Ufumu
wa Divine Fiat mu zolengedwa
PICCARRETA
Bukhu
la Kumwamba
Chithunzi
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Kuitana
zolengedwa kubwerera kumalo, udindo ndi cholinga
chimene
adalengedwa ndi Mulungu
Luisa
Piccarreta
Mwana
wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu
Ali ndi
zaka 9 , Ambuye wathu amayamba kumveketsa mawu ake
mkati.
Ali ndi
zaka 13 anali ndi masomphenya ake oyambirira:
Yesu,
atanyamula mtanda wake, adayang'ana kumwamba kwa iye nati ,
"Moyo, ndithandizeni!"
Kuyambira
nthawi imeneyo, chilakolako chosakhutitsidwa chimayamba mwa iye kuti
azunzike chifukwa cha chikondi cha Yesu.Munthawi imeneyi masautso
akuthupi oyamba a Zowawa akuyambanso, komanso zowawa zazikulu zauzimu
ndi zamakhalidwe.
Ali ndi
zaka 16 , potsatira chikhumbo chimene Yesu ndi
Mariya ananena, anadzipatulira kwa Yesu monga wozunzidwa.
Kuyambira
nthawi imeneyo, masomphenyawo anachuluka ndipo iye anagwirizana
kwambiri ndi mazunzo a Yesu mu Kuvutika kwake.
Ngakhale
kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, ndi kwa moyo wake wonse ( ie
kwa zaka 65 ), iye sangathe kudya kapena kumwa, kukana
chakudya chilichonse.
Chakudya chake
chokha ndi Ukaristia Woyera.
Chifukwa cha
zowawa zake za Passion of Jesus, zomwe zikukulirakulira, Luisa nthawi
zambiri amasiya kugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zake.
Thupi lake
limauma, nthawi zina kwa masiku angapo, mpaka wansembe (kawirikawiri
womuvomereza) afika;
mu
dzina la kumvera, kuti amuchotse iye mu chikhalidwe ichi cha imfa.
Ali ndi
zaka 23 , chaka chimodzi atayamba kupuma kwake kwa
bedi kosatha (zomwe zikanatha kwa moyo wake wonse), adalandira
chisomo cha Mystical Marriage.
Ukwati uwu
ukukonzedwanso patapita miyezi 11 Kumwamba, pamaso pa Utatu
Woyera. Ndipanthawiyi pomwe Mphatso ya Chifuniro Chaumulungu
idaperekedwa kwa iye.
Anamwalira
mu 1947 atangotsala pang’ono kufika
sitandade 82 .
- patatha
masiku 15 chibayo,
matenda okhawo
omwe adadwalapo m'moyo wake wonse.
Iye amasiya
moyo mbandakucha, pamene, tsiku lililonse, omuvomereza anamutulutsa
mu imfa yake.
Luisa walemba
zambiri. Iye anachita izi chifukwa chomvera Yesu ndi ovomereza
ake, kugonjetsa chidani champhamvu chimene iye ankayesetsa nthawi
zonse kulemba ndi kulankhula za iye mwini.
Zolemba zake
zazikulu zimapanga mavoliyumu 36 a
buku lake lamutu wakuti “ Buku
la Kumwamba” (dzina loperekedwa ndi
Yesu mwiniyo).
Iwo akufotokoza
za moyo wake ndi kugawana zokambilana zake ndi Yesu, njira imene iye
wasankha.
kuti adziwitse
ziphunzitso zake zodabwitsa komanso zodabwitsa za moyo mu Chifuniro
Chaumulungu.
Zomwe
zidapangitsa Luisa kumenyedwa zidakhazikitsidwa mu 1994.
Mmodzi wa
ovomereza ake, wodala fr. Annibale M. Di
Francia , posachedwapa adalemekezedwa
ndi Papa Yohane Paulo Wachiwiri.
Luisa
Piccarreta
The
Child of the Divine Will 1865-1947 Corato, Province of Bari, Italy
O Utatu
Woyera,
Ambuye
wathu Yesu Khristu anatiphunzitsa kuti tikamapemphera
tiyenera kupempha
- Dzina la
Atate wathu wakumwamba lilemekezedwe,
- kuti
chifuniro chake chichitidwe padziko lapansi monga Kumwamba ndi
-Ufumu wake
ubwere pakati pathu.
Mu chikhumbo
chathu chachikulu chodziwitsa za Ufumu wake wa Chikondi, Chilungamo
ndi Mtendere, tikukupemphani modzichepetsa kuti mulemekeze mtumiki
wanu Luisa,
- Mwana wa
Chifuniro Chaumulungu
amene, ndi
mapemphero ake osalekeza ndi zowawa zake zazikulu, wapembedzera ndi
mtima wonse
-kupulumutsa
miyoyo e
-Kubwera kwa
Ufumu wa Mulungu pa dziko lapansi.
Potsatira
chitsanzo chake, tikupemphera, Atate, Mwana ndi Mzimu Woyera,
-kutithandiza
ife mokondwera kukumbatira mitanda yathu padziko lapansi pano, kuti
ifenso,
timalemekeza
dzina la Atate wathu wa Kumwamba e
tinali kulowa
mu ufumu wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu. Amene.
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Carmelo Cassati, Bishopu wamkulu
Nsembe yaikulu
imayikidwa pa ine mwa kumvera koyera.
Ndiyenera
kulemba zimene zinachitika pakati pa ine ndi Yesu wokondedwa wanga
kwa zaka zoposa 16.
Ndimadzimva
kuti ndine wolemetsedwa ndi ntchitoyo (1).
Komabe,
ngakhale kuti ndasokonezeka, ndikufuna kudzipereka kwambiri momwe
ndingathere.
Ndimakhulupirira
mwa Yesu, Mkwatibwi wanga wokondedwa, amene adzatha kupirira ntchito
yanga.
Kotero ndikhoza
kudzaza
- chifukwa cha
ulemerero waukulu wa Mulungu e
- chifukwa cha
chikondi chimene ndili nacho pa ukoma wokoma wa
kumvera .
"Chotero
ndikuyamba, O Yesu, mwa inu, ndi inu, ndi kwa
inu . sindidzidalira ndekha, koma ndiri ndi
chikhulupiriro mwa inu.
Popanda inu
sindingachite kanthu.
Mulole kulemba
uku, kuyambira pachiyambi mpaka kumapeto, kuchitidwe
- Kwa ulemerero
wanu waukulu,
-pa kukula kwa
chikondi changa kwa inu ndi
- chifukwa cha
chisokonezo changa chachikulu. "
Ndili ndi zaka
17, ndinkafuna kuchita zimenezi tsiku ndi tsiku
-kusinkhasinkha,
- machitidwe
osiyanasiyana a ukoma e
-zambiri
zosiyanasiyana, ndimadzikonzekeretsa kuphwando
la Khrisimasi,
ndiko kuti, pa
phwando la Kubadwa kwa Yesu wachifundo wanga nthawizonse.
Ndipo zonsezi,
kwa nthawi ya novena.
Mwapadera,
ndinafuna kulemekeza miyezi isanu ndi inayi
m’mene
Yesu anasankha kukhala m’mimba mwa namwali wa Namwali Wodala
kuchita
masiku asanu ndi anayi pa tsiku kusinkhasinkha zisanu ndi zinayi pa
tsiku pa chinsinsi chodala cha Kubadwanso
kwa thupi.
Posinkhasinkha,
ndinasankha kupita Kumwamba ndi maganizo. Ndinalingalira za
Utatu Woyera mu msonkhano wosankha,
kulinganiza
kuwombola mtundu wa anthu kunagwera m’masautso oipitsitsa,
mmenemo, popanda kuchitapo kanthu kwaumulungu,
sikukanatha kuwukanso,
kubweretsa moyo watsopano wa ufulu
wotheratu.
Kenako ndinaona
Atate akupanga chisankho.
- kutumiza
Mwana wake wobadwa yekha padziko lapansi,
- womaliza
molingana ndi chikhumbo cha abambo ake, e
- Mzimu Woyera
amene amapereka chivomerezo chake chonse ku chipulumutso cha anthu.
Umunthu
wanga wonse unazizwa ndi chinsinsi chachikulu chotere
-
chikondi pakati pa anthu a Mulungu,
- chikondi
chachikulu
kumangiriza
pamodzi Umulungu ndikuwaunikira anthu.
Kenako
ndinalingalira za kusayamika kwa izi, zomwe zinapangitsa Chikondi
chachikulu chotere kusagwira ntchito. Ndikadakhalabe mumkhalidwe
uwu tsiku lonse, m’malo mwa ola limodzi lokha, Yesu akanapanda
kundipangitsa kumva liwu lamkati lomwe linandiuza kuti:
“Zakwana
tsopano.
Bwerani ndi ine
ndipo mudzawona zopambanitsa za chikondi changa pa inu."
Lingaliro langa
lidatsogozedwa kuti ndiganizire za Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi
zonse,
amene
amakhala m'mimba yoyera ya Namwali ndi Amayi
Maria.
Ndinadabwa kuti
Mulungu wathu wamkulu,
-chomwe
sichikhoza kukhala ndi kumwamba,
- kufunidwa,
chifukwa cha chikondi cha anthu,
imakhala
yaying'ono kwambiri ndipo mumangokhala pamalo aang'ono, mpaka mutha
kusuntha kapena kupuma.
Kuganizira
kumeneku kunandichititsa kukonda Yesu wobadwa kumene.
Anandiuza mumtima
kuti:
"Onani
momwe ndimakukondera!
Chifukwa
cha chisoni, ndipatseni malo mu mtima mwanu. Tulukani m'zonse
zomwe sizichokera kwa ine,
kuti
ndikhale womasuka kuyenda ndi kupuma. "
Pamenepo mtima
wanga unasweka ndi chikondi pa iye. kutulutsa misozi yanga
kwaulere,
-Ndinapempha
chikhululukiro cha machimo anga;
-kulonjeza kuti
udzakhala wako nthawi zonse.
Komabe,
ndinayenera kuwona
-kuti
ndinabwereza lonjezo lomwelo tsiku ndi tsiku ndi
-kuti,
zosokoneza kwambiri,
Nthaŵi
zonse ndabwerera m’zolakwa zomwezo.
Zimenezi
zandibweretsera mavuto aakulu. Ndipo ndinati:
"Aa! Yesu
wanga, mwakhala mwachifundo chotani nanga kwa cholengedwa chatsoka
chomwe ndili nacho, ndipo mukadali bwanji! Ndichitireni chifundo
nthawi zonse!"
Umu ndi momwe
ola langa lachiwiri ndi lachitatu lakusinkhasinkha linayendera.
Ndipo kotero
ine ndinapitirira mpaka ola lachisanu ndi chinayi, limene ndinasiya,
chifukwa cha zododometsa zanga zosakoma ndi zonyansa.
Komabe, liwulo
linandipempha kuti ndipitirize ndi kusinkhasinkha kwa novena,
kundichenjeza.
-kuti ngati
simunatero,
-Ndikanapanda
kupuma, palibe mtendere.
Ndipo ndimayesa
kulingalira momwe ndingachitire bwino,
- nthawi zina
pa mawondo anu,
- nthawi zina
amagwada pansi.
Panali nthaŵi
zina achibale anga anandiletsa kuchita zimenezi pamene ndinali
kugwira ntchito. Koma ndinkafunabe kukhutiritsa Yesu wanga
wabwino kwambiri.
Chifukwa chake
ndimakhala tsiku lililonse kuchokera ku novena yanga yopatulika,
- mpaka tsiku
lina
-komwe Yesu
wokondedwa wanga adandipatsa mphotho yachilendo komanso
yosayembekezereka.
Unali usiku
usanafike Khrisimasi .
Ndinali ndekha
ndipo ndinali pafupi kutsiriza kusinkhasinkha kwanga pamene,
mwadzidzidzi, ndinamva mkati mwanga kutenthedwa kwachilendo.
Ndinadzipeza
ndekha pamaso pa mwana wachisomo kwambiri Yesu.
Anali wokongola
komanso wokongola kwambiri!
Koma chifukwa
chosowa chikondi
-chomwe
chidapatsidwa kwa iye ndi zolengedwa zosayamika;
-anali
kunjenjemera ndi kuzizira.
Adachita
ngati akufuna kundipsopsona. Ndinasangalala kwambiri .
Nthawi yomweyo
ndinadzuka ndikumuthamangira kumupsopsona. Koma nditafuna
kumukumbatira anasowa. Izi zinachitika katatu, ndipo nthawi
iliyonse sindinathe kumupsompsona.
Ndinakwiya
kwambiri.
Zonse
zidalowetsedwa ndi chikondi, ndidalowa m'chikondi
-ndizovuta kuti
ndifotokoze zonsezi m'mawu,
-chifukwa
ndilibe njira yoyenera yofotokozera ndekha.
Sindikukana
kuti ndinasandulika kotheratu ndi Yesu ndi chikondi.” Kutentha
kodabwitsaku kunatenga masiku angapo.
Kenako
inacheperachepera.
Kwa nthawi
yaitali sindinalole aliyense kuti atuluke thukuta.
Zitatero, mawu
amene anali mkati mwanga sanandichoke. Pamene ndinali kugwa,
liwulo
linandikalipila pambuyo pa tchimo langa lililonse. Anandiwongolera
ndi kundiphunzitsa kuti ndiyenera kuchita zonse bwino kwambiri.
Zinandilimbitsa
mtima pamene ndinagwa ndipo zinandilonjeza kuti ndidzakhala tcheru
m’tsogolo.
Tsopano Ambuye
wathu akupitiriza
-kuchita ndi
ine ngati bambo wabwino kwa mwana wake,
kubweretsanso
mwana wotayika ku njira ya ukoma;
nthawi
zonse agwiritse ntchito zoyesayesa za atate wake kumsunga m’ntchito
yake, kotero kuti akabale ulemu ndi ulemerero wa Mulungu, e
amene
nthawizonse amafuna nsanje korona wa ukoma. Koma tsoka,
mwamanyazi ndi chisokonezo, ndiyenera kufuula:
"O Yesu,
ndakhala wosayamika bwanji kwa inu!"
Kenako Mbuye
Wanga Wabwino ndi Waumulungu adayamba kumasula mtima wanga ku zokonda
zonse zomwe zidawuukira kwa zolengedwa.
Anadza kwa ine
ndipo, monga mwa nthawi zonse, anandiuza ndi mawu amkati:
"Ndine
Wanu Zonse.
Ndiyenera
kukondedwa ndi inu ndi chikondi chofanana ndi chomwe ndili nacho pa
inu.
Ngati
simudzasiya dziko laling'ono la malingaliro anu, zokonda, ndi
kumverera kwa
zolengedwa, sindingathe
- lowetsani
kwathunthu mu mtima mwanu ndi
- kukhala nacho
mpaka kalekale.
Kunong'onezana
kosalekeza kwa malingaliro anu
kukulepheretsani
kumva Mau anga momveka bwino, zomwe zimandiletsa
ine
-kutsanulira
chisomo changa mwa inu ndi
-kukupangitsani
kuti muyambe kukondana ndi ine. Ndine mwamuna wansanje kwambiri.
Ndilonjezeni
kuti mudzakhala wanga kwathunthu.
Ndigwira
ntchito kuchita zomwe ndikufuna kwa inu.
Mukunena zoona
pamene mukunena kuti simungathe kuchita chilichonse mwa inu
nokha. Koma usaope, ndidzakuchitira zonse.
Ndipatseni
kufuna kwanu: kundikwanira” .
Nthawi zambiri
ankandiuza zimenezi pa mwambo wa Mgonero Wopatulika.
Kenako
ndinalira modandaula ndipo ndinalonjeza kuti, kuposa ndi kale lonse,
ndidzakhala wake kotheratu. Ndipo ngati, mu nthawi imeneyo,
-
Ndinazindikira kuti sindikuchita mogwirizana ndi chifuniro chake,
- Ndinamupempha
chikhululukiro ndi
-Ndinamuuza
kuti ndikufunadi kumukonda ndi mtima wanga wonse.
Podziwa kuti,
polandidwa chithandizo chake, ndikanachita zoipa kwambiri,
ndinamupempha kuti asanditaye.
Yesu ,
akundichititsa kumva Mawu ake mu mtima mwanga, anandiuza
kuti :
"Ayi! Ayi!
Nthawi zonse
ndinkamuganizira.
Pamene
ndinasokonezedwa ndi zokambirana ndi banja langa kapena mawu
osafunika kapena osafunikira, nthawi yomweyo ndinamva Liwu Lake
likunena kwa ine:
“Sindimakonda
zokambiranazi.
Amadzaza
malingaliro anu ndi zinthu zomwe sizindisangalatsa. Amazungulira
mtima wanu ndi malingaliro oyipa,
zomwe
zimaononga chisomo chomwe ndidakumwetserani, chofooka ndi chopanda
moyo. O! yesetsani kunditsanza ine, monga ndinali m’nyumba
ya Nazarete;
maganizo anga
anali otanganidwa basi
zimene
zinali za ulemerero wa Atate wanga ndi chipulumutso cha miyoyo.
Kukamwa kwanga
kunali kungotsegula
-kunena zinthu
zopatulika e
- kutsimikizira
ena kuti achite
-kukonza
zolakwa za Atate wanga
Chifukwa chake
mitima yosweka ndi zowawa idakopeka, idafewetsedwa ndi chisomo,
idabweretsedwa ku Chikondi changa.
Kodi
ndikuuzeni za misonkhano yauzimu imene ndakhala nayo ndi
olingaliridwa kukhala Amayi ndi Atate?
Kotero
ndinakhala chete mkati ndipo onse osokonezeka ndimafuna kukhala
ndekha momwe ndingathere.
Ndinavomereza
zofooka zanga kwa Yesu.
Ndinapempha
thandizo lake ndi chisomo chake chifukwa chosunga nthawi pokwaniritsa
zomwe adandipempha.
Ndinavomerezanso
kuti, ndekha, sindingathe kuchita china koma choipa.
Ndipo tsoka kwa
ine pamene malingaliro anga kapena mtima wanga nthawi zina udachoka
kwa Yesu ndikukhala ndi chidwi ndi anthu omwe ndimawakonda.
Mwadzidzidzi
komanso mwadzidzidzi, Mawu ake adabweranso ndipo adati mowuma:
"Kodi
iyi ndi njira yako yondikonda ine? Ndani adakukonda iwe monga momwe
ndimakondera? Ziwa
-ngati
simusiya,
"Ndidzachoka
ndikusiyani nokha, momwe mungathere."
Chifukwa cha
zitonzo zambiri, ndinamva kuti mtima wanga ukusweka. Ndinkangolira
kwambiri n’kumupempha kuti andikhululukire.
Tsiku lina
m’mawa, nditalandira Mgonero Woyera, anandipatsa
-masomphenya
omveka bwino a chikondi chachikulu chomwe anali nacho kwa ine,
- komanso
masomphenya a chikondi chosasunthika ndi chosasinthika chomwe
zolengedwa zimakhala nazo kwa iye. Mtima wanga unatengedwa
kwathunthu. Kuyambira pamenepo, sindikanatha kukonda wina
aliyense koma iye yekha.
Mwachitsanzo,
ngati china chake chabwino chikabwera m'maganizo mwanga, ndimayenera
kuvomereza kuti iye ndiye injiniyo kaye
-ndi mlembi wa
katunduyu e
-amene
amagwiritsa ntchito zolengedwa kupereka Chikondi chake pa ine.
Koma ngati ndagwidwa
ndi choipa china;
Ine
ndiyenera kuganiza kuti Mulungu analola izo kaamba ka ubwino wanga
wauzimu kapena wakuthupi.
Chifukwa chake,
mtima wanga ukhoza kukopeka ndi Mulungu komanso kukhala wolumikizidwa
kwa Iye.
Kuona Mulungu
m’zolengedwa, ulemerero wanga kwa iwo udzachuluka.
Akandikwiyitsa,
ndinkaona kuti ndili ndi udindo
-kuwakonda
kudzera mwa Mulungu ndi
-Kukhulupirira
kuti amandibweretsera chiyeneretso cha moyo wanga.
Zolengedwazo
zikanandiyandikira ndi kunditamanda ndi kundiwomba m’manja,
ndikanazilandira monyozeka ndipo ndikanati mumtima mwanga:
"Lero
amandikonda. Mawa akhoza kundida. Zolengedwa ndi zosinthika."
Motero mtima
wanga wapeza ufulu umene sindingathe kuufotokoza.
Pambuyo pa
Mtsogoleri wanga Waumulungu wandichotsa kudziko lakunja,
atandilekanitsa
ndi zolengedwa ndi kuchokera
atamasulidwa
ku maganizo ndi chikondi kwa iwo, anayamba kuyeretsa mkati mwa mtima
wanga .
Mawu ake okoma
nthawi zambiri ankamveka m'makutu mwanga kuti:
"Tsopano
takhala tokha palibe chomwe chikutivuta, sulinso osangalala tsopano.
kuposa pa
nthawi imene munkafuna kusangalatsa anthu okhala pafupi
nanu? Simukuwona kuti ndikosavuta kundisangalatsa ndekha,
kuposa
kusangalatsa ambiri?
Mucikozyanyo,
tuyoocita mbuli kuti nywebo nondili tukkede munyika. Ndilonjezeni
kuti ndidzakhala wokhulupirika
Ndipo
ndidzakutsanulirani chisomo chimene chidzakudabwitseni.
Ndili ndi
zolinga zazikulu za inu zomwe ndingathe kuzikwaniritsa
-ngati mufanane
ndi zomwe ndikufunsani e
- ngati
mutsatira Chifuniro changa.
Ndidzakondwera
kukupangirani chithunzi chabwino cha ine. Mudzanditsanza m’zonse
zimene ndachita mu Umunthu wanga,
-kubadwa kwanga
-ku imfa yanga.
Osakayikira za
kupambana, chifukwa ndikuphunzitsani pang'onopang'ono momwe
mungachitire ".
Tsiku ndi
tsiku, makamaka pambuyo pa Mgonero Woyera,
anali
kundiuza zoti ndidandaule
nazo
popanda
kupitirira malire a kutopa,
kupangitsa kuti
chisomo chopatsidwa kwa ine chichuluke.
Kuti
akwaniritse izi, nthawi zambiri ankandiuza kuti:
"Kuti
ndikhuthulire zabwino zanga mu mtima mwako, ndikofunikira kuti
udzitsimikizire kuti,
yekha ,
simungathe
kuchita kalikonse.
Ndimadzaza ndi
mphatso zanga ndi chisomo changa miyoyo yomwe imazengereza kufotokoza
kwa iwo okha zotsatira zabwino za ntchito yawo yochitidwa ndi chisomo
changa.
Ndimawayang'ana
ndi chivomerezo chochuluka.
Miyoyo yomwe
imaona mphatso zanga ndi chisomo changa ngati kuti adadzigulira okha,
amachita zakuba zambiri.
Adzinene okha
kuti:
“Zipatso
zobala m’munda mwanga
- siziyenera
kunenedwa kwa ine, cholengedwa chosauka komanso chomvetsa chisoni,
-koma ndizo
zotsatira za mphatso zomwe zandichulukira mwa chikondi chaumulungu”.
Kumbukirani
kuti ndine wowolowa manja ndikutsanulira mitsinje yachisomo pa miyoyo
- omwe
amazindikira zachabechabe chawo,
-omwe
sadzitengera okha chilichonse, e
- amene
amamvetsetsa kuti zonse zimakwaniritsidwa mwa chisomo changa.
Kotero, powona
zomwe zikuchitika mwa iwo, miyoyo iyi
-osati kokha
ndikuthokoza,
-koma amakhala
mwamantha kuluza zisomo zanga,mphatso zanga ndi zokomera zanga ngati
sindiwakondanso.
Sindingathe
kulowa mumitima
amene
amasuta ndi kunyada ndi
amene
ali okhuta mwa iwo okha, kotero kuti alibe malo kwa ine.
Sapereka mbiri
ku chisomo changa ndipo, kuyambira kugwa mpaka kugwa, amapita ku
chiwonongeko chawo.
Ndicho chifukwa
chake ndimachifuna nthawi zambiri
-
kapena mosalekeza - chitani zochita zodzichepetsa.
Muyenera
kukhala ngati mwana wokhala ndi matewera,
osatha kusuntha
kapena kuyenda mozungulira nyumba yekha,
- ayenera
kudalira amayi ake pa chirichonse.
Ndikufuna
kuti mukhale pafupi ndi ine ngati mwana,
- Nthawi zonse
ndimapempha thandizo ndi thandizo langa,
- kudziwa
kupusa kwanu,
- kuyembekezera
zonse kuchokera kwa ine. "
Potero,
ndinakhala wamng’ono ndipo ndinadziwononga ndekha. Moti
nthawi zina
Ndinamva thupi
langa lonse litasungunuka ndikusweka, osatha kuchitapo kanthu kapena
kupuma popanda thandizo la Yesu.
Ndinayesetsa
kuti ndizimukhutiritsa pa chilichonse, kukhala wodzichepetsa komanso
womvera.
Kuyerekeza
-Mkhalidwe wa
moyo umene Yesu anandiyitanira e
-momwe
ndakhalamo nthawi zonse, ndinamva kuwawa.
Ndinachita
manyazi kuyang'ana anthu
chifukwa
ndinkadziona ngati mmodzi wa ochimwa kwambiri padziko
lapansi. Ndinali ndi kukoma
- kuchoka
kuchipinda changa, kutali ndi zolengedwa, e
-kundiuza:
“Akadangodziwa
kuti ndine wochimwa kwambiri komanso kuti Yehova wandipatsa chisomo
chochuluka bwanji, akanachita mantha.
Ndikukhulupirira
kuti Yesu sandidziwitsa, chifukwa akanadziwa kuti ndingathe kudzipha
".
Ngakhale izi,
tsiku lotsatira, pamene ine ndinalandira Yesu mu Woyera.
Sacramental,
mtima wanga unali wokondwa kudziwona wotheratu.
Yesu amandiuza
zambiri za chiwonongeko changwiro chimene anandiitanirako.
Anandipatsa
malingaliro, osiyana nthaŵi zonse ndi aja a ulendo
wapitawo. Ndikhoza kunena mosapita m’mbali kuti nthaŵi
zambiri zimene Yesu analankhula nane, ankagwiritsa ntchito njira ina
pofotokoza zimene zimayambitsa komanso zotsatira za khalidwe labwino
limene ankafuna kundiphunzitsa.
Ngati
akanafuna, akanatha kuyankhula za ukoma womwewo kambirimbiri, komanso
m'njira zikwi zambiri:
"O! Mbuye
Wanga Waumulungu,
monga
ndiwe wachifundo,
Ndine
wosayamika bwanji kuti ndisakhale ndi moyo mogwirizana ndi zomwe
mukuyembekezera kwa ine!
Ndikuvomereza
maganizo anga
-Nthawi zonse
wakhala akufunafuna choonadi ndi
- nthawi zonse
ndimayesetsa kutsatira zomwe Yesu adandiphunzitsa. Koma nthawi
zambiri ndasiya kulakalaka zimenezi m’njira zosiyanasiyana.
Sindinazindikire
zomwe Yesu adandifunsa, ngakhale kumapeto.
Chifukwa cha
ichi ndinadzichepetsa kwambiri. Ndinavomereza zopanda pake
Pambuyo pake,
ndinalonjeza kuti ndidzakhala womvetsera kwambiri ndi
wothandiza. Ngakhale zonsezi,
Sindingathe
kuchita zabwino zomwe ungwiro
wake umafuna
akadapanda
kundithandiza mosalekeza.
Nthawi
zambiri ankandiuza kuti :
“Mukadakhala
wodzichepetsa ndi kuyandikira kwa ine, simukanagwira ntchito imeneyi
moipa chonchi.
Koma popeza
mumaganiza kuti mutha kuyamba, pitilizani ndikumaliza ntchito popanda
ine, mwachita, koma osati molingana ndi zofuna zanga.
Pachifukwa
ichi,
pemphani
chithandizo changa poyambirira pa chilichonse chimene mukuchita.
Onetsetsani
kuti nthawi zonse ndimakhalapo kuti ndigwire nanu ntchito
Zimene
udzachita zidzakwaniritsidwa ku ungwiro.
Dziwani kuti
ngati muchita izi nthawi zonse, mudzapeza kudzichepetsa
kwambiri. Ngati muchita zosiyana,
kunyada
kudzabwerera kwa inu ndipo
chidzafooketsa
ukoma wokongola wa kudzichepetsa umene wafesedwa mwa iwe”.
Momwemo
adandipatsa kuwala kochuluka ndi chisomo ndikundipangitsa kuwona
kuipa kwa tchimo la kunyada.
Kunyada ndi
- Kusayamika
koopsa kwa Mulungu e
- chipongwe
chachikulu chomwe angamuchitire, chimachititsa khungu mzimu,
-
amamutsogolera kuti agwere mu kusayeruzika kwakukulu, ndi
-
amamutsogolera ku chiwonongeko.
Anandisiyira
chisomo chodabwitsa chimene Yesu anandipatsa
- ndi chisoni
chachikulu poyerekeza ndi zakale e
-kuopa kwambiri
zam'tsogolo.
Posadziŵa
choti ndichite kuti ndikonzenso zowonongeka zakale, ndinadzimvera
chisoni chifukwa cha kusankha kwanga.
Ndinapemphanso
olapa anga kuti andipatse chilango, koma nthawi zonse sankandilola.
Zolapa zonse
zimene ndinachita zinkaoneka ngati zosafunika kwa ine.
Chifukwa
Sindinathe
kusintha zakale ndi
kuti
sindimadziwa choti
ndichite,
Ndinayamba
kulira poganizira za machimo anga akale.
Pamapeto pake
ndinatembenukira kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo nthawi zonse.
Kuopa kukhala
kutali ndi iye kunandivutitsa, ndipo kuopa kuti zingandiwonongere
ndalama zambiri, zinandisiya sindimadziwa choti ndichite.
Ndani anganene
kangati ndinathamangira kwa Yesu mu mtima mwanga
- kumupempha
chikhululukiro chikwi,
-zikomo
chifukwa cha zisomo zambiri zomwe mwandipatsa e
- mufunseni
kuti akhale pafupi ndi ine nthawi zonse.
Nthawi zambiri
ndinkamuuza kuti:
“Onani,
Yesu wanga wabwino,
- ndataya
nthawi yochuluka bwanji komanso
-ndikuthokoza
zingati zomwe ndawononga,
pamene
ndikadakulitsa chikondi changa kwa iwe, Wabwino wanga wamkulu ndi
Zonse Zanga! "
Ndili m'njira
yotopetsa ndimangolankhula naye motero.
Yesu
anandidzudzula mwamphamvu kuti:
"Sindikufuna
kuti ubwerere ku zakale. Dziwani kuti mzimu ukakhala,
- wokhutitsidwa
ndi machimo ake,
- dzichepetseni
polandira sakramenti langa la kulapa,
- amakhala
wokonzeka kufa kuposa kundikhumudwitsanso.
Ndikunyoza
Chifundo changa komanso cholepheretsa Chikondi changa
- m'maganizo
amalimbikira kusonkhezera matope akale.
Chikondi changa
sichingalole mzimu kuthawira Kumwamba ngati umizidwa
- maganizo oipa
e
- malingaliro
olakwika okhudza zakale.
Dziwani kuti
sindikumbukira zoyipa zomwe mudachita, popeza ndayiwala
chilichonse. Kodi mukuwona kukwiyira kulikonse mwa ine, kapena
kungoseketsa chabe?"
Ndipo ndidati:
“Ayi, Mbuye wanga, mtima wanga umasweka ndikaganizira ubwino
Wanu, ubwino wanu ndi chikondi chanu pa ine, ngakhale ndilibe
kuthokoza”.
Ndipo anayankha kuti:
"Chabwino
mwana wanga. Koma bwanji ukufuna kubwereranso zakale? Ndibwino bwanji
tikaganizira za chikondi chathu!
Yesetsani
kundisangalatsa m'tsogolomu ndipo mudzakhala pamtendere nthawi zonse
".
Kuyambira
nthawi imeneyo, kuti ndikwaniritse Yesu wanga wokondedwa,
sindinaganizirenso zam'mbuyo. Komabe, nthawi zambiri
ndimamupempha kuti andiphunzitse mmene ndingatetezere machimo anga
akale.
Anandiuza
kuti: “Waona kuti ndakonzeka kukupatsa zimene
ukufuna.
yesetsani
kukumbukira zimene ndinakuuzani kalekale.
Chinthu
chabwino kuchita ndicho kutsanzira moyo wanga. Ndiuze tsopano
zomwe ukufuna."
Ine ndinati,
"Ambuye, ine ndikusowa chirichonse, chifukwa ine ndiribe
kanthu."
Yesu
anapitiriza kuti :
"Chabwino,
musaope, chifukwa pang'onopang'ono tipanga chilichonse.
Ndikudziwa
momwe muliri wofooka. Ndi kwa ine kuti mudzalandira mphamvu,
chipiriro ndi chifuniro chabwino. Chita zomwe ndakuwuza.
Ndikufuna kuti
khama lanu likhale loona mtima.
Muyenera
kuyang'anitsitsa diso limodzi pa ine ndi lina pa zomwe mukuchita.
Ndikufuna kuti
mudziwe kunyalanyaza anthu, kuti,
-pamene
mukufunsidwa kuti muchite chinachake,
- chitani ngati
pempho lidachokera kwa ine.
Ndi
maso anga ali pa ine, musaweruze aliyense.
Musayang'ane
kuti muwone ngati ntchitoyo ndi yowawa, yonyansa, yosavuta, kapena
yovuta.
Mudzatseka maso
anu ku zonsezi. Mudzatsegula pa ine podziwa
-kuti Ine ndiri
mwa inu ndi
- kuti
ndiyang'ane ntchito yanu.
Ndiuzeni
pafupipafupi:
“ Ambuye,
ndipatseni chisomo
-
Chitani zonse zomwe ndikuchita bwino kuyambira koyambira mpaka
kumapeto, e
-kuti
ndikungochitira iwe.
Sindikufunanso
kukhala kapolo wa zolengedwa ".
Zipangitseni
kuti mukamayenda, polankhula, mukugwira ntchito kapena mukuchita
china chilichonse,
chitani
chifukwa chondikhutiritsa ndi kundisangalatsa. Mukakumana ndi
zotsutsana kapena kuvulazidwa, ndikufuna
-kuti maso ako
ali pa ine ndi
-kuti
mumakhulupirira kuti zonsezi zimachokera kwa ine osati zolengedwa.
“Muyerekeze
kuti mwamva izi m’kamwa mwanga:
“Mwana
wanga, ndikufuna uvutikeko pang’ono.
“Ndi
masautso awa ndidzakukongoletsa.
-Ndikufuna
kulemeretsa mzimu wako ndi zabwino zatsopano.
"Ndikufuna
kugwira ntchito pa moyo wako kuti ukhale ngati ine."
Ndipo pamene
mukunyamula zowawa zanu chifukwa cha Chikondi changa,
-Ndikufuna
undipatse
-
zikomo chifukwa chakupezerani zabwino.
Pochita izi,
mudzalipira mopindulitsa kwa iwo
-ndakuvulaza
kapena ndani
-ndani
adakuvutitsani.
+ Choncho
udzayenda patsogolo panga.
-Zinthuzi
sizidzakuvutitsani, ndi
"Mudzadziwa
mtendere wangwiro."
Patapita nthawi
pamene ndinali kuchita zimene Yesu anandipempha kuti ndichite,
anandisunga
ndi moyo mumzimu wachisoni.
Zinandipangitsa
kumvetsetsa
-kuti zinthu
zonse,
komanso
nsembe zamphamvu ndi makhalidwe
abwino kwambiri
adzaonedwa
ngati opanda pake ngati sanapangidwe chifukwa chomukonda .
Ngati
kukhumudwa sikulimbikitsidwa kuyambira pachiyambi mpaka kumapeto ndi
chikondi cha Iye, kumakhala kosakoma komanso kopanda phindu.
Anandiuza kuti:
"Chifundo
ndi ukoma wopatsa ulemu kwa ena. Zochita popanda chikondi ndi ntchito
zakufa.
Maso Anga
amangoyang'ana zochita zochitidwa ndi mzimu wachifundo. Iwo okha
samafika Mtima wanga.
Chifukwa chake,
-Samalani ndi
- chitani
zochita zanu, ngakhale zazing'ono, ndi mzimu wachifundo ndi nsembe.
Chitani izo
mwa Ine, ndi Ine, ndi Ine .
Sindidzazindikira
zochita zanu ngati zanga ngati sizikhala ndi zisindikizo zonse
ziwiri,
za
nsembe zanu e
chisindikizo
changa.
Popeza
ndalamazo ziyenera kusindikizidwa fano la mfumu kuti anthu a mfumu
avomereze kuti ndizovomerezeka.
chifukwa chake
zochita zanu ziyenera kukhala ndi chizindikiro
cha Mtanda
kulandiridwa
ndi ine.
"Sitidzadandaulanso
za ntchito yothetsa
- chikondi
chanu pa zolengedwa,
-koma chikondi
chako pa iwe
wekha .
Ndikufuna
kukupangitsani kuti mufere nokha
kuti
mukhale ndi moyo kwa ine ndekha.
Sindikufuna
kukuwonetsani china chilichonse kupatula Moyo
wanga.
N’zoona
kuti zingawononge ndalama zambiri, koma limbikani mtima ndipo
musachite mantha. Ine ndi iwe ndi iwe ndi ine, tidzachita zonse
".
Zinandipatsa
malingaliro atsopano okhudza kudziwononga ndekha.
Anandiuza
kuti:
“Simuli,
ndipo musadziyese woposa mthunzi;
-chomwe
chimadutsa mwachangu komanso
-zimene
zimakuthawani mukafuna kuzigwira.
Ngati mukufuna
kuwona china chake choyenera kwa ine mwa inu,
lingalirani
kuti muli chabe . Chifukwa chake ndine wokondwa
ndi kunyozedwa kwanu kwenikweni ,
Ndidzatsanulira
zonse zanga mwa iwe . "
Pondiuza izi,
Yesu wanga wabwino adasindikiza m'malingaliro mwanga ndi mu mtima
mwanga chiwonongeko chotere kuti ndikadakonda kubisala kuphompho
lakuya. Dziwani
-kuti sikunali
kotheka kuti ndibise manyazi anga kwa iye, ndi
- pamene
ndinapitiriza kuwononga kudzidalira kwanga,
anandiuza
kuti:
“Bwerani
pafupi, tsamirani pa mkono wanga:
-Ndidzakuthandiza
ndi
-Ndikupatsani
mphamvu kuti muzindigwirira ntchito nthawi zonse, kuti mundichitire
chilichonse. "
Kukhala
wopandamalire wangwiro,
Mulungu
amangofuna kuti ntchito yake iliyonse ifike pa ungwiro wake.
Ngati ndiye
zonse adalenga
mwachibadwa
amatengera ungwiro wake e
sangasiye
kuyenda kuti apite patsogolo, ndiye chifukwa chake,
cholengedwa
-amene Mulungu
wawapatsa nzeru ndi chifuniro
- sizingalole
kuti kusintha kwake kufooke,
ngati akufunadi
kuti Mulungu akondwere naye.
Polengedwa
ndi Mulungu m’chifaniziro chake ndi m’chifaniziro
chake , munthu akhoza kukhala
angwiro koposa ngati adzigwiritsira ntchito
kutsata
chifuniro cha Mulungu e
zimagwirizana
ndi chisomo chopatsidwa ndi iye .
Ngati Ambuye
ali pafupi ndi ine ndipo akufuna kuti nditsamire pa mkono wake, e
ngati
amangondikoka kuti ndidziponye m'manja mwa abambo ake, ndipo ngati
akufuna kuti nditengere mphamvu zanga zonse mwa iye kuti ndichite
zonse bwino,
Kodi sindine
chitsiru?
ngati ndikana
chisomo ichi ndipo osagonjera ku chifuniro Chake Chaumulungu?
Chifukwa chake,
ine,
kuposa cholengedwa
china chilichonse,
Ndikukhulupirira
kuti ndi ntchito yanga
nthawi zonse
tsatirani Yesu wokondedwa wanga,
Iye
amene anandiuza kuti:
“Ndiwe
akhungu, koma usachite mantha.
Kuwala Kwanga,
tsopano kuposa kale, kudzakhala kalozera wanu.
Ine ndidzakhala
mwa iwe ndi iwe kuchita zodabwitsa. Nditsatireni m’zinthu
zonse ndipo mudzaona.
Kwa kanthawi,
ndidzaima pamaso panu ngati galasi, ndipo zonse zomwe muyenera
kuchita zidzakhala
-Kundiyang'ana,
- nditsanze ine
ndi
- kuti
musanditaye.
Chifuniro chanu
chiyenera kuperekedwa pamaso panga,
kuti Chifuniro
changa ndi chanu chikhale chimodzi. Kodi mwakhutitsidwa nazo?
Choncho khalani
okonzekera zoletsedwa kumbali yanga, makamaka zokhudzana ndi
zolengedwa. "
Yesu anandiuza
kuti:
“Pamene
mphepo imasuntha timaluwa ta duwa,
kuwonetsa
kachipatso kakang'ono kamene kamamera,
motero
chifuniro chathu chimapatuka ku zonena zake zaumwini. "
Machenjezo
akabwera, ndiyenera kumvera. Monga chiyani
ngati
sindinadzuke nthawi yomweyo m'mawa , ndimva Liwu
lake likundiuza mumtima kuti:
“Munali
kupumula bwino pamene ine ndinalibe bedi,
koma Mtanda wanga
. Mwamsanga, mwamsanga,
dzukani! Osadandaula !
"
- Ndipo ngati
ndikuyenda ndimayang'ana patali, adandidzudzula kuti:
"Sindikufuna
kuti kuyang'ana kwanu kupitirire kuyenera, kuti musapunthwe."
- Ndikadakhala
kumidzi , ndikuzunguliridwa ndi zomera zosiyanasiyana,
mitengo ndi maluwa, akadandiuza kuti:
"Ndidalenga
chilichonse chifukwa chokonda iwe, ndipo iwe, chifukwa chondikonda,
umadzikana chisangalalo ichi."
-Ngati,
kutchalitchi, ndimayang'anitsitsa zokongoletsa zopatulika ,
amandidzudzula kuti:
"Ziri
zotani kwa iwe, popanda ine?"
- Ndikadakhala
bwino ndikugwira ntchito , amandiuza kuti:
"Ndiwe
womasuka kwambiri. Simukuganiza kuti moyo wanga wakhala ukuvutika
nthawi zonse!"
Ndipo, momveka,
kuti akwaniritse,
Ndinangokhala
pa theka la mpando.
- Ngati
ndimagwira ntchito pang'onopang'ono komanso mwaulesi ,
amandiuza kuti:
"Fulumirani
ndipo bwerani mwachangu kudzakhala ndi ine m'pemphero ..."
Nthawi zina
adandipatsa
ntchito yoti ndigwire panthawi yake ndipo ndidapita kukagwira ntchito
kuti ndimusangalatse.
Nditalephera
kugwira ntchito, ndinamupempha kuti andithandize. Nthaŵi
zambiri iye wandithandiza mwa kuchita nane ntchito kotero kuti
ndikhale womasuka kaye, kaŵirikaŵiri osati kungosangalala,
koma kukhala ndi nthaŵi yowonjezereka ya pemphero.
Nthaŵi
zina zinkachitika kuti, ndekha kapena ndi iye, ntchito imene
inkafunika kundivutitsa tsiku lonse inatha m’kanthaŵi
kochepa.
Patapita
nthaŵi, ndinayamba kudzimva kukhala wokhudzidwa kwambiri ndi
kulakalaka ndikanakhalabe m’pemphero kosatha.
Sindinakhalepo
ndi kutopa kapena kunyong’onyeka, ndipo ndinkamva bwino
kwambiri moti ndinkaona ngati sindikusowa chakudya china chilichonse
kupatulapo chimene ndinalandira kuchokera ku pemphero.
Koma Yesu
anandiuza kuti:
“Fulumirani,
musachedwe!
Ndikufuna kuti
udye chifukwa cha chikondi changa.
Tengani
chakudya chomwe chidzatengedwe ndi thupi lanu. Pemphani kuti
Chikondi changa chigwirizane ndi chanu,
A
-Mzimu wanga
ugwirizane ndi moyo wako ndi
- kuyeretsedwa
kwako konse ndi chikondi changa ".
Nthawi ndi
nthawi, ndikudya, ndinkasangalala ndi chakudya n’kupitiriza
kudya.
Ndipo Yesu
anati kwa ine :
"Wayiwala
kuti ndilibenso chikhumbo china chofuna kudziphera ndekha chifukwa
cha Chikondi chifukwa cha iwe? Usiye kudya izi ubwerere ku zomwe
sukufuna."
Mwa njira
imeneyi Yesu anayesa kupha chifuniro changa, ngakhale m’zinthu
zazing’ono, kuti ndikhale mwa iye yekha.
Motero,
zinandilola kuyesera
-paradossi
d'amore,
-Chikondi
chonse choyera ndi cholankhulidwa kwa iye.
Litafika tsiku
loti ndilandire mgonero, sindinachite kalikonse usana ndi usiku
wapitawo.
kupatula
kudzikonzekeretsa ndekha kuti ndiulandire m’njira yabwino
koposa.
Sindinatseke
maso anga kuti ndigone
chifukwa cha
chikondi chosalekeza chimene ndinachitira Yesu.
Nthawi zambiri
ndinkati:
"Fulumirani,
Ambuye, sindingathe kudikiranso. Fupitsani maola, lolani dzuwa lipite
mofulumira, chifukwa mtima wanga umalephera ndi chikhumbo cha Mgonero
Woyera".
Ndipo Yesu
anayankha kuti :
"Ndili
ndekha ndipo ndikufuna popanda inu.
Osadandaula
kuti simungathe kugona.
Ndi nsembe
yokhala kutali ndi Mulungu wako, Mkwatibwi wako, Zonse zako,
amene amakhala
maso chifukwa chokonda inu.
Bwerani
mudzamve zolakwa zomwe zolengedwa zimandichitira nthawi
zonse. Ah! usandikane mpumulo wa mtundu wako
bungwe.
Kugunda kwa
chikondi chanu kumagwirizana ndi changa
zidzafafaniza
pang’ono kuwawa kumene zolakwa zambiri zimandipatsa usana ndi
usiku.
Sindidzakusiyani
nokha ndi masautso ndi masautso anu. M'malo mwake, ndibweza
zabwinozo kudzera ku kampani yanga. "
M’bandakucha
ndinapita ku tchalitchi ndi chikhumbo chachikulu cholandira Yesu mu
Sacramenti Lodala. Ndinapita kwa a confessor wanga osanena
kalikonse za chikhumbo chimenechi.
Koposa kamodzi
anandiuza kuti:
"Lero
ndikufuna kuti ulandidwe Mgonero Woyera". Umu ndi mmene
nthawi zambiri ndinkalira.
Koma
sindinafune kuulula kwa wovomereza wanga kuwawidwa kwa mtima wanga.
Popeza kuti
Yesu anafuna kuti ndisiye kukhumudwa, ndinalolera kuti asandinyoze.
Iye ankafuna
kuti ine ndikhale ndi chikhulupiriro chonse mwa Iye, Iye
Wapamwambamwamba wanga.
Nthawi zambiri
ndinkamuuza zakukhosi kwanga n’kumuuza kuti:
"O,
wokondedwa wanga wokondedwa,
-Kodi ichi ndi
chipatso chamlondawu chomwe tonse tinali nacho usikuuno?
Ndani
angaganize kuti pambuyo pa ziyembekezo ndi zokhumba zambiri,
ndikadayenera kuchita popanda inu!
Ndikudziwa kuti
ndiyenera kukumverani m'zonse. Koma ndiuze Yesu wanga wabwino,
ndingakhale popanda iwe?
Ndani
adzandipatsa mphamvu zomwe ndikusowa panopa?
Kodi ndikhala
ndi kulimba mtima ndi mphamvu zosiya tchalitchi popanda kukutengerani
kunyumba?
Komabe,
sindikudziwa choti ndichite.
Koma inu, Yesu
wanga, ngati mukufuna, mutha kuthetsa zonsezi!
Tsiku lina
ndikulankhula chonchi, ndinamva kutentha kwachilendo mkati
mwanga. Kenako lawi lachikondi linayatsa mwa ine ndipo ndinamva
Mau ake akundiuza mumtima kuti:
"Khala
bata, ndili kale muntima wako, ukuchita mantha
bwanji? Usakhale ndi chisoni , ndikufuna
ndikuwunikenso misozi yako.
Mtsikana
wosauka, ndi zoona, simungakhale popanda ine, sichoncho? "
Ndinadabwa
-Mawu awa a
Yesu e
- ntchito yomwe
anali kuchita mwa ine.
Nditadziwononga
ndekha, ndinatembenukira kwa Yesu wanga ndikumuuza kuti:
"Ngati
sindinali woyipa kwambiri,
simukanalimbikitsa
wondivomereza kuti andifooketse ngati mmene anachitira!” Ndipo
ndinapemphera kwa Yesu kuti asalole zododometsa zoterozo.
Chifukwa,
popanda iye, sindikanachita koma kulakwitsa ndipo ndimadzipangitsa
ndekha chizungulire.
Popeza Yesu
akufuna kupangitsa moyo wanga kugwa m'chikondi ndikuutsogolera kuti
uzunzike chifukwa cha Chikondi, adanditsogolera kuti ndimizidwe
m'nyanja yopanda malire ya Zowawa zake.
Tsiku lina,
pambuyo pa Mgonero Woyera,
Yesu chikondi
chonse chinandipatsa chikondi kwambiri kotero kuti ndinadabwa ndipo
ndinati kwa iye:
"Yesu,
chifukwa chiyani mukundikomera mtima chotere,
Kodi ndine
woipa kwambiri ndipo sindingathe kuyankha Chikondi chanu? Ndikudziwa
kuti ndiyenera kubwezera chikondi chanu,
Ndikuwopa kuti
mundisiya chifukwa chakusayanjanitsika kwanga. Komabe ndimakuona
- zabwino zonse
ndipo
-
kukukakamizani kuposa kale. "
Kenako, monga
mwa nthawi zonse, anandiuza kuti :
"Wokondedwa
wanga, zinthu zakale sizinachite kalikonse koma kukukonzekeretsani
pang'ono. Tsopano ndabwera ku ntchito. Ndikufuna kuti mtima wako
ukhale wololera kulowa m'nyanja yaikulu ya Chilakolako changa
chopweteka.
Pamene
mwamvetsadi kukula kwa masautso anga.
mudzatha
kumvetsa Chikondi chomwe chinandidya ine pamene ndinavutika chifukwa
cha inu.
Dzifunseni
nokha kuti: "Ndani amene wavutika chonchi chifukwa cha ine?
Ndipo ndine chiyani, cholengedwa chonyansa?"
Ndipo
simudzakana zilonda ndi zowawa za chilakolako kuti mudzavutika
chifukwa cha chikondi changa. Wotenthedwa ndi chikondi, mzimu
wako uvomera mtanda womwe ndakukonzera iwe.
Pamene
mulingalira zonse zimene Ine Ambuye wanu ndamva zowawa chifukwa cha
inu;
kuvutika
kwako kudzakhala mthunzi kwa iwe. Zidzawoneka zokoma kwa iwe
ndipo udzafika poti sudzakhalanso ndi moyo wopanda mavuto.
"
Nditamva
mawu awa ndinakhala ndi nkhawa kwambiri kuti ndivutike.
Komabe,
chibadwa changa chinanjenjemera polingalira za masautso amene
ndinayenera kupirira
Thandizo.
Kenako
ndinapemphera kwa Yesu kuti andipatse mphamvu ndi kulimba mtima
kokwanira komanso kuti andilole kukhala ndi chikondi kudzera
m’masautso amene anandiitanira.
Ndi pempho ili,
sindinafune
kumukhumudwitsa,
kapena kupezerapo mwayi kwa wopereka mphatso wamkulu yemwe ali.
Koma Yesu, mu
chikondi chake chonse ndi kukoma kwake , anazunzidwa
motere :
"My dear,
izi ndi zoonekeratu.
Ngati munthu
akuchita chinachake
samamva
kutengeka kwa chikondi pa zomwe amachita, sangalimbikitsidwe kumaliza
ntchito yake.
Komanso
- anthu omwe
amachita zinthu mopanda chikhulupiriro,
-ngakhale
akamaliza, sakalandira mphotho yanga.
Koma inu, kuti
muyambe kukondana ndi Chilakolako changa, muyenera koposa zonse
- lingalirani
modekha komanso mosinkhasinkha
- Zonse zomwe
ndapirira chifukwa cha inu,
kuti chiweruzo
chanu chifanane ndi changa,
- amene sasunga
kanthu chifukwa cha chikondi cha wokondedwa ".
Nditalimbikitsidwa
m’njira imeneyi ndi Yesu, ndinayamba kusinkhasinkha za
Chilakolako chake, chimene chinathandiza kwambiri moyo wanga.
Ndikhoza
kudzitsimikizira ndekha kuti zabwino izi zabwera kwa ine kuchokera ku
Gwero la Chisomo ndi Chikondi.
Kuyambira
pamenepo,
Zowawa za Yesu
zalowa mu mtima mwanga, moyo ndi thupi langa, kumene zowawa za
Masautso zidzaonekera.
Ndinadzilowetsa
mu Passion
-monga m'nyanja
yayikulu ya Kuwala komwe, ndi kuwala kwake kofunda,
- ndinaunikira
moyo wanga wonse wa chikondi cha Yesu, amene anazunzika kwambiri
chifukwa cha ine.
Pambuyo
pake, kusambira uku kudzandipangitsa kumvetsetsa bwino
kuleza
mtima ndi kudzichepetsa, kumvera ndi chikondi cha Yesu, e
zonse
anapirira chifukwa chondikonda.
Nditaona mtunda
wautali pakati pa iye ndi ine, ndinakhumudwa kwambiri.
Miyezi yomwe
idandichulukira idawoneka ngati zitonzo zomwe adandiuza
mwakachetechete kuti:
“Mulungu
woleza mtima chotere!
Mulungu
wodzichepetsa chonchi, wogonjetsedwa ndi adani ake! Nanunso?
Mulungu wa
Chifundo chonse amene akuvutika kwambiri chifukwa cha
inu! Nanunso? Kodi zowawa zomwe mumabweretsa chifukwa
chomukonda zili kuti? Ali kuti?"
Nthawi zina
Yesu
analankhula kwa ine za zowawa za kuzunzika kwake ndi zowawa zake za
chikondi kwa ine.
Ndipo
ndinagwetsa misozi.
Tsiku lina,
ndikugwira ntchito ndikusinkhasinkha za mazunzo ankhanza a Yesu,
mutu wanga
unapsinjidwa mpaka ndinataya mpweya.
Powopa kuti
chinachake choopsa chingandichitikire, ndinafuna kuti ndilowe
pakhonde.
Kumeneko,
ndinaona khamu lalikulu la anthu likudutsa mumsewu.
Iwo anali
akutsogolera Yesu wanga wachifundo kwambiri, akumukankha ndi kumukoka
iye.
Yesu
adasenza mtanda wake paphewa pake . Anatopa
komanso kutuluka thukuta magazi.
Anachita
chisoni kwambiri moti anasuntha mwala.
Anandiyang'ana
kuti andithandize. Ndani angafotokoze ululu umene ndinamva
pamenepo?
Ndani
angafotokoze mmene chochitika chochititsa mantha chimenechi
chinandikhudzira?
Ndinayenda
mofulumira kubwerera kuchipinda kwanga, osadziwa kumene ndinali.
Mtima wanga
unasweka ndi ululu ndipo ndinayamba kulira poganiza kuti:
“Mumavutika
bwanji, Yesu wanga wabwino!
-kutha
kukuthandizani kuchotsa nkhandwe zolusazi, kapena
- kumva zowawa
ndi kuzunzidwa chifukwa cha inu,
kuti
ndikupatseni mpumulo.
O Mulungu
wanga, lolani kuti ndivutike pambali panu. Si zolondola
- kuti
umavutika kwambiri chifukwa cha Chikondi cha ine wochimwa, ndi
"Usandivutitse
chilichonse chifukwa cha iwe!"
Yesu anayatsa
mwa ine chikondi chochuluka chifukwa cha kuzunzika kwake kokoma
kotero kuti zinali zovuta kwa ine kuti ndisavutike.
Chikhumbo
chowoneka bwino chimenechi chimene chinakhala ndi moyo mwa ine
sichinathe.
Mu Mgonero
Woyera sindinapemphe chilichonse cholimbikitsa: kuti ndiloledwe
kukumana ndi masautso okoma.
ku wake.
Nthawi zina
ankandikhutiritsa pochotsa munga pa Korona wake womwe adandiponyera
mumtima mwanga. Nthawi zina
anachotsa
misomali m’manja ndi m’mapazi, nandiponya iyo;
zomwe
zinandibweretsera zowawa kwambiri, koma zosafanana ndi zake.
Nthawi zina,
- zinkawoneka
kwa ine kuti Yesu anatenga mtima wanga m'manja mwake ndi
- yemwe
adamufinya mwamphamvu kuti ululuwo udandipangitsa kuti ndisiye
kuzindikira.
Kuti anthu
ondizungulira asazindikire zomwe zinkandichitikira, ndinamupempha
kuti:
"Yesu
wanga, ndipatseni chisomo kuti ndimve zowawa popanda zowawa zanga
kuzindikiridwa ndi ena".
Ndakhala
wokhutitsidwa kwa kanthawi, koma chifukwa cha machimo anga, mazunzo
anga nthawi zina amawonedwa ndi ena.
Tsiku lina,
pambuyo pa Mgonero Woyera, Yesu anati kwa ine :
“Kuvutika
kwanu sikungafanane ndi kwanga, chifukwa mumavutika ndi Kukhalapo
kwanga.
Ine
ndidzakuthandizani. Ndikufuna kukusiyani nokha kwakanthawi.
Samalira koposa
kale, pakuti sindidzakupatsa dzanja lako;
kukuthandizani
ndi kukuthandizani pa chilichonse. Mudzachita ndi kuvutika ndi
chifuniro chabwino,
podziwa
kuti maso anga adzayang’ana pa iwe.
ngakhale
sindikuwonetsa kapena kumva kuchokera kwa inu.
+ Ngati
mupitiriza kukhala okhulupirika kwa ine, + ndidzakubwezerani mphoto
ndikadzabweranso. Mukapanda kukhulupirika, ndidzabwera
kudzakulangani.
Nditamva mawu
awa ndinachita mantha ndipo ndinamuuza kuti:
“Ambuye,
inu amene ndinu Moyo wanga ndi Zonse Zanga, ndiuzeni momwe
ndingakhalire popanda inu, Mulungu wanga!
Ndani
angandipatse mphamvu kuti ndikhale ndi khalidwe labwino?
Inu nokha
mwakhala, muli ndipo mudzakhala mphamvu yanga ndi thandizo langa.
Ndizotheka
kuti, tsopano, mukufuna kundisiya kuzinthu zanga, zolandidwa
kukhalapo kwanu, mutandiitana kuti ndisiye dziko lakunja ndi zonse
zomwe zimayenda nazo.
Wayiwala kuti
ndine woyipa ndipo popanda iwe sindingachite chilichonse chabwino?"
Yesu, mofatsa
ndi modekha, adayankha kwa ine :
"Ndichita
izi kuti mumvetse zomwe ndinu ofunika popanda ine. Musataye mtima.
Ndidzachita izi
kuti mupindule kwambiri, kuti ndikonzekeretse mtima wanu kuti
mulandire chisomo chatsopano chimene ndidzakusambitsirani nacho.
Pakadali pano
ndakuthandizani mowonekera. Tsopano, mosawoneka, ndikupangitsani
kumva kuti mulibe kanthu pokusiyani nokha.
Ndiwonetsetsa
kuti mufika pakuzichepetsa kwambiri. Ndipo ndikupatsani zabwino
zanga, zabwino kwambiri,
kuti
ndikukonzekeretseni mayendedwe apamwamba omwe ndidakukonzerani inu.
Choncho m'malo
motaya mtima, sangalalani ndi kundithokoza.
chifukwa
mukawoloka mwachangu nyanja yamkunthoyi, mudzafikanso padoko
mwachangu.
Pamene mayesero
amene ndidapereka kwa inu, ndipamenenso ndikupatsani chisomo
chachikulu.
Limbani mtima,
chifukwa posachedwa ndibwera kudzakutonthozani m’zowawa zanu.”
Choncho
anandidalitsa n’kuchoka.
Ndani
angafotokoze zowawa zomwe ndinamva, kupanda pake komwe kunalowa mu
mtima mwanga, misozi yomwe ndinakhetsa, nditaona Yesu wanga amene,
pamene anali kundidalitsa, anandisiya.
Komabe, ndinali
nditadzipereka ku Chifuniro Chake Choyera Koposa.
Ndipo
nditapsompsona Dzanja lake kambirimbiri, Dzanja ili lomwe
linandidalitsa ndili kutali, ndinati kwa iye:
"Tsopano
Mkwatibwi Woyera, chabwino!
Kumbukirani
lonjezo lanu kuti mudzabweranso kwa ine posachedwa! Ndithandizeni
nthawi zonse ndikundipanga kukhala wanu kwathunthu ".
Ndipo
ndinadziona ndekha ndekha. Zinali ngati kuti mapeto
akundifikira.
Popeza Yesu
anali Zonse zanga, popanda iye tsopano ndinalibenso
chitonthozo. Chilichonse chondizungulira mwadzidzidzi chasanduka
ululu wowawa.
Ndinakhala
ngati ndikumva zolengedwazo zikundinyoza ndikundibwerezanso m'mawu
opanda phokoso:
Taona zimene
Wokondedwa wako akuchitira iwe; ali kuti tsopano? Ndikayang'ana
madzi, moto, maluwa, ngakhale miyala yodziwika m'chipinda changa,
zonse zimawoneka kuti:
“Kodi
sukuona kuti zonsezi ndi za Mnzako?
Muli ndi mwayi
wowona ntchito zake, koma simungathe kumuwona! "
Ndipo
ndinawauza kuti:
"O! Inu,
zolengedwa za Mbuye wanga, ndipatseni nkhani za iye! Ndiuzeni kuti
ndikamupeze kuti!
Anandiuza kuti
abwera posachedwa, koma ndani mwa inu angandiuze kuti abwera liti,
ndidzamuonanso liti?
M'derali, tsiku
lililonse linkawoneka ngati lamuyaya.
Usiku unali
ulonda wopanda malire, maola ndi mphindi zinali ngati zaka mazana
ambiri ndipo sizinandibweretsere chilichonse koma bwinja. Ndinamva
ngati ndigwa.
Mtima wanga ndi
mpweya wanga zinasiya, ndipo nthaŵi zina ndinkamva ngati thupi
langa lonse lazizira, lodzaza ndi malingaliro a imfa.
Achibale anga
anaona kuti zinthu sizili bwino.
Iwo
ankakambirana kwambiri za nkhaniyi ndipo ankati kuvutika kwanga
kunachitika chifukwa cha matenda akuthupi.
Anandikakamiza
kuti ndikumane ndi dokotala. Izi zidachitika, koma
sizinandipindulitse chilichonse.
Kumbali yanga,
ndimakumbukirabe
- za zabwino
zomwe Yesu adandilonjeza,
- pa zomwe
adachita mwa ine,
- kudzoza kwa
chisomo chake.
Ndinakumbukira
limodzi ndi limodzi mawu ake okoma ndi okoma mtima.
Ndinakumbukiranso
mawu achipongwe amene makolo ake anandipatsa kuti andikumbutse za
udindo womukonda.
Moyo wanga
ukudziwa kuti sungachite kalikonse popanda Yesu komanso kuti
chilichonse chimachitika chifukwa cha izi.
Iye ndi
wotsogolera weniweni wauzimu amene amaphunzitsa moyo wanga kukhala
wodzichepetsa ndi kusiyidwa kupyolera mu pemphero, Mgonero Woyera ndi
kuyendera Sakramenti Lodala.
Kusazindikira
kuti zonse zomwe zachitidwa mwa ine ndi mangawa ku kuchuluka kwa
chisomo cha Ambuye chingakhale chinyengo choyera kumbali yanga.
Popanda chisomo
chake ndi kuwala kwake, kwenikweni, sindikadachita chilichonse
chabwino: choipa chokha. Ndani wina koma Yesu wanga wabwino
wanditalikitsa ku zinthu zopanda pake za dziko lapansi?
Izi
zidandipangitsa kukhala ndi chidwi chofuna kupanga novena ya
Khrisimasi,
ndi
kusinkhasinkha zisanu ndi zinayi patsiku
pa
Kubadwa kwa Yesu,
zomwe
zandibweretsera kuchokera Kumwamba zisomo zambiri ndi zounikira
zauzimu?
Kodi ndi liwu
lamkati liti limene linandichenjeza?
-kuti
ndisakhale ndi kupuma kapena mtendere
"Bwanji
ndikanapanda kuchita zomwe Yesu adandifunsa?"
Ndani
anandipangitsa kuti ndiyambe kukondana naye pondionetsa mwana
wokondedwa Yesu?
Si
Yesu amene anachita nane monga mphunzitsi wanga;
-
kundiphunzitsa, - kundidzudzula, - kundidzudzula;
-
kupangitsa mtima wanga kusiya zokonda zake,
-
kundilowetsa ine ndi mizimu yoona ya kudzikonda, chikondi ndi
pemphero?
