwa ukuthi isenzo salowo okhulumayo siba sihle noma sibe sibi, ngokuya ngesimo esihle noma esibi kakhulu asiletha kuso....
“Ngakho-ke gwema isono, ndodakazi yami, nazo zonke izinhlobo zesono ezishiwo kimi ngalokhu
I-JC (futhi kuwumphumela osebenzayo okufanele siwuthathe emiyalweni yayo engcwele), gwema, balekela isono esingajabulisi futhi esingicasulayo, njengoba ubungagwema ukubona inyoka kanye nenhlekelele enkulu kunazo zonke; ungalokothi wenze noma yini ngokuzithandela, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi kubonakala kulula kangakanani kuwe, ngoba zonke izono azijabulisi kimi futhi akukho lutho olungcolile oluyongena ezulwini. Xosha ukuba sivivi, ubugwala, ukungabi nandaba enkonzweni yami, futhi ngokusemandleni akho zonke izinhlobo zokungapheleli. Kunokuba sibe uphawu lukanembeza wamanga noma ohlanzekile, njengoba umuntu ecabanga ngamanga, lesi simo sokujabula siwubufakazi bomphefumulo oqotho nongokomoya ngempela, owesaba futhi othanda iNkosi uNkulunkulu wawo, onombono olungile. lamalungelo akhe, lezimiso zakhe, lobukhulu bakhe kanye ethukwa.
Ngaso sonke isikhathi hamba ebukhoneni bami obungcwele ngomoya wokholo nothando, kodwa ngothando lwengane nenhlonipho. Jwayela ukubona uNkulunkulu ezidalweni, nezidalwa kuNkulunkulu; njengoba nginitshelile ngaphambili, bhekani kuphela isandla sokuphatha kwakhe kuzo zonke izenzakalo zokuphila....
Ngale ndlela uzofeza, ngaphandle kwezindleko kuwe, umthetho obaluleke kakhulu
uyala ukuba uthande uNkulunkulu ngaphezu kwakho konke ngokuzithanda yena, nomakhelwane wakho njengalokhu uzithanda wena, ngokuthanda uNkulunkulu.
“Zama ukwenza zonke izenzo zakho, ngisho nokunganaki okukhulu, ngomoya walo mthetho omkhulu ohlanganisa yonke eminye ngokugqamayo, futhi oqukethwe kuzo zonke ezinye, kanjalo nenze njalo ngomgomo walolu thando olukhulu, oluthi ngengalo eyodwa. wamukela uNkulunkulu, kanye nomunye umakhelwane, ngaleyo ndlela ehlanganisa izulu nomhlaba. Imaphi amagugu, ukufaneleka nokwaneliseka oyokuthola ngaso sonke isikhathi, ngaphandle kokuthi kukubize kakhulu!...
Thandaza-ke, ndodakazi yami, wenze futhi uhlupheke ngokusemandleni akho, ngesimiso somusa omsulwa ongenze ngathandaza, ngenza futhi ngihlupheke ngesikhathi ngisemhlabeni. Inkazimulo kaNkulunkulu kanye nokusindiswa kwabantu kwakuyizisusa ezinkulu zakho konke ukuziphatha kwami. Kwakungalokhu lapho yonke imicabango yami nezinyathelo zami zonke zaqondiswa... Hlanganisa izinhloso zakho futhi noMama wami Obusisiwe kanye nayo yonke imiphefumulo engcwele eyakha iBandla lami ezulwini nasemhlabeni. Ukufaneleka kwabo okuhlangene nokwami kwakha umcebo ongapheli ongazuzisa wonke umuntu, ngokwezidingo kanye nezinhlinzeko zomuntu ngamunye walabo abazozama ukufanelekela ukusetshenziswa. Joyina lokhu gcina konke ongakwenza ngasohlangothini lwakho, ulandele isibonelo semiphefumulo eminingi emihle eye yahamba phambi kwakho. Uma ukwazi okuncane, fisa okuningi, futhi uqiniseke ukuthi wenze okuningi. Isifiso siphambi kwami; futhi uma isisusa sakho simsulwa futhi njengoba ngikucela, zonke izenzo zakho ziyoba njengeconsi lamanzi, eliwela olwandle, liyoba ulwandle ngokwalo; futhi kungale nyunyana kuphela egazini lami elichithiwe, lapho ukufaneleka kwabaNgcwele bami kwakha ingcebo eyigugu ngempela, njengoba ingabongwa kuphela ngaleli gazi elihlanganiswe kulo futhi elidlulisela kulo ubungako benani lalo. . »
Ngala mazwi, u-JC ephonsa amehlo akhe eBandleni lakhe elibekwe ngakwesokudla sakhe, welula isandla sakhe sengathi uyalibusisa, noma
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uphawu lokuvikela. Wathi kimi: “Kukhona umkami othandekayo engimukela abantwana bakhe, behlanganiswe ukholo lunye nothando olufanayo ebunyeni bothando.
ingqikithi yobuNkulunkulu... » Khona-ke, ngabona kulo mhlangano ojabulisayo indingilizi enhle eyakhiwe ngelangabi elithambile nelithambile. “Uyabona, iNkosi yethu yathi kimi futhi, ukuthi bonke laba bantwana abathandekayo bavalelwe endaweni efanayo futhi bahlanganiswa yizibopho ezifanayo zokholo, ithemba nothando... Kuyisidlo sabaNgcwele abakha iBandla lami . ukuthi i
kungavela izihlubuki, kwangathi uqhekeko lungakha amahlelo futhi luvuse ushushiso, kwangathi omashiqela bangalola izinkemba zabo futhi bamise izikafula, ngeke bawubhubhise. Ayisoze yahlushwa ukwehlukana, ngoba iyinto eyodwa futhi ayihlukaniseki; lobu bunye bokukhonza nokukholwa, lenhlanganyelo yabaNgcwele eqala ngesikhathi, kufanele ihlale ingunaphakade.
UNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi abaneshwa abathi, ngokuhlubuka, bashiye lo mbuthano omuhle weBandla kanye nenhlanganyelo yabaNgcwele, bayohlukaniswa nabathembekile; kodwa ngeke aphule isibopho esibahlanganisayo, ngoba i-JC's charity imenza angenakunqotshwa futhi unomphela njengo-JC ngokwakhe.
Kanjalo, uBaba, ekude nokuhlukanisa iBandla noma ukulonakaliswa, abahlubuki bayalihlanza kuphela futhi balenze likhanye ngokuhlukana nalo; bayayikhulula ezitheni ezicashile ezazibambelele kuyo kuphela ngezibopho zangaphandle kuphela, futhi ezaziphila phakathi kwethu ngaphandle kokuba omunye wethu; kunjengothuli noma uhlamvu lwangaphandle oluphuma ezinhlangeni ezinhle.
Kodwa, Baba wami, yeka injabulo kithina ukufakwa kulo mbuthano omuhle wesidlo sabaNgcwele! sake sakwazisa!...
Yeka injabulo, yeka izintelezi, yeka intokozo, lokho okuhambisa kubantwana bangempela balo mama omuhle nomnene, ukuzibona bemunye esibelethweni sakhe, ngezibopho zalesi sihe esinomusa nesimnene esenza ababusisiwe !. kwe
thandanani kuNkulunkulu nakuNkulunkulu !. kuvalelwe yonke inhliziyo
engcwele ka-JC, ekanye nonina obusisiwe kanye nabo bonke abakhethiweyo
!. ,O sithandwa! O umusa! O muzi ongcwele! O ipharadesi langempela! waziwa nje
walabo abahlala kuwe; uletha injabulo ezulwini nasemhlabeni, futhi uzoletha amashwa angunaphakade kubo bonke abebeyizimpumputhe ngokwanele ukuba bavume ukuzikhipha endaweni ebiyelwe ebusisiwe kanye nempahla yakho...
Lapho ngithi, Baba, umuzi ongcwele weqiniso, iBandla leqiniso likaJ. enamathele kuye ngenhliziyo nangothando, kakhulu nangaphezu kwezibopho zangaphandle zokulalela imithetho yakhe. Laba yilabo abamthanda ngokweqiniso, futhi abathola esifubeni sakhe kokubili ubuhle kanye nenjabulo yezimpilo zabo; ngoba kwabezwe, abazi ngeVangeli kuphela okunambithekayo kanye nezimiso a
izwe elilahlwa yiVangeli, futhi abavumelana nalo lonke icebo lokuziphatha kwabo; ababeke izinhliziyo zabo, uthando lwabo kanye nenjabulo yabo ezidalweni abakhonza izithombe kuzo, iyiphi injabulo eqinile abangayithola lapho? Abangakholwa ngaphakathi enkolweni ngokwayo, abanalutho lobuKristu ngaphandle kwesifihla-buso, ngisho isimilo kanye nomzukwane; abakaze babe nezimfanelo zabo ezinhle: kuphela ukubambelela eBandleni ngezibopho zangaphandle kuphela a ukholo oluyinyumba, bangalwazi kuphela ngaphandle, uma ngingavunyelwa ukuba ngikhulume kanjalo, futhi ngingenawo ngisho nomqondo wokwaneliseka kwangaphakathi ukuthi i-JC yenza inhliziyo konke ukunambitheka kwayo, futhi ngokujwayelekile kubo bonke abantwana beqiniso beBandla lakhe. Laba basekeli bezwe abayizimpumputhe ngokuvamile babona iphutha labo kuphela lapho ukufa kufika ukuze babakhohlise, ngokubeka phambi kwamehlo abo ukungabi nalutho kwesidalwa kanye nokungabi nalutho okwesabekayo kwama-chimera okubahlekisa phakathi nokuphila kwabo. Yeka ukozela okubulalayo! Kodwa yeka ukuvuka okubi!...
U-JC wazisa uDade ukuthi kufanele abambe iqhaza kanjani osizini olujulile lweBandla lakhe, nasezikhalweni zakhe ezithambile mayelana nokungabongi kwezingane zakhe.
UBaba, ngemva kokunilandisa ngemibono emibili yaseKuphakameni, manje kufanele nginitshele ngalokho okwenzeka kimi ngosuku lwePhentekoste; ngokuba iNkosi enhle ayiyeki ukungilandela, futhi ngingakusho, ngomusa nokuvakasha okungajwayelekile efuna ngihlanganyele nani; futhi kukho konke lokhu, Baba, ungangabazi ukuthi unemibono yakhe yomusa kimi, njengabanye abaningi.
Ngokushesha ngemva kweSidlo sami ngosuku lwePhentekoste, ngazithola ngibanjwe ubuthakathaka obabubonakala bumiselwe ukuqothula wonke amandla omphefumulo wami; Ngezwa ngesikhathi esifanayo umbono othile wobunkulunkulu owangikholisa ukuthi lokhu kwehluleka kwakungeyona into engokwemvelo; Angikwazanga ukumelana nalo mbono wamandla kaNkulunkulu, owacishe wangenza ngesabe ukuphindela ekubeni yize. Yebo, ubuyosho ukuthi inkumbulo yami, ukuqonda kwami kanye nentando yami, amandla ami omzimba, ukuthi konke okuphathelene nami kwakuzoqedwa; Ngezwa uhlobo oluthile lobuhlungu, lapho ngabona khona ubumnyama namathunzi okufa kuphela.
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Ngakho-ke ngizwa ukuthi imvelo isizoncibilika futhi iphele amandla, ngenza umzamo wokukhumbuza inhliziyo yami kuNkulunkulu, ukuze ngingcwelise kuye ukububula kwami kokugcina kanye nenkumbulo yokugcina yomphefumulo wami kanye nokuqonda kwami. Ungakukholwa, Baba na? lo mzamo, ngokwemvelo owawuwukuqeda ubuthakathaka bemvelo, wawubuyisela amandla ayo, ngokungibiza ngibuyele kimi...
Ukuquleka kwase kuqedwa, ubukhona bukaNkulunkulu bakhanyisela ingaphakathi lami, futhi yilokhu izwi lakhe elenza ingqondo yami ukuba yezwe: “Ngisanda kukwenza uzizwe uphelelwa amandla, okuhlobene nobuhlungu bami eNsimini Yeminqumo, kwaqonda kangcono ukuthi kufanele wehluleke ngokungapheli emizweni yemvelo eyonakele, futhi ufe kuwe, ngokulahla konke kanye nokushiya ngokuphelele ekuziphatheni kwentando yami engcwele. Ngakho-ke kufanele uzinikele kukho konke, futhi wamukele ngenhliziyo enhle, ngenxa yami, zonke iziphambano nokuhlupheka okungijabulisa ukukuthumelela kona. Yilokhu isiphambano engisibeke esandleni sakho eSidlweni sakho sokugcina naso esikuphawule ngaso.
Yebo, ndodakazi yami, futhi ungangabazi nakancane, kuyintando yami ukuthi ubethelwe kanye nami ukuze uhloniphe ukuhlupheka kwami nesiphambano sami. Ngifuna unamathiselwe ngezikhonkwane ezintathu kulesi siphambano lapho ngafela khona uthando lwakho. Esokuqala salezi zipikili ezintathu ubuhlungu okumelwe uzizwe ngenxa yecala likaNkulunkulu, ukulungiswa kwalo okudinga ukufa kwami; okwesibili ubuhlungu obuzwiwa iBandla lami ngokucasuka engikwenzelwa yiSakramente eliNgcwele lama-altare ami; ekugcineni, okwesithathu ukufa kwaphakade kwemiphefumulo ehlala igijimela esihogweni ngokungahloniphi, ukuhlambalaza, amacala amakhulu enziwa nsuku zonke esifubeni seBandla lami . Lokhu, ndodakazi yami, yilokho, kuze kube sekufeni, okumele kukuklebhule
ngenhliziyo ebuhlungu kakhulu, ukuze enze isijeziso esihloniphekayo kuNkulunkulu ngenxa yeziyaluyalu ezingaka, ngokunikela njalo kwenhliziyo edabukileyo nethobekileyo. »
Ah! Baba, yeka indlela okuwukulunga ngayo ukushiya inhliziyo yomuntu osizini, ingqondo yomuntu ekuthotshisweni, nomzimba womuntu ekuphendukeni okunzima kakhulu, ukuvimbela noma ukulungisa, uma kungenzeka, izinhlekelele ezimbi kangaka! Ngokuba, ngaphandle kokukhuluma ngecala likaNkulunkulu nokulahlekelwa kwemiphefumulo, okuyizinto ezimbi ezimbili ezinkulu kakhulu, abangakwazi ukuzwa ukuhlupheka okufayo, bebona amahlazo, usizi, ukushushiswa iBandla Elingcwele elikubekezelela; ukububula nokukhononda kwalomama omnene ngokungabongi kanye nonya lwezingane zakhe ezidlisiwe, eziklebhula inhliziyo nezibilini, njengezinyoka eziningi kangaka, ngokungenabuntu, ngokuthuka nangokucasuka.
benza amacala abo, ukuhlubuka kwabo, ukuhlubuka kwabo, nokuhlambalaza kwabo uMyeni wabo ongcwele! Baba, kwangathi lo mama othambileyo angahlupheka ngenxa yabantwana bakhe abathandekayo, laba bantwana abathembekileyo, abathi ngokuzalwa kwabo .
ukunamathela kanye nokungaguquguquki kwabo, belwela ukumnxephezela futhi bamduduze, ngokudambisa ukubaba kobuhlungu bakhe!...
Wabathwala esifubeni sakhe, wabakhulisela umusa; wabondla ngobisi lwemfundiso yakhe emsulwa; ubathanda ngothando olufanayo nalolo athanda ngalo umlingani wakhe waphezulu; ibuye ifake indaba yabo enhliziyweni, njengoba ijwayelekile kubo, futhi ingena kuzo zonke izithakazelo zabo, ezifanayo. Khona-ke, yehlulelani, yeka ukukhungatheka kwenhliziyo yakhe, futhi kanjani ukungakunaki?
Indlela yokungazwelani nesimo sakhe esidabukisayo? Ah! ngokungangabazeki, yena
wayethatha izinyembezi zegazi, nazo zonke izililo zikaJeremiya, ukuba akhale futhi abubule njengoba nje kufunwa indaba .
vuma izono, ikakhulukazi kusukela ngesikhathi uNkulunkulu angenza ngazizwa ngijulile ngakho lokhu kucindezeleka kanye nalokhu kudabuka okujulile kweBandla lakhe elingcwele, angizange ngibe nomzuzu owodwa wenduduzo yeqiniso angikwazi ukucabanga ngenye into ,
ubuhlungu budlula konke okungashiwo, futhi ngingasho noJesu Kristu ukuthi umphefumulo wami udabukile kuze kube sekufeni.
ISIGABA IV.
Nge-Octave yeSakramente Elingcwele.
§. I.
Ukuthukuthela okwenziwe ku-JC esakramenteni lothando lwakhe phakathi nale octave engcwele.
Ukuthunyelwa kwesibili kukaSister of the Nativity.
Baba, ngisazithola nginesibopho sokuba ubhale ngesikhathi se-Octave du Très-Saint-Sacrement, lapho kwajabulisa khona u-JC ukunginika imiyalelo emisha ewukuqhutshekwa okunemininingwane eyengeziwe yalokho esesivele sikushilo nge-Ekaristi. Ngokuzidlulisela kuwe, mina
usazofeza kuphela imiyalo yalowo ongumbhali walokhu kucabanga okusha. Nakhu okwenzekile:
Ngosuku lokuqala lwe-Octave, saba nokuvezwa kweSakramente eliNgcwele eMiseni, ukubusiswa emva kwalokho, sabe sesivalelisa abaBusisiwe.
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Ilucwecwe neLanga eTabernakele Elingcwele. Ngezwa ubuhlungu obuzwela kakhulu, ngisho nokukhononda ku -J. C. O Nkulunkulu wami! Ngathi kuye, kukhona
Ngakho-ke kuyoba semaBandleni kuphela naphambi kwezitha zakho lapho uzothola khona ukudunyiswa phakathi nalo lonke i-octave!. Ngeke ube
ngakho-ke ithwalwa ngesizotha kuphela ngabefundisi iBandla lenu elibaphikayo futhi elingabafuni, futhi abazinika igunya elibenqabayo. izikhonzi ezingenelayo, noma okungenani abangakholwayo, abanale bona kuphela
amandla ezikhali esikhundleni somthetho; abathi, ngokumelene nomoya weZinkolo Ezingcwele, basebenzise ubudlova futhi basebenzise ingalo yezwe ukuze baphoqelele imigoqo yendlu yakho engcwele, futhi bahlasele, njengamasela, izimpahla namalungelo ezikhonzi zakho ezisemthethweni; abadukisa abantu, bahlubuke!...
Nokho, O Nkulunkulu ongcwele ! Baphethe amathempeli akho futhi
umzimba wakho waphezulu !. Uhlupheka ukuthi lezi zikhonzi azifaneleki futhi
okuhlazisayo, ukuthi lezi zihlubuki ezineshwa zikuthinta ngezandla zazo ezihlambalazayo, ukuthi zikuthwale ngokuzithoba njengendondo yokunqoba kwazo, futhi njengokungathi uvumele iqembu labo ! umzimba waphezulu we
Jesu, nizinikele ezandleni zikabani na ? Kodwa, njengoba unjalo
ezindaweni zonke ngokufanayo, ingabe uzongivumela ukuba ngibe khona, okungenani enhliziyweni nasengqondweni, emibuthanweni yabo, ukuze ngilungise kuwe, ngikulandele lapho wedwa, ngifike lapho, njengoba kuNkulunkulu wami, ukudumisa engikukweleta wena, futhi wamukele isibusiso sakho lapho?
Nansi-ke, uBaba wami, iseluleko uJC anginika sona kukho konke lokhu: "Hlala, ndodakazi yami, lapho ukhona, futhi ungahambi, ngisho nangomoya, uhlanganyele nalaba bafundisi bamanga, noma ibutho elibi elilandela futhi. uyabakhuthaza; ungayithameli imibhikisho yabo noma umbukiso wabo ngenhliziyo yakho, kungaba, ngomqondo othile, ukuxhumana nabo; ngihlangane esikhundleni se-Octave neBandla lami lezulu nomhlaba ukuze ngilungise, futhi ngilungise inkazimulo yami edelelekile kanye nakho konke ukucasuka okwenziwe ebuhleni bami yilaba befundisi abangafaneleki nabangafaneleki.
abashisekeli abalahlile iBandla lami, futhi abathi, ngokulibona, baphakamise i-altare ngokumelene ne-altare ukuze bayenge abalula futhi bathathe izingane zabo ngokuhlukana okwesabekayo nokuhlazisayo okubenza bahlanganyele ekuvukeleni kwabo.
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“O! ngeshwa ! bayongiphendula ngalabo abadukisayo
!.... Sesifikile isikhathi sokubajezisa . Ngakho hlalani lapha phambi kwami, langaphandle;
phuma endaweni yakho ngibuze noma yini oyifunayo; nakuba isakramente lami elingcwele lingevezwanga emehlweni enu, ngeke ngisho nakancane ngilalele imikhuleko yenu, futhi angeke nginendaba nani, nomphakathi wenu kanye nalo lonke iBandla lami, engihlose ukulithululela kuye izibusiso zami ezichichimayo kuleli bandla elingcwele. isikhathi.
Izinzuzo ezinkulu ezingokomoya imiphefumulo ethembekile ezithola ekushushisweni okuvuselwe iBandla.
"Lo mlingani ongcwele akathandwa kakhulu kimi kunalapho ehlupheka ngenxa yothando lwami, futhi izikhonzi zami zeqiniso zazingakaze zingikhazimulise njengoba selokhu ngabona ababaleki, abadukayo, beshushiswa futhi beboshiwe ngenxa yami nangenxa yami. Yebo, isimo sabo sokuhlutshwa, ukuboshwa noma ukudingiswa, ukushaywa, ukuhlushwa noma ukufa, kunokuba bakhaphele umsebenzi wabo nokholo lwabo, siyangijabulisa ngokungapheli; kufaneleka kakhulu ukungenza ngikhohlwe amaphutha omunye nomunye wabo abengaba necala lawo ngenye indlela ”
Kumelwe futhi, Baba, nginitshele ngale ndaba ukuthi, kulezi zinsuku ezidlule, uNkulunkulu engikhumbuze ngenhlanganyelo ngezinsongo ezimelene nombuso waseFrance, wanezela: “Kodwa lesi yisikhathi esihle kwabalungileyo ‘abayobathanda. ukuphelelisa, nakuzoni eziningi eziyakuphenduka. Uyozibuyisela kubo idlanzana lenkolo eselikhohliwe imithetho yalo, kanye nabefundisi abathi, ngenxa yobungcwele besimo sabo, bazivumela ukuba bonakaliswe ukunethezeka nokuthanda izwe . inani lamaKristu ayengekho
ngaphezu kwegama, futhi abazange balokothe ukuphimisa. Abaningi, kuyiqiniso, bazoqina kakhulu ngaphansi kwamagalelo asezobashaya futhi asebezizwa kakade; kodwa futhi abaningi bayovula amehlo abo futhi banqume ukugwema ngisho nalawo anokhahlo, ngokuphila okungcwele nokulawulwayo, nangezithelo ezifanele zokuzisola okunesizotha abayozizwa ngakho ekugcineni isidingo...
Ngibuyela enkulumweni yokuqala ka-JC
“Ungabheki-ke, ndodakazi yami,” eqhubeka, “lesi simo njengesikhathi esingemnandi eBandleni laseFrance; wayengakaze abe nenkazimulo noma enqobe kangaka. Abangcwele Bami ezulwini bayanqoba ngothando nangenkazimulo; kodwa labo basemhlabeni bayanqoba ngovivinyo lapho umuntu ebeka khona
uthando nokwethembeka kwabo okholweni. Lena ingeyabo iminyaka yensindiso nomusa, nezibusiso ezichichima kakhulu kunalezo zentethelelo ezinikezwe umfundisi wami wokuqala...kuze kube yileso sikhathi, uma isoni esichithe impilo yonke sihlakazekile, sithintwe ukuphenduka, sibuyela kuye. ngesikhathi salokhu kushushiswa okunolaka; ngakho evuselela ukholo lwakhe olucishe lwacinywa, uhambisana nokuphana kwami
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abalwi; uma enikela kimi umhlatshelo wokuphila kwakhe negazi lakhe ukuze ngilwele indaba yami, athethelelwe amacala akhe, ngizifunga mina ngokwami, aziyikubalelwa kuye. Uyokwenza igazi lakhe libe ukugeza okunesizotha, umbhapathizo wesibili lapho beyogezwa khona futhi baqedwe ngokuphelele mayelana nengquza nasezinhlungwini.
Manje, Baba wami, kungaba yini ukufela ukholo egameni likaNkulunkulu ngenxa yalesi soni ikakhulukazi, singasho ngokwesilinganiso ukuthi ukushushiswa okuhlushwa ngezimo ezifanayo kuyoba okweBandla lonke lilonke, okuthi, njengonembeza we lesi soni, siyakuhlanjululwa njengegolide esithandweni. KunguBaba engikubona kuNkulunkulu ongitshela ukuthi, kungakhathaliseki ukuntula kwabaningi, inqobo nje uma benenhliziyo enhle, ngeke ayeke ukubabonisa umusa ngomusa.namandla, ngokucabangela abacebile. emisebenzini emihle; ngoba iBandla liwumzimba amalungu alo, ehlanganiswa yisihe esiseduzane, abe nelungelo elizuziwe lezimpahla zomoya zomunye nomunye. Lokhu kubizwa ngeSidlo sabaNgcwele, ngazo zonke ezijwayelekile kubo kulolu hlobo. Kungenxa yalesi sidlo noma umphakathi wezimpahla ezingokomoya ukuthi i-JC, ngokuvumelana nesifiso seSonto lakhe, ithatha okunamandla kakhulu ukusiza ababuthakathaka, ilandela imithetho yobulungisa bakhe kanye nemithetho yothando lwakhe ...
Nakuba ububi besihogo buyokwenza amaproselithe nabahlanganyeli emaphutheni, angeke yenze lutho ngaphandle kokwehlukanisa neBandla labo ababengakufanelekeli... Abantwana bakhe beqiniso bayohlala benamathele kuye; futhi lokhu kuhlukaniswa kwababi, lokhu kwahlukaniswa nabantwana bokulahlwa, kude nokucekela phansi iBandla, akusoze, njengoba sesishilo, kwenze okuthile ngaphandle kokulicwenga futhi kunikeza ukukhazimula okwengeziwe . ukulahlwa kwe
izihlubuki, ngomqondo othile kungazuza kuphela. Ngakho-ke bangakwazi ukuthatha uhlangothi lwabo ngokukhululekile, njengoba beluhlambalaza kuphela ngamazwi abo angcolile, futhi baluhlambalaza ngokukhululeka kwabo nokuziphatha kwabo okuyihlazo....
“Yebo, yebo, kusho u-JC, ngizokhipha inkazimulo yami kulona kanye lolugwadule. IBandla lami, elibukeka limbalwa, lizothola ukucwebezela okusha. Liyoba msulwa futhi licwebe nakakhulu, njengokusanhlamvu okuhlukaniselwe umoya utshani nothuli....
Noma, uma uthanda, iBandla lami liwumuthi isivunguvungu esiqinisa kakhulu kuphela, sikhule izimpande ezijulile, singabangeli lutho ngaphandle kwezithelo ezonakele nezonakele ukuba ziwe.
ukuthi liyoba lincane ngokubukeka : ngoba, ngenxa yokufaka esikhundleni somusa wami, owenziwa ngobukhulu njengokuncane, kusukela embusweni kuye embusweni, njengokusuka kwesinye kuye kwesinye, umuntu angasho ukuthi isibani sokukholwa. izulazula futhi ihamba ilandelana ukuze ikhanyisele izizwe ezahlukene. Inkolo yami isewumfula obabazekayo, okuthi, ukugingqa amagagasi awo emakhulwini eminyaka, izuze kwelinye izwe ngaphezu kokulahlekelwa kwelinye. futhi ngeke kube khona okuzolahleka ngaphandle kwamaKristu angakholwayo, ayoba yizimpumputhe ngokwanele futhi amagwala ngokwanele ukuba akulahle.
Umdlandla we-JC uvuselelwe emidwebweni yabangeneleli kanye nokuhlambalaza.
Kodwa, ukuqhubeka nokukuyala, wanezela u-JC, masibuyele, ndodakazi yami, ku-octave yeSakramente Elingcwele lama-altare ami; okuyisihloko samanje senhlolokhono yethu Kuzozibophezela ngalesi sikhathi se-octave i-sacrileges eminingi futhi
ukudelela okuningi kumuntu wami; futhi ngizokwenza, ndodakazi yami, ukuzethemba ngobuhlungu engibuthola kubo. Ngizokhala kini ngobuhlungu enginabo, ukuze nikhulekele lezi ziphukuphuku ezimpofu, futhi nizame ukuzibuyisa ngezixwayiso zenu Zonke izinhlamba,
izihlamba, ukufutheka kothando lwami, kuzovuselelwa ngokumelene nami ngendlela ezwela kakhulu inhliziyo yami. Khumbulani ukuthi ekushisekeleni kwami ngabukiswa kanjani emigwaqweni yaseJerusalema, ngisuka ezinkantolo kuya ezinkantolo, njalo ngiphelezelwa ukuklolodelwa nokuthukwa kwaze kwaba seKalvari, lapho engabethelwa khona esiphambanweni.
Yilokhu okusazokwenzeka emidwendweni yabangeneleli kanye namaqembu abo, abayongithwala besuka emigwaqweni baye emigwaqweni kuphela ukuze banqobe ububi babo obunonya. Ngayinye yezindawo zabo zokugcina izofana nenkantolo yenkantolo
enkantolo, lapho, njengamasosha, bezongishaya ngezimpama, benza sengathi bayangithanda. Ngiyobhaxabulwa ngithweswe umqhele wameva Amasimu abo ayoba
ngakimi iziphi izikhalo zokuvukela umbuso ezazifuna ngibulawe. Imihlatshelo yabo iyoba ngamakhalvari amaningi lapho ngizoxhunywa khona esiphambanweni; ekugcineni, amabele abo obugebengu, amathuna amaningi asabekayo lapho kufanele bangingcwabe khona....
Nokho, akukhona, waqhubeka JC, ukuthi ngichayeka ekwamukeleni nasekuhluphekeni emzimbeni wami waphezulu imibono enegazi yolaka lwabo; cha, angisahlupheki enyameni yami, ubuntu bami obungcwele sebungenandaba, njengobunkulunkulu bami uqobo. Kusuka
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ukuvuka kwami, angifinyeleleki nhlobo emihumeni yobuhlungu kanye nolaka lwezitha zami; kodwa ngihlala ngithola ukucasuka okufanayo ngaphakathi, njengoba inhloso yalezi zigangi zifana, akukhona kubo ukuthi empeleni abakwenzi ngokumelene nami ukucasuka kwalabo abangibulala. Banecala lokunquma okufanayo, okungenzeka ukuthi sebekuphindaphinde izikhathi eziyizigidi: ingabe inhliziyo yami ingakwazi ukukuzwela?... Ayinakuhlushwa yini? bazonda incwadi yefa ngokuphambene neyami njengoba injalo ezithakazelweni zabo zangempela?...
Ngiyezwa, ndodakazi yami, ungibuza ukuthi ngisesimweni esifanayo somusa emadodeni, ezandleni zabangenele, njengokungathi ngiphakathi kwabefundisi bami beqiniso nabathembekile. Kulokho ngiyakuphendula ukuthi ngiyafana njalo maqondana nami; futhi mayelana nomehluko walezi zimo ezimbili uma kuqhathaniswa namadoda ngokujwayelekile, kufana ncamashi, ngaphandle kokuthi esandleni sabangenele ngizithola ngisesimweni sobudlova nokuvinjelwa okungangivumeli ukuba 'ngilalele uthando lwami. ngokunqikaza kuphela. Angiseyena ubaba phakathi kwabantwana bakhe, abajabulela ukwamukela izimpawu zothando lwabo: Ngiyiwundlu phakathi kwezimpisi noma umahluleli phakathi kwezigebengu eziningi ezifanelwe ukulahlwa. Yahlulelani isimo sami. Ulindele ukuthi ngikujabulele kanjani, futhi ngikwazi ukubusisa,
Izinhlobo ze-JC zihlala zisebenza, naphezu kokungabongi kwabahlambalazayo.
“Awu! kholwani mina, emikhosini yabo yokuhlambalaza umuntu kuphela okufanele abusiswe, futhi ngasinye sezibusiso zakhe sisebenzela kuphela ukumenza abe necala kakhulu, kanye nabo bonke labo abazihlanganisa nezinhloso zakhe kanye nobugebengu bakhe. Abathembekile bami abanakukhombisa ukuqhela kakhulu kukho: mabakhumbule ukuthi kungenxa yalokhu kushaqisa kanye nalokhu kuhlukaniswa nakho konke ukuhlambalaza ukuthi ngifuna ukukhonzwa nokuhlonishwa yibona; nokuthi akufanele bavumele ukumangala, ngaphansi kwesizathu sokugwema ihlazo noma ukubuyisela ukungidumisa kwabo. Batshele ukuthi ngiyakuzonda ukuzinikela okunjalo, nokuthi ukuziphatha kwabo kungaba ubugwala bobugebengu, ukungathembeki okuphawuleka kakhulu nokulimaza kakhulu kimi, njengehlazo langempela emkhayeni wami .
Ini ! Msindisi ongcwele, ngathi kuye ebuhlungwini bami, kungenzeka yini ukuthi wena, othanda kangaka ukusabalalisa umusa wakho, awunikezi lutho kulezi zikhathi ezithandekayo othandweni lwakho na? Kungenzeka yini ukuthi embuthanweni wezoni, anibusisi muntu, futhi kunalokho izibusiso zenu ziphenduke iziqalekiso zabo bonke? "Unephutha, ndodakazi yami, ungiphendule ku-JC, noma kunalokho, thatha umbono ongcono wale nto, futhi uzobona ukuthi ubuhle bami abunamsebenzi, noma uthando lwami olungenamsebenzi ngezoni ngokwabo.
Ngoba, 1°. Akukhona yini ukwenza okuningi kubo ukumisa imiphumela yentukuthelo yami nje futhi ngingabachobozi lapho zonke izidalwa zingicela ukuba ngiziphindiselele, futhi yonke imvelo ingincenga ukuba ngijezise ukucasuka kwabo! Ngingakwenza ngegama elilodwa; ukulunga kwami kuyakufuna; ukuqina kwabo kuyangidelela, kepha inhliziyo yami iyakuphikisa, umusa wayo uyangiqeda; Ngihlupheka ngakho konke ngaphandle kokuziphindiselela. Yeka umzamo wothando lwami!...
» 2°. Uma kukhona oyedwa phakathi kwabo, ngisho oyedwa nje, othintwa ngokuphenduka ngenxa yephutha lakhe, ngokuzithoba acele intethelelo yami, ngeke aphucwe imiphumela yesibusiso sami, esizokwazi ukumtholela umusa onamandla wokuguquka. Kunjalo nangazo zonke izoni. Kodwa, ake sithi abekho ababehlakazwe kanjalo, lesi sibusiso sasingeke sibe yize kulokho... Yazi-ke, ndodakazi yami, ukuthi esakramenteni lami elingcwele ngihlala ngiphelezelwa inkantolo yasezulwini, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke izingelosi ezinhle zazo zonke. laba bahlambalazayo, abakhuleka phambi kwami, ukuze bangenze ngibe nodumo ngenxa yentukuthelo yabo. Laba yibo izibusiso zami eziwela phezu kwabo, njengoba ubona, azinamsebenzi futhi azinamphumela.
Ubani, Baba, obengakudwebela incithakalo ejulile, ukukhononda okubuhlungu, ukulila kweBandla Elingcwele ngenxa yokweqisa okungaka okwenziwa emathempelini alo, ngabantwana balo uqobo, ngokumelene nalo noMlingane walo ongcwele?... wathi kimi, umama oxhwalekileyo, ohluphekayo, ocishe udabuke!... We
inhliziyo icwile ebubini, nobuhlungu bami bubanzi bujule njengolwandle!. Ngaziphakela izingane, uyababaza, ngizikhulise ngakho konke
ukunakekelwa okungenzeka; Ngabathanda ngesisa, futhi, ngenxa yokubonga okukhulu, abangabongiyo bangidelile, badelela, bangilahla ! Angijabule ngami
bangifulathela bangithuka, bangivukela, futhi ngaphandle kokunaka izinyembezi zami bangiphatha kabi ngokweqile; bayibhobozile inhliziyo yami, behlambalaza, behlupha abafowabo, nasezingalweni zami; baklebhulile esifubeni sami laba bantwana engibathandayo, ukuze ngibabulale ngesihluku sabo. Banokuningi
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kwenziwe futhi; ngokuba phambi kwamehlo ami baba nesibindi sokuthukuthela nokubethela iNkosi yabo, uYise, uMhlengi wabo, uNkulunkulu wabo!. Yahlulela ubuhlungu engibuzwayo
kumele uyizwe! Lena inkemba yobuhlungu kimi. Ah! umlingani waphezulu
!. Ngithatha izulu nomhlaba ukufakaza ukuthi ngimsulwa kubo
ukuhlasela kumuntu wakho othandekayo. Ngimema zonke izidalwa ukuba zizwele ngokudlulela kosizi engikuzwayo Nina nonke enidlulayo, nibabaza-
esho ngephimisa lenhliziyo edabukile ubuhlungu, okungenani qaphela isimo sami esibuhlungu, futhi ubone ukuthi abukho yini ubuhlungu obufana nobami . Inhliziyo yami igcwele umunyu; ngi _
esuthiswe ngezihlamba; Ngiyayiqeda inkomishi yoMshadi wami waphezulu....
Kodwa ngiyamuzwa u-JC ekhuluma naye: “Ziduduze, sithandwa sami, uthe kuye, futhi ungavumeli ubuhlungu bukwehlisele phansi. Lesi sivivinyo sizodlula, kanye nokunqoba kwezitha zakho kanye nezami. Lowo onidelelayo uyangidelela mina; othinta wena, uyangithinta, futhi akukho lutho olungayeki ukujeziswa. Isikhathi siyasondela lapho ngizokwesula khona izinyembezi futhi ngibuyisele injabulo enhliziyweni yakho edabukile. Ngiyakuhlanganisa abantwana bakho abathandekayo abazobe behlakazekile: usazobabona bebuthana kuwe, njengezingane ezibuya ngaphansi kwamaphiko kanina, ngemva kokuxoshwa yikati (eyingozi). Ngaphezu kwalokho, ngithembisa ukukwenza umama wabanye abantwana abaningi obungeke ubazi. Ngakho, mkami othandekayo, injabulo engikulungiselela yona
luyakudlula kude ukuhlupheka okuzwayo manje: Yebo, yebo, kuseyisikhashana, ngizakunivikela. Uyophindiselwa mkami, futhi ngiyazifunga mina, uzozibona izitha zakho ziphonswa phansi ezinyaweni zakho..."
§.II.
Ithuluzi elinamandla lokuhamba kweSakramente Elingcwele. Umusa owodwa uJC awusakaza phezu kwabantwana beBandla lakhe.
Baba, ngisazithola nginesibopho sokukwenza ubhale lokho uNkulunkulu angazisa kimi futhi ngesikhathi se-Octave yeSakramente Elibusisekile, okwakuyisihloko sengxoxo yethu yokugcina. Lokhu kuzoba wukuqhubeka kwakho kuphela, kodwa nokho kuzosenza sibone le nto ngombono ohluke kakhulu, umbono oduduzayo futhi omnandi njengoba omunye wawusabeka futhi ungenalutho. Ngakho-ke u-JC ufuna, Baba, ukuthi lesi sithombe esisabekayo sobubi nokuhlambalaza okubangelwa yizigelekeqe zabangena eBandleni, uphumelele ekubhaleni kwakho izinzuzo zangempela, izimpahla zezinhlobo zonke eziza kuye zivela emidwebeni kanye ne imisebenzi yezikhonzi zakhe zeqiniso nezifanelekayo. Abanye bayobonakala njengamafu ahlanzekile asakaza i-fecundity yonke indawo ngamazolo amnandi ezulu; kuyilapho ezinye zifana namafu kuphela angenamanzi, asebenza kuphela ukunqamula imisebe yelanga, futhi esifubeni sakhe kwakheka izichotho, izivunguvungu neziphepho ezizama ukucekela phansi futhi zichithe imizi nezwe. Ngakolunye uhlangothi, inkonzo yokuphila nesibusiso; ngakolunye, inkonzo yesiqalekiso nokufa: yikuphi ukuphikisa !...
Ngakho-ke siyahamba manje, Baba, siyokhuluma ngezihambeli zeSakramente eliNgcwele, ezenziwa ngabefundisi bangempela beBandla, ziphelezelwa futhi zilandelwa ngabathembekile beqiniso, bebumbene ngomzimba, ngenhliziyo nangenhloso, kubefundisi babo beqiniso. Yilokho engakubona engqondweni yami, nalokho uJC angenze ngakuqonda... Ah! Baba, lokhu kubheka kwehluke kangakanani kowokuqala!... Okokuqala ngibona lapho isimo esikhazimulayo seNdodana kaNkulunkulu, uMsindisi wabantu, ithwelwe ngokunqoba enqoleni yothando lwayo. Ungubaba omnene phakathi kwezingane zakhe. Ubabona ngenjabulo beqhuma ngazo zonke izindlela ukuthutha kwenjabulo yabo.
Kuwusuku oluhle kubo, njengoba kuwusuku lwenkazimulo kuye. Unezandla ezigcwele izibusiso nezinto ezingokomoya, azithulula zivela kubo bonke
ukwabelana ngobuningi, nokuthi ucela ukusabalalisa okwengeziwe. Angathanda ukuthola isithiyo emiphumeleni yomusa wakhe nokuthululwa kothando lwakhe. Futhi lezi zomusa awenziwanga kuphela kwabakhona, kodwa nakulabo abangekho abahlangene nabo, nakubo bonke abathembekile, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi ukude kangakanani. Basakaza phezu kwezingelosi nabangcwele baseZulwini; bawela ngobuningi emiphefumulweni yasePurgatory, abaningi babo abakhululwa ngalendlela; ekugcineni kulo lonke iBandla...
Ngiyambona, leli wundlu laphezulu, lomsindisi othandekayo wemiphefumulo yethu, lo nkulunkulu okhazimulayo nonqobayo, ephonsa umkakhe nakuzo zonke izingane zakhe ezimzungezile, ubukeka enomusa nothando. Ubuso bakhe obuvuvukele bumemezela umlilo omuhle inhliziyo yakhe yobuNkulunkulu evutha ngawo; lomlilo ongcwele eze ukuzowuletha emhlabeni usuka eZulwini futhi afisa ukuwubona uvutha kakhulu lapho.
okuningi .... "Kulapha, esho, engikuthandayo , kulapha isithando somlilo nokunqoba .
ngothando lwami ngabantu, njengokunqoba kokholo lwabo eqinisweni lemfihlakalo yaphezulu kanye nothando lwabo kimi Kulapha lapho ngenza khona
okwami
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ukuthokozela kakhulu ukuba nabo ukuze bathole ukukhonzwa kwabo kanye nezimpawu zokuzinikela kwabo. Wozani nonke, bantwanyana bami; sondela ngaphandle kokwesaba ubaba onithanda nonke ngokulinganayo futhi ofuna injabulo yenu enkulu kuphela...
» Izikhonzi ezishisekayo, ezizikhandlayo ngenxa yokusindiswa kwemiphefumulo nokuguqulwa kwezoni engizihlengile ngegazi lami, yizani kuqala; Angiyikuniphatha njengezinceku, kodwa njengabangane, ngokuba isibili ningomunye wababusi benu. Hlanganyela enkazimulweni osebenza kanzima ukungithengela yona; hlala ngakwesokunene sami; ngokuba ngolunye usuku niyakuhlala lapho ukuba nahlulele kanye nami izizwe eziyishumi nambili zakwa-Israyeli.
» Sondelani imiphefumulo engcwele nevuthayo, enizahlukanisele yona, enizinikele enkonzweni yami; nonke enisebenza ukungithokozisa ngokulingisa izimilo zami, noma ngabe ukusiphi isimo, ningabami, ningabami. Ngiyakubona, sondela, ungesabi;
Lutho. Izinhliziyo ezihlanzekileyo, imiphefumulo enomusa nenokuthula, nina enihlupheka ngenxa yobulungisa, ngenani ezandleni zami ukuze namukele induduzo yami yangaphakathi, nisalinde ukuba ngikwesule izinyembezi zenu, endlini yababusisiweyo, enginizuzele yona futhi engiyihlosile. ngawe . _ Wena, ekugcineni, olingwayo futhi
nishushiswa yizitha zenu, ezizizwa ngaphakathi kwenu isisindo semvelo eyonakele, wozani kimi ukuze nithole impumuzo. Ngizokuvikela, ngikuvikele ebubini bezitha zakho; Ngizoba yisihlangu sakho nesiphephelo sakho esiqinisekile, futhi uzothola eduze kwami ukuphumula nenduduzo isidalwa esingenakukunika yona...
» Zizoni ezizisolayo nezithotshisiwe, wozani kimi ukuze namukele ukwanga kokuthula nokuthethelelwa amacala enu, ngengubo yobumsulwa enanilahlekele. Ngenkathi ungishiya, wawulingise ukubaleka okuyishwa nokuhlukaniswa kwendodana yolahleko; nilingise ukubuya kwakhe futhi konke kuthethelelwe....
Nina-zinhliziyo ezilukhuni nezingaphendukiyo, ngizothini kini na? Ah! angikwazi ukukubusisa okwamanje; kodwa futhi azikho iziqalekiso zakho okwamanje. Uthando lwami luyakuphikisa, futhi ngizizwa ngincishwe izikhali ngokuthanda kwakho, ngokunxusa kweBandla lami . Awu! nawe woza, khuleka, ububule ,
futhi, ngenkathi ngikubusisa, ngeke ngikwenqabele umusa wokuguquka nokuphenduka . »
Akukhona lokho kuphela, Baba; kubukeka sengathi iZulu liyehlela emhlabeni, nomhlaba ukhuphukela eZulwini Yebo, iZulu nomhlaba kuhlangene
ngcono igubhe inqola yenkosi yodumo ngizwe othandekayo
ikhonsathi ewumphumela wokuhlangana kwabangcwele baseZulwini nabasemhlabeni, ehlangene namakwaya ehlukene ezingelosi. Yeka ukuvumelana kwaphezulu ! Cha,
Baba, yonke imizamo ye-symphony yasemhlabeni ayinalutho olusondela kuyo; futhi bonke lobo buciko obungasungula obubabazekayo obengeziwe bomkhosi walomkhosi, alunalutho olungaqhathaniswa nalokho abangcwele nezingelosi abakwenzayo ngokuphelela kokugcina, emehlweni ukuze bajabulise u-JC, ngokuhlonipha ukumasha kwabo ngokunqoba esakramenteni lakhe elithandekayo. Yeka inkazimulo kuye! yeka injabulo kubangani bakhe!....
Akukho lutho oluphansi noma olungenandaba nganoma yini engaba nomthelela kulo mgubho we-august. Isifiso sakho kuphela sinenani elikhulu; kungakhathaliseki ukuthi kuvela ezingelosini noma kubantu, uNkulunkulu uhlonishwa ngentando yezidalwa zakhe. Yonke into inkulu, yonke into inobukhosi, yonke into inobunkulunkulu, yonke imvelo iba nomuzwa wayo, izakhi ziyishayela ihlombe; ayikho imbali engakaze ibonakale kimi njengejabulela ukuphonswa endleleni yayo, noma isetshenziselwa ukuyihlobisa, ngokuvungama kokukhazimula kwayo, amatende ayo nezinqolobane zayo. Imibala yazo kimi yayibonakala iphile saka futhi igqama kakhulu: umuntu wayengathi aqhakaze ngentokozo
okuzwelayo, nobuso bazo obuhle, uma umuntu ekwazi ukusebenzisa leyo nkulumo, babonakala bejabule futhi benokuphila. Yeka umbukiso! kwakumnandi futhi kubabazeka kanjani!...
Lokhu, baba, kungikhumbuza okwenzeka kimi eminyakeni engamashumi amabili noma amathathu edlule. Kwadingeka ngihlale embhedeni ngenxa yobuhlungu bedolo engike ngakutshela ngabo kwenye indawo. Ngazinikela entandweni yaphezulu; kodwa, naphezu kokuzithoba kwami, ngazisola kakhulu ngokungakwazi ukuvakashela iSakramente eliNgcwele e-altare. Bengingathanda kakhulu ukuya, phakathi kwezinye izinto, odwendweni olunesizotha lwedili lakhe! INkosi enhle yayingafuni ukungiphuca lenduduzo. Kuyiqiniso ukuthi umzimba wami awuzange ube khona; kodwa nganxeshezelwa kahle ngakho, njengoba esikhundleni salokho ngabona ngamehlo engqondo ukuhleleka kwezinto eziphakeme ngokungenakulinganiswa kuyo yonke imikhosi yethu, futhi amehlo enyama ayengasoze ayibona . VS'
Ngisanda kukhuluma nawe, nokuthi uNkulunkulu usanda kuvuselela ukuze sazi ngakho.....
Uma kucatshangelwa ngokwalo mbono, idili, ngisho nothuli umpristi okhokhisa idiphozithi ehamba phezu kwalo, lubonakala luphila futhi luvevezela ngenjabulo. Kodwa, Baba, lapha, kulesi senzakalo, yilokho engikuhlukanisa othulini lwamathuna, olwakhiqizwa kusukela ekuqanjweni.
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izidumbu ezingcwatshwe lapho; Ngabona abanye beqhaqhazela ngenxa yenjabulo, abanye bevevezela ngenxa yentukuthelo nentukuthelo njengoba udwendwe ludlula. UNkulunkulu wangazisile ukuthi enye ingeyemizimba yabaNgcwele, enye ingemizimba yababi, ngangifisa ngenhliziyo yami yonke ukungena ukuze ngithole okuthile
umqhudelwano wendawo yonke wezidalwa, ukudumisa uMdali, nokuqhubeka nokuhlonipha ubuhle bobuNkulunkulu bakhe: Bengingathanda ukuba yingcosana yothuli phambi kwakhe, nompristi ayehamba phezu kwayo; Ngabuza, kwaphendula izwi: Usagcwele ngokweqile; kodwa ngolunye usuku uyoba mncane kakhulu emehlweni akho, futhi uNkulunkulu ngeke esakuthola noma yikuphi ukumelana ohlangothini lwentando yakho . Lelo zwi elifanayo
ingitshela namuhla ukuthi sekuyisikhathi sokubuyela ebuzeni bami ....
Ngakho-ke, Baba, ngisanda kubona izikhathi ezingaphezu kwesisodwa, futhi muva nje namanje, ngibonile izinsiza eziwubukhazikhazi kanye nezibabazekayo zalesi sigqoko ngokulandelana izikhathi eziyinkulungwane.
ngaphezu kwakho konke, angisho kukho konke umuntu angakwenza, kodwa kukho konke lokho umcabango othela kakhulu ongacabanga ukuthi uthopha kakhulu: amadoda awasoze akwazi ukuwufinyelela . Ngithi umuzwa njengoba
kungenze ngathola ama-canticles aphakeme, amahubo amnandi kanye nomoya wenjabulo engiyizwile ihlatshelelwa ukuhlonipha uNkulunkulu ongcwele kathathu.
Lapho nginolwazi lwamagama, futhi lapho ngiba nokuphelela komculo, ngangingeke nginitshele lutho olusondela kancane kulokho engikuzwile; ubungeke ube nombono; kumele ngabe uzwile wena....
Kuleli culo elivamile neliphelele laphezulu, ngihlukanise amakhonsathi amabili amakwe kahle kakhulu, elinye lawo laliphezulu, elinye ibhesi. Esokuqala sakhiwe ngamathoni aphezulu nabesilisa, aqhoshayo futhi enamandla; zaziyizimfanelo ezinhle zezulu, izindumiso, indumiso, ukuthutha kothando lweziNgelosi nabaNgcwele baseJerusalema lasezulwini. Ubuhle, ukudumisa kanye nokudumisa kwabangcwele bomhlaba kwakha ingxenye yesibili; futhi lawa makhonsathi amabili, enza elilodwa kuphela, ngaleyo ndlela ahlanganisa izulu nomhlaba, iBandla elilwela ukunqoba kweBandla.
Umuntu wayekwazi ukuhlukanisa, ezinhlobonhlobo zamagama, amaphimbo namathoni afanele futhi afaneleka ngokuphelele entweni ngayinye, futhi ngokungafani nezimfanelo ezinhle nemiyalo, noma eyabaNgcwele basezulwini noma eyabasemhlabeni, ehambisana nedili elihle. Kwakungekho ukudideka phakathi kwamakherubi namaserafi, noma phakathi kwabafel’ ukholo, abaphostoli nezintombi. Yonke into eyayilapho yayiphawulwe futhi yahlukaniswa; kodwa futhi yonke into eyayilapho yayibumbene futhi ihlelekile enobuciko obuningi kanye nezibiliboco, yonke into yahlanganiswa lapho ngama-nuances acashile kanjalo nokuxhumana okuhlelwe kahle; ngamafuphi, yonke into yayiyalwe ngokulinganisa okukhulu kangangokuthi amakhonsathi amabili aphuma emakhonsathini amaningi ahlukene, nokho enza phakathi kwawo nokuvumelana okukodwa nokufana, ikhonsathi eyodwa neyodwa ukuze kudunyiswe uNkulunkulu oyedwa nowukuphela kwakhe. indawo yonke....
Ake sizame esinye futhi ukubona ngeso lengqondo umculo osezingeni eliphezulu kangaka, ohlelwe ngobuchule, owenziwe kahle kakhulu; kodwa siyitholaphi emhlabeni? Lona engikhuluma ngaye ufanelwe nguNkulunkulu, kangangoba noma yini ifaneleka; futhi konke umuntu angakwenza futhi akucabange lapha akuphelele futhi kubi uma kuqhathaniswa....
Myeni othandekayo!. labe selithi iBandla eliNgcwele, ngisezingeni eliphezulu lezifiso zami ;
uguqule izinsuku zami zokulila nezosizi zaba yizinsuku zokujabula nokuthokoza. Izitha zami zijabhile; wehlisele phezu kwazo ihlazo ebezingimboze ngalo: inkazimulo mayinikwe uYise, neNdodana, noMoya oNgcwele. Nina bantwana bami abathandekayo, thokozani! WENA
ngibubule, ngakhala njengami; kepha uYihlo uphelisile ukububula nokububula kwethu; wesula izinyembezi zakho nezami: he
aduduzeke ngaphandle kwethemba . Nonke enifakazile
incithakalo yami nokugula kwami, kungaba manje okwenjabulo yami, futhi ubone ukuthi kwake kwaba khona yini induduzo efana neyami!...
Nakhu-ke, Baba, yilokho uNkulunkulu angenze ngakubona, ngesikhathi se-octave kanye nezindwendwe, emaqenjini amabili namuhla ahlukanisa iBandla laseFrance futhi akhiqize uqhekeko oluhlukanisayo, ngaphandle kokuthi ngikwazi ukusho noma yazi ukuthi kufanele iphele ngasiphi isikhathi futhi kuziphi izimo. Kuyimfihlo uNkulunkulu azigcinele yona futhi angifuni futhi akufanele ngifune ukuyingena. Uma ngivunyelwa ukuba ngikhulume ngalokhu ngokwami, futhi ngifake engozini lapha ukucabanga ngalokho esikushilo, kimi kubonakala sengathi umuntu angase abe nethemba lokuthi inkululeko izonikezwa ngokushesha eBandleni. basebenzise imisebenzi yabo ngokukhululeka nasobala edilini elilandelayo leSakramente eliNgcwele; okunganikela hhayi kancane ukulenza libe nesizotha kakhulu kunalokho
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Ngiyifuna kakhulu kunalokho engithemba ngonyaka ozayo. Asikhuleke baba ukuthi lokho engikucabangayo kufezeke ngokukhulu ukushesha, sifakaze okungenani singakafi.
UDadewethu uncoma futhi okuvela kuNkulunkulu, kuMqondisi wakhe, ukuthi azisebenzise ngokucophelela ekubhaleni lo msebenzi. Ukuzithoba kwakhe okuphelele eBandleni.
Ngizophetha lesi sengezo eside kakhulu, Baba, ngokuphinda ngikukhumbuze ukuthi kuyintando kaNkulunkulu ukuba uzikhandle ekubhaleni phansi ngokulandelana kwamaphuzu owabhalile, ikakhulukazi lokho engikushilo nengakwenza kuwe . okwedlule. Kulokhu, ungakungabazi, uzofaneleka kakhulu futhi ngaphezu kwalokho uma usebenze ngentshiseko nempumelelo emsebenzini ochichimayo futhi onezithelo... UNkulunkulu uyaphinda futhi kimi ukuthi uhlose ukudweba inkazimulo yakhe kuyo ngesikhathi sakhe, uzoba nokufaneleka kokuba nesandla kukho. Ngakho-ke, Baba, qhubekani nisebenza kukho. Gcina kule mfihlo zonke izinyathelo zokuphepha ezifunwa ubuhlakani; Ngaphezu kwakho konke, qaphela abazalwane bamanga, ukwesatshwa kakhulu ngawe kunezitha ezishiwo: sikuthukuthelele kakhulu! ube kuwe
onogada. Ngiyethemba konke okuvela ohlangothini lukaNkulunkulu, ukuthi angiyeki ukuthandazela ukugcinwa kwakho, ngizitusa emikhulekweni yenu emihle engibala kakhulu kuyo. Uyakwazi ongithembise kona, futhi akungabazeki ukuthi awukukhohlwa.
Kodwa ngiyakuncenga, ngiphawule, uma kuyintando yakho ukuthi ngikwenze ubhale lokho uNkulunkulu angazisa kimi, futhi uma kufanele emithandazweni yami ngizilahle ekuheheni engikholelwa ukuthi kuvela kuMoya oNgcwele. Bengikhohliwe ukukubuza konke lokhu ngenkathi uhamba... Ngaphezu kwakho konke, Baba, ngiyaphinda futhi kuwe ukuthi, uma uqaphela, kukho konke engikutshele khona futhi ngikubhale, izinkulumo nanoma yini ephambene nemiBhalo eNgcwele. noma ezinqumweni zeBandla, ningahluleki ukukulungisa nokungazisa. Bonana futhi uzihlole kahle. Uyazi ngincamela ukufa kunokuba ngibe imbuka futhi ngiphikisane nezibikezelo zezulu.
Ngivumele ngiqinisekise ngenhlonipho yami ejulile futhi ngivuselele kuwe ubuqotho bemizwa engikuyo enhliziyweni eNgcwele kaJesu,
Ubaba wami,
Indodakazi yakho kuJesu Kristu, Dadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu, Ongafanelekile Wezenkolo.
ISEXWAYISO SOKUQALA.
Ngemva kokuzulazula izinyanga ezimbili endaweni yaseFougères, Ernée, Vitré nasemajele aseMaine, lapho ngangihlele khona konke okuphathelene neBandla, njll., ngizithole ngiphoqeleka ukuba ‘ngizishiye lezi zifunda ukuze ngibaleke. iminako. Kwakudingeka ibanga elikhulu ukuze kuphephe kakhudlwana. Ngakho-ke nganquma, ngokweseluleko sezindela ngokwazo, ukuya eSaint-Malo, lapho ukushushiswa kwakungenamandla kangako ngokumelene nabefundisi, futhi lapho, ngenxa yokucasha kanye nezindlela zokuphepha, umuntu angaba nethemba lokuthi uzothula isikhashana, futhi ekugcineni lapho umuntu ayengase aye khona, uma kudingekile, aye kwelinye izwe, njengoba kwenzeka. Kwakuphakathi nalokhu kuhlala okusha, lapho ngahlala khona izinyanga ezine, lapho ngathola khona, phakathi kokunye okuningi okuthunyelwe, imininingwane engizoyilandisa.
Kuyoba kuhle ukuthi ngazi kusenesikhathi ukuthi ngesikhathi ngikhuluma ngomphakathi ngashiya ngicishe ngafa enye yezindela zami ihlaselwe esifubeni, isikhathi eside ilele embhedeni. Le ntombazanyana yaseSainte Claire yabona umsebenzi wayo uphela ngenjabulo eyengeziwe, njengoba yabona kusengaphambili ukuthi ukufa kuzomsindisa osizini olungenakugwemeka lokuxoshwa nabanye. Washona ngasekuqaleni kwenyanga ka-August, futhi kwaba ngesikhathi sokushona kwakhe lapho uDadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu angithumelela khona i-akhawunti enemininingwane kanye nemicabango engizonikeza yona futhi ngifinyeze ukusabalalisa ngangokunokwenzeka. . .
Isihloko V.
Iziyalezo zokuhlanzeka kukanembeza nokwethembeka emseni. Izingozi zamaphutha amancane, nemiphumela emibi yokuba sivivi.
Ukuthunyelwa kwesithathu kukaSista Wokuzalwa kukaJesu.
“Egameni likaYise neleNdodana nelikaMoya oNgcwele. Makube njalo. NgoJesu noMariya, nangegama likaZiqu-zintathu Ongcwele, ngiyalalela. »
U-Sister nguyena obhekelele ukugada isidumbu somufi ebusuku.
Baba, manje kufanele ngikutshele ukuthi kwenzekani kimi kulezi zinsuku ezedlule ngesikhathi sikaDadewethu ongasekho uMadame de Saint-Benoît, okufa kwakhe uMama wethu ngokungangabazeki ayokumemezela kuwe. Azi ukuthi angesabi, umama wanginika umyalo wokuba ngigade ebusuku eduze kwesidumbu salo mufi othandekayo; engakwamukela ngenhliziyo enkulu, ukuze akhulule amanye amasistela, ayekhathele kakhulu ngokumnakekela ngesikhathi egula, futhi ikakhulukazi phakathi nobuhlungu bakhe nezikhathi zakhe zokugcina; ukubakhulula
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Ngaze ngavuma ukuhlala ngedwa lapho. Kodwa, Baba, ngiyakuqinisekisa ukuthi bengingakulindele okwenzeka lapho, nalokho okwakuzolandela . Ngingase ngigweme ubunye ngangokunokwenzeka, kuyanqunywa
ukuthi ukuphila kwami kuyoba munye kuze kube sekupheleni, nokuthi ngizoba ngongavamile ngisho nasezintweni ezilula nezivamile: lobu busuku kimi babuwubusuku bobumnyama kanye nobusuku obukhanyayo ngesikhathi esifanayo. Ngaphinde ngazizwa lapho, njengakwezinye izimo, imibono yezingqondo ezimbili eziphikisanayo, okwathi isikhathi esithile, zazisempini. Uma nisebenzisa ezincwadini zenu lokho engizonitshela khona ngakho, mhlawumbe ngizodlula ezingqondweni zabanye kuphela ngenxa yobuchopho obuhlanekezelwe, nina nibe ngowesilisa okhohlakala kakhulu; kungakhathaliseki ukuthi uBaba wami, ngisazovumela yilowo nalowo avame emqondweni wakhe, ngoba nginezizathu eziqinile zokukhuluma nawe, lapha njengakwezinye izindawo, ngakho konke ukungazi eningaziyo, nokulandela iqiniso eliqondile, ngangokunokwenzeka. ukuze ngahlulele izinto, nokuthi ngaphandle kokugxila kakhulu ekucabangeni okushiwo inhlonipho yomuntu. Ake sifinyelele iphuzu.
