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Ukubiza izidalwa ukuba zibuyele kwindawo, isikhundla kunye nenjongo

abadalelwa kona nguThixo

 

 

Luisa Piccarreta

Umntwana wentando kaThixo



Kwiminyaka eyi-9  , iNkosi yethu iqala ukwenza ilizwi layo livakale ngaphakathi.

Xa wayeneminyaka eyi-13  waba nombono wakhe wokuqala:

Uthe ke uYesu, ethwele umnqamlezo wakhe, wajonga kuye, wathi  : "Mphefumlo, ndincede!"

 

Ukususela kuloo mzuzu ukuya phambili, umnqweno onganelisekiyo uvela kuye wokubandezeleka ngenxa yothando lukaYesu.Ngeli xesha iimbandezelo zokuqala zasenyameni zePassion nazo ziqala, kunye neentlungu ezinkulu zokomoya nezokuziphatha.

Xa wayeneminyaka eli-16 ubudala  , elandela umnqweno owavakaliswa nguYesu noMariya, wazahlulela kuYesu njengexhoba.

Ukususela ngelo xesha ukuya phambili, imibono yaphindaphindeka waza wanxulumana ngakumbi nangakumbi neembandezelo zikaYesu kwiPassion yakhe.

Ukususela kuloo mzuzu, kunye nobomi bakhe bonke (  oko kukuthi iminyaka engama-65  ), akakwazi ukutya okanye ukusela, ukwala nakuphi na ukutya.

Ukutya kwayo kuphela yiMithendeleko Engcwele.

Ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwakhe kwiPassion of Jesus, esiba sisomelela kwaye somelele, uLuisa uhlala ephulukana nokusebenzisa izivamvo zakhe.

Umzimba wakhe uyaqina, ngamanye amaxesha kangangeentsuku ezininzi, de kufike umbingeleli (ngokuqhelekileyo umvuma izono zakhe),

egameni lentobeko, ukumkhupha kule meko   yokufa.

Ngeminyaka eyi-23  , unyaka omnye emva kokuba eqalise ukuphumla kwakhe okusisigxina kwebhedi (eya kuhlala ubomi bakhe bonke), wafumana ubabalo loMtshato weMystical.

Lo mtshato uhlaziywa kwiinyanga ezili-11 kamva eZulwini, kubukho bukaBathathu Emnye. Kungesi sihlandlo apho isipho seNtando yobuThixo sinikwe kuye.

Wasweleka ngo-1947  , ngaphambi nje kokuba afikelele kwibanga   lama - 82  .

- emva kweentsuku ezili-15 zenyumoniya,

ekuphela kwesifo awakhe waphathwa kubomi bakhe bonke.

Uyawulahla umphefumlo ekuzeni kokusa, xa, yonke imihla, umvumisi wakhe wamkhupha kwimeko yakhe yokufa.

U-Luisa ubhale kakhulu. Wakwenza oko ngenxa yokuthobela uYesu nabavumayo bakhe, esoyisa inzondo enamandla awayesoloko ezama ukubhala nokuthetha ngaye.

 

Imibhalo yakhe eyintloko yayiyimiqulu   engama-36 yencwadi   yakhe enomxholo othi   “  Incwadi Yezulu”   (igama elacetyiswa nguYesu ngokwakhe).

Bachaza ubomi bakhe kwaye babelane ngeengxoxo zakhe noYesu, indlela ayikhethileyo.

ukwazisa ngeemfundiso zakhe ezingaqhelekanga nezimangalisayo ngobomi kwintando kaThixo.

Unobangela wokubethwa kukaLuisa waziswa ngo-1994.

Omnye wabavumo bakhe, osikelelekileyo   ufr. U-Annibale M. Di Francia  , usandul'   ukubethelwa nguPope John Paul II.

 

Luisa Piccarreta

Umntwana wentando kaThixo 1865-1947 Corato, kwiphondo laseBari, eItali.

 



Owu   Bathathu Emnye,

INkosi yethu uYesu Kristu yasifundisa ukuba xa sithandaza, simele   sicele

-Igama loBawo wethu osezulwini malizukiswe,

- ukuba intando yakhe yenziwe emhlabeni njengasezulwini

UBukumkani bakhe mabufike phakathi kwethu.

Kumnqweno wethu omkhulu wokwazisa uBukumkani bakhe bothando, uBulungisa kunye noXolo, siyakucela ngokuzithoba ukuba umzukise umkhonzi wakho uLuisa,

-uMntwana weNtando yobuThixo

owathi, ngemithandazo yakhe eqhubekayo neembandezelo zakhe ezinkulu, wamthethelela ngenzondelelo

-ukuze kusindiswe imiphefumlo e

kuba ubukumkani bukaThixo bufike kweli hlabathi.

Silandela umzekelo wakhe, sithandaza, uYise, uNyana noMoya oyiNgcwele,

-ukusinceda ukuba siyithabathe ngovuyo iminqamlezo yethu kulo mhlaba, ukuze nathi,

sizukisa igama likaBawo wethu oseZulwini   e

sasingena ebukumkanini bentando kaThixo. Amen.

+ UCarmelo Cassati, uBhishophu omkhulu

 



Umbingelelo omkhulu ubekwe kum ngentobeko engcwele.

Kufuneka ndikubhale phantsi okwenzekayo phakathi kwam noYesu wam endimthandayo kwisithuba esingaphezu kweminyaka eli-16.

Ndiziva ndonganyelwe ngumsebenzi (1).

Nangona kunjalo, nangona ndididekile, ndifuna ukuzibhokoxa kangangoko ndinako.

Ndiyakholwa kuYesu, uMlingane wam oyintanda, oya kukwazi ukuwenza ube nokunyamezeleka umsebenzi wam.

 

Ngoko ndingayigcwalisa

- ngenxa yobungangamsha obukhulu bukaThixo e

- ngenxa yothando endinalo ngenxa yesidima esibalaseleyo   sentobeko  .

 

"Ke ndiyaqala, oh Yesu,   kuwe, kunye nawe, nangenxa yakho  . Andizithembi, kodwa ndinokholo kuwe.

Ngaphandle kwakho andinakwenza nto.

Ngamana lo mbhalo, ukususela ekuqaleni ukuya ekupheleni, ungenziwa

- ngenxa yozuko lwakho olukhulu,

-ngokukhula kothando lwam kuwe kwaye

- ngenxa yokudideka kwam okukhulu. "

 

Xa ndandineminyaka eli-17 ubudala, ndandifuna ukwenza umthambo wemihla ngemihla

-ukucamngca,

- izenzo ezahlukeneyo zokulunga e

-ezohlukeneyo, ndizilungiselela   iqela leKrisimesi,

oko kukuthi, kumthendeleko wokuZalwa kukaYesu wam osoloko enobubele.

 

Kwaye konke oku, ngexesha le-novena.

Ngendlela ekhethekileyo, ndandifuna ukuhlonipha ezo nyanga zisithoba

ngexesha uYesu wayenyule ukuhlala kwisibeleko sentombi enyulu eSikelelweyo

ukwenza iintsuku ezisithoba ngosuku ukucamngca ezilithoba   ngemini ngemfihlelo esikelelekileyo   yoMnyamo.

 

Ngokucamngca, ndakhetha ukuya eZulwini ngengcinga. Ndaba nomfanekiso-ngqondweni kaBathathu Emnye kwibhunga lesigqibo,

uceba ukuhlangula uhlanga loluntu lwawela kolona nxunguphalo lumbi, ekuthe, ngaphandle kwesenzo sobuthixo, lwalungenakuphinda   luvuke, ukuzisa ubomi obutsha   benkululeko epheleleyo.

 

Ndiye ndabona uBawo ethatha isigqibo.

- ukuthumela uNyana wakhe okuphela kwakhe emhlabeni,

- yokugqibela ngokweminqweno kayise, e

- uMoya oyiNgcwele ovuma ngokupheleleyo ukusindiswa kwabantu.

 

 Umphefumlo wam wonke wamangaliswa yimfihlakalo enkulu kangaka 

-Uthando phakathi kwabantu   bakaThixo;

- uthando olukhulu

ebopha abantu abangcwele kunye kwaye isasaze phezu kwabantu.

 

Ndiye ndaqwalasela ukungabi nambulelo kwaba, nto leyo eyenza ukuba uThando olukhulu lungasebenzi. Ngendandihleli kule meko imini yonke, endaweni yeyure nje, ukuba uYesu wayengenzanga ukuba ndive ilizwi elingaphakathi elandixelelayo:

 

“Kwanele ngoku.

Yiza kunye nam kwaye uya kubona ezinye kunye nokugqithisela okukhulu koThando lwam kuwe ".

 

Ingcinga yam yakhokelela ekubeni ndicinge ngoYesu wam osoloko enobubele,

ehlala kwesona sibeleko sinyulu seNtombi Enyulu   noMama uMariya.

 

Ndamangaliswa kukuba uThixo wethu omkhulu,

-engenako ukulawulwa lizulu,

- efunwa, ngenxa yothando lwabantu,

iba yincinci kwaye uhlala uvalelwe kwindawo encinci, de ube uyakwazi ukushukuma okanye ukuphefumla.

 

Oku kuqwalasela kwanditya ndamthanda uYesu osandul’ ukuzalwa.

 

Wandixelela   ngaphakathi:

"Jonga indlela endikuthanda ngayo!

Ngenceba, ndinike indawo entliziyweni yakho. Phuma kuyo yonke into engekho kum,

ukuze ube nokukhululeka kancinci ukuhamba nokuphefumla. "

 

Intliziyo yam ke yaziva ityumkile kukumthanda. ndizibambe ngeenyembezi,

-Ndacela uxolo ngezono zam,

-ethembisa ukuba uya kuhlala ungowakho konke.

 

Nangona kunjalo, kwafuneka ndibone

-ukuba ndiphindaphinda isithembiso esifanayo imihla ngemihla kwaye

-ukuba, kakhulu ukudideka kwam,

Bendisoloko ndibuyela kwiimpazamo ezifanayo.

 

Oku kundenze ndabandezeleka kakhulu. Kwaye ndakhwaza:

"Awu! Yesu wam, ubusoloko unobubele kwesi sidalwa ndisosesilishwa, nangoku usenje! Usoloko unenceba kum!"

 

Le yindlela eyahamba ngayo iyure yam yesibini neyesithathu yokucamngca.

Ndaza ke ndaqhubeka kwada kwayiyure yesithoba, endayishiyayo, ngenxa yeziphazamiso zam ezingenancasa nezibi.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ilizwi landicela ukuba ndiqhubeke ne-novena meditation, lindilumkisa.

-ukuba awuzange,

-Bendingayi kuba nakuphumla, noxolo.

 

Kwaye bendizama ukucinga ukuba ndingayenza njani ngcono,

- ngamanye amaxesha ngamadolo akho,

-ngamanye amaxesha aqubuda phantsi.

Kwakukho amaxesha apho intsapho yakowethu yayindithintela ekwenzeni oku ngoxa ndandisebenza. Kodwa ndandisafuna ukwanelisa uYesu wam olungileyo.

Ngoko ke ndandichitha yonke imihla kwi-novena yam engcwele,

-ukuya kusuku olungaphambili

-apho uYesu wam oyintanda wandinika umvuzo ongaqhelekanga nongalindelekanga.

 

Kwakubusuku   bangaphambi kweKrisimesi  .

Ndandindedwa kwaye ndandiza kugqiba ukucamngca kwam xa, ngequbuliso, ndeva ngaphakathi kum ukuvutha okungaqhelekanga.

Ndazibona ndiphambi komntwana onguYesu onenceba kakhulu.

 

Wayemhle kakhulu kwaye enomtsalane!

Kodwa ngenxa yokuswela uthando

awalinikwa zizidalwa ezingenambulelo;

-ebengcangcazela   yingqele.

Ebesenza ngathi ufuna ukundincamisa. Ndavuya gqitha   .

Ndiphakame ngoko nangoko ndabaleka ndayokumanga. Kodwa ndathi xa ndizama ukumwola, wanyamalala. Oku kwenzeka izihlandlo ezithathu, yaye sihlandlo ngasinye ndandingakwazi ukumphuza.

 

Ndandinomsindo kakhulu.

Konke kungene luthando, ndawela kwi-inebriation eluthandweni

-Kunzima kum ukuyichaza yonke le nto ngamazwi,

-kuba andinayo indlela efanelekileyo yokuzibonakalisa.

Andiphiki ukuba ndaguqulwa ngokupheleleyo nguYesu ngothando.” Lo moya ungaqhelekanga wathabatha iintsuku eziliqela.

Yandula ke yehla ngokuthe ngcembe.

Kudala ndingavumeli mntu ukuba abile kule nto.

 

Emva koko, ilizwi elingaphakathi kum alizange lindishiye. Ndithe ndisawa,

ilizwi landithethisa emva kwezono zam zesiqhelo. Wandilungisa waza wandifundisa ukuba yonke into kufuneka ndenze kakuhle kakhulu.

Yandinika isibindi esitsha xa ndawayo yaza yandenza ndathembisa ukuba ndiza kuhlala ndiphaphile ngakumbi kwixesha elizayo.

 

Ngoku iNkosi yethu iyaqhubeka

-ukwenza kunye nam njengoyise olungileyo kunyana wakhe,

ukuhlala ubuyisela unyana olahlekileyo kwindlela yokulunga   ,

ngalo lonke ixesha sebenzisa imigudu kayise yokuyigcina isemsebenzini wayo, ukuze ivelise imbeko nozuko kuThixo,   e

osoloko efuna isithsaba sokulunga esinomona. Kodwa yeha, kwihlazo kunye nokudideka kwam, kufuneka ndidanduluke:

"Owu Yesu, indlela endingenambulelo ngayo kuwe!"

 

Emva koko iNkosi yam eLungileyo neNgcwele yaqalisa ukuyikhulula intliziyo yam kulo lonke uthando olwaluyihlasela kwizidalwa.

Weza kum kwaye, njengesiqhelo, wathi kum ngelizwi elingaphakathi:

 

"NdinguYonke wakho.

Ndifanele ukuthandwa nguwe ngothando olulingana nale ndinayo ngawe.

Ukuba awushiyi ihlabathi elincinci leengcamango zakho, ukuthanda, kunye

iimvakalelo kwizidalwa, andiyi kukwazi

-ngena ngokupheleleyo entliziyweni yakho kwaye

- lithathele kulo ngokusisigxina.

 

Ukusebeza rhoqo kweengcinga zakho

iyakuthintela ukuba ungaliva iLizwi lam ngokucacileyo, nto leyo   endithintelayo

-ukugalela iinceba zam kuwe kwaye

-ukwenza ukuba uthandane nam ngokupheleleyo. Ndingumyeni onomona kakhulu.

 

Ndithembise ukuba uya kuba ngowam ngokupheleleyo.

Ndizakusebenza ndenza lento ndiyifunayo kuwe.

 

Uthetha inyani xa usithi awukwazi ukwenza nto ngokwakho. Kodwa musa ukoyika, ndiya kukwenzela yonke into.

Ndinike intando yakho: kuya kundanela  .

 

Wayedla ngokuyiphinda kum ngesihlandlo soMthendeleko oNgcwele.

Emva koko ndalila ngokuzisola ndaza ndathembisa ukuba, kunanini na ngaphambili, ndiya kuba ngowakhe ngokupheleleyo. Kwaye ukuba, ngaloo mzuzu,

-Ndaye ndaqonda ukuba andizange ndenze ngokuthanda kwakhe,

- Ndamcela uxolo kwaye

-Ndamxelela ukuba ndifuna ukumthanda ngentliziyo yam yonke.

 

Ndisazi ukuba, ukuhluthwa uncedo lwakhe, ngendenze okubi ngakumbi, ndamcela ukuba angandilahli.

 

UYesu  , endenza ndive iLizwi lakhe entliziyweni yam,   wathi kum  :

"Isithoba!

 

Ndandisoloko ndicinga ngaye.

Xa ndandiphazanyiswe ziincoko nosapho lwam okanye ngamazwi angabalulekanga okanye angeyomfuneko, ndaliva ngoko nangoko iLizwi Lakhe lisithi kum:

 

Andizithandi ezi ncoko.

Bagcwalisa ingqondo yakho ngezinto ezingandiniki mdla. Bayirhangqa intliziyo yakho ngeemvakalelo ezimbi,

zilutshitshisa ubabalo lwam kuni, nibuthathaka, ningenabomi. Owu! xelisani mna, njengoko ndandisendlwini yaseNazarete;

ingqondo yam yayixakwe kuphela

oluphathelele uzuko lukaBawo, nosindiso lwemiphefumlo.

 

Umlomo wam wawuvula nje

-ukuthetha izinto ezingcwele e

- ukukholisa abanye ukuba bayenze

-ukulungisa izikreqo kuBawo

 

Ngaloo ndlela iintliziyo ezaphulwe ziintlungu zatsalwa, zathanjiswa lubabalo, zaziswa kuThando lwam.

 

Ngaba ndifanele ndikuxelele ngeenkomfa zokomoya endiye ndanazo noMama noTata wam endicingela ukuba ndinawo?

 

Ndiye ndathula ke ngaphakathi ndibhidekile bendifuna ukuba ndedwa kangangoko.

Ndavuma ubuthathaka bam kuYesu.

Ndamcela ukuba andincede nangenceba zakhe ngokulibamba ixesha ekuzalisekiseni oko wayendicela kona.

Ndavuma kananjalo ukuba, ndedwa, andinakwenza nto ngaphandle kobubi.

Kwaye yeha kum xa iingcinga zam okanye intliziyo yam ngamaxesha athile ikhukuliseka imke kuYesu ize ibe nomdla kubantu endibathandayo.

 

Ngequbuliso kwaye ngequbuliso, iZwi lakhe labuya kwaye latsho ngethoni eyomileyo:

"Yindlela yakho yokundithanda le? Ngubani owakuthanda njengam? Yazi

-ukuba awuyeki,

Ndiya kurhoxa ndikushiye wedwa, ngokwamandla akho.

 

Ngenxa yezingcikivo ezininzi, ndayiva intliziyo yam ibuhlungu. Bendikwazi nokulila qha ndimcenge andixolele.

 

Ngenye intsasa, emva kokufumana uMthendeleko oNgcwele, wandinika

-umbono ocacileyo wothando olukhulu awayenalo ngam,

- kunye nombono wothando oluguquguqukayo noluguquguqukayo ezinalo izidalwa kuye. Intliziyo yam yathathwa ngokupheleleyo. Ukususela ngoko, andizange ndikwazi ukuthanda omnye umntu ngaphandle kwakhe yedwa.

 

Umzekelo, ukuba kukho into entle efika engqondweni yam, bekuya kufuneka ndivume ukuba yena, injini kuqala

-ngumbhali wale propati e

- osebenzisa izidalwa ukunika uthando lwakhe kum.

 

Ukuba  ke,  kwelinye icala,   ndihlelwe bububi;

Ndimele ndicinge ukuba uThixo uvumele ukuba kulunge kum ngokwasemoyeni okanye ngokwasemzimbeni.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, intliziyo yam yayiza kuziva itsaleleke kuThixo kwaye isondele kuye.

Ukubona uThixo kwindalo, imbeko yam kubo yayiya kunyuka.

Ukuba bayandicaphukisa, ndandiziva ndibophelelekile

-bathande ngoThixo nange

-ukukholelwa ukuba bandizisela umvuzo womphefumlo wam.

 

Ukuba izidalwa zasondela kum zincoma kunye nezandla, ndandizamkela ngokudelela kwaye ndandisithi kum:

"Namhlanje bayandithanda. Ngomso bangandithiya. Izidalwa ziyaguquguquka."

Ngaloo ndlela intliziyo yam ifumene inkululeko endingenakuyibeka ngamazwi.

 

Emva kokuba uMthetheleli wam oNgcwele endinqumle kwihlabathi langaphandle,

wandahlula kwizidalwa,   nakuzo

ekhululwe kwiingcinga kunye nothando ngabo, waqalisa ukuhlambulula ingaphakathi   lentliziyo yam.

 

Ilizwi lakhe elimnandi lalihlala livakala ezindlebeni zam lisithi:

“Sisodwa ngoku akhonto isihluphayo, awusavuyi ngoku.

kunangexesha wawuzama ukukholisa abantu abakungqongileyo? Awuboni ukuba kulula ukukholisa mna ndedwa,

kunokukholisa abaninzi?

Ngokubuyisela, siya kwenza ngokungathi mna nawe sisodwa emhlabeni. Ndithembise ukuthembeka

Kwaye ndiya kugalela ufefe kuni eziya kunimangalisa.

Ndinezicwangciso zakho ezinkulu endinokuzifeza kuphela

-ukuba uyahambelana nale ndikubuza yona

- ukuba uhambelana neWill yam.

Ndiya kuvuya ngokwenza umfanekiso ogqibeleleyo wam. Uya kundixelisa kuko konke endikwenzileyo ebuntwini bam,

-yokuzalwa kwam

-ukufa kwam.

Ungabi namathandabuzo ngempumelelo, kuba ndiza kukufundisa ngokuthe ngcembe indlela yokwenza ".

 

Imihla ngemihla, ngakumbi emva koMthendeleko oNgcwele,

wayendixelela ukuba   mandikhathazeke ngantoni

ngaphandle komda   wokudinwa,

ukuze ubabalo endababalwa ngalo lube nesiqhamo ngakumbi.

 

Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, wayesoloko endixelela:

"Ukuze ndiphalaze iinceba zam entliziyweni yakho, kuyimfuneko ukuba uziqinisekise ukuba,

ndedwa   _

aninakwenza   nto.

 

Ndigcwalisa ngezipho zam kunye neenceba zam imiphefumlo ethandabuzayo ukuzibonakalisa kuyo imiphumo emihle yomsebenzi wabo owenziwe ngobabalo lwam.

Ndibajonge ngemvume eninzi.

 

Imiphefumlo ebona izipho zam neenceba zam ngokungathi izithengele yona, yenza ubusela obuninzi.

Kufuneka bazixelele:

"Iziqhamo eziveliswa egadini yam

-akufuneki kubangelwe kum, isidalwa esihlwempuzekileyo nesilusizi,

-kodwa zingumphumo wezipho eziye zaphuphuma kum ngoThando lobuthixo".

 

Khumbula ukuba ndinobubele kwaye ndigalela imisinga yobabalo emiphefumlweni

-ababaziyo ukungabi nto kwabo,

-abangaziphangiyo nantoni na, e

- abaqondayo ukuba yonke into yenziwa ngobabalo lwam.

 

Ngoko, ukubona okwenzekayo kuzo, le miphefumlo

-Andiyi kubulela kuphela,

-kodwa baphila ngoloyiko lokuphulukana nobabalo lwam, izipho zam kunye nesisa sam ukuba andisathandi.

 

Andikwazi ukungena ezintliziyweni

abanomsi ngokuzingca   kunye

abahluthiyo bengenandawo   yam.

Abaniki mbulelo kwiinceba zam kwaye, ukusuka ekuweni ukuya ekuweni, baya ekonakalisweni kwabo.

 

Yiyo loo nto   ndiyifuna rhoqo

- okanye ngokuqhubekayo - ukwenza izenzo zokuthobeka.

Kuya kufuneka ufane nomntwana onamadiapers,

awukwazi ukuhamba okanye ukuhambahamba endlwini yedwa,

- kufuneka athembele kumama wakhe yonke into.

Ndifuna ukuba usondele kum njengomntwana,

-Ndihlala ndicela uncedo kunye noncedo lwam,

-ukuqonda ukungabi nto kwakho,

- ndilinde yonke into evela kum. "

 

Ngokwenza oko, ndaba mncinci kwaye ndazibhubhisa. Kangangokuba ngamanye amaxesha

Ndaziva ndinyibilika wonke umzimba wam kwaye ndiqhekeka, ndingakwazi ukuthabatha inyathelo okanye ukuphefumla ngaphandle koncedo lukaYesu.

Ndenza konke okusemandleni am ukuze ndimanelise kuyo yonke into, ndithobekile yaye ndithobela.

 

Ukuthelekisa

-imeko yobomi uYesu awandibizela kubo e

-eyandihlala ndihlala kuyo ndaziva ndingenwa ziintlungu.

 

Ndandineentloni zokujonga abantu

kuba ndaziva ndingomnye wabonani abakhulu ehlabathini. Bendinayo incasa

- ukurhoxa kwigumbi lam, kude nezidalwa, e

-ukuthi kum:

“Ukuba nje bebesazi ukuba ndingumoni kangakanani, nokuba zininzi kangakanani iinceba endizenzileyo iNkosi, bebeya kukhwankqiswa.

Ndiyathemba ukuba uYesu akazukundazisa, kuba ukuba bebesazi ukuba ndinokuzibulala".

 

Ngaphandle koku, ngosuku olulandelayo, njengoko ndamkela uYesu kweNgcwele.

Ngomthendeleko, intliziyo yam yayivuya ukuzibona itshatyalalisiwe.

UYesu undixelela izinto ezingakumbi malunga nembubhiso egqibeleleyo awandibizela kuyo.

 

Wandinika amacebiso, asoloko ahlukile kutyelelo lwangaphambili. Ndingatsho ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba kangangezihlandlo ezininzi uYesu awayethetha nam, wayesebenzisa indlela eyahlukileyo ukuze acacise oonobangela nemiphumo yokulunga awayefuna ukubethelela kum.

 

Ukuba ebefuna, ebenokuthetha ngesidima esinye kangangewaka, nangeendlela eziliwaka ezahlukeneyo:

“Owu! Nkosi yam eNgcwele,

njengokuba   ungumfundi,

Hayi indlela endingenambulelo ngayo kuba ndingaphili ngokwethemba lakho   kum!

 

Ndiyazivuma iingcinga zam

-esoloko efuna inyaniso kwaye

- ndandisoloko ndizama ukuhambelana noko uYesu wandifundisa kona. Kodwa ngandlel’ ithile ndiye ndaphelelwa ngulo mnqweno.

Ndandingayiqondi into eyayifunwa nguYesu kum, kwanasekupheleni.

 

Ngenxa yoku ndazithoba ngakumbi. Ndavuma ubulize bam

Emva koko, ndathembisa ukuba ndiza kunikela ingqalelo ngakumbi ndize ndibe luncedo. Nangona konke oku,

Andinakuze ndikwazi ukwenza okulungileyo   okufunwa yimfezeko yakhe

ukuba ebengandincedanga   ngokuqhubekayo.

 

Wayesoloko esithi kum  :

"Ukuba ubuthobekile kwaye usondele kum, ngewungazange uwenze kakubi lo msebenzi.

Kodwa ekubeni ubucinga ukuba ungaqala, uqhubeke kwaye uwugqibe umsebenzi ngaphandle kwam, ukwenzile, kodwa kungekhona ngokweminqweno yam.

Ngesi sizathu,

cela uncedo lwam kwasekuqaleni kwayo yonke into oyenzayo.

Qinisekisa ukuba ndihlala ndikhona ukuze ndisebenze nawe

okwenzayo kuya kugqibelela ukugqibelela.

 

Yazi ukuba usoloko uyenza oku, uya kufumana okona kuthobeka. Ukuba wenza ngokuchaseneyo,

ikratshi liya kubuyela kuwe   kwaye

iyakufunxa obo bubuhle buhle bentobeko obuhlwayelwe   kuwe".

 

Ngaloo ndlela wandinika ukukhanya okukhulu kunye nobabalo kwaye wandenza ndabubona ububi besono sekratshi.

Ikratshi

- oyena mbulelo mkhulu kuThixo e

- eyona nto imbi kakhulu enokwenziwa kuye, imfamekisa ngokupheleleyo umphefumlo,

- kumkhokelela ukuba awele ekungahlonelini okukhulu, kwaye

- umkhokelela ekonakaleni.

 

Bandishiyele ubabalo olungaqhelekanga endalunikwa nguYesu

- ngosizi olukhulu xa kuthelekiswa nexesha elidlulileyo e

-ngoloyiko olukhulu ngekamva.

 

Ndingazi ukuba mandenze ntoni ukulungisa umonakalo wexesha elidlulileyo, ndaziva ndizisola ngokukhetha kwam.

Kwakhona ndamcela ukuba agwetywe kwityala lam, kodwa babengasoloko bevuma.

Zonke izono endazenzayo zazibonakala zingabalulekanga kum.

 

Ngokuba

Andizange ndikwazi ukutshintsha ixesha elidlulileyo   kwaye

ukuba bendingayazi   enye into emandiyenze,

Ndaqalisa ukulila xa ndicinga ngezono zam zangaphambili.

 

Ekugqibeleni ndaguqukela kuYesu wam osoloko enobubele.

Ukoyika ukuba kude kuye kwandikhathaza, yaye uloyiko lokuba iza kundibiza ngakumbi, lwandishiya ndingazi ukuba mandenze ntoni na.

Ngubani onokuthi ndibaleke kangaphi kuYesu entliziyweni yam

- ukucela ukuxolelwa kwewaka,

-enkosi ngobabalo oluninzi ondenzele lona e

- mcele ukuba ahlale ekufutshane nam.

 

Ndandisoloko ndimxelela:

“Yabona, Yesu wam olungileyo,

- ndilahlekelwe lixesha elingakanani e

-kangakanani enkosi endiyichithileyo,

xa bendinokwandisa uthando lwam kuwe, oLungile lwam oluphezulu kunye nolwam konke! "

Ngelixa ngendlela edikayo ndahlala ndithetha naye ngolo hlobo.

 

Wandikhalimela kabukhali uYesu   , esithi:

"Andifuni ukuba ubuyele kwixesha elidlulileyo. Yazi ukuba xa umphefumlo,

-eqinisekile ngezono zakhe;

- zithobe ngokufumana isakramente yam yezohlwayo,

- uzimisele ngakumbi ukufa kunokuba andikhubekise kwakhona.

 

Kukunyelisa kwiNceba yam kunye nomqobo kuThando lwam

- qhubeka ngokwengqondo ekuvuthululeni udaka lwexesha elidlulileyo.

 

Uthando lwam alunakuvumela umphefumlo ukuba usabele eZulwini ukuba uhlala untywiliselwa

- iingcinga ezoyikekayo e

-iingcamango ezimnyama malunga nexesha elidlulileyo.

 

Yazi andibukhumbuli ububi bakho obenzileyo, ndibulibale ngokupheleleyo. Ngaba ubona nayiphi na inzondo kum, okanye nokuba yinto nje ehlekisayo kuwe?"

 

Mna:" Hayi Nkosi yam intliziyo yam ibuhlungu xa ndicinga ukulunga kwakho, ukulunga kwakho nothando lwakho kum nangona ndingenambulelo".

 

Uye waphendula  wathi    :

"Kaloku mntanam. Kodwa kutheni ufuna ukubuyela emva? Bekungcono kakhulu xa sicinga ngothando lwethu sobabini!

Zama ukundikholisa kuphela kwixesha elizayo kwaye uya kuhlala unoxolo ".

 

Ukusukela ngaloo mzuzu, ukuze ndanelise uYesu wam othandekayo, andizange ndiphinde ndicinge ngexesha elidlulileyo. Noko ke, bendisoloko ndimcela ukuba andifundise ukucamagushela izono zam zangaphambili.

 

Wathi kum:  “Uyabona ukuba ndikulungele ukukunika le nto uyifunayo.

khumbulani amazwi endanixelela ngawo kwakudala.

Eyona nto ilungileyo endinokuyenza kukuxelisa ubomi bam. Ndixelele ngoku   ufuna ntoni."

 

Ndathi, Nkosi, ndiswele yonke into, ngokuba andinanto.

 

UYesu waqhubeka  wathi:

“Kulungile, ungoyiki, kuba kancinci kancinci siya kwenza yonke into.

Ndiyayazi indlela obuthathaka ngayo. Kukwam ukuba uya kufumana amandla, unyamezelo kunye nentando elungileyo. Yenza le nto ndikuxelele yona.

Ndifuna iinzame zakho zinyaniseke.

Kufuneka ubeke iliso elinye kum kunye nelinye kulento uyenzayo.

Ndifuna ukuba uyazi ukuba ungangabahoyi njani abantu, ukuze,

-xa ucelwa ukuba wenze into,

- yenza ngathi isicelo sivela ngqo kum.

 

Ndithe ntsho kum, ungagwebi mntu.

Musa ukujonga ukuba umsebenzi ubuhlungu na, uyacekiseka, ulula, okanye unzima.

Uyakuvala amehlo kuyo yonke lento. uya kundivulela wona, wazi

-ukuba ndikuwe kwaye

-ukuba ndijonge umsebenzi wakho.

 

Ndixelele rhoqo:

“  Nkosi, ndiphe ubabalo

- ndenze yonke into endiyenzayo kakuhle ukusuka ekuqaleni ukuya ekugqibeleni, e

-ukuba ndikwenzela wena kuphela.

Andisafuni ukuba likhoboka lezidalwa  ".

 

Yenze ukuba xa uhamba, uthetha, usebenza okanye wenza nantoni na,

yenza kuphela ulwaneliseko nolonwabo lwam. Xa unengxaki yokuchasana okanye wenzakala, ndiyafuna

-ukuba amehlo akho ethe ntsho kum kwaye

-ukholelwa ukuba yonke le nto ivela kum, ayiveli kwizidalwa.

 

Yenza ngathi uyayiva le nto iphuma emlonyeni wam:

"Ntombi yam, ndifuna ubandezeleke kancinci.

Ngezi mbandezelo ndiya kukwenza ube mhle.

-Ndifuna ukutyebisa umphefumlo wakho ngezinto ezintsha.

"Ndifuna ukusebenza emphefumlweni wakho ukuze ube njengam."

 

Kwaye ngelixa uthwala iimbandezelo zakho ngenxa yoThando lwam,

-Ndifuna ukuba undinike

- enkosi kum ngokufumana ukukufanelekela.

 

Ngokwenza njalo, uya kubabuyisela ngenzuzo abo

-ngubani kabuhlungu okanye

Ngubani owakuvisa ubuhlungu.

Ngoko uya kuhamba ngqo phambi kwam.

-Ezi zinto aziyi kukukhathaza, kwaye

"Uya kukwazi uxolo olugqibeleleyo."

 

Emva kwethuba elithile xa ndandisenza oko uYesu wandicela ukuba ndikwenze,

wandigcina ndiphila kumoya wokudandatheka.

 

Yandenza ndaqonda

- ukuba zonke izinto,

kunye nemibingelelo yobuqhawe kunye   nezona mpawu zibalaseleyo

baya kugqalwa njengelize ukuba abenziwanga   kukuthanda yena  .

 

Ukuba iintlungu azikhuthazwa ukusuka ekuqaleni ukuya ekupheleni luthando lwaKhe, azinancasa kwaye azinakufaneleka.

 

Wathi kum:

"Isisa sisidima esinika udumo kwezinye izidima. Izenzo ezenziwa ngaphandle kothando ziyimisebenzi efileyo.

 

Amehlo am anikela ingqalelo kuphela kwizenzo ezenziwa ngomoya wothando. Zodwa azifikeleli kwiNtliziyo yam.

Ngoko ke,

-Lumka   kwaye

- yenza izenzo zakho, nokuba zincinci, ngomoya wothando nombingelelo.

 

Zenzeni kum, kum, nakum  .

Andiyi kuzibona izenzo zakho njengezam ukuba azithwali amatywina omabini,

eyemibingelelo yakho   e

itywina lam.

 

Ekubeni imali leyo imele ukuba nomfanekiso wokumkani oshicilelwe phezu kwayo, ukuze yamkelwe njengesemthethweni kubakhonzi bokumkani;

ngoko ke izenzo zakho kufuneka zithwale   umqondiso woMnqamlezo

yamkelwe ndim.

 

“Asisayi kuphinda sizikhathaze ngokusebenzela   ukuphelisa

- ukuthanda kwakho izidalwa,

-kodwa   umsa wakho   kuwe ngokwakho  .

 

Ndifuna ukwenza ufe   kuwe

ukuze niphilele mna kuphela.

Andifuni kukubethelela nantoni na ngaphandle   koBomi bam.

 

Kuyinyani ukuba kuya kubiza ngaphezulu, kodwa yomelela kwaye ungoyiki. Mna nawe kunye nawe kunye nam, siyakwenza yonke into ".

Yandinika iimbono ezintsha malunga nokuzibhubhisa.

Wathi kum:

“Awunguye, kwaye akufanele uzicingele ngaphezu kwesithunzi

-edlula ngokukhawuleza kwaye

-loo nto ibaleka kuwe xa uzama ukuyibamba.

 

Ukuba ufuna ukubona into endifaneleyo kuwe,

zibone ungento  . Ke, ndonwabile kukuthotywa kwakho ngokwenyani  ,

Ndiya kugalela konke okwam kuwe  .

 

Ngokundixelela oku, uYesu wam olungileyo wabethelela engqondweni yam nasentliziyweni yam intshabalalo kangangoba ndingathanda ukuzifihla kweyona nzonzobila. Yazi

-ukuba kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba ndifihle ihlazo lam kuye, kwaye

- njengoko ndaqhubeka nditshabalalisa ukuzithemba kwam,

 

wathi kum:

"Sondela, uthembele engalweni yam:

-Ndiya kukuxhasa kwaye

-Ndiya kukunika amandla okusebenza rhoqo kum, undenzele yonke into. "

 

Ukugqibelela ngokungenasiphelo,

UThixo unokunqwenela ukuba umsebenzi wakhe ngamnye ujolise kwimfezeko yawo ethile.

 

Ukuba ke zonke wadala

ngokwendalo ithande ukugqibelela   e

akanakuyeka ukuhamba ekuphuculeni kwakhe, ke, ngakumbi isizathu,

isidalwa

-abo uThixo abanike ubulumko kunye nentando yakhe

-akakwazi ukuvumela ukuphuculwa kwakhe kuphazamiseke,

ukuba ngokwenene ufuna uThixo akholiswe nguye.

 

Ekubeni edalwe nguThixo ngokomfanekiselo nangokufana naye  ,   umntu unokufumana eyona mfezeko iphakamileyo ukuba uyazibhokoxa

ukuthobela intando kaThixo   e

zihambelana nobabalo alunikwe nguye   .

 

Ukuba iNkosi ikufuphi kum, ifuna ndoyame ngengalo yayo, e

ukuba kuphela ngokutsalana undityhala ukuba ndiziphose ezingalweni zikayise, kwaye ukuba naye ufuna ukuba ndithabathe onke amandla am kuye ukuze ndenze yonke into kakuhle,

Andingomntu osisidenge?

ukuba ndiyala olu babalo kwaye andizithobi kwintando yakhe yobuThixo?

 

Ngenxa yoko, mna,

ngaphezu kwaso nasiphi na esinye   isidalwa,

Ndiyakholwa ukuba ngumsebenzi   wam

Ndihlala ndilandela uYesu wam othandekayo,

 

Lowo wathi kum:

“Nina niziimfama, kodwa musani ukoyika.

Ukukhanya kwam, ngoku kunanini na ngaphambili, kuya kuba sisikhokelo sakho.

ndiya kuba kuwe, ndibe nawe, ndenze imisebenzi ebalulekileyo; Ndilandele ezintweni zonke kwaye niya kubona.

Okwethutyana, ndiya kuma phambi kwakho njengesipili, kwaye konke okufuneka ukwenze kuya kuba njalo

-ukundijonga,

- ndixelise kwaye

- ukuze ungandiboni.

 

Intando yakho mayibingelelwe phambi kwam,

ukuze iNtando yam neyakho ibe yinto enye. Ngaba wanelisekile yiyo?

Ngoko ke zilungiselele izithintelo kum, ngakumbi ngokunxulumene nezidalwa. "

 

UYesu wathi kum:

"Njengoko umoya uhambisa amaqabunga entyatyambo,

ngaloo ndlela ibonisa isiqhamo esincinci esikhulayo,

ngaloo ndlela ukuthanda kwethu kuyaphambuka kwimbonakalo yayo yobuqu. "

 

Xa izilumkiso zifika, kufuneka ndithobele. Njengantoni

ukuba andivukanga kwangoko ekuseni   , bendizakuva iLizwi lakhe lindixelela ngaphakathi:

“Ubuphumle kamnandi bendingenayo ibhedi.

kodwa kunokuba   uMnqamlezo wam  .  Ngokukhawuleza, ngokukhawuleza, vuka! Musa   ukuyekelela!

 

- Kwaye ukuba xa ndihamba  ndijonge kude kakhulu, wandithethisa esithi:

Andifuni ukuba amehlo akho adlulele ngaphaya koko kuyimfuneko, ukuze ungakhubeki.

 

Ukuba bendisemaphandleni ,   ndingqongwe zizityalo ezahlukeneyo, nemithi, neentyatyambo, ebeya kuthi kum:

"Ndadala yonke into ngenxa yothando kuwe, kwaye wena, ngokundithanda, uzikhanyele olu lonwabo."

 

-Ukuba, ecaweni, ndijonge kwimihombiso engcwele  , wayendithethisa esithi:

Ùnanze ntoni na, ingendim?

 

-  Ukuba ndihleli kakuhle ngelixa ndisebenza ,  wayenokuthi kum:

“Ukhululekile kakhulu.

Kwaye, ngokucacileyo, ukumanelisa,

Ndahlala kwi half yesitulo qha.

 

-  Ukuba ndisebenza kancinci kwaye ndisonqena  , wayenokuthi kum:

"Khawuleza uze ngokukhawuleza uhlale nam emthandazweni ..."

 

Ngamathuba athile

wandinika umsebenzi ukuba ndiwenze ngexesha elithile ndaza ndaya kusebenza ukuze ndikholise yena.

Xa ndingazange ndiwugqibe umsebenzi wam, ndamcela ukuba andincede. Amaxesha amaninzi uye wandinceda ngokwenza umsebenzi kunye nam ukuze ndikhululeke kuqala, ngokuqhelekileyo kungekhona ngenjongo yokuzonwabisa, kodwa ndibe nexesha elingakumbi lokuthandaza.

Maxa wambi kwakusenzeka ukuba, ndindodwa okanye ndikunye naye, umsebenzi owawundixakekisa imini yonke ugqitywe ngexeshana nje elifutshane.

 

Emva kwethuba ndaqalisa ukuziva ndibandakanyeke ngakumbi yaye ndinqwenela ukuba ngendandibe semthandazweni ngokungenasiphelo.

Zange ndidinwe okanye ndikruquke, ndaye ndaziva ndonwabile kangangokuba ndaziva ngathi akukho okunye ukutya endikufunayo ngaphandle koko ndandikufumana emthandazweni.

Kodwa   uYesu wandilungisa   esithi:

“Khawuleza, ungalibali!

Ndifuna utye for my love.

Thatha ukutya okuza kufunxwa ngumzimba wakho. Cela ukuba uthando lwam lumanyane nolwakho,

KUYA

-Ngamana uMoya wam ungamanyana nomphefumlo wakho kwaye

-Ngamana yonke into ingangcwaliswa ngoThando lwam ".

 

Ngamathub’ athile, ndisitya, ndandinandipha ukutya ndize ndiqhubeke ndisitya.

Kwaye   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Ulibele ukuba andinawo omnye umnqweno wokuzibhubhisa ngoThando ngenxa yakho? Yeka ukutya oku ubuyele kwinto ongayifuniyo."

 

Ngale ndlela uYesu wazama ukubulala ukuthanda kwam, nakwizinto ezincinci, ukuze ndiphile kuye kuphela.

 

Ngaloo ndlela, kwandivumela ukuba ndizame

- iiparadoksi zothando,

-yothando yonke ingcwele kwaye ibhekiswa kuye.

 

Ithe yakufika imini yokuba ndifumane umthendeleko, andenzanga nto imini nobusuku;

ngaphandle nje kokuzilungiselela ukuyamkela ngeyona ndlela ingcono.

Khange ndiwavale amehlo ndilale

ngenxa yezenzo zothando eziqhubekayo endazenzayo kuYesu.

 

Ndandidla ngokuthi:

"Khawuleza, Nkosi, andinako ukulinda. Nciphisa iiyure, ilanga liyeke ngokukhawuleza, kuba intliziyo yam iyasilela ngomnqweno woMthendeleko oNgcwele".

 

Kwaye   uYesu waphendula  :

"Ndindedwa kwaye ndinqwenela ngaphandle kwakho.

Ungazikhathazi ngokungakwazi ukulala.

Lidini lokuphambukela kuThixo wakho, iqabane lakho, izinto zakho zonke,

lowo uhlala ephaphile ngenxa yothando lwakho.

 

Yizani nive ubugwenxa ezihlala zisenza kum izidalwa. Ah! sukundikhanyela ukukhululeka kohlobo lwakho

arhente.

 

Iintliziyo zothando lwakho zidibene nolwam

iya kubususa ngokuyinxenye ubukrakra endibufumana kwiziphoso ezininzi imini nobusuku.

Andiyi kukushiya wedwa kunye neembandezelo kunye neenkxwaleko zakho. Endaweni yoko, ndiya kukubuyisa ubabalo ngenkampani yam. "

 

Ekuzeni kokusa ndaya ecaweni ndinomnqweno omkhulu wokwamkela uYesu kwiSakramente eNgcwele. Ndaya ku-confessor wam ndingakhange ndithethe nalo mnqweno.

 

Ngaphezu kwesihlandlo esinye wandixelela:

"Namhlanje ndifuna uvinjwe uMthendeleko oNgcwele". Leyo yindlela endandisoloko ndilila ngayo.

Kodwa bendingafuni ukutyhilela u-confessor wam ubukrakra bentliziyo yam.

Ekubeni uYesu wayefuna ukuba ndiyeke ukuphoxeka, ndanikezela ukuze angandingcikivi.

Wayefuna ukuba ndithembele kuye ngokupheleleyo, Yena ongoyena Nyana wam uphakamileyo.

 

Ndandidla ngokumvulela intliziyo yam ndize ndimxelele:

"Owu! Sithandwa sam esimnandi,

-Ingaba esi sisiqhamo salo mlindo besinawo sobabini ngokuhlwanje?

 

Ngubani owayenokucinga ukuba emva kokulindela okuninzi kunye neminqweno, bekuya kufuneka ndenze ngaphandle kwakho!

Ndiyazi ukuba kufuneka ndikuthobele kuyo yonke into. Kodwa khawutsho Yesu wam olungileyo, ndingaphila ngaphandle kwakho?

Ngubani na oya kundinika amandla endinawo ngoku?

Ngaba ndiza kuba nesibindi namandla okushiya inkonzo ngaphandle kokukuthatha ekhaya nam?

Nangona kunjalo, andazi ukuba mandenze ntoni na.

Kodwa wena, Yesu wam, ukuba uyafuna, ungayilungisa yonke le nto!

 

Ngesinye isihlandlo, ndisathetha ngolu hlobo, ndeva ubushushu obungaqhelekanga kum. Kuthe kusenjalo kwakhanya ilangatye lothando kum ndaliva ilizwi lakhe lindixelela ngaphakathi:

 

"Hlala uzolile, sele ndisentliziyweni yakho  .   Woyika ntoni? Sukuba buhlungu.   Ndifuna ukuzosula ngokwam iinyembezi.

Intombazana encinci, yinyani, awunakuphila ngaphandle kwam, akunjalo?

 

Ndamangaliswa

-kula Mazwi kaYesu e

- umsebenzi awayewenza kum.

Ndibhangisiwe kum, ndaguqukela kuYesu wam ndathi kuye:

"Ukuba bendingekho mbi kangako,

ngewungazange umkhuthaze owandivumayo ukuba andidimaze njengaye!” Yaye ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba angazivumeli ezo ntsonkotha.

 

Kuba, ngaphandle kwakhe, ndandingakwazi ukwenza iimpazamo kwaye ndandiza kuzenza ndibe nesiyezi.

 

Kuba uYesu efuna ukuwenza umphefumlo wam uthandeke kwaye awukhokelele ekubandezelekeni ngenxa yoThando, wandikhokelela ukuba ndintywilisele kulwandle olungenasiphelo lwePassion yakhe.

 

Ngenye imini, emva koMthendeleko oNgcwele,

Lonke uthando lukaYesu lwandinika uthando olukhulu kangangokuba ndamangaliswa kwaye ndathi kuye:

"Yesu, kutheni undithambele kangaka,

Ngaba ndikhohlakele kangaka kwaye andikwazi ukuphendula kuThando lwakho? Ukwazi ukuba kufuneka ndibuyisele uthando lwakho,

Ndiyoyika ukuba undishiye ngenxa yokungakhathali kwam. Noko ndiyakubona

- kuhle konke kwaye

-ndikucinezela ngakumbi kunangaphambili. "

 

Emva koko, njengesiqhelo,   wathi kum  :

"Sithandwa sam, izinto zexesha elidlulileyo azenzanga nto ngaphandle kokukulungiselela kancinci. Ngoku ndiza kusebenza. Ndifuna intliziyo yakho izimisele ukungena kulwandlekazi olukhulu lwePassion yam ebuhlungu.

 

Xa ubuqonda ngokwenene ubunzima bokubandezeleka kwam,

uzokwazi ukuqonda uThando olwanditya xa ndihlupheka ngenxa yakho.

 

Zixelele le nto: "Ngubani lo ubandezeleke kangaka ngenxa yam?

 

Kwaye awuzukwala amanxeba kunye neentlungu zomnqweno wokuba uya kubandezeleka ngenxa yothando lwam. Uvutha luthando,   umphefumlo wakho uya kuwamkela umnqamlezo endiwulungiselele wona.

 

Xa nithe naziqonda zonke izinto endizinyamezeleyo mna, iNkosi yenu, ngenxa yenu;

ukubandezeleka kwakho kube sisithunzi kuwe. Kuya kubonakala kumnandi kuwe kwaye uya kufikelela kwinqanaba apho ungasakwazi ukuphila ngaphandle   kokubandezeleka. "

 

La mazwi ndaziva ndixhalaba ngakumbi   ukubandezeleka.

Noko ke, indalo yam yayingcangcazela xa ndicinga ngentlungu ekwakuza kufuneka ndiyinyamezele

Inkxaso.

Emva koko ndathandaza kuYesu ukuba andinike amandla nenkalipho eyaneleyo nokuba andivumele ndifumane uthando kwiimbandezelo awandibizela kuzo.

 

Ngesi sicelo, andizange ndifune

umkhubekisile, okanye athabathe ithuba lomboneleli wesipho omkhulu anguye.

 

Kodwa   uYesu,   kulo lonke uthando lwakhe nobumnandi bakhe  , watshutshiswa ngolu hlobo  :

"Sithandwa sam, oku kucacile.

 

Ukuba umntu wenza into ethile

akaziva eqhutywa luthando ngento ayenzayo, akanakukhuthazwa ukuba awugqibe   umsebenzi wakhe.

 

Ngaphaya koko

- abo benza into ngokholo olubi,

nokuba bathe bayigqiba, abayi kuwufumana umvuzo wam.

 

Ke wena, ukuthanda ukuthanda kwam, kufuneka ngaphezu kwakho konke

- qwalasela ngokuzolileyo nangokucamngca

-konke endikunyamezeleyo ngenxa yakho,

ukuze umgwebo wakho ulingane nowam,

-ongalushiyiyo nantoni na ngenxa yothando lwentanda."

 

Ndikhuthazwe ngolu hlobo nguYesu, ndaqalisa ukucamngca ngePasion yakhe, eyawunceda kakhulu umphefumlo wam.

Ndiyaziqinisekisa ukuba oku kulungileyo kufikile kum kuMthombo wenceba noThando.

 

Ukusukela ngoko,

Intlungu kaYesu iye yangena entliziyweni yam, umphefumlo kunye nomzimba, apho iintlungu zePassion ziya kuzibonakalisa.

 

Ndazijula ​​kwiPassion

- njengakulwandle olukhulu lokukhanya oluthi, kunye nemitha yalo efudumeleyo,

- ndakhanyisa uthando lwam lonke ngoYesu, Lowo wabandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yam.

 

Kamva, oku kuntywila kuya kundenza ndiqonde ngokucacileyo

umonde nokuthobeka, intobeko nothando lukaYesu,   e

konke wakunyamezela ngenxa   yokundithanda.

Xa ndibona umgama omde phakathi kwam naye, ndaziva ndidandatheke ngokupheleleyo.

 

Imitha eyandoyisayo yayibonakala ngathi zizingcikivo ezathi cwaka kum:

"UThixo onomonde kangaka! Nawe?

UThixo othobeke ngolo hlobo, ethotyelwe ziintshaba zakhe! Kwaye wena?

UnguThixo wothando lonke obandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yakho! Kwaye wena? Ziphi iimbandezelo ozizisa ngokumthanda? Baphi?"

 

Ngamathuba athile

UYesu wathetha nam ngeentlungu zokungcungcutheka kwakhe neentlungu zokundithanda kwakhe.

Ndatsho ndisehla iinyembezi.

 

Ngenye imini, xa ndandisebenza kwaye ndicamngca ngeembandezelo zenkohlakalo zikaYesu,

intloko yam yacinezeleka kangangokuba ndaphelelwa ngumoya.

Ngenxa yokoyika ukwenzeka kwento enzulu kum, bendifuna ukuthatha idiversion ngokuphuma kwi balcony.

 

Apho, ndabona inkitha yabantu idlula esitratweni.

Bebekhokela uYesu wam onobubele, betyhala bemtsala.

UYesu wawuthwala egxalabeni lakhe umnqamlezo  . Ebediniwe ebila ligazi.

Wayenosizi kangangokuba wasusa ilitye.

Wandijonga efuna uncedo. Ngubani ongayichaza intlungu endayivayo ngoko?

Ngubani onokuchaza umphumo owaba nawo lo mbono woyikekayo kum?

Ndakhawuleza ndabuyela egumbini lam ndingazi noba ndiphi.

 

Intliziyo yam yophukile ngenxa yentlungu kwaye ndaqalisa ukukhala ndicinga:

"Hayi indlela obandezeleka ngayo, Yesu wam olungileyo!

-ukwazi ukukunceda ukhuphe ezi ngcuka zirhabaxa, okanye

-ukuva intlungu kunye nokuhlushwa ngenxa yakho,

ukukunika isiqabu.

 

Owu Thixo wam, ndivumele ndibandezeleke ecaleni kwakho. Akulunganga

- ukuba ubandezeleke kakhulu ngenxa yoThando ngenxa yam umoni, kwaye

"Musa ukundibandezela nantoni na ngenxa yakho!"

 

UYesu wavuthisa kum uthando olukhulu ngokubandezeleka kwakhe okumnandi kangangokuba kwakunzima ngakumbi ukuba ndingabandezeleki.

 

Lo mnqweno ucacileyo owabakho kum awuzange uphele.

KuMthendeleko oNgcwele andizange ndicele nantoni na eshushu ngakumbi: ukuba ndivunyelwe ukuva iimbandezelo ezimnandi ngolo hlobo.

kwakhe.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha wayendanelisa ngokususa iliva kwiCrown yakhe alifake entliziyweni yam. Ngamathuba athile

wazisusa izikhonkwane ezandleni zakhe nasezinyaweni, wandijula ​​ngazo;

wandivisa iintlungu ezingathethekiyo, kodwa azange zilingane nezakhe.

 

Kwezinye iimeko,

- kwakubonakala kum ukuba uYesu wayithabatha intliziyo yam ezandleni zakhe kwaye

-yaye yamkhama kangangoba iintlungu zandenza ndaphelelwa zingqondo.

 

Ukuze abantu abandingqongileyo bangayiboni into eyenzekayo kum, ndambongoza:

"Yesu wam, ndiphe ubabalo lokuva ubunzima ndingabonwa ngabanye abantu".

Ndiye ndaneliseka okwethutyana, kodwa ngenxa yezono zam, ukubandezeleka kwam ngamanye amaxesha kuye kwabonwa ngabanye.

 

Ngenye imini, emva koMthendeleko oNgcwele,   uYesu wathi kum  :

 

“Ukubandezeleka kwakho akunakufana nokwam, kuba ubandezeleka ngenxa yoBukho bam.

Ndiza kukunceda. Ndifuna ukukushiya wedwa okwethutyana.

Lumka ngakumbi kunangaphambili, kuba andiyi kukunika sandla ngenxa yakho

ndiyakuxhasa kwaye ndikuncede kwinto yonke. Uya kwenza kwaye ubandezeleke ngokuthanda okulungileyo,

ndisazi ukuba Amehlo am aya kuqwalasela   kuwe;

nokuba andiphindi ndikubonise okanye ndive   kuwe.

Ukuba nithe nahlala nithembekile kum, ndonivuza ekubuyeni kwam. Ukuba uthe wenza ubumenemene, ndiya kuza kunigweba.

 

Ngala mazwi ndothuka ndaza ndathi kuye:

“Nkosi, wena obubomi bam nobonke bam, ndixelele ukuba ndingaphila njani ngaphandle kwakho, Thixo wam!

Ngubani na oya kundinika amandla okuziphatha?

Nguwe kuphela oye waba, ukhoyo kwaye uya kuba namandla am kunye nenkxaso yam.

Kusenokwenzeka ukuba, ngoku, ufuna ukundishiya ndixhamle ubukho bakho, emva kokuba undimemile ukuba ndilishiye ihlabathi langaphandle nako konke okuhamba nalo.

Ulibele ukuba ndimbi kwaye ngaphandle kwakho andinakwenza nto ilungileyo?"

 

UYesu,   ngobulali nangokuzola,   waphendula kum  :

"Ndiza kukwenza oku ukuze uqonde ukubaluleka kwakho ngaphandle kwam, ungalahli ithemba.

 

Oku ndiya kukwenzela okulungileyo ngakumbi, ndilungise intliziyo yakho ukuba yamkele ubabalo olutsha endiya kukuthulula ngalo.

Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku ndikuncedile ngokubonakalayo. Ngoku, ngokungabonakali, ndiza kukwenza uzive ungento yanto ngokukushiya wedwa.

Ndiza kuqinisekisa ukuba ufikelela kokona kuzithoba kunzulu. Kwaye ndiza kukunika inceba yam, eyona ilungileyo,

ukunilungiselela amanqanaba aphezulu endimiselwe wona.

 

Ngoko kunokuba uphelelwe lithemba, vuya kwaye undibulele,

kuba okukhona unqumla olu lwandle luvuthuzayo, kokukhona uya kufika ngokukhawuleza kwizibuko.

Okukhona ndisiba lukhuni ngokuvavanywayo kuni, kokukhona ndiya kuninika inceba enkulu.

Yiba nesibindi, kuba kungekudala ndiza kuza kukuthuthuzela kwintlungu yakho.”

 

Wandisikelela ke warhoxa.

Ngubani owayenokubuchaza ubuhlungu endibuvayo, ububhanxa obo bungene entliziyweni yam, iinyembezi endiziphalazayo xa ndibona uYesu wam owathi xa endisikelela wandishiya.

Nangona kunjalo, ndandizinikezele kwintando yakhe Engcwele.

Kwaye emva kokuba ndisange isandla sakhe izihlandlo eziliwaka, eso Sandla sasindisikelele sikude, ndathi kuye:

"Usale kakuhle uMlingane oNgcwele, sala kakuhle!

Khumbula isithembiso sakho sokuba uza kubuyela kum kungekudala! Ngalo lonke ixesha ndincede kwaye undenze owakho ngokupheleleyo. "

Kwaye ndazibona ndindedwa ngokupheleleyo. Ibingathi isiphelo siza kum.

 

Ekubeni uYesu ebeyinto yam yonke, ngaphandle kwakhe ngoku bendingasena ntuthuzelo. Yonke into ejikelezileyo iguquke ngequbuliso yaba ziintlungu ezibuhlungu.

 

Ndaba ngathi ndiva izidalwa zindigculela kwaye zindiphindaphinda ngolwimi oluthe cwaka:

Uyabona ke into eyenzayo kuwe iSithandwa sakho, iNtanda yakho; iphi na ngoku? Xa ndijonga amanzi, umlilo, iintyatyambo, kunye namatye aqhelekileyo kwigumbi lam, konke kwakubonakala ngathi:

"Awuboni ukuba zonke ezi zinto zezoMlingane wakho?

Unelungelo lokubona imisebenzi yakhe, kodwa awunakumbona!

 

Kwaye ndabaxelela:

"Oh! Nina zidalwa zeNkosi yam, ndinikeni iindaba ngaye! Ndixeleleni ndingamfumana phi!

Undixelele ukuba uzobuya kungekudala, kodwa ngubani kuni onokuthi andixelele ukuba ubuya nini, ndizophinda ndimbone nini?

 

Kule meko, yonke imihla yayibonakala ngathi ingunaphakade.

Ubusuku yayiyimilindo engapheliyo, iiyure kunye nemizuzu yayifana neenkulungwane kwaye yayindiphathele enye into ngaphandle kwenkangala. Ndaziva ngathi ndiza kuwa.

Intliziyo yam nempefumlo zam zazima, yaye ngamanye amaxesha ndandiziva ngathi umzimba wam wonke ubambekile, ndiziva ndisiva ukufa.

Amalungu entsapho yakowethu aphawula ukuba izinto azihambi kakuhle.

Bathetha kakhulu ngale nto yaye besithi ukubandezeleka kwam kubangelwa kukugula emzimbeni.

Bandinyanzela ukuba ndidibane nogqirha. Kwenziwa oku, kodwa akuzange kundizisele nto.

 

Kwelam icala bendimane ndikhumbula

- oko uYesu wayendithembise kona,

- ngento awayenzayo kum,

- ukuthambisa kobabalo lwakhe.

Ndawakhumbula elinye ngalinye amazwi akhe amnandi nathambileyo.

Kwakhona ndakhumbula ukunyeliswa kwakhe nguyise ukuze andikhumbuze ngembopheleleko yokumthanda.

Umphefumlo wam uyazi ukuba awunakwenza nto ngaphandle koYesu kwaye yonke into ingenxa yakhe.

Ungumlawuli wokwenyani wokomoya ofundisa umphefumlo wam indlela yokuhlala uthobekile kwaye ulahliwe ngomthandazo, uMthendeleko oNgcwele kunye nokutyelela kwiSigramente esiSikelelekileyo.

 

Ukungaqondi ukuba yonke into eyenziwe kum inetyala lobuninzi benceba yeNkosi ibiya kuba yinkohliso emsulwa kwicala lam.

 

Ngaphandle kweenceba zakhe kunye nokukhanya kwakhe, enyanisweni, ngekhe ndenze nantoni na elungileyo: embi kuphela. Ngubani omnye ngaphandle koYesu wam olungileyo ondehlukanisayo nezinto ezingento zehlabathi?

Oko kwavuselela kum umnqweno onamandla wokwenza i-novena yeKrisimesi,

ngokucamngca ezilithoba ngosuku

ekuZalweni   kukaYesu,

endizisele eZulwini ubabalo oluninzi kunye nezikhanyiso ezingaphaya kwendalo?

 

Leliphi elo lizwi lingaphakathi lalindilumkisa?

ukuba ndingabi nakuphumla naxolo

"Kuthekani ukuba andizange ndiyenze into uYesu awathi kum?"

 

Ngubani owandenza ndamthanda ngokundibonisa usana oluthandekayo uYesu?

 

Asinguye uYesu owaqhubana nam njengomfundisi wam;

-ndiqeqeshe, -ndilungise, -ndithethise,

-enza intliziyo yam ilahle ukuthanda kwayo,

- undifakela imimoya yokwenyani yokuzohlwaya, isisa kunye nomthandazo?

 

Wandivulela indlela eya kundikhokelela kulwandle olukhulu lwembandezelo yakhe   .  Ndadibana naye ngaye 

- ubumnandi bembandezelo   e

- ubukrakra xa ndingabandezeleki.

Ngaba zonke ezi zinto azenziwanga ngobabalo lwaKhe?

 

Ngoku

odlala ihlaya kum ngokurhoxa emehlweni am, ndiziva ngokupheleleyo,

ngaphandle kwakhe, andiziva ukuba uthando olubuthathaka njengangaphambili   .

-Andiboni ukukhanya kwiingcamango zam,

Andisakwazi ukuhlala ndicamngca   iiyure ezimbini okanye ezintathu.

Njengoko ndizama ukwenza oko ndandikwenzile ngaphambili, ndiweva la mazwi aphindaphindwa kum: “Ukuba nithe nahlala nithembekile kum, ndiya kuza kunivuza.

