Di
Kiŋdɔm fɔ di Divayn Fiat insay krichɔ dɛn
PICCARRETA
Di
Buk we de na ɛvin
Volyum
1 we de na di Baybul
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Kɔl
krichɔ dɛm fɔ go bak na ples, rank ɛn di rizin
fɔ
dat na Gɔd mek dɛn
Luisa
Piccarreta bin de tɔk bɔt am
Di
Pikin we Gɔd want fɔ du
We wi ol
9 ia , Wi Masta bigin fɔ mek pipul dɛn
yɛri in vɔys insay.
We i ol
13 ia, i bin gɛt in fɔs vishɔn:
Jizɔs we
bin de kɛr in krɔs, luk am ɔp ɛn se :
“Soul, ɛp mi!”
Frɔm da
tɛm de, wan want we nɔ de satisfay de kam insay am fɔ
sɔfa fɔ di lɔv we Jizɔs gɛt.Insay dis tɛm
di fɔs sɔfa dɛn we de sɔfa na di bɔdi we di
Pash bin de sɔfa bak bigin, ɛn bak big big pen dɛn na
spirit ɛn gud abit dɛn.
We i ol
16 ia , afta we Jizɔs ɛn Meri bin want
fɔ du sɔntin, i bin gi insɛf to Jizɔs as pɔsin
we dɛn bin de du bad to.
Frɔm da
tɛm de, di vishɔn dɛn bin bɔku ɛn i bin de
gɛt mɔ ɛn mɔ fɔ gɛt sɔntin fɔ
du wit di sɔfa dɛn we Jizɔs bin de sɔfa we i bin
de sɔfa.
Ivin frɔm
da tɛm de, ɛn fɔ di res ɔf in layf ( dat
na fɔ 65 ia ), i nɔ go ebul fɔ it ɔ
drink, i nɔ gri fɔ it ɛnitin.
Di wangren tin
we i de it na di Oli Yukaris.
Bikɔs ɔf
di sɔfa we i de sɔfa wit di Pash fɔ Jizɔs, we de
strɔng mɔ ɛn mɔ, bɔku tɛm Luisa nɔ
kin yuz in sɛns igen.
In bɔdi
kin stif, sɔntɛnde fɔ sɔm dez, te wan prist (bɔku
tɛm na in kɔnfɛsɔ) kam, .
insay
di nem fɔ obe, fɔ pul am kɔmɔt na dis kayn day
we i de day.
We i ol
23 ia , wan ia afta i bigin fɔ rɛst na
bed fɔ ɔltɛm (we go las fɔ di res ɔf in
layf), i bin gɛt di gudnɛs fɔ Mistik Mared.
Dis mared kin
nyu 11 mɔnt afta dat na ɛvin, usay di Oli Triniti de. Na
dis tɛm ya dɛn kin gi am di Gift fɔ di Divayn Wil.
I day
insay 1947 , jɔs bifo i rich gred 82 .
- afta 15 dez
we yu gɛt nyumonia, .
di wangren sik
we i dɔn ɛva sɔfa insay in wan ol layf.
I kin lɛf
di sol na do, we, ɛvride, in kɔnfɛsɔ pul am kɔmɔt
na in stet we i day.
Luisa dɔn
rayt bɔku tin dɛn. I bin du am bikɔs i bin de obe
Jizɔs ɛn di wan dɛn we bin de kɔnfɛs am, ɛn
i bin ebul fɔ win di bad bad tin dɛn we i bin de tray fɔ
rayt ɛn tɔk bɔt insɛf ɔltɛm.
Di men tin dɛn
we i rayt na di 36 volyum dɛn
we i rayt we gɛt di taytul " Di
Buk we de na ɛvin" (we Jizɔs
insɛf bin gi di nem).
Dɛn de tɔk
bɔt in layf ɛn sheb in dayalɔg dɛn wit Jizɔs,
di we aw i dɔn pik.
fɔ mek
pipul dɛn no in ɛkstra ɔdinari ɛn sɔprayz
tichin dɛn bɔt layf insay di Divayn Wil.
Di
kɔz fɔ Luisa in beatifikeshɔn bin introdyus insay
1994.
Wan pan in
kɔnfɛsɔ dɛn, di blɛsin fr. Annibale
M. Di Francia , we Pop Jɔn
Pɔl di Sɛkɔn bin gi am blɛsin i nɔ tu te
yet.
Luisa
Piccarreta bin de tɔk bɔt am
Di
Pikin fɔ di Divayn Wil 1865-1947 Kɔrato, provins na Bari,
Itali
O
Oli Triniti, .
Wi
Masta Jizɔs Krays bin tich wi se we wi de pre, wi fɔ aks
- di nem fɔ
di Wi Papa we de na ɛvin gɛt glori,
- dat in Wil fɔ
bi na di wɔl lɛk aw i de na Ɛvin ɛn
-In Kiŋdɔm
kam bitwin wi.
Bikɔs wi
rili want fɔ mek pipul dɛn no bɔt in Kiŋdɔm
we gɛt Lɔv, Jɔstis ɛn Pis, wi de beg yu wit ɔmbul
at fɔ mek yu savant Luisa gɛt glori,
- di Pikin fɔ
di Divayn Wil
we, wit in
kɔntinyu prea ɛn in big big sɔfa, dɔn rili beg am
-fɔ di sev
fɔ sol dɛn e
-fɔ di tɛm
we Gɔd in Kiŋdɔm go kam na dis wɔl.
Fɔ fala in
ɛgzampul, wi de pre, Papa, Pikin ɛn Oli Spirit, .
-fɔ ɛp
wi fɔ gladi fɔ tek wi krɔs dɛn na dis wɔl,
so dat wisɛf,
wi
de glori di nem fɔ wi Papa we de na ɛvin e
wi bin de go
insay di kiŋdɔm fɔ di Divayn Wil. Emɛn.
+
Kamɛl Kasati, we na bin Akbishɔp
Wan big
sakrifays de pan mi bay we a de obe am oli.
A fɔ rayt
wetin apin bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs we a lɛk fɔ pas 16
ia.
A kin fil se di
wok de mek a fil bad (1).
Bɔt pan ɔl
we a kɔnfyus, a want fɔ yuz misɛf di bɛst we aw a
ebul.
A biliv pan
Jizɔs, we na mi Man ɔ mi wɛf we a lɛk, we go ebul
fɔ mek mi wok bia.
So a go ebul fɔ
ful-ɔp am
- fɔ di
big big glori fɔ Gɔd e
- fɔ di
lɔv we a gɛt fɔ di fayn fayn tin dɛn
we pɔsin kin du fɔ obe .
«So a
bigin, oh Jizɔs, insay yu, wit yu, ɛn
fɔ yu . A nɔ de abop pan misɛf,
bɔt a gɛt fet pan yu.
If yu nɔ
de, a nɔ go ebul fɔ du natin.
Mek dis raytin,
frɔm di stat to di ɛnd, bi
- fɔ yu
big big glori,
-fɔ di
growth fɔ mi lɔv fɔ yu ɛn
- fɔ mi
big big kɔnfyushɔn."
We a bin ol 17
ia, a bin want fɔ du dat, tru ɛvride prɛktis
-tink dip,
- difrɛn
akt dɛn we de sho se pɔsin gɛt gud kwaliti e
-of
difrɛn mortifications, a de pripia misɛf fɔ
di Krismas pati,
dat na, na di
fɛstival fɔ di tɛm we Jizɔs we de du gud ɔltɛm
in bɔn.
Ɛn ɔl
dis, fɔ di tɛm we wan novena de.
Insay wan
spɛshal we, a bin want fɔ ɔnɔ di nayn mɔnt
we Jizɔs
bin dɔn pik fɔ de na di vajin in bɛlɛ fɔ di
Blɛsin Vɛjin
du
nayn dez insay di de nayn meditashɔn dɛn
ɛvride bɔt di blɛsin mistɛri bɔt
di Inkarnɛshɔn.
Insay wan
meditashɔn, a bin pik fɔ go na Ɛvin wit tinkin. A
bin imajin di Oli Triniti insay wan kaɔnsil we bin de disayd fɔ
du sɔntin, .
plan
fɔ ridim di mɔtalman rays we dɔn fɔdɔm insay
di sɔri-at pas ɔl, we, if Gɔd nɔ du sɔntin,
i nɔ go ebul fɔ grap
igen igen, fɔ briŋ nyu layf we gɛt fridɔm
we ɔlman gɛt.
Dɔn a si
se di Papa de disayd fɔ du sɔntin.
- fɔ sɛn
in wangren Pikin na di wɔl,
- di las wan
akɔdin to wetin in papa want, e
- di Oli Spirit
we de gi in ful gri fɔ mek mɔtalman sev.
Mi
wan ol bɔdi bin sɔprayz fɔ si dis kayn big
big sikrit
-
mutual lov bitwin di divayn
Pɔsin dɛm, .
-wan big big
lɔv
bin de tay di
divayn Pɔsin dɛn togɛda ɛn rayt pan mɔtalman.
Dɔn a bin
tink bɔt di ingratitude fɔ dɛn wan ya, we mek dis kayn
big Lɔv nɔ de wok. A bin fɔ dɔn de na dis
kayn tin ɔl di de, instead fɔ jɔs wan awa, if Jizɔs
nɔ bin dɔn mek a yɛri wan vɔys we de insay mi we
tɛl mi se:
"Dat na
inof fo nau."
Kam wit mi ɛn
yu go si ɔda ɛn big pasmak dɛn fɔ mi Lɔv fɔ
yu ".
Mi tinkin bin
mek a tink bɔt mi Jizɔs we bin de du gud ɔltɛm, .
we
de insay di Vɛjin ɛn Mama
Meri in bɛlɛ we klin pas ɔl.
A bin sɔprayz
fɔ no se wi big big Gɔd, .
-we ɛvin
nɔ go ebul fɔ kɔntrol,
- dɛn de
luk fɔ, fɔ di lɔv we mɔtalman gɛt, .
i kin bi so
smɔl ɛn yu kin kɔntinyu fɔ de na da kayn smɔl
ples de, te yu ebul fɔ muv ɔ brith.
Dis tin we a
bin de tink bɔt bin mek a lɛk Jizɔs we a jɔs bɔn.
I bin tɛl
mi insay mi at se:
"Luk
aw a lɛk yu!"
Fɔ
sɔri fɔ mi, gi mi sɔm ples na yu at. Kɔmɔt
pan ɔltin we nɔ kɔmɔt frɔm mi, .
fɔ
mek i izi fɔ muv ɛn blo smɔl mɔ."
Dɔn mi at
bin fil bad bikɔs i lɛk am. gi fri rein to mi kray
wata, .
-A aks fɔ
fɔgiv fɔ mi sin dɛn, .
-promis fɔ
ɔltɛm bi ɔl yu yon.
Bɔt, a bin
gɛt fɔ si
-dat a bin de
ripit di sem prɔmis de afta de ɛn
-dat, bɔku
to mi kɔnfyushɔn,
A dɔn de
du di sem mistek dɛn ɔltɛm.
Dis dɔn
mek a rili sɔfa. Ɛn a bin ala se:
"Ah! Mi
Jizɔs, aw yu dɔn de du gud ɔltɛm to di ɔnaful
krichɔ we a bi, ɛn aw yu stil de! Sɔri fɔ mi
ɔltɛm!"
Dis na aw mi
sɛkɔn ɛn tɔd awa fɔ tink gud wan bin go.
Ɛn so a
kɔntinyu te di nɔmba nayn awa, we a nɔ put, bikɔs
ɔf di tin dɛn we a nɔ bin de te ɛn we bin de mek
a fil bad.
Bɔt di
vɔys bin aks mi fɔ kɔntinyu wit di novena mɛditeishɔn
dɛn, ɛn wɔn mi.
-dat if yu nɔ
bin du am,
-A nɔ go
gɛt ɛni rɛspɛkt, nɔ pis.
Ɛn a bin
de tray fɔ no aw a go du am bɛtɛ, .
- sɔm tɛm
dɛn de na yu ni, .
- sɔm tɛm
dɛn kin prostrate na grɔn.
Sɔntɛnde,
mi famili bin de mek a nɔ ebul fɔ du dis we a de wok. Bɔt
a bin stil want fɔ satisfay mi so gud Jizɔs.
So na so a bin
de spɛn ɛvride frɔm mi oli novena, .
-up to di de
bifo
-we Jizɔs
we a lɛk bin gi mi wan riwɔd we nɔ kɔmɔn ɛn
we a nɔ bin de ɛkspɛkt.
Na bin di
nɛt bifo Krismas .
Na mi wangren
bin de ɛn a bin de go dɔn fɔ tink gud wan we, wantɛm
wantɛm, a fil insay mi wan kɔrɛnt we nɔ kɔmɔn.
A bin si misɛf
na di prezɛns fɔ di bebi Jizɔs we bin rili gɛt
sɔri-at.
I bin rili fayn
ɛn i bin rili fayn!
Bɔt bikɔs
dɛn nɔ gɛt lɔv
-we na tin dɛn
we nɔ gɛt tɛnki bin gi am,
-i
bin de shek shek wit kol.
I
bin de akt lɛk se i want fɔ kis mi. A bin gladi
fɔ gladi.
A grap wantɛm
wantɛm ɛn rɔn fɔ kis am. Bɔt we a tray
fɔ ɔg am, i lɔs. Dis bin apin tri tɛm, ɛn
ɛni tɛm a nɔ bin ebul fɔ kis am.
A bin rili
vɛks.
Ɔl di we
aw lɔv bin de go insay mi, ɛn a bin fɔdɔm insay
wan drɔnk insay lɔv
-i at fɔ
mek a tɔk ɔl dis wit wɔd, .
-bikɔs a
nɔ gɛt di rayt we fɔ ɛksprɛs misɛf.
A nɔ de
dinay se Jizɔs bin chenj mi ɔltogɛda wit lɔv.Dis
ɔnusual fervor bin las fɔ sɔm dez.
Dɔn i bin
de go dɔŋ smɔl smɔl.
Fɔ lɔng
tɛm a nɔ alaw ɛnibɔdi fɔ swet ɛni wan
pan dɛn tin ya.
Afta dat, di
vɔys we bin de insay mi nɔ ɛva kɔmɔt na
mi. As a bin de kɔntinyu fɔ fɔdɔm, .
di vɔys
bin de kɔl mi afta ɛni wan pan di sin dɛn we a kin du
ɔltɛm. I bin kɔrɛkt mi ɛn tich mi se a
fɔ du ɔltin fayn fayn wan.
I bin gi mi nyu
maynd we a fɔdɔm ɛn i bin mek a prɔmis fɔ de
wach mɔ tumara bambay.
Naw Wi Masta de
kɔntinyu
-fɔ akt
wit mi lɛk gud papa to in bɔy pikin,
fɔ
ɔltɛm briŋ di bɔy pikin we dɔn lɔs bak
na di rod we gɛt gud
kwaliti dɛn, .
ɔltɛm
yuz di tray we di papa de tray fɔ kip am na in wok, so dat i go
ebul fɔ prodyuz ɔna ɛn glori fɔ Gɔd, e
we de luk fɔ
di krawn we pɔsin kin jɛlɔs ɔltɛm we gɛt
gud kwaliti dɛn. Bɔt a de mek a shem ɛn mek a
kɔnfyus, a fɔ ala.
"O Jizɔs,
a nɔ tɛl yu tɛnki!"
Dɔn mi Gud
ɛn Divayn Masta bigin fɔ fri mi at frɔm ɔl di lɔv
dɛn we bin de atak am to krichɔ dɛn.
I kam to mi ɛn
lɛk aw i kin du ɔltɛm, i tɛl mi wit vɔys we
de insay mi at se:
"Mi na yu
Ɔl."
A fit fɔ
mek una lɛk mi wit lɔv we ikwal to wetin a gɛt fɔ
una.
If yu nɔ
kɔmɔt na di smɔl wɔl we yu de tink, di we aw yu
lɛk, ɛn
filin fɔ
di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek, a nɔ go ebul fɔ du dat
- go insay
kɔmplit wan insay yu at ɛn
- tek posɛshɔn
pan am fɔ ɔltɛm.
Di wispa we yu
de wispa ɔltɛm we yu de tink
i
de mek yu nɔ yɛri mi Voys klia wan, we de
mek a nɔ ebul fɔ yɛri mi
-fɔ tɔn
mi gras dɛn insay yu ɛn
-fɔ mek yu
kɔmplit wan fɔdɔm insay lɔv wit mi. Mi na
man we rili jɛlɔs.
Promis mi yu go
bi mi totli.
A go kam wok de
du wetin a want yu.
Yu de tok tru
wen yu se yu no fit du enitin on yu oun. Bɔt nɔ fred,
a go du ɔltin fɔ yu.
Gi mi yu
wil: i go du fɔ mi » .
Bɔku tɛm,
i bin de ripit am to mi di tɛm we dɛn de mek Oli Kɔmyuniɔn.
Dɔn a kray
wit rigrɛt ɛn prɔmis se, pas ɛni ɔda tɛm,
a go bi in yon ɔltogɛda. Ɛn if, insay da tɛm
de, .
- A bin rili no
se a nɔ bin de akt akɔdin to in Wil,
- A aks am fɔ
fɔgiv ɛn
-A tɛl am
se a rili want fɔ lɛk am wit ɔl mi at.
Bikɔs a
bin no se, if a nɔ bin ebul fɔ ɛp mi, a fɔ dɔn
du bɔku tin we wɔs pas dat, a bin aks am fɔ mek i nɔ
lɛf mi.
Jizɔs ,
we mek a yɛri in Voys na mi at, tɛl mi
se :
"Nɔ!
Nɔ!
A bin de tink
bɔt am ɔltɛm.
We a bin de
ambɔg mi bikɔs a bin de tɔk to mi famili ɔ we a
bin de tɔk wɔd dɛn we nɔ impɔtant ɔ we
nɔ nid fɔ du, a yɛri In Voys tɛl mi wantɛm
wantɛm se:
"A no laik
dis tok-tok."
Dɛn kin
ful-ɔp yu maynd wit tin dɛn we nɔ intres mi. Dɛn
de rawnd yu at wit bad bad filin dɛn, .
we de mek di
gudnɛs dɛn we a bin de yuz fɔ mek una nɔ wok, we
wik ɛn we nɔ gɛt layf. O! tray fɔ
falamakata mi lɛk aw a bin de na Nazarɛt in os.
mi tinkin bin
de ɔkup am nɔmɔ bay
we
na fɔ mek mi Papa gɛt glori ɛn fɔ mek ɔlman
sev.
Mi mɔt bin
jɔs de opin
-fɔ se oli
tin dɛn e
- fɔ mek
ɔda pipul dɛn biliv se dɛn fɔ du am
-fɔ mek di
bad tin dɛn we a dɔn du to mi Papa
Na so di at dɛn
we pen bin brok, dɛn bin de atrak, dɛn bin sof bay di
gudnɛs, dɛn bin briŋ dɛn kam to mi Lɔv.
A
fɔ tɛl una bɔt di spiritual kɔnfrɛns dɛn
we a dɔn gɛt wit mi supɔz Mama ɛn Papa?
So a bin de
silent insay ɛn ɔl kɔnfyus a bin want fɔ de mi
wan as mɔ as a ebul.
A bin tɔk
to Jizɔs di tin dɛn we a nɔ ebul fɔ du.
A bin aks fɔ
mek i ɛp mi ɛn in gudnɛs dɛn fɔ we a bin de
du wetin i aks mi di rayt tɛm.
A bin kɔnfɛs
bak se, mi wangren, a nɔ go ebul fɔ du natin pas bad tin.
Ɛn bad tin
go apin to mi we wan wan tɛm di tin dɛn we a de tink ɔ
mi at bin de kɔmɔt nia Jizɔs ɛn bisin bɔt di
pipul dɛn we a lɛk.
Wantɛm
wantɛm ɛn wantɛm wantɛm, in Voys kam bak ɛn
i se wit dray tɔyn se:
"Dis
na yu we fɔ lɛk mi? Udat bin lɛk yu lɛk mi? No
am."
-if
yu no stop,
"A
go pul yu an ɛn lɛf yu wan, insay yu mɔni."
Bikɔs dɛn
bin de tɔk bad bɔt mi, a bin fil se mi at pwɛl. A
bin jɔs ebul fɔ kray bɔku bɔku wan ɛn beg am
fɔ fɔgiv am.
Wan mɔnin,
afta i dɔn gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, i gi mi
-wan klia
vishɔn bɔt di big big lɔv we i bin gɛt fɔ
mi,
-
εn bak wan vishכn
fכ
di fikl
εn fikl lכv
we krichכ
dεm
gεt fכ
am. Mi
at bin tek mi at ɔl. Frɔm da tɛm de, a nɔ
bin ebul fɔ lɛk ɛnibɔdi pas in wangren.
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, if gud tin kam na mi maynd, a go gɛt fɔ gri
se in, di injin fɔs
-na di wan we
rayt dis prɔpati e
-we de yuz
krichɔ fɔ gi in Lɔv pan mi.
If ,
na di ɔda say, i apin fɔ mek sɔm
bad tin apin, .
A
fɔ tink se Gɔd alaw am fɔ mek a gɛt gud padi
biznɛs wit Gɔd ɔ na mi bɔdi.
So, mi at go
fil se a lɛk Gɔd ɛn a lɛk am.
If a si Gɔd
pan tin dɛn we Gɔd mek, a go rɛspɛkt dɛn mɔ
ɛn mɔ.
If dɛn mek
a vɛks, a go fil se a fɔ du sɔntin
-lɔv dɛn
tru Gɔd ɛn
-fɔ biliv
se dɛn de briŋ mi merit fɔ mi sol.
If di krichɔ
dɛn kam nia mi wit prez ɛn klap, a go wɛlkɔm dɛn
wit disgres ɛn a go tɛl misɛf se:
"Tide dem
laik mi. Tumoro dem fit et mi. Krio dem de fickle."
Na so mi at dɔn
gɛt fridɔm we a nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk.
Afta mi Divayn
Prisɛptɔ dɔn kɔt mi kɔmɔt na di ɔda
wɔl, .
bikɔs
i dɔn separet mi frɔm tin dɛn we Gɔd mek
ɛn frɔm
we
i fri frɔm di tin dɛn we a bin de tink bɔt ɛn di
we aw i bin lɛk dɛn, i bigin fɔ klin di insay pat na
mi at.
In swit Voys
bin de ɛko bɔku tɛm na mi yes fɔ se:
"Naw we wi
de onli, notin de bost wi. Yu no de glad igen nau,
pas di tɛm
we yu bin de tray fɔ mek di wan dɛn we bin de arawnd yu
gladi? Yu nɔ si se i izi fɔ mek a gladi mi wan,
pas fɔ mek
bɔku pipul dɛn gladi?
In ritɔn,
wi go biev lɛk se na mi ɛn yu wangren de na di wɔl. Prɔmis
mi fɔ bi fetful pɔsin
Ɛn a go
tɔn di gudnɛs dɛn to una we go mek una sɔprayz.
A gɛt big
big plan dɛn fɔ una we a go jɔs ebul fɔ du
-if yu match
wetin a aks yu e
- if yu kɔnfɔm
to mi Wil.
A go gladi fɔ
mek una bi wan pafɛkt pikchɔ bɔt mi. Yu go
falamakata mi pan ɔl wetin a dɔn du na mi Yumaniti,
-fɔ mi bɔn
-to mi day.
Nɔ gɛt
dawt bɔt sakrifays, bikɔs a go tich yu smɔl smɔl
aw fɔ du am ".
De afta de, mɔ
afta di Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, .
i
bin de tɛl mi wetin fɔ wɔri
bɔt
we
nɔ go pas di say we pɔsin kin
taya, .
fɔ mek di
gudnɛs dɛn we dɛn gi mi go bia mɔ.
Fɔ du dis,
bɔku tɛm i bin de tɛl mi se:
"Fɔ
mek a go tɔn mi gudnɛs dɛn na yu at, i nid fɔ mek
yu biliv yusɛf se,
na
in wan , .
yu
nɔ ebul fɔ du ɛnitin.
A de ful wit mi
gift ɛn mi gris di sol dɛn we de shem fɔ atribyut to
dɛnsɛf di gud ifɛkt dɛn we dɛn wok we dɛn
du wit mi gris.
A de luk dɛn
wit bɔku aprɔval.
Di sol dɛm
we de tek mi gift ɛn mi gudnɛs lɛk se na dɛn bay
dɛn fɔ dɛnsɛf, kin tif bɔku.
Dɛn fɔ
tɛl dɛnsɛf se:
"Di frut
dɛn we de mek na mi gadin."
- i nɔ fɔ
atribyut to mi, po ɛn misɛf krichɔ, .
-bɔt dɛn
na di rizɔlt fɔ di gift dɛn we divayn Lɔv dɔn
gi mi bɔku bɔku wan ».
Mɛmba se a
gɛt fri-an ɛn a de tɔn bɔku bɔku gudnɛs
pan sol dɛn
- we de no se
dɛn nɔ gɛt natin, .
-we nɔ de
usurp ɛnitin fɔ dɛnsɛf, e
- we ɔndastand
se ɔltin de apin tru mi gudnɛs.
So, si wetin de
apin insay dɛn, dɛn sol ya
-nɔto jɔs
a de tɛl tɛnki,
-bɔt dɛn
de liv wit fred fɔ lɔs mi gris, mi gift ɛn mi favɔrit
if a nɔ lɛk dɛn igen.
A nɔ ebul
fɔ go insay at dɛn
we
de smok wit prawd ɛn
we
ful-ɔp wit dɛnsɛf sote dɛn nɔ gɛt ples
fɔ mi.
Dɛn nɔ
de gi prez to mi gudnɛs dɛn ɛn, frɔm fɔdɔm
to fɔdɔm, dɛn kin go na dɛn pwɛl pwɛl.
Na dat mek a
kin want am bɔku tɛm
-
ɔ ivin kɔntinyu - du akt fɔ put yusɛf dɔŋ.
Yu fɔ tan
lɛk pikin we gɛt dayapɛt we, .
nɔ ebul fɔ
muf ɔ waka rawnd di os in wan, .
- i gɛt fɔ
abop pan in mama fɔ ɔltin.
A
want mek yu de nia mi lɛk bebi, .
- A kin aks mi
ɔltɛm fɔ ɛp ɛn ɛp mi,
-fɔ no se
yu nɔ gɛt natin, .
- de wet fɔ
ɔltin frɔm mi."
We a bin de du
dat, a bin smɔl ɛn dɔnawe wit misɛf. Sote
sɔntɛnde
A bin fil se mi
wan ol bɔdi dɔn sɔlv ɛn a nɔ ebul fɔ
tek wan stɛp ɔ tek briz if Jizɔs nɔ ɛp mi.
A bin de du ɔl
wetin a ebul fɔ mek i satisfay pan ɔltin, ɛn a bin de
put misɛf dɔŋ ɛn obe.
We wi de kɔmpia
am
-di stet fɔ
layf we Jizɔs kɔl mi to e
-di wan we a
bin olwez liv insay, a bin fil se pen de invayd a.
A bin de shem
fɔ luk pipul dɛn
bikɔs a
bin de fil lɛk wan pan di big big sina dɛn na di wɔl. A
bin gɛt di teys
- pul insɛf
kɔmɔt na mi rum, fa frɔm krichɔ dɛn, e
-fɔ tɛl
mi se:
"If dɛn
bin jɔs no aw a dɔn bi sina ɛn ɔmɔs gudnɛs
we di Masta dɔn gi mi, dɛn go rili fred."
A op se Jizɔs
nɔ go mek a no, bikɔs if dɛn bin no se a go ebul fɔ
kil misɛf ".
Pan ɔl
dis, di nɛks de, as a de tek Jizɔs na di Oli ples.
Sakramɛnt,
mi at bin gladi fɔ si insɛf so dɔnawe wit am.
Jizɔs tɛl
mi mɔ tin dɛn bɔt di we aw i kɔl mi fɔ
dɔnawe wit mi pafɛkt wan.
I bin de gi mi
advays dɛn, we bin de difrɛn ɔltɛm frɔm di
wan dɛn we bin dɔn go bifo. A kin tɔk sef se ɛni
wan pan di bɔku tɛm we Jizɔs bin tɔk to mi, i bin
yuz difrɛn we fɔ ɛksplen wetin mek di gud kwaliti we i
bin want fɔ put insay mi ɛn wetin kin apin to mi.
If i bin want,
i bin fɔ dɔn tɔk bɔt di sem gud kwaliti wan
tawzin tɛm mɔ, ɛn insay wan tawzin difrɛn we dɛn:
"O! Mi
Divayn Masta,
as
yu na masta sabi bukman, .
a
nɔ gladi fɔ we a nɔ liv lɛk aw yu de op
frɔm mi! "
A kin kɔnfɛs
di tin dɛn we a de tink bɔt
- dɔn
ɔlwayz de luk fɔ di tru ɛn
- ɔltɛm
bin de tray fɔ kɔnfɔm to wetin Jizɔs bin tich
mi. Bɔt bɔku tɛm a dɔn lɔs da want de
insay wan we ɔ ɔda we.
A nɔ bin
ebul fɔ no wetin Jizɔs aks mi, ivin na di ɛnd.
Fɔ dis a
bin put misɛf dɔŋ mɔ. A bin kɔnfɛs
se a nɔ gɛt wan pawa
Afta dat, a bin
prɔmis fɔ pe atɛnshɔn mɔ ɛn ɛp
mi. Pan ɔl dɛn tin ya, .
A
nɔ go ɛva ebul fɔ du di gud tin dɛn we i fɔ
du fɔ mek i pafɛkt
if
i nɔ bin dɔn ɛp mi kɔntinyu
fɔ de.
Bɔku
tɛm i bin de tɛl mi se :
"If yu bin
de ɔmbul ɛn de nia mi, yu nɔ bin fɔ dɔn du
dis wok so bad."
Bɔt bikɔs
yu bin tink se yu go ebul fɔ stat, kɔntinyu ɛn dɔn
di wok we a nɔ gɛt, yu du am, bɔt nɔto akɔdin
to wetin a want.
Fɔ dis
rizin, .
aks
fɔ mi ɛp na di biginin fɔ ɔltin we yu de du.
Mek
shɔ se a de de ɔltɛm fɔ wok wit yu
Wetin yu de du
go dɔn pafɛkt wan.
No se if yu de
du dis ɔltɛm, yu go gɛt di bɛst we fɔ put
yusɛf dɔŋ. If yu du di kɔmɔn tin, .
prawd
go kam bak to yu ɛn
i
go swɛla da fayn fayn kwaliti de fɔ ɔmbul we dɛn
dɔn plant insay yu ».
Na so i gi mi
bɔku layt ɛn gudnɛs ɛn mek a si di bad bad tin
dɛn we di sin we de mek a prawd.
Prawd na dat
- di mɔs
bad bad ingratitude to Gɔd e
-
di big big affront we dεn kin du to am, de blayn di sol
kכmplit
wan, .
- de lid am fɔ
fɔdɔm insay big big big pɔsin we nɔ de wɔship
Gɔd, ɛn
- i de lid am
to ruin.
Dɛn lɛf
mi di ɛkstra ɔdinari gudnɛs dɛn we Jizɔs bin
gi mi
- wit big sad
we yu kɔmpia am wit di past e
-insay wan
strɔng fred fɔ di fyuchu.
Bikɔs a nɔ
bin no wetin fɔ du fɔ mek di tin dɛn we bin dɔn
pwɛl trade, a bin fil bad bad tin dɛn we a bin want fɔ
du.
A bin aks mi
kɔnfɛsɔ bak fɔ mortifikeshɔn, bɔt dɛn
nɔ bin de gri fɔ mi ɔltɛm.
Ɔl di
penans dɛn we a bin de du bin tan lɛk se dɛn nɔ
impɔtant to mi.
Bikɔs
A
nɔ bin ebul fɔ chenj di tin dɛn we dɔn pas ɛn
dat
a nɔ bin no wetin ɔda
tin fɔ du, .
A bigin fɔ
kray we a tink bɔt di sin dɛn we a bin dɔn du trade.
Afta sɔm
tɛm, a tɔn to Jizɔs we a bin de du gud ɔltɛm.
Di fred we a
bin de fred fɔ de fa frɔm am bin de mɔna mi, ɛn
di fred we a bin de fred se i go kɔst mi mɔ, bin mek a nɔ
rili no wetin fɔ du.
Udat go se ɔmɔs
tɛm a rɔn go to Jizɔs na mi at
- fɔ aks
am fɔ wan tawzin fɔgiv, .
-tanki fo di
plenti gras we yu don giv mi e
- aks am fɔ
de nia mi ɔltɛm.
Bɔku tɛm
a bin de tɛl am se:
"Luk, mi
gud Jizɔs, ."
- aw bɔku
tɛm a dɔn lɔs ɛn
- aw many tanks
a bin west,
we a bin fɔ
dɔn mek a lɛk yu mɔ ɛn mɔ, mi Gud we pas ɔl
ɛn mi Ɔl! "
While in a
somwe boring way a bin kip de tok to am laik dat.
Jizɔs
bin kɔrɛkt mi bad bad wan ɛn tɔk
se:
"A no wan
mek yu go bak to di past. No se wen wan sol,
-kɔnvins
fɔ in sin dɛn, .
- ɔmbul
yusɛf bay we yu de tek mi sakramɛnt fɔ penans, .
- i kin bi mɔ
rɛdi fɔ day pas fɔ ɔfɛnd mi bak.
Na affront to
mi Mercy ɛn na obstacle to mi Love
-
mentally de persist fכ
sכt
di mכd
we bin de trade.
Mi Lɔv nɔ
go ebul fɔ alaw wan sol fɔ tek flay go na Ɛvin if i
kɔntinyu fɔ de insay di wata
- bad bad tin
dɛn we pɔsin kin tink bɔt e
- dak aydia bɔt
di tin dɛn we dɔn pas.
Una no se a nɔ
mɛmba di bad tin we una dɔn du, bikɔs a dɔn fɔgɛt
ɔltin pafɛkt wan. Yu si eni resentment fo mi, o ivin
jos wan hint of bad humor to yu? "
Ɛn a se:
"Nɔ, mi Masta, mi at de brok we a tink bɔt yu gudnɛs,
yu gudnɛs ɛn yu lɔv fɔ mi, pan ɔl we a nɔ
tɛl tɛnki".
Ɛn i
ansa se:
"Very wel,
mai pikin. Bot wetin mek yu wan go bak to di past? Aw i go beta if wi
tink abaut wi mutual lov!
Tray fɔ
mek a gladi nɔmɔ tumara bambay ɛn yu go de na pis
ɔltɛm ".
Frɔm da
tɛm de, fɔ mek a go satisfay mi Jizɔs we a lɛk, a
nɔ bin de tink bɔt di tin dɛn we bin dɔn apin
trade igen. Bɔt bɔku tɛm, a bin de beg am fɔ
tich mi aw fɔ pe fɔ di sin dɛn we a bin dɔn du
trade.
I tɛl
mi se: “Yu si se a rɛdi fɔ gi yu wetin
yu want.
tray fɔ
mɛmba wetin a bin tɛl yu lɔng tɛm bifo.
Di
bɛst tin fɔ du na fɔ falamakata mi layf. Tel mi
nau wetin yu want."
Aibin tok,
“Masta, aibin jidan ebrijing, dumaji ai no get enitin.”
Jizɔs
kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se :
"Okay, no
fred, bikos smol smol wi go du evritin."
Ai sabi aw yu
wik. Na frɔm mi go mek una gɛt trɛnk, peshɛnt
ɛn gud wil. Du wetin a bin tɛl yu.
A want mek yu
tray tranga wan fɔ bi ɔnɛs.
Yu
fɔ kip wan yay pan mi ɛn di ɔda wan pan wetin yu de
du.
A want mek yu
no aw fɔ ignore pipul, so dat, .
-we dɛn
aks yu fɔ du sɔntin, .
- du am lek se
di rikwest kam dairekt from mi.
Wit
mi ai fo mi, no joj enibodi.
Nɔ luk fɔ
si if di wok de mek pɔsin fil pen, i nɔ fayn, i izi, ɔ
i at fɔ du.
Yu go lɔk
yu yay pan ɔl dɛn tin ya. Yu go opin dɛn pan mi,
we yu no
-dat a de insay
yu ɛn
-dat a de chɛk
yu wok.
"Tɛl
mi bɔku tɛm:
« Masta,
gi mi gudnɛs
-
du ɔltin we a de ɔndatak fayn fayn wan frɔm di stat to
di ɛnd, e
-dat
a onli akt fo yu.
A nɔ
want fɔ bi slev to krichɔ dɛn igen ".
Mek am so dat
we yu de waka, tɔk, wok ɔ du ɛni ɔda tin, .
akt nɔmɔ
fɔ mek a satisfay ɛn mek a gladi. We yu sɔfa
kɔntradikshɔn ɔ yu gɛt bad bad tin dɛn, a
want
-dat yu geht yu
yay fix pan mi en
-dat yu biliv
se ɔl dis kɔmɔt frɔm mi ɛn nɔto frɔm
tin dɛn we Gɔd mek.
"Lɛk
lɛk se yu yɛri dis frɔm mi mɔt.
"Mi
gyal pikin, a want mek yu sɔfa smɔl."
"Wit
dɛn sɔfa ya a go mek yu fayn."
-A
wan enrich yu sol wit nyu merit.
"A
wan wok pan yu sol so dat yu go bi laik mi."
Ɛn we yu
de bia yu sɔfa fɔ mi Lɔv,
-A
wan mek yu ofa mi
-
tank mi fo earning yu merit.
We yu du dat,
yu go gɛt prɔfit fɔ kɔmpɛns fɔ dɛn
wan dɛn de
-we du yu bad ɔ
-we mek yu
sɔfa.
So yu go waka
stret bifo mi.
-Dɛn tin
ya nɔ go mɔna yu, ɛn
"Yu go no
pafɛkt pis."
Afta sɔm
tɛm we a bin de du wetin Jizɔs tɛl mi fɔ du, .
bin
kip mi layf wit spirit we de mek a fil bad.
I bin mek a
ɔndastand
-dat ɔltin,
.
bak
di sakrifays dɛn we dɛn kin mek wit heroic ɛn di gud
kwaliti dɛn we pas ɔl
dɛn go tek
dɛn as tin dɛn we nɔ gɛt natin if dɛn nɔ
mek dɛn bikɔs dɛn lɛk
am .
If
mortifications nɔ de motiveted frɔm bigin to ɛnd bay
di lɔv fɔ Am, dɛn nɔ de te ɛn dɛn nɔ
gɛt merit.
I bin tɛl
mi se:
"Charity
na di gud kwaliti we de gi prestij to di ɔda gud kwaliti dɛm.
Akshɔn dɛm we dɛn du witout charity na day wok dɛm."
Mi Ayz dɛn
de pe atɛnshɔn nɔmɔ to di tin dɛn we dɛn
de du wit di spirit fɔ ɛp pipul dɛn. Na dɛn
nɔmɔ nɔ de rich na mi At.
Dat mek,
-Bi
tek tɛm ɛn
- du yu akshɔn,
ivin di smɔl wan dɛn, wit spirit fɔ charity ɛn
sakrifays.
Du dɛn
insay mi, wit mi ɛn fɔ mi .
A nɔ go no
wetin yu de du as mi yon if dɛn nɔ kɛr ɔl tu di
sil dɛn,
dat
fɔ yu sakrifays dɛn e
mi
sil.
Bikɔs di
mɔni fɔ gɛt di kiŋ in imej we dɛn print pan
am fɔ mek di wan dɛn we de rul di kiŋ tek am se i
rayt, .
so yu akshɔn
dɛn fɔ gɛt di sayn fɔ di Krɔs
mek a gri wit
am.
"Wi nɔ
go wɔri igen fɔ wok fɔ pul. "
- yu afɛkt
fɔ di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek, .
-bɔt yu
lɔv fɔ yusɛf .
A
wan mek yu day fɔ yusɛf
so
dat yu go ebul fɔ liv fɔ mi nɔmɔ.
A nɔ want
fɔ impres pan yu ɛni ɔda tin pas mi
Layf.
Na tru se i go
mek yu spɛn mɔ mɔni, bɔt gɛt maynd ɛn
nɔ fred. Mi wit yu en yu wit mi, wi go du evritin ".
I bin gi mi nyu
aidia dɛn bɔt aw fɔ kil misɛf.
I
bin tɛl mi se:
"Yu nɔ
de, ɛn yu nɔ fɔ tek yusɛf pas shado."
-we de pas kwik
kwik wan ɛn
-dat eskap yu
wen yu trai fo kech am.
If yu want fɔ
si sɔntin we fit mi insay yu, .
tink se yu
nɔto natin . So mi, gladi wit yu tru tru
degradation , .
A go tɔn
mi Ɔl insay yu ."
We mi gud Jizɔs
bin de tɛl mi dis, i bin mek a dɔnawe wit mi na mi maynd ɛn
na mi at so dat a bin fɔ dɔn lɛk fɔ ayd insay di
ol we de dip pas ɔl. No
-dat i nɔ
bin pɔsibul fɔ mek a ayd mi shem frɔm am, ɛn
- as a kɔntinyu
fɔ pwɛl mi sɛlf-ɛstimɛnt, .
i
bin tɛl mi se:
"Kam
klos, lean pan mi an:
-A
go sɔpɔt yu ɛn
-A
go gi yu di trɛnk fɔ wok fɔ mi ɔltɛm, fɔ
du ɔltin fɔ mi."
Bikɔs wi
na pafɛkt we nɔ gɛt ɛnd, .
Gɔd kin
jɔs want mek ɛni wan pan di wok dɛn we i de du fɔ
mek i pafɛkt.
If den ɔl
wetin i mek
naturally
de tend to in pafɛkt e
nɔ kin
ebul fɔ stɔp fɔ waka fɔ go bifo, so, ɔl di
mɔ rizin, .
wan tin we Gɔd
mek
-to we Gɔd
dɔn gi pɔsin in yon sɛns ɛn wetin i want
- nɔ kin
ebul fɔ alaw in impɔtant tin fɔ stɔp, .
if i rili want
mek Gɔd gladi fɔ am.
Gɔd mek
am lɛk aw i tan ɛn lɛk am , ɛn
i go ebul fɔ du di pafɛkt tin we pas ɔl if i du wetin
i want
fɔ
gri wit wetin Gɔd want e
kɔrɛkt
to di gudnɛs dɛn we i dɔn gi .
If di Masta de
nia mi ɛn i want mek a ledɔm pan in an, e
if na bay
atrakshɔn nɔmɔ i de push mi fɔ trowe misɛf
na in papa in an, ɛn if i want bak fɔ mek a tek ɔl mi
trɛnk insay am fɔ du ɔltin fayn fayn wan,
A nɔto
idiot?
if a nɔ
gri wit dis gudnɛs ɛn a nɔ put insɛf ɔnda in
Divayn Wil?
Na dat mek, mi,
.
pas
ɛni ɔda tin we
Gɔd mek, .
A
biliv se na mi wok
ɔltɛm
de fala mi fayn fayn Jizɔs, .
Di
wan we bin tɛl mi se:
"Na yu
wan, yu blayn, bɔt nɔ fred."
Mi Layt, naw
pas ɛni ɔda tɛm, go bi yu gayd.
A go de insay
yu ɛn wit yu fɔ du wɔndaful tin dɛn. Una
fala mi pan ɔltin ɛn una go si.
Fɔ sɔm
tɛm, a go tinap bifo yu lɛk miro, ɛn ɔl wetin yu
fɔ du go bi
- fɔ luk
mi, .
- falamakata mi
ɛn
- so dat yu nɔ
go lɔs mi yay.
Yu fɔ
sakrifays bifo mi, .
so dat mi Wil
ɛn yu yon go bi wan. Yu satisfay wit am?
So una fɔ
rɛdi fɔ di tin dɛn we a nɔ fɔ du, mɔ we
i kam pan tin dɛn we Gɔd mek."
Jizɔs bin
tɛl mi se:
"As di
briz de muv di flawa in flawa dɛn, ."
so dat de sho
di smɔl smɔl frut we de gro, .
so di wil we wi
want de kɔmɔt biɛn di we aw i de sho insɛf. "
We di wɔnin
dɛn kam, a fɔ obe. Lɛk wetin
if a nɔ
wek wantɛm wantɛm na mɔnin , a go
yɛri in Voys de tɛl mi insay mi at:
"Yu bin de
rɛst kɔmfyut wan we a nɔ bin gɛt bed, ."
bɔt
bifo dat, na mi Krɔs. Kwik,
kwik, grap! Nɔ bi so kɔmplayn!
"
- Ɛn if we
a waka a luk tu fa, i kɔl mi se:
"A nɔ
want yu yay fɔ go bifo pas wetin nid fɔ de, so dat yu nɔ
go stɔp."
- If
a bin de na di kɔntri , we difrɛn plant dɛn,
tik dɛn ɛn flawa dɛn de rawnd mi, i go tɛl mi se:
"A mek
ɔltin bikɔs a lɛk yu, ɛn yu, bikɔs a lɛk
mi, de dinay yusɛf dis gladi gladi."
-If, na
chɔch, a fiks mi yay pan di oli dɛkɔreshɔn dɛn ,
i go kɔl mi se:
"Us gladi
gladi de fɔ yu, apat frɔm mi?"
- If
a sidɔm fayn fayn wan we a de wok , i go tɛl
mi se:
"Yu tu
komfotabl. Yu no tink se mai laif don bi of konstant sofa!"
Ɛn, klia
wan, fɔ mek i satisfay, .
Na af pan di
chia nɔmɔ a bin sidɔm.
- If
a bin wok sloslo ɛn les , i go se to mi:
"Una kwik
kwik wan ɛn kam kwik kwik wan fɔ de wit mi fɔ pre ..."
Wan wan tɛm
i bin gi mi wok
fɔ du wan patikyula tɛm ɛn a bin go wok fɔ mek i
gladi.
We a nɔ
bin ebul fɔ du mi wok, a bin de aks am fɔ ɛp mi. Bɔku
tɛm, i dɔn ɛp mi bay we i de du wok wit mi so dat a go
fri fɔs, bɔku tɛm nɔto fɔ ɛnjɔy,
bɔt fɔ gɛt mɔ tɛm fɔ pre.
Sɔntɛnde,
i kin apin se, mi wangren ɔ wit am, di wok we bin gɛt fɔ
ɔkup mi ɔl di de, kin dɔn insay shɔt tɛm.
Afta sɔm
tɛm, a bigin fɔ fil se a de put an pan sɔntin mɔ
ɛn a bin de wish se a bin de pre sote go.
A nɔ ɛva
taya ɔ bost, ɛn a bin fil fayn sote a bin fil lɛk se a
nɔ nid ɛni ɔda it apat frɔm wetin a kin gɛt
frɔm prea.
Bɔt Jizɔs
bin kɔrɛkt mi ɛn tɔk se:
"Hɔri,
nɔ let!"
A wan mek yu it
fɔ mi lɔv.
Tek di it we yu
bɔdi go tek. Aks fɔ mek mi Lɔv gɛt wanwɔd
wit yu yon,
WAN
-Mek mi Spirit
jɔyn wit yu sol ɛn
- mek yu ɔl
biin oli bay mi Lɔv ".
Wan wan tɛm,
we a de it, a bin de ɛnjɔy wan it ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ
it am.
Ɛn Jizɔs
bin tɛl mi se :
"Yu don
foget se a no get oda desire pas to mortify mi sef out of Love for
yu? Stɔp fɔ it dis ɛn go bak to sɔntin we yu nɔ
want."
Dis we ya Jizɔs
bin tray fɔ kil wetin a want, ivin pan di smɔl smɔl
tin dɛn, so dat a go liv insay am nɔmɔ.
So, i bin mek a
ebul fɔ tray fɔ du sɔntin
-paradosi
d'amɔr, .
-fɔ lɔv
ɔl oli ɛn adrɛs to am.
We di de kam we
a go ebul fɔ gɛt kɔmyuniɔn, a nɔ bin de du
natin di de ɛn nɛt bifo, .
pas fɔ
rɛdi misɛf fɔ gɛt am di bɛst we.
A nɔ bin
lɔk mi yay fɔ mek a slip
fɔ di
kɔntinyu tin dɛn we a bin de du fɔ lɛk Jizɔs.
Bɔku tɛm
a bin de tɔk se:
"Hɔs,
Masta, a nɔ go ebul wet igen. Shot di awa, mek di san go fast,
bikɔs mi at de fel wit di want fɔ Oli Kɔmyuniɔn".
Ɛn Jizɔs
bin ansa se :
"Na mi wan
de ɛn a de wish if yu nɔ de."
Nɔ wɔri
se yu nɔ go ebul fɔ slip.
Na sakrifays fɔ
de fa frɔm yu Gɔd - yu Spouse, yu Ɔl -, .
di wan we de
wek bikɔs i lɛk yu.
Una
kam lisin to di bad tin dɛn we di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek
kin du to mi ɔltɛm. Ah! no dinay mi di rilif fo
yu kain
ɔfis.
Di palpiteshɔn
dɛn fɔ yu lɔv bin jɔyn wit mi yon
i go pat pan di
bita we bɔku ɔfens dɛn de gi mi de ɛn nɛt.
A nɔ go
lɛf yu wan wit di sɔfa ɛn sɔfa we yu de
sɔfa. Bifo dat, a go gi di fayn fayn tin dɛn bak tru
mi kɔmni."
We di ples
bigin fɔ shayn a go na chɔch wit big big want fɔ tek
Jizɔs insay di Blɛsin Sakramɛnt. A go nia mi
kɔnfɛsɔ we a nɔ tɔk wan wɔd bɔt
dis want.
I pas wan tɛm
we i bin tɛl mi se:
"Tide a
want mek dɛn pul yu pan Oli Kɔmyuniɔn". Na
so a bin de bigin fɔ kray bɔku tɛm.
Bɔt a nɔ
bin want fɔ sho to mi kɔnfɛsɔ di bita we aw mi at
bin de fil.
Bikɔs
Jizɔs bin want mek a rɛsayn misɛf fɔ
disapɔyntmɛnt, a bin giv-ɔp so dat I nɔ go kɔndɛm
mi.
I bin want mi
fɔ gɛt ful trɔst pan Am, In na mi Gud we pas ɔlman.
Bɔku tɛm
a bin de opin mi at to am ɛn tɛl am se:
"O! Mi
swit Lɔv,
-Na dis frut fɔ
dis vigil we wi ɔl tu bin gɛt tinayt?
Udat bin fɔ
dɔn imajin se afta bɔku tin dɛn we a bin de op fɔ
ɛn we a bin want, a bin fɔ dɔn gɛt fɔ du if
yu nɔ bin de!
A no se a fɔ
obe yu pan ɔltin. Bɔt tɛl mi mi gud Jizɔs, a
go ebul fɔ de witout yu?
Udat go gi mi
di trɛnk we a nɔ gɛt naw?
A go gɛt
di maynd ɛn trɛnk fɔ kɔmɔt na di chɔch
we a nɔ go kɛr yu go na os wit mi?
Bɔt, a nɔ
no wetin ɔda tin fɔ du.
Bɔt yu, oh
mi Jizɔs, if yu want, yu go ebul fɔ sɔlv ɔl dis!
"
Wan tɛm,
we a bin de tɔk lɛk dis, a bin fil wan wam we nɔ kɔmɔn
insay mi. Dɔn wan faya we gɛt lɔv layt insay mi
ɛn a yɛri in Voys tɛl mi insay mi at se:
"Stay
kol, ste kol, a don de fo yu hat . Wetin
mek yu de fred? No sad. A wan dray yu kray wata
mi sef."
Poor likl gyal,
na tru, yu no fit liv witout mi, no bi so? "
A bin sɔprayz
-fɔ dɛn
Wɔd ya we Jizɔs tɔk e
- di wok we i
bin de du insay mi.
Bikɔs a
dɔnawe wit misɛf, a tɔn to mi Jizɔs ɛn tɛl
am se:
"If a no
bin so bad, ."
yu nɔ bin
fɔ dɔn inspɛkt mi kɔnfɛsɔ fɔ mek a
at pwɛl lɛk aw i bin du! "Ɛn a bin pre to Jizɔs
fɔ mek i nɔ alaw dɛn kayn paradoks dɛn de."
Bikɔs, if
i nɔ bin de, a nɔ bin ebul fɔ stɔp fɔ mek
mistek ɛn a go mek misɛf so diziz.
Sins Jizɔs
want fɔ mek mi sol fɔdɔm insay lɔv ɛn lid am
fɔ sɔfa fɔ Lɔv, i lid mi fɔ put misɛf
insay di infinite ocean fɔ in Passion.
Wan de, afta di
Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, .
Jizɔs ɔl
di lɔv bin mek a lɛk mi sote a sɔprayz ɛn a tɛl
am se:
"Jizɔs,
wetin mek so bɔku sɔri-at to mi, ."
A so wikɛd
ɛn so nɔ ebul fɔ ansa yu Lɔv? Bikɔs a
no se a fɔ gi yu bak yu lɔv, .
A de fred se yu
go lɛf mi bikɔs a nɔ bisin bɔt mi. Aweva a
de si yu
- prɛti ɔl
gud ɛn
- de pres pan
yu pas ɛni ɔda tɛm."
Dɔn, gud
lɛk ɔltɛm, i tɛl mi se :
"Mi
fambul, di tin dɛm we bin dɔn pas nɔ du natin pas fɔ
pripia yu smɔl. Naw a kam fɔ wok. A want yu at fɔ rɛdi
fɔ go insay di big big si we de na mi Pashiɔn we de mek a
fil bad."
We una dɔn
rili ɔndastand aw a de sɔfa bad bad wan, .
yu go ebul fɔ
ɔndastand di Lɔv we bin de it mi we a bin de sɔfa fɔ
yu.
Se
to yusɛf dis: "Udat na di wan we dɔn sɔfa so fɔ
mi? Ɛn wetin a bi, so wikɛd krichɔ?"
Ɛn yu nɔ
go rijɛkt di wund ɛn pen dɛn we di pashɔn we yu
go sɔfa fɔ mi lɔv. Inflamed wit lov, yu
sol go aksept di kros we a don pripia fo yu.
We una tink bɔt
ɔl wetin mi we na una Masta dɔn sɔfa fɔ una, .
di
sɔfa we yu de sɔfa go tan lɛk shado to yu. I go
tan lɛk se i swit to yu ɛn yu go rich wan say we yu nɔ
go ebul fɔ liv igen we yu nɔ go sɔfa."
We
a tɔk dɛn wɔd ya, a bin de wɔri mɔ
fɔ sɔfa.
Bɔt, mi
nature bin de shek shek we a tink bɔt di sɔfa we a go gɛt
fɔ bia
Sɔpɔt.
Dɔn a pre
to Jizɔs fɔ gi mi inof trɛnk ɛn kɔrej ɛn
fɔ mek a gɛt lɔv tru di sɔfa dɛn we i kɔl
mi fɔ.
Wit dis
rikwest, a no bin want
fɔ mek i
vɛks, ɔ tek advantej pan di big big pɔsin we de gi am
gift.
Bɔt Jizɔs, insay
ɔl in lɔv ɛn swit , dɛn bin de mek
i sɔfa lɛk dis :
"Mi dia,
dis wan klia."
If pɔsin
we de du sɔntin
i
nɔ de fil transpɔt fɔ lɔv fɔ wetin i de du,
i nɔ go ebul fɔ gɛt maynd fɔ dɔn in wok.
Bɔt nɔto
dat nɔmɔ
- di wan dɛn
we de du sɔntin wit bad at, .
-ivin if dem
komplit am, dem no go geht mi riwod.
As fɔ yu,
fɔ lɛk mi Pashiɔn, yu fɔ pas ɔl
- tink bɔt
kol at ɛn insay mɛditeishɔn
- ɔl wetin
a dɔn bia fɔ yu,
so dat una
jɔjmɛnt go gri wit wetin a de jɔj, .
-we nɔ de
spay natin fɔ di lɔv we di pɔsin we i lɛk gɛt
".
Jizɔs bin
ɛnkɔrej mi dis kayn we, a bigin fɔ tink gud wan bɔt
in Pash, we bin du bɔku gud fɔ mi sol.
A kin mek misɛf
biliv se dis gud dɔn kam to mi frɔm di Sɔs fɔ
Grɛs ɛn Lɔv.
Frɔm da
tɛm de, .
di Pash we
Jizɔs gɛt dɔn mek in we insay mi at, mi sol ɛn mi
bɔdi, usay di sɔfa dɛn we di Pash de sɔfa go sho
dɛnsɛf.
A bin put misɛf
insay di Pashiɔn
-as in wan big
big si we gɛt Layt we, wit in wam rayt,
- layt mi wan
ol biin fɔ lɔv fɔ Jizɔs, di Wan we sɔfa so
fɔ mi.
Leta,
dis dayv go mek a ɔndastand klia wan
di
peshɛnt ɛn di ɔmbul we Jizɔs bin gɛt, di we
aw i bin de obe ɛn di we aw i bin de sho se i lɛk wi, e
ɔl
wetin i bin bia bikɔs i lɛk mi.
We a si aw
distans de bitwin mi ɛn in, a bin fil bad bad wan.
Di rayt dɛn
we bin de mek a fil bad bin tan lɛk se na kɔmɛnt dɛn
we bin de tɛl mi kwayɛt wan se:
"Na so Gɔd
we de peshɛnt! Ɛn yu?
Dis kayn Gɔd
we ɔmbul, we de put insɛf ɔnda in ɛnimi dɛn! Ɛn
yu?
Wan Gɔd fɔ
ɔl Charity we de sɔfa bɔku fɔ yu! Ɛn
yu? Usay yu de sɔfa bikɔs yu lɛk am? Usay
dɛn de?"
Wan wan tɛm
Jizɔs bin
tɔk to mi bɔt di pen we i bin de sɔfa ɛn di sɔfa
we i bin de sɔfa bikɔs i lɛk mi.
Ɛn a bin
fil bad ɛn kray.
Wan de, we a
bin de wok ɛn tink gud wan bɔt di bad bad tin dɛn we
Jizɔs bin de sɔfa, .
mi ed bin de
mek a sɔfa te a nɔ ebul fɔ blo fayn.
Bikɔs a
bin de fred se sɔntin siriɔs go apin to mi, a bin want fɔ
tek divɛnshɔn bay we a de go na di bolkɔn.
Na de, a si
bɔku bɔku pipul dɛn de pas na di strit.
Dɛn bin de
gayd mi Jizɔs we gɛt gud at pas ɔl, dɛn bin de
push am ɛn pul am.
Jizɔs
bin kɛr in krɔs na in sholda . I bin
taya ɛn blɔd bin de swet.
I bin rili sɔri
sote i muf wan ston.
I bin luk mi fɔ
ɛp mi. Udat go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt di pen we a
bin de fil da tɛm de?
Udat go ebul fɔ
tɔk bɔt aw dis tin we bin de mek a fred bin afɛkt mi?
A waka go bak
kwik kwik wan na mi rum, a nɔ bin no usay a de.
Mi at bin brok
wit pen ɛn a bigin fɔ kray de tink se:
"Aw yu de
sɔfa, mi gud Jizɔs! A go lɛk."
-bi ebul fɔ
ɛp yu fɔ pul dɛn rabid wulf ya, ɔ
- fɔ sɔfa
pen ɛn sɔfa fɔ yu, .
fɔ mek yu
fil fayn.
O mi Gɔd,
alaw mi fɔ sɔfa nia yu. I nɔ rayt
- dat yu de
sɔfa so fɔ Lɔv fɔ mi a sina, ɛn
"Nɔ
mek a sɔfa ɛnitin fɔ yu!"
Jizɔs bin
mek a gɛt bɔku lɔv fɔ di swit sɔfa we i bin
de sɔfa so dat i bin at fɔ mek a nɔ sɔfa.
Dis tin we a
bin want we a bin want fɔ du we bin kam layf insay mi nɔ
bin ɛva kɔmɔt.
Insay Oli
Kɔmyuniɔn a nɔ bin aks fɔ ɛnitin we rili at
fɔ du: fɔ mek dɛn alaw mi fɔ gɛt dɛn
kayn swit sɔfa dɛn de.
na in yon.
Sɔntɛnde,
i kin satisfay mi bay we i de pul wan chukchuk na in Krawn we i kin
trowe na mi at. Wan wan tɛm
tek di nel dɛn
na in an ɛn fut ɛn trowe dɛn pan mi, .
we bin mek a
rili fil pen, bɔt nɔ ɛva ikwal to in yon.
Ɔda tɛm
dɛn, .
- i bin tan lɛk
to mi se Jizɔs tek mi at na in an ɛn
- we swɛt
am so tayt dat di pen mek a lɔs mi sɛns.
So dat di pipul
dɛn we bin de arawnd mi nɔ go notis wetin de apin to mi, a
beg am se:
"Mi Jizɔs,
gi mi di gudnɛs fɔ sɔfa we ɔda pipul dɛn nɔ
go no mi sɔfa".
A dɔn
satisfay fɔ sɔm tɛm, bɔt bikɔs ɔf mi
sin dɛn, sɔntɛnde ɔda pipul dɛn dɔn si
di sɔfa we a de sɔfa.
Wan de, afta
Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, Jizɔs tɛl mi
se :
"Yu sɔfa
nɔ kin tan lɛk mi yon, bikɔs yu de sɔfa wit mi
Prɛzɛns."
A go ɛp
yu. A wan fɔ lɛf yu wan fɔ sɔm tɛm.
Una tek tɛm
pas bifo, bikɔs a nɔ go gi una di An fɔ una
sɔpɔt
yu ɛn ɛp yu pan ɔltin. Yu go du sɔntin ɛn
sɔfa bikɔs ɔf gud wil, .
we
no se mi Ayz go de pan yu,
.
ivin
if a nɔ sho ɔ yɛri frɔm yu
igen.
If yu kɔntinyu
fɔ fetful to mi, a go blɛs yu we a kam bak. If yu nɔ
fetful, a go kam fɔ pɔnish yu.”
We a tɔk
dɛn wɔd ya, a bin fred ɛn tɛl am se:
"Masta, yu
we na mi Layf ɛn mi Ɔl, tɛl mi aw a go liv witout yu,
mi Gɔd!
Udat go gi mi
di trɛnk fɔ biev misɛf?
Na yu nɔmɔ
dɔn bi, de ɛn go bi mi trɛnk ɛn mi sɔpɔt.
I pɔsibul
se, naw, yu want fɔ lɛf mi to mi mɔni, we yu nɔ
gɛt yu prezɛns, afta yu dɔn invayt mi fɔ kɔmɔt
na di ɔda wɔl ɛn ɔl wetin de go wit am.
Yu dɔn
fɔgɛt se a bad ɛn if yu nɔ de a nɔ go ebul
fɔ du ɛni gud tin? "
Jizɔs
bin ansa mi saful saful ɛn gɛt kol at
se :
"A go du
dis so dat yu go ɔndastand wetin yu valyu witout mi. Nɔ
pwɛl at."
A go du dis fɔ
una gud gud wan, fɔ rɛdi una at fɔ gɛt di nyu
gudnɛs dɛn we a go mek una gɛt.
So faw a dɔn
ɛp yu wit si klia wan. Naw, we wi nɔ de si, a go mek
yu fil se yu nɔ gɛt natin bay we a go lɛf yu wan wit
yusɛf.
A go mek shɔ
se yu rich di dip ɔmbul. Ɛn a go gi yu mi gudnɛs
dɛn, di bɛst wan dɛn, .
fɔ pripia
una fɔ di ay levul dɛn we a dɔn disayd fɔ una.
So bifo yu at
pwɛl, una gladi ɛn tɛl mi tɛnki, .
bikɔs di
mɔ yu krɔs dis si we big big briz de blo, na di mɔ yu
go rich na di pɔt kwik kwik wan.
Di mɔ di
tɛst dɛn we a de sɔbmit to yu, na di mɔ di gudnɛs
dɛn we a go gi yu.
Yu fɔ gɛt
maynd, bikɔs i nɔ go te igen a go kam fɔ kɔrej yu
pan yu pen ".
So i blɛs
mi ɛn pul mi kɔmɔt.
Udat go ebul fɔ
sho di pen we a bin de fil, di ɛmti we bin kam insay mi at, di
kray wata we a bin de kray, we a si mi Jizɔs we, we I bin de
blɛs mi, lɛf mi.
Bɔt, a bin
dɔn rɛsayn misɛf to in Mɔs Oli Wil.
Ɛn afta a
dɔn kis in An wan tawzin tɛm, dis An we blɛs mi frɔm
fa, a tɛl am se:
"Gudbai
Oli Spous, gudbai!
Mɛmba yu
prɔmis se yu go kam bak to mi jisnɔ! Ɔltɛm
ɛp mi ɛn mek mi ɔl yu yon."
Ɛn a bin
si se mi wangren de kpatakpata. I bin tan lɛk se di ɛnd
de kam fɔ mi.
Bikɔs
Jizɔs bin dɔn bi mi Ɔl, if i nɔ bin de naw, a nɔ
bin gɛt kɔrej igen. Ɔltin we de rawnd mi dɔn
tɔn to bita pen wantɛm wantɛm.
I bin tan lɛk
se a de yɛri di krichɔ dɛn de provok mi ɛn ripit
to mi insay kwayɛt langwej:
"Si wetin
yu Lɔv, yu Lɔv de du to yu; usay i de naw?" We a
luk di wata, di faya, di flawa dɛn, ivin di ston dɛn we a
sabi na mi rum, i bin tan lɛk se ɔltin de se:
"Yu no si
se ol dis tins na yu Spouse in yon?"
Yu gɛt di
ɔnɔ fɔ si in wok dɛn, bɔt yu nɔ go ebul
fɔ si am! "
Ɛn a tɛl
dɛn se:
"O! Una,
krichɔ dɛm fɔ mi Masta, una gi mi nyus bɔt am!
Una tɛl mi usay a go fɛn am!"
I tɛl mi
se i go kam bak jisnɔ, bɔt uswan pan una go tɛl mi we
i go kam bak, ustɛm a go si am bak? "
Insay dis stet,
ɛvride bin tan lɛk se na tin we go de sote go.
Di nɛt dɛn
na bin wach dɛn we nɔ gɛt ɛnd, di awa ɛn
minit dɛn bin tan lɛk sɛnti ɛn dɛn nɔ
bin de briŋ natin pas fɔ pwɛl mi. A bin fil lɛk
se a go fɔdɔm.
Mi at ɛn
mi briz bin de stɔp, ɛn sɔntɛnde a bin de fil lɛk
se mi wan ol bɔdi dɔn frɔz, ful-ɔp wit filin fɔ
day.
Mi famili mɛmba
dɛn bin notis se tin nɔ bin de go fayn.
Dɛn bin
tɔk bɔku bɔt am bitwin dɛnsɛf ɛn dɛn
bin tɔk se na sik we a bin de sɔfa na mi bɔdi.
Dɛn bin
tinap tranga wan fɔ mek a mit di dɔktɔ. Dɛn
bin du dis, bɔt i nɔ bin briŋ ɛni gud tin fɔ
mi.
Fɔ mi pat,
a bin de kɔntinyu fɔ mɛmba
- bɔt
wetin gud Jizɔs bin dɔn prɔmis mi,
- fɔ wetin
i bin dɔn du insay mi, .
- di anɔyntmɛnt
fɔ in gudnɛs.
A mɛmba
wan bay wan in swit ɛn fayn wɔd dɛn.
A bin mɛmba
bak di bad we aw i bin de tɔk bad bɔt mi fɔ mɛmba
mi bɔt di wok we a fɔ du fɔ lɛk am.
Mi sol no se i
nɔ go ebul fɔ du ɛnitin if Jizɔs nɔ de ɛn
ɔltin na bikɔs ɔf am.
Na in na di tru
spiritual dairekta we de tich mi sol aw fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ
ɔmbul ɛn lɛf am tru prea, Oli Kɔmyuniɔn ɛn
visit to di Blɛsin Sakramɛnt.
If a nɔ no
se ɔl wetin dɛn dɔn du insay mi gɛt dɛt fɔ
di bɔku bɔku gudnɛs dɛn we di Masta gɛt, dat
go bi klin lay lay tin dɛn we a de du.
If i nɔ
bin gɛt in gudnɛs ɛn in layt, fɔ tru, a nɔ
bin fɔ dɔn du ɛni gud tin: na bad nɔmɔ a bin
fɔ dɔn du. Udat ɔda pas mi gud Jizɔs dɔn
mek a kɔmɔt nia di tin dɛn we nɔ impɔtant na
di wɔl?
Dat bin mek a
want fɔ mek wan novena fɔ Krismas, .
wit nayn
meditashɔn dɛn ɛvride
bɔt
di we aw Jizɔs bin
kam insay di bɔdi, .
we dɔn
briŋ bɔku bɔku gudnɛs ɛn layt dɛn we
pas mɔtalman frɔm Ɛvin?
Wetin na bin da
vɔys de we bin de insay mi we bin de wɔn mi?
-dat a nɔ
go gɛt ɛni rɛspɛkt ɔ pis
"Wetin if
a nɔ bin dɔn du wetin Jizɔs aks mi?"
Udat mek a lɛk
am bay we i sho mi di fayn bebi Jizɔs?
Nɔto
Jizɔs bin akt wit mi as mi ticha, .
-
tren mi, - kɔrɛkt mi, - kɔl mi, .
-
mek mi at giv ɔp in afɛkt, .
-
infuz mi wit di tru spirit dɛm fɔ mortifikeshɔn,
charity ɛn prea?
I
opin insay mi di we we de kɛr mi go insay di big big si we
in Pashiɔn de. Na
tru am a bin ɛkspiriɛns
-
di swit we de mek pɔsin sɔfa e
- bita we a nɔ
de sɔfa.
Yu nɔ tink
se na in spɛshal gudnɛs bin du ɔl dɛn tin ya?
Naw naw
we de ple jok
pan mi bay we i de pul insɛf kɔmɔt na mi yay, a kin
ɛkspiriɛns am ful wan, .
if
i nɔ bin de, a nɔ de fil da sɛnsitiv lɔv de lɛk
aw i bin de bifo.
-A nɔ de
si di layt igen na mi meditashɔn dɛn,
A
nɔ go ebul fɔ tink gud wan igen fɔ tu ɔ tri
awa.