Anatsegula
mwa ine njira imene inanditsogolera m’nyanja yaikulu
ya Chisoni chake. Zinali
kupyolera mwa iye zomwe ndinakumana
nazo
-
kukoma kwa mazunzo e
- kuwawa pamene
sindikuvutika.
Kodi zonsezi
sizinachitike mwa chisomo Chake?
Pompano
amene
amandichitira nthabwala pochoka pamaso panga, ndimamva bwino,
popanda
iye, sindimamva chikondi choterocho ngati kale.
-Sindikuwonanso
kuwala m'malingaliro anga,
Sindingathenso
kutengeka ndi kusinkhasinkha kwa maola awiri kapena atatu.
Pamene
ndikuyesetsa kuchita zimene ndinkachita poyamba, ndimamva mawu awa
akubwerezedwa kwa ine: “Mukapitiriza kukhala okhulupirika kwa
ine, ndidzabwera kudzakupatsani mphoto.
Sindikhala ndi
kupambana komwe ndinali nako pamene anali ndi ine m'njira yowonekera
komanso yowonekera.
M’mikhalidwe
yakumanidwa imeneyi ndinakhala masiku anga onse
- ndi
pafupifupi kuwawa konse,
-kukhala chete
ndi nkhawa.
Ndinali
kuyembekezera Yesu yemwe sanabwere monga analonjezera:
"Ndibwerera
kwa iwe posachedwa."
Pamene
ndinabwereza zochonderera zanga, pafupifupi nthaŵi zonse ndinali
wokhutira.
Mtima wanga
unali kugunda mofulumira, ngakhale kuti sizinali choncho m’njira
yosaneneka monga kale. Anandiyesa mwaukali pang’ono,
osandiuza kalikonse.
Pamene,
potsiriza, nthawi yakusowa inatha ndipo nditatsiriza zonse
zomwe Yesu ankafuna kuchita ndi
mphamvu zanga,
Ndinamvanso mumtima
mwanga :
"Mtsikana
wa Chifuniro Changa, tandiuza zomwe ukufuna.
Ndiuzeni zomwe
zidakuchitikirani, kukayikira kwanu, mantha anu ndi zovuta zanu, kuti
ndikuphunzitseni momwe ndingakutsogolereni mtsogolo ndikakhala
kutali.
Kenako
ndinamuuza mokhulupirika zimene zinandichitikira:
"Ambuye
popanda inu sindikanatha kuchita bwino, kuyambira pachiyambi,
kusinkhasinkha kumandinyansa kwambiri, ndinalibe kulimba mtima kuti
ndikupatseni zonsezi.
Sindinafune
kukhalabe m'chiyanjano ndi inu, chifukwa ndinalibe kukopa kwa
Chikondi chanu. Kupanda pake ndi zowawa zomwe ndinamva
zinandipangitsa kumva zowawa za imfa.
Kuti ndithane
ndi ululu wa kusungulumwa, ndinayesetsa kumaliza zonse. Ndikachedwa,
zinkakhala ngati ndikutaya nthawi.
Kuopa kuti
pobweranso mudzandilanga chifukwa cha kusakhulupirika kwanga
kunandipangitsa kuti ndipite.
Mtima wanga
unakula pamene ndinaganiza kuti Inu, Mulungu wanga, mukhumudwa
kosalekeza.
Sindikanatha
kuchita zinthu zobwezera kapena kuyendera Sakramenti Lodala popanda
inu.
Mukadandithandiza,
koma sindinakupezeni. Tsopano popeza muli ndi ine, ndiuzeni
zomwe ndimayenera kuchita. "
Polankhula ndi
ine mwachikondi , iye anandiuza kuti:
“Mwalakwitsa
pokhumudwa kwambiri.
Kodi
simunadziwa kuti Ine ndine Mzimu wa Mtendere?
Kodi
sichinali chinthu choyamba chimene ndinakulangiza kuti mtima
wako ukhale ndi nkhawa ?
M’pemphero,
mukaona kuti mwasochera, musamaganizire kalikonse
ndipo khalani pamtendere.
Musayang'ane
zifukwa zomwe pemphero lanu liri louma, chifukwa izi zimabweretsa
zododometsa zambiri.
- M'malo mwake,
munyozedwe, khulupirirani zowawa ndikukhala chete.
“Monga
mwana wankhosa wakumetedwa mopepuka ndi mpeni, ukaona wagwedezeka,
womenyedwa, uli wekha;
- ndasiya
chifuniro changa,
-zikomo
kuchokera pansi pamtima wanga,
-ndi
kuzindikira kuti ndinu woyenera kuzunzika.
Ndipatseni,
- zokhumudwitsa
zanu, zovuta zanu ndi zowawa zanu
- monga nsembe
ya chiyamiko, chikhutitso, ndi kubwezera zolakwa zondicitira ine.
Mapemphero anu
pamenepo
adzakwera ngati zofukiza ku mpando wanga wachifumu, adzalasa mtima
wanga wachikondi.
Adzakubweretserani
chisomo chatsopano ndi mphatso zatsopano za Mzimu wanga Woyera.
Mdierekezi,
kukuwona
kuti uli wodzichepetsa, wosiya ntchito komanso
wosasunthika m'zachabechabe
zako,
sadzakhalanso
ndi mphamvu yakuyandikira
kwa inu.
Adzaluma milomo
yake mokhumudwa.
Khalani motere
e
- mudzapeza
zabwino,
-osati zoipa
monga momwe munaganizira.
“Kunena
za Mgonero Woyera ,
Sindikufuna
kuti mukhale achisoni mukapanda kukhala pamenepo, kulandidwa mphamvu
yamaginito ya Chikondi changa.
Chitani zonse
zomwe mungathe kuti mundilandire bwino ndikukuthokozani
mutandilandira. Ndipempheni chisomo ndi chithandizo chomwe
mukufuna ndipo musadandaule.
Zomwe
ndimakuvutitsani pa Mgonero Woyera,
ndi mthunzi
chabe wa kuzunzika kwanga mu Getsemane.
Ngati
mukuvutika kwambiri tsopano, nanga bwanji?
Ndidzakulolani
liti kutenga nawo mbali pakukwapula kwanga, minga ndi misomali?
Ndikukuuzani
izi chifukwa malingaliro omwe ndikukupatsani panthawi ino okhudza
kuzunzika kwakukulu angakupatseni kulimba mtima pakuvutika kochepa.
Mukakhala nokha
ndi kufa pambuyo pa Mgonero,
ganizirani za
ululu wa imfa umene ndinamva chifukwa cha inu m’munda wa
Getsemane. + Ukhale pafupi ndi ine + kuti ufananize masautso ako
ndi anga.
"Ndizoona
kuti uyenerabe kudzimva wekha komanso wopanda ine.
Ndiye
uyenera kundiwona ndekha ndikusiyidwa ndi anzanga akuluakulu. Uwapeza
ali m’tulo chifukwa adasiya mapemphero
awo.
Pakuti
zounikira ndidzakupatsa iwe,
mudzandiona
m’masautso aakulu ;
atazunguliridwa
ndi aspics, njoka zapoizoni ndi agalu ankhanza omwe adzayimilire
machimo akale a
anthu, - machimo awo apano;
iwo
akudza, ndi_machimo anu .
Chisoni changa
cha machimo amenewa chinali chachikulu kwambiri moti ndinadzimva kuti
ndamezedwa ndili moyo.
Mtima wanga ndi
Munthu wanga yense adamva kuti watsekedwa ngati m'manyuzipepala.
Ndinatuluka
thukuta magazi mpaka kunyowa pansi. + Ndipo pa zonsezi ndi
kuwonjezera kundisiya kwa Atate wanga.
Ndiuzeni,
kuvutika kwanu kunafika liti pamenepa?
Ukapeza kuti
wandimana,
- kuchotsedwa
kwa chitonthozo,
- wodzaza ndi
kuwawa,
- Kusefukira
ndi zowawa ndi zowawa, ndiye ganizirani za ine.
Yesani kuumitsa
Magazi anga ndikuchepetsa kuwawa kwanga pondipatsa zowawa zanu
zofatsa.
Mwanjira
imeneyi mudzayambanso kukhala ndi ine pambuyo pa Mgonero.
Izi
sizikutanthauza kuti simunali mu ululu.
Chifukwa kusowa
kwanga mwa iko kokha ndiko kuwawa kovutirapo komanso kowawa kwambiri
komwe ndingathe kubweretsa miyoyo yokondedwa kwa ine.
Dziwaninso
kuti zowawa zanu ndi kutsatira kwanu Chifuniro changa zimandipatsa
mpumulo komanso chitonthozo .
'Koma za
-maulendo omwe
mumapanga kwa ine e
- ku zobwezera
zomwe mumandichitira mu Sakramenti la Chikondi changa - zomwe
ndakupangirani ..
dziwani izo
Ndikupitirizabe
kukhala ndi moyo komanso kuvutika
zonse zomwe
ndavutika nazo zaka makumi atatu ndi zitatu za moyo wanga wakufa.
-Ndimakonda
kubadwa m'mitima ya anthu.
M’njira
imeneyi ndimvera iye amene wochokera Kumwamba amandiitana kuti
ndidzipereke ndekha nsembe paguwa lansembe.
Ndikudzichepetsa
panthawiyi,
-kuyitana,
kuphunzitsa,
- kuwunikira.
"Aliyense
amene akufuna akhoza kubwerera kwa ine kudzera m'masakramenti. Kwa
ena ndidzatonthoza mtima, kwa ena mphamvu;
Ine
ndidzapempha Atate kuti awakhululukire. Ndimalemeretsa ena mwa
iwo.
Konzani
ena. Ndimakhala tcheru kwa aliyense.
Ndimateteza
amene akufuna kutetezedwa.
Ine
ndimalemekeza onse amene akufuna kukhala mulungu.
Ndikuperekeza
omwe akufuna kampani. Ndimalirira osasamala ndi osasamala.
Ndili mu
kupembedza kosatha
kotero
kuti mgwirizano wa chilengedwe chonse ukhoza kubwezeretsedwa padziko
lapansi e
kotero kuti
dongosolo lakumwamba lapamwamba, lomwe ndi ulemerero
wotheratu wa Atate, likwaniritsidwe.
- mu ulemu
wangwiro kwa iye,
-koma
sapatsidwa kwa iye ndi zolengedwa zonse.
Ichi
ndichifukwa chake ndimakhala moyo wanga wa sakaramenti .
"Kundibwezera
chikondi chosatha chomwe ndili nacho pa zolengedwa,
Ndikufuna
kuti muzibwera kudzandiwona katatu pa tsiku
kulemekeza zaka
zomwe Umunthu wanga wakhala padziko lapansi kwa inu ndi aliyense.
Lowani nawo
Sakramenti la Chikondi ,
nthawi zonse
kukumbukira zolinga zanga
-
kukhululukidwa,
- kukonza,
-kukonda ndi
- kudzivulaza.
Mupanga
maulendo makumi atatu ndi atatuwa
-nthawi zonse,
- tsiku ndi
tsiku
-Mudzakhala
kuti.
Ndidzawalandira
ngati kuti anapangidwa pamaso panga sakramenti.
" M'mawa
uliwonse lingaliro lanu loyamba lidzakhala la ine , Mkaidi
Wachikondi.
Ndiye
mudzandipatsa chikondi chanu choyamba. Uwu ukhala msonkhano
wathu woyamba wapamtima.
Tidzadabwa
momwe tinakhalira usiku.
Tikatero
tidzalimbikitsana.
Lingaliro
lanu lomaliza ndi chikondi chamadzulo zikhala kulandira Madalitso
anga,
kukhala
mwa ine, ndi ine ndi ine.
Mudzalandira
kupsompsona komaliza kwa chikondi ndi lonjezo logwirizana nane mu
Sacramenti Lodala.
Mupanga
maulendo ena momwe mungathere, malinga ndi zochitikazo, kuyang'ana
kwambiri pa Chikondi changa ".
Pamene Yesu
amalankhula, ndinamva chisomo chake chikutsanuliridwa mu mtima
mwanga, ngati kuti akufuna kundidya m’chikondi chake.
Lingaliro langa
linasokonezeka ndikumira mu Kuwala kwakukulu kwa Chikondi.
Izi
zidandilimbikitsa ndikumupempha motere:
"Mbuye
wanga wabwino, chonde khalani pafupi ndi ine nthawi zonse, kuti,
motsogozedwa ndi inu, nthawi zonse ndizikhala wokonzeka kuchita
bwino.
Umboni
unaperekedwa kwa ine
-kuti nditha
kuchita zonse bwino ndi inu, ndipo popanda inu, ndimachita
chilichonse cholakwika. "
Ndipo, mokoma
mtima nthawi zonse, Yesu anawonjezera kuti :
“Ndiyesetsa
kukusangalatsani pa mfundo imeneyi, monga mmene ndachitira ndi ena
ambiri, ndikungofuna chifuniro chanu chabwino.
Ndikupatsani
chithandizo chochuluka chomwe mukuyembekezera kwa ine. "
O! momwe
analiri wabwino kwa ine, Yesu wanga wabwino, Sanaswe malonjezo ake.
Kunena zowona,
ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti nthaŵi zonse anachita zoposa zimene
anandilonjeza. Ndiyeno ndinakwanitsa kumusangalatsa.
Kuchita naye,
Ndachotsa
mumtima mwanga chikaiko kapena kudodoma
kulikonse,
ngakhale
ndinauzidwa kuti zomwe zikuchitika mwa ine ndi kuthawa monyasa.
Masiku amene
ndinakhala opanda Yesu, sindinkatha kuganiza bwino. Sindinathe
kunena liwu limodzi mwa mzimu wachifundo.
Sindinasangalale
ndi aliyense.
Pamene Yesu
anali pafupi nane , analankhula nane ndipo
anandilola kuti ndimuone.
Ndipo ine
ndachipeza icho
ngati idabwera
kwa mzimu mwanjira yachilendo,
analibe
lingaliro lina koma kukonzekera mzimu uwu kuti ulandire mitanda
yatsopano ndi yolemetsa.
Njira yake ndi
kukopa mzimu kudzera mu chisomo kuti udziphatike ku Chikondi chake.
Cholinga
chake n’chakuti mzimu usamutsutsenso.
Tsiku lina,
pambuyo pa Mgonero Wopatulika, ndinadzimva kukhala wogwirizana naye
monga ndi zingwe zagolidi. Zimandigwedeza ndi mawu achikondi
monga: "Kodi ndinu wokonzeka kuchita zomwe
ndikufuna?
Ngati
nditakufunsani kuti mupereke moyo wanu nsembe,
"Kodi
mungalole, chifukwa cha chikondi changa, kuti muchite ndi chisomo
chabwino?" Dziwani kuti ngati mukufuna kuchita zomwe
ndikufuna,
-Kwa ine,
ndichita zomwe mukufuna. "
Ndipo ine
ndinati, "Chikondi changa ndi zanga zonse, kodi ndizotheka kuti
mundipatse chinachake chokongola kwambiri, choyera kwambiri,
chokomera kwambiri kuposa iwe mwini? Komanso, bwanji ukundifunsa
ngati ndakonzeka kuchita zomwe ukufuna?
Papita nthawi
yaitali kuchokera pamene ndinakupatsani chifuniro changa:
-zidatengedwa
ndi inu,
-ngakhale
kufuna kwanu kunali kunding'amba. Inde, ndine wokonzeka kutero
ngati mukufuna.
Ndadzipereka
kwa Inu, Mkwatibwi Woyera. Chitani chilichonse chomwe mukufuna
mwa ine ndi pa ine.
Chitani ndi ine
zomwe mukufuna, koma nthawi zonse mundipatse chisomo chatsopano,
popeza ndekha sindingachite kalikonse ».
Ndipo Yesu
anati kwa ine :
" Kodi
mwakonzekadi kuchita zomwe ndikupemphani?"
Nditafunsidwa
funso limeneli kachiwiri, ndinakhumudwa kwambiri.
Ndipo
ndinamuuza kuti:
"Yesu
wanga wabwino nthawi zonse, mu umbuli wanga nthawi zonse ndimakhala
wamantha komanso wokhazikika.
Mukuwoneka kuti
mumandikayikira, pomwe ndimakukhulupirirani kwathunthu. Ndikumva
kuti moyo wanga uli wokonzeka kukwanitsa mayesero onse omwe mungalole
kugonjera ".
Yesu anapitiriza
kuti :
"Chabwino!
Ndikufuna kuyeretsa moyo wako kuchilema chilichonse chomwe
chingalepheretse Chikondi changa mwa iwe.
Ndikufuna
kudziwa ngati ndinu wokhulupirika kwa ine, mokwanira kuti mukhale
wanga wonse. Ndipo bwanji mukundiwonetsa kuti zonse zomwe
mwandiuza ndi zoona?
+
Ndidzakuyesani pankhondo yowawa kwambiri. Mulibe choopa ndipo
simudzavutika.
Ndidzakhala
dzanja lako ndi mphamvu yako, ndipo ndidzamenyana ndi iwe.
Nkhondo
yakonzeka. Adani abisika mumdima, okonzeka kumenyana nanu
pankhondo yamagazi.
Ndidzawapatsa
ufulu
-kukuukira,
-kukuvutitsani,
-kukuyesani
mwanjira iliyonse,
kotero kuti
pamene mumasulidwa
ndi
zida za ukoma wanu, zimene mudzagwiritse ntchito polimbana ndi zoipa
zawo, mudzatha kuwagonjetsa mpaka
kalekale.
Mukatero
mudzapeza kuti muli ndi makhalidwe abwino kwambiri.
Ndipo
sindidzalemeretsa moyo wanu kokha ndi zabwino ndi mphatso zatsopano.
Inenso
ndidzipereka kwa inu.
Chifukwa cha
ichi, limbikani mtima
+
Pakuti utatha chigonjetso chako, +
ndidzakhazikitsa malo anga okhalamo mpaka kalekale + mwa iwe.
Tikatero
tidzakhala ogwirizana mpaka kalekale.
Ndizoona
ndikugonjera
-kuyesedwa
koopsa kwambiri,
- kumenyana
koopsa ndi magazi,
pakuti ziwanda
sizidzakupatsani mpumulo kapena kupuma, usana ndi usiku.
Chifuniro
Changa chidzakupangani kukhala ngati ine kwathunthu.
Palibe
njira ina, palibe njira ina yopambana.
Mudzalipidwa
bwino pambuyo pake. "
Sindingathe
kufotokoza chomwe mantha ndi mantha anga anali.
kumva Yesu
wanga wabwino akulosera za nkhondo iyi yolimbana ndi ziwanda.
Ndinamva magazi
akuundana m'mitsempha yanga ndipo tsitsi langa likuyimirira.
Maganizo anga
anali odzaza ndi mizukwa yakuda yomwe inkafuna kundidya ndili
moyo. Ndinadzimva kale kuti ndazunguliridwa mbali zonse ndi
mizimu ya infernal.
Mucikozyanyo
eeci, ndakaingula kuli Jesu akwaamba kuti:
“Mbuye
wanga, ndichitireni chifundo chonde.
Musandisiye
ndekha nditakhumudwa kwambiri. Simukuwona ziwanda
zikundipanikiza mokwiya. Sadzasiya ngakhale fumbi langa kumbuyo.
Kodi ndingakane
bwanji mukandisiya?
Mukudziwa
kuzizira kwanga, mzimu wanga wosakhazikika komanso kusakhazikika
kwanga.
Ndine woipa
kwambiri moti popanda inu sindingachite chilichonse koma choipa.
Chabwino,
ndipatseni zabwino zambiri zatsopano, kuti ndisakukhumudwitseninso.
Kodi
simukudziwa zowawa zomwe zimasautsa moyo wanga?
Zomwe
ndimaganiza kuti mungandisiye ndekha m'njira yauchiwandayi
zimandichititsa mantha.
Ndani
angandipatse mphamvu kuti ndichite nawo nkhondo yoteroyo?
Kodi ndingaloze
kwa ndani zopempha zanga za malangizo othandiza a mmene
ndingagonjetsere mdani?
“Komabe, ndidalitsa
Chifuniro Chanu Choyera .
Ndi
mawu anu, ndi
Kuwuziridwa
ndi zomwe Amayi anga Oyera Kwambiri adanena kwa Mngelo wamkulu
Gabrieli, ndikukuwuzani ndi mphamvu yonse ya mtima wanga :
Yesu anayankha
kuti :
“Musakwiye.
- Mukudziwa
kuti
sindidzalola kuti ziwanda zikuyeseni koposa momwe mungathere.
- Mukudziwa
kuti sindilola
konse mzimu womenyana ndi ziwanda kufa.
Poyeneradi
Poyamba
ndimayesa mphamvu ya mzimu,
Ndimamupatsa
chisomo changa ,
kenako
ndinamutsogolera kunkhondo.
Ngati
mzimu umagwa nthawi ndi nthawi,
Sichifukwa
chakuti ndikumkana chisomo changa chopemphedwa ndi mapemphero
ake osalekeza.
koma
chifukwa sunakhale ogwirizana ndi ine.
Izi
zikachitika, mzimu umayenera kupempha
-Kukhala tcheru
kwa Chikondi changa,
- pomwe
idasweka.
Sanazindikire
kuti ine ndekha ndingathe kudzaza mtima wa munthu
kufika pamtima.
Pamene mzimu
uli wodzaza ndi malingaliro ake,
amapatuka
ku njira yotsimikizika yomvera.
kukhulupirira
mosasamala
kuti chiweruzo
chake chiri cholondola ndi cholinganizika kuposa
changa. Mosadabwitsa, kenako imagwa.
Chifukwa chake
ndikulimbikira kuti, koposa zonse,
- mumapemphera
nthawi zonse ,
- ngakhale
kutanthauza kuzunzika mpaka imfa.
Komabe,
musanyalanyaze mapemphero amene mumachita kawirikawiri. Pamene
mukuwopsezedwa kwambiri,
ndipemphereni
molimbika mtima , ndipo khalani otsimikiza
kuti ndikuthandizani .
Ndikufuna
-kuti mutsegule
mtima wanu kwa wovomereza wanu ndi
-kuti
mumudziwitse zonse zomwe zikuchitika mwa inu tsopano, komanso zonse
zomwe ziyenera kuchitika mtsogolomo, osanyalanyaza chilichonse.
Chitani zimene
akukuuzani mosazengereza.
Kumbukirani
kuti mudzazingidwa ndi mdima wandiweyani, ngati mdima wandiweyani
wakhungu.
Kumvera kwanu
ku malangizo a wovomereza kudzakhala
Thandizo
lomwe lidzakutsogolerani,
maso amene,
monga kuwala ndi mphepo, adzabalalitsa mdima.
Lowani
pankhondo popanda chipwirikiti. Asilikali a adani akudziwa
kwambiri
mphamvu ndi
kulimba mtima
wa mdani wake.
Mukakumana
ndi mdani popanda mantha.
mudzatha
kupirira nkhondo zachiwawa kwambiri.
Mantha ndi
mantha,
ndipo
ziwandazo zimayesa kuthawa;
koma
sangathe kutero chifukwa akukakamizidwa ndi chifuniro changa kuti
apirire kugonjetsedwa kwakukulu ndi kochititsa manyazi .
Khalani olimba
mtima. Ngati mukhala okhulupirika kwa ine, ndidzakudzazani ndi
mphamvu ndi chisomo chochuluka kuti mupambane pa iwo.”
Ndani
angafotokoze kusintha kumene kunali kuchitika mwa ine? O! zowopsa
bwanji zandigwira!
Chikondi cha
pa Yesu wanga wachifundo chimene ndinachimva
champhamvu kamphindi m’mbuyomo chinasanduka
chidani choopsa, chikundibweretsera mavuto osaneneka .
Mtima wanga
unamva kuwawa poganiza kuti Mulungu amene wandichitira chifundo
tsopano wanyansidwa ndi mwano ngati kuti ndi mdani wosatsutsika.
Sindinathe
kuyang'ana chifaniziro chake, chifukwa ndinali ndi mkwiyo woopsa.
Kulephera
kwanga kugwira mikanda ya kolona m’manja mwanga ndi kupsompsona
m’zidutswa zinanding’amba. Kukaniza kumeneku mwa ine
kunandipangitsa kunjenjemera kuyambira kumutu mpaka
kumapazi. O! Mulungu wanga, mazunzo otani!
Ndimakhulupirira
kuti kukanakhala kulibe kuzunzika kumoto, kuzunzika chifukwa cha
kusakonda Mulungu kukanakhala helo. Kotero gehena inali, ili
ndipo idzakhala yowopsya!
Nthaŵi
zina ziwanda zinkaika patsogolo panga zabwino zonse zimene Mulungu
wandipatsa, kundipangitsa kuwoneka ngati zongopeka
chabe za malingaliro anga .
Ndipo
ankandikakamiza kuti ndikhale ndi moyo womasuka komanso
womasuka. Pomwe, kale,
chisomocho
chinkawoneka ngati chenicheni kwa ine,
ziwanda
tsopano zinandibzala, kuti: Kodi waona zabwino zazikulu zimene Yesu
anafuna kwa iwe?
Onani momwe
mwadalitsidwira chifukwa cholabadira chisomo chake! Anakusiyani
m’manja mwathu, monga munayenera.
Tsopano ndinu
athu, athu kwathunthu. Zonse zatha kwa inu! Mwasanduka
chidole chathu!
Palibenso
chiyembekezo choti adzakukondaninso.”
Pamene
ndinanyamula fano lopatulika m’manja mwanga,
Ndinali,
chifukwa cha mkwiyo ndi kusimidwa, ndinakopeka kuti
ndimuphwasule. Nditachita zimenezo, ndinalira misozi yoyaka moto
ndipo ndinapitiriza kupsompsona zidutswa zong’ambikazo.
Akadandifunsa
momwe zinthuzi zidachitikira, ndikadatero
kuti
sindimadziwa e
kuti
ndinakakamizika kuchita. tsopano ndatsimikiza
-kuti mchitidwe
wowalekanitsa unachokera kwa satana ndi mphamvu yosalamulirika
-kuti
kupsompsona kwanga kunali zotsatira za chisomo chimene chinagwira
ntchito mwa ine.
Posakhalitsa,
ndikulingalira zomwe zinkandichitikira, ndinamva mzimu wanga
ukuzunzika ndi ululu. Viŵanda vikati viwona ivyo vikachita,
vikagomezga kuti vyapambana ndipo vikakondwa chomene.
Anandiseka
ndipo, ndi kukuwa koopsa ndi phokoso, anandiuza kuti:
“Taonani
mmene munakhalira wathu!
Zomwe
tikuyenera kuchita ndikukutengerani thupi ndi mzimu ku gehena, ndipo
ndi zomwe tichita posachedwa. "
Ziwanda zosauka
sizikanatha kuwona m'moyo wanga. Kumeneko
ndinali wolumikizana ndi Yesu nthawi zonse ,
- zomwe ndinali
nazo nyanja ya zofuna zabwino ndi
-zimene
ndinkangokhalira kulira ndi kupsompsona zidutswa za fanolo. Anakwiya
atandiona ndikupemphera ndikugwada pansi.
Nthawi ndi
nthawi ankandivala diresi langa kapena kundigwedeza mpando umene
ndinatsamirapo. Nthawi zina ankandichititsa mantha kwambiri
-kuti
ndinayiwala kupemphera ndi
-kuti
ndinayamba kukhulupirira kuti ndingathe kudzimasula ndekha kwa iwo
ndekha. Nthawi zambiri zinthu zimenezi zinkachitika usiku ndili
pabedi.
Kuti
ndigone, ndinapemphera m’maganizo.
Koma atadziwa,
anandivutitsa pondikoka mapepala ndi mapilo.
Choncho,
polephera kutseka maso anga kuti ndigone, ndinakhala maso monga
munthu wodziwa
-kuti mdani
amene analumbira kudzipha ali pafupi kwambiri;
- kuyembekezera
nthawi yoyenera kuti apereke nkhonya yakupha.
Ndinakakamizika
kusunga maso anga kuti ndikane pamene anabwera kudzanditenga ku
gehena.
Ndili
m'maganizo, tsitsi langa linagwera pamutu panga ngati singano. Thupi
langa lonse linali ndi thukuta lozizira
-zimene
zinaziziritsa magazi anga ndi
- Anandilowa
mpaka m'mafupa anga.
Mitsempha yanga
ya mantha inagwedezeka.
Mwachitsanzo,
podutsa pachitsime.
Ndinamva
kufunika kodziponya ndekha kuti ndiwononge moyo wanga.
Kudziwa luso la
ziwanda,
Ndinathawa,
kupeŵa mpata uliwonse umene akanandiukira.
Komabe,
ndinkangomva mawu oipa monga:
“N’kopanda
phindu kwa inu kukhala ndi moyo mutachita machimo ochuluka chonchi.
“Mulungu
wanu wakusiyani, chifukwa munachita zosakhulupirika kwa iye.
Ziwanda zinandichititsa
kukhulupirira kuti ndinachita zoipa zambiri , zomwe
sindinachitepo, ndipo chifukwa chake kunalibe
ntchito kwa ine kuyembekezera kuti Mulungu andichitire chifundo.
Mumtima mwanga
ndinamva:
"Ungakhale
bwanji udani ndi Mulungu, wozizira chonchi kwa Iye? Kodi ukumudziwa
Mulungu ameneyu yemwe umamuzunza, kumunyoza ndi kumuda kwambiri? Kodi
iwe unayesapo kumukhumudwitsa Mulungu wamkulu uyu amene
wakuzungulirani kumbali zonse? Ndipo osayiwala kuti unamkhumudwitsa
iye pamaso pake, pamaso pake.
Tsopano popeza
wataya, ndani adzakupatsa mtendere?
Nditamva mawu
amenewa, ndinakhumudwa kwambiri moti ndinatsala pang’ono kufa.
Nditayamba
kulira, ndinapemphera mmene ndikanathera.
Kuonjezera
mantha anga,
- ziwandazo
zidapitilira ndi kuzunzidwa kwachilendo,
- kumenyana
m'mbali zonse za thupi langa,
- kulowa
m'thupi langa ndi singano zakuthwa, e
- kutsamwa
pakhosi panga kundipangitsa kuganiza kuti ndikufa.
Nthawi ina,
nditagwada ndikupemphera kwa Yesu wabwino
-ndichitira
chifundo ndi
-kundithandiza
ndi chisomo chatsopano
kuti ndithane
ndi zokhumudwitsa zoyipa,
Ndinamva dziko
likutseguka pansi pa mapazi anga ndi malawi ofiira akutuluka pansi
ndikundikuta.
Ndipo nthawi
yomwe malawi awa adatsika,
ziwanda
zinayesetsa kundikokera m’phompho mwachiwawa.
Pambuyo
pazochitika izi, monga pambuyo pa ena ambiri omwe ndinamva pafupi ndi
imfa,
Yesu wanga
wachifundo anabwera kudzatsitsimutsa ndi kundipatsanso mphamvu.
Pambuyo
ponditsitsimutsa,
zinandipangitsa
kuzindikira kuti panalibe chokhumudwitsa chilichonse chomwe
chidandichitikira, chifukwa
-
kufuna kwanga kudamva kunyansidwa e
-kuti
ganizo la mthunzi womwe wa tchimo linawonjezera kuvutika kwanga.
Anandilimbikitsa
kuti ndisachite naye mdierekezi, yemwe anali
mzimu wamtchire komanso wabodza.
Anandiuza kuti:
“Khalani
oleza mtima ndipo pitirizani kuvutika ndi zovuta zonsezi.
+
Chifukwa pamapeto pake mudzakhala ndi mtendere weniweni.”
Kenako anasowa,
kundisiya ndekha ndi kukhala ndi mzimu watsopano.
Nthawi ndi
nthawi Yesu ankabwera kwa ine ndi mawu otonthoza, makamaka pamene
-Ndinayesedwanso
kuti ndithetse moyo wanga
- amakumana ndi
mazunzo atsopano komanso odzidzimutsa a udierekezi.
Pazochitika izi
zonse zinkawoneka kwa ine zowoneka bwino komanso zosangalatsa.
Inatulutsa
kuwala kwamphamvu kwauzimu ndi mawu amene ankaganiza kuti n’kosatheka
kuwazindikira ndi munthu amene sangakhale ndi mphamvu zokwanira
zomvetsa zinthu zimenezi.
Pambuyo pake,
ndinadzipeza ndekha ndikuchita nawo nkhondo yatsopano yomwe, yodzaza
ndi
Pokayika,
ndinakhala wachisoni kwambiri ndi nkhawa. Ndikufuna kuyankhula
nanu apa za:
- Anapeza
zifukwa zosiyanasiyana zondilepheretsa kulandira sakramenti.
Anakwanitsa
kunditsimikizira kuti pambuyo pa machimo ochuluka ndi udani wa
Mulungu, kunali kopanda manyazi kumuyandikira ndi kulandira
sakramenti la Mulungu.
Anakwanitsanso
kunditsimikizira kuti ngati nditalandira Mgonero, Yesu sangabwere
ndiponso kuti m’malo mwake chiwanda choyipa kwambiri
chidzabwera ndi mazunzo ankhanza osiyanasiyana kuti andibweretsere
imfa yamuyaya.
Ndizowona kuti
pambuyo pa Mgonero Woyera ndinalandira mazunzo osaneneka ndi
akufa. Ndinakhala chete.
Koma ndinachira
mwamsanga
-pamene
ndinaitana dzina la Yesu o
- pamene
ndinakumbukira kuti kumvera kunafuna
kuti ndisakhalebe mu chikhalidwe ichi.
Nthawi zina
ndidamupempha chilolezo kwa wondivomereza kuti asadye mgonero kuti
ndisamve kuwawa kwa imfa uku.
koma
adandipemphabe kuti ndilandire sakramenti.
Komabe, kangapo
konse ndinadziletsa, polingalira za nkhondo imene ziŵanda
zikanandiukira. Nthaŵi zina, ndinkalankhula mosakonzekera
kapena kuthokoza chifukwa chosavutika kwambiri.
Madzulo, pamene
ndinali kupemphera kapena kulingalira, ziwandazo zinandichititsa
mantha, ndipo zinandiletsa kupemphera;
- Choyamba
kuzimitsa nyale yanga,
-kenako kupanga
maphokoso osamva o
madandaulo omwe
amafanana ndi omwe akumwalira.
Ndizosatheka
kunena zonse zomwe agalu agaluwa amandichitira
-kubzala mantha
mwa ine kapena
-ndiletsa
kuchita zabwino zauzimu.
Ndinakumana
ndi vuto lankhanzali kwa zaka zitatu , kupatulapo
nthawi yopumula pafupifupi sabata, momwe ziwawazo zinasakanizidwa.
Aliyense amene
sanaitanidwe ndi Mulungu kuti apirire mavuto oterowo mosakayikira
adzaona kukhala kovuta kukhulupirira kuti ndinakumanapo ndi ziyeso
zoterozo.
Anapereka
lingaliro
- kunyalanyaza
iwo,
- Atsutseni
ngati nyerere;
- achepetseni
ku manyazi otsika. Anandilangizanso
- sinkhasinkha
mozama za Mulungu m'pemphero ndi kulingalira;
-
kusinkhasinkha makamaka pa mabala opatulika a Ambuye wathu, e
- Lumikizani
mzimu wanga kwa Yesu yemwe adazunzika mu umunthu wake kuti awombole
munthu ku kutaya chisomo;
kumuukitsa ku
moyo wa uzimu e
kuti alankhule
naye mzimu wa “Yesu Wopambana,” kutanthauza Yesu amene
anagonjetsa dziko lapansi .
Zoonadi,
nditangoyamba kugwiritsa ntchito ziphunzitso za Yesu izi,
-Ndinamva
mphamvu ndi kulimba mtima kwambiri,
-m'masiku
ochepa, mantha onse anatha.
Pamene
ziwandazo zinadandaula, ndinawauza mokana.
'Zikuwonekeratu
kuti inu, zinyalala zomvetsa chisoni, mulibe njira ina yoti mutengere
nthawi yanu kuposa kukhutitsa kukoma kwanu pazachabechabe.
Pitirizani
ndipo mukatopa mudzasiya. Pakali pano, ine, cholengedwa
chaching'ono, ndili ndi china choti ndichite.
Mwa pemphero,
Ndikufuna
kupita ku Nyumba Yopatulika ya Yesu,
kuti
tikonde ndi kuvutika kwambiri”.
Poona zimenezi,
ziwanda zokwiyazo zinachita phokoso kwambiri. Anandiyandikira
mwachipongwe komanso mwachiwawa. Pamene ankanamizira
kunditengera kwina,
mkamwa mwawo
munatuluka fungo loipa ndi loziziritsa thupi lomwe linandikuta ine.
Ndinkayesa
kuyimitsa izi molimba mtima komanso mwamphamvu powauza kuti:
“Abodza
inu, muyerekeze kuti muli ndi mphamvu zondinyamula, koma zikadakhala
zoona, mukadachita koyamba.
Umangonena
zabodza.
Mumayimba
nyimbo yanu mpaka mutafa chifukwa cha ukali komanso moipidwa
Ndimagwiritsa
ntchito mazunzo anu kuti ndilandire kutembenuka mtima kwa anthu
ambiri ochimwa.
Ndinavomera
kuzunzika ndi pempho la Yesu wanga wabwino.
Ndimachita izi
pofuna kupulumutsa miyoyo kugwirizanitsa chikhumbo changa ndi chake
».
Chifukwa cha
mawuwa, adakuwa komanso kukalipira ngati agalu omangidwa ndi unyolo
akufuna kugwira wakuba.
Ndi kudekha
kwakukulu, kuposa kale , ndinati:
“Kodi
mulibenso china choti muchite?
Mwaphonya
kotheratu kuwombera kwanu ndipo mzimu wachotsedwa kwa inu
ndikubwerera m'manja mwa Yesu wanga wabwino. Tsopano muli ndi
chifukwa chabwino chodandaula ".
Ziwanda
zikayimba mluzu, ndikanaziseka, ndikunena kuti:
"Inu
osauka, poti simukupeza bwino, ndikuthandizani kudwala."
Ndipo
ndinagwada pansi ndi kupemphera kuti ochimwa ouma mtima kwambiri
atembenuke, ndikuchita zinthu zachikondi kwa Yesu wanga wachifundo
kuti atembenuke miyoyo yochimwa .
Ataona
zimenezi, anayesetsa m’njira iliyonse kuti andiletse
kupemphera.
Kenako
ndinapereka mazunzo atsopanowa monga malipiro a
zolakwa zimene amachitira Mulungu nthawi zonse.
"Wit, kodi
sukuchita manyazi kugwada pansi mpaka kuyesa kuwopseza zopanda
pake zomwe ndili nazo ?
Kodi sumakhala
ngati anthu opusa komanso opusa?"
Ndiye, kuluma
milomo yawo, iwo anandilanda ine ndi kufuula invectives, kuyesera
kundipangitsa ine kudzipereka ndi kudana ndi Ambuye wabwino.
Ndikumva ululu
wosaneneka nditawamva akuchitira mwano Dzina Loyera la Mulungu,
ndinasinkhasinkha za ubwino wa Ambuye yemwe amayenera chikondi chonse
cha
anthu opatsidwa
nzeru.
Choncho
Ndinasandulika
kukhala pemphero mazunzo owawa amene ziwanda zandibweretsera.
kumpereka
kwa Mulungu ngati chilango chamwano wochitidwa pa iye ndi amene
amamkumbukira mwa kulumbira
kokha.
Ndinalankhula
molimba mtima:
"Landirani
zochita zanga za chikondi ndi chiyamiko kuti mupereke malipiro a
kusowa kwa chikondi ndi kuyamikira kwa ochimwa."
Kuti ndithane
ndi kusimidwa uku, ndinawauza kuti:
“Sindisamala
zimene zidzandiyembekezera m’tsogolo, kaya ndikupita kumwamba
kapena kumoto.
Ndikungofuna
kukonda Ambuye wabwino ndi kupangitsa ena kumukonda. Nthawi ino
yapatsidwa kwa ine,
- musakhale
m'tsogolo,
-koma kukhala
ndi moyo mogwirizana ndi Mulungu e
-kuti
andikomere mtima kwambiri, ine amene ndinalengedwa ndi ubwino wake
ndi chikondi chake.
Nkhani ya
kumwamba ndi gahena ndikusiyirani m’manja mwanu.
Chodetsa
nkhaŵa changa ndicho kukonda ndi kukondweretsa Mulungu
wanga . Adzandipatsa zomwe akufuna: Ndimavomereza
chilichonse kuti chikhale ulemerero
wake. "
Ndipo
ndinawauzanso kuti:
“Dziwani
kuti chiphunzitsochi ndinaphunzitsidwa ndi Ambuye wanga wabwino, Yesu
Khristu.
Anandiphunzitsa
kuti njira yabwino kwambiri yopezera Kumwamba ndi
- chitani
chilichonse chotheka kuti musamukhumudwitse mwadala, ngakhale
pamtengo wa moyo wake;
- Osawopa kuti
walakwitsa pomwe palibe kufuna kulakwitsa.
Iyi ndi njira
yanu, malingaliro omvetsa chisoni,
- kuyesa
kukhumudwitsa anthu osadziwa
- kupanga
kukayika ndi mantha mwa iwo;
osati
kuwapangitsa iwo kukonda Mulungu mochulukira, koma kuwafikitsa ku
kusimidwa kwathunthu.
Dziwani kuti
sindikufuna kuganiza ngati ndinalakwitsa kapena ayi. Cholinga
changa n’chakuti ndizikonda kwambiri Mulungu .
Ndizokwanira
kuti ndili ndi cholinga ichi, ngakhale nthawi zina ndimakhumudwitsa
Mulungu. Nditamasulidwa ku mantha onse, moyo wanga umakhala womasuka
kuyenda mumlengalenga kufunafuna Zabwino zanga ".
Ndani
angalongosole mkwiyo wa ziŵanda pamene anawona machitidwe awo
akusanduka chisokonezo.
Iwo
ankayembekezera kupindula, koma anali kuluza.
Kumbali ina,
chifukwa cha ziyeso ndi misampha yawo, moyo wanga unawoneka kukhala
wokonda kwambiri Mulungu ndi mnansi.
Pamene ziwanda
zidandimenya ndi kundichititsa manyazi.
- Ndinatsatira
ziphunzitso zouziridwa mwa ine ndi Yesu ndi
-Ndinamuthokoza,
ndikupereka chilichonse kuti athetse zolakwa zomwe zimachitika nthawi
zonse padziko lapansi.
Nthawi zambiri
ziwanda zinkandikakamiza kuti ndidziphe.
Ndipo
ndinawauza kuti, “Inu kapena ine tilibe ulamuliro wowononga
miyoyo yathu. Inu mukhoza kundizunza, koma zotsatira zake ndi kuti
ndikupeza zambiri.
Mulibe mphamvu
zochotsa moyo wanga. Ndipo kuti muchepetse kupusa kwanu,
-Ndikufuna
kukhala mwa Mulungu nthawi zonse, kumukonda kwambiri, kukhala
wothandiza kwa iye, komanso
-Kukumbukira
mnansi wanga, ndi kumperekera zonse mundivutitsa nazo.”
Kenako
anamvetsa
-kuti panalibe
chiyembekezo choti apeze zomwe amafuna kwa ine
- omwe,
chifukwa cha kuzunzidwa kwawo, adataya miyoyo yambiri.
Kenako anaima
kwa nthawi yaitali.
ndi cholinga
choyambira pomwe sindimayembekezera.
Landirani
udindo wa wozunzidwa.
Tsopano
ndikuuzani za moyo watsopano wa masautso umene wandidzera.
Poona kudwala
kwanga, banja langa linanditumiza kumidzi kuti ndikapezenso mphamvu.
Koma Mulungu
anapitiriza ntchito yake mwa ine kuyitanira ine ku mkhalidwe
watsopano wa moyo.
Tsiku lina,
kumidzi, ziwandazo zinafuna kumenya komaliza. Zinandivuta
kwambiri moti ndinafika pokomoka. Pofika madzulo ndinakomoka
ndipo ndinangotsala pang'ono kufa.
Apa m’pamene
ndinaona Yesu atazunguliridwa ndi adani ambirimbiri.
-Ena adamumenya
kwambiri,
Ena anamumenya
ndi manja awo, e
- ena
amakakamira minga m'mutu mwake.
-Pali ena omwe
adasweka miyendo ndi manja,
- pafupifupi
kung'amba.
Kenako
anamugoneka yense wovulazidwa m’manja mwa Namwali Wodala.
Pamene
zinachitika patali, Namwali Mayi,
- mu ululu ndi
misozi;
- adandiuza
kuti ndibwere:
“Taona,
mwana wanga, zimene amchitira Mwana wanga!
Talingalirani
pang’ono za mmene munthu amachitira ndi Mulungu, Mlengi wake
ndi Wopindula wake wamkulu.
Munthu sapereka
mpumulo kwa Mwana wanga ndipo amamubweretsa kwa ine wosweka.
Pa nthawi ya
masomphenya,
Ndinali
kuyesera kuona Yesu akufa ndi
Ndinaona thupi
lake likutuluka magazi, lodzala ndi mabala, litadulidwa mzidutswa
n’kusiyidwa ngati wamwalira. Sindinafune kuti azivutika
chonchi.
Ndinamuwawa
kwambiri moti,
-
ndikadaloledwa kutero,
Ndikadafera
kambirimbiri chifukwa cha iye ndi
Ndikadavutika
ndi Zowawa zake zomwe.
Ku masomphenya
awa,
-Ndinachita
manyazi ndi zowawa zanga zazing'ono zobwera chifukwa cha ziwanda,
- poyerekeza
ndi iwo amene Yesu anazunzika chifukwa cha amuna.
Kenako Yesu
anandiuza kuti: “Kodi waona zolakwa
zazikulu zimene wandichitira anthu amene akuyenda m’njira
yoipa?
Kwambiri,
mosazindikira,
- kukhala ndi
chizolowezi chochita zoyipa,
-kuchokera
kuphompho kupita kuphompho, umagwera m'chipwirikiti cha gehena.
Bwerani nane
mudzipereke. Bwerani pamaso pa chilungamo cha Mulungu
- monga
wozunzidwa chifukwa cha zolakwira zambiri zomwe zidachitika
motsutsana ndi Chilungamochi,
- kotero kuti
Atate wanga wa Kumwamba afune kutembenuza anthu ochimwa amene, ndi
maso otseka, amamwa ku gwero la poizoni la zoipa.
Dziwani,
komabe, kuti magawo awiri amatseguka patsogolo panu :
-
kuvutika kwambiri e
- china
cha kuvutika kwambiri.
Ngati
mukukana, choyamba ,
simungathe kutenga nawo mbali muzokoma zomwe mwamenyera molimba
mtima.
Koma ngati
muvomereza , dziwani
-kuti
sindidzakusiyani nokha komanso
-kuti
ndidzalowa mwa inu kuti ndimve zowawa zonse zondichitira anthu.
Ichi
ndi chisomo chapadera kwambiri chomwe chimaperekedwa kwa ochepa okha.
Chifukwa
chakuti ambiri sali okonzeka kuloŵa m’chilengedwe chonse
cha kuvutika.
Chachiwiri ,
-
Ndi chisomo chomwe ndidakulonjezani,
_ndipo kudzikweza
nokha ku ulemerero monga mwa masautso amene ndidzapereka kwa inu.
Chachitatu ,
Ndikupatsani
chithandizo, chitsogozo ndi chitonthozo cha Amayi anga Oyera
Kwambiri,
amene
wapatsidwa mwayi wokupatsani chisomo chonse,
komanso
chisomo cha chisomo - kumlingo wa mgwirizano
wanu.
Chotero
anandiika kwa Amayi ake Oyera Koposa amene, mwachimwemwe, anawoneka
kuti akundilandira ine. Ndi chiyamiko,
-
Ndinadzipereka ndekha kwa Yesu ndi Namwali Wodala,
- okonzeka
kugonjera chilichonse chimene akufuna kwa ine.
Pamene
ndinabwera kuchokera ku ulemerero wa Mulungu,
-kumene
chifuniro changa chikugwirizana ndi cha Yesu,
Ndinadzipeza
ndili m’mazunzo aakulu a chiwonongeko chimene ndinali
ndisanachionepo.
Ndinadziona
ngati wosauka,
ngati mbozi
yosadziwa kanthu koma kukwawa pansi. Chifukwa chake
ndinatembenukira kwa Mulungu ndikumuuza kuti:
“Ndithandizeni,
Yesu wanga wabwino.
Wamphamvuzonse
mkati ndi kunja kwa ine ndi wolemera kwambiri moti zimandiphwanya
ine.
Ndikuwona kuti
mukapanda kundikweza, nditha kutheratu popanda kanthu. Ndipatseni
kuvutika, ndikuvomereza.
Komabe, chonde
ndipatseni mphamvu zambiri, chifukwa ndili mumkhalidwe uwu ndikumva
kuti ndifa.
Kuyambira tsiku
limenelo ndinathokoza kwambiri ndi kundithandiza.
Maulendo a
Ambuye ndi Namwali Wodala ankasinthasintha pafupifupi mosalekeza,
makamaka pamene ziwanda zinandiukira.
Chifukwa pamene
ndinali wololera kuvutika, iwonso amandikwiyira kwambiri.
Mazunzo amene
ziwanda zinandipatsa anali osaneneka. Tsopano zikuwoneka ngati
mithunzi kwa ine,
- ponena za
masautso amene Yesu anavomereza, amene cholinga chake chinali
- kuthamangitsa
ndi
- kukonza
zolakwa zazikulu ndi zambiri zomwe anthu adachita motsutsana ndi
Mulungu.
Koma ine amene
ndikhulupirira mwa Mulungu.
- amene amagwa
ndikundinyamula,
- amene nthawi
zina amakhumudwa, nthawi zina amatonthozedwa;
Ndine wokonzeka
kuvutika chifukwa cha ulemerero wake waukulu komanso ubwino wa mnansi
wanga, monga momwe Mulungu afunira.
Patapita masiku
angapo,
- pomwe
ndidazolowera kukhala wozunzidwa, ndi
Pambuyo pa
kuitanidwa kangapo ndi Yesu ndi Amayi ake Oyera Koposa, ndinamvanso
pafupi kukomoka.
Kenako Yesu anadza
kwa ine nandiuza mwachikondi kuti :
“Mwana
wanga, taona mmene amuna amene samandikonda amandivutitsira.
M’nthaŵi
zomvetsa chisoni zino, kunyada kwawo n’kwakukulu kwambiri
kotero kuti kwakhudza ngakhale mpweya umene amapuma.
Kununkhira
kwake kunafalikira paliponse ndikufika ku Mpando wachifumu wa Atate
Kumwamba. Monga mukumvetsetsa, mkhalidwe womvetsa chisoni uwu
watseka zipata za Kumwamba kwa iwo.
Iwo alibenso
maso oti aone Choonadi, chifukwa ndi tchimo lodzikuza
kwathunthu
mdima ubongo wawo ndi
amabweretsa
kuipa kwa mitima yawo.
Powaona
atatayika kwambiri, ndimavutika kwambiri.
O! ndipatseni
mpumulo ndi chilango cha machimo ambiri anandichitira.
Kodi simukufuna
kuchepetsa masautso amene korona woyipa uyu wa minga amabala mwa ine?
Liwu lofufuza,
Ndinachita
manyazi kwambiri ndi chiwonongeko ndi
Ndinayankha nthawi
yomweyo:
"Yesu
wokondedwa wanga,
-odzaza ndi
chisokonezo,
- kuchita
mantha kukuwonani mukutaya magazi, e
-ndikumva
mukuyankhula mokoma mtima,
Ndinayiwala
kupempha kolonayu kuti muchepetse masautso anu.
Tsopano
mwandipatsa ine,
-Zikomo
chifukwa cha izi
-Chonde
ndipatseni zikomo zatsopano chifukwa chovala bwino. "
Pamenepo
Yesu anavula korona wake, ndipo
-nditayiika
bwino pamutu panga ndi
-
atandilimbikitsa kuti ndizivutika bwino, adasowa.
Ndani
angafotokoze zowawa kwambiri zomwe ndinamva nditabwerera kwa ine
ndekha.
Ndikuyenda
kulikonse kwa mutu wanga, ululu unakula. Ndinamva mingayo
ikulowa m’maso mwanga, m’makutu, m’khosi mpaka
kukafika m’kamwa mwanga, moti ndinalephera kudya.
Kwa masiku
aŵiri kapena atatu ndinakhalabe mumkhalidwe wozunzika
umenewu. Mwa kusadya, ndinachepetsa kukomoka.
Atadekha ndipo
ndinayambiranso kudya kuti anditsitsimutse, Yesu wanga nthawi yomweyo
anatenga mutu wanga m'manja mwake ndikundipanikiza.
Zowawazo
zinayambanso ndipo zinakula kwambiri kuposa kale. Nthawi zina
ndinkakomoka n’kukomoka.
Kuyambira
pachiyambi mkhalidwe wanga wozunzidwa unawonjezeka kawiri
- kuchokera ku
nkhawa yanga ya kufuna kwanga kuzunzika chifukwa cha Yesu wanga
wabwino ndi
-kuchokera ku
zovuta zomwe zimachitikira banja langa lomwe,
Podziona
ndikuvutika ndipo sindingathe kudya, ndinaganiza kuti ndadwala
matendawa chifukwa sindinkafunanso kukhala kumidzi.
Iwo ankanena
kuti kukana chakudya chilichonse chinali chifukwa cha zofuna zanga,
n’cholinga choti ndibwererenso mumzindawo mofulumira.
Chikhalidwe
changa chinapandukira kuzunzika kowirikiza kumeneku.
Koma popeza
banja langa silinali gawo lalikulu la kuvutika kwanga,
-Mbuye wanga
adandiseka pondiwopseza kuti achotsa chisomo chake
-ngati ndili
ndi chakukhosi banja langa.
Tsiku lina
usiku nditakhala patebulo ndipo ndinavutika m’njira imene
inandilepheretsa kutsegula pakamwa panga.
Banja langa,
choyamba mwachifundo ndiyeno mokwiya, linandilamula kuti ndimvere ndi
kudya.
Ndinalephera
kuwakhutiritsa, ndinayamba kulira.
Kuti asaoneke
chonchi, ndinabwerera kuchipinda kwanga komwe ndinapitiriza kulira.
Ndinapempha
Yesu wanga ndi Namwali Wodala kuti andipatse mphamvu kuti ndipirire
mayeserowa.
Panthawiyi
ndinali kufooka, ndipo ndinati ndi mtima wonse:
"Mulungu
wanga wabwino,
- Ndi chizunzo
chovuta kwa ine kuwona banja langa likutopa ndi zomwe zikuchitika kwa
ine, ndi
-izi pazifukwa
zosalungama.
Musalole kuti
azindiwona ndili m'menemo.
Kulibwino ndife
kusiyana ndi kuwadziwitsa zomwe zikuchitika pakati pathu.
Kumverera
kumeneku ndi kolimba mwa ine kotero kuti, popanda ine kudziwa
chifukwa chake, sindingathe kudzibisa ndekha kuti wina asandione
chonchi.
“Ndikadabwa
ndikusowa nthaŵi yobisa kuzunzika kwanga ndi misozi yanga,
ndimamva chisoni kwambiri, ndipo ngati kuti thupi langa lonse
lisungunuka ngati matalala pamoto.
Thupi langa
limamva kutentha kwachilendo komwe kumandipangitsa kuti ndituluke
thukuta kwambiri kenako ndikunjenjemera ndi kuzizira.
O Yesu wanga
wabwino, inu nokha mungasinthe mkhalidwe uno. Ndibiseni kwa ena.
Achibale anga
azindikire kuti ndimawachoka kuti ndikangopemphera. Ndipo
ndikadakonda kwambiri, oh Mulungu wanga,
zomwe
zindichitikira zidziwike kwa inu nokha”.
Pamene
ndinadzichotsera ndekha mtolo mwa misozi, mapemphero, ndi malonjezo,
Yesu anadziwonetsera yekha kwa ine atazunguliridwa ndi adani
osawerengeka.
amene
anam’lalatira mwamwano mitundu yonse.
Ena
anamupondereza, ena anamkoka tsitsi.
- enanso
adamutemberera mwachipongwe chaudierekezi
Yesu wanga
wokondeka adawoneka kuti akufuna kudzimasula yekha ku mapazi onunkha
omwe adamupondereza.
Anayang'ana uku
ndi uku ngati akufunafuna mnzake woti amumasulire. Ndinaona kuti
palibe amene angamuthandize.
Pozindikira
chipongwe chachikulu chimene Yesu anali kuchita, ndinalira
kwambiri. Ndinkafuna kupita pakati pa mimbulu yokwiyayi kuti
ndimumasulire. Koma ndinazindikira kuti ndinalibe luso ndipo
sindinalimbe mtima.
Chotero, ndili
chapatali, ndinapemphera mochokera pansi pa mtima kwa Yesu kuti
andipange kukhala woyenera kukumana ndi chiyeso m’malo mwake,
ngakhale pang’ono chabe.
Ine ndinati,
“Aa!
Monga
ndidanenera izi,
- adani okwiya
awa, ngati kuti adamva pemphero langa;
Anadzigwetsera
ngati agalu amisala;
anandimenya,
kundikoka tsitsi ndi kundipondaponda. Ndinamva chisangalalo mwa
ine ndekha,
pamene
ndinazindikira kuti, ngakhale patali,
Ndinatha
kupereka mpumulo kwa Yesu.
Kenako adani
aja atandiona ndili wosangalala, sanaonekenso.
Kenako Yesu
anabwera kudzanditonthoza, ngakhale kuti sindinayerekeze kunena
ngakhale liwu limodzi. Anathetsa chete ndipo anati:
"Mwana
wanga, zonse zomwe waona zomwe adandichitira zilibe kanthu
poyerekezera
ndi zolakwa zambiri zondichitira anthu. Kusaona kwawo
kumawapangitsa kumizidwa m’zinthu zapadziko lapansi,
zomwe
zimawapangitsa kukhala opanda chifundo ndi ankhanza kwa ine ndi iwo
eni.
Iwo akana
choonadi chonse chauzimu mwa kudzipereka kotheratu kufunafuna
golidi. Zimenezi zinawaponya m’matope.
Iwo
agwera mu kusiyidwa kotheratu ponena za moyo wawo wamuyaya.
"O
mwana wanga,
-ndani
adzakwezera dam polimbana ndi kusayamika koopsa kumeneku, komwe
kukuchulukirachulukira m'dziko la zosangalatsa zabodza?
-Adzandichitira
chifundo ndani ndi kundimasula kwa anthu ambiri
zomwe
zimandipangitsa kuti ndizikhetsa magazi komanso kuti ndimakhala
womira mu kununkha kwa zinthu
zapadziko ?
Idzani pamodzi
ndi ine, pempherani, lirani, perekani chilango cha zolakwa zimene
achitira Atate wanga.
Achititsidwa
khungu, opanda malingaliro kapena mtima, -
Iwo ali ndi
maso a zinthu zapadziko lokha.
Amanditsutsa
ndikuponda zisomo zanga zambiri ngati matope.
Anaika zonse
zimene ndawachitira pansi pa mapazi awo a dziko lapansi.
"O,
dzukani motsutsana ndi zomwe mukudziwa za dziko.
- Nyansidwa ndi
zonse zomwe sizili zanga.
-Nthawi zonse
muzisamalira zinthu za Kumwamba.
“Khalani
ndi ulemu wanga mumtima mwanu.
- Kukonza
pakuti zolakwa
zambiri zandichitira ine mosalekeza.
Ganizirani
za kutaya miyoyo yambiri.
O! osandisiya
ndekha ndi zokhumudwitsa zambiri zomwe zimawononga mtima wanga.
Dziwani kuti
zonse zomwe mukuvutikira pano zilibe kanthu poyerekeza ndi zomwe
mudzavutike mtsogolo.
Sindinabwerezepo
nthawi zambiri kuti ndikufuna kuchokera kwa inu kutsanzira Moyo
wanga. Taonani kusiyana kwanu ndi ine!
Choncho
limbikani mtima ndipo musachite mantha, chifukwa mudzapeza njira
yondithandiza.”
Pambuyo pa Mawu
awa a Yesu, mphindi yomwe ndinabwerera kwa ine ndekha,
Ndinaona kuti
ndili ndi anthu a m’banja langa amene anali kulira komanso
kukwiya.
Iwo ankaganiza
kuti ndifa.
Anandithamangira
kupita nane mtauni kuti akandiwone madotolo. Sindinathe
kufotokoza zomwe zinkandichitikira.
Ine ndimakhoza
kuwona
-kuti banja
langa likudziwa za vuto lomwe ndikukumana nalo komanso
-kuti
ndimayenera kukayezetsa kuchipatala. Pamenepo ndinalira ndi
kudandaula kwa Yesu, kuti:
«Ndi
kangati, Yesu wanga wabwino, ndakuuzani kuti ndikufuna kuzunzika ndi
inu, koma mobisa!
Ichi ndi
chisangalalo changa chokha! Mukundimana bwanji?
O! ndidzakhala
liti pamtendere ndi banja langa? Inu nokha, Yesu wanga wabwino,
mungakonze zonsezi.
Chonde
onetsetsani kuti asachite mantha kwambiri.
Kodi simukuwona
momwe aliri achisoni?
Simumva zomwe
akunena ndipo akufuna kuchita! Ena amaganiza mwanjira ina, ena
amaganiza ina.
Ena amafuna
kuti ndiyese mankhwala ena, enanso. Onse maso ali pa ine.
Sindinasiyidwe
ndekha ndipo izi zimandilepheretsa kupezanso mtendere
wotayika. Chonde ndithandizeni ndi nkhawa izi, zina zoyipa
kuposa zina, zomwe zimandipangitsa kugwedezeka. "
Pamawu awa,
Yesu wanga wabwino adandiuza mofewa:
"Mwana
wanga, usakhumudwe ndi izi.
Monga
munthu wakufa, yesani kudzisiya m'manja mwanga m'malo mwake.
Pamene maso ako
ayang'ana pa zimene akuchita ndi kunena za iwe, sindiri womasuka
kuchita mwa iwe monga momwe ine ndikufunira.
Kodi simukufuna
kundikhulupirira?
Kodi sunaone
chikondi changa pa iwe?
Kwa ichi
ndikufuna
- kuti
mutseke maso anu,
-kuti
mukhale mumtendere m'manja mwanga , ndi
- kuti
musayang'ane pozungulira kuti muwone zomwe zikukuchitikirani .
Mukutaya nthawi
ndipo mwina simungafike pa moyo womwe mudayitanidwirako.
"Musadere
nkhawa za anthu omwe akuzungulirani. Landirani kukhala chete kwawo.
Khalani okondwa ndi ogonjera pa chilichonse.
Khalani
mwanjira yotero
- moyo wanu,
malingaliro anu, kugunda kwa mtima wanu,
- kupuma kwanu
ndi zokonda zanu
pitirizani
kubwezera pofuna kusangalatsa chilungamo cha Mulungu. Ndipatseni
chilichonse ".
Yesu
atandiphunzitsa, anasowa.
Ndinayesetsa
kuchita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndikhale pansi pa Chifuniro cha
Mulungu.
Nthawi zina
ndinkalira momvetsa chisoni chifukwa cha banja langa
kundiyika
mu zovuta ndi
anandipempha
kuti ndikayezedwe kuchipatala.
Iwo anaganiza
kuti matenda anga anali chabe nkhani ya minyewa.
Anandiuza kuti
ndiziyenda, kusamba madzi ozizira komanso zinthu zina zosokoneza.
Iwo
anaganizanso kuti, panthaŵi ya kusintha kwanga,
sizingasinthe chilengedwe
changa,
chifukwa
kusintha koteroko kungapangitse kuti mkhalidwe wanga ukhale
woipitsitsa m’malo mokhala bwino.
Chiyambireni
tsiku limenelo, pabuka nkhondo yachiwembu ndi kusalankhulana pakati
pa ine ndi banja langa.
Wina
amandiletsa kupita kutchalitchi,
- wina
angandilande ufulu wanga pokhala kunyumba nthawi zonse,
- wina
angandilimbikitse kuti nditenge mankhwala anga, e
-Anthu aja
adandikakamiza kutsatira malangizo adotolo omwe amafunanso kuti
andisungireko usiku.
Komabe, zinali
zosavuta kwa iwo kuona kuti zinthu zinali kundichitikira zomwe
sankazimvetsa.
Patapita nthawi
yaitali, sindinathenso kupirira zonsezi, ndinadzilimbitsa mtima ndipo
ndinadandaulira Ambuye wanga kuti:
Zinthu zafika
poipa moti akundimana zinthu zomwe zimandikonda
kwambiri. Ndimalandidwa pafupifupi chilichonse, ngakhale
masakramenti.
Ndani
akanaganiza kuti ndikafika kudziko lomwe sindingathe
-kukufikirani
m'masakramenti, kapena
-
kungokuchezerani?
Ndani akudziwa
kumene mkhalidwe umenewu udzathera?
O Yesu,
ndipatseni thandizo latsopano ndi mphamvu zanu. Apo ayi
chikhalidwe changa chidzasweka.
Pa
ichi Yesu adadziwonetsera
yekha nanena mwamphamvu:
Limba mtima
mwana wanga, ndabwera kudzakuthandiza, ukuopa bwanji?
Ena amaganiza
mwanjira ina, enanso.
Zinthu
zopatulika kwambiri zomwe ndachita zaweruzidwa ndi ena kukhala
zolakwika.
Anandiimbanso
mlandu wogwidwa ndi ziwanda.
Ena
ankandiyang’ana mwaudani ndi maonekedwe audani. Iwo
ankafunafuna njira zoti aphe moyo wanga.
Kukhalapo
kwanga kwa ambiri kudakhala kosapiririka.