 

Andinayo ncam impumelelo ebendinayo xa ekunye nam ngendlela ebonakalayo nebonakalayo.

 

Kwesi simo sobuhlwempu ndachitha yonke imihla yam

- malunga nobukrakra obupheleleyo,

-ekuthuleni nakwixhala.

 

Ndandilindele uYesu ongekafiki njengoko wayethembisile:

"Ndiza kubuyela kuwe kungekudala."

 

Xa ndiphindaphinda izibongozo zam, phantse ndaneliseka ngalo lonke ixesha.

Intliziyo yam yayibetha ngamandla, nangona yayingekho ngendlela engaqondakaliyo njengangaphambili. Ebendivavanyile kancinci engandixelelanga nto.

 

Xa, ekugqibeleni, ixesha lokunqongophala liphelile kwaye ndiyigqibile yonke into  uYesu   awayefuna ukuyenza okusemandleni am,

Ndaphinda ndayiva   entliziyweni yam  :

"Ntombazana encinci yeNtando yam, ndixelele into oyifunayo.

Ndixelele ukuba kwenzeke ntoni kuwe, amathandabuzo akho, uloyiko lwakho kunye nobunzima bakho, ukuze ndikufundise indlela yokukukhokelela kwixesha elizayo xa ndingekho. "

 

Emva koko ndamxelela ngokuthembeka oko kwenzeka kum:

“Nkosi yam, ngaphandle kwakho bendingekhe ndikwazi ukwenza kakuhle, kwasekuqaleni ukucamngca kwandonyanyisa kakhulu.

Andizange ndifune ukuhlala ndikunye nawe, kuba bendingenawo umtsalane woThando lwakho. Ukungabi nto yanto neentlungu endandiziva zandenza ndaziva ndingcungcuthekiswa kukufa.

 

Ukunqanda intlungu yobulolo, ndazama ukuyigqiba yonke. Ndathi xa ndifika emva kwexesha kwabonakala ngathi ndidlala ngexesha.

Uloyiko lokuba ekubuyeni kwakho ungandohlwaya ngenxa yokungathembeki kwam.

 

Intliziyo yam yanda, Ndacinga ukuba wena, Thixo wam, uhlala ucaphukile.

Andikwazanga ukwenza izenzo zembuyekezo okanye undwendwelo kwiSakramente eSikelelekileyo ngaphandle kwakho.

Ngewundincedile, kodwa andizange ndikufumane. Ngoku unam, ndixelele into ebekufanele ndiyenze.

 

Ethetha nam ngobubele  , wathi kum:

“Uphazamile ngokucaphuka.

Beningazi na ukuba ndinguMoya woxolo?

Ibingeyonto yokuqala endayincomayo ukuba   intliziyo yakho ibe nexhala  ?

 

Emthandazweni, xa uziva ulahlekile,   ungacingi nganto kwaye ube noxolo.

Sukujonga izizathu zokuba kutheni umthandazo wakho womile, njengoko oku kubangela ukuphazamiseka okungakumbi.

-Uthotywe endaweni yoko, kholelwa kwiimfanelo zokubandezeleka kwaye uhlale uthe cwaka.

 

Njengemvana ekrwelwa kancinane ngesitshetshe sokucheba, xa uthe wayibona ihlunguzela, ibethwa, iyodwa;

-ndiyekile ukuthanda kwam,

-enkosi ngokusuka emazantsi entliziyo yam,

-kwaye uzazi ukuba ufanelwe yimbandezelo.

 

Ndinike,

- ukuphoxeka kwakho, iingxaki zakho kunye neentlungu zakho

-Umbingelelo wendumiso, owenelisayo nowokubuyekeza izono zam ngenxa yazo.

 

Imithandazo yakho

baya kunyuka njengentlaka yesiqhumiso etroneni yam, baya kuyilimaza intliziyo yam yothando.

Baya kunizisela ubabalo olutsha nezipho ezitsha zoMoya wam oyiNgcwele.

 

UMtyholi,

ndikubona uthobekile, urhoxile kwaye uqinile kwinto yakho   engento,

akasenawo amandla   okusondela kuwe.

Uya kuziluma umlomo edanile.

Ziphatheni ngolu hlobo e

- uya kufumana iziphumo,

-hayi ukudelela njengoko ubucinga.

 

"Ngokuphathelele   uMthendeleko oNgcwele  ,

Andifuni ube buhlungu xa ungahlali apho, wohluthwe amandla ombane oThando lwam.

Yenza konke okusemandleni akho ukuba undamkele kakuhle kwaye undibulele emva kokundamkela. Ndicelele inceba noncedo oludingayo ungabinaxhala.

 

Oko ndikwenza ubandezeleke kuMthendeleko oNgcwele,

sisithunzi nje sokubandezeleka kwam eGetsemane.

 

Ukuba ukhathazeke kakhulu ngoku, kuthekani

Ndiya kunivumela nini ukuba nibe nenxaxheba ekubethweni kwam, ameva nezikhonkwane?

Ndinixelela oku ngenxa yokuba ezi ngcinga ndininika zona ngeli xesha leembandezelo ezininzi, zinokunika nina ukomelela ngakumbi kwiimbandezelo ezingaphantsi.

 

Xa uwedwa kwaye ufe emva koMthendeleko,

cinga ngentlungu yokufa endayivayo ngenxa yakho eGadini laseGetsemane. Hlala usondele kum ukuze uthelekise intlungu yakho neyam.

 

“Kuyinyani ukuba usazoziva uwedwa kwaye ndingekho   mna.

Emva koko kuzofuneka undibone ndedwa kwaye ndishiywe ngabahlobo bam abakhulu. Uza kubafumana belele kuba bengawuvali   umthandazo wabo.

Ngokuba izikhanyiso ndiya kukunika;

niya kundibona ndibandezelekile   ;

ejikelezwe ngama-apics, amarhamba anetyhefu kunye nezinja ezinoburhalarhume eziya kuzimela

izono zabantu ezidlulileyo, izono zabo zangoku,

abo bazayo, kunye -   nezono zakho.

 

Intlungu yam yezi zono yayingamandla kangangokuba ndaziva ndiqwengwe ndiphila.

Intliziyo yam noMntu wam wonke yayiziva ivaliwe njengakushicilelo.

Bendibile ndibile igazi ndimanzi te. Kongezelele kuko konke ukulahlwa kukaBawo.

 

Ndixelele, ukubandezeleka kwakho kufike nini kweli nqanaba?

Ukuba ufumanisa ukuba awuzange ube nam,

-bahluthwe intuthuzelo,

-ezele bubukrakra,

- ukuphuphuma kweentlungu kunye nentlungu, ngoko cinga ngam.

 

Zama ukomisa iGazi lam kwaye ukhulule inimba yam ekrakra ngokundinika iintlungu zakho ezithambileyo.

Ngale ndlela niya kuqalisa ukuhlala nam kwakhona emva koMthendeleko.

 

Oku akuthethi ukuba ubungekho zintlungu.

 

Kaloku ukuswela kwam kukodwa kuyeyona ntlungu inzima kwaye ikrakra endinokuyifaka kwimiphefumlo endiyithandayo.

 

Yazi kwakhona ukuba iimbandezelo zakho kunye nokuhambelana kwakho neNtando yam kundinika isiqabu kunye nentuthuzelo  .

 

'Ngoko

-utyelelo olwenzayo kum e

- kwizenzo zembuyekezo ozenzayo kum kwiSakramente yoThando lwam - endikumisele yona ..

 

yazi loo nto

Ndiqhubeka ndiphila kwaye   ndibandezeleka

konke endiye ndakuva ubunzima kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu anesithathu yobomi bam basemhlabeni.

-Ndiyathanda ukuzalwa ezintliziyweni zabantu abafayo.

Ngolu hlobo ke ndithobela lowo undibizayo evela eZulwini ukuba ndiye kumnikela esibingelelweni.

 

Ndiyazithoba

okwangoku, - ukufowuna,

ukufundisa, -   ukukhanyisa.

 

"Nabani na ofunayo angabuyela kum ngeesakramente. Kwabanye ndiya kubanika intuthuzelo, abanye ndomeleze;

ndiya kucela kuBawo ukuba abaxolele. Ndiyazityebisa ezinye zazo.

Hlaziya abanye. Ndihlala ndiphaphile kumntu   wonke.

Ndiyabathethelela abo bafuna ukukhuselwa.

Ndibanqula bonke abo bafuna ukwenziwa uthixo.

 

Ndikhapha abo bafuna inkampani. Ndikhalela abangakhathaliyo nabangenankathalo.

Ndihlala ndinqulwa ngonaphakade

ukuze imvisiswano yendalo yonke ibuyiselwe emhlabeni   e

ukuze icebo eliphakamileyo lobuthixo,  eliluzuko olupheleleyo lukaBawo, libe nokuzalisekiswa.

- ngembeko epheleleyo kuye,

kodwa akanikwanga kuzo zonke izidalwa.

 

Yiyo le nto ndiphila ubomi bam bomthendeleko  .

 

"Ukundibuyisela uthando olungenasiphelo endinalo kwizidalwa,

Ndifuna uze kundibona amashumi amathathu anesithathu ngemini

ukuhlonipha iminyaka uBuntu bam obuyiphile emhlabeni ngenxa yakho kunye nomntu wonke.

 

Joyina iSakramente yam yothando  ,

ndihlala ndikhumbula iinjongo zam

- intlawulelo,

-ukulungisa,

-ukuthanda kunye

- ukuzilimaza.

 

Uya kwenza olu tyelelo lungamashumi amathathu anesithathu

-rhoqo,

- yonke imihla kwaye

- Uya kuba phi.

Ndiya kuzifumana ngokungathi zenziwa kubukho bam bomthendeleko.

 

Rhoqo kusasa ingcinga yakho  yokuqala iya kuba yeyam  ,   Mbanjwa woThando.

 

Emva koko uya kundinika umnqweno wakho wokuqala wothando. Le iya kuba yintlanganiso yethu yokuqala.

Siza kuzibuza ukuba sibuchithe njani ubusuku.

Emva koko siya kukhuthazana.

 

Ingcinga yakho yokugqibela kunye nothando lwangokuhlwa iya kuba kukufumana intsikelelo yam,

ukuphumla kum, kunye nam nangenxa yam.

 

Uyakuthatha olu ncamo lokugqibela lothando ngesithembiso sokuzimanya nam kwiSikelelelo soMthendeleko.

Uya kwenza olunye utyelelo ngokusemandleni akho, ngokwezihlandlo, ugxile ngokupheleleyo kuThando lwam ".

 

Uthe esathetha uYesu ndaluva ubabalo lwakhe lungena entliziyweni yam, ngathi ufuna ukundiqwenga eluthandweni lwakhe.

Ingcinga yam yabhideka yatshona kuKhanya olukhulu loThando.

 

Oku kwandikhuthaza kwaye kwambongoza ngolu hlobo:

"Mfundisi wam olungileyo, ndicela uhlale usondele kum, ukuze, phantsi kwesikhokelo sakho, ndiya kuhlala ndikulungele ukwenza kakuhle.

Ubungqina banikelwa kum

-ukuba ndingenza yonke into elungileyo kunye nawe kwaye, ngaphandle kwakho, ndenza yonke into engalunganga. "

 

Kwaye, rhoqo ngobubele,   uYesu wongezelela  :

"Ndiza kuzama ukukukholisa kule ngongoma, njengoko ndenzile kwabanye abaninzi. Ndifuna nje ukuthanda kwakho okulungileyo.

Ndiza kukunika uncedo oluninzi olulindele kum. "

 

Owu! indlela awandenzela inceba ngayo uYesu wam olungileyo, akazange aphule izithembiso zakhe.

Enyanisweni, ndimele ndivume ukuba wayesoloko esenza ngaphezu kokuba wayendithembisile. Ndaza ke ndakwazi ukumkholisa.

Ukusebenza naye,

Ndiyisusile entliziyweni yam nayiphi na intandabuzo okanye   ukudideka,

nangona ndandixelelwa ukuba le nto yayisenzeka kum yayikukubaleka nje okugqithisileyo.

 

Intsuku ebendizichithe ngaphandle koYesu bendingakwazi nokucinga kakuhle. Khange ndikwazi ukuthetha nelizwi elinye ngomoya wothando.

Ndandingenazo iimvakalelo ezintle nakubani na.

 

Wathi uYesu xa ekufuphi nam  , wathetha nam, endivumela ukuba ndimbone.

Ndaye ndayifumana

ukuba yafika emphefumlweni ngendlela engaqhelekanga,

wayengenayo enye ingcamango ngaphandle kokulungiselela lo mphefumlo ukuba ufumane iminqamlezo emitsha nenzima.

 

Iqhinga lakhe kukutsala umphefumlo ngobabalo ukuze unamathele kuThando lwakhe.

Injongo yakhe kukuba umphefumlo ungamchasi.

 

Ngenye imini, emva koMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndaziva ndisondele kuye ngokungathi ndifakwe imitya yegolide. Indibetha ngamazwi othando afana nala:   “Ngaba ngokwenene uzimisele ukwenza le nto ndiyifunayo?

 

Ukuba bendikucela ukuba uncame ubomi bakho,

"Ngaba ungavuma, ngenxa yothando lwam, ukuyenza ngobabalo olulungileyo?" Yazi ukuba uzimisele ukwenza le nto ndiyifunayo,

-Ngokwam, ndiya kwenza into oyifunayo. "

 

Ndaza ndathi, "Sithandwa sam kunye nezam zonke, ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba undinike into entle ngakumbi, engcwele, ethandeka ngakumbi kunawe? Kwakhona, kutheni undibuza ukuba ndikulungele ukwenza into oyifunayo?

 

Kudala ndakunika umyolelo wam:

-ifunyenwe kuwe,

-nokuba umnqweno wakho ibikukundiqwenga. Ewe, ndikulungele ukuyenza ukuba uyathanda.

Ndizinikele kuwe, Mlingane oNgcwele. Yenza unothanda kum nakum.

Yenza kunye nam le nto uyifunayo, kodwa hlala undinika ubabalo olutsha, kuba ndedwa andinakwenza nto".

 

Kwaye   uYesu wathi kum  :

"  Ngaba ukulungele ngokwenene ukwenza oko ndikucelayo?"

Lo mbuzo andibuza wona okwesibini, ndaziva ndityumkile yaye ndixhelekile.

Ndaye ndathi kuye:

"Yesu wam osoloko elungile, kubuntomba bam ndihlala ndisoyika kwaye ndityhafile.

Ubonakala uyandikrokrela, ngelixa ndikuthembe ngokupheleleyo. Ndiwuva umphefumlo wam ulungele ukuphumelela zonke iimvavanyo oya kuvuma ukuzithoba kuzo ".

UYesu   waqhubeka  wathi:

"Kulungile! Ndifuna ukuwuhlambulula umphefumlo wakho kuso sonke isiphene esinokuthi sithintele uThando lwam   kuwe.

Ndifuna ukwazi ukuba unyanisekile kum, ngokwaneleyo ukuba ube ngowam konke. Kwaye kutheni undibonisa ukuba yonke into ondixelele yona iyinyani,

ndiya kukulinga edabini elikrakra kakhulu. Awunanto yokoyika kwaye awuyi kwenzakala.

Ndiya kuba yingalo yakho namandla akho, kwaye ndiya kulwa ecaleni kwakho.

 

Idabi lilungile. Iintshaba zifihlwe ebumnyameni, zilungele ukulwa nawe kwidabi elinegazi.

Ndiza kubanika inkululeko

-ukuhlasela,

-ukukukhathaza,

-ukukulinga nangayiphi na indlela,

ukuze xa ukhululiwe

ngezixhobo zokulunga kwakho, oya kuthi uziphathe ngokuchasene nezenzo zabo ezimbi, uya kuba nako ukuphumelela kubo   ngonaphakade.

 

Emva koko uya kuzifumana unezinto ezintle ngakumbi.

 

"Kwaye andiyi kutyebisa umphefumlo wakho kuphela ngezinto ezintsha kunye nezipho.

Nam ndiya kuzinikela kuwe.

Yomelelani ngenxa yoko

Ngenxa yokuba   emva koloyiso lwakho, ndiya kumisa indawo yam yokuhlala ngonaphakade kunye nesigxina kuwe.

Emva koko siya kumanyana ngonaphakade.

 

Liyinene elithi ndiya kukuthumela

-kuvavanyo olunzima kakhulu,

-kwidabi elinomsindo negazi,

kuba iidemon aziyi kuniphumza, zingakuphumzi emini nasebusuku.

 

Intando yam iya kukwenza ufane nam ngokupheleleyo.

Ayikho enye indlela, ayikho enye indlela yokuphumelela.

Uya kuvuzwa kakuhle kamva. "

 

Andikwazi kuchaza ukuba lwaluyintoni uloyiko lwam nonxunguphalo lwam.

ukuva uYesu wam olungileyo exela kwangaphambili le mfazwe inomsindo nxamnye needemon.

 

Ndaliva igazi libanda emithanjeni yam zabe iinwele zam zimile.

Ingqondo yam yayizele ziziporho ezimnyama ezazifuna ukundiqwenga ndiphila. Ndandisele ndiziva ndingqongwe macala onke yimimoya engapheliyo.

 

Ndikwesi simo sonxunguphalo, ndaguqukela kuYesu ndathi:

“Nkosi yam, khawundenzele inceba.

Ungandishiyi ndedwa umphefumlo wam udakumbile. Awuwaboni amadimoni andicinezele ngomsindo. Abayi kulushiya nothuli lwam ngasemva.

Ndingaxhathisa njani xa ungandishiya?

Wena uyakwazi ukubanda kwam, umoya wam otyhafileyo, nokungazithembi kwam.

Ndikhohlakele kangangokuba ngaphandle kwakho andinakwenza nto ngaphandle kokwenzakalisa.

 

Owam mhle, ndinike ubuncinci ubabalo olutsha, ukuze ndingaphindi ndikukhubekise.

Awuzazi na iimbandezelo eziwungcungcuthekisayo umphefumlo wam?

Iyandoyikisa le nto ibicinga ukuba ungandishiya ndedwa kule nkqubo yobudemon.

Ngubani oza kundinika amandla okulwa idabi elinjalo?

Ndiya kuzibhekisa kubani izicelo zam zemiyalelo esebenzayo yendlela yokoyisa utshaba?

 

"Nangona kunjalo,   ndiyayisikelela intando yakho eNgcwele  .

Ngamazwi akho,   kwaye

Ndikhuthazwe koko uMama wam uNgcwele wakuthethayo kwiNgelosi enkulu uGabriyeli, ndiyakuxelela ngawo onke amandla   entliziyo yam:

 

UYesu   waphendula wathi   :

“Musa ukuba nomsindo.

- Uyazi

ukuba andisayi kuzivumela iidemon ukuba zikuhende ngaphaya kwamandla akho.

- Uyazi

ukuba ndingawuvumeli umphefumlo osilwa needemon ukuba ufe.

Kanjalo

Ndiqala ndivavanya amandla   omphefumlo,

Ndimnika   ubabalo lwangoku,

Ndandule ke ukumsa   emfazweni.

Ukuba umphefumlo uyawa ngamaxesha   athile,

Akunjalo ngenxa yokuba ndimkhanyela ubabalo lwam olucelwa   yimithandazo yakhe rhoqo,

kodwa ngenxa yokuba ayizange ihlale imanyene   nam.

 

Xa oku kusenzeka, umphefumlo kufuneka ucenge

-ukuba novelwano ngakumbi kuThando lwam,

- apho yaqhekeka khona.

Wayengaqondi ukuba   ndim kuphela onokuzalisa intliziyo yomntu entliziyweni yam.

 

Xa umphefumlo uzele yingqiqo yawo,

uphambuke kwindlela eqinisekileyo   yentobelo,

ukukholelwa ngokungakhathali

ukuba umgwebo wakhe uchane ngakumbi kwaye ulungelelene ngakumbi kunowam. Ngokungathandabuzekiyo, emva koko iyawa.

 

Ngoko ke ndiyagxininisa ukuba, ngaphezu kwako konke,

-  uhlala uthandaza  ,

- nokuba oko kuthetha ukubandezeleka de afe.

 

Nangona kunjalo, musa ukungayihoyi imithandazo oqhele ukuyenza. Xa uziva usongelwe ngokukhethekileyo,

biza kum ngemithandazo enentembelo  , kwaye   qiniseka ukuba ndiya kukunceda  .

 

Ndifuna

-ukuba uvule intliziyo yakho ku-confessor yakho kunye

-ukuba umazise yonke into eyenzekayo kuwe ngoku, nayo yonke into emele yenzeke kwixesha elizayo, ngaphandle kokutyeshela nantoni na.

 

Yenza loo nto akuxelela yona ngaphandle kokulibazisa.

Khumbula ukuba uya kungqongwa bubumnyama obungqingqwa, obungqingqwa njengobumnyama obufunyanwa yimfama.

Ukuthobela kwakho imiyalelo ye-confessor yakho kuya kuba

uncedo   oluya kukukhokela,

amehlo aya kuthi, njengokukhanya nomoya, asasaze ubumnyama.

 

Ngena edabini ngaphandle kokuphithizela. Umkhosi wotshaba uphaphile

amandla   kunye

isibindi

womchasi wakhe.

Ukuba ujongene notshaba ngaphandle koloyiko,

uya kukwazi ukumelana namadabi anobundlobongela.

 

Ndisoyika kwaye ndisoyika,

iidemon zizama   ukubaleka,

kodwa abanakuyenza kuba benyanzelwa yiNtando yam ukuba banyamezele   ukoyiswa okukhulu nokulihlazo.

Yibalikroti. Ukuba uthe wathembeka kum, ndiya kukugcwalisa ngamandla kunye nobuninzi benceba yobabalo kubo."

 

Ngubani onokuluchaza utshintsho olwalusenzeka kum? Owu! hayi indlela endinxunguphala ngayo!

 

Uthando ngoYesu wam onobubele   endaluvayo lomelele okomzuzwana ngaphambili   lwajika lwaba yintiyo eyoyikekayo, lwandibangela ukubandezeleka okungathethekiyo  .

 

Umphefumlo wam wawuziva ungcungcutheka ndicinga ukuba lo Thixo wayendenzele ububele ngoku wayenezothe kwaye enyelisa ngathi lutshaba olungagungqiyo.

 

Andizange ndikwazi ukujonga umfanekiso wakhe, kuba ndandinomsindo omkhulu.

Ukungakwazi kwam ukubamba amaso erosari ngezandla zam nokuwancamisa kube ziingceba kwandiqwenga. Oku kuxhathisa kwam kwandenza ndangcangcazela ukusuka entloko ukuya ezinzwaneni. Owu! Hayi, intuthumbo, Thixo wam!

Ndikholelwa ukuba ukuba bekungekho kubandezeleka esihogweni, ukubandezeleka ngenxa yokungamthandi uThixo bekuya kuthetha isihogo. Ngoko isihogo sasinjalo, sinjalo kwaye siya kuba sisoyikeka!

 

Maxa wambi iidemon zazidla ngokubeka phambi kwam zonke izipho uThixo andiphathele zona, zindenza ndibonakale ngathi zizinto nje   ezingeyonyaniso ezivelelwe engqondweni yam  .

 

Yaye banyanzelisa ukuba ndiphile ngokukhululekileyo nobutofotofo. Nangona, kwixesha elidlulileyo,

iinceba zazibonakala ziyinyani kum,

zandihlwayela ngoku iindimoni, zisithi: Uyakubona na okulungileyo okukhulu awakunqwenelela uYesu   ?

Jonga indlela oye wavuzwa ngayo ngokusabela kwiinceba zakhe! Wakushiya ezandleni zethu, njengoko ubufanele.

Ngoku ningabethu, nizethu ngokupheleleyo. Kuphelile ngawe! Ube yinto yethu yokudlala!

Akusekho themba lokuba uya kuphinda akuthande kwakhona. "

 

Njengoko ndandiphethe umfanekiso ongcwele ezandleni zam,

Ngenxa yokucaphuka nokuphelelwa lithemba, ndatsalwa ukuba ndimkrazule. Emva kokwenza oko, ndalila iinyembezi ezitshisayo ndaza ndaqhubeka ndiphuza ezo ziqwenga zikrazukileyo.

Ukuba babendibuze ukuba zenzeke njani ezi zinto, ngendanditshilo

ukuba bendingazi   e

ukuba ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndiyenze. ngoku   ndiqinisekile

-ukuba isenzo sokuzahlula saphuma kumtyholi ngamandla angalawulekiyo

Lwaba luphawu lobabalo olusebenzayo kum.

 

Ngoko nangoko emva koku, ndicinga ngale nto yayisenzeka kum, ndawuva umphefumlo wam ungcungcuthekiswa ziintlungu. Zibona oko zikwenzileyo, iidemon zakholelwa ukuba zoyisile zaza zonwabile.

 

Bandigculela baza, ngokukhala esihogweni kunye nengxolo, bandixelela:

“Jonga ukuba ube ngowethu njani!

Ekuphela kwento ekufuneka siyenzile kukukusa esihogweni somzimba nomphefumlo, kwaye yile nto siza kuyenza kungekudala.

 

Iidemon ezihluphekileyo zazingakwazi ukubona   emphefumlweni wam. Apho ndahlala ndimanyene noYesu  ,

-endibe nolwandle lweminqweno emihle kwaye

-ebendisoloko ndililela ndincamisa amaqhekeza omfanekiso. Bacaphuka xa bendibona ndithandaza ndiqubuda phantsi.

 

Ayemane endinxibisa ilokhwe yam okanye anikine isitulo endingqiyame ngaso. Ngamanye amaxesha babendoyikisa kakhulu

-ukuba ndilibele ukuthandaza kwaye

-ukuba ndaqala ukukholelwa ukuba ndinokuzikhulula kubo ngokwam. Ezi zinto zazidla ngokwenzeka ebusuku xa ndilele.

Ukuze ndilale, ndathandaza ngengqondo.

Kodwa bathi bakukuva oko, bandihlukumeza ngokutsala amashiti nemiqamelo.

 

Ngoko ke, andizange ndikwazi ukuwavala amehlo am ukuze ndilale, ndahlala ndiphaphile njengomntu owaziyo

-Utshaba olufungelwe ukuzibulala, lusondele kakhulu;

- ukulinda ixesha elifanelekileyo lokuhambisa isibetho esibulalayo.

Kwanyanzeleka ukuba ndivule amehlo ukuze ndixhathise xa beza kundithatha bandise esihogweni.

 

Kwesi simo, iinwele zam zawela entloko ngathi ziinaliti. Umbilo wam wonke wawuzele yingqele

-yapholisa igazi lam kwaye

Linditshonele kwada kwafika umongo wamathambo am.

Imithambo-luvo yam yoyika yaxhuzula.

 

Umzekelo, ukudlula equleni,

Ndaziva ndifuna ngamandla ukuziphosa ukuze ndibuphelise ubomi bam.

 

Uyabazi ubuchule beedemon,

Ndabaleka, ndiphepha naliphi na ithuba ababenokuthi bandihlasele.

 

Noko ke, ndahlala ndisiva amazwi angendawo anjengala:

Akuncedi nganto ukuba uphile emva kokuba wenze izono ezingaka.

UThixo wakho ukulahlile, ngokuba uhenyuzile kuye.

 

Iidemon   zandikhokelela ekubeni ndikholelwe ukuba ndenze izenzo zolwaphulo-mthetho ezininzi ezimbi  , ezingazange ndizenze ngaphambili, yaye   ngenxa yoko kwakungento yanto kum ukuthemba ukuba uThixo uya kuba nenceba kum.

 

Enzulwini yomphefumlo wam ndaziva:

"Ungathini na ukuphila ngobutshaba kuThixo, kubande kangaka kuye? Uyamazi lo Thixo umthuthumbisileyo, umnyelise, wamzonda kangaka? Wabuganga na ukukhubekisa lo Thixo mkhulu ukujikelezileyo? Kwaye ungalibali? ukuba umkhubekise emehlweni akhe?

Ngoku sele uyilahlekele, ngubani oza kukunika uxolo?

 

Ukuva ezi ntetho, ndaziva ndinxunguphele kangangokuba ndaziva ndisecicini lokufa.

 

Ndathi xa ndikhala, ndathandaza kangangoko ndinako.

Ukwandisa ukoyikwa kwam,

- iidemon zaqhubeka nokuxhatshazwa okungaqhelekanga,

- ukulwa kuwo onke amalungu omzimba wam,

- ukungena emzimbeni wam ngeenaliti ezibukhali, e

- ukuminxeka emqaleni ukuze ndicinge ukuba ndiyafa.

 

Ngesinye isihlandlo, ngoxa ndandiqubuda ndaza ndathandaza kuYesu olungileyo

-ukuba nenceba kum kwaye

-ukundixhasa ngeenceba ezintsha

ukuze ndixhathise ukucatshukiswa okubi,

Ndawuva umhlaba uvuleka phantsi kweenyawo zam kwaye amadangatye abomvu aphuma phantsi kwaye andigubungela.

 

Kwaye ngelixa la madangatye ehla,

iidemon zenza ilinge elinogonyamelo lokunditsalela enzonzobileni.

 

Emva kwala mava, njengasemva kwamanye amaninzi apho ndaziva ndisecicini lokufa,

uYesu wam onenceba weza kundivuselela nokundivuselela.

 

Emva kokundivuselela,

yandenza ndaqonda ukuba akukho sikhubekiso kuyo yonke into eyenzekayo kum, kuba

- intando yam yaziva inzondo e

ukuba ukucinga ngethunzi lesono kongezelele ekubandezelekeni kwam.

 

Wandicenga ukuba ndingajongani   nosathana, ongumoya ongalawulekiyo noxokayo.

Wathi kum:

“Yiba nomonde kwaye uqhubeke ubandezeleka kuko konke oku kuphazamiseka.

Kuba ekugqibeleni niya kuba noxolo olupheleleyo.

 

Emva koko wanyamalala, endishiya ndedwa kwaye   ehlalwe ngumoya omtsha.

Amaxesha ngamaxesha uYesu weza kum ngamazwi entuthuzelo, ngakumbi xa

-Ndalingeka ukuba ndibuphelise ubomi bam

-kuvezwe kwintuthumbo entsha kunye nequbuliso yedemon.

 

Ngezi zihlandlo yonke into yayibonakala kum ikhazimla kwaye imnandi.

Yayikhupha imitha yoKhanya yamandla angaphezu kwawemvelo kwaye ibinzana elalicinga ukuba lalingenakubonwa ngumntu ongenakuze abe namandla apheleleyo okuqonda ezi zinto.

 

Kamva, ndazifumana ndibandakanyeka kwidabi elitsha apho, ligcwele

Amathandabuzo, ndawela kwimeko enzulu yosizi nexhala. Ndifuna ukuthetha nawe apha malunga:

 

- Bafumana zonke iintlobo zezizathu zokundigcina ekufumaneni umthendeleko.

Bakwazi ukundeyisela ekubeni emva kwezono ezininzi kangaka nentiyo kaThixo, yayilihlazo ukusondela kuye ukuze ndifumane umthendeleko kaThixo.

Kwakhona bakwazi ukundeyisela ekubeni ukuba ndifumene uMthendeleko, uYesu wayengayi kuza nokuba kunoko idemon engendawo yayiza kuza neentuthumbo ezinogonyamelo ezahlukahlukeneyo ukuze indibangele ukufa ngonaphakade.

 

Kuyinyani   ukuba emva koMthendeleko oNgcwele ndafumana intlupheko engathethekiyo. Ndehliselwe kwimeko yokuzola.

 

Kodwa   ndachacha ngoko nangoko

-xa ndibiza igama likaYesu   o

- xa ndikhumbula ukuba   ukuthobela   kufuna ukuba ndingahlali kule meko.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha ndandiye ndicele imvume kummeli wam ukuba ndiyeke umthendeleko ukuze ndingabi nantlungu yokufa,

kodwa wasandicela ukuba ndifumane umthendeleko.

 

Noko ke, izihlandlo ezininzi ndandizila, ndilindele imfazwe eyayiza kuqhutywa ziidemon nxamnye nam. Ngamanye amaxesha, ndandincokola ndingalungiselelanga okanye ndibulele ngokungabandezeleki kakhulu.

 

Kuthe kwahlwa, ndithandaza, nokuba ndicamanga, zandothusa iindimoni, zandivingca ukuba ndithandaze;

-ukucima isibane sam kuqala,

-emva koko wenze ingxolo evala iindlebe o

izikhalazo ezifana nezo zabafileyo.

 

Akunakwenzeka ukuxelela yonke into ezi zinja zesihogo ezazizenza kum

-ukuhlwayela izothuso kum okanye

-ukundithintela ekwenzeni imisebenzi emihle yoMoya.

Ndaphila kule ngxaki ikhohlakeleyo iminyaka emithathu  ,   ngaphandle kokuphola malunga neveki, apho uhlaselo lwaluxutywe.

 

Nabani na ongazange abizwe nguThixo ukuba anyamezele loo mlo ngokuqinisekileyo uya kukufumanisa kunzima ukukholelwa ukuba ndikhe ndajamelana nezilingo ezinjalo.

 

Wacebisa

- ungabanaki,

-bacel' umngeni ngokungathi ziimbovane;

- banciphise ukuthotywa okuphantsi. Waphinda wandicebisa

-camngca nzulu ngoThixo ngomthandazo nokucamngca;

- camngca ngakumbi ngamanxeba angcwele eNkosi yethu, e

-manyanisa umoya wam kuYesu owabandezeleka ebuntwini bakhe ukuze akhulule umntu ekulahlekeni kobabalo,

mphakamisele kubomi obungamandla emvelo e

ukunxibelelana naye ngomoya “kaYesu owoyisayo,” oko kukuthi, uYesu owoyisa ihlabathi  .

 

Ewe, ndithe ndakuqalisa ukuzisebenzisa ezi mfundiso zikaYesu,

-Ndaziva ndinamandla kunye nesibindi kangangokuba,

-kwiintsuku ezimbalwa, lonke uloyiko lwaphela.

 

Zithe ke iindimoni zakhalaza, ndathi kuzo ndiphikisana nazo.

'Kuyacaca ukuba nina matshijolo akhohlakeleyo, awunayo enye indlela yokuchitha ixesha lakho ngaphandle kokwanelisa incasa yakho yobubhanxa.

Qhubeka kwaye xa udiniwe uzoyeka. Okwangoku, mna, isidalwa esincinci, ndinenye into endiyenzayo.

 

Ngomthandazo,

Ndifuna ukuya kwiNdlu eNgcwele   kaYesu,

ukuze sithande kwaye sibandezeleke   ngakumbi ".

 

Kuloo mbono, iidemon ezinomsindo zenza ingxolo engakumbi. Beza kum beqhayisa yaye benogonyamelo olungalindelekanga. Njengoko babesenza ngathi bandithatha bandisa kwenye indawo.

imilomo yabo ephantsi ikhuphe ivumba elibi nelindifuthaniselayo elandigubungele ngokupheleleyo.

Bendizama ukuyinqanda lento ngenkalipho nangamandla ngokubaxelela:

“Ningamaxoki nina, yenzani ngathi ninawo amandla okundithwala, kodwa ukuba bekuyinyaniso oko, ngenikwenzile oko okokuqala.

Uthetha ubuxoki kuphela.

 

Ucula ingoma yakho ude ufe ngumsindo kunye noburhalarhume

Ndisebenzisa iintlungu zakho ukufumana uguquko lwenani elikhulu laboni.

Ndavuma ukuhlupheka ngesicelo sikaYesu wam olungileyo.

Ndiyenzela usindiso lwemiphefumlo ndidibanisa umnqweno wam kweyakhe ».

 

Ngenxa yala mazwi, bakhala bekhuza okwezinja ezibotshwe ngamatyathanga zizama ukubamba isela.

 

Ngokuzola okukhulu, ngakumbi kunangaphambili   , ndathi:

"Awunayo enye into onokuyenza?

Uphoswe ngokupheleleyo kukudubula kwakho kwaye umphefumlo uthathiwe kuwe waza wabuyela ezingalweni zikaYesu wam olungileyo. Ngoku unesizathu esihle sokukhalaza ".

 

Ukuba iidemon bezibetha umlozi, bendiya kuzihleka, ndisithi:

"Nina, maxhwanguxhwangu, njengoko ningaphilanga, ndiza kunikhulula kwesi sigulo senu."

 

Ndaza ndaqubuda ndaza ndathandazela ukuguqulwa kwabona bonileyo baqaqadekileyo, ndisenza izenzo zothando kuYesu wam onenceba ukuze kuguqulwe imiphefumlo enesono  .

 

Bakubona oku, bazama ngandlela zonke ukundiyekisa ukuthandaza.

Ndaye ndanikezela ngale   ntlungu intsha njengembuyekezo   yezono ezihlala zenziwe kuThixo.

"Wit Wit, awunazintloni zokuthoba kangangokuba uzame ukoyikisa   into engekhoyo endiyiyo  ?

 

Ngaba awuziphathi njengezidenge nezihlekisayo?”

Emva koko, baluma imilebe yabo, bandihlutha baza bakhwaza abahlaseli, bezama ukundenza ndingcwaliswe kwaye ndiyithiye iNkosi elungileyo.

 

Ndisiva intlungu engathethekiyo xa ndisiva benyelisa iGama eliNgcwele likaThixo, ndacinga ukulunga kweNkosi efanelwe luthando olupheleleyo

abantu abanikwe ingqondo.

 

Ngoko ke

Ndaziphendulela emthandazweni umvandedwa okrakra owenziwe ziidemon kum;

bemnikela kuThixo njengembuyekezo yokunyelisa kwakhe ngabo bamkhumbulayo ngesifungo kuphela   .

 

Ndatsho ngokunyaniseka:

"Yamkela izenzo zam zothando kunye nombulelo ukuhlawulela ukungabikho kothando kunye nombulelo waboni."

 

Ukunqanda oku kuphelelwa lithemba, ndabaxelela:

Andikhathali ukuba yintoni endilindeleyo kwixesha elizayo, nokuba ndiya ezulwini okanye esihogweni.

Ndifuna nje ukuthanda iNkosi elungileyo nokwenza abanye bayithande. Ndinikwe ixesha langoku.

- musa ukuhlala kwixesha elizayo,

-kodwa ukuhlala ngokuvisisana noThixo kunye

-ukuba andibabale ngakumbi, mna ndidalwe ngokobubele bakhe nothando lwakhe.

Umba wezulu nesihogo ndiwushiya ezandleni zakho.

 

Ekuphela kwento endiyixhalabeleyo kukuthanda nokumthanda uThixo wam  . Uya kundinika oko akufunayo: Ndamkela yonke into kwangaphambili ngenxa   yozuko lwakhe.

 

Kwaye nam ndabaxelela:

“Yazini ukuba le mfundiso ndiyifundiswe yiNkosi yam elungileyo, uYesu Kristu.

Indifundise ukuba eyona ndlela isebenzayo yokufumana iZulu

- yenza konke okusemandleni ukuba ungaze umkhubekise ngabom, kwanangeendleko zobomi bakhe,

- ungoyiki ukuba wenze impazamo xa kungekho mnqweno wokwenza impazamo.

 

Eli liqhinga lakho, iingqondo ezilusizi,

- zama ukudimaza abantu abangenangqondo

-ukudala amathandabuzo kunye noloyiko kubo;

kungekuko ukubenza bamthande ngakumbi uThixo, kodwa ukubabangela ukuba baphelelwe lithemba ngokupheleleyo.

 

Yazi andizimiselanga kucinga ukuba bendi wrong na okanye hayi. Injongo yam kukuthanda uThixo ngakumbi nangakumbi  .

Kwanele ukuba ndibe nale njongo, nokuba ngamanye amaxesha ndiyamkhubekisa uThixo. Ndikhululwe kulo lonke uloyiko, umphefumlo wam uziva ukhululekile ukuhamba esibhakabhakeni ukukhangela okulungileyo kwam ".

 

Ngubani onokuwuchaza umsindo weedemon xa zabona amaqhinga azo ejika abe sisiphithiphithi.

Babenethemba lokuzuza, kodwa babesenza ilahleko.

Kwelinye icala, ngenxa yezilingo nemigibe yabo, umphefumlo wam wabonakala usiba nothando olushushu ngakumbi ngoThixo nommelwane.

 

Zandibetha iidemon, zandihlazisa;

-Ndalandela iimfundiso eziphefumlelweyo kum nguYesu kunye

-Ndambulela, ndinikela ngayo yonke into ngenxa yokuxolelwa kwezono ezenziwa rhoqo ehlabathini.

 

Ngokufuthi iidemon zazizama ukundiqhubela ekubeni ndizibulale.

Ndathi kubo, Mna nawe asinagunya lokubuchitha ubomi bethu;

 

Awunamandla okuthatha umphefumlo wam. Kwaye ukunqanda ubugwenxa bakho,

-Ndifuna ukuhlala ndihlala kuThixo, ndimthanda ngakumbi, ndibe luncedo kuye, kwaye

ukuba ndikhumbule ummelwane wam, ngenxa yakhe konke ondibandezelayo;

 

Ekugqibeleni baqonda

-kwakungekho themba lokuba bangayifumana le nto babeyifuna kum

-  abathi, ngenxa yokuxhatshazwa kwabo, balahlekelwa yimiphefumlo emininzi.

 

Emva koko bayeka ixesha elide,

ngenjongo zokuqalisa phantsi xa ndingalindelanga.

 

Yamkele indima yexhoba.

Ngoku ndiza kukuxelela ngobomi obutsha bokubandezeleka obuye bandifikela.

Ibona impilo yam enkenenkene, intsapho yakowethu yandithumela ezilalini ukuze ndifumane amandla.

Kodwa uThixo waqhubeka nesenzo sakhe kum endibizela kwimeko entsha yobomi.

Ngenye imini, ezilalini, iidemon zazifuna ukuhlasela okokugqibela. Kwakunzima kum kangangokuba ndafikelela kwinqanaba lokuba ndingabikho zingqondweni. Ngokuhlwa ndiye ndaphelelwa zingqondo ndaza ndancipha ndade ndafa.

 

Kulapho ndabona khona uYesu engqongwe ziintshaba ezingenakubalwa.

-Abanye bambethe kabuhlungu,

- abanye bambetha ngezandla zabo, e

- abanye bancamathelisa ameva entloko yakhe.

-Kukho abanye abaye bahlutha imilenze neengalo zabo,

- phantse ukuyikrazula ibe ziingceba.

Emva koko bamlalisa wonke etyunyuzwe ezingalweni zeNtombi Enyulu.

 

Njengoko kwenzeka mgama, uMama oyiNtombi Enyulu,

- ngeentlungu kunye neenyembezi,

-ndimemile ukuba ndize ndisithi:

 

Uyabona, ntombi yam, into abayenzileyo kuNyana wam!

Khawucinge nje kancinane ngendlela umntu amphatha ngayo uThixo, uMdali wakhe noMncedi wakhe obalaseleyo.

Umntu akaniki kuphumla kuNyana wam kwaye umzisa kum yonke ephukile.

 

Ngexesha lombono,

Ndandizama ukubona uYesu esifa kwaye

Ndawubona umzimba wakhe uphuma igazi, uzele amanxeba, unqunyulwe waziingceba yaye ushiywe kucingwa ukuba ufile. Bendingafuni asokole ngoluhlobo.

Ndamvela kabuhlungu kangangokuba,

- ukuba bendivunyelwe ukwenza njalo,

Ngendife kangangamaxesha ngenxa yakhe kwaye

Bendizomsokolisa owakhe uPasion.

 

Kulo mbono,

-Ndandineentloni ngeentlungu zam ezincinci ezibangelwa ziidemon,

- xa kuthelekiswa nabo babandezeleka nguYesu ngenxa yabantu.

Waza   uYesu wathi kum:   “Ngaba uzibonile izikreqo ezikhulu kum abo bahamba ngendlela yobugwenxa?

 

Kakhulu, ngokungazi,

-banotyekelo lobubi kwaye,

-ukusuka enzonzobileni ukuya enzonzobileni, uwela kwisiphithiphithi sesihogo.

 

Yiza nam uze uzinikele. Yizani phambi kobulungisa bobuthixo

-njengexhoba lembuyekezo ngenxa yolwaphulo-mthetho oluninzi olwenziwe ngokuchasene noBulungisa,

Ngoko ke uBawo osemazulwini ufuna ukubanika inguquko aboni, bona abo bathe, becimile, basele kumthombo ongendawo;

 

Yazi, nangona kunjalo, ukuba indawo ephindwe kabini ivula phambi kwakho  :

- ukubandezeleka ngakumbi e

-  enye yokubandezeleka kancinci.

 

Ukuba uyala,   okokuqala  , awuyi kukwazi ukuthatha inxaxheba kwiinceba owazilwela ngesibindi.

Kodwa ukuba uyavuma  ,   yazi

-ukuba andisayi kuphinda ndikushiye wedwa e

ukuba ndiya kungena kuni, ukuze ndibunyamezele obunye ububi endibenziweyo ngabantu.

 

Olu lubabalo olukhethekileyo olunikwa abambalwa kuphela.

Kuba uninzi alukakulungeli ukungena kwindalo iphela yokubandezeleka.

 

Okwesibini  ,

- Lubabalo endakuthembisa ngalo;

Ukuziphakamisa kwakho ,  usebuqaqawulini obulingana neentlungu endiya kuzinika mna.

 

Okwesithathu  ,

Ndiza kukunika uncedo, isikhokelo kunye nentuthuzelo yoMama wam oNgcwele,

onikelwe ngelungelo lokunipha lonke ubabalo;

Ubabalo lwenceba ludalele ubudlelane benu   .

 

Ngoko wandibeka kuMama wakhe Oyena Ungcwele owathi, ngovuyo, wabonakala endamkela. Ngombulelo,

-Ndazinikela kuYesu nakwiNtombi Enyulu,

- ukulungele ukuzithoba nantoni na abayifunayo kum.

 

Ukubuya kwam kwesi senzo sokuhlonela uThixo,

-apho intando yam ifanelana nekaYesu,

Ndazibona ndisentlungwini eyoyikekayo yentshabalalo endingazange ndiyifumane ngaphambili.

Ndazibona ndisisisweli esilusizi.

njengombungu ongazi nto ngaphandle kokurhubuluza emhlabeni. Kungenxa yoko le nto ndabhenela kuThixo, ndathi kuye:

“Ndincede, Yesu wam olungileyo.

Amandla akho onke ngaphakathi nangaphandle kwam anzima kangangokuba andityumza ngokupheleleyo.

Ndiyabona ukuba anindiphakamisi ndingagqibela nditshatyalaliswe ndingekho. Ndinike ukuhlupheka, ndiyakwamkela.

Nangona kunjalo, ndicela undiphe amandla ngakumbi, kuba kule meko ndivakalelwa kukuba ndiza kufa.

 

Ukususela ngaloo mini ndaye ndanombulelo ngakumbi kunye noncedo.

Utyelelo lweNkosi kunye neNtombi Enyulu esikelelekileyo lwalutshintshana phantse ngokuqhubekayo, ngakumbi xa ndandihlaselwa ziidemon.

Kuba   okukhona ndizimisele ukubandezeleka kwaba kokukhona bevutha ngumsindo ngakum.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwam ngenxa yeedemon kwakungachazeki. Ngoku zibonakala ngathi sisithunzi kum,

- malunga neembandezelo ezamkelwa nguYesu, onjongo yakhe yayiyiyo

- ukuhlawula kunye

-ukulungisa izikreqo ezikhulu nezininzi, ezenziwe ngabantu kuThixo.

Kodwa mna, ndikholwayo kuThixo,

- Ngubani na owayo wandiphakamisa;

-othi ngamanye amaxesha adandatheke, ngamanye amaxesha athuthuzele.

Ndikulungele ukuva ubunzima ngenxa yozuko lwakhe olukhulu kunye nokulungelwa kommelwane wam, njengoko uThixo ethanda.

 

Emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa,

- ngelixa ndandiqhele ukuba lixhoba, kwaye

Emva kwezimemo ezininzi ezivela kuYesu noMama wakhe Oyena Ungcwele, ndaphinda ndaziva ndisecicini lokufa isiqaqa.

 

Emva koko   uYesu   wasondela kum waza   ngobubele wathi kum  :

“Ntombi yam, jonga amadoda angandithandi andenza ndisokole.

Kula maxesha alusizi, ikratshi lawo likhulu kangangokuba liye losulela kwanomoya abawuphefumlayo.

Ivumba lalo lanwenwa kuyo yonke indawo laza lafikelela kwiTrone kaBawo osezulwini. Njengoko unokuqonda, le meko ilusizi iwavale amasango eZulu kubo.

Abasenawo amehlo okubona iNyaniso, kuba kusisono sokuzigwagwisa

mnyama ngokupheleleyo iingqondo zabo   kwaye

uvelisa ukonakala   kweentliziyo zabo.

Ndibabona belahlekile, ndibandezeleka ngokungathethekiyo.

 

Owu! ndinike isiqabu, ndihlawulele izono ezininzi endizenzileyo.

Ngaba awufuni ukuyinciphisa intlungu eveliswa kum esi sithsaba soyikekayo sameva?

 

Ngaloo mazwi,

Ndaziva ndineentloni kakhulu kunye nembubhiso   kwaye

Ndaphendula   ngoko nangoko:

 

"Yesu wam othandekayo,

-ezele ukubhideka,

- ukoyika ukubona ulahlekelwa ligazi lakho, e

- ukuva uthetha ngobubele,

Ndilibele ukukucela esi sithsaba ukuze ndikhulule ukubandezeleka kwakho.

Ngoku ukuba undinike yona,

-Enkosi ngale kwaye

-Nceda undinike umbulelo omtsha ngokunxiba kakuhle. "

 

Emva koku, uYesu wasikhulula isithsaba sakhe,   waza

-emva kokuyifaka kakuhle entloko   kwaye

- emva kokuba endikhuthaze ukuba ndibandezeleke kakuhle, wanyamalala.

 

Ngubani onokuthi achaze imivumbo endiyivayo xa ndibuyela kum.

Ngentshukumo nganye yentloko yam, iintlungu zazisiya ziba nkulu. Ndaweva lameva egqobhoza emehlweni, ezindlebeni, entanyeni, enyusa emlonyeni, ebangela ukuqhawuka, kangangokuba ndandingakwazi ukutya.

 

Kangangeentsuku ezimbini okanye ezintathu ndahlala kule meko yokubandezeleka. Ngokungatyi, ndawanciphisa amaxhala.

Bathe xa bezola ndaphinda ndaphinda ndathatha ukutya ukuze ndihlaziye, uYesu wam ngoko nangoko wayibamba intloko yam ezandleni zakhe wandicinezela.

 

Iintlungu zavuseleleka kwaye zibukhali ngakumbi kunangaphambili. Maxa wambi ndandiye ndife isiqaqa ngokupheleleyo ndize ndiphelelwe ngamandla.

 

Kwasekuqaleni, imeko yam yexhoba iphindwe kabini

- ukusuka ekukhathazekeni kwam ngentando yam yokubandezeleka ngenxa kaYesu wam olungileyo kunye

-ukusuka kwingxaki eqhubekayo eyabangela intsapho yam,

Ndizibone ndisokola ndingakwazi nokutya, ndacinga ukuba ndingenelwe ngulo moya wokungathandi kuba ndandingasafuni ukuba sezilalini.

Ukwala ukutya ngakunye kwakubangelwa kukuthanda kwam, ngenjongo yokubuyela kwam ngokukhawuleza esixekweni.

 

Indalo yam yavukela le ntlungu iphindiweyo.

Kodwa ekubeni intsapho yam yayingeyonxalenye enkulu yokubandezeleka kwam,

-Inkosi yam yandihlekisa ngokundigrogrisa ngokurhoxisa ubabalo lwayo

-ukuba ndinenzondo kusapho lwam.

 

Ngobunye ubusuku ndandihleli etafileni ndaza ndabandezeleka ngendlela eyandithintela ukuba ndingawuvuli umlomo wam.

Intsapho yakowethu, okokuqala ngobubele yaza emva koko ngokucaphuka, yandinyanzela ukuba ndithobele ndize nditye.

Andizange ndibanelise, ndaqalisa ukulila.

Ukuze ndingabonwa ndinje, ndahlehla ndaya egumbini lam, ndaqhubeka nokulila.

Ndamcenga uYesu wam kunye neNtombi Enyulu ukuba indiphe amandla okunyamezela esi silingo.

Ngelo xesha ndandiphelelwa ngamandla, kwaye ngentliziyo yam yonke ndathi:

 

"Thixo wam olungileyo,

- yintuthumbo enzima kum ukubona usapho lwam ludikiwe yile nto yenzekayo kum, kwaye

Oku kungenxa yesizathu esingafanelekanga.

Mabandibone ndikwesi simo.

Kungcono ndife kunokuba ndibazise ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni phakathi kwethu.

Le mvakalelo inamandla kum kangangokuba, ndingazi ukuba kutheni, ndingakwazi ukuzifihla ukuze kungabikho mntu undibona ndinje.

 

Xa ndikhwankqisiwe, ndingenalo ixesha lokufihla ukubandezeleka kwam neenyembezi zam, ndiba buhlungu kakhulu, ibe ngathi wonke umphefumlo wam unyibilika njengekhephu emlilweni.

Umzimba wam ke uye wehlelwa bubushushu obungaqhelekanga obundenza ndibile kakhulu kwaye bundenze ndingcangcazele yingqele.

 

Owu Yesu wam olungileyo, nguwe kuphela onokutshintsha le meko. Ndifihle emehlweni abanye.

Usapho lwam mabaqonde ukuba ndisuka kubo ndiyothandaza. Kwaye ndingathanda kakhulu, oh Thixo wam,

okundehlelayo makwazeke kuwe wedwa".

 

Xa ndandisothula umthwalo wam ngeenyembezi, imithandazo, nezithembiso, uYesu wazibonakalisa kum engqongwe ziintshaba ezingenakubalwa.

ababemngcikiva ngeendidi zonke zezinyeliso.

Abanye bamnyathela, abanye bamtsala ngeenwele,

- ukanti abanye bamqalekisa ngempoxo kaMtyholi

 

UYesu wam othandekayo wabonakala efuna ukuzikhulula kwiinyawo ezinukayo ezazimcinezela.

Walaqaza ngathi ufuna umhlobo ozakumkhulula. Ndabona ukuba akukho mntu unokumnceda.

 

Ndithe ndibona indlela uYesu awaphathwa ngayo, ndalila kakhulu. Ndandifuna ukungena phakathi kwezingcuka zinomsindo ukuze ndimkhulule. Kodwa ndaqonda ukuba andinakukwazi ukwenza nantoni na kwaye andizange ndibe nabuganga.

 

Ngoko, ndikude, ndathandaza ngokunyanisekileyo kuYesu ukuba andenze ndikufanelekele ukuvavanywa endaweni yakhe, ubuncinane ngokuyinxenye.

Ndathi, "Awu! Yesu, ukuba nje bendinokuwuthatha lo mthwalo ndikuphakamise ndikukhulule kwezo ntshaba."

 

Njengoko benditshilo,

Ezi ntshaba zivutha ngumsindo ngokungathi ziwuvile umthandazo wam;

Bazijula ​​phezu kwam njengezinja eziphambeneyo;

andibetha, anditsala iinwele, andinyathela. Ndaziva ndonwabile kum,

ndithe ndakubona ukuba   ndisekude,

Ndakwazi ukunika   uYesu isiqabu.

 

Zathi zakundibona ndivuya, zathi shwaka iintshaba.

Weza ke uYesu ukuba andithuthuzele, nokuba andikhange ndithethe nelizwi elinye. Waqhawula ukuthula wathi:

"Ntombi yam, yonke into oyibonileyo ukuba yenziwe kum ayonto

xa zithelekiswa neziphoso ezininzi ezenziwa ngabantu kum. Ubumfama babo bubagcina bentywiliselwe kwizinto zasemhlabeni,

nto leyo ebenza bangabi nanceba, bangabi nanceba kum nakubo ngokwabo.

 

Baye bazigatya zonke iinyaniso zamandla angaphezu kwawemvelo ngokuzinikela ngokupheleleyo ekufuneni igolide. Oku kwabaphosa eludakeni.

Baye bawela ekulahlweni ngokupheleleyo ngokuphathelele ubomi babo obungunaphakade.

 

"Owu nyana wam,

-ngubani na oya kuphakamisa idama nxamnye neli liza libi lokungabi nambulelo, eliqhubeka lisanda kwihlabathi leziyolo zobuxoki?

-Ngubani oya kuba nenceba kwaye andikhulule ebantwini abaninzi

lonto indenza ndophe kwaye ndihlala ndirhaxwa livumba lezinto

esemhlabeni  ?

 

Yiza kunye nam, nithandaze, nikhale, nibahlawulele iziphoso zabo kuBawo.

Bamfanyekiswe, ngaphandle kwengqondo okanye intliziyo, -

Banamehlo ezinto zasemhlabeni kuphela.

Bayandichasa kwaye banyathele ubabalo lwam oluninzi ngathi ludaka.

Zonke izinto endibenzele zona bazibeke phantsi kweenyawo zabo zehlabathi.

 

"Owu! khawuvukele into oyaziyo ngehlabathi.

nithiye, nithiye konke okungekokwam.

-Soloko ukhathazwa zizinto zaseZulwini.

 

"Yiba nembeko yam entliziyweni yakho.

-  Qhuba ulungiso

ngokuba izikreqo ezininzi zihleli kum.

Cinga ngokulahlekelwa kwemiphefumlo emininzi.

 

Owu! ungandishiyi ndedwa nezinto ezininzi eziphoxayo ezikrazula intliziyo yam.

Yazi yonke into oyisokolayo ngoku ayiyonto xa uyithelekisa noko uzosokola kwixesha elizayo.

Andiphindanga amatyeli amaninzi ndifuna kuwe ukuxelisa uBomi bam. Jonga indlela owahluke ngayo kum!

Ngoko ke yomelelani, musani ukoyika, kuba niya kukwazi ukufumana ithuba lokundinceda.”

 

Emva kwala Mazwi kaYesu, okomzuzwana ndabuyela kum,

Ndaqaphela ukuba ndingqongwe ngabantu bentsapho ababekhala yaye becaphuka.

 

Babecinga ukuba ndiza kufa.

Bakhawuleza bandisa edolophini ndiyobonwa ngoogqirha. Andizange ndikwazi ukuyichaza into eyenzekayo kum.

Ndandibona

-ukuba usapho lwam luyayazi ingxaki yomzimba endijongene nayo kwaye

-ukuba kufuneka ndihlolwe ngugqirha. Ndalila ndaza ndakhalaza kuYesu, ndisithi:

 

"Kukangaphi na, Yesu wam olungileyo, ndikuxelele ukuba ndifuna ukubandezeleka nawe, kodwa ngasese kuphela!

Olu luvuyo lwam kuphela! Kutheni undibandeza?

Owu! ndizakube ndinoxolo nini nosapho lwam? Nguwe kuphela, Yesu wam olungileyo, onokuyiququzelela yonke le nto.

Nceda uqinisekise ukuba akukho mfuneko yokuba boyike kakhulu.

 

Ngaba awuboni ukuba balusizi?

Awuva into abayithethayo kwaye bazimisele ukuyenza! Abanye bacinga ngenye indlela, abanye bacinga ngenye.

Abanye bafuna ndizame iyeza elinye, abanye bazame elinye. Onke amehlo ajonge kum.

Andikhe ndishiywe ndedwa kwaye oku kundithintela ekubeni ndiphinde ndifumane uxolo olulahlekileyo. Ndicela nindincede kula maxhala, amanye mabi kunamanye andenza ndithandabuze.

 

Ngala mazwi, uYesu wam olungileyo wathi kum ngokuthambileyo:

 

“Nyana wam, ungaphatheki buhlungu ngale nto.

Njengomntu ofileyo, zama ukuzincama ezandleni zam endaweni yoko.

Amehlo akho ethe ntsho kwizinto abazenzayo nabazithethayo ngawe, andikhululekile ukuba ndenze njengoko ndifuna ngako.

Awufuni kundithemba?

Awuzange walufumana uthando lwam kuwe?

 

Ndiyayifuna le nto

-  ukuba uvale amehlo akho,

-ukuba nihlale ninoxolo ezingalweni zam  , kwaye

-  ukuba ungalaqaza ukuze ubone ukuba kwenzeka ntoni kuwe  .

Uchitha ixesha kwaye usenokungafikeleli kwimeko yobomi obubizelwe kuyo.

 

“Ungazikhathazi ngabantu abakujikelezileyo, kwamkele ukuthula kwabo, vuya, uzithobe kwinto yonke.

 

Ziphatheni ngolo hlobo

-ubomi bakho, iingcinga zakho, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho,

- umoya wakho kunye nothando lwakho

zibe zizenzo zokuziphindezela eziqhubekayo zokuxolela ubulungisa bukaThixo. Ndinike yonke into".

 

Emva kokuba uYesu endifundisile, wanyamalala.

Ndandizama ngako konke okusemandleni am ukuba phantsi kwentando kaThixo.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha ndandilila ngokukrakra, ngenxa yosapho lwam

undibeke kwiimeko ezinzima   kwaye

wandicela ukuba ndihlolwe ngugqirha.

 

Bagqiba kwelokuba isigulo sam ngumbandela nje wemithambo-luvo.

Bandiyalela ukuba ndihambe ngeenyawo, ndihlambe ezibandayo neziphazamiso.

Baphinde bagqiba kwelokuba, ngexesha lam lohlengahlengiso,

andizukuyitshintsha   indawo yam,

kuba olo tshintsho lunokwenza imeko yam ibe mbi ngakumbi kunokuba ibengcono.

 

Ukusukela ngaloo mini, kwabakho imfazwe yoxolo noxolo phakathi kwam nosapho lwam.

Umntu angandiyekisa ukuya ecaweni,

- omnye umntu uya kuthatha inkululeko yam ngokuhlala ekhona ekhaya,

- omnye umntu unokundicenga ukuba ndithathe amayeza am, e

-Abanye bandityhale ukuba ndilandele icebiso likagqirha owayefuna nokuba ndigcinwe ebusuku.

 

Noko ke, kwakulula kubo ukuphawula ukuba izinto zazisenzeka kum ababengaziqondi.

Emva kwexesha elide, ndingasenakukwazi ukuzinyamezela zonke ezi zinto, ndaza ndaqweba isibindi ndaza ndakhalazela iNkosi yam:

 

Imeko iye yafikelela kwinqanaba lokuba bandihluthe izinto endizithandayo ngokukhethekileyo. Ndivinjwa phantse yonke into, nditsho nemithendeleko.

 

Ngubani owayenokucinga ukuba ndingafikelela kwinqanaba apho ndandingakwazi khona

-ukuza kuwe kwiisakramente, okanye

- ukutyelela nje?

Ngubani owaziyo ukuba iya kuphelela phi le meko?

Owu Yesu, ndinike uncedo olutsha namandla akho. Kungenjalo indalo yam iya kwaphuka.

 

Ngaloo nto   uYesu   wazibonakalalisa   wathetha   ngamandla.

"Qina ntombam, ndize kukunceda, woyika ntoni?

 

Abanye bacinga ngenye indlela, abanye enye.

Eyona nto ingcwele ndiyenzileyo igwetywe ngabanye ukuba ayilunganga.

 

Nam ndatyholwa ngokuba ndinedemon.

Abanye bandijonga ngobutshaba kunye nembonakalo yentiyo. Babekhangela iindlela zokundibulala.

Ubukho bam kwabaninzi bebunganyamezeleki.

 

Ndandigwetywa kwababi, ngoxa ndandingumthuthuzeli kwabalungileyo.

Ngaphandle koko, awufuni ukufana nam kwaye ufuna ukubandezeleka, ubuncinci, ukubandezeleka endiye ndakuva ngenxa yezidalwa?

Ndaza ndaphendula ndathi: "Ndibamba yonke into ngothando lwakho, Nkosi yam".

 

Ndiphile ngolu hlobo iminyaka emininzi, ndibandezelekile

- kwiidemon,

-ngezidalwa, kunye

-ivela kuYesu ngokwakhe owandibekela bucala ukuba ndibe nesabelo kwiimbandezelo zakhe.

 

Ekuhambeni kwexesha ndaye ndafikelela kwinqanaba lokuba ndibe neentloni ngesiqu sam: ndandiba neentloni xa kukho umntu endibonayo.