As a de tray fɔ
du wetin a bin dɔn du bifo, a yɛri dɛn wɔd ya de
ripit to mi: "If yu kɔntinyu fɔ fetful to mi, a go kam
fɔ blɛs yu. If yu nɔ fetful, a go pɔnish yu."
A nɔ rili
gɛt di sakrifays we a bin gɛt we i bin de wit mi di we we
pɔsin kin si ɛn notis.
Insay dis stet
we a nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ tin fɔ du, a bin spɛn
ɔl mi de dɛn
- wit ɔlmost
tɔtal bita, .
-insay silɛns
ɛn wɔri.
A bin de wet fɔ
Jizɔs we nɔ kam yet lɛk aw i bin dɔn prɔmis.
"A go kam
bak to yu soon."
We a bin de
ripit mi beg dɛn, a bin de satisfay ɔltɛm.
Mi at bin de
bit fast fast, pan ɔl we nɔto di sem we we pɔsin nɔ
go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt lɛk aw i bin de bit trade. I
bin dɔn tɛst mi tranga wan smɔl, ɛn i nɔ bin
tɛl mi natin.
We, las las, di
tɛm we a nɔ bin gɛt bɛtɛ tin fɔ it bin
dɔn ɛn a bin dɔn dɔn ɔl wetin Jizɔs bin
want fɔ du mi bɛst, .
A bin fil am
bak na mi at :
"Smɔl
titi na Mi Wil, tɛl mi wetin yu want."
Tɛl mi
wetin apin to yu, yu dawt, yu fred ɛn yu prɔblɛm dɛn,
so dat a go tich yu aw fɔ gayd yu fɔ go bifo we a nɔ
de."
Dɔn a
fetful wan tɛl am wetin dɔn apin to mi.
"Masta, if
yu nɔ bin de, a nɔ go ebul fɔ du wɛl. Frɔm
di biginin, fɔ tink gud wan bin rili et mi. A nɔ bin gɛt
maynd fɔ gi yu ɔl dis."
A nɔ bin
want fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ de wit yu, bikɔs a nɔ
bin gɛt di atrakshɔn we yu Lɔv gɛt. Di ɛmti
we a bin de fil ɛn di pen we a bin de fil bin mek a fil di pen
dɛn we a bin de fil we a day.
Fɔ mek a
nɔ fil pen we a kin fil we a de mi wan, a bin tray fɔ dɔn
ɔl dis. We a let, i bin tan lɛk se a de west tɛm.
Di fred se we
yu kam bak yu go pɔnish mi fɔ di tin dɛn we a nɔ
fetful, bin mek a kɔntinyu fɔ go bifo.
Di sɔfa we
a bin de sɔfa insay mi at bin bɔku we a bin de tink se yu,
mi Gɔd, de mek yu vɛks ɔltɛm.
A nɔ bin
ebul fɔ mek akt fɔ pe bak ɔ fɔ go fɛn di
Blɛsin Sakramɛnt if una nɔ de.
Yu bin fit ɛp
mi, bɔt a nɔ bin ebul fɔ fɛn yu. Naw we yu
de wit mi, tɛl mi wetin a fɔ dɔn du.”
We i de tɔk
to mi wit sɔri-at , i tɛl mi se:
"Yu
bin rɔng fɔ mek yu vɛks so."
Yu
nɔ bin no se mi na di Spirit we de gi pis.
Nɔto
di fɔs tin we a bin rikɔmɛnd fɔ mek yu
at wɔri ?
We yu de pre,
we yu fil se yu dɔn lɔs, nɔ tink
bɔt ɛnitin ɛn gɛt pis.
Nɔ luk fɔ
rizin dɛn we mek yu prea dray, bikɔs dis kin mek yu nɔ
pe atɛnshɔn mɔ.
- Dɛn shem
insted, biliv di gud tin dɛm fɔ sɔfa ɛn nɔ
tɔk natin.
"Lɛk
ship we di pɔsin we de kɔt kɔt in nɛf de skrach
layt wan, yu, we yu si yusɛf de shek, bit yu ɛn yu de yu
wan, ."
- risayn to mi
Wil, .
-tanki frɔm
di bottom na mi at,
-ɛn no se
yu fit fɔ sɔfa.
Ofa mi, .
- yu
disapɔyntmɛnt, yu trɔbul ɛn yu pen
- as sakrifays
fɔ prez, satisfay ɛn pe fɔ di ɔfens dɛn we
dɛn du to mi.
Yu prea dɛn
dɔn dɛn
go rayz lɛk insɛns sɛnt na mi tron, dɛn go wund
mi at wit lɔv.
Dɛn go
briŋ nyu gudnɛs dɛn ɛn nyu gift dɛn we mi
Oli Spirit de gi yu.
Di
dɛbul, .
we
yu si se yu ɔmbul, yu dɔn lɛf fɔ du wetin yu
want ɛn we nɔ de chenj ,
.
i
nɔ go gɛt di trɛnk igen fɔ
go nia yu.
I go bit in lip
bikɔs i nɔ gladi.
Bihayv dis we e
-yu go gɛt
mɛrit, .
-nɔto
demerits lɛk aw yu bin de tink.
"Bɔt
bɔt di Oli Kɔmyuniɔn ,
A nɔ want
yu fɔ sɔri we yu nɔ de ling de, we dɛn nɔ
gɛt di magnɛtik pawa we mi Lɔv gɛt.
Du yu bɛst
fɔ wɛlkɔm mi ɛn tɛl mi tɛnki afta yu
dɔn wɛlkɔm mi. Aks mi fo di graces en ep yu nid
en no wori.
Wetin a de mek
una sɔfa na Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, .
na jɔs
shado fɔ di sɔfa we a de sɔfa na Gɛtsimani.
If yu rili sɔfa
naw, wetin bɔt
Ustɛm a go
mek yu tek pat pan mi flog, chukchuk ɛn nel?
A de tɛl
una dis bikɔs di tin dɛn we a de tink bɔt dis tɛm
bɔt fɔ sɔfa pasmak kin gi una mɔ maynd pan smɔl
sɔfa.
We yu de yu wan
ɛn day afta Kɔmyuniɔn, .
tink bɔt
di day pen we a bin sɔfa fɔ una na di gadin na
Gɛtsimani. Una de nia mi so dat una go kɔmpia di sɔfa
we una de sɔfa wit mi yon.
"Na
tru se yu go stil gɛt fɔ fil se yu de yu wan ɛn yu nɔ
gɛt mi. "
Dɔn
yu go gɛt fɔ si mi wangren ɛn mi big big padi dɛn
dɔn lɛf mi. Yu go si se dɛn de slip bikɔs
dɛn dɔn lɛf dɛn prea
dɛn.
Fɔ di layt
dɛn a go gi yu, .
yu
go si mi de sɔfa bad bad wan,
.
rawnd wit
aspics, pɔyzin vaypa ɛn ferocious dɔg dɛn we dɛn
go ripresent
di sin dɛn
we mɔtalman dɔn du trade, - dɛn sin dɛn we de
naw, .
di
wan dɛn we go kam, ɛn - yu sin
dɛn.
Di pen we a bin
de fil fɔ dɛn sin dɛn ya bin rili bɔku dat a bin
fil se dɛn dɔn it mi layf layf wan.
Mi At ɛn
mi wan ol Pɔsin bin fil se dɛn lɔk lɛk se dɛn
de na prɛs.
A bin de swet
mi blɔd te a sok di grɔn. Ɛn una ad pan ɔl
dis di we aw mi Papa dɔn lɛf am.
Tel mi, wen yu
sofa rich dis levul?
If yu si se yu
nɔ gɛt mi, .
- we dɛn
nɔ gɛt kɔrej, .
-ful wit bita,
.
- we de ful-ɔp
wit pen ɛn pen, dɔn tink bɔt mi.
Tray fɔ
drɛy mi Blɔd ɛn pul mi bita pen bay we yu de gi mi yu
smɔl pen dɛn.
Dis we ya yu go
bigin fɔ de wit mi bak afta Kɔmyuniɔn.
Dis nɔ min
se yu nɔ bin de fil pen.
Bikɔs mi
privashɔn insɛf na di pen we at pas ɔl ɛn we bita
pas ɔl we a kin mek di sol dɛn we a lɛk.
No
bak se di sɔfa we una de sɔfa ɛn di we aw una de fala
mi Wil de gi mi bɔku rilif ɛn kɔrej .
‘As
fɔ
-di visit dem
we yu mek to mi e
- to di akt dɛm
fɔ ripɛreshɔn we yu de du to mi insay di Sakramɛnt
fɔ mi Lɔv - we a dɔn institut fɔ yu ..
no dat
A
de kɔntinyu fɔ liv bak ɛn sɔfa
ɔl wetin a
dɔn sɔfa insay di tati tri ia we a dɔn day.
-A lɛk fɔ
bɔn na mɔtalman at fɔ mɔtalman.
Dis we ya a de
obe di wan we kɔmɔt na ɛvin kɔl mi fɔ
sakrifays misɛf na di ɔlta.
A
de put misɛf dɔŋ
meanwhile,
- we de kɔl, .
tichin,
- we de mek
pipul dɛn no mɔ.
«Ɛnibɔdi
we want kin kam bak to mi tru di sakramɛnt dɛn. A go
kɔrej sɔm pipul dɛn, ɛn a go gi ɔda wan dɛn
trɛnk.
A go beg di
Papa fɔ fɔgiv dɛn. A kin ɛnrich sɔm pan
dɛn.
Groom
ɔda pipul dɛn. A de kɔntinyu fɔ wach
fɔ ɔlman.
A de difend di
wan dɛn we want fɔ difend dɛn.
A de mek ɔl
di wan dɛn we want fɔ bi gɔd.
A kin go wit di
wan dɛn we want kɔmpin. A kin kray fɔ di wan dɛn
we nɔ de tek tɛm ɛn di wan dɛn we nɔ de
wɔri.
A de insay fɔ
wɔship ɔltɛm
so
dat ɔlman go gɛt wanwɔd bak na di wɔl e
so dat di
suprɛm divayn plan, we na di absoliut
glorifyeshɔn fɔ di Papa, go apin.
- in di pafɛkt
ɔmaj we fɔ gi am,
-bɔt nɔto
ɔl di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek gi am.
Dis na di
rizin we mek a de liv mi sakramɛnt layf .
"Fɔ
gi mi bak di Lɔv we nɔ gɛt ɛnd we a gɛt fɔ
krichɔ dɛn,
A
want mek yu kam si mi 33 tɛm insay di de
fɔ ɔna
di ia dɛn we mi Yumaniti dɔn liv na di wɔl fɔ yu
ɛn fɔ ɔlman.
Join mi
Sakramɛnt fɔ Lɔv , .
ɔltɛm
fɔ mɛmba wetin a bin want fɔ du fɔ
-fɔ mek
dɛn sin, .
-mek bak,
-adore ɛn
- fɔ bɔn
yusɛf.
Yu go mek dɛn
tati tri visit dɛn ya
-ɔltɛm,
- ɛvride
ɛn
- Usay yu go
de.
A go tek dɛn
lɛk se dɛn mek dɛn na mi sakramɛnt prezɛns.
" Ɛvri
mɔnin yu fɔs tink go bi fɔ mi , Prizina
fɔ Lɔv."
Den yu go giv
mi yu fes lov wish. Dis go bi di fɔs tɛm we wi go gɛt
tayt padi biznɛs.
Wi go de wɔnda
aw wi bin spɛn di nɛt.
Dɔn wi go
ɛnkɔrej wisɛf.
Yu
las tink ɛn lɔv fɔ di ivintɛm go bi fɔ gɛt
mi Blɛsin,
fɔ
rɛst insay mi, wit mi ɛn fɔ mi.
Yu go tek dis
las kis fɔ lɔv wit di prɔmis fɔ jɔyn mi na
di Blɛsin Sakramɛnt.
Yu go mek ɔda
visit dɛn as bɛst we yu ebul, akɔdin to di ɔkayshɔn
dɛn, kɔnsɛntret ɔltogɛda pan mi Lɔv ".
As Jizɔs
de tɔk, a fil in gudnɛs de kam na mi at, lɛk se i want
fɔ dɔn mi wit in lɔv.
Mi tinkin bin
kɔnfyus ɛn drawn insay wan big big Layt we gɛt Lɔv.
Dis bin ɛnkɔrej
mi ɛn beg am lɛk dis:
"Mi gud
Masta, duya ɔltɛm de nia mi, so dat, ɔnda yu gayd, a
go rɛdi fɔ du wɛl ɔltɛm."
Dɛn bin gi
mi di pruf
-dat a kin du
ɔltin rayt wit yu ɛn dat, if yu nɔ de, a kin du ɔltin
rɔng."
Ɛn, ɔltɛm
wit sɔri-at, Jizɔs bin ad se :
"A go tray
fɔ mek yu gladi pan dis pɔynt, lɛk aw a dɔn du
pan bɔku ɔda wan dɛn. A jɔs want yu gud wil."
A go gi yu bɔku
ɛp we yu de ɛkspɛkt frɔm mi."
O! aw i
bin gud to mi, mi gud Jizɔs.I nɔ ɛva brok in prɔmis
dɛn.
Fɔ tru, a
fɔ gri se i bin de du mɔ pas aw i bin prɔmis mi
ɔltɛm. Ɛn afta dat, a bin ebul fɔ mek i
gladi.
We dɛn de
akt wit am, .
A
dɔn pul ɛni dawt ɔ kɔnfyushɔn
kɔmɔt na mi at, .
pan ɔl we
dɛn tɛl mi se wetin de apin insay mi na jɔs fɔ
rɔnawe pasmak.
Di de dɛn
we a bin dɔn spɛn witout Jizɔs, a nɔ bin ivin
ebul fɔ tink gud wan. A nɔ ebul fɔ tɔk wan
wɔd wit spirit fɔ ɛp pipul dɛn.
A nɔ bin
gɛt gud filin fɔ ɛnibɔdi.
We Jizɔs
bin de nia mi , i bin tɔk to mi ɛn alaw mi
fɔ si am.
Ɛn a bin
gɛt am
if i kam to wan
sol di kayn we we nɔ kɔmɔn, .
i nɔ bin
gɛt ɔda tin fɔ tink pas fɔ rɛdi dis sol fɔ
gɛt nyu ɛn ebi krɔs dɛn.
In strateji na
fɔ atrak di sol tru di gudnɛs so dat i go atak insɛf
to in Lɔv.
In
gol na fɔ mek di sol nɔ de agens am igen.
Wan de, afta
Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, a bin fil lɛk se a gɛt gold les. I
de ting mi wit wɔd dɛn we de sho lɔv lɛk: “Yu
rili rɛdi fɔ du wetin a want?”
If a aks yu fɔ
sakrifays yu layf, .
"Yu go
rɛdi, fɔ mi lɔv, fɔ du am wit gud gudnɛs?" No
se if yu rɛdi fɔ du wetin a want da tɛm de, .
-Fɔ mi
pat, -A go du wetin yu want."
Ɛn a se,
"Mi lɔv ɛn ɔl mi yon, i pɔsibul se yu gi mi
sɔntin we fayn, oli, we fayn pas yusɛf? Dɔn bak, wetin
mek yu de aks mi if a rɛdi fɔ du wetin yu want?
I dɔn te
we a nɔ gi yu mi wil:
-na yu gɛt
am, .
-ivin if yu
wish na fɔ tear mi apat. Yes, a rɛdi fɔ du am if
yu lɛk am.
A dɔn
sɔrɛnda to yu, Oli Spous. Du ɛnitin we yu lɛk
insay mi ɛn pan mi.
Du wit mi wetin
yu want, bɔt ɔltɛm gi mi nyu gris, bikɔs mi wan a
nɔ go ebul fɔ du ɛnitin ».
Ɛn Jizɔs
bin tɛl mi se :
" Yu
rili rɛdi fɔ du wetin a aks yu?"
We a aks mi dis
kwɛstyɔn, we i aks mi fɔ di sɛkɔn tɛm,
a bin fil bad ɛn a bin fil bad.
Ɛn a tɛl
am se:
«Mi ɔltɛm
gud Jizɔs, insay mi natin a de ɔltɛm fred ɛn
vacillate.
I tan lɛk
se yu de sɔprayz pan mi, pan ɔl we a rili abop pan yu. A
fil se mi sol rɛdi fɔ pas ɔl di tɛst dɛn we
yu go rɛdi fɔ sɔbmit to ".
Jizɔs kɔntinyu
fɔ tɔk se :
"Very
well! A wan klin yu sol from evri defekt we kin hinder mi Love
in yu. "
A wan no if yu
rili loyal to mi, inaf fɔ bi ɔl mi yon. Ɛn wetin
mek yu de sho mi se ɔl wetin yu tɛl mi na tru, .
A go tɛst
yu insay wan fɛt we rili bita. Yu nɔ gɛt natin fɔ
fred ɛn yu nɔ go sɔfa ɛni bad tin.
A go bi yu an
ɛn yu trɛnk, ɛn a go fɛt nia yu.
Di fɛt dɔn
rɛdi. Di ɛnimi dɛn ayd na daknɛs, dɛn
rɛdi fɔ fɛt yu insay wan fɛt we gɛt blɔd.
A go gi dɛn
fridɔm
-fɔ atak
yu, .
-fɔ mek yu
sɔfa, .
-fɔ tɛmpt
yu ɛni we, .
so dat we dɛn
fri yu
wit
di wɛpɔn dɛn fɔ yu gud kwaliti dɛn, we yu go
yuz fɔ fɛt dɛn bad bad tin dɛn, yu go ebul fɔ
win dɛn sote go.
Dɔn yu go
si se yu gɛt big big kwaliti dɛn.
"Ɛn
nɔto jɔs a go ɛnrich yu sol wit nyu mɛrit ɛn
gift dɛn."
A
go gi misɛf to yu bak.
Fɔ dis,
tek kɔrej
Bikɔs afta
yu win, a go mek a de na yu fɔ ɔltɛm ɛn fɔ
de sote go.
Dɔn wi go
gɛt wanwɔd sote go.
Na tru se a go
put yu ɔnda yu
-to wan rili
siriɔs tɛst, .
-to wan fɛt
we gɛt bɔku bɔku pipul dɛn ɛn we gɛt
blɔd,
bikɔs di
dɛbul dɛn nɔ go gi una rɛst ɔ rɛst,
insay de ɛn nɛt.
Mi Wil go mek
yu lɛk mi kɔmplit wan.
No
ɔda we nɔ de, no ɔda we nɔ de fɔ win.
Yu go gɛt
gud blɛsin leta."
A nɔ ebul
fɔ tɔk bɔt wetin a bin de fred ɛn di at pwɛl.
yɛri mi
gud Jizɔs tɔk bɔt dis bad bad fɛt we go fɛt
di dɛbul dɛn.
A fil di blɔd
friz na mi vein dɛn ɛn mi ia tinap na di ɛnd.
Mi imajineshɔn
bin ful-ɔp wit blak gɔst dɛn we bin want fɔ it mi
layf layf wan. A bin dɔn ɔlrɛdi fil se infayn
spirit dɛn de rawnd mi ɔlsay.
We a bin de fil
bad, a tɔn to Jizɔs ɛn tɔk se:
"Mi Masta,
duya, sɔri fɔ mi."
Nɔ lɛf
mi wan wit mi sol we so diskɔuraj. Yu no fit si di demon
dem de pres mi wit wamat. Dɛn nɔ go ivin lɛf mi
dɔst biɛn.
Aw a go ebul fɔ
tinap agens am if yu lɛf mi?
Yu sabi mi kol,
mi fickle spirit en mi inconsistency.
A so bad dat if
yu nɔ de, a nɔ go ebul fɔ du natin pas bad tin.
Mi Gud, gi mi
at least plɛnti nyu gras, so dat a nɔ go mek yu vɛks
igen.
Yu nɔ no
di sɔfa dɛn we de mek mi sol sɔfa?
Di wan we bin
tink se yu kin lɛf mi wan insay dis dɛbul prɔses de
mek a fred.
Udat go gi mi
di trɛnk fɔ fɛt dis kayn fɛt?
Udat a fɔ
dayrɛkt mi rikwest dɛn fɔ prɛktikal instrɔkshɔn
dɛn bɔt aw fɔ win di ɛnimi?
"Ilɛk
aw i bi, a de blɛs yu Oli Wil .
"
Wit
yu wɔd dɛn, ɛn
Na
wetin mi Mama we Oli pas ɔl bin tɛl di Akɛnjɛl
Gebrɛl, a de tɛl una wit ɔl di trɛnk we a gɛt
na mi at se:
Jizɔs bin
ansa se : .
"Nɔ
vɛks."
- Yu no
dat a nɔ
go ɛva alaw dimɔn dɛn fɔ tɛmt yu pas aw yu
ebul.
- Yu no
dat a nɔ
go ɛva alaw sol we de fɛt dimɔn dɛn fɔ day.
Fɔ tru
A
kin fɔs evalyu di trɛnk we di sol
gɛt, .
A
de gi am di gudnɛs we
a gɛt naw, .
dɔn
a kin kɛr am go fɔ fɛt.
If
wan sol de fɔdɔm wan wan tɛm,
.
i
nɔ de ɛva bi bikɔs a de dinay am mi gudnɛs we
i de pre ɔltɛm,
.
bɔt
bikɔs i nɔ bin kɔntinyu fɔ gɛt wanwɔd
wit mi.
We dis apin, di
sol gɛt fɔ beg
-fɔ bi mɔ
sɛnsitiv to mi Lɔv,
- frɔm we
i brok away.
I nɔ bin
no se na mi nɔmɔ go ebul fɔ ful-ɔp
mɔtalman at te to mi at.
We wan sol
ful-ɔp wit in yon rizin, .
kɔmɔt
na di shɔt we fɔ obe,
.
biliv we nɔ
tek tɛm
dat in jɔjmɛnt
kɔrɛkt ɛn balans pas mi yon. Wi nɔ sɔprayz
fɔ no se afta dat i kin fɔdɔm.
So a de insist
se, pas ɔl, .
- yu
de pre ɔltɛm , .
- ivin if i kin
min fɔ sɔfa te yu day.
Bɔt, nɔ
fɔgɛt di prea dɛn we yu kin pre. We yu fil se dɛn
de trɛtin yu mɔ, .
kɔl mi
wit kɔnfidɛns prea , ɛn mek
shɔ se a go ɛp yu .
a want
-dat yu opin yu
at to yu konfesa en
-dat yu mek i
no ɔltin we de apin insay yu naw, ɛn ɔltin we fɔ
apin tumara bambay, we yu nɔ fɔgɛt ɛnitin.
Du wetin i tɛl
yu ɛn nɔ de delay.
Mɛmba se
tik daknɛs go de rawnd yu, we tik lɛk di daknɛs we
blaynd man kin gɛt.
Yu go obe di
instrɔkshɔn dɛn we yu kɔnfɛsɔ gi yu go
bi
di
ɛp we go gayd yu, .
di yay dɛn
we, lɛk layt ɛn briz, go skata di daknɛs.
Enta battle
witout frenzy. Di ɛnimi ami rili no
trɛnk ɛn
kɔrɛj
fɔ di
pɔsin we de fɛt am.
If
yu fes di ɛnimi we yu nɔ de fred, .
yu
go ebul fɔ bia wit di fɛt-fɛt dɛn we gɛt
bɔku fɛt-fɛt.
Dɛn bin de
fred ɛn dɛn bin de fred, .
dɔn
di dɛbul dɛn tray fɔ
rɔnawe, .
bɔt
dɛn nɔ go ebul fɔ du am bikɔs mi Wil de fos dɛn
fɔ bia wit big ɛn shemful win.
Yu fɔ gɛt
maynd. If yu fetful to mi, a go ful yu wit trɛnk ɛn
bɔku bɔku gudnɛs fɔ win dɛn ".
Udat go ebul fɔ
tɔk bɔt di chenj we bin de apin to mi? O! wetin
de mek a fred!
Di lɔv
fɔ mi kayn Jizɔs we a bin fil strɔng
fɔ sɔm tɛm bifo , bin tɔn to
bad bad et wantɛm wantɛm, ɛn dis bin mek a sɔfa
we a nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt .
Mi sol bin de
mek a sɔfa we a tink se dis Gɔd we bin dɔn rili gud to
mi naw, pipul dɛn dɔn et mi ɛn dɛn de tɔk
bad bɔt mi lɛk se na ɛnimi we nɔ go ebul fɔ
sɔri fɔ mi.
A
nɔ bin ebul fɔ luk in pikchɔ, bikɔs a bin de fil
bad bad wan.
Di we aw a nɔ
bin ebul fɔ ol mi rosary bidz dɛn na mi an ɛn kis dɛn
smɔl smɔl, bin mek a chɛr. Dis resistans insay mi
bin mek a de shek shek frɔm mi ed to mi fut. O! mi
Gɔd, na big big sɔfa!
A biliv se if
sɔfa nɔ bin de na ɛlfaya, di sɔfa we pɔsin
go sɔfa we wi nɔ lɛk Gɔd go bi ɛlfaya. So
ɛlfaya bin rili bad, i de ɛn i go rili bad!
Sɔntɛnde,
di dɛbul dɛn kin put ɔl di gudnɛs dɛn we Gɔd
dɔn gi mi bifo mi, ɛn dis kin mek a tan lɛk se
na klin tin dɛn we a de imajin .
Ɛn dɛn
bin tinap tranga wan fɔ mek a gɛt layf we fri ɛn we go
mek a fil fayn. We, trade trade, .
di gudnɛs
dɛn bin tan lɛk rial tin to mi, .
di
dɛbul dɛn plant mi naw, dɛn se: Yu de si di big gud
tin we Jizɔs bin want fɔ una?
Si aw yu dɔn
gɛt blɛsin fɔ we yu ansa in gudnɛs dɛn! I
lɛf yu na wi an, lɛk aw yu fɔ gɛt.
Naw yu na wi
yon, ɔl wi yon. Ɔltin dɔn dɔn fɔ yu! Yu
dɔn bi wi tɔys!
Op nɔ de
igen se i go lɛk yu igen.”
As a bin ol wan
oli imej na mi an, .
A bin, bikɔs
a bin vɛks ɛn a bin gɛt pwɛl at, dɛn bin drɔ
mi fɔ kɔt am. Afta a dɔn du dat, a kray we a de
bɔn ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ kis di pat dɛn we dɔn
rɔtin.
If dɛn bin
dɔn aks mi aw dɛn tin ya apin, a fɔ dɔn tɔk
so
dat
a nɔ bin no e
dat
dɛn bin fos mi fɔ du am. naw a dɔn biliv
tranga wan
-dat di akt fɔ
tear dɛn kɔmɔt frɔm di dɛbul wit pawa we nɔ
de kɔntrol
-dat mi kis na
di effekt of di gras we wok insay mi.
Jɔs afta
dat, we a bin de tink bɔt wetin bin de apin to mi, a bin fil pen
we de mek mi sol sɔfa. We di dɛbul dɛn si wetin
dɛn dɔn du, dɛn biliv se dɛn dɔn win ɛn
dɛn gladi.
Dɛn bin de
provok mi ɛn, wit ɛlfaya ala ala ɛn nɔys, dɛn
tɛl mi se:
"Luk aw yu
bi wi yon!"
Ɔl wetin
wi fɔ du na fɔ kɛr yu bɔdi ɛn sol go na
ɛlfaya, ɛn na dat wi go du jisnɔ."
Di po dɛbul
dɛn nɔ bin ebul fɔ si insay mi
sol. Na de a bin gɛt wanwɔd wit Jizɔs ɔltɛm ,
.
-fɔ we a
bin gɛt wan ocean fɔ gud wish ɛn
-fɔ we a
bin de kray ɛn kis di pis dɛn na di imej ɔltɛm. Dɛn
bin vɛks we dɛn si mi de pre ɛn butu na grɔn.
Wan wan tɛm
dɛn kin wɛr mi dres ɔ shek di chia we a de ledɔm
pan. Sɔntɛnde, dɛn bin de mek a fred bad bad wan
-dat a fɔgɛt
fɔ pre ɛn
-dat a bigin
biliv se a kin fri misɛf frɔm dɛn bay misɛf. Bɔku
tɛm, dɛn tin ya bin de apin na nɛt we a de na bed.
Fɔ
mek a go slip, a bin de pre wit mi maynd.
Bɔt we dɛn
kam fɔ no, dɛn bin de mɔna mi bay we dɛn pul di
sheet dɛn ɛn di pilo dɛn.
So, bikɔs
a nɔ bin ebul fɔ lɔk mi yay fɔ slip, a bin
kɔntinyu fɔ wek as pɔsin we no
-dat ɛnimi
we dɔn swɛ fɔ tek in yon layf rili nia, .
- wet fɔ
di rayt tɛm fɔ deliv di fatal blo.
Dɛn bin
fos mi fɔ kip mi yay opin fɔ tinap tranga wan we dɛn
kam fɔ kɛr mi go na ɛlfaya.
Insay dis mud,
mi ia bin de fɔdɔm na mi ed lɛk nidul. Mi wan ol
bɔdi bin kɔba wit kol swet
-dat bin kol mi
blɔd ɛn
-
bin go insay mi to di mכro
na mi bon dεm.
Mi nɛv dɛn
we bin de fred bin bigin fɔ kɔnvuls.
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, we yu de pas nia wan wɛl, .
A bin fil se a
rili nid fɔ trowe misɛf insay fɔ dɔn mi layf.
We wi no se di
dɛbul dɛn sabi fɔ du sɔntin, .
A rɔnawe,
a nɔ bin de avɔyd ɛni tɛm we dɛn go dɔn
atak mi.
Bɔt, a bin
de kɔntinyu fɔ yɛri bad bad wɔd dɛn lɛk:
"I nɔ
gɛt wan yus fɔ mek yu liv afta yu dɔn du bɔku
bɔku sin dɛn."
"Yu Gɔd
dɔn lɛf yu, bikɔs yu nɔ fetful to am."
Di dɛbul
dɛn bin mek a biliv se a dɔn du bɔku
bad bad tin dɛn , we a nɔ ɛva du bifo,
ɛn na dat mek i nɔ gɛt wan yus fɔ
mek a op se Gɔd go sɔri fɔ mi.
Dip insay mi
biɛn a bin fil:
"Aw yu go
liv so ɛnimi to Gɔd, so kol to Am? Yu no dis Gɔd we yu
dɔn mek sɔfa, blasfɛm ɛn et so? Yu bin de fred fɔ
ɔfɛnd dis big Gɔd we de rawnd yu ɔlsay? Ɛn
nɔ fɔgɛt." dat yu bin de mek i vɛks bifo
am?, na in yon yay.
Naw we yu dɔn
lɔs am, udat go gi yu pis? "
We a yɛri
dɛn tɔk dɛn ya, a bin rili fil bad dat a bin de fil se
a de nia fɔ day.
We
a bigin fɔ kray, a bin de pre di bɛst we aw a ebul.
Fɔ mek a
fred mɔ ɛn mɔ, .
- di dɛbul
dɛn kɔntinyu fɔ de mɔna dɛn we nɔ
kɔmɔn, .
- de fɛt
na ɛvri pat na mi bɔdi, .
-
we de go insay mi bכdi
wit shap nidul dεm, e
- chok na mi
trot fɔ mek a tink se a de day.
Wan tɛm,
we a bin de butu ɛn pre to di gud Jizɔs
-fɔ sɔri
fɔ mi ɛn
-fɔ sɔpɔt
mi wit nyu gris
so dat a go
ebul fɔ tinap agens di bad tin dɛn we kin mek a vɛks,
.
A fil di wɔl
opin ɔnda mi fut ɛn rɛd faya de kɔmɔt na
grɔn ɛn kɔba mi.
Ɛn di tɛm
we dɛn faya ya bin kam dɔŋ, .
di dɛbul
dɛn bin tray tranga wan fɔ drɛg mi go insay di ol we
nɔ gɛt wata.
Afta dis
ɛkspiriɛns, lɛk afta bɔku ɔda tin dɛn
we a bin fil se a de nia fɔ day, .
mi Jizɔs
we gɛt sɔri-at bin kam fɔ gi mi layf bak ɛn gi mi
trɛnk bak.
Afta i dɔn
gi mi layf bak, .
i mek a no se
no ofens nɔ de pan ɔltin we apin to mi, bikɔs
-
mi wil fil repugnance e
-dat
di tink bɔt di shado sɛf fɔ wan sin ad pan mi sɔfa.
I
bin ɛnkɔrej mi fɔ mek a nɔ dil wit di
dɛbul, we na bin wayl spirit ɛn lay lay spirit.
I bin tɛl
mi se:
"Una
peshɛnt ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ sɔfa wit ɔl dɛn
prɔblɛm ya."
Bikɔs
na di ɛnd yu go gɛt tɔtal pis ".
Dɔn i lɔs,
ɛn lɛf mi wangren ɛn nyu spirit
bin de de.
Wan wan tɛm,
Jizɔs bin de kam to mi wit wɔd dɛn fɔ kɔrej
mi, mɔ we
-A bin de tɛmpt
fɔ dɔn mi layf sɛf
-dεn
de εkspכz
to nyu εn sכdεn
dεybul torment dεm.
Na dɛn tɛm
dɛn ya, ɔltin bin tan lɛk se i de shayn ɛn i bin
de mek a fɛstival.
I bin de pul
layt dɛn we pas mɔtalman layt ɛn di ɛksprɛshɔn
we i bin tink se pɔsin nɔ go ebul fɔ no bay pɔsin
we nɔ go ɛva gɛt di ful pawa fɔ ɔndastand
dɛn tin ya.
Leta, a si se a
de du wan nyu fɛt we, ful-ɔp wit
A bin de dawt,
a bin de fil bad ɛn wɔri. A wan tɔk to yu ya bɔt:
- Dɛn bin
fɛn ɔl kayn rizin fɔ mek a nɔ gɛt di
sakramɛnt.
Dɛn bin
ebul fɔ mek a biliv se afta bɔku sin dɛn ɛn et
Gɔd, i bin brayt fɔ go nia am ɛn tek Gɔd in
sakramɛnt.
Dɛn bin
ebul fɔ mek a biliv bak se if a gɛt Kɔmyuniɔn,
Jizɔs nɔ go kam ɛn bifo dat, wan rili wikɛd dɛbul
go kam wit difrɛn kayn fɛt-fɛt we go mek a day sote
go.
Na tru se
afta Oli Kɔmyuniɔn a bin gɛt sɔfa we nɔbɔdi
nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt ɛn we go day. A
bin ridyus to wan stet we a nɔ bin de muv.
Bɔt a
bin wɛl wantɛm wantɛm
-we a bin
invok di nem fɔ Jizɔs o
- we a mɛmba
se fɔ obe bin
nid fɔ mek a nɔ de na dis stet.
Sɔntɛnde,
a kin aks mi kɔnfɛsɔ fɔ alaw mi fɔ lɛf
fɔ it kɔmyuniɔn so dat a nɔ go gɛt dis pen
we de mek a day, .
bɔt i stil
aks mi fɔ tek di sakramɛnt.
Bɔt bɔku
tɛm a nɔ bin de fɛt, bikɔs a bin de tink se di
dɛbul dɛn go fɛt mi. Ɔda tɛm dɛn,
a bin de tɔk to pipul dɛn we a nɔ pripia ɔ tɛl
mi tɛnki fɔ we a nɔ sɔfa tumɔs.
Na ivintɛm,
we a bin de pre ɔ tink gud wan, di dɛbul dɛn bin de
mek a fred ɛn mek a nɔ pre, .
- fɔs fɔ
ɔf mi lamp, .
-dɛn de
mek nɔys dɛn we de mek pɔsin nɔ yɛri o
kɔmplen
dɛn we bin tan lɛk di wan dɛn we de day.
I nɔ
pɔsibul fɔ tɛl ɔl wetin dɛn ɛl dɔg
ya bin de du to mi
-fɔ plant
fred insay mi ɔ
-fɔ mek a
nɔ du gud spiritual tin dɛn.
I bin liv
tru dis kruk prɔblɛm fɔ tri ia , pas
fɔ lɛk wan wik so, we di atak dɛn bin miks.
Ɛnibɔdi
we Gɔd nɔ kɔl am fɔ bia wit dɛn kayn prɔblɛm
dɛn de, i go mɔs bi se i nɔ izi fɔ biliv se
sɔntɛm a dɔn gɛt dɛn kayn prɔblɛm
dɛn de.
I bin gi advays
- nɔ de
tek tɛm wit dɛn, .
- chalenj dɛm
lɛk se dɛn na ant, .
-
ridyus dεm to di lכs
hכmiliεshכn. I
bin advays mi bak
- tink gud wan
bɔt Gɔd we yu de pre ɛn tink gud wan, .
- tink mɔ
patikyula bɔt di oli wund dɛn we Wi Masta gɛt, e
- wan mi spirit
to Jizɔs we bin sɔfa insay in mɔtalman fɔ fri
mɔtalman frɔm di lɔs in gudnɛs,
rayz am to di
layf we pas mɔtalman e
fɔ tɛl
am di spirit fɔ "Jizɔs we win", dat na, bɔt
Jizɔs we win di wɔl .
Fɔ tru,
jɔs lɛk aw a bigin fɔ du dɛn tin ya we Jizɔs
bin de tich, .
-A bin fil so
bɔku trɛnk ɛn kɔrej dat,
-insay sɔm
dez, ɔl di fred dɔn go.
We di dɛbul
dɛn bin de kɔmplen, a tɛl dɛn wit nɔ gri se:
‘I
klia se una, we na wikɛd wikɛd pipul dɛn, nɔ gɛt
ɔda we fɔ tek una tɛm pas fɔ satisfay una teist
fɔ nɔsɛns.
Kip am ɛn
we yu taya yu go stɔp. Dis tɛm ya, mi, we na wan smɔl
tin we Gɔd mek, gɛt ɔda tin fɔ du.
Na bay we wi de
pre, .
A
want fɔ go na Jizɔs
in Oli Os, .
so
dat wi go lɛk ɛn sɔfa mɔ
".
We dɛn bin
de si dɛn kayn tin dɛn de, di dɛbul dɛn we bin
vɛks bin de mek nɔys mɔ. Dɛn bin kam nia mi
wit ɔl dɛn at ɛn dɛn bin de du bad bad tin dɛn
we dɛn nɔ go ɛva tink bɔt. As dɛn bin
de mek lɛk se dɛn de kɛr mi go ɔdasay, .
dɛn infɛn
in mɔt dɛn bin de mek wan bad bad ɛn swɛla we bin
de kɔba mi ɔlsay.
A bin de tray
fɔ stɔp dis wit maynd ɛn trɛnk bay we a bin de
tɛl dɛn se:
"Laya
pipul se una bi, de mek laik se una get pawa to kari mi, bot if dat
bi tru, una go don du am di fes taim."
Na
lay lay tin dɛn nɔmɔ yu de tɔk.
Yu de siŋ
yu refrain te yu day wit wamat ɛn spite we yu de
A
de yuz una sɔfa fɔ mek bɔku bɔku pipul dɛn
we dɔn sin kam chenj.
A bin gri fɔ
sɔfa bikɔs mi gud Jizɔs bin aks mi.
A de du am fɔ
di sev fɔ di sol dɛn we de jɔyn mi wish to in ».
Bikɔs dɛn
bin de tɔk dɛn tin ya, dɛn bin de ala ɛn kɔl
dɛn lɛk dɔg dɛn we dɛn chen wit chen we de
tray fɔ kech tifman.
Wit big
kolhat, mo dan bifo , a se:
"Yu
no get eni oda tin fo du?"
Yu
dɔn mis yu shot kɔmplit wan ɛn dɛn dɔn tek
wan sol frɔm yu ɛn kam bak na mi gud Jizɔs in an. Naw
yu gɛt gud rizin fɔ kɔmplen ".
If di dɛbul
dɛn wispa, a go laf dɛn, ɛn se:
"Una, po
wretches, bikos una no de fil wel, a go rilivu una from una sik."
Ɛn a
bin butu ɛn pre fɔ mek di wan dɛn we dɔn tranga
pas ɔlman chenj, ɛn a bin de du tin dɛn we de sho se a
lɛk mi Jizɔs we gɛt sɔri-at fɔ mek di sol
dɛn we dɔn sin chenj .
We dɛn si
dis, dɛn tray ɔltin fɔ stɔp mi fɔ pre.
Dɔn a bin
gi dis nyu sɔfa fɔ pe fɔ
di bad tin dɛn we a bin de du to Gɔd ɔltɛm.
"Vile wit,
yu no de shem fo stoop so low as to trai frayd di
pure nothingness we a bi ?
Yu nɔ de
biev lɛk pipul dɛn we nɔ gɛt sɛns ɛn we
de mek pipul dɛn laf? "
Dɔn, dɛn
bin de bit dɛn lip, dɛn tif mi ɛn ala fɔ tɔk
bad bɔt mi, ɛn dɛn bin de tray fɔ mek a oli ɛn
et di gud Masta.
A fil pen we a
nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk we a yɛri dɛn de tɔk
bad bɔt Gɔd in Oli Nem, a tink bɔt di gud we di Masta
gɛt we fit fɔ gɛt di tɔtal lɔv we di
biɛn dɛn
we gɛt rizin.
Dat mek
A tɔn to
prea di bita sɔfa we di dɛbul dɛn dɔn mek a gɛt,
.
dɛn
de gi am to Gɔd fɔ pe fɔ di bad bad tin dɛn we di
wan dɛn we de mɛmba am jɔs de swɛ,
dɔn tɔk bad bɔt am.
A bin tɔk
wit ɔl mi at se:
"Aksept
mi akt dɛm fɔ lɛk ɛn tɛl tɛnki
fɔ kɔmpɛns di lɔv ɛn tɛnki we sina dɛn
nɔ gɛt."
Fɔ mek a
nɔ gɛt dis pwɛl at, a tɛl dɛn se:
"A no
bisin wetin de wet mi fo di fyuja, we bi se a go go heven o hell."
A jɔs want
fɔ lɛk di gud Masta ɛn mek ɔda pipul dɛn lɛk
am. Dɛn dɔn gi mi di tɛm naw, .
- nɔ de
liv insay di fyuchu, .
-bɔt fɔ
liv insay wanwɔd wit Gɔd e
-fɔ mek i
fayn fɔ mi mɔ ɛn mɔ, mi we dɛn dɔn mek
bay in gudnɛs ɛn in lɔv.
A lɛf di
tin bɔt ɛvin ɛn ɛlfaya na yu an.
Di
wangren tin we a bisin bɔt na fɔ lɛk ɛn mek pipul
dɛn lɛk mi Gɔd . I go gi mi wetin
i want: A kin tek ɔltin bifo tɛm fɔ mek i
gɛt glori."
Ɛn a bin
tɛl dɛn bak se:
"Una no se
na mi gud Masta, Jizɔs Krays, bin tich mi dis tichin."
I tich mi se di
we we go wok fayn pas ɔl fɔ gɛt Ɛvin na
- du ɔltin
we pɔsin kin du fɔ mek i nɔ ɛva mek i vɛks
bay wilful, ivin we i go lɔs in layf, .
- nɔ fred
fɔ dɔn mek mistek we nɔ want fɔ mek mistek.
Dis na yu
taktik, misɛf infɛn maynd dɛn, .
- tray fɔ
mek pipul dɛn nɔ gɛt sɛns
-kriyayt dawt
ɛn fred insay dɛn, .
nɔto fɔ
mek dɛn lɛk Gɔd mɔ, bɔt fɔ mek dɛn
at pwɛl atɔl.
No se a nɔ
gɛt di maynd fɔ tink if a bin rɔng ɔ a nɔ
bin rɔng. Di tin we a want fɔ du na fɔ lɛk
Gɔd mɔ ɛn mɔ .
I go du fɔ
mek a gɛt dis intenshɔn, ivin if sɔntɛnde a kin
mek Gɔd vɛks. A fri frɔm ɔl di fred, mi sol kin
fil fri fɔ travul na di skay fɔ fɛn mi yon Gud ".
Udat go ebul fɔ
tɔk bɔt di dɛbul dɛn we bin vɛks we dɛn
si di we aw dɛn de du tin tɔn to kɔnfyushɔn.
Dɛn bin de
op fɔ gɛt bɛnifit, bɔt dɛn bin de lɔs.
Bɔt bikɔs
ɔf dɛn tɛmteshɔn ɛn trap dɛn, i bin tan
lɛk se mi sol bin gɛt mɔ lɔv fɔ Gɔd ɛn
mi neba.
We di dɛbul
dɛn bit mi ɛn put mi dɔŋ, .
-A bin fala di
tichin dɛn we Jizɔs bin inspɛkt mi ɛn
-A tɛl am
tɛnki, a ɔfrɛd ɔltin fɔ di ɛkspieshɔn
fɔ di ɔfens dɛn we dɛn de du ɔltɛm na
di wɔl.
Bɔku tɛm,
di dɛbul dɛn bin de tray fɔ drɛb mi fɔ kil
misɛf.
Ɛn a tɛl
dɛn se, "Mi ɛn una nɔ gɛt rayt fɔ pwɛl
wi layf. Una kin mek a sɔfa, bɔt di tin we kin apin na dat
a kin gɛt mɔ mɔni."
Yu no get pawa
fo tek mi laif. Ɛn fɔ kɔba yu krayzi spite, .
-A want fɔ
liv insay Gɔd ɔltɛm, lɛk am mɔ, bi yusful to
am, ɛn
-fɔ mɛmba
mi neba, fɔ gi fɔ am ɔl wetin yu de mek a sɔfa ».
Afta
sɔm tɛm, dɛn bin ɔndastand
-dat no op nɔ
bin de fɔ mek dɛn gɛt wetin dɛn want frɔm mi
- we,
bikɔs ɔf dɛn harassment, bin de lɔs bɔku
sol.
Dɔn dɛn
stɔp fɔ lɔng tɛm, .
wit di
intenshɔn fɔ stat bak we a nɔ bin de ɛkspɛkt
am.
Aksept di wok
we di pɔsin we dɛn du bad to de du.
Naw a go tɛl
una bɔt di nyu layf we a de sɔfa we dɔn kam fɔ
mi.
We mi famili
bin si se a nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ wɛlbɔdi, dɛn
sɛn mi na di kɔntri fɔ mek a go gɛt trɛnk
bak.
Bɔt Gɔd
kɔntinyu fɔ du in akshɔn insay mi fɔ kɔl mi
fɔ go na nyu layf.
Wan de, na di
kɔntri, di dɛbul dɛn bin want fɔ atak wan las
tɛm. I bin so tranga fɔ mi dat a bin kam fɔ lɛ
a nɔ no natin. Tuwɛd ivintɛm a bin rili lɔs
kɔnshɛns ɛn a bin ridyus to di stet fɔ day.
Na da tɛm
de a si Jizɔs gɛt bɔku bɔku ɛnimi dɛn
rawnd am.
-Sɔm dɔn
bit am tranga wan,
- ɔda wan
dɛn kin bit am wit dɛn an, e
- ɔda wan
dɛn kin stik chukchuk na in ed.
-Sɔm dɔn
de we dɔn kɔmɔt na dɛn leg ɛn an,
-
kכlכsכl
fכ
tear am
to pis.
Dɔn dɛn
le am ɔl brus na di Blɛsin Vɛjin in an.
As i bin apin
frɔm fa, di Vɛjin Mama, .
- insay pen ɛn
we de kray, .
- invayt mi fɔ
kam ova se:
"Luk, mi
gyal pikin, wetin dɛn dɔn du to mi Pikin!
Tink smɔl
bɔt aw mɔtalman de trit Gɔd, we mek am ɛn di wan
we de ɛp am pas ɔlman.
Man no giv eni
respite to mi Pikin en bring am to mi ol brok brok.
We dɛn bin
de si wan vishɔn, .
A bin de tray
fɔ si Jizɔs day ɛn
A si in bɔdi
de blɔd, i ful-ɔp wit wund dɛn, dɛn kɔt am
smɔl smɔl ɛn lɛf am fɔ se i dɔn day. A
nɔ bin want mek i sɔfa lɛk dis.
A bin fil so
pen fɔ am dat, .
- if dɛn
bin dɔn alaw mi fɔ du dat, .
A bin fɔ
dɔn day wan tawzin tɛm fɔ am ɛn
A bin fɔ
dɔn sɔfa in yon bita Pashiɔn.
To dis vishɔn,
.
-A bin de shem
fɔ mi smɔl smɔl sɔfa dɛn we dɛbul dɛn
bin de sɔfa,
- we yu kɔmpia
am wit di wan dɛn we Jizɔs bin sɔfa fɔ man dɛn.
Dɔn Jizɔs
tɛl mi se: «Yu dɔn wach di
big big bad tin dɛn we di wan dɛn we de waka na di rod fɔ
du bad?
Rili, we wi nɔ
no, .
- gɛt
prɔpɛns fɔ du bad ɛn, .
-from abys to
abyss, yu de fol in hellish chaos.
Kam wit mi en
ofa yusef. Kam bifo divayn jɔstis
- as pɔsin
we dɛn dɔn du bad to fɔ di bɔku bɔku tin dɛn
we dɛn dɔn du agens dis Jɔstis,
- so dat mi
Papa we de na ɛvin want fɔ gi kɔnvɛnshɔn to
sina dɛn we, wit dɛn yay we dɛn lɔk, de drink
frɔm di pɔyzin sɔs we de mek bad tin apin.
Bɔt no
se wan dɛbul fil de opin bifo yu :
-
mɔ sɔfa e
- wan
ɔda wan we nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ sɔfa.
If yu nɔ
gri, fɔs , yu nɔ
go ebul fɔ tek pat pan di gudnɛs dɛn we yu dɔn
fɛt wit maynd fɔ.
Bɔt if
yu gri wit , no
-dat a nɔ
go lɛf yu wan igen e
-dat a go kam
insay yu fɔ sɔfa ɔl di bad bad tin dɛn we
mɔtalman dɔn du pan mi.
Dis
na wan rili spɛshal gudnɛs we dɛn kin gi to sɔm
pipul dɛn nɔmɔ.
Na bikɔs
bɔku pan dɛn nɔ rɛdi fɔ go insay di wan ol
wɔl we de sɔfa.
Sɛkɔn ,
.
-
na wan gudnɛs we a bin prɔmis yu, .
- dat
fɔ rayz yusɛf to glori we fit di sɔfa dɛn we a go
prɛzɛnt to yu.
Tɔd ,
.
A
go gi yu di ɛp, gayd ɛn kɔrej we mi Mama we Oli pas ɔl
de gi yu,
we dɛn gi
yu di ɔnɔ fɔ gi yu ɔl di gudnɛs dɛn, .
bak
di gris fɔ di gudnɛs dɛn - to di mak we una de wok
togɛda.
So i bin trɔs
mi to in Mama we Oli Pas Ɔl we bin tan lɛk se i gladi fɔ
wɛlkɔm mi. Wit tɛnki, .
-A bin gi misɛf
to Jizɔs ɛn di Blɛsin Vɛjin,
- rɛdi fɔ
sɔbmit to ɛnitin we dɛn want frɔm mi.
We a kam bak
frɔm dis rɛspɛkt fɔ Gɔd, .
-we mi wil bin
gri wit di wan we Jizɔs bin want,
A bin si se a
bin de sɔfa bad bad wan fɔ dɔnawe wit mi we a nɔ
bin ɛva sɔfa bifo.
A bin si misɛf
as pɔsin we nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ mɔni, .
lɛk wan
atwɔm we nɔ no natin pas fɔ kray na grɔn. Dis
na di rizin we mek a tɔn to Gɔd ɛn tɛl am se:
"Ɛp
mi, mi gud Jizɔs."
Yu Omnipotence
insay ɛn ausayd mi so ebi dat i de krɔs mi ɔltogɛda.
A si se if yu
nɔ lif mi ɔp, a go dɔn annihilated insay mi natin. Gi
mi fɔ sɔfa, a de aksept am.
Bɔt, duya
gi mi mɔ trɛnk, bikɔs insay dis stet a fil se a go
day."
Frɔm da de
de, a bin gɛt mɔ tɛnki ɛn ɛp.
Di visit dɛn
we di Masta ɛn di Blɛsin Vɛjin bin de kam fɛn dɛn
bin de chenj ɔltɛm, mɔ we dimɔn dɛn bin de
atak mi.
Na bikɔs di
mɔ we a bin rɛdi fɔ sɔfa, na di mɔ dɛn
bin de vɛks pan mi.
Di sɔfa we
di dɛbul dɛn bin de sɔfa mi nɔ bin ebul fɔ
tɔk bɔt. Naw dɛn tan lɛk shado to mi, .
- wit rɛspɛkt
fɔ di sɔfa dɛm we Jizɔs bin aksept, we in
intenshɔn na bin
- fɔ aton
ɛn
- fɔ mek
di big big ɛn bɔku bɔku bad tin dɛn we mɔtalman
dɔn du agens Gɔd.
Bɔt mi, we
biliv pan Gɔd, .
- we de fɔdɔm
ɛn es mi ɔp, .
- we sɔmtɛm
dɛn kin fil bad, sɔm tɛm dɛn kin gɛt kɔrej,
.
A rɛdi fɔ
sɔfa fɔ in glori we pas ɔl ɛn fɔ di gud we
fɔ mi neba, jɔs lɛk aw Gɔd want.
Afta sɔm
dez, .
- we a bin yus
fɔ bi viktim, ɛn
Afta we Jizɔs
ɛn in Mama we Oli Pas Ɔl bin invayt mi fɔ bɔku
tɛm, a bin fil bak se a de nia fɔ fɔdɔm.
Dɔn Jizɔs kam
nia mi ɛn tɛl mi wit sɔri -at
se :
"Mi gyal
pikin, luk aw man we nɔ lɛk mi de mek a sɔfa."
Insay dis tɛm
we dɛn at pwɛl, dɛn prawd sote i dɔn ambɔg
ivin di briz we dɛn de blo.
I sɛnt bin
skata ɔlsay ɛn rich na di Papa in Tron we de na ɛvin. As
yu kin ɔndastand, dis bad bad kɔndishɔn dɔn lɔk
di get dɛn na Ɛvin fɔ dɛn.
Dɛn nɔ
gɛt yay igen fɔ si di Trut, bikɔs na sin we de mek dɛn
prawd
bin
mek dɛn bren dak kpatakpata ɛn
de
mek dɛn at pwɛl.
We a si dɛn
dɔn lɔs so, a de sɔfa we a nɔ go ebul fɔ
bia.
O! gi mi
rilif ɛn pe fɔ di bɔku bɔku sin dɛn we a dɔn
du.
Yu nɔ want
fɔ stɔp di sɔfa we dis bad bad krawn we gɛt
chukchuk de mek a sɔfa? "
Wan wɔd fɔ
fɛn pipul dɛn, .
A
bin fil bɔku shem ɛn annihilation ɛn
A
ansa wantɛm wantɛm
se:
"Mi Jizɔs
we swit pas ɔl, ."
-ful wit
kɔnfyushɔn, .
- de fred fɔ
si yu lɔs yu blɔd, e
- yɛri yu
de tɔk so tɛnd, .
A fɔgɛt
fɔ aks fɔ dis krawn fɔ mek una nɔ sɔfa.
Naw we yu de gi
mi am, .
-Tɛnki fɔ
dis ɛn
-Duya gi mi nyu
tɛnki fɔ we a wɛr am fayn."
We
Jizɔs tɔk dis, i pul in krawn, ɛn
-afta
instɔl am fayn fayn wan na mi ed ɛn
- afta i dɔn
ɛnkɔrej mi fɔ sɔfa fayn fayn wan, i dɔn lɔs.
Udat go ebul fɔ
tɔk bɔt di bad bad spam dɛn we a bin de fil we a kam
bak to misɛf.
Ɛnitɛm
we a de muv mi ed, di pen dɛn bin de big mɔ ɛn mɔ. A
bin fil di chukchuk dɛn de go insay mi yay, mi yes, mi nɛk
ɛn te a rich na mi mɔt, ɛn a de mek a gɛt spasm,
so a nɔ go ebul fɔ tek it.
Fɔ tu ɔ
tri dez, a bin de na dis kayn we we a bin de sɔfa. We a nɔ
bin de it, a bin de mek di spam nɔ bɔku.
We dɛn kol
ɛn a bigin fɔ tek sɔm it bak fɔ mek a fil fayn,
mi Jizɔs bin tek mi ed wantɛm wantɛm ɛn i bin de
sho klia wan se i tek mi ed na in an ɛn prɛs mi.
Di pen dɛn
bin kam bak ɛn dɛn bin rili strɔng pas aw dɛn bin
de bifo. Sɔntɛnde, a bin de faint kpatakpata ɛn a
bin de pas.
Frɔm di
biginin, mi viktim stetɔs bin dɛbul
- frɔm mi
kɔnsyans fɔ mi wil fɔ sɔfa fɔ mi gud Jizɔs
ɛn
-frɔm di
kɔnstant hassle we dɛn kin kɔz to mi famili we, .
We a si misɛf
de sɔfa ɛn nɔ ebul fɔ tek ɛni it, a bin tink
se a dɔn gɛt dis indispɔzishɔn bikɔs a nɔ
want fɔ de na kɔntri igen.
Dɛn bin se
ɛni wan pan di tin dɛn we a nɔ gri fɔ it na di
tin dɛn we a want fɔ du, wit di aim fɔ mek a go bak na
di siti kwik kwik wan.
Mi nature bin
ribel agens dis tu sɔfa.
Bɔt bikɔs
mi famili nɔto bin di men tin we bin de mek a sɔfa, .
-Mi Masta bin
de provok mi bay we i bin de trɛtin fɔ pul in gudnɛs
-if a gɛt
vɛks pan mi famili.
Wan nɛt a
bin sidɔm na di tebul ɛn a bin sɔfa wan we we mek a nɔ
ebul fɔ opin mi mɔt.
Mi famili, fɔs
wit gudnɛs ɛn afta dat wit wamat, bin de aks mi fɔ obe
ɛn it.
Bikɔs a nɔ
bin ebul fɔ satisfay dɛn, a bigin fɔ kray.
Fɔ mek dɛn
nɔ si mi lɛk dis, a tɔn bak go na mi rum, usay a
kɔntinyu fɔ kray.
A beg mi Jizɔs
ɛn di Blɛsin Vɛjin fɔ gi mi di trɛnk fɔ
bia dis prɔblɛm.
Da tɛm de
a bin de wik, ɛn a bin de tɔk wit ɔl mi at se:
"Mi gud
Gɔd, ."
- na had
torment fo mi fo si mi famili so bore wit wetin de hapun to mi, en
-dis fɔ
dis kayn rizin we nɔ fayn.
No mek dem si
mi fo dis stet.
A go lɛk
fɔ day pas fɔ mek dɛn no wetin de apin bitwin wi.
Dis filin so
strɔng insay mi dat, we a nɔ no wetin mek, a nɔ go
ebul fɔ ɛp bɔt a de ayd misɛf so dat nɔbɔdi
nɔ go si mi lɛk dis.
"We a de
sɔprayz ɛn nɔ gɛt tɛm fɔ ayd di sɔfa
we a de sɔfa ɛn di kray we a de kray, a de fil bad bad wan
ɛn lɛk se mi wan ol bɔdi de mɛlt lɛk sno na
faya."
Dɔn mi
bɔdi kin gɛt abnɔmal ɔt we kin mek a swet bɔku
bɔku wan ɛn afta dat kin mek a shek bikɔs ɔf kol.
O mi gud Jizɔs,
na yu nɔmɔ go ebul fɔ chenj dis kayn tin. Kip mi
ayd fɔ mek ɔda pipul dɛn nɔ si mi.
Mek mi famili
no se a de waka kɔmɔt nia dɛn jɔs fɔ pre. Ɛn
a go lɛk bad bad wan, oh mi Gɔd, .
mek na yu nɔmɔ
no wetin apin to mi ".
As a de pul
misɛf pan mi lod tru kray wata, prea, ɛn prɔmis, Jizɔs
sho insɛf to mi we bɔku bɔku ɛnimi dɛn de
rawnd am.
we bin de ala
pan am ɔlkayn insul.
Sɔm tramp
am, ɔda wan dɛn pul in ia, .
- stil ɔda
wan dɛn bin kɔs am wit dɛbul sarkasm
I bin tan lɛk
se Jizɔs we a lɛk bin want fɔ fri insɛf frɔm
di fut dɛn we bin de swɛla we bin de mek i sɔfa.
I luk rawnd lɛk
se i de luk fɔ padi fɔ fri am. A bin notis se nɔbɔdi
nɔ de de fɔ tɛl am fɔ ɛp am.
We a bin no se
dɛn bin de trit Jizɔs bad bad wan, so a kray bɔku. A
bin want fɔ go midul dɛn wulf dɛn ya we vɛks fɔ
fri am. Bɔt a bin kam fɔ no se a nɔ ebul fɔ
du sɔntin ɛn a nɔ bin de fred.
So, frɔm
fa, a bin de pre to Jizɔs wit ɔl mi at fɔ mek i fit fɔ
sɔfa di tɛst insay in ples, at ɔl sɔm pat pan am.
A se, "A!
Jizɔs, if a bin ebul fɔ tek dis wet fɔ es yu ɔp
ɛn fri yu frɔm dɛn ɛnimi ya."
As a bin de tɔk
dis, .
-dɛn ɛnimi
ya we vɛks bad bad wan, lɛk se dɛn dɔn yɛri
mi prea,
- dɛn
trowe dɛnsɛf pan mi lɛk mad dɔg:
dɛn bit
mi, pul mi ia ɛn tramp mi. A bin de fil gladi na misɛf,
.
we
a kam fɔ no se, ivin frɔm fa,
.
A
bin ebul fɔ mek Jizɔs
fil fayn.
Dɔn we dɛn
si mi gladi, di ɛnimi dɛn nɔ de igen.
Dɔn Jizɔs
kam fɔ kɔrej mi, ilɛksɛf a nɔ bin de fred fɔ
tɔk wan wɔd. I brok di sayn ɛn tɔk se:
"Mi gyal
pikin, ɔl wetin yu dɔn si we dɛn du to mi nɔto
natin."
we yu kɔmpia
am to di bɔku bɔku tin dɛn we man dɛn kin du to
mi. Di we aw dɛn blayn de mek dɛn kɔntinyu fɔ
de insay di tin dɛn we de na di wɔl, .
we de mek dɛn
nɔ gɛt sɔri-at ɛn dɛn de du bad to mi ɛn
dɛnsɛf.
Dɛn
dɔn dinay ɔl di tru tin dɛn we pas mɔtalman bay
we dɛn dɔn gi dɛnsɛf ɔltogɛda fɔ
fɛn gold. Dis bin trowe dɛn insay di dɔti.
Dɛn
dɔn fɔdɔm pan ɔltin we dɛn dɔn lɛf
biɛn bɔt dɛn layf we go de sote go.
"O
mi pikin, ."
-udat
go rayz wan dɛm agens dis big big wef fɔ nɔ tɛl
tɛnki, we de ɛva bɔku na di wɔl fɔ lay lay
gladi gladi?
-Udat
go gɛt sɔri-at ɛn fri mi frɔm bɔku pipul dɛn
we
de mek a blɔd ɛn we de liv drawn insay di smel we tin dɛn
de mek
di wan dɛn
we de na di wɔl ?
Una kam wit mi
ɛn pre, kray ɛn gi mi fɔ pe fɔ di bad tin dɛn
we dɛn du to mi Papa.
Dɛn
blaynd, dɛn nɔ gɛt maynd ɔ at, - .
Dɛn jɔs
gɛt yay fɔ di tin dɛn we de na di wɔl.
Dɛn de
agens mi ɛn tramp mi bɔku bɔku gudnɛs dɛn
lɛk se na dɔti.
Dɛn put ɔl
wetin a dɔn du fɔ dɛn ɔnda dɛn wɔl fut.
"Oh! At
least rayz op gens wetin yu sabi abaut di wold."
- Abhor ɛn
et ɔltin we nɔto mi yon.
-Ɔltɛm
yu de kɔrej di tin dɛn na Ɛvin.
"Gɛt
mi ɔna na yu at."
- Du
di ripɛnt dɛn
fɔ di bɔku
bɔku bad tin dɛn we a de du ɔltɛm.
Tink
bɔt di we aw bɔku sol dɛn dɔn lɔs.
O! nɔ
lɛf mi wan wit bɔku bɔku disapɔyntmɛnt dɛn
we de tea mi at.
No se ɔl
wetin yu de sɔfa naw nɔto natin we yu kɔmpia am to
wetin yu go sɔfa tumara bambay.
A nɔ ripit
bɔku tɛm se a want frɔm una fɔ falamakata mi
Layf. Luk aw yu difrɛn frɔm mi!
So tek kɔrej
ɛn nɔ fred, bikɔs yu go ebul fɔ fɛn we fɔ
ɛp mi ".
Afta dɛn
Wɔd ya we Jizɔs tɔk, di tɛm we a kam bak to
misɛf, .
A bin notis se
na famili mɛmba dɛn bin de rawnd mi we bin de kray ɛn
vɛks.
Dɛn bin
tink se a go day.
Dɛn bin
rɔsh fɔ kɛr mi go na tɔŋ fɔ mek di
dɔktɔ dɛn si mi. A nɔ bin ebul fɔ
ɛksplen wetin bin de apin to mi.
A bin ebul fɔ
si
-dat mi famili
bin no bɔt di bɔdi prɔblɛm we a bin de gɛt
ɛn
-dat a bin gɛt
fɔ du mɛdikal ɛgzamin. Dɔn a kray ɛn
kɔmplen to Jizɔs se:
«Aw many
tɛm, mi gud Jizɔs, a dɔn tɛl yu se a want fɔ
sɔfa wit yu, bɔt na sikrit nɔmɔ!
Dis na di
wangren tin we a gladi! Wetin mek yu de pul mi pan am?
O! we a go
geht pis wit mi fambul? Na yu nɔmɔ, mi gud Jizɔs,
go ebul fɔ ɔganayz ɔl dɛn tin ya.
Duya mek shɔ
se dɛn nɔ nid fɔ fred so.
Yu nɔ de
si aw dɛn at pwɛl?
Yu nɔ de
yɛri wetin dɛn de tɔk ɛn dɛn want fɔ
du! Sɔm kin tink wan we, sɔm kin tink ɔda we.
Sɔm dɛn
want mek a tray wan mɛrɛsin, ɔda wan dɛn want ɔda
wan. Ɔlman yay de pan mi.
A nɔ de
ɛva lɛf mi wan ɛn dis kin mek a nɔ ebul fɔ
gɛt di pis we a bin dɔn lɔs bak. Duya ɛp mi
wit dɛn wɔri ya, sɔm wɔs pas ɔda wan dɛn,
we de mek a shek shek."
We a tɔk
dɛn wɔd ya, mi gud Jizɔs tɛl mi saful wan se:
"Mi pikin,
nɔ sɔri fɔ dis."
Lɛk
man we dɔn day, tray fɔ lɛf yusɛf na mi an bifo
dat.
Pan ɔl we
yu yay de pan wetin dɛn de du ɛn tɔk bɔt yu, a nɔ
fri fɔ du wetin a want.
Yu no wan trost
mi?
Yu nɔ dɔn
ɛkspiriɛns di we aw a lɛk yu?
Fɔ dis a
want
- dat
yu klos yu yay, .
-dat yu de
kɔntinyu fɔ gɛt pis na mi an , ɛn
- dat
yu nɔ de luk rawnd fɔ si wetin de apin to yu .
Yu de west tɛm
ɛn sɔntɛm yu nɔ go rich di kayn layf we dɛn
dɔn kɔl yu fɔ.
"No wori
abaut di pipul we de roun yu. Aksept dia silens. Bi gladi and
submissive fo evritin."
Biev di kayn we
we go mek
- yu layf, yu
tinkin, yu at bit, .
-
yu briz εn di afεkshכn
dεm
bi kɔntinyu
akt fɔ pe fɔ mek divayn jɔstis gladi. Ofa mi
evritin ".
Afta Jizɔs
bin tich mi, i bin lɔs.
A bin de tray
mi bɛst fɔ de ɔnda di Divayn Wil.
Sɔntɛnde
a bin de kray bad bad wan, bikɔs mi famili
put
mi na tin dɛn we at fɔ du ɛn
i bin aks mi fɔ
mek dɛn du mɛdikal ɛgzamin.
Dɛn bin
disayd se mi sik na jɔs wan tin we de mek a nɔ fil bad.
Dɛn bin
tɛl mi fɔ waka, fɔ was kol ɛn fɔ mek a nɔ
ambɔg mi ɔltɛm.
Dɛn bin
disayd bak se, insay di tɛm we a bin de ajɔst, .
nɔ
go chenj di say we a de, .
bikɔs dis
kayn chenj kin mek mi tin wɔs pas fɔ mek a bɛtɛ.
Frɔm da de
de, wan wɔ dɔn apin bitwin mi ɛn mi famili fɔ mek
pipul dɛn nɔ tɔk natin ɛn fɔ mek dɛn nɔ
tɔk natin.
Wan go stɔp
mi fɔ go na chɔch, .
- ɔda
pɔsin go tek mi fridɔm bay we a de de na os ɔltɛm,
.
- ɔda
pɔsin go kɔnvins mi fɔ tek mi meds, e
-Di oda wan dem
push mi fo fala di dokta advais we tu wan mek dem kip mi nait.
Bɔt, i bin
izi fɔ dɛn fɔ no se tin dɛn de apin to mi we dɛn
nɔ ebul fɔ ɔndastand.
Afta lɔng
tɛm, bikɔs a nɔ ebul fɔ bia ɔl dɛn tin
ya igen, a gɛda mi maynd ɛn kɔmplen to mi Masta.
Di tin dɔn
rich so dat dɛn de pul mi pan tin dɛn we a rili lɛk. A
nɔ gɛt ɛnitin fɔ du wit ɔltin, ivin di
sakramɛnt dɛn.
Udat bin fɔ
dɔn imajin se a go rich wan stet we a nɔ go ebul fɔ du
-fɔ kam
nia yu na di sakramɛnt dɛn, ɔ
- jis fo visit
yu?
Udat no usay
dis tin we de apin go dɔn?
O Jizɔs,
gi mi nyu ɛp ɛn yu trɛnk. If nɔto dat, mi
nature go brok."
Na
dis Jizɔs sho insɛf
ɛn tɔk tranga wan:
"Kɔrej,
mi gyal pikin. A dɔn kam ɛp yu. Wetin mek yu de fred?"
