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Volyum 3 we de sho di Baybul
We a bin de na di kayn we aw a bin de liv, wantɛm wantɛm a bin si misɛf na do na mi bɔdi, insay wan chɔch.
Wan prist bin de we bin de sɛlibret di Divayn Sakrifays.
I kray bad bad wan ɛn tɔk se:
"Di kɔlɔm na mi Chɔch nɔ gɛt ples fɔ rɛst!"
As i de tɔk dis, a si wan kɔlɔn we in tɔp de tɔch di skay.
Na di say we dis kɔlɔn bin de, na bin prist dɛn, bishɔp dɛn, kadinal dɛn ɛn ɔda bigman dɛn. Dɛn bin de sɔpɔt di kɔlɔm. A bin de wach gud gud wan.
A bin sɔprayz fɔ si se, pan dɛn pipul ya, .
-wan bin rili wik, .
- wan ɔda rɔtin mɛdiɔm, .
- wan ɔda kripul, .
- wan ɔda wan we dɛn kɔba wit dɔti.
Na smɔl wan dɛn nɔmɔ bin de na di pozishɔn fɔ sɔpɔt di kɔlɔm.
Dis bin mek dis po kɔlɔn bin de shek shek.
I nɔ bin ebul fɔ sidɔm stil bikɔs ɔf di blo dɛn we i bin de tek.
Na in mawnten bin de na di Oli Papa we, .
-wit gold chen en rayt we de kɔmɔt na in wan ol pɔsin, i bin de du ɔltin
-fכ stebul di kכlכm e
- fɔ tay ɛn layt di pipul dɛn we de dɔŋ ya
( pan ɔl we sɔm dɔn rɔnawe fɔ fri fɔ rɔtin ɔ fɔ bi dɔti).
I bin tray bak fɔ tay ɛn mek di wan ol wɔl gɛt sɛns.
We a bin de wach ɔl dis, na di prist we bin de sɛlibret di mis
(A tink se na Wi Masta, bɔt a nɔ shɔ) i kɔl mi nia am ɛn se :
"Mi gyal pikin , . "
luk wetin na wan sɔri stet we mi Chɔch bi !
Di sem pipul dɛn we dɛn fɔ sɔpɔt am de pwɛl am. Dɛn bit am ɛn go so fa dat dɛn de tɔk bad bɔt am.
Di onli mɛrɛsin fɔ mi na fɔ mek bɔku blɔd de flɔ
-fכm am lεk bat fכ ebul du am
-wash dis putrid mud e
-hεl dεn dip wund dεm ya.
We, fɔ dis Blɔd, .
-dɛn pipul ya go wɛl, gɛt trɛnk ɛn fayn, .
- dɛn kin bi inschrumɛnt dɛn we ebul fɔ kip mi Chɔch stebul ɛn stebul ».
I bin tɔk bak se:
"A kɔl yu fɔ aks if yu want."
-bi viktim ɛn, bikɔs ɔf dat, .
-bi gad fɔ sɔpɔt dis kɔlɔm insay dɛn tɛm ya we nɔ go kɔrɛkt."
Fɔs, a bin fil wan shiver tru mi, bikɔs a bin de fred se a nɔ gɛt di trɛnk.
Dɔn a bin gi misɛf.
A si misɛf de rawnd difrɛn sɛnt dɛn, enjɛl dɛn ɛn sol dɛn na pɔgatɔri we, wit wip ɛn ɔda inschrumɛnt dɛn, de mek a sɔfa.
Fɔs, a bin de fred. Afta dat, .
- di mɔ a bin de sɔfa, na di mɔ mi want fɔ sɔfa bin de bɔku, ɛn
-A bin de test sɔfa lɛk swit nɛktɔ.
Dis tin we a bin de tink bɔt bin kam na mi maynd:
"Udat no? Sɔntɛm dɛn pen ya go bi we fɔ kɔnsum mi layf ɛn mek a tek mi las flayt to mi wan Gud!"
Bɔt afta we a bin sɔfa tranga wan, a bin si, we bin rili sɔri fɔ mi, se dis sɔfa nɔ bin pwɛl mi layf.
Oh God, na big big pen fɔ si
mek dis fragile flesh mek a nɔ jɔyn wit mi Gud we go de sote go!
Dɔn a si wan blɔd kil bɔku pipul dɛn we bin tinap na di bɔt ɔf di kɔlɔn.
Na big big bad bad tin apin!
Di wan dɛn we nɔ bin de sɔfa, nɔ bin bɔku.
Di daring we di ɛnimi dɛn bin gɛt bin kam fɔ tray fɔ kil di Oli Papa !
Dɔn i bin tan lɛk se na so i bi to mi
-dis blɔd shed ɛn dɛn viktim ya na bin di we fɔ mek di wan dɛn we bin kɔntinyu fɔ strɔng, .
-so dat i kin sכpכt di kכlכm we nכ de flik.
Ah! Afta sɔm dez dɛn bin rili gladi!
De dɛn fɔ win ɛn pis.
I bin tan lɛk se di wɔl dɔn nyu.
Di kɔlɔn bin gɛt di layt we bin de shayn ɛn di fayn fayn tin dɛn we bin de trade trade. Frɔm fa, a de grit dɛn gladi gladi de ya we dɛn go briŋ
so bɔku glori to di Chɔch e
so bɔku ɔnɔ to dis Gɔd we na in edman!
Dis mɔnin mi kayn Jizɔs kam ɛn pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn go insay wan chɔch.
Dɔn i lɛf mi de, mi wangren.
Fɔ si misɛf na di prezɛns fɔ di Blɛsin Sakramɛnt, a mek mi ɔspitul wɔship.
We a bin de du dat, a bin gɛt ɔl in yay fɔ si if a nɔ go si mi swit Jizɔs.
Na jɔs, a si am na di ɔlta we tan lɛk pikin we de kɔl mi wit in fayn fayn smɔl an dɛn.
Udat bin fɔ dɔn tɔk bɔt aw a bin satisfay?
A flay go nia am ɛn, a nɔ tink bɔt am igen, a ɔg am ɛn kis am.
Bɔt insay dɛn simpul say dɛn ya i bin tek wan siriɔs pat.
I sho mi se i nɔ gladi fɔ mi kis dɛn ɛn bigin fɔ push mi go. Bɔt bikɔs a nɔ pe atɛnshɔn to dis, a go bifo ɛn tɛl am se:
Mi dia Lɔv, di ɔda de yu bin want fɔ sho yusɛf to mi wit kis ɛn
kis ɛn a dɔn gi yu kɔmplit fridɔm. Tide na mi want fɔ sho misɛf to yu. Ah! Gi mi di fridɔm fɔ du am! "
Bɔt, i kɔntinyu fɔ rijek mi. We i si se a nɔ stɔp, i lɔs.
Udat go se a bin de fil bad ɛn wɔri we a si misɛf na mi bɔdi? Jɔs afta dat, i bin kam bak.
Bikɔs a bin want fɔ aks fɔ fɔgiv mi fɔ di we aw a nɔ de du wetin rayt, .
I bin fɔgiv mi bay we i sho mi se i gɛt sɔri-at. I tɛl mi , i de kis mi se:
"Gladi fɔ mi at, mi Divinity de kɔntinyu fɔ de insay yu."
As yu de invent nyu tins to mek mai delights, so a wan du to yu. "So a rialize se na jok im don ple fo mi."
Mi Jizɔs, bikɔs i nɔ apia dis mɔnin, .
di dɛbul bin tray fɔ sho insɛf to mi bay we i tek di we aw Jizɔs tan.
Bikɔs a nɔ bin fil di bad tin dɛn we kin apin to mi ɔltɛm, a bigin fɔ dawt. A sayn misɛf, dɔn a drɔ di sayn fɔ di krɔs pan am.
We di dɛbul si insɛf gɛt skata, i shek shek .
A nɔ gri wit am wantɛm wantɛm, ɛn a nɔ luk am.
Jɔs afta dat, Jizɔs we a lɛk bin kam.
Bɔt bikɔs dɛn de fred se na di wikɛd spirit stil de, .
A bin tray fɔ drɛb am bay we a bin de aks Jizɔs ɛn Meri fɔ ɛp mi. Fɔ mek a fil fayn, Jizɔs bin tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, fɔ no if na Mi ɔ nɔto Mi,
- yu atεnshכn fכ de pan di insay ifekt dεm we yu de fil, .
- de wɔnda if dɛn de push yu fɔ du gud ɔ fɔ du bad .
Bikɔs, bikɔs na gud abit dɛn, .
-Mi Nature nɔ kin ebul fɔ kɔmyuniket ɛnitin pas gud tin dɛn to mi pikin dɛn."
Mi Jizɔs we a lɛk bin pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
I sho mi strit dɛn we ful-ɔp wit mɔtalman bɔdi. Na big big kil bɔku pipul dɛn!
A kin rili fred jɔs fɔ tink bɔt am. I sho mi sɔntin we bin dɔn apin na di ays. bɔku pan dɛn bin day wantɛm wantɛm. Na bin di mɔnt we na Mach.
Akɔdin to mi kɔstɔm, a bin de pre to am
-kip kol at ɛn
-protɛkt dɛn imej frɔm dɛn kayn kruk torment ɛn blɔd wɔ.
As i wɛr in krawn we gɛt chukchuk, .
A tek am frɔm am ɛn put am na mi ed, fɔ mek i fil fayn.
Bɔt, i rili mek a fil bad, .
A si se na lɛk ɔl di chukchuk dɛn lɛf na in ed we Oli pas ɔl, .
so dat na smɔl tin nɔmɔ bin lɛf fɔ mek a sɔfa.
Jizɔs bin rili bad, i bin lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ i nɔ pe atɛnshɔn to mi. I kɛr mi go bak na mi bed.
A si mi an dɛn stret ɛn de sɔfa di pen dɛn we dɛn bin de sɔfa pan di krɔs. I tek mi an dɛn, krɔs dɛn ɛn tay dɛn wit wan smɔl gold rop.
A nɔ tray fɔ ɔndastand wetin dis min, ɛn fɔ brok in strɔng ays, a tɛl am se: “Mi swit lɔv, a de gi yu.”
- di jes dɛm na mi bɔdi, - di jes dɛm we yusɛf dɔn mek, e
-Ɔl di ɔda jes dɛm we a kin mek fɔ di wan ol rizin fɔ mek yu gladi ɛn glori.
Oh yes!
A want di muvmɛnt dɛn
-fɔ mi aylid, -fɔ mi lip ɛn -fɔ mi ɔl we dɛn mek jɔs fɔ mek yu gladi!
Grant, oh gud Jizɔs, .
- Mek ɔl mi bon ɛn nerv dɛn kɔntinyu fɔ tɛstify fɔ mi lɔv fɔ yu! "
I bin tɛl mi se:
"Ɛnitin we dɛn du fɔ di wangren rizin fɔ mek a gladi de shayn so brayt bifo mi dat i de drɔ mi divayn yay. A lɛk dɛn akt ya so,
-ivin if na fɔ muv wan aylid nɔmɔ, .
-dat a gi dem di valyu we dem go geht if a du dem mi sef.
Difrɛn frɔm dat
i de akt fayn fɔ insɛf, ɛn i de du big bak, .
-we nɔ mek jɔs fɔ mi,
A tan lɛk gold we dɔn rɔsti ɛn we dɔn splat, .
-dat nɔ de shayn.
A nɔ de ivin luk am! "
So a se, "A! Masta!
I izi fɔ mek dɔst dɔti di tin dɛn we wi de du!”
Jizɔs kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se:
"Yu no shud notis di dust bikos i go shek. Wetin yu nid to notis na di intenshon."
As i de tɔk dis, Jizɔs tay mi an dɛn. Aibin tok langa im, “O Masta, wetin yu de du?”
I bin ansa se : .
"A de du am bikɔs, we yu de na di krɔs pozishɔn, yu de kɔl mi dɔŋ."
Ɛn bikɔs a want fɔ kɔrɛkt pipul dɛn, a de tay yu an dɛn lɛk dis.“Af se i dɔn tɔk dat, i dɔn lɔs.”
Fɔ sɔm dez a bin de agens Jizɔs bikɔs a bin aks am fɔ fri am ɛn i nɔ bin want fɔ fri am.
Sɔntɛnde, i bin de sho se i de slip, sɔntɛnde i bin de fos mi fɔ sɛt mɔt.
Dis mɔnin, di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs pas wan tɛm bin tɛl mi fɔ aks Jizɔs fɔ fri mi. Bɔt Jizɔs nɔ bin de pe atɛnshɔn.
Bikɔs a de obe am, a de tɛl Jizɔs se:
"Mi kain Jizɔs, ustɛm yu pwɛl fɔ obe? Nɔto mi want fɔ fri,
na di konfesa we want mek yu stɔp fɔ mek a sɔfa di krɔs.
So i de put insɛf dɔŋ to dis gud kwaliti fɔ obe we so bɔku pan una, dis gud kwaliti
-we dɔn wev yu ɔl layf ɛn
-we bin lid yu to yu Sakrifays na di Krɔs ».
Jizɔs ansa se : "Yu rili want fɔ du mi vaylɛns bay we yu de yuz di ring fɔ obe, di wan we mek mi Yumaniti jɔyn to mi Divinity!"
We i dɔn tɔk dis, i tek di kayn we aw di Krɔs tan lɛk ɛn i tɛl mi di pen dɛn we dɛn bin de sɔfa wit di krɔs. Mek di Masta gɛt blɛsin ɔltɛm ɛn ɔltin fɔ bi fɔ In Glori!
Dɔn a bin fil se a dɔn fri.
We a bin de na mi ɔspitul stet, a bin si se a nɔ de na mi bɔdi wantɛm wantɛm.
ɛn a bin de fil lɛk se a de travul ɔlsay na di wɔl.
O! Wetin na bin di bad tin we dɛn du. I bin rili bad fɔ si!
Na wan ples a bin fɛn wan prist we bin de liv oli layf.
To wan ɔda wan, na vajin we in layf bin oli ɛn we nɔ go ebul fɔ avɔyd.
Dɛn ɔl tri bin chenj bɔku pɔnishmɛnt dɛn
dat di Masta de ambɔg ɛn di bɔku ɔda wan dɛn we i de kam fɔ du. A tɛl dɛn se, "Wetin una de du? Yu dɔn adap to divayn jɔstis?"
Dɛn bin ansa se:
"Wi de aware."
-fɔ ɔl di graviti fɔ dɛn sɔri tɛm ya ɛn
-dat man nɔ de giv ɔp, .
ivin if wan apɔsul dɔn rayz ɔ if di Masta dɔn sɛn ɔda Sɛnt Vinsɛn Fɛria
we, wit mirekul ɛn big big sayn dɛn, bin tray fɔ mek i chenj.
Man dɔn rich
-dis kayn obstinacy e
- dis kayn digri fɔ madnɛs
dat ivin mirekul dɛn nɔ bin fɔ dɔn mek i lɛf fɔ biliv.
So, bikɔs ɔf strikt nid, .
fɔ mek mɔtalman gud, .
fɔ stɔp dis rɔtin si we de ful-ɔp di wɔl, ɛn
fɔ di glori fɔ wi Gɔd we dɔn vɛks bad bad wan, mɔtalman de kɔfrɛnt wit Jɔstis.
Wi kin jɔs pre ɛn gi wisɛf as viktim so dat dɛn pɔnishmɛnt ya go mek pipul dɛn chenj ”.
Ɛn dɛn bin tɔk bak se:
"Ɛn yu, wetin yu de du? Yu nɔ de adap to divayn jɔstis lɛk wi?"
We a bin ansa se:
"Oh no! A nɔ ebul."
We a de obe am, dat de mek a nɔ ebul fɔ du am, ilɛksɛf Jizɔs go want fɔ du dat.
Ɛn bikɔs obe fɔ win ɔltin, i nid fɔ mek a de agens Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin, we de mek a sɔfa bɔku ».
Dɛn se, “Yu fɔ fala di we aw yu de obe.”
Afta dat, a go bak na mi bɔdi pan ɔl we a nɔ bin dɔn si Jizɔs we a lɛk pas ɔl yet, a bin want fɔ no usay dis prist ɛn dis vajin kɔmɔt na di wɔl.
Jizɔs bin tɛl mi se dɛn kɔmɔt na Pɛru.
Dis mɔnin mi gud Jizɔs kam ɛn pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
Ɛn a si sɔntin we go kɔmɔt na di skay fɔ tɔch di wɔl. A bin so fred dat a ala ɛn se, "A! Wetin yu de du Masta?"
Us bad bad tin go apin if dis apin! Yu se yu lov mi en yu wanna scare mi?
Nɔ du am! Nayn ples! Yu nɔ go ebul fɔ du dis! A nɔ want fɔ du dat! "A sɔri-at, Jizɔs tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, ."
Nɔ fred! So, ustɛm yu go gri se a de du sɔntin? A nɔ fɔ sho yu ɛnitin we a de pɔnish pipul dɛn?
A go mek yu at strɔng lɛk tik tik
so dat yu go ebul fɔ bia wetin yu si ».
Na da tɛm de i kɔmɔt na mi at lɛk tik trɔnk.
Na di tap, tu branch dɛn bin de we mek wan fɔk. Wan pan di branch dɛn bin de go ɔp na di ays ɛn tay pan wetin bin de muf. So, dɛn bin stɔp di tin. I bin tan lɛk se di ɔda branch tɔch di grɔn.
Dɔn a go bak na mi bɔdi. A beg Jizɔs fɔ mek i in at kol. I bin tan lɛk to mi se i dɔn sɔrɛnda so gud gud wan to mi rikwest dat i sheb di pen dɛn we di Krɔs de fil wit mi.
Dɔn i lɔs.
Dis mɔnin mi fayn fayn Jizɔs bin tan lɛk se i nɔ de rɛst. I bin jɔs de kam ɛn go. Wan tɛm, i bin de wit mi.
Di nɛks tɛm, bikɔs i bin rili lɛk di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek, ɛn i bin de go fɔ si wetin dɛn de du.
I bin sɔri fɔ dɛn bɔku fɔ wetin dɛn bin de sɔfa, bɔku
we dɛn bin de sɔfa pas dɛnsɛf.
Bɔku tɛm, wit in pawa fɔ bi prist, di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs bin de fos Jizɔs fɔ mek a sɔfa wit in pen dɛn so dat i go mek insɛf kol frɔm di sɔfa dɛn we a de sɔfa.
Pan ɔl we i bin tan lɛk se Jizɔs nɔ bin want fɔ mek dɛn fil fayn, leta i bin bigin fɔ tɛl tɛnki.
I bin tɛl di prist tɛnki fayn fayn wan fɔ we i tek tɛm stɔp in an fɔ blem. I bin mek a gɛt wan sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa, dɔn a bin de sɔfa ɔda wan.
O! I bin rili at fɔ si am dis kayn we! I bin brok mi at wit sɔri-at.
Bɔku tɛm i bin de tɛl mi se: "Kɔnfɔm to mi jɔstis, bikɔs a nɔ go ebul fɔ ol am igen. Ah! Man tu nɔ tɛl tɛnki!
Na ɔl di say dɛn, i de fos mi fɔ kɔrɛkt am.
Na insɛf de snɛp di pɔnishmɛnt dɛn na mi an.
If una bin jɔs no aw a de sɔfa we a de sho mi rayt we.
Bɔt na di man insɛf de fos mi.
Fɔ di tru se a bay in fridɔm fɔ di prayz fɔ mi Blɔd, i fɔ tɛl tɛnki .
Bɔt, difrɛn frɔm dat, .
fɔ mek a fil bad mɔ, .
invent nyu we fɔ mek mi Blɔd nɔ gɛt wan yus."
As i de tɔk dis, i kray bad bad wan.
Fɔ kɔrej am, a tɛl am se: "Mi swit Gud, nɔ kray. A si se yu kray gɛt mɔ fɔ du wit di nid we yu de fil fɔ kɔrɛkt pipul dɛn. Oh nɔ! Mek i nɔ ɛva bi so."
Bikɔs yu na ɔltin to mi, a want fɔ bi ɔltin to yu.
"So una sɛn una pɔnishmɛnt pan mi."
-Mi na viktim ɔltɛm na yu dispɔzishɔn.
Yu kin mek a sɔfa ɛnitin we yu want.
So, di rayt we yu de du go mek yu fil fayn fɔ sɔm digri dɛn.
Ɛn yu go gɛt kɔrej fɔ di prɔblɛm dɛn we yu go fil we yu si tin dɛn we Gɔd mek de sɔfa.
A bin ɔlwayz de agens di aplikeshɔn fɔ yu Jɔstis. Bikɔs we mɔtalman de sɔfa, yu de sɔfa pas am.
Mi gud Jizɔs kɔntinyu fɔ sɔfa. Wi Kwin Mama kam wit am dis mɔnin .
I bin tan lɛk to mi se na Jizɔs de kɛr mi.
fɔ mek a mek i fil fayn ɛn
dat wit am a de beg am fɔ mek a sɔfa fɔ sev pipul dɛn.
I tɛl mi se insay di las dez, .
-if a nɔ bin dɔn intavyu fɔ mek dɛn nɔ yuz in Jɔstis, e
- if di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs nɔ bin dɔn yuz in prist pawa dɛn
fɔ aks am fɔ mek a sɔfa, akɔdin to wetin i want, .
- sɔm disasta dɛn go apin.
Na da tɛm de a si di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs
ɛn wantɛm wantɛm a pre fɔ am to Jizɔs ɛn di Kwin Mama.
Ɔl tɛnd, Jizɔs bin se :
"To di extent we im go tek kia of mai intres."
- beg mi ɛn
- prɔmis fɔ ridyus di ɔtorizeshɔn dɛn so dat a go mek una sɔfa fɔ sev pipul dɛn,
den a go tek kia of am en spare am. A rɛdi fɔ mek dis dil wit am."
Afta dat, a luk mi swit Gud.
A si se i gɛt tu flash dɛn na in an.
-Wan bin ripresent wan big atkwek ɛn
- di ɔda wan, na wɔ we bɔku pipul dɛn kin day wantɛm wantɛm ɛn sik dɛn we kin pas.
A beg am fɔ trowe dɛn laytin bolt ya pan mi. I bin lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ a want fɔ tek dɛn wit in an dɛn.
Bɔt, fɔ mek a nɔ tek dɛn, i pul mi kɔmɔt nia mi.
A bin tray fɔ fala am ɛn bikɔs ɔf dat, a bin si se a nɔ de na mi bɔdi. Jizɔs dɔn lɔs ɛn na mi wangren lɛf.
So, a bin go waka ɛn
A bin de si misɛf na ples dɛn usay na bin avɛst tɛm.
I bin tan lɛk se pipul dɛn bin de tɔk bɔt wɔ de de. A bin want fɔ go de fɔ ɛp pipul dɛn, .
bɔt di dɛbul dɛn bin mek a nɔ ebul fɔ go usay dɛn tin ya go apin. Dɛn bin de bit mi fɔ mek a nɔ ɛp pipul dɛn.
Dɛn bin de yuz bɔku fɛt-fɛt sote dɛn fos mi fɔ bak.
Mi adorable Jizɔs dɔn kam.
Bifo i kam, mi maynd bin de tink bɔt sɔm pan di tin dɛn we i bin dɔn tɔk to mi insay di ia dɛn we dɔn pas (ɛn we a nɔ bin rili mɛmba).
Smɔl fɔ mɛmba mi bɔt dɛn, i tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, ."
prawd de it di gudnɛs.
Insay di at fɔ di wan dɛn we prawd, .
na ɛmti nɔmɔ de we ful-ɔp wit smok, .
we kin mek pɔsin blaynd.
Prawd de mek pɔsin bi in aydɔl. Di pɔsin we prawd nɔ gɛt in Gɔd insay insɛf, bikɔs ɔf sin, i de pwɛl am na in at.
We i bil ɔlta na in at, i de put insɛf ɔp Gɔd ɛn wɔship insɛf ».
O Gɔd, dis bad bad tin na wan bad bad animal! I tan lɛk dat to mi
- if di sol bin tek tεm fכ mek i nכ go insay, i go fri frכm εni כda vays.
Bɔt if, to in big big bad tin, .
i de mek dis big big mama de kɔntrol insɛf, .
i de bɔn ɔl in pikin dɛn we nɔ go ebul fɔ rul
- wetin na di ɔda sin dɛn.
O Masta, sev mi frɔm prawd!
Mi rili gud Jizɔs bin jɔs kam dis mɔnin ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Mi
gyal pikin , . "
ɔl wetin yu gladi fɔ bi fɔ luk insay Mi .
If yu de du dis ɔltɛm, yu go atrak yusɛf
ɔl mi kwaliti dɛn, .
mi fisiognomi ɛn mi ficha dɛn.
Fɔ tɔn bak, di tin we go mek a gladi ɛn di tin we go mek a satisfay pas ɔl na fɔ luk insay una. "
Dat se, i bin lɔs.
As a de tink gud wan bɔt wetin i jɔs tɛl mi, i kam bak wantɛm wantɛm.
I put in oli An pan mi ed, i tɔn mi fes to in yon ɛn ad se :
"Tide a want fɔ gladi smɔl bay we a de luk insay yu." So, insay wan big imɔshɔn, a de rilayv mi wan ol layf.
Dis kayn fred bin kam pan mi dat a bin fil se a de day. Bikɔs a bin si se i bin de luk mi bad bad wan, .
- luk insay mi, .
- want fɔ ɛnjɔy mi tinkin, mi luk, mi wɔd ɛn ɔl ɔda tin.
insay a tɛl misɛf se:
"O Gɔd, a gladi ɔ a de vɛks?" Na da tɛm de wi dia Kwin Mama kam ɛp mi .
I ol wan rili wayt dres na in an, ɛn i tɔk wit rili fayn fayn wan se:
“ Mi gyal pikin nɔ de fred.
A wan fɔ drɛs yu wit mi Innɔsɛns.
So, we a luk insay yu, mi Pikin we a lɛk go si insay yu
di big big gladi gladi dɛm we pɔsin kin gɛt pan mɔtalman krichɔ ".
I drɛs mi dis klos ɛn introdyus mi to mi dia Gud, ɛn tɛl am se:
"Mi Pikin we a lɛk, aksept am fɔ mi sek ɛn gladi fɔ am." Ɔl di tin dɛn we a bin de fred dɔn lɛf mi ɛn Jizɔs gladi fɔ mi ɛn mi gladi fɔ am.
Dis mɔnin mi swit Jizɔs kam ɛn pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
We a si am ful-ɔp wit bita at, a beg am fɔ tɔn da bita bita de insay mi. Bɔt, pan ɔl we a bin de pre to am bɔku tɛm, a nɔ bin ebul fɔ mek i du am.
Bɔt, mi briz bin bita, .
bikɔs a bin dɔn go nia in Mɔt fɔ tek in bita at.
Insay da tɛm de, a si wan prist day. A nɔ bin shɔ udat na in, .
bikɔs a bin de go pre fɔ wan prist we sik.
A nɔ bin ebul fɔ no if na in ɔ ɔda pɔsin.
Ɛn a tɛl Jizɔs se: “Masta, wetin yu de du?”
Yu nɔ si di lɔk fɔ prist dɛn na Kɔrato fɔ want fɔ tek ɔda wan frɔm wi!».
Jizɔs nɔ bin pe atɛnshɔn to mi ɛn wit an we de trɛtin mi, i bin tɔk se: A go dɔnawe wit dɛn! A go dɔnawe wit mɔ! "
We a bin de sɔfa bɔku, mi gud Jizɔs kam, i put in an biɛn mi nɛk lɛk se i de sɔpɔt mi. Bikɔs i bin rili de nia am, .
A bin want fɔ wɔship in oli mɛmba dɛn, ɛn bigin wit in ed we oli pas ɔl.
Na dis tɛm ya i tɛl mi se:
"Mi pɔsin we a lɛk, we tɔsti fɔ Jai . "
Mek a kil mi tɔsti insay yu lɔv, bikɔs a nɔ go ebul fɔ ol bak igen ".
Dɔn, we i tek di fɔm we na pikin, i put insɛf na mi an, bigin fɔ it, .
ɛn i bin ivin tan lɛk se i rili gladi fɔ am. I bin rɛst kpatakpata ɛn i bin dɔn day.
Dɔn, i bin lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ i want fɔ ple wit mi, .
I krɔs mi at frɔm wan say to di ɔda say wit wan spia we i ol na in an. A bin fil wan rili big pen, bɔt a bin rili gladi fɔ sɔfa, mɔ bikɔs i bin de na mi wangren Gud in An!
A bin invayt am fɔ mek a sɔfa wit ivin big kray wata. Bikɔs, frɔm de, di gladi ɛn swit we a bin de test bin kɔmɔt.
Fɔ mek a gladi mɔ, Jizɔs bin kɔt mi at, i tek am na in an. Wit di sem spia, .
-I kɔt am na di midul ɛn
- Na de i fɛn wan krɔs we rili wayt ɛn we de shayn.
We i tek am na in an, i gladi bad bad wan ɛn tɛl mi se :
« Di lɔv ɛn klin we yu sɔfa wit, na in mek dis krɔs.
A rili gladi fɔ aw una de sɔfa. Nɔto mi nɔmɔ, bɔt di Papa ɛn di Oli Spirit bak ».
Insay wan instant a si di tri Divayn Pɔsin dɛn
we bin de rawnd mi ɛn gladi fɔ luk dis krɔs.
Bɔt a bin de kɔmplen se: "Great Gɔd, mi sɔfa tu smɔl. Nɔto di krɔs nɔmɔ a gladi, a want di chukchuk ɛn di nel dɛn bak."
If a nɔ fit fɔ gɛt dɛn bikɔs a nɔ fit fɔ gɛt ɛn a de sin, .
yu kin rili gi mi di arenjmɛnt dɛn so dat a go fit fɔ gɛt dɛn."
We Jizɔs bin sɛn wan layt we de sho mi maynd, i bin mek a ɔndastand se i want mek a kɔnfɛs mi sin dɛn.
A bin fil lɛk se a de fil bad bifo di tri Divayn Pɔsin dɛn. Bɔt di mɔtalman we Wi Masta gɛt bin gi mi kɔnfidɛns.
A tɔn to am, a se di kɔnfidɛns ɛn afta dat a bigin fɔ kɔnfɛs mi sin dɛn. We a bin de put misɛf pan mi sɔfa, .
wan vɔys kɔmɔt midul dɛn ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Wi de fɔgiv yu. Nɔ sin igen ."
A bin biliv se a go gɛt di absoshɔn fɔ Wi Masta. Bɔt we di tɛm rich, i nɔ bin de igen.
Jɔs afta dat, i kam bak insay di fɔm fɔ di Krusifiks ɛn sheb wit mi di pen dɛn we di Krɔs de fil.
Dis mɔnin, mi dia Jizɔs nɔ kam.
Afta bɔku prɔblɛm dɛn, a nɔ bin ebul fɔ si am.
Fɔ kɔmplen bɔt aw i de delay, a tɛl am se, “Blɛsin Masta, wetin mek yu dɔn let so?”
Yu dɔn fɔgɛt se a nɔ go ebul fɔ de if yu nɔ de? Yu tink se a bin fɔ dɔn lɔs yu gudnɛs, so dat yu nɔ go ɛva kam igen? "
We i ambɔg di tɔk we a bin de tɔk we a bin de kray, ɛn i tɛl mi se: “Mi gyal pikin, yu no wetin mi gudnɛs de du?”
Mi gras de mek yu gladi
- sol dɛm we gɛt di beatific vishɔn
- ɛn bak di wan dɛn we de travul na grɔn, wit dis difrɛns:
-sol dɛm we gɛt di beatific vishɔn kin ɛnjɔy ɛn gladi
-Di travulman dem fo di wold de wok fo mi promoshon.
Ɛnibɔdi we gɛt gudnɛs de kɛr Paradays insay insɛf.
Bikɔs fɔ gɛt gudnɛs nɔto ɔda tin pas fɔ gɛt misɛf.
Ɛn bikɔs na mi nɔmɔ na di tin we dɛn dɔn ɛnjɔy
-we de enchant ɔl di ɛvin ɛn
-we de fɔm ɔl di gladi at fɔ di wan dɛn we gɛt blɛsin bay we dɛn gɛt gudnɛs,
di sol gɛt in Paradays ɛnisay we i de."
Mi gladi gladi Jizɔs dɔn kam, we ful-ɔp wit sɔri-at.
I bin tan lɛk tayt padi we de prez in padi bɔku tɛm ɛn sho am se i lɛk am.
Di fɔs wɔd dɛn we i tɛl mi na:
"Mi fambul, if onli yu bin sabi hau a laik yu! A de fil strong atrak fo laik yu."
Mi simpul dedlayn dɛn fɔ kam
dɛn nid fɔ tray tranga wan ɛn
dis na nyu rizin we mek a kam fɔ ful una wit nyu gris ɛn sɛlestial charisma.
If a bin ebul fɔ ɔndastand aw a lɛk yu, .
yu yon lɔv go tan lɛk se yu nɔ go ebul fɔ no if yu kɔmpia am to mi yon."
A tɛl am se: “Mi swit Jizɔs, wetin yu de tɔk na tru, bɔt a lɛk yu bak bad bad wan.”
Ɛn if yu se mi lɔv wit rɛspɛkt fɔ yu yon nɔ kin izi fɔ ɔndastand, na bikɔs yu Pawa nɔ gɛt limit ɛn mi yon rili smɔl.
Na wetin yu dɔn gi mi nɔmɔ a go ebul fɔ du. Dis na so tru dat
we a gɛt di want fɔ sɔfa mɔ
fɔ sho yu di big big lɔv we a gɛt fɔ yu, .
-if yu nɔ alaw mi fɔ sɔfa,
i nɔ de na mi pawa ɛn dɛn fos mi fɔ rɛsayn misɛf fɔ bi yuslɛs, lɛk aw a bin de mi wan ɔltɛm.
Sɔfa de na yu pawa.
Ilɛk us we yu want fɔ sho mi se yu lɛk mi, yu kin du am ɛnitɛm we yu want.
Di wan dɛn we a lɛk, gi mi yu yon pawa.
Ɛn a go sho yu wetin a go ebul fɔ du fɔ sho se a lɛk mi. Na di mɛzhɔ we yu gi mi yu lɔv, na di sem mɛzhɔ a go gi yu mi yon ».
I bin rili gladi fɔ lisin to di tin dɛn we a bin de tɔk we nɔ mek sɛns, ɛn i bin tan lɛk se i de tɛst mi.
bin pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi fɔ go na wan dip ples, .
blak en ful wit likwid faya (di wan we a si dis ples bin mek a fred en fred).
I bin tɛl mi se : .
“ Dis na pɔgatɔri usay bɔku sol dɛn kin gɛda .