Idemoni lifuna ukumethusa ukuze limenze ashiye isikhundla sakhe.
Ngaguqa ezinyaweni zikamufi owayengamboziwe ubuso. Isiphambano esasibekwe ngenhla kwekhanda lakhe lapho engcwatshwa sasisebenza kimi njengesikhulumi. Ngemva kokumthela ngamanzi angcwele nokwenza uphawu lwesiphambano phezu kwami, ngaqala ngomthandazo wami, ngenjongo yokuba ngalesosikhathi ngizindle ngokufa neziphetho zokugcina; engakwenza isikhathi eside ngokunxusa okukhulu ngento enganginayo phambi kwamehlo ami .” Kodwa, Baba, bheka phakathi kweshumi neshumi nanye .
amahora amaningi umsindo omkhulu wezwakala ngenhla kwesitezi segumbi labagulayo, njengokungathi kuwele inqwaba enzima endaweni ehlukaniswe ngamapulangwe, lapho wazi khona ukuthi umuntu uvame ukugeza izandla. . .
Lo msindo wokuqala wawuzwakala ucishe ufane nowenganono ukude kancane. Angizange ngikhathazeke kakhulu ngakho; kodwa isikhala se -miserere enhle ngemva, omunye umsindo ohlabayo wawusazwakala, mayelana nendawo efanayo. Ukuqhuma kwayo kanye nokuduma kwayo okwakuyilandela, kwakufana nokuqhuma nokuduma kwezulu lapho isiphepho sithukuthele futhi siseduze kwethu. Ubungasho ukuthi usasizwa isixuku esiyindilinga nesisinda kakhulu, sigxuma sisuka phezulu esinyathelweni esisheshayo, isinyathelo ngasinye ebesiyomenza abe nobudlova.
counter jump. Ifike phezu kwezitini zegumbi labagulayo, kuzwakale umsindo ofana nowebhomu eliphuka liwa lindiza libe yizicucu nhlangothi zonke.
Ngalesi sikhathi, Baba, ngathola, kufanele kuvunywe, imizwa engathandi; Ngezwa naphezu kwami uvalo ngifuna ukubamba olwami
inhliziyo, nokukhathazeka kwengqondo yami. Umcabango, owawusenesasasa nakakhulu, wahlatshwa umxhwele futhi wakhungathekiswa ukuphahlazeka okungaka, kangangokuthi ngokushesha ngazithola ngingakwazi ukugxila ngokwengeziwe emthandazweni wami: nokho-ke ngabamba ngokuqinile, futhi ngazama ukubeka ubuso obuhle... Ngomusa kaNkulunkulu, engawuncenga ngaleso sikhathi, ngaphakamisa umoya wami nenhliziyo yami ngaphezu kwemizwa yami, engangifuna, ngokholo, ukudambisa inkathazo futhi ngithulise ukuxokozela.
Ngaphandle kokuphuma endaweni yami, ngingazi ukuthi ngenzeni, nganquma ukukhuluma nomufi kakhulu noma ngaphansi ngale mibandela:
Dadewethu omuhle, uma unokuthile kuNkulunkulu ngicela uphelise umsindo ovimba ukuthi ngikhuleke ngizinikele kuye. Uyazi ngilapha ukuzogada umzimba wakho; deign futhi, ngiyakucela, ukuba ungivikele kunoma iyiphi ingozi... Ngabe sengithatha amanzi angcwele engafafaza ngawo umufi nami ngokwami, ngamfundela i-de profundis, ngemva kwalokho ngabona ngaphakathi kwami, futhi ngokukhanya . okokholo, imizamo kadeveli nezimpi ezintsha okwakusafanele azilethe kimi.
Ngakho-ke ngabona kulokhu kukhanya kwangaphakathi nokungaphezu kwemvelo ukuthi yonke isiphithiphithi engangisanda kukuzwa kwakuwumsebenzi walo moya omubi, owasungula leli qhinga ngenjongo yokungenza ngilahle ukulalela kanye nesisa okwakungibambele emsebenzini wami. Ukukhanya okungenze ngabona lezi zicupho ezifihliwe futhi kwangixwayisa ukuba ngiqaphele ukuhlaselwa okusha okwakuzofika isikhathi eside. Ekuqaleni kwaba nesilingo esinamandla sokulahla umthandazo wami, ngesizathu sokuthi ngangingasekho esimweni sokuwenza; ukuthi umqondo wami wawuphazamiseke kakhulu ngenxa yokwesaba ukuba ngethembe ukukunaka; ukuthi ngingaphinde ngiqhubeke ngesinye isikhathi umsebenzi engangizophoqeleka ukuba ngiwushiye kulokhu....
Usisi amelana nesilingo. Imizamo emisha yedimoni yokumnqoba. Ubambe aqine.
Kodwa ngokubona ukuthi ukuvumela lesi silingo kwakuyoba ukushiya inkundla yempi esitheni sami, ngabalekela ebukhoneni bukaNkulunkulu ukuze ngiyichithe, futhi nganquma ukuhlala emthandazweni wami, into eyafika; engikwenzile kukho konke...
Kungaleso sikhathi-ke, ukuthi, Baba, ukuze ngingabi nakuphikwa futhi ngingabi nehlazo lokuhlulwa, isitha sami sasebenzisa wonke ubuqili nekhono laso, safika lapho.
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amandla avulekile, uma noma angasho kanjalo, ukuze anyakazise ukungaguquguquki kwami... Okokuqala wabamba umcabango wami, lapho apenda khona ngokucacile izinto ezingethusa kakhulu; Ngazibona ngizungezwe ama-specter kanye nezilo ezesabekayo ezazingenza ngingabaze ukuthi ngabe ngisephakathi kwabaphilayo noma cha. Nokho, ngathi kimi: lezi ubuwula obumsulwa bomcabango, futhi ukholo lwayiqeda ngokushesha le mibono yokwesaba; kodwa kuthe kusanda kunyamalala isigameko esisodwa kwalandela esinye esiyinqaba, futhi lokho kwathatha isikhathi okwangidina kakhulu, njengoba ungacabanga.
Ekugcineni, uBaba, usathane wafika ezinsongweni, wangenza ngezwa ngezwi elingaphakathi elikhuluma ngokuqonda kwami, ukuthi uma ngiphikelela isikhathi eside ngokuhlala endaweni yami ukuze ngithandaze lapho, ngizosheshe ngibone okuzokwenzeka kimi. . Awukho ekugcineni, wangitshela, futhi kufanele nje ulungele
esula abanye abaningi ubusuku bonke. Ngizophinda kabili phansi phezu kwemisindo nokuhlasela ngazo zonke izindlela. ngiyakubonakala kuwe ngemifanekiso esabekayo; Ngizocisha ukukhanya kwakho, ngikuphathe kabi, futhi imivimbo ozoyithola iyokuphoqa ukuba uphume endlini. Lokhu kuzoba yinani lokumelana kwakho, futhi uzozuzani ngenkani yakho...
Ngamphendula futhi ngaphakathi, futhi ngokuziphilisa ngesibindi, ukuthi kuphela okuzokwenzeka kuyojabulisa uNkulunkulu omuhle, engiyohlala ngibambelele kuye ngokholo, futhi angeke ahlukane nami. Ngilapha ngenxa yokulalela, ngathi, uma sebengibulalela esigcawini , ngiyophuma kukho nje ngokulalela labo engibakweletayo.Isinqumo okwakumele singamthokozisi , futhi
okwamphazamisa ngayo: futhi lolu hlobo lokuhlasela lwaphela ngehora, idemoni labonakala linqotshiwe ngokuphelele; kodwa lokho akuzange kuhlale isikhathi eside. Ngokushesha wabuyela ekukhokhiseni, ngemva kokushintsha ibhethri, futhi wazama ukuthola ngelukuluku lokho ayekade ephelelwe yithemba lokukuthola ngokwesaba nezinsongo.
Ngakho-ke ngazithola ngilingeka ngobudlova, futhi lokhu kwaba ukuhlasela okunzima kakhulu, ukuhamba nokukhanya kwami, ukuze ngibone ukuthi yini engalungile ekhoneni legumbi labagulayo lapho ngangizwe khona umsindo ongaka, lapho kwakubonakala sengathi yonke into kufanele igqekezwe . izingcezu eziyinkulungwane; kodwa unembeza wami wangimela ngokucacile ukuthi ngaleso sikhathi kwakuyoba ukunikeza idemoni okuthile, ukuthi akumelwe avunyelwe ngisho nencane inzuzo, ayengeke ahluleke ukuyithola ngesinye isikhathi. Kulokhu, ngahlala njalo endaweni yami; kodwa ilukuluku landa ngokungaphezi, kangangokuthi, naphezu kokunyakaza okuhle komusa ,
Ngangiseqophelweni lokusukuma kabili kathathu ngiyobheka ekhoneni lapho engangisola khona umonakalo omkhulu ezitsheni; kimi kwaba sengathi izwi lithi kimi: Hheyi! yisiphi isono esingaba khona kulokho, futhi yikuphi ukukhahlameza ongakwesaba?... Ngeke uze ushiye indlu; futhi lapho usuwubonile umphumela womsindo okwenzekile, ngeke usaba nokukhathazeka, futhi uzokwazi ukuqhubeka ngokuthula nomthandazo okungeke kwenzeke ukuthi ukwazi ukuwusebenzisa ngaphandle kwawo ... Kodwa omunye izwi lathi kimi: Ungenzi lutho ngakho, futhi ukuphathe kahle... ukunqoba kwakho kufanele kuphelele... Ngaba nokusabela kuNkulunkulu, owaqinisa isinqumo sami. Ngangisasebenzisa umthandazo namanzi angcwele, futhi ngalalela uNkulunkulu nonembeza wami ngokuhlala lapho ngangikhona....
umvuzo wokwethembeka kwakhe. U-JC uvela kuye. Umyalo umnika ngokwethembeka ezintweni ezincane kakhulu
Lokhu kwethembeka okuncane, okwakubonakala kuncane kakhulu, kwangizuzela umusa ovela ezulwini okwaqeda lesi sigcawu esiyinqaba futhi kwaqeda ukwesaba kwami, kwaqeda izintelezi ezazizibangele. UJC wabonakala kimi ngendlela yakhe evamile: "Wesabani, ndodakazi yami, wathi kimi lapho esondela kimi?...
Nginawe, beka ithemba lakho kimi, futhi udelele konke okunye. Yebo, ngiyakuphinda kini, ngikini kanye nani, hhayi nje ngokuba khona kobunkulunkulu bami obugcwalisa konke, kodwa futhi ngendlela ekhethekile, ukuxosha ukuhlasela kwezitha zenu. Ngakho-ke ungesabi ukuthukwa kwabo, yilokho kuphela abangakwenza. Ngala mazwi esiqinisekiso nobumnene, ngalibona izwi lenkosi yami ethandekayo nephezulu. Ngezwa ukuthula nokuthula kwazalwa kabusha engqondweni yami; ukuzola okumnandi kwasakazekela ekujuleni komphefumulo wami, futhi inhliziyo yami yabuyela ekuphumuleni kwayo. Akukhona nje kuphela ukuthi ngangingasesabi isitha sami, kodwa ngangisenomuzwa wesibindi sokudelela ubuthakathaka baso. Kodwa akugcini lapho....
Ngazama ukubuza u-JC ngokuyimfihlo ukuthi ngabe ngenze umonakalo omkhulu yini ukuba ngishiye indawo yami nomthandazo wami, ngiyobona lapho umsindo wenzeke khona, njengoba ngalingeka kakhulu . "Ungangabazi ,
waphendula. Yebo, ngabe wenze umonakalo omkhulu kakhulu, futhi omkhulu kakhulu kunalabo ababona ingaphandle lezinto kuphela futhi bahlulele ekuqaleni nje bangathanda ukukholwa. Yilapho uSathane ayekulindile khona ukuthi aqedele ukwesabisa nokukunqoba; ubenayo
wabe esephinda amasu akhe ngempumelelo enkulu kakhulu. Uthembekile kunembeza wakho nomusa, maduze
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wawungeke usaba yinkosikazi yezinqumo zakho noma ngokwakho; ubeyonqoba phezu kwakho konke, futhi ubezokwenza ushiye konke.
“Ngakho-ke, ndodakazi yami, uSathane wayekuholela engozini enkulu, ngokuzazisa okuncane kakhulu: kungenxa yalokhu ukuthi ujwayele ukuphuphuthekisa nsuku zonke nokuyenga abantu abaningi abangenangqondo, ngokubanikeza isiphambeko esincane kakhulu . ekuqaleni; kuwukubheka nje, ilukuluku elincane, ukwaneliseka okuncane, izwi lokunyundela, ukubuyisela kancane ukuzethemba, umuzwa wokwenyanya... Kodwa kuwo wonke la maphuzu asilokothi siyeke ekuqaleni. Okwakubonakala kuwubala ekuqaleni ngokuvamile kuba kukhulu; okungenani kuyingozi kakhulu ukuthatha lesi sinyathelo sokuqala, futhi izikhathi ezingaphezu kwesisodwa lesi sitha samaKristu esinobuqili siye sabahudulela phansi kwalasha ngendlela engenacala kakhulu,
Kulokhu, uBaba wami, JC unginike izibani eziqinile nezibalulekile nemiyalo kimi nakwabanye. Waqale wangenza ngaphonsa amehlo ami kunembeza wami; Ngakubona ngobulungisa baphezulu, njengasesibukweni esangembulela ngisho namabala amancane kakhulu, ikakhulukazi lokho okuvamile kimi nalokho okungamjabulisi kakhulu uNkulunkulu, ukuba ndikindiki okuthile enkonzweni yakhe, ukuba sivivi nokunganaki okuthile emisebenzini yami. , ukuba sivivi, ukunganaki kanye nokuba ndikindiki unembeza wami ohlale ungisola ngakho, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi buncane kangakanani ubudedengu kimi ekulweni nakho, noma intando kukho konke obekungababangela....
Ingozi yokungapheleli.
Lokhu kushiyeka, ngokungangabazeki, akukuningi ngokwako, futhi kude nokuya kwabafayo, iningi labo aliyi ngisho nephutha elibizwa ngokufanele; bamane bangamaphutha. Kodwa-ke Baba ngibonile ukuthi imiphumela iba yinhlekelele kwesinye isikhathi kangangokuthi umuntu akakwazi ukugada kakhulu ukuze ayigweme: lokhu yikho okwenza ukuthi sikhulume ngeqiniso ukuthi noma ngabe ukugwema okubi noma ukwenza okuhle, konke. mkhulu, yonke into ibalulekile ngendlela yezulu, nokuthi akukho okuncane uma kuqhathaniswa nensindiso yethu
ungacabangi ukuthi kungaholela kude kangakanani, isibonelo, ezilingweni ezithile, ukuntula nje ukunaka ebukhoneni bukaNkulunkulu osibonayo ngiyakhuluma .
lapha, hhayi womcabango ovamile wokuba khona koMuntu oPhakeme, kodwa ngombono ocacile nokhona ngempela waloNkulunkulu okhona yonke indawo, osibizela emuva emthethweni wakhe ongcwele, usiqukethe ngokwesaba, futhi usingena sisuka ezulwini. ukwesaba izahlulelo zakhe...
Isidingo sokupheleliswa, ukuthola umkhuba wobukhona bukaNkulunkulu.
Yeka ukuthi kuhle kanjani, kunenzuzo kangakanani, yeka ukuthi kubaluleke kangakanani, ikakhulukazi ezikhundleni ezithile ezibucayi ngenxa yobuhle, ukuba ngokushesha bathole umkhuba ojabulisayo walomcabango kaNkulunkulu okhona ngaso sonke isikhathi ! Nokho, lapho
labo abanikeza lo msebenzi onenzuzo yonke inzalo ewufanele ? Lokhu
Ingabe ukudebesela kokuqala nokuyisisekelo akuyona yini imbangela ebulalayo yokushiyeka kwabo okuqhubekayo, amaphutha abo ansuku zonke, ukuntula uzwela abaphila kukho, kanye nezono zangempela kakhulu eziyimiphumela ? Lokho sehlulela manje
uma ukuntula ukunaka umqondo wobukhona bukaNkulunkulu kuyinto engasho lutho, futhi uma lokhu kuntuleka kumsulwa njengoba kuvamile!...
Sawubona! yini umuntu angeke ayisho ngokuhlakazeka, iziphazamiso okuvamile, ukungabibikho okuqhubekayo lapho iningi lamadoda ngisho namaKristu imbala liphila khona, maqondana noNkulunkulu, kubo kanye nawo wonke amaqiniso okholo! Isimo siyabulala kakhulu ngoba sijwayelekile kakhulu; isimo esenza imiphefumulo eminingi kangaka ingaziwa ezithakazelweni zabo ezithandwa kakhulu, ngiqonde kubo kanye nensindiso yabo, futhi evame ukubaphuphuthekisa, baze bakholwe ngaphandle kokusola, lapho begwinya ububi njengamanzi: ngoba, kungaholela ekubeni budedengu bobugebengu, okuthi, nsuku zonke, buziveze bengahlomile ekushayeni izitha zabo ? Kuyoba yini
phambi kukaNkulunkulu, futhi maqondana nensindiso yabo, umphumela wokungaqapheli umuntu angeke afune ukuzihlambalaza ngakho kunoma iyiphi enye indaba, futhi yimuphi umuntu ozokwazi ukuthatha izinyathelo ezihlakaniphile ukuze azigweme? uzoba yini umphumela? Ah! ngokungangabazeki, abanesibindi bayobala ukulwa kwabo ngokuhlulwa kwabo, futhi kaningi bayonqotshwa cishe ngaphandle kokuhlaselwa: yilokhu okufanele bakulindele. Yebo, Baba, ngokwalokho uNkulunkulu angenza ngikubone, uma sifuna ukubuyela emthonjeni wokuwa okuyihlazo nokudabukisayo, ezonweni ezinkulu kakhulu, zobugebengu obuhlasimulisayo nobuhlubukileyo, besiyokuthola kancane. into, ngobudedengu obuncane, ukubheka nje, ukuntula ukuqapha izwe elikubiza ngobuqili, ukucophelela okuyihlazo, into encane...
Imiphumela ebulalayo yokukhohlwa uNkulunkulu nokuba sivivi.
Yini-ke, ongibuza yona, isimiso esingesihle se-denouement enjalo? Iyiphi inqubekelaphambili ebulalayo engabangela, ebonakala incane, iveze ububi obukhulu kangaka? Nansi: Ngokubi, kodwa nje
ukwahlulela, uNkulunkulu uziphatha ngale miphefumulo enamahloni, engamagwala futhi engathembekile, njengoba nje iziphatha
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ngakuye; noma okungenani alingise ukuze abajezise ngendlela embi kakhulu. Ziyabanda ngakuye, uyagodola ngakubo; uyabashiya njengoba nje eshiywe yibo: banqunyelwe, ngokuphathelene naye, ukukhululwa ebugebengwini, ngaphandle kokuthatha inkathazo ukuze bamjabulise ngokwethembeka emisebenzini emincane yobungcwele; futhi uzibekela umkhawulo, ngakubo, ekusizeni okuvamile nokudingekile, futhi uhoxisa kubo izinsiza zokuzikhethela nokucabangela okwakuyoqinisekisa ukubekezela kwabo ebuhleni. Ukungathembeki ngakunye ngakubo kulandelwa, okwakhe, ukuhoxa komusa okubenza babe buthakathaka ngezikhathi ezithile futhi kuqinisa ukuthambekela kwabo okubi; ngoba uNkulunkulu uba yisixhwali ngezipho zakhe ngokulingana lokuhlukuluzwa kwazo.
Kwenzekani lapho? sikushilo, futhi kulula ukukuqagela (ngoba into angeke yenzeke ngenye indlela ngaphandle kwesihe okungekho muntu onelungelo lokusibala). Ukungathembeki okuncane kulandelwa okukhulu; kancane kuheha kancane; omunye kwalasha uholela komunye, futhi kanjalo omunye uwe ngeziqu. Ngithini ? ngomqansa kakhulu umuntu uyaginqika esuka enkangala aye ewa; sisuka ekubeni sivivi siye ekungathembekeni, sisuka ephutheni elincane siye ephutheni elikhulu, sisuka esonweni esingesihle siye esonweni esibulalayo. Akugcini lapho; enganeliswa ukwenza isono, umuntu wenza umkhuba waso, oveza ubumpumputhe bengqondo, ubulukhuni benhliziyo, futhi ngokuvamile udla ukusolwa .
ukwesaba, Baba, ngubani ongayikuthuthumela ngenxa yakhe? Ubani ongeke athathe
isinqumo esiqinile sokugwema isono ngisho nesithunzi sesono? Thina, ngaphezu kwakho konke, esisesimweni esinempilo, esidinga ukupheleliswa okungaphezulu kakhulu kwalokho okufunwa uNkulunkulu kwabathembekile, ngakho-ke sihamba ngokungaphezi ebukhoneni obungcwele bukaNkulunkulu, futhi singalokothi silahlekelwe umbono wezinto zokukholwa, okufanele zisenze sithandeke. emehlweni akhe ...
Bengingeke ngiqede, Baba wami, uma kufanele ngikuchazele imininingwane emincane, ama-vivacities, imicabango eyize, izifiso ezingenamsebenzi, amazwi ayize, ukubuya kokuzethemba, ukungabi msulwa kwenhloso ngisho izenzo ezituseka kakhulu; inkulungwane nenkulungwane yokungapheleli okufanayo, okulimaza amehlo kaNkulunkulu onomhawu ngobuhle bomphefumulo okungowakhe: ukungapheleli kwakho, nokho, maye! eyami igcwele kangangoba akekho engimaziyo owesaba ukwedlula mina....
Ukubaluleka kwamaphutha amancane; ukuthi bajeziswa kanzima kangakanani esihlanzweni. Isibonelo sendela eshonile.
"Lapha-ke," uJC wangitshela, "yilokho okubizwa ngokuthi amaphutha amancane, ama-trifles, ama-scruples esingafuni ukunaka ngisho nakancane, nakuba sazi, ngaphezu kwalokho, ukuthi phambi kukaNkulunkulu konke kubalwa futhi akukho lutho oluguqulwayo . phansi Ah! uma umuntu ebengaqonda ukuthi ngakuphi ukuqina, ngakuphi
ukuthi lezi zinto eziwubala zijeziswa kangakanani emalangabini esihlanzo, ngokungangabazeki singalushintsha ulimi lwethu nokuziphatha kwethu ... Kodwa”
Kulokhu, uBaba wami, JC waphinda wangivumela ukuba ngibone isimo esidabukisayo seBandla elihluphekayo, futhi yilapho-ke ngacabanga ukuthi ngawubona umphefumulo kamufi wethu othandekayo. Ngacabanga ukuthi ngimuzwe engikhuluma la mazwi alusizi: “Awu! Udadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu, ukube ngikwazile ukuqonda ukuthi kwangibiza malini ngolunye usuku ngokubonakala kuncane kangangokuthi ngazivumela phakathi nokuphila kwami. ukube ngaqonda ngaleso sikhathi, njengoba ngenza manje, lokho okuncane kwami
ukunakekela ukujabulisa uNkulunkulu wami kwakuwukungihlukanisa naye futhi angigcine emazingeni okushisa ashwabadelayo futhi angabekezeleleki, njengoba ngangiyosebenza ukuze ngizilungise.
! yeka ukuthi ngabe ngiziqaphile ngenye indlela! Ukuthi ukwehluleka kwami kwangibiza kakhulu, nokuthi kuwubuwula ukuvumelana nokungcola, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi kuncane kangakanani, ngokwazi ukuthi kuyoba izithiyo eziningi kangaka enjabulweni yethu, ukuzijabulisa okuyobambezela, ngoba akukho lutho olungcolile oluyongena esibhakabhakeni ! . Ah! dadewethu othandekayo, yiba
nihlakaniphe ngezindleko zami, ngokuba nisengakwazi; thandani uNkulunkulu ukwedlula indlela engangimthanda ngayo, hlalani nithembeke kakhulu emisebenzini yenu nasemthethweni wakhe ongcwele, ngoba isikhathi enisithokozelayo sininikwe sona kuphela ngenxa yalokho. Ngikhulule ekuhluphekeni kwami, ukuze sisheshe sijabulele injabulo efanayo. »
Ngashaywa uvalo ngami, futhi ngangena ngokuhawukela lo mphefumulo othandekayo, ngancenga uJC ukuba afinyeze ngomusa usizi lwakhe ngokufaneleka kwegazi lakhe, futhi ngaba nesibindi sokumbuza ukuthi yini okufanele ngiyenze ukuze
ngigweme noma ngifinyeze mina ngokwami; ngoba ngangizizwa nginecala kakhulu kuye kunalowo engangimthandazela ...
Izindlela zokugwema izinhlungu zesihlanzo .
“Uphendula ngokuthi, ukuzikhandla kakhulu kunanini ngaphambili ukuze kamuva ugweme zonke lezi zinto okuthiwa amaphutha amancane, futhi nokwanelisa ubulungisa bukaNkulunkulu kukho konke okwedlule... Unakho,” waqhubeka. , ngezindlela eziyinkulungwane, ngisebenzisa kini ukulunga kwegazi lami, noma ngezimo zenu zangasese nezangaphakathi, noma ngokuphumelelayo kakhulu ngalezi zimo ezifanayo ezihlangene nemithetho yezono iBandla lami elinelungelo lokuzisebenzisa kini, futhi engiyokwamukela.
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njalo njengenkokhelo esemthethweni nevumelanayo, njengoba kuvele kimi ukuthi uphethe lawa mandla evuna abaphendukayo abanecala.
Kodwa, waqhubeka, ngaphandle kwalesi simiso esivamile esivamile kubo bonke abathembekile, kunezinye eziningi ezifanele kulowo nalowo othembekile ngokukhethekile, ngokwesimo sakhe nesimo sakhe: isibonelo, ndodakazi yami, uyafisa ukuziphephisa ekuhluphekeni okuningi? esihlanzweni? ungalokothi uvumele noma yiliphi iphutha elihlosiwe, noma ngabe libonakala lincane kangakanani kuwe; zixake kakhulu ngokunakekela ukungijabulisa ngezimfanelo ezingavamile zesimo sakho; ngoba bekungeke kwanele, ikakhulukazi kundelakazi, ukuzonda isono, uma engazange athambekele njalo ekupheleleni lapho uNkulunkulu embiza khona, futhi ngokuvumelana nesifungo esenzile kuso: akumelwe angakunaki lokho kuleli phuzu . phakathi kwezinye izinto, iyokwahlulelwa ngokuqinile kakhulu kunabantu abavamile.
“Thembeka kakhulu emiseni yami ekwenzeni kwakho konke ukugcina kwakho: ziqaphele njalo, futhi uhambe ngangokunokwenzeka ebukhoneni bami obungcwele ngokuzithoba konke; qaphelani futhi nikhuleke ngokungaphezi, futhi nizame ukungalahlekelwa umbono wezinto zokukholwa. Engikusho kini lapha, ngikusho kubo bonke ngokulinganisela; ngoba leli phuzu ngaphezu kwakho konke lithinta bonke abantu ngaphandle kokuhlukanisa.
»Deda kunoma yimuphi umcabango, ukubukeka, isifiso, izwi noma isenzo esivame ukwanelisa imvelo kuphela, ikakhulukazi uma ubona kusengaphambili ukuthi ukungethembeki okuthile kungase kuvele, noma ngisho nokuthi ungase ubhekane nesilingo esithile. Lo mthetho wokuqapha ubaluleke kakhulu; ngoba, ngiyanitshela, ubulungisa bami abushiyi lutho ngaphandle kokujeziswa kulokho okukhululekile nokucatshangelwayo. Konke kukalwa ngesisindo sendlu engcwele; futhi njengoba ingilazi yamanzi abandayo ngeke ingavuzwa, iphutha elincane kakhulu ngeke lingajeziswa; ngakho-ke kuyadingeka ukubuyisela ngisho ne-obol encane kakhulu ngemva kokufa....
Kwenze umkhuba ojabulisayo kuwena ukugcina zonke izinyathelo zakho, ukuze zonke zihambisane nemithetho yokukholwa. Bika kimi, ngokusemandleni akho, imicabango yakho, amazwi akho, izenzo zakho, ngisho nalabo abangenandaba kakhulu. Anikwazi ukukholwa ukuthi kimi lokhu kunikela kwenu njalonjalo; nguye onginika ukubusa okuphelele phezu kwakho konke ukusebenza komphefumulo wakho naphezu kwakho konke ukunyakaza kwenhliziyo yakho; ngiphila ngaye kini, nani nihlale kimi. Ngemva kokufa ekuthambekeleni kwemizwa nemvelo, zijwayezeni ukwenza, zonke izinsuku zokuphila kwenu, izenzo zenu ezivamile ngomoya wokuzisola, ngenxa yezono ezenziwe, ngenhliziyo edabukileyo futhi ethobekile ngokuba necala. . Ukukuhlanganisa ekuphendukeni okukhulu kwenhliziyo yami engcwele,
Ngalokhu futhi, ngaphandle kokushiya lapho ukhona, ngaphandle kokwenza okunye ngaphandle kwalokho okwenzayo nsuku zonke, uyozikhulula ngokungenaphutha, futhi uyokwazi ngisho nokwanelisa abanye; izinhlungu ezibalulekile zesimo sakho ziyoba kuwe isihlanzo esiqhubekayo; futhi ngaphandle kokuthi kukubize kakhulu, uzozithola usucwengile ehoreni lokufa. Kuyini ukuhlakanipha, kodwa yiyiphi inzuzo yokuthi ukwazile ukwenza ubuhle besidingo ngale ndlela, ukusizakala, ukuze kuzuze umphefumulo, lokho okwakungenakwenzeka ukukugwema ngomzimba, kanjalo nokusebenzisa ububi besikhashana futhi engenakugwemeka yalempilo enzuzweni eqinisekisiwe kanye nenjabulo yaphakade kwenye !. Kuhle ukuwina
ukuphinda kabili; yebo, kungalokho ukuhlakanipha kobuKristu kukwazi ukulahlekelwa lutho futhi kuzuze kukho konke. Wenza okungenani ngezimpahla zaphakade lokho abantu basemhlabeni abathakazelayo abakwenzayo ukuze bathole ingcebo yesikhashana; ngalomehluko ukuthi uyojabulela phakade isithelo sakho konke ukukhathazeka kwakhe nazo zonke izinhlungu zakhe, kuyilapho abanye beyobe belahlekelwe yikho konke.
Ukufaneleka kokuhlupheka kwempilo yamanje.
Ngakho-ke, ndodakazi yami, uzoqaphela ukuthi ngehora elilodwa lokuhlupheka ekuphileni kwamanje ungalingana nesikhathi esiningi sokuhlupheka emlilweni oqothulayo; lokhu ngenxa yomehluko omkhulu kakhulu otholakalayo, maqondana nomphefumulo, phakathi kwesimo sempilo yamanje kanye nesempilo yesikhathi esizayo...
Phakathi nalokhu kuphila umKristu angakufanelekela ngokwakhe, ngokusebenzisa kuye ukufaneleka kwegazi lami; khona-ke ukwaneliseka okuncane kunakho konke kubalelwa kuye ngenani eliphakeme kakhulu abangaba nalo, futhi uNkulunkulu unikeza konke okusemandleni ukuba anikeze umusa, futhi okuncane kakhulu angakwenza ebulungiseni, ngaphandle kokulimaza noma kunjalo. Nakuba esihlanzweni kuwuhlelo oluhluke ngokuphelele, ngoba imiphefumulo ayisekho ngaphansi kokubusa kwesihe; kodwa bacwiliswe ngokuphelele ngaphansi kwalobo bobulungisa obunzima kakhulu futhi eqinile kunazo zonke, okuyinto, nokho, yonke into inikezwe, futhi ngaphansi kwayo yonke into isindwa yisisindo seNdawo eNgcwele, ingashiyi lutho emseni, okuyinto izandla zayo ziboshiwe ngokuvuna kwabo. Ngakho-ke ngeke besafaneleka ngaphandle kwalapho bethola ilungelo lokuzikhethela; ngakho-ke kuyadingeka ngempela, noma ukuthi ukuhlupheka kwabo kukhokhelwe
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ubulukhuni, noma ukuthi iBandla lizibophezela ukubakhokhela; ngoba abaxolelwanga ngisho nesenti elilodwa, futhi bayophuma kuphela lapho konke sekukhokhelwe kahle: leso yisimo sabo...
Enye indlela enhle kakhulu nesebenza kahle kakhulu yokuvimbela lokhu kuqina kwezono ezenziwe ukuthethelela umakhelwane womuntu, ngisho nezitha zethu ezithukuthele kakhulu, konke ukuthukwa, izinhlungu, ububi okungenzeka banabo kusenza sibe ngokomoya noma okwesikhashana; ukubathandazela kanye nokuguquka kwabo; ukucela uNkulunkulu ukuba abathethelele,
ukuthi sibathethelela kanjani, nokuthi sifisa kanjani ukuthi asithethelele; futhi konke ngomoya wokholo nothando, ebunyeni nokuhlupheka nokufa, woMhlengi...”
Kungathatha imiqulu, Baba, futhi bengingeke ngikwenze, uma ngithatha isinqumo sokuthi ubhale phansi konke uNkulunkulu angenze ngakubona futhi ngikuqonde, kulobu busuku obukhanyayo ngempela, kimi njengosuku oluhle kakhulu, noma okungenani. isiphetho sayo sasicacile futhi simnandi njengoba isiqalo sasiyesabeka futhi simnyama ... uma ngikutshela
konke engangikwazi ngokwahlulelwa umphefumulo ngamunye okutholayo ekuphumeni kwalomhlaba, ngokuvuka kwemizimba yonke ngomhla wokuphela, nangokunqoba kwababusisiweyo, isibalo sabo udadewethu esasizokwanda masinyane; isimo akufanele sihlale isikhathi eside...
"Bona lo mzimba uvezwe emehlweni akho, uJC wangitshela, bheka ngokucophelela isimo esidabukisayo lapho uncishiswa khona ngokuhlukaniswa nomphefumulo wawo ! Awu, ndodakazi yami, lokhu
umzimba eniwubona manje wesabeka kangaka, lomzimba ozoba izimpethu nothuli maduze, ngizowuvusa usuku olulodwa olukhazimulayo nolokunqoba, ngenyama emsulwa ngokuphelele nephilayo ngokuphelele, inyama engonakali nengenandaba, inyama ekugcineni ezohlanganyela izimfanelo ezikhazimulayo zomzimba wami ovusiwe waphezulu...
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Bonke ubusuku bonke beqashwe ekucabangeni izinto ezahlukene engikhulume ngazo kini kwenye indawo, kodwa engithole kuzo lapha imibono ejulile futhi eyangithinta kakhulu; isibonelo, ngobukhulu bomphefumulo, isithunzi sawo, ukungafi kwawo, ingokomoya lawo, inani lesihlengo sawo, umvuzo wawo waphakade, ukufana kwawo noNkulunkulu ngeke ngikuphinde lokhu .
engikushilo....
UNkulunkulu wangenza ngaphinde ngawela esikhaleni esikhulu somhlaba kanye nami ngokwami, kulokho kubhujiswa okujwayelekile lapho konke okukhona kudumisa ubuhle boBuntu obuphezulu. Ngabona indawo yonke ibhujiswe ngokuphelele, kangangokuthi ngezinye izikhathi ngangingabaza ukuthi ngikhona noma cha, ukuthi ngingowaleli zwe noma elinye: lesi isiphetho sakho konke okubhubha ngokuhamba kwesikhathi; futhi kulowo JC wangithuka ngobumnene ngokukhuluma nami, ngokwesaba kwami, esidumbu esingenawo amandla, kunokuba ngikhulume nami kuye kuphela, okunguye yedwa owayekwazi ukungiqinisekisa nokungivikela; ngokungabi nokushesha ngokwanele noma ukuqiniseka okuphelele ngokwanele ebukhoneni bakhe obungcwele...
“Yazini,” wangitshela, “ukuthi yimi engikhona futhi engingenza konke: okunye akulutho futhi akukho lutho olungenziwa ngaphandle komyalo wami noma ngemvume yami. Ngakho, ndodakazi yami, ubukhona bami bukwanele; futhi lapho ifulethi lapho okhona bekuyogcwala Izidumbu noma amademoni, lapho wonke amandla angapheli angahlangana ukuze akwethuse ngamasu ayinkulungwane, konke lokhu akufanele ngisho kudonse ukunaka kwakho, lapho ucabanga ngami futhi ukhuluma . »
Kunjalo, Baba wami, ukuthi lobu busuku obumangalisayo budlule, obuyinkathi yenkathi maqondana nami. Amahora adlula ngokushesha elandelana, futhi angizange ngibe nesithukuthezi noma ukulala. Umqondo wami wawumatasa kakhulu ngalokho....
Ngase ngithathe nomsebenzi wokuvusa amanazaretha ekwayeni yamatini; engakwenza phakathi kwamabili, futhi ngabuyela endaweni yami, ngaphandle kokuyishiya ngaze ngathathelwa enye indawo... Khona-ke ngibuza uNkulunkulu nonembeza wami, ngakholwa ukuthi, usizi lwami seludlulile, umsebenzi wami nomkhuleko wami usekhona. sengiqedile, manje ngase ngikwazi ukuya endaweni encane lapho ngangiqale khona ukuzwa umsindo ongaka, futhi lapho ngokwemvelo yonke into kufanele ukuthi iphukile futhi igumbuqelwa ukubenyezela nokundindizela okwakwenzeka lapho. Ngakho ngaya lapho nekhandlela lami, ukuze ngibone ukuthi umonakalo wawuhlanganisani, futhi ngabona kuwo inkohliso kayise wamanga. Kungakhathaliseki ukuthi ngangibukeka kangakanani ngokukhanya kwami, angibonanga lutho oluphazamisekile noma olonakele lapho, ngisho namavasi athile antekenteke kakhulu,
Lapho ngikhuleka esitokisini sethu, ngaphakathi ngakhangwa ukukhanya okukhanyayo, engangisambona namanje umufi wethu othandekayo, owayebonakala ekhuluma la mazwi engihlambalaza: Ingabe usukhohliwe-ke, Dadewethu, umusa owenziwe nguNkulunkulu ? ? Futhi
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namuhla uwile emuva emaphutheni ayekuncomele ukuba uwagweme !. Awusebenzi ngokwanele kukho; awubheki _
khomba ngokuzinakekela ngokwanele; uba ngongabongiyo futhi ongathembeki kuNkulunkulu, kufanele wesabe imiphumela. Cabanga, Dadewethu, ngezibusiso uNkulunkulu akwenzele zona, kanye nendaba omkweleta yona ngazo. Khumbula, phakathi kokunye, lokho akwazisa khona futhi kamuva nje, kanye nezixwayiso zomusa akunike zona kukho konke okuthinta ingaphakathi lakho kanye nokushiyeka okujwayelekile kakhulu kuwe ...
Dadewethu, waqhubeka wathi, wawunesisa sokungikhulekela, futhi ngokulandela ugqozi lukaNkulunkulu, wenza kimi, ngesinye isidlo sakho, ukuphiwa kwakho konke okuhle okwazile ukukwenza phakathi nokuphila kwakho konke: woza, Dadewethu othandekayo, ukuzokubonga ngakho. Yazi ukuthi u-JC, obekugqugquzele kimina, ukuthole kumnandi kakhulu. Kungenxa yalo msebenzi omuhle wesihe sobuKristu ukuthi uthole yonke izibusiso kanye
ulwazi olwaziswa kuwe ngalobo busuku owabubuka ngomzimba wami; futhi futhi kungenxa yokuqaphela inzuzo efanayo, ukuthi ngiza egameni lika-JC ukuze nginixwayise ngomusa ukuthi nisebenze ngokwengeziwe ukuze nizihlanze futhi nizingcwelise ngokwengeziwe, ukuze nigweme umonakalo kanye nobubi obungalandela ukunganaki kwenu futhi nijezise . Ukungathembeki kwenu Baba, nakuba ngangingakaze ngikhulume kini ngakho ngaphambili, lokhu
angiqali ukuthi ngibe nemibono efana nalena evela ezinazareni zethu ezingasekho, ezihlale zikhuluma nami ngendlela efanayo, noma zicela imikhuleko, noma zinginikeze izexwayiso ngenxa yami noma kwabanye...
Isibopho esingathi sína kakhulu sabantu abanikezelwe kuNkulunkulu, ukulwela ukupheleliswa. Ukungathembeki kwabo, okungathi sína ukwedlula okwemiphefumulo evamile, nakho kunemiphumela emibi kakhulu.
Lokhu esikushilo, Baba, ngokuqina kwesihlanzo, maqondana namaphutha amancane, ikakhulukazi ezinazaretha, kuzobonakala kungamangalisi; futhi, uma sibheka lokho okufunwa yisimo sokupheleliswa kwabantu abangcweliswe kuNkulunkulu. Ngokuba uma, njengalokho bonke bevuma, ubulungisa bakhe bukhulu kangaka maqondana nekholwa nje; uma izahlulelo zakhe zimbi kangaka kubo bonke abantu bebonke, kuyoba njani kubantu abazibophezele ekwethembekeni okwengeziwe, futhi abathi, ngokwesimo sezifungo abazengezele kulezo zobhapathizo, babizelwe ebungcweleni obukhulu , futhi sibambelele ngokuseduze kuzo zonke izindlela zokusifinyelela; njengoba zona lezi zindlela ziyindaba yezifiso zabo?
Abantu, ikakhulukazi, abaye bamukela isibopho sokuthambekela ngokungaphezi kulokhu kuphelela okuthenjisiwe, nokuthi ngaphansi kobuhlungu besono esisha, ingabe ukunganaki kwabo kungathethelelwa? Ingabe ubugwala babo, ukuba sivivi kwabo kungaba msulwa, uma nje kuwukuzithandela? Ukungathembeki kwabo kuzoba-
babone ngeso elifanayo nokungathembeki kwabantu abavamile? Cha, akungabazeki, Baba, uNkulunkulu unomona ngaphezu kwazo zonke izinhliziyo ezingcwele kuye; futhi lapho lomhlatshelo uthandeka kuye, ukungathembeki kuyamcasula. Wangenza ngabona futhi ngaqonda ukuthi ezintweni eziningi lokho okuwukungapheleli kuphela, noma iphutha elincane nje, kubantu bezwe, kuba kukhulu endelaneni noma kumpristi, ngenxa
ubuhle bezifungo zabo, isithunzi somsebenzi wabo, futhi ngaphezu kwazo zonke izimilo abapristi abembatha ngazo; okwandisa ubukhulu bephutha, ikakhulukazi uma kunehlazo. Ngakho-ke akukho lutho oluncane, lutho oluncane kubo, njengecala kuNkulunkulu. Imicabango, amazwi, izenzo, ukweqiwa,
izinhloso, izifiso ngisho nasezintweni ezilula, konke kubalwa, kukalwa, kuyahlukaniswa; ngoba kuzo zonke izinto zinesimilo samandla adonsela phansi....
Kodwa-ke, Baba wami, zingaki iziphambeko ezingangeni ezenzweni zethu zansuku zonke, ngingacishe ngisho ngezenzo ezinhle kakhulu zabaNgcwele, ukube bengingavinjwa inhlonipho enginayo ngabo ! Ubani ongazi
yeka ukuthi imvelo itholakala kalula kanjani kukho konke, futhi yeka indlela umuntu ahlakaniphe ngayo ekuzikhohliseni ! Zingaki izenzo eziyize nezingenamsebenzi
sawubona, kwenziwa kuphela ngendlela yokutholwa, ngesiko noma inkambiso, ngokufanele, ngokuzijabulisa noma ukuzilibazisa, noma ngokuthakaselayo, ngaphandle kwanoma iyiphi enye inhloso ngaphandle kwemibono yabantu kuphela, engahlobene noNkulunkulu!
Konke lokhu kungase kube cishe ukungabi nandaba emphefumulweni ojwayelekile, kodwa hhayi emphefumulweni okufanele uhlobanise konke noNkulunkulu, wenze kuphela ngesimiso sothando lwakhe, kafushane uphile ngokukholwa kuphela, futhi lokho, ngangokunokwenzeka ebuthakathakeni bomuntu. , uye wazama ukujabulisa uNkulunkulu kukho konke nokungamjabulisi ngalutho: ngoba, ekugcineni, uma isizathu sisodwa sikwenza kube umthwalo ngomuntu ukuba ngaso sonke isikhathi enze okuthile ngenjongo enengqondo, eqotho futhi efanelekayo kuye, uma izinga lomKristu lifuna ngaphezu kwalokho ukuthi enze ngesisusa sokholo, ngokusemandleni akhe, ingabe isifungo esiphelele nakakhulu ngeke sifune lutho? Sawubona! ngabe lesisithembiso esihle kuNkulunkulu singasho ukuthini, ukwamukela okuphelele kakhulu, futhi, yini engajabulisa kakhulu kuye, ukuthambekela ekupheleleni njalo? Ingabe ukuphelela bekuyotholakala
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ngokunganaki? Ingabe ophelele kakhulu futhi ojabulisa kakhulu kuNkulunkulu angatholakala esenzweni ebesingeke sibe nabudlelwane naye, futhi ebesingaqondiswe kuye nganoma iyiphi indlela?....
Ake sikucabange...
Ngakho-ke masiphethe, Baba, ukuthi noma yisiphi isenzo sokunganaki, futhi lapho umuntu anezela khona inhloso enhle noma embi, noma yikuphi ukungabi nalutho okubizwa ngokufanele, ekugcineni konke lokho akuhlobene noNkulunkulu, nganoma iyiphi indlela, okungenani, umuntu onjalo, ukungapheleli, ngakho-ke ukwephulwa kwesithembiso sakhe sokulwela kukho konke ukuze athole okuphelele kakhulu. Ngakho-ke angeke kube khona isenzo sokunganaki, ikakhulukazi kuye, njengoba ukungabi nandaba nakho kwanele ukumenza abe necala....
Yeka inqwaba yokungapheleli, amacala namaphutha, ngemva kweminyaka eminingi kangaka eyinyumba yokuthuthuka, engenamsebenzi wokupheleliswa esikufungile.
!... Ngoba konke kubaliwe.....
Ngakho-ke, singakanani isikhathi sokudlula esihlanzweni ukuze ukhokhe izikweletu zaso sonke lesi sikhathi esilahlekile!... Eqinisweni, kwenza umuntu athuthumele. THE
Izahlulelo zikaNkulunkulu zimbi kakhulu kuwo wonke umuntu, ngaphandle kokukhetha, futhi ngeshwa asicabangi ngakho Siyazi ukuthi konke kuzobalwa futhi thina
i-akhawunti iyanda nsuku zonke: yeka ubumpumputhe !. Kodwa cha-
munye kuphela owona ngokungapheleli, ngendlela esesiyishilo, umuntu usenezela amaphutha amahle kukho, nokuthi ngisho nasezenzweni ezinhle kakhulu.
Noma yini eyenziwa nje ngenkambiso, ngenhlonipho yomuntu, ngenxa yentukuthelo, ngokuyize, ngokuzigqaja , noma ngabe iyinhle futhi ituseka kangakanani ngokwayo, iyalahlwa, futhi kufanele ijeziswe ngenxa yesisusa esikubangelayo. 'kukhiqizwa. Noma ikuphi ukunethezeka, noma yikuphi ukulahlekelwa ukuzethemba, noma yikuphi ukuzonda umakhelwane wakho, noma yikuphi ukuntula ubumnene, ukubekezela, uthando, ukuthobeka, noma isiphi isifiso esiyimfihlo sokujabulisa nokuheha udumo, kuyizisusa eziningi kakhulu zobuntu ezibangela ukuba umuntu azizwe ekhululekile .
singcolisa futhi sonakalise izenzo zethu ezinhle ngokuphelele noma ingxenye, futhi zisenze sibe necala elikhudlwana noma elincane, ngoba azimthokozisi uNkulunkulu, ngokumncisha kancane noma kancane inhliziyo okungeyakhe ngokuphelele, kanye nokufaneleka kwesenzo esiyikho konke. yakhe. Lawa maningi amabala angempela ahlala elimaza ukuhlanzeka kokubukeka kwakhe njengokuthambile kothando lwakhe . Yebo, kungu-a
ukungabongi okuzwela kakhulu kuye, ngokuthi uphusha isibindi aze aphikisane naye futhi amthathele ingxenye yenkazimulo anesikhwele ngayo, futhi okungeyakhe kuphela . ikakhulukazi ku
imiphefumulo ayixwayise ngokukhethekile ngokuthanda kwakhe izimpawu, nokuthi kumelwe kubize malini esihlanzweni!...
Ngokuqondene nemiphefumulo yenyama nethambile, okuthi, ilandele ukunyakaza kwemvelo kuphela, ingaziphiki noma yikuphi ukwaneliseka okuvunyelwe; abathi, kude nokusebenza ngokuqhubekayo ekupheleleni kwabo, abazi ukuphikisana, ukuzibamba, noma ukuzilimaza kunoma yini; Ngiyabona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi laba bantu baqongelela ingcebo yezikweletu ngokungaqondakali, ngaphansi kwesisindo sazo bayobubula kabuhlungu ngolunye usuku, uma bengaqaphile. Kodwa lokho akukabi yilokho okubulala kakhulu noma lokho okufanele kwesatshwe kakhulu kubo; ngokuba ukuphila kwabo kwemvelo ngokuphelele, becwiliswe ngokuphelele emizweni, ngokubaphuca umusa odingeka kangaka ezimweni ezibucayi, kuzobahola ngokungabonakali emaphutheni amancane kuya kokukhulu kakhulu, kusukela ezonweni ezilula kuye kwezifayo. Ibanga elijwayelekile, futhi imvamisa ukudlula ukusuka kokukodwa kuya
Manje, ngiyakubuza, Baba wami, ingabe lokho akukwazi ukwethusa?
Akufanele yini kwesatshwe ukuthi umphefumulo ukhohlisiwe, futhi lowo, ufile njengoba unjalo, ukholelwa ukuthi usaphila, uzodlula, ngaphandle kokuqaphela, kusukela esonweni esifayo uye esijwayelweni, umkhuba uye ebumpumputheni, usuka ebumpumputheni uye ekubeni lukhuni, usuka ekubeni lukhuni uye ekubeni lukhuni. ukungaphenduki kokugcina nokuvinjelwa; ngoba lokho, ngiyaphinda, kuyinkambo evamile yomphefumulo walo mlingiswa. Yilokhu, futhi, ngalokhu kwehlukaniswa okubulalayo lapho eqeda khona ukulahlekelwa kwakhe kwaphakade futhi efika ekuphakameni kweshwa....
Iyini imbangela? Uyayibona; ngokuvamile kubonakala sengathi akukho lutho ...
Wagodola kuNkulunkulu, njengoba sishilo; nali iphutha lakhe: uNkulunkulu wagodola ngenxa yakhe; lesi yisijeziso sakhe. Sawubona! isijeziso esingaka ! unkulunkulu unakho
elahliwe ngesikhathi emshiya; isijeziso esingaka ! Kungaba njalo
ukuthi kuwumphumela cishe ongenakugwemeka wokuziphatha okungenabo ubugebengu ekuqaleni?O Nkulunkulu wami, yeka ukuthi zimbi futhi azingeneki kanjani izahlulelo zakho nokuthi zikude kangakanani lezo zabantu!
Yebo, Baba, yebo, ngibona ubulungisa bukaNkulunkulu buzihlomisa ngokuphindiwe ngokumelene nobugwala balabo abangathembeki ezifungweni abazenza kuye zokumkhonza ngentshiseko nangentshiseko. Uhoxisa izibani zakhe nomusa wakhe kubo, futhi uzivumela ukuba ziwele emaphutheni ayimfihlo, ngezinye izikhathi ngisho nalawo omphakathi, ahlazisa abathembekile, anyakazise ukholo lwabalula, futhi enze umonakalo omkhulu eBandleni likaJ. C. kangangokuthi bamunye. zosizi zakhe ezinengqondo kakhulu. Ngoba, yeka incithakalo
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kuye, nesishayo esibi ezweni lonke, ukubona abantu bengcwelisiwe kuNkulunkulu, nokuthi, ngokungcweliswa kwabo, babe izibani nezisekelo zokukholwa, ukubabona, ngithi, babe ngamatshe akhubekisayo . block kulabo okwakufanele baqondise, basekele, bakhanyisele. ; kwe
ukubabona ngobugwala beshiya iqembu leqiniso, bekhaphela ngokuhlazisayo imbangela ye-JC futhi banikeze uqhekeko, ukuhlubuka kanye neqembu lamaphutha; nokuthi futhi, ngokumelene nesithakazelo soMbuso, izwi likanembeza nenhlonipho, ukukhanya komqondo ophusile kanye nobufakazi ngokwawo: ingabe lokho kungenzeka ngempela? Yebo, futhi, futhi konke lokhu kungenzeka ukuthi kwavela
ukuba sivivi namaphutha amancane abantu abangcweliselwe uNkulunkulu O lokho
lokhu kusivivi kujeziswa ngendlela esabekayo! futhi owayengasaboni
amaphutha amancane kuphela, lapho umuntu ebheka ngokombono weqiniso ovumelana nakho?...
Konke lokhu engikutshela khona Baba uNkulunkulu ungenze ngakubona wangenza ngakusebenzisa kulokhu okwenzekayo, maye! ngaphansi kwamehlo ethu. Ngakho-ke ukulahlekelwa inkolo nezifundazwe, izinhlupheko ezimbi kakhulu zikaNkulunkulu, izinhlekelele ezinkulu kakhulu zingaba futhi kaningi zibangelwa yilokhu kuphila okusivivi kanye nalokhu okubizwa ngamaphutha alula, lezi zijeziso eziyinhlekelele nokho ziyisijeziso esifanele. Nakhu-ke okubizwa ngokuthi ama-minutiae, ama-scruples, ama-trifles; izulu elihle! yeka into encane! futhi kanjani
umuntu angasidlulisa yini isahlulelo esinjalo?... Ubugwala buqala ububi, ukungakholwa kuyabuqeda: lapho umholi ethinteka, ububi buye banqoba yonke indawo ngokushesha; sibona ubufakazi obuningi ngakho.
Umbono olungile wokuthi kufanele sibe nobuthakathaka bomuntu kanye nobuhle bukaNkulunkulu. Umehluko phakathi kwamaphutha okuba ntekenteke noma okumangala, kanye nalawo anonya noma umkhuba.
Nokho, masingadluleli ngokweqile, futhi siqaphele ukuba singasusi ubuhle nesihe sikaNkulunkulu ukuze sifune ukunikela ngokweqile ebulungiseni bakhe; ngokusobala kungaba ukuwela kwalasha ukuze ugweme omunye, futhi lokho akuyona inhloso yami. angifuni, ngokungaqondi, noma ngokwesaba okukhulu, ukuzamazama ukuqiniseka okufanelekile kwabathembekile beqiniso emseni weNkosi. UNkulunkulu makangenqabele ukuba ngike ngigqugquzele ukudangala emiphefumulweni yentando enhle ! Kunalokho, ngifuna ukuvusa kubo lobu ngcwele
ukuzethemba, okuyisithelo sokwethembeka ezintweni ezincane kuphela; futhi ngalokho, ngifuna ukuthi ngokwesaba okunesizotha baphambuke ngokulinganayo ekungathembani nasekucabangeni; i-medium ejabulisayo yiyona kuphela inhlangano phakathi kokweqisa okubili futhi okufanele kwesatshwe.
Ngakho ngiyavuma, Baba, amaKristu kanye nabangcwele ngokwabo bangabantu, futhi, ngemva kwakho konke, okuthile kufanele kunikezwe isintu, ngisho ebuthakathakeni bomuntu. Mhlawumbe yebo; kodwa futhi kuyadingeka ukwehlukanisa amaphutha obuthaka obumsulwa abalekela aphelele kakhulu, amaphutha obubi, ngisho namaphutha obudedengu okugcwaliswa ngawo imiphefumulo esivivi. Kuyadingeka ukuhlukanisa phakathi kwezono eziwumkhuba nezono ezibuhlungu Amaphutha esikhashana esiphendukayo kuwo, futhi esiwasebenzelayo .
omuhle ekuzikhuzeni, athethelelwe kalula; lezi yizimpophoma umuntu azenza izikhathi eziyikhulu ngosuku, uma uthanda, kodwa futhi lapho umuntu evuka kaningi; futhi ngilokotha ngithi noma yisiphi isono umuntu aphenduka ngaso ngobuqotho, ngisho noma sikhulu, asinakuba nemiphumela edabukisayo yensindiso,
njengoba, ngokuphambene, isebenza njengesivikelo ngokuqikelela ikusasa labo elinikeze isipiliyoni sobuthakathaka bayo.
Kodwa, Baba wami, akunjalo ngomkhuba wamaphutha amancane, futhi yilokhu okufanele sikuqaphele kakhulu. Ukuzibekela umkhawulo ekukhululweni ebugebengwini futhi uhlale ucishe ungabi nandaba nokupheleliswa okukhulu noma okuncane, ukuzenza, njengesu lokuphila, ukuba ndikindiki okuvamile kanye nobugwala, kuyisimo esingabekezeleleki emehlweni. ukwedelela okungokomthetho komusa wakhe, ukuba sivivi uNkulunkulu asongela ukukuphalaza emlonyeni wakhe, njengoba umuntu ehlanza isiphuzo esinengekayo umuntu ezwa inhliziyo yakhe igcwele; futhi njengoba kunyanyeka futhi kuyivelakancane kangangokuthi umuntu aphinde abuyise lokho ake wakuhlanza, kulandela, okungenani, ukuthi ukuba sivivi okuvamile kuyingozi enkulu ensindisweni, futhi leli qiniso elesabekayo kufanele lenze bathuthumele abangaphezu koyedwa. cabanga...
Ukusho igama elingenamsebenzi noma ngisho negama elincane lamahhala ngaphandle kokuphoxeka noma ukucasuka ngokumelene nezinhlangano ezisiza umphakathi noma nanoma yibuphi obunye ubuhle kuyiphutha elilungisa umzuzwana olandelayo; kodwa ukuzijwayeza, ngamabomu, nangaphansi kwezaba lokuzitika, ukukhuluma amazwi akhululekile futhi aphambene nokuzinikela, uthando, noma isizotha njalo futhi ngaphandle kokuzisola, kuyinto ehluke kakhulu; futhi ngisho noma wonke lamazwi anyundelayo noma anokweyisa ayenokusoleka kancane nje, lokho bekungeke kuvimbele umkhuba ekubeni mubi kakhulu, ekuvezeni insindiso engozini enkulu kakhulu. Kunjalo nangezifiso, imicabango, ukweqiwa, njll.
Ukuyeka umsebenzi omncane wokwenza umsebenzi omuhle kungase kube iphutha elincane kakhulu; kodwa ukuzijwayeza ngaphandle kokuzisola ngokushiya cishe yonke into engabonakali ibalulekile kuwukulungiselela
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ekushiyweni kwamaphuzu abaluleke kakhulu nawujuqu maqondana nensindiso; futhi isizathu salokhu ukuthi, ngomphumela wemvelo impela, lesi simo esibi, ngokunciphisa njalo amandla ethu omoya, sisisondeza eduze necala lobugebengu ngokwesilinganiso njengoba sisenza singathembeki emiseni ebesinayo yokusisindisa kulo. . Umusa odelelekile nongcolisiwe uyahoxa; imvelo iba namandla njengoba uNkulunkulu esilahla,
futhi cishe ngokungaguquki ubugebengu obuningi bulandela amaphutha amancane.
Angazi, Baba, ukuthi abantu bazozithatha kanjani izimilo zami; kodwa kimi kubonakala sengathi lokhu kuyincazelo yalokho uJC angenze ngabona ngobusuku engakhuluma ngabo nawe. Yilobu budedengu obuqalekisiwe obuholela imiphefumulo eminingi esihlanzweni futhi buyenze ihlupheke lapho izinhlungu ezinde nezinonya; ngijabule kakhulu uma engakaze abayise kwenye indawo! Kodwa ngeshwa! nguye futhi, njengoba sesishilo, esihogweni sezizwe nalahlwayo aqala nokuphelelisa ukusolwa kwakhe.
Yebo, ngoba asikwazi ukukuphinda kaningi, kungenxa yeziphambeko ezincane, ukungathembeki kwansuku zonke, ukuthi sijwayelane nobugebengu futhi ekugcineni sikwazi ukugwinya ububi njengamanzi ...