 

Kwakhona, nangona ndandisempilweni,

- into elula yokudibana nomntu okanye

- Ukuncokola nabanye, kuquka abantu bosapho lwam, kwaba ngumbingelelo omkhulu kum.

Kule meko yokubandezeleka, ngoku kunanini na ngaphambili,

Ndandiziva ndineentloni kwaye ndingazinzanga.

 

Ibona ukuba unyango olwalumiselwe ngugqirha wokuqala alunamiphumo, intsapho yakowethu yandibonisa abanye oogqirha, ababengakwazi ukuyiphucula impilo yam.

Ndilila, ndathi kuYesu wam endimthandayo:

“Nkosi, awuboni na ukuba iimbandezelo zam ziya zibonakala ngakumbi, kungekuphela nje kusapho lwam kuphela, kodwa nakwabaninzi abangaziyo abayaziyo imicimbi yam?

 

Ndibhidekile kwaye ndivakalelwa kukuba umntu obukeleyo undikhombe ngomnwe

- ngokungathi ndenze into elihlazo, okanye

-ngokungathi intlungu yam iyosulela.

 

Andikwazi ukuchaza intlungu endiyibangelayo.

Kwenzeka ntoni kum ukuze olu loyiko lubi luphinde lubuyele kum?

Enyanisweni, ukuba sizijonga ngenyameko, sinokubona ukuba aziyomfuneko.

 

Nguwe kuphela, owu Yesu, onokundikhulula kubhengezo noloyiko olunjalo.

 

Nguwe kuphela onokuvumela ukuba iimbandezelo zam zihlale ziyimfihlo. Ndicela undenzele ububele bokundiphulaphula.

 

Ekuqaleni, iNkosi yethu yenza ngokungathi ayindimamelanga. Kwaye ukubandezeleka kwam kwakusanda.

Emva koko wandisizela wathi:

"Yiza kum ntombam, ndifuna ukukuthuthuzela, kuba ubandezelekile, unyanisile ukukhalaza.

 

Kodwa khumbulani ukuba kungakanani na ukubandezeleka kwam ngenxa yokuthanda kwam. Ngandlel’ ithile, nokubandezeleka kwam kwakufihliwe.

 

Noko ke, intando kaBawo yayikukuba ndibandezeleke esidlangalaleni. Kule nto ndajongana nayo yonke indelelo, ilishwa kunye nokudideka, ukuya kwinqanaba lokuhluthwa iimpahla zam:

Ndithe gqi ndize phambi kwenginginya yabantu.

Ngaba unokuthelekelela ukubhideka okungakumbi kunoko?

 

Indalo yam nayo yaziva ngolu hlobo lokubhideka.

Kodwa uMoya wam wawumiliselwe kwintando kaBawo.

Ndilunike olu vavanyo njengesicombululo kwizinto ezininzi ezingafanelekanga

-ukuzibandakanya ngaphandle kokubetha ijwabu leso phambi kweZulu nomhlaba,

-Ezo miboniso yebhongo eyenziwa ngokuzimisela njengezenzo ezinkulu.

 

Ndathi kutata:

“Bawo Oyingcwele, yamkele ukubhideka kwam kunye nelishwa lam lokuhlawulela izono ezininzi ezenziwa ngokuphandle esidlangalaleni, ezithi ngamanye amaxesha zibe ngamahlazo amakhulu ebantwaneni.

Baxolele aba boni kwaye ubanike ukukhanya kwesibhakabhaka ukuze baqonde ububi besono babuyele endleleni yokulunga”.

 

Yaye ukuba ufuna ukundixelisa, akufuneki nawe ube nenxaxheba kolu hlobo lokubandezeleka endiye ndakunyamezela ngenxa yokulungileyo kwabo bonke?

Anazi na ukuba ezona zipho zintle ndinokunika imiphefumlo endiyithandayo,

yiminqamlezo kunye nezilingo ezifana nezo ndidibene nazo kuBuntu bam?

 

Ungumntwana okwiNdlela yoMnqamlezo kwaye ngenxa yoko uziva ubuthathaka kakhulu. Njengoko ukhula kwaye uqonda indlela ekuxabiseke ngayo ukuvela nje ukubandezeleka, ngoko umnqweno wokwenjenjalo uya kwanda.

 

Ngesi sizathu,

- Yayama kum kwaye uphumle, e

-uya kufumana amandla kunye nothando lokubandezeleka. "

 

Emva kokuphila iminyaka emithandathu okanye esixhenxe koku kubandezeleka, ndaba mandundu ndaza ndanyanzeleka ukuba ndilale ebhedini.

Ndandisoloko ndisifa isiqaqa yaye umlomo nomhlathi wam wavaleka ngokuqinileyo kangangokuba ndandingakwazi ukutya.

 

Xa ndakwazi ukuginya amathontsi ambalwa olwelo, ngoko nangoko kwafuneka ndiwabuyisele kwakhona, ndigabha rhoqo, nto leyo eyayisoloko isenzeka kum ebudeni bokubandezeleka kwam okukhulu.

 

Emva kweentsuku ezilishumi elinesibhozo zamayeza angenasiqhamo, umchazi-tyala wabizwa ukuba azokundivuma. Uthe xa efika wandifumana ndikwesi simo somzimba, wandibeka phantsi kwentobelo wandiyalela ukuba ndikhululeke kobu buvuvu obubulalayo.

 

Wenza umqondiso womnqamlezo waza wandinceda ukuba ndikhuphe esi sifo semithambo-luvo.

 

Ndathi ndakuphila, wathi, "Ndixelele yintoni ingxaki." Ndathula ngayo yonke into, kodwa ndathi kuye:

Bawo, le inokuba yinto kasathana. "Ngaphandle kombuzo, wathi:

 

“Musa ukoyika, asiyiyo idemon.

Kwaye ukuba nguye, mna, egameni likaThixo, ndiya kumgxotha kuwe.

 

Ngoko ndafumana inkululeko yokuhamba kweengalo kunye nokukwazi ukuvula umlomo ngokukhululekileyo.

Emva kokuba ummeli ehambile, ndacinga ngoko kwenzekileyo.

Ndiphetha ngelithi le nto yenzekayo ngummangaliso owenzeka ngobungcwele balo mfundisi.

Ndicinge:

"Ukuba bendiqhubekile kwesi simo, ubomi bam ngebuphelile ngephanyazo. Kodwa apha ndixakeke bubomi obutsha."

 

Ndiya kuhlala ndinombulelo kuThixo ngokubuyisela impilo yam ngobungcwele bomlungiseleli wakhe.

Nangona kunjalo, andinakuyifihla into yokuba, kwimeko yam,

- Ndizinikezele ekufeni kwaye oko,

- ukuba ndikhululekile ngoku, ndazisola ukuba ndandingafanga.

 

Kodwa uYesu akazange andivumele ukuba ndife, kuba wayefuna ukuzalisekisa amacebo akhe ngam.

Ngoko, ngosuku olunye,   wandibonisa ukuba ufuna ndibe lixhoba ubomi bakhe bonke.

Amaxesha ngamaxesha yayindibuyisela kwimeko yam yakudala, kodwa kuphela xa ndindedwa.

 

Emva kokuchacha, ndabuyela ecaweni kangangexesha elithile ukuze ndifeze iimbopheleleko zam zonqulo.

Xa ndamkela uYesu kuMthendeleko oNgcwele, wandixelela ukuba ndinikelwe nini ixesha lokubandezeleka.

 

Maxa wambi yayibonisa ixesha awayeza kubuya ngalo.

Ekubeni iimbandezelo zam zazixelwe kwangaphambili nguYesu ngokwakhe, andizange ndikholelwe ukuba kuyimfuneko ukuba ndithethe ngayo kumntu wam.

Kuba, ndakuba ndinako ukuzixela kwangaphambili iimbandezelo zam,

Bendiya kuba ngowona mphefumlo unebhongo ehlabathini, nokuba bendikhokelwa bubungcwele bukabawo wokomoya.

 

Kwakhona, ixesha elide, ukubandezeleka kwam kwancitshiswa,

kungengancedo lomntu, bekukuYesu lowo wazenza zonke izinto.

 

Kwathi, emva kokwabelana nam ngeembandezelo zakhe,

UYesu akazange andinike amandla okuphinda ndizibone ngokwam iimvakalelo.

Ngoko intsapho yakowethu kwafuneka ibuye nomvuma-tyala.

 

Emva kokuba ndihlaziye ingqondo yam, wathi kum:

“Ukususela ngoku, xa usiza ecaweni, okanye phambi komthendeleko, okanye emva kokubulela kwakho, yiza kum uvumo lwezono kwaye ndiya kukunika intsikelelo ukuze uphume ekubandezelekeni kwakho ngaphandle kokuba ndiye. ikhaya lakho".

 

Ngenye intsasa, emva koMthendeleko, iNkosi yethu yandenza ukuba ndiqonde ukuba,

-Ngalo mhla, xa ndiza kuba kwindawo yokulala ngokupheleleyo,

Wondimema ukuba ndibe nenxaxheba naye kwiimbandezelo awayezithotyelwa ngabantu abakhohlakeleyo.

Ndisazi ukuba umvumisi wam wayesemaphandleni, ndathi kuYesu:

 

"Yesu wam olungileyo,

ukuba ufuna ukudlulisa iintlungu zakho kum, yiba nokulunga ukuba undivuse ngokwakho, kuba ukuba usapho lwam lufuna ukuba u-confessor amkhangele, wayengenakufumaneka ».

 

Wathi uYehova kum  , kuko konke ukulunga kwakhe    :

 

"Ntombi yam, ithemba lakho kufuneka libekwe kum ngokupheleleyo.

Zola, uzithembe kwaye urhoxe ukuze yonke into ekuwe iphumle kum. Oku kuya kwenza umphefumlo wakho uqaqambe kwaye ugcine zonke iinkanuko zakho zizolile.

Ukutsala umphefumlo wakho ngemitha yam yokukhanya,

-Ndiya kulidla ilifa kwaye

-Ndiya kumguqula ngokupheleleyo kum, ndenze ubomi bakho buBomi bam. "

 

Emveni kwala Mazwi khange ndikwazi ukumchasa ndaye ndanikezela kwiNtando yakhe. Ndenze uMthendeleko oNgcwele endandisandul’ ukuwenza ngokungathi ngowokugqibela.

 

Ngoko ke, ngaphambi koMthendeleko oNgcwele, ndathi ndlela-ntle yam yokugqibela kuYesu ndaza ndayishiya icawa. Phezu kwako nje ukurhoxa kwam, ndaziva ndingakhululekanga xa ndicinga ngoko kwakuza kwenzeka kum.

 

Ngoko ndakhala ndaza ndathandazela ukuba iNkosi indinike amandla amatsha okuphinda ndiphile ukuba ndiye ndaphelelwa zingqondo.

 

Ngaloo mini ndothuswa luhlaselo olwandifaka kule meko yokufa.

Yayiyintlungu ekrakra, entsha kwaye inzima kakhulu kum. Yayiyeyona nto imbi nenzima endakha ndahlupheka ngayo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku.

Ekubeni ndandikwimeko yokubandezeleka okugqithiseleyo, ndazinikela ekwenzeni ukuthanda kukaThixo yaye ndandikulungele ukufa.

Ibona imeko yam, intsapho yakowethu yathumela ukuba kubizwe umfundisi, owahlukileyo kulowo ndandidla ngokuvuma izono zam owayengekho.

Lo mfundisi, ndithi ngenxa yothando, enokuba wayefuna ukundinceda, walile ukuza endlwini.

Ke, kangangeentsuku ezilishumi, ndandikule meko yokufa, kodwa ndingafi.

 

Ekugqibeleni, ngomhla weshumi elinanye, ummeli endandinaye kumthendeleko wokuqala wafika. Wandikhulisa njengalowo wandivumayo.

 

Ukususela ngelo xesha ukuya phambili ndabandakanyeka kwimfazwe ende nabefundisi abaliqela. Bebesithi ndiyayifakela imeko yam ukuba ndifane nongcwelengcwele.

Abanye bathi ndifanelwe kukubethwa ngeentonga nezabhokhwe ukuze ndingaphinde ndibuyele kwesi simo sibi.

Abanye bathi ndingenwe ngusathana.

Baye bathetha nezinye izinto ngam ukuba kungcono ndingaphindi.

 

Ndandingazi ukuba mandithini.

Intsapho yakowethu yayikholelwa ukuba yayingumsebenzi wayo ukuthomalalisa ukubandezeleka kwam yaye yayikhangela abefundisi ababeza kuza. UThixo uyayazi indlela abaye bachaswa ngayo.

Ndandingasenakukwazi ukuyinyamezela.

Umama wam osweleyo, ngakumbi, wayelila iinyembezi. Mna ke ndahlala ndizolile.

 

Wanga uThixo angabaxolela bonke aba bandenzele le ntlungu. Ndingathanda ukuba iNkosi ibabuyekeze kalikhulu bonke abo baye babandezeleka kunye nam, ngakumbi umama wam.

Unokuyithelekelela indlela ekwakubuhlungu ngayo ukuzithoba kwaba befundisi, kuba ndandimfuna ngokwenene umfundisi wokundivusa.

UThixo uyazi ukuba kangaphi ndithandaza kuYesu,

ndikhala kakhulu ukuba ndikhululwe kolu loyiko lubuhlungu.

Yaye izihlandlo ezingaphi ndamxhathisa xa waphinda wandicela ukuba ndibe lixhoba, ukwabelana ngezona ntlungu zakhe zinzima!

Maxa wambi ndandixhathisa ngogonyamelo.

 

Ndathi kuYesu wam olungileyo:

“Nkosi yam ndiya kukwamkela ukunyangwa, ukuba nje uyandithembisa ukuba uya kundivusa ngaphandle kokungenelela komfundisi.

Kungenjalo, andifuni kuzithoba kule dyokhwe inzima.

 

Kwangaloo mihla mithathu ndamchasayo uThixo.

Ndamkhumbuza ngesithembiso sakhe, ndilila iinyembezi.

“Nkosi, akusigcini isithembiso sakho kum, undixelele ukuba yonke into iya kwenzeka   phakathi kwam nawe.

Ngoku ufuna umntu wesithathu andivuse ekugqibeleni andinyanzele ukuba ndimtyhilele into eqhubekayo phakathi kwam nawe.

 

Awuzange uqaphele

-inkunkuma engaqhelekanga e

- ukuthotywa intsapho yam ekufuneka inyamezele ezandleni zababingeleli abangakholelwayo kuyo?

Kwaye uthi ayifanelekanga ukuba ndikwazi ukuzivusa? Sasingenakuziphepha ezi ngxaki size sihlale ngoxolo.

 

Ndingavuya ukuthathela ukuhlupheka kwakho phezu kwam rhoqo njengoko uthanda, kwaye ungavuya kuba uya kundivusa nanini na ufuna. Kwaye ke ungangoneliseki ngam ekwamkeleni kwam iNtando yakho."

 

Yonke into ebendiyithetha ibingenamsebenzi.

Wathula uYesu wangathi akandimameli.

Kwakubonakala ukuba wayengafuni ukundinika oko ndandicinga ukuba kulungile yaye kungcwele.

 

Kunoko, yathi kum:   “  Usana lwam alunaloyiko, mna ndilupha ubusuku nemini,   ngoku lilixa lobusuku, kodwa kungekudala kuya kufika ilixa lokukhanya.

 

Yazini ukuba kulisiko lam ukuyibonakalalisa imisebenzi yam ngababingeleli.

Ndabanika ubuchule bokwazi, ukugweba nokukhuthaza umphefumlo ukuba wenze ngaphandle kokudideka, ngokomgaqo weLevitikus.

Ababingeleli bam banegunya lokunqumamisa okanye lokungahoyi into, ngokweengcinga zabo, enganelisiyo isityhilelo ”.

Ayithethi ukuba emva kwala Mazwi   kaYesu   ndiye ndathula, ngenjongo yokuzithoba kwiNtando yakhe   echazwe ngokucacileyo.

 

Kodwa ndingathula

- emva kokunyanzeliswa ukuba athobele iminyaka emine

- ngelixa ndijongene nezinto ezininzi ezingaqhelekanga neziphikisanayo? Njengoko ndiyalelwe, ndiza kuthetha oku kulandelayo:

 

Ngokomzekelo, bandivumela ukuba ndihlale ndingakwazi ukuhamba kwaye ndibuhlungu ngaphezu kweentsuku ezilishumi elinesibhozo ezilandelelanayo: ngokwenene kukufa ngaphandle kokufa,

-kuba ndandingakwazi ukuhamba kuyo yonke ingqiqo yegama elithi e

-ukuba andinakuthatha ithontsi elinye lamanzi okanye ukwanelisa iimfuno zam zendalo.

 

Ngamafuphi nje, bendifana nofileyo (othe ndisadla ubomi, ndisadla ubomi), ndikwinceba yababingeleli;

bandiphoxile ngabom   ,

kwandenza ukuba ndiqhubeke ndiphila kwimeko   yokufa.

NguThixo kuphela owaziyo oko ndajamelana nako ebudeni baloo minyaka mine yokufela ukholo lokwenene.

 

Xa ekugqibeleni umfundisi wagqiba kwelokuba andivuse, akazange abe nayo nembeko yokuba athi: “Yiba nomonde uze wenze oko uThixo akulindeleyo kuwe.”

Kunoko, ngezingcikivo eziqatha ezinjengaleyo yayinikelwa kubantu abakhohlakeleyo okanye abangathobeliyo, wathetha izinto ezifana nezi:

"Uluvo lwam oluqwalaselwa kakuhle kukuba usebenzisa iitalente zakho kakubi kakhulu."

 

ULuisa uzinikela ngokuzithandela kwiimbandezelo kunye nokukhanyela okuvela kubefundisi.

Ebudeni bobhubhani bekholera, uYesu wayenza yacaca indima yakhe njengexhoba.

 

Owu! indlela endikhohlakele ngayo kwaye ndiseyiyo nangoku, njengoko ndisaziva izityholo ziphila kum ukuba ndingumphefumlo ongenamandla nongathobeliyo!

Ndicinga ukuba isizathu esinzulu seemvakalelo zam kukuba iingcinga nezenzo zam zahluke kakhulu kwezo zikaYesu wam onobubele.

 

Ubomi bakhe bonke wayeluphawu lokuchasana kuwo onke amanqanaba.

Nangona kunjalo, akazange abe nentwana yokucaphuka.

Akazange aphazamiseke kwaye, ngokuzola okukhulu,

wanyamezela ukuthukwa nokuthukwa emva kokuphathwa kakubi.

 

Ndineentloni ukuyithetha, ndiye ndakhala kakhulu

Ndandihlala ndikhalaza kuYesu wam othandekayo-ukude ndibe nokumchasa-,

ukuze ndingabi nakukuva ubunzima obungaka okanye

ukuba andityholwa ngokungekho sikweni ngokungathobeli kwaye ndingenangqondo.

 

Owu! Hayi, ukulunga kukaYehova kum, ndingongendawo nje. Ngokuxhathisa kwam, wazenza ngathi akasafuni kundikhathalela yaye akazange athethe nto.

Wayeya kuba emkile, kodwa okwexeshana nje elifutshane. Waphinda wavela waza wandifumana ndisenkangala ebangelwa kukungabikho kwakhe.

 

Waza wandiphosa emva kwembandezelo yokufa, awandinika yona ngokwakhe.

Ngesinye isihlandlo, xa umchasi-tyala weza kundivusa, wathi kum rhabaxa:

"Andifuni ubuyele kwesi simo."

 

Okomzuzwana, ndabuyela ezingqondweni ndaza ndathi kuye:

“Bawo, akukho semandleni am ukuba ndiwe okanye ndingaweli kwesi simo sokudangala.

Kuyinyani ukuba andina-capricious, andithobeli kwaye andilungelwa nto.

Kodwa ndithetha inyani xa ndisithi intlungu yokungakwazi ukuthobela ibuhlungu kakhulu kum.

 

Ndicinga bawo ukuba ndiphethwe yile ntlungu.

-kuba ndiswele isidima sokuthobela,

-eyona gem eqaqambileyo kaYesu wam kunye

-ngaphandle kwayo andisoze ndamkeleke ngobumnandi kuye. Zininzi izinto endizisola ngazo.

Kwaye ndiziva ndingakhululekanga kakhulu xa ndizibona ndohluke kakhulu kuye.

Yintoni enokuncedakala kumphefumlo ongathobeliyo?

 

La mazwi entobeko aphuma emazantsi entliziyo yam, ebethelwa luthando ngoyena Yesu wam endimthandayo.

Wandishiya ke u confessor

-ngelizwi lenkuthazo e

-ngokonwaba ngakumbi kunotyelelo lwangaphambili.

 

Phezu kwawo nje olo khuthazo, ndagqiba ekubeni ndithandabuza

- ukuba iNkosi yayingafuni ukundiqinisekisa ukuba ndinokukhululwa kwimeko ye-petrification ngaphandle kokungenelela kombingeleli, kwaye

ukuba ubethanda ukuba ndisamkele izilingo neembandezelo, zibe yimbuyekezo ngenxa yabo

Izono ezininzi ezenziwa ngabantu abaninzi, ndomchasa, ndimchase, ukuze ndikufumane endikufunayo.

 

Ngelo xesha, uThixo wayesandisa isifo sekholera imihla ngemihla kangangokuba abemi bethu babesoyika.

 

Ngenye imini ndathandaza ngakumbi kunangaphambili eNkosini ukuba isiphelise esi sibetho,

isiqhamo   somsindo wakhe osesikweni nongenakuguqulwa

phezu kweentlaselo ezininzi ezenziwa ngabantu   abangendawo. Njengoko ndandithandaza   ,

UYesu wabonakala kum waza wathi kum  :

“Kaloku, njengoko uzinikela ngokuzithandela njengexhoba lembuyekezo

- ukubandezeleka emzimbeni nasemphefumlweni

- yokubandezeleka okukhulu kunye nobuhlungu, ndiya kukunika into oyifunayo ".

 

Emva koko ndathi kuye:

"Nkosi, ukuba kwenzeka izinto phakathi kwam nawe,

Ndikulungele ukwamkela nantoni na ondibeka kuyo.

Kungenjalo andikwazi.

Uyazi ukuba abefundisi bacinga ntoni nendlela abaziphatha ngayo kum”.

 

UYesu waphendula ngobubele kakhulu  :

“Ntombi yam, ukuba bendicamngca ukuba umntu uza kwenza ntoni ngoBuntu bam, ngendingazange ndiyifezekise iNtlawulo yoluntu.

 

Injongo yam yayilusindiso lwabo lwanaphakade.

Uthando olukhulu lwandidla lwandenza ndancama yonke into ngenxa yabo. Ngenxa yosindiso lwanaphakade lwezidalwa,

Ndinikele kuBawo wam onguNaphakade izilingo neembandezelo eziveliswe ngokungekho sikweni   kum

kwiingcinga nezenzo zabantu.

 

Yazini ke, ukuba nixelise oko ndakwenzayo kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu anesithathu yobomi bam basemhlabeni,

-Ufanele ukuthobela imisebenzi yam, ukwala kwam, iimbandezelo kunye nokufa kwam.

-Kwaye kufuneka ube namava ngendlela efanayo naziva ngayo kum. So ndicela uxelise uBomi bam ukuba uyafuna.

 

Kungenjalo, ukundilinganisa njengoko uthanda akunjalo kwaye akusoze kube yinto endiyithandayo.

Esona senzo sihle nesimnandi kum sisi

-isenzo esenziwe ngaphandle kwemiqathango ngumphefumlo

ondilulamelayo ngaphandle kokuthanda kwakhe, ekuphela kokwam.

 

"Ukuze ndifumane kuwe ulwamkelo olona lukholisayo kum, yenza isenzo sobuqhawe

- ukwenza intando yakho ife ngokupheleleyo e

-ukuvumela okwam kuphela kuhlale kuwe.

 

Okwangoku, ndifuna ube lixhoba

yothando,

ukulungisa   e

ukucotha

kubantu abanichasayo nabaqhubeka benikhathaza.

 

Khumbula ukuba aba bantu bangabantwana bam kwaye bahlawulelwe ngeGazi lam. Ukuba ngokwenene uhlala eluthandweni, uya kuzithoba kwaye unikele ngayo yonke into ukuze basindiswe ".

 

Kwangobo busuku ndabuyiswa

-ukusuka kule meko yokubandezeleka awathetha ngayo kum e

-ndahlala kuyo iintsuku ezintathu, ngaphandle kokuvuswa.

 

Ndithe xa ndibuyela kum.

- akukho mntu wathetha ngekholera kwakhona

-ngaphandle kwabantu abathile abaziphatha ngendlela ephambeneyo kwaye kwafuneka bahlawule igalelo labo ekufeni.

Inkoliso yabemi yagungqiswa sesi sibetho sikaThixo.

 

Xa umrhanelwa weza kundivusa, wathi eqhula:

“Kwezi ntsuku besinomthunywa wevangeli omkhulu, owayeshumayela kakuhle kakhulu.

 

Siye sabona ezinyaweni zethu abantu abathi kude kube ngoko baye baxhathisa naziphi na iimbono zonqulo nabathi, ubomi babo bonke, abazange bavume ukudlula ecaweni. Ngobizo lwalo mshumayeli ubalaseleyo, bazinikela elubabalweni baza bavelisa iziqhamo zobomi obungunaphakade.”

 

Ndambuza ukuba lo mvangeli wasemazweni ushumayele phi. Waphendula wathi:

«Akukho kuphela ezicaweni, kodwa kwizikwere, kwizangqa, i

iivenkile kunye nezindlu.

Ilizwi lakhe elinamandla lafikelela kuzo zonke iindawo ngentambiso yobabalo eyakhokelela kakhulu enguqukweni. Ngaba uyafuna ukwazi igama lakhe?

Inegama elihle. Ibizwa ngokuba nguD. Coletto (ithetha ngekholera), isibetho sikaThixo ".

 

Ngelo xesha iNkosi yayilungiselela esinye isidima sam. Yandibetha emva kokuphela kwesibetho sekholera.

Ukohlwaywa kwakuquka utshintsho olukhawulezayo lwabavumayo.

 

Into endandinayo ngelo xesha yayililungu lonqulo yaye ndandibizelwe kubomi obusempilweni ngabaphathi bakhe.

Ndandoneliseka nguye kuba nguye yedwa ongandisokolisiyo. Zonke ezi ziphithiphithi ndizikhankanye ngasentla zabangelwa ngabanye abefundisi ngoxa lo mvumi wayekwelo lizwe.

Utyelelo lwakhe lwaba lodwa ngenxa yekholera.

 

Kwaye ndabandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yokungabikho kwakhe, kuba ngokuzithandela kunabanye wavuma ukundivusa.

Okubuhlungu kakhulu, ndaphendukela eNkosini Yethu ndayibonisa ukubandezeleka kwam.

 

Ngokuthantamisa kwakhe okuqhelekileyo,   uYesu wathi kum:

“Nyana wam, musa ukuba buhlungu ngale nto.

NdiyiNkosi yeentliziyo kwaye ndingazijika okanye ndizijije ngokuthanda kwam. Ukuba umvumali wakho wenze okulungileyo kuwe, wayengunozakuzaku wam kuphela;

owamkela zonke izinto kum, wanipha njengoko ndagqiba ngako.

 

Ndiya kwenza njalo nakwabanye abavumayo kwaye ndiza kubanika ubabalo lokuzalisekisa umsebenzi wabo. Ngoko yintoni omele woyike?

"Umntwana wam,

mangaphi amatyeli kufuneka ndiphinde kuwe okoko nje usazingisa

-jonga ngasekhohlo nasekunene,

-ukubeka amehlo ngamanye amaxesha kule, ngamanye amaxesha kuloo nto,

Ngaba awungekhe ukwazi ukuzigcina usendleleni eya ezulwini?

 

Ukuba awundibeki nje amehlo,

-Uya kuhlala utsiba,

- impembelelo yobabalo lwam ayinakuphelela kuwe.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndifuna

-ukuba uhlale ekungakhathalini okungcwele kwizinto ezikungqongileyo, e

-ukuba usoloko ukulungele ukwenza nantoni na endiyifunayo kuwe. Kungenjalo ungakhethwa kwabanye ngendima yexhoba. "

 

Xa ndicamngca ngala Mazwi endiwanikwe nguYesu ngqo, intliziyo yam iye yomelela kakhulu.

- ukuba andizange ndibone ukungabikho kommeli wam,

-nokuba ibiwenza okulungileyo umphefumlo wam.

Emva koko, uThixo wandiphefumlela ukuba ndizithobe phantsi kwenyameko yomfundisi owavuma izono zam ngoxa ndandiyintombazana encinane. Andizange ndizisole ngolu khetho.

 

Enyanisweni, ndandisoloko ndidanduluka kuThixo:

“Ngamana ubongwa ngamaxesha onke, Yehova.

Wandibhida xa wawuthatha into ebonakala iyingozi emphefumlweni wam kwaye uzuko lwakho olukhulu, le meko uyiguqule ibe yinzuzo kum.

Ngamana kungahlala kunjalo, Owu Nkosi yam!

 

Ngelixa intliziyo yam yayisoloko ivaliwe komnye umntu ovumayo,

Ndiyivulele lo mfundisi kaThixo ucelwe nguYesu ndaza ndamkelwa ndim.

 

Phezu kwayo nje ingcinezelo nokuzingisa kwakhe, intliziyo yam yahlala ivaliwe komnye umntu owayevuma izono zam.

Ngoko ke, andizange ndikwazi ukuzikhulula ngaphakathi. Wazama ngandlela zonke ukuba ndithethe.

Kodwa kwaloo ngcinga yokuxelela omnye umntu into eyenzekayo phakathi kwam noYesu yavelisa kum iintloni nentiyo enkulu.

Kwaba ngathi kufuneka ndivume esona sono sibi kakhulu, esithi, ndiyambulela uThixo,

-Andazi ukuba ndizibophelele e

- into endingayifuniyo.

 

Kulo mvumi, nangona kunjalo, kwaye ngamaxesha amaninzi,

Ndenze umphefumlo wam waziwe kweyona nkcukacha incinci, nangona ndiyenze ngaphandle komyalelo.

Ukuba bebendibuza ukuba kutheni ndingafuni omnye umntu ondivusileyo andivuse, impendulo yam ibiba kukuba andiziva ndikwazi ukubachazela okwenzekayo kum.

Yayingelotyala lakhe

Kuba wayelungile kwaye elumkile kwaye wayendiphulaphula ngomonde.

Ebezowuhoya kakhulu umphefumlo wam ukuba bendimxelele ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni phakathi kwam noYesu.

Noko ke, waqinisekisa ukuba ndihlala ndihamba kumendo wesidima.

 

Mna ke, ndaziva ndixhelekile emphefumlweni,

- apho bendingathanda ukukhululeka

- ukuzibonakalisa komnye umntu, kunye nomnqweno wokwazi uluvo lwabo.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ndiyaphinda, kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba ndenze oku.

Ndiyakholelwa ukuba isizathu sokuba umshumayeli wam wokuqala angakwazi ukundenza ndithethe yayibububele bukaThixo.

Kufuneka ndongeze ukuba ummeli wam omtsha wayenetalente ekhethekileyo yokungena ngaphakathi kwam.

 

Ndikunye naye, ndacotha, ndanesibindi.

Ndaziva ngaphakathi kum ukuthanda kunye nomonde wokuzibonakalisa. Ngokuthe ngcembe, ndawuvula umphefumlo wam kuye.

Ndalivumela ukuba lifundeke kum njengakwincwadi, iphepha nephepha, igama elinye negama, kuquka neenceba ezikhethekileyo endazinikwa yiNkosi.

Kwaba ngathi uYesu wam olungileyo wathatha inkathazo wandikhumbuza ngayo yonke into awayesele endixelele yona nayo yonke into eyandehlelayo.

 

Maxa wambi xa ndiziva madolw’ anzima ukumtyhilela into ethile, wayendithethisa kanobom ade andigrogrise ngokundishiya.

 

Ndiyakwazi ukuthetha okufanayo nangomnye u-confessor, owayesoloko endibuza enye into kwaye enye. Ngamanye amaxesha wayendibuza ukuba yintoni ebangela ukuba ndityhafe nokuba yintoni umphumo.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha xa ebona inkani yam,

- Wandiwisela umthetho egameni lokuthobeka, ukuba ndiphendule; Kwaye

- beka phambi kwam uloyiko lwenkohliso enkulu yedemoni. Emva koko wongeza:

“Xa wevayo umphefumlo kuthi kokubini sinoxolo, sibe noxolo ngakumbi, kuba uYehova akamvumelanga umlungiseleli wakhe;

ofuna ukwenza ngokuchanekileyo ekufuneni inyaniso, okanye ngempazamo ».

 

Kule nkalo, kuye kwabonakala kum ukuba bobabini, uYesu kunye nomvumi,

- wayesazi yonke into ngalo mbandela, kutheni,

-Ngaphambi kokuba uYesu andibeke kuyo nayiphi na imbandezelo,

-Ndaqaphela ukuba u-confessor uyayazi inyani.

Ndazixelela oku: "Kungcono ndimxelele yonke into ngexesha elinye kunokuba ndithule, kuba sele esazi yonke into. Yaye ukuba ndithule, ngubani owaziyo ukuba akusayi kufuneka atshintshe indlela yakhe.

 

Konke oku akwenzekanga kunye nabavumisi bam beminyaka edlulileyo, abangazange bandibuze okanye bazame ukufuna inyani malunga nokuzithoba kwam, uthi:

umzekelo, ukuba liphuma kuThixo, nokuba liphuma   kwiidemon;

nokuba kungenxa yezifo zomzimba.

 

Ngamafutshane khange babuze nto kwaye khange bathethe nto.

Noko ke, ndandikulangazelela gqitha ukwazi enoba ndandiziqhelanisa nentando kaThixo okanye akunjalo xa ndandithwala umnqamlezo awandithuma wona. Ndabandezeleka kakhulu xa ndandingafumani monde wokuyinxiba.

 

Kunoko, xa umvumisi wesibini wayesazi ukuba iNkosi yayizibonakalisa kum yaza yandibuza enoba ndandifuna ukudlala indima yexhoba kusini na, wandixelela ukuba kwakufuneka ndithi kuYesu:

“Nkosi, andinako kwaye akufunekanga ukuba ndiyamkele intlupheko   ofuna ukundibeka kuyo, de ndibe ndiyifumene imvume yomchasi-ntliziyo wam.

 

Ukuba ufuna ndibe lixhoba yiya kuye kuqala ucele imvume yakhe ukuze angandizondi.

 

Ngenye intsasa, emva komthendeleko, uYesu wam onobubele wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, ubugwenxa bamadoda buninzi kangangokuba ibhalansi phakathi koThando lwam kunye noBulungisa bam buphazamisekile.

Ukunyanzeliswa kwemikhosi yobubi kundinyanzela ukuba ndilwe imfazwe enogonyamelo nabantu endiya kuzisa intshabalalo engazange ibonwe yenyama yomntu ".

 

Emva koko, iinyembezi, wongezelela:

"Oh! Ewe! Ndibanike imizimba

ukuba zibe zingcwele, endiza kuvuya kuzo. Endaweni yoko, bajike baba ngamatanki e-septic ebolile.

Ivumba labo elibi kakhulu kangangokuba ndiye ndanyanzeleka ukuba ndimke kubo.

 

Nantsi imibulelo endiyifumanayo, nyana wam.

-Ngothando oluninzi kunye

- iintlungu ezingaka ngenxa yabo.

 

Ngubani omnye ngaphandle kwam

- wabasikelela kakhulu kwaye

-Ingaba balibazise kangaka isohlwayo sabo esisesikweni? Akukho mntu wayenjengam!

Yaye yintoni unobangela wokugqwetheka kwabo okukhulu? Akukho nto yimbi, ntombi yam, ukuba asiyiyo impahla eninzi endibanike yona. Ngoku ndiza kubafundisa indlela yokubuyela emsebenzini wabo ngezona zohlwayo ziqatha.

 

Ngenxa yamazwi kaYesu, intliziyo yam yayizaliswe bubukrakra xa ndicinga   ukuba uThixo ulunge ngolo hlobo.

kusenokuhlekwa nakukungabi nambulelo kwabantu.

Yaye ngubani onokutsho ukuba yintoni ukubandezeleka kwam xa ndicinga ngabo baza kohlwaywa sisibetho semfazwe.

Kubo ndandinqwenela ukubandezeleka kunokuba ndibabone bebohlwaywa.

 

Ndaye ndathi kuye:

Wena, myeni ongcwele, khawubakhwelelise ngesibetho sobulungisa bakho, Ukuba buthe ubugwenxa babo bukhulu, njengoko utshoyo;

kusekho ulwandle olukhulu lweGazi lakho onokuthi ubantywilisele kulo. Ngaloo ndlela baya kuba nako ukuphuma besulungekile kwaye ubulungisa bakho buya kwaneliswa.

Kwaye ndiya kukuxelela ngonaphakade,

-ukuba awuyifumani indawo oyithandayo,

- yiza kum xa ufuna.

Ndikunika intliziyo yam ukuze ufumane ukuphumla novuyo kuyo.

 

"Nangona intliziyo yam iliqula lezono kunye neziphene,

ngoncedo lwenceba yakho   iyasebenza,

Ndikulungele ukuyihlambulula ndiyenze njengoko   uthanda.

 

Owu! Nkosi yam, khululeka!

Kwaye ukuba kuyimfuneko kwaye iluncedo, ndinikela kuwe idini lobomi bam.

Ndiyakwenza oko ngovuyo ukuba ndinokubona umfanekiso wakho uphuma kwesi sibetho siqatha. "

 

Endinqumle,   uYesu wathi kum:

 

"Umntwana othandekayo,

-ukuba uzinikela ngokuzithandela ukuba ubandezeleke,

+ kungekhona nje manqaphanqapha, + kodwa ngokuqhubekayo, ngokuqinisekileyo ndiya kubaconga abantu.

 

Ngaba uyazi ukuba ndiza kuyenza njani?

ndiya kukubeka phakathi kokubini, phakathi kobulungisa bam nobugwenxa babantu; Xa ndifuna ukwenza ubulungisa bam ngokuthumela izibetho kubo, ndikufumane phakathi;

-Uya kumangaliswa,

kodwa baya kusindiswa.

Ukuba uzimisele ngokuzinikela ngolo hlobo, mna ndikulungele ukuwayeka amadoda.

Kungenjalo, andinakuphinda ndixole, ndingabi sayeka.”

 

Emva kwala Mazwi, ndadana kwaye ndididekile ngokupheleleyo. Yashukuma indalo yam ndangcangcazela.

Kodwa ndibonile ukuba uYesu wayelindele ukuba nguewe nokuba nguhayi, ndazinyanzela ukuba ndithethe.

 

"Owu Mlingane wam oNgcwele, ndikulungele ukwenza nayiphi na idini oyifunayo, kodwa ngenxa yamava am adlulileyo,

-uziphatha njani nomntu ovumayo,

-xa emane esiza ngamaxesha athile, ubuza ukuba angandivumeli ndibandezeleke ngaphandle kokuba aqale avume?

 

Ukuba endaweni yoko,

ufuna ndive ezi ntlungu ngaphandle kwemvume yakhe,   ndilungile,

ngokuba uvuko lwam aluyi kuxhomekeka kuye, kodwa kuwe kuphela,   Thixo Osenyangweni.

 

Emva koko   uYesu  , uMlingane wam, owayekwazi ukuncama yonke into ngokuthobela,   wandixelela  :

 

"Ingaske yenzeke into yoba ndimenzele umfazi wam uGazi. Yiya kulowo uvumayo uyocela ukuvuma kwakhe.

Ukuba ufuna ukukuva, mxelele ngokweenkcukacha le nto ndiyithethileyo kuwe, umxelele ukuba ayisayi kuba yedwa

Ngokuba okulungileyo kwizidalwa ezihlala esonweni;

kodwa ngenxa yabo bazayo ngasemva.

Okona kulungileyo kwakho kusemngciphekweni

ukuba nive ezi ntlungu zingaphazamisekiyo eziphantse zibe zifa. Kuba kwixesha elizayo ukuba umenyiwe ukuba - ngokuthobela - ndiya kunihlambulula ngendlela ethile

Yanga umphefumlo wakho ungawufanele umtshato wakho ongaqondakaliyo kum.

 

'Emva koko,

Ndiza kulungiselela inguqu yakho yokugqibela kum ukuze thina sobabini sibe banye.

Njengamakhandlela amabini anyibilikiswa ngumlilo omnye ayahlangana aze abe ngumzimba omnye.

 

Ngaloo ndlela   siya kuba simanyene

- ngengcamango efanayo,

- uthando olufanayo, kwaye

-womsebenzi wokulungisa ngokwawo.

 

Ndiya kukuguqula ube ndim kwaye mna ndibe kuwe

ukuze nawe ubethelelwe emnqamlezweni kum;

-kunye nam kunye

-ukwenzela mna.

Ubungenokuvuyela ukuthi:

 

Wathi akufika umvumisi, ndaphinda yonke into uYesu awayendixelele yona.

 

Kwakhona ndamxelela ukuba ndifuna ukubandezeleka ngaphandle kokumiselwa kwexesha. Nangona kunjalo

kwakubonakala kum, kwaye ndandiqinisekile ngokwenene,

ukuba oku kubandezeleka akuyi kuhlala ngaphezu kweentsuku ezingamashumi amane. Kodwa, njengoko ndibhala oku,

Ndineminyaka elishumi elinesibini ndiphila kwintlungu eqhubekayo. Andazi ukuba iya kuhlala ixesha elingakanani.

Ngamana uThixo angasoloko enoyolo kunye nomgwebo wakhe ongenakulinganiswa.

 

Kusafuneka nditsho

-ukuba bendinokuqonda

-ukuba ndiza kuchitha ixesha lam ngokuqhubekayo ebhedini,

mhlawumbi ngendingazange ndinikezele ngokulula kwindima yexhoba elingunaphakade.

Indalo yam ibinokothusa. Andizange ndibe nesibindi saneleyo sokuziboleka kwidini elinjalo.

Ndiyakwazi ukuthetha okufanayo malunga nomchazi wam:

- ukuba ebelazi idini bekufuneka enze njalo kusasa ukuze andivuse.

- mhlawumbi akavumanga ukuba ndihlale kweli xesha elide.

 

Ndiyakuqinisekisa ukuba bendisoloko ndiyithanda le ntlungu imnandi. Bendisoloko ndirhoxa ngakumbi xa ndibandezeleka ngokuqhubekayo kunangexesha bendingenayo   .

Enyanisweni, xa ndaqalisa ukuphila kule meko yokuba lixhoba elingapheliyo, ndandingazi ukuba ndilixabise njani ixabiso lomnqamlezo.

 

Umvuma-tyala wam, endamazisa kuye eyona nto ilungileyo uYesu ayifunayo kum, wathi kum:

Ukuba yonke into ondixelele yona iyintando kaThixo ngokwenene, ungayifumana intsikelelo yam.

Inyaniso iya kuthethwa, ndiya kukwazi ukwenza idini lokukuvusa rhoqo kusasa.

Ukuba ndifumana iingxaki kwindalo yam, ndiya kuzoyisa ngobabalo lukaThixo. "

 

Ndathi ndakucinga ngezidalwa ezaziza kusinda kwisibetho esoyikekayo semfazwe, umphefumlo wam wagcoba. Noko ke, indalo yam yaqalisa ukungcangcazela.

Kwaye ndachitha iintsuku ezimbalwa ndilusizi kakhulu. Ndasiwa ecaweni. Emva kokufumana uYesu entliziyweni yam, ndathi kuye:

 

“Yesu omnandi, ujonge kulwandle olungcungcuthekiswayo apho umphefumlo wam untywiliselwe khona. Ngaphandle kwe

-Yiba kwindawo ezolileyo nenoxolo

-ukubulela ngezibane ezinikwe ummeli wam,

Owandivumelayo ukuba ndenze ngentobeko into eniyilindeleyo kum, ndisuke ndanexhala ngephanyazo.

 

ndingu

-okokuqala ngenxa yemeko yokubandezeleka oza kuntywila kuyo.

-kwaye ke kwakutheni ukuze ndihlale kule meko ndingakwamkelanga, nto leyo eya kuba yeyona ntlungu inkulu kum.

Ngubani onokuphila ngaphandle kwakho?

 

Okuhle wam, ngubani omnye ngaphandle kwakho onokundinika amandla

-ukuphila,

-ukuchacha ekubandezelekeni kwam. Ndizakuwafumana njani lamandla?

ukuba andivumelekanga ukuba ndinamkele kwiMithendeleko yakho?” “Xa ndayikhuphayo intliziyo yam ekukhathazekeni kwayo, ndalila kakhulu. Evelana nam, uYesu wathi kum ngokuthozamileyo:

 

Ntombi yam sukoyika ndiyabuqonda   ubuthathaka bakho

Ndilungiselele iinceba ezintsha nezikhethekileyo ukuxhasa ubuthathaka bakho.

 

Andingomandla onke na  ?

Ngaba andinako ukuba undamkele kwiSakramente?

 

Ziyeke kwaye, njengomntu ofileyo, zibeke ezandleni zam njengotata  .

Zinike njengexhoba imbuyekezo   ngenxa yeziphoso ezininzi endihlala ndizifumana ebantwini.

 

Ngoko ke uya kubasindisa abo bafanelwe luqeqesho.

 

Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku uze kum, kodwa ngoku ndiyakuqinisekisa ukuba ngokuqinisekileyo ndiya kuza ukuze ndikubone.

Olu tyelelo lunokuba lufutshane, kodwa luya kuhlala luyinzuzo kunye nentuthuzelo enkulu emphefumlweni wakho. Ngaba wanelisekile?

 

Kwaye ngenxa yokuba ndiyazi ukunamathela kwakho kwintando yam, yazi ukuba ukusukela ngoku ukuya phambili,

sele   ulixhoba elisisigxina,

kwimeko   yokubandezeleka okungapheliyo,

ngokweWill yam   .

Ndikucela kuwe intlawulelo yezono ezenziwe zezinye izidalwa ».

 

Ndizichaza njani iinceba ezathi iNkosi emva koko yandinika zona?

Akunakwenzeka ukuba ndikuxelele konke uYesu wam olungileyo andenzele kona.

-ukususela ngaloo mini kude kube namhlanje,

- ngakumbi ukuba ngumbuzo wokuchaza ngokuchanekileyo nganye yezi nceba.

Ukwanelisa intobeko engcwele, ebekwe kum ngokungenanceba, ndiya kwenza konke okusemandleni am.

sizabalazela ukungakutyesheli   olona babalo lusondeleyo,

endifumana kunzima   ukuyiveza.

 

Ngokuphathelele isithembiso esele sikhankanyiwe esenziwa kum nguYesu, ndiya kuthi bekusoloko kungenakusoleka.

Isithembiso sakhe usigcinile kwasekuqaleni kwaye ndiyakholwa ukuba uya kusigcina kude kube sekupheleni.

 

Ndikhumbula kakuhle into awayithetha kum ngosuku lokuqala kufuneka ndigcine ibhedi:

“Zihlobo zam ezithandekayo zeNtliziyo yam, ndinibeke kule meko ukuze ndize ngokukhululekileyo kuni ndithethe nani.

Enyanisweni, ukususela ekuqaleni, ndikukhulule kwihlabathi langaphandle kunye namathuba okujongana nezidalwa.

Ndinihlambulule ke ngaphakathi kwenu, ukuze kungabikho ngcinga namfesane yehlabathi kuni. Ndazisusa ngeengcinga zasezulwini zonke ezizaliswe luthando ngam.

 

"Ngoku

-ukuba yonke enye into ingaqhelekanga kuwe kwaye

- ukuba siyazi, ndifuna ukukufanisa nam,

ukuze umzimba wakho nomphefumlo wakho ube sesandla sam, ube lidini elinyukayo phambi kwam.

 

Ukuba bendingakuvalelanga kula bhedi,

ubungayi kuba luncedo lokundwendwela kwam rhoqo:

ubungathanda kuqala ukufeza imisebenzi yakho yosapho   ngamadini,

wandule ke ubuyele ekuthetheni   kwentliziyo yakho,

ndijonge phambili kutyelelo lwam lokudlula. Ngoku awunakuyenza   .

 

Sisodwa.

Akukho bani uphazamisa incoko yethu okanye asithintele ekuthetheni ngovuyo neembandezelo zethu.

 

Ukuba ukhangeleka njengam, unokuthatha inxaxheba

-kuvuyo kunye nolonwabo abanye abantu abalungileyo bandinika lona,

kwanento ekrakra   necukucezo endiyifumanayo, evela kwabangendawo;

Ukususela ngoku ukuya phambili,

intuthuzelo yam iya kuba yeyakho, neentuthuzelo zakho zibe zezam.

 

Iimbandezelo neenkxwaleko zam ziya kuba kukunxibelelana

- ukuze "intando yakho" kunye "nentando yam" iphele ngokupheleleyo,

- ukubizwa ngokuba "yintando yethu".

Ngamafutshane, uza kuba nomdla kwizinto zam ngokungathi zezakho ngokwenene. Nam, ngendlela efanayo, ndiya kuba nomdla kwizinto zenu

"Ukungafezeki kwakho ngaphandle ..., eya kuba yeyam ngokuqinisekileyo.

 

Uyazi ukuba ndizoziphatha njani nawe?

Ndiya kuba njengokumkani osandul' ukutshata nokumkanikazi ohloniphekileyo;

-ngubani onyanzelwa ukuba ahlale kude naye okwethutyana, e

-ngubani, ekungxameni kwakhe ukuba kunye naye, uhlala egcina ingqondo nentliziyo yakhe iguqukele kuye.

 

Uxakekile ugqibezela ishishini lakhe ukuze abuyele kuye ngokukhawuleza. Xa sele ekhona, amehlo akhe ajonge kuye ukuze abone ukuba akukho zimpawu zokuzisola ngokungabikho kwakhe kusini na.

 

Kwaye ukuba ufuna ukuthetha naye,

unika imvume   kubantu abakufutshane naye,

amthathe aye naye ezindlini zakhe avale   ucango.

Mkhuphe umntu othembekileyo, njengonogada,

ukuze kungabikho mntu unokuphazamisa iincoko zabo okanye uphulaphule iimfihlo zabo.

Bebodwa, bathetha ngeengcinga zabo omnye komnye.

Ukuba nabani na ngokungakhathali wayefuna ukubahlutha ubukheswa aze abaphazamise, loo mntu wayenokubanjwa ngoko nangoko njengophazamisa uxolo lokumkani aze ohlwaywe ngokuqatha.

 

Ndenza okufanayo ngokukubeka kule meko. Yeha kuye nabani na oya kuwaphazamisa la malungiselelo. Andinangxaki kuphela,

kodwa oku kungakhokelela ekubeni ndimohlwaye. Ngaba wonwabile yile nto?

 

Ukuba, ngenxa yobubele obungasifanelanga awandenzela bona uYesu wam oyintanda, intliziyo yam ibingaphumi luthando lombulelo ngaye;

Ndifanele kuthiwe ngoyena ucekisekayo kuwo onke amagama.

 

Ukuba andizange ndivume ngokupheleleyo kwiminqweno yeNtando yakhe eNgcwele,

lonke iZulu nomhlaba kufuneka lindikhombe ngomnwe, kuquka nezizukulwana ezizayo, njengowona mphefumlo ungenambulelo nodelekileyo owakhe wabakho.

 

Bekuya kuba ngathi indoda enganxibanga zihlangu egqunywe ngamadlavu amdaka ithululela indoda esisityebi eyayimmemile.

- abe ngomnye wabanini-mpahla balo e

- zinyamekele ngokungathi zezakho.

Ngaba le ndoda ilihlwempu yayingayi kuba yintlekisa kumntu wonke?

 

UYesu wakwenza oku kum.

Ukutshintshiselana ngokungabi nanto yam, wandivumela ukuba ndibe nempahla yakhe engenasiphelo kunye naye, kuphela komqathango wokuba ndiwanyamekele.

Khange ndimphathele nto qha akhonto yam.

 

Ngaba wakha wayibona into enje? Ndineentloni ukuthetha ngayo.

Kwaye uYesu waba

- kungekhona nje inkosi yokungabikho kwam,

-kodwa kunye nokungafezeki kwam, afuna ukukuhlambulula ngokupheleleyo kwingqibelelo yakhe engapheliyo.

 

Owu! Ndimtyala malini!

Lowo ungaze adinwe, akaze adinwe, kwaye akasoze adinwe kukuphinda kum:

"Ndifuna kuwe ukuhambelana ngokugqibeleleyo nentando yam,

ngendlela yokuba uzichithe ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando yam".

 

Xa yaphawula ukuba ndithanda izinto ezingabalulekanga kangako, yandibongoza ngobubele ukuba ndirhoxe yaza yathi:

"Ntombi yam, ndinqwenela kuwe ukwahlukana ngokupheleleyo nayo yonke into engeyiyo yam. Ndifuna uyithathele ingqalelo yonke into oyaziyo ukuba yeyomhlaba.

njengomgquba, lizothe ukujonga. "

 

Intliziyo yam iba ngumkhenkce xa ujonge ngokonwaba izinto zomhlaba ezingeyomfuneko. Izinto zasezulwini ziyakugubungela kwaye zilibazise

umtshato ongaqondakaliyo endathembisa ukuwuqukumbela nawe.

 

Yazi andizixabisi izinto ezisemhlabeni ezingeyomfuneko kwaphela. Ndifuna ukuba ulandele le ntlupheko inzima endizifake kuyo ngokwam, ndidelela yonke into ebingeyomfuneko.

 

Kulaa bhedi incinci undilinganisa ndihlwempuzekile.

kufuneka uzithathe njengomntwana olihlwempu olahliweyo. Kulapho ke unokuthi ulihlwempu ngenene.

 

Kuba ndifuna ubuhlwempu bokwenyani kwaye ndiqheliselwe enyanisweni.

-Ungaze unqwenele ukufumana into,

- akaze ancwine emva kwento ethile, e

- akaze amkele nantoni na engeyomfuneko.

 

Apho kuyimfuneko,

-enkosi kuqala,

- ke   abaxhasi bakho.

 

Ndiyayifuna   ukusukela ngoku

uziququzelela ngento oyinikiweyo   e

awuyi kucela   enye into,

kuba ukunqwenelela into ongayinikwanga kuya kuba nzima engqondweni yakho.

 

Ziyeke ngokungakhathali okungcwele kwintando yabanye ngaphandle kokuqwalasela ukuba kulungile okanye kubi ».

 

Ekuqaleni yayilidini elikhulu kum. Kodwa, ngokukhawuleza, ndabona ukuba andizange ndicinge ngale nto okanye leya.

Ngaphandle koko ndandikufuna ngokwenene, andizange ndicele nantoni na endingayinikwanga.

 

Ukoyisile ubunzima obungaphambili, iNkosi yafuna ukundingenisa kumsebenzi onzima ngakumbi. Enye yeembandezelo ezihlala zivela ngqo kuYesu yayisisiganeko sokugabha emva kokutya.

Xa intsapho yakowethu yandinika into etyiwayo, ndakhawuleza ndayijula ​​ndaza ndaphelelwa ngamandla kangangokuba ndandingakwazi ukuthetha.

 

Kodwa ndakhumbula oko uYesu wandixelela kona: “yenza loo nto uyithethileyo”. Kwaye ndandingafuni enye into.

Ndandineentloni kwaye ngathi usapho lwam lundithethisa lusithi:

"Kutheni ufuna ukutya kwakhona xa usanda kuchitha?" Ndaphinda ndathi kum:

"Andizocela nto de bandiphathele into. UThixo uzozilungisa izinto."

 

Kwaye ndaqhubeka ndizele zinceba, ukuze ndibe nako ukubuva ubunzima ngenxa yothando lukaYesu,

Zonke izinto ndizihlawulele ngenxa yezono zobudla-kudla.

 

Andazi ukuba kwakutheni, kodwa ummeli wam, owayevile ukuba ndineziqendu zokugabha, wandiyalela ukuba ndithabathe iquinine yonke imihla.

Oku kwaphazamisa umdla wam wokutya.

Kwathi ke kuba ndandingakwazi ukutya de ndikunikwe, ndahlala ndeva isisu sikhala.

 

Ndikwesi simo, ndaziva ngathi ndisentlungwini yokufa, kodwa ndingafi. Oku kwathatha malunga neenyanga ezine, emva koko uYesu wam oyintanda wathi kum:

Xelela umvumisi wakho ukuba akakuniki kutya okanye iquinine xa uhlanza. Ekhanyiswe kukukhanya kobuthixo, uya kukunika kona.

 

Ngoko ummeli wam wandivumela ukuba ndingatyi kutya okanye iquinine. Kodwa kamva, ukuze angagxininisi, wayefuna ndifumane ukutya kube kanye ngemini. Ngoko ndaba noxolo olungakumbi. Ilamba lam liphelile, hayi umhlanzo. Enyanisweni, qho xa ndithatha ukutya kwakufuneka ndikubuyisele.

 

UYesu wam oyintanda wayesoloko esithi kum:

"Xelela ummeli wakho ukuba akunike imvume yokuba ungatyi konke konke." Kodwa, sihlandlo ngasinye, wala, esithi:

“Kwamkeleni ukutya okunikelwe kuni njengesizekeliso ngenxa yezono ezininzi ezenziwa ngumqala wabantu kuYehova.”

 

Sihlandlo ngasinye, emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa, iNkosi yethu yayibuyela eofisini yayo ize iphinde ithi: “Kwakhona ndifuna ukuba ucele imvume kummeli wakho wokungatyi ukutya.

Yenze ngokungakhathali kwaye uzimisele ukwamkela, ngokuthobela, nantoni na afuna ukuba uyenze. "

 

Ngesinye isihlandlo, xa, njengoko uYesu wayefuna, ndaphinda ndabuza ummangaleli wam, oku, andazi kwakutheni, kungekhona nje ukwala ukundinika imvume endiyicelileyo, kodwa wandiyalela ukuba ndiyeke ukubandezeleka kwam, ngokungathi kwakuxhomekeke kum.

Mhlawumbi isizathu sokusabela kwakhe yaba sesi: ekhumbula ukuba ndandimxelele ukuba ukubandezeleka kwam kuya kuthabatha iintsuku ezingamashumi amane kuphela, lo gama nje kwakuza kuqhubeka, wayekhokelele ekubeni akholelwe ukuba andizange ndimxelele inyaniso malunga nemeko yokubandezeleka. kwabuzwa kum or ndingaphinde nditye.

 

Ngenxa yezizathu endingazaziyo wafikelela kwisigqibo sokuba akusafuneki ndihlale kule meko yexhoba, kwaye ukuba ndibuyele kule meko yokubandezeleka, akusekho mfuneko yokuba eze kundivusa.

 

Ndimele nditsho apha ukuba, ngomoya wentobeko, ndandikulungele ukuthobela imiyalelo yakhe, ngakumbi njengoko indalo yam yayifuna ukukhululeka kubunzima beembandezelo ezininzi ezifayo ezazihlala zivela kwakhona.

Noko ke, kubonakala kucacile kum ukuba ndandingenakuze ndithwale imithwalo enjalo ngaphandle kokungenelela okukhethekileyo kukaThixo.

 

Kwakukho nokubandezeleka kokuthobela yonke into, nakwezo zinto zazindicekisa kakhulu (iimfuno zendalo): ngokwenene yayilidini endalinikelayo ukuze ndivumelane nentando kaThixo.

Ngaphaya koko, ngaphandle kwesi sizathu sokuthobela iNtando yobuThixo, kwanabona bangcwele babalaseleyo bebeya kuyilahla.

 

KuYesu ndinetyala lokukwazi ukubuyisela kuye uthando olukhulu awayesoloko endibonisa lona.

 

Le yindlela endaziva ngayo intuthuzelo kwimbali yam yangaphambili kwaye ndandikulungele ukwenza yonke into ngentobeko engcwele.

Kuba ndandibona uThando kunye nokulunga kukaThixo kum, ndandikulungele kwaye ndizimisele ukuhlala ndivalelwe ebhedini yam ixesha elide njengoko iNkosi yayingathanda, kwimeko yexhoba.

 

Intando yakhe Engcwele ukuba uyazi kakuhle

-ukutshintsha ubume bezinto,

-waguqule asuse ebukrakra abe mnandi;

wandinika ukurhoxa kunye nokuhambelana neWill yakhe.

 

Nangona ngokuzithandela nangentobelo ndavuma ukuba lixhoba ndize ndihlale ebhedini, ndaqalisa ukumchasa uYesu wam osoloko enobubele.

Ngenye imini, xa wabonakala kum ukuze andixelele ngeembandezelo zakhe, ndathi kuye:

"Nkosi yam, ungandithathi kakubi ukwala kwam ukuhlupheka. Ufuna ntoni kum?

Ekubeni kukuthobela okundithintelayo, andisakwazi ukuzithoba.

 

Kodwa ukuba ufuna ndenze iNtando yakho, ndinike ukukhanya kwi-confessor yam eya kundinika le nto uyinqwenelayo.

Ngaphandle koko ndiya kulandela iminqweno yakhe kwaye ndiyichase ngenkani iNtando yakho. Ndiya kukholelwa ngokwenene ukuba awungoYesu wam onobubele!”

 

INkosi yethu yayifuna ukundifaka kuvavanyo olunzima ngokundichitha ubusuku bonke ndigqushalaza kunye nayo.Ngomngcipheko wokufunyaniswa ndilahlekisiwe, ndahlala ndihlala ubusuku bonke.

 

Wathi akufika, ndamxelela ngokucacileyo ndathi: “Sithandwa sam, yiba nomonde, ndifuna imvume yovuma izono ukuze ukwazi ukundixelela ngokubandezeleka kwakho.

Ngoko ndicela ungandenzi ndiphikisane nentando yakho.

Ngaphandle kwemvume yentando yam, engagobiyo ngaphandle kwemvume yomvumi wam, nangona kunjalo ungandinciphisa ekubhubhisweni kwaye unxibelelane nam zonke iintlungu, iintlungu kunye neentlungu zakho. (3) "

 

Kobu bugxwayiba endazifumana ndikuyo, ndandikholelwa ukuba iNkosi Yethu iye yangqina ukuba yoyisile. Kodwa kwakungenjalo.

Kuba ngephanyazo, ndakuba ndikhululwe kuko konke ukubandezeleka, uYesu wam oyintanda wanditsalela kuye ngendlela eyandenza   ndathandabuza.

Ngenxa yoko, andizange ndikwazi   ukuxhathisa.

Ndazibona sele ndisondele kuye kangangokuba nokuba ndandizama kangakanani na ukumchasa, ndandingenakukwazi ukuphuma kuloo nto.

Ekubeni ndingeyonto, bekungayi kuba lilize kum ukuxhathisa okanye ukuzama ukoyisa edabini kunye naye, lowo unamandla onke nonguMandla owomeleleyo.

 

Ukuba kufutshane noYesu,

- Ndaba neentloni ngokuchasa kwam kuye,

-kwaye ndazifumanisa nditshatyalalisiwe ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ndandula ke, ndineentloni, ndathi kuye: “Ndixolele, Mlingane Ongcwele, ngokuchasa kwakho.

 

Kwaye uYesu, ngobubele kakhulu wathi kum:

"Intanda yam, ntombi yoThando lwam, musa ukoyika ukuba iya kundikhubekisa: ungandikhubekisi isenzo somvumazi wakho owakunika lo myalelo. Ubufundisi bakhe ubusebenzisa ngobunono kunye nesazela kwaye kufuneka asebenzise iindlela kunye nezixhobo ukuzalisekisa uxanduva lwakhe lokuziphatha phezu kobubi nokulungileyo.

Fumana uxolo lwakho kwaye uhlale ushiywe kum. Yiza kum!

Namhlanje lusuku lokuqala enyakeni (yayibubusuku  bangaphambi koNyaka oMtsha  ). Yiza, ndifuna ukukupha isipho".