Yu go go na dis ples fɔ sɔfa ɛn fri dɛn sol dɛn we a lɛk. Yu go du am fɔ mi lɔv."
A bin de shek shek smɔl ɛn tɛl am se: "Fɔ yu sek a rɛdi fɔ ɛnitin. Bɔt yu fɔ kam wit mi bikɔs if yu lɛf mi, .
A nɔ go ebul fɔ fɛn yu ɛn yu go mek a kray bɔku bɔku wan."
I ansa se:
"If a kam wit yu, wetin yu purgatori go bi?"
Wit mi prezɛns, yu pen dɛn go tɔn to gladi ɛn satisfay ».
A se, "A nɔ want fɔ go mi wan. Wi go go togɛda insay dis faya, yu go bi di las wan pan mi; so a nɔ go si yu ɛn a go gri wit dis sɔfa."
So a go na dis ples we ful-ɔp wit bɔku bɔku daknɛs. I bin kam afta mi. Bikɔs a bin de fred se i go lɛf mi, a ol in an dɛn ɛn ol dɛn
Mi bak.
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt di pen we dɛn sol dɛn ya de sɔfa?
Fɔ tru, dɛn nɔ go ebul fɔ ɛksplen to pipul dɛn we wɛr mɔtalman bɔdi. We a bin de na dis faya, dɛn pen ya bin stɔp ɛn di daknɛs bin skata. Bɔku sol dɛn bin kɔmɔt ɛn di ɔda wan dɛn bin gɛt layf bak.
Afta wi dɔn de de fɔ lɛk wan kwata awa so, wi kɔmɔt de.
Bɔt, Jizɔs bin de kray bɔku bɔku wan.
A tɛl am se: "Tɛl mi, mi Gud, wetin mek yu de kray? Mi dia layf, na mi kin bi di kɔz."
Sɔntɛm na bikɔs a nɔ bin want fɔ go na dis ples we de mek a fil pen? Tel mi, tel mi, yu bin sofa plenti wen yu si dis sol dem de sofa? Aw yu de fil? "
I ansa se : .
"Mi fambul, a de fil ol ful wit bita, sote a no fit kontein dem igen."
A de kam fɔ tɔn dɛn na di wɔl."
A se to am: "No, no, mi swit Lɔv, yu go tɔn dɛn pan mi, nɔto so?"
So a go na in Mɔt ɛn i tɔn insay mi yon wan rili bita lik we bɔku so a nɔ ebul fɔ kɔntrol am.
A beg am fɔ gi mi di trɛnk fɔ kip am.
If nɔto dat, a bin fɔ dɔn du wetin a nɔ want am fɔ du, we na dat a bin fɔ dɔn tɔn am na di wɔl ɛn a bin fɔ dɔn rili rigrɛt we a dɔn du am.
I tan lɛk se i dɔn gi mi trɛnk, pan ɔl we di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa so bad dat a bin de fil se a dɔn wik. We Jizɔs tek mi na in an, i sɔpɔt mi ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Wit yu, wi must necessarily submit."
Yu kin so pipul dɛn nɔ kin wɛlkɔm yu sote a kin fil se a fɔ mek yu gladi.”
Mi Jizɔs we a lɛk bin kam lɛk aw i bin de du ɔltɛm. Dis tɛm a si am we i bin de na di kɔlɔm .
We i pul insɛf kɔmɔt, ɛn i trowe insɛf na mi an fɔ mek a sɔri fɔ mi. A bin de pres am pan mi.
Ɛn a bigin fɔ drɛy ɛn put in ia we ɔl kek wit blɔd.
A bin de fuk dɛn, ɛn bak in yay ɛn in fes, ɛn du difrɛn tin dɛn fɔ pe fɔ am.
We a kam na in an ɛn pul di chen, ɛn a bin rili sɔprayz.
A bin notis se, .
-ivin if di edman na bin Jizɔs in yon , .
- di mɛmba dɛn na bin bɔku ɔda pipul dɛn, mɔ na rilijɔn.
O! Aw bɔku limb dɛn we gɛt di sik bin gi mɔ daknɛs pas layt!
Na di lɛft say , na di wan dɛn we mek Jizɔs sɔfa pas ɔl, i bin de de
-sik limb, ful wit dip wund we ful wit wom, e
- כda wan dεm we bin bכku pan dis bכdi bay wan nεv.
Ah! Aw dis Divayn Ɛd dɔn sɔfa ɛn shek shek bikɔs ɔf dɛn an ɛn fut dɛn ya!
Na di rayt say na bin di wan dɛn we bɛtɛ pas dɛn, dat na di wan dɛn we gɛt wɛlbɔdi ɛn we de shayn, .
-we dɛn kɔba wit flawa ɛn dyu we de na ɛvin,
- we de gi ɔf fayn fayn smel dɛn.
Di Divayn Ɛd, we de ɔp di limb dɛn, bin sɔfa bɔku.
Na tru se mɛmba dɛn bin de we bin de shayn
-we bin tan lɛk layt to di ed,
-we gi am layf bak ɛn gi am big glori. Bɔt di nɔmba we pas ɔl na bin mɛmba dɛn we gɛt di sik.
We i opin in swit mɔt, .
Jizɔs bin tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, aw bɔku pen dɛn mɛmba ya de gi mi! Dis bɔdi we yu de si na di mistik bɔdi fɔ mi Chɔch , we a de prayz fɔ bi di edman."
Bɔt us kruk kray wata dɛn an ɛn fut dɛn de mek na di bɔdi.
I tan lɛk se dɛn de stimul dɛnsɛf fɔ mek a sɔfa mɔ."
I bin tɛl mi ɔda tin dɛn bɔt dis bɔdi, bɔt a nɔ rili mɛmba. Also a de stɔp ya.
A bin rili fil bad bikɔs ɔf sɔm tin dɛn we dɛn nɔ alaw mi fɔ tɔk ya.
Mi gud Jizɔs, we bin want fɔ kɔrej mi, dɔn kam insay wan kɔmplit nyu we. I bin tan lɛk se i wɛr skay blu klos to mi, ɛn dɛn ɔl gɛt gold bɛl dɛn fayn fayn wan.
-we bin de ple we dɛn hit dɛnsɛf ɛn
-we mek wan sawnd we dɛn nɔ ɛva yɛri bifo.
We dɛn si dis spɛktakl ɛn di fayn fayn sawnd we di bɛl dɛn de mek, .
A bin fil enchanted ɛn rilivu frɔm mi sɔfa we, lɛk smok, bin de skata.
A bin fɔ dɔn tinap de kwayɛt wan (di pawa dɛn we mi sol bin gɛt bin rili sɔprayz), .
if blɛsin Jizɔs nɔ bin fɔ dɔn brok di saylɛns bay we i tɛl mi :
"Mi gyal pikin we a lɛk, dɛn bɛl ya na so bɔku vɔys."
-dat tɔk to yu bɔt mi Lɔv ɛn
-dat invayt yu fɔ lɛk mi.
Naw sho mi ɔmɔs bɛl dɛn yu gɛt
-we de tɛl mi bɔt yu lɔv ɛn
-we kɔl mi fɔ lɛk yu! "
A blush, a se, "O! Masta, wetin yu se? A nɔ gɛt natin pas mi ɔspitul fɔlt dɛn."
Bikɔs i sɔri fɔ mi sɔri-at , i kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se : .
"Yu no get enitin, na tru, bot a wan adorn yu wit mai oun bel so dat yu go get plenti vois we go kol mi wit and sho mi yu lov."
Dɔn i bin tan lɛk to mi se i bin de rawnd mi layf wit wan band we dɛn mek wit dɛn bɛl dɛn ya fayn fayn wan. Dɔn a nɔ tɔk natin.
I ad se : "Tide a gɛt di gladi at fɔ de wit yu; tɛl mi sɔntin" a tɛl am se: "Yu no se ɔl mi gladi at na fɔ de wit yu! We a gɛt yu, a gɛt ɔltin! We a gɛt yu, I tan lɛk se a nɔ gɛt ɔda tin fɔ wish ɔ tɔk ".
I kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se : "Lɛ a yɛri yu vɔys we de gladi we a yɛri. Lɛ wi tɔk smɔl. A dɔn tɔk to yu bɔku tɛm bɔt di krɔs. Tide, mek a yɛri yu tɛl mi bɔt am."
A bin fil bad bad wan. A nɔ bin no wetin fɔ tɔk.
Bɔt in, fɔ ɛp mi, sɛn wan layt we gɛt sɛns fɔ mi, ɛn a bigin fɔ se:
Mi wan we a lɛk, udat go tɛl yu wetin na di krɔs ɛn wetin i de du? Na yu Mɔt nɔmɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk fayn bɔt di sublimity fɔ di krɔs! Bɔt bikɔs yu want mek a tɛl yu, a go du am.
Di krɔs we yu bin bia, Jizɔs Krays, .
- fri mi frɔm di slev we di dɛbul gɛt e
- i de mek a gɛt wanwɔd to di Divinity wit wan bond we nɔ de sɔlv.
Di krɔs de bɔn pikin ɛn i de bɔn gudnɛs insay mi.
Di krɔs layt, a nɔ gɛt op wit di big big briz ɛn i de sho mi layf we go de sote go. Di krɔs na faya we de ridyus ɔltin we nɔto Gɔd in yon to ashis, te i de ɛmti di at fɔ ɛni smɔl dɔst we go de de.
Di krɔs na kɔyn we nɔ gɛt wan valyu. If a laki fɔ gɛt am,
-A de enrich wit wan eternal coin we ebul fɔ mek mi di richest of
Paradays.
Bikɔs di mɔni we de rɔn na Ɛvin de kɔmɔt frɔm di krɔs dɛn we dɛn sɔfa na di wɔl.
Di krɔs de mek a no misɛf. I de gi mi bak di no bɔt Gɔd.Di krɔs graft ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn insay mi.
Di krɔs na di nobul sidɔm ples fɔ di Waiz we dɛn nɔ mek we de tich mi
- di ay, mכst subtil εn sublime doktrin dεm. I de sho mi
- di sikrit dɛm we sik pas ɔl, di tin dɛm we ayd pas ɔl, .
di tin dɛn we pafɛkt pas ɔl, .
ɔltin ayd frɔm di wan dɛn we lan bɔku tin ɛn we gɛt sɛns pas ɔlman na di wɔl.
Di krɔs na da fayn wata de we de mek a klin ɛn we de gi mi di gud kwaliti dɛn we de insay mi. I de mek dɛn gro.
I de lɛf mi afta i dɔn kɛr mi go na layf we go de sote go.
Di krɔs na da sɛlestial dyu de we de gayd ɛn mek di fayn fayn lili we klin insay mi fayn.
Di krɔs de fid op.
Di krɔs na di tɔch we de sho se pɔsin gɛt fet we de wok tranga wan.
Di krɔs na da sɔlid wud de we de gayd ɛn kip di faya we de mek pipul dɛn lɛk fɔ du sɔntin ɔltɛm.
Di krɔs na da dray wud de
-we de mek di smok we de mek prawd ɛn di glori we nɔ gɛt wan yus de lɔs ɛn skata, e
-we de prodyuz insay di sol di ɔmbul vayɛl we de ɔmbul.
Di krɔs na di wɛpɔn we gɛt pawa pas ɔl
-fɔ atak dimɔn dɛn e
- difend mi frɔm ɔl dɛn hold.
Di sol we gɛt di krɔs mek
di jɛlɔs ɛn admireshɔn we ɔl di enjɛl dɛn ɛn di oli wan dɛn gɛt, ɛn
di dɛbul dɛn vɛks ɛn wamat.
Di krɔs na mi ɛvin na di wɔl.
Lɛk se ɛvin we de ɔp na ɛnjɔymɛnt, ɛvin we de dɔŋ de sɔfa.
Di krɔs na di gold chen we klin pas ɔl
-dat de tay mi to yu, mi Gud we pas ɔl, ɛn
-we de fכm di mכst intimate union we kin de
mek a transmute to yu, mi Objek we a lɛk, .
te a fil se a dɔn lɔs insay yu ɛn liv wit yu yon layf ".
Afta a dɔn tɔk dis - a nɔ no if na nɔs - mi gud Jizɔs gladi bad bad wan.
Tek wan transpot of Love, im de fuk mi evriwea and tel mi se:
"Bravo, bravo, mi beloved! Yu bin tok gud gud wan!
Mi Lɔv na faya, bɔt nɔto lɛk di faya we de na di wɔl
-dat de mek כltin we de go insay stεrili εn de ridyus כltin to ashis.
Mi Faya de fɛt ɛn i de mek steril ɔl wetin nɔto gud kwaliti. I de gi layf to ɔl ɔda tin dɛn.
I de mek fayn fayn flawa dɛn gro, .
- giv rili fayn fayn frut ɛn
-we de mek di gadin we de na ɛvin we de mek pɔsin gladi pas ɔl.
Di krɔs rili pawaful.
Ɛn a dɔn tɛl am bɔku tɛnki
we de wok fayn pas di sakramɛnt dɛnsɛf .
Dis na bikɔs we dɛn gɛt di sakramɛnt fɔ mi Bɔdi, di dispɔzishɔn ɛn fri ɛp we di sol de gi, nid fɔ de.
- so dat wi go ebul fɔ gɛt mi gudnɛs dɛn. Bɔku tɛm, dɛn kin nɔ de.
Wail di kros gɛt di pawa fɔ dispɔz di sol to gras ".
Dis mɔnin, we a brok wan lɔng silɛns, mi kayn Jizɔs tɛl mi se :
"Mi na di ples fɔ klin sol dɛn."
We i bin de tɛl mi dis, i bin gi mi wan layt we gɛt sɛns we mek a ɔndastand bɔku tin dɛn bɔt klin layf.
Bɔt a kin ebul fɔ tɔk smɔl tin ɔ a nɔ ebul fɔ tɔk natin bɔt wetin a de fil na mi maynd.
Bɔt, Rayt Ɔnabul Ledi Ɔbediɛns want mek a rayt sɔntin, ilɛksɛf i nɔ gɛt wan minin.
Fɔ mek i gladi, na in wangren, a go tɔk mi nɔs bɔt klin.
I tan lɛk to mi se klin na di fayn fayn jɔlɔs we sol kin gɛt.
Di sol we gɛt klin, de invɛst wit wan wayt layt.
We Gɔd de luk am, i de si in yon Imej.
I kin fil se dis sol lɛk am sote i lɛk am.
In lɔv fɔ am so big dat i gi am in At we klin pas ɔl as ples fɔ rɔn.
Dɔn bak, na di wan nɔmɔ we klin ɛn we nɔ gɛt wan bɔt kin go insay in At.
Di sol we gɛt klin layf de kip insɛf di fɔs splɛnd we Gɔd gi am di tɛm we dɛn mek am.
Nɔtin nɔ de bɔt am we dɔti ɔ we nɔ fayn.
Jɔs lɛk wan kwin we want fɔ mared di Kiŋ we de na ɛvin, .
dis sol de kip in nobul te dɛn transplant di nobul flawa we i bi na di gadin we de na ɛvin.
Dis vajin flawa gɛt wan spɛshal sɛnt!
I de go ɔp pas ɔl di ɔda flawa dɛn, pas di enjɛl dɛnsɛf.
I tinap fɔ wan difrɛn fayn fayn tin dɛn, .
sote ɔlman de tek di rɛspɛkt ɛn lɔv fɔ am!
Dɛn kin mek i pas fri wan so dat i go rich to di Divayn Spouse.
Di fɔs ples wit Wi Masta na dis nɔbul flawa. Dis na di rizin we mek Wi Masta gladi bad bad wan fɔ waka midul dɛn lili dɛn ya we de mek sɛnt na di wɔl ɛn di skay.
I lɛk am mɔ fɔ mek dɛn lili dɛn ya de rawnd am, .
dat insɛf na di fɔs pɔsin, di wan we gɛt ay pozishɔn pas ɔlman ɛn na di ɛgzampul pas ɔl di ɔda wan dɛn. O! I rili fayn fɔ si vajin sol!
In at nɔ de blo ɔda briz pas di wan we Klin ɛn Inosɛns de blo. I nɔ de mek ɛni lɔv we nɔ kɔmɔt frɔm Gɔd de mek i nɔ klia.
In bɔdi de sho bak se i klin. Ɔltin klin insay am.
I klin
- insay in fut step, insay in akshɔn, .
- insay in tɔk, insay in luk, .
- insay in muvmɛnt dɛn.
Na we yu luk am nɔmɔ yu go gɛt in sɛnt.
- Wetin charisma, wetin gras, .
- wetin mutual lov, wetin naive lovers bitwin di pure sol en in Spouse Jesus!
Na di wan dɛn nɔmɔ we no am go ebul fɔ tɔk sɔntin bɔt am. Bɔt nɔto ɔltin wi go ebul fɔ tɔk.
Ɛn a nɔ fil se a gɛt rayt fɔ tɔk bɔt am. Fɔ dis a de kwayɛt ɛn pas.
Dis mɔnin, mi fayn fayn Jizɔs nɔ kam. Bɔt afta we dɛn dɔn wet fɔ lɔng tɛm, .
I bin sho bɔku tɛm, bɔt i bin sho kwik kwik wan, i bin jɔs tan lɛk laytin. I bin tan lɛk se a si layt pas Jizɔs.
Frɔm dis layt, di fɔs tɛm we i kam , a yɛri wan vɔys se to mi se:
"A de atrak yu fo tri we so dat yu go laik mi:
frɔm di bɛnifit dɛn we a de gɛt, .
frɔm mi atrakshɔn e
bay we dɛn de mek pipul dɛn biliv wetin dɛn de tɔk ".
Udat go se ɔmɔs tin dɛn a bin ɔndastand da tɛm de? Fɔ ɛgzampul, dat
fɔ mek wi lɛk wi, Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin de sɛn bɔku bɔku blɛsin dɛn pan wi .
Ɛn we wi si se dis bɛnifit ren nɔ de mek wi lɛk wi, i kin mek wi gladi ɛn mek wi kɔle.
Wetin na di we dɛn we i de yuz fɔ mek pipul dɛn lɛk am ?
Dis na di pen dɛn we wi de sɔfa fɔ wi lɔv, .
- fɔ rich fɔ day na di Krɔs bay we i de tɔn wan riva we gɛt Blɔd
usay i bin rili fayn ɛn i bin rili fayn
-dat in ɛgzikishɔn ɛn in ɛnimi dɛn we bin rili bad bin lɛk am.
Ɛn fɔ mek wi biliv mɔ ɛn fɔ mek wi lɔv strɔng ɛn tinap tranga wan, .
I lɛf di layt to wi
- fɔ in oli ɛgzampul dɛn ɛn in tichin we de na ɛvin
we de pul di daknɛs na dis layf ɛn mek wi go sev sote go.
Di sɛkɔn tɛm we i kam , i tɛl mi se : .
A de sho misɛf to sol dɛn tru
Pawa,
nyus, e
Lɔv.
Pawa na di Papa we mek ɔltin.
Di Nyus na di Wɔd.
Lɔv na di Oli Spirit ».
I tan lɛk to mi se, tru in pawa , Gɔd de sho insɛf to di sol tru ɔl di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek.
Gɔd in pawaful tin dɛn de sho insɛf tru ɔl di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek. Di skay, di sta dɛn ɛn ɔl di ɔda tin dɛn we de na di wɔl de tɔk to wi
- fɔ wan Suprim Biin, fɔ wan Biin we dɛn nɔ mek ɛn fɔ in Ɔlmayti.
Di wan we lan pas ɔlman, wit ɔl in sayɛns, nɔ go ivin ebul fɔ mek wan bad bad maws.
Ɛn dis de tɛl wi se wan Pɔsin we dɛn nɔ mek fɔ de, wan Pɔsin we gɛt bɔku pawa, we mek, we gi layf ɛn we de sɔpɔt ɔl di tin dɛn we de na di wɔl.
O! Aw di wan ol wɔl de sho insɛf to wi, insay klia not dɛn ɛn lɛta dɛn we nɔ go ɛva dɔn, .
Gɔd ɛn In Ɔlmayti!
Ɛnibɔdi we nɔ si am na blaynd ɛn i blaynd bay wilful.
Wit in Nyuz , i bin tan lɛk to mi jɔs dat
Blɛsin Jizɔs, we kɔmɔt na ɛvin, insɛf kam na di wɔl
-fɔ gi wi nyus bɔt wetin wi nɔ de si. Aw bɔku we dɛn i nɔ sho insɛf!
O! Ɔmɔs ɔda tin dɛn a dɔn ɔndastand.
Bɔt di we aw a ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt dɛn tu wik.
A biliv se ɔlman, in wan, de ɔndastand di ɔda wan dɛn. So, a nɔ go de tɔk bɔt dis tɔpik.
A bin spɛn fayn fayn de dɛn
- in di ɔlmost tɔtal deprivɛshɔn fɔ mi big ɛn wan Gud,
- insay di dray we di at de dray, .
we a nɔ bin ebul fɔ kray fɔ di big big lɔs we a bin de lɔs, pan ɔl we a bin gi Gɔd dis dray tin bay we a tɛl am se:
"Masta, tek dis as sakrifays frɔm mi. Na yu nɔmɔ go ebul fɔ swit mi at so."
Fɔ dɔn, afta we a dɔn sɔfa fɔ lɔng tɛm, mi dia Kwin Mama
I bin kam
we de kɛr di Sɛlɛstial Pikin na in lap , .
dɛn ɔl de shek shek ɛn rap dɛn wit klos klos.
I put am na mi an ɛn se:
"Mi gyal pikin, wam am wit yu lɔv, bikɔs na mi Pikin bɔn."
- insay rili po, .
-in wan totɛl abandɔnmɛnt fɔ man dɛn e
-in maksimal ɔstriti ".
Ah! I bin rili fayn fɔ si di fayn fayn tin dɛn we bin de na ɛvin! A tek am na mi an.
A bin swɛt am fɔ mek i wam, bikɔs i bin kol, .
- we gɛt wan simpul kanvas kɔva nɔmɔ pan.
Afta yu dɔn wam am as mɔ as yu ebul, .
- in pepul lip dɛn, .
mi tɛnda bebi bin tɛl mi se:
" Yu prɔmis mi se a go ɔltɛm bi viktim fɔ mi sek, lɛk aw a de to yu?"
A ansa se: "Yɛs, mi smɔl darling, a prɔmis yu."
I kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se : .
"A no satisfai onli wit yu wod,
A want wan oth ɛn sayn wit yu blɔd. "So a se," If obe want, a go du am."
I bin tan lɛk se i rili gladi ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se :
"Frɔm di tɛm we dɛn bɔn mi, dɛn dɔn de gi mi At ɔltɛm fɔ sakrifays."
- fɔ mek di Papa gɛt glori, .
fɔ mek di wan dɛn we dɔn sin chenj chenj e
fɔ pipul dɛn
dat bin de rawnd mi ɛn
we na bin mi kɔmpin dɛn we bin fetful pas ɔl we a bin de sɔri.
So a want mek yu at kɔntinyu fɔ de na dis abit, fɔ sakrifays fɔ dɛn tri ɛnd ya ».
We di Kwin Mama dɔn tɔk dis, i bin want di Pikin fɔ mek i fil fayn wit in swit Milk. A gi am ɛn i ɛksplɔz in Brest fɔ briŋ am to di Divayn Pikin in Mɔt.
Ɛn mi, smat, we want fɔ mek jok, a bigin fɔ sok wit mi mɔt. Frɔm di tɛm we a du dat, dɛn nɔ bin de igen, ɛn dis bin mek a gladi ɛn fil bad.
Mek ɔltin bi
- fɔ mek Gɔd gɛt glori e
- fɔ di kɔnfyushɔn fɔ di misɛf sina we a bi.
I kɔntinyu fɔ sho insɛf lɛk shado ɔ laytin. So, a bin si misɛf na wan si we bin de bita.
Insay shɔt tɛm, i apia to mi, ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Chariti fɔ tan lɛk klos we de kɔba ɔl wetin yu de du, so dat ɔltin we de insay yu go shayn wit pafɛkt charity."
Wetin dis sɔri we yu de fil we yu nɔ de sɔfa min? I min se yu charity nɔ pafɛkt.
Bikɔs fɔ sɔfa fɔ di lɔv we a gɛt ɔ nɔ sɔfa fɔ di lɔv we a gɛt (without your will intervening), na di sem tin ".
Dɔn i lɔs, ɛn lɛf mi bita pas aw a bin de bifo. Dis na tu sensitiv sobjek fo mi fo tok abaut hia. Afta i kray bita kray wata
bɔt mi stet so misɛf ɛn bak
fɔ we i nɔ de, .
I kam bak ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Wit pipul we de du wetin rayt, a de du wetin rayt."
Bɔku pan dat, a de blɛs dɛn tu tɛm fɔ di rayt we
- indulging dɛm wit di big big gras dɛm e
- gi dɛn gudnɛs fɔ jɔstis ɛn oli ».
A bin si se a kɔnfyus ɛn min se a nɔ bin de fred fɔ tɔk wan wɔd. Bifo dat, a kɔntinyu fɔ kray fɔ di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa.
Jizɔs, we bin want fɔ mek a gɛt kɔnfidɛns, i put In An ɔnda mi ed fɔ ol am.
(bikɔs i nɔ bin ebul fɔ de in wan) ɛn i tɛl mi se:
« Nɔ fred. Mi na di shild fɔ di wan dɛn we de fɛt ɛn di wan dɛn we de sɔfa ".
Dɔn i lɔs.
Bikɔs obe bin dɔn aks mi dis mɔnin fɔ pre fɔ pɔsin, jɔs lɛk aw a si Jizɔs a bin rɛkɔmɛnd da pɔsin de to am.
I tɛl mi se : “Dɛn nɔ fɔ jɔs gri fɔ put pɔsin dɔŋ, bɔt dɛn fɔ lɛk am bak.”
I gɛt fɔ it lɛk it, so fɔ se. Jɔs lɛk aw i kin bi fɔ it we bita, .
di mɔ yu de chew am, na di mɔ yu de test di bita we i bita.
We dɛn it am fayn, we dɛn shem, dat kin mek dɛn fil bad .
Ɛn dɛn tu we ya, fɔ shem ɛn fɔ mek pɔsin fil bad, rili pawaful fɔ
- fɔ win sɔm tin dɛn we de ambɔg am e
-fɔ gɛt di gris dɛn we nid fɔ de.
Lɛk bita it, fɔ shem ɛn fɔ mek pɔsin fil bad
- de sho se i de ambɔg mɔtalman nature e
-i tan lɛk se i de briŋ bad tin pas fɔ briŋ gud.
Bɔt nɔto so i bi.
Di mɔ we dɛn de bit ayɛn pan di anvil, na di mɔ i de brayt ɛn klin.
Dis na di kes fɔ di sol we rili want fɔ waka na di rod fɔ gud.
Di mɔ we dɛn de shem am ɛn bit am pan di anvil we de mek pɔsin day, .
di mɔ spak dɛn we de na ɛvin faya de kɔmɔt pan am, na di mɔ i de klin ».
A bin si se a rili fil bad bikɔs dɛn nɔ bin gɛt mi big ɛn di wan ol Gud. Afta we a dɔn wet fɔ am fɔ lɔng tɛm, a dɔn si am de kam insay mi at.
I bin de kray.
I bin mek a ɔndastand
aw i bin sɔfa ɛn put insɛf dɔŋ we dɛn sakɔmsayz am .
Dis bin mek a sɔfa bad bad wan, bikɔs a bin de fil lɛk se a bin de fil bad bɔt am. Bikɔs di smɔl pikin we gɛt blɛsin sɔri fɔ mi, i tɛl mi se:
Di mɔ we di sol de shem ɛn no insɛf, na di mɔ i de kam nia di Tru .
Insay Trut i de tray fɔ fala di rod fɔ di gud kwaliti dɛn, we i de fil se i rili fa frɔm. Ɛn, na dis rod, .
-de no di distans we i stil gɛt fɔ travul bikɔs dis rod nɔ gɛt ɛnd.
I nɔ gɛt ɛnd lɛk aw a nɔ gɛt ɛnd.
Di sol we de insay di Trut
- ɔltɛm tray fɔ impɔtant, .
-bɔt i nɔ de ɛva ebul fɔ bi pafɛkt.
Dis de briŋ am
wok kɔntinyu fɔ de, .
impruv mɔ ɛn mɔ, we nɔ de west tɛm we yu nɔ de du natin.
Ɛn mi, de blɛs dis wok, smɔl smɔl, .
A kin ritɔch fɔ peint mi imej insay am.
Na dis mek a bin want fɔ sakɔmsayz mi:
A bin want fɔ gi di ɛgzampul bɔt di big big ɔmbul, we bin mek ivin di enjɛl dɛn na ɛvin sɔprayz ".
A bin de kɔntinyu fɔ si se a nɔ jɔs de ful-ɔp wit nɔ gladi-at, bɔt a bin de wɔri bak.
Mi wan ol insay bin de insay trɔbul bikɔs Jizɔs bin lɔs.
A bin de tink to misɛf we a de tɛl misɛf
-dat mi big big sin dɛn bin dɔn mek a gɛt we Jizɔs lɛf mi ɛn
-dat, so, a nɔ go ɛva si am igen.
O! I bin rili bad fɔ mi, ɛn i bin rili bad pas ɛni ɔda wan! A bin rili fil bad
- nɔ de si Jizɔs igen, .
-fɔ nɔ yɛri in swit Voys igen,
- we a dɔn lɔs di wan we mi layf bin de pan, we ɔl gud kam to mi frɔm! Aw fɔ liv we nɔ gɛt am?
Ah! Bikɔs a bin lɔs Jizɔs, ɔltin bin dɔn fɔ mi!
We a bin de drawn insay dɛn tin ya we a bin de tink bɔt, a bin fil bad bad wan ɛn mi wan ol insay bin pwɛl. A bin rili want Jizɔs!
Dɔn, insay wan layt we de shayn, i sho insɛf to mi sol ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Pis, pis! Nɔ distɔb yu."
Jɔs lɛk aw wan flawa we gɛt sɛnt rili sɛnt de mek di ples we dɛn put am sɛnt, na so Gɔd in pis de ful-ɔp di sol we gɛt am » .
Dɔn i rɔnawe lɛk laytin.
Ah! Masta, yu gud to di sina we a bi. Wit kɔnfidɛns, a de tɛl yu se: "Ah! Aw yu singul!
Ivin if a de lɔs yu, yu nɔ want mek a vɛks ɔ fred.
Ɛn, if a de, yu mek a no se a de muf kɔmɔt nia yu.
Bikɔs
-wit pis, a de ful misɛf wit Gɔd.
- we de na trɔbul, a de ful-ɔp misɛf wit dɛbul tɛmteshɔn.
O! Mi swit Jizɔs, na big big peshɛnt i tek wit yu! Bikɔs ɛnitin we apin to mi, .
yu noh wan ivin wan mek a alarm o opset.
Yu want mi pafɛkt kol ɛn pis ."
We a bin de na di kayn we aw a kin de, .
A bin fil se a kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn fɛn mi Jizɔs we a rili lɛk.
Bɔt, ɔ!
Aw a bin si misɛf ful-ɔp wit sin dɛn bifo am!
Insay mi a bin fil wan rili strɔng want fɔ kɔnfɛs to Wi Masta.
So, we a tɔn to am, a bigin tɛl am bɔt mi sin dɛn. I bin de lisin to mi . We a dɔn, i tɔn to mi wit wan luk we ful-ɔp wit sɔri-at ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, ."
- if i siriɔs, sin na pɔyzin ɛn na mɔtalman embras fɔ di sol. Nɔto jɔs fɔ di sol, bɔt fɔ ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn we dɛn kin fɛn de.
If na venial, na hug
- we de at ɛn
-we de mek di sol wik ɛn sik, ɛn bak di gud kwaliti dɛn we de de.
Na big big pɔyzin sin we de kil pipul dɛn!
Na in wangren kin wund di sol ɛn kil am! Natin nɔ de we go ambɔg di sol.
Nɔ ɔda tin nɔ go mek i ɔg ɛn et bifo Mi. Na sin nɔmɔ ".
We a bin de tɔk dis, a bin ɔndastand di bad bad tin dɛn we sin de du.
A dɔn de fil pen sote a nɔ no aw fɔ ɛksplen am. Jizɔs, i si se a de sɔfa bikɔs ɔf pen, .
i es in raytan ɔp ɛn tɔk di wɔd dɛn we de sho se dɛn fɔgiv am.
Ɛn i bin tɔk bak se :
"Sin de wund di sol ɛn gi am day."
Di Sakramɛnt fɔ Kɔnfɛs
- de gi am nyu layf, .
- de mɛn in wund dɛn, .
- de gi bak trɛnk to in gud kwaliti dɛn e
dis, mɔ ɔ smɔl, akɔdin to di tin dɛn we de insay de .
Na so dis sakramɛnt de wok ”.
I bin tan lɛk to mi se mi sol de gɛt nyu layf.
Afta we Jizɔs bin pul mi, a nɔ bin fil di sem tin we bin de mɔna mi lɛk aw a bin de fil trade. Mek dɛn tɛl di Masta tɛnki ɛn gɛt glori ɔltɛm!
Dis mɔnin a bin gɛt kɔmyuniɔn.
Fɔ fɛn misɛf wit Jizɔs, a fɛn di Kwin Mama bak. Ɛn i rili fayn:
we a luk di Mama, a si in At chenj to bebi Jizɔs;
A luk di pikin ɛn a si di Mama na in At. Dɔn a mɛmba se na di fɛstival fɔ di Epifani.
Fɔ fala di oli Magi dɛn ɛgzampul, a bin fɔ dɔn lɛk fɔ gi sɔntin to di bebi Jizɔs. Bɔt a nɔ bin gɛt natin fɔ gi am.
Dɔn, tru mi sɔfa, a tink fɔ gi am, .
- lɛk myrrh , mi bɔdi wit ɔl di sɔfa dɛm fɔ di twɛlv ia we a bin dɔn de na bed, rɛdi fɔ sɔfa ɛn kɔntinyu lɛk aw I bin fɔ dɔn lɛk.
" Lɛk gold, a bin gi am di pen dɛn we a kin fil we i de pul mi na in prezɛns,
we na di tin we de mek a fil pen ɛn we de mek a fil pen pas ɔl.
As insɛns , a bin de gi am mi po prea dɛn we de mek dɛn gɛt wanwɔd wit di wan dɛn we di Kwin Mama bin gɛt, so dat dɛn go mek di bebi Jizɔs gladi mɔ.
A bin mek mi ɔf wit tɔtal kɔnfidɛns se di Pikin go aksept am. Bɔt i bin tan lɛk to mi se pan ɔl we Jizɔs bin gri fɔ tek di bad tin we a bin gi mi, di tin we i lɛk pas ɔl na di trɔst we a bin de gi am.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
" Trust gɛt tu an dɛn . "
Wit di fɔs wan , .