Sɔm dɛn
bin de tink wan we, ɔda wan dɛn bin de tink ɔda we.
Di tin dɛn
we oli pas ɔl we a dɔn du, sɔm pipul dɛn dɔn
jɔj dɛn se dɛn nɔ rayt.
Dɛn bin de
aks mi bak se dimɔn dɛn gɛt.
Ɔda wan
dɛn bin de luk mi wit ɛnimi ɛn dɛn bin de luk mi
lɛk se dɛn et mi. Dɛn bin de luk fɔ we dɛn
fɔ tek mi layf.
Mi prezɛns
fɔ bɔku pipul dɛn bin dɔn bi sɔntin we dɛn
nɔ go ebul fɔ bia.
Di bad pipul
dɛn bin de jɔj mi bad, pan ɔl we a bin de kɔrej
di gud wan dɛn.
Apat frɔm
dat, yu nɔ want fɔ bi lɛk mi ɛn yu want fɔ
sɔfa, at least in pat, di sɔfa dɛn we a dɔn sɔfa
fɔ krichɔ dɛn? "
Ɛn a ansa
se: "A de embras ɔltin fɔ yu lɔv, mi Masta".
A dɔn liv
dis kayn we fɔ sɔm ia, ɛn a de sɔfa
- frɔm
dɛbul dɛn, .
-bay krichɔ
dɛn, ɛn
-frɔm
Jizɔs insɛf we put mi na sayd fɔ sheb in sɔfa
dɛn.
As tɛm de
go a bin rich wan say we a bin de shem fɔ misɛf: A bin de
blush we sɔmbɔdi si mi.
Dɔn bak,
ivin we a bin gɛt wɛlbɔdi, .
- di simpul
fakt fɔ mit pɔsin ɔ
- fɔ gɛt
fɔ tɔk to ɔda pipul dɛn, inklud pipul dɛn na
mi famili, na bin big sakrifays fɔ mi.
Insay dis kayn
we aw pipul dɛn de sɔfa, naw pas ɛni ɔda tɛm,
.
A bin de shem
ɛn a nɔ bin de fil fayn.
We mi famili si
se di tritmɛnt we di fɔs dɔktɔ bin gi mi nɔ
bin afɛkt mi, dɛn sho mi to ɔda dɔktɔ dɛn,
ɛn dɛnsɛf nɔ bin ebul fɔ ɛp mi fɔ
gɛt wɛlbɔdi.
A bin de kray
ɛn kray ɛn tɛl Jizɔs we a lɛk se:
"Masta, yu
no fit si se mi sofa de kom klia, no bi onli fo mai famili, bot fo
plenti strenja dem we sabi mai biznis nau?"
A kin kɔnfyus
ɛn a kin fil se di pɔsin we de wach am de pɔynt in
finga to mi
- lɛk se a
dɔn du sɔntin we shemful, ɔ
-as if mi sɔfa
bin de pas.
A nɔ ebul
fɔ tɔk bɔt di pen we dis de mek a fil.
Wetin apin to
mi we mek dɛn bad bad fred ya kam bak to mi bak ɛn bak?
Infakt, if wi
tek tɛm luk dɛn, wi go si se dɛn nɔ gɛt wan
rizin.
Na yu nɔmɔ,
oh Jizɔs, go ebul fɔ fri mi frɔm dis kayn pɔblik
ɛn fred.
Na yu nɔmɔ
go ebul fɔ alaw mi sɔfa dɛn fɔ de sikrit. A
de pre yu gudnɛs fɔ lisin to mi."
Fɔs, Wi
Masta bin de du tin lɛk se i nɔ lisin to mi. Ɛn
di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa mɔ ɛn mɔ.
Dɔn i sɔri
fɔ mi ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Kam to
mi, mai gyal pikin, a wan konsol yu. Bikos yu de sofa, yu rait fo
komplen."
Bɔt mɛmba
aw a bin sɔfa mɔ bikɔs a lɛk yu. Wi go se
ivin di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa bin ayd.
Bɔt di tin
we mi Papa bin want na fɔ mek a sɔfa na pɔblik. Na
dis a bin fes ɔl di kɔntempt, misfɔstans ɛn
kɔnfyushɔn, te a pul mi klos:
A bin apia
nekɛd bifo wan rili bɔku krawd.
Yu go ebul
imajin mɔ kɔnfyushɔn pas dat?
Mi nature bin
fil dis kayn kɔnfyushɔn bak.
Bɔt
mi Spirit bin de pan wetin mi Papa want.
A bin gi dis
tɛst as mɛrɛsin fɔ di bɔku bɔku tin dɛn
we nɔ fayn
- engaged
witout bat wan aylid bifo Ɛvin ɛn di wɔl,
-
dεn praud displei dεm we dεn de du wit
ditarminεshכn
lεk grandiose akt dεm.
A bin tɛl
mi papa se:
“Oli
Papa, aksept mi kɔnfyushɔn ɛn mi
misfɔstans fɔ pe fɔ di bɔku sin dɛn we a dɔn
du klia wan na pɔblik, we sɔntɛnde kin bi big big
skandal fɔ pikin dɛn.
Fɔgiv dɛn
sina dɛn ya ɛn gi dɛn di layt we de na di ɛvin so
dat dɛn go no di bad bad tin dɛn we sin de du ɛn go
bak na di rod we gud ".
"Ɛn
if yu want fɔ falamakata mi, yusɛf nɔ nid fɔ tek
pat pan dis kayn sɔfa, we a dɔn bia fɔ di gud fɔ
ɔlman?"
Yu nɔ no
se di gift dɛn we fayn pas ɔl we a go gi to di sol dɛn
we a lɛk,
na di krɔs
ɛn trayal dɛn we tan lɛk di wan dɛn we a dɔn
ɛkspiriɛns na mi Yumaniti?
Yu na jɔs
pikin we de na di We fɔ di Krɔs ɛn na dat mek yu fil
se yu rili wik. As yu de ol ɛn no se i rili valyu fɔ
jɔs sɔfa, na da tɛm de yu go want fɔ du dat mɔ
ɛn mɔ.
Fɔ dis
rizin, .
- lean pan mi
ɛn rɛst, e
-yu go gɛt
di trɛnk ɛn lɔv fɔ sɔfa."
Afta we a bin
dɔn liv siks ɔ sɛvin ia insay dis sɔfa, a bin de
wɔs ɛn dɛn bin fos mi fɔ de na bed.
Bɔku tɛm
a bin de fɔdɔm ɛn mi mɔt ɛn mi jaw bin de
lɔk so tayt dat a nɔ bin ebul fɔ tek it.
We a bin ebul
fɔ swɛla sɔm drop dɛn pan wata, a bin gɛt fɔ
pul dɛn bak wantɛm wantɛm, ɛn a bin de vɔmit
ɔltɛm, ɛn dis bin de apin to mi ɔltɛm di tɛm
we a bin de sɔfa bad bad wan.
Afta ettin dez
we a bin de tek mɛrɛsin we nɔ gɛt wan bɛnifit,
dɛn kɔl wan pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs fɔ
kɔnfɛs mi. We i kam ɛn fɛn mi na dis kayn we
we a de mek a fil bad, i put mi ɔnda di obe ɛn tɛl mi
fɔ fri misɛf frɔm dis kayn we we de mek a nɔ taya
we de kil mi.
I
mek di sayn fɔ di krɔs ɛn ɛp mi fɔ pul dis
sik we de mek a fred.
We a wɛl,
i se, “Tɛl mi wetin de apin.” A nɔ bin tɔk
natin bɔt ɔltin, bɔt a bin jɔs tɛl am se:
Papa, dis fɔ
bi sɔntin we di dɛbul gɛt. "Without further
question, i se to mi:
"Nɔ
fred, nɔto di dɛbul."
Ɛn if na
in, mi, insay Gɔd in nem, go drɛb am kɔmɔt nia
yu."
So a bin fɛn
di fridɔm fɔ muv di an dɛn ɛn di ebul fɔ
opin di mɔt fri wan.
Afta di pɔsin
we de kɔnfɛs go, a tink bɔt wetin dɔn apin.
A dɔn tɔk
se wetin apin na mirekul we apin tru di oli we aw dis prist oli.
A bin tink se:
"If a bin
kontiniu fo dis stet, mai laif go don end in no taim. Bot hia a de
rili bizi wit nyu laif."
A go tɛl
Gɔd tɛnki ɔltɛm fɔ we i gi mi wɛlbɔdi
bak tru di oli we we In minista de du.
Bɔt, a nɔ
go ebul fɔ ayd di tru tin we se, pan di tin dɛn we de apin
to mi, .
-A dɔn
rɛsayn misɛf te a day ɛn dat,
- bikɔs a
bin fri naw, a bin rigrɛt se a nɔ bin dɔn day yet.
Bɔt Jizɔs
nɔ bin alaw mi fɔ day, bikɔs i bin want fɔ dɔn
di tin dɛn we i bin dɔn plan fɔ du pan mi.
So, insay wan
de, i sho mi se i want mek a bi viktim fɔ
layf.
Wan wan tɛm
i bin de briŋ mi bak to mi ol stet, bɔt na we a bin de
nɔmɔ.
Afta we a gɛt
wɛlbɔdi bak, a bin go bak na chɔch fɔ sɔm
tɛm fɔ du di wok dɛn we a bin de du fɔ rilijɔn.
We a bin tek
Jizɔs na Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, I bin tɛl mi ustɛm
fɔ gi mi tɛm fɔ sɔfa.
Sɔntɛnde,
i bin de sho di tɛm we i go kam bak.
Bikɔs
Jizɔs insɛf bin dɔn tɛl mi bifo tɛm bɔt
di sɔfa we a de sɔfa, a nɔ bin biliv se i nid fɔ
tɔk bɔt am to di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs mi.
Bikɔs, we
a tink se a go ebul fɔ tɛl pipul dɛn bifo tɛm bɔt
di tin dɛn we a de sɔfa, .
A bin fɔ
dɔn bi di sol we prawd pas ɔlman na di wɔl, ilɛksɛf
di oli we aw mi papa we gɛt fɔ du wit Gɔd biznɛs
bin de gayd mi.
Dɔn bak,
fɔ lɔng tɛm, dɛn nɔ bin de sɔfa mi, .
nɔto frɔm
mɔtalman ɛp, bɔt frɔm Jizɔs we du ɔltin.
I bin apin se
afta we i dɔn tɛl mi bɔt aw i bin de sɔfa, .
Jizɔs nɔ
bin gi mi di pawa fɔ mek a ebul fɔ no bak wetin a de du fɔ
misɛf.
So mi famili
bin gɛt fɔ briŋ di pɔsin we bin de kɔfes am
bak.
Afta i mek a
gɛt sɛns bak, i tɛl mi se:
"Frɔm
naw, we yu kam na chɔch, ɔ bifo kɔmyuniɔn, ɔ
afta yu tɛl tɛnki, kam to mi na di kɔnfɛshɔn
ɛn a go gi yu di blɛsin so dat yu go kɔmɔt na yu
stet we yu de sɔfa we a nɔ go nid fɔ go." yu os
".
Wan mɔnin,
afta Kɔmyuniɔn, Wi Masta mek a ɔndastand se, .
- na dis sem
de, we a go de na wan stet fɔ kɔmplit haybernɛshɔn,
- i go invayt
mi fɔ kip am kɔmpin bay we i tek pat pan di sɔfa dɛn
we sɔm bad bad man dɛn bin de sɔfa to am.
Bikɔs a
bin no se di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs mi bin de na di
kɔntri, a tɛl Jizɔs se:
"Mi gud
Jizɔs, ."
if yu wan
transfa yu pen to mi, get di gudnes fo giv mi bak yusef, bikos if mi
famili bin want di konfesa fo luk fo am, i no go de ».
Di Masta ,
insay ɔl in gudnɛs, tɛl mi se :
"Mi gyal
pikin, yu trɔst fɔ ful-ɔp pan mi."
Bi kol,
kɔnfidɛns ɛn rɛsayn so dat ɔltin we de insay
yu go rɛst insay mi. Dis go mek yu sol brayt ɛn kip ɔl
yu pasɔn dɛn kol.
Atrak yu sol
wit mi layt rayt, .
-A go tek
posishɔn pan am ɛn
-A go ful-ɔp
transfɔm am to mi, mek yu layf bi mi Layf."
Afta dɛn
Wɔd ya a nɔ bin ebul fɔ agens Am ɛn a bin rɛsayn
misɛf to In Wil. A bin gi Oli Kɔmyuniɔn we a jɔs
dɔn ɛkspiriɛns lɛk se na di las wan.
So, bifo di
Blɛsin Sakramɛnt, a se mi las fayvɛl to Jizɔs ɛn
kɔmɔt na di chɔch. Pan ɔl we a bin dɔn
lɛf fɔ wok, a nɔ bin fil fayn smɔl we a de tink
bɔt wetin go apin to mi.
So a kray ɛn
pre fɔ mek di Masta gi mi nyu trɛnk fɔ mek a gɛt
layf bak if a nɔ no natin.
Da de de a bin
sɔprayz wit di atak we bin mek a go insay dis mɔtalman
stet.
Na bin wan rili
bita, nyu ɛn rili ebi sɔfa fɔ mi. Na bin di wɔs
ɛn ebi wan we a dɔn ɛva sɔfa te naw.
We a go insay
dis say we a bin de sɔfa bad bad wan, a bin lɛf fɔ du
wetin Gɔd want ɛn a bin rɛdi fɔ day.
We mi famili si
di we aw a de, dɛn sɛn fɔ kɔl wan prist, we
difrɛn frɔm di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs mi
ɔltɛm we nɔ bin de de.
Dis prist, a se
bikɔs ɔf charity, we go dɔn want fɔ ɛp mi,
nɔ gri fɔ kam na di os.
So, fɔ tɛn
dez, a bin de na dis stet we de mek a day, bɔt a nɔ day.
Fɔ dɔn,
di de we mek ilevin, di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs fɔ
di fɔs kɔmyuniɔn kam. I bin mɛn mi lɛk
aw mi ɔda pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs bin mɛn.
Frɔm da
tɛm de, a bin de fɛt wan lɔng wɔ wit sɔm
prist dɛn. Dem se a de fak mi kondishon fo luk laik sent.
Sɔm pipul
dɛn bin se a fit fɔ mek dɛn bit mi wit stik ɛn
wip so dat a nɔ go fɔdɔm bak na dis bad bad stet igen.
Ɔda wan
dɛn bin se di dɛbul dɔn ambɔg mi.
Dɛn bin
tɔk ɔda tin dɛn bak bɔt mi we i bɛtɛ fɔ
mek a nɔ ripit.
A nɔ bin
no wetin fɔ du.
Mi famili bin
biliv se na dɛn wok fɔ mek a nɔ sɔfa ɛn dɛn
bin de luk fɔ prist dɛn we go kam. Gɔd no aw dɛn
dɔn sɔfa bad bad wan we dɛn nɔ gri fɔ tek
dɛn.
A nɔ bin
ebul fɔ tek am igen.
Mi po mama, mɔ,
bin de kray riva dɛn we de kray. As fɔ mi, a bin
kɔntinyu fɔ gɛt kol at.
Mek Gɔd
fɔgiv ɔl di wan dɛn we dɔn mek a sɔfa dis
kayn we. A go want mek di Masta pe wan ɔndrɛd tɛm
ɔl di wan dɛn we dɔn sɔfa wit mi, mɔ mi
mama.
Yu kin imajin
aw a bin fil bad fɔ put misɛf ɔnda dɛn prist dɛn
ya, bikɔs a bin rili nid prist fɔ gi mi layf bak.
Gɔd no
ɔmɔs tɛm a dɔn pre to Jizɔs, .
kray bɔku
fɔ fri frɔm dis penful awe.
Ɛn aw bɔku
tɛm a bin de agens am we i aks mi wan tɛm bak fɔ bi
viktim, fɔ sheb di sɔfa dɛn we i bin de sɔfa pas
ɔl!
Sɔntɛnde,
a bin de fɛt-fɛt wit fɛt-fɛt.
A bin tɛl
mi gud Jizɔs se:
"Masta, a
go aksept di viktim, as lɔng as yu prɔmis mi se yu go gi mi
layf bak we prist nɔ go ɛp mi."
If nɔto
dat, a nɔ want fɔ sɔbmit to dis ebi yok. "A bin
de resist bak lɛk dis fɔ tri dez."
Insay dɛn
tri dez dɛn de we a bin de agens Gɔd.
A mɛmba am
bɔt di prɔmis we i bin dɔn mek, ɛn a kray ɛn
tɔk se:
"Masta,
yu nɔ de du wetin yu dɔn prɔmis mi. Yu tɛl mi se
ɔltin go apin jɔs
bitwin mi ɛn yu. "
Naw yu want mek
tɔd pɔsin gi mi layf bak ɛn leta fos mi fɔ sho am
wetin de apin bitwin mi ɛn yu.
Yu nɔ bin
notis
-di strenj west
e
- di
humilieshɔn dɛm we mi famili gɛt fɔ bia na di an
dɛm fɔ dɛn prist dɛm we nɔ biliv pan am?
Ɛn yu se i
nɔ fayn fɔ mek a ebul fɔ gi layf bak to misɛf? Wi
nɔ bin ebul fɔ avɔyd dɛn prɔblɛm dɛn
ya ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ gɛt pis.
A go gladi fɔ
tek yu sɔfa pan mi ɔltɛm we yu lɛk, ɛn yu go
gladi bikɔs yu go gi mi layf bak ɛnitɛm we yu want. Ɛn
so yu nɔ go nɔ satisfay wit mi we a de aksept yu Wil ».
Ɔl wetin a
bin de tɔk nɔ bin gɛt wan yus.
Jizɔs nɔ
tɔk natin ɛn mek lɛk se i nɔ de lisin to mi.
I bin tan lɛk
se i nɔ bin want fɔ gi mi wetin a tink se rayt ɛn oli.
Bifo dat, i
tɛl mi se: " Mi pikin
nɔ de fred. Na mi de gi nɛt ɛn de. Naw
na nɛt tɛm, bɔt i nɔ go te igen di tɛm fɔ
layt go kam."
Una
no se na mi abit fɔ sho mi wok dɛn tru di prist dɛn.
A gi dɛn
di pawa fɔ no, fɔ jɔj ɛn fɔ ɛnkɔrej
di sol fɔ du sɔntin we nɔ gɛt wanwɔd, akɔdin
to di krayteria we de na Lɛvitikɔs.
Mi prist dɛn
gɛt di pawa bak fɔ stɔp ɔ ignore wetin, akɔdin
to wetin dɛn tink, nɔ satisfay di krayteria fɔ
Rɛvɛleshɔn ”.
I
nɔ nid fɔ tɔk se afta dɛn Wɔd
ya we Jizɔs
tɔk, a bin de kwayɛt, wit di intenshɔn fɔ put
misɛf ɔnda in Wil
we i bin dɔn tɔk klia wan.
Bɔt a kin
ebul fɔ sɛt mɔt
- afta dɛn
fos am fɔ obe fɔ 4 ia
- we a bin de
fes wit bɔku strenj ɛn kɔntradiktɔri tin
dɛn? Bikɔs dɛn bin ɔda mi, a go tɔk dɛn
tin ya:
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, dɛn bin alaw mi fɔ de we a nɔ ebul fɔ
muv ɛn a nɔ bin ebul fɔ muv fɔ pas ettin dez
kɔnsɛkutiv wan: i bin rili day we a nɔ day, .
-bikɔs a
bin immobiliz insay ɛvri sɛns fɔ di wɔd e
-dat a nɔ
bin ebul fɔ tek wan drop wata ɔ satisfay mi natura nid dɛn.
In shot, a bin
tan lɛk uman we dɔn day (we a bin stil de alayv), a bin de
na di sɔri-at fɔ prist dɛn we, .
bay
wilful ɛn fɔ provok
mi, .
i
bin mek a kɔntinyu fɔ liv insay wan kɔndishɔn we
go mek a day.
Na Gɔd
nɔmɔ no wetin a bin ɛkspiriɛns insay dɛn 4
ia we a bin rili day fɔ in fet.
We wan prist
bin dɔn disayd fɔ gi mi layf bak, i nɔ bin ivin gɛt
di kɔrɛkt we fɔ se, “Peshɛnt ɛn du
wetin Gɔd want frɔm yu.”
Bifo dat, i bin
de tɔk bad bad tin dɛn lɛk pipul dɛn we de du bad
tin ɔ we nɔ de obe, i bin tɔk tin dɛn lɛk:
"Mi
opinion we a tink gud wan se yu de aplay yu talent dem rili bad."
Luisa gri fɔ
butu to di sɔfa ɛn dinay dɛn we di prist dɛn de
mek.
Di tɛm we
di kɔlera sik bin de, Jizɔs bin mek pipul dɛn no bɔt
di wok we i bin de du as pɔsin we dɛn bin de du bad to.
O! aw a
dɔn wikɛd ɛn aw a stil de, as a stil de fil di akɔdin
dɛn we de alayv insay mi se a jɔs bi wan sol we nɔ de
obe ɛn we nɔ de obe!
A tink se di
dip rizin we mek a de fil na bikɔs di tin dɛn we a de tink
ɛn du rili difrɛn frɔm di wan dɛn we a lɛk
Jizɔs.
Ɔl in layf
i bin bi sayn fɔ kɔntradikshɔn pan ɔl
di lɛvul dɛn.
Bɔt,
i nɔ ɛva gɛt di smɔl smɔl tin dɛn we de
mek i vɛks.
I nɔ bin
ɛva ambɔg am ɛn, wit big kol at, .
i bin de bia we
dɛn bin de provok am afta dɛn dɔn provok am ɛn i
bin de bia wit bad bad tin dɛn afta dɛn dɔn provok am.
A shem fo se
am, a don kray plenti
Bɔku tɛm
a bin de kɔmplen to mi swit Jizɔs - te a bin de agens am -,
.
so dat a nɔ
go ebul fɔ sɔfa so bad bad wan ɔ
dat dɛn nɔ
de aks mi di rayt we fɔ se a nɔ de obe ɛn a de du tin
we nɔ rayt.
O! aw di
Masta dɔn du gud to mi, pan ɔl we a wikɛd. We
a bin de agens mi, i bin mek lɛk se i nɔ bisin bɔt mi
igen ɛn i nɔ tɔk natin.
I go dɔn
go, bɔt na fɔ shɔt tɛm nɔmɔ. Dɔn
i kam bak ɛn si mi na di ples we nɔ gɛt natin bikɔs
i nɔ bin de de.
Dɔn i
trowe mi bak insay di sɔfa we de day we insɛf bin gi mi
dairekt wan.
Wan tɛm,
we di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs kam fɔ gi mi layf bak, i
tɛl mi tranga wan se:
"A no wan
mek yu go bak to dis stet."
Fɔ smɔl
tɛm, a bin gɛt sɛns bak ɛn tɛl am se:
"Mi Papa,
i nɔ de na mi pawa fɔ fɔdɔm ɔ nɔ fɔdɔm
insay dis stet we a de taya."
Na tru se a na
kaprichɔ, a nɔ de obe ɛn a gud fɔ natin.
Bɔt a kin
tɔk di tru we a se di pen we a nɔ ebul fɔ obe una, kin
rili mek a fil pen.
A tink, mi
papa, se a de sɔfa bikɔs ɔf dis sɔfa.
-bikɔs a
nɔ gɛt di gud kwaliti fɔ obe, .
-we na wan
briliant gem fɔ mi Jizɔs ɛn
-we nɔ de,
a nɔ go ɛva wɛlkɔm am wit gladi at. A kin
rigrɛt bɔku tin dɛn.
Ɛn a kin
fil bad bad wan we a de si misɛf rili difrɛn frɔm am.
Us
gud tin i go du fɔ pɔsin we nɔ de obe? "
Dɛn wɔd
ya we de sho se a ɔmbul bin kɔmɔt na mi at, we bin de
blo wit lɔv fɔ Jizɔs we a lɛk pas ɔl.
Dɔn di
pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs bin lɛf mi
-wit wan wɔd
fɔ ɛnkɔrej e
-wit likl mo
gladi pas di visit bifo.
Pan ɔl we
dɛn bin ɛnkɔrej mi dis, a nɔ bin want fɔ
disayd fɔ du sɔntin
- dat if di
Masta nɔ bin want fɔ mek a no se a go fri frɔm di stet
we de mek a gɛt ston we prist nɔ go ɛp mi, ɛn
-if i bin want
mi fɔ aksept prɔblɛm ɛn sɔfa as ripareshɔn
fɔ di
bɔku sin
dɛn we bɔku pipul dɛn kin du ɔltɛm, dɔn
a go agens am ɛn agens am fɔ gɛt wetin a want.
Da tɛm de,
Gɔd bin de mek di kɔlera sik bɔku ɛvride so dat
di wan dɛn we de de bin de fred.
Wan de a bin
pre pas ɛni ɔda tɛm to di Masta fɔ mek dis bad
bad tin dɔn, .
frut
we i vɛks we rayt ɛn
we nɔ go ebul fɔ stɔp
pan
ɔl we bɔku bɔku atak dɛn we wikɛd
pipul dɛn de du. As a bin
de pre, .
Jizɔs
bin apia to mi ɛn tɛl mi se :
"Very wel,
as yu volontia ofa yu sef as viktim of reparation."
- fɔ sɔfa
na bɔdi ɛn sol
- fɔ
siriɔs ɛn penful sɔfa, a go gi yu wetin yu want ".
Afta dat a tɛl
am se:
"Masta, if
tin de apin bitwin mi ɛn yu, .
A rɛdi fɔ
aksept ɛnitin we yu put pan mi.
If nɔto
dat, a nɔ go ebul.
Yu no wetin
prist dɛn tink ɛn aw dɛn de biev to mi ".
Jizɔs
bin rili saful wan ansa se :
"Mi
gyal pikin, if a bin de tink gud wan wetin man go du wit mi Yumaniti,
a nɔ bin fɔ ɛva akɔmplit di Ridɛmshɔn
fɔ mɔtalman."
Mi gol na fɔ
mek dɛn sev sote go.
Wan big Lɔv
bin it mi ɛn mek a sakrifays ɔltin fɔ dɛn. Fɔ
mek di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek go sev sote go, .
A
dɔn gi mi Papa we go de sote go di prɔblɛm dɛn ɛn
di sɔfa dɛn we a
dɔn mek we nɔ rayt
frɔm di
tin dɛn we mɔtalman de tink ɛn du.
No se, fɔ
falamakata wetin a dɔn du insay di tati tri ia we a dɔn de
na dis wɔl, .
-yu fɔ put
yusɛf ɔnda mi wok, mi nɔ gri, mi sɔfa ɛn mi
day.
-Ɛn yu fɔ
ɛkspiriɛns dɛn di sem we aw dɛn bin fil dɛn
bay mi. So a de aks yu fɔ falamakata mi Layf if yu want.
If nɔto
dat, fɔ falamakata mi lɛk aw yu want, nɔto tin we a
lɛk ɛn i nɔ go ɛva bi sɔntin we a lɛk.
Di akshɔn
we fayn ɛn ɛnjɔy pas ɔl fɔ mi na
-di
akshכn
we di sol de du we nכ
kכndishכn
-we de put
insɛf ɔnda mi we i nɔ want, bɔt na mi yon nɔmɔ.
"So dat a
go fain in yu di welkam we de mek a gladi pas evri oda wan, du di
heroic akt."
- fɔ mek
yu wil day totɛl e
-fɔ mek na
mi yon nɔmɔ de liv insay yu.
Fo nau, a wan
mek yu bi viktim
fɔ lɔv,
.
ripair e
we de slo
fɔ pipul
dɛn we de agens yu ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ mɔna yu.
Mɛmba se
dɛn pipul ya na mi pikin dɛn ɛn na mi Blɔd dɔn
fri dɛn. If yu rili liv insay Lɔv, yu go put yusɛf
ɔnda ɛn gi ɔltin fɔ dɛn sev ".
Da sem ivintɛm
de, dɛn bin briŋ mi kam bak
-frɔm dis
stet fɔ sɔfa we i bin kɔmyuniket to mi e
-insay a bin de
fɔ tri dez, we a nɔ bin gɛt layf bak.
We a kam bak to
misɛf, .
- nɔbɔdi
nɔ bin de tɔk bɔt kɔlera igen
-wit di
eksepshɔn fɔ sɔm pipul dɛn we bin de biev krayzi
we ɛn we bin gɛt fɔ pe dɛn kɔntribyushɔn
to day.
Bɔku
pan di pipul dɛn we bin de de bin shek bikɔs ɔf dis
bad bad tin we Gɔd bin gɛt.
We di pɔsin
we de kɔnfɛs kam fɔ gi mi layf bak, i bin de jok se:
“Insay
dɛn tɛm ya, wi dɔn gɛt wan big mishɔnari wit
wi, we bin de prich fayn fayn wan.
Wi dɔn si
na wi fut pipul dɛn we te da tɛm de dɔn de agens ɛni
rilijɔn ɛn we, fɔ dɛn wan ol layf, nɔ bin
deign fɔ waka pas wan chɔch. We dis fayn fayn pricha
kɔl dɛn, dɛn sɔrɛnda to di gudnɛs ɛn
dɛn mek frut dɛn we go mek dɛn gɛt layf we go de
sote go ».
A aks am usay
dis mishɔnari dɔn prich. I ansa se:
«Nɔto
jɔs na di chɔch dɛn, bɔt na di skwea dɛn, na
di sɛklɔ dɛn, i
shɔp ɛn
os dɛn.
In pawaful wɔd
bin rich ɔlsay wit wan anɔyntmɛnt fɔ di gudnɛs
we bin mek bɔku pipul dɛn tɔn to penans. Ɛn
yu want fɔ no in nem?
I gɛt gud
nem. Dɛn kɔl am D. Coletto (allusion to kɔlera),
di bad bad tin we de apin to Gɔd ".
Meanwhile di
Masta bin de pripia wan ɔda mortifikeshɔn fɔ mi. I
bin hit mi afta di kɔlera sik dɔn dɔn.
Di
mortifikeshɔn bin kɔnsis pan di chenj dɛn we bin de
chenj kwik kwik wan pan di wan dɛn we bin de kɔnfɛs.
Wetin a bin gɛt
da tɛm de na bin mɛmba na wan rilijɔn ɔganayzeshɔn
ɛn in bigman dɛn bin dɔn kɔl mi fɔ liv soba
layf.
A bin satisfay
wit am bikɔs na in wangren nɔ bin de mek a sɔfa. Ɔl
di trɔbul we a bin dɔn tɔk bɔt na ɔda prist
dɛn bin mek a gɛt we dis kɔnfɛsɔ bin de na
di kɔntri.
In visit dɛn
bin de ayd bikɔs ɔf kɔlera.
Ɛn a bin
sɔfa bɔku bikɔs i nɔ bin de, bikɔs i bin gri
fɔ gi mi layf bak pas di ɔda wan dɛn.
A bin rili
sɔri, a tɔn to Wi Masta ɛn sho am aw a de sɔfa.
Wit di kayn we
aw i bin de fil, Jizɔs bin tɛl mi se:
"Mi pikin,
nɔ sɔri fɔ dis."
Mi na di Masta
fɔ di at dɛn ɛn a kin tɔn ɔ twist dɛn
as a want. If yu kɔnfɛsɔ du yu gud, na mi
ambasedɔ nɔmɔ i bin de, .
we
bin tek ɔltin frɔm mi ɛn gi yu lɛk aw a bin dɔn
disayd.
A go du di sem
tin wit di ɔda kɔnfɛsɔ dɛn ɛn a go gi
dɛn gris fɔ du dɛn wok. So wetin yu gɛt fɔ
fred?
"Mi pikin,
."
aw bohku tehm a
geht foh ripit am to yu as long as yu persist
- luk na di
lɛft ɛn rayt, .
-fɔ lay
yay sɔm tɛm pan dis, sɔm tɛm pan dat, .
Yu nɔ go
rili ebul fɔ kip yusɛf na di rod fɔ go na ɛvin?
If yu nɔ
jɔs put yu yay pan mi, .
- yu go de jomp
ɔltɛm, .
- di inflɔɛns
fɔ mi gudnɛs nɔ go ebul fɔ kɔmplit insay yu.
Na dat mek a
want
-dat yu de
kɔntinyu fɔ de na oli indipɛndɛns to di tin dɛn
we de rawnd yu, e
-dat yu ɔltɛm
rɛdi fɔ du ɛnitin we a want frɔm yu. If nɔto
dat, dɛn nɔ go lɛk yu pas ɔda pipul dɛn fɔ
di wok we di pɔsin we dɛn du bad to de du."
We a tink bɔt
dɛn Wɔd ya we Jizɔs bin gi mi dairekt wan, mi at dɔn
gɛt bɔku trɛnk.
-dat a nɔ
bin notis igen di absɛns fɔ mi kɔnfɛsɔ,
-ivin if i du
mi sol gud.
Leta, Gɔd
bin mek a put misɛf ɔnda di prist we bin de kɔfes mi
we a bin smɔl titi fɔ kia fɔ mi. A nɔ ɛva
rigrɛt dis tin we a disayd fɔ du.
Infakt, bɔku
tɛm a dɔn de ala to Gɔd se:
"Mek yu
gɛt blɛsin ɔltɛm, O Masta."
Yu kɔnfyus
mi we yu tek advantej pan wetin bin tan lɛk se i de ambɔg
mi sol ɛn fɔ yu big big glori, yu tɔn dis sityueshɔn
to bɛnifit fɔ mi.
Mek i bi so
ɔltɛm, oh mi Gɔd! "
Pan ɔl we
mi at bin dɔn lɔk mi ɔda pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs
ɔltɛm, .
A opin am to
dis minista fɔ Gɔd we Jizɔs bin prɔpos ɛn we
mi bin wɛlkɔm.
Pan ɔl we
i bin de mɔna mi ɛn insist, mi at bin kɔntinyu fɔ
lɔk to di ɔda pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs.
So, a nɔ
bin ebul fɔ fri misɛf insay mi at. I bin tray ɔltin
fɔ mek a tɔk.
Bɔt di we
aw a bin de tink bɔt fɔ tɛl ɔda pɔsin wetin
bin de apin bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs bin mek a shem ɛn et
mi.
I bin tan lɛk
se a fɔ kɔnfɛs di sin we rili bad, we, tɛl Gɔd
tɛnki, .
-A nɔ no
se a dɔn kɔmit e
- fɔ we a
nɔ gɛt ɛnitin fɔ du wit am.
Bɔt to dis
pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs, ɛn bɔku tɛm, .
A bin mek pipul
dɛn no mi sol to di smɔl smɔl tin dɛn, ilɛksɛf
a du am witout ɛni ɔda.
If dɛn aks
mi wetin mek a nɔ want di ɔda pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs
fɔ gi mi layf bak, mi ansa go bi se a nɔ fil se a go ebul
fɔ ɛksplen to dɛn wetin de apin to mi.
Nɔto in
fɔlt bin de
Na bikɔs i
bin gud ɛn gɛt sɛns ɛn i bin de peshɛnt fɔ
lisin to mi.
I bin fɔ
dɔn rili kia fɔ mi sol if a bin dɔn tɛl am wetin
de apin bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs.
Bɔt, i bin
mek shɔ se a kɔntinyu fɔ waka na di rod dɛn we
gɛt gud kwaliti dɛn.
As fɔ mi,
a bin fil wan big big graviti na mi sol, .
- frɔm we
a bin fɔ dɔn lɛk fɔ gɛt rilify
- fɔ sho
misɛf to ɔda pɔsin, wit di want fɔ no dɛn
opinion.
Bɔt, a de
ripit se, i nɔ bin pɔsibul fɔ mek a du dis.
A biliv se di
rizin we mek di fɔs pɔsin we bin kɔnfɛs mi nɔ
bin ebul fɔ mek a tɔk na jɔs bikɔs Gɔd bin
de du gud to mi.
A fɔ ad se
mi nyu kɔnfɛsɔ bin gɛt spɛshal talɛnt
fɔ go insay mi insay.
Wit am, smɔl
smɔl, a bin gɛt maynd.
A bin fil insay
mi di wil ɛn di peshɛnt fɔ sho misɛf. Smɔl
smɔl, a opin mi sol to am.
A mek i rid
insay mi lɛk aw i de na buk, pej bay pej, di sem wɔd bay
wɔd, inklud di spɛshal gudnɛs dɛn we di Masta bin
dɔn gi mi.
I bin tan lɛk
se mi gud Jizɔs bin de tray tranga wan fɔ mɛmba mi ɔl
wetin i dɔn tɛl mi ɛn ɔltin we dɔn apin to
mi.
Sɔntɛnde,
we a kin fil se a nɔ want fɔ sho am sɔntin, i kin kɔl
mi bɔku tɛm ɛn i kin ivin trɛtin mi fɔ lɛf
mi.
A kin tɔk
di sem tin bɔt di ɔda pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs,
we bin de kɔntinyu fɔ aks mi wan tin ɛn afta dat i bin
de aks mi ɔda tin. Sɔntɛnde, i kin aks mi wetin
de mek a taya ɛn wetin de apin to mi.
Sɔntɛnde
we i kin si di we aw a de mek trangayes, .
- i bin kɔmand
mi insay di nem fɔ obe fɔ ansa am; Ɛn
- put bifo mi
di fred fɔ wan big dɛbul ilyushɔn. Dɔn i bin
tɔk bak se:
"We di sol
de obe, wi ɔl tu de sef ɛn gɛt pis, bikɔs PAPA
GƆD nɔ alaw in minista.
we want fɔ
du tin kɔrɛkt wan we i de luk fɔ tru, ɔ we i mek
mistek ».
We i kam pan
dis, bɔku tɛm i dɔn tan lɛk se dɛn ɔl
tu, Jizɔs ɛn di pɔsin we kɔnfɛs, .
- i bin no
ɔltin bɔt di tin, wetin mek, .
-bifo Jizɔs
put mi ɔnda ɛni sɔfa,
-A notis se di
kɔnfɛsɔ bin no di tru.
A se to misɛf
se: "I bɛtɛ fɔ tɛl am ɔltin wan tɛm
pas fɔ kwayɛt, bikɔs i dɔn ɔlrɛdi no
ɔltin. Ɛn if a nɔ tɔk natin, udat no if i nɔ
go nid fɔ chenj di we aw i de du tin leta."
Ɔl dis nɔ
bin apin wit mi kɔnfɛsɔ dɛn fɔ di ia dɛn
we dɔn pas, we nɔto jɔs nɔ ɛva aks mi
kwɛstyɔn ɔ tray fɔ fɛn di tru bɔt mi
petrifikɛshɔn, i tɔk se:
fɔ
ɛgzampul if i kɔmɔt frɔm Gɔd ɔ frɔm
di dɛbul dɛn, .
ɔ if na
sik dɛn we de na di bɔdi bin mek am.
In shot, dem no
aks fo enitin and dem no tok enitin.
Bɔt, a bin
rili want fɔ no if a bin adap to wetin Gɔd want ɔ a nɔ
bin adap we a kɛr di krɔs we I sɛn to mi. A bin
de sɔfa bɔku we a nɔ bin ebul fɔ gɛt di
peshɛnt fɔ wɛr am.
Bifo dat, we di
sɛkɔn pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs bin no se di Masta
de sho insɛf to mi ɛn aks mi if a want fɔ ple di rol
we pɔsin kin du bad to, i tɛl mi se a fɔ tɛl
Jizɔs se:
"Masta,
a nɔ go ebul ɛn a nɔ fɔ gri wit di sɔfa
we yu want fɔ put mi
ɔnda, te a gɛt di pɔmishɔn frɔm di pɔsin
we de kɔnfɛs mi."
If yu want mek
a bi viktim, go to am fɔs ɛn aks am fɔ gri so dat i nɔ
go vɛks pan mi."
Wan mɔnin,
afta di kɔmyuniɔn, mi gud Jizɔs tɛl mi se:
Mi gyal pikin,
di bad tin dɛn we mɔtalman de du so bɔku dat di balans
bitwin mi Lɔv ɛn mi Jɔstis de ambɔg.
Di
preponderance of di forces of bad de fos mi fɔ wage wan vaylɛnt
wɔ pan man dɛn we a go inflikt wan bad bad tin we nɔbɔdi
nɔ si yet fɔ pwɛl mɔtalman bɔdi ".
Dɔn, we i
kray, i tɔk bak se:
"O! Yes! A
giv dem bodi."
fɔ bi ples
dɛn we oli we a bin want fɔ gladi fɔ. Bifo dat,
dɛn bin tɔn dɛn to sɛptik tank dɛn we dɔn
rɔtin.
Dɛn swɛt
so strɔng dat dɛn dɔn fos mi fɔ waka kɔmɔt
nia dɛn.
Dis na di tɛnki
we a de gɛt, mi pikin.
-fɔ bɔku
Lɔv ɛn
- so bɔku
pen bin sɔfa fɔ dɛn.
Udat ɔda
pas mi
- blɛs dɛn
so bɔku ɛn
-Dɛn dɔn
delay dɛn jɔs pɔnishmɛnt sote? Nɔbɔdi
nɔ bin tan lɛk mi!
Ɛn wetin
mek dɛn de du bad bad tin dɛn? I nɔto ɔda
tin, mi gyal pikin, if nɔto di guds we pasmak we a dɔn gi
dɛn. Naw a go tich dɛn aw fɔ go bak to dɛn
wok tru di pɔnishmɛnt dɛn we rili at. "
Bikɔs
Jizɔs bin tɔk, mi at bin vɛks bikɔs a bin de
tink se dis kayn gud Gɔd go bi.
dɛn
kin provok am bak we mɔtalman nɔ de tɛl tɛnki.
Ɛn udat go
ivin tɔk wetin a bin de sɔfa we a bin de tink bɔt di
wan dɛn we di bad bad wɔ go pɔnish dɛn.
Fɔ dɛn
a bin fil wan big want fɔ sɔfa pas fɔ si dɛn
kɔnsayn to dɛn bad bad pɔnishmɛnt dɛn ya.
Ɛn a tɛl
am se:
"O oli
ɔkɔ, mek dɛn nɔ gɛt dis bad bad tin we go
mek yu du wetin rayt. If dɛn bad tin dɛn bɔku lɛk
aw yu de tɔk,
di big big si
we de na yu Blɔd stil de usay yu go ebul fɔ put dɛn
insay. Dis we ya dɛn go ebul fɔ kɔmɔt na do
klin ɛn yu jɔstis go satisfay.
Ɛn a de
tɛl una sote go, .
-if yu no kin
fain ples we yu laik,
- kam to mi wen
yu want.
A de gi yu mi
at so dat yu go gɛt rɛst ɛn gladi at.
"Ivin as
mi at na cesspool of sins and faults, ."
wit
di ɛp fɔ yu gudnɛs so ifɛktiv,
.
A
rɛdi fɔ klin am ɛn mek am lɛk aw yu
want.
O! mi Gud,
bi soothed!
Ɛn if i
nid ɛn yusful, a de gi yu di sakrifays fɔ mi layf.
A go gladi fɔ
du am if a ebul fɔ si yu Imej de kɔmɔt pan dis bad bad
sik."
We Jizɔs
bin de kɔt mi, i tɛl mi se:
"Pikin we
a lɛk, ."
- if yu gri fɔ
gi yusɛf fɔ sɔfa, .
-nɔto wan
wan tɛm lɛk aw i bin de trade, bɔt kɔntinyu, a go
mɔs sev man dɛn.
Yu sabi aw a go
du am?
A go put una
bitwin dɛn tu tin ya, bitwin di we aw a de du tin tret ɛn
di bad tin dɛn we mɔtalman de du. We a want fɔ du
wetin rayt bay we a de sɛn bad bad tin dɛn pan dɛn, ɛn
a go si se una de midul, .
- yu go impres,
.
-bɔt dɛn
go sev.
If yu redi fo
ofa yusef laik dis, a redi fo spare di man dem.
If nɔto
dat, a nɔ go ebul fɔ apia igen, ɛn a nɔ go ebul
fɔ abstain igen ".
Afta dɛn
Wɔd ya, a bin fil bad ɛn a bin kɔnfyus atɔl. Mi
nature bin de shek ɛn a bin de shek.
Bɔt we a
si se Jizɔs bin de op fɔ gɛt yɛs ɔ nɔ,
a de fos misɛf fɔ tɔk:
"O mi
Divayn Spouse, a redi fo mek eni sakrifais we yu want, bot giv mi
past expiriens,
-aw fɔ
biev wit di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs we, .
-we i kam wan
wan taim, yu de aks se i no ofa mi fo sofa witout fos geht in
konsent?
se, invɛs,
.
yu
want mek a go sɔfa dɛn ya we i nɔ gri fɔ du
dat, a dɔn rɛdi,
.
bikɔs
a go gɛt layf bak nɔ go dipen pan am, bɔt na yu nɔmɔ,
we na Gɔd we de ɔp
pas ɔl.”
Dɔn Jizɔs ,
we na mi Man ɔ mi wɛf, we bin no aw fɔ sakrifays ɔltin
bikɔs a de obe, tɛl mi se :
"Mek i nɔ
ɛva apin se a akt agens mi wɛf Blɔd. Go to yu kɔnfɛsɔ
ɛn aks am fɔ gri."
If i want fɔ
lisin to yu, tɛl am ditayli wetin a tɛl yu, tɛl am se
ɔl dis nɔ go bi in wan
- fɔ di
gud fɔ di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek we de liv insay sin,
-bɔt fɔ
di sek fɔ di wan dɛn we de kam leta.
Yu big big gud
de pan denja
dat yu de sɔfa
dɛn ya we nɔ de ambɔg ɛn we de lɛf fɔ
day. Bikɔs insay di fyuchu stet se dɛn invayt yu fɔ
bi - tru obe - a go klin yu insay wan patikyula we
mek yu sol fit
fɔ yu mistik mared to mi.
‘Afta
dat, .
A
go arenj yu ɔltimat transfɔmeshɔn insay mi so dat wi
tu go bi wan.
Lɛk tu
kandul dɛn we di sem faya dɔn mɛlt dɛn kin jɔyn
ɛn bi wan bɔdi.
Na so wi go gɛt
wanwɔd, wi go bi
-
fɔ di sem tin we dɛn tink bɔt, .
-
di sem lɔv, ɛn
-fɔ
di ripa wok sɛf.
A go tɔn
yu to mi ɛn mi go tɔn to yu
- so dat dɛn
go nel una pan di krɔs insay mi,
-wit mi ɛn
-fɔ mi.
Yu nɔ go
gladi fɔ se:
We di pɔsin
we de kɔnfɛs kam, a bin de ripit ɔl wetin Jizɔs
bin dɔn tɛl mi.
A bin tɛl
am bak se a want fɔ sɔfa ɛn nɔ gɛt tɛm. Bɔt
i bin tan lɛk
to mi, ɛn a bin rili biliv se, .
dat dis sɔfa
nɔ go pas fɔti dez. Bɔt, as a de rayt dis, .
A dɔn liv
fɔ twɛlv ia we a de sɔfa ɔltɛm. A nɔ
no aw lɔng i go las.
Mek Gɔd
gɛt blɛsin ɔltɛm ɛn in jɔjmɛnt we
nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ ɔndastand.
A stil gɛt
fɔ tɔk
-dat if a bin
dɔn ɔndastand
-dat a go gɛt
fɔ spɛn mi tɛm kɔntinyu fɔ de na bed, .
sɔntɛm
a nɔ bin fɔ dɔn izi fɔ put insɛf ɔnda
di wok we pɔsin kin du we i de du bad to ɔltɛm.
Mi nature go de
alarm. A nɔ bin fɔ dɔn ebul fɔ gɛt
maynd fɔ lɛnt misɛf fɔ du dis kayn sakrifays.
A kin tɔk
di sem tin bɔt mi kɔnfɛsɔ:
- if i bin no
di sakrifays we i go gɛt fɔ mek ɛvri mɔnin fɔ
gi mi layf bak,
- i kin bi se i
nɔ gri fɔ mek a de na dis stet fɔ so lɔng.
A
kin mek una no se a dɔn ɔlwayz lɛk dis swit sɔfa. A
bin de risayn mɔ ɔltɛm we a bin de sɔfa ɔltɛm
pas we a nɔ bin de sɔfa .
Infakt, we a
bigin fɔ liv na dis kayn we we a de sɔfa ɔltɛm, a
nɔ bin no aw fɔ gladi fɔ di valyu we di krɔs gɛt.
Di pɔsin
we bin de kɔnfɛs mi, we a bin dɔn tɛl mi wetin
Jizɔs we lɛk mi pas ɔlman want frɔm mi, bin tɛl
mi se:
"If
evritin we yu don tel mi na tru tru God's Will, yu fit get mai
blesin."
Fɔ tru, a
go ebul fɔ mek di sakrifays fɔ gi yu layf bak ɛvri
mɔnin.
If a gɛt
prɔblɛm dɛn na mi nature, a go win dɛn bay Gɔd
in gudnɛs."
We a tink bɔt
di krichɔ dɛn we go sev frɔm di bad bad bad tin we kin
apin to wɔ, mi sol bin gladi. Bɔt, mi nature bin bigin
fɔ shek.
Ɛn a bin
spɛn sɔm dez wit dip sɔri-at. Dɛn bin kɛr
mi go na chɔch. Afta a tek Jizɔs na mi at, a tɛl
am se:
«Swit
Jizɔs, de luk di si we de sɔfa we mi sol de insay. Bifo
dat
-bi insay wan
kwayɛt ɛn pis
-fɔ tɛl
yu tɛnki fɔ di layt dɛn we dɛn gi mi kɔnfɛsɔ,
Di wan we alaw
mi fɔ du wetin yu de ɛkspɛkt frɔm mi wit ɔl
mi at, na ya a de wɔri ɛn kɔnfyus wantɛm wantɛm.
mi na
-fɔs fɔ
ɔl bikɔs ɔf di kɔndishɔn fɔ sɔfa
we yu de kam fɔ put misɛf insay.
-ɛn den
wetin mek a go gɛt fɔ de na dis stet we a nɔ de tek
yu, we go bi di big big sɔfa fɔ mi.
Udat go ebul fɔ
liv if yu nɔ bin de?
Mi Gud, udat
ɔda pɔsin pas yu go ebul fɔ gi mi trɛnk
-fɔ liv, .
-fɔ wɛl
frɔm mi sɔfa. Aw a go gɛt dis trɛnk, .
if dɛn nɔ
alaw mi fɔ tek yu na yu Sakramɛnt? "We a dɔn pul
mi at pan di wɔri dɛn we de de, a kray bɔku. We Jizɔs
sɔri fɔ mi, i tɛl mi wit pɔlitiks se:
" Mi
gyal pikin, nɔ fred . A ɔndastand yu
wikɛdnɛs. "
A dɔn
pripia nyu ɛn spɛshal gudnɛs dɛn fɔ sɔpɔt
una wikɛdnɛs.
A nɔto
ɔlmayti pan ɔltin ?
A nɔ go
ebul fɔ mek una tek mi na di Sakramɛnt?
Risayn yusɛf
ɛn lɛk pɔsin we dɔn day, put yusɛf na mi
papa in an .
Gi yusɛf
as pɔsin we dɛn dɔn du bad to fɔ pe fɔ
di bɔku bɔku bad tin dɛn we a kin du ɔltɛm
frɔm man dɛn.
So yu go ebul
fɔ sev di wan dɛn we fit fɔ kɔrɛkt dɛn.
So fa, yu dɔn
kam to mi, bɔt naw a de tɛl yu se a go kam fɔ si yu ɛn
nɔ fɔdɔm.
Dɛn visit
dɛn ya kin shɔt, bɔt dɛn go bɛnifit yu ɛn
rili kɔrej yu sol ɔltɛm. Yu dɔn satisfay?
Ɛn bikɔs
a no se yu de adheshon to mi Wil, no se frɔm naw, .
yu
dɔn ɔlrɛdi bi pɔrmanent
viktim, .
insay
wan stet we de sɔfa
ɔltɛm, .
akɔdin
to mi Wil.
A de aks una fɔ
di ripareshɔn fɔ di sin dɛn we ɔda krichɔ
dɛn dɔn du ».
Aw a go tɔk
bɔt di gudnɛs dɛn we di Masta bigin fɔ gi mi da
tɛm de?
I nɔ
pɔsibul fɔ mek a tɛl ɔl wetin mi gud Jizɔs
dɔn du fɔ mi.
-frɔm da
de de te tide,
- mɔ if na
kwɛshɔn fɔ diskrayb ɛni wan pan dɛn gris ya
kɔrɛkt wan.
Fɔ
satisfay di oli obe, we dɛn de fos mi wit nɔ sɔri-at,
a go du mi bɛst.
tray
tranga wan fɔ nɔ fɔgɛt bɔt di gudnɛs
dɛn we rili impɔtant, .
we
a kin si se i rili at fɔ sho.
Bɔt di
prɔmis we Jizɔs bin mek to mi we wi dɔn tɔk bɔt,
a go se i nɔ bin gɛt wan blem ɔltɛm.
I dɔn kip
in prɔmis frɔm di biginin ɛn a biliv se i go kip am te
di ɛnd.
A mɛmba
gud gud wan wetin i bin tɛl mi di fɔs de we a bin gɛt
fɔ kip di bed:
"Dia padi
dɛm fɔ mi At, a dɔn put una na dis kɔndishɔn
so dat a go ebul fɔ kam to una mɔ fri wan ɛn tɔk
to una."
Infakt, frɔm
di biginin, a fri yu frɔm di ɔda wɔl ɛn di chans
dɛn we yu gɛt fɔ dil wit krichɔ dɛn.
So a dɔn
mek una klin insay una so dat no tink ɔ lɔv bɔt di wɔl
nɔ go de insay una. A bin riples dɛn wit tin dɛn
we de na ɛvin we ɔl bin ful-ɔp wit lɔv fɔ
mi.
"Naw
-dat ɔl
ɔda tin na fɔrina to yu ɛn
-dat wi sabi, a
wan fɔ aydentify yu wit misɛf,
so dat yu bɔdi
ɛn yu sol go de fɔ mi, fɔ mek a go kil mi sote go.
If a nɔ
bin dɔn kɔnfyus yu na da bed de, .
yu nɔ go
gɛt di bɛnifit we a de kam fɛn mi ɔltɛm:
yu
bin fɔ dɔn lɛk fɔ du yu famili wok fɔs
wit sakrifays dɛn, .
ɛn
afta dat, ritaia to di ɔratori na yu at,
.
we
de wet fɔ mi pas visit. Naw yu nɔ go ebul fɔ du
am .
Na wi wangren
de.
Nɔbɔdi
nɔ de we go ambɔg di tɔk we wi de tɔk ɔ mek
wi nɔ ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt di tin dɛn we de apin
to wi ɛn di we aw wi de sɔfa.
"If yu luk
laik mi, yu fit tek pat."
-to di gladi ɛn
gladi at we sɔm gud pipul dɛn de gi mi,
-
ɛn bak di bita ɛn ɔpreshɔn
we de kam to mi frɔm di wan dɛn we wikɛd.
Frɔm naw,
.
mi kɔrej
dɛn go bi yu yon ɛn yu kɔrej dɛn go bi mi yon.
Di prɔblɛm
dɛn we a go sɔfa ɛn di prɔblɛm dɛn we a
go sɔfa go de fɔ tɔk to pipul dɛn
- so dat "yu
wil" ɛn "mi Wil" go dɔnawe wit ɔltin,
- fɔ kɔl
am "wi Wil".
In shot, yu go
tek intres fo mi tins laik se na yu wan dem rili bi. Mi, di sem
we, go intres pan yu tin dɛn
"Yu
imperfekshɔn dɛm pas ..., we go mɔs bi mi yon."
Yu
sabi aw a go biev wit yu?
A go tan lɛk
kiŋ we jɔs mared to wan big big kwin, .
-we dɛn
fos am fɔ sɔm tɛm fɔ de fa frɔm am, e
- we, insay in
kwik kwik wan fɔ de wit am, ɔltɛm de kip in maynd ɛn
at tɔn to am.
I bizi de dɔn
in biznɛs so dat i go ebul fɔ kam bak to am kwik kwik
wan. We i dɔn de de, dɛn kin tɔn in yay to am fɔ
si if i sho ɛni sayn we de sho se i rigrɛt fɔ we i nɔ
de.
Ɛn if i
want fɔ tɔk to am, .
gi
rayt to di pipul dɛn
we de rawnd am, .
i
kɛr am go na in apatmɛnt dɛn ɛn lɔk
di domɔt.
Put pɔsin
we yu abop pan, as gad, .
so dat nɔbɔdi
nɔ go ambɔg dɛn tɔk ɔ lisin to dɛn
sikrit dɛn.
Na dɛn wan
to wan, dɛn kin tɛl dɛnsɛf wetin dɛn de
tink.
If ɛnibɔdi
nɔ tek tɛm fɔ mek dɛn nɔ de nia dɛn ɛn
ambɔg dɛn, dɛn go arɛst da pɔsin de wantɛm
wantɛm as pɔsin we de ambɔg di kiŋ in pis ɛn
dɛn go pɔnish am bad bad wan.
A bin du di sem
tin bay we a put yu na dis stet. Bad bad tin go apin to ɛnibɔdi
we go mek dɛn arenjmɛnt ya pwɛl. Nɔto jɔs
a go min, .
bɔt dis go
mek a pɔnish am. Yu gladi fɔ dis?
If, fɔ
chenj fɔ di bɔku bɔku gudnɛs dɛn we Jizɔs
we a lɛk dɔn gi mi, mi at nɔ bin de ful-ɔp wit
lɔv fɔ am wit tɛnki,
A fit fɔ
mek dɛn kɔl mi di nem we rili et mi pas ɔl di nem dɛn.
If a nɔ
gri wit wetin in Oli Wil want, .
ɔl di ɛvin
ɛn di wɔl fɔ pɔynt di finga pan mi, inklud di
jɛnɛreshɔn dɛn we gɛt fɔ kam, as di sol
we nɔ gɛt tɛnki ɛn we dɛn nɔ lɛk
pas ɔlman we dɔn ɛva de.
I go tan lɛk
se wan man we nɔ wɛr fut we kɔba wit dɔti klos de
pout pan wan jentlman we rili jɛntri we invayt am.
- bi ko-ɔna
fɔ in big big prɔpati dɛn e
- tek kia ɔf
dɛn lɛk se na yu yon.
Yu nɔ tink
se dis po man we nɔ gɛt natin go bi ɔlman in laf stok?
Jizɔs bin
du dis to mi.
Fɔ chenj
fɔ mi natin, i alaw mi fɔ gɛt in guds we nɔ gɛt
ɛnd we kɔmɔn wit am, pan di wangren kɔndishɔn
se a fɔ kia fɔ dɛn.
A nɔ bin
briŋ natin to am pas mi natin.
Yu dɔn ɛva
si sɔntin lɛk dis? A de shem fɔ tɔk bɔt
am.
Ɛn Jizɔs
bin bi
- nɔto jɔs
masta fɔ mi natin, .
- bɔt bak
fɔ mi nɔ pafɛkt, we i want fɔ klin ɔltogɛda
insay in pafɛkt we nɔ gɛt ɛnd.
O! aw bɔku
a gɛt fɔ pe am!
Di wan we nɔ
de taya, nɔ de taya, ɛn we nɔ go ɛva taya fɔ
ripit to mi:
"A
want frɔm yu wan pafɛkt kɔnfɔm to mi Wil,
insay
wan we we yu go sɔlv yusɛf kɔmplit wan insay mi Wil ».
We i notis se a
lɛk tin dɛn we nɔ impɔtant smɔl, i bin
ɛnkɔrej mi fayn fayn wan fɔ tɔn bak ɛn tɔk
se:
"Mi gyal
pikin, a want frɔm yu wan absoliut separeshɔn frɔm
ɔltin we nɔto mi yon. A want mek yu tek ɔltin we yu no
se na fɔ di wɔl."
lɛk
manyuɔr, we nɔ fayn fɔ luk. "
Mi At kin friz
we yu luk wit gladi at di tin dɛn na di wɔl we nɔ nid
fɔ apin. Di tin dɛn we de na ɛvin de mek yu klawd
ɛn de delay
di mistik mared
we a bin prɔmis fɔ dɔn wit yu.
No se a nɔ
gladi fɔ tin dɛn na di wɔl we nɔ rili nid fɔ
de. A want mek una fala dis bad bad po we misɛf dɔn
put insɛf ɔnda, ɛn nɔ tek ɔl di tin dɛn
we nɔ bin nid fɔ apin.
Insay da smɔl
bed de usay yu de falamakata mi we yu po, .
yu fɔ tek
yusɛf as po pikin we dɛn dɔn lɛf biɛn. Na
da tɛm de nɔmɔ yu go se yu rili po.
Bikɔs a
want tru tru po ɛn praktis infakt.
- Nɔ ɛva
want fɔ gɛt sɔntin, .
- nɔ de
ɛva sigh afta sɔntin, e
- nɔ de
ɛva aksept ɛnitin we nɔ rili nid.
Usay i pɔsibul,
.
-tanki fɔs,
-
den yu dona dem.
A
want am frɔm naw
yu
oganayz yusef wit wetin dem gi yu
e
yu
nɔ go aks fɔ ɛni
ɔda tin, .
bikɔs fɔ
want sɔntin we dɛn nɔ gi yu kin mek yu nɔ gɛt
bɛtɛ maynd.
Risayn yusɛf
wit oli indipɛndɛns to wetin ɔda pipul dɛn want
we yu nɔ tink bɔt if i gud ɔ bad ».
Fɔs, na
bin rili big sakrifays fɔ mi. Bɔt, kwik kwik wan, a si
se a nɔ de tink bɔt dis ɔ dat.
Apat frɔm
wetin a rili nid, a nɔ bin de aks fɔ ɛnitin we dɛn
nɔ bin de gi mi.
Bikɔs di
Masta bin dɔn win di prɔblɛm we bin de bifo, i bin
want fɔ put mi ɔnda wan wok we at pas dat. Wan pan di
sɔfa dɛn we bin de sɔfa ɔltɛm we bin de
kɔmɔt frɔm Jizɔs dairekt wan na di tɛm we i
bin de vɔmit afta i dɔn it.
We mi famili gi
mi sɔntin fɔ it, a kin trowe am wantɛm wantɛm ɛn
wik sote a nɔ ebul fɔ tɔk igen.
Bɔt a
mɛmba wetin Jizɔs tɛl mi: "du wetin dɛn tɛl
yu". Ɛn a nɔ bin want ɛni ɔda tin.
A bin shem ɛn
lɛk mi famili bin de kɔl mi ɛn se:
"Wetin mek
yu want fɔ it bak we yu jɔs trowe?" Dɔn bak
a bin tɛl misɛf se:
"A no go
aks fo enitin sote dem bring somtin to mi. God go tek kia of tins."
Ɛn a
kɔntinyu fɔ ful-ɔp wit gudnɛs fɔ mek a ebul
fɔ sɔfa bikɔs ɔf di lɔv we Jizɔs gɛt,
.
A dɔn gi
ɔltin fɔ pe fɔ di bad tin dɛn we a dɔn du
bikɔs ɔf di sin we pipul dɛn de it.
A nɔ no
wetin mek, bɔt mi kɔnfɛsɔ we bin dɔn yɛri
se a kin gɛt sɔm tɛm dɛn we a kin vɔmit, bin
tɛl mi fɔ tek kinin ɛvride.
Dis bin mek a
nɔ want fɔ it.
Ɛn bikɔs
a nɔ bin ebul fɔ tek it te dɛn gi mi am, a bin de fil
ɔltɛm se mi bɛlɛ de grɔmbul.
Insay dis stet,
a bin fil lɛk se a de sɔfa fɔ day, bɔt a nɔ
day. Dis bin tek lɛk 4 mɔnt so, afta dat Jizɔs we
a lɛk bin tɛl mi se:
"Tɛl
yu kɔnfɛsɔ se dɛn nɔ de gi yu it ɔ
kinin we yu vɔmit. We di divayn Layt dɔn layt am, i go gi
yu am."
So di pɔsin
we de kɔnfɛs bin alaw mi fɔ nɔ tek it ɔ
kinin. Bɔt leta, fɔ mek dɛn nɔ tɔk bɔt
mi, i bin want mek a gɛt tin fɔ it wan tɛm insay di
de. So a bin gɛt mɔ pis. Mi angri dɔn go,
bɔt nɔto di vɔmit. Infakt, ɛni tɛm we a
tek it, a bin gɛt fɔ gi am bak.
Jizɔs we a
lɛk bin de tɛl mi bɔku tɛm se:
"Tɛl
yu kɔnfɛsɔ fɔ gi yu permishɔn fɔ nɔ
it atɔl." Bɔt, ɛni tɛm, i nɔ bin
gri, ɛn i bin de tɔk se:
"Aksept di
it we dɛn dɔn gi yu as akt fɔ mortifikeshɔn fɔ
pe fɔ di bɔku bɔku bad tin dɛn we mɔtalman
trot dɔn du to di Masta".
Ɛnitɛm,
afta sɔm dez, Wi Masta bin de go bak na in ɔfis ɛn
ripit se: “Wan tɛm bak a want mek yu aks yu kɔnfɛsɔ
fɔ alaw yu fɔ mek yu nɔ tek it.”
Du am
nonchalant ɛn rɛdi fɔ aksept, wit obe, ɛnitin we
I want yu fɔ du."
Wan tɛm,
we, as Jizɔs bin want, a aks mi kɔnfɛsɔ bak, dis,
a nɔ no wetin mek, nɔto jɔs nɔ gri fɔ gi mi
di rayt we dɛn aks mi, bɔt i ɔda mi fɔ stɔp
mi sɔfa, lɛk se i dipen pan mi.
Sɔntɛm
di rizin we mek i bin biev na dis: we a mɛmba se a bin dɔn
tɛl am se di sɔfa we a de sɔfa go jɔs las fɔti
dez, as lɔng as i go las, dɛn bin mek i biliv se a nɔ
tɛl am di tru bɔt di we aw a de sɔfa dat bin aks mi ɔ
se a nɔ fɔ it igen.
Fɔ rizin
dɛn we a nɔ no, i kam fɔ no se a nɔ nid fɔ
de na dis viktim sityueshɔn igen, ɛn if a fɔdɔm
bak na dis stet we a de sɔfa, i nɔ nid fɔ kam gi mi
layf bak igen.
A fɔ se ya
se, insay wan spirit fɔ obe, a bin rili want fɔ put insɛf
ɔnda in dayrɛkshɔn dɛn, mɔ as mi nature bin
nid fɔ pul di wet fɔ bɔku bɔku sɔfa dɛn
we de day we kin apin bak bɔku tɛm.
Bɔt i tan
lɛk se i klia to mi se a nɔ bin fɔ ɛva ebul fɔ
kɛr dɛn kayn lod dɛn de if Gɔd nɔ bin ɛp
mi.
Di sɔfa
bin de bak we a bin gɛt fɔ put insɛf ɔnda ɔltin,
ivin to dɛn tin dɛn we bin rili et mi (natural
necessities): na bin rili sakrifays we a bin mek fɔ mek a gri
wit wetin Gɔd want.
Pantap dat, if
dis rizin nɔ bin de fɔ mek i gri wit wetin Gɔd want,
ivin di big big sɛnt dɛn bin fɔ dɔn lɛf fɔ
du wetin Gɔd want.
Na Jizɔs a
gɛt fɔ pe mi ebul fɔ gi am bak di big big lɔv we
i dɔn sho mi ɔltɛm.
Dis na aw a bin
fil kɔrej insay mi past ɛn a bin rɛdi fɔ du ɔltin
wit oli obe.
Bikɔs a
bin de ɛkspiriɛns di Lɔv ɛn Gudnɛs we Gɔd
gɛt to mi, a bin rɛdi ɛn rɛdi fɔ de na mi
bed fɔ as lɔng as di Masta bin fɔ dɔn lɛk,
insay di stet we di pɔsin we dɛn dɔn du bad to.
In Oli Wil we i
sabi so gud gud wan
- chenj di kayn
we aw tin de, .
-transfכm
dεm frכm
bita to swit, .
bin gɛt fɔ
mi rɛsayn ɛn fɔ fala in Wil.
Pan ɔl we
a bin gri fɔ ɛn obe am fɔ bi pɔsin we dɛn de
du bad to ɛn fɔ de na bed, a bin bigin fɔ tinap agens
mi Jizɔs we bin de du gud ɔltɛm.
Wan tɛm,
we i apia to mi fɔ tɛl mi bɔt di sɔfa we i de
sɔfa, a tɛl am se:
"Mi Masta
we a lɛk, nɔ tek bad bad wan we a nɔ gri fɔ sɔfa.
Wetin yu want frɔm mi?"
Bikɔs na
fɔ obe de mek a nɔ ebul fɔ du wetin a want, a nɔ
go ebul fɔ put misɛf dɔŋ igen.
Bɔt if yu
want mek a du yu Wil, gi mi di layt to mi kɔnfɛsɔ we
go gi mi wetin yu want.
If nɔto
dat, a go fala wetin i want ɛn tranga wan agens yu Wil. A
go rili biliv se yu nɔto mi fayn Jizɔs! "
Wi Masta bin
want fɔ put mi tru wan tranga tɛst bay we i mek a spɛn
wan ol nɛt de skram wit Am.At di risk fɔ mek dɛn fɛn
mi misled, a bin de mentɛn mi pozishɔn insay di nɛt.
We i kam, a tɛl
am klia wan se: "Mi lɔv, peshɛnt. A nid di kɔnsɛntmɛnt
fɔ mi kɔnfɛsɔ so dat yu go ebul fɔ tɛl
mi aw yu de sɔfa."
So duya nɔ
mek a agens wetin yu want.
If yu nɔ
gri wit mi wil, we nɔ de bɛn if mi kɔnfɛsɔ
nɔ gri fɔ du dat, yu kin stil ridyus mi to annihilation ɛn
kɔmyuniket to mi ɔl yu pen, pen ɛn sɔfa. (3)
" .
Insay dis stet
we a bin de sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa, a bin biliv se Wi Masta
dɔn pruv se i dɔn win. Bɔt i nɔ bin tan lɛk
dat.