 

Usondele kum, wandanga, wacinezela imilebe yakhe kweyam, wagalela kum ulwelo olumnandi kakhulu kunobisi, wandincamisa ephinda-phinda, ngothando wakhupha umsesane eNtliziyweni yakhe, esithi:

"Yamkela kwaye ucinge ngalo msesane endikulungiselele wona, ngomtshato wethu, kuba ndiza kukutshata ngokholo.

Ndiyakuwisela umthetho okomzuzwana

-qhubeka uhlala kule meko yexhoba e

- ukuxelela umntu ovumayo ukuba ngumnqweno wam ukuba uqhubeke uhlala kule meko yokubandezeleka.

 

Kwaye njengomqondiso wokuba ndithetha,

yazi ukuba imfazwe eyekile phakathi kwe-Italiya ne-Afrika iya kuqhubeka de kube ngumzuzu apho akunika khona imvume yokuhlala kwimeko yexhoba. Ngaloo mzuzu ndiya kuyiphelisa imfazwe, ukuze babe noxolo macala   omabini.

 

Emva koko uYesu wathi shwaka.

Ndaziva ndimbethe ingubo yosizi, Eye ingene kwamongo wamathambo am;

Ndaziva ndingenakukwazi ukuzivusa kule meko ifayo ngaphandle kokungenelela komvumi.

 

Kwintlungu yam, ndacinga ngento endiza kumxelela yona xa endifumana ndikule meko yokubandezeleka okukhulu ngokuchasene nemiyalelo yakhe.

Ndandinokwenza ntoni?

Ngokuqinisekileyo kwakungekho kumandla am ukuzivusa.

 

Ulwelo olunobisi uYesu awalugalela kum lwabangela ukuba ndimthande kakhulu kangangokuba, phezu kwayo nje intlungu, ndalulangazelela uthando.

Obu bumnandi nokuhlutha bendibuva kuye kwandinyanzela ukuba ndithathe inxalenye yokutya endikunikwa lusapho lwam emva kokuba u-confessor endikhulisile. Kodwa oku kutya kwala kwaphela ukungena esuswini sam.

Kwakuyimfuneko ukuba umvumi wam anyanzelise kum egameni lokuthobela ukuze ndikwazi ukuginya. Nangona kunjalo, ndanyanzeleka ngoko nangoko ukuba ndiyibuyisele kunye nolwelo olumnandi olwalugalelwe kum nguYesu.

 

Ngokwenza oko, ndaziva ngaphakathi kum   uYesu owathi, ngoburharha  ,   wathi kum  :

Akwanelanga na lento ndikugalele yona?

 

Ndineentloni kakhulu kwaye ndineentloni, ndamxelela:

“Ufuna ntoni na kum, okanye uYesu?

Yintobeko eyandikhokelela ekubeni ndibuyisele noko kwakukokwakho, oko kwakuko

kodwa imnandi kwaye imnandi kakhulu. "

 

Ngaphandle kwemibuzo engakumbi, ejonge okwenzekileyo, u-confessor wam warhoxa esithi: “Ndiza kubuya xa ndinexesha lokuphumla”.

Ndandingakhathali nje ngoku kungenelela kuka-confessor ngokubhekiselele kwinto eyenzekayo phakathi kwam neNkosi, kodwa ndandicaphuka kakhulu.

 

Kungekudala ndambulela uYesu wam owayesoloko enobubele, oye wamvumela ukuba angandibuzi imibuzo.

Ndandingazi ukuba ndilindele ntoni ngengomso. Wabuya efinge intshinga uZityaba wam, engandibuzanga tu, esithi ndingumphefumlo ongathobeliyo.

 

Uye wongeza wathi:

Inyaniso yokuba uwile kubuthathaka obufayo indenza ndikholwe

-ukuba kwenzeka ntoni kuwe sisifo esimsulwa e

- hayi isiphumo songenelelo lwamandla angaphezu kwendalo.

 

Ukuba beliphuma kuThixo, inene ange engakuvumelanga ukuba nindilalele;

kuba ufuna intobelo kuwe kwaye akafuni nto ingenziwa ngaphandle kwesi sidima esihle.

Ngoko, endaweni yokubiza u-confessor wakho, ukususela ngoku uya kubiza oogqirha abathi, kunye nesayensi yabo, baya kukukhulula kwisifo sakho se-nervous ».

 

Uthe akugqiba ukundithethisa ndazinyanzela ukuba ndimxelele okwenzekileyo, nayo yonke into endiyicelwe yiNkosi ukuba ndimxelele.

Ukundiva kwam, watshintsha ingqondo yakhe waza wandiqinisekisa ukuba akayithandabuzi into endiyithethileyo ngoYesu, kuba amazwi angemfazwe phakathi kweItali neAfrika ayeyinyaniso.

 

Wongezelela kwinto ebizwa ngokuba luxolo, ukuba iya kufika ngokukhawuleza, ngenxa yokuba uya kuba lixhoba kwakhona, ngoko andinakuphinda ndithandabuze. Ukuba, kwelinye icala, bekungenxa yezinye izizathu ...

Masilinde sibone".

 

Ngoko wavuma kum ngokusabela kumnqweno owavakaliswa nguYesu wam olungileyo.Waphinda waphinda kum: “Siza kulinda size sibone ukuba le mfazwe ayisayi kwanda na yaye ukuba kungekudala siya kuba noxolo”.

 

Kwiinyanga ezine kamva, owandivumayo weva kwiphephandaba ukuba uxolo olwaprofetwa nguYesu lwaluzalisekile.

 

Xa wandibona, wathi: "Ngaphandle kokwenzakala naphi na, imfazwe phakathi kweItali neAfrika iphelile; ngoku kukho uxolo phakathi kwezi zibini."

Ekubeni le nyaniso yayiprofethiwe yaza yazaliseka, ummeli wam waqiniseka ngesenzo sobuthixo kwinto eyayisenzeka kum waza wandishiya ndedwa ndiseluxolweni, nto leyo engenakufezwa ukuba ubani uyamchasa uThixo.

 

Ukususela ngaloo mini uYesu akazange enze nto ngaphandle kokundilungiselela umtshato oyimfihlelo awayendithembise wona (4), endityelela rhoqo –

ukuya kuthi ga kathathu okanye kane ngemini xa   ethanda.

 

Wayesoloko esiza kwaye ehamba ngalo lonke ixesha.

Uye wazenza isithandwa esingakwaziyo ukuzibamba ukucinga ngomfazi wakhe rhoqo, kunye nokumthanda nokumtyelela.

 

Uye wazityhila kum ngokundixelela izinto ezinje:

"Ndiyakuthanda ndide ndihlale kude nawe. Ndiziva ngathi andivuzwa xa ndingakuboni okanye ndithethe nawe ngqo nakufutshane.

Ndityekele ekucingeni ukuba uwedwa kwaye unqwenela ukuthandwa ngam. Kwaye ndiza kukubona ukuba kukho into oyifunayo."

 

Ebemane ephakamisa intloko yam, alungise umqamelo, andibambe entanyeni, andiphuze andincamise.

Ekubeni ndandisehlotyeni, yayindikhulula kubushushu obugqithiseleyo ngokundipholisa ngomoya opholileyo ophuma kuMlomo wawo omnandi.

Ngamanye amaxesha wayedla ngokushukumisa into ezandleni zakhe okanye acofe kwiphepha elalindigqumile ukuze ndipholise, aze andibuze ngequbuliso:

"Unjani ngoku? Ngokuqinisekileyo uziva ngcono, akunjalo?"

 

Nam bendisithi: "Yazi Yesu wam oyintanda xa usondele kum ndiziva ndingcono".

 

Ethubeni wafika wandifumana ndingqengqe, ndityhafile

- ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwam okuqhubekayo,

- ngakumbi ebusuku, emva kokuba umvumi wam efikile,

wasondela kum wagalela ulwelo olubisi oluphuma emlonyeni wakhe kwelam.

 

Undenze ndancamathela kweyona Tyeya yakhe iNgcwele, wandenza ndatsala imisinga yobumnandi namandla eyandinika incasa yolonwabo lwaseZulwini.

 

Uthe ke akundibona ndichulumancile, wathi kum ngokulunga kwakhe okungenakuthethelelwa.

"Ndifuna ngokwenene ukuba ngowakho konke, undenzela ukutya okuthuthuzelayo kungekuphela komphefumlo wakho, kodwa nomzimba wakho." (5)

 

Kuthekani ngako konke endiye ndakufumana kuthando lwasezulwini ngenxa yobabalo oluninzi olungaqhelekanga lwasezulwini? Ukuba bekufuneka ndithethe yonke into uYesu wam othandekayo athe wandixelela yona, bendiya kuba semngciphekweni wokudikwa.

Nkqu nowam confessor khange akwazi ukuxelela yonke into, kuba ibizakuthatha ixesha elide.

 

Ndiza kuzinqanda apha ukuba ndithethe ngokufutshane oko kwanele ukwazi ukuqonda kancinane imeko yomphefumlo ophethwe nguYesu ngokupheleleyo, elona qabane lithandekayo lomphefumlo.

 

Kwaye, ngako konke ukunyamezela kwentliziyo yam, ndifuna ukukhwaza, ndimxelela:

“Owu Yesu, hayi indlela endiluxabise ngayo lonke unxibelelwano lwakho olumnandi nolumnandi!

 

iintlungu endizinikwa nguYesu wam ngaxeshanye zikrakra, zimnandi kwaye ziphakathi, yena uzele bubukrakra.

Kodwa ukuba ubumnandi nobukrakra bebunganikwanga ngaxeshanye emphefumlweni oye waba lixhoba lothando, ukucamagushela kunye nembuyekezo,

lo mphefumlo wawungenakuhlala ixesha elide ungafi.

 

Umzimba ubungawohloka umphefumlo ukhawuleze udibane noThixo wawo.Hence my moans and sgings when I think undishiyile.

 

Xa wayezimela ngamaxesha athile, ndandigula ngengqondo. Kum kwakubonakala ngathi kudala   ndingasamboni.

 

Yiyo loo nto ndiye ndakhalaza ngelo xesha ndamxelela izinto   ezinje:

"Owu Mtshakazi oNgcwele ungandenza ndilinde ixesha elingaka emva kwakho? Awuyazi ukuba andinakuphila ngaphandle kwakho?

Yiza undivuselele ngoBukho bakho obulula, amandla nayo yonke into kum.” Ngenye imini, ndiziva ndingamkelekanga kukungabikho kwakhe kangangeeyure ezimbalwa, kwabonakala kum ukuba akazange abonakale kum iminyaka eliqela.

 

Kwakhona, ekubandezelekeni kwam, ndalila iinyembezi ezikrakra. Emva koko wavela kum, wandithuthuzela wazomisa iinyembezi.

Wandincamisa wathi xa endifunqula   wathi kum  :

Andifuni ukuba ukhale.

'Yabona, ndikunye nawe ngoku. Ungathanda ntoni?"

 

Ndaphendula:

"Bendikurhalela qha ndizoyeka ukulila xa undithembisa ukuba awuzundiyeka ndilinde ixesha elingaka.

Yesu wam olungileyo, uyayazi intlungu endikuyo ngoku ndilinde wena,

ngokukodwa

-xa ndikufowunela awufiki ngokukhawuleza

-ukundithuthuzela, undomeleze kwaye undikhuthaze ngoBukho bakho obumnandi ".

 

Wathi uYesu  , Ewe, ewe, ndiyakukholisa. Kwaye ngokukhawuleza yanyamalala.

 

Ngenye imini, ndandisakhalaza ndimbongoza ukuba angandilindi ixesha elide kangaka emva kwakhe. Uthe akundibona ukuba ndihlala ndilila wathi kum.

Ngoku ndifuna ukukwanelisa kuyo yonke into.

Ndichulumancile ngawe kangangokuba ndingafikelela kuphela kwiminqweno yakho.

 

Ukuba kude kube ngoku ndikukhulule kubomi bakho bangaphandle kwaye ndibonakalise kuwe, ngoku ndifuna ukutsala umphefumlo wakho kum.

Ke ungandilandela ngokusondeleyo, undikhuthaze, ucinezele ngokusondeleyo kum. Ndingakubonisa yonke into engazange yenziwe nawe kwixesha elidlulileyo. "

 

Kwadlula iinyanga ezintathu apho ndahlala ndilixhoba elisisigxina ebhedini yam, apho ndafumana khona

ingekuphela nje iintlungu neembandezelo awathetha ngazo uYesu   kum,

kodwa   noBuswiti bayo.

 

Ngenye intsasa uYesu weza kum njengomfana onobubele nonomtsalane omalunga neshumi elinesibhozo.

Iinwele zakhe ezimbala wegolide zaziphothene kwaye zawela macala omabini ebunzi.

IiCurls zakhe zazibonakala ziluka iingcinga zoMoya wakhe ezidityaniswe nothando lweNtliziyo yakhe.

Ebunzi, lizolile kwaye libanzi, umntu unokubona, ngokungathi ngekristale eyikristale,

-uMoya wakhe,

-apho uBulumko bakhe obungenasiphelo babulawula ngolungelelwano lwasezulwini noxolo.

 

Ingqondo yam yakhululeka kwaye intliziyo yam yaxola xa ndibona lo Yesu unomdla. Umphumo wawunjalo kwaye ukuthanda kwam kucinezelekile kangangokuba andizange ndive nokuphazamiseka okuncinci.

Ekubeni umphefumlo wam wawuziva unoxolo olukhulu ngokumbona nje, ndandizakufumana ntoni xa ndinobufumana ubuThixo bakhe?

 

Ndiyakholelwa ukuba uYesu wayengenakuzibonakalisa ngobuhle obunjalo kumphefumlo owawungafumani ukuzola okugqibeleleyo nokuthobeka okunzulu.

Wayerhoxa ngokona kuncinane ukuphazamiseka komphefumlo.

Kwelinye icala, ukuba umphefumlo wawuva uxolo nokuzola kangangokuba awuzange ukhathazwe ziintlekele neemfazwe ezimanyumnyezi eziwungqongileyo, ngoko

UYesu wayengazi kuzibonakalisa kuye kuphela   ,

kodwa uya kungcamla   ukuphumla okumnandi kuye,

ukuphumla okungenakubonelelwa ngumphefumlo okhathazekileyo.

 

Kwimeko awazibonakalisa ngayo uYesu kum,

Ndahlala ndiyijongile ndayincoma, ndathi ngaphakathi:

 

"Owu! Hayi indlela emhle ngayo amehlo akhe ecwengekile,

eziqaqamba ngokukhanya okuqaqambe ngakumbi kunelanga ».

 

Ngokungafaniyo nokukhanya kwelanga, nangona kunjalo, ukukhanya okuphuma kwamehlo kaYesu akuzange konakalise umbono wam. Kwaye bendikwazi ukubujonga obu bukhazikhazi ngaphandle komzamo.

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, amehlo am afumana amandla angakumbi.

Awunakuwasusa amehlo akho kulo mmangaliso wobuhle umangalisayo obuluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka obumnyama baBafundi bakaYesu.

 

Ukujonga nje uYesu kwanele

-ukuthuthwa ngaphandle kwakho e

- hamba utyhutyhe iintlambo, amathafa, iintaba, isibhakabhaka okanye kweyona nzonzobila inzulu yomhlaba ukuze uyifumane.

 

Ukujonga nje uYesu kwanele

-ukuguqula umphefumlo ube kuye, e

-ukwenza abantu bave andazi noba yintoni ngoBuThixo bakhe. Amaxesha amaninzi oku kuye kwandenza ndadanduluka:

"Owu Yesu wam omhle, okanye konke okwam,

kuya kuba njani ukonwabela umbono wakho omhle ngaphandle komxube wokubandezeleka,

wena owathi, kwimizuzu embalwa othe wabonakala kum, wawunika uxolo olukhulu   emphefumlweni wam,

nina eninokuthi ngenxa yakhe ninyamezele imisinga yeembandezelo, nabafeli-nkolo okanye izilingo ezithob' isidima;

wena ohlaliswe ngumxube wentlungu kunye nolonwabo kuxolo lwengqondo olugqibeleleyo   !

 

Ngubani onokuthi bonke ubuhle obukhupha ubuso bakhe obuthandekayo.

Ukubonakala kwayo kufana nekhephu elinomthunzi umbala weerozi ezintle. Ibonisa ubungangamsha nobungcwele.

Ukubonakala kwayo kumema uloyiko kunye nentlonipho, kunye nokuthembela. Imbonakalo yayo

-njengomhlophe ngokuchasene nomnyama,

-njengobumnandi xa kuthelekiswa nobukrakra.

Intembeko esinokuthi isidalwa siyiphembelele sisithunzi selanga eliqaqambileyo esilithemba eliphefumlelwe nguYesu.

 

Owu! Ewe!

intembelo uYesu ayimilisela emphefumlweni iqaqamba kumfanekiso wakhe ongcwele, ozukileyo, onobubele.

Yaye uthando oluphumayo lutsala umphefumlo ngendlela engashiyi mathandabuzo ngendlela oluwamkela ngayo.

 

UYesu akasicekisi isidalwa esithi,

- utsalwa lilangatye elivuthayo loThando lwakhe,

-ufuna ukubuyela kwiiArms zakhe, kungakhathaliseki ukuba mbi okanye unesono kangakanani.

 

Yintoni enokuyenza ngoku malunga neempawu zomfanekiso wakhe?

Impumlo yakhe entle kakhulu ihla ngokuhambelanayo ukusuka kumashiya abomvu. Umlomo wakhe, nangona umncinci, ubonakalisa uncumo olumnandi.

Imilebe yakhe, ebomvu ngombala, ibhityile, ithambile kwaye inothando.

Xa bevula ukuze bathethe, banikela ingcamango yokuba kuya kuthethwa okuthile okuxabisekileyo, kwasezulwini.

 

ILizwi Lakhe livakalisa ubumnandi kunye ne-harmonics yeParadesi, ekwazi ukuvuyisa iintliziyo ezibuhlungu.

Ilizwi leSithandwa sam lingena ngobumnandi obunje

-leyo ichukumisa yonke imicu yentliziyo yomphulaphuli, kwaye ngexesha elincinci kunelithathayo ukuyithetha

iwonwabisa umphefumlo ngeentetho zayo ezifudumeleyo   nezikhuthazayo.

Kumnandi kakhulu ukuba zonke iziyolo zehlabathi aziyonto, xa kuthelekiswa negama elinye eliphuma emlonyeni wakhe.

Zonke iziyolo zehlabathi zi-simulacra kuphela xa kuthelekiswa neLizwi lakhe elimnandi. Isebenza kakuhle kwaye ivelisa imimangaliso emikhulu.

Xa uYesu ethetha, uvelisa emphefumlweni umphumo awufunayo.

 

Owu! Ewe! uMlomo kaYesu uyakhazimla.

Liyinzwakazi eyongamileyo xa lithetha.

Emva koko unokuwabona amazinyo akhe acocekileyo nalungeleleneyo.

Kwiintliziyo ezimamela kuye ngothando, uYesu uthumela umoya wothando olonwabisayo oluvela eZulwini, oluthi luthi ngqi, luvuthe ludle.

 

Zintle ngakumbi izandla zakhe ezithambileyo, ezimhlophe nezibuthathaka.

Iminwe yakhe ecacileyo kunye necacileyo ihamba ngobuchule kwaye ivuyisa ngokwenene xa ibamba into ethile.

 

"Owu! Umhle kangaka, Yesu wam othandekayo nonobabalo! Ndixolele ukuba ndithetha kakubi ngobuhle bakho.

Le nto ndiyithethileyo ayiyonto xa ithelekiswa nenyani.

Ngendlela ye-gaffe, ndizamile ukuchaza ubuhle bakho, nto leyo neengelosi zakho ezingafanelekanga kwaye azikwazi ukubuchaza ngokwaneleyo.

 

Kwakungenxa yentobeko engcwele endathi, ngokusemandleni am, ndakwenza oku. Ukuba inkcazelo yam ayikuvunywanga, ndixolele.

Ubeka ityala intobelo kwasekuqaleni, kuba iinzame zam ezibuthathaka azenzi ubulungisa kubuhle bakho, ndiyayazi loo nto. "

 

Ukuba bekungengenxa yomyalelo ocacileyo onikwe ngenxa yentobeko, ngokuqinisekileyo ngendingazange ndivume ukubeka ephepheni,

-ukuthotywa-,

iziqendu ezingaqhelekanga zobomi bam ukuba,

usuku nosuku yaba yinto engaqhelekanga.

Ngokungathandabuzekiyo, abanye abantu baya kubonakala bengaqhelekanga.

 

Andina choice.

Ndiya kuthi uYesu wam oyintanda,

emva kokuzibonakalisa kum ngale ndlela bendikhe ndachaza ngayo ngaphambili   njengenxele, waphefumlela emlonyeni wakhe isiqholo sasezulwini esindingenela emzimbeni   nasemphefumloni.

Ngenxa yokuphefumla, ngexesha elingaphantsi kunokuthethwa, wandithabatha wahamba naye.

Yawukhupha umphefumlo wam kuwo onke amalungu omzimba wam.

Yandinika umzimba omile kakuhle, okhanyayo ngokukhanya okumsulwa. Ndabhabha ngokukhawuleza kunye naye ndaza ndahamba kububanzi besibhakabhaka.

 

Njengoko ndandiqala ukubona lo mmangaliso umangalisayo, ndacinga, "Inene iNkosi ize kundithabatha kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo ndiya kufa."

Xa ndizibona ndiphuma emzimbeni wam,

-Imvakalelo yomphefumlo wam yayifana nendlela endandiziva ngayo xa ndisemzimbeni wam,

umahluko wokuba, xa umphefumlo udityaniswe nomzimba, ubona yonke imvakalelo ngokusebenzisa izivamvo uze uyidlulisele kumandla   omzimba.

 

Kwezinye iimeko, umphefumlo ufumana zonke iimvakalelo ngokuthe ngqo. Uyiqonda ngoko nangoko yonke into atyhubela kuyo

Ingena nakwizinto ezifihlakeleyo nezingabonakaliyo, ngokuthe ngqo okanye ngokungathanga ngqo, kodwa kuphela kwintando kaThixo.

Into yokuqala owayivayo umphefumlo wam xa wawuphuma emzimbeni wam yayikukungcangcazela kukoyika njengoko wawulandela ukubhabha kuka Yesu wam endimthandayo.

eyayisoloko indirhuqela ngasemva kwayo ngoncedo lwempepho yasezulwini.

 

Yathi kum, “Ekubeni ufumene ubunzima obukhulu xa ubuhluthwe buBukho obuBubonwayo kangangeyure enye, bhabha nam ngoku.

Ndifuna ukukuthuthuzela ndikukhuphe kuThando lwam."

 

Owu! hayi indlela ebekumnandi ngayo ukuba umphefumlo wam uxhonywe egumbini lezulu kunye noYesu!

Ndaziva ndingqiyame ngaye endibambe ezingalweni zakhe ukuze ndingabi kude kakhulu emva kwakhe.

Nantoni na eyandandulelayo, ndandinamathele ngokuqinileyo kuye ukuze ndikwazi ukumlandela- ndingqiyame kum ndifike kuye - oko wayendiphakamisa enditsala ngokuphefumla kwakhe. Ngamafutshane, ndinokumela kakuhle okwenzekayo ngaphakathi, kodwa andinawo amazwi okuchaza.

 

Emva kokujikeleza kubukhulu bezulu  , uYesu wam oyintanda, oyoliswayo kukuba phakathi kwabantu,

Wandisa endaweni yobugwenxa, nodumo olubi ebantwini.

 

Owu! yatshintsha njani imbonakalo kaYesu endimthandayo.

Obunjani bona ubukrakra boyise iNtliziyo yakhe ebuthathaka! Ngokucacileyo endandingazange ndimbone ngaphambili, ndambona ethuthunjiswa ngendlela eyoyikekayo. Intliziyo yakhe ethandekayo yabonakala kum njengeyomntu ofayo,

ukuphefumla ngokoyikeka okukhulu.

 

Ukumbona ekule meko ibuhlungu, ndamxelela:

“Yesu wam othandekayo, hayi indlela otshintshe ngayo!

Intliziyo yam ayikuboni ubandezeleka kangaka."

 

Kule nto, ukufumana umoya omncinci,

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Ewe sithandwa sam, khululeka ukuba undithande. Andisakwazi ukumelana."

Ithe yatsho kum, wandicofa ngakumbi kuye, wabeka imilebe yakhe emlonyeni wam, wagalela kum ubukrakra bombane.

Ndaziva ngathi ndihlatywe iimela ezininzi, iintloko zemikhonto, iintolo, izibonda nezitshetshe ezithi, enye emva kwenye, ingene emphefumlweni.

 

Ngelixa ndandintywiliselwe kolu kubandezeleka kuqatha, uYesu wam endimthandayo wawubuyisela umphefumlo wam emzimbeni wam kwaye wanyamalala.

Ngubani onokuyichaza intuthumbo eyoyikekayo ethe ngoko yawugubungela umzimba wam! NguYesu kuphela owayenokwenza le nkcazo, lowo, ngalo lonke ixesha wayethetha nam ngeembandezelo, wazithambisa. Abantu abasemhlabeni abapheleli nje ekubandezelekeni ngolo hlobo, kodwa ababuboni nobunzulu bako.

 

Ukuhlalutya ibali lomphefumlo wam

laa mphefumlo ulihlwempu nolusizana owathi amaxesha amaninzi uxelisa uYesu wakhe oyintanda, umntu usenokucinga ukuba ukufa   kuyandigculela.

Nangona ndandingakufanelekeli ukufa ngelo xesha, ndandisazi ukuba ukufa kwakuza kufika kungekudala. Uzofika ngexesha lakhe angaphindi andihlekise.

Endaweni yoko, ndiza kumenza intlekisa ngokuthi:

"Ndincokole nawe amaxesha amaninzi; ndikuchukumisile kangangezihlandlo ezilikhulu lamawaka. Ndilinganise amanqaku nawe!"

 

Nditsho ngenxa yokuba, izihlandlo ezininzi, ngendandilishiyileyo eli hlabathi, ukuba bekungengenxa kaYesu, owathi, emva kokuba ethethe ngokuthe ngqo ngeentlungu ezibuhlungu emphefumlweni wam,

wandivusa

- endisondeza kwiNtliziyo yakhe leyo kum bubomi, okanye

- endibamba ezingalweni zakhe ezingamandla kum, okanye

- egalela uMlomo wakhe kum i-elixir emnandi kakhulu.

 

Kwaye ekubeni iimbandezelo ezinxibelelene ngqo nomphefumlo wam zoyikeka ngakumbi kunezo zithunyelwe emzimbeni wam, ngokuqinisekileyo ngendife kaninzi ukuba bekungenguye lo Yesu umangalisayo.

 

Wathi uYesu akubona ukuba ndifikelela kwimida yam, oko kukuthi, andisakwazi ukuthwala iimbandezelo zam “ngokwemvelo”, wandinceda ukuba ndinganikezeli.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha wayeyenza ngokuthe ngqo (6), ngamanye amaxesha wayephefumlela u-confessor wam ukuba andivuse ngokukhawuleza. Kule meko, iimbandezelo zam, eziphila ngokuthobela, ziye zathotywa ngandlel’ ithile, kodwa hayi kangangoko xa uYesu wayesebenza ngokuthe ngqo.

 

UYesu wayefuna ukunxibelelana nam ngokubandezeleka okukhulu.

Wawuthabatha umphefumlo wam emzimbeni wam, wawuthabatha wahamba nawo, waza wandibonisa izono ezininzi ezenziwa ngokunyelisa uCharity, okanye ezinye izono.

 

Ngokwembono yam, kwiziphumo endizivayo kum,

Ndingatsho ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba   isono sokunganyaniseki   si

Oko

-oyena ukhubekisayo Intliziyo kaYesu,

- nto leyo eyenza kube krakra kakhulu.

 

Ngesinye isihlandlo, umzekelo, xa uYesu wagalela inxalenye encinane yobukrakra bakhe kum,

Ndaziva ngathi kukho into endiginya ngayo

-ivumba elibi,

- i-purulent kunye

-bukrakra,

yangena esuswini sam yanditsho ndaphefumla kakubi.

Ngendisuke ndaphelelwa zingqondo ukuba andikhange ndikuthathe ngokukhawuleza ukutya okuza kundigabha lo mbuvu.

 

Umntu usenokucinga ukuba oku kwenzeka kum kuphela xa uYesu wandibonisa ubungendawo obenziwa ngabo bagqalwa njengaboni abakhulu.

 

Kodwa uYesu wam onobubele wanditsalela ngokukhethekileyo   ezicaweni.

apho wakhubeka khona.

Intliziyo Yakhe yonzakaliswa kwazizinto ezingcwele kodwa eziyinkohliso: umzekelo,

-imithandazo engenanto eyenziwa ngabantu abazenza inceba,

-okanye ukuzinikela ukuzenza amalungisa.

Abantu ababandakanyekayo babonakala benika uYesu wam ubuso ngobuso ngaphezu kwembeko.

 

Ewe, ezi zenzo zenziwa kakubi zenza ukuba le Ntliziyo ibe ngcwele, inyulu kwaye ithe tye, icaphukela. Izihlandlo ezininzi wavakalisa ukubandezeleka kwakhe kum, esithi:

Ntombi yam, zibone izikreqo nezithuko endizenzayo;

-nakwiindawo ezingcwele abanye abantu abathi bazinikele kuThixo. Aba bantu bayinyumba, naxa befumana iisakramente. Baphuma ebandleni begutyungelwe lilifu kunokuba behlanjululwe

Abasikelelwa ndim.

 

Wandibonisa nabantu abenza imithendeleko ehlambelayo.

Ngokomzekelo, umfundisi obhiyozela iDini eliNgcwele lomthendeleko

ngaphandle   komkhwa,

kumdla wezinto eziphathekayo e

ndikwimeko yesono esifayo ( ndiyangcangcazela xa ndisitsho   ).

 

Ngamanye amaxesha uYesu wayendibonisa izigcawu ezibuhlungu kwiNtliziyo Yakhe kangangokuba iphantse yawela kwintlungu.

 

Ngokomzekelo, xa lo mbingeleli wadla iXhoba, uYesu wanyanzeleka ukuba ngokukhawuleza ayishiye intliziyo yakhe imdaka kukubandezeleka kokomoya.

Kwaye   xa, ngamazwi anamandla okungcwalisa  ,

-UYesu kwafuneka ukuba abizwe ukuba ehle eZulwini ukuze enziwe umntu esemkhosini,

wayecatshukiswa ngumkhosi   ongekangcwaliswa.

ngokuba iphathwa ngezandla eziziinqambi, ezihlambelayo.

 

Noko ke, engakhange abethe ntsho ngamehlo, ngegunya awayelinikwe nguThixo, lo mbingeleli wamhlisa uYesu wangena kuloo mkhosi.

Ukuze angasiphuli isithembiso sakhe, uYesu waba ngumntu kulo mamkeli-zindwendwe.

-eyayifudula ikhupha ukubola kokungcola, e

- owathi emva koko wacekisa igazi elibangelwa yi-deicide.

Yayilusizi kangakanani imeko yomthendeleko awathi uYesu wabonakala kuyo kum, wayebonakala efuna ukubaleka kwezo zandla zingafanelekanga.

Kodwa, ngesithembiso sakhe, kwanyanzeleka ukuba ahlale.

- de imo yesonka kunye newayini idliwe sisisu

-leyo, kule meko, yayiyeyona nto ibuhlungu ngakumbi kunezandla ezingafanelekanga

owayesele emchukumisile izihlandlo ezininzi.

 

Xa umkhosi ongcwele wagqitywa ngolo hlobo, uYesu weza kum ekhalaza:

"Oh! ntombam, mandikugalele ngobukrakra bobukrakra bam. Andisakwazi nokuzibamba.

Yiba nenceba kwimeko yam ethe yabuhlungu kakhulu! Yiba nomonde kwaye masibandezeleke kancinane kunye ".

 

Ndaphendula:

"Nkosi, ndikulungele ukuva ubunzima kunye nawe. Ewe, ukuba bendinokubuthwala bonke ubukrakra bakho, bendiya kuvuya, ukuze ndingakuboni ubandezeleka."

 

Waza uYesu wayigalela emlonyeni wam ubukrakra, endiba nabuthwala, wathi kum.

"Ntombi yam, into endiyithululele kuwe ayiyonto, kodwa yinto yonke ongayifumana.

Hayi indlela endinqwenela ngayo ukuba eminye imiphefumlo emininzi ibikulungele ukuzincama ngenxa yothando lwam!

Ayikuko ukuba andikwazi ukugalela kubo bonke ubukrakra obuqulathwe yiNtliziyo yam.

Le yindlela endinokonwaba ngayo uthando kunye nobubele babantwana bam  ».

 

Amazwi akanakubuchaza ubukrakra uYesu awabugalela kum

Ityhefu

isicaphucaphu   e

ephakamisa intliziyo   ngokonakala kwayo.

 

Nditsho ndizama ngandlela zonke ukuyibamba kodwa isisu sam asivumanga. Uchuku olunamandla lwayenza yaphakama emqaleni wam.

Kodwa ngenxa yothando lwam ngoYesu, nangenkxaso yobabalo lwakhe, andizange ndimale.

 

Ngubani onokuchaza intlupheko endiziswe yile ntlungu noYesu! Babebaninzi kangangokuba ukuba ndandingazange ndixhaswe, ndiqiniswe kwaye ndiqiniswe nguye, ngokuqinisekileyo ngendilixhoba lokufa izihlandlo ezininzi.

UYesu wagalela kum kuphela inxalenye encinci yobukrakra awayeyiphethe.

 

Ngokwesiqhelo isidalwa asinakuzisa ubukrakra okanye ubumnandi obuninzi njengoko uYesu wam onobubele wagalela kum.

Nguye yedwa othwala aze anyamezele ubukrakra obubangelwa sisono. Ndihlala ndinolu luvo: isono sibi kwaye   siyonakalisa!

 

Ukuba zonke izidalwa ziyawuva kwaye ziwuqonde umphumo oyityhefu nobukrakra besono, beziya kusiphepha isono ngokungathi sisilo esikhulu esoyikekayo esiphuma esihogweni!

 

Ukuthobela kwandenza ndachaza iziganeko ezibuhlungu uYesu wam owayesoloko enobubele wandenza ndazifumana ukuze ndibe nenxaxheba ekubandezelekeni kwakhe.

So andikwazi ukungayihoyi lonto naye wandibonisa izigcawu ezithuthuzelayo ezilukuhla intliziyo yam.

 

Amaxesha ngamaxesha wayendivumela ukuba ndibone ababingeleli abalungileyo nabangcwele abathi, ngenzondelelo nangokuthobeka, babhiyozele iimfihlelo zokholo.

Xa ndandibona le miboniso, ndandihlala ndiziva ndiphefumlelwe ukuba ndithi kuYesu wam endimthandayo ngentliziyo ezele luthando:

 

“Hayi indlela obuphakame ngayo, obukhulu, obugqwesileyo nobuzuke ngayo ulungiselelo lombingeleli onikwe esi sidima sibekekileyo.

-hayi nje ukuba uxakeke kufutshane nawe,

-kodwa ukuba uzinikele kuYihlo onguNaphakade

njengexhoba loxolelwaniso, uthando noxolo ".

 

Ndazithuthuzela ngokubona ndedwa, okanye ecaleni kukaYesu, umfundisi ongcwele owayebhiyozela umthendeleko. Kunye noYesu kuye, umbhiyozo wabonakala kum njengendoda eguqukileyo.

Kwakubonakala kum ukuba nguYesu ngokwakhe owayebhiyozela iDini lobuthixo endaweni yakhe.

Kwakumnandi kakhulu

-Yiva uYesu ecengceleza imithandazo yeMisa ngentambiso efanayo,

- bambone eshukuma kwaye enze umsitho ongcwele ngesidima esilinganayo.

 

Oku kwandenza ndayithanda kakhulu le nkonzo iphakamileyo nobungcwele.

Andazi ukuba zingaphi iinceba endizifumeneyo xa ndibona uMthendeleko ubhiyozelwa ngengqalelo nokuzinikela okungaka.

 

Zingaphi ezinye izikhanyiso zobuthixo endinazo endikhetha ukuzidlula ndithule.

 

Kodwa ekubeni ukuthobela kuyandiyalela kwaye xa ndibhala, uYesu uhlala endingcikiva ngenxa yobuvila bam okanye ngenxa yokuba ndifuna ukushiya izinto ngaphandle, ndiya kuhambelana.

Ndibeka lonke ithemba lam kuye, ndifuna ukumxelela:

 

"Kufuneka sibe nomonde ongakanani kuwe Yesu wam olungileyo. Ndiyakonelisa Sithandwa sam esimnandi.

Kodwa ekubeni ndiziva ndingafaneleki kwaye ndingakwazi ukuthetha ngeemfihlelo ezinzulu, eziphakamileyo neziphakamileyo, oko ndiya kukwenza ngentembelo enkulu ngoncedo lobabalo lwakho lobuthixo ".

 

Njengoko ndandiqwalasela ngenyameko iDini eliNgcwele,

UYesu wandenza ndaqonda ukuba uMthendeleko ugubungela zonke iimfihlelo zenkolo yethu.

 

Thetha ngokuzolileyo entliziyweni, ngothando olungenasiphelo lukaThixo.

Ukwathetha nathi ngentlawulelo yethu ngokusenza sikhumbule iimbandezelo awathi uYesu wazinyamezela ngenxa yethu.

 

IMisa isenza siqonde ukuba, singoneliseki kukufa kanye emnqamlezweni ngenxa yethu,   uYesu ufuna,

-Ngothando lwakhe olukhulu,

-  ukuba asasaze kuthi kwaye aqhubekisele phambili imeko yakhe yeXhoba ngoMthendeleko oNgcwele.

 

UYesu wandenza ndayiqonda   le nto nam

 uMthendeleko kunye noMthendeleko oNgcwele 

-Zisisikhumbuzo esingunaphakade sokufa nokuvuka kwakhe;

-esisinika iyeza eligqibeleleyo lobomi bethu basemhlabeni e

-isixelela ukuba imizimba yethu,

abaya kuchithwa babe luthuthu ngokufa, baya kuvuka kwakhona baphile ubomi obungunaphakade ngomhla wokugqibela.

 

Kokulungileyo, kuya kuba kuzuko.

Kwababi, iya kuba yintuthumbo.

Abo bangaphilanga noKristu abayi kuvuswa kuye.

 

Abo  balungileyo abebenxulumana naye ebudeni bobomi babo baya kufumana uvuko olufana nolwakhe.

 

Yandenza ndaqonda ukuba eyona nto indithuthuzelayo ngeDini Elingcwele loMthendeleko   nguYesu owabonwa ekuvusweni kwakhe  .

 

Oku kungaphezulu kunayo nayiphi na enye imfihlelo yenkolo yethu engcwele.

 

Njengomdla   kunye nokufa kwakhe,   uvuko   lwakhe luhlaziywa ngendlela engummangaliso ezibingelelweni zethu xa kubhiyozelwa ubuninzi.

 

Ngaphantsi komkhusane wesonka somthendeleko.

UYesu uzinikela kubahlobo ukuba abe liqabane labo ngexesha lokuhamba kubomi basemhlabeni.

Ngobabalo lwesifuba sikaBathathu Emnye,

unika ubomi obuhlala buhleli kwabo bathabatha inxaxheba, umzimba nomphefumlo, kwisakramente ye-Ekaristi.

 

Ezi mfihlelo zinzulu   kangangokuba siya kukwazi ukuziqonda ngokupheleleyo kubomi bethu bokungafi.

 

Nangona kunjalo, ngoku, kumthendeleko, uYesu usinika ngeendlela ezininzi - phantse eziphathekayo - ukungcamla oko aya kusinika kona eZulwini.

 

IMisa   isinika   ukucamngca

-Ubomi,

-umdla,

-Ukufa kunye

- ukuvuka kukaYesu.

 

Ubuntu bukaKristu,

- ngeentshukumo zobomi bakhe basemhlabeni,

-ifunyenwe kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu anesithathu.

 

Kodwa   kwiMisa,

- ngokufihlakeleyo e

-ngexesha elifutshane,

ihlaziywa kwimeko yokutshatyalaliswa kweentlobo zomthendeleko.

 

Ezi ntlobo ziqulathe uYesu kwimo yexhoba

yesantya   e

uthando   loxolo ,

zide zigqitywe ngumntu.

 

Emva kolu setyenziso,

- ubukho bomthendeleko bukaYesu abusekho entliziyweni. UYesu ubuyela esizalweni sikaYise,

kanye njengoko wenzayo ekuvukeni kwakhe kwabafileyo.

 

Kwisakramente yoMthendeleko,

UYesu usikhumbuza ukuba imizimba yethu iya kuvuswa isebuqaqawulini.

 

Njengoko uYesu ebuyela esifubeni sikaYise xa ubukho bakhe bomthendeleko buphela, kunjalo kwakhona

Siya kudlulela kwindawo yethu yokuhlala yanaphakade esifubeni sikaBawo xa siyeka ukuphila kubomi bethu bangoku basemhlabeni.

 

Imizimba yethu, njengobukho bomthendeleko bukaYesu emva kokugqitywa komkhosi, iya kubonakala ingasekho.

 

Kodwa,   ngomhla woVuko lwendalo iphela  ,

-ngommangaliso omkhulu wobuThixo onamandla onke,

-uya kubuyela ebomini kwaye,

- simanyene nomphefumlo wethu, siya kunandipha ulonwabo olungunaphakade lukaThixo.

 

Ngokwahlukileyo koko, abanye baya kumka uThixo baze bathuthunjiswe ngenkohlakalo nangonaphakade.

 

Idini leMisa livelisa iziphumo ezimangalisayo, ezicacileyo nezikhanyayo.

Ngoko ke, kutheni amaKristu engenelwa kancinane kangaka? Kuba umphefumlo omthandayo uThixo,

ingaba kukho enye into ethuthuzelayo neyingenelo ngakumbi?

 

Umthendeleko

- wondla umphefumlo ukuze ulifanele iZulu, e

- unika umzimba ilungelo lokuba ubethwe ngokuthanda kukaThixo ngonaphakade.

 

Ngalo   mhla mkhulu wovuko lwemizimba  .

- isiganeko esikhulu samandla angaphezu kwawemvelo siya kwenzeka,

-kuthelekiswa nento eyenzekayo xa,

emva kokucamngca ngesibhakabhaka esineenkwenkwezi kunye nokuvela kwelanga;

ifunxa ukukhanya kweenkwenkwezi.

 

Kodwa, kwanokuba zithe shwaka emehlweni omntu obukeleyo, iinkwenkwezi ziyakugcina ukukhanya kwazo zize zihlale zikwindawo yazo.

 

Njengeenkwenkwezi, imiphefumlo,

- baqokelelwa isigwebo sokugqibela entilini kaYoshafati;

-uya kubona eminye imiphefumlo.

 

Ukukhanya kufunyenwe kwaye kwahanjiswa ngu

- Elona dini lingcwele e

- umthendeleko wothando

iya kubonakala kuyo yonke imiphefumlo.

 

Kodwa xa uYesu, ilanga lobulungisa, ebonakala,

- iya kufunxa kuyo yonke imiphefumlo engcwele. ziya kuzivumela ukuba zihlale zikhona,

qubha kulwandlekazi olukhulu lweempawu zobuthixo.

 

Kwaye kuya kwenzeka ntoni kwimiphefumlo ehluthwe oku kuKhanya kobuthixo?

Ukuba bendifuna ukuphendula lo mbuzo, ndingabhala ixesha elide. Ukuba iNkosi ithandile, lo mbuzo ndiza kuwubekela elinye   ithuba.

 

UYesu wandenza ndaqonda

-ukuba imizimba eya kuhlanganiswa nemiphefumlo yayo ekhazimle kukukhanya, iya kumanyaniswa ngonaphakade noThixo.

Ke imiphefumlo engavumiyo ukuba nokukhanya

ngenxa yokuba babengafuni ukuthatha inxaxheba kwiDini eliNgcwele kunye neSigramente yoThando, baya kuphoswa enzulwini yobumnyama.

 

Yaye, ngenxa yokungabi nambulelo kwabo ngokuzithandela kuMniki Omkhulu, baya kuba ngamakhoboka kaLusifa, inkosana yobumnyama. Baya kungcungcutheka ngonaphakade ngokuzisola okukhulu.

 

Ngenxa yobubele obungasifanelanga uYesu awayesoloko endibabale,

Ndandizaliswe ngumnqweno ongcwele wokuhlala ndimanyene   naye,

kuquka xa umphefumlo wam wawushiya umzimba wam   e

ukuba uYesu undinike intlungu enkulu yokubandezeleka ngenxa yabo   bangenaluxabiso

ngenxa yeDini eliNgcwele leMisa   e

kwisakramente   yoThando.

Ngokuphathelele uYesu, wayesoloko endikhumbuza ngesithembiso sakhe esimnandi.

ebesele ndithetha ngayo   ngomtshato wentsumantsumane   ebefuna ukuqukunjelwa ngawo nam.

 

Kwaye ndandisoloko ndithandaza kuye ngale ngqiqo ndisithi:

"Owu mfazi uthandekayo, khawuleza kwaye ungalibazisi ukunxulumana kwam nawe. Awuboni ukuba andisakwazi kulinda?

Sinokumanyana kunye namaqhina angaqhawukiyo othando ukuze kungabikho mntu usahlulayo, nangomzuzwana nje!”

 

UYesu  , owayenomnqweno omkhulu kum ngalo mtshato ungaqondakaliyo,   wathi kum  :

 

“Yonke into esemhlabeni mayigatywe, yonke into!

Kwaye hayi   intliziyo yakho kuphela, kodwa umzimba wakho ngokunjalo  .

Awazi ukuba nokuba yingozi kangakanani na isithunzi somhlaba. Sisithintelo esinamandla kuThando lwam.

 

Ngala mazwi ndaba nesibindi ndaza ndamxelela ngamandla.

“Nkosi yam, ngaba kukhangeleka ngathi ndisenento yokuhlutha kum, ngaphambi kokuba ndikholiswe nguwe ngokupheleleyo?

Kutheni ungandixeleli ukuba yintoni?

Uyazi ukuba ndikulungele ukwenza nantoni na oyifunayo. "

 

Njengoko benditshilo, ndafumana imitha yokukhanya evela kuYesu.

ndiye ndaqonda ukuba uthetha umsesane wegolide nomfanekiso wakhe womnqamlezo endandiwunxibe emnweni wam.

 

Ndamxelela:

"Owu Mlingane oNgcwele, ndikulungele ukuyisusa emnweni wam ukuba uyafuna."

 

Ithi  :

Yazi ukuba ndokunika umsesane onqabileyo ngakumbi, omhle, oya kukrolwa kuwo umfanekiso wam.

Iya kuphila, ukuze ngalo lonke ixesha uyijonga, iintolo ezintsha zothando ziya kungena entliziyweni yakho.

Umsesane wakho awusadingeki ngoku."

 

Ngoko

- waneliseke ngakumbi kunangaphambili, e

-kuba ndandingenamdla womsesane, ndakhawuleza ndawususa emnweni

wathi:

"Mlingane ongcwele, ngoku ndikholisiwe nguwe,

- ndixelele ukuba kusekho into kum

-nto leyo enokuba ngumqobo kumanyano lwethu lwanaphakade nolungenakupheliswa. "

Emva kokulinda ixesha elide wagcwala

- Amalungiselelo anononophelo e

- intuthuzelo ephezulu, ngaphandle kokubandezeleka;

Ekugqibeleni usuku olulangazelelweyo lokumanyana kwam okungaqondakaliyo noYesu, uMlingane othandekayo womphefumlo wam, luye lwaziveza.

 

Njengoko ndikhumbula kakuhle, kwakusele iintsuku ezimbalwa ngaphambi komthendeleko weNhlambuluko yeNtombi Enyulu. (7)

 

Kubusuku bangaphambili, uYesu wam onobubele wayenothando kwaye echwayitile.

 

Wayethetha yedwa kunesiqhelo.

Wayithatha intliziyo yam wayibeka Ezandleni zakhe wayijonga waphinda wayijonga. Emva kokuyigqiba kakuhle kakhulu, wayisusa ngothuli waza wayibuyisela endaweni yayo.

Ngoko weza nesambatho esihle kakhulu, esingathi senziwe ngegolide ecikizekileyo esinamachokoza anemibala eyahlukeneyo. Ndayibeka.

Wathatha amatye anqabileyo amabini, amacici, wawafaka ezindlebeni zam. Wandihombisa intamo nezandla ngentsimbi yomqala nezacholo ezenziwe ngamatye anqabileyo.

Úndibeke isithsaba esinobungangamsha, esihonjiswe ngamatye abengezelayo.

 

Emva koko

kwakubonakala kum ukuba amatye anqabileyo enza isandi esihle ngokungathi siyathetha.

-Ubuhle, amandla, ukulunga,

-Uthando lukaThixo kunye nobungangamsha,

-kunye nawo onke amandla oBuntu bukaYesu, uMlingane wam.

 

Andinakuyichaza into endiyivileyo

Xa umphefumlo wam udada kulwandle lwentuthuzelo.

 

Uthe xa endifaka ibhanti ebunzi  wathi kum  .

“Mfazi othandekayo, esi sithsaba sentloko yakho usinikwe ndim, ukuze ungasweli nto ukuze ufaneleke ukuba ngumfazi wam.

Uzondibuyisela emva komtshato wethu.

Ndiya kuyibuyisela kuwe eZulwini emva kokufa kwakho.

 

Ekugqibeleni, uYesu weza nesigqubuthelo awandigquma ngaso ukusuka entloko ukusa eluzwaneni.

 

Kwesi sinxibo sixabisekileyo,

-Ndiye ndacinga nzulu,

- ukucamngca ngentlupheko yomntu wam kunye nentsingiselo yazo zonke izihombiso awayezihombise nam ngobusuku bangaphambi komtshato wethu ongaqondakaliyo.

Ndingathi andizange ebomini bam ndizive ndikwimeko egqithe ngolo hlobo.

Kwandenza ndabuva ubunzima obukhulu uThixo anokubunika isidalwa esigqalwa njengesithandwa sakhe.

 

Owu! eyona mvakalelo ingaqhelekanga yahlala engqondweni yam.

Endaweni yokuba ndive ubungangamsha bento awayesandula kuyenza uYesu kum, ndaziva ngokwahlukileyo.

 

Ndaziva ndixhelekile ngendlela eyandenza ndikholelwe

-ukuba ndiphambene, kwaye

-ukuba ndifile.

Kodwa, kule meko yokubhangisa, ndiye ndabhenela kuYesu wam endimthandayo.

 

Ekubhidekeni kwam okukhulu,

Andizange ndikholelwe ukuba nguThixo ohombise oyena mncinane kubakhonzi bakhe ngamatye anqabileyo anqabileyo.

Kwakubonakala kungathandeki kum

-ngubani ongandinikanga nje ingubo enjalo,

-kodwa oko kusekho kwaye ngaphezu kwayo yonke into,

uThixo wasebenza njengomkhonzi womtshakazi amnyulileyo, uThixo lowo zonke izidalwa zithobela kuye nowona mncinane wemiqondiso yakhe. Ndamcenga ke ukuba andenzele inceba andixolele.

 

Ngokubhekiselele kwintsingiselo yeenxalenye ezahlukahlukeneyo zesinxibo sam, eziqwalaselwe ngokwahlukeneyo, andizikhathaleli, ekubeni ndikhumbula oku kuncinane kakhulu ngoku, emva kweminyaka emininzi kangaka.

 

Ndithetha nje isigqubuthelo esabekwa nguYesu entloko sawela ezinyaweni zam soyikisa amadimoni abukeleyo ukuba uYesu wenza ntoni emntwini wam.

 

Kodwa bathi bakundibona ndinxibe ngolu hlobo.

- boyika kakhulu kangangokuba abazange babe nabuganga bakusondela kum okanye bandixhaphaze.

-Baye balahlekelwa bubuganga babo kunye nokungakhathali.

 

Apha ndiphinda-phinda into endiyiqhelileyo ndisithi kunzima ukuyibhala ephepheni into eyenzekayo phakathi kwam noYesu, ndingazoyisa iintloni zam qha kuba ndifuna ukuthobela.

 

Ndishwankathela ibali lam ngokuthi

-ukuba emlindweni woMthendeleko wokuHlambuluka kweNtombi Enyulu kaMariya,

Mna, mntu ulihlwempu, ndatsaleleka kuYesu wam olungileyo, owayezoyikisa ngokupheleleyo iidemon.

 

Babaleka, zaza izithunywa zikaThixo zoyika ngokungaqhelekanga;

nto leyo eyayindenza ndibe neentloni ngokungathi ndenze into ephosakeleyo okanye ecekisekayo.

Baye basondela kum bandigcina de wabuya uYesu wam onobubele.

 

Ngentsasa elandelayo,

UYesu,   kubo bonke ubungangamsha bakhe, enomtsalane okungaqhelekanga, nobumnandi, weza kum,

kunye neNtombi Enyulu enguMariya oSikelelweyo noKatherine Ongcwele (8).

 

UYesu wacela iingelosi ukuba zicule iculo lasezulwini nelimnandi. Ngoxa babecula, uCatherine oNgcwele wandikhuthaza ngobubele.

Wabamba isandla sam ukuze uYesu abeke umsesane oxabisekileyo emnweni wam.

Kwaye, ngokulunga okungathethekiyo, uYesu wandanga wandanga izihlandlo ezininzi. Umama wam, iNtombi Enyulu esikelelekileyo, naye wayenza.

Ndaya kwincoko yasezulwini apho uYesu wathetha ngomtsalane wothando awayenalo kum.

Ngecala lam, ndintywiliselwe kwisiphithiphithi esikhulu ngenxa yokungabikho kothando lwam kuye, ndathi kuye: "Yesu, ndiyakuthanda! Ndiyakuthanda! Uyazi ukuba ndikuthanda kangakanani!"

 

INtombi Enyulu yathetha nam ngobabalo olungaqhelekanga awathi uYesu, uMlingane wam onobubele,

wavuma kwaye wandibongoza ukuba sibuyisele uthando oluthambileyo omnye komnye.

 

UYesu, uMlingane wam, undinike imithetho emitsha yobomi

ukuze ndihlale ngokusondele ngakumbi kuye ndize ndimlandele ngokusondeleyo ngakumbi.

 

Kum, le mithetho ayilula ukuyichaza ngobugcisa.

Kwimeko yabo nakwizenzo zabo zemihla ngemihla, ngobabalo lukaThixo, andizange ndibagqithise.

Nazi:

 

Kuya kufuneka ndibe neqela elipheleleyo kuyo yonke indalo, ndibandakanyiwe  . Kuya kufuneka ndiphile kwindawo engalibalekiyo kuyo yonke into, ukuze ingaphakathi lam libekwe   kuYesu kuphela.

 

Kwaye kufuneka ndiyenze ngothando oluphilayo nolubuhlungu kuye,

lo nto

ndavuya   ngezenzo zam,

 unokufumana indawo yokuhlala esisigxina entliziyweni yam  .

Wandixelela ukuba, ngaphandle kwakhe, andinakuze ndithandeke nakubani na, nditsho nam.

 

Iinkumbulo zam zonke kunye nayo yonke into kufuneka ivuswe kuye kuphela, njengoko zonke izidalwa zifumaneka kuye kuphela.

Ukufezekisa oku, kuyimfuneko

- soloko esenza ngokungakhathali okungcwele e

- ungayihoyi yonke into eyenzekayo ngeenxa zonke kuwe.

 

Ndimele ndihlale ndisenza ngobulungisa kunye nokulula, nantoni na eyenzekayo kum evela kwizidalwa.

Xa, ngamanye amaxesha,

Bendingazenzi   ezi zinto,

UYesu wam othandekayo wandingcikiva kakhulu, esithi:

 

"Ngaphandle kokuba ufike kwi-detachment esebenzayo kunye neemvakalelo, awuyi kutyalwa ngokupheleleyo kuKhanya lwam.

Ukuba, ngokuchaseneyo, uya kuzihluba zonke izinto ezisemhlabeni, uya kuba njengekristale eqaqambileyo.

Lowo uvumela ukukhanya kudlule. Ngaloo ndlela ubuThixo bam, obukuKhanya, buya kungena kuwe ».

 

Kuya kufuneka ndihlukane nam kwaye ndihlale ndedwa kwaye ngokupheleleyo   kuYesu.

Kufuneka ndilumke ndinxibe umoya wenene wokholo.

 

Ngalo moya wokholo ndiya kukwazi ukufumana iindlela

-ndazi kwaye ndikrokre kum,

-Yazi ukuba, ndedwa, andilungelwa nto,

-ukuzuza iindlela zokumazi ngakumbi uYesu, e

- ube nokuzithemba ngakumbi.

 

Waphinda wathi kum  :

“Uya kuphuma kuwe, uye kuntywiliselwa kulwandle olukhulu loBulungiseleli bam, emva kokuba undazile kunye nawe.

 

Mfazi wam, ekubeni ndinomona, andiyi kukuvumela ukuba ufumane ubumnandi obuncinci kwenye indawo. Kufuneka usoloko usondele kuMlingane wakho, phambi kwakhe, ukuze angakuthandabuzi.

 

Ke ngoko uya kundinika igunya elipheleleyo phezu kwakho, ukuze ukuba ndiyathanda

ukukuphulula okanye ukuwola, okanye ukuzalisa nge charisma, ukwanga okanye   uthando

okanye ndilwe nani, ndikwenzakalisa, ndohlwaye kangangoko   ndinako.

 

Ngenxa yam, kunye nenkululeko epheleleyo, niya kuthobela nantoni na endiyibona iyimfuneko, ekubeni sineentlungu kunye novuyo lwethu kunye.

Ngaphandle kwesizathu esinye ngaphandle kokukholisana nokwanelisana, siya kuba nokhuphiswano lokuba ngubani onokunyamezela okona kubandezeleka kakhulu. "

 

Wahlabela mgama wathi, “Ingabi yintando yakho, kodwa eyam mayihlale kuwe ukuze alawule njengokumkani   ebhotwe lakhe.

Mfazi wam, oku kufuneka koyise ngokupheleleyo phakathi kwam nawe.

 

Ngaphandle koko kuya kufuneka sinyamezele ukukhawuleza kothando olungafezekanga, apho izithunzi ziya kuvuka kuwe kwaye

iya kukhokelela kukuphazamiseka komsebenzi ongalungiswanga

kwizihandiba ekumele zibekho phakathi kwam nawe mfazi wam.

 

Esi sihandiba siya kuhlala kuwe

-ukuba, ngamaxesha ngamaxesha, uzama ukungena ukungabikho kwakho, oko kukuthi

- ukuba ufikelela kulwazi olugqibeleleyo ngawe.

 

Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ume apho, kuba emva kokuqaphela ukuba ungeyonto yakho, ndifuna unyamalale ngokupheleleyo kum.

Kuya kufuneka wenze yonke into ukuze ungene kuMandla angenasiphelo eNtando yam.

Ngale nto uya kutsala phezu kwakho zonke iinceba oya kuzifuna ukuba uphakame ngaphakathi kwam, wenze njalo

Yenza yonke into kunye nam, - ngaphandle kokubhekisela kuwe. "

 

Kwaye waqhubeka wathi: "Kwixesha elizayo, ndifuna ukuba kungabikho 'wena' kunye   'nam'. Akusayi kubakho 'ukwenza' kunye '   nokwenza'.

La magama aya kunyamalala kwaye indawo yawo iya kuthatyathwa ngokuthi   "siya  ".  Yonke into iya kuba   "yibhere".

 

Njengoko nawuphi na umtshakazi othembekileyo ebeya kwenza,

-uya kwenza isenzo esidibeneyo kunye nam kwaye

-uya kukhokela ikamva lehlabathi.

 

Bonke abantu abakhululwa ngeGazi lam baba ngunyana wam nobhuti wam.

Kwaye ekubeni bengabam, nabo baya kuba ngabantwana nabazalwana benu.

Yaye ekubeni abaninzi kubo beye baphambuka baza bahlukana, uya kubathanda njengomama wokwenene.

 

Uninzi lwazo aluthintelwanga:

nawe, njengam, uya kuthwala ukubandezeleka kwabo okubafaneleyo.

Ngexabiso lemibingelelo enzima kakhulu, uya kuzama ukubazisa kwindawo ekhuselekileyo. Uthwele ukulunga kweembandezelo zakho kwaye unkcenkceshelwe ngegazi lakho nelam, uya kubakhokelela kwiNtliziyo yam.

Xa utata ebabona,

-akayi kuba nenceba kuphela, axolele, kodwa,

- ukuba batyumkile njengesela elilungileyo;

kungekudala baya kuyidla ilifa iParadesi engunaphakade”.

 

"Ekugqibeleni, - kwinqanaba lokuba uzikhuphe kuyo yonke into engeyiyo yam ngokupheleleyo,

-Uya kuzintywilisela ngakumbi nangakumbi kwiWill yam.

 

Ke, enkosi kulwazi lwe-Essence yam

Kuya kuphila kuwe imihla ngemihla,

-Uya kufumana ukugcwala koThando lwam.

Ukubeka lonke uthando lwakho kunye nobukrelekrele kuyo njengangaphambili,

uya kufumana zonke izidalwa kum, njengasesipilini esibonisa ukukhanya nemifanekiso.

Ngokujonga kunye uya kubabona bonke kwaye uya kuyazi imeko yokuqonda kwabo.

 

Emva koko, njengomama onothando kunye

-ngomoya wokwenene wenceba,

-ngubani uMoya wam kunye noMama wam,

uya kwenza umbingelelo omkhulu wokuzitshisa ngenxa yezo zidalwa.

 

Eli dini liya kufana nesambatho esiya kukugubungela njengomxelisi wam othembekileyo nothembekileyo kunye nomfazi ".

 

Ungabuchaza njani ubucukubhede boThando lukaYesu wam onobubele, othe, ngesisa, nangokugqithisileyo,

- ufumene isivumelwano somtshato wakhe kunye nam kwaye

- wandinika imithetho yam entsha yobomi.

 

Amaxesha amaninzi wawuthatha umphefumlo wam kunye naye ukuya eZulwini,

ukuze ndive imimoya esikelelekileyo isoloko icula iingoma zozuko kunye nombulelo kuBukhulu boBungcwele.

 

Ndacamngca ngeekwayala ezahlukeneyo zeengelosi kunye neengcwele.

Bonke babentywiliselwe kwintando kaThixo, bemiliselwe kuBungangamsha bakhe.

 

Ndathi ndakujonga ngaseTroneni kaThixo, ndabona

- izibane ezininzi ezikhanyayo,

- iqaqambe ngokungenasiphelo kunelanga.

 

Oku kwandivumela ukuba ndibone kwaye ndiqonde

- iimpawu ezintle e

-Iimpawu zikaThixo ezithi, kwimo yazo,

- baqhelekile kuBantu abathathu abaNgcwele.

 

Ndakwazi ukuyiqonda

-imiphefumlo enoyolo,

- kunye okanye ngokulandelelana,

ujabulele oku kukhanya kwaye uhlale wonwabile.

 

Yaye phezu kwazo nje iinkulungwane ezingapheliyo zamaphakade, abakhe bamqonde ngokupheleleyo uThixo.

Oku kungenxa yokuba iingqondo ezidaliweyo azinakuqonda

Enkosi,

ubukhulu   e

ubungcwele   bukaThixo,

uMntu ongadalwanga nongaqondakaliyo.

 

Oko ndikubonileyo ndakufundayo, ndiye ndayiqonda nam

Imimoya yeengelosi kunye nesikelelekileyo ithatha inxaxheba kwiimpawu ezintle zikaBathathu Emnye

-xa behlamba koku kuKhanya.

 

Njenge

-xa sisesichengeni sokukhanya kwelanga,

-siyafudumala ke

-iingelosi kunye nabangcwele ebusweni beLanga elingunaphakade likaThixo eParadesi,

- batyalwe ngokuKhanya okungunaphakade kwaye bafana noThixo.

 

Umahluko kukuba

UThixo ngokwenene akanasiphelo   ngendalo,

ngelixa imimoya esikelelekileyo neyengelosi   ilinganiselwe

bathatha inxaxheba kwiimpawu zikaThixo kuphela ngokwamandla abo alinganiselweyo.