- embras mi Yumaniti ɛn
-dɛn kin yuz am as lada fɔ go ɔp to mi Divinity.
Wit di ɔda wan, .
-wan embras mi Divinity ɛn
- torrents of hevenly graces dɛn kin gɛt frɔm am.
So di sol de ful-ɔp wit di divayn Bi.
We di sol trɔst, i shɔ se i go gɛt wetin i aks fɔ:
A kin kip mi an dɛn tay ɛn
A de mek di sol du wetin i want.
A mek i go insay dip dip wan insay mi At, a mek i tek wetin i aks mi.
If a nɔ du am, a go fil insay wan stet fɔ vaylɛns to di sol ".
As I de tɔk dis, strim dɛn we gɛt rɔm bin de kɔmɔt na di Pikin in Brest (ɔ frɔm di Mama in Brest).
(bot a no sabi ehksaktli wetin a kol lik ya) we bin flod mi ohl sol. Den di kwin mama bin disappear. .
Leta, mi ɛn di Pikin bin go insay di vault na ɛvin. A si in fayn fayn fes we gɛt sɔri-at.
A se to misɛf: "Maybe yu want di caresses of di kwin mama."
A pres mi at ɛn bebi Jizɔs tek wan gladi gladi luk. Udat go se wetin apin da tɛm de bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs?
A nɔ gɛt di langwej fɔ sho am ɔ di ɛksprɛshɔn dɛn fɔ diskraib am.
A bin tɛl misɛf insay mi at se:
"Udat go se hau moch mistek and mistek dis tins we a de rait de get?"
Na da tɛm de a bin fil lɛk se a de lɔs kɔnshɛns ɛn blɛsin Jizɔs kam.
Ɛn i tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, ivin yu mistek go helep to klarify se no intentional deception de fo yu pat and."
dat yu nɔto dɔktɔ (bikɔs if yu bin de yu go no usay yu de waka waka).
Dɛn go mek am klia mɔ se a de tɔk to una
at least fɔ di wan dɛn we kin si tin dɛn simpul wan.
Bɔt a de tɛl una se dɛn nɔ go fɛn
- nɔto shado fɔ vays, .
- nɔto sɔntin we se "virtue".
Bikɔs we yu de rayt, misɛf de gayd yu an.
At mɔs, dɛn go ebul fɔ fɛn sɔntin we, .
- we yu luk am fɔs, i tan lɛk se i rɔng, .
-bɔt dat, if dɛn luk mɔ, i kɔrɛkt to di Trut. Dat se, i bin lɔs.
Afta sɔm awa, .
- we a bin de fil kɔnfyus ɛn nɔ kɔmfyut bɔt wetin i bin dɔn tɛl mi,
I kam bak ɛn ad se :
" Mi lɛgsi na Fam ɛn Stebiliti . A nɔ de ɔnda ɛni chenj. "
Di mɔ wan sol de kam nia Mi ɛn go bifo pan di rod fɔ gud kwaliti, na di mɔ i de fil strɔng ɛn stebul na di gud tin dɛn.
Bɔt nɔto dat nɔmɔ
- di fawe i de frɔm Mi, .
- di mכr i de inklin fכ oscillate bitwin gud εn bad ".
We a bin de na mi ɔspitul stet, mi gud Jizɔs sho insɛf to mi insay wan bad bad stet.
Dɛn bin tay in an dɛn tayt tayt wan, dɛn bin kɔba in fes wit sputum, ɛn bɔku pipul dɛn bin de slap am bɔku bɔku wan.
As fɔ am, .
I bin kwayɛt ɛn pis bin de , .
- we nɔ de muv e
- we nɔ de mek wan kɔmplen.
I nɔ ivin muv wan aylid.
So i sho se i want fɔ sɔfa dɛn bad bad tin dɛn ya, .
- nɔto jɔs na do, .
- bɔt bak insay.
Dis na tin we de mek pɔsin fil fayn, we ebul fɔ brok di at dɛn we at pas ɔl!
Aw bɔku tin dis Fes we gɛt dɔti ɛn sputum we nɔ fayn dɔn tɛl mi!
A bin rili fred bad bad wan. A bin de shek shek.
A bin si misɛf ful-ɔp wit prawd fɔ rɛspɛkt am.
I bin tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, na di smɔl wan dɛn nɔmɔ de alaw fɔ mek dɛn trit dɛnsɛf lɛk aw dɛn want:
-nɔto di wan dɛn we smɔl fɔ mɔtalman rizin, .
-bɔt di wan dɛn we smɔl ɛn ful-ɔp wit divayn rizin.
A kin se a ɔmbul.
Bɔt wetin insay mɔtalman we dɛn kɔl ɔmbul, dɛn fɔ kɔl am fɔ no bɔt insɛf. We nɔ no insɛf de waka na lay ».
Dɔn, fɔ sɔm minit, i nɔ tɔk natin. A bin de tink gud wan bɔt am.
Ɛn a si wan an we gɛt layt we de luk fɔ mi.
-na di ples dεm we de intimayt εn ayd pas כl, fכ si if yu kin fכn dεm
- fɔ no yusɛf e
- lɔv fɔ shem, kɔnfyushɔn ɛn shem .
Di layt bin fɛn wan ples we nɔ gɛt natin na mi insay
Ɛn a bin si se dis ples go mɔs dɔn ful-ɔp wit shem ɛn kɔnfyushɔn, a fala di ɛgzampul we mi blɛsin Jizɔs bin gi.
O! Aw bɔku tin dɛn dis layt ɛn oli abit we Jizɔs gɛt bin mek a ɔndastand.A tɛl misɛf se:
« Wan Gɔd we shem ɛn kɔnfyus fɔ mi lɔv.
Mi, wan sina we dɛn pul dɛn mak dɛn ya we de sho se dɛn gɛt difrɛns!
Wan Gɔd we tinap tranga wan ɛn we tinap tranga wan, we, pan ɔl we bɔku bɔku tin dɛn de we nɔ rayt, .
i nɔ kin ivin muf fɔ pul di dɔti spit we kɔba in fes. Ah! If i bin want fɔ rijek dɛn sɔfa ya, dɛn vɛksteshɔn ya, i go ebul fɔ du am pafɛkt wan!
a ɔndastand
- nɔto di chen dɛn de ol am bak na dis sityueshɔn, .
- bɔt in stebul Wil we want fɔ sev di mɔtalman rays pan ɛni kɔst!
Ɛn mi, usay mi shem dɛn de?
Usay mi strɔng ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ wok fɔ di lɔv we Jizɔs ɛn mi neba gɛt!
O! Na mi ɛn Jizɔs bi pipul dɛn we nɔ fiba! "
We mi smɔl bren bin de lɔs pan dɛn tin ya we a bin de tink bɔt, mi Jizɔs we a lɛk bin tɛl mi se :
"Mi Yumaniti dɔn ful-ɔp wit misfɔstan ɛn shem, te i dɔn ful-ɔp."
Na dat mek, we a de si mi gud kwaliti dɛn, .
-Di skay ɛn di wɔl de shek shek ɛn
- di sol dɛm we lɛk mi de yuz mi Yumaniti as lada fɔ rich sɔm riflekshɔn dɛm fɔ mi gud kwaliti dɛm.
"Tɛl mi: kɔmpia to mi ɔmbul, usay yu yon de? Na mi nɔmɔ go ebul fɔ bost fɔ tru tru ɔmbul."
Yunayt wit mi Divinity, mi Yumaniti bin fɔ dɔn wok mirekul
-na ɛvri step, wit wɔd ɛn du, bɔt, bay wilful, .
-A dɔn limited misɛf to di limit dɛm fɔ mi Yumaniti,
-A sho misɛf di wan dɛn we po pas ɔlman,
"A dɔn kam na di say we a de kɔnfyus wit pipul dɛn we de sin."
] ‘bin fɔ dɔn du di Ridɛmshɔn insay rili shɔt tɛm, ɛn ivin insay wan wɔd.
Bɔt
-fɔ bɔku ia, .
-wit bɔku bɔku privashɔn ɛn sɔfa, .
A bin want fɔ mek man in misɛf dɛn bi mi yon.
A bin want fɔ gi misɛf fɔ du bɔku ɛn difrɛn tin dɛn
so dat mɔtalman go gɛt nyu ɛn bi divin, ivin insay in smɔl smɔl wok dɛn.
Briŋ dɛn mɔtalman wok ya to Mi we na bin Gɔd ɛn mɔtalman
bin gɛt nyu splɛndo ɛn
dɛn bin mak dɛn wit di sil we se Gɔd na Gɔd.
Ayd insay mi Yumaniti, .
mi Divinity dɔn kam dɔŋ sote i put insɛf pan di lɛvɛl we mɔtalman de du.
Wail wit wan simpul akt of mi Will a bin fit kriet wan infinite nomba of wold
-dat bin fɔ dɔn pas di misɛf ɛn wikɛd tin dɛn we dis mɔtalman gɛt!
Bifo Gɔd in jɔstis, .
A dɔn pik fɔ si mi Yumaniti kɔba wit ɔl di sin dɛn we mɔtalman dɔn du we a bin gɛt fɔ fɔgiv fɔ.
frɔm pen we nɔ pɔsibul fɔ biliv ɛn
shed ɔl mi Blɔd!
Na so a dɔn kɔntinyu fɔ du tin dɛn we de sho se a put misɛf dɔŋ . Di big difrɛns bitwin mi ɔmbul ɛn di wan we krichɔ dɛn gɛt
-we, bifo mi yon, na shado nɔmɔ- ivin di wan we mi sɛnt dɛn gɛt-,
na dɛn tin dɛn de we Gɔd mek
- na stil krichɔ ɛn
-A nɔ no di tru wet fɔ sin lɛk aw a de du.
Pan ɔl
-sɔm sol dɛn bin heroic ɛn
- na mi ɛgzampul dɛn bin ɔfrɛd dɛnsɛf fɔ sɔfa di pen we ɔda pipul dɛn de fil, dɛn nɔ difrɛn frɔm ɔda pipul dɛn: dɛn mek dɛn wit di sem kle.
Simpul tin fɔ tink
- se dɛn sɔfa na di kɔz fɔ nyu bɛnifit fɔ dɛn, ɛn
- glorify Gɔd, .
na big big ɔnɔ fɔ dɛn.
Dɔn bak, na di sɛklɔ we Gɔd put dɛn nɔmɔ de mek di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek.
Dɛn nɔ go ebul fɔ go pas di say dɛn we dis sɛklɔ gɛt. O!
If i bin de na dɛn pawa fɔ du ɛn pul dɛn, .
-aw bohku oda tin dem no go du. Ɔlman go go na di sta dɛn!
Bifo dat, mi Yumaniti we a dɔn bi gɔd nɔ bin gɛt say fɔ stɔp.
Bɔt na mɔtalman nɔmɔ bin ebul fɔ du am.
so dat ɔl in wok dɛn go wev wit heroic humility.
na in bin de mek ɔl di bad bad tin dɛn we bin de apin na di wɔl .
Ɛn mi
- bay we yu de yuz dis gud kwaliti, .
-A bin gɛt fɔ atrak ɔl di guds dɛn we di Divinity gɛt to man dɛn.
No gud gudnɛs nɔ de kɔmɔt na mi tron pas fɔ put misɛf dɔŋ. Dɛn nɔ go ebul fɔ gɛt ɛni rikwest frɔm mi, pas nɔmɔ i gɛt di sayn fɔ sho se i ɔmbul.
No prea nɔ de we mi Yes de yɛri ɛn nɔ de muv mi At fɔ gɛt sɔri-at, .
if i nɔ gɛt sɛnt wit ɔmbul.
"If di krichɔ nɔ go ɔl di we."
-fɔ pwɛl insay de dis sɔch fɔ ɔna ɛn sɛlf-ɛstimɛnt (we de pwɛl bay we dɛn lɛk fɔ et, shem ɛn kɔnfyus),
- i go fil lɛk wan brayd we gɛt chukchuk rawnd in at, ɛn
- I go gɛt wan void na in at
we go ɔltɛm bia am ɛn go kip am rili difrɛn frɔm mi Mɔs oli Yumaniti.
If i nɔ lɛk fɔ put pipul dɛn dɔŋ, .
at mɔst i kin ebul fɔ no dɛnsɛf smɔl, .
bɔt i nɔ go shayn bifo mi, .
drɛs di fayn ɛn fayn klos we de sho se i ɔmbul ".
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk ɔl di tin dɛn we a ɔndastand
-di gud kwaliti fɔ ɔmbul e
-di kɔrɛleshɔn bitwin fɔ no yusɛf ɛn fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ?
I tan lɛk se a dɔn ɔndastand di difrɛns bitwin dɛn tu gud kwaliti dɛn ya, bɔt a nɔ gɛt di wɔd dɛn fɔ sho am. Fɔ tɔk sɔntin bɔt am, a go yuz wan ɛgzampul .
Imajin wan po man
- udat no udat po ɛn
- we, fɔ pipul dɛn
we nɔ sabi am e
we go biliv se dɛn gɛt sɔntin, .
- de sho klia wan se i po.
Wi kin se bɔt dis man
- we sabi insɛf, .
-dat de tɛl di tru ɛn, .
-dat so dɛn go lɛk am mɔ.
I go mek ɔda pipul dɛn gɛt sɔri-at fɔ in bad bad tin. Dɛn ɔl go ɛp am.
Dis na wetin de mek pɔsin no bɔt insɛf.
Bɔt wetin yu go du if dis man, .
- shem fɔ sho se i po, .
- bin bost se i jɛntri, we ɔlman go no
-we no ivin geht di klos we i de wear e
- we de day wit angri. Ɔlman go et am, .
-nɔbɔdi nɔ go ɛp am ɛn i go bi di laf stok fɔ ɔl di wan dɛn we sabi am.
Dis bad bad tin go kɔmɔt bad bad wan ɛn leta i go day.
Dis na wetin prawd de mek bifo Gɔd ɛn bifo mɔtalman. Di wan we nɔ no insɛf
- ɔtomɛtik wan de tɔn away frɔm di Trut e
- de ɔndatak di rod dɛm fɔ lay.
Wan ɔda kayn we de fɔ put wisɛf dɔŋ we kin kɔmɔt bak frɔm we pɔsin no bɔt insɛf.
Imajin wan jɛntriman, .
bɔn insay kɔmfɔt ɛn jɛntri, e
we pipul dɛn no gud gud wan se na so i bi.
Bɔt, we wi tink bɔt di big big shem we Wi Masta Jizɔs Krays dɔn put insɛf dɔŋ fɔ mek wi lɛk wi, .
- fɔdɔm insay lɔv wit oli ɔmbul, .
- lɛf in jɛntri ɛn kɔmfɔt, .
- pul in nobul klos ɛn kɔba insɛf wit rag. Layf dɛn we dɛn nɔ no bɔt. I nɔ de tɛl ɛnibɔdi udat i bi.
I de liv wit di wan dɛn we po pas ɔlman lɛk se in ikwal to dɛn. I kin gladi we dɛn nɔ lɛk am ɛn i kin kɔnfyus.
Insay dis man wi de si wetin de apin to di oli wan dɛn
-we de shem dɛnsɛf mɔ ɛn mɔ e
Udat no se na so PAPA GƆD de ful dɛn wit in gudnɛs ɛn in gift dɛn.
Insay dɛn ɛgzampul ya, lɛ wi si
dat fɔ no yusɛf we yu nɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ nɔ gɛt wan yus, .
dat fɔ no yusɛf we yu put yusɛf dɔŋ, kin bi sɔntin we gɛt valyu.
Oh yes! Fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ
- atrak gris, .
-brɛk di chen dɛn we strɔng pas ɔl e
- de win ɛvri barɛri bitwin di sol ɛn Gɔd.
Fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ na di plant we de gro ɔltɛm ɛn we gɛt flawa
-we nɔ kin izi fɔ mek wom it am, ɛn
-we nɔ go ebul fɔ pwɛl ɔ shrivel bikɔs ɔf briz, ays blɔk ɔ ɔt.
Pan ɔl we na di plant we smɔl pas ɔl, i de divɛlɔp di big big branch dɛn we de go insay Ɛvin ɛn jɔyn wit di At fɔ Wi Masta. Na di branch dɛn nɔmɔ we kɔmɔt na dis smɔl plant gɛt dɛn fri ɛntrɛ dɛn na dis fayn fayn At.
Fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ na sɔl
-dat sizin ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn ɛn
- protεkt di sol frכm di kכrapshכn fכ sin.
Fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ na di smɔl gras we de gro nia di rod dɛn.
I kin lɔs we dɛn step am bɔt afta dat i kin gro bak fayn fayn wan pas aw i bin de bifo.
Humility na dat domestik graft we de ennobles di wayl plant. Na di kɔyn we gɛt gudnɛs.
Fɔ put wisɛf dɔŋ na di mun we de gayd wi na di daknɛs na nɛt fɔ dis layf. Fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ na di biznɛsman we gɛt sɛns
-udat sabi aw fɔ sɛl dɛn prɔpati e
-we nɔ de west ivin wan sɛnt pan di gudnɛs we dɛn dɔn gi am. Fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ na di ki fɔ Ɛvin usay nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ go insay if yu nɔ gɛt am.
Fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ na di smayl we Gɔd ɛn ɔl di ɛvin de smayl ɛn di kray we ɔl di ɛlfaya de kray.
Dis mɔnin, mi fayn fayn Jizɔs kam ɛn go we i nɔ tɔk to mi. Leta, a bin fil se a de kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
We i tɔn in bak, i tɛl mi se :
"Insay bɔku pipul dɛn nɔ gɛt jɔstis igen. Dɛn se:
"As long as tins de go on laik dis, wi no go bi saksesful fo wi projek dem."
So wi de mek lɛk se wi gɛt gud abit dɛn, wi de mek lɛk se wi de du wetin rayt, wi de mek lɛk se wi na tru tru padi dɛn. So, i go izi fɔ wev wi nɛtwɔk ɛn yuz am bad bad wan.
We wi kam to dɛn fɔ du bad to dɛn ɛn it dɛn, .
- dɛn, we biliv se wi na padi, go fɔdɔm na wi an bay dɛnsɛf."
Dis na di levul we di snik man kin rich. "Leta, desiring special reparation from me, .
I bin tan lɛk se Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin bin tek mi layf bay we i bin de prich mi to Gɔd in jɔstis.
Wit in we, a bin tink se i go mek a kɔmɔt na dis layf.
Dis na di rizin we mek a tɛl am se: "Masta, a nɔ want fɔ go insay ɛvin we yu nɔ gɛt yu mak fɔ difrɛns. Krɔs mi fɔs ɛn afta dat briŋ mi kam".
"I bin de chuk mi an ɛn fut wit nel. Ɛn as i de du dat, i rili rigrɛt mi,
-A disappear en fain mi sef fo mai bodi. A bin tɛl misɛf insay mi at se:
"Na ya a de bak! Ah! Aw many tɛm yu dɔn du dis to mi, mi dia Jizɔs."
Yu get wan speshal art fo tek dis shot fo mi:
Yu mek a biliv se a go day, .
-we de mek a laf di wɔl ɛn di pen dɛn
-tɛl mi se di separeshɔn frɔm yu dɔn dɔn.
Dɔn, we a bigin fɔ gladi, .
A stil de si se a lɔk mi na di prizin fɔ dis bɔdi we nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ trɛnk.
Fɔseka dat, .
- fɔgɛt bɔt mi gladi at, .
A de kam bak to mi kray wata, mi kɔmplen ɛn di sɔfa we a de sɔfa we a separet frɔm yu.
Ah! Sa, kam bak jisnɔ, bikɔs a rili fil bad."
Afta a bin gɛt rili bita de dɛn we a nɔ bin gɛt bɛtɛ tin fɔ du, mi po at bin de tray tranga wan bitwin di fred we a bin de fred se a go lɔs Jizɔs sote go ɛn
- di op se maybe a go si am bak.
Et! Na big big wɔ we bin de mek a gɛt blɔd we mi at bin gɛt fɔ sɔpɔt! Di sɔfa we i bin de sɔfa bin so
-dat insay wan mɔnt i frɔz ɛn,
- na di nɛks mɔnt, i bin tan lɛk ɔnda di prɛs ɛn disgust di blɔd.
We a bin de na dis stet, a bin fil mi swit Jizɔs nia mi. I pul di vel we bin kɔba mi yay ɛn, leta, a bin ebul fɔ si am.
A tɛl am wantɛm wantɛm se:
"Oh Lord, yu no laik mi mo?"
I ansa se:
"Yes, yes, a laik yu! Wetin a rikomenda na di korrespondens to mai gras."
Ɛn, fɔ mek yu fetful, yu fɔ tan lɛk di ɛko
we de resɔn na di atmosfɛs e
we, jɔs lɛk aw pɔsin bigin fɔ mek pipul dɛn yɛri in vɔys, wantɛm wantɛm, ɛn i nɔ de delay smɔl, i de ripit wetin i yɛri.
Na so yu fɔ du am.
As yu bigin fɔ gɛt mi gudnɛs so, .
nɔ ivin wet fɔ mek a dɔn fɔ gi yu am, .
yu fɔ bigin fɔ ɛko yu kɔrɛspɔndɛns wantɛm wantɛm."
A kɔntinyu fɔ lɛf fɔ gɛt mi swit Jizɔs ɔltogɛda.
Mi layf bin de flɔ wit pen. A bin fil wan big boredom, wan big taya fɔ liv! Insay mi a bin de tink se: "O! I dɔn te we a de na ɔda kɔntri fɔ lɔng tɛm!"
O! Wetin mi gladi go bi if a ebul fɔ pul di bon dɛn na dis bɔdi. So mi sol go flay fri wan to mi big big gud!».
Wan tink bin krɔs mi maynd: "Wetin if a go na ɛlfaya!"
Fɔ mek di dɛbul nɔ atak mi pan dis pɔynt, a bin kwik fɔ tɔk se:
"Den, ivin fo ɛl, a go sɛn mi sighs to mi swit Jizɔs; de sɛf, a go lɛk".
Pan ɔl we a bin de ɛnjɔy dɛn tin ya ɛn bɔku ɔda tin dɛn (i go tek tu lɔng tɛm fɔ tɔk bɔt dɛn ɔl), Jizɔs we a bin gɛt gud at bin sho insɛf fɔ shɔt tɛm ɛn, insay wan siriɔs tɔyn , i bin tɛl mi se:
"Yu tɛm nɔ kam yet."
Insay wan intɛlektual layt, i mek a ɔndastand se ɔltin fɔ ɔda insay wan sol.
Di sol gɛt bɔku smɔl smɔl rum dɛn, .
- wan fɔ ɛni gud kwaliti, .
- ɛni gud kwaliti gɛt wit am ɔl di ɔda wan dɛn, insay wan we we
- if i tan lɛk se di sol gɛt wan gud kwaliti nɔmɔ, .
-dis de kכmכn wit כl di כda wan dεm.
Bɔt di gud kwaliti dɛn ɔl difrɛn ɛn ɛni wan pan dɛn gɛt in ples na di sol. Dɛn ɔl kɔmɔt frɔm di Oli Triniti we, .
pan ɔl we na wan, .
we gɛt tri difrɛn pipul dɛn.
A bin ɔndastand bak se ɛni wan pan di sol chɛmba dɛn na, .
-ɔ ful-ɔp wit wan gud kwaliti, .
-ɔ fɔ di ɔpɔzit vays.
If no gud ɔ bad tin nɔ de, i de kɔntinyu fɔ ɛmti.
I bin tan lɛk se mi sol tan lɛk os we gɛt
-bɔku rum dɛn, .
- ɔl ɛmti.
-sɔm ful-ɔp wit snek, .
-na smɔl dɔti, .
- ɔda dak dɛn.
Ah! Masta, na yu nɔmɔ go ebul fɔ put mi po sol insay ɔda!
Di sem stet bin kɔntinyu fɔ de.
Dis mɔnin Jizɔs pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
Afta a wet fɔ lɔng tɛm, i bin tan lɛk se dis tɛm a si am klia wan.
Bɔt, a bin luk so bad dat a nɔ bin de fred fɔ tɔk wan wɔd.
Wi bin de luk wisɛf, bɔt wi nɔ bin de tɔk natin.
Tru dɛn wan ya we a bin de luk dɛnsɛf, a bin ɔndastand se Jizɔs bin ful-ɔp wit bita at.
Bɔt a nɔ bin de fred fɔ tɛl am se: “Pɔt yu bita at insay mi.”
Bɔt i kam nia mi ɛn bigin fɔ tɔn in bad bad tin dɛn. Afta a dɔn gɛt am, a nɔ bin ebul fɔ kɔntrol am ɛn a trowe am bak na grɔn.
Dɔn i tɛl mi se: "Wetin yu de du de? Yu nɔ want fɔ sheb mi bita at igen? Yu nɔ want fɔ pul mi pen igen?"
A tɛl am se: "Masta, nɔto se a nɔ want. A nɔ no wetin apin to mi. A fil so ful-ɔp wit yu bita bita we a nɔ gɛt ples fɔ kɔntinyu am. Na wan prodigy nɔmɔ na yu pat kin ebul." mek mi insay big big wan.
So a kin risiv yu bita ".
Jizɔs mek wan big sayn fɔ di krɔs pan mi ɛn tɔn in bita at bak. Dis tɛm i bin tan lɛk se a ebul fɔ kɔntrol am.
Dɔn i se : “
Mi gyal pikin, mortifikeshɔn tan lɛk faya
-dat de dray ɔl di bad bad mud dɛm we de na di sol ɛn
-we de flɔd am wit wan stet fɔ maynd fɔ oli, we de bɔn di gud kwaliti dɛn we fayn pas ɔl ".
Jizɔs bin kam bɔku tɛm, bɔt i bin de nɔ tɔk natin ɔltɛm. A bin fil ɛmti insay mi ɛn a bin de fil pen.
Bikɔs a nɔ bin ebul fɔ yɛri in swit Voys. Bak fɔ kɔrej mi, i tɛl mi se :
" Grɛs na di layf we di sol gɛt . "
As di sol de gi layf to di bɔdi, na so di gudnɛs de gi layf to di sol.
I nɔ go du fɔ mek di bɔdi gɛt sol fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ liv in layf, .
i nid fɔ it bak fɔ mek i go ebul fɔ rich in ful ayt.
So, fɔ di sol, i nɔ go du fɔ mek i gɛt di gudnɛs fɔ mek i kɔntinyu fɔ liv, bɔt i nid fɔ it bak so dat i go ebul fɔ rich in ful ayt.
Ɛn dis it na di kɔrɛspɔndɛns to di gudnɛs.
Grɛs ɛn kɔrɛspɔndɛns to gris de mek wan chen we de kɛr di sol go na Ɛvin.
To di extent we di sol kɔrɛkt to gras, di link dɛm fɔ dis chen de fɔm ".
Ɛn i bin tɔk bak se :
«Wetin na di paspɔt fɔ go insay di kiŋdɔm we gɛt gudnɛs? Na fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ.
Di sol we de luk in natin ɔltɛm ɛn no se i nɔto natin pas dɔst ɛn briz
i de abop pan di gudnɛs we go mek i tan lɛk in masta.
We yu tek kɔntrol, di gudnɛs de lid di sol na di rod fɔ ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn
ɛn mek i rich di ayt dɛn we i go pafɛkt.
If yu nɔ gɛt gudnɛs, di sol tan lɛk di bɔdi we dɔn pul insɛf kɔmɔt nia in sol
-we ful-ɔp wit wom ɛn rɔtin ɛn we de mek di yay fred.
So, if pɔsin nɔ gɛt gudnɛs, di sol kin rili bad so dat i kin mek pipul dɛn nɔ de luk am, bɔt na Gɔd insɛf de luk am. "
Dis mɔnin a si misɛf na wan stet we a nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ op, pas ɔl bikɔs dɛn nɔ bin gɛt Jizɔs in prezɛns, mi Gud we pas ɔl.
I bin introdyus insɛf ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Diskɔrejmɛnt na pɔyzin stet ɔf maynd we de infɛkt di flawa dɛn we fayn pas ɔl ɛn dɛn frut dɛn we fayn pas ɔl."
Dis pɔyzin kɔmɛnt kin go insay di tik in rut dɛn, .
- komplitli impregnate am, .
- we de mek i dray εn bi repulsive.
If pɔsin nɔ mɛn am bay we i wata am wit di ɔpɔzit mud, di tik go fɔdɔm. So na wit di sol we de plɔmp insay di pɔyzin mud fɔ diskɔrejmɛnt ".
Afta dɛn wɔd ya we Jizɔs tɔk, a bin stil fil bad, ɔltin bin lɔk misɛf.
Ɛn a bin si misɛf so bad dat a nɔ bin de fred fɔ rɔn go to am.
Mi maynd bin de tɔk to insɛf se:
"I nɔ gɛt wan yus fɔ mi fɔ op fɔ lɔng tɛm insay in kɔntinyu visit dɛm, insay in gris dɛm, insay in charisma dɛm lɛk bifo. Fɔ mi ɔltin dɔn dɔn".
I bin lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ Jizɔs tɔk bad bɔt mi, i bin tɔk bak se :
"Wetin yu de du? Wetin yu de du?"
Yu nɔ no se we pɔsin nɔ gɛt trɔst, dat kin mek di sol day?
We di sol tink se i go day, i nɔ no
-aw fɔ dispɔz layf, .
-aw fɔ gɛt gudnɛs, .
-aw fɔ yuz am, .
-aw fɔ mek yusɛf fayn mɔ ɔ
-aw fɔ du sɔntin fɔ mɛn yusɛf frɔm in fɔlt."
Ah! Sa, i tan lɛk se a de si
dis gɔst we de mek pipul dɛn nɔ trɔst dɛnsɛf, .
- we nɔ klin, tin, we de fred ɛn we de shek shek e
-we, wit ɔl in art, wit nɔ ɔda inschrumɛnt pas fɔ fred, de kɛr di sol go na di ol.
Ɛn wetin wɔs pas dat, dis gɔst nɔ de sho insɛf as ɛnimi. Bikɔs da tɛm de di sol bin ebul fɔ pul in mask.
Bifo dat, i de sho insɛf as padi.
I kin go insay sikrit wan, i kin mek lɛk se i de sɔfa wit in sol ɛn se i rɛdi fɔ day wit am.
Ɛn if di sol nɔ tek tɛm, i nɔ go no aw fɔ pul dis ful.
We a bin de kɔntinyu fɔ de na di sem stet, bɔt wit smɔl mɔ maynd, Jizɔs we a lɛk pas ɔl bin kam ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, sɔm tɛm di sol kin mit vays fes to fes. If, gɛda in kɔrej,
- triumph oba dis enemi, .
- di opozit gud kwaliti de bi brayt εn mכr rut insay de.
Bɔt di sol fɔ tek tɛm
- nɔ fɔ gi di rop we dɛn kin huk wit, .
-dis kכd na di lכk fכ kכnfidεns.
Dis go bi
- de εkspεnd in at insay trɔst, .
- we i de liv na di sɛklɔ fɔ Tru, we na di no bɔt in natin ".
Dis mɔnin, afta dɛn dɔn gɛt kɔmyuniɔn, .
A bin si mi Jizɔs we a rili lɛk, bɔt a bin si wan nyu abit. I bin luk siriɔs, i nɔ bin want fɔ du natin, ɛn i bin want fɔ kɔl mi. Na big big chenj.
Bifo a fil fri, mi po at bin fil
-we dɛn de mek sɔfa, .
-we dɛn dɔn freym
frɔm dis kayn we aw Jizɔs bin de biev we nɔ kɔmɔn.
Bɔt bikɔs dɛn nɔ bin ebul fɔ de wit mi insay di de dɛn we dɔn pas, a bin fil se a rili nid fɔ ɛp mi.
I bin tɛl mi se:
"Lɛk laym gɛt pawa."
- devour di tin dεm we dεn dכn insay de, so mortification gεt di pawa
- de it di imperfεkshכn dεm εn di dεfekt dεm we dεn fכnshכn na di sol.
I go fa fawe te to di spiritualization of di bodi.
Dɛn kin put am nia di sol ɛn i de sial ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn.
Te i dɔn it yu sol ɛn yu bɔdi fayn fayn wan, .
i nɔ go ebul fɔ sial pafɛkt wan insay una di sayn dɛn we de sho se dɛn dɔn nel mi na di tik ».
Dɔn dɛn chuk mi an ɛn mi fut dɛn.
(A nɔ shɔ udat na bin, pan ɔl we i bin tan lɛk to mi se na enjɛl). Dɔn, wit wan spia we i pul na in At, Jizɔs pas mi at, .
we bin de mek a fil pen bad bad wan.
Dɔn i lɔs, ɛn dis bin mek a fil bad pas aw a bin de fil bifo.
a ɔndastand
-dat i bin nid fɔ mek mɔtifikeshɔn bi padi we nɔ go ɛva separet fɔ mi,
-bɔt dat insay mi nɔ bin ivin gɛt di shado fɔ padi biznɛs wit am!
"Ah! Masta, tay mi to mortification wit wan indissoluble padiship. Bikɔs, mi wan, mi we dɛn ɔl na rustik."
Nɔ si se a de wɛlkɔm insɛf fayn fayn wan, .
- mortifikeshɔn bi ɔl rɛspɛkt fɔ mi;
- ɔltɛm de spay mi, de fred se wan de a go kɔmplit wan tɔn mi bak pan am. I nɔ go ɛva dɔn in big big wok.
As lɔng as wi de nia di nɛf dɛn we nɔ gɛt shea, in wɔndaful an dɛn nɔ go rich to mi.
-wok pan mi e
-prɛzɛnt yusɛf bifo Jizɔs as wok we fit fɔ in oli an dɛn.
Dis mɔnin, afta we Jizɔs dɔn mek a fil di pen we a sɔfa pan di tik, i tɛl mi se:
"Frɔm di gud ɔ bad briz we pɔsin de blo, in bɔdi de klin ɔ gɛt di sik."
Mortifikeshɔn fɔ bi di ays fɔ di sol.
Frɔm di briz we di sol de blo, wi kin no if i gɛt wɛlbɔdi ɔ i sik.
If pɔsin blo wan briz we de mek pɔsin fil bad, .
ɔltin go klin insay de;
ɔl in sɛns dɛn go ple wit di sem sawnd we de kɔrɛkt.
Bɔt if i nɔ blo wan briz we de mek i fil bad, .
ɔltin go nɔ gri pan am;
go gɛt wan briz we nɔ fayn.
Pan ɔl we i de tam wan tin we i lɛk, ɔda wan go bɔku. Im laif go bi pikin ple."
I bin tan lɛk se a de si mɔtifikeshɔn as myuzik inschrumɛnt we, .