Ndinayesedwa
woipa ndi oipa, pamene ndinali chitonthozo cha abwino.
Kupatula apo,
kodi simukufuna kukhala ngati ine ndipo mukufuna kuvutika, mwina
pang'ono, zowawa zomwe ndakumana nazo chifukwa cha zolengedwa?"
Ndipo
ndidayankha: "Ndakumbatira chilichonse chifukwa cha chikondi
chanu, Mbuye wanga".
Ndakhala motere
kwa zaka zingapo ndikuvutika
-kuchokera ku
ziwanda,
-mwa
zolengedwa, ndi
-kuchokera kwa
Yesu yemwe anandiyika pambali kuti ndigawane nawo masautso ake.
M’kupita
kwa nthaŵi ndinafika pamene ndinadzichitira manyazi: Ndinachita
manyazi pamene wina anandiwona.
Komanso,
ngakhale ndinali wathanzi,
- mfundo
yosavuta yokumana ndi munthu kapena
Kulankhulana
ndi ena, kuphatikizapo anthu a m’banja langa, kunali kudzimana
kwakukulu kwa ine.
M'masautso awa,
kuposa kale lonse,
Ndinkachita
manyazi komanso osakhazikika.
Poona kuti
chithandizo choperekedwa ndi dokotala woyamba chinalibe mphamvu,
banja langa linandisonyeza madokotala ena, amenenso sakanatha
kuwongolera thanzi langa.
Ndikulira,
ndinauza Yesu wokondedwa wanga kuti:
“Ambuye,
kodi simukuwona kuti masautso anga ayamba kuonekera, osati kwa banja
langa lokha, komanso kwa alendo ambiri amene tsopano akudziwa
bizinesi yanga?
Ndasokonezeka
ndipo ndikumva kuti wowonera akundilozera chala
- ngati kuti
ndachita chinthu chamanyazi, kapena
-ngati kuvutika
kwanga kunali kupatsirana.
Sindingathe
kufotokoza chisoni chimene chimandichititsa.
Chinachitika
ndi chiyani kwa ine kuti mantha owopsawa abwerere kwa ine
mobwerezabwereza?
Ndipotu
tikawayang’anitsitsa, tingaone kuti n’zosafunika.
Inu nokha,
Yesu, mungandimasulire ku mbiri ndi mantha.
Inu nokha
mungalole zowawa zanga kukhala zachinsinsi. Ndikupempha kukoma
mtima kwanu kuti mundimvere. "
Pachiyambi,
Ambuye wathu anachita ngati sanandimvere. Ndipo kuvutika kwanga
kunali kukulirakulira.
Kenako
anandichitira chifundo ndipo anati:
“Bwera
kwa ine mwana wanga, ndikufuna ndikutonthoze, chifukwa ukuvutika,
ukuyenera kudandaula.
Koma
kumbukirani kuti ndinavutika kwambiri chifukwa chokonda
inu. Tinganene kuti ngakhale kuvutika kwanga kunali kobisika.
Komabe,
chifuniro cha Atate wanga chinali chakuti ndivutike
poyera. Pazimenezi ndinayang’anizana ndi kunyozedwa konse,
tsoka ndi chisokonezo, kufikira pamene anandivula zovala:
Ndinaoneka
wamaliseche pamaso pa khamu lalikulu kwambiri.
Kodi
mungalingalire chisokonezo chochuluka kuposa icho?
Chikhalidwe
changa chinamvanso chisokonezo chotere.
Koma
Mzimu wanga unakhazikika pa chifuniro cha Atate wanga.
Ndidapereka
mayesowa ngati njira yothetsera zolakwika zambiri
- kuchita
popanda kumenya chikope pamaso pa Kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi,
-ziwonetsero
zonyada zomwe zimachitidwa motsimikiza ngati zochita zazikulu.
Ndinawauza
bambo anga kuti:
“Atate
Woyera, vomerezani kusokonezeka kwanga ndi tsoka langa pondibwezera
machimo ambiri ochitidwa mowonekera pagulu, zomwe nthawi zina
zimakhala zonyansa kwambiri kwa ana.
Akhululukireni
ochimwa awa ndikuwapatsa kuwala kwakumwamba kuti azindikire kuipa kwa
uchimo ndi kubwerera ku njira ya ukoma”.
“Ndipo
ngati mufuna kunditsanza, kodi inunso simuyenera kutenga nawo mbali
m’mazunzo otere, amene ndawapiririra chifukwa cha ubwino wa
onse?
Kodi
simukudziwa kuti mphatso zabwino kwambiri zomwe ndingapereke kwa
miyoyo yokondedwa kwa ine,
ndi mitanda ndi
mayesero omwe amafanana ndi omwe ndakumana nawo mu Umunthu wanga?
Ndiwe mwana
chabe pa Njira ya Mtanda ndipo chifukwa chake ukumva kufooka
kwambiri. Pamene mukukula ndi kuzindikira mmene kuliri kwa
mtengo wapatali kuvutika kokha, pamenepo chikhumbo chofuna kutero
chidzakula.
Pachifukwa
ichi,
- nditsamira pa
ine ndikupumula, e
-mudzapeza
mphamvu ndi chikondi cha zowawa. "
Nditakhala zaka
zisanu ndi chimodzi kapena zisanu ndi ziŵiri m’mazunzo
ameneŵa, ndinafika poipa kwambiri ndipo ndinakakamizika kukhala
pabedi.
Nthawi zambiri
ndinkakomoka ndipo pakamwa komanso nsagwada zinkatseka kwambiri moti
sindinkatha kudya.
Nditakwanitsa
kumeza madontho angapo amadzimadzi, nthawi yomweyo ndimayenera
kuwabwezera, ndikusanza mosalekeza, zomwe zakhala zikuchitika kwa ine
panthawi yamavuto anga aakulu.
Pambuyo pa
masiku khumi ndi asanu ndi atatu a mankhwala osabala zipatso,
wovomereza anaitanidwa kuti andivomereze. Atabwera n’kundipeza
ndili m’makhalidwe oipawa, anandiika pansi pa kumvera ndipo
anandiuza kuti ndidzipulumutse ku ulesi wakupha.
Iye
anapanga chizindikiro cha mtanda ndipo anandithandiza kuchotsa
nthenda yamanjenje imeneyi.
Pamene ine
ndinachiritsidwa, iye anati, “Ndiuze ine chimene
chavuta. Ndinakhala chete pa chilichonse, koma ndinangomuuza
kuti:
Atate, ichi
chiyenera kukhala china cha mdierekezi.” Popanda kufunsanso,
iye anandiuza ine:
“Musachite
mantha, si chiwandacho.
Ndipo ngati ali
iye, Ine, m’dzina la Mulungu ndidzam’thamangitsa kwa
inu.”
Kotero
ndinapeza ufulu wa kuyenda kwa manja ndi kukhoza kutsegula pakamwa
momasuka.
Woululayo
atachoka, ndinalingalira zimene zinachitika.
Ndikunena kuti
chimene chinachitika chinali chozizwitsa chimene chinachitika kudzera
mu chiyero cha wansembe ameneyu.
Ndinaganiza:
"Ndikadakhalabe
m'menemo, moyo wanga ukanatha posachedwa. Koma pano ndili
wotanganidwa kwambiri ndi moyo watsopano."
Ndidzayamika
Mulungu nthawi zonse chifukwa chobwezeretsa thanzi langa kudzera mu
chiyero cha mtumiki wake.
Komabe,
sindingathe kubisa kuti, muzochitika zanga,
-Ndinasiya
kumwalira ndipo,
- pokhala mfulu
tsopano, ndinadandaula kuti sindinafe kale.
Koma Yesu
sanandilole kuti ndife, chifukwa anafuna kukwaniritsa zolinga zake pa
ine.
Choncho,
m’tsiku limodzi, anandionetsa kuti akufuna
kuti ndikhale wozunzidwa kwa moyo wonse.
Nthaŵi ndi
nthaŵi zinandibwezera ku mkhalidwe wanga wakale, koma kokha
pamene ndinali ndekha.
Nditachira,
ndinabwerera kutchalitchi kwa kanthaŵi kuti ndikakwaniritse
ntchito zachipembedzo.
Pamene
ndinalandira Yesu mu Mgonero Woyera, Iye anandiuza ine nthawi yoti
ndipereke nthawi yovutika.
Nthaŵi
zina linkasonyeza nthaŵi imene adzabwerera.
Popeza kuti
masautso anga anali atalengezedwa kwa ine pasadakhale ndi Yesu mwini,
sindinakhulupirire kuti kunali koyenera kuti ndilankhule za izo kwa
wondivomereza.
Chifukwa,
poganiza kuti nditha kulengeza masautso anga pasadakhale.
Ndikanakhala
munthu wonyada kwambiri padziko lapansi, ngakhale ndikanakhala kuti
ndikanatsogoleredwa ndi chiyero cha atate wanga wauzimu.
Komanso, kwa
nthawi yayitali, kuvutika kwanga kunachepetsedwa,
osati mwa
thandizo la munthu, koma kwa Yesu amene anachita zonse.
Zinachitika
kuti atagawana nane masautso ake.
Yesu
sanandipatse mphamvu yodziwiranso mphamvu zanga ndekha.
Chotero banja
langa linayenera kubweretsa woululayo.
Atandilimbitsa
mtima, anandiuza kuti:
“Kuyambira
tsopano pamene mubwera ku tchalitchi, kapena musanadye mgonero,
kapena mukatha kuyamika, bwerani kwa ine m’chivomerezo ndipo
ndidzakupatsani madalitso kuti mutuluke m’masautso anu popanda
ine kupita nyumba yanu".
Mmawa wina,
titatha Mgonero, Ambuye wathu anandipangitsa kuti ndimvetse kuti,
- pa tsiku
lomwelo, pamene ine ndidzakhala mu chikhalidwe cha hibernation
kwathunthu,
- adzandiitana
ine kuti ndikhale naye limodzi potengapo gawo m'masautso omwe anthu
ena okhotakhota adamgwera.
Podziwa kuti
wondivomereza ali kumudzi, ndinati kwa Yesu:
"Yesu
wanga wabwino,
ngati mukufuna
kunditengera zowawa zanu, mundiukitse nokha, chifukwa abale anga
akadafuna kuti wovomerezayo amufufuze, sakadapezeka ».
Yehova ,
mwa ubwino wake wonse, anandiuza kuti :
"Mwana
wanga, chidaliro chako chiyenera kuyikidwa mwa ine kwathunthu.
Khalani odekha,
odzidalira ndikusiya ntchito kuti zonse mwa inu zikhale mwa ine. Izi
zidzapangitsa moyo wanu kukhala wowala ndikusunga zokonda zanu zonse
kukhala bata.
Kukopa mzimu
wanu ndi kuwala kwanga,
-Ndidzautenga
ndipo
-Ndidzamusintha
kukhala ine, ndikupanga moyo wanu kukhala Moyo wanga. "
Pambuyo pa Mawu
awa sindinathe kumutsutsa ndipo ndidadzipereka ndekha ku Chifuniro
Chake. Ndinapereka Mgonero Woyera umene ndinali nditangoupeza
kumene ngati kuti unali womaliza.
Chotero, pamaso
pa Sacramenti Lodala, ndinatsanzikana komaliza kwa Yesu ndi kusiya
tchalitchicho. Ngakhale kuti ndinasiya ntchito, ndinali ndi
nkhawa pang’ono ndikaganizira zimene zidzandichitikire.
Chotero
ndinalira ndi kupemphera kuti Ambuye andipatse mphamvu zatsopano kuti
nditsitsimuke ngati nditaya mtima.
Tsiku limenelo
ndinadabwa ndi chiwembu chimene chinandilowetsa m’thupi lakufa
limeneli.
Zinali zowawa
kwambiri, zatsopano komanso zolemetsa kwambiri kwa ine. Zinali
zoipitsitsa komanso zolemera kwambiri zomwe ndavutikapo mpaka pano.
Ndinaloŵa
m’masautso aakulu ameneŵa, ndinasiya kuchita chifuniro cha
Mulungu ndipo ndinali wokonzeka kufa.
Poona mkhalidwe
wanga, banja langa linaitanitsa wansembe, wosiyana ndi wolapa machimo
amene ndinali kulibe.
Wansembe uyu,
ndikunena chifukwa cha chikondi, yemwe mwina akanafuna kundithandiza,
anakana kubwera kunyumba.
Kotero, kwa
masiku khumi, ndinali mumkhalidwe woterewu wakufa, koma osafa.
Potsirizira
pake, pa tsiku lakhumi ndi limodzi, wolapa amene ndinali naye pa
mgonero woyamba anabwera. Anandilera ngati mmene anachitira
munthu wina wondivomereza.
Kuyambira
nthawi imeneyo ndinayamba kumenyana kwa nthawi yaitali ndi ansembe
angapo. Amati ndikunamiza mkhalidwe wanga kuti ndiziwoneka ngati
woyera mtima.
Ena amati
ndiyenera kukwapulidwa ndi ndodo ndi zikwapu kuti ndisabwererenso
mumkhalidwe womvetsa chisoniwu.
Ena amati
ndinagwidwa ndi satana.
Ananenanso zina
za ine kuti ndi bwino kusabwereza.
Sindinadziwe
choti ndichite.
Banja langa
linkakhulupirira kuti unali udindo wawo kuchepetsa kuvutika kwanga
ndipo ankafunafuna ansembe amene akanabwera. Mulungu akudziwa
mmene anthu amawakanira.
Sindinathenso
kupirira.
Mayi anga
osauka, makamaka, analira mitsinje yamisozi. Koma ine ndinakhala
chete.
Mulungu
akhululukire onse amene andibweretsera masautsowa. Ndikufuna
kuti Ambuye alipire kambirimbiri onse amene avutika ndi ine, makamaka
amayi anga.
Mungaganizire
mmene kumvera kwanga kwa ansembe ameneŵa kunali kowawa, chifukwa
ndinafunikiradi wansembe kuti andiukitse.
Mulungu
akudziwa kangati komwe ndapemphera kwa Yesu,
kulira kwambiri
kuti amasulidwe ku mantha opwetekawa.
Ndipo ndi
kangati ndinamukaniza pamene anandipemphanso kuti ndikhale
wozunzidwa, kuti ndigawane nawo masautso ake ovuta kwambiri!
Nthaŵi
zina ndinkatsutsa mwachiwawa.
Ndinati kwa
Yesu wanga wabwino:
“Ambuye,
ndivomereza kuzunzidwa, bola mundilonjeza kuti mudzandiukitsa popanda
wansembe.
Apo ayi,
sindikufuna kugonjera ku goli lolemerali.” Ndinakananso chonchi
kwa masiku atatu.
Pa masiku atatu
amene ndinatsutsa Mulungu.
Ndinamukumbutsa
za lonjezo lake, ndikunena misozi kuti:
“Ambuye,
simukusunga lonjezo lanu kwa ine, munandiuza kuti zonse
zidzachitika pakati pa inu
ndi ine.
Tsopano
mukufuna munthu wachitatu andiukitse ndipo pamapeto pake andikakamiza
kuti ndimuwulule zomwe zikuchitika pakati pa inu ndi ine.
Inu
simunazindikire
-zinyalala
zachilendo e
- kunyozeka
kumene banja langa liyenera kupirira ndi ansembe omwe sakhulupirira?
Ndipo mukuti
sikoyenera kuti ndizitha kudzidzutsa ndekha? Sitikanatha kupeŵa
mavuto amenewa ndi kukhalabe mwamtendere.
Ndingakhale
wokondwa kutenga masautso anu pa ine nthawi zonse monga momwe
mumakondera, ndipo mungakhale okondwa chifukwa mumandiukitsa nthawi
iliyonse yomwe mukufuna. Ndipo motero sudzandikhutitsidwa ndi
ine pakuvomereza kwanga Chifuniro chako”.
Zonse zimene
ndinanena zinali zopanda pake.
Yesu anakhala
chete ndipo anakhala ngati sanandimvere.
Zinkaoneka kuti
sankafuna kundipatsa zimene ndinkaganiza kuti n’zoyenera
ndiponso zopatulika.
M’malo
mwake, anandiuza kuti: “ Mwana
wanga alibe mantha, ine ndimapereka usiku ndi usana .
Dziwani
kuti ndi chizolowezi changa kuonetsa ntchito zanga kudzera mwa
ansembe.
Ndinawapatsa
luso lodziwa, kuweruza ndi kulimbikitsa moyo kuti uzichita zinthu
mopanda kudodoma, mogwirizana ndi mfundo ya m’buku la Levitiko.
Ansembe anga
alinso ndi mphamvu yoyimitsa kapena kunyalanyaza zomwe, malinga ndi
malingaliro awo, sizikukwaniritsa mulingo wa Chibvumbulutso ”.
Ndizosaneneka
kuti pambuyo pa Mawu awa a Yesu
ndidakhala chete, ndi cholinga chodzipereka ku Chifuniro
chake chodziwika bwino.
Koma ndikhoza
kukhala chete
-
atakakamizidwa kumvera zaka zinayi
- pamene
ndinakumana ndi zinthu zambiri zachilendo ndi zotsutsana? Popeza
ndalamulidwa, ndinena izi:
Mwachitsanzo,
adandilola kuti ndikhalebe wosasunthika komanso wodekha kwa masiku
opitilira khumi ndi asanu ndi atatu: inalidi imfa yopanda kufa,
-chifukwa
ndinali wosasunthika m'lingaliro lililonse la mawu akuti e
-kuti
sindingathe kumwa madzi amodzi kapena kukwaniritsa zosowa zanga
zachilengedwe.
Mwachidule,
ndinali ngati mkazi wakufa (ndili ndi moyo), ndinali pa chifundo cha
ansembe amene,
mwadala
ndi kundinyoza,
zinandipangitsa
kupitirizabe kukhala mumkhalidwe wa imfa.
Mulungu
amangodziwa zimene ndinakumana nazo m’zaka zinayi za kuphedwa
koona.
Pamene wansembe
wina anaganiza zondiukitsa, analibe ngakhale mwaulemu kunena kuti:
“Khala woleza mtima ndipo chitani zimene Mulungu amafuna kwa
iwe.
M’malo
mwake, ndi zitonzo zankhanza monga zoperekedwa kwa anthu otayirira
kapena osamvera, iye ananena zinthu monga:
"Lingaliro
langa loganiziridwa bwino ndikuti mumagwiritsa ntchito luso lanu
moyipa kwambiri."
Luisa
mofunitsitsa amagwadira mazunzo ndi zokanidwa zochokera kwa ansembe.
Pa nthawi ya
mliri wa kolera, Yesu anaonetsa poyera udindo wake monga wozunzidwa.
O! momwe
ndakhalira woipa komanso momwe ndidaliri, pamene ndikumvabe zoneneza
zamoyo mwa ine kuti ndine mzimu wosasamala komanso wosamvera!
Ndikuganiza
kuti chifukwa chozama cha malingaliro anga ndi chakuti malingaliro
ndi zochita zanga ndizosiyana kwambiri ndi za Yesu wachifundo wanga.
Moyo wake wonse
anali chizindikiro cha kutsutsana pamagulu onse.
Komabe,
sanakwiye ngakhale pang’ono.
Iye
sanasokonezedwe ndipo, ndi bata lalikulu,
adapirira
chipongwe pambuyo pa chipongwe komanso chipongwe pambuyo pa
chipongwe.
Ndine wamanyazi
kunena, ndalira kwambiri
Nthawi zambiri
ndimadandaula kwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa - mpaka kumukana Iye -,
kotero kuti
sindingathe kukumana ndi zowawa zazikulu zotere kapena
kuti
sindimatsutsidwa mopanda chilungamo kuti ndine wosamvera komanso
wopanda pake.
O! Yehova
wandichitira zabwino, woipa ngati ine. M’kukaniza
kwanga, iye ananamizira kunditaya mtima ndipo sananene kalikonse.
Akanakhala
atapita, koma kwa nthawi yochepa. Kenako anaonekeranso
n’kundipeza m’chipululutso chifukwa cha kusakhalapo
kwake.
Kenako
anandibweza m’masautso a imfa amene anandipatsa mwachindunji.
Tsiku lina,
wovomereza machimo atabwera kudzandiukitsa, anandiuza mwaukali:
"Sindikufuna
kuti ubwerere kudziko lino."
Kwa kanthawi,
ndinatsitsimuka ndipo ndinamuuza kuti:
“Atate
wanga, sikuli mu mphamvu yanga kugwa kapena kusagwa muulesiwu.
Ndizowona kuti
ndine wopanda pake, wosamvera komanso wabwino pachabe.
Koma ndikunena
zoona pamene ndikunena kuti zowawa za kusakumverani zimandiwawa
kwambiri.
Ndikuganiza,
bambo anga, kuti ndikuvutika ndi zowawa izi.
-chifukwa
ndilibe ukoma wa kumvera,
-omwe ndi mwala
wamtengo wapatali wa Yesu wanga ndi
-popanda zomwe
sindidzalandiridwa ndi chisangalalo ndi iye. Ndimanong'oneza
bondo zambiri.
Ndipo
sindimamasuka ndikadziona kuti ndine wosiyana kwambiri ndi iye.
Ndi
ubwino wanji umene ungachite mu moyo wosamvera?
Mawu a
kudzichepetsa awa anachokera pansi pa mtima wanga, amene anagunda ndi
chikondi cha wokondedwa wanga Yesu.
Anandisiya
-ndi mawu
achilimbikitso e
-ndi
chisangalalo chochulukirapo kuposa ulendo wapitawo.
Mosasamala
kanthu za chilimbikitso chimenechi, ndinasankha monyinyirika
- kuti ngati
Ambuye sanafune kunditsimikizira kuti ndikhoza kumasulidwa ku
petrification popanda kulowererapo kwa wansembe, ndi
-ngati adafuna
kuti ndilandire mayesero ndi zowawa monga chibwezero chao
machimo ambiri
ochitidwa mosalekeza ndi unyinji wa anthu, pamenepo ndidzatsutsana
naye ndi kumtsutsa kuti apeze chimene ndifuna.
Panthaŵiyo,
Mulungu anali kuchulukitsa mliri wa kolera tsiku ndi tsiku kotero
kuti anthu a m’dera lathu anali kuchita mantha.
Tsiku lina
ndinapemphera kwambiri kwa Yehova kuposa kale lonse kuti athetse
mliriwu.
zipatso
za mkwiyo wake wolungama ndi wosasinthika
poyang’anizana
ndi kuukiridwa kosaŵerengeka kochitidwa ndi anthu
oipa. Pamene ndimapemphera ,
Yesu
anaonekera kwa ine ndipo anandiuza kuti :
"Chabwino,
monga mukudzipereka modzifunira ngati wozunzidwa
- kuvutika
m'thupi ndi mzimu
- za zowawa
zazikulu ndi zowawa, ndikupatsani zomwe mukufuna ".
Pambuyo pake
ndinamuuza kuti:
“Ambuye,
zikachitika pakati pa inu ndi ine,
Ndine wokonzeka
kuvomera chilichonse chomwe mungandikakamize.
Apo ayi
sindingathe.
Inu mukudziwa
zimene ansembe amaganiza ndi mmene amachitira kwa ine.”
Yesu
anayankha mokoma mtima kwambiri kuti :
"Mwana
wanga, ndikadasinkhasinkha zomwe munthu angachite ndi Umunthu wanga,
sindikadakwaniritsa Chiwombolo chaumunthu.
Cholinga changa
chinali chipulumutso chawo chamuyaya.
Chikondi
chachikulu chinandidya ndikundipangitsa kuti ndipereke chilichonse
chifukwa cha iwo. Za chipulumutso chosatha cha zolengedwa,
Ndapereka
kwa Atate wanga Wamuyaya mayesero ndi mazunzo opangidwa mwa ine
mopanda chilungamo
kuchokera ku
maganizo ndi zochita za anthu.
Dziwani kuti,
kutsanzira zimene ndinachita zaka makumi atatu ndi zitatu za moyo
wanga padziko lapansi.
-muyenera
kugonjera ku ntchito zanga, kukana kwanga, mazunzo anga ndi imfa
yanga.
-Ndipo
umayenera kukumana nazo monga momwe ndimamvera ndi ine. Chifukwa
chake ndikukupemphani kuti mutsanzire Moyo wanga ngati mukufuna.
Kupanda kutero,
kunditsanzira momwe mukukondera sikungakhale kosangalatsa kwanga.
Chochita
chokongola komanso chosangalatsa kwa ine ndi
-ntchito
yochitidwa ndi mzimu mopanda malire
-amene
andipereka kwa ine popanda chifuniro chake, koma mwa ine ndekha.
"Kuti
ndipeze mwa inu kulandiridwa komwe kumandisangalatsa kwambiri,
chitani zamphamvu
- kupanga
chifuniro chanu kufa kwathunthu e
-kulola zanga
zokha kukhala mwa inu.
Pakadali pano,
ndikufuna kuti ukhale wozunzidwa
wa chikondi,
kukonza e
kuchedwa
kwa anthu amene
amakutsutsani ndipo akupitiriza kukuvutitsani.
Kumbukirani
kuti anthu awa ndi ana anga ndipo awomboledwa ndi Mwazi wanga. Ngati
mukukhaladi m'chikondi, mudzadzipereka ndikupereka chilichonse kuti
apulumutsidwe ".
Madzulo a tsiku
lomwelo, ndinabwezeretsedwa
-kuchokera
m'masautso amene adandidziwitsa e
-momwe
ndidakhalako masiku atatu, osatsitsimuka.
Nditabwerera
kwa ine ndekha,
- palibe amene
anayankhula za kolera
-kupatulapo
anthu ena omwe adachita misala komanso omwe adayenera kupereka
zopereka zawo ku imfa.
Anthu
ambiri a m’dzikolo anagwedezeka ndi mliri wa Mulungu umenewu.
Wovomereza
atabwera kudzandiukitsa, ananena mwanthabwala:
“Masiku
ano takhala nafe mmishonale wamkulu, amene amalalikira bwino
kwambiri.
Tawona pa
mapazi athu anthu omwe mpaka nthawi imeneyo amatsutsa malingaliro
aliwonse achipembedzo ndi omwe, kwa moyo wawo wonse, sanafune kudutsa
tchalitchi. Pakuitanidwa kwa mlaliki wabwino kwambiri ameneyu,
adadzipereka ku chisomo nabala zipatso za moyo wosatha”.
Ndinamufunsa
kumene mmishonaleyu analalikira. Iye anayankha:
«Osati
m’mipingo mokha, koma m’mabwalo, m’mabwalo, i
masitolo ndi
nyumba.
Mawu ake
amphamvu anafika malo onse ndi kudzoza kwa chisomo komwe
kunatsogolera ku kulapa. Ndipo kodi mukufuna kudziwa dzina lake?
Ili ndi dzina
labwino. Imatchedwa D. Coletto (kutanthauza kolera), mliri wa
Mulungu ".
Panthawiyi,
Yehova anali kundikonzela cisoni cacikulu. Zinandikhudza mliri
wa kolera utatha.
Kunyozedwaku
kunali kusintha kofulumira kwa olapa.
Chimene ndinali
nacho panthawiyo chinali chiŵalo chachipembedzo ndipo
ndinaitanidwa kukakhala moyo wosaledzeretsa ndi mabwana ake.
Ndinakhutira
naye chifukwa ndi yekhayo amene sankandivutitsa. Zisokonezo
zonse zimene ndatchula pamwambazi zinandichitikira ndi ansembe ena
pamene woulula machimo ameneyu anali m’dzikolo.
Maulendo ake
anali akutali chifukwa cha kolera.
Ndipo
ndinavutika kwambiri chifukwa cha kusakhalapo kwake, chifukwa
mofunitsitsa kuposa enawo anavomera kundiukitsa.
Zachisoni
kwambiri, ndinatembenukira kwa Ambuye Wathu ndi kumusonyeza kuvutika
kwanga.
Ndi kukoma
mtima kwake kwanthawi zonse, Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana
wanga, usakhumudwe ndi izi.
Ine ndine
Ambuye wa mitima ndipo ndikhoza kuwatembenuza kapena kuwapotoza monga
momwe ndifunira. Ngati wovomereza wako adakuchitira zabwino,
anali kazembe wanga yekha;
amene
analandira zonse kwa Ine, nakupatsani inu monga ndinaganiza.
Ndidzachita
chimodzimodzi ndi ovomereza enawo ndipo ndidzawapatsa chisomo kuti
akwaniritse ntchito yawo. Ndiye muyenera kuopa chiyani?
"Mwana
wanga,
kangati
ndiyenera kubwereza kwa inu bola ngati mulimbikira
- yang'anani
kumanzere ndi kumanja,
- kuyang'ana
maso nthawi zina pa izi, nthawi zina pa izo;
Kodi simudzatha
kudzisunga nokha panjira yopita kumwamba?
Ngati
simungoyang'ana pa ine,
- mudzalumpha
nthawi zonse,
- chikoka cha
chisomo changa sichingakhale chokwanira mwa inu.
Ndi chifukwa
chake ndikufuna
-kuti mukhalebe
oyera osayanjanitsika ndi zinthu zakuzungulirani, e
-kuti nthawi
zonse mumakhala wokonzeka kuchita chilichonse chomwe ndikufuna kwa
inu. Kupanda kutero simungakondedwe kuposa ena kuti mukhale
wozunzidwa. "
Kulingalira pa
Mawu awa omwe anapatsidwa kwa ine mwachindunji ndi Yesu, mtima wanga
wakula kwambiri.
-kuti
sindinazindikire kusakhalapo kwa wovomereza wanga,
-Ngakhale
zikanakhala zabwino moyo wanga.
Kenako, Mulungu
anandiuzira kugonjera wansembe amene anaulula machimo anga pamene
ndinali kamtsikana. Sindinachitepo bondo chifukwa chosankha
ichi.
M'malo mwake,
nthawi zambiri ndimalankhula kwa Mulungu kuti:
“Mudalitsike
nthawi zonse, Yehova.
Munandisokoneza
pamene munapezerapo mwayi pa zomwe zinkawoneka zovulaza moyo wanga
ndi ku ulemerero wanu waukulu, munasandutsa izi kukhala zopindulitsa
kwa ine.
Zikhale choncho
nthawi zonse, O Mulungu wanga! "
Pomwe mtima
wanga udali wotsekedwa kwa wondivomereza wina,
Ndinatsegula
kwa mtumiki wa Mulungu amene Yesu anandiuza ndipo ndinalandiridwa ndi
ine.
Ngakhale kuti
anandikakamiza ndi kuumirira, mtima wanga unakhalabe wotsekereza kwa
wovomereza winayo.
Choncho,
sindikanatha kudzimasula ndekha mkati. Anayesetsa m’njira
iliyonse kuti ndilankhule.
Koma lingaliro
loti ndiuze munthu wina zomwe zikuchitika pakati pa ine ndi Yesu
lidandichititsa manyazi komanso kuipidwa mwa ine.
Zinali ngati
ndiyenera kuulula tchimo lalikulu kwambiri, limene, ndikuthokoza
Mulungu.
-Sindikudziwa
kuti ndapanga e
- zomwe
sindimafuna.
Kwa wovomereza
uyu, komabe, komanso nthawi zingapo,
Ndidadziwitsa
mzimu wanga pang'ono, ngakhale ndidachita popanda dongosolo
lililonse.
Akandifunsa
kuti n’chifukwa chiyani sindinkafuna kuti m’bale winayo
andiukitse, yankho langa likanakhala lakuti sindinkatha
kuwafotokozera zimene zinkandichitikira.
Ilo silinali
vuto lake
Chifukwa anali
wabwino ndi wanzeru ndipo ankandimvera moleza mtima.
Akadasamalira
kwambiri moyo wanga ndikadamuuza zomwe zikuchitika pakati pa ine ndi
Yesu.
Komabe,
anaonetsetsa kuti ndikhalebe panjira ya khalidwe labwino.
Koma ine,
ndinamva chisoni chachikulu m'moyo wanga,
-kumene
ndikadakonda kumasuka
-
kudzifotokozera ndekha kwa wina, ndi chikhumbo chofuna kudziwa
maganizo awo.
Komabe,
ndikubwereza, sikunali kotheka kuti ndichite izi.
Ndikhulupirira
kuti chifukwa chomwe wondivomereza woyamba sanandipangitse kuti
ndilankhule chinali kukoma mtima kokha kwa Mulungu.
Ndiyenera
kuwonjezera kuti wovomereza wanga watsopanoyo anali ndi luso lapadera
lolowera mkati mwanga.
Ndi iye,
pang'onopang'ono, ndinalimba mtima.
Ndinamva mkati
mwanga kufuna ndi kuleza mtima kufotokoza ndekha. Pang'ono ndi
pang'ono, ndinatsegula moyo wanga kwa iye.
Ndinalilola
kuti liwerenge mwa ine monga m’buku, tsamba ndi tsamba, liwu
limodzi ndi liwu, kuphatikizapo chisomo chapadera chimene Yehova
anandipatsa.
Zinali ngati
Yesu wanga wabwino anatenga vuto kundikumbutsa zonse zimene anandiuza
kale ndi zonse zimene zinandichitikira.
Nthawi zina
nditaona kuti sindikufuna kumuululira zinazake, ankandilalatira
kwambiri mpaka kundiopseza kuti andisiya.
Ndikhoza kunena
chimodzimodzi za woulula winayo, yemwe ankangondifunsa chinthu
chimodzi kenako china. Nthawi zina ankandifunsa chimene
chikuchititsa kuti ndifooke komanso zotsatira zake zinali zotani.
Nthawi zina
ataona kuumitsa kwanga,
-
Anandilamulira m'dzina la kumvera kuti ndimuyankhe; Ndipo
- ikani pamaso
panga mantha achinyengo chachikulu cha mdierekezi. Kenako
anawonjezera kuti:
“Pamene
mzimu umvera, tikhala otetezeka ndi amtendere, chifukwa Yehova
sanalole mtumiki wake;
amene akufuna
kuchita bwino pofunafuna chowonadi, kapena molakwika ».
Pachifukwa
ichi, nthawi zambiri zawoneka kwa ine kuti onse awiri, Yesu ndi
wovomereza,
-ankadziwa
zonse za nkhaniyi, chifukwa chiyani,
-Yesu
asanandigwetse m'masautso aliwonse,
-Ndinaona kuti
confessor amadziwa zoona.
Ndinadziuza
ndekha kuti: "Ndi bwino kumuuza zonse mwakamodzi kusiyana ndi
kukhala chete, chifukwa amadziwa kale zonse. Ndipo ngati ndikhala
chete, ndani amadziwa ngati sangasinthe njira yake yochitira zinthu
".
Zonsezi
sizinachitike ndi ovomereza azaka zam'mbuyomu, omwe sanangondifunsa
kapena kuyesa kufunafuna chowonadi chokhudza kukhumudwa kwanga,
akuti:
mwachitsanzo
ngati idachokera kwa Mulungu kapena kwa ziwanda.
kapena ngati
zidachitika chifukwa cha matenda amthupi.
Mwachidule,
sanafunse kalikonse ndipo sananene kalikonse.
Komabe, ndinali
wofunitsitsa kudziŵa ngati ndinazoloŵerana ndi Chifuniro
cha Mulungu pamene ndinanyamula mtanda umene anandituma
ine. Ndinavutika kwambiri pamene sindinapeze chipiriro cha
kuvala.
M’malo
mwake, pamene woulula wachiŵiriyo anadziŵa kuti Ambuye
akudzisonyeza kwa ine ndi kundifunsa ngati ndikufuna kuchita monga
wozunzidwa, anandiuza kuti ndiyenera kunena kwa Yesu:
"Ambuye,
sindingathe ndipo sindiyenera kuvomereza masautso omwe mukufuna
kundibweretsera, mpaka nditalandira chilolezo kwa wondivomereza.
Ngati mukufuna
kuti ndikhale wozunzidwa, mupite kwa iye kaye mukamufunse chilolezo
kuti asandikhumudwitse.
Mmawa wina,
titatha mgonero, Yesu wanga wachifundo anati kwa ine:
Mwana wanga
wamkazi, zolakwa za anthu ndizochuluka kotero kuti kukhazikika pakati
pa Chikondi changa ndi Chilungamo changa kumakwiyitsidwa.
Kuchuluka kwa
mphamvu zoyipa kumandikakamiza kumenya nkhondo yolimbana ndi anthu
yomwe ndiwonongeratu thupi la munthu ".
Kenako,
akulira, anawonjezera kuti:
"O! Inde!
Ndinawapatsa matupi
akhale malo
opatulika amene ndinafuna kukondwera nawo. M'malo mwake,
adawasandutsa matanki ovunda.
Fungo lawo
n’lalikulu kwambiri moti ndinakakamizika kuwasiya.
Izi ndi zikomo
zomwe ndimalandira, mwana wanga.
-Kukonda
kwambiri ndi
- zowawa
zambiri anamva iwo.
Ndani wina koma
ine
- adawadalitsa
kwambiri ndipo
-Kodi
achedwetsa chilango chawo cholungama chonchi? Palibe amene anali
ngati ine!
Ndipo nchiyani
chomwe chikuyambitsa kusokonekera kwawo kwakukulu? Palibenso
kanthu, mwana wanga, ngati sichochuluka chimene ndawapatsa. Tsopano
ndiwaphunzitsa momwe angabwerere ku ntchito yawo kudzera mu zilango
zowawa kwambiri.
Chifukwa cha
mawu a Yesu, mtima wanga unasefukira ndi kuwawidwa mtima
polingalira kuti Mulungu wabwino chotero
angakhale.
kukhozanso
kunyozedwa ndi kusayamika kwa anthu.
Ndipo ndani
akanatha kunena kuti kuzunzika kwanga kunali chiyani ndikaganizira za
omwe adzalangidwe ndi mliri wankhondo.
Kwa iwo
ndinkafunitsitsa kuvutika m’malo moti ndiwaone akupatsidwa
zilango zoopsazi.
Ndipo
ndinamuuza kuti:
“O,
mkwati woyera, alekeni iwo mliri uwu wa chilungamo chanu: ngati
mphulupulu zawo zili zazikulu monga inu mukunena;
padakali nyanja
yaikulu ya Magazi anu momwe mungawabatize. Mwanjira imeneyi
adzatuluka oyeretsedwa ndipo chilungamo chanu chidzakwaniritsidwa.
Ndipo
ndikukuuzani nthawi zonse,
-ngati
simungapeze malo omwe mumakonda,
- bwerani kwa
ine pamene mukufuna.
Ndikukupatsani
mtima wanga kuti mupeze mpumulo ndi chimwemwe mmenemo.
"Ngakhale
mtima wanga uli dziwe la machimo ndi zolakwa,
ndi
chithandizo cha chisomo chanu chogwira
ntchito,
Ndine
wokonzeka kuliyeretsa ndikulipanga momwe mungafunire.
O! Chabwino,
sangalalani!
Ndipo ngati
kuli kofunikira komanso kothandiza, ndikukupatsani nsembe ya moyo
wanga.
Ndichita tero
mokondwera ngati nditha kuwona Chithunzi chanu chikutuluka ku mliri
woopsawu. "
Atandidula, Yesu
anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana
wokondedwa,
- ngati
mudzipereka nokha kuvutika,
-osati
mobwerezabwereza monga kale, koma mosalekeza, ndidzalekerera anthu.
Kodi ukudziwa
kuti ndizichita bwanji?
Ndidzakuika
pakati pa ziwirizi, pakati pa chilungamo changa ndi mphulupulu za
anthu. Ndikafuna kuchita chilungamo changa ndikuwatumizira
miliri, ndikupeza iwe pakati;
-mudzadabwa,
-Koma
adzapulumutsidwa.
Ngati
mwakonzeka kudzipereka chonchi, ndine wokonzeka kuwasiya amunawo.
Kupanda kutero,
sindingathenso kusangalatsidwa, kapena kudziletsa”.
Pambuyo pa Mawu
awa, ndinali wokhumudwa komanso wosokonezeka. Chikhalidwe changa
chinagwedezeka ndipo ndinali kugwedezeka.
Koma powona
kuti Yesu anali kuyembekezera inde kapena ayi, ndinena, kudzikakamiza
kunena kuti:
"O
Mkwatibwi wanga Waumulungu, ndine wokonzeka kupereka nsembe iliyonse
yomwe mukufuna, koma chifukwa cha zomwe ndakumana nazo m'mbuyomu,
-momwe
mungakhalire ndi wovomereza yemwe,
-akabwera
nthawi ndi nthawi, umandifunsa kuti sandilola kuti ndizunzike
osayamba kuvomera?
se, invece,
mukufuna
kuti ndimve zowawa izi popanda chilolezo chake, ndakonzeka,
pakuti
kuuka kwanga sikudzadalira iye, koma kwa Inu, Mulungu
Wam’mwambamwamba.”
Kenako Yesu ,
Mkwatibwi wanga, yemwe ankadziwa kupereka chilichonse chifukwa
chomvera, anandiuza kuti :
"Zisadzachitike
kuti ndimuchitire mkazi wanga Magazi. Pita kwa wovomereza wako
ukafunse kuti akulole.
Ngati akufuna
kumvera iwe, umuuze mwatsatanetsatane zimene ndakuwuza, umuuze kuti
zonsezi sizikhala zokha
- chifukwa cha
ubwino wa zolengedwa zokhala mu uchimo;
-koma chifukwa
cha iwo amene abwera pambuyo pake.
Ubwino wanu
waukulu uli pachiwopsezo
kuti mumve
zowawa izi zosasokonezedwa ndi pafupifupi imfa. Chifukwa
m'tsogolo momwe mwaitanidwa kukhala - kupyolera mu kumvera -
ndidzakuyeretsani mwanjira inayake
mzimu wanu
ukhale woyenera ukwati wanu wachinsinsi kwa ine.
' Pambuyo pake,
Ndikonza
kusintha kwanu kotheratu mwa ine kuti awirife tikhale amodzi.
Monga makandulo
awiri osungunuka ndi moto womwewo amaphatikizana ndikukhala thupi
limodzi.
Potero tidzakhala
ogwirizana
-
malingaliro omwewo,
-
chikondi chomwecho, ndi
-ya
ntchito yokonza yokha.
Ine
ndidzakusandutsa inu kukhala ine ndi ine kukhala inu
- kotero kuti
inu munapachikidwa mwa Ine;
-ndi ine ndi
-za ine.
Kodi
simungasangalale kunena kuti:
Pamene
wovomerezayo anabwera, ndinabwereza zonse zimene Yesu anandiuza.
Ndinamuuzanso
kuti ndikufuna kuvutika popanda malire a nthawi. Komabe
zinkawoneka kwa
ine, ndipo ndinali wotsimikiza kwenikweni,
kuti kuzunzika
kumeneku sikungapitirire masiku makumi anayi. Koma, pamene
ndikulemba izi,
Ndakhala zaka
khumi ndi ziwiri ndikuvutika kosalekeza. Sindikudziwa kuti
zitenga nthawi yayitali bwanji.
Mulungu akhale
wodalitsika nthawi zonse ndi chiweruzo chake chosaneneka.
Ndiyenera
kunenabe
-kuti
ndikadamvetsetsa
-kuti ndiyenera
kuthera nthawi yanga mosalekeza pabedi,
mwina
sindikanatha kugonjera mosavuta udindo wozunzidwa kosatha.
Chikhalidwe
changa chikanachita mantha. Sindinathe kulimba mtima mokwanira
kuti ndipereke nsembe yoteroyo.
Ndikhoza kunena
zomwezo za wovomereza wanga:
- akadadziwa
nsembeyo amayenera kupanga m'mawa uliwonse kuti andiukitse;
- mwina
sanavomereze kuti ndikhalebe m'derali kwa nthawi yayitali.
Ndikukutsimikizirani
kuti nthawi zonse ndakhala wokonda kuzunzika kokoma kumeneku. Nthaŵi
zonse ndakhala ndikusiya ntchito pamene ndinali kuvutika mosalekeza
kuposa pamene ndinalibe .
M’chenicheni,
pamene ndinayamba kukhala m’mkhalidwe woterewu wa kuzunzidwa
kosatha, sindinadziŵe mmene ndingasonyezere kufunika kwa mtanda.
Wondivomereza,
amene ndinamudziwitsa chimene Yesu wanga wokoma mtima amafuna kwa
ine, anandiuza kuti:
Ngati zonse
zimene mwandiuza zilidi chifuniro cha Mulungu, mukhoza kulandira
madalitso anga.
Kunena zoona,
ndidzatha kupereka nsembe yodzutsa m’mawa uliwonse.
Ngati ndikumana
ndi mavuto m'chilengedwe changa, ndithana nawo ndi chisomo cha
Mulungu. "
Ndikaganizira
za zolengedwa zomwe zikanapulumuka mliri wowopsa wankhondo, mzimu
wanga udakondwera. Komabe, chikhalidwe changa chinayamba
kugwedezeka.
Ndipo
ndinakhala masiku angapo ndili wachisoni kwambiri. Ndinatengedwa
kupita kutchalitchi. Nditalandira Yesu mu mtima mwanga, ndinati
kwa iye:
"Yesu
wokoma, ayang'ana pa nyanja yozunzika momwe moyo wanga
wamizidwa. M'malo moti
-kukhala
mwabata ndi mwamtendere
- kuthokoza
chifukwa cha magetsi operekedwa kwa wovomereza wanga,
Iye amene
anandilola kuti ndichite momvera zimene mukuyembekezera kwa ine, pano
ndasokonezeka mwadzidzidzi ndipo ndasokonezeka.
Ndine
-choyamba
chifukwa cha kuzunzika komwe mwatsala pang'ono kumiza.
-ndiye chifukwa
chake ndiyenera kukhalabe mumkhalidwe wotere osakulandirani, chomwe
chingakhale chowawa kwambiri kwa ine.
Ndani
akanapulumuka popanda inu?
Chabwino wanga,
ndani wina koma inu mukhoza kundipatsa mphamvu
-kupulumuka,
-kuti
ndichiritse kuvutika kwanga. Ndizilandira bwanji mphamvuzi?
ngati
sindiloledwa kukulandirani m’Sakramenti lanu?” Pamene
ndinatulutsa zodetsa za mtima wanga, ndinalira mochuluka.
" Mwana
wanga usaope , ndikumvetsa kufooka kwako
Ndakukonzerani
chisomo chatsopano komanso chapadera chothandizira kufooka kwanu.
Kodi sindine
wamphamvuyonse m'zonse ?
Kodi
sindingathe kuti mundilandire mu Sakramenti?
Leka mtima
wako ndipo, monga wakufa, udziike m'manja mwanga ngati bambo .
Dziperekeni
nokha ngati wozunzidwa pobwezera zolakwa zambiri
zomwe ndimalandira nthawi zonse kuchokera kwa amuna.
+ Choncho
mukhoza kupulumutsa anthu oyenerera chilango.
Mpaka pano
mwabwera kwa ine, koma tsopano ndikukutsimikizirani kuti ndidzabwera
kudzakuonani mosalephera.
Maulendowa
akhoza kukhala aafupi, koma nthawi zonse adzakhala opindulitsa
komanso otonthoza mtima wanu. Kodi mwakhutitsidwa?
Ndipo chifukwa
ndikudziwa kumamatira kwanu ku Chifuniro changa, dziwani kuti
kuyambira pano,
ndiwe wozunzidwa
kwamuyaya,
m'masautso osatha;
molingana
ndi Chifuniro changa.
Ndikukupemphani
chilango cha machimo amene zolengedwa zina zachita”.
Kodi
ndingafotokoze bwanji zachisomo zimene Yehova anayamba kundipatsa?
Ndizosatheka
kuti ndinene zonse zimene Yesu wanga wabwino wandichitira.
-Kuyambira
tsiku limenelo mpaka lero,
- makamaka
ngati ndi funso lofotokoza molondola chilichonse mwa chisomo ichi.
Kuti
ndikwaniritse kumvera koyera, komwe kwayikidwa kwa ine mopanda
chifundo, ndidzachita zonse zomwe ndingathe.
yesetsani
kuti musanyalanyaze zisomo
zapamtima kwambiri,
zomwe
zimandivuta kuulula.
Ponena za
lonjezo lomwe latchulidwa kale lomwe Yesu adandipatsa, ndinena kuti
lakhala lopanda chifukwa.
Iye wasunga
lonjezo lake kuyambira pachiyambi ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti
adzalisunga mpaka mapeto.
Ndimakumbukira
bwino zomwe adandiuza tsiku loyamba lomwe ndimayenera kugona:
“Okondedwa
a Mtima wanga, ndakuikani mumkhalidwe woterewu kuti ndibwere kwa inu
momasuka ndi kulankhula nanu.
Ndipotu,
kuyambira pachiyambi, ndinakumasulani kudziko lakunja ndi mwayi
wochita zinthu ndi zolengedwa.
kotero kuti
ndakuyeretsani m'kati mwanu, kuti pasakhale maganizo kapena cikondi
ca dziko lapansi mwa inu. Ndinasintha maganizo akumwamba onse
odzala ndi chikondi kwa ine.
"Tsopano
-kuti zina
zonse ndi zachilendo kwa inu ndi
-zoti
tikudziwa, ndikufuna ndikudziweni nokha,
kuti thupi lanu
ndi moyo wanu zikhale pa ine, zikhale nsembe yopsereza yosatha pamaso
panga.
Ndikadapanda
kukutsekerani pamakama amenewo,
simungakhale
ndi phindu la maulendo anga pafupipafupi:
mukadakonda
choyamba kukwaniritsa ntchito za banja lanu ndi nsembe;
kenako
bwerera ku zokamba za mtima wako ,
ndikuyembekezera
ulendo wanga wodutsa. Tsopano simungathe kuchita .
Tili tokha.
Palibe amene
angasokoneze zokambirana zathu kapena kutiletsa kufotokoza chimwemwe
chathu ndi mavuto athu.
"Ngati
mukuwoneka ngati ine, mutha kutenga nawo mbali
-ndi
chisangalalo ndi chisangalalo chomwe anthu ena abwino amandipatsa,
-
komanso kuwawidwa mtima ndi kuponderezedwa
kumene kumadza kwa ine kuchokera kwa oipa.
Kuyambira pano
kupita mtsogolo,
zitonthozo
zanga zidzakhala zanu, ndi zotonthoza zanu zidzakhala zanga.
Zowawa zanga
ndi zowawa zanga zidzalumikizana
- kotero kuti
"chifuniro chanu" ndi "Chifuniro changa"
ziwonongeke kwathunthu,
- kutchedwa
"Chifuniro chathu".
Mwachidule,
mudzakhala ndi chidwi ndi zinthu zanga ngati kuti ndi zanu. Inenso
ndidzakhala ndi chidwi ndi zinthu zanu
"Zopanda
ungwiro zanu kupatula ..., zomwe zidzakhala zanga.
Ukudziwa
kuti ndikhala nawe bwanji?
Ndidzakhala
ngati mfumu yokwatiwa kumene kwa mfumukazi yolemekezeka,
-amene
amakakamizika kukhala kutali naye kwakanthawi, e
- amene,
pofulumira kukhala naye, nthawi zonse amasunga malingaliro ake ndi
mtima wake kwa iye.
Ali busy
kumalizitsa bizinezi yake kuti abwelele kwa iye mwachangu. Akakhala
kumeneko, maso ake amayang'ana kwa iye kuti awone ngati akuwonetsa
chisoni chifukwa cha kusakhalapo kwake.
Ndipo ngati
akufuna kulankhula naye,
amapereka
chilolezo kwa anthu
ozungulira iye,
amapita
naye ku zipinda zake ndikutseka chitseko.
Chotsani munthu
wodalirika, ngati mlonda,
kotero kuti
palibe amene angasokoneze zokambirana zawo kapena kumvetsera zinsinsi
zawo.
Paokha kwa
mmodzi, amalankhulana maganizo awo kwa wina ndi mzake.
Ngati wina
mosasamala akanafuna kuwachotsera kudzipatula ndi kuwasokoneza,
munthuyo akanamangidwa nthaŵi yomweyo monga wosokoneza mtendere
wa mfumu ndi kulangidwa koopsa.
Ndinachitanso
chimodzimodzi pokuikani mumkhalidwe umenewu. Tsoka kwa aliyense
amene angasokoneze makonzedwe amenewa. Sikuti ndingosamala,
koma izi
zingandipangitse kumulanga. Kodi ndinu okondwa ndi izi?
Ngati, m’malo
mwa chisomo chochuluka chimene Yesu wokondedwa wanga wandipatsa,
mtima wanga sunasefukire ndi chikondi choyamika pa iye;
ndiyenera
kutchedwa wonyansa koposa maina onse.
Ngati
sindinavomereze zofuna za Chifuniro Chake Choyera,
Kumwamba konse
ndi dziko lapansi ziyenera kuloza chala kwa ine, kuphatikiza mibadwo
yamtsogolo, monga mzimu wosayamika ndi wonyozeka kwambiri womwe
udakhalapo.
Zikanakhala
ngati munthu wosavala nsapato atavala nsanza zauve akukankhira njonda
yolemera kwambiri imene inamuitana.
- kukhala eni
ake achuma chake chachikulu e
- asamalireni
ngati anu.
Kodi munthu
wosauka wosauka ameneyu sangakhale choseketsa cha aliyense?
Yesu anachita
izi kwa ine.
Posinthana ndi
kalikonse kanga, anandilola kukhala ndi katundu wake wopanda malire
wofanana naye, pokhapokha ngati ndiziwasamalira.
Sindinamubweretsere
kalikonse koma china changa.
Kodi munayamba
mwawonapo zinthu ngati izi? Ndine wamanyazi kukamba za izo.
Ndipo Yesu
anakhala
- osati mbuye
wa zopanda pake,
- komanso za
kupanda ungwiro kwanga, zomwe akufuna kuziyeretsa kwathunthu mu
ungwiro wake wopanda malire.
O! mangawa
anga kwa iye!
Iye amene
satopa, satopa, ndipo sadzatopa kubwereza kwa ine:
"Ndikufuna
kuchokera kwa inu kugwirizana kwathunthu ndi Chifuniro changa,
m'njira
yoti udzisungunule kwathunthu mu Chifuniro changa ".
Ataona kuti
ndimangokonda zinthu zosafunika kwenikweni, anandilimbikitsa kuti
ndisiye n’kunena kuti:
"Mwana
wanga, ndikufuna kwa iwe kulekanitsidwa kotheratu ndi chilichonse
chomwe sichanga. Ndikufuna kuti uganizire zonse zomwe ukudziwa kuti
ndi zapadziko lapansi.
monga manyowa,
zonyansa kuyang'ana. "
Mtima Wanga
umawuma mukamawona mosangalala zinthu zapadziko lapansi zomwe
sizofunikira. Zakumwamba zimakuphimbika ndikuchedwa
ukwati
wachinsinsi womwe ndidalonjeza kuti ndimaliza nanu.
Dziwani kuti
sindikuyamikira zinthu padziko lapansi zomwe sizofunikira
kwenikweni. Ine ndikufuna kuti mutsate umphawi wadzaoneni uwu
umene ine ndadzipereka kwa ine, ndikunyoza zonse zomwe zinali
zosafunikira.
M’kabedi
kameneko mumanditsanzira muumphawi.
uyenera
kudziona ngati mwana wosauka wosiyidwa. Pokhapokha munganene
kuti ndinu osaukadi.
Chifukwa ine
ndikufuna umphawi weniweni ndi anachita kwenikweni.
-Safuna kupeza
chinthu,
- samausa moyo
chifukwa cha zinazake, e
- savomereza
chilichonse chomwe sichili chofunikira.
Kumene kuli
kofunika,
-zikomo
choyamba,
-
ndiye opereka anu.
Ndikufuna kuyambira
pano
mumadzilinganiza
nokha ndi zomwe mwapatsidwa e
simudzapempha china
chilichonse,
chifukwa
kukhumbira chinthu chomwe sichinapatsidwe kutha kukhala cholemetsa
m'maganizo mwanu.
Dzilekeni nokha
ndi kusasamala kopatulika kwa zofuna za ena popanda kuganizira ngati
zili zabwino kapena zoipa ".
Pachiyambi
chinali nsembe yaikulu kwenikweni kwa ine. Koma, mwamsanga,
ndinaona kuti sindinaganize za izi kapena izo.
Kupatulapo
zimene ndinkafunikira kwenikweni, sindinapemphe chilichonse chimene
sanapatsidwe kwa ine.
Nditagonjetsa
vuto lapitalo, Ambuye anafuna kundipereka ku ntchito yovuta
kwambiri. Chimodzi mwa zowawa zosalekeza zomwe zinabwera
mwachindunji kuchokera kwa Yesu chinali nthawi ya kusanza pambuyo pa
kudya.
Anthu a m’banja
lathu atandipatsa chakudya, nthawi yomweyo ndinamwaza n’kufooka
moti sindinkathanso kulankhula.
Koma
ndinakumbukira zimene Yesu anandiuza kuti: “Chita zimene
wauzidwa”. Ndipo sindinkafuna china chilichonse.
Ndinachita
manyazi ndipo ngati banja langa linandidzudzula kuti:
"N'chifukwa
chiyani ukufuna kudyanso pamene wangotaya?" Komanso
ndinadziuza kuti:
"Sindidzapempha
kanthu mpaka atandibweretsera chinachake. Mulungu adzasamalira
zinthu."
Ndipo
ndinapitirizabe wodzala ndi chisomo kuti ndithe kuvutika chifukwa cha
chikondi cha Yesu,
Ndapereka zonse
monga malipiro a zolakwa zochitidwa ndi tchimo la kususuka.
Sindikudziwa
chifukwa chake, koma wondivomereza, yemwe adamva kuti ndinali ndi
nthawi yakusanza, adandiuza kuti ndimwe quinine tsiku lililonse.
Izi
zinasokoneza chilakolako changa.
Ndipo popeza
kuti sindikanatha kudya mpaka atandipatsa, ndinkangomva m’mimba
mukulira.
Ndili
mumkhalidwe uwu, ndidamva ngati ndili m'masautso a imfa, koma
osafa. Izi zinatenga pafupifupi miyezi inayi, ndipo pambuyo pake
wokondedwa wanga Yesu anandiuza kuti:
"Uuze
wovomereza wako kuti asakupatse chakudya kapena kwinini pamene
usanza. Mounikiridwa ndi Kuwala kwaumulungu, iye adzakupatsa iwe."
Choncho
wolapayo anandilola kuti ndisamadye chakudya kapena quinine. Koma
pambuyo pake, pofuna kuti asamveke, anafuna kuti ndizidya kamodzi
patsiku. Chotero ndinali ndi mtendere wochuluka. Njala
yanga yatha, koma masanzi. Ndipotu nthawi iliyonse ndikatenga
chakudya ndinkafunika kubweza.
Yesu wokondedwa
wanga nthawi zambiri ankandiuza kuti:
"Uuze
wovomereza wako kuti akupatse chilolezo kuti usadye konse." Koma,
nthawi iliyonse, iye anakana, nati:
"Landirani
chakudya choperekedwa kwa inu monga chobwezera chilango cha zolakwa
zambiri zochitidwa kwa Ambuye ndi khosi la anthu".
Nthaŵi
iliyonse, pambuyo pa masiku oŵerengeka, Ambuye Wathu anali
kubwerera ku ofesi yake ndi kubwereza kuti: “Ndikufunanso kuti
upemphe chilolezo kwa wovomereza machimo ako kuti usadye chakudya.
Chitani
mosasamala ndipo khalani okonzeka kuvomereza, momvera, chilichonse
chomwe akufuna kuti muchite."
Nthaŵi
ina, pamene, monga momwe Yesu anafunira, ndinafunsanso wondivomereza,
izi, sindikudziwa chifukwa chake, osati kungokana kundipatsa
chilolezo chopemphedwa, koma kundiuza kuti ndisiye kuvutika kwanga,
monga ngati kudalira ine.
Mwina chifukwa
chimene anachitira chinali ichi: pokumbukira kuti ndinamuuza kuti
kuzunzika kwanga kudzatha masiku makumi anayi okha, malinga ngati
kudzatha, anakhulupirira kuti sindinamuuze chowonadi chokhudza
mazunzo amene akukumana nawo. anafunsidwa kwa ine kapena kuti
ndisadyenso.
Pazifukwa
zosadziŵika kwa ine anafika ponena kuti sindiyeneranso kukhalabe
mumkhalidwe wozunzidwawo, ndi kuti ngati ndibwerera m’masautso
ameneŵa, sakanayeneranso kubwera kudzandiukitsa.
Ndiyenera
kunena pano kuti, mwa mzimu wa kumvera, ndinali wokonzeka kugonjera
malangizo ake, makamaka momwe chikhalidwe changa chinafunikira
kumasulidwa ku zowawa zambiri za imfa zomwe nthawi zambiri
zimawonekeranso.
Komabe,
zikuonekeratu kwa ine kuti sindikadasenza mitolo yoteroyo popanda
kuloŵererapo kwapadera kwaumulungu.
Panalinso
kuzunzika kwa kugonjera ku chirichonse, ngakhale ku zinthu zomwe
zinkandinyansa kwambiri (zofunikira zachilengedwe): kunalidi nsembe
yomwe ndinapanga kuti ndigwirizane ndi Chifuniro cha Mulungu.
Komanso,
popanda chifukwa ichi chogwirizana ndi Chifuniro Chaumulungu,
ngakhale oyera mtima akulu akadasiya.
Ndili ndi
ngongole kwa Yesu kubweza kwa iye chikondi chachikulu chimene
wandisonyeza nthawi zonse.
Umu ndi m’mene
ndinadzitonthoza m’moyo wanga wakale ndipo ndinali wololera
kuchita zonse mwa kumvera koyera.
Popeza ndinali
kuona Chikondi ndi Ubwino wa Mulungu kwa ine, ndinali wokonzeka
komanso wololera kukhalabe pabedi langa kwa nthawi yonse yomwe Ambuye
akanafunira, mumkhalidwe wozunzidwa.
Chifuniro Chake
Choyera chomwe amachidziwa bwino
- kusintha
chikhalidwe cha zinthu,
-kuwasandutsa
chowawa kukhala chokoma;
adanditengera
kusiya ntchito ndikugwirizana ndi Chifuniro chake.
Ngakhale kuti
ndinavomera mofunitsitsa ndi momvera kukhala wozunzidwa ndi kukhala
pabedi, ndinayamba kukana Yesu wanga wachifundo.
Tsiku lina
pamene anaonekera kwa ine kudzandiuza za masautso ake, ndinamuuza
kuti:
"Okondedwa
Ambuye musanditengere moyipa kukana kwanga kuzunzika, mukufuna chani
kwa ine?
Popeza kumvera
ndiko kumandiletsa, sindingathenso kugonjera.
Koma ngati
mukufuna kuti ndichite Chifuniro chanu, ndipatseni kuwala kwa
wondivomereza kuti andipatse zomwe mukufuna.
Apo ayi
nditsatira zofuna zake ndikutsutsa chifuniro chanu. Ndikhulupiriradi
kuti sindiwe Yesu wachifundo wanga!”
Ambuye wathu
ankafuna kuti andiike pa mayesero aakulu pondipangitsa kuti ndigone
naye usiku wonse.” Pokhala pachiopsezo chopezeka osokeretsedwa,
ndinaumirirabe usiku wonse.
Atafika,
ndinamuuza mosapita m’mbali kuti: “Chikondi changa,
pirira.
Choncho chonde
musandipangitse kutsutsa chifuniro chanu.
Popanda
chilolezo cha chifuniro changa, chomwe sichimapindika popanda
chilolezo cha wondivomereza, mungathebe kundichepetsa ku chiwonongeko
ndikundifotokozera zowawa zanu zonse, zowawa ndi zowawa zanu. (3)
"
M’mazunzo
ameneŵa amene ndinadzipezamo, ndinakhulupirira kuti Ambuye Wathu
anali atatsimikizira kuti anapambana. Koma sizinali choncho.
Chifukwa
m’kanthawi kochepa, nditamasulidwa ku zowawa zonse, wokondedwa
wanga Yesu anandikokera kwa Iye m’njira imene
inandichititsa kukayikira.
Chifukwa
chake, sindinathe kukana
chilichonse.
Ndinaona kuti
ndamukonda kwambiri moti ngakhale nditayesetsa bwanji kumutsutsa,
zinali zosatheka kuti nditulukemo.
Popeza sindine
kanthu, sikukanakhala kopanda ntchito kwa ine kukana kapena kuyesa
kupambana pankhondo ndi iye, yemwe ali wamphamvuyonse ndi yemwe ali
Mphamvu ya amphamvu.
Kukhala pafupi
kwambiri ndi Yesu,
-Ndinachita
manyazi ndi zotsutsa zanga zambiri kwa iye,
-ndipo
ndinadzipeza kuti ndatheratu.
Ndiyeno,
mwamanyazi, ndinati kwa iye: “Ndikhululukireni, Mkwatibwi
Woyera, chifukwa ndakukanizani.
Ndipo Yesu
anandiuza mokoma mtima kuti:
"Wokondedwa
mwana wamkazi wa Chikondi changa, usawope kuti zingandikhumudwitse
ine: musandikhumudwitse ine posonyeza wovomereza wanu amene
anakupatsani malangizo awa. Iye amachita utumiki wake mofatsa ndi
chikumbumtima ndipo ayenera kugwiritsa ntchito njira ndi zipangizo
kukwaniritsa udindo wake wa makhalidwe abwino. pamaso pa zoipa ndi
zabwino.
Pezani mtendere
wanu ndipo mukhale osiyidwa kwa ine nthawi zonse. Bwera kwa ine!
Lero
ndi tsiku loyamba la chaka (unali usiku wa
Chaka Chatsopano). Bwerani,
ndikufuna kukupatsani mphatso ".