Bikɔs
insay wan smɔl tɛm, we a bin fri frɔm ɔl di sɔfa,
Jizɔs we a lɛk bin drɔ mi to am di kayn we we mek a
de shem.
So,
a nɔ bin ebul fɔ gi ɛnitin we go mek a nɔ gri
wit wetin a de du.
A bin si se a
rili lɛk am sote ilɛk aw a tray fɔ agens am, i nɔ
bin pɔsibul fɔ mek a kɔmɔt pan am.
Bikɔs a
nɔto natin, i nɔ bin fɔ dɔn yus fɔ mek a nɔ
gri ɔ tray fɔ win wan fɛt wit am, di wan we gɛt
ɔltin ɛn we na di Strɔng fɔ di wan dɛn we
strɔng.
Bikɔs wi
bin rili de nia Jizɔs, .
-A bin shem fɔ
mi bɔku bɔku tin dɛn we a bin de agens am,
-en a fain mi
sef komplitli annihilated.
Dɔn, wit
shem, a tɛl am se: "Fɔgiv mi, Oli Spous, fɔ we a
dɔn agens yu. I nɔ bin fɔ dɔn bi if fɔ obe
nɔ bin fos mi."
Ɛn Jizɔs,
tɛl mi wit sɔri-at se:
"Mi Lɔv
gyal pikin we a lɛk, nɔ fred se i de ɔfɛnd mi: nɔ
ɔfɛnd mi di jes we yu kɔnfɛsɔ we gi yu dis
dairekt. I de ɛksɛsayz in ministri wit dilik ɛn
kɔnshɛns ɛn i fɔ yuz we ɛn divays fɔ
fulfil in moral rispɔnsibiliti fɔ." pan ɔl we bad
ɛn gud tin dɛn de apin.
Fɛn yu pis
ɛn liv ɔltɛm we dɛn dɔn lɛf mi to
mi. Kam to mi!
Tide
na di fɔs de insay di ia (na bin Nyu Ia Iv). Kam,
a wan giv yu wan gift ".
I kam nia mi,
ɔg mi ɛn, i de pres in lip dɛn pan mi yon, i tɔn
wan wata insay mi, we swit pas milk fa fawe, ɛn, i de kis mi bak
ɛn bak, i tek wan ring frɔm in At wit lɔv, ɛn se:
"Admi ɛn
tink bɔt dis ring we a dɔn pripia fɔ yu, fɔ wi
mared, bikɔs a go mared yu wit fet."
Fɔ di tɛm,
a de kɔmand yu
-kɔntinyu
fɔ liv na dis viktim stet e
- fɔ tɛl
yu kɔnfɛsɔ se na mi want mek yu kɔntinyu fɔ
liv na dis stet we de sɔfa.
Ɛn as sayn
fɔ sho se a de tɔk, .
no
se di wɔ we dɔn stɔp bitwin Itali ɛn Afrika go
kɔntinyu te di tɛm we i gi yu permishɔn fɔ liv na
di stet we dɛn ambɔg. Na da tɛm de a go stɔp
di wɔ, so dat dɛn go gɛt pis na ɔl tu di say
dɛn."
Dɔn Jizɔs
nɔ bin de igen.
A bin fil da
tɛm de lɛk se a wɛr klos we de sɔfa we de go
insay mi bon dɛn marɔ, .
A bin fil so se
a nɔ ebul fɔ gɛt layf bak frɔm dis mɔtalman
stet we di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs nɔ bin ɛp mi.
We a bin de fil
bad, a bin de tink bɔt wetin a go tɛl am we i fɛn mi
na dis kayn we we a de sɔfa bad bad wan agens in ɔda lɔ
dɛn.
Wetin a go ebul
fɔ du?
Fɔ tru, i
nɔ bin de na mi pawa fɔ mek a gɛt layf bak.
Di wata we tan
lɛk milk we Jizɔs bin dɔn tɔn insay mi bin mek a
gɛt bɔku lɔv fɔ am sote, pan ɔl we a bin de
fil pen, a bin rili want fɔ lɛk am.
Dis swit ɛn
sati we a bin fil bin fos mi fɔ tek pat pan di it we mi famili
bin de gi mi afta di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs dɔn
mɛn mi. Bɔt dis it bin rili nɔ gri fɔ go
insay mi bɛlɛ.
I bin nid fɔ
mek mi kɔnfɛsɔ fos am pan mi insay di nem fɔ obe
so dat a go swɛla am. Bɔt wantɛm wantɛm dɛn
bin fos mi fɔ gi am bak wit sɔm pan di swit wata we Jizɔs
bin tɔn insay mi.
We a de du dat,
a fil insay mi Jizɔs we, wit kɔmɛnt , tɛl
mi se :
"No bi
wetin a put insay yu inof? Yu nɔ bin satisfay?"
A bin rili shem
ɛn we bin ful-ɔp wit shem, a tɛl am se:
"Wetin yu
want frɔm mi, ɔ Jizɔs?"
Na obe we mek a
gi bak bak wetin na yu yon, wetin bin de
yet so swit ɛn
so swit."
Witout oda
kweshon, we a luk wetin don hapun, mi konfesa pul in an se: "A
go kam bak wen a get fri taim".
Nɔto jɔs
a nɔ bin bisin bɔt dis intafɛreshɔn we di pɔsin
we de kɔnfɛs bin du insay rilayshɔn to wetin bin de
apin bitwin mi ɛn di Masta, bɔt a bin rili vɛks.
I nɔ tu
te, a tɛl mi Jizɔs we bin de du gud ɔltɛm tɛnki,
we bin dɔn alaw di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs mi nɔ
aks mi kwɛstyɔn.
A nɔ bin
rili no wetin fɔ ɛkspɛkt fɔ di nɛks de. Mi
kɔnfɛsɔ bin kam bak wit kray kray ɛn, i nɔ
bin aks mi kwɛstyɔn, i kɔl mi sol we nɔ de obe.
Ɛn i bin
tɔk bak se:
"Di tru se
yu dɔn fɔdɔm insay mɔtalman wikɛdnɛs de
mek a biliv."
-dat wetin de
apin to yu na klin sik e
-
nכto
di rizulεt fכ
supεnachכral
intavεnshכn.
If na frɔm
Gɔd, i nɔ bin fɔ dɔn mek una nɔ obe mi, .
bikɔs i
want fɔ obe frɔm yu ɛn i nɔ want fɔ mek
natin nɔ du if dis fayn fayn kwaliti nɔ de.
So, insted fɔ
kɔl yu kɔnfɛsɔ, frɔm naw yu go kɔl di
dɔktɔ dɛm we, wit dɛn sayɛns, go fri yu frɔm
yu nervɔs sik ».
We i dɔn
fɔ kɔl mi, a fos misɛf fɔ tɛl am wetin dɔn
apin, ɛn ɔl wetin di Masta bin dɔn aks mi fɔ tɛl
am.
We i yɛri
mi, i chenj in maynd ɛn mek a no se i nɔ de dawt wetin a
bin dɔn tɔk bɔt Jizɔs, bikɔs di wɔd dɛn
we dɛn bin tɔk bɔt di wɔ bitwin Itali ɛn
Afrika na tru.
Im add on di
so-called pis, if i go kom soon, bikos of di fact se yu go don bi
viktim bak, den a no fit doubt igen. If, na di ɔda say, na
bikɔs ɔf ɔda tin dɛn ...
Mek wi wet ɛn
si ".
So i gri fɔ
mi bay we i ansa di want we mi gud Jizɔs sho.Ɛn i ripit to
mi se: "Wi go wet ɛn si if dis wɔ nɔ go bɔku
ɛn if wi go gɛt pis jisnɔ".
Afta 4 mɔnt,
mi kɔnfɛsɔ bin kam fɔ no frɔm di nyuspepa se
di pis we Jizɔs bin dɔn tɔk bɔt dɔn kam.
We i si mi, i
se: "Wit nɔbɔdi nɔ day ɛnisay, di wɔ
bitwin Itali ɛn Afrika dɔn dɔn; naw pis de bitwin di
tu."
Bikɔs dɛn
bin dɔn tɔk bɔt dis tru tin ɛn apin, di pɔsin
we bin de kɔnfɛs bin biliv di akshɔn we Gɔd de du
pan wetin bin de apin to mi ɛn lɛf mi wan ɛn pis, we
nɔ go ebul fɔ apin if pɔsin nɔ gri wit Gɔd.
Frɔm da de
de, Jizɔs nɔ bin du natin pas fɔ pripia mi fɔ di
mistik mared we i bin dɔn prɔmis mi (4), i bin de kam fɛn
mi mɔ ɛn mɔ - .
te
to tri ɔ 4 tɛm insay di de we i lɛk
am.
Bɔku tɛm,
i bin de kam ɛn go ɔltɛm.
I dɔn du
tin lɛk pɔsin we lɛk in wɛf we nɔ ebul fɔ
ɛp bɔt i de tink bɔt in wɛf bɔku tɛm,
ɛn i dɔn lɛk am ɛn go fɛn am bak.
I bin sho misɛf
bay we i tɛl mi tin dɛn lɛk:
"A laik yu
sote a fit de fa from yu. A de fil laik se a no de riwod wen a no de
si yu o tok to yu dairekt and klos."
A kin tink se
na yu wangren de ɛn yu want fɔ lɛk mi. En ai go
kam si if yu nid enitin."
Dɔn i kin
es mi ed ɔp, arenj mi pilo, put in an dɛn rawnd mi nɛk,
kis mi ɛn kis mi ɔltɛm.
Bikɔs na
bin sɔm, i bin pul mi pan di ɔt we pasmak bay we i bin de
kol mi wit wan smɔl briz we bin de kɔmɔt na in swit
Mɔt.
Sɔntɛnde
i kin shek sɔntin na in an ɔ tap di sheet we kɔba mi
fɔ mek a kol, ɛn i kin aks mi wantɛm wantɛm se:
"Aw yu de
naw? Fɔ tru, yu de fil fayn, nɔto so?"
Ɛn a go
se: "Yu no, Jizɔs we a lɛk, we yu de nia mi, a stil de
fil fayn".
Leta, we i kam
ɛn si mi ɔl de butu ɛn wik
- fɔ mi
kɔntinyu fɔ sɔfa, .
- espeshali
nait, afta mi konfesa don kam, .
i kam nia mi ɛn
tɔn wan wata we tan lɛk milk frɔm in mɔt insay mi
yon.
I mek a tay pan
in Chɛst we Oli Pas Ɔl, usay i mek a pul bɔku bɔku
swit ɛn trɛnk we de gi mi tɛst fɔ di fayn fayn
tin dɛn we de na Ɛvin.
We i si mi de
gladi pasmak, i tɛl mi wit in gudnɛs we i nɔ ebul fɔ
tɔk se:
"A rili
want fɔ bi yu Ɔl, mek mi di kɔmfɔt it nɔto
jɔs fɔ yu sol, bɔt fɔ yu bɔdi bak." (5)
ɛn .
Wetin bɔt
ɔl wetin a dɔn ɛkspiriɛns bɔt lɔv we de
na ɛvin as a rizulta fɔ bɔku bɔku spɛshal
gudnɛs dɛn we nɔ kɔmɔn na ɛvin? If
a fɔ tɔk ɔl wetin mi swit Jizɔs bin de tɛl
mi, a go de pan denja fɔ mek a bost.
Ivin mi kɔnfɛsɔ
nɔ bin ebul fɔ tɛl ɔltin, bikɔs i bin fɔ
dɔn tek tu lɔng tɛm.
A go limit
misɛf ya fɔ tɔk shɔt wan wetin i go du fɔ no
fɔ ɔndastand smɔl di stet fɔ wan sol we de ful-ɔp
wit Jizɔs, di Spouse fɔ di sol we gladi pas ɔl.
Ɛn, wit ɔl
di bad bad tin dɛn we de na mi at, a want fɔ ala, ɛn
tɛl am se:
"O Jizɔs,
aw a bin gladi fɔ ɔl yu swit ɛn fayn fayn
kɔmyunikeshɔn dɛn we yu bin de tɔk!"
di sɔfa
dɛn we mi Jizɔs de gi mi, na di sem tɛm bita, swit ɛn
wan wan tɛm, insɛf ful-ɔp wit bita.
Bɔt if dɛn
nɔ gi swit ɛn bita wan wan tɛm to di sol we bin bi
viktim fɔ lɔv, fɔ pe fɔ ɛn fɔ pe fɔ
am, .
dis sol nɔ
bin ebul fɔ las fɔ lɔng tɛm we i nɔ day.
Di bɔdi go
skata ɛn di sol go jɔyn wit in Gɔd kwik kwik wan.Na
dat mek a de kray ɛn kray we a tink se i dɔn lɛf mi.
We
i bin de ayd wan wan tɛm, a bin de rili sik na mi maynd. I
bin tan lɛk se a nɔ si am fɔ wan ɔndrɛd
ia.
Na
dat mek a bin de kɔmplen da tɛm de ɛn tɛl am tin
dɛn lɛk:
"O Oli
Spouse, hau yu go mek a wet so long afta yu? Yu no sabi se a no fit
liv witout yu?"
Kam ɛn gi
mi layf bak wit yu Prɛzɛns we na layt, trɛnk ɛn
ɔltin fɔ mi. "Wan de, a bin fil se a nɔ gri wit
am bikɔs i nɔ bin de fɔ sɔm awa, i bin tan lɛk
to mi se i nɔ bin dɔn apia to mi fɔ sɔm ia."
Dɔn bak,
we a bin de sɔfa, a bin de kray wit bita kray wata. Dɔn
i apia to mi, kɔrej mi ɛn drɛb mi kray.
I kis mi ɛn,
we i de fuk mi, i tɛl mi se :
"A no wan
mek yu kray."
Si, a de wit yu
naw. Wetin yu go lɛk?"
A ansa se:
"A jos de
long fo yu. A go stop kray wen yu promes mi se yu no go let mi wet so
long."
Mi gud Jizɔs,
yu no aw a de sɔfa we a de wet fɔ yu, .
spɛshal
wan
-we a kol yu en
yu no kam kwik
-fɔ kɔrej
mi, strɔng mi ɛn ɛnkɔrej mi wit yu swit Prɛzɛns
".
Jizɔs
se , “Yɛs, a go mek yu gladi.” Ɛn
i bin lɔs kwik kwik wan.
Wan ɔda
de, a bin stil de kɔmplen ɛn beg am fɔ mek a nɔ
wet fɔ lɔng tɛm afta am. We i si se a de kɔntinyu
fɔ kray, i tɛl mi se:
"Naw a
rili want fɔ satisfay yu pan ɔltin."
A so gladi fɔ
yu dat a kin jɔs akses wetin yu want.
If so fa a dɔn
fri yu frɔm yu ɔda layf ɛn sho misɛf to yu, naw a
want fɔ atrak yu sol to mi.
So yu kin fala
mi mɔ klos wan, mek a gladi, prɛs mi mɔ intimate
wan. A kin sho yu ɔl wetin dɛn nɔ bin dɔn du
wit yu trade."
Tri mɔnt
bin pas we a bin kɔntinyu fɔ bi pɔrmanent viktim na mi
bed, usay a bin de tek
nɔto
jɔs di pen ɛn sɔfa we Jizɔs bin tɛl
mi, .
bɔt
bak in Switnɛs.
Wan mɔnin
Jizɔs kam to mi as yɔŋ man we gɛt gud at ɛn
we rili fayn ɛn we ol lɛk ettin ia so.
In ia we gɛt
gold kɔlɔ bin kɔl ɛn i bin de fɔdɔm na
in fɔrɛst.
I bin tan lɛk
se in Kɔl dɛn bin de wev di tink dɛn we in Spirit bin
de tink bɔt we bin jɔyn wit di afɛkt dɛn we in At
gɛt.
Na di fɔɛd,
we bin kol ɛn we big, pɔsin kin si, lɛk se na tru wan
kristal we tan lɛk kristal, .
- in Spirit, .
-we in Waiz we
nɔ gɛt ɛnd bin de rul insay wan ɔda we de na ɛvin
ɛn pis.
Mi maynd bin
klin ɛn mi at bin kol we a si dis Jizɔs we bin rili
fayn. Di effekt bin so ɛn mi pasɔn dɛn bin so
ripres dat a nɔ bin fil di smɔl tin we de ambɔg mi.
Bikɔs mi
sol bin fil da kayn big pis de jɔs si am, wetin a go ɛkspiriɛns
if a ebul fɔ gɛt in Divinity?
A biliv se
Jizɔs nɔ bin ebul fɔ sho insɛf wit da kayn fayn
fayn tin de to wan sol we nɔ bin de ɛnjɔy pafɛkt
kol at ɛn we bin rili ɔmbul.
I go pul insɛf
kɔmɔt we di sol ambɔg am smɔl.
Na di ɔda
say, if wan sol bin fil pis ɛn kol at so dat disasta ɛn bad
bad wɔ dɛn we bin de rawnd am nɔ bin de mɔna am,
dat min se
nɔto
jɔs Jizɔs go sho insɛf to am,
.
bɔt
i go test wan swit rɛst
insay am, .
wan rɛst
we wan sol we gɛt prɔblɛm nɔ go ebul fɔ gi.
Insay di pat we
Jizɔs sho insɛf to mi, .
A bin de
kɔntinyu fɔ luk am ɛn admaya am, ɛn a bin de tɛl
misɛf se:
"O! Aw
fayn in yay dɛn so klin,
we de shayn wit
layt we brayt pas di san ».
Bɔt difrɛn
frɔm di layt we di san bin de shayn, di layt we bin de kɔmɔt
na Jizɔs in Ay nɔ bin pwɛl mi vishɔn. Ɛn
a bin ebul fɔ fiks mi yay pan dis fayn fayn tin dɛn we a nɔ
bin tray fɔ du.
Bifo dat, mi
yay dɛn bin gɛt mɔ trɛnk.
Yu nɔ go
ebul fɔ pul yu yay pan dis mistiriɔs mirekul fɔ fayn
fayn tin dɛn we na di dak blu we di Jizɔs in Pupil dɛn
gɛt.
Wan luk pan
Jizɔs go du fɔ am
-bi transpɔt
ausayd yusɛf e
- travul tru di
vali, plein, mawnten, skay ɔ di dip dip abys dɛm na di wɔl
fɔ fɛn am.
Wan luk pan
Jizɔs go du fɔ am
-fɔ chenj
di sol to am, e
-fɔ mek
pipul fil se a nɔ no wetin bɔt in Divinity. Bɔku
tɛm dis dɔn mek a de ala se:
"O mi fayn
fayn Jizɔs, ɔ mi ɔl, ."
aw i go tan lɛk
fɔ ɛnjɔy yu beatific vishɔn we nɔ gɛt
di miksɔp fɔ sɔfa, .
yu
we, insay di smɔl smɔl minit dɛn we yu apia to mi, gi
mi so bɔku pis to mi
sol, .
yu we dɛn
go ebul fɔ bia wit bɔku bɔku sɔfa, dɛn day
fɔ dɛn fet ɔ trit dɛn we go mek dɛn shem;
yu
we de insay wan miksɔp pan pen ɛn gladi at wit pafɛkt
pis na yu maynd! "
Udat go se ɔl
di fayn fayn tin dɛn we de kɔmɔt na in fayn fayn Fes.
Di we aw i de
luk tan lɛk sno we gɛt shed we gɛt di kɔlɔ
we fayn fayn ros dɛn gɛt. I de sho wan bigman ɛn
we kɔmɔt frɔm Gɔd.
Di we aw i de
luk de mek pipul dɛn fred ɛn rɛspɛkt am, ɛn
bak fɔ abop pan am. Di we aw i de luk na
-lɛk wayt
versus blak, .
-layk swit
versus bita.
Di trɔst
we wan krichɔ kin inspɛkt na shado frɔm di san we de
shayn we na di trɔst we Jizɔs inspɛkt.
O! Yup fɔ
yu!
di trɔst
we Jizɔs de put insay di sol de shayn tru insay in oli figa, we
rili wɔndaful, we rili gud.
Ɛn di Lɔv
we de kɔmɔt de atrak di sol di we we nɔ de mek i nɔ
gɛt wan dawt bɔt di wɛlkɔm we i de wɛlkɔm
am.
Jizɔs nɔ
de tek wan tin we Gɔd mek we, .
- atrak bay di
faya we de bɔn fɔ in Lɔv,
-want fɔ
go bak na in Am, ilɛk aw i ɔg ɔ sin.
Wetin fɔ
se naw bɔt di tin dɛn we de insay in figa?
In rili fayn
fayn nos de kam dɔŋ fayn fayn wan frɔm in blant aybrɔw
dɛn. In mɔt, pan ɔl we i smɔl, i de sho se i
de smayl fayn fayn wan.
In lip dɛn
we gɛt skata kɔlɔ, tan, saf ɛn i gɛt lɔv.
We dɛn
opin fɔ tɔk, dɛn kin mek pipul dɛn tink se dɛn
go tɔk sɔntin we gɛt valyu, we de na ɛvin.
In Voys de sho
di swit ɛn harmonik dɛn we de na Paradays, we ebul fɔ
mek di at dɛn we nɔ gri wit wetin dɛn want pas ɔl.
Di Voys fɔ
Mi Lɛk de go insay wit dis kayn swit
-dat
de tכch
εvri fayv na di wan we de lisin in at, εn insay sכm
tεm pas aw i tek fכ
se am
de
mek di sol gladi wit in wam ɛn inspɛkt
aksɛn dɛn.
I so fayn dat
ɔl di gladi gladi we de na di wɔl nɔto natin, we yu
kɔmpia am to wan wɔd we de kɔmɔt na in Mɔt.
Ɔl di
gladi gladi dɛn na di wɔl na jɔs simulacra kɔmpia
to in swit Voys. I de wok fayn ɛn i de mek big big wɔndaful
tin dɛn.
We Jizɔs
de tɔk, i de mek di sol de du wetin i want.
O! Yup fɔ
yu! di Mɔt fɔ Jizɔs de shayn.
I gɛt wan
fayn fayn tin we de rul we i de tɔk.
Dɔn yu go
si in tit dɛn we klin ɛn we gɛt fayn fayn prɔpɔshɔn.
To at dɛm
we de lisin to am wit lɔv, Jizɔs de sɛn wan briz we de
mek ilɛktrik Lɔv frɔm Ɛvin, we de dare, layt ɛn
kɔnsum.
In an dɛn
we saf, wayt ɛn dilikɛt, kin fayn mɔ.
In klia ɛn
transparent Finga dɛn de muv wit sɛns ɛn dɛn rili
gladi fɔ si we dɛn tɔch sɔntin.
"O! Aw yu
fayn, ɔl fayn, mi swit ɛn gud Jizɔs! Fɔgiv mi if
a tɔk bad bɔt yu fayn fayn tin dɛn."
Wetin a dɔn
tɔk nɔto natin we yu kɔmpia am to di rial tin.
In wan gaffe
we, a dɔn tray fɔ diskraib yu fayn fayn tin dɛn, we
ivin yu enjɛl dɛn nɔ fit ɛn dɛn nɔ ebul
fɔ diskraib fayn fayn wan.
Na bay we a bin
de obe di oli wan, na in mek a du dis, to di bɛst we aw a
ebul. If mi diskripshɔn nɔ gɛt yu aprɔval,
fɔgiv mi.
Blem fɔ
obe di fɔs ples, bikɔs mi wikɛd tray nɔ de du
jɔstis to yu biuti, a no dat."
If nɔto fɔ
wan klia ɔda we dɛn bin gi bikɔs ɔf di obe, fɔ
tru, a nɔ bin fɔ ɛva gri fɔ put am na pepa, .
-insay fɔ
shem-, .
di strenj
episod dɛm na mi layf we, .
de afta de i nɔ
bin de rili spɛshal.
Wi nɔ gɛt
wan dawt fɔ se sɔm pipul dɛn go luk weda.
A nɔ gɛt
ɛni ɔda tin fɔ du.
A go se Jizɔs
we a lɛk, .
afta
i sho insɛf to mi di we aw a bin dɔn tɔk
bifo tɛm se na pɔsin we de wok na di lɛft an, i blo
frɔm in mɔt wan sɛlestial sɛnt we de kam insay mi
na mi bɔdi ɛn mi
sol.
As a rizulyt of
dis breath, in less taim dan wi fit tok, i tek mi wit am.
I bin pul mi
sol kɔmɔt na ɔl di pat dɛn na mi bɔdi.
I bin gi mi wan
bɔdi we gɛt rili simpul shep, we bin de shayn wit klin
layt. A bin de flay wit am kwik kwik wan ɛn travul di big
big skay.
As dis na bin
di fɔs tɛm we a ɛkspiriɛns dis wɔndaful tin,
a bin tink se, "Fɔ tru, di Masta dɔn kam fɔ tek
mi ɛn a go mɔs day."
We a si se a nɔ
de na mi bɔdi, .
-di
sens dεm we mi sol bin de fil na di sem lεk aw a bin
de fil we a bin de na mi bכdi,
.
wit
di difrεns se, we di sol de wan to di bכdi,
i de no εvri sens tru di sεns dεm εn
de transmit dεm to di pawa dεm na di bכdi.
Insay di ɔda
sityueshɔn, di sol de gɛt ɔl di sɛns dɛn
dairekt wan. I kin ɔndastand ɔltin we i de go tru
wantɛm wantɛm
I kin go insay
ivin di tin dɛn we ayd pas ɔl ɛn we pɔsin nɔ
kin no, dairekt ɔ indayrɛkt wan, bɔt na di tin nɔmɔ
we Gɔd want.
Di fɔs tin
we mi sol bin fil we i kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi na fɔ
shek shek wit fred as i de fala di rɔnawe we Jizɔs we a
lɛk, .
we bin de drɛg
mi ɔltɛm afta am wit di ɛp we wan briz we de blo na
ɛvin de ɛp mi.
I tɛl mi
se, "Bikɔs yu dɔn sɔfa bad bad wan we dɛn nɔ
gɛt mi Visual Presence fɔ lɛk wan awa so, naw flay wit
mi."
A wan fɔ
kɔrej yu ɛn pul yu kɔmɔt na mi Lɔv."
O! i bin
fayn fɔ mek dɛn stɔp mi sol na di vault na ɛvin
wit Jizɔs!
A bin fil lɛk
se a de ledɔm pan am ɛn ol mi na in an so dat a nɔ go
de tu fa biɛn am.
Ɛnitin we
bin dɔn de bifo mi, a bin de atak am tranga wan so dat a go fala
am - ledɔm to mi ɛn mi de rich to am - as i de ol mi ɔp
ɛn pul mi wit in saful saful briz. In shot, a geht gud
ripreshɔn fɔ wetin apin insay, bɔt a nɔ gɛt
di wɔd dɛn fɔ diskraib am.
Afta we a
dɔn mek dɛn rawnd dɛn ya na di big big ɛvin ,
Jizɔs we a lɛk, we kin gladi fɔ de wit mɔtalman,
.
i kɛr mi
go na wan ples usay di bad tin dɛn we mɔtalman de du ɛn
di bad bad tin dɛn we pipul dɛn de du bin de bɔku.
O! aw di
apia we Jizɔs we a lɛk bin sho bin chenj.
Na big big bita
at bin pwɛl in At we bin de fil bad! Wit wan klia we a nɔ
ɛva ɛkspiriɛns bifo, a si am de sɔfa bad bad
wan. In fayn fayn At bin apia to mi lɛk man we de day, .
we de blo wit
bad bad fred.
We a si am dis
kayn we we de mek a fil pen, a tɛl am se:
"Mi
adorable Jizɔs, aw yu dɔn chenj! Yu tan lɛk man we de
day. Lin pan mi ɛn alaw mi fɔ tek pat pan yu sɔfa."
Mi at nɔ
ebul fɔ si yu de sɔfa so."
Na dis, fɔ
fɛn smɔl briz, .
Jizɔs
bin tɛl mi se :
"Yes, mi
fambul, fri fo yu fo laik mi. A no fit resist igen."
We i de tɔk
dis to mi, i prɛs mi mɔ ɛn mɔ to insɛf, ɛn
put in lip dɛn na mi mɔt, i tɔn wan laytin bita insay
mi:
A bin fil lɛk
se dɛn dɔn chuk mi wit sɔm nɛf dɛn, spia ed
dɛn, aro dɛn, stinga dɛn ɛn daga dɛn we, wan
afta di ɔda, bin de go insay mi sol.
We a bin de
insay dis bad bad sɔfa, Jizɔs we a lɛk bin briŋ
mi sol bak insay mi bɔdi ɛn i bin lɔs.
Udat go ebul fɔ
tɔk bɔt di bad bad tin dɛn we a bin de sɔfa mi we
bin tek mi bɔdi da tɛm de! Na Jizɔs nɔmɔ
bin ebul fɔ mek dis diskripshɔn, di wan we, ɛvri tɛm
we i bin de tɛl mi bɔt sɔfa, dɔn i bin de mek i
sof. Pipul dɛn na dis wɔl nɔ jɔs nɔ
ebul fɔ sɔfa dɛn kayn sɔfa de, bɔt dɛn
nɔ kin ivin imajin di dip we i de sɔfa.
Analyzing di
stori bɔt mi sol
da
po ɛn misɛf sol we bin de falamakata Jizɔs we i lɛk
bɔku tɛm, pɔsin kin tink se day bin de provok
mi.
Pan ɔl we
a nɔ bin fit fɔ day da tɛm de, a bin no se day go kam
jisnɔ. I go kam insay in tɛm ɛn i nɔ go de
provok mi igen.
Bifo dat, na mi
go bi di wan we go provok am bay we a go se:
"A don
chat wit yu plenti taims; a don toch yu at least wan handred tausin
taims. A jos ivin ivin di skoa wit yu!"
A de tɔk
dis bikɔs, bɔku tɛm, a bin fɔ dɔn kɔmɔt
na dis wɔl if nɔto fɔ Jizɔs, we, afta we i dɔn
tɛl mi sol dairekt wan bɔt di bad bad sɔfa dɛn, .
bin gi mi layf
bak
- de drɔ
mi nia in At we fɔ mi na layf, ɔ ɔdasay
- tek mi na in
an we na trɛnk fɔ mi, ɔ
- de tɔn
frɔm in Mɔt insay mi wan rili swit ɛliksi.
Ɛn bikɔs
di sɔfa dɛn we dɛn kin sɔfa to mi sol kin rili
bad pas di wan dɛn we dɛn kin tɔk to mi bɔdi, fɔ
tru, a bin fɔ dɔn day bɔku tɛm if nɔto fɔ
dis wɔndaful Jizɔs.
We Jizɔs
si se a de rich mi limit, dat na, a nɔ go ebul fɔ bia mi
sɔfa dɛn igen "naturally", I ɛp mi fɔ
mek a nɔ sɔfa.
Sɔntɛnde
i kin du am dairekt wan (6), sɔntɛnde i kin mek di pɔsin
we de kɔnfɛs mi layf bak kwik kwik wan. Insay dis kes,
di sɔfa dɛn we a bin de sɔfa, we a bin de liv tru we a
bin de obe, dɔn stɔp smɔl, bɔt nɔto lɛk
we Jizɔs bin de wok dairekt wan.
Jizɔs bin
want fɔ tɛl mi bɔt aw a de sɔfa bad bad wan.
I pul mi sol na
mi bɔdi, tek am wit am, ɛn sho mi di bɔku sin dɛn
we a dɔn du we a de tɔk bad bɔt Charity, ɔ ɔda
sin dɛn.
Frɔm wetin
a de si, frɔm di tin dɛn we a bin de du to mi, .
A kin sef
se di sin we pɔsin nɔ ɔnɛs na
Dat
-we de mɔs
ɔfɛnd Jizɔs in At,
- we de mek i
bita pas ɔl.
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, wan tɛm, we Jizɔs bin tɔn smɔl pan
in bita tin dɛn insay mi, .
A bin fil lɛk
se a de swɛla sɔntin
- we de smɛl
bad bad wan, .
- purulent ɛn
-amaro, ɛn
.
we bin de go
insay mi bɛlɛ ɛn gi mi wan bad bad briz.
A bin fɔ
dɔn lɔs kɔnshɛns if a nɔ bin dɔn tek
sɔm it kwik kwik wan fɔ mek a vɔmit dis purulent
matta.
Wan pɔsin
kin tink se dis bin jɔs apin to mi we Jizɔs sho mi di bad
tin dɛn we di wan dɛn we dɛn kin tek as big big sina
dɛn kin du.
Bɔt Jizɔs
we a bin gɛt bin de mek a lɛk fɔ
go na chɔch dɛn mɔ.
usay i bin
vɛks.
In At bin wund
wit di sem oli bɔt kɔmpitishɔn tin dɛn: fɔ
ɛgzampul, .
- ɛmti
prea dɛn we pipul dɛn we de mek lɛk se dɛn gɛt
sɔri-at, .
-ɔ di
prɔsis fɔ devoshɔn fɔ yusɛf.
I bin tan lɛk
se di pipul dɛn we bin de insay di kes bin de gi mi Jizɔs
mɔ fes-to-fes pas fɔ gi mi ɔnɔ.
Yes, dɛn
bad bad tin dɛn ya we dɛn bin du bin mek dis At oli, so
klin ɛn so rayt, mek i nɔs. Bɔku tɛm, i bin
tɛl mi bɔt aw i de sɔfa, ɛn i bin tɔk se:
"Mi gyal
pikin, luk di ofens and insults we a de du,
-ivin na di oli
ples dɛm, sɔm pipul dɛm we se dɛn devout. Dɛn
pipul ya nɔ gɛt bɛlɛ, ivin we dɛn de tek di
sakramɛnt dɛn. Dɛn kin kɔmɔt na di
chɔch wit klawd pas fɔ mek dɛn klin
Dɛn nɔ
gɛt blɛsin frɔm mi."
I
sho mi bak pipul dɛn we de mek sakrifays kɔmyuniɔn.
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, wan prist we de sɛlibret di Oli Sakrifays fɔ
di mis
bikɔs
ɔf di abit, .
in wan matirial
intres e
insay
wan stet we de mek pɔsin sin (a de shek shek we a se am ).
Sɔntɛnde,
Jizɔs bin de sho mi sinima dɛn we bin rili pen fɔ In
At dat i bin lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ i fɔdɔm pan
pen.
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, we dis prist bin it di pɔsin we dɛn bin dɔn
du bad to, i nɔ tu te, dɛn bin fos Jizɔs fɔ lɛf
in at ɔl dɔti wit sɔri-at pan Gɔd biznɛs.
Ɛn we,
wit di pawaful wɔd dɛn we dɛn tɔk bɔt di
kɔnsakreshɔn , .
-Dɛn bin
gɛt fɔ kɔl Jizɔs fɔ kam dɔŋ frɔm
Ɛvin fɔ mek i bi bɔdi insay di ɔs,
bin
vɛks bikɔs di pɔsin we invayt nɔ bin dɔn oli
yet, .
bikɔs na
an dɛn we nɔ klin ɛn we de sakrifays sakrifays de ol
am.
Bɔt, dis
prist nɔ bin bat in yay, bikɔs ɔf di pawa we Gɔd
gi am, i mek Jizɔs kam dɔŋ insay di ɔs.
Fɔ mek
Jizɔs nɔ go pwɛl di prɔmis we i bin dɔn
prɔmis, i bin tek in bɔdi wit dis ɔs.
-we bin de exud
di rot of impurity, e
-
we afta dat bin disgust di bכdi
we wan deicide bin kכz.
Aw di sakramɛnt
stet we Jizɔs bin apia to mi da tɛm de bin rili sɔri.I
bin tan lɛk se i want fɔ rɔnawe pan dɛn an dɛn
de we nɔ fit.
Bɔt, bay
in prɔmis, dɛn bin fos am fɔ de.
-
te di shep fכ
bred εn
wayn de it wan bεlε
-we, insay dis
kes, bin de fɔ am ivin mɔ nɔs pas an dɛn we nɔ
fit
we bin dɔn
ɔlrɛdi tɔch am bɔku tɛm.
We di oli ami
bin dɔn so, Jizɔs kam to mi ɛn kɔmplen.
"O! Mi
gyal pikin, mek a tɔn yu smɔl pan mi bita. A nɔ go
ebul fɔ ol am bak igen."
Yu fɔ sɔri
fɔ mi kɔndishɔn we dɔn bi tu pen! Una
peshɛnt ɛn mek wi sɔfa smɔl togɛda ".
A ansa se:
"Masta, a
rɛdi fɔ sɔfa wit yu. Yɛs, if dɛn gi mi di
abiliti fɔ bia ɔl yu bita bita tin dɛn, a go du am wit
ɔl mi at, so dat a nɔ go si yu de sɔfa."
Dɔn Jizɔs
tɔn di pat we bita tin we a go ebul fɔ kɛr kɔmɔt
na in Mɔt insay mi, ɛn i tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal
pikin, wetin a dɔn tɔn insay yu nɔto natin, bɔt
na ɔl wetin yu ebul fɔ gɛt."
A rili wish se
bɔku ɔda sol dɛn bin rɛdi fɔ mek una yon
sakrifays fɔ mi lɔv!
Nɔto se a
nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔn ɔl di bita tin dɛn we mi
At gɛt insay dɛn.
Dis na aw a
kin savour di mutual ɛn benevolent lɔv we mi pikin dɛn
gɛt ».
Wɔd nɔ
go ebul fɔ sho di bita at we Jizɔs bin tɔn insay mi
Dɛn dɔn
pɔyzin am
we
de mek pɔsin nɔ fil fayn e
we
de es di at ɔp wit di we aw i dɔn pwɛl.
Pan ɔl we
a bin de tray ɔltin fɔ stɔp am, mi bɛlɛ nɔ
bin gri fɔ tek am. Wan strɔng impuls bin mek i rayz na
mi trot.
Bɔt bikɔs
a lɛk Jizɔs, ɛn wit di sɔpɔt we in gudnɛs
de gi mi, a nɔ dɔn rijek am.
Udat go ebul fɔ
tɔk bɔt di sɔfa we dɛn efyushɔn ya wit Jizɔs
bin briŋ kam! Dɛn bin so bɔku dat if i nɔ
bin sɔpɔt mi, gi mi trɛnk ɛn gi mi trɛnk, fɔ
tru, a fɔ dɔn day bɔku tɛm.
Jizɔs bin
jɔs tɔn insay mi pan di bita at we i bin de kɛr go.
Nɔmal wan
krichɔ nɔ kin ebul fɔ briŋ bɔku bita ɔ
swit lɛk aw bɔku tɛm mi Jizɔs we gɛt di bɛst
kayn we bin tɔn insay mi.
Na
in wangren de kɛr di bad bad tin dɛn we sin kin mek ɛn
bia wit am. A bin ɔlwayz gɛt dis opinion: sin na ɔg
ɛn i de pwɛl!
If ɔl di
tin dɛn we Gɔd mek fil ɛn no di pɔyzin ɛn
bita tin we sin kin du, dɛn go avɔyd sin lɛk se na wan
bad bad animal we de kɔmɔt na ɛlfaya!
We a bin de obe
am, dat bin mek a tɔk bɔt sɔm tin dɛn we bin de
mek a fil pen we Jizɔs we bin de du gud ɔltɛm bin mek
a ɛkspiriɛns so dat a go ebul fɔ tek pat pan di sɔfa
dɛn we i bin de sɔfa.
So a nɔ go
ebul fɔ ignore se i bin sho mi bak tin dɛn we de kɔrej
mi we bin de ful mi at.
Wan wan tɛm
i bin de alaw mi fɔ si gud ɛn oli prist dɛn we bin de
sɛlibret di sikrit dɛn bɔt di fet wit zil ɛn
ɔmbul.
We a bin de si
dɛn tin ya, bɔku tɛm a bin de fil se a bin gɛt
inspɛkshɔn fɔ tɛl Jizɔs we a lɛk wit at
we ful-ɔp wit lɔv se:
“Aw
ay, big, fayn fayn wan ɛn ay ay di ministri we di prist we dɛn
gi dis fayn fayn rɛspɛkt de du.
-nɔto jɔs
fɔ bizi rawnd yu,
-bɔt fɔ
sakrifays yusɛf to yu Papa we go de sote go
as viktim fɔ
rikɔnsilieshɔn, lɔv ɛn pis ".
A bin de kɔrej
misɛf bay we a bin de si, mi wan, ɔ nia Jizɔs, we na
wan oli prist we bin de sɛlibret mis. Wit Jizɔs insay
am, di pɔsin we de sɛlibret bin tan lɛk man we dɔn
chenj to mi.
I bin ivin tan
lɛk to mi se na Jizɔs insɛf sɛlibret di Sakrifays
we Gɔd mek insay in ples.
I bin rili mek
pipul dɛn laf
- yɛri
Jizɔs de rid di prea dɛn fɔ di Misa wit di sem anɔynt,
- si am de muv
ɛn du di oli sɛrimɔni wit ikwal digniti.
Dis bin mek a
rili kɔle fɔ dis kayn ay ay ɛn oli ministri.
A nɔ no
ɔmɔs gris a bin gɛt we a si di Misa sɛlibret wit
bɔku atɛnshɔn ɛn divoshɔn.
Aw bɔku
ɔda divayn layt dɛn a dɔn gɛt we a go lɛk fɔ
pas na kwayɛt wan.
Bɔt bikɔs
i de tɛl mi fɔ obe ɛn we a de rayt, bɔku tɛm
Jizɔs kin kɔndɛm mi fɔ we a les ɔ bikɔs
a want fɔ lɛf tin dɛn, a go gri wit wetin a de du.
Bikɔs a de
abop pan am ɔltin, a want fɔ tɛl am se:
"Aw bɔku
peshɛnt wi fɔ gɛt wit yu, mi gud Jizɔs. A go
satisfay yu, mi swit Lɔv."
Bɔt bikɔs
a fil se a nɔ fit ɛn a nɔ ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt
dɛn kayn dip, ay ay ɛn ay ay sikrit dɛn ya, a go du am
wit big kɔnfidɛns fɔ ɛp yu divayn gudnɛs ".
As a bin de tek
tɛm wach di Gɔd in Sakrifays, .
Jizɔs bin
mek a ɔndastand se di Misa de tɔk bɔt ɔl di
sikrit dɛn we de na wi rilijɔn.
Tɔk kwayɛt
wan to di at, bɔt di lɔv we Gɔd gɛt we nɔ
gɛt ɛnd.
I de tɔk
to wi bak bɔt wi Ridɛmshɔn bay we i de mek wi mɛmba
di sɔfa dɛn we Jizɔs bin bia fɔ wi.
Di Misa de mek
wi ɔndastand se, nɔ satisfay wit we wi dɔn day wan tɛm
na di Krɔs fɔ wi, Jizɔs want, .
- in in big big
Lɔv,
- fɔ
spre insay wi ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ gɛt in Stet fɔ
Viktim tru di Oli Yukaris.
Jizɔs
bin mek a ɔndastand dis
bak
di
Misa ɛn di Oli Yukaris
- dɛn na
mɛmba ɔltɛm bɔt in day ɛn layf bak, .
-dat gi wi di
pafɛkt mɛrɛsin fɔ wi layf we de day e
-dat de tɛl
wi se wi bɔdi, .
we day go skata
ɛn tɔn to ashis, go rayz bak fɔ gɛt layf we go de
sote go di las de.
Fɔ di gud
wan dɛn, i go bi fɔ di glori.
Fɔ di
wikɛd wan dɛn, i go mek dɛn sɔfa.
Di wan dɛn
we nɔ bin dɔn liv wit Krays nɔ go gɛt layf bak
insay am.
Di gud
wan dɛn we bin dɔn tayt wit am insay dɛn layf go gɛt
layf bak we tan lɛk in layf bak.
I bin mek a
ɔndastand se di tin we de kɔrej mi pas ɔl bɔt di
Oli Sakrifays fɔ di Misa na Jizɔs we
dɛn si we i gɛt layf bak .
Dis bɛtɛ
pas ɛni ɔda sikrit we de na wi oli rilijɔn.
Lɛk in
pashɔn ɛn day, in
layf bak kin nyu wan mistik wan na wi ɔlta
dɛn we dɛn de sɛlibret mis.
Ɔnda di
vel fɔ di sakramɛnt bred, .
Jizɔs gi
insɛf to di wan dɛn we de tɔk to dɛnsɛf fɔ
bi dɛn kɔmpin di tɛm we dɛn de go waka na dɛn
layf we de day.
Na di gudnɛs
we de na di Oli Triniti in bɔdi, .
i de gi layf we
de las ɔltɛm to di wan dɛn we de tek pat, bɔdi ɛn
sol, pan di sakramɛnt fɔ di Yukaris.
Dɛn
sikrit dɛn ya rili dip so dat wi go jɔs
ebul fɔ ɔndastand dɛn gud gud wan insay wi layf we nɔ
de day.
Bɔt, rayt
naw, insay di sakramɛnt, Jizɔs de gi wi bɔku we dɛn
- we wi kin si - wan tɛst fɔ wetin i go gi wi na Ɛvin.
Di Misa de
gi wi fɔ tink gud wan
-Layf,
-fala wi at,
- Day ɛn
- di layf we
Jizɔs gɛt bak.
Di Mɔtalman
we Krays gɛt, .
- tru di chenj
dɛn we de apin na in layf na di wɔl, .
-dɛn dɔn
ajɔst insay tati tri ia.
Bɔt, insay
di Misa, .
- mistik wan e
-insay shɔt
tɛm, .
i de nyu insay
di stet fɔ dɔnawe wit di sakramɛnt spɛshal dɛn.
Dɛn
spisis ya gɛt Jizɔs insay di Viktim stet
di
Pace e
fɔ
lɔv we de mek
pipul dɛn sɔfa , .
te mɔtalman
it dɛn.
Afta dis
kɔnsɔmshɔn, .
- di sakramɛnt
prezɛns fɔ Jizɔs nɔ de igen na di at. Jizɔs
go bak na in Papa in bɛlɛ, .
jɔs lɛk
aw i bin de du we i gɛt layf bak.
Insay di
sakramɛnt fɔ di Yukaris, .
Jizɔs
mɛmba wi se wi bɔdi go gɛt layf bak wit glori.
As Jizɔs
de go bak na di Papa in bɔdi we in sakramɛnt prezɛns
dɔn, na so bak
Wi go pas to wi
ples we wi de sote go na di Papa in bɔdi we wi nɔ de liv
igen tru di layf we wi de liv naw na dis wɔl.
Wi bɔdi,
lɛk di sakramɛnt we Jizɔs bin de de afta di ɔs
dɔn dɔn, i go tan lɛk se i nɔ de igen.
Bɔt, di
de we di wan ol wɔl go gɛt layf bak , .
- fɔ wan
big mirekul we di Divayn Ɔlman gɛt,
-go kam bak to
layf ɛn, .
- we wi gɛt
wanwɔd wit wi sol, i go ɛnjɔy di gladi gladi we Gɔd
go gɛt sote go.
Bɔt ɔda
wan dɛn go tɔn dɛn bak pan Gɔd fɔ mek dɛn
sɔfa bad bad wan ɛn sote go.
Di
Sakrifays fɔ di Misa de mek fayn fayn tin dɛn we de sho
klia wan ɛn we de shayn.
So, wetin mek
Kristian dɛn nɔ de bɛnifit bɛtɛ? Bikɔs
di sol we lɛk Gɔd, .
yu tink se
ɛnitin de we go mek pɔsin kɔrej ɛn bɛnifit
mɔ?
Di Sakramɛnt
- de fid di sol
so dat i fit fɔ gɛt Ɛvin, e
- de gi di bɔdi
di prɛvilɛj fɔ bi beatified in di eternal Will of God.
Na dis
big de we di bɔdi go gɛt layf bak , .
- wan big big
tin we nɔ de apin na di wɔl go apin, .
- we yu kin
kɔmpia to wetin kin apin we, .
afta dɛn
dɔn tink bɔt di skay we gɛt sta dɛn ɛn di
san de apia, .
de tek di layt
we de na di sta dɛn.
Bɔt, ivin
if dɛn lɔs frɔm di pɔsin we de wach di sta dɛn,
di sta dɛn kin kɔntinyu fɔ gɛt dɛn layt ɛn
dɛn kin kɔntinyu fɔ de na dɛn ples.
Lɛk sta
dɛn, sol dɛn, .
- dɛn bin
gɛda fɔ di las jɔjmɛnt na di vali we nem Josafat,
-go si ɔda
sol dɛn.
Di layt we dɛn
gɛt ɛn we dɛn kin tɔk to pipul dɛn bay
- di Sakrifays
we Oli Pas Ɔl e
- di sakramɛnt
fɔ Lɔv
i go de na
ɔlman we de na di sol.
Bɔt we
Jizɔs, we na di San we de mek pipul dɛn du wetin rayt, kam,
.
- i go absɔb
insay insɛf ɔl di oli sol dɛm. go alaw dɛn
fɔ de ɔltɛm, .
swim insay di
big big si dɛn we gɛt divayn kwaliti dɛn.
Ɛn wetin
go apin to di sol dɛn we dɛn nɔ gɛt dis divayn
Layt?
If
a bin want fɔ ansa dis kwɛstyɔn, a kin rayt fɔ
lɔng tɛm. If di Masta want, a go kip dis kwɛstyɔn
fɔ ɔda tɛm.
Jizɔs bin
mek a ɔndastand
-dat di bɔdi
dɛn we go jɔyn bak wit dɛn sol dɛn we de shayn
wit layt, go gɛt wanwɔd wit Gɔd sote go.
Bɔt sol
dɛn we nɔ go gɛt layt
bikɔs dɛn
nɔ bin want fɔ tek pat pan di Oli Sakrifays ɛn di
Sakramɛnt fɔ Lɔv, dɛn go trowe dɛn na di dip
ples we dak.
Ɛn, bikɔs
ɔf dɛn volontia fɔ kɔmit ingratitude agens di
Gret Giva, dɛn go bi slev fɔ Lusifa, di prins fɔ
daknɛs. Dɛn go sɔfa sote go bikɔs dɛn
go rili fil bad.
Bikɔs ɔf
di bɔku bɔku gudnɛs dɛn we Jizɔs bin de gi
mi ɔltɛm, .
A
bin gɛt di oli want fɔ de wit am
ɔltɛm, .
inklud
we mi sol kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi e
dat
Jizɔs dɔn mek a rili fil pen fɔ sɔfa fɔ di
wan dɛn we nɔ de tɛl
tɛnki
fɔ
di Oli Sakrifays fɔ di Misa e
fɔ
di sakramɛnt fɔ
Lɔv.
As fɔ
Jizɔs, bɔku tɛm i bin de mɛmba mi bɔt di
fayn fayn prɔmis we i bin dɔn prɔmis.
we a dɔn
tɔk bɔt di mistik mared we
i bin want fɔ dɔn wit mi.
Ɛn bɔku
tɛm a bin de pre to am dis we fɔ se:
"O switest
spouse, hurry up and no delay mai intimate union wit yu. Yu no fit si
se a no fit wet moch?"
Wi kin jɔyn
wit lɔv we nɔ go ɛva chenj so dat nɔbɔdi nɔ
go separet wi, ivin fɔ smɔl tɛm! "
Jizɔs ,
we bin rili want dis mistik mared insay mi, bin
tɛl mi se :
"Dɛn
fɔ rijɛkt ɔltin na di wɔl. Ɔltin! Ɔltin!
Ɛn nɔto
jɔs yu at, bɔt yu bɔdi bak .
Yu nɔ no
aw di smɔl shado we de na di wɔl go ambɔg yu. Na
strɔng tin we de ambɔg mi Lɔv.
We a tɔk
dɛn wɔd ya, a gɛt maynd ɛn tɛl am wit pawa
se:
"Mi Masta,
i tan lɛk se a stil gɛt sɔntin fɔ pul misɛf,
bifo a gladi wit Yu ɔltogɛda?"
Wetin mek yu nɔ
tɛl mi wetin i bi?
Yu no se a rɛdi
fɔ du ɛnitin we yu want."
As a bin se, a
bin gɛt layt layt frɔm Jizɔs.
so a kam fɔ
no se i min di gold ring we gɛt in krɔs imej pan am we a
bin wɛr na mi finga.
A bin tɛl
am se:
"O Oli
Spouse, a rɛdi fɔ pul am na mi finga if yu want."
Dais :
.
"No se a
go gi yu wan ring we gɛt mɔ valyu ɛn fayn, we dɛn
go rayt mi Imej pan."
I go de alayv,
so dat ɛni tɛm we yu luk am, nyu aro dɛn we de sho lɔv
go kam insay yu at.
Yu ring nɔ
nid igen naw."
So
- mɔ
satisfay pas ɛni ɔda tɛm, e
-bikɔs a
nɔ bin gɛt pashɔn fɔ di ring, a pul am kɔmɔt
na mi finga kwik kwik wan
bin se:
"Oli man ɔ
uman, naw we a dɔn mek yu gladi, ."
-Tɛl mi if
sɔntin stil de insay mi
-we kin bi wan
impediment to wi eternal en indissoluble union."
Afta wet fɔ
lɔng tɛm ful-ɔp
- tek tɛm
pripiamɛnt e
- ay
kɔnsolɛshɔn, we nɔ gɛt sɔfa, .
las las di de
we a bin de rili want fɔ mek a gɛt mistik union wit Jizɔs,
we na mi man we a lɛk fɔ mi sol, dɔn sho insɛf.
As a mɛmba
gud gud wan, sɔm dez bin lɛf bifo di fɛstival fɔ
di Klin we di Blɛsin Vɛjin Klin. (7) ɛn .
Di nɛt
bifo dis tɛm, Jizɔs we bin lɛk mi bin rili lɛk mi
ɛn i bin gladi.
I bin de tɔk
wit mɔ prayvet pat pas aw i bin de tɔk.
I tek mi at na
in An ɛn luk am bak ɛn bak. Afta i dɔn go tru am
fayn fayn wan, i dɔst am ɛn put am bak.
So i kam wit
wan klos we rili fayn, we bin tan lɛk se dɛn mek am wit
fayn fayn gold we gɛt difrɛn kɔlɔ dɛn. A
put am.
I tek tu fayn
fayn jɔlɔs dɛn, iaring dɛn, ɛn put dɛn
na mi yes. I bin mek mi nɛk ɛn mi an dɛn fayn wit
wan nɛks ɛn breslɛt dɛn we dɛn mek wit fayn
fayn jɔlɔs dɛn.
I dɔn put
wan fayn fayn krawn na mi ed, we dɛn kɔba wit fayn fayn tin
dɛn we de shayn.
Afta
i bin tan lɛk
to mi se di jɔlɔs dɛn bin de mek fayn fayn sawnd we i
bin tan lɛk se dɛn de tɔk.
-Biuti, Pawa,
Gudnɛs, .
-fɔ Gɔd
in Charity ɛn Majesty,
- as well as of
ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛm fɔ di Yumaniti fɔ Jizɔs,
mi Spouse.
I nɔ go
pɔsibul fɔ tɔk bɔt wetin a yɛri
we mi sol bin
de swim insay wan si we gɛt kɔrej.
As i put bandej
na mi fɔrɛst , i tɛl mi se :
"Sweetest
wife, dis krawn we de adorn yu ed na mi giv yu so dat natin no go de
lack to mek yu fit bi mai waif."
Yu go gi mi bak
am afta wi mared.
A go gi yu bak
to yu na ɛvin, afta yu day ».
Dɔn, Jizɔs
kam wit wan vel we i kɔba mi frɔm mi ed te to mi fut.
Insay dis klos
we gɛt valyu, .
-A dɔn bi
pɔsin we de tink gud wan, .
- de tink gud
wan bɔt di po we mi pɔsin gɛt ɛn di minin fɔ
ɛvri ɔnamɛnt we i bin dɔn mek fayn wit mi di nɛt
bifo wi mistik mared.
A kin se insay
mi layf nɔ ɛva fil se a de pan dis kayn tin we rili bad.
I bin mek a fil
di big big wet we Gɔd kin gi to pɔsin we dɛn tek as
pɔsin we lɛk am.
O! wetin
na wan rili strenj filin bin de insay mi maynd.
Bifo a fil di
sublimity of wetin Jizɔs jɔs du pan mi, a bin fil di
ɔpɔzit.
A bin fil bad
bad wan di kayn we we mek a biliv
-dat a bin de
nia misɛf, ɛn
-dat a bin dɔn
day.
Bɔt, insay
dis stet fɔ dɔnawe wit mi, a dɔn go to Jizɔs we a
lɛk.
Insay mi big
big kɔnfyushɔn, .
A nɔ bin
biliv se na Gɔd bin mek di smɔl wan pan in savant dɛn
fayn wit bɔku bɔku valyu tin dɛn we gɛt valyu.
I bin tan lɛk
se i nɔ izi fɔ mi
-we nɔ jɔs
gi mi da kayn dres de,
-bɔt dat
stil ɛn pas ɛni ɔda tin,
a Gɔd
bin de wok lɛk savant fɔ di yawo we i pik, na Gɔd we
ɔlman we Gɔd mek de obe di smɔl smɔl sayn dɛn
to am. So a beg am fɔ mek i sɔri fɔ mi ɛn
fɔgiv mi.
As fɔ di
minin fɔ di difrɛn pat dɛn na mi klos, we dɛn tek
ɛni wan pan dɛn sɛpret wan, a nɔ de pe atɛnshɔn
to dɛn, bikɔs a mɛmba smɔl tin bɔt dis naw,
afta bɔku ia.
A jɔs de
se di vel we Jizɔs put pan mi ed ɛn we fɔdɔm na
mi fut bin mek di dɛbul dɛn we bin de wach fɔ si wetin
Jizɔs de du pan mi pɔsin fred.
Bɔt jɔs
lɛk aw dɛn si mi de drɛs lɛk dis, .
- dɛn bin
so fred ɛn fred dat dɛn nɔ bin de fred fɔ kam nia
mi ɔ haras mi.
-Dem bin don
los ol dem audacity en recklessness.
Na ya a de
ripit mi ɔspitul refrain se a de si se i at fɔ put pan pepa
wetin apin bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs.A kin ebul fɔ win mi
shem jɔs bikɔs a want fɔ obe.
A de sɔma
mi nareshɔn bay we a de se
-dat insay di
vigil fɔ di Fɛstival we di Vɛjin Meri we Oli Pas Ɔl
Klin,
Mi, po pɔsin,
bin lɛk mi gud Jizɔs, we bin de mek di dɛbul dɛn
fred kpatakpata.
Dɛn
rɔnawe, ɛn Gɔd in enjɛl dɛn kam wit rɛspɛkt
we nɔ kɔmɔn fɔ mi.
we bin de mek a
blush lɛk se a dɔn du sɔntin we nɔ rayt ɔ we
nɔ fayn.
Dɛn bin
kam nia mi ɛn dɛn bin de wit mi te mi gud Jizɔs kam
bak.
Di nɛks
mɔnin, .
Jizɔs, wit
ɔl in bigman ɛn wit wan fayn fayn tin dɛn we nɔ
kɔmɔn ɛn swit, kam to mi, .
insay
di kɔmpin we di Blɛsin Vɛjin Meri ɛn Sɛnt
Katrin bin de wit (8).
Jizɔs bin
aks di enjɛl dɛn fɔ siŋ wan siŋ we go de na
ɛvin ɛn we fayn fɔ siŋ. We dɛn bin de
siŋ, Sent Katrin bin de ɛnkɔrej mi wit sɔri-at.
I ol mi an so
dat Jizɔs go put wan valyu mared ring na mi finga.
Ɛn, wit
gudnɛs we nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt,
Jizɔs bin ɔg mi ɛn kis mi bɔku tɛm. Mi
Mama, di Blɛsin Vɛjin Meri, bin du am bak.
A bin atɛnd
wan tɔk na ɛvin usay Jizɔs bin tɔk bɔt di we
aw i bin lɛk mi.
Fɔ mi pat,
we a bin de insay wan big kɔnfyushɔn fɔ di nuliti we a
lɛk am, a tɛl am se: "Jizɔs, a lɛk yu! A lɛk
yu! Yu no aw a lɛk yu!"
Di Blɛsin
Vɛjin bin tɔk to mi bɔt di ɛkstra ɔdinari
gudnɛs we Jizɔs, we na mi man ɔ uman we lɛk mi, .
i bin gri fɔ
du dat ɛn ɛnkɔrej mi fɔ gi misɛf wit sɔri-at
fɔ dɛnsɛf.
Jizɔs, we
na mi Man ɔ mi wɛf, dɔn gi mi nyu lɔ dɛn fɔ
liv mi layf
so dat a go
ebul fɔ liv wit am mɔ ɛn mɔ ɛn fala am mɔ
ɛn mɔ.
Fo mi, dis ruul
dem no izi fo explein teknikli.
Insay dɛn
men tin ɛn insay dɛn ɛvride prɔsis, bikɔs ɔf
Gɔd in gudnɛs, a nɔ ɛva pwɛl dɛn.
Na ya dɛn
de:
A
fɔ gɛt tɔtal detachmɛnt fɔ ɔl di
krieshɔn, misɛf inklud . A fɔ
liv insay wan pafɛkt fɔgɛt fɔ ɔltin, so dat
mi insay de fiks pan Jizɔs
nɔmɔ.
Ɛn a fɔ
du am wit lɔv we de alayv ɛn we de blo fɔ am, .
so dat
gladi
fɔ di tin dɛn we a de
du, .
kin
fɛn ples fɔ de fɔ ɔltɛm na mi at
.
I bin tɛl
mi se, apat frɔm am, a nɔ go ɛva gɛt tayt padi
biznɛs wit ɛnibɔdi, ivin misɛf.
Mi mɛmori
dɛn bɔt ɔltin ɛn ɔltin fɔ wek insay am
nɔmɔ, lɛk aw ɔl di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek
de insay am nɔmɔ.
Fɔ mek dɛn
ebul fɔ du dis, i nid fɔ du dat
- ɔltɛm
de akt insay oli indipɛndɛns e
- ignore ɔltin
we de apin rawnd yu.
A fɔ du
tin wit rayt ɛn simpul tin ɔltɛm, ɛnitin we apin
to mi frɔm tin dɛn we Gɔd mek.
We, wan wan
tɛm, .
A
nɔ bin de praktis dɛn
tin ya, .
mi swit Jizɔs
bin de kɔs mi bad bad wan, i tɛl mi se:
"Unless yu
kam to detachment we bi effektiv and emoshonal, yu no go ful invest
fo mai Lait."
If, difrɛn
frɔm dat, yu pul ɔltin na di wɔl, yu go tan lɛk
kristal we de sho klia wan.
we de mek di
ful layt pas pas. Na so mi Divinity, we na Layt, go go insay yu
».
A
fɔ pul misɛf kɔmɔt nia mi ɛn liv mi wan ɛn
ɔlsay insay Jizɔs.
A
fɔ tek tɛm fɔ put tru tru spirit fɔ gɛt fet.
Wit dis spirit
fɔ fet a go ebul fɔ gɛt di mins
-no misɛf
ɛn de saspek misɛf, .
-rikɔgnayz
se, mi wan, a gud fɔ natin, .
-fɔ gɛt
di we fɔ no Jizɔs mɔ, e
- gɛt mɔ
kɔnfidɛns pan yusɛf.
I bin tɛl
mi bak se :
"Yu go
kɔmɔt insay yusɛf ɛn put yusɛf insay di big
big si na mi Prɔvidɛns, afta yu dɔn no mi ɛn
yusɛf."
Mi wɛf,
bikɔs a de jɛlɔs, a nɔ go alaw yu fɔ gɛt
smɔl gladi at ɛni ɔdasay. Yu fɔ de nia yu
Man ɔ yu wɛf ɔltɛm, bifo am, so dat i nɔ go
dawt yu.
So yu go gi mi
absoliut pawa oba yu, so dat if a want
fɔ
kɔrej ɔ ɔg yu, ɔ fɔ ful yusɛf wit
karisma, kis ɔ lɔv
ɔ
ivin fɛt yu, du yu bad, pɔnish yu lɛk aw a
ebul.
Fɔ mi sek,
ɛn wit ful fridɔm, una go put yusɛf ɔnda ɛnitin
we a tink se nid de, bikɔs wi gɛt wi pen ɛn gladi at
dɛn we wi ɔl gɛt.
Fɔ no ɔda
rizin pas fɔ mek wi gladi ɛn satisfay wisɛf, wi go
ivin gɛt kɔmpitishɔn fɔ no udat go ebul bia di
sɔfa pas ɔlman."
I
kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se, “Nɔto wetin yu want,
bɔt mi fɔ liv insay yu fɔ rul lɛk kiŋ na
in kiŋ
in os. ”
Mi wɛf,
dis fɔ rili win bitwin mi ɛn yu.
If nɔto
dat wi go gɛt fɔ bia di rɔsh we wan lɔv we nɔ
pafɛkt de rɔsh, we di shado dɛn go kɔmɔt pan
yu ɛn
go mek i nɔ
izi fɔ mek dɛn du ɔpreshɔn we dɛn nɔ
ajɔst
to di bigman
dɛn we fɔ win mi ɛn yu, mi wɛf.
Dis nobul go de
insay yu
-if, wan wan
tɛm, yu tray fɔ go insay yu nɔtin, dat na
-if yu rich
pafɛkt no bɔt yusɛf.
Yu nɔ nid
fɔ stɔp de, bikɔs afta yu dɔn no se yu nɔ
gɛt natin, a want mek yu lɔs insay mi ɔltogɛda.
Yu fɔ du
ɔltin fɔ go insay di Infinite Pawa fɔ mi Wil.
Fɔ dis yu
go atrak pan yusɛf ɔl di gudnɛs dɛn we yu go nid
fɔ go ɔp insay mi, fɔ du dat
- du ɔltin
wit mi, - witout rɛfrɛns to yusɛf."
Ɛn
i kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se: "Fɔ tumara bambay, a
want mek 'yu' ɛn 'mi'
nɔ de igen. 'wil' ɛn ' wil'
nɔ go de igen."
Dɛn
wɔd ya go dɔnawe ɛn dɛn go tek "wi
go " in ples. Everitin
go bi "bear".
Jɔs lɛk
aw ɛni yawo we fetful go du, .
-yu go du joint
akshon wit mi en
-yu go gayd di
destinies fɔ di wɔl.
Ɔl di
pipul dɛn we mi Blɔd bin fri, bin bi mi bɔy pikin ɛn
mi brɔda.
Ɛn bikɔs
dɛn na mi yon, dɛnsɛf go bi una pikin dɛn ɛn
una brɔda dɛn.
Ɛn bikɔs
bɔku pan dɛn dɔn go wayl ɛn drɛf apat, yu go
lɛk dɛn lɛk rial mama.
Bɔku pan
dɛn bak nɔ gɛt hinged:
yu, lɛk
mi, go tek dɛn sɔfa we dɛn fɔ gɛt.
Pan ɔl we
yu go sakrifays dɛn bad bad wan, yu go tray fɔ mek dɛn
go na say we sef. Lod wit di merit dɛm fɔ yu sɔfa
ɛn wata wit yu blɔd ɛn mi yon, yu go lid dɛn to
mi At.
We mi papa si
dɛn, .
-nɔto jɔs
i go gɛt sɔri-at ɛn fɔgiv, bɔt, .
- if dɛn
kɔntrid lɛk di gud tifman, .
i nɔ go te
igen dɛn go tek di Paradays we go de sote go ".
"Fɔ
dɔn, - to di mak we yu de detach yusɛf frɔm ɔl
wetin nɔto ɔl mi yon,
-
yu go imerse yusef mo en mo in mi absolyut Will.
So, tanks to di
no bɔt mi Essence
-dat de afta de
i go gɛt mɔ layf insay yu,
- yu go akwyayz
di fulnɛs fɔ mi Lɔv.
Put ɔl yu
lɔv ɛn sɛns insay de lɛk aw i nɔ ɛva bi
bifo,
yu go si ɔl
di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek insay mi, lɛk miro we de sho
layt ɛn pikchɔ dɛn.
Wit wan luk yu
go si dɛm ɔl ɛn yu go no di stet fɔ dɛn
kɔnshɛns.
Dɔn, as
mama we gɛt lɔv ɛn
-insay tru tru
spirit fɔ sɔri-at, .
-we na mi
Spirit ɛn mi Mama in Spirit,
yu go mek di
suprɛm sakrifays fɔ bɔn yusɛf fɔ dɛn
krichɔ dɛn ya.
Dis sakrifays
go tan lɛk klos we go kɔba yu as mi tru ɛn fetful
pɔsin we de falamakata ɛn mi wɛf ".
Aw fɔ
diskrayb di subtiliti dɛm fɔ di Lɔv fɔ mi kayn
Jizɔs we, wit fri-an, ɛn bak wit ɛksɛs, .
- kɔntrakt
in spiritual mared wit mi ɛn
- gi mi mi nyu
rul dɛm fɔ layf.
Bɔku tɛm
i bin kɛr mi sol go na ɛvin, .
so dat a go
yɛri di spirit dɛn we gɛt blɛsin de siŋ siŋ
dɛn ɔltɛm we gɛt glori ɛn tɛl di Divayn
Majesty tɛnki.
A bin de tink
gud wan bɔt di difrɛn kwaya dɛn we de na enjɛl
dɛn ɛn di oli wan dɛn.
Ɔl bin de
insay di Wil we Gɔd want, dɛn bin de insay in Imɛnsiti.
As a de luk
rawnd Gɔd in Tron, a si
- bɔku
brayt layt dɛn, .
- i brayt pas
di san we nɔ gɛt ɛnd.
Dis bin mek a
ebul fɔ si ɛn ɔndastand
- di intrinsik
gud kwaliti dɛn e
- di atribyut
dɛm fɔ Gɔd we, insay dɛn ɛsin, .
- dɛn
kɔmɔn fɔ di tri Divayn Pɔsin dɛn.
A bin ebul fɔ
fɛn am
- sol dɛn
we gɛt blɛsin, .
- togɛda ɔ
insay wan afta di ɔda, .
ɛnjɔy
dis layt ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ gladi.
Ɛn pan ɔl
we dɛn dɔn de sote go fɔ lɔng lɔng tɛm,
dɛn nɔ de ɛva ɔndastand Gɔd gud gud wan.
Dis na bikɔs
di maynd dɛn we dɛn mek nɔ ebul fɔ ɔndastand
Di Majɛsti,
.
di
imensiti e
di
Oli we aw Gɔd Oli, .
wan Bi we dɛn
nɔ mek ɛn we pɔsin nɔ ebul fɔ ɔndastand.