-if in string dεm כl gud εn strכng, i de prodyuz wan harmonious sawnd.
- if yu string dεm nכ de fכ gud kwaliti, .
dɔn wi fɔ adap wan, dɔn wi fɔ adap di ɔda wan, ɛn so ɔltɛm, .
so yu fɔ ajɔst di inschrumɛnt ɔltɛm we yu nɔ go ɛva ebul fɔ ple am.
Ɛn if yu tray fɔ ple am, yu jɔs de yɛri sawnd dɛn we nɔ gri wit dɛnsɛf.
Dis mɔnin mi fayn fayn Jizɔs kam ɛn pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi. A dɔn si bɔku pipul dɛn de du sɔntin.
Bɔt a nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk if na wɔ ɔ na bin rivɔlɔshɔn. As fɔ wi Masta, .
- pipul bin jis de wev krawn wit chukchuk fo am. Pan ɔl we a tek tɛm tek wan pan am, .
- dɛn put ɔda wan ivin mɔ pen.
Ah! I tan lɛk to mi se dɛn go dinay wi ej bikɔs ɔf in prawd! Di bad bad tin we apin pas ɔl, .
-de lɔs kɔntrol pan in ed.
Bikɔs, wans pɔsin dɔn lɔs kɔntrol pan in ed ɛn in bren, .
-ɔl in mɛmba dɛn kin bi disabled, .
-ɔ bi ɛnimi fɔ dɛnsɛf.
Mi peshɛnt Jizɔs bin de bia ɔl dɛn krawn ya we gɛt chukchuk.
As a kɛr dɛn go, i tɔn to di pipul dɛn ɛn tɛl dɛn se:
"Sɔm de na wɔ, ɔda wan dɛn de na prizin, ɔda wan dɛn de we atkwek de."
Na smɔl wan dɛn nɔmɔ go lɛf.
Prawd dɔn rul yu layf ɛn prawd go gi yu day."
Afta dat, bay we i pul mi midul dɛn pipul ya, blɛsin Jizɔs tɔn to pikin.
A bin de kɛr am na mi an so dat i go rɛst.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Bitwin mi ɛn yu, ."
- se ɔltin na fɔ mi; Ɛn
-dat wetin yu go gi to krichɔ dɛn nɔto ɔda tin pas di ɔvaflɔ we wi lɔv de ful-ɔp."
Mi blɛsin Jizɔs bin de kɔntinyu fɔ kam.
Afta i dɔn gɛt kɔmyuniɔn, i mek di pen dɛn we a bin de sɔfa pan di tik bak insay mi. A bin rili kɔle dat a bin fil se a nid fɔ gɛt rilif.
Bɔt a nɔ bin de fred fɔ aks.
Jɔs afta dat, Jizɔs kam bak lɛk pikin ɛn kis mi bɔku tɛm.
Frɔm in rili klin lip dɛn, wan rili swit milk bin de kɔmɔt we a bin de drink big big gulp dɛn. We a bin de du dis , i tɛl mi se : .
Mi na di flawa we de na di Paradays we de na ɛvin
Di perfume we a de exhale laik ol di Heven, de fragrant.
Mi na di Layt we de shayn ɔlsay na ɛvin ; ɔlman de imbu wit dis Layt. Mi oli wan dɛn de pul dɛn smɔl smɔl lamp dɛn frɔm Mi.
No layt nɔ de na Ɛvin we dɛn nɔ pul frɔm dis Layt."
Oh yes! No sɛnt nɔ de we de sho se pɔsin gɛt gud kwaliti if Jizɔs nɔ de.
If layt nɔ de, layt nɔ de, ivin na di ay ay ples dɛn.
Mi kain Jizɔs dɔn bigin bak di de dɛn we i bin de du ɔltɛm. Mek i gɛt blɛsin ɔltɛm! Fɔ tru, pɔsin fɔ gɛt di peshɛnt we wan sɛnt gɛt fɔ wok wit am. Di wan dɛn we nɔ bin dɔn ɛkspiriɛns am nɔ go ebul fɔ biliv am.
I nɔ go izi fɔ lɛ wi nɔ tɔk to am smɔl.
Afta we i bin de peshɛnt we i bin de wet fɔ am fɔ lɔng tɛm, i bin dɔn kam ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, di gift fɔ klin nɔto natura gift, bɔt na gris we dɛn dɔn gɛt. Di sol de gɛt am bay we i de bi atraktiv tru mortifikeshɔn ɛn sɔfa. Oh! Aw di sol dɛn we de sɔfa ɛn we de sɔfa kin bi atraktiv."
A gɛt so teist fɔ dɛn dat a de kray fɔ am. Ɛnitin we dɛn want, a kin gi dɛn.
Wen yu depriv mi
we na di sɔfa we de mek yu fil pen pas ɔl, aksept dis privashɔn fɔ mi lɔv.
A go gɛt fɔ yu wan Lɔv we pas bifo ɛn a go gi yu nyu gris dɛn ».
Dis mɔnin, we a bin dɔn lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ a nɔ gɛt op se Jizɔs go kam, i kam bak wantɛm wantɛm. I mek di pen dɛn we a bin de sɔfa pan di krɔs nyu insay mi ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Di tɛm dɔn kam. Di ɛnd de kɔmɔt, bɔt di tɛm nɔ shɔ."
As a bin de wɔnda if dɛn wɔd ya gɛt sɔntin fɔ du wit di kɔmplit krɔs ɔ pɔnishmɛnt we a pɔnish mi, a tɛl am se:
"Masta, a de fred se mi kɔndishɔn nɔ go gri wit wetin Gɔd want".
Jizɔs kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se : “Di sayn we shɔ pas ɔl fɔ no if wan stet de gri wit wetin a want, .
na we yu fil di trɛnk fɔ liv na da stet de."
A se to am: "If na yu Will, yu no go stop fo kam laik bifo!"
I ansa se : .
"We pɔsin dɔn kam fɔ no na famili, .
dɛn nɔ de yuz ɔl dɛn sɛrimɔni ɛn ɔnɔ dɛn ya igen lɛk aw dɛn bin de du trade, we i bin stil bi strenja.
Ɛn dis nɔto sayn fɔ sho se dis famili nɔ want di pɔsin igen, ɛn yu nɔ lɛk am pas aw yu bin lɛk am trade. Na so i de wit mi.
So, una fɔ biliv tranga wan; Mek a du am.
Nɔ mek yu bren sɔfa ɛn nɔ lɔs di pis we de na yu at . We di tɛm rich, una go ɔndastand di tin dɛn we a de du.”
Dis moning a fain mi sef ol frayd.
A bin tink se ɔltin na fantasi ɔ se di dɛbul want fɔ du bad to mi. Na dat mek a bin et ɔl wetin a de si ɛn a nɔ bin gladi.
A si se di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs bin de pre to Jizɔs fɔ mek a mek di pen dɛn we a bin de sɔfa pan di tik nyu insay mi.
ɛn a bin tray fɔ tinap tranga wan.
Fɔs, blɛsin Jizɔs bin bia am lɛk dis, bɔt bikɔs di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs bin tinap tranga wan, .
I bin tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, wi go rili fail fo obe dis taim?"
Yu nɔ no se fɔ obe fɔ sial di sol ɛn mek i ebul fɔ chenj lɛk waks, .
so dat di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs go gi am di shep we i want? "
So, bay we i nɔ mɛn mi resistans, i mek a sheb di pen dɛn we dɛn bin de sɔfa pan di krɔs.
Ɛn i nɔ de agens di lɔ we Jizɔs ɛn di pɔsin we kɔnfɛs bin gi igen
- (bikɔs a nɔ bin want fɔ gri fɔ fred se nɔto Jizɔs in yon), a bin gɛt fɔ sɔrɛnda to sɔfa.
Mek Jizɔs gɛt blɛsin ɔltɛm ɛn mek ɔl di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek gi am glori pan ɔltin ɛn ɔltɛm!
Afta we Jizɔs nɔ bin de liv fɔ sɔm dez
(at most i kam sohm tehm lek shado, den ron go), a fil so pen dat a bohs kray.
Sɔri fɔ mi pen, blɛsin Jizɔs kam, luk mi gud gud wan ɛn se :
"Mi gyal pikin, nɔ fred, bikɔs a nɔ go lɛf yu."
We dɛn pul yu pan Mi Prɛzɛns, a nɔ want mek yu lɔs yu at. Fɔ tru, frɔm tide, we una nɔ gɛt mi, .
A want mek yu tek mi Wil ɛn gladi fɔ am , .
- fɔ lɛk ɛn glori mi insay am, .
fɔ tek am lɛk se na mi yon Pɔsin. If yu du dat, yu go gɛt mi na yu yon an.
Wetin de mek di gladi gladi we de na Paradays?
- Na tru se mi Divinity.
Ɛn wetin go tan lɛk di gladi at we di wan dɛn we a lɛk go gɛt na di wɔl? Fɔ tru, na mi Wil.
I nɔ go ɛva rɔnawe pan yu. Yu go gɛt am na yu an ɔltɛm.
If yu kɔntinyu fɔ de na mi Wil, na de yu go gɛt gladi-at dɛn we nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt ɛn
klin gladi-at dɛn. Di sol, nɔ de kɔmɔt na mi Wil, de bi nobul, de ɛnrich insɛf
Ɛn ɔl di wok dɛn we i de du de sho di san we Gɔd mek, jɔs lɛk aw di wɔl de sho di san in layt.
Di sol we de du mi Wil na mi nobul kwin
I de tek in it ɛn drink nɔmɔ insay mi Wil. Fɔ dis rizin, klin blɔd de kɔmɔt na in vein dɛn.
In briz de pul wan smel we de rili rifresh mi bikɔs i kɔmɔt frɔm mi yon Briz.
So, a nɔ want ɛnitin frɔm yu, .
- onli dat yu fom yu beatitude in mi Will, witout lef am, ivin fo brif instant."
As i bin de tɔk dis, mi ɔl bin fred ɛn fred fɔ di wɔd dɛn we Jizɔs bin tɔk we dɛn bin de sɔpɔt
-dat nɔ bin fɔ kam ɛn
- se a bin gɛt fɔ kol insay in Wil.
O Gɔd, na big big pen, na big big pen we de day! Bɔt, saful wan, Jizɔs bin tɔk bak se :
"Aw a go lɛf yu we yu bi viktim fɔ di sol? A go stɔp fɔ kam we yu stɔp fɔ bi viktim fɔ di sol."
Bɔt as lɔng as yu na pɔsin we dɛn de du bad to, a go ɔltɛm fil se a go kam to yu."
So a bin si se a bin de kol.
A bin fil lɛk se a de rawnd di fayn fayn Wil we Gɔd want, .
insay wan we we a nɔ bin ebul fɔ fɛn ɛni rod fɔ rɔnawe. A op se i go ɔltɛm kip mi so na jel insay in Wil.
Wail a bin komplitli abandon to di gud Will of Wi Masta, a si mi sef komplitli roun wit mi swit Jizɔs, insay ɛn na do.
A bin si misɛf transparent
Ɛnisay we a luk, a bin de si mi big big prɔpati.
Bɔt, oh wɔnda, .
as a de si se Jizɔs de rawnd mi insay ɛn na do , .
Mi sɛf, wit mi yon wil, bin rawnd Jizɔs di sem we, so dat I nɔ bin gɛt ɛni say fɔ rɔnawe.
Bikɔs, wit in yon, mi wil bin kip am na chen.
O wɔndaful sikrit fɔ di Wil fɔ mi Masta, di gladi gladi we de kɔmɔt frɔm yu nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt!
Fain misɛf na dis stet, blɛsin Jizɔs se to mi :
"Mi gyal pikin, insay di sol we dɔn kɔmplit wan transfɔm to mi Wil, a de fɛn swit rɛst."
Dis sol de bi fɔ Mi lɛk dɛn saful saful bed dɛn we nɔ de ambɔg di wan dɛn we de rɛst de.
Sem
- if di pipul dεm we de yuz am taya, dεn wund εn dray, .
-di swit ɛn gladi we dɛn kin si de na so dat we dɛn wek dɛn kin si se dɛn strɔng ɛn gɛt wɛlbɔdi.
Dis na di sol fɔ mi akɔdin to mi Wil. Ɛn as blɛsin, .
A lɛf misɛf fɔ tay mi bay wetin i want ɛn
A de mek mi divayn San shayn de lɛk aw i de midul in midulnɛt."
Dat se, i bin lɔs.
Leta, afta i dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, i kam bak ɛn pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
A de liv bɔku pipul dɛn. I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Tɛl dɛn se dɛn de du big bad tin bay we dɛn de wispa to dɛnsɛf. Dɛn de atrak mi vɛksteshɔn."
Ɛn dat na jɔs bikɔs, .
- pan ɔl we dɛn ɔl de ɔnda di sem misɛf ɛn wikɛd tin dɛn,
- dem jos de kot dem sef.
If, difrɛn frɔm dat, wit charity
dɛn de jɔj dɛnsɛf wit sɔri-at, .
dɔn a kin fil se a lɛk fɔ sho sɔri-at fɔ dɛn."
A bin de ripit dɛn tin ya to dɛn pipul ya, dɔn wi pul dɛnsɛf kɔmɔt.
Dis mɔnin, afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, mi swit Jizɔs sho se dɛn nel am na di krɔs to mi. Insay insay, a bin fil se a de drɔ mi fɔ luk misɛf insay am so dat a go tan lɛk am.
Ɛn i bin de luk insay mi fɔ tren mi fɔ tan lɛk am.
As a de du dis, a fil se di pen dɛn we mi Masta we dɛn bin nel pan krɔs bin de put insay mi.
Ful wit gudnɛs , i tɛl mi se :
"A want mek yu it sɔfa, ."
- bɔt nɔ sɔfa fɔ yusɛf,
- bɔt fɔ sɔfa as di frut fɔ mi Wil.
Di kis we go tay wi padi biznɛs go bi di wanwɔd we wi want.
Di indissoluble bond we go tay wi insay wan kɔntinyu embras go bi wan kɔntinyu shered sɔfa ».
We I bin de tɔk dis, Blɛsin Jizɔs nɔ bin bɔku. I tek in Krɔs ɛn spre am na mi bɔdi.
A bin so tɛns dat a bin de fil se mi bon dɛn brok.
Dɔn bak, wan an (a nɔ no udat na bin) bin de chuk mi an ɛn fut.
.
Ɛn Jizɔs we bin sidɔm pan di krɔs ɛn ledɔm insay mi.
i bin rili gladi fɔ si a de sɔfa ɛn si di pɔsin we de chuk mi an ɛn fut.
Dɔn, i bin tɔk se:
"Naw a kin rɛst wit pis."
A nɔ ivin gɛt fɔ wɔri fɔ mek a krɔs yu. Na bikɔs we pɔsin obe go du ɔl dɛn tin ya fɔ insɛf.
A lɛf yu fri na di uman we de obe in an."
We i kɔmɔt na di Krɔs, i rɛst pan mi at. Udat go se aw a bin sɔfa na dis pozishɔn!
Afta lɔng tɛm, i nɔ tan lɛk ɔda tɛm dɛn, .
Jizɔs nɔ bin de rɔsh fɔ fri mi ɛn mek a go bak to mi natura stet, a nɔ bin de si da an de igen we bin dɔn nel mi na di tik.
A bin tɛl Jizɔs.
I ansa , "Udat put yu pan di krɔs? Na mi?
Na bin fɔ obe, ɛn fɔ obe yu fɔ fri yu! "
I bin tan lɛk se i bin de jok dis tɛm. Ɛn insɛf fri mi.
Dis mɔnin, we a de si misɛf kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi, .
A bin gɛt fɔ luk lɛft ɛn rayt fɔ fɛn Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin.
Na bay chans, a waka go insay wan chɔch
ɛn a bin fɛn am na di ɔlta usay dɛn bin de mek di Sakrifays we Gɔd mek.
Wantɛm wantɛm, a rɔn go mit am ɛn kis am ɛn se:
"Na di ɛnd a fɛn yu!
Yu alaw mi fɔ luk fɔ yu ya ɛn de te a taya, ɛn yu bin de ya! "
We i de luk mi siriɔs wan, ɛn nɔto di we aw i kin du gud gud tin dɛn , .
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Dis moning a de fil rili pen and a de fil big nid to resort to punishment to tek mai weit komot."
A ansa wantɛm wantɛm se:
"Mi dia, dis na natin! Wi go fix am rait nau!"
Yu go tɔn yu bita tin dɛn insay mi ɛn dis go mek yu fil fayn, nɔto so?“Dɔn i tɔn in bita tin dɛn insay mi.”
Dɔn, i de prɛs insɛf, lɛk se i dɔn fri frɔm wan big big wet, .
I bin tɔk bak se :
Di sol we de kɔnfɔm to mi Wil no aw fɔ kɔntrol mi Pawa so gud gud wan dat i kam fɔ tay mi kɔmplit wan.
I de pul mi wɛpɔn dɛn we a want. Ah! Aw many tɛm yu tay mi! "
Dat se, i bin go bak to di kayn we aw i bin de luk fayn ɛn we bin de du gud to am.
Bikɔs a nɔ bin de rɛst smɔl bɔt wan patikyula tin, mi maynd bin de waka waka ya ɛn de. A bin de tray fɔ mek a fil fayn ɛn mek a gɛt kolat.
Bɔt Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin bin mek a nɔ ebul fɔ du wetin a bin want fɔ du.
As a bin de insist, i tɛl mi se :
"Wetin mek yu de waka waka lɛk dis?
Yu no sabi dat who go against mi Will?
- de ɔf frɔm di layt e
- yu de prizin fo dak? "
As if fɔ pul mi maynd pan wetin a bin de luk fɔ, .
I pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn we i chenj di tɔpik, i tɛl mi se:
"Di san de shayn di wan ol wɔl frɔm wan ɛnd to di ɔda ɛnd, ."
so dat no ples nɔ de we nɔ de ɛnjɔy in layt.
Nɔbɔdi nɔ de we go kɔmplen se dɛn nɔ gɛt in bɛnifit rayt dɛn. Ɔlman kin bɛnifit frɔm am lɛk se na fɔ insɛf nɔmɔ i gɛt am.
Na di wan dɛn nɔmɔ we de ayd na dak ples dɛn kin kɔmplen se dɛn nɔ de ɛnjɔy am.
Bɔt we i kɔntinyu fɔ du di wok we i de du fɔ ɛp pipul dɛn, .
mek sɔm mɔ rayt dɛn pas fɔ dɛn. "
Di san we de shayn ɔl di pipul dɛn, na imej fɔ mi gudnɛs. Di wan dɛn we po ɛn di wan dɛn we jɛntri, .
di wan dɛn we nɔ no ɛn di wan dɛn we lan buk, Kristian dɛn ɛn di wan dɛn we nɔ biliv kin bɛnifit frɔm am.
Nɔbɔdi nɔ go se dɛn depriv am
Bikɔs di layt fɔ Trut de flɔd di wɔl lɛk di san na midulnɛt.
Bɔt we nɔto mi prɔblɛm fɔ si
-dat pipul de pas tru dis layt wit dɛn yay we dɛn lɔk ɛn
- we, chalenj mi gras wit dɛn torrents of iniquity, tɔn away frɔm dis layt ɛn
dɛn kin gri fɔ liv na dak eria dɛn bitwin kruk ɛnimi dɛn.
Dɛn kin gɛt wan tawzin denja bikɔs dɛn nɔ gɛt layt.
Dɛn nɔ kin ebul fɔ no if dɛn de midul padi ɔ ɛnimi ɛn, bikɔs ɔf dat, dɛn nɔ no aw fɔ avɔyd di denja dɛn we de rawnd dɛn.
Ah! Ɔlman go rili fred if mɔtalman du dis kayn bad bad tin to di san, .
push in nɔ tɛl tɛnki te i te in yay fɔ mek i vɛks ɛn nɔ si di rayt, .
fɔ mek shɔ mɔ se yu de liv na daknɛs.
If i ebul fɔ tink, di san go sɛn kray ɛn kray pas in layt, we go mek di nature vɛks.
Pan ɔl we i go rili fred fɔ si dis tru tin bɔt natura layt, mɔtalman kin rich dɛn kayn pasmak tin dɛn de bɔt di layt we a gɛt fɔ mi gudnɛs.
Bɔt, ɔltɛm fɔ du gud, .
di gudnɛs de kɔntinyu fɔ sɛn in rayt pan mɔtalman daknɛs.
Mi gudnɛs nɔ no ɛnibɔdi!
Bifo dat, na di man kin gri fɔ mek i fil bad.
Ɛn pan ɔl we i nɔ gɛt dis layt insay igen, i stil de gi am in spak. "
As i bin de tɔk dis, i bin tan lɛk se Jizɔs bin rili fil bad.
A bin du mi bɛst fɔ kɔrej am, ɛn beg am fɔ mek i tɔn in bita at insay mi.
Ɛn i tɔk bak se : “A de pre fɔ mek una sɔri fɔ una, ilɛksɛf na mi de mek una sɔfa.”
Bikɔs wan wan tɛm a kin fil se a nid fɔ pul mi pen bay we a de tɔk to mi sol dɛn we a lɛk bɔt di we aw mɔtalman nɔ de tɛl tɛnki.
A want fɔ muv dɛn sol dɛn ya we gɛt padi biznɛs
- fɔ mek amɛnd fɔ ɔl dɛn ɛksɛsi ya, ɛn bak
-fɔ briŋ dɛn to sɔri-at fɔ man dɛnsɛf."
A bin tɛl am se:
"Masta, a go want mek yu nɔ spay mi bay we yu lɛf mi fɔ tek pat pan yu pen dɛn."
Ɛn, we a nɔ bin ebul fɔ tɔk mɔ, i bin lɔs ɛn mek a ful-ɔp mi bɔdi bak.
Dis mɔnin, afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, a si mi Jizɔs we a lɛk, we tan lɛk pikin, we gɛt spia na in an, we rili want fɔ pas mi at.
Bikɔs a bin dɔn tɔk wan patikyula tin to di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs, .
Jizɔs , we bin want fɔ kɔndɛm mi, i bin tɛl mi se: “Yu want fɔ avɔyd sɔfa, bɔt a want mek nyu layf bigin fɔ sɔfa ɛn obe!”
As i de tɔk dis, i pas mi at wit in spia.
Dɔn i bin tɔk bak se :
"Di intensiti fɔ di faya kɔrɛkt to di kwantiti fɔ wud we dɛn put insay. Di mɔ di faya big,
- di big we i ebul fכ bכn εn it di tin dεm we dεn stכr de, .
-ɛn di mɔ di ɔt ɛn layt we i de divɛlɔp.
Na so fɔ obe . Di mɔ we i big, na di mɔ i ebul fɔ pwɛl wetin na tin dɛn we de insay di sol.
Lɛk sɔft waks, fɔ obe de gi di sol di shep we i want."
Ɔltin bin de go lɛk aw dɛn kin du ɔltɛm.
Dis mɔnin a si Jizɔs de sɔfa pas aw i kin sɔfa ɛn i trɛtin pipul dɛn fɔ day.
A bin si bak se na sɔm kɔntri dɛn bɔku pipul dɛn bin de day.
Leta, a bin go na pɔgatɔri ɛn bikɔs a bin no wan padi we dɔn day de, a aks am difrɛn tin dɛn bɔt mi sik.
A bin want fɔ no mɔ
-if mi stet bin kɔrɛkt to di Wil fɔ Gɔd e
-if Jizɔs kam ɔ di dɛbul.
A tɛl am se, "Bikɔs yu de fes di Tru ɛn yu no tin klia wan ɛn nɔ ful yu, yu kin tɛl mi di tru bɔt mi biznɛs."
I ansa se: "Nɔ fred. Yu stet de akɔdin to wetin Gɔd want ɛn Jizɔs lɛk yu bad bad wan. Fɔ dis i deign fɔ sho insɛf to yu".
Dɔn, we a bin de briŋ sɔm pan mi dawt dɛn to am, a beg am fɔ mek i du gud fɔ chɛk dɛn tin ya bifo di layt na di Tru ɛn bi charitable fɔ kam ɛn layt mi leta. A ad se if i du dat, as blɛsin, a go mek dɛn sɛlibret wan mis fɔ in prɔpɔz dɛm.
I se, “Yu go du wetin PAPA GƆD want!”
Na bikɔs wi rili put an pan Gɔd
dat wi nɔ go ivin ebul fɔ muv wi aylid dɛn if yu nɔ gri fɔ du dat.
Wi de liv insay Gɔd lɛk pipul dɛn we de liv insay ɔda bɔdi.
Wi kin tink, tɔk, wok, waka, as fa as dis ɔgzilari bɔdi dɔn gi wi.
Fo wi no bi laik fo yu,
-we gɛt fri fɔ pik, .
-we gɛt yu wil.
Fɔ wi, wi yon wil dɛn nɔ de wok igen.
Na Gɔd in wang wi want wi de liv insay am.
Insay am wi de si ɔl wi satisfay, ɔl wi gud ɛn ɔl wi glori ».
Dɔn, insay wan fulfilment we wi nɔ go ebul fɔ ɛksplen fɔ di Divayn Wil, wi separet.
Di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs bin dɔn aks mi fɔ pre to di Masta fɔ sho mi di rod.
- atrak sol dɛn to Katolik rilijɔn e
- pul di nɔ biliv.
A bin pre to Jizɔs bɔt dis pɔynt fɔ sɔm dez ɛn i bin deign fɔ adrɛs dis kwɛstyɔn.
So, dis mɔnin, a fɛn misɛf kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi, dɛn transpɔt mi go na wan gadin.
I bin tan lɛk to mi se na di gadin na di Chɔch .
Bɔku prist dɛn ɛn ɔda bigman dɛn bin de de we bin de tɔk bɔt di tin.
Wan big ɛn pawaful dɔg kam ɛn lɛf bɔku pan dɛn so fred ɛn taya dat dɛn lɛf di wayl animal bit dɛnsɛf. Afta dat, dɛn pul dɛnsɛf kɔmɔt na di mitin bikɔs dɛn bin de fred.
Bɔt di dɔg we bin vɛks nɔ bin gɛt di trɛnk fɔ bit dɛn
- we bin gɛt Jizɔs na in at
- as di sεntrכm fכ כl dεn akshכn, tink εn want.
Oh yes! Jizɔs na bin di shild fɔ dɛn pipul ya.
Di wayl animal bin so wik bifo dɛn sote i nɔ bin gɛt di trɛnk fɔ blo. As di pipul dɛn de tɔk, a yɛri Jizɔs tɔk biɛn mi:
"Ɔl di ɔda kɔmni dɛn no udat de na dɛn grup."
Na mi Chɔch nɔmɔ nɔ no udat na in pikin dɛn.
Di fɔs tin we yu fɔ du na fɔ no uswan dɛn na in yon. Yu kin kam fɔ no dɛn
- bay we dɛn mek wan mitin we dɛn go invayt Katolik dɛn fɔ kam,
-na ples we dɛn dɔn pik fayn fayn wan fɔ dis kayn mitin.
Ɛn na de, wit di ɛp we lay lay Katolik dɛn de gi, dɛn kin disayd wetin nid fɔ du.
Di sɛkɔn tin we dɛn fɔ du na fɔ fos di Katolik dɛn we de de fɔ kɔnfɛs, ɛn dis na di men tin.
-dat de nyu man ɛn
- mek i bi tru tru Katolik.
Dis nɔto fɔ di wan dɛn nɔmɔ we de atɛnd, bɔt na fɔ di wan we de oba di program bak.
I go gɛt bak fɔ fos di wan dɛn we i de rul fɔ kɔnfɛs.
Fɔ di wan dɛn we nɔ gri, yu fɔ pul dɛn na wok wit pɔlitiks.
We ɛni prist dɔn mek di grup we gɛt in Katolik dɛn, na da tɛm de wi go ebul fɔ du ɔda tin dɛn.
Ɛn fɔ no di rayt tɛm fɔ go bifo, .
wi fɔ du lɛk fɔ tik dɛn we nid fɔ kɔt.
Tik dɛn we dɛn dɔn kɔt kin mek dɛn gɛt kwaliti frut
Bɔt if dɛn nɔ kɔt di tik, i de sho fayn fayn branch dɛn ɛn flawa dɛn we gɛt lif dɛn, bɔt i nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ sap ɛn trɛnk fɔ tɔn bɔku bɔku flawa dɛn to frut.
Dɔn, we ebi ebi ren ɔ briz kam, di flawa dɛn kin fɔdɔm ɛn di tik kin kɔmɔt na do.
Dis na di tin dɛn we de apin na rilijɔn .
Fɔs , yu fɔ mek wan bɔdi we gɛt Katolik dɛn we go ebul fɔ tinap agens ɔda grup dɛn.
So yu kin jɔyn di ɔda grup dɛn fɔ mek wan ".
Afta a dɔn tɔk dis, a nɔ ɛva yɛri frɔm am igen.
A nɔ ivin si am igen, a bin si misɛf na mi bɔdi.
Udat go se mi pen fɔ we a nɔ si Jizɔs blɛsin ɔl di de
ɛn ɔl di kray wata dɛn we a dɔn pul!
Bikɔs Jizɔs bin kɔntinyu fɔ de, .
-A bin konsum wit pen en
-A fil mi fiva rise to di point of bi delusional.
Di kɔnfɛsɔ kam fɔ sɛlibret di divayn sakrifays ɛn a bin gɛt kɔmyuniɔn. Bɔt, a nɔ si mi Jizɔs we a lɛk lɛk aw a kin si we a kin gɛt kɔmyuniɔn.
Na dis mek a bigin fɔ tɔk sili:
"Tɛl mi, mi Gɔd, wetin mek yu nɔ de sho?"
I tan lɛk to mi se dis tɛm nɔto mi mek yu rɔnawe! Wetin? Yu jɔs de lɛf mi? Ah!
Ivin di padi dɛn na dis land nɔ de biev dis kayn we. We dɛn gɛt fɔ kɔmɔt, at least dɛn kin se gudbai.
Ɛn yu nɔ ivin se gudbai! Wi go ebul fɔ du am? Fɔgiv mi if a de tɔk lɛk dat.
Na di fiva de mek a delirious ɛn mek a fɔdɔm insay dis madnɛs! "Udat go se ɔl di nɔs we a tɛl am so?
A bin fil bad ɛn a bin kray.
Wan tɛm, Jizɔs sho wan an, ɔda wan, wan an.
A si di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs we gi mi rayt fɔ mek dɛn nel mi na di tik. Na so we Jizɔs bin fos am bikɔs i bin de obe, i bin sho insɛf.
A se, "Wetin mek yu nɔ sho?"
Ɛn i, wit wan bad bad vɔys, tɛl mi se :
"Natin! Natin! Na jos se a wan panis di wold."
We a de insay gud padi biznɛs wit ivin wan pɔsin, i de pul mi gɔn ɛn a nɔ gɛt di trɛnk igen fɔ mek pɔnishmɛnt bigin.
We yu si se a want fɔ sɛn pɔnishmɛnt, yu bigin fɔ se: "Pɔt am pan mi. Mek a sɔfa".
Dɔn a kin fil se yu dɔn win mi ɛn a nɔ de ɛva go na pɔnishmɛnt. Bɔt, insay di tɛm, di man de jɔs bi mɔ provoketiv."
Di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs bin alaw mi fɔ mek dɛn nel mi na di tik. Bɔt Jizɔs bin slo fɔ go bifo, .
i nɔ bin tan lɛk ɔda tɛm dɛn, i bin de du sɔntin wantɛm wantɛm.
I se , "Wetin yu want fɔ du?"
Aibin tok, “Masta, enitin we yu want.”
We i tɔn to di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs, ɛn i tɛl am wit siriɔs tɔyn se:
"Yu wan tay mi tu bay we yu gi am dis permishɔn fɔ mek i sɔfa?"
We i dɔn tɔk dis, i bigin fɔ sheb wit mi di pen dɛn we di Krɔs de fil.
Leta, we i bin gɛt kol at, i bin tɔn in bita at pan mi.
Dɔn i se : "Wetin di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs de?"
A ansa se: "A nɔ no. I rili nɔ de wit wi igen."
Jizɔs bin se, “A want fɔ si am bikɔs i dɔn mek a fil fayn, a want fɔ mek i fil fayn bak.”
Dis mɔnin, Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin sho mi di Oli Papa wit in wing dɛn we dɔn stret. I bin de luk fɔ in pikin dɛn fɔ gɛda dɛn ɔnda in wing.
A yɛri we i de kray se:
"Mi pikin dɛm, ɔmɔs tɛm a dɔn tray fɔ gɛda una ɔnda mi wing, bɔt una de rɔnawe pan mi."
Fɔ sɔri, lisin to mi kray ɛn sɔri fɔ mi pen! "
I bin kray bad bad wan.
I bin tan lɛk se nɔto di lay lay pipul dɛn nɔmɔ bin kɔmɔt nia di Pop, bɔt na di prist dɛn bak. Ɛn i bin mek i fil pen mɔ ɛn mɔ. I rili at fɔ si di Pop de na dis kayn we!
Dɔn a si Jizɔs de tɔk bak bɔt di kray we di Oli Papa bin de kray, ɛn i se:
"Wan di wan dɛn we dɔn kɔntinyu fɔ fetful, sɔm de liv fɔ dɛnsɛf. Dɛn nɔ gɛt di zil fɔ sho dɛnsɛf fɔ mek a gɛt glori ɛn fɔ mek dɛn gɛt gud layf. Ɔda wan dɛn de stɔp fɔ fred."
Ɔda wan dɛn de tɔk, prɔmis ɛn prɔmis, bɔt dɛn nɔ de ɛva du sɔntin. "Dɔn i lɔs."
I bin kam bak jɔs afta dat ɛn a bin fil bad fɔ in prezɛns.
We i si mi at pwɛl, i tɛl mi se: “Mi gyal pikin, .
di mɔ yu de put yusɛf dɔŋ, .
di mɔ a fil se a lɛk fɔ bɛn oba yu ɛn ful-ɔp yu wit mi gudnɛs dɛn.
We a put misɛf dɔŋ, dat de mek a pul mi layt. "
Afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, a si mi swit Jizɔs.
I bin invayt mi fɔ go wit am, if ɛnisay we wi go, .
- if a si se na sin dɛn fos am fɔ sɛn pɔnishmɛnt,
- A nɔ go de agens am.
So wi bin go ɔlsay na di wɔl.
Fɔs, a si se ɔltin bin de vɛks na sɔm say dɛn. A tɛl Jizɔs se:
"Masta, wetin dɛn po pipul ya go du if dɛn nɔ gɛt tin fɔ it fɔ it dɛnsɛf?"
O! Yu kin du ɛnitin.
Jɔs lɛk aw yu mek dɛn land ya dray, mek dɛn gro fayn ».