Kukho konke lokhu, uBaba, abathembekile beqiniso, ikakhulukazi labo abangcweliselwe uNkulunkulu ngendlela ekhetheke kakhulu, kufanele baphethe futhi baqonde ukuthi kubaluleke kangakanani ukuba basetshenziswe njalo ekulweni nemvelo, babheke konke kwabo kanye nakho konke izinzwa, ukuze bahlobanise yonke into noNkulunkulu, ngangokusemandleni abo, futhi benze zonke izenzo zabo ezejwayelekile ngenjongo yokuhlanzeka okukhulu abangakwazi ukukwenza ngokobuntu ukubeka ijoka, nokupheleliswa ukuhlushwa kwempilo yobuKristu. : kudingekile, ngangokunokwenzeka, ukugwema konke ukweqisa... Uma kuphikiswa ukuthi kubiza kakhulu ukuzinakekela futhi wenze ubudlova obungaka, ngizophendula: kodwa kungumthetho kanye nesimo. . Ngakho, ukuthi kubiza kancane noma okuningi akukhona lokho okuphathelene nomKristu osebenzisa ingqondo yakhe nokholo lwakhe ukuze aqinisekise insindiso yakhe. Kubiza kakhulu, ngizovuma uma uthanda; kodwa lokhu kuncane kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nenye indlela engenakugwenywa, eyoba umphumela wokuziphatha kwethu kulokhu, njengoba, ngokohlelo olujwayelekile lwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo. lokhu akukhona okumayelana nomKristu osebenzisa ingqondo yakhe nokholo lwakhe ukuze aqinisekise insindiso yakhe. Kubiza kakhulu, ngizovuma uma uthanda; kodwa lokhu kuncane kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nenye indlela engenakugwenywa, eyoba umphumela wokuziphatha kwethu kulokhu, njengoba, ngokohlelo olujwayelekile lwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo. lokhu akukhona okumayelana nomKristu osebenzisa ingqondo yakhe nokholo lwakhe ukuze aqinisekise insindiso yakhe. Kubiza kakhulu, ngizovuma uma uthanda; kodwa lokhu kuncane kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nenye indlela engenakugwenywa, eyoba umphumela wokuziphatha kwethu kulokhu, njengoba, ngokohlelo olujwayelekile lwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo. izenzo maqondana nomKristu osebenzisa ukucabanga kwakhe nokholo lwakhe ukuze aqinisekise insindiso yakhe. Kubiza kakhulu, ngizovuma uma uthanda; kodwa lokhu kuncane kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nenye indlela engenakugwenywa, eyoba umphumela wokuziphatha kwethu kulokhu, njengoba, ngokohlelo olujwayelekile lwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo. izenzo maqondana nomKristu osebenzisa ukucabanga kwakhe nokholo lwakhe ukuze aqinisekise insindiso yakhe. Kubiza kakhulu, ngizovuma uma uthanda; kodwa lokhu kuncane kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nenye indlela engenakugwenywa, eyoba umphumela wokuziphatha kwethu kulokhu, njengoba, ngokohlelo olujwayelekile lwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo. Ngizovuma uma uthanda; kodwa lokhu kuncane kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nenye indlela engenakugwenywa, eyoba umphumela wokuziphatha kwethu kulokhu, njengoba, ngokohlelo olujwayelekile lwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo. Ngizovuma uma uthanda; kodwa lokhu kuncane kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nenye indlela engenakugwenywa, eyoba umphumela wokuziphatha kwethu kulokhu, njengoba, ngokohlelo olujwayelekile lwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo. ukuhleleka okujwayelekile kwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo. ukuhleleka okujwayelekile kwezinto, izulu noma isihogo kuncike kukho komunye nomunye wethu. Ekugcineni, kubiza kakhulu; kodwa kubiza kakhulu ukulahlekelwa yimpahla engapheli kanye nezinhlungu ezingasoze zaphela. Leli yiphuzu elibalulekile futhi okufanele kwahlulelwe futhi kulinganiswe ngalo bonke abanye. Umthetho ongaguquguquki yonke into ehlobene nawo uwukuhamba phambili kwebhizinisi, okuwukuphela kwebhizinisi umuntu okufanele azikhathaze ngalo.
ISIQEPHU VI.
Kungani kunezinkolo zamanga eziningi kangaka namahlazo amaningi kangaka emhlabeni. Ubumpumputhe Bamabomu Kwabangamesabi UNkulunkulu, Nokujeziswa Kwabo.
UNkulunkulu manje ufuna, Baba, ukuthi ngihlanganyele nawe lokho akusho kimi ngesikhathi sokufunda okuphathelene nokushushiswa kweBandla. Lokhu kufunda kungenze ngacabangisisa kakhulu ngezindaba zangaleso sikhathi. Lokhu kucabanga kwangibangela ukudabuka okukhulu, kangangokuthi ngangizothukuthela, ngingazi ngempela ukuthi ubani, nokuthi kungani uNkulunkulu Wami esho.
Mina osizini lwami, kungani nihlupheka ngalezi ziphambeko eziningi, izinto ezingenangqondo, zezimfundiso eziyinqaba neziphikisanayo izwe eligcwele ngazo, ekugcineni amahlelo amanga, alimaza iqiniso lokukhulekela kweqiniso, ahlazisa inkolo yenu engcwele , ngokuzihlambalaza, izinkolo zamanga nezinengiso, eziphuphuthekisa, Zithukuthelisa ababuthakathaka nemiphefumulo elula eyenza izitha zenu zihlambalaze, ezithatha ithuba lokudida yonke into, zilwe yonke into futhi zilahle yonke into?...
Njengoba kunoNkulunkulu oyedwa, kimi kubonakala sengathi kufanele kube nenkolo eyodwa kuphela; futhi njengoba kukhona i-JC eyodwa kuphela, kufanele futhi kube neBandla elilodwa kuphela emhlabeni; ngoba iqiniso aliziphikisi: ngakho-ke bonke abanye kufanele babhujiswe, bahloniphe ubunye bukaNkulunkulu mayelana neqiniso lezwi lakhe. Khona-ke kwakungeke kusaba khona ukudideka, nanoma yisiphi isikhathi sokungaqondi; bekungeke kube khona ngisho izaba zentando embi; umthetho ongcwele weVangeli wodwa wawuyolandelwa, JC yedwa owayezokwaziwa futhi adunyiswe; sasingeke sibone iBandla ngaphandle kwalelo alisungula, futhi elalingeke libe nambangi; labakuthiwa baqinile ingqondo kabakusebenzisa njengabo lokhu kwehlukana okuyihlazo; Thina
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etholwe kubaPhostoli ngesiko eliqhubekayo...
Nakuba, ukuze ngigwetshwe ababi, ngabonakala ngikhononda ngoNkulunkulu uqobo, uJC wangenza ngezwa izwi lakhe ngaphakathi kimina: “Yonke into oyicabangayo iyiqiniso ngendlela oyiqonda ngayo, wathi kimi; kepha anizazi izisusa zokuziphatha kwami, nemithombo yokulunga kwami. Ningathanda ukuba ngiqede wonke amahlazo, zonke izinkolo zamanga, zonke izinkolo zamanga, wonke amahlelo anikeza umthunzi eBandleni lami futhi ahlambalaze iqiniso lehlelo okuwukuphela kwalo engilisungule; njengoba bekungaba kuhle, ndodakazi yami, ukuthi ngiqede isono, esiwumthombo wokuqala futhi ovuka njalo wazo zonke iziyaluyalu, ububi kuphela emhlabeni, okuwukuphela kwesitha sesintu noNkulunkulu uqobo lwakhe.
UFrank arbiter womuntu. Inkululeko yakhe yokuzikhethela phakathi kokuhle nokubi.
Yazi-ke, waqhubeka, ukuthi ezindabeni zenkolo, njengasezindabeni zokuziphatha, inkululeko yokuzikhethela yomuntu ngamunye kufanele yenzeke. Umuntu kufanele akhululeke ukukhetha phakathi kokuhle nokubi; ngaphandle kwalokho angikwazanga ukusebenzisa ubuhle bami noma ubulungisa bami; futhi isizathu silula: ukube umuntu ubengakhululekile ezenzweni zakhe, ubengeke afaneleke noma alahlekelwe; ngakho-ke wayengeke abe khona ukujeziswa kokwesaba noma umvuzo wokuthemba.
Ngaphandle kwalokho, ithuluzi lokungenzi lutho alikwazi ukunginikeza udumo olungidumisayo; ukukhulekela kwakhe bekungeke kungifanele.
Kanjalo, ukube bekunenkolo eyodwa kuphela eyaziwa emhlabeni wonke, bekungaba yini ukubaluleka kokuyilandela, lapho kungekho ukukhetha okumelwe kwenziwe, futhi umuntu engakwazi ukuziphatha ngenye indlela?... Ukube abantu bebengakhululekile ukuba bone, yini ababeyofaneleka ukuyigwema na?... Bekhululekile enkanukweni nasekulingweni, isimo sabo emhlabeni sasiyoba esabangcwele baseZulwini, isimo sobulungisa hhayi sokuvivinywa, futhi sisesesobulungisa obungazuzisi njengoba bekungaba njalo. akuvumelekile: ngakho-ke umuntu akakwazi, njengoba ubona, ukuqeda isono futhi asuse ububi emhlabeni, ngaphandle kokuqeda ngesikhathi esifanayo inkululeko yomuntu, okuyinto enyanyekayo ezimfanelo zami kanye nezithakazelo zesidalwa sami, futhi ayikwazi phila ngohlelo olumisiwe; ngoba ukunakekela kwami kwayala ngenye indlela.
Ngokohlelo lomthetho wami waphakade, umuntu, oyinkosi yakhe ngokuphelele, kufanele alingwe futhi avivinywe okwesikhashana. Kulokhu kuphela
inqobo nje uma ngihlonishwa ngokuhlonishwa kwenhliziyo yakhe nangezenzo zakhe. Ngakho-ke ngimenze inkosi yokuzikhethela, futhi azinqumele ngokukhululeka kukho konke; futhi yingakho ngivumele ukwephulwa komthetho ukuthi kutholakale kukho konke, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, eduze nomthetho, nokuthi kunesinyathelo kuphela phakathi kokungalaleli nokwethembeka.
Ubuhle bukaNkulunkulu emiseni kanye nezindlela azinika umuntu ukugwema okubi nokwenza okuhle.
Lesi simo sokulingwa lapho umuntu azithola esungulwe kuso, umuntu angasho ngomqondo othile ukuthi umsebenzi wobulungisa bami; kodwa kwanele ngomusa wami ukuba ngimnikeze zonke izindlela zokugwema okubi nokwenza okuhle; futhi yilokho engikwenzile ngokuhlonipha wonke umuntu. Usuku olukhulu lwezibonakaliso luyothethelela kuleli phuzu uMboneleli wami nemithetho yami kuzo zonke izidalwa ezikhona neziyoba khona kuze kube yileso sikhathi; sizobona ukuthi akekho oyolahleka ngaphandle kwephutha lakhe; ukuthi mayelana nakho konke, ngaphandle kokukhetha, ngizobe nginikeze okungaphezu kwalokho ebenginakho; ukuthi ngacela umusa kunokulunga; nokuthi umuntu akakwazi, ngaphandle kokuhlambalaza, angibeke icala ngokunganaki, nokuncane ngokungabi nabulungisa noma unya.
Uma lokhu kutholakala kuyiqiniso maqondana nezizwe ezingamaqaba nabangakholwayo, kuyoba njani ngamaKristu, futhi ikakhulukazi abantwana beBandla lami?... Yini abangayisho ukuze bakhononde? bayokuthethelela kanjani ukuziphatha kwabo, emva komusa engibanike wona nokuthi ngibapha ngokungaphezi ukugwema okubi futhi benze okuhle na? Ngiyabasusa esonweni ngokwesaba ukujeziswa; Ngibaholela ebuhleni ngokwaneliseka okukhangayo enginamathisela kukho, nangethemba lemivuzo engibathembisa yona; ngibulala kuzo umlilo wokunxanela; ngilwa phakathi kwabo ngimelene labo kanye lezinkanuko zabo. Angilokothi ngibashiye nobunzima ngaphandle kokwanele ukuba bakwazi ukunqoba futhi bafanelwe ukuhlaselwa abaphoqelekile ukukusekela: angigcini nje ngokulinganisa usizo nenani kanye nolaka lwezitha zabo, kodwa ngisaphethe ibhalansi esandleni sami ukuze ngihlobe ukuze kuzuze bona; okusho ukuthi, ngibathanda ngangokunokwenzeka, angilokothi ngivumele ukuba balingwe
ngaphezu kwamandla abo; futhi ngiyakwazi ukusizakala ngezilingo zabo, ngisho nokuwa kwabo, ukubenza balungise amaphutha abo ngokunenzuzo.
Isidingo sokulwa ukuze uthole ukunqoba.
“Ukube bekunenkolo eyodwa emhlabeni, nithi, ababi bebengeke banqobe ubuningi, izitha zikaNkulunkulu bezingeke zithathe ithuba, njengoba zenza, ukuhlambalaza igama lakhe elingcwele .
yiqiniso, ndodakazi yami; kodwa kunalokho yisho, futhi uyosho kangcono, ukuthi ukuba bekunenkolo eyodwa kuphela nabantu abalungile emhlabeni, kusukela lapho kuya phambili ngabe awekho amaphutha noma abantu ababi; ngeke kusaba khona abantu abangamhloniphi uNkulunkulu noma izitha zikaNkulunkulu; kusukela lapho, ngakho-ke, iqiniso lalingeke lisaphikiswa, futhi libalulekile kulo
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ngokuba; abantu abalungile bebengeke besashushiswa, nokho kungalokhu kuphela lapho imfihlakalo yokumiselwa kwabo kusengaphambili kufanele isebenze; injongo yami yayingeke isanqoba, futhi kufanele njalo inqobe. Ekugcineni, abantwana bami abathembekile babengeke besaba nezilingo ababezozikhuthazelela, futhi akufanele neze bantule; ngoba, njengoba ngishilo, ukuthula okungenakuguqulwa akuhambisani nesimo samanje sezinto, futhi uMlweli Wami weBandla ngeke abe ngaphandle kokulwa.
Yebo, futhi, kuyadingeka ukulwa ukuze uzuze ukunqoba; kufanele usebenze futhi uhlupheke ukuze uthole umvuzo. Abukho ubuhle ngaphandle kwalapho kukhona izilingo, iziphambano nezilingo, futhi kungcono kakhulu ukuthi kube khona ukhula phakathi kukakolweni ensimini kayise, kunokuba kungabikho ukhula noma okusanhlamvu okuhle: akumina owahlwanyela ukhula lapho; kodwa kuyingxenye yesu lami ukusizakala ngalokho okwenziwa isitha sami ngaphandle kwemvume yami. Okuhle kakhulu kuzo zonke izindlela ukuhlupheka konke kuze kufike isikhathi sokuvuna, lapho kuyobe sekwehlukaniswa omunye komunye. Ukube bezingekho izimfihlakalo, bekuyoba kuphi ukufaneleka kokukholwa? futhi ukube yonke into ibicacile enkolweni, ukucabanga bekungayenza kanjani imihlatshelo uNkulunkulu ayicelayo?...
Ukuhlakanipha koBunkulunkulu, okuvame ukuvumela abalungile ukuba bahlupheke lapha ngezansi futhi ababi banqobe.
Ngalesi simiso, ndodakazi yami, akunzima kuwe ukuchaza ngokwezinga elithile ukuthi kungani ababi bevame ukuchuma emhlabeni, nokuthi kungani abalungile bevame ukucindezelwa kuwo. Ukube ubuhle bebunesiqiniseko lapha ngezansi ngomvuzo wakho, nobugebengu besijeziso sawo, ngaphandle kwalokho bekungeke kube khona ukufaneleka kokugwema lokhu kunokwenza okunye, ngoba kukho konke lokhu umuntu ubengenza ngokuzicabangela yena kuphela, siphethe ngokuthi akukho okunye ukuphila okulindelekile ngemva kokufa. UNkulunkulu, kulokhu kucabanga, ubeyozikhulula kukho konke ngesikhathi sokuphila komuntu; futhi wonke umuntu waleli zwe ngabe unakho okungokwakhe.
Ngakho-ke kungokuhlakanipha okukhulu ukuthi ukuPhathwa kwaphezulu kuye kwayala ngenye indlela. UNkulunkulu uvumela abalungile ukuba bahlupheke futhi ababi banqobe okwesikhashana; futhi nasi isizathu sokuziphatha kwakhe okuthandekayo, okwenza kokubili ubulungisa bakhe nobuhle bakhe busebenze ngesikhathi esisodwa. Ngokujwayelekile akekho umuntu, olungile futhi ongcwele, ongakabi nawo noma ongakabi namaphutha amaningi. ; njengoba kungekho muntu omubi kangaka, ongakabi nakho okuhle ngezici ezithile: manje uNkulunkulu, olungile futhi olungile kubo bonke, akakwazi ukushiya ukungathembeki nokungapheleli kwabalungile ngaphandle kokujeziswa, njengoba engakwazi ukuphuca ababi ngokwabo. umvuzo ngenxa yokuziphatha okuhle abaye bakwenza. Pho wenzani? Uklomelisa okokugcina kulokhu kuphila ngokuchuma kwesikhashana, ukuze angabakweleti lutho ekufeni; kuyilapho, ngokuphambene, ejezisa abalungile phakathi nokuphila, ukuze bazilungise futhi bazikhulule ngokuzisola, nokuthi akukho okunye angakucela kubo ekufeni .
Ngakho uthi kwabanye: Niye najeziswa ngamaphutha enu ngesikhathi sokuphila, kodwa anizange nivuzwe ngobuhle benu; nakwabanye: Nivuzwe ngezenzo zenu ezinhle ekuphileni, kepha anijeziswanga ngezono zenu. Ngakho-ke ngikweleta abanye ngesikhathi saphakade imivuzo, nezijeziso kwabanye... Ngakho-ke, lezi ziphazamiso ezizenzisa izingqondo eziqinile eziye zaphikisana nazo kakhulu, zifakazela ukuhleleka okuphelele kakhulu, ngokusungula ukuba khona kokunye ukuphila, kanye nokungafi umphefumulo, ngokuba khona okudingekile kobulungisa bukaNkulunkulu .
Ngakho-ke ukubuyela enkolweni yami engcwele, waqhubeka uJC, yazi, ndodakazi yami, ukuthi siyohlala sikhululekile ukukwamukela noma ukukwenqaba, ngoba siyohlala sikhululekile ukwenza noma ukungenzi okuhle nokulimazayo, okubi, ukusindisa, ukusindisa, ukusindisa nokubi. wena noma uzilahlekele: akushunyayelwa ngodlame lwezikhali; iqiniso liwukuthi
liyancenga, kepha akungeni ezinhliziyweni ngamandla; ihlonipha inkululeko yokuzikhethela yalabo okumenyezelwe kubo. Ngakho labo abafuna ngempela ukuphendukela kuye, angisoze ngabanqabela izindlela zokumthola; labo, kunalokho, abayophikelela ekufulatheleni futhi bavale izindlebe zabo ezwini lakhe nezinhliziyo zabo ekusikiseleni komusa wami, ngiyobayeka bagijimele ekudukeni, ngaphandle kokucindezelwa, ngoba ngifuna abantwana; hhayi izinceku enkonzweni yami. Ngifuna ukukhonzwa nokukhonzwa ngenhliziyo, ingqondo kanye nentando, hhayi ngokwesaba okungenangqondo, okungicasulayo nokungahloniphi.
Uyabubula, ndodakazi yami, ukubona inkolo yami ihlaselwa futhi ishushiswa macala onke; kodwa awuboni ukuthi ngithola inkazimulo engapheli kuyo. Isimangaliso esikhulu nesikhanya kunawo wonke endaweni yonke, akukona ukubona
ukuthi lenkolo imile futhi iyophila kuze kube sekupheleni kwezwe, ingayeki ukushushiswa ngaphakathi
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futhi ngaphandle kwazo zonke izinhlobo zezitha, futhi ngokuvamile ngisho nalabo bezingane zakhe ababenesithakazelo esikhulu ekumvikeleni nasekumvikeleni.
Kuyishwa elikhulu, ngokungangabazeki, kulabo abalwa nalo; kodwa kufanele basole bani ngaphandle kwabo? Kungani besebenzisa kabi kangaka inkululeko yabo yokuzikhethela kanye nezibani zokucabanga kwabo?... Kungani benqaba ngenkani ubufakazi, obufuna, ngomusa wami, ukuzifaka ezinhliziyweni zabo? Bafuna, bathi, iqiniso; hey! pho kungani bengalamukeli lapho selivela, na?” Kungani bethatha indlela yokungalitholi futhi baziphuphuthekise njalo? Uma kuyiqiniso umuntu alifunayo, futhi elifuna ngobuqotho, umuntu uqala abuyele emthonjeni walo, eze kimi ukuze alithole, bese engadingi amaqhinga amaningi kangaka, noma 'imizamo engadingekile, noma ubuqili;
Ukuziqhenya, isithiyo olwazini lwaleli qiniso.
“Emva kokuthobisa ukuziqhenya kwesizathu esihle kakhulu, umuntu uvula inhliziyo yakhe ekukholweni ezwini lami, futhi lolu kholo luzuza ithemba kanye nothando, oludlula ngokungenamkhawulo konke okutholwe yimiqondo ecashile kakhulu. . . .
» Sawubona! Nkosi Nkulunkulu wami, ngakhala ku-JC, kungani lezi zazi zefilosofi zinganikeli ekukhanyeni kwalesi sibani sokholo saphezulu, okuyisizathu esiyinhloko esenza ukuba kukhanye emehlweni abo?... "Ndodakazi yami," ephendula , "bafunde kakhulu noma kunalokho bayaziqhenya kakhulu ngokuza esikoleni sami...
Umthetho wami ongcwele unikeza ukuhlakanipha kwabancane nabathobekile ngenhliziyo kuphela, abangakutholi ukumelana nabo; ngaphandle kokuthi bake bafunda ngesintu, izincwadi, noma ifilosofi, kubenza bazi lonke iqiniso; futhi awuzange yini ufunde futhi ufunde ukuthi abantu bezwe elincane elihle baye bagijimela ekubulaweni ukholo kanye nokunqoba, kuyilapho
odokotela nemimoya ephakeme baye bayikhaphela inkolo yabo ngobugwala ? Ikona
ukuthi ngokukholwa owokuqala waba nolwazi ngabangcwele, okuwukuphela kokwenza umKristu; kuyilapho ngalo lonke ulwazi lwabo, abanye, ngaleli phuzu, babengazi lutho ngokuphelele, okwakumelwe badatshukelwe njengoba babeqhubeka nokuvumelana ngakho. Abanye baye banqoba phezu kwakho konke, ngoba babeke lonke ithemba labo kimi; labanye banqotshwa, ngoba babethembele kakhulu kubo; kulapho ukugabadela kugcina kugcina khona. »
Isidingo sokukholwa ukwazi iqiniso nokwenza ubuhle.
Kusuka kukho konke lokhu kufanele siphethe ngombono wami, futhi yilokhu uJC angazisa kimi, ukuthi ukholo ezwini lakhe akudingekile kuphela enkolweni okuyisisekelo sayo, kodwa futhi nolwazi lwabantu abayinkulungwane. , lapho cishe akunakwenzeka ukwenza kahle ngaphandle kwayo. Ngaphandle kwakho umuntu angakwazi ukwenza izimfanelo ezinhle ezibukeka kakhulu kunokuqina, njengoba zingalifanele iZulu, ziyinyumba futhi zingenamandla okusindisa. Ngaphandle kwakho, ngemva kokusebenza okuningi, umuntu uzozithola engenalutho, futhi ephucwa yonke imivuzo ingunaphakade; ngoba emehlweni kaNkulunkulu, ngumKristu yedwa, hhayi isazi sefilosofi, okufanele sivuzwe. Ngaphandle kokholo akwenzeki ukujabulisa uNkulunkulu, ngoba akwenzeki ukuba umKristu ngaphandle kwakho. Kodwa,
Kulokhu, Baba, ngizobika kuwe lapha, ngomyalo ka-JC, ifomula yesenzo sokholo angifundisa sona ngokwakhe, futhi, ngenxa yalokhu, engiphindaphinda nsuku zonke eVangelini. iminyaka eyishumi nanhlanu noma engamashumi amabili. Nansi izwi nezwi, njengalokho engenze ngaliphinda, ukuze kulotshwe, kuthunyelwe kini:
Uhlobo lwesenzo sokholo olunikezwe u-JC kuDade.
" Hewu Nkosi yami ! Ngikholelwa ngokuqinile kuwe nakukho konke okwambulile eBandleni lakho eliNgcwele eliKhatholika, labaPhostoli kanye nelamaRoma; Ngakho-ke ngikholelwa ngokuqinile kuwo wonke amaqiniso omthetho wakho ongcwele, kuzo zonke izihloko zokholo ezilotshiwe noma ezingalotshiwe, izihloko ezaziwa noma ezingaziwa, zesikhathi esidlule, ezamanje nezesikhathi esizayo; futhi ngiyakholwa, eqinisweni lezwi lika-JC, ngaphandle kokungazisa ukuthi kanjani, noma ngani, noma ngani. Ngikubuza ngakho konke lokhu, Nkulunkulu wami! ukholo oluyimpumputhe, olungaguquguquki, olungenakunyakaziswa, kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke ukholo oluphilayo nolusebenzayo, olungenza ngigcine umthetho wakho ongcwele kukho konke, kusukela
indlela, ngenhloso, nangeziphetho ofuna ngizikholwe, engizithandayo nengizikhonzileyo, ukwethembeka othandweni lwakho, nokufeza intando yakho engcwele. »
Baba, zingaki izinto eziqukethwe ezwini ngalinye lalesi sivumo esihle sokukholwa, esiqukethe ukujula kwazo zonke izimfihlakalo zethu, futhi unikeza lowo owabala ngenhliziyo nangomlomo ukufaneleka okukhulu kunakho konke angaba nakho emehlweni kaNkulunkulu. ! Ah! Baba uma sibona uNkulunkulu omuhle njengalabo abamphethe sizokukholwa konke lokho
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kuyaqondwa; kodwa ngeke sisaba nokufaneleka kokukholwa, futhi ngeke sisaba nethemba, njengoba siyoba sekupheleni kwezifiso zethu. Kulezi zimfanelo ezintathu zemfundiso yenkolo, ngakho-ke, kuyosala kithi uthando kuphela; kodwa asikwazi ukuba nalobu buhle obuhle emva kokufa kwethu, ngaphandle uma sikuhlanganise nalaba ababili phakathi nokuphila kwethu. Ngakho masibe nokholo nethemba lokuthola umusa kuze kube phakade . Masiqhubeke sitshela uJ.C.
njengalendoda yaseVangelini: Ngiyakholwa, Nkosi, kodwa khulisa ukukholwa kwami.... Sengathi zonke izifundiswa nezazi zefilosofi zingakuphinda ngokuthanda kwakho!...
Ngokushesha yayingeke ibe khona imimoya enamandla, engakholwa noma engamesabi uNkulunkulu emhlabeni. Ukholo lwaluzokwenza amaKristu futhi ngokushesha babe abangcwele babo bonke abantu ;
futhi lapho benokholo olwengeziwe, kulapho babebona nakakhulu ukuthi ukucabanga kwabo kwakuduke kanjani. Hamba kahle, Baba; ngiyakuncenga, qaphela, ungakwenzi
ukuveza izingozi ezivame kakhulu. angiyeki ukuthandazela ukusindiswa kwakho (1); ngikhuleke futhi ukuthi iNkosi enhle ingithethelele wonke amaphutha ami angenakubalwa, futhi ingiphe umusa engiwudingayo. Ngifisa ngenhliziyo yami yonke ukubuya kwakho; kodwa ngeshwa ! isiphepho sisanyakaza kakhulu: sidinga isibindi, ukubekezela nokuzithoba kunanini ngaphambili....
Umbhalo kadade. Imbangela yobumpumputhe kwababi.
Baba, ngezoni ezilukhuni nezingaphendukiyo, engikhulume ngazo kini izikhathi eziningi kangaka, njengalabo abangabahlubuki engibalungisileyo.
khuluma futhi, ngibona kuqala kuNkulunkulu ukuthi lezi zixhwanguxhwangu azifiki ngokuzumayo kuleli qophelo lobumpumputhe, lokungabi naluzwela,
(1) Anginabunzima bokuthi ikakhulukazi emithandazweni yalo mphefumulo omuhle, ukuba, emhlabeni nasolwandle, ngiphunyuke ezingozini ezithile, ezimbili phakathi kwezinye okwakubonakala sengathi umuntu angaphunyuka kuzo ngokwemvelo. Angingabazi ngisho nokungabaza ukuthi izingozi ezingokomoya okuyobe kungigcine kuzo zazizimbi nakakhulu futhi ziziningi kakhulu.
yokulahlwa, okwenza ukungaphenduki kokugcina futhi kudle ukulahlwa okubi ngokuphindwe kayinkulungwane kunokuduma kwezulu neziqalekiso. Bawela kuyo kuphela ngokungabonakali nangamazinga; bafika lapho ngokudlula ezenzweni zokungathembeki baye ekungathembeki, kusukela ekuvukeleni kuya ekuvukeleni, kusukela ekubuyeleni ekubuyeleni ekubuyeleni kuze kube
impi enonya nengenangqondo ngokumelene nomusa, ubuhle, umusa, ubulungisa nothando lukaNkulunkulu abalokotha baqunge isibindi balwe ngayo yonke indlela.
Ukuzisola okunempilo, ukwesaba okwesabisayo, ukuthinta kwangaphakathi komusa olalela njalo, izifo zomzimba, ukulahlekelwa yimpahla, izinhlupheko zesikhashana, imibono yabavuma izono, amazwi adumayo abashumayeli, izingozi ezibulalayo, izehlakalo ezibuhlungu, ukufa ngokuzumayo kwalabo ebesazi konke.
esetshenziswa njalo ngasohlangothini lukaNkulunkulu, ongayekile ukufuna lesi soni; futhi konke kwaba yize. Ekude nokubuyela kuye, elandela izifiso zikaNkulunkulu waso, lesi soni esingabongi nesilukhuni sadelela konke, sanyathela konke phansi kwezinyawo; usehlukumeze yonke into, uyazi nje inkanuko yakhe. Yeka ubumpumputhe! kodwa ubani ongasho ukuthi ukuziphatha okunjalo kulimaza kangakanani kuNkulunkulu, kuwukuvukela ngokwakho, nokulahlwa ngazo zonke izici?....
Ukuthi uNkulunkulu uphoqeleka kanjani ukuba ashiye isoni emqondweni waso ongamukelekile. Imiphumela emibi yalokhu kushiywa uNkulunkulu.
Futhi, Baba wami, uthando lwalo Nkulunkulu onesihe nobuhle kangaka lwazithola kungathi uphoqelekile ukuba avumele ubulungisa bakhe, ngokulahla, nakuba ngokuzisola, lo muntu oneshwa emqondweni wakhe olahliwe, ngokuhoxiswa komusa, cha hhayi ngokuphelele. okudingekayo, kodwa umusa wokuzikhethela kanye nezimpawu zomusa azihlukumeza kuphela . Ngibona ngaphezu kwalokho ukuthi asikho isimo esingcwele kangako
singafakwa ovivinyweni lwalokhu kushiywa okubi kakhulu uma sizibonakalisa singathembekile obizweni lweZulu nakulokho elikucela kithi ukuze silethe ukusindiswa kwethu lapho. Yebo, Baba wami, futhi lokho kwenza umuntu athuthumele, njengoJudas umuntu angalahleka futhi abhubhe ekanye noJC ngokwakhe; omunye angawela esihogweni eceleni kwakhe,
njengesela elibi; futhi, njengale ndoda eneshwa, singaphinde siwe lapho sisuka phezulu esiphambanweni Kuyoba njani njengezifunda lapho yonke into inomthelela ekusiphuphuthekiseni ?
futhi sizilahlekele?...
Izwe, nezimiso zalo ezikhohlakele, abakhululekile namazwi abo ahehayo, inyama nezinkanuko zayo, udeveli namaqhinga akhe .
izingibe ezibekelwe ukungabi nacala, yeka izithiyo zokusindiswa! Maye! Baba ngibanjwe ukwesaba nokwethuka ngokubona ububi bami;...
Ngincamela ukushaywa imidumo eyinkulungwane kunangaphambili lokhu kushiywa okungenathemba kuNkulunkulu wami enginakho cishe okungango
ukwesabeka kunokulahlwa kwaphakade, futhi kungaba nzima kakhulu kimi ukukuthwala.
Noma kunjalo, Nkulunkulu wami! Kungifanele kakhulu ukukubona, ngone izikhathi eziningi, ngiye ngaba neshwa lokukucasula, kangangokuthi ukuqina kwami akufanelwe lutho olungaphansi kwesijeziso esibi kangaka. Ah! Nkosi, ngihawukele; ngiyakuncenga, ungiphe ubuhlungu obufuna ezoni eziphendukayo; angishaye ngaphandle
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hlonipha, ungijezise ngazo zonke izindlela, uma nje ungangijezisi ngokungilahla kwakho; Ngiyamesaba ukwedlula isihogo uqobo lwaso...
Baba wami, isimo salezi zoni ezilahliwe, zalaba okuthiwa babi, uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibabone ngaphansi komfanekiso wendondo yezinhlangothi ezimbili; Ngiqonde ukusuka ohlangothini lomzimba nasohlangothini lomphefumulo, ngokwendalo nangomusa: kusukela ekuqaleni, injabulo kuphela, injabulo nokuchuma kwesikhashana; inhlanhla iyabavuna, izwe liyabancoma, liyabahleka futhi libelulele izingalo zabo kubo: konke kuyaphumelela, konke kubazuzisa bona, konke kuba nomthelela ekwenzeni bakholwe ukuthi bajabule. Nali icala elihle....
Kodwa uma, siphendulela indondo, futhi siyihlola ngokukhanya kwesibani sokholo, sicabangela isimo salokhu okuthiwa injabulo yekhulu leminyaka, maqondana nomphefumulo wakhe, ekusindisweni kwakhe, yimuphi umehluko, yikuphi ukuphikisa phakathi omunye walaba ababili kwaba!. Maye! Baba, lomphefumulo ompofu uzishiye wodwa
ngisho nakukho konke ukuhlasela kwezitha zakhe, njengombuso ononya wezinkanuko zakhe, uNkulunkulu wangenza ngambona enganyakazi futhi enganyakazi, elele embhedeni wezinhlungu, noma kunalokho esiphambanweni esingapheli . Ihlutshiwe
kuzo zonke izivunulo zomusa, eselahlekelwe yizo zonke izimfanelo ezimenza afane kangaka nobunkulunkulu, akasafani nalutho ngaphandle kwesilo, uwohloke kakhulu, esindwa ngamaketanga asindayo, amvimbela ukuba anyakaze nganoma iyiphi indlela. . Embozwe izilonda namanxeba, ukhonza njengethoyizi lamademoni, ayibuka njengesilwane esizingelayo futhi ayikhame futhi ayigone nhlangothi zonke, funa iphunyuke kuzo, okungukuthi, azifundele wona ukuze amenqabele noma yikuphi ukukhanya okuvela ezulwini, nganoma iyiphi indlela. lokuguqulwa kweZulu! Yeka isimo esidabukisayo !
Amacala aholela kulokhu kulahla uNkulunkulu okubi.
Ngiyabona, Baba, ukuthi kuzo zonke izono, ezingabekezeleleki kakhulu emehlweni kaNkulunkulu, lezo azijezisa kanzima kakhulu, futhi ngenxa yalokho, eziholela ngokungenaphutha kulokhu kulahlwa okwesabekayo, ziwukuhlubuka. , ukwahlukana, ukuhlubuka. , ukushushiswa kweBandla, izithelo ezivamile zokungakholelwa ebukhoneni bukaNkulunkulu, ukungakholelwa enkolweni kanye nokuqhosha kwefilosofi okuholela umuntu ekuvukeleni igunya likaNkulunkulu ngokwakhe, ezama ukuhlubula ijoka lakhe elimnandi.
Yebo, Baba, ngiyabona ukuthi uthethelela noma yiliphi elinye icala, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi likhulu kangakanani: 1°. ngoba bonke obunye ubugebengu abunayo lelo zinga lobubi elihlasela uNkulunkulu uqobo, lihlasela inkolo yakhe futhi lilwe neqiniso eliwubufakazi obumphoqayo ukuthi alibone futhi alivume ngaphakathi; 2°. noma yibuphi obunye ubugebengu abucasuli abathembekile kakhulu, akubangeli ukulahlekelwa kwemiphefumulo okungaka, futhi akubangeli ubuhlungu obungaka kanye nentukuthelo kumfazi ongcwele ka-JC. Njengenyoka, u-schismatic udabula isifuba ngokungenamusa isifuba umnyango. Akwaneliswanga ukushaya umama othambile ohlale emkhumbuza, inunu isamphuca izingane ezizele emhlabeni ezizala ngomusa,
Kungenzeka kanjani ukuthi u-JC angabi nazwelo ebuhlungu nasezinyembezini zalo mfazi odabukisayo ngokulahlekelwa kwabo ? Wayengeke kanjani aphindisele ukucasuka kwakhe futhi
izinhlungu zakhe? Ah! Ngiyabona ukuthi intukuthelo yakhe ayinakuthethelelwa, nokuthi izitha zeBandla ezimenyezelwe azikho izinto ezinhle ezingakulindela kuye; ekuvukeleni kwakhe, bamhlasele yena uqobo, futhi ubulungisa bakhe bathatha izikhali ngokumelene nabo ukuze bavikele amalungelo akhe . Maye, maye, wakhala, maye !
umhlaba!. maye kulo ulwandle nemvelo, ngoba kugcwele ubugebengu
!. Maye kubo bonke abenza okubi, abanganaki
izwi lami, nihlubuke kimi.
UNkulunkulu ungenza ngiqonde, Baba, ukuthi lesi sigwebo esesabekayo asigcwalisa ngendlela esabekayo kuzo zonke izoni zomhlaba, futhi
iyoba nokubulawa kwayo okuphelele kuphela ngosuku lapho zonke izoni ziyokwahlulelwa, zilahlwe futhi zijeziswe, lapho izakhi ngokwazo ziyohlanjululwa ekungcolisweni kwezono zabantu; UNkulunkulu, ngithi, ungenza ngiqonde ukuthi kufanele asebenze ikakhulukazi kulabo abahlukanisa futhi balwe no-Elise wakhe namuhla, ngokuvuma kuwo amanoveli angahloniphi futhi ahlambalazayo, ngaphansi kwesizathu sokuyibuyisela ekupheleleni kwayo ngenguquko. Ngiyabona ukuthi laba okuthiwa abaguquli basasekhona lapha kuphela amanxusa kadeveli nesihogo: bona kuningi okufana namasathelayithi abethela uJC esiphambanweni, abamdumisa njengenkosi yamaJuda ngesikhathi esifanayo bemshaya kabuhlungu nalapho besebenzela ukufa kwakhe. Ngakho-ke, esinagogeni lanamuhla, basathinta inhlonipho enkulu ngaye neBandla lakhe, ngesikhathi lapho belwa ngokuzimisela okwengeziwe. Lokhu kusengaqhathaniswa nokwanga kukaJuda; kodwa uNkulunkulu akakhohliswa ubuzenzisi bezitha zakhe, wazi kangcono kunabo izisusa eziyimfihlo ezibenza benze okuthile, futhi uJC angabuza .
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futhi kulowo nalowo kubo lokho abakucelayo kumambuka anengeka kakhulu: Ad quid venisti?...
Izinhlobo ezimbili zabashushisi beBandla: ukwenza lukhuni kwabanye, ukuguqulwa kwabanye.
Yebo baba, iNkosi enhle ingenze ngazi ukuthi kukhona phakathi kwabo abasesimweni sokumahlulela, ukumlahla nokumbethela esiphambanweni, uma esesemandleni abo nokuthi angafa okwesibili. isikhathi; kulokhu, unecala elikhulu kunamaJuda, ayengambulalanga ukuba ayemazi kahle ukuthi uyindodana kaNkulunkulu. INkosi yethu yangitshela ngale ndaba ukuthi bonke abaphenduka ngemva kokuvuka kwayo kwakuyilabo ababengazi ukuthi benzani ngokumbethela esiphambanweni, futhi ababengasoze bambethela esiphambanweni ukuba babezazi ukuthi uyini. Babenokholo oluthile kuye olwabathethelela ngokwengxenye, kungakho bavula amehlo abo babona izimangaliso zokufa nokuvuka kwakhe.
Kodwa labo ababemelana laye ngenzondo lentukuthelo, lomhawu lokungahloniphi, bavala ngamabomu amehlo abo ukuze bangaboni izimangaliso zokufa lokuvuka kwakhe, njengoba babezivalele kulokho ababekwenzile ngesikhathi esaphila; futhi kude nokuzuza ngokuxolelwa ayesabanikeza kona, bandisa izinhlungu zakhe kuphela, bekhulisa ukulahlwa kwabo ngokwenza lukhuni izwi lakhe kanye nenkani yabo yangamabomu ekwenqabeni ubufakazi ubuhle bakhe obabeka phambi kwamehlo abo. ...
Kuyoba okufanayo nakulabo abaletha izinkinga ezingaka eBandleni namuhla. Kukhona idlanzana abathi, beyengwe ngokubonakala kwabangcono kakhulu, basekukholweni okuthile okuhle, okubenza ukuthi, baze bafike endaweni ethile, babe izaba phambi kukaNkulunkulu. Laba, Baba wami, uNkulunkulu ungazise ukuthi bayoshaywa futhi besabe ngenxa yesiyaluyalu; bayozama ukuyilungisa izobuyela eBandleni, kube sengathi bayoyiduduza futhi bayinxephezele ngokuphenduka kwabo, ngalokho eliyobe lihlupheke ngakho ekuhlubukeni kwabo, okungahlakaniphile kunonya...
Labo, ngokuphambene nalokho, abayobe benze ngokumelene nonembeza wabo, ikakhulukazi ngo inzondo ngeBandla kanye noJC, ngiyabona futhi ngiyacabanga ukuthi ngeshwa abasoze babuya, into eyenzekayo, ekuhlubukeni kwabo, ngoba bazimisele ngakho konke. Bathathe uhlangothi lwabo obala ngokuqondene noNkulunkulu, futhi nginovalo ngenxa yabo ukuthi uNkulunkulu uthathe uhlangothi lwakhe ngabo. Lezi zimpumputhe ezineshwa zinokuthula kuzo zonke izindaba, njengoba zingasenasizathu sokuthuthumela. Babefisa, bafune futhi bachithe igazi labapristi be-JC, njengoba amaJuda ayefuna futhi achitha lelo likaJC ngokwakhe, futhi ukufa kwabafundi kuyoba nesiphetho esifanayo nomphumela ofanayo nowenkosi; igazi labo elichithiweyo liyakuwela phezu kwabalichithayo, libachoboze ngesisindo salo; Ngiqonde ukuthi ngesahlulelo sikaNkulunkulu esilungile nesesabekayo uyobeka uphawu ekusolweni kwabo nasekuqiniseni kwabo, ngokubeka ubugebengu babo obuphakeme. Bona ngokwabo bayoba yizisulu zomonakalo abawenzile, futhi abasayikuvuma; ngoba, okuhambisana ngomqondo wobugebengu besizwe samaJuda, kulungile ukuthi bahlanganyele isijeziso, bawela esimweni esifanayo. ngobumpumputhe....
U-JC ufuna izingane zeBandla lakhe ziphule konke ukuhweba okungokomoya nezihlubuki, ama-schismatics, njll.
U-JC uyala ukuthi ngikutshele ngalesi sikhathi ukuthi ufuna izingane zakhe ziphule konke ukuhweba okungokomoya nezihlubuki, ama-schismatics kanye nabahlaseli, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi baseduze kangakanani; kuze kube yileso sikhathi, uma oshadile ona, ufuna ukuba lowo ohlangene naye angabe esaba kanjalo
umzimba kanye nempahla, nokuthi uhlala ehlukanisiwe nakho konke okunye; ukuthi aqikelele ukuthi angalokothi ahlangane nemizwa yakhe eyonakele futhi engahambisani nenkolo, ngoba alikho igunya elingamelana nelikaNkulunkulu neBandla lakhe, nokuthi kuyadingeka, uma kudingekile, ukwazi ukudela konke ukuze uhlale uthembekile kubo. .
Abantu abasha mabaqaphele ukuthi bangaze bazihlanganise ngomshado nezihlubuki ezinqunyiwe, ngoba nakuleli phuzu abanalo icala lokulalela oyise nonina; baphoqelekile ngisho nakancane ukuba bangazilaleli, ngoba u-JC neBandla lakhe ngokungangabazeki bangabazali bokuqala okufanele wonke umKristu azikweleta, nokuthi konke okungqubuzana nemithetho yabo nakho kungqubuzana nezibopho zakhe zokuqala, futhi ngenxa yalokho ngokwakho kuwububi, okufanele nqaba futhi ugweme ngazo zonke izindlela. “Qaphelani futhi nithandaze, kusho uJC kubo bonke abantwana bakhe, qaphelani, ngoba izinsuku zimbi kanye nesimo sezulu sinesiphepho; bambelela ebunyeni beBandla lami eliNgcwele, njalo ube esandleni sakho isibani sokukholwa esikhanyisiwe; ongcwele akazingcwelise futhi; abalungileyo mabaqhubeke benjalo; ohlanzekile makaqhubeke ezihlanza kakhulu; ake isoni esiphendukile sikuphindaphinde ukuphenduka kwaso, futhi bonke mabazame ukudambisa intukuthelo yami futhi bafanele imiphumela yokuvikelwa kwami. Amen.
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Ngemva kokulandisa ngakho konke engangikuthole kuDade ngesikhathi ngiseSaint-Malo, ngisho nangokuthumela ayengithumele ngaphambili, kufanele, ngaphambi kokuba ngikhulume ngalowo ongithumileyo ngikhiphe, ngibuyele emuva. kumanothi nezixwayiso ezithile ayenginikeze zona ngomlomo ngiseseMhlanganweni. Sizobona ukuthi lezi zincwadi nezixwayiso zihlobene kakhulu nalokhu asekushilo mayelana nezimbangela ezahlukene zenguquko yethu, ikakhulukazi lezo azithatha ekuhlubukeni nasekungathembekeni kombuso wenkolo.
ISIQEPHU VII.
Ngokuyekethisa okubangele ukuchithwa kwemithetho yenkolo, nokuthi i-JC ifuna ukuthi iguqulwe kanjani.
Ngiyahamba-ke Baba wami ngizokutshela manje, futhi kuseyisibopho kimi, okwenzeka kimi eminyakeni engaphezu kwamashumi amabili edlule, ngale ndaba ebesibhekene nayo muva nje.
UFrancis oNgcwele wase-Assisi uzibonakalisa kuDadewethu, futhi ukhononda ngokuyekelela okwethulwe ohlelweni lwakhe.
Ngelinye ilanga ngingedwa ngiguqe ngamadolo phambi kweSakramente Elingcwele, ngaphosa amehlo ami, kungathi ngenhlanhla, emdwebeni kababa wethu uFrancis oNgcwele, osekhona ekwayeni yethu; ngimbuka eqophe ngaphambi kokubethelwa kwakhe esiphambanweni, ngezwa ngaphakathi kimi umuzwa onamandla wobukhona bobunkulunkulu. Lesi sithombe sasibonakala siphila futhi siphila kimi; kimi kwakubonakala sengathi ngangingena ngaphakathi komphefumulo wakhe, nokuthi ngangikubona konke okwenzeka lapho.
Ngezwa izwi lakhe; Angigcinanga nje ngokubona ukuthi ubengibhekile, kodwa ngize ngabona ukunyakaza kwezindebe zakhe nombala wobuso bakhe, ngesikhathi ekhuluma nami.
Inkulumo yakhe yonke yayiphathelene nezifungo, imithetho nezimiso zohlelo lwakhe , ukuwohloka nokuphulwa kwazo ayekuzonda kakhulu. Wabonakala edabukile futhi engenalutho, edangele futhi egcwele intshiseko engcwele, eyamkhipha, ngandlela-thile, ebumnene bakhe obuvamile, futhi yamenza waqhuma ekukhonondeni okubuhlungu .
kwakungasesona isiyalo sami, noma umthetho wami, wathi kimi ngezwi lokulila. okwami
izingane zisukile Kulo moya wokulahlwa, ukuthobeka kanye
ukuhlupheka, engangikwenze kwaba yisisekelo sesakhiwo sami, bafaka umoya wezwe, iVangeli elamemezela impi kuwo. Ukuhlupheka kwe-JC nokubethelwa akuseyona imodeli abayiphakamisayo: izisekelo zihlaselwa, umsebenzi uzowa. Isikhathi eside bekulokhu kusongela incithakalo, futhi ngingene ngobuhlungu obukhulu kakhulu...
Ngezinye izikhathi wayesebenzisa amagama athile ayinkimbinkimbi, njengezinhlobo zezimfumbe noma imizekeliso, uNkulunkulu angenze ngayiqonda kangcono, ngokungikhumbuza amazwi nencazelo yokukhononda kwakhe: “Ngokulahla ukubusa kwami, ngokudelela izifungo zabo, wakhala; ngilithintile ijoka leNkosi; kodwa bayogqilazwa futhi banqotshwe yizitha eziyobeka ijoka phezu kwabo
zisinda futhi zilukhuni kakhulu... Badelele umyalo wami, bayoba nehlazo;... badelele futhi bamshiyile uNkulunkulu, uNkulunkulu uyobadelela futhi uyobashiya ekuqondeni kwabo okungafaneleki nakuyo yonke intukuthelo yezitha zabo. Bayogijima bephuphuthekile ekudidekeni nasekulahlekelweni kwabo, njengabantu abangenabo abaholi, abangenamaluleko nabangenabaqondisi; njengoba bephikisana futhi bezibhubhisa, bayobhujiswa ngokungenaphutha, njll., njll. »
Yeka indlela enginovalo ngayo, Baba wami, ukuthi konke lokhu kuzofezeka ngokuphelele ezimweni ezingezinhle esithinta kuzo ! Kodwa uBaba wethu uyaqhubeka:
“Ngohlobo oluthile lokuhlubuka, basondela emaculweni nasezimisweni zomhlaba, okwakudingeka bazivikele kuzo njalo. Balingisa ukudleka nokukhanuka kwabantu basemhlabeni ekugqokeni kwabo, ekudleni kwabo, nakuyo yonke imikhuba yabo; nabo, njengabo, bazinikela emadilini, ukuze bajabule, futhi ngezinye izikhathi babengenawo ngisho namahloni okuwadlula, futhi babonakale bewumhlaba kakhulu kunabo bezwe, kube yihlazo kungcwele wabo.
Bangilahlile ngenxa kayise, futhi angisabazi kubantwana bami; uma behlala, ngingummangaleli wabo phambi kukaNkulunkulu, ngiphindisele ngokuphindisela kwabo, ngingakhathazeki ngokukhonza kwabo okusha, engikuzondayo. . Bakholelwa ukuthi bahlonipha abashisekeli babo ngokwenza, emikhosini yabo, ukudla okuwubukhazikhazi benzelwe abantu bomhlaba, futhi ababoni ukuthi lokhu kuwukuhlambalaza ubumpofu obungcwele buka-JC “nomsunguli wabo, abafunge ukukugcina. ukulingisa nokulandela. »
Nakuba ngiqiniseka ukuthi lesi sixwayiso esivela kuSanta Francis sithinta ezinye izinkolo eziningi ngaphandle kwalezo zesimiso sakhe, nokho ngibona ukuthi sawela phezu kwezingane zakhe, nazo ezazingakhululekile neze. Ngizoze nginitshele ukuthi ngesaba ukugcwaliseka kwayo nje naseMphakathini wethu. Ukube uyazi Baba ukuthi zingaki izinto ezaphambana nomthetho lapho ezenzeka eminyakeni eyishumi nanhlanu noma engamashumi amabili edlule!...
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Ukusebenzisa kabi ukudla emiphakathini yezenkolo.
Kwakukhona ukudla okuwubukhazikhazi futhi okwakufunwa kakhulu lapho ngesikhathi somcimbi wokwamukela izivakashi, ngisho nabagibeli ababehlala, ngaphezu kobudlelwane ababenabo nabantu bangaphandle, babeka izithiyo eziningi ekuzindleni kwabo, ngokuchithwa kwabo, izithiyo eziningi ekuzindleni nasekupheleleni izindelakazi. . Abangcwele besilisa nabesifazane be-oda, ikakhulukazi u-Saint Francis kanye no-Saint Clare, bagujwa ngezidlo ezimnandi, lapho abantu bomhlaba ababemenywe futhi bahlangana khona endlini yakho. Ngokushesha, naphezu kwezinsiza zempesheni, le ndlu yazithola isikweleta izinkulungwane ezimbalwa zopondo, okwabangela ukuphazamiseka okukhulu ....
Konke lokhu, Baba, kwamcasula kakhulu uNkulunkulu; wangiyalela ukuba ngazise umgoqo ngalesi sikhathi; futhi ebona ukuthi akazange azinake zonke izixwayiso zomusa engamnika zona ngaleli phuzu njengakweminye yemithetho, wangitshela ngelinye ilanga ukuthi wayezokhetha omunye omkhulu, ozobuyisela ukuhleleka futhi. ukubeka konke endaweni engcono, okwenzeka ngokushesha.
Ngokushesha ukudla okukhulu kwanyamalala; ihora lokuvuka nokulala kwabahlala ebhodini lalilawulwa; ukuvakasha okuthile akuvunyelwe; ukulalela kwathatha indawo yokungathobeki, ukuzithoba kanye nobumpofu obungcwele kwaphumelela kukho konke okwanelisa imvelo futhi kusathopha izinkanuko, okungafanele ziphile. Ngakho, ngomusa kaNkulunkulu, izinto kade zasuka onyaweni olungalungile ezaziyikho ngenkathi nginesambulo noma leyongxoxo nobaba wethu oNgcwele uFrancis, engibuyela kuyo manje.
Imiyalo yezenkolo, umthombo wobuhle obukhulu noma ububi obukhulu eBandleni.
“Yebo, ndodakazi yami, uJ.C. wangitshela kulokhu, iziyalo zenkolo zingabangela okuhle noma okubi okukhulu eBandleni kanye nasemhlabeni, kuye ngokuthi bathembekile noma abathembekile ezifungweni zabo nasezibophweni zabo. . Asikho isishayo, esingokomoya noma senyama, ukuthi imikhuleko yabo ebumbene ayinakuvinjelwa, uma iyilokhu okufanele ukuba yikho; njengoba nje kungekho sishayo, akukho nhlekelele, ukuthi ukuziphatha kwabo okuyihlazo nokungahlelekile akunakuheha, uma besivivi futhi benonya, ngoba esikhundleni sokubopha imiphumela yentukuthelo yami, 'bacasula nje. Cha, ndodakazi, ngiyaphinda futhi, akukho okungenza ngiziphindiselele njengobugwala nokungathembeki, nangaphezulu amacala emiphefumulo ehlukaniselwe kimi ngezifungo eziqinile.
bacasula imibuso nezifundazwe, futhi ngenxa yalokho inkolo, iSonto noMbuso, kuwumphumela wokwehluleka kwabo. Kumelwe bagweme isiphepho; abazange, ngithini? bona ngokwabo bawuthakasela futhi bawenza, bayoba izisulu zokuqala....
Khona-ke, Baba, uthando lukababa ngokweqiniso lukaBaba wethu oNgcwele oNgcwele uFrancis lwafinyelela kimi, engangiludinga kakhulu kunanoma ubani; wangihlambalaza kakhulu ngenxa yokungathembeki kwami, ukungabongi kwami okuqhubekayo kuNkulunkulu: “Khumbula, ndodakazi yami,” esho kimi ngentshiseko, “ukuthi umkweleta kakhulu kunanoma yimuphi omunye ngothando olukhulu akuthwele. Ukunitshelile ngomusa wesignali, umusa ongajwayelekile, ukuhlukunyezwa okufanele ukwesabe, ngoba uzokubuza i-akhawunti eqinile neyesabekayo ngabo, uma ungathembekile kakhulu kubo. »
Wangitusa, phakathi kokunye, ukulalela intando kaNkulunkulu ngokuyimpumputhe kukho konke ayezokwenza kimi futhi wayesengenze ngaziwa ngenkazimulo yakhe nokusindisa imiphefumulo, nokuzithoba okukhulu kwabangiphethe kabi kanye nakubaphathi bami. , ikakhulukazi kumqondisi, okwakumelwe ngibikele kuye konke okwenzeka kimi. Wanginikeza amazwibela ezilingo nezilingo engangizobhekana nazo uDeveli ezintweni eziningi, ngokuphathelene nonembeza wami nezibopho zami; wangixwayisa ngokuhlukunyezwa okwakuqhubeka emphakathini wakithi, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke ngokumelene namaphutha nobuthakathaka bami; wangiyala ukuba ngazise kumphathi wami kanye nakuMgr. umbhishobhi waseRennes; engikwenzile ngesikhathi (1)
Yebo, uBaba wami, ukholo ezwini likaNkulunkulu nasezinqumweni zeBandla lakhe, ukulalela ngobumpumputhe nokuhlonipha abaphathi besonto kufanele kunqobe phezu kwakho konke. Mayelana nalokhu, ngizokutshela okwenzeka kimi eminyakeni embalwa edlule.
Ngolunye uLwesine lapho senziwa ukuba silungise iSakramente Elingcwele, umpristi owayephethe umkhosi waletha, njengenjwayelo, i-Holy Ciborium kujantshi wesidlo, futhi wakhuluma nathi. Phakathi naso sonke isikhathi lapho isikhuthazo sakhe nokunye kusaqhubeka, ngabona ingane enhle ezungezwe ukukhanya okuthambile; kimi wabonakala sengathi uhlezi eNtabeni Engcwele. Wayephethe isiphambano ngesandla
Izindelakazi ezazinolwazi oluningi, kanye nomphathi ngokwakhe, kwangenza ngaqonda ukuthi uDadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu wayelethe izinguquko eziningi emphakathini .
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isinqe sehlela ezinyaweni zakhe, nesihloko saphakama ngaphezulu, sekhanda lakhe; ngesinye isandla wabusisa amanazaretha afika ngokushintshana azolungisa futhi amkhonze. Kodwa Baba okwangizwisa ubuhlungu ukubona izinyembezi zisehla emehlweni akhe. Ngemva kokubuyela kimina, ukuze ngixoshe ngokholo noma iyiphi inkohliso kadeveli noma umcabango wami, ngabe sengiba nesibindi sokumbuza isizathu sokubukeka kwakhe nobuhlungu bakhe. Awazi yini, Nkulunkulu wami! ukuthi ngikholelwa ngokuqinile ukuba khona kwakho kwangempela kuleli Sakramente elithandekayo? “Ngiyakwazi,” waphendula; kodwa ngizizwa ngizwela
ukuze ngidonse inkazimulo yami kuyo kanye nokuswela kwemiphefumulo. »
Wabe esedabukile nakakhulu, waqala ukulila imiphakathi emibi, kuyilapho edumisa abahle. Ngathola induduzo lapho ngibona ukuthi wayewubheke ngokwaneliseka emkhosini wosuku nezindela ezaziwucula. Ukhale kakhulu ngemiphakathi ethile yabesifazane, ikakhulukazi eyabesilisa, athe isilahlekelwe ngisho umkhuba nangaphandle kwezwe labo. Wabasola ngokwephula izifungo zabo ngomoya wempahla nowomhlaba, nangokubahlambalaza ngokuziphatha okungafanele labo okwakufanele babone ukuthi bayabakha kuphela, ngokuphambene nempilo engcwele.
I-JC ifuna ukuthi iziyalo zezenkolo zilungiswe abefundisi bokuqala beBandla lakhe, futhi ngaphansi kwegunya lombhishobhi.
Kodwa wanezela, futhi sekukhona, Baba wami, iphuzu engiyala ukuba ngikubhale, ukuze iBandla lakhe laziswe futhi lenze ngokufanele; uthi umsuka omkhulu wamashwa emiphakathi ethile kube wukuhoxa embusweni wabefundisi bokuqala, ukuholwa abaholi bezinhlaka zabo ezehlukene, abebevamise bengenakho ukuqapha noma isisindo salezi zinto. , ngezinye izikhathi ababenesidingo esikhulu kunalabo abangaphansi kwabo, bengabokuqala ukunikeza isibonelo sokuphulwa komthetho okwakufanele bawugcine; yingakho ububi! nokuthi ungawelapha kanjani umzimba olindele ukwelashwa kwawo kuphela kumholi onegciwane elingaphezu kwawo? Lokhu okubizwa ngokuthi ukukhululwa okungenani, ingxenye enkulu, kuphambene nakho konke
izithakazelo njengoba zinjalo kuwo wonke amalungelo. Kuwuhlobo lokuhlubuka, okuye kwaholela abanye abaningi ngendlela engabonakali.
Ukusuka ekuhlubukeni kwezifungo zenkolo sidlulele kuleso senkolo uqobo lwaso, futhi sedlule saze sakudelela ukukholwa, ngokweyisa labo abayizibekilelo zayo; futhi futhi, wanezela, bheka ukuthi bakuphi laba abangakholwa namuhla, nokuthi kwalasha omunye ubaholele kanjani komunye! Ngangizitshale eBandleni lami ukuze zibe ukwakhiwa kwalo, umhlobiso nokusekelwa kwalo; kwakufanele babe njengamabhubesi ukuyivikela, babefana nezingwe ukuyidwengula futhi bayihluphe ngehlazo lempilo yabo nokuhlubuka kwabo.
“Bhala, kusho uJC kimi, bhala konke lokhu kubefundisi bami bokuqala; batshele ukuthi ngifuna isivini sami sithenwe futhi silinywe kangcono; ukuthi bagawule nokuthi, babhubhise konke okuwulimazayo futhi kulimaze umyalo engawumisa lapho ngokuwutshala; kodwa ngesikhathi bethena lomvini bayakhumbula ukuthi bangasiphuli lutho. Kuyintando yami ukuthi isimo senkolo sihlale; kodwa ngifuna uguquko, nokuhleleka okungcono emiphakathini. Ukukhululwa okwengeziwe, uma kungenzeka; kodwa yonke into mayibe ngaphansi kwegunya elisheshayo lombhishobhi wesifundabhishobhi ngasinye, ngoba umbhishobhi ngamunye unomthwalo wemfanelo mathupha ngomhlambi wakhe, okufanele angiphendule ngawo ngelinye ilanga. »
Nakhu-ke, Baba, nakhu engicabange ukuthi ngikuzwile: uma kukhona okubonakala kulimaza abanye abamukelwayo, abasetshenziswayo futhi abahloniphekile, kulele iBandla ukuthi linqume, njengoba kukulo ukuthi liziphathe ngemithetho yalo, kukho konke okuphathelene nezikamoya okungokwakho kuphela ukwazi nokwahlulela...
Ngakho-ke kubefundisi bokuqala lapho kufanele ikakhulukazi sibe nendlela yokulawula imiphakathi yezenkolo; njengoba kunjalo kubo lapho umuntu kufanele abe nendlela yokulungisa amaphuzu emfundiso, ukuziphatha, isiyalo, kanye nokwazi incazelo yeqiniso yemibhalo engcwele; futhi isizathu salokho ukuthi yibo. I-JC yasungula lokhu; yilabo abamise izinhloko kuhulumeni weBandla lakhe; kubo ukuthi usibuyisela emuva ukuze siholwe endleleni yensindiso; kwakukubo lapho athi: “Onilalelayo, uyangilalela mina; okuhloniphayo uyangidumisa mina; onidelela nina, uyangala mina, uyamala ongithumileyo. »
Yeka izizathu zenhlonipho nokuqiniseka ezinqumweni, kumuntu negunya lalaba befundisi bokuqala! Kungathatha okwengeziwe ukusiholela ekulaleleni ngokuphuphutheka konke iBandla elisiyala ngakho ngemilomo yabo? Kodwa futhi, Baba, yeka ukuzigqaja okungabekezeleleki, yini
ukuvukela okwesabekayo kumuntu kanye negunya lika-JC ngokwakhe, abanalo yini icala bonke labo abadelela kuphela imithetho yeBandla lakhe, umuntu kanye nesimilo sabameleli balo bokuqala? Akubonakali yini ukuthi indelelo noma ukunganaki kwabo kuwela kumuntu othandekayo
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abamele wona, futhi ngubani ongeke ahluleke ukudonsa kuwo, njengoba ethembisile, impindiselo ayikweleta abantu bakhe, futhi azikweleta yona?