Anabwera kwa
ine, ndikundikumbatira, ndikukankhira milomo yake pamilomo yanga,
adatsanulira mwa ine madzi, okoma kwambiri kuposa mkaka, ndipo,
kundipsompsona mobwerezabwereza, mwachikondi anatenga mphete
kuchokera mu mtima mwake, nati:
"Silirani
ndikulingalira mphete iyi yomwe ndakukonzerani, yaukwati wathu,
popeza ndidzakukwatira mwachikhulupiriro.
Kwa mphindi,
ndikukulamula
-kupitiriza
kukhala m'dziko lozunzidwali e
- kumuuza
wovomereza kuti ndikhumbo langa kuti mupitirizebe kukhala m'masautso
awa.
Ndipo ngati
chizindikiro kuti ndikulankhula,
dziwani
kuti nkhondo yomwe idayima pakati pa Italy ndi Africa ipitilira mpaka
nthawi yomwe amakupatsani chilolezo chokhala m'malo ozunzidwa. Nthawi
yomweyo ndidzathetsa nkhondo, kuti akhale ndi mtendere kumbali
zonse ziwiri.
Kenako Yesu
anasowa.
Pamenepo
ndinamva ngati wobvala cobvala ca masautso, colowa m'mafupa anga;
Ndinadzimva
kukhala wosakhoza kudziukitsa ndekha kuchoka ku mkhalidwe wakufa
umenewu popanda kuloŵererapo kwa wovomereza.
Ndili ndi
chisoni, ndinaganizira zimene ndikanamuuza akadzandipeza ndili
m’masautso aakulu motsutsa malamulo ake.
Ndikanatani?
Ndithudi
sikunali mu mphamvu yanga kudziukitsa ndekha.
Madzi amkaka
amene Yesu anatsanulira mwa ine anachititsa kuti ndizimukonda
kwambiri moti ngakhale ndinkamva ululu, ndinkalakalaka chikondi.
Kukoma ndi
kukhuta kumeneku komwe ndinamva kunandikakamiza kutenga gawo la
chakudya choperekedwa ndi banja langa pambuyo pondilera
wovomerezayo. Koma chakudyachi chinakana kulowa m’mimba
mwanga.
Zinali
zofunikira kuti wondivomereza adandikakamiza m'dzina la kumvera kuti
ndimeze. Komabe, nthawi yomweyo ndinakakamizika kubweza ndi
madzi okoma omwe anathiridwa mwa ine ndi Yesu.
Potero,
ndinamva mwa ine Yesu yemwe,
moseka , anandiuza kuti :
"Zimene
ndakukhuthulilani sizinakwanire? Simunakhutire?"
Mochita manyazi
kwambiri komanso mwamanyazi, ndinamuuza kuti:
“Mukufuna
chiyani kwa ine, kapena Yesu?
Ndi kumvera
komwe kunanditsogolera ine kubwezera zomwe zinali zako, zomwe zinali
komabe okoma
komanso okoma kwambiri. "
Popanda mafunso
ena, kuyang'ana zomwe zinachitika, wovomereza wanga adachoka ponena
kuti: "Ndidzabweranso ndikakhala ndi nthawi yopuma".
Osati kokha
kuti ndinalibe chidwi ndi kusokoneza uku kwa wovomerezayo mogwirizana
ndi zomwe zinali kuchitika pakati pa ine ndi Ambuye, koma ndinali
wokwiya kwambiri.
Posakhalitsa
ndinathokoza Yesu wanga wachifundo nthaŵi zonse, amene analola
wondivomereza kuti asandifunse mafunso.
Sindinadziŵe
kuti n’chiyani chidzachitike mawa lake. Wondivomereza
anabwerera ali ndi tsinya ndipo, osandifunsa, anandiuza kuti ndine
mzimu wosamvera.
Ndipo
anawonjezera kuti:
“Chowonadi
chakuti mwagwa muufoko wa imfa chimandipangitsa ine kukhulupirira
-kuti zomwe
zimakuchitikirani ndi matenda oyera e
- osati
zotsatira za kulowererapo kwa uzimu.
Zikadakhala
zochokera kwa Mulungu, ndithudi, sakadakulolani inu kuti
musandimvere.
chifukwa
akufuna kumvera kwa inu ndipo safuna kuti zisachitidwe popanda ukoma
wokongola uwu.
Kotero, mmalo
moitana wovomereza wanu, kuyambira tsopano mudzayitana madokotala
omwe, ndi sayansi yawo, adzakumasulani ku matenda anu amanjenje ».
Atamaliza
kundilalatira, ndinadzikakamiza kumuuza zomwe zinachitika, ndipo
zonse zomwe Ambuye adandifunsa kuti ndimuuze.
Atandimva,
anasintha maganizo ake ndipo ananditsimikizira kuti sanakayikire
zimene ndinanena zokhudza Yesu, chifukwa zimene ananena zokhudza
nkhondo ya pakati pa Italy ndi Africa zinali zoona.
Anawonjezera pa
zomwe zimatchedwa mtendere, ngati ubwera posachedwa, chifukwa chakuti
mudzakhalanso wozunzidwa, ndiye kuti sindikukayikiranso. Ngati,
kumbali ina, zinali chifukwa cha zifukwa zina ...
Tiyeni tidikire
tiwone ".
Choncho
anandivomera poyankha chikhumbo chimene chinanenedwa ndi Yesu wanga
wabwino.Ndipo anabwerezanso kwa ine kuti: “Tiyembekeza kuti
tione ngati nkhondoyi siichuluka ndiponso ngati tidzakhala ndi
mtendere posachedwapa”.
Patapita miyezi
inayi, wolapa wanga anamva m’nyuzipepala kuti mtendere umene
Yesu analosera unakwaniritsidwa.
Atandiwona,
anati: "Popanda ovulala kulikonse, nkhondo yapakati pa Italy ndi
Africa yatha; tsopano pali mtendere pakati pa awiriwo."
Popeza kuti
mfundo imeneyi inali italoseredwa ndi kukwaniritsidwa,
wondivomerezayo anakhutiritsidwa ndi zochita za umulungu m’zimene
zinkandichitikira ndipo anandisiya ndekha ndi mwamtendere, zimene
sizingatheke ngati munthu atsutsa Mulungu.
Kuyambira tsiku
limenelo, Yesu sanachite kalikonse koma kundikonzekeretsa kaamba ka
ukwati wachinsinsi umene anandilonjeza (4), kudzandichezera
kawirikawiri –
mpaka
katatu kapena kanayi pa tsiku pamene ankakonda.
Nthawi zambiri
ankabwera ndi kupita nthawi zonse.
Wachita ngati
wokondana yemwe sangalephere kuganizira za mkazi wake nthawi zambiri,
komanso kumukonda ndi kumuyendera.
Anadziulula kwa
ine pondiuza zinthu monga:
"Ndimakukonda
mpaka nditakhala kutali ndi iwe. Ndikumva ngati sindikupindula
ndikapanda kukuwona kapena kuyankhula nawe mwachindunji komanso
pafupi.
Ndimakonda
kuganiza kuti uli wekha ndipo umalakalaka kukondedwa. Ndipo
ndibwera kudzawona ngati mukufuna chilichonse."
Kenako
ankakweza mutu wanga, kukonza mtsamiro wanga, kuyika manja ake
m’khosi mwanga, kundipsompsona ndi kundipsompsona
mobwerezabwereza.
Pokhala
chilimwe, chinandichotsera kutentha kwakukulu mwa kundiziziritsa ndi
kamphepo kayeziyezi kamene kanatuluka pakamwa pake kokoma.
Nthawi zina
ankagwedeza chinachake m'manja mwake kapena kugogoda pa pepala lomwe
linandiphimba kuti ndiziziritse, ndipo amandifunsa mwadzidzidzi:
"Muli
bwanji tsopano? Zedi mukumva bwino eti?"
Ndipo
ndikanati: “Inu mukudziwa, Yesu wanga wokondedwa, mukakhala
pafupi ndi ine, ndimamvabe bwino”.
Kenako, atafika
n’kundipeza nditagwada pansi komanso wofooka
- chifukwa cha
kuvutika kwanga kosalekeza,
- makamaka
usiku, pambuyo poti wovomereza wanga wabwera,
adandiyandikira
ndikuthira madzi amkaka kuchokera mkamwa mwake mkamwa mwanga.
Anandigwiriziza
ku Bokosi lake Lopatulika kwambiri, limene ananditulutsamo mitsinje
ya kukoma ndi mphamvu zimene zinandipatsa kulawa kwa zokondweretsa za
Kumwamba.
Pamene
adandiwona ndikusangalala, adandiuza ndi ubwino wake wosaneneka:
"Ndikufunadi
kukhala Zonse Zanu, kundipanga kukhala chakudya chotonthoza osati cha
moyo wanu chokha, komanso cha thupi lanu." (5)
Nanga bwanji
zonse zomwe ndakumana nazo za chikondi chakumwamba chifukwa cha
chisomo chakumwamba chochuluka? Ndikadati ndinene chilichonse
chomwe Yesu wokondedwa wanga adandiuza, ndikanatopa.
Ngakhale
wondivomereza sanathe kunena chilichonse, chifukwa zikadatenga nthawi
yayitali.
Ndidzilekezera
pano kunena mwachidule zomwe zili zokwanira kudziwa kumvetsetsa
pang'ono za moyo womwe uli ndi Yesu, Mkwatibwi wokondweretsa kwambiri
wa moyo.
Ndipo, ndi
mphamvu yonse ya mtima wanga, ndikufuna kufuula, ndikumuuza kuti:
“O
Yesu, ndayamikira kwambiri mauthenga anu okoma ndi okoma!
mazunzo amene
amaperekedwa kwa ine ndi Yesu wanga nthawi yomweyo ndi owawa, okoma
ndi apakati, iye mwini wodzala ndi zowawa.
Koma ngati
kukoma ndi kuwawa sikunaperekedwe nthawi imodzi ku moyo umene
unakhala wozunzidwa ndi chikondi, chitetezero ndi kubwezera,
mzimu uwu
sukanakhoza kukhala nthawi yaitali popanda kufa.
Thupi likasweka
ndipo mzimu unkalumikizana mwachangu ndi Mulungu wake.Chotero
ndikubuula ndi kubuula ndikaganiza kuti wandisiya.
Pamene
ankabisala nthawi ndi nthawi, ndinayamba kudwala kwambiri
maganizo. Ndinaona ngati ndinali ndisanamuone kwa zaka 100.
Ndicho
chifukwa chake ndinadandaula nthawi imeneyo ndikumuuza
zinthu monga:
"Iwe
Mkwatibwi, ungandipangitse bwanji kuti ndidikire kwa nthawi yayitali?
Sukudziwa kuti sindingathe kukhala popanda iwe?
Bwerani
mudzanditsitsimutse ndi Kukhalapo kwanu kumene kuli kuwala, mphamvu
ndi chirichonse kwa ine.” Tsiku lina, ndikumverera kukanidwa
chifukwa cha kusakhalapo kwake kwa maola angapo, zinawoneka kwa ine
kuti anali asanandiwonekere kwa zaka zingapo.
Komanso,
m’masautso anga, ndinalira misozi yowawa. Kenako
adandiwonekera, kunditonthoza ndikuumitsa misozi yanga.
Anandipsompsona
ndipo, pamene anali kundigwira, anati kwa ine :
“Sindikufuna
kuti ulire.
Mwaona, ine
ndiri ndi inu tsopano. Mungafune chiyani?"
Ndinayankha:
“Ndimakulakalakani,
ndisiya kulira mukamandilonjeza kuti simudzandidikira mpaka kalekale.
Yesu wanga
wabwino, mukudziwa momwe ndimavutikira pamene ndikukuyembekezerani,
mwapadera
-ndikakuimbira
foni osabwera msanga
-
kunditonthoza, kundilimbitsa ndi kundilimbikitsa ndi Kukhalapo kwanu
kokoma ".
Yesu
anati , Inde, inde, ndidzakukondweretsani. Ndipo
mwamsanga mbisoweka.
Bumwi buzuba,
ndakali kuyandaula akumulomba kuti aleke kundigwasya kulindila
ncobeni. Ataona kuti ndimangolira, anandiuza kuti:
“Tsopano
ndikufuna kukukhutiritsani m’zonse.
Ndine wokondwa
kwambiri ndi inu kuti nditha kupeza zomwe mukufuna.
Ngati mpaka
pano ndakumasulani ku moyo wanu wakunja ndikudziwonetsera ndekha kwa
inu, tsopano ndikufuna kukopa moyo wanu kwa ine.
Chifukwa chake
mutha kunditsata kwambiri, kundisangalatsa, kukanikiza kwambiri pa
ine. Nditha kukuwonetsani chilichonse chomwe sichinachitike nanu
m'mbuyomu. "
Miyezi itatu
inadutsa ndipo ndinakhalabe wogona pabedi langa, kumene ndinalandira
osati
zowawa ndi zowawa zokha zimene Yesu analankhula
kwa ine;
komanso Kukoma
kwake.
Tsiku lina
m’maŵa Yesu anadza kwa ine monga mnyamata wachifundo ndi
wachikoka wa zaka pafupifupi khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu.
Tsitsi lake la
mtundu wa golide linali lopiringizika ndipo linagwera mbali zonse za
chipumi chake.
Zinkawoneka
kuti ma Curls ake adaluka malingaliro a Mzimu wake olumikizana ndi
zokonda za Mtima wake.
Pamphumi,
mopanda phokoso komanso lalikulu, munthu amatha kuwona, ngati mwala
wonyezimira.
- Mzimu wake,
-kumene Nzeru
zake zopanda malire zinalamulira mu dongosolo lakumwamba ndi
mtendere.
Malingaliro
anga anakhazikika ndipo mtima wanga unakhazikika nditawona Yesu
wochititsa chidwiyu. Zotsatira zake zinali zotere ndipo
zilakolako zanga zidaponderezedwa kwambiri kotero kuti sindinamve
kusokoneza ngakhale pang'ono.
Popeza mzimu
wanga udamva mtendere wochuluka ndikungomuwona, ndikadakumana ndi
chiyani ndikadakhala ndi Umulungu wake?
Ndimakhulupirira
kuti Yesu sakanadziwonetsera yekha mu kukongola koteroko kwa mzimu
umene sunasangalale ndi bata langwiro ndi kudzichepetsa kwakukulu.
Iye amachoka pa
kusokonezeka pang’ono kwa moyo.
Kumbali ina,
ngati moyo udamva mtendere ndi bata kotero kuti sunavutike ndi masoka
ndi nkhondo zowopsa kuzungulira pamenepo, ndiye kuti
Yesu
akadadziwonetsera yekha kwa iye,
koma
adzamva mpumulo wokoma mwa
iye;
mpumulo umene
sukanakhoza kuperekedwa ndi mzimu wovutika.
M’mene
Yesu anadziwonetsera kwa ine,
Ndinapitiriza
kuyang'ana ndikusilira, ndipo ndinadziuza ndekha kuti:
"O! Maso
ake ndi okongola bwanji!
zomwe zimawala
ndi kuwala kowala kuposa dzuwa ».
Mosiyana ndi
kuwala kwa dzuwa, kuwala kochokera ku Maso a Yesu sikunawononge
masomphenya anga. Ndipo ndimatha kuyang'anitsitsa kukongola
kumeneku popanda kuyesetsa kulikonse.
M'malo mwake,
maso anga analimbikitsidwa kwambiri.
Simungathe
kuchotsa maso anu pa chozizwitsa chodabwitsa ichi cha kukongola
chomwe ndi buluu wakuda wa Ana a Yesu.
Kuyang'ana kwa
Yesu ndikokwanira
-kunyamulidwa
kunja e
- yendani
m'zigwa, zigwa, mapiri, mlengalenga kapena maphompho akuya kwambiri
padziko lapansi kuti mupeze.
Kuyang'ana kwa
Yesu ndikokwanira
-kusintha moyo
kukhala iye, e
-Kupangitsa
anthu kumva sindikudziwa za Umulungu wake. Nthawi zambiri izi
zimandipangitsa kulira:
"O Yesu
wanga wokongola, kapena zonse zanga,
momwe
zingakhalire kusangalala ndi masomphenya anu abwino popanda
kusakaniza kwa masautso,
inu
amene, mu mphindi zochepa zomwe mudawonekera kwa ine, munapereka
mtendere wochuluka ku moyo
wanga,
inu amene
mitsinje ya masautso, ofera chikhulupiriro, kapena mayesero ochititsa
manyazi, akhoza kupilira;
inu
amene mumakhala ndi chisakanizo cha zowawa ndi chisangalalo
mumtendere wangwiro wamalingaliro!
"
Ndani anganene
kukongola konse komwe kumatulutsa Nkhope yake yokongola.
Maonekedwe ake
ali ngati chipale chofewa chamtundu wa maluwa okongola. Limapereka
ulemu waukulu ndi waumulungu.
Maonekedwe ake
amabweretsa mantha ndi ulemu, komanso kudalira. Mawonekedwe ake
ndi
-ngati woyera
ndi wakuda,
-monga kukoma
ndi kuwawa.
Chidaliro
chomwe cholengedwa chingalimbikitse ndi mthunzi wochokera kudzuwa
lowala lomwe ndi chidaliro chouziridwa ndi Yesu.
O! Eeh!
chidaliro
chimene Yesu amaika mu moyo chimaonekera mwa munthu wake woyera,
waulemerero, wokoma mtima kwambiri.
Ndipo Chikondi
chimene chimatuluka chimakopa mzimu m’njira yosakayikira
kuulandira umene umaupereka.
Yesu sanyoza
cholengedwa chimene,
- kukopeka ndi
moto woyaka wa Chikondi chake,
-akufuna
kubwerera ku Mikono yake, ngakhale atakhala wonyansa bwanji kapena
wochimwa.
Zonena tsopano
za mawonekedwe ake?
Mphuno yake
yokongola kwambiri imatsika bwino kuchokera pansinsi zake
zofiirira. Pakamwa pake, ngakhale kuti ndi chaching'ono,
chimasonyeza kumwetulira kokoma.
Milomo yake,
yomwe ndi yofiira, imakhala yopyapyala, yofewa komanso yachikondi.
Akamatsegula
kuti alankhule, akupereka chithunzithunzi chakuti chinachake
chamtengo wapatali, chakumwamba, chidzalankhulidwa.
Ijwi Lyakwe
lilatondezya kuzuzikizya kwazisyomezyo zya Paradaiso, izyakali
kukonzya kunyonyoona mumitima yacikozyanyo.
Mawu a
Wokondedwa Wanga amalowa ndi kukoma kotere
-chimene
chimakhudza mtima wa omvera, ndipo m'nthawi yochepa kuposa momwe
zimatengera kuti anene
imakondweretsa
mzimu ndi mawu ake ofunda komanso olimbikitsa.
Ndizosangalatsa
kwambiri kuti zosangalatsa zonse zapadziko lapansi zilibe kanthu,
poyerekeza ndi mawu amodzi otuluka Mkamwa mwake.
Zosangalatsa
zonse zapadziko lapansi zimangokhala simulacra poyerekeza ndi Mawu
ake okoma. Ndiwothandiza ndipo umatulutsa zodabwitsa.
Pamene Yesu
akulankhula, amaonetsa mu moyo zimene akufuna.
O! Eeh! Pakamwa
pa Yesu pali kuwala.
Imakhala
yokongola mwayekha ikamalankhula.
Ndiye inu
mukhoza kuona ake oyera ndi bwino molingana mano.
Kwa mitima
yomwe imamvetsera kwa iye mwachikondi, Yesu akutumiza mpweya wa
Chikondi chopatsa mphamvu kuchokera Kumwamba, chomwe chimayesa,
kuyatsa ndi kunyeketsa.
Manja ake
ofewa, oyera ndi osakhwima amakhala okongola kwambiri.
Zala zake
zomveka bwino komanso zowoneka bwino zimayenda mwaluso ndipo
zimakhala zosangalatsa kuziwona zikakhudza chinthu.
"O! Ndiwe
wokongola bwanji, wokongola nonse, Yesu wanga wokoma ndi wachisomo!
Undikhululukire ngati ndalankhula moyipa za kukongola kwako.
Zimene
ndanenazi si kanthu poyerekeza ndi zenizeni.
Mwa njira ya
gaffe, ndayesera kufotokoza kukongola kwanu, komwe ngakhale angelo
anu ali osayenera ndipo sangathe kufotokoza mokwanira.
Zinali
kupyolera mu kumvera koyera kuti, mwa mphamvu yanga yonse, ndinachita
izi. Ngati malongosoledwe anga alibe kuvomereza kwanu,
ndikhululukireni.
Kuimba mlandu
kumvera poyamba, chifukwa zoyesayesa zanga zofooka sizikuchita
chilungamo kukongola kwako, ndikudziwa. "
Pakadapanda
lamulo lomveka bwino loperekedwa chifukwa cha kumvera,
sindikadavomera kuyilemba papepala,
- mu
kunyozeka-,
zochitika
zodabwitsa za moyo wanga zomwe,
tsiku ndi tsiku
zinakhala zochepa kwambiri.
Mosakayikira,
anthu ena adzawoneka odabwitsa.
Ndilibe
chochitira.
Ndidzati Yesu
wokondedwa wanga,
atadzionetsera
kwa ine m’mene ndafotokoza
kale kuti ndi wamanzere, anauzira m’kamwa mwake mafuta
onunkhiritsa akumwamba amene amandilowa m’thupi ndi m’moyo.
Chifukwa cha
mpweya uwu, mu nthawi yochepa kuposa momwe tinganene, ananditenga
kuti ndipite naye.
Zinatenga mzimu
wanga kuchokera ku mbali zonse za thupi langa.
Zinandipatsa
thupi lopangidwa mophweka kwambiri, lowala ndi kuwala
koyera. Ndinawuluka naye mofulumira ndikuyenda mlengalenga
waukulu.
Pamene iyi
inali nthawi yoyamba imene ndinakumana ndi chodabwitsa chimenechi,
ndinaganiza, “Zoonadi Yehova wabwera kudzanditenga ndipo
ndidzafa ndithu.
Pamene
ndinadzipeza ndekha m'thupi langa,
-Zomwe mzimu
wanga udamva zinali zofanana ndi zomwe ndimamva ndili m'thupi langa,
ndi
kusiyana kwakuti, mzimu ukalumikizidwa ku thupi, umazindikira
kumverera kulikonse kudzera mu zokhudzira ndi kuzipereka ku mphamvu
za thupi.
Muzochitika
zina, mzimu umalandira zomverera zonse mwachindunji. Nthawi
yomweyo amamvetsetsa zonse zomwe akukumana nazo
Limalowa
ngakhale zinthu zobisika komanso zosaoneka, mwachindunji kapena
mosadziwika bwino, koma mu Chifuniro cha Mulungu.
Chinthu
choyamba chimene mzimu wanga unamva utachoka pathupi langa chinali
kunjenjemera ndi mantha pamene unkatsatira kuthawa kwa Yesu
wokondedwa wanga.
amene
ankandikokera mosalekeza pambuyo pake ndi mphepo yamkuntho.
Anandiuza kuti,
“Popeza wakumana ndi zowawa zazikulu pamene unandichotsa
Kukhalapo kwanga kowoneka kwa ola limodzi, tsopano wuluka nane.
Ndikufuna
kukutonthoza ndikukuchotsa ku Chikondi changa. "
O! nkwabwino
chotani nanga kuti moyo wanga unaimitsidwa m’chipinda
chakumwamba mu gulu la Yesu!
Ndinamva ngati
ndikumutsamira ndikundigwira m'manja mwake kuti ndisakhale patali
kumbuyo kwake.
Chilichonse
chomwe chidanditsogolera, ndidalumikizidwa naye mwamphamvu kuti
ndimutsatire - ndikutsamira kwa ine ndikufikira kwa iye - pomwe
adandinyamula ndikundikoka ndi mpweya wake wodekha. Mwachidule,
ndili ndi chithunzithunzi chabwino cha zomwe zinachitika mkati, koma
ndilibe mawu ofotokozera.
Nditazungulira
izi mu ukulu wa kumwamba , Yesu wokondedwa wanga,
amene amasangalala ndi anthu,
ananditengera
ku malo kumene mphulupulu ndi mbiri ya anthu inaunjikana.
O! momwe
kuonekera kwa Yesu wokondedwa wanga kunasinthira.
Ndi kuwawidwa
kotani nanga komwe kunasefukira Mtima wake womvera! Momvekera
bwino lomwe ndinali ndisanaonepo, ndinamuona akuzunzidwa
koopsa. Mtima wake wokongola unawonekera kwa ine ngati wa munthu
wakufa,
kupuma ndi
mantha aakulu.
Nditamuona ali
mumkhalidwe wowawa chonchi, ndinamuuza kuti:
"Yesu
wanga wokondeka, wasintha bwanji! Uli ngati munthu wakufa. Tatsamira
pa ine ndipo ndilole kuti nditenge nawo gawo pa zowawa zako.
Mtima wanga
sukuona ukuvutika chonchi. "
Pa izi, kupeza
mpweya pang'ono,
Yesu
anandiuza kuti :
"Inde,
wokondedwa wanga, ufulu kuti undikonde. Sindingathenso kukana."
Polankhula
nane, anandiumiriza kwa iye yekha, naika milomo yake pakamwa panga,
nandithira mphenzi;
Ndinamva ngati
ndalasidwa ndi mipeni ingapo, mikondo, mivi, mbola ndi mipeni zomwe,
imodzi pambuyo pa inzake, inaloŵa m’moyo wanga.
Pamene ndinali
omizidwa m’mazunzo aakuluwa, Yesu wokondedwa wanga anabwezanso
mzimu wanga m’thupi langa ndipo anazimiririka.
Ndani
angafotokoze kuzunzika koopsa komwe kunatenga thupi langa! Ndi
Yesu yekha amene akanatha kulongosola izi, yemwe, nthawi iliyonse
yomwe amalankhula ndi ine zowawa, ndiye amazifewetsa. Anthu
padziko lapansi sangakumane ndi kuzunzika koteroko, komanso
sangayerekeze n’komwe kuzama kwake.
Kusanthula
nkhani ya moyo wanga
mzimu
wosauka ndi womvetsa chisoni umene nthawi zambiri umatengera Yesu
wokondedwa wake, wina angaganize kuti imfa inandinyoza.
Ngakhale kuti
sindinali woyenerera kufa panthaŵiyo, ndinadziŵa kuti imfa
ibwera posachedwa. Adzabwera pa nthawi yake ndipo
sadzandisekanso.
M'malo mwake,
ine ndidzakhala womunyoza ponena kuti:
"Ndakhala
ndikucheza nanu nthawi zambiri; ndakukhudzani nthawi zosachepera
100,000. Ndakufananitsani ndi inu!"
Ndikunena izi
chifukwa, nthawi zambiri, ndikadapanda kusiya dziko lino lapansi,
Yesu, amene, atatha kundiuza moyo wanga mazunzo oopsa,
anandiukitsa
- kundikokera
pafupi ndi Mtima wake umene kwa ine uli moyo, kapena ayi
- kunditenga
m'manja mwake amene ali mphamvu kwa ine, kapena
- kutsanulira
kuchokera Mkamwa mwake mwa ine chokometsera chokoma kwambiri.
Ndipo popeza
kuti mazunzo amene amalankhulidwa mwachindunji ku moyo wanga ndi
owopsa kwambiri kuposa omwe amalankhulidwa ndi thupi langa, ndithudi
ndikanafa kambirimbiri kukanapanda Yesu wodabwitsa uyu.
Yesu ataona
kuti ndikufika polekezera, ndiko kuti, sindingathenso kupirira zowawa
zanga “mwachibadwa”, anandithandiza kuti ndisagonje.
Nthawi zina
adazichita mwachindunji (6), nthawi zina adauzira wondivomereza kuti
andidzutse mwachangu. Pamenepa, zowawa zanga, zokhala ndi moyo
mwa kumvera, zachepetsedwa, koma osati monga momwe Yesu adagwirira
ntchito mwachindunji.
Yesu ankafuna
kundifotokozera mavuto aakulu.
Adautenga mzimu
wanga m’thupi langa, nautenga, nandionetsa machimo ambiri
ochitidwa mwano pa Charity, kapena machimo ena.
Kuchokera
pamalingaliro anga, kuchokera ku zotsatira zomwe ndimamva mwa ine,
Ndikhoza kunena
mosabisa kuti tchimo la kusaona mtima ndilo
Kuti
- amene
amakhumudwitsa kwambiri Mtima wa Yesu,
- zomwe
zimapangitsa kuti zikhale zowawa kwambiri.
Mwachitsanzo,
nthaŵi ina pamene Yesu anatsanulira kagawo kakang’ono ka
mkwiyo wake mwa ine.
Ndinamva ngati
ndikumeza chinachake
- fungo loipa,
- purulent ndi
-amaro,
zomwe zidalowa
m'mimba mwanga ndikundipatsa mpweya wonyansa.
Ndikadakomoka
ndikanapanda kudya chakudya mwachangu kuti ndisanze chiphuphu ichi.
Munthu
angaganize kuti zimenezi zinandichitikira kokha pamene Yesu
anandionetsa kuipa kwa anthu amene amawaona kuti ndi ochimwa
kwambiri.
Koma Yesu wanga
wachifundo anandikopa makamaka ku mipingo.
pomwe
adakhumudwa.
Mtima wake
udavulazidwa ndi zinthu zomwezo zopatulika koma zachinyengo:
mwachitsanzo,
- mapemphero
opanda kanthu opangidwa ndi anthu omwe amayesa chifundo,
-kapena kuchita
zinthu zodzilungamitsa.
Anthu
okhudzidwawo adawoneka kuti akupereka Yesu wanga maso ndi maso kuposa
ulemu.
Inde,
machitidwe oipawa adapangitsa Mtima uwu kukhala woyera, wangwiro ndi
wowongoka kwambiri, wochititsa nseru. Kangapo konse anandiuza
kuvutika kwake, akumati:
“Mwana
wanga, taona zolakwa ndi zamwano zimene ndikuchita.
-ngakhale
m'malo oyera, anthu ena amati ndi opembedza. Anthu awa ndi
osabala, ngakhale atalandira masakramenti. Amatuluka mu mpingo
atachita mitambo m’malo moyeretsedwa
Sadalitsidwa
ndi ine. "
Anandionetsanso
anthu amene amachita mgonero wonyansa.
Mwachitsanzo,
wansembe amene amakondwerera Nsembe Yopatulika ya misa
chizolowezi ,
mu zinthu
zakuthupi e
mu
chikhalidwe cha uchimo wa imfa (Ndimanjenjemera ndikanena ).
Nthawi zina
Yesu amandiwonetsa zochitika zowawa kwambiri pa Mtima Wake kotero
kuti udatsala pang'ono kumva kuwawa.
Mwachitsanzo,
wansembeyu atadya Wozunzidwayo, Yesu anakakamizika kusiya mtima wake
wodetsedwa ndi mavuto auzimu.
Ndipo pamene,
ndi mawu amphamvu a kudzipereka ,
-Yesu anayenera
kuyitanidwa kuti atsike Kumwamba kuti abzalidwe m'khamulo,
adanyansidwa
ndi wolandira alendowo asanapatulidwe ,
chifukwa
ugwiridwa ndi manja odetsedwa ndi onyansa.
Komabe, popanda
kuphethira diso, mwa ulamuliro umene Mulungu anam’patsa,
wansembe ameneyu anatsikira m’khamulo.
Kuti aleke
kuswa piciro lace, Jezu adakhala thupi la munthu m’mwemo.
-Zomwe poyamba
zinkavunda zachidetso, e
- omwe pambuyo
pake adanyansidwa ndi magazi obwera chifukwa cha deicide.
Sacramenti
inali yomvetsa chisoni kwambiri mmene Yesu anaonekera kwa ine,
ankaoneka ngati akufuna kuthawa m'manja osayenerawo.
Koma, mwa
lonjezo lake, iye anakakamizika kukhala.
- mpaka
mawonekedwe a mkate ndi vinyo adyedwa ndi mimba
-chomwe, mu
nkhani iyi, chinali kwa iye ngakhale nseru kuposa manja osayenera
amene anali
atamugwira kale kangapo.
Pamene khamu
loyeralo litatha, Yesu anadza kwa ine akudandaula:
"Oh! Mwana
wanga, ndikuthireni pang'ono zowawa zanga. Sindingathenso kuugwira.
Ndichitireni
chifundo mkhalidwe wanga womwe wakhala wowawa kwambiri! Pirirani,
ndipo tivutike pamodzi pang'ono."
Ndinayankha:
"Ambuye,
ndine wokonzeka kuzunzika pamodzi ndi inu. Inde, ngati nditapatsidwa
mphamvu yakupirira kuwawa kwanu konse, ndikanachita mokondwera, kuti
ndisakuoneni mukuvutika."
Pamenepo Yesu
anatsanulira m'kamwa mwanga mbali ya zowawa zimene ndingathe
kunyamula, ndipo anati kwa ine:
"Mwana
wanga, zomwe ndakutsanulira mwa iwe si kanthu, koma ndi zonse zomwe
ungalandire.
Ndikukhumba
bwanji kuti miyoyo ina yambiri ilolere kudzipereka nokha chifukwa cha
chikondi changa!
Sikuti
sindingathe kutsanulira mwa iwo zowawa zonse zomwe Mtima wanga uli
nazo.
Umu ndi
momwe ndingasangalalire ndi chikondi chachifundo cha ana anga ».
Mawu sangathe
kufotokoza zowawa zomwe Yesu adatsanulira mwa ine
Wakupha
nseru e
kukweza
mtima ndi kuvunda kwake.
Ngakhale kuti
ndinayesetsa kuliletsa, mimba yanga inakana kuvomereza. Chikoka
champhamvu chinandipangitsa kuti iwuke pakhosi panga.
Koma chifukwa
cha chikondi changa pa Yesu, ndi thandizo la chisomo chake,
sindinamukane.
Ndani
angafotokoze zowawa zomwe zandibweretsera izi ndi Yesu! Anali
ochuluka kwambiri kotero kuti ndikanapanda kuchirikizidwa,
kulimbikitsidwa ndi kulimbikitsidwa ndi iye, ndithudi ndikanafa
kaŵirikaŵiri.
Yesu wāingidije
bukomo bwandi bwa buswe bwandi.
Nthawi zambiri
cholengedwa sichingabweretse kuwawa kapena kukoma kochuluka monga
momwe Yesu wanga wachifundo adatsanulira mwa ine.
Iye
yekha ndiye amanyamula ndi kulekerera kuwawa kobwera chifukwa cha
uchimo. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndi maganizo awa: uchimo ndi
wonyansa komanso wowononga!
Zolengedwa
zonse zikadamva ndikuzindikira mphamvu ya uchimo ndi yowawa,
zikadapewa tchimo ngati kuti ndi chilombo choyipa chomwe chikutuluka
kumoto!
Kumvera
kunandipangitsa kufotokoza zinthu zina zowawa zimene Yesu wanga
wachifundo nthaŵi zonse anandichitira kuti ndikhale nawo
m’mazunzo ake.
Chifukwa chake
sindinganyalanyaze kuti adandiwonetsanso zinthu zotonthoza zomwe
zidandikopa mtima.
Nthawi ndi
nthawi amandilola kuwona ansembe abwino ndi oyera omwe, ndi chidwi
ndi kudzichepetsa, ankakondwerera zinsinsi za chikhulupiriro.
Nditaona izi,
nthawi zambiri ndidalimbikitsidwa kunena kwa Yesu wokondedwa wanga
ndi mtima wodzaza ndi chikondi:
“Utumiki
wa wansembe amene ulemerero wolemekezekawu ukuperekedwa kwa iye ndi
wapamwamba, waukulu, wopambana, ndi wolemekezeka.
-osati
kungokhala busy pafupi nanu,
-koma kuti
udzipereke nsembe kwa Atate wako Wamuyaya
monga
wozunzidwa ndi chiyanjanitso, chikondi ndi mtendere ".
Ndinadzitonthoza
powona, ndekha, kapena pafupi ndi Yesu, wansembe woyera yemwe
amakondwerera misa. Ndi Yesu mwa iye, wokondwererayo ankawoneka
kwa ine munthu wosandulika.
Ngakhale kwa
ine zinkawoneka kuti anali Yesu mwiniyo amene anakondwerera Nsembe
yaumulungu m’malo mwake.
Zinali
zoseketsa kwambiri
- mverani Yesu
akunena mapemphero a Misa ndi kudzoza komweko;
- kumuwona
akusuntha ndikuchita mwambo wopatulika ndi ulemu wofanana.
Izi
zinandichititsa chidwi kwambiri chifukwa cha utumiki wapamwamba ndi
woyera.
Sindikudziwa
kuti ndi madalitso angati omwe ndinalandira poona Misa ikukondwerera
mwachidwi komanso modzipereka kwambiri.
Ndi zounikira
zina zingati za umulungu zomwe ndinali nazo zomwe ndimakonda
kuzidutsa mwakachetechete.
Koma popeza
kumvera kumandilamula ndipo ndikalemba, Yesu nthawi zambiri
amandidzudzula chifukwa cha ulesi wanga kapena chifukwa chofuna
kusiya zinthu, ndimagwirizana.
Kuyika
chidaliro changa chonse mwa iye, ndikufuna kumuuza kuti:
"Tiyenera
kukhala ndi chipiriro chochuluka bwanji ndi iwe, Yesu wanga wabwino.
Ndidzakukhutiritsa, Chikondi changa chokoma.
Koma popeza
ndimadziona kuti ndine wosayenerera ndipo sindingathe kulankhula za
zinsinsi zozama, zapamwamba ndi zokwezeka, ndidzachita izi ndi
chidaliro chachikulu mu thandizo la chisomo chanu chaumulungu ".
Pamene
ndimayang'ana mosamala Nsembe Yaumulungu,
Yesu
anandithandiza kumvetsa kuti Misa imakhudza zinsinsi zonse za
chipembedzo chathu.
Lankhulani
mwakachetechete ku mtima, za chikondi chosatha cha Mulungu.
Iye amatiuzanso
za Chiombolo chathu mwa kutikumbutsa masautso amene Yesu anapirira
chifukwa cha ife.
Misa
imatipangitsa kumvetsetsa kuti, osakhutitsidwa ndi kutifera kamodzi
pa Mtanda chifukwa cha ife, Yesu akufuna,
- mu chikondi
chake chachikulu,
- kufalitsa
mwa ife ndi kulimbikitsa chikhalidwe chake cha Ozunzidwa kudzera mu
Ukaristia Woyera.
Yesu
adandipangitsa kuti ndimvetsetse izi
Misa
ndi Ukalisitiya
Woyera
- Ndi
chikumbutso chamuyaya cha imfa yake ndi kuuka kwake.
-Zomwe
zimatipatsa chithandizo changwiro cha moyo wathu wakufa e
- zomwe
zimatiuza kuti matupi athu,
amene
adzaphwasulidwa ndi kusanduka phulusa ndi imfa, adzaukanso ku moyo
wosatha pa tsiku lomaliza.
Kwa zabwino,
kudzakhala kwa ulemerero.
Kwa oipa
kudzakhala mazunzo.
Awo amene
sanakhale ndi Kristu sadzaukitsidwa mwa iye.
Anthu abwino
amene akhala naye paubwenzi m’moyo wawo adzaukitsidwa mofanana
ndi iye.
Zinandipangitsa
kumvetsetsa kuti chinthu chotonthoza kwambiri ponena za Nsembe
Yopatulika ya Misa ndi Yesu amene anawonedwa
pakuukitsidwa kwake .
Izi ndi
zapamwamba kuposa chinsinsi china chilichonse cha chipembedzo chathu
choyera.
Monga chikhumbo
chake ndi imfa yake, kuuka kwake
kumakonzedwanso modabwitsa pa maguwa athu pamene misa ikukondwerera.
Pansi pa
chotchinga cha mkate wa sacramenti,
Yesu
akudzipereka kwa oyanjana nawo kuti akhale mnzawo paulendo wa moyo
wawo wakufa.
Mwa chisomo cha
chifuwa cha Utatu Woyera,
amapereka moyo
umene umakhala nthawi zonse kwa iwo amene amatenga nawo mbali, thupi
ndi mzimu, mu sakalamenti la Ukaristia.
Zinsinsi izi
ndi zakuya kwambiri kotero kuti tidzatha
kuzimvetsa bwino m'moyo wathu wosafa.
Komabe, pakali
pano, mu sakramenti, Yesu amatipatsa ife mu njira zambiri -
pafupifupi chogwirika - kulawa zimene adzatipatsa Kumwamba.
Misa imatipatsa
ife kusinkhasinkha
-Moyo,
-chilakolako,
- Imfa ndi
- kuuka kwa
Yesu.
Umunthu wa
Khristu,
-kupyolera mu
kusintha kwa moyo wake wapadziko lapansi,
-Zatheka zaka
makumi atatu ndi zitatu.
Koma mu
Misa,
- mwachinsinsi
e
-panthawi
yochepa,
imakonzedwanso
m’chiwonongeko cha mitundu ya sakramentili.
Mitundu
iyi ili ndi Yesu m'malo Ozunzidwa
pa
Pace e
wa
chikondi chobwezera ,
mpaka kudyedwa
ndi munthu.
Pambuyo pakumwa
izi,
- kupezeka kwa
sakalamenti kwa Yesu kulibenso mu mtima. Yesu abwerera m’mimba
mwa Atate wake,
monga
anachitira pamene anauka kwa akufa.
Mu sakalamenti
la Ukaristia,
Yesu
akutikumbutsa kuti matupi athu adzaukitsidwa mu ulemerero.
Monga Yesu
akubwerera ku chifuwa cha Atate pamene kukhalapo kwake kwa
sakalamenti kutha, momwemonso
Tidzapita
kukukhala kwathu kosatha pa chifuwa cha Atate pamene tisiya kukhala
ndi moyo wathu wapadziko lapansi.
Thupi lathu,
monga kukhalapo kwa sakalamenti ya Yesu pambuyo pa kutha kwa
wolandira alendo, lidzawoneka ngati kulibe.
Koma pa
tsiku la Kiyama .
- chifukwa
chozizwitsa chachikulu cha Umulungu Wamphamvuyonse,
-adzakhalanso
ndi moyo,
- mogwirizana
ndi moyo wathu, udzasangalala ndi chisangalalo chamuyaya cha Mulungu.
Koma ena,
m’malo mwake, adzapatuka kwa Mulungu ndi kuzunzidwa koopsa ndi
kosatha.
Nsembe
ya Misa imatulutsa zotulukapo zodabwitsa, zomveka bwino komanso
zowala.
Nanga n’cifukwa
ciani Akristu amapindula pang’ono? Pakuti moyo umene
ukonda Mulungu,
kodi pangakhale
chinanso chotonthoza ndi chopindulitsa?
Sakramenti
- amadyetsa
mzimu kuti ukhale woyenera Kumwamba, e
- amapatsa
thupi mwayi wodalitsidwa mu chifuniro chamuyaya cha Mulungu.
Pa tsiku
lalikulu ili la kuuka kwa matupi .
- chochitika
chachikulu chauzimu chidzachitika,
- kufanana ndi
zomwe zimachitika pamene,
nditalingalira
za thambo la nyenyezi ndi kuwonekera kwa dzuwa;
imatenga kuwala
kwa nyenyezi.
Koma, ngakhale
zitazimiririka kwa wopenyerera, nyenyezizo zimasunga kuwala kwake ndi
kukhalabe m’malo mwake.
Monga nyenyezi,
miyoyo,
-
anasonkhanitsidwa ku chiweruzo chotsiriza m'chigwa cha Yehosafati;
-adzawona
mizimu ina.
Kuwala
kunapezedwa ndikulankhulidwa ndi
- Nsembe
yopatulika kwambiri e
- sakramenti la
Chikondi
zidzaonekera mu
mzimu uliwonse.
Koma pamene
Yesu, Dzuwa la chilungamo, akuwonekera,
- idzatengera
miyoyo yonse yoyera mwa iyo yokha. zidzawalola kukhalapo nthawi
zonse,
sambira
m’nyanja zikuluzikulu za makhalidwe aumulungu.
Ndipo nchiyani
chidzachitikira miyoyo yolandidwa Kuwala kwaumulungu kumeneku?
Ngati
ndikanafuna kuyankha funso ili, ndikhoza kulemba kwa nthawi
yaitali. Ngati Ambuye alola, ndisungira funsoli nthawi
ina.
Yesu
anandipanga ine kumvetsa
-kuti matupi
amene adzalumikizidwenso ndi miyoyo yawo yowala ndi kuwala, adzakhala
ogwirizana kwamuyaya ndi Mulungu.
Koma miyoyo
imene sidzakhala nako kuunika
chifukwa
sanafune kutenga nawo mbali mu Nsembe Yopatulika ndi Sakramenti la
Chikondi, adzaponyedwa mumdima wakuya.
Ndipo, chifukwa
cha kusayamika kwawo kodzifunira kwa Wopereka Wamkuluyo, adzakhala
akapolo a Lusifara, kalonga wamdima. Adzazunzika kwamuyaya ndi
chisoni chachikulu.
Chifukwa cha
zabwino zambiri zomwe Yesu amandipatsa nthawi zonse,
Ndinadzazidwa
ndi chikhumbo choyera chofuna kukhala naye
nthawi zonse,
kuphatikizapo
pamene mzimu wanga unasiya thupi langa e
kuti
Yesu wandichitira ine zowawa zazikulu kuti ndizunzike chifukwa cha
iwo amene alibe chiyamikiro
za
Nsembe Yopatulika ya Misa e
kwa
sakramenti la Chikondi.
Ponena za Yesu,
nthawi zambiri ankandikumbutsa za lonjezo lake lokoma.
zomwe ndanena
kale za ukwati wachinsinsi womwe
amafuna kuti athetse nane.
Ndipo nthawi
zambiri ndinkapemphera kwa iye motere:
"O
wokondedwa kwambiri, fulumira ndipo usachedwe kukhala ndi ubale wanga
ndi iwe. Kodi sukuwona kuti sindingathe kudikiranso?
Titha
kugwirizana ndi zomangira zosasweka za chikondi kotero kuti palibe
amene akutilekanitsa, ngakhale kwakanthawi!
Yesu ,
amene anali ndi chikhumbo champhamvu cha ukwati wodabwitsawu, anati
kwa ine :
“Chilichonse
chapadziko lapansi chiyenera kukanidwa. Chilichonse!
Ndipo
osati mtima wanu, komanso thupi lanu .
Simudziwa momwe
mthunzi wa dziko lapansi ungakhalire wovulaza. Ndi chopinga
champhamvu kwa Chikondi changa.
Pamawu awa
ndinakhala wolimba mtima ndipo ndinamuuza mwamphamvu kuti:
"Mbuye
wanga, kodi zikuwoneka kuti ndikadali nacho chodzichotsera ndekha,
ndisanasangalale ndi Inu?
Bwanji
osandiuza kuti ndi chiyani?
Ukudziwa kuti
ndakonzeka kuchita chilichonse chomwe ukufuna."
Monga
ndinanena, ndinalandira cheza cha kuwala kuchokera kwa Yesu.
kotero
ndinazindikira kuti amatanthauza mphete yagolide yokhala ndi fano
lake la mtanda limene ndinavala pa chala changa.
Ndinamuuza
kuti:
"O Oyera
Mkwatibwi, ndikulolera kuchotsa chala changa ngati mukufuna."
Dayisi :
“Dziwa
kuti ndidzakupatsa mphete yamtengo wapatali ndi yokongola kwambiri,
imene fano langa lidzalembedwapo.
Zidzakhala
zamoyo, kotero kuti nthawi iliyonse mukayang'ana, mivi yatsopano
yachikondi idzalowa mu mtima mwanu.
Mphete yako
sikufunikanso pano."
Choncho
- kukhutitsidwa
kuposa kale, e
-chifukwa
ndinalibe chidwi ndi mpheteyo, ndinaichotsa mwamsanga chala
anati:
“Oyera
mkazi wanga, popeza ndakondwera nawe,
-Ndiuzeni ngati
mudakali chinachake mwa ine
-chimene
chingakhale cholepheretsa mgwirizano wathu wamuyaya ndi wosasunthika.
"
Pambuyo
kuyembekezera nthawi yaitali kudzazidwa
- kukonzekera
mosamala e
- chitonthozo
chachikulu, popanda kuzunzika,
Pomaliza, tsiku
lomwe ndimaliyembekezera la mgwirizano wanga wachinsinsi ndi Yesu,
Mkwatibwi wokondedwa wa moyo wanga, lafika.
Monga
ndikukumbukira bwino, panali patatsala masiku ochepa kuti phwando la
Chiyeretso cha Namwali Wodala lichitike. (7)
Usiku watha,
Yesu wanga wachifundo anali wachikondi kwambiri komanso wosangalala.
Analankhula
momasuka kwambiri kuposa nthawi zonse.
Anatenga mtima
wanga M'manja mwake ndikuwuyang'ana mobwerezabwereza. Atadutsamo
bwino kwambiri, anaipukuta fumbi ndi kulisintha.
Choncho
anabweretsa chovala chokongola kwambiri, chooneka ngati chagolide
wonyezimira wa timathotho-mathotho tosiyanasiyana. Ine
ndinachiyika icho.
Anatenga ndolo
ziwiri zamtengo wapatali, ndolo, n’kuziika m’makutu
mwanga. Anakongoletsa khosi langa ndi manja anga ndi mkanda ndi
zibangili zopangidwa ndi miyala yamtengo wapatali.
Wandiveka
chisoti chaulemerero pamutu panga, chokhala ndi ngale zonyezimira.
Pambuyo
zinkawoneka kwa
ine kuti miyala yamtengo wapataliyo imapanga phokoso lokongola ngati
likulankhula.
-Kukongola,
Mphamvu, Ubwino,
-Za chikondi
cha Mulungu ndi Ukulu wake,
- komanso
zabwino zonse za Umunthu wa Yesu, Mkazi wanga.
Zikanakhala
zosatheka kufotokoza zomwe ndinamva
pamene moyo
wanga unasambira m’nyanja ya chitonthozo.
Pamene
adandimanga bandeji pamphumi , adandiuza :
“Mkazi
wokondedwa, korona wakuveketsa mutu wako ndinapatsidwa kwa iwe, kuti
palibe chimene chikusoweka kuti ukhale woyenera kukhala mkazi wanga.
Udzandibwezera
tikatha ukwati wathu.
Ndidzakubwezerani
Kumwamba pambuyo pa imfa yanu”.
Pomaliza, Yesu
anabweretsa chophimba chimene anandiphimba nacho kuyambira kumutu
mpaka kumapazi.
Mu chovala
chamtengo wapatali ichi,
- Ndinakhala
woganiza kwambiri,
-
kusinkhasinkha za umphawi wa munthu wanga komanso tanthauzo la
chokongoletsera chilichonse chomwe adandikometsera usiku womwe
usanachitike ukwati wathu wachinsinsi.
Ndinganene kuti
m’moyo wanga sindinayambe ndakhalapo mumkhalidwe wopambanitsa
chonchi.
Zinandipangitsa
kumva kulemera kwakukulu kumene Mulungu angapereke kwa cholengedwa
chimene amachikonda.
O! kumverera
kwachilendo kotani komwe kunakhala m'maganizo mwanga.
M’malo
momva kunyozeka kwa zimene Yesu wangochita pa ine, ndinamva mosiyana.
Ndinakhumudwa
kwambiri ndi zimene zinandichititsa kukhulupirira
- kuti ndinali
wopenga, ndipo
- kuti ndinali
wakufa.
Koma, mu
chiwonongeko ichi, ndatembenukira kwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa.
Mu kusokonezeka
kwanga kwakukulu,
Sindinakhulupirire
kuti anali Mulungu amene anakongoletsa mtumiki wake wamng’ono
ndi miyala yamtengo wapatali yamtengo wapatali.
Zinkawoneka
ngati zovuta kwa ine
-omwe
sanangondipatsa chovala choterocho,
-koma izi
ndizoposa china chilichonse,
Mulungu
anakhala ngati mtumiki wa mkwatibwi amene anamusankha, Mulungu amene
cholengedwa chilichonse chimamvera ngakhale chaching’ono cha
zizindikiro zake. Choncho ndinamupempha kuti andichitire
chifundo komanso kuti andikhululukire.
Ponena za
tanthauzo la zigawo zosiyanasiyana za zovala zanga, zomwe
zimaganiziridwa padera, ndimanyalanyaza, popeza ndimakumbukira
zochepa za izi tsopano, patatha zaka zambiri.
Ndikunena kuti
chophimba chimene Yesu anachiika pamutu wanga ndi chimene chinagwa
pamapazi anga chinachititsa mantha ziwanda zimene zinali kuonerera
zimene Yesu anachita pa munthu wanga.
Koma
atangondiona nditavala chonchi,
-anachita
mantha ndi mantha kotero kuti sanayerekeze kundiyandikira kapena
kundizunza.
-Adataya
kulimba mtima komanso kusasamala kwawo.
Apa
ndikubwerezanso kunena kuti ndizovuta kulemba zomwe zinachitika
pakati pa ine ndi Yesu.Nditha kuthana ndi manyazi chifukwa ndikufuna
kukhala womvera.
Ndifupikitsa
nkhani yanga ponena kuti
-kuti pa
kudikira kwa Phwando la Chiyero cha Namwali Woyerayo Maria,
Ine, munthu
wosauka, ndinakopeka ndi Yesu wanga wabwino, amene anaopseza
kotheratu ziwanda.
Anathawa, ndipo
angelo a Mulungu anadza ndi mantha achilendo kwa ine.
zomwe
zinandipangitsa manyazi kukhala ngati ndachita cholakwika kapena
chonyansa.
Anandiyandikira
ndi kundisunga mpaka Yesu wachifundo wanga atabweranso.
M'mawa mwake,
Yesu, mu
ukulu wake wonse, ndi chithumwa ndi kukoma kosazolowereka, anabwera
kwa ine.
pamodzi
ndi Namwali Wodala Mariya ndi Saint Catherine (8).
Yesu anapempha
angelo kuti aimbe nyimbo yakumwamba komanso yosangalatsa. Pamene
ankaimba, Saint Catherine anandilimbikitsa mwachikondi.
Anagwira dzanja
langa kuti Yesu andiike mphete yaukwati yamtengo wapatali pa chala
changa.
Ndipo, ndi
ubwino wosaneneka, Yesu anandikumbatira ndi kundipsompsona
kangapo. Amayi anga, Namwali Wodala Mariya, anachitanso
zimenezo.
Ndinapezekapo
pa kukambitsirana kwakumwamba kumene Yesu analankhula za kukopa kwa
chikondi chimene anali nacho kwa ine.
Kumbali yanga,
nditamizidwa m’kusokonezeka kwakukulu chifukwa cha kupanda pake
kwa chikondi changa pa iye, ndinati kwa iye: “Yesu,
ndimakukondani! Ndimakukondani!
Namwali Wodala
adandiuza za chisomo chodabwitsa chomwe Yesu, Mkazi wanga wachifundo,
adandilola
ndikundilimbikitsa kuti ndibwezere chikondi chachikondi kwa wina ndi
mnzake.
Yesu, Mkwatibwi
wanga, wandipatsa malamulo atsopano a moyo
kuti ndikhale
wogwirizana kwambiri ndi iye ndi kumutsatira kwambiri.
Kwa ine,
malamulowa si ophweka kufotokoza mwaukadaulo.
Muzochita zawo
za tsiku ndi tsiku, mwa chisomo cha Mulungu, sindinawalakwitse.
Nawa:
Ndiyenera
kukhala ndi chitetezo chokwanira pazolengedwa zonse, kuphatikiza
inenso . Ndiyenera kukhala osaiwalika
chilichonse, kuti mkati mwanga ukhale pa Yesu
yekha.
Ndipo ndiyenera
kuchita ndi chikondi chamoyo ndi chopanda pake pa iye,
ndicholinga
choti
ndinakondwera
ndi zochita zanga ,
ndingapeze
malo okhala mu mtima mwanga .
Anandiuza kuti,
kupatulapo iye, sindidzakondana ndi aliyense, ngakhale ine ndekha.
Zokumbukira
zanga zonse ndi zonse ziyenera kudzutsidwa mwa iye yekha, monga
zolengedwa zonse zimapezeka mwa iye yekha.
Kuti izi
zitheke, ndikofunikira
- nthawi zonse
kuchita mphwayi woyera e
-
musanyalanyaze zonse zomwe zimachitika pozungulira inu.
Nthawi zonse
ndiyenera kuchita zinthu mwachilungamo komanso mophweka, zilizonse
zomwe zimandichitikira kuchokera ku zolengedwa.
Nthawi zina,
Sindinali kuchita
zinthu izi,
Yesu wokondedwa
wanga anandinyoza kwambiri, akundiuza kuti:
"Pokhapokha
mutabwera ku gulu lomwe limagwira ntchito komanso lokhudzidwa mtima,
simudzakhala ndi ndalama zambiri mu Kuwala kwanga.
M'malo mwake,
ngati mutavula chilichonse padziko lapansi, mudzakhala ngati mwala
wonyezimira.
chimene
chimalola chidzalo cha kuwala kudutsa. Motero Umulungu wanga,
womwe ndi Kuwala, udzalowa mwa inu ».
Ndiyenera
kudzipatula ndekha ndikukhala ndekha ndikukhala mwa Yesu
kwathunthu.
Ndiyenera
kusamala kuti ndivale mzimu weniweni wa chikhulupiriro.
Ndi mzimu wa
chikhulupiriro uwu ndidzatha kupeza njira
-ndikudziwa
ndikudzikayikira ndekha,
-zindikirani
kuti, ndekha, sindine wabwino,
-kukhala ndi
njira zomudziwa bwino Yesu, e
- kudzidalira
kwambiri.
Anandiuzanso
kuti :
“Udzatuluka
mwa iwe ndi kumizidwa m’nyanja yaikulu ya Ufumu wanga, pambuyo
pondidziwa ine ndi wekha.
Mkazi wanga,
popeza ndili ndi nsanje, sindingalole kuti muzisangalala ngakhale
pang'ono kwina kulikonse. Muyenera kukhala pafupi ndi Mkazi wanu
nthawi zonse, pamaso pake, kuti asakukaikireni.
Chotero
mudzandipatsa ulamuliro wotheratu pa inu, kotero kuti ngati ndifuna
kukusisita
kapena kukukumbatirani, kapena kudzidzaza ndi chikoka, kukupsopsonani
kapena kukukondani
kapena
kumenyana nanu, kukupwetekani, kukulangani monga ndingathere.
Chifukwa cha
ine, ndi mwaufulu wathunthu, mudzagonjera chilichonse chimene
ndikufuna, popeza zowawa zathu ndi chimwemwe tili nazo.
Palibe chifukwa
china koma kusangalatsa ndi kukhutitsa wina ndi mnzake, tidzakhala
ndi mpikisano woti ndani angapirire zowawa kwambiri. "
Iye
anapitiriza kunena kuti: “Osati kufuna kwako, koma kwanga
ndizikhala mwa iwe kuti alamulire ngati mfumu m’nyumba
yake yachifumu.
Mkazi wanga,
izi ziyenera kukhala pakati pa inu ndi ine.
Kupanda kutero
tidzayenera kupirira kuthamanga kwa chikondi chopanda ungwiro, komwe
mithunzi idzawuka pa inu ndi
zidzasokoneza
ntchito yosasinthika
kwa olemekezeka
amene ayenera kukhala pakati pa iwe ndi ine, mkazi wanga.
Olemekezeka awa
adzakhala inu
-ngati, nthawi
ndi nthawi, mumayesa kulowa zopanda pake, ndiko kuti
-ngati mufika
podziwa bwino za inu nokha.
Simuyenera
kuyimilira pamenepo, chifukwa nditazindikira kuti mulibe kanthu,
ndikufuna kuti muwonongeke mwa ine.
Muyenera
kuchita chilichonse kuti mulowe mu Mphamvu Yopanda Malire ya
Chifuniro changa.
Pachifukwa ichi
mudzakopa pa inu nokha chisomo chonse chimene mudzafunika kukwera mwa
ine, kuti mutero
- chitani
chilichonse ndi ine, - osadzitchula nokha. "
Ndipo
anapitiriza kuti: "M'tsogolomu, ndikufuna kuti pasakhalenso
'inu' ndi 'ine.
Sipadzakhalanso 'zofuna' ndi ' zofuna'.
Mawu
awa adzatha ndipo adzasinthidwa ndi "tidzatero ". Chilichonse
chidzakhala "chimbalangondo".
Monga mkwatibwi
wokhulupirika aliyense akanachitira,
-mudzachita
nawo limodzi ndi ine
-mudzawongolera
mathero adziko lapansi.
Anthu onse
oomboledwa ndi Magazi anga anakhala mwana wanga ndi mchimwene wanga.
Ndipo popeza
ndi anga, adzakhalanso ana anu ndi abale anu.
Ndipo popeza
kuti ambiri a iwo apita molusa ndi kupatukana, mudzawakonda monga
mayi weniweni.
Komanso, ambiri
amakhudzidwa:
inu, monga ine,
mudzawatengera iwo masautso awo.
Pa mtengo wa
nsembe zolimba kwambiri, mudzayesa kuwabweretsa ku
chitetezo. Olemedwa ndi zabwino za zowawa zanu ndi kuthiriridwa
ndi magazi anu ndi anga, mudzawatsogolera ku Mtima wanga.
Atate anga
akawaona,
-osati kokha
kukhala wachifundo ndi wokhululukira, koma,
- ngati ali
olapa ngati mbala yabwino,
posachedwapa
adzalandira Paradaiso wamuyaya”.
"Pomaliza,
- mpaka momwe mumadzipatula ku zonse zomwe si zanga,
-
mudzadzipereka nokha mumtheradi wanga Will.
Chifukwa chake,
chifukwa chodziwa za Essence yanga
-kuti tsiku ndi
tsiku lidzakhala lamoyo mwa inu;
- mudzapeza
chidzalo cha Chikondi changa.
Kuyika chikondi
chanu chonse ndi luntha mmenemo kuposa kale,
mudzapeza
zolengedwa zonse mwa ine, monga pagalasi lomwe limawonetsera kuwala
ndi zithunzi.
Ndi kuyang'ana
kumodzi mudzawawona onse ndipo mudzadziwa mkhalidwe wa chidziwitso
chawo.
Ndiye, monga
mayi wachikondi ndi
- mu mzimu
weniweni wachifundo,
-Ndani Mzimu
wanga ndi wa Amayi anga,
mudzachita
nsembe yopambana yodziphera nokha chifukwa cha zolengedwa izi.
Nsembe imeneyi
idzakhala ngati chofunda chimene chidzakuphimba monga wotsanzira
wanga weniweni ndi wokhulupirika ndi mkazi wanga.”
Momwe
ndingafotokozere zobisika za Chikondi cha Yesu wachifundo wanga
yemwe, mowolowa manja, komanso mopitilira muyeso,
- adapanga
ukwati wake wauzimu ndi ine
- anandipatsa
malamulo anga atsopano a moyo.
Kangapo
adatenga moyo wanga kupita naye Kumwamba,
kotero kuti
nditha kumva mizimu yodala ikuimba mosalekeza nyimbo zaulemerero ndi
zikomo kwa Ukulu Waumulungu.
Ndinalingalira
za magulu osiyanasiyana oimba a angelo ndi oyera mtima.
Onse anamizidwa
mu Chifuniro cha Mulungu, okhazikika mu Ukulu Wake.
Pamene ine
ndinayang'ana pozungulira Mpandowachifumu wa Mulungu, ine ndinawona
- zowala
zambiri zowala,
- Kuwala
kopanda malire kuposa dzuwa.
Izi
zinandithandiza kuti ndiziona ndi kumvetsa
- Ubwino
wamkati e
- makhalidwe a
Mulungu amene, mu chikhalidwe chawo,
- iwo ali
ofanana kwa Umulungu atatu.
Ndinatha
kuzizindikira
- Mizimu
yodalitsika,
- pamodzi
kapena motsatizana,
sangalalani ndi
kuwala uku ndikukhala osangalala.
Ndipo
mosasamala kanthu za zaka mazana ambiri zamuyaya, iwo samamvetsetsa
konse Mulungu.
Izi zili
choncho chifukwa maganizo olengedwa sangathe kumvetsa
Mfumu,
ukulu e
Chiyero
cha Mulungu,
Munthu
wosalengedwa ndi wosamvetsetseka.
Kuchokera pa
zimene ndaona ndi kuphunzira, inenso ndamvetsa
Mizimu ya
Angelo ndi yodalitsika imatenga nawo mbali muubwino wa Utatu
-pamene asamba
mu Kuwala uku.
Monga ngati
-pamene
takumana ndi kuwala kwa dzuwa;
-Timatenthedwa
ndiye
-angelo ndi
oyera pamaso pa Dzuwa Lamuyaya la Mulungu m'Paradaiso;
- adayikidwa
ndi Kuwala kwamuyaya ndipo amafanana ndi Mulungu.
Kusiyana kwake
ndiko
Mulungu
alibe malire mwachilengedwe,
pamene
mizimu yodala ndi ya angelo ili ndi malire
amatenga nawo
mbali mu makhalidwe a Mulungu molingana ndi kuthekera kwawo kochepa.
Mulungu, Dzuwa
Lamuyaya ndi Lopandamalire, amadzipereka yekha popanda kutaya
chilichonse. Ngakhale zolengedwa, zomwe kwenikweni zimatenga
nawo gawo,
- amafanana ndi
Dzuwa Lamuyaya
-kungotengera
kukula kochepa komanso kukula kwa dzuwa lanu.