 

UThixo, onguNaphakade kunye neLanga elingenasiphelo, uzinikela ngokupheleleyo ngaphandle kokuphulukana nantoni na. Ngelixa izidalwa, ezithatha inxaxheba,

- zifana neLanga elingunaphakade

-kuphela ngokusekelwe kubungakanani obuncinci kunye nobukhulu belanga lakho.

 

Ndivakalelwa ngokucacileyo ukuba yonke into endisandula ukuyithetha ayichanekanga kwaye ayanelanga.

Kuba into endiyifundileyo kolu hambo lusikelelekileyo ngokuqinisekileyo ayizukuqondwa kakuhle ngamazwi am.

Ndinoluvo oluphangaleleyo lwento endiyibonileyo, kodwa andinakuyithetha ngokucacileyo.

 

Umphefumlo uphuma emzimbeni wawo ixesha elifutshane, uthuthelwe kulo mmandla usikelelekileyo, uze ubuyele entolongweni yomzimba wawo.

 

Akunakwenzeka ukuxelela yonke into oyibonayo noyifundayo.

Amava omphefumlo uThixo awumisela umzekelo ngoko afuna ukuba akuqonde anokufaniswa nalawo omntwana othintithayo aze adlale indima enkulu.

 

Kuya kuthetha izinto ezininzi malunga nemibono yakhe.

Kodwa ekubeni engayazi indlela yokuthetha, uneentloni aze athule.

 

Ukuba bekungekuko ukuthobela, ngendithule njengomntwana. Ndingathetha nje ububhanxa emva kobubhanxa.

Nangona kunjalo, ndiqhubeka ndisithi ndizibone ndihamba noYesu, uMlingane wam, kweli lizwe lisikelelekileyo phakathi kwekwayala yezithunywa zezulu, abangcwele nabasikelelekileyo.

 

Kuba ndandingumtshakazi omtsha, kwisangqa,

bebesincwasile kwaye

ube nenxaxheba kunye nathi kulonwabo lomtshato wethu wakutshanje. Kwakubonakala ngathi   _

- ababeyilibele iminqweno yabo kunye

-ukuba babekhathalele ezethu kuphela.

 

Ethetha   nabangcwele  , uYesu wathi  :

"  Ngenxa yokuthembeka kwayo kubabalo lwam, lo mphefumlo uye waba luloyiso kunye ne-prodigy yoThando lwam".

 

Emva koko wandazisa   kwiingelosi   waza wathi kuzo  :

Jonga indlela uthando lwam ngaye oloyise ngayo yonke into   .

Waza wandibeka etroneni yobuqaqawuli, wandenza ndafaneleka.

Wathi kum:   “  Nantsi indawo yakho yozuko yaye akukho bani uya kukwazi ukuyihlutha kuwe  .

 

Ndandicinga ukuba kuthetha ukuba andisayi kubuyela emhlabeni.

Kodwa ke, ndathi ndakuqiniseka ngale nto, ndazifumana ndingaphakathi kweendonga zomzimba wam.

 

Ndiwuchaza njani umthwalo endiwuvayo wokuba ndiphinde ndihlale emzimbeni wam.

Xa kuthelekiswa neZulu, zonke izinto ezisemhlabeni zazikhangeleka njengenkunkuma kum.

Ezi zinto ziyayolisa iingqondo zezinye izidalwa, kodwa kum zazibonakala zilusizi.

 

Abantu endibathandayo e

-endiyiqwalasele kakhulu,

-endichitha naye ixesha elininzi kwiincoko zobubele nezindilisekileyo, ngoku zazibonakala zikruqula kwaye zingenamdla.

 

Nangona kunjalo, xa ndibajonga njengemifanekiso kaThixo,

umphefumlo wam wawufumana isithunzi sokwaneliseka kunye nokwaneliseka,   kwaye

Ndakwazi   ukubanyamezela.

Kuyo yonke lento intliziyo yam ibingaxolanga, kodwa akukho nto ndiyenzileyo ngaphandle kokukhalaza kuYesu.

 

-Umnqweno wam oqhubekayo wokuba seZulwini,

-intlungu yam yangaphakathi,-ukukruquka kwam kwizinto zelizwe, yonke into ibinditya umphefumlo wam. Kwam kwabonakala ngathi ngoku kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba ndiqhubeke ndiphila emhlabeni.

 

Noko ke, ukuthobela kwam uThixo phantsi kwazo zonke iimeko ndiyalelwe

Andikufuni ukufa,

-kodwa ukuba ndiqhubeke ndiphila emhlabeni kangangoko uThixo ethanda.

 

Ngoko ndaqhelana neemeko xa ndikwazi ukuzilawula.

Ngenxa yokuthobela, ndandifuna ukuhlala ndizolile, kodwa ndandingakwazi kwaphela. Ngamaxesha athile ndandiye ndingakwazi ukuzibamba yaye, ndiyavuma, ndoyisakala.

Kodwa ndingenza ntoni?

Kuzo zonke iinjongo ezisebenzayo kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba ndikwazi ukuzibamba.

 

Ndafela ukholo lokwenene,

- endihlala ndisilwa ngayo,

- ndisebenzisa zonke iindlela zokulawula ixhala lam. Kodwa ndandingakwazi ukulawula ngokugqibeleleyo.

 

UYesu wam endimthandayo   wathi kum  :

"Ungazihluphi mfazi wam. Yintoni ekwenza ufune iZulu?"  Ndaphendula ndathi: “Ndifuna ukuba nawe rhoqo.

Ndishiywa zingqondo xa ndikude nawe nokuba kungomzuzwana nje. Ndifuna ukujoyina wena ngazo zonke iindleko. "

 

Wathi ke uYesu kum: “  Kulungile ke, ndiya kukukholisa ngokuhlala ndihleli nawe  .”

 

Ndaphendula ndathi:

"Ndinganeliseka xa uthe wenjenjalo, kodwa unyamalale, nto leyo ifana nokundishiya ndedwa. EZulwini akunjalo, kuba awukwazi ukunyamalala apho. Amava am ayandingqinela."

 

UYesu uyakwazi ukuqhula ngezidalwa zakhe.

Kwabangazaziyo, ndiza kukuxelela indlela awayeqhula ngayo nam izihlandlo ezininzi.

Ngokomzekelo, ngeli xesha ndandijongene namaxhala esikelelekileyo,

 

UYesu   weza kum ngokukhawuleza, wathi kum:

"Ufuna ukuhamba nam ngoku?" Ndiphendule: "Yiyaphi?"

 

Wathi  , Ezulwini.

Mna: "Ucinga njalo?"

 

Him:   "ewe khawuleza ungalibazisi!"

Mna:"Ok masambe noba ndoyika kancinci ufuna ukundihlekisa."

 

UYesu   wongeza:"hayi hayi inene ndithi kuwe yiza ndifuna ukukuthatha uhambe nam".

Ethetha lo nto wawutsalela kuye umphefumlo wam ngeyona ndlela ndaziva ndiwushiya umzimba wam, kwathi emzuzwini ndabhabha naye ukuya eZulwini. Owu! ulonwabo   lomphefumlo wam!

ndicinge

-ukuba ndiza kuwushiya umhlaba ngokusisigxina kwaye

ukuba ukubandezeleka kwam ngenxa yothando lukaYesu yayiliphupha nje   .

 

Sifike phezulu ezulwini.

Ndaqalisa ukuva iingoma ezivumelanayo zabasikelelweyo. Ndamcenga uYesu ukuba andikhokelele ngokukhawuleza kule khonsathi yasezulwini.

 

Kodwa, ngokuthe ngcembe, wayehlisa isantya sokubhabha ukuze yonke into yenzeke ngakumbi

kancinci.

Ndithe ndakubona oku, ndaqalisa ukukrokra ukuba andizukubuyela naye kwelikhaya laseZulwini, ndathi ngaphakathi:

"UYesu uyaqhula nam."

Kwakhona, ngamaxesha athile, ukuze ndiziqinisekise, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu othandekayo, khawuleza. Utheni ukuba ucothe?"

 

Wathi kum:

“Jonga phaya, lo moni usondele kakhulu ekulahlekeni. Masibuyele emhlabeni kwakhona.

Sizama ukwenza umphefumlo wakhe ufinyele; mhlawumbi woguquka. Masibongoze inceba kaBawo wam waseZulwini kunye.

Awufuni ukuba lo moni asindiswe? Linda kancinci.

Ngaba awukakulungeli ukuva iintlungu ngenxa yosindiso lomphefumlo ondilahlekele ngeGazi elingakanani?”

 

Ngaloo mazwi,

Ndizilibele, ndalibala uhambo.

Ndalilahla iZulu kunye neengoma zeekwayala zezulu ndathi kuYesu: "Ewe, ewe, nantoni na oyifunayo.

Ndikulungele ukuva ubunzima ukuze uwusindise lo mphefumlo”.

 

Ngephanyazo wandisa kulo moni. Ukumenza anikezele elubabalweni,

UYesu wamxelela ngazo zonke izizathu zokuxhalabela usindiso lwakhe.

Kodwa ithemba lethu laba lilize.

 

Emva koko   uYesu wathi kum   ngokulusizi:

"Mfazi wam, uyafuna ukuthatha isohlwayo esikufaneleyo?

 

Ukuba ufuna ukubuyela emzimbeni wakho ukuze ubandezeleke,

-Ubulungisa bobuthixo bunoxolelwa, e

-Ndiya kukwazi ukuba nenceba kulo mphefumlo.

Njengoko ubona, amazwi ethu nezizathu zethu azimgungqiyo. Thina akukho nto yakwenza ngaphandle   kokufumana isohlwayo esimfaneleyo.

 

“Imbandezelo yeyona ndlela inamandla yokwanelisa ubulungisa obungcwele nokwenza umoni amkele ubabalo loguquko”.

Ndavuma isicelo sikaYesu, owandibuyisela ngokukhawuleza emzimbeni wam.

Andikwazi kuyichaza intlungu endayivayo xa ndandiphinda ndidibana nomzimba wam. Le yokugqibela ibingathi iyakuchasa ukubuya kwengqondo yam kwaye yandenza ndaziva ndivuleleke.

 

Ngaxeshanye,

-umphefumlo wam waziva ucinezelekile kwaye ungenabomi,

-bengathi ndiminxekile ndagqibela kudala ukuphefumla.

Ndandingakwazi ukuyithwala. UYesu wayekuphela kwengqina lokubandezeleka okungaka.

Nguye kuphela owayenokuchaza intlupheko ebuhlungu negqithileyo  enyamezele  umphefumlo nomzimba wam   .

 

Emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa zokubandezeleka, uYesu wandenza ndaziva uguquko lwalo moni, umphefumlo wakhe sele   usindisiwe.

 

Wathi ke   uYesu kum:  "  Ngaba wonwabile njengam?"

"Ewe Ewe!" Ndaphendula.

 

Andazi ukuba uYesu wayiphinda kangaphi le migca.

Wakhe wandithatha wandisa eZulwini wandixelela nje emva koko:

 

"Ulibele kukucela ummeli wakho ukuba akunike imvume yokuhamba nam. Ngoko kufuneka ubuyele emzimbeni wakho ukuze ufumane le mvume."

 

Ndamxelela oku: “Xa umphefumlo wam wawusemzimbeni wam yaye ndiphantsi kolwalathiso lwesivumo sam, kwakufuneka ndimthobele.

Kodwa ekubeni ungowokuqala phakathi kwabavumayo kwaye ndikunye nawe, Mlingane wam, ngoku ndibhekisa kuwe kuphela ».

 

UYesu waphendula ngokuzolileyo:

"Hayi, hayi mfazi wam, ndifuna uthobela umvuma wakho kuyo yonke into."

 

Indenze ndabuyela emzimbeni wam amaxesha amaninzi.

Iziqhulo zakhe ngamanye amaxesha zidala inzondo kunye nobukrakra kunye nokungakhathali kum.

 

Ngoko uYesu akazange aziphindaphinde. Nangona kunjalo, ndandihlala ebhedini,

-ukucamagushela aboni;

-namaxesha okuxhalaba okubangwa ngumnqweno wam wokuya eZulwini

noMtshakazi wam uYesu.

Lo mnqweno wawutshintshana nalowo wokuhlala ndimgcina apha emhlabeni,

ukundisindisa ekuyeni   ezulwini

kuphela ukubuyela emzimbeni wam. Ndandisoloko ndifela   ukholo.

 

Ngenye intsasa, emva kweminyaka emithathu, (9) uYesu wandenza   ndaqonda

-owayefuna ukuqinisa umtshato awawenza nam   emhlabeni,

-kodwa ngeli xesha eZulwini ngemvume kaBawo noMoya oyiNgcwele e

-ngokombono wayo yonke iNkundla yasezulwini.

Undicebise ukuba ndizilungiselele olu babalo lukhethekileyo.

 

Ukuze ndimthobele, ndandisenza oko ndandinokukwenza ndedwa.

Enyanisweni, ngenxa yokuba ndandilusizi kwaye ndingafanelekanga ukwenza izinto ngokufanelekileyo,

-Ndamcenga, oyena mkhulu kunabo bonke abachwephesha,

- ngokokude asongamele lo msebenzi wokuhlanjululwa okungcwele. Kungenjalo ndandingasoze ndikwazi ukuyenza lento ayicele kum.

 

Olu babalo lukhulu kakhulu ndalunikwa ngobusuku bokuZalwa kweNtombi Enyulu enguMariya (10).

Nantso indlela.

Ngaloo ntsasa, uYesu wam osoloko enobubele weza ngokukhawuleza, ukuze andilungiselele into awayeyifuna kum.

Wathetha nam ngokholo.

Uthe esathetha wandishiya ndedwa.

Andazi ukuba kutheni: yafika kwaye ihamba lonke ixesha. Njengoko wayethetha nam,

-Ndaziva ndingenelwe lukholo oludlamkileyo

-ukuba umphefumlo wam, untsokothile kude kube ngoko, waba lula kakhulu ukuba ufikelele   kuThixo.

 

Ke, ngoku, ndayithanda

-Amandla kaThixo,

-Ubungcwele bakhe e

-Ukulunga kwakho,

nazo zonke ezinye iimpawu zayo.

 

Ndichukumiseke nzulu nakulwandle olukhwankqisayo, ndithi:

Thixo onamandla onke, yintoni ebengenakuyisombulula nguSomandla?

Bubuphi obunye ubungcwele, nokuba buphakame kangakanani na, obunobuganga bokuvela phambi kwakho?

 

Ukujonga usizi lwam kunye nokungabi nto kwam,

-Ndazibona ndiyintsholongwane encinci egqunywe luthuli olucolekileyo,

- inokupheliswa ngokukhawuleza ngumbungu.

 

Bendingasafuni nokuvela phambi koBungangamsha obunesiyezi.

Kodwa, njengemagnethi, ukulunga kwakhe okungapheliyo kwanditsalela kuye, kwaye umphefumlo wam wakhala:

"Oh!

- bubungcwele obunjani,

-ukuba Amandla kunye

- yintoni iNceba ehlala kuThixo,

lowo usitsalela ngobubele obunje!"

 

Kwakubonakala ngathi

- ukuba ubungcwele bakhe bumsongile,

- ukuba amandla akhe amxhasa,

-ukuba inceba yakhe imshukumisile kwaye

-ukuba ukulunga kwakhe kwamvuselela ngaphakathi kwambhaptiza ngokupheleleyo.

 

Ndacinga ngeempawu zayo ngamnye, ndaziva

zonke zinexabiso elifanayo kumoya womntu -

-zonke ngokulinganayo aziqondakali kwaye azinakulinganiswa.

 

Ngelixa ndandintywiliselwe kwezi ngcamango ziphakamileyo,

UYesu  wam    wathetha nam   ngokholo  , endixelela ukuba,

 

-ukuze ufumane ukholo kufuneka ukholwe Kuba ngaphandle kokholo akunakubakho lukholo.

 

Endodeni intloko elawula zonke izenzo zayo.

Ngaloo ndlela, kwintloko yazo zonke izidima, kukho ukholo olulawula yonke enye into.

 

Njengentloko ehluthwe yimvakalelo yokubona

ayinako ukumsindisa umntu ebumnyameni nakwisiphithiphithi.

Ngaloo ndlela umphefumlo ongenalukholo awunakwenza nto yaye uzichanaba kuzo zonke iintlobo zeengozi.

 

Ukuba inkokeli engaboniyo ifuna ukuqondisa indoda,

- Ungayiqhuba kakuhle

-apho engafuni ukuya khona xa ebona.

 

Yithande

- ukubona kusebenza ukukhokela umntu kuyo yonke into,

Ukholo lukhanyiso olukhanyisa umphefumlo, apho ubani akanako ukuhamba indlela ekhokelela kubomi obungunaphakade.

 

Ukuze ube nokholo, izinto ezintathu ziyafuneka:

-nayo  imbewu yakhe kuye;

-ukuba le mbewu isemgangathweni olungileyo, kwaye

-oko kuphuhlisa.

 

Siyazi ukuba yiNkosi ehlwayela imbewu kuthi.

Ekubeni singenakucinga ngento ngaphandle kokuba sinolwazi ngayo kuqala,

kufuneka sibe nombulelo kwabo basazisa ngezinto zokholo.

 

Umgangatho wolu lwazi awubalulekanga. Nabani na ofundisayo makahlale emfundisweni yakhe   .

Ukuba imfundiso ayinyanisekanga, iya kuba bubuxoki   kumamkeli.

 

Xa siqinisekile ngomgangatho wolwazi lwethu,

ukholo lwethu kufuneka   lukhuliswe

ukuze ikhule kwaye   iphuhle.

 

Ngemizamo yethu, ikhula ifikelele ekuvuthweni.

 

Uvelisa   amandla ethemba,

- ithemba elingcwele,

-udade wokholo.

 

Ukubanethemba

- idlulela ngaphaya kokholo kwaye - yinto yokholo.

 

Ukujonga yonke into ukusuka ekuqaleni,

Ndingathi xa   uYesu wayethetha nam   ngethemba,

Indenze ndayiqonda ukuba le mfanelo

- inika umphefumlo ngoluhlu olukhuselayo

-nto leyo eyenza ukuba ingathinteleki kwiintolo zoTshaba.

 

Ngenxa yethemba,

umphefumlo wamkela yonke into eyenzekayo kuwo   ngoxolo;

ngokuba uyazi ukuba zonke izinto zimiswe nguThixo, ongoyena   Ulungileyo wakhe uphakamileyo.

 

Kuhle kangakanani ukubona umphefumlo uhleli ngobuhle obuhle bethemba,

- ungazithembi,

- kodwa kuphela kwiNtanda yakhe,

-thembele kuye kuphela.

 

Njengoko ejongene neentshaba zakhe ezimbi,

- umphefumlo uhlala ukumkanikazi iminqweno yayo

- ngokulula kunye nokuqaphela.

Yonke into ime ngocwangco ngaphakathi. NoYesu uyathakathwa.

 

Ukubona umsebenzi wakhe   ngethemba eliqinileyo  ,

- ngakumbi nangakumbi isibindi,

-omelele kwaye angoyiswa;

- eyoyisa kuwo wonke umqobo kunye nobungozi, uYesu umnika ubabalo olutsha   .

 

Ngoxa uYesu wayendifundisa ngolu hlobo   ,

unxibelelane nokukhanya okuninzi kubukrelekrele bam.

 

Ngelixa ndandintywiliselwe ngokupheleleyo koku kukhanya kwaye

ukuba bendicinga ukuba ndiya kufumanisa ukuba isidima esihle sethemba sisinceda njani, oku kukhanya kuye kwarhoxa kum.

 

Andazi ukuba zingaphi izinto endiziqondayo.

Ndiza kuthetha nje ukuba zonke izidima zisebenzela ukuhombisa umphefumlo. Nangona kunjalo, ngokwawo, umphefumlo awunambewu kuwo.

Emva kokuzalwa nokukhuliswa kuye, iimpawu ziwubopha ngokuqinileyo umphefumlo kuThixo.

 

Ithemba lithi kumphefumlo:

"Sondela kuThixo wakho kwaye uya kukhanyiselwa nguye. Sondela kuye kwaye uya kuhlanjululwa nguye, njl.

 

Xa umphefumlo utyalwe ngethemba elingcwele, zonke izidima ziyaqina kwaye zizinzile.

 

Njengentaba, ayinakuchaphazeleka

kwimozulu embi, kubushushu belanga, kumoya onamandla;

ngenxa yokuphuphuma kwamachibi nemilambo ephuphuma   yintabalala yekhephu elinyibilikayo.

Umphefumlo ohlala ithemba awunakukhathazeka

-ukuphuma kwiimbandezelo, izilingo,

- ubuhlwempu okanye ubulwelwe.

 

Akukho siganeko ebomini simoyikisayo okanye simtyhafisayo, nokuba ngumzuzwana nje. Ethetha yedwa uthi:

 

“Ndinokunyamezela nantoni na.

Ndiyakwazi ukuhlupheka yonke into kwaye ndenze yonke into, kuba ndithembele kuYesu ».

 

Ithemba elingcwele linika umphefumlo

-phantse unamandla onke kwaye ayishukumi,

- phantse ayinakoyiswa kwaye ayinakuguqulwa.

 

Ngenxa yokuba, ngenxa yesi sizathu,

uYesu wethu osoloko enobubele   unika   ukuzingisa   emphefumlweni

ade abuthabathe ubukumkani obungunaphakade bukaThixo emazulwini.

 

Xa ndandingena ingqondo yam kulwandle olukhulu lwethemba elingcwele, uYesu wam endimthandayo waphinda wabonakala kum kwaye wathetha nam   ngenceba,   eyona nto ibalaseleyo kwezo zintathu zezakwalizwi.

 

Nangona aba bathathu bahlukene, uthando kufuneka ludibane nabanye ababini ngokungathi aba bathathu banye.

Ukucamngca komlilo kunika umbono olungileyo wezinto ezintathu ezilungileyo zezakwalizwi ezidibanayo ukuze zenze enye.

Into yokuqala oyibonayo xa ulayita umlilo kukukhanya okuhlamba indawo okungqongileyo.

 

Oku kukhanya kunokufuzisela ukholo olwafakwa emphefumlweni ekubhaptizweni  . Emva koko siziva   ubushushu busasazwa ngeenxa zonke ( ithemba  ).

Ngokuthe ngcembe ukukhanya kuqalisa ukucima, phantse ukucima, kodwa ubushushu bomlilo bufumana amandla angakumbi de buwugqibe ngokupheleleyo umlilo. (11)

 

Kunjalo nangeempawu ezintathu zobuthixo.

Ukholo lusebenza emphefumlweni kulwazi lokuqala olufunyenweyo ngoMntu oPhakamileyo. Emva koko, ngenxa yokunyuka okuqhubekayo komphefumlo kuThixo, ukulunga kwawo okuphezulu, ukholo luyakhula kwaye lukhule.

Umphefumlo ufumana kuThixo ukukhanya okungokwengqondo, okuphuma kwiimpawu ezahlukahlukeneyo zikaThixo.

 

Enethemba, udlula ukusuka kwenye intaba ukuya kwenye, unqumla iintlambo namathafa, unqumla amachibi nemilambo, uhamba ngeenqanawa iinyanga neminyaka kwezona lwandle zikhulu nezinzulu; konke oku ngenjongo yokuba amthabathele owakhe uThixo.

 

Umnqweno wokufumana izinto zikaThixo kuthiwa luthando; kunye noodade bakhe ababini banokholo nethemba.

 

UYesu wathi kum  :

"Mfazi wam othandekayo, bona ukuba kutheni,

-jongana neempawu ezintathu zezakwalizwi zokholo, ithemba kunye nothando,

Andizange ndithethe   ngoBathathu Emnye waBantu bakaThixo

oya kukufumana ngokuqinisekileyo nangokusisigxina:

Baya kuhlala nawe ngonaphakade, nakanjani na.

 

Emva kwemizuzu embalwa,

uYesu wam othandekayo wabonakala kum kwakhona wandixelela

 

"Umfazi wam,

ukuba   ukholo   lukukhanya   emphefumlweni   kwaye   ngumbono wawo,

ithemba  kukondliwa   kokholo  . _  

ukunika umphefumlo amandla nomnqweno onyanisekileyo wokuzuza okulungileyo okubonwa ngamehlo okholo.

 

Ukubanethemba

- ikwanika umphefumlo isibindi sokujongana nemisebenzi enzima

- ngoxolo lwengqondo nangoxolo olugqibeleleyo.

 

Kumnceda   azingise   ekufuneni

-zonke iindlela ezinokwenzeka e

- zonke iindlela zokufumana iziphumo ezilungileyo. "

 

I- Charity  , kwelinye icala, yinto yayo

ukukhanya kokholo   e

isondlo sethemba siyavela.

 

Umntu akanako

- okanye ukholo

- kungekho nethemba

-ukuba akanalo uthando.

Ngendlela efanayo ukuba akukho mntu unokuba nayo

-ubushushu kunye

-ukukhanya ngaphandle komlilo.

 

Njenge-conditioner ehlaziyayo,

-Isisa siyakhula kwaye singene kuyo yonke indawo,

-yizisa ekuvuthweni imibono yokholo kunye neminqweno yethemba.

 

Ngobumnandi bayo,

- yenza ukubandezeleka kube mnandi kwaye kube mnandi, e

- uya kude enze umphefumlo ulangazelele ukubandezeleka.

 

Umphefumlo onothando lwenene,

-ukusebenza eluthandweni lukaThixo,

-Ufumana isiqholo sasezulwini esivela kuThixo.

 

Ukuba ezinye izidima zenza umphefumlo uphantse ube wedwa kunye ne-asocial, uthando, ukuba yinto

esasaza ukukhanya, ubushushu kunye nesiqholo esimnandi kakhulu  ,

-uhambisa ibhalsam kwabanye

-Zineziphumo ezingaphezulu kwevumba elimnandi:

kwaye imanyanisa kwaye inyibilikise iintliziyo  .

 

Yiloo nto evumela umphefumlo ukuba ubandezeleke kwezona ntlungu ziqatha ngovuyo.

 

Umphefumlo, uguqulwe luthando, awukwazi ukuhlala ngaphandle kokubandezeleka.

 

Xa evalwe ukubandezeleka, uyadanduluka:

"Owu Mlingane wam, Yesu, ndixhase ngeentyatyambo. Ndinike ubukrakra be-apile elibandezelekileyo.

Umphefumlo wam uyakulangazelela kwaye awunakwanela ngaphandle kokubandezeleka kwakho okumnandi.

Owu Yesu, ndinike ezona ntlungu zakho zinzima.

Intliziyo yam ayisakwazi ukukubona ubandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yothando oluvuthayo nolunenzondelelo onayo kumntu ngamnye wethu! "

 

Emva koko   uYesu wathi kum  :

"Uthando lwam ngumlilo ovuthayo kwaye utshise.

Kwaye xa ikhula emphefumlweni, yenza yonke into. Akazikhathalelanga izidima ngokwazo.

I-Charity iguqula kwaye ibambe izidima ngokusondeleyo kuyo. Oku kumenza ukumkanikazi wazo zonke izinto ezilungileyo.

Ulawula phezu kwabo bonke kwaye ubalawula bonke.

Akasoze akwazi ukudlulisela ubukhulu bakhe kwabanye ".

 

Andikwazi ukuchaza into eyayisemva kwaMazwi kaYesu amnandi nanomtsalane ndingatsho nje ukuba avuka kum

umnqweno wokubandezeleka owawubonakala uphantse   wemvelo

ukulambela zonke iintlobo   zokubandezeleka.

Ukususela ngoko ndakubona kulishwa elikhulu ukuvinjwa.

 

Emva koko, ndenza ukucamngca kwam ngokwesiqhelo ngoko uYesu wayendixelele kona. Kwaye kwakhona,   wazazisa   kum   kwaye wathi  :

"Umfazi wam,

kuyimfuneko ukuba ube ne-predispositions   yengqondo

nto leyo ekhokelela ekubeni utyekele ngakumbi ekuzitshabalaliseni.

 

Oku kufuneka kwandulele utyekelo lwakho olukhulu lokubandezeleka ngakumbi nangakumbi. Yazi ukuba ukutshatyalaliswa kwakho

- awufanelanga kuphela ubabalo lokubandezeleka,

kodwa wulungise umphefumlo wakho ukuze   uve ubunzima.

 

Iya kusebenza njengengubo yokubandezeleka kwakho.

Iyakuthatha indawo yakho ngezona ntlungu ziqatha.

Umnqweno wokubandezeleka uzisa ukubandezeleka kwakho kokwenyani nokwenyani. "

 

Le ntetho imnandi kaYesu yawuzalisa umphefumlo wam ngeenyaniso awandifundisa zona. Kwaye ndandichulumancile ngakumbi kunangaphambili ngumnqweno ovuthayo wokuba ngowakhe, ngokwentando yakhe.

Wabuya, kwaye kwixeshana elincinane kunokuba lithethe, wandikhupha kum.

 

Umphefumlo wam walandela umtsalane onomdla woThando lwakhe.

Ecaleni kwakhe, woyisa bonke ubunzima ngokunqumla isibhakabhaka.

 

Ngaphandle kokuqonda ukuba wawushiyile umhlaba, umphefumlo wam wawuseZulwini,

phambi   koBathathu Emnye oNgcwele   kunye   neNkundla yonke yaseZulwini,

ukuze kuhlaziywe umtshato ongaqondakaliyo phakathi kukaYesu nomphefumlo wam, osele ubhiyozelwa   emhlabeni

ngomhla wokuHlambuluka kweNtombi Enyulu uMariya, phambi kukaMariya ngokwakhe

owathi, kunye no-Saint Catherine, bathatha inxaxheba kulo mbhiyozo wokuqala.

 

Kwiinyanga ezilishumi elinanye kamva, kumthendeleko wokuZalwa kweNtombi Enyulu Esikelelekileyo (12), uYesu wayefuna imvume yeZiqu Ezithathu Ezingokobuthixo kulo mtshato.

 

Wakhupha ikhonkco lamatye amathathu anqabileyo

-enye emhlophe, enye ebomvu kwaye enye eluhlaza -

Wawunika uYise owasikelela lo msesane waza wawubuyisela kuNyana wakhe.

UMoya oyiNgcwele wabamba isandla sam sasekunene waza uYesu wafaka umsesane kumnwe wam womsesane.

 

Ngeli xesha,

omnye emva   komnye,

abantu abathathu abaNgcwele bandanga baza bandisikelela ngokukhethekileyo.

 

Indlela yokuchaza ukubhideka

-ukuba ndivile

-xa ndazifumana ndiphambi koBathathu Emnye kulo msitho.

 

Ndingathetha oku kuphela

phambi koBathathu Emnye   e

uwa ngobuso   phantsi

yayisisenzo esifanayo nakum.

 

Ngendandihlale ndiqubuda ngokungenasiphelo ukuba uYesu, uMlingane womphefumlo wam, wayengandikhuthazanga.

- vuka kwaye

-ukuba phambi kwabo.

 

Intliziyo yam yavakala

-uvuyo olukhulu, e

- ngexesha elifanayo ukwesaba okuhloniphekileyo

phambi kobungangamsha obungaka, esazulwini soku kuKhanya kwanaphakade okuphuma kuNdoqo nobuNgcwele bukaThixo,

uYise, uNyana noMoya oyiNgcwele.

 

Ulwimi lomntu, oluthethiweyo okanye olubhaliweyo, alukwazi ukuqonda zonke iimbono zezulu ezathi ngelo xesha zachukumisa umphefumlo wam.

 

Ngenxa yoko, yenzelwe mna

-ngcono ukuthula ngezinye izinto,

- ukuze ungenzi iimpazamo ezingaphezulu.

 

Ngoku ndiza kukuxelela into eyenzekayo xa umphefumlo wam wabuyela emzimbeni wam. Nam ndiya kukuxelela ngowandibambileyo ngenxa yokuthabatheka yilento isandul’ ukundehlela.

Ndandisiva ngaphakathi kum ukubandezeleka komntu ofayo.

 

Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa kamva, uYesu wandivusa ngokupheleleyo. Ndikhumbula ndisamkela uMthendeleko oNgcwele,

- Ndilahlekelwe yimvakalelo yomzimba wam kwaye

—ukuba, ngomphefumlo wam, ndavakalelwa kukuba ndiphambi koBathathu Emnye Ongcwele njengoko ndandiyibonile eParadesi.

Umoya wam

- ngoko nangoko waqubuda enqula kwaye

Kwandikhokelela ekubeni ndivume   into yam.

Ndaziva ndiwile ngokupheleleyo. Ndandingakwazi ukuthetha.

 

Ilizwi lomnye wabaBantu abathathu   lathi kum:

“Yibani nesibindi   ningoyiki.

Sikulungele ukukwamkela ukuba ube ngowethu, siwuhluthe ngokupheleleyo umphefumlo wakho.

 

Xa ndeva eli lizwi, ndabona uBathathu Emnye

-ngena kum kwaye

-Thatha intliziyo yam ngokuthi:

"Entliziyweni yakho siya kwenza ikhaya lethu elisisigxina."

 

Andikwazi ukuluchaza utshintsho olwenzekayo kum.

Ndaziva ngathi ndigxothiwe kum, oko kukuthi, ingathi andisahlali kum.

 

Inene bahleli kum, nam ndihleli kubo. Kwaba ngathi umzimba wam ulikhaya labo.

indawo yokuhlala kaThixo   ophilileyo.

Ndabuva ubukho basebukhosini baBantu abathathu abaNgcwele abathi, ngovelwano, basebenza ngaphakathi kum.

Ndandiweva kakuhle amazwi abo, kodwa ngokungathi ayevakala ngaphezu kwam.

 

Konke kwenzeka ngokungathi kukho abantu kwigumbi elikufutshane kwaye oko,

-o ngokusondelelana, -o ngobunzulu bamazwi,

Ndandiyiva kakuhle yonke into ababeyithetha.

Emva koko uYesu wam oyintanda uyandixelela

Kuya kufuneka ndiyikhangele ngayo yonke   imfuno yam,

hayi ngaphandle kwam, kodwa ngaphakathi kum.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha, xa eshiywa ziingqondo, ndandimtsalela umnxeba. Ngoko wayesabela ngokukhawuleza.

Besincokola ngathi ngabantu ababini abathethayo.

 

Noko ke, ndimele ndivume ukuba maxa wambi wayezimela kakuhle kangangokuba ndingamva. Ngendilihambile isibhakabhaka, nehlabathi, nolwandle, ukuze ndilifumane.

Ngenye imini, umzekelo, ngelixa ndandimfuna ngamandla phakathi kweenyembezi kunye nexhala,

UYesu waliva ilizwi lakhe entliziyweni yam waza wathi kum:

“Ndilapha  nawe. Ungajongi kwelinye icala ukuba undifumane. Ndiphumle kuwe kwaye ndikulindile".

 

Emva koko, phakathi kokumangaliswa kunye novuyo lokumfumana kum, ndathi kuye:

"Yesu, Nkosi yam,

  -ngokuba   undivumele ukuba ndihambe esibhakabhakeni, nomhlaba nolwandle,  ndikukhangela kusasa  ;

"Ngeli xesha ubungaphakathi kum lonke eli xesha?"

 

Kutheni ungatshongo ukuba "ndilapha",

ukundisindisa ekuzidiniseni ndikukhangela apho ubungekho?

 

'Yabona, Okuhle kwam okumnandi, uBomi bam obuthandekayo, indlela endidinwe ngayo. Ndiziva ndibuthathaka. Ndibambe ezingalweni zakho. Ndiziva ngathi ndiza kufa. "

Emva koko uYesu wandibamba ezingalweni zakhe ukuze ndiphumle kwaye ndifumane amandla am alahlekileyo.

 

Ngenye imini, xa uYesu wayefihliwe kum kwaye ndandimfuna.

-Wayibonisa ngaphakathi kum kwaye yaphuma entliziyweni yam.

 

Ukususela kumzuzu olandelayo,   ndabona   abantu abathathu abaNgcwele

- ngendlela   yabantwana abathathu abanomdla kakhulu

-nomzimba omnye kunye neentloko ezintathu ezihlukeneyo;

-kwisinye kunye nobuhle obunomtsalane kakhulu.

 

Andikwazi ukuluchaza ulonwabo lwam,

ingakumbi aba bantwana bathathu bendivumele ukuba ndibabambe ezingalweni zam.

 

Ndibaphuze bonke baphinde bandiphuza.

-Omnye wayengqiyame egxalabeni lam lasekunene,

- enye kwigxalaba lam lasekhohlo, e

-eyesithathu yahlala phakathi.

 

Indlela endavuya ngayo kulo mmangaliso mkhulu

-endibizelwe kum nguThixo wam;

-kum sidalwa esincinci!

Ukuba ndijonge enye, ndabona ezintathu.

Ndathi xa ndibamba enye ezingalweni zam, ngokukhawuleza ndabamba ezintathu. Enoba ndandinomnye okanye abathathu, umxhuzulane wawubonakala ufana. Ndaziva ndibathanda kakhulu bobathathu.

Ndatsaleleka komnye kangangoko kubo bobathathu kunye.

Ndiyabona ndithethile kakhulu, kodwa ngenene ngendikhethe ukungahoyi zonke ezi zinto. Noko ke, ekubeni kufuneka ndithobele lowo walathisa umphefumlo wam, ndiya kuqhubeka.

 

Ndiza kuphinda nditsho ukuba uYesu wayesoloko ethetha nam ngePasion yakhe. Ebezama ukulungisa umphefumlo wam ukuba uxelise uBomi bakhe.

 

Ngenye imini   wathi kum  :

«Umfazi wam, ukongeza kumtshato osele wenziwe, kukho enye into yokwenza: umtshato noMnqamlezo. Yazi ukuba izidima ziba mnandi kwaye zithambe xa zixatyiswa kwaye zomelezwa emthunzini woMnqamlezo.

 

Ngaphambi kokuza emhlabeni, ukubandezeleka, intlupheko, ukugula nazo zonke iintlobo zeminqamlezo zazijongwa njengento embi.

 

Kodwa, ekubeni ndinamava kum, ukubandezeleka kuye kwangcwaliswa kwaye kwahlulwa. Inkangeleko yakhe itshintshile: uye waba mnandi kwaye uyanelisa.

Umphefumlo owamkela ezi zinto zilungileyo kum, ungaphezu kozuko; ngokuba undamkelekile kuye, waba yintombi kaThixo.

 

Nabani na ojonga umnqamlezo phezulu kuphela ufumana okwahlukileyo.

Ufumana umnqamlezo okrakra kwaye uqala ukukhalaza, njengoko ebona njengento embi. Kodwa xa eyamkela njengento elungileyo, ibangela uvuyo kuye ».

 

Uye wongeza wathi  :

"Mfazi wam, andifuni nto ngaphandle kokukubethelela emnqamlezweni njengangaphambili, emphefumlweni wakho nasenyameni yakho."

 

Emva kokuba uYesu endixelele, ndaziva ndingenawo umnqweno wokubethelelwa kunye naye kangangokuba ndathi kuye: "Yesu wam, Sithandwa sam, ngokukhawuleza ndibethelele kunye nawe!"

Ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi:

"Xa ebuya, into yokuqala ndiya kumbuza,

eyona nto ndiyigqala njengeyona   ibalulekileyo,

kuya kuba ziintlungu ngenxa yezono zam nobabalo lokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni kunye naye. Kwaye kum kubonakala ngathi ndiya kwaneliswa, kuba ngokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni ndiya kuba nako ukufumana yonke into ».

 

Ekugqibeleni, ngenye intsasa, uYesu wam endimthandayo wabonakala kum ekwimo kaYesu Ebethelelwe. Wandixelela ukuba ufuna ngokwenene ndibethelelwe kunye naye

Njengoko wayetshilo, ndabona

- imitha yokukhanya iphuma kumanxeba akhe angcwele, e

- iinzipho zisingise ngakum.

Ngelo xesha umnqweno wam wokubethelelwa nguYesu wawumkhulu kangangokuba ndaziva ndiphenjelelwa luthando lokubandezeleka.

 

Noko ke, ngequbuliso ndabanjwa luloyiko olukhulu olwandenza ndangcangcazela ukusuka entloko ukuya ezinzwaneni.

Ndandijongene nokuzibhubhisa okukhulu

Ndaziva ndingakufanelekeli ukufumana ubabalo olunqabe ngolu hlobo. Ndaye andabi nabuganga bakuthi: "Nkosi, ndibethelele nawe emnqamlezweni".

 

Kodwa uYesu wabonakala elindele imvume yam ngaphambi kokuba andinike olu babalo lukhethekileyo. Kudala ndikhathazwa yile nto.

Umphefumlo wam wawunomnqweno otshisayo wokucela olubabalo. Kwangaxeshanye, ndaziva ndingento yanto.

 

Indalo yam ibingcangcazela ndingcangcazela

Esoyika, wathandabuza ukucela uYesu ukuba abethelelwe emnqamlezweni.

 

Ngelixa ndandikule meko, uYesu wam endimthandayo wandikhuthaza ngokwasengqondweni ukuba ndamkele olu babalo.

Ndisazi iWill yakhe, ndomelela ndaza ndamxelela:

"Mlingane wam oNgcwele kunye noThando lwam olubethelelweyo, ndicela undiphe ufefe lokubethelwa emnqamlezweni kunye nawe, ndicela kungabikho phawu lubonakalayo lolubabalo kum.

 

Ewe

-ndinike ngokukhawuleza konke ukubandezeleka kwakho,

- ndinike amanxeba akho,

kodwa ayivezi kwabanye yonke into eyenzekayo kum. Mayibe phakathi kwam nawe kuphela."

 

Olubabalo ndalunikwa.

Kungekudala, imitha yokukhanya nezikhonkwane zeza kuYesu Ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni kwaye

- weza kundilimaza,

-ukungena ezandleni nasezinyaweni zam.

Kweza omnye umtha wokukhanya oqaqambileyo, ukhatshwa ngumkhonto

hlaba intliziyo yam.

 

Andikwazi ukuchaza ulonwabo kunye neentlungu zangaxeshanye - iintlungu ezingaphezulu kwazo zonke ezinye - endaziva ngelo xesha lolonwabo.

 

Nangona uloyiko lwam kunye nokungcangcazela kwakunjalo ngaphambili, uxolo kunye nokwaneliseka endandikufumana ngoku kwakukhulu ngakumbi.

 

Ukubandezeleka kwam kwakunzulu kangangokuba ndandikholelwa ukuba iintlungu ezandleni, ezinyaweni nasentliziyweni zam zazixela ukufa kwam.

Ndeva amathambo ezandla neenyawo eqhekeka abe ziingceba ezincinci. Ndeva ukungena kwezikhonkwane kuwo onke amanxeba.

 

Ndiyavuma ukuba inzaliseko emnandi efunyenwe ngala manxeba ayinakuchazwa ngamagama.

Ummangaliso wam uye wanda ngamandla ngaxeshanye namandla entlungu ethi,

-andenzanga nje ukuba ndizive ndifa, kodwa,

- kwangaxeshanye, yandomeleza kwaye

- wandenza ndaziva ukuba andifi.

 

Kwaye akukho nto yavela ngaphandle komzimba wam, nangona kunjalo, yaziva i-spasms ezibukhali kunye neentlungu.

 

Wandivuma wandibiza ngenxa yokuthobela.

Wazikhulula iingalo zam ngenxa yoxinzelelo lwemithambo-luvo. Ngengqondo bendisiva iintlungu apho imitha kunye neenzipho ziye zangena khona.

 

Ummeli wam wayalela ngenxa yentobeko ukuba yonke into iyeke kwangoko. Ngokwenene, iintlungu eziqatha ezandenza ndangabikho zingqondweni zaphela ngoko nangoko.

Owu! onjani ummangaliso ukuthobela okungcwele okundizisileyo.

Kunini ndizibona ndidibene nokusweleka kuka sisi wam.

 

Ngokuthobela, uYesu

- uphilisa zonke iintlungu kunye neentlungu zokufa ezindimisileyo, e

"Kungekudala" wabuyisela ubomi bam.

 

Ndiyavuma ngokunyanisekileyo ukuba ukuba ezi ntlungu bezingazange zithotywe ngumvumisi wam, ngendinengxaki yokuzithoba kubo.

 

Ngamana uYehova engowokubongwa ngokunika abalungiseleli bakhe amandla okuthabatha ixhoba lakhe ekufeni.

Kwaye ndiyathemba ukuba konke oku bekusoloko kuluzuko olukhulu lukaThixo nosindiso lwemiphefumlo.

Ndimele ndiphinde ndibonise ukuba ngelixa ndifumana le ntlungu ibulalayo, ezi zinto zingasentla azizange zishiye umkhondo emzimbeni wam.

 

Xa ndibuyela kwezi ntlungu, ndawabona ngokucacileyo amanxeba kaYesu ebethelelwe emzimbeni wam.

 

Kwakubonakala ngathi amanxeba kaYesu ebethelelwe emnqamlezweni, awayefakwe ezandleni, ezinyaweni nasentliziyweni yam, ayefana nalawo kaYesu.

 

Le nto ndigqiba kuyithetha iyachaza

- umtshato wam noMnqamlezo e

- iintlungu ndabethelelwa okokuqala emnqamlezweni.

Ndiye ndafumana ezinye izinto ezininzi ezibethelelweyo kule minyaka ilandelayo kangangokuba akunakwenzeka ukuba ndizidwelise   zonke.

 

Kodwa, ekubeni kufuneka ndithethe ngazo, ndiza kuxela ngezona ziphambili kunye   nezona zisondeleyo, ukuya kuthi ga kunyaka we-   1899.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha uYesu ebuyela kum emva kokuba endibethelele emnqamlezweni, ndandidla ngokuphindaphinda kuye:

 

"Yesu wam oyintanda, ndinike intlungu yokwenyani ngenxa yezono zam, ukuba ndiyenze

- ukuba batyiwa ziintlungu kunye nosizi ngenxa yokuba bekukhubekisile, e

ukuba zicinyiwe emphefumlweni wam nasesikhumbuzweni sakho.

 

Vumela iimbandezelo zam zoyise naluphi na uthando endinalo ngesono, ukuze,

-Xa izono zam zicinyiwe kwaye zatshatyalaliswa,

"Ndingacinezela ngokusondeleyo ngokuchasene nawe."

 

Ngesinye isihlandlo, emva kokucela ubabalo olunjalo kuYesu, ngobubele wathi kum:

"Njengokuba nibuhlungu ngokundikhubekisa, ndifuna ukunilungiselela ngokwam uMcamagushelo. Ngale ndlela niya kukwazi ukubuqonda ububi besono kunye nobukhulu bentlungu ebangelwa yiNtliziyo yam.

 

Thetha nam la mazwi:

“  Ukuba uwela ulwandle, nokuba andikuboni, useselwandle. Ukuba ndinyathela emhlabeni, uphantsi kweenyawo zam. ndonile!"

Emva koko, esebeza kwaye ephantse wakhala,   wongeza  :

"Bendisakuthanda ndikugcinile!"

 

Emva kokuba uYesu ethethe la mazwi kum, ndaqalisa ukuqonda izinto ezininzi endingenakuzichaza.

 

Ndingathi kwakungoko kuphela

-ukuba ndiyabuxabisa ubukhulu nobukhulu bukaThixo,

- kwanoBukho bakhe kuzo zonke izinto.

 

Ngenxa yeempawu zakhe, akukho sithunzi seengcinga zam esisindileyo kuThixo.

Ngamazwi athi   "ndonile  ",   ndiyaqonda

ububi   besono,

- ubuthathaka bakhe kunye nokungakhathali,

kunye nokunyeliswa okukhulu okwenziwa kuThixo kuphela kumzuzwana wokwaneliseka nolonwabo.

 

Mamela amagama

"  Bendisakuthanda kwaye ndikugcinile  ",

Ndandibanjwe kukubandezeleka okukhulu kwaye ndaziva ndisecicini lokufa.

 

Wandenza ndabuva ubungangamsha boThando awayenalo ngam, nokuba, ngesenzo esibi esilula, ndimhlisele kwinqanaba lolonwabo, apho ndakhubeka ndaphantse   ndambulala.

 

"Mntundini,

ekubeni bendingenambulelo, ndikhohlakele kuwe, nawe undenzele ukulunga, ndibabale.

-usoloko undenza ndizive ndizisola ngezono zam,

- ngokomlinganiselo wothando onalo kwaye uya kuhlala unalo kum. "

 

Ngeli xesha uYesu wam onobubele wandenza ukuba ndiqonde ukuba bungakanani ububi obukhoyo

-esonweni e

-kwabo bayenzayo ndandiqonda ukuba,

ngenxa yobubi   nokungabi nambulelo,

umntu unobuganga bokugqala uThixo njengolonwabo olubi   kakhulu.

Kuyafana

-ukuba unexhala lokuphepha ukona okuncinci,

-Bendisoloko ndisoyika isithunzi sesono

oko kusenokuthi qatha engqondweni okomzuzwana.

 

Ndaziva ndonyanya kwaye ndineentloni ngenxa yezono zam zangaphambili kangangokuba ndandikholelwa ukuba ndingoyena moni umbi.

Ngoko xa uYesu wam ebonakala, ndim kuphela owenze loo nto

Cela kuye ukubandezeleka ngakumbi ngenxa yezono zam

- kunye nokuphunyezwa kwesithembiso sakhe sokubethelelwa.

 

Ngenye intsasa, xa ndandiziva ndinomnqweno wokubandezeleka ngakumbi nangakumbi, kwafika uYesu wam onobubele, Wandikhupha emzimbeni wam waza wazisa umphefumlo wam emntwini owathi, ngoncedo lompu, wayesandul’ ukundikhupha. wahlaselwa, kwaye wayesele eza kufa aze aphulukane nomphefumlo wakhe.

 

Emva koko uYesu wandenza ukuba ndingene kuye endenza ndiqonde intlungu yeNtliziyo yakhe ngokuphulukana nalo mphefumlo.

 

Ukuba besisazi ukuba uYesu ubandezeleka kangakanani ngenxa yokulahlekelwa ngumphefumlo, ndiqinisekile ukuba besiya kwenza konke okusemandleni ukuba siwusindise kumgwebo ongunaphakade.

 

Ngelixa ndandikunye noYesu ngeli xesha leembumbulu, wandicinezela kakhulu kuye waza wahlebeza endlebeni yam:

"Mfazi wam, uyafuna?

-ukukunikela njengexhoba losindiso lwalo mphefumlo e

"Ngaba uzithabathela kuwe konke ukubandezeleka okumfaneleyo ngenxa yezono zakhe ezinzulu?"

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Ngokuqinisekileyo, Yesu wam.

Bekani kum konke okumfaneleyo, logama nje ezisindisayo, nimbuyisele ebomini.

 

Emva koko uYesu wandibuyisela emzimbeni wam kwaye ndaziva ndicwile kwintlungu enzima kangangokuba ndandingaqondi ukuba ndingaphila njani.

Emva kokuhlala kule meko yokubandezeleka ixesha elingaphezu kweyure, uYesu walungiselela ukuba lowo wayevuma izono zam eze kum aze andivuse.

 

Wathi akundibuza ukuba yintoni le indenze ndabandezeleka kangaka?

Ndamxelela yonke into endiyibonileyo nendiye ndadibana nayo kweli xesha lifutshane kakhulu nam

walatha kwinxalenye yesixeko apho ukubulawa kwabantu kwenzeka khona.

Wandiqinisekisa kamva ukuba ukubulawa senzeka kanye kuloo ndawo ndandimxelele kuyo waza wandixelela ukuba wonke umntu uyakholelwa ukuba le ndoda ifile.

 

Ndamxelela ukuba wayengenakufa, kuba uYesu wayendithembise ukuba uya kuwusindisa umphefumlo wakhe aze awugcine uphila.

Inene, ndithandaze ngamandla kuThixo ukuba ndithintele umoya wakhe ukuba uphume emzimbeni wakhe. Kamva kwaqinisekiswa ukuba usindile kwaye wachacha kancinci. Ngoku uyaphila. UThixo makabongwe!

 

Malunga nomnqweno wam omkhulu wokubethelelwa emnqamlezweni kunye noYesu, ngenxa yokuMthanda kunye neNtlawulo yexesha elidlulileyo, uYesu weza kum kwaye, njengangaphambili, wawukhupha umphefumlo wam emzimbeni wam.

Wandisa kwindawo engcwele apho wayengcungcuthekiswa yintlungu yakhe, wathi kum:

 

"Mfazi wam, ukuba wonke umntu wayesazi

- engenakulinganiswa nangona uMnqamlezo kunye

-uwenza njani umphefumlo uxabiseke,

wonke umntu angafuna le propati kwaye angayithathela ingqalelo njengexabiso elixabisekileyo, njengelitye elinqabileyo elinexabiso elingenakulinganiswa.

 

Xa ndehla eZulwini ndaya emhlabeni, andizange ndikhethe ubutyebi behlabathi. Kodwa ndakubona njengento enesidima kwaye ifanelekile ukukhetha iiSisters of the Cross: - intlupheko, - ihlazo kunye - neyona ntlungu ibuhlungu.

 

Ndithe ndisazinxibile.

Ndandifuna ukuba ixesha lokufa kwam nokufa lifike ngokukhawuleza, kuba ndandiza kusindisa imiphefumlo ngazo.

 

Njengoko wayethetha nam, uYesu wandenza ndaluva uvuyo awayenalo ekubandezelekeni. Amazwi akhe avuselela umnqweno ovuthayo entliziyweni yam wokubandezeleka.

Ndaziva uthutho olungcwele lweemvakalelo kunye nomnqweno wokufana naye, uMnqamlezo.

 

Ngelizwi elincinane namandla endandinawo kum, ndathandaza kuye ndisithi:

"Mlingane Ongcwele, ndinike inkxwaleko kwaye undinike umnqamlezo wakho ukuze ndazi ngcono ukuba undithanda kangakanani.

Kungenjalo ndohlala ndikwi uncertainate yoThando lwakho kum. Ndincame yonke into ngenxa yakho!"

 

Kamva, ngovuyo olungakumbi kunangaphambili ngenxa yesibongozo sam, uYesu wandivumela ukuba ndingqengqe phantsi komnye weminqamlezo eyayilapho.

Ndathi sendilungile, ndambongoza ukuba andibethelele.

Ngothando wathatha isikhonkwane waza waqalisa ukusityhalela esandleni sam. Ngamaxesha athile wayedla ngokundibuza:

"Kubuhlungu kakhulu? Ufuna ndiqhubeke?"

UAmata uhlabela mgama esithi: “Ewe, ewe, nangona ndisentlungwini.

 

Wathi xa eqalisa ukubethelela esinye isandla sam, ingalo yomnqamlezo yajika yaba mfutshane kakhulu, kanti ngaphambi kokuba yayinobude obufanelekileyo.

 

Wasisusa ke uYesu isikhonkwane eso, ebesibethelelwe kuso, wathi:

"Mfazi wam, kufuneka sifune omnye umnqamlezo. Phumla, uzihlaziye."

Andikwazi kuyichaza indlela endandiziva ndinxunguphele ngayo ngelo xesha. Ngoko ndandingakufanelekeli oku kubandezeleka!

 

Le migca yaphindwa kaninzi. Xa iingalo zomnqamlezo zazifanelekile, ubude bomnqamlezo babungekho.

 

Ngesinye isihlandlo, ukuze uYesu angandibetheli emnqamlezweni, kukho into engekhoyo ekubethelelweni kwam.

 

UYesu wayesoloko efumana isizathu sokummisela ngelinye ixesha.

Hayi indlela owawubuhlungu ngayo umphefumlo wam kolu ngquzulwano luphindaphindiweyo noYesu wam.Amaxesha amaninzi ndandithetheleleka ekubeni ndikhalaze kuye, ngenxa yokuba   wandikhanyela   ukubandezeleka kwenene.

 

Amaxesha amaninzi, ngethoni ekrakra, ndathi kuye:

"Sithandwa sam, kubonakala ngathi yonke into iphela njengehlaya.

Umzekelo, undixelele amaxesha amaninzi ukuba uya kundisa eZulwini kube kanye. Kodwa, ngalo lonke ixesha undibuyisela emhlabeni ukuze ndihlale emzimbeni wam kwakhona. Ubuthe kum ungathanda ukundibethelela ukuze ndiyenze lento uyenzileyo.

Nangona kunjalo, awuzange undivumele ukuba ndifezekise ukubethelelwa okupheleleyo. Wathi ke uYesu, Ewe, ndiya kuza kungekudala. Akukho mathandabuzo;

 

Ekugqibeleni, ngenye intsasa, ngomhla wokuPhakanyiswa koMnqamlezo oNgcwele (13), uYesu wabonakala waza wandihambisa ngokukhawuleza kwakhona kwi-Holy Square eYerusalem.

Indenze ndacamngca ngezinto ezahlukahlukeneyo eziphathelele imfihlelo nokulunga komnqamlezo. Emva koko, wathi kum ngobubele:

 

"Sithandwa sam, uyafuna ukuba mhle?

Camngca ngoMnqamlezo kwaye uya kukunika ezona mpawu zintle zinokufunyanwa eZulwini nasemhlabeni.

Uya kwandula uzenze uthandeke kuThixo, Onobuhle obungenasiphelo kuye ngokwakhe. Umnqweno wokuba neZulu nabo bonke ubutyebi balo uphuhlile kuwe.

 

Ngaba ufuna ukuzaliswa bubutyebi obuninzi, kungekhona okwexeshana, kodwa ngonaphakade?

Hlala uthandana noMnqamlezo. Wokwenzela bonke ubutyebi;

- eyona penny incinci, emele ubuncinci bokubandezeleka,

-ukuya kwezona zibalo zingenakubalwa ezifunyanwa kwezona zinqamlezo zinzima.

 

Nangona kunjalo

- ngelixa umntu sele enomdla wokufumana inzuzo encinci yemali yesikhashana elula, eya kuthi ngokukhawuleza ayilahle,

- akanayo ingcamango enye yokuthenga ipeni yempahla engunaphakade.

 

Kwaye kutheni

Ndiba nosizi ngenxa yokungakhathali komntu malunga   nokulunga kwakhe ngonaphakade,

Ngobubele ndizinikela ukuba   ndimncede.

 

Yena, endaweni yokuba abe nombulelo,

- ikwenza ungazifanelanga izipho zam e

- uyandikhubekisa ngobulukhuni bakhe.

Uyabona ke ntombam ukuba bungakanani ubumfama obukhoyo kobu buntu bunosizi?

 

Umnqamlezo, kwelinye icala, uthwala

-lonke uloyiso,

- ukufunyanwa okukhulu e

- eyona inkulu iphumelele.

 

Yiyo loo nto   kufuneka ungabi nanjongo yimbi ngaphandle koMnqamlezo.

Oku kuya kwanela ukubonelela ngayo yonke into.

 

Kwaye, namhlanje, ndifuna ukukukholisa ngokukubethelela emnqamlezweni ngokupheleleyo, nto leyo kude kube loo mzuzu ayizange ilingane nawe ngokugqibeleleyo.

 

Kufuneka wazi ukuba lo mnqamlezo ngowodwa

-oko kukutsalele kuThando lwam kunye

-nto leyo ebangela ukuba ndikubethelele ngokupheleleyo kuye. Umnqamlezo onawo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku,

Ndiya kuyisa eZulwini njengophawu lothando lwakho.

Ndiya kuyibonisa iNkundla yaseZulwini njengobungqina bothando lwakho kum.

 

Endaweni yayo ndinento enzima nebuhlungu ngakumbi endikuzisela yona

-ukusabela kumnqweno wakho wokubandezeleka e

- ukuvumela iNjongo yam engunaphakade ngawe ukuba ibe yinyaniso ".

 

Emva kokuba etshilo, uYesu wabonakala kum phambi komnqamlezo endandinawo de kwangelo xesha. Ndonwabile ndaya kuye ndambeka phantsi ndangqengqa kuwo.

Ndithe ndiselapho, ndilungele ukubethelelwa, avuleka amazulu.

UYohane oNgcwele uMvangeli weza   , ethwele umnqamlezo uYesu awayendixelele ngawo.

 

Emva koko kwafika iNtombi Enyulu enguMariya ejikelezwe libutho lezithunywa zezulu.

Anditsalela kumnqamlezo wam aza andibeka kowona mmandla mkhulu usuka eSt.

Ndafikelwa yingqele ebulalayo.

Noko ke, ndandisaziva ndivutha amadangatye othando entliziyweni yam, nto leyo eyayindenza ndilinde ukuva ubunzima kulo mnqamlezo.

 

Ngomqondiso kaYesu, ingelosi yawuthabatha umnqamlezo wokuqala yawuthwala nawo ukuya nawo ezulwini.

Ngelo xesha, uYesu, ngezandla zakhe encediswa yiNtombi enyulu uMariya, waqala ukundibethelela emnqamlezweni.

 

Ukuma, iingelosi kunye no-St John babonisa izikhonkwane kunye nezinye izinto eziyimfuneko   ekubethelweni kwam.

Ngenxa yesenzo sokubethelelwa kwam   emnqamlezweni,

- uYesu wam onobubele wabonisa uvuyo nolonwabo olukhulu

ukuba andithanga ndibethelele amnye, ndibethelele iwaka eminqamlezweni;

kunye nezinye iimbandezelo zokwandisa uKwaneliseka kwakhe okumnandi   .

 

Ngelo xesha kwabonakala ngathi iZulu lalihonjiselwe isidlo esitsha sozuko kum:

- kuba wayemthanda uYesu,

-kuba niyikhulule ngemithandazo eninzi, imiphefumlo e Purgatori;

-ngokuba abathethelele aboni abantliziyo zimbi, nokuguqulwa kwabanye abaninzi.

 

UYesu wam endimthandayo ubenze ukuba bonke bathathe inxaxheba kokulungileyo okuveliswe kukuzondelela kwam ukubandezeleka okubethelelwe emnqamlezweni.

Yathi yakugqitywa yonke loo nto, ndaziva ngathi ndiqubha kulwandle lolwaneliseko oluxutywe nolwandle lokubandezeleka okungazange kuviwe.

 

UKumkanikazi uMama waguqukela kuYesu wathi:

“Nyana wam, namhlanje lusuku lozuko.

Ngeembandezelo zakho kunye nokufezekiswa kwayo yonke into eyenziwe noLuisa,

-Ndingathanda ukuba uhlabe intliziyo yakhe ngomkhonto kwaye

uthweswe isithsaba sameva entloko.

 

Esabela kumnqweno kaMama wakhe, uYesu wathabatha umkhonto waza wayihlaba intliziyo yam ngapha nangapha. Kwangaxeshanye, iingelosi zanika iNtombi Enyulu isithsaba sameva.

Yena, ngokuvuma kwam nangokwaneliseka okukhulu, wandibeka phezu kwentloko yam. Yayilusuku olungalibalekiyo kum!

 

Kunokuthiwa ngokwenene yayiyimini yokubandezeleka nolonwabo olungathethekiyo. Kwaye, ngokuthanda kwam nokuthwala ubuthathaka bam bendalo, uYesu wahlala esecaleni kwam imini yonke.

Ngenxa yobukhulu bembandezelo, ukubethelelwa kwakuya kusilela ngaphandle kobabalo lwakhe.

Uvuyo lwam, uYesu wavumela imiphefumlo emininzi kwiPuritori ukuba ibuyele eZulwini ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwam.

 

Behla bevela eZulwini bekhatshwa zizithunywa zezulu.

Bawurhawula umandlalo wam baza bandihlaziya ngeengoma zabo zasezulwini. Zazingamaculo ovuyo neengoma zokudumisa ubungangamsha bukaThixo.

 

Emva kweentsuku ezintlanu okanye ezintandathu zokubandezeleka okukhulu,

Ndaphawula ngokuzisola okukhulu ukuba, imihla ngemihla, ukubandezeleka kwam kwakuncipha.

 

Ngeyekile kwaphela ukuba bendingakhange ndinyanzelise uMlingane wam uYesu- ukuba anciphise ukuqina kwayo - ngaphandle kokumisa yonke into.

Ndaziva ngaphakathi kwam umnqweno onamandla wezi ntlungu zimnandi.

Ndaye ndamazisa uYesu wam olungileyo ngokumcela ukuba avuselele ukubethelwa kwam endisele ndifumene kona.

 

UYesu, ngaphandle kwesizathu, wanelisekile ngam.