Ukulalela nobumpofu, amaphuzu ayisisekelo okupheleliswa kwenkolo.
Ukuze siqhubeke futhi isihloko sethu kanye nengxoxo yokuqala, ngakho-ke uSanta uFrancis wangenza ngazi ukuthi ukulalela nobuhle obungcwele bobumpofu kwakungamaphuzu amabili ayisisekelo ombuso wakhe, lawo ayenawo enhliziyweni yakhe, futhi ayesaba kakhulu. ukwephulwa kwemithetho yayo yezenkolo, ngenxa yemiphumela emibi engaba nayo kulo lonke uhlelo. “Noma ubani ogcina la maphuzu amabili, wathi, uyawaqaphela wonke amanye, ngoba afakwe kuwo wonke; kodwa futhi, noma ubani ozipholele kulawa maphuzu amabili, uphumule kukho konke okunye, futhi kufanele alindele imiphumela eyinhlekelele kakhulu yokuphumula kwakhe yena nakwabanye abaningi. Ikuphi ukubamba angakuniki udeveli nasemvelweni, lapho esecekele phansi lezi zindonga ezimbili zokuthobeka kobuKristu nokungokwenkolo?
!.,. Kungaleso sikhathi lapho zonke izinkanuko zavulelwa kuye; ziyachichima njengesifufula esiqhamuke imisele yawo. Uba yinto yokudlala yayo, ngoba, ukuze amjezise, uNkulunkulu umshiya emqondweni wakhe ongamukelekile. Uwela ngokungaphezi ekuthunjweni kokwahlulelwa kwakhe nangokwentando yakhe; uba yisigqila esiphansi sokusebenzisa ubushiqela, izinkulumo kanye nokuthanda okonakele, ayekushiyile, futhi nokho angahlonizi ukuzithoba futhi, ngokulahla izinzuzo nenkululeko ekhazimulayo abantwana bakaNkulunkulu abayijabulela esifubeni. ezenkolo.
Izifungo zokulalela nobumpofu, ngokucekela phansi impande yokuziqhenya kanye nokunamathela empahleni yomhlaba, kuvimbele konke ukuhaha, kubhidlize zonke izithiyo, futhi kumise izisekelo zokuphelela emhlabeni.
amanxiwa azo zonke izinto ezimbi kanye nokufana okufanele wonke umKristu abe nakho nesibonelo saphezulu sabamiselwe kusengaphambili; ukufana okuthi, ngokusebenzisa izimfanelo ze-claustral, kube okuphelele ngangokunokwenzeka esidalweni; ngoba lolu thando lokulalela nobumpofu, olufungelwe kuNkulunkulu, alugxili kangakanani emphefumulweni zonke izimfanelo ezinhle ezingenakuhlukaniswa nakho! Yilolu thando, olukhulula inhliziyo ekuthandeni izinto ezinengqondo, ukuhlanza izinhloso zayo futhi uqondise konke ukunyakaza kwayo ngasezulwini, buthule buqede futhi kancane kancane kucekele phansi yonke imibono nezifiso zomuntu wasemhlabeni. Ngokungazweli ubumnene, ukubekezela, uthando, ukuthobeka kwe-JC kuthatha indawo yamaphutha endoda; lonke uthando lomuntu, yonke imizwa yemvelo iyaguqulwa futhi igxile othandweni lukaNkulunkulu olulodwa: umuntu akasaphili impilo yakhe; kodwa nguJC ohlala kuye: ke impilo yobunkulunkulu....
Ubani ongamisa umphefumulo ohlukaniselwe uNkulunkulu ngesifungo esiqotho sokulalela nokulahla? Ubani osangamvimba emsebenzini wokupheleliswa kwevangeli? Yikuphi ukucabangela, isiphi isikhundla esingamlimaza , lapho ephonsa amehlo akhe ezimweni ezihlukene zempilo yesibonelo sakhe esikhulu, kusukela ekuzalweni kwakhe kuze kube sekufeni kwakhe ? Ubona kanjalo
uma uthi nhlá, kanye nenhloso amcebisa yona, kanye nendlela ayilandele ukuze afike lapho ngemva kwakhe. Yikuphi ukuzidela ayeseyesaba ngemva kwalabo amenzela bona kanye nalabo yena ngokwakhe amenzela bona, elahla intando yakhe nakho konke okuthophayo kwemvelo, ukuze avumelane noNkulunkulu wakhe?...
U-JC ukhononda ngemiphakathi emibi.
Wathi akusekho ukucatshangelwa, isisulu sigqugquzelwa yisifiso sami; phezu kwalokho, kufanele idatshulwe ibe yizicucu futhi iqedwe umlilo wothando. Kulesi sinqumo esingcwele, uhlomisa ngesandla esivulekile ngenkemba yokulimaza kanye nokungena; uzikhuthaza ukuba azamukele ngentshiseko zonke iziphambano ezikhona, elandela isibonelo senkosi yakhe yaphezulu; ufika ekuzifiseni nasekuzifuneni ngokulangazela, kuze kufike eqophelweni lokuthola intokozo emangalisayo ngokululazeka nokuhlupheka; ngoba uwabheka njengezingxenye zesiphambano sika-J .
Ngakho-ke, ngokuphikisana, ngokulwa, ngokuchitha njalo ukuthambekela nokuthambekela kwemvelo eyonakele, umsha-mthetho waphezulu uyayazi indlela yokunxephezela labo abangabakhe ngokuphucwa nokulahla .
abakwenza kuye, ukuze benze ngokuvumelana nabo bonke ubunzima bomthetho wakhe. Kanjani, emva kwalokho, umuntu angakuthandi ukululazeka nokuhlupheka?
Ungakhetha kanjani ukuqina okungcwele kweVangeli kukho konke, kuyilapho kunesithakazelo esikhulu ekufuneni?
Nokho, O nkosi yami yaphezulu! baphi abalandeli bakho? Nkulunkulu ohluphekayo, baphi abalingisi benu ezweni eligqilazwe yizinzwa nezinkanuko, abakhonza izithombe zezimiso enizilahlayo na? Izwe elesabekayo ngesiphambano sakho kuphela, futhi elingayazi ishwa elikhulu ukwedlula ukufana noNkulunkulu elimkhonzayo noma elisathi lingumkhulekeli wakhe?... Yeka ukucabangisisa okufanele kwenziwe! ...
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USanta Francis, umlingisi weqiniso ka-JC
Kulapha, Baba, lapho ngibuyela khona kumsunguli wethu ongcwele, ukuze ngithole lo mfundi weqiniso, lomlingisi weqiniso ka-JC, ompofu, ohluphekayo, futhi othotshisiwe. Wamlandela isinyathelo ngesinyathelo ebumpofu bakhe, ekuthotshisweni kwakhe nasekuhluphekeni kwakhe; wamlingisa ngobuntu bakhe, futhi waba njengaye, okungenani, njengoba nje umuntu ohlanzekile engafana nomuntu ongunkulunkulu. Ngokuzithandela wanamathela esiphambanweni sakhe; futhi ngokufela ukholo ngokuzithandela nangokuqhubekayo kwalokhu kuhlupheka nokuphila okubethelwe esiphambanweni, uye waba omunye wezisulu ezinhle kakhulu zothando lukankulunkulu ofayo. Yeka isibonelo ezinganeni zakhe! isibonelo esihle kubo bonke abathembekile !....
Ekude nokuphoxeka ngobumpofu besiphambano kanye negama lenkosi yakhe yobuNkulunkulu, wakhazimulisa kuso njengomphostoli; njengalelo qhawe laseKalvari, wajabula ekuhluphekeni nasekuhluphekeni kwakhe. Wakulambela futhi womela: wafuna ngentshiseko eyengeziwe kunaleyo abantu bezwe ababenayo ukuze bathole ukwaneliseka kwabo, zonke izikhathi ezazinganelisa isifiso sakhe sokuhlupheka ngenxa yothando lukaNkulunkulu wakhe; futhi yile ntshiseko yamaserafi eyadala imfihlakalo enkulu, eyaziwa abantu abambalwa kakhulu kuphela, ngisho ukuhambisana okuyimfihlakalo ngokuphelele okwatholakala phakathi komuntu walo ngcwele omkhulu kanye nomuntu kaJC ngokwakhe; ukuthobela,
kungabi ngengqondo nenhliziyo kuphela, kodwa futhi okwabonakala nasemzimbeni walesi simangaliso sobungcwele, ngehlazo elingcwele uthando oluqoshwe khona.
ezinhlamvu zegazi, ukumela ngokwemvelo, ngangokunokwenzeka, amanxeba angcwele ka-JC ngokwakhe ... Yini engaba enkulu futhi ekhazimulayo ngaphezu kwalokhu kufana okuseduze komuntu noMsindisi wakhe noNkulunkulu wakhe!. ..
UJC wayethanda ukuhlupheka, ukulalela, ubumpofu, ukuthobeka, uFrancis oNgcwele wenza isabelo sakhe ngakho; njengoba sesishilo, wayethobekile, ehlupheka, empofu, elalela njengaye. I-JC yayingenalutho emhlabeni, lapho yayingenayo indawo yokubeka ikhanda layo; wacabanga kuphela ngenkazimulo kayise nensindiso yemiphefumulo ayezele ukuzoyihlenga. Kwakuyileso sifiso esisodwa okwathi ngemva kokumhlubula zonke, bambopha enqunu esiphambanweni.
Elandela isibonelo sakhe, uFrancis oNgcwele akagcini nje ngokuvuma ukuchithwa kwe-JC, kodwa ushiya ngisho nomkhuba ambozwe ngawo, futhi awubuyisele kulowo ayethole kuye, ehlonishwe ukuthi akasenababa kuphela eZulwini. ; ube esegijima ukuze azilahle ezinyaweni zombhishobhi wakhe ongcwele, owamamukela ezingalweni zakhe futhi emcindezela ngesisa esifubeni sakhe: uphawu lwenyunyana angena isivumelwano nayo .
JC, indawo yakhe umbhishobhi omuhle abembekele yona, ngalesi sikhathi ikakhulukazi.
Ekugcineni, Baba, ngizothini kuwe? Wona lomoya wokuhlubula nokuhlupheka, owawubethele umzimba wenkosi enqunu esiphambanweni, wanyathelisa emzimbeni womfundi izimpawu eziphilayo zamanxeba ayehlatshwe ngawo; futhi njengoba u-JC eyisa esiqongweni seZulu ubufakazi obunegazi bothando lwakhe ngathi, kanjalo uSanta Francis uyohlale ethwele lapho inhlamba yamanxeba akhe athandekayo, njengobufakazi obunegazi bothando lwakhe ngezinhlupheko zika-J. C. Yeka ukunqoba ubukhulu be
umhlaba; kodwa yeka ukufana okukhazimulayo nomuntu weNdodana kaNkulunkulu!...
Singafana naye ngokuphelele kunobaba wethu oNgcwele uFrancis?
Ngiyazi, Baba, ukuthi akunikwa wonke umuntu ukufinyelela kuleli zinga lokuphelela; kodwa akulona iqiniso elincane ukuthi akekho ongathemba insindiso ngaphandle kokudlula endleleni yokululazeka nokuhlupheka; ngaphandle kokuzisola, ukwehliswa kwezinzwa, ukulahla ubumina kanye nezimiso zomhlaba, esifunge ngazo ngefonti yongcwele.
ubhapathizo, ngazwi, ngaphandle kwalokhu kuhambisana nesibonelo saphezulu esasithatha lapho njengesikhulu sethu nesabelo sethu; ukuvumelana insindiso enamathiselwe ngokungenakuguquleka.
Abantu bezwe abashisekayo mabazwe manje ngokuthanda kwabo, futhi bazame, uma bekwazi, ukwamukela iVangeli ngokuthanda kwabo kanye nezinkanuko zabo; ukuthi bazithobe, uma bethanda, ukuthi uNkulunkulu kufanele avumelane nemibono yabo engenangqondo, nokuthi indlela yabo yokuthatha izinto kufanele ibe umthetho wezahlulelo zakhe; ukuthi bazenzele bona, ukuya ezulwini, indlela
entsha nenhle, naphezu kwezibikezelo zeVangeli; naphezu kwazo zonke izindawo zabo zokuhlala nakho konke ukuthamba abakuletha emthethweni, ngizothi kubo: Inkohliso! yonke leyo nkohliso! Cha! Cha! akunjengoba ucabanga; ukunqotshwa kwezulu akuzange kube yintokozo noma ukuzijabulisa; akakaze athathwe ngaphandle kobudlova; umgwaqo wawuhlale umqansa futhi unzima: amagwala ayengenakuhamba lapho, futhi kuyohlale kuyiqiniso ukusho ukuthi umuntu akasoze afika lapho ngaphandle kwendlela encane yokuzisola nesiphambano, nangokulandela imikhondo yokopha kunkulunkulu obethelwe esiphambanweni . ..
Ngalinda isikhathi eside kakhulu, mina
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Baba, ukukhuluma nawe ngale ngxoxo nobaba wethu oNgcwele uFrancis, futhi mhlawumbe bengingeke ngikwenze lokho, ukube bekungengenxa yalokho okwenzeka kimi muva nje endaweni efanayo. Ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule, ngisaphonsa amehlo ami, ngaphandle kokuklama, esithombeni esifanayo, ngezwa ngishaywa ngaphakathi; futhi ngenxa yokukhanya okungcwele okwangikhanyisela, umoya weNkosi wangikhumbuza ngakho konke okwakumelwe kimi esikhathini esidlule ngalesi sithombe esifanayo, ngomyalelo wokuba sibhalwe phansi....
Akusona ukuphela kwesimo empilweni yami lapho uNkulunkulu engiyale ngale ndlela, ngisho nangezithombe ezipendiwe noma ezibaziweyo.
Uthando olujulile lwe-JC ngemiphefumulo yethu. Wazidela ngokuphelele ngenxa yabo.
Ngelinye ilanga, phakathi kokunye, ngaguqa ngaguqa ngakhonza iSigramente eliBusisiwe ngokusebenzisa igrile encane esekwayeni. Izinhlobo zamashutha, njengoba nazi, asebenza ukuvala le grille ngaphakathi, abevulwe nhlangothi zombili. Kungenzeka ukuthi uqaphele, ngenkathi udlula kule ndawo, isithombe sephepha esingamamitha ubude sinamathele ohlangothini olulodwa lwe-shutter. Imele isiphambano esizungezwe izimbali neziqephu ezivela emiBhalweni eNgcwele, ezihambisana nenkanuko. Lesi sithombe Baba kumele ngikutshele ukuthi yimina engangisibeka lapho. Yilokho nje impela engangikuphathe emhlabeni ngesikhathi ngiwushiya. Lalingibiza omazisi amathathu, okuyinani lezinsuku zami ngisensimini;
enamathiselwe esithombeni sami, engangivame ukuthandaza phambi kwakho. Ekungeneni komphakathi, ngazinamathisela kule ndawo esengiyibalile, ukuze ngibe nenjabulo yokuke ngiyibuke ngidlule; okwakusangikhumbuza njalo kungenza ngizizwe ngingcono injabulo yami yokuba ngunazaretha. (1).
(1) Isithombe okukhulunywa ngaso sasisekhabetheni lami lapho kufanele ngihambe. Angazi nhlobo ukuthi kwenzekeni ngaye.
Nakhu-ke, Baba, yilokho okwenzeka kimi phambi kwesithombe sami esidala: Ngakhuluma noNkulunkulu okhona eSakramenteni eliNgcwele, lapho ukholo lwami lwalumdumisa; kodwa, ngesikhathi esithile lapho ngibuka into ephusile, kimina kwabonakala sengathi, ngesichasiselo esithile, nami ngangikhuluma kancane esithombeni esibona ngaso leso sikhathi engangikucabanga . Ngakho ngathi kuNkulunkulu phambi kwesithombe: Nkulunkulu wami! Ngisebenze usuku lonke ukuze ngibe nawe ngezithukuthuku zebunzi lami
ngibize inani losuku.....
Lo mthandazo, noma ukumelwa, okuhlekisayo njengoba kwakunjalo ngokwawo, kwabangela impendulo engingasoze ngiyikhohlwe, ngakho-ke iqukethe incazelo, amandla kanye neqiniso: kubonakala kimi ukuthi u-JC wavumela lolu hlobo lokweqisa ngami, ngokusobala ukuthatha indawo yokunginika isifundo sokuhlakanipha okuphezulu kakhulu, ngokungenza isihlamba esithinta inhliziyo; ngoba uyakwazi ukusizakala ngakho konke, futhi ngisho nezinto ezingenandaba kakhulu, ukuze afundise futhi azuze kimi. UNkulunkulu makavumele ukuthi futhi kube ngenjongo yokuzuzisa abanye abaningi, njengoba ngilokotha nginethemba !....
Kancane kancane ngangiwakhulume la mazwi kimina, noma mhlawumbe ngomlomo wami; engazwa sengathi liphuma eSakramente Elingcwele, noma emfanekisweni, izwi elihluke kakhulu elashaya izindlebe zokuqonda ngokucacile, uma lingashayi lelo lomzimba, engingenakuliqinisekisa . Futhi mina, mina
ndodakazi, ngisebenze iminyaka engaphezu kwamashumi amathathu ukuze ngisindise umphefumulo wakho; Ngijuluka igazi namanzi lapho, futhi angigodlanga lutho ukuze ngiqinisekise ukunqoba kwami. Ngemva kokuhlupheka ukuphila kwami konke, ngafa ukuze nginihlenge esihogweni, futhi angilindele ukuthi ngikwenze lokho ngenani elikhulu kakhulu. Cha, ndodakazi yami, awungikhokhisi kakhulu, inqobo nje uma usebenzisa ithuba lokuhlengwa kwakho. Yini engingeke ngiyenze ukukuthengela yona ngokukuqinisekisa ngenjabulo engikutholele yona ngegazi lami elichithekile? Futhi ngikholwe, ndodakazi yami, ngenkathi uphila, lapho uzosebenza izigidi zeminyaka, impilo yakho yonke ibingeke yanele ukuqaphela nokukodwa kokuthandwa yimi; neminye imisebenzi emihle owake wayenza emhlabeni ngelinye ilanga uma usengathi izulu liyokuphiwa ize; lokho kusho ukuthi, ungakwenzi
ukwenza ukufaneleka, uwedwa . Konke umuntu olungile angakwenza lapha-
ophansi akanakuthwala isilinganiso esincane semivuzo emlindile.
Kufanele ucabange kahle, Baba, ukuthi ngemva kwempendulo enjalo, kufanele ngabe ngaba namahloni futhi ngiphoxekile ukuthi ngikwazile ukuthatha inani losuku njengento ethile, nomfanekiso wami wemiphefumulo emithathu njengomnikelo omkhulu uNkulunkulu ayengikweleta wona. bonga; futhi nokho uzimisele ukukwenza, futhi asivuze nakakhulu. umusa ongaka! yeka ukuzithoba kwakhe!
Ngakho-ke, uBaba wami, ngesikhathi salesi sithombe, u-JC wangenza ngenza ukucabanga okubaluleke kakhulu, futhi waqopha ngokujulile emphefumulweni wami leyo mibono engcwele ayevele wanginika yona izikhathi ezingaphezu kwesisodwa. Konke engakuzwa akubonakalanga njengokukhulunyelwa ngesihlamba, kodwa kuphela
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ngendlela yeziqondiso. Ngabona ukuthi akukho mnyakazo esithombeni; ngoba angifuni ukuqhubekisela phambili noma yini engingenaso isiqiniseko sayo: konke kwenzeka njengoba ngishilo .
Ukukhanya okungavamile kokholo okwakhanyisela uDade emibonweni yakhe kanye nemibono yangaphakathi athakazelelwa ngayo.
Ngisenombono omncane kuwe, Baba, mayelana nemibono nemibono yangaphakathi, engakutshela kakhulu uNkulunkulu anginike yona kwasebuntwaneni. Ngikhumbula kahle ukuthi lapho ngiseyingane, ngamangala kwaze kwaba seqophelweni lokugcina, lapho lokhu kukhanya okungavamile kuvele kushaye ingqondo yami, inhliziyo yami noma ukuqonda kwami. Ngaphandle kodlame yazifaka emphefumulweni. Ngahlala ngigxilile, ngimangele, futhi eceleni kwami, ngingasebenzisi cishe izinzwa zami, ngenza, njengokungathi, ngomshini kuphela kuzo zonke izivivinyo ezijwayelekile: okwenzeke kimi izikhathi eziyikhulu nekhulu kusukela ngaleso sikhathi, futhi ngenxa yesizathu esifanayo . .
Imibono yami yakhula njengoba ngikhula, futhi ngokunganaki ngafunda ukubonisana naye, ngokucabanga ayenginikeza kona.
kuphakanyisiwe. Ngakho-ke wazazisa kimina ngolimi oluthile olumfanele, nolungekho ulimi lomuntu ongalulingisa kahle, njengoba nginichazele kabanzi kwenye indawo ....
Ngakho-ke wangenza ngaqonda ukuthi wayewukukhanya kwaphezulu okukhanya ebumnyameni, futhi ubumnyama obungenakukuqonda: noma uma uthanda kangcono, wathi, Mina ngiyisibani sokukholwa. Abangilandelayo abahambi ebumnyameni; kodwa bangabantwana bokukhanya, kuyilapho labo abavala amehlo abo emisebeni yami bayohlala ebumnyameni futhi bayokuwa besuka kwalasha beya kwalasha.
Ngangazi ukuthi lokhu kukhanya kwakuvela engqikithini yobunkulunkulu, nokuthi ubuhle bakho baveza emiphefumulweni ukholo olungenakunyakaziswa ezivivinyweni ezinzima kakhulu nasezingozini ezisobala kakhulu; ukuthi akukho ukuhlushwa noma ukufa okwakungakwazi unyakazisa umphefumulo walesi sitembu, lapho kuwumbuzo wokusekela amaqiniso enkolo yobuKristu neyobuKatolika, ngamafuphi konke lokho iSonto elikuhlongozayo okholweni lwabathembekile. . . .
Kude nokudinga ukulamula kwezinzwa, lo mbono, ukuze sizwe, udinga ukuthi sikunqabele ukusetshenziswa kwawo, ngoba yilapho udeveli ebeka khona izicupho zakhe, alahle udobo kanye nenkohliso yakhe; kaningi, ngoba izinzwa zithandeka kakhulu kuyo; kanti ukusebenza kukaNkulunkulu kanye nomusa wakhe akubi ngokujwayelekile ngaphandle kokukhanya kweFaith Charity .
kubuswa futhi kugqugquzelwa ukholo; futhi ukholo, kanye nayo yonke imisebenzi emihle, ithola inani layo othandweni . Kuhlole konke lokhu phambi kukaNkulunkulu, ma
Baba, ukubona ukuthi kungaba yini noma yini ephambene nemfundiso yeBandla. Xhumana noma, uma uyifuna, inqobo nje uma bengabantu abathembekile nabafunde kahle ; ngoba kuzoba nezinqumo ezizokwenziwa. Ngishiya konke ekuhlakanipheni kwakho, futhi, ngayo yonke inhlonipho engenzeka, ezinhliziyweni ezingcwele zikaJesu noMariya, njll.
ISIQEPHU VIII.
Imfihlo ukuthi i-JC ifuna ukuba siyiqaphele ngokuphathelene nalo msebenzi, kuze kube yisikhathi lapho kufanele ishicilelwe futhi ikhiqize izithelo ezinkulu zensindiso.
Amanothi ayesethathiwe kakade izinsuku eziyisishiyagalombili noma eziyishumi, futhi ngangimatasa necebo lokubhala kwami, lapho uDadewethu Wokuzalwa Ememezela ku-Abbess ukuthi wayesenokuthile okukhethekile ayengakhuluma nami, futhi, ngemvume yomphathi wakhe. ,wangicela.
Wathi kimi: “Baba, ngimelwe ukukutshela lokho uNkulunkulu angazise kimi esikhathini esifushane esidlule, ngokuphathelene nombhalo ogciniwe: lesi seluleko singakuthinta ngokuqondile kunanoma ubani omunye; ngakho-ke nginemiyalo yokuyithumela kini. Nakhu, Baba, nakhu okuyikho: Ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule umama wangibuza imibuzo ethile ephathelene namanothi aziyo engikunike wona ngezimo zamanje.
Wayengathanda ukwazi ukuthi uNkulunkulu akazange angibonise okuthile okukhethekile mayelana nesiphetho seBandla kanye nomphakathi wethu. Ngazihlambalaza, ngandlela thile, ngokuthula kakhulu kukho konke lokhu, ikakhulukazi njengoba ngikholelwa ukuthi akakwazi ukusebenzisa kabi ukwethenjwa...
Ubudedengu bukaSisi.
Ngakho ngahamba ngaze ngavuma kuye ukuthi uJC ungenze ngaqonda ukuthi udeveli wangena esinagogeni lakhe ukuze ashushise iBandla...; ukuthi wayengibonise inkolo nemiphakathi ngaphansi komfanekiso womvini owawuzonqunywa futhi unikezwe ukuba uphangwe, futhi njengokungathi unyathelwe phansi kwezinyawo zabadlulayo... angizange ngizichaze ngokuqhubekayo ; kodwa, maye!... kwase kukhulunywe kakhulu, njengoba ngangikhulume ngokumelene nentando yaphezulu, okwazenza ngezwa ekujuleni komphefumulo wami ngokuphazamiseka okuthile okwangenza ngesabe ukuthi ngimonile uNkulunkulu. Wenzeni lapho, wakhala unembeza wami ? Ingabe yilokho obunakho
wathembisa? futhi ngokushesha inkumbulo
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yathathwa kimi, ngaphandle kokuthi ngikwazi ukusho okwengeziwe, ngesikhathi ngithanda. Ngazanelisa ngokutusa ukuthula kumama wethu, ngaphandle kokumnikeza nokuncane ukudideka kwami, nokho okwangikhathaza kakhulu usuku lonke. Ekugcineni, ngalobo busuku, sengiguqe phansi ezinyaweni zesiphambano sami ukuze ngicele intethelelo ngokungabi nangqondo kwami, nanku uBaba wami, umyalo.
ukuthi uJC wanginika lokho, engasebenzisi amagama, kodwa indlela engikuchaze ngayo.
U-JC umncoma imfihlo enkulu kuze kufike isikhathi lapho lokho akwazisa ngakho kufanele kushicilelwe. Imiphumela nezithelo zalolu shicilelo.
“Khumbula,” esho kimi, “ukuthi eminyakeni engaphezu kwamashumi amabili edlule ngatusa ukuba ufake idiphozithi lokho okufanele ngikuvimbele ukuba ukwazi kamuva. Manje, le diphozi engikhulume ngayo kakhulu kini, ayilutho ngaphandle kwemfihlo engenakwephulwa lapho umbhalo kufanele uvalelwe futhi njengoba wawugcinwe ngaphansi kophawu, kuze kufike isikhathi lapho kufanele uphume futhi uvele obala. »
UNkulunkulu wangenza ngabona, nakuba ngandlela-thile ngokudideka, ukuthi lo msebenzi omncane, okungowakhe, kufanele ngelinye ilanga wamukelwe izizwe ezingaphezu kwesisodwa kanye nombuso ongaphezu kowodwa; ukuthi kufanele alandele isibani sokukholwa kuze kube sekugcineni, nalabo abazohamba ekukhanyeni kwalo, ngaphandle kokuba ngikwazi ukubona lapho kufanele ame khona. Izofundwa kuze kube yikhulu lokugcina lomhlaba futhi kuze kube izikhathi zokugcina zesonto lika-JC
Ikakhulukazi manje, Baba, lapho umuntu angasho khona ngomphrofethi (1), ukuthi, ezinkathini zokugcina, abantwana nabadala bayoba namaphupho angaqondakaliyo nangokwesiprofetho, nokuthi uNkulunkulu uyobangela abantu abasha ukuba baprofethe kanye nabadala; ukulwa nabaprofethi bamanga bomphikukristu ngingasho, ngo
umqondo wokuthi ngiyikho konke lokho, uBaba; njengoba ngimdala, ngimncane ezicini eziningi, futhi ngingasho ukuthi, ngaphezu kwephuzu elilodwa, nginakho konke ukungazi nobulula bengane. Ngakho-ke, uma kuyiqiniso ukuthi sithinta amakhulu eminyaka okugcina eBandla, ukugcwaliseka kwesiphrofetho ngesilinganiso saso sonke kungatholakala kimi ngedwa. Sibuyele kumgomo wethu....
UJoweli.
Isikhathi lapho singenza khona le ncwadi, nendlela yokwenza.
Ngakho-ke i-JC yangibonisa, njengokungathi ivela kude, isikhathi asigcinela ulwazi lwakhe, nalapho yena ngokwakhe ezonikeza isignali yokudonsa umsebenzi ediphozini. Kuyodingeka, kusho yena, ukuthi ngaphambi kwesikhathi umlilo wosizi, ohlupha iBandla lami, ucishwe; umoya wokunqoba kaSathane kufanele ujabhiswe; ukuthi isinagoge lakhe lichithwe, amandla akhe angapheli athotshiswe, futhi iBandla libuyiselwe kuwo wonke amalungelo alo. Khona-ke, wangitshela, umphathiswa uzokhuluma nombhishobhi wakhe kanye nondunankulu; kodwa okwamanje, ukuthi
akaphazami ekukhetheni labo azobonisana nabo. Kulapha lapho kufanele ahlanganise ubuhlakani benyoka nobulula bejuba. Makaqaphele abangane bamanga, abazalwane bamanga, abafundisi bamanga, abashisekeli bamanga, abahluleli bamanga! Makaqaphele amathuna acakiwe, izimpisi ezimbozwe ngesikhumba sewundlu, ezathi, ngobuzenzisi obunyanyekayo kakhulu, zangena esibayeni ukuze zenelise ulaka lwazo, ngokuhlaba umhlambi, ngokuzenzisa ngokuphana nangobuntu, uma izinga lomntwana kaNkulunkulu lenza isitha esisodwa sezwe likababa.
Amashwa angaba umphumela wokushicilelwa ngaphambi kwesikhathi.
Khona-ke, ngokukhanya kwangaphakathi u-JC wangenza ngazi amashwa amabi, okwathi kuze kube yilesi sikhathi, afike kulo lonke iBandla ngokunganaki okukodwa kithi. Ngiyaphila baba namanje ngisathuthumela, ngiphila ulaka oluhambisa uSathane kimi nawe, selokhu wafunda icebo lethu. Ngakho-ke akayena ongenalwazi ngalokho okwedlule phakathi kwethu, futhi ngenxa yalokho uzovumela ukucabanga kwakhe nokusola kwakhe mahhala. Kodwa umbhalo wethu, oyimfihlo, ungowakhe lokho umcebo oyigugu ovalelwe ngaphansi kwesihluthulelo esingenakunqotshwa sesisefo esingeseba. Ehluleka ukuyibamba, umthumbi ubhoka ngolaka, futhi udliwa wukubheka izindlela zokuphoqa lesi sifuba, noma ukusivula ukuze abambe okuqukethe. Kunjalo, yenza
Isifiso esikhulu sedemoni siwukwenza kwaziwe ngakho ezitheni zenkolo nezeBandla, ubushiqela bazo obuyofeza izinjongo zakhe ngokumangalisayo. Ufuna yonke indawo izindlela zokuziphilisa futhi azihlomise ngokumelene nathi. Uzithopha ngokuthi uzofika ekupheleni kwakho, futhi kudala wathembisa ukuthi sizoba yizisulu zokuqala zokushushiswa esiyobe sikujabulele, futhi okuzokwenza ukuthi kugeleze igazi lamaKristu angcono kakhulu, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke izikhonzi zenkolo ezingcwele kakhulu.
Ngikhumbula ukuthi wake, ngokuhleka okubi, wangibonisa yona kanye indela ayezoyisebenzisa ukuze abhuntshise umsebenzi wokuqala, futhi konke kwenzeka njengoba ayengitshele . Ngakho, Baba, kuze kube
izinto sezishintshile, njengoba izulu libukeka lisiholela ethembeni, akumele ucabange ukwenza noma yini yaziwe kunoma ubani, ikakhulukazi ukushicilela noma yini, noma phakathi nokuphila kwami noma ngemva kokufa kwami.
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Kuzobe kukhanyisa ithoshi ukuze kushiswe iBandla kudle imiphakathi. Kodwa uma sithembekile ekulaleleni uNkulunkulu akufunayo, uJ.
C. uyangiqinisekisa ukuthi uzokweseka konke, ukuthi uzowuvikela umsebenzi wakhe futhi azi ukuthi angadunga kanjani imizamo yezitha zakhe. Yeka ukuthi kubaluleke kangakanani ukungagcini imfihlo yalolu hlobo ! (1)
Manje ake sibuyele endaweni yami yokuhlala eSaint-Malo lapho uDadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu angithumelela khona incwadi elandelayo, ngasekupheleni kwenyanga kaNovember 1791:
Incwadi evela kuSisi Wokuzalwa eya kuMhleli. Isixwayiso esisha sokugcina umsebenzi uyimfihlo, ngenxa yamashwa amasha asongela iBandla.
“Baba, eminyakeni engaphezu kwamashumi amabili edlule, njengoba wazi, uNkulunkulu wangitshela izikhathi eziningana ukuthi umsebenzi
(1) Ukwahlulela kahle konke lokhu, kimi kubonakala sengathi akumelwe sithathe izinto endaweni ezikuyo manje, kodwa kunalokho endaweni lapho zazikhona ngesikhathi uDade ekhuluma nami ngale ndlela; futhi kuzovunyelwana ngokuthi konke kushintshile kakhulu, nokuthi, ikakhulukazi njengoba kushone uDade, amashwa amaningi okwakufanele esatshwe ngempela, awasekho, noma cishe awasekho, namuhla. Uma umlilo ungakacimi ngokuphelele, kubonakala sengathi, sibonga uNkulunkulu, ucisha usuku nosuku.
okukhulunywa ngakho kwakufanele kufakwe ediphozini ukuze igcinwe lapho isikhathi esithile. Ngabe sengikhuluma ngomsebenzi kanye nediphozithi kumqondisi wami, ongazange abonakale kimina engakuqondi kahle engangifuna ukukusho, futhi lokho akunakusolwa kuye; ngoba lapho ngikhuluma naye ngakho, ngiyavuma kuwe ukuthi ngangingaziqondi ngempela. Namuhla, Baba, uNkulunkulu uthembisa ukungichazela ngokucacile le mpicabadala, ngokungenza ngazi ngokucacile kunakho konke engakutshela kona kuqala emehlweni, ukuthi sesifikile isikhathi sokubeka umsebenzi, aze akhiphe isaziso lapho usuphelile. yisikhathi sokuyihoxisa.
Kwakungemva kwesidlo lapho azichaza khona ngaleli phuzu, futhi nanku umphumela walokho angenze ngakuqonda: esiye sabhekana nakho.
Isiphepho sesinesikhathi eside sivunguza, kumele sigcine sephule maduze. Ububi besihogo sebuphakeme maduzane, futhi ngesaba kakhulu ukushaywa kwaso kokugcina
Amaphoyisa O! Baba asikuqaphele ukubekezelelana okuyinkohliso esithenjiswe kona
wonke amaqembu, ngaphansi kwezaba zokulingana, ezokuthula kanye naleyo nkululeko, abathi, yakha amalungelo omuntu! Baba, uma iZulu lingasiniki isandla, ukuze sixabanise, njengoba ngithemba, iphrojekthi yokuchitha igazi ecatshangelwayo, siyoba yizisulu zalokhu kubukeka okumangalisayo. Lesi isicupho sokugcina uSathane asibekela sona: kungukuzola okukhohlisayo, ukuthula okuyingozi okumemezela isiphepho esisha, mhlawumbe nokuphihlizeka komkhumbi okuningi; kungalendlela lapho kuhlongozwa khona ukuba kuqoqwe abapristi abalungile nezicukuthwane, ukuze kubaqothule ngokuqinisekile, futhi kanjalo kususwe ngasikhathi sinye isithiyo esikhulu setulo lokubhubhisa inkolo noMbuso. . . .
Ngethemba ngosizo lwaphezulu ukuthi lo msebenzi we-infernal ngeke ufezwe ngokugcwele; kodwa ngibona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi izinto ngeke zilunge ngaphandle kokuchitheka kwegazi eliningi; futhi ngesaba kakhulu ukuthi lezi zinhlonipho ezisobala, eziye zathinteka kakhulu kubefundisi besigaba sesibili, zizophela, njengesifiso sikaHerode sokufuna ukukhulekela uJC, ekubulaweni kwabantu abangenacala.
Yebo, Baba, ngiyamesaba kakhulu kubo bonke abantu; kodwa mina nginesaba kakhulu kakhulu; ngoba uma isihogo singemva kwawo wonke ama-ecclesiastics asezingeni lakho, ungangabazi ukuthi sinentshisekelo ethile yokukushushisa, ngenxa yediphozithi esiyibona kusengaphambili kufanele ibe yingozi kuso. Ufungile ukuwa kwakho; uzohamba ngayo yonke indlela, uzokwenza konke ukuhlula icebo lakho. Kodwa unesizathu sokuziqinisekisa ngethemba lesivikelo esikhethekile esivela kuye ofuna ukukusebenzisa ukuze ulethe impumelelo yomsebenzi obhekene nawo mathupha . Kodwa njengoba ungamlingi uNkulunkulu, wena
kumele uthathe zonke izindlela onazo.
Izinyathelo okufanele umhleli azithathe ukuze avikele umuntu wakhe kanye nezincwadi zokubhalela lapho egcina khona.
“Ngakho-ke ngicabanga, Baba, ukuthi ungenza kahle ngokubeka izincwadi zakho kanye nomuntu wakho endaweni ephephile, ngokudlulela kude kakhulu phakathi nenhlekelele elungiselelayo; ngoba sisondela ekuqhumeni okungekude kakhulu njengoba umuntu engase acabange ngokubonakala kwesikhashana. Kuqinisekile
ukuthi umama wethu ukuthumelele ibhokisi lakho lamaphepha, nemali kanye nemiphumela emincane ozoyidinga. Kufanele uye ngokushesha eJersey noma eGuernsey, futhi nixoxe lapho nabanye bababhishobhi bethu abalungile, bashushiswe ngenxa yesizathu esifanayo nesakho; ngoba uNkulunkulu ungenza ngiphinde ngibone ukuthi kubefundisi bokuqala okufanele ukhulume nabo kuqala (1); uyosho egameni lami kulaba befundisi abalungile engibalahla ngenhliziyo yami yonke futhi ngaphandle kokuvinjelwa konke okungaphambana nenkolelo yeBandla lamaRoma, engifuna ukuphila futhi ngife kulo.
Wayengibonise yena mathupha uMgr. uMbhishobhi waseTréguer; futhi kwaba kuye ukuthi ngikhulume nami kuqala, njengoba kuzobonakala maduze.
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Ngokungangabazeki uyaqonda, Baba, ukuthi kufanele kusibize kangakanani ukukunxusa njalo ukuba uziqhelelanise nangokwengeziwe, thina esifisa kanjalo ukubuya kwakho! Yeka usizi kimi ikakhulukazi, abangakwazi
ukuthi ngobunzima obungaka ngivule inhliziyo yami kunoma yimuphi omunye ngokuziphatha uNkulunkulu anakho mayelana nami! Maye! Baba, kubonakala sengathi lokhu kwehlukana okunonya kuwumhlatshelo awufuna ngempela, futhi okufanele siwenze kuye, singazi ukuthi kuyoba phakade, noma isikhathi esithile kuphela. Masikhonze intando yakhe engcwele futhi silalele ngokuphuphutheka....
Ukuzethemba kumele abe nakho kuProvidence.
"Ngangithathe inkululeko yokumela kuye ukuthi bekungaba lula kangakanani futhi kungabizi kakhulu ngawe ukuthi uhlale lapho ukhona, kunokuba uhambe, ngokukhathala okusha kanye nezingozi ezintsha, ukuwela izilwandle emhlabeni, cishe ngaphandle kwezinsiza. , komunye umbuso, izwe elingaziwa yibo bonke
ukuthi iNkosi yethu yangiphendula ukuthi kwakudinga kuphela ukuzethemba kanye Nesibindi; ukuthi umuntu angamlingi ngokufuna izimangaliso, esikhundleni sezindlela ezijwayelekile azinikezayo kuphela ukuze azisebenzise. UJosefa noMariya, wangitshela ukuthi, babenezinsiza ezincane kakhulu ohlangothini lwabantu, kodwa nokho, ngaphandle kokulinda izimangaliso zokukhululwa olakeni lukaHerode, basuka ebusuku futhi ngomyalelo wokuqala, ezweni elingaziwa nelingaziwa, ngaphandle kokukhathazeka ngezenzakalo. Lokhu futhi kungumsebenzi wakho, mina
Baba, angikungabazi: Lena yindlela okumelwe uziphathe ngayo, kanye nesibonelo okufanele usilingise futhi usilandele, ukuze usindise omunye futhi umntwana ovela ezulwini... (1)
Ngingafakaza, ngenkazimulo kaNkulunkulu neNceku yakhe, ukuthi angizange ngiswele izidingo ekudingisweni kwami, nokuthi, ngaphandle kokufisa ukwenza noma yimiphi imisebenzi ngaphandle kwaleyo ehlobene nezifundo zami ezincane, futhi eyangibuyisela emuva ngakho, ngaba nesikhathi esingaphezu kwesisodwa sokutusa, noma ngokumangala, ukunakekelwa kwe-Providence ehlale enaka ukuhlinzeka ngezidingo engangivame ukungaziboni kusengaphambili.
Ukuphikisana okumele kwenzeke kulo msebenzi. Ukunqoba kwayo kanye nemiphumela yako.
Ngemva kokwenza yonke imizamo yokumvimbela ukuba azalwe, ngibona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi idemoni lizophindaphinda ukufutheka kwakhe ukuze limminyanise embelekweni wakhe ngokushesha ngemva kokuzalwa kwakhe. Uyomvusela izitha nezithiyo kuyo yonke indawo; sizobona izazi zamanga zihloma ngobuqili kanye nama-sophisms ukuze zikuphikise, zihlazeke, zicekele phansi futhi zivimbele ukuba zingasakazeki; kodwa futhi ngiyabona ukuthi izokwesekwa kakhulu iqembu eliphikisayo, okuzothi, lidide imisebenzi yalo, lilenze linqobe yonke imizamo yalo. Liyofundwa, lifunwe, futhi, njengeVangeli ngokwalo, libe yithuba lensindiso nokulahlekelwa abaningi.
Lokhu, Baba, yilokho uNkulunkulu angibonise khona ngakho konke lokhu. Angingabazi; lokuzimisela kwenu ukumlalela. Ngikhombise ingxenye oyoyithatha, futhi ungenzele injabulo yokwengeza amazwi ambalwa kunembeza wami, ukuze izixazululo zakho ezinkingeni engikhulume ngazo kuwe zingiqinisekise, ngisho noma kwenzeka ukufa, Mina angijabule ngokusizwa nguwe, njengoba ngifisa....
Maye! Baba, asazi noma siyophinde sikubone futhi sikuzwe; kodwa noma kuphi intando engcwele kaNkulunkulu
hola, ungalokothi ukhohlwe uDadewethu ompofu wokuzalwa kukaJesu. Ngikhulekele kanye nathi sonke, njengoba senza kuwe ngasohlangothini lwethu. Ukholo, njengoba nazi, luyisibani saphezulu okufanele ngaso sonke isikhathi sisihole, njengoba nje uthando kufanele lusenze siphile. Yebo, Baba, ukholo, ithemba kanye nesisa sobuKristu, lena yindlela okufanele siyilandele njalo; yilokhu okufanele sibeke ithemba lethu lonke kukho; Ngengeza ukulalela uNkulunkulu naseBandleni lakhe ukuphila nokufa, okuyitshe leqiniso le
ukuthinta iqiniso eliyohlala lihlukaniswa nephutha. Zinjalo futhi zizohlala zikhona, ngomusa we-JC, imizwa yendodakazi yakho kuNkulunkulu,
»Sister of the Nativity.
»Thola, ngiyakuncenga, ngenhlonipho yami, labo bomphakathi wonkana.
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Umhleli wasuka eSt-Malo waya esiqhingini saseJersey, ngo-December 1791.
Ngemva kokuhlangenwe nakho kwesikhathi esidlule, angizange ngidinge okuningi kangako kumuntu wami ukuze nginqume ukuthi ngami. Ngangingakatholi lezi zixwayiso zokugcina kunomthetho wesibili owakhishwa, ukushaywa ngemva kokushaywa, iziyalezo zegazi nokubulala, ukungabi nabulungisa nobushiqela obuvukela zonke izizwe. Ecasulwe, egqugquzelwa ukuphikiswa okuqinile kwezikhonzi zeqiniso zama-altare, amanxusa okucindezela nokungahloniphi afuna ngokufutheka okukhulu kunanini ngaphambili isifungo esisabekayo nesihlazisayo, futhi enza imizamo yokugcina yokuqeda umsebenzi wabanduleli bawo.
Ngokumelene nawo wonke amalungelo, ngisho naphezu kwamalungiselelo esishaya-mthetho sokuqala, abapristi bamaKatolika benqatshelwa lokho okwakunikezwa abefundisi bawo wonke amahlelo, imali yesikhashana enenkululeko yombono ongokwenkolo. Babenqatshelwe noma yikuphi ukuzivivinya, ngisho nemfihlo, yemisebenzi yabo ehloniphekile. UbuKatolika bavinjelwa embusweni lapho, iminyaka engamakhulu ayishumi nane, bekuyiwona wodwa owaziwayo futhi ukuphela kwenkululeko egcwele; kanye nezinkinga ezazikhona
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njengoba ngempela bezalwa ubudlova obunjalo, babenonya olungenabulungisa lokuthwesa icala ngisho nalabo olwalusetshenziswa kubo. Bekulokhu kunjalo, lapho benamandla kakhulu, ukubekezelelana komphakathi kwalabo abasihlambalaza ngokungawabekezeleli amaphutha abo....
Ngenkathi ngezigcawu ezesabekayo babelungiselela ukulahlekelwa izwe lami elidabukisayo, nganquma, ngihlengezela izinyembezi, ukulishiya, ukuze ngingabi isisulu noma ufakazi wamashwa alo okugcina.
Ngisuka eSaint-Malo lapho, njengoba ngishilo, ngase ngichithe khona izinyanga ezine, ngangena esiqhingini saseJersey, esincike eNgilandi, lapho ngafika khona ngo-December 6, 1791. Futhi ngamangala ngani, lapho ngivela ezinkingeni zombuso? ngisengumKatolika, ngazibona ngiwela ebumnyameni obuvamile bokwehlukana namaphutha! Ngiyavuma ukuthi ngangingasoze ngikholwe ukuthi kusukela emadolobheni aseduze kwakuzongithatha amaligi ambalwa ukuba ngiwele ukuze ngibone umehluko onjalo; futhi, ngibona isimo esingokomoya abantu abaningi kangaka abathembekile nabazwelayo abancishiselwa kuso lapha, angikwazanga ukuzibamba ngokwesaba nangokwengeziwe, ngenxa yezwe lami elicindezelekile, ukuqhubeka kwezinguquko ezihlukanisa imibuso nesikhungo sobunye .
ISIQEPHU IX.
Iziyalezo ezibalulekile ngeSidlo esiNgcwele, Ukuvuma izono kanye nokuzisola. Amaphutha, amaphutha, amaphutha kanye nokuhlukumeza okungena ekwamukelweni kwamaSakramente okuPhendula kanye ne-Ekaristi.
Ukubhala okunye ukuthunyelwa kukaSister of the Nativity, kwaqala esiqhingini saseJersey ngoDisemba 14, 1791.
“Baba, ngisenezinto ezimbalwa engizokusho kuwe, futhi ngiphawule kaningana mayelana nezindaba eziningi esesike sabhekana nazo. Lokhu kungukushiywa noma izibani ezintsha uNkulunkulu asafuna ngikhulume ngazo nawe.
Okuningi kuzoba mayelana nezimo eziya emasakramenteni Okuphenduka kanye ne-Ekaristi, amaphutha umuntu awenza lapho, kanye nemiphumela emihle noma emibi yala masakramente amabili atholwe kahle noma kabi. Sengathi iNkosi engiphefumulelayo ingakhipha inkazimulo yayo kuyo !. Ngisazimisele kakhulu ukuthi ngingakutsheli futhi
ukunenza nibhale kuphela lokho engizokubona ekukhanyeni okukhanya kimi okuvela kuye, ngaphandle kokukhathazeka ngokulinganisa, okungeyona, cishe, okubalulekile kulamaphuzu abalulekile ensindisweni yethu yaphakade.
Umusa okhethekile ohlanganiswe nesidlo esifanele. Izindlela zokuyigcina .
“Okokuqala, Baba, mayelana neSidlo esiNgcwele, iNkosi yethu yangazisile ukuthi umphefumulo okhuluma ngokufanele, okungukuthi ngezimo ezidingekayo nezifanele, ngaleyo ndlela uthola umusa othile, obhalwe kuwo. , futhi ehlala lapho ngisho nangemva kokudliwa kwezinhlobo zesakramente.
Ngiyabona ukuthi lomusa uyigugu kakhulu, uthambile kakhulu, futhi kunzima kakhulu ukuwugcina. Kufana nokuphuma komzimba negazi lika-JC; ekugcineni, kungumusa ofanele leli sakramente elithandekayo nelingcwele. Nakuba umphefumulo uhlotshisiwe futhi uhlotshiswe ngalomusa oyigugu, uyinjongo yomusa wezulu, nokutuswa kwabo bonke ababusisiweyo.
INkosi yethu yangenza ngazi ukuthi, ukuze ngiwulondoloze, kwakudingeka ukuba uziqaphe kakhulu futhi phezu kwayo yonke imizwa yomuntu yangaphakathi nengaphandle; kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke inzondo evamile, inzondo yangempela yaso sonke isono, efinyelela kude nokugwema amaphutha amancane. Yebo, ngiyabona ukuthi iphutha elincane, icala elincane elenziwe ngokuzindla nangenhloso yamabomu, kwanele ukonakalisa ubuhle balomusa ongenakulinganiswa, ngisho nokuwenza anyamalale ngokuphelele, uma kube khona noma yiluphi uhlobo lobubi entandweni eyenziwe. yona.
Ububi besono senyama ngamabomu.
Akusikho, Baba, ukuthi isono senyamazane singawususa ngempela umusa womphefumulo, futhi siwenze ulahleke, njengoba kwenza isono esifayo: uNkulunkulu makube le ukuthi ngike ngiwuqhubekisele phambili! Kodwa nakhu engikubona kuNkulunkulu: Intando engajabulisi neqalekisiweyo yokwenza ngamabomu isono esibi kanye nephutha elincane emphefumulweni wethu isimo sokubulala, futhi esihlale sinenkemba esandleni sokushaya nokubhubhisa ngaphandle kokunaka futhi cishe ngaphandle kokulinganisela. Uma ngesono senyamazane ingawubulali ngokuphelele umphefumulo, okungenani iyazikhandla lapho; elokhu ejikijela inkemba yakhe kwesokudla nakwesokunxele, uma kungashiwo lokho, imbangela amanxeba amaningi, ajulile noma ajule kakhulu, njengoba enza amaphutha amancane, futhi ngaleyo ndlela enze ukuba akhubazekile, abe buthaka futhi abesabekayo, njengomzimba womuntu okade abagwaziwe, bacwiywe izitho zomzimba futhi bakhubazekile.
Ngaleyondlela umphefumulo obuthakathaka uba yivila futhi uvilaphe enkonzweni kaNkulunkulu nasekwenzeni izimfanelo ezinhle. Uwela ebuthunjini, noma akahambi kude ngaphandle kokulahlekelwa umusa, ngokuwa okukhulu nokungathembeki; futhi uma isono senyama singesona esokufa ngokwaso, siyingozi kakhulu emiphumeleni yaso, njengoba sishilo kwenye indawo.
Lomusa okhethekile nofanelekile wesidlo esihle, ngiwuthatha, Baba wami, njengokuthinta okokugcina uMdali awunikeza umfanekiso wakhe ukuze awenze ube mnandi kakhulu; futhi lokhu kuthinta kuhlale kunamandla noma kancane, ngokusho komphefumulo ungaphezulu
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noma abakulungele kancane ukukwamukela, abathuthuke kakhulu ekupheleleni kwezimfanelo ezinhle, abathambekele kakhulu ekukhulumeni.
Uma lokhu kuhlelwa kuphelele ngangokunokwenzeka, akukho lutho olulingana nokucwebezela okucacile kwemibala lesi sithombe esiphinde sithintwa ngakho umbhali waso. Kusamelwe ngisebenzise esinye isiqhathaniso: Cabanga ngenkosazana esencane, ehamba ukuyohlangabeza iNkosi nomyeni wayo ngalo lonke uthando nokuzilungiselela okungenzeka: umyeni wayo, ekhangwe ubuhle bayo nobuhle bayo , usafuna ukuyenza ibe yinhle kakhulu, futhi ujabulela ukwandisa yayo
ezikhangayo; ngenxa yalokhu umvulela inhliziyo yakhe nengcebo yakhe, futhi amembathise ingubo yegolide nosilika, namatshe ayigugu, okwandisa ngokungenamkhawulo umusa wakhe siqu. Ehlotshiswe ngale ngubo eyigugu, uyakhazimula futhi athandeke emehlweni omyeni wakhe njengoba ayenjalo ngosuku lwabo lomshado, futhi akukho lutho olunganezela enjabulweni yakhe.
Lokhu, uJC uyangitshela, yindlela engiziphatha ngayo emphefumulweni othembekile osondela esakramenteni lami ngezimo zothando ezidingekayo. Ngokuzinikela kuye, angimniki nokukodwa umusa, kodwa umusa ongapheli; Ngimvulela wonke amagugu oBunkulunkulu bami, ngiyaqikelela ukumhlobisa, ngimhlobise ngawo wonke umusa wami. Ngesidlo ngembathiswa ukufaneleka kwami, njengengubo ekhazimulayo, eveza lokhu.
ubuciko besandla sami, futhi ngokuncomekayo buveza bonke ubuhle bawo bakudala, ikakhulukazi lokhu kufana okujabulisayo nomlobi wabo, okusho ukuthi uNkulunkulu ngeke akwazi ukukuyeka ukububuka ngeso lokukhononda nothando.
Kungaleso sikhathi lapho ekhuluma khona la mazwi obubele kuye: " Umuhle, sithandwa sami, futhi ngibeka kuwe konke ukuncenga kwami nokuthokoza kwami, ngoba angiliboni ibala elizokhubekisa amehlo ami.
Kodwa nansi, Baba, ingcebo efihliweyo, imfihlo yeqiniso yomyeni nenkosikazi engcwele; enganelisekile ngokuhlobisa lo mphefumulo, i-JC ibhala kabusha, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, kuyo ukholo, ithemba kanye nothando; uyanezela, ngaphezu kwalokho, kuzo zonke izimfanelo zobuKristu anazo, umusa ofanele, ukugcotshwa okuthile, ukuchichima kwempahla, ukwanda kwezibusiso, okwandisa ukufaneleka kwawo futhi kwenza kube lula umkhuba wawo. Kulapho, kusho u-JC kimi, ukwanga komlomo, umusa obaluleke kakhulu, umusa omkhulu womyeni waphezulu .....
Akukhona ngaphandle kokungabaza, Baba wami, ukuthi lesisa nesisa akwamukeleki, futhi zenza umuntu angabi nasici; cha, ngeshwa angawa kubo futhi alahlekelwe yibo ngokuphelele, ngokusebenzisa kabi inkululeko yakhe yokuzikhethela, ngoba ngalokho akaqiniswanga ngomusa, njengabangcwele abasezulwini. Engifuna ukukusho, Baba, nalokho uJC angazise kimi, ukuthi kunzima kakhulu futhi kungavamile kakhulu ukulahlekelwa umusa walolu hlobo, ikakhulukazi uma umphefumulo unokwethembeka okuncane okuhambisana nawo, ngoba abuthakathaka kancane. futhi kuqine kakhulu
ezigxilile enhliziyweni enenjabulo yokuba nazo.
Akubona bonke abadla isidlo abamukela lomusa okhethekile. Kwani.
Kodwa bonke labo abadla isidlo bakude kakhulu nokwamukela lezi zomusa ezithandekayo, eziyivelakancane futhi eziyigugu kakhulu; isizathu, ngemva kwalokho esengikushilo, akunzima ukusithola. Isibopho esisodwa kuphela esonweni senyamazane, ukuthambekela okungajabulisi ekoneni elincane ngamabomu, ngokubona nokucabangisisa, kuyadingeka ukuze kuvinjelwe ukujabulela kwaso.
Kuyoba yini-ke, ngiyakubuza, kulaba bantu, okuthi, nsuku zonke, basondele kubo ngomkhuba nangothando emaphutheni ayinkulungwane enyama, abangazisola kakhulu ukuwalungisa? O ukuthi bakude kangakanani ekutholeni lomusa okhethekile wesidlo esingcwele! "Imiphefumulo engenandaba nengathembekile, kusho uJC kubo, ngibona ukuthi ungowami kuphela ngokungaphelele nengxenye !. Awunamahloni ngalutho ngomsebenzi wami, futhi ukhetha owakho
izinjabulo ngokwaneliseka kwami; awufuni ukwenza noma yikuphi ukuzidela okufunwa uthando lwami; awunandaba nokungijabulisa. Kuhle ! ngeke ungithokozise; kodwa uzokhohliswa; Le misa ekhethekile neyigugu engiyigcinele ukwethembeka kwakho, ngizoyidlulisela emiphefumulweni ethembekile eyengeziwe eyenza yonke imizamo ukuze ijabulise emehlweni ami. Kepha nina, sengivele nginisekela ngobunzima; futhi lokhu kusivivi, okuyicala lakho lokuqala, maduze kuzoba isijeziso sakho sokuqala, uma ngisebenzisa okufanayo kuwe.
ukunganaki okubonisa kimina: yilokho ubugwala bakho obukuvezela kukho. »
Kodwa-ke, Baba, ngibona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi imiphefumulo exhumana kulesi simo ayiphucwa wonke umusa; kodwa bathola umusa ojwayelekile kuphela, ongenamandla amancane ngokulingana namaphutha abo kanye nothando abanalo ngokungapheleli kwabo.
Ukuvuma izono okuvamile, ngaphandle kobuhlungu futhi ngaphandle kwenhloso enhle. Ngakho, ukusetshenziswa kabi kwamaSakramente.
Nakhu futhi uNkulunkulu angazise kimi mayelana nale miphefumulo engaphelele: udeveli ubancenga ukuthi kwanele, ukuba sesimweni sokuhlanganyela okuhle, ukuvuma lezi zinhlobo zokungapheleli; ukuthi, ngaphezu kwalokho, akunakwenzeka ngobuthakathaka bomuntu
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ukuze sibagweme. Ngakho-ke, ngaphandle kokwenza noma yini ukulahla ukunambitheka kanye nokuthambekela umuntu anakho kulawa maphutha, ukulwa, okungenani, ukuthambekela okuqhubekayo kwawo, ugcina umkhuba wokuwavuma, ngaphandle kobuhlungu futhi ngaphandle kwenhloso enhle, kodwa kuphela. ngenkambiso, futhi, njengoba besho, ngendlela yokuthola.
Inkohliso edabukisayo, evame ukubangela ukusetshenziswa kabi kwamasakramente nawo wonke umusa! Kuyiqiniso ukuthi ubuthakathaka bomuntu abukwazi ukugwema wonke amaphutha ngokuvamile; kodwa kuyiqiniso futhi ukuthi ikakhulukazi akukho nelilodwa kulawa maphutha angeke akwazi ukuwagwema, uma ethembekile emseni anikelwe futhi anikezwe wona ngenxa yalokhu. Ngakho-ke kuyiphutha elimsulwa lemiphefumulo eyisivivi , uma ingabagwemi; futhi nokho lezi zinhlobo zabantu, ezikholelwa ukuthi zikhululwe ezonweni zazo, kunalokho zingaphansi kokuthula kukanembeza okungamanga, okubaphuphuthekisayo futhi kubenze baphuthelwe ngokudabukisayo ukuzinikela okuxakile, okungaqondakali, futhi ngezinye izikhathi okukholelwa ezeni . Bona
bangadlulisa ukuphila kwabo ngenjabulo embuthanweni wokuvuma izono nesidlo, ababonakala bekwenza ukuze bazinike inkululeko eyengeziwe, ngaphezu kwakho konke okuphathelene nenkambo evamile kanembeza wabo. Laba bantu, ngibabona besengozini enkulu kakhulu yokusindiswa kwabo; ngoba inani elikhulu kakhulu lezivumo zabo nenhlanganyelo ziyize, ngingasasho ukuthi zihlambalaza....
Kodwa ukwahlulela ngikushiyela kuNkulunkulu, futhi ngixwayisa abaqondisi ukuthi bangakwazi ukukunaka kakhulu, uma bengafuni ukuziphendulela bona.
Ukuzisola okusobala nokungamanga.
Olunye ugibe udeveli ajwayele ukulubekela izoni ezijwayele ukuzilungiselela ukuya enkantolo engcwele; kuhlanganisa ukubenza bakhohlise endabeni yokuzisola. Bakhumbula ukuthi umuntu kufanele azisole futhi azisole ukuze athole intethelelo yezono azenzile; lapho, beqhutshwa ubuqili bedemoni, bazivusela imizamo emikhulu yokuzisola nokuphenduka emaphutheni abo afayo noma anyamalalayo; bayakhala futhi babubule, bakhale futhi balile: okuvame ukwenzeka ocansini olubucayi kakhulu. Ekugcineni, bayavuma, futhi benza kahle kakhulu ukuzisola kwangempela, ubuhlungu bangempela, ukuphenduka kwangempela, kangangokuthi bakwazi kalula ukukhohlisa abavuma izono zabo kanye nokuzikhohlisa; kodwa abangakwazi ukuphumelela kukho wukukhohlisa lowo umvumali ababambele indawo yakhe;
lowo ohlola izinhliziyo nezinkalo, kanye nezinhloso.