Frɔm wetin
a dɔn si ɛn lan, a dɔn ɔndastand am bak
Enjɛl ɛn
blɛsin spirit dɛn kin tek pat pan di gud kwaliti dɛn
we di Triniti gɛt
-we dɛn de
was na dis Layt.
Jɔs lɛk
-we wi de pan
ful san layt, .
-wi de wam op,
den
-enjɛl ɛn
sɛnt dɛn we de bifo Gɔd in San we go de sote go na
Paradays,
- dɛn
invɛst wit di Layt we go de sote go ɛn so dɛn tan lɛk
Gɔd.
Di difrɛns
na dat
Gɔd
rili nɔ gɛt ɛnd bay insɛf,
.
we
di spirit dɛn we gɛt blɛsin ɛn di enjɛl dɛn
nɔ bɔku
dɛn kin
tek pat pan Gɔd in kwaliti dɛn jɔs akɔdin to dɛn
yon smɔl pawa.
Gɔd, we na
di San we de sote go ɛn we nɔ gɛt ɛnd, de gi
ɔltin fɔ insɛf we nɔ ɛva lɔs
ɛnitin. Wail di krichɔ dɛm, we na essentially
patisipan dɛm, .
- dɛn tan
lɛk di San we de sote go
-onli
bays pan di rili sכm
saiz εn magnitכd
fכ
yu san.
A fil klia wan
se ɔl wetin a jɔs tɔk nɔ kɔrɛkt ɛn
i nɔ fayn.
Bikɔs
wetin a dɔn lan na dis blɛsin waka go mɔs nɔ
ɔndastand gud gud wan bay mi wɔd dɛn.
A gɛt di
jenɛral impreshɔn bɔt wetin a dɔn si, bɔt a
nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk am klia wan.
Di sol de kɔmɔt
na in bɔdi fɔ shɔt tɛm, dɛn kɛr am go
na dis ples we gɛt blɛsin, dɔn i go bak na di prizin
we de na in bɔdi.
I nɔ
pɔsibul fɔ tɛl ɔltin we yu de si ɛn lan.
Di ɛkspiriɛns
we wan sol we Gɔd gi ɛgzampul to wetin i want am fɔ
ɔndastand, wi kin kɔmpia am to di wan we pikin we nɔ
de tɔk smɔl smɔl ɛn we de sho wan big ple.
I go min bɔku
tin dɛn bɔt di we aw i de fil.
Bɔt bikɔs
i nɔ no aw fɔ tɔk am, i de shem ɛn nɔ tɔk
natin.
If nɔto fɔ
obe, a go lɛk fɔ sɛt mɔt lɛk pikin. A
kin onli se nonsense afta nonsense.
Bɔt, a
kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk se a fɛn misɛf de waka wit
Jizɔs, mi Man ɔ mi wɛf, na dis blɛsin homland
bitwin di kwaya dɛn we gɛt enjɛl dɛn, sɛnt
dɛn ɛn blɛsin dɛn.
Bikɔs a na
bin nyu yawo, insay wan sɛklɔ, .
dɛn bin de
kɔt wi ɛn
bin
tek pat wit wi pan di gladi gladi we wi bin gɛt we wi mared i nɔ
tu te yet. I bin tan lɛk se _
.
-we bin dɔn
fɔgɛt wetin dɛn want ɛn
-dat dɛn
bin jɔs bisin bɔt wi yon.
We Jizɔs
bin de tɔk to di oli wan dɛn
, i bin se :
« Fɔ
in fideliti to mi gras, dis sol dɔn bi wan triumph ɛn wan
prodigy fɔ mi Lɔv».
Dɔn
i sho mi to di enjɛl dɛn ɛn
tɛl dɛn se :
" Si
aw mi lɔv fɔ am dɔn win ɔltin ."
Dɔn i put
mi na di tron we gɛt glori we i mek a fit fɔ
gɛt.
I tɛl mi
se: “ Dis na yu ples fɔ
gɛt glori ɛn nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ pul
am kɔmɔt pan yu .”
A bin tink se i
min se a nɔ de go bak na di wɔl.
Bɔt ɔl,
jɔs lɛk aw a biliv dis, a bin si misɛf insay di wɔl
dɛn na mi bɔdi.
Aw fɔ tɔk
bɔt di lod we a bin fil we a bin gɛt fɔ de na mi bɔdi
bak.
We yu kɔmpia
am to Ɛvin, ɔltin na di wɔl bin tan lɛk dɔti
to mi.
Dɛn tin ya
kin mek sɔm tin dɛn we Gɔd mek in sɛns gladi, bɔt
to mi, dɛn bin tan lɛk se dɛn nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ
tin fɔ du.
Pipul dɛn
we de dia to mi e
- fɔ we a
gɛt bɔku tin fɔ tink bɔt, .
-wit we a bin
de spɛn bɔku tɛm pan kayn ɛn pɔlitikal
tɔk-tɔk, naw i bin tan lɛk se i de bost ɛn nɔ
intrestin.
Bɔt we a
bin de luk dɛn as tin dɛn we de sho se Gɔd de sho dɛn,
.
mi
sol bin de gɛt shado fɔ satisfay ɛn satisfay, ɛn
A
bin ebul fɔ bia wit
dɛn.
Bikɔs ɔf
ɔl dis, mi at nɔ bin fil fayn, bɔt a nɔ bin de du
natin pas fɔ kɔmplen to Jizɔs.
-Mi kɔntinyu
fɔ want fɔ de na Ɛvin,
- mi insay
sɔfa, - mi boredom in rilayshɔn to di tin dɛm na dis
wɔl, ɔltin bin de it mi sol. I bin tan lɛk to mi
se naw i nɔ pɔsibul fɔ mek a kɔntinyu fɔ liv
na dis wɔl.
Bɔt, fɔ
obe Gɔd ɔnda ɔltin bin de kɔmand
-dat a nɔ
want day, .
-bɔt se a
kɔntinyu fɔ liv na di wɔl as lɔng as Gɔd
want.
So a bin de
ajɔst we a bin de kɔntrol misɛf.
Bikɔs a
bin de obe, a bin want fɔ de kol, bɔt a nɔ bin ebul fɔ
du am atɔl. Wan wan tɛm a nɔ bin de kɔntrol
misɛf ɛn, a kin kɔnfɛs se a nɔ bin ebul fɔ
du natin.
Bɔt wetin
a go du?
Fɔ ɔl
di prɛktikal rizin dɛn i nɔ bin pɔsibul fɔ
mek a kɔntrol misɛf.
A bin de
ɛkspiriɛns wan tru tru martyrdom, .
- tru we a bin
de fɛt ɔltɛm, .
- yus ɔl
di pɔsibul we fɔ kɔntrol mi wɔri. Bɔt a
nɔ bin ebul fɔ kɔntrol misɛf pafɛkt wan.
Jizɔs
we a lɛk bin tɛl mi se :
"Mi
wɛf, nɔ wɔri. Wetin mek yu want Ɛvin so?" A
ansa am se: “A want fɔ de wit yu ɔltɛm.”
A kin lɔs
mi maynd we a de fa frɔm yu, ilɛksɛf na jɔs fɔ
smɔl tɛm. A wan join yu at ol kost."
Dɔn Jizɔs
tɛl mi se: " Okay, fɔ dat. A go mek
yu gladi bay we a de wit yu ɔltɛm ."
A bin ansa am
bay we a se:
"A go
satisfay if yu du am, bot disappear, we ikwal to lef mi onli. Na
Heven i no bi laik dat, bikos yu no fit disappear de. Mai expiriens
de pruv am to mi."
Jizɔs sabi
aw fɔ jok wit di tin dɛn we i mek.
Fo di wan dem
we no sabi, a go tel yu hau im jok wit mi plenti taims.
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, insay di tɛm we a bin de gɛt dɛn blɛsin
ya, .
Jizɔs kam
mit mi kwik kwik wan ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Yu wan
kam wit mi naw?" A ansa se: "Go usay?"
I bin
se: “Na paradays.”
En mi: "Yu
rili tink so?"
Him: "Yes,
yes, rɔsh ɛn nɔ delay!"
A se, "Okay,
mek wi go, ivin if a de fred smɔl se yu want fɔ laf mi."
Jizɔs
bin tɔk bak se: “Nɔ, nɔ, a
rili tɛl yu se, kam. A want fɔ kɛr yu go wit mi.”
We
i se dis, i drɔ mi sol to am di kayn we we a fil se a de kɔmɔt
na mi bɔdi, ɛn insay smɔl tɛm a de flay wit am go
na Ɛvin. O! di gladi gladi we mi sol
gɛt!
A bin de tink
-dat a bin de
go kɔmɔt na di wɔl fɔ ɔltɛm ɛn
dat
di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa fɔ di lɔv we Jizɔs
gɛt na bin jɔs drim.
Wi dɔn
rich di ay ay ples dɛn na ɛvin.
A bigin fɔ
yɛri di wan dɛn we gɛt blɛsin siŋ dɛn
we gɛt wanwɔd. A beg Jizɔs fɔ lid mi kwik
kwik wan fɔ go na dis kɔnsɛt we go de na ɛvin.
Bɔt, smɔl
smɔl, i bin slo in flay so dat ɔltin go apin mɔ
smɔl smɔl.
We a si dis, a
bigin fɔ sɔprayz se a nɔ go rili go bak na di Ɛvin
Ɔmland wit am, ɛn a tɛl misɛf se:
"Jizɔs
de jok wit mi."
Dɔn bak,
wan wan tɛm, fɔ mek a fil fayn, a bin de tɛl am se:
"Dia
Jizɔs, rɔsh. Wetin mek yu de slo?"
I
bin tɛl mi se:
"Luk de,
dis sina de rili klos fo get lost. Mek wi go dong fo di wold bak."
Wi de tray fɔ
mek in sol kɔntrakt; sɔntɛm i go chenj in
layf. Lɛ wi kɔl mi Papa we de na ɛvin in sɔri-at
togɛda.
Yu no want mek
dis sina sev? Wet fɔ lɔng tɛm smɔl.
Yu nɔ rɛdi
fɔ sɔfa pen fɔ di sev fɔ wan sol we dɔn kɔst
mi bɔku Blɔd? "
Wan wɔd fɔ
fɛn pipul dɛn, .
A fɔgɛt
misɛf, a fɔgɛt di waka, .
A bin lɛf
Ɛvin ɛn di siŋ dɛn we di sɛlestial kɔrista
dɛn bin de siŋ dɛn a bin tɛl Jizɔs se: “Yɛs,
yes, ɛnitin we yu want.”
A rɛdi fɔ
sɔfa so dat yu go sev dis sol ".
Ɛn insay
wan yay, i kɛr mi go to dis sina. Fɔ mek i sɔrɛnda
to di gudnɛs, .
Jizɔs bin
tɛl am ɔl di rizin dɛn we mek i fɔ wɔri se i
go sev.
Bɔt di op
we wi bin gɛt na fɔ natin.
Dɔn Jizɔs
tɛl mi wit sɔri at se:
"Mi
wɛf, yu want fɔ tek di pɔnishmɛnt we yu fɔ
gɛt?"
If yu want fɔ
go bak na yu bɔdi fɔ sɔfa, .
-Divayn jɔstis
kin apia, e
-A go ebul fɔ
sɔri fɔ dis sol.
As yu si, di
wɔd dɛn we wi de tɔk ɔ di rizin dɛn we wi
mek nɔ shek am. Fɔ wi natin nɔ de fɔ du pas
fɔ sɔfa di pɔnishmɛnt we i fɔ
gɛt.
"Sɔfa
na di pawaful we fɔ satisfay divayn jɔstis ɛn mek di
pɔsin we sin aksept di gudnɛs fɔ chenj".
A bin gri fɔ
du wetin Jizɔs bin aks mi, ɛn i bin briŋ mi kam bak na
mi bɔdi wantɛm wantɛm.
A nɔ ebul
fɔ diskraib di pen we a bin fil we a kɔnɛkt bak wit mi
bɔdi. I bin tan lɛk se di las wan nɔ bin gri fɔ
mek mi maynd kam bak ɛn i bin de mek a fil lɛk se a dɔn
big.
Na di sem tɛm,
.
- mi sol bin
fil se dɛn de mek a sɔfa ɛn nɔ gɛt layf, .
-as if a de
chok en a de na mi las briz.
A nɔ bin
ebul fɔ kɛr am. Na Jizɔs nɔmɔ bin sho
se bɔku pipul dɛn bin de sɔfa.
Na
in nɔmɔ bin ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt di sɔfa we
bin rili bad ɛn we bin rili
sɔfa mi sol ɛn mi bɔdi .
Afta
sɔm dez we a bin de sɔfa, Jizɔs bin mek a fil se dis
sina dɔn chenj, wit in sol we dɔn ɔlrɛdi sev.
Dɔn Jizɔs
tɛl mi se: “ Yu gladi lɛk
mi?”
"Yɛs,
yes!" A ansa am.
A nɔ no
ɔmɔs tɛm Jizɔs bin ripit dɛn layn ya.
Wan tɛm i
tek mi go na Ɛvin jɔs fɔ tɛl mi rayt afta:
"Yu fɔgɛt
fɔ aks yu kɔnfɛsɔ fɔ gi yu permishɔn fɔ
kam wit mi. So yu fɔ go bak na yu bɔdi fɔ gɛt dis
pɔmishɔn."
A tɛl am
se: “We mi sol bin de na mi bɔdi ɛn a bin de ɔnda
di dayrɛkshɔn fɔ mi kɔnfɛsɔ, a bin gɛt
fɔ obe am.”
Bɔt bikɔs
na yu na di fɔs pɔsin pan di wan dɛn we de kɔnfɛs
ɛn a de wit yu, mi Spous, naw a de tɔk bɔt yu nɔmɔ
».
Jizɔs bin
ansa am wit kol at se:
"No, no,
mi wɛf, a want mek yu obe yu kɔnfɛsɔ pan ɔltin."
I bin mek a kam
bak na mi bɔdi bɔku tɛm.
Sɔntɛnde,
di jok dɛn we i bin de mek bin de mek a vɛks ɛn ivin
bita ɛn nɔ de du wetin rayt.
So Jizɔs
nɔ bin de ripit dɛn bɔku tɛm. Bɔt, a
bin de na bed ɔltɛm, .
- fɔ pe fɔ
sin, .
-wit tɛm
dɛn we a kin wɔri we a kin want fɔ go na Ɛvin kin
mek a gɛt
wit mi Man ɔ
mi wɛf Jizɔs.
Dis tin we a
bin want bin de chenj to di we aw a bin de kip am wit mi ɔltɛm
na di wɔl, .
fɔ
sev mi fɔ mek a nɔ go nid fɔ go na ɛvin
na
fɔ go bak na mi bɔdi nɔmɔ. A bin de kil
mi ɔltɛm.
Wan
mɔnin, afta tri ia, (9) Jizɔs mek a ɔndastand
-we
bin want fɔ ratify di mared we i bin dɔn mek wit mi na
di wɔl,
-bɔt dis
tɛm na ɛvin wit di sankshɔn fɔ di Papa ɛn di
Oli Spirit e
-insay di wan
ol Sɛlɛstial Kɔt.
I advays mi fɔ
rɛdi misɛf fɔ dis singul gras.
Fɔ obe am,
a bin de du wetin a ebul fɔ du mi wan.
Bɔt fɔ
tru, bikɔs a bin rili sɔri ɛn a nɔ bin fit fɔ
du tin di rayt we, .
-A beg am, di
wan we na di big wan pan di wan dɛn we de wok wit an, .
- so dat insɛf
go de bifo dis wok fɔ mek oli klin. If nɔto dat, a nɔ
bin fɔ ɛva ebul fɔ du wetin i aks mi.
Dɛn bin gi
mi dis rili big gudnɛs di de bifo di tɛm we dɛn bɔn
di Blɛsin Vɛjin Meri (10).
Na so i bi.
Da mɔnin
de, mi Jizɔs we bin de du gud ɔltɛm kam kwik kwik wan,
fɔ rɛdi mi fɔ wetin I want frɔm mi.
I bin tɔk
to mi bɔt fet.
Ɛn as i de
tɔk, i lɛf mi fɔ misɛf.
A nɔ no
wetin mek: i bin de kam ɛn go ɔltɛm. We i bin de
tɔk to mi, .
-A bin fil se
dis kayn layfful fet dɔn go insay mi
-dat
mi sol, we bin so kɔmplikt te da tɛm de, bin so simpul dat
i bin ebul fɔ rich to Gɔd.
So, naw, a bin
admaya am
- di Pawa we
Gɔd gɛt, .
-In Olinɛs
e
- Yu gudnɛs,
.
ɛn ɔl
di ɔda kwaliti dɛn we i gɛt.
A rili fil bad
ɛn insay wan si we de mek a sɔprayz, a se:
"Ɔlmayti
Gɔd, wetin yu Ɔlmayti nɔ go ebul fɔ sɔlv? O
sublime holiness of God,
us ɔda oli
tin, ilɛksɛf i ay, we go ebul fɔ fred fɔ kam bifo
yu? "
We a tink bɔt
aw a de sɔfa ɛn aw a nɔ gɛt natin, .
-A si misɛf
lɛk wan smɔl maykrob we dɛn kɔba wit fayn dɔst,
.
- kin wayp am
kwik kwik wan bay wan wom.
A nɔ bin
want fɔ apia bifo di Majesty of God we bin de mek pɔsin in
ed de tɔn in ed igen.
Bɔt, lɛk
magnet, in gudnɛs we nɔ gɛt ɛnd bin drɔ mi
to am, ɛn mi sol ala se:
"O!
- wetin oli, .
-dat Pawa ɛn
- wetin sɔri-at
de insay Gɔd,
di wan we de
atrak wi wit dis kayn gudnɛs! "
I bin tan lɛk
se
-dat In Olinɛs
bin rap am,
- se in Pawa
bin sɔpɔt am, .
-dat in sɔri-at
dɔn muv am ɛn
-dat in gudnɛs
bin mek i gɛt layf frɔm insay ɛn i bin de put am dɔŋ
ɔltogɛda.
A bin tink bɔt
ɛni wan pan in kwaliti dɛn wan bay wan, a bin fil am
- dɛn ɔl
bin gɛt di sem valyu fɔ di mɔtalman spirit - .
-ɔl ikwal
wan we nɔ kin ɔndastand ɛn we nɔ kin mɛzhɔ.
We a bin de put
misɛf insay dɛn ay ay riflekshɔn dɛn ya, .
mi Jizɔs bin
de tɔk to mi bɔt fet ,
i bin de tɛl mi se, .
-fɔ gɛt
fet i nid fɔ biliv Bikɔs if yu nɔ gɛt fet, fet nɔ
go de.
Insay mɔtalman
di ed we de dayrɛkt ɔl in akshɔn dɛn.
So, na di ed fɔ
ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn, na fet de we de kɔntrol ɔl
ɔda tin dɛn.
Lɛk di ed
we dɛn nɔ gɛt di sɛns fɔ si
i nɔ go
ebul fɔ mek mɔtalman rɔnawe pan daknɛs ɛn
kɔnfyushɔn.
So di sol we nɔ
gɛt fet nɔ kin ebul fɔ du ɛnitin ɛn i kin
put insɛf pan ɔlkayn denja.
If di lida we
nɔ de si fayn want fɔ dayrɛkt di man, .
-Yu kin rili
fayn fɔ drayv am
-we i nɔ
go want fɔ go if i gɛt yay.
Lɛk am
-
sight de sav fכ
gayd man
pan εvri akt, .
Fet na layt we
de shayn di sol, if i nɔ de, pɔsin nɔ go ebul fɔ
waka di rod we go mek i gɛt layf we go de sote go.
Fɔ mek
pɔsin gɛt fet, wi nid tri tin dɛn:
- gɛt
in sid insay am, .
-dat
dis sid gɛt gud kwaliti, ɛn
-dat
de divεlכp.
Wi no se na
PAPA GƆD de plant di sid insay wi.
Bikɔs wi
nɔ go ebul fɔ tink bɔt sɔntin pas wi fɔs no
bɔt am, .
wi fɔ tɛl
tɛnki to di wan dɛn we de tɛl wi bɔt di tin dɛn
we gɛt fɔ du wit fet.
Di
kwaliti fɔ dis infɔmeshɔn nɔto sɔntin we nɔ
impɔtant. Ɛnibɔdi we de tich fɔ gɛt
wetin i de tich.
If
di tichin lay, i go mek di pɔsin
we de gi di tichin lay.
We wi shɔ
bɔt di kwaliti we wi no, .
wi
nid fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ gɛt fet
so
dat i go ebul fɔ gro ɛn divɛlɔp.
We wi de tray
tranga wan, i de divɛlɔp te i machɔ.
I
de mek di gud tin dɛn we pɔsin gɛt fɔ op,
.
- oli op, .
-sista we gɛt
fet.
Fɔ op fɔ
- de go bifo
pan fet ɛn - na di tin we pɔsin gɛt fɔ fet.
We wi luk ɔltin
frɔm di biginin, .
A kin se
we Jizɔs bin de tɔk to mi bɔt op,
.
I bin mek a
ɔndastand se dis gud kwaliti
- de gi di sol
wan layt we de protɛkt am
-we de mek i nɔ
ebul fɔ pas to di aro dɛn we di Ɛnimi gɛt.
Bikɔs wi
gɛt op, .
di
sol de gri wit ɔltin we de apin to am wit pis,
.
bikɔs
i no se na Gɔd dɔn disayd ɔltin, we na in Gud
we pas ɔl.
I rili fayn fɔ
si di sol we di fayn fayn tin dɛn we gɛt fɔ du wit op
de de, .
- nɔ trɔst
yusɛf, .
- bɔt na
to di Wan we i lɛk nɔmɔ,
- de abop pan
am nɔmɔ.
As i de fes in
ɛnimi dɛn we rili bad, .
- di sol de
kɔntinyu fɔ bi kwin fɔ in pasɔn dɛn
- wit simpul ɛn
tek tɛm.
Ɔltin de
insay ɔdasay. Jizɔs sɛf gɛt majik.
We i si aw i de
wok wit strɔng op , .
- mɔ ɛn
mɔ gɛt maynd, .
-strɔng ɛn
nɔ win, .
-
we win ɛvri tin we de ambɔg ɛn denja, Jizɔs de gi
am nyu gudnɛs dɛn.
We
Jizɔs bin de tich mi lɛk dis ,
.
i bin de
kɔmyuniket bɔku layt to mi sɛns.
Wail a bin
komplitli imers in dis lait en
dat a bin tink
se a go diskɔba aw di fayn fayn kwaliti we op gɛt de ɛp
wi, dis layt dɔn pul mi kɔmɔt.
A nɔ no
ɔmɔs tin dɛn a ɔndastand.
A go jɔs
se ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn de wok fɔ mek di sol
fayn. Bɔt, bay insɛf, di sol nɔ gɛt ɛni
sid insay.
Afta dɛn
bɔn am ɛn mɛn am, di gud kwaliti dɛn kin tay di
sol tranga wan to Gɔd.
Op de tɛl
di sol se:
"Kam
nia yu Gɔd ɛn yu go gɛt layt frɔm am. Kam nia am
ɛn yu go klin bay am, etc."
We dɛn put
di sol wit oli op, ɔl di gud kwaliti dɛn kin strɔng ɛn
tinap tranga wan.
Jɔs lɛk
mawnten, i nɔ go ebul fɔ afɛkt am
frɔm bad
bad wɛda, frɔm di wam we di san de wam, frɔm di big
big briz, .
frɔm
di bɔku bɔku lek ɛn riva dɛn we bin de ful-ɔp
wit bɔku bɔku
sno we de mɛlt.
Di sol we op de
liv nɔ go ebul fɔ wɔri
-frɔm
trɔbul, tɛmteshɔn, .
- po ɔ we
nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ trɛnk.
No tin we apin
na layf nɔ de mek i fred ɔ mek i at pwɛl, ivin fɔ
smɔl tɛm. Na insɛf sɛf de tɛl insɛf
se:
"A
kin telɛ ɛnitin."
A
kin sɔfa ɔltin ɛn du ɔltin, bikɔs a op pan
Jizɔs ».
Oli op de gi di
sol
- ɔlmost
ɔl pawaful ɛn nɔ de muv, .
- ɔlmost
nɔ kin win ɛn i nɔ kin chenj.
Na bikɔs,
fɔ dis gud kwaliti, .
wi Jizɔs
we de du gud ɔltɛm de gi di sol
fɔ bia
te i tek Gɔd
in Kiŋdɔm we go de sote go na ɛvin.
As a de put mi
maynd insay di big big si we gɛt divayn op, Jizɔs we a lɛk
bin apia bak to mi ɛn tɔk to mi bɔt charity,
we na di big wan pan di tri tiolojikal gud
kwaliti dɛn.
Pan ɔl we
dɛn tri tin ya difrɛn, charity fɔ bi brɔdaship
wit di ɔda tu lɛk se di tri wan dɛn na wan.
We yu tink bɔt
faya, dat de gi yu gud aidia bɔt di tri tiolojikal gud kwaliti
dɛn we kin kam togɛda fɔ mek wan.
Di fɔs tin
we yu kin si we yu layt faya na di layt we de was di say we de rawnd
am.
Dis layt kin
sho di fet we pɔsin kin gɛt we i baptayz . Dɔn
wi kin fil di ɔt we de sheb ɔlsay
(op ).
Smɔl smɔl
di layt kin bigin fɔ dɔn, i kin lɛf smɔl fɔ
lɛ i day, bɔt di wam we di faya kin wam kin gɛt mɔ
trɛnk te i bɔn di faya kpatakpata. (11) ɛn .
Na so i bi wit
di tri tiolojikal gud kwaliti dɛn.
Fet de aktiv
insay di sol na di fɔs infɔmeshɔn we dɛn gɛt
bɔt di Suprim Bi. Dɔn, tank to di kɔntinyu we di
sol de go ɔp to Gɔd, in Gud we pas ɔl, fet de gro ɛn
divɛlɔp.
Di sol de gɛt
frɔm Gɔd di layt we gɛt sɛns, we de kɔmɔt
frɔm di difrɛn abit dɛn we Gɔd gɛt.We di sol
de shayn wit in fet, i de tray fɔ pik di bɛst we fɔ
rich in big gud, we na Gɔd.
I ful-ɔp
wit op, i de pas frɔm wan mawnten to ɔda wan, krɔs
vali ɛn ples dɛn we nɔ gɛt natin, krɔs lek
ɛn riva dɛn, sel fɔ sɔm mɔnt ɛn ia na
di big ɛn dip si; ɔl dis na fɔ di wangren rizin
fɔ tek in yon Gɔd.
Di wan we want
fɔ gɛt Gɔd na in dɛn kɔl charity; ɛn
in tu sista dɛn gɛt fet ɛn op.
Jizɔs
bin tɛl mi se :
"Mi wɛf
we a lɛk, si wetin mek, ."
- de dil wit di
tri tiolojikal gud kwaliti dɛm fɔ fet, op ɛn charity,
.
-A nɔ tɔk
bɔt di Triniti fɔ Divayn Pɔsin dɛn
dat yu go rili
gɛt ɛn fɔ ɔltɛm:
Dɛn
go de wit yu sote go ɛn dɛn go de wit yu sote go ɛn
dɛn nɔ go fɔdɔm.”
Afta sɔm
minit dɛn, .
mi fayn fayn
Jizɔs bin apia to mi bak ɛn tɛl mi
"Mi wɛf,
.
if fet na layt fɔ
di sol ɛn in vishɔn,
.
op na fɔ
mek pɔsin gɛt fet ,
.
gi di sol di
trɛnk ɛn di rili want fɔ gɛt di gud we dɛn
de si wit di yay we gɛt fet.
Fɔ
op fɔ
-
de gi di sol bak di kכrej
fכ
fεs
tranga wok dεm
- insay pis na
yu maynd ɛn insay pafɛkt pis.
I
de ɛp am fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ
luk fɔ am
-ɔl di
pɔsibul rod dɛn e
- ɔl di we
fɔ gɛt gud rizɔlt."
Bɔt
charity , na di tin we de insay de
di
layt we de sho se pɔsin gɛt fet e
di tin we de
mek pɔsin gɛt op kin kɔmɔt.
Sɔmbɔdi
nɔ go ebul fɔ gɛt
-born di fede
- nɔ gɛt
op
-if i nɔ
gɛt ɛni charity.
Na di sem we we
nɔbɔdi nɔ go ebul fɔ gɛt
-ɔt ɛn
-layt we nɔ
gɛt faya.
As kɔndishɔn
we de mek pɔsin fil fayn, .
-
charity de go bifo ɛn go insay ɔlsay, .
-briŋ
di vishɔn dɛm fɔ fet ɛn di tin dɛm we dɛn
want fɔ op fɔ machɔ.
Insay
di swit we i swit, .
-
de mek sɔfa swit ɛn gɛt sɛnt, e
-
de go so fa dat i de mek di sol want fɔ sɔfa.
Di sol we gɛt
tru tru charity, .
- fɔ wok
wit di lɔv we Gɔd gɛt, .
-I de tek wan
sɛnt we de na ɛvin frɔm Gɔd.
If di ɔda
gud kwaliti dɛn mek di sol ɔlmost solitary ɛn asocial,
charity, bi wan sɔbstans
we de mek
layt, ɔt ɛn wan sɛnt we rili swit , .
-de sheb wan
balm to ɔda pipul dɛn
- gɛt mɔ
pas aromat ifɛkt dɛn:
ɛn i de
mek di at dɛn gɛt wanwɔd ɛn mek dɛn mɛlt .
Dis na wetin de
alaw di sol fɔ sɔfa di sɔfa we rili bad wit gladi at.
Di
sol, we lɔv dɔn chenj, nɔ go ebul fɔ liv igen if
i nɔ sɔfa.
We dɛn nɔ
de sɔfa am, i kin ala se:
"O mi
Spouse, Jizɔs, sɔpɔt mi wit di flawa dɛm. Gi mi
di bita we di apul de sɔfa."
Mi sol want yu
ɛn a nɔ go ebul fɔ satisfay pas insay yu swit sɔfa.
O Jizɔs,
gi mi di sɔfa we yu de sɔfa pas ɔl.
Mi at nɔ
ebul fɔ si yu de sɔfa so igen fɔ di ardent ɛn
passionate Lɔv we yu gɛt fɔ ɛni wan pan wi! "
Dɔn Jizɔs
tɛl mi se :
"Mi
Charity na faya we de bɔn ɛn bɔn."
Ɛn we i
tek rut insay wan sol, i de du ɔltin. I nɔ bisin bɔt
di gud kwaliti dɛn sɛf.
Charity de
kɔnvɔyt ɛn ol di gud kwaliti dɛn we gɛt tayt
wan to am. Dis mek i bi di kwin fɔ ɔl di gud kwaliti
dɛn.
I de rul ɛni
wan pan dɛn ɛn i de rul dɛn ɔl.
I nɔ go
ɛva ebul fɔ transfa in suprimi to ɔda pipul dɛn
".
A nɔ ebul
fɔ tɔk bɔt wetin bin de biɛn di swit ɛn
atraktiv Wɔd dɛn we Jizɔs bin tɔk.A kin jɔs
se dɛn wek insay mi
wan
want fɔ sɔfa we bin tan lɛk se na nɔmal
tin
wan
angri fɔ ɔlkayn sɔfa.
Frɔm da
tɛm de, a bin de si am se na big big bad tin fɔ mek dɛn
nɔ gɛt am.
Afta dat, a bin
de tink gud wan bɔt wetin Jizɔs bin dɔn tɛl
mi. Ɛn bak, i introdyus
insɛf to mi ɛn se :
"Mi wɛf,
.
i
nid fɔ mek yu gɛt di prɛdispɔzishɔn dɛn
we de na di maynd
we de mek yu
gɛt mɔ chans fɔ kil yusɛf.
Dis fɔ
bifo yu big big want fɔ sɔfa mɔ ɛn mɔ. No
se di annihilation fɔ yusɛf
- yu deserve
nɔto jɔs di gras fɔ sɔfa, .
-bɔt
arenj yu sol fɔ sɔfa
fayn fayn wan.
I go bi klos fɔ
yu sɔfa.
I go tek yu
ples fɔ di sɔfa dɛn we rili bad.
Di want fɔ
sɔfa de briŋ yu tru tru ɛn tru sɔfa."
Dis swit tɔk
we Jizɔs bin tɔk bin mek a gɛt di tru tin dɛn we
i bin de tich mi insay mi sol. Ɛn a bin gladi pas ɛni
ɔda tɛm bikɔs a bin rili want fɔ bi ɔl in
yon, akɔdin to in Wil.
I kam bak, ɛn
insay smɔl tɛm pas aw i tek fɔ tɔk am, i pul mi
kɔmɔt na misɛf.
Mi sol bin fala
di fayn fayn tin we i bin lɛk fɔ atrak.
Na in sayd, i
bin ebul fɔ win ɔl di prɔblɛm dɛn bay we i
bin de krɔs di skay.
Wi nɔ ivin
no se i dɔn kɔmɔt na di wɔl, mi sol bin de na
Ɛvin, .
we
di Oli Triniti ɛn di
wan ol Kɔt we de na
ɛvin de bifo, .
fɔ
di nyu we aw di mistik mared bitwin Jizɔs ɛn mi sol, we dɛn
dɔn ɔlrɛdi sɛlibret na di
wɔl
di de we di
Vɛjin Meri Klin, bifo Meri insɛf
we, togɛda
wit Sent Katrin, bin tek pat pan dis fɔs sɛlibreshɔn.
Afta ilevin
mɔnt, pan di fɛstival fɔ di Nativiti fɔ di Blɛsin
Vɛjin (12), Jizɔs bin want di sankshɔn fɔ di tri
Divayn Pɔsin dɛn fɔ dis mared.
I bin gi wan
ring we gɛt tri valyu ston dɛn
- wan wayt, wan
red ɛn wan grin - .
I gi am to di
Papa we blɛs dis ring ɛn gi am bak to in Pikin.
Di Oli Spirit
bin ol mi raytan ɛn Jizɔs put di ring pan mi ring finga.
Na dis tɛm,
.
wan
afta di ɔda wan, .
di tri Divayn
Pɔsin dɛn gi mi di kis ɛn wan spɛshal blɛsin.
Aw fɔ
diskrayb di kɔnfyushɔn
-dat a yɛri
-we a fain
misɛf na di prezɛns fɔ di Oli Triniti fɔ dis
sɛrimɔni.
A kin jɔs
tɔk dis
fɔ
de bifo di Triniti e
fɔdɔm
fes dɔŋ
na bin di sem
tin we a bin de du fɔ mi.
A bin fɔ
dɔn de butu sote go if Jizɔs, we na mi man in wɛf, nɔ
bin ɛnkɔrej mi.
- get op ɛn
-bi insay dɛn
prezɛns.
Mi at bin de
fil
-wan big big
gladi, e
- na di sem tɛm
wan rɛspɛktful fred
bifo so bɔku
majesty, insay di midst ɔf dis Layt we go de sote go we de kɔmɔt
frɔm di Ɛsin ɛn Oli we Gɔd in Oli,
di Papa, di
Pikin ɛn di Oli Spirit.
Mɔtalman
langwej, we dɛn tɔk ɔ rayt, nɔ ebul fɔ mek
ɔndastand ɔl di divayn impreshɔn dɛn we bin tɔch
mi sol da tɛm de.
So, na fɔ
mi
-
bεtεh fכ
kip kwayt
bכt
כda
tin dεm, .
- so dat yu nɔ
go mek ɔda mistek.
Naw a go tɛl
una wetin apin we mi sol kam bak na mi bɔdi. A go tɛl
una bak bɔt di wan we bin kip mi as prizina bikɔs i bin
rili gladi fɔ wetin bin jɔs apin to mi.
A bin de fil
insay mi di sɔfa we pɔsin we day de sɔfa.
Afta sɔm
dez, Jizɔs bin gi mi layf bak kpatakpata. A mɛmba we a
bin de gɛt Oli Kɔmyuniɔn, .
- A bin lɔs
di fil fɔ mi bɔdi ɛn
-dat, fɔ
mi sol, a bin fil se a de bifo di Oli Triniti lɛk aw a bin dɔn
si am na Paradays.
Mi sol
- i butu insɛf
wantɛm wantɛm fɔ wɔship ɛn
I
bin mek a kɔnfɛs se a nɔ
gɛt natin.
A bin fil se a
dɔn fɔdɔm kpatakpata. A nɔ bin ebul fɔ
tɔk wan wɔd.
Wan
pan di tri Pɔsin dɛn vɔys tɛl
mi se:
"Kɔrej
ɛn nɔ fred. "
Wi rɛdi fɔ
tek yu as wi yon ɛn fɔ tek yu sol ful wan."
We a yɛri
dis vɔys, a si di Oli Triniti
-ɛnta mi
ɛn
- tek posishɔn
pan mi at bay we i se:
"In
yu hat wi go mek wi permanent haus."
A nɔ go
ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt di chenj we de apin insay mi.
A bin fil lɛk
se dɛn dɔn pul mi na misɛf, dat min se a nɔ de
liv insay misɛf igen.
Fɔ tru, di
Divayn Pɔsin dɛn bin de liv insay mi ɛn mi bin de
insay dɛn. I bin tan lɛk se mi bɔdi dɔn bi
dɛn os.
di
ples usay di Gɔd we
de alayv de de.
A bin fil di
kiŋ prezɛns fɔ di tri Divayn Pɔsin dɛn we,
sɛnsitiv wan, bin de akt insay mi.
A bin de yɛri
dɛn vɔys klia wan, bɔt lɛk se dɛn de yɛri
pas mi.
Ɔl dis bin
apin lɛk se pipul dɛn de na wan rum we de nia de ɛn
dat, .
-o fɔ di
klos, -o fɔ di intensiti fɔ di vɔys dɛn, .
A bin de yɛri
klia wan ɔl wetin dɛn tɔk.
Dɔn Jizɔs
we a lɛk tɛl mi
A
go gɛt fɔ luk fɔ am fɔ ɛnitin we a nid,
.
nɔto
ausayd mi, bɔt insay mi.
Sɔntɛnde
we i nɔ de na mi maynd a kin kɔl am. So i go ansa kwik
kwik wan.
Wi bin de tɔk
to wisɛf lɛk aw tu pipul dɛn de tɔk to dɛnsɛf.
Bɔt, a fɔ
kɔnfɛs se sɔntɛnde i bin de ayd fayn fayn wan so
dat a nɔ bin de ivin ebul fɔ yɛri am. Dɔn a
bin fɔ dɔn travul na di skay, di wɔl ɛn di si fɔ
fɛn am.
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, wan tɛm, we a bin de luk fɔ am bad bad wan
bitwin kray wata ɛn wɔri, .
Jizɔs mek
dɛn yɛri in Voys insay mi insay ɛn tɛl mi se:
« A
de ya wit yu. Nɔ luk di ɔda we fɔ fɛn mi. A
de rɛst insay yu ɛn wach yu ".
Dɔn,
bitwin di sɔprayz ɛn di gladi gladi we a bin gɛt fɔ
si am insay mi, a tɛl am se:
"Jizɔs,
mi Gud, ."
-bikɔs
dis mɔnin yu mek a travul di
skay, di wɔl ɛn di si fɔ luk
fɔ yu,
"We yu bin
de insay mi ɔl dis tɛm?"
Wai yu no at
least se "I'm here",
fɔ sev mi
frɔm taya misɛf fɔ luk fɔ yu usay yu nɔ bin
de?
Si, mi swit
Gud, mi dia Layf, aw a taya. A kin fil se a wik. Hol mi na
yu an. A fil se a go day."
Dɔn Jizɔs
tek mi na in an so dat a go rɛst ɛn gɛt bak di trɛnk
dɛn we a dɔn lɔs.
Wan ɔda
tɛm, we Jizɔs bin ayd insay mi ɛn a bin de luk fɔ
am, .
- i sho am
insay mi ɛn afta dat i kɔmɔt na mi at.
Frɔm di
nɛks tɛm, a si di
tri Divayn Pɔsin dɛn
-
in di fכm
fכ tri
pikin dεm we rili fayn
-wit
wan bכdi
εn tri difrεnt ed dεm, .
-in wan singul
ɛn rili atraktiv biuti.
A nɔ ebul
fɔ tɔk bɔt aw a gladi, .
mɔ bikɔs
dɛn tri pikin ya bin alaw mi fɔ ol dɛn na mi an.
A kis dem ol en
dem kis mi bak.
-Wan bin de
ledɔm pan mi rayt sholda,
- wan oda wan
na mi lef sholda, e
-di tɔd
wan bin de na di midul.
A bin gladi fɔ
dis big wɔndaful tin
-we mi Gɔd
bin gi mi,
-to mi smɔl
krichɔ!
If a luk wan, a
si tri.
We a ol wan na
mi an, a ol tri wantɛm wantɛm. Ilɛksɛf a gɛt
wan ɔ tri, i bin tan lɛk se di graviti na di sem. A
bin fil bɔku lɔv fɔ dɛn ɔl tri.
A bin lɛk
wan pan dɛn jɔs lɛk aw dɛn ɔl tri bin lɛk
dɛn togɛda.
A si se a dɔn
tɔk bɔku, bɔt a bin fɔ dɔn lɛk fɔ
ignore ɔl dɛn tin ya. Bɔt bikɔs a fɔ
obe di wan we de dayrɛkt mi sol, a go kɔntinyu.
A go se bak se
Jizɔs bin de tɔk to mi bɔku tɛm bɔt in
Pash. I bin de tray fɔ rɛdi mi sol fɔ falamakata
in Layf.
Wan tɛm
i bin tɛl mi se :
«Mi wɛf,
apat frɔm di mared we dɛn dɔn ɔlrɛdi mek,
ɔda wan de fɔ du: di mared wit di Krɔs. No se di
gud kwaliti dɛn kin swit ɛn ɔmbul we dɛn valyu ɛn
strɔng dɛn na di shado fɔ di Krɔs.
Bifo dɛn
kam na di wɔl, dɛn bin de si sɔfa, po, sik ɛn
ɔlkayn krɔs as bad bad tin.
Bɔt, bikɔs
a dɔn ɛkspiriɛns am, dɛn dɔn mek sɔfa
oli ɛn mek i bi Gɔd. Di we aw i de luk dɔn chenj:
i dɔn swit ɛn i dɔn mek pɔsin gladi.
Sɔl we gɛt
dis gud tin frɔm mi, dɛn kin ɔnɔ am pas am, bikɔs
i kin gladi fɔ am ɛn i kin bi Gɔd in gyal pikin.
Ɛnibɔdi
we luk di krɔs nɔmɔ na di say we i de, kin gɛt di
ɔpɔzit.
I fɛn di
bita krɔs ɛn bigin fɔ kɔmplen, as i de si am as
bad tin. Bɔt we i tek am as gud tin, i de mek i gladi ».
Ɛn i
bin tɔk bak se :
"Mi wɛf,
a nɔ want natin pas fɔ krɔs yu lɛk aw i bin de
bifo, insay yu sol ɛn na yu bɔdi."
Afta Jizɔs
tɛl mi, a fil so infushɔn fɔ di want fɔ mek dɛn
krɔs mi wit am dat a tɛl am se: "Mi Jizɔs, mi
Lɔv, i nɔ go te igen, krɔs mi wit yu!"
Ɛn a tɛl
misɛf se:
"We i kam
bak, di fɔs tin we a go aks am, ."
wetin
a tink se impɔtant
pas ɔl, .
i go bi fɔ
sɔfa fɔ mi sin dɛn ɛn di gudnɛs we go mek
dɛn nel mi wit am. Ɛn i tan lɛk to mi se a go
satisfay, bikɔs wit di krɔs a go ebul fɔ gɛt
ɔltin ».
Fɔ dɔn,
wan mɔnin, Jizɔs we a lɛk bin apia to mi we tan lɛk
Jizɔs we dɛn nel pan Krɔs. I tɛl mi se i
rili want mek dɛn nel mi wit am
As i de tɔk
am, a si
-
layt rayt de kכmכt
frכm
in oli wund dεm, e
- nel dɛn
de go to mi.
Da tɛm de,
di we aw a bin want fɔ mek Jizɔs nel mi na di tik bin so
bɔku dat a bin fil se di lɔv we a bin gɛt fɔ sɔfa
dɔn dɔn mi.
Bɔt, wan
big big fred bin kam wantɛm wantɛm we mek a de shek shek
frɔm mi ed to mi fut.
A bin de gɛt
wan big big tin we bin de kil misɛf
A bin fil se a
nɔ fit fɔ gɛt dis kayn gudnɛs we nɔ bɔku
lɛk dis. Ɛn a nɔ bin de fred igen fɔ se:
"Masta, nel mi wit yu na di tik".
Bɔt i bin
tan lɛk se Jizɔs bin de wet fɔ mek a gri bifo i gi mi
dis wanwɔd gudnɛs. A dɔn de sɔfa wit dis fɔ
sɔm tɛm.
Mi sol bin fil
wan bad bad want fɔ aks fɔ dis gudnɛs. Na di sem
tɛm, wan filin fɔ se a nɔ fit bin de insay mi.
Mi nature bin
de shek ɛn shek shek
Bikɔs i
bin de fred, so i bin de shem fɔ aks Jizɔs fɔ mek dɛn
nel am na di tik.
We a bin de na
dis stet, Jizɔs we a lɛk bin mek a tek dis gudnɛs in
maynd.
Bikɔs a
bin no in Wil, a bin gɛt maynd ɛn tɛl am se:
"Mi Oli
Spous ɛn mi Krɔs Lɔv, duya gi mi di gudnɛs fɔ
mek dɛn krɔs mi wit yu. A de aks bak se no sayn we pɔsin
go si fɔ dis gudnɛs nɔ de pan mi."
Yɛs
- gi mi yu ɛvri
sɔfa kwik kwik wan,
- gi mi yu wund
dɛn, .
bɔt i nɔ
de sho ɔda pipul dɛn ɔl wetin de apin to mi. Mek
i bi onli bitwin yu en mi."
Dɛn bin gi
mi dis gudnɛs.
I nɔ tu
te, layt ɛn nel dɛn kɔmɔt frɔm Jizɔs we
dɛn Krɔs ɛn
- i kam fɔ
du mi bad, .
- we de go
insay mi an ɛn fut.
Ɛn wan ɔda
layt bin kam, we bin de shayn mɔ ɛn mɔ, ɛn wan
spia bin de wit am
pier mi at.
A nɔ ebul
fɔ diskraib di gladi ɛn pen we a bin de fil wan tɛm -
pen we pas ɔl ɔda wan dɛn - we a bin fil insay da
gladi tɛm de.
Pan ɔl we
a bin de fred ɛn shek shek bifo, di pis ɛn satisfay we a
bin de gɛt bin rili bɔku naw.
Di sɔfa we
a bin de sɔfa bin so bad dat a bin biliv se di pen we bin de na
mi an, mi fut ɛn mi at bin de sho se a dɔn day.
A bin fil di
bon dɛn na mi an ɛn mi fut dɛn de brok smɔl
smɔl. A bin de fil di nel dɛn we de go insay ɛvri
wund.
A kɔnfɛs
se di swit fulfilment we dɛn wund ya gɛt, dɛn nɔ
go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt am wit wɔd.
Mi wɔnda
bin de bɔku pan di sem tɛm we di pawa we di pen gɛt
we, .
- nɔto jɔs
mek a fil se a de day, bɔt, .
- na di sem
tɛm, i bin gi mi ɛn
- i mek a fil
se a nɔ de day.
Ɛn natin
nɔ bin apia na do na mi bɔdi we, bɔt, bin de fil shap
spam ɛn pen.
Di pɔsin
we bin de kɔnfɛs mi bin kam ɛn kɔl mi bikɔs
a bin de obe.
I bin fri mi an
dɛn we bin paralayz bikɔs ɔf di prɛshɔn we
di nerv dɛn bin de prɛs. Na mental a bin de fil pen
usay di rayt ɛn nel dɛn bin dɔn go insay.
Mi kɔnfɛsɔ
bin kɔmand bikɔs ɔf obe se ɔltin stɔp wantɛm
wantɛm. Fɔ tru, di bad bad pen we bin dɔn mek a
nɔ no natin, bin stɔp wantɛm wantɛm.
O! wetin
na mirekul we oli obe bin briŋ mi.
Ɔmɔs
tɛm a dɔn si se a dɔn mek wanwɔd wit mi sista in
day.
Na tru fɔ
obe, Jizɔs
-
de hεl כl
di spasm εn pen dεm we de day we bin de insay mi, e
"Soon"
bin mek mi layf kam bak.
A ɔnɛs
wan gri se if di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs nɔ bin
dɔn stɔp dɛn sɔfa ya, i bin fɔ dɔn gɛt
prɔblɛm fɔ put misɛf ɔnda dɛn.
Mek di Masta
gɛt blɛsin ɔltɛm fɔ we i gi in minista dɛn
di pawa fɔ pul in animal we i de it kɔmɔt na day.
Ɛn a op se
ɔl dis dɔn ɔlwayz bi fɔ di big Glori fɔ Gɔd
ɛn fɔ sev sol dɛn.
A fɔ tɔk
bak se we a bin de sɔfa dis bad bad tin we bin de apin to mi, di
tin dɛn we wi dɔn tɔk bɔt nɔ bin lɛf
ɛnitin na mi bɔdi.
We a bin de
sɔfa bak, a bin si klia wan se di wund dɛn we Jizɔs
bin gɛt bin de na mi bɔdi.
I bin tan lɛk
se di wund dɛn we Jizɔs Krɔs bin wund, we dɛn bin
dɔn put pan mi an, fut ɛn at, na di sem tin dɛn we
Jizɔs bin gɛt.
Wetin a jɔs
tɔk de diskrayb
- mi mared wit
di Kros e
- di pen dɛm
we a bin sɔfa na mi fɔs krɔs.
A
dɔn ɛkspiriɛns bɔku ɔda krɔs dɛn
insay di ia dɛn we de kam, so i nɔ pɔsibul fɔ mek
a rayt dɛn ɔl.
Bɔt,
bikɔs a fɔ tɔk bɔt dɛn, a go tɛl bɔt
di men wan dɛn ɛn di wan dɛn we de nia
pas ɔl, te to di ia 1899.
Ɛnitɛm
we Jizɔs kam bak to mi afta we i dɔn mek a sɔfa pan di
krɔs, a go de ripit to am ɔltɛm:
«Jizɔs
we a lɛk, gi mi tru tru pen fɔ mi sin dɛn, fɔ du
am
- dat dɛn
dɔn kɔnsum wit pen ɛn kɔntrishɔn fɔ we
dɛn dɔn ɔfɛnd yu, e
- se dɛn
dɔn ɛras dɛn na mi sol ɛn frɔm yu mɛmori.
Mek di sɔfa
we a de sɔfa pas ɛni lɔv we a dɔn gɛt fɔ
sin, so dat, .
- we dɛn
dɔn pul mi sin dɛn ɛn dɔnawe wit mi, .
"A kin
pres mo intimately agenst yu."
Wan tɛm,
afta i aks Jizɔs fɔ gi mi dis kayn gudnɛs, i bin tɛl
mi fayn fayn wan se:
"Bikɔs
yu rili sɔri fɔ we yu ɔfɛn mi, a want fɔ
pripia yu misɛf fɔ di Atonmɛnt. Na dis we yu go ebul
fɔ ɔndastand di bad bad tin dɛn we sin de du ɛn
di kayn pen we de mek a fil bad na mi At."
Se dɛn wɔd
ya wit mi:
“ If
yu krɔs di si, ilɛksɛf a nɔ si yu, yu stil de na
di si. If a step na grɔn, yu de ɔnda mi fut. A
sin!”
Dɔn, i bin
de wispa ɛn i bin lɛf smɔl fɔ mek i kray, i ad
se :
"A
stil lɛk yu ɛn a bin kip yu!"
Afta Jizɔs
tɛl mi dɛn wɔd ya, a bigin fɔ ɔndastand bɔku
tin dɛn we a nɔ ebul fɔ tɔk.
A kin se na da
tɛm de nɔmɔ i bin de
-dat a bin
gladi fɔ di big big ɛn di big big tin we Gɔd gɛt,
- as well as in
Prɛzɛns insay ɔltin.
Tɛnki fɔ
in kwaliti dɛn, nɔto wan shado pan mi tinkin de rɔnawe
pan Gɔd.Mi nɔtin, we yu kɔmpia am to In Gret Majesty,
i smɔl pas shado.
Insai
di wod dem "A don sin ", a
andastan
di
bad bad tin dɛn we sin
de du, .
- in bad bad
tin dɛn ɛn di we aw i nɔ de tek tɛm, .
ɛn bak di
big big bad bad tin we kin apin to Gɔd jɔs frɔm wan
tɛm we i satisfay ɛn gladi.
Lisin to di wɔd
dɛn
" A
stil lɛk yu ɛn a dɔn kip yu ",
A bin de sɔfa
bad bad wan ɛn a bin fil se a de nia fɔ day.
I
mek a fil di immensiti fɔ di Lɔv we i bin gɛt fɔ
mi, ivin if, wit wan simpul bad akt, a put am dɔŋ to di
lɛvɛl we a gladi, fɔ we a bin ɔfɛnd am ɛn
i bin lɛf smɔl fɔ kil
am.
"Jɛntilman,
.
bikɔs a nɔ
de tɛl una tɛnki ɛn a de du bad to una, ɛn una
dɔn du gud to mi, una sɔri fɔ mi.
- ɔltɛm
de mek a fil di kɔntrishɔn fɔ mi sin dɛn, .
-to di extent
of di lov we yu get en yu go olwes get fo mi."
Na di tɛm
we Jizɔs we bin rili lɛk mi bin mek a ɔndastand aw bad
bad tin dɛn bin de
-insay sin e
-insay di wan
dɛn we de kɔmit am a ɔndastand se, .
fɔ
bad tin ɛn fɔ nɔ
tɛl tɛnki, .
man
de fred fɔ tek Gɔd as sɔntin we rili
bad fɔ mek pipul dɛn gladi.
Sem
-if yu de wɔri
fɔ avɔyd di smɔl smɔl tin we yu nɔ du, .
-A bin olwez de
fred di very shadow of wan sin
dat kin kam na
yu maynd fɔ smɔl tɛm.
A bin rili et
ɛn shem fɔ di sin dɛn we a bin dɔn du trade so
dat a bin biliv se na mi na di wan we bad pas ɔl di wan dɛn
we dɔn sin.
So wen mi Jizɔs
apia, na mi nɔmɔ bin du am
Aks am fɔ
mek i sɔfa mɔ fɔ mi sin dɛn
- ɛn bak
di implimɛnt ɔf in prɔmis fɔ krɔs.
Wan mɔnin,
we a fil mɔ akyu pas aw a kin fil fɔ sɔfa mɔ ɛn
mɔ, mi Jizɔs we gɛt gud at pas ɔlman kam.I pul mi
kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn briŋ mi sol to wan man
we, wit di ɛp we gɔn , i bin jɔs gɛt dɛn bin
atak am, ɛn i bin de kam day ɛn lɔs in sol.
Dɔn Jizɔs
mek a go insay am mek a ɔndastand di pen we in At de fil fɔ
di presumid lɔs fɔ dis sol.
If wi bin no aw
Jizɔs de sɔfa bikɔs i lɔs in sol, a shɔ se
wi go du ɔl wetin wi ebul fɔ sev am frɔm day we go de
sote go.
We a bin de wit
Jizɔs insay dis bɔku bɔku bulɛt dɛn, i bin
swɛt mi tayt tayt wan pan am ɛn wispa na mi yes se:
"Mi wɛf,
yu want?"
-fɔ ɔfrɛd
yu as viktim fɔ di sev fɔ dis sol e
"Yu tek
pan yusɛf ɔl di sɔfa we i fɔ gɛt fɔ in
grev sin dɛn?"
A ansa am se:
“Fɔ tru, mi Jizɔs.”
Put ɔl
wetin i fɔ gɛt pan mi, as lɔng as i sev insɛf ɛn
yu briŋ am bak to layf."
Dɔn Jizɔs
bin briŋ mi kam bak na mi bɔdi ɛn a bin fil lɛk
se a de sɔfa so bad bad wan so dat a nɔ bin ebul fɔ
ɔndastand aw a go ebul fɔ liv.
Afta we Jizɔs
bin de sɔfa dis kayn we fɔ pas wan awa, i bin arenj fɔ
mek di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs mi kam to mi ɛn gi mi
layf bak.
We i aks mi
wetin dɔn mek a sɔfa dis big big sɔfa.
A tɛl am
ɔl wetin a dɔn si ɛn ɛkspiriɛns insay dis
rili shɔt tɛm ɛn mi
i sho di pat na
di siti usay dɛn kil di pɔsin.
Leta i bin
kɔnfyus to mi se di kil rili apin na di rayt ples we a tɛl
am ɛn i tɛl mi se ɔlman biliv se di man dɔn day.
A tɛl am
se i nɔ bin fɔ dɔn day, bikɔs Jizɔs bin dɔn
prɔmis mi se i go sev in sol ɛn kip am layf.
Fɔ tru, a
dɔn beg Gɔd tranga wan fɔ mek in spirit nɔ kɔmɔt
na in bɔdi. Leta dɛn bin kɔnfyus se i dɔn
sev ɛn i dɔn wɛl smɔl smɔl ɛn gɛt
wɛlbɔdi. Naw i de alayv. Gɔd gɛt
blɛsin!
As fɔ mi
big big want fɔ mek dɛn nel mi wit Jizɔs, fɔ lɛk
am ɛn fɔ di Atonmɛnt fɔ mi past, Jizɔs kam
to mi ɛn, lɛk bifo, i pul mi sol kɔmɔt na mi
bɔdi.
I kɛr mi
go na di oli ples usay i sɔfa in penful Pashiɔn ɛn tɛl
mi se:
"Mi wɛf,
if ɔlman bin no."
- di wan we nɔ
de mɛzhɔ pan ɔl we na di Krɔs ɛn
- aw i de mek
di sol valyu, .
ɔlman go
want dis prɔpati ɛn dɛn go tek am se i impɔtant,
lɛk wan jɔlɔs we gɛt valyu we nɔbɔdi nɔ
go ebul fɔ kɔnt.
We a kɔmɔt
na ɛvin kam dɔŋ na di wɔl, a nɔ bin pik di
jɛntri na di wɔl. Bɔt a bin tek am se i gɛt
mɔ rɛspɛkt ɛn i fayn fɔ pik di Sista dɛn
na di Krɔs: - po, - shem ɛn - di sɔfa we rili bad.
Ɛn we a
bin de wɛr dɛn, .
-A bin want di
tɛm fɔ mi Pashiɔn ɛn Day fɔ kam kwik kwik
wan, bikɔs tru dɛn a bin de kam fɔ sev sol dɛn ".
As I bin de tɔk
to mi, Jizɔs bin mek a fil di gladi at we i bin de fil we a de
sɔfa. Di tin dɛn we i tɔk bin mek a want fɔ
sɔfa bad bad wan na mi at.
A bin fil wan
oli transpɔt fɔ filin ɛn di want fɔ tan lɛk
am, di Krusifiks.
Wit di smɔl
vɔys ɛn trɛnk we a bin gɛt insay mi, a pre to am
se:
"Oli
Spouse, gi mi sɔfa ɛn gi mi yu Krɔs so dat a go no mɔ
aw yu lɛk mi."
If nɔto
dat a go de ɔltɛm na di ɔnsatayniti fɔ yu Lɔv
fɔ mi. A bin giv op evritin fo yu! "
Leta, bikɔs
Jizɔs bin gladi pas ɛni ɔda tɛm we a bin de beg
mi, i bin alaw mi fɔ ledɔm pan wan pan di krɔs dɛn
we bin de de.
We a bin rɛdi,
a beg am fɔ mek i nel mi na di tik.
I tek wan nel
wit lɔv ɛn bigin fɔ push am na mi an. Wan wan tɛm
i bin de aks mi se:
"I de at
tu moch? Yu wan mek a kontiniu?"
Amata kɔntinyu
fɔ tɔk se: "Yɛs, yes, pan ɔl we a de fil
pen. A rili gladi se yu de krɔs mi."
We i bigin fɔ
nel mi ɔda an, di krɔs in an bin tan lɛk se i tu shɔt,
bɔt bifo i bin lɔng.
Dɔn Jizɔs
pul di nel we dɛn bin dɔn drɛb insay ɛn tɛl
am se:
"Mi wɛf,
wi fɔ fɛn ɔda krɔs. Rɛst ɛn rifresh
yusɛf."
A nɔ ebul
fɔ diskraib di chagrin we a bin fil da tɛm de. So a nɔ
bin fit fɔ sɔfa dis!
Dɛn bin de
ripit dɛn layn dɛn ya bɔku tɛm. We di an dɛn
na di krɔs bin fayn, di lɔng we di krɔs bin lɔng
nɔ bin fayn.
Wan ɔda
tɛm, fɔ mek Jizɔs nɔ nel mi na di tik, sɔntin
bin de we nɔ bin de pan di krɔs we a bin nel.
Jizɔs bin
de fɛn ɛkskyuz ɔltɛm fɔ mek i go bifo pan
ɔda tɛm.
Oh,
aw mi sol bin vɛks pan dɛn kɔnflikt ya we a bin de
ripit wit mi Jizɔs.Bɔku tɛm a bin jɔstifay fɔ
kɔmplen to am, bikɔs i bin dinay
mi fɔ tru tru sɔfa.
Bɔku tɛm,
wit wan bita tɔyn, a bin de tɛl am se:
"Mi
Beloved, i tan lɛk se ɔltin de dɔn as jok."
Fɔ
ɛgzampul, yu dɔn tɛl mi bɔku tɛm se yu go
kɛr mi go na Ɛvin wan tɛm ɛn fɔ ɔltɛm. Bɔt,
ɛvri tɛm we yu briŋ mi bak na di wɔl fɔ de
na mi bɔdi bak. Yu bin tɛl mi se yu go lɛk fɔ
nel mi na di tik so dat a go ebul fɔ du wetin yu du.
Bɔt, yu nɔ
ɛva alaw mi fɔ rich wan kɔmplit krɔs. Ɛn
Jizɔs se, "Yɛs, a go du am jisnɔ. No dawt nɔ
de. I go bi."
Fɔ dɔn,
wan mɔnin, di de we dɛn go mek di Oli Krɔs ɔp
(13), Jizɔs bin apia ɛn kɛr mi go kwik kwik wan bak na
di Oli Square na Jerusɛlɛm.
I bin mek a
tink bɔt difrɛn tin dɛn we gɛt fɔ du wit di
sikrit ɛn di gud tin dɛn we de na di krɔs. Afta
dat, i tɛl mi wit sɔri-at se:
"Mi lov,
yu wan bi biutiful?"
Tink bɔt
di Krɔs ɛn i go gi yu di fayn fayn kwaliti dɛn we yu
go si na Ɛvin ɛn na di wɔl.
Dɔn yu go
mek Gɔd lɛk yusɛf, we gɛt Biuti we nɔ gɛt
ɛnd insay insɛf. Di want fɔ gɛt Ɛvin
wit ɔl in jɛntri dɔn divɛlɔp insay yu.
Yu want fɔ
mek yu ful-ɔp wit bɔku bɔku jɛntri, nɔto fɔ
shɔt tɛm, bɔt fɔ sote go?
Ɔltɛm
yu fɔ lɛk di Krɔs. I go gi yu ɔl di jɛntri,
.
- di smɔl
smɔl peni, we de sho di smɔl smɔl sɔfa, .
-to
di mכst
inkalkulεbl sכm
dεm we dεn gεt frכm
di kכros
dεm we ebi pas כl.
Bɔt
- pan ɔl
we mɔtalman dɔn rili want fɔ gɛt di minimum
prɔfit fɔ wan simpul tɛmporal kɔrɛnt, we i
nɔ go te igen i go gɛt fɔ lɛf,
- nɔ gɛt
wan tink fɔ bay wan peni fɔ guds we go de sote go.
Ɛn wetin
mek
A
sɔri fɔ di we aw mɔtalman nɔ de tek tɛm tink
bɔt in gud we go de
sote go,
A
kin tɛl am wit sɔri-at fɔ ɛp
am.
In, bifo i tɛl
tɛnki, .
- mek yu nɔ
fit fɔ gɛt mi gift dɛn e
- i de ofend mi
wit in obstinacy.
Yu si, mi gyal
pikin, aw bɔku blayndnɛs de insay dis mɔtalman we gɛt
sɔri-at?
Bɔt
di Krɔs de kɛr
-ɔl
di triɔmph dɛn, .
-
big big akwyizishɔn dɛn e
-
di big big win dɛn.
Na dat mek yu
nɔ fɔ gɛt ɔda rizin pas di Krɔs.
Dis go du fɔ
gi ɔltin.
Ɛn, tide,
a want fɔ mek yu gladi bay we a krɔs yu krɔs krɔs
krɔs, we te da tɛm de nɔ bin fit yu pafɛkt wan.
Una fɔ no
se na dis krɔs wangren de
-dat bin atrak
yu to mi Lɔv ɛn
-we mek a krɔs
yu kɔmplit wan pan am. Di krɔs we yu dɔn gɛt
te naw, .
A go tek am go
na Ɛvin as sayn fɔ yu lɔv.
A go sho am to
di Ɛvin Kɔt as tɛstamɛnt fɔ se una lɛk
mi.
Na in ples a
gɛt wan we ebi ɛn we de mek i fil pen we a de briŋ kam
to una
-fɔ ansa
yu want fɔ sɔfa e
- fɔ alaw
mi eternal Purpose bɔt yu fɔ kam tru ".
Afta Jizɔs
tɔk dis, i apia to mi bifo di krɔs we a bin gɛt te da
tɛm de. A bin rili gladi, a go to am, put am na grɔn
ɛn ledɔm pan am.
Ɛn we a
bin de de, we a bin rɛdi fɔ di krɔs, di ɛvin
opin.
Sent Jɔn
di Ivanjelis kam , i bin de kɛr di krɔs
we Jizɔs bin dɔn tɛl mi bɔt.
Dɔn
di Vɛjin Meri kam we wan falanks we gɛt enjɛl dɛn
bin de rawnd am.
Dɛn pul mi
kɔmɔt na mi krɔs ɛn put mi na di say we big pas
ɔl frɔm Sɛnt Jɔn.
Wan kol ɛn
day shiver bin tek mi.
Bɔt, a bin
stil fil wan faya we gɛt lɔv na mi at, we mek a wet fɔ
sɔfa na dis krɔs.
We Jizɔs
bin gi sayn, wan enjɛl tek di fɔs krɔs ɛn kɛr
am go na ɛvin.
Insay da tɛm
de, Jizɔs, wit in yon an ɛn we di Vɛjin Meri bin de
ɛp, bigin fɔ nel mi na di tik.
We
dɛn tinap, di enjɛl dɛn ɛn Sɛnt Jɔn bin
sho di nel dɛn ɛn ɔda tin dɛn we dɛn nid fɔ
mek dɛn nel mi na di tik.
Fɔ
di akt we dɛn nel mi na di tik,
.
- mi mɔs
tɛnd Jizɔs sho so bɔku gladi ɛn gladi
-dat a nɔ
bin fɔ dɔn sɔfa pan wan tawzin krɔs,
ɛn
bak ɔda sɔfa dɛn fɔ mek in swit Satisfayshɔn
go ɔp.
Na da tɛm
de i bin tan lɛk se dɛn dɔn mek Ɛvin fɔ wan
nyu fɛstival we gɛt glori fɔ mi:
- fɔ we i
bin dɔn lɛk Jizɔs, .
-fɔ we dɛn
dɔn fri, wit bɔku bɔku prea dɛn, sol dɛn na
Pɔgatɔri, .
-fɔ we dɛn
dɔn beg fɔ sina dɛn we nɔ gɛt bɛtɛ
abit ɛn fɔ mek bɔku ɔda pipul dɛn chenj.
Jizɔs we a
lɛk dɔn mek dɛn ɔl gɛt di gud tin dɛn
we a rili want fɔ sɔfa we dɛn nel am na di tik.
We ɔltin
dɔn, a bin fil lɛk se a de swim na wan si we gɛt
satisfay we miks wit wan si we gɛt sɔfa we a nɔ yɛri
bɔt.
Di Kwin Mama
tɔn to Jizɔs ɛn se:
"Mi pikin,
tide na de we gɛt glori."
Fɔ yu yon
sɔfa ɛn fɔ mek ɔl wetin dɛn dɔn du wit
Luisa, .
-A go lɛk
fɔ mek yu chuk in at wit spia ɛn
- put pan in ed
wan krawn we gɛt chukchuk ».
We Jizɔs
bin de du wetin in Mama want, i tek wan spia ɛn chuk mi at frɔm
wan say to di ɔda say. Na da sem tɛm de, di enjɛl
dɛn bin gi wan krawn we gɛt chukchuk to di Blɛsin
Vɛjin.
I, wit mi
kɔnsɛnt ɛn wit di bɛst satisfay, put am wit
sɔri-at na mi ed. Na wan de we a nɔ go ɛva fɔgɛt!
Wi kin rili tɔk
se na bin de we pipul dɛn bin de sɔfa ɛn dɛn bin
gladi we dɛn nɔ go ɛva tɔk bɔt. Ɛn,
fɔ mek a gladi ɛn fɔ bia mi natura frayd, Jizɔs
bin de nia mi ɔl di de.
Bikɔs ɔf
di bad bad tin dɛn we bin de sɔfa, di krɔs nɔ bin
fɔ dɔn wok if in gudnɛs nɔ bin de.
Fɔ mek a
gladi, Jizɔs bin alaw bɔku sol dɛn na Pɔgatɔri
fɔ go bak na Ɛvin bikɔs ɔf di sɔfa we a bin
de sɔfa.
Dɛn kɔmɔt
na ɛvin kam dɔŋ wit enjɛl dɛn.
Dɛn bin de
rawnd mi bed ɛn mek a fil fayn wit dɛn siŋ dɛn we
de na ɛvin. Dɛn na bin siŋ dɛn we de sho se
dɛn gladi ɛn dɛn bin de siŋ dɛn we de prez
Gɔd in big big siŋ.
Afta fayv ɔ
siks dez we wi dɔn sɔfa bad bad wan, .