Ndandithanda ukuwuthwala umphefumlo wam ngamaxesha athile, ndiwuse kweYonangcwele eYerusalem.

 

Kwaye apho wandenza ukuba ndithathe inxaxheba ngakumbi okanye ngaphantsi kwiimbandezelo awazifumanayo ngexesha lePasion yakhe.

Ngamanye amaxesha ndandibethwa, ngamanye amaxesha ndithweswe isithsaba ngameva;

maxa wambi ethwele umnqamlezo, okanye ukubethelelwa.

UYesu wathanda ukundivisa ubuhlungu obunye okanye obunye kwezi mfihlelo. Ngamanye amaxesha, ngamini-nye, wandenza ndabandezeleka ngayo yonke iminqweno yakhe,

endinika ubumnandi obuninzi kwaye

kwangaxeshanye   ukubandezeleka ngakumbi.

 

Intliziyo yam yayibuhlungu

- xa yayinguYesu ngokwakhe owabandezelekayo e

-ukuba andizange ndihlupheke naye.

Ndandingaphumli kwaye ndinexhala ukuba andikwazi nokuba ndingene kweminye yentlungu yakhe.

 

Ngokufuthi ndandizifumana ndikunye neNtombi Enyulu uMariya

- jonga uYesu ebandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yezono ezenziwa ngamadoda akhohlakeleyo, ekhohlakele ngakumbi kunamajoni abamba uYesu ambulala.

 

Kulapho ndaziqinisekisa ukuba kwabo babathandayo,

- kulula ukubandezeleka yedwa

-kunokubona umntu omthandayo ehlupheka.

 

Ndaziva ndivuselelwa luthando lwam ngoYesu wam oyintanda.Ndambongoza ukuba ahlaziye rhoqo, rhoqo, ukubethelelwa kwam emnqamlezweni, ukuze noko ngokuyinxenye ndikwazi ukuthomalalisa ukubandezeleka kwakhe.

 

UYesu wayesoloko esithi kum:

"Sthandwa,

- Umnqamlezo wamkelwa ngokufanelekileyo kwaye unqweneleka,

- wahlula abamiselwe ngenxa engaphambili kwabangenakucikideka, abakuchasayo ngenkani ukubandezeleka.

 

Yazini ukuba ngomhla wentshabalalo, lowo wayethembekile kwaye ezingisa

- uya kuva ukunyamezelwa koMnqamlezo kwaye uya kuvuya xa ebona ubonakala. kanti abalahlwayo baya kunkwantya luloyiko oloyikekayo.

 

Kodwa ngoku, sithandwa sam,

- akukho mntu unokuthi ngokuqinisekileyo

- nokuba le okanye leya iya kusindiswa okanye ilahleke ngonaphakade.

"Umzekelo, ukuba,   xa uMnqamlezo ubonakala,

- umntu uyamanga ngokuyeka kunye nomonde,

-ukulala ngamanye amaxesha,

-enkosi kwabo bayithumeleyo kwaye bandilandele,

ngumqondiso ocacileyo nocacileyo wokuba uya kuba phakathi kwabasindisiweyo.

 

Ukuba, kwelinye icala, xa kunikelwa umnqamlezo,

-umntu uyacaphuka, uyacekisa kwaye

- zama ukuyibaleka ngazo zonke iindleko,

ngoko sinokubona apho umqondiso wokuba baya esihogweni.

 

Ukuba, ngexesha lobomi bakhe, umntu uyandithuka xa ejonge eMnqamlezweni,

“Ngomhla womgwebo uya kundiqalekisa.

kuba ukubona uMnqamlezo kuya kuyikhokelela kunkwantyo olungunaphakade.

 

Ibonakala ngokucacileyo kwaye ngaphandle kokuphoxeka

-ingcwele yomoni,

-ukugqibelela kokungafezeki,

-ukuvutha kwedikidiki.

Inika ukukhanya kwabacinga okulungileyo. Yahlula okulungileyo kokubi.

 

Iyazityhila ukusa   kumlinganiselo othile

-ngubani ofanele ukuba sezulwini   kwaye

-nto leyo kufuneka ithathe indawo ebalulekileyo.

Zonke iimpawu ezintle ziba nokuthozama kunye nentlonipho phambi koMnqamlezo.

 

Kwaye uyazi xa izidima zifumana ubungangamsha bawo obukhulu kunye nobuhle? Kuxa bemiliselwe kakuhle eMnqamlezweni ».

 

Ungakuchaza njani ukwanda kwamadangatye othando loMnqamlezo uYesu awawufaka entliziyweni yam ngala Mazwi.

 

Ndandibanjwe yintabatheko enkulu kangangokuba ndabandezeleka ngolu hlobo

ukuba uYesu ebengayanelisanga intliziyo yam ngokuyihlaziya rhoqo – rhoqo – ukubethelelwa kwam emnqamlezweni

Ngokuqinisekileyo ngendandikhathazwa kukugqabhuka   kothando olungalawulekiyo.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha, emva kokuhlaziya ukubethelelwa kwam, uYesu wayenokuthi:

"Ndithandwa yintliziyo yam,

- ekubeni ulangazelela isiqhumiso ukuba iimbandezelo zam ziphuma eMnqamlezweni,

-Ndiyifeza iminqweno yakho ngokuwubethelela umphefumlo wakho kwaye

-ukudlulisela kuwe konke ukubandezeleka kwam.

 

Kodwa ukuba ubungonqeni ukubonisa wonke umntu indlela ondithanda ngayo, bendingathanda nokuwutywina umzimba wakho ngamanxeba am ophayo nabonakalayo.

 

Ngale njongo ndifuna ukukufundisa lo mthandazo ulandelayo ukuba uwuthethe ukuze ufumane olu babalo:

 

“Owu UZiqu-zintathu Ongcwele,

Ndihlanjwe eGazini likaYesu Kristu, ndiyaqubuda phambi kweTrone yakho.

 

Ngothando olunzulu,

Ndiyakubongoza, ngenxa yeempawu ezibalaseleyo zikaYesu, ukuba undinike ubabalo lokuhlala   ndibethelelwa emnqamlezweni ».

 

Nangona kunjalo

Ndihlala ndinenzondo enkulu-   endisenayo-

kuyo yonke into enokubonwa   ngabanye;

Ndavuma kuYesu ngokuzifaka ngomnqweno omkhulu wokubethelelwa ngokokuthanda kwakhe.

 

Kwaye ndingafuni ukumchasa ngokuwubethelela umzimba nomphefumlo wam emnqamlezweni, ndaphinda ndavuselela ukwamkelwa kwam ngenzondelelo nokuzimisela.

 

Emva kokuba ndimxelele:

"Mlingane ongcwele, iimpawu zangaphandle azibonakali kum.

Ukuba, ngamaxesha athile nangaphandle kokucinga ngako, ndandibonakala ndiyamkela le miqondiso, ndandingafuni nje ukuyivuma le nto.

Uyayazi indlela ebendisoloko ndibuthanda ngayo ubomi bam obufihliweyo.

Njengoko ufuna ukuhlaziya ukubethelwa kwam, ngoko nceda

ukundinika ukubandezeleka okungapheliyo ngaphandle kokukhululeka kwalo naluphi na uhlobo. Kodwa ndifuna into enye kuphela: andifuni uphawu lwangaphandle oluya kundikhokelela ekuhlazekeni nasekuhlazekeni. "

 

Ndandingekho

Andikhathazwa kuphela kukuba imiqondiso ethile yangaphandle ibonakala   emzimbeni wam,

ekubeni, ngaphandle kokucinga ngayo, ndiye ndavuma ngokungagungqiyo kwintando kaYesu kule

intsingiselo

Kodwa ndandikhathazwa kukucinga ngezono zam zangaphambili. Ndihlala ndimcela kuYesu ukuzisola kunye nobabalo loxolelo lwabo   .

Emva koko ndamxelela ukuba andisayi kuba seluxolweni nokwaneliseka ndide ndive   kuMlonyeni wakhe: "Izono zakho   zixolelwe."

 

Yesu wam oyintanda,

-ayikhe isale nantoni na kwinkqubela yethu yokomoya,

-wakhe wathi kum ngendlela ethobileyo kunesiqhelo:

 

“Namhlanje ndifuna ukuzenza isivumo sakho, uya kuzivuma zonke izono zakho kum.

Kwaye ngelixa usenza, ndiyakubonisa

zonke izenzo zolwaphulo-mthetho ozenzileyo   e

zonke iimbandezelo   abandizisele zona.

Uya kusiqonda isono, ngokomthamo wobukrelekrele bomntu. Kwaye kungcono ufe kunokuba undikhubekise kwakhona.

 

Nika ingqalelo koku, zibhubhise kwaye ucamngce kancinci:

“Lowo ungento uyamzonda uLowo unguye uYonke. Kaloku yena ubenako ukuyiphelisa loo nto ehlabathini.

Akukho nto idume kakubi ngokwaneleyo ukuba athi ucatshukiswe nguMdali wakhe,

- nangona yayingaphezu kokunyamezela, - kodwa ithandwa.

Buyela ekungabinanto kwakho, kwaye ngeemvakalelo zothando phinda ucengceleze i-confiteor. "

 

Ukungena kwinto yam,

Ndiyibhaqe yonke inkxwaleko yam nezono zam zonke.

Ndazibona sele ndiphambi kobukumkani bukaKristu, uMgwebi wam, ndaqalisa ukungcangcazela njengegqabi.

Ndandingenawo amandla aneleyo okuthetha amazwi ka-confiteor.

 

Bendiya kuhlala kobu budubedube, ndingakwazi kuthetha,

ukuba iNkosi yam, uYesu Kristu, ibingandinikanga mandla amatsha nesibindi, yathi kum:

"Ntombi yoThando lwam,   musa ukoyika.

Kuba nangona ndingumgwebi wenu ngoku, ndikwanguyihlo. Yiba nesibindi kwaye uqhubeke ".

 

Ndibhidekile yaye ndithotyiwe, ndacengceleza loo confiteor

Ukuzibona ndigutyungelwe sisono,

-Ndibubambile ubunzulu bokucatshukiswa kwam eNkosini yam

-Ukugcina iingcinga zekratshi lokwenene kum.

 

Ndamxelela:

“Nkosi yam, ndiyazityhola phambi koMhlekazi ngesono sekratshi”.

 

Emva koko uYesu wathi:

“Sondela kwintliziyo yam ngothando kwaye umamele.

Yiva intuthumbo ekhohlakeleyo oyenzileyo kwiNtliziyo yam enesisa ngekratshi lakho."

 

Ndaze ndangcangcazela ndamamela iNtliziyo yakhe.

Indlela yokuchaza into endiyivileyo kwaye ndiyiqonde kwimizuzu embalwa! Intliziyo yam, ingcangcazela luthando, yayibetha ngamandla kangangokuba ndandicinga ukuba iza kugqabhuka.

Enyanisweni, ekuhambeni kwexesha kwabonakala kum ukuba intliziyo yam yophukile ngenxa yentlungu, ikrazukile kwaye itshatyalalisiwe.

 

Emva kokufumana konke oku, ndadanduluka izihlandlo ezininzi:

Hayi indlela elikhohlakele ngayo ikratshi lomntu!

Ikhohlakele kangangokuba, ukuba ibinamandla, ibiya kutshabalalisa uBuntu obuNgcwele!

 

Emva koko   ndaba nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wokuzingca komntu njengombungu ombi kakhulu ezinyaweni zoKumkani omkhulu  .

Iyaphakama kwaye idumbe ngendlela yokuba ikwenze ukholelwe ukuba yinto. Ngobulumko bakhe obukhulu,

-kancinci uqala ukukhasa kunye nokukhwela isinxibo sikaKumkani,

- ide ifike entloko.

Ebona isithsaba segolide sikakumkani, ufuna ukusithabatha kuye aze asibeke entloko. Emva koko ufuna

- Khulula ingubo yasebukhosini yokumkani;

-detronize it, kwaye

-sebenzisa zonke iindlela ukuthatha ubomi bakhe.

Umbungu awuyazi nokuba ngumntu onjani. Kwibhongo lakhe, akazi ukuba ukumkani unako

mtshabalalise, umtyumze phantsi   kweenyawo zakhe;

-watshabalalisa amaphupha akhe amnandi ngomoya olula.

 

Abanekratshi banekratshi, banekratshi yaye abanambulelo. Amaxhoba ezinto eziphuthileyo zobudenge, neentloko zawo zidumbile likratshi;

bavuka becaphuka,   bavutha ngumsindo

ngokuchasene nabo bangazingciyo   ngabo.

 

Ibindim lo ndabona kulempethu imbi nembi ezinyaweni zikaKumkani onguthixo.

Ndawuva umphefumlo wam ungcangcazela kukudideka nentlungu,

ngenxa yesithuko endamenza sona. Intliziyo yam ifumene intlungu ebuhlungu uYesu awayivayo ngenxa yekratshi lam.

 

Emva koko uYesu wandishiya ndedwa.

Bendimane ndicamngca ngobunyala besono sekratshi.

Andikwazi ukuchaza ukubandezeleka okukhulu okundibangeleyo.

 

Emva kokucingisisa ngenyameko ngoko uYesu wayendixelele kona, wabuya waza wandenza ndaqhubeka nokuvuma kwam.

 

Ndingcangcazela kakhulu kunakuqala, ndazivuma iingcinga namazwi am

ukuba ndiphikise ngokuchasene neminqweno yakhe echaziweyo,   kwaye

nezono zam   zokusilela.

Ndayivuma yonke lento ndinentlungu ekrakra nentliziyo ebuhlungu bendisoyika.

-yobuncinci bam kunye

- ngobungangamsha bam bokukhubekisa uThixo olungileyo, owathi, phezu kwezona ziphoso zam, wandinceda, wandilondoloza, wandondla.

 

Ukuba waziva enomsindo ngakum, yayikukuthiya kwakhe isono kungekhona enye into. Ngokwahlukileyo koko, ububele bakhe kum, mna moni, bebusoloko bubukhulu kakhulu.

 

Wandenza ndaxolela kwanaxa, phezu kokusesikweni kukaThixo, wabubhenca ubuthathaka nobuthathaka bam. Ngembuyekezo, yandinika umbulelo ngakumbi kunye namandla okusebenza nawo.

 

Ibingathi ulususile udonga olwahlukanisa umphefumlo wam noThixo ngenxa

wesono.

 

Ukuba abantu bebekuqonda ukulunga kukaThixo nobubi besono, bebeya kusisusa ngokupheleleyo isono emhlabeni.

Babeya kuzisola kakhulu yaye bezisola ngenxa yezono zabo, okanye babeza kufa.

 

Ukuba babekwazi ukulunga kukaThixo okungapheliyo, babeza kuzinikela kuye.

Kwaye abanyuliweyo baya kufumana kuThixo umthombo omkhulu weenceba ezinikelwe ekungcwalisweni kwabo nasekubethelweni kwabo.

 

Wathi uYesu akubona ukuba andisakwazi ukubuthwala ubukrakra nobukrakra besono, warhoxa, wandishiya ndintywila ekucingeni kwam ububi obenziwa sisono.

 

Ekulungeni kwakhe ubomi bonke, wandilondoloza ekugwetyweni kukaYise, wandinika ubabalo olutsha.

 

Emva kwexesha elide, uYesu wabuya kwakhona ukuze andivumele ukuba ndiqhubeke nokuvuma kwam izono, okwathi, nangona kwakukhe kuphazamiseke ngamanye amaxesha, kwathabatha malunga neeyure ezisixhenxe.

 

Xa oyena mntu unobubele uYesu wagqibayo ukuva isivumo sam, wasishiya isikhundla sakhe njengoMgwebi waza wathabatha isikhundla sikaBawo onothando.

 

Ndandihlalwa lulwazi olungenakuguqulwa lokuba intlungu yam, nokuba yayinkulu kangakanani, yayinganelanga ukucamagushela ubugwenxa bam endabenza kuThixo wam.

 

UYesu, ukuba andilahlekise, uthi:

“Ndifuna ukongeza isongezelelo.

Oku kuya kwanela ukwanelisa ubulungisa bukaThixo ”.

Emva koko ndaziva ndikulungele ngakumbi ukwamkela uxolelo lukaYesu lwezono zam.

 

Emva koko, ndiguqe ezinyaweni zakhe, bonke behlazekile kwaye bedidekile, ndathi kuye:

 

“Thixo omkhulu, ndicela inceba yakho nokuxolelwa kwezono zam ezininzi nezinzulu.

Ndingathanda ukukwazi kwam ukuba ndiphindaphindeke ngokungenasiphelo ukuze ndikwazi ukudumisa ngokwaneleyo iNceba yakho engapheliyo.

Owu Bawo waseZulwini, xolela isikhubekiso esikhulu endikwenzileyo kuwe ngokukona kwaye uzimisele ukundixolela uBawo wakho.

 

Wathi kum,  Ndithembise ukuba akusayi kuphinda wenze isono. Zikhwebule ethunzini lesono.

 

Ndaphendula ndathi: “Owu!

Hayi kwakhona ngonaphakade!"

 

Apho uYesu waphakamisa isandla sakhe sokunene, wathetha amazwi oxolelo, kwaye umlambo weGazi lakhe eliLigugu uqukuqele phezu komphefumlo wam.

 

Emva kokuba uYesu ewuhlambile umphefumlo wam ngeGazi lakhe elixabisekileyo wandinika uXolelo lwakhe, ndaziva ndizelwe ngokutsha kubomi obutsha obukhukuliswe ngakumbi kunanini na ngaphambili ngokuzala kobabalo.

 

Esi siganeko sabangela umdla endingasokuze ndiwulibale.

Ngalo lonke ixesha ibuyela kwinkumbulo yam, uvuyo olulodwa luphakama emphefumlweni wam kwaye ukungcangcazela kungena emzimbeni wam wonke. Kwaye ndiyikhumbula ngokweenkcukacha, ngokungathi yayisenzeka.

 

Ndizaliswe ziinkumbulo zexesha elidluleyo, ndandizaliswe ziintshukumisa zokufuna ukubhalelana, kangangoko ndandinako,

kwisisa esisodwa iNkosi yaqhubeka yandinika,

- okanye ngokuzihlaziya kwaye ndibuyisele kwimeko yexhoba,

- okanye ngokuzilungiselela ngakumbi ukuba ndiphile kwintando yakhe yobuThixo, awayiyalelayo

- olona babalo lungcwele e

-elona nxaxheba inkulu kwelam icala. (14)

 

Yaye ekubeni ndingeyonto, kwakufuneka ndifumane yonke into kuThixo.

Emva koko kwafuneka ndisebenze ukuze ndifake abanye ngobabalo olufunyenweyo,

-kancinci njengogqirha othi, ngegazi lomnye,

-utofelwe umntu oza kumnceda abuyise impilo yakhe. Kwaye kwakufuneka ndiqinisekise ngenyameko ukuba yonke into ibuyela kuThixo.

Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, uYesu wam endimthandayo waqala ngokundikhupha emzimbeni wam, endikhupha kuyo yonke into eyayinokundahlula kuye, kwaye

ukundinciphisa kwimeko yexhoba elisisigxina.

 

Oyena monde uYesu wayefuna ukuba ndihlale ndilungile xa efuna ukundinika umsebenzi wakhe okanye iimbandezelo zakhe.

Ebeyenza lento

ukwanelisa ubulungisa bukaThixo obukhutyekiswa kukukreqa kwabantu okuqhubekayo,

okanye ukuthintela okanye ukuyekisa ukubethwa ngokungenalusini aphantsi kwayo.

 

Ukuhlaziya amandla am alahlekileyo,

UYesu wandinika izipho ezikhethekileyo,

enye yezi luxolelo olukhankanywe ngasentla, oluye   lwanikelwa kum izihlandlo ezininzi.

 

Ngamanye amaxesha  , xa ndivuma kumfundisi,

Bendifumana iziphumo ezahlukeneyo nezingaqhelekanga emphefumlweni wam. Kwaye xa uvumo luphelile,

UYesu wathatha indawo yakhe.

 

Wathatha imo ye confessor, nam, ndicinga ukuba ndithetha no-confessor wam,

-ndavula intliziyo yam kwaye

-Ndayityhila imeko yomphefumlo wam, uloyiko lwawo, amathandabuzo, iimbandezelo, amaxhala kunye neemfuno.

Kodwa

-kwiimpendulo endizifumene e

Ngenxa yobubele beLizwi, ngamanye amaxesha lalitshintshana nelo lalowo wandivumayo, ndafumanisa ukuba yayingenguye omnye ngaphandle kukaYesu.

Kwaye imiphumo yangaphakathi endandijongene nayo yayingeyonto eqhelekileyo. Ngamanye amaxesha ibinguYesu kwasekuqalekeni:

-ndivile ukuvuma kwam, okuqhelekileyo okanye okungaqhelekanga,

-kwaye wandinika ukuxolelwa.

Ukuba bendifuna ukuxelela yonke into eyenzekayo phakathi kwam noYesu, bekungathatha ixesha elide kwaye kuthathwe njengentsomi.

Kwakhona, ndiza kudlulela kwinto elula ukukholisa.

 

Kwiinyanga ezisithoba ngaphambi kokuba kwenzeke,

UYesu wayendazisile ngemfazwe yesibini phakathi kweItali neAfrika. Kwaye nantsi indlela:

 

UYesu wam osikelelekileyo wayendithathile emzimbeni wam.

Ndithe ndisamlandela ndiguqukile, wandikhapha endleleni ende ezele zizidumbu zabantu zizele ligazi. Ndaboniswa ngumlambo ophuphumayo esitratweni.

Okwandothusayo kukuba, uYesu wandibonisa imizimba eshiyiweyo eyayisesichengeni sobushushu kunye nokuqwengwa kwezilwanyana ezitya inyama, ekubeni kwakungekho mntu unyamekela ukungcwatywa.

Ndisoyika, ndambuza uYesu:

"Mlingane ongcwele, ithetha ukuthini yonke le nto?

 

Waza uYesu wandiphendula wathi: «Yazi ukuba kunyaka ozayo kuya kubakho imfazwe. Umntu uzifaka kuzo zonke izinto ezimbi kunye neminqweno yenyama.

Ndifuna impindezelo yam kwinyama enuka isono."

 

Ndandingenamathandabuzo ngento eyayithethwa nguYesu. Kodwa ke bendinethemba layo

-ukuba kwiinyanga ezisithoba ezizayo umntu wenyama uya kumisa iinkanuko zakhe kwaye

-ukuba, ekuboneni ukuguquka kwakhe, uYesu amise imfazwe eyayicetyiwe.

 

Kodwa kuthekani ngabo

-abatyibilika eludakeni lweminqweno yabo e

-nto leyo, endaweni yokuguqula, ingene nzulu kuyo.

 

Kwaye ngaphambi kokuba kwenzeke ukuba i-Itali kunye ne-Afrika bathetha ngemfazwe okokuqala.

Kwandula ke, kungekudala emva koko, balwa imfazwe enzima eyabangela ukubandezeleka nomonakalo omkhulu kumacala omabini.

Ke, kunanini na ngaphambili, ndazinikela kuYesu wam olungileyo ukuze ndinciphise inani lamaxhoba ale mfazwe. Ndazinikela ngenxa yemiphefumlo eyathi, nangona ndandithandaza nezibongozo zam kwinceba kaThixo, yayingayi kuba kwimeko yobabalo ibe yayiya kuphoswa esihogweni xa yayivela phambi koThixo.

 

Kodwa uYesu akazange andiphulaphule. Kwakhona, yandikhupha emzimbeni wam. Emva koko, ndaya eRoma ngephanyazo. Apho ndeva amarhe amaninzi ndaza ndafunda ngale meko ichazwe ngasentla. UYesu wandisa epalamente, kwindlu yebhunga, apho amasekela ayekwingxoxo-mpikiswano eshushu malunga nendlela yokulwa imfazwe ukuze uqiniseke ukuba uyoyisa.

 

Ingxoxo yaqhubeka ngamazwi amaninzi azidlayo, ukuzingca kunye nenzondelelo yempambano elusizi. Kodwa eyona nto yandichukumisa kakhulu yayikukuba onke ayengamahlelo yaye ayesebenza phantsi kwengcinezelo yomtyholi, awayethengise kuye imiphefumlo yawo ukuze aphelise imfazwe.

 

Ndothuka ndakufunda oku kwaye ndathi ngaphakathi:

"Bangaphi na abantu abadakumbileyo nabanoburhalarhume; Anjani wona amaxesha alusizi, abuhlungu ngakumbi kunabo bahlala khona!"

Kum ke kwabonakala ukuba uSathana wayengukumkani phakathi kwabo, njengoko babebekwe kuye ithemba elipheleleyo, kunokuba babethembele kuThixo.” Babelindele uloyiso ngokuphuma kumtyholi.

 

Ngoxa babekwingxoxo-mpikiswano eshushu, bashiyana, nangona babefuna ukudibanisa ukungavisisani kwabo. UYesu, engabonwa, wayephakathi kwabo.

Esiva esi sibongozo sabo silusizi, walila ngenxa yamazwi abo alusizi. Emva kokuba benze izicwangciso zabo zokulwa imfazwe yabo ngaphandle koThixo, baqhayisa ngokukhukhumala, besithi babenentembelo engakumbi ngoloyiso.

 

Wandula ke, ngokungathi babemphulaphule, uYesu wathi ngelizwi elisongelayo: “Nikholose kakhulu ngeziqu zenu, kodwa mna ndiya kunithoba; kwaye ke uya kulinganisa ubukhulu belahleko yakho ngenxa yokungaceli uncedo kunye nokungenelela kukaThixo ongumsunguli wako konke okulungileyo.

Ngeli xesha i-Itali ayizukuphumelela. Kunoko, uya koyiswa ngokupheleleyo. "

 

Indlela yokuchaza ukuba intliziyo yam yabandezeleka kangakanani ngala mazwi kaYesu, kwaye zingaphi iindlela endiye ndazama ngazo ukumxolela uYesu wam olungileyo, ukuze

thabatha imfazwe ayibulali kangako.

Njengesiqhelo, ndazinikela njengexhoba lentlawulelo ndaza ndacela iNkosi ukuba indinike ezona ntlungu zinkulu kwaye ndisindise i-Italiya kolu kubethwa.

 

Kodwa uYesu wathi kum:

"Ndiza kuhlala ndiqinile ukuze iAfrika iphumelele i-Italiya. Kwaye ndiza kukunika oku kuphela:

iAfrika eyoyisayo ayiyi kuhlasela umhlaba wase-Italiya ukuqhubeka nemfazwe. Isohlwayo sifanelekile, kuba i-Itali isifanele

- ngenxa yokuphila kwakhe kakubi,

- ngenxa yokholo lwakhe olulahlekileyo e

-kuba ubeka ithemba lakhe kumtyholi endaweni kaThixo."

 

Yonke into eyayithethwa kum ngelo xesha, okanye kwezinye iimeko, ndandiyicacisa phantsi kokuthobela ummangalelwa wam.

Kwaye wathi kum: "Akubonakali ngathi inokwenzeka kum ukuba i-Italiya yoyiswa yi-Afrika, kuba impucuko yanamhlanje yase-Italiya inazo zonke iintlobo zezixhobo ezikhubekisayo nezikhuselayo iAfrika ingenazo".

Xa amazwi kaYesu aqinisekiswayo, owavumayo wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, akukho cebo, akukho bulumko, akukho mandla axabiso, ukuba awaveli kuThixo.

 

Ngendiyiqukumbele apha le ngxelo yezona zinto zibalulekileyo ezandehlelayo noYesu ukususela kwiminyaka eyi-16 ukuza kuthi ga namhlanje, ukuba u-confessor wam wayengazange andinyanzele ukuba ndithethe ngeendlela ezahlukahlukeneyo uYesu awayethetha ngazo nam.

Ziyahluka, kodwa ndiza kuzinciphisa zibe   zine.

 

UYesu wazisa umphefumlo into afuna ukuyenza aze akhuphe umphefumlo  emzimbeni  wakhe   .

Oku kunokwenzeka ngephanyazo. Umphefumlo uphuma emzimbeni ngesiquphe kangangokuba umzimba uphakame ulandele umphefumlo kodwa ekugqibeleni uhlala ngokungathi ufile. Umphefumlo, kwelinye icala, ulandela uYesu kugqatso lwakhe kwaye utyhutyha indalo iphela: umhlaba, iilwandle, iintaba nesibhakabhaka, yaye uphelela kwimimandla yeNtlambululo-miphefumlo okanye kwindawo yokuhlala engunaphakade kaThixo.

Ngamanye amaxesha umphefumlo ushiya umzimba uzolile. Eneneni, kufana nokuba umzimba uphumle ngoxa ‘undindisholo yaye uxakene noThixo.” Ngoko, xa uYesu emka, umphefumlo uzama ukumlandela naphi na apho uya khona. Kuyo nayiphi na imeko umzimba uhlala ungcungcuthekile kwaye uziva kwanto kwihlabathi langaphandle, nokuba umhlaba wonke ubunokushukunyiswa okanye umzimba uhlatywe, utshiswe okanye uqwengiwe   .

 

Ndingatsho nokuba bendiphumile emzimbeni wam nokuba bendikude nalapho uYesu wandithatha khona. Xa ndandikude neziphelo zomhlaba, kwiNtlambululo-miphefumlo okanye eParadesi, ndaza ndabona umvumisi wam esiza endlwini yam ukuze andivuse, ngoko, ngokuqhwanyaza kweliso nangomyalelo kaYesu, ndazifumana ndisemzimbeni wam. .

 

U-Yesu wayefuna ukuthobela kwam ngokugqibeleleyo umntu endivumayo.

Amatyeli ambalwa okuqala oku kwenzeka ndandinexhala, ndiphazamisekile kwaye ndinexhala lokubuyela emzimbeni wam kwangethuba ukuze ndifumaneke kummeli wam xa efuna ukundivusa.

 

Yaye kwakufuneka ndithobele!

Ndiyavuma khange kube kudala ndingene emzimbeni wam xa u confessor endilindile ebhedini yam.

Kodwa ukuba uYesu wayengangxamanga ukuwubuyisela umphefumlo wam emzimbeni wam, ngendandilixhathise ngenkani ilizwi lomvumayo, ekubeni ndandinokhetho lokushiya uYesu, oLungileyo lwam oluphezulu, okanye ukuzithoba kwilizwi lomvumayo wam.

Ndathi kuYesu: Ndiya kumvuma wam ondibizela ekuthobeleni, kodwa kungekudala ndiya kubuyela kwiNtanda yam, xa sele emkile.

Nceda ungandilindeli ixesha elide. "

 

Nokuba yeyiphi na indlela, uYesu akazange athethe nomphefumlo wam ukuze ndiqonde.

Ngenxa yokukhanya okunxibelelana nayo engqondweni yam, kundenze ndakuqonda ngokuthe ngqo ukuba kuthetha ukuthini kum. Owu! indlela esiqondana ngayo xa sikunye!

Olu hlobo lonxibelelwano lwengqondo uYesu azenza aqondwe ngalo lukhawuleza kakhulu. Izinto ezininzi ezibalaseleyo zifundwa ngokuqhwanyaza kweliso - ngaphezu kokuba unokufunda iincwadi ubomi bakho bonke.

 

Olu nxibelelwano luphakame kakhulu kwaye lugqwesile kangangokuba akunakwenzeka ukuba ingqondo yomntu ikuchaze ngamazwi konke oko umphefumlo unokukufumana ngako oko.

umzuzu olula.

 

Owu! hayi indlela alumke ngayo umfundisi uYesu!

Ngokuqhwanyaza kweliso ufunda izinto ezininzi abanye ababengenakukwazi ukuzifunda kwiminyaka eliqela.

Oku kungenxa yokuba iinkosi zomhlaba azinawo amandla okunxibelelana ngesayensi yazo.

Yaye abanakukwazi ukugcina ingqalelo yabafundi babo ngaphandle kokudinwa nomgudu.

 

Iindlela zikaYesu zimnandi, zithambile kwaye zinobubele kangangokuba nje ukuba umphefumlo ufumanise,

- uziva enomdla kuye; Kwaye

- akukho nto anokuyenza ngaphandle kokubaleka emva kwakhe ngesantya esiphezulu.

 

Ngaphandle kokuqonda, umphefumlo uziguqulela kuye ngendlela yokuba awukwazi ukwahlula phakathi kwawo kunye neNqaku eliNgcwele.

Ngubani onokuchaza oko umphefumlo ufunda kulo mzuzu wenguqu.

 

Oku kunokuchazwa

- kuphela ngoYesu o

-ukusuka kumphefumlo oye wafumana olu tshintsho ngexesha lobomi bawo kwaye ufikelele kwisimo sozuko olugqibeleleyo.

 

Nokuba umphefumlo ubuyela emzimbeni wawo

- wayenokukhanya kukaThixo kwaye

- waziva engene ngokupheleleyo kuThixo,

ebeya kuba nzima ukuthetha ukuba uziva njani xa ubuyela emzimbeni wakho, ungene kobo bumnyama.

 

Umzamo wakhe wawuya kuba nzima kwaye ungafezekanga, ukuba wawungenakwenzeka ngokupheleleyo. Ngokomzekelo, khawube nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wemfama ekuzalweni kwayo, eyathi, ngenye imini, ifumane amandla okubona ngequbuliso, ize ithi, ngethutyana nje elingephi, ityhutyhe   indalo iphela ize ibone ezona zinto zimangalisayo: iiminerali, izityalo, izilwanyana namagumbi aphakamileyo asezulwini anamachokoza. yeenkwenkwezi   .

Kwaye masithi emva kwemizuzu embalwa ubuyiselwe kwimeko yakhe eyimfama. Ngaba ngokwenene wayenokunxibelelana, ngolwimi olufanelekileyo, oko akubonayo?

Ngaba ebengayi kuzifaka esichengeni sokuzenza isidenge?

ukuba, endaweni yokunika amagqabantshintshi ngoko wakubonayo,

wayezama ukunika   inkcazelo eneenkcukacha.

Le meko ifana naleyo yomphefumlo otyhutyha lonke ihlabathi naseZulwini nothi, xa ubuyela emzimbeni, uvakalelwe kukuba imfama yethu ibuyele kubumfama bayo.

 

Ukhetha ukuzimela ngokuthula kunokuthetha, kuba uyoyika ukubonakala ehlekisa.

Umphefumlo obuyela emzimbeni wakhe ulusizi kwaye awuthuthuzeleki njengoko uziva kwimeko yebanjwa.

Unqwenela ukuhamba ngenxa yenzuzo yakhe enkulu kwaye akonwabanga ngakumbi kunalowo ungaboniyo.

 

Kuphela nje unqwenela ukumanyana noThixo yaye akanamnqweno wokuthetha ngesandla sakhe sasekhohlo nangendlela engalungelelananga ngezinto ezingaphaya kwamandla akhe obuntu nawenyama.

 

Ngenxa yokuthobela kunye nomngcipheko wokwenza iimpazamo, ngoku ndiza kuchaza, kangangoko ndinako, enye indlela uYesu athetha  ngayo  nomphefumlo.

Ngelixa umphefumlo usemzimbeni wawo, ubona   uMntu womntwana okanye uYesu omncinane ebonakala, okanye   ekwimeko yakhe yokubethelelwa. Yaye amazwi awathethayo afikelela ekuqondweni komphefumlo  .

Umphefumlo wona uthetha noYesu, yonke into yenzeka njengencoko phakathi kwabantu ababini.

Amagama kaYesu anqabile kwaye anqabile amagama amane okanye amahlanu. Kunqabile kakhulu ukuba athethe ixesha elide.

ILizwi elilula likaYesu lavelisa ukuKhanya okunzulu kum kwaye lawushiya umphefumlo wam ufunxwe yinyaniso eyaba yeyam. Kwaba ngathi ndibona umsinga omncinane othi kungekudala ube lulwandle olukhulu.

 

Ukuba izazi zehlabathi bezinokuliva iLizwi likaYesu elilula, ngokuqinisekileyo beziya kukhwankqiswa, zizimumu, zibhideke zingakwazi ukuba zithini na ukuphendula. Xa uYesu efuna ukubonakalisa iNyaniso kumntu, usebenzisa ulwimi olufanelekileyo kubukrelekrele baloo mntu. Akuyomfuneko ukukhangela amagama akhethekileyo ukuze ukwazi ukunxibelelana naMazwi kaYesu kwabanye abantu.

Sinokusebenzisa amazwi akhe.

 

Kwelinye icala, umphefumlo uba neentloni xa uzama ukuthetha nabanye ngeenyaniso ozifundileyo ngonxibelelwano lwengqondo. UYesu uziqhelanisa nendalo yomntu. Ngokukhetha amagama akhe, ulungelelanisa ulwimi kunye nobuchule bomphefumlo ngamnye. Ke mna, sidalwa esincinci, andinako ukunxibelelana ngokwaneleyo ezi ngcinga kwabanye ngaphandle kokubeka umngcipheko wokubhadula.

 

Ngamafutshane, uYesu usebenza njengomfundisi onobulumko nonesiphiwo onolwazi olugqwesileyo kuzo zonke isayensi.

Sebenzisa ulwimi oluqondwayo noluthethwa ngumfundi yaye, njengoko efuna inyaniso yenzululwazi, uzifundise ukuba aqondwe. Kungenjalo ebeya kufundisa ulwimi kuqala aze emva koko afundise inzululwazi afuna ukunxibelelana.

 

UYesu, okuko konke ukulunga nobulumko, ulungelelanisa amandla omphefumlo ukuze angamdeleli okanye amhlazise umntu.

Kwabangaziyo abafuna ukufunda, ubafundisa inyaniso eyimfuneko ukuze bafumane ubomi obungunaphakade.

Kwaye kumphengululi unxibelelana neeNyaniso zakhe ngendlela ecace ngakumbi, ekuphela kwenjongo yakhe kukwaziwa, ukuxatyiswa nokungahluthi nabani na kwiiNyaniso zakhe.

 

Enye indlela uYesu ayisebenzisayo ukwenza umphefumlo uqonde iiNyaniso zaKhe   kukuthatha inxaxheba   kwiNdawo  yakhe .

 

Siyazi ukuba uThixo walidala liphuma elingento ihlabathi, yaye ngeLizwi lakhe zonke izinto zabakho. Kwandula ke, njengoko kwakubonwe kwangaphambili ukususela kwixesha elingenammiselo, indalo yamiselwa lelinye iLizwi loMdali onamandla onke.

Ngaloo ndlela, xa uYesu ethetha ngobomi obungunaphakade kumphefumlo, ngoko, ngesenzo esifanayo, ufaka le nyaniso emphefumlweni.

 

Ukuba ufuna umphefumlo uthandane noBuhle bakhe, uyambuza: "Uyafuna na ukwazi ukuba ndimhle kangakanani? Nangona amehlo akho ehlola zonke izinto ezintle ezisasazeke emhlabeni nasesibhakabhakeni, awusoze wabubona ubuhle obunokuthelekiswa nanto. kweyam".

Ngoxa uYesu emxelela oku, umphefumlo uvakalelwa kukuba kukho into engokobuthixo engena kuwo.

 

Kwaye ufuna ukusondela kuye kuba utsalwa bubuhle bakhe obudlula bonke ubuhle. Kwangaxeshanye, uphulukana nawo wonke umnqweno wezinto ezintle ze-

Umhlaba, ngenxa yokuba nokuba zintle kwaye zixabiseke kangakanani ezi zinto, uyawubona umahluko ongapheliyo phakathi kukaYesu nezi zinto. Ngaloo ndlela uzinikela kuThixo aze aguqulelwe kuye.

Uhlala ecinga ngaye ngenxa yokuba zonke zigutyungelwe nguye, zithandwa nguye, zingene kuye. Kwaye ukuba uThixo akazange enze ummangaliso, umphefumlo uya kuyeka ukuphila: intliziyo yakhe iya kuguqulwa ibe luthando olunyulu xa ebona uBubuhle bukaYesu kwaye angathanda ukubhabha kuye ukuze anandiphe ubuhle bakhe.

 

Nangona ndiziva zonke ezi emotions, kuquka nemagnethi yoBubuhle bukaYesu, andazi ukuba ndingazichaza njani ezi zinto. Amazwi am anokunika iinkcazo ezimbi kuphela. Nangona kunjalo, ndimele ndivume ukuba impembelelo yamandla angaphezu kwendalo ihleli kum eyenza ukuba ingqondo yam ibambelele kwezi nyaniso.

Xa kuthelekiswa noyena Yesu wam unobubele, yonke into entle emhlabeni igqunywe njengenkwenkwezi phambi kwelanga. Ngoko ndiye ndabugqala bonke ubuhle basemhlabeni njengobubudenge okanye njengento yokudlala. Into endiyithethileyo malunga noBubuhle bukaYesu, kunye nobunyulu bakhe, ukulunga kwakhe, ukulula kwakhe kunye nazo zonke ezinye izinto ezintle kunye neempawu zikaThixo, kuba xa ethetha nomphefumlo, unxibelelana neZinto zakhe njengeempawu zakhe   .

 

Ngenye imini uYesu wathi kum: “Uyayibona indlela endinyulu ngayo? Ndifuna obunyulu nakuwe”. Ndaziva ngathi ngalamazwi uYesu undifakele iPurity yakhe kum ndaqala ndaphila ngathi andinawo umzimba. Ndaziva ngathi ndilele ndihlutshwa livumba lasezulwini leNhlanzeko yakhe.

Umzimba wam, ngoku wawuthatha inxaxheba kwiPurity yawo, waba lula kakhulu. Ubulungisa bukaYesu kunye nokuzonda kwakhe ukungcola kwandifumana kangangokuba, ukuba ndibona ukungcola, nokuba ndikude, isisu sam siya kuvukela ngokugabha.

Ngamafutshane, umphefumlo uThixo awathetha kuwo ngobunyulu uguqulwa ngokupheleleyo. Uphila kwaye enze kuphela kuYesu, ekubeni emisele indawo yakhe yokuhlala esisigxina kuye.

 

Ndimele ndigxininise apha ukuba into endiyithethileyo ngoBubuhle nobunyulu bukaYesu, nangento eguqulweyo kum, kukuqikelelwa nje, ekubeni isakhono somntu nobukrelekrele bomntu bungenako ukuvakalisa ngolwimi lomntu oko kuphakamileyo nokwengelosi.

Yile ndlela engenakwenzeka ngayo ukuba ndichaze kakuhle iimbono endiye ndanazo ngoBunyulu, uBubuhle kunye nezinye izinto ezintle kunye neempawu zobuthixo zomntu wam olungileyo.

Amaxesha ngamaxesha uYesu wayenxibelelana nomphefumlo wam.

Hayi indlela ekunqweneleka ngayo ukuba nenxaxheba kwiimpawu ezintle neempawu zikaThixo uYesu awayenxibelelana ngazo nomphefumlo ngendlela yantlandlolo!

Mna ke, bendiya kunika yonke into ekhoyo ngokutshintshiselana nomzuzu olula wonxibelelwano olunjalo, apho umphefumlo usondela kuye kwaye uziswa ekuqondeni izinto ezingcwele ngendlela yeengelosi kunye nabangcwele baseZulwini.

 

Enye indlela uYesu athetha ngayo nomphefumlo   kukunxibelelana ngokusuka entliziyweni.

 

Kwaye ekubeni umphefumlo ungumkhosi weNtliziyo kaYesu, uhlala unenkathalo enkulu ukubonelela uThixo ngolonwabo olukhulu.

 

Ngaphakathi, uYesu uphumle, kodwa usoloko eyiphaphele igwiba lentliziyo. Njengoko iintliziyo zombini zidibanisa kwaye zibe yinto enye, ikhumbuza umphefumlo ngomsebenzi wayo ngaphandle kokuchaza igama. Ukuze azenze aqonde ngaphakathi komphefumlo, kwanele ukuba enze isenzo esilula. Ngamanye amazwi, sebenzisa amagama avakalayo entliziyweni.

 

Le ndlela yokuthetha nomphefumlo, eyenza uYesu abe yinkosi epheleleyo yentliziyo, ibakho xa ethabathe ulwalathiso lomphefumlo. Ukuba uyambona eswele ekuzalisekeni kwemisebenzi yakhe okanye ukuba, ngenxa yokungakhathali, uye wavumela into ethile ukuba ihambe, uyamvusa ngokumhlaziya ngobumnene inkumbulo yakhe.

 

Ukuba uyambona exhalabile, edabukile, ehamba ngokukhawuleza, engenalo uthando okanye into enjalo, uyamngcikiva.

Amazwi akhe anele ukuba umphefumlo ukhawuleze ubuyele kuwo ukuze ugxile ngakumbi kuThixo kwaye uzalisekise intando yakhe eNgcwele.

 

Apha ndifuna ukuqhubela phambili le ngxelo yeenceba uYesu wam onobubele andinike ngesisa kum, ongowokugqibela kubakhonzi bakhe, malunga neminyaka eyi-16 yobomi bam, ukusukela kumzuzu xa ndicebise ukwenza i-novena yokulungiselela umthendeleko. yeKrisimesi, kunye nokucamngca alithoba ngosuku kwiimfihlakalo ezinkulu zoMnyanzelo.

Ukuqala kwam ukubhala lo mbhalo-ngqangi, ummeli wam weza kundibona kwaye, malunga nale novena, ndathi kuye: "Ngoko ndenza ilixa lesibini lokucamngca, emva koko elesithathu, kwada kwesithoba, endilidlulisa ngokuzolileyo ukuze ukuba buhlungu".

 

Noko ke, wandiyalela ukuba ndibhale yonke into ngokweenkcukacha. Ngoko ke kufuneka ndithobele, kwananxamnye nokuqiqa kwam. Ngaphandle kokukhathazeka ngayo kwakhona kwaye ndithembele kuYesu, ndiyaqhubeka nokubalisa kwam oko uYesu wandenza ndanamava khona ngeli novena.

 

Ukususela kukucamngca kwesibini, ngokukhawuleza ndadlulela kweyesithathu.

Ekuqaleni kolu kucamngca, kwavakala ilizwi kum laza lathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, beka intloko yakho ethangeni likaMama kwaye ucamngce ngoBuntu bam obuncinci obukhona.

Yabona, ukuthanda kwam izidalwa okunene kundidla; Umlilo omkhulu woThando lwam, iilwandle zoThando loBuThixo bam, undithobe eluthuthwini kwaye udlulele ngaphaya kwayo yonke imida. Kwaye ke uthando lwam lugubungela zonke izizukulwana.

Okwangoku ndisatyiwa ngulo Luthando. Ngaba uyazi ukuba uthando lwam lwanaphakade lufuna ukuqwenga ntoni? Bonke bayimiphefumlo! Ntombi yam, uThando lwam luya kwanela kuphela xa lubaqwengile bonke. Kuba ndinguThixo, kufuneka ndenze into evela kuThixo ngokwamkela yonke imiphefumlo efikileyo, ezayo okanye eya kubakho, kuba uthando lwam aluzukundinika uxolo ukuba ndingabandakanyi omnye kuphela.

 

Ewe, ntombi yam, jonga kwisibeleko sikaMama kwaye ujonge kuBuntu bam obusandul' ukukhawulwa. Apho uya kufumana umphefumlo wakho ukhawulwe ecaleni kwam, ujikelezwe ngamadangatye oThando lwam. La madangatye aya kuphela xa athe akutshisa, wena unam!

Ndikuthanda kangakanani, ndiyakuthanda kwaye ndiya kukuthanda ngonaphakade! "

 

Ndithe ndakuva laMazwi, ndangathi ndintyumpantyumpeka kulo lonke olu Luthando lukaYesu, ndabe ndingazi ukuba mandiphendule ndithini ukuba ilizwi elingaphakathi belingakhange lindishukumise lathi kum: “Ntombi yam, ayiyonto le xa uyithelekisa noThando lwam. ndiyakwazi..

Sondela kum, unike uMama wam endimthandayo izandla zakho, ukuze ube kufuphi kakhulu nesibeleko sakhe. Kwaye kwangaxeshanye ndisahleli kuBuntu bam obuncinci, bemiselwe ukuba bakhawule imiphefumlo ngonaphakade. Oku kuya kukunika ithuba lokucamngca ngokugqithisa kwesine koThando lwam ".

 

Ntombi yam, ukuba ufuna ukudlula kuThando lwam oluqwengayo uye kuLuthando lwam olwenziwayo, uya kundifumana enzonzobileni yokubandezeleka. Qwalasela ukuba wonke umphefumlo okhulelweyo kum uthwala ubunzima bezono zawo, ubuthathaka kunye neenkanuko zawo.

Uthando lwam lundikhokelela ekuthwaleni ubunzima bomntu ngamnye, kuba, emva kokuba ndikhawule umphefumlo wakhe kum, nam ndikhawule isohlwayo nembuyekezo aya kuyinikela kuBawo. Kwakhona, ungothuki ukuba iPasion yam nayo yakhawulwa ngelo xesha.

 

Ndijonge ndisesibelekweni sikaMama uya kufumanisa ukuba ndiphila nzima kangakanani na.

Jonga iTestillino yam ejikelezwe sisithsaba sameva, esigqobhoza ngokukhohlakeleyo ulusu lwam, ndikhuphe imilambo yeenyembezi ezishushu.

Ewe, hamba ngenceba kum kwaye, ngezandla zakho zamahhala, zome iinyembezi zam.

"Esi sithsaba sameva ntombam asinto yanto ngaphandle kwesithsaba esikhohlakeleyo endilukelwa yizidalwa ngeengcinga ezingendawo ezizalise iingqondo zazo. Yhoo! Hayi indlela ezikhohlakele ngayo ezi ngcinga ezindihlabayo - ukuthweswa isithsaba eside kweenyanga ezilithoba!

Kwaye ngokungathi oko akwanelanga, babethelela izandla zam kunye neeNyawo zam, ukuze ubulungisa bukaThixo banelise ezi zidalwa, ezijikeleza ngeendlela ezigwenxa, ezenza zonke iintlobo zokungekho sikweni kwaye zithathe iindlela ezingekho mthethweni ukuze zizuze.

 

Kwesi simo akwenzeki ukuba ndishukume nokuba iSandla, uMnwe okanye uNyawo. Ndihlala ndingashukumi, mhlawumbi ngenxa yokubethelelwa kwam emnqamlezweni ngenkohlakalo okanye ngenxa yesithuba esincinane endizifumana ndikuso.

 

Kwaye ndaphila kulo mnqamlezo iinyanga ezilithoba!

Yazi ke ntombam, kaloku bona bathweswe imithana enameva nababethelelwe emnqamlezweni

Uhlaziyekile kum ngamaxesha onke?

 

Kukuba uluntu aluze luyeke ukuba noyilo olukhohlakeleyo oluthi, njengameva okanye izikhonkwane, lugqobhoze rhoqo iitempile zam, izandla zam neenyawo zam ”.

 

Ngaloo ndlela uYesu waqhubeka exela oko uBuntu bakhe obuncinane babandezelekayo esibelekweni sikaMama wakhe.

Ndiyapasa ukuze ndingabi mde kakhulu kwaye kuba intliziyo yam ayinaso isibindi sokuthetha yonke into uYesu awabandezeleka ngayo ngenxa yothando lwethu.

Kwaye andizange ndikwazi ukuzibamba ndaphalala iinyembezi. Nangona kunjalo, wandishukumisa kwaye ngelizwi elibuthathaka wathi kum entliziyweni yam:

 

"Ntombi yam, andinakulinda ukukuvulela kwaye ndikubuyisele uthando ondinika lona.

Kodwa andikwazi kuyenza loo nto, kuba, njengokuba ubona, ndivalelwe kule ndawo indibambezelayo.

Ndingathanda ukuza kuwe, kodwa andikwazi kuba andikakwazi ukuhamba.

 

Umntwana wokuqala wothando lwam olubandezelekileyo, yiza rhoqo ukuza kundiphuza.

Kamva, xa ndiphumayo esibelekweni sikaMama, ndiya kuza kuwe ukuze ndikuphuze, ndibe nawe.”

 

Xa ndisemaphupheni, ndaba nomfanekiso-ngqondweni ndikunye naye esibelekweni sikaMama wakhe ndimncamisa ndimbeka entliziyweni yam.

Ekubandezelekeni kwakhe waphinda wandenza ndaliva ilizwi lakhe waza wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, oku kwanele ngoku.

 

Yiya ngoku ucamngce ngeyesihlanu engaphezulu koThando lwam oluthi, nangona lukhatyiwe, aluyi kurhoxa okanye luyeke.

Endaweni yoko, iya koyisa yonke into kwaye iqhubeke nokuqhubela phambili. "

 

Ukuva ubizo lukaYesu lokucamngca ngokugqithisela kwesihlanu koThando lwakhe, ndaboleka indlebe yentliziyo yam ukuba ive ilizwi lakhe elibuthathaka lindixelela ngaphakathi kum:

“Qaphela ukuba kamsinya nje ndakhawulwa esibelekweni sikaMama, ndakhulelwa.

Ubabalo kwindalo yonke engumntu, ukuze babe njengam ebulumkweni nasenyanisweni.

 

Kungenxa yoko le nto ndiyithanda inkampani yabo, ndifuna ukuhlala ndikwimbalelwano yothando rhoqo kunye nabo, kwaye rhoqo ndibonakalisa uthando lwam kubo.

 

"Kunye nabo ndifuna ukuba ngokuqhubekayo kwi-Reciprocity of Love kunye nokwabelana ngovuyo lwam kunye neentlungu zam imihla ngemihla. Ndifuna ukuba baqonde ukuba isizathu sokuba ndivela ezulwini ndize emhlabeni kukuba ndibenze bonwabe.

Kwaye njengomzalwana omncinci, ndinqwenela ukuba kunye nabo kunye nomnye ukuqokelela iimvakalelo zabo ezintle kunye nothando lwabo.

Ndinqwenela ukubuyisela kuye ngamnye wabo iMpahla yam kunye noBukumkani bam, nokuba ngelona xabiso likhulu: ukufa kwam ngenxa yobomi babo.

 

Ngamafutshane, ndifuna ukudlala nabo kwaye ndibagqume ngokuphuza kunye nokuphululwa kothando.

"Nangona kunjalo, ngokutshintshiselana noThando lwam, ngelishwa ndivuna iintlungu kuphela. Enyanisweni kukho abo baphulaphula amazwi am ngaphandle kokuthanda okulungileyo, abo badelela iNkampani yam, abo bahlukana noThando lwam, abo bazama ukundibaleka okanye abo badlala   izithulu.

Worse, kukho abadelelayo nabaxhaphazayo.

 

Abangaphambili abanamdla kwiiMpahla zam okanye ubukumkani bam; bamkele ukwanga nokuwolwa kwam ngokungakhathali.

Uvuyo endifanele ndiluve ndikunye nabo lujika lube kukuthula nokulahlwa.

Abanye, ngamanani amakhulu, bandenza ndiluphalaze uthando lwam kubo ngeenyembezi ezininzi, ezisebenza njengesiphumo sendalo kwiNtliziyo yam edelekileyo nenomsindo.

 

"Ngoko ke, ngelixa ndiphakathi kwabo, ndisendedwa.

Bunzima kangakanani obu bulolo bunyanzeliswayo obubangelwa kukulahlwa kwabo. Bazivala iindlebe kuzo zonke iifowuni zeNtliziyo yam!

Bavala ngandlela zonke kuThando lwam.

 

Ndihlala ndedwa, ndibuhlungu kwaye ndithule  !

Owu! ntombi yam, ndibuyisele uThando lwam ngokungandishiyi kobu ndedwa!

Ndivumele ndithethe nawe kwaye umamele ngenyameko kwiiMfundiso zam  .

Yazini ukuba ndiyiNkosi yabafundisi.

-Ukuba ufuna ukundimamela, uya kufunda okuninzi

Kwangaxeshanye uzondinceda ndiyeke ukukhala ndonwabele uBukho bam.

 

Ndixelele, ungathanda ukudlala nam?"

Emva koko ndazinikela kuYesu ndivakalisa umnqweno wam wokuhlala ndithembekile kuYe kwaye ndimthande ngofefe novelwano.

 

Kodwa, phezu kwawo nje umnqweno wakhe wokuvuyisana nam,   wasala yedwa, engakhululekanga  .

Njengoko ndandichitha iyure yam yesihlanu yokucamngca, ilizwi langaphakathi lathi kum:

"Kwanele. Camngca ngoku kugqithiso lwesithandathu loThando lwam."

 

"Ntombi yam, kwanga uBusondelene bam bungaba nawe! Sondela kum kwaye uthandaze kuMama othandekayo ukuba akunike indawo encinci esibelekweni sakhe, ukuze ubone ukuba ndikwintlungu enjani na   ."

 

Ndacinga ukuba uMama wam uMaria wayefuna ukundibonisa uthando lwakhe olukhulu ngokundenza ndijoyine uYesu omnandi nonobubele esibelekweni sakhe. Bendizicingela ukuba ndilapha esibelekweni sakhe ndisondele kakhulu kuYesu wam onobubele.Kodwa njengokuba ubumnyama bebubukhulu, bekungafane kwenzeke ukuba ndibubone ubume bakhe ndibuva nobushushu boMoya wakhe woThando   .

 

Ngaphakathi   wathi kum:

"Ntombi yam, camngca ngenye imbonakalo yothando lwam olukhulu.

Ndim ukuKhanya kwanaphakade kwaye akukho kukhanya ngaphandle kwam okuqaqambe ngakumbi.

Ilanga nabo bonke ubukhazikhazi balo lisisithunzi nje ecaleni koKhanya lwam lwanaphakade.

Nangona kunjalo, oku kuthintelwe ngokupheleleyo

- xa, ngenxa yothando lwezidalwa,

-Ndayamkela indalo yomntu.

Uyayibona intolongo yobumnyama endifakwe kuyo nguThando?

Ewe, kwakungenxa yothando lwezidalwa ukuba ndizilinganisele kule incitshisiweyo kwaye ndilinde wena emva kwemitha embalwa yokukhanya. Ndalinda ngomonde kubumnyama obukhulu, ngobusuku obungenaenkwenkwezi okanye ukuphumla, ukukhanya kwelanga okwakungekaveli.

 

Hayi indlela endiyinyamezele ngayo inkxwaleko apho!

 

Ukungabikho kokukhanya

-Undithintele ekuboneni, wawususa umphefumlo wam;

-impefumlo ekwakufuneka ndiyifumane kancinci kancinci kuphefumla kaMama.

 

Uyakwazo oko

-yandizisa kule ntolongo,

-ngubani owandithatha uKhanya wam wandilwela umphefumlo wam?

 

Luthando endiluvayo ngezidalwa ezijongene nobumnyama bezono zazo. Zonke izono zabo bubusuku kum. Ndakrwitshwa kukusiva iintliziyo zabo ezingaguqukiyo nezingenambulelo. Bavelisa enzonzobileni yobumnyama, ebangela ukuba ndiphelelwe ngamandla.

 

Owu ngaphezulu koThando lwam, undenze ukuba ndiqale kwinzaliseko yokuKhanya ukundithatha kobona busuku bubumnyama kwindawo emxinwa ebhangisa inkululeko yeNtliziyo yam ».

Akuba etshilo, uYesu wagcuma kabuhlungu, ngenxa yokungabi nandawo. Ukumnceda, ndandifuna ukumnika ukukhanya ngothando lwam.

 

Ngokubandezeleka kwakhe, wandenza ukuba ndive iLizwi lakhe elimnandi kwaye wandixelela:

"Kwanele ngoku; masiqhubele phambili kwisixhenxe sothando lwam."

 

UYesu wongezelela wathi: “Ntombi yam, musa ukundishiya ebumnyameni nasebumnyameni okungaka!

 

“Ndandonwabile ngokupheleleyo esizalweni sikatata, kwakungekho mpahla

endingenazo: uvuyo, ulonwabo, njl. Iingelosi zandinika inkolo yonqulo olukhulu kwaye zazithathele ingqalelo kuwo wonke uMnqweno wam. Kodwa ukugqithisela kothando lwam ngoluntu kwandenza ndatshintsha imeko yam.

 

Ndizihlubile olu lonwabo, olu lonwabo kunye nezi mpahla zezulu ukuze ndambathe ubulwelwe bezidalwa, ukubazisa ulonwabo lwam lwanaphakade, ulonwabo lwam kunye neenzuzo zam zezulu.

 

“Olu tshintshiselwano ngelube lula kum ukuba ndandingafumananga emntwini okona kungabi nambulelo kumbi neyona ntiyo iqatha.

Owu! indlela olwaphoxeka ngayo uThando lwam lwanaphakade kukungabi nambulelo okungaka!

Ndibandezeleka kakhulu ngenxa yobubi bomntu, ongoyena mkhulu, ubukhali emithaneni enameva kum.

Jonga intliziyo yam encinci kwaye ujonge ameva amaninzi ayigubungeleyo. Jongani amanxeba enziwa yimithana enameva nemijelo yeGazi ephuma kuyo.

"Ntombi yam, ungangabi nambulelo nawe, kuba ukungabi nambulelo yeyona nto inzima kuYesu wakho. Ukungabi nambulelo kubi ngaphezu kokumbakraza ucango lweNtliziyo yam.

Indigcina ngaphandle, ndingenaluthando kwaye ndiyabanda.

Ngaphandle kokugqwetheka kwentliziyo yomntu, Uthando lwam alupheli.

Kwaye uthatha isimo sengqondo esiphezulu esikhokelela ekubeni ndicenge kwaye ndiphelelwe emva kwakhe.

Kwaye oku, ntombi yam, kukugqithisa kwesibhozo koThando lwam ".

 

“Nyana wam, sukundishiya   ndedwa.

Qhubeka nokubeka intloko yakho esifubeni sikaMama kwaye uya kumamela ukuncwina kwam kunye   nezicelo.

Uya kubona ukuba ukuncwina kwam okanye ukubongoza kwam akubangeli izidalwa ezingenambulelo ukuba zibe nosizi ngoThando lwam oludelekileyo.

 

Wondibona ke ndisengumntwana, ndisolule isandla sam njengesona sisweli sabangqibi ndicela inceba nentwana yesisa semiphefumlo. Ngale ndlela ndinethemba lokutsala iintliziyo ezikhenkcezileyo kukuzingca.

“Ntombi yam, Intliziyo yam ifuna ukoyisa intliziyo yomntu ngazo zonke iindleko.

Kungoko ndide ndagqiba kwelokuba, ukuba bathe baluva ugqithisele lwesixhenxe sothando lwam, bathe baziva ukuba bathe baziva, babonakalisa ukungandikhathalelanga nempahla yam, ndodlula ke.

Uthando lwam bekufanele ukuba luphelile emva kokungabuleli okungaka. Ngokucacileyo akunjalo.

Ufuna ukuya ngaphaya kwemida yakhe kwaye enze isibeleko sikaMama, iLizwi lam elicengayo, lifikelele kuyo yonke intliziyo ukusuka emathunjini.

 

Ukuchukumisa imicu yentliziyo yomntu, ndisebenzisa ezona ndlela zicacileyo, awona magama amnandi nasebenzayo, kwaneyona mithandazo ichukumisayo. Ndabaxelela:

“Bantwana  bam, ndinikeni iintliziyo zenu, ezizezam.

Ngembuyekezo, ndiya kukunika yonke into oyifunayo, kuquka nam.

 

Ngokudibana neNtliziyo yam, ndiya kuzifudumeza iintliziyo zenu.

Ndiya kubenza bagqabhuke ngamadangatye oThando lwam nditshabalalise kubo into engeyiyo iZulu.

 

Yazi ukuba injongo yam yokulishiya iZulu ndize kuzalwa kwisibeleko sikaMama yayikukuba ungene kwisibeleko sikaBawo onguNaphakade.

Owu! ungawadanisi amathemba am!

"Ukubona izidalwa zixhathisa uThando lwam kwaye zisuka kum, ndizamile ukuzibamba.

 

Ndisonge izandla kunye nezibongozo zam ezithambileyo, ndazama ukuzoyisa ngokuthi ngelizwi elikhalayo:

 

"Niyabona ke bantwana bam, lo Mceli omncinci ndinguye, obanga iintliziyo zenu kuphela.

 

Ukuze atsalele izidalwa kuThando lwakhe, uMdali wathabatha imilo yomntwana omncinane, ukuze angoyiki.