Lomahluleli ongenakonakala akahluleli ngabo, noma ngezimo zabo, ngalokho kubukeka okunokwethenjelwa, amanga ahlala ebonakala. Ngokuba, uma sibalandela emva kokuvuma kwabo, abakaze baphume enkantolo engcwele lapho sibona izinhloso zabo ezinhle zokuzenzisa zishabalala; ubuhlungu babo buyandiza ngokushesha njengoba bufike, futhi bushiya laba abazoba abaphendukayo beboshiwe ngezibopho ezifanayo, imikhuba efanayo nesifiso esifanayo sokuphinde baqale inkambo yabo evamile; okungasoze kwehluleke ukwenzeka ngethuba lokuqala elivelayo, ngisho naphakathi nosuku, lapho babethembise ukulinda ukuze bangaphinde bawele lapho.
Lezi zinyembezi, lokhu kububula, lokhu kububula okusebenza idemoni, ngakho-ke kukhiqiza kuphela ukucabangela, ukuziqhenya, ngokuqiniseka okungamanga, okubulala kakhulu kunobugebengu uqobo . Ubungakhathazeka ngani, usho ukuthini
ubaba wamanga kulomphefumulo awuyenge ngendlela ebuhlungu kanje?...
Ubani ongakukhuthaza nganoma yikuphi ukwesaba, ngemva kokuvuma izono ozenzile, kanye nobuhlungu bangempela obuhambisana nabo ? Yebo! Yebo! izono zakho ngezenu
sithethelelwe; akukho nokuncane ukungabaza: kanjalo thula ngakho konke okwedlule, futhi wenelise ukuzibeka icala ngamaphutha akho ajwayelekile, nawo ozothethelelwa. Ngoba, ngemva kwakho konke, uyaqhubeka, akuwona umbuzo wamacala amakhulu, kodwa kuphela amaphutha amancane, futhi ngokuvamile kakhulu ukungapheleli okulula, unembeza wakho onamahloni uwenza ihaba ngesigamu. Ungesabi lutho njengenkathazo namaphutha. Ubungathanda ukuphelela, njengokungathi abantu bayizingelosi emhlabeni.
Ngakho-ke lesi sitha esinobuqili sikhuluma nabazinikele bamanga, ikakhulukazi kwabazinikele bamanga, esibahola njengezimvu futhi sibaphendule njengamaqhude; futhi kukusikisela okunjalo lapho umuntu eziqinisekisa khona futhi alale onqenqemeni lwentaba, futhi esimweni lapho kukhona konke ukwesaba ukuze asindiswe.
Ukukhohlisa Okuphawulekayo namaphutha Okuzinikela Kwamanga.
Imiphefumulo enjalo isangaphansi kakhulu kokungajwayelekile, umphumela wemvelo wokuduka kokuhlonipha uNkulunkulu. Kukhona kuphela ama-sallies, ama-quips kanye nokuphikisana ekuziphatheni kwabo; ngezinye izikhathi bahlanganisa izibani ezingavamile, izindlela eziphakeme kanye nomusa wokuzinikela, nokuthukuthela, ukunganaki kanye nokunengeka okukhulu kwemisebenzi yokuqala yomKristu kanye nezimfanelo ezinhle okuyizona ezibaluleke kakhulu kuye, ezinjengokholo, ithemba, uthando, ukuthobeka, ukulalela nokuzithoba. Khuluma nabo ngokuphelela kanye nemfihlakalo kukho konke okujabulisa ingqondo kuphela; kodwa ungakhulumi kubo izinto ezilulazayo, zokuzithoba, lokuthotshiswa kwezinzwa, lokuhlupheka; imikhuba yokuzisola ayikho
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ukunambitheka kwabo, ngaphandle uma bethanda; kungenjalo babezowamukela nje ngokungathandi. Ubuhle ababenzayo abukho neze ngaphezu kwezimfanelo ezinhle zemishini, okumane kuphumele ekukhukhumeni izinhliziyo zabo nokugcina izingqondo zabo zisekuthuleni okungamanga, okuthi, ukusuka ekuvumeni kokunye kuye kokunye, kubenze baqongelele amaphutha ngaphandle kokungabaza, ngesizathu sokuthi akwenzi lokho. kubiza kakhulu ukusho okungaphezulu kancane kunokuncane kancane .
Yile ndlela iningi labantu emhlabeni elidlula ngayo izimpilo zabo, abazigqaja ngokuzinikela nangokujwayela, ngaphansi kwezaba lokugwema ukucasuka, ngokuvamile okungeyona into yokwesaba kubo. Bazichaya ukuze banikele ngokuphambene nalokho futhi bagwinye ububi njengamanzi; bacabanga ukuthi sebethuthuke kakhulu ekupheleleni, futhi abakasithathi isinyathelo sokuqala. Ngokuziqhenya beziqhathanisa nabanye, okungenzeka ukuthi bangcono kunabo ezinhliziyweni zabo, bakholelwa ukuthi bangabangcwele, kuyilapho beyimidlalo edabukisayo kadeveli, yabazenzisi, efana kakhulu nabaFarisi beVangeli,
amathuna acakiwe, amathambo, mhlawumbe, anokubukeka okuthile kuphela kokuphila; okusho ukuthi, bayaphila emehlweni abantu, kuyilapho befile emehlweni kaNkulunkulu: konke okungashiwo kancane ukuthi badinga isandla esinekhono ukuze belapheke.
Izoni ezinkulu azikhohlisi, futhi zizuza izithelo eziningi eSakramenteni Lokuphenduka .
Ngiyabona, Baba, ukuthi ezicini eziningi udeveli akayidlali kahle indima yakhe uma kukhulunywa ngezoni ezidala; umkhuba kanye nentando yesono esifayo lapho begxamalaza kubavimbela okungenani ekubeni babe nenkohliso mayelana nesimo sikanembeza wabo, futhi bangenzi kanjalo kwabavuma izono zabo. Ayikho ingozi ukuthi laba bayobavuma ekuthethelelweni noma ukubamba iqhaza ezimfihlakalweni ezingcwele: bangazihlola kuphela, bazithathe futhi futhi bazivivinye; izinsongo zabo ezimbi, iziyalo zabo ezinamandla, ukuthuka kwabo okuphilayo, kufana nokukhipha imimoya eminingi okunikeza idemoni ukwesaba okufayo; wesaba okungenani ukuthi amandla ka-JC kanye nongqongqoshe wakhe bazofinyelela ezingeni lokuketula isihlalo sakhe sobukhosi nombuso wakhe, futhi amxoshe ngokwakhe enhliziyweni yakhe; futhi lokho kumkhathaza kakhulu.
Ngakho uyayiphinda kabili imizamo yakhe nezinyathelo zakhe zokuqapha lapho esondela enkantolo engcwele; wenza konke okusemandleni akhe ukuze aqinise izibopho zesigqila sakhe, funa asiphunyuke; kodwa umusa we-JC awuhluleki ukukhohlisa ukulindela kwakhe okunonya, ngokuphula izinsimbi zenani elikhulu kakhulu lezoni, ngamandla aleli sakramente laphezulu. Yilokhu okubabeka kusengaphambili, ekuzisoleni konembeza wabo, ekwesabeni izahlulelo zikaNkulunkulu kanye nobuhlungu besihogo, abahlala esivivi kabashaywa. Kanjalo udeveli ukuthola kulula kakhulu ukukhohlisa izoni ezinkulu, njengoba kulula kwabavuma izono zabo kanye nabo ngokwabo ukuthola isimo sabo sangempela phambi kukaNkulunkulu; kuyilapho ngokuphathelene nabanye, kuphambene ngokuqondile: idemoni libabambe kakhulu, njengoba kuba nzima kakhulu kubaqondisi kanye nabaphendukile ukuthola ukukhohlisa kwakhe.
Lemiphefumulo ekhohlisiwe iqikelela kakhulu ukufuna nokukhetha abavuma izono abaziphatha ngendlela evumelana nokuthambekela kwabo. Umphumela omubi walokhu kukhetha.
Umphefumulo oholwa udeveli, futhi lowo aphakamisa kuye imizwa yokuzisola ngendlela yakhe, uyaqikelela kakhulu ukuthi ahlole bonke abavuma izono, futhi akhethe ngokukhetha labo abangabesitembu nomlingiswa omfanele. Ngaphezu kwakho konke, akumele zibe lukhuni kakhulu, njengoba besho, futhi
ukucophelela, ukucophelela kakhulu; ukuthi abaziphishekeli eduze kakhulu izindaba zikanembeza, abagcini nje ezintweni eziwubala, abanazo izimiso zokuziphatha eziqine kakhulu... Ngaphandle kwalokho, bayoba abaqotho kuphela okungeke bakwazi ukumethemba. ; futhi uma ngikhuluma iqiniso Baba, ngiyabona laba bantu abanamuntu emehlweni ngoba ngenhlanhla yabo akuvamile ukuthi bathole noma ubani abambona efanelekile. Laba bantu abayizimpumputhe abampofu balalela ngokudelela, ukucikeka, ukunengeka, ukunganaki, ngezinye izikhathi ngisho nokukhononda, noma okungenani ngokuntula isineke okuthile kwangaphakathi, iseluleko somusa neziyalo ezithinta inhliziyo laba bavuma izono abashisekayo abathanda ukubabiza ngazo ekulaleleni, ukuthobeka, kanye nezinye izimfanelo ezibaluleke kakhulu,
Uma kunqunywa imihlatshelo ebizayo yokuzethemba, ukwaneliseka, ukuhoxiswa, izenzo zokululaza, ukuzithoba okuphambene nombono wabo, izindlela zokupheleliswa ezisekelwe, hhayi phezu kwabo. indlela yokuthatha izinto, kodwa ngemithetho yeqiniso yokuziphatha; ikakhulukazi uma umuntu efuna ukunqamula kubo imikhuba yangaphandle, abenza kuyo ukuthi bahlanganise konke ukuphelela kwabo, yilapho umuntu ebabona bephonsa umlilo nelangabi, liqhuma futhi livukela; noma uma besaqhubeka bengalokothi beze ekuvukeleni okusobala kanye nokungalaleli okusemthethweni nokumenyezelwe, bathi okungenani ngaphakathi, ngeke ngenze lutho ngakho, ngeke ngilalele. Idemoni liqikelela kakhulu ukuhleba ukuthi abaqondisi abanjalo ababazi, ukuthi ababoni ukukhanga komusa uNkulunkulu ababizela ngakho ekupheleleni okungajwayelekile; ekugcineni, ukuthi azenziwa ukubashayela.
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Ngakho-ke bathatha isinqumo sokuyishintsha, futhi bayiguqule, baze bayithole ngokuthanda kwabo, lapho benganikeza khona ukuzethemba okuphelele nokukhululekile.
Manje, Baba, lo mvumi wafuna ukunakekelwa okungaka ngabaphenduki kanye nabaphendukile balesi sitembu, nowagcina etholakele, uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi ngokuvamile uyindoda enesimilo esixegayo, emnene futhi ethobekile, futhi ngezinye izikhathi. ngisho nokuziphatha okukude nendlela encane yeVangeli; umuntu okuthi, kude nokuwavimba futhi awabuyisele emuva, anikele, ngokungazi noma ngokuntula intshiseko, kukho konke.
izinto ezingavamile zokuzinikela kwabo kwamanga; elibabaza indlela yabo yokubona, likhuluma kubo ngoNkulunkulu nangokupheleliswa ngamagama aphakanyisiwe naphakeme; amaphutha amanga edemoni ngomusa othile, isibonakaliso somusa, kanye nokusebenza kwemvelo ekusebenzeni kukaNkulunkulu. Ekugcineni, bona ngokwabo bathathwa njengabavumayo abalungile ngoba bangalungile. Kubi kangakanani, kodwa iphutha elibi kangakanani!....
Yebo, Baba, lapha, ukubazwa, uyindoda elungile, futhi uNkulunkulu ayehlose yona; ungumqondisi osezingeni eliphezulu: ngakho ngokushesha uba umqondisi wemfashini. Nguye kuphela owazi ngokuphelele futhi onekhono elikhethekile lokuwahola kahle; ngakho-ke, kuyena kuphela ukuthi kufanele sinikeze ukuzethemba okuphelele nokuphelele, lapho udeveli engeke alibale ukuzuza ngendlela engaphezu kweyodwa, ukumenza athuthuke ngokushesha endleleni enkulu yokulahlwa, esikhundleni salowo wokupheleliswa; yilokho okufanele ukulindele.
Okokuqala nje, inhlonipho ababonisa yona, indlela akhuluma ngayo nabo ngobuhle acabanga ukuthi uyibona kulemiphefumulo ekhohlisayo nekhohlisiwe, imane ibhebhethekise ukuziqhenya okubaphakamisela ezulwini lesithathu. .....
Ngaphandle kwalokho, ungena kuyo yonke imizwa yabo nakuyo yonke imibono yabo; akanalutho ngaphandle kokunaka, ukunakekela kanye nenhlonipho ngabo. Ugoba imithetho yeVangeli ukuze avune bona; ngamafuphi, kunalokho uqondiswa kunokuba abaqondise . Mhlawumbe _
Yena, Nkulunkulu wami! ukuthi kukhona abavuma lo mlingiswa ongilandelela wena? Ngiyavuma kuwe, Baba, ukuthi naphezu kokukhanya kwangaphakathi okungenza ngikubone, ngangingakholwa namanje, uma imiBhalo Engcwele ingasitshelanga ngokucacile ukuthi kukhona abaprofethi bamanga, ababeka imicamelo emincane ngaphansi kwezindololwane zezoni . esikhundleni sokubalimaza; okungase, ngikholwa ukuthi, kusetshenziswe kubaqondisi abaxegayo esikhuluma ngabo. Kodwa akugcini lapho, nedemoni aligcini lapho .
Okunamathiselwe kungokwemvelo kakhulu kumuntu ovumayo.
Akehluleki, lesi sitha esinobuqili, ukuhlasela ngenye indlela lemiphefumulo eshisekela uNkulunkulu futhi igcwale yona, lemiphefumulo iphuphuthekiswe kokubili ukuzithanda kwayo, nangokunethezeka komvumi omatasa njalo. Ubakhumbuza njalo bobabili ngokunakekela kwakhe ukuguqulwa kwabo, kanye nokunakekela akuthathayo ukuze bathuthuke futhi bapheleliswe; ngokuba bakholelwa ukuthi bathuthuke kakhulu futhi baphelele kakhulu lapho bebancane; nodumo analo ngabo, angabe esakhuluma lutho; namazwi abo amnandi, nobuso babo . Yini engiyaziyo, mina
Ubaba? Ngokuba ububi balesi sitha bungafinyelela kude kangakanani, kakade
oyingcweti yokuthambekela okungokwemvelo akuthandayo njengoba nje ethandwa yikho?... Imuphi umsebenzi ongayivuleli ukuzenza kwakhe?...
Ngiqonde, Baba, ukuthi uSathane akalokothi ehluleke ukuvusa izinkanuko zabo ngesikhathi salowo owayezobacisha, nokuthi uyaphonsa.
ngokungenaphutha ezingqondweni zabo nasezinhliziyweni zabo izilingo okungadingekile ukuba zichazwe lapha, kodwa okufanele okungenani ziqede ukukhohlisa ngokuthola ukusebenza kukadeveli kanye nemvelo eyonakele abangela ukuba enze .
Yilokhu obekungenzeka, ngokungangabazeki, ukube lemiphefumulo ibingaphuphuthekisiwe umbono omuhle enawo ngayo ngokwayo kanye nokuqhosha kobuwula okubabusayo.
Ngibaqhathanisa nalabo bantu bezwe nabangamaqili, abangenakho ukunakekela nomsebenzi kodwa abazihlobisa kahle, ukuze bahlobise ubuhle babo bemvelo, noma balungise amaphutha alo, noma balungise umonakalo wesikhathi .
ukuchitha ingxenye engcono kakhulu yezinsuku zabo kulo msebenzi ongasho lutho; balokhu bebuyela kuyo, ngaphandle kokukwazi ukuzithikaza kuyo nomzuzwana owodwa. Ubabona bejikijela futhi bephenduka phambi kwesibuko ukuze bahlole ngokucophelela ukuthi konke kuhlanganiswe kahle yini ekuhlotsheni kwabo; uma kungekho lutho olushodayo ekulungiseni kwabo; uma ukunganaki okuthile bekungeke kukulimaze ukubona kanye nobumnandi babantu bokunambitheka abavame ukuvama, okungukuthi abantu besigaba esiphezulu, abazinikele ngokuphelele ezintweni ezifanayo eziwubuwula, ekungasizi ngalutho okufanayo, lapho bengasoli ukubukeka nokuncane. yokulimala.
Yilokho kanye, Baba wami, umfanekiso wemvelo wale miphefumulo ekhohlisiwe ezindabeni zokuzinikela. Kuwukufuna okuqhubekayo, ukuzithanda okungekho lutho okungabaphazamisa kukho, nalapho baphila khona
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ngaphandle kokuqaphela. Kuwukuzigqaja okwenziwe samuntu: yebo, kuwukuzigqaja ngomuntu, uma ngingakuveza kanjalo. Ngakho-ke, yeka ingozi!
Okumele siphethe ngakho, Baba, ukuthi ngaphandle kokukholwa nokulalela iBandla, ngaphandle kokuzithoba okujulile, okuhlangene nothando lukaNkulunkulu nomakhelwane, ngaphandle kokuzonda isono nokungazethembi ngokwethu- ngokufanayo, konke esikwenzayo kuwukukhohlisa nje, futhi ngisho amakhambi angaphenduka abe ushevu ukuze asinike ukufa. Kodwa futhi ngezimfanelo eziyisisekelo amasakramente atholwayo kufanele azuzise thina njalo. Udeveli angasihlasela futhi angalokothi asinqobe, uma singafuni; ngoba lowo esimbeka kuye
ukuzethemba kwethu nesithembele kuye, angeke kusivumele ukuba sibe yinto yokudlala yezitha eziphakeme ngamandla nekhono, inqobo nje uma sihlanganisa umkhuleko ekuqapheni, silandela iseluleko senkosi yethu yaphezulu, nokuthi, njengoba umphostoli ethanda, safeza ukusindiswa kwethu ngokwesaba nangokuthuthumela.
Kwezinhlobo Ezimbili Zokuzisola Okuphelele. Iqukethe ini.
Ake sikhulume manje, Baba, ngalokho uNkulunkulu angenza ngikubone, mayelana nokuphenduka okubili esikufundiswa ngakho kusukela ebuntwaneni. Yeka umehluko phakathi kokunye nokunye! Okokuqala ngibona ukuthi ukuzisola okuphelele kuvela othandweni olumsulwa lukaNkulunkulu, oluthatha ngokushesha njengento yakho. Konke okunye ubeka eceleni, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, futhi ngandlela-thile uyazikhohlwa ukucabanga ngoNkulunkulu kuphela futhi afune uNkulunkulu kuphela, awenza kube ukuphela noma okungenani umgomo oyinhloko wemizwa yayo nezifiso zayo, amathemba ayo kanye nokwesaba kwayo, isikhathi. futhi kuze kube phakade: izithembiso nezinsongo, imivuzo nezijeziso, konke kuyanyamalala emehlweni othando oluhlanzekile, oluphakamisa kuphela uNkulunkulu njengesiphetho sako sokugcina, lapho okungenani yonke into ithathwa nguye;
Umusa wothando olumsulwa, ongavamile, omuhle kakhulu futhi oyigugu ukwedlula lowo wokufela ukholo. Imiphumela yako.
Nakuba kuyiqiniso ukuthi lomusa, oyigugu ngomqondo othile kunalowo wokufel’ ukholo, lomusa wothando olumsulwa lukaNkulunkulu, watholakala kwabangcwele abakhulu kunabo bonke, futhi kancane kancane kubo bonke abangane beqiniso bakaNkulunkulu, singasho ukuthi: nokho, ukuthi inikezwa ngokugcwala kwayo kuphela inani elincane kakhulu lemiphefumulo ekhethiwe. UNkulunkulu, ohlale engumnini wezipho zakhe, akaniki wonke umuntu ingcebo yakhe engenakulinganiswa, yokumthanda kuze kube manje nangendlela efanayo. Kulokhu, akenzi lutho olungalungile, futhi akekho onelungelo lokuthola iphutha ngokuziphatha kwakhe.
Ngithe, Baba, lomusa ngomqondo othile uyigugu kakhulu kunomusa wokufel’ ukholo. Yebo, futhi ngiyabona ukuthi uthando olumsulwa lukaNkulunkulu luqukethe konke okuhle kakhulu, okuhle kakhulu, okuncomekayo nokudlula konke.
ubuqhawe ngokufel' ukholo, kodwa kuze kufike ephuzwini elingenakuvezwa. Ukuze lowo othanda uNkulunkulu ngokuphelele, nangalolu thando olumsulwa nolungenamdla esikhulu esikhuluma ngalo, ezikhathini eziningi nangendlela engavamile ezwa isifiso nokuzimisela ukunikela ngokuphila kwakhe, hhayi nje kuphela ukuze angakuphiki ukholo lwakhe nenkolo yakhe. , kodwa noma kunjalo kunokuba enze isono esincane sikaNkulunkulu, othando lwakhe alukhetha ngokungapheli kunokuphila kwakhe kanye nakho konke okunye. Ngathi umphefumulo onjalo uzizwa kaningi nangendlela engavamile esimweni engisanda kukhuluma ngaso, ngoba lesi simo lapho uNkulunkulu evusa khona imiphefumulo ethile, akusona isimo esivamile. UNkulunkulu unikeza kuphela isikhathi eside noma esincane kakhulu.
Ngibona nakakhulu; ngokuba, uma kungenzeki kuye kwahlongozwa ukuba enze lesi sono esincane, noma ashiswe phakade, ngiyabona, ngithi inhliziyo yakhe, igxile ngokuphelele othandweni olumsulwa lombhali wayo, angavuma ukushiswa, kunokuba avume ukudumaza into ethandekayo yalolu thando olunqobayo, futhi uzokwehlela ephila esihogweni saphakade; wayengangabazi ukuziphonsa kuwo, equnga intukuthelo yamademoni namalangabi omlilo. Ngakho-ke kuhle kakhulu kithi futhi kuyakhazimula kakhulu ngoNkulunkulu, ukuthi siyamthanda ngale ndlela, kunokunikela ngokuphila kwethu futhi sichithe igazi lethu ukuze sivikeleke futhi nokholo luka-JC. kubo bonke abafel’ ukholo, kunalolo lothando olumsulwa, okuthelwe kubo umqhele okhazimulayo nocebe kakhulu ezulwini kuze kube phakade ....
Amadigri amaningana ekuguqukeni okuphelele.
Njengoba kunamadigri amaningana okufaneleka kokufel’ ukholo, ngibona futhi amazinga ahlukene kulokhu kuzisola okuphelele okuvela othandweni olumsulwa. Ngoba, nakuba bonke labo okutholakala kubo bethambekele ekupheleleni kwalolu thando olumsulwa nalokhu kuzisola okuphelele, basekude kakhulu nokuba bathuthuke ngokulinganayo kukho; futhi uNkulunkulu uyangikhombisa ukuthi izinga engikhulume ngalo liphelele kunawo wonke, nokuthi wonke amanye
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ziphansi; kodwa lomehluko awukuvimbeli ukuzisola okukhiqizwa kukho ukuthi kubizwe ngokuthi kuphelele, ngoba kusekelwe phezu kwezisusa ezifanayo zalolo thando olumsulwa noluphelele olunikeza ukubaluleka kwalo kanye nehlelo lalo: imvelo ilungile, iwukuphela kokulunga. umsebenzi omningi noma omncane owenza umehluko.
I-Churn. Amadigri ayo ahlukene amelwe ngaphansi kwesibalo sezitebhisi noma isitebhisi.
Ngokuqondene nokuzisola, noma ukudabuka, uNkulunkulu afuna ngikhulume ngakho kini futhi, ngibona umehluko omkhulu phakathi kwakho nokokuqala, ikakhulukazi mayelana nezisusa zazo ezahlukene kanye nemiphumela yazo ehlukene. Ngisabona amazinga angapheli phakathi kwephuzu eliphakeme kakhulu neliphansi kakhulu lokupheleliswa kwalabo okutholakala kubo lokhu kuncipha; futhi lezi ziningi kakhulu, njengoba labo okukhona ukuzisola okuphelele ngeshwa kuyivelakancane.
Ukuze ngizwisise kangcono, Baba, ngicabanga ukuthi kunezitebhisi eziphakeme ezinenani elikhulu lezinyathelo zokwehla nokwenyuka. I-infinity yemiphefumulo ibekwe kulezi zinyathelo noma izinyathelo ezihlukene, ngokusho kokuzisola kwabo okungaphelele noma okuncane: umphefumulo omncane ongaphelele kubo bonke ubekwe esinyathelweni esiphezulu esivela phezulu, futhi ongaphelele kakhulu ungaphansi ekugcineni; abanye bathatha amadigri aphakathi ahlukene. Bonke balokhu beyaluza, futhi bavame ukukhuphuka ngokushesha noma kancane, kuye ngokuthi izifiso zabo ziyaphila futhi ziyalangazela. Abanye bakhuphuka ngokushesha okukhulu, abanye bahamba kancane futhi njengokungathi ngezitebhisi ezilinganisiwe. Kukhona abayeka ngokuphelele; futhi, ngebhadi, ukuthi ngokushesha nje lapho beyeka, babheka ngemuva kwabo; futhi babuye behle ngokushesha kakhulu kunalokhu abakhuphuke ngakho. Sibona abanye abahlehla kude kangangokuthi basishiya ngokuphelele isinyathelo, futhi badlule isinyathelo sokugcina, ngemva kwalokho akusekho ukuzisola, kodwa ingozi evamile yokulahlwa kwaphakade.
Mayelana nemiphefumulo ekhuthele ethi, ngaphandle kokudangala, isebenze ngokuzimisela ukuphakamisa izinga. UNkulunkulu ungenza ngiqonde ukuthi ubona ngokunethezeka imizamo yabo, isibindi sabo, ukukhathala kwabo kanye nomsebenzi wabo oqhubekayo wokunqoba izithiyo udeveli, umhlaba kanye nenyama ebavusayo ukuze babavimbe endleleni eya ekupheleleni. Uyabavikela, abaphilise, abavikele, futhi welulele isandla sosizo kubo, ukuze abasize bagweme izingibe namagquma; futhi lapho bethembeka ngokwengeziwe emiseni yakhe, yilapho ejabulela kakhulu ukubanikeza abanamandla futhi anala. Ekugcineni uyabaphelelisa futhi abadonse isinyathelo ngesinyathelo esinyathelweni sesibili esivela phezulu. Ngithi kowesibili futhi
hhayi ekugcineni; ngokuba uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi imiphefumulo eshisekayo isifikile kuleli qophelo lokuphelela nokulunga, udlulisela kubo insada yomusa, ephelelisa ukupheleliswa kwabo futhi ibahlambulule ngomlilo wothando lwakhe, okwenza ukuzisola kwabo kuphelele futhi kubeke ngokushesha. phakathi kwalabo engakhuluma ngabo kuqala.
Ngezinye izikhathi uNkulunkulu unikeza izoni ezinkulu ukuzisola okuphelele.
Ngiyabona futhi ukuthi, inkosi yezipho zakhe, ezihlala zikhululekile, uNkulunkulu anganikeza futhi ngezinye izikhathi anikeze izoni ezinkulu lokhu kuzisola okuphelele, ngaphandle kokuzifaka kunoma yiluphi uvivinyo. Le miphefumulo enenhlanhla idinga kuphela ukulahla intando yayo kanye nenkululeko yokuzikhethela yayo ekuqondiseni uNkulunkulu nasekuqineni kothando lwaphezulu oluyidonsela lapho... iphelele ngokuphazima kweso, futhi ngezindleko ezincane kakhulu, kuyilapho izinkulungwane zabanye. basebenze impilo yabo yonke ukuze bakufeze. Mhlawumbe yebo; kodwa makungabikho ukungeneliseki noma umhawu lapha.
Sengathi uNkulunkulu wayengeyena umphathi wezenzo zakhe! sengathi angathuka noma ubani! Sawubona! imuphi umuntu ongenangqondo ongaba nesibindi sokumbuza ngokuziphatha kwakhe na? Ubani ongalokotha athi ekuhlakanipheni okuphakade owenza konke ngenxa yodumo lwakhe
nensindiso yethu: Kungani, Nkosi, wenzela abanye ukuba bathenge umusa wakho othandekayo, kuyilapho ubapha cishe mahhala kwabanye?
Isiwula ! niqonde ukujula kwezimiso zakhe na? Ingabe akakhululekile ukuba enze njengoba ebona kufanele, futhi athambekele kakhulu, ekuthandeni labo abathandayo, ukufaneleka kokuchithwa kwegazi kubo bonke? UNkulunkulu unezinjongo zakhe kusukela phakade, eziyohlale ziyizimfihlakalo ezingaphenyiki kithi: esikwazi ngokuqiniseka ukuthi akusoze kwaba khona ukungabi nabulungisa kuye, futhi yilokhu okumelwe sinamathele kukho.
Kodwa nansi into yokwanelisa abanganelisekile, uma ikhona.
Ngiyabona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi imiphefumulo esebenze kanzima ngosizo lomusa ukuze ipheleliswe inezimfanelo eziningi kakhulu phambi kwakhe kunaleyo efinyelele ekupheleleni, noma kunalokho eye lapho ngokuphelele - ihlaselwe umusa okhethekile. Abanye baye baba nenjabulo eyengeziwe, abanye basebenza kakhulu, futhi ngenxa yalokho bazuza ukufaneleka okwengeziwe. UNkulunkulu, owenze konke, uyokwazi ukwaba imivuzo, njengoba anikeza umusa, ngaphandle kokulimaza ubulungisa bakhe baphakade noma ubuhle bakhe obuphakeme. Ingabe singenza kangcono kunokuzidela entandweni yakhe futhi sithembele kuye kukho konke okusikhathazayo?
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Ingabe ibhizinisi lensindiso yethu lingabekwa kangcono kunasezandleni zalowo, ngaphandle kokusikhohlisa kunoma yini, enze, ngokuphambene nalokho, angenzi lutho olungasizuzisa thina, futhi olungathambisi enjabulweni yethu enkulu? .
Empilweni yamanje, akungabazeki ukuthi imiphefumulo eye yalingwa kakhulu futhi yavivinywa kakhulu ayinacala lokuwa futhi ayingenwa kalula ukuzidla kunaleyo ethandwa kakhulu. Inkumbulo yesikhathi esidlule ihlale iwagcina eqaphile, futhi ibasebenzisa njengesexwayiso ekuweni, lapho imiphefumulo ethuthuke kakhulu futhi ethandwa kakhulu ingalokothi ikhululwe kukho ngokuphelele. Ngakho-ke, njengokusho kombhalo, abamiyo mabesabe ukuwa; abangcwele mabazigcine ngcwele; lokho abakwenzayo abalungileyo
bayeke ukuzithethelela; kwangathi izinhliziyo ezihlanzekile zingazihlanza nakakhulu, futhi sengathi bonke bangalwela, ngemisebenzi yabo emihle, ukuqinisekisa ubizo lwabo lwenjabulo yaphakade.
Ukuzisola, noma ubuhlungu besono, obudingekayo ukuze umuntu asindiswe. Ngakho-ke imiphumela yokuzisola okukhiqizwa uthando. Isikhali sokuzisola.
Ungamangala, Baba, ukuthi ngiqukethe konke ukuphelela nobumoya ngokuzisola kuphela. Kuwukuthi ngibona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi akukho umphefumulo onengqondo ongasindiswa ngaphandle kokuzisola noma ubuhlungu esonweni, ngakho-ke akekho umuntu omdala ongakhululwa kuso; futhi lokhu kuyiqiniso, kangangokuthi ukucabanga ukuthi umphefumulo uthembekile ngokwanele ukuba ungalokothi uphule umthetho kaNkulunkulu, noma izifungo zobhapathizo lwakhe, ngephutha elilodwa le-venial, ngibona ukuthi ukuya ezulwini bekuyodingeka kulo mphefumulo , ungasho ukuthi ngenze ukuzisola okungokomzimba nangempumelelo; kodwa ngiyabona ukuthi kuzomele abe nosizi lwangempela noluqotho ngazo zonke izono ezenziwe.
Lokhu, ngiyaphinda, kuzomangaza, kodwa nokho akufanele kusimangaze. Isizathu silula: ayikho insindiso ngaphandle kothando ngoNkulunkulu, alukho uthando lukaNkulunkulu olungenayo inzondo ngesono nomaphi lapho sitholakala khona; futhi lenzondo evamile nephelele ngesono esithathwe yona ngokwayo, ngempela iveza ubuhlungu besiphambeko saphezulu kithi nakubo bonke abanye, ukube
isono sokuqala; ngoba, nakuba kuthethelelwa ngobhapathizo, ngisho nangendlela yokuthi akudingi ukunxeshezelwa okusebenzayo, noma ukuzisola komzimba, akulona neze iqiniso elincane ukuthi uNkulunkulu uye wacasulwa yikho, nokuthi, uma esithethelela ngokukhulu kangaka, kungenxa yobuhle nomusa wakhe omkhulu kuphela esibakweleta wona, kanye nezono esingazenzi, futhi ebesiyozenza ngokungenaphutha ngaphandle komusa owedlule.
Ubona kanjani, Baba, ukuthi inzondo yesono equkethwe othandweni umuntu alukweleta uNkulunkulu ngaphansi kwesijeziso sokulahlwa, akekho, njengoba ngishilo, ongakhululwa ekuphendukeni, ngisho nemiphefumulo engenacala, uma labo abangenangqondo.
Kodwa lokhu kuzisola okuvezwa uthando lwaphezulu akusebenzi kwabangcwele; ikhiqiza lapho ubuhle obuphakeme kakhulu, futhi yelula phezu kwazo zonke izono ezingase zibe khona, ukuzizonda nokuzonda zonke, kuqale ngeziseduze kakhulu. Ungumlilo oqothulayo onwebeka phezu kwezono nokungapheleli kwabanye kuphela ngemva kokuba usucekele phansi futhi waqeda izono nokungapheleli komphefumulo lapho uhlala khona. Angathanda, lo mphefumulo, ukwazi ukuqeda bonke ubugebengu besintu, futhi ngenxa yalokho akukho mpahla noma ukuphila ayengakulungele ukukunikela; njalo ulila ngezono zakhe. Ngakho ngimonile uNkulunkulu wami, uyababaza... Ngakho-ke ngiyithukuthelisile into yothando lwami; Ngamshiya uNkulunkulu wenhliziyo yami. Ah! !. Ukuthi izinsuku lapho ngakwazi
ngivume ukumdumaza, ukuthi isikhathi lapho ngakwazi ukumzonda, sinqunywe empilweni yami, futhi kwangathi nginikeze izikhathi eziyinkulungwane ukuze ngisule inkumbulo yakho!...
Ithemba lizwakala ngeze, lithi kuye: Ungadabuki, uthethelelwe izono zakho; UNkulunkulu usebakhohliwe, abasoze bavela phambi kobuso bakhe. lawa mazwi aduduzayo enza, ngendlela ,
kuphela ukwandisa ubuhlungu bakhe . Kanjani, wathi, hhayi ukungidabukisa, lapho mina
ngicabanga ukuthi ngangingamcasula uNkulunkulu ongithanda kangaka, futhi ongithethelela ngomusa ongaka . uNkulunkulu, nokho, esingamqondi kahle futhi
ucasulwe ngonya olungaka nokungabongi kuzo zonke izinhlangothi ? Ah! uma i
Azange ngizwe ubuhlungu, amatshe ayekhuluma engisola ngokungabi nazwela kuNkulunkulu ongithele ngezibusiso eziningi!
Yebo, ngiyakusho, futhi ngiyakwethembisa, loNkulunkulu wokulunga uyoba ngeze ukungithethelela amaphutha ami neziphambeko zami, angisoze ngakuxolela nami ngokwami; bayohlala bephila enkumbulweni yami njengoba befile enhliziyweni yami nasentandweni yami. Angisoze ngayeka ukubabhubhisa ngokuphenduka, futhi ngizobazonda kuze kube sekupheleni . Uqalekisiwe isono, yini
sengathi ngingakuqothula emhlabeni wonke, futhi ngiphindisele uNkulunkulu wami ngenxa yentukuthelo oyenzile kuye!....
Laba, Baba wami, banjengemicibisholo eminingi edutshulwa ingalo yothando lwaphezulu, eveza isiqiniseko sokuthethelelwa ebuhlungwini.
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ukuphenduka, futhi othokozela ukwamukela ukububula nokububula akwenza ngokwakhe enhliziyweni. Inhliziyo ayilimele ngemicibisholo yakhe ayisakwazi ukwanelisa intshiseko emdlayo; uhlanganisa zonke izidalwa ukuba zihlanganyele ezinhlungwini zakhe futhi zililele kanye naye icala likaNkulunkulu omuhle kangaka, nendelelo edabukisayo yomswenya onesibindi sokumvukela.
Yeka ukuzisola okukhulu! Kubonakala sengathi wonke amacala
umhlaba uhlangane ukwakha enhliziyweni yalomuntu ophendukile weqiniso, walomthandi ophelele kaNkulunkulu wakhe, ulwandle olubabayo nobuhlungu, aze alahlekelwe ukuphila kwakhe, uma uNkulunkulu engenzanga uhlobo lwesimangaliso esiqhubekayo ukuze alondolozwe. ngaye futhi amsekele ngokuqinile ngokumelene nokuhlasela okuphindwe kabili kothando lwaphezulu.
Ake ucabange, Baba wami, izihwamuko ezikhishwa imisebe yelanga ebukhali ngesikhathi sokushiseka kwegagasi lokushisa nokushisa kwasehlobo; Njengoba isifinyelele futhi yanqwabelana endaweni emaphakathi yomoya, umhwamuko uyajiya, bese ukhuliswa ukushisa, bese ubuyela emvuleni eningi efudumeza futhi ivundise indawo yasemaphandleni eyomile. Umfanekiso wemvelo walokho okusebenza uthando olumsulwa emiphefumulweni eyihlaba ngenkemba yayo, futhi ibangele, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, ukuba incibilike futhi incibilike ngezinyembezi zokuphenduka nokuphenduka ngenxa yesono sikaNkulunkulu...
Yilokhu oDavids, Saint Peters, Madeleines, Augustins, kanye nezinye izisulu eziningi ezijabule zokuphenduka okungcwele nokunesizotha ababhekana nakho; kodwa amandla alolu thando lokunqoba awakaze azizwe njengaseNsimini Yeminqumo. Kulapho, Baba wami, lapho ngomzamo wokugcina futhi onamandla kakhulu, wadonsa umnsalo wakhe futhi waqeda imicibisholo yakhe enhliziyweni emsulwa kakhulu, umphefumulo kanye nobuntu obungcwele boMhlengi wethu ongcwele.
Lolu thando olumsulwa lwaluphila kuye ngenxa yenkazimulo kaNkulunkulu nokusindiswa kwemiphefumulo, kangangokuthi umuntu angasho ngomqondo othile ukuthi waba nonya, unonya futhi womele igazi. Cha
enelisekile ukwenza izinyembezi zamanzi zigeleze, wayicindezela ngokuqinile inhliziyo yakhe engcwele kangangokuthi wakhipha uzamcolo wegazi. Wadweba emehlweni obuntu bakhe ubukhosi bukaNkulunkulu uyise ethukuthele, ehlazekile ngenxa yesono; kodwa ngesikhathi esifanayo wamdwebela ubukhulu bobugebengu ngemibala egqamile kangangokuthi wayengakwazi ukumelana nokwesaba kwakhe. U-JC wawela ekuhlulekeni okuphelele kwezinzwa zakhe, ebuhlungwini bokufa, lapho imvelo yanqotshwa khona, nalapho ayedinga khona usizo lobunkulunkulu bakhe ukuze azuze isandla esiphezulu. Yebo, Baba, ukwesaba kwaba kangangokuthi, ngomzuzwana, umzimba wakhe waphezulu wamanziswa umjuluko omangalisayo owake waba khona. Umjuluko oyigugu!... izinyembezi ezinamandla! ukhulula ulaka lwaphezulu; usifanele izinyembezi zobuhlungu ezisusa amabala onembeza bethu; lezi zinyembezi, more salutary to the vundisa.
Ngakho-ke, Baba, njengoba ekubuyeni kwentwasahlobo sibona yonke into ithela izithelo futhi izalwe kabusha ngokwemvelo; ngendlela efanayo, enhliziyweni ethembekile lapho kuwele khona lamazolo amahle, ngibona izimbali nezithelo zihluma, zithuthuka futhi zivuthwa isivuno sazo zonke izimfanelo zobuKristu.
Akuwona, njengoba sibona, umhlaba, wona ngokwawo, ombozwe isivuno esicebile nesichichima kangaka; luyikhiqiza kuphela ngenxa yothando olumsulwa, oluyinkosi nomlimi wayo: luyi-appanage okungolwalo ngokuyisisekelo. Yingakho ethanda ukuyihlobisa, ayenze ibe yindawo yobumnandi nobumnandi. Yinsimu evaliwe yomyeni ongcwele neyomfazi ongcwele ; iyipharadesi emhlabeni . Lapha, Baba, ngokubona kwami
kuNkulunkulu, lokho okwenziwa uthando lwaphezulu enhliziyweni enalo; yilokhu okuphuma izinyembezi zokuzisola, okumbangela ukuba athulule ezonweni ezenziwe.
Imiphumela emibi yezinyembezi ezivezwa wuthando olungahlelekile lwesidalwa.
Kodwa ngibonani? Baba, futhi iyiphi enye into umoya wami uthuthwa na?
Yeka umehluko odabukisayo! Nalezi izinyembezi engizibona zigeleza; kubuye kube ukububula engikuzwayo; kodwa lezi yizinyembezi nokububula kweBabiloni elinegama elibi nelesigebengu, elibubulayo, elilila, nezinyembezi, ngenxa yezinto zesikhashana eziphunyukileyo kulo, ngobungane obulikhapheleyo, noma ngenxa yezinkanuko ezilihluphayo, Lapho amehlo akhe encibilika emanzini , lokho
umlomo wakhe ukhipha umunyu wokuzisola kwakhe, nentshiseko yomlilo wakhe
okungekho emthethweni, uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi izinyembezi zalolu hlobo zifana nemvula yasebusika, eletha yonke indawo amakhaza aneqhwa. Cishe ngaso sonke isikhathi kuwumphumela wenkanuko yobugebengu, kwesinye isikhathi ubugebengu obungaphezulu kwalona kanye uthando olukhiqizwa ngalo. Yebo, Baba, futhi qiniseka ngakho, kunomehluko omkhulu ngokungenakulinganiswa phakathi kwezinyembezi uthando lwaphezulu olubangela ukuba ziphume enhliziyweni oluyiphilisayo, nalezo ezivezwa uthando olungahlelekile lwesidalwa, kunokuba lungekho phakathi kwentwasahlobo nobusika. , i-akwiloni ne-zefiri, imini nobusuku. Iqhwa namakhaza kubhubhisa kuphela, kumise futhi kushise konke okuvezwe yinkathi enhle emasimini: ngaleyo ndlela izinyembezi ezivezwa uthando ngezidalwa, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke yizinkanuko ezingahlelekile, ziyashisa, zibande futhi zibhubhise.
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zonke izifiso ezinhle, konke ukunyakaza okuhle kwenhliziyo kuNkulunkulu, zonke izimo ezinhle umphefumulo owawunazo ngenxa yokulunga. Badala umonakalo omkhulu ensimini yomoya ongcwele; ngokuvamile babulala lapho konke intwasahlobo enhle yomusa eyayikuzele lapho ngezimbali nezithelo; futhi izinyembezi ezibangelwa umoya onobuthi wenyoka efile ziyingozi kuye njengoba izinyembezi zothando lwaphezulu zazimthandele.
Ngizothini kuwe Baba? Lezi zinyembezi ezibulalayo nezibhubhisayo zifana nozamcolo ongenasiphelo, ongena emphefumulweni uze ufike ngisho nomnkantsha wamathambo, uma singakhuluma kanjalo; baya ekujuleni kwenhliziyo ukuyofuna okuncane kokuhle, bomise impande yawo; benza inkanuko ngayinye ibe yisithombe, inhliziyo ibe yisigqila saso; babuyisela lapho ukubusa kukadeveli, kwezinkanuko nezimiso zomhlaba, emanxiweni okungabi nacala kanye nokubusa kukaJC (1).
(1) Quœ enim secundùm Deum trittitia est, poenitentiam in salutem stabilem operatur; i-soeculi autem tristitia mortem operatur. ( 2 Kor. 7:10 ).
Ngakho-ke ukunambitheka okunqunyiwe kokuphila kwezwe, kanye nalokhu kuzondwa okungenakunqotshwa kukho konke lokho okubizwa ngokuthi izenzo zokuzisola nokuzisola; ngezwi, kukho konke okuthungatha izinzwa futhi okubulala imvelo eyonakele. Lokhu
bayimiphefumulo engenalutho kuNkulunkulu futhi egcwele ngokwabo; imiphefumulo lapho umusa ufile futhi isono siphila; imiphefumulo, ngezwi, okuthi, kuzo zonke izenzo zayo, ilandele kuphela ukunyakaza kwemvelo kanye nezinkanuko ezihlukene eziyizigqila zazo, ezihlupha futhi ziyihlukanise, njengezitha eziningi ezinomunyu namahlosi anganeliseki . Yilokhu abayikho abathandi bezwe nezinto zalo eziyize emehlweni kaNkulunkulu, abanamathela ngentshiseko esidalweni baze basenze unkulunkulu abamkhethayo kunoNkulunkulu ngokwakhe. Isiphithiphithi esibi!...
Isilinganiso sensindiso nokuphelela noma amazinga ahlukene okuzisola. Imiphefumulo eyahlukene egibela leli ladi.
Ake sibuyele umzuzwana esinyathelweni noma ezitebhisini engivele ngikhulume ngazo, futhi okungeyona enye indlela ngaphandle kwendlela yokupheleliswa nokusindiswa, okudlula ngayo bonke abakhethiweyo nalabo abanezinhliziyo zokusindisa imiphefumulo yabo. Le ndlela ihlale yethulwa kimi njengesitebhisi se-perpendicular, unyawo lwaso lubekwe emhlabeni, futhi isiqongo saso siphakanyiswe phezulu kangangokuthi sibonakala sidlula ingxenye yesifunda somoya. Ingabe kufanele simangale uma singakuboni?....
Njengoba lesi sitebhisi sibekwe onyaweni lwesokudla, asikwazi ukukhuphuka ngaphandle kokukhathala okukhulu. Ngibona abantu, bekhathele kakhulu kule ndlela ebuhlungu, baze bazihudule kuyo, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, beguqe ngamadolo nasezandleni zabo: Ngibona abanye abazikhandlayo ngomzamo futhi bahambe ngokushesha ukuze bafinyelele ngokushesha ekupheleni kwezifiso zabo. . Kodwa njengoba bebeka kakhulu imvelo, futhi behamba ngokushesha kakhulu kunalokho uNkulunkulu akucelayo, bahlehla ngaphezu kokudlulela phambili, ngoba bathembele ngamandla abo kuphela, ngaphandle kokubuza umusa weNkosi. ukuthi ubehlose bona.
Sibabona beyaluza futhi bephuthuma kwesokudla nakwesokunxele, benza zonke izici ezinhle kakhulu, bamukele zonke izinhlobo zokuzinikela nokuzisola, ngezinye izikhathi okungahlakaniphile nokuxaka kakhulu, ngaphandle kokubuza uNkulunkulu noma abantu. . Ngakho-ke balandela kuphela ukuthambekela kwabo kanye nempilo ethile yemvelo; futhi njengoba imvelo ihlale ibuthakathaka futhi ingashintshi, cishe yonke into abayenzayo iba yize noma incane kakhulu . Nokho intando yabo
okuhle, izifiso zabo ngokuvamile ziqotho, ngezinye izikhathi zinamandla kakhulu; yingakho uNkulunkulu engabavumeli babhubhe. Elule isandla sakhe ukuze abaphakamise futhi abakhuthaze. Ngiqonde ukuthi ubaphephisa umusa ohlakaniphile, ukuhlehla okujabulisayo okubenza bavule amehlo abo futhi babone ngokushesha ukuthi bangakanani
bazikhohlise nangezindlela zabo zokupheleliswa. Ngiyabona ukuthi mayelana nabaningi, izilingo, imizabalazo enzima ababhekana nayo iwumphumela wemikhuba ephazamisekile asebezinikele kuyo. UNkulunkulu ubenza balwe impi ngokubavumela. Ngakho izinjabulo zabo zangaphambili ziguqulwa zibe ukuphenduka, futhi ubulungisa baphezulu buyaphindiselwa; kodwa uNkulunkulu ufuna ukubajezisa hhayi ukubabhubhisa. Akasivumeli isilingo ukuba sike sidlule umusa abanaso sokumelana naso. Uma, naphezu kwezinqumo zabo ezinhle, ngezinye izikhathi bayayeka ukwethembeka kubo; uma behlehliswa ubuthakathaka bemvelo yabo ekuheheni okubalingayo, uNkulunkulu akabalahli ngalokho, inqobo nje uma bevuka futhi, bemukele ukuphenduka, benze izinqumo eziqinile.
Kubonakala kulemiphefumulo eyesabayo ukuthi ayenzi ntuthuko ebuhleni; ukuze bangathuthuki endleleni yensindiso, kuyilapho beqhubekela phambili njalo kuyo ngokukhulu ukunyathela. Ngiyabona ukuthi uNkulunkulu ubabheka ngeso lomusa nomusa, nokuthi ubagcinele, ihora lokufa, umusa onomusa ophelelisa ukuhlanzwa kwabo.
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nokuzenza zithandeke kuye; izimo ezingcwele zokwamukela imicikilisho yokugcina; kanye nokungcwelisa ukugula kwabo, ukwanda othandweni lukaNkulunkulu, ukuqiniseka okukhulu emseni wakhe, umhlatshelo ophanayo nophelele wokuphila kwabo ebunyeni nokufa kuka-JC, izibusiso eziningi eziyigugu ezivame ukubenza baqede isihlanzo sabo ngaphambi kokuba bathole. ngaphandle kwezwe.
Imiphefumulo ewela phansi endleleni eya ekubhujisweni, yehla ezitebhisini zesitebhisi.
Ngibona abanye bekhuphuka lezi ziqu ngokukhululeka nangenjabulo ethile ebenza banqobe zonke izithiyo udeveli noma imvelo engababekela yona. Bathathe intando engcwele kaNkulunkulu njengomthetho noma isisusa sabo kukho konke : njalo behamba ngale ndlela, nesinyathelo esifanayo, esingasheshi kakhulu noma singaxhamazeli kakhulu, yonke into iphendukela inzuzo yabo, yonke into iba yinzuzo kubo. intuthuko emangalisayo ngesikhathi esifushane; Futhi,
ngaphandle kokuyaluza okwengeziwe, ngokushesha bafika esiphethweni esijabulisayo sezifiso zabo.
Emiphefumulweni ebheka emuva futhi ihlehle izinyathelo zayo, ize idlule esinyathelweni sokugcina; njengoba sishilo ngenhla, uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi ekushiyeni iziqu bawela endleleni enkulu yokulahlwa, okusele kuyo isinyathelo esisodwa kuphela sokuwela esihogweni. Ukusindiswa kwabo kusengozini eseduze; nasi isizathu: Ngokwengxenye enkulu bangabantu abaye baba nokunamathela okuqinile ezithandweni zabo kanye nezinjabulo zabo zobugebengu. Manje, njengoba sengishilo futhi ngabona, uNkulunkulu cishe njalo uvumela izilingo ezifanayo ukuba zibuye ngemva kokuguquka kwesoni, futhi lokhu ukuze avivinye izinqumo zaso, amqinise enjongweni yakhe ngokumgcina eziqaphile futhi angamangali ngenxa yesono. idemoni, ekugcineni ukumcwenga nokumjezisa;
Baqala ngokulahlekelwa umbono wesinqumo sabo nezithembiso zabo. Ukukhangwa kwenjabulo okubalingayo kubaholela ekuphazamisekeni kwabo kokuqala, lapho beshisekela kakhulu kunangaphambili. Banikela ngenhliziyo yabo yonke nentando yabo kuyo; ukuguqulwa kwabo kuba nzima kakhulu, kuthatha isimangaliso ukuyisebenza. Singasho ukuthi abasekho endleleni eya ensindisweni, okungenani ngokuqondene nesimo sikanembeza wabo nokuziphatha kwabo, okuphambene kakhulu neVangeli. Yilokho engakuqonda lapho ngibabona bengagcini nje ngokuhlehla esinyathelweni, kodwa baphume kuso ngokuphelele, futhi bathathe isinyathelo sokugcina ngezansi, ngemva kwalokho kuba nokuwa nokubhubha kuphela. Izitebhisi, noma idigri, okuwukuphela kwendlela yomusa nensindiso, noma iyiphi enye indlela ingaba yindlela yemvelo kuphela, yenkanuko nesihogo. Lokhu, Baba, kufanele kwenze izoni ezibuye zithuthumele . Bangakwazi ukungena
thatha leli thuba ukuvula amehlo abo ukuze babone isiphetho esingesihle, lapho isimo esesabekayo abacwile kuso ngokuzithandela kufanele siphele nakanjani! Kwangathi bangasebenzisa umusa uNkulunkulu asabanikeza wona, ukuze baphume kuwo kanye naphakade!
Isiqiniseko sensindiso kulabo abakunoma yisiphi isinyathelo, ngisho naphansi kwesitebhisi.
Isimo esiphawuleka kakhulu, mayelana nayo yonke imiphefumulo jikelele ebekwe ezinyathelweni ezehlukene zezinga elifanayo, ukuthi ngemva kwemizuzwana embalwa yomzamo ngabona ngayinye yayo inyamalala, futhi kwafika enye eyathatha indawo yayo. nokuthi, kwesinye isikhathi kwesinye, kwesinye kwesinye,
ngokushintshana kubo bonke. Kungakhathaliseki ukuthi yiliphi izinga ngalinye elalibekwe ngalo, isikhathi safika sokunikela indawo yaso kwenye futhi sinyamalale emehlweni ami. Ngabuza isizathu salokhu kuguquguquka okungapheli, futhi uNkulunkulu wangiphendula ngokuthi lesi sitebhisi siyindlela yokupheleliswa nensindiso, singenzeka kuphela phakathi nokuphila kwamanje, lapho ngokushesha ukufa kufika ukuzothatha ngamunye wethu, esikhathini esithile esikuso. ukuze sisindiswe, futhi kungakhathaliseki izinga lokuphelela noma ukungapheleli sizithola sesibekwe. Isihluku sihlasela ngokuzumayo futhi ngaphandle kokunaka: kufanele unyamalale futhi unikeze enye indlela.
Kungakho abantu belandelana, nokuthi umhlaba wonke udlula ezizukulwaneni ngezizukulwane. U-JC wabuye wangenza ngaqonda ukuthi labo engababona befika futhi benyamalala esinyathelweni sokuqala esivela ngezansi, babeyizoni ezinonya nobumpumputhe obungakaze bufinyelelwe ekuphakameni kwabo; ukuthi ukubona ukufa, nakuba kwakubethusa, kwabakhumbuza kubo, kwavuselela ukholo lwabo, ithemba labo nothando lwabo, ngokuzwa ubuhlungu bangempela bokucasula uNkulunkulu. Lapho-ke bafa besezingeni lokuqala lokuguquka kwabo; ngokungangabazeki babeyobe sebethuthuke kakhulu lapho, ukube ukufa kwakubavumele ukuba baqhubekele phambili, ukube babeneminyaka embalwa, amasonto ambalwa, noma okungenani izinsuku ezimbalwa ngaphezulu. Njengabanye, nabo ngabe wanyamalala ngesinyathelo esiphezulu noma esiphansi, ngokuya ngobude besikhathi, ukushuba kothando lwabo kanye nentshiseko yokuzisola kwabo. Kodwa ekugcineni bafa endleleni eya ensindisweni, lelo iphuzu elibalulekile; ngokuba uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi yonke imiphefumulo eyenza insindiso yayo futhi okufanele ngelinye ilanga ibe nayo, bese ivalelwe kulesi sitebhisi njengasemkhumbini kaNowa; futhi lokho kunoma yiliphi izinga
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safa, sasingenxa yezulu, ngoba safa emseni.
Ngathi, Baba, kusukela phansi kwaleli ladi eliyimfihlakalo umuntu wayengakwazi ukubona isiqongo esalahleka emafwini, noma kunalokho phezulu kakhulu; kepha uNkulunkulu wangiyisa khona ngomoya, wangenza ukuba ngibone engizakukutshela khona.
Phezulu kwesitebhisi kunendlela encane eholela phezulu
I-Love Triumph Mountain.
Kusukela phezulu kwalesi sitebhisi akwenzeki neze ukubona phansi, njengoba singasawuboni umhlaba. Isiqongo saleli degree sincikene nesisekelo sentaba ephakeme, ephakama phezulu. Ukushiya izinga, sithola, phansi kwentaba ephakeme, indlela encane eholela esiqongweni; le ndlela encane incane kakhulu futhi ayishayeki neze, ngoba bambalwa abantu abadlula kuyo. Isiqongo sentaba sinikeza indawo yokuhlala ethandeka kakhulu emoyeni wokukholwa nothando; futhi, le ntaba ibizwa ngokuthi intaba Yokunqoba kothando, njengoba uJC wangitshela ngokwakhe.
Yindawo yokuhlala ebukekayo kakhulu ongakwazi ukuyicabanga; umoya uhlanzekile futhi uzolile; izithelo zakhona ziningi futhi zimnandi; umhlaba umbozwe lapho ngokuvunwa nangayo yonke ingcebo yasekwindla, nakuba intwasahlobo engapheli igcina ezimfeni ubuhlaza botshani obukhazimulayo bezimbali ezihlukene oqweqwe ngazo. Umoya unuka kamnandi ngephunga lawo; ukuphumula kuphazanyiswa kuphela ukububula okuthambile kwamanzi asuka esiqongweni ageleza ehle ngomqansa wentaba, noma ingoma emnandi yezinyoni, ezithi ziqhwakele emagatsheni ezihlahla, zibonakale zihlanganyela emakhonsathini abathandi. nabathandi bomyeni. Ngamafuphi nje, Baba wami, umuntu ujabulela lapho konke lokho imvelo engakuveza okujabulisayo nokuzuzisa kakhulu.
Uma kuvunyelwe lapha ukuthi kusetshenziswe izinkulumo ezithize ezingasho lutho, umuntu angasho ukuthi le ndawo yokuhlala ejabulisayo, ehlalwa imiphefumulo eholwa uthando olumsulwa, ifana nesigodi noma ikamelo lokuhlala lababusisiwe. Liyipharadesi langempela lasemhlabeni, lapho uthando lukaNkulunkulu lunqoba kukho konke; futhi yonke indawo lapho sidumisa khona, siyabusisa, sidumisa uNkulunkulu othandweni lwakhe olumsulwa, nothando lwakhe olumsulwa, cishe njengoba kwenza ababusisiwe ezulwini, lapho lonke olunye uthando, zonke ezinye izithakazelo zitholakala zigxile othandweni lukaNkulunkulu kuphela, kuhlobene. futhi waba ngaphansi kwakhe, njengendlela yokufinyelela ekupheleni kwakhe. Izinkulumo, izenzo, imicabango, izifiso zonke ziyizenzo zothando olumsulwa noluphelele. Umphefumulo uphefumula uthando kuphela futhi uphila othandweni olumsulwa kuphela. Yeka ubumnandi, intokozo, yeka injabulo ephelele.!... Mabazitika ngakho,
Ngajabula kakhulu ukubona isixuku esikhulu kangaka sabantu sihamba kanjalo endleleni yokupheleliswa; kodwa iNkosi yethu yanqanda injabulo yami ngokungenza ngibuke, 1°. ukuthi inani lalingasho lutho, uma liqhathaniswa nenani elingenakubalwa labalahliwe abaduka ngenxa yonya oluphelele lwezingqondo zabo kanye nokuhlanekezela okuphelele kwezinhliziyo zabo, ezigxilile ebubini; 2°. ukuthi noma ubani engambona endleleni angabi khona
bengakafakwa esibalweni sabakhethiweyo nabamiselwa ngaphambili, kodwa yilabo kuphela labo, ngokwethembeka kwabo esifungweni sokubhapathizwa kwabo nasemuseni wobizo lwabo, ababefanelekela lokho ukubekezela; abasukuma ekuweni kwabo, futhi bathele izithelo ezifanele zokuphenduka, ngaleyo ndlela besekela ukuthethelelwa kwabo emseni kaNkulunkulu ongapheli. Kulabo, wanezela, ababuyela emuva, abanqunyelwe kusengaphambili injabulo abazikhipha kuyo.
Okunye, Baba, uNkulunkulu akanginikanga uphawu, nasibonakaliso, ukuze ngehlukanise okumiselwe ngaphambili kwabangekho, futhi bengiyakuzisola kakhulu ukukucela kuye, ngokuba ngentando yakhe kuyintando yakhe. imfihlo azigcinele yona yedwa, futhi engayikwambulwa kuze kube usuku lokugcina; kodwa ngangazi ngokucacile ukuthi kuleli gama elibulalayo ngeke kube khona noyedwa owalahlwayo ongakwenzi ubulungisa emseni wangaphambili we-JC, ngokuvuma ukuthi, uma elahlekile, kungenxa yakhe, futhi kuye yedwa, ukuthi kufanele . thatha .
Inani elincane lalabo abanokuzisola kweqiniso.
Ake sikhulume okunye Baba mayelana nobuhle nobubi balokhu kuzisola, esesikhulume kakhulu ngakho; ngoba bekungeke kube nasiphelo uma konke kufanele kushiwo ngephuzu lalokhu kubaluleka. Kungani ukuzisola kweqiniso kuyivelakancane? Ngenxa yokuthi siyadebeselela ukuzindla ngezifungo zobhapathizo, iziphetho zokugcina, ngothando olungenangqondo, olucabangelayo nolungenakucatshangwa lukaNkulunkulu ngathi, konke okungasiholela lapho; ekugcineni, silahlekelwa umbono wezinto zokholo. Kodwa yeka ukuthi inhliziyo eye yajwayelana nayo kalula kangakanani ngokuzindla ngamaqiniso angcwele nasabekayo, ingakuthwala lokhu kuzisola okuhle, uNkulunkulu angehluleki ukubanika labo abamcelayo ngemikhuleko yentshiseko nezifiso ezivuthayo!
Yeka ukuthi ubuhlungu bakhe buqotho kangakanani, kugcwele ukuphenduka kwakhe, lapho ekhumbula ukungabongi kwakhe kuNkulunkulu omthululele ngezibusiso, futhi ecela kuye, ngokuqashelwa konke, kuphela ukwethembeka kothando lwakhe!... Lesi sidalwa esijabulayo ngokungangabazeki egcwele ukwesaba izahlulelo zikaNkulunkulu oziphindiselela;
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kodwa uhlanganisa kulo uthando lukaNkulunkulu olungileyo, futhi lomuzwa wokugcina yiwo obusa enhliziyweni yakhe; futhi njengoba ihloniphekile futhi ijabulisa kakhulu kulowo oyinjongo yayo, idlulisela ubunjalo bayo kubo bonke abanye, futhi iba isisusa esikhulu.