As i wɛr krawn we dɛn mek wit chukchuk, a stret mi an ɛn se:
"Mi dia, wetin dis pipul don du to yu? Sɔntɛm dɛn put da krawn de we gɛt chukchuk pan yu? So, gi mi am."
Dis we ya yu go gɛt kɔrej ɛn yu go gi dɛn fɔ it so dat dɛn nɔ go day ».
We a tek in krawn we gɛt chukchuk, a prɛs am na mi ed. We a bin de du dis, Jizɔs tɛl mi se :
"I rili klia se a nɔ go ebul fɔ kɛr yu go wit mi."
Bikɔs fɔ tek yu wit mi ɛn nɔ ebul fɔ du ɛnitin na di sem tin ».
A ansa am se: “Masta, a nɔ du natin!”
Fɔgiv mi if yu tink se a du sɔntin we nɔ rayt. Bɔt, bikɔs ɔf sɔri-at, kip mi wit yu ".
I tɛl mi se: "Di we aw yu de du tin de tay mi kɔmplit wan!"
Ɛn a kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se: "A nɔ de du dis, yu na yusɛf. Bikɔs, we a de wit yu, a de si se ɔltin na yu yon."
I tan lɛk to mi se if a nɔ tek kia ɔf yu tin dɛn, a nɔ de tek kia ɔf yusɛf.
fɔ una.
So, una fɔ fɔgiv mi if a du dis kayn we.
Bikɔs a de du am bikɔs a lɛk yu. Yu nɔ nid fɔ pul mi kɔmɔt na yu fɔ dis! "
Dɔn wi kɔntinyu fɔ go waka.
A bin de go ɔl mi we fɔ nɔ tɔk natin fɔ mek a nɔ gi am di chans fɔ pul mi na wok.
Bɔt we a nɔ ebul fɔ ɛp misɛf, a bigin fɔ agens.
Wi dɔn rich wan say na Itali
usay wi bin de invent wan we fɔ mek big big fɔdɔm. Bɔt a nɔ bin ɔndastand wetin i bi.
A bigin fɔ se, "Masta, nɔ alaw dis! Wetin dɛn po pipul ya go du? We a si se a de wɔri ɛn a want fɔ stɔp am fɔ du sɔntin, i tɛl mi wit pawa se:" Tek wan stɛp bak, tek wan step bak! "
Tek wan bɛlt we ful-ɔp wit nel ɛn pin dɛn we dɛn dɔn drɛb insay in bɔdi
ɛn ɛnibɔdi we mek i sɔfa bɔku, i ad se :
"Tek wan step bak and tek dis belt wit yu; yu go rilivu mi plenti."
A se, "Yɛs, a go put am na yu ples, bɔt lɛ a de wit yu."
I ad se : "Nɔ! Kam bak!"
I bin tɛl mi dis wit so pawa dat, bikɔs a nɔ ebul fɔ tinap tranga wan, a bin go bak na mi bɔdi. A nɔ bin ebul fɔ ɔndastand wetin dis invinshɔn bi.
Dis mɔnin, we a rich, mi fayn fayn Jizɔs tɛl mi se:
"As di san na di layt fɔ di wɔl, na so."
Gɔd in Wɔd, we bin de bi mɔtalman, bin bi di layt fɔ di sol dɛn.
Aw di matirial san de gi layt to ɔl in jɔnaral ɛn to ɔl in patikyula
(so dat ɔlman go ɛnjɔy am lɛk se na in yon),
so di Wɔd, pan ɔl we i de gi layt in jɔnal, i de gi am to ɔlman in patikyula
Ɔlman kin gɛt am lɛk se na in yon prɔpati ".
Udat go se ɔl wetin a dɔn ɔndastand bɔt dis layt we kɔmɔt frɔm Gɔd ɛn di bɛnifit dɛn we i kin du to sol dɛn.
I bin tan lɛk to mi se we a gɛt dis layt, .
di sol de mek di daknɛs na di spirit rɔnawe lɛk aw di matirial san de mek di daknɛs na di nɛt rɔnawe.
If di sol kol, dis divayn layt de wam am; if i nɔ gɛt gud kwaliti dɛn, i de mek i ebul fɔ bɔn pikin;
if i gɛt di sik we dɛn kɔl lukewarmness, i kin mek i gɛt zil.
Insay wan wɔd, di divayn San de flɔd di sol wit ɔl in rayt ɛn kam fɔ chenj am to in yon layt.
Bikɔs a bin de fil taya, Jizɔs bin tɛl mi se :
"Dis mɔnin a want fɔ gladi fɔ yu."
Ɛn i bigin fɔ du in ɔspitul lɔv trik dɛn.
Afta we a dɔn wet fɔ am fɔ lɔng tɛm, mi swit Jizɔs sho insɛf na mi at.
A bin si am lɛk se san de sɛn in rayt.
Na di sɛntrɔm fɔ dis san a bin si di ɔgɔst Figa fɔ Wi Masta.
Bɔt di tin we bin mek a sɔprayz pas ɔl na dat
dat a si sɔm weitrɛs dɛn we wɛr wayt klos wit krawn na dɛn ed.
Dɛn bin de rawnd di divayn San ɛn it in raytin.
O! I rili fayn, dɛn ɔmbul, dɛn ɔmbul ɛn ɔlman bin aplay fɔ gladi fɔ Jizɔs!
Bikɔs a nɔ bin no wetin ɔl dis min ɛn a bin de fred smɔl, a aks Jizɔs fɔ tɛl mi udat na dɛn uman ya.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Dis uman dem na yu passion."
-dat mi, bay mi gudnɛs, dɔn chenj misɛf to bɔku gud kwaliti dɛn ɛn
-dat mek mi bi wan nobul prushɔn.
Dɛn ɔl de na mi dispɔzishɔn ɛn a de nourish dɛn wit mi kɔntinyu gras dɛm. "Ah! Masta, a fil so bad dat a de shem fɔ misɛf!
Dis mɔnin a bin sɔfa bɔku bikɔs mi Jizɔs we a lɛk nɔ bin de.
Bɔt, i go blɛs mi fɔ di pen we a de fil.
fɔ ansa di want fɔ no wan patikyula tin we bin dɔn de wit mi fɔ sɔm tɛm.
Na ya:
A kɔl am wit prea, kray wata ɛn siŋ (udat no, sɔntɛm i go mek mi vɔys tɔch am ɛn mek dɛn fɛn am), bɔt ɔl dis na fɔ natin. A bin de ripit mi kray wata. A aks bɔku pipul dɛn usay a go ebul fɔ fɛn am.
Fɔ dɔn, di tɛm we a nɔ ebul fɔ kɔntinyu igen ɛn fil se mi at de bɔs, .
A bin fɛn am. Bɔt a bin si am frɔm biɛn.
Na da tɛm de a mɛmba wan resistans we a bin dɔn mek to am (we a go se na di kɔnfɛsɔ in buk) ɛn a aks am fɔ fɔgiv. Dɔn i bin tan lɛk to mi se wi gɛt gud padi biznɛs.
I aks mi wetin a want ɛn a se:
"Bi kain fo tel mi wetin fo du."
we a de si misɛf wit smɔl sɔfa sɛf
we yu no kam en if yu kam, yu du am lek shado. So, we a nɔ si yu, a nɔ de lɛf mi sɛns.
Na dis stet, a de fain
-dat a de du tin bay misɛf ɛn
-dat wi nɔ fɔ wet fɔ di kɔnfɛsɔ fɔ kam fɔ kɔmɔt na mi stet.
Jizɔs bin ansa se:
-If yu de sɔfa ɔ yu nɔ de sɔfa,
-if a kam ɔ a nɔ kam,
yu stet na ɔltɛm di wan fɔ viktim, akɔdin to mi ɛn yu Wil.
A nɔ de jɔj
-dipen pan wetin yu de du,
-bɔt akɔdin to di wil we di pɔsin de du wit.
Mi Masta, a bin tɛl am, wetin yu tɔk gud.
Bɔt a kin fil se a nɔ gɛt wan yus ɛn a kin si se bɔku tɛm kin west.
A de wɔri bɔt wetin yu tɔk ɛn, di sem tɛm, a de fred smɔl. A nɔ shɔ if fɔ briŋ di kɔnfɛsɔ na akɔdin to yu Wil. - -
Yu biliv ", Jizɔs kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk," se fɔ kɛr di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs na sin? " - Nɔ, bɔt a de fred se nɔto yu Wil.
Yu fɔ rɔnawe pan di shado we de sho sin ɛn, to ɔl ɔda tin dɛn, nɔ ivin tink bɔt am.
Bɔt if nɔto yu Wil, us gud tin de we di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs kam? - -
O! i tan lek to mi se mi gyal pikin wan foh eskap na di viktim stet, no? "No, mi masta," a ad, a blush.
A se dis fo di period dem we yu no mek mi sofa en yu no kam. Mek a sɔfa ɛn a go kɔntinyu fɔ de kol. - -
I tan lɛk to mi se yu want fɔ rɔnawe.
We yu pul yusɛf pan Mi ɛn tray fɔ chenj dis sityueshɔn, yu de bizi wit ɔda tin.
Ɛn afta dat, we a kam, .
A kin si se yu nɔ rɛdi ɛn a kin want fɔ tɔn rawnd fɔ go ɔdasay.
Mek dis nɔ ɛva apin, Masta, a tɛl am wit fred. A nɔ want fɔ no ɛni ɔda tin pas yu Wil we oli pas ɔl. Stay kolat en wet fo di konfes, Jizɔs dɔn. Dat se, i bin lɔs.
A bin rili fil fayn we a bin de tɔk to Jizɔs.
Bɔt di pen we a kin fil we Jizɔs nɔ de si mi nɔ dɔn stɔp.
Dis mɔnin, afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, a si misɛf na wan si we gɛt bita.
bikɔs a nɔ si Jizɔs, mi Gud we pas ɔlman.
We mi wan ol insay bin de kray, i bin sho insɛf fɔ shɔt tɛm. I bin lɛf smɔl fɔ kɔl mi, i tɛl mi se :
"Yu no se yu nɔ de sɔrɛnda to Mi, ."
i want fɔ tek di rayt dɛn we mi Divinity gɛt ɛn so mek big big bad tin to mi? Sɔrɛnda to Mi ɛn mek ɔl yu insay mi at kol ɛn yu go fɛn pis. En fain pis, yu go fain mi ".
We i dɔn tɔk dat, i lɔs lɛk se na wan flash, i nɔ sho insɛf igen.
"O Masta, yu go duya kip mi ɔl lɛf ɛn ɔg mi na yu an so dat a nɔ go ɛva ebul fɔ rɔnawe? If nɔto dat, a go ɔltɛm gɛt dɛn smɔl smɔl lɔs dɛn de."
Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin nɔ bin kam!
O Gɔd, na big big pen we yu nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt fɔ mek a kɔmɔt nia yu!
A bin tray tranga wan fɔ mek pis de ɛn lɛf am, bɔt a nɔ bin ebul.
Mi po at nɔ bin ebul fɔ tinap tranga wan.
A bin tray ɔltin fɔ mek a kol ɛn tink se:
"Mi hat, mek wi wet likl mo. Maybe im go kom. Mek wi yuz som trik to mek im kom."
A tɛl am se, "Masta, kam, i dɔn let ɛn yu nɔ kam yet! Dis mɔnin a de du ɔltin fɔ mek a nɔ gɛt wanwɔd."
Bɔt dɛn stil nɔ go ebul fɔ fɛn yu. Masta, a de gi yu di martyrdom fɔ mek dɛn nɔ gɛt yusɛf
-as gift fɔ lɔv fɔ yu ɛn fɔ yu kam.
Na tru se a nɔ fit fɔ mek una kam.
Bɔt nɔto dat mek a de luk fɔ yu, bɔt
-fɔ lɔv fɔ yu ɛn
-bikɔs, if yu nɔ de de, a fil se mi layf de mis ".
Bikɔs a nɔ kam yet, a tɛl am se:
"Masta, ɔ kam, ɔ a go taya yu wit mi wɔd. We yu taya, na da tɛm de yu go kam wɛl."
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk ɔl di nɔs we a bin tɛl am da we de? I go tek tu lɔng fɔ tɔk bɔt dɛn ɔl.
Leta, i bin slip insay lɛk se i jɔs wek frɔm slip.
Dɔn i sho insɛf klia wan ɛn pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Jɔs lɛk aw di bɔd gɛt fɔ flap in wing fɔ tek flay. So i gɛt fɔ mek di sol kam to mi."
Insay di tin dɛn we i de du, i fɔ flap di wing dɛn we de sho se i ɔmbul.
Dɔn, wit in bit dɛn, i de opin lɛk magnet we de atrak mi di kayn we we, .
we i tek flay frɔm mi, a kin tek mi yon frɔm am."
Ah! Masta, i klia se a nɔ gɛt di magnet fɔ ɔmbul. If along di we a bin dɔn gɛt di magnet fɔ ɔmbul ɔlsay, .
A nɔ go taya so we a de wet fɔ mek yu kam!
Afta sɔm bita dez we Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin nɔ bin gɛt ɛnitin fɔ du wit am ɛn we bin de kɔs am
fɔ mi ingratitude ɛn resistans to in Wil ɛn Grɛs, dis mɔnin i se to mi :
"Mi gyal pikin, ."
di paspɔt fɔ go insay di gladi gladi we di sol kin gɛt na dis wɔl fɔ sayn wit tri sayn dɛn:
Risayn, .
Fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ ɛn
Fɔ obe .
Pafɛkt rɛsayn to mi Wil
i de mek wi tu wil dɛn likwid ɛn jɔyn dɛn to wan.
Na shuga ɛn ɔni.
Bɔt, bay we a nɔ gri wit mi Wil, di shuga kin bita ɛn di ɔni kin tɔn to pɔyzin. I nɔ go du fɔ mek yusɛf lɛf fɔ wok.
Bɔt di sol fɔ biliv bak
dat di gud tin we pas ɔl fɔ am na
di bɛst we fɔ gi misɛf glori na fɔ du mi Wil ɔltɛm.
I nid bak fɔ sayn di wan we de sho se i ɔmbul.
Bikɔs ɔmbul de mek pipul dɛn no bɔt mi Wil.
Bɔt wetin
- de no di gud tin dɛn we pɔsin kin du fɔ lɛf fɔ wok ɛn fɔ put insɛf dɔŋ, .
- de mek dɛn strɔng, de mek dɛn kɔntinyu fɔ bia, .
- de tay dɛn togɛda ɛn krawn dɛn, .
na Fɔ obe !
Oh yes! Fɔ obe
- de pwɛl pɔsin in wil ɛn ɔl wetin na matirial, .
-spiritualize ɔltin ɛn land pan di krichɔ lɛk krawn.
If pɔsin nɔ obe am, i nɔ go ebul fɔ tinap tranga wan fɔ lɛf fɔ wok ɛn fɔ put insɛf dɔŋ.
Na dat mek dɛn rili nid fɔ sayn fɔ obe
- fɔ paspɔt validɛshɔn
alaw pɔsin fɔ pas na di say we di spirit gɛt gladi at we di sol kin ɛnjɔy ya na di wɔl.
If dɛn nɔ sayn fɔ lɛf fɔ wok, fɔ put dɛnsɛf dɔŋ ɛn fɔ obe, .
- yu paspɔt go bi yuslɛs ɛn
- di sol go ɔltɛm de fa frɔm di eria fɔ gladi.
Dɛn go fos am fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ wɔri, fred ɛn denja. Fɔ in yon bad bad tin we apin to am, .
-I go gɛt in yon ego as gɔd ɛn
-go go kɔt bay prawd ɛn ribelɔn ".
Dɔn i pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn go na wan gadin.
we bin tan lɛk se na di Chɔch in yon.
Na de a si fayv ɔ siks pipul dɛn, we na prist ɛn lay lay pipul dɛn.
-we bin dɔn lɔs, ɛn
-we, we bin jɔyn wit di ɛnimi dɛn na di Chɔch, bin mek pipul dɛn tɔn agens di gɔvmɛnt.
Na big big pen fɔ si Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin de kray bikɔs dɛn pipul ya de fil bad!
Afta dat, .
A si na di ays wan klawd we ful-ɔp wit ays we de fɔdɔm na di wɔl.
Dis biɛn tɛm,
mi gud Jizɔs kam we i stil dak ɛn i nɔ tɔk natin. Dis mɔnin
- afta i dɔn ridyus di sɔfa dɛn we di krɔs sɔfa tu tɛm insay mi, i luk mi wit sɔri-at
- we a bin de sɔfa wit di pen dɛn we di nel de pier e
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Di krɔs na winda usay di sol de si di Divinity. Wan nɔ fɔ jɔs lɛk ɛn want di krɔs ,
bɔt i gladi bak fɔ di ɔnɔ ɛn glori we i de gi.
Insay mi layf na dis wɔl a dɔn gi misɛf glori na di krɔs ɛn we a de sɔfa. A bin lɛk am sote, .
ɔl mi layf, .
A nɔ bin want fɔ bi wan mɔnt we a nɔ gɛt di krɔs. Yu fɔ du sɔntin ɛn tan lɛk Gɔd.”
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk ɔl wetin a ɔndastand na di krɔs wit dɛn Wɔd ya we Jizɔs rayt? Na ɔnfɔni a nɔ gɛt di wɔd dɛn fɔ ɛksprɛs am.
O Masta, duya kip mi ɔltɛm nel na di krɔs so dat a go ebul fɔ du am
-dat we a gɛt dis divayn winda ɔltɛm bifo mi,
- dat a dɔn klin pan ɔl mi sin dɛn ɛn
-Mek mi bi mo en mo lek yu!
Bikɔs a de na di kayn we aw a kin de, .
A bin ful-ɔp wit wan patikyula fred fɔ wan pasɔnal tin.
Mi swit Jizɔs kam ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Di oli tin dɛn nid fɔ klin wan wan tɛm. Una na oli tin dɛn we a de liv insay."
So, i nid fɔ du dat
-dat a de klin yu wan wan tɛm, dat na, .
-dat a go fɛn yu wit sɔm trɔbul
so dat a go liv insay una wit mɔ rɛspɛkt. So yu fɔ de kol! "
Dɔn, afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn ɛn nyu insay mi di sɔfa dɛn we a sɔfa we dɛn nel am na di tik , i tɔk bak se :
"Mi gyal pikin, aw di krɔs valyu! Luk am. Tru di sakramɛnt fɔ mi Bɔdi, a de gi misɛf to di sol,
-A jɔyn am to mi ɛn
-A transfɔm am to di pɔynt we i de aydɛnshɔn wit Mi.
Wit di asimileshɔn fɔ di oli spisis dis spɛshal union de sɔlv, bɔt nɔto di krɔs. Gɔd tek am ɛn mek i gɛt wanwɔd wit di sol sote go.
Ɛn, fɔ mek i gɛt mɔ sikyɔriti, i de mek insɛf bi sil.
So, Gɔd de sial di krɔs insay di sol
so dat Gɔd ɛn di sol we dɛn nel pan krɔs nɔ go ɛva separet ».
Dis mɔnin, we a si misɛf na do na mi bɔdi, a si se mi swit Jizɔs de sɔfa bɔku.
ɛn a bin aks am fɔ tɛl mi bɔt aw i de sɔfa.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Insted, a go riples yu and yu go akt laik mai nos."
So i bin tan lɛk to mi se Jizɔs sidɔm na mi bed ɛn a tinap nia am.
A bigin bay we a es in ed we gɛt blɛsin
Ɛn, wan bay wan, a pul ɔl di chukchuk dɛn we bin de insay de. Dɔn a chɛk ɔl di wund dɛn we de na in oli Bɔdi.
A drɛy dɛn blɔd ɛn fuk dɛn
Bɔt a nɔ bin gɛt natin fɔ anɔynt dɛn ɛn mek i nɔ sɔfa. Dɔn a si se wan ɔyl de kɔmɔt na mi chɛst.
A kɛr am go fɔ anɔynt in wund dɛn
Bɔt a bin de du am wit smɔl fred bikɔs a nɔ bin no wetin dis ɔyl min.
I mek a ɔndastand se fɔ rɛsayn to di divayn Wil na ɔyl we, .
- we Jizɔs de anɔynt, .
de mek pɔsin nɔ fil pen ɛn injuri.
Afta a ɛnjɔy fɔ du dis savis to mi dia Jizɔs, I lɔs ɛn a fɛn misɛf na mi bɔdi.
Pan ɔl we a nɔ bin de na mi bɔdi ɛn a nɔ bin si Jizɔs we a lɛk, a bin gɛt fɔ luk fɔ am fɔ lɔng tɛm bifo a fɛn am.
Eventually a fain am na Kwin mama in an ba i no ivin luk mi.
Udat go se di pen we a bin fil we a si se Jizɔs nɔ bisin bɔt mi!
Leta, a notis wan smɔl pal na in chɛst.
I bin so shayn dat i bin ful-ɔp ɔl in Mɔtalman we oli pas ɔl wit in layt.
A aks am wetin i min.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Di klin we una de sɔfa, ivin di smɔl wan dɛn we de sɔfa, ."
-we yu aksept onli fo mi lov,
ɛn yu want fɔ sɔfa mɔ if a alaw am, na dis mek bɔku layt kam.
Mi gyal pikin
- di klin we di intenshכn de klin na so magnitכd dat
ɛnibɔdi we de du sɔntin fɔ mek a gladi, de ful-ɔp ɔl di tin dɛn we i de du wit layt.
-Di wan we nɔ de du wetin rayt
i jɔs de spre daknɛs, ivin insay di gud we i de du ".
Dɔn a si se Wi Masta bin wɛr wan miro we rili brayt na in chɛst.
I bin tan lɛk se
-dat di wan dɛn we de waka na di rayt we, dɔn ful-ɔp wit dis miro ɛn
-dat di wan dɛn we nɔ de waka wit wetin rayt
dɛn de kɔntinyu fɔ de na do ɛn dɛn nɔ ebul fɔ gɛt di imprint fɔ di imej fɔ Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin.
Dis mɔnin, afta dɛn dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, .
i bin tan lɛk to mi se di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs bin want mek dɛn sɔfa we dɛn nel mi na di tik.
Na di sem tɛm a si mi enjɛl we de gayd mi de ledɔm na di krɔs fɔ mek a sɔfa.
Dɔn a si mi swit Jizɔs de rili sɔri fɔ mi.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Yu sɔfa na mi kɔrej."
Ɛn i bin sho se i gladi we nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt fɔ di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa.
Di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs we, bikɔs a bin de obe, i bin dɔn mek a sɔfa, bin dɔn gi am dis kɔrej.
Jizɔs bin tɔk bak se :
«Bikɔs di sakramɛnt fɔ di Yukaris na di frut fɔ di krɔs, a fil se a rili want fɔ du dis.
-fɔ alaw yusɛf fɔ sɔfa we yu gɛt mi Bɔdi,
Bikɔs we a si yu de sɔfa, .
i tan lɛk to mi se mi Pasɔn de kɔntinyu insay yu, .
- nɔto mistik bɔt rili, fɔ di bɛnifit fɔ di sol dɛn.
Ɛn dis na big rilif fɔ mi.
Bikɔs da tɛm de a de ripɛnt di tru tru frut dɛn fɔ mi Krɔs ɛn fɔ di Yukaris ».
Dɔn i se : .
"So fa, na obedience yu don sofa."
Yu want mek a gɛt sɔm ɛnjɔymɛnt fɔ ridyus di krɔs we dɛn krɔs mi yon An dɛn insay yu? "
If a bin stil de fil bɔku pen, .
- bikɔs di pen dɛn we di krɔs bin de fil bin stil fresh insay mi, a tɛl am se:
"Go bifo, Masta, a de na yu an. Du wetin yu want to mi."
Dɔn Jizɔs bin rili gladi ɛn bigin fɔ drɛb di nel dɛn na mi an ɛn mi fut.
A bin fil so bad bad wan dat a nɔ no aw a bin kɔntinyu fɔ de alayv. Bɔt, a bin gladi bikɔs a bin de mek Jizɔs gladi.
Afta i dɔn fiks di nel dɛn, kam nia mi, i se :
"Aw yu fayn! Ɛn aw yu fayn de gro tru yu sɔfa! Oh! Aw yu rili dia to mi!"
Mi yay de pan yu bikɔs dɛn de fɛn mi pikchɔ insay yu ".
Im tok plenti oda tins we a no tink se a nid fo ripot hia. Fɔs, bikɔs a bad ɛn, .
sɛkɔn, bikɔs a nɔ ɔndastand aw Jizɔs de tɔk to mi, .
-we de briŋ mi kɔnfyushɔn ɛn shem.
A op se di Masta go mek mi gud ɛn fayn.
So, as di tin dɛn we a nɔ kin fil fayn de stɔp, a go ebul fɔ rayt ɔltin. Bɔt, fɔ naw, a go stɔp ya.
Afta a gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, mi swit Jizɔs, we ful-ɔp wit gudnɛs, sho insɛf to mi.
I bin tan lɛk to mi se di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs bin want mek dɛn nel mi na di tik, bɔt mi nature bin fil se a nɔ want fɔ put misɛf ɔnda am.
Mi swit Jizɔs , fɔ ɛnkɔrej mi, tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, ."
- if di Yukaris na prɔmis fɔ gɛt glori tumara bambay,
-di krɔs na di mɔni we dɛn go yuz fɔ bay dis glori.
- Di Yukaris na di balm we de mek pipul nɔ gɛt kɔrɔpshɔn .
I tan lɛk dɛn sɛnt dɛn de we gɛt sɛnt we dɛn anɔynt di bɔdi dɛn, dɛn kin kip dɛn fɔ mek dɛn nɔ rɔtin.
I de gi di sol ɛn di bɔdi layf we nɔ de day.
Bɔt di krɔs , de mek di sol fayn.
I so pawaful dat, if dɛt dɔn stɔp, na garanti fɔ di sol.
Pe fɔ ɛni dɛt we yu gɛt.
We yu dɔn satisfay fɔ ɔltin, mek wan fayn fayn tron fɔ di sol fɔ mek i gɛt glori tumara bambay.
Di krɔs ɛn di Yukaris na, so fɔ se, kɔmplimɛnt ”.
Dɔn i bin tɔk bak se :
" Di krɔs na mi flawa bed:
nɔto bikɔs a nɔ bin sɔfa bɛtɛ frɔm di bad bad pen dɛn we i bin de fil
bɔt bikɔs, tru am, a dɔn opin bɔku bɔku sol dɛn fɔ gɛt gudnɛs.
A dɔn si tru am bɔku fayn fayn flawa dɛn de kam we dɔn mek bɔku fayn fayn frut dɛn we de na ɛvin. So, we a si bɔku gud tin dɛn, a luk dis bed we de sɔfa as sɔntin we de mek a gladi.
A bin de ɛnjɔy di krɔs ɛn di sɔfa dɛn we a bin de sɔfa.
Yu tu, mi gyal pikin, aksept sɔfa as yu gladi at Ɛnjɔy fɔ mek dɛn krɔs mi na mi Krɔs.
Nayn ples! A no wan mek yu fred fo sofa laik se yu na les pesin. Una gladi!
Wok lɛk pɔsin we gɛt maynd ɛn rɛdi fɔ sɔfa."
As i de tɔk, a si se mi gud enjɛl we de gayd mi dɔn rɛdi fɔ nel mi na di tik. Frɔm misɛf a stret mi an dɛn ɛn di enjɛl nel mi na di tik.
Di gud Jizɔs bin gladi fɔ di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa.
A bin rili gladi se wan misɛf sol lɛk mi kin gi Jizɔs gladi at.I bin tan lɛk se na big big ɔnɔ fɔ mi fɔ sɔfa fɔ in lɔv.
Dis mɔnin a si misɛf na do na mi bɔdi ɛn a si di skay we gɛt krɔs dɛn:
smɔl, midul ɛn big. Di big wan dɛn bin de gi mɔ layt.
I bin rili fayn fɔ si bɔku bɔku krɔs dɛn, .
- brayt pas di san, .
-de mek di skay.
Afta dat, i bin tan lɛk se di ɛvin opin.
Wan kin si ɛn yɛri di fɛstival we di Blɛsin bin dɔn pripia fɔ ɔnɔ di Krɔs.
Di wan dɛn we bin sɔfa pas ɔl na dɛn bin de sɛlibret pas ɔlman pan dis de.
Dɛn bin mek di wan dɛn we day fɔ dɛn fet difrɛn wan spɛshal we
ɛn bak di wan dɛn we bin dɔn sɔfa sikrit wan (di wan dɛn we di sol dɔn sɔfa). Insay dis blɛsin we dɛn bin de de, dɛn bin rili ɔnɔ di Krɔs ɛn di wan dɛn we bin dɔn sɔfa pas ɔl.
We a si dis, wan vɔys bin de ɛko na di ay ay ples ɛn se:
"If PAPA GƆD nɔ sɛn krɔs na di wɔl, i go tan lɛk di papa."
-we nɔ gɛt lɔv fɔ in pikin dɛn ɛn
- we, instead fɔ want dɛn fɔ ɔnɔ ɛn jɛntri, want mek dɛn nɔ ɔnɔ dɛn ɛn po ».
Di res of wetin a si from dat vacation, a no get wod fo expres am. A kin fil am insay misɛf, bɔt a nɔ no aw fɔ sho am. So a kin sɛt mɔt mɔt.
Afta sɔm dez we dɛn nɔ bin gɛt bɛtɛ tin fɔ it ɛn we bin de mek trɔbul, .
Dis mɔnin a bin si se a bin rili vɛks.
Mi adorable Jizɔs kam ɛn tɛl mi se: “Wit yu sɔfa yu dɔn ambɔg mi swit rɛst.”
Oh yes! Yu de mek a nɔ kɔntinyu fɔ rɛst."
Udat go se a bin shem we a yɛri se a dɔn ambɔg Jizɔs in rɛst! So, a bin kam fɔ kol fɔ sɔm tɛm.
Bɔt, afta dat, .
A bin si se a bin vɛks pas aw a bin de fil bifo, bikɔs a nɔ bin no usay ɔltin go dɔn.
Afta sɔm wɔd dɛn we Jizɔs tɔk, a si se a nɔ de na mi bɔdi. We a luk di vault na ɛvin, a si tri san dɛn:
i bin tan lɛk se dɛn put wan na di ist pat, .
di ɔda wan de na di wɛst e
di tɔd wan de na di sawt.
Dɛn bin de shayn fayn fayn wan so dat di layt dɛn we de na wan pan dɛn bin de miks wit di wan dɛn we de shayn.
I bin mek pipul dɛn tink se na wan san nɔmɔ de.
I bin tan lɛk se a bin no di sikrit bɔt di Oli Triniti
ɛn bak di sikrit bɔt mɔtalman, we dɛn tri Pawa dɛn ya mek lɛk aw Gɔd tan.
A bin ɔndastand bak se di wan dɛn we bin de na dis layt bin chenj dɛnsɛf:
- dɛn mɛmori frɔm di Papa, .
- dɛn sɛns tru di Pikin ɛn
- dɛn wil tru di wok we di Oli Spirit de du.
Ɔmɔs ɔda tin dɛn a dɔn ɔndastand we a nɔ ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt.
Di sem tin bin kɔntinyu, ɛn sɔntɛm di tin we bin wɔs pas dat, pan ɔl we a bin de du ɔl wetin a ebul fɔ mek a nɔ ambɔg misɛf, jɔs lɛk aw fɔ obe bin de aks mi.
Bɔt, a bin kɔntinyu fɔ fil se di ebi we a bin de lɛf mi bin de krɔs mi ɛn ivin dɔnawe wit mi. "Oh God, wich bad bad stet! At least tel mi: wia a ofend yu?"
Wetin kin mek dis apin? Ah! Jɛntilman!
If yu kɔntinyu lɛk dis, a tink se a nɔ go gɛt di trɛnk igen. "
Dɔn, Jizɔs bin sho insɛf.
I put in an ɔnda mi chin fɔ sho se i gɛt sɔri-at, i tɛl mi se :
"Po gyal, aw yu dɔn taya!"
Dɔn, we i bin de tɛl mi bɔt aw i bin de sɔfa, i bin lɔs wit di spid we layt bin de blo, ɛn dis bin mek a fil bad pas aw i bin de fil bifo.
A bin fil lɛk se i nɔ kam fɔ lɔng tɛm. A bin de wɔri fɔ liv bak.
Mi layf dɔn de sɔfa ɔltɛm. "Ah! Masta! Ɛp mi ɛn nɔ lɛf mi so abandɔn, ivin if na dat a fɔ gɛt."
Di sem stet we dɛn bin de kip pipul dɛn ɛn lɛf dɛn fɔ du sɔntin bin kɔntinyu.
A bin kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn a si wan wata we bin de rɔn ɛn ays blɔk bin de kam wit am. I bin tan lɛk se bɔku siti dɛn bin dɔn ful-ɔp wit wata ɛn bɔku tin dɛn bin pwɛl.
Dis bin mek a fɔdɔm pan big big kɔnfyushɔn ɛn a bin want fɔ kɔba dis sik.
Bɔt bikɔs na mi wangren bin de, we Jizɔs nɔ bin de wit mi, a bin fil se mi po an dɛn tu wik fɔ du dat.
Dɔn, a sɔprayz, a si wan vajin kam (i bin tan lɛk to mi se na Amɛrika kɔmɔt).
Yu na yu sayd ɛn mi na di ɔda say dɔn ebul fɔ kɔba dis sik to big pat.
Leta, we wi jɔyn, a notis se dis vajin gɛt di sayn dɛn fɔ di Pashiɔn: i wɛr krawn we gɛt chukchuk lɛk mi.
Dɔn wan enjɛl bin tɔk se:
« Ɔ pawa fɔ di viktim sol dɛn!
Wetin wi enjɛl dɛn nɔ ebul fɔ du, wi kin du tru di sɔfa we dɛn de sɔfa .
O! If mɔtalman bin jɔs no di gud tin dɛn we de kɔmɔt frɔm dɛn sol dɛn ya, .
- di prayvet gud ɛn bak di pɔblik gud, .
dɛn go bizi de beg Gɔd fɔ mek dɛn sol ya bɔku na di wɔl ».
Afta dat, wi bin de prez wisɛf to di Masta, wi bin separet.
A bin stil nɔ gɛt mi Jizɔs we a lɛk, if i fayn, i bin de sho insɛf as shado.
O! I bin de mek a vɛks bad bad wan! Aw bɔku kray wata a dɔn pul!
Da mɔnin de, afta a wet ɛn luk fɔ am, a si am nia mi, i bin rili sɔfa, ɛn di krawn we gɛt chukchuk bin de chuk in ed.
A tek am go rili saful wan ɛn put am na mi ed. O! A bin rili fil bad we a de bifo am!