A bin rili sɔri
fɔ notis se, ɛvride, di sɔfa we a bin de sɔfa bin
de stɔp fɔ sɔfa.
I bin fɔ
dɔn stɔp kpatakpata if a nɔ bin insist pan mi Man ɔ
wɛf Jizɔs - fɔ stɔp insɛf fɔ ridyus in
intensiti - we nɔ bin stɔp ɔltin.
A bin fil insay
mi di strɔng want fɔ dɛn swit sɔfa ya.
Ɛn a bin
mek mi gud Jizɔs no bɔt am bay we a aks am fɔ mek i
nyu di krɔs we a bin dɔn ɔlrɛdi ɛkspiriɛns.
Jizɔs, we
nɔ gɛt ɛnitin fɔ du wit am, bin satisfay wit mi.
Wan wan tɛm
a bin lɛk fɔ kɛr mi sol go bak na di Oli Ples dɛn
na Jerusɛlɛm.
Ɛn na de i
mek a tek pat mɔ ɔ smɔl pan di sɔfa dɛn we i
bin de sɔfa di tɛm we i bin de Pash.
Sɔntɛnde
i bin de mek a sɔfa di wip, sɔntɛnde di krawn wit
chukchuk, .
sɔntɛnde
dɛn kin kɛr di krɔs, ɔ dɛn kin nel am na di
tik.
Jizɔs bin
lɛk fɔ mek a sɔfa wan ɔ di ɔda wan pan dɛn
sikrit dɛn ya. Sɔntɛnde ivin, insay wan de, i kin
mek a sɔfa ɔl in Pashiɔn, .
gi mi mɔ
swit ɛn
na
di sem tɛm mɔ sɔfa.
Mi at bin de
fɔdɔm bikɔs a bin de fil pen
- we na Jizɔs
insɛf bin sɔfa di Pashiɔn e
-dat a nɔ
bin nid fɔ sɔfa wit am.
A nɔ bin
de rɛst ɛn a bin de wɔri if a nɔ bin ebul fɔ
at ɔl fɔ go insay sɔm pan di sɔfa dɛn we i
bin de sɔfa.
Bɔku
tɛm, a bin de si misɛf wit di Vɛjin Meri
- wach Jizɔs
de sɔfa di bad bad tin dɛn we de sɔfa bikɔs ɔf
di bad bad tin dɛn we savayj man dɛn du, we rili bad pas di
sojaman dɛn we ol Jizɔs ɛn kil am.
Na da tɛm
de a bin mek a biliv se fɔ di wan dɛn we lɛk, .
- i izi fɔ
sɔfa yu wan
-pas fɔ si
di pɔsin we yu lɛk de sɔfa.
A bin fil se a
lɛk Jizɔs we a lɛk, a bin de beg am fɔ mek i nyu
bɔku tɛm, bɔku tɛm, di tin dɛn we a bin de
krɔs, so dat at ɔl pat pan am go ebul fɔ mek i nɔ
sɔfa.
Bɔku tɛm
Jizɔs bin de tɛl mi se:
"Mi lɔv,
- di Krɔs
we dɛn embras fayn fayn wan ɛn we dɛn want, .
-
de difrεnt di wan dεm we dεn bin dכn
dכn
dεstεn frכm
di wan dεm we dεn nכ
kכl,
we de כpכz
di sכfa
wit tranga wan.
No se insay di
de we di wɔl go day, na di wan we bin fetful ɛn kɔntinyu
fɔ bia
- i go fil di
kɔrej we di Krɔs de kɔrej ɛn i go gladi we i si
am de apia. we di pɔsin we dɛn nɔ gri fɔ tek
go gɛt wan bad bad fred.
Bɔt, naw,
mi pɔsin we a lɛk, .
- nɔbɔdi
nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk fɔ tru
- if dis ɔ
dat go sev ɔ i go lɔs sote go.
"Fɔ
ɛgzampul, if, we di Krɔs apia, . "
- sɔmbɔdi
kis am wit rɛsayn ɛn peshɛnt, .
-fuk frɔm
tɛm to tɛm, .
-tanki to di
wan dɛm we de sɛn am ɛn fala mi,
na sayn we klia
ɛn i dɔn lɛf smɔl fɔ sho se i go de wit di
wan dɛn we dɔn sev.
If, na di ɔda
say, we dɛn prɛzɛnt di krɔs, .
-sɔmbɔdi
kin vɛks, nɔ lɛk ɛn
- tray fɔ
rɔnawe pan am pan ɔl we i nɔ izi, .
den wi kin si
de wan sayn we de sho se dɛn de go na ɛlfaya.
If, insay in
layf, pɔsin insul mi we i de luk di Krɔs, .
"Den di de
we i go jɔj i go swɛ mi".
bikɔs we i
si di Krɔs go mek i fred sote go.
I de sho klia
wan ɛn i nɔ de mek pɔsin fil bad
- di sɛnt
fɔ di pɔsin we sin, .
- di pafɛkt
fɔ di wan dɛn we nɔ pafɛkt, .
-di fervent fɔ
di lukewarm.
I de gi layt to
di wan dɛn we de tink di rayt we. Difrɛn difrɛns
bitwin gud ɛn bad.
I
de sho insɛf te to wan patikyula mak
-udat
fɔ de na ɛvin ɛn
-we fɔ tek
wan impɔtant ples.
Ɔl di gud
kwaliti dɛn kin bi we nɔ gɛt wan rɛspɛkt ɛn
we gɛt rɛspɛkt bifo di Krɔs.
Ɛn yu no
ustɛm di gud kwaliti dɛn kin gɛt dɛn maksimal
splɛnd ɛn splɛnd? Na we dɛn graft dɛn
fayn fayn wan pan di Krɔs ».
Aw fɔ
diskraib di bɔku bɔku faya dɛn we gɛt lɔv fɔ
di Krɔs we Jizɔs put insay mi at wit dɛn Wɔd ya.
A bin grip wit
wan big big infatueshɔn dat a bin sɔfa lɛk dis
if Jizɔs
nɔ bin dɔn satisfay mi at bay we i de ridyus bɔku tɛm
- bɔku tɛm - mi krɔs
Fɔ
tru, a bin fɔ dɔn gɛt lɔv we a nɔ ebul fɔ
kɔntrol .
Sɔntɛnde,
afta a dɔn nyu di krɔs, Jizɔs bin de se:
"Na mi At
lɛk am, ."
- bikɔs yu
want di sɛnt we mi sɔfa dɛn de kɔmɔt na di
Krɔs,
-A de fulɔp
wetin yu want bay we a de krɔs yu sol ɛn
-de kɔmyuniket
ɔl mi sɔfa to yu.
Bɔt if yu
nɔ bin so shem fɔ sho ɔlman aw yu lɛk mi, a go
lɛk bak fɔ sial yu bɔdi wit mi wund dɛn we de
blɔd ɛn we a de si.
Fɔ dis a
want fɔ tich una dis prea fɔ se fɔ gɛt dis
gudnɛs:
"O
Oli Triniti, ."
A
dɔn was wit Jizɔs Krays in Blɔd, a butu bifo yu Tron.
Insay
dip wɔship, .
A
de beg yu, fɔ di sublaym gud kwaliti dɛn we Jizɔs gɛt,
fɔ gi mi di gudnɛs fɔ mek dɛn krɔs
mi ɔltɛm ».
Pan ɔl we
na dat
A
bin olwez geht wan big aversion - we a stil geht -
.
fɔ
ɔltin we go mek ɔda
pipul dɛn tan lɛk, .
A bin gri wit
Jizɔs bay we a bin mek misɛf gɛt mɔ want fɔ
mek dɛn nel mi na di tik akɔdin to wetin i want.
Ɛn bikɔs
a nɔ bin want fɔ agens am bay we a nel mi bɔdi ɛn
mi sol na di tik, i nɔ tu te, a bin wɛlkɔm mi bak wit
zil ɛn mekɔp mi maynd.
Afta a tɛl
am se:
"Oli man ɔ
uman, sayn dɛn we de na do nɔ de ɛva apin pan mi."
If, wan wan tɛm
ɛn we a nɔ tink bɔt am, i bin tan lɛk se a de gri
wit dɛn sayn ya, a jɔs nɔ bin want fɔ gri wit
dis.
Yu no aw a dɔn
lɛk mi layf we ayd ɔltɛm.
Sins yu wan nyu
mi krusifikshon, den duya
fɔ gi mi
sɔfa fɔ ɔltɛm we nɔ gɛt ɛni kayn
rilif. Bɔt a jɔs want wan tin: A nɔ want sayn we
de na do we go mek a shem ɛn shem."
A nɔ bin
de
nɔto
jɔs de mek a sɔfa bikɔs sɔm sayn dɛn we de
na do kin dɔn sho na mi bɔdi,
.
bikɔs, we
a nɔ tink bɔt am, a bin dɔn gri wit wetin Jizɔs
want insay dis
minin
Bɔt
a bin de tink bak bɔt di sin dɛn we a bin dɔn du
trade. Bɔku tɛm a dɔn aks Jizɔs fɔ mek
i sɔri ɛn di gudnɛs we go mek dɛn fɔgiv
dɛn.
Dɔn
a tɛl am se a nɔ go gɛt pis ɛn satisfay te a yɛri
frɔm In Mɔt se:
“Dɛn dɔn fɔgiv
yu sin dɛn.”
Jizɔs we a
lɛk, .
-dat nɔ de
ɛva dinay wi ɛnitin bɔt wi spiritual prɔgrɛs,
- wan tɛm
i bin se to mi insay wan we we de sho se i nɔ impɔtant pas
aw i kin bi:
"Tide a
wan mek misɛf bi yu kɔnfɛsɔ. Yu go kɔnfɛs
ɔl yu sin dɛn to mi."
Ɛn we yu
de du am, a de sho yu am
ɔl
di kraym dɛn we yu dɔn du e
ɔl
di sɔfa we dɛn dɔn
mek a sɔfa.
Yu go ɔndastand
wetin na sin, akɔdin to di kayn sɛns we mɔtalman
gɛt. Ɛn yu go lɛk fɔ day pas fɔ mek a
vɛks bak.
Pe atɛnshɔn
to dis, dɔnawe wit yusɛf ɛn tink gud wan smɔl:
"She we
nɔto natin gɛt vɛks pan di Wan we na Ɔl. Di Ɔl
bin fɔ dɔn mek di natin nɔ de igen na di wɔl."
Nɔtin nɔ
de we gɛt badnem fɔ se i vɛks pan di Wan we mek am, .
- pan ɔl
we i bin pas fɔ tolɛret, - bɔt dɛn bin lɛk
am.
Ritɔn frɔm
yu natin, ɛn wit filin fɔ lɔv rid di kɔnfidyushɔn."
Enta mi natin,
.
A bin diskɔba
ɔl mi sɔfa ɛn ɔl mi sin dɛn.
We a si misɛf
na Krays in kiŋ in fes, mi Jɔj, a bigin fɔ shek shek
lɛk lif.
A nɔ bin
gɛt inof trɛnk fɔ tɔk di wɔd dɛn we di
kɔnfidɛns bin tɔk.
A bin fɔ
dɔn kɔntinyu fɔ de insay dis big big kɔnfyushɔn,
we a nɔ bin ebul fɔ tɔk wan wɔd, .
if mi Masta
Gɔd, Jizɔs Krays, nɔ bin dɔn gi mi nyu trɛnk
ɛn maynd bay we i tɛl mi.
"Daughter
of my Love, nɔ fred. "
Bikɔs
pan ɔl we a na una jɔj naw, a na una papa bak. Kɔrej
ɛn go bifo ".
A bin kɔnfyus
ɛn shem, so a bin tɔk di kɔnfɛshɔn
We a si misɛf
dɔn kɔba mi wit sin, .
-A don grap di
graviti of mi affront to mi Lord
- fɔ kip
tink bɔt tru prayz insay mi.
A bin tɛl
am se:
"Masta, a
de aks misɛf bifo Yu Majesty fɔ di sin we a de mek prawd".
Dɔn Jizɔs
bin tɔk se:
"Aproch mi
At wit lɔv ɛn lisin."
Fil di kruk
torment we yu dɔn kɔz to mi jenaros At wit yu prayz ".
Ɛn mi, we
bin de shek shek, lisin to in At.
Aw fɔ
diskrayb wetin a dɔn yɛri ɛn ɔndastand insay sɔm
tɛm! Mi at we bin de shek shek bikɔs ɔf lɔv,
bin de bit so bad dat a bin tink se i de kam bɔs.
Infakt, leta i
bin tan lɛk se mi at dɔn pwɛl bikɔs ɔf pen,
dɛn dɔn chɛr mi ɛn pwɛl.
Afta a dɔn
ɛkspiriɛns ɔl dɛn tin ya, a bin ala bɔku tɛm
se:
"O! Aw
kruk mɔtalman prawd de!"
I so kruk dat,
if i bin gɛt di pawa, i go pwɛl di Divayn Bi! "
Dɔn a
bin imajin mɔtalman prayz lɛk wan rili ɔg wom we de na
di big Kiŋ in fut .
I de rayz ɛn
swel di kayn we we go mek yu biliv se na sɔntin. Insay in
big big maynd, .
- smɔl
smɔl i bigin fɔ kray ɛn klaym di Kiŋ in kɔstɔm,
.
- te i rich in
ed.
We i si di kiŋ
in gold krawn, i want fɔ tek am pan am ɛn put am na in
ed. Dɔn i want
- pul di kiŋ
in klos, .
-detronize am,
ɛn
-yuz ɔl di
we fɔ tek in layf.
Di wom nɔ
ivin no us kayn biɛn i bi. Insay in prawd, i nɔ no se
di kiŋ bin ebul fɔ du am
pwɛl
am, krɔs am ɔnda in fut,
.
-destroy in
swit drim wit wan simpul briz.
Di wan dɛn
we prawd nɔ gɛt wanwɔd, dɛn de mek prawd ɛn
dɛn nɔ de tɛl tɛnki. Pipul dɛn we nɔ
gɛt sɛns ɛn we dɛn ed dɔn swel wit prawd, .
dɛn
kin grap wit wamat ɛn pashɔn
agens
di wan dɛn we nɔ de proud fɔ dɛn
so.
Na
mi bin si insay dis ɔg ɛn wikɛd wom na di divayn Kiŋ
in fut.
A bin fil se mi
sol de shek shek wit kɔnfyushɔn ɛn pen, .
fɔ di bad
we aw a bin de provok am. Mi at dɔn si di bad bad pen we
Jizɔs bin sɔfa bikɔs a bin prawd.
Afta dat, Jizɔs
lɛf mi wangren.
A bin de
kɔntinyu fɔ tink gud wan bɔt di bad bad tin dɛn
we di sin we de mek pɔsin prawd de du.
A nɔ ebul
fɔ tɔk bɔt di big big sɔfa we i bin de mek a
sɔfa.
Afta we i dɔn
tink gud wan bɔt wetin Jizɔs bin dɔn tɛl mi, i
kam bak ɛn mek a kɔntinyu fɔ kɔnfɛs.
A bin de shek
shek pas aw a bin de shek trade, ɛn a bin de tɔk bɔt
wetin a de tink ɛn tɔk
dat
a bin dɔn agyu agens di tin dɛn we i bin dɔn tɔk
bɔt, ɛn
ivin
mi sin dɛn we a nɔ
de du.
A bin kɔnfɛs
ɔl dis wit so bɔku pen ɛn bita at dat a bin de fred fɔ
am.
-fɔ mi
smɔl tin ɛn
- fɔ mi
audacity fɔ dɔn ɔfɛnd wan Gɔd we so gud we,
pan ɔl we a bin de ɔfens, bin dɔn ɛp mi, kip ɛn
it mi.
If i bin fil
bad bɔt mi, na di et we i et sin ɛn nɔto ɔda
tin. Bifo dat, di fayn we aw i bin de du to mi, we na sina, dɔn
rili bɔku ɔltɛm.
I bin mek a
fɔgiv ivin we, pan ɔl we Gɔd bin de du tin tret, i bin
de sho di tin dɛn we a nɔ ebul fɔ du ɛn di tin
dɛn we a nɔ ebul fɔ du. In ritɔn, i bin gi
mi mɔ tɛnki ɛn trɛnk fɔ wok wit.
I
bin tan lɛk se i dɔn pul di wɔl we bin de mek mi sol
kɔmɔt nia Gɔd bikɔs ɔf
fɔ
sin.
If pipul dɛn
bin ɔndastand se Gɔd gud ɛn di bad bad tin dɛn we
sin de du, dɛn go drɛb sin kpatakpata na di wɔl.
Dɛn go
rili fil bad ɛn dɛn go fil bad fɔ dɛn sin dɛn,
ɔ dɛn go day.
If dɛn bin
no di gud we Gɔd de du we nɔ gɛt ɛnd, dɛn go
sɔrɛnda to am.
Ɛn di wan
dɛn we dɛn dɔn pik go si insay Gɔd wan big big
watawɛl we gɛt gudnɛs dɛn we dɛn dɔn gi
fɔ mek dɛn oli ɛn mek dɛn gladi.
We Jizɔs
si se a nɔ go ebul fɔ bia di pen ɛn di bad bad tin dɛn
we de apin to mi igen, i pul mi, ɛn lɛf mi fɔ tink bɔt
di bad tin dɛn we sin dɔn du.
Bikɔs i
bin de du gud fɔ ɔl layf, i bin sev mi frɔm di jɔjmɛnt
we in Papa go jɔj mi ɛn gi mi nyu gudnɛs dɛn.
Afta lɔng
tɛm, Jizɔs bin kam bak bak fɔ alaw mi fɔ kɔntinyu
fɔ kɔnfɛs mi, ɛn pan ɔl we sɔntɛnde
dɛn kin ambɔg mi, i bin de tek lɛk sɛvin awa so.
We Jizɔs
we bin gɛt gud at pas ɔl bin dɔn yɛri mi kɔnfɛs,
i lɛf in pozishɔn as Jɔj ɛn tek di wan we na Papa
we lɛk am.
A bin de de wit
di no we a nɔ ebul fɔ stɔp fɔ no se di pen we a
bin de fil, ilɛksɛf i big, i nɔ bin du fɔ pe fɔ
di bad tin dɛn we a dɔn du to mi Gɔd.
Jizɔs, fɔ
pul mi kɔmɔt na di rod, i se:
"A wan ad
wan supliment. A go aplay to yu sol di merit dɛm fɔ mi sɔfa
dɛm na di Gadin na Gɛtsimani."
Dis go bi inof
fɔ satisfay divayn jɔstis ”.
Dɔn a bin
fil mɔ rɛdi fɔ gɛt Jizɔs in fɔgiv mi fɔ
mi sin dɛn.
Dɔn, a
butu na in fut, ɔlman shem ɛn kɔnfyus, a tɛl am
se:
"Great
Gɔd, a de beg yu sɔri-at ɛn fɔgiv fɔ mi bɔku
ɛn siriɔs sin dɛn."
A go lɛk
fɔ mek mi ebul fɔ bɔku sote go fɔ ebul fɔ
prez yu Sɔri-at we nɔ gɛt ɛnd fayn fayn wan.
O Papa we de na
ɛvin, fɔgiv di big bad bad tin we a mek yu sin bay we a sin
agens yu ɛn deign fɔ gi mi yu papa fɔgiv ".
Dɔn i
tɛl mi se, "Prɔmis mi se yu nɔ go
ɛva sin igen. Nɔ de fa frɔm di shado we de sho se yu
sin."
A ansa se: "O!
Yes! A prɔmis am wan tawzin tɛm ɛn a want fɔ day
pas fɔ mek a vɛks pan mi Krieta, mi Ridima ɛn mi
Seviɔ. Nɔ ɛva!
Nɔ ɛva
igen!"
Na we Jizɔs
es in raytan ɔp, tɔk di wɔd dɛn we de sho se dɛn
fɔ pe fɔ mi, ɛn mek wan riva we gɛt in Blɔd
we gɛt valyu flɔ oba mi sol.
Afta Jizɔs
was mi sol wit in Prɛsh Blɔd ɛn gi mi in Absolushɔn,
a fil bɔn bak to nyu layf we wata dɔn ful-ɔp pas ɛni
ɔda tɛm wit di ful-ɔp in gudnɛs.
Dis tin we apin
bin mek a fil lɛk se a nɔ go ɛva fɔgɛt.
Ɛnitɛm
we i kam bak na mi mɛmori, wan singul gladi kin kam na mi sol ɛn
wan shek shek kin kam insay mi wan ol bɔdi. Ɛn a kin
rili liv am bak ditayli, lɛk se na so i de apin.
Bikɔs a
bin de mɛmba tin dɛn we bin dɔn apin trade, a bin de
fil bad bad wan we bin rili want fɔ rayt to mi, as fa as a ebul,
.
to di wan ol
gudnɛs dɛn we di Masta kɔntinyu fɔ gi mi, .
- ɔ bay we
a de gi misɛf bak ɛn gi mi bak to di stet we pɔsin we
dɛn dɔn du bad to, .
- ɔ bay we
a de pripia misɛf mɔ patikyula fɔ liv insay in Divayn
Wil, we i bin kɔmand
- di big big
divayn gras dɛm e
- di big
patisipeshon pan mi pat. (14) ɛn .
Ɛn bikɔs
a nɔto natin, a bin gɛt fɔ gɛt ɔltin frɔm
Gɔd.
Dɔn a bin
gɛt fɔ wok fɔ mek ɔda pipul dɛn gɛt di
gudnɛs dɛn we dɛn bin de gɛt, .
-a bit lɛk
dɔktɔ we, wit ɔda pɔsin in blɔd, .
-gɛt
transfyushɔn pan pɔrsin fɔ ɛp dɛn fɔ
gɛt dɛn wɛl bɔdi bak. Ɛn a bin gɛt
fɔ tek tɛm mek shɔ se ɔltin kam bak to Gɔd.
Fɔ du dis,
Jizɔs we a lɛk bin bigin bay we i pul mi kɔmɔt na
mi bɔdi, i kɔt mi pan ɔltin we go mek a separet frɔm
am, ɛn
we de ridyus mi
to di stet we a de bi pɔrmanent viktim.
Jizɔs we
bin peshɛnt pas ɔl bin want mi fɔ rɛdi ɔltɛm
we I want fɔ gi mi sɔm pan in wok ɔ di sɔfa we i
de sɔfa.
I bin de du dis
fɔ
satisfay di divayn Jɔstis we dɛn dɔn ɔfɛnd
bay di kɔntinyu aberrations we mɔtalman de du, .
ɔ fɔ
mek dɛn nɔ bit am ɔ stɔp fɔ bit am we nɔ
gɛt sɔri-at we dɛn de bit am.
Fɔ mek a
gɛt nyu ɛnaji dɛn we a dɔn lɔs, .
Bɔku tɛm,
Jizɔs bin de gi mi spɛshal gudnɛs dɛn, .
wan
pan dɛn tin ya na di fridɔm we dɛn tɔk bɔt
ɔp, we dɛn dɔn gi
mi bɔku tɛm.
Sɔntɛnde ,
we a bin de kɔfes to wan prist, .
A bin de gɛt
difrɛn ɛn nɔmal tin dɛn we kin apin to mi sol. Ɛn
we di kɔnfɛshɔn dɔn, .
Jizɔs
insɛf bin tek di pɔsin we bin de kɔnfɛs in ples.
I tek di fɔm
fɔ kɔnfɛsɔ, ɛn mi, we tink se a de tɔk
to mi kɔnfɛsɔ, .
-A opin mi at
ɛn
-A bin sho di
stet fɔ mi sol, in fred, dawt, sɔfa, wɔri ɛn nid.
Ɛn
-from di riply
dem we a geht e
- fɔ di
kayn we aw di Voys bin fayn, we sɔm tɛm dɛn bin de
chenj wit di wan we a bin de kɔnfɛs, a bin kam fɔ no
se nɔto ɔda pɔsin pas Jizɔs.I bin rili fayn!
Ɛn di
insay ifɛkt dɛn we a bin de gɛt nɔ bin
ɔdinari. Sɔntɛnde, na Jizɔs bin de frɔm
di biginin:
- yɛri mi
kɔnfɛshɔn, ɔdinari ɔ ɛkstra ɔdinari,
.
-ɛn gi mi
absolushɔn.
If a bin want
fɔ tɛl ɔl wetin apin bitwin mi ɛn Jizɔs, i
go tek lɔng tɛm ɛn dɛn go tek am se na fayn
stori.
Dɔn bak, a
go muf go to sɔntin we izi fɔ mek a gladi.
Nayn mɔnt
bifo i apin, .
Jizɔs bin
dɔn tɛl mi bɔt di sɛkɔn wɔ we go apin
bitwin Itali ɛn Afrika. Ɛn na dis na aw fɔ du am:
Mi blɛsin
Jizɔs bin dɔn pul mi kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi.
As a de fala am
we a chenj, i kɛr mi go na wan lɔng rod we ful-ɔp wit
mɔtalman bɔdi dɛn we sok insay dɛn blɔd. Dɛn
bin sho mi as riva we de flɔd di strit.
A bin rili fred
we Jizɔs sho mi di bɔdi dɛn we dɛn bin dɔn
lɛf biɛn we bin de na bad bad wam ples ɛn bak di we aw
animal dɛn we de it bif bin de tif, bikɔs nɔbɔdi
nɔ bin de fɔ kia fɔ di bɛrin dɛn.
A bin rili fred
ɛn aks Jizɔs se:
"Oli man ɔ
uman, wetin ɔl dis min?"
Ɛn Jizɔs
ansa mi se: «No se nɛks ia wɔ go de. Man de
indulge pan ɔl di bad bad tin dɛn ɛn di tin dɛn
we pɔsin kin lɛk fɔ du wit in bɔdi.
A want mi
revaŋg pan di bɔdi we de stink frɔm sin."
A nɔ bin
gɛt wan dawt bɔt wetin Jizɔs bin de tɔk. Bɔt
a bin de op fɔ am ɛni we
-dat insay di
nɛks nayn mɔnt di bɔdi man go put stɔp pan in
pawa ɛn
-dat, we Jizɔs
si se i dɔn chenj, i go stɔp di wɔ we dɛn bin dɔn
plan fɔ fɛt.
Bɔt wetin
wi go se bɔt dɛn wan dɛn de
-we de wallow
in di mud fɔ dɛn pasɔn e
-we,
insted fכ
kכnvכlt,
de sink dip insay am.
Ɛn bifo
dis tɛm, i bin apin se Itali ɛn Afrika bin de tɔk bɔt
wɔ fɔ di fɔs tɛm.
Dɔn, jɔs
afta dat, dɛn bin fɛt wan tranga wɔ we bin mek ɔl
tu di say dɛn sɔfa ɛn pwɛl bɔku tin dɛn.
So, pas ɛni
ɔda tɛm, a bin gi misɛf to mi gud Jizɔs fɔ
ridyus di nɔmba fɔ pipul dɛn we dis wɔ bin kil. A
bin gi misɛf fɔ di sol dɛn we, pan ɔl we a bin de
pre ɛn beg Gɔd in sɔri-at, dɛn nɔ bin fɔ
dɔn de na wan stet we gɛt gudnɛs ɛn dɛn go
dɔn trowe dɛn na ɛlfaya we dɛn go apia bifo Gɔd.
Bɔt Jizɔs
nɔ bin lisin to mi. Wans bak, i pul mi kɔmɔt na
mi bɔdi. Neks, a bin de na Rom wantɛm wantɛm. Na
de a yɛri bɔku tɔk dɛn ɛn a lan bɔt di
tin we apin we wi dɔn tɔk bɔt ɔp. Jizɔs
bin kɛr mi go na di palimɛnt, na di kaɔnsil chɛmba,
usay di diputɛt dɛn bin de agyu bɔt aw fɔ mek wɔ
fɔ mek shɔ se dɛn win.
Di diskishɔn
kɔntinyu wit bɔku pompous wɔd dɛm, prawd ɛn
pitiful fanaticism. Bɔt wetin bin rili kɔle mi na dat
dɛn ɔl na bin sɛktri ɛn dɛn bin de du sɔntin
ɔnda di prɛshɔn we di dɛbul bin de mek, we dɛn
bin dɔn sɛl dɛn sol to fɔ mek di wɔ dɔn.
A bin rili fred
we a lan dis ɛn tɛl misɛf se:
"Aw bɔku
sɔri ɛn wayl pipul dɛn; wetin sɔri tɛm, ivin
sɔri pas di wan dɛn we de liv de!"
I bin tan lɛk
se Setan bin de rul midul dɛn, bikɔs dɛn bin rili abop
pan am pas fɔ abop pan Gɔd, ɛn na frɔm di dɛbul
dɛn bin de wet fɔ mek dɛn win.
We dɛn bin
de agyu wit dɛn at ɛn strɔng, dɛn bin de drɛf
kɔmɔt nia dɛnsɛf, ivin as dɛn bin want fɔ
jɔyn dɛn difrɛns dɛn. Jizɔs, we dɛn
nɔ bin si, bin de midul dɛn.
We i yɛri
dɛn sɔri prɔpɔzal dɛn, i kray fɔ dɛn
bad bad wɔd dɛn. Afta dɛn dɔn mek dɛn
plan fɔ fɛt dɛn wɔ witout Gɔd, dɛn bin
bost wit rili prawd, ɛn dɛn se dɛn gɛt mɔ
kɔnfidɛns pas ɛni ɔda tɛm fɔ win.
Dɔn, lɛk
se dɛn stil de de de lisin to am, Jizɔs tɔk wit vɔys
we de trɛtin se: «Una gɛt bɔku kɔnfidɛns
pan unasɛf, bɔt a go put una dɔŋ; ɛn
afta dat yu go mɛzhɔ di big big tin dɛn we yu lɔs
bikɔs yu nɔ kɔl Gɔd we na di pɔsin we mek ɔl
gud tin fɔ ɛp ɛn ɛp yu.
Dis taim Italy
no go win. Bifo dat, i go gɛt fɔ win ɔltin."
Aw fɔ
diskraib aw mi at bin sɔfa fɔ dɛn wɔd ya we Jizɔs
tɔk, ɛn insay ɔmɔs we dɛn a tray fɔ mek
mi gud Jizɔs kol, so dat in
minus di wɔ
nɔ so de day.
As ɔltɛm,
a bin gi misɛf as pɔsin we dɛn dɔn fɔgiv ɛn
aks di Masta fɔ gi mi di big big sɔfa dɛn ɛn fɔ
mek Itali nɔ gɛt dis bit we dɛn de bit mi.
Bɔt Jizɔs
bin tɛl mi se:
"A go
kɔntinyu fɔ tinap tranga wan fɔ mek Afrika win Itali.
Ɛn a go gi una dis nɔmɔ:
Afrika we win
di wɔl nɔ go atak di Itali grɔn fɔ kɔntinyu
di wɔ. Di pɔnishmɛnt rayt, bikɔs Itali fit
fɔ gɛt am
- fɔ in
lisɛns layf stayl, .
- fɔ in
fet we dɔn lɔs e
-bikɔs i
de put in trɔst pan di dɛbul pas fɔ abop pan Gɔd
".
Ɔl wetin
dɛn bin de tɛl mi da tɛm de, ɔ ɔda tin dɛn,
a bin de ɛksplen am ɔnda obe to di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs
mi.
Ɛn i tɛl
mi se: "I nɔ tan lɛk to mi se Afrika go win Itali,
bikɔs di mɔdan sivilizayshɔn na Itali gɛt ɔl
kayn ɔfɛnsif ɛn difensiv wɛpɔn dɛn we
Afrika nɔ gɛt".
We dɛn
kɔnfyus di wɔd dɛn we Jizɔs tɔk, mi kɔnfɛsɔ
tɛl mi se: "Mi gyal pikin, no plan nɔ de, no sɛns,
no trɛnk nɔ de we gɛt ɛni valyu, if dɛn nɔ
kɔmɔt frɔm Gɔd".
A bin fɔ
dɔn dɔn ya dis stori bɔt di impɔtant tin dɛn
we dɔn apin to mi wit Jizɔs frɔm we a ol 16 ia te
tide, if di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs nɔ bin fos mi fɔ
tɛl di difrɛn we dɛn we Jizɔs bin de yuz fɔ
tɔk to mi.
Dɛn
difrɛn, bɔt a go ridyus dɛn to 4.
Jizɔs
mek di sol no wetin i want fɔ du ɛn mek di sol kɔmɔt
na in bɔdi.
Dis
kin apin wantɛm wantɛm. di sol de kכmכt
na di bכdi
wan wan we di bכdi
de rayz fכ
fala di
sol bכt
na di εnd i de de lεk se i dכn
day. Bɔt di sol de fala Jizɔs we i de rɔn ɛn
travul di wan ol wɔl: na di wɔl, di si, di mawnten dɛn
ɛn di skay, ɛn i kin dɔn na di rijyɔn dɛn na
Pɔgatɔri ɔ na di say we Gɔd go de sote go.
Sɔntɛnde,
di sol kin kɔmɔt na di bɔdi mɔ ɛn mɔ. Infakt
i tan lɛk se di bɔdi de rɛst we i nɔ ebul fɔ
du natin ɛn i de put insɛf pan Gɔd.Dɔn we Jizɔs
kɔmɔt de, di sol de tray fɔ fala am ɛnisay we i
go. Ɛni we aw i bi di bɔdi de kɔntinyu fɔ bi
ston ɛn i nɔ de fil natin bɔt di wɔl we de na do,
ilɛksɛf dɛn fɔ shek di wan ol wɔl ɔ dɛn
go chuk di bɔdi, bɔn am ɔ kɔt am .
A kin se ɛni
we a bin kɔmɔt na mi bɔdi ɛn a bin de fa frɔm
usay Jizɔs bin kɛr mi go. We a bin de fa frɔm di
ɛnd dɛn na di wɔl, na Pɔgatɔri ɔ na
Paradays, ɛn a si mi kɔnfɛsɔ kam na mi os fɔ
gi mi layf bak, dɔn, insay wan blink na wan yay ɛn bay
Jizɔs in ɔda, a si misɛf na mi bɔdi .
Jizɔs bin
want mek a obe di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs mi pafɛkt
wan.
Di fɔs tɛm
we dis bin apin a bin de wɔri, a bin de wɔri ɛn a bin
de wɔri fɔ kam bak na mi bɔdi insay tɛm fɔ
bi avalibul to mi kɔnfɛsɔ we i want fɔ wek mi.
Ɛn a bin
gɛt fɔ obe!
A kɔnfɛs
se i nɔ bin te fɔ kam insay mi bɔdi we di pɔsin
we de kɔnfɛs bin de wet fɔ mi na mi bed.
Bɔt if
Jizɔs nɔ bin dɔn rɔsh fɔ briŋ mi sol
bak insay mi bɔdi, a bin fɔ dɔn tranga wan fɔ
tinap tranga wan fɔ di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs in
vɔys, bikɔs a bin gɛt di chans fɔ lɛf Jizɔs,
we na mi Gud we pas ɔlman, ɔ fɔ put misɛf ɔnda
di pɔsin we de kɔnfɛs in vɔys.
A tɛl
Jizɔs se: “A de go to mi kɔnfɛsɔ we kɔl
mi fɔ obe, bɔt i nɔ go te igen a go kam bak to di Wan
we a lɛk, jɔs lɛk aw i dɔn go.”
Duya una nɔ
mek a wet fɔ lɔng tɛm."
Ilɛk aw i
bi, Jizɔs nɔ bin nid fɔ tɔk to mi sol fɔ mek
a ɔndastand.
Fɔ di layt
we i de tɔk to mi maynd, i bin mek a ɔndastand dairekt wan
wetin i min to mi. O! aw wi de ɔndastand wisɛf we
wi de togɛda!
Dis kayn
intɛlektual kɔmyunikeshɔn we Jizɔs de mek pipul
dɛn ɔndastand insɛf wit kin rili fast. Bɔku
sublaym tin dɛn kin lan insay wan blink na yu yay - mɔ pas
aw yu kin lan bay we yu de rid buk fɔ yu layf.
Dis
kɔmyunikeshɔn so ay ɛn ay pasmak dat i nɔ pɔsibul
fɔ mek mɔtalman sɛns fɔ sho wit wɔd ɔl
wetin wan sol kin gɛt so insay wan.
simpul tɛm.
O! Jizɔs
na ticha we gɛt sɛns ɛn we gɛt sɛns!
Insay wan blink
na in yay i kin lan bɔku tin dɛn we ɔda pipul dɛn
nɔ go ebul fɔ lan insay sɔm ia.
Dis na bikɔs
di masta dɛn na di wɔl nɔ gɛt di pawa fɔ tɔk
bɔt dɛn sayɛns.
Ɛn dɛn
nɔ go ebul fɔ pe atɛnshɔn bak pan dɛn
disaypul dɛn if dɛn nɔ taya ɛn tray tranga wan.
Di we dɛn
we Jizɔs bin de du so swit, dɛn tan lɛk dɛn at ɛn
dɛn gɛt gud at so dat jɔs lɛk aw di sol dɔn
kam fɔ no bɔt am, .
- i de fil se i
lɛk am; Ɛn
-i kin onli ron
afta am na top spid.
If i nɔ
no, di sol de chenj insɛf insay am di kayn we we i nɔ go
ebul fɔ difrɛns bitwin insɛf ɛn di Divayn Ɛsin.
Udat go ebul fɔ
diskrayb wetin di sol de lan insay dis tɛm we i de chenj.
Wi kin tɔk
bɔt dis
- na Jizɔs
nɔmɔ mek o
-frכm
wan sol we dכn
gεt dis transfכmeshכn
insay in layf εn we dכn
rich di stet fכ
pafεkt
glori.
Ivin if wan sol
go bak na in bɔdi
- bin posɛs
di divayn layt ɛn
- i bin fil se
i dɔn ful-ɔp wit Gɔd, .
i go gɛt
prɔblɛm fɔ tɔk aw i kin fil we yu kam bak na yu
bɔdi, we yu dɔn go insay di daknɛs we dak pas ɔl.
Di
tray we i bin tray fɔ du bin fɔ dɔn tranga ɛn i
nɔ bin pafɛkt, if nɔto ɔltin we i nɔ bin
ebul fɔ du. Fɔ ɛgzampul .
fɔ sta dɛn.
Ɛn lɛ
wi se afta sɔm minit dɛn go briŋ am bak to in blaynd
kɔndishɔn. Yu tink se i go rili ebul fɔ tɔk,
insay di rayt langwej, wetin i si?
Yu nɔ tink
se i go put insɛf pan denja fɔ mek i bi fulman?
if, bifo i tɔk
smɔl bɔt wetin i si, .
i
bin de tray fɔ gi wan ditayli
diskripshɔn.
Dis sityueshɔn
tan lɛk di wan we de apin to wan sol we dɔn travul ɔlsay
na di wɔl ɛn go na Ɛvin ɛn we, we i kam bak na in
bɔdi, fil se wi blaynd man dɔn kam bak to in blayndnɛs.
I lɛk fɔ
rɔnawe pan kwayɛt wan pas fɔ tɔk, bikɔs i de
fred fɔ mek i tan lɛk se i de laf.
Di sol we de
kam bak na in bɔdi kin sɔri ɛn nɔ kin gɛt
kɔrej fɔ we i fil insay di sityueshɔn we pɔsin we
de na prizin gɛt.
I want fɔ
kɔmɔt de fɔ in big big gud ɛn i nɔ gladi pas
di wan we nɔ de si fayn igen.
I jɔs want
fɔ gɛt wanwɔd wit Gɔd ɛn i nɔ want fɔ
tɔk wit in lɛft an ɛn di we we nɔ gɛt wanwɔd
bɔt tin dɛn we pas in mɔtalman ɛn bɔdi pawa.
Bikɔs
ɔf di obe ɛn di risk fɔ mek mistek, a go ɛksplen
naw, as a ebul, ɔda we aw Jizɔs de tɔk to
di sol.
We
di sol de na in bɔdi, i de si di
Pɔsin we di pikin ɔ yɔŋ Jizɔs gɛt de
apia, ɔ we i de insay in stet we
dɛn Krɔs. Ɛn di Wɔd dɛn we i tɔk
de rich di ɔndastandin fɔ di sol .
Di sol insɛf
de tɔk to Jizɔs Ɔltin de apin lɛk aw tu pipul dɛn
de tɔk.
Di Wɔd dɛn
we Jizɔs bin tɔk da tɛm de nɔ bɔku ɛn
dɛn nɔ kin gɛt 4 ɔ 5 wɔd dɛn. Na
smɔl tɛm nɔmɔ i kin tɔk fɔ lɔng
tɛm.
Wan simpul Wɔd
fɔ Jizɔs bin mek wan strɔng Layt insay mi ɛn lɛf
mi sol we wan trut we bin bi mi yon. I bin tan lɛk se yu si
wan smɔl watasay we nɔ tu te, i kin bi big big si.
If di sɛnsman
dɛn na di wɔl bin ebul fɔ yɛri wan simpul Wɔd
bɔt Jizɔs, dɛn go mɔs dɔn sɔprayz, dɛn
go mɔs, dɛn go kɔnfyus ɛn dɛn nɔ go
ebul fɔ no wetin fɔ ansa. We Jizɔs want fɔ
sho wan Tru to pɔsin, i de yuz langwej we fit da pɔsin de
in sɛns. I nɔ nid fɔ luk fɔ spɛshal wɔd
dɛn fɔ mek wi ebul fɔ tɛl ɔda pipul dɛn
bɔt Jizɔs in Wɔd dɛn.
Wi kin yuz in
yon wɔd dɛn.
Na di ɔda
say, di sol kin shem we i de tray fɔ tɔk to ɔda pipul
dɛn di tru tin dɛn we i dɔn lan tru di we aw i de tɔk
to ɔda pipul dɛn wit sɛns. Jizɔs kin ajɔst
to di we aw mɔtalman tan. We i de pik di wɔd dɛn
we i de tɔk, i de ajɔst to di langwej we ɛni sol gɛt
ɛn di tin dɛn we i ebul fɔ du. As fɔ mi,
smɔl krichɔ, a nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt
dɛn tin ya fayn fayn wan to ɔda pipul dɛn we a nɔ
de rɔn di risk fɔ waka waka.
Fɔ tɔk
smɔl, Jizɔs de du tin lɛk ticha we rili gɛt sɛns
ɛn we gɛt sɛns ɛn we gɛt sɛns pas ɔl
di ɔda sayɛns dɛn.
Yuz di langwej
we di studɛnt ɔndastand ɛn tɔk ɛn, as i de
luk fɔ tru tin bɔt sayɛns, i de tich insɛf fɔ
mek dɛn ɔndastand am. If nɔto dat, i go tich di
langwej fɔs ɛn afta dat i go tich di sayɛns dɛn
we i want fɔ tɔk to pipul dɛn.
Jizɔs, we
na ɔl gud ɛn sɛns, de ajɔst to di kayn we aw di
sol ebul fɔ du so dat i nɔ go tek di pɔsin ɔ put
am dɔŋ.
To di wan dɛn
we nɔ no natin we want fɔ lan, i de tich di tru tin dɛn
we dɛn nid fɔ gɛt layf we go de sote go.
Ɛn to di
masta sabi bukman i de tɔk bɔt in Trut dɛn insay wan
we we rili fayn, in wangren tin we i want fɔ du na fɔ mek
pipul dɛn no am, gladi fɔ am ɛn nɔ fɔ pul
ɛnibɔdi pan in Trut dɛn.
Wan
ɔda we we Jizɔs de yuz fɔ mek di sol ɔndastand In
Trut dɛn
na fɔ tek pat pan In Ɛsin .
Wi no se Gɔd
mek di wɔl frɔm natin, ɛn na in Wɔd ɔltin
kam. Dɔn, lɛk aw dɛn bin dɔn si frɔm
sote go, na ɔda Wɔd we gɛt pawa pas ɔlman we mek
ɔltin bin ɔdasay fɔ mek ɔltin.
So, we Jizɔs
tɔk bɔt layf we go de sote go to wan sol, den, insay di sem
tin, i de put dis trut insay di sol.
If i want di
sol fɔ lɛk in Biuti, i de aks am se: "Yu want fɔ
no aw a fayn? Pan ɔl we yu yay de skana ɔl di fayn fayn tin
dɛn we de skata na di wɔl ɛn na di skay, yu nɔ go
ɛva si fayn fayn tin dɛn we yu kɔmpia am." to
mi".
We Jizɔs
de tɛl am dis, di sol fil se sɔntin we Gɔd mek de kam
insay de.
Ɛn i want
fɔ de nia am bikɔs i lɛk in Biuti we pas ɔl di
fayn fayn tin dɛn. Na di sem tɛm, i nɔ kin want
fɔ gɛt di fayn fayn tin dɛn we de na di
Di wɔl,
bikɔs ilɛksɛf dɛn tin ya fayn ɛn valyu, de
si di difrɛns we nɔ gɛt ɛnd bitwin Jizɔs ɛn
dɛn tin ya. Na so i de gi insɛf to Gɔd ɛn
chenj to am.
I kin tink bɔt
am ɔltɛm bikɔs na in ɔl kɔba am, i lɛk
am, i dɔn go insay am. Ɛn if Gɔd nɔ du
mirekul, di sol go lɛf fɔ liv: in at go chenj to klin lɔv
we i si di Fayn we Jizɔs gɛt ɛn i go lɛk fɔ
flay go to am fɔ ɛnjɔy in Biutiful.
Pan ɔl we
a dɔn fil ɔl dɛn filin ya, ivin di magnɛt we di
Fayn we Jizɔs gɛt, a nɔ no aw fɔ tɔk bɔt
dɛn tin ya. Mi wɔd dɛn kin jɔs gi bad
diskripshɔn dɛn. Bɔt a fɔ gri se wan tin we
pas mɔtalman dɔn kɔntinyu fɔ de insay mi we de
mek mi maynd de fala dɛn rial tin ya.
If
yu kɔmpia am to mi Jizɔs we gɛt gud at pas ɔl, ɔl
di fayn fayn tin dɛn we de na di wɔl de klip lɛk sta
we de bifo di san. So a bin kam fɔ si ɔl di fayn fayn
tin dɛn we de na di wɔl as tin dɛn we nɔ gɛt
wan minin ɔ tin dɛn fɔ ple. Wetin a dɔn tɔk
bɔt di Fayn we Jizɔs gɛt, ɛn bak bɔt in
Klin, in Gudnɛs, in Simpul ɛn ɔl di ɔda gud ɛn
kwaliti dɛn we Gɔd gɛt, bikɔs we i de tɔk to
di sol, i de kɔmyuniket in Gud kwaliti dɛn bak as
in kwaliti dɛn.
Wan de Jizɔs
tɛl mi se: "Yu si aw a klin? A want da klin de insay yu
bak". A bin fil se wit dɛn wɔd ya Jizɔs dɔn
transfyuz in Klin insay mi ɛn a bigin fɔ liv lɛk se a
nɔ gɛt bɔdi. A bin fil slip ɛn drɔnk
wit di sɛlestial sɛnt we in Puriti de mek.
Mi bɔdi,
we bin de tek pat naw pan in Purity, bin rili simpul. Di jɔstis
we Jizɔs bin du ɛn di bad we aw i bin et mi fɔ di dɔti
tin dɛn bin mek a gɛt di kayn we aw, if a si sɔntin we
nɔ klin, ivin frɔm fa, mi bɛlɛ go tɔn agens
am wit strɔng tɛm dɛn we a de vɔmit.
Fɔ tɔk
smɔl, di sol we Gɔd bin tɔk to bɔt fɔ klin,
dɔn chenj kpatakpata. Na Jizɔs nɔmɔ i de liv
ɛn du sɔntin, bikɔs i dɔn mek in ples fɔ de
sote go insay am.
A fɔ
ɛksplen ya se wetin a dɔn tɔk bɔt di Fayn ɛn
Klin we Jizɔs gɛt, ɛn bɔt wetin dɔn chenj
insay mi, na jɔs aprɔksimɛnt, bikɔs mɔtalman
ebul ɛn sɛns nɔ ebul fɔ sho insay mɔtalman
langwej wetin na big ɛn enjɛl.
Dis na aw i nɔ
pɔsibul fɔ mek a diskrayb gud gud wan di we aw a de si di
Klin, Biuti ɛn ɔda gud kwaliti dɛn ɛn divayn
kwaliti dɛn we mi gud man gɛt.
Wan wan tɛm
Jizɔs bin de tɔk to mi sol.
I rili fayn fɔ
tek pat pan di gud kwaliti dɛn ɛn di kwaliti dɛn we
Gɔd gɛt we Jizɔs de tɛl di sol dis kayn fɔs
fɔstɛm!
As fɔ mi,
a go gi ɔltin we de fɔ chenj fɔ wan simpul tɛm fɔ
dis kayn kɔmyunikeshɔn, usay di sol de go nia am ɛn
briŋ am to di ɔndastandin fɔ divayn tin dɛn di we
aw di enjɛl ɛn sent dɛn na ɛvin de du.
Wan
ɔda we we Jizɔs de tɔk to di sol na we i de tɔk
to pɔsin in at
to at.
Ɛn bikɔs
di sol na di ɔs fɔ Jizɔs in At, i kin rili tek tɛm
ɔltɛm fɔ gi Gɔd di big big gladi at.
Insay de, Jizɔs
de rɛst, bɔt i de wach ɔltɛm na di say we in at
de rɔn. As di tu at dɛn de jɔyn ɛn bi wan, i
de mɛmba di sol bɔt in wok we i nɔ de tɔk bɔt
wan wɔd. Fɔ mek pipul dɛn ɔndastand insɛf
insay di sol, i go du fɔ mek i mek wan simpul we. In ɔda
wɔd dɛn, yuz wɔd dɛn we di at kin yɛri.
Dis we ya fɔ
tɔk to di sol, we de mek Jizɔs bi di absoliut masta fɔ
di at, kin apin we i dɔn tek di dairekshɔn fɔ di
sol. If i si am nɔ de du in wok ɔ if, bikɔs i nɔ
tek tɛm, i dɔn lɛf sɔntin fɔ slip, i kin wek
am bay we i de mɛmba am saful saful.
If i si am de
wɔri, i de sɔri, i de muv smɔl smɔl, i nɔ de
du ɛnitin fɔ ɛp am ɔ ɔda tin dɛn lɛk
dat, i de kɔndɛm am.
In Wɔd dɛn
naf fɔ mek di sol go bak to insɛf kwik kwik wan fɔ pe
atɛnshɔn mɔ pan Gɔd ɛn du wetin I Oli Wil.
Na ya a want fɔ
kɔntinyu dis stori bɔt di gudnɛs dɛn we mi bɛst
Jizɔs dɔn gi mi wit ɔl mi at, di las wan pan in savant
dɛn, insay lɛk 16 ia so na mi layf, stat frɔm di tɛm
we a bin prɔpos fɔ mek di pripia novena fɔ di fɛstival
fɔ Krismas, wit nayn tin dɛn we dɛn kin tink gud wan
ɛvride bɔt di big big sikrit dɛn we de na di
Inkarnɛshɔn.
We a bigin fɔ
rayt dis manuskrip, mi kɔnfɛsɔ kam fɔ si mi ɛn,
bɔt dis novena, a tɛl am se: “So a du sɛkɔn
awa fɔ tink gud wan, dɔn wan tɔd awa, te nain, we a
kin spɛn kwayɛt wan so dat a nɔ go du.” fɔ
bi boring ".
Bɔt, i bin
tɛl mi fɔ rayt ɔltin ditayli. So a fɔ obe,
ivin agens mi yon rizin. Wi nɔ de wɔri bɔt am
igen ɛn abop pan Jizɔs, a de kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk
bɔt wetin Jizɔs mek a ɛkspiriɛns insay dis
novena.
Frɔm di
sɛkɔn we a bin de tink gud wan, a bin go bifo kwik kwik wan
to di tɔd wan.
We dɛn
bigin fɔ tink gud wan, dɛn yɛri di vɔys we de
insay mi ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal
pikin, put yu ed pan mi Mama in lap ɛn tink gud wan bɔt mi
smɔl Yumaniti we de de."
Luk, mi Lɔv
fɔ krichɔ dɛn rili de it mi. Di big big faya fɔ
mi Lɔv, di oceans fɔ Lɔv fɔ mi Divinity, de
ridyus mi to ashis ɛn go bifo ɔl di limit. Ɛn so
mi Lɔv de kɔba ɔl di jɛnɛreshɔn dɛn.
Naw a stil de
it di sem Lɔv. Yu no wetin mi Lɔv we go de sote go
want fɔ it? Dɛn ɔl na sol dɛn! Mi gyal
pikin, mi Lɔv go satisfay nɔmɔ we i dɔn it dɛn
ɔl. Bikɔs mi na Gɔd, a fɔ du sɔntin
frɔm Gɔd bay we a de embras ɛvri sol we dɔn kam,
kam ɔ we go kam, bikɔs mi Lɔv nɔ go gi mi pis if
a pul wan wan nɔmɔ.
Yes, mi gyal
pikin, luk insay mi Mama in bɛlɛ ɛn put yu yay pan mi
nyu Yumaniti we a dɔn gɛt. Na de yu go si yu sol we
dɛn dɔn kɔnsɛpt nia mi yon, we di faya dɛn
we de na mi Lɔv dɔn rawnd. Dɛn faya ya go stɔp
nɔmɔ we dɛn dɔn bɔn yu, yu wit mi!
Aw a bin lɛk
yu, a lɛk yu ɛn a go lɛk yu sote go! "
We a yɛri
dɛn Wɔd ya, a bin tan lɛk se a dɔn drawn insay ɔl
dis Lɔv we Jizɔs gɛt, ɛn a nɔ bin fɔ
dɔn ebul fɔ ansa if wan vɔys we de insay nɔ bin
shek mi ɛn tɛl mi se: “Mi gyal pikin, dis nɔto
natin we yu kɔmpia am to wetin a Lɔv.” kin du am.
Kam nia mi, gi
yu an to mi dia Mama, so dat yu go rili klos to in bɛlɛ. Ɛn
di sem tɛm stil de ling pan mi smɔl Yumaniti, destined de
fɔ kɔnsɛv sol fɔ sote go. Dis go gi yu di
chans fɔ tink gud wan bɔt di nɔmba 4 ɛksɛs
fɔ mi Lɔv ".
Mi gyal pikin,
if yu want fɔ pas frɔm mi Lɔv we de it mi to mi aktin
Lɔv, yu go diskɔba mi insay wan bottomless abyss fɔ
sɔfa. Tink bɔt se ɛni sol we gɛt bɛlɛ
insay mi de bia mi wet fɔ in sin dɛn, in wikɛd tin dɛn
ɛn di tin dɛn we i want fɔ du.
Mi lɔv de
mek a kɛr di wet fɔ ɛni wan pan dɛn, bikɔs,
afta a dɔn tink bɔt in sol insay mi, a dɔn tink bak
bɔt di kɔntrishɔn ɛn pepa we i go gɛt fɔ
gi to mi Papa. Dɔn bak, nɔ sɔprayz if dɛn
bin kɔnsɛpt mi Passion bak da tɛm de.
Luk mi na mi
Mama in bɛlɛ ɛn yu go diskɔba aw bɔku sɔfa
a de liv de.
Luk mi
Testillino we gɛt krawn we gɛt chukchuk rawnd am, we de
kruk wan pas mi skin, de mek a shed riva dɛn we gɛt wam wam
kray wata.
Yes, muv wit
sɔri-at pan mi ɛn, wit yu fri an dɛn, drɛy mi
kray wata.
"Dis krawn
we gɛt chukchuk, mi gyal pikin, nɔto natin pas wan kruk
krawn we krichɔ dɛn de wev fɔ mi wit wikɛd tin
dɛn we de ful-ɔp dɛn maynd. Oh! Aw kruk dɛn tin
ya de pier mi - wan lɔng nayn mɔnt krawn!
Ɛn lɛk
se dat nɔ go du fɔ mi, dɛn de krɔs mi An ɛn
mi Fut, so dat divayn jɔstis go satisfay fɔ dɛn krichɔ
ya, we de skata insay bad bad we, we de du ɔlkayn injɔstis
ɛn tek we we nɔ rayt fɔ bɛnifit dɛn.
Insay dis stet
i nɔ pɔsibul fɔ mek a muv ivin wan An, wan Finga ɔ
wan Fut. A de kɔntinyu fɔ muv, bikɔs ɔf di
bad bad krɔs we a de sɔfa ɔ bikɔs ɔf di smɔl
ples we a de.
Ɛn a bin
liv tru dis krɔs fɔ nayn mɔnt!
Yu no, mi gyal
pikin, bikɔs na dɛn krawn wit chukchuk ɛn dɛn na
di krɔs
nyu insay mi
ɛvri mɔnt?
Na dat mɔtalman
nɔ de ɛva stɔp fɔ tink bɔt kruk dizayn dɛn
we, lɛk chukchuk ɔ nel, de chuk mi tɛmpul dɛn, mi
an dɛn ɛn mi fut dɛn ɔltɛm ".
Na so Jizɔs
kɔntinyu fɔ tɛl wetin in smɔl Mɔtalman bin
sɔfa insay in Mama in bɛlɛ.
A de pas fɔ
mek a nɔ tu lɔng ɛn bikɔs mi at nɔ gɛt
maynd fɔ tɛl ɔltin we Jizɔs bin sɔfa fɔ
wi lɔv.
Ɛn a nɔ
bin ebul fɔ stɔp fɔ mek a kray. Bɔt, i shek
mi ɛn wit wik vɔys tɛl mi na mi at se:
"Mi gyal
pikin, a no fit wet fo ton yu on and giv yu bak di lov we yu giv mi."
Bɔt a stil
nɔ ebul fɔ du am, bikɔs, as yu si, a lɔk na dis
ples we de ol mi dɔŋ.
A go lɛk
fɔ kam to yu, bɔt a nɔ ebul bikɔs a nɔ ebul
fɔ waka yet.
Fɔs pikin
fɔ mi sɔfa lɔv, kam bɔku tɛm fɔ kis mi.
Leta, we a
kɔmɔt na mi Mama in bɛlɛ, a go kam to yu fɔ
kis yu ɛn fɔ de wit yu ".
Insay mi
fantasi, a bin de imajin se a de wit am na in Mama in bɛlɛ
ɛn kis am ɛn ol am na mi at.
We i bin de
sɔfa wan tɛm bak, i mek a yɛri in vɔys ɛn
tɛl mi se: “Mi gyal pikin, dis dɔn du fɔ naw.”
Go naw fɔ
tink gud wan bɔt di fayv we pasmak pan mi Lɔv we, pan ɔl
we dɛn nɔ gri wit am, nɔ go pul ɔ stɔp.
Bifo dat, i go
win ɔltin ɛn kɔntinyu fɔ go bifo."
We a yɛri
Jizɔs kɔl fɔ tink bɔt di fayv we pas in Lɔv,
a lɛnt di yes na mi at fɔ yɛri in wik vɔys de tɛl
mi insay mi:
"Obsev se
as soon as a get belle in mi Mama in bɛlɛ, a gɛt bɛlɛ
di."
gras fɔ ɔl
mɔtalman krichɔ dɛn di sem tɛm, so dat dɛn
go gro lɛk mi pan sɛns ɛn tru.
Dis na di rizin
we mek a lɛk dɛn kɔmpin, a want fɔ de insay
kɔnstant kɔrɛspɔndɛns fɔ Lɔv wit
dɛn, ɛn bɔku tɛm a kin sho mi palpitating Lɔv
to dɛn.
"Wit dɛm
a want fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ de insay lɔv ɛn fɔ
sheb mi gladi ɛn mi sɔri-at ɛvride. A want dɛn fɔ
no se di wangren rizin we mek a kɔmɔt na ɛvin kam na
di wɔl na fɔ mek dɛn gladi."
Ɛn as smɔl
brɔda, a want fɔ de wit dɛn ɛn dɛnsɛf
fɔ gɛda dɛn gud filin ɛn dɛn lɔv.
A want fɔ
gi bak to ɛni wan pan dɛn mi Guds ɛn mi Kiŋdɔm,
ivin pan di kɔst fɔ di big big sakrifays: mi day fɔ
dɛn layf.
In shot, a want
fɔ ple wit dɛn ɛn kɔba dɛn wit kis ɛn
kɔrej dɛn we gɛt lɔv.
"Bɔt,
insay ɛkshɛnj fɔ mi Lɔv, ɔnɔful wan a
jɔs de ripɛnt pen. Infakt, sɔm pipul dɛn de we de
lisin to mi Wɔd dɛn we nɔ gɛt gud wil, di wan dɛn
we nɔ lɛk mi Kɔmni, di wan dɛn we de pul dɛnsɛf
kɔmɔt pan mi Lɔv, di wan dɛn we de tray fɔ
rɔnawe pan mi ɔ." di wan dɛn we de ple dɛf.
Di tin we wɔs
pas ɔl na dat, pipul dɛn de we nɔ lɛk dɛnsɛf
ɛn we de trit dɛn bad.
Di fɔs wan
dɛn nɔ intres pan mi Guds ɔ mi Kiŋdɔm; dɛn
kin tek mi kis ɛn ɔg dɛn wit indipɛndɛns.
Di gladi at we
a fɔ fil wit dɛn kin tɔn to sayn ɛn nɔ gri
wit dɛn.
Di ɔda wan
dɛn, insay bɔku bɔku wan, de mek a tɔn mi lɔv
fɔ dɛn wit bɔku bɔku kray wata, we de sav as
natura rizulyt to mi At we so disgres ɛn vɛks.
"So, wen a
de fo dem, a stil de onli."
Dis we aw dɛn
fos dɛn fɔ de wangren kin rili ebi bikɔs dɛn lɛf
dɛn. Dɛn kin tɔn dɛf yes to ɔl di kɔl
dɛn we mi At de kɔl!
Dem klos evri
we to mi Love.
A kin de mi
wan ɔltɛm, a kin fil bad ɛn a nɔ de tɔk
natin !
O! mi gyal
pikin, pe mi fɔ mi Lɔv bay we yu nɔ lɛf mi na dis
solitude!
Alaw mi fɔ
tɔk to yu ɛn tek tɛm lisin to mi Tichin dɛn
.
-No se na mi na
di Masta fɔ ticha dɛn.
-If yu wan
lisin to mi, yu go lan plenti
At
di sem tɛm, yu go ɛp mi fɔ stɔp fɔ kray ɛn
ɛnjɔy mi Prɛzɛns.
Tel mi, yu go
laik ple wit mi? "
Dɔn a
sɔrɛnda to Jizɔs fɔ sho se a want fɔ fetful
to am ɔltɛm ɛn fɔ lɛk am wit sɔri-at ɛn
sɔri-at.
Bɔt, pan
ɔl we i bin want fɔ gladi wit mi, i bin
lɛf in wangren, ɛn i nɔ bin gɛt ɛnitin fɔ du
wit mi .
As a de spɛn
mi fayv awa fɔ tink gud wan, di vɔys we de insay de tɛl
mi se:
"Inaf. Naw
tink gud wan bɔt di siks ɛksɛs fɔ mi Lɔv."
"Mi
gyal pikin, mek mi Intimacy de wit yu! Go nia mi ɛn pre mi dia
Mama fɔ gi yu smɔl ples na in bɛlɛ, so dat yu go
ebul fɔ wach us kayn pen a
de de."
A
bin tink se mi Mama Maria bin want fɔ sho mi se i rili lɛk
mi bay we i mek a jɔyn di Jizɔs we bin swit ɛn we bin
de fil fayn we bin de na in bɛlɛ. A bin imajin se a
bin de de insay in bɛlɛ rili nia mi kayn Jizɔs.Bɔt
as di daknɛs bin big, i nɔ bin pɔsibul fɔ mek a
si in fes ɛn a bin jɔs ebul fɔ fil di wam we in
Briz fɔ Lɔv bin
de fil.
Insay mi
i tɛl mi se:
"Mi gyal
pikin, tink bɔt ɔda manifestɔshɔn fɔ di supa
bɔku bɔku tin dɛn we de na mi Lɔv."
Mi na di Layt
we de sote go ɛn no layt nɔ de ausayd mi we brayt pas dat.
Di san wit ɔl
in splɛnd na jɔs wan shado nia mi Layt we go de sote go.
Bɔt dis na
tin we dɔn apin ɔlsay
- we, fɔ
di lɔv fɔ di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek, .
-A bin embras
mɔtalman nature.
Yu si di dak
prizin we Lɔv dɔn kɛr mi go?
Yes, na fɔ
di lɔv we krichɔ dɛn gɛt na in a bin limited
misɛf to dis wan we dɔn ridyus ɛn a bin de wet fɔ
yu afta sɔm layt rayt. A bin de wet wit peshɛnt na di
big daknɛs, na nɛt we nɔ gɛt sta dɛn ɔ
rɛst, di layt we di san de gi we nɔ bin dɔn apia yet.
"Aw bɔku
sɔfa a bin de bia de! Di smɔl smɔl wɔl dɛn
na dis prizin nɔ bin gi mi rum fɔ muf ɛn dɛn bin
de mek a fil bad bad wan."
Layt we nɔ
de
- bin mek a nɔ
si ɛn tek mi briz, .
-wan briz we a
bin gɛt fɔ gɛt smɔl smɔl frɔm mi mama
in briz.
Yu
sabi wetin
-dat
bin bring mi kam na dis prizin,
-udat
tek mi Layt go ɛn mek a fɛt fɔ mi briz?
Na di Lɔv
we a de fil fɔ krichɔ dɛn we de fes di daknɛs fɔ
dɛn sin dɛn. Ɛni wan pan dɛn sin na nɛt
fɔ mi. A kin chok we a yɛri dɛn at we nɔ
ripɛnt ɛn we nɔ de tɛl tɛnki. Dɛn
kin mek wan daknɛs we nɔ gɛt bɔtɔm ɛn
we kin mek a nɔ ebul fɔ waka.
O ɛksɛs
ɔf mi Lɔv, yu mek a stat frɔm wan ful-ɔp Layt fɔ
tek mi na di daknɛs nɛt dɛn insay wan smɔl ridyus
we de annihilates di fridɔm fɔ mi At ».
As i de tɔk
dis, Jizɔs bin de kray wit pen bikɔs i nɔ gɛt
ples. Fɔ ɛp am, a bin want fɔ gi am sɔm layt
tru mi lɔv.
Tru in sɔfa,
i mek a yɛri in swit Voys ɛn tɛl mi se:
"Dat na
inof fɔ naw; lɛ wi muf go to di sɛvin ɛksɛs
fɔ mi Lɔv."
Jizɔs bin
tɔk bak se: "Mi gyal pikin, nɔ lɛf mi na mi
wangren ɛn daknɛs! Nɔ lɛf mi Mama in bɛlɛ
ɛn stɔp pan di sɛvin we pas mi Lɔv. Lisin gud gud
wan:
"A bin
gladi pafɛkt wan insay mi papa in bɛlɛ. No prɔpati
nɔ bin de."
dat a nɔ
bin gɛt: gladi, gladi at, ɛn ɔda tin dɛn. Di
enjɛl dɛn bin de gi mi di kult fɔ di wɔship we
pas ɔl ɛn dɛn bin de pe atɛnshɔn to ɔl
wetin a want. Bɔt di we aw a bin lɛk mɔtalman
pasmak bin mek a chenj di we aw a bin de fil.
A dɔn pul
misɛf pan dɛn gladi-at ya, dɛn gladi-at ya ɛn dɛn
sɛlestial guds ya fɔ klos misɛf wit di sik dɛn we
krichɔ dɛn gɛt, fɔ briŋ dɛn mi gladi-at
we go de sote go, mi gladi-at ɛn mi sɛlestial advantej dɛn.
«Dis
chenj bin fɔ dɔn izi fɔ mi if a nɔ bin dɔn
fɛn insay man di mɔs monstrous ingratitude ɛn di mɔs
obstinate et.
O! aw mi
Lɔv we go de sote go bin disapɔynt bikɔs ɔf dis
kayn we we a nɔ tɛl tɛnki!
A de sɔfa
bad bad wan fɔ di wikɛd tin dɛn we mɔtalman de
du, we fɔ mi na di wan we gɛt chukchuk pas ɔl ɛn
shap pas ɔl.
Luk mi smɔl
at ɛn luk di bɔku bɔku chukchuk dɛn we de kɔba
am. Si di wund dɛn we di chukchuk dɛn mek ɛn di
riva dɛn we de kɔmɔt na di Blɔd we de kɔmɔt
pan dɛn.
"Mi gyal
pikin, nɔ de tɛl tɛnki tu, bikɔs fɔ nɔ
tɛl tɛnki na di tin we at pas ɔl fɔ yu Jizɔs.
Fɔ nɔ tɛl tɛnki bad pas fɔ slam di domɔt
na mi At."
I de mek a nɔ
de na do, a nɔ gɛt lɔv ɛn a kol.
Pan ɔl we
mɔtalman at dɔn chenj, mi Lɔv nɔ de ɛva
stɔp.
Ɛn i kin
tek wan ay abit we kin mek a beg ɛn languish biɛn am.
Ɛn dis, mi
gyal pikin, na di et ɛksɛs fɔ mi Lɔv ".
"Mi
pikin, nɔ lɛf mi wan.
"
Kɔntinyu
fɔ rɛst yu ed pan mi Mama in chɛst ɛn yu go lisin
to mi kray ɛn beg mi.
Yu go si se
nɔto mi kray ɔ mi beg dɛn de mek di krichɔ dɛn
we nɔ gɛt tɛnki sɔri fɔ mi Lɔv we a nɔ
tek.
So yu go si mi,
we stil na pikin, de es mi an lɛk di wan we po pas ɔlman we
de beg ɛn de aks fɔ sɔri-at ɛn smɔl charity
fɔ sol dɛn. Na dis we a op fɔ atrak at dɛn
we dɔn frɔz wit selfishness.
"Mi gyal
pikin, mi At want fɔ win di at fɔ man pan ɔl we i nɔ
izi."
So a dɔn
disayd se if, afta di sɛvin ɛksɛs pan mi Lɔv, dɛn
stil tɔn dɛf yes ɛn sho dɛnsɛf se dɛn
nɔ bisin bɔt Mi ɛn mi Guds, den a go go bifo.
Mi lɔv fɔ
dɔn stɔp afta bɔku bɔku tin dɛn we a nɔ
tɛl tɛnki. I klia se nɔto so.