Ndikuona kuti
zonse zimene ndangonenazi n’zolakwika komanso n’zosakwanira.
Chifukwa zimene
ndaphunzira pa ulendo wodalitsika umenewu ndithudi sizidzamveka bwino
ndi mawu anga.
Ndili ndi
malingaliro ambiri a zomwe ndawona, koma sindingathe kuzinena momveka
bwino.
Moyo umatuluka
m'thupi lake kwa kanthawi kochepa, umatengedwa kupita ku malo
odalitsika, ndiyeno umabwerera kundende ya thupi lake.
N’zosatheka
kunena zonse zimene mukuona ndi kuphunzira.
Chokumana nacho
cha moyo umene Mulungu amapereka chitsanzo kwa iye chimene iye
akufuna kuti mkaziyo amvetse chingayerekezedwe ndi chija cha mwana
amene sachita chibwibwi ndipo amaseŵera kwambiri.
Zingatanthauze
zambiri za mawonekedwe ake.
Koma popeza
sadziwa kulankhula, achita manyazi ndipo amakhala chete.
Pakadapanda
kumvera, ndikadakhala chete ngati mwana. Ndikhoza kungonena
zopanda pake pambuyo pa zopanda pake.
Komabe,
ndikupitiriza kunena kuti ndinadzipeza ndikuyenda ndi Yesu, Mkwatibwi
wanga, m’dziko lodalitsika ili pakati pa magulu a angelo, oyera
mtima ndi odalitsidwa.
Chifukwa
ndinali mkwatibwi watsopano, mozungulira,
anali kutikonda
ndipo
anagawana
nafe m’chisangalalo cha ukwati wathu
waposachedwapa. Zinkawoneka ngati _
-omwe adayiwala
zofuna zawo ndi
-kuti
amangoganizira zathu zokha.
Polankhula ndi
oyera mtima , Yesu adati :
" Chifukwa
cha kukhulupirika kwake ku chisomo changa, mzimu uwu wakhala
wopambana komanso wopambana wa Chikondi changa".
Kenako
adandidziwitsa kwa angelo ndipo
adati kwa iwo :
Taonani
mmene chikondi changa pa iye chagonjetsa chirichonse .
Kenako
adandiyika pampando wachifumu waulemerero womwe adandipangitsa
kukhala woyenera.
Iye anandiuza
kuti: “ Ano ndi malo ako
aulemerero ndipo palibe amene adzakuchotseretu malowo .
Ndinkaganiza
kuti zitanthauza kuti sindidzabwereranso padziko lapansi.
Koma tsoka,
nditangotsimikiza za izi, ndinadzipeza ndili mkati mwa makoma a thupi
langa.
Momwe
ndingafotokozere zolemetsa zomwe ndinamva kuti ndikhalenso m'thupi
langa.
Poyerekeza ndi
Kumwamba, zinthu zonse padziko lapansi zinkawoneka ngati zinyalala
kwa ine.
Zinthu zimenezi
zimakondweretsa maganizo a zolengedwa zina, koma kwa ine zinkaoneka
ngati zomvetsa chisoni.
Anthu okondedwa
kwa ine e
- zomwe
ndimaganizira kwambiri,
-omwe
ndidakhala naye nthawi yayitali m'makambirano okoma komanso aulemu,
tsopano adawoneka ngati otopetsa komanso osasangalatsa.
Komabe, pamene
ndinawayang’ana iwo monga zonyezimira za Mulungu,
mzimu
wanga unali kukumana ndi mthunzi wokhutitsidwa ndi
kukhutitsidwa, ndipo
Ndinatha kuwalekerera.
Pa zonsezi
mtima wanga sunakhazikike, koma sindinachite china koma kudandaula
kwa Yesu.
-Kufuna kwanga
kosalekeza kukhala Kumwamba,
- kuzunzika
kwanga kwamkati, - kunyong'onyeka kwanga pokhudzana ndi zinthu za
dziko lapansi, chirichonse chinali kudya moyo wanga. Ndinaona
kuti tsopano kunali kosatheka kuti ndipitirize kukhala padziko
lapansi.
Komabe, kumvera
kwanga kwa Mulungu m’mikhalidwe yonse kunandilamula
-kuti
sindikufuna imfa,
-koma kuti
ndikupitiriza kukhala padziko lapansi monga momwe Mulungu angafunire.
Choncho
ndinasintha nditayamba kudziletsa.
Chifukwa
chomvera, ndinafuna kukhala chete, koma ndinalephera ngakhale
pang’ono. Nthaŵi ndi nthaŵi ndinalephera
kudziletsa ndipo, ndikuvomereza, ndinalephera.
Koma nditani?
Pazifukwa zonse
zothandiza kunali kosatheka kwa ine kudziletsa ndekha.
Ndinali kufera
chikhulupiriro chenicheni,
-kumene
ndimamenyana nthawi zonse,
- kugwiritsa
ntchito njira zonse zomwe zingatheke kuti ndichepetse nkhawa
zanga. Koma kulamulira kotheratu kunali kosatheka kwa ine.
Wokondedwa
wanga Yesu anandiuza kuti :
"Mkazi
wanga usadere nkhawa,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
nchiyani chomwe chimakupangitsani kufuna Kumwamba
kwambiri? Ndinayankha kuti: “Ndikufuna
kukhala nanu nthawi zonse.
Ndimasowa
malingaliro ndikakhala kutali ndi inu, ngakhale kwa mphindi
chabe. Ndikufuna kujowina inu zivute zitani."
Kenako Yesu
anandiuza kuti: “ Chabwino, chifukwa cha
zimenezi .
Ndinayankha
kuti:
"Ndikanakhutitsidwa
ngati mutatero, koma kusowa, zomwe ziri zofanana ndi kundisiya
ndekha. Kumwamba sikuli choncho, chifukwa simungathe kuzimiririka
kumeneko. Zomwe ndakumana nazo zimanditsimikizira."
Yesu amadziwa
kuseka ndi zolengedwa zake.
Kwa osadziwa,
ndikuuzeni momwe adaseka nane kangapo.
Mwachitsanzo,
panthaŵi imene ndinali ndi nkhaŵa zodalitsikazi,
Yesu anadza
msanga kwa ine nandiuza kuti:
"Ukufuna
kubwera nane tsopano?" Ndinayankha: "Pita kuti?"
Adati :
"M'paradiso."
Ndipo ine:
"Kodi mukuganiza choncho?"
Iye: "Inde,
inde, fulumirani ndipo musachedwe!"
Ndinati,
"Chabwino, tiyeni tizipita, ngakhale ndikuchita mantha pang'ono
mukufuna kundiseka."
Yesu anawonjezera
kuti: “Ayi, indetu, ndikukuuzani, tiyeni, ndikufuna
kukutengani.
Ndikunena
izi, adakokera moyo wanga kwa iye mwanjira yoti ndidamva kuti
ndikusiya thupi langa, ndipo m'kamphindi ndikuwuluka naye
Kumwamba. O! chisangalalo cha moyo wanga !
Ndinaganiza
-kuti ndiyenera
kusiya dziko lapansi kwamuyaya komanso
kuti
kuzunzika kwanga chifukwa cha chikondi cha Yesu kunali loto
chabe.
Tafika pamwamba
pa kumwamba.
Ndinayamba
kumva nyimbo zomveka za odala. Ndinapempha Yesu kuti
anditsogolere mwamsanga ku konsati yakumwambayi.
Koma,
pang’onopang’ono, anachedwetsa kuthaŵa kwake kotero
kuti chirichonse chinachitika mowonjezereka
pang'onopang'ono.
Nditaona izi,
ndinayamba kukayikira kuti sindidzabwereranso naye kudziko
lakumwamba, ndipo ndinadziuza ndekha kuti:
"Yesu
amaseka ndi ine."
Komanso, nthawi
ndi nthawi, kuti ndidzitsimikizire ndekha, ndinamuuza kuti:
"Wokondedwa
Yesu, fulumirani. Chifukwa chiyani mukuchedwetsa?"
Anandiuza
kuti:
Taonani apo,
wochimwa uyu ali pafupi kutayika, tiyeni titsikenso padziko lapansi.
Timayesa
kupanga moyo wake kugwirizanitsa; mwina adzatembenuka
mtima. Tiyeni tipemphere pamodzi Chifundo cha Atate wanga wa
Kumwamba.
Kodi simukufuna
kuti wochimwa ameneyu apulumutsidwe? Dikirani pang'ono.
Kodi
simunakonzekere kumva zowawa kuti mupulumutse moyo womwe wanditengera
Magazi ochuluka chonchi?
Liwu lofufuza,
Ndinayiwala
ndekha, ndinayiwala ulendo,
Mpoonya Kujulu
naa lwiimbo lwa baalumi bakujulu naakaamba Jesu kuti: “Ee, eeco
cili coonse ncayanda.
Ndine wokonzeka
kuvutika kuti mupulumutse moyo uwu”.
Ndipo
m’kuphethira kwa diso ananditengera kwa wochimwa
ameneyu. Kumupangitsa kuti adzipereke ku chisomo,
Yesu anamuuza
zifukwa zonse zodera nkhawa za chipulumutso chake.
Koma
chiyembekezo chathu chinali chachabe.
Kenako Yesu
anandiuza mwachisoni kuti:
"Mkazi
wanga, ukufuna utenge chilango choyenera?
Ngati mukufuna
kubwerera ku thupi lanu kukavutika,
-Chilungamo
chaumulungu chimatha kumasuka, e
-Ndikhoza
kumvera chisoni mzimuwu.
Monga
mukuonera, mawu athu kapena zifukwa zathu sizinamugwedeze. Kwa
ife palibe chochita koma kulangidwa ndi iye.
"Masautso
ndi njira yamphamvu kwambiri yokwaniritsira chilungamo chaumulungu
ndikupangitsa wochimwa kuvomereza chisomo cha kutembenuka mtima".
Ndinavomera
pempho la Yesu, amene mwamsanga anandibwezera ku thupi langa.
Sindingathe
kufotokoza ululu umene ndinamva pamene ndinagwirizananso ndi thupi
langa. Wotsirizirayo adawoneka kuti akutsutsa kubwerera kwa
malingaliro anga ndipo adandipangitsa kumva kuti nditafufuma.
Nthawi yomweyo,
-mzimu wanga
unakhala woponderezedwa komanso wopanda moyo,
-ngati
ndikutsamwitsidwa ndipo ndinali nditatsala pang'ono kupuma.
Sindinathe
kunyamula. Yesu anali yekha mboni ya kuvutika kotereku.
Ndi
iye yekha amene akanatha kufotokoza kuzunzika
koopsa ndi koopsa komwe moyo wanga ndi thupi langa zinapirira.
Patapita
masiku angapo akuvutika, Yesu anandipangitsa kumva kutembenuka kwa
wochimwa ameneyu, ndi moyo wake wopulumutsidwa
kale.
Kenako Yesu
anati kwa ine: " Kodi ndiwe
wokondwa ngati ine?"
"Inde,
inde!" Ndinayankha.
Sindikudziwa
kuti ndi kangati Yesu anabwereza mizere iyi.
Nthawi ina
ananditengera Kumwamba ndipo anandiuza atangotha kumene
kuti:
"Wayiwala
kupempha wovomereza wako kuti akupatse chilolezo chobwera nane. Ndiye
uyenera kubwerera ku thupi lako kuti ukalandire chilolezochi."
Ndinamuuza
kuti: “Pamene moyo wanga unali m’thupi langa ndipo
ndinali pansi pa chitsogozo cha wovomereza machimo anga, ndinayenera
kumumvera.
Koma popeza
ndiwe woyamba mwa ovomereza ndipo ine ndili ndi iwe, Mkwatibwi wanga,
tsopano ndikungonena za iwe basi ».
Yesu anayankha
modekha kuti:
"Ayi, ayi,
mkazi wanga, ndikufuna kuti uzimvera wovomereza wako pachilichonse."
Zinandipangitsa
kuti ndibwerere m'thupi langa nthawi zambiri.
Nthabwala zake
nthawi zina zidapangitsa mkwiyo komanso mkwiyo komanso kusagwira
ntchito mwa ine.
Natenepa Yezu
aabweresa kazinji kene. Komabe, nthawi zonse ndinali pabedi,
- chitetezero
kwa ochimwa;
-ndimakhala ndi
nthawi ya nkhawa chifukwa chofuna kupita Kumwamba
ndi Mkwatibwi
wanga Yesu.
Chikhumbo ichi
chinasinthana ndi chomusunga nthawi zonse padziko lapansi,
kundipulumutsa
kuti ndisapite kumwamba
koma
kubwerera ku thupi langa. Nthawi zonse ndinkaphedwa chifukwa
cha chikhulupiriro.
Tsiku
lina m’maŵa, patapita zaka zitatu, (9) Yesu
anandipangitsa kumvetsetsa
-amene
ankafuna kuvomereza ukwati umene anapanga ndi ine padziko
lapansi,
-koma nthawi
ino Kumwamba ndi chilolezo cha Atate ndi Mzimu Woyera e
-poyang'ana
Khoti Lonse Lakumwamba.
Anandilangiza
kuti ndikonzekere chisomo chapaderachi.
Kuti
ndimumvere, ndinachita zimene ndikanatha ndekha.
Zoonadi,
chifukwa ndinali womvetsa chisoni komanso wosayenera kuchita zinthu
moyenera,
-Ndinamupempha,
iye amene ali wamkulu wa amisiri,
- kotero kuti
iye mwini ayang'anira ntchito iyi ya chiyeretso chopatulika. Kupanda
kutero sindikanatha kuchita zomwe adandipempha.
Chisomo
chachikulu ichi chinaperekedwa kwa ine madzulo a Kubadwa kwa Namwali
Wodala Maria (10).
Ndi momwemo.
M’mawa
umenewo, Yesu wanga wachifundo anadza msanga, kudzandikonzekeretsa
chimene anafuna kwa ine.
Anandiuza za
chikhulupiriro.
Ndipo m’mene
adalankhula adandisiya ndekha.
Sindikudziwa
chifukwa chake: idabwera ndikupita nthawi zonse. Pamene
amalankhula nane,
-Ndidamva
kulowetsedwa ndi chikhulupiriro chamoyo chotere
-kuti
moyo wanga, wovuta kwambiri mpaka pamenepo, unakhala wophweka kuti
ukhoza kufika kwa Mulungu.
Kotero,
tsopano, ine ndinasilira izo
- Mphamvu ya
Mulungu,
-Chiyero chake
e
- Ubwino wanu,
ndi zikhumbo
zake zina zonse.
Mokhudzidwa
kwambiri ndi nyanja yozizwa, ndikunena kuti:
“Mulungu
Wamphamvuzonse, nchiyani chimene Wamphamvuyonse sichikanathetsa?
Ndi chiyero
china chiti, ngakhale chokwezeka chotani, chingayerekeze kuonekera
pamaso panu?
Poganizira
zowawa zanga ndi zopanda pake,
-Ndidadziwona
ngati kachirombo kakang'ono komwe kakutidwa ndi fumbi labwino,
- akhoza
kuchotsedwa mwamsanga ndi nyongolotsi.
Sindinafunenso
kukaonekera pamaso pa Ukulu wa Mulungu wozunguliridwa ndi mutu.
Koma, monga
maginito, ubwino wake wopanda malire unandikokera kwa iye, ndipo moyo
wanga unalira:
"O!
- chiyero
chotani,
-kuti Mphamvu
ndi
- chifundo
chotani mwa Mulungu,
amene amatikopa
ndi kukoma mtima koteroko! "
Zinkawoneka
-kuti Chiyero
chake chinamukulunga iye,
- kuti Mphamvu
zake zidamuthandizira,
-kuti chifundo
chake chamusuntha ndi
-kuti ubwino
wake udampatsa moyo kuchokera mkati ndikummiza kwathunthu.
Ndinkaganizira
za makhalidwe ake payekhapayekha, ndinamva
- onse anali
ndi mtengo wofanana kwa mzimu wa munthu -
-zonse zofanana
zosamvetsetseka komanso zosawerengeka.
Pamene ndinali
womizidwa m'malingaliro apamwamba awa,
Yesu wanga analankhula
nane za chikhulupiriro ,
nandiuza kuti,
-Kupeza
chikhulupiriro m'pofunika kukhulupirira Chifukwa popanda
chikhulupiriro sipangakhale chikhulupiriro.
Mwa munthu mutu
umene umatsogolera zochita zake zonse.
Choncho, pamutu
pa zabwino zonse, pali chikhulupiriro chimene chimalamulira china
chirichonse.
Monga mutu
wopanda mphamvu ya kupenya
sichingapangitse
munthu kuthawa mumdima ndi chisokonezo.
Motero mzimu
wopanda chikhulupiriro sungachite kalikonse ndipo umadziika pa ngozi
zamtundu uliwonse.
Ngati
mtsogoleri wosaona akufuna kuwongolera munthuyo,
- Mutha
kumuyendetsa bwino
-kumene
sakanafuna kupita ngati ali ndi maso.
Monga izo
- Kupenya
kumatsogolera munthu muzochita zilizonse,
Chikhulupiriro
ndi kuunika kumene kumaunikira moyo, kumene popanda kumene munthu
sangayende njira yopita ku moyo wosatha.
Kuti mukhale
ndi chikhulupiriro, pali zinthu zitatu zofunika:
-kukhala ndi
mbeu yake mwa iye;
-kuti
mbewu iyi ndi yabwino, ndi
-
zomwe zimakula.
Timadziwa kuti
ndi Yehova amene anafesa mbewu mwa ife.
Popeza
sitingaganize za chinthu china pokhapokha titadziwa kaye.
tiyenera
kuyamikira amene amatiuza zinthu za chikhulupiriro.
Ubwino
wa chidziwitsochi sichofunikira. Aliyense amene amaphunzitsa
ayenera kukhala ndi zomwe amaphunzitsa.
Ngati
chiphunzitsocho ndi chonama, chimanama wochilandira .
Tikakhala
otsimikiza za luso la chidziwitso chathu,
chikhulupiriro
chathu chiyenera kusamaliridwa
kuti
azitha kukula ndikukula.
Ndi kuyesetsa
kwathu, umakula mpaka kukhwima.
Zimatulutsa mphamvu
ya chiyembekezo,
- chiyembekezo
choyera,
-mlongo
wachikhulupiriro.
Kuyembekezera
- amapita
kupyola chikhulupiriro ndi - ndi cholinga cha chikhulupiriro.
Kuyang'ana
zonse kuyambira pachiyambi,
Ndikhoza kunena
kuti pamene Yesu analankhula nane
za chiyembekezo,
Zinandipangitsa
kumvetsetsa kuti ukoma uwu
- amapereka
moyo ndi wosanjikiza chitetezo
-zimene
zimapangitsa kuti mivi ya Adani isagonje.
Chifukwa cha
chiyembekezo,
mzimu
umalandira chilichonse chomwe chimachitika kwa iwo ndi mtendere,
chifukwa
akudziwa kuti chilichonse ncholamulidwa ndi Mulungu, yemwe
ndi wabwino wake
wopambana.
Ndikokongola
chotani nanga kuwona mzimu wokhala ndi ukoma wa chiyembekezo,
- osadzidalira,
- koma kwa
Wokondedwa wake yekha,
- kudalira pa
iye yekha.
Pamene
akukumana ndi adani ake oipitsitsa,
- moyo
umakhalabe mfumukazi ya zilakolako zake
- ndi kuphweka
ndi kusamala.
Zonse zili mu
dongosolo mkati. Yesu nayenso analodzedwa.
Kuwona ntchito
yake ndi chiyembekezo cholimba ,
- kulimba mtima
kwambiri,
- wamphamvu
komanso wosagonjetseka,
-
wopambana pa zopinga zilizonse ndi ngozi, Yesu amamupatsa chisomo
chatsopano .
Pamene
Yesu anandiphunzitsa motere ,
adandiuza
zambiri zanzeru zanga.
Pamene ndinali
kumizidwa kwathunthu mu kuwala uku ndi
kuti
ndimaganiza kuti ndipeza momwe ukoma wokongola wa chiyembekezo
umatithandizira, kuwala uku kwachoka kwa ine.
Sindikudziwa
kuti ndi zinthu zingati zomwe ndimamvetsetsa.
Ndingonena kuti
zabwino zonse zimakongoletsa moyo. Komabe, pawokha, moyo ulibe
mbewu mmenemo.
Pambuyo pa
kubadwa ndi kuleredwa mwa iye, mikhalidwe yabwino imamangiriza moyo
kwa Mulungu.
Chiyembekezo
akuti kwa mzimu:
"Yandikirani
kwa Mulungu wanu ndipo inu muunikiridwa ndi iye. Yandikirani kwa iye
ndipo mudzayeretsedwa ndi iye, ndi zina zotero."
Moyo ukayikidwa
ndi chiyembekezo choyera, ukoma uliwonse umakhala wolimba komanso
wokhazikika.
Monga phiri,
silingakhudzidwe
ku nyengo
yoipa, kutentha kwa dzuwa, mphepo yamphamvu;
chifukwa
cha kusefukira kwa nyanja ndi mitsinje yomwe idasefukira
ndi matalala ambiri
osungunuka.
Moyo wokhala
ndi chiyembekezo sungathe kuvutitsidwa
-kuchokera
m'masautso, mayesero,
- umphawi
kapena kufooka.
Palibe
chochitika m'moyo chomwe chimamuwopseza kapena kumufooketsa, ngakhale
kwakanthawi. Payokha imadziuza yokha:
“Ndikhoza
kupirira chilichonse.
Ndikhoza
kuvutika chilichonse ndikuchita zonse, chifukwa ndikuyembekeza mwa
Yesu ».
Chiyembekezo
choyera chimapereka moyo
- pafupifupi
wamphamvuyonse komanso wosasunthika,
- pafupifupi
wosagonjetseka komanso wosasinthika.
Chifukwa,
chifukwa cha ukoma uwu,
Yesu
wathu wachifundo nthawi zonse amapereka chipiriro ku
moyo
mpaka
adzalandira ufumu wosatha wa Mulungu Kumwamba.
Pamene
ndimalowetsa malingaliro anga m'nyanja yayikulu ya chiyembekezo
chaumulungu, Yesu wokondedwa wanga adawonekeranso kwa ine
ndikundiuza zachifundo, chachikulu
kwambiri mwa mikhalidwe itatu yaumulungu.
Ngakhale kuti
atatuwo ndi osiyana, chikondi chiyenera kugwirizana ndi enawo ngati
kuti atatuwo ndi mmodzi.
Kulingalira za
moto kumapereka lingaliro labwino la makhalidwe atatu aumulungu omwe
amagwirizanitsa kupanga chimodzi.
Chinthu
choyamba chimene mumaona mukayatsa moto ndi kuwala komwe kumatsuka
malo anu.
Kuwala
kumeneku kungasonyeze chikhulupiriro cholowetsedwa m’moyo pa
ubatizo . Kenaka timamva kutentha
kumagawidwa mozungulira ( chiyembekezo ).
Pang'onopang'ono
kuwala kumayamba kuzimiririka, pafupifupi kuzimitsa, koma kutentha
kwa moto kumapeza mphamvu zambiri mpaka kupsereza motowo. (11)
Chomwechonso
ndi ukoma atatu aumulungu.
Chikhulupiriro
chimayatsidwa m’moyo pa chidziŵitso choyamba cholandira
cha Munthu Wamkulukuluyo. Kenako, chifukwa cha kukwera
kosalekeza kwa mzimu kwa Mulungu, Ubwino wake wapamwamba kwambiri,
chikhulupiriro chimakula ndikukula.
Mzimu umapeza
kwa Mulungu kuunika kwaluntha, kumene kumachokera ku mikhalidwe
yosiyanasiyana ya Mulungu.Mounikiridwa ndi chikhulupiriro chake,
mzimu umayesa kusankha njira yabwino kwambiri yopezera ubwino wake
waukulu, womwe ndi Mulungu.
Wodzala ndi
chiyembekezo, amadutsa kuchokera kuphiri lina kupita ku lina,
kuwoloka zigwa ndi zigwa, kuwoloka nyanja ndi mitsinje, akuyenda kwa
miyezi ndi zaka m’nyanja zazikulu ndi zakuya kwambiri; zonsezi
ndi cholinga chokhacho chotengera Mulungu wake.
Chilakolako cha
chuma cha Mulungu chimatchedwa chikondi; ndipo alongo ake awiri
ndi chikhulupiriro ndi chiyembekezo.
Yesu
anandiuza kuti :
"Mkazi
wanga wokondedwa, tawona chifukwa chake,
- kuthana ndi
makhalidwe atatu aumulungu a chikhulupiriro, chiyembekezo ndi
chikondi;
-Sindinalankhulepo
za Utatu wa Anthu Aumulungu
zomwe
mudzazipeza kwamuyaya:
Adzakhala
ndi iwe mpaka kalekale.”
Patapita
mphindi zingapo,
Yesu wanga
wokondeka adawonekeranso kwa ine ndikundiuza
"Mkazi
wanga,
ngati chikhulupiriro ndi kuunika kwa
moyo ndi masomphenya ake;
chiyembekezo ndicho chakudya
cha chikhulupiriro ;
kupatsa mzimu
mphamvu ndi chikhumbo champhamvu cha kupeza zabwino zomwe zimawonedwa
ndi maso achikhulupiriro.
Kuyembekezera
- imapatsanso
mzimu kulimba mtima kukumana ndi ntchito zovuta
- mumtendere
wamalingaliro ndi mtendere wangwiro.
Zimamuthandiza kulimbikira kufunafuna
-njira zonse
zotheka e
- njira zonse
zopezera zotsatira zabwino. "
Charity ,
kumbali ina, ndiye chinthu chake
kuwala
kwa chikhulupiriro e
chakudya cha
chiyembekezo chimatuluka.
Wina sangakhale
nazo
- wobadwa ndi
fede
- kapena
chiyembekezo
-ngati alibe
chikondi.
Momwemonso kuti
palibe amene angakhale nazo
-kutentha ndi
- kuwala
popanda moto.
Monga
chotsitsimula chotsitsimula,
-
zachifundo zimakula ndikulowa paliponse,
-kukulitsa
masomphenya a chikhulupiriro ndi zilakolako za chiyembekezo.
Mu
kukoma kwake,
-
kumapangitsa kuvutika kukhala kokoma ndi kununkhira, e
-
amapita mpaka kupangitsa mzimu kukhala wofunitsitsa kuvutika.
Mzimu womwe uli
ndi chikondi chenicheni,
- kugwira
ntchito m'chikondi cha Mulungu,
-Amalandira
zonunkhiritsa zakumwamba kuchokera kwa Mulungu.
Ngati ukoma
wina umapangitsa moyo kukhala wodzipatula komanso wokondana,
chikondi, kukhala chinthu
zomwe
zimafalitsa kuwala, kutentha ndi mafuta onunkhira kwambiri ,
-kugawa
mankhwala kwa ena
- kukhala ndi
zowonjezera zowonjezera:
ndi
kugwirizanitsa ndi kusungunula mitima .
Izi ndi zomwe
zimapangitsa kuti mzimu ukhale wozunzika kwambiri ndi chisangalalo.
Moyo,
wosandulika ndi chikondi, sungakhalenso popanda kuvutika.
Pamene
savutika, amafuula kuti:
"O
Mkwatibwi, Yesu, ndithandizeni ndi maluwa. Ndipatseni kuwawa kwa
apulo wovutika.
Moyo wanga
ukukulakalakani ndipo sungathe kukhutitsidwa kupatula m'masautso anu
okoma.
O Yesu,
ndipatseni masautso anu ovuta kwambiri.
Mtima wanga
sungathenso kukuwonani mukuvutika kwambiri chifukwa cha Chikondi
champhamvu komanso chachangu chomwe muli nacho kwa aliyense wa ife! "
Kenako Yesu
anandiuza kuti :
“Charity
wanga ndi moto woyaka ndi kunyeketsa.
Ndipo pamene
izo zizika mizu mu moyo, izo zimachita chirichonse. Iye
samasamala za ukoma weniweniwo.
Charity
amatembenuza ndikusunga zabwinozo molumikizana nazo. Izi
zimamupangitsa kukhala mfumukazi ya zabwino zonse.
Iye amalamulira
pa chirichonse ndipo amawalamulira iwo onse.
Sadzatha
kusamutsa ukulu wake kwa ena ".
Sindingathe
kufotokoza zomwe zinali kuseri kwa Mau okoma ndi okopa a
Yesu.Ndikhoza kungonena kuti anawuka mwa ine
chikhumbo
cha kuvutika chimene chinkawoneka ngati chachibadwa
njala
ya mitundu yonse ya zowawa.
Kuyambira
nthawi imeneyo ndinaona kuti ndi tsoka lalikulu kulandidwa.
Kenako,
ndinasinkhasinkha zimene Yesu anandiuza. Ndipo
kachiwiri, adadziwonetsa yekha
kwa ine nati :
"Mkazi
wanga,
m'pofunika
kuti mukhale ndi predispositions maganizo
zomwe
zimakupangitsani kuti mukhale okonda kudziwononga nokha.
Izi ziyenera
kutsogola chikhumbo chanu chachikulu chovutika kwambiri. Dziwani
kuti kudziwononga nokha
- simukuyenera
kulandira chisomo chokha,
-koma
konza mzimu wako kuti uvutike
bwino.
Zidzakhala
ngati chofunda cha masautso anu.
Idzalowa m'malo
mwa inu zowawa kwambiri.
Kufunitsitsa
kuvutika kumadzetsa kuvutika kwanu koona ndi koona. "
Mawu okoma awa
a Yesu anakhomereza mu moyo wanga choonadi chimene
anandiphunzitsa. Ndipo ndinali wokondwa kwambiri kuposa kale ndi
chikhumbo chofuna kukhala chake chonse, molingana ndi Chifuniro
chake.
Anabweranso,
ndipo pasanapite nthawi yaitali kuti ndinene, anandichotsa mwa ine
ndekha.
Moyo wanga
unatsatira kukopa kochititsa chidwi kwa Chikondi chake.
Kumbali yake,
iye anagonjetsa zovuta zonse mwa kuwoloka thambo.
Popanda
kuzindikira kuti adachoka padziko lapansi, mzimu wanga unali
Kumwamba.
pamaso
pa Utatu Woyera ndi Bwalo
lonse la Kumwamba,
kukonzanso
kwa ukwati wachinsinsi pakati pa Yesu ndi moyo wanga, womwe
wakondwerera kale padziko lapansi
pa tsiku la
Chiyero cha Namwali Mariya, pamaso pa Mariya mwini
amene, pamodzi
ndi Saint Catherine, anachita nawo chikondwerero choyamba ichi.
Patapita miyezi
khumi ndi umodzi, pa phwando la Kubadwa kwa Namwali Wodala (12), Yesu
anafuna kuti anthu atatu a Mulungu avomereze ukwati umenewu.
Anapereka
mphete ya miyala itatu yamtengo wapatali
- wina woyera,
wina wofiira ndi wina wobiriwira -
Iye anaipereka
kwa Atate amene anadalitsa mphete imeneyi ndi kuiperekanso kwa Mwana
wake.
Mzimu Woyera
unagwira dzanja langa lamanja ndipo Yesu anayika mphete pa chala
changa cha mphete.
Pakadali pano,
chimodzi
pambuyo pa chimzake,
Anthu Aumulungu
atatu anandipatsa chipsompsono ndi dalitso lapadera.
Momwe
mungafotokozere chisokonezo
-zomwe ndinamva
-nditadzipeza
ndili pamaso pa Utatu Woyera pamwambo umenewu.
Ine ndikhoza
kungonena izi
kukhala
pamaso pa Utatu e
kugwa chafufumimba
zinali
chimodzimodzi kwa ine.
Ndikadakhala
pansi mpaka kalekale ngati Yesu, Mkwatibwi wa moyo wanga, akanapanda
kundilimbikitsa.
- dzuka ndi
-kukhala pamaso
pawo.
Mtima wanga
unamva
-chisangalalo
chachikulu, e
- nthawi
yomweyo mantha aulemu
pamaso pa
ulemerero wochuluka, pakati pa Kuwala kwa muyaya kumene kumachokera
ku Chiyambi ndi Chiyero cha Mulungu;
Atate, Mwana
ndi Mzimu Woyera.
Chilankhulo cha
anthu, cholankhulidwa kapena cholembedwa, sichingathe kumvetsetsa
malingaliro onse aumulungu omwe panthawiyo adakhudza moyo wanga.
Chifukwa chake,
ndi kwa ine
- bwino kukhala
chete pazinthu zina,
- kuti
musapange zolakwika zina.
Tsopano
ndikuuzani zomwe zinachitika pamene mzimu wanga unabwerera ku thupi
langa. Ndidzakuuzaninso za munthu amene anandimanga m’ndende
chifukwa chochita chidwi ndi zimene zinandichitikirazi.
Ndinamva mkati
mwanga kuzunzika kwa munthu amene wamwalira.
Patapita masiku
angapo, Yesu anandiukitsa kotheratu. Ndikukumbukira kulandira
Mgonero Woyera,
- Ndinataya
kumverera kwa thupi langa ndi
-kuti, kaamba
ka moyo wanga, ndinamva kuti ndinali pamaso pa Utatu Woyera monga
ndinauonera m'Paradaiso.
Moyo wanga
- nthawi
yomweyo adagwada pansi ndikugwadira
Zinandipangitsa
kuti ndisavomereze chilichonse.
Ndinadzimva
kuti ndakomoka. Sindinathenso kunena mawu.
Mawu
a mmodzi mwa Anthu atatuwo anandiuza
kuti:
“Limbani
mtima ndipo musachite mantha.
Takonzeka
kukulandirani kukhala athu ndi kutenga moyo wanu wonse.
Nditamva mawu
awa, ndinawona Utatu Woyera
-ndilowetseni
ndi
-tenga mtima
wanga ponena kuti:
"Mumtima
mwanu tidzapanga nyumba yathu yosatha."
Sindingathe
kufotokoza kusintha kumene kukuchitika mwa ine.
Ndinamva ngati
kuti ndachotsedwa kwa ine ndekha, ndiko kuti, ngati kuti
sindikukhalanso mwa ine ndekha.
Zowonadi
Amulungu anakhala mwa ine, ndi Ine mwa iwo. Zinali ngati thupi
langa lasanduka kwawo.
malo
okhalamo Mulungu wamoyo.
Ndinamva
kukhalapo kwaufumu kwa Anthu Amulungu atatu omwe, mozindikira,
adachita mkati mwanga.
Ndinkawamva
mawu awo bwinobwino, koma ngati kuti amamveka kuposa ine.
Zonse
zidachitika ngati kuti muli anthu mchipinda chapafupi ndipo,
-o kuyandikana,
-o kukula kwa mawu;
Ndinamva bwino
lomwe zonse zomwe ankanena.
Ndiye Yesu
wokondedwa wanga akundiuza
Ndiyenera
kuyiyang'ana pazosowa zanga zonse ,
osati kunja kwa
ine, koma mkati mwanga.
Nthawi zina,
akachita misala, ndinkamuimbira foni. Choncho ankayankha
mwamsanga.
Tinalankhulana
ngati mmene anthu awiri amalankhulirana.
Komabe,
ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti nthawi zina ankabisala moti sindinkamumva
n’komwe. Ndikadayenda thambo, dziko lapansi ndi nyanja
kuti ndiupeze.
Nthawi ina,
mwachitsanzo, ndikumufunafuna kwambiri pakati pa misozi ndi nkhawa,
Yesu
anamveketsa Mawu ake mkati mwanga ndipo anandiuza kuti:
" Ndili
pano ndi inu. Musayang'ane mbali ina kuti mundipeze. Ine
ndipumula mwa inu ndi kuyang’anira inu”.
Ndiye, pakati
pa kudabwa ndi chisangalalo chopeza iye mwa ine, ine ndinati kwa iye:
"Yesu,
Ambuye wanga,
-chifukwa m'mawa
uno mwandilola kuti ndiyende thambo, dziko lapansi ndi
nyanja kukuyang'anani;
"Pamene
unali mkati mwanga nthawi yonseyi?"
Chifukwa
chiyani simunanene kuti "Ndili pano",
kundipulumutsa
kuti ndisatope kufunafuna iwe komwe kunalibe?
Mwaona, Wabwino
wanga wokoma, Moyo wanga wokondedwa, momwe ine ndatopa. Ndikumva
kufooka. Ndigwireni m'manja mwanu. Ndikumva ngati ndifa."
Kenako Yesu
ananditenga m’manja mwake kuti ndipumule ndi kupezanso mphamvu
zotayika.
Nthawi ina,
pamene Yesu anabisika mwa ine ndipo ine ndinali kumufunafuna iye.
- adandiwonetsa
mkati mwanga ndipo adatuluka mu mtima mwanga.
Kuyambira
mphindi yotsatira, ine ndinawona Anthu
Amulungu atatuwo
- mu
mawonekedwe a ana atatu okongola kwambiri
- wokhala ndi
thupi limodzi ndi mitu itatu yosiyana;
-m'modzi
komanso wokongola kwambiri.
Sindingathe
kufotokoza chisangalalo changa,
makamaka popeza
ana atatuwa anandilola kuwagwira m’manja mwanga.
Ndinawapsopsona
onse ndipo anandipsopsonanso.
-Mmodzi
adatsamira phewa langa lakumanja,
- wina paphewa
langa lakumanzere, e
-wachitatu
anakhalabe pakati.
Ndinakondwera
bwanji ndi zodabwitsa izi
-chimene
chinaperekedwa kwa ine ndi Mulungu wanga,
-kwa ine
cholengedwa chaching'ono!
Ndikayang'ana
m'modzi, ndidawona atatu.
Nditanyamula
mmodzi m'manja mwanga, mwadzidzidzi ndinagwira atatu. Kaya
ndinali ndi mmodzi kapena atatu, mphamvu yokoka imawoneka
yofanana. Ndinkawakonda kwambiri onse atatu.
Ndinakopeka ndi
mmodzi monga onse atatu pamodzi.
Ndikuwona kuti
ndalankhula zambiri, koma ndikadakonda kunyalanyaza zinthu
zonsezi. Komabe, popeza ndiyenera kumvera amene amatsogolera
moyo wanga, ndipitirizabe.
Ndidzanenanso
kuti Yesu nthawi zambiri amalankhula nane za Chilakolako chake. Anali
kuyesera kukonza moyo wanga kuti utsanzire Moyo wake.
Nthawi
ina anati kwa ine :
«Mkazi
wanga, kuwonjezera pa ukwati womwe wapangidwa kale, pali china choti
muchite: ukwati ndi Mtanda. Dziwani kuti makhalidwe abwino
amakhala okoma ndi odekha akayamikiridwa ndi kulimbikitsidwa
mumthunzi wa Mtanda.
Asanabwere
padziko lapansi, kuzunzika, umphawi, matenda ndi mitundu yonse ya
mitanda zinkawoneka ngati zonyansa.
Koma, popeza
ndakumana ndi ine, kuzunzika kwayeretsedwa ndikugawidwa. Maonekedwe
ake asintha: wakhala wokoma komanso wokwanira.
Munthu amene
amalandira zabwino zimenezi kwa ine amalemekezedwa kwambiri, chifukwa
ndimalandira chivomerezo changa ndipo amakhala mwana wamkazi wa
Mulungu.
Aliyense amene
ayang'ana pamtanda pokhapo amakumana ndi zosiyana.
Amapeza mtanda
wowawa ndikuyamba kudandaula, pamene amawona kuti ndi oipa. Koma
akaulandira ngati wabwino, umampatsa chisangalalo”.
Ndipo
anawonjezera kuti :
"Mkazi
wanga, sindikufuna china koma kukupachika monga kale, mumzimu ndi
m'thupi mwako."
Yesu atandiuza,
ndinamva kulowetsedwa kwa chikhumbo chopachikidwa ndi Iye kotero kuti
ndinanena kwa Iye: "Yesu wanga, wokondedwa wanga, posachedwapa
undipachike pamodzi ndi iwe!"
Ndipo
ndinadziuza kuti:
"Akabwerako,
chinthu choyamba ndimufunse,
zomwe
ndimaona kuti ndizofunikira kwambiri,
kudzakhala
kuzunzika chifukwa cha machimo anga ndi chisomo cha kupachikidwa
pamodzi ndi iye. Ndipo zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti ndidzakhala
wokhutitsidwa, chifukwa ndi kupachikidwa pa mtanda ndidzakhala
wokhoza kupeza chirichonse ».
Potsirizira
pake, m’maŵa wina, wokondedwa wanga Yesu anawonekera kwa
ine m’maonekedwe a Yesu Wopachikidwa. Anandiuza kuti
akufunadi kuti ndipachikidwe naye pamtanda
Monga ananena,
ndinaona
- kuwala kwa
kuwala kumachokera ku mabala ake opatulika, e
- misomali
yolunjika kwa ine.
Pa nthawiyo,
chikhumbo changa chofuna kupachikidwa ndi Yesu chinali chachikulu
kwambiri moti ndinamva kuthedwa nzeru ndi chikondi cha mazunzo.
Komabe,
mwadzidzidzi ndinagwidwa ndi mantha aakulu omwe anandipangitsa
kunjenjemera kuyambira kumutu mpaka kumapazi.
Ndinali
kukumana ndi kudziwononga kwakukulu
Ndinadzimva
kukhala wosayenerera kulandira chisomo chosowa chonchi. Ndipo
sindinayesenso kunena kuti: "Ambuye ndipachikeni pamodzi ndi
inu".
Koma Yesu
ankawoneka kuti akudikirira chilolezo changa asanandipatse chisomo
chimodzi ichi. Ndakhala ndikuvutika ndi izi kwa nthawi ndithu.
Mtima wanga
udamva chikhumbo chofuna kupempha chisomo ichi. Panthawi
imodzimodziyo, ndinayamba kudziona kuti ndine wosafunika.
Chikhalidwe
changa chinagwedezeka ndikunjenjemera
Chifukwa cha
mantha, iye anazengereza kupempha Yesu kuti apachikidwe.
Ndili
mumkhalidwe uwu, Yesu wokondedwa wanga anandiuzira mmaganizo kuti
ndilandire chisomo ichi.
Podziwa
chifuniro chake, ndinalimba mtima n’kumuuza kuti:
“Mkazi
wanga woyera ndi chikondi chopachikidwa, chonde ndipatseni chisomo
chopachikidwa pamodzi ndi inu, ndikupemphanso kuti pa ine pasakhale
chizindikiro chowoneka cha chisomochi.
Inde
-ndipatseni
masautso anu onse mwachangu,
- ndipatseni
mabala anu,
koma
sichiululira ena zonse zomwe zimandichitikira. Zikhale pakati pa
iwe ndi ine.
Chisomo ichi
chinapatsidwa kwa ine.
Posakhalitsa,
kuwala ndi misomali kunabwera kuchokera kwa Yesu Wopachikidwa ndi
-anadza
kudzandipweteka,
-kulowa m'manja
ndi kumapazi.
Ndipo kuwala
kwina kunadza, kowala, kotsatizana ndi mkondo
kuboola mtima
wanga.
Sindingathe
kufotokoza chisangalalo ndi zowawa panthawi imodzi - zowawa kuposa
zina zonse - zomwe ndinamva panthawi yosangalatsa.
Ngakhale kuti
mantha anga ndi kunjenjemera zinali zazikulu m’mbuyomo,
mtendere ndi chikhutiro chimene ndinali nacho tsopano chinali
chokulirapo.
Kuvutika kwanga
kunali kokulirapo kotero kuti ndinakhulupirira kuti ululu wa manja,
mapazi ndi mtima wanga umasonyeza imfa yanga.
Ndinamva mafupa
a m’manja ndi m’mapazi anga akuthyoka tinthu
ting’onoting’ono. Ndinamva kulowa kwa misomali
pabala lililonse.
Ndikuvomereza
kuti kukwaniritsidwa kokoma komwe kumapezeka ndi zilondazi sikungathe
kufotokozedwa m'mawu.
Chodabwitsa
changa chinawonjezeka kwambiri panthawi yomweyo monga mphamvu ya
ululu umene,
-
sizinangondipangitsa kumva kuti ndikufa, koma,
- nthawi
yomweyo, zinandilimbitsa mtima komanso
-
zinandipangitsa kumva ngati sindikufa.
Ndipo palibe
chomwe chidawonekera kunja kwa thupi langa chomwe, komabe, ndimamva
kuwawa komanso kuwawa.
Wondivomereza
adabwera ndikundiyitana chifukwa cha kumvera.
Ananditulutsa
manja anga atafa ziwalo chifukwa cha kuthamanga kwa
mitsempha. M'maganizo ndidamva kuwawa komwe cheza ndi misomali
idalowela.
Wovomereza
wanga analamula chifukwa cha kumvera kuti zonse zilekeke nthawi
yomweyo. Zoonadi, ululu waukulu umene unandichititsa chikomokere
unatha nthaŵi yomweyo.
O! chozizwitsa
chotani nanga kumvera koyera kunandibweretsera ine.
Ndi kangati
komwe ndakumana ndi imfa ya mlongo wanga.
Kupyolera mu
kumvera, Yesu
- achiritsa
zowawa zonse ndi zowawa za imfa zomwe zidakhala ine, e
"Posachedwa"
adabwezeretsa moyo wanga.
Ndikuvomereza
moona mtima kuti ngati mazunzowa akanapanda kuchepetsedwa ndi
wovomereza machimo anga, ndikanavutika kuwagonjera.
Yehova
adalitsidwe nthawi zonse chifukwa chopatsa atumiki ake mphamvu
zochotsa nyama yake mu imfa.
Ndipo ine
ndikuyembekeza kuti zonsezi nthawizonse zakhala za Ulemerero
wokulirapo wa Mulungu ndi chipulumutso cha miyoyo.
Ndiyeneranso
kunena kuti pamene ndinali kukumana ndi zowawa zakuphazi, zomwe zili
pamwambazi sizinasiyire kachidindo pathupi langa.
Nditabwereranso
m’mazunzowa, ndinaona bwinobwino mabala a Yesu atakhomeredwa
pathupi langa.
Zinkaoneka kuti
Mabala a Yesu Opachikidwa, amene anapachikidwa pa manja, mapazi ndi
mtima wanga, anali ofanana ndi a Yesu.
Zomwe ndanenazi
zikufotokoza
- ukwati wanga
ndi Mtanda e
- zowawa zowawa
pakupachikidwa kwanga koyamba.
Ndakumana
ndi zopachikidwa zina zambiri m'zaka zotsatira kotero kuti
sizingatheke kuti ndilembe zonse.
Koma,
popeza ndiyenera kulankhula za iwo, ndikuuzani za zazikulu
ndi zapafupi kwambiri,
mpaka chaka cha 1899.
Nthawi zonse
Yesu akabwerera kwa ine atandipachika pa mtanda,
ndimangobwerezabwereza kwa iye:
«Yesu
wokondedwa, ndipatseni zowawa zenizeni chifukwa cha machimo anga,
kuti ndichite
- kuti adyedwa
ndi zowawa ndi chisoni chifukwa chakukhumudwitsani, e
- kuti
afafanizidwa ku moyo wanga ndi kukumbukira kwanu.
Lolani masautso
anga agonjetse chikondi chilichonse chomwe ndidali nacho pa uchimo,
kuti,
- pamene
machimo anga achotsedwa ndikuwonongedwa,
"Ndikhoza
kukukanikizani kwambiri."
Tsiku lina,
atapempha Yesu chisomo choterocho, iye mokoma mtima anandiuza kuti:
“Popeza
muli achisoni kwambiri chifukwa chondikhumudwitsa ine, ndikufuna
ndikukonzekeretseni ine ndekha ku Chitetezero. Mwanjira imeneyi
mudzatha kumvetsa kuipa kwa uchimo ndi kukula kwa zowawa zomwe
zinadza pa Mtima wanga.
Nenani mawu awa
ndi ine:
“ Ukawoloka
nyanja, ngakhale sindikukuwona, ukadali m’nyanjamo. Ngati
ndiponda pansi, muli pansi pa mapazi anga. Ndinachimwa!"
Kenako,
akunong'oneza ndikutsala pang'ono kulira, anawonjezera
kuti :
"Ndidakukondabe
ndikukusunga!"
Yesu atandiuza
mawu amenewa, ndinayamba kumvetsa zinthu zambiri zimene sindingathe
kuzifotokoza.
Ndikhoza kunena
kuti zinali basi
-kuti
ndinayamikira ukulu ndi ukulu wa Mulungu,
- komanso
Kukhalapo kwake m'zinthu zonse.
Chifukwa cha
makhalidwe ake, palibe mthunzi wa maganizo anga umene umathawira kwa
Mulungu.
M'mawu
akuti "Ndachimwa ", ndikumvetsa
kuipa
kwa uchimo,
- kunyada ndi
kusakhazikika kwake,
komanso
kunyozedwa kwakukulu kumene kumapangidwa kwa Mulungu kuchokera
mumphindi wokhutitsidwa ndi chisangalalo.
Mvetserani ku
mawuwo
" Ndidakukondabe
ndikukusunga ",
Ndinagwidwa ndi
kuzunzika kwakukulu ndipo ndinadzimva kuti ndili pafupi kufa.
Anandipangitsa
kumva kukula kwa Chikondi chomwe anali nacho kwa ine, ngakhale,
ndikuchita zoyipa zosavuta, ndidamutsitsa mpaka pamlingo
wosangalatsa, womwe ndidamukhumudwitsa ndikutsala pang'ono kumupha.
"Bwana,
popeza ndakhala
wosayamika ndi woipa kwa inu, ndipo mwandichitira zabwino,
mundichitire ine chifundo.
- nthawi zonse
zimandipangitsa kumva kulapa kwa machimo anga,
-pamlingo wa
chikondi chomwe uli nacho ndi chomwe udzakhala nacho kwa ine nthawi
zonse."
Panthawi yomwe
Yesu wanga wokoma mtima kwambiri adandipangitsa kumvetsetsa kuchuluka
kwa njiru komwe kunalipo
-mu tchimo e
-mwa iwo omwe
achita izi, ndinamvetsetsa kuti,
chifukwa
cha kunyada ndi kusayamika,
munthu
amayesa kumuona Mulungu kukhala wocheperapo kuposa chisangalalo
choyipa kwambiri.
Momwemonso
-ngati
mukufunitsitsa kupewa cholakwa chaching'ono;
-Nthawi zonse
ndimaopa mthunzi wa tchimo
zomwe
zingabwere m'maganizo kwakanthawi.
Ndinadzimva
kunyansidwa ndi manyazi kwambiri chifukwa cha machimo anga akale
kotero kuti ndinakhulupirira kuti ndine woipitsitsa kuposa onse
ochimwa.
Kotero pamene
Yesu wanga anawonekera, ine ndekha ndinachita izo
M’pempheni
kuti akuvutitseni kwambiri chifukwa cha machimo anga
- komanso
kukwaniritsidwa kwa lonjezo lake la kupachikidwa.
Tsiku lina
m'mawa, nditamva chikhumbo chofuna kuvutika kwambiri kuposa nthawi
zonse, Yesu wanga wachifundo kwambiri anabwera, ndipo ananditulutsa
m'thupi langa ndi kubweretsa moyo wanga kwa munthu amene,
mothandizidwa ndi mfuti, anamenyedwa, ndipo anali pafupi kufa ndi
kutaya moyo wake.
Kenako Yesu
adandipangitsa kuti ndilowe mwa iye ndikundipangitsa kuti
ndimvetsetse kuwawa kwa Mtima wake chifukwa chakuwonongeka kwa moyo
uno.
Tikadadziwa
momwe Yesu amavutikira chifukwa cha kutayika kwa moyo,
ndikukhulupirira tikadachita chilichonse kuti tipulumutse ku
chiwonongeko chamuyaya.
Pamene ndinali
ndi Yesu panthawi ya zipolopolo izi, anandikanikizira mwamphamvu
kwambiri ndipo anandinong'oneza m'khutu kuti:
"Mkazi
wanga ukufuna?
-kukupatsani
inu ngati wozunzidwa chifukwa cha chipulumutso cha moyo uwu e
"Kodi
mumadzitengera nokha masautso onse oyenera chifukwa cha machimo ake
aakulu?"
Ndinayankha
kuti: “Ndithudi, Yesu wanga.
Mundiikire
zonse zoyenera, malinga ngati adzipulumutsa yekha, ndipo mum’ukitsa.
Kenako Yesu
anandibwezanso m’thupi langa ndipo ndinadzimva kuti ndamizidwa
m’masautso aakulu kwambiri moti sindinkamvetsa kuti ndipulumuka
bwanji.
Pa numa ya
kutwalilila ukucula ukucila ola umo, Yesu apekanya ukuti umupingushi
wandi aishile kuli ine no kumubuusha.
Atandifunsa
chimene chinandibweretsera masautso aakulu chonchi?
Ndinamuuza
zonse zomwe ndaziwona komanso zomwe ndakumana nazo munthawi yochepa
kwambiri komanso ine
analoza ku
mbali ya mzindawo kumene kuphako kunachitikira.
Pambuyo pake
adanditsimikizira kuti kupha kunachitikadi komwe ndidamuuza ndipo
adandiuza kuti aliyense amakhulupirira kuti munthuyo adamwalira.
Ndinamuuza kuti
sakanafa, chifukwa Yesu anandilonjeza kuti adzapulumutsa moyo wake
ndi kuusunga.
Zoonadi,
ndapembedzera Mulungu mwamphamvu kuti mzimu wake usachoke m’thupi
lake. Pambuyo pake zidatsimikiziridwa kuti adapulumuka ndipo
adachira pang'onopang'ono. Tsopano ali moyo. Mulungu
adalitsidwe!
Pa kyaba kya
kufwija’ko pa kwingidila pamo na Yesu, pa kusaka’mba Leza
udi na lwitabijo lwandi lwa kutendelwa, Yesu waiya kwandi, pamo’nka
bwa dyalelo, wafutulula būmi bwandi.
Ananditengera
ku malo oyera kumene anavutika ndi zowawa zake ndipo anandiuza kuti:
"Mkazi
wanga, ngati aliyense akanadziwa
- wosayezeka
ngakhale ndi Mtanda ndi
- momwe
zimapangira mzimu kukhala wamtengo wapatali,
aliyense
angafune katunduyu ndipo angaganize kuti ndi zofunika kwambiri, monga
mwala wamtengo wapatali.
Pamene
ndinatsika Kumwamba kufika pa dziko lapansi, sindinasankhe chuma cha
dziko lapansi. Koma ndidaona kuti ndi ulemu komanso koyenera
kusankha Sisters of the Cross: - umphawi, - manyazi ndi - kuzunzika
koopsa.
Ndipo pamene
ndinali kuvala iwo,
-Ndinkafuna
kuti nthawi ya Kuvutika ndi Imfa yanga ibwere mwamsanga, chifukwa
kudzera mwa iwo ndinali pafupi kupulumutsa miyoyo ".
Pamene
analankhula nane, Yesu anandipangitsa kumva chimwemwe chimene anali
nacho pakuvutika. Mawu ake anayambitsa chikhumbo chachikulu mu
mtima mwanga chofuna kuvutika.
Ndinamva
kutengeka kopatulika kwa kutengeka ndi chikhumbo chokhala ngati iye,
Mtanda.
Ndi liwu
laling'ono ndi mphamvu zomwe ndinali nazo mwa ine, ndinapemphera kwa
iye kuti:
“Mkazi
Woyera, ndipatseni masautso ndipo ndipatseni Mtanda wanu kuti
ndidziwe bwino momwe mumandikondera.
Apo ayi
ndidzakhala nthawi zonse mu kusatsimikizika kwa Chikondi chanu pa
ine. Ndasiya zonse chifukwa cha iwe! "
Pambuyo pake,
mokondwera koposa ndi kale lonse pa pempho langa, Yesu anandilola
kugona pa mtanda umodzi umene unali pamenepo.
Nditakonzeka,
ndinamupempha kuti andipachike.
Mwachikondi
anatenga msomali ndikuyamba kuukokera mdzanja mwanga. Nthawi ndi
nthawi ankandifunsa kuti:
"Zikupweteka
kwambiri? Ukufuna ndipitilize?"
“Inde,
inde,” akupitiriza Amata, “ngakhale kuti ndimamva kuwawa.
Pamene anayamba
kukhomerera dzanja langa lina, mkono wa mtanda unasanduka waufupi
kwambiri, pamene poyamba unali utali woyenerera.
Kenako Yesu
anachotsa msomali umene unakhomeredwapo kale n’kunena kuti:
"Mkazi
wanga, tipeze mtanda wina. Upumule ndipo utsitsimuke."
Sindingathe
kufotokoza chisoni chimene ndinamva panthawiyo. Chotero
sindinali woyenera kuvutika kumeneku!
Mizere iyi
inabwerezedwa kangapo. Pamene mikono ya mtanda inali yoyenera,
kutalika kwa mtanda sikunali.
Kuciindi cili
mbocibede, kuti Jesu atakandigwisyide, cintu cimwi cakatobela
ncobeni.
Nthawi zonse
Yesu ankapeza chifukwa chomuikira kumbuyo nthawi ina.
O,
moyo wanga unali wowawidwa bwanji mu mikangano yobwerezedwa
mobwerezabwereza ndi Yesu wanga.” Nthawi zambiri ndinali
wolungamitsidwa kudandaula kwa iye, chifukwa anandikana
ine kuzunzika kwenikweni.
Nthawi zingapo,
ndi mawu owawa, ndinamuuza kuti:
"Wokondedwa
wanga, zikuwoneka kuti zonse zimatha ngati nthabwala.
Mwachitsanzo,
mwandiuza nthawi zambiri kuti mudzanditengera Kumwamba kamodzi
kokha. Koma, nthawi zonse munandibweretsanso kudziko lapansi
kuti ndikhalenso m'thupi langa. Munandiuza kuti mukufuna
kundipachika kuti ndichite zomwe munachita.
Komabe,
simunandilole kuti ndikwaniritse kupachikidwa kwathunthu. Ndipo
Yesu anati, Inde, ndidzatero posachedwa. Palibe kukayika.
Potsirizira
pake, m’maŵa wina, pa tsiku la Kukwezedwa kwa Mtanda
Wopatulika (13), Yesu anawonekera ndipo ananditengera ine mofulumira
kachiwiri ku Malo Opatulika ku Yerusalemu.
Zinandipangitsa
kuganizira zinthu zosiyanasiyana zokhudza chinsinsi komanso ubwino wa
mtanda. Pambuyo pake, anandiuza mokoma mtima kuti:
"Wokondedwa
wanga, ukufuna kukhala wokongola?
Sinkhasinkhani
pa Mtanda ndipo idzakupatsani mikhalidwe yokongola kwambiri yomwe
ingapezeke Kumwamba ndi padziko lapansi.
Mukatero
mudzakondedwa ndi Mulungu, amene ali ndi Kukongola kosatha mwa Iye
yekha. Chikhumbo chokhala ndi Kumwamba ndi chuma chake chonse
chakula mwa inu.
Kodi mukufuna
kudzazidwa ndi chuma chambiri, osati kwa kanthawi kochepa, koma
kwamuyaya?
Nthawi
zonse muzikondana ndi Mtanda. Adzakupatsa chuma chonse.
- kakobiri
kakang'ono kwambiri, komwe kumayimira kuvutika kochepa;
-kuchuluka
kosawerengeka komwe kumapezeka pamitanda yolemera kwambiri.
Komabe
- pamene munthu
wakhala akufunitsitsa kupeza phindu laling'ono la ndalama
zosakhalitsa, zomwe posachedwa adzazisiya,
- alibe
lingaliro limodzi logula khobiri la zinthu zamuyaya.
Ndipo chifukwa
chiyani
Ndikumva
chisoni ndi kusasamala kwa munthu pa zabwino
zake zosatha,
Ndidzipereka
kuti ndimuthandize
mwachikondi.
Iye m’malo
mothokoza.
-
zimakupangitsa kukhala wosayenerera mphatso zanga e
-
amandikhumudwitsa ndi kuuma kwake.
Iwe mwana
wanga, waona kuchuluka kwa khungu komwe kulipo pakati pa anthu
omvetsa chisoniwa?
Koma
Mtanda umanyamula
-
zipambano zonse,
-
zogula zazikulu e
-
zopambana zazikulu.
Ndicho chifukwa
chake simuyenera kukhala ndi cholinga china koma
Mtanda.
Izi zidzakhala
zokwanira kupereka zonse.
Ndipo, lero,
ine ndikufuna kuti ndikukondweretseni inu pakukupachikidwani
kwathunthu pamtanda, zomwe mpaka nthawi imeneyo sizinakukwanireni inu
mwangwiro.
Muyenera
kudziwa kuti mtanda uwu ndi umodzi wokha
-zimene
zinakukopani kwa Chikondi changa ndi
-zomwe
zimandipangitsa kuti ndikupachikeni kwathunthu pa iye. Mtanda
womwe mudakhala nawo mpaka pano,
Ndipita nayo
Kumwamba ngati chizindikiro cha chikondi chanu.
Ndidzachiwonetsa
ku Bwalo la Kumwamba monga umboni wa chikondi chanu kwa ine.
M'malo mwake
ndili ndi cholemera komanso chowawa kwambiri chomwe ndikubweretserani
-Kuyankha ku
chikhumbo chanu chakuvutika e
- kulola kuti
Cholinga changa chamuyaya chokhudza inu chikwaniritsidwe ".
Atanena
zimenezi, Yesu anaonekera kwa ine patsogolo pa mtanda umene ndinali
nawo mpaka nthawi imeneyo. Mosangalala kwambiri, ndinapita kwa
iye, n’kumuika pansi ndi kugonapo.
Ndipo pamene
ine ndinali kumeneko, wokonzekera kupachikidwa, miyamba inatseguka.
Yohane
Woyera Mlaliki anabwera , atanyamula mtanda
umene Yesu anandiuza ine.
Kenako
kunabwera Namwali Mariya atazunguliridwa ndi gulu la angelo.
Anandikoka
pamtanda wanga nandiika pamalo ofikira anthu ambiri kuchokera ku St.
Kunjenjemera
kozizira ndi koopsa kunanditenga.
Komabe,
ndinamvabe chikondi chamoto mumtima mwanga, chomwe chinandipangitsa
kuti ndidikire kuzunzika pamtanda umenewu.
Pa chizindikiro
cha Yesu, mngelo anatenga mtanda woyamba naunyamula kupita nawo
Kumwamba.
Panthawiyi,
Yesu, ndi manja ake komanso mothandizidwa ndi Namwali Mariya,
anayamba kundipachika.
Atayima,
angelo ndi Yohane Woyera anapereka misomali ndi zinthu zina zofunika
pa kupachikidwa kwanga.
Chifukwa
cha kupachikidwa kwanga pamtanda,
- Yesu wanga
wachifundo kwambiri adawonetsa chisangalalo ndi chisangalalo
-kuti
sindikadamva zowawa m'modzi, koma kupachikidwa chikwi;
komanso
zowawa zina kuti awonjezere Kukhutira
kwake kokoma.
Pa nthawi
imeneyo zinkawoneka kuti Kumwamba kunakongoletsedwa ndi phwando
latsopano la ulemerero kwa ine:
-Pakuti
adakonda Yesu,
-pakuti
adamasula, ndi mapemphero ambiri, miyoyo mu Purigatoriyo;
-Popempherera
ochimwa a mitima yoyipa ndi kutembenuzira anthu ambiri.
Wokondedwa
wanga Yesu wawapanga onse kukhala ogawana nawo zabwino zomwe
zapangidwa ndi mtima wanga wodzipereka ku masautso omwe amabwera
pakupachikidwa.
Zonse zitatha,
ndinamva ngati ndikusambira m’nyanja yachikhutiro
yosakanikirana ndi nyanja ya mazunzo omwe sanamvepo.
Mayi wa
Mfumukazi anatembenukira kwa Yesu nati:
"Mwana
wanga, lero ndi tsiku laulemerero.
Chifukwa cha
zowawa zanu komanso kukwaniritsa zonse zomwe zachitidwa ndi Luisa,
-Ndikufuna
umulase pamtima ndi mkondo ndi
- kuvala pamutu
pake korona waminga.
Poyankha
chikhumbo cha Amayi ake, Yesu anatenga mkondo nalasa mtima wanga uku
ndi uku. Panthaŵi imodzimodziyo, angelo anapereka chisoti
chachifumu chaminga kwa Namwali Wodala.
Iye, ndi
chilolezo changa ndi kukhutitsidwa kopambana, anachiyika icho
mwachikondi pamutu panga. Linali tsiku losaiŵalika chotani
nanga kwa ine!
Tinganenedi
kuti linali tsiku la kuzunzika kosaneneka ndi chisangalalo
chosaneneka. Ndipo, chifukwa cha chisangalalo changa ndi
kunyamula kufooka kwanga kwachilengedwe, Yesu anakhala pambali panga
tsiku lonse.
Chifukwa cha
kuuma kwa mazunzo, kupachikidwa kukanalephera popanda chisomo chake.
Ku cimwemwe
ceneco, Yesu wakazomerezga mizimu yinandi mu Puligatoriyo kuti
yiwelere Kucanya cifukwa ca masuzgo ghane.
Anatsika
Kumwamba pamodzi ndi angelo.
Iwo
anazungulira bedi langa ndi kunditsitsimula ndi nyimbo zawo
zakumwamba. Zinali nyimbo zachisangalalo ndi zotamanda ukulu wa
Mulungu.
Pambuyo pa
masiku asanu kapena asanu ndi limodzi akuvutika kwambiri,
Ndinaona ndi
chisoni chachikulu kuti, tsiku ndi tsiku, kuvutika kwanga
kumacheperachepera.