Kukhona, ngiyabona, uBaba, akukho injabulo, noma ukunamathela, noma ithuba, futhi ngeke, ekugcineni, ukuthi inhliziyo ethambekele kanjalo ayikulungele ukunikela umhlatshelo wokuphindisela uNkulunkulu ngokumelene ngokwayo. Usebenzisa igazi lika-JC kuye ngesakramente lokuphenduka, futhi izulu liyanqoba futhi liyajabula ngokuguqulwa kwalesi soni: umkhuba unqotshiwe; akasanqotshwa ngaphandle kobuthakathaka obumsulwa, futhi ngenxa yokuwa kobuthakathaka uzuza ukunqoba okungamashumi amabili noma amathathu phezu kwezinkanuko zakhe. Kunokuba imiswe endleleni yayo, izosebenzisa ithuba lokuwa kwayo ngisho nokunqoba kangcono izitha zayo; uyoqina futhi angaguquki kuze kube sekufeni emzweni kanye nesinqumo sokuthi angabe esona futhi ahlale ethembekile kuNkulunkulu wakhe .
Kodwa, Baba, ah! Yeka ukuthi sincane kangakanani isibalo sabaphendukile balolu hlobo! Ngiyaphinda futhi, ah! mncane kangakanani!... Angilokothi ngikutshele lokho uNkulunkulu angenza ngimbone kuye... Phakathi kwekhulu... ngithini? mhlawumbe akekho noyedwa phakathi kwenkulungwane!... Ngiyaqhaqhazela! Yeka ukusetshenziswa kabi komusa ngenxa yalokho! Yeka ukuhlambalaza okwenziwa yilezi zoni ezijwayele ukuzibiza, ezizibiza futhi zikholelwe ukuthi seziphendukile! Bangaki abantu abalahlekile, mingaki imiphefumulo eya esihogweni ngokunembile ngendlela okufanele ibavikele kuso.” Ingabe lokho akukwazi ukwenza abantu bathuthumele? Nkulunkulu wami, kuzokwenzekani ngesintu esimpofu ?....
Amaqhinga wedemoni ukuvimbela ukuguqulwa kweqiniso kwenhliziyo.
Zingaki izinto zobuciko, inkohliso idemoni elizisebenzisayo ukuze liyenge! Okokuqala, ukuze abasekele ebudedengu nasekuvilapheni kwabo ngokomoya, ubenza baqonde ukuthi isikhathi sokuguquka kwabo asikafiki; ukuthi, ukuze banqobe umkhuba wezinkanuko zabo, badinga umusa wokunqoba uNkulunkulu azowunikeza lapho esahlulela kuhle; ukuthi okwamanje, bekungeke kube yize ukuzama noma yini ngomusa obuthakathaka kakhulu, wabatshela, ukuphumelela. Kulokhu baphelelwa amandla esimweni sokufa, naphezu kokuzisola konembeza wabo nayo yonke imizamo yezulu yokubakhipha: izintshumayelo, ukufundwa, iziyalezo, ukunyakaza okuhle, konke kunganakwa, kudelelekile, kunyathelwa phansi. Lona akuwona umusa eniwudingayo, kusho idemoni: UNkulunkulu unesikhathi sakhe; isikhathi sakhe asikafiki; kufanele wenze isinqumo sokuyilinda ngokholo nangokusula: mhlawumbe futhi kungenzeka ukuthi uzokugcinela ihora lokufa, ake sibekezele futhi singajahi lutho; izinto bezingeke zibe ngcono; konke kufanele kwenziwe ngohlelo, futhi akukho okuphuma ngesikhathi.
Ah! Baba, mingaki imiphefumulo engiyibonayo iwela esihogweni, ngalelithemba elikhohlisayo lepeccavi elihle ngehora lokufa! ngoba ngaleso sikhathi, esikhundleni sokuthola umusa ongavamile ababewubale ngokuxhamazela kangaka, abatholi ngisho nezivamile, noma okungenani bayabahlukumeza kuze kube sekugcineni, futhi bafe njengoba bephila.
Yebo, Baba, laba abaneshwa bayafa bephila; ngokuba ngibona izingqondo zabo zikhathazekile nezinhliziyo zabo zilukhuni; abasaboni lutho ngaphandle kwamathunzi okufa, imihosha namagquma. Kwaba lapho idimoni
ukushintsha ulimi, nokuthi usebenzisa ibhethri lakhe lokugcina ekuhlaseleni kokugcina abaletha kubo: kanjalo ubenza bacabangele izono zabo njengezingenakuthethelelwa kanye nokusindiswa kwabo njengento engenakwenzeka. Uthi kubo, udelele uNkulunkulu nomusa wakhe ekuphileni, kufanele ukuthi udelele ekufeni; kuwumphumela ongenakugwemeka wokucatshangelwa okumcasulayo, kanye nokungabongi oye wakusebenzisa kuze kube manje... uwele kwalasha wokuphelelwa ithemba, lapho ngokuvamile beqeda khona izinsuku zabo zokungajabuli. Yeka ukufa Baba! bekumele bazalwe bafe kanje! futhi bekungeke yini kube ngcono ngokuphindwe kayinkulungwane kubo ukuba abakaze baphume ezeni, kunokuba !....
Ngiyabona, Baba, ukuthi kukhona ezinye izoni ezivumayo, futhi eziphenduka ngokuzimisela empilweni yazo; kodwa lokhu kuguqulwa akukona okwesikhathi eside. Idemoni livuselela izinkanuko zabo ngamandla kangangokuthi basheshe banqotshwe yikho, kungaba buthaka noma umkhuba: bese bethola ukudangala okubathuntuthe, kubaqede amandla futhi kubaqede amandla; umphefumulo wabo unjengomuntu okhubazekile futhi awukwazi ngisho nomnyakazo owodwa kuNkulunkulu. Nokho, namanje ngezinye izikhathi basondela kumasakramente, kodwa njengoba kunjalo, futhi ngomkhuba othile ongashintshi lutho ekuziphatheni kwabo. Uma kuwumbuzo wokulungiselela ukuya esigungwini esingcwele, bacabanga ukwenza isinqumo esihle sokuthi bangaphinde bawe . Konke kuhle, kusho i
idemoni, ungathembisi okungaphezu kwamandla akho azokuvumela ukuthi ukhiphe! Sawubona! anazi ukuthi wonke amadoda ayindoda? akunakwenzeka
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ukuthi ungabuyeli emuva ngokushesha noma kamuva, futhi ungalindi noma yini enye. Kwanele, ukuze uphephe, ukuthi uphakamise ukuzithuthukisa ngandlela-thile ngesikhathi esifanele sokwamukela amasakramente; kodwa yeka ubuhlanya bokufuna ukulahla kuze kube phakade ukwaneliseka okungaka! ngithembe, ubungeke usigcine leso sithembiso; futhi kungcono ukungakwenzi lokho kunokuzifaka engozini yokuba necala ngokwengeziwe ngezithembiso ezingahlakaniphile nezifika ngesikhathi.
Kulokhu, lowo othanda ukuphenduka uyaziqinisa nakakhulu ngoba uthola lesi sinqumo simfaneleka kakhulu futhi sihambisana nendlela yakhe yokusahlulela, njengakho konke akubona ngaphakathi ukuthi kufanele kwenzeke. Esho ekhuluma yedwa
: Futhi eqinisweni, ngeke kube ngenye indlela; futhi iyiqembu elihlakaniphe kakhulu nelihlakaniphe kakhulu kuzo zonke izici. Ngakho-ke wenza uhlobo oluthile lwesivumelwano noma isivumelwano nonembeza wakhe, okuthi ngaso, isikhathi ngasinye lapho efuna ukuya ekuvumeni izono, usebenzisa ukuzithiba okuncane ezinkanukweni zakhe; aze azilungise, izinsuku ezimbalwa, ngento eyenzeka ngephutha; uhamba aze agweme ezinye izikhathi ezithile, uma kuphela ukuze anganqatshwa ngumuntu ovuma izono zakhe. Usazondla isikhathi esithile ngemva kokukhululwa kwakhe, futhi idemoni linesithakazelo esikhulu ekumkhohliseni ukuba angamshiyi nale nhlansi yamanga yokuguqulwa emqinisekisayo; kodwa ngokushesha uqala kabusha isitimela sakhe esivamile, futhi usazinika inkululeko ephelele yokona, kuze kube yisikhathi lapho esejwayele futhi lapho ehlongoza ukuya ekuvumeni izono: ukuze, ngaleyondlela edlula embuthanweni wokuguquka futhi aphinde abuyele, athole ekupheleni komsebenzi wakhe inqwaba yobugebengu nokuhlambalaza okumfaka kwalasha . Kodwa, Baba wami, nansi mhlawumbe
iqhinga likadeveli elicashile, lokuphuphuthekisa laba abaphendukayo abazenzisa ngokubaqinisekisa ezimweni ezikhohlisayo aziyo ukuthi angazibeka kanjani ngobuciko esikhundleni salezo ezifunwa uNkulunkulu.
Lapho umusa ulandela isoni, lapho unembeza waso usihlupha, lapho umqondisi omuhle esishaya ngokwesaba izahlulelo zikaNkulunkulu, ukuze asiphoqelele ukuba ekugcineni sifinyelele ekushintsheni kwangempela kokuphila, kungaba ngePhasika noma endaweni enhle yokuhlehla ngokomoya, noma ezinye izimo ezisondelayo, uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone ukuthi udeveli ube eseyiphinda kabili imizamo yakhe yokugcina inyamazane yakhe, ngokulingana nalabo abenziwe ukuthi bayihlwithe kuye. Umelela ngokucacile emcabangweni wakhe nasezinzwa zakhe izinto zenkanuko ezimnikeza injabulo eyengeziwe, futhi lapho anezibopho eziqinile nezizwela ngokwengeziwe kanye nokuthambekela Ingabe uzongishiya ngemva kwezinzuzo eziningi kangaka futhi ezimnandi
izinjabulo, kusho ubumnandi kuye, elula izandla zakhe kuye? Buyela kimi, ungangishiyi, futhi ngizoqhubeka nokukujabulisa. Sawubona! ungaphila ngaphandle kwezinjabulo engikunikeza zona? Ingabe umuntu angakuqondi kahle lokho ayikho futhi azidele? wayengeke yini abe necala lokufa kwakhe a
unya olungaxoleleki ? Ngakho-ke isixhumanisi siwukuziqhenya, ukuziqhenya ,
ukuminza, kanye nazo zonke ezinye iziqhwaga zomphefumulo wakhe. Ngamunye wabo, uNkulunkulu ungenza ngibone, ukhuluma naye ulimi lokuyenga okungolwakhe, futhi okunzima kakhulu ukuba amelane nalo, ikakhulukazi uma ecabangela amandla aye wavumela umkhuba wakhe omubi nokuthambekela kokuthatha isivumelwano lapho . ...
Ngakho-ke isoni sizithola siphikisana kakhulu phakathi kwamaqembu amabili, aphikisana naso ngokuphelele: ngakolunye uhlangothi unembeza waso usitshela ukuthi kufanele azinikele emseni futhi alalele uNkulunkulu; ngakolunye, uthando lwakhe lufuna amalungelo asuka enhliziyweni yakhe. Lenzani idemoni? Uyaqikelela ukuthi angasheshi isikali ngokuphelele evumelana nenkanuko; lesi sifundo singamaholoholo, futhi singavula amehlo alabo ubumpumputhe babo obungakafiki ekuphakameni kwabo. Pho wenzani? nakhu: ngokucwengisiswa kwamaqhinga afanele yena, usathola lapha izindlela zokuhlanganisa yonke into ngokuhlehla uma umuntu engasho kanjalo, ngokunikeza okuncane komunye nomunye wamaqembu amabili; sengathi umuntu angakhonza amakhosi amabili aphikiswa kangaka; sengathi ukunakekela okuncane kwemvelo akusinikanga konke kuye.
Thula, sasho-ke isoni ekushisekeleni kwaso: Ngiyeke, ngimele ngiyeke okwesikhashana; kodwa angivalelisi kuze kube phakade, sobuye sibonane ngibona kuNkulunkulu, Baba, ukuthi lesi sivumelwano senzeka kahle .
futhi ekusithekeni enhliziyweni yesoni, kangangokuthi isoni ngokwaso asikunaki, futhi mhlawumbe singakuqapheli. Kufana nabangane ababili abaseduze abaphoqeleka ukuba bahlukane, futhi abathi, bevumela ubudlova obenziwa kubo, bavume ukuphinde bahlangane; kodwa bavumelana ngento encane
ukubuka, noma ngesinye isibonakaliso esingabonwa muntu, nakuba babeqondana futhi beqondana ngokuphelele. Yebo, kukhona, Baba, ukuthi isoni esihlala sinamathele kuso sizihlukanisa kanjani nenkanuko yaso ebusayo. Waneliseke kakhulu ngokuthola usizo olunjalo lokuzikhohlisa, ngokukhohlisa umqondisi wakhe ongokomoya. Idemoni lijabule kakhulu ngempumelelo yalo, ugqozi nalo kumele lwanelise; kukhona uNkulunkulu kuphela ongekho, futhi olahla esezulwini
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intethelelo, okuthi, njengokuzihlambalaza kwangempela, kuphumele ekuphuphuthekiseni umoya walowo owamukelayo, ngokumqinisekisa ngokungafanele.
izono ezingathethelelwe, alahlekelwa nayinkumbulo yazo.
Oyimpumputhe, ucabanga ukuthi usethuthuke kakhulu ekupheleleni, ngoba akakhohlakali ngendlela abengaba ngayo, futhi ngenxa yokuthi uyazilungisela amaphutha athile; kepha inkanuko isekhona, nesifiso sokwenza okubi asifi kuye; unakho konke ukwesaba ukuthi akasoze afela lapho. Nokho, lesi yisimo esingajabulisi lapho le ndoda eneshwa idlula khona ukuphila kwayo, futhi lapho, ngokuvamile, iphetha ngakho. Akukhona ukuthi akakwazi ukuguqula okwamanje; kodwa, Baba, yeka ukuthi kuyivelakancane kangakanani ukuguquka okunjalo! Kuyini ukuzisola nokuguquka, uma uthando
kaNkulunkulu uyanqoba okwethu? Ngiyabona kungcono ukulahla isoni kunokusithethelela phambi kukaNkulunkulu.
Ngakho-ke idemoni limatasa kakhulu liphonsa izisusa zomuntu ezingqondweni nasezinhliziyweni zalabo elibabona belungiselela ukuvuma izono. Kodwa uma ukuzisola kwabo kuphelele futhi kusekelwe othandweni olumsulwa lukaNkulunkulu, olubusa futhi olunqoba zonke ezinye izisusa, khona-ke kuwudonga olungenakufinyeleleka kuyo yonke imizamo. Angakwazi nje ukuququda amazinyo akhe ngokumelene nalesi sithiyo esingenakunqotshwa, esimthukuthelisa kakhulu , Baba, imiqulu emikhulu ngawe .
ukudalula inkohliso, inkohliso, amaqhinga angenakubalwa awasebenzisayo ukuyenga izoni ezivamile ngokubonakala kokuzisola abangenakho, noma okuyindlela yakhe kuphela .
Izindlela zokugwema izingibe zedemoni.
Umkhuleko oqinile, othobekile, oqotho futhi ophilayo uyindlela yokuqala umphefumulo osezandleni zawo ukuvimbela ukuphambanisa izingibe ezihlukahlukene zomoya wamanga. Nguye ovusa ukholo, ondla ithemba futhi avuthele uthando; yena, ekugcineni, ozuza zonke izimfanelo ezibeka umoya olingayo ukuba ubalekele.
Ngakho-ke kufanele sithandaze ngokukholwa nangokuqiniseka ebuhleni boMsindisi, okunikeza isisindo esigcwele emithandazweni yethu, kanye nokuzisola kwethu kanye nobuhle bethu. Ngakho-ke kumelwe sihlale simcela ngothando lwakhe lwaphezulu, imiphumela ejabulisayo yesihe sakhe, nalokho kuzisola kweqiniso nokuqotho, okungekho izono ezingenakuthethelelwa ngaphandle kwazo . ” Khona-ke kumelwe sicabangele okuhlukile
izisusa ukholo olusiphakamisela zona, ukuze kusivusele kulokhu kuzisola, ukuzicabangela ngokukhanya kwesibani esizokhanyisa ukujula konembeza bethu ekwahlulelweni esiyokuthola ngemva kokufa Phakathi kwezinhloso .
lokho kukholwa kusinikeza thina, labo abathathelwe kokuthandayo, nakuba bengenamandla kangako kubo ngokwabo, bangangena ngokufaneleka ekuphendukeni kweqiniso, inqobo nje uma uthando lukaNkulunkulu lubusa, nokuthi
inzalo idlula noma iyiphi enye; kodwa yilokhu okusathathwa kalula, futhi okubangela ukulahlekelwa kwabaningi, ngokwalokho uNkulunkulu angibonise kona.
Ukwesaba okwedlulele kwesihogo, okugqugquzelwa udeveli.
Yebo, Baba, futhi lokhu ngikwazi ngokusobala, lapho isoni esithintwa umusa sithatha isinqumo phambi kukaNkulunkulu sokuguqula, udeveli ucubungula ngokucophelela ukuthi yisiphi isisusa esibusayo kulesi sinqumo; uma ebona ukuthi wukwesaba isihogo, uvele asebenzise amandla akhe ekwandiseni nangokwengeziwe: uphazamisa ingqondo nemicabango kakhulu ngalokhu kwesaba okwedlulele, aze avale indlela yokungena kuso, ethembeni lokuthethelelwa, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke imizwa emnandi yokwethembana nothando. Isihe singase sizwakale, kodwa isoni sivala izindlebe zaso ezwini laso futhi silalela kuphela izwi lomahluleli othukuthele. Ngeshwa, akukhona lapha ukuthi ukwesaba kwengane kanye nokuhle, okuhlala kuqondiswa ukuhlakanipha; kuwukwesaba okuyisigqila kuphela, okungasusi intando yokona, futhi ngenxa yalokho, kukhiphela ngaphandle uthando lukaNkulunkulu; kanti emiphefumulweni ethambekele kahle yilokhu kwesaba okuvalwe ngaphandle uthando .
(1) I-Timor ayiyona i-charitate, sed perfecta charitas faires mitttimorem. ( I. Joan. Isahluko 4; 18. ).
Akunakuphikiswa, Baba, ukuthi uNkulunkulu uthanda ukusindiswa kwabantu bonke; kodwa futhi kuqinisekile ukuthi uNkulunkulu ngeke asisindise ngaphandle kwethu, okungukuthi, ngaphandle kokuhambisana nosizo asinika lona ngalokho. Kungakho, emva kokungathembeki okuningi, umusa uyahoxa, futhi isoni sihlale singenazo cishe noma iyiphi insiza. Idemoni libe selibamba ngaphandle kokuphikisa intando yalo, eliyilungisa ebubini; usebenzisa intshiseko enkulu ukubusa nokuhola bonke abanye. Kusuka lapho amenze enze noma athule, ngokwezithakazelo zamanje.
Uma kungumbuzo wesimo lapho isiko lifuna ukuthi sisondele emasakramenteni, libeka ukuthula ezifisweni, noma libangele ukunyakaza kwemvelo kuthathwe ukunyakaza komusa. Umuntu usondela ngokubukeka okuhle kakhulu; kodwa ngokushesha ngemva kwalokho, ukuziphatha nokubuyela emuva kubonisa lokho umuntu okumelwe ukuba wayekucabanga ngakho. Kulokhu, sinquma ukulinda ukuguqukela ekufeni, ngoba siphelelwa yithemba lokuphumelela ngaphambi kwalesi sikhathi; yikho kanye lokhu idimoni elalikuhlosile. Isifo sokugcina siyeza; bese kuvela isoni
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athinteke ngendlela ayengakaze abe ngayo ngaphambili. Konke ngesikhathi esihle; kodwa lapha kuphenduka isigebengu esiholela ekujezisweni, futhi lokho kwesaba kubanda kumnkantsha wamathambo. Ukwesaba okukhulu futhi akukho uthando. Ukuphenduka kukaKayini, kukaJuda, ka-Antiochus; kuzolandelwa isijeziso sabo.
Ukufa kabuhlungu kwesoni esiphelelwe yithemba.
Ubani ongabubula, Baba, ah! Ubani ongeke akhale ngesiphetho sale ndoda empofu enebhadi, manje engenakho angabelana ngakho ngaphandle kokwesaba nokuphelelwa ithemba? Nkulunkulu womusa, zivumele ugobe, ube nomusa kuye , Cha,
Baba, cha, kuza umfundisi; kodwa uNgqongqoshe Wokubuyisana, omehlo akhe aduduza kakhulu abafayo, umnikeza into exakile futhi engenakwesekwa. Umpristi, nokho, usebenza ngawo wonke amandla akhe ukuze amtholele ukufa okungcwele: uyamkhuthaza ukuba athembele ebuhleni bukaNkulunkulu ogcwele isihe; uzama ngazo zonke izindlela ukuvusa kuye ithemba lakhe ngokholo lwakhe, futhi amkhuthaze ngemizwa yokuphenduka okuqotho, yokudabuka kwangempela ngezono zakhe...
Wenzani, sikhonzi seNkosi? mfundisi oshisekayo, wenzani? ha! ukhuluma nolahliwe okufanele alinde ukwahlulelwa kokulahlwa kwakhe. Unembeza wakhe usuvele ummangalele kusengaphambili, futhi amademoni ayinceku yawo kakade aseqala ukukhipha isigwebo esilungiselelwe yena uNkulunkulu asamcasula, futhi ozomahlulela maduze . Izibani
ezidlayo, nikhale kuye amademoni, ukujeziswa okuphakade, nasi isabelo sakho. Kusekujuleni kwesihogo lapho sizokwehlisela khona umphefumulo wakho, ngemuva kokuwuhudulela enkantolo yejaji layo .
Lo mphefumulo oneshwa ungena osizini nokushaqeka okungenakucatshangwa; ezwa ukuduma kombani, ezwa amagalelo okulunga kwaphezulu, abone ingalo kaNkulunkulu iphakama ukuze imshaye . O uvalo! oh
phelelwa ithemba! O ukulahlekelwa okungenakulungiseka! O ukuhlushwa okungapheli! Ilahlwe uNkulunkulu nabantu, iba yinto yokudlala yamademoni kanye nesisulu samalangabi aphakade. Kanjalo, bapristi be-JC, phindani intshiseko yenu, uma nje nithanda, nizikhandla ngeze; izinkathazo zakho ziyize, nayo yonke imizamo yakho
okungadingekile. Mhlawumbe, maye! ingabe uzomenza abe necala kakhulu lowo obezozuza kukho!...
Ngibona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi, phakathi nosizi lokugcina lwalesi soni esifayo, udeveli usebenzisa ngaphezu kwanini ngaphambili wonke amandla anawo phezu kwalo mphefumulo, ngezinye izikhathi ngokunikeza umsebenzi omningi emifisweni enobudlova kakhulu, ngezinye izikhathi, futhi kuyinto evamile, bonke bangena esilingweni sokuphelelwa ithemba. Ngezinye izikhathi umphatha kabi kakhulu; iwushaya ngokucace kangaka umcabango wakhe nengxenye yakhe engezansi ngokusaba nokwesaba; umethula ngemililo yesihogo ngamandla amakhulu kangangokuthi ucabanga ukuthi useyizwile... Yebo, usevele ecabanga ukuthi uyasha, nangempela akaphosisi; ngokuba njengoba enamandla, lomoya ongapheli uthukululela kuye izihwamuko ezivuthayo zokuphefumula kwakhe okuvuthayo, okungase kubizwe ngokuthi izihluthulelo zokuqala zesihogo.
Lokhu, Baba, njengoba uNkulunkulu engenze ngabona futhi ngikuqonde, yilokho okuvame ukwenzeka ngaphakathi kwesoni esihlukunyeziwe, kuyilapho umpristi esisiza ekusiqondiseni. Umtshela ukuthi uyaphenduka ngokona uNkulunkulu; yebo, ngempela uyaphenduka kukho, kodwa kungenxa yokwesaba isihogo kuphela; lokhu kwesaba kwesigqila kuhlale kuhlubuka ngaphansi kokushaywa, akusoze kwakuthethelela. Angathanda ukuba ngcwele, hhayi ukuze uNkulunkulu adunyiswe futhi akhazinyuliswe, kodwa ngokumsulwa nangokuphelele ngenxa yokwesaba ukulahlwa nokubhekana nesiphetho sakho esiyinhlekelele. Amasakramente okugcina awatholayo kulesi simo esidabukisayo asebenza kuphela ekubekeni umqhele ezingcweleni zakhe kanye nesigxivizo sokugcina sokulahlwa kwakhe ....
Isikhundla esibi uNkulunkulu, ngiyazi, usengasisusa ngokuphelele kuso isoni, kodwa angasoze asisusa kuso ngaphandle kwesimangaliso esinamandla, uma umuntu engasho kanjalo, kunaleso esavusa uLazaru ethuneni. Imuphi umuntu onamawala ongalokotha athembe umusa ongaka? Ah! Baba, yeka ukulunga okungaba khona! ukuqagela okunjalo bekungeke kube ubugebengu obusabekayo ! UNkulunkulu wayenakho konke
lenzelwe leli Babiloni elingabongiyo; kodwa ngokungenamsebenzi: ukubekezela kwakhe sekuphelile, ekugcineni uzomlahla esiphethweni sakhe esingesihle; ngalokho uzophindiselela umusa wakhe odelelekile, futhi ngesikhathi sakhe uhleka lowo omenze inhlekisa engaka
i-denouement, isikhundla esibi kakhulu ongasicabanga, kodwa nokho umuntu ufika kuso nsuku zonke ngaphandle kokucabanga ngakho!....
Ukufa okuhlukene kwezoni ezahlukene.
Ngiyabona, Baba, ukuthi kunomehluko omkhulu phakathi kokufa kwezoni ezihlukene, njengoba ukhona phakathi kokuphila kwazo, izinkanuko zazo, amacala azo, nobubi bazo obuhlukahlukene. Ngakho-ke, uNkulunkulu angase abe nokwazisa okwengeziwe noma okuncane ngezimfanelo ezithile zokuziphatha abayobe bezisebenzisa phakathi kwabo
ukuphila, ngaphezu kwakho konke ukulunga, ukulingana kwemvelo, ububele ngosizi lwabampofu, ukuthwala amaphutha abanye, nothando kumakhelwane womuntu. Kusuka lapho kwenzeka ukuthi uNkulunkulu ngezinye izikhathi uthululela kakhulu kwezinye izimfanelo zegazi lika-JC, futhi azikhiphe esihogweni,
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kuyilapho abanye abayinkulungwane bawela lapho. Lena imiphumela yentando ehlala ikhululekile njengoba ilungile ekwahluleleni kwayo nasekuziphatheni kwayo konke. Kulandela kulokhu ukuthi abefundisi bamasakramente okugcina eBandla akumele bawushaye indiva umsebenzi wabo, noma bashiye noma yini engaba nomthelela kulo mzamo omkhulu wothando lwaphezulu. Ukuthi umuntu ofayo kufanele azuze ngakho noma cha kungenxa kaNkulunkulu; kubo, bayoba nokufaneleka okufanayo nomvuzo ofanayo phambi kwakhe.
Njengesijeziso esifanele, labo abangawanaki amaSakramente bavame ukufa bengenalo iSakramente.
Kuyaye kwenzeke, Baba, ukuthi abantu bafe bengenalo isakramente ngomphumela wempindiselo yaphezulu, ejezisa noma ukuhlukumeza abakwenzile ngayo, noma ubudedengu abaye baphila ngakho kulokhu. Ngokuba bangaki abantu abaphila ebumnyameni, ekunganakeni okungenacala, ake sithi kangcono ngokunengwa okujwayelekile, okwesabisa okuyimfihlo kweNkantolo Yobulungisa kanye neTafule Elingcwele, lapho udeveli eqikelela kakhulu ukubalondoloza! Besaba kakhulu ukukusebenzisa kabi, bathi, kanye nokuzenza banecala kakhulu: kodwa uma bekunaka, bazobona ukuthi besaba ukuphoxeka ngaphezu kokuhlukunyezwa. Lapho inhloso ilungile, futhi ufuna ngempela ukuthatha izindlela zokuzisindisa, khona-ke ukwesaba kukwenza uzilungiselele kangcono, futhi ungagodli. Ukuze usondele, manje, kubiza imvelo, futhi yilokhu kanye esikwesabayo, noma okungenani esikwesaba kakhulu kunabo bonke abanye, futhi kungani ngezinye izikhathi sihlala iminyaka ngaphandle kokucabanga ngeSidlo esiNgcwele, noma iNkantolo Yobulungisa. , futhi singenzi lutho ngenxa ezulwini. Kunokuba sithuthuke ekupheleleni, sikholelwa ukuthi sivinjwa inhlonipho, futhi sinjalo kuphela ngokuba ndikindiki okungokomoya nobugwala . Igolide,
Ngiyakubuza, iyiphi i-akhawunti ongayenza ukuthi lokhu okungenamsebenzi kukodwa, lokhu
ubuvila bobugebengu, lapho abantu abaningi kangaka nokho bechitha ingxenye engcono kakhulu yokuphila kwabo!....
Ukumangalelwa okungamanga enkantolo yenhlawulo, ikakhulukazi abaxhasi bamanga, okumele baxoshwe ngabavumayo.
Bengingeke ngithini baba uma ngifuna ukungena emininingwaneni yamaphutha adalwa wumlingi ekuhlolweni nasekubekweni icala.
! Wenza mnyama ingqondo yophendukayo ngobumnyama ukuze afihle izono zakhe; bese emhola ukuthi azifundele, ukuze angazazisi kumuntu ovuma izono zakhe. Ufuna amagama athambile kakhulu, izinkulumo ezingase zisuse lonke ihlazo lesono kanye nabo bonke ubukhulu bokuwa. Asibuyeli esimisweni noma ezinhlosweni zeqiniso zesenzo; sathula izikhathi, imikhuba; umuntu ubonisa kuphela ngokuzuzisa kwakhe wonke amaphuzu okuziphatha angabazekayo. Ekugcineni, umuntu wenza kahle kangangokuthi uyaphumelela ukuzenza angaqondwa kahle umahluleli okufanele anqume ngakho; futhi kungalesi sahlulelo, ngokumangala nokuphangwa, lapho umuntu eziqinisekisa khona....
Amahloni avala umlomo ngokungcola; ukwesaba ukubuyisela ipulazi ngokungabi nabulungisa; Ukuzidla kusenza siphonse lonke icala ngalokho esikushoyo kwabanye, noma sizame ukukunciphisa ngezimo esizithola sikuzo. Kubukeka sengathi siya ukuyovuma izono ukuze sixolise, hhayi ukuze sizisole. Uma ovuma icala efuna iphuzu elilungile ngakho konke lokhu, sithi unobandlululo, ukuthi usesimweni esibi, akulula, sigcine simshiye, sifune kwenye indawo omnene, okhululekile futhi. ongafundiswanga, ekugcineni ovuma izono njengokufisa komuntu; umuntu ovuma izono umuntu avame ukumfuna ngothando lwemvelo kakhulu: kungcono kumuntu ukuthi azivume yena kunalowo
Ugibe okufanele lwesatshwe kakhulu, Baba, njengoba luvame kakhulu, ikakhulukazi phakathi kwabazinikele bamanga esengikhulume ngabo kuwe, futhi ngenxa yabo sasingeke siqedele, uma konke kufanele kushiwo; uma kwakudingeka, ngokwesibonelo, ukuveza konke ukuphambuka kokuzenzisa kwabo kanye nokuzethemba kwabo, ukukhombisa ukuthi, ezindabeni zabo nemininingwane yabo emide, banekhono lokukhohlisa umqondisi wabo, ekuzikhohliseni; ukuthi bawafihla kangakanani amaphutha abo futhi benza ihaba ngobuhle babo bokuzenzisa kanye nemisebenzi emihle; ngalokho ubuqili abethula kuye amaqiniso angabazayo namacala, ngendlela yokuthi amenze awacabangele kuphela ohlangothini oluvuna bona. ngakho _
ukuthi lowo ovuma izono uzodinga ukunakwa okukhulu, okuhlanganiswe nolwazi oluphelele kakhulu, ukuze akwazise ngokunembile.
Idemoni elihola ulimi lwabo, futhi elibenza bakhulume noma bathule njengoba kuthanda, ngezinye izikhathi idemoni eliyisimungulu, ngezinye izikhathi idemoni elikhulumayo; futhi cishe njalo uyisimungulu, naphezu kwawo wonke amazwi awashoyo noma abangela ukuba ashiwo, ngoba akalokothi asho okufanele kushiwo. Uvusa kulaba abazinikele bamanga isifiso esikhulu sezenzo ezikhazimulayo, kanye nayo yonke imisebenzi emihle yezimpahla, ukulambela okukhulu kwesidlo esingcwele, okubenza bafune ukuhlanganyela njalo futhi ngaphandle kokuzihlupha kakhulu ngezimfanelo noma uhlobo lwesidlo. ukuphila okudingekayo ngeSidlo esivamile. Ukuvuma kwabo izono kuyaphindwa, ukuze babe nesikhathi sokukhuluma kaningi nalowo obaqondisayo, futhi ngokuvamile ziba zinde kakhulu, ukuze bakwazi ukukhuluma naye isikhathi eside. Ekugcineni, bazama ukuyibona futhi bayilondoloze njalo, bacabanga ngakho kaningi. Ngiyabona kuNkulunkulu, uBaba wami, ukuthi lapho
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abanye ababeyoba ngabavumayo babo izinyoka ezingaguquki ukuthi bayophoqeleka ukuba babaleke futhi bahambe, ngokushesha lapho bebona amandla esimilo sabo kanye nokuphenduka kokuzinikela kwabo....
Angikhulumi lapha, Baba, futhi uNkulunkulu makube kude! yemiphefumulo eminingi ehlushwa ukucasuka noma ubuhlakani mayelana nokuba semthethweni kokuvuma kwabo izono, njll., noma izilingo ezicindezelayo, abazikhandla ukulwa nazo. Ovuma izono kumele abafundise, abaqinise, abaduduze, abasize bathwale isimo sabo esibuhlungu. Kufanele abhekane nokuncenga kwabo, futhi anakekele, ngokubaxosha, andise ububi babo. Ngakho-ke angikhulumi ngalemiphefumulo evivinyiwe, kodwa yilaba abazinikele bamanga kuphela abaholwa udeveli, futhi abathi, bethatha ukuzinikela njengeveli nezaba, bazicabange befuna uNkulunkulu, kuyilapho befuna isikhonzi sakhe kuphela. O ! ngoba labo, Baba, akukho umusa, bakholwa yimi; asikho isidingo sokuxoxa nabo ngamabomu; kodwa kufanele babuyiselwe emuva ngaphandle kokucatshangelwa,
Indlela abavuma izono okufanele bafundise ngayo futhi bathulise imiphefumulo emihle ehluphekile nebuhlungu.
Ngokuqondene nemiphefumulo ehluphekayo nevivinywayo esisanda kukhuluma ngayo, nakhu okuzoshiwo umvumisi kubo ukuze abaqinisekise, ngangokunokwenzeka, mayelana nezimo zabo lapho besondela eTafuleni lokuvuma izono kanye naseTafuleni eliNgcwele: Ingabe nixazululelile, kanye usizo lomusa, lokukulungisa ezonweni ozozivuma, noma ozivumayo? Ingabe intando yakho ihlukanisiwe nakho konke ukuzijabulisa kwesono? Uma kunjalo, ungakhathazeki, unokuzisola, nakuba ungakuzwa. Izinkinga ezikuhluphayo zingavela kudeveli kuphela; ukushayela kufakazela yonke into lapha. Ngakho, uma uqinile ekuphikiseni nasekubalekeni, ziqinisekise ngezimo zakho; ungakufuni kakhulu lokho uNkulunkulu akunike khona, ngiqonde ukuzisola: zikhuthalele ukwethembeka emseni, futhi niziqinise ngokuqhubekayo enzondweni yesono nasekwesabeni ukusenza; ngoba kulokhu kuqukethe isimilo sokuzisola okuhle, okungaba ngumsebenzi we UMoya oNgcwele.
Mingaki imiphefumulo emihle uNkulunkulu ayivivinyayo ngale ndlela kuphela ukuze ayigcine isekuthobeni nasekwesabeni okunesizotha! Kungalokhu lapho ebasekela khona ukuze bamelane nezilingo ezicindezelayo, ezisebenza kuphela ukubahlambulula ngokubazuzela ukunqoba. Yebo, ukwesaba, izinkathazo, ukuyaluza kukanembeza onamahloni, ukungabaza, ukudideka mayelana nokungaqiniseki kwensindiso, ngesimo umuntu akuso phambi kukaNkulunkulu, mayelana nokuvuma izono umuntu akwenzile kanye namasakramente awatholile njenge izihlanzo eziningi zomphefumulo othembekile;
ziyizivunguvungu okumele alwe nazo, ebambelele ekukholweni, ethembeni naseluthandweni.
Esonweni sokuphinda, kanye nemiphumela yaso.
Esonweni sokubuyela emuva, uBaba wami, uJC ungenza ngazi ukuthi lapho ethi evangelini, ukuthi idemoni elixoshiwe emphefumulweni lithatha namanye amademoni ayisikhombisa amabi kakhulu kunaye, le nkulumo akufanele ithathwe njengencwadi, njengokungathi waya enanini lemimoya emibi eyisishiyagalombili ukuze ahlasele lo mphefumulo: lokhu, wathi kimi, kusho ukuthi ubuyela ecaleni ngemva kokunqotshwa kwakhe, kodwa ngokufutheka okukhulu ngokuphindwe kasikhombisa, kangangokuthi kunzima kakhulu ukusekela. lokhu kuhlasela kwesibili. Kodwa futhi, Baba, ngiyabona ukuthi umusa unamandla ngokulingana nengozi. Idemoni, lithukuthele, liqala ngokubamba ingxenye engezansi yomphefumulo, izinzwa nomcabango; uyayiphindaphinda imizamo yakhe, ukhumbula yonke intokozo yomkhuba nezikhathi ezedlule. amandla, amaqhinga kanye nobuciko; ngokungenamsebenzi udedela sonke isihogo: uma umphefumulo ungalahlekelwa umbono walokho okuthembisile kuNkulunkulu, uma uthembekile emseni owusekelayo, uqinisekile ngokunqoba, futhi idemoni liyojabhiswa. Kodwa uma, nge
ishwa, lifika lizinikele lidedele; uma esaqhubeka nokwenza umfelandawonye nomkhuba oqalekisiweyo nesifiso sokwenza okubi; uma esavuma ubumnandi bobugebengu, konke kulahlekile.
UMoya oNgcwele ube esehoxa enhliziyweni yakhe, futhi idemoni libuyela lapho ngokunqoba; yilapho-ke isimo salelishwa siba sibi kakhulu kunangaphambili. Kufanele, nokho, sehlukanise ngokusobala ukubuyela esonweni nokubuyela emkhubeni wesono; njengokuphinde kubuyelwe kobuthakathaka, okungenzeka ngisho nangemva kokuvuma izono ezinhle, nokubuya kobubi, okuhlale kucatshangelwa ukuthi isoni asiguqukanga, ikakhulukazi uma silandela eduze ukuguquka kwaso okuzenzisa.
Izinzuzo zokulahlekelwa induduzo enengqondo. Ukuqapha kwenkosikazi yangempela ka-J.-C.
Ngiqonde imiphefumulo okuthi, ukuze ihlale ithembekile, ithande ukuthi uNkulunkulu ayisekele njalo ngomusa nangenduduzo enengqondo; kodwa bekuyoba kuphi ukufaneleka kwabo? Imuphi umqondo umuntu angaba nawo ngomfazi ocabanga kuphela ngomyeni wakhe, ukuze athembeke kuye, lapho embona enengqondo, futhi ekholelwa ukuthi angamkhumbula kunoma yikuphi okunye ukuhlangana? Bekungeke yini lokho kube yinkosikazi engathembekile, ukuphinga kwangempela?
Lezi nduduzo ezinengqondo, ngiyabona ukuthi uNkulunkulu uzihoxisa okwejwayelekile
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emiphefumulweni yenyama, ngoba uyazi futhi uyabona ukuthi bakulungele kakhulu ukuwela ogibeni udeveli athatha ithuba lokuyibekela yona, ukuze ayidonsele ekuthandeni kwemvelo ngokukhanga kwalezi zinduduzo, futhi ngaleyo ndlela bazuze intando, ngaphandle kwalokho yonke imizamo yesihogo ayinakusilimaza. Yebo Baba futhi ngiyakubona, intando yethu embi iyesatshwa kakhulu kithi kunobubi bawo wonke amadimoni ngesikhathi esisodwa, yingakho, njengoba sesibonile kwenye indawo, umngane womshado ongcwele akenelisi ukungawuvali umnyango. iminyango yefulethi iphephile ngaphakathi nangaphandle, angena kuyo yedwa nomyeni wakhe, usabeka onogada nabaqaphi ngaphandle, nebutho elihlelwe impi, ukuze aphephe kakhudlwana.
Isithombe sokuqapha okufanele siqaphele ngakho imizwa yethu yangaphandle, ukuvimbela isitha ekusebenziseni ngokunenzuzo ukuze singene ngaphakathi komphefumulo wethu futhi siyenge inhliziyo yethu . Injalo ke
unkosikazi othembekile ka-JC efulethini lomyeni wakhe waphezulu. Ngeke siyibone, njengalezo zintombi eziyiziwula, lawo makhosikazi angathembekile nezifebe, ekhipha ikhanda efasiteleni ngomsindo omncane ukuze abone futhi abonakale, ukuze athole ukuthi kwenzekani futhi ahlulele izenzakalo; sizombona ehla kakhulu ezindlini eziphansi, ngisho ngemizwa yangaphandle, ngaleyo ndlela ephumela emigwaqweni, uma umuntu engasho kanjalo, akhulume nabadlulayo, okungukuthi ngokujabula nokwaneliseka emhlabeni, ukuze ufunde njengoba konke kuhamba. Cha, wafa kunoma iyiphi enye into ngaphandle komlingani wakhe waphezulu, okuwukuphela kwento yakhe yokunakekelwa. Isimo esijabulisayo esenza umuntu athole ipharadesi lapha ngezansi!...
Inqaba yothando lwaphezulu, ephakanyiswe enhliziyweni yoMlobokazi othembekile.
Kulokho, Baba, ngizokutshela konke engikubonile, ngoba uJC ungenze ngangena enqabeni engaqondakali yothando lwakhe lwaphezulu . Woza, wathi kimi,
wozani nibone zonke izindlu zothandiweyo wami, ukuze nifakaze ngobumsulwa bothando lwakhe. Ngemva kwalesi simemo, sangena efulethini eliseduze kakhulu nomhlaba kanye nesidalwa, lezi izinzwa zangaphandle; kodwa ngabona, lapho nje ngingena, ukuthi kwakungekho lutho olubi, olubi, olusemhlabeni, ngingasho cishe njengomuntu, efulethini lokuqala lomphefumulo othembekile nothandekayo kaNkulunkulu wakhe. Yonke into elapho ihlanziwe futhi ingcweliswa ngokwethembeka nokunakekela okuqinile.
Khona-ke, Baba, ngakhanyiswa futhi ngaholela kuwo wonke amafulethi angaphakathi, engangithola ehlotshisiwe futhi ehlotshiswe ngaphezu kwakho konke okungashiwo nokucatshangelwa, ngomusa ka-JC nangothando lwakhe lwaphezulu, ikakhulukazi ifulethi lamandla alokhu. umphefumulo omuhle, oseduze nefulethi lomyeni wakhe wasezulwini ngaphawula ukuthi konke kuvaliwe
emafulethini ahlukene, maningi, futhi angibonanga sidalwa ngaphandle, ngaphandle kwabalindi nonogada abazovikela inqaba; kanti lonogada wayevela ezulwini hhayi emhlabeni.
Khona-ke, uBaba wami, iNkosi yethu, ephendukela kimi, wathi kimi ngomoya wokwaneliseka nokunethezeka ngomkakhe: “Bheka, ndodakazi yami, ngokwethembeka, ukunakekelwa, uthando olunesisa kanye nokuhlanzeka kwenhloso yokwethembeka kwami. umfazi; bheka ukuthi konke kuhamba kahle kanjani kuye, nokuthi wenze kahle kangakanani konke.
Ah! Baba, yeka incazelo engiyibonile kula mazwi alula ka-JC: wenze zonke izinto kahle ! . . Ziqukethe okwanele ukwenza ivolumu enkulu ngezindlela zokuphelela. Ah! Ngakuqonda, akusona isenzo esikhulu, kodwa uthando olukhulu nokuhlanzeka okukhulu kwenhloso, okwenza into ibe nkulu phambi kukaNkulunkulu. Konke kuhle uma kuthandwa kakhulu, futhi izinto ezincane kakhulu zinenani elingenamkhawulo lapho inhloso ijabulisa khona.
UJesu Kristu wangitshela, ekuphetheni, ukuthi konke engangikubonile kwakungelutho uma kuqhathaniswa nalokho ayekulungiselela umphefumulo othembekile kuze kube phakade. Njengoba esho la mazwi, wangenza ngabona, ngaphansi kwesembozo sokukhanya okubabazekayo, izindawo zokuhlala ezihlukahlukene zemimoya ebusisiwe, izihlalo zayo zobukhosi, imiqhele yayo, imibuso yayo, konke kuhlotshiswe futhi kucwebezela ngobuhle bukaJ.C. East
akunakwenzeka ukusho noma yini esondela kuyo, akunikelwanga kumuntu ukuyiqonda, noma ngolimi lwabantu ukuyichaza . Lesi simo somzimba
akubusisiwe lutho ngaphandle kukaNkulunkulu uqobo lwakhe ongaphakathi kwakhe; futhi isigodlo salo mphefumulo engisanda kukhuluma ngaso, siwuphawu kuphela noma umfanekiso engangiwusebenzisa ukuze ngiqonde lokho uNkulunkulu angambulele kona kusukela ngaphakathi komphefumulo omthandayo naye.
Ukuhlasela kwedemoni kuMlingane othembekile. Ukunqoba kwakhe ngu-J.-C.
Konke lokhu Baba kwase kudlule emqondweni wami ngokuphazima kweso, kwase kungifikela ukuthi lomphefumulo othembekile ungaze ukhathazwe yinoma yisiphi isilingo, ngoba njengoba ngishilo, usathane angalokotha amhlasele. Ima kancane, uJC wabe esengitshela, evimbela ukucabanga kwami, uzozibonela ukulwa kwakhe nendlela engimlwela ngayo. Okwamanje ngibona uSathane enawo wonke amandla obumnyama egijima ebheke kuye ngomoya othukuthele futhi osongelayo, UJC ungitshela, onamandla .
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ehlomile esiza ukuhlasela inqaba yakwa-Israyeli. Lalela. Ngokushesha ngabona unkosikazi othembekile ethukile eziphonsa ezingalweni zomyeni wakhe waphezulu; Ngiqonde ukuthi lowo mphefumulo owesabayo, lapho ebona ingozi eyodwa, ebizwa
JC wamsindisa futhi wacela ukukhoseliswa esifubeni sikaNkulunkulu wakhe.
Ngokushesha ukukhanya kwaphezulu kwangivumela ukuba ngibone ngaphakathi komyeni intukuthelo engcwele, intukuthelo ephilayo nephilayo, ebangelwa uthando oluthambile nomona ngalo mfazi othembekile. Inhliziyo yakhe yayibonakala ivuvukala ukuhlasela kwale ndoda enesibindi ngokwethembeka kwesithandwa sayo. Ubabuka ngomoya ocwebezelayo, aphakamise ingalo yakhe ukuze abaqothule, futhi ngomoya ophuma emlonyeni wakhe okhipha iziqalekiso, abajikijele phansi kwalasha ababephume kuwo . Kwaphela kanjalo ngokuphazima kweso lokhu kuhlasela okuthukuthele okwandise ukunqoba kothando .
Ukunethezeka okuthathwe uMyeni wasezulwini enhliziyweni yomlobokazi wakhe .
Umnqobi wabe esethi kimi ngomoya ogculisayo: Woza manje, ungene ngokuqhubekayo ngaphakathi kwesithandwa sami, futhi uzobona ubumnandi obumsulwa, ubumnandi obungakhulumeki engibuthatha enhliziyweni yakhe, kule nsimu evaliwe yomlobokazi, lapho. akangeni ngaphandle komshado waphezulu O Baba, ovumayo futhi
hlala ujabule ukuthi le nsimu emnandi!. Imisebe yelanga enenzuzo
ezipholile gcina uhlaza njalo lapho; izihlahla zakhona zithweswe imiqhele yezimbali nezithelo, okuwukuhlangana kobuhle umfazi ahlotshiswe ngakho, kanye nemisebenzi emihle ehlangene nomkhuba wabo oqhubekayo: ngokuba umusa awusizi ngalutho kuye; kungumusa okhipha amathalenta akhe nezintelezi zakhe, inani lakhona elingenasiphelo emehlweni omlingani waphezulu, ongayeki ukububula emva kwakhe. Umuntu uphefumula lapho umoya womkhathi nowomoya ophefumulayo okhishelwa kude ngokuhlangana kwezimfanelo zakhe ezinhle kanye neqoqo lonke lokuziphatha kwakhe okutusekayo; nasendlini ahlala kuyo umuntu uphefumula uthando lwaphezulu kuphela Ngamangala Baba lapho ngifunda
umlomo kaJC ngisho, ukuthi akekho owayekhishwe kuleli zinga lokuphelela ; ukuthi izoni ezinkulu ngokwazo zingathemba ukufika lapho ngomusa, nokuthi zingabe zisakhumbula izono ezidlule, ngaphandle kokukhumbula imizamo ekhazimulayo ababeyozinqoba ngayo. Ukuphila kubalwa lapho kuphela kusukela ngesikhathi sokuphenduka okuphelele uBaba Wami, ongeke
imizamo yokufika kulesi simo esifiselekayo, nokuba nenjabulo yokuhlala lapho, siphikelele lapho futhi sifele lapho!....
Masibabaze ukunethezeka uJC akuthatha enhliziyweni yomphefumulo onobulungisa omthandayo futhi olwela ukumjabulisa . “Inhliziyo yothandiweyo wami yathi kimi:
ifana nombhede ogcwele futhi ufakwe koqweqwe lwazo zonke izinhlobo zezimbali ezinuka kamnandi, ezicwebezelayo ezikhazimulayo; ukubonakala kwayo kuyangithokozisa; Angikhathali nokuqalaza lapho. Ukuthobeka kwakhe kunjengombala oluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka ozalwa ngaphansi kwezinyathelo zomhambi. Isizotha sakhe esithandekayo sifana neminduze yasemaphandleni, futhi ukugqama kothando lwakhe kunakho konke ukukhazimula kwerose ekuphumeni kwelanga ngosuku oluhle lwasentwasahlobo. Ukuhlukaniswa kwayo kunoma iyiphi into edaliwe, i
ubumsulwa benhloso abika ngakho konke ukuziphatha kwakhe kimi, ukuphaphamela kwakhe phezu kwakhe, ukuze angenzi noma acabange noma yini engadumaza kimi; ukunakekela kwakhe ukuze azigcine emuseni wami nasothandweni lwami; ukunamathela kwakhe, ukuzethemba kwakhe, ukulahla kwakhe okuphelele... konke lokhu kanye nezinye izimfanelo eziyinkulungwane eziyimiphumela yako, wonke lo mhlangano, ngithi, kimina uyisixha sephunga elimnandi kakhulu, futhi isici esithandeka kakhulu .
Yingakho ukuhamba kwakhe kukuhle kangaka emehlweni ami, futhi kungani yonke into ngaye ingikhanga kangaka. Ngokuthi shazi nje walimaza inhliziyo yami; ungothandiweyo wami okhethiweyo phakathi kwenkulungwane; Ngimfaka ngaphansi kwesivikelo sami, ngesandla esikhethekile, ngoba ungikhetha kukho konke. Isiginali yomusa engimnika yona ngokukhululeka kangaka kungenxa yokukhetha angenzele khona umyeni wakhe, ukwethembeka ahlala engikhombisa ngakho, futhi ekugcineni nentshiseko angishisa ngayo engaphezi. Ngiyinkosi ngokuphelele yenhliziyo yakhe, wenkululeko yokuzikhethela, kanye nawo wonke amandla akhe; akanalutho okungesilo olwami; kufanele futhi ezwe zonke izinzuzo zami futhi angaphucwa lutho olunomusa wami. »
Kusukela lapho, Baba, kuzalwa lezi colloquia zothando, lezi zothando eziphindaphindiwe, lezi zokuthutha, lokhu kuthululwa kothando phakathi komlingani ongcwele nomlingani ongcwele. “Ngaphambili bengikuthanda ngaphandle kwesizathu,” kusho umyeni, “manje ngikuthanda ngohlobo oluthile lobulungisa nokubonga, ngenxa yalokho ongipha kona.” Ngibuyisela kuwe inhliziyo oyilimazile, njengenani lokunqoba kwakho . Ukushintshisana okungaka, Baba, futhi
yeka umvuzo wesidalwa, kunenhliziyo kaNkulunkulu osithanda kangaka , futhi osiqinisekisayo ukuthi sisemseni wakhe nasothandweni lwakhe ! Ah!
kungaleso sikhathi lapho lomphefumulo onenhlanhla wababaza: Othandiweyo wami ungowami konke, futhi mina ngingowakhe.... Kodwa abasakhulumisani ngaphandle kwenhliziyo nenhliziyo . Lapho kukhona
zomusa nezimfihlakalo kulokhu kufezwa komoya ngokuphelele
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phakathi komphefumulo noNkulunkulu wawo, umfazi ongcwele nomyeni wakhe waphezulu!....
Lezi zibusiso zothando lwaphezulu zigcinelwe ikakhulukazi imiphefumulo enikezelwe kuNkulunkulu. Izinzuzo ze-continence.
Baba wami, nakuba konke engikutshele khona ngenqaba yomphefumulo ophelele kanye nohwebo lothando lwaphezulu kungaqondwa ngokujwayelekile kunoma yimuphi umphefumulo, esimweni sawo, othambekele ebungcweleni nasekupheleleni kwevangeli.
I-JC ingenza ngibone ukuthi lokhu kufanele kusebenze ikakhulukazi emiphefumulweni ethembekile kubizo oluphelele; labo phakathi kwabanye abangabakhe
kungcweliswa, noma ngokugcotshwa, njengabefundisi, noma ngezifungo eziqinile, njengamadoda nabesifazane bezenkolo; bonke abantu abazinikele ekulaleleni, ekuhluphekeni, ekuvinjweni, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke ukukhululeka nobumsulwa.
Yebo, Baba wami, ngiyabona ukuthi ukungashadi, okwenziwa kuNkulunkulu futhi kugcinwe ngenxa yothando lwakhe, kuyathandeka kuye futhi kunikeza indawo enkulu kwezinye izimfanelo ezinhle; kodwa futhi ngiyabona ukuthi kuyadingeka, kuleliphuzu elibucayi, ukuzinaka kakhulu; ngoba iphutha elincane laliyoba likhulu ngemva kokwenziwa kwesifungo, futhi laliyodumaza uNkulunkulu njengoba nje ukuqapha nokwethembeka kumjabulisa kakhulu.
Yiziphi izinyathelo zokuphepha abapristi nabezenkolo kufanele baqaphele ukulondolozwa kokuhlanzeka.
Ngakho-ke, yiziphi izingozi abantu beBandla nabezenkolo abavezwa kuzo emhlabeni, uma bengazibheki ngokucophelela okukhulu, ikakhulukazi lapho bezithola, kungenasidingo, njalonjalo, bekanye nabantu ababheka ukuqapha njengokungathembeki nokungafaneleki; abantu abaholwa umoya wezwe, ababambelele ezintweni ezincane kanye nokuzijabulisa okuvumelekile, inkululeko elahlwa ivangeli; abantu, ekugcineni, abajwayele ukuthuka lutho, ikakhulukazi uma bengabantu bobulili obuhlukile! O zulu! kungenzeka kanjani ukuthi umphefumulo onikezelwe kuNkulunkulu futhi ozinikele kuzwelonke ube phakathi kwabo, ikakhulukazi uma ukhuluma yedwa, futhi uthanjiswe nezinyoka ezinjalo? Yeka ubumnene!
Nansi-ke Baba isexwayiso engizobanika sona esivela kuNkulunkulu, okumele basilalele, uma bengafuni ukubhubha bengenamandla. Amademoni athukuthele ngonya nomhawu, ngokuvamile, ngokumelene nabo bonke abantu abazinikele ezwenikazi, kodwa ikakhulukazi ngokumelene nezikhonzi zenkosi. Basebenzisa lonke ithuba elivelayo ukubeka izingibe zobumsulwa babo, futhi phakathi kokunqoba kwabo okuhle kakhulu babala izinzuzo ezincane kakhulu abangazizuza phezu kwabo ngaphesheya:
ingabe baletha ukuhlasela okuqhubekayo; futhi ngibona ukuthi lapho umuntu eba nokuzethemba okwengeziwe ngaleli phuzu, yilapho eba nesizathu esikhulu sokwesaba nokuthuthumela. Ngingakwengeza konke lokho
labo abadelelayo, njenge-puerile, izixwayiso ezingcwele zemiphefumulo emsulwa, babeyoba nokuzola okuncane kakhulu kuleli phuzu elibucayi, futhi ngokushesha bazoshintsha ulimi lwabo, uma uNkulunkulu ebavumela ukuba babe ofakazi kanye kuphela kwalokho angenze ngabona, njengeminyaka engamashumi amathathu. edlule. Lo mbono wangithinta kakhulu, futhi bengilokhu ngigcina imfihlo yawo ejulile. Kufanele ngikhulume namuhla.
Izingozi zocansi kanye nengxoxo phakathi kwabantu abangcwele bobulili obuhlukene. Amadivayisi kadeveli ukubenza balahlekelwe ubumsulwa babo.
Ngabona imimoya emibi iza ngezixuku ukuze ihlangane neqembu labashumayeli nezindela nezindela, ababebonakala bezijabulisa ndawonye ngesizotha nokuzithiba okukhulu kakhulu; Ngabona izenzo zokushukuma komzimba ezingenasizotha, ngezwa ukungcola kwamazwi, naleyo mimoya emibi nekhohlakele eyayifundela ukonakalisa nokonakalisa yonke into ngokusikisela kwayo okubi. Ake ucabange, Baba, ibutho labakhululekile elithi, ngezinkulumo zabo eziwuhlupho, bafake ubuthi ezingxoxweni ezingenacala.
; abathi, benomona ngokuthi abanye bangcono kunabo, bazithwesa icala lokudlulisa ezinhliziyweni zonke ubuthi obubashisayo, noma abathi, bengakwazi ukuphumelela ngokuthanda kwabo, baziduduze ngokugxeka izinhloso zabo, ukuziphatha okuhle kwabantu, futhi bacabange. , ikakhulukazi kubantu beBandla, zonke izimo ezimbi kanye nemizwa eyonakele abayithola kubo. Baningi kakhulu abasekeli bedemoni abalingisa kahle lowo abayizitho zomzimba; futhi njengoba, ngokuvamile, umlomo ukhuluma
ukuchichima kwenhliziyo, lapha, ngaphezu kwakho konke, inhliziyo nolimi kulandela umbono womoya onyakazayo futhi obusayo.
Ngakho-ke ngabona, Baba, la madimoni ehlebeza ezindlebeni zomunye nomunye, enkampanini, iseluleko esingabaphonsa ekukhohliseni noma esilingweni, ngabona ukuthi bahamba ngakho ngobuqili obumangalisayo nobuqili, njengokungathi. amaqili noma amaqili anekhono aphrakthiza umsebenzi wabo wokukhohlisa nokudala imihuzuko ngokusebenzisa ubuqili babo bezandla. Ungumuntu oqotho kakhulu, bathi kumfundisi; uyindelakazi enhle, ungcwele; akukho nencane ingozi ngomphefumulo walo mlingiswa. Yini ongase wesabe, basho endelaneni? Laba bangabapristi, abantu bezenkolo, abavimbile kakhulu futhi abathobekile kakhulu; bonke benze isifiso esifanayo nesakho, ngakho-ke asikho isizathu sokwethuka emphakathini onjalo.
Kulokhu ngabona ukwenama nokujwayela okwengeziwe kubantu; kwakunemikhuba yokudlala, ukumamatheka, ukubuka, umoya wokuzethemba, futhi ngezinye izikhathi imidlalo emincane yezandla. Njalo uma efika
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into efanayo, ngabona amademoni eqhuma ukuhleka futhi afakaza, ngezindlela eziyinkulungwane, ngendlela egculisayo kanye nethemba ababenalo lokuthi ngeke sigcine lapho. Futhi ngempela, ngabona ukuthi konke ababekuhlelile nabakumemezelayo akuzange kuhluleke ukwenzeka. Kunzima kakhulu ukuthi kwenzeke ngenye indlela ezimweni ezinjalo. Okuncane udeveli angakwenza ukuphazamisa umoya nenyama ngezithombe ezingcolile, njengoba okuhlangenwe nakho kuye kwafakazela njalo kubo bonke labo abaye babangela ukuntula kwabo ukuhlakanipha nokwethembeka kwabo ekuzibekeni engozini, ngezinye izikhathi ngisho maqondana nokuziphatha. abantu abangcwele kakhulu (1).
(1) Uma udeveli ethola okuningi angakuzuza ekuzijabuliseni kwabantu abangcwele kakhulu futhi abagodliwe, iyiphi inzuzo angeke ayenze ngemidanso, ngamabhola, ikakhulukazi, emibukisweni nakwezinye izimo eziyinkulungwane izwe elizivumelayo? Bayoba khona, nokho, abayokukholelwa ngokuzithandela konke uDade akushoyo lapha mayelana nabantu abazinikezele kuNkulunkulu, futhi abangeke bakholwe ukuthi kungasebenza kubantu basemhlabeni. Akukho okubi ngaphandle kwenkolo, futhi akukho ngozi ngaphandle kwabazinikele! Kodwa yini ! idemoni belingeke yini lilinge abanye, ikakhulukazi lapho amathuba emahle kangaka? Ingabe umuntu angacabanga ukuthi into eyize kubo, njengoba imikhuba yabo evamile ngeke imshiye enkingeni? Kusezweni ukukhetha ...