I want fɔ
go bifo in limit ɛn mek mi Mama in bɛlɛ, mi Voys we de
beg, rich ɛvri at frɔm di bɔdi.
Fɔ tɔch
di fayv dɛn na mɔtalman at, a kin yuz di we dɛn we de
sho aw pɔsin de tɔk mɔ, di wɔd dɛn we swit
pas ɔl ɛn we go wok fayn, ɛn di prea dɛn we de
mek pɔsin fil fayn. A bin tɛl dɛn se:
« Mi
pikin dɛn, gi mi una at, we na mi yon.
A
go gi yu ɔl wetin yu want, ivin misɛf.
In kɔntakt
wit mi At, a go wam una at.
A go mek dɛn
bɔm insay di faya dɛn we de na mi Lɔv ɛn a go
pwɛl insay dɛn wetin nɔto Ɛvin.
No se mi gol fɔ
kɔmɔt na Ɛvin fɔ kam insay mi Mama in bɛlɛ
na fɔ mek yu go insay mi Papa we de sote go in bɛlɛ.
O! nɔ
disapɔynt mi op!
"Fɔ
si krichɔ dɛn de agens mi Lɔv ɛn muf kɔmɔt
nia mi, a tray fɔ ol dɛn bak."
A bin de fold
mi an dɛn ɛn wit mi sɔri-at pas ɔl, a bin de tray
fɔ win dɛn bay we a bin de tɔk wit vɔys we de
kray se:
"Yu si, mi
pikin dɛm, di smɔl Begga we a bi, we de klem ɔl una
at. Una nɔ ɔndastand se dis we fɔ akt na di ɛksɛsi
dɛm fɔ mi Lɔv de dikte mi?"
"Fɔ
atrak krichɔ dɛn to in Lɔv, di Krieta tek di shep fɔ
smɔl pikin, so dat i nɔ go fred."
We i si se di
krichɔ nɔ gri wit wetin i want ɛn i nɔ de gri fɔ
du wetin i aks fɔ, i kin insist, kray ɛn kray.
Yu nɔ tink
se dis de mek yu gɛt sɔri-at? Yu nɔ tink se i bin
mek yu at sof?
"Mi gyal
pikin, i nɔ tan lɛk se rizin krichɔ dɛn dɔn
lɔs dɛn maynd."
Pan ɔl we
dɛn fɔ gladi fɔ mek di faya dɛn we de na mi
divayn Lɔv dɔn ful dɛn ɛn wam dɛn, dɛn
de tray fɔ pul dɛnsɛf kɔmɔt bay we dɛn
de go fɔ luk fɔ animal lɔv dɛn we go ebul fɔ
kɛr dɛn go na ɛlfaya chaos fɔ kray sote go."
Na dɛn Wɔd
dɛn ya we Jizɔs bin tɔk, a bin fil se a dɔn
fuz. A bin de fred bad bad wan.
A bin de shek
shek we a tink bɔt di bad bad tin dɛn we nɔ go ɛva
chenj we mɔtalman nɔ gɛt tɛnki ɛn di bad tin
dɛn we kin apin to mi sote go.
Ɛn, we a
bin de insay dɛn tin ya we a bin de tink bɔt, dɛn yɛri
Jizɔs in vɔys bak na mi at:
"Ɛn
yu, mi gyal pikin, yu nɔ want fɔ gi mi yu at?"
A
fɔ kray, kɔmplen ɛn beg fɔ yu lɔv? "
As Jizɔs
bin de tɛl mi dis, mi at bin gɛt wan sɔri-at we nɔbɔdi
nɔ go ebul fɔ tɔk bɔt fɔ Am.
Ɛn fɔ
kray wit lɔv we de alayv we a nɔ ɛva fil bifo, a se:
"Mi Jizɔs
we a lɛk, i nɔ de kray igen."
Yɛs,
yɛs! Nɔto mi at nɔmɔ a de gi yu, bɔt a
de gi misɛf.
A nɔ de
shem fɔ gi yu ɔltin.
Bɔt fɔ
mek mi gift fayn mɔ, a want fɔ pul ɔltin we nɔto
yu gɛt na mi at. So duya gi mi dis ifektiv gras fɔ mek
mi at tan lɛk yu yon, so dat yu go fɛn wan stebul ɛn
pɔrmanent os de."
"Mi gyal
pikin, mi kondishɔn de kam mɔ ɛn mɔ pen."
If yu lɛk
mi, kɔntinyu fɔ luk mi so dat yu go lan ɔl wetin a de
tich yu.
Ofa yu smɔl
Jizɔs wan rigrɛt fɔ in kray wata ɛn fɔ in
dip prɔblɛm dɛn - wan wɔd fɔ lɔv, wan
kɔrej, wan kis wit lɔv - so dat mi At go gɛt kɔrej
bay di filin fɔ lɔv kam bak.
Si, mi gyal
pikin, afta i dɔn rid di pruf dɛn fɔ mi Lɔv we
dɛn tɔk bɔt wit di et tin dɛn we pasmak we dɛn
tɔk bɔt te naw, man fɔ dɔn butu bifo mi tru ɛn
ay ay lɔv.
Difrɛn
frɔm dat, i de tek am bad bad wan ɛn mek a pas to ɔda
ɛksɛs we, if i nɔ fɛn a
bak, i go mek a
fil pen mɔ.
"So fa man
nɔ kapitul. Dis na di rizin we mek a de kɔntinyu wit mi
nɔmba nayn ɛksɛs pan Lɔv, we na mi ardent want fɔ
kɔmɔt na di bɛlɛ fɔ go afta man. Ɛn
afta a dɔn stɔp am na di slop dɛm fɔ bad, a rili
want." fɔ embras am.ɛn fɔ kis am - i so nɔ
tɛl tɛnki fɔ mi Lɔv - fɔ mek i lɛk mi
Biuti, mi Trut ɛn mi Gudnɛs we go de sote go.
«Dis big
big projɛkt de ridyus mi smɔl Yumaniti, we nɔ si di
layt yet, to wan stet we de sɔfa we go du fɔ put ɛnd
to mi Layf. If mi Divinity nɔ bin ɛp ɛn sɔpɔt
mi, we nɔ go separet frɔm mi Yumaniti bay di hypostatic
union, fɔ tru na dis go apin to mi, mi Divinity de kɔmyuniket
to mi fɔnt dɛn fɔ Nyu Layf ɛn mek mi smɔl
Yumaniti de agens di kɔntinyu pen we dɛn nayn ya gɛt
.mɔnt dɛn we i kin fil se i de nia day pas fɔ day.
"Mi gyal
pikin, dis nayn ɛksɛs pan mi Lɔv nɔto ɔda
tin pas wan kɔntinyu pen we bigin di tɛm we mi Diviniti tek
mɔtalman fɔm na di bɛlɛ, so i ayd in divayn
Ɛsin."
If a nɔ
bin dɔn ayd mi diviniti dis we, a bin fɔ dɔn mek pipul
dɛn fred pas lɔv insay krichɔ dɛn, we nɔ bin
fɔ dɔn want fɔ sɔrɛnda to mi Lɔv.
I bin rili fil
pen fɔ wet de fɔ nayn mɔnt! If mi Divinity nɔ
bin dɔn gi mi Yumaniti in sɔpɔt ɛn in trɛnk,
mi Lɔv fɔ krichɔ dɛn fɔ dɔn it mi.
Mi Yumaniti bin
fɔ dɔn ridyus to ashis. A bin fɔ dɔn kɔnsum
bay mi aktif lɔv we mek a tek pan misɛf di big big wet fɔ
di pɔnishmɛnt we krichɔ dɛn dɔn gɛt.
"Dis na di
rizin we mek mi layf na mi Mama in bɛlɛ bin rili pen: A nɔ
bin de fil se a ebul fɔ de fa frɔm krichɔ dɛn
igen."
A bin rili want
dɛn so dat ilɛk aw i nɔ go izi fɔ dɛn, dɛn
go kam insay mi chɛst fɔ fil di we aw a de blo we de bɔn.
A bin want fɔ
ɔg dɛn wit mi sɔri-at ɛn klin lɔv, so dat
dɛn go bi masta fɔ mi prɔpati dɛn sote go.
No dat if yu nɔ
bin ɛp yu bifo tɛm rich
Fɔ kɔmɔt
na di layt fɔ de, a bin fɔ dɔn kɔnsum bay dis
nayn ɛksɛs fɔ Lɔv.
" Luk
mi gud gud wan na di bɛlɛ . Si aw a dɔn
bi pale."
Lisin to mi
distressed Voice we de fade mɔ ɛn mɔ.
A fil di
palpiteshɔn dɛn na mi At we, bikɔs a bin dɔn
ɔlrɛdi de alayv, naw dɔn lɛf smɔl fɔ
dɔn. Nɔ pul yu yay pan mi.
Luk
mi, bikɔs a de day, yes, de day wit klin Lɔv! "
We a tɔk
dɛn wɔd ya, a fil se a nɔ lɛk Jizɔs.
Ɛn dip
kwayɛt bin de bitwin wi tu, wan grev kwayɛt.
Mi blɔd
bin frɔz na mi vein dɛn ɛn a nɔ bin ebul fɔ
fil mi at de bit igen. Mi briz bin stɔp ɛn bikɔs
a bin de shek shek, a bin fɔdɔm na grɔn.
A bin sɔprayz
fɔ si se a bin de tɔk se:
"Mi Jizɔs,
mi Lɔv, mi Layf, mi Ɔl, nɔ de day."
A go lɛk
yu ɔltɛm ɛn a nɔ go ɛva lɛf yu, ilɛksɛf
i go mek a sakrifays bɔku.
Ɔltɛm
gi mi di flawa fɔ yu Lɔv , so dat a go
lɛk yu ɔltɛm ɛn so dat, as soon as pɔsibul,
a go kɔnsum mi wit lɔv fɔ yu, mi Gud we go de sote go.
"Dɛn a bin fil se a dɔn day."
Jizɔs bin
dɔn ɔlrɛdi bɔn insay wi layf we de day fɔ
lid wi to day we wi want ɛn, leta, fɔ gi wi layf we go de
sote go.
Dɔn Jizɔs
tɔch mi ɛn wek mi frɔm di slip we a bin de slip insay.
I bin tɛl
mi saful wan se : "Mi gyal
pikin, we bɔn bak frɔm mi Lɔv, grap. Gɛt ɔp
to di layf fɔ mi Grɛs ɛn fɔ mi Lɔv. Fɔ
falamakata mi pan ɔltin."
As yu bin kip
mi kɔmpin di tɛm we a bin de tink bɔt di tin dɛn
we pasmak we a lɛk, insay dis lɔng novena fɔ mi
Nativiti mek di ɔda twɛnti-fo kɔnsidareshɔn dɛn
bɔt mi Pashiɔn ɛn Mi Day, ɛn sheb dɛn ɔlsay
na di twɛnti-fo awa dɛn na di de.
Luisa
Piccarreta (1865-1947) ɛn layf insay di Divayn Wil
(we
pɔsin kin no mɔ fɔ lisin to di 36 volyum dɛn fɔ
di wok we di Buk we de na ɛvin insay odio we Wi Masta Jizɔs
gi)
Dɛn
bɔn Luisa Piccarreta wan Sɔnde jɔs afta Ista, na wan
vilej we nem Kɔrato, insay Itali, Epril 23, 1865. I bin baptayz
di sem de. I dɔn de de ɔl in layf, pas di mɔnt
dɛn we ɛvri ia, we i bin yɔŋ, in famili bin de
liv na di fam. Luisa bin day wit smel fɔ Olinɛs jɔs
bifo i rich 82 ia, Mach 4, 1947; afta wan layf we rili ɛkstra
ɔdinari.
Luisa
nɔ bin gɛt brɔda, bɔt i bin gɛt 4 sista
dɛn. In papa nem Vito Nicola Piccarreta ɛn in mama
Rosa Tarantini, dɛn ɔl tu kɔmɔt na Kɔrato. We
Luisa bin rili yɔŋ, i bin de shem ɛn i bin de fred bad
bad wan. Bɔku tɛm, Ɛla bin de drim bad bad drim
dɛn we kin mek i rili fred di dɛbul. Ɛn bɔku
tɛm, we i de drim, i kin si di Vɛjin Meri de drɛb di
dɛbul kɔmɔt nia am.
We
Jizɔs tɔk bɔt dis, i bin mek Luisa no klia wan se di
dɛbul dɔn no se Gɔd gɛt rili spɛshal plan fɔ
am, i go briŋ big glori to Gɔd, ɛn i go bi impɔtant
tin we go mek i win. Ilɛk aw i tray, i nɔ ɛva
ebul fɔ briŋ dɔti lɔv ɔ tinkin insay am,
bikɔs Jizɔs bin dɔn lɔk ɔl di domɔt dɛn
de fɔ Setan. Na dat mek i bin vɛks bad bad wan ɛn
tray fɔ mek i fred wit drim dɛn we de mek i fred, ɛn
tray ɔlkayn we fɔ mek i fil bad.
We i
ol 9 ia, i mek in fɔs kɔmyuniɔn ɛn, di sem de, i
gɛt di sakramɛnt fɔ kɔnfyus. Di Yukaris bin
bi di tin we i lɛk pas ɔl; i bin de kɔnsɛntret
ɔl in lɔv dɛn de. Frɔm da ej de, i bin ebul
fɔ de na di chɔch, nil dɔŋ ɛn nɔ muv,
fɔ 4 awa, de tink gud wan.
We i
ol 11 ia, i bi "Meri in gyal pikin". We i ol 12 ia, i
bigin fɔ yɛri Jizɔs in vɔys insay, mɔ we i
de tek kɔmyuniɔn. Jizɔs bin bi in ticha bɔt
Gɔd in tin dɛn, ɛn i bin de kɔrɛkt am ɛn
tich am aw fɔ tink gud wan. Ɛn i bin gi am lɛsin
bɔt di Krɔs, fɔ ɔmbul, fɔ obe ɛn in
layf we i ayd na di wɔl. Dis vɔys we bin de insay in
at bin mek Luisa nɔ gɛt wanwɔd wit insɛf ɛn
ɔltin.
Wan
de we i ol 13 ia, we i bin de wok na in os ɛn tink bɔt di
tin we bin rili sɔri fɔ Jizɔs, i bin so fil bad dat i
bin want fɔ lɛ i nɔ blo. Dɔn i go na di
bolkɔn we de na di sɛkɔn flɔ na di os. As i
luk dɔŋ, i si na di midul na di strit wan big krawd de lid
swit Jizɔs wit in Krɔs na in sholda, de pul am frɔm
wan say to di ɔda say. Jizɔs in fes bin ful-ɔp
wit blɔd ɛn i bin de tray tranga wan fɔ blo. I
bin sɔri fɔ di ston dɛn sof. Dɔn, we Jizɔs
luk am ɔp, i tɛl am se: “Soul, ɛp mi!” . I
nɔ pɔsibul fɔ tɔk bɔt di sɔri we i bin
fil ɛn di we aw dis tin we apin bin mek i fil bad. I bin go
bak na in rum kwik kwik wan, i bin rili sɔprayz, . i nɔ
bin no usay i de igen, in at bin brok wit sɔri-at. I kray
de wit big big wata fɔ di big big sɔfa we Jizɔs bin
sɔfa.
Frɔm
da tɛm de, i bin rili want fɔ sɔfa bikɔs i lɛk
Jizɔs. Arawnd dis tɛm bak i bigin in fɔs bɔdi
sɔfa, pan ɔl we i bin ayd, ɛn bak big big sɔfa
pan gud abit ɛn spiritual sɔfa. Afta 3 ia, di dɛbul
dɛn we bin de atak dɛn bin dɔn. We i bin ol 16
ia, we i bin de na di fam, di dɛbul dɛn bin atak am las
tɛm, we bin so fɛt-fɛt ɛn pen dat i nɔ bin
ebul fɔ yuz di sɛns igen. We i bin de dis kayn we, i
bin gɛt nyu vishɔn bɔt Jizɔs we de sɔfa. Insay
we dɛn bin de invayt am wit sɔri-at ɛn lɔv
inviteshɔn fɔ di gudnɛs, Luisa bin lɛf insɛf
ɔltogɛda to di Divayn Wil ɛn aksept di wok fɔ bi
viktim, fɔ we Jizɔs ɛn di Mama we bin de sɔri bin
invayt am fɔ.
We
Luisa bin ol 17 ia, i bigin fɔ vɔmit in it ɛn dɛn
bin fos am fɔ de na bed wan wan tɛm. Ɔl dis nɔ
bin ebul fɔ ɛksplen fɔ in famili, di prist dɛn ɛn
di dɔktɔ dɛn. Leta, afta we in famili ɛn di
prist dɛn bin sɔfa bɔku pan in gud abit dɛn, dɛn
bin kam fɔ no se in kɔndishɔn na bikɔs ɔf
wan sik we nɔ izi fɔ ɔndastand we kɔrɛkt to
di tin we apin to am as pɔsin we i bin want fɔ du bad to we
i kam pan di mishɔn we Gɔd bin kɔl am fɔ. Frɔm
da tɛm de te i day lɛk 65 ia so afta dat, Luisa nɔ bin
gɛt tin fɔ it ɛn wata. Di tin we i bin de it na
di Divayn Wil ɛn di Oli Kɔmyuniɔn.
Frɔm
we i ol 22 ia, i bin gɛt fɔ de na bed fɔ ɔltɛm. Na
Ɔktoba 16, 1888, we i ol 23 ia, Luisa bin jɔyn Jizɔs
bay di "mystical nuptials". 11 mɔnt afta dat, we
di Triniti we Oli Pas Ɔl ɛn di wan ol Kɔt na ɛvin
bin de, dɛn bin gri fɔ mek i gɛt wanwɔd wit
Jizɔs; i bin tay am wit di "mistik mared".
Na
dis blɛsin de, di "prodigy of prodigies" bin apin bak:
Luisa, we bin ol 24 ia da tɛm de, bin gɛt di Gift of the
Divine Will! Na di big gift we Gɔd kin gi to wan krichɔ,
di gudnɛs fɔ di gudnɛs, bɔku pas di mistik
mared. Dis tɛm, di Tɔd Fiat fɔ Gɔd (dat fɔ
Santifikeshɔn) bin de tek shep na di wɔl. I go divɛlɔp
kwayɛt wan, smɔl smɔl, insay di sol dɛn we Meri,
di Mama ɛn Kwin fɔ di Divayn Wil, dɔn pripia.
Insay
Fɛbwari 1899, bikɔs Luisa bin obe in Masta ɛn in
kɔnfɛsɔ, i bigin fɔ rayt. I go du dis fɔ
40 ia, ɛn put di sikrit dɛn we rili impɔtant pas ɔl
na di sikrit bɔt di Divayn Wil. Di ɔda pat na in layf
na bin gladi ɛn pen, rayt, siŋ, obe, pre, ɛn ɛp
ɔda pipul dɛn wit bɔku sɛns ɛn advays dɛn
we gɛt sɔri-at. Jizɔs, di wangren pɔsin we i
bin ebul fɔ abop pan, na in nɔmɔ bin de kɔrej
am. We dɛn nɔ bin gɛt in sɛns fɔ de wit
am, di pen we i bin de fil fɔ sol dɛn bin so dip dat
sɔntɛnde i bin pas di sɔfa we i bin de sɔfa na
Pɔgatɔri.
Dɛn
bin admit Luisa fɔ ɔltɛm na di spɛshal ples we go
de sote go Mach 4, 1947. Dɛn nɔ bin shɔ bɔt di
tɛm we i go day fɔ 4 dez, bikɔs in bɔdi nɔ
bin de ɔnda di rigidity we dɛn kin du ɔltɛm. Bɔt,
i nɔ bin pɔsibul fɔ mek i stret in bak. Ɛn
dɛn bin gɛt fɔ mek wan spɛshal grev we go alaw am
fɔ sidɔm, di sem grev we i bin kip insay di 64 ia we i bin
de rɛst na bed.
47 ia
afta dat, we 1994 bigin, di Vatikan bin aks di Akbishɔp na in
yon dayɔsis fɔ bigin di wok fɔ mek i bi
bitifikeshɔn. Dɛn bin ɔfishal wan introduks in
kes di de fɔ Krays di Kiŋ, Novɛmba 20, 1994.
Sos
: http://spiritualitechretienne.blog4ever.xyz/la-savant-dɛ-diɛu-luisa-pikarɛta
Na
Gɔd in savant we nem Luisa Piccarreta
Di
Savant fɔ Gɔd Luisa Piccareta
"Daughter
of di Divayn Wil".
1865-1947
insay di ia
Di
layf we Luisa Piccareta bin liv
We
dɛn bɔn am
Dɛn
bɔn Luisa Piccarreta na wan po famili na Kɔrato nia Bari
insay di sawt pat na Itali Epril 23, 1865, di Sɔnde afta
Ista. Na di tɛm we dɛn mek Sista Faustina Kowalska
bi kanonis, pan Epril 30, 2000, Pop Jɔn Pɔl di Sɛkɔn
ɔfishal wan gi in nem na di Chɔch, dis Sɔnde afta
Ista, "di Sɔnde fɔ Sɔri-at", akɔdin
to wetin Jizɔs bin want we i tɛl Sista Faustina. So
Jizɔs bin want fɔ ɛksplen se na Luisa na di wan we
Gɔd pik frɔm ɔltɛm fɔ briŋ dis Gift
fɔ di Divayn Wil, frut par excellence of in Divane Mercy.
In
famili
Luisa
in mama ɛn papa ɔl tu kɔmɔt na Kɔrato. Di
famili bin gɛt fayv gyal pikin dɛn ɛn dɛn bin
de liv frɔm agrikalchɔral biznɛs. In papa ɛn
in mama ɔl tu bin day insay Mach 1907, ɛn dɛn bin de
bitwin tɛn dez. Da tɛm de, Luisa bin ol 42 ia. Luisa
tɔk se in mama ɛn papa na enjɛl dɛn we
klin; dɛn bin rili tek tɛm mek dɛn pikin dɛn
nɔ yɛri ɛnitin. Lay, ipokrit, lay lay tɔk
nɔ bin gɛt ples na dɛn os. Mama ɛn papa
dɛn bin de wach dɛn pikin dɛn ɛn dɛn nɔ
bin de ɛva introdyus dɛn to ɛnibɔdi, ɛn
dɛn bin de kip di famili togɛda ɔltɛm.
Fɔ
lɛk Jizɔs wit jɛlɔs
Jizɔs,
insay in jɛlɔs lɔv, leta ɛksplen to Luisa, se I
dɔn mek i shem bad bad wan ɛn i dɔn mek i nɔ de
nia ɔda pipul dɛn, i nɔ want ɛnitin fɔ
tɔch am, ɔ di tin dɛn , ɔ pipul dɛn. Jizɔs
bin want am fɔ bi strenja to ɔltin ɛn ɔlman ɛn
fɔ ɛnjɔy insɛf nɔmɔ.
Baptizim
Luisa
bin baptayz di sem aftanun we dɛn bɔn am.
Fɔs
Kɔmyuniɔn, Kɔnfɔmeshɔn
We
Luisa bin ol nayn ia, i mek in Fɔs Kɔmyuniɔn ɛn
in Kɔnfɛm di Sɔnde afta Ista, dat na Mɛsi
Sɔnde. Frɔm we i smɔl, i bin de mɛn big
big lɔv fɔ di Yukaris ɛn i bin de spɛn bɔku
awa na chɔch, i bin de nil dɔŋ ɛn nɔ muv,
i bin de absɔb ɔltin, de tink gud wan bifo di Blɛsin
Sakramɛnt.
Jizɔs
in vɔys we de insay
Jɔs
afta in Fɔs Kɔmyuniɔn, Luisa bigin fɔ yɛri
Jizɔs in vɔys insay in sol. Jizɔs bin tich am
aw fɔ tink gud wan bɔt di Krɔs, fɔ obe, In Ayd
Layf na Nazarɛt, di gud kwaliti dɛn ɛn bɔku ɔda
tin dɛn, i bin de dayrɛkt ɛn kɔrɛkt am we
i si se i nid.
Tɔtɔl
ditachmɛnt
Smɔl
smɔl, Jizɔs bin mek i nɔ gɛt wanwɔd wit
insɛf ɛn ɔltin. Frɔm we Jizɔs bin
smɔl, i bin tich am se i rili impɔtant fɔ gri fɔ
lɛ i sɔfa ɛn fɔ pre fɔ ɔda pipul dɛn
fɔ beg am.
Luisa
kɔrej Jizɔs
Luisa
bin lɛk fɔ rɛspɛkt Jizɔs in Wund dɛn
ɛn i bin want fɔ sɔfa fɔ Am. I apin fɔ
kis di Oli Wund dɛn na In fut, na In an, na In Say ɛn
afta dat di Wund dɛn nɔ de igen; dis we Jizɔs
bin sheb wit am di rilif ɛn kɔrej we i go gi am pan ɔl
we i de sɔfa.
Na
Meri in gyal pikin
We
Luisa bin smɔl, i bin de shem smɔl ɛn i bin de fred,
bɔt i bin gɛt layf ɛn gladi at bak. We i ol
ilevin ia, dɛn bin gɛt "Child of Mary". Leta,
Luisa go stil smɔl ɛn i go gɛt kol at ɔltɛm
wit big big yay dɛn we de go insay ɛn we gɛt layf.
Fɔs
tin we yu si am
Wan
de, we Luisa bin jɔs ol tɛn ia, i bin de wok na os we i
bin de tink insay in at bɔt di Pash we Jizɔs bin
gɛt. Wantɛm wantɛm, dɛn bin de mek i sɔfa
ɛn i bin go na di bolkɔn we de na di sɛkɔn flɔ
na di os fɔ go gɛt sɔm briz. Na da tɛm de
i bin gɛt fɔs vishɔn we i de luk dɔŋ di
strit; i si bɔku bɔku pipul dɛn ɛn, midul
di krawd, Jizɔs de kɛr In Krɔs wit pen. Di
krawd bin de push am ɛn trit am bad frɔm ɔlsay . Jizɔs
sɛf bin de blo fɔ blo.Blɔd bin kɔba in fes, ɛn
i bin de fil bad fɔ si.
"Ame,
ɛp Mi!"
Wantɛm
wantɛm, Jizɔs luk am ɛn tɛl am se, “Soul,
ɛp Mi”. Na da tɛm de Luisa in sol bin ful-ɔp
wit sɔri-at fɔ Jizɔs. I go bak na in rum ɛn
kray bɔku bɔku wan. Dɔn i tɛl Jizɔs
se i want fɔ sɔfa in pen fɔ mek i ebul fɔ mek i
fil fayn bikɔs i nɔ fayn fɔ mek Jizɔs sɔfa
so bikɔs i lɛk am, we na po sina ɛn i nɔ sɔfa
natin fɔ in lɔv.
Faya
Faya fɛt agens Dɛbul dɛn
Dɔn
i bigin in fɔs bɔdi sɔfa we Jizɔs bin sɔfa,
pan ɔl we i bin ayd. Frɔm tritin to siksti, Luisa
bin fɛt wan bad bad fɛt agens di dɛbul dɛn, i
bin fɛt agens dɛn infɛnal sɔgzhɛshɔn,
dɛn taunt, dɛn tɛmteshɔn... Luisa bin gɛt
maynd fɔ tinap agens dɛn atak dɛn. Pan ɔl
we dɛn bin de mek nɔys dɛn we bin de mek i fred, i
bin ebul fɔ ignore ɔl di tin dɛn we i bin de fred
bay we i bin de luk Jizɔs lɛk aw Vɛjin Meri bin dɔn
tich am.
Di
Dɛbul dɛn Faynal Asɔlt
Insay
fraylayz wɛlbɔdi, Luisa bin spɛn in sɔm tɛm
dɛn na di famili fam we dɛn kɔl "Desperate
Tower" lɛk twɛnti sɛvin kilomita frɔm
Kɔrato.
sɛkɔn
we fɔ si tin
Na
de Luisa bin sɔfa di las tɛm we dɛbul dɛn bin
atak am we i ol siksti ia. Di atak bin so bad dat i nɔ
bin no natin igen. Na da tɛm de i bin si di sɛkɔn
vishɔn bɔt Jizɔs we bin de sɔfa we i tɛl
am se: “Kam wit Mi ɛn gi yusɛf to Mi. Kam
bifo Divayn Jɔstis as “viktim of reparation” “ fɔ
di bɔku sin dɛn we dɛn dɔn du agens Am, so dat
Mi Papa go fil fayn ɛn I go gi kɔnvɛnshɔn to
sina dɛn”.
Wan
tin we pɔsin kin disayd fɔ du
Ɛn
Jizɔs bin tɔk bak se: "Una gɛt tu tin
dɛn fɔ disayd fɔ du: Yu fɔ sɔfa bad bad
wan ɔ fɔ sɔfa we nɔ izi fɔ yu. If yu nɔ
gri fɔ tek di bad bad we aw yu de sɔfa, yu nɔ go
ebul fɔ tek pat pan di gudnɛs we yu bin fɛt fɔ
wit maynd."Bɔt, if yu
aksept, a nɔ go ɛva lɛf yu wan ɛn a go kam fɔ
liv insay yu fɔ sɔfa ɔl di bad bad tin dɛn we
mɔtalman dɔn du agens Mi. Dis na wan spɛshal
gudnɛs we dɛn kin gi to sɔm pipul dɛn nɔmɔ
bikɔs bɔku pan dɛn nɔ rɛdi fɔ go
insay di fil fɔ sɔfa. Sɛkɔn, a alaw yu fɔ
rayz to di glori we di sɔfa we dɛn kɔmyuniket to yu,
tru Mi. Ɛn fɔ dɔn, a go gi una di ɛp, di
sɔpɔt ɛn di kɔmfɔt fɔ mi Mɔs Oli
Mama, we dɛn gi di ɔnɔ fɔ lavish pan una ɔl
di grɛs we nid akɔdin to una dosiliti ɛn una
reciprocity".
ripa
viktim
Dɔn
Luisa bin gi insɛf fri-an to Jizɔs ɛn to Wi Ledi we
de sɔri, we rɛdi fɔ put insɛf ɔnda ɛnitin
we Dɛn want frɔm am.
Krawn
we gɛt chukchuk
Afta
sɔm dez, Luisa bin gɛt frɔm Jizɔs di krawn we
gɛt chukchuk we bin mek i gɛt pen we i bin de swɛla,
ɛn dis bin mek i nɔ ebul fɔ tek ɛn swɛla
ɛni it.
Nɔ
it tin fɔ it
Frɔm
da tɛm de, Luisa bin de liv lɛk se i nɔ bin de it it
te i day, ɛn i bin de it insɛf wit di Yukaris ɛn di
Divayn Wil nɔmɔ.
Di
we aw pipul dɛn kin mek dɛn sɔfa
Luisa
bin gɛt fɔ bia we bɔku pipul dɛn nɔ bin
ɔndastand am ɛn we in famili ɛn bɔku prist dɛn
bin de mek i sɔfa.
I
tan lɛk se na day
Bikɔs
ɔf di sɔfa we Jizɔs bin gɛt we bin de sɔfa
mɔ ɛn mɔ, bɔku tɛm Luisa nɔ bin de no
natin. In bɔdi bin de strɔng, sɔntɛnde fɔ
sɔm dez te wan prist briŋ am bak frɔm di say we i
bin tan lɛk se i dɔn day.
oli
obe
Na
di prist in blɛsin ɛn insay di nem fɔ Oli Obediɛns,
Luisa kam to insɛf.
Dominikan
Tɛshari
We
Luisa bin ol et ia, i bin bi Dɔminikan Tɛshari ɛn i
tek di nem Sista Madelin.
de
sɔfa ɔltɛm
We
Jizɔs ol twɛnti tu ia, i tɛl am se: “Di wan we
a lɛk na mi at, if yu gri fɔ sɔfa, nɔto wan tɛm
igen lɛk aw i bin de du trade, bɔt ɔltɛm, a go
sev mɔtalman. A go put yu bitwin Mi Jɔstis ɛn
mɔtalman in bad. we a de ɛksɛsayz, Mi Jɔstis,
bay we a de sɛn bɔku bɔku disasta pan dɛn, fɔ
fɛn yu na di midul, na yu go afɛkt ɛn dɛn go
sev; If nɔto dat, a nɔ go ebul fɔ ol Gɔd
in Jɔstis an igen”.
I
dɔn de na bed fɔ pas 64 ia
Luisa
bin aksept ɛn na so i bin de na bed fɔ di res ɔf in
layf, pas siksti-fo ia. Na in smɔl sista Ɛnjɛla,
we nɔ bin mared, bin de kia fɔ Luisa ɔl in layf.
Fɔ
vɔmit bɔku tɛm
Da
tɛm de, Luisa bin stil de tek smɔl it we i bin de vɔmit
wantɛm wantɛm. Bɔt, di ɔdinari tin, di it
bin apia bak ɔl na di plet ɛn i bin fayn pas aw i bin de
bifo.
Pen
dɛn we pɔsin kin gɛt pan Gɔd biznɛs we wi
nɔ go ebul fɔ ɛksplen
Luisa
bin sɔfa bak pan spiritual pen dɛn we pɔsin nɔ
go ebul fɔ ɛksplen, mɔ we Jizɔs nɔ bin de
we i bin fil pen.
Nɔ
bedsɔs fɔ 64 ia
In
fayv ɛn las kɔnfɛsɔ, Dɔn Bɛnɛdeto
Kalvi, sɛtify wan ɔda ɛkstra ɔdinari tin:
“Insay di siksti-fo ia we i bin de na bed, i nɔ ɛva
gɛt bedsɔ”.
mared
we nɔ izi fɔ ɔndastand
Luisa
nɔ ɛva mared. We i bin ol twɛnti tri ia, i bin
gɛt di gudnɛs fɔ di Mistik Mared pan Ɔktoba 16,
1888. Luisa na bin yawo we dɛn bin nel pan di krɔs, i nɔ
ɛva bi nɔs lɛk aw i bin want, bɔt Jizɔs
bin tɛl am se na in na “di tru tru nun na In At” .
.
Gift
fɔ di Wan we Gɔd want
Na
Sɛptɛmba 8, 1889, ilevin mɔnt afta dat, dɛn bin
ridyus dis Mared na Ɛvin bifo di Triniti we Oli Pas Ɔl. Na
dis tɛm ya Luisa bin gɛt di Gift fɔ di Divayn Wil fɔ
di fɔs tɛm.
Mared
fɔ di Krɔs
Jɔs
afta we i mit Luisa, Blɛsin Annibale Di Francia, we na in
ɛkstra ɔdinari kɔnfɛsɔ ɛn sɛnsa
fɔ in wok, bin rayt bɔt am se: " Pan
ɔl we i nɔ gɛt mɔtalman sayɛns ,
(Luisa nɔ bin ebul fɔ rid ɛn rayt) i gɛt
bɔku sɛns we kɔmɔt na ɛvin, ɛn we i
gɛt di no we di Sent dɛn gɛt. Di we aw i de tɔk
de mek layt ɛn kɔmfɔt; ingenious by nature, di
fɔmal stɔdi dɛn we i bin de du we i bin yɔŋ,
na fɔ wan fɔs ia nɔmɔ ”.
Wan
wan, ayd, we pɔsin nɔ no
Pan
di kwaliti dɛn we i bin gɛt, wi fɔ no se Luisa bin
lɛk fɔ yuz sɛns ɛn fɔ pul di tin dɛn
we i de du ɛn i bin rili want fɔ obe.
Blɛsin
Annibale Di Francia ad se : “I want fɔ de in
wan, ayd, we pɔsin nɔ no. Fɔ natin na di wɔl
we Luisa nɔ bin fɔ dɔn want fɔ mek pipul dɛn
no bɔt in tayt padi biznɛs ɛn di we aw i bin de tɔk
to di Masta Jizɔs, mɔ di tɛm we i bin de alayv. If
Jizɔs insɛf nɔ bin dɔn aks fɔ am. I
bin de sho ɔltɛm se i de obe pas ɔlman, fɔs to
Jizɔs ɛn afta dat to in kɔnfɛsɔ dɛn
we Jizɔs insɛf bin gi am. »Dis
dispɔzishɔn bin briŋ am tru pen tɛm dɛn we
i bin de fil di kɔnflik bitwin in natura inklinshɔn ɛn
di dimand dɛn fɔ in mishɔn, as Jizɔs bin
want. Wi kin se fɔ fɔti ia, i bin du vaylɛns to
insɛf pan dis pɔynt, pan ɔl we i bin de sheb di sɔfa
we Jizɔs bin de sɔfa fɔ sev sol dɛn, i sho wan
spɛshal fri-an, we i bin lɛf smɔl fɔ lɛ i
nɔ gɛt mɔtalman, at di smɔl tin we pɔsin
nɔ go ebul fɔ ɔndastand. I at fɔ tink bɔt
fɔ fɔgɛt yusɛf we dɛn push fɔ go fa
pas di wan we Luisa bin gɛt.
fayv
pipul dɛn we bin kɔnfɛs
Frɔm
we Luisa bin yɔŋ ɛn ɔlsay na in layf, dɛn
bin gi am fayv kɔnfɛsɔ dɛn we difrɛn
Akbishɔp dɛn na in dayɔsis bin gi dɛn nem ɛn
we bin de fala dɛnsɛf nia am te i day. Don Gennaro
Di Gennaro, parish prist fɔ Sent Josɛf na bin in tɔd
kɔnfɛsɔ frɔm l898 to l922. Na in bin tɛl
am, bikɔs i obe am fɔ rayt ɔl wetin bin de apin
bitwin Jizɔs ɛn am as di de dɛn de go. Ɛvride,
dɛn bin de sɛlibret Misa na Luisa in rum, ɛn dis bin
rili spɛshal da tɛm de. Na Pop Payɔs di Sɛkɔn
bin gi am dis rayt. Di kɔtin dɛn bin de lɔk
rawnd in bed fɔ pas tu awa afta Kɔmyuniɔn, we i bin
de du in Tɛnksgivin.
Luisa
in day we i day
Luisa
bin kam bak na di Papa in Os we i ol 81 ia, pan Mach 4, 1947, afta
i bin gɛt nyumonia we bin tek fayvtin dez. Na di wangren
sik we i bin gɛt we i bin de liv lɔng. Di tin dɛn
we bin rili wɔndaful we i day. Bikɔs ɔf bɔku
tin dɛn we bin de apin to in sol ɔlsay na in layf, di
dɔktɔ dɛn bin tek 4 dez fɔ se i dɔn rili
day. As i kin bi, Luisa bin sidɔm stret na in bed wit 4
pilo dɛn biɛn am. Luisa nɔ bin ɛva ledɔm
pan dɛn tin ya bikɔs i nɔ bin nid fɔ slip. I
nɔ bin pɔsibul fɔ mek i lɔng ivin if sɔm
pipul dɛn bin ɛp am; na in spayna nɔmɔ bin
stif. So i bin nid fɔ bil wan spɛshal grev we gɛt
di shep fɔ "L". Difrɛn frɔm di we aw
in bɔdi kin strɔng we i bin de travul na nɛt wit
Jizɔs na di wɔl ɛn fɔ lɔng lɔng tɛm,
naw in bɔdi bin de chenj chenj. Di dɔktɔ dɛn
bin ebul fɔ muv in ed ɔlsay ɛn dɛn nɔ bin
de tray fɔ du am, es in an dɛn ɔp, bɛn in an
dɛn ɛn mek in finga dɛn ebul fɔ chenj. Dɛn
es in yaylid ɛn si se in yay stil brayt ɛn nɔ gɛt
klawd. I bin tan lɛk se Luisa stil de alayv ɔ i jɔs
de slip. Afta we dɛn bin dɔn chɛk am bɔku
tɛm, di dɔktɔ dɛn bin kam fɔ no se i dɔn
day. I bin de so fɔ 4 dez na in bed we i de day, ɛn
i nɔ bin gɛt ɛni sayn fɔ se i dɔn rɔtin,
pan ɔl we dɛn nɔ bin yuz am ɛni we. naw in
bɔdi bin de chenj chenj. Di dɔktɔ dɛn bin
ebul fɔ muv in ed ɔlsay ɛn dɛn nɔ bin ebul
fɔ tray, es in an dɛn, bɛn in an dɛn ɛn
mek in finga dɛn ebul fɔ chenj. Dɛn es in
yaylid ɛn si se in yay stil brayt ɛn nɔ gɛt
klawd. I bin tan lɛk se Luisa stil de alayv ɔ i jɔs
de slip. Afta dɛn dɔn chɛk am bɔku tɛm,
di dɔktɔ dɛn bin kam fɔ no se i dɔn day. I
bin de so fɔ 4 dez na in bed we i de day, ɛn i nɔ
bin gɛt ɛni sayn fɔ se i dɔn rɔtin, pan ɔl
we dɛn nɔ bin yuz am ɛni we. naw in bɔdi
bin de chenj chenj. Di dɔktɔ dɛn bin ebul fɔ
muv in ed ɔlsay ɛn dɛn nɔ bin ebul fɔ
tray, es in an dɛn, bɛn in an dɛn ɛn mek in
finga dɛn ebul fɔ chenj. Dɛn es in yaylid ɛn
si se in yay stil brayt ɛn nɔ gɛt klawd. I bin
tan lɛk se Luisa stil de alayv ɔ i jɔs de slip. Afta
dɛn dɔn chɛk am bɔku tɛm, di dɔktɔ
dɛn bin kam fɔ no se i dɔn day. I bin de so fɔ
4 dez na in bed we i de day, ɛn i nɔ bin gɛt ɛni
sayn fɔ se i dɔn rɔtin, pan ɔl we dɛn nɔ
bin yuz am ɛni we. Dɛn es in yaylid ɛn si se in
yay stil brayt ɛn nɔ gɛt klawd. I bin tan lɛk
se Luisa stil de alayv ɔ i jɔs de slip. Afta dɛn
dɔn chɛk am bɔku tɛm, di dɔktɔ dɛn
bin kam fɔ no se i dɔn day. I bin de so fɔ 4
dez na in bed we i de day, ɛn i nɔ bin gɛt ɛni
sayn fɔ se i dɔn rɔtin, pan ɔl we dɛn nɔ
bin yuz am ɛni we. Dɛn es in yaylid ɛn si se in
yay stil brayt ɛn nɔ gɛt klawd. I bin tan lɛk
se Luisa stil de alayv ɔ i jɔs de slip. Afta dɛn
dɔn chɛk am bɔku tɛm, di dɔktɔ dɛn
bin kam fɔ no se i dɔn day. I bin de so fɔ 4
dez na in bed we i de day, ɛn i nɔ bin gɛt ɛni
sayn fɔ se i dɔn rɔtin, pan ɔl we dɛn nɔ
bin yuz am ɛni we.Wi kin ad bɔku ɔda ɛkstra
ɔdinari tin dɛn we bin de kɔl Luisa Piccarreta in
layf ɛn we bin de tɔk fayn fayn wan fɔ kɔnfɔm
di bɔku spɛshal gudnɛs dɛn we i bin gɛt fɔ
du in yon ɛn spɛshal mishɔn, we pas mɔtalman
ɔndastandin.
Fiat
!
Istri
bɔt di tin dɛn we Luisa Piccareta rayt
Don
Gennaro Di Gennaro, we na Luisa Piccarreta in tɔd pɔsin
we bin kɔnfɛs, bin kɔntinyu fɔ wok fɔ
twɛnti-fo ia. We i si di wɔndaful tin dɛn we di
Masta de du pan in sol, i tɛl Luisa fɔ rayt ɔl wetin
Gɔd in spɛshal gudnɛs de wok insay am. Ɔl
di rizin dɛn we mek i nɔ bin gɛt dis wok fɔ
rayt na fɔ natin fɔ Luisa; ivin di smɔl we aw i
nɔ bin ebul fɔ rayt buk nɔto bin rizin fɔ mek i
nɔ rayt. So insay Fɛbwari 28, 1899, Luisa bigin fɔ
rayt in dayari. Dɛn bin dɔn fɔ bil di las
notbuk Disɛmba 28, 1938, we in fayv ɛn las pɔsin we
bin kɔnfɛs, we nem Dɔn Bɛndito Kalvi, bin tɛl
am fɔ stɔp fɔ rayt. Fɔ fɔti ia, Luisa
rayt wan totɛl fɔ tati siks volyum dɛn we basically
constitute in autobiographical diary, .
"Di
Kiŋdɔm fɔ Fiat insay di midul fɔ krichɔ
dɛn, Di Buk fɔ Ɛvin".
Ɛn,
Jizɔs ad wan sabtaytul bay we i tɛl Luisa in ɛkstra
ɔdinari kɔnfɛsɔ, Blɛsin Annibale Di
Francia se: " Mi pikin, di taytul we yu go gi
to di buk we yu go dɔn print bɔt Mi Divayn Wil go bi: "Di
rikɔl fɔ krichɔ dɛn to di ɔda , rank ɛn
rizin we Gɔd mek dɛn fɔ." »
Dɛn
tati siks volyum ya na wan kɔmplit tichin bɔt di Divayn
Wil, we de sho wi di insay layf we Jizɔs bin gɛt insay In
Yumaniti, di rizin fɔ mek ɔltin, di wok we Ridɛmshɔn
de du, di ritɔn we mɔtalman de du to in fɔs stet ɛn
di lɔv we nɔ gɛt ɛnd fɔ Gɔd towards
his creatures... Dɛn raytin ya de mek tru tru mistik ɛn
asɛtik kateshiz dɛn we gri wit di Magisterium of the
Church. Dɛn tichin ya de ɛksplen ɛn mek nyu
layt bɔt wetin de insay di Gɔspɛl dɛn, ɛn
dɛn nɔ chenj di dip minin we dɛn gɛt. Di
sentral pila we dɛn de rɛst pan na " WI
PAPA ... Yu kiŋdɔm
kam, Mek wetin yu want bi na di wɔl lɛk aw i de na ɛvin"
lɛk aw Jizɔs bin tich.Di
fɔs volyum tɔk bɔt Luisa in layf te to di tɛm
we dɛn bin gi am di ɔda fɔ rayt. Dɛn bin
ad am insay 1926 wit “ Notes of the memories
of his childhood. Apat frɔm dat, Luisa rayt
bɔku bɔku prea dɛn, novena dɛn akɔdin to
di tichin we i gɛt frɔm Jizɔs fɔ tich wi fɔ
pre insay di Divayn Wil, dat na bay we i mek Jizɔs pre insay
wi lɛk aw i du insay In Mɔtalman. Na di rikwest we
Blɛsin Annibale Di Francia bin aks am arawnd di ia 1913 ɔ
1914, i rayt di " Hours of the
Passion ".we i bin ad prɛktikal tin
dɛn we i bin tink bɔt sɔm ia afta dat. Dɛn
bin fɔs pul dɛn awa ya insay 1915. Dɛn bin pul siks
edishɔn dɛn insay Italiyan we bin gɛt di
Imprimatur. Luisa bin rayt bak tati wan meditashɔn fɔ
di mɔnt we na May wit di taytul: " Di
Vɛjin Meri insay di Kiŋdɔm fɔ di Divayn
Wil " . I bin
dɔn dɛn meditashɔn ya pan May 6, 1930. Dis wok bin
de insay Italiyan ɔnda di taytul: " La Regina
Del Cielo Nel Regne Della Divina Volontà: Meditazioni da
farsi, nel mese di maggio. per la Casa della Divina Volontà."Luisa
bin rayt bɔku lɛta dɛn bak ɛn i bin kip, mɔ
insay di las ia dɛn na in layf, wan impɔtant kɔrɛspɔndɛns
wit sol dɛn we de wɔship Gɔd we bin tek advantej pan
in advays ɛn di layt dɛn we dɛn bin dɔn gɛt
frɔm Jizɔs fɔ lan aw fɔ liv ɛn pre insay
di Divayn Wil. Insay 1926, di fɔs nayntin volyum dɛn
(na di wangren raytin dɛn we bin de da tɛm de) bin gɛt
di Imprimatur frɔm Akbishɔp Mgr. Guiseppe Leo ɛn
di "Nihil Obstat" fɔ Blɛsin Annibale Di
Francia, Ɛkliziastik Sɛns we di Akbishɔp na Trani
bin pik; in ɔda wɔd dɛn, di Chɔch tink se
di tin dɛn we dɛn rayt nɔ gɛt mistek bɔt
fet ɛn gud abit dɛn lɛk aw di Katolik Chɔch dɔn
ɛksplen. Afta we Luisa day Mach 4, 1947, i Twɛnti
ia pas we in raytin dɛn nɔ bin gɛt bɛtɛ
intres ɛn dɛn bin put dɛn na shelf. Bɔt di
witnɛs dɛn we bin dɔn no am pasɔnal ɛn we
di tin dɛn we dɛn rayt bin tɔch dɛn at, nɔ
bin lɔs dɛn zil. Dɛn bin tɛstify wit
kɔnfidɛns aw dɛn layf bin chenj bay di tin dɛn
we dɛn rayt ɛn di layf we Luisa bin liv fɔ
ɛgzampul. Wan nyu surj fɔ intres bigin fɔ dawn
to di ɛnd fɔ di 1960s. Pan ɔl we Blɛsin
Annibale Di Francia, we mek di Rogationist Fathers of the Sacred
Heart ɛn di Daughters of Divine Zeal, bin want fɔ pablish
di fɔs nayntin volyum dɛn fɔ di " bin dɔn
no dɛnsɛf ɛn di tin dɛn we dɛn rayt bin
tɔch dɛn at, dɛn nɔ bin lɔs dɛn
zil. Dɛn bin tɛstify wit kɔnfidɛns aw dɛn
layf bin chenj bay di tin dɛn we dɛn rayt ɛn di layf
we Luisa bin liv fɔ ɛgzampul. Wan nyu surj fɔ
intres bigin fɔ dawn to di ɛnd fɔ di 1960s. Pan ɔl
we Blɛsin Annibale Di Francia, we mek di Rogationist Fathers
of the Sacred Heart ɛn di Daughters of Divine Zeal, bin want
fɔ pablish di fɔs nayntin volyum dɛn fɔ di
" bin dɔn no dɛnsɛf ɛn di tin dɛn
we dɛn rayt bin dɔn tɔch dɛn at, dɛn nɔ
bin lɔs dɛn zil. Dɛn bin tɛstify wit
kɔnfidɛns aw dɛn layf chenj bikɔs ɔf di
tin dɛn we dɛn rayt ɛn di layf we Luisa bin liv fɔ
ɛgzampul. Wan nyu surj fɔ intres bigin fɔ dawn
to di ɛnd fɔ di 1960s. Pan ɔl we Blɛsin
Annibale Di Francia, we mek di Rogationist Fathers of the Sacred
Heart ɛn di Daughters of Divine Zeal, bin want fɔ pablish
di fɔs nayntin volyum dɛn fɔ di "Buk we de
na ɛvin(we Tɔmɔs Fahy, we na di Prɛsidɛnt
fɔ di Divayn Wil Senta na Jaksonvil, Flɔrida, rayt na
Amɛrika), bin gɛt di sem tin we ikwal to imprimatur frɔm
Msgr. Guiseppe Carata (Trani, Itali) we de na di kɔntri. Insay
Janwari 1996, Kadinal Ratzinger bin pul di tati-fo volyum dɛn
we de na di "Buk we de na ɛvinɛnibɔdi
kin sev dɛn wit klin kɔnshɛns ɛn kɔntinyu
fɔ gɛt pis. Mek Gɔd gɛt ɔl di Glori
we i fɔ gɛt, we i bin want fɔ gɛt frɔm ɔl
di tin dɛn we i mek, wan tɔpik we dɛn sho wi fayn
fayn wan insay di "Buk fɔ Ɛvin" . Fɔ
fala di Intanɛshɔnal Kɔngres na Kɔrato insay
Ɔktoba 2002, di Postulashɔn fɔ di Kɔz fɔ
Bitifikeshɔn fɔ Luisa bin mek wan kɔmiti fɔ ɛp
di Kɔz, mɔ wit di aim fɔ ɛp di Postulashɔn
fɔ mek di ɔfishal vɛshɔn ɛn fɔ gi
rayt fɔ Luisa in raytin dɛn insay Inglish ɛn Spanish
ɛn fɔ mek ɛksplɛnayshɔn tiolojikal not dɛn
insay dɛn tu langwej ya ɛn bak insay Italiyan Dis spɛshal
kɔmiti we gɛt rili big wok inklud Fada Pablo Martin, Fada
Karlos Massieu, Marianela Perez, Alejandra Acuña (fɔ di
Spanish vɛshɔn ), Mista Stivin Patɔn (we sabi bɔt
Gɔd biznɛs), Mista Tɔmɔs Fahi (fɔ di
Inglish we) Dis big big wok de go bifo naw.
Sos
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Di
Savant fɔ Gɔd Luisa Piccarreta, kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk
Di savant fɔ
Gɔd Luisa Piccarreta, kɔntinyu ɛn ɛnd
Luisa
in Bitifikeshɔn Kɔz
Ɔlrɛdi
insay in layf, dɛn bin sabi Luisa as "La Santa". Fɔ
sɔm ia bifo i day, Blɛsin Annibale Di Francia bin rayt
dis fayn fayn prez bɔt Luisa se: “ I
tan lɛk se Wi Masta Jizɔs Krays, Di wan we de bɔku
mɔ ɛn mɔ di wɔndaful tin dɛn we in Lɔv
gɛt, bin want fɔ mek dis vajin (we I bin tɔk bɔt
se ’ . na in na bin di smɔl wan we I bin ebul fɔ
fɛn na dis wɔl, i nɔ bin gɛt ɛni
ɛdyukeshɔn), na bin fayn inschrumɛnt fɔ du wan
mishɔn we so spɛshal ɛn so sublaym dat dɛn nɔ
go ebul fɔ kɔmpia am to ɛni ɔda wan, dat na di
Kiŋdɔm fɔ di Divayn Wil na di wɔl lɛk aw i
de na ɛvin. »
Na
Jizɔs insɛf bin afɛm am wit dɛn Wɔd
ya: "Yu mishɔn big,
bikɔs i nɔ jɔs bi kwɛstyɔn bɔt yu
pasɔnal oli, bɔt fɔ embras ɔlman ɛn ɔltin
fɔ mek di Kiŋdɔm we Mi Wil go go ɔp to ɔl
di jɛnɛreshɔn dɛn." So
Luisa na bin di fɔs nyu bɔn we di Divayn Wil, di lida fɔ
di "sɛkɔn jɛnɛreshɔn pikin dɛm
fɔ di Layt: di bɔy pikin ɛn gyal pikin dɛm fɔ
di Divayn Wil", di mɔs sublaym mistres fɔ sayɛns
we de: di Divayn Wil, di sɛktri ɛn pɔsin we rayt
Jizɔs. Insɛf bin sayn in lɛta dɛn: " di
smɔl titi we di Divayn Wil. "",
taytul we dɛn rayt pan in grev na di Parish of Santa Maria
Grecia na Kɔrato. Luisa in mishɔn na di wɔl bin de
ɔnda di ɔfishal Chɔch ɔltɛm. Dɛn dɔn
gi bɔku bɔku tɛstimoni dɛn we pɔsin kin
rili abop pan bɔt Luisa. dɛn pipul ya we na rilijɔn
ɛn prist, tiolojian dɛm, prɔfɛsɔ dɛm,
sɔm fiuja Bisop ɛn Kadinal dɛm ɛn ivin wan
Blɛsin wi dɔn ɔlrɛdi tɔk bɔt Fada
Annibale Di Francia.
Bɛrin
Na
Mach 7, 1947, tri dez afta i day, dɛn bin sho in bɔdi fɔ
ɔda 4 dez to di venɛreshɔn fɔ di fetful pipul
dɛn we kɔmɔt ɔlsay na di wɔl bay di tawzin
pipul dɛn fɔ pe dɛn las rɛspɛkt to Luisa
"La Santa", Her bɛrin na bin rial win; ɔl
di sɛkyula ɛn rilijɔn prist dɛn bin de go wit
in bɔdi fɔ go na di mama chɔch usay dɛn bin de
sɛlibret di bɛrin liturji. Na aftanun dɛn bɛr
Luisa na di chapel fɔ di nobul Kalvi famili. Na Julay 3,
1963, dɛn bin kɛr in bɔdi go na di Chɔch fɔ
Santa Maria Gresia na Kɔrato.
Asosieshɔn
we nem Luisa Piccarreta
Insay
1980, Akbishɔp Giuseppe Carata ɛn Sista Assunta
Marigliano bin mek di Luisa Piccarreta Association na Kɔrato,
Itali wit di Ɛdkwata na di sem bildin usay Luisa bin dɔn
liv bɔku pan in layf. Di Akbishɔp bin de rayt bɔku
tɛm ɛn i bin de travul bɔku tɛm to di Vatikan
fɔ go beg fɔ di tin dɛn we dɛn rayt ɛn fɔ
Luisa. Di pɔsin we tek in ples, Akbishɔp
Kamɛlɔ Kasati, we bin bi di wan we de oba di Akdayɔsis
usay Luisa bin de, bin kɔntinyu fɔ du dɛn wok ya na
Rom ɛn bak na in dayɔsis.
wan
oli ia
Insay
1993, pan Krays di Kiŋ in fɛstival, i bin opin wan oli ia
fɔ pre fɔ mek di Kiŋdɔm we Gɔd want fɔ
kam. Na dis tɛm dɛn bin mek wan big Misa na di
chapel fɔ di Asɛmbli we de na di fɔs flɔ na di
Intanɛshɔnal Ɛdkwata nia di Sɛntral na Kɔrato.
Opin
fɔ di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn
Na
Mach 28, 1994, di Chɔch, afta dɛn dɔn gɛt mitin
dɛn na di ay ay levul, i tɛl Kadinal Fɛlisi, we na
Prɛfɛkt fɔ di Oli Kɔngrigeshɔn fɔ di
Kɔz fɔ Sent dɛn, fɔ sɛn wan ɔfishal
lɛta to His Excellency Archbishop Carmelo Cassatio we se, na
di pat pan Rom , no tin nɔ bin de we bin de ambɔg di opin
fɔ di Kɔz fɔ di Bitifikeshɔn fɔ Luisa
Pikarɛta ɛn dat mek dɛn bigin di prosidyuz
dɛn. Insay Me 1994, we dɛn bin fala di protɔkol
we dɛn bin nid, di Luisa Piccarreta Asɛmbli wit di sayn
we Sr. Assunta Marigliano bin sayn bin mek Akbishɔp Carmelo
Cassatio bigin di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn fɔ
Luisa. Dɛn bin pik wan postulant ɛn vays-postulant
fɔ di Kɔz fɔ mek wan Ɔfishal Kɔmishɔn
ɔnda di pawa we di Chɔch gɛt. Di tin dɛn
we di... Akbishɔp bɔt Luisa bin sho se i bin dɔn
bi viktim fɔ Lɔv, viktim fɔ Obedience wit di wangren
tin we bisin bɔt di Reign of the Divine Will. Di
postulant, Msgr. Felice Posa na wan ay kwalifay Canon Law
atɔna na di eria fɔ Canon Law. Di pipul dɛn we
kɔmɔt na difrɛn kɔntri dɛn bin atɛnd
di fɔs Misa fɔ di Kɔz ɛn di we aw dɛn bin
mek di ɔfishal Traybɔn. Na lɛk siksti pipul dɛn
frɔm Amɛrika, tu kɔmɔt na Kɔsta Rika, ɔda
wan dɛn frɔm Mɛksiko, Ɛkwado, Spen, Itali ɛn
Jepan bin atɛnd dis Misa fɔ di opin fɔ di Kɔz,
ɛn bak sɔm prist dɛn we bin no gud gud wan bɔt
di spiritual we aw di Gift fɔ di Divayn gɛt Go. Notis
pan dɛn di prezɛns fɔ Fada Jɔn Brawn, Karlos
Masɛu, 1999. Tɔmɔs Sɛlso ɛn Maykɛl
Adams ɛn sɔm pipul dɛn we bin dɔn no Luisa we i
bin de alayv.Di wan dɛn we kɔmɔt na Luisa in sista
in pikin dɛn bak bin de na di Misa. Di chɔch bin
ful-ɔp ɔlsay.Na Novɛmba 20, 1994, dɛn
bin sɛlibret Misa na di ol mama chɔch na Kɔrato pan
Krays di Kiŋ in fɛstival.
ɔfishal
kɔt
Akbishɔp
Kamɛlɔ Kasatiɔ, we de bifo di Traybɔn, ɔfishal
wan swɛ ɛn instɔl di siks mɛmba dɛn na di
Traybɔn: Akbishɔp Kasatiɔ, Msgr. Felice Posa,
we na Msgr. Pietro Ciraselli, Padre G. Bernardino Bucci, Fada
Jɔn Brawn ɛn Mista Kataldo Lurillo. Insay Mach 1997,
di fifti ia we Luisa day, dɛn bin anawns na pɔblik se di
Traybɔn we gɛt fɔ du wit Luisa in Kɔz bin gri
wit wanwɔd se i dɔn liv layf we gɛt heroic virtues
ɛn di mistik ɛkspiriɛns dɛn we i bin gɛt
na tru tru tin dɛn. Na Fɛbwari 2, 1998,
Msgr. Carmelo Cassatio bin mek di Dayɔsis Kɔmishɔn
"Di Savant fɔ Lɔd Luisa Piccarretta" ɛn
di Dayɔsis Ɔfis fɔ di Kɔz fɔ
Bitifikeshɔn fɔ di savant fɔ di Lɔd Luisa
Pikarɛta we dɛn tɔk bɔt in wok dɛn na di
lɔ dɛn we fit ɛn we dɔn ɛp fɔ advays
di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn ɛn di Ɔfishal
Vɛshɔn fɔ di tin dɛn we Luisa Pikarɛta
rayt. Dis Dayɔsis Kɔmishɔn bin dɔn we dɛn
bin dɔn lɔk di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn na di
dayɔsis lɛvɛl.
Transfa
fɔ di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn to Rom
Frɔm
Ɔktoba 27 to 29, 2005, dɛn bin gɛt di 3rd
Intanɛshɔnal Kɔngres bɔt di Divayn Wil na
Kɔrato, we dɛn bin lɔk di Kɔz fɔ di
Bitifikeshɔn fɔ Luisa Pikarɛta na di lɛvul fɔ
di Akdayɔsis na Trani-Balɛta-Biskɛli ɛn dɛn
bin transfa in yon Di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn to
Rom. Insay dis Kɔngres, di Mayɔ fɔ di tɔŋ
we nem Kɔrato bin gɛt wan big sɛrimɔni fɔ
chenj di nem fɔ di strit usay Luisa bin de liv bɔku pan
in layf. Dɛn chenj di nem fɔ di strit we bin gɛt
di nem “Via N. Suaro” bifo to: “Via Luisa
Piccarreta, Serva de Dio (Gɔd in Savant)”. Di
klosing sɛrimɔni bin apin na di Mama Chɔch na Kɔrato
usay Luisa bin dɔn baptayz Sɔnde, Epril 23,
1865. Akbishɔp Pichierri na bin di men pɔsin we bin
de sɛlibret di Solemn Misa afta dat i bin de bifo fɔ
ɔfishal aplikeshɔn fɔ di sil dɛn na di wud bɔks
dɛn we gɛt di dɔkyumɛnt dɛn we gɛt fɔ
du wit di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn ɛn di tin dɛn
we Luisa rayt ɛn we dɛn fɔ sɛn na Rom. Afta
sɔm dez, afta dɛn bɔks dɛn ya we dɛn bin
dɔn sial bin kam na Rom, dɛn bin pik wan nyu pɔsin
we de tink bɔt di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn. Na
wan uman we nem Misis Silvia Mɔnika Kɔral, we dɛn
bɔn na Ajentina. No traybɔn nɔ de igen fɔ
di Kɔz fɔ Luisa na in Dayɔsis. Ɔltin we
gɛt fɔ du wit di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn fɔ
Luisa naw de ɔnda Rom ɛn in Kɔz de patikyula na Gɔd
in an we want mɔ pas ɛnitin fɔ mek di Kiŋdɔm
we in Divayn Wil go dɔn fɔ rul na di wɔl lɛk aw
i bin de na Ɛvin lɛk aw i bin bi fɔs na di Gadin fɔ
Idɛn. Lɛ wi pre wit zil ɛn peshɛnt fɔ
di Bitifikeshɔn fɔ Luisa, we go opin di domɔt dɛn
na di Chɔch big big wan so dat dis Gift fɔ Layf insay di
Divayn Wil go no ɛn tich insay di Chɔch sɛf bay in
pastɔ dɛn ɛn dis go mek dis kam kwik kwik wan Kiŋdɔm
we Gɔd want na wi wɔl, na Kiŋdɔm we gɛt
Pis, Waiz, Layt ɛn Yuniti.
Ɛp
frɔm Luisa
Frɔm
we dɛn opin in buk we nem Cause for Beatification, Luisa dɔn
gi ɔl di sayn dɛn we de sho se i de ɛp am na di
wɔl. Dɛn ripɔt se bɔku mirekul dɛn
bin apin tru in beg na bɔku kɔntri dɛn ɛn dɛn
dɔn sɛn dɛn to di Traybɔn fɔ mek dɛn
chɛk dɛn. Wan sɛlɛkshɔn pan prea dɛn
fɔ mek wan novena to Luisa Piccarreta fɔ mek dɛn gɛt
wan patikyula fayv, de dɔŋ ya. Fɔ ɛni fayv
we yu gɛt tru Luisa in intaseshɔn, duya tɛl di
Associatio Franco-Canadienne Luisa Piccarreta we dɛn kɔntakt
ditil dɛn de ɔnda di tim: Association Franco-Canadienne
Luisa Piccarreta.
Di
wan dɛn we de in chaj ɔf di Kɔz na Rom de aks fɔ
mek dɛn nɔ rayt lɛta to di Vatikan fɔ sho se
una sɔpɔt di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn fɔ
Luisa. Ɛni lɛta go jɔs delay di prɔses fɔ
di Kɔz fɔ Bitifikeshɔn ɛn i nɔ go gɛt
ɛni inflɔɛns pan di Vatikan bikɔs di Vatikan
gɛt in yon krayteria ɛn prosidur we dɛn dɔn
ɔlrɛdi mek ɛn we nɔ go chenj ɛn bikɔs
ɔf pɔlitiks di wan dɛn we de in chaj fɔ ansa ɔl
dɛn kayn lɛta dɛn de we de tek prɛshɔ tɛm
fɔ mek di Kɔz go bifo. Di onli krayteria we di Chɔch
kin yuz fɔ jɔj di merit fɔ kandidet fɔ oli na
di wan we de tɔk bɔt di tu "Mi". Di fɔs
“mi” na fɔ falamakata Jizɔs Krays ɛn di
sɛkɔn “mi” na fɔ beg. Dis min se
di... Chɔch de luk di pruf fɔ di pawaful we aw dis
sol bin de beg am afta i day. Di ɔda krayteria lɛk
stigmata, bilocation, ridin in sol ɛn ɔda mistik tin dɛn
nɔ de pat pan di krayteria fɔ oli.
Pilgrimej
dɛn we dɛn kin du
Mɔ
ɛn mɔ pipul dɛn kin kam fɔ go na di Ɛdkwata
fɔ di Luisa Piccarreta Asɛmbli, we de na di os usay Luisa
bin de ɛn usay di tɔd Fiat of God, di Fiat of
Sanctification, bigin na di wɔl.
Prea
fɔ gɛt fayv ɛn beg di Beatification of
Luisa
Pikarɛta bin de wok
O
Oli At fɔ mi Jizɔs, we pik yu ɔmbul savant Luisa as
mɛsenja fɔ di rul fɔ di Divayn Wil ɛn as enjɛl
fɔ ripareshɔn fɔ di bɔku bɔku fɔlt
dɛn we de ambɔg yu Divayn At, a ɔmbul fɔ beg yu
fɔ gi mi di gudnɛs we a de beg yu Sɔri-at tru in
beg, so dat i go gɛt glori na di wɔl lɛk aw yu dɔn
ɔlrɛdi blɛs am na ɛvin, Emɛn.
Papa,
Hail, Glori
O
Divayn At fɔ mi Jizɔs, we gi yu ɔmbul savant Luisa,
viktim fɔ yu Lɔv, di trɛnk fɔ sɔfa ɔlsay
na in layf di pen fɔ yu penful Pashɔn, mek shɔ se,
fɔ yu big glori, i nɔ go te igen, shayn pan in fɔɛd
di aureole of di wan dɛn we gɛt blɛsin. Ɛn,
tru in beg fɔ mi, gi mi di gudnɛs we a de aks yu wit
ɔmbul.
Papa,
Hail, Glori
O
Sɔri-at At fɔ mi Jizɔs we, fɔ di sev ɛn
oli we fɔ mek bɔku sol dɛn oli, bin want fɔ kip
na di wɔl fɔ bɔku ia yu ɔmbul savant Luisa, di
Smɔl Girl we gɛt di Divayn Wil, lisin to mi prea: so dat
i go mek yu gɛt glori jisnɔ bay yu Oli Chɔch ɛn,
tru in beg fɔ mi, gi mi di gudnɛs we a de aks una wit
ɔmbul.
Papa,
Hail, Glori.
O
Mɔs Oli Triniti, Wi Masta Jizɔs Krays dɔn tich wi se
we wi de pre wi fɔ aks fɔ mek wi Papa we de na ɛvin
in nem gɛt glori ɔltɛm, fɔ mek dɛn du
wetin i want na di wɔl ɛn fɔ mek in Kiŋdɔm
kam bitwin wi. Insay wi big want fɔ mek pipul dɛn no
in Kiŋdɔm we gɛt Lɔv, Jɔstis ɛn Pis,
wi de aks yu wit ɔmbul fɔ gi glori to yu savant Luisa, di
Smɔl Girl we gɛt di Divayn Wil we, bay in prea ɔltɛm
ɛn in big big sɔfa, bin de beg wit ɔl in at fɔ
sev sol dɛn ɛn di tɛm we Gɔd in Kiŋdɔm
go kam na dis wɔl. Fɔ fala in ɛgzampul, wi de
pre to yu, Papa, Pikin ɛn Oli Spirit, fɔ ɛp wi fɔ
gladi fɔ embras wi krɔs dɛn na dis wɔl di kayn
we we wisɛf, . wi bin gi wi Papa we de na ɛvin in
Nem ɛn wi bin go insay di Kiŋdɔm we Gɔd
want. Amen.