Zikadasiya
kotheratu ndikadapanda kuumirira Mkwatibwi wanga Yesu - kudziletsa
kuti achepetse kulimba kwake - popanda kuyimitsa chilichonse.
Ndinamva mkati
mwanga chikhumbo champhamvu cha mazunzo okoma awa.
Ndipo
ndinadziwitsa Yesu wanga wabwino pomupempha kuti akonzenso
kupachikidwa komwe ndidakumana nako kale.
Yesu, popanda
chifukwa, adakhutitsidwa ndi ine.
Nthawi ndi
nthawi ndinkakonda kunyamula moyo wanga kubwerera ku Malo Opatulika
ku Yerusalemu.
Ndipo pamenepo
adandipangitsa kuti nditenge nawo gawo mochulukira m'mazunzo omwe
adakumana nawo panthawi ya Chilakolako chake.
Nthawi zina
zimandipangitsa kumva zowawa, nthawi zina kuvala minga,
nthawi zina
kunyamula mtanda, kapena kupachikidwa.
Yesu ankakonda
kundivutitsa chimodzi kapena china cha zinsinsi zimenezi. Nthawi
zina, ngakhale, tsiku limodzi, adandipangitsa kumva zowawa zake
zonse,
kundipatsa
kukoma kokoma ndi
pa
nthawi yomweyo kuvutika
kwambiri.
Mtima wanga
unali kugwa ndi kuwawa
- pamene anali
Yesu mwini amene anavutika ndi Masautso e
-kuti
sindinavutike naye.
Ndinali
wosakhazikika komanso wodekha ngati sindikanatha kulowa m'masautso
ake.
Nthawi
zambiri ndinkadzipeza ndili ndi Namwali Mariya
Penyani Yesu
akuzunzika kwambiri chifukwa cha zolakwa zochitidwa ndi anthu
ankhanza, zankhanza kwambiri kuposa asilikali omwe adagwira Yesu
ndikumupha.
Apa ndipamene
ndinadzitsimikizira kuti kwa omwe amakonda,
- ndikosavuta
kuvutika nokha
-kuposa kuona
wokondedwa wako akuvutika.
Ndinamva
kukondoleredwa ndi chikondi changa pa Yesu wokondedwa
wanga.Ndinamupempha kuti akonzenso nthawi zambiri, nthawi zambiri,
zopachika zanga, kuti mwina pang'ono ndichepetse masautso ake.
Nthawi zambiri
Yesu ankandiuza kuti:
"Wachikondi
wanga,
- Mtanda
umakumbidwa bwino ndikufunidwa,
- amasiyanitsa
oikidwiratu ndi okanidwa, amene amakaniza kuvutika.
Dziwani kuti pa
tsiku lachimaliziro, Yemwe adali wokhulupirika ndi wopirira
- adzamva
kusisita kwa Mtanda ndipo adzakondwera akauwona ukuwonekera. pomwe
okanidwa adzakhala ndi mantha aakulu.
Koma tsopano,
wokondedwa wanga,
- palibe amene
anganene motsimikiza
- kaya ichi
kapena icho chidzapulumutsidwa kapena kutayika kosatha.
"Mwachitsanzo,
ngati Mtanda ukuwonekera,
- wina
akumpsompsona ndi kusiya ntchito ndi kuleza mtima,
- kusuta nthawi
ndi nthawi,
-zikomo kwa
omwe amanditumizira ndikunditsata,
Ndichizindikiro
choonekera ndi chotsimikizika kuti iye adzakhala m’gulu la
opulumutsidwa.
Ngati, kumbali
ina, pamene mtanda waperekedwa,
-wina amakwiya,
amanyoza ndi
- yesani
kuzithawa zivute zitani,
ndiye tikuona
pamenepo chizindikiro chakuti akupita ku gehena.
Ngati, pa moyo
wake, munthu akandinyoza ayang’ana pa Mtanda,
"Kenako pa
tsiku lachiweruzo adzanditemberera"
pakuti kupenya
kwa Mtanda kudzamtsogolera ku mantha amuyaya.
Zimamveka bwino
komanso popanda zokhumudwitsa
- woyera wa
wochimwa,
- wangwiro
wopanda ungwiro,
-kutentha kwa
kutentha.
Zimapereka
kuwala kwa kuganiza koyenera. Siyanitsa chabwino ndi choipa.
Imadziulula
yokha kumlingo
wakutiwakuti
-amene
ayenera kukhala kumwamba ndi
-zimene
ziyenera kutenga malo apamwamba.
Ubwino wonse
umakhala wodekha komanso wolemekezeka pamaso pa Mtanda.
Ndipo kodi
mumadziwa pamene makhalidwe abwino amakhala ndi ulemerero ndi
ulemerero? Ndi pamene amezetsanidwa bwino pa Mtanda”.
Momwe
ndingafotokozere kuchuluka kwa malawi achikondi pa Mtanda omwe Yesu
adalowetsa mu mtima mwanga ndi Mawu awa.
Ndinagwidwa ndi
kutengeka mtima kwakukulu kotero kuti ndinavutika chonchi
Yesu akadapanda
kukhutitsa mtima wanga pakukonzanso nthawi zambiri - nthawi zambiri -
kupachikidwa kwanga
Ndikadavutikadi
ndi kuphulika kwachikondi kosalamulirika .
Nthawi zina,
nditatha kukonzanso kupachikidwa kwanga, Yesu ankati:
"Wokondedwa
ndi Moyo wanga,
- popeza
mumalakalaka mafuta onunkhira omwe masautso anga amachokera ku
Mtanda,
-Ndimakwaniritsa
zokhumba zako popachika mzimu wako ndi
-kuuza masautso
anga onse kwa inu.
Koma ngati
simunafune kusonyeza aliyense mmene mumandikondera, ndikanakondanso
kutseka thupi lanu ndi mabala anga otuluka magazi ndi ooneka.
Pazifukwa izi
ndikufuna ndikuphunzitseni pemphero lotsatira kunena kuti mulandire
chisomo ichi:
"O
Utatu Woyera,
Kusambitsidwa
mu Magazi a Yesu Khristu, ine ndikugwada pansi pamaso pa
Mpandowachifumu wanu.
Mukukonda
kwambiri,
Ndikupemphani,
chifukwa cha mphamvu zazikulu za Yesu, kuti mundipatse chisomo
cha kupachikidwa pa
mtanda nthawi zonse.”
Ngakhale kuti
Nthawi
zonse ndakhala ndikukhumudwa kwakukulu - komwe ndikadali nako -
pa
chilichonse chowonekera kwa ena;
Ndinavomera kwa
Yesu podzilowetsa ndekha ndi chikhumbo chachikulu chopachikidwa
molingana ndi chifuniro chake.
Ndipo posafuna
kumutsutsa popachika thupi langa ndi moyo wanga, posakhalitsa
ndinayambiranso kulandiridwa kwanga ndi changu ndi kutsimikiza mtima.
Nditamuuza
kuti:
“Woyera
mkwatibwi, zizindikiro zakunja siziwonekera pa ine.
Ngati, nthawi
zina komanso mosaganizira, ndimawoneka kuti ndikuvomereza zizindikiro
izi, sindinkafuna kuvomereza izi.
Mukudziwa momwe
ndakhalira ndimakonda moyo wanga wobisika.
Popeza mukufuna
kukonzanso kupachikidwa kwanga, chonde
kuti andipatse
kuzunzika kosatha popanda mpumulo wamtundu uliwonse. Koma
ndikungofuna chinthu chimodzi: sindikufuna chizindikiro chakunja
chomwe chidzandichititsa manyazi ndi manyazi. "
Ine sindinali
osati
kuzunzika kokha chifukwa chakuti zizindikiro zina zakunja zikhoza
kuonekera pa thupi langa;
popeza, popanda
kuganizira za izi, ndinali nditavomereza kwathunthu ku Chifuniro cha
Yesu mu izi
tanthauzo
Koma
ndinkakhumudwanso kwambiri ndikaganizira za machimo anga
akale. Nthawi zambiri ndafunsa Yesu kuti alape ndi chisomo
cha chikhululukiro chawo.
Kenako
ndinamuuza kuti sindidzakhala pa mtendere ndi kukhutitsidwa mpaka
nditamva kuchokera pakamwa
pake kuti: "Machimo ako akhululukidwa."
Yesu wokondedwa
wanga,
-zimene
sizimatikaniza chilichonse cha kupita patsogolo kwathu kwauzimu,
- nthawi ina
adandiuza modzichepetsa kuposa nthawi zonse:
“Lero
ndimafuna ndidzipange kukhala wolapa wako, udzaulula machimo ako onse
kwa ine.
Ndipo pamene
mukuchita, ndikuwonetsani
zolakwa
zonse mudachita e
masautso
onse amene andibweretsera.
Mudzazindikira
kuti tchimo ndi chiyani, malinga ndi mphamvu ya luntha la
munthu. Ndipo kulibwino kufa kuposa kundikhumudwitsanso.
Samalani izi,
dziwonongeni nokha ndikusinkhasinkha pang'ono:
“Iye
amene alibe kanthu ali ndi mkwiyo pa Yemwe ali Zonse.
Palibe
chilichonse choyipa chonena kuti wakwiyitsidwa ndi Mlengi wake,
- ngakhale
zinali zoposa kulekerera, - koma zokondedwa.
Bwererani ku
ulesi wanu, ndipo ndi chikondi bwerezani confiteor. "
Kulowa zopanda
pake,
Ndinazindikira
masautso anga onse ndi machimo anga onse.
Podzipeza
ndekha m’kukhalapo kwachifumu kwa Kristu, Woweruza wanga,
ndinayamba kunjenjemera ngati tsamba.
Ndinalibe
mphamvu zokwanira kunena mawu a confiteor.
Ndikadakhalabe
mchisokonezo chachikuluchi, osatha kunena mawu;
Ambuye Mulungu
wanga, Yesu Khristu, akadapanda kundipatsa mphamvu yatsopano ndi
kulimbika mtima kwatsopano, pondiuza kuti:
“Mwana
wamkazi wa Chikondi changa, usachite mantha.
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Pakuti ngakhale panopa ndine woweruza wanu, inenso ndine atate
wanu. Limbani mtima ndipo pitirizani ".
Ndinasokonezeka
ndi manyazi, ndinabwereza kuulula
Kudziona kuti
ndaphimbidwa ndi uchimo,
-Ndadziwa
kunyozetsa kwanga kwa Mbuye wanga
- posunga
malingaliro a kunyada kwenikweni mwa ine.
Ndinamuuza
kuti:
"Ambuye,
ndikudziimba mlandu pamaso pa Mfumu ya tchimo la kudzikuza".
Kenako Yesu
anati:
“Yandikirani
Mtima wanga ndi chikondi ndi kumvetsera.
Imvani
kuzunzika kwankhanza komwe mwabweretsa kwa Mtima wanga wowolowa manja
ndi kunyada kwanu. "
Ndipo ine,
ndikunjenjemera, ndinamvera Mtima wake.
Momwe
mungafotokozere zomwe ndamva ndikumvetsetsa mumphindi zochepa! Mtima
wanga ukunjenjemera ndi chikondi, ukugunda kwambiri mpaka ndimaganiza
kuti watsala pang'ono kuphulika.
M’chenicheni,
pambuyo pake zinawoneka kwa ine kuti mtima wanga wasweka ndi ululu,
wong’ambika ndi kuwonongedwa.
Nditakumana ndi
zonsezi, ndidafuula kangapo:
"O!
Kunyada kwaumunthu kuli koopsa bwanji!
Ndi nkhanza
kwambiri moti, ngati ikanakhala ndi mphamvu, ikanawononga Umulungu
Waumulungu!”
Kenako ndinayerekezera
kunyada kwa munthu ngati nyongolotsi yonyansa kwambiri pa mapazi a
Mfumu yaikulu .
Imawuka
ndikufufuma mwanjira yoti imakupangitsani kukhulupirira kuti ndi
chinachake. Mu kulimba mtima kwake kwakukulu,
-
pang'onopang'ono amayamba kukwawa ndikukwera zovala za Mfumu,
- mpaka kufika
pamutu pake.
Ataona chisoti
chachifumu chagolide cha mfumuyo, akufuna kumulanda n’kumuveka
pamutu pake. Ndiye akufuna
- vulani mkanjo
wachifumu wa mfumu;
- kusokoneza,
ndi
-gwiritsa
ntchito njira zonse kuti aphe moyo wake.
Nyongolotsiyo
sadziwa nkomwe kuti ndi mtundu wanji. Pakunyada kwake, sakudziwa
kuti mfumu ingatero
muwonongeni,
mumphwanye pansi pa mapazi
ake;
-kuwononga
maloto ake okoma ndi mpweya wosavuta.
Onyada ndi
amwano, odzikuza komanso osayamika. Ozunzidwa ndi chinyengo
chopusa ndi mitu yawo yotupa ndi kunyada;
amawuka
ndi ukali ndi chilakolako
pa
iwo amene akudzikweza pang'ono .
Ndine
amene ndinawona mu mphutsi yonyansa ndi yowopsya pa mapazi a Mfumu
yaumulungu.
Ndinamva mzimu
wanga ukugwedezeka ndi chisokonezo,
chifukwa cha
chipongwe chimene ndinamuchitira. Mtima wanga wakumana ndi
zowawa zowopsa zomwe Yesu adamva chifukwa cha kunyada kwanga.
Pambuyo pake,
Yesu anandisiya ndekha.
Ndinali
kusinkhasinkha za kuipa kwa tchimo la kunyada.
Sindingathe
kufotokoza kuzunzika kwakukulu kumene kunandibweretsera.
Nditasinkhasinkha
mozama zimene Yesu anandiuza, anabwerera n’kundipangitsa
kupitiriza kuvomereza kwanga.
Kunjenjemera
kwambiri kuposa kale, ndinavomereza malingaliro anga ndi mawu anga
kuti
ndinatsutsana ndi zofuna zake, ndi
ngakhale
machimo anga olekanitsidwa.
Ndinavomereza
zonsezi ndikuwawa mtima kwambiri moti ndinali ndi mantha nazo.
-zaung'ono
wanga ndi
- za kulimba
mtima kwanga kuti ndakhumudwitsa Mulungu wabwino kwambiri yemwe,
mosasamala kanthu za zolakwa zanga, adandithandiza, kundisunga ndi
kundidyetsa.
Ngati iye
anamva kukwiyira kwa ine, kunali kudana kwake ndi tchimo osati china
chirichonse. M'malo mwake, kukoma mtima kwake kwa ine, wochimwa,
kwakhala kwakukulu kwambiri.
Anandikhululukira
ngakhale pamene, pamaso pa chilungamo chaumulungu, anavumbula zofooka
zanga ndi zofooka zanga. M'malo mwake, zidandipatsa chiyamiko
chochulukirapo komanso mphamvu zogwirira ntchito.
Zinali
ngati wachotsa khoma limene linalekanitsa moyo wanga ndi Mulungu
chifukwa cha
za
tchimo.
Ngati anthu
akanamvetsetsa ubwino wa Mulungu ndi kuipa kwa uchimo, akanachotsa
uchimo kotheratu padziko lapansi.
Iwo akanagwidwa
ndi chisoni chachikulu ndi kulapa chifukwa cha machimo awo, kapena
akanafa.
Akadadziwa
ubwino wa Mulungu wopanda malire, akadadzipereka kwa iye.
Ndipo
osankhidwa adzapeza mwa Mulungu kasupe wamkulu wa chisomo
choperekedwa ku kuyeretsedwa kwawo ndi kuyeretsedwa.
Yesu ataona
kuti sindingathe kupiriranso zowawa ndi kuwawa kwa uchimo, anachoka,
kundisiya nditamizidwa m’malingaliro anga pa kuipa kochitidwa
ndi uchimo.
Mwa ubwino wake
wa moyo wonse, anandisunga ku chiweruzo cha Atate wake ndipo
anandipatsa chisomo chatsopano.
Patapita nthaŵi
yaitali, Yesu anabwereranso kudzandilola kupitiriza kuulula kwanga,
kumene, ngakhale kuti kunadodometsedwa nthaŵi zina, kunatenga
pafupifupi maola asanu ndi aŵiri.
Pamene Yesu
wokoma mtima koposa anamaliza kumva chivomerezo changa, iye anasiya
udindo wake monga Woweruza natenga wa Atate wachikondi.
Ndinakhala ndi
chidziwitso chosasinthika kuti ululu wanga, ngakhale utakhala waukulu
bwanji, sunali wokwanira kuphimba zolakwa zanga zomwe ndinachitira
Mulungu wanga.
Yesu, kuti
andiwononge ine, anati:
"Ndikufuna
kuwonjezera chowonjezera. Ndidzagwiritsa ntchito ku moyo wanu
zoyenera za masautso anga m'munda wa Getsemane.
Izi zidzakhala
zokwanira kukwaniritsa chilungamo chaumulungu ”.
Kenako ndinamva
kukhala wofunitsitsa kulandira chikhululukiro cha machimo anga.
Kenako,
ndinagwada pa mapazi ake, onse manyazi ndi osokonezeka, ine ndinati
kwa iye:
"Mulungu
wamkulu, ndikupempha chifundo chanu ndi chikhululukiro cha machimo
anga ambiri ndi aakulu.
Ndikufuna kuti
luso langa lichuluke kosatha kuti ndizitha kuyamika mokwanira
Chifundo chanu chopanda malire.
Inu Atate wa
Kumwamba, khululukireni chitonzo chachikulu chimene ndinakupangani
pochimwira inu ndipo funa kundikhululukira ine.”
Kenako anati
kwa ine, "Ndilonjezeni kuti simudzachimwanso.
Khalani kutali ndi mthunzi wa uchimo."
Ndinayankha
kuti: “O!
Osatero!
Pamenepo Yesu
anakweza dzanja lake lamanja, nalankhula mawu a chikhululukiro, ndi
kulola mtsinje wa Mwazi wake wamtengo wapatali kuyenda pa moyo wanga.
Yesu atatsuka
moyo wanga ndi Mwazi Wake Wamtengo Wapatali ndi kundipatsa Mtheradi
wake, ndinamva kubadwanso kwatsopano ku moyo watsopano wosefukira
kuposa kale lonse ndi chidzalo cha chisomo.
Chochitika
chimenechi chinandichititsa chidwi chimene sindidzaiwala.
Nthawi iliyonse
ndikakumbukira, chisangalalo chapadera chimawuka m'moyo wanga ndipo
kunjenjemera kumawukira moyo wanga wonse. Ndipo
ndimazibwerezanso mwatsatanetsatane, ngati kuti zikuchitika.
Podzazidwa ndi
zikumbukiro zakale, ndinali wodzala ndi zikhumbo zofunitsitsa
kulemberana makalata, momwe ndingathere;
ku chisomo
chimodzi chimene Yehova anapitiriza kundipatsa ine,
- kapena
podzilimbitsanso ndikundibwezera ku chikhalidwe cha wozunzidwa,
- kapena
podzikonzekeretsa makamaka kukhala mu Chifuniro Chake Chaumulungu,
chomwe adalamulira
- chisomo
chachikulu cha umulungu e
- kutenga nawo
mbali kwakukulu kumbali yanga. (14)
Ndipo popeza
sindine kanthu, ndinayenera kulandira zonse kuchokera kwa Mulungu.
Kenako
ndidayenera kugwira ntchito kuti ndilowetse ena zabwino zomwe
adalandira,
-monga ngati
dokotala yemwe, ndi magazi a wina,
-aikidwa magazi
munthu wina kuti amuthandize kukhalanso ndi thanzi labwino. Ndipo
ndinayenera kuonetsetsa kuti zonse zibwerere kwa Mulungu.
Kuti zimenezi
zitheke, Yesu wokondedwa wanga anayamba ndi kundikokera kunja kwa
thupi langa, kundichotsa chilichonse chimene chingandilekanitse ndi
Iye, ndipo
kundichepetsera
kukhala wozunzidwa kosatha.
Yesu woleza
mtima kwambiri amafuna kuti ndikhale wokonzeka nthawi zonse akafuna
kundipatsa zina mwa ntchito zake kapena mazunzo ake.
Iye anali
kuchita izi
kukhutitsa
Chilungamo chaumulungu chokhumudwitsidwa ndi kusokonekera kosalekeza
kwa anthu,
kapena kuletsa
kapena kuletsa kukwapula kopanda chifundo kumene amukwapula.
Kuti
ndikonzenso mphamvu zotayika,
Yesu nthawi
zambiri amandipatsa chisomo chapadera,
chimodzi
mwa izi ndi kumasulidwa kotchulidwa pamwambapa, komwe
kwaperekedwa kwa ine
kangapo.
Nthawi zina ,
ndikaulula kwa wansembe,
Ndinali
kukumana ndi zotsatira zosiyana komanso zachilendo pamoyo
wanga. Ndipo pamene chivomerezocho chinatha,
Yesu mwiniyo
analowa m’malo mwa wolapa.
Anatenga
mawonekedwe a confessor, ndipo ine, poganiza kuti ndikulankhula ndi
wovomereza wanga,
-Ndinatsegula
mtima wanga ndi
-Ndidaulula
momwe moyo wanga ulili, mantha, kukayika, masautso, nkhawa ndi zosowa
zake.
Ndipo
-kuchokera
pamayankho omwe ndidalandira e
- chifukwa cha
kukoma mtima kwa Mau, omwe nthawi zina ankasinthana ndi a wovomereza
wanga, ndinapeza kuti sanali wina koma Yesu.
Ndipo zotsatira
zamkati zomwe ndinali kukumana nazo sizinali zachilendo. Nthawi
zina anali Yesu kuyambira pachiyambi:
- ndinamva
kuvomereza kwanga, wamba kapena wodabwitsa,
-ndipo
adandipatsa chikhululukiro.
Ndikadafuna
kunena zonse zomwe zidachitika pakati pa ine ndi Yesu, zikadatenga
nthawi yayitali ndipo zitha kuwonedwa ngati nthano.
Komanso,
ndipitilira ku chinthu chosavuta kusangalatsa.
Miyezi isanu
ndi inayi zisanachitike,
Yesu anali
atandiuza za nkhondo yachiwiri pakati pa Italy ndi Africa. Ndipo
umu ndi momwe:
Yesu wanga
wodala wandichotsa m'thupi langa.
Pamene
ndinkamutsatira atasandulika, ananditsogolera m’njira yaitali
yotanditsidwa ndi mitembo ya anthu yonyowa m’magazi
awo. Anandionetsa ngati mtsinje wosefukira mumsewu.
Mucikozyanyo,
Jesu wakandilanga-langa twaambo twakasiyigwa akaambo kacibikkidwe
ciyumu mbuli mbobakali kuyandaula banyama basyoonto, akaambo kakuti
kunyina muntu uukonzya kubikkila maano.
Ndili ndi
mantha, ndinafunsa Yesu kuti:
"Oyera
mkazi, izi zikutanthauza chiyani?
Ndipo Yesu
anandiyankha kuti: «Dziwani kuti chaka chamawa padzakhala
nkhondo. Munthu amalowerera m’zoipa zonse ndi zilakolako
zathupi.
Ndikufuna
kubwezera kwanga pa thupi lomwe limanunkha uchimo. "
Sindinkakayikira
zimene Yesu ankanena. Koma ndinkayembekezerabe
-kuti m'miyezi
isanu ndi inayi ikubwerayo munthu wakuthupi adzayimitsa zilakolako
zake ndi
-kuti, pakuwona
kutembenuka kwake, Yesu adzayimitsa nkhondo yomwe idakonzedwa.
Koma bwanji za
izo
-omwe
amadziwira m'matope a zilakolako zawo e
-chomwe, m'malo
motembenuza, chimamira mozama.
Ndipo m'mbuyomo
zidachitika kuti Italy ndi Africa amalankhula za nkhondo kwa nthawi
yoyamba.
Kenako,
posakhalitsa, anamenya nawo nkhondo yoopsa imene inabweretsa mavuto
ambiri ndi kuwonongeka kumbali zonse ziŵiri.
Motero, kuposa
ndi kale lonse, ndinadzipereka ndekha kwa Yesu wanga wabwino kuti
ndichepetse chiwerengero cha ozunzidwa ndi nkhondoyi. Ndidadzipereka
ndekha chifukwa cha miyoyo yomwe, ngakhale ndimapemphera ndikupempha
kuti andichitire chifundo cha Mulungu, sakadakhala mu chisomo ndipo
akadaponyedwa ku gehena pamene akawonekera pamaso pa Mulungu.
Koma Yesu
sanandimvere. Apanso chinandichotsa m’thupi
mwanga. Kenako, ndinali ku Roma m’kanthawi
kochepa. Kumeneko ndinamva mphekesera zambiri ndipo
ndinaphunzira za mkhalidwe womwe tafotokozawu. Yesu
ananditengera ku nyumba ya malamulo, ku bwalo lamilandu, kumene
aphunguwo anali mkangano waukulu wa mmene angachitire nkhondo kuti
atsimikizire kupambana.
Kukambitsiranako
kunapitirira ndi mawu ambiri odzitukumula, kunyada ndi kutengeka
komvetsa chisoni. Koma chimene chinandisangalatsa kwambiri
chinali chakuti onse anali ampatuko ndipo ankachita zinthu
mokakamizidwa ndi mdierekezi, amene anam’gulitsa miyoyo yawo
kuti athetse nkhondoyo.
Ndinachita
mantha nditamva izi ndipo ndinadziuza kuti:
"Ndi anthu
angati achisoni ndi akuthengo; nthawi zomvetsa chisoni, ngakhale
zomvetsa chisoni kuposa omwe amakhala kumeneko!"
Ndinaona ngati
Satana anali kulamulira pakati pawo, popeza chidaliro chawo chonse
chinali mwa iye, osati mwa Mulungu.” + Ndipo anali
kuyembekezera chigonjetso kuchokera kwa mdierekezi.
Pamene anali
mkangano waukali ndi wokhwima, iwo anapatukana wina ndi mnzake,
ngakhale kuti ankafuna kugwirizanitsa mikangano yawo. Yesu,
osaoneka, anali pakati pawo.
Atamva maganizo
awo omvetsa chisoni, iye analira chifukwa cha mawu awo omvetsa
chisoni. Atakonza zoti adzamenye nkhondo yawo popanda Mulungu,
iwo anadzitukumula modzikuza, ponena kuti anali ndi chidaliro
chopambana kuposa kale lonse.
Ndiyeno, monga
ngati kuti anali kumvetserabe kwa iye, Yesu ananena ndi mawu owopseza
kuti: “Muli nacho chidaliro chachikulu mwa inu nokha, koma Ine
ndidzakuchepetsani; ndipo kenako mudzayezera kukula kwa zotayika
zanu chifukwa chosapempha thandizo ndi kulowererapo kwa Mulungu yemwe
ndi mlembi wa zabwino zonse.
Nthawi ino
Italy sidzapambana. M'malo mwake, adzagonjetsedwa kotheratu."
Momwe
ndingafotokozere momwe mtima wanga unavutikira chifukwa cha mawu awa
a Yesu, komanso ndi njira zingati zomwe ndinayesera kukhazika mtima
pansi Yesu wanga wabwino, kuti mu
kupatulapo
nkhondo si yakupha.
Monga nthawi
zonse, ndidadzipereka ndekha ngati wozunzidwa ndi chitetezero ndipo
ndinapempha Ambuye kuti andipatse zowawa zazikulu ndikupulumutsa
Italy ku kukwapulidwa uku.
Koma Yesu
anandiuza kuti:
"Ndikhalabe
wolimba kuti Africa igonjetse Italy. Ndipo ndikupatsani izi zokha:
Africa
wopambana sadzalowa m'nthaka ya Italy kuti apitirize
nkhondo. Chilangocho ndi choyenera, chifukwa Italy ikuyenera
- chifukwa cha
moyo wake wachiwerewere,
- chifukwa cha
chikhulupiriro chake chotayika e
-chifukwa
amadalira mdierekezi osati Mulungu ".
Chilichonse
chimene chinanenedwa kwa ine panthaŵiyo, kapena m’mikhalidwe
ina, ndinachifotokoza momvera wondivomereza.
Ndipo adandiuza
kuti: "Zikuwoneka kuti sizikuwoneka kuti Italy idzagonjetsedwa
ndi Africa, popeza chitukuko chamakono cha Italy chili ndi zida
zamtundu uliwonse zomwe Africa ilibe".
Pamene mawu a
Yesu anatsimikizidwa, woulula wanga anandiuza kuti: “Mwana
wanga, palibe chikonzero, palibe nzeru, palibe mphamvu zaphindu,
ngati sizichokera kwa Mulungu”.
Ndikadatha
kumaliza pano nkhani iyi ya zinthu zofunika kwambiri zomwe
zandichitikira ine ndi Yesu kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 16 mpaka lero,
ngati wondivomereza sadandikakamize kunena njira zosiyanasiyana zomwe
Yesu ankalankhula nane.
Iwo ndi
osiyanasiyana, koma ine ndiwachepetsa iwo anayi.
Yesu
amadziŵitsa mzimu zimene akufuna kuchita ndipo amapangitsa mzimu
kutuluka m’thupi lake .
Izi zikhoza
kuchitika nthawi yomweyo. Mzimu umatuluka m’thupi
modzidzimutsa moti thupi limanyamuka n’kutsatira mzimuwo koma
pamapeto pake limangokhala ngati lafa. Moyo, kumbali ina,
umatsatira Yesu mu mpikisano wake ndipo umayenda m’chilengedwe
chonse: dziko lapansi, nyanja, mapiri ndi mlengalenga, ndipo
kukathera ku zigawo za Purigatoriyo kapena m’nyumba yamuyaya ya
Mulungu.
Nthawi
zina mzimu umachoka m’thupi modekha. M’chenicheni
kuli ngati kuti thupi linali kupumula pamene likuchita dzanzi ndi
kukhazikika mwa Mulungu.” Ndiyeno, pamene Yesu achoka, mzimu
ukuyesera kum’tsatira kulikonse kumene akupita. Mulimonse
mmene zingakhalire, thupi limakhalabe lodetsedwa ndipo silimamva
kalikonse lakunja, ngakhale dziko lonse likagwedezeka kapena
kupyozedwa thupi, kuwotchedwa kapena kung’ambika .
Ndikhoza kunena
kuti mwanjira iliyonse ndinali kunja kwa thupi langa ndi kutali ndi
kumene Yesu ananditengera ine. Pamene ndinali kutali ndi
malekezero a dziko lapansi, mu Purigatoriyo kapena m’Paradaiso,
ndipo ndinaona wondivomereza akudza kunyumba kwanga kudzandiukitsa,
ndiye, m’kuphethira kwa diso ndi mwa dongosolo la Yesu,
ndinadzipeza ndekha m’thupi langa. .
Yesu anafuna
kumvera kwanga kwangwiro kwa wondivomereza.
Nthawi zingapo
zoyamba izi zidachitika ndidakhala ndi nkhawa, kukhumudwa komanso
kufunitsitsa kubwerera m'thupi langa munthawi yake kuti ndikapezeke
kwa wondivomereza akafuna kundidzutsa.
Ndipo
ndinayenera kumvera!
Ndikuvomereza
kuti sipanatenge nthawi kuti ndilowe m'thupi langa pamene wovomereza
anali kundiyembekezera pabedi langa.
Koma ngati Yesu
sanafulumire kubwezera moyo wanga m’thupi langa, ndikanakana
mouma khosi mawu a wovomereza, popeza ndinali ndi chisankho chosiya
Yesu, Wabwino wanga wapamwamba, kapena kugonjera ku mawu a
wondivomereza.
Ndinauza Yesu
kuti: “Ndikupita kwa wondivomereza amene amandiitana kuti
ndimvere, koma posachedwapa ndidzabwerera kwa Wokondedwa wanga
akangochoka.
Chonde
musandidikire nthawi yayitali. "
Mulimonsemo,
Yesu sanafunikire kulankhula ndi moyo wanga kuti ndimvetse.
Chifukwa cha
kuwala komwe kumalumikizana ndi malingaliro anga, kunandipangitsa
kuti ndimvetsetse tanthauzo lake kwa ine. O! timamvetsetsana
bwanji tikakhala limodzi!
Kulankhulana
mwaluntha kotereku komwe Yesu amadzipangitsa kuti amvetsetse
kumakhala kwachangu kwambiri. Zinthu zambiri zapamwamba zimatha
kuphunziridwa m'kuphethira kwa diso - zambiri kuposa momwe
mungaphunzire powerenga mabuku kwa moyo wanu wonse.
Kulankhulana
kumeneku n’kwapamwamba kwambiri moti n’kosatheka kuti
luntha la munthu lifotokoze m’mawu zonse zimene mzimu ungathe
kulandira mwa umodzi.
mphindi
yosavuta.
O! Yesu
ndiye mphunzitsi wanzeru ndi wozindikira!
M’kuphethira
kwa diso amaphunzira zinthu zambiri zimene ena sakanatha kuziphunzira
m’zaka zingapo.
Izi zili
choncho chifukwa ambuye a dziko lapansi alibe mphamvu zofotokozera
sayansi yawo.
Ndiponso
sangasunge chisamaliro cha ophunzira awo popanda kutopa ndi khama.
Njira za Yesu
ndi zokoma, zachifundo ndi zachifundo kotero kuti mzimu
utangozindikira,
- amamva
kukopeka naye; Ndipo
-amangothamanga
pambuyo pake.
Popanda
kuzindikira, mzimu umadzisintha mwa iye m’njira yakuti sungathe
kusiyanitsa pakati pawo ndi Umulungu Waumulungu.
Ndani
angafotokoze zomwe mzimu umaphunzira mu mphindi ino ya kusinthika.
Izi zikhoza
kufotokozedwa
- ndi Yesu
yekha o
-kuchokera ku
mzimu womwe wasintha m'moyo wake ndipo wafika pa ulemelero wangwiro.
Ngakhale mzimu
utabwerera ku thupi lake
- anali ndi
kuunika kwaumulungu ndi
-anadzimva
kukhala wokhazikika mwa Mulungu,
angavutike
kunena momwe zimakhalira mutabwerera ku thupi lanu, mutalowa mumdima
wandiweyani.
Kuyesera
kwake kukanakhala kovuta komanso kopanda ungwiro, ngati sikutheka
nkomwe. Mwachitsanzo, talingalirani munthu wakhungu chibadwireni
amene, tsiku lina, mwadzidzidzi alandira mphamvu yopenya, ndipo
amene, m’kanthaŵi kochepa, amayenda m’chilengedwe
chonse ndikuwona zinthu zodabwitsa kwambiri: mchere, zomera, nyama
ndi madontho akumwamba akumwamba. ya nyenyezi.
Ndipo
tiyerekeze kuti pambuyo pa mphindi zingapo wabwezeretsedwa ku
mkhalidwe wake wakhungu. Kodi akanatha kulankhula, m’chinenero
choyenera, zimene anaona?
Kodi
sakanadziika pachiswe kuti adzipusitse?
ngati, m’malo
mofotokoza mwachidule zimene anaona,
anali
kuyesera kuti afotokoze mwatsatanetsatane.
Mkhalidwe
umenewu ndi wofanana ndi wa mzimu umene wayenda padziko lonse lapansi
ndi Kumwamba ndipo, pobwerera m’thupi lake, umamva kuti
wakhungu wathu wabwerera ku khungu lake.
Amakonda
kubisala mwakachetechete m’malo molankhula, chifukwa amaopa
kuoneka ngati wopusa.
Moyo umene
umabwerera m’thupi lake ndi wachisoni ndiponso wosatonthozeka
monga mmene wakhalira m’ndende.
Akufuna kuchoka
chifukwa cha ubwino wake waukulu ndipo ali wosasangalala kuposa
munthu amene wasiya kuona.
Amangofuna
kukhala ogwirizana ndi Mulungu ndipo alibe chikhumbo cholankhula ndi
dzanja lake lamanzere ndi m’njira yosalongosoka ponena za
zinthu zimene sangakwanitse kuchita monga umunthu ndi thupi.
Chifukwa
cha kumvera ndi chiopsezo cholakwitsa, tsopano ndikufotokozera, momwe
ndingathere, njira ina yomwe Yesu amalankhulira ndi moyo.
Pamene
mzimu uli m’thupi lake, umawona Umunthu
wa mwanayo kapena Yesu wamng’ono akuwonekera, kapena mu
mkhalidwe wake Wopachikidwa. Ndipo
Mawu amene amanena amafika pomvetsetsa mzimu .
Mzimuwo
umalankhula ndi Yesu zonse zimachitika ngati kukambirana kwa anthu
awiri.
Mawu a Yesu ndi
osowa ndipo amakhala mawu anayi kapena asanu. Nthawi zambiri
amalankhula kwa nthawi yayitali.
Mawu osavuta a
Yesu adatulutsa Kuwala kozama mwa ine ndikusiya moyo wanga kutengeka
ndi chowonadi chomwe chidakhala changa. Zinali ngati kuona
kamtsinje kakang'ono kamene kamakhala nyanja yaikulu.
Ngati anzeru a
dziko lapansi akadamva mau osavuta a Yesu, ndithudi akanadabwitsidwa,
osayankhula, osokonezeka ndi kulephera kudziwa choti ayankhe. Pamene
Yesu akufuna kuonetsa Choonadi kwa munthu, amagwiritsa ntchito
chilankhulo choyenera ndi luntha la munthu. Sikofunikira
kuyang'ana mau apadera kuti athe kufotokozera Mawu a Yesu kwa anthu
ena.
Tikhoza
kugwiritsa ntchito mawu akeake.
Kumbali ina,
mzimu umachita manyazi pamene ukuyesa kulankhula ndi ena choonadi
chimene waphunzira kupyolera mwa kulankhulana kwanzeru. Yesu
amatengera chikhalidwe cha umunthu. Posankha mawu ake,
amazoloŵera chinenero ndi luso la munthu aliyense. Koma
ine, cholengedwa chaching'ono, sindingathe kufotokozera bwino
malingalirowa kwa ena popanda kukhala pachiwopsezo choyendayenda.
Mwachidule,
Yesu amakhala ngati mphunzitsi wanzeru komanso waluso amene amadziwa
bwino kwambiri sayansi yonse.
Gwiritsirani
ntchito chinenero chimene wophunzira amamva ndi kulankhula ndipo,
pamene akufunafuna choonadi cha sayansi, amadziphunzitsa kuti
amvetsetse. Apo ayi, akanayamba kuphunzitsa chinenerocho kenako
sayansi yomwe akufuna kulankhula.
Yesu, amene ali
ubwino wonse ndi nzeru zonse, amagwirizana ndi mphamvu za moyo kuti
asapeputse kapena kuchititsa manyazi munthuyo.
Kwa osadziwa
amene akufuna kuphunzira, amaphunzitsa choonadi chofunika kuti apeze
moyo wosatha.
Ndipo kwa
katswiri wamaphunziro amauza Choonadi chake momveka bwino, cholinga
chake ndicho kudziwidwa, kuyamikiridwa komanso kuti asamubisire
aliyense Choonadi chake.
Njira
ina imene Yesu amagwiritsa ntchito kuti apangitse moyo kumvetsa
Choonadi Chake ndi
kutenga nawo mbali mu Ubwino Wake
.
Timadziwa kuti
Mulungu analenga dziko lapansi popanda kanthu, ndipo pa Mawu ake
zinthu zonse zinakhalako. Ndiyeno, monga momwe kwaonedweratu
kuyambira kalekale, chilengedwe chinaikidwa ndi Mawu ena
amphamvuyonse a Mlengi.
Chotero, pamene
Yesu akulankhula za moyo wosatha kwa mzimu, ndiye, m’kachitidwe
kofananako, akuloŵetsa chowonadi chimenechi m’moyo.
Ngati akufuna
kuti mzimu uyambe kukondana ndi Kukongola kwake, amamufunsa kuti:
“Kodi ukufuna kudziwa kukongola kwanga? kwa ine".
Pamene Yesu
akumuuza zimenezi, mzimu umamva kuti chinachake chaumulungu
chikulowamo.
Ndipo amafuna
kukhala naye pafupi chifukwa amakopeka ndi Kukongola kwake komwe
kumaposa kukongola konse. Panthawi imodzimodziyo, amataya
chilakolako chonse cha zinthu zokongola za
Dziko lapansi,
chifukwa chakuti zinthu zimenezi zingakhale zokongola motani ndi
zamtengo wapatali, zimaona kusiyana kopanda malire pakati pa Yesu ndi
zinthu zimenezi. Motero amadzipereka yekha kwa Mulungu ndipo
amasandulika kukhala iye.
Nthawi zonse
amamuganizira chifukwa amamukonda, amamukonda, amamulowerera. Ndipo
ngati Mulungu sanachite chozizwitsa, moyo ukanasiya kukhala ndi moyo:
mtima wake ukanasandulika kukhala chikondi chenicheni pakuwona
Kukongola kwa Yesu ndipo akadafuna kuwuluka kwa iye kukasangalala ndi
Kukongola kwake.
Nokuba kuti
ndakalimvwa mizeezo yoonse eeyi, kubikkilizya abukombi bwa Bwami bwa
Jesu, sintembauzyo eeci ncitondezyo. Mawu anga amangopereka
mafotokozedwe oyipa. Komabe, ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti
chizindikiro chauzimu chakhalabe mwa ine chomwe chimapangitsa
malingaliro anga kumamatira ku zenizeni izi.
Kukwatañana
na Yesu wa lusa lwandi, kintu kyonso kilumbuluke pano panshi
kikapityijibwa pamo bwa ntanda kumeso kwa dyuba. Chotero
ndinayamba kuona kukongola konse kwapadziko lapansi kukhala
kwachabechabe kapena kungoseŵera. Zomwe ndanena za
Kukongola kwa Yesu, komanso Kuyera kwake, Ubwino wake, Kuphweka kwake
ndi zabwino zonse ndi mikhalidwe ya Mulungu, chifukwa akamalankhula
ndi mzimu, amalankhulanso Ubwino wake monga mikhalidwe
yake.
Tsiku lina Yesu
anati kwa ine: “Kodi ukuona mmene ine ndiri woyera? Ndidamva
kuti ndi mawu awa Yesu adandithira Chiyeretso chake mwa ine ndipo
ndidayamba kukhala ngati ndilibe thupi. Ndinamva kugona ndi
kuledzera ndi fungo lakumwamba la Chiyeretso chake.
Thupi langa
lomwe tsopano likuchita nawo Chiyero chake, lidakhala
losavuta. Chilungamo cha Yesu ndi kunyansidwa kwake ndi chidetso
chinandigwira kufikira kuti, ndikawona chodetsedwa, ngakhale ndili
patali, m'mimba mwanga umapanduka ndikusanza mwamphamvu.
Mwachidule,
mzimu umene Mulungu analankhula nawo za chiyero umasandulika
kotheratu. Iye amakhala ndi kuchita mwa Yesu yekha, popeza
wakhazikitsa kukhala kwake kosatha mwa iye.
Nditsindike apa
kuti zimene ndanena za Kukongola ndi Chiyero cha Yesu, ndi zimene
zasandulika mwa ine, ndizongoyerekeza, popeza luso la munthu ndi
luntha silingathe kufotokoza m’chinenero cha munthu chimene
chili chapamwamba ndi cha angelo.
Umu ndi momwe
sizingatheke kuti ndifotokoze bwino malingaliro omwe ndakhala nawo pa
Chiyeretso, Kukongola ndi zabwino zina ndi mikhalidwe yaumulungu ya
munthu wanga wabwino.
Nthawi ndi
nthawi Yesu ankalankhula ndi moyo wanga.
Kulitu
kokhumbikira chotani nanga kukhala ndi phande m’makhalidwe ndi
mikhalidwe ya Mulungu imene Yesu amalankhula ndi mzimu m’njira
yoyambirira yotero!
Kwa ine,
ndikanapereka chilichonse chomwe chilipo posinthanitsa ndi mphindi
yosavuta yakulankhulana koteroko, momwe moyo umayandikira kwa iye
ndikubweretsedwa kumvetsetsa zinthu zaumulungu monga angelo ndi oyera
a Kumwamba.
Njira
inanso imene Yesu amalankhulira ndi mzimu ndiyo kulankhulana
momasuka.
Ndipo popeza
kuti mzimu ndiye wolandira Mtima wa Yesu, nthawi zonse umakhala
wosamala kwambiri kuti upatse Mulungu chisangalalo chachikulu.
M’kati
mwathu, Yesu akupumula, koma nthaŵi zonse amakhala tcheru m’malo
othaŵiramo mtima wapamtima. Mitima iwiri ikaphatikizana
ndikukhala umodzi, umakumbutsa mzimu wa ntchito yake popanda
kufotokoza mawu. Kuti adzipangitse kuti amvetsetse mkati mwa
moyo, ndi kokwanira kuti achite ndi manja osavuta. M’mawu
ena, gwiritsani ntchito mawu omveka ndi mtima wonse.
Njira imeneyi
yolankhulira ndi mzimu, imene imapangitsa Yesu kukhala mbuye weniweni
wa mtima, imachitika pamene iye watenga chitsogozo cha moyo. Ngati
amuwona akulephera kukwaniritsa ntchito zake, kapena ngati, chifukwa
cha kunyalanyaza, walola kuti chinachake chichoke, amamudzutsa mwa
kumukumbutsa modekha.
Ngati amuwona
ali ndi nkhawa, achisoni, akuyenda pang'onopang'ono, alibe chikondi
kapena zina zotero, amamunyoza.
Mawu Ake ndi
okwanira kuti mzimu ubwerere mwachangu kwa iwo wokha kuti ukhazikike
kwambiri pa Mulungu ndi kukwaniritsa chifuniro Chake Choyera.
Pano ndikufuna
kupitiriza nkhaniyi ya chisomo chimene Yesu wachifundo wanga
wandipatsa mowolowa manja kwa ine, womaliza wa atumiki ake,
pafupifupi zaka 16 za moyo wanga, kuyambira pamene ine ndinaganiza
kupanga novena kukonzekera phwando. wa Khrisimasi, ndi kusinkhasinkha
zisanu ndi zinayi patsiku pa zinsinsi zazikulu za Kubadwanso Kwina.
Nditayamba
kulemba bukhuli, wondivomereza adadza kudzandiona, ndipo ponena za
novena iyi, ndinamuuza kuti: "Choncho ndinachita ola lachiwiri
la kusinkhasinkha, kenako lachitatu, mpaka 9; kukhala wotopetsa".
Komabe,
anandiuza kuti ndilembe zonse mwatsatanetsatane. Chotero
ndiyenera kumvera, ngakhale motsutsana ndi kulingalira kwanga
ndekha. Popanda kudandaula za izi ndikudalira Yesu,
ndikupitiliza kufotokoza zomwe Yesu adandipangitsa kuti ndikhale nazo
pa novena ino.
Kuchokera
kusinkhasinkha kwachiwiri, ndinapita mofulumira kupita kwachitatu.
Kumayambiriro
kwa kusinkhasinkha uku, mawu anali mkati mwanga ndipo anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana
wanga, ikani mutu wako pamiyendo ya Amayi anga ndikusinkhasinkha za
Umunthu wanga womwe uli pamenepo.
Taonani,
chikondi changa pa zolengedwa chikundidya ine. Moto waukulu wa
Chikondi changa, nyanja za Chikondi cha Umulungu wanga,
zimandichepetsa kukhala phulusa ndikudutsa malire onse. Ndipo
kotero chikondi changa chimakwirira mibadwo yonse.
Panopa
ndimamezedwabe ndi Chikondi chomwechi. Kodi ukudziwa chimene
chikondi changa chosatha chikufuna kumeza? Onse ndi
mizimu! Mwana wanga, Chikondi changa chidzakhutitsidwa kokha
pamene chawadya onse. Popeza ndine Mulungu, ndiyenera kuchitapo
kanthu kuchokera kwa Mulungu ndikukumbatira mzimu uliwonse womwe
wabwera, wabwera kapena womwe udzakhalepo, chifukwa chikondi changa
sichingandipatse mtendere ndikapatula umodzi wokha.
Inde, mwana
wanga, yang'anani m'mimba mwa Amayi anga ndikuyang'ana pa Umunthu
wanga womwe wangobadwa kumene. Kumeneko mudzapeza mzimu wanu uli
ndi pakati pafupi ndi wanga, utazunguliridwa ndi malawi amoto wa
Chikondi changa. Lawi lamoto limeneli lidzatha pamene
adzakunyeketsa, iwe pamodzi ndi ine!
Ndimakukonda
bwanji, ndimakukonda ndipo ndidzakukonda kwamuyaya! "
Nditamva Mawu
awa, ndidakhala ngati kuti ndamira mu chikondi chonse cha Yesu, ndipo
sindikanadziwa momwe ndingayankhire ngati liwu lamkati
silinandigwedeze ndikundiuza kuti: "Mwana wanga, izi sizachabe
poyerekeza ndi chikondi changa. akhoza kuchita..
Bwerani kwa
ine, perekani manja anu kwa Amayi anga okondedwa, kuti mukhale pafupi
kwambiri ndi mimba yawo. Ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndikadali pa
Umunthu wanga wawung'ono, woti ndikhale ndi pakati pa miyoyo kwa
muyaya. Izi zikupatsani mwayi wosinkhasinkha zachinayi cha
chikondi changa ".
Mwana wanga
wamkazi, ngati mukufuna kuchoka ku Chikondi changa chowononga kupita
ku Chikondi changa chochita, mudzandipeza ndili kuphompho la
zowawa. Taonani kuti mzimu uliwonse wobadwa mwa ine umandisenza
kulemera kwa machimo ake, zofooka zake ndi zilakolako zake.
Chikondi changa
chimanditsogolera kusenza kulemera kwa aliyense, chifukwa, nditakhala
ndi pakati pa moyo wake mwa ine, ndakhalanso ndi pakati pa kulapa ndi
kubwezera komwe adzapereke kwa Atate wanga. Komanso, musadabwe
ngati Passion yanga idapangidwanso panthawiyo.
Tandiyang’anani
m’mimba mwa Amayi anga ndipo mudzapeza kuvutika kumene
ndikukhala kumeneko.
Yang'anani pa
Testillino yanga yozunguliridwa ndi korona waminga, yomwe imaboola
khungu langa mwankhanza, imandipangitsa kukhetsa mitsinje ya misozi
yotentha.
Inde, sunthani
ndi chifundo pa ine ndipo, ndi manja anu aulere, pukuta misozi yanga.
"Korona
waminga uyu, mwana wanga, si kanthu koma korona wankhanza yemwe
zolengedwa zimandiluka ndi malingaliro oyipa omwe amadzaza m'maganizo
mwawo. O! Malingaliro awa amandibaya mwankhanza chotani nanga -
kuvekedwa ufumu kwa miyezi isanu ndi inayi!
Ndipo ngati
kuti sikokwanira, amapachika Manja anga ndi Mapazi anga, kotero kuti
chilungamo cha Mulungu chikwaniritsidwe kwa zolengedwa izi, zomwe
zimayendayenda m'njira zokhotakhota, zomwe zimachita zosalungama
zamtundu uliwonse ndikutenga njira zosaloledwa kuti ziwapindulitse.
Pamenepa
sikutheka kuti ndisunthe ngakhale Dzanja, Chala kapena
Phazi. Ndimakhala wosasunthika, mwina chifukwa cha kupachikidwa
koipa kumene ndimavutika kapena chifukwa cha kadanga kakang’ono
kamene ndimapezekamo.
Ndipo
ndinakhala ndi moyo kupyolera mu kupachikidwaku kwa miyezi isanu ndi
inayi!
Iwe ukudziwa,
mwana wanga, chifukwa iwo akuvekedwa korona waminga ndi kupachikidwa
wokonzedwanso
mwa ine mphindi zonse?
Ndikuti anthu
sasiya kukhala ndi malingaliro ankhanza omwe, monga minga kapena
misomali, amaboola nthawi zonse akachisi anga, manja anga ndi mapazi
anga ".
Motero Yesu
anapitiriza kunena zimene Umunthu wake waung’ono unazunzika
m’mimba mwa Amayi ake.
Ndimadutsa kuti
ndisakhale motalika komanso chifukwa mtima wanga ulibe kulimba mtima
kunena zonse zomwe Yesu adavutika chifukwa cha chikondi chathu.
Ndipo
sindikanachitira mwina koma kukhetsa mtsinje wamisozi. Komabe,
adandigwedeza ndipo mofooka adandiuza mumtima mwanga kuti:
"Mwana
wanga, sindingathe kudikira kuti ndikuyatse ndikubwezeranso chikondi
chomwe umandipatsa.
Koma
sindingathebe kutero, chifukwa, monga mukuonera, ndatsekeredwa m’malo
ano amene amandiletsa.
Ndikufuna
kubwera kwa inu, koma sindingathe chifukwa sindingathe kuyenda.
Mwana woyamba
wa chikondi changa chovutika, bwerani pafupipafupi kudzandipsopsona.
Pambuyo pake,
ndikadzatuluka m’mimba mwa amayi anga, ndidzabwera kwa iwe kuti
ndikupsompsone ndi kukhala nawe.”
M’maganizo
anga, ndinayerekezera kukhala naye limodzi m’mimba mwa Amayi
ake ndi kuwapsompsona ndi kuwagwira pamtima.
M’kuzunzika
kwake kachiwirinso anandipangitsa kumva mawu ake nati kwa ine: “Mwana
wanga, izi zakwanira tsopano.
Pita tsopano
kusinkhasinkha zachisanu chowonjezera cha Chikondi changa chomwe,
ngakhale chikanidwa, sichidzasiya kapena kuyimitsa.
M'malo mwake,
idzagonjetsa chilichonse ndikupitabe patsogolo. "
Ndikumva
kuitana kwa Yesu kuti ndisinkhesinkhe zachisanu chachisanu cha
Chikondi chake, ndinatchera khutu la mtima wanga kumva liwu lake
lofooka likundiuza mkati mwanga:
“Onani
kuti nditangobadwa m’mimba mwa amayi anga, ndinakhala ndi
pakati.
chisomo kwa
zolengedwa zonse za anthu pa nthawi imodzi, kuti akule monga ine mu
nzeru ndi choonadi.
Ichi
ndichifukwa chake ndimakonda gulu lawo, ndikufuna kukhalabe
m'makalata achikondi nthawi zonse ndi iwo, ndipo nthawi zambiri
ndimawonetsa Chikondi changa kwa iwo.
"Ndi iwo
ndikufuna kukhala nthawi zonse mu chiyanjano cha Chikondi ndi
kugawana nawo chisangalalo changa ndi zowawa zanga tsiku ndi tsiku.
Ndikufuna kuti azindikire kuti chifukwa chokha chimene ndinachokera
Kumwamba kudza padziko lapansi ndikuwasangalatsa.
Ndipo monga
m'bale wamng'ono, ndikukhumba kukhala nawo pamodzi ndi wina ndi mzake
kuti nditolere malingaliro awo abwino ndi chikondi chawo.
Ndikukhumba
kubwezera kwa aliyense wa iwo Katundu wanga ndi Ufumu wanga, ngakhale
pa mtengo wa nsembe yaikulu kwambiri: imfa yanga chifukwa cha moyo
wawo.
Mwachidule,
ndikufuna kusewera nawo ndikuwaphimba ndi kuwapsompsona ndi
kuwasisita mwachikondi.
"Komabe,
posinthana ndi Chikondi changa, mwatsoka ndimakolola zowawa. Kunena
zoona, pali ena amene amamvera Mawu anga popanda kufuna kwabwino,
omwe amanyoza kampani yanga, odzipatula ku Chikondi changa, amene
amayesa kundithawa kapena kundithawa. amene amasewera ogontha.
Choipa
kwambiri, pali ena omwe amanyoza ndi kuzunza.
Oyambawo alibe
chidwi ndi Katundu wanga kapena Ufumu wanga; amandipsompsona ndi
kundikumbatira mosalabadira.
Chimwemwe
chimene ndiyenera kukhala nacho ndi iwo chimasanduka kukhala chete
ndi kukanidwa.
Enawo,
mwaunyinji, amandipangitsa kutsanulira chikondi changa pa iwo
m'misozi yambiri, zomwe zimakhala ngati chotsatira chachibadwa ku
Mtima wanga wonyozeka ndi wokwiyitsidwa.
“Chotero,
pamene ndili pakati pawo, ndidakali ndekha.
Kusungulumwa
kokakamizika kumeneku ndi kolemera chotani nanga chifukwa cha
kusiyidwa kwawo. Amatseka makutu ku maitanidwe onse a Mtima
wanga!
Amatseka njira
iliyonse kwa Chikondi changa.
Nthawi zonse
ndimakhala ndekha, wachisoni komanso chete !
O! mwana
wanga, ndibwezere kwa Chikondi changa posandisiya ndekha!
Ndiloleni
ndilankhule nanu ndi kumvetsera mosamalitsa ku Ziphunzitso zanga .
-Dziwani kuti
ndine Mbuye wa aphunzitsi.
-Ngati ukufuna
kundimvera, uphunzira zambiri
Panthawi
imodzimodziyo, mudzandithandiza kusiya kulira ndikusangalala ndi
Kukhalapo kwanga.
Ndiuze,
ungakonde kusewera nane?"
Kenako
ndinadzipereka kwa Yesu kusonyeza chikhumbo changa chokhala
wokhulupirika kwa Iye nthawi zonse ndi kumukonda mwachifundo ndi
mwachifundo.
Koma,
mosasamala kanthu za chikhumbo chake chofuna kusangalala nane,
iye anatsala yekha, wopanda mpumulo .
Pamene ndinali
kusinkhasinkha ola lachisanu, liwu lamkati linanena kwa ine:
"Kwakwanira.
Tsopano lingalirani zachisanu ndi chimodzi chowonjezera cha Chikondi
changa."
"Mwana
wanga, Ubwenzi wanga ukhale nawe! Yandikirani kwa ine ndipo
pempherani Amayi anga okondedwa kuti akupatseni malo aang'ono m'mimba
mwawo, kuti muwone momwe ndikupwetekera ."
Ndinaganiza
kuti Amayi anga Maria ankafuna kundisonyeza chikondi chawo chachikulu
pondipangitsa kuti ndigwirizane ndi Yesu wokoma ndi wokoma mtima
m’mimba mwake. Ndinkaganiza kuti ndili m'mimba mwake
pafupi kwambiri ndi Yesu wanga wachifundo, koma popeza mdima unali
waukulu, zinali zosatheka kuti ndione mawonekedwe ake ndipo
ndimangomva kutentha kwa Mpweya wa
Chikondi.
Mkati mwanga
anandiuza kuti:
"Mwana
wanga, sinkhasinkha za chiwonetsero china cha kuchuluka kwa Chikondi
changa.
Ine ndine
Kuwala Kwamuyaya ndipo palibe kuwala kunja kwa ine komwe
kumawalirako.
Dzuwa ndi
kukongola kwake ndi mthunzi chabe pafupi ndi Kuwala kwanga kosatha.
Komabe, izi
zaphimbidwa kwathunthu
- pamene,
chifukwa cha chikondi cha zolengedwa,
-Ndinalandira
chibadwa cha munthu.
Ukuona ndende
yamdima yomwe Chikondi wanditengerako?
Inde, chinali
chifukwa cha chikondi cha zolengedwa zomwe ndimadzipangira ndekha ku
chochepetsedwa ichi ndipo ndinali kukuyembekezerani pambuyo pa kuwala
kochepa. Ndinadikira moleza mtima mumdima waukulu, usiku wopanda
nyenyezi kapena kupuma, kuwala kwa dzuwa lomwe linali lisanawonekere.
“Ndimazunzika
chotani nanga mmene ndinapirira kumeneko!
Kusowa kuwala
-
adandilepheretsa kuwona ndikuchotsa mpweya wanga,
-mpweya womwe
ndimayenera kuulandira pang'onopang'ono kuchokera ku mpweya wa Mayi
anga.
Mukudziwa
-zinanditengera
kundende iyi,
-ndani
adandichotsa Kuwala kwanga ndikundipangitsa kuti ndizilimbana ndi
mpweya wanga?
Ndi Chikondi
chimene ndimamva kwa zolengedwa zomwe zimayang'anizana ndi mdima wa
machimo awo. Aliyense mwa machimo awo ndi usiku kwa
ine. Ndinatsamwitsidwa ndikumva mitima yawo yosalapa ndi
yosayamika. Amatulutsa phompho lamdima lomwe limandipumitsa.
O kuchuluka kwa
Chikondi changa, mudandipangitsa kuti ndiyambe kuchokera pakudzaza
kwa Kuwala kuti munditengere usiku wamdima kwambiri mochepetsetsa
komwe kumawononga ufulu wa Mtima wanga ".
Pamene ankanena
zimenezi, Yesu anabuula momvetsa chisoni chifukwa chosowa malo. Kuti
ndimuthandize, ndinkafuna kumuunikira kudzera m’chikondi
changa.
Kupyolera mu
kuzunzika kwake, iye anandipangitsa ine kumva Liwu lake lokoma ndipo
anandiuza ine:
"Zakwana
tsopano; tiyeni tipitirire ku gawo lachisanu ndi chiwiri la Chikondi
changa."
Yesu
anawonjezera kuti: “Mwana wanga, usandisiye ine ndekha ndi
mumdima;
Ndinali
wokondwa kwambiri m’mimba mwa bambo anga, munalibe katundu
zomwe
ndinalibe: chisangalalo, chisangalalo, etc. Angelo adandipatsa
chipembedzo chondipembedza kwambiri ndipo amatchera khutu ku
Chokhumba changa chilichonse. Koma kuchuluka kwa chikondi changa
pa anthu kunandipangitsa kusintha mkhalidwe wanga.
Ndadzivula
ndekha ku chisangalalo ichi, zokondweretsa izi ndi zinthu zakumwamba
kuti ndiveke ndekha ndi zofooka za zolengedwa, kubweretsa
chisangalalo changa chamuyaya, chisangalalo changa ndi ubwino
wakumwamba.
“Kusinthana
kumeneku kukanakhala kosavuta kwa ine ndikanapanda kupeza mwa munthu
kusayamika koipitsitsa ndi chidani chaukali.
O! chikondi
changa chamuyaya chidakhumudwitsidwa bwanji ndi kusayamika kotere!
Ndikumva zowawa
kwambiri chifukwa cha kuipa kwa munthu, amene kwa ine ali wamkulu
kwambiri ndi wakuthwa mwa minga.
Yang’anani
mtima wanga waung’ono ndipo yang’anani pa minga yambiri
imene yauphimba. Onani mabala opangidwa ndi minga ndi mitsinje
ya Magazi yotuluka mwa iwo.
"Mwana
wanga, usakhalenso wosayamika, chifukwa kusayamika ndi chinthu
chovuta kwambiri kwa Yesu wako. Kusayamika ndi koyipa kuposa
kumenyetsa chitseko cha Mtima wanga.
Zimandichotsa
kunja, wopanda chikondi komanso wozizira.
Ngakhale
kupotozedwa kwa mtima wa munthu, Chikondi changa sichimaleka.
Ndipo amatenga
maganizo apamwamba omwe amanditsogolera kuti ndipemphe ndikulefuka
kumbuyo kwake.
Ndipo uyu,
mwana wanga, ndiye gawo lachisanu ndi chitatu la Chikondi changa. "
“Mwananga,
usandisiye ndekha.
Pitirizani
kukhazika mutu wanu pachifuwa cha Amayi anga ndipo mudzamvera kubuula
kwanga ndi mapembedzero
anga.
Mudzaona kuti
kubuula kwanga kapena kupembedzera kwanga sikupangitsa kuti
zolengedwa zosayamika zimvere chisoni Chikondi changa chonyozeka.
Tsono
udzandiona, ndikadali mwana, nditatambasula dzanja langa ngati
wosauka wa opempha ndikupempha chifundo ndi chikondi pang'ono cha
miyoyo. Mwanjira imeneyi ndikuyembekeza kukopa mitima yowuma ndi
kudzikonda.
"Mwana
wanga, Mtima wanga ukufuna kugonjetsa mtima wa munthu zivute zitani.
Chifukwa chake
ndatsimikiza kuti ngati, pambuyo pa kuchuluka kwachisanu ndi chiwiri
kwa Chikondi changa, akakanabe khutu ndi kusonyeza kuti alibe chidwi
ndi Ine ndi Katundu wanga, pamenepo ndipitirira.
Chikondi changa
chikanatha pambuyo pa kusayamika kochuluka. Mwachionekere ayi.
Akufuna kupyola
malire ake ndi kupanga chiberekero cha Amayi, Mawu anga ochonderera,
kufikira mtima uliwonse kuchokera m'matumbo.
Kuti ndikhudze
ulusi wa mtima wa munthu, ndimagwiritsa ntchito njira zomveka bwino,
mawu okoma komanso ogwira mtima kwambiri, komanso mapemphero okhudza
mtima kwambiri. Ndinawauza kuti:
“Ana anga,
ndipatseni mitima yanu, yomwe ili yanga.
M'malo
mwake, ndidzakupatsani chilichonse chomwe mukufuna, kuphatikizanso
ineyo.
Polumikizana
ndi Mtima wanga, ndikusangalatsani mitima yanu.
Ndidzawaphulitsa
m'malawi a Chikondi changa ndipo ndidzawononga mwa iwo zomwe sizili
Kumwamba.
Dziwani kuti
cholinga changa chochoka Kumwamba ndikukhala m'mimba mwa amayi anga
chinali choti mulowe m'mimba mwa Atate wanga Wamuyaya.
O! musakhumudwitse
chiyembekezo changa!
"Kuwona
zolengedwa zimakana Chikondi changa ndikuchoka kwa ine, ndidayesetsa
kuziletsa.