A nɔ bin gɛt di trɛnk fɔ tɔk wan wɔd.
Wit sɔri-at i tɛl mi se :
"Kɔrej! Nɔ fred!
Tray fɔ ful yu intɛriɔ wit mi prezɛns ɛn ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn. We a kam fɔ ful-ɔp insay yu, .
A go kɛr yu go na ɛvin ɛn ɔl yu prɛvashɔn dɛn go dɔn."
Dɔn, insay wan tɔyn we de mek i fil bad, i ad se :
" Pre, mi gyal pikin , . "
bikɔs tri dez de fɔ pripia, .
tri dez apat frɔm dɛnsɛf, .
de dɛm fɔ big big briz, ays blɔk, tɛnda ɛn wata we go pwɛl mɔtalman ɛn plant dɛn bad bad wan ".
Dat se, i disappear, lef mi likl rilif, bot wit wan kweshon:
udat sabi we di ovaflo we yu bin menshon go apin?
Ɛn if i ɛva du dat, sɔntɛm a go gɛt fɔ protɛkt misɛf frɔm am.
We a si misɛf na do na mi bɔdi, a fil lɛk se a de na nɛt: a si di wan ol yunivas, di pafɛkt ɔda we di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek, di skay we gɛt sta dɛn, di saylɛns na di nɛt.
I bin tan lɛk to mi se ɔltin gɛt minin.
As a de tink bɔt am, a bin tink se a dɔn si Wi Masta we tɛl mi se:
"Ɔl nature de invayt wi fɔ rɛst."
Bɔt wetin na tru tru rɛst? Na di intɛriɔ rɛst, di silɛns fɔ ɔl wetin nɔto Gɔd.
Yu si
- di sta dɛn de shayn wit mɔdaret layt, nɔ de shayn lɛk di wan we di san de shayn, .
- di saylεns fכ כl di nature, man εn animal dεm.
Ɔlman de luk fɔ ples, ples fɔ rɔn usay
- de silent ɛn
- rɛst frɔm di taya we de na layf, .
sɔntin we nid fɔ di bɔdi ɛn bɔku ɔda tin dɛn fɔ di sol.
"Wi fɔ rɛst na wi yon sɛnta we na Gɔd. Bɔt, fɔ mek wi ebul fɔ du dat,
- insay saylɛns nid fɔ de, ɛn bak, .
fɔ di bɔdi, fɔ mek i nɔ tɔk na do fɔ mek i ebul fɔ slip fayn fayn wan.
So, wetin dis intɛriɔ silɛns kin gɛt?
-Fɔ silɛns in pawa bay we i de ol dɛn na chɛk,
- fɔ put saylɛns pan wetin i want, wetin i want ɛn fil, fɔ tɔk smɔl, pan ɔltin we nɔto Gɔd.
Wetin na di we fɔ du dis?
Di onli ɛn indispensable we na fɔ pwɛl pɔsin in bi akɔdin to nature
- fɔ ridyus am to natin, .
- aw in situeshɔn bin de bifo dɛn mek am.
We dɛn dɔn ridyus am to natin, i fɔ gɛt bak insay Gɔd.
"Mi gyal pikin, ."
ɔltin bigin insay natin, .
ivin da big mashin de na di yunivas we yu de luk en we geht so bohku oda.
If, bifo dɛn mek am, na sɔntin, .
-A nɔ bin fɔ dɔn involv mi Krio An fɔ mek am wit dis kayn masta,
so ɔna ɛn fayn fayn wan.
-A fɔ dɔn fɔs undo ɔltin we bin fɔ dɔn de bifo, dɔn rido ɔltin lɛk aw a bin want.
Ɔl mi wok na di sol kin bigin frɔm natin .
We ɔda tin miks de, .
i nɔ fayn fɔ mek mi Majesty kam dɔŋ ɛn wok de.
Bɔt
we di sol dɔn ridyus to natin ɛn kam to mi, put in bi insay mi yon, .
den a wok as di God we a bi en i fain in tru rest ".
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk ɔl wetin a dɔn ɔndastand frɔm dɛn wɔd ya we Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin tɔk?
O! Dat mi sol go gladi
-if a bin ebul fɔ undo mi po biin
-fɔ ebul fɔ gɛt di divayn Esɛns fɔ mi Gɔd!
O! So aw a go mek a oli! Bɔt na big big madnɛs de insay mi!
Wea mi bren de so a no du am yet?
Wetin na dis mɔtalman sɔfa we, instead fɔ luk fɔ dis tru gud ɛn flay rili ay, i de satisfay fɔ kray na grɔn ɛn liv insay dɔti ɛn kɔrɔpshɔn?
Dɔn Jizɔs we a lɛk bin kɛr mi go na wan gadin usay bɔku pipul dɛn bin de rɛdi fɔ tek pat pan wan pati.
Na di wan dɛn nɔmɔ we dɔn gɛt di yunifom go ebul fɔ tek pat.
Bɔt na smɔl wan dɛn nɔmɔ dɔn gɛt dis yunifom. A rili want fɔ gɛt am. A bin kɔntinyu fɔ du am as lɔng as a gɛt am.
Arrived na di ples we a fɔ tek di yunifom, venerable lady
-i bin fɔs drɛs mi wit wayt ɛn
-put mi wan celestial sholda pad we wan medal fɔ di Oli Fes fɔ Jizɔs bin de hang pan.
Dis medal na bin miro bak we, .
- if wi bin luk am,
- alaw fɔ difrɛns di smɔl smɔl sin dɛn na in sol, wit di ɛp we di layt we de kɔmɔt na di Oli Fes de ɛp am.
Di uman tek wan rili tint gold kot ɛn kɔba mi wit am kpatakpata.
I bin tan lɛk to mi se we a drɛs lɛk dis a kin kɔmpit wit ɔl di vajin dɛn we de na di kɔmyuniti. We dis bin de apin, Jizɔs tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, as long as yu dres laik dat. Wen pati stat, a go tek yu go de."
Fo nau, mek wi go bak and si wetin humaniti de du."
Dɔn, afta i dɔn waka rawnd, i kam wit mi bak na mi bɔdi.
Dis mɔnin, mi fayn fayn Jizɔs nɔ kam.
Bɔt afta we i dɔn wet fɔ am fɔ lɔng tɛm, i kam.
We i de strok mi, i se, "Mi gyal pikin, yu no us rizin a de du as fa as yu de tink?"
Afta sɔm tɛm, i kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se:
"As far as yu de tink, mai gol no bi."
-fɔ ajɔst briliant tin dɛn insay yu ɔ
-fo mek tins yusef we hailait mi wok.
Mi gol na fɔ du dat
fɔ absɔb yu insay mi Wil ɛn
fɔ mek wi bi wan, .
fɔ mek yu bi pafɛkt mɔdel
di we aw mɔtalman want fɔ gri wit wetin Gɔd want.
Dis na di stet we pas ɔl fɔ mɔtalman, di big big prodigy.
Dis na di mirekul we a want fɔ du insay una.
"Mi gyal pikin, ."
fɔ mek wi wil bi wan pafɛkt wan, yu sol fɔ bi spiritualize.
I gɛt fɔ falamakata mi.
As a de ful-ɔp mi sol bay we a de tek am insay mi, .
A mek misɛf klin Spirit e
A kin mek shɔ se nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ si mi.
Dis kɔrɛkt wit di tru tin
dat natin nɔ de insay mi, .
bɔt ɔltin we de insay mi na rili klin Spirit.
If, insay mi Yumaniti, a bin klos misɛf wit mat, na in wangren bin de
-bikɔs insay ɔltin a tan lɛk man ɛn
- so dat a go bi fɔ man wan pafɛkt mɔdel fɔ spiritualizeshɔn fɔ tin.
Di sol fɔ du dat
-spiritualize ɔltin insay am ɛn
-fɔ bi lɛk klin spirit, lɛk se tin nɔ de insay de igen.
So, wetin wi want kin bi wan pafɛkt wan. If, pan tu tin dɛn, na wan nɔmɔ dɛn fɔ fɔm, .
i nid fɔ mek wan giv ɔp in fɔm fɔ mared di ɔda wan in fɔm.
If nɔto dat, dɛn nɔ go ɛva ebul fɔ mek wan ɔganayzeshɔn.
O! Wetin yu lak go bi if, .
- destroy yu fɔ bi pɔsin we nɔ de si, .
-yu dɔn bi ebul fɔ gɛt di divayn fɔm pafɛkt wan!
Bikɔs a de put misɛf pan mi, ɛn mi de insay yu, .
-dεn tu de fכm wan singl biεn, .
- yu go dɔn fɔ gɛt di Divayn Fountain. Bikɔs mi Wil gɛt ɔl di gud tin dɛn, .
yu go dɔn gɛt ɔl wetin gud, ɛvri gift, ɔl di gudnɛs, .
yu noh foh luk foh dem tin ya eniwe pas yusef.
Bikɔs di gud kwaliti dɛn nɔ gɛt bɔda, di krichɔ we de insay mi Wil kin rich fa fawe wan krichɔ kin rich.
Bikɔs mi Wil de mek pɔsin gɛt di gud kwaliti dɛn we gɛt mɔ heroic ɛn sublaym
we no krichɔ nɔ go ebul fɔ win.
Di ayt fɔ pafɛkt we di sol we dɔn sɔlv insay mi Wil kin rich so big dat i kin dɔn fɔ akt lɛk Gɔd.
Ɛn dis na nɔmal tin bikɔs da tɛm de di sol
- nɔ de liv in yon wil igen, .
-bɔt i de liv insay di wan we Gɔd gɛt.
Dɔn ɔl di sɔprayz fɔ dɔn, bikɔs bay we a de liv insay mi Wil, di sol de posɛs
Pawa, Waiz ɛn Oli, .
ɛn ɔl di ɔda gud kwaliti dɛn we Gɔd insɛf gɛt.
"Wetin a de tel yu rait nau don inaf."
- so dat yu go fɔdɔm insay lɔv wit mi Wil ɛn
-dat, bay mi gudnɛs, wok togɛda as mɔ as pɔsibul fɔ gɛt bɔku guds.
Di sol we kam fɔ de na mi Wil nɔmɔ na di kwin fɔ ɔl di kwin dɛn.
In tron so ay dat i rich na Jiova in Tron. Ɛntay di sikrit dɛn bɔt di Ɔgɔst Triniti.
Tek pat pan di lɔv we di Papa, di Pikin ɛn di Oli Spirit gɛt.
O! Ɔmɔs
di enjɛl dɛn ɛn ɔl di oli wan dɛn de ɔnɔ am, .
man dɛn kin admaya am ɛn
di dɛbul dɛn de fred am, .
si insay am di Divayn Ɛsin! "
O Masta, wen yu bring mi sef fo dis stet, .
bikɔs a nɔ ebul fɔ du ɛnitin bay misɛf! "
Udat go se ɔl di layt we di Masta bin put insay mi da tɛm de
- pan di wanwɔd we mɔtalman wil gɛt wit di divayn Wil!
Di dip we di kɔnsɛpt dɛn dip so dat mi langwej nɔ gɛt di wɔd dɛn fɔ sho dɛn.
A bin ebul fɔ tɔk da smɔl tin de wit pen.
Pan ɔl we mi wɔd dɛn na nɔs we yu kɔmpia am to wetin di Masta mek a ɔndastand rili klia wan wit in divayn layt.
A bin rili sɔri fɔ di privashɔn fɔ mi adorable Jizɔs.At di bɛst, I sho Insɛf as shado, di tɛm fɔ wan flash.
A bin fil lɛk se a nɔ go ebul fɔ si am lɛk aw i bin de bifo.
Bikɔs i bin de na di say we a bin de sɔfa bad bad wan, i bin tan lɛk se i rili taya, i bin tan lɛk se i rili nid fɔ gɛt kɔrej.
I put in an dɛn rawnd mi nɛk, i tɛl mi se :
"Mi pɔsin we a lɛk, briŋ mi flawa ɛn rawnd mi ɔl, bikɔs a want Lɔv. Mi gyal pikin, di swit sɛnt we de na yu flawa dɛn go bi fɔ mi kɔmfɔt ɛn mɛrɛsin fɔ mi sɔfa, bikɔs a de languish, a de wik."
A ansa wantɛm wantɛm se:
"Ɛn yu, Jizɔs we a lɛk, gi mi sɔm frut."
Fɔ di lesin we a les ɛn di we aw a nɔ de sɔfa
A kin mek mi yon languor bɔku te i wik ɛn a kin fil se a de day.
So a go ebul fɔ du am
-nɔ jɔs gi yu flawa,
- bɔt bak frut
fɔ dampen yu languor."
Jizɔs bin tɛl mi se:
"O! Aw wi ɔndastand wisɛf gud gud wan!"
I tan lɛk to mi se yu wil na wan wit mi yon ".
Fɔ smɔl tɛm, a bin fil fayn
lɛk se di stet we a bin de insay bin want fɔ stɔp.
Bɔt, jɔs afta dat, a bin si se a dɔn put misɛf insay di sem taya.
bifo.
A bin fil se a de mi wangren ɛn dɛn dɔn lɛf mi, dɛn nɔ gɛt mi Gud we pas ɔl.
Dis mɔnin a bin fil mɔ pen pas ɛni ɔda tɛm fɔ di privashɔn fɔ mi big big Gud.
I bin introdyus insɛf ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Lɛk strɔng briz i de atak pipul dɛn ɛn go insay dɛn."
- so dat i go shek di wan ol pɔsin, .
so mi Lɔv ɛn mi Grɛs de atak ɛn go insay
- di at, di maynd εn di pat dεm we de intima pas כl na man.
Bɔt di man we nɔ de tɛl tɛnki nɔ gri wit mi gudnɛs ɛn mek a vɛks, ɛn mek a fil bad bad wan.
A bin rili kɔnfyus bɔt sɔntin.
A bin fil se a dɔn krɔs misɛf, pan ɔl we a nɔ bin de fred fɔ tɔk wan wɔd. A bin tink se: “Wetin mek i nɔ de kam?”
Ɛn we i kam, se a nɔ de si am fayn? I tan lɛk se a dɔn lɔs di klia we aw i klia.
Udat no if a go si in fayn fayn Fes lɛk bifo ".
We a bin de tink lɛk dis, mi swit Jizɔs tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, wetin mek yu de fred?"
Sins bay di union of wi wils yu destiny de fo heven? "
Ɛn, bikɔs i bin want fɔ ɛnkɔrej ɛn sɔri fɔ di pen we a de fil, i bin tɔk bak se:
"Yu na mi nyu Opera."
Nɔ vɛks bad bad wan if yu nɔ si mi klia wan. A bin tɛl yu di ɔda de se:
A nɔ de kam ya lɛk aw a kin kam ya, bikɔs a want fɔ pɔnish pipul dɛn.
If yu si mi klia wan, yu go ɔndastand klia wan wetin a de du. Ɛn bikɔs dɛn dɔn graft yu at insay mi yon, i go sɔfa lɛk mi yon. Fɔ mek una nɔ sɔfa dis sɔfa, a nɔ de sho misɛf klia wan.”
A ansa am se: “Udat go se di sɔfa we yu lɛf mi po at insay!”
O Masta, gi mi di trɛnk fɔ bia we a de sɔfa ".
As a kɔntinyu fɔ de na di sem stet, a bin fil bad bad wan.
A bin nid maksimal ɛp fɔ ebul fɔ bia we dɛn nɔ de gi mi di Gud we pas ɔl.
Blɛsin Jizɔs, we gɛt sɔri-at fɔ mi, sho mi in Fes fɔ sɔm tɛm insay di dip pat na mi at, bɔt dis tɛm nɔto klia wan.
We i mek a yɛri in swit vɔys, i tɛl mi se:
"Kɔrej, mi gyal pikin! Mek a dɔn fɔ pɔnish ɛn afta dat a go kam lɛk aw a bin de bifo."
As i de tɔk lɛk dis, a aks am na mi maynd se:
"Wetin pɔnishmɛnt yu bigin fɔ sɛn?
I ansa se: “Ren we de kɔntinyu fɔ kam, de wɔs pas ays blɔk ɛn i go mek pipul dɛn sɔri.”
Afta a tɔk dis, i lɔs ɛn a fɛn misɛf na do na mi bɔdi na wan gadin. Na de a si di tin dɛn we dɔn dray pan di vayn dɛn.
A tɛl misɛf se: ‘Po, po, wetin dɛn go du?’
We a bin de tɔk dis, a si na di gadin wan smɔl bɔbɔ we bin de kray so lawd wan dat i mek ɛvin ɛn di wɔl nɔ yɛri, bɔt nɔbɔdi nɔ sɔri fɔ am. Pan ɔl we ɔlman bin de yɛri we i de kray, dɛn nɔ bin pe atɛnshɔn to am ɛn dɛn lɛf am in wangren ɛn lɛf am.
Wan tink bin kam na mi maynd: "Udat no, sɔntɛm na Jizɔs". Bɔt a nɔ bin shɔ. We a de kam nia di pikin, a se, "Wetin na di rizin we mek yu kray, fayn pikin?"
Bikɔs una ɔl dɔn lɛf unasɛf fɔ kray ɛn sɔfa we de mek una sɔfa ɛn mek una kray so, una want fɔ kam wit mi?
Bɔt udat bin fɔ dɔn mek in at kol?
I nɔ bin ebul fɔ ansa yes tru kray wata.
I bin want fɔ kam. A ol am na in an fɔ kɛr am go wit mi. Bɔt, jɔs da tɛm de, a bin si misɛf na mi bɔdi.
Dis mɔnin, as a kɔntinyu fɔ de na di sem stet, a si mi fayn fayn Jizɔs na mi at.I bin de slip.
In slip mek mi sol slip lɛk am, so wɛl
dat a bin fil ɔl mi insay pawa dɛn de numb ɛn
dat natin nɔ bin de we a go ebul fɔ du.
Sɔntɛnde, a kin tray fɔ mek a nɔ slip, bɔt a nɔ kin ebul fɔ slip. Blɛsin Jizɔs wek ɛn blo in briz insay mi tri tɛm. I bin tan lɛk se dɛn briz ya dɔn de insay mi ɔlsay.
Dɔn i bin tan lɛk se Jizɔs de briŋ dɛn sem tri briz dɛn de bak insay insɛf.
So a bin fil se a dɔn chenj to am kpatakpata. Udat go se wetin apin to mi nɛks?
O! Di wanwɔd we nɔ de separet bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs! A nɔ gɛt di wɔd dɛn fɔ sho am. Afta dat, i bin tan lɛk se a go ebul fɔ wek.
We Jizɔs bin de brok di kwayɛt, i tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, a luk ɛn luk; a luk ɛn luk, travul di wan ol wɔl."
Dɔn a briŋ mi Ayz to yu, insay yu a fɛn mi satisfayshɔn ɛn a pik yu bitwin wan tawzin. "
Dɔn, we i de tɔk to sɔm pan di pipul dɛn we i si , i tɛl dɛn se :
“Di we aw pipul dɛn nɔ de rɛspɛkt ɔda pipul dɛn, dat min se dɛn nɔ de put dɛnsɛf dɔŋ ɛn ɔmbul.
Na bikɔs pɔsin we ɔmbul ɛn we gɛt sɔri-at sabi aw fɔ rɛspɛkt ɔlman ɛn
- ɔltɛm fayn fayn wan fɔ ɛksplen di tin dɛn we ɔda pipul dɛn de du."
We i dɔn tɔk dat, i lɔs ɛn a nɔ ebul fɔ tɔk wan wɔd to am.
Blɛsin fɔ Jizɔs we a lɛk ɔltɛm! Mek ɔltin bi fɔ in glori!
Mi adorable Jizɔs stil nɔ bin sho fayn.
Dis mɔnin, afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs bin gi mi di krɔs. We a bin de sɔfa, Jizɔs bin blɛs, .
we dɛn bin lɛk dɛn, i bin sho insɛf klia wan.
Et! Udat go se di sɔfa we i bin sɔfa ɛn di pen we i bin de sɔfa
i bin de insay we dɛn bin de fos am fɔ sɛn pɔnishmɛnt dɛn na di wɔl.
A bin rili sɔri fɔ am. If pipul dɛn bin dɔn si am!
Ivin if dɛn at bin at lɛk dayamɔn, dɛn bin fɔ dɔn brok lɛk glas we de brok brok.
A beg am fɔ mek i kol, fɔ mek i gladi, .
ɛn fɔ mek a sɔfa so dat pipul dɛn nɔ go day.
Dɔn a tɛl am se:
"Masta, if yu nɔ want fɔ yɛri mi prea, a no se na dat a fɔ gɛt."
If yu nɔ want fɔ sɔri fɔ pipul dɛn, yu rayt, bikɔs wi bad tin dɛn rili big. Bɔt a de aks una wan gud tin: una fɔ sɔri fɔ una we una de pɔnish una imej dɛn.
Fɔ di Lɔv we yu gɛt fɔ yusɛf, a de aks yu fɔ mek yu nɔ sɛn pɔnishmɛnt dis tɛm.
Tek di bred frɔm yu pikin dɛn ɛn mek dɛn day! Oh nɔ! I nɔ de insay di nature fɔ yu At fɔ du dis kayn we!
A si se di sɔfa we yu de sɔfa na so if i bin de na in pawa, i go gi yu day! "
Ɔlman we bin de sɔfa , i tɛl mi se : .
"Mi gyal pikin, na jɔstis de du vaylɛns to mi."
Bɔt di lɔv we a gɛt fɔ mɔtalman, de mek a de fɛt-fɛt mɔ ɛn mɔ. So, fɔ gɛt fɔ pɔnish krichɔ dɛn de plɔmp mi At insay mɔtalman pen ".
A tɛl am se: "Masta, ɔndo yu Jɔstis pan mi ɛn yu Lɔv nɔ go tek igen. Duya, lɛ a sɔfa ɛn spay dɛn, at least in pat!"
Jɔs lɛk se i dɔn fil se mi prea fɔ du am, i kam nia mi mɔt ɛn tɔn di tik ɛn bad bad bita we i bin de kɛr go na in sayd.
As dɛn swɛla am so, i bin mek a sɔfa sote a bin de fil lɛk se a go day. Blɛsin Jizɔs bin sɔpɔt mi we a bin de sɔfa, if nɔto dat, a bin fɔ dɔn day.
Bɔt, na smɔl pat pan in bita at nɔmɔ i bin de tɔn am.
Wetin go bi fɔ in fayn fayn At we gɛt bɔku tin dɛn!
Dɔn i ala lɛk se na wet dɔn es am ɔp ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, mi jɔstis bin dɔn disayd fɔ pwɛl ɔl di it we mɔtalman de it. Bɔt, naw,
We yu si se bikɔs ɔf lɔv yu tek smɔl pan mi bita at pan yusɛf,
gri fɔ lɛf di tɔd pɔsin.
O! Jɛntilman! Na rili smɔl tin, a tɛl am. Lɛf at le af pan dɛn. Nɔ, mi gyal pikin, gladi.
Mi Masta
if yu no wan mek mi gladi fo evritin, .
at least mek a gladi fo Corato en fo di wan dem we bi mi.
Tide di ays blɔk de pripia we fɔ dɔn kɔz siriɔs damej. We una de sɔfa pan di krɔs, .
-Go na dis ples kɔmɔt na yu bɔdi insay di fɔm fɔ krɔs ɛn
- put di dɛbul dɛn fɔ flay oba Kɔrato, .
bikɔs dɛn nɔ go ebul fɔ bia we dɛn si wan krɔs ɛn dɛn go go ɔdasay ».
So a lɛf mi bɔdi lɛk uman we dɛn nel pan di krɔs ɛn a si ays blɔk ɛn laytin we bin de kam fɔdɔm pan Kɔrato.
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk
- di fred fɔ dimɔn dɛn we dɛn si mi fɔm we dɛn dɔn nel pan krɔs,
-aw dɛn rɔnawe, .
- as insay dɛn vɛks dɛn de bit dɛn finga dɛn.
Bikɔs dɛn nɔ bin ebul fɔ blem mi, .
dɛn kam fɔ atak mi kɔnfɛsɔ we, .
-Dis mɔnin, i bin dɔn gi mi permishɔn fɔ mek dɛn krɔs am.
Dɛn bin fos dɛn fɔ rɔnawe pan mi bifo di sayn fɔ di Ridɛmshɔn.
Afta dɛn rɔnawe, a go bak na mi bɔdi, .
- de wit gud deal fɔ sɔfa. Mek ɔltin bi fɔ mek Gɔd gɛt glori!
Di sɔfa dɛn we a bin de sɔfa bin mek wan swit chen we nem Ɛlis
tay mi to mi swit Jizɔs, .
i bin de wɛr am klos to kɔntinyu ɛn
bin mek i tɔn mi mɔ bita.
We i kam, .
- I tek mi na in an fɔ gi mi trɛnk ɛn
"I bin tɔn mɔ bita insay mi."
A bin tɛl am se:
"Masta, as yu de put pat pan yu sɔfa insay mi, duya."
-fɔ mek a gladi ɛn
-fɔ gi mi wetin a dɔn ɔlrɛdi aks yu, dat na
dat mɔtalman kin gɛt at le af pan di it
- dɛn nid fɔ it dɛnsɛf (luk di tɛks na Jun 3, pej 67).'
I bin tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, fɔ mek yu gladi, ."
A de gi yu di ki dɛn fɔ jɔstis
wit di awareness fɔ wetin rili nid fɔ pɔnish mɔtalman.
Wit dis, yu go du wetin yu want. So, yu nɔ gladi? "We a yɛri dis, a kɔrej misɛf ɛn tɛl misɛf se:
"If na mi, a nɔ go pɔnish ɛnibɔdi."
Bɔt wetin nɔto bin mi disenchantmɛnt we Jizɔs blɛs
- gi mi wan ki ɛn
- put mi na di senta fɔ wan layt
frɔm usay a de liv ɔl di kwaliti dɛn we Gɔd gɛt, ivin di wan we gɛt fɔ du wit Rayt.
O! Aw ɔltin dɔn ɔda insay Gɔd!
-If Jastis de pɔnish, na di ɔda we aw tin de.
If i nɔ pɔnish, i nɔ go gri wit di ɔda kwaliti dɛn we Gɔd gɛt.
A bin si misɛf as wan misɛf wom we de na di sɛntrɔm pan dis layt. A si se, if a bin want, a bin fɔ dɔn agens di we aw Jɔstis de du.
Bɔt afta dat, a go pwɛl di ɔda lɔ ɛn go agens di man insɛf. Bikɔs ivin Jɔstis na klin Lɔv to man.
So, a bin si se a bin kɔnfyus ɛn shem bad bad wan. Fɔ fri misɛf a de tɛl Wi Masta:
"In dis lait, a de andastan tins difren. If yu let mi, a go du wos pas yu."
So, a nɔ de tek di ki dɛn fɔ jɔstis.
Wetin a aksept ɛn want na fɔ mek a sɔfa ɛn spay pipul dɛn. A nɔ want fɔ no natin bɔt di ɔda wan dɛn! "
We Jizɔs bin de smayl fɔ wetin a jɔs tɔk, i bin tɔk bak se :
"Yu wan fri yusɛf frɔm di ki dɛm fɔ jɔstis."
Bɔt yu de du mi mɔ fɛt-fɛt bay we yu lɛf mi wit dɛn wɔd ya: mek a sɔfa ɛn mek dɛn nɔ gɛt wanwɔd! "
A ansa se, "Masta, nɔto se a nɔ want fɔ bi rizin. Na bikɔs nɔto mi wok, na yu yon; mi yon na fɔ bi viktim."
So, du yu wok en a go du mi yon. Nɔto tru, mi Jizɔs we a lɛk? "
We i sho mi se i gri fɔ du dat, i lɔs.
I tan lɛk to mi se mi fayn fayn Jizɔs de kɔntinyu fɔ yuz in jɔstis bay we i de tɔn sɔm pan in pɔnishmɛnt dɛn pan mi ɛn di ɔda wan dɛn pan pipul dɛn.
Dis mɔnin, we a si misɛf wit Jizɔs, mi sol bin skata.
- si di torchɔ we in swit At bin fil
-we i bin de pɔnish krichɔ dɛn!
Di we aw i bin de sɔfa bin so big dat i nɔ bin ebul fɔ ɛp bɔt i bin de kray ɔltɛm.
I bin wɛr wan kruk krawn we gɛt chukchuk na in divayn Ɛd we bin de chuk in bɔdi te i tan lɛk se in ed na jɔs wan bɔku chukchuk.
So, fɔ es am ɔp, a tɛl am se:
"Tɛl mi, mi Gɔd, wetin de apin to yu? Alaw mi fɔ pul dɛn chukchuk dɛn we de mek yu sɔfa so!"
Bɔt Jizɔs nɔ bin ansa ɛnitin. I nɔ bin ivin lisin to wetin a bin de tɔk.
So a bigin fɔ pul in chukchuk dɛn wan bay wan, dɔn di krawn sɛf we a put pan mi ed. We a bin de du dis, a si se na wan rimot ples, atkwek bin de we bin de pwɛl pipul dɛn.
Dɔn Jizɔs bin lɔs ɛn a bin kam bak na mi bɔdi, bɔt a bin sɔfa bad bad wan we a tink bɔt di we aw Jizɔs de sɔfa ɛn di bad bad tin dɛn we dɔn apin to pipul dɛn we po.
Dis mɔnin, we mi gud Jizɔs kam, a tɛl am se: "Masta, wetin yu de du? I tan lɛk to mi se yu de go tu tranga wit yu jɔstis".
Bikɔs a bin want fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk fɔ ɛkskyuz mɔtalman sɔfa, Jizɔs bin mek a nɔ tɔk natin bay we i se:
"Shut up if yu wan mek a de wit yu!"
Kam, embras mi ɛn ɔna ɔl mi mɛmba dɛn we de sɔfa wit yu ɔspitul akt dɛn fɔ wɔship."
A bigin wit in Bɔs ɛn afta dat, wan bay wan, a muf go to ɛni wan pan in ɔda mɛmba dɛn. O! Aw bɔku dip ɛn bad bad wund dɛn bin kɔba in Bɔdi we oli pas ɔl!
As a dɔn so, i lɔs, ɛn lɛf mi
-wit rili smɔl sɔfa e
-wit di fred se i bin de kam fɔ tɔn in bita pan pipul dɛn, dis bita we i nɔ bin gɛt di gudnɛs fɔ tɔn pan mi.
Afta sɔm tɛm di kɔnfɛsɔ kam ɛn a tɛl am wetin a jɔs dɔn ɛkspiriɛns.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"Tide, wen yu du yu meditashon, ."
Yu go aks am fɔ mek yu sɔfa di krɔs so dat i go stɔp fɔ sɛn pɔnishmɛnt."
We a de tink gud wan, .
Jizɔs bin apia to mi ɛn a beg am fɔ du wetin mi kɔnfɛsɔ bin dɔn prɔmis am. Witout giv mi likl atenshon, .
I bin tan lɛk se i tɔn in bak pan mi ɛn slip so a nɔ bin de mɔna am.
A bin fil se a de day wit pen bikɔs i nɔ bin fala wetin di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs bin aks mi.
A tek mi maynd, a ol am na in an fɔ wek am ɛn se:
"Masta, wetin yu de du? Na ɔl di rɛspɛkt we yu gɛt fɔ yu fav gud kwaliti fɔ obe? Usay ɔl di prez we yu se fɔ dis gud kwaliti de?"
Usay di ɔnɔ dɛn we yu dɔn gi am de, te yu se so
dat yu de shek , .
dat yu nɔ go ebul fɔ gens am e
dat yu fil se di sol we de praktis am dɔn kech yu.
Ɛn naw i tan lɛk se yu nɔ bisin bɔt am igen? "
We a bin de tɔk dis (ɛn bɔku ɔda tin dɛn we go tek lɔng tɛm if a want fɔ rayt to una), di blɛsin Jizɔs bin shek lɛk se na wan rili strɔng pen.
I ala ɛn, i bin de kray, i tɛl mi se:
"A no wan send panishment tu. Bot na Jastis de fos mi to du am."
Aweva, yu, wit yu wod, prik mi to di kor.
Yu tɔch sɔntin we rili dilik fɔ mi, sɔntin we a rili lɛk, te a nɔ bin want ɛni ɔda ɔnɔ ɔ taytul pas fɔ obe.
So jɔs bikɔs a nɔ intres fɔ obe nɔ min se i nɔ de mek yu sheb di sɔfa dɛn we di Krɔs de sɔfa, na Jɔstis de fos mi fɔ du am ".
Afta i tɔk dis, i lɔs
- we de lɛf mi gladi, .
- bɔt wit sɔri-at na di sol, .
lɛk se na mi wɔd dɛn de mek di Masta ala! Deign fɔ fɔgiv mi, mi Jizɔs!
A bin sɔfa bɔku.
We i kam, mi Jizɔs we a lɛk bin sɔri fɔ mi bad bad wan ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, wetin mek yu de sɔfa so? Mek a kɔrej yu smɔl." Bɔt, I bin sɔfa pas mi!
I fuk mi sol ɛn pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
I tek mi an dɛn na in yon, put mi fut pan in yon ɛn mi ed pan in yon. A bin rili gladi fɔ de na dis pozishɔn! Ivin if Jizɔs in nel ɛn chukchuk dɛn mek a sɔfa, a bin fɔ dɔn lɛk fɔ mek i bɔku. Dɛn bin gi mi gladi at.
I bin tan lɛk se Jizɔs bin gladi bak bikɔs i bin de kip mi nia am.
I tan lɛk to mi se i bin mek a fil fayn ɛn a bin de kɔrej am. Na dis pozishɔn wi kɔmɔt na do.
Afta a dɔn mit di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs, a pre fɔ am wantɛm wantɛm ɛn tɛl di Masta se i so gud fɔ mek i sav di swit we in Voys gɛt.
Fɔ mek a gladi, Jizɔs tɔn to am ɛn tɔk to am bɔt di krɔs ɛn se:
"Tru di krɔs, mi Divinity de absɔb insay di sol."
Di krɔs de mek i tan lɛk mi Yumaniti ɛn kɔpi mi Wok dɛn insay am ».
Dɔn wi bin go waka na di eria. O! So bɔku sho dɛn we de mek wi at pwɛl wi dɔn si.
Dɛn bin de chuk mi sol frɔm wan say to di ɔda say!
Wi dɔn si di bad bad tin dɛn we mɔtalman de du, .
di wan dɛn we nɔ ivin de fala di rayt we. Bifo dat, dɛn kin trowe dɛnsɛf pan am wit wamat, .
-as if dem wan mek dem wund tu taims.
Ɛn wi dɔn si di big big sɔfa we dɛn de go.
Dɔn, wit big pen, wi pul wisɛf. Jizɔs bin lɔs ɛn a bin ful-ɔp mi bɔdi bak.