Papa,
Hail, Glori.
Nulla
osta fɔ print, Trani, Novɛmba 27, 1948
Fr. Reginaldo
ADDAZI OP Akbishɔp
Teks
we dɛn tek frɔm di wɛbsayt www.luisapiccarreta.ca
Sent
Jɔn Pɔl di Sɛkɔn bin dɔn anɔys di
diploymɛnt fɔ Olinɛs insay di Divayn Wil fɔ wi
tɛm
Sos
: http://w2.vatican.va/content/john-paul-ii/en/letters/1997/dɔkyumɛnt
dɛn/hf_jp-ii_let_19970516_rogazionsti.html
Gɔd
insɛf bin plan fɔ briŋ dis "nyu ɛn divayn"
oli we di Oli Spirit want fɔ ɛnrich Kristian dɛn we di
tɔd mileniɔm bigin, fɔ mek i go "mek Krays bi di
at fɔ di wɔl".
Ekstrakt
frɔm § 6 pan di mɛsej to di Rogationist Fathers fɔ
di fɔs ɔndrɛd ia we dɛn bigin di Kɔngrigeshɔn
fɔ di Rogationist Fathers of the Heart of Jesus (1897-1997)
Sos
: http://sainterosedelima.com/le-royaume-de-la-divayn-volonte/#benoit-xvi-et-la-volonte-de-dieu
Bɛndikt
di Sɛvin ɛn di Wan we Gɔd want
“Friɛndship
nɔto jɔs fɔ no, i pas ɔl, na kɔmyuniɔn
fɔ wil. I min se mi wil de gro to di “yes” fɔ
jɔyn in yon. In wil, infakt, nɔto fɔ mi na
ɛksternal ɛn fɔrina wil, we a de sɔbmit mɔ ɔ
smɔl wit am, ɔ we a nɔ de sɔbmit to. Nɔ,
insay padi biznɛs, mi wil we de gro de jɔyn
wit in, in wil de bi mi yon ɛn so, a rili bi misɛf ”
(BENEDICT XVI Jun 29, 2011) “ Usay Gɔd in Wil
dɔn fɛn ɛvin, bikɔs di men tin we de na ɛvin
na fɔ du wan tin nɔmɔ wit wetin Gɔd want ”
(Jizɔs we kɔmɔt Nazarɛt).
“ Di
tɔd we fɔ sho Jizɔs in prea ɛn na dis na in de
disayd, usay mɔtalman want fɔ fala wetin Gɔd want ful
wan. Infakt, Jizɔs dɔn tɔk wit pawa se: “Bɔt
nɔto wetin a want, bɔt wetin una want! (Mk
14, 36c). Insay di wanwɔd we di divayn pɔsin
we di Pikin gɛt, di mɔtalman wil de si in ful rializashɔn
insay di tɔtal lɛf fɔ mi to di Yu fɔ di Papa, we
dɛn kɔl Aba. Sent Maksimɔs di
Kɔnfɛsɔ afɛm se frɔm di tɛm we dɛn
mek man ɛn uman, di mɔtalman wil na di divayn wil de ɔriɛnt
am ɛn na jɔs insay di "yes" to Gɔd di
mɔtalman wil ful fri ɛn fɛn in rializashɔn. I
sɔri fɔ no se bikɔs ɔf sin, dis “yes”
to Gɔd bin tɔn to agens: Adam ɛn Iv bin tink se di
“nɔ” to Gɔd na di say we fridɔm de, we min
fɔ bi ful pɔsin insɛf. Jizɔs we bin de na di
Mawnt Ɔliv de briŋ bak wetin mɔtalman want to di tɔtal
“yes” to Gɔd; insay Am di natura wil ful-ɔp
wit di ɔriɛnteshɔn we di Divayn Pɔsin gi
am. Jizɔs de liv in ɛgzistens akɔdin to di sɛnt
fɔ in Pɔsin: di tru tin fɔ bi Gɔd in Pikin. In
mɔtalman wil de drɔ insay di Pikin in Sɛf, we lɛf
insɛf to di Papa ɔltogɛda. Na dat mek, . Jizɔs
tɛl wi se na we i mek in yon wil gri wit wetin Gɔd want, na
in mɔtalman go rich in tru tru ayt, bi “divayn”; na
bay we wi kɔmɔt insay am nɔmɔ, na insay di “yes”
to Gɔd nɔmɔ we Adam, wi ɔl want, de apin, we na
fɔ fri ɔltogɛda. Dis na wetin Jizɔs du na
Gɛtsimani: bay we i transfa di tin we mɔtalman want to di
tin we Gɔd want, dɛn bɔn di tru man, ɛn wi dɔn
fri (Jɛnɛral Ɔdiɛns fɔ Fɛbwari
1, 2012).
Di
Divayn Wil insay di Liturgy fɔ di Oli Chɔch
Wi
kin rid insay di prea fɔ vespers na Satide fɔ di fɔs
wik fɔ Advent, (wik I fɔ di sam), na Disɛmba 7, 2019,
di de we wi de sɛlibret Sent Ambrɔz, bishɔp ɛn
dɔktɔ fɔ di Chɔch:
“Masta
we gɛt pawa ɛn we gɛt sɔri-at, nɔ mek wi
bisin bɔt di wok dɛn we wi de du naw, ambɔg wi fɔ
go mit yu Pikin; bɔt wek insay wi da sɛns we de na wi
at we de rɛdi wi fɔ wɛlkɔm am ɛn mek
wi go insay in yon layf ” .
Kɔnsakreshɔn
to di Divayn Wil fɔ Luisa
“O
adorable ɛn Divain Wil, na ya a de bifo di big big Layt. Mek
yu Gudnɛs we go de sote go opin di domɔt fɔ mi ɛn
mek a go insay Yu fɔ liv mi layf de. O adorable Will, a
prostrate misɛf bifo yu Layt, mi, di las wan pan ɔl di
krichɔ dɛm, so dat Yu put mi yusɛf insay di smɔl
grup fɔ gyal pikin ɛn bɔy pikin dɛm fɔ yu
suprɛm Fiat.
O
Divayn Wil, prostrate in mi nothingness, a de aks fɔ Yu Layt ɛn
beg Yu fɔ put mi insay Yu ɛn fɔ pul ɔltin we nɔto
Yu yon pan mi. Yu go bi mi layf, di sɛnt fɔ mi sɛns,
di gladi at fɔ mi at ɛn mi wan ol bɔdi.
A
nɔ want mek mɔtalman want fɔ liv na mi at igen. A
go rijek am fa frɔm mi ɛn so a go bil insay mi di nyu
Paradays we gɛt pis, gladi at ɛn lɔv. Na de, a go
gladi ɔltɛm. A go gɛt wan trɛnk ɛn oli
we go mek ɔltin oli ɛn briŋ am to Yu.
Prostrate
bifo Yu, O Divayn Wil, a de aks fɔ di ɛp fɔ di Triniti
we Oli pas ɔl so dat a go liv insay yu klosta fɔ Lɔv
ɛn fɔ mek di fɔs ɔda fɔ Krieshɔn kam
bak insay mi, lɛk aw i bin de fɔs, O Mama we de na ɛvin,
Kwin fɔ di Kiŋdɔm fɔ di Divayn Fiat, tek mi an ɛn
introduks mi insay di Layt fɔ di Divayn Wil. Mi rili tɛnda
Mama, yu go bi mi gayd ɛn yu go tich mi aw fɔ liv insay dis
Wil, ɛn aw fɔ de de sote go.
Sɛlestial
Mama, a kɔnsakret misɛf ɔltogɛda to yu Immakul
At, Yu go tich mi di tichin bɔt di Divayn Wil ɛn a go lisin
gud gud wan to yu tichin dɛn. Yu go kɔba mi wit yu
klos so dat di snek we de na faya nɔ go gɛt maynd fɔ
go insay dis oli Idɛn fɔ tren mi ɛn kɛr mi go bak
insay di labirint we mɔtalman want.
Jizɔs,
At we Oli ɛn Divayn Wil pas ɔl, Yu go gi mi yu Faya so dat
i go bɔn mi, it mi, it mi, ɛn so dat Layf go kɔnsolidɛt
insay mi insay di Divayn Wil. Sent Josɛf, yu go bi mi
protɛkta, di pɔsin we de gayd mi at, ɛn yu go kip di
ki dɛn fɔ mi wil na yu an. Yu go gayd mi at wit jɛlɔs
ɛn nɔ go ɛva gi mi am igen so dat a nɔ go ɛva
kɔmɔt na di Divayn Wil. Mi Guardian Angel kip mi,
difend mi ɛn ɛp mi pan ɔltin so dat mi Iden go blo ɛn
atrak ɔl man insay di Kiŋdɔm fɔ di Divayn
Wil. Amen. fiat”.
KRIƐSHƆN
TƆR
Insay
di Oli Divayn Wil, a de go insay yu Masta Jizɔs ɛn a de
chenj misɛf to yu Masta Jizɔs. Insay dis fushɔn,
a kin go insay ɛni man in layf, frɔm Adam to di las wan, ɛn
a kin link mi prea to ɛni wan pan dɛn. A kin link mi
prea bak to ɔl dɛn tin ya:
1. To
di san ɛn to ɔl di tin dɛn we de na di skay na di
yunivas.
2.
Ɛvri foton we gɛt ɛnaji ɛn layt frɔm ɔl
di san dɛn na di yunivas we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go de.
3. To
ɛvri plant we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go de.
4. To
ɛni flawa we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go de.
5. To
ɛvri bled fɔ gras ɛn ɛvri lif we dɔn de, we
dɔn de ɔ we go de.
6.
Ɛvri drop wata we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go de.
7. To
ɛni mɔlyul na di briz we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go
de.
8. To
ɛvri animal, bɔd, fish ɛn insɛkt we dɔn de,
we dɔn de ɔ we go de.
9.
Wit evri muvment of evri krichɔ we dɔn de, we de ɔ we
go de.
10.
To di sawnd we evri krichɔ we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go
de, de mek.
11.
To ɛni mɔlyul fɔ di Krieshɔn we dɔn de, we
de ɔ we go de.
12.
Wit evri briz of evri krichɔ we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go
de.
13.
Wit evri hat bit of evri krichɔ we dɔn de, we de ɔ we
go de.
14.
To evri wok of evri krichɔ we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go
de.
15.
Evri tinkin of evri krichɔ we dɔn de, we de ɔ we go
de.
16.
Na ɛvri step fɔ ɛvri krichɔ we dɔn de, we de
ɔ we go de.
17.
Evri prea we dem don tok, dem de tok am o dem go tok am.
18.
Ripairs we gɛt fɔ du wit ɛnitin we wi dɔn tɔk
bɔt.
19.
To di Fiat of God to ol wetin wi don tok abaut.
20.
To Luisa in fiat to evritin we wi don tok abaut.
Dɔn
bak, O Papa:
21.
A de atak wan A laik yu wit yu Will to evritin we
wi don tok abaut.
22. A
de enkloz wan prea we de mek yu fil bad wit evri tin we wi don tok
abaut.
23. A
de ad wan prea we de intase mi fɔ mek sina dɛn chenj to ɛni
tin we wi dɔn tɔk bɔt ɔp.
24.
To evri tin we wi don tok abaut, a de ad di wish se evritin we no de
fo God glori bikos of human go sho.
25. A
de ofa ol mi hat bit and briz tide fo sev sol.
26. A
de link mi prea to evri proton, nyutron and elektron fo Krieshon.
27. A
de link mai prea to di briz we de blo and spred divain freshnes.
RIDEMPSHƆN
TƆR
Insay
di Oli Divayn Wil, a de go insay yu, Masta Jizɔs, ɛn a de
chenj misɛf to yu, Masta Jizɔs. Insay dis fushɔn,
a kin go insay ɛni man in layf, frɔm Adam to di las wan, ɛn
a kin link mi prea to ɛni wan pan dɛn. A kin link mi
prea bak to ɔl dɛn tin ya:
1. To
di briz dɛm fɔ Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf na
di wɔl.
2. To
di sighs of Wi Masta, Wi Lady and Sent Josɛf na di wɔl.
3. Na
Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf in fut step na di wɔl.
4. Na
Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf we de na di wɔl in
yay.
5. To
di at bit fɔ Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf na di
wɔl.
6. To
di kray wata we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf we de na di
wɔl, gladi.
7. To
di bita kray wata we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf de
kray na di wɔl.
8. To
di prea dɛm fɔ Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf na
di wɔl.
9. To
di tinkin dɛm fɔ Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf
na di wɔl.
10.
To di sɔfa we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf de sɔfa
na di wɔl.
11.
To ɛni mɔlyul fɔ Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf
in bɔdi we de na di wɔl.
12.
Ɛvri wɔd we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf tɔk
na di wɔl.
13.
Wit evri longing of Wi Lord, Wi Lady and Sent Josɛf na di wɔl.
14.
To ɛvri patikyula it we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf
de it na di wɔl.
15.
To ɔl di sɔfa we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi, sɔfa we Wi Masta
bin de na in Mama in bɛlɛ.
16.
Ɛvri akt we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf du na di
wɔl.
17.
To ɔl di chenj dɛn we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf
bin mek insay dɛn layf na dis wɔl.
18.
Na ɛni divayn akt we Wi Masta ɛn Wi Ledi du insay dɛn
layf na dis wɔl.
19.
Wit evri mama akt we Our Lady du fo in earthly layf.
20.
To ɛni mɔlyul blɔd ɛn bɔdi we Wi Masta Jizɔs
Krays shed di tɛm we i bin de sɔfa.
21.
To di frut dɛm fɔ di Layf, Asɛnshɔn ɛn
Pɛntikɔst fɔ Kristian dɛm.
22.
To di glori we de atak di pablik laif of Wi Masta.
23.
To ol di hiden sofa dem fo di Passion of Wi Lord.
24.
To ol di insaid akt dem fo di hiden laif of Wi Masta.
25.
To ɔl di kɔmyunikeshɔn dɛn we Jizɔs ɛn
mɔtalman bin de tɔk to.
26.
To di imɔshɔnal riakshɔn to di Pashɔn we krichɔ
dɛn frɔm Adam te to di las man dɔn ɛkspiriɛns.
27.
To di imɔshɔnal riakshɔn to di Pashɔn we di
sɛlestial krichɔ dɛn kin ɛkspiriɛns.
28.
To ripereshɔn fɔ di bad tin dɛn we Wi Masta in ɛnimi
dɛn du na di wɔl.
29.
Na evri saon of vois we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi and Sent Josɛf de mek
na di wɔl.
30.
To di ripereshɔn fɔ di tɛm we dɔn pas, naw ɛn
tumara bambay fɔ di provok we Wi Masta Jizɔs Krays sɔfa.
31.
To di Fiat of Mary we gɛt fɔ du wit ɔl wetin wi dɔn
tɔk bɔt ɔp.
32.
Na Luisa in Fiat we gɛt fɔ du wit ɔl di tin dɛn
we wi dɔn tɔk bɔt.
33.
To di frut dɛm we Wi Masta in prea dɛn de gi insay in nɛt
dɛn na dis wɔl.
34.
To di prea dɛm fɔ ɔl di krichɔ dɛm we de liv
insay di Divayn Wil we dɔn bi, de ɔ go bi.
35.
To ɔl mɔtalman akt dɛn we dɛn chenj to divayn akt
dɛn insay di Divayn Wil.
36.
Na ɛni mistik day we Wi Masta dɔn ɛkspiriɛns
insay in layf we i ayd.
37.
Na evri drop blɔd we Wi Masta shed we dɛn sakɔmsayz
am.
38.
Na ɛni kray wata we Wi Masta, Wi Ledi ɛn Sent Josɛf
shed we dɛn de sakɔmsayz.
39.
To ɔl di divayn layf we dɛn fɔm bay di akt dɛm we
Wi Lady bin du insay in layf na dis wɔl.
40.
To ɔl di divayn layf we dɛn fɔm bay di akt dɛm fɔ
di pikin dɛm fɔ di Divayn Wil we dɔn bi, de ɔ go
bi.
O
Masta Jizɔs:
41.
A se an A laik yu wit yu Will fo evri tin we wi
tok abaut.
42. A
de graft prea of kontrishon to evri tin we wi tok
abaut.
43. A
de giv yu tanks fo yu Fiat we dem pronounce fo favour of man.
44. A
de gi yu ripereshɔn fɔ di rijɛkt we man dɛn we de
akt wit dɛn yon wil nɔ gri wit yu Wil.
45. A
de klem sol wit evri bit of mai hat and evri breath of mai tide.
46.
Mek dis prea pesin fo ol di sin we dem don du gens yu.
47.
Ɔna ɛn glori to di Divayn Wil fɔ ɛni tin we wi
dɔn tɔk bɔt ɔp.
"
O ! di frut we ɔl dɛn tin ya de du! Ivin di
krichɔ we mek dɛn nɔ ebul fɔ asɛs am”
(Wi
Masta Jizɔs to Luisa, Epril 25, 1922)
SANTIFIKƐSHƆN
TƆR
Insay
di Oli Divayn Wil, a de go insay yu, Masta Jizɔs, ɛn a de
chenj misɛf to yu, Masta Jizɔs. Insay dis fushɔn,
a kin go insay ɛni man in layf, frɔm Adam to di las wan, ɛn
a kin link mi prea to ɛni wan pan dɛn. A kin link mi
prea bak to ɔl dɛn tin ya:
1. Di
sakramɛnt fɔ Baptizim ɛn di oli tin dɛn we gɛt
fɔ du wit am we dɛn fɔ dɔn kip, we dɛn bin
dɔn kip, we dɛn de kip ɔ we dɛn go du.
2. Di
sakramɛnt fɔ Kɔnfɛm ɛn di oli tin dɛn
we gɛt fɔ du wit am we dɛn fɔ dɔn kip, we
dɛn bin dɔn kip, we dɛn de fala ɔ we dɛn go
du.
3. Di
sakramɛnt fɔ Mared ɛn ɔda oli tin dɛn we gɛt
fɔ du wit am we dɛn fɔ dɔn kip, we dɛn bin
dɔn kip, we dɛn de kip ɔ we dɛn go du.
4. Di
sakramɛnt fɔ di Yukaris ɛn di oli tin dɛn we gɛt
fɔ du wit am we dɛn fɔ dɔn kip, we dɛn bin
dɔn kip, we dɛn de kip ɔ we dɛn go du.
5. Di
sakramɛnt fɔ Oli Ɔda ɛn ɔda oli tin dɛn
we gɛt fɔ du wit am we dɛn fɔ dɔn fala, we
dɛn bin dɔn kip, we dɛn de fala ɔ we dɛn go
du.
6. Di
Sakramɛnt fɔ Rikɔnsilieshɔn ɛn di oli tin
dɛn we gɛt fɔ du wit am we dɛn fɔ dɔn
kip, we dɛn bin dɔn kip, we dɛn de kip ɔ we dɛn
go du.
7. Di
sakramɛnt fɔ di sik pipul dɛn ɛn di oli tin dɛn
we gɛt fɔ du wit am we dɛn fɔ dɔn kip, we
dɛn bin dɔn kip, we dɛn de du ɔ we dɛn go
du.
8. Di
Oli Spirit in intavɛnshɔn dɛn we bin dɔn pas, naw
ɔ tumara bambay.
9.
Evri wod fo evri mas we dem shud tok, bin de, de nau o go bi.
10.
At di Fiat of Mary konekt to ol wetin wi don tok abaut.
11.
Na Luisa in Fiat we kɔnɛkt to ɔltin we wi dɔn tɔk
bɔt ɔp.
O
Masta Jizɔs:
12.
A de asosiet an A laik yu wit yu Will fo evri tin
we wi don tok abaut.
13. A
de asosiet prea we de mek yu fil bad wit evri tin we wi don tok
abaut.
14.
Ɔna ɛn glori to di Divayn Wil fɔ ɛni tin we wi
dɔn tɔk bɔt ɔp.
15. A
de mek prea fɔ ripareshɔn ɛn rigrɛt fɔ ɛvri
abɔshɔn we dɛn dɔn pwɛl, we dɛn dɔn
pwɛl ɔ we dɛn go du.
16. A
de klem sol wit evri bit of mai hat and evri breath of mai tide.
A de
fiks fɔ:
17.
Abiuz we gɛt fɔ du wit di Sakramɛnt fɔ Baptizim
we dɛn dɔn du, we dɛn de du ɔ we dɛn go du.
18.
Abiuz we gɛt fɔ du wit di Sakramɛnt fɔ Kɔnfɛm
we dɛn dɔn du, we dɛn de du naw ɔ we dɛn go
du.
19.
Di abiuz we gɛt fɔ du wit di Sakramɛnt fɔ Mared
we dɛn dɔn du, dɛn de du am naw ɔ dɛn go du
am.
20.
Abiuz we gɛt fɔ du wit di Sakramɛnt fɔ di Yukaris
we dɛn dɔn du, we dɛn de du naw ɔ we dɛn go
du.
21.
Di abiuz dɛn we gɛt fɔ du wit di Sakramɛnt fɔ
Oli Ɔda dɛn we dɛn dɔn du, dɛn de du am naw
ɔ dɛn go du am.
22.
Abiuz we gɛt fɔ du wit di Sakramɛnt fɔ
Rikɔnsilieshɔn we dɛn dɔn du, we dɛn de du ɔ
we dɛn go du.
23.
Abiuz we gɛt fɔ du wit di Sakramɛnt fɔ di Sik dɛn
we dɛn dɔn du, we dɛn de du naw ɔ we dɛn go
du.
24.
Di tin dɛn we nɔ gri wit Gɔd in tɛn lɔ dɛn
we dɛn dɔn du, dɛn rili kɔmit ɔ dɛn go
bi.
Rivɛleshɔn
dɛn fɔ Wi Masta Jizɔs bɔt In Oli Mɔtalman
Wi
Masta Jizɔs nɔ bin gɛt fet ɛn op, na lɔv
nɔmɔ i bin gɛt
“A
nɔ bin gɛt fet ɛn op bikɔs mi na
Gɔd; Na Lɔv nɔmɔ a bin gɛt ” (Nɔvɛmba
6, 1906, volyum 7, pej 53).
Di
sɔfa we nɔ gɛt ɛnd we di Man-Gɔd de sɔfa
“Luk
insay mi aw bɔku bɔku bɔku krɔs dɛn mi
Yumaniti gɛt. So, di krɔs dɛn we a bin gɛt
frɔm mi Wil nɔ bin ebul fɔ kɔnt, mi
sɔfa nɔ bin gɛt ɛnd, a bin de kray ɔnda di
wet fɔ wan sɔfa we nɔ gɛt ɛnd . Dis
sɔfa we nɔ gɛt ɛnd bin gɛt
so pawa dat i bin de gi mi day ɛvri mɔnt bay we i bin de gi
mi wan krɔs fɔ ɛni akt we mɔtalman want we de
agens di Divayn Wil.
Di
krɔs we de kam tru mi Wil nɔto wud, we de jɔs mek wi
fil in wet ɛn in sɔfa, na krɔs we gɛt layt ɛn
faya, we de bɔn, it ɛn put am insay wan we we nɔ go
mek wan wit di wan we gɛt am” (Nɔvɛmba
28, 1923, volyum 16, pej 64 ɛn 65).
Wi
Masta Jizɔs to Gɔd in savant Luisa Piccarreta, we
in raytin dɛn gɛt di “Non Obstare” (nɔ
stɔp) frɔm Kadinal Ratzinger (we dɛn de kɔl naw
Pop Bɛndikt di Sɛvin), we na bin Prɛfɛkt fɔ
di Kɔngrigeshɔn fɔ di Doktrin fɔ di Fet da tɛm
de, pan Mach 28, 1994 :
Di
big gud we di Kiŋdɔm fɔ Divayn Fiat go briŋ. Aw
i go protɛkt ɔl di bad tin dɛn, ɔl di sik dɛn.
Di
bɔdi dɛn nɔ go rɔtin igen, bɔt dɛn go
kɔntinyu fɔ bi kɔmpoz na dɛn grev.
Jɔs
lɛk aw di Vɛjin, we nɔ du ɛni mirekul, bin du di
big mirekul fɔ gi Gɔd to krichɔ dɛn, na so di
uman we fɔ mek pipul dɛn no bɔt di Kiŋdɔm go
du di big mirekul fɔ gi wan Divayn Wil.
(Ɔktoba
22, 1926)
A
tink bɔt di oli ɛn divayn Wil, ɛn a se to misɛf:
“Bɔt wetin go bi di big gud fɔ dis Kiŋdɔm
fɔ di Suprim Fiat? Ɛn Jizɔs bin ambɔg mi
maynd, i muf insay mi kwik kwik wan ɛn tɛl mi se:
Mi
gyal pikin, wetin go bi di big gud? ! Wetin go bi di big
gud? ! Di Kiŋdɔm fɔ mi Fiat go gɛt ɔl
di guds, ɔl di mirekul dɛn, ɔl di prodigies we rili
sɛns; pan tap dat, i go pas dɛn ɔl togɛda. Ɛn
if mirekul min fɔ mek blaynd pɔsin si bak, fɔ mek
pɔsin we nɔ ebul fɔ waka stret, fɔ mɛn pɔsin
we sik, fɔ mek pɔsin we dɔn day gɛt layf bak, ɛn
ɔda tin dɛn, di Kiŋdɔm
we mi Wil go gɛt di it we de kip am, ɛn fɔ ɔl di
tin dɛn we de insay de, na in nɔ go gɛt ɛni risk
fɔ bi blaynd, kripul ɔ sik . Day nɔ
go gɛt ɛni pawa oba di sol igen; ɛn if i stil gɛt
am na in bɔdi, i nɔ go bi day igen, bɔt i go bi
pasej . Witout di nourishment of sin en wan degraded
human will we prodyuz korapshon, en, wit di preserving nourishment of
mi Will, .bɔdi nɔ go rɔtin igen ɛn kɔrɔpt
bad bad wan dat i go mek ivin di wan dɛn we strɔng
pas ɔl fred, lɛk aw i de apin naw; bɔt dɛn
go kɔntinyu fɔ de na dɛn grev fɔ wet fɔ di
de we ɔlman go gɛt layf bak . Yu
tink se na big mirekul fɔ gi blaynd pipul dɛn yay, fɔ
mek di wan dɛn we nɔ ebul waka stret, fɔ mɛn di
wan dɛn we sik, ɔ fɔ gɛt we fɔ kip di yay so
dat di yay nɔ go ɛva lɔs yay?, fɔ mek wi ebul fɔ
waka stret ɔltɛm, ɔltɛm fɔ gɛt gud
wɛlbɔdi? A biliv se di mirekul fɔ kip tin dɛn
pas di mirekul we kin apin afta misfɔstans.
Dis
na di big difrɛns bitwin di Kiŋdɔm fɔ Ridɛm
ɛn di Kiŋdɔm fɔ di Suprim Fiat: insay di fɔs
wan, di mirekul na fɔ po pipul dɛn we, lɛk tide, sɔm
bad bad tin ɔ ɔda tin kin apin to; ɛn dis na di
rizin we mek a gi di ɛgzampul, na do, fɔ ɔpreshɔn
difrɛn kayn mɛrɛsin dɛn we na bin simbul fɔ
di mɛrɛsin dɛn we a bin gi di sol dɛn, we go kam
bak izi wan to dɛn sik. Di sɛkɔn wan go bi
mirekul fɔ kip am, bikɔs mi Wil gɛt mirekul pawa, ɛn
di wan dɛn we alaw dɛnsɛf fɔ mek dɛn kɔntrol
dɛn nɔ go de ɔnda bad igen. So, nid nɔ go de
fɔ mirekul bikɔs ɔlman go de ɔltɛm kip
wɛlbɔdi, fayn ɛn oli – fit fɔ da fayn fayn
tin de we kɔmɔt na wi kriet an fɔ mek di krichɔ.
Di
Kiŋdɔm fɔ di Divayn Fiat go du di big mirekul fɔ
drɛb ɔl bad, ɔl misɛf, ɔl fred, bikɔs i
nɔ go du mirekul akɔdin to tɛm ɛn sikɔstɛms,
bɔt i go kip di pikin dɛn na in Kiŋdɔm insay
insɛf wit wan kɔntinyu akt fɔ mirekul, ɛn fɔ
protɛkt dɛn frɔm ɔl di bad tin dɛn bay we i
mek dɛn bi pikin dɛn fɔ in Kiŋdɔm. Dis,
insay sol dɛn; bɔt bɔku chenj dɛn go de bak
na di bɔdi dɛn, bikɔs na sin ɔltɛm na di it
fɔ ɔl di bad tin dɛn. Sin kɔmɔt, it nɔ
go de igen fɔ bad; pan tap dat, as mi Wil ɛn sin nɔ
go ebul fɔ liv togɛda, mɔtalman nature go gɛt in
bɛnifit ifɛkt dɛn bak.
Mi
gyal pikin, we gɛt fɔ pripia di big mirekul fɔ di
Kiŋdɔm fɔ di Suprim Fiat, a de du wit yu, fɔs bɔn
gyal pikin fɔ mi Wil, wetin a du wit di Sɔvayri Kwin, mi
Mama, we a bin gɛt fɔ pripia di Kiŋdɔm fɔ
Ridɛm . A pul am nia mi. A bin kip am so bizi
insay am dat a bin ebul fɔ fɔm wit am di mirekul fɔ
fri pɔsin we dɛn bin nid fɔ fri. Bɔku tin
dɛn bin de we wi bin gɛt fɔ du, du bak, ɛn
kɔmplit togɛda, dat a bin gɛt fɔ ayd insay in we
aw i luk na do ɔltin we dɛn kin kɔl mirekul, pas in
pafɛkt gud kwaliti dɛn. Insay dis, a mek i fri mɔ
fɔ mek i krɔs di si we nɔ gɛt ɛnd fɔ di
Fiat we de sote go, ɛn fɔ mek i ebul fɔ gɛt akses
to di divayn Majesty fɔ gɛt di Kiŋdɔm fɔ
Ridɛm.
Wetin
go pas dat: dat di sɛlestial Kwin bin dɔn mek blaynd pipul
dɛn si bak, tɔk to mumu, ɛn ɔda tin dɛn, ɔ
na di mirekul fɔ mek di Wɔd we go de sote go kam dɔŋ
na di wɔl? Di fɔs wan fɔ dɔn
bi mirekul dɛn we aksidɛnt, fɔ shɔt tɛm, ɛn
fɔ wan wan mirekul dɛn; di sɛkɔn wan na
mirekul we go de sote go – i de fɔ ɛnibɔdi we
want am. So, di fɔs wan nɔ bin fɔ dɔn bi
natin we yu kɔmpia am to di sɛkɔn wan. Na in na
bin di tru tru san, di wan we, we i ɛklip ɔltin, ɛklip
di Papa in Wɔd sɛf insay insɛf, ɔl di guds, ɔl
di ifɛkt ɛn di mirekul dɛn we di Ridɛmshɔn
bin mek, mek layt kɔmɔt frɔm am. Bɔt jɔs
lɛk di san, i bin de mek gud ɛn mirekul dɛn we i nɔ
bin de alaw pipul dɛn fɔ si ɔ pik am as di fɔs
pɔsin we de mek ɔltin. Infakt, ɔl di gud we a dɔn
du na di wɔl, a dɔn du bikɔs di Emprɛs na ɛvin
dɔn rich di say we i gɛt in ɛmpaya na di Gɔd; ɛn
bay in ɛmpaya, i pul mi kɔmɔt na ɛvin fɔ gi
mi to tin dɛn we Gɔd mek.
A
de kip yu wit mi, a de mek yu krɔs in si we nɔ gɛt ɛnd
fɔ gi yu akses to di sɛlestial Papa so dat yu go pre to am,
win am, gɛt in ɛmpaya oba am fɔ gɛt di Fiat fɔ
mi Kiŋdɔm. Ɛn fɔ mek a ful-ɔp ɛn
it ɔl di mirekul pawa we nid fɔ mek dis kayn oli Kiŋdɔm,
a de kip yu kɔntinyu fɔ de insay yu insay wit di wok we mi
Kiŋdɔm de du; A de sɛn yu ɔltɛm fɔ
mek rawnd fɔ mek yu ebul fɔ du bak, fɔ kɔmplit ɔl
wetin nid, ɛn fɔ mek ɔlman du fɔ mek di big
mirekul fɔ mi Kiŋdɔm. Na do, a nɔ
mek natin mirekul apia insay yu, pas di layt fɔ mi Wil.Sɔm
pipul dɛn kin se, ‘Aw dat go bi? Blɛsin Jizɔs
de sho bɔku wɔndaful tin dɛn to dis krichɔ bɔt
in Kiŋdɔm we gɛt di divayn Fiat, ɛn di guds we i
go briŋ go pas Krieshɔn ɛn Ridɛmshɔn, i bɛtɛ
pas dat, i go bi di krawn fɔ dɛn tu; bɔt
pan ɔl we dis kayn big gud de, dɛn nɔ go si natin
mirekul pan am, na do, fɔ kɔnfɔm di big gud we dis
Kiŋdɔm we de sote go gɛt, we na di Fiat we go de sote
go, we di ɔda oli pipul dɛn, we nɔ gɛt di prodigy
fɔ dis big gud, dɔn wok mirekul insay ɛvri stɛp.’ Bɔt
if dɛn tek mi dia Mama, di wan we oli pas ɔl di tin dɛn
we Gɔd mek, ɛn di big gud we i bin gɛt insay am fɔ
briŋ to di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek, nɔbɔdi nɔ
go kɔmpia am to am we du di big mirekul fɔ mek i gɛt
bɛlɛ insay am di Wɔd we na divayn, ɛn di wɔndaful
tin we gi Gɔd to ɔl di tin dɛn we Gɔd mek.
Ɛn
bifo dis big big prodigy, we dɛn nɔ ɛva si ɔ yɛri
bifo, fɔ ebul fɔ gi di Wɔd we go de sote go to krichɔ
dɛn, ɔl di ɔda mirekul dɛn we dɛn put togɛda
tan lɛk smɔl smɔl faya bifo di san. Di wan we
ebul fɔ du mɔ, kin du smɔl. Na di sem we, we a de
fes di mirekul fɔ di Kiŋdɔm fɔ mi Wil we dɛn
dɔn mek bak insay krichɔ dɛn, ɔl di ɔda
mirekul dɛn go bi smɔl smɔl faya bifo di big San we mi
Wil. Ɛvri wɔd, trut ɛn manifestɔ pan dis
Kiŋdɔm na mirekul we kɔmɔt frɔm mi Wil as
pɔsin we de kip ɔl di bad tin dɛn; i tan lɛk
fɔ ataya krichɔ dɛn to wan gud we nɔ gɛt
ɛnd, to wan rili big glori ɛn wan nyu biuti – ful
divayn.
Ɛni
tru tin bɔt mi Eternal Fiat gɛt mɔ pawa ɛn
wɔndaful gud kwaliti pas if pɔsin we dɔn day gɛt
layf bak, pɔsin we gɛt lɛprɔsi mɛn, blaynd
man si am, ɔ pɔsin we nɔ de tɔk ebul fɔ
tɔk. Infakt, mi wɔd dɛn bɔt
di oli ɛn pawa we mi Fiat gɛt go mek sol dɛn kam bak
usay dɛn kɔmɔt; dɛn go mɛn dɛn
frɔm di lɛprɔsi we mɔtalman want. Dɛn
go gi dɛn yay fɔ si di guds fɔ di Kiŋdɔm we
a want, bikɔs te naw dɛn bin blayn . Dɛn
go gi vɔys to bɔku mumu krichɔ dɛn we, if dɛn
bin ebul fɔ tɔk bɔku ɔda tin dɛn, bin tan
lɛk bɔku pipul dɛn we nɔ de tɔk jɔs fɔ
mi Wil; ɛn dɛn go ɔpreshɔn di big mirekul fɔ
ebul fɔ gi ɛni krichɔ wan Divayn Wil we gɛt ɔl
di guds. Wetin mi Will nɔ go gi dɛn
we i gɛt ɔl di pikin dɛn na in Kiŋdɔm? Dis
na di rizin we mek a want mek una kɔntinyu fɔ wok fɔ
mi Kiŋdɔm – ɛn bɔku tin de fɔ du fɔ
rɛdi fɔ di big mirekul we pipul go no ɛn gɛt dis
Kiŋdɔm ɔf Fiat. So, pe
atɛnshɔn we yu de krɔs di si we nɔ gɛt ɛnd
we a want, so dat ɔda tin go de bitwin di Wan we mek ɔltin
ɛn di tin we Gɔd mek; so, tru yu, a go ebul fɔ
wok di big mirekul fɔ mek mɔtalman kam bak to mi – to
in ɔrijin.’ Dɔn
a tink bɔt wetin dɛn rayt ɔp, mɔ se ɛvri wɔd
ɛn manifestɔ pan di Suprim Will na mirekul. Ɛn
Jizɔs, fɔ mek a gɛt kɔnfidɛns pan wetin i
bin dɔn tɔk, i tɔk bak se:
Mi
gyal pikin, wetin yu tink se na di big big mirekul we a kam na di
wɔl: mi wɔd, di Gɔspɛl we a bin anɔys, ɔ
di tru se a gi layf to di wan dɛn we dɔn day, si to blaynd
pipul, yɛri to dɛf, ɛn ɔda tin dɛn. ? Ah! mi
gyal pikin, mi wɔd, mi gospel, na bin big mirekul; mɔ
bikɔs di mirekul dɛnsɛf kɔmɔt frɔm mi
wɔd. Di fawndeshɔn, di sɔbstans fɔ ɔl
di mirekul dɛn kɔmɔt frɔm mi wɔd we a
mek. Di Sakramɛnt dɛn, Krieshɔn sɛf, mirekul
dɛn we go de sote go, bin gɛt di layf fɔ mi wɔd; ɛn
mi Chɔch sɛf gɛt mi wɔd, mi Gɔspɛl, as
in rijim ɛn as in fawndeshɔn.
So
mi wɔd, mi gospel, na bin big mirekul pas di mirekul dɛnsɛf
we bin gɛt layf jɔs bikɔs ɔf mi mirekul wɔd. So,
mek shɔ se yu Jizɔs in wɔd na di big big mirekul. Mi
wɔd tan lɛk pawaful briz we de rɔn, hama di wan dɛn
we de yɛri, go insay at, wam, klin, layt, pas frɔm wan
neshɔn to ɔda neshɔn; i de kɔba di wan ol
wɔl ɛn i de go tru ɔl di ɔndrɛd ia.
Udat
go ebul fɔ kil ɛn bɛr wan pan mi wɔd
dɛn? Pɔsin. Ɛn if sɔntɛnde i kin
tan lɛk se mi wɔd nɔ tɔk natin ɛn ayd, i nɔ
de ɛva lɔs in layf. We yu nɔ ɛkspɛkt
am, i kin kɔmɔt na do ɛn dɛn kin yɛri am
ɔlsay. Sɛntiɔri go pas we ɔltin –
man ɛn tin – go swɛla ɛn dɔnawe, bɔt
mi wɔd nɔ go ɛva pas bikɔs i gɛt Layf –
di mirekul pawa we I kɔmɔt frɔm. So,
a kɔnfyus se ɛvri wɔd ɛn manifestɔ we yu gɛt
pan mi Eternal Fiat na di big wan pan di mirekul dɛn we go sav
di Kiŋdɔm fɔ mi Wil.Ɛn na dat mek a de
ɛnkɔrej una so ɛn a want so fɔ mek ɛni wan
pan mi wɔd dɛn sho ɛn rayt - bikɔs a de si insay
am wan mirekul we na mi yon ɛn we go briŋ bɔku gud to
di pikin dɛn na di Kiŋdɔm ɔf di Suprɛm Fiat.
Na
di tɛm we i de pas insay di tɛm we go de sote go, Gɔd
de mek las sɔprayz fɔ Lɔv di tɛm we i day, bay we
i gi wan awa fɔ Tru so dat di sol go mek at le wan muvmɛnt
fɔ ripɛnt fɔ sev am.
Wi
Masta Jizɔs to Luisa Piccarreta Mach 22, 1938, volyum 36
“ Wi
Gudnɛs ɛn wi Lɔv so big dat Wi de yuz ɔl di we fɔ
sev di krichɔ frɔm in sin – fɔ sev am; ɛn if
Wi nɔ gɛt sakrifays insay in layf, Wi de mek las
Sɔprayz fɔ Lɔv di tɛm we i day . Yu
fɔ no se na dis tɛm, Wi de gi di las sayn fɔ Lɔv
to di krichɔ bay we wi de gi am Wi Grɛs , Lɔv
ɛn Kindness, bay we wi de tɛstify di Tɛndnɛs dɛm
fɔ lɔv we ebul fɔ sof ɛn win di at dɛn we at
pas ɔl. We
di krichɔ fɛn insɛf bitwin layf ɛn day –
bitwin tɛm we de kam dɔn ɛn Eternity we de kam bigin –
klos to di akt fɔ kɔmɔt na in bɔdi, dɛn si
yu Jizɔs wit wan Kindness we de gladi, wit wan Switness we de
tay ɛn de mek di bita bita layf sof, mɔ na dis tɛm we
rili bad . Dɔn, na Mi yay de... A de luk am wit
bɔku Lɔv fɔ briŋ kɔmɔt na di krichɔ
wan akt fɔ ripɛnt – wan akt fɔ lɔv, wan akt
fɔ adherence to mi Will.
Insay
dis tɛm we i nɔ gladi, we i de si – tɔch wit in
an aw Wi bin lɛk am ɛn stil lɛk am, di krichɔ de
fil so big big sɔfa dat i de ripɛnt fɔ we i nɔ
lɛk Wi; i no se wi Wil na di prinsipul ɛn fulfilment
fɔ in layf ɛn, fɔ satisfay, i aksept in day fɔ
akɔmplit wan akt we wi Will. Bikɔs yu fɔ
no se if di tin we Gɔd mek nɔ du ivin wan tin we Gɔd
want, di get dɛn na ɛvin nɔ go opin; dɛn nɔ
go no dɛn as ɛri fɔ di Ɛvin Ɔmland ɛn
di Enjɛl ɛn Sent dɛn nɔ go ebul fɔ admit am
bitwin dɛn – ɛn insɛf nɔ go want fɔ go
insay, bikɔs i no se nɔto in yon. If
wi nɔ gɛt Wi Will, Olinɛs nɔ de ɛn Salvɛshɔn
nɔ de. Aw
bɔku tin dɛn we Gɔd mek de sev bikɔs ɔf dis
sayn fɔ wi Lɔv, pas di wan dɛn we nɔ de
du wetin rayt ɛn we nɔ gɛt wanwɔd pas
ɔlman ; ivin if fɔ fala di lɔng rod fɔ
Pɔgatɔri go fayn fɔ dɛn. Di moment of death
na Wi daily catch – di fain of di man we don los.
Dɔn
I ad se: Mi gyal pikin, di tɛm fɔ day na di tɛm we yu
at pwɛl. Na dis tɛm ya, ɔltin kin kam wan afta di
ɔda fɔ se: “Farewel, di wɔl dɔn dɔn fɔ
yu; naw i bigin fɔ de sote go. Na fɔ di krichɔ
lɛk se dɛn lɔk am na rum ɛn sɔmbɔdi tɛl
am se: “Biɛn dis domɔt,
ɔda rum de usay Gɔd, Ɛvin, Pɔgatɔri, Ɛl
de; in sɔm, Eternity.’ Bɔt di krichɔ
nɔ ebul fɔ si ɛni wan pan dɛn tin ya. I de
yɛri we ɔda pipul dɛn de afɛm dɛn; ɛn
di wan dɛn we de tɛl am dɛn nɔ kin si dɛn
bak, so i kin tɔk lɛk se dɛn nɔ ivin biliv am
tumɔs; we nɔ gi bɔku impɔtants fɔ gi
dɛn wɔd dɛn di tɔyn fɔ rialiti – lɛk
sɔntin we shɔ.
So
wan de di wɔl dɛn kam dɔŋ ɛn di krichɔ
kin si wit in yon yay wetin dɛn bin dɔn tɛl am bifo. I
de si in Gɔd ɛn in Papa we bin lɛk am wit big Lɔv; i
de si di gift dɛn we I dɔn gi am, wan bay wan; ɛn
ɔl di lɔv rayt dɛn we i bin gɛt fɔ pe am we
dɛn bin brok. I si se in layf na Gɔd in yon, nɔto
in yon. Ɔltin de pas bifo am:
Eternity, Paradise, Purgatory, ɛn Hell – di wɔl we de
kɔmɔt ; di gladi gladi we de tɔn dɛn
bak pan am. Ɔltin nɔ de igen; di wangren tin we
stil de fɔ am na dis rum wit di wɔl dɛn we dɛn
dɔn pwɛl: Eternity . Dis na chenj fɔ
di po krichɔ!
Mi
Gudnɛs so big, a want fɔ sev ɔlman, dat a alaw
dɛn wɔl ya fɔ fɔdɔm we krichɔ dɛn
de bitwin layf ɛn day – we di sol kɔmɔt na di
bɔdi fɔ go insay Eternity – so dat dɛn go ebul
fɔ du at le wan akt fɔ ripɛnt ɛn lɔv fɔ
Mi, we de no mi Adorable Will oba dɛn . A kin
se a de gi dɛn wan awa fɔ Trut fɔ mek a go sev
dɛn . O! If ɔlman bin no di industri dɛm
fɔ lɔv we a de yuz na di las mɔnt na dɛn layf fɔ
mek dɛn nɔ rɔnawe pan Mi mɔ pas papa an –
dɛn nɔ go wet fɔ dis mɔnt, dɛn go lɛk
Mi ɔl dɛn layf ”.
Indikeshɔn
ɛn we we Wi Masta Jizɔs gi Luisa fɔ gro na di
spiritual layf ɔ fɔ no di trap dɛn, fɔ mek i liv
insay di Divayn Wil
pan
pɔsin we ɔmbul
- Di
krɔs nɔmɔ na it fɔ ɔmbul (Jun 24, 1900,
volyum 3, pej 86),
Di
sol we de fred ɔ di sol we nɔ de fred ɛnitin
- If
di sol de fred, na sayn fɔ sho se i trɔst insɛf
bɔku. Fɔ fɛn insay insɛf jɔs wik ɛn
sɔfa, so, na in natin ɛn rayt, i de fred. If, na di
ɔda say, di sol nɔ de fred ɛnitin, dat na sayn fɔ
sho se i de abop pan Gɔd ɔl. In misɛf ɛn
wikɛd tin dɛn dɔn lɔs insay Gɔd; i fil
se i wɛr di divayn Bi. Nɔto di sol de wok igen, bɔt
na Gɔd de wok insay di sol. Wetin i go fred? Tru tru
trɔst pan Gɔd de riprodyuz di divayn Layf insay di sol
(Januari 3, 1907, volyum 7, pej 61).
Na
di trɔbul
- Fɔ
mek sɔm prɔblɛm afɛkt am na di sayn we de sho se
pɔsin de muf kɔmɔt nia Gɔd sɔm kayn we,
bikɔs fɔ muf insay am ɛn nɔ gɛt pafɛkt
pis nɔ pɔsibul (June 17, 1900, volyum 3, pej 83),
- Fɔ
mek di sol nɔ distɔb, i fɔ fɛn insɛf fayn
fayn wan na Gɔd, i fɔ tɛnd to am ɔltogɛda as
to wan pɔynt ɛn i fɔ luk ɔl ɔda tin wit wan
yay we nɔ bisin. If i du ɔda tin, pan ɔltin we i
de du, si ɔ yɛri, dɛn kin put am wit wan wɔri lɛk
fiva we kin mek i taya ɛn gɛt prɔblɛm, i nɔ
kin ebul fɔ ɔndastand insɛf (May 23, 1905, volyum 6,
pej 85) .
-
Insay trɔbul, na fɔ lɛk yusɛf we want fɔ sho
se i de rul ɔ na di ɛnimi we want fɔ du bad (Julay 22,
1905, volyum 6, pej 91),
- If
di sol de disturb eni point, na sayn se i ful wit insef. If i de
wɔri fɔ wan tin ɛn nɔto fɔ ɔda tin, dat
na sayn fɔ se i gɛt sɔntin fɔ Gɔd, bɔt
i gɛt bɔku ɛmti ples fɔ ful-ɔp. If
natin nɔ de ambɔg am, dat de sho se Gɔd ful-ɔp am
ɔltogɛda (Ɔgɔst 9, 1905, volyum 6, pej 92),
- Di
wan we nɔ lɛk di trut, i de mɔna am ɛn i de mek i
sɔfa (Januari 16, 1906, volyum 6, pej 109).
If
yu nɔ gɛt di sayn dɛm fɔ rɛsayn, ɔmbul
ɛn obe, di sol go fos fɔ de insay wɔri, fred ɛn
denja ɛn i go gɛt in yon ego lɛk Gɔd
we i de woo wit prayz ɛn ribelɔn.
- If
yu nɔ obe, fɔ rɛsayn ɛn fɔ put yusɛf
dɔŋ, na tin we nɔ de stebul. Frɔm usay di
strikt nid fɔ di sayn fɔ di obe so dat na validet di paspɔt
alaw fɔ pas insay di kiŋdɔm fɔ di spiritual gladi
at we di at kin ɛnjɔy ya dɔŋ ya.
If yu
nɔ gɛt di sayn dɛn we de sho se yu rigɛn, ɔmbul
ɛn obe, di paspɔt nɔ go gɛt wan valyu ɛn di
sol go de fa ɔltɛm frɔm di say we pɔsin kin
gladi; dɛn go fos am fɔ kɔntinyu fɔ wɔri,
fred ɛn denja. Fɔ in yon shem, i go gɛt in yon
ego as gɔd ɛn prawd ɛn ribelɔn go kɔt am
(Epril 16, 1900, volyum 3, pej 63).
tink
bɔt yusɛf
- Fɔ
tink bɔt yusɛf tan lɛk we yu kɔmɔt na Gɔd
ɛn kam bak insay yusɛf. Fɔ tink bɔt yusɛf
nɔ de ɛva bi gud kwaliti, bɔt na bad tin ɔltɛm,
ilɛksɛf i tek di aspek fɔ gud (Ɔgɔst 23,
1905, volyum 6, pej 94).
Wori
bɔt fɔ mek pɔsin oli
- Di
sol we pas ɔl fɔ bisin bɔt fɔ mek insɛf oli,
de liv pan di ɛkspɛns fɔ in yon oli we, in yon trɛnk
ɛn in yon lɔv (Nɔvɛmba 15, 1918, volyum 12, pej
71).
Lɔs
mɔtalman fɔ win divayn
- Mi
Dota, we lɔs win ɛn we win lɔs (Ɔktoba 16, 1918,
volyum 12, pej 68).
Na
Kɔnfɛshɔn
- Di
men tin we de mek man nyu ɛn mek i bi tru tru Katolik na fɔ
kɔnfɛshɔn (Mach 14, 1900, volyum 3, pej 55).
Udat
de tok plenti na ɛmti pan Gɔd
- If
pɔsin tɔk bɔku, na sayn fɔ se i ɛmti insay
in insay, we di wan we ful-ɔp wit Gɔd, we de fɛn mɔ
gladi at na in insay, nɔ want fɔ lɔs dis gladi at ɛn
i de tɔk jɔs bikɔs i nid am . Ɛn ivin we i
de tɔk, i nɔ de ɛva kɔmɔt na in insay ɛn
tray, as fa as i de tink, fɔ rayt insay ɔda pipul dɛn
wetin i de fil insay insɛf. Bɔt di wan we de tɔk
bɔku nɔto jɔs ɛmti pan Gɔd bɔt, bay in
bɔku wɔd dɛn, i de tray fɔ ɛmti ɔda
pipul dɛn frɔm Gɔd (Me 8, 1909, volyum 9, pej 7).
Na
dis na aw fɔ no se wi de liv ful wan insay di Divayn Wil frɔm
di ditil dɛn we Wi Masta Jizɔs bin gi Luisa
Infakt,
natin nɔ nid mɔ na di sol we de na di ɔda we aw
mɔtalman de, dat na fɔ se ɔltin we mɔtalman no
frɔm we dɛn bɔn am insay. Wi fɔ day to ɔltin
we de insay wi. Fɔ dat, wi jɔs
gɛt fɔ gi wi Yes to Di Lɔv ɛn na Gɔd de du
di ɔda tin, bay we wi de aks fɔ chenj wi mɔtalman wil
fɔ di Divayn Wil.
Na
ya Wi Masta Jizɔs Krays insɛf tɔk bɔt di
patikyula kwaliti dɛn we gɛt fɔ du wit layf insay di
Divayn Wil, wit di menshɔn fɔ di de we di mɛsej rayt
ɛn di rɛfrɛns insay di wok we di Buk na ɛvin
rayt :
-
union of the will of the creature with that of the Creator,
dissolution in the eternal Will (Dɛsember 26, 1919, volyum 12,
pej 134), so no pɔsibul fɔ pik nɔ pɔsibul, mɔ
fɔ nɔ pik sɔntin we nɔ fayn, fɔ kɔmit
wan sin insay, bikɔs mɔtalman nɔ de igen, ɛni bad
tin nɔ de igen na di sol, .
- nɔ
gɛt ɔl di tin dɛn we pɔsin want ɛn we i lɛk
(Me 20, 1918, volyum 12, pej 53),
-
ɔltin fɔ sɛt mɔt na di sol: di ɔnɔ we
ɔda pipul dɛn gɛt, di glori, di gladi at, di ɔnɔ,
di big wan, di we aw pɔsin want insɛf, di tin dɛn we i
mek, ɛn ɔda tin dɛn. (Januari 2, 1919, volyum 12,
pej 76),
- di
sɔfa we dɛn nɔ gɛt Jizɔs in prezɛns -
so dat sol dɛn go gɛt layt ɛn divayn layf - (Januari
4, 1919, volyum 12, pej 77), na "day we nɔ gɛt
sɔri-at" we "kil" Luisa, we se dat ɔl "ɔda
sɔfa na jɔs smayl ɛn kis fɔ Jizɔs" we
yu kɔmpia am (Me 24, 1919, volyum 12, pej 121),
Jizɔs
ad, we i ɛksplen di rizin fɔ dis prɛvɛshɔn:
"ɛnitɛm we dɛn nɔ gɛt mi, yu de fil day
ɛn yu de ripɛnt di day we sol dɛn de gi mi bay dɛn
sin" (June 16, 1919, volyum 12 , pej 123 ɛn 124) . I
tan lɛk se ɛvin dɔn lɔk fɔ Luisa ɛn no
kɔntakt nɔ de wit di wɔl insay am (Nɔvɛmba
3, 1919, volyum 12, pej 130),
-
absɛns fɔ fred, dawt ɛn fred, mɔ fɔ Ɛl
wit di men bɛnifit fɔ sikyɔriti (Ɔktoba 15, 1919,
volyum 12, pej 130),
- lɔs
in yon filin (Januari 19, 1912, volyum 10, pej 57),
- fɔ
kɔnt di tin dɛn we pɔsin lɛk ɛn di tin dɛn
we i lɛk fɔ lan bɔt Gɔd (Disɛmba 6, 1904,
volyum 6, pej 73),
- we
dɛn nɔ gɛt ɔl di tin dɛn we mɔtalman
ebul fɔ du, usay insay dis stet, di pɔsin nɔ go ebul
fɔ kɔmplen, ɔ difend insɛf, ɔ fri insɛf
frɔm wetin na misfɔstans fɔ am (Jun 24, 1900, volyum
3, pej 85),
- day
to in yon layf, nɔ want igen, nɔ afɛkt, nɔ lɛk,
ɔltin insay de tan lɛk se i dɔn day, ɛn di sayn
we shɔ pas ɔl fɔ sho se Jizɔs in tichin dɛn
dɔn bia frut na di sol na dat pɔsin nɔ de fil ɛnitin
igen bɔt insɛf, we i no dat layf insay di Divayn Will na fɔ
sɔlv insɛf insay Jizɔs (Sɛptɛmba 13, 1919,
volyum 12, pej 128),
Di
kwaliti dɛn ɛn di tin dɛn we kin apin we pɔsin
liv in layf di we aw Gɔd want
- Fɔ
liv insay di Divayn Wil na kɔmyuniɔn we go de sote go, we
pas fɔ gɛt sakramɛnt kɔmyuniɔn (Mach 23,
1910, volyum 9, pej 32),
- Tru
oli we na fɔ liv insay di Divayn Wil, fɔ no se dis oli we
gɛt dip rut so dat no denja nɔ de fɔ mek i shek. Di
sol we gɛt dis oli we i tinap tranga wan, i nɔ de ɔnda
inkɔnstant ɛn fɔlt dɛn we i want. I de pe
atɛnshɔn to in wok dɛn. I sakrifays ɛn i nɔ
de nia ɔltin ɛn ɔlman, ivin di spiritual dairekta
dɛn. I de gro so dat in flawa ɛn frut dɛn go rich
na Ɛvin! I so ayd insay Gɔd dat di wɔl nɔ de
si natin bɔt am. Di Divayn Wil dɔn absɔb
am. Jizɔs na in layf, na in mek in sol ɛn na in
mɔdel. I nɔ gɛt ɛnitin fɔ du wit Jizɔs
(Ɔgɔst 14, 1917, volyum 12, pej 28),
- Oli
insay di Divayn Wil nɔto mɔtalman bɔt na Divayn oli.
- Liv
in di Divayn Will de lid to di big big oli we di krichɔ kin
aspir fɔ (Januari 20, 1907, volyum 7, pej 64),
- We
de liv insay di Divayn Wil, de ɔltɛm wit pis, in pafɛkt
satisfay ɛn nɔ de wɔri bɔt natin atɔl (May
24, 1910, volyum 9, pej 34),
- Di
sol we de liv insay di Divayn Wil de du wetin Gɔd want ɛn
Gɔd de du wetin i want, to di say we dis sol de rich di say we i
de wik ɛn disarm Gɔd as i want bay dis suprɛm union
(1st Novɛmba 1910, volyum 9, pej 51), .
- Di
sol we de liv insay di Divayn Wil na di Paradays fɔ Wi Masta
Jizɔs na di wɔl (Nɔvɛmba 3, 1910, volyum 9, pej
52), di Wil fɔ Gɔd na di paradays fɔ di sol na di wɔl
ɛn di sol we de liv na di Divayn Wil na Gɔd in Paradays
(Julay 3, 1910, volyum 7, pej 29),
- We
di sol de liv insay di Divayn Wil, i de gɛt di lɔv we
pafɛkt pas ɔl; i kin ebul fɔ lɛk Jizɔs
wit In yon Lɔv; i kin bi ɔl lɔv; i de
kɔntinyu fɔ tɔk to Jizɔs (Nɔvɛmba 6,
1906, volyum 7, pej 53),
-
Layf insay di Divayn Wil min se di sol fɔ kɔmplit
spiritualiz, ɛn kam fɔ bi lɛk klin spirit, lɛk se
matirial nɔ de insay am igen, so di wil (mɔtalman ɛn
Divayn) kin du pafɛkt wan ɔl ‘a (May 21, 2019). 1900,
volyum 3, pej 73), .
- Fɔ
du tin wit Gɔd ɛn fɔ de wit pis, na di sem tin. Insay
Gɔd, ɔltin na pis (Jun 17, 1900, volyum 3, pej 83), pis na
di sayn we shɔ pas ɔl we de sho se pɔsin de sɔfa
ɛn wok fɔ mi, na fɔ test di pis we mi pikin dɛn
go ɛnjɔy wit mi na ɛvin (Julay 29, 1909, volyum 9, pej
13), .
Layf
insay di Divayn Wil ɛn di tri pawa dɛn we di sol gɛt:
sɛns, mɛmori ɛn wil
Frɔm
volyum 12 pan di wok "Di Buk fɔ Ɛvin" ,
we dɛn pul frɔm di mɛsej we dɛn gi May 8, 1919,
pej 116:
Na
insay di intɛlijɛns, di mɛmori ɛn di wil (di 3
pawa dɛn we di sol gɛt), di pat we rili impɔtant pas
ɔl pan di pɔsin, na in dɛn print di divayn imej .
Di
pen we bin de mek Wi Masta Jizɔs sɔfa pas ɔl di tɛm
we i bin de sɔfa na di ipokrit we di Faresi dɛn bin de
mek .
Frɔm
volyum 13 pan di wok "Di Buk fɔ Ɛvin" ,
mɛsej we dɛn gi Novɛmba 22, 1921, pej 60 ɛn 61:
“ Mi
gyal pikin, di pen we bin de mɔna mi pas ɔl di tɛm we
a bin de Pashiɔn na di ipokrit we di Faresi dɛn bin de
mek; dɛn bin de mek lɛk se dɛn de du wetin rayt
we dɛn nɔ bin de du wetin rayt pas ɔlman . Dɛn
bin de mek lɛk se dɛn oli, dɛn de du wetin rayt ɛn
dɛn de ɔganayz, pan ɔl we dɛn na di wan
dɛn we nɔ de du wetin rayt pas ɔlman , we nɔ
de pan ɔl di lɔ dɛn ɛn we nɔ gɛt
wanwɔd. Pan ɔl we dɛn bin de mek lɛk se
dɛn de ɔnɔ Gɔd, dɛn bin de ɔnɔ
dɛnsɛf, dɛn bin de kia fɔ wetin dɛn want, ɛn
dɛn bin de kɔrej dɛnsɛf .
Di
layt nɔ bin ebul fɔ go insay dɛn, bikɔs dɛn
ipokrit bin dɔn lɔk ɔl di domɔt dɛn. Dɛn
vaniti na bin di ki we, insay wan dɛbul tɔn, lɔk dɛn
insay dɛn day ɛn ivin stɔp ɔl di layt we
nɔ bin de shayn bɛtɛ . Ivin Paylet we bin de
wɔship aydɔl bin gɛt mɔ layt pas di Faresi dɛn,
bikɔs ɔl wetin i bin de du ɛn tɔk nɔto bikɔs
i bin de mek lɛk se i de du am, bɔt i kɔmɔt frɔm
fred .
A
kin fil mɔ lɛk di pɔsin we sin, ivin di wan we de du
bad pas ɔlman, if i nɔ de ful pɔsin, pas di wan dɛn
we bɛtɛ bɔt ipokrit . O ! Di
pɔsin we de du gud na di fes, we de mek lɛk se in gud, de
pre, bɔt we dɛn de kɔba bad ɛn in yon intres pan
am, rili vɛks pan mi; we in lip dɛn de pre, in at de
fa frɔm mi . We i de du gud, i kin tink bɔt
fɔ satisfay di bad bad tin dɛn we i lɛk. Pan ɔl
di gud tin dɛn we i tan lɛk se i de du ɛn di wɔd
dɛn we i de tɔk, di ipokrit man nɔ go ebul fɔ
briŋ layt to ɔda pipul dɛn bikɔs i dɔn lɔk
di domɔt dɛn .
I
de du lɛk dɛbul we tan lɛk pɔsin we de mek lɛk
se i de du gud, i de tɛmpt tin dɛn we Gɔd mek . We
di man si sɔntin we gud, i kin lɛk am. Bɔt we i
de na di bɛst we, i kin si se dɛn dɔn drɛb insɛf
pan di sin dɛn we rili siriɔs. O ! Aw di
tɛmteshɔn dɛn we de apin ɔnda di apinɛns fɔ
sin nɔ denja pas di wan dɛn we de sho dɛnsɛf ɔnda
di apinɛns fɔ gud! I nɔ denja fɔ dil wit
wikɛd pipul dɛn pas di wan dɛn we tan lɛk se dɛn
gud bɔt we ipokrit . Us pɔyzin dɛn de
ayd ! Ɔmɔs sol dɛn dɔn pɔyzin ?
If
nɔto fɔ dɛn simulshɔn ya ɛn if ɔlman no
mi fɔ wetin a bi, di rut dɛn fɔ di bad tin dɛn go
kɔmɔt na di wɔl ɛn ɔlman nɔ go ful”.
Di
wan we de liv insay di Divayn Wil nɔ go ebul fɔ go na
Pɔgatɔri
Frɔm
volyum 11 pan di wok "Di Buk fɔ Ɛvin" ,
we dɛn pul frɔm di mɛsej we dɛn gi Mach 8, 1914,
pej 73:
“ Mi
gyal pikin, di sol we de liv insay mi Wil nɔ go ebul fɔ go
na pɔgatɔri, da ples de usay sol dɛn klin frɔm
ɔltin .
Afta
a dɔn gayd am wit jɛlɔs insay mi Wil insay in layf, aw
a go alaw di faya we de na pɔgatɔri fɔ tɔch am?
If
i pas ɔl, i nɔ go gɛt sɔm klos dɛn, bɔt
mi Wil go klos am wit ɔl wetin i nid bifo i sho am di Divinity .
Dɔn
a go sho misɛf”.
Smɔl
nɔmba pan di oli wan dɛn we gɛt di Divayn Wil bikɔs
i nid fɔ pul ɔltin pan yusɛf
Frɔm
volyum 12 pan di wok "Di Buk fɔ Ɛvin" ,
we dɛn pul frɔm di mɛsej we dɛn gi Epril 15,
1919, pej 112 ɛn 113:
“ Mi
gyal pikin, na mi Will nɔmɔ de briŋ tru tru gladi
at. Na in nɔmɔ de gi ɔl di guds to di sol, we de
mek i bi di kwin fɔ tru tru gladi-at. Na di sol dɛn
nɔmɔ we go dɔn liv insay mi Wil go bi kwin nia mi tron
bikɔs na mi Wil go bɔn dɛn . A
fɔ sho una se bɔku tɛm di pipul dɛn we bin de
arawnd mi nɔ bin gladi [...].
Di
oli wan dɛn we de insay mi Wil, we mi Mɔtalman we dɔn
gɛt layf bak de sho, nɔ go bɔku [...].
Di
oli we we a want nɔ gɛt natin we na di sol in yon, bɔt
ɔltin kɔmɔt frɔm Gɔd .
Fɔ
rɛdi fɔ pul ɔltin pan yusɛf kin rili tranga; dis
go mek bɔku sol dɛn nɔ go de we go ebul fɔ du
dis . Yu de na di sayd fɔ di smɔl wan dɛn.
Di
sol fɔ day fɔ in yon layf fɔ mek i go liv di layf we
Jizɔs bin gɛt
Frɔm
volyum 12 fɔ di wok "Di Buk fɔ Ɛvin" ,
mɛsej we dɛn gi Sɛptɛmba 13, 1919, pej 128:
" Mi
bita bita-bita bin de go ɔp ɛn a kɔmplen to mi Jizɔs
we a kin lɛk ɔltɛm se, 'Sɔri fɔ mi, mi Lɔv,
sɔri fɔ mi! Yu nɔ si aw a brok? A fil lɛk
se a nɔ gɛt layf igen, a nɔ gɛt ɛni layf
igen, a nɔ gɛt ɛnitin fɔ du wit am, i nɔ gɛt
ɛnitin fɔ du wit am lɔv;ɔltin we de insay mi, tan
lɛk se i dɔn day .Ah!Jizɔs!Usay di frut dɛn
fɔ ɔl yu tichin dɛn de insay mi? We a bin de tɔk
dis, a fil se Jizɔs de nia mi bad bad wan, i tay mi ɛn tay
mi wit strɔng chen. I tɛl mi se :
“ Mi
gyal pikin, di sayn we shɔ pas ɔl fɔ se mi tichin dɛn
dɔn prodyuz frut insay yu na dat yu nɔ de fil ɛnitin
igen bɔt yusɛf . Nɔto layf insay mi
Wil kɔnsist fɔ sɔlv insay mi ? na dat mek yu
na yu want, yu afɛkt, ɛn ɔda tin dɛn if yu dɔn
sɔlv dɛn na mi Wil?Mi Wil na big big wan ɛn i tek
tumɔs tray fɔ difayn am.Fɔ liv insay mi, i
bɛtɛ fɔ lɛ pɔsin nɔ liv wit in yon layf
ɔdasay, pɔsin de sho se i nɔ gladi fɔ liv mi layf
ɛn fɔ mek a dɔn sɔlv am kpatakpata insay mi ”.
Fɔ
mek di sol no insɛf na Gɔd nɔmɔ, ɔl wetin i
gɛt frɔm insɛf fɔ ridyus to natin.
Frɔm
volyum 3 pan di wok "Di Buk fɔ Ɛvin" ,
mɛsej we dɛn gi Jun 27, 1900, pej 87 ɛn 88:
“ Mi
gyal pikin, wetin a want frɔm yu na fɔ no yusɛf insay
mi, ɛn nɔto insay yusɛf. So, yu nɔ go mɛmba
yusɛf igen, bɔt na mi nɔmɔ.
If
yu nɔ pe atɛnshɔn to yusɛf, yu go jɔs no
mi. Insofar as yu fɔgɛt yusɛf ɛn pwɛl
yusɛf, yu go go bifo pan mi no, yu go no yusɛf nɔmɔ
insay mi .
We
yu du dis, yu nɔ go tink wit yu bren igen, bɔt yu go tink
wit mi yon. Yu nɔ go luk wit yu yay igen, yu nɔ go tɔk
wit yu mɔt igen, di bit we yu at bit nɔ go bi yu yon igen,
yu nɔ go wok wit yu an igen, yu nɔ go waka wit yu fut
igen . Yu go luk wit mi Ay, yu go tɔk wit mi Mɔt,
yu at bit go bi mi yon, yu go wok wit mi an, yu go waka wit mi Fut.
Ɛn
fɔ mek dat apin, dat min se di sol de no insɛf na Gɔd
nɔmɔ, i fɔ go bak usay i kɔmɔt, dat min se
to Gɔd, we i kɔmɔt frɔm. I fɔ fala di
pɔsin we mek am gud gud wan; ɔl wetin i tek frɔm
insɛf ɛn we nɔ gri wit usay i kɔmɔt, i fɔ
ridyus to natin .
Na
dis we nɔmɔ, we i nekɛd ɛn we i wɛr klos, i
go ebul fɔ go bak usay i kɔmɔt, no insɛf nɔmɔ
insay Gɔd ɛn wok akɔdin to di ɛnd we dɛn mek
am fɔ . Fɔ mek di sol kɔnfɔm wit
mi kɔmplit wan, di sol fɔ bi tin we pɔsin nɔ de
si lɛk mi ”.