Ngokuzithiba okukhulu abavuma izono okumelwe babe nakho, ikakhulukazi maqondana nabazinikele bamanga. Ukuqapha kwenza abapristi abalungile banganqotshwa.
Ngakho-ke, abapristi ikakhulukazi abavuma izono abanakuzibamba kakhulu, ikakhulukazi labo ababizwa ngokuthi abazinikele okuzethemba kwabo okweqile nokulinganayo ngesikhathi esifanayo kungawohloka kalula kube yilayisensi, kufanele bagweme kanye nabo izici ezithile, ukushaywa kweso, amagundane, i-tete-a-tete, futhi ngaphezu kwayo yonke imidlalo yezandla, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi ilula kangakanani; kungenjalo bona
angaba necala lezinkinga zengqondo, kanye nanoma yikuphi ukuvukela okungaba umphumela wakho. Ngiyazi ukuthi zonke lezi zinto ezijwayelekile, noma yiliphi igama umuntu azinika lona, noma iziphi izaba umuntu azibalayo, azimjabulisi uNkulunkulu ngendlela ezijabulisa ngayo udeveli; futhi ngibe nesikhathi esingaphezu kwesisodwa ukuzibonela ngokwami ukuthi kuncane kangakanani ukuletha isilingo, ikakhulukazi ephuzwini elibucayi kangaka.
Ngakho-ke, zingaki izicupho, nokuthi zingaki izizathu zokuthuthumela ngenxa yalezi zindela ezisivivi, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke kulaba bapristi abanganakile nabangasetshenziswa, abathi ngokunganaki baphokophelele ukuphelela, bakwenze kwaba umthetho wokudelela lokho okubiza izinto ezincane nezincane. izinto! Kodwa, Baba wami, ngiyakubona, njengoba lokhu kuvezwa, kangangoba abapristi abakhuthele, abaqaphile futhi abayisibonelo, kunzima kakhulu ukukunqoba, ngoba banezindlela eziningi nomusa wokumelana nodeveli futhi banqobe imvelo. UNkulunkulu ubasiza ngendlela ekhetheke kakhulu. Ukuze ngiqiniseke ngalokhu, wangibonisa eyodwa, phakathi kwezinye, ematasa kangangokuthi umlingi wayengakwazi ngisho nokumfinyelela.
Amademoni amaningana abuthana ukuze amenze anqotshwe, kodwa kwaba yize: elinye liyafika, liwathuka ngenxa yokuntula kwawo intshiseko nekhono, ezincoma ngokuthi nguye yedwa onokunqoba. Ugobisa umnsalo ngamandla, futhi ngolaka ucibishela lo mfundisi okhuthele futhi oqaphile umcibisholo othi, esikhundleni sokumshaya, ubuyele kulowo obuwudubile; amanye amadimoni amaningana nawo amjikijela imicibisholo ebuyela emuva njalo, futhi umfundisi waqhubeka nokwenza imisebenzi yakhe ngaphandle kokuqaphela.
Zinqotshiwe futhi zikhungathekile, izitha zakhe zahoxa, zesabisa ngokubuya ngamandla ngesikhathi esingcono kakhulu kuzo: ubufakazi bokuthi kuleli phuzu kumelwe sesabe ngazo zonke izikhathi, kuzo zonke izindawo, ngabanye kanye nathi; ukuba nosizo phakathi kokunye, ukuqapha nokukhuleka, nokuthi amanazaretha kufanele abheke isango nendawo yokukhonzela njengendawo eyingozi kakhulu kubo; lokho uNkulunkulu angenze ngakubona izikhathi eziningi.
Ingozi yokubukeka okulula kwelukuluku.
Sengikhuluma nje Baba kumele ngikutshele ukuthi ngehlelwa yini muva nje. Ngemva kokuphonsa amehlo ami kabili noma kathathu, ngokucabanga okuthile nokuzisola kukanembeza, emasosheni engawabona ngefasitela lami enza izivivinyo emasimini angomakhelwane, uNkulunkulu wangisola kabuhlungu, njengokungathi ngangingenangqondo futhi ngisho nokungathembeki okukhulu. : ukuze angibonise kahle lokho engangiziveze kukho, wavumela idimoni ukuthi lingilinge kulesi senzakalo ngendlela engathandeki kakhulu.
Akukhona, Baba wami, okokuqala ukuthi avumele lezi zilingo zokujezisa ubugwala bami, ukungathembeki kwami ezimeni lapho bekuyodingeka khona, ngothando lwakhe, ukudela ilukuluku nokwaneliseka komuntu siqu. Lokhu kuzidela okuncane esihlale sinethuba lokukwenza kuye, uyangibonisa ukuthi kumnandi kakhulu kuye, nokuthi ukushiyeka esiwela kukho kuwo wonke la maphuzu akumjabulisi futhi kusilimaza kakhulu kunalokho okuvame ukucatshangwa.
Lokhu kwedelela okutolikayo esikwenza ngomusa wakho, ngokuqinisekile kusiheha ukususa okukhulu noma okuncane, futhi okuvamise ukuba yimbangela yokuwa okukhulu kakhulu. Maye! Zingaki izono ezenziwe ngenxa yokungagwemi ukubona nokugcina izwi, walawula umcabango wakhe, wenqaba umcabango, wagwema ithuba, wenza noma weqisa isinyathelo esincane, wacindezela ubuvila noma okunye ukunyakaza okungokwemvelo! Bekuzobiza kancane ukuzuza okuningi kangaka! Imbangela yayingelutho, umphumela uyinunu eyesabekayo, futhi ngokuvamile iyiwa eligudlayo. Zingaki izibonelo umuntu angeke azisho, uma wonke amadoda
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abuvezanga ubufakazi bakho, futhi ukube bekungenele ukuba yilowo nalowo abuyele kuye ukuze akholiseke ngakho!
ISIQEPHU X.
Ngobungani obukhethekile nasemshadweni.
Yabhalwa eJersey ngoJanuwari 1792.
Ngokungangabazeki uyakhumbula, Baba, engangikubhalele kona mayelana nomehluko phakathi kothando lukaNkulunkulu nolwesidalwa, kanye nemiphumela yako ehlukene. UNkulunkulu uyala ukuba ngibuye kancane
kule ndaba, iziphi ezinye izinto ezazisenze ukuthi sihambe ngokushesha mhlawumbe; ngoba kunzima kakhulu ukuhlanganisa imibono eminingi ehlukene, ngaphandle kokuvumela ebalulekile ukubaleka, kanye nokubeka kuyo ukuhleleka nokulandelana okungakudinga!
Kodwa futhi, akukhona mayelana nokulinganisa engikutshela kona, kodwa mayelana nentando yaphezulu kanye nezindlela zokuba wusizo kwabanye. Manje-ke, ake sikhulume ngobungane obuthile iNkosi yethu eye yangenza ngaba nezikhalo eziningi ngabo esikhathini esidlule, futhi, kuzo zonke izifunda, bubulala kakhulu ubuhle.
Imiphumela eyinhlekelele yobungane bemvelo kakhulu. - Ukuthukuthela kwenza kuNkulunkulu, ikakhulukazi emiphefumulweni ezahlukaniselwe kuye.
Ngonyaka wokuqala womsebenzi wami, ngezwa izindelakazi ezimbalwa ngolunye usuku, ngesikhathi sokuzijabulisa, zikhuluma ngobungane obungavamile abantu ababili emhlabeni ababenabo phakathi kwabo. Lobu bungane obudlulele babaletha, kwathiwa, ekunakekelweni okuncane kakhulu; ukuhlala bekhathazeka ngomunye nomunye, futhi bangaphili uma bengekho ndawonye. Mina, empeleni, angizange ngiqonde lutho ngakho, ngangingazi ukuthi lezi zinkathazo zobungane zisho ukuthini, noma lezi zinkathazo ezincane ezibuyiselanayo, noma uthando lwezidalwa lungafinyelela kanjani kuze kube manje. ukuphila okuncikile, ukube ubungenaye umuntu omthandayo. Ukuzethemba engakwenza kimi ezinsukwini ezimbalwa kamuva ngomunye wekhaya kwakhulisa ukumangala kwami kukho konke lokhu; wangifunda ngokukhethekile, futhi cishe naphezu kwami, incwadi ayesanda kuyithola kumuntu ayekade esondelene kakhulu naye esikhathini esidlule: kwakuyintokazi eyamtshela ukuthi ihlukumezeke kangakanani ngokungabibikho kwayo kanye nengane yakhe. ukuhlukana.; ukuthi wayesamthanda kangakanani; ukuthi wayezicabangela kangakanani imini nobusuku , Baba, kuze kufike ephuzwini elithile
ukuthi umuntu akakwazi ukukusho, kuze kube yilapho ezwa ukushaya kwenhliziyo kanye nohlobo oluthile lobuthakathaka nokuquleka. Ngaphandle kwalokho, kwakunamagama athile amancane amnandi encwadini, izinkulumo ezithile ezincane ezibonisa isisa nokukhuluma ngendlela engajabulisi kakhulu, futhi okwakumelwe ukuba kwamcasula kakhulu indela eyayingithululela isifuba.
Ubuhlungu engabuthola babangela ukuthi, ngomzuzwana olandelayo, ngiye phansi kwe-altare ukuze ngiyokwenza isikhalo sami, noma kunalokho uhlobo oluthile lokuchibiyela okuhloniphekile ku-J.-C. Nkulunkulu wami, ngathi kuye—mina, kungenzeka , futhi kungenzeka kanjani ukuthi uthando izidalwa ezinalo komunye nomunye, lufinyelele ezingeni elinjalo, lize lizenze zikhohlwe konke okunye, ngokudelela uthando? .
"Yebo, ngane yami," kuphendula uJC, "into ingenzeka, futhi njengoba ubona, kuyiqiniso kakhulu." Ngokungazibheki, ngakho
ukumisa, nokulawula ukunyakaza kokuqala kwenhliziyo, uthando lwemvelo lufudumala futhi luvutha kuze kube manje nangale kwalokho: yilolu thando olungokwemvelo nolubucayi lwesidalwa, oluhlala lubandakanya, lapho lungacindezelwa, kakhulu. imiphumela engemihle yensindiso; kuphuphuthekisa abantu benyama kuze kubenze bakhohlwe yizo zonke izimiso, futhi ngezinye izikhathi kubaholele ebulwaneni, ngaphandle kokuqaphela bona ngokwabo: khona-ke, abasenakho ukuqonda ngaphandle kwenjongo yezinkanuko zabo, futhi abanamahloni ukwenza ubuhle. futhi ukuphelela kuhlanganisa lokho okuvuna ukunambitheka kwabo okonakele kanye nokuthambekela okuyihlazo okubabusayo. »
Ubungane obukhethekile bumelene nothando lukaNkulunkulu, kanye nohlobo lokuphinga ngokomoya.
“Ngakho-ke, ngokwedelela umyalo omkhulu oyala ukungithanda ngaphezu kwakho konke, lamaKristu anenyama nangathembekile afaka ezinhliziyweni zawo izithombe zenyama esikhundleni sami; bafeba ukukhulekela kwabo nempepho yabo kubo, bakhulekela mina kuphela. Yeka ukucasuka kobunkulunkulu bami! Kodwa, wanezela, uma lokhu kuhlambalaza kungenakubekezelelwa kimi maqondana nabathembekile nje, kuyoba yini maqondana nabantu abangcweliswe kimi ngesifungo esiqinile sokwethembeka okungapheli! Okuthandwayo _
ukuthi banganikela ezinhliziyweni zabo kunoma yini enye ngaphandle kwami, kuzo zonke izinhlobo zezidalwa, ngenxa yothando abangikweleta lona ngokukhethekile, bekungeke yini lokho kube uhlobo lokuhlambalaza nokuphinga? futhi ngaphandle kokudelelwa okuvamile engikuthola kuwo wonke amacala alolu hlobo, akufanele yini kuvunywe ukuthi lona unesimilo sokungabongi kanye nokungathembeki okufanele kuso, futhi okwandisa kakhulu ubumnyama bawo?
“Awu! maye, maye kubafazi abaphingayo nabangathembekile, abahle kakhulu nabanesibindi, abahlekisa ngokucwaninga kwami nangezenzo zami, ukuze baphinge uthando lwabo nenhliziyo yabo esidalweni. Ngingumyeni onomhawu, futhi ngiyakuziphindiselela ngesahlukaniso esimangalisayo: khona-ke bayakucela kimi induduzo, futhi ngiyobathumela kulabo abathanda kakhulu kimi. Anginazi nina bafazi abaphingayo, ngithi kubo, phakathi
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ukufutheka kwami: ukuhoxisa; ngokuba akubona bonke abakhala kimi abayongena enkazimulweni yami ngalokho..."
Yebo, Baba, ngibonile kuNkulunkulu ukuthi labo abathi ngemva kwesifungo sobumsulwa banamathele othandweni olunengqondo ngesidalwa, baphinge futhi baphinge ngokomoya, okungaphezu kokulimaza uNkulunkulu, kuye ngephuzu lothando. banazo ngezidalwa, kube yingozi yesifiso sabo; futhi lokhu kuphinga kwenziwa ngaphandle kokuqaphela kwethu.
Yeka umehluko, kusho u-JC, phakathi kothando imiphefumulo eyisivivi, engamagwala nengenandaba enalo kimina, kanye nalolo amalungu azwela kakhulu ezwe elonakele analo ngesidalwa!... Uma umuntu ethanda isidalwa, uyafunda, njengoba uyabona, ngokucophelela zonke izindlela zokumjabulisa, futhi umuntu wesaba ukumehlisa kunoma yini; noma ucabange ngakho ubusuku nemini, umuntu uhlushwa ukuba kude nakho; ziyizinkathazo ezilangazela, ukunaka okuqhubekayo, izinkumbulo okungekho lutho olungaphazamisa kuzo. Baphi labo abenza okufanayo kimi, engifanele nokho ukunakekelwa konke, ukunakwa kanye nazo zonke izinhliziyo? Uma kukhona okusondelayo kumakhosikazi ami angempela, yeka ukugodola, ukunganaki nobugwala kwabanye!...
Bangaki abafazi abangathembekile abangilahlayo ekuhlolweni okuncane! Sawubona! ukuthi ngokuzinikela kimi, babefune umusa wami nenduduzo yami ngaphezu kwami! Zithandwa zami zangempela, kuyiqiniso, akulula neze ukungibona; ngesimo semikhuleko nobunye obuqhubekayo, abaphezi ukunginikeza izenzo zabo ezincane, futhi banami phakathi kwemisebenzi ehlakaza kakhulu; kodwa abanye, ngokuphambene nalokho, ngesimo sokuzilahla okuvamile, bangiphuca izenzo zabo ezinhle kakhulu, futhi bangabezwe kanye nezesidalwa ngisho nasekusebenziseni kwabo ukuhlonipha uNkulunkulu. Kungakhathaliseki ukuthi ngibabiza kaningi kangakanani, bayangifulathela futhi abazenzi sengathi bayangizwa; uma ngibahlupha, bayofuna ukududuzwa kwabo phakathi kwezidalwa, esikhundleni sokukhuluma bona kimi.
Ukunethezeka kanye nezindlela zokuzuza ubungane buka-J.-C.
“Ubungane obukhethekile, kuqhuba u-JC, ngakho-ke buphikisana nothando lwami futhi bubeka isithiyo esikhulu ekupheleleni komphefumulo. Wanezela, hhayi ukuthi ngilahla ubungane obungcwele nobobuKristu, obuhlanganisa ukusizana, ngombono kaNkulunkulu, ekwenzeni ukulunga nokwenza okuhle. Cha, lezi zinhlobo zobungane obukhethekile zingivumela kakhulu, ngokuba ngohlelo kanye nencazelo yangempela yothando lwami ngokwalo, inqobo nje uma, nokho, kungekho lutho oluxubene lomuntu kakhulu kubo, njengoba kwenzeka kaningi. Angenqabi
neze labo abahlose ukwenza konke ukungijabulisa nokungidumisa... Awu, ndodakazi yami, wathi kimi, ingabe uyafuna ngempela ukuba ngowami? Kulula kangakanani kuwe? Ngeke ube nenkinga yokungithola ukuze ujabulele ingxoxo yami; ngeke udinge izincwadi noma umthumeli, njengoba kudingeka ukuze ulondoloze ubungane bezwe. Ngizoba khona yonke indawo lapho ufinyelela khona futhi nginawe. Uzongithola kunoma iyiphi indawo nanoma ngasiphi isikhathi, ngenkumbulo yobukhona bami nangothando lwenhliziyo yakho, ngaphandle kokungenelela kwanoma yimuphi umuntu omethembayo.
"Uthando lwami, oluzophilisa wonke umsebenzi wakho, luzokwenza wonke lube luhle kuwe futhi lunikeze inani lesenzo sakho ngasinye. Ngeke kube khona noyedwa ongakubaleli ngokuthile futhi ongakutholeli izinga elisha lokukufanelekela ngaphambi kwami. Isiphi isithakazelo angenaso ekuhlakuleleni ubungane obuyigugu nobulula kanjalo; ubungane okuthi, ngaphandle kokuphoxeka futhi ngaphandle kokuphoxeka, bungakulethela isivuno semivuzo engenakuchazwa noma yaziswa! ...
“Ngokucabangela ukwethembeka kwenu ekuhambisaneni nokunaka kwami, ngokucabangela ukuvakasha okuncane okumbalwa okujabulisa kakhulu kunokuphoxa, eniyokwenza kimi phambi kwama-altare ami, konke kuyoya inzuzo yenu, futhi akukho ekulahlekelweni kwenu; uzoyithokozela ngenjabulo ingxoxo yami ethambile, engikuthandayo kakhulu. ngiyakuba ngumvikeli wakho nesisekelo sakho kuzo zonke izitha zakho ezikuzungezile; Ngizoba nguyihlo, umyeni wakho, umngane wakho, uNkulunkulu wakho, futhi umvuzo wakho omkhulu kuze kube phakade. Lezi zinzuzo ndodakazi yami zikufanele ngempela lokho ozozincisha ngenxa yothando lwami? Ah! ngikholwe, khona-ke kulokhu kuphila, uyakuba nesinxephezelo esihle ngenxa yemihlatshelo oyenze kimi nobudlova obenze kuwe ukuba ungithokozise, ungilalele: esikhundleni sembuyiselo ecasulayo nokukhaphela okuvamile; esikhundleni salokhu kwesaba, lezi zinkathazo, kulokhu kwesaba okuthi, ngezikhathi ezithile, kuklebhule izinhliziyo zezithandani emhlabeni, uzozwa induduzo emnandi eyoba isibikezelo sesimo sezulu saphakade engilungiselela wena nalapho uthando lwami kufanele lukuholele khona. »
Hewu Nkosi yami! ngamemeza, ngididekile futhi ngingena ekujuleni kokungabi nalutho nokungafaneleki kwami, Nkulunkulu wami, ngiyini, ukuthi ufune ukungifuna ngale ndlela, sengathi injabulo yakho incike kweyami, nokuthi awukwazi ukujabula, ngaphandle kwami mina! Yebo, ngaphandle kokushwibeka, ngizinikela kuwe futhi angifuni ukuthanda
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neze kodwa wena wedwa esikhathini naphakade.
Imiphumela eyinhlekelele yalobu bungane emhlabeni ngokwawo nasemshadweni. Ukuhlukumeza okunyantisayo kwaleli sakramente.
Le miphumela eyinhlekelele yothando lwezidalwa kanye nobungane obuthile, umuntu mhlawumbe angacabanga ukuthi yenzeka kuphela ngokuphathelene nabantu abazinikezele kuNkulunkulu, noma abesimo esithile emhlabeni. kodwa ukuthi azibakhathazi labo abamiselwe isimo somshado: ukuthi asikakhohliswa kuleliphuzu, nokuthi, ukuze siphumelele kulo, sifunda lokho iNkosi engiphoqelela ukuba ngikusho kuyinqaba ngokuphelele kimi, futhi mayelana. engingathanda ukuthi ngikwazi ukuthula kakhulu.
Ngiye ngabona inqwaba yabantu abashadile bewela esihogweni, futhi u-JC wangenza ngazisa isizathu esiyinhloko sokulahlekelwa kwabo phakade. Ngokubona ngaphezu kwakho konke ukuthi kwakungenxa yesono sokungcola, ngamemeza: O Nkulunkulu wami! ngingayithinta kanjani into engcole kangaka bese ngisusa udaka olungaka? Ngingakhuluma kanjani ngobubi obuphambene nesifiso sami kanye nokuphelela kwesimo sami?...
Wathi kimi: “Ungesabi, ngiyaziphendulela nganoma yikuphi ukuphazamiseka okungase kube umphumela walokhu mayelana nawe kanye nabo bonke labo abanesithakazelo sangempela sokufunda, ukubhala, ukuhlola ngobuqotho lokho engizokusho. nginitshele ngenkazimulo yami nokusindiswa kwemiphefumulo. Lezi yizinto ezinehlazo, kuyiqiniso; kodwa ngizowagubuzela ngaphansi kwemifanekiso ezokuvikela kukho konke ukungcola. Konke okuvela kimi kuhlanzekile, futhi khumbula ukuthi imisebe yelanga ikhanyisa i-cesspool engcolile, ngaphandle kokuthola noma yikuphi ukutheleleka. »
Futhi, Baba, konke ngikubonile ngaphandle kokubona lutho, futhi ngiqonde konke ngaphandle kokuba nengxenye kukho. Yebo, ngabona ukweqisa kwabashadile, ukuhlukumeza okunhlobonhlobo kwesakramente elingcwele kakhulu, ubungcwele balo obuvame ukungcoliswa; isakramente umuntu alenza lisebenzele inkanuko yodwa, ngisho nesihluku, futhi lowo aze angcolise ngezinye izikhathi ngezinengiso eziphambene neziphetho okufanele aziphakamise lapho, izinto ezesabekayo ezilulaza imvelo futhi zikwenze ube namahloni. Ngayibona, futhi ngezwa kuphela ukunyakaza kokucasuka nokwethuka. Ngababaza ngokuqhaqhazela: Nkulunkulu oNgcwele, uhlupheka kanjani?...
Ukuvumela kanjani ukweqisa okungaka ezidalweni ezenziwe ngomfanekiso wakho, futhi okuyizitho eziningi kangaka zomzimba wakho wobunkulunkulu? Ini
ukuhlehla! yeka iziyaluyalu!... Kodwa, Baba, nansi imininingwane yombono wami. Uzokwahlulela kangcono ngokulandisa okulula.
(1) Phakathi kwabahloli bombhalo wesandla, kwatholakala oyedwa noma ababili, okungenani, ababebonakala kimina befisa sengathi uDade wayengayithinti lendaba ebucayi, abathi yayingafanele indela ukuba ikhulume. Kodwa, eqinisweni, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi ngangithambekele kangakanani ekwehleni umbono wabo, mina, noma abanye abaningi, ngikwazile ukuhambisana nawo kuleli phuzu, noma ngiwuthokozele umcabango abawusekele kuwo; ngoba, ngaphandle kweqiniso lokuthi lapha kwakuyoba uNkulunkulu hhayi uDade okufanele asolwe, kwakuyolandela ukuthi kwakuyodingeka ukuba kumiswe, ngezincwadi ezimbalwa zemiBhalo Engcwele, zonke izincazelo ezinhle kakhulu esinazo ngomthetho wesithupha. , okwenziwa ngabangcwele kuphela abazinikele, njengoDadewethu, ebuhleni bobumsulwa. Ungalenzi iphutha, kuphela emiphefumulweni enjalo ukuthi ingeyokubhala nokukhuluma ngayo. Ngiyazi ukuthi kukhona abafundi ngebhadi abafakwe ushevu ngisho namakhambi abethulelwe wona; kodwa sizophetha ngokuthini? ukuthi akumele sisakhuluma ngokungcola ukuze sithuse kukho: yilokhu kanye okufunwa yizwe elonakele; kodwa inkolo icabanga ngendlela ehlukile. Yebo, ukuzwa abantu bezwe, akukho okuyingozi okwedlula izintshumayelo nezincwadi zemfundiso yenkolo kulesi sihloko. Lokhu kungangcolisa kuphela umcabango wentsha, futhi lezi zazi zokuziphatha ezinzima azitholi lutho ngaphandle kokungabi nacala ekufundweni kwamanoveli ayingozi kakhulu kuya ekubeni msulwa, emibukisweni, emidansweni, ezithombeni lapho ububi obungadumile bumelelwe ngendlela eheha kakhulu; lokho kusho ukuthi; ukuthi kuyadingeka ukukhuluma futhi ubhale ngakho ukuze ulenze lithandwe, kodwa ungalokothi ulenze lizondwe futhi lizondwe. Ngakho, lobu bubi obusabekayo benziwa, benziwa ihlazo elimfanele, igoqo azifihla ngaphansi kwalo futhi athi ujabulela ukungajeziswa: UNkulunkulu akakhohliswa lobu bubili, obuphika unembeza futhi obuphikayo kanye nenkolo.
Umshado umelwe ngaphansi komfanekiso womfula omkhulu.
Okokuqala, ngabona umfula obanzi ugeleza phambi kwamehlo ami. futhi ijule kakhulu, inkambo yayo yayishesha kangangokuthi yayidinga amandla amangalisayo nekhono, kanye nosizo lomqondisi omuhle, ukuyiwela ngaphandle kokucwiliswa emanzini. Okwangihlaba umxhwele kakhulu wukubona inqwaba yabantu bobulili obubili kanye nabo bonke izifundazwe begijima bephuthuma khona ngobumpumputhe obugudle ulaka, kangangokuthi umfula wagingqa cishe bonke ubulili bomuntu endleleni yawo .
Ngethuswa ukuphahlazeka kwemikhumbi eminingi kangaka, ngimangele futhi ngiseduze kwami nakho konke engangikubona, ngahawukela izisulu ezineshwa, ezimbozwe ubuso. Uyini lomfula omubi, ngabuza, futhi ungasho ukuthini?... Yisimo somshado, ngaphendulwa; zonke zigijimela lapho, njengoba nibona, ngoba zonke zilandela ukuthambekela kwemvelo. Kuyamangaza yini ukuthi abantu abaningi kangaka bafa lapho! Sifuna kuphela ukwaneliseka okwedlulele okukulahlayo iVangeli, sizivumela ukuba siye ekuthambekeleni kwemvelo, futhi sithathwa ukushesha kwendlela yako: lona kanye umfula, umfula.
kwalasha ogubuzele cishe bonke abantu, ngoba cishe akekho umuntu onekhono lokugwema izingibe eligcwaliswe ngazo .
Isimo sengqondo esibi nokonakala kwalabo abashadayo. — Inani elincane lalabo abaphila ngcwele emshadweni.
Kuyiqiniso ukuthi isimo somshado siyadingeka ukuze kwandiswe uhlobo lwesintu; kodwa ngeshwa ! lo mthombo wokuzalana kwesintu cishe ugcwele ushevu emhlabeni wonke
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ngezimo ezimbi zalabo ababhalisa lapho. Isidlo esingcwele ngokungangabazeki sasiyokwenzela, kodwa kwakuyodingeka sisetshenziswe kangcono, silungiselele okwengeziwe, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke, singaqali ngokulihlambalaza lapho silemukela: ngoba, ngale ndlela, kude nokuba khona. ungcweliswe yilo ngokomthetho, lo mthombo wokuzalana kwabantu utholakala kuphela wonakele kakhulu, ngoba ukuhlambalaza kwenezelwa ekonakaleni; ukuze sithi osukwini lwethu, njengasezinsukwini zikaNowa, ububi budlangile, nokuthi yonke inyama izonakalisile izindlela zayo.
Umthombo wokuqala wokonakala kwabantu; ngoba yiziphi izithelo ezingavezwa yizihlahla zalolu hlobo, ikakhulukazi uma zinikezwa isiko, ngiqonde imfundo ehambisana nemvelaphi yazo? “Kuyiqiniso, uNkulunkulu wangitshela, ukuthi isekhona futhi iyohlala ikhona imindeni enqunyelwe ngaphambili, lapho isibusiso sasezulwini sisakazeka ezizukulwaneni ngezizukulwane: yilezi lapho ukuhlakanipha kubonakala njengefa futhi kudlulela kobaba kuye kubantwana, lapho ukwesaba ukwesaba uNkulunkulu. UNkulunkulu uyahlukanisa indodana, njengoba ehlukanisa uyise. Isithelo nesihlahla kubusiswa ngokulinganayo nguye owatshala konke, nonika kukho konke ukukhula. Lokhu kuvame ukuvela kwabakhethiweyo beNkosi. Ngezimo zabo basondela esimweni u-Eva no-Adamu ababekuso ngaphambi kokuwa kwabo;
Ukweqisa okwenziwe ngaphambi nangemuva komshado.
Kodwa, Baba, emndenini walesimilo, ah! bangaki abanye lapho umuntu engenawo ngisho nomncane umbono wobungcwele balesi simo, lapho umuntu ezinikeza kuphela ukwaneliseka kwesilwane, injabulo yenyama kanye nesihluku; lapho umuntu ephikisana nesithunzi sesidlo esingcwele kanye nesifiso semvelo esivame ukusabalalisa!... Ezilwaneni ezinjalo umuntu angadinga ukuduma kwezulu hhayi amazwi; kuwukuhlazisa, wukwehlisa, wukwehlisa izinga lomuntu. Kuyoba njani-ke ngesimilo nekhwalithi yomKristu?...
Angikhulumi, Baba, ngenkululeko yangaphambi kwesikhathi, yokujwayela, yamalayisensi obugebengu avame ukuvimbela isakramente futhi abangele ukwamukelwa kwawo kungcoliswe. Isithiyo lokhu kuhlambalaza okubeka emseni ofanele womshado, yisona sizathu esivame kakhulu samashwa nezilingo ezitholakala kulesi simo esingcwele. Angikhulumi ngalabo abacabanga ukungena kulo, kodwa ngalabo abakhona manje nabasebenzisa isakramente abalitholile ngobugebengu. Bangaki labo, ngalokhu kukhala nokusetshenziswa kabi, bathola esimeni esingcwele kuphela izifundo, izindaba zobugebengu, izikhathi zokulahlwa !....
UmBhalo usitshela ukuthi amadoda okuqala omkaTobithi osemncane ayequnjwe udeveli ngobusuku bokuqala bomshado wawo, njengesijeziso sokucasuka kwawo nonya. Kuhle ! Baba, uNkulunkulu ungazise ukuthi isimo esifanayo sabasanda kushada phakathi kwamaKristu sasiyingozi emiphefumulweni yabo njengoba sasinjalo emzimbeni walaba abangakholwa, futhi ngaphezu kwethuna elalenzelwe bona i-Advance laliwubuso balasha lapho ukweqisa okufanayo, ubufebe obufanayo, ukuqhuma okufanayo kusalokhu kuhlasela abasanda kushada nsuku zonke. Yeka ubumpumputhe obudabukisayo!
Isibopho sokufundisa abasanda kushada ngemisebenzi yabo.
Bangaki abasanda kushada abakholelwa ukuthi bavunyelwe yonke into, bayafa futhi bafe emikhubeni enengekayo, bengenzi lutho ukuze baphume kuyo, bengacabangi ngisho nokuzilungisa!. Bangaki abantu abacabanga ukuthi basebenzisa amalungelo abo, kanti
bathuke isakramente abalitholile ukuze balihloniphe futhi bangalithukutheli ! Ishwa! ha! maye kubo! Maye kubaqondisi abangenalwazi noma abangamagwala ,
abathi ngesihluku esihlubukayo noma ubumnandi obungaqondwa kahle, benqabe ukubayala ngomsebenzi walokhu kubaluleka, noma ukubakhulula ngaphandle kokubaqondisa! bayimbangela yobubi abavumela ukwenziwa. Maye kulabo abangabafundisi ngokufanele abayoshada nabo ngaphambi kokubahlanganisa ngalesi sibopho esingcwele! babathuma empini bengahlomile, babaphonse emfuleni
ngaphandle kwezinyathelo zokuphepha. Yeka isizathu sokuthuthumela ngalezi zikhonzi ezandile!
Izono umuntu azenzayo emshadweni ziyethusa; siyalulama kukho ngezinye izikhathi, ngoba akukho lutho ngaleso sikhathi olungaqinisekisa umuntu onecala ngakho; kodwa lezo azenza emshadweni ziqinile futhi azinakulungiswa, ngoba umuntu akacabangi ngisho nokuphenduka noma ukuzishintsha. Ngaphansi kwezaba elikhethekile lesidlo esingcwele umuntu alitholile, umuntu uyaziphuphuthekisa aze angabi nakuzibamba noma azisole ngalokho okufanele ngempela kubangele lokho.
Ah! Baba, namanje ngisathuthumela ngenani lezisulu ezizocwila emfuleni, lapho mina ngokwami ngangiyofa ngokungenaphutha, ikakhulukazi ngenxa yokuthambekela okubi kobusha bami, ukube uNkulunkulu, ngesihe esingenanzuzo, akazange asilondoloze. ngolunye ubizo. Yeka umusa lowo wokungashadi! Ah! manje kunanini ngaphambili lapho ngizwa inani eligcwele futhi
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ukuthi ngibonge kangakanani lomusa...
ISIQEPHU XI.
Ngomusa wokufela ukholo; emiphumeleni evezwe kuDade ngokukhanya kokukholwa okwamkhanyisela; nasekuzithobeni kweqiniso, isisekelo sazo zonke izimfanelo ezinhle.
Ukubhala incwadi yokugcina kaSister of the Nativity, kwaqala esiqhingini saseJersey, January 18, 1792. Ningabesabi labo abangabulala umzimba kuphela.
Baba, ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule, emkhulekweni wami, ngacela kuNkulunkulu, mina nomphakathi wonke, kanye nabo bonke abathembekile abashushiswayo, amandla okuhlupheka, isibindi nokubekezela ebubini babo. futhi nakhu iNkosi yethu eyakusho kimi kulesi senzakalo: "Kungani ngesaba kangaka labo abangenawo amandla phezu kwemiphefumulo yami?" ukukunika ukufa kwesikhashana, yilokho kuphela ulaka lwabo olungakwenza; ngokuba ayinakuqhubekela phambili, futhi imicibisholo yabo ayifinyeleli ngale kokufa; Ngakho-ke imizamo yabo enecala iphumelela kuphela ekukhipheni umphefumulo ongowami emzimbeni wakhe, nasekuwukhululeni ukuba ubuyele kumbhali wawo.
Lapho-ke ngizawuthola ngokulangazela okwedlula umxhwali oweba ingcebo yakhe ekudingisweni kwabafuna ukumeba. Pho kungani ukhathazeke kangaka ngakho? Lahla, uma kunesidingo, ekuthukutheleni kwabo lo mzimba wodaka, okuthi, ngaphezu kwalokho, uzobuyela lapho maduzane; mabawudabule ube yizicucu, basebenzise insimbi nomlilo ukuwuqeda; abayikukwazi ukuwuqeda emehlweni ami; Ngizolandela zonke izingxenye, futhi naphezu kwazo ngizokwazi ukuhlanganisa yonke into futhi ngivuselele yonke into ngosuku lokugcina.
“Ngalokho, ndodakazi yami, ukulindela kwezitha zami kuyodumazeka kakhulu futhi ukumangala kwazo kube kukhulu kakhulu, lapho zizokubona, lapho, ngokwesaba ukuhlushwa, okungokwemvelo kumuntu, zizobona impindiselo engiyiphindiselele. bayokhipha kukho konke abayobe bekwenze abantu bami bahlupheke ngakho, ngokunqoba engiyobanika kona.
Umusa wamandla uJC awunikeza abafel’ ukholo. Isithelo sothando lwakhe.
Ungakhohlwa, wanezela kimi, ukuthi lapho ngibizela othile emseni wokufel’ ukholo, ngizungeza umphefumulo wakhe, inhliziyo yakhe nesibindi sakhe, ngesivikelo sesifuba segolide elicolekileyo namadayimane. imicibisholo evuthayo yesihogo nakuyo yonke inzondo yamademoni. Kuwukholo olumsulwa nothando oluhlanganisa lesi sivikelo sesifuba esingangeneki; futhi uma ngingabakhululi abavuma izono zami kunoma yiluphi uhlobo lokwesaba, noma ngisho nasekuzweleni ezinhlungwini, qiniseka ukuthi ngithembisene umshado futhi njengokungathi ngibophekile ukubasekela, ngoba kungenxa yami ukuthi balwa. Impela angisoze ngabashiya ezilingweni ezingaba ngaphezu kwamandla abo: umusa usazovala ubuthakathaka bemvelo; futhi, uma kunesidingo, eyami yokugcina izokhombisa okwengeziwe
Lawa mandla amangalisayo ezinceku zami nezinceku zami, ngangibafanele ngokushiya kwami lapho kusondela ukufa, ukubekezela kwami nesibindi sami ekuhluphekeni kothando lwami, umphefumulo wami wawungaleso sikhathi.
egcwele usizi okwathi, njengesifufula, lagcwala phezu kwami futhi lagubuzela isintu sami esingcwele. Ngancishwa umunyu eNsimini Yeminqumo, ngisuthi ngenhlamba phambi kwabahluleli bami, futhi ngilahlwa esiphambanweni, ukuze ngifanelekele wonke umusa wokuthwala impatho enjalo, uma kudingekile ukuba ukubekezelele ukuze uvikele inkolo yami neyami ubuNkulunkulu.
Ngakho-ke anikwazi ukwenza kangcono kunokuba nihlanganise izinhlupheko zenu kusengaphambili nalezo zothando lwami: lokhu kuyoba yindlela enhle kakhulu yokuyihlonipha nokungijabulisa, ngokuzilungiselela noma yisiphi isenzakalo uNkulunkulu angasivumela.
Lokhu kuthambekela kokufel’ ukholo kuyangijabulisa, ngomqondo othile, njengokufel’ ukholo ngokwako: ngalokho, uyothola kukho ukufaneleka okukhulu kanye nomthombo wenduduzo ongashi. Ukuphila kufushane futhi ingunaphakade alipheli; izinhlupheko zalomhlaba azilutho uma ziqhathaniswa nenjabulo ezilandela, uma umuntu ekwazi ukuthwala iziphambano okufanele zimenze afanelwe. Labo abayohlanganyela ekuvukeleni kwami ezulwini, ingabe bayozisola ngokuhlanganyela ekuhluphekeni kwami emhlabeni? Lesi, Baba, yisexwayiso somusa ukuthi
UJC unginike kulesi simo, wengeza neminye imibono esizokwazi ukukhuluma ngayo maduze nje.
Umthelela okhiqizwe kuDade ngokukhanya okumkhanyisa kuNkulunkulu.
Lokhu kukhanya okungikhanyiselayo kuNkulunkulu, futhi engikhulume ngakho nawe izikhathi eziningi kangaka, kungenze ngavuna kusukela ebuntwaneni umkhuba, engikholelwa ukuthi, bekungeke kwenzeke ukuba ngiziguqule kuwo: kuwukuziqhathanisa ngokwami. ngisho nakho konke engikubonayo, konke engikuzwayo, konke engikufundayo noma engikuhlolisisayo, ngentando kaNkulunkulu, lokho okwethula kimi ngokungaphezi njengomthetho ongenaphutha wezahlulelo zami, kanjalo nokuziphatha kwami. Ngizithola kanjalo ngithambekele ekwamukeleni noma ekulahleni konke okuzivezayo engqondweni yami, njengoba lokhu kukhanya kuthola kimi ukuvumelana noma ukuphikiswa kwentando kaNkulunkulu. Angazi, Baba, uma ngizwakala; kodwa ngicabanga ukuthi, ukuze ube nombono oqondile walokho engikushoyo, umuntu kufanele ahlangabezane nakho: kufana nesibuko esihlala sikhona emehlweni engqondo yami,
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ahlulele ngenye indlela ngaphansi kwanoma yiziphi izimo.
Lapho ngiseyingane, futhi ubaba nomama bangiyisa eMiseni, ngathola injabulo eyodwa ukuzwa umfundisi noma umfundisi wakhe esichazela iVangeli, ekhuthaza ebuhleni, futhi esongela ngezahlulelo zikaNkulunkulu bazitike ngobubi nesono. Ngathanda ikakhulukazi ukuthi bakhuluma ngobuhle bukaJC nabangcwele; Ngabona kusukela ngaleso sikhathi kuqhubeke, ngalokhu kukhanya, ukuthi konke lokhu kwakuhambisana nentando kaNkulunkulu kanye neqiniso leVangeli. Kodwa into emangalisa kakhulu ukuthi, uma kwakuphunyukile kulaba banumzane, ngokungaqondile noma ngenye indlela, isiphakamiso esithile esiphambene nokholo lweqiniso, noma into ephikisana nenkolelo yeqiniso yabathembekile, mayelana nokuziphatha kobuKristu, ngabona ngokushesha ukuthi hhayi ku ukuhleleka noma ngokuqondisa kwentando yaphezulu. Ukukhanya kwangenza ngabona ukukhubazeka kwayo, kangangokuthi ngangiyophoqeleka ukuba ngihambe, ukuba umpristi wayesekele ngokuqinile iphutha elithile elilahlwa iBandla; Angikwazanga ngisho nokubona umhlubuki omenyezelwe, kuyilapho ngizizwa, ngompristi okhuluma egameni nangomqondo ka-JC neBandla lakhe, inhlonipho nokuhlonishwa okwangenza ngabona u-JC ngokwakhe.
Ngalokhu kukhanya, wehlulela ngezintshumayelo, izincwadi, njll.
Isimo engiye ngaba naso kuyo yonke inkambo yokuphila kwami. Kungakhathaliseki ukuthi ngizwa intshumayelo, inkulumo, ikhathekizimu, noma ukufunda, ngizama ukulandela igama nezwi incazelo yalokho okushiwoyo. Ukukhanya kukaNkulunkulu kungenza ngibone ngenjabulo wonke amaqiniso obufakazi; kodwa konke lokho okungaba nokungabaza noma okusolisayo kungenza ngizwe ubuhlungu obuthile obulingana nokuphikiswa engikubona kukho nokukhanya kwezulu: Ngiphoqelekile ukuthi ngikwenqabe ngokushesha konke okulwa neqiniso laphakade.
Kungosizo lwalokhu kukhanya ukuthi ngiye ngalahla kaningi, naphezu kwami, izincwadi ezithile ezawela ezandleni zami, noma enganginikezwe ukuba ngizifunde ukuze ngizahlulele, ngaphandle kokukwazi ukuthethelela ngokufanelekile izahlulelo zami, noma ukubuyisela ngenxa yokulahlwa kwami ngakho. Ngazizwa ngivuswa ukucasuka okwangiphoqa ukuba ngiyivale incwadi, futhi ngezinye izikhathi ngiyilahle kude nami, ngoba ngokufunda izinto ezikuyo ezingabonakala zingenandaba, ngezinye izikhathi zinhle futhi zishiwo kahle kakhulu, ngabubona bonke ububi bukaSathane, nabo bonke ubuthi obusemqondweni wombhali kanye nenjongo yakhe
okuhloswe ngayo ukuzamazama ukholo noma ukuziphatha. Ngakho-ke ngayibheka le ncwadi njengokukhiqizwa kwe-infernal ukuthi kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba ngihlupheke.
Phakathi kokunye, ngikhumbula ukuthi eminyakeni eminingana edlule umama wanginika incwadi ayeyimangaze kumuntu ohlala endlini, ukuze ngimtshele uma ngiyithola inhle noma embi, ngingenaso isikhathi sokuzifundisa. Ngaphenya okuthile kwakho, futhi angibanga isikhathi eside ukuthola lapho, ngaphansi kwengaphandle elihle nesitayela esivumayo, imfundiso eyonakele nemelene nobuKristu ngokuphelele; Ngaze ngazi ukuthi maduzane le mfundiso embi, ngeshwa isigunyazwe kakhulu, yayizobangela uguquko oluyinhlekelele kakhulu, okwakuyoba kuphela isijeziso esilungile sabasekeli bokungahloniphi. Ngethukile, ngabuyisela le ncwadi kumama wethu, owayibuyisela kulowo muntu emyalele ukuba ayibonise lowo avuma icala. U-confessor wawubeka emlilweni.
Kuye kwenzeka futhi kimi ngezinye izikhathi ukungavumelani ekufundeni kwami izici ezithile zomlando ezisungulwe ukuhlonipha uNkulunkulu, ngicabanga ukuthi, kunalokho okungaqondakali, futhi ngentshiseko engangingayikholelwa ngokwesayensi noma ukuhlakanipha kobuKristu; kanye nezici ezithile zokulalela okungokwenkolo, hhayi ukuthi ukulalela inkolo akukuhle kakhulu ngokwakho, kudingekile ngisho nakunoma yimuphi umphakathi; kodwa kwakuwukulalela okuyimpumputhe, kangangokuthi kwaphambana nalokho umuntu akukweleta iBandla, ngokumelene nemithetho kaNkulunkulu, futhi ngezinye izikhathi ngisho nokuphambene nezimiso zokuqala zomthetho wemvelo; ngakho ngaba nohlobo oluthile lokwethuka.
Kulokhu, uphendula ngokuqinile ezikhulwini zikamasipala, azi futhi abikezele izenzakalo ezimbalwa.
Kube ngokulandela isiqondiso salokhu kukhanya ngaze ngaphendula ngokuqinile ezikhulwini zikamasipala ezifike zizosinxenxa ukuze zisizakale ngemithetho yomhlangano, siwushiye umphakathi wethu sibuyele emhlabeni. Ngabatshela indlela yami yokucabanga ngakho ngamandla nangenkululeko, kangangokuthi lowo engangimgqolozele washintsha umbala, futhi wathatha uhlangothi lwami ngokumelene nomngane wakhe, emtshela ukuthi kufanele angivumele ngilandele izinqumo zami.
izifiso, nokuthi ngangilungile ukunamathela kuzo. UNkulunkulu wangenza ngaqonda ngaleso sikhathi ukuthi yena ngokwakhe wayezovula amehlo akhe futhi alahle iqembu elingalungile; kwenzenjani.
Kusengalokhu kukhanya ukuthi ngibonile futhi ngamemezela izinto eziningi, engakhuluma ngazo kini ngaphambili; kwaba ngalokho, Baba, lapho ngazi khona ukuthi wawuzothatha isikhundla sika-M. Laisné, ngingakaze ngikubone, futhi ngaphandle kokuba kube khona
ngisho nokungabonakali ukuthi into kwakufanele yenzeke ngalendlela; kungalokhu ukuthi ngesinye isikhathi ngike nginikeze izixwayiso kubaphathi bami, futhi nami
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Ngezinye izikhathi ngike ngizinike okuthile, ngezikhathi ezithile, ongakwazi ukukukhumbula (1).
(1) Kufanele ukuthi kwaphawulwa ukuthi uDade wangixwayisa kusenesikhathi ukuthi ngangizophoqeleka ukuba ngibaleke, nokuthi kwakuyodingeka ngivikelwe ekushushisweni, wabe esebona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi ngeke ngibanjwe noma ngiboshwe. . . Sibonile futhi ukuthi ngaxwayiswa nguye ngesikhathi lapho kwakudingekile ukuphuma embusweni, futhi konke lokhu ngaphambi kwemithetho eyagcina iphoqe bonke abapristi abangaguquki ukuba bathathe uhlangothi olufanayo, futhi ngisho nangaphambi kokubulawa kwabantu abaningi. waseParis. Kodwa, ngaphandle kwalezi zixwayiso zezinyathelo zokuphepha zokuphepha kwami siqu, zingaki anganginikanga ngohulumeni ongokomoya wezindela? Nasi isici esisodwa esenzeka, phakathi kweziningana, enkumbulweni yami:
Izindelakazi ezimbili zazingicele, endlini yokugezela, imvume yokubikelana amaphutha azo ansuku zonke kanye nokunqoba kwazo, kanye nemikhuba yazo ethile yokukhulekela. Ngishaywe ekubukeni kokuqala isifiso sabo sokupheleliswa okukhulu, angizange ngikuvumele noma ngikwenqabele, futhi ngazanelisa ngokwethembela kulokhu ekwahluleleni koMkhulu, okwathi, ohlangothini lwakhe, waneliswa ukukubekezelela buthule. UDadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu wafika ezongithola ngolunye usuku kulesi senzakalo, futhi wakhuluma nami kakhulu noma kancane kanje:
Kungenzeka uyazi, Baba, ukuthi oDadewethu u-N. kanye no-N. bakhe phakathi kwabo inhlangano ethile yemikhuba yangaphandle kanye nokuthembana okufanayo. Amantombazane amabili ampofu anezinhloso ezinhle kuphela, futhi ayaqaphela ukuba angakuboni kusengaphambili konke ukuphazamiseka okungase kubangele idemoni, elingeke lihluleke ukulisebenzisa ngokunenzuzo lona siqu; ngokuba ngiyabona ukuthi uhlose ukubabekela izihibe ngalesi sikhathi; ukhohlise abaningi ngaphansi kwesithunzi sokuphelela okukhulu. Baba, qiniseka ukuthi, ikakhulukazi emphakathini, noma yini ephambuka emthethweni ojwayelekile wokuzinikela ngokukhethekile, iyasola futhi ingaphansi kokukhohlisa. umoya olingayo oze aziguqule ingelosi yokukhanya ukuze adukise kangcono, akahluleki, ngangokusemandleni akhe, ukuphonsa ukungezwani ezinhlangeni ezinhle. Okuncane angakwenza lapha, futhi ngiyabona ukuthi ngeke ehluleke, kuzoba ukuzala phakathi kwalaba
izindelakazi ezimbili ezinhle ubungane obuthile, obuphambene kakhulu nesisa esivamile abasikweleta bonke odade, ngaphandle kokukhetha, ngaphandle kokwabelana, ngaphandle komehluko, ngaphandle kwanoma yiluphi uhlobo lokuvalelwa; umoya wokugabadela nokuzazisa, okungenzeka ngokushesha uphenduke ube ukuqhosha. Uma lokho kungenzeki, okungenani ithuba alinakunqatshwa. Ngiyavuma kini ukuthi angikuthandi ukuzinikela okubonakala ngezindlela ezingavamile, ngaphandle uma kugunyazwe kahle evela ezulwini. Masiye kuNkulunkulu singabala izinyathelo zethu nemisebenzi yethu emihle; ngoba lokho ukugabadela okubalelwa kokuningi njalo kubalwa njengokuncane, futhi ngezinye izikhathi ngokuncane kunalutho, phambi kukaNkulunkulu. Akuyona ingaphandle ezenza olungile eyenza okuhle
inkolo, kodwa ubulula nobuqotho benhliziyo kanye nenjongo okuhlanganiswe nomoya wangaphakathi, ekulaleleni okuthobekile, kanye nesisa sangempela esingazi umehluko phakathi kwabantu okufanele abathande.
Ngaphandle kwalokho, Baba wami, singakhuluma ngokuphelela okuphezulu, ukucabanga, imikhuba yangaphandle kanye nempilo engaqondakali noma enembile, kodwa ngabe sisengabazenzisi, futhi ngokuvamile ithuna elimhlophe. Makube kude, Baba, ukuthi ngifuna ukusebenzisa noma yikuphi kwalokhu kunoma yimuphi udadewethu, ngokungangabazeki obaluleke kakhulu. ungcono kunami phambi kukaNkulunkulu; kodwa ngezinye izikhathi kungase kwenzeke ukuthi ukushisekela kwabo akukhanyi kahle, noma kungamthokozisi kakhulu uNkulunkulu, futhi ngokuqinisekile akunjalo okwamanje. UNkulunkulu ngokwakhe ongiyalayo ukuba anixwayise ngalokhu, ukuze nikuhlele, niqaphele ukuba nivume noma yini enye into efanayo: lokho umqondisi angeke akwenze, ukunaka kakhulu. Ngikholwe: kukho konke lokhu okuhlukile okuncane, imvelo iyazifuna, futhi udeveli uhileleka kakhulu kunalokho ongase ucabange. Ngiyakuncenga, Baba, ukuba ungixolele ngenkululeko nokuzethemba engifeza ngakho umsebenzi wami.
Sizobona empilweni yakhe yangaphakathi izixwayiso azinikeza, egameni likaNkulunkulu, kubaphathi, ngisho nakuBhishobhi waseRennes, kanye nezinguquko aziletha. Ngamthuma ukuthi enze umsebenzi ofanayo kumlindi wakhe, owayala.
Baba, ekubuzeni intando kaNkulunkulu ezintweni ezibonakala zingenandaba kakhulu, ngokwazo noma ngohlelo nesikhathi sokuzenza, ngiye ngazithola ngidonseleka kakhulu kwenye kunokuba kwenye, ngaphandle kokukwazi ukuziphendulela. ngalo mbono oyimfihlo, futhi cishe njalo umphumela wangenza ngathola imiklamo uNkulunkulu ayenayo ekugcizeleleni kimi. Ngikhumbula phakathi kokunye ukuthi, lapho ngibheka intando yaphezulu futhi ngiyilandela, ngathola umlilo ushunqa kwenye yamafulethi omphakathi, futhi okungenzeka wawushise, ukube angifikanga ngicime njengoba ayeseduze kwakhe. ukungena e-bedstead kanye ne-banister yezitebhisi.
Ngesinye isikhathi indelakazi, endala nebuthaka, yawa ngobuso bayo, futhi yayizominyanisa, uma ngangingazi ngentando yaphezulu, engangibonisana nayo ngaleso sikhathi, ukuthi kwakudingekile ukushiya engangikwenza ukuze ngigijime kahle. ngokushesha ukuze
isibhedlela ukubona ukuthi ukhona yini ongadinga usizo lwami. Ngagijima ngaya khona ngokukhulu ukushesha, futhi ngafika ngesikhathi ukuze ngimvimbele ukuthi angafi kulesi simo. Zingaki izici ezifanayo engingazisho kuwe, futhi zingaki ukubonga engikukweletayo kuleyo ntando engcwele nethandekayo, okwathi, kusukela ebuntwaneni bami, yangihola njengokungathi ngesandla emigodini eyinkulungwane, okwakuyothi, ngaphandle kosizo lwakhe, bekungenakugwenywa kimi! Zingaki izigameko ezingezinhle angigcine ngazo? Ngemva kokungiphuca abazali bami, le ngcwele izongithatha ngaphansi kokuqondisa kwayo, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, futhi yathatha indawo yakho konke kimi. Yiziphi izindlela eziyimfihlo nangaziphi izindlela ezingaziwa angangiholelanga esifubeni senkolo, enqoba zonke izithiyo ezivelayo? ngiphikisana nobizo ayelubeke kimina, ngingazi, futhi umuntu wasemaphandleni ompofu njengami okungafanele alufise ngokwemvelo! Ngimpofu, ngingenalwazi, ngigcwele amaphutha, futhi ngingenazo ngisho nesisodwa sezimfanelo zesimo esingcwele kangaka, nokho ngazithola ngingena enkolweni engcwele, futhi ngingaqondi ukuthi kulokhu ngangifeza icebo lika intando yaphezulu, eyayinayo
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konke kuholwa, konke kuboshwe, kwenziwe konke.
Ngakho-ke ngangeniswa ezifungweni ezine zenkolo, futhi kubonakala ngaphezu kwakho konke ukuthi intando yaphezulu eyangibizela kuyo, yayifuna ukungenza ngibe isisulu sokulalela. Yilapho ayehlala engiyisa khona; ubeke kimi isibopho sokulalela phambi kukaNkulunkulu, kangangokuthi ngomusa wakhe ngincamela ukufa kunokuba ngingalaleli abaphathi bami abasemthethweni, abakhuluma kimi egameni likaNkulunkulu nanjengomthetho wami. Yebo, Baba, insimbi, umlilo, ama-easels, akukho lutho olwalungangethusa: ngezinye izikhathi kubonakala ngisho kimi ukuthi ngeke ngibe yinkosikazi enkulu yentando yami kuleli phuzu, nokuthi kungaba sengathi akunakwenzeka kimi ukuthi ngingalaleli . .
Lokhu akuvimbeli, Baba, ukuthi ngezinye izikhathi ngizwe imvelo ikhononda futhi ikhononda kancane ngami ngale ndaba; kodwa angikunaki ukukhononda kwakhe ngaphezu kwezinyembezi zengane ehlubukayo ethukuthele ngesikhathi esingafanele. Ngakho-ke ngivuselela isibindi sami, futhi ngigijimela ekulaleleni, nginyathela imvelo ngaphansi kwezinyawo; leli yiqembu okumele lilandelwe.
Lapha njengakwezinye izindawo, uBaba wami, ukusebenza kukadeveli noma kwemvelo kubonakala ngokusebenza kukaNkulunkulu, ngemiphumela ehlukene yokuthula noma izinkinga, ukuzidla noma ukuthobeka, inkanuko noma ukuzilimaza, okuveza emphefumulweni. Udeveli nemvelo bahlale benza ngentshiseko, ngamandla, ngemvula, nangomfutho; okukhiqiza inkathazo, ukuyaluza, ukuphazamiseka kwengqondo nezinzwa. UGrace, ngokuphambene, ngaso sonke isikhathi wenza ngokulinganisela, ngokuhleleka nangokuzindla, futhi, uma umuntu engasho kanjalo, ngokunensa okuhlakaniphile okushiya umphefumulo nezinzwa ukuthula, ukuzola kwezinkanuko, ukuthula okumnandi kakhulu. Ngakho-ke, Baba, iphutha lihlala lingakolunye uhlangothi, neqiniso ngakolunye .
Izinzuzo zalokhu kukhanya kwaphezulu. Akuthathi okuningi ukuwenza buthaka, noma ukucisha.
Lokhu kukhanya okuthambile nokuthulile kugqugquzela ukuthula okukhulu ekujuleni kwe ucezu; ingqikithi yawo ihlanganisa ubunye besisa kuNkulunkulu nakumakhelwane; uthwala umphefumulo uqonde kuNkulunkulu, uwukhulule kukho konke okungeyena uNkulunkulu futhi ongabeka isithiyo ekuhlanzekeni kothando lwawo. Ukukhanga kwalokhu kukhanya kuwukukhumbula okungaphakathi ebukhoneni bukaNkulunkulu; ukwehlisa izinzwa nezinkanuko, ngaphezu kwakho konke ukuthobeka okuphelele nokuhlanzeka kwenhliziyo yizinto ezinhle azithandayo. Kwesinye isikhathi igama elingacabangeli kuphela, ukuhlakazeka okukhulu, ukunakekela okukhulu, ubudedengu bokuzithandela, ngaphezu kwakho konke ukunyakaza kokuzidla nokungcola, kuyadingeka ukuze kufiphaze lokhu kukhanya, noma ukukucisha ngokuphelele. ukungathembeki kwami kaningi, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke ngezono engibe neshwa lokuzenza.
Ukukhangwa kwalokhu kukhanya kwamholela ekubeni azindle ngezipho eziyisikhombisa zikaMoya oNgcwele. - Inzuzo yokuzinikela kuMoya oNgcwele.
Esikhathini esidlule ngaholwa ukukhangwa kwalokhu kukhanya ukuba ngithandaze ngezipho eziyisikhombisa zikaMoya oNgcwele, ngithatha isipho sakhe ngasinye esingakhulumeki njengesisetshenziswa somkhuleko. Inhloso yami kulokhu kwakuwukuhlonipha nokudumisa uziqu-zintathu othandekayo wabantu bobunkulunkulu. Ngabona kuNkulunkulu ukuthi uMoya oNgcwele wengamele yonke imisebenzi yobunkulunkulu, nokuthi kwakuye, futhi ngaye, ukuthi laba abanye abantu ababili benza konke; uBaba wadala ngaye izwe, njengalokhu iNdodana yalihlenga ngaye; kungokuhlakanipha kwalomoya wokulinganisa ukuthi ukuqondisa kwaphezulu kuye kwabusa futhi ngeke kuyeke ukubusa iBandla kanye nomhlaba wonke: ubunye bengqikithi yobunkulunkulu phakathi kwabantu abathathu. Ngabona yonke indawo ukusebenza kwalo moya kuphela
iyathandeka. UMoya oNgcwele uluthando lukaYise, uMoya oNgcwele uluthando lweNdodana, uMoya oNgcwele uluthando lwakhe olukhulu; kangangokuthi ngakubona kuYise naseNdodaneni, okuhlanganiswe kuye ngokungehlukaniseki, kangangokuthi umuntu akanakuhlonipha uMoya oNgcwele ngaphandle kokuhlonipha abanye abantu ababili. Kanjalo ngabona ngokukhanya ukuthi ukukhulekela nokuzinikela eziphiweni eziyisikhombisa zoMoya oNgcwele kwakuvumelana kakhulu noZiqu-zintathu Ongcwele Kakhulu, owakwenza kwaba yisibopho kimi ngekusasa nangezinjongo engizozichaza maduze.
Isithelo sokuzindla kwami okuyisikhombisa kwakuwukwenza izidlo eziyisikhombisa zokudumisa uMoya oNgcwele, ukuze kunqobe inkolo, kube kuhle ngokomoya nangokwesikhashana kwebandla nombuso; ukuze kulondolozwe abapristi abalungile... Ngiye ngawaphinda kwezinye izihloko ezihlukahlukene zohlobo olufanayo, futhi namuhla ngicela kuMoya oNgcwele ukuba aguqule izoni, futhi ikakhulukazi izitha zeBandla lakhe .
Ngosuku engixhumana ngalo, ngenza umkhuleko wami wasekuseni kwesinye sezipho eziyisikhombisa zoMoya oNgcwele, futhi ngiwuqala ngoVeni , uMdali , ukuze nginxuse izibani nomusa walo Moya waphezulu. Ngathola induduzo enkulu kulo msebenzi wokudumisa umoya oduduzayo, ikakhulukazi njengoba ukukhanya kwangenza ngabona ukuthi kumjabulisa kakhulu uNkulunkulu, nokuthi wayezothululela izibusiso zakhe kubo bonke ababezokusebenzisa, ukuze bathole umusa uhlelo lwensindiso, kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke izidingo zeBandla, ukuze aqede ukulwa kwakhe nokushushiswa kwakhe. Lokhu kuzinikela, Baba, kulungele kakhulu ukumisa ulaka lwasezulwini, ukukhulisa ukholo, ukubhubhisa izihlubuki, ukubuyisela endleleni yensindiso labo
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beka eceleni, ngezwi, ngokumelene nazo zonke izitha zokholo.
Ungena ekwazini ukungabi nalutho kwakhe.