Xa ebona ukuba isidalwa siyajika kwaye sinenkani kwaye asinikezeli kwisicelo sakhe, uyanyanzelisa, uyancwina kwaye akhale.

Ngaba oku akukukhokheli kwimfesane? Ngaba ayizange ithambe intliziyo yakho?

 

“Ntombi yam, akubonakali ngathi izidalwa ezinengqiqo ziphulukene neengqondo.

Ngelixa kufanele ukuba bavuye ngokugutyungelwa kwaye bafudumale ngamadangatye othando lwam lobuthixo, bazama ukuzimela ngokuya kukhangela uthando lwezilwanyana olunokubakhokelela kwisiphithiphithi esisihogo ukuze bakhale ngonaphakade. "

 

Kula Mazwi kaYesu, ndaziva ndidityanisiwe. Ndandisoyika.

Ndandingcangcazela xa ndicinga ngomonakalo ongenakulungiseka obangelwa kukungabi nambulelo kwabantu kunye nemiphumo yayo engunaphakade.

 

Kwaye, ngelixa ndandintywiliselwa kwezi ngcinga, iLizwi likaYesu laviwa kwakhona entliziyweni yam:

"Wena ke ntombi yam awufuni ukundinika intliziyo yakho?

Ngaba ndikhale, ndikhalaze kwaye ndicele uthando lwakho?"

 

Njengoko uYesu wayendixelela oku, intliziyo yam yabanjwa kukuthantamisa okungenakuthethelelwa Yena.

Kwaye ndikhala ngothando oluphilayo olungazange luve ngaphambili, ndithi:

“Yesu wam oyintanda, akabi sakhala.

Ewe Ewe! Andikuniki intliziyo yam kuphela, kodwa ndiyazinikela.

 

Andilibazisi ukukunika yonke into.

Kodwa ukuze isipho sam sibe sihle ngakumbi, ndifuna ukususa entliziyweni yam yonke into engekho kuwe. Ngoko ke ndicela undinike olu babalo lusebenzayo ukuze ndiyenze intliziyo yam ibe njengeyakho, ukuze ufumane indawo yokuhlala ezinzileyo nesisigxina.

 

“Ntombi yam, imeko yam iya isiba buhlungu ngakumbi.

Ukuba uyandithanda, hlala ujonge kum, ukuze ufunde zonke izinto endikufundisa zona.

Nikeza uYesu wakho omncinci ukuzisola ngeenyembezi zakhe kunye neembandezelo zakhe ezinzulu-ilizwi lothando, ukuphululwa, ukwanga okunothando-ukuze Intliziyo yam ithuthuzeleke yimvakalelo yokubuya kothando.

 

Yabona, ntombi yam, emva kokuba ndifunde ubungqina boThando lwam oluchazwe ngokugqithisa okusibhozo okukhankanyiweyo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, umntu bekufanele ukuba aqubude phambi kothando lwam lokwenyani nolubalaseleyo.

Ngokuchasene noko, iyamkela kakubi kwaye indenza ndidlule kwenye i-excess, ukuba ayifumani a

emva, kuya kuba buhlungu ngakumbi kum.

 

"Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku umntu akakayithobeli. Kungenxa yoko le nto ndiqhubeka nolugqithiso lwam lwesithoba loThando, olungumnqweno wam ovuthayo wokuphuma esibelekweni ndilandele umntu. Kwaye emva kokuba ndimmisile kumathambeka obubi, ndinqwenela ngamandla. ukumwola nokumncamisa - akanambulelo kakhulu ngoThando lwam - ukumenza athande uBuhle bam, iNyaniso yam kunye noBulunga bam banaphakade.

 

«Le projekthi inkulu inciphisa ubuntu bam obuncinci, obungekabuboni ukukhanya, bube kwimeko yentlungu eyaneleyo yokuphelisa uBomi bam. Ukuba andizange ancedwe kwaye ndixhaswe buBuThixo bam, obungahlukaniyo noBuntu bam ngomanyano lwe-hypostatic, ngokuqinisekileyo yile nto yayiza kwenzeka kum, ubuThixo bam bunxibelelana nam ngemithombo yoBomi obutsha kwaye benza ubuntu bam obuncinci buxhathise intlungu eqhubekayo yezi zisithoba. .iinyanga apho aziva esondele ekufeni kunobomi.

 

“Ntombi yam, oku kugqithiswa kwesithoba koThando lwam asiyonto yimbi ngaphandle kwentlungu eqhubekayo eyaqala ngalo mzuzu xa ubuThixo bam buthatha isimo somntu esibelekweni, ngaloo ndlela bufihla ubuThixo bakhe.

 

Ukuba bendingabufihlanga ubuThixo bam ngolu hlobo, ngendivuse uloyiko ngaphezu kothando esidalweni, ebengafunanga ukuzinikezela kuThando lwam.

Hayi indlela ekwakubuhlungu ngayo kum ukulinda apho kangangeenyanga ezisithoba! Ukuba ubuThixo bam ebengabuniki uBuntu bam inkxaso yabo namandla abo, Uthando lwam ngezidalwa ngelundiqwengile.

 

UBuntu bam ngebube luthuthu. Bendiya kutyiwa luthando lwam olusebenzayo olwandenza ndathatha ubunzima obukhulu besohlwayo esifunyenwe zizidalwa.

 

Yiyo loo nto ubomi bam esibelekweni sikaMama babubuhlungu kakhulu: andisaziva ndikwazi ukuhlala kude nezidalwa.

Ndandibalangazelela ukuba nangayiphi na indlela bangene esifubeni sam beve ukubethwa kwam okutshisayo.

Ndandinqwenela ukubamkela ngothando lwam oluthambileyo nolunyulu, ukuze ngonaphakade babe ngabaphathi bempahla yam.

 

Yazi ukuba awuzange uncedwe nguwe lingekafiki ixesha

Ukuvela ekukhanyeni kwemini, ngendityiwe yile nto yethoba yoThando.

 

Ndijonge ndisesiswini, ubone   ukudakumba kwam;

Mamela iZwi lam elinxungupheleyo eliya lisiba ngakumbi nangakumbi.

Ndiva ukubethelwa kwentliziyo yam, esele iphila, sele iphantse ukucima. Ungawasusi amehlo akho kum.

 

Ndijonge, kuba ndiyafa, ewe, ndifa luthando olumsulwa!

 

Ngaloo mazwi, ndaziva ndisilela ekuthandeni uYesu.

Kwaye kwathi cwaka kakhulu phakathi kwethu sobabini, kwathi cwaka.

Igazi lam labe libanda emithanjeni yam andaphinda ndayiva intliziyo yam ibetha. Ukuphefumla kwam kwaphela ndaza, ndingcangcazela, ndawa phantsi.

 

Ndothuke ndathintiza:

"Yesu wam, uthando lwam, ubomi bam, konke kwam, akufi.

Ndiya kuhlala ndikuthanda kwaye soze ndikushiye, nokuba kungakanani ukuzincama okunokundihlawula.

 

Ngalo lonke ixesha ndinike ilangatye loThando lwakho   , ukuze ndihlale ndikuthanda kwaye ukuze, ngokukhawuleza kangangoko kunokwenzeka, ndidle ngokuthanda wena, Ukulunga kwam ngonaphakade. "Emva koko ndaziva ndifile.

 

UYesu wayesele ezalelwe kubomi bethu basemhlabeni ukuze asikhokelele ekufeni ngokwentando yethu, aze kamva, asinike ubomi obungunaphakade.

Wandichukumisa uYesu wandivusa kobobuthongo endandintywiliselwe kubo.

 

Wandixelela ngobubele    : "Ntombi yam, ezelwe ngokutsha kuThando lwam, vuka. Vuka uye kubomi bobabalo lwam kunye noThando lwam.   Ndixelise kuyo yonke into.

Njengoko ubundigcina ndikunye ngexesha lokucamngca okusithoba malunga nokugqithisela koThando lwam, kule novena ende yokuZalwa kwam thatha ezinye iingcinga ezingamashumi amabini anesine ngoMvumo wam kunye noKufa kwam, usasaza iiyure ezingamashumi amabini anesine zemini.

 

ULuisa Piccarreta (1865-1947) kunye nobomi kwintando kaThixo

 

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(apho umntu enokuphulaphula ngokuphawulekayo imiqulu engama-36 yomsebenzi weNcwadi yeZulu ngesandi esinikwe yiNkosi yethu uYesu)

 

ULuisa Piccarreta wazalwa ngeCawa kamsinya nje emva kwePasika, kwidolophana yaseCorato, eItali, ngoAprili 23, 1865. Wabhaptizwa kwangaloo mini. Ebehlala apho ubomi bakhe bonke, ngaphandle nje kweenyanga apho nyaka ngamnye, xa wayeselula, intsapho yakowabo yayihlala efama. ULuisa wasweleka enevumba lobuNgcwele ngaphambi nje kokuba abe neminyaka engama-82 ubudala, ngoMatshi 4, 1947; emva kobomi obungaqhelekanga.

ULuisa wayengenamninawa, kodwa wayenoodade abane. Uyise wayebizwa ngokuba nguVito Nicola Piccarreta kunye nonina uRosa Tarantini, bobabini baseCorato. Emncinci kakhulu, uLuisa wayeneentloni kwaye esoyika kakhulu. UElla wayesoloko ephupha kakubi nto leyo eyayimenza oyike kakhulu idemon. Kwaye ngokufuthi, emaphupheni akhe, wayebona iNtombi Enyulu enguMariya igxotha idemon kuye.

Kulo mbandela, uYesu wamcacisela uLuisa ukuba idemon yaqonda ukuba uThixo unezicwangciso ezikhethekileyo ngaye, ukuba wayeza kuzisa uzuko olukhulu kuThixo, nokuba ungoyena nobangela wokoyiswa kwakhe. Nokuba wazama kangakanani na, akazange aphumelele ukuzisa uthando okanye iingcinga ezingcolileyo kuye, ngokuba uYesu wayezivalele zonke iingcango apho kuSathana. Yiyo loo nto wayevutha ngumsindo kwaye wazama ukumothusa ngamaphupha awoyikisayo, ezama ngandlela zonke ukumenzakalisa.

Kwiminyaka eyi-9, wenza umthendeleko wakhe wokuqala kwaye, kwangaloo mini, wafumana umthendeleko woqinisekiso. UMthendeleko waba ngumnqweno wakhe obalaseleyo; wanikela ingqalelo kuyo yonke imisa yakhe. Ukususela kuloo minyaka, wayekwazi ukuhlala ecaweni, eguqa kwaye engashukumi, iiyure ezine, ecinga.

Nge-11, waba "yintombi kaMariya". Nge-12, waqala ukuva ilizwi likaYesu ngaphakathi, ngakumbi xa wayesenza umthendeleko. UYesu waba ngumkhapheli wakhe kwizinto zikaThixo, emlungisa waza wamfundisa ukucamngca. Kwaye wamnika izifundo ngoMnqamlezo, ubulali, intobeko kunye nobomi bakhe obufihliweyo emhlabeni. Eli lizwi langaphakathi lakhokelela uLuisa ekubeni ahlukane naye nakuyo yonke into.

Ngenye imini xa wayeneminyaka eli-13 ubudala, ngoxa wayesebenza endlwini yakhe yaye ecamngca ngeyona nxalenye ilusizi yoMvuzo kaYesu, wadandatheka kangangokuba wayesele eza kuphelelwa ngumoya. Emva koko waya kwibalcony kumgangatho wesibini wendlu. Wathi akukhangela phantsi, wabona phakathi kwesitrato isihlwele esikhulu sikhokela uYesu omnandi sithwele umnqamlezo wakhe egxalabeni lakhe, simtsala ngapha nangapha. UYesu wayenobuso bakhe bunegazi yaye kunzima nokuphefumla. Wayenosizi kangangokuba wathamba amatye. Wandula ke, ekhangele kuye, uYesu wathi kuye: "Mphefumlo, ndincede!" . Asinakukwazi ukuchaza indlela awayenxunguphele ngayo nendlela awayevakalelwa ngayo ngenxa yesi siganeko. Ukhawuleze wabuyela egumbini lakhe, ecaphukile, engasazi nokuba uphi, intliziyo yakhe ibuhlungu. Walila apho ngemisinga ngenxa yokubandezeleka okukhulu kukaYesu.

Ukususela ngoko, wayetyekele ngokunzulu ekubandezelekeni ngenxa yothando lukaYesu. Malunga neli xesha kwaqalisa iimbandezelo zakhe zokuqala zokwenyama, nangona zazifihliwe, kwanokubandezeleka okukhulu okungokokuziphatha nokokomoya. Emva kweminyaka emi-3, uhlaselo lwe-diabolical lwafikelela esiphelweni. Xa wayeneminyaka eli-16 ubudala, ngoxa wayesefama, iidemon zambetha okokugqibela, ngogonyamelo nentlungu kangangokuba akazange asebenzise izivamvo. Kule meko, waba nombono omtsha wokubandezeleka kukaYesu. Ngaphakathi echukunyiswe zizimemo ezithambileyo nezinothando zobabalo, uLuisa wazishiya ngokupheleleyo kwiNtando yobuThixo kwaye wamkela indima yexhoba, awayememele yona uYesu kunye noMama Olusizi.

Xa wayeneminyaka eli-17 ubudala, uLuisa waqalisa ukugabha ukutya kwakhe yaye kwanyanzeleka ukuba ahlale ebhedini ngamaxesha athile. Konke oku kwakungachazeki kusapho lwakhe, abefundisi kunye noogqirha. Kamva, emva kokubandezeleka okukhulu okungokokuziphatha kwintsapho yakhe nababingeleli, kwaqondwa ukuba imeko yakhe yayingumphumo wokugula okungaqondakaliyo okuhambelana nemeko yakhe njengexhoba lokuzithandela ngokuphathelele uthumo uThixo awayembizele kulo. Ukususela ngoko de kwasekufeni kwakhe malunga neminyaka engama-65 kamva, uLuisa wahlala engenakutya namanzi. Isondlo sakhe sasiquka iNtando yobuThixo kunye noMthendeleko oNgcwele.

Ukususela kwiminyaka engama-22 ubudala, kwafuneka alale ngokusisigxina. Nge-16 ka-Okthobha ka-1888, eneminyaka engama-23 ubudala, uLuisa wadityaniswa noYesu “ngomtshato ongaqondakaliyo”. Kwiinyanga ezili-11 kamva, phambi koyena Bathathu Emnye Ungcwele nayo yonke iNkundla Yasezulwini, umanyano lwakhe noYesu lwaqinisekiswa; wayebotshelelwe kuYe "ngomtshato ongaqondakaliyo".

Ngolu suku olusikelelekileyo, "i-prodigy of prodigies" nayo yenzeka: U-Luisa, owayeneminyaka engama-24 ngoko, wafumana isipho seNtando yobuthixo! Sesona sipho sikhulu anokuthi uThixo asinikele kwisidalwa, ubabalo lwenceba, ngaphezu komtshato ongaqondakaliyo. Ngeli xesha, iSithathu seSithathu sikaThixo (eso sokungcwaliswa) sasikhula emhlabeni. Iya kukhula ngokuthe cwaka, kancinci kancinci, kwimiphefumlo elungiselelwe nguMariya, uMama kunye noKumkanikazi weNtando yobuThixo.

NgoFebruwari 1899, ngenxa yokuthobela iNkosi yakhe kunye nomvuma izono zakhe, uLuisa waqalisa ukubhala. Uya kukwenza oku iminyaka engama-40, ebeka ephepheni ezona mfihlelo zibalaseleyo zemfihlakalo yentando kaThixo. Ubomi bakhe bonke babungumxube wovuyo neentlungu, ukubhala, ukuthunga, ukuthobela, ukuthandaza, nokunceda abanye ngobulumko namacebiso athantamisayo. UYesu, ekuphela kwento awayenokuyithemba, yayikuphela kwentuthuzelo yakhe. Xa wayehluthwa ubukho bakhe obuneemvakalelo, intlungu awayenayo ngemiphefumlo yayinzulu kangangokuba maxa wambi yayizodlula iimbandezelo zeNtlambululo-miphefumlo.

 



 

ULuisa wamkelwa ngokusisigxina kubukhazikhazi banaphakade ngoMatshi 4, 1947. Kwabakho ukungaqiniseki malunga nexesha lokufa kwakhe kangangeentsuku ezi-4, njengoko umzimba wakhe wawungekho phantsi kobungqongqo obuqhelekileyo. Noko ke, kwakungenakwenzeka ukuwolula umqolo wakhe. Ibe kwafuneka benze ingcwaba elikhethekileyo elalimvumela ukuba agcine indawo yakhe yokuhlala, ekwafana naleyo wayeyigcine ebudeni beminyaka yakhe engama-64 yokuphumla ebhedini.

 



 



 



 

Kwiminyaka engama-47 kamva, ekuqaleni kowe-1994, iVatican yacela uBhishophu Omkhulu weDayosisi yakhe ukuba aqalise inkqubo yokumiselwa kwakhe ukuba abe ngowe-1994. Injongo yakhe yaziswa ngokusesikweni ngomhla womthendeleko kaKristu uKumkani, ngoNovemba 20, 1994.

Umthombo: http://spiritualitechretienne.blog4ever.xyz/la-servante-de-dieu-luisa-piccarreta

Umkhonzi kaThixo uLuisa Piccarreta

 

Umkhonzi kaThixo uLuisa Piccareta

"Intombi yentando kaThixo"

1865-1947

 



 

Ubomi bukaLuisa Piccareta

 

Ukuzalwa

ULuisa Piccarreta wazalelwa kusapho oluhluphekayo eCorato kufutshane neBari kumazantsi e-Italiya ngo-Epreli 23, 1865, ngeCawa emva kwePasika. Ngesihlandlo sokumiselwa kukaDade Faustina Kowalska abe ngcwele, ngoAprili 30, 2000, uPope John Paul II wabiza ngokusemthethweni eCaweni, ngale Cawa emva kwePasika, “iCawa yenceba” ngokweminqweno kaYesu kuDade Faustina. Ke ngoko uYesu wayefuna ukugxininisa ukuba uLuisa wayengoyena unyulwe nguThixo ukususela kunaphakade ukuba asiphathele esi sipho sokuThanda kukaThixo, isiqhamo esibalaseleyo seNceba yakhe yobuThixo.

 

Usapho lwakhe

Bobabini abazali bakaLuisa babesuka eCorato. Usapho lwaluneentombi ezintlanu kwaye zaziphila ngezolimo. Bobabini uyise nonina basweleka ngoMatshi 1907, beshiyana ngeentsuku ezilishumi. Ngelo xesha uLuisa wayeneminyaka engama-42 ubudala. ULuisa uchaza abazali bakhe njengeengelosi zobunyulu; babelumke kakhulu ukuba bangabavumeli abantwana babo beve nantoni na. Ubuxoki, uhanahaniso, ubuxoki babungenandawo ekhayeni labo. Abazali babebajongile abantwana babo yaye abazange babazise nakubani na, besoloko begcina intsapho imanyene.

 

Uthando olunomona ngoYesu

UYesu, ngothando lwakhe olunomona, kamva wamcacisela uLuisa, ukuba wayemenzele uloyiko olukhulu kwaye wamgcina ekude nabanye, engafuni kwanto emchukumisayo, nezinto, nabantu. UYesu wayefuna ukuba abe ngowasemzini kuyo yonke into nakuwo wonke umntu kwaye aneliseke kuYe kuphela.

 

Ubhaptizo

ULuisa wabhaptizwa kanye emva kwemini yokuzalwa kwakhe.

 

UMthendeleko wokuQala, uQinisekiso

Xa wayeneminyaka elithoba, uLuisa wenza uMthendeleko wakhe wokuQala kunye nokuQinisekiswa kwakhe ngeCawa emva kwe-Ista, oko kukuthi ngeCawe yeNceba. Kwasebutsheni bakhe, wakhulisa uthando olukhulu lwe-Ekaristi kwaye wachitha iiyure ecaweni, eguqa kwaye engashukumi, engene ngokupheleleyo, ecamngca phambi kweSakramente eSikelelekileyo.

 

Ilizwi langaphakathi likaYesu

Kungekudala emva koMthendeleko wakhe wokuqala, uLuisa uqala ukuva ilizwi likaYesu emphefumlweni wakhe. UYesu wamfundisa ukucamngca ngoMnqamlezo, ukuthobela, uBomi bakhe obufihliweyo eNazarete, iimpawu ezintle kunye nezinye izifundo ezininzi, ukumkhokela nokumlungisa xa ebona kuyimfuneko.

 

Iqela elipheleleyo

Ngokuthe ngcembe, uYesu wamzisa kuye ngokwakhe nakuyo yonke into. Kwasebutsheni bakhe uYesu wamfundisa ukubaluleka okukhulu kokuvuma ukubandezeleka nokuthandazela abanye.

 

ULuisa uthuthuzela uYesu

U-Luisa wayethanda ukunqula amanxeba kaYesu kwaye wayefuna ukubandezeleka ngenxa Yakhe. Kwenzeka ukuba wawange amanxeba aNgcwele eenyawo Zakhe, ezandla zaKhe, eCaleni Lakhe aze ke amanxeba anyamalala; ngale ndlela uYesu wabelana naye ngesiqabu nentuthuzelo awayenokumnika yona ngoxa wayejamelene nokubandezeleka Kwakhe.

 

Intombi kaMariya

Ngexesha lobuntwana bakhe, uLuisa wayeneentloni kwaye esoyika, kodwa ephilile kwaye onwabile. Xa wayeneminyaka elishumi elinanye, wamkelwa "Umntwana kaMariya". Emva kwexesha, uLuisa uya kuhlala emncinci ngesiqu kwaye ehlala ezolile enamehlo amakhulu angena kwaye adlamkileyo.

 

Umbono wokuqala

Ngenye imini, xa wayengekafiki kwiminyaka elishumi elinesithathu ubudala, uLuisa wayesebenza ekhaya ngelixa ecamngca ngaphakathi ngeNtshukumo kaYesu. Ngequbuliso, wacinezelwa waza waphuma waya kwibalcony ekumgangatho wesibini wendlu ukuze afumane umoya. Kungelo xesha awathi waba nombono wokuqala njengoko wayejonge esitratweni; wabona isihlwele esikhulu waza, phakathi kweso sihlwele, uYesu ethwele umnqamlezo wakhe kabuhlungu. Isihlwele samtyhala kwaye simxhaphaza macala onke . NoYesu wayekhefuzela, ubuso bakhe buzaliswe ligazi, ebonakala elusizi.

 

"Ame, ndincede!"

Ngequbuliso uYesu wamjonga waza wathi kuye: “Mphefumlo, ndincede.” Kungelo xesha apho umphefumlo kaLuisa wazala yimfesane ngoYesu. Wabuyela egumbini lakhe walila kakhulu. Emva koko waxelela uYesu ukuba wayefuna ukuva iintlungu Zakhe ukuze amkhulule kuba kwakungafanelekanga ukuba uYesu abandezeleke kangaka ngenxa yothando lwakhe ngaye, umoni olihlwempu yaye akazange abandezeleke ngenxa yothando lwakhe.

 

Idabi Elimanyumnyezi nxamnye needemon

Emva koko waqala ukubandezeleka kwakhe kokuqala kwenyama yePassion kaYesu, nangona efihliweyo. Ukususela kwishumi elinesithathu ukuya kwishumi elinesithandathu, uLuisa walwa idabi elibukhali ngokuchasene needemon, esilwa neengcebiso zabo ezingapheliyo, izigculelo zabo, izilingo zabo ... ULuisa walwa ngenkalipho nohlaselo lwazo. Ngaphandle kwengxolo yabo eyoyikekayo, wakwazi ukungalunanzi lonke uloyiko lwakhe ngokugcina amehlo akhe ethe ntsho kuYesu njengoko wayefundiswe yiNtombi Enyulu uMariya.

 

Uhlaselo Lokugqibela lweedemon

Enempilo enkenenkene, uLuisa wachitha ihlobo lakhe kwifama yosapho ebizwa ngokuba yi "Desperate Tower" malunga neekhilomitha ezingamashumi amabini anesixhenxe ukusuka eCorato.

 

umbono wesibini

Kulapho uLuisa wafumana khona uhlaselo lokugqibela lweedemoni eneminyaka elishumi elinesithandathu. Olu hlaselo lwalunogonyamelo kangangokuba waphelelwa zingqondo. Kungelo xesha awathi waba nombono wesibini wokubandezeleka kukaYesu owathi kuye: “Yiza nam uze uzinikele kum. Yiza phambi koBulungisa bukaThixo njengexhoba lembuyekezo " ngenxa yezono ezininzi ezenziwe kuye, ukuze uBawo axole kwaye anike uguquko kuboni".

  

Ukhetho

Yaye uYesu wongezelela oku: “Unokhetho ezimbini: Ukubandezeleka okunzulu okanye ukubandezeleka okuncinane.Kodwa, ukuba uyavuma, andisoze ndikushiye wedwa kwaye ndiya kuhlala kuwe ukuze ndibandezeleke ngazo zonke izithukuthuku ezenziwe ngakum ngabantu. Olu lubabalo olukhethekileyo olunikwa abantu abambalwa kuphela kuba uninzi lwabo alukulungelanga ukungena kwintsimi yokubandezeleka. Okwesibini, ndikuvumela ukuba unyukele eluzukweni kangangoko ukubandezeleka kwadluliselwa kuwe, ngam. Kwaye okokugqibela, ndiza kukunika uncedo, inkxaso kunye nentuthuzelo yoMama wam oNgcwele, onikwe inyhweba yokuzisa kuwe zonke izipho eziyimfuneko ngokuzithoba kwakho kunye nokubuyisana kwakho. "

 

ukulungisa ixhoba

Emva koko uLuisa wazinikela ngesisa kuYesu nakwiNenekazi Lethu losizi, elungele ukuzithoba kuyo nantoni na abayifunayo kuye.

 

Isithsaba sameva

Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa emva koko, uLuisa wafumana kuYesu isithsaba sameva esabangela ukuba abe buhlungu, amthintele ekuthabatheni nasekuginyeni nakuphi na ukutya.

 

Ukuzila ukutya

Ukusukela ngoko, uLuisa wayehlala ekungatyi ngokupheleleyo de wasweleka, ezondla kuphela nge-Ekaristi kunye nentando kaThixo.

 

Iintshutshiso

ULuisa kwafuneka anyamezele ukungaqondi kakuhle nokutshutshiswa yintsapho yakhe nangabefundisi abaninzi.

 

Ukufa okubonakalayo

Ngenxa yokubandezeleka okunyukayo kwePassion of Jesus, uLuisa uhlala esiba ziingqondo. Umzimba wakhe waba lukhuni, maxa wambi kangangeentsuku eziliqela de wabuyiswa ngumfundisi kwimeko yakhe yokufa.

 

intobeko engcwele

Ngentsikelelo yomfundisi nangegama lokuThobela okuNgcwele, uLuisa waziqonda.

 

eDominican Tertiary

Xa wayeneminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo, uLuisa waba yiDominican Tertiary waza wathiywa nguDade Madeleine.

 

ukubandezeleka okuqhubekayo

Xa wayeneminyaka engamashumi amabini anesibini ubudala, uYesu wathi kuye: “Ntanda yentliziyo yam, ukuba uyavuma ukubandezeleka, akusayi kuba saphumla okwexesha elidlulileyo, kodwa ngokuqhubekayo, ndiya kubasindisa abantu. Ndiya kukubeka phakathi koBulungisa bam nobugwenxa babantu. xa ndisebenzisa, ubulungisa bam, ngokuthumela inkitha yeentlekele kubo, ndikufumana phakathi, nguwe oya kuchaphazeleka kwaye baya kusindiswa; Kungenjalo, andisayi kuba nako ukuyibamba ingalo yoBulungisa bukaThixo”.

 

Ulele ebhedini iminyaka engaphezu kwama-64

ULuisa wavuma kwaye yindlela awayelele ngayo ebhedini ubomi bakhe bonke, ngaphezulu kweminyaka engamashumi amathandathu anesine. Yayingudade wabo omncinane uAngela, owahlala engatshatanga, owanyamekela uLuisa ubomi bakhe bonke.

 

Ukugabha okuphindaphindiweyo

Ngelo xesha, uLuisa wayesathatha ukutya okuncinci waza wagabha ngoko nangoko. Kodwa, into engaqhelekanga, ukutya kwaphinda kwavela kuphelele epleyitini kwaye kukuhle ngakumbi kunangaphambili.

 

Iintlungu zomoya ezingenakuchazwa

U-Luisa naye weva iintlungu zomoya ezingachazekiyo, ngakumbi ukungabikho kukaYesu awayekuva kabuhlungu.

 

Akukho bedsores iminyaka engama-64

Umvumi wakhe wesihlanu nowokugqibela, uDon Benedetto Calvi, uqinisekisa enye into engaqhelekanga: “Kule minyaka ingamashumi amathandathu anesine wayelele ebhedini, akazange abe nesilonda sokulala”.

 

umtshato ongaqondakaliyo

ULuisa akazange atshate. Kwiminyaka engamashumi amabini anesithathu, wafumana ubabalo lomtshato ongaqondakaliyo ngo-Okthobha we-16, 1888. Umtshakazi obethelelwe emnqamlezweni, uLuisa akazange abe ngunongendi njengoko wayenqwenela, kodwa uYesu wamxelela ukuba “wayengunongendi wenene weNtliziyo Yakhe” .

 

Isipho sentando kaThixo

NgoSeptemba 8, 1889, kwiinyanga ezilishumi elinanye kamva, lo Mtshato wahlaziywa eZulwini phambi koBathathu Emnye uNgcwele. Kwakungesi sihlandlo apho uLuisa wafumana isipho sentando kaThixo okokuqala.

 

Umtshato woMnqamlezo

Kungekudala emva kokudibana noLuisa, uSikelelwe u-Annibale Di Francia, umvumi wakhe obalaseleyo kunye nomhloli wemisebenzi yakhe, wabhala wathi ngaye: “  Nangona engenazo inzululwazi yabantu , (uLuisa wayengakwazi ukufunda nokubhala nzima) ujizekwe ngobulumko obupheleleyo basezulwini. ulwazi lwabaNgcwele. Indlela yakhe yokuthetha ikhupha ukukhanya kwaye iyathuthuzela; ngobukrelekrele ngokwendalo, izifundo ezisesikweni awazenzayo ebutsheni bakhe zaphelela kunyaka wokuqala ”.

 

Yedwa, ifihliwe, ingaziwa

Phakathi kweempawu zakhe zobuntu, kufanele kuqatshelwe ukuba uLuisa wayethanda ingqiqo kunye nokupheliswa kwaye wayenotyekelo olukhulu lokuthobela.

Usikelelwe u-Annibale Di Francia wongeza : “Ufuna ukuba yedwa, efihliweyo, engaziwa. Akukho nto emhlabeni uLuisa ebenokufuna ukuba ukusondelana kwakhe kunye nonxibelelwano lwakhe neNkosi uYesu lutyhilwe esidlangalaleni, ngakumbi ngexesha lokuphila kwakhe. Ukuba uYesu ngokwakhe akazange ayifune. Wayesoloko ebonisa eyona ntobelo inkulu, okokuqala kuYesu nakwabavumisi bakhe awathi uYesu ngokwakhe wababela. »Esi simo sengqondo samzisa kumaxesha abuhlungu awathi ngawo wasiva impixano phakathi kotyekelo lwakhe lwendalo kunye neemfuno zomsebenzi wakhe, njengoko wayethanda uYesu. Singatsho ukuba iminyaka engamashumi amane, wayezenza ubundlobongela kuye ngoku, ngelixa esabelana ngeembandezelo zikaYesu ukuze asindise imiphefumlo, ebonisa ububele obukhethekileyo, obungenabuntu, obuncinane obungenakuqondakala. Kunzima ukucinga ngokuzilibala okutyhalela phambili kunokaLuisa.

 

abatyali betyala abahlanu

Ukusukela ebutsheni bakhe nakubomi bakhe bonke, uLuisa wanikwa izivumo zokholo ezintlanu ezithiywe ngooBhishophu abakhulu bedayosisi yakhe nabalandelana kufutshane naye de wasweleka. UDon Gennaro Di Gennaro, umfundisi wecawe yaseSaint Joseph wayengumvumi wakhe wesithathu ukusuka kwi-l898 ukuya kwi-l922. Yaba ngulowo wamyalelayo, ngokuthobela ukuba abhale phantsi njengoko zazihamba iintsuku, yonke into eyayisenzeka phakathi kukaYesu naye. Yonke imihla kwakubhiyozelwa iMisa kwigumbi likaLuisa, nto leyo eyayibalasele ngokwenene ngelo xesha. YayinguPopu Pius X owamnika le mvume. Iikhethini zahlala zivaliwe kufutshane nebhedi yakhe ngaphezulu kweyure ezimbini emva koMthendeleko, ngelixa wayesenza uMbulelo wakhe.

 

Ukusweleka kukaLuisa

ULuisa wabuyela kwiNdlu kaBawo eneminyaka engama-81 ubudala, nge-4 kaMatshi, ngo-1947, kulandela inyumoniya eyathatha iintsuku ezilishumi elinesihlanu. Yayikuphela kwesifo awayesindwa siso ebudeni bobomi bakhe obude. Ukufa kwakhe kwaphawulwa zizinto ezingaqhelekanga. Ngenxa yezinto ezininzi ezenzeka ngaphandle komzimba wakhe ebomini bakhe, oogqirha bathabatha iintsuku ezine ukumxelela ukuba ufile ngokwenene. Njengesiqhelo uLuisa wayehleli nkqo ebhedini yakhe nemiqamelo emine emva kwakhe. ULuisa zange woyame kwezi zinto kuba wayengabudingi ubuthongo. Kwakungenakwenzeka ukuyandisa nangoncedo lwabantu abaliqela; umqolo wakhe wodwa ubuqinile. Ngoko ke kwakuyimfuneko ukwakha ingcwaba elikhethekileyo kwimilo ye "L". Ngokuchaseneyo nokuqina okuqhelekileyo komzimba wakhe xa wayehamba ngobusuku noYesu kwihlabathi kunye neenkulungwane, ngoku umzimba wakhe wawubhetyebhetye. Oogqirha babekwazi ukuyishukumisa intloko yakhe macala onke ngaphandle kokwenza mgudu, baphakamise iingalo zakhe, bagobe izihlahla baze bagcine iminwe yakhe ibhetyebhetye. Bamphakamisa iinkophe zakhe babona ukuba amehlo akhe asaqaqambile kwaye engekabi nalifu. ULuisa wayebonakala esaphila okanye elele nje. Emva kokuxilongwa izihlandlo ezininzi, oogqirha bathi ufile. Wahlala ngolo hlobo iintsuku ezine elukhukweni lokufa engakhange abole, nangona ungazange uqholwe nangayiphi na indlela. ngoku umzimba wakhe wawubhetyebhetye. Oogqirha babekwazi ukuyishukumisa intloko yakhe macala onke ngaphandle kokwenza mgudu, baphakamise iingalo zakhe, bagobe izihlahla baze bagcine iminwe yakhe ibhetyebhetye. Bamphakamisa iinkophe zakhe babona ukuba amehlo akhe asaqaqambile kwaye engekabi nalifu. ULuisa wayebonakala esaphila okanye elele nje. Emva kokuxilongwa izihlandlo ezininzi, oogqirha bathi ufile. Wahlala ngolo hlobo iintsuku ezine elukhukweni lokufa engakhange abole, nangona ungazange uqholwe nangayiphi na indlela. ngoku umzimba wakhe wawubhetyebhetye. Oogqirha babekwazi ukuyishukumisa intloko yakhe macala onke ngaphandle kokwenza mgudu, baphakamise iingalo zakhe, bagobe izihlahla baze bagcine iminwe yakhe ibhetyebhetye. Bamphakamisa iinkophe zakhe babona ukuba amehlo akhe asaqaqambile kwaye engekafihli. ULuisa wayebonakala esaphila okanye elele nje. Emva kokumxilonga izihlandlo ezininzi, ekugqibeleni oogqirha bathi ufile. Wahlala ngolo hlobo iintsuku ezine elukhukweni lokufa engenalo naluphi na uphawu lokubola, nangona ungazange uqholwe nangayiphi na indlela. Bamphakamisa iinkophe zakhe babona ukuba amehlo akhe asaqaqambile kwaye engekafihli. ULuisa wayebonakala esaphila okanye elele nje. Emva kokumxilonga izihlandlo ezininzi, ekugqibeleni oogqirha bathi ufile. Wahlala ngolo hlobo iintsuku ezine elukhukweni lokufa engenalo naluphi na uphawu lokubola, nangona ungazange uqholwe nangayiphi na indlela. Bamphakamisa iinkophe zakhe babona ukuba amehlo akhe asaqaqambile kwaye engekafihli. ULuisa wayebonakala esaphila okanye elele nje. Emva kokumxilonga izihlandlo ezininzi, ekugqibeleni oogqirha bathi ufile. Wahlala ngolo hlobo iintsuku ezine elukhukweni lokufa engenalo naluphi na uphawu lokubola, nangona ungazange uqholwe nangayiphi na indlela.Sisenokongeza ezinye iinyani ezininzi ezingaqhelekanga eziphawule ubomi bukaLuisa Piccarreta kwaye ezingqina ngokuphandle ubabalo oluninzi awalufumanayo ukuze afezekise uthumo lwakhe olukhethekileyo nolukhethekileyo, ukodlula ukuqonda komntu.

Fiat !

Imbali yemibhalo kaLuisa Piccareta

 

UDon Gennaro Di Gennaro, umvumi wesithathu kaLuisa Piccarreta, wahlala kwinkonzo yakhe iminyaka engamashumi amabini anesine. Ebona imimangaliso yeNkosi emphefumlweni wakhe, wayalela uLuisa ukuba abhale phantsi konke ubabalo lukaThixo olwalusebenza kuye. Zonke izizathu zokubaleka le mbopheleleko yokubhala zazililize kuLuisa; kwanezakhono zakhe zokubhala ezilinganiselweyo zazingesosizathu saneleyo sokumyekisa ekubhaleni. Ngoko ngoFebruwari 28, 1899, uLuisa waqalisa ukubhala idayari yakhe. Incwadi yokugqibela yagqitywa ngoDisemba 28, 1938, xa umvumi wakhe wesihlanu nowokugqibela, uDon Benedetto Calvi wamyalela ukuba ayeke ukubhala. Kangangamashumi amane eminyaka, uLuisa wabhala imiqulu engamashumi amathathu anesithandathu iyonke eyenza idayari yakhe ye-autobiographical,

"Ubukumkani beFiat phakathi kwezidalwa, iNcwadi yeZulu" 

Kwaye, uYesu wongeze isihlokwana esithi kumvumi ongaqhelekanga kaLuisa, osikelelekileyo u-Annibale Di Francia: "  Nyana wam, isihloko oya kuyinika incwadi oya kuyiprinta malunga nentando yam yobuThixo iya kuba: "Ukukhunjulwa kwezidalwa kulandelelwano. , isikhundla nenjongo ezidalelwe yona nguThixo. »

Le miqulu engamashumi amathathu anesithandathu yenza imfundiso epheleleyo ngeNtando yobuThixo, isityhilela ubomi bangaphakathi bukaYesu ebuntwini bakhe, injongo yendalo, indima yentlawulelo, ukubuya komntu kwimeko yakhe yantlandlolo kunye nothando olungenasiphelo lukaThixo. kwizidalwa zakhe... Le mibhalo iquka iikhathekhisi eziyimfihlakalo kunye ne-acetic eyinyani ngokuhambelana neMagisterium yeCawe. Ezi mfundiso zicacisa yaye zisikhanyisela ngomxholo weencwadi zeVangeli ngaphandle kokuguqula intsingiselo yazo enzulu. Intsika engundoqo abaxhome phezu kwayo ithi “ BAWO ... ubukumkani bakho mabufike, intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini” njengoko uYesu wafundisayo.Umqulu wokuqala ubalisa ngobomi bukaLuisa ukuya kutsho kwixesha awafumana ngalo umyalelo wokubhala. Yancediswa ngo-1926 ngokuthi "  Amanqaku eenkumbulo zobuntwana bakhe. Ukongeza , uLuisa wabhala inani elikhulu kakhulu lemithandazo, i-novenas ngokwemfundiso efunyenwe nguYesu ukuze asifundise ukuthandaza ngokuthanda kukaThixo, oko kukuthi ngokuvumela uYesu athandaze kuthi njengoko wenzayo kuBuntu bakhe. Ngesicelo sika-Annibale Di Francia osikelelekileyo malunga nonyaka ka-1913 okanye ngo-1914, wabhala " iiyure zePassion "apho wongeza iingcinga ezisebenzayo kwiminyaka embalwa kamva. Ezi yure zapapashwa okokuqala ngo-1915. Kwakukho amahlelo amathandathu apapashwa ngesiTaliyane awafumana i-Imprimatur. ULuisa ukwabhale ukucamngca okungamashumi amathathu ananye kwinyanga kaMeyi enesihloko esithi: " INtombi Enyulu uMariya eBukumkanini beNtando yobuThixo " . Walugqiba olu kucamngca ngoMeyi 6, 1930. Lo msebenzi wavela ngesiTaliyane phantsi komxholo othi: " La Regina Del Cielo Nel Regne Della Divina Volontà: Meditazioni da farsi, nel mese di maggio. per la Casa della Divina Volontà."U-Luisa naye wabhala iileta ezininzi kwaye wagcina, ngakumbi kwiminyaka yokugqibela yobomi bakhe, imbalelwano ebalulekileyo kunye nemiphefumlo ezinikeleyo ethathe ithuba leengcebiso zakhe kunye nezibane abazifumene kuYesu ukuze bafunde indlela yokuphila nokuthandaza kwiNtando yobuThixo. Ngo-1926, imiqulu yokuqala elishumi elinesithoba (ekuphela kwemibhalo eyayikho ngelo xesha) yafumana i-Imprimatur evela kuArchbishop Mgr. UGuiseppe Leo kunye ne "Nihil Obstat" yeSikelelekileyo u-Annibale Di Francia, i-Ecclesiastical Censor oqeshwe ngu-Archbishop waseTrani; ngamanye amazwi, imibhalo igqalwa yiCawa njengekhululekileyo esiphosweni ngokuphathelele ukholo nokuziphatha njengoko kuchazwa yiCawa yamaKatolika. Emva kokufa kukaLuisa ngoMatshi 4, 1947, yena Kwadlula iminyaka engama-20 apho imibhalo yakhe yayingenamdla ungako yaza yathintelwa. Noko ke, amangqina awayemazi ngokobuqu nawayechukumisekile yimibhalo, akazange aphelelwe yinzondelelo yawo. Banikela ubungqina ngolweyiseko ngendlela ubomi babo obatshintshwa ngayo yimibhalo nobomi obungumzekelo bukaLuisa. Umdla omtsha waqala ukuvela ngasekupheleni kweminyaka yoo-1960. Nangona uBlessed Annibale Di Francia, umseki weRogationist Fathers of the Sacred Heart kunye neentombi zenzondelelo kaThixo, wayefuna ukupapasha imiqulu yokuqala elishumi elinesithoba yencwadi ethi " babezazi ngokobuqu yaye bechukunyiswe yimibhalo, abazange baphelelwe yinzondelelo yabo. Banikela ubungqina ngolweyiseko ngendlela ubomi babo obatshintshwa ngayo yimibhalo nobomi obungumzekelo bukaLuisa. Umdla omtsha waqala ukuvela ngasekupheleni kweminyaka yoo-1960. Nangona uBlessed Annibale Di Francia, umseki weRogationist Fathers of the Sacred Heart kunye neentombi zenzondelelo kaThixo, wayefuna ukupapasha imiqulu yokuqala elishumi elinesithoba yencwadi ethi " babezazi ngokobuqu yaye bechukunyiswe yimibhalo, abazange baphelelwe yinzondelelo yabo. Banikela ubungqina ngolweyiseko ngendlela ubomi babo obatshintshwa ngayo yimibhalo nobomi obungumzekelo bukaLuisa. Umdla omtsha waqala ukuvela ngasekupheleni kweminyaka yoo-1960. Nangona uBlessed Annibale Di Francia, umseki weRogationist Fathers of the Sacred Heart kunye neentombi zenzondelelo kaThixo, wayefuna ukupapasha imiqulu yokuqala elishumi elinesithoba yencwadi ethi "Incwadi yeZulu(eyabhalwa eUnited States nguThomas Fahy, uMongameli weZiko leNtando yobuThixo eJacksonville, eFlorida), ufumene ukulingana kwe-imrimatur evela kuNkskz. UGuiseppe Carata (iTrani, eItali). NgoJanuwari 1996, uKhadinali Ratzinger wakhupha imiqulu engamashumi amathathu anesine yencwadi ethi "Incwadi yeZulunabani na unako ukubahlangula enesazela esilungileyo, ahlale enoxolo. Wanga uThixo angalwamkela lonke uzuko olumfaneleyo, awayenenjongo yokulufumana kuyo yonke iNdalo yakhe, isifundo esityhilwe kuthi ngokugqwesileyo”Incwadi yeZulu " . Emva kweNkongolo yeZizwe ngezizwe yaseCorato ngo-Okthobha ka-2002, iPostulation yesizathu sokuBetification kukaLuisa yenze ikomiti yoncedo kwiCause, ngakumbi ngenjongo yokunceda iPostulation ivelise inguqulelo esemthethweni kunye nokugunyazisa imibhalo kaLuisa. ngesiNgesi nangeSpanish kunye nokuvelisa amanqaku achazayo ngezi lwimi zimbini kwakunye nangesiTaliyane.Le komiti ikhethekileyo enoxanduva olukhulu kakhulu iquka uTata uPablo Martin, uTata uCarlos Massieu, uMarianela Perez, uAlejandra Acuña (kwinguqulelo yeSpanish. ), uMnu. Stephen Patton (umfundisi wezakwalizwi oyingcaphephe), uMnu. Thomas Fahy (kwinguqulelo yesiNgesi) Lo msebenzi mkhulu kangaka usaqhubeka ngoku.

Umthombo: http://spiritualitechretienne.blog4ever.xyz/la-servante-de-dieu-luisa-piccarreta-suite

Umkhonzi kaThixo uLuisa Piccarreta, waqhubeka

Umkhonzi kaThixo uLuisa Piccarreta, ukuqhubeka kunye nokuphela

 

Unobangela kaLuisa woBeatification

Sele ngexesha lobomi bakhe uLuisa wayesaziwa njenge "La Santa". Kwiminyaka embalwa phambi kokufa kwakhe, uSikelelwe u-Annibale Di Francia wabhala le ngoma imnandi ngoLuisa: “ Kubonakala ngathi iNkosi yethu uYesu Krestu, Lowo wandisa ngakumbi imimangaliso yoThando lwakhe wayefuna ukumila kule ntombi inyulu (Athi ngayo ' wayengoyena mncinane wayenokumfumana kulo mhlaba, engenamfundo), isixhobo esifanelekileyo sokuphumeza umsebenzi okhethekileyo nowoyikekayo kangangokuba awunakufaniswa nawo nawuphi na omnye, oko kukuthi, uBukumkani beNtando yobuThixo emhlabeni njengoko bunjalo. ezulwini. »

NguYesu ngokwakhe owaqinisekisa ngala Mazwi: "Umsebenzi wakho mkhulu, kuba ayisiyonto nje yombuzo wobungcwele bakho, kodwa ukwamkela wonke umntu nayo yonke into ukuze kwandiswe uBukumkani beNtando yam kuzo zonke izizukulwana." ULuisa ke ngoko wayengowokuqala ukuzalwa koMthandazo kaThixo, inkokeli "yesizukulwana sesibini sabantwana boKhanya: oonyana neentombi zeNtando yobuThixo", eyona nkosikazi ibalaseleyo yesayensi kukho: Intando kaThixo, unobhala. nombhali kaYesu. Yena ngokwakhe watyikitya iileta zakhe: " intombazana encinci yentando kaThixo", isihloko esibhalwe engcwabeni lakhe kwiParish yaseSanta Maria Grecia eCorato. Umsebenzi kaLuisa emhlabeni wawusoloko ungaphantsi kweCawa esemthethweni. Inani elikhulu lobungqina obuthembekileyo bunikwe malunga noLuisa. aba bantu benkolo nababingeleli, Abafundi bezakwalizwi, oonjingalwazi, ooBhishophu kunye neeKhadinali ezizayo kunye noSikelelweyo sele simkhankanye uBawo uAnnibale Di Francia.

Umngcwabo

Ngomhla we-7 kaMatshi, ngo-1947, kwiintsuku ezintathu emva kokufa kwakhe, umzimba wakhe wokufa wabonakaliswa ezinye iintsuku ezine ukuze uhlonelwe ngabathembekileyo abavela kwihlabathi lonke ngamawakawaka ukuze banike imbeko yabo yokugqibela kuLuisa "La Santa", Her. umngcwabo waluloyiso lokwenene; bonke abefundisi behlabathi nabezenkolo bakhapha amathambo akhe ukuya kwicawa engumama apho kwakubhiyozelwa khona inkonzo yomngcwabo. Emva kwemini uLuisa wangcwatyelwa kwicawe yosapho olubekekileyo uCalv. NgoJulayi 3, 1963 umzimba wakhe watshintshelwa kwiCawa yaseSanta Maria Grecia eCorato.

Umbutho uLuisa Piccarreta

Ngo-1980, uBhishophu Omkhulu uGiuseppe Carata kunye noDade Assunta Marigliano baseka iLuisa Piccarreta Association eCorato, eItali kunye neKomkhulu kwisakhiwo esinye apho uLuisa wayehlala khona ixesha elininzi lobomi bakhe. UBhishophu Omkhulu wayebhala rhoqo kwaye etyelela izihlandlo ezininzi eVatican ukuya kuthethelela isizathu semibhalo kunye noLuisa. Ilandela lakhe, uBhishophu Omkhulu uCarmelo Cassati, owaba noxanduva kwi-Archdiocese apho uLuisa wayehlala khona, waqhubeka nezi nzame eRoma nakwidayosisi yakhe.

unyaka ongcwele

Ngo-1993, kumthendeleko kaKristu uKumkani, wasungula unyaka ongcwele wemithandazo yokuza koBukumkani beNtando yobuThixo. Ngesi sihlandlo uMthendeleko ondilisekileyo wabhiyozelwa kwicawa yoMbutho ekumgangatho wokuqala kwiKomkhulu leZizwe ngezizwe kufutshane neZiko laseCorato.

Ukuvulwa kwesizathu sokuBetyiswa

NgoMatshi 28, 1994, iCawa, emva kweentlanganiso ezikwelona nqanaba liphakamileyo, yayalela uKhadinali Felici, uMphathi weBandla Elingcwele leeNgxoxo zeeNgcwele, ukuba athumele incwadi esemthethweni kuBhishophu Omkhulu Obekekileyo uCarmelo Cassatio echaza ukuba, kwicala laseRoma. , kwakungekho mqobo ekuvulweni kweNqanaba lokuBetification kaLuisa Piccarreta kwaye ngoko ke ukuqalisa iinkqubo. NgoMeyi ka-1994, ngokulandela iprothokholi efunekayo, iLuisa Piccarreta Association kunye nomtyikityo kaSr. Assunta Marigliano wacela uBhishophu Omkhulu uCarmelo Cassatio ukuba aqalise iNqanaba lokuBetyiswa kukaLuisa. I-postulant kunye nosekela-postulants weNgqungquthela banyulwa ukuba benze iKhomishoni esemthethweni phantsi kwegunya leCawe. Iintetha ze Ubhishophu omkhulu malunga noLuisa ubonise ukuba wayelixhoba loThando, ixhoba leNtetho ngenkxalabo eyodwa yoLawulo lweNtando yobuThixo. Ummeli, uNks. UFelice Posa ligqwetha leCanon Law eliqeqeshwe kakhulu kwindawo yeCanon Law. Iindwendwe ezisuka kumazwe aliqela bezizimase ukuvulwa kweMisa yeCause kunye nokusekwa kweNkundla yamaTyala. Malunga namashumi amathandathu abantu abavela eUnited States, ababini bevela eCosta Rica, abanye abavela eMexico, e-Ecuador, eSpain, eItali naseJapan bebezimase lo Mthendeleko wokuvulwa kweCause, kwakunye nabefundisi abaliqela ababenolwazi oluphangaleleyo ngobumoya besipho soBungcwele. Intando. Qaphela phakathi kwabo ubukho bukaTata uJohn Brown, uCarlos Masseu, UThomas Celso noMichaël Adams kunye nabantu abathile ababemazi uLuisa ngexesha lokuphila kwakhe.Inzala kadade kaLuisa nayo yayikho kwiMisa. Icawa yayigcwele ngokupheleleyo.Ngomhla wama-20 kuNovemba ka-1994, kwabhiyozelwa iMisa kwicawa endala yaseCorato kumthendeleko kaKristu uKumkani.

inkundla esemthethweni

UBhishophu omkhulu uCarmelo Cassatio, oyintloko yeNkundla yamaTyala, ufunge ngokusesikweni waza wafaka amalungu amathandathu eNkundla yamaTyala: uBhishophu omkhulu uCassatio, uNksk. Felice Posa, Nksz. UPietro Ciraselli, uPadre G. Bernardino Bucci, uBawo uJohn Brown kunye noMnu Cataldo Lurillo. NgoMatshi ka-1997, ngomhla wamashumi amahlanu wokusweleka kuka-Luisa, kwabhengezwa esidlangalaleni ukuba iNkundla ejongene neNkundla kaLuisa yagqiba ngamxhelo mnye ukuba uphile ubomi bobugorha kwaye namava akhe angaqondakaliyo ayeyinyani. NgoFebruwari 2, 1998, uMnu. UCarmelo Cassatio useke iKomishoni yeDiocesan "uMkhonzi weNkosi uLuisa Piccarretta" kunye IOfisi yeDiocesan yesizathu sokuBetification komkhonzi weNkosi uLuisa Piccarreta omisebenzi yakhe ichazwe kwimithetho efanelekileyo kwaye eye yanceda ukuqhubela phambili unobangela wokuBetification kunye neNguqulelo esemthethweni yemibhalo kaLuisa Piccarreta. Le Komishoni yeDiocese yapheliswa xa iMbangela yokuBetyiswa ivaliwe kwinqanaba leDayosisi.

Ukugqithiselwa kwesizathu sokubethelwa eRoma

Ukususela ngo-Oktobha 27 ukuya kwi-29, 2005, iNkongolo ye-3 yeZizwe ngezizwe ngentando kaThixo yabanjwa eCorato, ngexesha apho iMbangela yokuBetification kaLuisa Piccarreta yavalwa kwinqanaba le-Archdiocese yaseTrani-Barletta-Bisceglie kunye nokudluliselwa kwakhe. Unobangela wokubethelwa kweRoma. Ngexesha lale Nkongolo, uSodolophu wedolophu yaseCorato ubambe umsitho wokutshintsha igama lesitrato apho uLuisa wayehlala khona uninzi lobomi bakhe. Igama lesitrato esasinalo ngaphambili igama elithi "Via N. Suaro" latshintshwa laba: "Via Luisa Piccarreta, Serva de Dio (uMkhonzi kaThixo)". Umsitho wokuvala wenziwa kwiMother Church of Corato apho uLuisa wayebhaptizwe ngeCawa, ngoAprili 23, 1865. UBhishophu Omkhulu uPichierri wayengoyena mbhiyozo uphambili woMthendeleko woMthendeleko emva koko wongamela ukusetyenziswa ngokusemthethweni kwamatywina kwiibhokisi zeplanga ezazinamaxwebhu aphathelele iMbangela yokuBetyiswa kunye nemibhalo kaLuisa neyayiza kuthunyelwa eRoma. Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa emva koko, emva kokufika kwezi bhokisi zitywiniweyo eRoma, kwaqeshwa ummeli omtsha weNdlela yokuBetyiswa. Ngowasetyhini uNksk. Silvia Monica Corrales, owazalelwa eArgentina. Akusekho nkundla yesizathu sikaLuisa kwiDayosisi yakhe. Yonke into enxulumene nesizathu sokuBetyiswa kukaLuisa ngoku iwela phantsi kweRoma kwaye iCause yakhe isezandleni zikaThixo onqwenela ngaphezu kwayo nayiphi na into yokuba uBukumkani beNtando yakhe yobuThixo bulawule emhlabeni njengaseZulwini njengoko kwakunjalo ekuqaleni kwiGadi yaseMyezweni. Eden. Masithandaze ngenzondelelo kunye nokunyamezela ukuBetyiswa kukaLuisa, okuya kuvula iingcango zeCawe ngokubanzi ukuze esi sipho soBomi kwiNtando yobuThixo saziswe kwaye sifundiswe ngaphakathi eCaweni ngokwayo ngabafundisi bayo kwaye ngaloo ndlela ikhawulezise ukuza koku. UBukumkani beNtando yobuThixo emhlabeni wethu, uBukumkani boXolo, uBulumko, ukuKhanya kunye noManyano.

Uncedo oluvela kuLuisa

Ukusukela oko kwavulwa iCause yakhe yokuBetyiswa, uLuisa unike zonke iimpawu zoncedo lwakhe emhlabeni. Imimangaliso emininzi kuxelwe ukuba yenzekile ngokuthethelelwa kwakhe kumazwe aliqela kwaye ithunyelwe kwiNkundla yamaTyala ukuba iphandwe. Ukhetho lwemithandazo yokwenza i-novena ku-Luisa Piccarreta ukuze ufumane ubabalo oluthile lubandakanyiwe ngezantsi. Ngalo naluphi na ubabalo olufunyenwe ngothethelelo lukaLuisa, nceda wazise uMbutho Franco-Canadienne Luisa Piccarreta oneenkcukacha zabo zoqhagamshelwano zidweliswe phantsi komxholo: Association Franco-Canadienne Luisa Piccarreta.

Kucelwa abo baphethe iCause eRome ukuba bangabhali iileta eziya eVatican ukubonisa inkxaso yakho kwiNdlela yokuBethwa kukaLuisa. Nayiphi na ileta inokulibazisa kuphela inkqubo yeCause of Beatification kwaye ayinakuba nampembelelo kwiVatican kuba iVatican inendlela yayo nemigaqo esele isekiwe kwaye ayinakuguqulwa kwaye ngenxa yembeko abo baphetheyo bamele baphendule kuzo zonke iileta ezithatha ixabiso elixabisekileyo. ixesha lokuqhubela phambili iCause. Ekuphela komlinganiselo apho iCawe ekugqibeleni igweba ukufaneleka komgqatswa wobungcwele yileyo ibhekisa kwaba babini "Ndim". Owokuqala othi “ndim” uxelisa uYesu Krestu kwaye owesibini “ndim” kukuthethelela. Oku kuthetha ukuba i Icawe ijonga ubungqina bokuthethelelwa okunamandla kwalo mphefumlo emva kokufa kwakhe. Ezinye iikhrayitheriya ezifana ne-stigmata, indawo yokuhlala, ukufunda emiphefumlweni kunye nezinye izinto ezingaqondakaliyo aziyonxalenye yekhrayitheriya yobungcwele.

Iihambo ngezonqulo

Abantu abaninzi ngakumbi beza kutyelela iKomkhulu leLuisa Piccarreta Association, ekwindlu awayehlala kuyo uLuisa nalapho iFiat yesithathu kaThixo, iFiat of Sanctification, yaqala khona emhlabeni.

 

Umthandazo wokufumana inceba kwaye ucele ukuBetyiswa kuka

Luisa Piccarreta

 

Owu Ntliziyo eNgcwele kaYesu wam, onyule umkhonzi wakho othobekileyo uLuisa njengomthunywa wolawulo lweNtando yobuThixo kwaye njengengelosi yolungiso lweziphoso ezingenakubalwa ezithwaxa Intliziyo yakho yobuThixo, ndiyakubongoza ngokuzithoba ukuba undinike ubabalo endilucelayo kuwe. Ufefe ngenceba yakhe, ukuze azukiswe emhlabeni, njengokuba sele umvuzile emazulwini, Amen.

Bawo, Molo, Luzuko

Owu Intliziyo yobuThixo kaYesu wam, onike umkhonzi wakho othobekileyo uLuisa, ixhoba loThando lwakho, amandla okubandezeleka kubo bonke ubomi bakhe inimba yePassion yakho ebuhlungu, qinisekisa ukuba, ngenxa yozuko lwakho olukhulu, kungekudala kukhanye ebunzini lakhe i-aureole abasikelelweyo. Kwaye, ngokucenga kwakhe, ndinike ubabalo endilucela ngokuthobekileyo kuwe.

Bawo, Molo, Luzuko

Owu Ntliziyo enenceba kaYesu wam, owathi, ngenxa yosindiso kunye nokungcwaliswa kwemiphefumlo emininzi, wancama ukugcina emhlabeni iminyaka emininzi, umkhonzi wakho othobekileyo uLuisa, iNtwazana encinci yeNtando yobuThixo, uwuve umthandazo wam: ukuze uzukiswe kwakamsinya. ngeBandla lakho eliNgcwele kwaye, ngokundithandazela kwayo, undinike ubabalo endilucelayo kuwe ngokuthobekileyo.

Bawo, Molo, Luzuko.

Oyena Bathathu Emnye Ungcwele, INkosi yethu uYesu Kristu isifundise ukuba xa sithandaza kufuneka sicele ukuba igama likaBawo wethu waseZulwini lisoloko lizukiswa, makwenziwe ukuthanda kwakhe emhlabeni nokuba uBukumkani bakhe bufike phakathi kwethu. Kumnqweno wethu omkhulu wokwazisa uBukumkani bakhe bothando, uBulungisa kunye noXolo, siyakucela ngokuzithoba ukuba umzukise umkhonzi wakho uLuisa, iNtwazana encinci yeNtando yobuThixo eyathi, ngemithandazo yakhe eqhubekayo kunye nokubandezeleka kwayo okukhulu, yathandazela ngokunyanisekileyo usindiso lwemiphefumlo. nokuza kobukumkani bukaThixo kweli hlabathi. Silandela umzekelo wakhe, sithandaza kuwe, Bawo, Nyana, noMoya oyiNgcwele, ukuba usincede siwole iminqamlezo yethu kulo mhlaba ngendlela yokuba nathi, nathi, salizukisa iGama loBawo wethu osezulwini saza sangena eBukumkanini beNtando yobuThixo. Amen.

Bawo, Molo, Luzuko.

 

I-Nulla osta yokushicilela, eTrani, ngoNovemba 27, 1948

Fr. Reginaldo ADDAZI OP  Archbishop

 

Umbhalo othathwe kwiwebhusayithi ethi www.luisapiccarreta.ca

 

INgcwele uJohn Paul II wayebhengeze ukuthunyelwa koBungcwele kwintando kaThixo kwixesha lethu

Umthombo: http://w2.vatican.va/content/john-paul-ii/en/letters/1997/documents/hf_jp-ii_let_19970516_rogazionisti.html

UThixo ngokwakhe waceba ukuzisa obu bungcwele “butsha nobungcwele” anqwenela ngabo uMoya oyiNgcwele ukutyebisa amaKristu ekuqaleni kwewaka leminyaka lesithathu, ukuze “uKristu abe yintliziyo yehlabathi”.

Isicatshulwa kwi-§ 6 yomyalezo oya kuBawo we-Rogationist ngexesha lekhulu lokuqala lesiseko se-Congregation of the Rogationist Fathers of Heart of Jesus (1897-1997)

 



 

Umthombo: http://sainterosedelima.com/le-royaume-de-la-divine-volonte/#benoit-xvi-et-la-volonte-de-dieu

Benedict XVI kunye nentando kaThixo

"Ubuhlobo abukho nje ulwazi, ngaphezu kwayo yonke into yobudlelwane bokuthanda. Oku kuthetha ukuba umyolelo wam ukhula usiya ku "ewe" wokujoyina eyakhe. Intando yakhe, eneneni, ayikokwam intando yangaphandle neyangaphandle, endizithoba kuyo ngakumbi okanye ngaphantsi ngokuzithandela, okanye endingazithobi kuyo. Hayi, ebuhlotsheni, ukukhula kwam kuya kudityaniswa neyakhe, intando yakhe ibe yeyam kwaye ke, ngokwenene ndiba ndim ” (BENEDICT XVI Juni 29, 2011 ) yenza into enye kuphela ngokuthanda kukaThixo ” (uYesu waseNazarete).