Ndikuwapinda
manja ndi kuchonderera kwanga kokoma mtima, ndinayesa kuwagonjetsa
mwa kunena ndi mawu achisoni:
"Mwaona,
ana anga, Wopemphapempha wamng'ono yemwe ndine, yemwe amadzitengera
mitima yanu yokha. Kodi simukumvetsa kuti kachitidwe kameneka
kakulamulidwa ndi chikondi changa chopambanitsa?"
“Kuti
akope zolengedwa ku Chikondi chake, Mlengi anatenga mawonekedwe a
kamwana, kuti asachite mantha.
Akaona kuti
cholengedwacho n’chonyong’onyeka ndi chouma khosi ndipo
sichikumvera pempho lake, amaumirira, kubuula ndi kulira.
Kodi zimenezi
sizikukuchititsani chifundo? Sizinafewetse mtima wanu?
"Mwana
wanga, sizikuwoneka kuti zolengedwa zomveka zatayika malingaliro awo.
Ngakhale
akuyenera kusangalala kuthedwa nzeru ndikutenthedwa ndi malawi a
chikondi changa chaumulungu, amayesa kudzipatula pofunafuna zibwenzi
zomwe zingawatsogolere ku chipwirikiti cha gehena kuti azilira
kwamuyaya. "
Pa Mawu awa a
Yesu, ine ndinamverera wosokonezeka. Ndinachita mantha.
Ndinkanjenjemera
poganizira za kuwonongeka kosasinthika komwe kumachitika chifukwa cha
kusayamika kwa anthu komanso zotsatira zake zamuyaya.
Ndipo, pamene
ndinali kumizidwa mu malingaliro awa, Mau a Yesu anamvekanso mu mtima
mwanga:
"Ndipo
iwe, mwana wanga, sukufuna kundipatsa mtima wako?
Ndilire,
kudandaula ndi kupempha chikondi chanu?"
Monga Yesu
anandiuza ine izi, mtima wanga unagwidwa ndi chikondi chosaneneka kwa
Iye.
Ndipo ndikulira
ndi chikondi chamoyo chomwe sindinamvepo, ndimati:
“Yesu
wokondedwa wanga, saliranso.
Inde,
inde! Sindimangokupatsani mtima wanga, koma ndikudzipereka
ndekha.
Sindimazengereza
kukupatsani chilichonse.
Koma kuti
mphatso yanga ikhale yokongola kwambiri, ndikufuna kuchotsa mumtima
mwanga chilichonse chomwe sichili chanu. Chifukwa chake chonde
ndipatseni chisomo chogwira mtima ichi kuti mtima wanga ukhale ngati
wanu, kuti mupeze nyumba yokhazikika komanso yokhazikika kumeneko. ”
“Mwana
wanga, matenda anga akuchulukirachulukira.
Ngati
umandikonda, undiyang'anitse kuti uphunzire zonse zimene
ndikuphunzitsa.
Perekani
chisoni kwa Yesu wanu wamng'ono chifukwa cha misozi yake ndi zowawa
zake zazikulu - mawu achikondi, kusisita, kupsompsona mwachikondi -
kuti Mtima wanga utonthozedwe ndikumverera kwa kubwereranso kwa
chikondi.
Onani, mwana
wanga wamkazi, nditawerenga maumboni a Chikondi changa chofotokozedwa
ndi zochulukirapo zisanu ndi zitatu zomwe zatchulidwa mpaka pano,
munthu amayenera kugwada pamaso pa chikondi changa chenicheni komanso
chapamwamba.
M'malo mwake,
amachilandira moyipa ndikundipititsa ku chowonjezera china chomwe,
ngati sichipeza a
mmbuyo,
zindiwawa koposa ine.
"Kufikira
pano munthu sanagonje. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndikupitiriza ndi
chikondi changa chachisanu ndi chinayi, chomwe ndi chikhumbo changa
chotuluka m'mimba ndikutsatira munthu. kumukumbatira ndi
kumupsompsona - ali wosayamika chifukwa cha Chikondi changa -
kumupangitsa iye kukondana ndi Kukongola kwanga, Choonadi changa ndi
Ubwino wanga wamuyaya.
«Pulojekiti
yayikuluyi imachepetsa Umunthu wanga waung'ono, womwe sunawone
kuwala, kukhala wowawa wokwanira kuthetsa Moyo wanga. Ndikadapanda
kuthandizidwa ndikuthandizidwa ndi Umulungu wanga, wosalekanitsidwa
ndi Umunthu wanga ndi mgwirizano wa hypostatic, ndithudi izi ndi
zomwe zikanandichitikira, Umulungu wanga umandidziwitsa akasupe a New
Life ndikupangitsa Umunthu wanga waung'ono kukana zowawa zosalekeza
za izi zisanu ndi zinayi. .miyezi imene amamva kuti ali pafupi kufa
kuposa kukhala ndi moyo.
"Mwana
wanga, kupitirira kwachisanu ndi chinayi kwa Chikondi changa sikuli
kanthu kena koma kupweteka kosalekeza komwe kudayamba pomwe Umulungu
wanga udatenga mawonekedwe aumunthu m'mimba, ndikubisa Umulungu wake.
Ndikadapanda
kubisa umulungu wanga motere, ndikadadzutsa mantha akulu kuposa
chikondi mwa zolengedwa zomwe sizikanafuna kudzipereka kwa Chikondi
changa.
Zinali zowawa
chotani nanga kwa ine kudikira kumeneko kwa miyezi isanu ndi
inayi! Umulungu wanga ukadapanda kupatsa Umunthu wanga thandizo
lake ndi mphamvu zake, Kukonda kwanga zolengedwa kukadandidya ine.
Umunthu Wanga
ukadasanduka phulusa. Ndikadadyedwa ndi chikondi changa chogwira
ntchito chomwe chidandipangitsa kuti ndidzitengere kulemera kwakukulu
kwa chilango chomwe zolengedwa zalandira.
"Ichi
ndichifukwa chake moyo wanga m'mimba mwa Amayi wanga unali wowawa
kwambiri: sindinalinso wokhoza kukhala kutali ndi zolengedwa.
Ndinkawalakalaka
kuti zivute zitani abwere m’chifuwa mwanga kuti amve kugunda
kwanga koyaka.
Ndinkafuna
kuwakumbatira ndi chikondi changa chachikondi ndi choyera, kuti
akhale ambuye a chuma changa kwamuyaya.
Dziwani kuti
ngati simunathandizidwe ndi inu nthawi isanakwane
Kuti ndituluke
masana, ndikadadyedwa ndi chikondi chachisanu ndi chinayi.
“ Tandiyang’anitsitsa
ndili m’mimba , ndipo ndatumbululuka.
Mvetserani ku
Liwu langa losautsika lomwe likuzirala mochulukira.
Ndikumva
kugunda kwa Mtima wanga womwe, pokhala kale ndi moyo, tsopano watsala
pang'ono kuzimitsa. Osandichotsera maso anu.
Tayang'anani
kwa ine, chifukwa ndikufa, inde, kufa ndi Chikondi chenicheni!"
Pamawu amenewa,
ndinamva kupanda chikondi kwa Yesu.
Ndipo panali
bata lalikulu pakati pa ife awiri, chete sepulchral.
Magazi anga
anaundana m’mitsempha yanga ndipo mtima wanga unali
kugunda. Kupuma kwanga kunasiya ndipo, ndikunjenjemera, ndinagwa
pansi.
Ndinadabwa
nditachita chibwibwi:
"Yesu
Wanga, Chikondi Changa, Moyo Wanga, Zonse Zanga, sizifa.
Ndidzakukondani
nthawi zonse ndipo sindidzakusiyani ngakhale zitanditayira nsembe
yotani.
Nthawi zonse
ndipatseni lawi la Chikondi chanu , kuti
ndimakukondani nthawi zonse komanso kuti, mwamsanga, ndizitha
kundiwononga ndi chikondi kwa inu, Wabwino wanga wamuyaya. "Kenako
ndinamva kufa.
Yesu anabadwa
kale mu moyo wathu wakufa kuti atitsogolere ku imfa ya chifuniro
chathu ndipo, pambuyo pake, kutipatsa ife moyo wosatha.
Kenako Yesu
anandigwira n’kundidzutsa kutulo kumene ndinabatizidwa.
Anandiuza mofatsa :
"Mwana wanga, wobadwanso kuchokera kwa Chikondi changa, dzuka.
Nyamuka ku moyo wa Chisomo changa ndi Chikondi changa. Nditsanzire
ine m'zonse.
Pamene
mudandisunga nthawi yosinkhasinkha zisanu ndi zinayi za kuchulukira
kwa Chikondi changa, mu novena yayitali iyi ya Kubadwa kwanga
perekani malingaliro ena makumi awiri ndi anayi pa Zowawa zanga ndi
Imfa Yanga, ndikuzigawa maora makumi awiri ndi anayi a tsiku.
Luisa
Piccarreta (1865-1947) ndi moyo mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu
(kumene
munthu angathe kumvetsera mavoliyumu 36 a ntchito ya Bukhu la
Kumwamba m’mawu operekedwa ndi Ambuye Wathu Yesu)
Luisa
Piccarreta anabadwa Lamlungu patangopita Isitala, m’mudzi wa
Corato, Italy, pa April 23, 1865. Anabatizidwa tsiku lomwelo. Iye
wakhala kumeneko kwa moyo wake wonse, kupatulapo miyezi imene chaka
chilichonse, ali wamng’ono, banja lawo linkakhala
pafamupo. Luisa anamwalira ndi fungo la Chiyero atatsala
pang'ono kukwanitsa zaka 82, pa March 4, 1947; pambuyo pa moyo
wodabwitsa kwambiri.
Luisa
analibe mchimwene wake, koma alongo anayi. Bambo ake adatchedwa
Vito Nicola Piccarreta ndi amayi ake Rosa Tarantini, onse ochokera ku
Corato. Luisa anali wamng’ono kwambiri ndipo anali
wamanyazi komanso wamantha kwambiri. Nthawi zambiri Ella
ankalota zinthu zoopsa zomwe zinkamuchititsa mantha kwambiri ndi
chiwandacho. Ndipo nthawi zambiri, m’maloto ake, ankaona
Namwali Mariya akuthamangitsa chiwandacho kwa iye.
Pamutuwu,
Yesu adafotokozera Luisa kuti chiwandacho chidazindikira kuti Mulungu
ali ndi mapulani apadera kwambiri kwa iye, kuti abweretse ulemerero
waukulu kwa Mulungu, komanso kuti akhale womulepheretsa iye. Ziribe
kanthu momwe iye anayesera, iye sanapambane konse mu kubweretsa
zonyansa zodetsedwa kapena malingaliro mwa iye, chifukwa Yesu anali
atatseka zitseko zonse kumeneko kwa Satana. Ndicho chifukwa
chake anakwiya kwambiri ndipo anayesa kumuopseza ndi maloto owopsa,
kuyesera mwanjira iliyonse kuti amupweteke.
Ali
ndi zaka 9, adachita mgonero wake woyamba ndipo, tsiku lomwelo,
adalandira sakramenti la chitsimikiziro. Ukalisitiya unakhala
chilakolako chake chachikulu; anaika zokonda zake zonse
pamenepo. Kuyambira m’badwo umenewo, iye ankakhoza
kukhalabe mu mpingo, akugwada ndi kusayenda, kwa maola anayi,
akulingalira.
Ali
ndi zaka 11, adakhala "mwana wamkazi wa Maria". Ali
ndi zaka 12, anayamba kumva mawu a Yesu mkati, makamaka pamene
ankadya mgonero. Yesu anakhala namkungwi wake wa zinthu za
Mulungu, kumuwongolera ndi kumphunzitsa kusinkhasinkha. Ndipo
adampatsa maphunziro a Mtanda, kufatsa, kumvera ndi moyo wake
wobisika padziko lapansi. Mawu amkati awa adapangitsa Luisa
kudzipatula kwa iye komanso chilichonse.
Tsiku
lina ali ndi zaka 13, pamene ankagwira ntchito m’nyumba yake
n’kumasinkhasinkha za mbali yomvetsa chisoni ya Chisoni cha
Yesu, anathedwa nzeru kwambiri moti anatsala pang’ono kutaya
mpweya wake. Kenako anapita pakhonde pansanjika yachiwiri ya
nyumbayo. Pamene anayang’ana pansi, anaona pakati pa msewu
gulu lalikulu la anthu likutsogola Yesu okoma ndi Mtanda wake paphewa
pake, kumukoka iye uku ndi uku. Yesu anali ndi nkhope yamagazi
ndipo anali kuvutika kupuma. Anali wachisoni moti anafewetsa
miyala. Kenako Yesu anayang’ana m’mwamba n’kumuuza
kuti: “Moyo, ndithandizeni! . N’zosatheka
kufotokoza chisoni chimene anali nacho ndiponso mmene chochitikachi
chinamukhudzira. Mwachangu anabwerera kuchipinda chake ali
odabwa kwambiri, posadziŵanso kumene iye anali, mtima wake
unasweka ndi chisoni. Iye analira kumeneko m’mitsinje
chifukwa cha mazunzo aakulu a Yesu.
Kuyambira
nthawi imeneyo, iye ankafunitsitsa kuvutika chifukwa chokonda
Yesu. Pafupifupi nthaŵi imeneyi anayambanso kuvutika kwake
kwakuthupi koyamba, ngakhale kobisika, limodzinso ndi masautso aakulu
a makhalidwe ndi auzimu. Patapita zaka 3, ziwawa za mdierekezi
zinatha. Pamene anali ndi zaka 16, ali pafamupo, ziŵandazo
zinam’menya komaliza, mwachiwawa ndiponso mopweteka kwambiri
moti anasiya kugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zake zogwira
mtima. Mucikozyanyo eeci, wakabona cikozyanyo cipya ca Jesu
akuzumanana. Mkati mokhudzidwa ndi kuyitanidwa kwachisomo
komanso mwachikondi, Luisa adadzipereka kwathunthu ku Chifuniro
Chaumulungu ndikuvomera udindo wozunzidwa, womwe Yesu ndi Amayi
Achisoni adamuyitanira.
Ali
ndi zaka 17, Luisa anayamba kusanza chakudya chake ndipo
anakakamizika kukhala pabedi nthawi ndi nthawi. Zonsezi zinali
zosamvetsetseka kwa banja lake, ansembe ndi madokotala. Pambuyo
pake, pambuyo pa kuzunzika kwakukulu kwa makhalidwe kuchokera kwa
banja lake ndi ansembe, zinazindikirika kuti mkhalidwe wake unali
chotulukapo cha nthenda yodabwitsa yolingana ndi mkhalidwe wake monga
mikhole yodzifunira ponena za ntchito imene Mulungu
anamuitanirako. Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo mpaka imfa yake,
patapita zaka 65, Luisa anakhala wopanda chakudya ndi madzi. Chakudya
chake chinali Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndi Mgonero Woyera.
Kuyambira
ali ndi zaka 22, ankafunika kugona mpaka kalekale. Pa Okutobala
16, 1888, ali ndi zaka 23, Luisa adalumikizidwa kwa Yesu ndi
"mystical nuptials". Patapita miyezi 11, pamaso pa
Utatu Woyera Koposa ndi Bwalo Lamilandu la Kumwamba lonse,
kugwirizana kwake ndi Yesu kunavomerezedwa; iye anali womangidwa
kwa Iye ndi “chikwati chachinsinsi”.
Patsiku
lodalitsikali, "zodabwitsa" zidachitikanso: Luisa, yemwe
panthawiyo anali ndi zaka 24, adalandira Mphatso ya Chifuniro
Chaumulungu! Ndi mphatso yayikulu kwambiri yomwe Mulungu
angapereke kwa cholengedwa, chisomo chachisomo, choposa ukwati
wachinsinsi. Pa nthawiyi, Fiat Yachitatu ya Mulungu (ya
Kuyeretsedwa) inali ikuchitika padziko lapansi. Idzakula
mwakachetechete, pang'onopang'ono, m'miyoyo yokonzedwa ndi Mary,
Amayi ndi Mfumukazi ya Chifuniro Chaumulungu.
Mu
February 1899, chifukwa chomvera Ambuye wake ndi wovomereza wake,
Luisa anayamba kulemba. Adzachita izi kwa zaka 40, ndikulemba
papepala zinsinsi zopambana kwambiri za chinsinsi cha Chifuniro
Chaumulungu. Moyo wake wonse unali wosanganiza chimwemwe ndi
zowawa, kulemba, kusoka, kumvera, kupemphera, ndi kuthandiza ena ndi
nzeru zambiri ndi uphungu wachifundo. Yesu, yemwe
ankakhulupirira yekha, anali chitonthozo chake chokha. Pamene
anamanidwa kukhalapo kwake kwanzeru, zowawa zake za miyoyo zinali
zazikulu kwambiri kwakuti nthaŵi zina zinaposa masautso a
Purigatoriyo.
Luisa
anavomerezedwa kwamuyaya mu ulemerero wamuyaya pa March 4, 1947.
Panali kusatsimikizika za nthawi ya imfa yake kwa masiku 4, popeza
thupi lake silinali lolimba mwachizolowezi. Komabe, kunali
kosatheka kuwongola msana wake. Ndipo anafunikira kupanga manda
apadera omulola kusunga malo okhala, omwewo amene anasunga m’kati
mwa zaka 64 zakugona kwake.
Patatha
zaka 47, kumayambiriro kwa chaka cha 1994, Vatican inapempha
Archbishop wa dayosizi yake kuti ayambe ntchito yoti iye akhale
woyera. Cholinga chake chinadziwika mwalamulo pa tsiku la
phwando la Mfumu Khristu, November 20, 1994.
Chitsime: http://spiritualitechretienne.blog4ever.xyz/la-servante-de-dieu-luisa-piccarreta
Mtumiki
wa Mulungu Luisa Piccarreta
Mtumiki
wa Mulungu Luisa Piccareta
"Mwana
wamkazi wa Chifuniro cha Mulungu"
1865-1947
Moyo
wa Luisa Piccareta
Kubadwa
Luisa
Piccarreta adabadwira m'banja losauka ku Corato pafupi ndi Bari
kumwera kwa Italy pa Epulo 23, 1865, Lamlungu pambuyo pa
Isitala. Pamwambo wa kusankhidwa kwa Mlongo Faustina Kowalska,
pa Epulo 30, 2000, Papa Yohane Paulo Wachiwiri adatchula mwalamulo
mu Mpingo, Lamlungu lino pambuyo pa Isitala, "Lamlungu la
Chifundo", malinga ndi zilakolako za Yesu zomwe adauza Mlongo
Faustina. Chifukwa chake Yesu adafuna kutsindika kuti Luisa
ndiye amene adasankhidwa ndi Mulungu kuyambira muyaya kuti
atibweretsere Mphatso iyi ya Chifuniro Chaumulungu, zipatso zabwino
kwambiri za Chifundo Chake Chaumulungu.
Banja
lake
Makolo
onse a Luisa anali ochokera ku Corato. Banjali linali ndi ana
aakazi asanu ndipo ankakhala ndi ulimi. Bambo ndi amayi ake
onse anamwalira mu March 1907, atasiyana masiku khumi. Luisa
panthawiyo anali ndi zaka 42. Luisa akufotokoza kuti makolo
ake anali angelo achiyero; anali osamala kwambiri kuti ana awo
asamve chilichonse. Bodza, chinyengo, bodza zinalibe malo
m’nyumba mwawo. Makolo ankayang’anira ana awo
ndipo sanawadziwitse aliyense, akumasunga banjalo pamodzi.
Chikondi
chansanje pa Yesu
Yesu,
m'chikondi chake chansanje, pambuyo pake adafotokozera Luisa, kuti
adamupatsa mantha akulu ndipo adamupatula kwa ena, osafuna kuti
chilichonse chimukhudze, kapena zinthu, kapena anthu. Yesu
anafuna kuti iye akhale mlendo ku chirichonse ndi aliyense ndi
kukondwera mwa Iye yekha.
Ubatizo
Luisa
anabatizidwa masana omwe anabadwa.
Mgonero
Woyamba, Chitsimikiziro
Ali
ndi zaka zisanu ndi zinayi, Luisa adapanga Mgonero Wake Woyamba ndi
Chitsimikizo chake Lamlungu pambuyo pa Isitala, chomwe ndi Mercy
Sunday. Kuyambira ali wamng'ono, adakulitsa chikondi
chachikulu pa Ukaristia ndipo ankakhala maola ambiri mu tchalitchi,
akugwada ndi osasunthika, okhudzidwa kwambiri, posinkhasinkha za
Sakramenti Lodala.
Liwu
la mkati mwa Yesu
Atangomaliza
Mgonero wake Woyamba, Luisa akuyamba kumva mawu a Yesu mkati mwa
moyo wake. Yesu anamuphunzitsa kusinkhasinkha pa Mtanda,
kumvera, Moyo Wake Wobisika ku Nazarete, makhalidwe abwino ndi
nkhani zina zambiri, kumuwongolera ndi kumuwongolera pamene anawona
kuti n’koyenera.
Chiwerengero
chonse
Pang’ono
ndi pang’ono, Yesu anamubweretsa iye kumalo otalikirana ndi
iye yekha ndi ku chirichonse. Kuyambira ali wamng’ono,
Yesu anamuphunzitsa kufunika kovomereza kuvutika ndi kupembedzera
ena.
Luisa
atonthoza Yesu
Luisa
ankakonda kulemekeza Mabala a Yesu ndipo ankafuna kuzunzika
chifukwa cha Iye. Anangokhalira kupsompsona Mabala Oyera a
mapazi Ake, a manja Ake, a Mmbali mwake ndipo Mabalawo
anazimiririka; m’njira imeneyi Yesu anam’patsa
mpumulo ndi chitonthozo chimene akanampatsa iye m’masautso
Ake.
Mwana
wamkazi wa Mariya
Ali
mwana, Luisa anali wamanyazi komanso wamantha, komanso wamoyo
komanso wansangala. Ali ndi zaka khumi ndi chimodzi,
adalandira "Mwana wa Maria". Pambuyo pake, Luisa
adzakhalabe wamng'ono mu msinkhu komanso wokhazikika nthawi zonse
ndi maso akuluakulu openya komanso owoneka bwino.
Kuwona
koyamba
Tsiku
lina, ali ndi zaka khumi ndi zitatu, Luisa anali kugwira ntchito
kunyumba kwinaku akusinkhasinkha za Kuvutika kwa
Yesu. Mwadzidzidzi, anaponderezedwa ndipo anapita pakhonde
pansanjika yachiwiri ya nyumbayo kuti akapume mpweya. Inali
ndiye pamene iye anali ndi masomphenya oyamba pamene iye
anayang'ana mu msewu; anaona khamu lalikulu la anthu ndipo,
pakati pa khamulo, Yesu atanyamula Mtanda wake mopweteka. Khamu
la anthu linamukankha ndi kumchitira chipongwe kuchokera kumbali
zonse . Yesu nayenso anali kupuma, ndipo nkhope
yake inali yodzaza ndi magazi, momvetsa chisoni.
"Ame,
ndithandizeni Ine!"
Mwadzidzidzi,
Yesu anamuyang’ana n’kunena kuti: “Moyo,
ndithandizeni.” Apa m’pamene mzimu wa Luisa
unadzazidwa ndi chifundo cha Yesu. Anabwerera kuchipinda chake
n’kuyamba kulira kwambiri. Kenako anauza Yesu kuti
ankafuna kumva zowawa zake kuti amuthandize chifukwa sikunali
koyenera kuti Yesu avutike kwambiri chifukwa chomukonda, wochimwa
wosauka komanso kuti sanavutikepo chifukwa cha chikondi chake.
Nkhondo
Yoopsa Yolimbana ndi Ziwanda
Kenako
anayamba zowawa zake zoyamba zakuthupi za Kuvutika kwa Yesu,
ngakhale zobisika. Kuyambira khumi ndi zitatu mpaka khumi ndi
zisanu ndi chimodzi, Luisa anamenya nkhondo yoopsa yolimbana ndi
ziwandazo, kulimbana ndi malingaliro awo oipa, kunyoza kwawo,
mayesero awo ... Luisa anakana molimba mtima kuukira
kwawo. Ngakhale kuti panali phokoso lochititsa mantha, iye
anatha kunyalanyaza mantha ake onse mwa kuyang’anitsitsa Yesu
monga mmene Namwali Mariya anam’phunzitsira.
Kuukira
Komaliza kwa Ziwanda
Ali
ndi thanzi lofooka, Luisa adakhala chilimwe pafamu yabanja
yotchedwa "Desperate Tower" yomwe ili pamtunda wa
makilomita makumi awiri mphambu zisanu ndi ziwiri kuchokera ku
Corato.
mawonekedwe
achiwiri
Kumeneko
ndi komwe Luisa adakumana ndi ziwanda zomaliza ali ndi zaka khumi
ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi. Kuukirako kunali koopsa kwambiri moti
anakomoka. Panthaŵiyo m’pamene anaona masomphenya
achiwiri a Yesu wozunzika amene anamuuza kuti: “Idza
ndi Ine ndipo udzipereke wekha kwa Ine. Bwerani pamaso pa
Chilungamo Chaumulungu ngati "wolangidwa" " chifukwa
cha machimo ochuluka omwe adamuchitira, kuti Atate wanga
akhululukidwe ndi kuti atembenuke kwa ochimwa".
Chosankha
Ndipo
Yesu anawonjezera kuti: "Muli ndi zisankho ziwiri:
Kuvutika koopsa kapena kuvutika pang'ono. Ngati mutakana
mawonekedwe okhwima, simudzatha kutenga nawo mbali mu chisomo
chomwe munachimenyera molimba mtima.Koma,
ngati muvomera, sindidzakusiyani nokha ndipo ndidzabwera kudzakhala
mwa inu kuti ndivutike ndi mkwiyo womwe anthu amandichitira
Ine. Ichi ndi chisomo chapadera kwambiri chomwe chimaperekedwa
kwa anthu ochepa chabe chifukwa ambiri amakhala osakonzekera kulowa
m’munda wa masautso. Kachiwiri, ndikukulolani kuti
mukweze ulemerero monga momwe mazunzo amalankhulira kwa inu,
kudzera mwa Ine. Ndipo pomaliza, ndikupatsani chithandizo,
chithandizo ndi chitonthozo cha Amayi anga Oyera Kwambiri, omwe
adapatsidwa mwayi wokupatsani zabwino zonse zofunika malinga ndi
kudzipereka kwanu komanso kuyanjana kwanu. ”
kukonza
wovulalayo
Kenako
Luisa adadzipereka mowolowa manja kwa Yesu ndi kwa Dona Wathu
Wachisoni, wokonzeka kugonjera chilichonse chomwe angafune kwa iye.
Korona
waminga
Patatha
masiku ochepa, Luisa analandira kwa Yesu chisoti chachifumu
chaminga chomwe chinamupweteka kwambiri, kumulepheretsa kudya ndi
kumeza chakudya chilichonse.
Kusadya
chakudya
Kuyambira
pamenepo, Luisa anakhala osadya konse mpaka imfa yake, akudzidyetsa
yekha ndi Ukaristia ndi Chifuniro Chaumulungu.
Mazunzo
Luisa
anapirira kusamvetsetsana ndi chizunzo chochuluka kuchokera kwa
achibale ake ndi ansembe ambiri.
Imfa
yowonekera
Chifukwa
chakuchulukirachulukira kwa Passion of Jesus, Luisa nthawi zambiri
amakomoka. Thupi lake linakhala lolimba, nthaŵi zina kwa
masiku angapo kufikira pamene wansembe anamubweretsa ku mkhalidwe
wake wa imfa.
kumvera
koyera
Ndi
mdalitso wa wansembe komanso m'dzina la Holy Obedience, Luisa
anazindikira.
Dominican
Tertiary
Ali
ndi zaka 18, Luisa anakhala Dominican Tertiary ndipo anatenga dzina
la Mlongo Madeleine.
kuvutika
kosalekeza
Ali
ndi zaka makumi awiri mphambu ziwiri, Yesu anati kwa iye:
“Wokondedwa wa Mtima Wanga, ngati ukuvomera kumva zowawa,
osati mopang’ono pomwe monga kale, koma mosalekeza,
ndidzalekerera anthu. Ndidzakuika pakati pa chilungamo Changa
ndi mphulupulu za anthu. Ndikachita, chilungamo Changa,
powatumizira masoka ochuluka, ndikupeza pakati, ndi inu amene
mudzakhudzidwa ndipo iwo adzapulumuka; Kupanda kutero,
sindingathe kuletsanso mkono wa Chilungamo cha Mulungu”.
Wakhala
chigonere kwa zaka zopitilira 64
Luisa
adavomera ndipo umu ndi momwe adagonera pabedi kwa moyo wake wonse,
zaka zopitilira makumi asanu ndi limodzi mphambu zinayi. Anali
mng’ono wake Angela, amene anakhalabe wosakwatiwa, amene
ankasamalira Luisa kwa moyo wake wonse.
Kusanza
mobwerezabwereza
Pa
nthawiyo, Luisa ankadyabe chakudya chaching'ono chomwe nthawi
yomweyo anasanza. Koma chodabwitsa, chakudyacho
chinawonekeranso chathunthu m’mbale ndipo chinali chokongola
kwambiri kuposa kale.
Zowawa
zauzimu zosaneneka
Luisa
adamvanso zowawa zauzimu zosaneneka, makamaka kusowa kwa Yesu komwe
adamva mopweteka.
Palibe
bedi kwa zaka 64
Wovomereza
wake wachisanu komanso womaliza, Don Benedetto Calvi,
akutsimikizira chodabwitsa china: "M'zaka makumi asanu ndi
limodzi mphambu zinayi zomwe anali chigonere, sanadwalepo chowawa".
ukwati
wachinsinsi
Luisa
sanakwatirepo. Ali ndi zaka makumi awiri ndi zitatu,
adalandira chisomo cha Mystical Marriage pa October 16, 1888.
Mkwatibwi wopachikidwa, Luisa sanakhale sisitere monga momwe
ankafunira, koma Yesu anamuuza kuti anali “mvirigo weniweni
wa Mtima Wake” .
Mphatso
ya Chifuniro Chaumulungu
Pa
September 8, 1889, miyezi khumi ndi umodzi pambuyo pake, Ukwati
umenewu unakonzedwanso Kumwamba pamaso pa Utatu Woyera
Koposa. Inali nthawi iyi pomwe Luisa adalandira Mphatso ya
Chifuniro Chaumulungu koyamba.
Ukwati
wa Mtanda
Atangokumana
ndi Luisa, Wodala Annibale Di Francia, womuvomereza modabwitsa
komanso wowerengera ntchito zake, analemba za iye kuti: " Ngakhale
alibe sayansi yamunthu , (Luisa samatha kuwerenga ndi
kulemba) adapatsidwa nzeru zambiri zakumwamba, komanso
nzeru zakumwamba. chidziwitso cha Oyera mtima. Kalankhulidwe
kake kamawala ndi kutonthoza; mwanzeru
mwachilengedwe, maphunziro omwe adachita ali wachinyamata
adangokhala chaka choyamba ”.
Yekha,
yobisika, yosadziwika
Mwa
mawonekedwe ake, ziyenera kudziwidwa kuti Luisa ankakonda
kuchenjera komanso kuchotsedwa ndipo anali ndi chidwi chofuna
kumvera.
Wodala
Annibale Di Francia akuwonjezera kuti : "Akufuna
kukhala yekha, wobisika, wosadziwika. Palibe chilichonse
padziko lapansi chomwe Luisa akadafuna kuti ubwenzi wake ndi Ambuye
Yesu ziululidwe poyera, makamaka m'moyo wake. Ngati Yesu
Mwiniwake sakanafuna. Nthaŵi zonse anasonyeza kumvera
kwakukulu, choyamba kwa Yesu ndiyeno kwa ovomereza machimo ake
amene Yesu mwiniyo anam’patsa. »Khalidwe
limeneli linamubweretsa iye m'nyengo zowawa pamene anamva kusamvana
pakati pa chibadwa chake ndi zofuna za utumiki wake, monga momwe
Yesu anafunira. Titha kunena kuti kwa zaka makumi anayi,
adadzichitira yekha nkhanza pamfundoyi, ndikugawana mazunzo a Yesu
kuti apulumutse miyoyo, kuwonetsa kuwolowa manja kwapadera, kopanda
umunthu, kosamvetsetseka. Ndizovuta kuganiza za kudziyiwala
kopitilira patsogolo kuposa kwa Luisa.
ovomereza
asanu
Kuyambira
ali wachinyamata komanso m'moyo wake wonse, Luisa adapatsidwa
maudindo asanu omwe adatchulidwa ndi ma Archbishop osiyanasiyana a
dayosizi yake ndipo adatsatana pafupi naye mpaka imfa yake. Don
Gennaro Di Gennaro, wansembe wa parishi ya Saint Joseph anali
wolapa wake wachitatu kuyambira L898 mpaka l922. Ndi iye amene
adamulamula, chifukwa cha kumvera kuti alembe m'kupita kwa masiku,
zonse zomwe zinali kuchitika pakati pa Yesu ndi iye. Tsiku
lililonse Misa inkachitikira m’chipinda cha Luisa, chomwe
chinali chapadera kwambiri panthawiyo. Anali Papa Pius X amene
anamupatsa chilolezo chimenechi. Makatani anakhala otsekedwa
mozungulira bedi lake kwa maola oposa awiri pambuyo pa Mgonero,
pamene ankachitira Chithokozo chake.
Imfa
ya Luisa
Luisa
adabwerera ku Nyumba ya Abambo ali ndi zaka 81, pa Marichi 4, 1947,
kutsatira chibayo chomwe chidatenga masiku khumi ndi asanu. Anali
matenda okhawo amene ankadwala kwa nthawi yaitali. Imfa yake
inadziwika ndi zochitika zodabwitsa. Chifukwa cha zinthu
zambiri zimene zinamuchitikira kunja kwa thupi moyo wake wonse,
madokotala anatenga masiku anayi kuti anene kuti wamwaliradi. Monga
mwa nthawi zonse Luisa anali atakhala mowongoka pabedi lake ndi
mitsamiro inayi kumbuyo kwake. Luisa sanatsamirepo izi
chifukwa samasowa tulo. Zinali zosatheka kulitalikitsa
ngakhale mothandizidwa ndi anthu angapo; msana wake wokha
unali wowuma. Choncho kunali koyenera kumanga manda apadera mu
mawonekedwe a "L". Mosiyana ndi kuuma mwachizolowezi
kwa thupi lake pamene ankayenda usiku ndi Yesu kupyola dziko
lapansi ndi zaka mazana ambiri, tsopano thupi lake linali lotha
kusintha. Madokotala ankatha kusuntha mutu wake mbali zonse
popanda kuchita khama, kukweza manja ake, kupindika manja ake ndi
kusunga zala zake kuti zitheke. Anakweza zikope zake n’kuona
kuti maso ake anali owala komanso opanda mitambo. Luisa
ankawoneka kuti akadali moyo kapena akugona. Atamuyeza
kambirimbiri, madokotala ananena kuti wamwalira. Anakhala
motero kwa masiku anayi pa bedi lake la imfa popanda chizindikiro
chilichonse cha kuwola, ngakhale kuti mtembo wake sunaumizidwe
mwanjira iriyonse. tsopano thupi lake linali lotha
kusinthasintha. Madokotala ankatha kusuntha mutu wake mbali
zonse popanda kuchita khama, kukweza manja ake, kupindika manja ake
ndi kusunga zala zake kuti zitheke. Iwo anakweza zikope zake
n’kuona kuti maso ake anali owala komanso opanda
mitambo. Luisa ankawoneka kuti akadali moyo kapena
akugona. Atamuyeza kambirimbiri, madokotala ananena kuti
wamwalira. Anakhala motero kwa masiku anayi pabedi lake la
imfa popanda chizindikiro chilichonse cha kuwola, ngakhale kuti
mtembo wake sunaumizidwe mwanjira iriyonse. tsopano thupi lake
linali lotha kusinthasintha. Madokotala ankatha kusuntha mutu
wake mbali zonse popanda kuchita khama, kukweza manja ake,
kupindika manja ake ndi kusunga zala zake kuti zitheke. Iwo
anakweza zikope zake n’kuona kuti maso ake anali owala
komanso opanda mitambo. Luisa ankawoneka kuti akadali moyo
kapena akugona. Atamuyeza kambirimbiri, madokotala ananena
kuti wamwalira. Anakhala motero kwa masiku anayi pa bedi lake
la imfa popanda chizindikiro chilichonse cha kuwola, ngakhale kuti
mtembo wake sunaumizidwe mwanjira iriyonse. Anakweza zikope
zake n’kuona kuti maso ake anali owala komanso opanda
mitambo. Luisa ankawoneka kuti akadali moyo kapena
akugona. Atamuyeza kambirimbiri, madokotala ananena kuti
wamwalira. Anakhala motero kwa masiku anayi pa bedi lake la
imfa popanda chizindikiro chilichonse cha kuwola, ngakhale kuti
mtembo wake sunaumizidwe mwanjira iriyonse. Anakweza zikope
zake n’kuona kuti maso ake anali owala komanso opanda
mitambo. Luisa ankawoneka kuti akadali moyo kapena
akugona. Atamuyeza kambirimbiri, madokotala ananena kuti
wamwalira. Anakhala motero kwa masiku anayi pa bedi lake la
imfa popanda chizindikiro chilichonse cha kuwola, ngakhale kuti
mtembo wake sunaumizidwe mwanjira iriyonse.Titha kuwonjezera
zina zambiri zodabwitsa zomwe zimadziwika ndi moyo wa Luisa
Piccarreta komanso zomwe zimatsimikizira bwino zachisomo chapadera
chomwe adalandira kuti akwaniritse ntchito yake yapadera komanso
yapadera, yopambana kumvetsetsa kwaumunthu.
Fiat!
Mbiri
yakale ya zolemba za Luisa Piccareta
Don
Gennaro Di Gennaro, wovomereza wachitatu wa Luisa Piccarreta,
adakhalabe muutumiki wake kwa zaka makumi awiri ndi zinayi. Poona
zodabwitsa za Ambuye pa moyo wake, adalamula Luisa kuti alembe
zonse zomwe chisomo cha Mulungu chikuchita mwa iye. Zifukwa
zonse zothawira udindo wolemba izi zinali zopanda pake kwa
Luisa; ngakhale kulephera kwake kulemba sikunali chifukwa
chokwanira chomulepheretsa kulemba. Choncho pa February 28,
1899, Luisa anayamba kulemba buku lake. Buku lomalizira
linamalizidwa pa December 28, 1938, pamene woulula wake wachisanu
ndi womalizira, Don Benedetto Calvi anamulamula kuti asiye
kulemba. Kwa zaka makumi anayi, Luisa adalemba mabuku makumi
atatu ndi asanu ndi limodzi omwe amapanga buku lake lolemba mbiri
yakale,
"Ufumu
wa Fiat pakati pa zolengedwa, Bukhu la Kumwamba"
Ndipo,
Yesu adawonjezeranso mutu waung'ono pouza wovomereza wodabwitsa wa
Luisa, Wodala Annibale Di Francia: " Mwana
wanga, mutu womwe udzapereke ku buku lomwe udzakhala utasindikiza
lonena za Chifuniro Changa cha Umulungu udzakhala: "Kukumbukira
zolengedwa ku dongosolo. , udindo ndi cholinga chimene Mulungu
anawalengera.” »
Mabuku
makumi atatu ndi asanu ndi limodzi awa akupanga chiphunzitso chonse
cha Chifuniro Chaumulungu, kutiululira za moyo wamkati wa Yesu mu
Umunthu Wake, cholinga cha chilengedwe, udindo wa Chiombolo,
kubwerera kwa munthu ku chikhalidwe chake choyambirira ndi chikondi
chosatha cha Mulungu. kwa zolengedwa zake… Zolemba izi
zikupanga makatekesi owona achinsinsi ndi okhazikika mogwirizana
ndi Magisterium of the Church. Ziphunzitso zimenezi
zimafotokoza ndi kumveketsa bwino nkhani za Mauthenga Abwino
popanda kusintha tanthauzo lake lalikulu. Mzati wapakati umene
akukhazikikapo ndi “ Atate Wathu …
Ufumu Wanu udze, Kufuna kwanu kuchitidwe, monga
Kumwamba chomwecho pansi pano” monga momwe Yesu
anaphunzitsira.Voliyumu yoyamba
imafotokoza za moyo wa Luisa mpaka nthawi yomwe adalandira lamulo
loti alembe. Idawonjezeredwa mu 1926 ndi " Zolemba
za kukumbukira ubwana wake. Kuphatikiza apo, Luisa
adalemba mapemphero ambiri, ma novenas malinga ndi chiphunzitso
chomwe adalandira kuchokera kwa Yesu kuti atiphunzitse kupemphera
mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu, kutanthauza kuti polola Yesu kupemphera
mwa ife monga momwe adachitira mu Umunthu Wake. Pempho la
Wodala Annibale Di Francia cha m'ma 1913 kapena 1914,
adalemba " Hours of the Passion "pomwe
adawonjezerapo malingaliro othandiza zaka zingapo pambuyo
pake. Maola amenewa anasindikizidwa koyamba mu 1915. Panali
makope asanu ndi limodzi ofalitsidwa m’Chitaliyana amene
analandira Imprimatur. Luisa adalembanso zosinkhasinkha makumi
atatu ndi chimodzi za mwezi wa Meyi ndi mutu wakuti: " Namwali
Mariya mu Ufumu wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu " . Anamaliza
kusinkhasinkha zimenezi pa May 6, 1930. Ntchito imeneyi inaonekera
m’Chitaliyana pansi pa mutu wakuti: " La Regina
Del Cielo Nel Regne Della Divina Volontà: Meditazioni da
farsi, nel mese di maggio. per la Casa della Divina Volontà."Luisa
adalembanso makalata angapo ndipo adasunga, makamaka m'zaka
zomaliza za moyo wake, makalata ofunikira ndi anthu opembedza omwe
adapezerapo mwayi pa upangiri wake ndi zowunikira zomwe adalandira
kuchokera kwa Yesu kuti aphunzire momwe angakhalire ndikupemphera
mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu. Mu 1926, mavoliyumu khumi ndi asanu
ndi anayi oyambirira (zolemba zokha zomwe zinalipo panthawiyo)
adalandira Imprimatur kuchokera kwa Archbishop Mgr. Guiseppe
Leo ndi "Nihil Obstat" wa Wodala Annibale Di Francia,
Ecclesiastical Censor wosankhidwa ndi Archbishop wa Trani; m’mawu
ena, zolembedwazo zimaonedwa ndi Tchalitchi kukhala opanda cholakwa
chokhudza chikhulupiriro ndi makhalidwe monga momwe amamasulira ndi
Tchalitchi cha Katolika. Luisa atamwalira pa Marichi 4, 1947,
iye Zaka 20 zinadutsa pamene zolemba zake sizinasangalatse
kwenikweni ndipo zinasungidwa. Komabe, mboni zimene
zinam’dziŵa bwino ndi zimene zinakhudzidwa mtima ndi
zolembedwazo, sizinataye mtima wawo. Iwo anachitira umboni
motsimikiza mmene moyo wawo unasinthidwira ndi zolembedwa ndi moyo
wachitsanzo wa Luisa. Chidwi chatsopano chinayamba kuonekera
chakumapeto kwa zaka za m’ma 1960. Ngakhale Blessed Annibale
Di Francia, woyambitsa Rogationist Fathers of the Sacred Heart and
the Daughters of Divine Zeal, ankafuna kufalitsa mavoliyumu khumi
ndi asanu ndi anayi oyambirira a buku la " anadziŵa
bwino lomwe ndipo anakhudzidwa mtima ndi zolembazo, sanataye mtima
wawo. Iwo anachitira umboni motsimikiza mmene moyo wawo
unasinthidwira ndi zolembedwa ndi moyo wachitsanzo wa Luisa. Chidwi
chatsopano chinayamba kuonekera chakumapeto kwa zaka za m’ma
1960. Ngakhale Blessed Annibale Di Francia, woyambitsa Rogationist
Fathers of the Sacred Heart and the Daughters of Divine Zeal,
ankafuna kufalitsa mavoliyumu khumi ndi asanu ndi anayi oyambirira
a buku la " anadziŵa bwino lomwe ndipo anakhudzidwa
mtima ndi zolembazo, sanataye mtima wawo. Iwo anachitira
umboni motsimikiza mmene moyo wawo unasinthidwira ndi zolembedwa
ndi moyo wachitsanzo wa Luisa. Chidwi chatsopano chinayamba
kuonekera chakumapeto kwa zaka za m’ma 1960. Ngakhale Blessed
Annibale Di Francia, woyambitsa Rogationist Fathers of the Sacred
Heart and the Daughters of Divine Zeal, ankafuna kufalitsa
mavoliyumu khumi ndi asanu ndi anayi oyambirira a buku la "Bukhu
la Kumwamba(yolembedwa ku United States ndi a Thomas Fahy,
Purezidenti wa Divine Will Center ku Jacksonville, Florida),
adalandira chofanana ndi cholembedwa chochokera kwa Msgr. Guiseppe
Carata (Trani, Italy). Mu January 1996, Kadinala Ratzinger
anatulutsa mavoliyumu makumi atatu ndi anayi a "Bukhu la
Kumwambaaliyense akhoza kuwapulumutsa ndi chikumbumtima
choyera ndi kukhalabe pamtendere. Mulungu alandire Ulemelero
wonse wa Iye, umene anafuna kuulandira kuchokera ku Zolengedwa Zake
zonse, phunziro lomwe lavumbulutsidwa kwa ife mopambana mu "Book
of Heaven" . Pambuyo pa International
Congress of Corato mu Okutobala 2002, Postulation for the Cause of
Beatification of Luisa idapanga komiti yothandizira pa Cholinga,
makamaka ndi cholinga chothandizira Postulation kupanga mtundu
wovomerezeka ndikuvomereza zolemba za Luisa. m’Chingerezi ndi
Chisipanishi komanso kutulutsa zofotokozera zamaphunziro
azaumulungu m’zilankhulo ziwirizi komanso m’Chitaliyana.”
Komiti yapaderayi yomwe ili ndi udindo waukulu kwambiri
ikuphatikizapo Bambo Pablo Martin, Bambo Carlos Massieu, Marianela
Perez, Alejandra Acuña (mu Baibulo la Chispanya). ), Bambo
Stephen Patton (katswiri wa zaumulungu), Bambo Thomas Fahy
(m’Baibulo lachingelezi) Ntchito yaikulu imeneyi ikuchitika
panopa.
Chitsime: http://spiritualitechretienne.blog4ever.xyz/la-servante-de-dieu-luisa-piccarreta-suite
Mtumiki
wa Mulungu Luisa Piccarreta, anapitiriza
Wantchito wa
Mulungu Luisa Piccarreta, kupitiliza ndi kutha
Chifukwa
cha Kumenyedwa kwa Luisa
Kale
m'moyo wake Luisa ankadziwika kuti "La Santa". Zaka
zingapo asanamwalire, Wodala Annibale Di Francia analemba mawu
okoma a Luisa: “ Zikuoneka
kuti Ambuye wathu Yesu Khristu, Iye amene amachulutsa kwambiri
zodabwitsa za Chikondi chake ankafuna kupangidwa mwa namwali
ameneyu (amene ananena kuti ' anali wamng'ono kwambiri padziko
lapansi pano, wopanda maphunziro aliwonse), chida choyenera
kukwaniritsa ntchito yapadera kwambiri komanso yapamwamba kwambiri
kotero kuti singafanane ndi ina iliyonse, yomwe ndi Ufumu wa
Chifuniro Chaumulungu padziko lapansi monga momwe ulili.
kumwamba. »
Ndi
Yesu Mwiniwake amene anatsimikizira ndi Mawu awa: "Ntchito
yanu ndi yaikulu, chifukwa si funso la chiyero chanu chokha, koma
kukumbatira aliyense ndi chirichonse kuti afutukule Ufumu wa
Chifuniro Changa ku mibadwomibadwo." Chifukwa
chake Luisa anali woyamba kubadwa wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu,
mtsogoleri wa "m'badwo wachiwiri wa ana a Kuwala: ana aamuna
ndi aakazi a Chifuniro Chaumulungu", mbuye wamkulu kwambiri wa
sayansi alipo: Chifuniro Chaumulungu, mlembi. ndi mlembi wa
Yesu. Iye yekha anasaina makalata ake: " Msungwana
wamng'ono wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu",
mutu umene unalembedwa pamanda ake mu Parishi ya Santa Maria Grecia
ku Corato. Ntchito ya Luisa padziko lapansi nthawi zonse inali
pansi pa Tchalitchi chovomerezeka. Maumboni ambiri odalirika
aperekedwa okhudza Luisa. anthu awa achipembedzo ndi ansembe,
akatswiri azaumulungu, mapulofesa, ma Episkopi ndi Makadinala
amtsogolo ngakhalenso Odala tawatchula kale Atate Annibale Di
Francia.
Maliro
Pa
Marichi 7, 1947, patatha masiku atatu atamwalira, thupi lake lakufa
lidawonekera kwa masiku ena anayi kuti alemekezedwe ndi anthu
zikwizikwi ochokera padziko lonse lapansi kudzapereka ulemu wawo
womaliza kwa Luisa "La Santa", Her. maliro anali
chipambano chenicheni; Atsogoleri onse achipembedzo ndi
achipembedzo anatsagana ndi mtembo wake kupita ku tchalitchi
chachikulu komwe kunali mwambo wa maliro. Madzulo Luisa
anaikidwa m'manda m'nyumba yachifumu ya banja lolemekezeka la
Calvi. Pa July 3, 1963 thupi lake linasamutsidwira ku
Tchalitchi cha Santa Maria Grecia ku Corato.
Association
Luisa Piccarreta
Mu
1980, Archbishop Giuseppe Carata ndi Mlongo Assunta Marigliano
adayambitsa bungwe la Luisa Piccarreta ku Corato, Italy ndi Likulu
mu nyumba yomwe Luisa adakhalako nthawi yayitali ya moyo
wake. Archbishop adalemba pafupipafupi ndikuyenda maulendo
angapo ku Vatican kukadandaulira zomwe zidalembedwa komanso za
Luisa. Wolowa m’malo mwake, Archbishop Carmelo
Cassati, yemwe anakhala woyang’anira Archdayosizi kumene
Luisa ankakhala, anapitiriza zoyesayesa zimenezi ku Rome komanso mu
dayosizi yake.
chaka
chopatulika
Mu
1993, pa phwando la Kristu Mfumu, adakhazikitsa chaka chopatulika
cha mapemphero a kubwera kwa Ufumu wa Chifuniro
Chaumulungu. Pamwambowu mwambo wa Misa unachitika mu
tchalitchi cha Association chomwe chili pansanjika yoyamba ya
Likulu Lapadziko Lonse pafupi ndi Center of Corato.
Kutsegula
Chifukwa Chakumenyedwa
Pa
March 28, 1994, Mpingo, pambuyo pa misonkhano yapamwamba, inalamula
Kadinala Felici, Mtsogoleri wa Mpingo Wopatulika wa Zoyambitsa za
Oyera Mtima, kutumiza kalata yovomerezeka kwa Wolemekezeka Bishopu
Carmelo Cassatio wonena kuti, ku Roma. , panalibe cholepheretsa
kutsegulidwa kwa Chifukwa cha Kumenyedwa kwa Luisa Piccarreta
kotero kuti ayambe ndondomekoyi. Mu May 1994, potsatira
ndondomeko yofunikira, bungwe la Luisa Piccarreta Association ndi
siginecha ya Sr. Assunta Marigliano inapempha Archbishop Carmelo
Cassatio kuti ayambe chifukwa cha kumenyedwa kwa Luisa. Woyimilira
ndi wotsatila pa Cholingacho adasankhidwa kuti apange bungwe
lovomerezeka pansi pa ulamuliro wa mpingo. Ndemanga
za Archbishop okhudza Luisa adawonetsa kuti adazunzidwa ndi
Chikondi, wozunzidwa ndi Obedience ndi nkhawa yokha ya Ulamuliro wa
Chifuniro Chaumulungu. Wolemba nkhani, Msgr. Felice Posa
ndi loya wovomerezeka wa Canon Law mdera la Canon Law. Alendo
ochokera m’mayiko angapo anapezeka pa mwambo wa Misa
Yotsegulira komanso kukhazikitsidwa kwa Khoti Loona za Ufulu wa
Anthu. Pafupifupi anthu makumi asanu ndi limodzi ochokera ku
United States, awiri ochokera ku Costa Rica, ena ochokera ku
Mexico, Ecuador, Spain, Italy ndi Japan adapezekapo pa Misa iyi
yotsegulira chifukwa, komanso ansembe angapo odziwa bwino za uzimu
wa Mphatso yaumulungu. Chifuniro. Onani pakati pawo kupezeka
kwa Abambo John Brown, Carlos Masseu, Thomas Celso ndi Michaël
Adams komanso anthu ena amene ankadziwana ndi Luisa ali ndi
moyo. Mpingo unali wodzaza kwathunthu.Pa November 20,
1994, kunachitika Misa mu mpingo wakale wa Corato paphwando la
Khristu Mfumu.
bwalo
lamilandu
Archbishop
Carmelo Cassatio, pamutu wa Tribunal, adalumbirira ndikuyika
mamembala asanu ndi limodzi a Tribunal: Archbishop Cassatio,
Msgr. Felice Posa, Msgr. Pietro Ciraselli, Padre G.
Bernardino Bucci, Bambo John Brown ndi Bambo Cataldo Lurillo. Mu
Marichi 1997, pa tsiku lokumbukira zaka makumi asanu kumwalira kwa
Luisa, zidalengezedwa poyera kuti Khoti loyang'anira Luisa's Cause
lidatsimikiza kuti adakhala ndi moyo wabwino komanso kuti zomwe
adakumana nazo zinali zowona. Pa February 2, 1998,
Msgr. Carmelo Cassatio adakhazikitsa Komiti ya Diocesan
"Mtumiki wa Ambuye Luisa Piccarretta" ndi Ofesi ya
Dayosizi Yomwe idayambitsa Kumenyedwa kwa mtumiki wa Ambuye Luisa
Piccarreta yemwe ntchito zake zafotokozedwa m'malamulo oyenera
komanso zomwe zathandizira kupititsa patsogolo Chifukwa cha
Beatification ndi Baibulo Lovomerezeka la zolemba za Luisa
Piccarreta. Komiti ya Dayosiziyi idathetsedwa pomwe Njira
Yoyimbira Yesu idatsekedwa mu dayosizi.
Kusamutsa
Chifukwa Chomwe Adalitsidwa ku Roma
Kuchokera
pa Okutobala 27 mpaka 29, 2005, 3rd International Congress on the
Divine Will idachitika ku Corato, pomwe Chifukwa cha Kumenyedwa kwa
Luisa Piccarreta chidatsekedwa pamlingo wa Archdiocese ya
Trani-Barletta-Bisceglie ndikusamutsa kwake. Chifukwa cha
Kuyeretsedwa kwa Roma. Pamsonkhanowu, Meya wa tawuni ya Corato
adachita mwambo wosintha dzina la msewu womwe Luisa amakhala moyo
wake wonse. Dzina la msewu umene poyamba unali ndi dzina la
"Via N. Suaro" linasinthidwa kukhala: "Via Luisa
Piccarreta, Serva de Dio (Mtumiki wa Mulungu)". Mwambo
wotsekera udachitikira ku Mayi Church of Corato komwe Luisa
adabatizidwa Lamlungu, Epulo 23, 1865. Archbishop Pichierri
ndiye anali wokondwerera mwambo wa Misa Yachikhulupiriro pambuyo
pake anatsogolera ntchito yosindikiza zidindo pamabokosi amatabwa
omwe anali ndi zikalata zonena za Chifukwa cha Kumenyedwa ndi
zolemba za Luisa zomwe zidatumizidwa ku Roma. Patangotha
masiku ochepa, atafika ku Roma kwa
mabokosi osindikizidwawa, wolembera watsopano wa Chifukwa
Chomenyedwa adasankhidwa. Ndi Mayi Silvia Monica Corrales,
wobadwira ku Argentina. Palibenso bwalo lamilandu la Chifukwa
cha Luisa mu Diocese yake. Chilichonse chokhudza Chifukwa
Chomwe Luisa Adalitsike tsopano chikugwera pansi pa Roma ndipo
Chifukwa chake chili m'manja mwa Mulungu yemwe amafuna kuposa
chilichonse kuti Ufumu wa Chifuniro Chake Chaumulungu udzalamulire
padziko lapansi monga Kumwamba monga momwe zidalili m'munda wa
Edeni. Tiyeni tipemphere molimbika komanso mopirira
pakuyeretsedwa kwa Luisa, komwe kukatsegula zitseko za Tchalitchi
kuti Mphatso iyi ya Moyo mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu izindikirike
ndikuphunzitsidwa mkati mwa Tchalitchi chomwe ndi azibusa ake
ndikufulumizitsa kubwera kwa izi. Ufumu wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu
padziko lapansi, Ufumu wa Mtendere, Nzeru, Kuwala ndi Umodzi.
Thandizo
lochokera kwa Luisa
Chiyambireni
kutsegulidwa kwa Chifukwa Chake Chomenyedwa, Luisa wapereka
zizindikiro zonse za chithandizo chake padziko lapansi. Zozizwitsa
zingapo zanenedwa kuti zidachitika chifukwa cha kupembedzera kwake
m'maiko angapo ndipo zaperekedwa ku Tribunal kuti
zifufuzidwe. Kusankhidwa kwamapemphero oti mupange novena ku
Luisa Piccarreta kuti mupeze chisomo akuphatikizidwa
pansipa. Pazokomera zilizonse zopezedwa ndi Luisa, chonde
dziwitsani a Association Franco-Canadienne Luisa Piccarreta omwe
zambiri zawo zalembedwa pamutuwu: Association Franco-Canadienne
Luisa Piccarreta.
Apemphedwa
ndi omwe amayang'anira Bungwe la Cause ku Rome kuti asalembe
makalata ku Vatican kuti asonyeze kuti mukuchirikiza Cholinga cha
Kumenyedwa kwa Luisa. Kalata iliyonse ingochedwetsa ntchito ya
Cause of Batthing ndipo idzakhala yopanda mphamvu ku Vatican
chifukwa Vatican ili ndi mfundo zakezake ndi ndondomeko zake zomwe
zakhazikitsidwa kale komanso zosasinthika komanso mwaulemu omwe ali
ndi udindo ayenera kuyankha makalata onsewa omwe amachotsa mtengo
wapatali. nthawi yopititsa patsogolo Cholinga. Njira yokhayo
imene mpingo umaweruzira kuyenera kwa munthu wofuna chiyero ndi
imene imatchula awiriwo “Ine”. “Ine”
woyamba ndi kutsanzira Yesu Khristu ndipo “Ine”
wachiwiri ndi kupembedzera. Izi zikutanthauza kuti Mpingo
umayang'ana umboni wa kupembedzera kwamphamvu kwa mzimu uwu pambuyo
pa imfa yake. Njira zina monga stigmata, bilocation, kuwerenga
m'miyoyo ndi zochitika zina zachinsinsi siziri gawo la muyeso wa
chiyero.
Maulendo
achipembedzo
Anthu
ochulukirachulukira amabwera kudzacheza ku Likulu la Luisa
Piccarreta Association, lomwe lili m'nyumba yomwe Luisa amakhala
komanso komwe Fiat yachitatu ya Mulungu, Fiat of Sanctification,
idayambira padziko lapansi.
Pempherani
kuti mulandire chisomo ndikupempha Kuyeretsedwa kwa
Luisa
Piccarreta
O
Mtima Wopatulika wa Yesu wanga, amene mwasankha wantchito wanu
wodzichepetsa Luisa ngati mthenga waufumu wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu
komanso ngati mngelo wobwezera zolakwa zosawerengeka zomwe
zimasautsa Mtima wanu Waumulungu, ndikupemphani modzichepetsa kuti
mundipatse chisomo chomwe ndikupempha Chifundo kudzera mu
kupembedzera kwake, kuti akalemekezedwe pa dziko lapansi monga
mwamulipira kale Kumwamba, Amen.
Atate,
Tikuoneni, Ulemerero
O
Mtima Waumulungu wa Yesu wanga, amene munapatsa wantchito wanu
wodzichepetsa Luisa, wozunzidwa ndi Chikondi Chanu, mphamvu
zozunzika m'moyo wake wonse zowawa za Chisoni chanu chowawa,
onetsetsani kuti, chifukwa cha ulemerero wanu waukulu, posachedwapa
muwalitse pamphumi pake. odala. Ndipo, kupyolera mu
kupembedzera kwake, ndipatseni chisomo chimene ndikupemphani
modzichepetsa.
Atate,
Tikuoneni, Ulemerero
O
Mtima Wachifundo wa Yesu wanga yemwe, chifukwa cha chipulumutso ndi
kuyeretsedwa kwa miyoyo yambiri, mudakhalabe padziko lapansi kwa
zaka zambiri mtumiki wanu wodzichepetsa Luisa, Msungwana Wamng'ono
wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu, imvani pemphero langa: kuti alemekezedwe
posachedwa. ndi Mpingo wanu Woyera ndipo, kudzera mu kupembedzera
kwake, ndipatseni chisomo chimene ndikupemphani modzichepetsa.
Atate,
Tikuoneni, Ulemerero.
O
Utatu Woyera Koposa, Ambuye wathu Yesu Kristu watiphunzitsa kuti
tikamapemphera tiyenera kupempha kuti dzina la Atate wathu
wakumwamba lilemekezedwe nthawi zonse, kuti Kufuna kwake kuchitidwe
padziko lapansi komanso kuti Ufumu wake ubwere pakati
pathu. M'chikhumbo chathu chachikulu chodziwitsa za Ufumu wake
wa Chikondi, Chilungamo ndi Mtendere, tikukupemphani modzichepetsa
kuti mulemekeze mtumiki wanu Luisa, Msungwana Wamng'ono wa
Chifuniro Chaumulungu yemwe, mwa mapemphero ake osalekeza ndi
zowawa zake zazikulu, adapembedzera molimba mtima chipulumutso cha
miyoyo. ndi kudza kwa Ufumu wa Mulungu m’dziko lino
lapansi. Potsatira chitsanzo chake, tikupemphera kwa inu,
Atate, Mwana ndi Mzimu Woyera, kuti mutithandize mokondwera
kukumbatira mitanda yathu pa dziko lapansi kotero kuti
ifenso, tinalemekeza Dzina la Atate wathu wakumwamba ndi
kulowa mu Ufumu wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu. Amene.
Atate,
Tikuoneni, Ulemerero.
Nulla
osta yosindikiza, Trani, November 27, 1948
Fr. Reginaldo
ADDAZI OP Archbishop
Mawu
otengedwa patsamba la webusayiti www.luisapiccarreta.ca
Yohane
Paulo Wachiwiri anali atalengeza za kutumizidwa kwa Chiyero mu
Chifuniro Chaumulungu mu nthawi yathu
Chitsime: http://w2.vatican.va/content/john-paul-ii/en/letters/1997/documents/hf_jp-ii_let_19970516_rogazionisti.html
Mulungu
mwiniyo anakonza zoti abweretse chiyero “chatsopano ndi
chaumulungu” chimenechi chimene Mzimu Woyera akufuna kuti
alemeretse Akhristu kumayambiriro kwa zaka chikwi chachitatu, kuti
“apange Khristu kukhala mtima wa dziko lapansi”.
Kutulutsa
kuchokera ku § 6 ya uthenga wopita kwa Abambo a
Rogationist pamwambo wazaka zana loyamba la maziko a Mpingo wa
Rogationist Fathers of the Heart of Jesus (1897-1997)
Chitsime: http://sainterosedelima.com/le-royaume-de-la-divine-volonte/#benoit-xvi-et-la-volonte-de-dieu
Benedict
XVI ndi Chifuniro cha Mulungu
“Ubwenzi
si chidziwitso chokha, koma koposa zonse mgonero wa
chifuniro. Zimatanthawuza kuti chifuniro changa chikukula ku
"inde" cholowa nawo. Kufuna Kwake, kwenikweni, sikuli
kwa ine chifuniro chakunja ndi chachilendo, chimene ndimagonjera
mofunitsitsa kapena mocheperapo, kapena chimene sindikugonjera. Ayi,
muubwenzi, kukula kwanga kudzalumikizana ndi iye,
chifuniro chake chidzakhala changa ndipo motero, ndidzakhala ndekha ”
(BENEDICT XVI June 29, 2011 ) chitani chinthu chimodzi
chokha ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu ” (Yesu waku
Nazarete).