Dis mɔnin, blɛsin Jizɔs nɔ kam. A bin de wɔri bɔt am.
We i kam, i tɛl mi se: “Mi gyal pikin, fɔ du wetin Gɔd want ɛn fɔ gɛt pis na di sem tin.”
If yu de sɔfa wit ɛni sik, .
-na di sayn we de sho se yu dɔn distans yusɛf smɔl frɔm Gɔd,
-bikɔs fɔ muv insay am ɛn nɔ gɛt pafɛkt pis nɔ pɔsibul. Insay Gɔd ɔltin na pis ».
Dɔn i bin tɔk bak se :
"Yu nɔ no se privashɔn na fɔ di sol wetin winta na fɔ plant dɛn:
insay di kol sizin dɛn rut dɛn kin sink dip dip wan ɛn
A de mek dɛn strɔng so dat dɛn go ebul fɔ blo insay May."
Dɔn i pul mi na mi bɔdi ɛn a bin aks am bɔku tɛm. Dɔn i lɔs.
A dɔn kam bak na mi bɔdi, .
-inhabited bay wan big want fɔ ɔltɛm de pafɛkt wan wit am
- so dat a go ebul fɔ liv insay in pis ɔltɛm.
Bikɔs Jizɔs bin de kɔntinyu fɔ nɔ kam, a bin de tray fɔ tink gud wan bɔt di sikrit bɔt di we aw dɛn bin de bit mi. We a bin de du dis, i bin wund bad bad wan ɛn i bin de blɔd. As a si am so, i tɛl mi se: "Mi gyal pikin, Ɛvin ɛn di wɔl we Gɔd mek de sho se Gɔd lɛk am. Mi Bɔdi we dɔn wund de sho se a lɛk mɔtalman."
Mi divayn nature ɛn mi mɔtalman nature nɔ de separet ɛn dɛn mek wan pɔsin. Tru dɛn a nɔ jɔs dɔn satisfay divayn jɔstis, bɔt a dɔn wok bak fɔ mek mɔtalman sev.
Ɛn, fɔ invayt ɔlman fɔ lɛk Gɔd ɛn neba, nɔto jɔs a dɔn gi misɛf ɛgzampul bɔt dis pɔynt, bɔt a dɔn mek am wan lɔ we Gɔd gi mi. Mi Wound ɛn Mi Blɔd de tich ɔlman di we fɔ lɔv ɛn di duty fɔ ɔlman fɔ wɔri bɔt di sev we ɔda pipul dɛn go sev ».
Dɔn, bikɔs i bin fil bad, i tɔk bak se : “Lɔv na ruthless tyrant fɔ mi!
Fɔ mek i satisfay, .
-nɔto jɔs a bin liv mi wan ol layf we de day insay kɔntinyu sakrifays, te a day na di Krɔs,
-bɔt a bin gi misɛf as pɔrpɛtual Viktim insay di sakramɛnt fɔ di Yukaris.
Dɔn bak, a dɔn invayt sɔm pan mi pikin dɛn we a lɛk, ivin yusɛf, .
-bi viktim we de kɔntinyu fɔ sɔfa fɔ di sev we mɔtalman gɛt.
Oh yes! Mi At nɔ de fɛn pis ɔ rɛst if i nɔ sɔrɛnda to mɔtalman!
Bɔt, di man ansa mi wit rili nɔ gladi! Dat se, i bin lɔs.
Dis mɔnin, we a bin kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn nɔto wit mi big big gud, a bin go luk fɔ am.
A bin de go fɔ pas bikɔs a bin taya we a fil am biɛn mi bak. I bin de ol mi bak.
A trowe am bifo mi ɛn se:
"Mi beloved, yu no sabi se a no fit liv witout yu?"
Ɛn yu de mek a wet te a pas! At least tel mi wetin mek? Aw a dɔn mek yu vɛks fɔ we dɛn mek yu sɔfa so bad bad wan, fɔ kil yu we de mek yu day so bad bad wan?».
We Jizɔs bin de ambɔg mi, i tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, mi gyal pikin, nɔ de inkrisayz di torchɔ na mi At."
I rili pasmak, insay wan strɛch ɔltɛm, bikɔs bɔku pipul dɛn de rep mi ɛn nɔ taya.
Di bad tin dɛn we mɔtalman de du de mek a de fɛt-fɛt bay we dɛn de mek a du wetin rayt. Dɛn kin fos mi fɔ pɔnish dɛn.
Ɛn, bikɔs mi Jɔstis de wund mi Lɔv fɔ man, mi At dɔn so pen se a fil se a de day.
"Yu tu de du vaylɛns to mi ɛvri tɛm, afta yu dɔn lan bɔt di pɔnishmɛnt we a de gi, yu de fos mi fɔ nɔ gi am."
Bikɔs a no se yu nɔ go ebul fɔ du ɔda tin bifo mi ɛn fɔ mek a nɔ go mek mi At de pan big big strɛch, a nɔ de kam.
Renounce fɔ rep mi so dat a go kam: mek a gi fri rein to mi fury ɛn stɔp fɔ aggravate mi sɔfa wit yu intavɛnshɔn dɛn.
As fɔ di ɔda wan dɛn, .
no se di ɔmbul we pas ɔlman nid
- rɔnawe frɔm ɔl di rizin dɛn e
-bi damej na in void.
So if wi du dat, we wi nɔ no, wi de miks wit Gɔd .
Dis kin mek pipul dɛn du dat
- di mכst intimate union bitwin di sol εn Gɔd, .
- di lɔv we pafɛkt pas ɔl fɔ Gɔd e
- di big bεnεfit fכ di sol, .
Bikɔs, we pɔsin lɛf in rizin, i kin gɛt di Rizin we Gɔd gi am .
We di sol lɛf fɔ luk insɛf, i nɔ kin bisin bɔt wetin go apin to am.
Ɛn i de rich wan langwej we de na ɛvin ɛn we kɔmɔt frɔm Gɔd ɔlsay.
We pɔsin ɔmbul, dat de mek di sol gɛt wan klos we go mek i nɔ gɛt wan prɔblɛm.
We dɛn rap am wit dis klos, di sol de liv insay di dip pis, we dɛn dɔn mek fayn fayn wan fɔ mek i gladi fɔ Jizɔs we i lɛk ».
Udat go se aw a bin sɔprayz wit dɛn wɔd ya we Jizɔs tɔk, a nɔ bin no wetin fɔ tɛl am.
I bin lɔs ɛn a bin si misɛf na mi bɔdi, a bin kol yes, bɔt a bin rili fil bad.
Fɔs, bikɔs ɔf di sɔfa ɛn strɛch dɛn we mi dia Jizɔs bin de insay.
Ɛn bak bikɔs a bin de fred se naw i nɔ go gri fɔ kam. Udat go ebul fɔ bia dis?
"O Masta! Gi mi di trɛnk fɔ bia dis martyrdom we nɔ go ebul fɔ bia. As fɔ di ɔda wan dɛn, tɔk wetin yu want."
A nɔ go neglɛkt ɛni we, a go yuz ɔl di trik dɛn fɔ mek yu kam."
Afta dɛn dɔn spɛn sɔm dez we dɛn nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ tin fɔ du, .
I sho insɛf lɛk shado, wit di spid we layt de spid.
Ɛn a bin si se a nɔ ebul fɔ waka, lɛk se a de slip, a nɔ bin ɔndastand wetin de apin to mi.
We a bin de insay dis taya, na wan sɔfa nɔmɔ bin apin to mi: i bin tan lɛk se na di sem tin apin to mi we i sɔfa.
dat min se, dɛn dɔn pul mi ɔl wetin a ebul fɔ du. Di pɔsin we de insay dis stet nɔ go ebul
- nɔ kɔmplen, .
- ɔ fɔ difend yusɛf, .
- ɔ fɔ apil to ɛni we fɔ fri yusɛf frɔm in misfɔstans. Poor am! I de slip!
If i bin wek, i go mɔs no aw fɔ fɛt fɔ insɛf frɔm di bad tin we bin apin to am.
Na so mi bad bad tin bin de!
Dɛn nɔ bin alaw mi fɔ kray, ala, kray, pan ɔl we a nɔ bin dɔn si mi Jizɔs igen, .
- di wan we na ɔl mi lɔv, ɔl mi gladi at, mi ay Gud.
In ɔda wɔd dɛn
so dat a nɔ bin fil bad we i nɔ bin de, i bin de rɔk mi fɔ slip ɛn lɛf mi.
"O Masta, wek mi."
so dat a go si mi misɛf ɛn at ɔl no wetin a de mis ”.
Ɛn, we a bin de na dis stet, a bin fil se Jizɔs dɔn blɛs insay mi: i bin de kray ɔltɛm.
In kray bin de mek mi yes at.
We a wek smɔl, a tɛl am se:
"Mi wan and onli Gud, tru yu komplen a don si di very sofa stet we yu de."
I kin apin to yu bikɔs
-dat yu wan sɔfa yu wan ɛn
- alaw mi fɔ nɔ sheb yu sɔfa!
Bifo dat, yu bin de rɔk mi te a slip ɛn nɔ mek a ɔndastand natin. A ɔndastand usay ɔl dis kɔmɔt: yu Jɔstis so fri fɔ pɔnish.
"Bɔt oh! Yu sɔri fɔ mi, bikɔs if yu nɔ de, a blaynd. Yu we so gud, yu nid pɔsin."
-we de kip yu kɔmpin,
-we de kɔrej yu,
-we sɔm kayn we de ridyus yu vɛks.
We yu si yu pikchɔ dɛn de day pan sɔfa, .
maybe yu go komplen mo en tel mi:
"O!
If yu bin de tray tranga wan fɔ kɔrej mi, .
if yu bin tek pan yusɛf di sɔfa we mi krichɔ dɛn de sɔfa, a nɔ bin fɔ dɔn si mi an ɛn fut dɛn de sɔfa so ».
Yu nɔ tink se na tru, Jizɔs we de peshɛnt pas ɔlman?
Fɔ sɔri, riak smɔl ɛn mek a sɔfa insay yu ples! "
As a bin de tɔk dis, .
I bin de kray ɔltɛm, lɛk se i want sɔri-at ɛn kɔrej. Bɔt mi, we bin want fɔ pul am kɔmɔt bay we a de sheb di sɔfa dɛn we i de sɔfa, .
A shot am, lɛk se a want fɔ fos am.
So, afta a de pre we a de pre wit ɔl mi at, .
I stret in An ɛn Fut dɛn we dɛn nel insay mi ɛn sheb sɔm pan in sɔfa dɛn wit mi.
Leta, we i stɔp insay in kray, i tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, di sad taim we wi de expiriens de fos mi to du am."
Na bikɔs mɔtalman dɔn mek prawd sote ɔlman tink se dɛn na Gɔd.
If a nɔ sɛn pɔnishmɛnt pan dɛn, a go pwɛl dɛn sol, bikɔs na di krɔs nɔmɔ na tin fɔ it fɔ ɔmbul.
If a nɔ du dat, a go dɔn mek i lɔs di mɔni we i gɛt.
- bi ɔmbul e
-fɔ kɔmɔt na dɛn strenj madnɛs.
A lɛk papa we de sheb bred so dat ɔl in pikin dɛn go it dɛnsɛf.
Bɔt na smɔl pipul dɛn nɔmɔ nɔ want dis bred. Bifo dat, dɛn nɔ gri wit am bifo dɛn papa.
Bɔt, dis nɔto di po papa in fɔlt! A tan lɛk dat. Una sɔri fɔ mi we a de sɔfa.”
Se so, i disappear, lef mi haf slip, witout no
-if a wek kɔmplit wan ɔ
-if a stil geht foh slip.
Jizɔs kɔntinyu fɔ mek a de slip.
Dis mɔnin, fɔ sɔm minit, a bin si se a wek kpatakpata; A bin ɔndastand di kayn bad bad tin we a bin de du
ɛn a bin fil di bita we di we aw a nɔ gɛt mi Gud we pas ɔl.
A shed sɔm kray wata we a tɛl am se:
Mi ɔltɛm gud Jizɔs, wetin mek yu nɔ kam?
Dɛn tin ya nɔto tin dɛn fɔ du: du bad to wan pan yu sol ɛn afta dat lɛf am! Dɔn, fɔ mek i nɔ no wetin yu de du, yu de mek i sink ɛn slip! O! Kam, no mek mi wet mo ".
We a bin de tɔk dis ɛn bɔku ɔda tin dɛn we tan lɛk dis, i kam ɛn drɛg mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
We a bin want fɔ tɛl am mi po stet, i bin mek a nɔ tɔk natin ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, wetin a want frɔm yu na fɔ mek yu no yusɛf insay mi, nɔto insay yusɛf."
Dis we ya yu nɔ go mɛmba yusɛf igen, bɔt na Mi nɔmɔ go mɛmba. We yu nɔ pe atɛnshɔn to yusɛf, yu go jɔs no Mi.
To di mak we yu fɔgɛt ɛn pwɛl yusɛf, yu go go bifo pan mi no, .
yu go no yusɛf insay Mi nɔmɔ.
We yu du dat, .
yu no go tink igen wit yu bren, boht wit mi yon. yu nɔ go luk wit yu yay igen, .
yu nɔ go tɔk wit yu mɔt igen, yu at nɔ go bi yu yon igen, .
yu nɔ go wok wit yu an igen, yu nɔ go waka wit yu fut igen.
yu go si wit mi yay, yu go tɔk wit mi mɔt, .
yu bit go bi mi yon, yu go wok wit mi An dɛn, .
yu go waka wit mi fut.
Ɛn fɔ mek dis apin, .
- dat na fɔ se, di sol de no insɛf insay Gɔd nɔmɔ, .
i fɔ go bak usay i bigin, dat na to Gɔd, we i kɔmɔt frɔm. I fɔ rili gri wit wetin mek am;
I fɔ dɔnawe wit am
ɔl wetin i gɛt fɔ insɛf ɛn we nɔ gri wit wetin i bigin, .
Na dis we nɔmɔ i go ebul fɔ du am, we i nekɛd ɛn we nɔ wɛr klos
-bak to di ɔrijin dɛm, .
- fɔ no yusɛf nɔmɔ insay Gɔd e
- wok akɔdin to di rizin we mek dɛn mek am fɔ.
Fɔ mek i go gri wit mi gud gud wan, di sol fɔ bi sɔntin we pɔsin nɔ go ebul fɔ si lɛk mi."
As i de tɔk dis, a si di bad bad tin we de apin to plant dɛn we dɔn dray ɛn aw i fɔ go bifo mɔ. A nɔ bin ebul fɔ tɛl am se:
"O Masta! Wetin di po wan dɛn go du!"
Ɛn in, fɔ mek i nɔ pe atɛnshɔn to mi, i bin lɔs wit di spid we layt bin de spid.
Udat go se wetin di bita bita we mi sol bin bi fɔ fɛn misɛf na mi bɔdi
we nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk wan wɔd to am
- bɔt mi o
- bɔt mi neba, o
- bɔt mi tɛndens fɔ slip, we a bin stil de strɛs wit!
Dis mɔnin a bin rili fil bad bikɔs a nɔ gɛt Jizɔs we a lɛk.
As a si am so , i tɛl mi se : .
"Mi gyal pikin, hau moch disguises go de expos fo dis taims we dem de pɔnish."
Fo nau, di punishment dem na jos omen of di wan dem we a sho yu las yie."
As I de tɔk dis, a bin de tink to misɛf:
"Udat no if PAPA GƆD go kɔntinyu fɔ du wetin i de du: pan ɔl we i de sɔfa bad bad wan bay we i de pɔnish am, ."
- I nɔ de kam fɔ sheb in sɔfa wit mi ɛn
- I de trit mi di we we nɔ kɔmɔn.
Udat go ebul fɔ bia dis? Udat go gi mi di trɛnk fɔ liv ɔl dis? "
We Jizɔs bin de du wetin a bin de tink, i tɛl mi wit sɔri-at se:
"Yu go laik mek a saspen yu viktimhood and mek yu resume am leta?"
We a tɔk dɛn wɔd ya, a bin rili kɔnfyus ɛn a bin vɛks.
A si se bay we a de du dis prɔpɔzal di Masta go distans mi frɔm Am.
A nɔ bin no wetin fɔ du: aksept ɔ rijɛkt. A bin fɔ dɔn lɛk fɔ aks mi kɔnfɛsɔ.
Bɔt, Jizɔs nɔ bin wet fɔ mi ansa, i bin lɔs.
I lɛf mi wit sɔd na mi at, dat na fɔ fil se i nɔ gri wit mi. Mi pen bin so bad dat a nɔ bin ebul fɔ stɔp fɔ kray bita bita wan.
Pan ɔl we a kɔntinyu fɔ sɔri, mi fayn Jizɔs bin sɔri fɔ mi: I kam ɛn i bin tan lɛk se i de sɔpɔt mi wit in an dɛn. a
I drɛg mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn togɛda wi si se dip kwayɛt, big big sɔri ɛn kray bin de ɔlsay.
Dis tin we a si bin mek mi sol rili fil bad dat mi at bin de fil bad.
Jizɔs tɛl mi se: "Mi gyal pikin, lɛ wi lɛf wetin de ambɔg wi ɛn rɛst togɛda".
We i dɔn tɔk dat, i bigin fɔ kɔrej mi ɛn kɔrej mi wit swit swit kis dɛn. Bɔt, di kɔnfyushɔn we a bin kɔnfyus bin so big dat a nɔ bin de fred fɔ gi mi bak.
I se to mi se: "Wɛl a de rifresh yu wit klin kis ɛn kɔrej, yu nɔ want fɔ rifresh mi bay we yu de gi mi kis ɛn kɔrej bak?"
Dɛn wɔd ya bin mek a gɛt kɔnfidɛns ɛn a bin gi mi bak. Dɔn i lɔs.
A bin kɔntinyu fɔ fil bad ɛn sɔri as pɔsin we nɔ gɛt sɛns.
Dis mɔnin Jizɔs nɔ kam atɔl. Di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs kam ɛn tɔk se dɛn fɔ nel am na di tik.
Fɔs, Blɛsin Jizɔs nɔ bin gri wit dis. We i sho misɛf to mi, i tɛl mi se :
"Wetin yu want?" Wetin mek yu want fɔ du mi bad bay we yu fos mi fɔ nel yu pan di krɔs?
A dɔn tɛl una se i nid fɔ pɔnish di pipul dɛn! "
A ansa se: “Masta, nɔto mi, na bikɔs a de obe am, a de aks fɔ dis.”
I kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se : "Bikɔs na fɔ obe, a want mek una sheb mi krɔs. Insay dis tɛm a go rɛst fɔ sɔm tɛm."
Ɛn i mek a bi pɔsin we de tek pat pan di sɔfa dɛn we di Krɔs de sɔfa.
We a bin de sɔfa, i bin kam nia mi ɛn i bin tan lɛk se i de rɛst.
Dɔn a si wan klawd we de mek a fred ɛn we a jɔs si am de mek a fred. Ɔlman se, "Dis tɛm wi go day!"
We ɔlman bin de fred, wan krɔs we bin de shayn bin kɔmɔt bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs.
I bin mek di big big briz kɔmɔt
(i bin luk lek se na big big briz we bin de kam wit tכnda we bin de swep di bildin dεm).
Di krɔs we mek di big big briz rɔnawe bin tan lɛk di smɔl sɔfa we Jizɔs bin de sɔfa wit mi. Mek di Masta gɛt blɛsin ɛn ɔltin bi fɔ in ɔna ɛn glori.
Dis mɔnin, afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, a si mi fayn fayn Jizɔs ɛn a tɛl am se:
"Mi Masta we a lɛk, wetin mek yu nɔ want fɔ mek dɛn fil fayn?"
We i ambɔg mi wɔd dɛn, i se :
"Yet di pɔnishmɛnt dɛm we a de sɛn nɔto natin we yu kɔmpia am wit di wan dɛm we dɛn dɔn pripia."
As i de tɔk dis, a si bifo mi bɔku pipul dɛn gɛt wan sik we kin kam wantɛm wantɛm ɛn we kin pas we dɛn bin de day wit (di Spanish flu).
Bikɔs a de fred, a de tɛl Jizɔs se:
"Masta, yu go laik dis fo wi tu? Wetin yu de du? If yu wan du dis, pul mi komot fo dis wold."
Na bikɔs mi sol nɔ ebul fɔ de ɛn si dɛn kayn tin dɛn de we de mek a fil pen. Udat go gi mi di trɛnk fɔ de na dis stet? "
We Jizɔs bin de sɔri fɔ mi, ɛn a bin de sɔri fɔ mi, ɛn Jizɔs tɛl mi se:
Mi gyal pikin, nɔ fred se yu go slip. Dis min se pan ɔl we a de wit pipul dɛn, .
i tan lɛk se a de slip, .
lɛk se yu nɔ si dɛn ɛn yu nɔ yɛri dɛn. En aibin put yu fo di sem stet weya mi.
Fo di res, if yu no laik am, a don tel yu oredi se: yu wan mek a suspend yu viktim stetus? "
A ansa se: "Masta, obe nɔ want mek a tek di saspɛns."
I kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se : ‘Wɛl, den , wetin yu want frɔm mi? Yu fɔ sɛt mɔt ɛn obe! ".
Udat go ebul fɔ no aw a bin de fil bad ɛn aw mi insay pawa bin tan lɛk se a nɔ ebul fɔ du natin?
A bin de liv lɛk se a nɔ de liv.
"O Masta, sɔri fɔ mi! Nɔ lɛf mi na dis kayn sɔri-at!"
Di sem stet bin kɔntinyu. I bin de wɔs bak.
If sɔntɛnde, Jizɔs bin de sho insɛf lɛk shado, wit di spid we laytin de blo, i kin lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ i nɔ tɔk natin.
Dis mɔnin a bin de na di ayt we a bin de sɔri bikɔs a bin de slip ɔltɛm.
I bin introdyus insɛf ɛn tɛl mi se :
« Di sol we rili bi mi yon nɔ fɔ jɔs liv fɔ Gɔd, bɔt fɔ liv insay Gɔd .
Yu gɛt fɔ tray fɔ liv insay mi bikɔs, .
insay mi yu go fɛn di say we ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn de kɔmɔt.
We yu kip yusɛf na di midul fɔ di gud kwaliti dɛn, yu go gɛt tin fɔ it wit dɛn sɛnt, so fayn
-dat yu go ful-ɔp lɛk se yu dɔn it gud it e
-dat yu nɔ go du natin pas fɔ rilis wan layt ɛn sɛnt we de na ɛvin.
Fɔ mek pɔsin gɛt ples fɔ de insay mi na di tru tru gud kwaliti
we gɛt di pawa fɔ gi di sol di fɔm fɔ di divayn Biin ».
Afta dɛn wɔd ya, i lɔs.
We a kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi, ɛn mi sol rɔnata am. Bɔt i bin dɔn rɔnawe ɛn a nɔ bin ebul fɔ fɛn am.
Wantɛm wantɛm, a bin fil bad we a si
- bad bad ays blɔk we de mek big big pwɛl pwɛl,
- laytin we de mek faya ɛn ɔda tin dɛn we dɛn bin dɔn pripia.
Dɔn, bikɔs a bin fil bad pas aw a bin de fil, ɛn a bin ful-ɔp mi bɔdi bak.
As a kɔntinyu fɔ de insay di sem kɔnfyushɔn, blɛsin Jizɔs sho insɛf fɔ shɔt tɛm.
I bin mek a no se a nɔ bin dɔn rayt ɔl wetin i bin dɔn tɛl mi di de bifo bɔt di difrɛns bitwin fɔ liv fɔ Gɔd ɛn fɔ liv wit Gɔd . I bin tɔk bak bɔt di sem tɔpik, ɛn tɔk se:
* Fɔ liv fɔ Gɔd , di sol kin ebul
- bi sɔbjɛkt to distɔblɛshɔn ɛn bita, .
-bi we nɔ stebul, .
-fil di graviti fɔ in pasɔn ɛn di intafɛreshɔn fɔ di tin dɛn we de na di wɔl.
Fɔ di sol we de liv insay Gɔd , i rili difrɛn. Bikɔs i de liv insay ɔda pɔsin, .
i kin lɛf di tin dɛn we i de tink bɔt fɔ mared di wan dɛn we de tink bɔt di ɔda wan.
-I de go fayn wit in stayl, in teist ɛn, ivin mɔ,
-lɛf yu wil fɔ tek di wan we di ɔda wan gɛt.
Fɔ mek wan sol liv insay Divinity, i fɔ de
-lɛf ɔltin we na in yon wit ful rayt, .
- depriv yusɛf frɔm ɔltin e
- lɛf yu pasɔn dɛn.
In wan wɔd, fɔ lɛf ɔltin fɔ fɛn ɔltin insay Gɔd.
We di sol dɔn gro rili layt, .
i kin go insay tru di smɔl domɔt na mi At
liv insay mi fɔ mi yon Layf.
Ivin if mi At rili big, so dat i nɔ gɛt limit, in domɔt fɔ go insay rili smɔl. Na di wan dɛn nɔmɔ we dɛn pul ɔltin go ebul fɔ go insay de.
Dis na bikɔs mi na di Wan we Oli pas ɔl.
A nɔ go alaw ɛnibɔdi we na fɔrina to mi Olinɛs fɔ liv insay mi.
Fɔ dis, mi gyal pikin, a de tɛl yu: tray fɔ liv insay mi ɛn yu go gɛt di paradays we yu de op fɔ ".
Udat go se aw a ɔndastand di minin fɔ dis "liv insay Gɔd"? Dɔn i lɔs ɛn a si se a de na di sem stet we a bin de bifo.
Dis mɔnin, afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, a kɔntinyu fɔ de na di sem kɔnfyushɔn. A bin pul insɛf kɔmɔt ɔlsay we a si mi Jizɔs we a lɛk kam to mi kwik kwik wan.
I tɛl mi se: "Mi gyal pikin, lɛ a attenuate mi vɛks smɔl, ɔdasay ...».
A bin de fred, a tɛl am se: “Wetin yu want mek a du fɔ mek yu nɔ vɛks bɛtɛ?” I ansa se: “A de kɔl mi sɔfa dɛn pan yu.”
So a bin gɛt di impreshɔn se i bin de kɔl di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs wit di ɛp we wan rayt fɔ
layt.
I bin tɔk wantɛm wantɛm se i want mek dɛn nel mi na di tik.
Di blɛsin Masta bin gri ɛn a bin de sɔfa so bad bad wan dat a bin fil se mi sol bin de kam fɔ kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
We a fil lɛk se a go day ɛn a gladi se Jizɔs de kam fɔ tek mi sol, di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs se: “I dɔn du!”
Dɔn Jizɔs tɛl mi se: “Fɔ obe yu de kɔl yu!”
A se, "Sa, a rili want fɔ kɔntinyu."
Jizɔs se, "Wetin yu want frɔm mi? Fɔ obe de kɔl yu ɔltɛm!"
I bin tan lɛk se dis nyu intavɛnshɔn we mi kɔnfɛsɔ bin du nɔ bin de mek a waka igen fɔ go sɔfa. Fɔ obe bin rili bad to mi, bikɔs jɔs lɛk aw a bin tink se a dɔn rich na di pɔt, dɛn nɔ gri fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ travul wit bot.
Infakt, pan ɔl we a bin de sɔfa, a nɔ bin de fil se a go day.
Mi gud Gɔd bin tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, tide mi vɛks bin dɔn rich in limit, sote a nɔ bin fɔ jɔs pwɛl di plant dɛn, bɔt di mɔtalman rays sɛf."
If a nɔ bin dɔn mitigate mi vɛks, na dis fɔ dɔn apin.
Ɛn if di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs insɛf nɔ bin dɔn ɛp fɔ mɛmba una bɔt di sɔfa dɛn we a bin de sɔfa, .
A nɔ go ivin tek wan luk pan am.
Na tru se pɔnishmɛnt nid fɔ de, bɔt i nid bak, we mi vɛks pasmak, fɔ mek sɔmbɔdi mek i fil fayn.
If nɔto dat, a go sɛn bɔku pɔnishmɛnt dɛn! "
Dɔn a bin tink se a si Jizɔs rili taya de kɔmplen, ɛn i se:
"Mi pikin dɛm, mi po pikin dɛm, aw po a de si una!"
Dɔn, a bin sɔprayz we i mek a ɔndastand se afta we i dɔn kol smɔl, i fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ gɛt di pɔnishmɛnt dɛn.
Di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa bin jɔs dɔn mek i nɔ vɛks pasmak pan pipul dɛn.
O Masta, mek yu at kol ɛn sɔri fɔ di wan dɛn we yu kɔl "yu pikin dɛn".
I tan lɛk se a dɔn spɛn sɔm dez wit Blɛsin Jizɔs.
-without mi bi absorb by di lethargy of slip, .
- we wi bin de kɔrej wisɛf .
Bɔt, a bin de fred se i go slip mi bak na da slip de!
Dis mɔnin, afta i dɔn mek a fil fayn wit di milk we de kɔmɔt na in mɔt ɛn tɔn insay mi, a kɔrej am bay we a pul di krawn we gɛt chukchuk fɔ
fiks am na mi ed.
I bin rili fil bad, i tɛl mi se : “Mi gyal pikin, dɛn dɔn sayn di lɔ fɔ pɔnish pipul dɛn.”
Di onli tin we lɛf fɔ du na fɔ sɛt di tɛm fɔ mek i rɔn."
Dis mɔnin mi adorable Jizɔs nɔ kam.
Bɔt afta wet fɔ lɔng tɛm, i kam ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, di bes tin na to trost mi sins a de fo pis. Ivun if a de tink fo send panishment, yu mos de fo pis, witout di smol disturbans. -
Ah! Masta, ɔltɛm kam bak to dɛn, di pɔnishmɛnt dɛn.
Bi apia wans ɛn fɔ ɔltɛm ɛn nɔ tɔk bɔt pɔnishmɛnt igen, bikɔs a nɔ go ebul fɔ put yusɛf ɔnda yu Wil insay dis sɛns! "-
A nɔ go ebul fɔ mek a fil fayn!“Jizɔs bigin bak.”
Wetin yu go se if yu si nekɛd pɔsin we, bifo i kɔba in nekɛd, i de bost fɔ mek insɛf fayn wit jɔlɔs, ɛn i nɔ de kɔba insɛf? - -
I go rili mek a fred fɔ si am da we de ɛn fɔ tru, a go si se i nɔ fayn. - Gud! Na so di sol dɛn de. We dɛn pul ɔltin, dɛn nɔ gɛt di gud kwaliti dɛn igen fɔ kɔba dɛnsɛf.
Dis na di rizin we mek i nid fɔ du dat
-fɔ hit dɛn, .
- wip dɛn, .
- sɔbjɛkt dɛn to deprivashɔn - .
fɔ briŋ dɛn kam insay dɛnsɛf ɛn tek dɛn fɔ tek kia ɔf dɛn nekɛd.
Fɔ kɔba pɔsin in sol wit di klos dɛn we gɛt gud kwaliti dɛn ɛn di gudnɛs na
- immensely mɔ nid fɔ de
-we de kɔba in bɔdi wit klos.
If a nɔ bin ɛkspiriɛns dɛn sol ya, i go min
-dat a go pe mɔ atɛnshɔn to di vetil we na di tin dɛn we de mɔna di bɔdi ɛn
-dat a nɔ go pe atɛnshɔn to di tin dɛn we rili impɔtant, di wan dɛn we de mɔna di sol."
Dɔn i bin tan lɛk se i ol wan smɔl rop na in an we i tay mi nɛk wit.
I bin tay in Wil bak pan dis rop.
I bin du di sem tin fɔ mi at ɛn mi an dɛn.
So i bin tan lɛk se i bin ataya mi ɔl to in Wil. Dɔn i lɔs.
Afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, a nɔ bin si Jizɔs blɛs am lɛk aw a kin du ɔltɛm.
Afta a wet fɔ am fɔ lɔng tɛm, a bin fil se a de kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi. So a bin fɛn am. I tɛl mi wantɛm wantɛm se:
"Mi gyal pikin, a bin de wet fɔ mek yu rɛst smɔl insay yu, bikɔs a nɔ go ebul fɔ tek am igen! Oh! Gi mi kɔmfɔt!"
Wantɛm wantɛm, a tek am na mi an fɔ mek i gladi.
A si se i gɛt dip wund na in sholda we mek i sɔri fɔ am ɛn ivin mek i nɔ lɛk am.
I bin rɛst fɔ sɔm minit. Dɔn a si se in wund dɔn wɛl.
Dɔn, a bin sɔprayz ɛn sɔprayz, we a si am fil fri, a bin gɛt maynd wit mi tu an ɛn tɛl am se:
"Blɛsin Masta, mi po at de sɔfa bikɔs a de fred se yu nɔ go lɛk mi igen."
A de fred bad bad wan se yu vɛks go fɔdɔm pan mi.
Yu nɔ de kam lɛk aw yu bin de kam trade ɛn yu nɔ de sheb yu bita at igen wit mi. Yu nɔ de gi mi wetin gud fɔ mi igen: fɔ sɔfa.
We yu de pul mi sɔfa, yu kam fɔ pul misɛf bak. O! Gi pis to mi po at.
Reassure mi, tel mi yu lov mi, promes mi yu go kip lov mi? - -
Yɛs, yes, a rili lɛk yu! - -
Aw a go shɔ? If yu rili lɛk pɔsin, yu fɔ gi am ɔl wetin i want!
A de tɛl yu se: “Nɔ pɔnish pipul dɛn!” ɛn yu de pɔnish dɛn.
Or "pour yu bitterness in mi" en yu no du am.
A tink se dis tɛm yu de go tu fa. So aw a go mek shɔ se yu lɛk mi?
Mi gyal pikin, yu si di pɔnishmɛnt dɛn we a de sɛn bɔt yu nɔ si di wan dɛn we a mɛmba.
Aw bɔku ɔda pɔnishmɛnt dɛn a bin fɔ dɔn sɛn ɛn aw bɔku blɔd a bin fɔ dɔn shed if nɔto fɔ di smɔl pipul dɛn we lɛk mi ɛn we a lɛk wit spɛshal lɔv! "
Afta dat, i bin tan lɛk to mi se Jizɔs dɔn go na di say we dɛn de pwɛl mɔtalman bɔdi. Bɔt mi, we bin want fɔ fala am, nɔ bin gɛt rayt fɔ du dat ɛn a rili sɔri fɔ no se a bin si misɛf na mi bɔdi.
A bin de na di kayn we aw a bin de du ɔltɛm.
We a si mi Jizɔs we a rili lɛk, a si bɔku pipul dɛn togɛda we dɔn du bɔku sin dɛn.
A bin rili fil bad bɔt am.