 



 

“ Kukho amazwi esithathu omthandazo kaYesu yaye ngawona aqinisekisayo, apho abantu beya kubambelela ngokupheleleyo ekuthandeni kukaThixo. Enyanisweni, uYesu uqukumbela ngamazwi anamandla athi: “Kodwa makungabi kokuthandwa ndim, makube kukuthanda kwakho; (Marko 14, 36c). Kubunye bobuntu obungcwele boNyana, umntu uya kufumana ukuzaliseka okupheleleyo ekundilahleleni ngokupheleleyo kuWe kaYise, obizwa ngokuba nguAbha. USanta uMaximus uMvumisi uyaqinisekisa ukuba ukusukela kumzuzu wokudalwa kwendoda nomfazi, intando yomntu isekelwe kwintando kaThixo kwaye ichanekileyo ku "ewe" kuThixo ukuba intando yomntu ikhululekile ngokupheleleyo kwaye ifunyenwe. Ngelishwa, ngenxa yesono, lo “ewe” kuThixo waguquka waba yinkcaso: uAdam noEva bacinga ukuba “uhayi” kuThixo wayeyincopho yenkululeko, ethetha ukuba isiqu sakhe ngokupheleleyo. UYesu kwiNtaba yemiNquma ubuyisela ukuthanda komntu ekubeni “nguewe” opheleleyo kuThixo; Kuye intando yendalo idityaniswe ngokuzeleyo ekuziqhelaniseni nayo nguMntu oNgcwele. UYesu uphila ubomi bakhe ngokombindi woMntu wakhe: inyaniso yokuba nguNyana kaThixo. Ukuthanda kwakhe njengomntu kutsalelwa kuBuqu boNyana, ozinikele ngokupheleleyo kuYise. Ngaloo ndlela, UYesu usixelela ukuba kukufanelana kuphela nokuthanda kwakhe nokukaThixo athi umntu afikelele koyena mgangatho wakhe wokwenene, abe “ngokobuthixo”; kungokuphuma kuye kuphela, kuphela “kuewe” kuThixo apho umnqweno ka-Adam, wethu sonke, uzaliseke, lowo wokukhululeka ngokupheleleyo. Naku okufezwa nguYesu eGetsemane: ngokudlulisela intando yomntu ekuthandeni kukaThixo, indoda yokwenyaniso iyazalwa, yaye siyahlangulwa. (Abaphulaphuli Jikelele ngoFebruwari 1, 2012).

 

Intando kaThixo kwiLiturgy yeCawa eNgcwele

Sinokufunda emthandazweni weVespers ngoMgqibelo weveki yokuqala yeAdvent, (iveki yokuQala yePsalter), nge-7 kaDisemba, 2019, usuku esibhiyozela ngalo iSanta Ambrose, ubhishophu kunye nogqirha weCawe:

“Nkosi Somandla nenceba, ungavumeli inkxalabo ngemisebenzi yethu yangoku ithintele uhambo lwethu lokuhlangana noNyana wakho; kodwa kuvuse kuthi ukuqonda kwentliziyo okusilungiselelayo ukukwamkela nokusenza singene kobakhe ubomi ” .

 

Ukuzahlulela kwintando kaThixo kaLuisa

 

“Owu Intando ethandekayo neNgcwele, ndilapha phambi kobukhulu bokukhanya kwakho. Kwanga ukulunga kwakho okungunaphakade kungandivulela iingcango kundenze ndingene kuwe ukuze ndiphile ubomi bam apho. Owu Intando ethandekayo, ndiqubuda phambi koKhanya lwakho, mna, wokugqibela kuzo zonke izidalwa, ukuze undibeke kwiqela elincinci leentombi kunye noonyana beFiat yakho ephezulu.

Owu iNtando yobuThixo, ndiguqe ndingento yanto, ndicela izibane zakho kwaye ndiyakubongoza ukuba undintywilisele kuWe kwaye ususe kum yonke into engeyiyo eyakho. Uya kuba bubomi bam, umbindi wobukrelekrele bam, ulonwabo lwentliziyo yam nomphefumlo wam wonke.

Andisafuni ukuba intando yomntu ihlale entliziyweni yam. Ndiya kuyigatya kude lee kum ndize ngaloo ndlela ndakhe kum iParadisi entsha yoxolo, ulonwabo nothando. Apho, ndiya kuhlala ndonwabile. Ndiya kuba negunya elilodwa kunye nobungcwele obuya kungcwalisa zonke izinto kwaye ndizizise kuwe.

Ndiguqa phambi kwakho, Owu Kuthanda kukaThixo, ndicela uncedo loyena Bathathu Emnye ungcwele ukuze ndikwazi ukuhlala kwindawo yakho yothando kwaye nomyalelo wokuqala weNdalo ubuyiselwe kum, njengoko kwasekuqaleni, Mama waseZulwini, Kumkanikazi UBukumkani be-Divine Fiat, thatha isandla sam kwaye undazise kuKhanya lwentando kaThixo. Umama wam onobubele kakhulu, uya kuba sisikhokelo sam kwaye uya kundifundisa indlela yokuphila kule Will, kunye nendlela yokuhlala apho ngonaphakade.

Mama osezulwini, ndizinikele ngokupheleleyo kwiNtliziyo yakho eNgcwele, uya kundifundisa imfundiso yeNtando yobuThixo kwaye ndiya kumamela ngononophelo olukhulu kwiimfundiso zakho. Uya kundigubungela ngesambatho sakho ukuze inyoka engapheliyo ingabi nabuganga bakungena kule Eden ingcwele ukuba indiqeqeshe kwaye indibuyisele kwi-labyrinth yentando yomntu.

Yesu, Ntliziyo yeyona ntando iNgcwele neNgcwele, uya kundinika uMlilo wakho ukuze unditshise, undidle, undondle, kwaye uBomi budityaniswe kum kwintando kaThixo. Joseph oNgcwele, uya kuba ngumkhuseli wam, umgcini wentliziyo yam, kwaye uya kugcina ezandleni zakho izitshixo zentando yam. Uyoyigcina intliziyo yam ngomona kwaye ungaze uphinde undinike ukuze ndingaze ndiyishiye intando kaThixo. Ingelosi yam engumGcini iyandigcina, indikhusele kwaye indincede kuyo yonke into ukuze i-Eden yam iqhakaze kwaye itsale bonke abantu eBukumkanini beNtando yobuThixo. Amen. ngokukhawuleza".

 



 

UKHENKO LOKWENZIWA

NgeNtando eNgcwele yoBungcwele, ndingena kuwe Nkosi Yesu kwaye ndiziguqula ndibe yiNkosi uYesu. Ngelixa lokudibanisa, ndingena kubomi bomntu ngamnye, ukusuka kuAdam ukuya kowokugqibela, kwaye ndinxibelelanisa umthandazo wam komnye nomnye wabo. Ndikwanxulumanisa umthandazo wam kuko konke oku kulandelayo:

1. Elangeni nakuzo zonke iinkwenkwezi ezisesibhakabhakeni.

2. Yonke ifotoni yamandla kunye nokukhanya okuvela kuwo onke amalanga kwindalo ekhoyo, ekhoyo okanye eya kubakho.

3. Kuzo zonke isityalo esele sikhona, sikhona okanye siya kubakho.

4. Kwintyatyambo nganye esele ikho, ikhona okanye eya kubakho.

5 Kuwo onke amagqabi engca nawo onke amagqabi akhoyo, akhoyo okanye aya kubakho.

6. Onke amathontsi amanzi akhoyo, akhoyo okanye aya kubakho.

7. Kwimolekyuli nganye yomoya ekhoyo, ekhoyo okanye eya kubakho.

8 Kuzo zonke izilwanyana, iintaka, iintlanzi kunye nezinambuzane eziphila ngaphambili, okanye eziya kubakho.

9 Ngayo yonke intshukumo yaso sonke isidalwa esele sikhona, sikhona okanye siya kubakho.

10 Kwisandi esenziwa yiyo yonke indalo ekhoyo, ekhoyo okanye eya kubakho.

11. Kwimolekyuli nganye yeNdalo ekhoyo, ekhoyo okanye eya kubakho.

12 Kuwo wonke umoya wendalo yonke ekhoyo, nokuba ukho, nokuba uya kubakho.

13. Ngako konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yaso sonke isidalwa esele sikhona, sikhona okanye siya kubakho.

14 Kuwo wonke umsebenzi wayo yonke indalo ekhoyo, ekhoyo okanye eya kubakho.

15. Yonke ingcamango yayo yonke indalo ekhoyo, ekhoyo okanye eya kubakho.

16. Kwinyathelo ngalinye laso sonke isidalwa esikhoyo, esikhoyo okanye esiya kubakho.

17 Wonke umthandazo owenziweyo, uya kwenziwa okanye uya kwenziwa.

18. Ukulungiswa okunxulumene nantoni na ekhankanywe ngasentla.

19. KwiFiat kaThixo kuyo yonke le nto ikhankanywe ngasentla.

20. Kwi-fiat kaLuisa kuyo yonke into ekhankanywe ngasentla.

Ngaphezu koko, Bawo:

21. Ndiqhoboshela incwadi ethi Ndiyakuthanda kunye noMyolelo wakho kuyo yonke into ekhankanywe ngasentla.

22 Ndivalela umthandazo wokuzohlwaya kwinto nganye ekhankanywe ngasentla.

23. Ndifakela umthandazo wokuthandazela ukuguqulwa kwaboni kwinto nganye ekhankanywe ngasentla.

24 Kuzo zonke ezi zinto zingentla, ndithanda umnqweno wokuba zonke izinto ezisilelayo eluzukweni lukaThixo, zibonakalaliswe ngokwabantu.

25. Ndinikela ngako konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yam nokuphefumla kwam namhlanje ngenxa yosindiso lwemiphefumlo.

26. Ndidibanisa umthandazo wam kuyo yonke iproton, i-neutron kunye ne-electron kwiNdalo.

27 Umthandazo wam ndiwunxibelelanisa nomoya ovuthuzayo, osasaza ubutsha.

 

UHAMBO LOKUKHULULWA

Ngentando eNgcwele yoBungcwele, ndingena kuwe, Nkosi Yesu, kwaye ndiziguqula ndibe nguwe, Nkosi Yesu. Ngelixa lokudibanisa, ndingena kubomi bomntu ngamnye, ukusuka kuAdam ukuya kowokugqibela, kwaye ndinxibelelanisa umthandazo wam komnye nomnye wabo. Ndikwanxulumanisa umthandazo wam kuko konke oku kulandelayo:

1. Ukuphefumla kweNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye neNgcwele uJoseph emhlabeni.

2. Ukuncwina kweNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

3. Emanyathelweni eNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

4. Emehlweni eNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

5. Ekubetheni kwentliziyo yeNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye neNgcwele uJoseph emhlabeni.

6. Kwiinyembezi zovuyo lweNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

7. Kwiinyembezi ezikrakra zeNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

8. Kwimithandazo yeNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye neNgcwele uJoseph emhlabeni.

9. Kwiingcinga zeNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye neNgcwele uJoseph emhlabeni.

10. Kwiimbandezelo zeNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye neNgcwele uJoseph emhlabeni.

11. Kwimolekyuli nganye yenyama yeNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye neNgcwele uJoseph emhlabeni.

12. Onke amazwi eNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

13. Ngolangazelelo ngalunye lweNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

14. Kuwo onke amasuntswana okutya okudliweyo yiNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

15. Kuzo zonke iimbandezelo zeNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu ngelixa iNkosi yethu yayisesibelekweni sikaMama wayo.

16. Sonke isenzo seNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye neNgcwele uJoseph emhlabeni.

17 Kulo lonke utshintshiselwano olwenziwe yiNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele ngexesha lobomi babo basemhlabeni.

18. Kwisenzo ngasinye sobuthixo esenziwa yiNkosi yethu kunye neNenekazi lethu ngexesha lobomi babo basemhlabeni.

19. Ngesenzo ngasinye sikamama esenziwe nguNenekazi wethu ngexesha lobomi bakhe basemhlabeni.

20. Kwimolekyuli nganye yegazi nenyama ephalazwe yiNkosi yethu uYesu Krestu ngexesha leMvalelo yakhe.

21. Kwiziqhamo zoVuko, ukuNyukela kunye nePentekoste kumaKristu.

22 Kuye uzuko olunxulumene nobomi beNkosi yethu.

23 Kuzo zonke iimbandezelo ezifihliweyo zoMvelelo weNkosi yethu.

24 Kuzo zonke izenzo zangaphakathi zobomi obufihliweyo beNkosi yethu.

25 Kubo bonke unxibelelwano phakathi kukaYesu nabantu.

26. Ukusabela ngokweemvakalelo kwiPassion efunyanwa zizidalwa ukusuka kuAdam ukuya kumntu wokugqibela.

27. Ukusabela ngokweemvakalelo kwiPassion efunyanwa zizidalwa zasezulwini.

28. Imbuyekezo yezenzo ezigwenxa zeentshaba zeNkosi yethu emhlabeni.

29. Ngaso sonke isandi selizwi elikhutshwa yiNkosi yethu, iNenekazi Lethu kunye noJoseph oNgcwele emhlabeni.

30 Kumbuyekezo wamaxesha adluleyo, angoku, nekamva lokugculelwa kweNkosi yethu uYesu Kristu.

31. Kwi-Fiat kaMariya ehambelana nayo yonke le nto ikhankanywe ngasentla.

32. Kwi-Fiat kaLuisa enxulumene nazo zonke ezi zinto zingasentla.

33. Kwiziqhamo zemithandazo yeNkosi yethu ngobusuku bayo basemhlabeni.

34. Kwimithandazo yazo zonke izidalwa eziphila kwiNtando yobuThixo ebezikho, ezikhoyo okanye eziya kubakho.

35. Kuzo zonke izenzo zomntu eziguqulwe zaba zizenzo zobuThixo kwintando yobuThixo.

36 Kuko konke ukufa okungaqondakaliyo okufunyanwa yiNkosi yethu ebudeni bobomi bayo obufihlakeleyo.

37 Kwithontsi ngalinye legazi elaphalazwa yiNkosi Yethu xa yalukayo.

38. Kwinyembezi nganye echithwe yiNkosi yethu, iNenekazi lethu kunye neNgcwele uJoseph ngexesha lolwaluko.

39 Kubo bonke ubomi bobuthixo obuqulunqwe zizenzo zeNkosikazi yethu ngexesha lobomi bakhe basemhlabeni.

40 Kubo bonke ubomi obungcwele obuqulunqwe zizenzo zabantwana beNtando yobuThixo ababekho, abakhoyo okanye abaya kubakho.

O Nkosi Yesu:

41. Ndithi ndiyakuthanda ngeWill yakho ngento nganye ekhankanywe ngasentla.

42 Ndifakela umthandazo wokuzisola kwinto nganye ekhankanywe ngasentla.

43 Ndiyabulela kuwe ngenxa yeFiat yakho ekuthethwe ngayo ngokuthanda abantu.

44. Ndikunika imbuyekezo ngenxa yokwaliwa koMyolelo wakho ngabantu abenza intando yabo.

45 Ndibanga umphefumlo ngako konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yam nangako konke ukuphefumla kwam namhlanje.

46 Lo mthandazo mawuzicamagushele zonke izono ozenzileyo kuni.

47. Imbeko nozuko kwiNtando yobuThixo ngento nganye ekhankanywe ngasentla.

 

" Yhoo ! iziqhamo zazo zonke ezi zenzo! Kwanesidalwa esibenzayo asinakuyihlola”

(INkosi yethu uYesu kuLuisa, ngoAprili 25, 1922)

 

UHAMBO LWENCWADI

Ngentando eNgcwele yoBungcwele, ndingena kuwe, Nkosi Yesu, kwaye ndiziguqula ndibe nguwe, Nkosi Yesu. Ngelixa lokudibanisa, ndingena kubomi bomntu ngamnye, ukusuka kuAdam ukuya kowokugqibela, kwaye ndinxibelelanisa umthandazo wam komnye nomnye wabo. Ndikwanxulumanisa umthandazo wam kuko konke oku kulandelayo:

1. Umthendeleko woBhaptizo kunye nezenzo ezingcwele ezinxulumeneyo ebekufanele ukuba zigcinwe, zigcinwe, zigcinwe okanye ziya kubonwa.

2. Umthendeleko woQinisekiso kunye nezenzo ezingcwele ezinxulumene nazo ebekufanele ukuba zigcinwe, zigcinwe, zigcinwe okanye ziya kulandelwa.

3. Umthendeleko woMtshato kunye nezenzo ezingcwele ezinxulumene nazo ebekufanele ukuba zigcinwe, zigcinwe, zigcinwe okanye ziya kulandelwa.

4. Umthendeleko we-Ekaristi kunye nezithethe ezingcwele ezinxulumene nazo ebekufanele ukuba zigcinwe, zigcinwe, zigcinwe okanye ziya kulandelwa.

5. Umthendeleko weMiyalelo eNgcwele kunye nezenzo ezingcwele ezinxulumene nazo ebekufanele ukuba zigcinwe, zigcinwe, zigcinwe okanye ziya kulandelwa.

6. UMthendeleko woXolelwaniso kunye nezenzo ezingcwele ezinxulumeneyo ebekufanele ukuba zigcinwe, zigcinwe, zigcinwe okanye ziya kulandelwa.

7. Umthendeleko wabagulayo kunye nezenzo ezingcwele ezinxulumene nazo ebekufanele ukuba zigcinwe, zigcinwe, zigcinwe okanye ziya kubonwa.

8. Ungenelelo lwangaphambili, lwangoku okanye oluzayo lukaMoya oyiNgcwele.

9. Lonke igama layo yonke intlama ebekufanele ukuba lithethiwe, lalikho, likho ngoku okanye liya kubakho.

10. KwiFiat kaMariya edityaniswe kuko konke okukhankanywe ngasentla.

11. Kwi-Fiat kaLuisa eqhagamshelwe kuyo yonke into ekhankanywe ngasentla.

O Nkosi Yesu:

12. Ndinxulumanisa i- I love you kunye neWill yakho ngento nganye ekhankanywe ngasentla.

13. Ndinxulumanisa umthandazo wokuguquka kunye nento nganye ekhankanywe ngasentla.

14. Imbeko nozuko kwiNtando yobuThixo ngento nganye ekhankanywe ngasentla.

15. Ndenza umthandazo wembuyekezo nowosizi ngako konke ukuqhomfa okuthe kwenziwa, okwenziwayo okanye okuya kwenziwa.

16 Ndibanga imiphefumlo ngako konke ukubetha kwentliziyo yam nangako konke ukuphefumla kwam namhlanje.

Ndilungisela:

17. Ukuxhatshazwa okunxulumene neSigramente soBhaptizo olwenziwayo, olwenziwayo okanye oluya kwenziwa.

18. Ukuxhatshazwa okunxulumene neSigramente sokuQinisekisa okwenziweyo, kwenziwa ngoku okanye kuya kwenziwa.

19. Ukuxhatshazwa okunxulumene noMthendeleko woMtshato owenziweyo, wenziwa ngoku okanye uya kwenziwa.

20. Ukuxhatshazwa okunxulumene neSigramente soMthendeleko okwenziwayo, kwenziwa ngoku okanye kuya kwenziwa.

21. Ukuxhatshazwa okunxulumene neSakramente yeMiyalelo eNgcwele eyenziwe, eyenziwa ngoku okanye eya kwenziwa.

22. Ukuxhatshazwa okunxulumene nomthendeleko woXolelwaniso okwenziwayo, okwenziwayo okanye okuza kwenziwa.

23. Ukuxhatshazwa okunxulumene nomthendeleko wabagulayo okwenziweyo, kwenziwa ngoku okanye kuya kwenziwa.

24. Izikreqo ezichasene nemithetho elishumi kaThixo ezenziweyo, ngokwenene zenziwe okanye ziya kwenzeka.

 

Izityhilelo zeNkosi yethu uYesu kuBuntu baKhe obuNgcwele

 

INkosi yethu uYesu yayingenalukholo nathemba, yayinothando kuphela

“Ndandingenalukholo nathemba ngenxa yokuba ndinguThixo; NdandinoThando kuphela ” (Novemba 6, 1906, umqulu 7, iphepha 53).

Ukubandezeleka okungapheliyo koMntu-uThixo

“Jonga kum ukuba zingaphi izigidi zeminqamlezo ebuNtu bam. Ke ngoko, iminqamlezo efunyenwe kwiWill yam yayingenakubalwa, ukubandezeleka kwam kwakungapheliyo, ndancwina phantsi kobunzima bokubandezeleka okungapheliyo . Oku kubandezeleka okungapheliyo kwakunamandla kangangokuba kwandinika ukufa ngalo lonke ixesha ngokundinika umnqamlezo ngesenzo ngasinye somntu esichasene nentando kaThixo.

Umnqamlezo oza ngentando yam awenziwanga ngomthi, osenza ukuba sibuve ubunzima bawo kunye nokubandezeleka kwawo, kunokuba ngumnqamlezo wokukhanya nomlilo, otshisayo, otshisayo kwaye utyalwe ngendlela yokuba ungenzi lowo uyamkelayo” (Novemba 28, 1923, umqulu 16, iphepha 64 nelama-65).

 

INkosi yethu uYesu kumkhonzi kaThixo uLuisa Piccarreta, omibhalo yakhe yafumana i-"Non Obstare" (ungathinteli) kuKhadinali Ratzinger (ngoku onguPopu Benedict XVI), ngoko ke uMphathi weBandla leMfundiso yoKholo ngoMatshi 28 1994 :

 

Ukulunga okukhulu okuya kuziswa buBukumkani be-Divine Fiat. Uya kuba ngumgcini wabo bonke ububi, kuzo zonke izifo.

Imizimba ayisayi kuphinda ibole, kodwa iya kuhlala ibhalwe engcwabeni labo.

Kanye njengokuba iNtombi Enyulu, engenzanga mmangaliso, yenza ummangaliso omkhulu wokunika izidalwa uThixo, lowo kufuneka enze uBukumkani baziwe uya kwenza ummangaliso omkhulu wokunika intando kaThixo.

(ngo-Oktobha 22, 1926)
          

Ndacinga ngokuthanda okungcwele nobuthixo, ndaza ndathi ngaphakathi: “Kodwa kuya kuba yintoni ukulunga kobu Bukumkani beFiat iPhakamileyo? Kwaye uYesu, ephazamisa ingcinga yam, ngokukhawuleza washukuma ngaphakathi kwam waza wathi kum:

Ntombi yam, kuya kuba kuhle kangakanani? ! Kuya kuba yintoni umphumo omkhulu? ! Ubukumkani beFiat yam buya kuqulatha zonke iimpahla, yonke imimangaliso, zonke ezona zinto zimangalisayo; ngaphezu koko, uya kuzigqitha zonke kunye. Kwaye ukuba ummangaliso uthetha ukubuyisela ukubona kumntu oyimfama, ukulungisa isiqhwala, ukuphilisa umntu ogulayo, ukuvusa umntu ofileyo, njl . akuyi kubakho mngcipheko wokuba yimfama, isiqhwala okanye ukugula . Ukufa akusayi kuba namandla phezu komphefumlo; ukuba ithe ke yona inalo emzimbeni, akusayi kuba kukufa, makube sisikrobo . Ngaphandle kokondliwa kwesono kunye nentando yomntu ethotyiweyo evelise ukonakala, kwaye, ngokulondolozwa kweNtando yam,imizimba ayisayi kuba sabola, yonakaliswe ngokoyikekayo ngokoyikeka nakwelona linamandla, njengoko kunjalo ngoku; kodwa baya kuhlala behleli engcwabeni labo belindele umhla wovuko lwabo bonke . Ngaba ucinga ukuba ngummangaliso omkhulu ngakumbi ukunika iimfama ukubona, ukolula iziqhwala, ukuphilisa abagulayo, okanye ukuba nesixhobo sokulondoloza ukuze iliso lingaze lingaboni? , ukuze sihlale sihamba ngokuthe tye, ngamaxesha onke ukuba sempilweni entle? Ndiyakholelwa ukuba ummangaliso wokulondolozwa mkhulu kunommangaliso owenzeka emva kweshwangusha.

Lo ngumahluko omkhulu phakathi koBukumkani beNtlalo kunye noBukumkani beFiat ePhakamileyo: okokuqala, ummangaliso wawungenxa yezidalwa ezihluphekileyo, njengoko namhlanje, ezinye iintlekele okanye ezinye zenzeka; kwaye kungenxa yoko le nto ndinike umzekelo, ngaphandle, wokusebenza iintlobo ezahlukeneyo zonyango ezaziluphawu lweziphiliso endazinika imiphefumlo, eziya kubuyela ngokulula kubulwelwe bayo. Okwesibini iya kuba ngummangaliso wokulondolozwa, kuba iNtando yam inamandla angummangaliso, kwaye abo bavumela ukulawulwa yiyo abasayi kuba phantsi kobubi. Ngoko ke, akuyi kubakho mfuneko yemimangaliso kuba yonke into iya kuhlala iphilile, intle kwaye ingcwele - ifanele obo buhle obuphuma kwizandla zethu zokudala ekudaleni isidalwa.

UBukumkani be-Divine Fiat buya kwenza ummangaliso omkhulu wokugxotha bonke ububi, zonke iintsizi, lonke uloyiko, kuba aluyi kwenza mmangaliso ngokwexesha kunye neemeko, kodwa luya kubagcina abantwana bobukumkani babo kuye ngesenzo esiqhubekayo Ummangaliso, nokubalondoloza kubo bonke ububi, abenze babe ngabantwana bobukumkani bakhe. Oku, kwimiphefumlo; kodwa kuya kubakho iinguqu ezininzi emizimbeni, ngenxa yokuba sihlala sisono, sona sona isondlo sobubi bonke. Isono sisuswe, akusayi kuba sabakho kudla kobubi; ngaphezu koko, njengoko iNtando yam nesono zingenakuhlalisana, indalo yomntu nayo iya kuba neziphumo zayo eziluncedo.

Ntombi yam, kufuneka ndilungiselele ummangaliso omkhulu woBukumkani beFiat ePhakamileyo, ndenza nawe, ntombi yamazibulo yentando yam, into endiyenzileyo kunye noKumkanikazi onguMongami, uMama wam, xa kwakufuneka ndilungiselele uBukumkani beNtlalo. . Ndamsondeza kum. Ndamgcina exakeke kakhulu ngaphakathi kuye kangangokuba ndakwazi ukwenza kunye naye ummangaliso wentlawulelo ekwakukho imfuneko enkulu ngayo. Kwakukho izinto ezininzi ekwakufuneka sizenze, siziphinde, kwaye sigqibe kunye, kangangokuba kwafuneka ndifihle kwinkangeleko yakhe yangaphandle yonke into enokuthiwa ngummangaliso, ngaphandle kokulunga kwakhe okugqibeleleyo. Kule nto, ndamkhulula ngakumbi ukuze ndimvumele ukuba awele ulwandle olungenasiphelo lwe-Fiat engunaphakade, nokuba abe nokufikelela kuBungangamsha obungcwele ukuze afumane uBukumkani beNtlalo.

Yintoni eya kuba nkulu: ukuba uKumkanikazi wasezulwini wabuyisela ukubona kwiimfama, ukuthetha kwisimumu, njalo njalo, okanye ingaba ngummangaliso wokuhlisa iLizwi elingunaphakade emhlabeni? Eyangaphambili ibiya kuba yenzeke ngengozi, eyethutyana, nemimangaliso yomntu ngamnye; owesibini ngummangaliso ongunaphakade - ukho kuye nabani na owufunayo. Ke ngoko, eyokuqala ibingayi kuba yinto engento xa ithelekiswa neyokugqibela. Wayelilanga lenyaniso, lowo, lizisithelisa zonke izinto, lisithelise kwaiLizwi likaYise elikuye, zonke iimpahla, yonke imiphumo nemimangaliso eyaveliswa yiNtlawulelo, yabangela ukuba kuphume ukukhanya kuye. Kodwa, njengelanga, yavelisa izinto ezintle nemimangaliso ngaphandle kokuzivumela ukuba ibonwe okanye imiselwe njengoyena nobangela wayo yonke into. Inene, konke okulungileyo endikwenzileyo emhlabeni, ndikwenzile ngenxa yokuba iNkosazana yezulu ifikelele kwinqanaba lokuba ubukhosi bayo bube sebuThixo; yaye ngobukhosi bakhe, wanditsala ezulwini ukuze andinike izidalwa.

Ndikugcina unam, ndikwenza uwele ulwandle lwakhe olungenasiphelo ukuze ndikunike ukufikelela kuBawo osezulwini ukuze uthandaze kuye, umoyise, ube nobukumkani bakhe phezu kwakhe ukuze ufumane iFiat yoBukumkani bam. Kwaye ukuze ndizalise kwaye ndidle ngaphakathi kwenu onke amandla angummangaliso ayimfuneko ukuze kuqulunqwe uBukumkani obunjalo obungcwele, ndikugcina uhlala uxakeke ngaphakathi kwakho emsebenzini woBukumkani bam; Ndihlala ndikuthuma ukuba wenze imijikelo ukuze wenze kwakhona, ugqibezele konke okuyimfuneko, kwaye konke ekufuneka kwenziwe ukwenza ummangaliso omkhulu woBukumkani bam. Ngaphandle, andivumeli nto ingummangaliso ibonakale kuwe, ngaphandle kokukhanya kweNtando yam.Abanye basenokuthi, ‘Inokwenzeka njani loo nto? UYesu osikelelekileyo ubonakalisa imimangaliso emininzi kwesi sidalwa ngokunxulumene noBukumkani bakhe beFiat yobuthixo, kwaye iimpahla aya kuzizisa ziya kodlula iNdalo neNtlawulo, ngcono ngakumbi, iya kuba sisithsaba sabo bobabini; kodwa phezu kwako nje ukulunga okukhulu ngolo hlobo, akukho nto ingummangaliso inokubonwa kuye, ngaphandle, ekuqinisekiseni okulungileyo okukhulu kobu Bukumkani beFiat engunaphakade, ngelixa abanye abangcwele, ngaphandle kobukhazikhazi boku kulungileyo kukhulu, benze imimangaliso kulo. inyathelo ngalinye.' Kodwa ukuba bamgqala uMama wam othandekayo, oyena ungcwele kuzo zonke izidalwa, kunye nokulunga okukhulu awayenakho ngaphakathi kwakhe ukuba akuzise kwizidalwa, akukho namnye unokuthelekiswa naye owenza ummangaliso omkhulu wokukhawula kuye iLizwi likaThixo, kunye nemimangaliso yendalo. enika uThixo kuyo yonke indalo.

Kwaye phambi kobu bubi bukhulu, bungazange bubonwe okanye buviwe ngaphambili, bokukwazi ukunika iLizwi lanaphakade kwizidalwa, yonke eminye imimangaliso idityanisiwe ifana namadangatye amancinane phambi kwelanga. Lowo unokwenza okungakumbi, unokwenza okuncinane. Ngendlela efanayo, ndijongene nommangaliso woBukumkani beNtando yam ebuyiselwe kwizidalwa, yonke eminye imimangaliso iya kuba ngamadangatye amancinci phambi kweLanga elikhulu leNtando yam. Lonke igama, inyaniso kunye nokubonakaliswa kobu Bukumkani ngummangaliso okhutshwe kwintando yam njengomgcini wabo bonke ububi; kufana nokuncamathisela izidalwa kokulungileyo okungapheliyo, kuzuko olukhulu kakhulu kunye nobuhle obutsha - obungcwele ngokupheleleyo.
           
Inyaniso nganye malunga neFiat yam engunaphakade inamandla amaninzi kunye nokulunga okumangalisayo kunokuba umntu ofileyo wavuswa, oneqhenqa waphiliswa, indoda eyimfama yafumana ukubona kwayo, okanye isimumu sinokuthetha. Enyanisweni, amazwi am ngobungcwele kunye namandla eFiat yam aya kubuyisela imiphefumlo kwimvelaphi yayo; baya kumphilisa eqhenqeni lomntu. Baza kubanika ukubona ukuba babone iimpahla zobukumkani beNtando yam, kuba kude kube ngoku bebeziimfama . Baya kunika ilizwi kwizidalwa ezininzi ezizizimumu ezithi, ukuba zinokuthetha ezinye izinto ezininzi, zibe njengezimumu ezininzi ngenxa yentando yam; kwaye baya kusebenzisa ummangaliso omkhulu wokuba nako ukunika isidalwa ngasinye intando kaThixo equlethe zonke iimpahla. Yintoni endingayi kubanika yona xa ifunyenwe kubo bonke abantwana boBukumkani bayo? Yiyo loo nto ndifuna ukuba uqhubeke usebenzela uBukumkani bam - kwaye kuninzi ekufuneka kwenziwe ukulungiselela ummangaliso omkhulu wokuba obu Bukumkani beFiat buza kwaziwa kwaye bubekho. Ke ngoko, qaphela ngelixa uwela ulwandle olungenasiphelo lweNtando yam, ukuze kumiselwe ucwangco phakathi koMdali nesidalwa; ngako oko, ngawe, ndiya kuba nako ukwenza ummangaliso omkhulu wokubuyela komntu kum – kwimvelaphi yakhe.' Ndaye ndacinga ngoku kubhaliweyo ngasentla, ngakumbi ukuba igama ngalinye kunye nokubonakaliswa kwiNtando ePhakamileyo ngummangaliso. Kwaye uYesu, ukuze andiqinisekise koko wakuthethayo, wongezelela:
           
Ntombi yam, ucinga ukuba ngowuphi ummangaliso omkhulu ukufika kwam emhlabeni: ilizwi lam, iVangeli endayivakalisayo, okanye inyaniso yokuba ndinike abafileyo ubomi, ukubona kwiimfama, ukuva kwizithulu, njl. ? Ah! intombi yam, ilizwi lam, ivangeli yam, yayingummangaliso omkhulu ngakumbi; ngakumbi ekubeni imimangaliso ngokwayo yavela elizwini lam. Isiseko, undoqo wayo yonke imimangaliso yeza kwilizwi lam lokudala. IiSakramente, iNdalo ngokwayo, imimangaliso esisigxina, yayinobomi belizwi lam; kwaye iBandla lam ngokwalo linelizwi lam, iVangeli yam, njengolawulo lwayo nanjengesiseko sayo.

Ke ilizwi lam, ivangeli yam, lalingummangaliso omkhulu kunemimangaliso ngokwayo eyayinobomi kuphela ngenxa yelizwi lam elingummangaliso. Ke ngoko, qiniseka ukuba ilizwi likaYesu wakho ngowona mmangaliso mkhulu. Ilizwi lam linjengomoya onamandla, obalekayo, ubethelela ukuva, ungene entliziyweni, ufudumale, uhlambulule, ukhanyisele, ucanda kolunye uhlanga ukuya kwesinye; igubungela ihlabathi lonke kwaye ihamba kuzo zonke iinkulungwane.

Ngubani na onokubulala angcwabe elinye lamazwi am? Umntu. Kwaye ukuba ngamanye amaxesha kubonakala ngathi ilizwi lam lithe cwaka kwaye lifihliwe, alize liphulukane nobomi balo. Xa ubungayilindelanga, iphuma kwaye iviwa kuyo yonke indawo. Kuya kudlula iinkulungwane apho yonke into - abantu nezinto - ziya kuginywa kwaye zinyamalale, kodwa ilizwi lam alinakuze lidlule kuba liqulethe uBomi - amandla amangalisayo aKhe aphuma kuwo. Ke ngoko, ndiyaqinisekisa ukuba lonke igama kunye nokubonakaliswa okufumanayo kwiFiat yam engunaphakade ngowona mmangaliso mkhulu oya kukhonza uBukumkani beNtando yam.Yiyo loo nto ndiniyala kakhulu kwaye ndifuna kakhulu ukuba amazwi am onke abonakaliswe kwaye abhalwe - kuba ndibona kuwo ummangaliso ongowam, oya kuzisa okulungileyo kakhulu kubantwana bobukumkani. IFiat ephezulu..

 

Ngomzuzu wokudlulela ngonaphakade, uThixo wenza ukumangaliswa kokugqibela koLuthando ngexesha lokufa, ngokunika iyure yeNyaniso ukuze umphefumlo wenze ubuncinane intshukumo enye yokuguquka ukuze usindiswe.

INkosi yethu uYesu kuLuisa Piccarreta ngoMatshi 22, 1938, umqulu 36



“ Ukulunga kwethu nothando lwethu lukhulu kangangokuba Sisebenzisa zonke iindlela ukuhlangula isidalwa esonweni saso – ukusisindisa; kwaye ukuba Asiphumeleli ngexesha lobomi bakhe, Senza uMmangaliso wokugqibela woThando ngexesha lokufa kwakhe . Kuya kufuneka wazi ukuba ngalo mzuzu, Sinika umqondiso wokugqibela woThando kwisidalwa ngokusinika iinceba Zethu , Uthando kunye noBubele, ngokunikela ubungqina kwiiTendernesses zothando ezikwazi ukuthambisa kunye nokuphumelela iintliziyo ezinzima.  Xa isidalwa sizifumana siphakathi kobomi nokufa - phakathi kwexesha eliza kuphela kunye noNaphakade eliza kuqalisa - phantse kwisenzo sokuwushiya umzimba waso, uYesu wakho ubonwa ngoBubele obuyolisayo, kunye noBuswiti obubophayo kunye noBuntu obonwabileyo. ithomalalisa ubukrakra bobomi, ngakumbi ngeli xesha linzima . Emva koko, kukho ukujonga kwam ... Ndimjonge ngoThando olukhulu ukukhupha kwisidalwa isenzo sokuzisola - isenzo sothando, isenzo sokubambelela kwintando yam.

Ngalo mzuzu wokuphoxeka, ebona - echukumisa ngezandla zakhe indlela ebesimthanda ngayo kwaye sisamthanda, isidalwa siva ubunzima obukhulu kangangokuba siguquke ngokungasithandi; uyakuqonda ukuthanda kwethu njengomgaqo kunye nokufezekiswa kobomi bakhe kwaye, ngokwaneliseka, uyakwamkela ukufa kwakhe ukuze aphumeze isenzo sentando yethu. Kuba nimele nazi ukuba, ukuba isidalwa asenzanga nesinye isenzo sentando kaThixo, amasango eZulu ebengayi kuvuleka; babengayi kuqatshelwa njengendlalifa yeLizwe laseZulwini kwaye iiNgelosi kunye nabaNgcwele babengenakumvuma phakathi kwabo - kwaye yena ngokwakhe akayi kufuna ukungena, eqonda ukuba akusiyo eyakhe. Ngaphandle kwentando yethu, akukho Bungcwele okanye usindiso. Zingaphi izidalwa ezisindiswayo ngenxa yolu phawu loThando lwethu, ngaphandle kweyona nto igqwethekileyo kunye neyona inkani ; nokuba ukulandela indlela ende yeNtlambululo-miphefumlo kuya kubalungele ngakumbi. Umzuzu wokufa kukubanjwa kwethu kwemihla ngemihla - ukufunyanwa kwendoda elahlekileyo.

Wongeza wathi: Ntombi yam, ixesha lokufa lixesha lokuphoxeka. Ngeli xesha, zonke izinto ziyafika emva komnye zisithi: “Xelelani, umhlaba unigqibile; ngoku iqala inguNaphakade. Kweso sidalwa singathi sitshixelwe egumbini aze umntu athi kuso: “Ngasemva kwalo mnyango, kukho elinye igumbi apho kukho uThixo, iZulu, iNtlambululo-miphefumlo, isihogo; lilonke, nguNaphakade.” Kodwa isidalwa asinakubona nanye kwezi zinto. Uyabeva beqinisekiswa ngabanye; bathi ke abo bazithethayo kuye, bangabi nakuzibona, ngokokude bagqithise ekuthetheni nabo, bengakholwa; ngaphandle kokunika ukubaluleka okukhulu ekunikeni amagama abo ithowuni yokwenyani - njengento ethile.

Ngoko ngenye imini iindonga ziyehla kwaye isidalwa sinokuzibonela ngawaso amehlo oko sasikuxelelwe ngaphambili. Ubona uThixo wakhe noYise ababemthanda ngoThando olukhulu; uyazibona izipho amnike zona, nganye nganye; kunye nawo onke amalungelo othando awayemtyala kuye owaphulwayo. Uyabona ukuba ubomi bakhe bobakaThixo, kungekhona okwakhe. Yonke into idlula phambi kwakhe: ingunaphakade, iParadesi, iNtlambululo-miphefumlo, nesihogo - umhlaba oshiyayo ; iziyolo ezimfulathelayo. Yonke into iyanyamalala; into kuphela ehlala ikhona kuye kweli gumbi kunye neendonga ezidiliziweyo: Unaphakade . Olunjani lona utshintsho kwisidalwa esilihlwempu!

Ukulunga kwam kukhulu, ndifuna ukusindisa wonke umntu, ukuba ndivumela ezi ndonga ukuba ziwe xa izidalwa ziphakathi kobomi nokufa - xa umphefumlo uphuma emzimbeni ungene kuNaphakade - ukuze benze ubuncinane isenzo esinye sokuguquka nothando Mna, ndiqonda iNtando yam ethandekayo phezu kwabo . Ndingatsho ukuba ndibanika iyure yeNyaniso ukuze babasindise . Owu! Ukuba bonke bebesazi imveliso yothando endiyisebenzisayo kumzuzu wokugqibela wobomi babo ukubathintela ekuphunyukeni kwizandla zam ezingaphezulu kootata - ngekhe balinde okwangoku, bebeya kundithanda ubomi babo bonke  ”.

 

Izalathiso kunye neendlela ezinikezelwe yiNkosi yethu uYesu kuLuisa ukuba akhule kubomi bokomoya okanye achonge imigibe, ukuze aphile kwintando kaThixo.

ekuthobekeni

- Umnqamlezo wodwa kukutya kokuthobeka (Juni 24, 1900, umqulu 3, iphepha 86),

Umphefumlo owoyikayo okanye umphefumlo ongoyikiyo nantoni na

- Ukuba umphefumlo uloyiko, luphawu lokuba uzithemba kakhulu. Ukufumana kuye kuphela ubuthathaka kunye neentsizi, ngoko, ngokwemvelo kwaye ngokufanelekileyo, uyesaba. Ukuba, kwelinye icala, umphefumlo awoyiki nto, loo nto ibonisa ukuba ubeka ithemba lawo kuThixo. Iinkxwaleko nobuthathaka bakhe bulahlekile kuThixo; uziva ambethe uBume obungcwele. Ayisengomphefumlo osebenzayo, kodwa nguThixo osemphefumlweni. Yintoni anokoyika? Ukukholosa ngokwenyaniso ngoThixo kuvelisa kwakhona Ubomi bobuthixo emphefumlweni (Januwari 3, 1907, umqulu 7, iphepha 61).

Engxakini

- Ukuchatshazelwa sisidubedube esithile ngumqondiso wokuba ubani uyamke ngandlel’ ithile kuThixo, kuba ukushukuma kuye aze angabi nalo uxolo olugqibeleleyo akunakwenzeka (Juni 17, 1900, umqulu 3, iphepha 83)

Ukuze ungaphazanyiswa, umphefumlo kufuneka uzifumane ulungile kuThixo, kufuneka uthambekele kuye ngokupheleleyo njengakwinqaku elinye kwaye kufuneka ujonge yonke enye into ngeliso elingenamdla. Ukuba wenza ngenye indlela, kuyo yonke into ayenzayo, ayibonayo okanye ayivayo, utyala ixhala elifana nomkhuhlane ocothayo omenza adinwe adinwe aze akhathazeke, angakwazi ukuziqonda (May 23, 1905, volume 6, iphepha 85) .

- Engxakini, kukuthanda ubuqu obufuna ukuzibonakalisa ukuba bulawula okanye lutshaba olufuna ukwenzakalisa (Julayi 22, 1905, umqulu 6, iphepha 91),

- Ukuba umphefumlo uphazamiseka nangaliphi na ixesha, luphawu lokuba luzele ngokwalo. Ukuba ukhathazwa yinto enye, hayi enye, loo nto ibonisa ukuba unento kaThixo, kodwa unezinto ezininzi ezingenanto. Ukuba akukho nto imphazamisayo, loo nto ibonisa ukuba uzaliswe ngokupheleleyo nguThixo (Agasti 9, 1905, umqulu 6, iphepha 92)

- Lowo ungayithandiyo inyaniso uyakhathazwa yaye uyathuthunjiswa yiyo (Januwari 16, 1906, umqulu 6, iphepha 109).

Ngaphandle kweesignesha zokurhoxa, ukuthobeka kunye nokuthobela, umphefumlo uya kunyanzeleka ukuba uhlale kwixhala, uloyiko kunye nengozi kwaye uya kuba ne-ego yawo njengoThixo ngelixa ukhuliswa likratshi kunye nemvukelo.

- Ngaphandle kokuthobela, ukurhoxa kunye nokuthobeka kuxhomekeke ekungazinzini. Ukusuka apho imfuneko engqongqo yesiginitsha yokuthobela ukuze iqinisekiswe ipasipoti evumela ukuba idlule ebukumkanini bolonwabo lokomoya apho intliziyo inokuyonwabela apha ngezantsi.

Ngaphandle kweesignesha zokurhoxa, ukuthobeka kunye nokuthobela, ipasipoti iya kuba yinto engenaxabiso kwaye umphefumlo uya kuhlala ude nommandla wolonwabo; iya kunyanzeleka ukuba ihlale ixhalabile, uloyiko kunye nengozi. Ngenxa yokuhlaziswa kwakhe, uya kuba nesiqu sakhe njengothixo kwaye uya kuba nekratshi nemvukelo (Aprili 16, 1900, umqulu 3, iphepha 63).

cinga ngawe

- Ukucinga ngawe kufana nokuphuma kuThixo kwaye ubuyele kuwe. Ukucinga ngesiqu sakho akuze kube sisidima, kodwa kusoloko kubububi, nokuba kuthatha inkalo yokulungileyo (Agasti 23, 1905, umqulu 6, iphepha 94).

Ixhala malunga nokungcwaliswa

- Umphefumlo ongaphezu kwayo yonke into echaphazelekayo ngokuzingcwalisa uphila ngeendleko zobungcwele bawo, amandla awo kunye nothando lwawo (Novemba 15, 1918, umqulu 12, iphepha 71).

Lahleka ngokobuntu ukuze uphumelele ngokobuthixo

- Intombi yam, ephulukene noloyiso kwaye ophumeleleyo ulahlekelwe (Okthobha 16, 1918, umqulu 12, iphepha 68).

KwiSivumo

- Into ephambili ehlaziya umntu kwaye imenze abe ngumKatolika wokwenene kukuvuma (ngoMatshi 14, 1900, umqulu 3, iphepha 55).

Othetha kakhulu akananto kaThixo

- Ukuba umntu uthetha kakhulu, luphawu lokuba ungenanto ngaphakathi kwakhe, ngelixa umntu ozaliswe nguThixo, efumana ulonwabo ngakumbi ngaphakathi kwakhe, akafuni ukulahlekelwa le nto yokuzonwabisa kwaye uthetha kuphela ngaphandle kwemfuneko . Kwaye naxa ethetha, akalokothi ashiye ingaphakathi lakhe kwaye azame, ngokubhekiselele ekubeni axhalabele, ukukrola kwabanye oko aziva kuye ngokwakhe. Kwelinye icala, lowo uthetha kakhulu akaneli nje ukuba lilize kuThixo kodwa, ngamazwi akhe amaninzi, uzama ukulambatha abanye bakaThixo ( May 8, 1909, umqulu 9, iphepha 7 ).

 

Nantsi indlela yokuqonda ukuba siphila ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaThixo ukusuka kwiinkcukacha ezinikwe yiNkosi yethu uYesu kuLuisa

 



 

Enyanisweni, akukho nto ifunekayo emphefumlweni ngokomyalelo womntu, oko kukuthi yonke into umntu ayaziyo ukususela ekuzalweni kwakhe ngaphakathi. Kufuneka sife kuyo yonke into engaphakathi kuthi. Ngenxa yoko, kufuneka sinikele kuphela u-Ewe wethu kuLuthando kwaye nguThixo owenza okuseleyo, ngokucela ukutshintshisa ukuthanda kwethu komntu ngokuthanda kukaThixo.

Nantsi ingcaciso yiNkosi yethu uYesu Krestu ngokwaKhe iimpawu ezithile ezinxulumene nobomi kwintando kaThixo, ngokukhankanywa komhla womyalezo kunye nereferensi yomsebenzi weNcwadi yeZulu :

- umanyano lwentando yesidalwa naleyo yoMdali, ukubhangiswa kwiNtando kanaphakade (Disemba 26, 1919, umqulu 12, iphepha 134), ngaloo ndlela akukho nto inokwenzeka yokuzikhethela, ngakumbi ukungakhethi into engalunganga, ukwenza. isono sangaphakathi, ekubeni akusekho kuthanda komntu, akusekho bubi emphefumlweni;

- ukungabikho kwawo wonke umnqweno nomsa (kaMeyi 20, 1918, umqulu 12, iphepha 53),

- yonke into kufuneka ithule emphefumlweni: uxabiso lwabanye, uzuko, ulonwabo, imbeko, ubukhulu, ukuthanda, izidalwa, njl. ( kaJanuwari 2, 1919, umqulu 12, iphepha 76 )

- iintlungu zokuhluthwa ubukho bukaYesu - ukuze imiphefumlo inikwe ukukhanya kunye nobomi bukaThixo - (Januwari 4, 1919, umqulu 12, iphepha 77), "kukufa okungenalusini" "okubulala" uLuisa, othi ukuba zonke “ezinye iimbandezelo luncumo nokwanga kukaYesu” xa kuthelekiswa (kaMeyi 24, 1919, umqulu 12, iphepha 121),

UYesu wongezelela, echaza isizathu sobu hlwempuzekileyo: “Ngalo lonke ixesha undibandezwa, uziva ufile yaye ngaloo ndlela ulungisa ukufa endikunikelayo imiphefumlo ngenxa yezono zayo” (Juni 16, 1919, umqulu 12, iphepha 123 nele-124) . Izulu libonakala livaliwe kuLuisa kwaye akukho kunxibelelana nomhlaba kuye (Novemba 3, 1919, umqulu 12, iphepha 130),

- ukungabikho koloyiko, amathandabuzo kunye noloyiko, ngakumbi iSihogo esinenzuzo enkulu yokhuseleko (Oktobha 15, 1919, umqulu 12, iphepha 130),

- ukuphulukana neemvakalelo zakhe (kaJanuwari 19, 1912, umqulu 10, iphepha 57),

- ukubalwa kwezinto eziphathekayo nezokomoya (kaDisemba 6, 1904, umqulu 6, iphepha 73),

- ukuvinjwa zonke iindlela zomntu, apho kulo mbuso, umntu akakwazi ukukhalaza, okanye ukuzikhusela, okanye azikhulule kwizinto ezibuhlungu kuye (Juni 24, 1900, ivolumu 3, iphepha 85);

- efile kubomi bakhe, akusekho mnqweno, akukho thando, akukho thando, yonke into engaphakathi ngathi ifile, kwaye olona phawu luqinisekileyo lokuba iimfundiso zika Yesu zivelise isiqhamo emphefumlweni kukuba umntu akasaziva nto ngokwakhe, esazi. ukuba ubomi bokuthanda kukaThixo buquka ukuzibhangisa kuYesu (Septemba 13, 1919, umqulu 12, iphepha 128),

 

Iimpawu kunye neziphumo zokuphila kwintando kaThixo

- Ukuphila kwintando kaThixo ngumthendeleko ongunaphakade, omkhulu kunokufumana umthendeleko womthendeleko (ngoMatshi 23, 1910, umqulu 9, iphepha 32),

- Ubungcwele bokwenyani bubandakanya ukuhlala kwintando kaThixo, ukwazi ukuba obu bungcwele bunengcambu ezinzulu kangangokuba akukho ngozi yokuhexa. Umphefumlo onobu ngcwele womelele, awuxhomekekanga kwiimpazamo zokuzithandela. Unikela ingqalelo kwimisebenzi yakhe. Unikelwe kwaye ukhutshiwe kuyo yonke into nakuwo wonke umntu, nabalawuli bokomoya. Ikhula ngendlela yokuba iintyatyambo neziqhamo zayo zifikelele eZulwini! Ufihlwe kuThixo kangangokuba umhlaba awuboni nto kuye. Intando yobuThixo iye yayamkela. UYesu bubomi bakhe, umenzi womphefumlo wakhe nomzekelo wakhe. Akananto eyeyakhe, yonke into ifana noYesu (Agasti 14, 1917, umqulu 12, iphepha 28),

- Ubungcwele kwintando kaThixo ayingomntu kodwa bungcwele bobuthixo.

- Ukuphila Kukuthanda KukaThixo kukhokelela kobona ngcwele bukhulu isidalwa sinokubulangazelela (Januwari 20, 1907, umqulu 7, iphepha 64),

- Ngubani ohlala kwiNtando yobuThixo uhlala eseluxolweni, ekwanelisekeni okugqibeleleyo kwaye engazikhathazi nganto konke konke (May 24, 1910, volume 9, page 34),

- Umphefumlo ophila kwiNtando yobuThixo wenza okufunwa nguThixo kwaye uThixo uyakwenza oko akufunayo, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba lo mphefumlo ufikelele kwinqanaba lokumenza abe buthathaka kwaye ahluthe uThixo njengoko ethanda ngolu manyano luphakamileyo (1st November 1910, volume 9, page 51),

- Umphefumlo ophila kwintando kaThixo yiParadesi yeNkosi yethu uYesu esemhlabeni (Novemba 3, 1910, umqulu 9, iphepha 52), Ukuthanda kukaThixo yiparadesi yomphefumlo esemhlabeni nomphefumlo ophila emhlabeni. Ukuthanda KukaThixo yiParadisi KaThixo (Julayi 3, 1910, umqulu 7, iphepha 29),

- Ngokuhlala kwintando kaThixo, umphefumlo ufumana olona thando lugqibeleleyo; uyaphumelela ekuthandeni uYesu ngoThando lwaKhe; iba luthando lonke; unxibelelana ngokuqhubekayo noYesu (Novemba 6, 1906, umqulu 7, iphepha 53),

- Ubomi kwiNtando yobuThixo kuthetha ukuba umphefumlo ugxininiswe ngokupheleleyo, kwaye ube njengomoya ococekileyo, njengokungathi umbandela awusekho kuwo, ngoko ukuthanda (umntu kunye noThixo) kunokwenza ngokugqibeleleyo kuphela 'a (Meyi 21; 1900, umqulu 3, iphepha 73),

- Ukwenza kuThixo nokuhlala ngoxolo kuyafana. KuThixo, konke kuseluxolweni (Juni 17, 1900, umqulu 3, iphepha 83), uxolo lolona phawu luqinisekileyo lokuba umntu uyabandezeleka kwaye andisebenzele, sisingcamiso soxolo abantwana bam abaya kulunandipha kunye nam eZulwini (Julayi 29, 1909, umqulu 9, iphepha 13),

 



 

 

 

Ubomi kwintando kaThixo kunye namandla amathathu omphefumlo: ubukrelekrele, inkumbulo kunye nentando

Ukususela kumqulu we-12 womsebenzi othi "Incwadi yeZulu" , isicatshulwa kwisigidimi esinikwe ngoMeyi 8, 1919, iphepha 116:

Kusebukrelekrele, kwinkumbulo nakwintando (amandla ama-3 omphefumlo), eyona nxalenye ibalaseleyo yomntu, apho kushicilelwa umfanekiso wobuthixo .

 

Eyona ntlungu yayicinezela kakhulu iNkosi yethu uYesu ngexesha loKuthanda kwakhe yayiluhanahaniso lwabaFarisi .

Ukususela kumqulu we-13 womsebenzi othi "Incwadi yezulu" , umyalezo owanikelwa ngoNovemba 22, 1921, iphepha 60 kunye ne-61:

“ Ntombi yam, eyona ntlungu yandicinezelayo yayiluhanahaniso lwabaFarisi; babezenza okusesikweni xa bengabona bangekho sikweni . Babezenza ngathi bangcwele, bathe tye nolungelelwano, ngoxa babengabo bagqwethekileyo , bengaphandle kwayo yonke imithetho yaye bengalawuleki ngokupheleleyo. Ngoxa babezenza ngathi bazukisa uThixo, babezizukisa, benyamekela izilangazelelo zabo, nolonwabo lwabo .

Ukukhanya bekungenakungena kubo, kuba uhanahaniso lwabo lwaluvale zonke iingcango. Ubumpunge bawo yayisisitshixo esathi, ngokuphindwe kabini, sabavalela ekufeni kwada kwaphelisa noluzizi ukukhanya . KwanoPilato owayenqula izithixo wafumana ukukhanya okungakumbi kunabaFarisi, kuba yonke into awayeyenza nawayeyithetha yayingaphumi kunkwalambisa, kodwa yayibangelwa kukoyika .

Ndiziva nditsaleleka ngakumbi kumoni, kwanangoyena ugqwethekileyo, ukuba akanankohliso, kunabo balunge ngakumbi kodwa bahanahanisa . Owu ! Hayi, ukuba lisikizi kum lowo wenza okulungileyo emehlweni abantu, abe ethandaza, abe ububi nobubi busonakaliswa; ekuthandazeni komlomo wakhe, intliziyo yakhe ikude lee kum . Xa esenza okulungileyo, ucinga ngokwanelisa iminqweno yakhe ekhohlakeleyo. Phezu kwako nje okulungileyo akwenzayo namazwi awathethayo, lo mntu uhanahanisayo akanakuzisa ukukhanya kwabanye ngenxa yokuba ezitshixile iingcango .

Usebenza njengedemon eyamkelwe inyama ethi, ngokufihlakeleyo, ilinge izidalwa . Ibona into entle, le ndoda itsaleleka. Kodwa xa esesona sigqibo silungileyo, uzibona etsaleleke kwezona zono zinzulu. Owu ! Zimbalwa kangakanani na ubungozi bezihendo ezibonakala phantsi kwembonakalo yesono kunezo zivela phantsi kwembonakalo yokulunga! Ukuqhubana nabantu abangendawo akuyongozi kangako kunabo babonakala belungile kodwa bengabahanahanisi . Ezinjani zona iityhefu abazifihlayo ! Mingaphi imiphefumlo abayityhefa ?

Ukuba bekungengenxa yale milinganiso kwaye ukuba bonke bebendazi ukuba ndiyintoni na, iingcambu zobubi beziya kususwa ebusweni bomhlaba kwaye zonke bezingayi kulahlekiswa”.

 

Lowo uhlala kwiNtando yobuThixo akanako ukuya kwiPurigatori

Ukususela kumqulu we-11 womsebenzi othi "Incwadi Yezulu" , isicatshulwa kwisigidimi esinikwe ngoMatshi 8, 1914, iphepha 73:

Ntombi yam , umphefumlo ohlala kwintando yam awukwazi ukuya kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo, apho imiphefumlo ihlanjululwa kuyo yonke into .

Emva kokumgada ngekhwele kwiThanda lam ngexesha lobomi bakhe, ndingawuvumela njani umlilo wentlambululo-miphefumlo ukuba umchukumise?

Okona kulungileyo, uya kuswela iimpahla ezimbalwa, kodwa iWill yam iya kumambesa ngayo yonke into efunekayo ngaphambi kokuba imtyhilele ubuThixo .

Emva koko ndiya kuzityhila”.

 

Inani elincinci labangcwele beNtando yobuThixo kuba kuyimfuneko ukuzihluba yonke into

Ukususela kumqulu we-12 womsebenzi othi "Incwadi yezulu" , isicatshulwa kwisigidimi esinikwe ngo-Aprili 15, 1919, iphepha 112 kunye ne-113:

“ Ntombi yam, yintando yam kuphela ezisa ulonwabo lokwenyani. Nguye kuphela onika umphefumlo zonke izinto ezilungileyo, emenza ukumkanikazi wolonwabo lokwenene. Kuphela yimiphefumlo eya kube ihleli kwiWill yam eya kuba ngookumkanikazi ecaleni kwetrone yam kuba baya kuzalwa ngentando yam . Ndimele ndikubonise ukuba abantu abandijikelezile babengonwabanga ngokubanzi [...].

Abangcwele kwintando yam, efanekiselwa buBuntu bam obuvusiweyo, baya kuba bambalwa ngenani [...].

Ubungcwele bokuthanda kwam abunanto yomphefumlo, kodwa yonke into ivela kuThixo .

Ukukulungela ukuzihluba yonke into kufuna kakhulu; ngenxa yoko, akuyi kuba mininzi imiphefumlo eya kukuphumeza oku . Ukwicala labambalwa.

 

Umphefumlo umele ufe kubomi bawo ukuze uphile kwa kwabubomi bukaYesu

Ukususela kumqulu we-12 womsebenzi othi "Incwadi yezulu" , umyalezo onikwe ngoSeptemba 13, 1919, iphepha 128:

" Ubukrakra bam banda kwaye ndakhalaza kuYesu wam ohlala ethandwa ndisithi, 'Yiba nenceba, Sithandwa sam, yiba nenceba! Awuboni ukuba ndiphuke kangakanani? Ndiziva ngathi andisenabo ubomi, nomnqweno, nomnqweno, okanye umsa, okanye ububele, kwaye Uthando, yonke into engaphakathi kwam, ngathi ifile . Ndithe ndisatsho njalo ndamva uYesu esondele kum kakhulu, endibopha ngamatyathanga awomeleleyo. Uthi kum:

" Ntombi yam, olona phawu luqinisekileyo lokuba imfundiso yam ivelise isiqhamo kuwe kukuba awuseziva nantoni na kuwe . Ngaba ubomi kwiNtando yam abubangeli ukupheliswa kum ? Ngaba ke ngoko uyiminqweno yakho, ukuthanda kwakho, njl. Ngaba ndiwachithe kwiWill yam?Intando yam inkulu kakhulu kwaye ifuna umzamo omkhulu ukuyichaza.Ukuhlala kum,kungcono ukungahlali nobomi bakho ngenye indlela,umntu ubonisa ukuba akonwabanga kukuphila ubomi bam kwaye ukuba inyibilike ngokupheleleyo kum ”.

 

Ukuze umphefumlo uzigqale kuThixo kuphela, yonke into ekuwo imele ithotywe ibe lilize.

Ukususela kumqulu we-3 womsebenzi "Incwadi yezulu" , umyalezo onikwe ngoJuni 27, 1900, iphepha 87 kunye ne-88:

“ Ntombi yam, into endiyifunayo kuwe kukuba uzazise kum, hayi kuwe. Ngaloo ndlela, awuyi kuphinda uzikhumbule, kodwa mna kuphela.

Ukungazinaki uya kundazi qha. Njengoko uzilibala kwaye uzitshabalalise, uya kuhambela phambili ngolwazi lwam, uya kuzibona kum kuphela .

Xa usenza oku, awusayi kuphinda ucinge ngengqondo yakho, kodwa ngeyam. Akusayi kuphinda ujonge ngamehlo akho, ungabi sathetha ngomlomo wakho, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho akusayi kuba kokwakho, akusayi kuba sasebenza ngezandla zakho, akusayi kuba sahamba ngeenyawo zakho . Uya kujonga ngaMahlo am, uthethe ngomlomo wam, ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho kuya kuba yeyam, uya kusebenza ngezandla zam, uya kuhamba ngeeNyawo zam.

Yaye ukuze yenzeke loo nto, oko kuthetha ukuba umphefumlo uzibonakalisa kuThixo kuphela, umele ubuyele kwimvelaphi yawo, oko kukuthi kuThixo, ophuma kuye. Kufuneka ihambelane ngokupheleleyo nomdali wayo; yonke into ayithatha kuye kwaye engahambelani nemvelaphi yakhe, makayinciphise ibe lilize .

Kungale ndlela kuphela, ehamba ze yaye ekhutshiwe, anokuthi abuyele kwimvelaphi yakhe, aziqonde kuphela kuThixo aze asebenze ngokuvisisana nesiphelo awayesidalelwe sona . Ukuhambelana ngokupheleleyo nam, umphefumlo kufuneka ungabonakali njengam ”.