Lokhu kuzindla kwangibuyisela emuva esikhaleni esikhulu esakhuluma ngaso kakhulu esikhathini esidlule, ngisho nokungabi nalutho okuphelele kwesidalwa ngaphambi kokuphakama nobukhosi bobuNkulunkulu. Ngakolunye uhlangothi, ubukhulu bukaNkulunkulu, ngakolunye usizi lwabo bonke abantu abadaliwe; yeka umehluko! futhi yeka ukuthi yangihlaba umxhwele ngokujule kanjani ngolunye usuku emcimbini woMlotha! Ngiphila zonke
izidalwa zizibhubhisa phambi kukaNkulunkulu ukuze zihloniphe ubukhosi bobuntu bazo. Umzimba womuntu wadilika waba uthuli phambi kwamehlo ami, futhi waphoqeleka kwaze kwaba yileso sikhathi ukuba uthobe ukuziqhenya kwawo phambi kwalowo onkazimulo yakhe owawufuna ukumqhwaga; kodwa uNkulunkulu akagcinanga ngokunqoba phezu kwalokhu kuzigqaja, waphinde wanqoba ukufa okwakucekele phansi ithuluzi lakho, naphezu kobuze obubonakala sengathi bubaphethe.
Ngakho-ke ngabona, ngovuko olusheshayo noluphelele, lubuyisela lomzimba esimweni sawo sokuqala; nalomuntu; kanjalo yabhujiswa futhi yabuyiselwa, yanikezwa, yilezi zifundazwe ezimbili ezihluke kakhulu, ukuhlonipha okulinganayo kumphathi ophelele wobukhona nongelutho, yena yedwa obonakala emkhulu ngisho nasebuthakathakeni besidalwa sakhe...
Konke kudlula, konke kuyaphela, konke kuyanyamalala kulo mhlaba, ngoba konke kwaqala; UNkulunkulu yedwa ophilayo ngaphandle kokushintsha, ngoba akanasiqalo, futhi akasoze abhekana nanoma yikuphi ukuguquguquka. Yeka isikhwama semibono nemicabango emihle!
Ngithe ngizinikela kukho, kwathiwa kimi: Uzakwenza ikhaya lakho libe lilize, uqinise ukubusa kwakho phezu kokuyize , ukuthi uzokwenzani ,
Baba, ngalawa mazwi ebesengikhulunywe ngawo eminyakeni engamashumi amabili edlule, njengalokho ngasho kinina! Kodwa incazelo yalo yayingathuthukisiwe kangako kimi njengoba kwakunjalo ngalezo zinsuku ezedlule. Yazi, ngitsheliwe, ukuthi zonke izidalwa azilutho kodwa ziyize nje phambi kwakhe okhona . Sawubona! isiphi isidingo engaphezi ngombhali wayo, ukuze ingabuyeli kulokhu ukungabi nalutho kwemvelaphi yayo? ingabe ujabulela ikhono elilodwa lomzimba noma umphefumulo, okungesona isipho esivela esandleni sakhe esikhululekile, umusa, umusa, inzuzo entsha? Ngakho-ke kulungile, Nkulunkulu wami, ukwenza indawo yami yokuhlala ibe yize, mina engingekho ngokwami, engingelutho nje phambi kwakho; ngeshwa futhi, akukho lutho olukuvukelayo, oyisidalwa esihle kakhulu, lowo konke okukhona ngaye, futhi ngaphandle kwakhe akukho lutho olungaba khona. Yeka izisusa zokungiqothula nakakhulu! futhi ubumpumputhe bami bungaba yini uma ngingakuzwa ukungabi nalutho kwami phakathi kobufakazi obuningi obungizungezile? Akunzima ukukholisa ukuthi umpofu futhi udabukile kulowo ozibona encishisiwe ekugcineni, uzwa kahle kakhulu ukuthi angakwazi ukukungabaza; kodwa bekungaba yini ubuwula bakhe uma, ebophekile ukuba acele isinkwa sakhe endlini ngendlu, ezikholelwa ukuthi ucebile futhi unothile kakhulu?
Izihlakaniphi zasezulwini zibhujiswe phambi kukaNkulunkulu. Ukweqisa kokuziqhenya.
Lapho uNkulunkulu engenza ngicabangele izihlakaniphi zasezulwini, abangcwele bohlelo lokuqala, baguqe phambi kwakhe bemdumisa, lapho engibonisa lemimoya ekhazimulayo, iqhutshwa ngentshiseko nesithakazelo senkazimulo yakhe,
futhi bonke ngishiswa umlilo wothando lwakhe olumsulwa, ngaphandle kokubuyela kubo, ngizithola ngibanjwe amahloni nokudideka, ngibona kithi, futhi ikakhulukazi kimina, izimo ezihlukahlukene ezinjalo, nokunye okuningi, okumangazayo ukuthi kufanele. kube kuncane lapho.
Ini ! ingelosi iyazehlisa, izikhohlwe, izibhuqe ezulwini; futhi thina, izimpethu zomhlaba esiyizo, ezigutshuzelwe odakeni, udaka nokungcola kwemvelo yethu, siyenqaba ukuzithoba, sihlala siphakama, sizibheka njengonkulunkulu abancane abangama-demi-gods: yeka ukugabadela okuyinqaba! Yeka ukuziqhenya okungabekezeleleki ! Okungenani, uma, njengepigogo ,
ngezinye izikhathi sasibheka izinyawo zethu, sasibona ukuthi sithinta phansi; bese kuthi-ke, kude nokufuna ukweba inkazimulo yakhe kuNkulunkulu, esinika amathalenta nezimfanelo asinike zona ukuze nje simdumise ngokuzibuyisela kuye, siyoba namahloni impela ngobuphansi bemvelaphi yethu: ukuhlala singaphezi ekujuleni kokungelutho kwethu, besiyobona ngaphansi kwethu izwe lapho sikhasa khona, esisabisa ngokungaphezi ukuvuleka ngaphansi kwezinyawo zethu ukuze sisigwinye, futhi senze izinyoka nezimpethu zidle lomzimba esiwukhonzayo.
“Maye kwabaziqhenyayo, kusho uJehova; ukube bebephakeme njengamafu, bengizokwazi ukubehlisa nokubathobisa; futhi uma bengabuhloniphi ubukhulu bami obuphakeme phakathi nokuphila, bayophoqeleka ukuba benze kanjalo phakathi nephakade; bayokwazi, ngamagalelo entukuthelo yami, ukuthi bayini nokuthi ngiyini.
Ukuzenza ingane; njalo wehla wehle. Imibono emibili kaDade, eyagcizelela lesi sifundo kuye.
Kanjalo, wathi kimi, yiba njengomntwana omncane, uma uthanda ukuhawukelwa, ngokuba ngiyathokoza ukujabhisa abazidlayo, nokubanika umusa wami kwabathobekileyo. Funda-ke ukuze ulingise kahle lesi similo sengane, ubumsulwa bayo, ubumsulwa bayo, inhliziyo yayo encane ecashile, egcwele ubumnandi nobulula, ngaphandle kokuphambukela, ngaphandle kobubi, ngaphandle kokukhohlisa noma ukuphindaphindeka, okungenwa ukwesaba nothando. , futhi ekwazi yonke imibono yobuhle; nilandele isibonelo sakhe, nithobeke
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ezifundweni zami, yesabani izahlulelo zami, lesabe ukulunga kwami, lawulani okwakho
inhliziyo phezu kobubele bami, yiba ncane kakhulu emehlweni akho, ngoba ngithanda omncinyane lothobekile ngenhliziyo. Kuyisifundo okungafanele usikhohlwe, ukuthi njengoba umncane emehlweni akho, uyoba mkhulu kowami futhi uphakanyiswe embusweni wami; lapho ukholelwa ukuthi awufaneleki umusa wami, uzobonga kakhulu ngabo, futhi nakakhulu futhi ngizobachichima phezu kwakho. »
Kulokhu, uBaba wami, JC wangikhumbuza ngombono anginika wona eminyakeni embalwa edlule. Wayengumntwana omncane oneminyaka emine noma emihlanu ubudala owayegijima ebheke eNkosini yethu ngawo wonke amandla akhe, ephakamisela izingalo zakhe kuye; iNkosi yethu nayo yayivule izingalo zayo, futhi yabonisa ukulangazelela okukhulu ukumamukela; kodwa wathi efika kuye, esikhundleni sokuziphosela ezingalweni zakhe, umntwana wakhothama ezinyaweni zakhe wabhekisa ubuso bakhe phansi ukuze amkhonze.
U-JC wayiphakamisa izikhathi eziningana; izikhathi eziningana wayefuna ukumazisa nokumbambatha; kodwa lo omncane wazama njalo ukuzikhipha, wathi nje edidekile futhi esaba umusa ayewuthola, wavele waguqa ngamadolo elokhu ewathe njo amehlo akhe egobile nezandla, waguqa phansi, ebonisa inhlonipho. ukuthula; ukuthobeka kwakhe kwakunjengomthwalo owawumthwala njalo ubheke emhlabeni, ayewuthatha njengesizinda sakhe; kodwa lapho ezithwala kakhulu lapho, kulapho uJC egoba kuye ukuze amphakamise. Omunye ubengasho ukuthi ukumelana nengane kwenza udlame othandweni lwenhliziyo kayise.
Ekugcineni, Baba wami, umntwana wanqoba kule mpi ebabazekayo, uJC wamnikeza ukunqoba, futhi wabonakala ezolile futhi endaweni yakhe, lapho esekhululekile ukuhlala ezinyaweni zakhe ukuze amkhonze ngomoya nangeqiniso. UMsindisi ongcwele wanqotshwa kanjalo; kodwa lokhu kunqoba okwatholwa umntwana kwabonakala kuvumelana naye ngokungenakulinganiswa, futhi ngaqonda ukuthi umdali wayengenayo enye indlela yokumnqoba, ngaphandle kokubhujiswa nokuzithoba.
Lokhu, Baba wami, uNkulunkulu ungenze ngaqonda kangcono namanje ngomunye umbono ophathelene nami. Ngacabanga ngibona uJC kude.
Lapho nje ngimbona, ngenza umzamo wokumthola. Kwakudingekile ukuba lokho kungiphakamisele emoyeni, engikwenza ngomoya; kodwa lapho ngisondela kuye, kulapho eqhela eduze kwami, kangangokuthi ngangizolahlekelwa umbono wakhe, lapho, ngokuphelelwa yithemba lokusondela kuye futhi ngizahlulele ukuthi angifaneleki, ngathatha, nokho ngokunqikaza, ngathatha isobunxele ukwehla. futhi emhlabathini: Engakwenza; kodwa akuphelanga isikhathi eside ekuboneni ngokumangala okujabulisayo, ukuthi ngenkathi ngisuka kakhulu kuye ngokwesaba nangenhlonipho, kulapho ehla khona ngokushesha futhi ethola isikhala sokusondela kimi futhi ahlanganyele nami; Ngangithatha izinyathelo ezimbalwa ukuze ngimlinde, kodwa wayema aqhubeke nokugijima lapho sengiqale ukwehla futhi. Kusuka lapho, ngaqonda ukuthi for the
ngehla ngokushesha, ngakwenza, ngathola inhlanhla yokumbona kuphela lapho ngibeke unyawo emhlabathini.
Sebenza njalo nangawo wonke amandla akho ukuze uthole ukuthobeka. Ukubaluleka kwakhe.
Okufanele siphethe ngakho, Baba, ukuthi ukuthola le ngcebo eyigugu, akuwona umbuzo wethu wokukhuphukela emoyeni, kodwa owokumba emathunjini omhlaba, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, ocekela phansi wonke umqondo wokuphakama nobukhulu. Kudingeka ukusebenza kukho ngaphandle kokulahlekelwa isibindi, kuwumsebenzi wempilo yonke; ngakho-ke kuyadingeka ngaso sonke isikhathi ukuba nefosholo lihlale esandleni, ngoba kudingekile ukumba ungaphezi ukuze kufike embusweni wezulu, into ezobonakala iyinqaba, kodwa eqinisweni lonke. UNkulunkulu akanakukhuphukela phezulu, futhi ngeke sehle masinyane ukuze simthole, ngoba ukungabi nalutho kuyisabelo sethu, njengoba ukuphakama kungokwakhe. Lawa ama-extras amabili ahlala eyedwa yedwa. Usifuna endaweni evumelana nathi, ukuze yonke into ibe njengoba kufanele.
Yebo, Baba, futhi masingalokothi sikhohlwe ukuthi ukuzigqaja okwake kwaxoshwa ezulwini akufanele kuphinde kubuyele lapho, nokuthi, ngenxa yalokho, sinokwesaba nokuthobeka kuphela okusele ukukunqoba. Ingabe sifuna ukuba bakhulu, bacebe futhi sibe namandla ngokulandelana kwensindiso, masizithobe, sizibhubhise, sifele izwe nakithi, futhi siyophila kuNkulunkulu. Masimise ukubusa kukaNkulunkulu emanxiweni ezinkanuko zethu. Masinqobe phezu kokuzidla kwethu futhi sizoba mkhulu kunabanqobi bomhlaba; bacebile, banamandla kunabo bonke ababusi namakhosi; ngoba ukunqoba izizwe akulutho uma kuqhathaniswa nokuzinqoba. Kodwa lokhu kunqoba komuntu kuseyinto engelutho uma kuqhathaniswa nolwazi ngoNkulunkulu, olutholakala kuphela ngokuzazi thina kanye nokuthobeka okuphelele. O Baba wami! nansi ukuhlakanipha kweqiniso kanye neseluleko esibaluleke kunazo zonke, i injabulo yangempela yomuntu kanye nephuzu langempela lobukhulu bakhe, elihlanganisa futhi elitholakala kuphela ekubhujisweni okuphelele phambi kukaNkulunkulu. Yebo, leyo yindawo yakhe ehlonipheke kakhulu futhi emfanele kuze kube sekufeni. Kodwa noma ubani ozithola elapho kulesi siqephu sokugcina uqinisekile ukuthi inkosi izomkhiphela ngaphandle
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isikhunta ephakeme, njengoba izokwehlisa noma ubani oye wafuna ukuphakama. Ngingathanda ukuthi lo mbono omuhle futhi obalulekile ungalokothi uphele emiqondweni yabantu.
Ukuthobeka, isisekelo sazo zonke izimfanelo ezinhle. Ukujula kokuthobeka kukaMary noJ.
Ah! uBaba wami, ukube wazi ukuthi kangaki futhi ngasiphi isithakazelo lo mkhuba unconywe kimi nguJC!... Wakhuluma nami ngakho njengento ebaluleke kakhulu yokusindiswa kwami; wanginika lona njengokuphela kwendlela yokubeka umphefumulo wami ekuphepheni nonembeza wami uphumule. “Ngokuthobeka, wangitshela, konke kuzoba yinzuzo kuwe; ngaphandle kwawo, imihlatshelo yenu ebiza kakhulu iyoba yize. Ukuthobeka kuyisisekelo sazo zonke izici ezinhle, njengoba uthando luwumphefumulo nokuphila kwabo. Ukuthobeka kukamama kwaba nomthelela omkhulu ekungehliseni kuye njengokuhlanzeka kwengelosi kanye nesisa sakhe esishisekayo. Kungazo zonke lezi zimfanelo ezinhle ukuthi wangijabulisa, wangikhanga, wakhulelwa wangizala..."
Ungangabazi, Baba wami, umama wezulu wezwi elisenyameni bekufanele azithobe njengoba emsulwa futhi enelungelo. Ukuthobeka kwakhe kwakufanele kulingane nobukhulu bezimfanelo zakhe ezinhle kanjalo nokuvelela kwamalungelo akhe, ukuze asebenze njengomuntu ophikisana nabo futhi amenze angafinyeleleki ebuthi bokuziqhenya, ngisho nokuhlaselwa kokuzithanda. .
Ngakho-ke kungenxa yalokhu, ngaphezu kwakho konke, lapho izwi laphezulu laba umntwana omncane, lapho labhujiswa khona, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, ukuze lingene esifubeni sesidalwa esithobekile kanye nasezintombini ezimsulwa kakhulu. Yile ndlela akhetha ngayo ukuthobeka ukuze akwenze kube ubuhle bakhe abathandayo, obuhlala buhambisana naye phakathi nesikhathi sokuphila kwakhe okufayo. Ukwenza kube yinqola yakhe yokunqoba ukuba ajabhise, ehlise futhi agumbuqele inkalakatha yokuziqhenya nokuzidla. Kwakuwukuthobeka okwakuyisisekelo sobumnene bakhe, ukubekezela kwakhe, ukuhlanzeka kwakhe, ukuthanda kwakhe ukuhlupheka, isihe sakhe esishisekayo kanye nazo zonke ezinye izimfanelo zakhe asinika isibonelo ngazo ebuntwini bakhe bobuNkulunkulu. Pho singathemba kanjani ukufana naye futhi simjabulise,
Ngathi ukuthanda kwakhe ukuhlupheka, ngokuba wayekulambele, womele maqondana nensindiso yethu afuna ukusizuzela yona, nokulunga kukaYise afuna ukukuphuca izikhali, kube udumo lwakhe, athanda ukusinika lona. hlinzeka. Yingakho futhi ezibhubhisa nsuku zonke e-Ekaristi, lapho ehlala engenzi lutho, njengasesiswini sikanina, lapho ayeboshwe futhi evalelwe; isigqila sokuzithandela sothando lwakhe ngathi; ihluke kakhulu kwezinye izingane,
abakhona bengazi futhi bengenalo uthando noma ukuhlupheka, ngoba bengenasizathu noma ukusebenzisa izinzwa zabo; kodwa akunjalo ngokuhlakanipha okuphakade. Pho, kwakungafanele yini ahlupheke ngazo zonke izikhathi zokuba khona kwakhe, lowo owayethathe umzimba ukuze enelise ukulunga, ngokuhlupheka ngenxa yezono ayezithathele zona? Yini okwakungafanele ahlupheke ngayo esibelethweni sikanina, ekuzalweni kwakhe kanzima, ekusokeni kwakhe okubuhlungu, emishikashikeni yobusha bakhe phakathi nayo yonke inkambo yokuphila kwakhe, lapho umusa wakhe wamenza ukuba enze izinto eziningi kangaka kanye nokukhathala okungaka; kodwa ikakhulukazi ezimeni ezingezinhle nezinhlupheko avumela ngazo ukufa kumthobe embusweni wakhe .....
Yeka ukululazeka ngoNkulunkulu ukuba abulawe futhi angcwatshwe, ehlele ethuneni elisabekayo, ngemva kokukhuthazelela konke okunzima nokululaza kakhulu ekufeni kwesigebengu ! Nokho lokhu kuyini
lolothando lumenza athathe futhi asikhiphele, njengoba ngaluboniswa mina ekuzindleni ngezipho eziyisikhombisa zikaMoya oNgcwele, futhi ikakhulukazi yileso sesayensi, engithathe kukho cishe konke engisanda kunitshela khona; futhi naphezu kwakho konke lokhu ngeke sikwazi ukuzehlisa ukuze sizithobe noma sihlupheke nganoma yini ngenxa yothando lwakhe !. Ubani ongake aqonde okwethu
ukungazweli okuyizimpumputhe, ubuncane bethu obuqhoshayo ? Ngiyasiqeda lesi sihloko, wami
Baba, ngikutshela ukuthi ubuhle beqiniso bokuthobeka budingeka ensindisweni njengoba kuyivelakancane ukuba nabo, futhi kunzima ukubulondoloza. Ukukholelwa ukuba nayo kuphela kuwukuyenza inyamalale . Masilinde futhi sithandaze, futhi siyoba
sithobeke kakhulu ngoba asisoze sazibona okuthile kithi ngaphandle kwezizathu zokuzithoba kakhulu, silandela isibonelo sabo bonke abaNgcwele.
ISIQEPHU XII.
Esithunzini semiphefumulo yethu, uthando lukaNkulunkulu ngayo, kanye nobukhulu besono.
UBaba wami, ngolunye lwezinsuku zakhe ezedlule lapho ngizindla ngosizi nobuhlungu buka-JC esiphambanweni, nangenxeba elingcwele lenhliziyo yakhe yaphezulu, ngangingazi ukuthi ngithini noma ngenzeni ukuze ngimduduze ngalokho okungaka. ubuhlungu. Kungazelelwe kwangifikela ukuthi kudingekile ukuba ngimnike uthando, umusa, injabulo, intokozo, nazo zonke izilokotho ayezithathile futhi azithathe ngaphandle.
liyanqamuka njengezwi laphakade esifubeni sikayise owamzalayo nasekuhlanganeni kwabantu abathandekayo bakaZiqu-zintathu ongaqondakali.
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Umnikelo ongaphakathi oncomekayo futhi omnandi kakhulu kuZiqu -zintathu Ongcwele.
Ngakho-ke ngamnikeza lolu thando oluvumelanayo, le ntokozo engachazeki lapho ecabanga ngokuphelela okungapheli kanye nezimfanelo ezakha ingqikithi yobunkulunkulu ; futhi uJC wabonakala ejabule ngakho, waze wangiqinisekisa ukuthi akukho ukuzinikela okwakumjabulisa kakhulu, nokuthi wathola isidlo engangisenzela le njongo, njengokungathi senziwa ngaleso sikhathi lapho
inhliziyo yahlushwa lobuhlungu engadini noma esiphambanweni; ukuthi yakhululeka kakhulu ngakho ekuhluphekeni kwakhe, nokuthi kwakudingekile ukuba anikele ngayo kuZiqu-zintathu Ongcwele kakhulu ukuze ahlawulele ukucasuka lokho; isono senza kuye ngokungaphezi; ukuthi inkazimulo yakhe yayiyolungiswa kakhulu nokulunga kwakhe kwaneliswe; ukuthi lomnikelo uzoba yindlela enhle yokuthola umusa, kanye nezifufula zomusa ngenxa yobuhle bomhlengi.
Wanezela ukuthi futhi kuyoba ukubonga okuhle kakhulu ngezinzuzo ezitholwa ekudalweni, ukuhlengwa nokungcweliswa kwesintu, kanye nakho konke ukunqoba nokunqoba kweBandla lika-J.
C. Ngomusa namandla kaMoya oNgcwele, uNkulunkulu uyaqhubeka ethembisa izibusiso nomusa okhethekile kubo bonke abenza lokhu kuzinikela, ukufaneleka kwabo okungasebenza kwabaphilayo nabafileyo, kanye nakubo ngokwabo. ngokufanayo, njalo belandela incazelo. yeSonto LamaKatolika, ngaphandle kokuchezuka kuyo.
Inani nesithunzi somphefumulo.
Intando kaNkulunkulu, Baba, ukuthi manje nginitshele okuthile engikubona ekukhanyeni kwaphezulu, okuthinta inani nesithunzi somphefumulo, akudalile ngomfanekiso wakhe futhi wahlenga ngenani legazi lakhe lonke. Yeka umusa angazange anikezwe wona, yeka isipho esingakasiphiwa yiloZiqu-zintathu othandekayo, oye wamthanda kusukela phakade ! Iliphi ikhono eliphakeme analo?
Akahlobi yini ngokumkhipha ezeni !. 1°. UNkulunkulu wakudala kulula, mahhala, konke
ezingokomoya, zonke ziphelele futhi zingenasici; 2°. Wadala ukuthi angabhubhi
wemvelo yakhe futhi wenza okuphakade njengaye. Uyophila inqobo nje uma uNkulunkulu esenguNkulunkulu, okusho ukuthi, njengaye, ngeke ayeke ukuba khona.
Cha! umphefumulo womuntu awusoze waba nesiphetho; futhi uma kuyiqiniso ukuthi yayinesiqalo ngokuphathelene nayo, umuntu angasho futhi ukuthi yayingenakho maqondana noNkulunkulu, njengoba yayikhona kuye kusukela phakade, nokuthi wayeyinto yaphakade yothando lwakhe. Ngakho wayephila kuNkulunkulu: ngoba konke kuyaphila emehlweni akhe futhi kuye, konke kukhona maqondana naye. 3°. Singasho ukuthi wawenza uZiqu-zintathu ngendlela encane, njengoba emnike wona amandla amathathu ahlukene kodwa akha umphefumulo owodwa futhi ofanayo, njengoba nje abantu abathathu bonkulunkulu behlangene bakha ubunkulunkulu obubodwa. Ingabe lokhu akuwona umfanekiso ofana walemfihlakalo enkulu uNkulunkulu ayefuna ngayo ukudweba ikhophi yakhe ephelele kakhulu emsebenzini wobuciko wobuciko wezandla zakhe? kuyamangaza ukuthi unomona ongaka ?
Ngakho-ke imiphefumulo yethu ibilokhu ikhona emithethweni yaphakade nasebukhoneni bukaNkulunkulu. Yebo, zazikhona lapho, hhayi ngokudideka, noma ngolwazi oluvamile nje lwazo zonke izidalwa ezingase zibe khona, kodwa ngokucace kakhulu, futhi ngamunye ikakhulukazi wayaziwa nguNkulunkulu futhi ebizwa ngegama ukuze akhishwe ebuzeni ngesikhathi esimisiwe sokuba khona kwakhe. Ah! Baba, yeka ukuthi inkulu kangakanani, ithandeka kangakanani, yeka ukuthi mihle kanjani ukujabulisa imibono ephakeme kangaka nefaneleka kangaka, ngokusibonisa isithunzi somphefumulo wethu, ukwandisa noma ukuzala uthando kanye nokubonga esikukweleta umuntu omkhulu kangaka, futhi isibikezelo sisixwayise ngezindlela eziningi!....
Yeka ukuthi kuhle, kuthandeka kanjani, kumnandi kanjani ukucabanga ngokuphelela nothando olungaka okusembulelwa ukuzindla kulobu buNkulunkulu!
Ukubona ngamehlo omoya izigidi zezigidi zezidalwa eziphilayo kusukela phakade futhi eziphila othandweni lukaNkulunkulu wazo, ngaphambi kokuba zikhishwe ezeni ezazizoba izidalwa ezingokomoya nezinengqondo, ezikwaziyo ukumazi nothando, futhi kusukela manje kuqhubeke. wathatha uNkulunkulu! babeyizinto zemicabango yengqondo yakhe nobumnene benhliziyo yakhe enguyise! O zulu! yeka isikhwama sokuzindla, yeka isizathu esinamandla sokuqashelwa nothando!
Kodwa kuwo wonke amakhono akhe ancomekayo, lokho okumsondeza kakhulu kumlobi wakhe umxazululi weqiniso amhlobise ngawo, futhi amenza ngawo umbusi ahlose ukubusa naye embusweni wakhe. Yeka ukuphakama! yeka isithunzi! isidalwa esimsulwa singaphakanyiswa phezulu! ingasondela eduze kombhali wayo! Umphefumulo womuntu, osebenzisa inkululeko yawo yokuzikhethela kahle, uzibusa wona kanye nomzimba wawo ngesikhathi, kuyilapho ulindele ukuba ubuse ezulwini kuze kube phakade. Umzimba wakhe mncane
umbuso owanikwa kuye ukuze asebenzise ithalenta lakhe futhi agcwalise indawo ayeya kuyo ngesikhathi sempilo yakhe yesikhashana. Lombuso omncane ongowakhe, nalapho ebekwe khona, uwumhlaba wonke okuthi, ukuze ubuswe kahle, umnike ithuba lokusebenzisa wonke amakhono akhe okomoya. Umvuzo wakhe ezulwini, ulingana nobukhulu bombuso wakhe, ulingana nokwethembeka kwe
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ukuphatha kwayo, futhi iyobe iyisebenzise ngokunenzuzo inkululeko yokuzikhethela, yawo wonke amandla ayo, kuhulumeni wayo wokuqala. Ngemva kwemvelo yengelosi, umphefumulo womuntu, ngokungangabazeki, uhlonipheke kakhulu, muhle kakhulu, uyizidalwa ezinhle kakhulu ezikhishwe ezandleni zoMdali. Kungashiwo nangomqondo othile ukuthi uyidlula ingelosi ngokwayo, futhi lokhu kuyoba okungenakuphikiswa uma sinaka inani lesihlengo sakhe. Iwubungcweti beqiniso bobunkulunkulu obuhloniphayo, obuhloniphayo, uma umuntu engasho njalo, athande kuze kube seqophelweni lomhawu, uhlobo oluthile lokweqisa, futhi enze ukuzindla kwawo, kanye nokukhononda athatha kuye , iphuzu lenjabulo yakhe, okungenani ngaphandle nangengozi. Lezi yiziqu zobucukuthwane, izizathu zokuvelela kwakhe kanye ubukhulu bakhe. Kungalokhu okufanele sahlulele inani layo futhi
isithunzi sakhe, njengokubaluleka kwenjabulo yakhe yaphakade.
Ukuthi umphefumulo wadalwa kanjani.
Ukwakha isidalwa esihle kangaka, uZiqu-zintathu othandekayo wangena eMkhandlwini wakhe Wangasese, uma ngingase ngiveze imizwa yami. Lapho, waqoqa ukuhlakanipha kwakhe okujulile ngaphambi kokuba aqedele umsebenzi wakhe, ngokukhiqiza ingxenye eyinhloko, umsebenzi wobuciko wangempela owawuzofaka umphelelisi kanye nokuphelela kokugcina emsebenzini wezinsuku eziyisithupha. Kuze kube manje, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso, yayikhiqize imidwebo kuphela, imizamo ebuthakathaka yokuba namandla onke; kodwa lapha uzibona engumdwebi onekhono ozodweba esakhe isithombe futhi azimele ngokwemvelo.
Ngimuzwe ebonisana naye. Uthi masenze indoda ngomfanekiso wethu nangokufana nathi. Manje, Baba wami, impela akukhona ngasohlangothini lomzimba ukuthi umuntu ufana noNkulunkulu. Masinikeze umphefumulo wakhe ukufana kweqiniso namandla ethu omoya. Ake simnike inkululeko yokuzikhethela ukuthi,
ukumenza inkosikazi yezenzo zakhe, amenze afane nathi nakakhulu ngokuzimisela kwentando yakhe: noma ngabe uyazibusa, noma ngabe ukhululekile ngokuphelele ukufuna noma ukungafuni, ukwenza noma ukungenzi lapho ethanda, ukuze sihlonishwe ngokusikhetha kwakhe nangenkululeko yokukhonzwa kwakhe nokuhlonipha kwakhe; noma iyiphi enye inkokhiso izobe ingasifanele ....
Ukungabi namandla kwesidalwa ukubona uthando olukhulu uNkulunkulu analo ngaso. Indlela angakwazi ukukuphendula ngayo.
Baba wami, iminyaka engamashumi amane ukucabanga esisanda kukwenza kungibangele usizi olukhulu. Ngabona, ezikhathini ezahlukene, ubukhulu nesithunzi semiphefumulo eyayikhona phakade kuNkulunkulu, ngokwazi kusengaphambili, ngaphandle kothando uNkulunkulu ayithwala ngalo esifubeni sakhe, iqashelwa nganoma iyiphi indlela, futhi inganxeshezelwa yilezi zidalwa ezinhle nezinhle kakhulu. lokho kwakungekho kusekuzo, kodwa kuphela ekulindeleni uNkulunkulu. Ngesici esithile esinephutha, lokhu kushoda kwesidalwa ebesingihlala ubusuku nemini, kwangenza ngabukeka njengekhala elikhulu ebunkulunkulwini, engingakwazi ukulichaza, futhi okwangikhathaza kakhulu. Ngezinye izikhathi ngangikhononda ngakho kumuntu engivuma izono, ngingakwazi ukuzenza ngiqonde. Baba, ngathi kuye ngelinye ilanga, ngibona kuNkulunkulu igebe elithile elingizwisa ubuhlungu kakhulu futhi engingathanda ukuvalwa ngalo; kodwa kungakhathaliseki ukuthi isisusa sakhe sasiyini, akangiphendulanga lutho kulesi sihloko, futhi wadlula ngaphandle kokungivumela ukuba ngizichaze okwengeziwe. Kodwa uNkulunkulu usanda kukulungisa, kwaba induduzo yami enkulu, ngokunginika kukho konke lokhu intuthuko okungekho omunye umuntu owayenganginika yona .
Kusephakadeni elijabulisayo, wangitshela, ukuthi imiphefumulo elahlekile futhi egxile ebukhulu bothando lwaphezulu iyovala lesi sikhala, ukulungisa, ngokuvutha kwentshiseko nokubonga kwayo . ababengeke bakwenze ngaphambili. Uthando lwabo, olukhulu ngezinga lalo, luyowamukela ngesifiso wonke amaphuzu angunaphakade; futhi ukuhlanganisa ndawonye konke okweqisayo, le miphefumulo ebusisiwe izongithanda yonke ngesikhathi esidlule, esamanje kanye nekusasa. Kanjalo lesi sikhala, esibuhlungu futhi esonakele kakhulu, siyogcwaliswa ngokuphelele; ngeke kube khona iphutha kunoma yiluphi uhlangothi.
Le mpendulo eyanelisayo kanye nale ncazelo uNkulunkulu ayefuna ukunginika yona ngaleli phuzu elibalulekile, kwakuwukuqeda ukukhathazeka nokudabuka engangikubangele umbono; kodwa kwasala enye, engaphinda ngathatha inkululeko yokumbuza ukuthi angichazele ngayo. Nkulunkulu wami, ngathi kuye, konke lokhu kuyiqiniso mayelana nemiphefumulo okufanele ikudumise futhi ikubusise phakade; kodwa mayelana nalabo abayowela esihogweni, abayogcwalisa ubuze
uthando onalo ngabo nobenalo ngabo kukho konke ukuphila kwakho okuphakade, engizolukhipha kuzo zonke ezinye izidalwa zami, nangokunqoba engiyokuzuza phezu kwesono, udeveli, isihogo kanye nazo zonke izitha zami, ngiyakuba namahloni ngosuku lokugcina. Kanjalo ubulungisa bami, bugculiseke ngokugcwele, buyothatha indawo yothando lwabo ukuze buvale igebe elingadalwa ukuntula ukubonga kwabo kwaphakade mayelana nami.
Izikhalazo ezithinta inhliziyo zika-J.-C. ngokulahlekelwa kwemiphefumulo. Ubukhulu besono.
Ubani, Baba, ongakuveza kuwe izililo ezithinta inhliziyo uJ.
C. wangenza ngizwe izinsuku ezintathu, ngokulahlekelwa okungenakulungiseka kwaleyo miphefumulo eneshwa ethathwe kuye ngesono; owaholela ebubini
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ngeshwa lokugoba kwemvelo eyonakele, ngeshwa bazidedela ukuze banelise izinkanuko zabo ezinonya neziyaluyalu, wakhala, endodakazini ebukekayo yaseSiyoni na? Ngamcabangela; ayisafani nakancane nami, engiwumbhali wayo nobekufanele ngibe isibonelo sayo njengesizinda nesiphetho sayo. Akasenalutho ngobuhle bakhe bokuqala. Ngangimdale ngokomoya ngokuphelele, futhi manje usengamakamela ngokuphelele, izinto ezibonakalayo nezasemhlabeni; kuyisilwane nje engingasasiboni. Ngangimnike ukungafi, futhi manje usefile emseni wami nothando lwami. Ngangimnike izinkulungwane zokuphelela ,
izimfanelo eziyinkulungwane ezikhazimulayo ezaziyizipho eziningi zomusa wami nothando lwami: akasenalutho; walahlekelwa yikho konke; iveza kuphela emehlweni ami amanxeba okufa ayonakalisayo: ngubani ongayibona?
Yeka usizi, Baba, futhi yeka ithemba elidabukisayo lengqondo ecabangayo! Ini! kuyilapho imiphefumulo ingakabi khona, yayisekhona
ephila enhliziyweni kaNkulunkulu; kodwa njengoba bavuma futhi bavumelana nokulingwa, njengoba bengazihloniphi ngokwenza isono, bafa phambi kwakhe; futhi uma ukufa kwesikhashana kubahlukanisa nemizimba yabo, ngokushesha baba yizinto, abangajabuli ngolaka lwakhe
ukulahlwa okuphakade. Labo ababezobusa ezulwini bayoba, esihogweni, begqilazwe amademoni ngenxa yokuba begqilazwe izifiso zabo ezingahlelekile. Abafazi baka-JC bazojeziswa ngokulahlwa phakade ngenxa yokungathembeki kuye; bazojeziswa kakhulu ngoba benzelwe umusa.
Ubani ongakupenda, Baba, ububi, ukukhubazeka okwesabekayo komphefumulo ohlukaniswe noNkulunkulu ngenxa yesono? Yahlulela ngoshintsho olwenzeka kuLusifa kusukela ekuvukeleni kwakhe. Umphefumulo wesigebengu ufana nedemoni. Isono samenza inunu engapheli efanele ukuzondwa yizo zonke izidalwa kanye nesiqalekiso soMdali. Yilesi sono esiqalekisiwe esiyisikhala sangempela esisihlukanisa noNkulunkulu, into engelutho yeqiniso, ngoba simelana nakho konke okuhle esikubhubhisayo, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke kuNkulunkulu owuyena qobo nomthombo weqiniso wakho konke. kuhle.
Yibo kuphela ububi balo Nkulunkulu amcasulayo kanye nesidalwa asidalula amashwa amakhulu kakhulu, ukuthi aqalekiswe futhi ahlukaniswe unomphela noNkulunkulu wakhe. Isono singuyise wokufa, esakuzala futhi sakungenisa emhlabeni, futhi zonke izithelo zalomuthi omubi nesiqalekisiweyo ziyizithelo zokufa nesiqalekiso. Konke okungesona isono kuyaphila phambi kukaNkulunkulu; isono sodwa asiphili. Ucwile kwalasha ongelutho okuleso sikhala esesabekayo, esimelene kakhulu nokuba khona kukaNkulunkulu kuyo yonke imisebenzi ayikhiqizile. Lesi silo esesabekayo ekugcineni siyisitha saphakade nesingenakulungiseka uNkulunkulu asishaye ngesiqalekiso saso saphakade.
Ah! Baba, ukuthi intando ephambene futhi ezimisele ukwenza isono kufanele ibe yinto enengekayo nenengekayo emehlweni kaNkulunkulu! Futhi umphefumulo ungaziqhenya kanjani ngezimfanelo zawo ezinhle, ucabanga ukuthi uke waba khona nokuthi ungaba yinto enengekayo?... Cha, ngombono wami, akukho lutho olunamandla okusibuyisela kithi futhi ukuze sibuyele kithi ngokwethu futhi ukuze usigcine njalo kulobu buthutha obukhulu, kulokhu okungekho kwesidalwa engikhulume ngaso izikhathi eziningi, kulokhu kukhohlwa komhlaba, lapho ngaqala khona futhi lapho ngibona khona ukuthi kuzomele kuphele, ukuthi ububi. kanye nobukhulu besono, isithombe esesabekayo nesingaqondakali sokucasuka kukaNkulunkulu, okungafanele neze umuntu asicabange ngaphandle kokuthuthumela.
Ngithi isithombe esingaqondakali sokucasuka kukaNkulunkulu, ngoba, ukuze sikuqonde, umuntu kufanele aqonde uNkulunkulu ngokwakhe. Yebo, kukulesi sibuko esesabekayo nesineqiniso kakhulu lapho umuntu kufanele azicabangele yena ngaso sonke isikhathi, ukuze azigcine esendaweni emfanele futhi angalokothi abe nemizwa ethile ngaphandle kwemizwa evumelana nesimo sakhe sangempela. Uma isidalwa sisincane futhi sidelelekile uma siqhathaniswa nesimo sobuNkulunkulu, kungaba yini uma singasibheka ngaphansi kweso lesono esisenzile futhi esingasenza?
Ukuphoqwa ukwenza ubulungiswa kuleli phuzu, bekungeke yini kwanele ukuthi umuntu ngamunye abuyele enhliziyweni yakhe?... Maye! Baba ngiphoqelekile ukuthi ngivume, mina onika lezi zixwayiso kwabanye, ah! phezu kwakho konke lokhu nginesizathu sokuthuthumela nokuthuthumela kunanoma ubani.
Ulwazi uNkulunkulu alunika udadewabo inani lezono zakhe.
Eminyakeni embalwa edlule ngangidlula ezonweni zempilo yami edabukisayo, izono zemicabango, izono zamazwi, izono zezenzo nezono zokweqiwa; ngona kuNkulunkulu, kumakhelwane wami nakimi ngokwami; izono ezenziwa emhlabeni, izono ezenziwa enkolweni. Kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba ngikhumbule konke; kodwa ngabona ukuthi cishe inani lalezi zono eziphawulwe kakhulu lingaya ezigidini ezinhlanu, futhi ngazisola ngakho ngaleso sisekelo futhi ngokwalesi sibalo, engasichaza ngokuningiliziwe ngokusemandleni ami.
Izono eziyizigidi ezinhlanu empilweni yesidalwa esidabukisayo !. Sizokholwa _
ngokungangabazeki ukuthi nganginehaba kakhulu ekumangaleleni kwami, futhi lokho, ngokunye okwengeziwe
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isiqiniseko esikhulu, ngangiyikhulise kakhulu i-akhawunti yami; ngomqondo othile, ngabe ngalingeka ukuba ngizikholwe mina ngokwami: kwaba yini ukumangala kwami lapho uNkulunkulu engazisa ukuthi ngangingakwazi, ngaphandle kokwesaba lutho, ukubala kwami okuphindwe kabili, nokuthi kwakungeke kudlule ngqo ephuzwini ... Izono eziyizigidi eziyishumi! O zulu! kungenzeka lokho? Yebo, futhi kungenzeka kakhulu, ukube ungiphendulile; futhi ukuze ngikholwe ngalokhu, ngenziwa ukuba ngihlole ngemininingwane efanayo isono ngasinye esisenza ngokukhethekileyo, kodwa sisicabangela kuzo zonke izimo zaso, ikakhulukazi ngokuqondene nezibopho zethu ezikhethekile nomusa esiwuphiwe ngenxa yaso. gwema. Kwakuwukulindela isahlulelo esithile.
Ngabona-ke, Baba, ngalokhu kukhanya okwangikhanyisela kuNkulunkulu, ngabona ukuthi isono asihambi sodwa, kodwa ukuthi ngaso sonke isikhathi sihambisana futhi silandelwa ezinye eziningi; akagcini nje ngokucasula uNkulunkulu, kodwa futhi ubhekana nengxenye ngayinye yezimfanelo zakhe, futhi umphumela uhlala ubonisa imfanelo.
lothando lwaphezulu oluhambisana nazo zonke ezinye futhi oluqukethwe kulo. Ngale ndlela, isono ngasinye asilokothi sehluleke ukuwulimaza ngokuqondile umyalo uNkulunkulu asinika wona wothando, ngoba ngokwaso siwukwephulwa kwangempela kwalo mthetho ovamile oqukethe wonke amanye amaphuzu emiyalo yakhe: isimiso esingenakuphikiswa okufanele sisetshenziswe. esonweni ngasinye. Yeka ithemba elibi ngalowo ozihlola ngokungathi sína! Ngokwalokhu, Baba, ubani ongazwakalisa ukujula kwamanxeba ethu futhi angene ekuphendukeleni kwenhliziyo yomuntu?... Cha, ngiqinisekile kakhulu ukuthi umphefumulo, isidalwa esimpofu, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi siphile iminyaka embalwa kangakanani. umhlaba, akakwazi ukuzazi, azijulise, noma azi kahle ukuthi uyini phambi kukaNkulunkulu; akunakwenzeka ukuba azi ngokunembile inani lamaphutha akhe, noma ukuqonda ukungathi sína kwawo. ngangididekile, ngingazi ukuthi ngenzeni. Ngabalisa ngokubona lesi sithombe esidumazayo, lapho izono zami zazibonakala zizalwa kabusha futhi zanda ukuze zinginqobe ngesisindo sazo. U-JC wangiqinisekisa, ethi kimi: "Ungaphinde ubale, ingqondo yakho ibingeke yanele: kwanele. ukuthi ubavalele, ngobuhlungu nangezinhloso ezinhle, ngaphansi kwesigwebo okufanele sikukhulule kubo... ”
Imibono uDade ayitholayo lapho ebona izono zakhe.
Manje nansi imibono ehlukene ukuthi ukubona lesi sithombe samacala ami kwangenza ngaba nokuhlangenwe nakho, noma kunalokho umusa kaNkulunkulu, owawusebenzisa ukuze abenze babe nesipiliyoni: 1°. Lo mbono wezono zami zesikhathi esidlule wangigcwalisa ngokudideka okukhulu kanye nokwesaba okwangigubuzela embonweni wobukhulu bukaNkulunkulu kanye nobuze bami. 2°. Ngezwa ekujuleni komphefumulo wami ubuhlungu obukhulu ngokucasula uNkulunkulu omuhle kangaka, futhi ngakuzwa ngokuphathelene nazo zonke izimfanelo zakhe zaphezulu kanye nakho konke ukuphelela kwakhe okungapheli, ngaphezu kwakho konke ngenxa yobuhle bakhe nothando lwakhe. 3°. Ngezwa ekujuleni kwenhliziyo yami ukunengeka okukhulu, inzondo engapheli ngalo lonke uhlobo lwesono, kwanoma iyiphi imvelo; kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke mina Ngifungile ukwenyanya okungenakulungiseka kwentando eqalekisiweyo yokukwenza, engikubheka njengokunengeka kakhulu kunabo bonke ubugebengu, njengoba kungumama wabo ovunde kakhulu. Kwakungenxa yenzondo lapho ngenza isifungo kule ntando eneshwa yokwenza okubi, lapho ngethembisa uNkulunkulu, ngokubona kofakazi wami, ukuthi ngeke ukungenzi noma yisiphi isono ngamabomu, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi sibonakala sincane kangakanani ngokwaso, isimo engizimisele ukufa ngaso, ngomusa waphezulu. 4°. Ngizizwa imini nobusuku njengomthwalo ongikhungathelayo; ukubona izono zami, yilesi sisindo esibi esingasuki emqondweni wami, singishaye ngamandla, futhi siwumthwalo kakhulu unembeza wami. 5°.
Akukhona nje kuphela ukuthi ukubona lo mdwebo kungenze ngehlela ekubeni ngingelutho, kungenze ngehlela ngisho nasekujuleni kwesihogo, engingasibiza ngokuthi ubugebengu bami njengento engelutho, nalapho ngifanele ukuwela khona ngaphezu kwabaningi abakhona nabakhona. ayisoze yahamba; kwalasha okwethusayo lapho isihe saphezulu singenze ngehlela phakathi nokuphila, ukuze ngingehleli lapho ekufeni. Ngabona lapho izinhlupheko ezesabekayo eziyoba isabelo sami njengamanje, uma uNkulunkulu ubengahlulele ngokuqinile, noma kunalokho ukuba ubengenzele ubulungisa njengoba enikeze abaningi abaneshwa; ngokuba, kufanele ngivume enkazimulweni yakhe kanjalo nasekudidekeni kwami, uma nginganikelwa olakeni lwamadimoni namalangabi, kuyiqiniso ngesihe sakhe esimsulwa ukuthi nginesikweleti. Yebo, Nkulunkulu wami, Ngikuvuma ngokubonga, ngokuzithoba nangobuhlungu, ukuba wawungibizela ekwahluleleni kwakho eminyakeni engamashumi amathathu noma engamashumi amane edlule, ah! Bengiyowela lapho kuze kube phakade kuleyo kwalasha ejulile, futhi ubungeke ube muhle kancane, noma ungabi nesihe, noma uthandeke kancane. Yeka isihloko kimi sokubonga nothando kini!
Ukuqiniseka okukhulu isoni esikhulu okumelwe sibe nakho ngobuhle bukaJ.
Umbono wokugcina wokuthi ukubona amacala ami kwangibangela kwakuwukuqiniseka ngentando kaNkulunkulu kanye nokufaneleka kukaJ. Yebo, Baba, ngibona ekukhanyeni
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ukuze isibalo noma ubukhulu bezono zami kungenze ngiphelelwe ithemba, ngoba nginesiqiniseko esiqinisekile ekuvikelekeni koMhlengi.
Ngokuqondene neziyishumi ngabe ngenze amacala ayizigidi ezingamashumi amabili, ngisho nezigidi ezingamashumi amabili nangaphezulu; lapho umuntu oyedwa engenza abaningi njengabo bonke abanye ngesikhathi esisodwa, inqobo nje uma ezonda ngobuqotho lawa macala, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke ayelahla unomphela isifiso esibi sokuwenza, nokuthi, ngobuhlungu obuqotho, ezibeka icala ngakho, ukuthethelelwa kwakhe kuqinisekisiwe, ngoba kusekelwe ekulamuleni koMsindisi. Ngakho-ke wayengeke esasaba lutho; UJC useke waziphendulela
ngoba bonke, akasoze antula intando noma amandla. Yeka ubuhle kulomlamuleli onamandla! futhi ubani ongeke athembele eqinisweni lomnikezeli onjalo? Ukungabaza ngisho nokulingabaza izwi lakhe, bekungeke yini kube ukuhlambalaza amandla okulamula kwakhe nokucasula ubuhle benhliziyo yakhe?...
Ah! Baba, kufanele ngikuvume kuwe, yilokho kuphela okungiqinisayo ngokumelene nokwesaba nokuzisola kwami; yilokho kuphela enginakho ngokuqinile ukumelana nakho konke ukwesaba isihogo esihlala sizama ukungifaka umoya, ngoba kufanele nginitshele, ekugcineni, ukuthi uSathane usanda kungihlasela ngokufutheka, ethinta izinto engikwenze ukuba uzibhale. ; kodwa ngaphendukela okholweni nasekulaleleni obekuhlala kuyiziqondiso zami. UJC wathi angime lapho ngimyeke akhonkothe lelidimoni elingeke likwazi ukwenza lutho ngaphandle kokukhonkotha.
Isiphetho sikaDadewethu; umsebenzi wakhe wokholo kanye nokuzithoba kwakhe konke eBandleni.
Maye! Angazi, futhi ngibona ngisho nasekukhanyeni okungiholayo, ukuthi abaningi ababefaneleka ngokuphindwe izikhathi eziyinkulungwane kunami ngezinye izikhathi baye baba umdlalo wenkohliso walomoya omubi, nokuthi ngokuhamba kwesikhathi mhlawumbe bazithopha. leli phuzu. Noma kunjalo, Baba, angikwazi ukuzitshela ukuthi uNkulunkulu uye wavumela noma ukuthi ubengavumela lowo mphefumulo ngokwethembeka futhi ofune yena kuphela ngenhloso engcono kakhulu yezwe, kufanele ngabe uyengwe ngokujulile futhi njalo njalo. ngedemoni njengami, namanje ngisenayo, uma kuyiqiniso ukuthi ngisephutheni. Lokhu, Baba, ngiyakuncenga futhi ukuba ukuhlole kahle phambi kukaNkulunkulu nangokucophelela kakhulu kunakuqala; futhi anginiceli ukuba nihlole nina ngokwenu kuphela, kodwa nangezikhonzi zokuqala zeBandla, ngokusemandleni enu: kuyintando kaNkulunkulu, ngiyaphinda futhi kini; futhi, njengoba senginitshelile izikhathi eziningi kangaka, kuseBandleni kuphela engifuna ukuncika ukuze ngigweme iphutha engilesabayo, futhi ngithole iqiniso engilifunayo, nengilithandayo kuphela; bekulokhu kuwumgomo wami .
(1) Ngokubona kwami, ukucabanga kukaDadewethu akunakuphikiswa. Ukucabanga ukuthi umphefumulo wesitembu sakhe wawuhlale ukhohliswa idemoni awuhambisani nobuhle baphezulu; futhi ngokuqinisekile azikho izibonelo ezizotholakala.
Ngakho-ke uzosho egameni lami kulaba befundisi abalungile nabanye abefundisi beBandla Elingcwele, engihlonipha ngabo umuntu negunya lika-JC, enginalo.
angishongo lutho ngami, noma ngokwanoma iyiphi incwadi engangiyoyifunda, kodwa ngabona konke engangikusho, ekukhanyeni okwangihola futhi kwabonisa engangizama ukukwenza.chaza (1); kodwa ngokubona ngobuqotho bomphefumulo wami ukuthi ngokwami ngikwazi kuphela ukulimaza umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu futhi ngiwonakalise ngokuphelele, akukho okungcono engingakwenza ngaphandle kokulandela uhlelo lwezulu nokuncika ngokuphelele etsheni lokuhlola langempela, eliwumgomo. ukwahlulela okungenakulungiseka kweBandla Elingcwele LamaRoma, kukho konke engikushilo nasendleleni engikushilo ngayo, okumele kube kuncane kakhulu futhi kunesici.
(1) Notum facio vobis... quià, quod evangelisatum est à me, non est secudùm hominem, neque enim ego ab homine accepi illud, neque didici, sed ngokwesambulo ngasinye
UJesu Kristu.
Gala., ch. 1, c. 11 kanye ne-12.
Ngakho-ke ngiqinisekisa ngenhliziyo yami yonke ukuthi iBandla liyonquma ngakho konke lokhu njengakubo bonke abanye, ngilahla kusengaphambili konke elikuthola kunecala kukho, uma ngeshwa kukhona, engingakucabangi, ngaphandle kokuthi ngokwemibandela. Noma ngabe kunjani, ngiyamlahla naye ngaphandle kokuvinjelwa noma ngokulingana ngomqondo wokuthi ubengamlahla, encamela ukufa kunokuba aqhubekisele phambili noma yini ephikisana nokholo noma igunya lakhe...
Futhi, uma kwakungakaze kube khona umbhalo emhlabeni, ngabe ngisakusho konke enikuzwile, ngoba ngikubonisiwe ekukhanyeni okwaqondisa; kodwa uma kwakukhona kuwo okuthile okuphambene nanoma iyiphi ingxenye yombhalo oNgcwele, ngiyakuphika futhi ngiyakwenyanya ngokufanayo, ngoba leyonkanyezi eyayiqondisa izinyathelo zami yangenza ngaqonda ukuthi imiBhalo Engcwele iyizwi elihlanzekile likaNkulunkulu, okuqonda okuphelele kuye kwaba. esinikezwe iBandla elingcwele le-JC, ngaphandle kwalo okungekho ukholo noma insindiso, esingayethemba, futhi ngenxa yalokho umuntu angeke, ngaphandle kwengozi esobala yokubhubha ngaphandle kwensiza, achezuke kancane kancane encazelweni yeqiniso yalo mbhalo waphezulu. , noma egunyeni leBandla elilodwa elithi
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kufanele asilandelele ukubusa kokholo lwethu kanye nobubi bethu, futhi obuhlale usilandelela ngesiko eliqinisekile futhi elihlala njalo.
Maye! Baba wami, lenkanyezi eyisimangaliso eyangihola, lokhu kukhanya kwaphezulu engabona kukho izinto eziningi ezimangalisayo! Ngibone ukuthi uyangilahla aphume... Isimanga !. Ngifisa ngeze
ukubheka imininingwane ethokozisayo engikwenze ukuthi uyibhale phansi, angikhumbuli ngisho nokukhumbula, futhi ngibona kusengaphambili ukuthi esikhathini esifushane ngizobe sengilahlekelwe ngokuphelele yinkumbulo yami ngayo. Ngingathanda kakhulu ukuba ngifinyeleleke ekukhulumeni nawe ngezinto eziningi; kodwa uma kungeyona intando yaphezulu, umuntu akufanele ngisho ayifise, kodwa azithobe kukho konke kuyo.
Ngokufanayo ne-echo, uDade ubuyela ekungabini lutho kwakhe, maqondana nakho konke akwenzile ukuthi kubhalwe.
Uyazi Baba ukuthi ngiqala ukubhala iNkosi elungile yangifanisa nenanela ephindaphinda lokho okushiwoyo, hhayi okunye. Lesi kwakuyisimo ayengicela sona, futhi ngazama ukuhambisana naso . ngine
kuphindaphindeka njengenanela konke engakuzwa ngenkathi kuzwakala izwi; kodwa uma izwi lingasakhulumi, i-echo kumele ithule; futhi kufanele kube, njengoba, ngenxa yokungakwazi ukuphinda, akunakwenzeka ukuba iyeke ukukhuluma ngezwi okuwukuphindaphinda kuphela.
Sinjalo, ngiyabona, isimo engizithola ngikuso. Ngakho ngiyakutshela, Baba, umsebenzi wami usuphelile. Kufanele ngibonge kuphela ukunginaka kwenu futhi ngizituse emithandazweni yenu, engithembele kuyo kakhulu, ngokwesivumelwano sethu. Kwangathi u-JC angakuvuza ngolunye usuku ngenkathazo nomsebenzi engikubangele wona futhi engizokubangela! Kimina, ngibuyela kokungabi nalutho kwami, engifisa ukungaveli kukho, ngokuphathelene nenkumbulo yamadoda, engicela kubo kuphela amandla emithandazo yabo kanye neminikelo yabo yokusiza, ngaphandle kokufuna okunye okunye. Ngingene ngesithunzi sami futhi ngithuswe ubugebengu bami, ngiziphonsela phambili emseni waphezulu kanye nasezinhlelweni zegazi lika-JC, okwenza konke ukuphepha kwami nenduduzo yami. Makube njalo.
Kwaqedwa e-Isle of Jersey, ngoJanuwari 26, 1792.
QAPHELA NGEMPILO KANYE NEMIBIKO KASISTA WOKUZALWA NGO-1797.
Ngenyanga ka-October 1797, eLondon ngathola impendulo evela kuMphathi Omkhulu, owathi kimi phakathi kwezinye izinto: “UDadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu ukukunikeza inhlonipho nokubonga ngakho konke ukunakekelwa ozinike kona, akwenza ngakho. ibonga kakhulu. UDadewethu ompofu, wengeza, uphila nje sengathi yisimangaliso, ngoba uhlaselwa ukuvuza kwesifuba okwenza konke kumesabe. Nokho, ngicabanga ukuthi iNkosi enhle ayifuni ukuthi afe ngaphambi kokubuya kwakho, futhi ngeshwa ukubonakala akukuhle ngalokho. Awudingi ukujaha . Okuningi
phansi:
» Udadewabo Wokuzalwa ukhubazekile futhi wesula kakhulu, akazange aswele, ukubonga uNkulunkulu, okungokomoya noma okwesikhashana; waze wavuma kimi ukuthi wayethole kuNkulunkulu umusa onjalo nomusa kusukela ekuvukeleni umbuso, ukuthi wayemangele futhi emangala: unezinto eziningi zokukutshela, futhi ngizoba nokuningi engingakutshela ngakho kuye, lapho uNkulunkulu ekuvumela; kodwa ngibona ukuthi kumele silinde isikhashana esivumayo
......”
Le ncwadi, yangenyanga edlule, yangazisa ngokufa kwabayisikhombisa noma abayisishiyagalombili balezi zindela ezinhle selokhu ngahamba, kanye ngendawo yokuhlala nendawo yabanye. Umphathi waphendula kweyokugcina engangimbhalele yona, futhi engangifake kuyo amazwi ambalwa ngoDadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu .
Ezinyangeni ezintathu noma ezine kamuva, ngathola incwadi evela kwenye indelakazi, udade ovamile, eyangitshela ukuthi uDadewethu Wokuzalwa KukaJesu wayephile saka nokuthi ukuvuza kwakhe esifubeni kwase kunyamalele kungazelelwe; lokho okwathathwa ngenxa yomphumela wokujuluka okukhulu; ukuthi wazizwa kahle, kangangokuthi ukuba wayeqinisekile ngentando yaphezulu, wayengeke angabaze ukuwela ulwandle ukuze ezongithola, ukuze angitshele ngezinto ezintsha okwakumelwe angitshele zona.
Isifiso sokuba nalezi zinto ezintsha singenze ngabhala izikhathi eziningana ngaphandle kokuthola impendulo eyodwa kusukela ngaleso sikhathi; okungenze ngathatha isinqumo sokulinda isikhathi kanye nezindlela ze-Providence, ngaphandle kokuziveza ukuthi zifakwe engcupheni ngokungenasidingo.
Ukuphela kwengxenye yesibili yesAmbulo sikaSister of the Nativity, kanye nomqulu wesibili.
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OKUQUKETHWE
equkethwe emqulwini wesibili.
Ikhasi lesixwayiso sokuqala . 1
I-athikili I. Imininingwane kanye nentuthuko ekuhluphekeni kweBandla ekugcineni
izikhathi zokugcina 3
Isigaba II. Ukunqoba kwe-JC kweyakhe
Isonto 40
§. I. Ukunqoba kwe-JC ekuzalweni kwakhe
nasekufeni kwakhe ibid.
§. II. Ukunqoba kwe-JC kuzo zonke izikhathi zeBandla lakhe, futhi ikakhulukazi ekugcineni
awu 75
Isigaba III. Imibono nemiyalo ehlukahlukene, ikakhulukazi othandweni lwe
JC eSidlweni Esingcwele, ezimfanelweni zalo zikaNkulunkulu, ekusizeni abantu abampofu ngokweqiniso, nangemiphumela ehlukene
ubudlelwane 85
I-athikili IV. Nge-Octave yeSakramente Elingcwele. 134
§. I. Ukuthukuthela okwenziwe ku-JC ngesakramente lothando lwakhe phakathi nalokhu okungcwele
I-Octave ibid .
§. II. Ithuluzi elinobukhazikhazi lokuhambela kweSakramente Elingcwele. Unique uthanda lokho
UJC uthulula izingane zeBandla lakhe. 151
Isexwayiso sokuqala 167
I-Athikili V. Imiyalelo ngobumsulwa bukanembeza nokwethembeka emseni. Izingozi Zamaphutha Amancane Nemiphumela Esabekayo
lokusivivi 169
I-athikili VI. Kungani kunezinkolo zamanga eziningi kangaka namahlazo amaningi kangaka emhlabeni. Ubumpumputhe bamabomu boku-
izanusi, nesijeziso sazo 218
Isigaba VII. Ngokuyekethisa okudale ukubhidlika kwemithetho yezenkolo, naku- ma-
i-JC efuna ukuthi iguqulwe ibid.
Isigaba VIII. Imfihlo ukuthi i-JC ifuna siyiqaphele maqondana nalo msebenzi, kuze kube yisikhathi lapho kufanele ushicilelwe futhi uchwepheshe
aveze izithelo ezinkulu zensindiso . 283
I-athikili IX. Iziyalezo ezibalulekile ngeSidlo esiNgcwele, Ukuvuma izono kanye nokuzisola. Amaphutha, amaphutha, amaphutha kanye nokuhlukumeza okungena ekwamukelweni kwe
AmaSakramente Okuphenduka kanye ne -Ekaristi. 301
Isihloko X. Mayelana nobungane obukhethekile kanye
ngomshado . _ 410
Isihloko XI. Ngomusa wokufela ukholo; emiphumeleni ekhiqizwe kuSista yi-lu-
unina wokholo olwamkhanyisela; naphezu kokuthobeka kweqiniso, isisekelo sakho konke
amandla 430
Isigaba XII. Esithunzini semiphefumulo yethu, uthando lukaNkulunkulu ngayo, kanye nobukhulu
wesono 464
Ukuphela kweThebula loMqulu wesibili.
Qaphela. Ithebula Elivamile litholakala ekupheleni komqulu wesine.