Dɛn sin ya bin tek mi dayrɛkshɔn fɔ kam ɛn ambɔg mi Masta we a lɛk we bin de na mi at.
We Jizɔs nɔ gri wit dɛn sin dɛn ya, .
- kam bak to di pipul dɛm we dɛn kɔmɔt ɛn
- dɛn dɔn mek bɔku ruins, inof fɔ mek di at dɛn we at pas ɔl, fred.
Totally saddened, Jesus tell me : "Mi gyal pikin, luk usay di blaynd we mɔtalman blaynd de kɛr am go. We i de tray fɔ du mi bad, i de du bad to insɛf".
Dis mɔnin, afta a dɔn wet ɔl nɛt ɛn bɔku pan di mɔnin fɔ mi Jizɔs we a lɛk, i nɔ bin fayn fɔ kam.
A bin taya fɔ wet fɔ am ɛn insay wan tɛm we a nɔ bin gɛt peshɛnt, a bigin fɔ kɔmɔt na mi ɔspitul stet de tink se dis nɔto wetin Gɔd want.
We a bin de tray fɔ kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi, mi tɛnda Jizɔs, jɔs de mek pipul si insɛf, kam insay mi at ɛn luk mi kwayɛt wan.
Insay di peshɛnt we bin de insay mi, a tɛl am se: “Mi gud Jizɔs, wetin mek yu kruk so?”
Wi kin bi mɔ kruk pas fɔ lɛf wan sol pan di sɔri-at fɔ di kruk tyrant fɔ lɔv we de kip am de sɔfa ɔltɛm?
O! Yu dɔn chenj: frɔm di lɔv we yu bin de, yu dɔn bi tyrant! "
As a de tɔk dis, a si bɔku pipul dɛn we dɛn dɔn kɔt dɛn bɔdi bifo mi. A se: "O! Masta! Wetin dɔn kɔt mɔtalman bɔdi! So bɔku bita ɛn bɔku sɔfa!"
O! Sɔfa nɔ go smɔl if a satisfay dɛn pipul ya na mi yon bɔdi! I nɔ smɔl fɔ mek wan pɔsin sɔfa instead fɔ bɔku po pipul dɛn! "
We a bin de tɔk dis, Jizɔs bin kɔntinyu fɔ luk mi gud gud wan. A nɔ no if i bin gladi ɔ i nɔ bin gladi.
I tɛl mi se: "
Stil, dis na jos di biginin of di gem, na notin kompare to wetin de kam! "
Dɔn i lɔs, ɛn lɛf mi na wan si we bin de mek a vɛks bad bad wan.
Afta a dɔn spɛn wan de we a de slip te a nɔ ɔndastand misɛf igen ɛn afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, a fil se a de kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
Bikɔs a nɔ bin dɔn fɛn mi wangren Gud, a bigin fɔ waka waka lɛk se a de na delirium.
As a bin de du am, a bin de fil se pɔsin de na mi an.
I bin so kɔmplit wan dat a nɔ bin ebul fɔ si udat na in. Bikɔs a nɔ bin ebul fɔ tinap tranga wan, a chɛr di blankit ɛn si mi Ɔl so wit ɔl mi at ɛn a bin rili want.
We a si am, a bigin fɔ skata difrɛn kɔmplen dɛn ɛn nɔsɛns.
Bɔt, fɔ mek a nɔ gɛt peshɛnt ɛn fɔ mek a nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ maynd, Jizɔs bin skru di bad bad tin we a bi. Dis divayn kis dɔn mek a gɛt pis bak.
I bin mek a nɔ bin de peshɛnt so dat a nɔ bin no wetin fɔ tɔk.
We a fɔgɛt ɔl di bad bad tin dɛn we a bin de sɔfa, dɔn a mɛmba di po pipul dɛn we Gɔd mek ɛn a tɛl Jizɔs se:
"Yu fɔ mek yu fil fayn, O swit Masta!
Sev dɛn pipul ya frɔm dis kayn bad bad tin we go pwɛl dɛn!
Mek wi go togeda fo dem rijon we dis tins de hapun so dat
wi kin ɛnkɔrej ɛn kɔrej ɔl dɛn Kristian dɛn ya we gɛt dis kayn sɔri-at.
Mi gyal pikin, Jizɔs ansa se: "A nɔ want fɔ kɛr yu bikɔs yu at nɔ go bia fɔ si dɛn kayn kil de. -
Ah! Jɛntilman! Aw yu go alaw am? "
I rili impɔtant fɔ klin dɛn say dɛn ya
bikɔs, na dɛn fil dɛn de usay a bin de plant, .
bin gro bɔku gras ɛn chukchuk dɛn we bin tɔn to tik dɛn.
Ɛn dɛn tik dɛn ya we gɛt chukchuk kin jɔs mek wata dɛn we gɛt pɔyzin ɛn we gɛt peshɛnt kam na dɛn ples dɛn ya. If sɔm yes dɛn bin kɔntinyu fɔ de, .
dɛn kin jɔs gɛt bayt ɛn swɛt, .
so dat nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ blo.
Dɛn kɔb ya nɔ kin ebul fɔ blo bikɔs
-Fɔs, di grɔn kɔba wit ɔl kayn bad plant ɛn, .
-sεkכn, dεn de gεt kכntinyu bayt dεm we de lεf dεm nכ pis.
Frɔm usay
- di nid fɔ pwɛl fɔ sho ɔl di bad bad plant dɛn e
-also di nid fɔ shed blɔd fɔ klin dɛn fil ya frɔm dɛn wata we gɛt pɔyzin.
Na dat mek a nɔ bin want fɔ tek yu. I nid fɔ klin am, .
nɔto jɔs na di ples dɛn we a dɔn ɔlrɛdi sɛn pɔnishmɛnt, .
bɔt bak na ɔl di ɔda ples dɛn ".
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt aw mi at bin pwɛl we a yɛri dɛn wɔd ya we Jizɔs bin tɔk!
Bɔt, a bin tinap tranga wan fɔ go si dɛn fil dɛn ya. Bɔt, bikɔs i nɔ bin pe atɛnshɔn to mi, Jizɔs bin lɔs.
We a bin de tray fɔ fɛn am, a mit mi enjɛl we de gayd mi ɛn sɔm sol dɛn na pɔgatɔri we mek a go bak, .
we bin fos mi fɔ ful-ɔp mi bɔdi bak.
Dis mɔnin mi fayn fayn Jizɔs kam ɛn sho mi wan motoka we i tan lɛk se bɔku mɔtalman an ɛn fut dɛn dɔn krɔs.
Wi bin de de as tu witnɛs dɛn bɔt di bad bad pɔnishmɛnt dɛn we gɛt fɔ kam. Udat go se mi at pwɛl we a si dis tin?
We i si mi at pwɛl so, Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, mek wi muv away from wetin de afflict wi plenti and konsol wi sef by ple likl togeda".
Udat go se wetin apin da tɛm de bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs:
- fayn fayn sayn dɛm fɔ lɔv, trik dɛm, swit kis dɛm, .
-di caresses we wi bin gi wi sef.
Jizɔs we a lɛk dɔn pas mi na dis gem
bikɔs, fɔ mi pat, a dɔn fel, a nɔ ebul fɔ kɔntrol ɔl wetin i dɔn gi mi.
A tɛl am se: "Mi Lɔv, inof, inof! A nɔ go ebul fɔ tek am igen! A de fel!"
Mi po at nɔ big fɔ gɛt bɔku tin! Inaf fɔ naw! "Bikɔs i bin want fɔ kɔndɛm mi fɔ di wɔd dɛn we a bin tɔk di ɔda de, i tɔk fayn fayn wan se:
"Mek a yɛri yu kɔmplen; tɛl mi: a kruk? Mi lɔv fɔ yu dɔn tɔn to kruk?"
A blush, a tɛl am se:
"No, mi Masta, yu no de kruk wen yu kam. Bot wen yu no kam, den yu de kruk!"
I bin de smayl ɛn ansa se :
"Yu de kip de se a de kruk wen a no de kam?"
Nɔ, nɔ, no kruk tin nɔ go de insay mi. Ɔltin na Lɔv insay mi. No se if mi bihayvya kruk, as yu se, .
na infakt di ɛksprɛshɔn fɔ wan big Lɔv ».
A bin si se a bin rili wɔri bɔt di bad bad tin we a bin de du, a bin de tink se i nɔ gri wit wetin Gɔd want.
A dɔn tek am as sayn dɛn fɔ dis
- di insufishɛnt sɔfa we Jizɔs gi mi e
- mi kɔnstant deprivashɔn pan am.
As a de taya mi smɔl bren frɔm dis kayn tin ɛn tray tranga wan fɔ kɔmɔt de, Jizɔs we a lɛk ɔltɛm sho insɛf wit di spid we layt de spid ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, wetin yu want mek a du? Tel mi. A go du wetin yu want."
A bin jɔs no aw fɔ ansa dis kayn prɔpɔzal we a nɔ bin de ɛkspɛkt. A dɔn gɛt bɔku kɔnfyushɔn pan di tru tin.
-dat blɛsin Jizɔs bin want fɔ du wetin a want
- while it was rather mi we bin gɛt fɔ du wetin i want. A nɔ bin tɔk natin.
Bikɔs a nɔ tɔk natin, i go ɔf lɛk laytin.
We a de rɔn afta dis layt, a si se a kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi. Bɔt a nɔ fɛn am ɛn a go na di wɔl, na di skay, na di sta dɛn.
Na wan patikyula tɛm a kɔl am wit mi wɔd dɛn, naw wit wan siŋ, tink insay mi se blɛsin Jizɔs go muv fɔ yɛri mi vɔys ɔ mi siŋ ɛn se, fɔ tru, i go sho insɛf.
As a bin de waka , .
A dɔn si di bad bad tin dɛn we di wɔ na Chaena dɔn pwɛl.
Dɛn bin dɔn pwɛl chɔch dɛn ɛn dɛn bin trowe Wi Masta in pikchɔ dɛn na grɔn.
Wetin bin de mek a fred pas ɔl na dat
-if di barbarian dem du am naw,
-di rilijɔn ipokrit dɛn go du am leta.
We dɛn de mek pipul dɛn no dɛnsɛf lɛk aw dɛn de ɛn jɔyn di opin ɛnimi dɛn na di Chɔch, dɛn de mek wan atak we tan lɛk se mɔtalman spirit nɔ go biliv.
O! Dɛn bin de mek dɛn sɔfa bad bad wan! I tan lɛk se dɛn dɔn swɛ fɔ dɔn di Chɔch . Bɔt di Masta go dɔnawe wit dɛn!
Dɔn a si misɛf na wan gadin we tan lɛk di Chɔch to mi.
Insay dis gadin, bɔku bɔku pipul dɛn bin de we bin de mek lɛk se dɛn nɔ lɛk dɛnsɛf
fɔ dragɔn dɛn, .
vaypa dɛn ɛn
ɔda wayl animal dɛn. Dɛn bin de pwɛl di gadin.
We dɛn kɔmɔt na do, dɛn mek di pipul dɛn pwɛl.
As a de si dis, a si misɛf na Jizɔs we a lɛk in an ɛn a se: "A dɔn fɛn yu! Yu na mi Jizɔs we a lɛk?"
I ansa se: "Yɛs, yes, mi na yu Jizɔs".
A bin tray fɔ aks am fɔ mek i sɔri fɔ ɔl dɛn pipul ya, bɔt i nɔ bin pe atɛnshɔn to mi, ɛn i bin tɛl mi ɔltin wit sɔri-at.
"Mi gyal pikin, a rili taya."
Mek wi go insay di divayn Wil if yu want mek a de wit yu ».
Bikɔs a bin de fred se i go kɔmɔt de, a nɔ tɔk natin, ɛn alaw am fɔ slip. Jɔs afta dat, i bin kam bak to mi, ɛn lɛf mi ɛnkɔrej bɔt a bin rili fil bad.
A bin spɛn wan de ɛn wan nɛt we a nɔ bin de rɛst.
Dɔn a bin fil se a de kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi, bɔt a nɔ bin ebul fɔ fɛn mi Jizɔs we a lɛk, a bin jɔs si tin dɛn we bin de mek a fred.
A si se wan faya de bɔn na Itali ɛn wan ɔda wan na Chaina ɛn, smɔl smɔl, dɛn faya ya de kam nia fɔ jɔyn to wan.
Insay dis faya a si di Kiŋ na Itali day wantɛm wantɛm wit disapɔynt. Dis bin gɛt di ɛfɛkt fɔ mek di faya gro.
Na di ɛnd a si wan big rivɔlɔshɔn, wan rɔsh pan pipul dɛn, wan kil we dɛn kil pipul dɛn.
Afta a si dɛn tin ya, a kam fɔ no se a dɔn kam bak na mi bɔdi. Dɛn bin de mek mi sol sɔfa bikɔs i bin tan lɛk se i de day ɛn mɔ, bikɔs a nɔ bin si mi Jizɔs we a lɛk.
Afta we i wet fɔ lɔng tɛm, i apia wit sɔd na in an, ɛn i rɛdi fɔ kil am pan di pipul dɛn. A bin de fred.
Afta a dɔn gɛt maynd smɔl, a pik di sɔd ɛn se:
"Masta, wetin yu de du?
Yu nɔ si aw bɔku tin go pwɛl if yu pul da sɔd de dɔŋ? Wetin de mek a fil pen pas ɔl na dat yu kɔt Itali insay af!
Ah! Jɛntilman! Yu fɔ mek yu fil fayn! Una sɔri fɔ una imej dɛn!
If yu se yu lɛk mi, spay mi da bita pen de! "
As a de tɔk dis, wit ɔl di trɛnk we a bin ebul fɔ gɛda, a bin de ol mi sɔd. Jizɔs bin de ala ɛn we bin de sɔfa, i tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, drop am fo pipul bikos a no fit kari am mo." Bɔt mi ol am tayt mɔ ɛn tɛl am se:
"A no fit let am go! A no get di korekt fo du am!"
Jizɔs bin se : “A nɔ tɛl una bɔku tɛm se dɛn de fos mi fɔ nɔ sho una ɛnitin, frɔm da tɛm de a nɔ fri fɔ du wetin a want!”
We i tɔk dat, i put di an we bin ol di sɔd dɔŋ ɛn bigin fɔ mek i nɔ vɛks kwik. Afta sɔm tɛm, i nɔ bin de igen ɛn a bin lɛf wit di fred we a bin de fred. Dɔn, i nɔ sho mi natin, i pul mi sɔd ɛn kɔt am pan di pipul dɛn!
O! Gɔd! Na big big at fɔ jɔs mɛmba!
Mi Jizɔs we a lɛk bin de kam ɔltɛm ɛn na fɔ shɔt tɛm nɔmɔ bin de kam.
Dis mɔnin a bin fil bad bad wan ɛn a nɔ bin gɛt maynd fɔ go luk fɔ mi big big gud.
Bɔt i bin de du gud ɔltɛm, kam ɛn i bin want fɔ mek a gɛt kɔnfidɛns, i tɛl mi se:
Mi gyal pikin
bifo mi bigman ɛn klin, di wan we go ebul fɔ fes mi nɔ de. Ɔlman rili de fred ɛn sɔprayz fɔ si di fayn fayn tin dɛn we de sho se a oli.
Man go klos fɔ rɔnawe pan Mi
-bikɔs in misɛf so big
- bikɔs i nɔ gɛt di maynd fɔ de bifo Gɔd.
Bɔt
we de kɔl mi sɔri-at, .
A dɔn tek wan Yumaniti we dɔn pat pan di layt fɔ mi Divinity.
Dis na bin wan we fɔ mek mɔtalman gɛt kɔnfidɛns ɛn maynd fɔ kam to Mi.
I gɛt di chans
- fɔ klin, .
- mek yusɛf oli e
-divinize tru mi deified Yumaniti.
So yu fɔ tinap bifo mi Yumaniti ɔltɛm, tek am as
-wan miro we yu de was ɔl yu sin dɛn insay,
-wan miro we yu kin gɛt fayn fayn tin dɛn insay .
Smɔl smɔl, yu go mek yusɛf fayn wit mi lɛk mi.
Dis na di prɔpati we di fizik miro gɛt
fɔ sho di pɔsin we tinap bifo am in pikchɔ.
Di divayn miro de du bɔku mɔ: mi Yumaniti na fɔ mɔtalman lɛk miro we de alaw am fɔ si mi Diviniti.
Ɔl gud tin kin kam to man tru mi Yumaniti ".
As i bin de tɔk dis, i bin mek a gɛt kɔnfidɛns sote a bin tink fɔ tɔk to am bɔt pɔnishmɛnt.
Udat no, sɔntɛm i go lisin to mi.
A bin de go fɔ mek i fil fayn bɔt ɔltin. We a bin de rɛdi, i bin lɔs.
Mi sol, we bin de rɔn afta am, bin fɛn insɛf kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
Bɔt a nɔ bin ebul fɔ fɛn am ɛn, we bin rili rigrɛt, a bin si am
bɔku pipul dɛn de na prizin
ɛn ɔda wan dɛn we de rɛdi fɔ atak di kiŋ ɛn ɔda lida dɛn layf.
A si se dɛn pipul ya bin vɛks bad bad wan bikɔs dɛn nɔ gɛt di tin dɛn we dɛn nid.
fɔ go midul di pipul dɛn
fɔ mek dɛn kil bɔku pipul dɛn de.
Bɔt, dɛn tɛm go kam.
Dɔn a si misɛf na mi bɔdi, a bin rili sɔfa ɛn a bin de sɔfa.
We a bin de na mi ɔspitul stet, a bin de luk fɔ Jizɔs we a lɛk, afta wet fɔ lɔng tɛm, i kam ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, wetin mek yu de luk fo mi ausayd yu wen yu fit izi fain mi insaid yu."
We yu want fɔ fɛn mi, .
-ɛnta insay yusɛf, .
- rich yu natin e
-de, emptied of yu, yu go si
di fawndeshɔn dɛn we di Divayn Biin dɔn mek insay yu e
di strɔkchɔ we bin bil de:
luk ɛn luk! "
A bin de wach
Ɛn a si strɔng fawndeshɔn dɛn ɛn wan bildin we gɛt ay wɔl we rich na Ɛvin.
Wetin bin sɔprayz mi pas ɔl na dat
-dat di Masta bin dɔn du dis fayn fayn wok pan mi natin, ɛn
-dat di wɔl dɛn nɔ bin gɛt say fɔ opin.
Na insay di vault nɔmɔ dɛn mek wan opin: i bin de luk oba Ɛvin. Tru dis opin wan kin si Wi Masta.
A bin rili daz wit wetin a si ɛn blɛs Jizɔs tɛl mi:
" Fawndeshɔn dɛn we dɛn dɔn establish pan natin min. "
-dat Gɔd in an de wok usay natin nɔ de e
- we nɔ de ɛva bays in wok pan matirial tin dɛn.
Wɔl dɛn we nɔ gɛt opin min
-dat di sol nɔ nid fɔ pe atɛnshɔn to di tin dɛn na di wɔl
-so dat no denja nɔ go ebul fɔ rich am, nɔto ivin smɔl dɔst.
Di tru se di wangren say we opin de fes di skay
i kɔrɛkt wit di tru tin we se di bildin de rayz frɔm natin go na Ɛvin.
Di stebul we di kɔlɔm de stebul min dis
di sol fɔ so stebul pan di gud tin dɛn
dat no bad bad briz nɔ go ebul fɔ shek am.
Ɛn di tru tin we se dɛn put mi na di ɔp pat min se di wok fɔ bi divayn ɔltogɛda.”
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk wetin a ɔndastand bikɔs ɔf wetin Jizɔs bin tɔk? Bɔt mi maynd kin lɔs ɛn a nɔ kin ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt am.
Mek di Masta gɛt blɛsin ɔltɛm! Mek ɔltin siŋ fɔ in Lɔv ɛn Glori.
Dis mɔnin, mi fayn fayn Jizɔs nɔ kam. A bin gɛt fɔ wet fɔ lɔng tɛm fɔ am.
As i sho so, i tɛl mi se :
jɔs lɛk aw di sawnd we myuzik de mek kin mek di pɔsin we de lisin to am, .
yu wish en yu kray wata de na mi yes wan rili plehnti myusik.
Fɔ mek dɛn ivin swit ɛn fayn, a want fɔ sho una ɔda we:
- nɔ want mi wit wetin yu want, bɔt wit wetin a want. Ɔl wetin yu want ɛn wetin yu want, .
- A want am ɛn a want am bikɔs a want am, dat na
-tek am na mi intɛriɔ ɛn mek am yu yon.
So, yu myusik go mek mi yes gladi mɔ, bikɔs i go bi myuzik fɔ misɛf.
I bin tɔk bak se:
"Evritin we de komot fo mi de enta mi."
We man dɛn de kɔmplen se dɛn nɔ ebul fɔ gɛt wetin dɛn aks mi, .
na dat dɛn de aks fɔ tin dɛn we nɔ de kɔmɔt pan mi.Na dat mek
-dɛn tin ya nɔ rili izi fɔ kɛr insay Mi
-fɔ den kɔmɔt na mi ɛn go bak to dɛn.
Ɔl wetin oli, klin ɛn na ɛvin de kɔmɔt insay mi ɛn go insay mi.
Wetin mek yu go sɔprayz if a nɔ lisin to dɛn
we dem aks mi fo tin dem we no bi mi yon?
Yu fɔ mɛmba se ɔltin we kɔmɔt frɔm Gɔd de go insay Gɔd . "
Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk ɔl wetin a dɔn ɔndastand bikɔs ɔf wetin Jizɔs bin tɔk? Bɔt a nɔ gɛt di wɔd dɛn fɔ sho am.
Ah! Jɛntilman! Gi mi di gudnɛs fɔ aks fɔ ɔl wetin oli ɛn we de akɔdin to yu Desire ɛn Will.
Dis we ya yu go ebul fɔ tɔk to mi mɔ ɛn mɔ.
Dis mɔnin, afta i dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, Jizɔs we a lɛk bin prezant insɛf.
insay di abit we pɔsin we de go tich gɛt.
I bin tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, lɛ wi se wan yɔŋ man want fɔ mared gyal pikin. I lɛk am ɛn i want fɔ mek i gladi,
-want fɔ de wit am ɔltɛm we nɔ ɛva lɛf am, .
- we nɔ de wɔri bɔt ɛni ɔda tin we i dɔn pik, inklud di ɔspitul wok we uman kin du na os.
Wetin di yɔŋ man go se?
Di lɔv we di titi bin gɛt fɔ dɔn mek i gladi, bɔt fɔ tru, i nɔ bin fɔ dɔn gladi fɔ di we aw i bin de biev. Na bikɔs dis we fɔ lɛk pɔsin go mek i nɔ gɛt bɛlɛ ɛn i go mek i du bad pas frut.
Smɔl smɔl, dis strenj lɔv go mek i de bost pas fɔ mek i gladi bikɔs ɔl di tin dɛn we go mek i satisfay na fɔ di titi nɔmɔ.
Ɛn bikɔs lɔv we nɔ gɛt natin nɔ gɛt wud fɔ fid in faya, i nɔ go te igen i go tɔn to ashis.
Na lɔv nɔmɔ we de bia frut kin at.
"Na so sol dɛm we jɔs bisin bɔt de biev."
fɔ dɛnsɛf, .
dɛn yon satisfay, .
fɔ in yon ardor ɛn
fɔ ɔltin we i lɛk.
Dɛn se dɛn lɔv de fɔ mi we na fɔ dɛn satisfay.
Wi kin si frɔm wetin dɛn de du se dɛn nɔ bisin bɔt dɛn
- mi intres e
- de pik usay dɛn de.
Dɛn kin ivin go so fa dat dɛn kin mek a vɛks.
Ah! Mi gyal pikin, lɔv we de bia frut na in de mek pipul dɛn we rili lɛk dɛnsɛf difrɛn frɔm lay lay wan dɛn.
Ɔl ɔda tin dɛn de smok. "
O! Dɔn dɛn go jɔj ɔmɔs tin dɛn we tan lɛk gud gren lɛk straw ɛn bad sid, we fit fɔ jɔs trowe dɛn na faya. "
Dis mɔnin, mi fayn fayn Jizɔs nɔ kam.
Afta a wet fɔ am fɔ lɔng tɛm ɛn pan ɔl we mi po at nɔ bin ebul fɔ tek am igen, i sho insɛf na mi insay ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, nɔ fil pen bikɔs yu nɔ de si mi: a de insay yu ɛn, tru yu, a de luk di wɔl".
I bin de kɔntinyu fɔ apia to mi wan wan tɛm, ɛn i nɔ bin de tɔk ɛni ɔda tin.
Afta we dɛn dɔn spɛn wan nɛt we dɛn nɔ de rɛst, .
A bin fil ɔltin ful-ɔp wit tɛmteshɔn ɛn sin dɛn. O! Gɔd! Na big big pen we de mek yu fil bad fɔ mek yu vɛks.
A bin de du ɔl wetin a ebul fɔ du
fɔ de insay Gɔd, .
risayn misɛf to in Oli Wil, .
fɔ gi am dis penful stet bikɔs i lɛk am.
A nɔ bin de pe atɛnshɔn to di ɛnimi dɛn
- sho di כtmost indifεreshכn to am, .
- so dat i nɔ go mek i vɛks fɔ tɛmpt mi mɔ. Bɔt i nɔ bin gɛt bɔku sakrifays.
A nɔ bin ivin de fred fɔ want Jizɔs we a lɛk, a bin de si misɛf tu ɔg ɛn misɛf.
Bɔt i gud fɔ di pɔsin we sin ɔltɛm, ɛn i nɔ de aks mi.
i kam lɛk se i sɔri fɔ mi. I bin tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal pikin, tek kɔrej. Nɔ fred."
Yu no se sɔm faya ɛn kol jet dɛn gɛt pawa fɔ klin smɔl smɔl dɔti dɛn pas di faya sɛf? I fayn fɔ di wan dɛn we rili lɛk mi."
Dat se, i bin lɔs.
I lɛf mi ɛnkɔrej bɔt a wik lɛk se a dɔn sɔfa wit fiva.
A dɔn gɛt sɔm dez we a dɔn bita ɛn nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ tin fɔ du. At mɔs, a bin si am tu-tri tɛm as shado!
Dis mɔnin, nɔto jɔs a bin de na di ayt we a bin de bita, bɔt a bin dɔn lɛf fɔ op fɔ si am bak.
Afta a dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, i bin tan lɛk to mi se di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs bin want fɔ mek di krɔs nyu insay mi.
So, fɔ mek a obe, .
Jizɔs we gɛt blɛsin bin apia to mi ɛn tɛl mi bɔt di sɔfa dɛn we i bin de sɔfa.
Na da tɛm de a si di Kwin Mama we, we i tek mi, i gi mi to am fɔ mek i gladi. Afta we Jizɔs bin luk in Mama, i bin gri fɔ tek wetin dɛn tɛl am fɔ du ɛn i bin tan lɛk se i bin fil fayn smɔl.
Dɔn di Kwin Mama tɛl mi se: "Yu want fɔ kam na pɔgatɔri ɛn pul di kiŋ pan di bad bad sɔfa we i de sɔfa?"
(I go bi se na Umberto de Savola, we dɛn kil na Monza pan 29 Julay 1900).
A ansa se: "Mi Mama, as yu want".
Insay wan tɛm, i kɛr mi go ɛn kɛr mi go na wan ples usay pipul dɛn bin de sɔfa ɛn day ɔltɛm.
Dis misɛf man bin de we bin kɔmɔt na wan sɔfa to ɔda wan.
I bin tan lɛk se i bin gɛt fɔ sɔfa bɔku day dɛn lɛk aw sol dɛn bin lɔs bikɔs ɔf in fɔlt.
Afta a dɔn go tru bɔku pan dɛn tin ya we dɛn bin de mek a sɔfa, i bin fil fayn smɔl.
Dɔn di Blɛsin Vɛjin pul mi kɔmɔt na dis ples we a de sɔfa ɛn a fɛn misɛf na mi bɔdi.
Bikɔs a bin de na di kayn we aw a bin de du ɔltɛm ɛn a nɔ bin de si mi fayn fayn Jizɔs, a bin rili fil bad ɛn a bin de wɔri smɔl.
Afta we i wet fɔ am fɔ lɔng tɛm, i kam.
We a si se di Blɔd de kɔmɔt na in An dɛn, a aks am fɔ tɔn am
di Blɔd na in Lɛft An fɔ favɔret sina dɛn we fɔ day ɛn we de pan denja fɔ lɔs, ɛn
di Blɔd fɔ In Rayt fɔ di sol dɛn we de na pɔgatɔri.
We i bin de lisin to mi fayn fayn wan, i bin fil bad.
I shed in Blɔd na wan rijyɔn ɛn afta dat na ɔda wan.
Afta i tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal pikin, insay sol dɛn nɔ fɔ gɛt trɔbul. If disɔda kam insay wan sol, i de kɔmɔt frɔm insɛf."
Di sol kin kɛr bɔku tin dɛn insay insɛf
-we nɔto fɔ Gɔd ɛn
-we de ambɔg am.
I kin dɔn fɔ wikɛd am ɛn wikɛd di gris we de insay am ".
Udat go se aw a bin ɔndastand klia wan wetin dɛn wɔd ya we Jizɔs tɔk min.
Ah! Jɛntilman! Gi mi di gudnɛs fɔ ɛnjɔy yu oli tichin dɛn. If nɔto dat, di tin dɛn we yu de tich go bi fɔ mek a kɔndɛm mi.
As i stil nɔ kam, a tɛl am se:
"Mi gud Jizɔs, nɔ mek a wet so lɔng. Dis mɔnin a nɔ want fɔ luk fɔ yu te a taya. Kam naw, fast, fast, we yu nɔ mek fus."
We a si se i stil nɔ de kam, a kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se:
"I tan lɛk se yu want mek a taya fɔ wet fɔ yu, te a vɛks. If nɔto dat, nɔ kam!"
We a bin de tɔk dis ɛn ɔda tin dɛn we nɔ mek sɛns, i kam tɛl mi se:
"Yu kin tɛl mi wetin de kip di kɔrɛspɔndɛns bitwin di sol ɛn Gɔd?"
Wit wan layt we de kɔmɔt frɔm am, a ansa am se: "Preya".
We i gri wit wetin a bin dɔn tɔk , i kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se : .
" Bɔt wetin Gɔd de briŋ to wan famili tɔk wit di sol?".
Bikɔs a bin jɔs no aw fɔ ansa, wan layt kam insay mi ɛn a se:
"Prea we yu de pre wit mɔt de wok fɔ mek yu kɔntinyu fɔ rayt wit Gɔd ɛn, fɔ tru, fɔ tink gud wan insay yu at de wok as tin fɔ it fɔ mek Gɔd ɛn di sol kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk to dɛnsɛf."
I bin satisfay wit di ansa we a bin gi am, i bigin bak se:
"Yu wan tel mi wetin fit brok di veks of lov we fit kom bitwin God and di sol?"
Bikɔs a nɔ ansa natin, i kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se :
"Mi gyal pikin, na onli obe dis pawa. "
Na bikɔs na in nɔmɔ de disayd ɔltin bɔt di sol ɛn mi.
We agyumɛnt kam ɔ ivin we pɔsin vɛks fɔ mek i fil bad, na da tɛm de we pɔsin de obe kin ambɔg am, i kin sɛtul tin dɛn ɛn mek pis de bak bitwin Gɔd ɛn di sol."
A se: "O! Masta! Bɔku tɛm i kin tan lɛk to mi se ivin fɔ obe nɔ want fɔ intres pan dɛn tin ya ɛn dɛn kin fos di po uman fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ de na wan stet we gɛt prɔblɛm."
Jizɔs kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se : «I dɔn de du dis fɔ sɔm tɛm bikɔs i want fɔ ɛnjɔy dɛnsɛf wit dɛn agyumɛnt ya we gɛt lɔv bɔt afta dat i tek in wok ɛn mek ɔltin pis.
Na so fɔ obe de mek pis de bitwin di sol ɛn Gɔd ».
Afta kɔmyuniɔn, mi fayn fayn Jizɔs pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi, ɛn sho se i rili sɔfa ɛn i sɔri. A beg am fɔ tɔn in bita at pan mi.
I nɔ bin lisin to mi, bɔt afta we a bin de insist bɔku tɛm, i bin de tɔn am wit gladi at. Dɔn, afta i dɔn tɔn sɔm, a tɛl am se:
"Masta, yu no de fil beta nau?"
Yɛs, bɔt wetin a tɔn insay una nɔto dat de mek a sɔfa so.
Na bland, infekshɔn it we nɔ go mek a rɛst. "- Put sɔm insay so yu go kɔmfɔt.
-A nɔ ebul fɔ digest am ɛn bia am, aw yu go ebul?
"A no se mai wikɛd tin de pasmak bɔt yu go gi mi trɛnk ɛn, dis we, a go ebul fɔ kip am insay mi."
dɔn ɔndastand
-dat di it we gɛt di sik gɛt fɔ du wit di akt dɛn we de mek i nɔ klin e
- dat it we nɔ gɛt teys, we gɛt fɔ du wit gud tin dɛn we dɛn du wit kia, we dɛn nɔ tek tɛm, .
ɛn se dɛn na mɔ bore ɛn lod fɔ Wi Masta. I kin lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ i nɔ lɛk dɛn fɔ tek dɛn, .
Bikɔs i nɔ ebul fɔ bia dɛn, i want fɔ spit dɛn kɔmɔt na in mɔt bifo dat.
Udat no ɔmɔs pan mi de du am!
Bikɔs mi bin fos am, ɛn i bin gi mi sɔm pan dis it.
Aw i bin rayt:
bita kin bia pas it we nɔ te ɛn we gɛt di sik.
If nɔto fɔ di lɔv we a bin gɛt fɔ am, a nɔ bin fɔ ɛva gri wit am.
Afta dat
Blɛsin Jizɔs put in an biɛn mi nɛk ɛn, i le in ed pan mi sholda, i tek wan pozishɔn lɛk se i want fɔ rɛst.
We i bin de slip a bin si misɛf na wan ples usay bɔku rod dɛn bin de we bin de kɔba ɛn, fa fawe, na di ol we nɔ gɛt wata.
Bikɔs a bin de fred fɔ fɔdɔm insay de, so a wek am fɔ aks am fɔ ɛp am.
I bin tɛl mi se : .
"No fred, dis na di rod we evribodi mus tek. I nid komplit atenshon."
Bikɔs bɔku pan dɛn kin waka we dɛn nɔ tek tɛm, na dis mek
so bɔku pipul dɛn kin fɔdɔm na di abys e
dat na smɔl pipul dɛn nɔmɔ de rich na di pɔt fɔ sev. "Dɔn i lɔs ɛn a fɛn misɛf na mi bɔdi. FIAT."
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