“ Pali
mawu achitatu m’pemphero la Yesu ndipo ndi awa amene ali
otsimikiza mtima, pamene munthu adzatsatira mokwanira chifuniro cha
Mulungu. Ndipotu Yesu anamaliza ndi kunena mwamphamvu kuti:
“Koma si chimene ndifuna Ine, koma chimene mufuna inu; (Mk
14, 36c). Mu umodzi wa umunthu waumulungu wa Mwana,
umunthu umapeza kukwaniritsidwa kwake kokwanira mu kundisiya
kotheratu kwa Ine kwa Inu kwa Atate, wotchedwa Abba. Woyera
Maximus the Confessor amatsimikizira kuti kuyambira pomwe mwamuna ndi
mkazi adalengedwa, chifuniro chaumunthu chimayendetsedwa ndi
chifuniro chaumulungu ndipo ziri ndendende mu "inde" kwa
Mulungu kuti chifuniro cha munthu chimakhala chaufulu ndikupeza
kukwaniritsidwa kwake. Tsoka ilo, chifukwa cha uchimo, “inde”
uyu kwa Mulungu anasanduka chitsutso: Adamu ndi Hava anaganiza kuti
“ayi” kwa Mulungu ndi nsonga yaufulu, yotanthauza kukhala
mwini wake wonse. Yesu pa Phiri la Azitona akubwezeretsa chifuno
cha anthu ku “inde” wokwanira kwa Mulungu; mwa Iye
chifuniro chachibadwidwe chaphatikizidwa mokwanira mu kayendetsedwe
koperekedwa kwa icho ndi Munthu Waumulungu. Yesu amakhala moyo
wake molingana ndi phata la Umunthu wake: chenicheni cha kukhala
Mwana wa Mulungu. Chifuniro chake chaumunthu chimakokedwera mwa
Mwanayo, amene wadzipereka kotheratu kwa Atate. Potero, Yesu
akutiuza ife kuti kuli kokha m’kugwirizanitsa chifuniro chake
ndi cha Mulungu pamene munthu amafika pa utali wake weniweni,
amakhala “waumulungu”; kuli kokha mwa kutuluka mwa
iye, kuli kokha mu “inde” kwa Mulungu m’mene
chikhumbo cha Adamu, cha tonsefe, chimazindikiridwa, cha kukhala
aufulu kotheratu. Izi ndi zimene Yesu amakwaniritsa mu
Getsemane: mwa kusamutsira chifuniro chaumunthu m’chifuniro
chaumulungu, munthu woona amabadwa, ndipo timaomboledwa. (Omvera
Onse pa February 1, 2012).
Chifuniro
Chaumulungu mu Liturgy of the Holy Church
Titha
kuwerenga m'pemphero la ma vespers Loweruka la sabata yoyamba ya
Advent, (sabata I la psalter), pa Disembala 7, 2019, tsiku lomwe
timakondwerera Saint Ambrose, bishopu ndi dotolo wa Tchalitchi:
“Ambuye
Wamphamvuyonse ndi wachifundo, musalole kudera nkhawa ntchito zathu
zapano kulepheretsa ulendo wathu wokumana ndi Mwana wanu; koma
mudzutse mwa ife luntha la mtima lomwe litikonzekeretsa kuulandira
ndi kutilowetsa m’moyo wake womwe ” .
Kudzipatulira
ku Chifuniro Chaumulungu cha Luisa
“O,
Chifuniro chokoma ndi Chaumulungu, ndili pano pamaso pa ukulu wa
Kuwala kwanu. Mulole Ubwino wanu wamuyaya unditsegulire zitseko
ndi kundilowetsa mwa Inu kuti ndikhale moyo wanga kumeneko. O
Chifuniro chokongola, ndikugwada pamaso pa Kuwala kwanu, ine,
womaliza wa zolengedwa zonse, kuti Mundiike nokha m'kagulu kakang'ono
ka ana aakazi ndi ana aamuna a Fiat yanu yayikulu.
Inu
Chifuniro Cha Mulungu, gwadirani mwachabechabe changa, ndikupempha
Zounikira zanu ndikupemphani kuti mundibatize mwa Inu ndi
kundichotsera chilichonse chomwe sichili Chanu. Mudzakhala moyo
wanga, pakati pa luntha langa, chisangalalo cha mtima wanga ndi
umunthu wanga wonse.
Sindikufunanso
kuti chifuniro cha munthu chikhale mu mtima mwanga. Ndidzaukana
kutali ndi ine ndipo motero ndimange mwa ine Paradaiso watsopano wa
mtendere, chimwemwe ndi chikondi. Kumeneko ndidzakhala
wosangalala nthawi zonse. Ndidzakhala ndi mphamvu imodzi ndi
chiyero chimene chidzayeretsa zinthu zonse ndi kuzibweretsa kwa Inu.
Kugwada
pamaso Panu, O Chifuniro Chaumulungu, ndikupempha thandizo la Utatu
Woyera kwambiri kuti ndikhale m'chipinda chanu cha Chikondi ndi kuti
dongosolo loyamba la chilengedwe libwezeretsedwe mwa ine, monga
poyamba, O Amayi a Kumwamba, Mfumukazi ya Kingdom of the Divine Fiat,
gwira dzanja langa ndikundiwonetsa Kuwala kwa Chifuniro
Chaumulungu. Amayi anga achifundo kwambiri, mudzakhala
wonditsogolera ndipo mudzandiphunzitsa momwe ndingakhalire mu
Chifuniro ichi, ndikukhalabe komweko kwamuyaya.
Amayi
Akumwamba, ndimadzipatulira kwathunthu ku Mtima Wanu Wosasinthika,
Mundiphunzitsa chiphunzitso cha Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndipo
ndidzamvetsera mwachidwi ziphunzitso zanu. Udzandiphimba ndi
chofunda chako kuti njoka yonyansa isayerekeze kulowa m'munda wa
Edeni wopatulikawu kuti undiphunzitse ndikunditsogoleranso mu
labyrinth ya chifuniro cha munthu.
Yesu,
Mtima wa Chifuniro Choyera ndi Chaumulungu, Mudzandipatsa Moto wanu
kuti unditenthe, kundinyeketsa, kundidyetsa, ndi kuti Moyo
uphatikizidwe mwa ine mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu. Joseph Woyera,
mudzakhala mtetezi wanga, mtetezi wa mtima wanga, ndipo mudzasunga
m'manja mwanu makiyi a chifuniro changa. Mudzatchinjiriza mtima
wanga mwansanje ndipo osadzandipatsanso ine kuti ndisasiye Chifuniro
Chaumulungu. Mngelo Wanga Woyang'anira azindisunga, kunditeteza
ndikundithandiza pa chilichonse kuti Edeni wanga ufale ndikukopa
anthu onse mu Ufumu wa Chifuniro Chaumulungu. Amene. pansi".
CREATION
OUR
Mu
Chifuniro Chaumulungu, ndikulowa mwa inu Ambuye Yesu ndipo
ndimadzisintha kukhala Ambuye Yesu. Pakusakanizika uku,
ndimalowa m'moyo wa munthu aliyense, kuyambira kwa Adamu mpaka
womaliza, ndipo ndimalumikiza pemphero langa kwa aliyense wa
iwo. Ndikulumikizanso pemphero langa ndi zonsezi:
1. Ku
dzuŵa ndi ku zolengedwa zonse zakuthambo m’chilengedwe
chonse.
2.
Photon iliyonse ya mphamvu ndi kuwala kochokera ku dzuwa lonse
m'chilengedwe chomwe chinakhalapo, chiripo kapena chidzakhalapo.
3. Ku
chomera chilichonse chomwe chidakhalapo, chilipo kapena
chidzakhalapo.
4.
Kwa duwa lililonse lomwe linalipo, lilipo kapena lidzakhalapo.
5.
Tsamba lililonse la udzu ndi tsamba lililonse lomwe lidalipo, lilipo
kapena lomwe lidzakhalapo.
6.
Dontho lililonse la madzi limene lidalipo, lilipo kapena
lidzakhalapo.
7.
Kwa molekyulu iliyonse ya mpweya yomwe idakhalapo, ilipo kapena
idzakhalapo.
8.
Kwa nyama iliyonse, mbalame, nsomba ndi tizilombo tomwe tidakhalapo,
zilipo kapena zomwe zidzakhalepo.
9.
Ndi kuyenda kulikonse kwa cholengedwa chilichonse chomwe
chidakhalapo, chilipo kapena chidzakhalapo.
10.
Kumveka kopangidwa ndi cholengedwa chilichonse chomwe chidakhalapo,
chilipo kapena chidzakhalapo.
11.
Kwa molekyulu iliyonse ya Chilengedwe yomwe idakhalapo, ilipo kapena
idzakhalapo.
12.
Ndi mpweya uliwonse wa cholengedwa chilichonse chomwe chidakhalapo,
chilipo kapena chidzakhalapo.
13.
Ndi kugunda kwa mtima kulikonse kwa cholengedwa chilichonse chomwe
chidakhalapo, chilipo kapena chidzakhalapo.
14.
Kuntchito iliyonse ya cholengedwa chilichonse chomwe chidakhalapo,
chilipo kapena chidzakhalapo.
15.
Lingaliro liri lonse la cholengedwa chilichonse chomwe chidakhalapo,
chilipo kapena chidzakhalapo.
16.
Pa sitepe iliyonse ya cholengedwa chilichonse chimene chidakhalapo,
chilipo kapena chimene chidzakhalapo.
17.
Pemphero lililonse limene lapemphedwa, limapemphedwa kapena
lidzapemphedwa.
18.
Kukonzanso kokhudzana ndi chilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa pamwambapa.
19.
Kwa (Mulungu) zonse zimene Zatchulidwa pamwamba.
20.
Kwa Luisa's fiat ku chilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa pamwambapa.
Tsopano,
O Atate:
21. Ndimakukondani
ndi Chifuniro chanu pa chilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa
pamwambapa.
22.
Ndikutsekereza pemphero lolapa pachilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa
pamwambapa.
23.
Ndikuwonjezera pemphero la chiwombolo kuti atembenuke ochimwa ku
chinthu chilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa pamwambapa.
24.
Pazimene zatchulidwazi, ndiwonjezera chikhumbo kuti zonse zimene zili
zopereŵera mu ulemerero wa Mulungu chifukwa cha umunthu
ziwonekere.
25.
Ndikupereka kugunda kwa mtima wanga wonse ndi mpweya wanga lero ku
chipulumutso cha miyoyo.
26.
Ndimalumikiza pemphero langa ku pulotoni iliyonse, neutroni ndi
elekitironi mu Creation.
27.
Ndikulumikiza pemphero langa ndi mphepo yomwe Ikuomba ndi kufalitsa
kutsitsimuka kwaumulungu.
ULENDO
WA CHIWOMBOLO
Mu
Chifuniro Chaumulungu, ndimalowa mwa inu, Ambuye Yesu, ndipo
ndimadzisintha kukhala Inu, Ambuye Yesu. Pakusakanizika uku,
ndimalowa m'moyo wa munthu aliyense, kuyambira kwa Adamu mpaka
womaliza, ndipo ndimalumikiza pemphero langa kwa aliyense wa
iwo. Ndikulumikizanso pemphero langa ndi zonsezi:
1.
Kwa mpweya wa Ambuye wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko
lapansi.
2. Ku
kupuma kwa Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko lapansi.
3.
M'mapazi a Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko lapansi.
4.
Pamaso pa Ambuye wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko lapansi.
5. Ku
kugunda kwa mtima kwa Ambuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera
padziko lapansi.
6.
Kumisozi yachisangalalo ya Ambuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera
padziko lapansi.
7. Ku
misozi yowawa ya Ambuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko
lapansi.
8.
Kumapemphero a Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko
lapansi.
9.
Kumalingaliro a Ambuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko
lapansi.
10.
Kumasautso a Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko
lapansi.
11.
Kwa molekyulu iliyonse ya thupi la Ambuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi
Joseph Woyera padziko lapansi.
12.
Mawu aliwonse a Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera padziko
lapansi.
13.
Pakulakalaka kulikonse kwa Mbuye Wathu, Dona Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera
padziko lapansi.
14.
Kugawo lililonse la chakudya chimene Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu, ndi
Joseph Woyera wapadziko lapansi amadya.
15.
Kumasautso onse a Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu pomwe Mbuye Wathu adali
m'mimba mwa Mayi Wake.
16.
Mchitidwe uliwonse wa Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Yusuf Woyera pa
dziko lapansi.
17.
Kwa kusinthana konse komwe adapanga Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi
Joseph Woyera pa moyo wawo wapadziko lapansi.
18.
Pa chilichonse chimene Mbuye wathu ndi Mayi Wathu adachita m’moyo
wawo wapadziko lapansi.
19.
Ndi mchitidwe uliwonse wamayi wochitidwa ndi Mayi Wathu pa moyo wake
wapadziko lapansi.
20.
Kwa molekyu iliyonse ya magazi ndi thupi lokhetsedwa ndi Ambuye wathu
Yesu Khristu pa nthawi ya Kuvutika kwake.
21.
Ku zipatso za kuuka kwa akufa, kukwera kumwamba ndi Pentekosti kwa
Akhristu.
22.
Ndi ulemerero umene uli pa moyo wa Mbuye wathu.
23.
Kumasautso onse obisika a Masautso a Mbuye wathu.
24.
Zochita zonse Zam'kati mwa moyo Wobisika wa Mbuye wathu.
25.
Kwa zolumikizana zonse zochitidwa pakati pa Yesu ndi anthu.
26.
Ku machitidwe amalingaliro ku Chilakolako chomwe zolengedwa kuyambira
kwa Adamu kufikira kwa munthu wotsiriza.
27.
Kukhudzidwa kwamalingaliro ku Zowawa zomwe zolengedwa zakuthambo
zimakumana nazo.
28.
Kulipiridwa chifukwa cha zolakwa za adani a Mbuye wathu padziko
lapansi.
29.
Pakumveka kulikonse kwa mawu a Mbuye Wathu, Mayi Wathu ndi Joseph
Woyera padziko lapansi.
30
Kubwezera za nthawi zakale, zamakono ndi zam'tsogolo chifukwa cha
kunyozedwa kwa Ambuye wathu Yesu Khristu.
31.
Ndikupita ku Fiat ya Mariam yophatikizidwa ndi zonse Zatchulidwazi.
32.
Ku Fiat ya Luisa yogwirizana ndi zonsezi.
33.
Kuzipatso za mapemphero a Mbuye Wathu m’mitsiku yake yapadziko
lapansi.
34.
Kumapemphero a zolengedwa zonse zokhala mu Chifuniro Cha Mulungu
zomwe zidakhalapo, zilipo kapena zomwe zidzachitike.
35.
Kwa machitidwe onse aumunthu osinthidwa kukhala machitidwe aumulungu
mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu.
36.
Pa imfa iliyonse yobisika imene Mbuye wathu adakumana nayo m'moyo
wake wobisika.
37.
Pa dontho lililonse la magazi omwe adakhetsedwa ndi Mbuye Wathu
pamene adadulidwa.
38.
Pa misozi ili yonse yomwe Mbuye Wathu, Dona Wathu ndi Joseph Woyera
amakhetsa pa nthawi ya mdulidwe.
39.
Kwa miyoyo yonse yaumulungu yopangidwa ndi zochita za Mayi Wathu pa
moyo wake wapadziko lapansi.
40.
Kwa miyoyo yonse ya umulungu yopangidwa ndi zochita za ana a
Chifuniro Chaumulungu omwe adakhalapo, ali kapena adzakhala.
O
Ambuye Yesu:
41.
Ndikunena kuti ndimakukondani ndi Chifuniro chanu pa
chilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa pamwambapa.
42.
Ndikumezetsani pemphero la kulapa ku chinthu chilichonse chomwe
chatchulidwa pamwambapa.
43.
Ndikukuthokozani chifukwa cha Chisomo chanu choperekedwa kwa anthu.
44.
Ndikukulipirani chifukwa chakukanira chifuniro chanu ndi anthu ochita
zofuna zawo.
45.
Ndidzitengera mzimu ndi kugunda kulikonse kwa mtima wanga ndi mpweya
wanga lero.
46.
Pemphero ili likukhululukireni machimo onse amene
adakuchitirani.
47.
Ulemu ndi ulemerero ku Chifuniro Cha Mulungu pa chilichonse chomwe
chatchulidwa pamwambapa.
"Oo! zipatso
za ntchito zonsezi! Ngakhale cholengedwa chimene chimawapanga
sichingawerenge”
(Ambuye
wathu Yesu mpaka Luisa, Epulo 25, 1922)
ULENDO
WA SANCTIFICATION
Mu
Chifuniro Chaumulungu, ndimalowa mwa inu, Ambuye Yesu, ndipo
ndimadzisintha kukhala Inu, Ambuye Yesu. Pakusakanizika uku,
ndimalowa m'moyo wa munthu aliyense, kuyambira kwa Adamu mpaka
womaliza, ndipo ndimalumikiza pemphero langa kwa aliyense wa
iwo. Ndikulumikizanso pemphero langa ndi zonsezi:
1.
Sakramenti la Ubatizo ndi miyambo yopatulika yokhudzana nayo yomwe
iyenera kusungidwa, kusungidwa, kusungidwa kapena kusungidwa.
2.
Sakramenti la Chitsimikizo ndi machitachita opatulika ogwirizana nawo
omwe amayenera kusungidwa, kusungidwa, kusungidwa kapena kusungidwa.
3.
Sakramenti la Ukwati ndi miyambo yopatulika yogwirizana nayo yomwe
iyenera kusungidwa, kusungidwa, kusungidwa kapena kusungidwa.
4.
Sakramenti la Ukalistia ndi miyambo yopatulika yofananira nayo yomwe
iyenera kusungidwa, kusungidwa, kusungidwa kapena kusungidwa.
5.
Sakramenti la Malamulo Opatulika ndi machitidwe opatulika ogwirizana
nawo omwe amayenera kusungidwa, kusungidwa, kusungidwa kapena
kusungidwa.
6.
Sakramenti la Chiyanjanitso ndi miyambo yopatulika yofananira nayo
yomwe iyenera kusungidwa, kusungidwa, kusungidwa kapena kusungidwa.
7.
Sakramenti la odwala ndi miyambo yopatulika yokhudzana nayo yomwe
iyenera kusungidwa, kusungidwa, kusungidwa kapena kusungidwa.
8.
Kulowererapo kwa Mzimu Woyera m'mbuyomu, pano kapena mtsogolo.
9.
Liwu liri lonse la misa lililonse limene likadanenedwa, linali,
lilipo tsopano kapena lidzakhalapo.
10.
Pamwamba pa Fiat ya Maria yolumikizidwa ndi zonse Zatchulidwazi.
11.
Ku Fiat ya Luisa yolumikizidwa ku chilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa
pamwambapa.
O
Ambuye Yesu:
12.
Ndimakuphatikiza ndi Imakukondani ndi Will yanu
pachinthu chilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa pamwambapa.
13.
Ndikuphatikiza Swala yolapa ndi chilichonse chomwe chatchulidwa
pamwambapa.
14.
Ulemu ndi ulemerero ku Chifuniro Chaumulungu pa chilichonse chomwe
chatchulidwa pamwambapa.
15.
Ndimapanga pemphero lakubwezera ndi kulapa pa kuchotsa mimba
kulikonse kumene kwachitika, komwe kukuchitika, kapena kudzachitidwa.
16.
Ndimatenga miyoyo ndi kugunda kulikonse kwa mtima wanga ndi mpweya
wanga lero.
Ndikukonzekera:
17.
Nkhanza zokhudzana ndi Sakramenti la Ubatizo zomwe zachitidwa,
zikuchitidwa kapena zomwe zidzachitike.
18.
Nkhanza zokhudzana ndi Sakramenti la Chitsimikiziro zomwe zachitidwa,
zikuchitidwa tsopano kapena zidzachitidwa.
19.
Nkhanza zokhudzana ndi Sakramenti la Ukwati zomwe zachitidwa,
zikuchitidwa tsopano kapena zidzachitidwa.
20.
Nkhanza zokhudzana ndi Sakramenti la Ukaristia zomwe zachitidwa,
zikuchitika tsopano kapena zidzachitidwa.
21.
Nkhanza zokhudzana ndi Sakramenti la Malamulo Opatulika zomwe
zachitidwa, zikuchitidwa tsopano kapena zidzachitidwa.
22.
Nkhanza zokhudzana ndi Sakramenti la Chiyanjanitso zomwe zachitidwa,
zikuchitidwa kapena zomwe zidzachitike.
23.
Nkhanza zokhudzana ndi Sakramenti la Odwala zomwe zachitidwa,
zikuchitidwa tsopano kapena zidzachitidwa.
24.
Kulakwira malamulo khumi a Mulungu kumene kwachitidwa, kwachitikadi
kapena kudzachitika.
Zivumbulutso
za Ambuye wathu Yesu pa Umunthu Wake Woyera
Ambuye
wathu Yesu analibe chikhulupiriro kapena chiyembekezo, koma chikondi
chokha
Ndinalibe chikhulupiriro
kapena chiyembekezo chifukwa ndinali Mulungu; Ndinali
ndi Chikondi chokha ” (November
6, 1906, voliyumu 7, tsamba 53).
Kuzunzika
kosatha kwa Munthu-Mulungu
"Tawonani
mwa ine mamiliyoni angati a mitanda ya Umunthu wanga. Chifukwa
chake, mitanda yolandilidwa kuchokera ku Chifuniro changa inali
yosawerengeka, kuzunzika kwanga
kunali kopanda malire, ndinabuula pansi pa kulemera kwa kuzunzika
kosatha . Kuzunzika kosatha kumeneku kunali
ndi mphamvu kotero kumandipatsa imfa nthawi iliyonse pondipatsa
mtanda pachochita chilichonse chamunthu chotsutsana ndi Chifuniro
Chaumulungu.
Mtanda
wobwera kudzera mu Chifuniro changa sunapangidwe ndi matabwa, zomwe
zimangopangitsa kuti tizimva kulemera kwake ndi kuzunzika kwake, koma
ndi mtanda wa kuwala ndi moto, womwe umayaka, kunyeketsa
ndikubzalidwa m'njira yoti tisapange umodzi ndi amene
waulandira” (November 28, 1923, voliyumu 16,
masamba 64 ndi 65).
Ambuye
wathu Yesu kwa mtumiki wa Mulungu Luisa Piccarreta, amene
zolemba zake analandira "Non Obstare" (musamuletse)
Cardinal Ratzinger (tsopano Papa Benedict XVI), ndiye Prefect of the
Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith pa March 28 1994 :
Zabwino
zazikulu zomwe Ufumu wa Divine Fiat udzabweretsa. Momwe iye
adzakhala wosunga zoipa zonse, ku matenda onse.
Matupiwo
sadzawola, koma adzakhalabe m’manda awo.
Monga
momwe Namwaliyo, amene sanachite chozizwitsa, anachita chozizwitsa
chachikulu chopereka Mulungu kwa zolengedwa, iye amene ayenera
kudziwitsa za Ufumuwo adzachita chozizwitsa chachikulu chopereka
Chifuniro Chaumulungu.
(October
22, 1926)
Ndinalingalira
za Chifuniro chopatulika ndi chaumulungu, ndipo ndinadzifunsa kuti:
“Koma ubwino waukulu wa Ufumu umenewu wa Fiat Wamkulu udzakhala
wotani? Ndipo Yesu, kusokoneza ganizo langa, mwamsanga anasuntha
mwa ine nati kwa ine:
Mwana
wanga, chabwino chidzakhala chiyani? ! Kodi chabwino
chingakhale chiyani? ! Ufumu wa Fiat wanga udzakhala ndi
zinthu zonse, zozizwitsa zonse, zochititsa chidwi kwambiri; Komanso
adzawaposa onse pamodzi. Ndipo ngati chozizwitsa
chitanthauza kubwezeretsa kuona kwa munthu wakhungu, kuwongola
wopunduka, kuchiritsa wodwala, kuukitsa munthu wakufa, ndi zina
zotero, Ufumu wa chifuniro changa
udzakhala ndi chakudya chosunga, ndipo kwa zolengedwa zonse zolowamo.
sipadzakhalanso chiopsezo chokhala wakhungu, wopunduka kapena
kudwala . Imfa sidzakhalanso ndi mphamvu pa
moyo; ndipo ngati akali nalo pathupi pake, sikudzakhalanso imfa,
koma ngati njira yodutsamo . Popanda kudyetsedwa kwa
uchimo ndi chifuno chonyozeka cha munthu chomwe chinabala chivundi,
komanso, ndikusunga chakudya changa,matupi sadzabvunda, ndi
kubvunda koopsa, kotero kuti adzachititsa mantha ngakhale
amphamvu, monga momwe ziliri tsopano; koma adzakhala
okhazikika m’manda mwawo kuyembekezera tsiku lakuuka kwa
onse . Kodi mukuganiza kuti ndi chozizwitsa
chokulirapo kuchititsa kuona kwa akhungu, kuwongola opunduka,
kuchiritsa odwala, kapena kukhala ndi njira yopulumutsira kuti diso
lithe kulephera kuona? kukhala ndi thanzi labwino? Ndikukhulupirira
kuti chozizwitsa cha kusungidwa ndi chachikulu kuposa chozizwitsa
chomwe chimachitika pambuyo pa tsoka.
Uku
ndiko kusiyana kwakukulu pakati pa Ufumu wa Chiwombolo ndi Ufumu wa
Supreme Fiat: poyamba, chozizwitsa chinali cha zolengedwa zosauka
zomwe, monga lero, tsoka lina kapena zina zimachitika; ndipo
ichi ndi chifukwa chake ndinapereka chitsanzo, kunja, kuchita mitundu
yosiyanasiyana ya machiritso amene anali chizindikiro cha machiritso
amene ndinapereka kwa miyoyo, amene adzabwerera mosavuta ku zofooka
zawo. Chachiwiri chidzakhala chozizwitsa cha kusungidwa,
chifukwa Chifuniro changa chili ndi mphamvu yozizwitsa, ndipo iwo
amene adzilola kuti azilamuliridwa nacho sadzachitiridwanso
zoipa. Choncho, sipadzakhalanso zozizwitsa chifukwa zonse
zidzasungidwa nthawi zonse zathanzi, zokongola komanso zoyera -
zoyenera kukongola komwe kunatuluka m'manja mwathu olenga polenga
cholengedwa.
Ufumu
wa Divine Fiat udzachita chozizwitsa chachikulu chochotsa zoipa
zonse, zowawa zonse, mantha onse, chifukwa sudzachita chozizwitsa
molingana ndi nthawi ndi zochitika, koma udzasunga ana a Ufumu wake
mwa iye ndi kuchita kosalekeza. chozizwitsa, ndi kuwasunga ku zoipa
zonse mwa kuwapanga kukhala ana a Ufumu wake. Izi, mu
miyoyo; koma padzakhalanso masanduliko ambiri m’thupi,
chifukwa ndi uchimo nthawi zonse, ndiwo chakudya cha zoipa
zonse. Uchimo udzachotsedwa, sipadzakhalanso chakudya cha
zoipa; Komanso, monga Chifuniro changa ndi uchimo sizingakhale
pamodzi, chikhalidwe cha munthu chidzakhalanso ndi zotsatira zake
zopindulitsa.
Mwana
wanga wamkazi, pokonzekera chozizwitsa chachikulu cha Ufumu wa
Supreme Fiat, ndikuchita nanu, mwana wamkazi woyamba wa Chifuniro
changa, zomwe ndidachita ndi Mfumukazi Yaikulu, Amayi anga, pamene
ndimayenera kukonzekera Ufumu wa Chiwombolo. . Ndinamukokera
pafupi ndi ine. Ndinamusunga iye wotanganidwa kwambiri mwa iye
kotero kuti ine ndikhoza kupanga naye chozizwitsa cha chiombolo
chimene chinali chosowa chachikulu. Panali zinthu zambiri zomwe
tinkayenera kuchita, kukonzanso, ndikumaliza pamodzi, kotero kuti
ndimayenera kubisa m'mawonekedwe ake akunja chirichonse chomwe
chingatchedwe chozizwitsa, kupatula ukoma wake wangwiro. Mwa
ichi, ndinamupanga iye kukhala womasuka kwambiri kuti amulole iye
kuwoloka nyanja yopanda malire ya Fiat yamuyaya, ndi kuti athe kupeza
Ukulu waumulungu kuti apeze Ufumu wa Chiwombolo.
Chingakhale
chokulirapo ndi chiyani: kuti Mfumukazi yakumwamba idabwezeretsa
kuwona kwa akhungu, kulankhula kwa osalankhula, ndi zina zotero,
kapena ndi chozizwitsa cha kubweretsa Mawu amuyaya padziko
lapansi? Zoyamba zikanakhala zozizwitsa,
zosakhalitsa, ndi zozizwitsa zapayekha; chachiwiri ndi
chozizwitsa chosatha - chiripo kwa aliyense amene akufuna. Choncho,
zoyambazo sizikanakhala kanthu poyerekeza ndi zomalizirazo. Iye
anali dzuwa loona, mmodzi amene, kuphimba zinthu zonse, kuphimba Mawu
omwe a Atate mwa iyemwini, katundu yense, zotsatira zonse ndi
zozizwitsa zomwe Chiwombolo chinapanga, zinapangitsa kuwala kumera
kuchokera kwa iye. Koma, mofanana ndi dzuŵa, chinatulutsa
zinthu ndi zozizwitsa popanda kudzilola kuti chiwoneke kapena
kuikidwa kukhala chinayambitsa chilichonse. Zoonadi, zabwino
zonse zimene ndachita padziko lapansi ndazichita chifukwa Mfumukazi
ya Kumwamba yafika pofika pokhala ndi ufumu wake mwa Umulungu; ndipo
ndi ufumu wake, anandikoka kuchokera kumwamba kudzandipatsa
zolengedwa.
Ndikukusungani
ndi ine, ndikuwoloka nyanja yake yopanda malire kuti ndikupatseni
mwayi wofikira kwa Atate wakumwamba kuti mupemphere kwa iye,
mumugonjetse, mukhale ndi ufumu wake pa iye kuti mupeze Fiat ya Ufumu
wanga. Ndipo kuti ndidzadze ndi kutha mwa inu mphamvu zonse
zozizwa zofunikila kupanga Ufumu wopatulika wotere, ndikukhala
otanganidwa m’kati mwanu ndi ntchito za Ufumu
wanga; Ndimakutumizani mosalekeza kuti mukonzenso, kuti mumalize
zonse zofunika, komanso kuti onse azichita kupanga chozizwitsa
chachikulu cha Ufumu wanga. Kunja, sindinalole kuti
chozizwitsa chiwoneke mwa inu, kupatula kuwala kwa Chifuniro
changa.Ena anganene kuti, ‘Kodi zimenezo zingatheke
bwanji? Wodala Yesu akuwonetsera zodabwitsa zambiri kwa
cholengedwa ichi chokhudza Ufumu wake wa Fiat waumulungu, ndipo
katundu amene adzabweretse adzaposa Chilengedwe ndi Chiombolo,
chabwino kwambiri, chidzakhala korona wa onse awiri; koma
mosasamala kanthu za ubwino waukulu woterowo, palibe chozizwitsa
chimene chingaoneke mwa iye, kunjako, m’kutsimikizira ubwino
waukulu wa Ufumu uwu wa Fiat wamuyaya, pamene oyera ena, popanda
prodigy ya ubwino waukulu umenewu, achita zozizwitsa mu mayendedwe
onse.' Koma ngati iwo amalingalira Amayi wanga wokondedwa,
wopatulika koposa zolengedwa zonse, ndi ubwino waukulu umene anali
nawo mwa iye kubweretsa ku zolengedwa, palibe amene angafanane ndi
iye amene anachita chozizwitsa chachikulu cha kutenga pakati mwa iye
Mawu aumulungu, ndi chodabwitsa cha Mulungu. kupereka Mulungu kwa
cholengedwa chilichonse.
Ndipo
kupusa kwakukulu uku, kusanachitikepo kapena kumvapo, kukhoza
kupereka Mawu Amuyaya kwa zolengedwa, zozizwitsa zina zonse
zitayikidwa palimodzi zili ngati malawi ang'onoang'ono pamaso pa
dzuwa. Iye amene angathe kuchita zambiri, akhoza kuchita
zochepa. Momwemonso, ndikukumana ndi chozizwitsa cha Ufumu wa
Chifuniro changa chobwezeretsedwa mwa zolengedwa, zozizwitsa zina
zonse zidzakhala malawi ang'onoang'ono pamaso pa Dzuwa lalikulu la
Chifuniro changa. Mawu aliwonse, chowonadi ndi mawonetseredwe a
Ufumuwu ndi chozizwitsa chochokera ku chifuniro changa monga wosunga
zoipa zonse; zili ngati kulumikiza zolengedwa ku zabwino zopanda
malire, ku ulemerero waukulu kwambiri ndi kukongola kwatsopano -
kwaumulungu kotheratu.
Chowonadi
chilichonse chokhudza Fiat Yanga Yamuyaya chimakhala ndi mphamvu
zambiri komanso ukoma wodabwitsa kuposa ngati munthu wakufa
ataukitsidwa, wakhate wachiritsidwa, wakhungu wapenya, kapena
wosalankhula amatha kulankhula. M'malo
mwake, mawu anga onena za chiyero ndi mphamvu ya Fiat yanga
adzabweretsa miyoyo ku chiyambi chawo; adzawachiritsa khate la
chifuniro cha munthu. Adzawapatsa maso kuti aone zinthu
zabwino za Ufumu wa Chifuniro changa, chifukwa mpaka pano anali
akhungu . Adzapereka mau kwa zolengedwa
zambiri zosalankhula, zomwe zikadakhoza kunena zina zambiri,
zidakhala ngati ambiri osalankhula chifukwa cha Chifuniro
changa; ndipo adzachita chozizwa chachikulu chotha kupatsa
cholengedwa chilichonse Chifuniro Chaumulungu chomwe chili ndi zinthu
zonse. Kodi chifuniro changa sichidzawapatsa
chiyani pamene chili m'manja mwa ana onse a Ufumu wake? Ichi
ndichifukwa chake ndikufuna kuti mupitirize kugwira ntchito ku Ufumu
wanga - ndipo pali zambiri zoti zichitike pokonzekera chozizwitsa
chachikulu chomwe Ufumu wa Fiat udzadziwika ndi kukhala
nawo. Chifukwa chake, khalani tcheru
ndikuwoloka nyanja yopanda malire ya Chifuniro changa, kuti dongosolo
likhazikike pakati pa Mlengi ndi cholengedwa; chotero, kupyolera
mwa inu, ndidzakhoza kuchita chozizwa chachikulu cha kubwerera kwa
munthu kwa ine - ku chiyambi chake.' Kenako
ndinaganiza za zomwe zalembedwa pamwambapa, makamaka kuti mawu
aliwonse ndi mawonetsedwe pa Chifuniro Chapamwamba ndi
chozizwitsa. Ndipo Yesu, kuti anditsimikizire ine mu
zimene ananena, anawonjezera kuti:
Mwana
wanga wamkazi, ukuganiza kuti chozizwitsa chachikulu ndi chiyani
pamene ndinabwera padziko lapansi: mawu anga, Uthenga Wabwino umene
ndinalengeza, kapena kuti ndinapatsa moyo akufa, kuona kwa akhungu,
kumva kwa ogontha, ndi zina zotero. ? Ah! mwana
wanga wamkazi, mawu anga, uthenga wanga, unali chozizwitsa
chokulirapo; makamaka popeza zozizwazo zidabwera kuchokera
m'mawu anga. Maziko, thunthu la zozizwitsa zonse zinachokera ku
mawu anga olenga. Masakramenti, Chilengedwe chomwe, zozizwitsa
zosatha, zinali ndi moyo wa mawu anga; ndipo Mpingo wanga
womwewo uli ndi mawu anga, Uthenga wanga, monga ulamuliro wake ndi
maziko ake.
Kotero
mawu anga, uthenga wanga, anali chozizwitsa chachikulu kuposa
zozizwitsa zomwe zinali ndi moyo chifukwa cha mawu anga
ozizwitsa. Chifukwa chake, tsimikizani kuti mawu a Yesu wanu ndi
chozizwitsa chachikulu. Mawu anga ali ngati mphepo
yamphamvu imene imathamanga, imenya makutu, ilowa m’mitima,
itenthetsa, iyeretsa, imaunikira, idutsa kuchokera ku fuko kupita ku
fuko; chimakwirira dziko lonse lapansi ndikudutsa zaka mazana
onse.
Ndani
angaphe ndi kuyika limodzi la mawu anga? Munthu. Ndipo
ngati nthawi zina zikuwoneka kuti mawu anga ali chete ndi obisika,
sataya moyo wake. Mukapanda kuziyembekezera, zimatuluka ndipo
zimamveka paliponse. Zaka mazana ambiri zidzapita
pamene chirichonse - anthu ndi zinthu - zidzamezedwa ndi
kuzimiririka, koma mawu anga sadzachoka chifukwa ali ndi Moyo -
mphamvu yozizwitsa ya Iye kumene inachokera. Chifukwa
chake, ndikutsimikizira kuti mawu aliwonse ndi chiwonetsero chomwe
mumalandira pa Fiat yanga Yamuyaya ndiye chozizwitsa chachikulu
chomwe chidzatumikira Ufumu wa Chifuniro changa.Ndipo
ndicho chifukwa chake ndikukulimbikitsani kwambiri ndipo ndikufuna
kwambiri kuti mawu anga onse awonekere ndi kulembedwa - chifukwa
ndikuwona chozizwitsa chomwe chili changa ndipo chidzabweretsa
zabwino zambiri kwa ana a Ufumu wa Mulungu. Supreme Fiat..
Pa
mphindi yopita ku muyaya, Mulungu amapanga chodabwitsa chomaliza cha
Chikondi pa nthawi ya imfa, popereka ola la Choonadi kuti mzimu
upangitse kusuntha kumodzi kwa kulapa kuti apulumutsidwe.
Ambuye
wathu Yesu kwa Luisa Piccarreta Marichi 22, 1938, voliyumu 36
“ Ubwino
Wathu ndi Chikondi Chathu n’zazikulu kwambiri moti Timagwiritsa
ntchito njira iliyonse kupulumutsa cholengedwacho ku uchimo wake –
kuchipulumutsa; ndipo ngati sitingapambane m’moyo
wake, tidzamudabwitsa komaliza mwachikondi pa nthawi ya imfa
yake . Muyenera kudziwa kuti panthawiyi,
Timapereka chizindikiro chomaliza cha Chikondi kwa cholengedwacho
pochipereka ndi Zisomo Zathu , Chikondi
ndi Kukoma Mtima, pochitira umboni za Chikondi chachikondi chokhoza
kufewetsa ndi kupambana mitima yolimba kwambiri. Cholengedwacho
chikapezeka pakati pa moyo ndi imfa - pakati pa nthawi yomwe yatsala
pang'ono kutha ndi Muyaya womwe watsala pang'ono kuyamba - pafupifupi
pakusiya thupi lake, Yesu wanu amawonekera ndi Kukoma Mtima komwe
kumakondwera, ndi Kukoma komwe kumamanga ndi Kukoma mtima.
kumachepetsa kuwawa kwa moyo, makamaka panthawi yovutayi . Ndiye,
pali kuyang'ana Kwanga ... Ndimamuyang'ana ndi Chikondi chochuluka
kuti atulutse mwa cholengedwa cholapa - mchitidwe wachikondi,
mchitidwe wotsatira Chifuniro changa.
Munthawi
iyi yokhumudwitsidwa, powona - kukhudza ndi manja ake momwe
Timamukondera ndi kumukondabe, cholengedwacho chimamva kuzunzika
kwakukulu kotero kuti kulapa kuti sanatikonde; amazindikira
Chifuniro chathu ngati mfundo ndi kukwaniritsidwa kwa moyo wake
ndipo, mokhutitsidwa, amavomereza imfa yake kuti akwaniritse
chifuniro chathu. Pakuti muyenera kudziwa kuti
ngati cholengedwa sichinachite ngakhale mchitidwe umodzi wa chifuniro
cha Mulungu, zipata za Kumwamba sizikadatseguka; sakanazindikiridwa
ngati wolowa nyumba wa Dziko Lakwawo la Kumwamba ndipo Angelo ndi
Oyera sakanatha kumuvomereza pakati pawo - ndipo iye mwini sakanafuna
kulowamo, podziwa kuti si ake. Popanda
Chifuniro chathu, palibe Chiyero kapena Chipulumutso. Ndi
zolengedwa zingati zomwe zapulumutsidwa chifukwa cha chizindikiro
ichi cha Chikondi chathu, kupatula zopotoka kwambiri ndi
zouma khosi ; ngakhale kutsatira njira yaitali ya
Purigatoriyo kukanakhala koyenera kwa iwo. Mphindi ya imfa ndiyo
nsomba zathu za tsiku ndi tsiku - kupeza kwa munthu wotayika.
Kenako
anawonjezera kuti: “Mwana wanga, nthawi ya imfa ndi nthawi
yokhumudwa. Panthaŵiyi, zinthu zonse zikudza chimodzi ndi
chimodzi kunena kuti: “Tsokani, dziko lapansi latha kwa
inu; tsopano akuyamba Muyaya. Chiri cha cholengedwacho
ngati kuti chatsekeredwa m’chipinda ndipo wina anati kwa
icho: “Kuseri kwa chitseko
ichi, kuli chipinda china mmene muli Mulungu, Kumwamba, Purigatoriyo,
Gehena; mwachidule, Muyaya.” Koma
cholengedwacho sichingakhoze kuwona chirichonse cha zinthu
zimenezi. Amawamva akutsimikiziridwa ndi ena; ndipo iwo
amene anena kwa Iye sangathe kuwaona, kotero kuti alankhula
pafupifupi osakhulupirira; osapereka kufunika kopereka mawu awo
kamvekedwe ka zenizeni - monga chinthu chotsimikizika.
Chotero
tsiku lina makomawo anagwa ndipo cholengedwacho chimatha kuona ndi
maso ake zimene chinauzidwa kale. Amaona Mulungu wake
ndi Atate wake amene amamukonda ndi Chikondi chachikulu; amawona
mphatso zomwe Iye wampatsa, imodzi ndi imodzi; ndi maufulu onse
achikondi omwe anali nawo kwa iye omwe adaphwanyidwa. Amaona
kuti moyo wake unali wa Mulungu, osati wake. Chilichonse
chimadutsa patsogolo pake: Umuyaya, Paradaiso, Puligatoriyo, ndi
Gehena - dziko lapansi lomwe likuchoka ; zosangalatsa
zimene zimam’kana. Zonse zimatha; chinthu chokhacho
chomwe chatsalira kwa iye mu chipinda chino ndi makoma
ophwanyika: Muyaya . Kunali kusintha kotani
nanga kwa cholengedwa chosaukacho!
Ubwino
wanga ndi waukulu kwambiri, ndikufuna kupulumutsa aliyense, kuti
ndikulola kuti makoma awa agwe pamene zolengedwa zili pakati pa moyo
ndi imfa - pamene mzimu umachoka m'thupi kuti ulowe Muyaya - kuti
athe kuchita chinthu chimodzi cholapa ndi chikondi kwa Ine,
pozindikira Chifuniro changa Chokoma pa iwo . Ndikhoza
kunena kuti ndikuwapatsa ola la Choonadi kuti
ndiwapulumutse . O! Ngati onse akanadziwa
mafakitale achikondi omwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito pamapeto a moyo wawo
kuti asathawe m'manja Anga kuposa abambo - sakadadikirira mphindi
ino, akandikonda moyo wawo wonse ".
Zizindikiro
ndi njira zoperekedwa ndi Ambuye wathu Yesu kwa Luisa kuti akule
m'moyo wauzimu kapena kuzindikira misampha, kuti akhale mu Chifuniro
Chaumulungu.
pa
kudzichepetsa
-
Mtanda wokha ndi chakudya cha kudzichepetsa (June 24, 1900, voliyumu
3, tsamba 86),
Moyo
wamantha kapena mzimu umene suopa kalikonse
-
Ngati mzimu uli wamantha, ndi chizindikiro chakuti umadzidalira
kwambiri. Kupeza mwa iye yekha zofooka ndi zowawa, ndiye,
mwachibadwa ndi moyenerera, amawopa. Komano, ngati mzimu suopa
kalikonse, ndi chizindikiro chakuti uika chidaliro chonse mwa
Mulungu. Zowawa ndi zofooka zake zatayika mwa Mulungu; amamva
kuvekedwa ndi Umunthu waumulungu. Sulinso moyo umene umagwira
ntchito, koma Mulungu mu moyo. Kodi angaope chiyani? Chidaliro
chenicheni mwa Mulungu chimabalanso Moyo waumulungu mu moyo (January
3, 1907, voliyumu 7, tsamba 61).
Pavuto
-
Kukhudzidwa ndi kusokonekera kwina ndiko chizindikiro chakuti munthu
akuchoka kwa Mulungu mwanjira inayake, chifukwa kusuntha mwa iye ndi
kusakhala ndi mtendere wangwiro sikutheka (June 17, 1900, voliyumu 3,
tsamba 83),
-
Kuti usasokonezedwe, mzimu uyenera kudzipeza uli bwino mwa Mulungu,
uyenera kuyang'ana pa mfundo imodzi ndipo uyenera kuyang'ana china
chilichonse ndi diso lopanda chidwi. Ngati achita mosiyana,
m’zonse zimene amachita, kuona kapena kumva, amakhala ndi
nkhaŵa yonga ngati kutentha thupi pang’onopang’ono
kumene kumam’chititsa kutopa ndi kuvutika maganizo, osatha
kudzimvetsa (May 23, 1905, voliyumu 6, tsamba 85) .
-
Pamavuto, ndi kudzikonda komwe kumafuna kudziwonetsa kuti kulamulira
kapena ndi mdani amene akufuna kuvulaza (July 22, 1905, voliyumu 6,
tsamba 91),
-
Ngati mzimu wasokonezedwa nthawi ina iliyonse, ndi chizindikiro
chakuti wadzaza wokha. Ngati avutitsidwa ndi chinthu chimodzi
osati china, ndi chizindikiro chakuti ali ndi chinachake cha Mulungu,
koma kuti ali ndi chopanda kanthu chodzaza. Ngati palibe chimene
chimamusokoneza, ndi chizindikiro chakuti iye wadzazidwa kotheratu
ndi Mulungu (August 9, 1905, voliyumu 6, tsamba 92).
- Iye
amene sakonda choonadi amavutitsidwa ndi kuzunzidwa nacho (January
16, 1906, voliyumu 6, tsamba 109).
Popanda
siginecha ya kusiya ntchito, kudzichepetsa ndi kumvera, mzimu
udzakakamizika kukhala mu nkhawa, mantha ndi zoopsa ndipo
udzakhala ndi ego wake monga Mulungu uku akukopedwa ndi kunyada ndi
kupanduka.
-
Popanda kumvera, kusiya ntchito ndi kudzichepetsa kumakhala
kosakhazikika. Kuchokera kumene kufunikira kolimba kwa siginecha
ya kumvera kotero kuti kumatsimikiziridwa pasipoti yololeza kudutsa
mu ufumu wa chisangalalo chauzimu chomwe mtima ukhoza kusangalala
nawo apa.
Popanda
zikwangwani zosiya ntchito, kudzichepetsa ndi kumvera, pasipoti
idzakhala yopanda phindu ndipo moyo udzakhala nthawi zonse kutali ndi
malo osangalatsa; adzakakamizika kukhalabe mu nkhawa, mantha ndi
zoopsa. Chifukwa cha manyazi ake, adzakhala ndi ego wake ngati
mulungu ndipo adzakhala pachibwenzi ndi kunyada ndi kupanduka (April
16, 1900, voliyumu 3, tsamba 63).
ganizirani
za inu nokha
-
Kudziganizira wekha kuli ngati kutuluka mwa Mulungu ndikubwerera mwa
iwe wekha. Kudziganizira wekha si khalidwe labwino, koma nthawi
zonse ndi khalidwe loipa, ngakhale litakhala labwino (August 23,
1905, voliyumu 6, tsamba 94).
Nkhawa
za kuyeretsedwa
-
Moyo umene uli pamwamba pa zonse zokhudzidwa ndi kudziyeretsa wokha
umakhala ndi kutaya chiyero chake, mphamvu yake ndi chikondi chake
(November 15, 1918, voliyumu 12, tsamba 71).
Kutaya
mwaumunthu kupambana mwaumulungu
-
Mwana Wanga Wamkazi, yemwe amalephera kupambana ndipo amene
amapambana amalephera (October 16, 1918, voliyumu 12, tsamba 68).
Pa
Kuvomereza
-
Chinthu chachikulu chomwe chimatsitsimutsa munthu ndikumupanga
kukhala Mkatolika weniweni ndi kuvomereza (March 14, 1900, voliyumu
3, tsamba 55).
Amene
amalankhula zambiri alibe Mulungu
-
Ngati munthu amalankhula zambiri, ndi chizindikiro kuti iye alibe
kanthu mkati mwake, pamene munthu wodzazidwa ndi Mulungu, kupeza
chisangalalo kwambiri mkati mwake, safuna kutaya chisangalalo ichi
ndipo amangolankhula chifukwa chosowa . Ndipo ngakhale
akulankhula, samachoka mkati mwake ndikuyesera, monga momwe
akufunira, kulemba mwa ena zomwe akumva mwa iye mwini. Kumbali
ina, amene amalankhula kwambiri sali chabe wopanda Mulungu koma, ndi
mawu ake ambiri, amayesa kuchotsa ena mwa Mulungu (May 8, 1909,
voliyumu 9, tsamba 7).
Umu
ndi momwe mungadziwire kuti timakhala mokwanira mu Chifuniro
Chaumulungu kuchokera pazomwe Ambuye wathu Yesu adapereka kwa
Luisa
M’chenicheni,
palibenso china chofunika m’moyo umene uli wa dongosolo la
munthu, ndiko kunena chirichonse chimene munthu amachidziŵa
kuyambira kubadwa kwake mkati. Tiyenera kufa ku chilichonse mwa
ife. Pazifukwa izi, tiyenera
kungopereka Inde ku Chikondi ndipo ndi Mulungu amene amachita zina
zonse, popempha kuti tisinthe chifuniro chathu chaumunthu ndi
Chifuniro Chaumulungu.
Izi
zafotokozedwa mwatsatanetsatane ndi Ambuye Wathu Yesu Khristu
Mwiniwake mawonekedwe enieni okhudzana ndi moyo mu Chifuniro
Chaumulungu, ndikutchula tsiku la uthengawo komanso zomwe zalembedwa
mu Bukhu la Kumwamba :
-
mgwirizano wa chifuniro cha cholengedwa ndi cha Mlengi, kutha mu
Chifuniro chamuyaya (December 26, 1919, voliyumu 12, tsamba 134),
motero palibe kuthekera kwa kusankha komwe kuli kotheka, makamaka
kusasankha chinthu cholakwika, kuchita. uchimo m’kati, popeza
mulibenso chifuniro cha munthu, mulibenso choipa m’moyo;
-
kusakhalapo kwa chikhumbo chonse ndi chikondi (May 20, 1918, voliyumu
12, tsamba 53),
-
Chilichonse chiyenera kukhala chete mu moyo: ulemu wa ena, ulemerero,
zosangalatsa, ulemu, ukulu, kudzikonda, zolengedwa, etc. (
January 2, 1919, voliyumu 12, tsamba 76 )
-
kuzunzika kwa kuchotsedwa kwa kukhalapo kwa Yesu - kuti miyoyo
iperekedwe ndi kuwala ndi moyo waumulungu - (January 4, 1919,
voliyumu 12, tsamba 77), ndi "imfa yopanda chisoni" yomwe
"imapha" Luisa, yemwe akuti kuti “masautso ena onse
ndi kumwetulira ndi kupsompsona kwa Yesu” poyerekezera (May 24,
1919, voliyumu 12, tsamba 121),
Yesu
anawonjezera, kufotokoza chifukwa chake kusowa kumeneku: “Nthaŵi
zonse mukandimana, mumamva imfa ndipo mwakutero mumakonza imfa imene
miyoyo imandipatsa chifukwa cha machimo awo.” ( June 16, 1919,
voliyumu 12, masamba 123 ndi 124 ) . Kumwamba kumawoneka ngati
kwatsekeka kwa Luisa ndipo palibe kulumikizana ndi dziko lapansi mwa
iye (November 3, 1919, voliyumu 12, tsamba 130),
-
kupanda mantha, kukaikira ndi mantha, makamaka Gahena ndi phindu
lalikulu la chitetezo (October 15, 1919, voliyumu 12, tsamba 130),
-
kutaya malingaliro ake (January 19, 1912, voliyumu 10, tsamba 57),
-
kuŵerengera zokonda zakuthupi ndi zauzimu (December 6, 1904,
voliyumu 6, tsamba 73),
-
Kulandidwa kwa njira zonse zaumunthu, kumene mu chikhalidwe ichi,
munthu sangathe kudandaula, kapena kudziteteza, kapena kudzimasula
yekha ku zomwe ziri kwa iye tsoka (June 24, 1900, voliyumu 3, tsamba
85);
-
wakufa ku moyo wake, palibenso chilakolako, palibe chikondi, palibe
chikondi, chirichonse chamkati chimakhala ngati chakufa, ndipo
chizindikiro chotsimikizirika chakuti ziphunzitso za Yesu zabala
chipatso mu moyo wake ndi chakuti munthu sadzimvanso chilichonse mwa
iye mwini, podziwa. kuti moyo wa m’Chifuniro Chaumulungu
umaphatikizapo kudzisungunula mwa Yesu (September 13, 1919, voliyumu
12, tsamba 128),
Makhalidwe
ndi zotsatira za kukhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu
-
Kukhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndi mgonero wamuyaya, womwe ndi
waukulu kuposa kulandira mgonero wa sakramenti (March 23, 1910,
voliyumu 9, tsamba 32),
-
Chiyero chowona chimaphatikizapo kukhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu,
podziwa kuti chiyerochi chili ndi mizu yozama kotero kuti palibe
chowopsa choti chigwedezeke. Mzimu umene uli ndi chiyero ichi
ndi wokhazikika, wosasunthika ndi zolakwa zodzifunira. Amasamalira
ntchito zake. Amaperekedwa nsembe ndikuchotsedwa kwa chilichonse
ndi aliyense, ngakhale owongolera auzimu. Imakula kotero kuti
maluwa ake ndi zipatso zake zimafika Kumwamba! Iye wabisika
kwambiri mwa Mulungu moti dziko lapansi siliona chilichonse chokhudza
iye. Chifuniro cha Mulungu chachilandira. Yesu ndiye moyo
wake, Mlengi wa moyo wake ndi chitsanzo chake. Iye alibe
kalikonse kake kake, chirichonse chiri chofanana ndi Yesu (August 14,
1917, voliyumu 12, tsamba 28),
-
Chiyero mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu simunthu koma chiyero Chaumulungu.
-
Kukhala m’Chifuniro Chaumulungu kumatsogolera ku chiyero
chopambana chimene cholengedwacho chingachifune (January 20, 1907,
voliyumu 7, tsamba 64),
-
Yemwe amakhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu amakhala pamtendere nthawi
zonse, wokhutitsidwa komanso samada nkhawa zilizonse (May 24, 1910,
voliyumu 9, tsamba 34),
-
Moyo umene umakhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu umachita zomwe Mulungu
akufuna ndipo Mulungu amachita zomwe akufuna, mpaka kuti mzimu uwu
ufike pofooketsa ndi kuchotsera zida za Mulungu monga momwe ufunira
ndi mgwirizano wapamwambawu (1st November 1910, voliyumu 9, tsamba.
51),
-
Moyo umene umakhala m’Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndiwo Paradaiso wa
Ambuye Wathu Yesu pa dziko lapansi (November 3, 1910, voliyumu 9,
tsamba 52), Chifuniro cha Mulungu ndi paradaiso wa moyo padziko
lapansi ndi mzimu umene umakhala m’Paradaiso padziko lapansi.
Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndicho Paradaiso wa Mulungu (July 3, 1910,
voliyumu 7, tsamba 29),
-
Pakukhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu, mzimu umapeza chikondi
changwiro; amakwanitsa kukonda Yesu ndi Chikondi
Chake; chimakhala chikondi chonse; akukumana ndi Yesu
mosalekeza (November 6, 1906, voliyumu 7, tsamba 53),
-
Moyo mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu umatanthauza kuti moyo umakhala wauzimu
kotheratu, ndikukhala ngati mzimu woyera, ngati kuti palibenso kanthu
mmenemo, kotero kuti zofuna (zaumunthu ndi zaumulungu) zikhoza
kuchita mwangwiro 'a (May 21), 1900, voliyumu 3, tsamba 73),
-
Kuchita mwa Mulungu ndi kukhala mu mtendere ndi chinthu
chomwecho. Mwa Mulungu, zonse ndi mtendere (June 17, 1900,
voliyumu 3, tsamba 83), mtendere ndiwo chizindikiro chotsimikizirika
chakuti munthu akuvutika ndi kundigwirira ntchito, ndi kulawiratu
mtendere umene ana anga adzasangalala nawo limodzi ndi ine Kumwamba
(July. 29, 1909, voliyumu 9, tsamba 13),
Moyo
mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu ndi mphamvu zitatu za moyo: luntha,
kukumbukira ndi chifuniro
Kuchokera
mu voliyumu 12 ya buku lakuti “Buku la Kumwamba” ,
kuchokera mu uthenga woperekedwa pa May 8, 1919, tsamba 116:
Ndi
mu luntha, chikumbukiro ndi chifuniro ( 3 mphamvu za moyo), mbali
yolemekezeka kwambiri ya umunthu, kuti fano laumulungu
limasindikizidwa .
Ululu
umene unasautsa kwambiri Ambuye wathu Yesu pa nthawi ya Kuvutika
Kwake unali chinyengo cha Afarisi .
Kuchokera
mu voliyumu 13 ya ntchito "Buku la Kumwamba" ,
uthenga woperekedwa pa November 22, 1921, masamba 60 ndi 61:
“ Mwana
wanga, zowawa zimene zinkandivutitsa kwambiri pa nthawi ya
Chilakolako changa zinali chinyengo cha Afarisi; Adanamizira
chilungamo pomwe adali ochita zoipa kwambiri . Iwo
ankanamizira chiyero, chilungamo ndi dongosolo, pamene iwo
anali opotoka kwambiri , kunja kwa malamulo onse ndi
chisokonezo chonse. Pamene ankanamizira kulemekeza Mulungu,
iwo ankadzilemekeza okha, n’kumaganizira zofuna za iwo eni, za
chitonthozo chawo .
Kuwala
sikunathe kuwalowa, chifukwa chinyengo chawo chinali chitatseka
zitseko zonse. Kupanda pake kwawo kunali mfungulo yomwe,
mobwerezabwereza, idawatsekera mu imfa yawo ndipo ngakhale kuyimitsa
kuwala konse kocheperako . Ngakhale Pilato yemwe
anali wolambira mafano anapeza kuwala kwambiri kuposa Afarisi,
chifukwa chilichonse chimene anachita ndi kunena sichinali
mwachinyengo, koma chifukwa cha mantha .
Ndimakopeka
kwambiri ndi wochimwa, ngakhale wokhota kwambiri, ngati alibe
chinyengo, kuposa amene ali abwino koma achinyengo . O! Ndinyansidwa
bwanji ndi iye amene achita zabwino powonekera, nadziyesa wabwino,
napemphera, koma mwa iye zoipa ndi zokonda zabisika mwa iye; pamene
milomo yake ikupemphera, mtima wake uli kutali ndi ine . Akachita
zabwino amaganizira zokhutiritsa zilakolako zake zankhanza. Ngakhale
kuti zikuoneka kuti amachita zabwino ndiponso mawu amene
amalankhula, munthu wachinyengoyo sangaunikire ena chifukwa
watseka zitseko .
Iye
amachita zinthu ngati chiwanda chobadwa m’thupi chimene,
pobisalira zabwino, chimayesa zolengedwa . Ataona
chinthu chabwino, mwamunayo amakopeka. Koma akachita bwino
kwambiri, amadziona kuti wachita tchimo lalikulu
kwambiri. O! Mayesero amene amawonekera pansi pa maonekedwe
a uchimo ndi owopsa chotani nanga kusiyana ndi amene amadziwonetsera
okha pansi pa maonekedwe abwino! Kulimbana ndi anthu oipa
n’kochepa kusiyana ndi anthu ooneka ngati abwino koma
onyenga . Ndi ziphe zotani zomwe amabisa ! Ndi
miyoyo ingati yomwe adayipitsa ?
Pakadapanda
zofanizira izi ndipo onse akanandidziwa momwe ndiliri, mizu ya zoyipa
ikadachotsedwa padziko lapansi ndipo zonse zikadakhala
zosanyengedwa”.
Iye
amene amakhala mu Chifuniro Chaumulungu sangathe kupita ku
Purigatoriyo
Kuchokera
mu voliyumu 11 ya buku lakuti “Buku la Kumwamba” ,
kuchokera mu uthenga woperekedwa pa March 8, 1914, tsamba 73:
" Mwana
wanga wamkazi, mzimu womwe umakhala mu Chifuniro changa sungathe
kupita ku purigatoriyo, komwe miyoyo imayeretsedwa ku chilichonse .
Nditamuteteza
mwansanje mu Will yanga m'moyo wake, ndingalole bwanji kuti moto wa
puligatoriyo umukhudze?
Nthawi
zambiri, amasowa zovala zingapo, koma Chifuniro changa
chidzamuveka chilichonse chofunikira asanamuwululire Umulungu .
Kenako
ndidziulula ndekha”.
Chiwerengero
chochepa cha oyera mtima a Chifuniro Chaumulungu chifukwa
ndikofunikira kudzivula chilichonse
Kuchokera
mu voliyumu 12 ya buku lakuti “Buku la Kumwamba” ,
zotuluka mu uthenga woperekedwa pa April 15, 1919, masamba 112 ndi
113:
" Mwana
wanga, Chifuniro changa chokha chimabweretsa chisangalalo
chenicheni. Iye yekha amapereka zabwino zonse ku moyo, kumupanga
iye mfumukazi ya chisangalalo chenicheni. Miyoyo yokhayo
yomwe idzakhale mu Chifuniro changa ndi yomwe idzakhale mfumukazi
pafupi ndi mpando wanga wachifumu chifukwa idzabadwa mwa Chifuniro
changa . Ndiyenera kukuwuzani kuti anthu
ondizungulira nthawi zambiri sanali osangalala [...].
Oyera
mu Chifuniro changa, chophiphiritsidwa ndi Umunthu wanga woukitsidwa,
adzakhala ochepa mu chiwerengero [...].
Chiyero
m’chifuniro changa chilibe kanthu kalikonse ka mzimu, koma
chirichonse chimabwera kwa icho kuchokera kwa Mulungu .
Kukhala
wokonzeka kudzivula chilichonse ndizovuta kwambiri; chifukwa
chake sipadzakhala anthu ambiri omwe angakwaniritse izi . Inu
muli ku mbali ya ochepa.
Moyo
uyenera kufa ku moyo wake kuti ukhale ndi moyo weniweni wa Yesu
Kuchokera
mu voliyumu 12 ya ntchito "Buku la Kumwamba" ,
uthenga woperekedwa pa September 13, 1919, tsamba 128:
" Mkwiyo
wanga unakula ndipo ndinadandaula kwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa nthawi
zonse kuti, 'Chitani chifundo, Wokondedwa wanga, chitirani chifundo!
Kodi simukuwona kusweka kwanga? Ndikumva ngati ndilibenso
moyo, ngakhale chilakolako, kapena chikondi, kapena chikondi
chikondi, zonse za m'kati mwanga zili ngati zakufa , Yesu,
zipatso za chiphunzitso chanu ziri kuti mwa ine? Ndikunena izi,
ndinamva Yesu ali pafupi ndi ine, kundimanga pansi ndi kundimanga ndi
maunyolo amphamvu. Iye anandiuza kuti:
" Mwana
wanga, chizindikiro chotsimikizika kuti ziphunzitso zanga zabala
zipatso mwa iwe ndikuti sudzimvanso kalikonse
mwa iwe wekha . Ndawasungunula mu Will
yanga?Chifuniro changa ndi chachikulu ndipo zimatengera khama
kwambiri kuti chifotokoze.Kukhala mwa ine, kuli bwino
kusakhala ndi moyo wamunthu mwanjira ina, munthu amawonetsa kuti
sakusangalala ndi moyo wanga komanso kusungunuka kwathunthu mwa
ine ”.
Kuti
moyo udzizindikiritse wokha mwa Mulungu, zonse zomwe umadzisungira
ziyenera kukhala zopanda pake.
Kuchokera
mu voliyumu 3 ya ntchito "Buku la Kumwamba" ,
uthenga woperekedwa pa June 27, 1900, masamba 87 ndi 88:
" Mwana
wanga, chomwe ndikufuna kwa iwe ndikuti udzizindikire wekha mwa ine,
osati mwa iwe wekha. Kotero, simudzakumbukiranso wekha, koma ine
ndekha.
Podzinyalanyaza,
mudzangondizindikira. Momwe udziyiwala ndi kudziwononga
wekha, udzapita patsogolo m'chidziwitso changa, udzadzizindikira
wekha mwa ine .
Mukachita
izi, simudzaganizanso ndi ubongo wanu, koma ndi
wanga. Sudzayang’ananso ndi maso ako, sudzalankhulanso ndi
pakamwa pako, kugunda kwa mtima wako sikudzakhalanso kwako,
sudzagwiranso ntchito ndi manja ako, sudzayendanso ndi mapazi
ako . Udzayang’ana ndi Maso anga, udzalankhula
ndi M’kamwa mwanga, kugunda kwa mtima wako kudzakhala kwanga,
udzagwira ntchito ndi manja anga, udzayenda ndi Mapazi anga.
Ndipo
kuti zimenezo zitheke, ndiko kunena kuti mzimu umadzizindikira wokha
mwa Mulungu, uyenera kubwerera ku chiyambi chake, ndiko kunena kwa
Mulungu, amene umachokerako. Iyenera kugwirizana kwathunthu ndi
mlengi wake; Chilichonse chomwe amadzichotsera yekha komanso
chomwe sichikugwirizana ndi chiyambi chake, ayenera kuchepetsedwa .
Pokhapokha,
wamaliseche ndi wovula, angabwerere ku chiyambi chake, kudzizindikira
yekha mwa Mulungu ndikugwira ntchito mogwirizana ndi mapeto omwe
adalengedwera . Kuti ufanane ndi ine, mzimu uyenera
kukhala wosawoneka ngati ine ”.
